Book Title: Namaskar Mahamantra Tattvachandrika Author(s): Abhaysagar Publisher: Shri Manubhai Shah Rajkot Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/004550/1 JAIN EDUCATION INTERNATIONAL FOR PRIVATE AND PERSONAL USE ONLYPage #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra-mahAmaMtra-taMtvacaMdriA A paNa vAri || 5. zrI abhayasAgarajI ma. sA. jinAjA Forevete Personal www.jamelibrary.org Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra-mahAmaMtra-tattvacaMdrikA (namaskAra mahAmaMtra patramALA) -: lekhaka : zAsanasubhaTa (sva. ) upA. zrI dharmasAgarajI ma. sAnA ziSyANu paM. zrI abhayasAgarajI ma. sA -: preraka : (sva. ) sA zrI sadguNAzrIjI ma. sA -: saMpAdaka : adhyApaka : ratilAla cImanalAla dozI (ludarAvALA) -: prakAzaka : DaoN. manubhAI zAha "mane" 20, nyu jAganAtha yuniyana sosAyaTI, rAjakoTa - 2. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | zrI namaskAra-mahAmaMtra-tattvaciMdrikA (namaskAra mahAmaMtra patramALA) In lekhaka : zAsanasubhaTa (sva) upA. zrI dharmasAgarajI ma. sAnA ziSyANa paM. abhayasAgarajI ma. sA. || prakAzaka : DaoN. manubhAI zAha. "manendu', 20, nyu jAganAtha yuniyana sosAyaTI, rAjakoTa - 2. T sarvahaka svAdhIna prathamavRtti : 2000 sane : 1996 D kiMmata : rU. 63=00 || gaMtha Ayojana : zAradAbena cImanabhAI ejyukezanala risarca senTara darzana', rANakapura sosAyaTI sAme, zAhIbAga, amadAvAda - 380 004. D prAptisthAna : (1) zrI sArAbhAI mohanabhAI zAha che. taMboLIvADo, ghIvaTo, pATaNa, (u. gu.). (2) kumArapALa jayaMtilAla zAha ra, gaganavihAra phaleTsa, cotho mALa, khAnapura, amadAvAda-1, D mudraka : pUjA ophaseTa nArAyaNa nivAsa" mahedIkuvA, zAhapura, amadAvAda-1 phona naM. 5622900 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzakIya mArA parama puNyodaye zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrArAdhaka "Agamavidra" pUjya tAraka gurudevazrI paM abhayasAgarajI ma. sAe ArAdhakone ArAdhanAmAM sthiratA ane vRddhi arthe lakhela patramALA mArA jovAmAM AvI. pU. gurudevazrInI aMtarasparzI bhASA aMtaramAM AnaMdanI lahero upajAvI gaI. A AnaMda sarva loko laI zake e AzayathI mitravargamAM ame pustaka rUpe mudrita karavAnI icchA pragaTa karI, ane mitravarge paNa e vAta vadhAvI lIdhI, jenA phalasvarUpe zrI sakala saMghanA karakamalamAM A pustaka arpa rahyo chuM. matimaMdatAthI ke presadoSathI AmAM je kAMI khalanAo rahI gaI hoya te badala trividhe - trividhe be kara joDI kSamA yAcuM chuM. jo ke prakAzanano A mAro prathama prayAsa che, chatAM je kAMI sAruM thayuM che te, "pUjya gurudevazrInI puNyakRpAthI thayuM che." A prakAzanakArya zrI jitendrabhAI (zAradAbena cImanalAla ejyukezanala risarca insTiTyUTa) e aMgata rasa laI sArI rIte karI ApyuM che. temano tema ja A prakAzanamAM je puNyAtmAo taraphathI Arthika sahakAra maLyo che e darekano amo khUba khUba AbhAra mAnIe chIe. zrI manubhAI esa. zAha (rAjakoTa) tArIkha : jeTha vada 11, 2052. maMgaLavAra, 11 jUna, 1996. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzakIya -: a nu kra ma Na kA : zrI manubhAI esa zAha prastAvanA vibhAga-1 patro : 1 thI 108 vibhAga-2 patro : 1 thI 24 vibhAga-3 patro : 1 thI 36 sarvaziromaNi navakAra : citra paricaya zrI mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanA citrano paricaya prakAzanonI yAdI 'zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA' pustakanA sahAyakonI yAdI 1 thI 39 215 255 319 321 323 327 Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrIna..ma.512 ma..hA..ma...12.. jamo arihaMtA vItarAga samo daivone 2Ajayasamo giri | zI ofmaraphArasamo maMtraH 'na bhUto na bhaviSyati || namaskAra mahAmaMtra ||nnmoarihNtaannN|| ||nnmaa siddhaann|| ||nnmoaayriyaannN|| ||nnmoupjjhaayaannN|| ||nnmoloesvvsaahuunnN|| ||eso paMcaNamukkAro, sccpaavppnnaasnno| maMgalANaMca savvesi; paTama habai mNglN|| 19 OM tainero saMsAra te no bhavapAra. jenA manamAM zrInaSIR.!!! (CICODDDD Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI vardhamAna svAmine nama: OM zrI gurave namaH prastAvanA... "zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattva caMdrikA' nAmanA A pustakano vibhAga naM-1 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanA karanArA keTalAka bALavayanA AtmAone uddezIne lakhAyelI patramALA che. AgamavizArada paMnyAsapravara pU. tAraka gurudevazrIe zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAnA baLe khIlavelI Atmika maulika zakitaonA baLe ArAdhaka puNyAtmAone ArAdhanAmAM vega maLe ane potAnI khAmIo hUra karIne ArAdhanAno rasAsvAda mANe tevI aMtaraMga bhAvanAthI patramALA AraMbhelI hatI. vAstavamAM A patramALAno prAraMbha te bAlatripuTIne lakSyamAM rAkhIne ghaDAyo che. paraMtu dareka vyakitane AtmavikAsagAmI banavAnI pUrepUrI saMbhAvanA A patramALAmAM anubhavAya che. tethI bahujanahitAya pustakArUDha karI zakAya evo vicAra jhabakayo. pU. gurudevazrInA kALadharma bAda keTalAka ArAdhaka AtmAoe A patramALA vAMcavA mATe icchA vyakata karI, teozrInI icchA pUrNa thAya te mATe patramALAnI hAthe lakhela kopIo taiyAra thaI ane sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta tathA zrAvaka zrAvikAoe vAMcI ane dareke abhiprAya Apyo ke A patramALAne pustakArUDha karavI joIe, dhIme dhIme tene sAkAra karavA aMgenA prayatno zarU thayA. nAnA-moTA ghaNA vikalpo upasthita thayA, paraMtu ''zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra''nA prabhAve ane ''zrI gurukRpAe'' temAMthI mArga maLyo ane chevaTe patramALA pustakADha banI. . zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra vize aneka ArAdhaka AtmAoe svakIya ciMtana-manana AlekhyuM che. jema vyAvahArika jIvanamAM DaoNkaTara, enjiniyara thaIne zA phAyadA thAya ? keTalI badhI kamANI thAya ? zI rIte mobho maLe ? e badhA vize vivecano - samajUtI ApavAthI DaoNkaTara ke enjiniyara thavAnI moTI mahecchAo thAya, paNa te pUrI karavA mATe bauddhika stare keTalI mahenata, dhIraja, puruSArtha, khaMta, ekAgratA vagerenI jarUra che te jANavuM khUba jarUrI che. tevI ja rIte zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAnA pAyAmAM niyata sthAna, samaya, saMkhyAno puruSArtha, ekAgra citta, dhIraja, binazaratI zaraNAgatabhAva, gurunizrA ane zraddhAbhakita khUba ja jarUrI che. e bAbato patramALAmAM judI-judI rIte samajAvI che, te samajyA pachI ArAdhanA karavAthI adbhuta rasAsvAda sAMpaDe che. jo pAyAnI bhUmikAnuM nakkara ghaDatara thAya to alpa prayatne ja zrI navakAranI divya kRpA pratyakSa anubhavAya che. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattpayadgikA A patramALAmAM ArAdhanAnI pUrvabhUmikA kevI hoya, kevI rIte ghaDavI joIe te aMgenuM vizada vivecana karyuM che. sAmAnya rIte AvuM vivecana anyatra khUba alpa pramANamAM jovA maLe che. . zarUAtamAM utsAhathI Daga maMDAya che. paNa samaya jatAM lakSyanI jAgRti 'na' rahevAthI '"AraMbhe zUrA' jevo ghATa ghaDAya che. evA avasare pAyAnI bhUmikA nakkara hoya to ArAdhanAnI gADI khUba vyavasthita rIte cAlI zake ane niyata sthAna (paMcama gati) sudhI pahoMcI zake che. AthI A patramALAmAM bALajIvone uddezIne zraddhA-bhakitanAM 'bIja' khUba UMDAM jAya tevI vAto lakhelI che. bALajIvo pramAda ane anAdikALanA saMskArone vaza thaI pAyAnAM AcaraNomAM DhIlA hovAthI svadravyathI aSTa prakArI pUjA, AcArazuddhi, Adi keTalIka pAyAnI vAtonA ghaDatara mATe patramALAmAM teno ullekha karAyo che. ArAdhake te bAbatonI kayAreya upekSA nA karavI joIe evuM pUjyazrI jaNAvatA. A patramALAmAM pU gurudevanA jIvananI keTalIka apragaTa daivIghaTanAo AlekhAyelI che, je pUjya gurudevazrIe potAnA jIvanakALa daramyAna prAya: jAhera karelI nahi. AthI te pragaTa karavA aMge vimAsaNa hatI, uparAMta bALajIvonI keTalIka vyakitagata bAbato hatI, te kevI rIte rajU karavI te eka muzkela bAbata hatI paNa te bAbato adhyApaka zrI ratibhAI cI. dozInI vicakSaNa buddhi dvArA maLela samAdhAnathI saraLa banI. jyAre A patro TapAla dvArA maLatA ane te pahelI vAra vAMcatA tyAre pUjyazrInA aTapaTA akSaronA kAraNe patro ukelavAmAM ghaNo samaya jato ane tethI ekadhAro rasAsvAda mANI zakAyela nahi. "vastune zuM jANe vyAkaraNI'' tevI sthiti thaI, paNa jyAre A patramALA pustakArUDha karavA aMge vicAraNA thaI ane te patro ekasAmaTA ekasAthe vAMcavAno avasara maLyo tyAre AMkhamAMthI AMsu saryAM. pUjyazrInI satata vahetI karuNAnA ghodhano sparza thayo. romAMca anubhavyo ane darda thayuM. A kSaNo ATalI moDI kema AvI ? te samaye ame taddana korA kema rahyA ? pUjya gurudevazrIe maukhika samajAvela zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA aMgenI bAbato 108 naMbaramAM patra rUpe lIdhela che. potAnA jIvanamAM keTalAka viziSTa prasaMgo teoe khUba ja preraNA ane ArAdhanAmAM joma-utsAha pragaTe te hetuthI jaNAvela che ane vAMcatAM ja khyAla Ave ke te patromAM potAnI baDAI svaprazaMsAno hetu na hato. balke temAMthI temanI nikhAlasatA, saraLatA ja pragaTa thAya che. sAthe evuM paNa anubhavAya che ke zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnA baLe aham prAya: ogaLI gayo hoya te pachInI A avasthA che. jethI sarvasthaLe 'zrI navakAranI kRpA'' pradhAna karI che. .. pUjya gurudevazrIne zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI viziSTa ArAdhanAnA baLe ArAdhanAmAM birAjamAna hoya tyAre banatA ke bananArA banAvo kayAreka citrapaTanI jema spaSTa dekhAtA. evA ghaNA prasaMgoe spaSTa anubhava thayela jethI te banAvo navakAranA TI. vI. mAM dekhAya ema bALaArAdhakone mATe ullekha karatA. pUjyazrIe A patramALA zarU karela paNa te vAMcanAra mATe bhAre che, thoDI agharI Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvayaMsikA che ema jyAre teozrIne zrI navakAranA TI. vI.mAM dekhAyuM tyAre te viSayane zakaya teTalo sIdho-sAdo-saraLa banAvavA prayatna karyo. patramALAnA vibhAga 2-3 vyAvasAyika rIte M.B.B.S. thayela DaoN. jitubhAI pI. zAha ane DaoN manubhAI esa zAhane uddezIne lakhelI che, patramALAnA bIjA vibhAgamAM pUjyazrIe 'jina-bhakita' e 'zakitadAyaka' ane mukitanuM prabaLa kAraNa che, tathA ArAdhanAnA mArge zraddhAbhakita hRdaya e buddhi-mana karatAM mahattvanAM che evuM dRDhatApUrvaka jaNAvyuM che. 3 jemAMnI vibhAga-3 patramALAmAM kriyAyoga upara vivecanA karI che. AjanA kALamAM bhaNelA lokomAM sAmAnya rIte kriyA tarapha arucivALuM valaNa hoya che. kriyAne jaDa yaMtravat gaNe che. ane pustakavAMcana, jJAnanI vAto, adhyAtmanI vAtonA vANI-vilAsane prAdhAnya Ape che ane ghaNuM badhuM meLavyAno AtmasaMtoSa levAmAM Ave che. parama kRpALu pUjya gurudevazrIe patramALAmAM vAraMvAra e jaNAvyuM che ke, pUrvanA mahAjJAnI puruSoe je kAMI vidhi- vidhAna-kriyAyoga batAvyAM che te ja 'rAjamArga' che. ane te ja AtmAno kramaza: vikAsano mArga che. hakIkatamAM potAnI bhUmikAnuM jJAna 'na' hovAthI koIka AtmA game te bhUmikAnI vAto game tyAM baMdha besADe che ane tethI gUMcavADAmAM phasAya che. pUjya gurudevazrI ghaNI vAra kahetA ane lakhANo dvArA jaNAvatA ke jo kriyAyoganA mArge vidhivat cAlavAmAM Ave to AtmAnI anubhUti avazya thAya. pUjyazrIe jaNAvela ke jinazAsananI eka-eka kriyA khUba jIvaMta - prANavaMta che ane zakitazALI che, sAthe sahetuka paNa che. chatAM paNa jaDatAvaza tenI sAtheno saMparka barAbara thato nathI. parama kRpALu pUjya gurudeva eTale "Arya saMskRtinA parama cAhaka" ane "prAcIna paraMparAnA parama upAsaka' jemaNe zAstramAM kayAMya lakhyuM nathI ke niSedha nathI ema kahIne prAcIna paraMparAno cheda uDADayo nathI, paNa tene baLavattara, puSTa banAvavA mATe parama prayAsa Adaryo hato. A lakhANa vAMcatAM vAcakane ema thaze ja ke zrInamaskAra mahAmaMtra temanA aNue aNumAM vasyo hato. jina-zAsananAM prAcIna mUlyonI parama vaphAdArI ja temanA jIvananuM lakSya hatI. jinAjJAnA utkRSTa pAlanarUpa jinabhakti e temanA jIvananuM mukhya dhyeya hatuM. prastuta pustakamAM Dagale ne pagale jarUra paDe tyAM mArgadarzana ApI karuNA varasAvanAra pUjya gurudevazrInA vaDIla ane vartamAna gacchAdhipati AcAryadeveza pUjya zrI sUryodayasAgara sU ma sA tathA pU A zrI azoka sA sUri ma sA, pUrva paM. zrI nirupama sA ma sA, pUrva paM jinacandra sA ma sA tathA pUrva paM. zrI hemacandra sA ma sA no khAsa AbhAra mAnIe chIe. . A patramALAne mudrita karavAmAM mULa preraka srotasamA pU. gurudevazrInAM saMsArI janmadAtrI ane vAtsalyAmRta varasAvanAra "pU sAdhvIjI sadguNAzrIjI ma sA''ne to kema bhUlI zakAya ? Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU upA ma sA nAM saMsArI putrI, ane pU. gurudevazrInAM bena mahArAja tarIke jANItAM khUba tyAgI, tapasvI, custa sAmAcArIpUrvakanuM sAdhvIjI jIvananuM pAlana karatAM pUrva sulasAzrIjI ma. zrInA mArgadarzana vagara A patramALAnuM prakAzana ja na thaI zakayuM hota. jemanA athAga prayatna vagara A patramALA suMdara vAMcananA pravAharUpa banI 'na' zakI hota tevA pUjya gurudevazrIjInA aMta: pArSada adhyApaka zrI ratilAla cI. dozIno jeTalo AbhAra mAnIe teTalo ocho che. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA pU ma sAnA akSaro ukelavAnI gUMcanA kAraNe yA anya koI kAraNe jinAjJA viruddha kaMI paNa lakhAyuM hoya to trividha ''micchAmi dukkaDaM". zrI navakAranI divyakRpA baLe - tenA mAdhyamarUpe A mahApuruSanuM lakhANa vAcakane sIdhuM ja sparzaze e bhAvathI A patramALAnuM prakAzana karI rahyA chIe. Apa sarvanA jIvanamAM paNa zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra jIvaMta tAraka bane, tenI ArAdhanA vyavasthita rIte thAya, jinabhakti satata vistaratI rahe, ane kriyAyoga tarapha aMtarathI abhiruci thAya, e ja maMgala kAmanA... tArIkha : jeTha vada 11, 2012. maMgaLavAra, 11 jUna, 1996 zrI jitubhAI pI. zAha pAlanapura Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvayaMdrikA patramALAnA camakArA... 29 ka ka pUjya gurudevazrInI patramALA, enI te vAta zI pUchavI ? pUjya gurudevazrIno patra to zuM ? teozrInI nAnI sarakhI cabarakhI paNa hIrAnI paDIkI jevI kiMmatadAra hoya che. e cabarakhImAM paNa preraNAnA hIrA camakatA hoya che. jyAre A to AkhI ja paramALA ! emAM zuM nahi maLe e ja savAla che. asmitA Arya saMskRtinI custatA cAritrajIvananI pUjyatA pUjAnI nirmaLatA zrI navakAranI mahattA mohanIyanA kSayopazamanI saralatA sAdhanAnI zabda zabda ne vAkaye vAkaye kaMIka upalabhya upalabdha thayA vinA nahi rahe ! kAraNa bahu spaSTa che. pUjya gurudevazrInuM adhyayana UMDANamAM UtareluM hatuM. sAdhanA zikhare caDhelI hatI ArAdhanA AkAzane AMbelI hatI. ciMtana cAMdanInI spardhAmAM hatuM. A badhAMnA mAdhyame pUjyazrInA mastiSkamAMthI ciMtananI dhArA UbharatI e kAgaLanI sapATI para patharAtI rahetI.... ane pUjyazrInA viziSTa bhakatonA saranAme patra dvArA saMgrahAtI... e ja patramALA Aje pustakanI peTImAM peka thaI jana-jana sudhI pahoMcI rahI che. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mane khabara che pUjyazrInI vAcanAnA anyoe karelA utArA je 'garavo girirAja' nAmanA pustaka rUpe prakAzita thayA che. e paNa keTalA AdarapAtra banyA che. tyAre A to svayaM gurudevazrInuM ja lakhANa ! keTaluM Adara pAmaze ? enI kalpanA karavI paNa bAlizatAmAM lekhAze. nizcita; A pustaka anekonuM mArgadarzana banaze. hA; eka sUcana jarA karI la... pUjyazrInuM A pustaka vAMcatA pUrve pUjyazrIno paricaya jarUra meLavI levo. e dvArA pUjyazrI prati zraddhA sthApita thayA bAda vaMcAtuM A pustaka navA ja kSitijonAM darzana karAvaze.* pUjya gurudevazrInA saMsArapakSe nAnAM bena pUjya sAdhvIzrI sulasAzrIjI manuM A pustaka bAbata khaMtIluM dhyAna bahu moTo plasa-poInTa che. AvAM anya paNa pustako zIghra prakAzita bane to pUjyazrInA cintana-camakArA Thera-Thera ajavALuM pAtharanArA bane. e ni:zaMka vAta che. da * A mATe 'pUjya gurudevazrI' nAmanuM mAruM lakheluM pustaka jarUra sahayogI banI zakaze. gurucaraNalIna hemacandrasAgara zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvayaMThA pUjya gurudevazrInAM aMtarasparzI saMsmaraNo... pUjyazrInA anaMta upakArano badalo kayAreya cUkavI zakAya tema nathI, temanA guNAnuvAda gAvAno A apUrva avasara rakhe cUkI javAya tema samajIne bahumukhI pratibhAzALI pU. gurudevazrInA sAgara jevA apAra guNonuM pANInA buMda samAna alpa varNana karavAno prayatna karyo che. - pUjyazrInA jIvanaghaDataramAM temanA sAMsArika pitA (guru upAdharmasAgarajI ma. sA.), AgamoddhAraka pUjya zrI AnaMda sAsUri ma. sA., pa. pU. mANekaya sAsUri ma. sA., adhyAtmayogI paMzrI bhadraMkara vi. ma. sAno ananya phALo che. teozrInI divyakRpAe pU. gurudevazrInA jIvanane sAdhutAnI ucca bhUmikAe lAvIne mUkI dIdhuM. "zAsana subhaTa - jyotirdhara pa. pU. upAdhyAyajI dharmasAgarajI mahArAja" pUrvabhavanI ArAdhanAnuM baLa ane mAtApitAnA susaMskArone kAraNe ja bALaka amRtakumAra mAtra cha varSanI bALavaye saMyama levA tatpara banyA. jemane 6 varSanI vaye saMyama levAnI ucca bhAvanAmAM susaMskAroe khUba ja mahattvano bhAga bhajavyo. temanA viziSTa saMskAronI AchI jhalaka nIce mujaba che. savA varSanI kumaLI vaye kAcA pANIno tyAga karyo, rAA (aDhI) varSanI vaye to samajapUrvaka kAcA pANIno tyAga karyo ane kAcuM pANI na pivAya tevI daDha manobhAvanA udbhavelI hatI. vaLI zAstrIya daSTie tyAjya evA padArtho jevA ke barapha, bora, goLI - cokaleTa, AIsakrIma jIvanamAM kayAreya vAparyA nathI. traNa varSanI vayathI ubhayakALa pratikramaNanI Avazyaka kriyAno prAraMbha karI dIdho hato je jIvana paryanta kayAreya tUTyo na hato. tyArathI ja roja eka sAmAyika zarU karela je Akhare sarvavirati sAmAyika sudhI pahoMcI hatI. mAtApitA amRtakumArane nAnapaNamAM ja kaSTa sahana karI zake te mATenA pATha bhaNAvatAM. snAna karI UThatA ane zarIra lUchatA tyAre mAthAmAM AgaLa AvelA nAnA nAnA vALane hAthethI kheMcAvatA jethI bALakane kezaloca jevI kaSTadAyaka kriyAne sahana karavAno abhyAsa thato. mAtApitA bALakane dharmanA saMskAra paDe te mATe parva-tithie svayaM pauSadha vrata letAM ane sAthe sAthe bALakane paNa pauSadha vrata levarAvatAM. pauSadhamAM paNa svAdhyAya, adhyayana ane vrata paccakakhANa karAvatAM hatAM. bALakamAM susaMskAronuM ja bhAthuM baMdhAya te mATe khUba ja jAgRti rAkhatA. bALakane je te bALako sAthe je te ramata na ramavA de, nirdoSa ane buddhivardhaka ramato ramADatA ane koIpaNa prakAranI asabhyatA ke kusaMskArono ochAyo na paDe tenI satata kALajI rAkhatAM hatAM. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvayaMTikA nAnapaNathI ja dhArmika sUtrono abhyAsa zarU karI dIdho hato. dIkSA lIdhI tyAre vAMdaNA AlovavA sudhI mukhapATha karela. jemane 6 / varSanI abodha vaye zrI zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM pU. AgamoddhArakazrInA varadahaste pAvanakArI punita pravajyAno paMtha maLyo. jemaNe kako nahIM zIkhela avasthAmAM (7-LA varSa) vaDIla sAdhunA khoLAmAM ramatAM ramatAM paMca pratikramaNa, sAdhukriyAnAM sUtro kaMThastha karyAM. pUjyazrI abhayasAgarajI ma sAe bALapaNathI ja jJAna, darzana ane cAritranI adbhuta ArAdhanA AdarelI, svAdhyAya, vAMcana, vyAvahArika jJAna tathA itihAsa pratye paNa haiyAthI caDatA bhAva hatA. temAM paNa saMyamanI vRddhi thatAM ane AgamanuM vizuddha jJAna prApta thatAM AtmA vizuddha banato gayo. saraLatA, bhadratA, bAlasahaja bhAva vagere guNo khIlatA gayA. jIvanamAM aneka prasaMgo banelA temAMno udayapurano prasaMga ullekhanIya che. 17 varSanI vaye eka vakhata udayapuramAM jainetaro sAthe vArtAlApa thayo. temAM dharmano apalApa thayo. A vAtanI pU. upAdhyAya dharmasAgarajI mantrIne khabara paDatAM tarata ja pU mahArAjazrIne bolAvI samajAvyuM ke, tame paramAtmAno aviveka karyo che ane zAstranI utsUtra prarUpaNA karI che. mATe badhAne bolAvIne micchAmi dukkaDam devA joIe. A sAMbhaLI mahArAjane saMkoca thayo eTale upAdhyAya mahArAje gautamasvAmI ane AnaMda zrAvakanuM dRSTAMta ApI samajAvyuM ke, bhUlanI kabUlAta karavI te ArAdhanA che. A sAMbhaLI micchAmi dukkaDam mATe taiyAra thayA. saMghane bhego karyo. saMghe jaNAvyuM ke Ape micchAmi dukkaDam devAnI jarUra nathI, ame jaNAvI daIzuM paNa upAdhyAya jI mahArAje jaNAvyuM ke jAheramAM micchAmi dukkaDam Apavo jarUrI che. AthI saMghe jAheramAM vyAkhyAna rAkhyuM ane te samaye pU mahArAjazrIe micchAmi dukkaDam ApyA. A prasaMge zrI saMgha paNa gadgada thaI gayo. saMghe guru mahArAjane UMcakI lIdhA ane Asana upara besADyA. jIvanamAM saMyamavRddhikAraka aneka prasaMgo banelA. upAzrayamAM svayaM sAmAcArInuM aNizuddha pAlana karatA ane karAvatA. potAnuM kArya svayaM ja karatA, hajAro kAmamAM paNa paurasI, svAdhyAya Adi apramAdabhAve karatA. AvA pU. gurudevanA jIvananI pAyAnI bhUmikAnuM nakkara ghaDatara upA dharmasAgarajI ma. sAhebe evuM ajaba karyuM ke guru-ziSya, pitA-putranI joDI tapAgacchamAM eka Adarza udAharaNarUpa banI gaI. pU. upA mae bALavayamAM miniTe miniTe hisAba rAkhI mAnasapaTa para yama ! samaya mA pamAyamu.nuM sUtra kotarIne ghaDatara upara dhyAna ApI evI jabarajasta zista ane niyamitatAnuM vAvetara karyuM ke jethI sAdhujIvanamAM pramAda kayAreya ghUsavA na pAmyo. upA ma eTale jANe ke cothA ArAnA sAdhu ! bIjA zabdomAM sAdhujIvananuM uttama udAharaNa, sAdhujIvanamAM utkRSTa tyAga-tapazcaryAnuM bIjuM nAma eTale upA ma sAdhujIvananI dinacaryA, nAnAmAM nAnI bAbata ke jhINAmAM jhINI vastune khUba ja sAvadhAnIthI niyamitatAthI pALatA ane paLAvatA. Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatparyAdrikA jemanA aNue aNumAM zAsananuM gaurava ane garimAM vahetI hatI. jemanuM jIvana khAkhI baMgALI jevuM hatuM. nAmanAnI kAmanA vagaranuM ni:spRhI jIvana hatuM. temanI najIka AvanAra dareka vyakitaoe paNa uttama cAritranI maheMka mANI che. AvA mahApuruSanI dRSTithI putra-ziSyanA jIvanamAM cAritrajIvananA pAyAnA saMskAronuM UMDuM vAvetara thayuM. pitA-putra, guru-ziSyanI belaDIe koI paNa jAtanI bAhya sahAya vagara zrI zikharajI mahAtIrthanI yAtrA saMyama sahaja maryAdAthI te samayamAM karI temanA anubhavo sAMbhaLatAM bhalabhalAnA rUMvADA khaDAM thaI jAya ane Aje to te azakaya ke camatkAra lAge. pU upAya ma putra-ziSyanA khUba Agamika - jJAna Adi Atmika zaktione nihALatA chatAM haMmezAM putra-moha (ziSyamoha)thI lagabhaga aLagA rahyA. guNa-saMpanna putra-ziSyanA jIvananA ghaDatarane dhyAnamAM rAkhIne temanA sUkSma doSa kayAre dUra thAya te aMge khUba saceta rahetA, vakhANane badale kayAreka Takora paNa karatA. eka vakhata pUjya gurUdeva zrI abhayasAgarajI ma. sA. sAbaramatIthI vihAra karatA navAvADaja AvatA hArTanI sakhata bimArInA kAraNe suthAvaka zrI azokabhAInA baMgale rokAyela. tabiyata bhayajanaka sthitie pahoMcatAM pUjyazrIne haoNspiTalamAM dAkhala karavA mATe DaoNkaTaroe ane bhakatavarga khUba Agraha karela paNa teozrIe spaSTa InkAra ja karela. tethI UMjhA mukAme pU upA. jIma pAse haoNspiTalamAM dAkhala karavAnI rajA mAgatAM, putra-ziSyanA mohane dUra karI teozrIe jaNAvela ke abhayasAgarane jIvavAnI icchA hoya to haoNspiTalamAM laI jaze, mAtra ATalA zabda bhaktavarga mUka banyo, guru ke ziSya bemAMthI kone caDiyAtA gAgavA ? pU upAzrInA jIvanamAM DaoNkaTara ke davA karatAM deva-guru, dharma paranI anerI zraddhA ane mAnasika durbaLatAnA badale vItarAganA zuddha dharma para aDaga vizvAsa daSTigocara thAya che. karmayogI upADa che. ma. sAhebane zAsananA kAmomAM ekalA jhajhUmavuM paDe to haragija DaratA nahIM. ane sAdhusamAjamAM vakIla samAna hatA. ethI sarakAranA judA judA kAyadAonI asara khUba UMDANathI samajI zakatA ane hAIkorTanA vakIla paNa moMmAM AgaLAM nAMkhI jAya tevA rastA temane sUjhatA. ra7 varSanI bharayuvAnavaye teozrI caturthavratadhArI banyA ane potAnuM AkhuM kuTuMba be putra-putrI-patnI, potAnI sAsune temaja bhatrIjI Adi parivAramAMthI kula 12 jaNane prabhunA zAsanamAM samarpita karyA. pU. saguNA zrIjI ma. pU. gurudevazrInAM sAMsArika mAtRzrI kharekhara saguNono bhaMDAra hatAM. ane evI ratnakukSi hatAM ke jenAM sarve saMtAno eka ekathI caDe tevAM zAsananAM prakaTa ratno banyAM. chelle 2002nA comAsAmAM jANe mAtAnuM RNa cUkavatA hoya tema roja savAre upAzraye AvI Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8 namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMThA ahe, mamatva, saMyoga-viyoganI vAta karI mAtAne dharmabhAvamAM ja lIna rAkhatA ane satata vairAgyarasa pIrasatA ane saMyamanI ArAdhanA karAvI hatI. 9 varSanI laghuvaye saMyamI banela, . gurudevazrInA moTA bhAI tejasvI pUDha mahodaya sAjI maTha nI dhAraNA zakti ajaba hatI. jeozrIe aDhArahajArI, siddhahema brahavRtti khUba TUMkA samayamAM mukhapATha karela. 17 varSanI laghuvaye pU. zrI kALadharma pAmyA. pU upA. jIma. nA cAritranI amITa chApa emanA samudAyamAM cothI - pAMcamI peDhIe Aje paNa jhagamagATa karatI dekhAya che. pa. pU. panyAsajI bhadraMkaravijaya mahArAja pU upAya che. maTha nA sAMsArika kalyANamitra ane tapagacchamAM paMnyAsajI maDha tarIkenuM biruda pAmelA ajAtazatru maitrInA sAgara samAna pU. zrI bhadraMkara vi. ma. ke jemanA khoLAmAM pU. gurudeva zrI nAnapaNamAM ramelA. e pU zrIe pU. gurudevazrInA jIvanane addabhuta vaLAMka ApI zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranA raMge raMgI dIdhA. pU. gurudevazrInI mAMdagInA samaye zrI navakAra gaNavAnI preraNA karI ane yathAyogya samaye zrI zaMkhezvara mahAtIrthamAM zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAna samakSa zrI navakAranI maMtra dIkSA ApI. pU. gurudevazrInuM cAritra ghaDatara pU upAma nA varadahaste uttamottama thayeluM, ane zrI navakAra sAdhanAnuM ghaDatara pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi. manI amIdraSTithI thayela. pariNAme ArAdhanA vimAna susajja enjina sAthe taiyAra hatuM ane paMnyAsajI mahArAje ArAdhanAno saMcAra karyo, ane pU. gurudevanuM zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM ArAdhanA vimAna UMcAM UMcAM zikharo sara karavA lAgyuM. pU. gurudevazrI ArAdhaka AtmAone ochAmAM ochI ekAdavAra to bhalAmaNapatra sAthe acUka paMnyAsajI ma0 nA darzane mokalatA. teozrI kahetA ke pUjya paM. masA. zrI navakAramAM otaprota thaI gayA che. nikaTa mokSagAmI AtmA che. yogya AtmAone temanI nizrAmAM dIkSA mATe mokalatA, te ja banneno ekabIjA pratyeno ananya bhAva darzAve che. zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnI sAthe pU. gurudevazrI zrI navakArane lagatA paMnyAsajI manA sAhityane ochAmAM ochuM 10 miniTa vAMcavA mATe bhalAmaNa karatA. - pUjya paMnyAsajI bhadraMkara vi. ma. nA lakhANomAM zabda zabda ajAtazatru arihaMta paramAtmAnI amaravANI nItaratI anubhavAya. cauda pUrvanA sArarUpa zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrano artha - bhAvArtha, vizeSArtha ArAdhanAnI vidhi jaNAvI jeozrI potAnI najIka AvanAra sarvene tenI kakSA anusAra zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra ApatA. Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvadA jenA aNue aNumAM zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra prasarI gayo hato ane sakala saMgha zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrano parama ArAdhaka, parama zraddhavaMta bhakitavaMta bane ane zrI saMghano abhyadaya zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI bhakita vaDe thAya evI satata bhAvanA bhAvanAra pU. paM. jI ma. nA jIvanamAM ghaNI badhI viTaMbaNAo-takalIpho-herAnagatio UbhI thaI chatAM paNa koInA pratye abhAva, asUyA, verajheranA badale sarva pratye satata maitrI-karuNA-mAdhyazmabhAvano dhodha vahI rahyo hato. pUpaM. bhadraMkara vi. ma. zrIe vyavahAranaya ane nizcayanayano jabarajasta samanvaya sAdhyo hato. kayAM konI pradhAnatA ane gauNatA tenI rUparekhA atyaMta sugama, spaSTa ane zAstrIya hatI. pU. gurudevazrI kahetA ke paMnyAsajI ma. nI daSTi khUlI gaI che. eTale e koI paNa sAdhakane tenI sAdhanAmAM kayAMya takalIpha ke gUMcavADo Ubho thAya to tarata samajIne ukelI zakatA, anya darzananI judI judI ArAdhanAnI paddhatio - jinazAsanamAM kevI rIte, kayAM susaMgata che, te teo khUba sArI rIte samajAvI zakatA. paM. paMnyAsajI manAM lakhANomAM kayAMya pakSApakSI na dekhAya ane temano eka paNa zabda kayAMya Agho-pAcho karI na zakAya temaja umerI ke bAda paNa na karI zakAya. badhuM ja yathArtha rIte goThavAyeluM ja maLe. pa. pU. AcArya AnaMdasAgarasUrijI ma. sA. pUjya sAgarajI ma. nI oLakha ApavI eTale amArA jevA mATe sUryanI oLakha ApavA dIpaka" dharavA jevI ceSTA gaNAya. zrI jaina saMghamAM pUra sAgarajI ma.nI vidvatA, AgamArthanI rahasyaveditA "aMtarIkSajI tIrthanA korTa Adi prasaMge pragaTa thatI sAttvikatA vagere jagajAhera che. AvA pUjya sAgarajI ma. sAthe pUjya gurudevazrIne nIcenA prasaMgathI aMtaraMga saMbaMdha baMdhAyo. pUjya AgamoddhArakazrI ! jemaNe potAnA jIvananA chellA divaso paramayogInI avasthAmAM pasAra karyA. mahApuruSonA jIvanane zobhe tevI rIte anazana nahIM, paNa anazana jevuM karI paramajJAnI sAdhunI utkRSTatAnAM darzana thI saMghane karAvyAM. chellA divasomAM asahya vedanAmAM maunamAM, jJAna-dhyAnamAM ja magna rahelA, tapAgacchamAM chellAM keTalAMya varSomAM prAya: bhAgye ja koI sAdhu bhagavaMtoe AvI rIte "icchita-maraNa'thI dehatyAga karyo haze. AcArya devezanI pAchalI avasthA samaye kumAra avasthAmAM pravezelA pU. gurudevazrI eka Agamika zabdanA artharahasya mATe pustakonAM pAne-pAnAM uthalAvyA kare paNa geDa besADI na zake. kalAko pasAra thAya, paNa rahasyazodhaka pU. gurudevanA manamAM adhUrApaNuM khaTakayA karatuM hatuM. AcAryazrIe joyuM ane IzAro karIne bolAvyA, vAta jANI ane temaNe pustakanAM pAnAM pheravAvyAM ane jyAM teno artha hato tyAM ja AgamodvArakazrIe hAtha mUkyo. gurudeva ekadama Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 9 AnaMdavibhora banI gayA. manamAM thayuM AvI mAMdagI ane chellI avasthAmAM paNa Avo utkRSTa upayoga. ane sAhajika rIte temanAM caraNomAM jhUkI paDyA. AgamodvAraka AcAryadevazrIne paNa ATalI nAnI umaramAM A sAdhune eka Agamika zabdanA artha mATenI adbhuta tAlAvelI - ciMtA ane te mATeno puruSArtha dekhI aMtaramAM sadbhAva jAgyo. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA pU AgamoddhArakazrIno pU. gurudevazrI sAthe Atmika saMbaMdha pU. AgamodvAraka AcAryadevazrInA kALadharma bAda khUba vistarato cAlyo.pU gurudevazrInI jIvana naukAnuM sukAna AgamodvArakazrInA hAthamAM hatuM. pU AgamoddhAraka AcAryadevazrInI ananya kRpA pU. gurudeva zrI para varasI, jenA kAraNe Agamika padArthonAM rahasyo pU gurudevazrI AgaLa sAhajika rIte spaSTa thavA mAMDyAM. vyAvahArika rIte ati buddhizALI vyakita paNa jina-AgamanAM rahasyano tAga sthULa buddhithI pAmI na zake. (khAlI vANIvilAsa karIne buddhinI kasarata batADI zake) te gurukRpAthI sAhajika banyo. pariNAme jinaAgamarUpI ratnonA divya nidhAnanI prApti thayA pachI ene joyA karavAnuM, jANyA karavAnuM, anubhavyA karavAnuM ja mana thAya evI sthiti pU. gurudevajInI thaI. AdhyAtmika jagatamAM guru-ziSyane sthULa vANIthI ja jJAna nathI ApatA. guru dUra hoya paNa gurunA bhAva, vAtsalyabharyA cetanAnA pravAhanI asara, adhikArI ziSyanA suyogya bhaktizraddhAthI bharapUra mAnasa para thavA pAme che. jJAnanI viziSTa bhUmikAnuM sarjana to bhAvakaruNAthI otaprota sadgurunA aMtaramAMthI satata vahetI vicAronI sUkSma dhArA rUpa jaLanA chaMTakAvathI adhikArI ziSyanA haiyAmAM thAya che. eTale anubhavajJAnane upajAvanAra adbhuta jJAnanI vADI khIlI UThe che. mumukSu adhikArI arthI puNyAtmAe sadgurunI satata vahetI bhAva- karuNAnI dhArAne jhIlavA mATe pAtratAvALuM potAnuM aMtara jijJAsA vinaya, samarpaNabhAva AdithI keLavIne taiyAra rAkhavuM joIe. pU. gurudevazrIe Aja rIte pU. AgamodvAraka zrIjInI, potAnA gurudevazrI upAdhyAyajI manI, temaja pU. paMnyAsajI manI kRpA harahaMmeza anubhavI ane temanA jIvanamAM jJAnayoga, kriyAyoga, ane bhaktiyogano triveNI saMgama pUrNa adhyAtmayoga eka sAthe anubhavAyo. pUru gurudevazrI bALaka jevA nirdoSa ane saraLa hatA, yuvAna jevA utsAhI ane taravarATabharyA hatA ane vRddha jevA jJAnI gaMbhIra hatA. pUrvanI jabarajasta puNyAIe AvA mahApuruSono saMparka thaI gayo, ane darzana thaI gayAM, kAraNa ke AtmAnI vividha rUpe prAkRtika anubhUti karavAvALA AtmA kavacid ja jovA maLe che. zabdonA sAthiyA pUravAvALA ghaNA maLe che. badhI mAhitI bhegI karIne Ph.D. karavAvALA paNa ghaNA maLe che paNa A kALamAM AtmAnubhUti karanAra karAvanAra khUTe che. AtmAnubhUti karAvanAro raNakAra paramAtmAnI AjJA - vacano upara jaDabesalAka zraddhA ane vizvAsa jAge tyAre ja anubhavAya che. Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA pUjyazrIe patramAM paNa jaNAvela che ke, teoe judA judA maMtrajApa dvArA adhiSThAyaka devatAnAM darzana khUba karyAM, chatAM koI maMtra 'zrI navakAra-mahAmaMtra'nI tole na ja Ave. sAmAnya rIte loko mAne che ke maMtra bolavAmAM jeTalo agharo kilaSTa, teTalo vadhu pAvaraphula ane tethI ja judA judA maMtrAkSaro zrI navakAranA padonI AjubAju joDavA prerAya che, paNa pU. gurudevazrI kahetA ke zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra e badhA maMtronuM mULa che chatAM te sIdhosAdo lAge che, te ja tenI AgavI vizeSatA che. ane jagatanA anya sarvamaMtro eka pallAmAM ane zrI navakAra bIjA pallAmAM mUko to zrI navakAranuM palluM name. 23 kAraNa ke zrI navakAra e Atmazuddhino maMtra che. koI paNa vyakita bilakula bhAva vagara zrI navakAra gaNavAnI zarUAta kare to paNa teno beDo pAra thavAno che. (je anya koI paNa maMtra dvArA zakaya nathI.) AvA zrI navakAra maMtranI ArAdhanAmAM pU. gurudevazrI evA tanmaya banyA evA otaprota banyA ke judI judI rItanA zrI navakAranA paTonI aMta:sphuraNA thavA pAmI ane paTonI nIce judAM judAM TUMkAM Taca paNa khUba ja mArmika vAkayo lakhyAM, jemAMthI pAMca zrI navakAranAM citrapaTa ahIM ApavA koziza karI che. pU gurudevazrI prati ananya bhakitabhAva dharAvanAra temanA paTTadhara ziSya pU A zrI azokasAgara s. jI mae gurumaMdiramAM zrI jaMbUdvIpa pAlItANAmAM zrI navakAranA viziSTa paTTo darzanArthe mUkayA che. - pU gurudevazrInI khAsa vizeSatA e hatI ke zrI navakAranA akSaromAM lITImAM karyAMya pheraphAra saheja paNa cAle nahIM. mULabhUta - zAstramAM varNavela te ja rIte lakhAvatA. tenA baMdhAraNamAM kayAMya pheraphAra temane pasaMda paDato nahIM. zrI navakAranA paTa ane maMgala jyota temanI AgavI vizeSatA hatI. maMgalajyotanI ghaNI badhI AvRttio chapAI. haiyAmAM bhAva e ja hato ke varNayoganA mAdhyame zrI navakAra AMkhamAMthI mAnasapaTa ane haiyAmAM sIdhe sIdho UtarI jAya. jeTaluM tenA akSaronuM AlaMbana vadhAre, teTalI AtmazuddhinuM baLa vadhAre maLe. pU. gurudevazrIe svAnubhavathI zrI navakArane AjanAM bhautika sAdhano dvArA judI judI upamAo ApI yathArtha rIte zrI navakAranI zakitanuM darzana karAvyuM che. zrI navakAra e zAzvata pAvarahAusa che jemAMthI vidyut-zakita prakAza maLe. pU. gurudevane temAMthI khUba zArIrika, mAnasika zakita maLatI, ATha-ATha kalAkonI vAMcanAno zArIrika zrama navakAranA pAvarahAusamAM besatA ane ApoApa dUra thaI jato. zarIra zakti ane tAjagI anubhavatuM ane ApaNe paNa jo navakAra ArAdhanA rUpa vAyara joDavA prayatna karIe to navakAra e sAco zAzvata pAvara hAusa che tevuM anubhavAya. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 98 pUjyazrIne zrI navakAra e jAduI darpaNarUpe athavA T.V. samAna hato ke jenAthI banI rahela ghaTanAnAM temane darzana thatAM. ame ghaNI vAra e anubhavyuM che ke amArI ArAdhanAnI utAra - caDhAvanI rojabarojanI gatividhino zrI navakAranA T.V. dvArA dUra beThAM paNa teozrIne spaSTa khyAla Avato. zrI navakAra e Teliphona che. amoe e anubhavyuM che ke jyAre amAro jApa samaya - saMkhyA sthAnanI cokasAIthI akhaMDita rIte thato tyAre pUjya gurudevazrInA navakAra maMdiramAM tenI rIMga-ghaMTaDI pUjya gurudevazrIne saMbhaLAtI. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 2 pU gurudevazrI kahetA ke zrI navakAranA jApanI saMkhyA e ja mUDI che. AMkho mIMcIne zakaya teTalo vadhu saMkhyAno jApano saMcaya karo. jethI AgaLanAM dvAra sahelAIthI sahaja rIte khUle che. pUjya gurudevazrI pote korI sleTa jevA nirmaLa, bALaka sAthe hoya tyAre nirdoSa bALaka jevA sAhajika AnaMda rUpa. paraMtu e ja bALakane jema jamAnAno pavana lAgato thaI jAya tema pUjyazrIne tenAM mukha ane zarIra para nirmaLatA ane sAttvikatA ochI thatI dekhAya ane pUjyazrI paNa maryAdita thaI jAya. potAnA mATe khUba kaThora evA gurudeva bIjAnAM du:kha joI dravI jatA ane AvanAra AtmAne AzvAsana sAthe zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrano jApa viziSTa rIte karavA sUcavatA. bhAratIya AryasaMskRtinA parama cAhaka pUjya zrI prAcIna paraMparAne parakhavAnI dRSTivALA hatA. ane tethI ja samayano abhAva hovA chatAM prAcIna hastalikhita prato ke prAcIna bhaMDAro ke prAcIna koI paNa sAhitya maLatAM teozrI badhuM bhUlI jaIne temAM khovAI jatA ane temAMthI navanIta jevo sAra tAravI letA. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAnA baLe rAjayoga mArganA pravAsIone(sAdhako)ne thatA judA-judA anubhavo jevA ke SaTcakrabhedana, kuMDaLInuM utthAna, anAhatanAdano divya raNakAra ane ajapAjapanI adbhuta bhUmikA pU zrIe khUba ja alpa samayamAM meLavelI. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAnA baLe rAjayoga mArganAM, haThayoga mArganAM, ane mAMtrika mArganAM aneka rahasyo temaja zarIranAM bhinna-bhinna zakita keMdronuM UMDuM jJAna temanI pAse hatuM. teozrI jyAre namaskAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAnI rUmamAM hoya tyAre ghaNI divyazaktiono temane sAkSAtkAra thato. te samaye jo koI vAsakSepa naMkhAvavAne AvI jAya to te puNyazALI ArAdhakane tenI divya jhaNajhaNATI romeromamAM anubhavAtI. adhyAtma mArgamAM sAmAnya rIte guru ziSyanuM yogakSema kare. gurune zaraNe AvanAra, guru AjJAne samarpita thanAra ziSyanI javAbadArI gurunA zire rahetI. te ja prAcIna paraMparAnI anubhUti ahIM anubhavavA maLatI. gurunA zaraNe jatAM AhlAdika, mAnasika, zAMtino sAhajika anubhava thato. temanAM darzana Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvakA 15 thatAM ja, pAse besatAM ja asAra saLagatA saMsAranI Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhi badhuM bhulAI jatuM. bhaNelA, enjiniyara, DaoNkaTara thayela vyakitaonA uddagAro hatA ke emanI pAse javAthI, besavAthI amane sAhajika zAMti anubhavAya che. ArAdhanAnA pagathALethI AgaLa vikAsa karanAra AtmA pahelAM pote zAMti anubhave che, ane pachI tenI najIka AvanArane sAhajika sukha-zAMti maLe tevI pravRtti thAya. ane A vastune khUba AgaLa vadhArIe to tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI pAse 500 gAunI AjubAjumAM laDAI - jhaghaDA, zoka - roga, dukALa - ativRSTi kazuM na thAya, na bane, te anubhUtithI samajI zakAya. bAkI AvA anubhava vagara tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI AvI vAto khAlI buddhino vilAsa ke zraddhAno ja viSaya banI rahe. prAcIna paraMparA anusAra teo ziSya-ArAdhakanI avAranavAra kasoTI paNa karatA, jeno sAmI vyakitane khyAla paNa na Ave. dUra jaMgalamAM ke himAlaya jevA parvatanI guphAmAM divasonA divaso besIne kudarata sAthe aikaya sAdhatAM je AMtarika zaktio khIle tenA karatAM paNa vadhAre zaktio pUgurudevazrIe ahIM ja badhI ja jAtano vyavahAra, javAbadArI sAcavIne mahAmaMtranI sAdhanA dvArA AtmasAt karI. etalavAranI dhAra para cAlavA jevuM kaThina kAma gaNAya. AjubAjunA loko game tema samaje chatAM dhyeyathI calita thayA vagara sAdhanA-mArganI keDIe khUba-khUba AgaLa vadhyA. ane bhayaMkara kasoTIomAMthI pAra UtaryA. te anyane AzcaryakAraka chatAM zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA baLe ja pU. gurudevane sahaja sAdhya banela. pU. gurudevazrIne zrI navakAranI kRpAthI ArAdhanAnA samaye ArAdhakanA zarIranA aMdaranA bhAgo paNa dekhAtA. tenI nADI vAta-kapha-pittamAMthI zenA vikAravAnI che, teno khyAla Avato. suSuSNA nADInI jAgrata avasthAmAM anyane vaLagelA doSo spaSTa rIte joI zakatA, ane tene kevI rIte jaladI haThAvI zakAya te mATe zrI navakArano jApAdi ApatA. uccano zani ane svagRhI guru laIne janmelA pUgurudevanuM jIvana sAdhanAnA mArge khUba muruSArthavALuM hatuM. sAdhaka-jIvananI uttarottara judI judI bhUmikAo dvArA khUba ja puruSArtha karIne ArAdhanAnI sIDIo pasAra karelI. zrI navakArano ArAdhaka pote je kAMI meLave che te badhuM zrI navakAranI kRpAthI meLavyuM che, ane je kAMI tUTI rahe che, temAM potAnI ArAdhanAnI khAmI samaje che. A patramALAmAM ghaNA prasaMge A hakIkata svAbhAvika rIte UpasI Ave che. pU. gurudevazrInA ahama-mama bhAvanuM visarjana A patramALAmAM UDIne AMkhe vaLage che. pU. gurudeva zrI nizALamAM nahIM gayela, sAmAnya aMgrejI samajI zake, paNa bolI "na' zake paNa zrI navakAranA TI. vI. mAM bhAre aMgrejI zabdonA saMdezA arthasabhara jhIlyA che, te anubhavyuM che ane joyuM che. Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA yogI mahAtmAo dUra beThA beThA paNa saMsAranI badalAtI paristhitino khyAla rAkhatA hoya che, evuM pUjyazrI kahetA. amoe paNa anubhavyuM che, ke pU. gurudeva khUba nivRtta lAge tyAre khUba aMdarathI pravRtta rahetA ane bAhya rIte khUba pravRtta lAge tyAre aMdarathI nivRtta rahetA. AvA mahApuruSonI AvI avasthAne upalaka daSTithI oLakhavA jatAM temane anyAya karI besIe. pUjya gurudeva mAMdagImAM sUtelA dekhAya, paNa aMdarathI zrI navakAranA tAra jhaNajhaNatA hoya. zrI navakAranI saragama cAlatI hoya. "paramAtma-bhakitamAM lIna hoya. divya-daivI zakti temanAmAM sakriya thaIne kriyAvita thatI hoya ane jyAre bAhya pravRttinI AsapAsa khUba jALAM gUMthAyelA lAge, karoLiyAnI jema jALAmAM phaphlAyela lAge, tyAre aMdarathI badhAM baTano baMdha hoya, jaLakamaLavat potAnAM karmone sAhajika rIte pUrA karatA. A hakIkata pU gurudevazrIe pU. paM zrI bhadraMkara vi. ma. jI. ne zrI manubhAI dvArA kopI karAvIne mokalela patra uparathI jaNAya che. e patra nIce mujaba che. "ApazrInI pasAthe A sevakANu nakakara rIte AtmasAdhanAnI dizAmAM pagalAM bharI rahyo che, e ApanI maMgala kRpAne AbhArI chuM. paMca parameSThIonA zaraNe vRttinuM zamana viziSTa rIte thavA pAmela che. mohamAyA ke vikAro zrI navakAranA teja AgaLa UbhA rahI zakatA nathI. teno pratyakSa anubhava thaI rahyo che. AMtarika AtmazAMtinA pagathAra para daDhatAthI TakI rahevAnuM baLa ApanI varakRpAthI A tuccha sevaka - pAmara jIvane prApta thaI rahyuM che. | ciMtana - manananAM aneka adbhuta satyo sAkSAta anubhavI jIvanane dhanya-kRtArtha anubhavI rahyo chuM. svakalyANanI niSThAe para-kalyANa svata: thavA pAme che. karavAnI vRttio have samI gaI che. parameSThIonI AjJA e jIvananA mahAmaMtra banI rahyo che. kAMI IcchA jevuM have rahyuM nathI. saMsAranI ghaTamALa dayika bhAvajanya harSa-zoka ke rAgadveSa UpajAvI zakatI nathI. saMyamano apUrva AnaMda - anuttara vimAnavAsIone paNa rAMkatulya bhAse tevI ajaba mastInI jhAMkhI thavA pAmI che. te parameSThIono ane Apa jevA guru bhagavaMtono puNyapratApa che. nirAsaktabhAva - sthitaprajJatA ane vRttigata dhIratA have suspaSTa rIte jIvananA pratyeka cakamAM parovAI jatI anubhavAya che. bAhya daSTie kadAca mArI AsapAsa aneka pravRttionAM jALAM tANAMvANAMnI mAphaka vaLagelAM ke vaNAyelAM dekhAya paNa aMdara bhedajJAnanI rekhAnI uparavaTa vRttio javA sAhasa nathI karatI. Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 17 parameSThIonI varadakupA, aMtaramAM huMkArapUrvaka pratikSAga azubha adhyavasAyonI bhUmikAthI bhAvone palaTAvI rahetI hoya tevuM anubhavAya che. A badhuM ApanI nikAraNa karuNA pratApa che, AzIrvAda pAThavavA kRpA." amo alpa buddhinA kAraNe pUjyazrInI ghaNI badhI vizeSatAone samajI zakela nahIM. ane ochAvattA aMze evI IcchA rahetI ke pU. gurudevathI ame icchIe tevuM kAMIka kare, paraMtu teo Icche tevuM ja karavuM tevI bhAvanA manamAM daDha thaI na hatI. ziSyane guru potAnI rIte cAle to game, gurunI rIte ziSyane cAlavAnI taiyArI na hoya tevI hAlata hatI. chatAM pU. gurudevanI e jabarajasta megneTIka phorsa cuMbakIya zakitathI ApoApa emanA tarapha kheMcAI javAtuM. e yAda kare ke tarata doDI javAnuM mana thatuM. pUjyazrI pAse ucca zikSaNavALI vyakitao vAraMvAra AvatI. khUba UMco buddhi AMka dharAvatI vyakitao paNa pUjyazrInA saMsargamAM AvyA pachI pU. gurudevazrInI AgaLa besatAM potAnI buddhinI bArIo ApoApa baMdha thaI jatI evuM anubhavatA kAraNa ke tyAM Atmika vAtsalyabhAvanI satata pratIti thatI. mosALamAM gayA hoIe, manabhAvatI vAnagI banI hoya pIrasanArI paNa mAtA hoya, chatAM rasoDAmAM banatI manabhAvana vAnagInI soDamathI ja mAtra saMtoSa mAnavo paDe ane te vAnagIono AsvAda na laI zakIe tevI dazA amArI hatI. kAraNa ke navakAra saMbaMdhI aneka Azcaryajanaka hakIkatonuM pAna karAvavA pU. gurudeva zrI tatpara hatA, paNa pramAda, AcAromAM DhIlAza ane aNasamajanA kAraNe mAtra temanI nikaTatAno AnaMda anubhavyo paNa e ArAdhanAnI AnaMdagaMgAmAM amo snAna na karI zakayA eno vasavaso atyAre anubhavAya che. Aje kabIra / rahImanA dohAno artha samajAya che ke guru goviMda dono khaDe, kisako lAguM pAya; balihArI gurudeva kI, jIsane goviMda diyo batAya. potAnA yA potAnA gurubhagavaMtonA nAmanI mALA gaNavAnI nA pADatA. ArAdhaka tarIke vyaktirAgathI kheMcAyA chatAM paNa vyakitarAga dUra karI tatva joDe anusaMdhAna karAvavAno prayatna karatA. potAnI ke potAnA gurunA nAmanI kaMThI paherAvavAno kayAreya Agraha na karyo, balka tenAthI dUra rAkhavAno prayatna karyo. kizora ane yuvA avasthAmAM potAnA mitrane kahetAM khacakAya tevI zArIrika mAnasika badhI ja vAto ApoApa pU. gurudevazrI AgaLa kahI devAtI, mAtA - pitA - bhAI - bahena - mitra badhAne je kAMI kahI zakAya tenA karatAM vizeSa eka ja vyakita samartha gurunAM caraNomAM besIne kahevAtI, kAraNa ke yogakSema karanAra guru zarIra, mana tathA vyavahArathI mAMDIne AdhyAtmika, Atmika unnatinA bhAvInA kalyANane najaramAM rAkhIne vAtsalyapUrNa dizA saMketa karatA. pU. gurudevazrInA mArgadarzana pramANe Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 cAlavAmAM amo ghaNA UNA hatA. jenuM temane pArAvAra du:kha hovA chatAM paNa ekadhArI satata karuNA ja varasAvI. aMtaramAM evI akhUTa zraddhA che ke pU gurudevazrIe batAvela mArga upara cAlavAthI Atmika sukha-zAMtino anubhava sAhajika rIte thaze, ane kayAreka to temanI divyakRpAnA baLe te anubhavAze. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA jIvanamAM sadgurunuM je mahattva che tenI kiMmata kayAreya AMkI zakAya tema nathI. dIvo laIne zodhavA jaIe ane aneka ghara bhaTakayA pachI sAcuM ane sAruM ghara maLe tyAre tenI kiMmata samajAya, tenA badale vagara prayatne sIdhe sIdhuM ja amRta maLyuM ane tenI kiMmata Aje atyAre jeTalI ane je samajAya che tevI ane teTalI pahelAM kayAreya samAI na hatI. pU gurudevazrIne zrI navakAranI viziSTa ArAdhanA-baLe khUba daivI anubhUtio thaI. zarUAtanI bhUmikAmAM vyaMtara nikAya, bhavanapatinA devo temanI pAse kheMcAIne AvyA ane teonI sAthe pratyakSa vAtacIta, saMdezA vyavahAra thatA. jema jema jApanI saMkhyA vadhatI gaI tema tema zrI navakAranuM divya Atmika teja vadhavA mAMDyuM ane UMcA devalokanA devo kheMcAIne AvatA. jemAM pAchaLathI mukhyatve karIne AgamoddhArakazrI, gacchAdhipati zrI mANikaya sA ma, upAdhyAya zrI dharmasAgarajI ma sA, paM zrI bhadraMkaravijaya ma sA nAM avAranavAra temanAM dhyAnastha avasthAmAM mULa sAdhurUpa darzana thayAM. pUjyazrI kahetA ke eka tabakako evo Avaze ke zrI navakAranA prabhAvanA kAraNe devasRSTi taraphathI prApta thatI preraNAo paNa AvavI lagabhaga baMdha thaI jaze. pU gurudevazrI rAtre zrI navakAranI niyamita ArAdhanA karatA ane AvA jyAre judA judA anubhavo thAya tyAre tenI noMdha lakhI letA, jenI Azare 30 - 40 karatAM paNa vadhu noTabuko haze je gupta rAkhatA. deva-devI saMbaMdhI pUjyazrI evuM paNa kahetA ke "devo kayAreka potAnI adhUrI icchAo bIjAnA mAdhyame pUrI karavA ya AvatA hoya che" jethI pUjyazrI AvA anubhavonI ghaTamALamAM jJAtA-dRSTAbhAve sthira rahetA. temanI AsapAsanA nikaTanA zrAvako tathA sAdhu bhagavaMtone AvI ghaTanAnI thoDI jhalako jANavA maLelI che. na joyelI vyakitanuM Abehuba varNana karatA ane tenA zabdo saMdezA vibhinna vyakitane maLatA. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAnA baLe jAtajAtanI sphuraNAo thatI. rAtre zAstrapATho philmanI slAIDonI jema dekhAtA. tenAM rahasya khUlatAM. anyaliMgI, himAlaya giranAramAM beThelA sAdhuo - yogIo temanI ArAdhanAnA baLe kheMcAIne temanI pAse AvatA. ane temanA sAdhanAnA mArgamAM vadhAre joma maLe, zakti maLe tevI vAto, navAM rahasyonI carcAo thatI. Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatparyAdrikA 29 pU. gurudevazrIne zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnA baLe aneka deva-devIo ke RSimunionAM pratyakSa darzana thatAM paraMtu pUjyazrI tenI kyAreya jAherAta na karatA, athavA to tenAthI potAnuM gaurava na dekhADatA. ATaATalA divya anubhavo chatAM bIjAne hIna na mAnatA ane tenA guNonuM darzana khUba jhINavaTapUrvaka vistArathI karatA... pUgurudevazrInA anubhavo khUba zAstra sApekSa hatA, kAraNa ke dina-pratidina temano zAstrarAga vadhato jato hato. ane paramAtmAnI AjJAnuM baMdhana temanA mATe baMdhanarUpa nahIM, paNa jIvanarUpa lAgatuM. kayAreka e joyuM che ke anya koI vyakti potAnI ArAdhanAnI - sAdhanAnI khUba vAto kare to teo sAMbhaLatA, potAne levA jeTalo sAragrahaNa karatA, paraMtu huM kAMIka chuM tevuM batADavA paNa potAnA svAnubhavo kahevAthI to sadA dUra ja rahetA tyAre ghaNuM Azcarya thatuM. temanA jIvananI ghaTanAmAM bAhya camatkAronA ghaNA prasaMgo paNa banyA che. temAMthI thoDA ja prasaMga atre lIdhela che. pU zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAthI temanI varSo jUnI lAMbI mAMdagI kAyama mATe gaI. % saM. 2011 kAnapuranA comAsAmAM sarasvatI devInAM sAkSAt darzana thayAM. apUrva zAMtinI anubhUti thaI. zAhapuranA khADAnA upAzraye paganuM phekacara thayela. hADavaidhe mahinA sudhI saMpUrNa beDaresTa (ArAma) jaNAvela paraMtu rAtre eka devakumAre AvI temanA paga para hAtha pheravyo ane UbhA karIne calAvyA. zrI jaMbudvIpanI pratiSThA vakhate paNa paganA hADakAmAM keka - tirADa paDI ane pagane ko'kanA hAtha aDe ne mukhamAMthI sisakArA nIkaLe eTalI vedanA thatI ane rAtre moTA bhAganuM darda zrI navakAranA prabhAve divyakRpAe cAlyuM gayuM. % navA vADaja hArTa eTekanA prasaMge 72 kalAka khUba bhAre jaNAvela ane DaoNkaTaroe hAlavA - cAlavAnI manAI karela te prasaMge paNa rAtre navakAranA jApathI savAre UThIne prabhunAM darzana karavA gayela. 6 hArTa eTekanA humalAo pachI paNa zrI giranAra ane zrI zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI yAtrA, varSItapamAM paNa sAmAnya vyakita karI zake tema page cAlIne karI. A badhA prasaMgoe cakita banI DaoNkaTaro paNa moMmAM AMgaLAM nAMkhI jatA. ka koI vyakitane skuTaranuM moTaranuM mazIna joyA vagara tenA vize sAhitya vAMcavA maLe to tenA magajamAM bodha thAya. paNa breka dabAvavAthI kayA vAyara kheMcAyA ane e kyAM jaIne asara kare yA gIyarabokSa kevI rIte kAma kare te pratyakSa anubhavanA abhAve bIjA samakSa daDhatApUrvaka rajUAta karI samajAvI na zake. zrI navakAranI kRpAthI pU. gurudevazrIne jaMbUdvIpanI racanAnAM spaSTa darzana be vAra thayAM, Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20 zrI samaskAra mahAmaMtra tattva jenA pariNAme bhUgoLa - khagoLanA aTapaTA zAstrIya gaNitane sAhajikatAthI ukelI zakayA - samajI zakayA ane rajU karI zakayA. zAstra vacana eTale satya vacana. kayAMya asatyano chAMTo nahIM, tevo aMdarathI huMkArabharyo avAja AvA prakAranI divya anubhUti vagara na Ave, arthAt AkhI duniyA - vyAvahArika jagata bhale gAMDAmAM khapAve to paNa mArA paramAtmAnAM vacana eTale vacana, anubhUti sivAya Avo bhAva kayAre Ave ? paka pU. gurudevazrIe nArakInAM darzana - devalokanAM darzana tathA mahAvideha kSetranAM darzana paNa karyA che, jenA prasaMgo khUba ja TUMkANamAM A patramALAmAM pUjyazrIe lakhela che. pUjyazrIe jaNAvela ke nArakInA darzana bAda divaso sudhI udAsInatA rahelI - gocarI vAparavAnuM paNa mana na thatuM. saM201ranA poSa dazamIe hastinApura tIrthe 24mA dIkSAvarSanI samApti ane ra5mA dIkSAvarSanA AraMbhe traNa AyaMbila karI 1250 navakArano jApa karyo ane pUAgamoddhAraka devazrInAM prathama viziSTa darzana thayAM. saM. 2013 zrI zaMkhezvara tIrthe mAgasara vada 11nI rAtre ArAdhanAnI 7 bhUmikAo dvArA 1 karoDa zrI navakAranA jApano Adeza thayo. para rAtre jApa daramyAna avAranavAra AgamodvArakazrInA saMdezA maLatA ane keTalIya vAra darzana thatAM. e hakIkata che ke pUjya zrI Agama dvArakazrIe svargamAMthI pUjya gurudevazrInA sAdhaka jIvana para najara rAkhI mArgadarzana ApI temanA jIvanane vaLAMka Apyo. 6 pU AgamodvArakazrInuM jIvanacaritra pU. gurudevazrIe je lakhyuM che te eka viziSTa ghaTanA che. pU. gurudevazrI kahetA ke pU. AgamoddhAraka zrI pote mane A lakhAvI rahyA che. te samaya daramyAna divya mahApuruSa sAme AvI bese ane pU. gurudevazrI jyAM birAjamAna hoya tyAM noTa ane pena Ave ane jyAM lakhatA hoya tyAM divyatejathI teTaluM dekhAya. [ A pustakamAM pU AgamoddhAraka zrInI sAMsArika sAtaATha peDhIonA vaDIlonAM nAma ApyAM che. kevA saMjogomAM pU. AgamodvArakazrIno janma thayo. A mahApuruSanA janma vakhate temanAM mAtApitAne kevA zubha vicAro - bhAvanAo pragaTI e badhuM vAMcatAM ema ja lAge ke AvI koI divya ghaTanA sivAya A kazuM zakaya nathI. 9 pU AgamoddhArakazrIe paNa eTale sudhI ja lakhAvyuM che ke, jeTaluM temanuM jIvana jAheramAM na hatuM. pAchaLanA uttama saMyamI jIvana aMge kaMI paNa na lakhAvyuM, kAraNa ke te jAhera hatuM. evuM paNa sAMbhaLyuM che ke pU gurudevazrI amuka samaye amuka pazu-paMkhInI bhASAo paNa samajI zaktA. Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatttayaMkiThA pU. gurudevazrI game teTalAM kAryamAM ke game teTalI kaTokaTIbharI paristhitimAM zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA karavA bese ane 1-2-3 navakAra gaNatAM ja bahAranA vyavahAranAM kanekazano kaTa thaI jatAMnI sAthe zrI navakAranAM divya kanekazanamAM joInTa thaI jAya ane zrI navakArano eka eka akSara eka eka phUTa karatAM moTo dekhAya. 27 pU. gurudevazrIne 2013-14mAM zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAmAM divya anubhavo thayA. aneka prakAranI jAta jAtanI sphuraNAo thaI. citrapaTo banAvyA, zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA mahApUjana - bRhad - madhyama ane laghu ema traNa jAtanAM spaSTa thayA. temAM jApa pachI zrI navakAranAM pado, zAsrapAThonI sAthe rAtre dhyAna vakhate sinemAnI slAIDonI jema AvatA. pU gurudevazrIe pAlItANAmAM AgamamaMdiranA pAchaLanA bhAgamAM jaMbudrIpamAM AgaLanA dvAra pAse traNa divasanuM zrI navakAranuM pUjana teozrIe ekaluM bhaNAvela ane te vakhate maMtroccAro je jhaDapathI zuddha uccArela tathA judI judI jAtanI je mudrAo thatI te pharIthI jovI durlabha che. kayA maMtrAkSarathI zuM asara thAya tenI sAthe kaI mudrA hovI joIe; tenuM temane khUba UMDuM jJAna hatuM. judA judA agharA maMtrAkSaro khUba zuddha rIte spaSTa ane khUba jhaDapathI bolatAM sAMbhaLavA e Aje svapnavat lAge che. te yAda karatAM Aje khUba AnaMdanI lahero UThe che. te pUjana daramyAna pU. gurudevazrIe ekAMtamAM kahela ke pUjana daramyAna ghaNA devadevIo padhAryAM hatAM, ane temane AvakAravA ane vidAya ApavA viziSTa prayojanonI jarUra rahe che. pU. gurudevazrI ghaNI vAra zrI zerIsA tIrthamAM jApa karavA rokAtA ane tyAM nIce bhoMyarAmAM zrI loDhaNa (DolaNa) pArzvanAtha prabhu samakSa 'jApa' mATe besatA. teo kahetA ke, prabhujI sAkSAt beThA che. tyAM temane thayelI divya ghaTanAnI noMdha temaNe lakhelI che. jANe ke temaNe paramAtmAnI vANI sAMbhaLI hoya. OM cANasmAnA ''bhaTevA'' pArzvanAtha dAdAno itihAsa - ghaTanAo - pradakSiNAmAM phoTA citro rUpe darzAvela che ane tenA graMtha paNa bahAra pADela che. ahIM paNa zrI navakAranI pUjyazrI paranI kRpAnA darzana thAya che. pUjya gurudevazrI vyAkhyAnanI pATa upara besatA. kAryavyastatAnA kAraNe zenA viSe zuM bolavAnuM che teno vicAra paNa karI zakatA nahi paNa 3 navakAra gaNe ane viSayane anurUpa pravAha zarU thato. OM zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnA baLe pU gurudevazrIne keTalIka ghaTanAono agAuthI aNasAra Avato. zrI nAgezvara pArzvanAtha dAdAnI mUrtinAM darzana thayAM. ane tyAM khUba jahemata uThAvIne bAvA pAsethI prabhu meLavyA. aMte tIrthamAM paramAtmAnI prANapratiSThA samaye potAnI yaugika zakitao vaDe temAM prANapratiSThA karI ane tIrthane jAgatuM karyuM paNa kayAMya potAnA nAmanI 'kAmanA' rAkhI nathI. Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI samaskAra mahAmaMtra tathaMdrikA 6 pU. gurudevazrIe judA judA ghaNA viSayonAM pustako vAMcyAM. sAthe aMgrejI bhASAmAM lakhAyelAM ghaNAM pustako vAMcyAM che. ane kayAreka temane pUchatA, sAheba! A badhuM Apa kayAre vAMco cho ? kevI rIte yAda rahe che ? tyAre pU. gurudevazrI kahetA, zrI navakAranA dhyAnanA baLe mAre jarUrI "arka' ja vAMcavAno, te turata jaDe che ane te zrI navakAranI kRpAthI yathAyogya samaye yAda paNa AvI jAya che. pUjyazrInI zakti sArabhUta vastu upara kendrita thatI, ne UMDANa paNa pUrepUruM samajAI 6 potAnA jIvananI zarUAtamAM vAMcela vaidika zAstranI RcAo, maMtro, temane evA yAda hatA ke, eka vakhata pATaNathI "cArUpa' jatAM rastAmAM eka zivamaMdiramAM vizrAma arthe rokAyA tyAre tyAMnA bhUdevo vaidika zAstranI kriyAomAM uccAraNomAM kayAMka kayAMka bhUla karatA hatA. te vakhate pU. gurudeve temanuM dhyAna doryuM ke, bhUdeva ! Ama nahi paNa Ama bolAya! ane bhUdevo Azcaryacakita thaI gayA ke "jaina sAdhune vaidika zAstranI RcAonI AvI jANakArI !!" pUgurudevazrI comAsAnI zarUAtamAM zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnI rUmanI vidhi saha sthApanA karatA. zrI navakAranA judA judA paTo ane paramAtmAnA phoTA rAkhatA ane tyAM niyamita rAtre jApa karatA ane viziSTa divasomAM phakta bAhya ziSTAcAra mATe vyAkhyAna, gocarI pUratA bahAra AvI ekAMtamAM mauna sAthe jApa karatA. sarva vyavahAro temanA te samaya pUratA baMdha rahetA. zeSakALa daramyAna paNa viziSTa divasonI apUrva sAdhanA khUba yAdagAra rIte karatA, temAM temanI dIkSA tithi poSa dazamInI ujavaNI khUba adbhuta anerI rahetI. zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunA koI paNa tIrthamAM besIne ArAdhanA karatA, jenA baLe temanA cAritra mohanIya karmo kSaya pAme. prabhujI samakSa "manamaMdirameM Aye, jiNaMda rAya" vagere stavana mana bharIne kalAko sudhI ghUMTI ghUMTIne raTana karatA, jeno guMjArava Aje paNa kAnamAM yAda AvatAM AnaMda Ave che paraMtu pUjyazrI dIkSA tithinA jAhera AyojanothI mukata rahetA. paka pU. gurudevazrI saMpUrNa zrI navakAra bolavAnI cokkasa paddhati batAvatA ane teo vyAkhyAnanI pATa upara paNa te ja paddhatithI zrI navakAra bolatA - bolAvatA. jema zrI navakAranA akSaro lakhavA mATe hatuM, tema zrI navakAra uccAravAnI paddhatimAM hatuM. " pUjyazrInuM eka AgavuM lakSaNa hatuM ke, koI paNa patra lakhANamAM zrInavakAranuM pratIka rahetuM ane varNayoganA mAdhyame zrI navakArano jApa karavA mATe maMgalajyota jemAM (108 navakAra judA judA raMgamAM AkhA chapAvela)nI nAnI pustikA zrIsaMgha samakSa rajU karI. zrI navakAranA citrapaTa samakSa AMkha jAya ane khyAla Ave ke A navakArano paTa pU. gurudevazrIno che ! kAraNa ke teo pUrNavirAma, alpavirAma AdimAM potAnI rIte khUba cokkasa rahetA, temAM tasubhAra pheraphAra rahevA pAmato nahIM. eTaluM ja nahIM, tevo ja aNIzuddha lakhavA mATenI prekiTasa paDe te mATe zrInavakAra lakhavAnI ArAdhakone vidhi ApatA. Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI samaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvayaM pU. gurudevazrI pharamAvatA ke jJAnagurunI nizrA, samaya, sthAna, saMkhyAnI cokakasAIpUrvaka varNayoganA mAdhyame thato zrI navakArano jApa ane tenA sahAyaka paribaLarUpe pojhiTiva phorsa = svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA, guruvaMdana, pratikramaNa Adi ane negeTiva phorsa = rAtribhojana - abhakSya Adi tyAga, lokasaMparka tyAga, AdinA baLe zrI navakAra dvArA AtmAnI anubhUti thoDA ja samayamAM avazya thAya - thAya ne thAya ja. cha binarAratI zaraNAgatibhAva ane jJAnI guranI nizrA upara bhAra mukAyAvagara thatI kriyA Icchita pariNAma nathI lAvatI paNa kayAreka vikRti paNa lAve che. pUjya gurudevazrI jaNAvatA ke baMdhAraNa pramANe upara jaNAvela jJAnI gurunI nizrA Adi) thato jApa, ApoApa ArAdhakanI kakSA UMce leto jAya che. ane dhyAnanI bhUmikAe sahaja rIte pahoMcI jAya che. dhyAna zibiromAM prAthamika zarUAtanA samayamAM AnaMda lAge paNa te bhUmikA lAMbo samaya sthira rahI zakatI nathI. ane kayAreka vyakita jinapUjA, paccakakhANa, pratikramaNAdi rAjamArganI kriyAone gauNa gaNIne dhyAna karato kayAMka durbAnamAM aTavAya che. A pUjya gurUdevazrInA svAnubhavanI vAta hatI ke paraMparAthI cAlatI prANavaMta vastuone pakaDavAthI ja "mukti" jaladI maLe. prAcIna paraMparAnA daDha AgrahI pU. gurudevazrI A paDatA paMcamakALamAM jyAM sudhI yugapradhAna pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI mULa mArgane khUba vaphAdAra rahevAnI jarUra che evuM jaNAvatA. pUjyazrIne 50 pU. haribhadrasUrijI ma. nA zAstragraMthonAM vAMcananI preraNA maLI. ane pachI pUjyazrI to teozrInA graMthomAM evA lIna thaI gayA ke potAnA jIvanakALa daramyAna e graMthonuM vAMcana mukhya rahyuM. kra pU. gurudevazrI pAchaLathI zrI "cArUpa" tIrthamAM ArAdhanA arthe rokAyA. tyAM paNa temane khUba divya anubhavo thayA. ane pUra haribhadrasUri ma.nA sAhityanA svAdhyAyamAM khovAI gayA. pU. gurudevazrI kahetA ke zrI navakAramAMthI ja anya maMtronI utpatti thaI che. "gAyatrI maMtra" (buddhino maMtra) te paNa zrI navakAramAMthI utpanna thayela che. "navakAra to hRdaya ane AtmAno maMtra che." tethI je kAMI gAyatrIne lAgu paDe te sarve navakArane paNa lAgu paDe. pUjyazrI pharamAvatA ke, bAhya saMparko ochA karo eTale aMdaranA vizALa daravAjA khUle ane AtmAnI mastI anubhavI zakAya. bAhya saMparko jeTalA vadhAre eTalo aMtarajagatamAM praveza vikaTa. pU. gurudevazrInuM nUtana A. zrI azokasATa sUra maTha zrIe tattva-ciMtana-mananathI prerita "jaya zrI navakAra' pustaka rUpe be varSa pUrve prakAzita karela che. temAM bhedajJAna, vyavahAra naya - nizcaya nayanI bhedarekhA vagere zAstrIya paddhatithI khUba suMdara rIte varNavyA che. te ArAdhaka AtmAone vAMcavA mATe bhalAmaNa che. : Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA bALasAdhu jo aMtarathI gurudevane pUrNa samarpita thAya ane gurujI paNa rAga-dveSa rahita e ziSyanuM ghaDatara kare to pUjya gurudevazrI jevA bahumukhI pratibhAzALI vyaktinuM sarjana thaI zake. 28 pUjyazrI pAse koI paNa AbAla- vRddha, khUba sahajatAthI maLI zakatA. temane maLavA mATe koI vaccenI vyakitano saMparka karavAnI jarUra rahetI nahIM. temanI pAse garIba tavaMgarano bheda 'na' hato. ane sAmAnya mANasa tarapha temane khUba sAhajika lAgaNI rahetI. Agama vAcanA pU. gurudevazrInA nikaTavartI sAdhuo evuM kahe che ke, pUjya gurudevazrI vyAkhyAna vAMcatA thAke, paNa AgamavAcanA ApatA 'na' thAke. khUba bhAre viSaya hovA chatAM paNa khUba sAhajikatAthI viSaya saraLa karIne vAcanA Ape. - pUjya gurudevazrI khAsa karIne 'Agama-vAcanA' vAMcavAnuM vadhu pasaMda karatA ane te eTalA mATe ke "Agama vAcanA" thI paramAtmAnI AjJA zuM che ? pote kayAM che ? tenuM paNa nirIkSaNa khUba sAhijaka rIte thaI jatuM. teozrI mAnatA ke vItarAganI pATa, vANI, vilAsa ke manoraMjana mATe nathI. pUjya gurudeve jabarajasta svapuruSArtha ane gurukRpAthI zrI navakAranI je ucca dhyAnanI bhUmikA meLavI te vagara mahenate pAtratA vagara meLavI zakAya tevI 'na' hatI. pUjaya gurudevazrInI amApa zaktio koIne paNa 'na' maLI, zrI paramAtmAnI vANI varasAvavAmAM kayAreya paNa pAchI pAnI 'na' karI, kalAkonA kalAko sudhI paramAtmAnI vANIrUpa Agama-vAcanAno dhodha varasAvyo. koNa keTaluM jhIle che ? te jovAno prayatna kayAreya na karyo, paNa potAnAM 'karmonI nirjarA'" thaI rahI che e vAtane lakSamAM rAkhIne 'hArTa' upara asara thAya to tenI paNa paravA karyA vinA varasAve ja gayA. pUjyazrI jaNAvatA ke AgamomAM judA judA zabdono kayAM kema upayoga thayo che tenuM rahasya e gurukRpA rUpI mAsTara kI vagara khUle nahIM. eka jagyAe sAdhu zabdano upayoga hoya, bIje muni hoya to anya sthaLe "zramaNa'" zabda hoya Ama kema ? jyAre gurukRpAe A rahasyano AsvAda mANavA maLe tyAre budghinI kasarata khuba vAmaNI lAge. pUjya gurudevazrInI 'Agama-vAcanA' sAMbhaLavA mATe sarva samudAyanA pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMto AvatA ane kAMIka navuM jANyuM hovAno AnaMda laIne jatA. A hakIkata anya samudAyanAM sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMtonAM mukhethI sAMbhaLelI che. pa. pU A zrI vijaya rAmacandrasUrI mahArAjA paNa pU. gurudeva prati haiyAthI lAgaNI - Adara sanmAna dharAvatA. teozrI 'pATaNa' hatA tyAre baMne ekabIjAne 'pATaNa' maLyA hatA tyAre pUjya gurudevazrIe teozrInA AgrahathI temanI nizrAmAM AgamavAMcanA Adi karela. Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - 8 namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvayaMDiyA 5 pUjya gurudevazrI kahetA ke mane pUjya mahArAjazrI-thI vadhAre vizeSaNo na lakhavAM. kAraNa ke tene lAyaka huM nathI, tame mane mahAna gaNo te tamArI bhaktino viSaya che. mArI ArAdhanA DahoLAI na jAya , tethI te vizeSaNo na" lakhavAM. ethI bIjA dvArA lakhAtA patramAM potAnI jAtanAM vizeSaNo vAMcatA ja nahi. mumukSone patra lakhatAM potAnI truTiono sAhajika ullekha karatA."evI adbhuta hatI sva-doSa darzanamAM tatparatA." pUjya gurudevazrInI guNAnurAga daSTi gaccha samudAyathI para hatI. pAlanapuramAM AcArya pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrI mA e comAsuM karyuM tyAre DaoN. jItubhAIne patra lakhIne jaNAvyuM ke, "tamAre ghera beThAM gaMgA AvI che." levAya teTalo lAbha lezo. prAya: dareka viSayamAM vizALa tathA UMDuM jJAna hatuM. vyAkaraNa - sAhitya - nyAya, saMgIta - itihAsa - bhUgoLa - khagoLa to kharuM ja. Ayurveda - zilpa vagere. temaja anya darzananuM khUba UMDuM vAMcana karyuM hatuM. temAM vaidika, bAIbala, kurAna, bauddha zAstronA sArabhUta dharmagraMthonAM mArmika rahasyo paNa meLavyAM hatAM. temaja temaNe ramaNa maharSi, rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa, araviMda ghoSa vagerenA sAhityano paNa abhyAsa karyo hato. anya darzanano abhyAsa karatAM - karatAM jinazAsana parano vizvAsa-zraddhA daDha banatAM gayAM. anya darzananI tulanAe jina-darzananI pUrNatA jaDabesalAka besI jatI, jethI khUba bhAva-vibhora banI jatA. jo koI gurukRpA vagara ke zrI navakAra taraphanA zaraNAgatabhAva vagara AnuM kheDANa kare (anya darzana vAMcavAnuM) to te du:sAhasamAM pariName, kAraNa tenA magajamAM dareja cIjano khIcaDo thato jAya. ukela maLe nahi. pariNAme vikRta arthaghaTanonI vicAramALA racAya che. jema TUMkI buddhithI agAdha vastunuM mApa kADhavAmAM niSphaLatA sAMpaDe che, tema svakIya, svaicchika buddhithI samasta darzanano abhyAsa niSphaLatAnI hAramALA paherAve che. mATe "gurukRpA ane zaraNAgata bhAva Avazyaka che." paricaya thayA bAda ane samajaNa pramANe pU. zrInuM saMvata 2033nuM suratanuM comAsuM temaja saM. 2035nuM pAlItANAnuM kalyANabhuvananuM comAsuM khUba viziSTa rahyAM, khUba bhAvollAsa sAthe viziSTa kAryakrama yojAyA, pU. zrIe saM2033mAM Agama dvArakazrInA nAmamAM cAra cAMda lagAvyA ane saM. 2035nuM comAsuM potAnA pU. gurudevanI IcchAnusAra pAlItANAmAM AgamavAcanA dvArA karyuM. je AgamavAcanAno lAbha zrI lAlabhAI ela. parIkha CA. e lIdho hato. divasanA 6 - 7 kalAka sudhI AgamavAcanA ghArAbaddha cAlatI, jeno nAda Aje paNa karNapathamAM guMjI rahyo che. potAnA guru prati Atmika samarpaNa mahotsavarUpa e AgamavAcanA hatI. zAstra abhyAsa evo jabarajasta hato ke vyAkhyAnanI pATa parathI ja kyA sUtramAM kaI gAthAmAM zuM lakheluM che te moDhe bolatA ane pUchatA tyAre kahetA ke, mane zrI navakAranI kRpAthI te vakhate gAthA sAme sIdhI dekhAya che. Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26 pahelethI ja pU gurudevazrIno svabhAva dareka vastunuM rahasya khoLavAno hato ane manane jyAM sudhI saMtoSa 'na' thAya, tyAM sudhI tenI pAchaLa vyasta rahetA ethI viSayanI ghaNI badhI mAhitI UMDANathI temanI pAse maLI rahetI. vastunI prAya: pUrNa mAhitI ApatuM 'daLadALa' pustaka Encyclopedia (ensAikalopIDiyA) e zuM che ! Aje ghaNA badhA bhaNelA loko paNa jANatA nathI ane nAma sAMbhaLyuM hoya teNe kadAca joyuM paNa nathI. pUjyazrIe A daradALa graMthano talasparzI abhyAsa karIne rabara ane plAsTika e zI vastu che ? ane e zemAMthI bane che ? teno upayoga ucita che ke nahi ? te joyuM. koInuM paNa sAMbhaLeluM kahevAnA badale UMDANapUrvaka abhyAsa karIne plAsTikanA vadhatA jatA upayoga sAme lAlabattI dharI ane jaNAvyuM ke, dhArmika kAryomAM kayAre paNa A vastu vaparAya nahi. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvoThA pUjya gurudevazrInI nikaTa rahevAthI temanAM vyAkhyAna, vAcanA ane vANI sAMbhaLavAno AsvAda mANyo che. ane temAMthI evAM rahasyo maLyAM che, te bhAgye ja bIje kayAMyathI maLyAM hota ? pUjyazrI pAsethI AvAM thoDAM ja rahasyo sAMbhaLavA maLyAM che temAMthI thoDAM ja atre rajU karela che. dA. ta. : (1) gaNadharavAda samajAvatAM pahelAM zarUAtamAM pUjyazrI pUchatA ke, gautama svAmIne '"AtmA che ?'' evo saMdeha kema Ubho thayo ? ATalI bhUmikAe pahoMcyA pachI Avo saMdeha kema thAya ? A bhUmikA teo khUba vistArathI samajAvatA ane zrI gautamasvAmInA 3 pUrvabhavonI vAto paNa karatA. 'AtmA che' teno purAvo zAstrapATha sivAya vaijJAnika siddhAMto dvArA paNa rajU karatA. (2) AyaMbIlanI oLImAM ''zrIpALa-mayaNA'no rAsa ja kema ? tapasyA to bIjA ghaNAe ghaNI karI chatAM paramAtmAnI hAjarImAM gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe A ja udAharaNa kema mUkayuM ? tenuM rahasya zuM che? (3) kAcA pANIthI ja prabhunI jaLapUjA kema ? zA mATe ukALeluM pANI vAparatA nathI ? (4) zrI AdinAtha prabhunA kahevAthI bharata cakravartIe marIcIne 24mo tIrthaMkara thaze tevuM jaNAvavAthI marIcIne abhimAna AvyuM ane temano bhavasaMsAra vadhI gayo to zrI AdIzvara prabhu temano bhavasaMsAra vadhAravAmAM nimitta kharA ke nahi ? (5) zrI AdinAtha prabhu potAnI mAtA raDI raDIne aMdha thAya che to paNa pIgaLyA nahIM ane zrI mahAvIra svAmI prabhu mAtAnA garbhamAM AvatAM ja mAne du:kha kaSTa 'na' thAya eTalA mATe peTamAM pharakavAnuM paNa baMdha karyuM. temaja mAtApitAnI hayAtImAM dIkSA na levAno saMkalpa paNa karyo. banneya paramAtmAnA AtmA chatAM baMnenA vartanamAM taphAvata kema ? (6) pU. gurudevazrInI muhapattInI paDilehaNA viziSTa rahetI, pUjyazrI kahetA ke zarUAtanA samayamAM meM muhapattI badhAne judI judI rIte paDilehaNa karatAM joyA ane zAstranuM lakhANa zAstrapATho vAMcyA. aneka vaDIla AcArya bhagavaMtonI pAsethI judAM judAM rahasyo samajavAno prayatna karyo. ane Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI samaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA 27 khUba zAstrajJa vayovRddha zrAvakonI pAsethI kaI paraMparAthI rIta AvI te paNa jANyuM. zAstrapAThonA AdhAra joyA pachI paddhati nakkI karI. (7) vartamAnakALe 14 mahAsvapnanI praNAlikAmAM ane tenA zAstrIya varNanamAM ghaNo taphAvata che. zAstrIya varNana pramANenAM 14 mahAsvapnonA phoTA pUjyazrIe taiyAra karAvela. (amadAvAdamAM nAgajI bhudaranI poLanA upAzraye darzanArthe rAkhela) tyAre khyAla Ave ke dareka vastumAM jo ATaluM dhyAna ApavAmAM Ave to siddhAMtonI surakSA sudIrghakALa sudhI TakI rahe. (8) pU. gurudevazrI parvAdhirAja paryuSaNA mahAparvanI ArAdhanA khUba aMtaraMga ullAsa ane bhAvathI karAvatA. saMvatsarIno divasa bAda karatAM lagabhaga roja be vyAkhyAna rAkhatA. bAjumAM sAdhune besADI temanI pAse mULasUtra vaMcAve ane pote Thera Thera vivecana kare. (9) temAM akabara bAdazAha, gautama svAmI vagerenA pUrvabhava tathA prabhujInuM nizALa javuM ItyAdinA sthAna khUba ja AgavA rahetA. (10) ApaNe vyAkhyAnamALAmAM sAMbhaLIe chIe ke mahAvIra paramAtmAne nizALe laI javAyA. Indra mahArAjA brAhmaNano veza laIne zALAmAM AvyA ane temanA zikSaka samakSa savAlo pUchayA jenA javAbo paramAtmAe bALavayamAM ApIne badhAne cakti karelA. A savAlo ane paramAtmAnA javAbo kayA ? tenI vivecanA evI jabarajasta karatA ke sAMbhaLanArA moMmAM AMgaLAM nAMkhI jatA. (11) pUjyazrI pauSadhane ArAdhanAno prANa kahI khUba UMDI vivecanA karatAM ane temanI nizrAmAM bALavayathI yuvAna vaya sudhInA ghaNAM badhAM ArAdhako 64 praharI pauSadha karatA. have zaheromAM pauSadha karanAra prAya: dekhAya che. hAla zaheramAM "pohA kare DosA" evuM lAge paraMtu Aje paNa temanA ziSyaratna pU A azokasAgarasUrI mahArAja, pU. paMnyAsa hemacandrasAgarajI mahArAja vagere paNa khUba bhAvollAsa sAthe yuvAnone pauSadha karavAnI preraNA kare che. paryuSaNanI pauSadhanI ArAdhanA daramyAna game te eka divasa rAtre pratikramaNa bAda badhA yuvAnonA nAnAmoTA praznonA khUba suMdara javAbo ApatAM. chatAM bALajIvoe jyAre pAlItANAthI pAchA pharavAnI doDadhAma pauSadha daramyAna karI tenuM darda A patramALAnA eka patramAM teoe ja varNavyuM che. Aje paryuSaNa parvamAM A maulika bAbatonI vivecanA pU. gurudevazrInA samudAyamAM temanA ziSyo, praziSyo, pU. A. azokasAgarasUri ma. sA., pa.pU. paM zrI nirUpamasAgarajI ma. sA., pU. paMnyAsa hemacaMdrasAgarajI ma. sA vagere kare che. paramAtmAnI aSTaprakArI pUjA para paNa khUba UMDuM ciMtana karyuM hatuM. vItarAga prabhunI 3 navakAra dvArA be vAra pUjAnA rahasyanAM dvAra kholyAM ! vItarAga prabhunI caMdana pUjA karatA AMgaLInA nakha para paNa caMdana nA lAgavuM joIe. A Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 rIte pUjA karavA prayatna karanArane vItarAganuM bahumAna ApoApa Upajaze. jorathI vALAkuMcI, aMgalUchaNA vakhate jorathI vATa karavAthI pratimAne khUba nukasAna thAya che, e vAta bhArapUrvaka karatA. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA ghaNA loko paramAtmAnA mArge (prabhune meLavavA mATe) cAlavAno prayatna kare che. temAMthI thoDA ja loko cAlI zake che ane temAMthI thoDA ja loko paramAtmAne pAmI zake che. kharekhara jinazAsanamAM jaNAvela mArgone custa rIte vaLagIne tIrthaMkara paMca parameSThIonI kharekhara pratIti anubhUti sAkSAtkAra A sarve mahApuruSo eTale ke pU. sAgarajI ma sA, pUrva paM. bhadraMkara vi jI ma sA, pUrva upA. ma sA tathA pU. gurudevazrI vagere e karI che. tevuM ni:zaMkapaNe mAnI zakAya. anubhave evuM lAge che ke lAMbA samaye apavAda-mArga rAjamArga banato jAya che ane mULa vyavahAra mArga bhulAto jAya che. jyAre A mahApuruSone apavAda mArganuM sevana karavAno kayAreya vicArasuddhAM paNa 'na' Avyo. ane vyavahAramArga kema vadhAre custa bane ? anyane AlaMbanarUpa bane, te hetuthI zakaya hoya tyAM sudhI ''apavAda mArga''ne gauNa karyo. AjanA kALamAM lokone eka aNasamaja ke adhUrI samaja evI rItanI cAle che ke tIrthaMkara paramAtmA vItarAga che. teo kazuM karatA nathI, niSkriya che. mATe kaMIka meLavavuM hoya to deva-devInI pUjA karo. pU gurudevazrIe A patramALAmAM vItarAga prabhunI paramatAraka zakita kevI rIte sakriya bane che ane deva-devIonI bhakita - upAsanA karatAM zrI paMcaparameSThIonI bhakita - upAsanA - sevA kevI rIte caDhiyAtI che ane eno taphAvata meruparvata ane sarasavanA dANA jeTalo che tevuM khUba hakArAtmaka daDhatAthI jaNAvyuM che, jethI e vAMcI vAcakane potAnuM jIvana zrI navakAramaya banAvavAnI utkRSTa preraNA maLe. pU. gurudevazrInI dRSTi khUba ja vizALa hatI. pATaNamAM teozrI pAse posTamena roja patra ApavA Avato. te eka divasa tenA parivAra sAthe Avyo. pU. gurudevazrIe temane pUchyuM ke tamo bhagavAnane yAda karo cho ? ane teoe zrI kRSNa ke zivanI vAta karI ane pU gurudevazrIe temAM temane daDha thavA mATe samajAvyA. je jIvanI jevI pAtratA te mujaba tene preraNA karavI joie. to teno vikAsa thAya, arthAt tyAre ja 10 TacanuM sonuM hAthamAM Ave. pU. gurudevazrI zarUAtamAM savAranA 4 vAgyAthI UThIne ArAdhanA karatA. pachI to samaya vadhavA mAMDyo ane pAchaLathI teozrI lagabhaga rAtre 8-30 vAge saMthAro karI letA ane sAmAnya rIte rAtre 11-30thI zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA zarU kare je savAramAM 4 vAgyA sudhI cAle. zrI navakAranuM tattvaciMtana Adi karatAM jema jema ArAdhanA baLavattara thaI tema tema UMgha ochI thatI gaI ane divasano moTA bhAgano samaya khUba apramattabhAvamAM rahetA. pU. gurudevazrI zrInavakArane eTalA samarpita hatA ke teo agatyanA prazno yA patro zrI navakAra Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdriThA samakSa rAkhatA ane pachI je preraNA maLe te javAba lakhatA, preraNA na thAya tyAM sudhI kalama upADatA nahIM. A vastu jANavA chatAM paNa kayAreya samajI zakatA na hatA, ane dhAryA samaye javAba na maLatAM du:khI thatA. jo navakAra sAthenuM joDANa nakkara hoya to vagara AzAe paNa suMdara preraNAo maLatI. AvI samajaNanI geDa na rahevAthI khUba Misunderstanding thatuM. TUMkI buddhithI bIjAnI sAthe kema AvuM ane ApaNI sAthe kema nahIM evuM vicArIne gurukRpA mATenI pAtratA vadhAravAne badale ghaTADavAnA prayatno thatA. 29 pU gurudevazrIe potAnA jIvanamAM judI-judI jAtanI sAdhaka avasthAnA mArge custa rIte cAlavAnA prayatnonA kAraNe temaja bAlyavayanI dIkSA saMsAranI rItabhAtathI taddana ajANa ane siddhAMto - praNAlikAone vaLagI rahevAnA AgrahanA pariNAme nikaTavartI vyakitaomAM kayAreka kayAreka jamAnAvAdI paddhatinA kAraNe pUjyazrI prati gerasamajaNa rahetI, chatAM pUjyazrInI varasatI apAra karuNA 'na' to joI zakAtI, 'na' to temanA hRdayane sparzI zakatI. paraMtu pUjyazrInI saraLatA ane nikhAlasatAnA kAraNe darekanA haiyAmAM temanuM sthAna AgavuM rahetuM. bhUgoLa-khagoLa zAstrIya siddhAMtathI siddha thayA bAda dareka vastu pratyeno abhigama vaijJAnika paddhatino raheto dareka vastumAM AvuM kema ? A ahIM kema ? AnI pAchaLa rahasya zuM ? teno ukela khoLavA satata prayatna karatA. nAnapaNamAM pU. upA. mae vyAkhyAna zarU karAvyuM. thoDAM varSo bAda temane ema lAgyuM ke, yuvA peDhI upAzraya ane vyAkhyAnathI dUra thatI jAya che tenuM kAraNa zuM ? te zodhavA mATe khUba prayatna karyA, koI Ave to tene kAraNa pUchatA, temAM temaNe anubhavyuM ke keTalAka loko bAdhAnA DarathI sAdhunI pAse upAzrayamAM nathI AvatA. AthI pUjyazrIe phorsa karIne bAdhA ApavA para pUrNavirAma mUkayo. yuvAnone Arya saMskRti tarapha vALavA phUlo ane kaoNlejamAM vyAkhyAno goThavatA ane tyAM sAmAnya tAttvika viSayo ane Arya saMskRtine sparzatI bAbatonI chaNAvaTa karatA. temAM eka vakhata amadAvAdanI L. D. enjiniyarIMga kaoNlejamAM 'PRINCIPAL OF REBIRTH' '"punarjanmano siddhAMta'' samajAvatA. te vakhate eka vidyArthI pRthvIno goLo laIne Avyo, ane savAla pUchayo ke, mahArAjajI, A che ApaNI pRthvI ? duniyA AmAM kayAM che ? svarga - naraka kayAM che ? pApa-puNya bemAMthI ekeya nathI, to vAta zA mATe karavI ? te divase pUjyazrIe javAba to Apyo. paraMtu pAchA pharatAM khUba manomaMthana dvArA ema lAgyuM ke have pRthvI viSe, tenA AkAra ane gati viSe, vijJAna temaja zAstrano ati bahoLo abhyAsa karavo ja paDaze, te vinA AjanI yuvA peDhIne samajAvavI du:zakaya che. tethI teozrIe vijJAna zuM kahe che te viSeno abhyAsa zarU karyo. rAtre upAzrayamAMthI dUrabInathI khagoLazAstrano abhyAsa karyo. judI judI vedhazALAomAM patro lakhI saMparka karI sAhitya maMgAvyuM Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA ane vijJAnanI dalIlo vijJAnanI ja paribhASA dvArA kevI rIte adhUrI che tenA jaDabesalAka kAraNo zodhI kADhyAM. te aMge teozrInAM mudrita thayela judAM judAM pustako paNa Aje upalabdha che. deza-videzanI vijJAnazALAo, vaijJAniko, prophesaro sAthe paNa patravyavahAra karyo. amerikAnI nezanala jIyogrAphIkasa sosAyaTIe tenuM sabhyapada pUjyazrIne enAyata karyuM. sAmAnya rIte A sabhyapadanuM bahumAna UMcIkoTInuM jJAna dharAvatA UMDA abhyAsIone prApta thAya che. bhAratamAM paNa muMbaInI ezIyATIka sosAyaTIe tenuM sabhyapada enAyata karyuM. dilhInI oNla InDiyA sAyansa TIcarsa eNsosiyezane tenuM sabhyapada enAyata karyuM. haidrAbAdanI Daphakala insTiTyUTa oNpha jIyogrAphIe AjIvana sabhyapadanI phelozipa arpaNa karI. amadAvAdanI gujarAta esTronomIkala okjhavarIe kAyamI sabhyapada enAyata karyuM. videzanI vikhyAta saMsthAonA pagale bhAratanI saMsthAoe vaijJAnika sabhyapada enAyata kayAM. jeo pahelAM eka sAdhu jaNAve che mATe kAMI sAMbhaLavA taiyAra na hatA. epolonI caMdrayAtrA aMge paNa amerikAnI 'nAsA' saMsthA ane raziyAnI saMsthAo sAthe ghaNo patravyavahAra thayo. epolomAM janAra caMdrayAtrI nIla ArmasTroMga bhArata AvyA tyAre khulAsA mAgyA. - pUjyazrIne vItarAganAM TaMkazALI vacanomAM anubhavajanya dina-pratidina vizvAsa vadhato jato hato. tethI potAnA nAmane anurUpa "abhaya" banIne vijJAnane paDakAra ApI zakatA. 6 varSanI vaye dIkSA lenAra, zALAmAM vyAvahArika jJAna paNa nahIM meLavanAra bALa dIkSArthIo zuM samaje ? evo prazna pUchanAra lokone temanA jIvana dvArA ema batAvyuM ke sAdhakane kazuM ja azakaya nathI. jJAna - vijJAnanI carcA arthe aneka pAzcAtya paddhativALA vaijJAniko maLyA ane chevaTe vaijJAnikoe moMmAM AMgaLAM nAMkhyAM. sAthe adbhuta - abhutanA uddagAra paNa nIkaLyA ke, custa zAstrIya maryAdA pramANe (kayAMya chUTachATa vagara) jIvana jIvavA chatAM paNa AvI zodho ? AvA savAlo? ane tenA tarkabaddha (zAstrIya) javAbo kayAMthI udbhave che? zAstrIya maryAdA pramANe divasa-rAta kevI rIte thAya che ? sUrya-caMdra kevI rIte phare che ? Rtuo kema badalAya che ? te aMgenuM prekiTakala moDela UbhuM karavA mATe zrI jaMbUdvIpa'nI racanAnuM vicArAvyuM. tethI bhAvI peDhIne vItarAganAM vacanomAM avicala zraddhA bese. AtmA - punarjanma, pApa-puNya, svarga-naraka vageremAM tenI aDaga AsthA, zuddha zraddhA banI rahe. zrI jaMbUdvIpanI racanA e khUba jaTila kAma che jemAM pU. gurudevathI ekalA ja hatA. zrI jaMbudvIpamAM paNa teo nirlepa rahyA ane zrI navakAra tathA bhAvibhAva upara temaNe samagra vastu choDI dIdhI. ghaNI badhI samasyAone hala karIne Aje paNa pU A zrI azokasAgara sUrijI ma. tene sAkAra banAvavA mATe pracaMDa puruSArtha karI rahyA che. Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA sAdhujIvananI sAmAcArImAM parama custa banIne vaijJAnikone paNa acaMbAmAM mUke tevA jhINAmAM jhINAM rahasyonA jANakAra ane vijJAnanI chellI (sAmAnya rIte bhUgoLa - khagoLa aMgenI) zodhakhoLanA viSe UMDI jJAnasUjha dharAvanAra anerI viziSTa vyakita eTale "pUjya gurudevazrI" eka sAthe A badhI ja vastuo zakya hovI te kayAM jovA maLe? mauktika ja dhIraja, kSamA, madhurabhASA ane samajaNapUrvakano vairAgya - A cAra sAdhanArUpI mahelanA staMbho che. AjJA-pAlana vinAnI sAdhanA kAThe bAMdhI rAkhela hoDIne halesAM mAravAnI kriyAnI jema lagabhaga niSphaLa rahe che. ja caMcaLatA tathA saMsArI padAthonuM AkarSaNa, sAdhanAmArgamAM bAdhaka hoI jIvanamAMthI te baMneno ghaTADo karavA sAdhake khUba sAvadha rahevAnI jarUra che. sAdhake jIvanamAM nIcenA guNo keLavavA khUba prayatna karavo. . . prANImAtra para maitrI, dayAbhAva. paramArthavRtti - koInuM paNa kAma karI chUTavuM. guNaprApti mATe guNavaMtonI bhakita karavI. vinaya, viveka ane namratA jIvana sAthe vaNI levAM. vyavahAramAM paNa saujanyavRtti jALavavI. jApa sAthe Avazyaka kriyAo, pUjA, svAdhyAya, pratikramaNa AdivyavasthitapaNe samayasara karavA Agraha rAkhavo. Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 kriyAyoga pU gurudevazrInuM sAdhu-sAmAcArInuM jIvana khUba udAharaNa rUpa hatuM. teozrI brahmacaryanI nava vADanA custa AgrahI hatA. pote jyAM upAzrayamAM rahetA tyAM temanuM sthAna cheka AgaLa rAkhatA. ane anya sAdhu-bhagavaMtono mukAma aMdara raheto. anya sAdhu pAse koNa Ave che ? koNa bese che teno temane haMmezAM khyAla raheto. sAdhuonI pravRtti upara temanI najara rahetI. temanI pATa oLaMgIne AgaLa javAnI hiMmata lagabhaga koI 'na' ja karatuM. eTale ke sAdhune pramAda, vAtonAM gappAM mAravAM ke vikathAnuM vAtAvaraNa tyAM 'na' rahetuM. pUrUM sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta ke koI zrAvikA te ubarAnI aMdaranA bhAgamAM dAkhala thaI zakatAM nahi. zrIM namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA pUjyazrI kahetA ke zrAvikAo-strIo rahetI hoya tyAM sAdhu nA rahI zake. pAlanapuranA comAsAmAM praveza vakhate pUjyazrIne prathama mALe utAravAnuM nakakI thayuM jethI havA ujAza sArA rahe. eka-be divasamAM pUjyazrIne lAgyuM ke upAzrayanI bArIomAMthI zrAvakonA gharamAM sIdhI ja dRSTi paDe che tethI turata ja potAnA sAdhuone laIne nIce AvyA. phakata vyAkhyAnAdi vakhate ja upara jatAM. sAdhvIjI ma ke zrAvikAone phakata vyAkhyAnanA samayamAM ja upAzrayamAM AvavAnI chUTa rahetI. game te samaye sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta upAzrayamAM AvatAM Dere ne khacakAya, alabatta hiMmata 'ja' 'na' kare. AryaparaMparAnA evA custa AgrahI ke strInI vezabhUSA jo AryaparaMparAne anukULa 'na' hoya to vAsakSepa 'na' nAMkhatA. ane AvI vezabhUSAvALI vyakitane upAzrayamAM AvatAM aTakAvatA. - koI paNa samudAyanAM sAdhvIjI savAramAM pa 6 vAgyAmAM sAdhu bhagavaMto, vaMdanArthe Ave tyAre pU gurudevazrI khUba ja kaDaka bhASAmAM teone samajAvatA ke "A sAdhu sAmAcArIne anurUpa nathI'' paDilehaNanI kriyA poha phATyA pachI ja karAvatA, ane vaheluM paDilehaNa 'na' thAya mATe pratikramaNa te rIte ja karAvatA. poha phATyo lAge pachI ja paDilehaNanI kriyA zarU thatI ane e pachI ja teozrI vihAra karatA. sAMje paNa sUryAsta pahelAM ja sthAnamAM pahoMcI javA Agraha rAkhatA athavA anizcita sthAnamAM rokAI paNa jatA. sevA - vaiyAvacca Adi guNothI temanA jIvananuM ghaDatara thayeluM. tethI koI paNa sAdhu-bhagavaMtanI vaiyAvacca Adi potAnI najara samakSa karatA. anya samudAyanA pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone kaMIka thatuM hoya to temanI bhakita paNa khAsa karatA. teoe pote paNa vAraMvAra jaNAveluM ane lakheluM ke mArI bhayaMkara mAMdagImAM paNa mArA sAdhujIvanane DahoLI nAMkhe tevI koI pravRttio karazo nahIM. guruparaMparAne khUba ja custa ane vaphAdAra rahetA. potAnI laghutA ane gurunI gurutA temanA Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI samaskAra mahAmaMtra tatpaTTikA 33 haiyAmAM jaDabesalAka besI gaI hatI. pU upAjI mahArAjanA kALadharma bAda pratikramaNa karatAM vacce teozrInuM khAlI Asana rAkhatA ane pote vacce na besatA. vyAkhyAnamAM paNa kayAreya emane vacce beThelA joyA nathI. vaDIla guru bhagavaMta vacce besela nA hoya to vacalI jagyA khAlI rAkhatA. evuM joyuM che ke ghaNI vAra temanI pAse zIkhavA mATenI utsukatA batAvanAramAM je zAstrIya AcAromAM nabaLAI lAge ke zithilAcAra dekhAya to teozrI te dizAmAM AgaLa na vadhatA. pUjyazrIne ghA pratye khUba ja prema hato. tene cAritrajIvana rUpI zarIranuM aMga samajI eka kSaNa paNa potAnAthI dUra rAkhyo nathI. | vicAratAM ema lAgatuM ke pU. gurudevazrInA vizALa vyakitatvane A pRthvI para oLakhanAra bhAgye ja ko'ka haze. kAraNa ke sarvano eka sAthe Avo subhaga samanvayanuM darzana prAya: azakya lAge che, ke jyAM custa zAstrIya maryAdA pramANenI sAmAcArI hoya, AtmatattvanI pratIti karAvI zake tevo uttama kriyAyoga hoya. jyAM zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnA AnaMdanA sAgara UbharAtA hoya. AgamonA jJAnano prakAza jhaLahaLato hoya. vijJAnanI vAtonuM roja pRthakakaraNa thatuM hoya. yogazAstra ane maMtrazAstranA nIta navAM dvAra khUlatAM hoya. pa vizALa ziSyagaNanA AdhyAtmika ciMtaka hoya.. dU munipaNAnA parama sAdhaka ane parama ciMtaka hoya. SF Agamika cUrNAonA saMpAdaka hoya, AgamonA rakSaka hoya, sAthe sAthe bhAratIya saMskRtinA abhyasthApaka hoya. Avo subhaga samanvaya zrI jinazAsananA ananya zaraNAgatamAM ja hoya. pharamA varSamAM aneka mANaso aneka varSonI mahenata karIne nA meLave evA khajAnAonA bhaMDAro siddhio A pUjya gurudevazrIe meLavyA, temanA khajAnAonA sAgarano tAga varSo sudhI nikaTavartI sAdhuo ane zrAvako badhA ja bhegA maLIne kare to paNa teno cheDo AvI zake tema nathI. vaDanagaranA DaoN. pI. jI. paTele Ph.D. pU. gurudevazrInA jIvana aMge eka suMdara rUpaka rajU karelA ke eka moTo mahela che, jenI AjubAjue dIvAlo che. vacce kayAMka kayAMka jhINAM bAkorAM che, judI judI jagyAethI judA judA loko te mahelamAM jovA mATe prayatna kare che ane mahelamAM judI judI jagyAe mANeka, hIrA, ratno, sonuM, cAMdI, nIlama, maNi AvelAM che. je ko'ka ratnano prakAza joIne ema mAne che ke tene mahelamAMnI vastuonuM saMpUrNa darzana thayuM che, ke jemAM jhaLahaLatAM ratno che. bIjI vyakti hIrA-pannA nihALIne ema mAne che ke, alabhya hIrA ane panA ja A mahelamAM bharelA che. trIjI vyakti kayAreya nA joyela nIlama joIne ema mAne che ke mahelamAM zuM nIlamo che !! Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ P 8 jamaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvaprima Ama bAhya vyAvahArika jIvanamAM aneka vyakitao temanA paricayamAM AvI paNa temanI divyatAnA aMzano aMza ja anubhavI samajI zakI ke mANI zakI che. pU. gurudevazrImAM vyavahAra tathA nizcayanI samajaNa khUba anerI hatI. kaI apekSAe kaI vastu kahevAI che ke kaI apekSAe kaI vastumAM prAdhAnya tenI temane samajaNa asAdhAraNa hatI. anekonA bhavoddhAraka taraNatAraNahAra karuNA ane vAtsalyanA varasatA dhodha samAna pU. gurudevamAM jJAna chatAM saraLatA hatI, parama vidvattA chatAM nirabhimAnapaNuM ane temanuM vyaktitva vinaya-vivekanA adbhuta mizraNavALuM hatuM. ATaATalI AMtarika zakita ane bAhya vizeSatAo hovA chatAM tene gaMbhIratAthI pacAvI pAro pacAvavA karatAM paNa agharuM kAma temaNe khUba sAhajikatAthI siddha karyuM. je kAMI temanA dvArA thaI rahyuM che temAM teo nimittarUpa che ane te badhI kRpA devagurunI ane zrI navakAranI che tevuM satata teozrI kahetA. ATaluM badhuM hovA chatAM paNa potAnA cAritramAM doSa na praveze ane nAnI bhUla hoya to te tenA pratye upekSAnA badale pharIthI na thAya tenA mATe satata jAgrata rahetA. je e batAve che ke potAnI jAtanI gurutA kayAreya samajela nahIM, mAnela nahIM. AvI pratibhAzALI vyaktine aneka lokoe AcAryapadavI mATe ghaNA badhA prasaMgoe judI judI rIte dabANa karyuM chatAM paNa teo padavInA mohathI para rahyA ane dabANano hasatAM hasatAM pratibhAva ApatA athavA mauna dhAraNa karatA. A jamAnAmAM AvA nirlepa pU upAya jI ma. sA. pUpaM. bhadraMkara vi. jI ma. sA. tathA pUgurudeva zrI jevA apavAda rUpa maLe. AgamajJAnanA atha pU. gurudevazrIe bhagavaMto AgamajJAna meLavavA mATenI anujJA rUpe gaNipadavI, paMnyAsapadavI koI paNa jAtanI dhAmadhUma vagara (sAdAIthI) svIkArI. aMte eka vAta - AjanA kALanA ghaNA buddhijIvI jIvonI bauddhika pratibhA pU. zrInI tole Ave tema nathI. e anubhava gocara hakIkatathI ema nirNaya karI zakAya ke parama bauddhika pratibhAzALI pUzrI zrI navakAra AdinAM caraNomAM zIza jhukAvyuM te caraNomAM zIza jhukAvavAmAM ApaNuM paNa paramahita che. pUjya gurudevazrInA jIvananuM darzana karAvavAnuM anAyAse je sadbhAgya sAMpaDyuM che eno khUba AnaMda che. pUjyazrInA jIvana para "pUjya gurudevazrI" nAmanuM pustaka pUjyazrInA praziSya 50 pU. 5. hemacaMdra sAmasA. e chapAvela che. - pUjya gurudeva guNonI gaMgA hatA. jyAre kema varasyA eno khyAla AvatAM khUba gadgadita thaI javAya che ane pUjyazrInI apekSA mujabanI pAtratA vikase evI emane prArthanA karIe chIe. Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacA (35 prAne pU. gurudevazrInA jIvanaghaDataramAM jemanuM amUlya pradAna che te pUjya gurudevazrInAM saMsArI mAtuzrI pU. sA. zrI saddaguNAthIjI ma. je Aje vidyamAna nathI teozrIne paNa guNAnurAgapUrNa bhaktirAgathI vaMdana karI viramIe chIe. sAmAnyathI A prasaMgomAM kayAMya atireka karyo nathI chatAM ajJAnatAvaza yA anya kAraNe kaMI hakIkata doSa A anya khalanA thaI hoya to te badala trividhe "micchAmi dukkaDa pUjyazrInA zrAvako tArIkha : 30-7-'96ne aSADha suda pUnama. sthaLa : amadAvAda, sAdhake zuM na karavuM? kAraNa hoya to paNa uzkerATa-Avezane AdhIna na thavuM. che. koIne utArI pADavAno prayatna kadI na karavo. chesAmAne bhoThapa lAge tevI TIkhaLa-mazkarI kadI koInI na karavI. nA koI paNa vyakti prati kaThora bhASA ke kaThora vartana na rAkhavuM. che. koI prati aprIti - aruci na rAkhavI ke koInA tarapha ataDA na banavuM. che. sAdhake indriyone chUTI na rAkhavI. je vaDIlonI vivekapUrvakanI maryAdA jALavavI, AmanyAno bhaMga na karavo. Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zre jamaskAra mahAmaMtra tatyacaMdrakA pUjya paM. zrI abhayasAgarajI ma. sA.nI TUMkI jIvana noMdha 1. janmasthaLa : unAvA (tAluko-UMjhA, jillo-mahesANA) 2. janmatithi : vi. saM. 1981, jeTha vada 11. 3. janma nAma : amRtakumAra 4. pitAzrInuM nAma : mULacaMdabhAI (pU upAzrI dharmasAgarajI ma. sA.) 5. mAtRzrInuM nAma : maNIbena (pUsAzrI saddaguNAzrIjI ma. sA.) 6. baMdhunuM nAma : motIlAla (pU. munirAja zrI mahodayasAgarajI ma. sA.) 7. bahenanuM nAma : savitAbena (pU. sA. zrI sulabhAzrIjI ma. sA.) 8. dIkSAbhUmi : zrI zaMkhezvarajI tIrthe, bhamatImAM zrI neminAtha prabhujI sanmukha. 9. dIkSA tithi : vi. saM. 1988. mAga vada 11, prAta:kALe kAA varSanI vaye. 10. dIkSAguru : pU upA. zrI dharmasAgarajI ma. sA. 11. dIkSA dAtA : AgamoddhAraka A deva zrI AnaMdasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA pU. dAdAguru zrI candrasAgarajI ma. sA. Adi. 12. vaDI dIkSA : vi. saM. 1989, phAgaNa vada 5. 13. vaDI dIkSAbhUmi : amadAvAda vidyAzALA, pU A zrI siddhisUrIzvarajI ma. sA. (bApajI ma. sA.)nI nizrAmAM. 14. gaNipada tithi vi. saM. 2011, jeTha vada 11. 15. gaNipada sthaLanizrA : kapaDavaMja (pU. gacchAdhipati mANikayasAgara- sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA pU upA. zrIdharmasAgarajI ma. sA.nI nizrAmAM) 16. paMnyAsapada tithi: visaM. 2029, mahA suda trIja. sthaLa-nizrA : amadAvAda, naroDA, pU. upADa zrI dharmasAgarajI ma. sA.nI nizrAe. 17. AgamavAcanA : (1) vejalapura, pU. gaNivaryazrI labdhisAgarajI ma. sA. AdinI nizrAmAM khUba prabhAvazALI thayela. (2) amadAvAda, ujamaphaInI dharmazALA tathA jaina maracaMTamAM aneka padastho tathA munivaronI hAjarImAM thayela, jenAthI prabhAvita thayela hIrAbhAI Adi suzrAvako saMyama jIvananA suMdara ArAdhaka banyA. Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI samaskAra mahAmaMtra tattva8iI wq (3) pAlitANA, kalyANabhuvana AgamamaMdira - jIvananivAsa Adi sthaLe jemAM sarva samudAyavartI pUe padastho tathA munirAje padhAratA. lAlabhAI ela. parIkha, ujhAvALA vasaMtabhAI, anubhAI cImanalAla Adie anumodanIya lAbha lIdhela. (4) pATaNa, taMboLIvAsa vividha viziSTatAvALuM nAnuM AgamamaMdira banAvI viziSTa zailIthI Agama-vAcanA thayela, jemAM zrI vajubhAI, zrI sArAbhAI, zrI bAbubhAI Adie apUrva bhAvollAsa saha lAbha lIdhela. A sivAya paNa amadAvAda-jaina maracanTa, UMjhA Adi sthaLoe AgamavAcanA karela. 18. zAsana prabhAvanAnAM (1) pAlItANAmAM AgamamaMdira pAchaLa zrI jaMbUdvIpanI viziSTa svahaste thayela zubha racanA saha zrI mahAvIra prabhu nUtana jinAlaya pratiSThAdi. kAryo : (2) pATaNa - taMboLIvADe - vidhi - zAstramaryAdAnA aDaga pAlana saha zrI mahAvIra prabhu nUtana jinAlaya khAtamuhUrta, zIlAsthApana, pratiSThA, Adi. (3) zrI navakAra mahAmatva prabhAve aneka upadravo, upasargothI ajeya banI zrI nAgezvarajI tIrthe tathA zrI mAMDavagaDha Adi tIrthe jIrNoddhArAdi. (4) AraMbhajanya lAITa-mAIka AdinA ADaMbara vinA aneka aThThAI mahotsava, udyApana Adi. (5) mahesANA - UMjhA - zaMkhezvara, cANasmA, pATaNa Adi aneka sthaLoe zrI saMghamAM zrI namaskAra mahAmagnanI vidhi zuddha, viziSTa ArAdhanA. 19. sva-ziSya saMpadA : potAne gurupadane ayogya mAnavA chatAM pU. gurudevazrInI AjJAthI sarva prathama 1. Abu-acaLagaDhamAM aruNabhAI zAntilAla chANIvALA pU. azokasAgara (hAla pU A zrI azokasAgara sUrIzvarajI ma.), 2. amadAvAda - navInabhAI (hAla pU. paMzrI nirUpamasAgara ma. sA.), 3. metrANA - kirITabhAI (hAla pUA. zrI kalyANasAgara sUrijI ma. sA.), 4. naroDA - (pUra somazekhara sAgarajI mansA). A cAra ziSyo uparAMta pUpaMzrI jinacaMdrasAgarajI ma. sA., pU. paM. zrI hemacaMdrasAgarajI ma. sA. Adi vizALa praziSya gaNa zAsanane samarpita karela che. Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38 20. viziSTa tapadharmanI ArAdhanA : 21. kALadharma : * - bAlyavayathI zArIrika pratikULatA chatAM moTA bhAge kAyama mATe ekAsana yA bIAsana. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA * zrI namaskAra mahAmantranI ArAdhanA mATe bhAdaravA vada 5 thI kArataka suda 5 sudhI viziSTa tapadharmanI ArAdhanA. * jIvanamAM varasItapo viziSTa abhigrahapUrvaka karyAM, jemAM eka varasItapanuM pAraNuM thI pAlItANA-siddhakSetra-mAM pUrva-mahApuruSonI smRti karAve tevA abhigrahapUrNa karavA bapore be vAgyA pachI thayuM. * chaThThA varasItapanuM pAraNuM cArUpa tIrthamAM akalpanIya abhigraho paNa deva-guru kRpAe paripUrNa thayA bAda bapore 1-15 miniTe karyuM. UMjhAmAM zrI sakaLa saMghanI hAjarImAM vi saM. 2043 kArataka vada 9 bapore nazvara kAyAne vosirAvI zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranA smaraNa sAthe pudgala deha choDyo. saMskAronI keLavaNI pUrvabhavanI ArAdhanAnuM baLa laI AvelAne mAtA-pitAnA dRDha susaMskAre bALa amRtakumAra savA cha varSanI vaye saMyama levA tatpara banyA. temAM saMskAro kAma lAge che. jema ke, (1) savA varSanI vayathI kAcA pANIno tyAga chatAM / / varSanI vaye haiyAnA samajaNathI tyAga. kAcuM pANI na pIvAya ema haiyAmAM daDhatA - barapha - bora goLI - AiskrIma jevI paracUraNathI peTa bagaDyuM nathI - sparza nahi tyAM khAvAnI kevI vAta ! | - (2) 3 varSanI vayathI ubhayaTaMka pratikramaNa karavA besavAnuM, 1 sAmAyika - maukhika dhArmika abhyAsa. dIkSA samaya sudhI vAMdaNAne AlovavAnuM karela. (3) snAna karI UThatAM mAtA TuvAlathI zarIra luchAve tyAre AgaLa AvelA nAnA vALane paM manA hAthe upaDAve jethI kAya kadI loca sahana karatAM zIkhe. (4) parva tithie pauSadha mAtA kare, tyAre sAthe pauSadha karavA laI jAya. 11 vAgyA sudhI kriyA-abhyAsa karAve pachI besaNuM karAve-paccakkhANa nahi. A rIte viratinA saMskAra apAtA hatA. temAM asabhya (5) bALaramatamAM najara AgaLathI dUra karavAnA nahi - AMgaNe ramavA de ramata nahi, azlIla bhASA nahi - nirdoSa sAmAnya ramata. AvA hatA saMskAro . Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI samaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvayaMtikA 39 sAco ArAdhaka . jIvanamAM prasaMge prasaMge pragaTatA "ahaMne pArakhI tene DAmavA je satata prayatnazIla hoya.... anAdi saMskAronA baLe bhautika kAmanAo tarapha DhaLatA manane = mAnava svabhAvane je kAbUmAM rAkhe... jAtane sudhAravA je khUba ja jAgrata hoya... Atma-nirIkSaNa dvArA je potAnA doSone khoLI kADhavA tatpara hoya.. che. Ida-haThAgrahane sAdhanA-mArgamAM moTA vinarUpa mAnI tenAthI je dUra rahe.. che. koInI paNa salAha-sUcanAne khUba dhyAnapUrvaka samajavA je prayatnavALo hoya. AvezanAM nimitto maLavA chatAM je namratA satata jALavI rAkhe. svabhAvamAMthI kaTutA ke DaMkhIlIvRtti dUra karI sAdhanAnA paMthe makakama Daga mAMDanAra.. cAritryanI zuddhi ArAdhanAno mahattvano pAyo hoI aMgatajIvana khUba ja cokakasAIbharyuM rAkhI satata sevAvRtti keLavanAra... guru-AjJAne jIvana-prANa samajI tene sakriya banAvavA pUrNa prayatnazIla... zrI namaskAra mahAmantranI ArAdhanAmAM vikAsa mATe ati upayogI 10 bAbato 1. maryAdAzuddhi kAyika-vAcika-mAnasika brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM. 2. jApa ekAntamAM karavo. 3. mALA upara koInI daSTi na paDe te rIte besavuM. 4. paraniMdA sadaMtara choDavI, paraniMdA sAMbhaLavI paNa nahIM. 5. jagatanA jIvamAtranuM khAsa karIne ApaNA duzmanonuM paNa bhaluM icchavuM. 6. camatkAra anubhavAya to garva na karavo. jene tene kahevo nahIM. che. tela-maracuM zakaya teTaluM ochuM vAparavuM. 8. sAtvika AhAra ane sAtvika jIvanacaryA rAkhavI. 9. bIjA dhama ke devo prati tiraskAra bhAva na rAkhavo. 10. prANImAtra siddhasvarUpa che, evuM samajI koInA prati manamAM tucchabhAva na rAkhavo. tA. 14-4-78. ujhA Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Jing Kang hU~ tANa aNNaM guNI jIpa jAyasa wingfie jala paripUrNa: janma mRtyu jarA Ste dIpasta sasAra Cerameat wear af 200K SAUC Xu Wu Wu Fang Zhi Zhen Hua 9 | arihaMtANaM // Da Lin [Jing Yi Yong Yi Jing Xuan Han Jing Chang 3 Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ D zrI vardhamAna svAmine nama: zrIM namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA ArAdhaka puNyAtmAone zrI navakAranI sUcanA anusAra lakhAtA patronI noMdha vIra ni saM. 2509 vi. saM. 2039 dvi phrA 14 sAgarano upAzraya pATaNa vibhAga-1 lI Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA A patramALAno prAraMbha Aje pharIthI zrI navakAra ane gurucaraNonuM smaraNa karI zarU karuM chuM. tame dara gura- zanivAre A patra sAthe vAMcazo. magajamAM goThavazo. 1. "zrI navakAra kezarI siMha jenI hRdaya guphAmAM tyAM zI majAla vikAra ziyALonI ?" 2. vaLI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtramAM be vibhAga che. 1lo vibhAga pAMca padano. bIjo vibhAga chellA 4 padanI cUlikAno. zarUnA pAMca pado dareka svataMtra rIte Atmazuddhi mATe upayogI pAMca tatvono paricaya Ape che. jyAre bIjA vibhAgamAM 4 padonI saMyukata cUlikArUpe zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano AtmA darzAvyo che. A pAMca parameSThIne karAyela namaskArathI sarva pApakarma= mohanIya Adi ghAtI karmanA kSayanI vAta magajamAM sthira thAya to oLakhyo gaNAya. vaLI sarvamaMgalamAM zreSTha - maMgaLa A navakAra ja che. zrI navakAra vinA duniyAnA zreSTha manAtA mancAkSaro paNa ISTa siddhi ApatA nathI. Avo daDha vizvAsa te ja kharekhara zrI navakArano AtmA che. 3. zrI navakAramAM traNa tatva che. prathama be padamAM devatattva pachI traNa padamAM gurutattva chellA cAra padamAM dharmatattva che. karma kSayanI vAta ane A pAMca parameSThInI ArAdhanA sarvotkRSTa che. evo vizvAsa e kharekhara dharma che. 4. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranAM 4 nAma che. Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 1. mAmi = zrI paMcamaMgala mahAzrutaskaMdha (sacUlika) 2. saiddhAMnti = zrI paMcaparameSThi namaskAra mahAmaMtra 3. vyAvahAri = zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra 4. rUDha = zrI navakAra 5. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtramAM Atmazuddhi mATe viziSTa prabaLa AlaMbanarUpa pAMca parameSThio che, ke je ApaNA AtmAnI ja judI judI vizuddha avasthAo che. 6. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrathI cha kAyamAM rakhaDavAnuM maTI jAya che. kema ke cha kAyanI jayaNA paMcaparameSThInI AjJAnA phaLarUpe jIvanamAM pariNata thAya to bhavabhramaNa TaLe. kahyuM che ke, cha kAyamAMthI jIva AvIyo, cha kAyamAM jAya ! je cha kAyanI jayaNA kare, to cha kAyamAM na jAya !" che. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtramAM 7 guruakSaro che eTale ke jeDAkSaro sAta che. (1) 1 (pada.2), (2) 1 (pada.4), (3) kaa (pada.5), (4) vA (pada. 6), (5) haa (pada.7), (6) U (pada.7), (7) ve (pada.8). A akSaronA spaSTa uccArathI divya zakti AtmAmAM avatarita thAya che. mATe A akSarone guru=pUjya kahyA che. uccArazuddhithI mananuM caitanya vikase che. 8. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtramAM 8 saMpadA che. saMpadA eTale virAmasthAna maMtranI uccArapaddhati ApaNA AtmAmAM divya AMdolano janmAve che. (rUbarUmAM samajAvIza ke zI rIte zrI navakAra saMpadA krame vAMcavo.) saMgItanA sUronI sAdhanA na karI hoya, peTInI saragama ke tabalAnA bola na jANyA hoya to AzAvarI - mAlakoza - bhairavI - bhImapalAza Adi rAgonAM stavano mAtra vAMcI javAthI divya saMgItanuM vAtAvaraNa khaDuM na thAya. tethI AMtarika AtmAmAM divya vAtAvaraNa ke jethI karmonAM viSama baMdhano - vikArI bhAvonI asaro tUTI jAya, bhUMsAI jAya tevI asara upajAvavA 8 saMpadAnA kramathI zrI navakAra bolatAM zIkhavo jarUrI che. (je rUbarU samajAvI zakAze.) 9. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranAM pado 9 che. Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA pada eTale sthAna, AtmAnI zakitanA kendra rUpa A 9 pado che. 9no AMka akhaMDa che, dhruva che. game teTalA saravALA - bAdabAkI - guNAkAra - bhAgAkAramAM paNa 9no AMka dhruva che. (1) jema ke, (game te saMkhyA laI zakAya) 457483 ra7110 346533 442104 1517222 je javAba Avyo teno saravALo karo. Ane mULa rakamamAMthI bAda karI vadhela saMkhyAno saravALo 9 ja Avaze. 1517222 20 1517202 (2) game te rakama laI zakAya A rIte uparanA javAbamAMthI bAda karo je Ave teno saravALo 9 ja Avaze. 51743662 3640215ra 15341510 20 1pa341510 15341490 = 27. 2 + 7 = 9 Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra takhtacaMdrikA 457413 X 5 2287065 = 30 30 2287035 = ra7 = 9 (4) 4 | 158113 | 39528 - 27 12 39501 = 18 = 9 36 21 . mae | | #| 11 A pramANe game te rakamanA saravALA - bAdabAkI - guNAkAra - bhAgAkArano je javAba Ave tenA AMkaDAno saravALo javAbamAMthI bAda karIe to je AMkaDA rahe teno saravALo 9 ja Ave. Avo ghuva AMka 9 che. tethI zrI navakAranA 9 pado AtmArUpa dhruva cIjane meLavavAnI zaktinA kendrarUpa che. A rIte zrI navakAramAM 1 thI 9 saMkhyA sthAnonuM mahatva che. Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA TvI devagurukRpAe sukhazAMti che. zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnA paMthe cAlanArAe mananI bhUmikAmAM paDela sva-kendriya bhAvanAo haThAvavI joIe. 5-4-83, kri kA 1 8 varSItapa prAraMbha mane sukha maLo, mane sArI sAmagrI maLo, A jAtanA vicAro ArAdhanAne DoLI nAMkhe che. icchA jIvamAtrane hoya che. pratyekanA hRdayamAM koIne koI icchA hoya ja, paNa badhI icchAono saravALo e thAya che ke, "mane potAne jarA paNa du:kha na Avo ane jagatanI badhI jAtanI sukhanI sAmagrI mane maLo'' kahI ApaNe najara sAme rahela bIjAnA du:khano vicAra nathI karatA, agara sArI cIja maLe temAM bIjAne sahabhAgI banAvavA vicAratA nathI. A kharekhara sva-kendriya bhAvanAo ApaNI ArAdhanAne vikasavA detI nathI. ''mAruM du:kha dUra thAya ane sukha mane maLe' A icchA hIna=nikRSTa koTinI icchA kahevAya. AmAM mAtra ApaNe ApaNI jAtano ja vicAra karyo. ApaNI jAta eTale zarIra indriya - mana - buddhi A cokaThAmAM rahIne sukha meLavavAnI vAta, du:khane TALavAnI vAta sva kendriya kakSA tarapha kheMcI jAya che. AnuM du:khada pariNAma e Ave che ke, bIjAM du:khI jIvo prati hamadardI-karuNA keLavI zakAtAM nathI. kayAreka ApaNane maLatAM sukhanI kalpanAmAM ke Avela du:khane kADhavAnI ghelachAmAM bIjA jIvo tarapha ninnura vyavahAra paNa karavA taiyAra thaI jaIe chIe. pariNAma e Ave che ke jagatanA anya jIvo sAthe ApaNe je sAhajika saMbaMdha che, jenAthI maitrIbhAva pragaTe che, tenI keLavaNI karI zakatA nathI, mATe ArAdhake sva-kendriya bhAvanAone haThAvavA vivekapUrvaka prayatna karavo ghaTe. jIva-AtmA jevo ApaNo che tevo ja jagatanA nAnA-moTA sarva jIvono che. caitanya darekamAM eka sarakhuM che. tethI sukhano rAga, du:khano dveSa jagatanA sarva jIvone saMbhavita che. bIjAnI jarUriyAto ane muzkelIono vicAra na karI zakIe to mANasAI kayAM rahI ? Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNane jevI sukhanI icchA che tevI jagatanA nAnA moTA sahunI che. to ApaNI pharaja e thaI paDI ke jagatanA sarvajIvo sukhI thAo. sau du:khamAMthI mukata thAo. e jAtanI bhAvanAnAM bIja ApaNA aMtaramAM vAvavAM jarUrI che. mane mArA sukhaprAptinA mohamAM bIjAnI pIDA - du:khanI avagaNanA e moTAmAM moTo durguNa gaNAya. e durguNane khaseDavA prayatna karavo e ArAdhaka AtmAnI pavitra pharaja che. pd sAgara jaina upAzraya, pATaNa zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA F potAnAM sukhazAMtino vicAra AtmavikAsane avarodhe che. kema ke sva-kendriya vicAro moTe bhAge pArakAnI paristhitino abhyAsa nathI karavA detA. tethI lagabhaga paradroha, bIjAne thatA nukasAnanI bedarakArI ane bIjAnI apekSAonuM vismaraNa thavA pAme che. 7-4-83, dvi phA. va 10 prathama ArAdhanAnA paMthe DagalAM bharavA mATe jagatanA sarvajIvomAM caitanya che te vAtanI pratIti pAkI karI jema mane sukha pasaMda che - du:kha nA- pasaMda che tevuM jagatanA sarvajIvone hoya to mArI potAnI pravRttithI - vANI ke vicArothI koI paNa jIvanI lAgaNI dubhAya ke anartha thAya tevuM mAre na karavuM. A vicAra ArAdhanAno prAthamika pAyo che. vaLI sukha-zAMti meLavavAnA vicAromAM sva-kendriya na banavuM jarUrI che. sva-keMdriya banavAthI pArakA jIvo prati ApaNI javAbadArI bhulAI jAya che. mATe sukha-zAMti jIvamAtrane maLo e vicAra satata keLavavo. bIjAne kastUrI - attara ApavA janAranI potAnI jAta sugaMdhamaya banI ja jAya che. sarvajIvonAM sukhazAMtinA vicArathI ApaNA AMtara mana paranA mohanAM AvaraNono kSaya thavAthI ApaNane to sukhazAMti maLe ja che. ja Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA bIjA jIvonAM sukhadu:khano vicAra ApaNA jIvanane vivekasabhara banAve che. sarva-jIvone sukha-zAMti maLo e vicAra ja maitrI bhAvano pAyo che. tenA garbhamAM karuNA paNa AvI jAya che. vaLI pramodabhAva ApaNA jIvane TADhaka paNa dhIme dhIme keLavAya che. A rIte ArAdhanAnA mULa 4 staMbha maitrI - pramoda - karuNA sukhazAMtinA vicAromAMthI ApaNAmAM sthira thavA pAme che. = chelle mAdhyastha bhAva = duniyAnA jIvo chate sAdhane vikAsanI bhUmikAno lAbha laI na zake to karuNAnA pAyA upara ApaNI udAsInatAno vikAsa mAdhyasthabhAvamAM palaTe che. mAdhyastha bIjA jIvonAM A maigyAdi 4 bhAvanAnI dRDhatA upara ja ApaNuM jIvana ArAdhanAnA pratApe khUba nirbhara - - svastha bane che. zAMta chIe. 7 bIjAne maLatI sukhazAMtithI mAtra potAnAM sukha - du:khanA vicAronI aTavAmaNa ApaNA vicAro - bhAvanAomAM tIvra saMkaleza upAve che. kharekhara to ApaNI jAtano ja mAtra vicAra tIvra mohano udaya sUcave che. vyavahAramAM paNa ekalapeTo mAtra potAnI garaje namanAro mANasa svArthI ane halako manAya che. to zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAnA paMthe cAlatAM jo ApaNI aMtaranI dRSTi khUle to ApaNA jevA jagatanA aneka jIvo du:khI che. teonA du:kha-vilayano vicAra hakIkatamAM ApaNI mohavAsita cittanI bhUmikAne svaccha kare che. pariNAme jagatanA jIvo ane ApaNe judA nathI. dekhAvamAM judA chatAM ApaNe badhA ekarUpa mATInA vAsaNa nAnAM moTAM ghaDo-koThI-pavAlI-DhAMkaNA-koDiyAM - chIpA - Adi dekhAvamAM judA chatAM badhAM mATIrUpe eka ja che. te rIte ApaNe dekhAvamAM zarIra nAnA-moTA ke judI jAtanA ghATathI judA dekhAie paNa ApaNo AtmA to badhAmAM eka sarakho che. to ApaNe bIjAno vicAra na karIe, mAtra ApaNAM ja sukha - du:khano vicAra karIe to keTalI badhI kSudratA gaNAya ! zrI navakArano ArAdhaka kevo udAra hoya! duniyAmAM paNa je kuTuMbanA nAnA-moTA lAbha dareka tarapha temaja - nAnAnA moTA tarapha, vaLI dezanA nAnA moTA sahu tarapha potAnI pharajarUpe sartana kare to keTalo - udAtta jIvanavALo kahevAya. te rIte vizvanA nAnA-moTA saghaLA jIvo prati ApaNe udAra dRSTibiMdu keLavIe to ApaNAmAM Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvaciMdrikA udAratA - dAna - dayA - dAkSiNya - karuNA - paropakAra Adi guNo svata: vikasavA mAMDe, Ama chatAM manamAM ema rahe ke meM mArI pharajanuM mAtra pAlana karyuM che. AmAM navAInuM zuM karyuM? mAnava e jagatanA sarva prANIomAM uttama eTale moTo bhAI gaNAya. jagatanA sarva prANIo nAnA bhAI tulya che to kuTuMbanA vaDA tarIke nAnAo tarapha sadvartana karanAra moTA bhAI ke vaDIla kaMI vadhu kare che tema nathI. mAtra potAnI pharajanuM pAlana kare che. A rIte dAna - dayA - Adi karavA chatAM ApaNAmAM ahaMbhAva na vadhe. A rIte sarvajIvonAM sukha - duHkhano vicAra maitrI bhAvanAnA pAyA tarIke samajI vicArI zrI navakAranA jApanI sAthe jIvananA ghaDatara mATe jarUrI pAyAnI bAbata tarIke maitrI -- pramoda - karuNA - mAdhyastha - guNane vikasAvavA jarUra prayatnazIla thavuM. AjathI nIcenuM gIta roja savAra sAMja bolavuM. guru - zanie sAmUhika jarUra bolavuM. "maitrI bhAvanuM pavitra jharaNuM, muja haiyAmAM vahyA kare ! zubha thAo A sakala vizvanuM, evI bhAvanA nitya rahe che guNathI bharelA guNIjana dekhI, haiyuM mAruM nRtya kare ! e saMtonA caraNa kamaLamAM, muja jIvananuM artha rahe che. dina kUra ne dharma vihoNA, dekhI dilamAM darda rahe. karuNAbhInI AMkhomAMthI, athuno zubha srota vahe. mArga bhUlelA jIvana pathikane, mArga cIMdhavA Ubho rahuM ! kare upekSA e mAraganI, to ye samatA citta dharuM !' upara pramANenI bhAvanAone haiyAmAM ghUMTavI, jethI ApaNAmAMthI svArthavRtti - doSavRtti, TIkA karavAnI vRtti, kaThoratA Adi duvRttio vidAya thAya. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAnA pAyAmAM svArthavRttino vilaya ane karuNAbhAvanA vikAsanI jarUra che. te pramANe yogya prayatna karatA rahezo. Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvacaMdrikA sAgara jaina upAzraya, pATaNa 11-4-83, dvi phI va. 13 vi zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAno pAyo che - svanA sthAne jagatanA prANImAtranA sukhano vicAra. AnuM ja bIjuM nAma maitrIbhAva che. vyavahAramAM mitro che ke je ApaNA Amoda-pramodamAM sahayogI hoya. AdhyAtmika rIte ApaNI jAtane nibaMdha sukhI rAkhavA IcchIe to ApaNA ja nAnA bhAIpa jagatanA bIjA jIvonAM duHkho haThe ke teo paNa Amoda-pramoda nibaMdha sukhanA anubhavarUpe karI zake teno vicAra na karIe to te keTalI badhI mudratA kahevAya ? keTaluM svArthIpaNuM gaNAya? zrI navakArano ArAdhaka svArthIna ja hoya, jagatanA sarvajIvo ApaNA jevI ja sukha meLavavAnI, du:kha haThAvavAnI IcchA dharAve che. to teonI IcchAne mAna ApI yathAyogya pravRtti-bhAvanA karavAnA badale mAtra potAnA ja sukhano vicAra e zrI navakAranA ArAdhakane zobhe nahIM. have jagatanA bIjA jIvo cAra prakAranA. (1) potAnA upara upakAra karanArA (sauthI thoDA) (ra) potAnAM sagAMvahAlAM (ethI vadhAre) (3) potAnA paricito (ethI paNa vadhAre) (4) potAnA aparicito sauthI vadhu) (1) je potAnA upakArIonA hitanI ciMtA na kare te kRtana gaNAya. (2) je potAnA svajanonI hita-ciMtA nathI karato te paNa gaNAya. (3) je paricitonA hitanI ciMtA nathI karato te svArthI gaNAya. (4) je duniyAnA jIvonI hitaciMtA nathI karato te ekalapeTo gaNAya. vizvanA prANImAtranA hitanA vicAranuM bahu mahattva che, kema ke potAnA upakArIo, svajano ane paricitonAM hitano vicAra vyavahAradaSTithI paNa thaI zake che. paNa saMsAranA nAnA-moTA prANImAtra Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 (je ApaNA aparicita che)nA hitano vicAra ja kharekhara AdhyAtmika jIvanano pAyo che. vizvanA prANImAtranA hitano ''zivamastu sarva jagata:'' '"jagatanA sarva jIvo sukhI thAo'' e rUpano vicAra maitrIbhAva gaNAya che. 1. A maitrIbhAvathI upakArIonI hitaciMtA na karavAthI Upajato kRtaghnatA doSa dUra thaI kRtajJatA guNa vikase che. 2. e rIte svajanonI hitaciMtA na karavAthI Upajato kRpaNatA doSa TaLI udAratA guNa vikase che. 3. temaja paricitonI hitaciMtA na karavAthI Upajato svArthIpaNAno doSa TaLI paropakAra guNa vikAsa pAme che. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 4. te rIte aparicitonI hitaciMtA na karavAthI Upajato ekalapeTApaNAno durguNa TaLI paramArthavRttino guNa vikase che. ArAdhaka puNyAtmAne khAsa karIne choDavA jevA 4 mahAdurguNo che. 1. kRtaghnatA - doSa 2. kRpaNatA - mahAdoSa 3. svArthIpaNuM - bhayaMkara durguNa 4. ekalapeTApaNuM - mahAbhayaMkara durguNa zrI navakAranA ArAdhake maitrI bhAvanA vyavasthita vikAsabaLe nIcenA cAra sadguNo meLavavA prayatna karavo. 1. kRtajJatA - koinA nAnA paNa upakArane bhUlavo nahIM. 2. udAratA - ApaNI pAsenI cIja-zakitano yathAzakaya sadupayoga. 3. paropakAra - bIjAnuM kAma karI chUTavAnI taiyArI. 4. paramArthavRtti - bIjAnuM kAma karI na zakAya to paNa manamAM bIjAnuM sAruM kArya sArI rIte nirvine pAra paDo evI hArdika bhAvanA. uparanA 4 sadguNone ekeka aThavADiyuM jIvanamAM amalamAM mUkatA rahevAnI khAsa jarUra che. A sadguNonA vikAsa mATe maitrIbhAvanI keLavaNI khAsa jarUrI che. A sadguNonA vikAsathI AdhyAtmika jIvanane DoLI nAMkhanAra cAra mahA durguNo para kramaza: vijaya meLavAya che. 1. kRtajJatAthI 2. udAratAthI 3. paropakArathI kRtaghnatA para vijaya kRpaNatA para vijaya svArthavRtti para vijaya Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanacaMdrikA 4. paramArthavRttithI - ekalapeTApaNA para vijaya A mATe nIcenA graMthomAMthI khAsa vAcanA laI pachI dara guru - zanie vAMcavuM. 1. adhyAtmakalpadruma - motIcaMda giradhara kApaDiyA adhi. 1, zloka 11 thI 16. 2. zrI zAMtasudhArasa - motIcaMda giradhara kApaDiyA praka. 13 - 14 - 15 - 16 3. zrI yogazAstra (hemacaMdrasUri ma.)- prakAza- 4 tho, lo. 117 thI 121 A rIte A graMthomAMthI uparanA zloko judA lakhI laI mukhapATha karI roja sAmUhika pATha karavo jarUrI che. je saMbaMdhI rUbarU vAta. sAgara jaina upAzraya, pATaNa 15-4-83, caitra su. 2, zukravAra jIvana zaktionA vaheNane saMskAronI dizAmAMthI vALI paramAtmAnI AjJA tarapha vALavuM tenuM nAma sAdhanA che. tame puNyazALI cho ke nAnI vaye paNa tamone sAdhanAno mArga maLyo che, ane yathAzaktie amalamAM mUkavA tatpara banyA cho. bhAIlA! pANIne nIce vahetuM karavA kAMI prayatnanI jarUra nathI. e ApameLe ja game tyAMthI DhALa zodhI nIce vahevA mAMDe che. paNa tene UMce caDhAvavA ke uparanI tarapha laI javA satata prabaLa puruSArthanI jarUra paDe che, tema jIvana zakitao = Indriyo - buddhi - mana - vicAro Adi anAdikALanA abhyAsathI upajelA azubha saMskAronA DhaLANa tarapha ApoApa vagara zIkhavA vahevA mAMDe che. paNa paramAtmAnI AjJA e uparanI dizA che. cAlu - rAbetA karatAM viziSTa prayatnabaLe jIvana zakitao viveka, vinaya, sadAcAra, namratA, Atmazuddhi, jJAnIonI sevA, paropakAra Indriyadamana Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA AdirUpe upara laI javAnI hoya che. tene mATe ApaNe jIvana zaktione kRtajJatA - vinItatA - paramArthavRtti, sarvajIvo sAthe maitrIrUpa pAIpa naLanA phITIMga dvArA AjJA pAlananI tatparatA rUpa Dabala horsa pAvaranI moTarathI upara laI javA prabaLa puruSArtha karavo paDe che. eTale AjJApAlananI moTara to tamArAmAM puNya baLe cAlu thaI gaI che. vacce kayAMka khoTakAya che, chatAM mikenIkala agavaDo dUra thatAM punaH phaTaphATa cAle che. puNyavAno, have maitrIbhAvanI pAIpa phiTIMga sarvaprathama karavAnI jarUra che. pachI to phiTIMgamAM velDIMga - sku vagere rUpe vinItatA, kRtajJatA, paramArthavRtti Adi to tamArI pAse che ja. mAtra maitrIbhAva (enA peTAmAM karuNA, guNAnurAga ane mAdhyacya A traNe tamArI pAse che ja) ne taiyAra karavAnI jarUra che. TUMkamAM jagatanA sarvajIvo ApaNI cetanA jevI ja cetanA dharAve che. te vicAra apanAvI janmojanmanI ghara karI gayela mAruM kAma thAo e tamannAne jarA nabaLI pADI jagatanA sarvajIvonuM kalyANa thAo. A bhAvanAnA prakAzamAM ApaNA mAthe Avela javAbadArIne adA karavAnA prayatnamAM ApaNA hAthe koInuM ahita ke ApaNA tuccha (!) lAbha khAtara koIne thatA nukasAnanI bedarakArI ghaTavA mAMDaze. A bIjAnAM sukha - duHkhanA vicAranI bedarakArI ghaTI ke turata maitrI bhAvanI pAIpalAIna UbhI thaI samaje. mATe bhAgyazALIo ! zrI navakAra gaNavA dvArA jIvanane zuddha nirmaLa banAvavAnA sadvicArane maitrIbhAvanA dharAtala para goThavavAnI jarUra che. eka muddAnI cIja khAsa gaMbhIratA sAthe samajavI jarUrI che ke, ApaNe jema duniyAnA sArA padArtho upara rAga ane ApaNane aNagamatA padArtho upara dveSa dharAvIe chIe. te rIte ApaNI aMdara ekabIjI khAsiyata paNa che. te e ke, ApaNane gamatAM mAtA-pitA-bhAI-bahena Adi kuTuMbIjano-mitro bhAIbaMdho tathA ApaNI IcchA pUrNa thavAmAM madadagAra bIjAo para hArdika rAgabhAva hoya che. temaja sAMsArika svArthanI duniyAmAM ADe AvanAra ane ApaNI IcchApUrtimAM ADakhIlI karanAra jIvo para ApaNe tIvra dveSabhAva dharAvIe chIe. AnAthI ApaNAmAM ajIva = jaDa padArtha prati rAga - draSanA bhAvathI baMdhAtAM karmo karatAM ApaNA jevA ja caitanyanA svAmI AtmAo prati AtmA tarIkenI oLakhANa yathArtha rIte na thaI hovAthI bhale ! amuka prati rAga karIe paNa te ApaNA paugalika bhAvanA poSaNanA mAdhyama tarIke. eTale AtmA tarIkenI pratIti temAM gauNa thAya che. vaLI jenA prati dveSa karIe tenA prati azubha saMkuleza bharyA vicArothI AtmAnA caitanyanA apamAnanuM bhayaMkara pApa thavAthI jIvo prati thatA rAgadveSa ApaNane vadhu karmonA baMdhanamAM phasAve che. AvI bhayaMkara bhUla maitrIbhAvanI keLavaNI na hovAthI anAdikAlathI karatA AvyA chIe. Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ triI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 13 A bhUlanuM parimArjana karyA vinA karAtI dharmanI ArAdhanA mAtra puNyano baMdha karAve paNa AtmAne nirjarAnA mArge laI jaI vizuddhinA paMthe na laI jaI zake. eTale maitrIbhAvanI keLavaNI karI jagatanA prANImAtra karmAdhIna che. ema samajI tenAthI ApaNuM sAruM thAya to te leNAdeNI - mArA gata janmanA puNyanA vipAkamAM te nimitta mAtra che. eTale tenA upara te tarIke rAgabhAva - premabhAva na karavo. te rIte jagatanA je jIvothI ApaNuM dekhItuM nukasAna kemake kharekhara to ApaNe ja ApaNA kharAba adhyavasAyothI ApaNuM nukasAna = karmanA baMdhanamAM phasAIne karIe chIe. jagatanA jIvo to mAtra nimitta bane che.) thatuM hoya to tyAM ApaNI leNAdeNI nathI- mArA gata janmanA puNyanI khAmI che. agara mArA pApano udaya che ke jethI huM tenI pAsethI sAruM meLavavAnA badale dekhItA nukasAnane meLavI rahyo chuM. e rIte ApaNuM bagADanAra jIvo tarapha paNa aMtaraMga dveSabhAva na thAya. paNa mArA pUrvanA pApakarmane bhogavavAmAM madadagAra - mitrarUpa che evo bhAva thAya eTale ApaNuM sAruM karanAra karatAM paNa nukasAna karanAra vadhu upakArI che ane jUnA pApakarmanA devAmAMthI choDAve che. AvA vicArone pradhAnapaNe sthAna ApavAthI Adarza maitrIbhAva keLavAya che. AvA maitrIbhAvanI ArAdhanA dvArA jIvanane unnatinA paMthe laI javAnI khAsa jarUra che. tenI keLavaNI mATe tame puNyAtmAo prayatnazIla thAo. Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA sAgara jaina upAzraya, pATaNa phIsutra 7, maMgaLavAra puNyavAno ! gayA patramAM jarA bhAre khorAka tamane pIrasAI gayo che. jarA UMDuM ciMtana karI barAbara vAgoLI haiyAmAM sthira karazo. eka bIjI vAta mahatvanI jaNAvyuM ke, A patra zreNI tamone gamI ke nahIM ? gamI to mAtra moghama zrI navakAra prati zraddhAthI ke kharekhara AMtarika jIvanazuddhinA dhoraNe kaMIka meLavyAnA saMtoSathI ? e jarA UMDANathI vicArI A patra zreNimAM rajU thatI vicAradhArAne jIvanamAM prekiTakala banAvavA tarapha jarUra mahattva Apazo. dainika vyavahAramAM maitrI, pramoda, karuNA, mAdhyathyane utAravA prayatnazIla banazo. huM - mAruMnI dIvAlone samajaNapUrvaka jarA aLagI haTAvI saMsAranA nAnA - moTA jIvo prati AtmIyatA keLavavA prayatna karazo. tenA TekAmAM dukhiyA jIvo prati karuNA (dhIThAIno abhAva - mAre zuM? enuM e jANe, evo bhAva na AvavA devo) temaja guNavAna - sukhI jIvone dekhI hAza - ema haiyAdhAraNa rUpa pramodabhAva ane chate sAdhane, chatI zakitae jIvanane vikAsanA paMthe na laI janArA temaja viparIta mArge cAlanArA prati hRdayanA UMDANamAMthI haze ! jIvamAtra karmasattAne AdhIna che. evA hArdika vicAraNAne dainika vyavahAru jIvanamAM mUrtasvarUpa banAvatA rahezo. temAMthI zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAmAM khUba umaMga Avaze. vicAromAM tAjagI raheze. A vAtane jarUra amalamAM mUkazo. have mULa vAta ke sarvajIvo sAthe maitrIbhAva nahIM keLavanAro AtmA mAtra potAno ja vicAra, potAnI sukhasagavaDano vicAra tema ja potAnA du:khonI gUMcamAMthI UMco nathI Avato. pariNAme duniyAnI saghaLI sArI cIjo prati mamatA, tRSNA, meLavavAnI lAlasA haiyAmAM tIvra khaLabhaLATa Ubho kare che. ko'ka bIjAne uttama cIjo maLe tenI IrSyA thAya che saravALe ApaNe tRSNAnI bhayaMkara, atRpti ane IrSAnI bhISaNa AgamAM phasAI jaIe chIe. paNa maitrIbhAvanA vikAsathI potAnI jAtane sukhI karavAnA vicAra gauNa banI duniyAnA Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA 15 nAnAM-moTAM anya prANIomAM rahela caitanyanI oLakhANa thavAthI teo paNa sukhI thAya e vicAra haiyAne bhayaMkara atRpti ane IrSAnI AgamAMthI bacAve che. bIjAM prANIone sukhI joI potAne AnaMda thAya eTale zoka-trAsa bhayamAMthI chUTe che. A rIte jIvanazuddhinA mULa maMtra tarIke maitrIbhAva keLavavo khUba jarUrI che. A maitrIbhAvane jIvanamAM TakAvI rAkhavA nIcenA 4 doSone jIvanamAMthI haTAvavA prayatna karavo. (1) potAnA sukhanI ja ciMtA. (2) bIjAnA sukhanI vicAraNAno abhAva. (3) potAnA aparAdhonI mAphI na mAMgavI. (4) bIjAnA aparAdhonI mAphI na ApavI. uparanA cAra doSo hakIkatamAM svArthavRttinA vikAsamAMthI Upaje che. mATe svArthanI jagyAe sarvajIvonA sukhanA vicArarUpa maitrIbhAva TakAvavA mATe nIce mujaba prayatna karavo ghaTe. (1) bIjAnAM sukhanI ciMtA ApaNA sukhanI ciMtA jeTalI ja darakAra rAkhIne karavI. (2) bIjAnAM du:khonA nivAraNa mATe ApaNA para AvI paDela duHkhane haThAvavAnI tamannA jeTalA umaMgathI prayatna karavo. (3) ApaNAthI bIjAnA nukasAnarUpa banatI bhUlonI mAphI jarUrI mAMgavI. (4) bIjA jIvo dvArA ApaNA nukasAnamAM pariNamatI bhUlone paNa aMtarathI mAphI ApavA tatpara rahevuM. uparanI cAra pravRttio sarvajIvo prati Adarza maitrIbhAva TakAvI zake che. vyavahAramAM paNa dosto sAthe bhAIbaMdhI kayAre Take che? (1) tenA sukha-du:khano vicAra karIe. (2) tenA para AvI paDela Ato haThAvavA ApaNe kharA dilathI mahenata karIe. (3) ApaNAthI thatI bhUlone svIkArI mAphI mAgavA taiyArI. (4) bhAIbaMdha taraphathI kadAca koI bhUla thaI jAya to "haze! kaMI vAMdho nahIM" ema karI leTa-go karIe chIe. uparanA cAra vyavahAro jema dunyavI bhAIbaMdhI TakAvavA jarUrI che. te rIte sarvajIvo sAthe maitrIbhAva TakAvavA upara jaNAvyA mujabanA cAra prayatno karavA ghaTe. A vinA ApaNe jagatanA jIvo prati AMtarika maitrIbhAvano saMbaMdha jALavI na zakIe. A rIte tamo tamArA jIvanamAM bhAIbaMdhI TakAvavAnA jagaprasiddha cAra prakAro (je ApaNA jIvanamAM che ja)braoNDa = vyApaka banAvI jagatanA sarva jIvo sAthe AvA ucita vyavahArone apanAvI aMtarane rAgAdi dUSaNothI alipta banAvo e aMtara kAmanA. Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA b, sAgarano upAzraya, pATaNa caitra su. 11, zukravAra gayA patromAM jIvanazuddhi mATe jarUrI mULabhUta pAyA samI maitrIbhAvanAnI vAta vicArI. tene tamo yathAyogya samajI vicArI amalamAM mUkavA prayatna jarUra karazo. have maitrIbhAva jema jema ApaNAmAM vikase tema tema jagatanA jIvonI duHkhI paristhiti nihALI ApaNA aMtaramAM karUNAno srota vahe ja, te karuNA eTale zuM? te vicArIe. sAmAnyathI duHkha be jAtanAM, dravyadu:kha - bhAvadu:kha. dravyadu:kha = zarIra ane mana saMbaMdhI bhAvadu:kha = AtmAnA pariNAma - bhAvonI malinatA dravyaduHkhamAM zarIranAM duHkho, asAtA vedanIya karmano udaya mukhya, te rIte mAnasika du:khamAM samajaNazakitanI ochAza mukhya hoya che. hakIkatamAM dravya du:kha dekhItuM bhAre lAge, paNa savivekanI hAjarIe te dravyadu:kha gauNa thaI jAya che. saMsAranAM badhAM duHkho savivekanI hAjarIe AtmAne pApakarmanA baMdhanathI choDAvanAra hoI sApekSa rIte eTalA bhayaMkara nathI, jeTalA bhAvadu:khane upajAvanAra avivekanI jeTalI bhayaMkaratA che. hakIkatamAM dravyaduHkha bhAvadu:khamAMthI Upaje che. je jIvanamAM aviveka na hoya to dravyaduHkhane denAra karma baMdhAya ja nahIM. tethI ApaNe puruSArtha avivekane haThAvavA karavo jarUrI che. kayo aviveka! mArAM ja duHkho dUra thAo evo vicAra avivekanuM phaLa che. jagatanA anyajIvo je duHkhI thaI rahyA che. tenA prati ApaNI upekSA e bhArobhAra avivekanuM svarUpa che. mATe maitrIbhAvamAMthI jagatanA prANImAtranAM duHkho dUra thAo evI bhAvanA, yathAzaya rIte duniyAnA jIvonAM du:khane dUra karavAnA prayatno tathA ApaNAthI teone duHkha na thAya tevo puruSArtha karavArUpe karuNAbhAvanA jIvanamAM apanAvavI joIe. Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvacaMdrikA ApaNe ApaNA ja duHkhone haThAvavAnI gaDamathalamAM rahIe chatAM evuM kayAreya banavuM zakaya nathI ke dravyadu:kha saMpUrNapaNe TaLI jAya, ane ApaNane dravyadu:khano ja Dara vadhu satAve che. bhAvaduHkhono vicAra paNa ApaNe karI zakatA nathI. bhAvadu:kha mULamAMthI cAlyuM jAya e saMbhavita nathI. eTale ApaNAM dravyadu:khone kADhavAnI mathAmaNamAM bIjI jIvonAM duHkhono vicAra karI zakatA nathI. UlaTAmAM ApaNAM du:khone haThAvavAnI ghelachAmAM kayAreka aneka anya jIvone ApaNI pravRttiothI du:kha thavA pAme che. enA prati bedarakAra banIe chIe. pariNAme pApakarma baMdhAya che, ne vadhu dravyadu:khanI jALamAM phasAIe chIe. AvuM anAdikALathI cAlyuM Ave che. have Ano upAya eka ja ke- bIjAnAM duHkho TALavA mATenA sadvicAro tadanukULa yathAzakaryo prayatnothI ApaNI jAtane sadAcAra - saMyamanA paMthe vALI jUnA pApakarma ke jenA udayathI ApaNe dravyaduHkhanI jALamAM phasAyA chIe teno kSaya thavA pAme che. ane bIjAnAM du:khone TALavAnA vicArothI navuM utkRSTa puNya baMdhAya che. pariNAme jIvanazuddhino rAjamArga te puNyanA sahAre maLe che. A rIte karuNA ArAdhaka AtmAo mATe pradhAna kartavya bane che. A vinA zrI navakArano ArAdhaka potAnI jAtane dravya-bhAvadu:khanA sakaMjAmAMthI choDAvI na zake. A karuNAnA vikAsa mATe paropakAra, svArthatyAga, dayA, udAratA, dAkSiNya, paramArthavRtti Adi guNonA vikAsanI khAsa jarUra che. karuNAnA be bheda che. dravyakaruNA - bhAvakarUNA dravyakaruNA - dukhiyA jIvone tAtkAlika rAhata ApanArA AhAra, vastra, davA AdithI tAtkAlika rAhata pahoMcADavI. bhAvakaruNA - dukhiyA jIvonAM duHkhone upajAvanAra viSama pApakarmonA baMdhanamAMthI teo mukata thAya evI viziSTa bhAvanA ane tadanurUpa teone upadeza, samajAvaTa Adi dvArA pApa pravRttimAMthI bacAvI sanmArge caDhAvavA jethI teonAM du:khano kAyamI nAza thAya. jIva mAtra prati bhAva karaNA to jALavavI ja, avasare avasare yathAzakaya dravyakaraNA paNa AcaravI paNa dravyakaruNA bhAvakaruNA vagaranI na thavI joIe e khAsa dhyAna rAkhavAnI jarUra che. Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanacaMdrikA J) STUS sAlvIvADo, jaina upAzraya, trikorIyuM. caitra su. 14, guruvAra A vakhate ajJAta kAraNosara patra moDo mokalAya che. gayA patramAM karuNAno vicAra karela. havenA patramAM pramodabhAvanI vAta vicArAya che. jIvamAtra prati AtmabhAvanI keLavaNIrUpa maitrI bhAvanA vikAsamAMthI duniyA chavo prati karUNA bhAvanA, tema sukhiyA ane guNiyala vyakti tarapha hArdika AnaMdarUpa pramodabhAvanA pragaTe che. A rIte maitrIbhAvanA prakarSamAMthI pramodabhAvanI utpatti jANavI. A pramodabhAvanA AdhAre bIjA jIvone sukhI ke guNiyala joI aMtaramAM ISya-asUyAno bhAva na Upaje. sukhiyA mANasonI IrSyA ane guNIyala mANaso prati asUyA e kharekhara jIvananI adhama kakSA sUcave che. kema ke ISya-asUyA vadhe eTale bIjA jIvo tarapha pramodabharI bhAvanAnA badale adekhAImAMthI bIjAnA guNomAM paNa doSanI kalpanA thavA mAMDe, pariNAme bIjA jIvonA guNonI anumodanA thatI nathI. tenA sukhanI IrSyAthI ApaNA haiyAmAM baLatarA janme che. pariNAme ApaNe duHkhI thaIe chIe. Ano eka mAtra upAya pramodabhAva. eTale mArA jevA jagatanA bIjA jIvo sukha pAme to jema mane sukha vahAluM che tema bIjAone paNa A sukha maLavAthI keTalI zAMti thatI haze enI kalpanAthI bIjA jIvonI sukhI avasthA joI ApaNe paNa AnaMdita thaIe. A rIte bIjA guNiyala jIvonA guNonI anumodanA satata vadhavAthI ApaNAmAM guNAnurAga prabaLa thAya che. pariNAme te te guNanuM athANuM agara te te guNonI sanmAnavRtti vadhe che. jo ApaNe bIjAnA guNane jANIe-oLakhIe nahIM ke jANavAnI darakAra na rAkhIe athavA jANyA chatAM te prati Adara-sanmAnanI bhAvanA na jAge to hakIkatamAM ApaNe kadI guNanI prApti karI zakatA nathI. Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvacaMdrikA A rIte bIjA sukhI jIvonI hArdika zAMtine jANe nahIM. jANavA prayatna na kare ane jANyA pachI tenAthI pote rAjI na thAya. to ApaNane paNa sAcI cittazAMti prApta thatI nathI. kharekhara guNI AtmAnA bahumAna vinA guNanI prApti saMbhavita nathI. te mujaba bIjA sukhiyA jIvonA sukhane joI ApaNe AnaMdI na banIe to ApaNane kadI sAcI cittazAMti maLatI nathI. have sukha be prakAranA - Atmika ane viSayonuM. pAMca IndriyonA viSayothI je sukha - AnaMda maLavAnI mAtra brAMti thAya che. paNa hakIkatamAM te AnaMda kSaNika ane apathya AhAranI jema pariNAme bahu anartha upajAve che. tethI saMsAranA pAMca IndriyonA sukhane meLavanArA jIvone joI vadhu AnaMda na pAmavo, UlaTuM teonI bhAvadayA ciMtavavI ke bicArA! pariNAme durgatinA kevAM duHkha pAmaze. kharekhara sukha to AtmAnuM - ke je sAcI samajaNa-vicAraNAmAMthI Upaje che. te ekAMta hitakArI ane pathya AhAranI jema zAzvata sukha-AnaMdanI anubhUti karAvanAra che. A Atmika sukha jema jema rAga - dveSa - moha ke ajJAna ghaTe viveka, vinaya, sadAcAra ane paropakAra vRtti vikase, tema tema sAcI samajaNa vadhavAnA AdhAre aMtarano AnaMda vadhe che. tethI mahApuruSo - paramAthI sajjano ane munionA jIvanamAM Atmika sukhanI mAtrA vadhatI hoya che. to mahAmuniothI te TheTha samyakatvI-mArgAnusArI jIvo sudhInA AtmAo mohanA ghaTADAnA AdhAre sAcI samajaNa - vivekabuddhinA vadhArAthI AMtarika Atmika AnaMdanI anubhUti kare che. te badhAno AMtarika sukho ane guNonA vikAsane joI ApaNe khUba AnaMdita thaIe te pramodabhAvanA che. A pramodabhAvanA prakaTa karavAnAM traNa sAdhana che. mana - vacana - kAyA. manathI A badhA prati hArdika bahumAna, vacanathI AvA puNyAtmAonI guNAnurAgabharI prazaMsA, kAyAthI A badhA puNyAtmAone vaMdana, namaskAra, vinaya, bhakita, Adara vyakata karavo. - A jAtanA guNiyala AtmAo prati sva-para-ubhaya kRta-vaMdanAdi dvArA ApaNI saghaLI Indriyo dvArA harSanuM vyatIkaraNa te pramodabhAvanI parAkASThA che. zrI navakAranA ArAdhaka tarIke dareka puNyavAne bIjAnA sukhane dekhI aMtaramAM harSa - AnaMdanuM vyakatikaraNa temaja bIjAnA guNo joI aMtara AnaMda - harSollAsathI nAcI UThe tevA pramodabhAvane keLavavAnI khAsa jarUra che. aMtaramAM viveka baLe A jAtanA ciMtananuM baLa keLavavAthI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA jApamAM apUrva AnaMda Upaje che. Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA ka sAgarano upAzraya, pATaNa ra9-4-83, caiva2, budhavAra vi. ArAdhanAnA paMthe vicAradhArAnuM zodhana jarUrI che. vicAradhArA sudharyA vinA jIvana sudhare nahIM. jIvana sudharyA vinA ArAdhanA saphaLa na gaNAya. tethI vicAromAM rahela rAga-dveSa ane ajJAnanA saMskAro TALavA jarUrI gata patra naM.-8mAM maitrI Adi bhAvonI vicAraNA zarU karI che. gayA patramAM jagatanA jIvone sukhiyA joI IrSyA na karavI temaja bIjA guNiyala jIvone joI haiyAmAM AnaMdollAsa thavAnI vAta jarUrI batAvI che. A patramAM duniyAnA jIvomAM guNiyala jIvonI saMkhyA jUja hoya. paradroha - paropakAra - ane SaniMdA ane bhayaMkara durguNovALA jIvo ghaNA hoya. te badhAne joI ApaNe je tiraskAra ke ghaNAnA paMthe vaLI jaIe to ApaNI cetanAno vikAsa na thavA pAme, tethI A patramAM mAdhyacyA bhAvanA - ke je ArAdhanAnA paMthe khUba jarUrI che teno vicAra karavAno che. AkhA jagatanI paTalAI karatAM ApaNe ApaNuM khoI besIe chIe te sthitimAMthI bacavA mAdhyacya bhAva khUba jarUrI che. jagatanA jIvomAM keTalAka mUDha jIvo evA paNa hoya che ke jemane potAnA durguNonuM bhAna na hoya - bhAna hoya chatAM kadAca te durguNonI pakakaDamAMthI chUTe tevA na hoya. evA jIvone joI sahaja rIte manamAM roSa pragaTe - te roSa na pragaTavA devo ane jIva karmAdhIna che. e bicAro karmasattAthI jakaDAyela che. bicArAne sadabuddhi thAo, enAM duSkarmono nAza thAo evI jAtanI vicAraNAthI sAdhanApaMthe cAlanArA puNyAtmA bIjAnA durguNonI paMcAtathI potAnuM gumAvatA nathI. A jAtanI manovRttinI keLavaNI tenuM nAma mAdhyacya bhAvanA. jevI rIte pArakAnA asAdhya doSo ke vikRta durguNo prati upekSAbhAva keLavavo jarUrI che te rIte jIvanamAM puNyanA yoge maLI AvatAM kSaNika tuccha Indriyajanya sukho prati upekSAbhAva vairAgya baLe - pariNAma viralatAnA vicAranI daSTie keLavavo jarUrI che jethI jagatanAM sukhonuM AkarSaNa ArAdhaka puNyAtmAne naDe nahIM. saMsAranAM sukha pariNAme durgatimAM laI janAra che. tethI jharamizrita mIThAInI jema saMsAranAM sukho upekSaNIya che. e bhAva keLavavo paNa jarUrI che. Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA thavA . . * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * saMsAranA sukhonI kSaNikatA, pariNAma - kaTutAnA vicArathI sAco vairAgya ane mAdhyayya bhAva pragaTe che. vadhumAM ema paNa samajAya che ke A jagatanA sacetana ke acetana padArtho mArAM sukha-duHkhanA kAraNa nathI paNa te padArtho prati UpajatA rAgadveSanAM pariNAmo mArA sukha-du:khanAM kAraNa che. eTale mArI potAnI ajJAnadazAthI UpajatA rAgadveSanAM pariNAmo ja mane sukhI-du:khI banAve che. ethI jagatanA sArA-khoTA padArtho prati kudaratI mAdhyacya bhAva keLavAI jAya che. A rIte maitrI, karuNA, pramoda ane mAdhyazmabhAvano TUMkamAM 7 patromAM vicAra karyo. ekaMdare AkhI TUMkI phaLazruti A pramANe che. maitrIbhAvanI keLavaNIthI . . . . . . . . . IrSAbhAva karaNAbhAvanI keLavaNIthI . . . . . . . . . . . . * * * * . . . . . drohabhAva pramodabhAvanI keLavaNIthI. . . . . . . . . . * * * * * * . . . asUyAbhAva mAdhyazmabhAvanI keLavaNIthI . . . . . . . . * . . . krodhabhAva. AtmAmAMthI chUTe che. IrSA = adekhAI drioha = bIjAne nukasAna pahoMcADavAno bhAva. asUyA = guNamAM doSadaSTi. krodha = potAne thatuM nukasAna bIja upara oDhADavAno bhAva. A cAra bhAvanAone vAraMvAra vicAraNA ane manananA baLe jIvanamAM apanAvavA jevI che. mahApuruSo paNa A 4 bhAvanAonA baLe ja jIvanane udAtta banAvI zakayA che. tamo zrI navakAra mahAmantanA ArAdhaka tarIke Adarza jIvana keLavavA A 4 bhAvanAonuM baLa satata vadhAro e maMgaLa kAmanA... Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 22 p 10 sAgarano upAzraya, pATaNa 2-5-83, cai 10 5 gata 7 patromAM pIrasAyela maitrI Adi 4 bhAvanAnI vAto khUba ja prAthamika ane ArAdhanAnA pAyA samI che. paNa mane jANavA maLyuM che ke, tamone saMsAranI nizALanI bArAkhaDInA akSarorUpa maitrI Adi 4 bhAvanAonI bArAkhaDI agharI paDe che. rUbarU AnI vicAraNA karavI jarUrI che. te to tame traNe sAthe Avo tyAre thAya. bhale ! have haLavI vAto patrathI rajU karavA icchA che. meM = eTale mana ane tra = eTale trANa-rakSaNa kare-bacAva kare te maMtra. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra e rUDha nAma che. sauthI pahelA patramAM zrI navakAranAM cAra nAmo jaNAvela temAM chelluM rUDha nAma zrI navakAra maMtra che. tenuM rahasya jarA samajAvuM. maMtra zabdamAM meM ane tra be akSara che. - zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA eTale mananuM rakSaNa kare te maMtra. mananuM rakSaNa karavuM eTale virodhIonA AkramaNanI asara na thavA devI to ApaNA mananA kharekhara sAcA - mAlikarUpa AtmAnI unnati sadvicAro sadAcArothI thAya e vAstavika svarUpa che. paNa janma-janmAMtaranA saMskAro-dunyavI padArthonI moha-mAyAnA saMskAro mana para khoTA vicAro, khoTI vANI ane khoTA AcAro rUpe hallo kare che. paNa temAM bhaLe tyAre. R jethI mana potAnA mAlika = AtmAnA unnatinA kAmamAM lAgavAnA badale azubha saMskAronA AkramaNathI UpajatA durvicAro, kharAba vANI, kharAba AcAromAM parovAI jaI karmanA DhagalA lAvI AtmA para khaDakavAnuM kAma mana dvArA thAya che. eTale jJAnIo manane azubha saMskAronA AkramaNathI bacAvanAra te zAzvata paramazakitazALI akSaronA jaththAne maMtra kahe che. A akSaronA jaththArUpa maMtranI supara kavoliTI kayAre thAya ? jyAre ke namaskArano bhAva ApaNe jagatanA vyavahAramAM je kaMI pravRtti manathI, vacanathI ke kAyAthI karIe te badhI ahaM-mamanA doravAyA karIe chIe. eTale ApaNe ahaM bhAva-ahaMkAranI keLavaNI taLe chIe, tethI azubha saMskAro kheMcAIne AvI AtmA para azubha karmonA khaDakalA thApe jAya che. tethI ThaMDInI virodhI garmI, AganuM virodhI Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA pANInI jema ahaMbhAva - ahaMkAranuM virodhI tatva namaskAra che. ahaMbhAva namratAthI zame, to konA tarapha namavuM? ApaNA ja AtmAnI vizuddha pAMca avasthAo che. sAdhupaNuM, upAdhyAyapaNuM, AcAryapaNuM, arihaMtapaNuM, ane siddha = mokSAvasthA jema khANamAMthI nIkaLela sonuM rAsAyaNika dravyothI mATImAMthI juduM paDI vIMTI, kaDuM, poMcI, nekalesarUpe ghaDAya che paNa sonA tarIke badhAmAM ekarUpatA che. te rIte karmarUpa mATImAM Avela AtmArUpa sonuM dharmakriyAo, sadAcAra, pravRttirUpa rAsAyaNika kriyAothI zuddha thavA rUpe dhIme dhIme zrAvakapaNAmAMthI sAdhupaNuM Ave. pachI mohanIya karma thoDuM khase tyAre upAdhyAyapaNuM Ave, vaLI vadhu mohanIyakarma khase tyAre AcAryapaNuM Ave. vaLI sarvotkRSTa rIte jagatanA badhAnA kalyANanI bhAvanAnA ucca pagathAre pahoMcIe eTale arihaMtapaNuM Ave ane saghaLAM karmonAM baMdhano aLagAM thaI jAya eTale AtmA pUrNa svarUpI thaI siddhigatimAM, mokSe pahoMcI jAya. eTale navakAramAM zarUnAM pAMca padomAM je pAMca parameSThIo che te ApaNA ja AtmArUpa sonAnA judA judA ghATa che. zAstramAM Ane paryAya kahe che. eTale manane azubha saMskAronA AkramaNathI bacAvanAra akSaronA samUhane maMtra kahevAya. paNa kayo akSara-samUha ApaNA manane bacAve te samajavA maMtranI pAchaLa namaskAra = navakAra zabda kahyo. eTale AtmAnI zuddha avasthA rUpa pAMca paryAyone najara sAme rAkhI AvI pAMca avasthAo mAre meLavavA jevI che tethI te pAMca avasthA tarapha namratAno bhAva jema jema vadhe tema tema ahaMkAra = AhaMbhAva ogaLe, tethI azubha vicAro, azubhavANI ane azubha AcAronuM AkramaNa ghaTe. eTale jema jema navakAra gaNIe tema tema aMtaramAM AtmAnI vizuddha pAMca avasthArUpa paMcaparameSThI tarapha ApaNI namratA vadhe. manamAM ema thAya- mAre puruSArtha karI A krame paraMparAe siddha thayuM che. A jAtanA saMkalpathI mananuM azubha vicAro AdithI kharekhara rakSaNa thAya che. mATe zrI navakAramaMtra e rUDha nAma khUba ja arthapUrNa che. Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA che STT sAgara upAzraya, pATaNa cai, vaha 8, guruvAra vi. gayA patramAM zrI navakArane maMtra tarIke manane azubha vicArothI bacAve te rUpe vicAraNA karela. eTale jema jema navakAra gaNIe tema tema ApaNA haiyAmAM jAmI gayela rAgAdinA saMskAro sAbunA ghasArAthI jema mela UkhaDe tema navakAranA vyavasthita jApathI UkhaDavA mAMDe. eTale ja zrI navakAra gaNanAra vinayI, vivekI, jijJAsu Adi guNavALo banato jAya. kema ke mohanIya karmathI ja ApaNAmAM uddhatAI, svacchaMdatA, aviveka, kadAgraha, ane vicAronI pakakaDa Upaje che. mATe jema jema navakAra gaNatA jaIe tema tema ApaNAmAM vinaya, viveka, madhyasthatA, jijJAsu bhAva vadhavo joIe. paNa navakAra gaNavA zI rIte? te khAsa samajavA jevuM che. sthAna, samaya, ane saMkhyAnuM dhoraNa ekadhAruM, cokakasa rAkhavuM jarUrI che. eka ja sthAne (kadAca ko'ka prasaMge bahAragAma javuM paDe to nakakI karela kaTAsaNA upara) eka ja samaye - sAmAnyathI savAre 4 thI 7no uttama samaya. 7 thI 10no samaya paNa laI zakAya. rAtre sUryAsta pachI 1 kalAka bAda. rAtre 10 pachI nahIM. AvA niyata karela samayane cokakasa rAkhavo. saMkhyA eTale zrI navakAra ochAmAM ochA 3 thI zarUAta karavI, pachI 5, 7, 9, 11, 15, 18, 21, ane ra7, 36, 41, 54, 63, 72, 81 pachI 18. A kramathI gaNAya. je saMkhyA zarU karI te ja jALavI rAkhavI. AgalI saMkhyA zarU karyA pachI pAchalI saMkhyAno jApa na karAya eTale saMkhyA cokakasa rAkhavI. ra7 navakAra sudhI je trikAla jApa karavAmAM Ave to vadhu lAbha thAya. trikALa eTale savAre 6-00, bapore 12-00, sAMje 6-00 A TAIme game tyAM paNa mAnasika jApa karI levo. vastrazuddhi bahu Avazyaka nathI, vaLI sthAna kadAca na jaLavAya to samaya jarUra jALavI levo. koI evA prasaMge agara prAraMbhakALamAM samaya yAda na Ave to jyAre yAda Ave tyAre saMkhyAnuM dhoraNa jALavI levuM. Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA eTale jaLavAya to sthAna, samaya, ane saMkhyA traNe jaLavavAM, paNa kayAreka traNe na jaLavAya to samaya, saMkhyA, be khAsa jALavavAM. kadAca te paNa na jaLavAya to saMkhyA to jarUra jALavavI. manamAM bedarakAra na banavuM ke have bhUlI gayA, samaya nathI jaLavAyo to kaMI nahIM, kAle Dabala gaNIzuM, evo bhAva jApanI zakti ghaTADI de che. mATe bane to sthAna, samaya, saMkhyA, te na bane to samaya, saMkhyA, te paNa na bane to chevaTe saMkhyAnuM dhoraNa to jarUra jALavavuM ja. je saMkhyAe jApa zarU karyo hoya teTalo karI levo jarUra - divasa khAlI na javo joIe. A prakAranA niyatIkaraNathI jApamAM niraMtaratA vadhe che, ethI zaktinAM dvAra khUle che. paMkacyuyAlITI niyamitatA kaMTinyuTI - niraMtaratA Ave. zakitanA bhaMDAranAM dvAra kholavAnI A cAvIo che. zrI navakAranA ArAdhake A be mATe khUba ja prayatnazIla rahevuM. A aMge vadhu vicAraNA have pachI. pl 12 25 F sAgara upAzraya, pATaNa 9-5-83, cai 10 12 zrI nama mahAmaMtra aMgenI patramALA tame umaMgathI guru-zanivAre traNe joDe maLI ne vAMco cho - carcA-vicAraNA paNa karo cho. e jANI khUba AnaMda. = Aje AkhA saMsAramAM manajIbhAInuM sarvatra svataMtra rAjya cAlu che. tenA dabANa taLe nAnA moTA sahu che. hakIkatamAM AtmA e zeTha che. tenA nImelA manajI mahetA che. tenA hAtha nIce pAMca indriyo gumAstA tarIke che. ApaNA AtmAe potAnA mULabhUta svarUpane vIsarI jaI saMsArI sukhonI kSaNika vAsanA-kAmanAne AdhIna banI karma sAthe bhAIbaMdhI bAMdhI AjanI paribhASAmAM jIvarAma karamacaMdanI Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA peDhI anAdikALathI kholI che. tenA heDamunima tarIke manajIbhAIne besADyA. tenA hAtha nIce pAMca Indriyo gumAstA tarIke nakakI karyA. paNa anAdikALathI ApaNI A bhAgIdAranI peDhI nukasAnImAM ja cAle che, kema ke ApaNo bhAgIdAra karamacaMda evo jabaro, cAlAka, svArtha-paTu ane cabarAka che, ke teNe potAnA ja mANasone peDhInA saMcAlaka tarIke mukhya mahetAjI ane gumAstA tarIke rAkhyA che. AtmArAma zeTha evo beparavA, bephikaro ke kayAreya potAnI peDhInA thAvaro - rojameLa jeto nathI. caitanyazaktinI badhI mUDI AtmAnI, te mUDI to cabarAka bhAgIdAra ane Indriyo dvArA khoTe raste kharcAvI nukasAnImAM peDhI DubAvI rahyA che. karamacaMde potAnA maLatiyA manajI mahetA keTalIya vAra nAdArImAM A peDhInA kuracA uDI gayA. pariNAme AtmAne naraka-nigoda-tiryaMcanA bhavamAM aneka nAnAvidha viTaMbanAo bhogavavI paDI che. chatAM AtmArAma zeTha A cabarAka karamacaMde pIvaDAvela mohanI madirAnA rasamAM bhAna bhUlI pharIthI AkhI peDhIno dora te ja badamAza manajI ane indriyonA hAthamAM soMpe che. pariNAme AtmA keTalIka vAra devALuM kADhI naraka-tiryaMca-nigodanA kedakhAnAmAM sabaDe che. AvI sthiti anaMtajJAnIoe nihALI, tethI parama karuNA karI manajI mahetAnI zaktine nAthavA AtmAne sAvaceta karyo. bIjuM kaMI nahIM - anaMtajJAnIoe AtmAne sAvaceta karyo ke mana ane Indriyo para kAbU rAkhavo, teo potAnI meLe kaMI na kare, AtmArAma zeThane pUchIne badhuM karavAnI maryAdA goThavavI. pariNAme manane AtmA tarapha vALavAthI mananI badhI zakita niyaMtrita thaI jAya, teno svachaMdavAda kAbUmAM AvI jAya, manane UMdhuM karIe eTale nama thAya. mana saMsAra tarapha vaLe che. eTale svacchaMdavAda vadhe che. paNa UlaTAvI tene AtmA tarapha vALIe eTale mana-nama banI jAya. pariNAme AtmA pote paramAtmAnI AjJA sAthe saMkaLAyela hoI AtmA paramAtmAnI AjJA tarapha namra bane, eTale mana-IndriyonI svacchaMda pravRttiono dhamadhamATa zamI ja jAya. eTale mananA dora pramANe cAlavuM tenuM nAma saMsAra !! nama = AzAnA dhoraNe cAlavuM tenuM nAma Atma vikAsa !!! ATalA mATe eka jJAnI puruSe kahyuM che ke manara = mana mujaba cAlavAno prayatna ApaNA saghaLAM duHkho-anarthonuM mULa che. ane namazaR = AjJA pramANe vRttione vALavAno prayatna Atma-vikAsanI saphaLa kaMcI che. Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA manAra thI karma baMdhAya namAra thI karma chUTe. manAr thI jIvana rAgAdi dUSaNothI kaluSita thAya. tamArI thI AtmA vivekazIla banI rAgAdi dUSaNothI rahita bane. eTale zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra ApaNA AtmArAma zeThanI anAdikAlIna gulAmInAM baMdhano toDanAra che. tethI ja te mahAmaMtra kahevAya che. gayA patramAM man = manane *= bacAve te maMtra 27 manane azubha vikalpo = rAgAdi dUSaNothI bacAve te maMtra. paNa A zrI navakAra to manane sarvathA kAbUmAM laI AtmA para vaLagela saghaLAM karmonAM AvaraNo khaseDavA samartha che. tethI tene mahAmaMtra kahyo che. jagatanA maMtro gaNavAthI tenA adhiSThAyaka deva - daivIne tyAM karaMTa pahoMce ane teo AvIne madada kare eTale Avela Aphata ke muzkelIthI mana je kharAba vicAronA cakrAve caDhyuM hoya temAM ghaTADo thAya. A bhAvamAM manane bacAvanAra tarIke jagatanA padmAvatI, aMbikA, cakezvarI, mANibhadra ane ghaMTAkarNa AdinA bIjAkSarone maMtra tarIke gaNyA che. paNa A navakAramAM koI deva-devInI upAsanA nathI, deva-devIne rAjI karavAno prayatna nathI-deva-devInI kRpAnI rAha jovAnI nathI. cAlu maMtromAM ApaNA puNyanI khAmI hoya to deva-devIne tyAM karaMTa na pahoMce - ane teo prasanna na paNa thAya. pariNAme gaNelA maMtro nakAmA paNa jAya. paNa zrI navakAra to Isa hAtha diyA, Isa hAtha liyA rokaDiyo che. AmAM koI deva-devI pAse bhIkha nathI mAMgavAnI, mAtra ApaNA AtmA paranAM karmonAM AvaraNa khase ke jhaLahaLATa sukha-zAMtino dariyo sAme che. temAM DUbakI mArI zAzvata AnaMda meLavI ApanAra zrI navakAra che. tethI tene mahAmaMtra kahela che. Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 maiM 13 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA sAgara jaina upAzraya, 15-5-83 vi. gayA patramAM zrI navakAra e maMtra kema ? ane mahAmaMtra kema ? teno amuka vicAra karela. paNa A vakhate eka navo muddo vicAravAno che ke jagatamAM sAmAnyathI jemAM OM hIM karlI zrIM Adi bIjAkSaro hoya tene maMtra kahevAya che. kA jyAre A zrI navakAramAM tevA koI bIjAkSaro nathI to tene maMtra maMtrAdhirAja zI rIte ? A prazna sahaja rIte Upaje tema che. teno khulAso e che ke, OM hIM zrIM kalIM e badhI maMtrazakitanI svIco che jenAthI bIjA cAlu akSaromAM maMtrazakitanA pravAhane prasArita karI zakAya che. paNa zrI navakAra to svayaM zAzvata anAdi kALathI viziSTa zuddha caitanya zaktinA pravAhathI bharapUra 68 varNothI banelo che. temAM koI svIca - baTananI jarUra nathI. mAtra ApaNA kanekazanane plaga dvArA joDavAnI jarUra che. eTale zrI navakAranI divya zakitao akhUTapaNe navakAranA ekeka akSaramAM pravAhita hoI tene bIjA maMtranI mAphka OM hauM zrIM kalIM jevA bIjAkSaro lagADavAnI jarUra nathI. A kAraNe ja zrI navakAra maMtrAdhirAja kahevAya che. khaLakhaLa vahetI nadInA pravAhamAM ilekTrisITIno pravAha bharelo ja che mAtra tene mUrtarUpa ApavA amuka mikenIkela mazInonI goThavaNa karavI paDe. zrI navakAra divya zakitaonA akhUTa srotathI bharelo che. ApaNe zaraNAgati dvArA negeTiva banIe to pojhITiva pAvara to zrI navakAramAM ghaNo bharyo che turata teno divya anubhava thAya ja. AvuM bIjA koI maMtramAM banatuM nathI. bIjA badhA maMtro to satata jApa = 12|| hajAra, 1| lAkha, 9 lAkha, 15 kroDa karIe eTale gharSaNa thavAthI vidyuta zakita Upaje tenAthI te maMtro prabhAvita thaI iSTasiddhidAyaka bane. zrI navakAramAM mAtra ApaNuM kanekazana zaraNAgatinA tArathI joDIe ke turata kaSAyonI zAnti, vAsanAnA AvegonI maMdatA, vinaya, viveka, sadAcAra AdinI sphUrti thavA ja mAMDe. A daSTie zrI navakAra maMtrAdhirAja gaNAya che. AvA zrI navakArane vadhu divyazakita saMpanna Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 29 rIte anubhavavA mATe nIcenI pAMca bAbatono khyAla saMpUrNa takedArIpUrvaka rAkhavAnI jarUra che. 1. niyata sthAna, 2. niyata samaya, 3. niyata dizA, 4. niyata mALA, 5. niyata saMkhyA, vivekapUrvaka A pAMca bAbato jALavavA Agraha rAkhavAthI trIje aThavADiye ja apUrva citta zAMti anubhavAya che. 1) je sthAna para zrI navakAra gaNavA zarU karyA, khAsa agADha kAraNa vinA te sthAna badalavuM nahIM. sthAnanI heraphera karavAthI maMtrajApa dvArA sarjeluM mAMtrika vAtAvaraNa DoLAI jAya. kadAca koka prasaMge sthAna badalavAnI jarUra paDe to eka zveta zuddha UnanuM Asana niyata rAkhyuM hoya to te Asana laI javuM, tenA upara besIne zrI navakArano jApa karavo jenAthI mAMtrika AMdolanonI yogya asara ApaNane maLI zake. 2) A pramANe samayanI cokakasAI paNa khUba mahattvanI che. jApa mATe sAmAnyathI savAre 4 thI 7 no samaya uttama che. 7 thI 10 savArano samaya madhyama che. bAkIno samaya kaniSTha che. A rIte rAtre sUryAsta pachI 1 kalAka bAda 10 sudhIno samaya zreSTha che. savAre 4 thI sUryodaya sudhIno samaya uttama che. A sivAya sAmAnyathI rAtre jApa ucita nathI. je samaye jApa zarU karyo hoya te ja samaya zakaya prayatna jALavI rAkhavo jethI te te AMdolanonI dhArI asara ApaNA caitanya upara vyavasthita rIte thaI zake. vAraMvAra samayamAM pherabadalI svacchaMdatAne vadhAre che ane azubha saMskArone kADhavAnuM kAma zabdazakita dvArA karavAnuM che, temAM cokakasa samaye jApathI UpajatAM tIvra AMdolanonI mahattA che. te thavA na pAme mATe samayanI cokakasAI jarUra jALavavI. 3) jApamAM savAre 4 thI sUryAsta sudhI - pUrva dizA sanmukha mukha rAkhI jApa karavo jarUrI che jethI AtmAnI zuddhimAM khUba jhaDapI vikAsa thAya. sUryAstanA eka kalAka pachI savAre 4 vAgyA pUrve - rAtre jApamAM uttara dizA sanmukha jApa karavo. vyavasthita rIte te te dizAomAMthI kosmika rejha-kiraNonI dhArI asara meLavI Atmazuddhi mATe dizAno viveka jALavavo khAsa jarUrI che. dizA mATe cokakasAI na rAkhanAra pazcima-dakSiNanA samaya phere azubha kiraNonI asara taLe jApa zakitanA vikAsanI bhUmikA meLavI na zake. UlaTuM kayAreka viparIta asara taLe Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30 sAdhaka potAnI ArAdhanAmAMthI bhraSTa thaI jAya che. mATe dizAno viveka jarUra jALavavo. 4) vaLI jApamAM mALA paNa cokakasa nakakI karelI eka ja rAkhavI. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA jenA para zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra gaNatA hoIe tenA upara bIjA koI deva-devInA maMtrano jApa na karavo. dareka jApanI varNazakitanI asara zrI navakAravALInA maNakA para thatI hoya che dhIme dhIme te asara gADhI thaIne ApaNA AMtaramananA vikArI tattvane khaseDavA mATe khUba ja upayogI nIvaDe che. vaLI mALA potAnI bIjAne gaNavA na ApavI, bIjAnI gaNelI mALAthI zrI navakArano jApa na karavo, kema ke darekanA mastiSkamAMthI bhinna bhinna prakAranI vicAra-vidyuta jApa vakhate bhinna bhinna rUpe prasaratI hoya che. tenI asara navakAravALInA maNakA para rahe che. A karaMTa C karaMTanI jema asaro judI judI, tema darekanA mohanA saMskAronI asara taLe mastiSkamAMthI bhinna bhinna rUpe vicAra vidyutanA taraMgo vahe, te badhA ekabIjAmAM mizraNa pAmI ArAdhaka puNyAtmAnI AMtara pravRttimAM sthAI bananAra jApanI asarane DoLI nAMkhe che. mATe mALA paNa niyata ja rAkhavI. 5) vaLI jApamAM saMkhyAnuM niyatIkaraNa eTale cokakasa saMkhyAthI karAto jApa viziSTa rIte zakitazALI banI game tevA aMtaranAM baMdhanone phagAvI nAMkhe che. jema ke mileTrInA sainikonA niyata paganA uThAva ke kadamanI milAvaTathI viziSTa vAtAvaraNa sarjAya che. kayAreka to moTA pulane paNa toDI nAMkhanAra te polIsonI kavAyata banI jAya che. phrAMsamAM I.sa. 1890mAM AvI ghaTanA thayela ke moTI nadI para te vakhatanA / / lAkhanA kharce taiyAra thayela navA pula para seMkaDo khaTArA vAhano moTaro cAlI chatAM je asara na thaI te asara traNa varSa pachI lazkarI TukaDInA kramabaddha kavAyata pramANe cha TukaDI pasAra thatAM ja pula vaccethI tUTI gayo. kaoNnTrAkaTara para kesa thayo, badhI rIte tapAsatAM nyAyAdhIzane kaMI paNa kaoNnTrAkaTaranI bhUla na lAgI, paNa chevaTe vaijJAnikanI madadathI sAuDa-zabdanI kramabaddhatAmAMthI UpajatI virATa zakitano khyAla AvatAM kaoNnTrAkaTarane nirdoSa choDI dIdho. paNa te pula parathI lazkarI TukaDIne pasAra na thavA devI. kadAca lazkarI javAno te pula parathI pasAra thAya to lephTa - rAITanI sisTamathI nahIM paNa sAmAnya mAnavInI jema cAlIne jAya Avo cukAdo Apyo. A uparathI niyata saMkhyA - cokakasa rIte karAto jApa keTalo zakitazALI che? te samajAze. arthAt ochAmAM ocho jApa 3 navakArathI zarU thAya. to pachI 3 navakAra ja roja niyata samaye gaNavA. ko'ka di traNa, ko'ka di 12, ko'ka di AkhI mALA Avo DhaMgaghaDA vinA mana mAnI rIte jApa karavAthI jApanI zakita AkhI DoLAI jAya. mATe je saMkhyAmAM jApa zarU karyo te ja cAlu rAkhavo. Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvacaMdrikA 31 AgaLa vadhyA pachI te saMkhyA ghaTADavI nahIM. 3 navakAra pachI 7, 9, 12, 27, 36, 41, 81, 18, A krame jApa vadhAravo. paNa AgaLa vadhyA pachI te saMkhyA pAchI ghaTADavI nahIM. AgaLa vadhyA pachI te saMkhyA jALavI rAkhavI. vadhArelI saMkhyA niyatapaNe jaLavAya tema hoya to ja saMkhyA vadhAravI. A rIte pAMca bAbatonI cokakasAIpUrvaka karAto jApa aMtaranI zakitaonAM dvAra kholI de che. game tevA viSama karmonA baMdhanane paNa toDI nAMkhe che. tame puNyazALI cho ke - AvA mahAmahimazALI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhaka cho. to uparanI pAMca bAbatomAM koI DhIlAza hoya to dUra karavA prayatnazIla thazo. 14 pATaNa 17-5-83 gayA patramAM zrI navakAra maMtrAdhirAja kema? ane tenA jApanI maryAdA viSe jaNAvela. Aje vicAra karavo che ke - zrI navakAramAM mahattva kone ? paMcaparameSThIone ke namaskArane? jagaprasiddha nAma zrI navakAra maMtra che. te sUcave che ke namaskAranuM mahattva che. ApaNAmAM vyApI gayela ahemamano bhAva agara ahaMkAra = bhautika padArthonI samRddhinuM abhimAna - jema jema ghaTe tema tema puNyavAna ArAdhaka potAnA jIvanane vadhu unnata banAvI zake. jagatamAM badhe zrI viSNave nama: zivAya nama:, zrI mahAvIrasvAmine nama: e rIte prathama jene namaskAra karAya tenuM nAma ane nama: pada chelle Ave che. paNa zrI navakAramAM no prathama Ave che ane jemane namaskAra karAya che te paMcaparameSThIo pachI Ave che. Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA eTale "koka prakhyAta vyaktinI nAtanA ame chIe" ema kahevAthI te vyakitanuM mahattva vadhe che ane pelA prakhyAta vyakti amArI nAtanA che ema kahevAthI ApaNI nAtanI kiMmata vadhe - pelI prakhyAta vyakti paNa amArI nAtanA che. A rIte mahAvIrasvAmIjIne namaskAra ke tIrthaMkarone namaskAra emAM mahattva prabhu mahAvIra ke tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnuM thAya che. paNa namaskAra thAo arihaMtone ema kahevAthI namaskAranuM mahatva vadhe che. ahIM khAsa vicAravAnuM e ke arihaMto vItarAga nirmohI eTale temane namyA to ya ThIka, na namyA toya ThIka. siddho to niraMjana - nirAkAra eTale teo zo lAbha ApaNane Ape ! AcArya-upAdhyAya-sAdhu e traNe to saMsArI che. prastha che, pote ja karmathI baMdhAyelA eTale temane namyAthI zo phAyado ? AvI vicAraNA eka taraphI UbhI thaI zake. to A pAMca parameSThIone namaskAra zA mATe? to eno khulAso e che ke pAMca parameSThIo kaMI ApaNAM karmanAM baMdhanone ukhADIne phagAvI de evA paramAtmAnA kartutvavAdamAM vizvAsa dharAvavo ucita nathI. paNa A pAMca parameSThIonA AlaMbane ApaNA adhyavasAyo - vicAro - bhAvanAomAMthI ahaM-mamanuM visarjana, rAga-dveSanI maMdatA ane saMkaliSTa pariNAmono ghaTADo thAya che. tenuM phaLa vinaya - namratA - Adarza namaskAra ApaNane maLe che. paNa paMcaparameSThIonA AlaMbanathI Avo namaskArano bhAva ApaNane Upaje che. mATe paMcaparameSThIo ApaNA mATe khUba ja AdaraNIya bane che. paMcaparameSThIonA badale kaMcana, kAminI, dhanavaibhava, kuTuMba, putra-putrI Adi kuTuMba, ke kAyAnA nimitte ApaNA adhyavasAyomAM rAga-dveSanI tIvratA thAya, aMtaranAM pariNAmomAM saMleza vadhe eTale aha-mama bhAva vadhe. pariNAme karmanAM baMdhano vadhe. paNa paMca parameSThIonA nimite ahaMbhAva-aha-mamanA vicAro ane rAga-dveSamAM ghaTADo thAya che. ane pariNAme utkRSTa guNAnurAga Upaje che ane vinaya - namratArUpa bhAvanamaskAra pragaTe che. eTale paMcaparameSThIonA nimitte Upajato Adarza bhAva namaskAra e ja ApaNA AtmAnI zuddhinuM pradhAna kAraNa che. mATe zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra kahevAya che. AvA zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranAM niyata sthAna, samaya ane niyata saMkhyAthI jApa karavAthI evuM divya vAtAvaraNa bane che - ke jenAthI AMtarika rAga-dveSanA viSama kaluSita paramANuonuM vAyu maMDaLa haTI jAya che. A aMge AjanA vijJAne paNa zabda zaktinA vividha prayogo karI evuM tAraNa kADhyuM che ke eka ja Asane, eka ja samaye, eka ja saMkhyAmAM phakata pAMca miniTa game te ISTa devatAnA maMtrano Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA jApa uccArapUrvaka karAya to 12 varSe tyAMnuM vAtAvaraNa evuM taiyAra thai jAya ke jethI te sthAna para game tevA krodhI, badamAza, lophara, lUMTArA - hatyArA, guMDAgIrI karanArAne tevA Asana upara mAtra besavAnuM kaho (game teTalI 5-25-50 ke 100 rUpiyAnI lAlaca ApIne paNa) ane te tyAM bese to phakata 1 / / miniTa 90 seMkaDa pachI te halakaTa mANasanA mukhamAMthI te game te dharmano - saMpradAyano haze to paNa tame je rAma, kRSNa, hari ke arihaMta jenA uccArapUrvaka jApa karyo haze te ja maMtra ke nAma prakaTa thavA mAMDaze. - A che maryAdApUrvaka karAyela jApanI tIvra asara. eTale zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra to anaMtAnaMta varNazakitathI bharapUra che. temAM to niyata samaya, niyatasthAna, niyata saMkhyAnA baLe TUMka samayamAM ja divya-atidivya AtmazakitaonA ojas anubhavavA maLe. 33 mATe pramAda, ALasa, upekSAne dUra karI, aMtarane zraddhAbhaktipUrvaka samarpita karI niyatasthAna, niyata saMkhyAe niyata samaye uccArapUrvaka jApa karavAthI divya atIMdriya Atmazakitano pratyakSa anubhava thaze. A anubhava satya che, jarUra tame paNa Ano svAda lo. Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 ph sAgara jaina upAzraya, pATaNa vi zrI navakAranA jApa aMgenI mAhitI gayA patramAM vicArI. have A zrI navakAranA jApanI asara zI thAya! e vicAravAnuM che. jIvanane DoLI nAMkhanArAM pAMca tattvo che. mithyAtva (gADha ajJAna) lobha mAyA mAna krodha 15 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA STU 19-5-83 A pAMca tattvothI jIvana kaluSita thAya che. zrI navakAramAM prathama je pAMca pado che. temAM sUcita pAMca parameSThIo A pAMca malina tattvone mULamAMthI haTAve che, kema ke arihaMtonA sarva hitakara upadezathI ApaNA aMtaranI ajJAnatAnAM paDala dUra thAya che temaja vivekanI jAgRti thavAthI rAga-dveSanI tIvratA haTe che. pariNAme mithyAtva ne TakAvanAra bhUmikA nabaLI paDI che. eTale arihaMtonA smaraNa - jApathI teonA upadezarUpa Agama- graMthonA zravaNa-manana-ciMtanathI ApaNuM mithyAtva-bhayaMkara ajJAna ogaLI jAya che. eTale arihaMto upadezanA mAdhyamathI ApaNA ajJAnana-mithyAtvarUpa mahAdUSaNane haTAve che. te rIte siddho parama zAzvatapada ajarAmara sthAnane pAmela hoI temanA svarUpano vicAra karavAthI jagatanI bhautika vibhUti-padArthonI sAhebIno lobha-spRhA-tamannA-jhaMkhanA mULamAMthI jAya che. eTale siddho lobharUpa mahAdUSaNane TALe che. A pramANe AcAryo ApaNA jIvanamAM AcAra pratiSThA karI sadAcAranA mAdhyamathI manamAM-vANImAM-vartanamAM bhinnarUpatA rUpI mAyA kapaTa-daMbha-prapaMca Adi durgaNone haTAve che. A rIte upAdhyAyo zAstra AgamanA paThana-pAThana adhyApana, zravaNa Adi dvArA ApaNAM aMtaranAM mohanA paDa ukheDI jIvanamAM vinaya-namratAno pAyo majabUta kare che. e rIte upAdhyAyo Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA '"mAna'' kaSAyane haTAvanAra bane che. te rIte sAdhuo kSamApradhAna jIvana jIvanArA sarva viSama saMyogomAM sahanazIlatAnI mAtrA TakAvI 'krodha' kaSAyane jIvanamAMthI haDaselI mUke che. A rIte - mithyAtvane 35 arihaMto siddho - lobhane AcAryo -- mAyAne - upAdhyAyo mAnane sAdhuo -- krodhane haTAvavA khUba ja upayogI bane che. A uparathI paMca parameSThIo vyakitarUpe mahAna chatAM temanA viziSTa guNa prati aMtaranI ApaNI dRSTi keLavAI na hoya to viziSTa guNAnurAga Upajato nathI. tethI paMcaparameSThIonA aneka guNo paikI eka-eka viziSTaguNanA smaraNapUrvaka tIvra guNAnurAga-daSTithI te parameSThIono jApa rAga-dveSane agara bhayaMkara mithyAtva, lobha, mAyA, mAna, krodharUpa pAMca durguNone haTAvavA khUba upayogI nIvaDe che. ethI paMcaparameSThIo karatAM temanA prati guNAnulakSI, vinaya, namratApUrvaka karAto namaskAra e Atmazuddhino pAyo che. mATe 'mo' pahelAM mUkayuM che. parameSThIo karatAM temane guNAnulakSI karAto namaskAra AtmazuddhinuM vadhu kAraNa che. e vAta dhyAnamAM levA jevI che. saMskAronI pakakaDa mithyAtvamAMthI UbhI thAya che ane lobha - mAna, mAyA tathA krodhathI majabUta thAya che. ArAdhaka puNyAtmAe saMskAronI pakakaDamAMthI chUTavuM khAsa jarUrI che. te mATe arihaMtAdi pAMce parameSThIone guNAnulakSI namaskAra karavo jarUrI che. A rIte zrI navakAra saMskAronI pakakaDa DhIlI karI jIvanazuddhinA rAjamArge ApaNI zakitaone AgaLa vadhavAmAM khUba ja sahayogI nIvaDe che. Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36 sd 16 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA bhAratI sosAyaTI, pATaNa 22-5-83, ravivAra vi zrI navakAra e mahAmaMtra che. eTaluM ja nahIM, maMtrAdhirAja che, kema ke bIjA maMtro to mAtra bhautika sAmagrI ApaNA puNyano udaya hoya to Ape che. ii paNa zrI navakAra to Atmika unnati ane Atma zakitanA vikAsanA paMthe ApaNI jAtane dhapAve che. eTale bhautika sAmagrI karatAM AtmazakitaonA vikAsanuM vadhu mahattva hoI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra ke maMtrAdhirAja gaNAya vadhu tarka saMgata che. vaLI bhautika sAmagrI paNa zrI navakAra bIjA maMtro karatAM vadhu cokakasAIpUrvaka sacoTa rIte Ape che. kema ke bIjA maMtro pUrvasaMcita puNyano udaya na hoya to phLatA nathI, tyAre zrI navakAra to pUrva saMcita puNya na hoya to guNAnurAgapUrvaka karAtA jApathI navuM puNya sarjAya che. puNyanA akhUTa bhaMDAro bharapUra thAya che. te rIte paNa zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra maMtrAdhirAja bane che. vaLI puNyodaya hoya paNa pApakarma-aMtarAya AdinI prabaLatA hoya to bIjA maMtro phLa nahIM, jyAre zrI navakAra to pApakarma aMtarAya AdinA udayane haTAvI rasto mokaLo karI Ape. A dRSTie paNa zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra maMtrAdhirAja gaNAya che. AvA zrI navakArane gaNanAro puNyAtmA kadI mAnasika rIte hIna hoI zake nahIM. tenA mAnasakSetramAM viziSTa, udAtta, paramocca Atmazakita saMpanna paMcaparameSThI prati viziSTa, udAtta guNAnurAga keLavAyela hoI apUrva pramodabhAvanI choLo UchaLatI hoya. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI advitIya vizeSatA e che ke tenA satata vidhipUrvakanA jApathI pAMce indriyo para kAbU meLavAya che kema ke, (1) arihaMto satata dezanA dvArA ApaNI zrotrendriyanA viSayarUpa zabdo prati AkarSaNane ghaTADe che. arihaMtono zabda 35 vANIguNavALo viziSTa pravacana dvAdazAMgIrUpe sarvahitakara AgamonI gUMthaNImAM gUMthAyela te zabdonuM zravaNa duniyAnA kSaNajIvI saMgIta - zRMgAranA poSaka zabdonI virUpatA - virasatA UpajAve che. Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA e rIte prathamapadanA jApathI zrotrendriyanA viSayarUpa zabda viSaya uparanI Asakita TaLe che. aMtaramAM guMjato Agamono ghoSa zabdanI Asakti ghaTADe che. (2) A rIte bIjA padanA jApathI siddhapadamAM je AtmAnuM advitIya zAzvata paramocca koTinuM svarUpa darzana thAya pachI jagatanA paudgalika uparathI sArA dekhAtA rUponI mohakatAno bhAva TaLI jAya che. 37 eTale bIjApadanA jApathI cakSurindriyanA rUpa viSayanuM jora nabaLuM paDe che. (3) A rIte trIjA padanA jApathI AcAryo eTale AcArapaMcakanA pAlanathI UpajatI sadAcAra-zIla sugaMdhIno anubhava thavAthI ghANendriyanA viSayarUpa tuccha prAtibhAsika sugaMdhI padArthonI kSaNajIvI mohakatAnI asara ghaTavA pAme che. (4) te rIte cothA padanA jApathI upAdhyAyo satata zAstranA AgamonA paThana - pAThananA zravaNa AdithI UpajatA adbhuta svAdhyAya rasanI pratIti karAvanAra banatA hoI bhojananA rasathALa = 32 prakAranA bhojananA svAda paNa phikakA lAgatA jAya che. svAdhyAya rasanI hiloLAbaMdha mastImAM duniyAnA uccakoTinA miSTAnna - amRtarasa ke divya bhojananA svAda paNa tuccha bhAse che. (5) A rIte pAMcamA padanA jApathI sAdhuonA uddAtta saMyamathI paripUta kAyAnA sparzathI ilekTrisITInI cuMbakIya asaranI jema saMsArI jIvo adbhuta saMyamanA uddAtta dhyeyanI najIka pahoMcavA mahApuruSa rUpa sAdhu bhagavaMtonAM pAda-caraNono sparza karI adbhuta AtmabaLa meLavI sparzanendriyanA viSayarUpa sparzanA, sukumAra mRdu zayyA AdinAM sukho paNa tuccha bhAse, temaja tenA bhayaMkara bhAvI vipAkonI vicAraNA sAdhubhagavaMtonA caraNasparzathI UpajatI vivekabuddhithI sparzendriyanI Asakitane DhIlI kare che. A rIte prathamapadanA jApathI zrotrendriyanA vikAro bIjApadanA jApathI cakSurindriyanA vikAro trIjApadanA jApathI ghrANendriyanA vikAro cothApadanA jApathI rasanendriyanA vikAro pAMcamA padanA jApathI sparzendriyanA vikAro DhIlA thAya che. A eka anubhava satya che ke - cha mahinA niyata samaye niyata sthAne niyata saMkhyAmAM traNa mALA gaNavAthI game tevA indriyonA prabaLa vikAro DhIlA thatA anubhavI zakAya che. jarUra tamo A prayoga amalamAM mUko evI mArI aMtaranI icchA. Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA che ST jaina upAzraya, UMjhA 4-6-83 vi. zrI navakAranA jApamAM lInatA vadhI haze. aMtaranA vicAronI sthiratAmAM vadhAro thayo haze. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI e apUrva vizeSatA che ke vicAronA utpatti sthAnamAM rahela malinatAnA maulika tattvone sahelAIthI ukheDe che. kemake vicAro mananI bhUmikAmAMthI UThe che paNa te bhUmikAmAM nIce preraka tatvarUpe aMtaramAM rahela rAga-dveSa ane mohanI vAsanA bharelI che. zrI navakAranA smaraNa-jApathI satata saMskAronA pAyA upara asara thAya che. saMskAronA pAyA rAga-dveSa-mohanI vAsanA che. zrI navakAra paMca parameSThIonA smaraNa ane guNa ciMtanarUpa hovAthI zrI navakAranA pavitra akSaro mohanA saMskArone DhIlA karI nAMkhe che, kema ke agni - pANI, ThaMDI - garamI, AdimAM jenuM baLa vadhe te bIjAne dabAvI de, tema moha ane mohanA kSayopazama ane 'kSaya' baMne paraspara virodhI che. jema jema parameSThIonA namaskAra rUpe mohanA kSaya ke kSayopazama karanAra zrI navakAranA akSaronuM baLa jApa dvArA vadhe tema tema mehanA saMskAro kSINa thatA jAya. A rIte ApaNA jIvananI zuddhi mATe zrI navakAra khUba ja upayogI che. kema ke rAga-dveSanA saMskAronA ghaTADA vinA jIvana zuddhi zakaya na bane ane zrI navakAranA anAdikAlIna zAzvatA akSaro ke jemAM mohanA saMskArone mULamAMthI ukheDI nAMkhavAnI ajaba-gajaba tAkAta che. te akSarono niyamita, vyavasthita jApa karavAthI agnithI jema lAkaDAM baLe, agara sAbuthI kapaDAno mela kapAya tema zrI navakAranA akSarothI AtmA para vaLagelA karmanAM anAdikAlIna paDaLo paNa ukhaDI jAya che. A jAtanI UMDI asara niyamita rIte cokakasa samaye = niyamita samaye ochAmAM ochA cha mahinA jApa karavAthI spaSTapaNe anubhavAya che. AvA mahAmahimazALI zrI navakAranA jApanA traNa prakAra che. upAMzu japa, rahasya jApa, mAnasajApa. (1) upAMzu jApa :- eTale hoTha jarA hAle, spaSTa uccAra sAthe karAto jApa. (2) rahasya jApa:- hoTha baMdha, jIbha hale, aMdara spaSTa uccAra karavA sAthe karAto jApa. Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 39 (3) mAnasa jApa :- hoTha, jIbha kaMI na hAle, mAtra sAmenA zrI navakAranA citra para daSTi , rAkhI agara kalpanAthI zrI navakAranA citrane kalpI tenA para daSTi sthira karI manamAM jApa karavo. sauthI zreSTha mAnasa jApa che. paNa bALajIvone prAthamika jApa upAMzu jApa karavA jevo che. tenAthI vicAronI dhamAla zamI jAya che pachI rahasya jApa, pachI ucca kakSAe mAnasa jApa. mAnasa jApanI bhUmikAe mana sAva zAMta sthira thavA pAme che. rahasya jApanI kakSAe vicAronI gati maMda thavA pAme che. eTale zarUAta upAMzu japathI karI mAnasajApanI kakSAe pahoMcADavA prayatna karavo. jema jema vicAro para niyaMtraNa thavA pAme tema tema jApanI zakti vadhI gaNAya. vaLI jApamAM AMkho khullI rAkhavI prAthamika avasthAmAM, ane zrI navakAranA citra para ke vItarAgaprabhunI mUrti para daSTi sthira rAkhavI. vaLI jApa vakhate sauthI zreSTha ardha padmAsana, te na phAve to paryakAsana rAkhavuM. paNa TaTTAra besavuM, kammarathI mUkIne na besavuM. DAbo hAtha DAbA DhIMcaNa para sthira baMdha rAkhI jamaNA hAthathI 4 AMgaLI para mALA rAkhI aMgUThAthI navakAravALInA maNakA pheravavA. bAMdhI navakAravALImAM zrI navakAranAM nave pado barAbara spaSTa uccAra (mAnasa)pUrvaka jApa karavo. jApa karyA pachI ochAmAM ochI pAMca miniTa cUpacApa besavuM. jApa zarU karatAM pUrve paNa be miniTa cUpacApa besavuM, zrI navakAranA citra para daSTi rAkhavI, AnAthI ApaNI aMtaranI zakitao khIle che. * ApaNI navakAravALI koIne gaNavA na ApavI. * koInI navakAravALIthI ApaNe jApa na karavo. * jApa vakhate nAbhithI nIce navakAravALI laI javI nahIM. * navakAravALI dhotiyAne aDe nahIM. * je navakAravALIthI navakArano jApa karyo hoya te navakAravALI spezyala judI rAkhavI. * bIjI navakAravALI sAthe bhegI na mUkavI. A badhI maryAdAo jALavavAthI aMtaranI zaktionAM dvAra khUlI jAya che. Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40 T 18 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA UMjhA 6-6-83, vaizAkha vada 10 zrI navakArano ArAdhaka dIna-hIna na hoya, mAnasika rIte khUba svastha hoya, kema ke - aMtaramAM vivekanI jAgRti ochI hoya to AtmasthitinI mAhitInA abhAve mUMjhavaNa thAya. lI paNa zrI navakAranA ArAdhakane aMtaramAM vinaya-viveka namratAnA vadhArAthI spaSTarIte koThAsUjha hoya ke vicAronA pAyAmAM rahela rAga-dveSanA tattvanA vadhArAnA lIdhe ja jIvana du:khI thAya che. paNa haiyAnI sUjhanI khAmIthI vivekanI gerahAjarIe AvelA ke AvatA du:khanuM mULa na samajI zakavAthI manamAM gUMcavADo, dInatA, hInatA - no bhAva UpajyA kare ke zuM thaze ? paNa zrI navakAranA ArAdhakane eka vAta nakakI ke mArA potAnA aMtaranA rAgAdi vikArone kAbumAM na rAkhavAthI ja A paristhiti UbhI thaI che. eTale have parameSThIonA caraNe jAtane soMpI temanI AjJAne ghruvatAraka banAvI jIvana jIvavAnA prayatno karavAthI mArI viSama paristhitino ukela sahejamAM thaI jaze. eTale zrI navakArano ArAdhaka game tevI viSama paristhitimAM paNa dIna-hIna na bane, sadA prasanna rahe. vaLI zrI navakAranA ArAdhakane ema paNa haiyAmAM hoya ke game tevI viSama sthitinuM sarjana azubha karmonA baLe ja thAya che. bAkI badhA to nimitta mAtra che. eTale te azubha karmone toDavAnuM baLa paMcaparameSTione nikhAlasatApUrvaka karAtA namaskAramAM apUrva koTinuM rahela che. to zrI navakAramahAmaMtranA ArAdhakane game tevA viSama saMyogomAM paNa AMtarika prasannatA ochI thatI nathI. vaLI zrI navakArano ArAdhaka vicAronI garimAthI yukata hoya che ke paMcaparameSThI jevA mahAna uccakoTinA AtmazakitanA dhaNI jevAnI nizrAe huM Avyo, pachI mAre zI vAtanI khAmI ! jagatanA bhautika aizvaryanI tucchatA bhAse, kema ke jagatanuM bhautika aizvarya puNyakarmanA udayane AdhIna che. jyAre paMcaparameSThIonI AjJA pramANe cAlavAnA sat prayatnomAMthI vikasatuM Azcarya sAhajika ane aMtaraMga dRSTie khUba ja akhUTa hoi vadhu spRhaNIya bane che. aMtaraMga zAMti samRddhi paMcaparameSThionI AjJAnusAra jIvananA ghaDataramAMthI saheje anubhavAya che. duniyAnuM bhautika aizvarya karmanA udayane AdhIna ane krame krame kSINa thavAvALuM zAzvata nahIM, Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA tethI bhautika aizvarya karatAM zrI navakArano ArAdhaka AMtarika Aaizvarya tarapha vadhu jhaMkhanAvALo hoya che. A uparAMta jIvanavikAsamAM ADAza UbhI karanAra azubha karmonI paraMparAne mULamAMthI naSTa karI nAMkhavAnI virATazakita aMtaraMga namaskAramAM gUMthAyelI paDI che. teno lAbha zrI navakAranA vyavasthita jApa dvArA ArAdhaka puNyAtmA uThAvI zake che. A rIte zrI navakArano ArAdhaka aMtarathI khUba ja prasanna ane pApakarmonA saMskAronA paDaLane bhedavAmAM zUravIra banI rahe che. AvA zrI navakAranA ArAdhaka tarIke nIcenA cAra sadguNono vikAsa karavo jarUrI che. 41 1) dAnaruca : puNyanA udayathI maLI Avela cIjone pAtrAnusAra yathAyogya rIte sadupayoga karavAnI tatparatA. maLelI cIja mAtra bhoga-upabhogamAM vAparavI te teno sadupayoga nathI. paNa maLelI cIjane dIna-duSione sahAyaka thavA rUpe temaja guNavAna mahApuruSonI bhikata ane bahumAnamAM vAparavI te sadupayoga kahevAya. A rItanA sadupayoga karavAnI dizAmAM satata mana-vacana-kAyAthI pravartavA mATenI tatparatA te zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhakanI prAthamika pharaja che. 2) kaSAyonI maMdatA : - jenAthI AtmA saMsAramAM - karmonA baMdhanamAM phasAya - tenuM nAma kaSAya - eTale paudgalika bhAvo - padArthone meLavavAnI lAlasA = lobha. paudgalika padArthone meLavavA ADakatarA karavA paDatA prayatno = mAyA. AMdhaLAnA DhekhALAnI jema puNyanA udayathI pracuramAtrAmAM maLI AvatA paudgalika padArthothI thato mAnasika ahaMkAra = mAna. meLavelA paudgalika padArthonA bhogamAM rukAvaTa kare te padArtho chInavI jAya te vakhate thato mAnasika Akroza eTale krodha. = A rIte paudgalika lAlasA = lobhamAMthI mAyA, mAna, krodha e traNe bhayaMkara durguNo Upaje che. A rIte A kaSAya cokaDImAM ApaNe phasAIne ArAdhanAnA mArgethI vicalita thaI jaIe chIe. paNa zrI navakAranA ArAdhaka tarIke A cAra kaSAyonI maMdatA thavI khAsa jarUrI che. temAM paudgalika bhAvanA padArtho e mArA nathI, huM ajara-amara zuddha, budgha, mukata, niraMjana, siddha jevo chuM, e bhAva vadhu daDha karavAthI duniyAnA padArtho prati lAlasA - Asakita ghaTavA mAMDe che. pariNAme kaSAyo = mAyA - mAna - krodha ghaTavA mAMDe che. A rIte anAdikAlIna paudgalika padArthone meLavavAnI lAlasAno ghaTADo karavo zrI navakAranA ArAdhakanI bIjI pharaja che. 3) guNAnurAga : zrI navakArano ArAdhaka doSadRSTinA badale guNagrAhItAno vikAsa karanAro hoya. jagatano koI padArtha evo nathI ke jemAM ekalA guNa hoya ke ekalA doSa hoya. dareka padArthamAM guNa paNa hoya ane doSa paNa hoya. e pramANe jIvamAtramAM guNa-doSa baMne hoya, paNa daSTinI vikaLatA ke Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA ajJAnadazAthI jIvamAtranA doSo prati daSTi anAdikAlathI thatI hoI jIvo prati aruci-dveSa Upaje che. paNa doSadRSTinA badale guNagrAhItAno Agraha karavAmAM Ave to jIvamAtra prati anurAga Upaje ane jIvana parama AnaMdamaya banI jAya. 42 thAya. eTale zrI navakArano ArAdhaka guNagrAhI hoya, pariNAme anAdikAlIna doSadaSTino ghaTADo 4) navakArano ArAdhaka AtmalakSI hoya : saghaLA jIvo pudgalane kendramAM rAkhI tene meLavavA, TakAvavA ke bhogavavA mathAmaNa karatA hoya che. paNa pudgala jaDa, kSaNabhaMgura eTale tenI pAchaLa karela mathAmaNa chevaTe nakAmI thAya. zrI navakArano ArAdhaka aMtarathI Atma-tattva - caitanyano ArAdhaka hoya. Atmatattva cidAnaMdarasathI bharapUra ane zAzvata AnaMdanuM dhAma, te Atmatattvane ADe Avela karmonA AvaraNane haThAvavA mathAmaNa kare te zrI navakArano ArAdhaka gaNAya. A rIte pAyAnA cAra guNonI sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhavuM te zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnI saphaLatA mATe jarUrI che. tamo yathAyogya rIte A cAra sadguNonA vikAsamAM AgaLa vadho e aMtaranI maMgaLa kAmanA. siddhapura pvl 19 vi vizvamAM zakitao ghaNI kAma karI rahI che. paNa temAM be mukhya jaNAya che. 1. caitanya zakti lI 2. paudgalika zakita baMne ekabIjAnA pAyA para sahayogathI kArya karatI hoya che chatAM maulika rIte vikAsanA paMthe caitanya zakitano phALo vadhu che. vinAzanA paMthe paudgalika zakitano phALo vadhu che. 10-6-83 Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 43 zrI navakAra maMtranA varSomAM eka evI adbhuta zakitanI dhArA che ke jethI paudgalika zakti khUba ja kAbUmAM Ave che jethI tenI vikRta asaro jIvanamAM na Ave sAthe ja Atmika zakitanuM utthAna thAya che. paNa zrI navakAranA akSaromAM rahelI A zaktidhArAne prastuti ke sakriya banAvavA mATe vyavasthita rIte Asana, samaya, saMkhyAnA dhoraNane jALavI jApanI khAsa jarUra che. Avo vyavasthita jApa jeTalo vadhu thAya, jeTalI tenI mAtrA vadhe, teTalI ApaNI AMtaracetanA vadhu jAgrata thaI zrI navakAranA akSaromAM rahelI divya zaktidhArA sAthe saMparkamAM Ave. mATe muDanI ciMtA - rAha na juo, niyata samaye, niyata Asane, niyata saMkhyAmAM jApa karavA besI ja javuM. mAro potAno aMgata anubhava che ke 10 miniTa pUrve mane khUba DoLAyela hoya, jApa kema thazenI ciMtA hoya paNa niyata samaye jyAM jApa zaraNAgati bhAve zarU karyo ke arjaTa kolanI jema eka, be ne trIjA navakAre mananI caMcaLatA gAyaba, aMtarathI zakitano srota vaheto thAya. tamo paNa A dizAmAM jarA AgaLa vadho, mane traNa varSanI vRttie A anubhava thayo che. tamo puNyazALI cho ke viziSTa rIte zrI navakAranA saMparkamAM AvI temanI zakitao tamo jhIlI zako cho. tamAre mAtra niyata samaya, niyata sthAna (Asana), niyata saMkhyA A traNa dhoraNane jALavI muDanI paravA karyA vinA jApamAM lIna thavuM. bAyaTrAyala - traNa pakhavADiyA karI juo, adbhuta divyazaktino anubhava jarUra thaze, aMdara vahelAsara zAntinA samudranI apUrva Urmio anubhavAze. AvA jApa mATe tame 1 bAMdhI mALAthI zarUAta karo - maMgaLajyotathI jApa karavo, paNa samaya-sthAna saMkhyAmAM pheraphAra na karavo. tamArI aMdaranI amApa zaktiono srota vahelo anubhavAze. basa A vakhate TUMkone Taca paNa khAsa amalamAM mUkavA jevI vAtathI A patra pUro karuM chuM. Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA 3 chApI 14-6-83, jeTha suda 4 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhaka tarIkenI pavitra pharaja che ke japanA mArge niyamita cAlavuM - temAM Mood ke AMtarika ullAsanI rAha joI besI na rahevuM. kema ke anAdinA saMskAronA AtmA uparanA dabANataLe jIvanazakti UrdhvagAmI paMthe ekAeka jaI zakatI nathI te mATe vyavasthita puruSArthanI jarUra rahe che. te puruSArthanA aneka prakAromAM sauthI zreSTha puruSArtha jApano che. jApathI aMtaranI zakitanA vikAsane ADe rahela avarodho uThAvI zakAya che. ApaNA AMtaramanamAM rAgadveSanA kacarAno UbharATa na game ke dUra na thAya tyAM sudhI jene AMtarika ullAsa ke muDa kahevAya che te na ja Ave. paNa te UbharATa zamAvavA mATeno acUka upAya niyamita samaye, niyamita saMkhyAe jApa zarU ja karI devo e che. niyata samaye, niyata saMkhyAmAM jApa karavAthI aMtaramAM zaktinuM kendra jAme che. pachI jApanI saMkhyAnuM baLa vadhavAthI AMtarika visphoTanI kSamatA Upaje che. mATe cokakasa samaye, cokakasa dhoraNathI jApanA mArge vRttione vALI devI e ja Atmazuddhino rAjamArga che. mArA potAnA jAtaanubhava pramANe vi. saM. 205 thI 2010 sudhI pU 5, zrI bhadraMkara vi. ma. uparanA bahumAnathI temanA vacanane mAnya rAkhI prathama traNa bAMdhI mALA, pachI 15 - 2 varSa pachI pAMca bAMdhI mALA zarU karI - paNa badhA gaNe che tevI maNakA khase - mALA pUrI, samaya saMkhyAnA dhoraNa vinAnI, chatAM pU5, zrI bhadraMkara vimanA bahumAnanA kAraNe aMtaranI zakitaonA dvAra khUlavA mADelA, paNa 2010nA zrAvaNathI nAgapuranA mohanabhAInA nimittathI mAnasika sthiti pharI ane ra011nA mAgazarathI niyata samaye, niyata saMkhyAnA dhoraNe jApa zarU karyo, to virATazakitanA pravAhothI bharapUra jIvana thavA mAMDyuM. te vakhate navakAra gaNavAmAM mana lAgatuM na hatuM paNa zraddhAnuM baLa apUrva hatuM jethI niyata sthAna, saMkhyAnA dhoraNane jALavI jApamAM maMDI rahyo to 3 mahinAmAM haiyAmAM prakAza thayo. apUrva zAMti maLI, jApa pUrve game teTalA viSama vAtAvaraNa UbhA hoya chatAM niyamita rIte jApamAM besatAM ja eka, be ne traNa. trIjA navakAre divya AnaMdanI sero haiyAmAM anubhavamAM AvavA lAgI. pachI to dhIme dhIme zrI navakAranA viziSTa ArAdhanAnA pAvaraphula pratApa-camatkAronI sIrIjha cAlI. Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA jenAthI mArA sthaLa jIvana karatAM atyaMtara jIvana khUba ja vyavasthita, zAMta ane AnaMdanI laherovALuM banyuM. mATe to jarUrathI jApamAM maMDyA ja raho, tenAthI jIvanano sarvAgI vikAsa jhaDapI vyavasthita thaze, thaze ja !! A eka anubhavanA zikhara parathI virATa jIvana daSTithI joyela parama satya che. bIjI mahattvanI vAta, jApamAM saMkhyAnuM baLa vadhe te khUba jarUranuM che. jema 10, 100, lAkha, dazalAkha ane kroDa ema dhanasaMpattimAM uttarottara vadhAro thAya ema saMsArI mAyAnA jIvane parama AnaMda thAya tema jIvanamAM rojanI 3 ke 5 mALAnA paNa sarvanA saravALAthI jIvanamAM ATalA hajAra - lAkha navakAra gaNyA ema AMtarika saMtoSathI aMtaranI zakitaonAM dvAra kholavAno bhavya puruSArtha ApoApa thAya che. A uparAMta ApaNe zuM thavuM che? tenI rUparekhA ApaNI vAraMvAra badalAtI rahe che. ghaDIkamAM dhanavAna, ghaDIkamAM nAma-kIrtivALA, ghaDIkamAM saMsAranA vaibhavonI vAta, ghaDIkamAM nAma amara karavAnI ghelachA, Ama jAtajAtanI rUparekhAo magajamAM UpasatI Ave, tenA karatAM ApaNA AtmAnI yogyatA pramANe bhautika ane AdhyAtmika vikAsa karavAnI kSamatA zrI navakAramAM hoI kaMI paNa spaSTa nAma ApavAnA badale he navakAra! prANAdhAra ! mArA jIvananI AMtarazakitao vikAsanA paMthe vaLe ! yogyatA pramANe phaLa Ape, tane ThIka lAge te rIte mArA jIvanano bAhya-atyaMtara vikAsa karaje! ema kahI AMtarika bhAvasamarpaNa nikhAlasatAthI keLavavAnI khAsa jarUra che. zrI navakAra sarvajJa, anaMta zakitazALI che. aMtaryAmI che to pachI ApaNe ApaNI TUMkI buddhithI ApaNA jIvana-vikAsanI TUMkI vyAkhyAo rajU karI mahAzakitanAM UghaDatAM dvAra baMdha zA mATe karavAM? dAtA chUTe hAthe ApavA taiyAra hoya tyAre ApaNe najIvI TUMkI buddhithI tuccha-saMkucita mAMgaNI rajU karIe e to kroDapati ke mahArAjA ke cakravartI pAse 1 pAI eka kANI koDI mAMgavA jevuM thAya. mATe ApaNe samarpaNabhAva ane nikhAlasapaNe mArI yogyatA pramANe mArI AtmazakitanA bAhya-AdhyAtmika vikAsanI ja mAMgaNI - prArthanA karavI. Ama karavAthI jIvanano sarvAgINa vikAsa jenI Toca paramocca koTinA mokSanA sahaja sukha sudhI AtmazakitaonA saMpUrNa vikAsa sAthe joDAyela hoya tevo thaI zake. A rIte jApamAM pUrNa samarpaNabhAva keLavI AgaLa vadho e mahecchA. Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvayaMtrikA als 21 magaravADA 20-6-83, jeTha suda 10 vi zrI navakAranA jApamAM tame ekacittapaNe AgaLa vadhI rahyA hazo. eka vAta jarUra dhyAnamAM lezo ke ApaNA jIvanamAM khUTatI puNyanI kaDI zrI navakAranA jApathI sAnubaMdha rIte keLavAya che temaja ApaNA jIvananA vikAsamAM avarodhaka pApakarmonA Dhagale DhagalA paNa rUnA pUmaDAnI jema UDI jAya che. game teTalA viSama pApa ke prabaLa aMtarAyanA udayane paNa zrI navakAranA divya sanAtana, zAzvata zakti-nidhAna varNonI apUrva zakitathI haTAvI zakAya che. juo! zAstramAM vAta Ave che ke, jaMgalamAM rahenArA zikAra karI jIvanArA mAMsAhArI - bhIla bhIlaDI ko'ka jaMgalamAM parvatanI guphAmAM covihArA cAra mahinAnA saLaMga upavAsanI tapasyA karI rahela jainamuninA darzana thatAM ja TharI gayA. roja avAranavAra darzane Ave, bhakitapUrvaka vaMdanA karI bese. eka di' muni mahArAje yogya samajI upadeza Apyo ke jevo ApaNo AtmA che tevo ja saghaLA jIvono che. ApaNane kAMTo pagamAM vAge to kevuM duHkha thAya che! to bIjA jIvone ApaNAthI nAhaka du:kha kema devAya? Adi upadeza sAMbhaLI kuNA pariNAma bhIla - bhIlaDInA thayA - zikAra baMdha karyo - mAMsAhAra baMdha karyo - paNa atyAra sudhI karela zikAra - mAMsAhAranA pApamAMthI kema chuTAya! tenA upAyane pUchatAM muni mahArAje zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra zikhavADyo. zuddha bolatAM AvaDe tema dhyAna ApyuM. pelA baMne bhIla-bhIlaDI potAnAM karela pAponuM prAyazcitta karavAnI tamannAthI niSThApUrvaka gaNavA mAMDyAM, pariNAme bIjA bhavamAM rAjaputra - rAjaputrI tarIke janmyAM ane vipula sukhanA bhokatA banyAM. eTale karela tIvra pAponI AlocanA rUpe haiyAnI zuddhipUrvaka zrI navakAranA zaraNe avAya to aMtaranI nikhAlasatAmAM divyazakita nidhAna zrI navakAranA varSo jApa baLe bhaLe, eTale virATa zakita Upaje - jenAthI tIvra pApono nAza thAya. to pachI A duniyAnA mAmUlI zArIrika rogo ke mAnasika vyathAo mATe emAM zI navAI! Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA eTale ja zrI navakArano upAsaka zArIrika roga mATe DaoNkaTara ke davAno bhagata na hoya ke tenA bhoMse Arogya meLavavAnA vicArane manamAM sthAna na Ape. jenAmAM tIvra, ati bhayaMkara zikAra, corI, jugAra, vezyAgamana jevA bhayaMkara pApono paNa nAza karavAnI zakita che te navakAra ApaNA zarIramAM upajelA asAtA vedanIyanA udayane na haTAvI zake e bane ja kema ! vaLI eka vAta zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranA stotramAM lakhyuM che ke, zrI navakAranA 68 akSaro che. tenA ekeka akSara para 108 devo matAMtare 1008 vidyAonI devIonuM adhiSThAna che. - 47 eka sAmAnya deva paNa mAnavanAM dhAryA kAma karI zake che to zrI navakAranA 68 akSaro upara ekeka akSaranA 108 deva gaNIe, lagabhaga 70 devo jenA adhiSThAyaka, matAMtare 70 hajAra devo jenA adhiSThAyaka - evA zrI navakAranA prabhAvane anubhavatAM vAra thI ? mAtra ApaNA aMtaranA samarpaNanI pUrNa zraddhAbhakitanA joDANanI jarUra che. te thAya ke turata eka nahIM to bIjo, bIjo nahIM to trIjo ema ko'ka ne ko'ka deva ApaNI zraddhA-bhakitanA AdhAre ApaNI ArAdhanAmAM Avela avarodhone dUra kare ne kare ja ! eka ja siMgala lAina hoya to phona karatAM ke joDANa thatAM vAra lAge, paNa jyAM DuplIkeTa ke ekathI vadhu lAino sakriya hoya to joDANa thatAM ke vAta thatAM vAra zI? eka adhikArI khurazI para hoya ane arajI karanAra seMkaDo hoya to ke'di ApaNo naMbara lAge? paNa 50/100 adhikArI beThA hoya ane arajI karanAra 100/200 hoya to paNa eka adhikArI karatAM to jaladI pAra Ave ja. to mANibhadra, cakrezvarI, ghaMTAkarNa, Adi badhA to eka ja adhikArI ane tenI pAse arajI karanArA ghaNA, eTale lAkho- temAM pelo deva kayAM pahoMce ? ApaNo naMbara ze lAge ? paNa zrI navakAramAM to ke 70 hajAra. ethI AgaLa vadhIne AgamomAM to zrI navakArane jinazAsanano mukhya maMtra gaNAvI jinazAsananA jeTalA samyagdaSTi devo-devIo- asaMkhya che, te badhA zrI navakAranA adhiSThAyaka gaNAya. to ATalA badhA asaMkhya devomAMthI ko'kanuM to dhyAna kheMcAya ja paNa pharaka che ApaNI zraddhAno, aMtaranI bhakitano. ApaNe ema mAnIne cAlIe ke zrI navakAramAM to arihaMta vItarAgI, siddho to mokSe gayA. AcAryo, upAdhyAyo, saMsArathI vairAgI sAdhu have ApaNe peTamAM du:khe ke nokarImAM muzkelI thaI, A bhautika upAdhi tarapha A arihaMtAdi pAMca parameSThIo zuM dhyAna Ape! eTale zrI navakAra gaNavAthI zo lAbha ! ThIka che, mahArAje kahyuM mATe gaNIe. A karatAM mANibhadra, aMbAjI, cakrezvarI, A badhA devadevIo jaladI paraco pUre, AvI dhAraNAthI zrI navakAra gaNanArane Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA manamAM ullAsa na Ave paNa upara jaNAvyuM tema bIjA maMtronA eka eka adhiSThAyaka eTale eka eka ophisara ane ArAdhanA karanArA- arajI karanArA keTalA badhA ! ke'di pAra Ave! eka adhikArI kayAM pahoMce ? e karatAM zrI navakAranA 900 ke 70 hajAra ke asaMkhya devadevIo adhiSThAyaka tarIke eTale dareka ArAdhakanI samarpaNavRtti - bhakita - niSThAnA AdhAre koIne koI deva ke devInuM dhyAna kheMcAya ja! eTale bIjA maMtro karatAM zrI navakAra jaladI phaLe emAM koI zaMkA nathI. mATe zrI navakArano ArAdhaka sAMsArika, bhautika - mAnasika - zArIrika koI paNa upAdhi, duHkha Ave to karmanA udayathI e Aphata AvI to zrI navakAra gaNavA tarapha teno jhoka hoya. davA, TrITamenTa ke vyAvahArika upacAro tarapha valaNa na hoya - kayAreka asahya thAya to kare, paNa zraddhA zrI navakAranA jApamAM hoya. bIjuM sauthI moTuM kAraNa e che ke du:kha mAtra karmanA udayathI Ave che. karmanA udaya vinA koInI tAkAta nathI ke ApaNane herAna karI zake. eTale karmanA udayane haThAvyA vinA duHkha zI rIte jAya! tene te ja DaoNkaTara, tenI te ja davA, paNa ApaNuM asAtA vedanIya karma DhIluM na hoya to Tebala para paDela davA yAda na Ave, agara ApaNA viSama karmanA udayathI nidAnamAM bhUla paDI jAya. pachI jyAre karma haLavuM thAya eTale yAda Ave ke oho! A davA Tebala para paDI te ja bAkI che, are ! Ane to A roga che ema sAcuM nidAna thaI jAya. eTale karmono udaya davA Adi vyAvahArika upAyomAM naDe che. paNa karmonA udayane haThAvavAnI zakti pelI davA TrITameMTa AdimAM nathI paNa zrI navakAra to karmonA udayane haThAve che, thaMbhAve che zrI navakArano ekeka akSara kuhADAnA ghAnI jema karmonA paramANune thatharAvI mUke che. eTale koI paNa duHkha ke viSama saMyogo Ave tenI pAchaLa karmano udaya hoya ja. eTale bIjA koI paNa prayatnathI karmane haThAvI na zakAya mATe zrI navakAranA ja zaraNe javuM, temAM ApaNuM vadhu hita che. tethI zrI navakAra mA che, zrI navakAra mitra che. zrI navakAra sakhA che, zrI navakAra baMdhu che, kema ke te du:khanA mULa kAraNarUpa karmonA mULane haTAvI de che ane pariNAme ApaNA jIvanane parama sukha apAve che. Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA 49 OO magaravADA 22-6-83, jeTha suda 11 gayA patramAM jaNAvela ke, zrI navakArano upAsaka duHkha, Akta ke viSama saMyogo vakhate zrI navakAra sivAya bIjAnA zaraNe na jAya. zaraNe jatAM samarpaNabhAva - viziSTa zraddhA ke aMtarano bhAva na keLavAya ane joDANa na thAya te kAraNe zrI navakAranA meIna pAvara hAusamAMthI divya caitanya zakitano lAbha na maLe to te sthitimAM aMtaranA samarpaNa ane zraddhA, bhaktinA bhAvane vadhAravA sAthe mAnasika rAhata mATe nirdoSa niravadya ochI khaTapaTanI davA vagere bAhya - uparathI kare, agara vyAvahArika rIte je karavA jevuM lAgatuM hoya teno puruSArtha kare, paNa hAya hAya ke dhamAla! ke have mAruM zuM thaze, evI bebAkaLI dazAno anubhava zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA karanArane na thAya, saMbhave paNa nahIM. zrI navakAra eTale "savvapAvappaNAsaNo" jJAnIono Apela kola che. sarva = badhI jAtanA pAva = vikAsane avarodhaka badhAM tattvo (garIbI, roga, mAnasika upAdhi Adi) paNAsaNo = eTale mULamAMthI nAza karanAra arthAt zrI navakArathI badhI jAtanAM pApo mULamAMthI haThI jAya che. eTale zrI navakAranA ArAdhakane game tevI musIbatomAM paNa dareka musIbata karmanA udayathI ja thatI hovAnuM cokakasa hoI karmanA udayane TALavA - haThAvavA samartha, sarva zreSTha zrI navakAra sivAya bIjA koInuM smaraNa Ave ja nahIM. mArA jIvananI parama satya ane mArA jIvananI dizA palaTAvanArI ghaTanA che ke - mArA jIvanamAM 18mA varSe tIvra azAtAno udaya thayo, vi. saM. 1999mAM. acAnaka pIThamAM - DAbA khabhAnA mULamAM eka gAMTha thaI te vakhate mArA pApamAM navakAra na hato. yogya upacAra TrITameMTa zarU thaI, davAnA baLe, lepanA baLe te gAMTha vikherAI, ane AkhA zarIramAM tenA paramANu phelAI gayA, pariNAme AkhuM zarIra AmavAtanA doSathI gaMThAI gayuM, maraDAI gayuM. AkhA zarIramAM lohInA bhramaNa sAthe bhayaMkara dukhAvo - darda AkhA zarIre thavA mAMDayuM. suvAya paNa nahIM - be cAra vIMTyA (takiyA)nA sahAre paga lAMbA karI Akho divasa ne rAta Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 50 besI rahevAnuM, halAya nahIM, khasAya nahIM, sthaMDila - mAruM badhuM saMthArAmAM, 1999nA zrAvaNa vadamAM gAMTha thaI Aso vadamAM AkhA zarIre bhayaMkara vedanA zarU thaI. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 2000nA vaizAkhamAM ghaNI ghaNI davAonA upacArathI roga zamyo. huM jema tema thoDo harato-pharato (DAMDAnA Teke) thayo vadhu to nahIM. DoLIthI vihAra karavo paDato. paNa hakImajInI davA sAthe mAMtrika prayogo hatA tenA baLe ra/ra001nI sAla sArI gaI ane pharI ra00ranA zrAvaNamAM tenA te rogamAM phasAyo, 2003nA vaizAkhamAM pharI sAjo thayo. pharI 2003nA zrAvaNamAM paTakAyo. ra4nA vaizAkhamAM sAro thayo. pharI 2004nA zrAvaNamAM paTakAyo. vAta muddAnI e ke karmanA udayane TALavAnI davAmAM ke maMtramAM tAkAta nathI ke je zrI navakAramAM che. zrI navakAramAM karmone haTAvI-bhasma karavAnI zakita che. teno anubhava ra00panA mAgasara ke poSamAM thayo, huM lAkaDA jevo sajjaDa akaDAyelI sthitimAM amadAvAda jhaverIvADamAM AMbalIpoLanA upAzraye hato. pUjya gurudevanI prauDha pratibhA puNyazakita baLa tethI dareka samudAyavALA mArI zAtA pUchavA Ave. ekatithi - betithino paNa bheda nahIM. khuda A nemisUri ma jevA paNa cAlIne Avela, pahoMcI na zakAya to A udayasUri ma sA. naMdanasUri ma. Adi AcAryone zAtA pUchavA mokale, A rIte amadAvAdanA dareka samudAyanA AcAryo, padastho, mahAtmAo AvatA. temAM mArA paramaguru, jIvanadizA cIMdhanAra paM. zrI bhadraMkara vi. ma zAtA pUchavA padhAryAM. aupacArika vAto thaI. rAtre UMgha nathI AvatI - harAtuM - pharAtuM nathI vagere vAto thaI. paMnyAsa zrIe atyaMta vAtsalyathI kahyuM ke, bhAIlA ! navakAra keTalA gaNe che! huM zaramAI gayo. zrI navakAranA mahimAnI khAtarI to hatI ja! paNa haiyAmAM vRtti nahIM, eTale bIjA sAdhunI jema ane saMskArathI be bAMdhI navakAravALI jema tema maNakA utAravAnI jema kayAreka savAre, kayAreka sAMje, kayAreka rahI paNa jAya. AvI rIte gaNato, badhI vAta meM nikhAlasatAthI zaramabharyAM haiye karI, chatAM pU. ArAghyapAda tAraka paMnyAsapravarathIe jarA paNa mArA prati hInabhAva tuccha-kAra darzAvavAnA badale mArA jamaNA hAthane hAtha para laI paMpALavA lAgyA. jANe temanI divya karuNA mArA zarIramAM vahI rahI. mArA zarIramAM divya cetanAno saMcAra thaI rahyo ane pU. paMnyAsathI bhagavaMta atyaMta vAtsalyabharyA zabdothI bolyA ke bhAIlA! tuM puNyavAna che ke tane zrI navakAra gaNavAnI keTalI anukULatA thaI che! UMghathI mANaso kaMTALI jAya, jApa na karI zake, kudarate je thAya te sArA mATe - ema gaNI tuM have zrI navakAra gaNavA mAMDa, jethI A roga to zA hisAbamAM che! paNa bhAvaroga karmanA paNa khasI jAya. jIvana uttama thaze, Adi. mArA puNyano udaya ke pU. tAraka gurudevanAM te vacano evAM jhilAI gayAM ke paMnyAsajI ma padhAryA ke turata navakAravALI kADhI gaNavAnI zarUAta karI. have samaya je nakAmo jato hato te lekhe lAgato hoya tema 8 - 10 divasa pachI lAgyuM. jANe mArI AgaLa ko'ka prakAzapuMja rakSA karatuM hoya tema lAgyuM. Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA pharI pU. paMnyAsajI bhagavaMta prAya: tethI rAA mahine phAgaNa ke caitramAM maLyA. mArI harIpharI zakAya tevI avasthA nihALI mArI zraddhAmAM baLa pUratAM bolyA ke, bhAIlA! joyone zrI navakArano pratApa ! keTalA navakAra gaNyA! meM kahyuM ke sAheba! lA lAkha thayA. pUjyazrIe kahyuM ke, bhAI! have choDIza nahIM, gaye ja jA! rojanI pAMca bAMdhI mALAthI to ochuM na ja thavuM joIe. meM manamAM gAMThavALI guruvAkayanI, pAchuM mananA koka khUNe beThela azraddhA bolI UThI ke e to dara phAgaNa - caitramAM maTe ja che ne! emAM zrI navakArano zo pratApa! paNa zraddhAthI paripuSTa mane pokAra karyo ke cala! cala! AvI zaMkA-kuzaMkA kAM kare che! pU. gurudevanA vacanathI 3 lAkha navakAra gaNyA. teno ja pratApa che! mahAsiddhayogI mahApuruSa che tenuM vacana anyathA na ja hoya, pelI azraddhA kahe ke AvavA de zrAvaNa mahino - meM kahyuM ke have game te thAya roga have pAcho na Ave, kema ke guru ane navakAra bannenAM rakhavALAM che. AjasudhI davAnAM ja rakhavALAM hatAM, davA kaMI karmanA udayane khALI na zake. gurukRpAe navakAra to game tevAM viSama karmonA jhuMDane paNa phagAvI de. A huMkArAthI azraddhA cUpa thaI - caitra gayo. vaizAkha gayo, dara vakhata karatAM skUrti khUba vadhI, jeTha gayo, aSADa beTho koI takalIpha nA aNasAra nahIM. ane zrAvaNamAM to cANasmAmAM dhamadhamATa vyAkhyAna ApatAM zrAvaNa pasAra thaI gayo, pajusaNamAM Dabala vyAkhyAna Apato, gaNadharavAda bapore 11 thI sAMje dazA thayA. bhAdaravo gayo, Aso Avyo, kArtika pUro thayo, daravakhata to AsomAM mAMdo paDato. ra0rathI cAlu krama ra05nA AsomAM kaMI na thayuM. eTale jaDabesalAka zrI navakAra para sacoTa zraddhA besI ane zrI navakAranI pAMca bAMdhImALAno krama barAbara utsAhabhera cAlu rahyo. (AnI pachInI mahattvanI vAto pharI kayAreka). A rIte mArA jIvanamAM anubhavanI sarANa para anubhavela A vAta che ke zrI navakAranA ArAdhakane zArIrika, mAnasika ke kaMIpaNa Aphata upAdhi Ave tyAre zrI navakAramAM vRttione laI jaI AMtarika saMvedanAbharyo jApa karavA sivAya bIjo koI upAya karavo game ja nahIM. kema ke eka vAta cokakasa che ke, Avela Akta-duHkha-darda athavA viSama paristhiti karmanA udaya vinA nathI AvI, te karmanA udayane mULamAMthI haThAvavAnI prabaLazakita zrI navakAranA ekeka akSaramAM akhUTa bharI che. eTale zrI navakArano ArAdhaka jarA paNa mUMjhAyA vinA nAnuM bALaka gabharAya ke Aphata Ave turata mAnI soDamAM samAya, tema ApaNe ApaNI vRttione game tevI viSama paristhitimAM dharmadhyAna ke je te bAhya upAdhionA prabaMdhamAM phasAvavA karatAM aMtaranA pukAra sAthe zrI navakAranA zaraNe javAnI tatparatA keLavavAnI jarUra che. japAtuM siddhi: japAtuM siddhi: japAt siddhi: no jApa jIvananA tAre tAre ApaNAM romerome guMjato rahevo joIe. Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ para Td 23 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA magaravADA 25-6-83, jeTha suda 15 A vizvamAM prANImAtrane herAna karanArI aneka viTaMbaNAomAM mUkanArI karmasattAnuM sAmrAjya eka chatrI ApaNane dekhAya che paNa te karmasattAnA pAyAne paNa hacamacAvanAra dharma-mahAsattA A jagatamAM anAdikALathI che. mAtra tenI sAthe ApaNo saMparka na thavAnA hisAbe karmasattAnA niyaMtraNa taLe vividha du:kho, pIDAo bhogavavI paDe che. ii dharma mahAsattA eTale jagatanA sarva padArthono mULabhUta svabhAva ane tenuM pariNamana. eTale jagatamAM mukhyatve be padArtho che. jaDa ane cetana darzana jaDa potAnA parivartanazIla svabhAvamAM ane cetana potAnA AMtarika zuddha jJAna cAritranA svabhAvamAM rahe tevA saMyogo lAvI ApavA, UbhA karavA te badhuM - dharma mahAsattAnuM kArya gaNAya. - paNa karmasattAnA niyaMtraNathI UbhagIne ApaNe dharma-mahAsattAnA zaraNe jaie to dharma-mahAsattA ApaNane saMbhALe. - A dharma-mahAsattAnA sarvasamrATa arihaMto - siddho che, dharma mahAsattAnA amaladAro AcArya upAdhyAya ane sAdhuo che. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra dharma-mahAsattAno rAjaDhaMDhero che ke amArA mAdhyamathI je koI A pAMca parameSThIne name che. zaraNAgata thAya che. tenA paranA karmasattAnA badhA niyaMtraNo haTI jAya che. agara haTAvavA ame amArA sAmarthyane sakriya banAvIe chIe. AvA zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA sAmarthyane oLakhavA vizvanI sarvoparI mahAsattA rUpa dharma-mahAsattAne oLakhI tenA zaraNe rahevArUpe kama~sattA sAme jhUkI na javAnI taiyArI, eTale zubhakarmanA udaye harakhI javuM - azubha karmanA udaye dIna thaI javuM. A na karavuM tenuM nAma dharma-mahAsattAnI zaraNAgati svIkArI gaNAya. AvI rIte zrI navakAranA mAdhyamathI dharmamahAsattAnI zaraNAgati svIkArI paMcaparameSThionI apUrva zakitane Atmastha karavA prayatna karavo te khAsa jarUrI kartavya che. vaLI eka bIjI vAta muddAnI che ke dharma-mahAsattAnuM kArya cetana - jIvone potAnA svabhAvamAM sthira rAkhavA potAnI zakitaonA vikAsanA paMthe uttarottara vadhI siddhanI saMpUrNa avasthAe Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvaciMdrikA 53 pahoMcADavAnuM che. pudgala to potAnA svabhAva pramANe varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparzanAM vividha pariNAmomAM pravarte ja che. tyAM koI ADakhIlI nathI. ADakhIlI cetana - AtmAnA vikAsamAM padgalika bhAvonA AkarSaNathI svabhAva vismRti thavAthI ghaNA avarodho UbhA thAya che. eTale bIjA zabdomAM kahIe to dharma-mahAsattAne mAnya na rAkhanAra cetanatattvane karmasattA herAna kare che. eTale dharma-mahAsattAnA varcasvane TakAvavA karmasattA upayogI che. paraMparAe dharma-mahAsattAnA kAryane vega ApavAnuM kAma karmasattAnuM che. dharma-mahAsattAnI AjJA zirodhArya na karanArane karmasattA ThekANe lAve che. eTale karmasattA dharmasattAne poSanArI nIvaDe che. je puNyAtmA niSkAma bhAvanAe dharmamahAsattAne samarpita thaI jAya che tene karmasattA paNa , anukULa thaI jAya che. jema ke zrImatIne nAga paNa phUlanI mALA thaI gaI. eka gAmamAM ko'ka zeThanI zrImatI nAmanI patnI hatI. zrImatIne ghaNA sAdhu-sAdhvIonA paricayathI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra para zraddhA beThI ane duHkhe-sukhe badhAmAM zrI navakAra paramAdhAra rUpa che ema haiyAmAM sacoTazraddhA besI gaI. teno pati jainetara saMskArothI prabhAvita eTale jainonA navakAramaMtrane potAnI patnI gaNe te tene gamyuM nahIM. potAnI patnIne te maMtra na gaNavA dabANa karavA lAgyo. paNa zrImatI custa zraddhALu banI gaNatI rahI, chevaTe tenA dhaNIe gusse thaI tenI sAthe bolavA - cAlavAnuM baMdha karyuM. chevaTe navI paraNavAnA vicAramAM vaLyo. paNa eka strInI hAjarImAM bIjI kanyA maLe nahIM. eTale tene ema thayuM ke, game tema karI zrImatIne mArI nAMkhyuM eTale bIjI paraNavA thAya. ema vicArI paisA ApI madArI pAsethI kALo bhujaMga nAga eka ghaDA(kANAMvALA)mAM pUrI upara barAbara moM bAMdhI potAnA gharanA aMdaranA oraDAmAM mUkyo, pachI pote pUjA karavA beTho ane zrImatIne kahe che ke sAMbhaLe che! aMdaranA oraDAmAM TheTha paTArAnI aMdara ghaDAmAM phUlanI mALA che te lAvone! oraDo khAsa vaparAto na hato. vaLI aMdhAriyo hato, ane vaLI paTArAmAM phUlanI mALAno ghaDo. A badhA muddAthI zrImatIne Dara lAgyo, navakAra maMtra manamAM gaNatI aMdhArA oraDAmAM gaI, dIvo karI paTArAne kholyo, aMdara ghaDAnuM moM kapaDA-DhAMkaNAthI peka karela, te kholyuM. ane navakAra gaNavA sAthe aMdara hAtha nAMkhyo ke phUMphADA mArato nAga hAthe vaLagyo tyAM navakAra gaNavAthI nAga phUlanI mALA banI gayo. phUlanI mALA laI zrImatI dhaNI pAse AvI. tenA dhaNIe te zrImatI nAga karaDavAthI marI jaze ja ema ghArela tenA badale zrImatI kharekhara phUlano hAra laI AvI. A joI dhaNI khUba cakita thayo ane zrImatInA pagamAM paDI navakAramaMtranI zraddhAthI vAsita banyo. A rIte binazaratI dharmasattAnI zaraNAgati karmasattAnA trAsamAMthI choDAve che. tamo paNa dharma-mahAsattAnA zaraNe rahI jIvanane ujjavaLa banAvo e zubhecchA. Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA che 24 vaDagAma (pAlanapura) ra9-6-83, jeTha vada 4 vi gayA patramAM je dharma sattAnI vAta karela te dharma mahAsattA eTale jagata AkhuM potapotAnA svabhAvanI maryAdAmAM cAle che tenI oLakhANa. mAtra AtmA - jIva tattva evuM che ke potAne ' svabhAvane bhUlI pudgalanA mohamAM viparIta AcaraNa kare che. te dharma-mahAsattAnuM apamAna che. dharma-mahAsattAnuM apamAna karanArane karmasattA herAna kare che. dharma mahAsattAno Adara karanAra para karmasattA prasanna thaI zubha sAmagrI, vAtAvaraNa bhogasAmagrI Ape che. eTale duniyAmAM karmasattAne mahAprabaLa ane karmasattA balavAna che" "karama kI gati jANe na koya AvAM vAkayothI bhalabhalA DAhyA gaNAtA paNa DhIlA paDe che. paNa hakIkatamAM dharma-mahAsattAnI ajJAna dazAthI karmasattAno Dara ApaNane lAge che. zrI navakAra dharma-mahAsattAnA mahA-dhuraMdhara sattAdhArIonI AzAnA svIkArano ghoSa che. tenA dvArA ApaNA AtmAnI atyAra sudhI dharma mahAsattAnI karelI avagaNanArUpa pAponA prAyazcitta rUpe dharma mahAsattAnA Azaizvaryane svIkAravAnI vAta thI navakAramAM che. A rItanI zrInavakAranI oLakhANa ApaNA aMtaramAM evo divya prakAza Ape che. pariNAme divyazraddhAnAM dvAra khUlI jAya che. jenA baLe AtmAe karela mahAbhayaMkara pApono sadaMtara vinAza thAya tema ja divya sukhonI prApti sahajamAM thaI jAya. jema ke ko'ka nagaramAM bhAre corI thaI, te corI karanAro mahA cabarAka cAlAka - pakaDAto nahIM. koTavALa - maMtrI ane guptacara vibhAge mahAmahenate tene pakaDyo. rAjA AgaLa Ubho karyo, rAjA varSo jUnA rIDhA te coranI ghaNI corInA julamathI gusse thayela. rAjAe te corane zUlIe caDAvavAno hukama karyo, eTale aNIdAra lokhaMDanA khIlAne pIThamAMthI ArapAra khosI ribAIne mAravAnI sajA karI. cokIdAro ane jallAdoe pakaDIne zULI-aNIdAra khIlA para suvADI dIdho. rAjAe julamI te coranA trAsathI prajAne choDAvavA kaDaka hukama karyo ke koIe tenI sAthe vAta na karavI, je koI vAta karaze te corano sAgarIta gaNAze tene paNa yogya sajA thaze. pelo cora aNIdAra khIlA para - zULI para bhAre vedanAthI khUba bUma-barADA pADe che. ema karatAM garamIthI tarasa lAgI - pANI pANI bUmo mAre che. paNa rAjAnA kaDaka hukamathI koI coranI pAse jatuM nathI. eTalAmAM te nagaranA dharmiSTha eka zrAvaka - sAro zrImaMta zeTha ghoDA para besI bahAragAmathI Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA Avato hato. corane karAtI sajA jevA hajAro mANaso bhegA thavA chatAM koI corane pANI ApavA taiyAra nathI. A joI zeThane bhAre karuNA thaI. pote ghoDethI UtarI coranuM paNa kalyANa thAya tethI coranI pAse AvI corane kahe ke bhAI namo arihaMtAAM ATaluM bola to tane pANI pAuM. pelo tarasa ghaNI hatI tethI garaje bolyo ke zeTha ! tame kaho e boluM. zeThe traNacAra vAra namo arihaMtANaM bolAvaDAvyuM, corane bolatAM AvaDI gayuM eTale zeTha pANI levA gayA. cora namo arihaMtANaM bolavA lAgyo. thoDIvAre nIce aNIdAra khIlo vadhu UMDo u.tAravA jallAdoe mahenata karI eTale cora o bApare! marI gayo re ! bolI cIso pADavA mAMDyo. 5 eTalAmAM zeThane sAmethI pANI laIne AvatA joyA, corane thayuM ke jo zeThe kaheluM nahIM boluM to zeTha pANI nahIM pAya. eTale cora zeThanuM kaheluM pada yAda karavA mAMDyo, paNa du:khanI vedanA tema ja kaMI vadhu paricaya nahIM tethI namo arihaMtANaM yAda na AvyuM paNa manamAM ema thayuM ke chelle tANaM ke evuM kaMIka hatuM. eTale teNe mananI zraddhAnA AdhAre joDI kADhyuM che. "ANaM tANaM kaMI na jANuM zeTha vacana paramANuM'' A maMtra japavA mAMDyo. zeTha najIka AvavA lAgyA, pANIno kaLaziyo joI rAjI thaI namo arihaMtANaM nA badale "ANaM tANaM kaMI na jANuM zeTha vacana paramANuM' ema jorathI japavA lAgyo. zeTha pANI laIne hajAro mANasa vacce thaIne cora pAse Ave te pUrve to jallAdoe corane aNIdAra khIlAmAM vadhu parovI dIdho. pariNAme te marI gayo. paraMtu maratAM maratAM paNa zeThanA kahyA pramANe zrI navakAranA prathamapadamAM mana lAgI gayeluM, tethI marIne vyaMtaranikAyamAM deva thayo. eTale bhayaMkara pApothI narakanA mahemAna thaI zakanAra corane paNa dharmamahAsattAnA hArdika svIkArathI karmasattAne paNa jhUkI jaI sadgati devalokanI ApavI paDI. A rIte ajJAna ke mohadazAthI dharma-mahAsattAnA karela tiraskAranA pariNAme durgatinA lAyaka taiyArI thavA chatAM paNa viziSTa vivekI zeThiyA dvArA dharma-mahAsattAnI zaraNAgati svIkAravArUpa aMtaranA bhAvathI zraddhAnAM dvAra khUlI jAya tevuM AtmasamarpaNa karyuM to deva AdinAM divya sukhone te cora pAmyo. tema ApaNe paNa zrI navakAranA jApa dvArA dharma-mahAsattAnA svIkArarUpe ApaNI aMtaranI zakitaone jaDanA AkarSaNa tarapha pudgalanA rAga ke dunyavI padArthonI Asakita tarapha na javA daIe paNa ApaNI cetanAzakitane dharma-mahAsattAnA adhinAyaka rUpa paMcaparameSThIonI AjJAnA cokaThAmAM lAvIe to karmasattA ApaNo vALa vAMko na karI zake, eTaluM ja nahIM paNa karmasattA paNa ApaNA AtmavikAsane anurUpa uttamottama sAmagrI prastuta karI sahAyaka banI jAya. eTale zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrano ArAdhaka kadI paNa karmasattAthI herAna thAya nahIM, kema ke zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA eTale dharma-mahAsattAnI zaraNAgatino svIkAra, eTale karmasattA ApaNI aMtarAtmazakitanA vikAsamAM anukULa thaI rahe. jema ke core vivekI zeThiyAnI preraNAthI dharma-mahAsattAno hArdika svIkAra karyo to karmasattAne anukULa thavuM paDyuM. Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA durgatinA badale devalokanA sukha rajU karavA paDyA. A rIte tamo paNa zrI navakAranA ArAdhaka banI dharmamahAsattAnA vaphAdAra banI karmasattAne anukULa banAvanAra thAo e maMgaLakAmanA. 56 vaDagAma D 25 1-7-83 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra jIvanazuddhinuM pradhAna kAraNa che, kema ke jIvanamAM azuddhio Ave che doSadRSTi ane ahaMkArathI. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtramAM viziSTa guNAnurAga ane viziSTa vinaya-namratAnI keLavaNI che. kI kema ke duniyAnA sarvotkRSTa mahAna uccatama vyakita rUpa paMcaparameSThIonA aMtaraMga svarUpane dhyAnamAM rAkhI te prati aMtaranA jhukAva sAthe, ahobhAva sAthe namavAno je bhAva, tenAthI ApaNA ahaMkAranuM unmUlana thaI ja jAya. vAraMvAra jApamAM "namo" padanA uccAraNathI ApaNA aMtaranA mAna kaSAyane haTAvavAnuM apUrva baLa maLe che. vaLI "namo" pada ema paNa garbhita rIte sUcave che ke T = nahIM, mo = mAruM. A svArthapradhAna jagatamAM aMtaraMga AtmabhAvane varelA prANImAtranA hiteSI paMcaparameSThIo sivAya bIjuM koI mAruM nathI. mArA te kahevAya ke je mArA du:khane haTAvI zake, agara mane sukhI banAvI zake. jagatanAM tamAma prANIo karmasattAthI jakaDAyelA, pote ja svayaM mahAdu:khanA dAvAnaLamAM phasAyA hoya to mArAM du:kho ghaTADavA zI rIte prayatna karI zake?agara mane sukhI banAvavA zI rIte prayatna kare ! pote ja sukhI thavA mathAmaNa taDaphaDATa karI rahyA che. A sthitimAM ucca AtmakakSAe pahoMcI du:khanA pradhAnakAraNarUpa mohane jemaNe mULamAMthI haThAvI dIdho che evA paMca parameSThI ja ApaNA du:khane moha ghaTADavA dvArA ghaTADI zake. paMcaparameSThIonA smaraNathI ApaNA mohamAM ghaTADo thAya ja. dhanavAna pAsethI dhana maLe. Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA vidyAvAna pAsethI vidyA maLe, tema mohanA ghaTADA ke kSayavALA parameSThIo pAsethI mohano ghaTADo ke kSaya sahaja rIte mAtra ApaNI zraddhA-bhakitanA tArano saMbaMdha joDAtAMnI sAthe maLe emAM navAI nathI. duHkhanA ghaTADA mATe ke sukhI thavA mATe rodaNAM raDavAnI jarUra nathI. mAtra zraddhAbhaktinA tArane parameSThIo sAthe joDavAnI jarUra che. jema tApa ke aMdhakArathI gabharAyelo mANasa paMkhA ke IlekiTraka battI pAse rodaNAM racce zuM thAya ? mAtra plaga joDavAnI ke svIca ona karavAnI jarUra che. tema ApaNI jIvanazaktione bhautika dizAmAMthI vALI paramAtmA svarUpanI banAvavAnI dizAmAM parameSThIo sAthe temanI AjJApAlanarUpa plaga joDavAnI ke zraddhAbhaktinA baTanane dabAvavAnI jarUra che. mATe ja "camatkAra tyAM namaskAra" e kahevata barAbara nathI paNa "namaskAra tyAM camatkAra' e kahevata barAbara che. tame aMtarathI plaganuM joDANa ke zraddhAbhaktinuM baTana ona karo eTale sAmAnya loko mATe camatkAra jevuM - bhayaMkara duHkhomAMthI chuTakAro - nAga phUlanI mALA thaI jAya, zULI siMhAsana thaI jAya - A badhuM thAya temAM navAI nathI. juo mAro potAno dAkhalo che ke, saMvata 1990thI 1998 navakAranAM padono jApa rUTIna pramANe karatA to jhaTapaTa maNakA utAravAnI jema. aMtarathI namratA ke ahobhAva na hato, paNa '99nI sAlamAM AdhyAtmika stara tenA yogIonA saMparkathI UMcuM AvyuM. jarA tanmayatA vadhI paNa kharekhara vi. saM. 2005mAM pU. paM, bhadraMkara vi. ma. sA. nA guravAyathI navakAranA jApamAM evI lInatA thavA mAMDI ke zraddhAbhaktinA baTana ona thaI gayA ane vi. saM. 2010mAM nAgapuranA mohanabhAI dvArA aMtaranuM paDaLa ahobhAva, kRtajJatAnA plaga joDAvAthI narI bhautikatA vidAya thaI gaI, AdhyAtmikatAno vadhAro thavA mAMDyo, te eTale sudhI ke ra011nA mAgasaramAM pU. AgamoddhAraka AcArya devanAM sAkSAt AkarSaNajanya darzana thayAM, aneka deva-devIonAM svata: darzana thavA mAMDyAM. jenI ArAdhanA mATe duniyA talase te padmAvatI, cakezvarI, kavaThyakSa, gomukhayakSa, ghaMTAkarNa, thI mANibhadra Adi devo sAthe saMparka ApoApa thavA lAgyo. aneka saMzayo ApoApa ukelAvA mAMDyA, aneka AgamagraMthonAM rahasyo khullA thayAM. aneka alabhya mAMtrika, tAMtrika prayogo najara sAme AvavA lAgyA. prabhu pratimAjI sAthe kalAko sudhI vAto thavA lAgI, aneka graMthonuM adbhuta rIte divyazakita dvArA sarjana thavA mAMDyuM ane viziSTa kAryo ApoApa thavA lAgyAM. A badho pratApa zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAno che. tame paNa A rIte aMtarathI navakAramAM DUbI jAo e maMgala kAmanA. Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pa8 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvacaMdrikA , vaDagAma 4-7-83 vi, navakAra maMtra - e nAma namaskAramaMtranuM apabhraMza-rUDha banyuM che. eTale ke jemAM namavAnuM mahattva che tevo maMtra te zrI navakAra maMtra. namavuM eTale jhUkavuM - jhUkavAno matalaba te cIjane meLavavA - levA mATe nIcA namavuM. eTale ke jIvanamAM meLavavA lAyaka saMtoSa, iMdriyavijaya, manonigraha, svadoSadarzana Adi aMtaraMga Atmika guNone meLavavAnA dhyeyathI anaMtaguNonA bhaMDArasamAM parameSThIo tarapha namratA - mUkAva te zrI namaskAra maMtranuM hArda che. - TUMkamAM guNAnurAga daSTie aMtaranA jhUkAva sAthe parameSThIo tarapha namratA - AjJAdhInatA keLavavI eTale hakIkatamAM zrI navakArane samarpita thayA kahevAIe. samarpaNa bhAva vinA kadI paNa sAdhyanI siddhi na thAya. tethI navakAranI ArAdhanAmAM namratA - aMtaranA jhukAvanI khAsa jarUra che. aMtaranA jhukAva mATe guNAnurAga daSTinI khAsa jarUra che. paNa guNAnurAga daSTi mATe ahaMkArano bhAva ghaTavo jarUrI che. sAthe ja AtmalakSI vikAsanuM dhyeya paNa jarUrI che. A rIte zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra aMtaranA vikAsa mATe jarUrI guNonA samUharUpa che. AvA zrI navakAranA jApathI aMtaranI zuddhinuM baLa vadhu keLavAya che. tenI pratIti jIvanamAM paradoSadaSTi ghaTe - guNAnurAga vadhe, svadoSa-darzana jAge, ahaMbhAva vidAya thavA mAMDe - Adi lakSaNothI thaI zake. jA5 eTale satata vaNanA uccAraNathI karavatathI jema lAkaDuM verAya tema AtmA para vaLagela kamanA paramANuonA thara zAzvata zrI navakAramaMtranA divyazakita nidhAna varSomAM zraddhAbhakitanI tIvratA bhaLavAthI kapAya, eTale zrI navakArano jApa pariNAme Atmazuddhikara nIvaDe che. vicAromAM ahaMbhAva ane mamatAnA mizraNathI vikAronAM bIja paDe che ane vAsanAnAM pANIthI te bIja aneka durguNorUpe phaLe che. paNa zrI navakAranA jApathI vicAromAM ahaMbhAva ane mamatAnuM thatuM mizraNa ja aTakI jAya che. pariNAme vikAro Upaje ja nahIM. durguNono vikAsa paNa thaMbhI jAya. Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 59 AvA mahAzaktizALI zrI navakArane aMtaranI zraddhA-bhakitarUpa pakakaDathI vaLagavAnI jarUra che. vAMdarInuM baccuM jema enI mAtAne - vAMdarIne vaLage che ke vAMdarI lAMbI phalAMgo bhare to paNa baccuM vacce paDatuM nathI. tevI pakakaDathI zrI navakAra svarUpa mAtAne ApaNe daDha bhakti, avicala zraddhA, AtmazuddhinA dhyeyathI temaja sadguNonA vikAsanA daSTikoNathI vaLagI rahIe to ApaNA jIvanano vikAsa thayA vagara rahe nahIM. aneka durguNo sadaMtara nAza pAmI jAya. jemake zreSThIputra zivakumAre potAnA jIvanamAM Ano sAkSAta anubhava karyo. - zivakumAra zrImaMta zeThiyAno putra, ekano eka dIkaro, eTale vadhu lADamAM Ucharyo. pariNAme nAnapaNathI "madha hoya tyAM mAkhIo Ave"nI jema bhAIbaMdhonI sobatamAM halakA saMskAro - jugAra-corI-parastrIgamana - dArU vageremAM phasAyo, pitAe ghaNuM samajAvyo paNa juvAnInA jozamAM ane kharAba sobatanI asara taLe pitAnuM kahevuM na mAnyuM ane sAthe vyasanomAM pAvaradho banyo. | pitA atyaMta duHkhI thayA paNa umaralAyaka chokarAne vadhu zuM kahevAya! chevaTe thAkIne eka vakhata - prAya: mRtyu vakhate pitAe zivakumArane kahyuM, bhAI! sArI sobatamAM raheje, sadAcAranAM phaLa mIThAM che. chatAM tuM du:khamAM phasAya gabharAI jAya tyAre ApaNA kuLa-maMtrarUpa zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrane zIkhI le, tenA smaraNathI tArAM badhAM duHkha dUra thaI jaze - ema karI navakAramaMtra tene AvaDato hato ja, paNa barAbara sarakho zIkhavADyo. pitAnA mRtyu pachI bhAI sAheba vadhu svacchaMda banI badhI saMpatti - lakSmI barabAda karI rastAmAM rakhaDatA thaI gayA. bhAIbaMdho bhAgI gayA. khAvAnA phAMphAM thayAM, majUrI karavAno vakhata Avyo. temAM eka aghorI bAvo bheTI gayo. aghorI bAvAe lakSaNavaMtA A zreSThIputrane mIThuM bolI phasAvI kALI caudaze masANamAM laI jaI paisAdAra banAvavAnI lAlaca ApI potAnI joDe sAdhanAmAM besADyo - masANamAMthI eka maDaduM tenI pAse upaDAvI tenI pAse ja havaDAvI, lAla kapaDAM - mALA paherAvI te maDadAnA hAthamAM talavAra ApI te maDadAnA page ghI ghasavA zivakumArane besADyo. aghorIbAvAnA aghorI vidyAnA maMtroccAro, smazAna, maDadAnA bhayaMkara bihAmaNA dazyathI gabharAyelo zivakumAra bApanA maratI vakhatanA vacana yAda karI manamAM zrI navakAra gaNavA mAMDyo. tenA hisAbe aghorIbAvAnA maMtrathI maDaduM aDadhuM beThuM thAya, paNa zivakumAranA navakAranA jApathI heThuM paDI jAya. zivakumAra para talavArano ghA na karI zake. aghorI bAvAe bIje maMtra japI zivakumArane kahyuM ke, A agnikuMDane tuM pradakSiNA de, zivakumAra gabharAyo, kadAca mane upADI AmAM nAMkhe to, eTale zivakumAra kahe ke tame AgaLa cAlo, huM pAchaLa cAluM - eTale yogI paNa bhAvayoge Asana choDI agnikuMDane pradakSiNA devA lAgyo. kudarate zivakumArane acAnaka sUjhayuM jethI zivakumAre yogIne TAMTiyAthI pakaDI pAsenA kuMDamAM nAMkhyo, badhI vidhi pUrI thayela hoI te yogI agnimAM paDatAM ja sonAno puruSa thaI gayo. maDaduM UThIne bhAgI gayuM, agni ThaMDo thaI gayo. svarNapuruSa camaka camaka thaI rahyo, te svarNa puruSamAM evuM ke tene jyAMthI kApo tyAM 24 kalAke pharI tevuM che te aMga pUruM thAya, kadI Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0 sonuM khUTe ja nahIM. zivakumAre khADo khodI sonAnA puruSane dATI yukitathI ghare lAvI tenA sonAthI pharI mAladAra zrImaMta thaI gayo. pitAjIe maratI vakhate karela bhalAmaNa anusAra zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrathI pote bacI gayo ane zrImaMta paNa thayo evo pratyakSa teno camatkAra nihALI jiMdagIbhara te zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano ArAdhaka banyo ane ghaNAM dAnapuNya karyAM, sadAcArI banI sadgatimAM pahoMcyo. - zivakumArane je rIte pitAjInA vacanAnusAra du:khamAM gabharAIne paNa zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrane vaLagI paDyo, to tenA pariNAme tenA jIvanamAM dharakhama palaTo badhI rIte thayo. A rIte ApaNe paNa ApaNA jIvanamAM zraddhA-bhakitanI keLavaNI karI zrI navakArane kharekhara jo vaLagI jaIe to ApaNA jIvanano paNa dharakhama palaTo thaI jAya. tamo puNyazALI cho ke nAnI vaye paNa tame zrI navakAra maiyAnI godamAM AvavA tatpara banyA cho, to have mAne mUkIne mAzInI pAse javA vicAra sarakho na karavo. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA mAzI eTale vAsanA tRSNA ane paudgalika bhAvanI prIti, tenA phaMdAmAM have jIvana na phasAya - tenuM pUrNa dhyAna rAkhavuM jarUrI che. - zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAne poSaka bhAvanA nahIM satAvuM koI jIvane, kadI asatya nahIM uccaruM / paradhana-vanitA para na lobhA, saMtoSAmRta pIdhA karuM / / 1 / / ahaMkArano bhAva na rAkhuM nahIM koI para krodha karuM dekhI anyonI caDatIne, kadI na IrSyAbhAva dharuM rA rahe bhAvanA evI mhArI, saraLa satya vyavahAra karuM / bane tyAM sudhI A jIvanamAM, anyo para upakAra karuM gA Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA maitrIbhAva jagatamAM mAro, sahu jIvothI nitya rahe. dInadu:khI jIvo para mArA uramAM karuNAsrota vahe II durjana krUra kumArga-rato para, kSobha nahIM mujane Ave che sAmyabhAva sadA rahe te para, evI pariNati muja thAve pA. guNIjanone dekhI hRdayamAM, mAro prema UbharI jAye | bane tyAM sudhI tenI sevA karIne A mana khuza thAye II thau nahIM kRtadana kadI huM, droha na mArA ura thAya guNa grahaNano bhAva rahe nitya, daSTi na doSo parAve INA rahI aDola akaLa niraMtara A mana daDhatara thaI jAye | ISTa viyoga aniSTa yogamAM sahanazIlatA varatAye TA Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra navacaMdrikA jagANA 9-7-83 dharma mahAsattA ne karmasattA sahayoga kare che e vAta khUba gaMbhIratAthI samajAya tevI che. karmasattA jagatanA prANImAtrane kanaDe che. chatAM dharmamahAsattAnuM zaraNuM svIkAranArane karmasattA naDatararUpa banatI nathI paNa sahayoga ApanArI bane che. kema ke karmasattAno AdhAra pagalika bhAva ke jaDapadArthonI mamatA che. dharmamahAsattAno AdhAra AtmA ane tenI zakitaonA vikAsanI sAthe che. karmasattA paudgalika padArthonI mamatAnI tIvratAe herAna kare che. paNa dharma-mahAsattAnA zaraNe gayelAnI pagalika prItinuM pramANa jyAre ghaTavA pAme che tyAre karmasattAne herAna karavAnuM yogya vAtAvaraNa na maLavAthI karmasattA zithila bane che. kayAreka ArAdhaka puNyAtmAnI Atmazakita -- vikAsanI tIvrajhaMkhanAnA baLe karmasattA anukULa banI zubha puNyakarmanA vipAkarupe anukULa padArtho - vAtAvaraNa rajU karavA rUpe karmasattA anukULa banI jAya che. A ja rIte dharmamahAsattAnA AdhArarUpa Atmazakita - vikAsanI jhaMkhanA maMda paDe ane padgalika bhAvonI prIti gADha bane tyAre kamasattAne anukULa yogya vAtAvaraNa maLavAthI karmasattA herAna karavA mAMDe che. eTale dharma-mahAsattAnuM zaraNa nahIM svIkAranArane karmasattAno vadhu trAsa bhogavavo paDe. Ama ekabIjA paraspara prabaLa - maMda avasthAmAM AtmAne kanaDe che, - sahayoga Ape che. vaLI dharma-mahAsattAnuM chatI zaktie zaraNuM nahIM svIkAranArane karmasattA vadhu kanaDe, tethI karmasattA dharma-mahAsattAnI virodhI dekhAvA chatAM saravALe dharma-mahAsattAne poSaka bane che. A rIte sattA to kharekhara dharma-mahAsattAnI, jenA chatra taLe ArAdhaka puNyAtmA yogya vikAsa karI zake che, paNa dharma-mahAsattAnA Azrayano yogya lAbha ArAdhaka puNyAtmA na uThAvI zake to karmasattA prabaLa banI ArAdhakane dharma-mahAsattAno prabhAva vadhAravAnA garbhita AzayanI jema karmajanya trAsa vadhu ApI chevaTe tene dharma mahAsattAnA zaraNAnI jijJAsA UbhI kare che. A rIte navakAramaMtra karmasattAnAM prabaLa mULane dharma-mahAsattAnA zaraNanA svIkAra dvArA DhIlAM kare che. A vAta zrI navakAranA sAtamA padamAM "zvapAvapUjAsa" padathI sUcavI che. pApano artha ja AtmavikAsamAM je avarodhaka hoya teno mULamAMthI ane badhI jAtanAM pApono nAza karavAnI zakita paNa maMtra zrI navakAramAM che. Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvaciMdrikA e vAta spaSTa TaMkArapaNe jJAnIoe sUcavI che. zrI navakAra sarvapApone mULamAMthI nAza kare che e kevI rIte? pApanuM mULa che - dharma mahAsattAno temanI AjJAnI binavaphAdArIrUpe anAdara. tenAthI vadhu tIvratAvALA karmano baMdha paDe. paNa jyAre zrI navakAranA jApa dvArA haiyAnuM valaNa ane vRttionuM ghaDatara parameSThIonI AjJAne anurUpa thavA mAMDe eTale dharma-mahAsattAno AdarabhAva vadhavAthI pApakarmonI AdhArazilA khasI javAthI pApakarmonA paramANuono vizALa jaththo paNa vikharAvA lAge che. eTale dharma-mahAsattAnI prabaLatAno raNakAra zrI navakAranA sAtamA padamAM che. ApaNe teno lAbha uThAvavAnI jarUra che. jJAnIoe A dharmamahAsattAnI sarvoparItAnuM zAstromAM A rIte varNana karyuM che ke, dara aThavADiye AkhA vizvamAM game tyAM paNa eka jIva samyaphatva pAme che. paMdara divase eka jIva virati - cAritra dharmano svIkAra kare che. dara cha mahine eka jIva saMsArathI mukata banI mokSe jAya che. game tevI viSama karmasattAnuM sAmrAjya comera dekhAtuM hoya chatAM dharmamahAsattAnA baLe dara aThavADiye eka jIva mahAbhayaMkara darzana mohanIya karma para vijaya meLavI samyaktva pAme, temaja dara paMdara divase eka jIva cAritra mohanIya karma para vijaya meLave. te rIte dara cha mahine eka jIva saghaLAM karmonAM baMdhanone phagAvI mokSe jAya, keTalo ajaba dharma mahAsattAno prabhAva !! uparanI vAta ochAmAM ochI jaNAvI, dharmamahAsattAnA prabhAve ekathI vadhu jIvo samyaktva, virati ane mokSa padane pAme che. AvI dharma mahAsattAnI vyApaka asarane oLakhI paMca parameSThIonI AjJAne jIvanamAM zirodhArya karI dharmamahAsattAnA chatra taLe jIvanane laI javAnI jarUra che. to karmasattAnAM mULa DhIlAM paDe, ArAdhanAmAM jusso vadhu Ave. je je ArAdhaka puNyAtmAoe parameSThIonI AjJAne zirodhArya karI temaNe baTana dabAvatAM ja ajavALuM pAtharavAnI jema jIvanamAM bhayaMkara Aphato sAme divya rakSaNa meLavyuM che. A upara 60 - 70 varSa pUrvanI yu.pI.mAM lakhanaunI banelI satyaghaTanA samajavA jevI che. lakhanaumAM jaina sAdhuonA upAzrayanI najIka rahetA mahammada nAmanA eka muslimabhAI bhadra pariNAmI hoI jaina muninA vyAkhyAna Adi saMparkathI kUNA pariNAma vALA thayA pariNAme zarAba, mAMsAhAra vagerethI napharata karatA thayA. IMDA vagerene paNa tyAga karavA mAMDayA. dhIme dhIme sAtvika jIvana thavA mAMDyuM. eka vakhate ko'ka sAdhu mahArAje saraLa svabhAvI te muslimabhAIne kahyuM, mIyAM! khudA kA nAma lete hona! pelA bhAIe kahyuM ke, mahArAja ! jo bana zakatA hai vaha thoDA bahuta karatA huM - namAja bhI paDhatA huM. Apa kucha batAye jIvanakA kalyANa ho jAya. jainamunie pUchayuM ke, zarAba, mAMsAhAra kI paraheja hai kayA! mIyAe kahyuM ke mahArAja, Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA napharata bhI ho gaI hai, eTale mahArAje yogya jANI navakAramaMtra zikhavADyo. be cAra divasa pAcho besADI bolatAM zikhavADyuM, jaNAvyuM ke roja savAre, sAMje ane sUtAM jarUra gaNazo, khUba prabhAvazALI che vagere pelA muslimabhAI to gurumanA vacana para pAkI zraddhA rAkhI bhAvabhakitathI gaNavA lAgyA. 64 - kudaratI tene ghaNA pratyakSa camatkArI anubhavo thayA jethI zrI navakAra maMtra para khUba dRDha zraddhA beThI. tenI jJAtimAM tenA saMbaMdhIo jainamuni pAse jAya, temanA vyAkhyAnamAM jAya mAMsAhAra na kare, jaino sAthe vadhu paricaya rAkhe, A badhAthI khUba ciDAyA, vAraMvAra tene kahe ke- A badhuM zuM dhatiMga mADyuM che? paNa jainamuninA paricaye tene ghaNuM badhuM maLela, zrI navakAra maMtra maLela ke jenAthI potAne ghaNA viziSTa anubhavo thayela, eTale teNe jJAtivALAnuM kaMI sAMbhaLyuM nahIM. jJAtivALAoe eka guMDAne paisAthI sAdhI jaMgalamAMthI kALo nAga pakaDI maMgAvI rAtre 9 vAge pelA bhAI namAja paDhavA gayelA. tenA gharamAMthI piyara hatAM. chokarAM vagere bAnI sAthe gayela. ekalA bhAI hatA eTale pathArI (khATalAmAM) sApane godaDA nIce mUkI dIdho, dorI vagerethI tene peka karyo. namAja paDhIne AvatAM A bhAIne ko'ka hitecchue khAnagImAM kahela ke tamArI pathArImAM nAga haze, paNa teNe e vAta sAcI na mAnI. sUtI vakhate navakAra gaNavAnA niyama pramANe khATalAmAM eka tarapha beTho. nIce saLavaLATa thavA mAMDyo. pelAne zaMkA paDI eTale khUba bhakitathI navakAra gaNavA lAgyo. navakAravALI pUrI thatAM to nAgane dorInAM baMdhano je hatAM te game te rIte chUTI gayAM, eTale te beTho hato tenA AgalA khUNethI nAga dhIme dhIme laTakI bahAra nIkaLyo. mIyAMbhAIe nAgane joI jarA kaMpArI anubhavI paNa AvA bhayaMkara nAganA daMzathI huM bacI gayo te badala zrI navakAramaMtrano prabhAva nihALI gadgada thaI gayo. tyAra pachI to te bhAI navakAramaMtranA khUba dRDha bhakata banyA. A rIte dharma mahAsattAnA zaraNe parameSThI = sAdhu bhagavaMtanI AjJA dvArA jIvanane laI janAra muslimane kevI adbhuta siddhi maLI ! A badho dharma mahAsattAno prabhAva !!! tame paNa A rItathI parameSThIonI AjJA-niSThA dvArA dharmamahAsattAnA zaraNe jIvanane samarpita karI ArAdhanAnA paMthe khUba AgaLa vadho e maMgaLa kAmanA. Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 8 STUE 28 pAlanapura 13-7-83 zrI navakAra prati tamArI bhakita kharekhara prazaMsanIya che. zrI navakAra tarapha haiyAno jhukAva kharekhara tamArI AMtarika zakitaono ujvaLa bhAvi vikAsa sUcave che. A patramAM tamane eka vAta jaNAvavAnI che ke, zrI navakAra e maMtra nahIM paNa mahAmaMtra kema ? zAstramAM to tene maMtrAdhirAja - maMtropaniSad maMtra ziromaNi evA zabdothI navAjela che. tenuM zuM rahasya che? e jANavuM samajavuM jarUrI che. maMtra e ke je Icchita kAmanAnI pUrti kare, agara AvI paDela Akto ke viSama sthitimAM sahAyaka thAya. paNa zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra ke maMtrAdhirAja eTalA mATe ke kAmanAnI pUrti to thAya, paNa te pUrti thayA pachI vAsanAnI je Aga bhaDake che ke jenAthI jIvana azAMta thAya te vAsanAnA tattvane zrI navakAra nabaLuM pADe che. eTale kAmanApUrti thayA chatAM vAsanAno agni bhaDakato nathI. vaLI AtamAM sahAya to zrI navakAra kare ja, paNa Aphatone notaranAra azubha karma sattAnA mULane DhIlA karavAnuM viziSTa kAma zrI navakAra kare che. A uparAMta kAmanAnI pUrti mATe jarUrI puNyanuM baLa kadAca ArAdhaka AtmAnuM ochuM hoya to zrI navakAranA jApa-smaraNathI navuM puNya sarjAya che. ane puNyano khUTato puravaTho zrI navakAra pUro pADe che. A zakita koI maMtramAM nathI. cAlu bIjA maMtro to puNya hoya to kAmanAo pUrI kare paNa puNya khUTatuM hoya to kAmanA pUrI na karI zake. karela jApasmaraNa lagabhaga nakAmA jAya, paNa zrI navakAranA jApamAM evuM banatuM nathI, zrI navakAranA jApathI nikhAlasatA hoya to ApaNI IcchA na hoya to paNa ApaNAM kilaSTa karmo - vAsanAo kSINa thavA pAme che ane tenA ghaTADA sAthe viziSTa puNya paNa baMdhAvA pAme. pariNAme kAmanAo pUrNa karavA jarUrI puNyanuM baLa ApoApa vadhe ane ArAdhaka AtmAnI badhI yogya kAmanAo zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra pUrI kare ja ! AthI bIja maMtro karatAM zrI navakArane mahAmaMtra kahyo che. Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA AvA zrI navakAranA jApathI aMtaraMga vRttio evI nirmaLa thAya che ke jenA pariNAme saMkalezanAM pariNAmo Upaje ja nahIM jethI navA pApano baMdha paNa aTakI jAya che. A rIte navakAra jUnAM pApono nikAla kare che. navA pApanA utpAdanane roke che ane jIvana vikAsa mATe upayogI puNyanA bhaMDArane paripuSTa kare che. tethI zrI navakAra maMtrAdhirAja ane maMtra-ziromaNi kahevAya che. A navakAranA pratApathI bharUcanI mAMsAhArI samaLIno paNa uddhAra thaI gayo te A pramANe bharUcamAM narmadA kaMThe eka moTo vaDalo gheghUra ghaTAvALo hato jenA para vividha jAtanA kAgaDA, cakalA, popaTa, tetara, samaLI Adi paMkhIo mALo karI rahetAM. eka vakhate comAsAnI RtumAM muzaLadhAra varasAda zarU thayo. sAta divasanI helI thaI, ghaDIbhara paNa baMdha na rahyo, mANaso, Dhora to ThIka paNa paMkhIo paNa cha divasa mALAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLI na zakayAM. 7 divasa paMkhIo bhUkhyA rahyAM. pelA vaDa para rahelI eka samaLI jenAM baccA navA janmelAM tenA para samaLIne prema ghaNo - baccAM bhUkhyAM thaI cuM-zuM karyA kare, paNa satata varasAdanA kAraNe samaLI caNa levA bahAra kayAMya jaI na zakI. mAMDa mAMDa samaLIe 7 divasa kADhayA, baccAonI vedanAthI samaLI khUba du:khI du:khI thaI. chevaTe AThame divase varasAda baMdha rahyo tyAre potAnA nAnA gabharu baccAMnA 7 divasanA bhUkhanA kalpAMtathI khUba gabharu banelI samaLI potAne paNa kakaDIne bhUkha lAgelI. khUba ja azakita chatAM baccAM uparanA vAtsalyathI prerAIne ekadama UDIne gAma bahAra najIkamAM ja eka zikArInA ghara pAchaLanA vADAmAM paDela DhagalAmAMthI jhaDapathI mAMsanA locAne laI pAchI potAnA baccAne vahAlathI khavaDAvavA vaDalA tarapha UDI, eTalAmAM zikArIe joyuM ke samaLI mAMsano loco laI jAya che, eTale AvezamAM AvI kAmaThA para tIra caDhAvI sarararara karatuM samaLIne mAryuM. bicArI samaLI aNIdAra tIranA ghAthI taraphaDatI nIce paDI. tIranI bhayaMkara vedanA uparAMta mArAM baccAM bicArAM 7 divasanA bhUkhyAM TaLavaLatAM rahyAM. arere! huM mArA baccAne khavaDAvI na zakI ema bhAre mAnasika vyathAthI TaLavaLatI-taraphaDatI rahI. A samaye bharUca zaheramAMthI be sAdhu bhagavaMto paMDilabhUmie javA te rastethI pasAra thayA. samaLIne tIranI vedanAthI taDaphaDatI joI atyaMta karuNAthI prerAI aMtaraMga bhAva dayAnA baLe baMne munirAjee nIce besI te samaLInA kAnamAM dhIme dhIme zuddha uccArapUrvaka zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra saMbhaLAvavo zarU karyo. samaLI bhayaMkara vedanA, ArtadhyAna ane bhAre asamAdhithI pIDAtI hatI. paNa bhAva karuNAnA bhaMDAra sAdhu bhagavaMtonA mukhathI saMbhaLAtA zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA divya sanAtana caitanya tattvanA vikAsanI saphaLa kUMcI samA mIThA-madhura svarathI saMbhaLAtA akSaronI mAMtrika zakitathI samaLInI Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA vedanA zAnta thaI gaI ane jANe munirAje mane kaMIka maMgaLa maMtra saMbhaLAve che. evA tAnamAM te samaLI sthira thaI zrI navakAra sAMbhaLavA lAgI. tenuM ArtadhyAna - raudradhyAna aTakI gayuM ane spaSTa kaMI samajaNa na paDavA chatAM pU. munirAjo mArA kalyANa mATe kaMIka saMbhaLAve che, evI moghama zraddhAthI khUba anumodanAnA bhAvamAM haLavA manathI viziSTa puNya bAMdhyuM - pariNAme tIranI tIvra vedanAthI mRtyune vaza to thaI paNa aMta samaye zrI navakAranA varSothI UpajelI divyazraddhAnA baLe bhegA karela viziSTa puNyarAzinA baLe zubhabhAvamAM manuSyabhavanuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM. siMhaladvIpanA rAjAne tyAM rAjakumArI tarIke janmI- jenuM nAma sudarzanA rAkhyuM. te lagabhaga 16 varSanI thaI tyAre rAjasabhAmAM bhAratano ko'ka vepArI zeTha siMhaladvIpamAM vepAra mATe jAtajAtanA kariyANAM vahANamAM bharI Avela. te vepArI jAtajAtane bheTayuM laI siMhaladvIpanA rAjane najarANuM karavA Avyo. te vakhate sudarzanA paNa tyAM hatI. jAtajAtanA kariyANAM batAvatAM acAnaka vepArIne chIMka AvI ane mane madiMtALa bolyo. je sAMbhaLatAM ja sudarzanA turata saMbhramavALI thaI, AvuM kayAMka sAMbhaLyuM che, thoDI vAre bebhAna thaI gaI, thoDI vAre cetanA AvI pUrvajanma yAda Avyo. mAMsAhArI samaLInA bhAvamAM bhayaMkara hiMsA Adi pApothI durgatimAM javAnA badale munionA mukhathI zrI navakAra sAMbhaLavAnA pariNAme potAne AvI bhavya rAjyalakSmI maLI, dhanya che te mahAmunionI karuNAne, dhanya che A mahAmaMtranA prabhAvane, ema anumodanA karatI te vepArI pAsethI bharUca, narmadA kinAro, tyAM bhavya gheghUra vaDa, e badhI bhALa meLavI parama saMtoSa pAmI. pachI pitAjIne samajAvI rajA laI aneka parivAra sAthe vahANamAM besI bharUca AvI. mahAmunionA samAgame jaina dharmanA rahasyane pAmI, bhavya UMcA zikharavALuM jinAlaya potAnA pUrvajanmanI vItaka kahANInA saMbhAraNA rUpe baMdhAvI samaLI vihAra - zakunikA vihAra nAma pADyuM. A rIte zrI navakAra bhayaMkara pApono nAza karI navA puNyanA akhUTa bhaMDAra bharI de che. Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 68 Cle 29 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA pAlanapura 18-7-83 vi zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA jApathI vRttio vAsita banI tyAre kahevAya ke jyAre vRttiomAMthI svArthanI durgaMdha ghaTe ane paramArthavRttiono udaya thAya. Yan vaLI vyavahAramAM anubhavAtAM sukha ke du:kharUpa gaNAtA ThaMDI, garamI, apamAna ke pratikULa padArtho paNa paudgalika bhAva - saMsAranA padArthono rAga poSAto hoya to mIThA madha jevA lAge che. ane sukharUpa gaNAtA pAMca indriyonI vAsanAne poSaka anukULa padArtho paNa moTI nANAM-bhIDa ijjata AbarUnA bhAre dhakakAnA prasaMge jarApaNa anukULa nathI lAgatAM cAra divasa pachI phAMsInI sajA thavAnI che tevAne sArAmAM sArA manamohaka padArtho AkarA lAge che. eTale vyavahAramAM sukha mAtra ajJAnadazAmAMthI UbhI thayela kalpanAnuM pratibiMba che. zrI navakAranA jApanA pariNAme ajJAnamUlaka A badhI kalpanAnAM jALAM vikharAI jAya che. hakIkatamAM bhautika padArtha prati ajJAnamUlaka sukhanA pratibhAsavALI daSTi zrI navakAranA jApathI palaTI jAya che. zrI navakAranA jApanI A pArAzIzI che. vicAromAM khaLabhaLATa, dunyavI padArthonuM AkarSaNa, bIjAnA doSonI samIkSA ghaTe, eTale jApa koThe lAgyo che ane AtmavikAsanI kakSAne vikasAvavA jApa upayogI thaI rahyo che, ema kahI zakAya. temaja zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhakane AtmAnA svarUpa ADe rahela karmanA paDadAne khaseDavAno tIvra bhAva jhaLakayA vinA na rahe. A uparAMta zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA jApanI adbhuta vizeSatA e che ke satyane ApaNe joIe chIe. jANIe chIe, bolIe chIe, bIjAne samajAvIe chIe, tenA para lekho lakhIe chIe paNa te satyane anubhavI zakatA nathI. anubhavyA vagaranuM satya jIvana zuddhimAM upayogI thatuM nathI. zAstrorUpI himAlayanAM UMcA zikharo parathI satya rUpa bhAgIrathI - gaMgAno pravAha dhodhamAra vahe che. paNa tene ApaNe ApaNI vRttiomAM - zivajIe jema jaTAmAM gaMgAne jhIlI hatI tema jhIlI anubhavanI sarANa sudhI pahoMcADavuM jarUrI che. anubhava vagaranuM satya ApaNuM thatuM nathI. ApaNI AMtaradRSTinA ughADa pachI vivekacakSuthI Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA joyela satyano jhaNakAra ApaNA jIvanane sparze che. 'AtmA che, karmathI du:khI thAya che. karmonA baMdhanathI chuTAya eTale paramapada - mokSamAM anaMta akSaya sukha maLe che.'' A jAtanuM satya zabdanA mAdhyamathI zrotrendriya dvArA buddhi sudhI pahoMce che, paNa buddhithI haiyAmAM je raste thaIne te satya jAya che. te dvAra aNavaparAzathI ApaNI bedarakArIthI BLOCK UP thaI gayuM che. zrI navakAranA jApanI AgavI vizeSatA e che ke buddhithI haiyAmAM satyane UtaravAno je mArga ApaNI bedarakArIthI aNavaparAzathI lagabhaga khoravAI gayo che te mArgane svaccha karI vaheto karavAnuM kAma zrI navakAranA jApathI thAya che. vaLI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa ApaNA jIvanamAM vicAronI navI dizA khole che ke, A saMsAra du:khamaya che. saMsAranA dekhItA sArA sukhanAM sAdhano ke sukharUpa lAgatA padArtho paNa aMdara du:khanA pravAhathI lathabatha hoya che. uparanA AchA pAtaLA kalpanA rUpa sukhanA paDadAnI pAchaLa bhayaMkara du:khanI paraMparA ApaNI AsapAsa pharI vaLe che. ApaNI dRSTimAM zorTalAiTanA doSathI kSaNikasukhanA vicAronI je vikRti che te zrI navakAranA jApathI haTI jAya che. ane dareka padArthamAM dIrghadaSTithI AnuM bhAvI pariNAma kevuM ? teno vicAra karavAnI Teva vikase che. 9 zrI navakAranA jApathI hakIkate ApaNA jIvananA vikAsamAM upayogI padArtho tarapha AdarabhAva Upaje che. tenAthI jIvananA vikAsanI dizAmAM ApaNe nakakara pagalAM bharI zakIe chIe. AvA mahAmahimAzALI apUrva divyazakitaonA nidhAna zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA adbhuta jApa dvArA tame tamArA aMtaranA dvArane ughADI jagatanA padArthonI vAstavikatA oLakhAvanAra divyadRSTine meLavI jIvanazaktionA vikAsanI sAcI dizAmAM pagalAM bharI hakIkate aMtaraMga zakitathI samRddha bano e maMgala kAmanA. pl - 30 aprApya tI Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 70 D 31 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA pAlanapura vi zrI navakArano ArAdhaka kevo hoya ? te paNa jarA dhyAnamAM levA jevuM che. jIvanadhArAmAM anAdikALanA saMskAronI paravazatAthI AvanArA rAgAdi vikAro ane vAsanAnI gaMdakIne haThAvavA mATe bhagIratha prayatna jJAnI gurunI nizrAmAM karavA mathe te navakAra mahAmaMtrano ArAdhaka !!! E 20-7-83 * jIvanazakitaone vikasvara banAvanArI sadAcAranI vRttione avalaMbI jApa-zakitaone saMsAranI mohamAyAnA ukaraDA tarapha jatI aTakAvavA mathe te zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano ArAdhaka !!! * aMtaraMga cetanA zakitanA zaNagArarUpa satya, dhRti, dayA, saMtoSa, namratA Adi zaNagArothI aMtaraMga rIte suzobhita rahevA mathe te zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrano ArAdhaka !!! ApaNA caitanyane divyapaMthe vadhavA mATe jarUrI divya zakitanA srotane meLavavA tenA akhUTa khajAnArUpa paMca parameSThIo sAthe teonI AjJAnA pAlanarUpe atUTa saMparka sthApita karavA mathe te zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrano ArAdhaka !!! * vicAronI AMdhI ane avanatinI khAImAMthI gabaDatA bacAvanAra paMcaparameSThIonA smaraNarUpa jApanA avalaMbane potAnI jAtane nirbhaya banAvavA mathe te zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrano ArAdhaka !!! vicAro ane AcaraNa vacce upekSA-bedarakArIthI paDela khAIne yathAzakaya jJAnI mahApuruSonI nizrAe vidhipUrvaka zAsrIya maryAdAonA AgrahapUrvaka dRDha pAlananA baLe pUravA mathe te zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrano ArAdhaka !!! vAraMvAra AtmanirIkSaNa dvArA svadoSa darzananI suvyavasthita Tevano vikAsa karI guNAnurAga dRSTi dvArA bIjAnA nAnApaNa guNane oLakhavA mathAmaNa kare te zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrano ArAdhaka !!! saMskAronI nAgacUDamAM bhIMsAI gayela manovRtti ane kAyAnI sthUla pravRttione AtmasamarpaNa, nikhAlasatA ane AjJApAlananA baLe choDAvavA mathAmaNa kare te zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano ArAdhaka !!! vicAronI duniyAmAM khovAI javAnA pariNAme agara vicArakSetramAM mukata svairavicArathI Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra navacaMdrikA UpajatA mithyA-AtmasaMtoSanA baLe vikasatI bejavAbadArIne kartavyaniSThA ane potAnI kakSAne anurUpa pharajanA sajAga bhAna dvArA dUra karavA mathe te zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhaka !!! * ArAdhanAnA paMthe jJAna sAthe cAritrano ane te baMneno samyagudarzana sAthe punita saMbaMdha sthApI ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA dvArA jIvanane karmanirjarArUpa saphaLatAnA paMthe vALavA mathe te zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhaka !!! AvA mahAmahimazALI zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrane oLakhavA - samajavA acUka upAya - niyata samaye - niyata sthAne - niyata saMkhyAthI jApa karavo e ja amogha upAya che. AvI vidhipUrvaka karAyela jApanI prakriyAthI evI udAtta zakitano vikAsa thAya che ke jethI prabaLa ati nibiDa gADha paNa karmanAM AvaraNo ApoApa ogaLI jAya che. mArA jIvanano pratyakSa dAkhalo che ke 2011nA poSathI - nAgapuranA mohanabhAInI tIvra jijJAsAvALA patronA samAdhAna lakhavAnA prasaMge eka vakhata rAtre 10 thI ramAM apUrva pharaNA thaI ke gRhastha vyakti saMsAranI moha jALamAM phasAyela paNa buddhi yoganA mAdhyamathI ATalo badho UMDo Utare to jJAnayoga - kriyAyoganA sumeLavALA saMyamanA paMthe AvavA upayogI pUrvanA addabhuta viziSTa puNyanA udaye viziSTa dharmanA raMge raMgAyela zrAvaka kuTuMbamAM janma thayo ke - jyAM rAA varSanI nAnI vaye ukALelA pANInI preraNA maLI, aneka virodhanA vaMToLa vacce paNa phA varSanI nAnI vaye akSarajJAna paNa nahIM, navakAra paNa pUro spaSTa nA AvaDe, tevI vaye saMyama adbhuta rIte saMskArI mAtA-pitAnA agaNita dharma - aDagatA baLe maLyuM. vadhumAM mArA jIvanane zAsanAnukuLa viziSTa banAvavA, vyAkhyAna- gocarI-vihAra badhI javAbadArI uThAvI. ane nAnapaNamAM huM ghaNo tophAnI udaMDa hato. daMDazAstranA pratApe mane kAbUmAM rAkhI evA suMdara saMskAro pU tAraka gurudeve mAlavA jevA bAhya nimittonI kharAba asara na maLe tevA pradezamAM mArA jIvanane ghaDavA tanatoDa mahenata pU. gurudeve karI, puNyAtmA mohanabhAInI jema haju mArA manamAM jIvana zuddhinA acUka maMtra samA zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra mATe AvI tamannAbharI jijJAsA kema nathI jAgatI ? khUba zarama, glAni ane athupAta thayo. prAya: to kevaLa visaM. 2011no poSa su. 1rano hato. 15 thI 20 miniTa khUba raDyo. chevaTe jANe jhabakAro thayo ke, "gAMDA! e che kema? haju zuM bagaDyuM che? samAI jA zrI navakAra maiyAnI godamAM ! uThAva tArI mALAne! dhaNadhaNAye jA - jApanA raNakAra ne! tArA aMtaranAM paDala ogaLI jaze ane jIvananuM parama satya tArI rAha joIne UbhuM che tenA svAgata mATe yogya banI jA." A aMtaranA jhaNajhaNATIbharyA divya sUcanane vadhAvI bIje ja divase mohanabhAIne patra lakhyo ke have huM kaMdoIno dhaMdho baMdha karuM chuM. tamane buddhiyoganA baLe zAstronA havAlA ApI zrI navakAranI jAta jAtanI mIThAI tamArA praznonI jijJAsA tRpta karavA rUpe pIrasato hato, paNa huM to kaMdoI jema ghera jaI roTalo ne maracuM khAya tema huM to paTapaTa maNakA utAravAnI kriyA veTha utAravAnI jema mAMDa 3 mALA zrI navakAranI jema tema locA vALavA rUpe gaNuM chuM. tamArA patromAM tamArI jijJAsAone Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 saMtoSavA zAstrajJAnI vidvAna-jANakAra hovAnA abhimAnanA zikhare caDhI lAMbI pahoLI suphiyANI vAto karuM chuM, eTale huM to roTalo, maracuM khAuM chuM. huM kaMI zrI navakAranA rasAsvAdane chatI zaktie, chato bhaMDAra bharapUra chatAM cAkhato nathI. keTalo mahAmUDha huM? kevI prabaLa AtmavaMcanA! bhAre glAni thaI che. have huM mArA mithyA abhimAna zabda paMDitAI ane vAkpaTutAnA vastro utArI jApanA mAdhyamathI zrI navakAranA athAga jaLAzayamAM DUbakI mAruM chuM. jyAre deva-gurunI kRpAe mArA aMtaranAM AvaraNo khasI aMtarano svAda cAkhavA maLaze eTale pharI tamArI sAme patra dvArA upasthita thaIza. ema karI mohanabhAIne dara aThavADiye 8 thI 10 pAnAM bharIe evA 57 kAgaLo phA va 2 nAgapurathI zikharajI tarapha vihAra karyo tyAre lakhAyA. lagabhaga nAgapurathI 30 mAIla dUra baMgALanI sarahada lagabhaga (gAmanuM nAma yAda nathI) A divya sphuraNA thaI tyArathI aThavADiye patro lakhavAnI paddhati hatI te baMdha karI. - zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA A uparAMta nAgapura comAsAmAM mohanabhAIne jaina darzana upara 350 pAnAM moTI DAyarInAM lakhAyAM, comAsAnA uttarArdhamAM thI navakAra mahAmaMtra aMge 50 pAnAM moTI DAyarInAM lakhAyela, A badhuM kaMdoInuM kAma baMdha karI ra011nA po su. 13 thI mithyAbhimAna AdinA kapaDAM utArI zrI navakAranA jaLAzayamAM DUbakI mArI ke phAgaNa suda 14 zikharajImAM 18 lAkha navakAre pahoMcyo. ane kAnapuranA comAsAmAM divALI lagabhaga 42 lAkha navakAre pahoMcyo. divase divase jApanI niyamita prakriyAthI adbhuta rasAsvAda AvavA mAMDyo, pariNAme aneka zAstrIya padArthonI gUMco ApoApa ukelAvA mAMDI, aneka divyasRSTinAM sAkSAt darzana thavA mAMDyAM. ane dhIme dhIme vRttio evA divya rasAsvAdamAM lIna thaI gaI ke huM devagurukRpAe kayAMya sAdhanAnAM sopAno vaTAvI viziSTa siddhionAM zikharonI najIka pahoMcyo. A rIte jApanI vyavasthita prakriyA adbhuta zakitaone vikasAve che. Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA J) 32 pAlanapura 25/7/83 vi. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra e dharma - mahAsattAno jagatanA tamAma jIvone abhaya ApanAro DhaMDhero che. jagatanA tamAma jIvo karmasattAnA baMdhanathI vIMTAyela che. pariNAme zubha-azubha karmanA vipAkothI jagatanA prANIo viDaMbanA bhogave che. tethI mahAkaruNALu dharma mahAsattA jagatanA sarvajIvone uddezIne DhaDharArUpe jaNAve che ke bhavyAtmAo! so vaMvamullA azvapavipAsaTI. paMcaparameSThIone karAyela namaskAra = aMtarathI parameSThIonI AjJApAlananI tatparatA - saghaLAM kamanAM baMdhanone toDI nAMkhe che! eTale he puNyAtmAo! dharmamahAsattAnA adhIzvararUpa pAMca parameSThIonA zaraNe Avo! temanI AjJAnA pAlana mATe tatpara thAo! dharma - mahAsattAnI zaraNAgati lIdhA pachI karmasattAnI tAkAta nathI ke tamane te herAna karI zake. dharmamahAsattA sarvoparI che. tenI AjJA pAlanArAne saghaLI sukha sAhebI - anukULatAo karI ApavI ke pratikULatAo haThAvI devI. - te kAma karmasattA kare che, ane dharmasattAnI AzA ke aizvaryano apalApa karanArane AkarAmAM AkarI sajA karavI e karmasattAne soMpAyuM che. A rIte karmasattA dharma - mahAsattAnI AjJAvartI khaMDiyA rAjA jevI che. duniyA AkhI karmasattAnI sarvoparItA samaje che ane tenAthI Dare che, ghUje che. paNa dharma - mahAsattAnI AjJApAlana rUpe zaraNAgati svIkAryA vinA karmasattAnA trAsamAMthI chUTI na zakAya. A nirvivAda hakIkta che. jagatamAM cakravatanI sattA jema sArvabhauma sattA hoya, bIjA badhA rAjAo tenA sAmaMta-khaMDiyA rAjA gaNAya. tema karmasattA para jenuM varcasva cAle che te dharma - mahAsattA kharekhara sArvabhoma sattA che. anaMta janmonAM karmonAM viSama baMdhano paNa dharma mahAsattAne zaraNAgata thayA pachI kSaNavAramAM haTI jAya che. jema ke mArA jIvananI adabhuta ghaTanA A vAtane paripuSTa kare che. visaM. 2020nI vAta - bhoyaNI tIrthe caitrI oLInI bhavya ArAdhanA pU A devendrasAgarasUri ma.nI nizrAmAM pU. tapasvI gurudevazrI upA. bhagavaMte karAvela te vakhate azoka sA. manAM saMsArI mAtA-pitA Adi kuTuMbIoe AvI potAnA nAnA be dIkarAonI dIkSA apAvavAnuM nakakI karyuM. pU. gurudeva zrI zikharajI tIrtha para sarakArI kabajane haThAvavA kAyadesara pagalAM bharavA vakIlonI konpharansa Adi tIrtharakSAnA kAmamAM Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA rokAyela hoI mAre varSItapa cAlato chatAM pU. gurudevanI AjJAne pAmI 4 ThANA sAthe bhoyaNIthI chANI tarapha dIkSA ApavA vihAra karyo. dhomadhakhatA relavelAIna dvArA amadAvAdathI chANI taraphanA vihAramAM bArejaDIthI goThaja jatAM savAre 1LI vAge baLabaLatA tApamAM paga relavelAInanI garama kAMkarIvALA rastA para cAlI rahela. garamIthI - jarA gabharAI gayela, tevI sthitimAM goThaja sTezananA pahelA signala pachI signala kaeNbina pAse acAnaka eka kAMTALA jALA para paga Avyo, DAbA paganA vacalA bhAge te kAMTA pesI gayA kaeNbina pAse besI kAMTA kADhyA, chatAM paganA vacalA bhAge 4-5 kAMTA aMdara pesI gayA. mAMDa khoDaMgAtA page mukAme pahoMcyo. tAtkAlika upAyo goLa-garama ghInA potAM Adi karyA paNa muhUrta najIka hoI vihAra cAlu rahyo, pariNAme ArAma na maLavAthI paga sUjI gayo, chatAM dukhAtA page chANI pahoMcyo, dhAmadhUmathI baMne nAnA chokarAo jayakAMta - harSakAMtane dIkSA ApI jinacaMdrasAgarajI ane hemacaMdrasAgarajInAma sthApyAM. pAchA te badhAne te laIne du:khAtA page amadAvAda Avyo. paga pAkI gayo, vedanA ghaNI - upAzraye (navaraMgapurA) ekasa-re mazIna lAvI paganA phoTA pADyA, kaMI na dekhAyuM, pachI comAsuM zirohI thayela, tethI UMjhA Avyo. pU. gurudevazrI AvyA. jAtajAtanA dezI upacAro cAlu, paNa page dukhAvo ghaNo, kAMTA dekhAya nahIM. zirohI comAsA para pahoMcavA DoLIthI pU. gurudevazrInI sAthe badhA ThANAe prAya: 7 - 8 jaNAe vihAra karyo. pAlanapura AvyA - rAtre navakAranA smaraNa vakhate dharma-mahAsattArUpa paMcaparameSThIonA zaraNe javAnI preraNA maLI, DoLInI virAdhanA khUba khaTakI, savAre pU. gurudevazrIne vAta karI ke ra7000 navakAra mATe ahIM pallavIyA pArzvanAthanI nizrAe gaNavA che. tethI A badhuM paganuM darda maTI jaze. pU. gurudevazrIe A bAbata sAmAnya anicchA pragaTa karI, chatAM mArI sAthe be sAdhu ApyA. meM DoLIvALAne chUTA karI dIdhA. be divasa satata navakAranA dhyAnamAM gALyA. trIjA divase savAre garama pANIthI paga jhArato hato te vakhate DAbA pagamAM upalA bhAge te 6 kAMTA ne kapaDA para lIdhA - sAthenA munione batAvyA. zrAvakone batAvyA. badhA cakita thayA pachI zrI navakAranA prabhAvane haiyAmAM dhAraNa karI vadhu 110 navakAra pharI gaNyA. pagano sojo darda badhuM gAyaba, cAlu sthitimAM paga thayo. DAMDAnA TekA vagara tapAgaccha upAzrayathI cAlato pallavIyA pArzvanAthanA dahere darzana karavA sAthe sAMje 6 mAIla vihAra karI citrAsaNI gayo ane jhaDapI be vakhata vihAra karI pU. gurudevanI nizrAmAM svarUpa gaMja dharmazALAmAM pahoMcI gayo pAMcame divase. 11 vihAramAM 60 mAIla jhaDapI cAlyo. Ama DoLI sivAya calAtuM na hatuM ane jhaDapI A vihAra thaI zakayo. A badhA pratApa zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano! paNa dharmamahAsattAnA pratIkarUpa zrI navakAranA zaraNe gayo to viSama karmasattA paNa khasI gaI ane badhI anukULatA thaI gaI! A jIvato jAgato dAkhalo dharma mahAsattAnI sarvoparItAno che. Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 75 JUR 33 pAlanapura 29-7-83 vizrI navakAranI ArAdhanAmAM aMtaraMga bhAvazuddhi karatAM jJAnI-nithA ane vidhi-zuddhi be vastu mahattvanI che. aMtaramAM je bhAvonI azuddhi che, rAgAdi vikAra che, te vikAro mohanA saMskArothI Upaje che. te mohanA saMskArorUpa melane haTAvavA mATe jJAnI nizrA rUpa pANI ane vidhinA vivekapUrvaka pAlanarUpa sAbunI jarUra che. sau prathama ArAdhanAnA paMthe cAlanAro aMtarathI vizuddha bhAvavALo hoya evuM saMbhavita nathI. aMtaramAM vikAronI azuddhi to anAdikALanI hoya che. tene haThAvavA ja zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA karavAnI che. eTale prAraMbhamAM aMtarathI bhAva (Mood) na hoya chatAM niyata samaye, niyata maryAdAe jApa karavA besI javAthI jApanA prabhAve amuka TAIme jarUra aMtaranA vikAronuM zamana thavAthI aMtarathI bhAvollAsa (Mood) sahaja rIte AvavA mAMDe che. tethI zrI navakAranA ArAdhake jJAnI-nizrA (eTale temanI AjJA pramANe vidhipUrvaka jApanA mArge pravartavAnI pavitra pharaja che. mahApuruSonA jIvanakALamAM A rIte ja mahAna sAdhanAnAM bIja naMkhAya che. jaMbusvAmIjI ma. A kALanA sarvottama mahApuruSa thaI gayA. jeo A kALamAM carama kevalI eTale chellA kevaLajJAnI thayA. temanA pachI koIne kevaLajJAna nathI thayuM. teoe 16 varSanI bharayuvAna vaye potAnA pitAnI 99 koDa sonaiyAnI saMpattino tyAga karyo vaLI ItihAsamAM kayAreya na banyuM evuM temaNe karyuM ke, pote sudharmA svAmI - pAMcamA gaNadhara pAse cothuM vrata jIvajajIvanuM uccarela, chatAM mAtA-pitAnA AgrahathI 8 kanyAo sAthe lagna mATe ghoDe caDhyA - corImAM paraNavA beThA, paraNyA pachI rAtre ATheya strIone bUjhavI vairAgI banAvI. te ATha strIonA 8 mAtA - 8 pitAne paNa bUjhavyA. potAnA mAtA - pitAne bUjhavyA ane corI karavA Avela 50 corane bUjhavyA. Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA 500 cora 8 strIo 8 strIonI mAtA 8 strIonA pitA 1 potAnI mAtA 1 potAnA pitA pa26 sAthe jaMbusvAmIe paraNyAnA bIjA divase sudharmAsvAmIjI pAse dIkSA lIdhI. A jaMbusvAmIjI jevA mahApuruSa pUrvabhavamAM kevI rIte vagara ullAse vagara mUDe paNa jJAnInI nizrAe vidhivat samarpaNa karI dharmakriyA vidhipUrvaka AcarI hatI, tenuM pariNAma teo AvA mahApuruSa banyA. pUrvabhavamAM moTA bhAInI zaramathI taratanI paraNela nAgilA nAmanI potAnI strIne mUkI vagara IcchAe dIkSA lIdhela, 12 varSa sudhI paraNelI strI pAse javAnA kharAba vicAro thatA paNa moTA bhAInI zaramathI saMyama - sAdhupaNAnI badhI kriyAo karatA, jarApaNa aMtarano bhAva (Mood) na hato paNa jJAnIonI AjJA pramANe niyata samaye paddhatipUrvaka vidhi sAthe badhI kriyAo karI. tenA pariNAme bIjA bhavamAM mohanAM AvaraNo temane naDyA nahIM. vidhipUrvaka zAstramaryAdAnI vaphAdArI sAthe kriyAo karavAthI mohanAM AvaraNo jarjarita thaI gayAM. eTale zrI navakAra gaNavAmAM zarUmAM ullAsa (Mood) na hoya to paNa niyata samaye - vidhinA pAlana sAthe jApa cAlu rAkhavAthI aMtaranA mohanAM AvaraNo - ke jenAthI ullAsa (Mood) nathI Avato te badhAno ghaTADo thavA mAMDe, te jApanA mAdhyamathI zrI navakAra potAnI zaktine ArAdhakamAM utAre che. jApa sAthe jJAnI - nithA ane vidhi-zuddhi be khAsa jarUrI che. tenAthI jApanI zakita vyavasthitapaNe ApaNAmAM kAma karI zake che. Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra caMdrikA 5TU pAlanapura 3-8-83 tamo badhA zrI navakAranA caraNe jIvana zaktinuM naivedya yathAzakti samarpita karI jIvana dhanya banAvatA hazo. samarpaNa vinA ISTaphaLa siddhi zakaya nathI. kheDUta arthe peTe bhUkhyo rahIne paNa anAja dharatI mAtAne samarpita kare che - to eka dANAnA seMkaDo dANA pAchA meLave che. joke temAM puNyano yoga prabaLa che. puNya vinA bIja vAvyA pachI sarakho varasAda na Ave ke jIvAta Adino upadrava thAya to anAja na paNa maLe, paNa paMcaparameSThIone agara zrI navakAra mAtAne anakanDIzanala binazaratI nikhAlasa dile tuMhI tuMhI nA bhAvathI samarpaNa karAya to pachInA prosesamAM puNyanI jarUra nathI. samarpaNa pAchaLa rahelI zraddhA, bhakita, vinaya AdithI thayela mohanA kSayopazamanI bhUmikAnA baLe UpajatI sAhajika viziSTa AtmazuddhinA baLe oTomeTIka AtmazakitaonA progresa rUpa prosesa thavA pAme che. mAtra jarUra che aMtaranA samarpaNanI ! samarpaNa buddhi ke mananuM nahIM, paNa aMtaramAMthI UgavuM joIe. vicArajanya samarpaNa thoDeka samaya Take, pachI buddhi, manane saMtoSa na thAya eTale samarpaNabhAva ghaTavA pAme che. pariNAme zraddhA-bhakita, vinaya-bahumAna vagere paNa osarI jAya che. aMtaranuM samarpaNa eTale atyAranI ApaNI vRttionI gulAmInuM karma paravazatAnuM sajaga bhAna, pachI AmAMthI chUTavA mATe zrI navakAramaMtra je maMtra nahIM - mahAmaMtra babbe maMtraziromaNi che. kema ke duniyAnA maMtro puNyanA AdhAre phaLa Ape che tyAre zrI navakAra ApaNA puNyano khajAno kaMgALa hoya chatAM aMtaranI zraddhA, bhakita, bahumAnanA AdhAre ApaNane zaraNAgata tarIke svIkArI aMtaranI zakitao yathAyogya vikAsa kakSAnurUpa karI de che. AvA maMtra ziromaNi zrI navakAra bhagavaMtanA zaraNe ApaNI jAtane vRttionI gulAmI ke karma-paravazatAmAMthI choDAvavAnA dhyeyathI soMpI devI te aMtaranuM samarpaNa che. AvuM samarpaNa buddhi, bhaNatara ke vicArothI nathI AvatuM, paNa jJAnI sadRgurunA zaraNe jAtane AjJApUrvaka goThavI temanI anujJA pramANe zrI navakArano niyata samaye, niyata sthAne, niyata saMkhyAthI jApa bahoLI saMkhyAmAM karavAthI mohanAM AvaraNo khasavAthI ApoApa AvuM aMtaranuM samarpaNa keLavAI jAya che. Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA pUrvanA mahApuruSoe A rItanA samarpaNathI jIvanazakitaonuM viziSTa utthAna karyuM che. mArA jIvanamAM paNa 205mAM tabiyatanI zAtA pUchavA Avela pU. paM. zrI bhadraMkara vi. ma.nA sAmAnya TakorarUpa IzArAthI jApa zarU thayo - nAgapuranA mohanabhAInA nimittathI UMDANamAM javAno prasaMga Avyo. paNa pU. paM. zrI gurudevanA TakorAthI bahu vyavasthita nahIM paNa eka dhAro jApa pAMca varSa cAlyo. tenA pariNAme prApta thayela nirmaLa daSTithI aMtaramAM ukaLATa ghaNo thayo ke zrAvaka ATalo UMDo Utare ane huM mAtra mIThAI banAvanAra kaMdoInI mAphaka mAtra zabda paMDitAI karuM! e kema cAle! ane pachI 4 mahinA UMDo Utaryo, tyAM to athAga ratnarAzi jhaverAtanA Dhagale DhagalA joyA ane pachI niyata samaya - niyata sthAna - niyata saMkhyAthI jApamAM evo lAgI gayo ke bIjA 4-5 varSamAM to mAruM jIvana navakAramaya ane anaMta AnaMdanA dariyAmAM DUbakI mArato thaI gayo. pachI devagurukRpAe uttarottara ArAdhanAnA mArge vadhato gayo. aMtaranuM samarpaNa saM. 2011 mAgasara vada 11 hastinApura (dilhI) tIrthe pragaTa thayuM. te vakhate kAA mahinAmAM samaya, sthAna, saMkhyAnA niyata bhAva sAthe 10 thI 12 lAkha navakAra gaNyA. pariNAme aMtaranuM samarpaNa keLavAyuM. tamAre paNa samarpaNa sAthe jApanuM baLa vadhAravuM khAsa jarUrI che. jApamAM khUTatA tattvo umeravAnI khAsa jarUra che. ale 35 pAlanapura 5-8-83 vi zrI navakAranA lADIlA tyAre banI zakAya jyAre ke binazaratI zaraNAgati bhAva vikase. "anakaMDizanala saranDara zIpa Ijha bejhIka opha siddhi" A vAkyanA paramArthane samajI koIpaNa kAmanA vagara mAtra Atmazuddhi mATe zrI navakAranI zaraNAgati svIkArAya tyAre ApaNI AMtarazakitao vikAsa pAme. Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanacaMdrikA 79 meluM kapaDuM mAtra ujavela thavAne lAyaka che. tema ApaNe ApaNA mananI game te kAmanAo - mAMgaNIo rajU karIe paNa te mATenI pAtratAnA vikAsa vinA ekalI ApaNI mAMgaNIo ke IcchAothI te te vastunI prApti na thAya. ApaNe kAMI tevI ucca kakSAe nathI ke saMka95siddhinA baLe je IcchIe te maLI jAya. mATe hakIkatamAM te cIjanI kAmanI mAMgaNInA badale te aMgenI pAtratAnA vikAsa mATe satata abhIpsA rAkhavI joIe, kema ke kahyuM che ke, "na udavAnuM arthitAM eti, na ca aMbhobhi: na pUryate | AtmA tu pAtratA neya: pAtramAyAnti saMpada: | samudra kadI koInI pAse bhIkha ke yAcanA karavA jato nathI ke mane pANI Apo. chatAM kadI samudra pANIthI khAlI hoya evuM banatuM nathI. eTale ApaNI jAtane pAtra yogya banAvavI joIe. pAtra - yogya vyakitane saMpattio = manapasaMda cIje enI meLe AvI rahe che. eTale zrI navakAra pAse kaMI paNa mAMgaNI karavI e ApaNI pAtratAnI khAmI sUcave che. kharI rIte to je paristhiti - hakIkata hoya te zrI navakAra aMtaryAmI che. badhI tene khabara hoya ja! chatAM dhIratA na rahe athavA ApaNI zraddhAnA vikAsa mATe badhI paristhiti zrI navakArane kahI devI. jema ke peTamAM duHkhe che, mAthuM du:khe che, sarvisamAM A muzkelI che ke phalANI muzkelI UbhI thaI che Adi, paNa pachI enuM DisIjana - nirNaya ApaNe ApaNI TUMkI buddhi - TUMkA vicArothI na levuM ke A maTI jAya ke AnuM Ama thaI jAya tema karI do evI mUrkhAI zrI navakAra AgaLa na karavI. ApaNe TUMkI buddhinA, e sarvajJa, sarvadarzI-aMtaryAmI, tene ApaNA - bhUta - bhAvI badhAnI khabara che, jemAM ApaNo vikAsa na rUMdhAya te rIte te ApaNane doravA taiyAra che. to vacce doDha DahApaNa na karavuM ke "Ama karo, tema karo" ApaNe TUMkI buddhithI nirNaya laIe, jema nAnuM baccuM. he bhagavAna! kaDavI davA na pIvI paDe, InsekSana levuM na paDe tevuM kara, ema kahe paNa tenA vaDIla - zubhecchaka bALakanA bhAvIno vicAra karI parANe paNa kaDavI davA pAyA ke IjekSana apAve te bALakane na game. eTale zrI navakAra je rIte kare te ApaNane na game eTale ApaNe UMcA - nIcA thaIe to ApaNI zaraNAgati khaMDita thAya. saraMDarazIpa lIdhA pachI te je kare temAM ApaNe Dakhala na karavI joIe. narasiMha mahetA, mIrAMbAInI AvI atUTa zaraNAgati hatI. bIjuM ApaNe zrI navakAranA upAsaka eTale AjJAdhIna ziSya chIe. ApaNe mAtra zrI navakAranI AjJAne mAna ApavAnuM karavuM ghaTe. paNa Ama karo ! tema kare ! tevuM doDha DahApaNa na karAya, UlaTuM jANe sarvajJa evA zrI navakArane zikhAmaNa devA beThA. Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thI namaskAra mahAmaMtra navacaMdrikA zrI navakAranA ApaNe upAsaka, eTale tenuM kahyuM ApaNe karavAnuM, paNa te kaMI ApaNA nokara nathI ke, ApaNuM kahyuM te kare - te to sarvezvara che, mAlika che. alabatta - ApaNe ApaNI paristhiti rajU karI daIe ke AmAM mArI dhIratA TakI rahe. sahanazIlatA keLavAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhaje - ema kahI zakAya. bAkI jUnA bAMdhela kamanI gAMThanuM kayAreka zrI navakAra duHkha - asAtA vedanIya AdithI oNparezana karatA hoya - temAMya ApaNuM bhaluM hoya ane ApaNe nA nA kahIye to te ApaNA upAsya zrI navakAra - devAdhidevanuM keTaluM apamAna gaNAya !!! mATe siddhino pAyo binazaratI zaraNAgati che, tenI keLavaNI e siddhinA parama zikhare pahoMcavAnI acUka cAvI che. tame te paMthe khUba AgaLa vadho - te mATe zrI navakAra gaNo. navakAranA jApa pAchaLa - eka prArthanA ke "ApanI AjJAnuM nibaMdha, nirvikalpa, umaMgapUrvaka pAlana karavAnI zakita vikaso" A bhAvanAne haiyAmAM padharAvavAthI jApano apUrva AnaMda anubhavAze. STUF pAlanapura 11-8-83 vi. zrI navakAranI chatrachAyA taLe tamArI Atmika ArAdhanA sArI cAlu haze. viveka-vicAra ane sAdhanAnI triveNI che. jIvanamAM virala AtmAo ja A triveNI saMgama meLavI zake che tamo yathAzaya A triveNI saMgamano lAbha laI rahyA hazo. AmAM gaMgA-jamanA karatAM sarasvatIno saMgama jema addabhuta - gupta rIte thAya che, tema viveka - vicAronuM ghaDatara bAhya rIte thatuM hoI te be karatAM sarasvatIrUpa sAdhanAnuM ghaDatara aMtaraMga rIte thatuM hoI teno saMgama gupta rIte thAya che. te mATe khUba ja sAvadha rahevAnI jarUra che. vicArono viveka sAthe saMgama sulabha che. paNa sAdhanAno te be sAthe meLa pADavo ghaNo muzkela che. chatAM devagurukRpAe te meLa saraLa thaI zake Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA che. tamAruM lakSya te bAju jAgrata rahe e icchanIya che. vicAronI utpatti sthUlabhUmikAe che, vivekanI utpatti te karatAM jarA UMDANamAM che. paNa sAdhanA sauthI vadhu UMDANamAM aMtarAtmAnA yogya valaNa para nirbharita che. eTale sAdhanAnuM stara vyavasthita rIte taiyAra karavA mATe khUba ja sAvadhAnInI jarUra che. aMtarAtmAnA stara sudhI viveka dRSTi meLavyA vinA khabara na paDe ke sAdhanAnuM ghaDatara thayuM che ke nahIM? sAdhanAnA ghaDataranI viziSTa nizAnI e che ke sAdhakanI vicArasaraNamAM dharakhama pheraphAra thaI jAya, eTale jagatanA aniSTa padArtho bhautika dRSTikoNathI kharAba manAya - paNa Atmika dRSTikoNathI jagatanA aniSTa padArtho paNa AtmA para chAI rahela karmonA AvaraNane haThAvavA madadagAra thaI paDatA hoya to te te aniSTa padArtho paNa sAdhakane AvakAradAyaka lAge ane jagatanA iSTa suMdara padArtho aMtaramAM rAga vRtti jagADI AtmA para mohanuM AvaraNa vadhArI mUke eTale te aniSTa banI jAya ke tiraskArapAtra lAge, Ama aMtaranI dRSTimAM dharakhama asaro thaI jAya. e sAdhanAnA ghaDataranI viziSTa nizAnI che. bIjI nizAnI e che ke, duniyAnA bhautika du:khonI pratyAghAtI asara sAdhakane na thAya. eTale samaju mANasa tAva kaDavAzathI mUMjhAya nahIM. - 81 Adi rogane kADhavA kaDavI davA hasate moMe pIe. davAnI tema sAdhanA paMthe dhapela puNyAtmA saMsArathI viSama paristhitione ajJAta avasthAmAM bAMdhela azubha karmonI paraMparAne haThAvanAra samajI hasate moMe du:khane sAmI chAtIe sahana karavA taiyAra thAya. TUMkamAM du:khamAM dInatA na dAkhave e sAdhanAnI bIjI nizAnI che. vaLI sAdhanAnA paMthe cAlato puNyAtmA rAga-dveSa-azubha saMskAronI pakakaDane DhIlI karavA mathAmaNa kare, viSayanI vikArI vAsanAonA phaMdAne haThAvavA prayatna kare. A jAtanI sAdhanA prAraMbhika avasthAmAM nikhAlasa zaraNAgatinI keLavaNI sAthe AjJApAlananI niSThApUrvaka vyavasthita niyata samaya - niyata saMkhyAnA upayoga sAthe jApa rUpe thAya che. tenA amalIkaraNa vinA sAdhanAno pAyo sthira thato nathI. vAMcana, ciMtana, manana e badhuM japayoganA pAyA dRDha karavA mATe che. mATe AjJAnI niSThA ane samarpaNa bhAvapUrvaka karAtI japayoganI pravRtti sAdhanAnuM prAthamika svarUpa che. te bhUmikAe tamo AgaLa vadho e aMtaranI kAmanA. Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvaciMdrikA pAlanapura 13-8-83 vi. zrI navakAranA jApanI pAtratA mATe sauthI pahelI jarUra che nikhAlasa dilanI! tathA svArthavRttinA tyAganI, AMtarika bhAvonI sapATIe svArthano kacaro UbharAto hoya ke chaLa-kapaTanI mAtrA hoya tyAM lagI zrI navakAranA japa karavA mATe pAtratA keLavAI na gaNAya. vicAronA pravAhanI tANa paNa jApanI pAtratA ghaTADe che. AjJAdhIna jIvananI kakSA jApanI viziSTa pAtratA sUcave che. vikArono saMyama lakSyamAM rAkhI vyavasthitapaNe karAtA jApathI acUka lakSyasiddhi thAya ja che. ApaNI pAtratAno paNa vikAsa thAya che. pAtratAnA vikAsanI pArAzIzI be che. (1) ApaNI svacchaMdatA ke mananA chUTA dorane ApaNe keTalo kAbUmAM lAvI zakayA? (2) jJAnI mahApuruSonI AzA-nizrAne vaphAdAra keTalA banI zakayA? ApaNane zuM game ? svacchaMdatA ke AjJAnikA! e uparathI ApaNI pAtratAno vikAsa pArakhI zakAya che. A jAtanI pAtratA keLavavAno eka acUka upAya che ke mAtra AtmazuddhinA lakSyathI niyata samaye - vyavasthita rIte zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa karavo. bhale! saMkhyAnuM pramANa nAnuM hoya to paNa samaya ane sthAnanI cokakasAI jALavIne karAya to nAnI saMkhyAno paNa jApa ApaNI apAtratAne UpajAvanAra mohanA saMskArone haThAvI de che. barAbara dhArIne mArelI nAnI kAMkarI moTA pANInA ghaDAne paNa phoDI nAMkhe, tema A samajavuM - jarUra che vyavasthita jApanI! AvA jApamAM zarUAtamAM kAyAne bheLavavI paDe, pachI vacana bhaLe pachI mana bhaLe, chelle AtmA paNa emAM ekAkAra banI jAya. pahele divase navakAravALI laIne beThA ke mana - AtmA ekAkAra na bane to hatAza na banavuM. thoDA divasa parANe kAyAne besADavI paDe, kAyA barAbara besatI jAya pachI vacana - potAnI dhArI jApa rIte Ave. te baMne AvyA ke mana pachI kUdAkUda karatuM aTake ja, mananI kUdAkUda baMdha thayethI AtmAnI paNa asthiratA dUra thAya. AtmA paNa jApamAM ekAkAra banI jAya. paddhatipUrvaka jApanA mArge cAlavAnI jarUra che, utAvaLa e sAdhanAno doSa che. mATe zraddhA - dhIraja sAthe sthAna-samayane Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA niyata rAkhI 27 zrI navakAranA jApathI paNa chaThe mahine cittazAMti anubhavI zakAya che. tethI jApanI pAtratA keLavavA mATe jarUrI nikhAlasa dila ane svArthavRttino tyAga baMne zrI navakAranA niyata jApathI thavA pAme che. AvA vyavasthita jApathI keLavAyelI pAtratAnA vikAsanA pariNAme aMtaranI zakitaonA kendra jAgrata banI kriyAzIla banI jAya che. tethI aneka divyazakitaonI anubhUti thavA mAMDe che. jema ke devaguru kRpAe A sevakane vi saM. 2008thI sthAna samaya - saMkhyAnA niyatikaraNa sAthe cAlu karela jApanA prabhAve muMbaI (koTa)nA comAsAmAM saM. 2008mAM bhAdaravA vadamAM huM jApamAM hato (te vakhate dhyAnanI koI prakriyAno khyAla paNa na hato) ane spaSTa jAgrata bhAnamAM divya anubhUti saMkalpa vinA - vicAra vinA thaI. huM sthULa zarIre ahIM ane mAruM divya sUkSma zarIra ko'ka divyazakitanI preraNAe huM uttara dizAe beThela jApa mATe, to jamaNA hAthe IzAna khUNA taraph mAruM AkAzamArge UDDayana thaI rahyuM che evo anubhava thavA mAMDyo. muMbaIthI UDyo te (ko'ka ajJAta divyazakita mane kahe ke juo) A vasaInI khADI - A pAlaghATa havAI vimAna, A aMdherI, A agAsI tIrtha, A valasADa A navasArI A surata A narmadA A bharUca, A vaDodarA, A kheDA, A amadAvAda, A Abu, A zirohI, A ajamera, A jayapura, A alavara, A AgrA, A dilhI, A hRSikeza, A gaMgotrI, A himAlaya, A tibeTa, A cIna, A geMgasAgara juo have samaya ocho che. jhaDapathI jovAnuM. A Arya kSetro, A vaitADhya parvata, A gaMgA nadI (zAzvata), A uttara bhArata, A laghuhimavaMta parvata, A himavaMta kSetra, A mahAhimavaMta parvata A harivarSa kSetra, A niSadha parvata, A DAbe juo meru parvata, A jamaNe sItA nadI A pUrva mahAvideha kSetra, thoDuM khUNe laI jaI A puSpalAvatI vijaya, A puMDarIkiNI nagarI, A juo zrI sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavaMtanuM bhavya samavasaraNa. traNa gaDha moTuM vizALa, azokavRkSa nIce siMhAsana, chatra cAmara, moTI moTI kAyAvALA sAdhuo, sAdhvIo, mANaso keTalA badhA ! kevuM vizALa kSetra! huM to nAno, kIDA karatAM sUkSma, karyAMka A moTI kAyAvALAnA paga nIce kacarAI jaIza evo Dara lAgyo: divyazakitae mane pAcho adhdhara AkAza mArge lIdho. meM eka pa dhanuSyanI kAyAvALAnA moTA kAna para besI jorathI bUma mArI, zrI sImaMdhara prabhu kayAM ? to jANe moTI garjanA thaI, dhaDAkAbaMdha avAja Avyo ke haju be vAgyA che. prabhu deva chaMdAmAM che, huM vicAramAM paDyo. prabhunA darzana nahIM ane lAvanAra divyazakitae mane samavasaraNamAM copAsa pheravyo. bIjA gaDhamAM badhA jAtiveravALAM pazu-pakSIo hatAM. paNa meM dhArIne joyuM to bIjA gaDhamAM deva chaMdo na maiMkhAyo, prabhujInAM darzana na thayAM - manamAM kheda thavA mAMDyo. - 83 - -- manamAM thayuM ke hamaNAM g2A vAge ke prabhujI dezanA mATe samavasaraNamAM padhAraze ja, darzana thaI jaze paNa mane lAvanAra divyazakitae kahyuM ke, bhAI! 3 vAgyA pUrve tamane sthaLe pahoMcADavAnI AjJA che. jeTalA darzana thayAM temAM saMtoSa mAno, kahI saDasaDATa mane pAcho pheravyo. mane khUba jhaDape / / vAge mArA sthULa zarIra pAse DAbA khabhAmAM thaI jyotirUpe aMdara dAkhala karyo, pelI divyazakita alopa thaI gaI. Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA A rIte mAtra be varSanA sthAna-samayanA niyatIkaraNapUrvaka niyamita karAyela jApa baLe vikasela pAtratAnA AdhAre vagara vicArye TheTha mahAvideha kSetranA samavasaraNanA aNadhAryA durlabha darzana thayA. A badho pratApa jApanI pAtratAno ane te mATe niyata sthAna - samayanI maryAdAnA pAlana sAthe devagurukRpAnA pAtra banI thayela jApano prabhAva! . jIvanamAM AvA anubhavo ghaNA thayA che. te darekanA mULamAM jApa ane tenI niyamitatAno prabhAva ghaNo anubhavyo che. kharekhara jApa eTale AtmazaktinI suSuptine paramAtma zaktinAM AMdolanothI haThAvavAno pavitra prayAsa che. tamo badhA temAM yogya rIte AgaLa vadho e maMgaLa kAmanA. Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA STD 39 dvA 23-8-83 pAlanapura vi zrI navakArano ArAdhaka kadI mUMjhAya nahIM. dInabhAva na seve, kema ke karmonI upAdhithI thatI gUMcamAM bhUtakALamAM karela avaLA puruSArthanuM A pariNAma che. ema samajI mUMjhAya nahIM ane paMcaparameSThI jevAM sarvakarmone mULathI haThAvI denArAnuM zaraNa maLyuM che. have zI ciMtA ! 85 game teTalAM karmo bhalene udayamAM Ave! eTale gUMcAya paNa nahIM. zrI navakArano ArAdhaka zubha paristhitimAM hasatA mukhe vicare e ja kharI ArAdhakatAnI saphaLa nizAnI che. zrI navakArano ArAdhaka mUMjhAya ke gUMcAya to zubha karmanA udayamAM !! kema ke mAMDamAMDa mahAprayatne devagurudharmanI chatrachAyA taLe mana-vacana kAyAne goThavI zubha kriyAothI savaLA puruSArthanI dizAmAM Atmazakitane vALI je puNyanI rAzi bhegI karI che. te puNyanA udaye maLela sAdhana sAmagrIno sadupayoga mahApuruSonI bhikata ke temanI AjJA mujaba na thAya ane kadAca janma-janmAMtaranA saMskAranA lIdhe iMdriyo, vAsanA ke buddhi-mananA kheMcANa tarapha jo puNyodayathI maLela sAmagrIno durupayoga thaI jaze to pharI AvI sAmagrI nahIM maLe. Ama puNyanA udayamAM kharekhara hakIkate zrI navakArano ArAdhaka kadAca mUMjhAya ke gUMcAya, paNa azubhakarma(pApa)nA udayamAM gUMcAya nahIM. A kharekhara lokottara vAta che. - laukikamAM to viSama sthitimAM mANasane mUMjhavaNa - gUMcavADo thAya. jyAre zrI navakAranA ArAdhakane ArAdhanAthI pragaTatA viveka-prakAzanA AdhAre kacaro ocho thAya ke jUnuM devuM ochuM thAya temAM mUMjhAvAnuM ke gabharAvAnuM zuM? UlaTuM rAjI thavAnuM ke kacaro gayo ke devuM ghaTyuM! paNa zubha karmanA udayamAM maLela sAmagrIno sadupayoga na thAya to gUMcavADo Ubho thAya ke mArI zakitao avaLe mArge jAya che. agara mArI mUDI zubhakarmanI ochI thAya che. emAM kharekhara ciMtA - mUMjhavaNa thAya e ucita che. zrI navakAranA vyavasthita jApa baLe aMtaranI sUjha AvI keLavAya jethI vAstavika sthitino khyAla Ave. saMskAronI duniyAmAM rajhaLatI ApaNI vRttionI rakhaDapaTTIthI UbhI thatI viSamasthitiomAM kharekhara javAbadAra to ApaNe chIe ke vRttione jApa ke AjJAnA mAdhyamathI parameSThIonA zaraNe rAkhI nahIM to vRttio saMskAronI doravaNIthI harAyA DhoranI mAphaka jyAM tyAM azubha mArge rakhaDatI rahe. pariNAme jIvanamAM avarodharUpa karmonA DhagalA te vRttionA rajhaLapATathI bhegA thAya, temAM navAI zI ? Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA AvA bhegA thayelA kacarAne javAno vakhata du:kha ke viSama sthitinA anubhavarUpe Ave tyAre AnaMdita thavuM jarUrI che ke amArI bhUlathI bhego thayela kacaro have vidAya thaI rahyo che. temAM aNagamo zA mATe? AvI sthitaprajJatA - gaMbhIratA ke vivekazIlatA e zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA karanAranuM bhUSaNa che. - jyAre AvI vivekazIlatA pragaTe che, ke vikase che pachI duHkha ke viSama sthiti haLavI banI jAya che. kema ke du:kha svayaM eTaluM bhAre nathI hotuM paNa ApaNI gerasamajaNa ke naravasa sisTamathI duHkha bhAre thaI jAya che. paNa vivekathI duHkha ke viSama sthiti kaDavI davAnI jema akAruM chatAM aMtarathI karmanA rogane kADhanAra che. A vAta samajAI jAya eTale duHkha AvakArapAtra lAge, game tevuM bhAre lAgatuM duHkha paNa samajaNazakitanA pratApe haLavuM thaI jAya. A vivekabuddhinI khAmIthI sukha ane anukULa paristhiti ApaNane haLavAphUla jevI AvakArapAtra lAge che te mArA bhUtakALanAM zubhakarmonI saMpattine lUMTanAra che, evI samajaNa thavAthI sukha tyAre akAruM thaI paDe. AnuM nAma - duniyA je raste cAle tethI viparIta raste cAle te navakArano ArAdhaka! arthAta duniyA avaLe raste che ke duHkhamAM gabharAya, sukhamAM rAjI thAya. gabharAvA jevuM duHkhamAM zuM che! azubha karmanAM baMdhanonuM devuM cUkavAya che, bhAra haLavo thAya che. temAM to rAjI thavA jevuM, mUMjhAvAnuM ke gabharAvA jevuM to sukhamAM che ke mAMDa bhegI karela puNya - zubha karmanI pUMjI kharcAI rahI che. vadhArAmAM puNyanA udaye maLela zubha sAmagrIno sadupayoga na karavAnA kAraNe navAM azubha karmonuM devuM vadhI rahyuM che. to devuM vadhe temAM rAjI thavA jevuM zuM? AvI punita samajaNa thI navakAranA ArAdhakane niyamita jApanA baLe jarUra pragaTe ja che. na pragaTI hoya to jApamAM kayAMka khAmI che evuM anubhavIo kahe che. Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA STU 40 pAlanapura 28-8-83 zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA e koI bIjAnI ArAdhanA nathI. ApaNA AtmadevanI ArAdhanA che, eTale ApaNA AtmA upara vaLagela ahaMbhAva - mamatAnAM baMdhano phagAvI devAnI sAdhanA che. pariNAme ApaNA aMtaranA sadguNono bhaMDAra ApaNane anubhavavA maLe. tethI zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA e bIjanI upAsanA ke khuzAmata nathI. paNa ApaNI khovAI gayela - chInavAI gayela guNasaMpattino kabajo meLavavA viziSTa puruSArtharUpa ArAdhanA che. AnuM nAma upAsya = ISTadevanA nAme nathI, jema mANibhadrajIno maMtra, padmAvatIno maMtra, AdimAM mukhyatA te te upAsya deva-devInuM mahatva che. paNa A navakAramAM upAsya tatva koI che ja nahIM. jenI upAsanA che te to ApaNo AtmA ja che. te to ApaNe pote ja chIe, mAtra tenA para AvaraNo khaseDavAnA puruSArthanI ja mahattA che. te puruSArtha karavAnA AdarzarUpe paMcaparameSThIo jeoe AvA viziSTa puruSArtha dvArA potAnA AtmatattvanI zakitaono saphaLa kramika vikAsa karyo che. eTaluM ja nahIM saphaLa vikAsano mArga paNa darzAvyo che. te paMca parameSThIonA Adarzane sAme rAkhI potAnI puruSArtha zakitane vyavasthita rIte vikasAvavI tenuM nAma zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA agara zrI namarakAra mahAmaMtra che. eTale zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrano bhAvArtha ApaNI Atmazaktiono saphaLa vikAsa karavo te che, paNa dizAsUjha vagara karAma puruSArthathI muzkelI - anartho vadhe che. tethI paMcaparameSThIone = teonI AjJAne daSTi samakSa rAkhI yogya puraSArtha karavAnI tatparatA keLavavI e zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAnuM hArda che. bIjAnI AzAe karAtI sAdhanA Akhare phaLe ke na paNa phaLe! kema ke temAM sAmA deva-devInI prasannatAnI apekSA rahe. paNa ApaNI potAnI jAtane ja AjJAnA pagathAra para lAvI malina tattvothI jAtane aLagI karavA mATe tIvra puruSArthanI ja jarUra che. AvA mahAzakitazALI zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhaka keTalo prasanna hoya! game tevI viSama paristhitio vacce parameSThIonA tejathI spaSTa mArgadarzana meLavI keTalI svasthatApUrvaka paristhitionI viSamatAne jIravI zake! e kharekhara lAMbA gALAnI ArAdhanA baLe samaya. evI bhUmikAnA ghaDatara pachI duniyA jenI pAchaLa gAMDI-ghelI thaI doDe che, te deva-devIo Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 88 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA svayaM sAmethI hAtha joDI AvA puNyavAna ArAdhaka AtmAne vividha rIte sahAya karavArUpe bhakitano lAbha levA tatpara rahe che. eTale duniyAmAM "camatkAra tyAM namaskAra" kahevAya che. paNa zrI navakArano ArAdhaka "namaskAra tyAM camatkAra'no sAkSAta anubhava karI zake che. eno pratyakSa dAkhalo mArA jIvanano ApuM to anucita nahIM gaNAya. visaM. 198 ujjainanA comAsAthI lAgu paDela vAta - mahAvyAdhinI herAnagati AsothI phAgaNa bhogavavI paDatI, caitrathI bhAdaravo enI meLe sAruM thaI jAya. loka vyavahArathathI dezI, elopathI, homIyopathI, necaropathI, mAMtrika, tAMtrika Adi ghaNI TrITameMTa pAchaLa 70 thI 80 hajAra prAya: te kALe zrAvaka saMghe pU. gurudevanA prauDha pratApa baLe kharcelA, te sivAya mata aneka upacAro thayA te judA. paNa visa. 2005nA mAha mahinA sudhI bimArIno aMta nahIM Avela. paNa ra00panA phAgaNamAM prAya: pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma. zAtA pUchavA Avela to teozrIe Takora karI, gAMDA! jApano sAco samaya maLyo che. teno lAbha nathI levo ? basa eTalI ja vAte mALA hAthamAM lIdhI ane pahele dhaDAke divasa rAta maLI ra7 divasamAM 3 lAkha karyA ane bimArIe pAroThanAM pagalAM bharyA, te bicArI gaI te gaI. pachI dhIme dhIme zrI navakAranI bAMdhI mALA rojanI pAMca gaNato thayo, pachI 2010nA nAgapuranA comAsAmAM mohanabhAInA nimittathI zrI navakAramAM vadhu UMDo Utaryo ane paTaNA caitrI oLI prasaMge karela saMkalpa pramANe caitra vada 3 thI zrI navakAranA jApamAM vadhu lIna banyo. ra011nA kAnapuranA comAsAmAM bhAdaravA vada 0)) sudhImAM ra7 lAkha navakAranI mUDI thaI. pariNAme Aso suda 8 rAtre sarasvatIdevInAM sAkSAta darzana thayAM. bhavya svarUpa sarasvatInuM nihALI khUba prasannatA thaI. nAno hato tyArathI sarasvatInA darzananI jhaMkhanA hatI. ghaNA maMtro gaNelA, prAya: 14 varSanI umarathI, te TheTha lagabhaga 30mA varSe zrI navakAranA niSThAbharyA jApathI sAkSAt koI saMkalpa vinA sarasvatInI ArAdhanAnI IcchA paNa lagabhaga ni:zeSa, nirmaLa 28mA varSathI thayela. eka dhUna parameSThIonI bhakitanI - zrI navakAranA jApanI thayela. chatAM vagara mAMgye sarasvatIdevIe suMdara AbehUba pratyakSa darzana dIdhAM jeno AnaMda mane 22 divasa sudhI romAMca sAthe rahela. A rIte zrI navakAranI niSThApUrvaka, upAsanAthI, jagatanA deva-devIo ApameLe sAme pagale zrI navakAranA vagara mAMgye bhakti sahakAra mATe khaDe page taiyAra rahe che. teno A pratyakSa dAkhalo, A pachI to divyasRSTinA viziSTa anubhavo sadehe bIjA lokomAM saMcaraNa ane viziSTa vyakitaonI sAkSAt jAgrata avasthAmAM sAkSAtkAra vagere thavA mAMDyuM. je badhI ghaTanAo 15-20 noTomAM lakhI che. te badhI avasare vAta, TUMkamAM zrI navakAranI niSThApUrvaka upAsanA ApaNI potAnI zaktionI jAgRtirUpa upAsanA che temAM yogya rIte pravartavAnI jarUra che. Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 80 41 pAlanapura 30-8-83 vika jaNAvavAnuM ke, zrI navakAra eTale aMtaranI vRttiono aMtara tarapha = AtmA tarapha jhukAva. atyAre vRttio bahAra = saMsAra tarapha vaLelI che. te jyAre aMtara tarapha jhUke eTale zrI navakAra gaNyo ema kahevAya. zrI navakAranA chaThThA padamAM paNa "mA" eTale je rIte guNAnurAgapUrvaka aMtara Atmazuddhi tarapha jhukAvAyuM che tenI mahattA jaNAvI che. temaja 7mA padamAM "va" padathI bahirmukha vRttione jaNAvI che teno nAza kare che. hakIkatamAM pravRttijanya pApa karatAM vRttigata pApa bahu bhayaMkara che. jIvanamAM vRttio ja pravRttine janmAve che. vRttio DhIlI-moLI thAya to pravRttio zuSka, lukhI sArahIna thaI jAya che. duniyAnA vyavahAramAM nAnI vayanA chokarAmAM vRttio ramavA tarapha eTale pravRtti bhaNavAnI zuSka thaI rahe che. dunyavI mANasanI vRttio paisAmAM ramatI hoya eTale dharmanI pravRtti karavA khAtara kare, paNa ullAsa na Ave. paNa te ja vyaktine paisA mATe ke Avela AphatanA nivAraNa mATe dharmanI amuka kriyAo jaNAvAya to kevA umaMgathI kare! eTale vRtti e ApaNA jIvanamAM mukhya bhAga bhajave che. saMsAranA padArthomAM vRtti = ruci = rasa na hoya to kadAca saMjogavaza saMsAranI pravRttio karavI paDe paNa tethI viziSTa karmono baMdha na thAya. TUMkamAM vRttigata pApa pravRttijanya pApanuM janaka che. vRttimAMthI ja je samajaNa ke jJAnI nizAnA pratApe jagatanA padArtho prati moha = Asakita ghaTI jAya to pravRttimAM evI zuSkatA Ave che jene bhogavavuM ja paDe tevA rasathI pApano to baMdha thAya ja nahIM. eTale rI navakAra aMtaraMga vRttiono saMsAra = bahirbhAva taraphlo jhukAva haThAvI de che. e rIte pApa karavAnI bhUmikA = takhato ja khalAsa thaI jAya che. kharekhara! zrI navakArano ArAdhaka aMtarathI rAcI-mAcIne pApa pravRtti karanAro na ja hoya. jeTalA aMze zrI navakAranI ArAdhakatA vadhe eTalA aMze pApa prati dhRNA - suga vadhe - pApanI vRttio UThe ja nahIM. Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ have zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvayaMtrikA saMjogavaza lAcArIthI pApa pravRtti karavAnA avasare gaMdhAtI galImAMthI pasAra thatI vakhatanI manodazA karatAM vadhu kaMTALAvALI manodazA hoya. TUMkamAM zrI navakAranA jApanI pArAzIzI e ke saMsAra-saMsAranA padArtho ane tenI rUci keTalI ghaTI che? te parathI zrI navakArano ArAdhaka kakSAnI daSTie AgaLa vadhyo gaNAya. mArA potAnA jIvanamAM AvI kakSA zrI navakAranA 75 lAkhanI jApanI bhUmikA pachI anubhavAI. dinapratidina jApamAM mana vadhu lIna thavA lAgyuM. pariNAme 68 lAkha thatAM thatAM to bAhya vicAronuM pramANa ghaTavA mAMDyuM. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa ArogyanA niyamo ane yogazAstranA niyamo ApoApa avanavA spharavA lAgyA. mananI sthiti uttama kakSAnI thavA mAMDI. A pachI zarIrazAstra, Ayurveda, yogazAstra, taMtrazAstra, aneka adbhuta vAto jANavA maLI. zarIranA rAjAne sthira karavAnA zrI navakAranA sat prabhAvanA lIdhe aneka divyapurUSo giranAra, Abu, himAlayanA gahana guphAvAsI moTA moTA yogIonA sAkSAt darzana- vArtAlApa ane bIjA paNa aneka divya anubhavo, devasRSTinA pratyakSa saMparkamAMthI maLela viziSTa saMketothI mArI ArAdhanAno mArga khUlI udAtta prazasta thaI rahyo. A badho pratApa zrI navakArano kharo ja! aMtaramAM yogazakti, divya cetanA, aMtaraMga sAdhanA ane zakitaonA UdhdhakaraNanI prakriyA yathottara vikAsanA paMthe cAlatI rahI. A badho zrI navakAranA mA padanA ciMtanano prabhAva che. Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA S 42 pAlanapura 3-9-83 vi zrI navakAra e paramatattvano paricAyaka che. jagata AkhuM aparama tattva che. paNa AtmA ciMtana ane aMtaraMga zakitao parama che. aparama te ke je iMdriya, buddhi, manathI jANI zakAya temaja parivartanazIla hoya. parama te ke je advitIya ane mAtra vizuddha AMtarika zakitaonA vikAsa baLe anubhavagamya hoya temaja zAzvata hoya. zrI navakAra AvA parama satyarUpa AtmAnI pAMca viziSTa avasthAono paricaya karAve che. A paricaya paNa zabdathI nahIM. sthULa rUpe nahIM. paNa aMtaranA UMDANamAM rahela caitanya tattva sAthe sahaja sparzarUpa jhaNajhaNATIrUpa madhura saMvedanarUpa thavA pAme che. kayAre? ke jyAre ApaNe sAdhanA baLe sthULa bhUmikA = rAga-dveSa- pariNatinI ke iMdriyagamya bhautika padArthonI vAsanAnA stara parathI UMDA AtmasAgaramAM DUbakI mAravA prayatnazIla thaIe tyAre ! te mATe bhAvanamaskAranA paramAlaMbananI jarUra che, te vinA Atma-sAgaramAM UMDe avagAhana karI na zakAya. - * ApaNA vizuddha AtmasvarUpanI pratIti sAthe tenA vikAsa ADe rahela karmanA saMskArone haDaselavA mATe vizuddha adhyavasAyonA pratIkarupe parameSThIonA AlaMbane ApaNI guNAnurAga dRSTinI prabaLatA sAthe aMtarano jhukAva te bhAva namaskAra. mATe ja zrI parameSThI mahAmaMtra nAmanA badale jagaprasiddha gopAla A maMtra paricita che. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tarIke AbAla 91 * guNAnurAga daSTi keLavavI. * koInA doSa tarapha najara na karavI. * paraniMdA sAMbhaLavI nahIM - bolavI nahIM. * paracarcA - parapaMcAta na karavI. * kaThora-mArmika bhASAno tyAga karavo. 1) A pAMca bAbatothI bhAvanamaskAranuM prAthamika ghaDatara thAya che. paMcaparameSThI jagatanA sarvotkRSTa mahAvibhUti chatAM tenI sAthe ApaNI khoTavAI gayela khaccara gADIne teo prati guNAnurAgapUrvaka vizuddha namaskAranA mAdhyama vaDe saMbaMdha na joDAya to ApaNane temanI divya zakitaono lAbha zI rIte maLe ! tethI bhAvanamaskAranI sAdhanA mATe prayatnazIla rahevuM jarUrI che. eTale Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 92 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 2) pachI parameSThIonA guNo ane temanAM upakArI kAryonA smaraNathI bhAva namaskAranuM zarIra ghaDAya che. 3) temAM mohanIya karmanI nirjarAnA bhAvanA umerAthI prANapUrti thAya che. A rItanI bhAvanamaskAranI sAdhanA e jIvananuM parama kartavya banI rahe che. A mATe keTalAMka jarUrI jIvanasUtro che. 0 saMkucita vicAro doSadaSTi janmAve che. 0 TUMkI dRSTi vicAromAM kSobha janmAve che. 0 vicAronI gaMbhIratA samatAbhAva lAve che. 0 vicAromAM udAratA guNadaSTinI sarjaka che. 0 bIjAnA dekhAtA doSonuM pramANa ApaNA daSTidoSanA javAthI khUba ghaTI jAya che. TUMkamAM jIvanazaktionA pravAhane TUMkI vicArasaraNI ane mamatA-ahaMkAranI TUMkI nIkamAM vahevaDAvavAnA pariNAme dUSita=gaMdI thavA pAme che. mATe Adarza vicAradhArA ane udAtta jIvanacaryAnA dhoraNe jIvana zakitanuM vaheNa jIvana sAgarane navapallavita kare che. thA 4 pAlanapura 7-9-83 vizrI namaskAranA prabhAve tamo kSemakuzaLa hazo. tamArI ArAdhanAmAM tame nibaMdha cAlatA hazo. huM tamane A vakhate eka mahattvanI vAta jaNAvavA IcchuM chuM ke, zrI navakAra e zAzvata maMtra che. dareka gatimAM, dareka kSetramAM, dareka gAmamAM, nAnAM moTAM saghaLI prANIomAM zrI navakAra hoya, hoya ne hoya ja! A uparathI zrI navakAranAM AMdolano jagatanA vAtAvaraNamAM kadI maMda banatAM nathI. satata enA AMdolano UThe che. tIvra gatie badhe phelAya che. ArAdhaka puNyAtmAone te jhaDapathI Atmazuddhi tarapha laI jAya che. Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA 93 AvA zAzvata parama satya, sanAtana, maMtrAdhirAja zrI navakAranAM AMdolano prati samaye, bhinna bhinna kSetrothI jyAM jyAM ArAdhaka AtmAo zrI navakAranA zaraNe vRttione samarpita bhAve rAkhI zrI navakArane bhajatA hoya tyAM tyAM megneTa sisTamathI kheMcAIne AtmazuddhinA lakSya tarapha ArAdhakone jhaDapI laI javAnuM kAma kare che. AvuM koI bIjA maMtramAM zakaya nathI, kema ke bIjA maMtromAM devanA sAnnidhyathI phaLa prApta thAya. zrI navakAramAM adhiSThAyaka devanI mahattA nahIM, paNa je je ArAdhaka AtmAo ucca-uccatama ArAdhanAnA pagathAre, dharmadhyAna, zukaladhyAnanA baLe pahoMcyAke pahoMcI rahyA che. te badhA zrI navakAranA varNa-yoganA AlaMbane ja. eTale zrI navakAranA akSaromAM UpajatAM AMdolanomAM ucca-uccatama AtmakakSAnI nirmaLatAnI asara gherA pramANamAM hoya, tenAthI ArAdhaka AtmAo jApanA mAdhyamathI anAdikAlIna saMskAronI gatizIlatAne thaMbhAvI zrI navakAranAM AMdolanone potAnAmAM gatizIla thavA de, eTale AtmAnI zuddhi sahaja rIte thavA pAme. A rIte zrI navakAranA vaNanI divyazakti svayaM ArAdhakomAM gatizIla thAya che. adhiSThAyakonI jarUra nathI paDatI. vaLI zrI navakAranA adhiSThAyaka tarIke gaNipiTaka yakSarAja ane adhiSThAyikA tarIke zrI tribhuvana svAminI devI che evo zrI mahAnizItha sUtramAM ullekha che. paNa jeTalA samadaSTi devo te badhA zrI navakAranA upAsaka eTale zrI navakAranA upAsakane bhautika - vyAvahArika kaMI paNa muzkelI hoya to asaMkhya samyagRdRSTi devomAMthI ArAdhakanA puNyabaLanA AdhAre game te samyagRSTi devanuM lakSya dorAya ane ArAdhaka puNyAtmAnI bhautika vyAvahArika Aphata dUra thAya ja ! eTale vagara mAgye zrI navakAranA ArAdhakane AtmazuddhirUpa anAja sAthe bhautika - vyAvahArika viSamatAonA ghaTADArUpa ghAsanI prApti sahaja rIte thavAnI ja! bIjA maMtro karatAM zrI navakAranI A eka AgavI vizeSatA che mATe ja zrI navakArane AvA daSTikoNathI maMtrAdhirAja paNa kahI zakAya. jagatanA saghaLA maMtro adhiSThAyaka devanI zakitathI phaLe che. varNazakitanuM kAma gauNa hoya che, jyAre zrI navakAramAM to varNazakitanI ja mahattA, tenAthI adhyavasAyone calita banAvanAra rAga-dveSanA paramANuono vilaya thaI jAya. ane vyAvahArika Aphatono nAza to ghAsanI mAphaka sahajarUpe thaI jAya. te mATe viziSTa mAMgaNI ke prayatnanI jarUra nahIM. jema ke 24mA varSe mArA jIvanamAM pU. paM zrI bhadraMkara vi. manI varadakRpAthI mAMdagImAM TheTha chelle chelle paNa zrI navakAranI padharAmaNI thaI, paNa hakIkatamAM varNazakita ane zrI navakAranA vargonI sImAtIta divyatAnuM bhAna ra9mA varSe nAgapuranA comAsAmAM mohanabhAInA nimitte UMDA avagAhananA pariNAme vRttiomAM zrI navakAranI divyatAno anubhava thayo ane varNayoganI sAdhanA pAchaLa ekAgra banyo to ra7 lAkha navakAra pachI varSo jUnI zaMkAo ApoApa ukelAI ane zArIrika saMjogomAM vadhAro thavA mAMDyo. pachI jema jema jApanI saMkhyA vadhatI gaI, tema tema varNazaktinI divyatAthI cetanAzakitanI jAgRti vadhavA sAthe zArIrika mahAvyAdhio vidAya levA mAMDI. vyAvahArika rIte zarIra zuddha thavA mAMDyuM. rogonA pratikAranI zakita vadhavA mAMDI, manobaLa tIvra thavA mAMDyuM, A badhuM zrI navakAranI divyazaktino apUrva paricaya gaNAvI zakAya. Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4 pd 44 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA pAlanapura 13-9-83 saMskAronI mathAmaNanA saMgharSamAM ApaNI jIvanazakitano moTo bhAga vaparAya che, paNa zrI navakAranA ArAdhakane saMskAro udayAgata thavA chatAM temAM prabaLa vipAkanI asara mathAmaNa ke saMgharSarUpe anubhavAya nahIM. F1 kema ke saMskArane kSINa karanAra zrI namaskArano bhAva ApaNA aMtarane evuM sakSama banAve che jemAMthI saMskAro udayAgata thaI sAmAnya - normalarUpe vedAIne kSINa thaI jAya, paNa mathAmaNa saMgharSarUpe - ArAdhakane na thAya. kema ke saMskAronI AdhArazilA mohanIya hoya che. te mohanIya paMcaparameSThIonA guNAnurAgapUrvakanA namaskAranA baLe lagabhaga kSINa thavA pAme che. eTale bhUmikA vinA saMskAro zI rIte prabaLatA meLave ? - A vAta mahApuruSonA jIvanamAM pariSaha upasargAdi mAraNAMtika kaSTanA prasaMge zrI navakAranI viziSTa ArAdhanA vaDe bhAvita thayela aMtaranA kAraNe udayAgata karmo saMskAronI prabaLatA na meLavavAthI normalarUpe = pratisaMvedana upAyA sivAya bhogavAIne kSINa thaI jAya che. A rItanA saMskArone kSINa - bhUmikAvALA banAvavA ApaNe satata - niyamita - vyavasthita jApanI jarUra che. satata - niyamita - vyavasthita jApa ApaNA aMtarane saMskAronI bhUmikAnI prabaLatA kSINa karI normala banAvI mUke che. mATe niyata samaye - niyata sthAne - niyata saMkhyAthI jApa e kharekhara aMtarane nirmaLa banAvavA mATe, saMskAra - kSINatA mATe jarUrI che. vicAronI caMcalatA saMskAronI prabaLatA sUcave che paNa niyamita vyavasthita jApathI saMskAro kSINa thaI jAya che. mATe jApanI niyamitatA jALavavA prayatna karavo, vaLI jApa vakhate paNa zrI navakAranA akSarone sphaTika varNanA kalpI najara sAme rAkhavAno abhyAsa karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. moTA sapheda akSaronA cArTa-paTane sAme rAkhI ekeka akSara, lITI, padasamUha ane pachI Akho navakAra TUMkA abhyAsathI paNa dRSTigocara thAya che. A abhyAsa vadhAravAthI mananI caMcaLatA paNa zame che. vicAronI asthiratA TaLe che. vicAromAM caMcaLatA mohanA saMskAronI prabaLatAthI thAya che paNa zrI navakAranA vyavasthita satata niyamita (cha mahinA) jApathI mohanA saMskAronI prabaLatA zamI jAya che. Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA anubhavasiddha A hakIkata che. A aMgenA mArA jIvanI adbhuta ghaTanA che, vi. saM 2011nA mAha mahine vihAra kALamAM eka vakhate sAMje 8 mAIla vihAra karI chattIsagaDha baMgALa vaccenA eka gAmaDAmAM bIje jagyA na maLavAthI eka musalamAna ghAMcIne tyAM rAtrivAsa karyo. mArA te vakhatanA niyama pramANe muslima ke evA gharamAM rahevuM paDe to UtaratI vakhate mAnasika 7 navakAra, 3 uvasagaharaM, AtmarakSA 3 vAra ane yasyA:kSetraM gAthA 21 vAra gaNato. te gaNatI vakhate be tuccha dRzyo dekhAyela, eTale vadhu sAvaceta thayo. rAtre sUtI vakhate zrI navakAra AtmarakSA vArApharatI 7 vAra karI sUI gayo. 1 / / vAge jApanA samaye UThatAM pUrve prAya: nA kalAka pUrve svapna joyuM. 95 eka moTo akhADo temAM 1 malla mane kustI mATe bolAve. huM manamAM navakAra gaNato akhADAmAM Utaryo, pelA mallane pachADI tenI chAtI para caDhI zrI navakAra jorathI bolyo, pelo malla na jANe kema mAyAvI rUpa karI mArA ghUMTaNa taLethI chaTakI akhADAnA eka kinAre daityanuM rUpa karI mane bivaDAvavA lAgyo. te puSTa maMtra jo aMt Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA ka 4pa pAlanapura 16-9-83, bhAdaravA suda 10 zrI navakArano ArAdhaka jIvanane viziSTa rIte ucca kakSAe lAvavA mathAmaNa kare. eTale tRSNA, mithyAdaSTikoNa, pramAda, kaSAya, mananI caMcaLatA, vANInI svacchaMdatA, kAyAno asaMyama - A mukhya 7 doSothI jIvanane bacAvI vairAgya, sApekSa vicAro, apramAda, vItarAgabhAva ane mana - vacana - kAyAnI caMcalatAnA ghaTADA tarapha jIvana zakitaonA vaLAMkathI jIvanane ArAdhanAmaya banAvavA mathe te zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano sAco ArAdhaka gaNAya. saMskAronA kheMcANathI uparanA doSo Upaje che, ane jJAnI nizrAe ArAdhanAnuM baLa vadhAravAthI jIvana unnata bane che. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAno viziSTa prakAra e che ke vidhi-maryAdApUrvaka vacana ane kAyA jApamAM vyavasthita rIte goThavavAthI AtmAmAMthI AvatA viSama mohanA gUMcavADA manane uzkere paNa mananI sakriyatAno AdhAra vacana - kAyA hovAthI te baMne je jJAnInI AjJA maryAdAmAM sthita hoya to mohanA gUMcavADA manamAM rahe nahI. ane svata: - kSINa zakitavALA thaI jAya. uparAMta yathAvat vidhi pramANe, vacana-kAyAne niyamita rAkhI karAtA jApathI ApaNA zarIrano kaNekaNa vaja jevo kaThora thavA pAme che. ke jethI ko'ka nikAcita tIvra karma sivAya sAmAnya Akto Ave ja nahIM. Ave to Take nahIM, ane aMtarathI UbharAtA sAdhanAnA tejathI viparIta saMyogo anukULa thavA mAMDe, paraMparAe manamAM gUMcavAtA vikAro paNa kSINa thaI jAya. pUrvanA ArAdhaka mahApuruSoe A rIte ja sAdhanAnA mArgane nibaMdha banAvela. vartamAna kALe paNa A rItanI ArAdhanA. sAdhanA paMthe cAlanArA vinone haThAvanArI bane ja che. mArA ja jIvanamAM vi. saM. 2024nA zrAvaNa mahine zrI navakAranA jApamAM rAtre 1 thI 2 nA gALAmAM traNacAra vAra sUcana maLela ke sAdhanAnI zakitano pravAha khUba vadhyo che. zarIranA aNuomAM tene prasAravA mATe dunyavI daSTie bebhAna thavAnI prakriyA amalamAM Avaze, gabharAzo nahIM. paNa eka vAta khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhazo ke bebhAna thavAthI bahAranI gati vidhi badhI baMdha thAya eTale aMtaranI zakitane zarIranA aNu - aNumAM prasaravAnI taka maLe. mATe tame dhIratA rAkhazo, gabharAzo nahIM. azoka sAmane kahI rAkhazo ke AvA samaye davA - Ije kaMI na apAve. mAtra mAthe tALavA para ThaMDA pANInI ghAra jarUra nA kalAka karAve. AvI pUrva sUcanA traNavAra maLela. pariNAme bhA. su10 dine cANasmAthI Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA 5 mAIla vaDAvalI gAme rathayAtrAnA prasaMge huM azoka sAmaane bIjA traNa - cAra sAdhuo sAthe cANasmAthI sAMje (bhA. su. 9) 3 vAge nIkaLyo. bhAdaravAnI garamI, jApanI garamI, vihAranI garamI badhI bhegI thaI, cANasmAthI rAA mATa dUra eka parabaDImAM visAmo, pANI vAparyuM. thoDIvAre baphArAthI gabharAmaNa thavA lAgI, thoDIvAre huM bebhAna thaIne paDI gayo. ThaMDuM pANI chAMTyuM - vAyaro nAMkhyo, kaMI asara na thaI. tyAM azoka sA. mahoziyAra eTale samajI gayA ke A pelI asara che. turata pANIno ghaDo mArA mAthe tALave dhArabaddha pANI nAMkhavA rUpe khalAsa karyo. mANasa mokalI gAmamAM khabara ApyA. pUgurudevazrI hatA. bIjuM pANI maMgAvyuM. saMghavALA doDAdoDa ra0/30 mANasa AvyuM. DaoNkaTaro paNa AvyA, paNa azoka sAva manI kunehathI IMjekSana davAnI dhamAlathI bacI gayo. khATalAmAM nAMkhI sAMje nA vAge gAmamAM pAchA AvyA. 1%(120 mANasa sAthe cANasmA upAzraye bebhAna hAlatamAM Avyo. ThaMDA vAyarA - pANInA potAno prayoga cAlu thayo. savAre 6 vAge kaMIka bhAna AvyuM, kharekhara to 10 vAge. barAbara sAMje 4 vAge lagabhaga bhAna gayuM te bIje di' 10 vAge bhAna AvyuM. prAya: 14 kalAka bebhAna rahyo. A rIte jJAnInI maryAdAmAM vacana kAyAne goThavI karAtA yathAvat jApathI AvanArAM vidanonI jANa thAya che. eTaluM ja nahIM temAMthI hemakhema bacAva paNa thAya che. aMtaraMga zakti paramAtma zakti sAthe joDAya e jarUrI che. te joDANa vidhi-mayArdAnA AlaMbanathI thAya che. AnAthI sAdhanA mArganAM badhAM vidano haTI jAya che agara AvanArAM vidanono zakita-vikAsamAM sadupayoga paNa thAya che. vidhivat vacana - kAyAnA saMyama sAthe karAtA jApathI UpajatI vicArazakita aMtarane sAdhanAne anukULa banAvavA upayogI banAve che. Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 98 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA pAlanapura 20-9-83, bhAdaravA suda 13 ArAdhanAmAM prabaLa vidana ahaMkAra che. sAdhanAno ahaMbhAva paNa ArAdhakane heTho pADe che. sAdhanAe kartavyanI bhUmikAnuM pavitra kartavya che temAM ApaNe navAI zI karIe chIe ke teno ahaMbhAva ApaNe karIe? saMskAro ApaNane sAdhanA mArgathI vicalita karavA zAhukArInA kapaDAM paherI Avela Thaga-badamAzanI jema sAdhanAnA ahaMkArarUpe durvAsanAnA saMskAra ApaNane sAdhanAnA mArgathI bhraSTa karavA mahenata kare che. paNa samajadAra vivekI puNyAtmAe saMyamabhAva keLavI kartavyaniSThAnA dhoraNe jAtane laI jaI UpajatA ahaMbhAvane aTakAvavA prayatna karavo jarUrI che. vicAronA ahaMbhAva karatAM sAdhanAno ahaMbhAva vadhu nukasAna kare che. vicAronA ahaMbhAvamAM tatvaniSThA ane jJAnI puruSonAM vacanonA ciMtanabaLe temAMthI chUTavAno avasara maLe, paNa sAdhanAnA ahaMbhAvamAM chUTavAnI bArI jaDavI ghaNI muzkela che. mATe vivekI puNyavAnoe sAdhanAnA ahaMbhAvane UpajavA ja na devo - e khAsa jarUrI mahattvanI vAta che. sAdhanAnA ahaMbhAvane ogALavA lakSyanI sAthe praNidhAna = jAgRtinI keLavaNI khAsa jarUra che. praNidhAna = parameSThIonA svarUpanI ciMtanA dvArA UpajatA tIvra guNAnurAga baLe ApaNI jAta para Avela viziSTa mohanAM AvaraNone khaseDavA mATenI tIvra tamannA. A jyAre jAgrata thAya tyAre aMtaramAM sAdhanAno ahaMbhAva Take nahIM. sAdhanA eTale parameSThIonA AlaMbane guNAnurAganI prakriyAnuM sakriya rUpa. temAM karmakSayanuM lakSya umerAI jAya eTale anAdikAlIna mohanA saMskAronI prabaLatA thavA na pAme. mATe sAdhanAnA ahaMbhAvane ogALavA aMtaramAM praNidhAna - lakSyanI jAgRti vadhu keLavavAnI khAsa jarUra che. vicAromAM ahaMbhAva ApaNI jAtane paMcaparameSThI tarapha jatAM aTakAve che. paNa sAdhanAno ahaMbhAva parameSThI prati ApaNI vRttione laI javA chatAM yeya - hInatAnA kAraNe vRttiomAM bhramaNA Upaje che. paNa hakIkatamAM sAdhanAmArge ahaMbhAvano udaya khUba viSama hoI ApaNAmAM lakSyahInatA vadhArI mUke che. tethI vivekI sadgaranAM caraNomAM besI anAdikAlIna saMskAronI bhramaNAnA vamaLamAMthI nIkaLavA AMtarika nikhAlasa samarpaNabhAva keLavI praNidhAnanA mArge vRttione laI javA prayatna karavo. mArA jIvanamAM dara be-traNa mahine chellAM traNa cAra varSathI evA pIriyaDa AvyA che ke, sAdhanAnA Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA 99 ahaMbhAvamAM huM phasAI jAuM chuM - paNa mArA para parameSThIonI karuNA eTalI badhI che ke turata tenI pratyAghAtI asara zarIra para paDe, pachI huM kharekhara dilathI mAphI mAMguM, eTale sAdhanAno ahaMbhAva ogaLI jAya ane yogya rIte puna: huM sAdhanAnA mArge AgaLa vadhuM. AvuM vAraMvAra anubhavAyuM che, paNa saMskAronI vidAyagIrInuM A zubha cihana che ema gurukRpAe anubhavAyuM che. sAdhanAnuM baLa vadhe ane saMskAro kSINa thAya tyAre bujhAtA dIvAnA camakArAnI jema AvA viSama dekhAvo thAya. eTale gurukRpAthI sAdhanA mArgathI vicalita thavAnA badale UlaTuM vadhu aMtaranI pakakaDa majabUta thaI sAdhanA mArgane vaLagI zakuM chuM. eTale zrI navakAranI dayAthI sAdhanAno ahaMbhAva viSama - prabaLa doSa chatAM aMtaranI jAgRtinA baLe nukasAna karanAra banyo nathI - e guru mAnI dayA badala khUba AbhArI chuM. gra ) 47 pAlanapura 23-9-83 vi. tamArI ArAdhanA sukharUpe vyavasthita thAya che ne ? ArAdhanAnA paMthe cAlatAM ApaNA aMtaranA vikAro, viSayanI vAsanAno jusso keTalo maMda thayo che te satata dhyAnamAM levuM joIe. aMtaramAM jema ArAdhanAnuM baLa vadhe tema vicAronI caMcalatA, vikAronI prabaLatA ane aMtaranA rAgadveSanA uchALArUpI aMdhakAra jIvanamAMthI ghaTavA pAme. ArAdhanAnI A pArAzIzI che. saMsAranAM kAryonuM jeTaluM mahatva samajAyuM che te karatAM ArAdhanAnuM maha va vadhu gaMbhIrapaNe samajavuM jarUrI che. - dunyavI kAmo to na chUTake zarIra ane saMsAra-vyavahAra TakAvavA karavAnA hoya che. jyAre ArAdhanA to ApaNA aMtaramAM bharAyela vAsanAnA kacarAne - melane haThAvavA khAsa jarUrI Avazyaka aMga tarIke umaMgathI karavAnAM hoya che. temAM AkhA divasanA saMsArI bIjAM kAryo karatAM vadhu ullAsa rahe te khAsa jarUrI che. Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 100 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA tethI tamArA jIvanamAM lagabhaga moTe bhAge AkhA divasanA badhAM kAmothI paravArI rAtre 8 - 9 ke pachI navakAravALI hAthamAM levAya te bilakula na karo te karatAM khUba dhanyavAdane pAtra che. mahApuNyazALI cho ke ATalI jaMjALamAM paNa zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA bhulAtI nathI. paNa hakIkatamAM ApaNI pAseno zakitaono bhaMDAra lagabhaga saMsArI kAmomAM vaparAyA pachI thoDo sToka rahyo hoya, temAM AkhA divasanA je te vicAro - AcAro - vAsanAonuM DoLANa aMtaramAM UbharAtuM hoya - zArIrika - mAnasika zrama - thAka paNa zarIra - manane pIDato hoya tevI sthitimAM zrI navakAranA varNo para dhyAna kendrita karI jApanA mAdhyamathI aMtaranI zakitaonI jhaNajhaNATInA anubhavanI taka meLavI na zakAya, pariNAme jApanI kriyA cAle, paNa aMtaramAM AnaMda na Ave - divaso - mahinAo varSo thayAM, haju AnaMda na Avyo - zuM haze A jApamAM baLa! ema zaMkAzIlatAno udaya vRttiomAM thaI jAya, pariNAme jApanI pakakaDa - zraddhAnA pAyAnI majabUtAI DhIlI thavA mAMDe. tethI vAstavika rIte sAMje alpAhAra, rAtre pravRttinI alpatA - game tema karI lA thI 10nA gALAmAM sUI ja javuM. savAre 4 thI 4mAM UThI javAno abhyAsa jApanI zakitanA divya anubhava mATe khUba jarUrI che. 4 vAge hAtha-paga dhoI kapaDAM badalI pA sudhI zrI navakArano jApa varNayoganI zailIe karavo. maMgalajyotathI 1, pachI 1 bAMdhImALA pachI 1 maMgaLajyota, chelle zrI navakAranA akSaro para 10/12 miniTa joI rahevuM. ATaluM karI nahAI-dhoI sIdhA daherAsaramAM jaI svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA karavI, chevaTe jaLa - caMdana - puSpa - traNa to karavI ja. caityavaMdana karI - ra7 navakAra gaNI nA vAge AvI navakArazI karI pachI saMsAranAM kAryonI zarUAta karavI. savAranA sAthI LA ema traNa kalAkanA majabUta polAdI pAyA para jIvanazaktionA pravAhanI zarUAta zrI navakAra ane vItarAga prabhubhakitathI karI pachI duniyAnAM badhA kAma karavAM. atyAre savAre cha - chalA vAge UTho, sIdhA saMDAsa ke bAtharUmamAM, pachI nahAyA - jema tema TapakAM karavA rUpanI pUjA karI cA-pANI, chApAM badhI pravRttionA bhaMgAramAM jIvanazakitao kayAMya veDaphAya, gUMcavAya, aTake ke UMdhe raste vahe, te badhAnA pariNAme sarvisamAM tana-mana baMne vikRta thAya. tAtkAlika haravA-pharavAnA, Amoda, pramodanAM sAdhano prati vRttio doDe, te aMgenI pravRttiothI ApaNI jIvanazakitao rUMdhAya, ema karatAM moDethI ghera Avo, pachI jamo, roja rAtribhojananA tAmasika khorAkathI vikRta mananAM tatvomAM vadhAro - pachI bIjI - trIjI pravRttio thAya chevaTe 9 - 9 vAge mahAna puNyanA udaye zrI navakArano jApa Ave, gaNAya kharA navakAra, paNa AkhA divasanA barDana vadhu paDatA kayAreka mAnasika bojA taLe dabAyelI aMtaranI zaktio zI rIte paMcaparameSThionA divya pravAhane sparzI zake. na karavA karatAM eTaluM paNa sAruM ke ArAdhanA bhulAtI nathI, paNa varSonA lAMbA gALA pachI paNa aMtaramAM vAsanA - saMkalpa - vikalpo, rAgadveSa, duniyAno rAga Adi AdhyAtmika tattvone aTakAvanAra tattvo nabaLAM na paDe. eTale halakuM lohI havAladAranuM - jema zrI navakArane have kATa caDhI gayo - jamAno badalAI gayo. kaMI asara ATalo jApa karyo chatAM na thaI - AvA vicAro ghara karI jAya. paNa puNyavAno ! jApanI paddhati samaya - je sauthI chelle rAtre 9 - lAmAM cAle che tene jarA hiMmatabharyo puruSArtha karI savAre 4 thI paDAmAM laI jAo, mAtra 90 divasa karI juo. 37mAM Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 101 divasathI cittamAM apUrva zAMti - vicAromAM jhabakArA baMdha - ajavALAM, kayAMya jIvanamAM gUMca jevuM nahIM. badhuM svayaMsaMcAlita, badhuM oTomeTIka cAle tema goThavAyela lAgaze. ApaNe mAtra tenA InsTameMTa rUpa chIe evuM lAgaze. jApamAM adbhuta camatkAro thaze, jIvana haLavuMphUla thaI jaze. mArAM varSonA anubhava ane lAMbA jApa pachI meLavela - nikhAreka anubhava satyanuM A navanIta che. tame puNyavAnI jarUra A satyane jIvanamAM utArI paramAnaMdathI chalakAtA divya anubhUtinA sAgaramAM DUbakI mAro ane sAdhanAnA pavitra madhurA rasAsvAdathI jIvana dhanya banAvo. - savAre jA5 ane svadravyathI vItarAga prabhunI pUjA A be tattva tamArA traNenA jIvanamAM umeravA AjanA tabakake vadhu jarUrI lAge che, paNa A patrane samajaNa - gaMbhIra vicAraNA sAthe vAMcI jIvanamAM amalI banAvavA mATenA daDha saMkalpanI keLavaNI karo e mahecchA. lAla 48 pAlanapura ra9-9-83 jIvananA vahetA pravAhamAM vegane thaMbhAvanArAM tattvone haDaselavAno puruSArtha kharekhara ArAdhanAnuM viziSTa svarUpa che. thI namaskAra mahAmaMtra eTale jinazAsananI yathArtha samajaNa sAthe AtmazaktinA vaheNane thaMbhAvanArAM avarodhaka tattvone haDaselavA mATenA puruSArthanI dizAno nirNaya. A jAtanA nirNayane vaphAdAra rahI aMtaranA umaLakA sAthe AvA divya puruSArthanA ucca zikhare birAjamAna paMca parameSThIonA bhAvavAhI svarUpane hRdayaMgama karI aMtaranA tanamanATa sAthe teoe cIdhelA divya puruSArthanA paMthe ApaNI zakitaonA vaheNane vALanAra tadanurUpa prayatnonuM nAma ArAdhanA che. Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA AvI ArAdhanAnI bhUmikAe pahoMcavuM ane tene anukULa prayatno te kharekhara ApaNA jIvananI saphLatAnI pArAzIzI che. 102 jinazAsananI maryAdA e che ke ArAdhanA paMthe dhapatA aMtaramAM svacchaMdabhAva ke jJAnI nirdiSTa sAmAcArI - sAdhana - prakriyA tarapha upekSAbhAva jarA paNa na cAle. tenAthI ArAdhanAno paMtha hAthamAMthI sarakI jAya che. = laukika paddhatinI ArAdhanA yogasAdhanA, dhyAnaprakriyA AdirUpe aMtaramAM jJAnIoe nirdezela AtmA, tenI vartamAna sthiti, tenAM kAraNo ane upAyonA durlakSyanA pariNAme saravALe ahaMbhAva Adi vikArone vadhAranArI thAya che. jJAnIoe cIMdhela A paMthanI bedarakArI paNa emAMthI janmIne bhaviSyamAM viziSTa ArAdhanAnI bhUmikA durlabha thAya tevuM banavA pAme che. tethI jJAnIonI maryAdA pramANe sAdhu ke zrAvaka jIvananI prAthamika bhUmikAnA kartavyonA pAlanarUpa sAmAcArI ArAdhanAno prANa che. tethI jApathI Atmazakitano vikAsa tyAre zakaya bane jyAre ke bIjanI vAvavAnI kriyA sAthe khAtara, pANI AdinA saMyoganI jema jApa sAthe prabhupUjA, guruvaMdana, sAmAyika, vrataniyama, paccakkhANa Adipe cha AvazyakanuM niyamita pAlana thavuM joIe. jemAM zrAvaka jIvanamAM vivekane meLavavA, TakAvavA jinapUjA khUba ja jarUrI che. te paNa svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA sAthe caityavaMdanarUpa bhAvapUjA vALI jarUrI che. jApathI thatI AtmazuddhinuM sattva AtmAne sparze kayAre jyAre ke svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA sahita bhAvapUjAthI aMtaranA AtmAnI zuddhi thavA pAmI hoya - to temAM jApanI zuddhi TakI zake. - mATe jApanA prayatna sAthe svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA sAthe bhAvapUjAnI khAsa jarUra che. sAmAyika, guruvaMdana, rAtribhojanano tyAga, nATaka, sinemA, hoTala, abhakSya Adino tyAga, vrata, niyama, paccakkhANa Adi dvArA jApanI zakitane aMtaramAM TakAvI zakAya. mArA jIvananA pratyakSa udAharaNathI spaSTa samajAya tema che ke, pUrvanI puNyAIe nAnI vaye / / varSanI vaye ukALelA pANI (rAtre paNa) pIvAnI manAI, raDha, susaMskArI mAtA-pitAnI keLavaNI, 6 // jevI laghu vaye, prabhuzAsananA saMyamanI prApti, parANe baLAtkArathI paNa cha thI 8000 zloko zAstronA mukha pATha karyA, 12 varSanI vayathI adhyAtmazuddhi, AtmavikAsanI ruci tevuM sAhitya vAMcana, tevA jogI - saMtono paricaya karavAnI spRhA, A badhuM chatAM 22 varSanI caDhatI vaye pU. paM zrI kAMti vi. ma jevA adbhuta vairAgI mahApavitra parama puNyAtmAnAM 34 varSa sudhI satata avAranavAra thatA paricayathI AgamikajJAnanI bArAkhaDI abhyAsa sAthe ucca koTinA gUDha Agamika chaMdagraMthonuM vAMcana karavAnA pratApe bhUmikA ghaDAIne taiyAra thayelI, 32 thI 37nA gALAmAM mAMdagInA bahAne zrI navakAranI jIvanamAM padharAmaNI thaI to dhoyeluM kapaDuM tenA para raMga sAro caDhe tenI jema Agamika jJAna, sAmAcArI - pAlana, Adarza brahmacarya, uccakoTinuM cAritra, devaguru kRpAe meLavI zakayo. Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 103 31mA varSe maMtradIkSA dvArA prApta thayelo navakAra dina-pratidina jIvanane opa Apato gayo ane uttarottara Atma-zaktionA apUrva vikAsanI kakSA gurukRpAe meLavI zakayo. A badho pratApa sAmAcArI - pAlana ane mULabhUmikAnI zuddhino che. tethI tamAre paNa AkhA divasanAM aneka kAmo pachI atyaMta thAkela zarIra, khinna mana, zramita magajanI bhUmikAe rAtre lA. vAge karAtA jApanA badale gayA patramAM sUcavyA pramANe savAre 4 thI 6mAM phreza mAIDathI jApa pachI svadravyathI prabhupUjA, rAtre sAmAyika, rAtribhojana, abhakSyano tyAga A badhuM sahayogamAM lo to aMtaranI AtmazakitaonA jhaNajhaNATano anubhava tame paNa karI zako. d; 48 pAlanapura 4-10-83 vi. zrI navakAranA jApamAM sthiratA thAya tyAre jANavuM ke aMtaranI zaktionA pagathAre ApaNe AvI pahoMcyA. anAdikAlIna saMskAro ApaNI aMtaranI zaktione rUMdhI rahyA che. paNa zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranuM AlaMbana maLyA pachI zAzvata zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA divya varNonI adbhuta zakitathI jyAre aMtaranI zaktione avarodhanArA mohanA saMskAro ogaLavA mAMDe eTale aMtaranI zaktiono srota AtmAnA kendramAMthI vahevA mAMDe. pariNAme zrI navakAra sivAya bIjA kazAmAM mana rame ja nahIM. kema ke zrI navakAra vinA manane AkarSanArAM bIjAM badhAM sAdhano saravALe mohanA saMskArone vadhArI aMtaranI zaktione avarodhanArAM che. A jAtanI spaSTa vicAraNA ApaNAmAM paripakava thavI jarUrI che. jema jema ApaNe zrI navakAranA jApamAM niyata samaya - sthaLa - saMkhyA Adi dhoraNane jALavI pravartIe tema tema ApaNuM mana zrI navakAramAM lIna thAya ja. A sanAtana siddhAMta ApaNe AcaraNa dvArA amalamAM mUkavAnI khAsa jarUrI che. aMtaranA ullAsa(Mood)nI bahu rAha jovI sArI nahIM. aMtarano ullAsa AvavA ADe rahelA Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 104 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA mohanA saMskArone niyata samaya Adi maryAdAthI jApa karavAnA baLe ja ApaNe khaseDI zakIe, pachI thoDA samaya bAda ApoApa aMtarano bhAvollAsa (Mood) AvI rahe che. nadIno pravAha zarUmAM phorsavALo na hoya, nAnakaDA pravAhamAMthI zarU thatI nadI AgaLa para jaI virATa svarUpa dhAraNa kare tema ApaNA aMtarane niyata samaya Adi maryAdA sAthe joDI jApanA mArge vALavAmAM Ave to aMtarano bhAvollAsa (Mood) kadAca prAraMbhamAM na hoya to paNa jJAnIonI AjJA pramANe jApanI pravRtti cAlu rAkhavAthI jApano mArga prazasta mohanA saMskAronI ADakhIlI vagarano thaI jAya che. tethI jApamAM aMtaraMga bhAvollAsanI gerahAjarIthI nirAza na thavuM. meM jyAre mAMdagImAM pU paM. zrI bhadraMkaravijaya manI sUcanAthI jApa zarU karyo tyAre mAtra pU gurudevanAM vacano para sadbhAvathI saMkhyAnA dhoraNe jApa zarU karyo saM. 2006mAM. jo ke te vakhate samaya, sthAna, saMkhyAnI maryAdA jALavato na hato eTale vikAsa dhImo rahyo, paNa nakakara rIte thato gayo. pachI ra010 nAgapura comAsAmAM zrI mohanabhAI bhArata aMtaranI divya preraNAthI sthAna, samaya, saMkhyAnA maryAdA jALavI jApa zarU karyo to paNa 24 lAkha sudhI viziSTa anubhavo na thayA. 25mAM lAkhanA ardhA pachI viziSTa anubhUtio thavA mAMDI. mATe tamo eka beThake traNa bAMdhI mALA savAre thI pa mAM eka ja samaye eka ja Asane gaNI juo 41mA divase divya anubhava AMtarika paramazAMtino thaze ja. traNa mALA eTale 18 X 3 = 324no AMka uttama AMka che. kema ke Ano saravALo 9 thAya che. dhruva AMka che, mATe tamAre divya AtmazakitanA pravezadvAra kholavA savAre 4 thI pAAmAM traNa bAMdhI mALA gaNavI khAsa jarUrI che. pachI thoDuM zrI navakAranA divya akSaro sAme joI viziSTa zakita meLavavI. jApamAM paNa zrI navakAranA akSaro sAme joIne jApa karavo, pachI zrI vItarAga prabhunI aSTaprakArI pUjA karavI, ATaluM to tamAre AtmazakitanA utthAna mATe karavuM khAsa jarUrI che. vaLI vikArIbhAvonA nigraha mATenI tamArI jhaMkhanA khUba sArI che te mATe yogya AhAra, yogya vAtAvaraNa, yogya caryA A traNanI khAsa jarUra che. taLeluM, caTaNI, masAlA, athANuM, barapha, AIskrIma Adi uttejaka padArthono sadaMtara tyAga thavo ghaTe. vaLI yogya AhAra paNa bharapeTa na khAvo, thoDIka bhUkha rAkhIne UThavuM. A niyama brahmacarya mATe, nIrogIpaNA mATe, svastha vicAro mATe khUba jarUrI che. = bhAIbaMdho, vijAtIya saMparka jarUra TALavo, na chUTake vAtacItathI AgaLa kayAreya na vadhavuM, sinemAno sadaMtara tyAga, vikArI bhAvonA nigraha mATe khAsa jarUrI che. = yogya dinacaryAmAM laTAra mAravI, haravA - pharavA ke pArTIomAM bhAga levA A traNa bAbatothI sadaMtara AghA rahevuM ucita che. ApaNI jIvanasaMpatti, vicAro, vAtAvaraNa ane nimittonI viSamatAthI jANe ajANe lUMTAtI jAya che. mATe te aMge khUba sAvaceta rahevAnI jarUra che. tA. Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namarakAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 105 105 U pAlanapura 6-10-83 visaMskAronI gUMca ukelyA vinA ArAdhanA suzakaya nathI. saMskAronI gUMthAmaNa, pramAda, zithilatA, vidhino anAdara ane bhAvollAsanA ghaTADAne UpajAve che. mATe vivekI puNyavAne saMskAronI gUMcane ukelavAnI mathAmaNanA badale "cAdRrastAdRza vATuM zapa te prapatroDakti" eTale jevo tevo paNa huM tArA zaraNe Avyo chuM." evA zaraNAgatibhAvane keLavavAthI gUMcano ukaLATa zamI jAya che. nAnA bALakane vAtsalyabharI mAtAnI goda badhI rIte nirbhaya banAve che. tema aMtaraMga bhAvathI nikhAlasa zaraNAgati ApaNane badhI bAjuthI nirbhayatAnA vAtAvaraNamAM laI jAya che. AvI zaraNAgati niSkAma kartavyaniSThA, niSkAma samarpaNabhAvanA baLe keLavI zakAya. aMtaramAM lakSyanI jAgRti kamajora hoya ke vAsanA-kAmanA prabaLa hoya to sAcA samarpaNanuM baLa UpajatuM nathI. pariNAme sAcI zaraNAgati thaI zakatI nathI. mATe ArAdhake lakSyanI jAgRti keLavI kartavyaniSTha banavAna ane niSkAma samarpaNabhAva keLavavAno prayatna karavo ghaTe. zrI navakAramAM pAMca vakhata che te zuM sUcave che. ke na = nahIM mo = mAruM kaMI nathI, kazuM nathI, koI nathI e bhAva sAthe arihaMta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya sAdhu bhagavaMtanA zaraNe vRttione lIna karavA rUpano bhAva namaskAra meLavavAno che. tenAthI vRttilaya, manobaLa ane sarva du:khono kSaya meLavI zakAya che. A jAtanA bhAva namaskAra mATe satata mAnasika jAgRti ane aMtaraMga upayoganI dhAraNA keLavavI jarUrI che ke mAre mArA astitvane vIsarI jaI parameSThIonA AlaMbane jIvanazakitaone pravartAvavAnI che. eTale ke paMca parameSThIonI AjJAne jIvanamAM AtmasAt karavAnI che. arthAtu arihaMtonI AjJA zI che? AtmA ane tenA vikAsane aTakAvanAra baMnenI oLakhANa meLavI sakriya banavuM. siddhonI AjJA zI che! pUrA prayatna ane bhagIratha puruSArthathI karmonAM baMdhanone haTAvavA kammara kasIne taiyAra thavuM. AcAryonI AjJA zI che! jIvanane paMcAcAramaya banAvI sadAcAranA pavitra paMthe jIvanazakitaone Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 106 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tasvacaMdrikA saMpUrNapaNe jJAnI gurunizrAmAM zAstramaryAdApUrvaka vALavI. upAdhyAyonI AjJA zI che? anAdikAlIna rAga-dveSanA kacarAnA ubharATane zamAvavA zrI vItarAga prabhunA upadezone sarvajJatAnA pAyA para sthira mAnI gaNadharabhagavaMtoe gUMthela te upadezanA Agamono paMcavidha svAdhyAyamAM lIna banI mohanA saMskArone bhedavA ajaba puruSArtha karavo. sAdhu bhagavaMtonI AjJA zI che? anAdikAlIna kriyA maLane haTAvavA aMtaranI pariNAma zuddhi sAthe zrI vItarAga prabhunI sarvaviratinI AjJAne aNIzuddha rIte jIvanamAM utArI jIvanane saMyamI banAvavuM. A jAtanI pAMce AjJAone jIvanamAM viziSTa puruSArtha dvArA AtmasAt karavAno bhavya puruSArtha te bhAva namaskAra. te bhUmikAe aMtarane sthiratApUrvaka TakAvavA prayatna karavo tenuM nAma ArAdhanA. A badhuM virATa lAge, paNa A badhAnI mAsTara kI japayoganI vidhipUrvaka ArAdhanA, AhAra - vihAranA saMyama sAthe niyata sthAna, niyata samaye - niyata saMkhyAthI jApa karavAnI prakriyAthI uparanI badhI AjJAo jIvanamAM sakriya thavA mAMDe, A badhuM jJAnI gurunA mArgadarzana nIce niyamita thavuM joIe. A mATe saMsAranA mULa pAyA samA svacchaMdavAda, sukhazIlIyuM jIvana, mohaka vAtAvaraNa AdithI paraheja karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. davAnI asara parahejInA pAlana sAthe khUba saMkaLAyelI che. kayAreka to evuM paNa lAge ke yogya rIte pathya AhAra-vihAranI caryAnuM vyavasthita pAlana thAya to davAnI khAsa jarUra paDe nahIM. ane je kAraNothI roga thayo hoya te kAraNo pathya caryAthI haTI jAya eTale ApoApa nIrogI avasthA AvI jAya. tethI zrI navakAranA jApamAM parahejIrUpe svacchaMdatA, vilAsitA, mohaka vAtAvaraNa abhakSya AhAra AdinA tyAga-ghaTADAthI zrI navakAranI apUrva virATa zakti ApaNA jIvanamAM dhIme paNa nakakara pagale prakaTavA mAMDe che. Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 107 pa1 pAlanapura 7-10-83 zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAmAM bhakti-zraddhA sAthe aMtaranuM bahumAna khAsa jarUrI che. bhakita = vicAronI ekAgratA zraddhA = aMtarano vizvAsa bahumAna = tuha tuhIM no bhAva A tripuTI ArAdhanA mATe khAsa jarUrI che. dunyavI vyavahAronA lIdhe bhakitamAM oTa Ave, pariNAme zraddhA - bahumAnamAM paNa ghaTADo thavA pAme, mATe kartavyaniSTha banavAnI khAsa jarUra che. dunyavI padArthonA kheMcANamAM ArAdhanAno kAryakrama DhIlo na thAya te khAsa mahattvanuM che. vicAronA kSetramAM lakSyanI jAgRtithI ekAgratA Ave tethI zrI navakAra aMgenuM sAhitya jarUra roja nA kalAka vAMcavuM. A sAthe 7 thI 10 miniTa zrI navakAranA akSaro sAme ekITase joI rahevuM. vacce vacce AMkho ekadama baMdha karavI - jethI akSaro aMtardaSTithI spaSTa dekhAya. abhyAsa - prayatna karavAnI jarUra che, A sAthe duniyAnA vyavahAramAM cokakasAI na rAkho to turata nukasAnanI kalpanA jema mAnasa-paTa para Ave che. tevI babbe tethI vadhu zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnA kAryakramamAM thatI avyavasthAthI aMtaranI zakitaono vikAsakrama aTake ke DoLAya te vAta khUba ja yAda rAkhavA jevI che. sthAna-samaya-saMkhyAnA niyatIkaraNa tarapha jarA paNa upekSAbhAva na thAya te khUba dhyAnamAM lezo. tamArI aMtavRttiomAM navakAra beTho tyAre gaNAya jyAre sthAna - samaya - saMkhyAnI cokakasAI tarapha vadhu lakSya jAgRta bane. AnAthI vAIbrezansanI maulika paraMparAnuM sarjana thAya che. jema, tema, je te rIte jApanI pravRttithI UpajatA vAIbrezansa bahu ja TUMka samayamAM bAhya vAtAvaraNanAM AMdolanothI kSINa banI jAya che. mArA jIvanamAM anubhavela A satya che. saM. 200ra thI 2018 sudhI zrA, va, 5 thI jJAnapAMcama sudhI niyata Asana - niyata samaya - niyata saMkhyAthI mauna sAthe jApa niyamita karato. te vakhate zrI navakAranI prasAdI maLI na hatI. sarasvatInA maMtranI ane zaMkhezvara pArzvaprabhunI upAsanAmAM pravRtti hatI, paNa te mAdhyama rahyuM. saravALe vRttiomAM bAhya saMskArothI alipta rahevAnuM bisa. Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 108 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA sthAna - samaya - saMkhyAnI cokasAI ane satata 24 kalAkanA 45 divasanA maunathI AtmAnI zakitaonA ADe rahela vividha AvaraNo mauna ane sthAna - samaya saMkhyAnI cokasAIthI ogaLavA mAMDyA. jo A vakhate zrI navakAra hota to vadhu lAbha thAta, paNa bhAvayoge bIjI bAju vRttio hatI chatAM gurukRpAe ane mauna, sthAna, samaya, saMkhyAnI cokasAInI maryAdAno meLa paDI javAthI aMtaranI jIvana zakitaono vikAsa sAhajika rIte sarasa thavA mAMDyo. mAruM to anumAna - prAya: sAcuM che ke e jAtanA maunanA sAtatya ane sthAna - samaya - saMkhyAnA niyatIkaraNathI bIjAone durlabha tevA viziSTa koTinA divya anubhavo bhale! nimnastaranA, paNa mArI AtmasAdhanA mATe jarUrI zarIra - zuddhi, kaSAyonuM zamana, rogothI chuTakAro ane AMtarika pavitratAnAM aneka maulika tattvonI mAhitI meLavavA khUba upayogI nIvaDyA, A badhI pAtratAnI vikAsanI bhUmikAe ja na jANe kema rAjarAjezvara zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra mArA vizuddha thayela aMta:karaNa mana mastiSka - zarIranA yogya sahayoganA pariNAme virAjamAna thaI zakayo, nahIM to bhautika rIte azuddha zarIra, vaicArika rIte azuddha mana ane bAhya vAtAvaraNathI prabhAvita thaI javAnI nimna bhUmikA para rAjarAjezvara zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra zI rIte AvI zake? eTale je thayuM te mArA Atmahita mATe thayuM. mAro muddo e che ke, tamo saMsAranI mohamAyAnI jhapeTamAM kayAreka ArAdhanAne gauNa na banAvI do ane tenI mahattAne visArI na do, e mATe AMtarika apUrva vaicArika baLanI keLavaNI zraddhA-bhakti ane bahumAnanI tripuTI mATe satata prayatnazIla rahezo. Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 109 - para pAlanapura 11-10-83 vi. samarpaNabhAva ane lakSyanI jAgRti A be pradhAna tattvo ArAdhanA mATe khAsa jarUrI che. jema jema ArAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhAya tema tema A baMne tattvonA vikAsathI ArAdhya paramatatva prati ekatAnatA evI vadhatI jAya ke saMsAranA game teTalA mohaka padArtho paNa ApaNI vRttione AkarSI na zake. jenI pAse sAcA hIrA jaththAbaMdha ApavAnI kharekhara zakyatA hoya te pAMciyA - daziyA ke rUpiyAnI suMdara kaDakaDatI navI noTo tarapha jema AkarSAya nahIM, tema ApaNI vRttiomAM ArAdhanAnA paMthe samarpaNabhAva lakSyanI jAgRti sAthe vadhatI hoya to dunyavI padArthonuM AkarSaNa rahe ja nahIM. paNa haju ApaNAmAM dunyavI padArthonuM AkarSaNa che. e batAvI Ape che ke ApaNI ArAdhanAmAM jarUrI A be tattvonI khAmI che. agara tenuM yathAyogya jatana ApaNe nathI karI zakayA. samarpaNabhAva ane lakSyanI jAgRti mATe kaMI karavuM nathI paDatuM, mAtra ApaNA vicAronA kendrane samajaNathI vyavasthita karavAnI jarUra che. paMcaparameSThIonI udAtta karuNA ane paramopakAritAno yathArtha khyAla Ave to samarpaNabhAva khIlyA vinA na rahe. te rIte ApaNI atyAranI dIna - hIna ane kaMgALa dazAno sAco khyAla Ave to mAre karmonAM baMdhanothI chUTI paramAtma svarUpa banavuM che. e lakSyanI jAgRti prakaTatAM vAra na lAge. A baMne tattvo ApaNA aMtaranA puruSArthane AbhArI che. dunyavI padArtho jema bAhya puruSArtha vinA na maLe - evI jema graMthi baMdhAI che. paNa hakIkatamAM game teTalA puruSArtha chatAM puNyanI prabaLatA vinA jagatanA padArtho sAme hoya chatAM ApaNe na meLavI zakIe. tethI puNyodayane AdhIna chatAM puruSArtha karyA vinA zI rIte maLe? evI ApaNI graMthi baMdhAI gaI che ema aMtaranI sAdhanAmAM jarUrI samarpaNabhAva ane lakSyanI jAgRti A baMne tattvo mAtra ApaNA aMtaranA puruSArthane AdhIna chatAM ApaNA manamAM evI ajJAnamUlaka graMthi baMdhAI gaI che ke bhAgyamAM haze to thaze. ApaNA karmano aMtarAya che, AvI hInatAbharI vAtonI rajUAta karI ApaNI ajJAna dazAnuM pradarzana karIe chIe. Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 110 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA hakIkatamAM aMtaranA puruSArthanI cAvI jJAnI gurunA hAthamAM hoya che. te cAvIno lAbha meLavavA jJAnI puruSonAM caraNomAM rahevAno prayatna vadhu karavo joIe. tema karavAthI teonI karUNAthI ApaNI ajJAna dazAnA paradA tUTI jAya ane aMtaranA puruSArtha mATenI adbhuta preraNA maLe ane samarpaNabhAva - lakSyanI jAgRtine meLavavA ApaNe halabalI jaIe. aMtaranA UMDANamAM javA mATenAM A be pagathiyAM che. e be pagathiyAM caDhavA mATe gurukRpA ane ApaNI aMtaranI gurabhakita jarUrI che. mArA jIvanamAM saM. 1995nA zrAvaNathI aMtaranI zakitao tarapha valaNa pUrva janmanA saMskArothI tevA AdhyAtmika jainetara sAhityanA vAMcanathI thayela ane saM. 1998thI aMtaraMga sAdhanA tarapha lakSya vadhu kendrita banyuM ane te te deva - devIonI (khAsa karI sarasvatI - mANibhadra - ghaMTAkarNa sivAya koI nahIM) sAdhanA tarapha maMtrasRSTimAM ghUmavA lAgyo. anubhave pratIta thayuM ke, maMtrasRSTinI duniyA adbhuta che. 4-5 anubhavo nakakara thayA. cokakasa vizvAsa Avyo ke Aje paNa maMtrazakita jIvaMta che. teno vyavasthita lAbha yogya mArgadarzana vinA na maLe. paNa mane 2001nI moTI mAMdagImAM maMtrazAstranA ghaNAM adbhata rahasyono bodha thAya tevI jANakAra vyakitaono saMparka thato gayo ane sacoTa anubhava thavA lAgyo. huM sarasvatI - mANibhadra ane ghaMTAkarNa A traNanI sAdhanA pAchaLa paDyo. ghaNI moDI ra08mAM khabara paDI ke ghaMTAkarNa mithyAtvI deva che. mANibhadra to yakSa nikAyanA idra che. temanA hAtha nIce bAvana vIra che. temAM ghaMTAkarNa 30mA vIra mANibhadranA sevaka che. baMnenI ArAdhanA na karAya. chatAM 2006mAM ghaMTAkarNanAM abhuta darzana thayAM. tenI pachI mAtra zAsananI sevAnI zakita maLe te AzayathI sarasvatI, mANibhadrajI benI ArAdhanA karato rahyo. emAM paNa aNasamajano paDado 2006mAM bhayaMkara mAMdagImAM pU. paM, bhadraMkara vi. ma. sukhazAtA pUchavA AvyA tyAre gAMDA! Avo sarasa jApano samaya maLyo che to taraNatAraNahAra paMcaparameSThIonA zaraNe cAlyo jA! ATalA IzArAthI kharekhara ema lAgyuM ke ApaNI puNyAI na hoya to sarasvatI, mANibhadra prasanna thAya zI rIte ? mATe paMcaparameSThIonI ArAdhanA zreSTha ArAdhanA che. tenAthI Atmazaktiono vikAsa thAya che. koI anartha nahIM. AtmAnI zakitaonA vikAsano sIdho rAjamArga che. temAM deva-devIo (mANibhadra) hAtha joDIne UbhA hoya, ApaNI zAsana sevAnI bhAvanAne vega ApavA A devatAo ApaNI ArAdhaka manodazAnI rAha jotA hoya che. eTale moDe moDe aNasamajano paDado khamyo eTale saM. 206thI zrI navakAranA zaraNe pahoMcI gayo. ane Dhacupacu gADI cAlatI hatI tyAM nAgapura saM. 2010nA comAsAmAM mohanabhAInA nimitte gADI vyavasthita - ciMtana - smaraNa - jApanI bhUmikAe AvI ghaNA ghaNA divya anubhavo thayA - thaI rahyA che. bIjA ghaNA anubhavonAM nimitto AvatA rahyAM chevaTe saM. 2033nA Topa levale pahoMcI. 2034 thI 36 aMtaraMga vikAsa ghaNo thayo. A badhuM jaNAvavA pAchaLa muddo e ke aMtarathI jJAnIonAM caraNomAM rahevAnA pariNAme samarpaNabhAva - lakSyanI jAgRti baMneno anahada vikAsa thayo. Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA D 1 53 pAlanapura 15-10-83 vi zrI navakAranuM kharuMnAma namaskAra che, eTale ApaNe anAdikAlathI jIvIe chIe te manaskAranI paddhatithI. manaskAra = mana = aMtaranI pravRttio je kahe ke doravaNI Ape te rIte ApaNe vartIe chIe. aMtaramAM vivekano udaya na thayo hoya tyAM lagI mananI rAhe cAlavAmAM ApaNe ApaNI jAtane svataMtra vicAraka samajI zANA kahevaDAvavAmAM gaurava mAnIe chIe, paNa saravALe mana mohanIya karmanA azubha rAgAdi saMskAronuM mAdhyama hoI jyAre tenI mAraphata rAgAdi dUSaNothI jIvana UbharAI jAya che. tyAre kayAreka samaju mANasa gUMcavAI jAya che ke A kema banyuM! meM svataMtra rIte vicArapUrvaka bharamAyA vinA viziSTa pravRtti karI chatAM pariNAma Ama kema ? koInA doravAyA rI "mananA ravADe je caDyA te nara khattA khAya'' A sUkita bhUlI gayA. 111 paNa kharekhara pAyAnI bhUla je thaI che ke rAgAdi dUSaNonA mAdhyamarUpa mananI svataMtra doravaNI mujaba jyAre ApaNe cAlavA taiyAra thayA tyAM ja ApaNe rasto cUkayA. pariNAme ApaNI caitanyazakita te mananA ravADe viparIta dizAmAM caDhI, pariNAme AtmAne rakhaDAvI mAranArA rAgAdi dUSaNonA cakarAve jIvana caDhI gayuM. mATe jJAnIo ahIM reDasignala Ape che ke - bhAI! sabUra ! eka akSara pheravI nAkha ! ma..na.. tene na..ma..mAM palaTAvI de, tArA karatAM viziSTa jJAnIo je raste cAlIne pote paramocca divya zAMti-sukhanA bhaMDArane pAmI zakayA te rastA tarapha jarA najara kara! tArA jevA dIna, hIna, kSINa, zakitavALA aneka puNyAtmAo anaMta jJAnIoe nirdezelA paMthe cAlI paramasukhanA bhAgI banyA che. mATe tuM te anaMtajJAnIonA cIMdhyA paMthe namratApUrvaka cAlavA taiyAra thA ! AnuM nAma namaskAra !!! manaskAra = mananA ravADe caDhI rAgAdi dUSaNone jagADavA. namaskAra = aMtaraMga vicAradhArAne anaMta jJAnIoe cIMdhelA paMthe vALavA prayatna. Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 112 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA eka ja akSaranA pheraphAre anaMta du:khono udbhava ane anaMta duHkhono nAza baMne thaI zake che, mATe puNyAtmA!! tArI jAtane anaMtajJAnI paramocca parameSThIonI AjJAnA paMthe namAvI de, eTale patyuM. pachI tAre kaMI karavAnuM nahIM! anaMta jJAnIonI paramocca karuNA tArA nAsIpAsa thaI rahelA jIvanane paramocca kakSAe lAvI deze. vivekI puNyAtmA!ATalI saraLa kUMcI jJAnI mahApuruSonAM caraNonI vinayapUrvaka sevAthI sahajamAM maLe che. tame puNyazALI cho ke viSayo, vikAronI bharatIthI vivekabuddhino kSaya thaI jAya tevI juvAnInA ubare paga mUkatAM ja jJAnIonI nizrA maLI ane taraNatAraNahAra paMcaparameSThIonA smaraNano apUrva mahimA jovA-jANavA-sAMbhaLavA anubhavavA maLyo. jenA pariNAme to paNa te divya ArAdhanAnA paMthe pagalAM mAMDavA saubhAgyazALI thayA cho. have mAtra tamAre AmAM vyavisthata rIte sakriya amala karavAnI jarUra che. jo ke tamArA puNyano udaya che ke tamo tamArI umare, paristhiti ane vAtAvaraNa pramANe khUba jussAbhera ArAdhanAnA paMthe dhapI rahyA cho, paNa anAdikALanA saMskAronI paravazatAthI kayAreka MoodnA bharose ArAdhanAmAM zithila thaI jAo cho. tethI have temAM joma pUravAnI jarUra che. giranAra - AbU - himAlayanI guphAomAM besI sAdhanA karanArA mastayogIo je sAdhe che temAMnuM nakakara tame paNa thoDA aMzamAM viziSTa lakSyanI jAgRti ane lakSyAnukULa viziSTa puruSArtha baLe sAdhI zako tema cho. vAtAvaraNanI pratikULatA vacce ja sAdhanAnI kiMmata che. tame te kakSAmAM cho, amArA karatAM paNa tamArI kakSA viziSTa gaNAya, duzmananA gharamAM rahI tene mahAta karavo te kharekhara divyazraddhA ane lakSyagAmI puruSArtha hoya to ja bane. mATe tamo AvI viziSTa kakSAe cho to manaskAra ne namaskAramAM palaTAvI sthAna, samaya, saMkhyAnA niyatIkaraNa dvArA tame jApanI divyazakitano viziSTa anubhava karI zako tema cho. to te raste tamAro maMgaLapuruSArtha pragaTe e zubhakAmanA sAthe tamArA jIvanamAM AvanArA viSayanI vAsanAnA vamaLo ke vikAronA cakarAvA jApanI divya zakita baLe haTI javAnA e cokakasa vAta para tame mAnasa sthira karI rAkhazo. Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvatrikA 113 pa4 pAlanapura 20-10-83 zraddhA-bhakitanuM vaheNa jyAre samarpita bhAvathI pavitra bane che tyAre jIvana-zaktiono aMtaraMga srota dhasArAbaMdha phUTe che ane ApaNI saghaLI malinatAone kheMcI ApaNA jIvana pravAhane nirmala vahetA bhAgIrathI gaMgAnA pravAhanI jema pavitra banAvI mUke che. pariNAme bhagata tarIkenuM AdarzajIvana zarU thAya, jemAMthI saMta jIvananI vikasita avasthAno prAdurbhAva suzakaya bane che. zraddhA = eTale aMtaraMga sthira pratIti ke A zrI navakAra ane tenI prakriyA dvArA ja mArA jIvanano vikAsa che. bhakita = aMtaraMga ahobhAva - kevA mahAna puNyano udaya mAro ke AvA viSama kALamAM taraNatAraNahAra patitapAvana zrI jinazAsananI ArAdhanAnA prAthamika pAyArUpa zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAnI pavitra taka maLI che. samarpitabhAva = aMtarathI bhAvollAsa sAthe kAyadAnI ke roganI gUMcamAM phasAyela mahAna mAnasika bhAva-vedanA bhogavato asIla ke dardI jeTalI niSThA tamannAthI vakIla ke DaoNkaTarane tenA kahyA pramANe cAlavAnI tatparatA sAthe saraMDara thAya che tevo balka tenAthI vadhu niSThA ane AMtarika sUjha sAthe zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI tArakatAne jaNAvanAra zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA - zAstro ane sadgurunA mArganirdezanane saMpUrNapaNe jIvanamAM utAravAno thanaganATa. A triveNI - tripuTInA sahayogathI game tevA nikRSTa kakSAe vartatA paNa pAmara prANIno sahajamAM uddhAra thaI jAya che. ApaNA jIvanamAM buddhi, tarka, mithyAbhimAna Adi aMtaranAM dUSaNo A tripuTInA marmane samajavA detA nathI. vadhumAM ApaNI zakitaonA vaheNane AjJAnA kendra tarapha vALavAnA badale svanA kendra tarapha vALI de che, pariNAme jIvanazaktio vadhu rUMdhAya che. tethI aMtaraMga jIvana zakitaonA sarvAgI - sukRta vikAsa mATe aMtaranI nikhAlasatA sAthe zraddhA - bhakita ane samarpitabhAvanI keLavaNInA sahayogathI jIvanazakitaone AjJAna kendra tarapha vALavA prayatna karavAnI sauthI agatyanI jarUra che. Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 114 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA AMtarika zakitaonA vikAsa mATe hakIkatamAM mukhya vastu samarpitabhAva che. tenA pAyAmAM zraddhA-bhakita hovA khAsa jarUrI che. zraddhA-bhakita vinAno sarmapita bhAva mAnasika gulAmI vadhu sarje che. mATe vivekI puNyavAnoe AMtarika zakitaonA saphaLa vikAsa mATe aMtaraMga nikhAlasatA sAthe zraddhA-bhakitanA pAyA para samarpitabhAvane vadhu keLavavAnI jarUra che. vaLI AMtarika sAdhanAnA stare jIvanazakitaone vadhu vyavasthita rIte TakAvavA mATe ApaNA aMtaranA umaMgabharyA utsAhapUrNa preraka puruSArthanI jarUra che. ApaNI AvA puruSArthanI keLavaNI emanAmAM divyatattva sAtheno vaicArika saMparka umeravAthI vadhu sacoTa thAya che. divyatattva eTale bhautika vAsanAothI para AMtarika zaktionA mULasrota samA aMtaranA caitanya tattvanI sAhajika vikasita avasthAnI kakSA - ke jyAM saMtapuruSo sadAkALa potAnI AgavI sAdhanAthI vicaratA hoya te bhUmikAno saMsarga vaicArika zakti dvArA ApaNe meLavavo ghaTe. temAMthI ajoDa divya puruSArtha ApaNA caitanyanA prasturita vikAsa ADe AvanArA avarodhone haDaselavA rUpano pragaTe che. "khe sUI te gha jUnI kahevata mujaba karmonA jhaMjhAvAtathI khaDakAI gayelA avarodhomAM khovAI gayela cetanAzaktinAM sAhajika spaMdanovALA keTalAka sAdhako kayAreka AvI nikRSTa kakSAthI AvA divyatama caitanya tattvanA saMparkane meLavI viziSTa puruSArtha baLe saghaLA avarodho ne phagAvI daI AMtarika divyazaktionA maulika srotane viziSTa rIte meLavI le che. pariNAme AtmazaktionAM viziSTa spaMdanone sakriya rIte anubhavI divya cetanAnI sAhajika saMvedanAnI kakSAe pahoMcI jAya che. A badhuM tamane saiddhAMtika paribhASA eTalA mATe jaNAvuM chuM ke, tamo vyAvahArika mAyAjALamAM aTavAIne kayAreya nirAzAnA ravADe caDhI na jAo, agara AMtarika jIvanazaktionA vikAsanI kakSAe laI janArA japayoganI bhUmikAthI khasI na jAo te mATe A badhI vAto khAsa jaNAvI che. tamoe tamArI sAdhanAno AraMbha karyo che. paNa divya tatva sAthe saMparka najIvI mAtrAmAM meLavyo che chatAM vyAvahArika viSamatAonA avarodhamAM divya puruSArthanI bhUmikAe tamo tamArI jAtane lAvI zakatA nathI, temAM thoDI jApanI zakitathI keLavAtI pAtratA ja khUTe che. mATe tamo sahu viziSTa rIte jApanI prakriyAthI AMtarika zaktionA srotane vadhu gatizIla banAvI bAhya viSamatAonA avarodhone AMtarika baLathI jJAvI divya - atidivya AMtarika caitanyanAM paramAnaMdabharyA spaMdanone jhIlI zako tevI mArI aMtaraMga IcchA che. A mATe tamAre mAtra varNayoganI divyasAdhanA sthAna - samaya - saMkhyAnA niyatIkaraNa sAthe amalamAM mUkavAnI khAsa jarUra che. - tamArAmAM apekSAe AMtarika zaktino ughADa ocho vadhato thavA pAmyo che. te ughADa jApanA baLe vadhu thato rahe, aMtaramAM teno paramAnaMda anubhavAya e mahecchA che. kurA Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 115 papa pAlanapura 22-10-83 gaI rAtano anubhava kahuM - jApanI samAptie lagabhaga 2 thI rAAnA gALAmAM cArebAju copAsa aphATa dariyAnA vizALa pANI vacce huM ucA khaDaka paranI moTI zilA para beThela, mArI sAme cAre bAjuthI magaramaccha moTA-moTA 7 thI 8 phUTanA ardhA pANImAM ardhA bahAra AvIne UbhA mArI sAme nIcuM moM karI mRtaprAya: jevA paDI rahyA thoDI vAre mArI DAbe 1 nAnuM magarabacuM pANImAMthI kUdAkUda karatuM magaranI pITha upara besI bolyuM ke, mahArAja ! magara jevA mahAkAya sAMsArika saMgharSo aMtaranI sAdhanA baLe Ama mRtaprAya: thaI jAya che. te mATe nAtu siddhiH napAta siddhiH napAt siddhiH vastI che ema kahI teNe moM pahoLuM karyuM to 1 jaTAjuTa vALA yogI hAthamAM sphaTikanI mALA laI mArI sAme adhdhara AkAzamAM padmAsana mArIne huM nama: siddha no jApa upAMzurUpe karavA lAgyA. dariyo - magara badhuM adazya mane jANe mUka rIte kahetA hoya ke jApamAM lIna thAo. thoDI vAre teo AkAzamArge adhdhara adazya thaI gayA. A dazya ema sUcave che ke, jApa e AMtarika zaktionA vikAsanI mukhya cAvI che. mATe vahelAmAM vahelI take jhaMjhaTomAMthI mukta thaI pAlItANA - giranAra - bhadrezvara- rANakapura - kezarIyAjImAM jApamAM UMDA UtaravAnI jarUra che evuM mane jANe koI kahetuM hoya tema lAge che. tamo badhA puNyavAna cho, nAnI vaye zrI navakAranA zaraNe AvI zakyA cho, tamAruM zrI navakAra prati AMtarika valaNa - sAcI haiyAnI bhakti, niSThAbharyuM samarpaNa, A badhuM devone paNa durlabha che. mAtra saMsAranI gaDamathalamAM kayAreka tamo jApamAM DhIlA thAo cho paNa sadbhAgye pAcho tAra jAmI jAya che. e tamArA sadbhAgyanI nizAnI che. tame jApamAM vadhu UMDA Utare tenA sahayogI kAraNa tarIke svadravyathI roja pUjA - sAmAyika - pratikramaNa - abhaNya tyAga - rAtribhojana tyAga - rAtre 8 | 9 pachI kayAMya na javuM. A badhI cIjonuM yathAvatuM amalIkaraNa karo to tamArA jIvanamAM adbhuta divya aMtarano AnaMda anubhavavA maLaze. tamArI AMtarika vRttimAM zrI navakArano sparza thayo che. kharo! paNa bAhya vAtAvaraNamAM bhUMsAI jAya che, jApanuM baLa vadhAro to te bhUMsAya nahIM. te sparza na bhUMsAya eTale bahAranuM vAtAvaraNa Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 116 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tasvacaMdrikA ke bahAranI saMsAranI cIjonuM AkarSaNa ghaTI jaze. mATe zrI navakAranA jApathI thayela AMtarika asarane nabhAvavA svadravyathI jinapUjA, sAmAyika - vrata - niyama, paccakakhANa, sArI sobata, rAtre 8. thI 9 pachI bahAra na javuM, Adi TakAvavAnI khAsa jarUra che. A badhAM jApanI zakitane sakriya banAvavAnAM mukhya sAdhano che. mArA jIvanamAM 16 - ra0 ke 45 divasa ekadhAro satata zrI navakArano jApa, teno svAdhyAya, daSTi mauna, sparzamauna, bhASAmauna, vAtAvaraNa mauna, Adi paddhati apanAvavAthI anerI divya AMtara zakitao anubhavavA maLI. tamo saMsArI cho eTale mArA jevI sarvathA uparanI bAbato na pALI zako chatAM amuka samaya pUratI maryAdAo lAvI zako. Aje tamArI sAdhanAmAM sauthI moTuM vinna bhAIbaMdhonI paricaryA che. AjanA bhAIbaMdho mAtra khANI-pINI, mauja - AnaMda tarapha DhaLanArA hoya, AMtarika rIte ApaNI jApa zaktine DahoLI nAMkhanArI temanI pravRttio hoya mATe jema bane tema aupacArika saMbaMdha TakAvI temanI sAthe bahu UMDA na UtaravAmAM ja sAdhanAnI majhA mANavAnI keDI lAdhe che. tamArA mATe AjanI vyAvahArika rItabhAtanA AdhAre A vAta huM mAnuM chuM tyAM sudhI khUba agharI che. paNa lakSya AnuM rAkhavAnI jarUra che. paraMparAe A lakSyathI sAdhanAzakita ghaNI jaLavAze. mATe A aMge tathA rAtre 8 - 9 pachI ghara bahAra na javuM. bhale bhAIbaMdho ghare AvyA hoya to vyavahAra khAtara mulAkAta lo, vAto karo, paNa ghara bahAra javAthI sAdhanAnI zakita khUba ja kSINa thAya, A mATe khUba takedArI keLavavAnI jarUra che. Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA p para pAlanapura 1-11-83 vi zrI navakArano ArAdhaka tIvra puruSArthI hoya, kema ke vicAromAM prAmANika - zraddhAnuM baLa bhaLe che. TvI mArA jIvananA zreyArthe viSama karmonA saMskAro khaseDavA mATe paMcaparameSThIonI AjJA mujaba jIvananA ghaDatara sAthe teonA nAmamaMtranA zAzvata varNonA saMgraha svarUpa zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa ja vadhumAM vadhu upayogI che. 117 eTalo nizcaya thayA pachI mAtra lakSya bAju pravRtti ja karavAnI rahe che. moTA cAra rastA para gUMcavADo thAya ke mAre kaI bAju vaLavuM? yogya jANakArane potAnA iSTa sthaLanI mAhitI pUchIne teno rasto nakakI thayA pachI pUchavA rahevuM ke UbhA rahevAnuM baMdha ApoApa thAya. mAtra je bAju jANakAre AMgaLI cIMdhI te bAju viziSTa moTara, basa, rikSA, sAikala ke chevaTe page cAlIne javAno prayatna ja karavAno rahe che. zraddhA tema anaMtapuNyanA baLe karmonA saMskAronI gUMcamAMthI jaDI Avela kuLa saMskAre zraddhAmAM bhaLI gayela zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI pAlanazuddhi ke jIvanano vikAsa ane unnati mATe acUka upAya tarIkenI jANakArI majabUta thayA pachI mAtra te navakAranA divyazakita samUhamAMthI pAtratA pramANe viziSTa zakitao ApaNAmAM sakriya bane te mATe mukhya jApa-bhakita ane sahakArIkAraNa tarIke svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA, sAmAyika, abhakSya tyAga, bhAIbaMdhonA saMparkano ghaTADo, rAtre ghara bahAra na javuM AdinA mAdhyamathI viziSTa jIvana zuddhikAraka niyamone apanAvavA puruSArtha - tIvra puruSArtha have karavAno rahyo. tame badhA puNyavAna paNa '"hAMka sulemAna gADI''nI jema khUba ja maMda ane avyavasthitapaNe ArAdhanAnI gADI dhapI rahI che. UbhI nathI rahI eTalI anumodanIya bAbata che. pU. tAraka gurudevazrIno pachI pU. AgamoddhArakathIno mArA AdhyAtmika utthAnamAM pU. tAraka gurudevazrInI varadakRpA pU AgamodvArakazrInI zubha AziSa, pU gacchAdhipatizrInI maMgaLa karUNA ane pU paM bhadraMkara vi manI amIdaSTino mahatvapUrNa phALo che. ekaMdare aMtaramAM uparanA 4 mahApuruSomAM kramaza: sauthI vadhu Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 118 pachI pU. gacchAdhipatino pachI pU paM. zrI bhadraMkara vi mano upakAra che. vana bAya vana eke goThavelI IMTa para bIjAnI IMTo che. jo pU gurudeve mane A saMyama mArge caDhAvI athAga prayatna karI khUba ja zrama laIne paththara jevA mane ghaDyo na hota to...!! zuM thAta! te AjanA kaluSita jIvana joI kamakamATI uThe che. ATalI badhI tIvra dekhabhALa chatAM mArAmAM anAdinA saMskAro rahI gayA chatAM pAchaLanA traNa mahApuruSoe mane Aje pAMca mANasamAM pUche tevo banAvyo te badho A mahApuruSa catuSTayano prabhAva. vaLI nirmalakumAranA mAdhyamathI mane ArAdhanAnI zakitano ekaDo ghUMTavA sleTa maLI cokhkhI navI nakora. A mArI ArAdhanA zaktinI vikAsa kathA che. TUMkamAM tIvra puruSArthanI khAsa jarUra che, tame umaMgathI puruSArthanI dizAmAM zraddhA bhakita bahumAna sAthe AgaLa vadho e maMgaLa kAmanA. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA G pacha lI pAlanapura 1-11-83 vi zrI navakArane AdhyAtmika mAtAnA rUpamAM kalpI paMca parameSThIonI AjJArUpa khoLAmAM nizcitapaNe vRttionA samarpaNanI keLavaNI sAthe karAtA jApathI nirbharatA - nizaMkatA keLavAya che. - je vakhate je cIjanI ApaNA jIvanane vyavahArika - AdhyAtmika rIte jarUra haze te cIja lAvI ApavAnI kSamatA zrI navakAramAM che.. che.. ne che ja. kAraNa ke yogakSema kare te nAtha gaNAya. zrI navakAra anAthono nAtha che. nAtha eTale yoga = je cIja na hoya te lAvI Ape. Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 119 kSema = Avela - meLavela cIjanuM rakSaNa kare. gItAmAM zrI kRSNa vAraMvAra ghoSaNA karI che ke, na me bhakta: praNazyati mAro bhagata kadI yogya cIjanA bhogathI vaMcita na rahe. * cAlema vAgyam mArA bhakatanA yogakSemanuM vahana karuM chuM eTale ananya zraddhA ane hArdika samarpaNa sAthe ArAdhya prati mUkI janAra kadI paNa AdhyAtmika rIte dIna-hIna banato nathI, tema vyAvahArika rIte kayAreka muzkelI narasiMha mahetAnI jema bhale Ave paNa chevaTe kuMvarabAInuM mAmeruM e bhakitayoganI deNagI che. mATe zrI navakAranA ArAdhake aMtarathI parameSThIonI AjJAne saraMDara banI, temanI AjJAne mudrAlekha banAvI, te rItanA jIvanaghaDatara mATe viziSTa prayatna karavo ghaTe. jApanI vyavasthA jALavavA sAthe niyamita dinacaryA, svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA chevaTe jaLa - caMdana - puSpa to karavI, svadravyathI dhUpa, dIpa, naivedha, phaLa rajAnA divase agara sAMje, rAtribhojana tyAga rAtre to pachI ghara bahAra na javuM. khAsa kAraNanI vAta judI. haravA - pharavAmAM AdhyAtmika zaktio khUTI jAya, bhAIbaMdhothI ApaNI AMtarika zaktio kSINa thAya. teonA hastasparza, tenA meMTalathoTsa vagerethI paNa adazyapaNe - spiricyala pAvara kSINa thaI jAya. mATe khUba ja sAvadha rahevuM. ApaNA jIvananA utthAna mATe anubhavI himAlayanA zikharanA yogInuM vAkaya vicAravuM ghaTe. "sAdhaka ko cAhie ki aMtara kI urjA baDhe aise jJAnI guru ke caraNo meM jyAdA rahanA" "saMsArakI dosto kI maMDalI apanI bhItarI urjAo kSI ja re" jarUra A be vAkayo para vicAra karavo, aMtaranI UrjAne vadhAravA gharamAM ArAdhanA maMdira pAse vadhu samaya rahevAnI jarUra che. tame sAdhu thaI jAo ema mAre nathI kahevuM, paNa A aMge jarA lakSya Apo. tamo samaju cho, rasto nIkaLaze ja. Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 120 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA pa 1 vATIe 100 pAlanapura 2-11-83 zrI navakArano ArAdhaka khUba utsAhI ane prasanna manavALo hoya, kema ke saghaLI siddhionI mukhya cAvI (mAsTara kI) ahaMkAranuM visarjana ane mamakAranuM vilInIkaraNa che. te zrI namaskAranA jApathI khUba jaladI sadhAya che. paMcaparameSThIo potAnA maulika vizuddha svarUpathI je jhagI rahyA che. temanuM ja kharuM astitva A jagatamAM che. bAkI karmonAM saghana paDaLomAM chupAyela Atma-tejavALA, vikArI vAsanAonA pUtaLA ane karmanA dorIsaMcArathI cetanA paNa lagabhaga gulAma che evA ApaNuM astitva ja A vizvamAM - che, chatAM nahIMvat che. to pachI ahaMkAra ApaNe zI rIte dharAvI zakIe ??? A rIte mama = mAruM kahevAlAyaka ApaNe zuM meLavyuM che ? ke jALavyuM che? ApaNI pAse ke ApaNI AjubAju je che te badhuM karmasattAe ApaNA dInabhAvathI upArjelA puNyakarmanA baLe khaDakela che. A puNya kharekhara ApaNI adhogati ke avarodhaka prakriyAne haThAvavA upayogI banatuM nathI, kAraNa ke tenA mULa pAyAmAM dInabhAva che. te dInabhAvathI sakAma - buddhi e karela anukaMpA, pUjA, dAna, dayA, Adi satkarmothI A puNya UbhuM thayuM che. tethI beMka belensa hoya tyAM sudhI beMka menejara nANAM ApavAnI nA zI rIte pADe! e rIte karmasattA ApaNane anukULa banI nathI, paNa bhUtakAlIna puNyanA jaththAthI tene anicchAe paNa sArI sAmagrI ApavI paDe che, paNa sAthe ja jAsUsa jevA moha, vikAro, azubha saMskArone ApaNI AjubAju evA goThavyA che ke pariNAme ApaNe A puNyathI ApaNI cetanAno UrdhvamukhI vikAsa nA sAdhI zakIe. evI jaLa prapaMcabharI bAjI karmasattAe goThavI che eTale ApaNA jIvanamAM ApaNI cetanAne gUMgaLAvanAra, ApaNI vikAsa prakriyAne aTakAvanAra ane ApaNI jIvanayAtrAne DoLI nAMkhe evI bhautika sAmragI khaDakAI che. jene ke ApaNe mama = mArI che. ema kahIe to ApaNe ApaNI cetanA ne avagaNavAnA mArgane Teko ApIe chIe tema gaNAya. tethI hakIkatamAM paMca parameSThIonA suvizuddha ane mohanA saMskAronI asarathI mukata viziSTa jIvana tattvonuM astitva marda = huM kaMIka chuM evA bhAvathI pratipAdita karAya. Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA 121 bAkI ApaNe copAsa karmanI sAMkaLothI baMdhAyelA cetanAzakitanA vikAsa ADe moTI totiMga dIvAlo vacce jIvanArA ane vicAronI sUjha vinAnA ApaNe kaye maDhe marda = huM kaMIka chuM ema kahI zakIe. A rIte mama = mAruM gaNI zakAya tevI sAmagrI paNa ApaNe kaMI meLavI nathI, jenAthI ApaNI cetanAno vikAsa suzakaya bane. ulaTuM cetanA zakitanA avarodhamAM sahayoga Ape tevI bhautika - mAyAvI sAmagrIonA khaDakalAmAM ApaNe mama = mAruM gaNAvI zakIe evI eka paNa cIja nathI. A rIte samajaNapUrvaka ahaMkAra = mamakAranA visarjananI AvaData zrI namaskAranA jApa dvArA pratyakSa thatA parameSThIonA svarUpanI ciMtanA - vicAraNA ane teonI AjJAnA pAlana dvArA AvaDI jAya. e moTAmAM moTI siddhinI mukhya cAvI che. AvI cAvI jemAM samAI che evo zrI navakAra jyAre ArAdhanAe viziSTa rIte UchaLatI ane caDhatI juvAnImAM bIjA yuvAnonI apekSAe hajAra ke lAkha guNA suMdara vAtAvaraNamAM rahevA prayatna karI jeo AtmavikAsanI keDIe cAlI rahyA che te hakIkatamAM parama saubhAgyanI vAta che. temAM ucca zikSaNa meLavyA chatAM je viziSTa AtmasarmapaNa ane zrI navakAranI zaraNAgati meLavAya che te amuka apekSAe viziSTa koTinI che. ekaMdare mArI ane tamArI sAdhanAmAM asaraparasano sahayoga khUba khUba upayogI che. A vakhate patramAM viSayAMtara jarA thayo. tethI zrI navakArane prArthanA karI traNa bAMdhI mALA atyAre gaNI turata kalama cAlI te A noTa para calAvI che. Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 12 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA Gls pAlanapura 6-11-83 nUtanavarSa tamo badhA navalA varSamAM khUba AzA - umaMga ane utsAha sAthe pravezI cUkayA hazo. paNa vicAravA jevI vAta e che ke, paugalika padArtho ApaNA AMtarasAmrAjyane poSatA nathI. paNa kayAreka vivekanI gerahAjarImAM aMtaranA sAmrAjyamAM DoLANa UbhuM kare che. te paugalika padArthonI mAyAmAM lapeTAI jaDa bhAvane poSanArI laukika divALInA tahevAranA Amoda - pramodamAM navA varSe jIvanane unnatinI kakSAe pahoMcADe tevA gariSTha zubha saMkalpane tame zI rIte pAmI zakyA hazo! e eka gaMbhIra prazna che, chatAM saMtoSajanaka vAta e che ke tamo juvAnInA ubare paga mUkatAM pUrve gata-janmanAM zubha karmonA udaye zrI navakArane pAmI zakayA - tenAM rahasyone jANavA, samajavA taka maLI, yathAzakaya rIte tamo tenI ArAdhanA, upAsanAnA paddhatisara anuSThAnamAM joDAyA cho tyAre jIvananA aMtaramAM zraddhAnA taLa sudhI zrI navakAra pahoMcyo chatAM upara paudgalika padArthonI mohajALa ane ArAdhanAnI mArmika bhUmikA haja sparza nathI eTale Mo00nA bharose temaja kauTuMbika ane bIjI javAbadArInA hisAbe jApanI kakSA paNa vyavasthita jaLavAtI nathI. chatAM zraddhAnuM pramANa temaja bhakitanI mAtrA vadhu hoI viziSTa AMtarika AnaMda anubhavI rahyA cho eTale navA varSe tamoe AMtarika zaktionA yogya vikAsa arthe AtmazuddhinA rAhe jIvananI pragatinI bhAvanA karI haze. saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe to paNa saMsAranI vAsanAonI gulAmI ApaNA jIvanarathanI gatine thaMbhAve nahIM - ApaNuM lakSya, ApaNo Adarza AMtarika cetanAnA vikAsa sAthe saMyukata rahe tevI sAvacetI tamo sahue ArAdhanA paMthe cAlatAM rAkhavAnI - tema A navalA varSe TakI rahe teTalI vicAradhArA TakAvavAno daDha saMkalpa karavo jarUrI che. - roja paramAtmAnI jaLapUjA dvArA ApaNA aMtaranA mohanA saMskAro ane vAsanAo zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAnA pratApe nirmala thAya evI bhAvanA jarUra tamo badhA haiyAmAM keLavazo. vadhumAM jagatanA padArtho puNyane AdhIna che. puNya paMcaparameSThIonA jApa - smaraNa - ciMtana ane teonI AjJAnA yathAzakaya niSkAmapAlanathI Upaje che. eTale jagatamAM paNa vyAvahArika rIte sukhI - samRddha banavA mATe paNa zrI navakAranI upAsanA jarUrI che. Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 123 zrI navakAranI upAsanAnuM lakSya to AMtarika vikAro, azubha saMskAro ane vAsanAo ghaTI AdhyAtmika vikAsa thAya e ja rAkhavuM ghaTe, tema chatAM zarUAtamAM ArAdhanAnA pagathAre caDhatA bALamAnasane A rIte paNa keLavI zakAya ke jagatanA je padArtho ApaNane Aje game che te meLavavA mATe puruSArtha karatAM puNya vadhu jarUrI che. tethI duniyAnA e prAmANika puruSArtha karavAnI sAthe zrI navakArano jApa - smaraNa - ciMtana ane paMcaparameSThIonI AjJAnuM yathAzakaya niSkAma pAlane paNa khAsa jarUrI che. ema samajAvI te rIte paNa te bAla jIvane zrI navakAranI najIka rAkhavo ghaTe. kema ke zrI navakAramAM evI ajaba zakita che ke ApaNe game te bhAvathI paNa zrI navakAranA ananya zaraNAgata thaI jaIe pachI ApaNI manobhUmikAnA aprazasta bhAvone paNa te dhIre dhIre vidAya karI suMdara ucca AdhyAtmika bhAvonI bhUmikA taiyAra karI de che. jema nAnuM bALaka maleriyA tAvamAM kaDavI davA na pItuM hoya to mA patAsAnI lAlaca ApIne paNa kaDavI davA pAya, jethI te bahAne peTamAM jatI kaDavI davA aMdarathI mULamAMthI rogane haThAvI A rIte zrI navakAra AnA karatAM paNa vadhu vAtsalyathI ApaNA samarpaNanI mAtrA pramANe ApaNI aMtaranI vAsanAothI prerAIne paNa zrI navakAranI zarU karelI ArAdhanAmAM vikRta tattva haThAvI ApaNA aMtaramAM vivekanuM tatva prakaTAvI jIvanane ucca kakSA tarapha dhapAvavAmAM madadagAra bane che. A rIte thI namaskAra mahAmaMtra ApaNI teonI AjJA-pAlananI yathAzakaya taiyArI rUpa samarpaNa bhAvanA baLe mAtA karatAM aneka gaNA vAtsalya sAthe ApaNA dUSita vicAro ke jIvana pariNatine palaTAvI vikAsanI ucca kakSA tarapha nAnA bALakane AMgaLI pakaDI jema calAvAya tema ApaNA AdhyAtmika sAdhanAnAM viSama - kaThaNa caDhANone paNa pAra karAve che. AvA adbhuta mahAmahimAzALI rAja-rAjezvara zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAthI tamo viziSTa AdhyAtmika pragatinA paMthe papo e maMgala kAmanA. Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 124 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA , pAlanapura 6-11-83 nUtanavarSa nUtanavarSano zubha saMkalpa Avo rAkho to vikAsa jhaDapI thaze. jIvana eTale cetanA zaktino khaLakhaLa vaheto pravAha, paNa tenI ADe rAgAdi-vikAro, vAsanAonA avarodhathI te pravAha ADI-avaLo phaMTAI jIvanane vikRta-dazAmAM lAvI mUke che. tethI AjanA maMgaLadine vikrama saMvata 2040 eTale enI sAme jIro ane cAranI sAme jIro mUkavAnI vAta para lakSya kendrita karavAnI jarUra che. be eTale vikArI-vAsanAo ane svacchedabhAva. A be para jIro mUkavAno udyama ApaNe devagurukRpAe karIe te A navA varSano zubha saMdeza che. vaLI cAra eTale vicAro, tenA para charo eTale zraddhA, bhakitabharyA samarpaNanA baLe kriyAzUnya avasthA vicAronI thAya. vicAro gatizIla na bane, AjJA e pradhAna jIvanamaMtra che, e vAta haiyAmAM korAI rahe e khAsa jarUrI che. A navuM varSa A jAtano saMdeza pAThave che te mATenA upAya tarIke vAtAvaraNa zuddhi ane prabhubhakita tathA sAtvika AhAra-vihAranI maryAdAo jALavavA mATe khUba upayoga keLavavo. abhakSya anaMtakAya vicAra nAmanuM mahesANA pAThazAlAnuM pustaka AkhuM akSaraza: vAMcI ghaNA AhAradoSothI bacavAno saMkalpa karavAnI jarUra che. Aje bhautikavAdanA vaLaNamAM ajANatAM paNa bhayaMkara hiMsAtmaka khAna-pAna, ApaNA zarIramAM jaI ApaNI vicAradhArAne dUSita kare che. tethI bacavA prayatna karavAno saMkalpa Aje navalA varSe karavAnI jarUra che. zrI navakAranA ArAdhaka banyA pachI bhautika vAda - lakajharI AITamo vyavahAra levI paDe - vAparavI paDe, paNa tenA aMtaraMga paDaghA ApaNI vRttiomAM na paDe te mATe khAsa sAvacetI rahe te Aje nUtanavarSe maMgaLa dhAraNA saMkalparUpe karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. | vicArone paripakava thavA devA mATe sArA vAtAvaraNa ane sArA vAMcananI khAsa jarUra che. dara zani-ravi ahIM Avo cho eTale vAtAvaraNa sAruM maLe paNa sAruM vAMcana roja nA kalAka zrI navakAranuM rAkhavA zubha saMkalpa Aje jarUra karavo hitAvaha che. haraDa Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA 125 kSA pAlanapura 11-11-83 vi. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAnuM bhAthuM jApanA DabbAmAM barAbara taiyAra karI ra0nA bamaNA 40 varSamAM aMtaraMgabhAvonI saMpatti kAyayoganI 10 kahevAya, vacanayoga temAM bhaLe eTale 20 thaI gaNAya. have temAM manayoga ane AtmA banneno laya thAya eTale 40nI kakSAe ArAdhanA pahoMce. arthAt 4 kaSAyo zabda sparza - rasa ane rUpa A 4 vikAro, 0 charo poMITa = lagabhaga ni:zeSa thaI jAya. evI taiyArI sAthe prayANa AraMbhaLyuM haze. tamArI caDhatI juvAnImAM uccAra vicAra, AcAra ane vAtAvaraNa A 4 ne sudhAravAnI khAsa jarUriyAta para A navuM varSa khUba bhAra de che. A ja bAbato vikAro ane saMskAronI dizA tarapha jIvanane ghasaDI na jAya, te tarapha A 4nI zakita 0 = nizeSa thaI jAya ema A navuM varSa jANe sUcavatuM lAge che. paNa te kayAre bane ke jyAre 20nI taiyArI hoya, arthAta vacana ane kAyAne saMyamanI maryAdA - ucita AcaraNa dvArA azubha mArge jaI na zake tevA 0 poITa lAvavA prayatna karIe to uccAra, vicAra, AcAra ane vAtAvaraNa e 4 upara paNa kAbU meLavI 0 poIMTa meLavI zakAya. A mATe zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa - yogya rIte niyata sthAna - samaya ane saMkhyAnI maryAdA sAthe vyavasthitapaNe karavAnI jarUra che. japAtuM siddhi: japAt siddhi: japAta siddhiH kala yuge" A kaliyugamAM paMcama ArAmAM ananyabhAve eka niSThA = tuMhI tuMhI nA bhAvathI paMcaparameSThIonA mAtra niyata sthAna, samaya, saMkhyA sAthe karAtAM jApathI badhI siddhi eTale jIvanavikAsanI kakSAo maLI rahe che. tame puNyavAna cho, bhAgyazALI cho. je jIvananA saubhAgyanI devonA adhirAja che mahArAjA paNa jhaMkhanA kare tema che. AjanA bhautikavAdanA jherI vAtAvaraNamAM tathA bAhya paristhitie AjIvikA - zikSaNa saMpatti yogya vividha sAmagrIonI anukULatA nahIM chatAM 14 / 16 varSanI nAnI vaye ane 24/25 varSanI prauDha javAnInA ThokarALa mA paNa pUrvanA puNyathI hAI ejyukezana meLavavA chatAM sAdhu-sAdhvIvaiyAvaccanA hisAbe anekonA AzIrvAdamAMthI sarjanAtmaka paMthe vaLI zakyA ane Aje bharapUra vilAsI yugamAM paMcaparameSThIone tame vaphAdAra rahevA taiyAra thayA. have Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 126 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA puNyAtmAo! tame mAtra jApamAM akSarayoganI sAdhanAmAM maMDI paDo. tamArA khaLabhaLatA haiyAmAM divyazakitanuM guMjana tamone jAte anubhavavA maLaze. tamArI AMtarika sthitimAM kAma, krodha, lobha, IrSA AdinA dhamasANa - valopAta zamI jatA lAgaze ane bAhya paristhitimAM paNa "oDanImavera' mAM thayete tasya sarva mA vaccadaM = je ananya bhAve mAre Azare = zaraNe Ave che tenA badhA bhAra = kaye vakhate zuM joIe! vagere boja huM saMbhALI lau chuM." AvA divyakolanA AdhAre tamArI ArAdhaka tarIkenI bAhya-AMtara badhI jAtanI jarUriyAto zrI navakAra taraphathI tenA adhiSThAyako asaMkhya samyagRSTi devo che. temAMnA game te devane tyAM ApaNI ArAdhanAnA jApazakitanA prabhAve bela = ghaMTaDI vAgaze ane te deva ApaNI ArAdhanAnI sagavaDo pUrI pADe athavA agavaDo dUra haThAve. kayAreka pUrvakAlIna viSama karmano udaya hoya to paNa "ra OM aMdhera nahI" e sUtra yAda rAkhavuM. vaLI "sAdhakanI nAva Dole game teTalI paNa ArAdhanAno saDha jALavI rAkhe to DUbe nahIM A vAkaya paNa yAda rAkhavuM. ApaNuM kAma mAtra niyata sthAna, samaya, saMkhyAnA dhoraNe zrI navakAranA vaNa akSarone sphaTika jevA sAme dhArI blyu raMgamAM sapheda akSaravALA zrI navakAranA cArTa sAme roja 3 miniTa 3 divasa 5 miniTa 5 divasa prathama vibhAga traNa vAra karavo. 7 miniTa 7 divasa 9 miniTa 9 divasa 11 miniTa 11 divasa 15 miniTa 15 divasa 21 miniTa ra1 divasa dvitIya vibhAga traNa vAra karavo. 27 miniTa ra7 divasa A rIte zrI navakAranA akSarone joI rahevAnA, mAtra jovAno prayatna artha ciMtana nahIM phakata bIjA vicAro Ave to zrI navakAranA game te padanA game te varNa - akSara para dhyAna kendrita karavuM. AthI viziSTa divyazakitano srota aMdarathI vahevA mAMDe che. jarUra navA varSamAM Ano amala bane to zarU karazo. Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra takhtacaMdrikA 127 SAka S pAlanapura 12-11-83 vi. jIvana eTale mAtra zvAsaprakriyAnI halanacalana nathI, paNa jIvana- tatvane sakriya thavA mATe jarUrI daza dravyaprANo = 5 Indriya, mana, vacana, kAyA, zvAsocchavAsa ane AyuSyanI suvyavasthita jALavaNI sAthe sadupayoga tenuM nAma jIvana. mAtra zvAsocchavAsa ane AyuSya sAthe jIvanano saMbaMdha sthULa daSTie che. hakIkatamAM A daza dravyaprANothI ApaNA aMtaranA mukhya bhAvajIvananA prANabhUta anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, anaMta cAritra ane anaMtavIrya A cAra bhAva prANonuM jatana thAya to vAstavika rUpe jIvana jIvyuM gaNAya. bAkI to luhAranI dhamaNamAMthI paNa havA nIkaLe che. eTale zvAsocchavAsanI prakriyA te sAcuM jIvana nahIM, jaDa jIvana gaNAya. kema ke temAM jaDa - paudgalika padAthathI ja mAtra sArasaMbhALa levAya che paNa aMtaranA guNo je ke AtmatatvanAM mULabhUta paricAyaka jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane vIrya A cAra bAbatonI darakAravALuM jIvana sAcuM jIvana - bhAvajIvana gaNAya. jarA agharI A vAta che paNa zrI navakAra ApaNA aMtaranA mULabhUta A cAra guNonI mAvajata kare che. bhAvajIvana jIvavA mATe aMtaranI jAgRti khAsa jarUrI che. zrI navakAranA jApathI jAgRti keLavAya che. paNa tenA mAdhyama tarIke aMtaranA mULabhUta jJAna, darzana, cAritra, vIryarUpa prANabhUta zakita - tattvone vikasita karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. A mATe jarUrI tatva tarIke AcAraniSThA ane jJAnI gurunI nizrAnI khAsa jarUra che. jJAnI gurunI nizrAnA abhAve Apamati-svacchedabhAva para kAbU na Ave, te vinA AcAraniSThAnuM ghaDatara thaI na zake. hakIkate dhULa-kacararUpa dekhAtI mATI jema kuzaLa kArIgaranA hAthe keLavAIne viziSTa ghATarUpe thaI vyavahAranAM upayogI kAryomAM apUrva phALo Ape che tema ApaNI aMtaranI jIvanazakita jaDa jIvananA phaMdAmAM phasAI duHkha-azAMtinA ukaraDAmAM gUMcAyelI chatAM svacchedabhAvanA nirodhanA baLe, Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 128 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA aMtaranI jAgRtinA baLe yogya vAtsalyapUrNa jJAnI gururUpa kArIgaronA hAthe AcAraniSThAnA ghaDataranA paMthe dhapI zake che. mArA jIvanamAM meM evo anubhava karyo che ke, pUrvanA puNyayoge zubha saMskAronA vAtAvaraNamAM janmI, UcharI atyaMta nAnI vaye prabhuzAsananuM saMyama maLyuM. sAthe ja te jAtanuM viziSTa ghaDatara saMsArapakSe pitA chatAM vadhu bhAvavAtsalyabharyA guru tarIke lokasamudAya ane saMghanI AkarI TIkAo sahIne paNa mArA jIvanane ghaDavA mATe lohInuM pANI pUcha tAraka gurudeve karyuM. temAM vadhune vadhu phALo mArI bAlyAvasthAnI tophAnI vRttione caudamA ratna - daMDanIti dvArA kAbUmAM laI pU. gurudeve mArI svacchedavRttione evI nAthI ke DemarUpe mArI AsapAsa maryAdAo goThavAI gaI, jenAthI zakitao nAnA rUpamAM udbhavatI chatAM vizALatAnA rUpamAM pariNamavA lAgI. A badhAnA mULamAM mArA guru mAno kaDapabharyo svabhAva, pUratI dekharekha ane miniTa miniTanA hisAbathI svaccheda vRtti evI nathAI gaI ke te pUjya tAraka gurudevanI nizrAe mArA jIvananuM ghaDatara AcAraniSThAnA udAttapaMthe vaLI - saMyama paMthe zithilatAno 100mo bhAga paNa mArA jIvanamAM na pravezI zakayo. A badhuM zrI gurudevanI maMgaLanizrAe kaDapabharyA vartanathI ghaDAyela svacchaMdatA -nirodhanuM zubha pariNAma che. mULa vAta e che ke zrI navakArane samarpita thanAra ArAdhaka puNyAtmA AjJAdhIna jIvananA Adarzane kendramAM rAkhI svacchedabhAva - Apamati vicArakeMdriya jIvana Adi ArAdhanAnAM vikRta tattvone jIvanamAMthI aLagA karavA prayatna kare. ArAdhanAnA paMthe vicArakeMdriya jIvana ke Apamati moTAmAM moTuM dUSaNa - kalaMka che. kema ke tenAthI AjJAnI vaphAdArImAM TakI zakAya nahIM, tethI ArAdhaka puNyAtmAe game te bhoge yogya jJAnI guru-nizrA svIkArI aMtarathI samarpita banI teonI nizrAe mana - vacana - kAyAe pravartavAnA zubha Azayane daDha karI nizrAno lAbha meLavI Apamati - svachaMda bhAva ke vicAra keMdriyatAne jIvanamAMthI ghaTADavA prayatna karavo. vicArakedriya jIvana jIvavAnI paDI gayela ghareDa pramANe AcAraniSThAnA udAtta AdarzanI mahattAnA paMthe javAnI vicAraNA bhAgye ja Upaje, paNa vicAra kendrIya paddhati ApaNane vividha zubhAzubha kalpanAnA ravADe caDAvI DuMgaLInAM chotarAM ukheDavAnI jema nAnA prakAranA vicAronA vamaLamAM aMtaranI zakti khoravAI jAya che. tethI zrI navakAranA ArAdhake zraddhAnA pAyAne majabUta karI vicArone maMdagativALA banAvI lakSyanI jAgRtinA AdhAro AcAraniSThA- svacchedabhAva nirodha - AtmasamarpaNa AdinA jIvanazuddhinAM mULabhUta tattvone apanAvavA prayatna karavo. Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA, 129 - 63 17-11-83 pAlanapura vicAronI duniyAmAM khovAI janAra sAdhanAnA paMthe DagalAM bharI zakato nathI. lakSyanI jAgRti thayA pachI vicAronI duniyA palaTAI jAya che. AcAranA pagathAre uttarottara vikAsamAM ArAdhaka macyo rahe che. ApaNA jIvanane DoLanAra ApaNI IcchAo - vAsanAo para kAbU meLavavAnA prayatna karatAM sAco ArAdhaka te IcchAo ane vAsanAo jyAMthI Upaje che te mohanI bhUmikAne palaTAvavAmAM puruSArthanI mahattA mAne che. vicAronI duniyAmAM rAcanAra vyakita mohanA tatvane pArakhI zakato nathI. moha parakhAya kayAre? lakSyanI jAgRti sAthe karAtI AcArazuddhinI sAdhanAthI. tethI ArAdhaka puNyAtmA yogya jJAnI gurunI nizrAe puruSArtha phoravI AcArazuddhi mATe mathAmaNa kare. mATe ja zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnI phaLazrutirUpe zrI navakAranAM chellAM 4 padonI cUlikAmAM "savvapAvapUMAsa' padathI jIvanavikAsane avarodhI rahela mohanA saMskArone pApa zabdathI oLakhAvI tenA samULa nAza dvArA AcArazuddhi para bhAra mUkayo che. AcArazuddhithI pAtratA pragaTe che, vikase che. te AcArazuddhi AhAra-vAtAvaraNa baMnenI pavitra maryAdAonI jALavaNIthI vadhu sakriya bane che. zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAmAM AhAra-vihAra ane vAtAvaraNanI zuddhi A tripuTInI khAsa jarUra che. mArA jIvanamAM pU, tAraka gurudevazrInA varada anugrahathI mArI smRti anusAra 8 thI 20 varSa daramyAna sAtvika AhAra - koIno saMparka nahIM ane jJAna - dhyAna, bhaNavuM ane svAdhyAya sivAya bIjI koI vAtacIta nahIM. pariNAme mArA jIvanamAM mahAmahimazALI zrI navakArane padharAvavA mATe pUrvabhUmikA vizuddhivALI taiyAra thaI gaI. vicAromAM vikRti ane AcAramAM zithilatAne pesavAnI taka mArA upakArI gurudevanI satata dekharekhathI maLI nahIM. tame paNa puNyazALI cho ke caDhatI javAnI - vikAronI khAInI keDI samI - nA ubarAmAM ja tamane zrI navakAra bheTI gayo. paNa temAM AhArazuddhi, vihArazuddhinI khAmI bahu che. Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA AhAramAM tIkhA tamatamatA, taLelAM, caTaNI, masAlA, hoTalanA, bajArU cIjonA vaparAzanI saMbhavitatA vadhu che. temaja vihAra eTale bhAIbaMdha - dostonuM sarkala evuM che ke tame teone tamArI AdhyAtmika vRttionA valaNanI vAta spaSTapaNe karI zakavAnI naitika hiMmata game te kAraNe keLavI zakatA nathI. lAje - zarame dAkSiNyatAnA durupayogathI tamo kayAreka tamone aMdarathI na gamatI pravRttiomAM paNa bhAIbaMdho sAthe bhaLI jAo cho. jemAM pikacara, hoTalo, rAtre pharavA javuM, moDe sudhI Idhara udharanAM gappAMomAM jApano samaya agara savAre vahelAM UThavAno samaya DoLAI jAya. AmAM tamone aMtarano rasa na paNa hoya paNa lAje zarame agara bhAibaMdho ApaNI dhArmikatAnI TIkhaLa kare te bhayathI tame temAM joDAo cho paNa aMtarathI UMDuM vicArI kaMIka vihArazuddhi keLavavAnA upAyo keLavavA jarUrI che. 130 eka vAta ahIM mArA dhyAna bahAra nathI ke 7/8 kalAkanI sarvisa ane be traNa kalAka sarvisa mATe javA AvavAnI hADamArI eTale 10/11 kalAkanA menTala Tensanane haLavuM karavA tamane AvuM jarUrI paNa lAge. AdithI chatAM nirdoSa AnaMda- game te suMdara sthAne bhakitagIto - haLavuM nirdoSa vAMcana A Tenzana ghaTADI zakAya, paNa ApaNI ArAdhanA maryAdAne poSaka vihArazuddhimAM gAbaDuM paDe tevI pravRttio to na karAya te vadhu iSTa che. tema chatAM paristhiti vaza AvuM badhuM karavuM paDe to tenI sAme pojhiTiva eproca jIvana zuddhi sahAyaka - = = - puNyAtmAonA uttama puNyanI devone paNa adekhAI Ave che. tame Aje viSama kalikAla - bhautikavAdanA jherI vAtAvaraNa, amadAvAda jevA samRddha zahera ane tevA viSama vAtAvaraNamAM hovA chatAM tamo zrI navakArane samarpita thaI zakayA cho. chatAM keTalIka saMjogonI bhIMsa, thoDIka upekSAthI keTalAka jarUrI nakakara upAyo dvArA AhAra-vihAranI zuddhi jALavI nathI zakatA te ucita nathI, te mATe khUba sAvaceta raho, kemake pAyAnI bedarakArI karela mahenatane saphaLa thavA detI nathI, zrI navakAranA jApa mATe 4 sAdhana khAsa jarUrI che. = = 0 svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA 0 zrI navakAranuM smaraNa 0 zrI navakAranA sAhityanuM vAMcana 0 dharmacamAM sAmAyika 0 dainika jApano niyata samaya Adi sAdhanono yathAyogya upayoga karavAmAM bedarakArI paNa vAjabI na gaNAya. niyamita samaya, sthAna, saMkhyA. AhArazudghi (abhakSyatyAga, sAttvika AhAra) vihArazuddhi - sAMsArika vAsanAvardhaka bhAIbaMdha dostonA sAhacaryano tyAga. Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA = vAtAvaraNa zuddhi = ArAdhanAne DoLanArA hoTala, T.V., sinemA - vartamAnakAlIna manoraMjana zaoN vagereno tyAga. A 4 bAbatonuM dhyAna rAkhanAra ArAdhaka aMtaranI zaktione vikasAvI zake che. maiM 64 131 Yan 19-11-83 vi zrI navakAranA ArAdhaka tarIke vicAromAM jAgRti keLavavI jarUrI che jethI AcAramAM AvatI garabaDa rokI zakAya. ApaNA jIvanamAM be srota vahe che. eka AtmakendrIya, bIjo pudgala kendrIya. AtmakendrIya cetanAno pravAha UrdhvamukhI hoya che. temAM ApaNI jIvanazakitaone vALavI agharI paDe che, jyAre pudgala kendrIya srota adhogAmI hoya che. vikArI vAsanAnA anAdikAlIna AvegonA abhyAsa - TevathI aMtaramAM rahelI zakitao ApoApa te tarapha jhUkI jAya che. = te adhomukhI srota tarapha jhUkatI vyakitaone UrdhvamukhI srota tarapha vALavA mATe prathama tabakakAmAM adhomukhI jhakAva ghaTADavA jIvanamAM keTalAMka negeTiva niSedhAtmaka tattvone vikasAvavAM jarUrI che. te zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAno prathama tabakako che. khAna-pAna, raheNI-karaNI, AhAra-vihAra vAtAvaraNa AdimAM jenAthI pudgalabhAva tarapha rAga-dveSanI rIte jhUkAva thato hoya te na thavA devo. te mATe zrI navakAranI cokI mUkI aMtarane jAgRta sabhAna rAkhavA mathavuM te ArAdhanAno prathama pAyo che. A pAyA mATe tapa (icchArodha-vAsanAnigraha)nuM baLa vadhAravuM jarUrI che. tenA prAthamika abhyAsarUpe navakArazI, rAtri bhojana tyAga, abhakSyatyAga, sinemAtyAga, T.V. tyAga, vijratIya paricayano tyAga, hoTala tyAga, dhUmrapAna, tamAku, masAlAo, Adi tyAga - Adi bAbatono abhyAsa jarUrI che. zrI navakAranA sAdhaka tarIke umedavArI mATe japanI niyamitatA sAthe raheNIkaraNInI vyavasthitatA Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 132 jALavavI khUba jarUrI che. zrI navakArano jApa be rIte cAlu, zabdathI ane manathI ! aMdara thatAM uccAraNo para dhyAna keMdrita karavA rUpe thato jApa manathI ApameLe gaNAya ane aMdara jApanA uccAra dhvani para mana keMdrita na hoya, mAtra jIbhathI jApa thato hoya te zabdApa gaNAya. zabdajApanI sthAna - samaya - 'AdinI maryAdA jaLavAya to te vicArone baMdha karI mAnasika jApanI bhUmikA ApI zake che. paNa raheNI-karaNInI maryAdAnA pAlananI to khAsa jarUra che. te vinA sthAna samaya AdinI maryAdA phaLatI nathI. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA jIvanazuddhinA rAhe cAlavAmAM hakIkate aMtaraMga pariNatinI keLavaNInI mahattA che te kayAre keLavAya ? jyAre ke raheNI-karaNI sAttvika hoya, ApaNI raheNI-karaNImAM sAttvikatA eTale nIti-dharma ane sadAcAranI maryAdAo jaLavAtI hoya. - jApa dvArA UpajatI zakita aMtaranA rAhe AtmA sudhI tyAre pahoMce jyAre enA mAdhyama tarIke sAttvika AhAra-sAttvika jIvanacaryAM ane sAttvika vAtAvaraNa A tripuTInuM yogya baLa maLe tyAre. tamone zrI navakAranA prabhAve yogya samajaNa to maLI che, paNa temAM vivekanuM mizraNa yathocita mAtrAmAM bheLavavAnI jarUra che. duniyAdArI, vyavahAru dhoraNe keTalIka - vicAradhArA tamone AdhyAtmika sAdhanAnA pAyA samI sAttvika jIvanadhArA apanAvatAM jarA saMkoca thAya che. paNa jIvananuM lakSya viziSTa rIte keLavAya pachI Avo saMkoca vAjabI nahIM! jarA gaMbhIrapaNe vicArazo. duniyAdArInAM sarTiphIkeTo sthAyI ke samajaNavALAM nathI hotAM. Aje savaLuM ke avaLuM bolanArI duniyA AvatI kAle kayA dhoraNa para jaze te nizcita nathI. - vicAronI bhUmikA spaSTa rIte lakSyagAmI banI jAya, pachI bhAIbaMdho - dosto - ke amuka svajana vargamAM ajJAna dazAthI UbhI thatI havAnA AvaraNane bhedavA jeTalI kSamatA to viveka ane niSThAvALA ArAdhake keLavavI joie. A mATe zrI vItarAgaprabhunuM avalaMbana nAma japa, svadravyathI aSTaprakArI dravyapUjA ane te pachI bhAvapUjA rUpe caityavaMdana stavana, prArthanA AdimAM vadhu mana parovavAnI jarUra che. Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvacaMdrikA 633 graMtha SLE vAsaNA jaina upAzraya 23-11-83 jIvanamAM saMskAro te sAcI mUDI che, tenA AdhAre ujajvaLa bhAvInuM nirmANa karI zakAya. Aja sudhI ApaNe vAsanA ane vikArI tattvonI preraNA baLe mana-vacana-kAyAne pravartAvI azubha saMskAronuM baLa ghaNuM ja jaththAbaMdha bheguM karyuM che. tethI ja ApaNo aMtarano jhakAva zuddhi ke sadAcAra tarapha bahu ocho rahe che. haju vicAro ApaNA zuddhi - sadAcAra tarapha jhUke, joke te paNa puNyAInI nizAnI gaNAya ke ApaNane zuddhi sadAcAra game che. paNa te aMgenA niSThAbharyA prayatna vinA ekalA gamavA mAtrathI jIvanano vikAsa suzakaya nathI. tethI tamo jIvanane susaMskArI banAvavA jarUra sakriya banazo, te vinA jIvanano vikAsa zakaya nathI. susaMskArone jALavavA AhAra, vAtAvaraNa, daSTi ane vicArone susaMyamita banAvavAnI khAsa jarUra che. AhAramAM tIkhuM, khATuM, meMdAno khorAka, masAlA, bajAru-pINAM, barapha, AIskrIma ane phrIjamAM mUkela cIjo A badhAno upayoga sadaMtara baMdha rahe tema karavAnI jarUra che. vAtAvaraNamAM nokarI dhaMdhA sivAya oLakhANanuM maMDaLa sadAcAranA jhakAvavALuM maLavuM muzkela, paNa durAcAra, khoTAM vartanomAM preranAra hoya tevA bhAIbaMdho - dostono saMparka ane T.V, hoTala, jugArakhAnuM, kalaba, meca, sinemAgharo vagere sthaLonI mulAkAta na levI. daSTi mATe = sadA mATe nIcI najara ke lakSyagAmI najara rAkhavI, atyaMta suMdara vijAtIyane dhArIne kadI na jevI, vicAromAM paDela tenA pratibiMbane bhUMsavA mathavuM. | vicAromAM uparanI traNa bAbatomAM saMyama jALavavAthI sAhajika rIte zuddhinuM tatva pragaTe che. vicAromAM naitika - AdhyAtmika vicArone agratA apAya che. tevuM vAtAvaraNa - vAMcana - sAhitya AdinI pakakaDa Ave che. A rIte susaMskAronI mUDI jALavI rAkhavA prayatna karavo jarUrI che. zrI navakAranA zAzvata 18 varNonA nidhine surakSita rAkhI zake che. je mananI bhUmikAmAM e rIte zrI navakArane padharAvAya to. zrI navakAranA akSaronuM vizuddha uccAraNa paddhatipUrvaka karAya to susaMskArone DoLI nAMkhanArA kusaMskAro ke je mohanA udayathI Upaja AtmAnI maulika saMpatti para kabajo jamAve che tene mULamAMthI Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 134 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA hacamacAvI zakAya che. zrI navakAranA dareka akSarane dRSTithI kalpanAnI pATI para lakhI zveta sphaTikarUpe ciMtavI tenI sAme daSTi sthira rAkhI jApa karavAmAM Ave to aMtaramAMthI divya zakitano srota dhodhabaMdha ApaNA UMDANamAMthI AvatA anubhavI zakAya. pariNAme susaMskAronuM baLa khUba vikase che. daSTimAM ke kalpanAmAM sthiratApUrvaka A jApa karavAnuM saubhAgya devagurukRpAe meLavavAnI jarUra che. e mATe maMgaLajyotanA agara zrI navakAranA moTA akSaranA koI citra - jenA akSaro sapheda hoya tenA para dhyAna 2 miniTathI 7 miniTa kendrita karavAnI jarUra che. 4 miniTa dhyAna kendrita thayethI akSaromAMthI divyazakitano puMja pragaTato lAgaze. akSaromAMthI eTamanI jema tejasvI kaNo copAsa verAtA hoya tevuM lAgaze. pariNAme vicAromAM zAMti apUrva rIte chavAI jaze. prayogAtmaka rIte A vAtane amalamAM mUkavI jarUrI che. zrAvuM 26-11-83 vi, ArAdhanAnA paMthe cAlatAM ArAdhanAne upayogI tattvone oLakhI jIvanamAM apanAvavAM jarUrI che. te tattvo jJAnI nizrA, gurukRpA, pavitra vAtAvaraNa ane AhArazuddhi A 4 bAbatonI majabUtAI upara zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA AMtarika rAgAdi vikArone zamAvanArI thAya che. mAnasika dhIratA - svasthatA mATe paNa A 4 sAdhano khAsa jarUrI che, jemAM pAchalA kramathI AhArazuddhi kadAca na jaLavAya to pavitra vAtAvaraNa Adi traNathI paNa ArAdhanAno krama vyavasthita jaLavAya che. kadAca AhArazuddhi, vAtAvaraNanI pavitratA (bhAIbaMdhonI sarabharA Adi) jALavavAmAM truTi Ave to gurukRpA ane jJAnI nizrA A bethI ArAdhanAmAM vyavasthita rIte AtmAne vikAsanI kakSAe pahoMcADe che. Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA chevaTe kadAca AhArazuddhi, pavitra vAtAvaraNa ane gurukRpA na maLI zakI hoya to eka jJAnI mahApuruSonAM caraNonI nizrAnA baLe aMtarano vikAsa sAdhI zakAya. sAdhanAmArge sauthI prathama agatyanI cIja che svatvanuM visarjana = huM = ApaNA zarIranI sagavaDa, mAnasika vicAro ane bauddhika nirNayo. A badhAne jatA karI jJAnI mahApuruSonI nizrA ApaNI jAtane mahApuruSonI AjJA mujaba ghaDavAnI tatparatA. = 135 A vinA gurukRpAne pAtra banI zakAya nahIM. vAtAvaraNanI pavitratA ane AhArazuddhino paNa yathArtha nakakara lAbha na maLe - AMtarika azuddhionI oLakhANa vinA pavitra vAtAvaraNa ane AhArazuddhi dvArA aMtaranA vikArone kADhavA mathAmaNa zI rIte thAya ? tamAre AMtarika vikAsanA paMthe thatA prayANomAM jhaDapa nathI AvatI - AMtarika divyazAMtinI jhAMkhI thAya che paNa hakIkate viSamatAomAM divyazAMtinA vahetA jharaNAMno anubhava haju thaI zakayo nathI. tenI pAchaLa meIna mAstara kI samA jApamAM haju muDanI rAha jovI paDe che. te hakIkate jJAnIonI nizrAmAM thoDI kacAza che. yadyapi dara zanivAre tamo traNa ke vArApharatI beTarI pAvarane ricArja karAvavA niyamita Avo cho paNa tenI asara TakAvanAra svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA, rAtri bhojanano tyAga, niyata sthAna, samaya, AdinI maryAdA temaja zrI navakAranA sAhityanuM vAMcana AdinA pAlanamAM temaja vijAtIya deza, kALa, bhAIbaMdho, sinemA, hoTala AdinA tyAgamAM kasara rahe che. tethI jJAnI nizrAno lAbha meLavavA beTarI ricArja thavA chatAM pAchI slo thaI jAya che. to upara batAvyA mujaba sahakArI niyamonuM pAlana ane vijAtIya deza-kALa AdinA tyAga mATe jarA lakSya Apo to ThacUkaThacUka cAlatI bAbAgADI ke bApunI relave janatA, phalAIMga ke Dabala ekasapresamAM kanvarTa thaI jAya. te mATe tamArAmAM umaMga che, bhAvanA che, pavitra vicAro che, paNa jarA A bAju gaMbhIrapaNe vicAravAnI jarUra che. bIjA karatAM tamAruM jIvana ArAdhanAnA pagathAre viziSTa bhUmikAnA ghaDatara sAthe goThavAyuM che. bhaviSyamAM tame AnAM mIThA phaLa cAkhazo ja! paNa hAlamAM tamo je rIte dara zanivAre Avo cho te khUba ja sAruM che, tene saphaLa banAvavA tamAre ahIMthI beTarI cArja karAvI tenI mAvajatarUpe yogya AhAra-vihAra AdinI jIvanacaryAmAM vyavasthita prayatnazIla rahevAnI jarUra che. mArA potAnA jIvanamAM pUrvanA puNyayoge AhArazuddhi, pavitra vAtAvaraNa, gurukRpA ane jJAnI guru ma nI nizrA e 4 mahattvanI bAbatono suyoga maLI gayo hoI mane mArI puNyAI ane devagurunI varaselI kRpA badala khUba gaurava anubhavAya che. tamane paNa trIsa pachInI vayamAM A badhAnA phaLarUpe pragaTatI mAnasika svasthatA ane vicAronI samatulA jaLavAze tyAre aMtarnirIkSaNa dvArA bIjAone nahIM maLela viziSTa A cAra sAdhanonA sahayoganI kharI kiMmata samajAze. mATe atyAre hAla je dara zani-ravivAre meLavo cho teno vyavasthita lAbha levA jarUrI yogya AdaravAlAyaka maryAdA ane choDavAlAyaka padArthonA tyAga mATe jarUra prayatnazIla rahezo. Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 136 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA tamo zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnA baLe AdhyAtmika unnatinAM divya sopAno uttarottara meLavatA jAo e maMgala kAmanA. lAla cArUpatIrtha 29-11-83 zrI navakAranA zaraNe vRttione laI javA mATe ApaNe A jAtano saMkalpa karavAnI jarUra che. A saMkalpathI vRttio zAMta bane che. aMtaramAM rahela vikArI bhAvo kAbUmAM Ave che. zraddhAmAM sthiratA Ave che, tethI nIcenA saMkalpane jIvanamAM sacoTapaNe TakAvavA prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. aMtaraMga sAdhanAnI zaktine vikasAvanAra viziSTa saMkalpa "ha paramArAdhya zrI navakAra! he mArA jIvananA dhruvatAraka samA paMca parameSThIo " vicAro, lAgaNIo ane kAryonA mizraNavALuM mAruM astitva bhUMsavA huM tamArA zaraNe Avyo chuM. tamArI AjJAnA khIle mArA vicAro, lAgaNIo ane kAyone bAMdhI devAno daDha saMkalpa karuM chuM. tamArI AjJAne zirasAvaMdha karI vicAro, lAgaNIo ane kAryonA mizraNarUpa mArA astitvane bhUMsI nAMkhavA ane temanA jAgI che. mArA saghaLAM kAryo mArI buddhi, mArI IcchAonA preraka tarIke ahaMkAranA badale tamArI AjJAnuM baLa mane prApta thAo ! koI paNa kAryanI saphaLatA - niSphaLatAmAM mAro ahaM posAya ke ghavAya nahIM te mATe tamArI AjJAne niSThAthI svIkAravA TIbaddha thayo chuM. AvI niSkAma zaraNAgati mATe ucita yogya samajaNa ane bhAvavibhora namratA mane maLI rahe e abhyarthanA!! Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA 137 mArAmAM kaMIka meLavavA mATenI adamya atRpta vAsanA sarvathA tamArI AjJAnA lakSyathI zAMta thavA pAme, pachI kazA mATe jhAMpA mAravAnuM ke kaMIka meLavavA mATenI vyAkuLatA jevuM mArA jIvanamAM na rahe e hakIkta sAkAra bane e maMgaLa kAmanA !! sama ke viSama sthitimAM AnaMda mANavAnI ke phariyAda karavAnI jaga jUnI mArI Teva sadA mATe asta thAo evI hArdika namra prArthanA che.sadA kAmanA ane badalAnI AzAnA dore cAlatI amArI vicArasaraNi ane kAryapaddhati zraddhA-niSThAnA jore samarpitabhAva-binazaratI zaraNAgati bhAva tarapha jhUkI jaya e aMtaranI kAmanA ! chevaTe tamArI AjJAone zirodhArya karI te te AjJAone jIvanamAM sAkAra banAvavAnuM amAruM jIvana lakSya jaladI sAkAra bano! te dizAmAM divasa-rAta amArI sAdhanA AgaLa vadhatI rahe e punita bhAvanA! tamArI divya caitanyanI sahasramukhI dhArAmAM mArA jaDa jIvananI jAmelI raja-dhULanA tharo roje roja dhovAIne nizeSa bane evA AzIrvAdanI tamArI pAsethI A sevaka apekSA rAkhe che ! maMgaLayAtrAno mAro A pradhAnasUra tArA kAne pahoMcADavA japayogane varNayoganA mAdhyama dvArA apanAvI rahyo chuM. temAM saphaLa rIte pAra UtaravA tArI pAnI khAsa jarUra che. teno satata atha chuM. mArI maMgaLayAtrA tArA niSkAraNakRpA kiraNanA bharose ja zarU thaI che? bAkInuM have tuM jANe !!! A saMkalpa roja savAre vAMcavo joIe rAtre jApa pachI paNa vAMcavo joIe. savAre 8 thI 9mAM agara rAtre 9 thI 10mAM vaMcAya to vadhu baLa maLe. ApaNI aMdara rahela caitanya tatva ahaMbhAvanA vikRta tatvathI potAnI maulika sthiti tarapha jhUkAvanA badale vikArI vAsanAonA kheMcANathI karmabaMdhanI dizA tarapha jhUkI jAya che. te khUkAvane aTakAvavA aMtaramAM A divya prArthanAnuM baLa akSarAtmaka pachI arthAtmaka chevaTe bhAvAtmaka rUpe keLavIne vadhAravAnI jarUra che. jApa e divyatattva sAthe joDANanI meIna cAvI che. paNa temAM AvI jAtanI divya saMkalpazakita bhaLe to meIna cAvIne pheravavAnuM baLa ApaNAmAM pragaTe che. pariNAme caitanyatattvanA uttarottara vikAsa mATe jarUrI aMtaraMga baLano umero thAya che. paramAtmatatva sAthe ApaNI cetanAnuM joDANa AvI divya saMkalpazakitanA tArathI bahu vyavasthita rIte thAya che. tethI tamAre japayoganI sAthe AvA divya saMkalponA baLane zabdAtmaka - arthAtmaka chevaTe bhAvAtmaka bhUmikAe keLavIne pahoMcADavAnI khAsa jarUra che. AnA vinA jApanI zakti ApaNAmAM vyavasthitapaNe sakriya thaI zakatI nathI. jApanI zakita ApaNI jIvana zakitaone paramAtmAnA vizuddha svarUpa ane ApaNA maulika rUpa tarapha vALe che. Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 138 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvaciMdrikA paNa te vaLAMka ApaNAmAM uparanA saMkalpa pramANe samarpaNabhAvano pUrNavikAsa karavAnI zakayatA sakriya bane tyAre Takayo rahe! mATe uparanA saMkalpane zabdathI, arthathI ane bhAvathI jIvanamAM keLavavA mATe prayatnazIla thazo to jIvananuM sAcuM svarUpa jANavA - anubhavavA maLaze. A badhAnI kharI kUMcI zrI navakAranA jApamAM ane tenI pRSTha bhUmikAmAM uparanA saMkalpanI khAsa jarUra che. STE kuNaghera 29-11-83 zrI navakAranA ArAdhakane ArAdhanA mArge zraddhA, bhakitanA pAyA majabUta TakAvavA samarpaNa ane sAcI niSThAnI khAsa jarUra che. tame ArAdhanApaMthe umaMgathI cAlo cho te khUba AnaMdanI vAta che. paNa tenA rUTIna varka jevuM thAya che - tamo MoodnA bharose ArAdhanAmAM DhIlA cAlo cho ema ahIM zrI navakAranA T.V. mAM lIlI-pILI ane vAdaLI lAITonA jhAMkhApaNAthI khabara paDe che. temAM pILI ane vAdaLI tejarekhA bhakita ane zraddhAnA pratIkarUpa che, paNa lIlI tejarekhA samarpaNabhAvanI che te tejarekhA jhAMkhI thAya tyAre jarA DANGER lAla rekhA kayAreka mane tamArA viSe ciMtita rAkhe che. A mATe mArI tamone khAsa gaMbhIra cetavaNI che ke Mood nA bharose sAdhanA mArge na calAya, AjJA pramANe zraddhA-bhakitanA sahayogathI niyata karela ArAdhanA mArge tamAre cAlavA prayatnazIla thavuM. tamo puNyavAna cho ke tamArI sAdhanA zrI navakAranA T.V. dvArA huM joI zakuM chuM, tamArAmAM zrI navakAra ane tenA mAdhyamarUpe - mArA prati khUba aMtarano bhAva che. te joDANamAM tamo haju TakI rahyA cho e khUba AnaMdanI vAta che. tamo zrI navakAra prati aMtarathI joDANavALA cho, dunyavI jhaMjhaTomAM phasAyA chatAM zrI navakArane bhUlatA nathI e khUba ja anumodanIya bInA che. paNa zraddhA - bhakitanA tAra sAdhanAnA paMthe jhaNajhaNATa Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA 138 vahetA rahevA joIe. tamArI aMtaraMga sAdhanAnuM A aMtaraMga rijhalTa che je AzAspada chatAM saMtoSakAraka - joIe tevuM na gaNAya. tame niyatasaMkhyA - samayanI jALavaNI - svadravyathI aSTaprakArI chevaTe jaLa - caMdana - puSpapUjA temaja abhakSya AhAra, vikRta vAtAvaraNano tyAga ane sadvAMcana Adi bAhya sahakArI tattvo tarapha bedarakAra na bano e khUba ja IcchavA joga che, tamo atyAre khUba sajAga bano evI mArI bhAvanA che. bIjuM khAsa tame soma - guru - zukravAre jarUrathI rAtre 8-37 thI 9-13 daramyAna bhegA thaI traNa navakAra sAmUhika zuddha svare bolavA pachI cattAri maMgalano pATha sAmUhika bolavo pachI nIcenI dhUna somavAre :41, guruvAre : 27, zukravAre : 12 vAra dhImA gaMbhIra svare bolavI. "jaya arihaMta zrI arihaMta jaya arihaMta zrI arihaMta" pachI soma 7 guruvAre 12 zukravAre 21 nIcenI dhUna "je samare zrI navakAra te pAme bhavano pAra" pachI soma - guruvAre 7 zukravAre 12 vAra nIcenI jenA manamAM zrI navakAra tene zuM karaze saMsAra" A kAryakrama jarUra banAvazo. Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 140 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tacaMdrikA ga) STT 18 aDIyA 9-12-83 vi ArAdhanA eTale ApaNI aMtarazaktione AgaLa lAvavA mATenI sampravRtti. temAM ApaNI aMtaranI lakSyanI jAgRti spaSTa thavI jarUrI che. aMtaranI zaktio game te dizAmAM vahevAnI to kharI! jo lakSya spaSTa na hoya to anAdinA saMskAronI dizA tarapha vAsanAnA kheMcANathI javAnI. ApaNe ApaNA jIvanavyavahArone vAraMvAra cakAsatA rahevuM joIe ke amArI pravRttio vAsanAnA kheMcANathI saMskAro - lakajharI valaNa tarapha jaI rahI che? ke aMtaranI zaktio mahApuruSoe cIdheilA mArge vaLI rahI che! A aMgenI jAgRti ApaNAmAM lakSyanI jAgRti upajAve che. tame A jAtanI jAgRtinA paMthe ArAdhanAnA baLa vadhatA raho e maMgaLa kAmanA. jIvanamAM ArAdhanAnI tako vAraMvAra maLatI nathI e vAta paNa dhyAnamAM levI jarUrI che. AvI takone yogya rIte jhaDapavA mATenI sAvacetI aMtarane apUrva unnatinA paMthe vALI de che. mArA jIvanamAM AvI tako aNadhArI rIte becAra vAra AvI ane devagurukRpAe teno lAbha levAI gayo to Aje guru ma0 nI kRpAthI kaMIka AtmAnaMdanI mastI mANI rahyo chuM. vi. saM. 203nI mAhake phAgaNanI vAta. udayapura - mAladAsa zerInA zrI ajItanAthajInA daherAsara pAse cAMdabAI jaina dharmazALA (je hAla upAzraya tarIke vaparAya che)nA derAsara pAsenA holamAM DAbe khUNe mAruM Asana - vacce pU. gurudevazrInuM pratiSThA aMgenI kaMIka vAtacIta cAlatI hatI, kaI rAzi para bhagavAna Ave? pU. gurudevazrIe be gAmanAM nAma ApyAM hatAM. paNa te kAma huM mArI noMdhapothI nahIM jaDavAthI karI nahI zakela. prAya: savArano 9 thI 10no samaya hato. pU. gurudevazrI vyAkhyAnamAM hatA. huM jarA gUMcamAM hato, tyAM kAnoDanA bhagavatIlAla coparaNA (Asi. kalekaTara) khAsa aMgata bhakitavALA zrAvaka - te AvyA. saheja vAtacIta daramyAna mArI muzkelI jANI mane kahe ke, mahArAja ! emAM zuM? hamaNAM lAvI dauM. eTaluM kaho ke tamone jagyA yAda che. meM kahyuM ke khyAla nathI. meM mArI pAsenA dIvAla paranA kabATa Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 141 joDenA oraDInA kabATanI vAta karI - bhagavatIlAlajI jarA khAmoza thayA ane phaDAka karatA UbhA thayA. meM mArI jiMdagImAM kadI bhUtAveza nahIM joyela. jIvanamAM prathamavAra A prasaMga. pelA bhagavatIlAlajI nasakorAM bolAvatA dhamadhamATa paga pachADatA aMdara oraDImAM gayA ane turata AMkha mIMcI ughADuM teTalIvAramAM turata paTApaTa te ja copaDI noMdhavALI lAvIne mArA hAthamAM ApI mane kahe ke mahArAja ! co ya kritIrva kahI phaTAka karatA teo mArI pAse besI gayA. thoDI vAra khAmoza rahyA, huM cakita thaI gayo. je pustaka huM 4 divasathI zodhato hato te copaDI A bhAIe zodhI zI rIte ? bahu ja cakita thayo, sAthe A nasakorAM - paganA pachaDATa ane dhabAka karatA nIce besavuM. A badhAthI jarA Dara paNa lAgyo ke zuM bhUta che ke kema ? AvuM temanuM vikarALa mukha te vakhate meM joyela, thoDI vAre bhagavatIlAlajI svastha banI mane kahe ke maga, mApa ma do nathI ne? meM kahyuM ke, mavatInAnI, to do nathI paraMtu mati (mA) hu vAta hai %i mApa jo mAlUma kaise huI ? meM cAra dina se parezAna rahA, nahIM milatI thI - Apa 1 miniTa meM kaise le aaye| aura nasakore kI AvAja - pAMva kI pachaDATa, o saba kayA! Azcarya hotA hai| bhagavatIlAlajIe kahyuM ke, madI5!i mamI mune vAdA nAnA Teri ma rAta meM mAuT, paraMtu merI tAkata meM nahIM nAtha yada sava Teva mAyA hai kahI te vakhate teo gayA. becAra divase teo rAtre pratikramaNa pachI AvyA, mane kahyuM ke, madarana! bhai mApo vada vAta varuM! zAyaH mu yaduM rAta to sonA hI paDe. meM kahyuM ke, mate sarva vyavasthA ho nA pachI ame aMdara oraDImAM rAtre 8 vAge beThA - mane bhagavatIlAlajI kahe ke, madamAga! pUrI vAta meM Ri , kiMtu mujhe bhI patA nahIM, kiMtu koI pUrvajanmakA RNAnubaMdha hogA, jisase aise vikaTaprAya kAma karate divya tatva sadAya karatA hai kahI mane kahe ke, madaHIS! mAnA mata! kahI khAmoza thayA. thoDI vAre teo moTA bagAsA khAvA lAgyA. zarIrabhaMga - ALasamoDa vagere karavA lAgyA. bagAsAnA avAja bahu moTA - thoDI vAre nIcuM mukha hatuM te adhdhara karI AMkho moTI phADI vikarALa rUpe mArI AsapAsa jovA lAgyA, thoDI vAra zAMta thaI UbhA thaI khamAsamaNa daI guruvaMdana karyuM - pachI mane kahe ke, mahI na! 4 gunIyA mudde! sau yAra vijaya! je zrIva mApa mata de merA inase pUrvajanma kA RNAnubaMdha hai| ata: ye yAda kare taba AnA paDatA hai, ApakI guma hui pustaka ke bahAne Apase paricaya karane kA avasara aayaa| do mAraga ! mArAdhanA kailI te ho ! ThIka hai na ! ema kahI vividha vAto ArAdhanA aMge zarU karI. mArA jIvanamAM nahIM jANelI ghaNI vAto temaNe kahI. Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 142 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA e rAtre 8 vAgyA sudhI bhagavatIlAlajInA zarIramAM rahI khUba navI navI vAto kahI. je ke e paricaya sau prathama mArI jiMdagImAM bhUtapretane pratyakSa nihALI vAto karavAnI prathama taka hatI. paNa ArAdhanA aMge ghaNI navI vAto temaNe kahI, temaNe potAno TUMka pUrva paricaya Apela, teo 137 varSa pUrve udayapuranA dharatamaMDInA derAsaranA yatijI hatA. 70 varSa yatipaNAmAM rahela, ghaNI zAstrIya vAtono khajAno temanI pAse lAgyo. prathama mulAkAte meM badhuM jANavA prayatna na karyo. A pachI 8-10 varSa paricaya rahyo. TUMkamAM kahevAnuM e ke ArAdhanAnI tako kayAreya acAnaka maLI Ave che. teno lAbha devaguru kRpAe laI levo. nahIM to pharI tevI tako maLatI nathI. che (90 ya. 10-12-83 vika jIvanamAM kayAre kevA saMyogo UbhA thAya! te nakakI nathI. tethI ApaNAmAM saMyogone anurUpa thavAnI kSamatA keLavI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. vicAromAM lakSyanI jAgRtino prakAza temaja vivekanuM ajavALuM patharAya tyAre game tevA viSama saMyogomAM paNa aMtaramAM khaLabhaLATa na thavA de ane Avela saMyogomAMthI hemakhema pasAra thaI javAya. A mATe zrI navakAranA jApanA AlaMbane aMtaranI vRttiomAM samyaphavicAronI pariNati keLavavAnA pariNAme dhIratAnI keLavaNI khAsa jarUrI che. ArAdhanAmAM phaLanI jhaMkhanA karyA vinA ApaNI vRttione AjJApAlana - kartavyaniSThAnA paMthe vALI ArAdhanAmAM sthira karavI jarUrI che. AnA pariNAme ghaNA viziSTa saMyogo ApoApa UbhA thAya che ke jethI ApaNI cetanAno vikAsa UrdhvapaMthe thavA mAMDe che. mArA jIvanamAM vi. saM. 1998mAM pU. gurudevanI nizrAmAM mAlavAnA daherAsaronA jIrNoddhAranA kArya aMge badanAvara (M.P.)nA zrIyuta mannAlAlabhAI mistrI temaja suparavijhana karanAra)nA satsaMgathI adhyAtmarucinA aMdara paDela bIja satu- vAMcana dvArA nava pallavita thaI rahyA hatA. temAM teonI sUcanAthI ujainanA paramasaMta yogI DaoN. nAgara saMcAlita "kalpavRkSa' mAsika temaja satsaMganA pustakonA vAMcanathI aMdaranI satsaMga pariNati nakakara thavA mAMDelI. . Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA 143 pachI ra0/201/2002mAM A buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. nA yoga sAhityano sarvAMgINa paricaya temanAM badhAM pustakonuM vAMcana thavAthI aMtaramAM jinazAsananI yoga - adhyAtma - sAdhanA para maulika vicAraNA thaI. temAM pU A. haribhadrasUri ma. nA yogabiMdu, yogadaSTisamuccaya, ane SoDazakanA vAMcanathI sudaDha vizvAsa 2003mAM maLyo ke jinazAsananI adhyAtma sAdhanA virala - advitIya che. Ama eka pachI eka saMyogo goThavAtA gayA ane te saphaLa thatA gayA, kema ke pU, tAraka gurudevazrIe kaMI paNa phaLanI kAmanA vinA ArAdhanAnA amuka stare mane parANe paNa besADI dIdhela. tenuM A zubha pariNAma che, ema mane Aje UMDuM vicAratAM lAge che. pachI to 2003mAM gayA patramAM nirdiSTa bhagavatIlAlajI udayapuravALAnA mAdhyame 137 varSa pUrvanA maganavijayajI yati ma. (hAla vyaMtaranikAya)no paricaya sAmAnyamAMthI viziSTa ane vadhato vadhato ra010 sudhI gADha gADhatara thaI rahyo. jenA pariNAme avanavA citra-vicitra anubhavonI paraMparA thavA lAgI. temAM ghaNA anubhavo paikI 207nA caitranI prAya: vAta che. meM pelA yatine kahyuM ke, svarga, naraka jevA atIMdriya padArthonA ke mahAvideha kSetranA darzana karAvo to tamAro saMbaMdha smaraNIya rahe - temaNe kahyuM ke, mahAvideha tarapha mArI zakita nathI - svarga-narakamAM mArI zakita pramANe madada karIza ema kahI avasare vAta jaNAvela. pachI caitra suda 9 rAtre 2 vAge huM mArA jApamAM hato, padmAsane besela - paNa na jANe kema pAchaLa bhIMtanA Teke jarA kammara sIdhI karavA mUkayo ke taMdrA AvI gaI beThe beThe philma zarU thaI. mArI sAme 1 pATa para vRddha puruSa zveta lAMbI dADhI vALA sapheda cAdara oDhI sUtelA pATa para joyA. huM temanI sAme Ubho. mane kahe ke, maraHI, T ! TdhAre! # mAna mApo maLI ra >>ne te nI , varte nA meM mAthuM dhuNAvI hA kahI. thoDI vAre pelA vRddha puruSanA zarIramAMthI tejomaya zarIra nIkaLI mArI pIThamAM ko'ka tejomaya zarIrane pragaTa karI mArA tejomaya zarIrane AMgaLIe pakaDI mArA sAmenI dharatImAM UtaryA, gahana aMdhakAramAM tejomaya lisoTAnA AdhAre ame baMne cAlyA. thoDIka dUra gayA eTale pANI - kIcaDa - gArAmAMthI adhdhara - upara pasAra thayA. thoDI vAre ratnono jAtajAtano raMgIna prakAza dekhAyo. vacalI nIce jatI pagathAra jevA mArga parathI tejarekhAnA AdhAre pasAra thaI gahana aMdhakAramAMthI pasAra thayA - thoDI vAre copAsa ciciyArIo - kikiyArIo saMbhaLAya - mAre - kAponA pokAro, o bApa re! marI gayo, bacAvo, kayAM bhAge che! le tArA pApano badalo! A zabdono kolAhala sAMbhaLyo. gahana aMdhakAramAM bIjA tejanI rekhAo pragaTI temAM lakhANa AvyuM. A ratnaprabhA prathama nArakI che. ghaNI moTI che, asala to bahu bhayaMkara che. joIne chaLI maro! gabharAI jAo, A mAtra namUno che. Page #195 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA A lakhANo pachI ghaNI jagyAe vividha jAtanI chedana-bhedana- dAha ghANI - gaMdhAtI lohI-parunI bhayaMkara nadI, talavAranI dhAra jevA lAMbAM pattAM vagere joI ghaNA koThAomAM kedI jevA bhayaMkara trAsa bhogavatA nArakIone joyA. 144 ghaNI jagyAe pheravI pharI nIce lai gayA, tyAM vadhu bhayaMkara daityAkAra moTI kAyAvALA nArakIo vividha du:kho bhogavatA joyA. thoDI vAre teja jhabakArAmAM A bIjI nArakI zarkarAprabhA che. ahIMno trAsa ghaNo bhayaMkara che. namUno joI lo, vadhu tamArI hiMmata nathI ke tame joI zakazo. ema kahI aneka jagyAe pheravI pAchA huM pelA tejomaya vRddha puruSanI AMgaLIe vaLagela huM pAchI vaLela tejarekhAnA AdhAre upara Avyo. pelA vRddha puruSa sUtA hatA, peluM tejomaya zarIra temanAmAM praveza pAmyuM. mAruM tejomaya zarIra mArA zarIramAM nAbhi vATe dAkhala thayuM. thoDI vAre pelA vRddha puruSa bolyA ke, mahArAja! be nArakIo joIne! meM nArakInAM bhayaMkara du:khonI vedanAnI viDvalatAmAM aspaSTa hA pADI, thoDI vAre huM pelA vRddha puruSanA izArAthI svasthAne javA ravAnA thayo ke turata taMdrA tuTI. huM mArA jApamAM lIna banyo. A rIte jIvanamAM kayAreka avanavA saMyogo UbhA thAya che ke jenA pariNAme ApaNA jIvanamAM romAMcaka yAdagAra anubhavo paNa UbhA thAya che jemAMthI jIvanasiddhinA avanavA sAkSAtkAro jovA maLe che. tame paNa zrI navakAranA jApanA mAdhyame vyavasthita aMtaranI zaktione keLavI vipattimAM vivekanuM ajavALuM ane lakSyanI spaSTa jAgRti keLavI viziSTa kakSAnA udAtta jIvanazakitanA divya anubhavone pAmo e maMgala kAmanA. Page #196 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 145 91 zaMkhezvara 15-12-83 zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanA mahAna puNyayoge maLe che. teno lAbha uThAvavA mATe lakSyanI jAgRti spaSTa joIe. tamArAmAM tenI cokasAI che ke nahIM? tenuM mITara ArAdhanAnA paMthe cAlatA pramAda - avidhi - anAdara - upekSA Adi doSono ghaTADo ke abhAva che. jema jema A doSa ghaTe tema tema ApaNAmAM lakSyanI jAgRti vadhu cokasAI para AvatI jAya che tema samajI zakAya. vaLI eka bIjI vAta ke - ArAdhanAmAM upAsanAno artha magajamAM rahe eTale ThIka che. upAya = ArAdhya tattvonI upAsanA karavI e eka ApaNI pavitra pharaja. eTalA arthamAM thoDIka lUjhanesa = DhIlAza kadAca thaI jAya - upAsanA karavI hoya to karIe, paNa phorsa samI = cokasAIthI tenA pAlana mATe ApaNI sajAgatA rahe na rahe paNa te ArAdhanA jyAre sAdhanAmAM kanvarTa thAya tyAre puruSArthanI tIvratA lakSyanI jAgRtimAM mikasa thavAthI aMtarathI taravarATa jAge ke mAre ATaluM sAdhavuM che - meLavavuM che e jAtanI hArdika lAgaNIonI saMvedanA sAdhanA mArge anubhavAya che. mATe zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhaka banavAnI vAta mahattvanI che chatAM temanI sAdhaka tarIkenI kakSA bahu mahattvanI che. temAM ApaNA tIvra puruSArthanI prabaLa chAyA che. vaLI sAdhanAmArge cAlatAM yogya mArgadarzaka guru - temanI AjJAnuM paNa vadhu mahattva samajAya che. ArAdhanAmAM to gAjaranI pipUDI vAgI tyAM sudhI vagADI, pachI karaDI khAdhI, eTale karI to ThIka, na karIe to khAsa vAMdho nahIM evI sUjha-vRtti kadAca thAya. paNa sAdhanAmArgamAM ApaNA aMtaranI abhIpsA = tIvra mahecchA ke ApaNA aMtarAtmAnA UMDANamAM rahela paramAtmapada ADe rahelAM karmonAM AvaraNonA avarodhone haThAvI mAre pragaTa karavuM che. A jAtanI abhIpsA sAdhanAnA mULamAM prabaLapaNe pragaTe che. mATe tamo ArAdhanAne sAdhanAmAM kanvarTa karo e khAsa jarUrI che. hA! eka vAta che. A jAtanA kanvarjhana mATe ArAdhanAmAM kaMIka rasAnubhUti - svAda thavo joIe. te niyata sthaLa - samaya - saMkhyAnA dhoraNe karAtA jApathI thAya ja! vadhumAM vadhu 21 aThavADiyA AnI mudata che. tamone to A pirIyaDa bahu sAro maLyo che, have svadravyathI pUjA, abhakSya tyAga, rAtri Page #197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 146 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA bhojana tyAga, hoTala, sinemA, T.V.no parihAra karavA sAthe sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, savAMcana ane sArA vAtAvaraNa dvArA ArAdhanAne sAdhanAmAM kanvarTa karavAnI taka AvI pahoMcI che. tamArAmAM ja pragADha zraddhA, bhakita ane samajaNanI suMdara triveNI che jenA pariNAme sApekSa rIte tamArI caDhatI juvAnImAM vikArI vAsanAonA vAtAvaraNathI tame samajIne potAnI jAtane aLagI rAkhI zako cho. zrI navakAranATV. para tamArI mAnasika, daihika, kauTuMbika, bhAIbaMdhonI ane bahAranA vAtAvaraNanI bhinna bhinna asaro jaNAyA vinA nathI rahetI. zrI navakAranA saMketa vinA tamone TakoravA mATe huM kaMI lakhI zakuM nahIM. tamArI pAtratAmAM vadhAro thaI rahyo che te badala mane khUba gaurava che. tamArI ArAdhanA viziSTa pagathAra para AvI UbhI che. have mAtra haDaselo mArI gADIne vegavaMtI banAvavAnI tAtI jarUra che. ke tamArI pAse dunyavI, sAMsArika, kauTuMbika, mAnasika avarodho paNa ADA UbhA che. e paNa jANa bahAra nathI chatAM zrI navakAra prati tamArI pragADha zraddhA anero divya vizvAsa ane nimittarUpa tamArA aMtarano bhaktibharyo je lAgaNI sabhara vizvAsa che te badhAnA AdhAre have ArAdhanAne sAdhanAmAM kanvarTa karavAnI suMdara sonerI taka tame meLavI zako cho. tame A takane jhaDapI lo evI mArI aMtaranI IcchA che. 72 zaMkhezvara 17-12-83 vijIvanazakitaonA vikAsanI dizAmAM pagalAM mAMDavAM e hakIkatamAM ApaNuM lakSya jyAre bane, tyAre saMskAronI gulAmI haThAvavA bhagIratha prayatna karavAnuM sUjhe. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra eTale ApaNI jIvanazakitaone vikAsanI dizAmAM pheravavAnuM mukhya sAdhana, kema ke zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtramAM tevI viziSTa paramocca guNa saMpadAne namaskAra che ke jeo potAnI jIvanazaktione vyavasthita rIte vikAsanA paMthe vALIne sarvocca vikAsanI kakSAe pahoMcelA che. Page #198 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA teonI ArAdhanA eTale aMtaranI ApaNI jIvanazaktione vikAsanA paMthe vALavAnI mathAmaNa. ApaNe saMskAranA dabANa ke kheMcANathI vAsanAnI adhomukhI dizAmAM jIvanazaktionA vaheNanI sAhajika gati rokavAnA lakSya sAthe viziSTa rIte prayatnanI dizAmAM vaLIe to ApaNI ArAdhanA zakitazALI thAya. ApaNe dravyathI jApa - pUjA Adi dharmanI karaNI karIe, paNa tenI sAthe ApaNI aMtaranI vRttio kaI bAju jAya che? tenA vyavasthita upayoga sAthe je tenA nigrahanuM lakSya keLavIe to ApaNAmAM viziSTa rIte ArAdhanAnuM baLa keLavAya. pariNAme ArAdhanAnA pariNAme ApaNAmAM vRttionuM zamana, kaSAyonI maMdatA ane aMtaranA khaLabhaLATano ghaTADo jevAM nakakara pariNAmo jovA maLe. tame puNyavAno jApamAM pravarte cho te vakhate ATalo saMkalpa jarUra karazo ke amArI jIvanazaktio vikArI vAsanAonA phaMdAmAM na phasAya. amArI svArthavRtti vilaya pAme ane paramArthI jIvana bane. A jAtanA saMkalpathI aMtaranI zakitaono yathAyogya vikAsa thavA pAmaze. vaLI ArAdhanA sAthe AhAra-vihAranI sAtvikatAnI jALavaNI mATe bedarakAra na rahezo. A jALavaNInA pariNAme ja aMtaramAM ArAdhanAno ullAsa, Mood vyavasthita rIte keLavAze - Mood emane ema na AvI jAya, tenA kAraNa tarIke yogya sAtvika AhAra ane pavitra vAtAvaraNanI khAsa jarUra che. vikArI vAsanAo - lakajharI jIvanacaryA ane saMsArI bAhya pravRttiomAM zokha ane mojamajAnA yeyathI otaprota thaI rahevuM e kharekhara ApaNA jIvanane tAmasika dizAmAM laI jAya che. A badhAnuM kAraNa ApaNAmAM zrI vItarAga prabhunI bhakitano vikAsa ocho hoya e paNa hoI zake. le devA cokhA! kara mAro chUTako!" AvI utAvaLI ke veTha utAravAnI jema jhaTapaTa derAsaramAM gayA, caMdananI vATakI hAthamAM lIdhI ane jhaTa paTa pUjA patAvIne saMtoSa mAnIe ke meM pUjA karI! to ahIM ArAdhaka puNyAtmAe samajavAnI jarUra che ke, jinapUjA e bhagavAnanI pUjA nathI paNa anAdinA saMsAramAM rakhaDatA ApaNA AtmAne sanmArga batAvanAra temaja karmonA phaMdAmAMthI chUTavAno mArga darzAvanAra A tIrthaMkara paramAtmA che. tethI temanA yathArtha paropakAra - sanmArga darzana Adi guNone najara sAme rAkhI ApaNA AtmAmAM teo prati Adara - bahumAna vyavasthitapaNe keLavAya to ApaNA AtmA para vaLagelAM karmonA paradA ho, to ApaNe paNa paramAtma-svarUpa banI jaIe. eTale jina = tIrthaMkara prabhunI pUjA - paraMparAe nija = ApaNA zuddhAtma svarUpane oLakhavA mATenI pUjA = vyavasthita pravRtti che. A vAta najara sAme rAkhavI. saravALe ApaNAmAM prabhu prati bhakita rAga ane ApaNI aMtaranI zuddhi mATeno kharo puruSArtha prakaTaze. jApa sAthe A jAtanA bhAvanI keLavaNI sAthe svadravyathI aSTaprakArI chevaTe jaLa-caMdana-puSpa Page #199 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 148 chevaTe jaLapUjAthI zrI vItarAga prabhu paramAtmA prati bhakitarAganI keLavaNI karavI jarUrI che. AnAthI ApaNI jIvanazakitaonA UrdhvamukhI vikAsamAM avarodha karanArA mohanA tattvane khaseDavAnuM Adarza baLa khIle che. jApathI A baLa yathottara vikAsa pAme che, paNa A baLa kharekhara zrI vItarAga pUjAthI pragaTe che. tenI khIlavaNI mATe tamo Adarza aSTaprakArI pUjAnI paddhatine apanAvI aMtaraMga Atmazakita khIlavo e zubhecchA. OM Tl zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 73 kuMvArada 22-12-83 tamo badhA rAjarAjezvara virATa zakitazALI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA chatrataLe AdhyAtmika - Adhibhautika svasthatA jALavI rahyA hazo. vI kharekhara AtmA caitanya - zakitanuM pradhAnakendra che. temAMthI vahetA caitanyanA srotane IMdriyo - mana dvArA vaheto thavAmAM saMskAronI malinatA viSaya - kaSAyonA vamaLa UbhA karI vikRta karI nAMkhe che. A vikRti jIvanakSetre aneka durguNo rUpe prakaTa thAya che. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI japayoga dvArA thatI ArAdhanA aMtaramAM saMskAro rUpe custapaNe jAmelA viSaya-kaSAyonA malina tharane niSkriya banAve che. A jAtanI anubhUti tamo vyavasthitapaNe karI zako te jIvananuM parama saubhAgya che. mUDa-Mood ane saMjogonI anukULatAnA bharose jApamAM thatI - AvatI - rahetI avyavasthA ApaNI jIvanazakitaone vikAsanI dizA tarapha vaLavAnI taka maLI chatAM nadI kAMThe tarasyA rahenArA mugdha jIvanI jema ApaNe japayoganI saphaLatAnI bhUmikAe na pahoMcIe te kharekhara ApaNI mugdhatA ke hoziyArInI khAmI gaNAya. kharekhara ApaNe vicAravAnI jarUra che ke, saMsAranI pravRttiomAM rasa keTalo! temAM AvatI che Page #200 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA saMyogo-sAdhanonI viSamatAone haThAvavA puruSArtha keTalo ? tenI gaMbhIra vicAraNAnA prakAzamAM ApaNI jIvana sAdhanAnA mULabhUta pAyA samI zrI navakAranI japasAdhanAne ApaNI bedarakArImAM keTalI gumAvIe chIe te spaSTa samajAze. ApaNI sAdhanAmAM pramAda - upekSA - bedarakArI mahAvighno gaNAya. AnA para vijaya ApaNI jIvana-sAdhanAnA lakSyanI spaSTa jAgRti dvArA meLavavo jarUrI che. saMsAramAM paristhiti kayAreya paNa jIvana-sAdhanA mATe anukULa AvavAnI nathI, kema ke anukULa ke pratikULa paristhitino nirNaya ApaNI samajazakita para nirbhara che. ane ApaNI samajazakita jIvanazakitanA saMparkathI - saMskArothI prabhAvita dazAmAMthI vivekabuddhi tarapha DhaLI hoya tyAre anukULa - pratikULa paristhitino sAco nirNaya thaI zake. - te pUrve bhaLatI samajazakita dvArA anukULa paristhitine paNa pratikULa mAnI levAnI kayAreka akSamya bhUla ApaNe karI besatA hoIe chIe. 149 eTale ArAdhanA mATe paristhiti sadA sarvadA anukULa ja hoya che. mAtra ApaNI samajazakitanA vikAsanI khAmIthI anukULa paristhitinI rAha jovAmAM samaya bagADIe chIe. saMsAramAM dRSTinA AdhAre ja saghaLI sthitinuM maulika ke vaikRtika svarUpa ApaNI sAme Ave che. dRSTi e samajaNano pAyo che, daSTinuM ghaDatara aMtaraMga Atmika cetanA zakita sAthe saMbaMdhita che. jo temAM mohanIyano udaya vacce AvI jAya to dRSTi TUMkI ane vartamAna grAhI banI jAya che. ane jJAnI gurunI nizrA - zaraNAgati viziSTa zraddhA bhakita AdinA yoge jo mohanIyano ghaTADo thavA pAme to aMtaramAM daSTino evo viziSTa vikAsa thavA pAme ke jethI samajaNa zakitano kharekhara vikAsa thavA pAme, jenAthI ApaNe sadA-sarvadA AtmazakitanA vikAsanI tako maLatI jAya tema jhaDapatA jaIe - paristhiti ke muDanI rAha jovAmAM AvelI takane gumAvI na daIe. - A bhUmikAe ApaNane pahoMcADanAra samaya saMkhyApAlananI maryAdApUrvakano japayoga che. zrI navakAranA divya akSarone viziSTa tejasvI sphaTika - zvetavarNI ciMtananA pariNAme ApaNAmAM rahela mohanA saMskAro ogaLavA pAme che. - roja pAMca miniTa, pachI 7 miniTa, pachI 9, 11 ane 15 miniTa sudhI dareka mATe 3 aThavADiyA kama se kama agara pAMca miniTa mATe 7 aThavADiyA thI navakAranA akSarone jovAno karAto prayatna ApaNAmAM daSTine nirmaLa karavA ane temAMthI samajaNa zakitanA vikAsanI bhUmikA meLavavA khUba jarUrI che. - 68 akSaromAMthI 30 TakA akSaro dekhAya to prayatna saphaLa che, ema dhArI 7, 9, 11 ane 15 miniTa sudhI dareka mATe 3 3 aThavADiyA divya tejasvI svarUpe zrI navakArane jovAno karAto prayatna hakIkatamAM zrI navakAranA mAdhyamathI aMtaranA ApaNA AtmAne viziSTa divya tejomaya sthitimAM jovA mATeno Adarza prayatna che. Page #201 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 150 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA A akSaro jovAnI prakriyAmAMthI mohano kSayapakSama viziSTa rIte thAya che. tenAthI daSTi nirmaLa thAya che, pariNAme samajaNa zakita nirmaLa thAya che. saravALe badhI paristhiti anurUpa banI jAya che. lakSyanI jAgRtinuM baLa akSara jevAnI prakriyAthI vadhu keLavAya che. te upara khAsa to dhyAna Apazo ane aMtaranI jAgRtinuM baLa keLavazo. ke (94 sAyAvADA 24-12-83 vilakhavAnuM ke, zrInavakAranI ArAdhanA eTale parameSThIonI AjJA = karmanI nirjarone sakriya banAvavA aMtarane saMsAranA bhautika padArthonI dizAmAMthI vALavA prayatnazIla rahevuM. te mATe mAtra jApa pUratuM sAdhana na gaNAya. jApanI sAthe jIvananA ghaDatara mATe dunyavI padArthonI Asakti - mamatAne ghaTADI mana-vacana-kAyAne Azrava tyAganI dizA tarapha vALavA mATe gRhasthocita 1. jinapUjA, 2. sAmAyika, 3. pratikramaNa, 4. vrata, 5. niyama, 6. paccakakhANa ane 7. mamatA, 8. AraMbha, 9. parigraha vadhAravAnA prayatnono tyAga jarUrI che. A badhAthI mohanIya karmano kSaya thAya che. jApathI mohanIya ghaTe che paNa jApanI sAthe uparanAM kartavyonuM pAlana hoya to bhUmikA vadhu majabUta bane jethI navuM mohanIya karma AvatuM aTake. jIvanamAM aMtaranI zakitao sadAkALa pravRttizIla hoya che paNa te kaI dizAmAM tenI yogya cakAsaNI thavI jarUrI che. ApaNI aMtaraMga azuddhine vadhAranAra moha-mAyA - mamatA Adi saMskAronI paLojaNamAM je aMtaranI zakita mana - vacana - kAyAnA mAdhyamathI aTavAI jAya to saravALe aMtaranI zakita vikAronI gaMdakImAM dUSita thavA pAme. mArA potAnA jIvanamAM saM. 1999nA zrAvaNa mahinAthI zArIrika rogonA rUpamAM mohanIya Page #202 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 151 karma azAtAnA mAdhyamathI sakriya thavA mAMDyuM. te vakhate paramagurUnI kRpA mArI pAtratAnI khAmIe pUrNa sakriya nahIM thayela. tethI ane kayAreka - paramaguru ApaNA aMtaramAM rahela azuddhione ApaNI sabhAna dazAmAM bahAra AvavA daI tenA sakriya upAyo ApaNane karavA de, ane tenAthI kaMI na vaLe eTale ApaNA aMtarane sudaDha jacI jAya ke hakIkatamAM paramagurue darzAvela mohanIya karmane kSINa karavAnA upAyo ja hakIkatamAM mArA jIvanane upayogI che. evI sudaDha nIti karAvavA mATe paNa zarUAtamAM evI dizAmAM ApaNI jIvanazakitaone javA de. mathAmaNa ApaNI thAke tyAre paramaguru karUNAthI dhImethI ApaNane sAcI dizAmAM vALe, tyAre ApaNane parama guruno karuNAbharyo puruSArtha eTalo mITho ane jabbara pakaDavA jevo lAge ke jANe coLa majIThano raMga ApaNA haiyAne vaLagyo. ApaNe pachI game teTalA viSama prasaMgomAM paNa paramagurunA darzAvela paMthathI TasathI masa na thaIe. A badho pratApa prAraMbhamAM ApaNI pAtratAnI khAmIe, hakIkatamAM ApaNI jIvanasAdhanAnI viparIta dizAmAM ApaNane puruSArtha karavA de, jyAre ApaNI puruSArthanI sImA ke ApaNo tarakhATa pUro thAya eTale paramaguru ApaNane dhImethI yogya dizAmAM ApaNI jIvanazakitane evI rIte vaLAMka Ape ke AkhI jiMdagI ApaNane te paMtha choDavA mATe game tevI pratikULa paristhitio Ave to paNa ApaNe te paMthathI DagaluM paNa pAchA na haTIe ke te paMtha choDIe nahIM. AvuM mArA jIvanamAM akSaraza: banyuM che. saM. 1999nA zrAvaNamAM vAta vyAdhi - vAno duHkhAvo (e vakhate mArI umara 18 varSanI ane sAmAnya dhAraNA evI ke vAno dukhAvo 40-50-60 varSe thAya eTale ko'ka vaidya ke DaoNkaTaranA vAnA nidAnane hasI kADhato) thayo ane tenA ADAavaLA bhaLatA upacAro zarU thayA. dezI, aMgrejI, homiyopathI, bAyokemika, prAkRtika cikitsA, dorA dhAgA, maMtra, taMtra, yaMtra, Adi aneka jAtanA upacAro thayA. saM. 1999nA zrAvaNathI 204 sudhI cAlyuM. 2004nA zrAvaNamAM mAMdo paDyo. 205nA mAha mahine mArA jIvananA paramopakArI pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma. zAtA pUchavA amadAvAda jhaverIvADa AMbalIpoLanA upAzraye padhAryA te vakhate teoe mArA para (huM 11 varSano hato tyArano temanA khoLAmAM ramela - teonI bhAvakaruNAno huM pAtra banela) apUrvabhAva vAtsalya hoI premALa svare kahyuM ke, gAMDA! Avo sarasa avasara jApano maLyo che ane tuM jA5 nathI karato. bhalA bhAI! rAjarAjezvara zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra saghaLAM azubha karmone haTAvI de, mohanIyanA cUrA karI de, to A bApaDI azAtAno udaya kAM na haThe! AvA mArmika mIThA upAlaMbhathI te ja divase prAya: 205nA phAgaNa vada 3 thI roja rAbetA mujaba mAtra pAMca bAMdhI mALA gaNavA rAkhI mUkela mALA pU. paM. cha ma. nA gayA pachI bapore ra-ra nA gALAmAM zarU karI. caitra suda 11 AvatAM to rAta-di' karI badhuM paDatuM mUkI 1 lAkha navakArano jApa karyo ane caitra suda 15 sudhImAM bIjA ra79 navakArano jApa karyo ane caitra vadamAM to huM mAMdagInI pathArImAMthI beTho thayo. vaizAkha sudamAM jagavallabha pArzvanAthanA darzana karavA gayo ane vaizAkha vadamAM vihAra karI cANasmA pU. gurudevazrI sAthe gayo. tyAM trikALa jApa, savAra - bapora - sAMje 6-12-6 vAge 1rano jApa. tathA rojanI 11 bAMdhI mALA cAlu thaI, pelI vAnI bImArI zrI navakAranI cokImAM vidAya thaI Page #203 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 152 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA ke AjanI ghaDI, kAlano dahADo - Aja sudhI jiMdagImAM te mAMdagI nathI AvI. A rIte zrI navakAra zarUAtamAM ApaNI aMtaranI zaktione ApaNI marajI pramANenA raste javA daI ApaNane khAtarI karAve ke - tero ThATha haThATha hai, meM ThAThuM so aura !" A 1999 thI 205nA phAgaNa sudhI AvuM 7 varSa cAlyuM paNa jyAre zrI navakAre mane sArI rIte upAyo karavA daI chevaTe anubhavathI te badhA upAyo adhUrA darzAvI pU. paMnyAsajI manA varadamukhe zrI navakAranuM sUcana karAvI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtre mArA jIvanane ArAdhanAnI dizAmAM evuM vALyuM ke| mAro zarIrano roga gayo, manano roga gayo, mananI graMthio khUlI ghaNAM divya tattvono anubhava thayo. A badho pratApa parama karuNALu paramaguruno che. jemaNe hakIkate mArI nADa hAthamAM rAkhI amuka samaya mahenata karavA daI pariNAma na AvyuM eTale aMtarathI khAtarI karAvI ke tArA upAyo adhUrA che. have jo ! mArI nizrAmAM aMtarane jApamAM vALavAthI kevuM ajaba pariNAma Ave che ! te anubhavathI samajAyuM. tamo A rIte jIvanane paramopakArI divya zakitanidhAna zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrane samarpita karI aMtarane zaraNAgati bhAvathI pavitra banAvI. bagaDelI - khoTakAyelI moTara doraDAthI sArI gADI sAthe joDAIne doDatI thaI jAya tema ArAdhanAnA paMthe tamArI ArAdhanAnI gADI sakriya thAya ane khoTakAyeluM mazIna pharIthI cAlu thaI jAya ane tamo jIvanazuddhinA paMthe AgaLa dhapo e aMtaranI zubhecchA. A mATe jApa sAthe A patramAM jaNAvela sAdhanone tame amalamAM mUko te khAsa IcchavAjoga che. Page #204 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA 113 7pa zaMkhalapura 29-12-83 bAvanamAM dIkSA paryAyanA chellA divase vi. tamo ArAdhanAnA paMthe aMtaranA umaMgapUrvaka vadhatA raho e mArI dIkSA paryAyanA bAvanamA varSanA chellA aMtaranA AzIrvAda che. tamo AMtarika vAstavika zAMtine rAjarAjezvara, virATa - zakitazALI zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranA jApanA mAdhyamathI aMtaraMga ArAdhanAnA baLe meLavI zako tevo rAjamArga pUrvanA puNyanA prabaLa udaye tamone nAnI vayamAM yuvAnInA ubare paga mUkatAM ja maLI gayo che. tamo te mArge vyavasthitapaNe pagalAM bharI tamArI AMtarika khoravAI gayela zakitaonI dhArA pAvaraphUla saghaLI zakitaone puMja samA zrI navakAranA janareTara sAthe tamArI mAnasika vRttionA saMbaMdha dvArA aMtaraMga selanA tharo ukheDavAnA kAme lAgI jAva e aMtaranI zubha kAmanA!! vaLI mAnI eka cIja dhyAnamAM levA jevI che ke zarIranuM baMdhAraNa samaghAtapaNe rahela vAta, pitta ane kaphanA AdhAre TakeluM che, jyAre khAna-pAna-AhAra-vihAra ke jIvanacaryAmAM avyavasthA UbhI thAya eTale vAta, pitta, kapha traNe dhAtu bagaDe, tenAthI aneka zArIrika rogo UbhA thAya. tene vAravA mATe vAta, pitta, kaphanI vikRtione prAkRtika AhAra, vihAra, dinacaryA ane kudaratI upacArathI zamAvavAmAM Ave to zarIra kaMcana jevuM thaI jAya. kASTAdika vanaspatio ke jeo vAta-pitta-kaphanA vikArone zamAvavAnA guNadharmavALI hoya tevI davAono ja upayoga zarIrane rogamukata kare che. eTale dezI osaDiyAM - vanaspatio rogInI prakRti vAyunI che? pittanI che ke kaphanI? te jANyA bAda yathAyogya rIte upayogamAM levAya. tenI sAthe tevAM khAna-pAna, caya jaLavAya to te vanaspatijanya davAo yogya rIte vAta, pitta, kaphanA vikArone haTAvI zarIrane rogamukata banAvI zake, bAkI Adhunika elopethI to roganivAraNa mATe sAva nakAmI che. kema ke elopathIno artha rogane bIjA rUpamAM palaTAvavo. rogane kADhavAnI vAta ke tenA nidAnane oLakhI vAta, pitta ane kaphano kayo vikAra thayo che te thIyarImAM ja na hovAthI elopathI TrITameMTa eka rogane bIjAmAM pherave, te pheravavA jatAM aneka dUSita vikAro navA UbhA thAya, pariNAme vAta-pitta-kaphanA vikAro vadhu bagaDe, temAMthI aneka rogo elopathI davAnA sahAre navA navA UbhA Page #205 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 154 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA thAya. jene aMgrejImAM sAIDa Iphekazana kahe che tevuM eNlaoNpathImAM 0 TakA thavAno saMbhava che. dardInA puNe kadAca 10 TakAmAM eNlaoNpathI TrITameMTathI darda samAya, agara navA daI UbhA na thAya. mULa vAta e ke dezI AyurvedanI vanaspatijanya davAono mULa pAyo ja zarIranA vAta-pitta-kaphannA UpajelA vikArone pArakhI yogya nidAna karI je vikAro thayA hoya tene zamAvanArI vanaspatijanya davAo ukALAo, cUrNo, goLIo ane tenI yogya carI pALavArUpa ucita AhAra, ane svastha dinacaryAthI rogone vadhavAno avasara ja na maLe. hoya te dhIme-dhIme zame. paNa yaMtravAdanA dhamAliyA jIvanamAM turatAturata jhaDapathI maTADavAnI dhUna ane DaoNkaTaronA kahevA pramANe tamAre mana phAve tema khAvA-pIvo, haro-pharo, eTale eNlaoNpathI TrITameMTamAM svacchaMdatAnuM poSaNa bhArobhAra - paNa saravALe eNlaoNpathImAM roga maTADavAnI vAta pAyAmAM ja nathI, mAtra kanvarTezananI vAta hoI rogo eka yA bIjA rUpe zarIramAM kAyama rahe, paNa jaDamULathI roga jAya ja nahIM eTaluM ja nahIM paNa navA rogo UbhA paNa thAya tevI viSaprakriyA eNlaoNpathI TrITameMTamAM che. A to badhI ADa vAta thaI! mULa vAta e ke vAta-pitta-kaphanA vikArone zamAvavA mATe karAtA prayatno zarIrane rogamukata kare te dezI Ayurveda prakriyAthI susAdhya che. paNa zrI navakAra mahAmaMtramAM e vizeSatA che ke dezI davAnA upacAramAM kuzaLa nidAna-nADInA jANakAra vaidya, tevA auSadhonI prApti pachI tene khAMDI ukALI levAnI mAthAkUTa, carI pALavI paDe Adi muzkelIo hoI Aje Ayurvedano vikAsa aTakyo che. ane sahelo rasto game te khAo, bajAramAMthI taiyAra goLI laI Avo'nI dhUnamAM eNlaoNpathika pagapesAro karI tenA dvArA kharekhara to mAnava zarIrane vadhu rogagrasta banAvavAnI kuceSTA ja thavA pAmI che. eTale zrI navakAra to mAtra zaraNAgati - zraddhA - bhakitanA najIvA mUlyamAM ApaNA aMtaranA badhI jAtanA rogone vyavasthita jApa-bhakita-ArAdhanA Adi anuSThAnothI mULathI ukheDI nAMkhavAnI tAkAta dharAve che. ApaNA zarIramAM je rogo che te badhA dravya rogo vAyu, pitta, kaphanA bagADAthI thAya che paNa te dravyarogonI pAchaLa bhAvaroga pradhAna kAraNabhUta che. te utpanna thAya che traNathI - rAgathI, dveSathI ane mohathI. jema dravyarogo vAyu, pitta, kaphanA vikArothI thAya che tema AMtarika bhAvarogo rAga-dveSa-mohathI Upaje che. jIvanamAM dravyarogo azAtA vedanIya nAmanA karmathI Upaje che. te azAtA vedanIya karma bIjAne duHkha devAthI, saMtApa, paritApa, kaleza devAthI thAya che. bIjAne du:kha, saMtApa, paritApa, kaleza, devAnuM mana ApaNane kayAre thAya ke jyAre ApaNAmAM tIvra svArthavRtti, paudgalikabhAva, dunyavI sukhanI tIvra cAhanA Upaje tyAre. A badhuM mohanA udayathI thAya che. moha Ave eTale tenA be dIkarA rAga-dveSa to Ave ja ! Page #206 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvacaMdrikA 155 eTale dunyavI padArthonI tIvra lAlasArUpa mohathI te dunyavI padAthone meLavavAnAM sAdhano prati rAga thAya ane koI vacce ADo Ave, aMtarAya kare, te jIva hoya ke ajIva, tenA para dveSa thAya. ema A traNathI ApaNe bhAre kakSAnuM tIvra mohanIya bAMdhIe chIe jenAthI viziSTa koTinuM azAtA vedanIya baMdhAya che, ekaluM azAtAdanIya nahIM, sAthe aMtarAya, nIca gotra, apajaza, durbhAgya, zarIranI khAmI, sArAM sAdhanono upayoga na karI zakAya, chate sAdhane ApaNe teno vyAvahArika lAbha paNa na uThAvI zakIe Adi ghaNA avarodho ApaNA vikAsakramamAM ADA goThavAya che. paNa ahIM vAta roganI eTale azAtA vedanIyanI vAta karI che. zrI navakAra bulaMda svare ghoSaNA kare che ke - so paMkhurI saLaM- pAvaUsa A paMca parameSThIno namaskAra sarva = badhA = badhI jAtanA pApa = mohanA udayathI karela azubha pravRttionA pariNAme UbhA thayela azAtA vedanIya, aMtarAya, apayaza, durbhAgya, nIcagotra Adi avarodho uparAMta AtmazakitanA vikAsanA mahA-avarodhaka jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, mohanIya, aMtarAya e 4 ghAtIkane mULathI ukheDI nAMkhavAnI virATa zakti dharAve che, eTale zrI navakAranI upAsanAthI aMtaraMga zaktiono evo vikAsa thAya jenAthI dravya rogo ke je aMtaraMga bhAva rogonA kAraNe Upaje che teno mULathI nAza thAya emAM navAI nahIM, paNa AtmazakitanA vikAsane ADe rahela saghaLA bhAvarogono mULathI nAza A zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA viziSTa jApa ane ArAdhanathI thAya che e nakakara hakIkata che. Avo rAjarAjezvara sarvakArya siddhakara virATa zakitazALI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra vidhipUrvaka tamone maLyo che paNa haju tamArA pagamAM skUrti nathI AvI, jema-utsAha to tamArAmAM ghaNA che paNa dunyavI vAyarAnA jhapATAmAM tame kayAreka utsAhahIna thaI jAo cho te mArA dhyAna bahAra nathI. teTalA mATe ja guru-zanivAranI A patramALA mArAM keTalAMka jarUrI kAmo paDatAM mUkIne paNa cAlu rAkhuM chuM. tamArA jevA yogyatAsaMpanna pAtrajIvone yogya preraNA devAmAM mane potAne aMtaraMga skUrti rahe che. tame A patronuM vAMcana niyamita karo cho te sAthe keTalAMka ArAdhanAnAM khUTatAM tattvone umeravA paNa prayatnazIla cho te jANI khUba AnaMda thAya che. hajI tame AmAM khUba jhaDapI pragati karo e mArA bAvanamA dIkSA paryAyanA kharekhara aMta:karaNanA zubha AzIrvAda che. ApaNA jIvanane dhruvatAraka same mudrAlekha: * jIvanamAM aMtaranA rAgAdi dUSaNo ghaTe. * ApaNe bIjAnAM du:khane dUra karavA samartha banIe. * ApaNI zakitao vikArI - vAsanAonA vaMToLamAM aTavAya nahIM. Page #207 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 156 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA * vicArothI sadA kALa ApaNe pavitra rahIe, kayAreka AcaraNamAM DhIlAza Ave to e khUMcavI joIe, prasaMga maLatAM ja pAchA ApaNe sadAcAranA mArge AvI jaIe. * svArthavRttino saMkoca karatAM zIkhIe. * jJAnI mahApuruSonI AjJA - doravaNIne ApaNe saphaLa banAvavA tatpara rahIe. * savAMcana - hitakarasvAdhyAya ane vicAronuM samIkaraNa karanAra cUMTela pustakonA upayogathI jIvanane zuddhinA paMthe TakAvI rAkhIe. A sapta sUtrI jIvanazuddhi mATe khUba jarUrI che. tame sahu A sapta strIne jIvanamAM utArI viziSTa rIte zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhaka banI jIvanazuddhinA paMthe AgaLa dhaso !! e maMgaLa kAmanA * 8 76 zaMkhalapura 31-12-83, zanivAra gayo patra bAvanamA dIkSA paryAyanA chellA divase lakhela. A patra vyAvahArika aMgrejI 1983nA varSanA chellA divase lakhAya che. A gayuM varSa 1983nuM eTale 1+910 temAM 8+13=11 umeratAM 21no AMka thAya che te ema sUcave che ke - ArAdhanAmAM be joDAyA che. eka bAkI che eTale juduM che. arthAt zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAmAM be eTale vacana-kAyA joDAyAM che paNa eka = mana haju bAkI che e ADuM che paNa tenuM astitva mUDa - saMjoga - paristhitinA AdhAre svataMtra rahyuM che, kayAreka te ArAdhanAmAM bhaLe na paNa maLe! A sthitino sudhAro karavA mATe have navuM varSa 1984 eTale raranuM varSa ema sUcave che ke, joDAyela vacana-kAyA sAthe manane joDavA mATe temAM AtmAne joDavAnI jarUra che. AtmAne joDavo eTale lakSyanI jAgRti joIe. zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAthI ApaNA jIvanamAM rAga-dveSa ane mohanA Page #208 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA saMskAronI asara ochI thAya evuM lakSya jAgrata karavAnI jarUra che. A rIte lakSya jAgrata thAya tyAre mana ApoApa ArAdhanAmAM joDAya - pachI saMjogo, paristhiti ke muDanI anukULatA jovAnuM na thAya ema 1984 = 22no AMka ApaNane sUcave che. vaLI gayA patramAM jema saghaLA rogonA kAraka vAyu, pitta ane kaphanA vikAro jaNAvela, tema ApaNA jIvanamAM rAga-dveSa ane moha saghaLI azuddhi - avanatinuM kAraNa che temAM rAga = kanA sthAne che. dveSa = pittanA sthAne che. moha = vAyunA sthAne che. kema ke rAga = vadhe che. 157 thI jIvanamAM cIkAza vadhe che. dveSathI jIvanamAM khaTAza vadhe che, mohathI vAyaDApaNuM zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA karanArAo potAnA jIvananI saghaLI manovRttionA aMtarane yogya rIte tapAsI nakakI kare ke ApaNI vRttiomAM - cIkAza (vastu-sthiti samajavAnI taiyArInI khAmIe khoTI pakakaDa) khaTAza (potAnI dhAraNAne pUrI pADavA mATe aNasamajathI sAcuM kahenAra ke samajAvanAra tarapha mAnasika IrSyA-dveSa-arUcino bhAva) ane vAyaDApaNuM (sanmArga para cAlavA mATe jarUrI vAsanA nigraha, kriyAruci, vaDIlono Adara ane saraLatAnI khAmIthI potAnI kriyAmArganI arucine DhAMkavA khoTI DaMphAzo - bhayanI vAto karavAnI Teva) A traNa bAbata keTalA pramANamAM che tenI tapAsa karavI jarUrI che. vicAromAM viveka ane jJAnI nizrAthI maLato jAgRtino prakAza hoya to vRttiomAM upajela cIkAza, khaTAza ane vAyaDApaNAnA doSane pArakhI zakIe. tamo jema zrI navakAranA jApanI vyavasthita ArAdhanA sAthe svadravyathI jinapUjA, sAmAyika, satsaMga, AvazyakakriyA, rAtribhojana, abhakSyanA tyAga Adi javAbadArIbharyAM anuSThAno Acarazo tema tema tamArI samajaNamAM vRttionA A traNe mahAdoSo oLakhavAnI kSamatA vadhaze, ArAdhanAmArge A traNa doSone pArakhyA vinA ApaNI ArAdhanAmAM ojasa nathI pragaTatuM. namrabhAve zrI navakArane aMtarathI prArthanA karavAnI jarUra che ke "jIvananA A traNa mahAdoSo - ke jemAMthI jIvanane adha:patananI UMDI khAImAM laI janArA aneka durguNo ApaNAmAM eka pachI eka pragaTe che tevAnI sAcI oLakhANa sArAmAM sArI rIte prApta thAo !!!'' A jAtanI prArthanAthI ApaNI buddhimAM rahela ajJAna, kadAgraha ane bhramaNAnA pApa ghaTe che. vaLI dareka jAtanA vAta, pitta, kaphanA vikArothI UpajatA rogo mATe jema triphaLA, trikakaDa ane vijayAddiguTI anukULa paDe che tema rAga-dveSa-mohanA saMskArone vyavasthita rIte kAbUmAM levA mATe ratnatrayI = jJAna = darzana = cAritranI temaja khapa - japa ane tapanI tripuTI khUba ja upayogI che. Page #209 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 158 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA kema ke jJAnathI rAganI mAtrA ghaTe che. darzanathI dveSanI mAtrA ghaTe che. cAritrathI mohanI mAtrA ghaTe che. jJAnanI pariNati yogya jJAnI nizrAe meLavavAthI vRttiomAM rahela padgalika padArthonI rAga-vRtti ghaTavA pAme che, pariNAme ArAdhanA mArgamAM vAraMvAra kaphanA prakopathI thatA sojA - ane dama - zvAsanA vikAronI jema AtmaprazaMsA rUpa sojA ane ArAdhanA mArgamAM glAnirUpa dama-zvAsanA vikAro ApoApa zamI jAya che. A rIte darzana = sAcI zraddhAnA vikAsathI AtmatatvanA maulika svarUpanA saMvedanathI bIja jIvo prati arucibhAva dveSa = aprItinA pariNAma zamI jAya che. AMtarika rIte Atma-svarUpanI bina-jANakArIthI ja ApaNane bIjA jIvo prati araci = aprItino bhAva Upaje che. A rIte cAritrathI moha-mAyA-mamatAnuM jora ghaTe che, kema ke cAritra eTale ApaNA AtmAnA mULabhUta vItarAgatAnA svabhAvamAM sthira thavuM. tenAthI moha - mAyA - mamatAnAM baMdhano ApoApa DhIlAM thAya ja. A rIte jJAna-darzana-cAritrarUpa ratnatrayI ApaNA aMtaranA rAga-dveSa-moharUpa mULabhUta vAta-pitta-kaphanA vikArone zamAvanAra nIvaDe che. jApa ratnatrayI zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAno sAra che, te tarapha ApaNuM lakSya keMdrita thAya to rAgAdi vikArothI ApaNe zIdhra mukata thaIe. Page #210 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA S vi. saM. 807mAM bappabhaTTIsUri dIkSAbhUmi, moDherA 77 STETR tA 159 tamArI ArAdhanA yathAvasthita - vyavasthita cAlu haze thrI navakAranI ArAdhanA rUpa gADIne 4 paiDA che. 1) jJAnI nizrA, 2) vidhipAlana, 3) yathAvasthitatA, 4) vyavasthitatA. 5-1-84 tamArA jIvanamAM 1-2 paiDAM to barAbara che, paNa 3-4 paiDAM saMsAranI upAdhionA kAraNe asta-vyasta thaI jAya che. puNyavAno, tame kharekhara ArAdhanAnA divyapaMthanA saphaLa yAtrika cho. kharekhara, AtmasamarpaNa tame keLavyuM che. tame niSThA keLavI che, zraddhAno pAyo tamAro jabaro che chatAM kema Ama hAlakaDolaka! jarA svastha thAo ! tamo saMsAranI mAyAmAM kema aTavAI gayA cho! badhuM zrI navakAranA caraNe soMpo, gADImAM beThA pachI poTaluM mAthe zA mATe! ArAdhanAnA paMthe zaraNAgatibhAva khUba jarUrI che. tenA vinA AtmasamarpaNa zakaya na bane. tame traNe eka-bIjAnA pUraka sahayogI banI eka-bIjAnI ArAdhanAnI gADIne vegavaMtI banAvo e aMtaranI zubhecchA. vaLI tamArI jIvanayAtrAnA prAraMbhanAM 12 thI 21 varSonA gALAmAM pUrva-puNyayoge zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAno paMtha yogya rIte maLI gayo te tamArA jIvananI AgavI vizeSatA che. pU sAdhu-sAdhvIonI sevA-bhakita--vaiyAvacca ane derAsaranI pUjA sAthe pUrvajanmanA sapuNye saraLatA, zraddhA-bhakitano vAraso je maLyo tenA pariNAme jIvanamAM jIvanavikAsanAM aneka avarodhaka tattvonI nabaLI asaramAMthI bacIne juvAnInA uMbare jIvanazakitaonA vaheNane avanatinI khINa tarapha laI javAnA vaLAMkamAMthI AtmazuddhinA zikhara tarapha dhIratAbharyAM kadama bharI zako cho. Ama tame mahApuNyavAna chatAM kayAreka bhalabhalA jJAnIone paNa mUMjhavanArI mohamAyAnA pracaMDa vAvAjhoDAmAM phasAIne ArAdhanAnA 4 paiDAMmAMthI 3 - 4 paiDAnI garabaDamAM phasAI jAo cho, chatAM mahAmahimazALI punita zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA pratApe tamo pAchA ArAdhanAnA paMthe vyavasthitapaNe Page #211 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 160 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA TakI jAo cho e khUba ja saubhAgyanI vAta che. - tamAre jApanI sAthe zrI navakAranA akSaro sAme prathamanA patramAM jaNAvyA pramANe 3, 5, 7 miniTa jotA rahevAno kAryakrama tame jarUra apanAvo. jemAM sauthI zreSTha samaya savAre 6 thI no, ko'ka kAraNasara rahI jAya to savAre 8 thI 9, chevaTe sAva rahI jAya to rAtre 9 thI 10mAM jarUra A progrAma karavo. vaLI guruvAre A kAryakrama jarUra karavo, bhUlavo nahIM. - tamArA vicAronI AsapAsa jAmatI saMsArI paristhitionI asara, vAsanAonI jaMjALa ane dunyavI mAyAjALanI asaro zrI navakAranA akSara - dhyAnathI ghaTe e nakakara hakIkata che. tamArI AMtarika bhakitano pAro viziSTa rIte tamArI sAdhanAnA paMthe caDhato rahe - te mATe varNayoganI paddhatie niyamita jApa karavAno prayatna cAle che - temAM vyavasthA ane niyamitatA jALavo e khAsa jarUrI che. AMtarika zraddhAnA tAra jhaNajhaNATIpUrvaka tamone divyacetanAnA paMthe saMvedanAnA marmano sparza karAve e maMgala kAmanA. ln vaDAvalI 7-1-84 devagurukRpAe sukhazAMti che. jIvanazakitaone paramArthanA sapaMthe lAvanArI jIvanasAdhanA paMcaparameSThIonI upAsanArUpe zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA mAdhyame karavA bhAgyazALI banavuM. e AjanA vartamAna moha-mAyAthI sabhara zaherI vAtAvaraNanI asarane mAInasa karavA rUpanI hoI kharekhara anumodanAno viSaya che. tamo A jIvanasAdhanAnA paMthe jApanA mAdhyame avalaMbI rahyA cho te uttama vAta che, paNa te sAthe svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA, navakArazI ane rAtre, cauvihAra, mahinAmAM ochAmAM ochA Page #212 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 161 be pratikramaNa ane rojanuM 1 sAmAyika, aMtaraMga vikArI, vAsanAone nAthI zake tevuM ArAdhanA poSaka sAhityanuM sAmAyikamAM vAMcana ( sAmAyika divase thAya to karemi bhaMte uccArIne karavuM - ane divase TAIma na maLe ane rAtre karavuM paDe to zruta sAmAyika karavuM eTale zuddha vastra - dhotI - khesa paherI kaTAsaNa para besI traNa navakAra gaNI dhArmika ArAdhanopayogI vAMcana) zarU karavuM. A zruta sAmAyika ochAmAM ochuM 10 miniTanuM thAya, vadhumAM vadhu 75 thI 81 miniTanuM, jeTaluM besavuM hoya teTalI manamAM dhAraNA karI besavuM, - 25 miniTa dhArI to pelA sAmAyikanI jema kaTAsaNA parathI TAIma pUro thayA pUrve uThAya nahIM. saMsArIkAma - vAto thAya nahIM. A sAmAyika yuta sAmAyika gaNAya. - TUMkamAM be ghaDInuM viratinuM sAmAyika na zakaya hoya, kadAca te sAmAyika rAtre karavuM hoya ane virati = karemibhaMtevALA sAmAyikamAM battI-dIvA-lAITanA prakAzano upayoga dhArmika svAdhyAya mATe paNa na thaI zake. eTale sAmAyikanA lAbhathI sAva vaMcita na rahevAya teTalA pUratI A kAma calAu - TepararI vAta che. lAbha to pelA karemi bhaMtevALA sAmAyikano ja vadhu che. paNa aMtaraMga jIvanasAdhanA karanAre 24 kalAkamAM ochAmAM ochI 10 miniTanA niyata samayanuM yuta sAmAyika jarUra karavuM ghaTe. AnAthI aMtaraMga jIvanazakitaone poSaNa maLe che, avarodhaka vAsanAnAM tatvone khaseDavAnuM baLa maLe che. jIvanasAdhanA baLane vadhAranArAM mahattvanAM traNa sAdhano - vItarAga bhakita, vidhipUrvaka jApa, viziSTa svAdhyAya. tamArA jIvanamAM A traNe vastu vyavasthitapaNe goThavAya te khAsa jarUrI che. trIjI vastunI UNapa vahelAmAM vahelI take upara jaNAvela vyuta sAmAyikanI paddhatinA amalathI pUrI karavA dhyAnamAM lezo. A uparAMta sAtvika AhAra (jemAM abhakSya padArtho - bajAru - hoTalanA temaja abhakSya kephI pINAM vagere choDavAnAM hoya.) sAtvika vAtAvaraNa (dhaMdhA sarvisa sivAya vAsanAvardhaka vyakitaonA vAtAvaraNathI aLagA rahevuM. temAM tevA khANI-pINInA bhAIbaMdho, haravA pharavAnA mitro, nATaka, sinemA, meca vagerenA saMparkathI aLagA rahevuM ane savAMcana (jJAnIoe nirdezela sAdhanAmArgane poSaka cUMTelAM pustakonuM niyamita 10 thI 15 miniTa vAMcana) A traNe bAbatono khAsa upayoga rAkhavAnI jarUra che. vaLI, saMsAranI prakriyA to pUrvajanmanA karmanA saMskAra mujaba goThavAI gayelI ja hoya che. mAtra sAmAnya puruSArtha - pharaja karavA lakSya rAkhavuM, paNa temAM racyA-pacyA na rahevuM. beMkamAM jeTaluM jamA hoya te mujaba nANAM maLe, game teTalA doDo paNa beMkamAM beleMsa na hoya to ceka svIkArAya zI rIte? A rIte jagatanA padArtho mATe gata janmanI viziSTa dharma ArAdhanAthI je puNyanuM nANuM karmasattAnI beMkamAM jeTaluM jamA karAvyuM te A janmamAM bhAgyarUpa ceka dvArA meLavI Page #213 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 162 zakAya. paNa ApaNe gayA janmamAM ArAdhanA barAbara na karI hoya, puNyanA nANAM karma sattAnI beMkamAM jamA na hoya to A bhavanI karAtI doDadhAma nakAmI ja jAya. hA ! jo A bhavamAM A vAta samajAI jAya ane dunyavI padArtho mATe pharajarUpe karavI paDatI pravRtti uparAMta khUTatAM puNyanAM nANAM vadhAravA jo jinapUjA, gurubhakita, dAna, dayA Adi dharma pravRttinI doDadhAma karAya to haju barAbara ke tenAthI karmasattAnI beMkamAM puNyanuM nANuM jamA thatuM rahe. paNa dharmapravRtti karavAnA badale aMtaranI vAsanAo ane saMsAranI mohamAyAne vadhAravAnI doDadhAma karAya to temAM puNyanA AdhAre saphaLatA maLe, puNya ochuM paDe to goThavela bAjI vikharI jAya. eTale ko'ka bAhya nimitta para roSa thAya ane saravALe navuM pApa baMdhAya eTale puNyane AvavAnA dvAra baMdha. have te pApane kADhavAnA prayatnanA badale aMtaranA duniyAnA rAgathI saMsArI pravRttiomAM ja vadhu khUMpyA jaIe to saravALe pApanuM jora vadhatuM jAya, puNyane AvavAnA rastA baMdha ja thaI jAya. tamo badhA samaju cho mATe vivekapUrvaka sarvisa-dhaMdhAnI javAbadArI sivAyanA bAkInA samayano upayoga duniyAnI pravRttiomAM khUba thAya che. te mATe khUba gaMbhIrapaNe vicArajo. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA pd 78 cANasmA 11-1-84 zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAmAM avarodho - vyAkSepo vadhu Ave tethI calita na thavuM. kharekhara avarodho - vyAkSepono vadhAro ApaNI ArAdhanAnI nakakaratA sUcave che. = R madha hoya tyAM mAkhIo jAya. gaLapaNa hoya tyAM kIDIo UbharAya. tema ApaNe hakIkatamAM zAstrIya rIte ArAdhanAnA baLathI AMtarika rAgAdi dUSaNone haThAvavA samartha ko'ka viziSTa tattvanI keLavaNImAM saphaLa thatA hoIe tyAre ApaNI pratispardhI karmasattAne bhAre vimAsaNa thAya ke A jIva mArI sattAnA sakaMjAmAMthI chaTakI rahyo che, eTale te potAnI sattAne TakAvI rAkhavI agara potAnI Page #214 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA sattAne haMphAvanAra dharma ArAdhanAnA baLane haMphAvavA - nabaLuM pADavA potAthI bane eTalA patharA gabaDAvavA rUpe jAtajAtanA mAnasika - kAyika - Arthika - pArivArika Adi avarodho - vyAkSepone ApaNI ArAdhanAne toDavA UbhA kare. jethI ApaNo ArAdhanAno ratha A badhA avarodhonA patharAothI aTakI jAya, paNa gurukupA ane parameSThIonI karuNAnI divya pAMkhonA AdhAre AvA ke AnAthI moTA patharA ke moTI zilAo ke DuMgarAo vacce ADA hoya to uparanI be pAMkhonA AdhAre ApaNo ArAdhanA ratha AkAzamArge thaI A badhA avarodhothI aTake nahIM. UlaTuM paiDAnI gati karatAM pAponI gatimAM vega spIDa vadhu Ave. adhdhara 163 ekaMdare avarodho - vyAkSepothI ApaNI ArAdhanAnI gADI aTake to samajavuM - ApaNI pAse gurukRpA ane parameSThIonI karuNArUpa be pAMkho nabaLI che. te mATe ApaNuM samarpaNa ane zaraNAgatibhAvanuM baLa ochuM paDe che ema anumAna thAya. - - mATe puNyavAna vivekI ArAdhakoe ArAdhanAmAM AvatA avarodho - vighnothI khacakAyA vinA aMtaranA utsAha sAthe avarodho - vinone kasoTI - parIkSArUpa samajI aMtaranA samarpaNa - zaraNAgatibhAvanuM baLa vadhArI gurukRpA ane paMcaparameSThIonI karuNAno Azraya meLavavA tatparatA keLavavI. vaLI bIjI vAta, lUMTArAono bhaya kayAre? dhana, saMpattinI pracuratA thAya tyAre, lUMTaphATa, dhADapADuo mAladArane tyAM ja trATake, garIbonI jhUMpaDapaTTImAM lUMTArAo na trATake, tyAM maLe zuM? A rIte ApaNe jyAre aMtaranA jIvanadhananI jAgRtine meLavavA ArAdhanA dvArA AvaraNa karanArAM karmonA paDadAne haThAvavA prayatnazIla thaIe, tyAre karmarAjA rUpa lUMTAruonI ToLI ApaNe aMtaranA jJAnAdi-dhananI jhaverAta karatAM bahumUlI saMpatti meLavI rahyA hoIe tyAre trATake, ApaNane avarodho vikSepothI gabharAvI mUkI - ApaNI ArAdhanAne DahoLI nAMkhe, ApaNane hatotsAha karI mUke. paNa hakIkatamAM A badhuM thAya e sAhajika che. A aMge phariyAda ke aMtaramAM kheda na karavo ke amArI ArAdhanAmAM AvuM badhuM kema! UlaTuM mArI ArAdhanAno pAvara vadhI rahyo che jethI mArA harIphnA TAMTiyA UkhaDavA mAMDyA che eTale te mArI ArAdhanAmArge vikSepo - avarodhonA patharA pheMke che. paNa hakIkatamAM mArI vadhelI kitanuM kanekSana paMcaparameSThIonI karuNA ane gurukRpA sAthe samarpitabhAva ane zaraNAgati dvArA karI avarodho - vyAkSepothI mArI ArAdhanA DoLAya nahIM ane huM ArAdhanAnA mArgathI calita na thAuM - evI daDhatA deva-gurunA anugrahathI meLavavA prayatna karavo. aMtarano viveka ane viziSTa samarpaNabhAva A rItanI dRDhatA mATe upayogI che. - samaya saMkhyAnA A jAtanA viveka ane samarpaNabhAvanI keLavaNI mATe tamo sthAna niyata dhoraNane jALavavApUrvaka jApamAM pravarto e vadhu jarUrI che. bhale! mUDa ke aMdarano bhAvollAsa na hoya. mAro potAno jAta anubhava che aMtaranI kaMI paNa taiyArI nahIM chatAM guru ma pU. paMnyAsa jI - 1 Page #215 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 164 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA mannA vacana para zraddhA keLavI mAtra zabda yoganA AlaMbane rAA lAkha jApa karyo to mAro bhayaMkara trAsadAyaka roga je 6 varSathI herAna karato hato te ciravidAya pAmyo. zarIra kaMcanamaya thavAnI sAthe mananI aMdaranA rahelA vikSepa - caMcalatA Adi vikRtibharyA mahArogo kAbUmAM AvI gayA ane pachI ekeka evAM nimitto maLatAM gayAM ke jethI AMtarika samRddhinA paricaya mATe zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI sAdhanAnAM kramika sopAno devagurukRpAe maLatAM rahyAM. pariNAme Aje AtmAnI jIvanazuddhi, aMtaraMga AnaMda ane adhyAtma mArganI viziSTa bhUmikAonI adbhuta pariNatino anubhava thaI rahyo che. A badho pratApa vagara muDe, vagara mane, paNa gura manA vacana para atyaMta AdarabhAvathI tatparatApUrvaka thayelA jApano che. mATe tamo paNa A rItanA jApanA prabhAvane anubhavI zako e jarUrI che. muDanA bharoMse besI na raho, TrAya TrAya ageInano maMtra jIvanamAM ghUMTI lo e khAsa jarUranuM che. vaDhavANa sITI 5-3-84 | vi jIvananI maMjilomAM pAyAnI bhUmikA 20 22 varSanI - temAM je sArA ke khoTA AcaraNo dvArA jIvana nirmANanI sArI ke khoTI IMTo ADI - avaLI ke vyavasthita makAI jAya che tenA para ja AkhI jIvana ImAratano TakAva, vikAsa ane suvyavasthAno AdhAra che. tame A prathama tabakakAmAMthI pasAra thavA AvyA cho. eTaluM tamArA badhAnuM saubhAgya che ke 14-15 varSanA mahattvanA gALAmAM pUrvanA sukRta saMcaya baLe jinazAsananA sAra samA zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA paricayamAM AvyA ane saM. 2032, 2033, 2034nA gALAmAM tamoe khUba sAruM baLa zrI navakAra pAsethI meLavavA prayatna karyo. pariNAme Aje tamArAmAM khUba mahattvanI jIvanazakitaonAM bIja vavAI-sacavAI gayAM che jenA pariNAme tamo zrI navakAranA jApa sAthe jIvananI - brahmacaryanI, sadAcAranI, khAnapAna - vivekanI svadravyathI jinapUjAnI mahattA samajI zakayA cho. yathAyogya amala Page #216 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA paNa karI rahyA cho e sArI vAta che. haju tamAre be vAta para khAsa dhyAna ApavuM jarUrI che. 1. AhAra, 2. vihAra (bhAIbaMdho sAthe temaja dainika vyavahAra). AhAra mATe gesa thAya tevA taLelA, bhAre ane bajAru padArthono vaparAza na karavo ghaTe. rAtribhojana - AMtaraDAnI zakitane kamajora kare che. kadAca tame oNphisethI moDA Avo, paNa zakaya hoya to AvyA pachI moDuM na karavuM. 165 upekSAbhAvathI bIjAM kAmomAM parovAIne rAtribhojana paNa bahu vilaMbathI karavAthI AMtarika vAsanAomAM vikRtinuM tattva ghara karI bese, tethI zakaya hoya teTaluM oNphisethI chUTyA ke prathama jamavAnuM vahelAmAM vaheluM patAvI pachI mAtra davA-pANInI chUTa rAkhavI. kayAreka kAraNavaza bahu moDuM thaI jAya to sUryAstathI 15 kalAka pachI to bhojana na ja karavuM, ATaluM jarUra jALavavuM ghaTe. A para khAsa lakSya - dhyAna ApavAnI jarUra che kema ke AnI magaja vicAro vAsanA ane aMtaranA sUkSma magaja para bahu gaMbhIra asara paDe che. - bIjI vAta vihAra - vAtAvaraNa. jarUra paDe tyAre bhAIbaMdhone paNa maLavuM, kAma hoya to badhuM karavuM paDe, paNa lakajharI TAIpathI vAtAvaraNanI mukatatAno geralAbha uThAvavAmAM ghaNuM gumAvAya che - e vAta bhUlavA jevI nathI. ApaNA mAnasa para AhAra, vihAra, vAtAvaraNa ane vAMcana A cAranI gherI asara paDe che. tenAthI aMtaramAM paDI rahela vikRti - vAsanAnAM bIjo sakriya bane che. mATe khUba ja sAvaceta rahevAnI jarUra che. roja rAtre 1 kalAka traNe jaNA bhegA maLI yogya rIte zrI navakAra aMge, jIvana zuddhi aMge, brahmacarya aMge vicAraNA karo. tamo bhegA na thAo to chevaTe pustakonI sahAyathI vicArone vaoNza karavAnI jarUra che, vAMcanano atireka thaI gayo che tyAM brekanI jarUra have lAge che. AkhA divasanA zramathI kaMTALI gayA ho eTale je te chApAM vAMcI mAnasika saMtoSa meLavo cho paNa khAsa karIne kalyANa, sughoSA ke navakAranA sAhitya vinA bIjuM na vAMcavA para bhAra mUkavAnI jarUra che. ekaMdare eka kalAka dhArmika - silekaTeDa (mArA sUcavela sivAyanuM nahIM) sAhityanuM vAMcana khAsa jarUrI che. jApanI sAthe AnI paNa khAsa jarUra che. vicArone saMyamI banAvavA e ramata nathI. bahu bhAre agharuM kAma che te aMge aMtaranI satata jAgRti, viziSTa sAhityanuM vAMcana ane AhAra vihAra - zuddhi AdinI khAsa jarUra che. - kharekhara to zrI navakAranA bharoMse zaraNAgatibhAvanI keLavaNI sAthe jIvanayAtrAnI gADI dhapAvavI jarUrI che. zrI navakAra ! jIvana sadAcArI, samRddha, dhArmika bane. kRpA karaje ! durAcAra, anIti ane pApa - - Page #217 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA vyApArathI bacAvaje. ATalI prArthanA jarUra karavI, manamAM traNa navakAra gaNavA. vicAronI pavitratA kharekhara AhAranI sAtvikatA savAMcana ane vItarAgaprabhunI svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjAthI ApoApa keLavAya che. tame A aMge khUba jAgrata rahI prayatnazIla raho, anAdikALanA azubha saMskAra ApaNI buddhine vikArI mArge laI javA prayatna kare, paNa aMtaramAM vivekanI pratiSThA zrI navakAranI paramabhakita - jJAnI mahApuruSanI zaraNAgati sAthe karavAmAM Ave to anAdikALanA azubha saMskAro nirbaLa bane. aMtaramAM paramAtmazakitanI sakriyatAno anubhava thAya. JD rANapura 11-3-84 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhaka vivekanA sahAre potAnI kartavyaniSThAmAM khUba daDha hoya che. tethI zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhaka paristhiti - saMyogonI viSamatAnA pracaMDa tophAnamAM satvahIna banato nathI. aMtaranI sUjha tenAmAM sadAkALa jAgrata rahe che, enA baLe aMtaramAM potAnI pharaja bajAvavA sadA tatpara hoya che. AnuM kAraNa e che ke zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAthI aMtaranA karmanI graMthi DhIlI paDe che, kema ke karmanI graMthine TakAvanAra moha-mAyA ane tIvra Asakita che. zrI navakAranI sIdhI asara ApaNA aMtaramAM mohanIya karma para thatI hoI moha ke tIvra AsakitanuM pramANa ghaTavA mAMDe che. je ApaNA aMtaramAM zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA jApa - smaraNa ciMtana Adi rUpe cAlu rahevA chatAM vikArI-vAsanAo mohamAyA ke tIvra Asakti prabaLa rahetI hoya to ApaNe jJAnI gurunAM caraNomAM besI punarvicAraNA karavAnI jarUra che ke ArAdhanAnI kaDI kayAMka khUTe che tethI ArAdhanAmAM prabaLatA AvatI nathI. pariNAme mohanI prabaLatA ke tIvra-Asakita ghaTatI nathI. A mATe bedarakAra rahevuM te ArAdhakane na zobhe. ArAdhanAmAM negeTiva eproca jeTalo nabaLo Page #218 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA teTalI ArAdhanA nabaLI, negeTiva eproca eTale ArAdhanAmAM joDAyA pachI ArAdhanAne vikRta karanAra raheNI-karaNI khAnapAna, vepabhUpA, vAtAvaraNa AdinI parahejI pALavI joIe. je emAM bedarakArI agara upekSA rahI to ArAdhanAnuM satva ApaNane maLe nahIM. A uparAMta negeTiva eproca pAvaraphUla banAvavA pojhiTiva sAIDa pote vyavasthita AcaravAnI jarUra che. sUjha nItithI pojhiTiva bAbato ArAdhanAmAM ojasa lAve che. jema ke ArAdhanAmAM sattva vikasAvanAra pojhiTiva, svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA, sAmAyika, sadvAMcana, zubha vAtAvaraNa ane niyamita jApa Adi bAbatomAM vidhi, samaya-maryAdAno Agraha je DhIlo rAkhavAmAM Ave to negeTiva eprocanI keLavaNI na thAya ane ArAdhanAmAM utsAha na Ave. tethI tamAre khAsa karIne pojhiTiva bAbatonI cokakasAI ane negeTiva eprocanI keLavaNI vyavasthitapaNe karavI jarUrI che. ArAdhaka AtmAe saMsAra ane enI pravRttiomAM javAbadArInuM sthAna prAmANika puruSArthanA dhoraNe hoya, paNa temAM rAcyA-mAgyA ke tanmaya thavAnuM na zobhe. ArAdhanAmAM jarUrI vAtAvaraNa zuddhi - AhArazuddhi mATe upekSA - bedarakArI jarA paNa rAkhavI ucita nathI. aMtaranA vivekanA prakAzamAM samajAyelI cIja saMsArI vAtAvaraNa ke bhAIbaMdhonA sahavAsa agara paristhitinA nAme gauNa bane e ArAdhakane zobhe nahIM. kaka 82 sonagaDha 16-3-84 vi jaNAvavAnuM ke, saMsArano artha mAyAjALa, DuMgaLInA chotarA kADhatA jAo eka pachI eka paDa nIkaLe aMdara sAra kaMI nahIM - ema saMsAranI pravRttiomAM eka pachI eka mahenatapUrvaka dekhAtI gUMca ukelavA mathAmaNa karo, pAMca UkalI lAge paNa tevI ke bIjI tenAthI savAI be-cAra taiyAra Page #219 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 168 ja hoya. hakIkatamAM bhautika jagatanI gUMco ApaNI AtmazakitanA vikAsanI khAmI ke vikRtie UbhI thayela karmazakitathI UbhI thAya che. paNa zrI navakAranA ArAdhaka puNyAtmA jApa ane viziSTa rIte parameSThIonI AjJAnA pAlana dvArA Atma-zakitaonuM valaNa sudhArI pUrvopArjita karmazakitane haLavI karavAnI AvaData meLavI le che. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA tethI zrI navakArano ArAdhaka puNyAtmA ''eka sathe saba saghe'' kahevatanA AdhAre AtmazakitanA saphaLa vikAsanI kUMcIrUpa kartavyaniSThAnA pAlanarUpa, karmonAM baMdhano haThAvavA svakakSAnurUpa parameSThIonI te te dharmakriyAonI jJAnI-guru mukhe ArAdhanAmAM dattacitta bane che. eTale saMsAranI upAdhione magatarAnI jema avagaNI te upAdhione upAvanAra - temAM gUMca lAvanAra karmazakitanA jALAMne niSkriya banAvanAra, AtmazakitanA utthAnarUpa zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAmAM parovAI jaI jIvanazakitaone kRtArtha banAvavA tatpara bane che. Aje comera bhaDabhaDa saLagI rahelA pracaMDa bhautikavAdanA dAvAnaLamAM sapaDAi javAnI pUrva taiyArIrUpa juvAnI - zaherI vAtAvaraNa, tevA bhAIbaMdho-mitronI sobata, tevuM khAnapAna ane tevI raheNI-karaNI vacce hovA chatAM paNa pUrva janmanA ko'ka viziSTa puNyonA baLe UgatI juvAnImAM tamone jinazAsananI oLakhANanA pAyArUpa zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI prApti vidhipUrvaka thaI, tenI maMtradIkSA maLI, tenA jApanI maryAdAo jANavA maLI, tame amala paNa karavA mAMDyo. pariNAme tamoe tamArA jIvanane saMskAra, sadAcAra ane ArAdhanAnA paMthe yathAzakita vALyuM che. tamArAmAM vikArI bhAvo thoDIka AcArazuddhi-AhArazuddhi ane vAtAvaraNazuddhinI khAmInA AdhAre thoDuM thoDuM kayAreka jora kare che. joke bIjA vartamAna kALanA tamArI uMmaranA yuvakonI sarakhAmaNIe, tamo yathAyogya rIte jIvanazuddhinA paMthe cAlI rahyA cho te AnaMdanI vAta che. tema chatAM tamArA jIvanamAM zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnA pramANe vivekabuddhino prakAza jeTalo patharAvo joIe temAM thoDA puruSArthanI khAmI che. te khAmI sAttvika ArAdhanAnuM mahattva, samajaNamAM chatAM anAdikALanA mohanA saMskArothI saMsAranI mAyAjALanI vikRtine zraddhAbharI bhaktinA pratApe haThAvavAnA badale te vikRtione tAbe thavAnI agara te vikRtionA prabhAvathI gUMca ukelavAnA mithyA te puruSArthane tame apanAvI rahyA cho te ucita nathI. - aMtaramAM zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnA amRtarasano AsvAda hajI joIe teTalo thayo nathI. tethI hajI saMsArI mAyA tamArA vicAronA vaheNane ArAdhanAthI viparita dizAmAM saMskAro ane mohamAyA tarapha vALI de che. A mATe tamAre niyata sthAna * samaya - saMkhyAnA mahattvane jALavavA mATe jApa varNayoga eTale zrI navakAranA akSaro para dhyAna keMdrita karI karAtA jApa-mAM vadhu mana parovavAnI jarUra che. te sAthe svadravyathI niyamita aSTaprakArI chevaTe jaLa, caMdana, puSpa, pUjA jarUra chevaTe paramAtmAnI jaLapUjA jarUra jarUra karavI ghaTe. Page #220 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA te sAthe cha Avazyako mahinAmAM pAMca vakhata amalamAM mUkavA prayatna karavo. A badhAthI kaMTALavAnI jarUra nathI. A badhI ArAdhanA A umaramAM zuM karavAnI? A badhuM to jarA TharI ThAma thaIe, kamANI sarakhI goThavAya, lagna AdithI kuTuMba sarakhuM thAya pachI dharmanI - sAmAyika - pratikramaNa AdinI vAta. kadAca Avo vicAra Ave, paNa jIvananA prAraMbhe UgatI juvAnImAM zrI navakAranI oLakhANa maLI, have sarakhI rIte pAyAnI ArAdhanA karI lo. pAyAnI cIjo pAyAmAM ja naMkhAya, jenI daDhatA upara AkhI imArata TakI zake. mATe gayA patramAM sUcavAyela cha Avazyaka aMge upekSA na karazo. varNayoganI ArAdhanA niyata sthAna samaya - saMkhyAnI vyavasthA sAthe karavAmAM pramAda na sevazo. A badhA para ArAdhanAnI imArata TakI rahe che. vaLI tamArA jIvananI moTI nabaLAI mane e lAgI che ke bhAIbaMdho mitronA sarkalamAM tame temanA jevA banavAno prayatna karo cho - teonI dRSTimAM tame dharmI - bhagata thaI jAo ke teo tamane A rIte oLakhe te zabdomAM sAMbhaLavAnI paNa tamArI taiyArI nathI. loka-ajJAnI jIvo game te bole, ethI ApaNe ApaNI sAdhanAnA pagathAra parathI nIcA kema UtarAya ? jApa-pUjA AdimAM bhAIbaMdho-mitronA dabANathI garabaDa avyavasthA UbhI thAya te calAvavA lAyaka nathI. bhAIbaMdho sAthe haravA-pharavA-pravAsa-yAtrAnA kAryakramo mArA dabANathI tame baMdha rAkho cho, paNa hajI tamane manamAM te aMge vasavaso rahe che, AmAM ema nathI lAgatuM ke, ArAdhanAno pAvara AjanA bhAIbaMdhonA sahavAsa zarIrasparza ane teonA dUSita vicAronA vAtAvaraNathI ghaNo aTake che. te para tamAruM dhyAna keMdrita thAya e huM icchuM chuM. vepAramAM napho thoDo thAya ke moDo thAya paNa nukasAnIthI bacatA to khAsa rahevuM joIe. tamArI ArAdhanAnA pAyA A bhUmikA para sthira thAya to ArAdhanAno divya prakAza jIvanapatha para phelAyA vinA na rahe. jIvanasAdhanAnuM amRta pAmavAnI taka tamArA jIvanamAM AvI maLI che paNa thoDIka upekSAnA kAraNe teno lAbha laI zakatA nathI. AhArazuddhi, vAtAvaraNazuddhi ane sUcita ArAdhanAnA prakArono amala A traNa bAbata tarapha khUba dhyAna devAnI jarUra che. - 129 ww Page #221 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 170 le 83 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA pAlItANA 7-4-84 vi ArAdhanAnA paMthe cAlatAM vivekabuddhimAM sahArAnI khAsa jarUra che. kema ke vAsanA moha (mAruM) mAyAnI lapasaNI bhUmimAM thaI sAdhanAnAM AkarAM caDhANa caDhavAnA hoya che. * temAM vivekabuddhino sahAro khAsa jarUrI che, tenAthI vAsanA-mAyAnI phasAmaNIthI bacAya che. ane azubhavRttione sakriya banAvanAra aMtaraMga vikRta tattvane kAbUmAM laI zakAya che. jApa - smaraNa ane svAdhyAya A traNa sAdhano AMtarika sAdhanA mATe jarUrI che. A traNemAM vivekabuddhinI khAsa jarUra che, kema ke tenAthI aMtaranI jAgRti keLavAya che. dunyavI vAtAvaraNa ane bhautika padArthonI jaMjALamAMthI tamo A jAtanI vivekabuddhinA baLe ja bahAra AvI zako. ArAdhanAnA paMthe vicAranI bhUmikAe thatuM maMDANa pAyA vagara gArAmAM karela caNatara jevuM banI jAya che. paNa aMtarajAgRti baLe paramAtmasvarUpane najara sAme rAkhI te lakSyane meLavavA, vacce AvaraNa bhUta rahela karmanA paDadAne khaseDavAnA prabaLa puruSArthanA tIvra lakSyanI jAgRtirUpa majabUta pAyA para ArAdhanAno paMtha vajranA caNatararUpa thaI jAya che. bAhya-vAtAvaraNa temaja vyAvahArika saMyogonI viSamatAnA saravALAthI viSama dekhAtI paNa tamArI juvAnI, niSThApUrvaka aMtaraMga samarpaNabhAvanI keLavaNI sAthe vicAronA sthAne zaraNAgatibhAva keLavI jo niyamita rIte AhArazuddhi, vAtAvaraNazuddhi ane vidhizuddhinA sumeLapUrvaka zrI navakAranA jApa-smaraNarUpa ArAdhanA, svadravyathI aSTaprakArI chevaTe jala-caMdana-puSpa e traNa pUjAnA baLavALI thavA pAme ane temAM sAttvika AhArazuddhi, rAtri-bhojanatyAga, rAtre 8 9 pachI ghara bahAra na javuM - Adi maryAdA paLAya to aMtaraMga sAdhanAnuM baLa vikasavA pAme e nizaMka hakIkata che. - - tamArA magajamAM jApa vakhate haLavAza hovI joIe - jema ke baccuM mAtAnI godamAM samAya - jJAna vadhatAM zrI navakAranA zaraNe aMtaraMga bhAvonuM samarpita baLa vadhu keLavAya. pariNAme zrI navakAra gaNatI vakhate magaja haLavuM rahe. chevaTe eka-be mALAnA jApa pachI to magaja jarUra halakuM phUla jevuM bane. jema ke garamImAM kaMTALelo mAnava sIliMga na ke vaDanA chAMyaDA taLe Ave ke pAMca daza miniTamAM ThaMDaka, garamInA kaMTALAthI rahita bane - tevI sthiti zrI navakAranA ArAdhakanI banavI joIe. te tyAre thAya jyAre ApaNAmAM niSThA - zaraNAgati - samarpitabhAva e traNe tattvono punita saMgama thavA mAMDe. Page #222 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 17 A pAyAnI vAtonI upekSA tame jANIne karo cho ema mAro Azaya nathI paNa atiparicayAdavajJA- vAraMvAra je vAta saMbhaLAya tenI avajJA thavA saMbhava che. je haiyAmAM te aMge yogya vivekabuddhi na hoya to... kharekhara to vicArone savaLI dizAmAM vALavA mATe pAyAnI paNa vAtane jIvanamAM sthira karavA mATe barAbara dhAravAnI jarUra che. jIvananA paroDhe skula - zALA - kolejanA jIvananA vaLAMkamAM ja tamone zrI navakAra bheTI gayo ane jIvananI dizAne tame samajI zakAya paNa samajaNa sAthe vartanamAM bAhya taiyArI tame karI zakayA cho. paNa thoDI temAM aMtaranI jAgRtinI khAmI che. te dUra karavA tamAre AhAranI sAtvikatA Adi bAbato mATe khUba sajAgapaNe sabhAna thavAnI jarUra che. tamArA jIvanamAM zrI navakAranI padharAmaNI sAthe AMtarika zAMti ane vivekanI samatulAnI joDI sakriya thavI joIe ema mAruM mAnavuM che. tame Ano divya anubhava nathI karI zakayA te aMge tamone paNa du:kha che. paNa te mATe AMtarika ullAsa sAthe aMtaranA puruSArthanI khAsa jarUra che. te mATe pAyAnI vAto para khAsa dhyAna kendrita karazo. GI6 jaina Agama maMdira, taLeTI, pAlItANA 7-4-84 ArAdhanAnA tAra kayAreka jhaNajhaNI UThe, kayAreka sAva DhIlA thAya AvuM ArAdhakone prAthamika avasthAmAM thAya. AjJA ane niSThAnA pAyAnI majabUtAI na thaI hoya tyAM lagI AvuM thavA saMbhava che. paNa zrI navakAra e zvAsanI prakriyAnI jema ApaNA mATe ananya sAdhana che te vinA rahevAya ja nahIM. zvAsanA vikalpamAM okasIjana che. paNa zrI navakAranA vikalpamAM koI nathI. A vAta ArAdhanAnA paMthe cAlanArA ApaNA mAnasamAM sthira thaI jAya to ArAdhanAmAM maMdatA AvavAno saMbhava ocho - tamArA - zraddhAthI bharelA haiyAmAM zrI navakAra prati bhakita-Adara-sanmAna-bahumAna Adi bharacaka Page #223 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 172 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA che. paNa zrI navakAra e ApaNI jIvanazakitaonuM mukhya kendra che. zrI navakArathI karmanAM AvaraNo tUTe che. pariNAme AtmAnI mULagata zakitaono srota bahumukhI vahevA mAMDe che. A vAtanI pratIti sudaDha rIte ApaNI zraddhAnA pAyAmAM bhaLI jAya to te zraddhAnA pariNAme ArAdhanAnA pravAhamAM maMdatA AvavAno saMbhava nahIM. vicAromAM DhIlAza ke saMsAranAM kAryomAM mahattA ApaNI ArAdhanAne DhIlI kare che. saMsAramAM rahyA eTale saMsAranAM kAryono vicAra ane karavApaNuM rahe te svAbhAvika che, paNa saMsAranAM kAryo puNyanA udaya vinA sAcI rIte sahelAIthI thatAM nathI, te puNyanI Upaja zrI navakAranA ekeka pada ke ekeka padanA akSaranA viziSTa smaraNathI apUrva rIte thAya che. eTale saMsAranAM kAryomAM saphaLatA meLavavA mATe paNa parameSThIone smaravArUpe zrI navakArano varNayogathI karAto jApa saMsArI kAmonI saphaLatA mATe khAsa jarUrI che. zrI navakAra sasAranA padArthonI saphaLatA mATe gaNavA ema A uparathI na samajavuM. zrI navakAra to mAtra Atmazuddhi ane AtmakalyANa mATe jarUrI karmonA hAsa mATe ja gaNAya. paNa kayAreka ArAdhanAmAM saMsArI kAryonI vicAraNAnA cakarAve mana caDhI jAya; ArAdhanAmAM DoLANa thAya; te vakhate A rIte vicAravuM ke, bhAI! je saMsArI kAmo mATe tuM vicAre che te puNyAI vinA thAya nahIM. te puNyAInuM sarjana agara ADe AvatAM pApakarmone khaseDavAnuM kAma zrI navakArathI ja thavAnuM che. eTale ArAdhanAmAM vikSepa Ubho karanAra saMsAranI moha-mAyAnA vicArone dhImA pADavA, tenI saphaLatA mATe paNa zrI navakAranI upAsanA jarUrI che. ema ApaNA manane zIkhavI prayatnazIla thavAnI jarUra che. nahIM to zraddhAno pAyo Dagamagato kayAreka sAva khasI paDe ane ArAdhanAthI vaMcita rahI javuM paDe evuM bane. mATe saMsAramAM saphaLatA meLavavA to jarUrI puNyAIno bhaMDAra meLavavA agara ADe AvatAM pApakarmonA vinAza mATe zrI navakAra rAmabANa upAya che. A vAta khUba gaMbhIrapaNe sacoTa rIte ArAdhake dhyAnamAM levI joIe. ApaNI ArAdhanAmAM ApaNI zraddhAnuM baLa vyavasthitapaNe umerAya to ArAdhanAmAM saMsArI moha-mAyAnA vikSeponuM DoLANa thavA na pAme. prAthamika kakSAe ArAdhanAnA pAyAmAM AjJA - niSThAnA majabUta paththaro barAbara goThavAyA na hoya to kadAca saMsArI moha-mAyAnA vikSepo aMtarane DoLe, paNa jema jema ArAdhanAnuM baLa, jApanI saMkhyA, jApano samaya vadhato jAya tema tema aMtaramAM AnaMda - ullAsa - zraddhAnI tuSTi vadhu anubhavAya. vikSeponuM zamana thaI jAya, saMsArI moha-mAyAnuM kheMcANa ghaTI jAya. AvuM na thAya to niyata sthAna-samayanI maryAdAnI vaphAdArInA pAlanamAM ApaNI kayAMka khAmI che. to te haThAvavA prayatnazIla thavuM ghaTe. phariyAdI mAnasa ke DhIluM mAnasa ArAdhanAnA paMthe hitAvaha nathI. Page #224 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 173 rA 8pa jaina Agama maMdira, pAlItANA 27-4-84 vizrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnA paMthe cAlatAM ApaNI vRttiomAM saMvAditAno sUra pragaTyo che ke nahIM te cakAsavuM jarUrI che. gavaiyo koI paNa rAga te gAya - AlApe ke koI vAjiMtramAM utAre tyAre temAM saMvAdI sUrano Teko maLe to te gIta - gAyananI madhuratAmAM vadhAro thAya. paNa je vivAdI sUra te gAyanano virodhI sUra bhaLI jAya to sAcA gItanI majhA bagADI nAkhe. tema ArAdhanAnA paMthe ApaNI vRttio cAle tenA pariNAme vRttiomAM saMvAditA = ArAdhanAne anukULa vartanano sUra bhaLe to ApaNI ArAdhanA dIpI UThe. nAnI kizora avasthAmAMthI yuvAnInA ubare vikArI vilAsI, bhautika vAtAvaraNanI jherI asara taLe AvatAM pUrve vRttionuM satata saMrakSaNa karanAra divya zakitazALI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI oLakhANa jJAnI mahApuruSonI maryAdA, zAstrIya vidhi sAthe meLavI zake te AtmA puNyavAna gaNAya ane tenA sadbhAgyanI anumodanA jeTalI karAya teTalI ochI che. tamo yathottara hAthInI sUMDha pramANe ArAdhanAmAM jarUrI samarpaNabhAva keLavI zakyA cho tenA AdhAre zrI navakAra sAthe tamArI vRttionI saMvAditAno dora DhIlo hoI ocho - vatto kanekSana joDAya che. paNa mArI tamane bhArapUrvaka bhalAmaNa che ke gADImAM beThA pachI poTaluM mAthe na rakhAya - pachI to poTaluM gADImAM nIce mUkI ja devAya. tema ArAdhanAnI gADImAM samarpitabhAvanI taiyArI sAthe beThA pachI saMsAranI mAnI lIdhela javAbadArI (koInA vinA saMsAranI gADI UbhI nathI rahetI, chatAM saMsAramAM beThA eTale puruSArtha karavo to kharo ja paNa haiyuM zrI navakAra rUpI mAnI godamAM rAkhavuM ghaTe)nuM Tenzana opha karI devuM ghaTe. "jiNa vidha rAkhe navakAra, tiNa vidha rahIe" "jAko rAkhe zrI navakAra, tAko mAra na sake koya" zrI navakAra hajAra hAthano dhaNI che." tene to saMsAranI jarUriyAtonI vRtti DAbA hAthano khela che, Avo niSkAma samarpitabhAva Page #225 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 174 khUba ja keLavavo jarUrI che. A samarpitabhAvanI kiMmata tame samajatA hovA chatAM samarpitabhAva tamArAmAM hAthInI sUMDha jevo che. tamAre nIcethI upara sUMDhane jovAnI dRSTi rAkhavI. samarpaNabhAva vadhune vadhu dRDha kema bane ? to ja vRttiomAM saMvAditAnuM tattva pragaTe. atyAre saMsAranI upAdhimAM javAbadArInA hisAbe laukika lAjanA hisAbe otaprota hazo, paraMtu zrI navakArane kSaNavAra paNa na bhUlavo. dara pAMca miniTe zrI navakArane yAda karavo. he navakAra ! huM tAro zaraNAgata chuM. huM mAtra IMsTrumenTa chuM. tAre mAruM ArAdhanAnuM mALakhuM sAcavavAnuM che. A badhI vyavahAranI pravRtio karavA khAtara prAmANikapaNe karuM chuM, paNa tenA phLanI ciMtA huM nathI karato. gItAnA zrI kRSNanA zabdo - "rmaLi va adhiSThAste, mA tevu vAcana' e zabdo bhUlavA jevA nathI. phaLanI mAthAjhIkamAMthI rAga-dveSa UbhA thAya. prAmANika jarUriyAta pramANe zrI navakAranA mAdhyamarUpe karma = pravRtti karatA rahevA prayatna karavo. paNa mAruM Ama thAya to sAruM! agara Ama thavuM ja joIe evA grajagrAhamAM paDI ApaNe ApaNI vRttione samarpaNanA takhatA parathI khaseDI na levI. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA TUMkamAM bIja bhUmine samarpita thAya che, to moTo ghaTAdAra vaDa taiyAra thAya che. tema tamArI zraddhA bhakitanuM bIja samarpaNanA baLe khUba ghaTAdAra ArAdhanAnA vaDarUpe phaLo e zubha kAmanA !!! pl 86 jaina Agama maMdira, pAlItANA 8-5-84 vi tamAruM jIvana zrI navakAranA pratApe AMtarika zAMtimaya haze. vicAromAM khaLabhaLATa purAtana saMskArone laIne thAya che. zrI navakAranA sthAna samayanA niyatIkaraNa sAthenA niyamita jApathI saMskAronI gati thaMbhI jAya che. sAdhanAnA mArge cAlatAM AvI sthiti sahajamAM ekAeka na Ave paNa vyavasthita niSThA-bhakita bharyA samarpaNabhAva sAthe jJAnInI nizrAe niyamita jApa karavAthI - Yan Page #226 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra navacaMdrikA 175 saMskAronI niSkriyatA anubhavAya che. saMskAronI niSkriyatA eTale kharAba vAtAvaraNa, azubha nimitto maLavA chatAM ApaNe vikArI vAsanAo ke rAga-dveSanA vamaLamAM na phasAIe. ApaNA sAdhanAmArganI A pArAzIzI che. agara sAdhanA mArgano mAIla - sTona che. AnAthI ApaNo ArAdhanAnA paMthe keTalo vikAsa thayo e samajAya che. bhAgyazALIo! nAnI bALavayamAM mahAzakitazALI - patitapAvana - virATa zakitazALI - rAjarAjezvara zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI najIkathI oLakhANa meLavI zako cho. eTale to mAtra jApanA mAdhyamathI ArAdhanAnA mukhya mArga para sAdhaka tarIke dhapI rahyA cho temAM tamane keTalA saphaLa thayA cho te tamAre uparanI pArAzIzIthI aMtarane tapAsavAnI jarUra che. hajI jApamAM mana nathI lAgatuM, muDa nathI. A phariyAda ochI - vadhatI che. tenA kAraNamAM sthAna - samayanI niyatatA ane varNayoganA AlaMbananI pakakaDa thoDI DhIlI thAya che, ema lAge che. mArA svAnubhavathI mananI caMcaLatAnI - muDanI khAmInI vAto karo te hakIkatamAM jeTalo goLa-khAMDa nAMkho eTaluM gaLapaNa anubhavAya tema jeTalI sthAna-samaya-saMkhyAnI niyatatA ane varNayoganuM daDha AlaMbana teTalI jApamAM sthiratA vadhu. A mArA anubhavanI hakIkata che. mATe tamo puNyavAno saMsAranI upAdhionI lamaNAjhIMkamAM parovAIne thAkelA tana-mana pAse zrI navakArano jApa karAvo, e paNa sthAna - samaya - saMkhyAnI niyatatA ane varNayoganI daDha pakakaDanI khAmInA kAraNe AMtarika AnaMdanI khAmI rahe e banavA joga che. tethI tamo samaju che, vivekI che, jarA pramAda-lakyahInatAne khaMkherI zrI navakArane samarpita banI sthAna - samaya - saMkhyAnI niyatatA ane varNayoganI pakakaDa jamAvI jApa mArge AgaLa ghapo. mAtra traNa ke sAta aThavADiyAmAM ja divya AnaMdanI jhAMkhI anubhavI zakazo. AnI sAthe sahayogI kAraNa tarIke svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA, sAmAyika, abhaNyano tyAga, rAtrIbhojanano tyAga, bhAIbaMdho sAthe lakajharI vyavahAra pratibaMdha Adi bAbato paNa dhyAnamAM levA jevI che. tamArA bAlya jIvanamAM jANye-ajANye amuka saMskAronI viSama chAyA paDI che. tenI asara bhUMsavA mATe zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA sAthe vItarAga bhakita - sAmAyika - zrAvakanA pAyAnA niyamonuM pAlana A traNa bAbato khAsa jarUrI che. nAnapaNathI evA vAtAvaraNamAMthI pasAra thayA cho ke - saMsAranI mAyAnAM vaLagaNa bahu vahelAM tame svIkArI lIdhAM che. saMsAramAM karavuM paDe paNa AMtarika jAgRti meLavyA pachI samarpaNa bhAvanI keLavaNI thAya pachI aMtarane haLavuM rAkhI zrI navakArane AgaLa rAkhI saMsAranI pravRttiomAM joDAvuM vadhu zreyaskara che. Page #227 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA AgaLa ghoDo ane pAchaLa gADI e vAstavika che, AgaLa gADI ane pAchaLa ghoDo e behUduM chuM. te gADImAM musApharI zI rIte ? AgaLa navakAra (ghoDo) pachI ApaNA saMsArI vyavahAro (gADI). A rIte keLavaNI manane ApavAnI jarUra che. 176 maiM 87 jaina Agama maMdira, pAlItANA 11-5-24 saMsAra eTale upAdhiono zaMbhumeLo. tethI saMsAramAM rahelI vyakitao jAtajAtanI upAdhionI viDaMbaNAnI vAto kare tyAre kAMI navAI nahIM, paNa te upAdhionA mULamAM beThela ajJAna rAga - parameSThIonI AjJAno anAdara A badhAne haThAvavA vyavasthita puruSArthanI jarUra che. pudgala STUF phariyAdI mAnasa AMtarika vikRtinI parAkASThA che, phariyAda karavAthI kaMI upAdhi TaLatI nathI. tethI phariyAda karatAM phariyAdanA mULamAM rahela vikRta tattvone pArakhI tene haThAvavA bhagIratha puruSArthanA paMthe dhapavAnI jarUra che. zrI navakAranA ArAdhakane AMtarika upAdhi samajaNazakitanA vikAsathI haLavI thaI jAya. paNa pApakarmanA udayathI pUrvamAM ajJAnAdithI UbhI karela paristhitinA AdhAre bAhya upAdhio AvavAno saMbhava kharo ! paNa te vakhate zrI navakArano ArAdhaka te gaNAya ke je dIna na bane. hatAza na bane, saMsAra ja Avo che, upAdhithI bharela na hoya to saMsAra ja na rahe. AvI vicAraNAthI bAhya upAdhio dvArA thatA mAnasika DoLANane zamAvavA prayatna kare te kharekhara zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano sAco ArAdhaka gaNAya. hakIkatamAM tamo puNyazALI cho ke AjanA viSama bhautikavAdanA nagna tAMDava samA viSaya vilAsothI bharapUra dezakALamAM pUrvanA ko'ka viziSTa puNyanA udaye zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA zaraNe AvavAnuM saubhAgya maLyuM che. to A viziSTa takano yathArtha lAbha thoDA prayatnathI paNa meLavavA mATe cUkavuM Page #228 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 177 na joIe. ATalI ja rUparekhAthI tamo negeTiva - pojhiTiva bane eprocathI zrI navakArane ArAdhI zako cho ane tamo A paMthe yathAzakya cAlavA prayatnazIla cho ja! thoDo pramAda ane saMsArI upAdhionA nAme mAnasika durbalatAnI othe vikAronuM poSaNa thavA pAme che. te dUra karavA tamAre sajAga banavAnI khAsa jarUra che. tamArAmAM zraddhA, bhakti, vizvAsa, samarpaNa ane niSThA A pAMceya bAbatono yathAyogya sumeLa che. tame sahu pota-potAnA aMtarane tapAsI juo. A pAMca bAbatono vikAsa konAmAM keTalo khUTe che! zrI navakAranI karuNAnA satata varasI rahelA varasAdano lAbha A pAMca bAbato dvArA ApaNe jhIlI zakIe chIe. tame A aMge thoDuM Atma - nirIkSaNa - UMDuM ciMtana jarUra karazo. zrI navakArano divya sAtha tamArA para akhUTa kRpAno jharo vahevaDAvaze, emAM koI zaMkA nathI. 88 jaina Agama maMdira, pAlItANA 20-5-84 zrI navakAranA jApanuM prAthamika phaLa mAnasika zAMti che. mAnasika zAMti buddhino ghoMghATa, vicAronuM DoLANa je lakSyahInatA ane aNasamajamAMthI Upaje che, te banne sthagita thaI jAya. kema ke zrI navakAranA jApanA baLe jagatamAM meLavavA lAyaka kharekhara parameSThIonI AjJAne sanmukha thavA sivAya bIjuM kazuM nathI. parameSThIonI AjJA zI che? he bhAIo! ame A saMsAranA kIcaDamAM tamArI jema ragadoLAyelA hatA, paNa A parameSThIo navakAra rUpe maLyA ke samajAyuM, ApaNA kharA ni:svArtha hitecchu paramopakArI sajajano A parameSThIo che, evuM samajAyAthI teonI AjJA, (pudgalano paricaya - saMparka - moha - vAsanA - pakaDa Adi ghaTADavAnI tAlIma) teonI zaraNAgati svIkArI lIdhI to Aje ame parameSThI rUpa pUjanIya banyA chIe. tema tame paNa pudagalanA mohanI pakaDamAMthI zrI navakAranA Page #229 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA varNayogAtmaka jApa (niyata - sthAna samaya saMkhyAnI maryAdA)nA baLe chUTo to tame paNa amArA jevA bano. 178 Avo zrI navakArano raNakAra navakAranA ekeka pade pade! tenA ekeka akSare guMjI rahyo che, tene ApaNe sAMbhaLIye to ApaNe atyAre pudgalanA rAganA nAcamAM ghaDIkamAM dhana, ghaDIkamAM strI, ghaDIkamAM putra, ghaDIkamAM makAna, ghaDIkamAM kIrti-nAmanA Ama jAtajAtanA vaLAMkomAM zakita veDaphI rahyA chIe. A lakSyahInatA ghaTe-zame ane ApaNA haiyAmAM TADhaka vaLe. A jagatamAM mArA jIvanane UMcuM lAvavA adhogAmI pudgala = jaDa padArthonI prIti-bhAIbaMdhI choDavI ja rahI. bIjuM, zrI navakAranA jApa baLe mAnasika zAMti e rIte khUba nakakara thAya ke dunyavI vyavahAra kAryonI ghaTamALa DuMgaLInAM chotarAMnAM paDanI jema puNyanI khAmIe ukelatAM Aro ja nathI Avato. hakIkatamAM jagatanAM badhA vyavahAru kAmo puNyane AdhIna che. puruSArtha na karavo ema nahIM, paNa pradhAnatA puNyanI che. to zrI navakAranA jApathI saMsAranA sarvotkRSTa paramocca kakSAe bIrAjela pAMca parameSThIone guNAnurAgapUrvaka hArdika ullAsa sAthe karAtA namaskAra rUpa zrI navakArano vizuddha varNayogAtmaka jApa atyaMta ucca koTinA viziSTa puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA thoka jamAvI de jenAthI saMsAranA bhautika padArtho enI meLe sAmethI jarUra karatAM vadhu cAlyA Ave. puruSArtha gauNa banI jAya. ApaNe puruSArtha niyata sthAna - samaya - saMkhyA ane varNayogAtmaka jApa - svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA - bhAvapUjA - sAmAyika abhakSya tyAga rAtribhojana tyAga, pavitra vAtAvaraNa Adino karavAno. - A jAtanI samajaNanA abhAve jagatanA bAhya bhautika padArthone meLavavA pUjAmAM - jApamAM gADI doDAvI jema tema patAvAya. rAtribhojana, abhakSya bhojananI maryAdAo, nokarI - paisAnA nAme DhIlI thAya. jenAthI pApa baMdhAya te pApa turata ApaNA puNyanA udayamAM ADe Ave. eTale tame kAMtI-vaNIne taiyAra karo ane AgaLa bhUtakALanuM puNya ochuM hoya, jApa - pUjAthI puNya UbhuM karavA mATe vyavasthita maryAdAo pALI na hoya, vadhArAmAM rAtribhojana AdithI navuM pApa UbhuM karyuM hoya. saravALe ApaNI gADI AgaLa sTopanuM pATiyuM ke reDa signala lAge. eTale gUMcavAIe ane vadhu dunyavI puruSArtha karavA koInI siphArasa - lAgavaga - sAIDa bIjhanesa Adino prabaLa-puruSArtha Ubho karIe, paNa koDiyAmAM puNyanuM ghI ke tela ja na hoya to navAmAM navI mAcIsa peTInI kAMDIo ghasavAno bAhya puruSArtha zA khapano ? thoDI vAra bhaDabhaDATa ajavALuM thAya, pachI aMdhAruM. jyAre AvA vakhate pUjA-svadravyathI, zAMtithI, vidhithI-jApa-sthAna-samaya-saMkhyAnI maryAdAthI ane negeTiva tarIke abhakSya-sinemA-bhAIbaMdhono sahavAsa-lakajharI TAipa jIvanacaryA AdithI navuM pApa baMdhAya te reDa signala rUpe - sAme tene haThAvavA prabaLa puNyano puravaTho joie. zrI navakAranA jApathI ApaNA jIvanamAM ghara karI gayela aNasamajanA paDala haThe, pApanA aNajANye Page #230 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 179 ApaNA hAthe naMkhAtA pAyA baMdha thAya, puNyanI saravANIo prabaLa thAya - e zrI navakAranA jApanuM phaLa che. puNyazALIo tame badhA A navakAranA jApanI bhUmikAe udAtta vizvazAMtinA phaLane anubhavo e zubha kAmanA! 8 jaina Agama maMdira, pAlItANA ra9-5-84 vimohamAyAnA saMskAro ArAdhaka AtmAne naDe ja nahIM. naDe to ApaNI ArAdhanAmAM teTalI samarpaNabhAvanI khAmI. naDavuM eTale ApaNI ArAdhanAnA mArgamAM niyata karelA ke thayelA progrAmamAM avarodha Ubho thAya te. hakIkatamAM zrI navakAra e jagatanI sarvoparI mahAsattA che. temAMnA paMcaparameSThIo e vizvanA sarvoparI vizuddhakakSAnAM tattvo che, tene namavAnuM eTale Atma-samarpitabhAve ApaNA ahaMbhAva ane ApaNI jAtane nagaNya karI agara ogALI vizuddha svarUpavALA paMca parameSThIo sAthe pANImAM bhaLela sAkaranA gAMgaDAnI jema ekarUpa thavuM, AnuM nAma bhAva-namaskAra che. tamArAmAM A bhAva namaskAranI kakSA vikAsa pAmI rahI che. paNa hajI vadhu aMtarakhoja UMDANamAM vizuddha samarpaNa, vaphAdArInI khAmI tathA jarA pramAda ane vyavahAru kAmonI javAbadArInI mahattAno bhAra haThAvavAno vyavasthita prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. zrI navakAranI saraMDarazIpa meLavyA pachI ApaNA ahamAMthI UThatI vRttio ke vicArone agrima sthAna na apAya. AgaLa ghoDo pachI gADI - AgaLa zrI navakAra, pachI ApaNA vicAronI gADI ema goThavavA Page #231 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 180 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA prayatnazIla thavuM ghaTe. joke tamo traNemAM ghoDAnI pradhAnatA ne vicAranA kSetramAM taratamabhAve vadhu khAmI, zraddhA ane vizvAsano pAyo sacoTa che. tethI mane AnaMda che. paNa hajI tamArI vRttio aMtaranA vaLAMkamAM vAraMvAra saMsAra ane enI javAbadArIo prati vadhu DhaLI jAya che jethI tamArI samarpaNabhAvanI mAtrA pAyAmAM barAbara chatAM prekiTakala jIvanamAM tenI UNapa AvI jAya che. A mATenA upAyomAM - - jemAMthI vikArI - vAsanAo para niyaMtraNanA badale svecchAcAra vadhe tevI pravRttiono virAma khAsa jarUrI che. tame puNyazALI cho ke juvAnInA ubare paga mUkatAM pahelAM juvAnInI aTapaTI galIomAMthI pasAra thavAnI take pUrvanA viziSTa puNyathI zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM zaraNa meLavavA tame bhAgyazALI banyA. pUrvajanmanI ArAdhanAnuM baLa-gata janmano aNAnubaMdha vadhu tethI viziSTa zakitao vikAsa pAmI jAya che. pANImAM telanI mAphaka spiricyuMala zakita vadhu vikase che to kayAreka saMsArI mAyAnAM paDaLomAM te zakti kuMThita paNa thAya che. chatAM sApekSa daSTie tame sArI rIte zrI navakAranA vaphAdAra ArAdhaka banI rahyA cho. te paNa AnaMdanI vAta che. TUMkamAM tamo upAyone barAbara amalamAM utAro ane ArAdhanAnA AMtarika AnaMda - vikAronuM zamana, vicAronI aMdhAdhUdhIno ghaTADo ane vivekano prakAza - A traNa bAbato dvArA tame meLavo e hakIkatamAM mArI aMtaranI mahecchA che. vadhune vadhu tamo zrI navakAranI najIka Avo te mATe tamAre vikArI bhAvo, svacchaMda bhAva ane ahaMbhAvanA kacarAne khaMkheravo paDe. te mATe svadravyathI pUjA, niyamita varNayogAtmaka japa, sAmAyikamAM vAMcana, abhaNya tyAga, rAtre ke divase lakajharI TAIpanA mitronA sahavAsano tyAgaA pAMca bAbato mATe khUba prayatnazIla thavAnI jarUra che. Page #232 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA jaina Agama maMdira, pAlItANA 2-6-84 vizrI navakAranA prabhAve tamArA jIvanamAM vicAronI dhAMdhala ochI haze, kema ke vicAronI dhAMdhala zaraNAgatinI khAmIthI Upaje che. nAnuM bALaka mAnI godamAM UMghatuM hoya, tene kazI vicAronI dhAMdhala nathI hotI. jema jema umara vadhe ane bALakanuM magaja sakriya bane ane mAtAnA vicArone zaraNAgati bhAvathI apanAvavAnI taiyArI (umaranA kAraNe) na rahevA pAme, potAnA adhUrA binaanubhavI vartamAnakALa kendrIya vicAronI sAme mA-bApanA vyavahArU anubhavapUrNa bhaviSya kendrIya vicAro Ave eTale dhAMdhala-saMgharSa thAya. A rIte zrI navakArarUpa mahAzakita - jenAthI ApaNA aMtaramAM rAgAdi doSono kacaro kSINa thaIne viziSTa Atmazakitano prAdurbhAva thAya che. te zakita - mAtArUpe ApaNA para vAtsalyabhAva rAkhI samaye, samaye vRttione palaTAvavAnA bhagIratha kAmane paNa saheluM karI de che. paNa jema ApaNe te sAdhanA kALamAM ApaNA magajanI sakriyatA ApaNA vicAronI mahattAne paravaza banI karuNAbharI mAtA rUpa zrI navakAranI zakitane zaraNAgati bhAvathI saraMDara banI AvakArIe nahIM, to jIvanamAM vicArono saMgharSa ane magajamAM uthalapAthalano anubhava thAya ja! pariNAme jIvanamAM khaLabhaLATa rahe, azAMtino anubhava thAya. paNa gADImAM beThA pachI mAthe poTaluM zA mATe rAkhavuM! zrI navakArarUpa niSkAraNa vAtsalyabharI mAtAnA godamAM nikhAlasapaNe "muja jIvanane tuMuddhAra"nI bhAvanAthI mana-vacana-kAyAthI samarpita banavAno prayatna ApaNe kema na karIe? zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnA paMthe AvyA pachI eka vAta manamAM nakakI karI rAkhavAnI ke saMsAranA padArtho pUrvajanmanA puNyakarmanA udayathI - A bhavanA yogya puruSArthanA nimittane pAmIne maLavAnA che, paNa gata janmanuM puNya mukhya cIja che. puruSArtha gauNa che, puruSArtha to ApaNe na karIe to kadAca ApaNA mATe bIjo paNa kare. milamAlika zeThanuM pUrvajanmanuM puNya prabala che to te majethI savA maNa rUnI pathArImAM savAre ATha vAgyA sudhI sUIne cA-pANI kare, saMDAsa jAya, nahAya pachI jame, ArAma kare, bapore 1-2 vAge moTaramAM besI milamAM Ave, be kalAka besI cAra vAge pharavA jAya, sAMje ghare Ave, khAya-pIve, reDiyo sAMbhaLe, rAtre 10 vAge sUI jAya. milanA saMcAne hAtha paNa lagADato nathI. paisA kamAvAno puruSArtha jarA paNa karato nathI, paNa puNya eTaluM badhuM jabaradasta che ke temanA vatI majUro traNa Page #233 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA pAlImAM lAInasara hAjara thaI 24 kalAka mila cAle ane rojanI hajAronI Avaka zeThane thAya. eTale zrI navakArano ArAdhaka saMsAranA padArtho mATe yogya puruSArtha-sarvisa-vepAra Adino kare, paNa kharekhara to zrI navakArano jApa, svadravyathI vItarAganI pUjA (aSTaprakArI), sAmAyika, abhakSya tyAga, svAdhyAya Adi sat puruSArthathI puNya vadhAravA prayatna kare. joke puNya mATe navakArano jApa ke pUjA Adi dharma nathI. jApa ane dharmakriyA ApaNA AtmAnI zuddhi mATe che, paNa zarUnI prAthamika avasthAmAM kramika pagathiyArUpe vicArone palaTAvavA vicAravAnuM che. 182 chevaTe to nirjarA = karmonA baMdhanamAMthI chUTavAnuM ja dhyeya rAkhavAnuM che. paNa atyAre tame je sthitie cho, zrI navakAranA zaraNe AvyA pachI tamArI manovRttimAM muDa nathInI vAta hajI ghUmyA kare che, tenuM kAraNa zuM ? duniyAnA padArthone meLavavA puruSArthanI kiMmata jeTalI samajAI che. teTalI duniyAnA padArthone meLavI ApanAra puNyanuM sarjana A jApa ane pUjA Adi dharmakriyAthI thAya che. A vAta hajI spaSTa samajAI nathI. tethI A patramAM A vAta para bhAra mUkayo che ke duniyAnA padArtho meLavavA mATe karAtA puruSArthanI saphLatAno AdhAra zrI navakAranA savAre vahelA UThI nA kalAka sthiratApUrvaka karAtA japa upara ane svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA abhakSya tyAga Adi para che, kema ke AnAthI puNyanuM sarjana thAya che, tenAthI vyavahAramAM saphaLatA ApoApa maLe che. A vAta para khUba gaMbhIrapaNe vicArazo. KHh - 91 jaina Agama maMdira, pAlItANA 14-6-84 anAdikALanI ApaNI vAsanAo, saMskAro ane tene laIne thatI bhoga pravRttionA dabANane haDaselI zrI navakAra mAnA AMcalane pakaDI rAkhavuM hakIkatamAM duSkara kArya che. tI tene saraLa banAvavA vikArI vAsanAo ane tenI pravRttine sakriya banAvanAra mohanA tattvane DhIluM pADanAra zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA anaMtAnaMta zakita sabhara divya 68 varNo che tenI AkRti para Page #234 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA 183 dhyAna rAkhavA sAthe niyata sthAna - samayanI maryAdA sAthe karAto jApa e acUka upAya che. jyAre nAnuM dhAvaNuM ke abodha bALaka gabharAya ane mUMjhAya ke turata bheMkaDo tANavAnA ke rovAnA mAdhyamathI potAnI vAtsalyamayI mAnuM dhyAna kheMce che. jo ke mAtAnuM mana potAnA abodha zizu-bALaka tarapha vaLeluM ja hoya, paNa kAmakAjamAM parovAI kadAca bedhyAna thaI jAya to bALaka rovAnA mAdhyamathI mAtAnuM dhyAna kheMce che. te rIte zrI navakAra mAtA saMpUrNa rIte ApaNA jevA abodha, pAmara AtmAo mATe kSAyika (kadI na khUTe tevI) apAra karuNA rasathI bharapUra haiyAvALI hoya, paNa ApaNe te zrI navakAramAtAne tenI AjJA - japayoga - zaraNAgati AdinA pAlana dvArA pUrNa rIte samarpita na rahIe to aMtarano pokAra zrI navakAra mAtAnA kAna sudhI na pahoMce. mATe tame badhA eka spaSTa nirdhAra karI rAkho ke zrI navakAra mAtAnA khoLe zaraNAgati - tenI AjJAnuM pAlana ane niyata samaye jApa dvArA besAya to saghaLI upAdhio haTI jAya. aMtaranI cittavRttino AdhAra ApaNI niSThA sAthe saMkaLAyela che. vicAronI daDhatAthI niSThA vadhu keLavAya che. eTale vicArone suvyavasthitapaNe TakAvI rAkhavA AhAra, vihAranI zuddhi sAthe yogya dhArmika vAMcana vadhAravAnI jarUra che. zruta sAmAyika karI roja 10-15 miniTa jarUra zrI navakAra aMgenuM ke AdhyAtmika sAhitya vAMcavuM. AnAthI vRttiomAM bAhyapravRttinA kAraNe Avela caMcalatA ghaTaze. AnAthI jApamAM paNa baLa maLaze. AvA jApathI aMtaranuM samarpaNa khUba prabaLa thaze. mATe jarUrathI tame samarpaNa bhAvathI zrI navakAra mAnI godamAM besavA prayatna karazo. tenAthI jApamAM baLa ghaNuM vadhaze. samarpaNa bhAvano vadhAro thayAnI nizAnI jApa vakhate ciMtA - vicAronuM dabANa ghaTe. mATe zrI navakAranA sAhityanA vAMcana mATe jarUra prayatnazIla banazo. Page #235 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvaciMdrikA jaina AgamamaMdira, pAlItANA 20-6-84 zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA jApa vakhate aMtaramAM evo bhAva keLavavo ghaTe ke ApaNI zraddhA - bhakitanA mAdhyame zrI navakAranA ekeka sphaTika tulya zveta varNavALA akSaramAMthI divya teja dekhAI rahyuM che te mArI AMkhonA mAdhyamathI temaja japanA mAdhyamathI mArA zarIramAM pravezI rahyuM che. temAM AMkhonA mAdhyamathI te divyateja magajamAM phelAI khUNe-khAMcare rahela vAsanA-vikArI bhAvo rUpa kacarAne sApha kare che. temaja japanA mAdhyamathI hArTamAM te divya teja phelAI hArTamAM AvatA lohInA kacarAnA mAdhyame bhAva kacaro mithyAtva, ajJAna Adine haThAvI zuddha thayela lohInA mAdhyame AkhA zarIramAM te zuddha, zubhra zveta zrI navakAranuM teja phelAI AkhA zarIramAM vyApI Atmapradezo paranA karmanA kacarAne - mohanA saMskArone haTAvI AkhA AtmAmAM vizuddhinuM tattva phelAvI rahyA che. AvI dhAraNA karavAthI ApaNI cetanAmAM khUba utsAha-skUrti phelAya che. vaLI A akSaromAM evI divya zakita che ke jenA AdhAre ApaNAmAM rahela vikArIbhAvo vAsanAnuM game tevuM prabaLatattva paNa haThavA mAMDe. A zAzvata maMtrAdhirAja zrI navakAranA akSaromAM evI zakita che ke jethI ApaNA AtmAnA vikAsane avarodhaka vAsanAnA jherI tatvane mUlamAMthI haThAvI de che. jema ke sApa-vIMchInA jheranA paramANuo lohImAM bhaLyA pachI maMtravAdI arthanA jJAna vinA mAtra amuka rIte goThavelA maMtrAkSaronA vyavasthita uccAraNathI jheranA paramANuone lohImAMthI zabdazakitanA AdhAre haDaselI rogIne jheramukata kare che. zabdazakitano ajaba prabhAva che. zabda e paNa pudgala che, pudgalathI pudgalane haDaselI zakAya che. jema kacaro pudgala che tene jhADU - saMjavArI rUpa pudgalathI dUra karAya che tema AtmA para lAgela azubha karmanA kacarAne zrI navakAranA vidhipUrvaka jApanI maryAdAthI uccArAtA varNo dUra karI zake che. ApaNA jIvanamAM game tevI bhayaMkara bImArI ke mahAviSama upadrava Ave to paNa zrI navakAranA varNono vyavasthita jApa zraddhA-bhakitanA sumeLapUrvaka karavAmAM Ave to kSaNavAramAM badhuM adazya thaI jAya che. A aMge mArA jIvanano pratyakSa dAkhalo che. vAta che AjathI 29 varSa pUrve 2011nI 50 gUrUdeva zrI sAthe ayodhyAthI lakhanau tarapha vihAranI A ghaTanA che. sAMje ayodhyAthI relavelAInathI Page #236 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA 185 nIkaLyA, 4 ke 6 mAIla para eka phalega sTezane sUryAsta pUrve bA kalAke pahoMcyA. AgaLano mukAma haju bIjA 3-4 mAIla hato, tyAM pahoMcAya tema na hatuM, eTale pU. gurudevanI AjJAthI mAtra jhAMpA pAse 1 chAparAvALI rUma hatI. tyAM mukAma karyo. jhAMpAvALA bhAIe kahyuM ke, moTA lAMbA jIva = sApano ghaNo bhaya che tethI rAtre huM ahIM nathI raheto. rAtre chellI gADI nI ahIM UbhI rahe che te patAvI huM ahIMthI rAA mAIla dUra mArA gAme jato rahuM chuM, savAre 6nI gADI vakhate AvI jAuM chuM. tamAre rahevuM hoya to bhale! nahI to mAre gAme cAlo. pU. gurudeva sAme meM joyuM. pU. gurudeve kahyuM ke, bhAI! kayAM rAI mAIla javuM ane pAchA AvavuM! dharmapasAye sahu sAruM thaze. mukAma karyo, pratikramaNa karyuM. AvA pUruM thayuM. 9 vAgyAnI gADI AvI UbhI rahI 1 miniTa, ravAnA thaI. jhAMpAvALo kahe ke mahArAja sAvaceta raheje, lAMbA jIva herAna na kare. gurudevazrIe mane kahyuM ke, abhaya! porasI bhaNAvI laIe. eTale pachI porasI bhaNAvI lA lagabhaga pU. gurudevathI to saMthArI gayA. unALo chatAM pU. gurudeve gItArthapaNAnI daSTie kaMIka thAya to upara thaIne pasAra thaI jAya ema karI kAMbala oDhI saMthArI gayA. huM saMthArAmAM beTho, paNa lAMbA jIvanA vicArothI gabharAmaNa thavA mAMDI. zrI navakArano jApa karavA mAMDyo, lagabhaga vagA - gAA kalAka pachI huM jarA gabharAmaNa sAthe pU. gurudevanI dhIratA ane zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA jApanI ciMtA AdimAM parovAyela, tyAM huM uttara sAmuM moM karI beThela, mArI jamaNe pazcime thoDe dUra jhAMpo hato. ame Utarela te chAparInI pAchaLa 10-12 phUTa dUra khUba jhADI hatI. te bAjuthI khakhaDATa Avyo ane huM jarA camakayo, te bAjuethI khakhaDATa A bAju najIka Avato sAMbhaLI huM sAvadha thayo. manamAM huM navakAra gaNato hato paNa AMkho jamaNI bAju khakhaDATa tarapha hatI. thoDI vAre mArI sAme, lagabhaga 6 thI 7 phUTano, 1 IMca jADo, kAbara cItarA raMgano (cAMdanI rAtanA prakAzathI) camakato chAparIne jamIna sarakhA oTalA pAse Avato dekhAyo. manamAM taDaphaDATa jarA vadhyo paNa nAgapuranA comAsAmAM ane tyAra pachI tAjetaramAM zikharajI bAjunA vihAramAM nAgapuranA mohanabhAInA aTala zraddhA-vizvAsabharyA zrI navakAranA patrothI mArAmAM pragaTela navI zraddhAnA tejasvI prakAzanA sahAre dhIratApUrvaka navakAra kamalabaMdhathI gaNavA lAgyo. traNa navakAra thatAM sApa oTalAnI jamIna sarakhI kinArIe aTakayo, lAMbI kAyA saravara saravara thatI paNa AgaLathI 15 phUTa UMcI phaNA karI jIbhanA lapakArA mArato rahyo. mane acAnaka magajamAM lAITa thaI ke zrI navakAra sAthe tenA tejasvI zakita tattvothI banela cArimaMgala sUtra 18 akSaranuM khUba prabhAvazALI che, tenA cha vAra jApathI game tevA viSadhara jherI jIvo haTI jAya che. meM paddhatisara upAMzu jApanI paddhatie cAri maMgala zarU karyuM. 7 vAra gaNyuM tyAM sudhI te sApa tyAM ne tyAM rahyo, paNa dhIme dhIme teno saLavaLATa asthiratA ane phaNAnuM Dolana tathA jIbhanA lapakArA ghaTavA mAMDyA ane jANe koIe khIlo mAryo hoya tema sthira thaI gayo. 7 vAra cattAri maMgala pachI traNa kamalabaMdhathI navakAra gaNyA ke turata te sApa nIco thaI saDasaDATa Page #237 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA mArA tAraka gurudevanA saMthArAnI uparanI bAju (pU. gurudeva zAstrIya niyamonA pUrA jANakAra, tethI bhIMtathI 1 hAtha cheTe saMthAro hato tethI) pazcima bAjuthI jamIna sarakhI chAparInI oTalI para caDhI pUrva tarapha dIvAle mArA saMthArA AgaLa thaI pU. gurudevanA saMthArAnI uparanI bAju thaI pUrva tarapha dhIme dhIme cAlyo gayo. A pratyakSa jIvanano romAMcakArI anubhava che. zrI navakAranA tejasvI divya varNomAM keTalI adbhuta zakita! jenA pratApe mArA navajAta zraddhA-dipakamAM akhUTa tela pUrAI gayuM. bhayaMkara 6 thI 7 phUTa lAMbo kAbaracItaro // iMca jADo te sApa paNa hataprabha banI gayo, zrI navakAranA kamalabaMdha jApathI. mATe puNyAtmAo! tame paNa jApa vakhate mAnasika citra kalpanAthI evuM UbhuM karo ke jApanA mAdhyamathI amArA magaja ane hArTamAM A divya tattva pragaTe che pariNAme amArI azuddhio badhI dhovAI jAya che, haTI jAya che, divya AnaMda - viziSTa zraddhA - adbhuta samarpaNa ane divya zaraNAgatino anubhava AvA jApathI thaze e cokakasa hakIkata che. D 93 186 vI jaina AgamamaMdira, pAlItANA 23-6-84 vi zrI navakAranA jApanI prAthamika bhUmikA dRDha niSThA - zraddhA - bhakitanA phala rUpe nikhAlasa zaraNAgatibhAva che. roganA kaMTALAmAMthI janmatA dInabhAvanA pratiphaLarUpe je rItano zaraNAgati bhAva dardImAM vikase che te TAIpano balke te karatAM vadhu prabaLa kakSAno zaraNAgatabhAva ArAdhanA mATe jarUrI che. jIvanamAM Dagalene pagale anubhavAtAM du:khonA dvandvanA saMgharSamAMthI choDAvavAnI zakita eka mAtra vItarAga bhAvanI pUrNa kakSAe pahoMcelA ke pahoMcavAnA rAjamArga para cAlanArA pAMca parameSThIomAM ja che. kema ke teo AcArazuddhi ane vivekabuddhinA punita sahayoga dvArA AtmazuddhinA zreyamArgane nikhAlasa apanAvI zakayA che. bAkI jagatanI koI paNa bhautika zakita jIvanamAM pratikSaNa anubhavAto du:kha-dvandvane haThAvavAnuM sAmarthya dharAvI zakatI nathI. Page #238 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra takhtacaMdrikA 187 A jAtanI spaSTa vicAradhArA ArAdhakoe potAnA mastiSkamAM aMkita karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. AnA baLe ja viziSTa koTino nikhAlasa - binazaratI zaraNAgatino bhAva jIvanamAM jhabakI zake. tame hakIkatamAM viziSTa rIte puNyavAna cho ke A jAtanA niSkAma zaraNAgati bhAvanA kendra tarapha pUrvanA puNyabaLe tevI viziSTa sAmagrI UcharatI UgatI bAlyavayamAM ja juvAnInA paroDha khIlatAM pUrve meLavI zako cho. batrIsa bhojanano thALa sAme pIrasAI gayo che, have mAtra tamAre hAtha calAvI moMmAM vyavasthita rIte mUkavAnI ja jarUra che. yathAzakaya tamArA te bAjunA prayatno cAlu hovA chatAM thoDI ciMtA thAya e paNa sAhajika che ke, tamoe prabaLa puNyanA baLe viziSTa ArAdhanAnI sAmagrI - jemAMthI viziSTa rIte niSkAma zaraNAgati bhAva keLavI zakAya tema che te meLavavA chatAM vyAvahArika upAdhio - mAnI lIdhelI javAbadArIo - mAthe AvI paDatI saMsAranI pravRttio AdithI tame pagathAra para AvIne UbhelA chatAM kUvAmAMthI bharapUra ke dhodhabaMdha vahetA pravAhamAMthI bahu ja thoDuM tame jhIlI zako cho. A hakIkata kharekhara ATalAM varSo pachI ciMtAjanaka banI che. AmAM tamAro vAMka jeTalo nathI tethI vadhu paristhitino che, chatAM thoDI upekSAvRtti che ja! eno ekarAra taTastha daSTithI tamone paNa thaze ja! A upara gaMbhIra paNe vicArazo. J) STT jaina Agama maMdira, pANItANA 4-7-84 vicAromAM ajJAna - vAsanA ane mamatAnI dhamAla jeTalI ghaTe teTalI ApaNA jApanI prakriyA saphaLa ane AcaraNA = vyavahAramAM daMbha-ISya-asavyavahAra-ajayaNA-gaddhA majUrI-nAhakanI doDadhAma Adi tattvo ghaTe to jApathI UpajatI aMtaraMga zuddhinuM pramANa vadhyuM gaNAya. ApaNA jIvananI be bAju che : eka aMtaraMga - bIjI bahiraMga. sAmAnyathI mAnavI saMskAronI paravazatAthI aMtaraMga jIvanamAM moha, mAyA, mamatA, rAga, dveSa, vAsanA, kaSAyo AdinuM poSaNa karato hoya che agara karavAmAM mAne che, chatAM bahiraMga jIvanamAM Page #239 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 188 potAnuM sTeTasa - mAnI lIdhelI pratiSThA - IjajatanuM dhoraNa nIcuM na paDe te mATe amUka dharmakriyAonI AcaraNAnA paradAne oDhI potAnA aMtaraMga svarUpane DhAMkavA mathe che. A kAraNe pracchanna pApavRtti (guptapaNe vAsanAone samarthana ApI tene poSavAnI vAta) jIvanamAM ghara karatI jAya che. pariNAme pote potAnI jAtane bhUlI jAya chehuM kevo chuM tenA yathArtha vicAranA badale huM sAro dekhAu enI dhUnamAM aneka prakAranAM navAM daMbha, prapaMca ane mAyA kapaTa dvArA aMtaraMga vRttiomAM malina tattvono vadhAro thavA pAme che. tethI zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhake jApanI bhUmikAe prAraMbhathI ja ApaNI aMtaraMga jAtanI oLakhANa meLavI tenA saMzodhanamAM zrI navakAranA 68 vaNane vyavasthita paddhatipUrvaka jAparUpa sAbuthI zuddhIkaraNa tarapha lakSya keLavavuM. bahiraMga jIvananA AbhAsika svarUpanA vyAmohathI aLagA rahevuM jarUrI che. A mATe jApanA traNa prakAramAM sau prathama bhASya jA5 - maMda svare paNa zuddha spaSTa uccAra - jene bIje mANasa pAse beThela) spaSTa sAMbhaLI zake te rIte karavo jarUrI che. AnAthI ApaNA bahiraMga jIvananA AbhAsane UpajAvanAra bahivRttino parado khasavA mAMDe che. pachI upAMzu jApa - eTale aMdara uccAra karavo, hoTha-Abha hAlavA na devA, aMtaraMga zabdoccAranI paddhatie aMtaraMga svarUpanI sAcI oLakhANa thAya. pachI trIje rahasya jApa - ekadama zAMtacitte mananA mAdhyamathI karAto jApa. AnAthI aMtaraMga jIvanamAM rahelAM vAsanA, ajJAna, mithyAtva, pudgalaprema, kaSAyo, kadAgraha vagere bhAre durgaNo paNa garamIthI barapha ogaLe tema haThavA mAMDe. sau prathama bhASya jApa tenAthI 100 guNI zakita, upAMzu jApanI, tenAthI 1000 gaNI zakita, rahasya jApanI .. rahasya jApa - mAtra AtmA-mananA mAdhyamathI pratyakSa dekhAtA sphaTika-varNa jevA 68 akSarone sthira aMtara daSTithI joI rahI tenA dhyAnamAM lIna thaI javuM. A rIte traNa prakAranA jApanI paddhatithI ApaNA aMtaraMga svarUpanI oLakhANa ADe rahela bahiraMga svarUpanI ADaza haThI jAya che, eTaluM ja nahIM paNa aMtaraMga svarUpanI oLakhANa thayA pachI tenI yathAyogya prApti mATenI pravRtti saphaLatApUrvaka thaI rahe che. tamo niyata samaye - sthAne niyata saMkhyAthI bhASya jApanA abhyAsathI upAMzu jApanI bhUmikAe daDha banI trIjA raha: jApa - mAnasika jApamAM khUba khUba pragati sAdho e IcchavA joga che. - tamArI aMtaranI zakitao vividha jApathI lakSyagAmI banI tamArI jIvana zakitaone kharekhara urdhvagAmI banAve, tamo aMtarathI A zakitaonA vikAsane jIvananI AdhyAtmika yAtrA rUpe anubhavI zako - e aMtaranI prArthanA che. tamArAmAM A jAtanI UMDANathI hakIkatamAM abhIpsA = tIvra tamannA jAge e khAsa jarUrI che. A tamannA jagADavA pU. paM. zrI bhadraMkara vima. nuM prAthamika sAhitya, zrI navakAranI kathAo, prabhAva, camatkAronI mAhitI tathA zrI navakAra aMgenI patramALAnuM vAMcana karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. Page #240 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 189 AnA pAyAmAM sAtvika AhAra-vihAra, yogya vAtAvaraNa ane lakajharI TAIpanI caryAno ghaTADo, zArIrika svasthatA, mAnasika prasannatA AdinI paNa khAsa jarUra kharI. A badhAnI keLavaNI mATe bAhya sAdhanonI yathAyogya pasaMdagI sAthe jJAnInI nizrAe jIvanacaryAnuM ghaDatara te aMgenA bhavya puruSArthanI paNa khAsa jarUra rahe. A badhA mATe tamArI aMtaranI lAgaNIono bhaMDAra ghaNo che paNa tene sakriya svarUpa ApavA mATe puruSArtha thoDo khUTe che tenI pUrti tame yathAyogya karo to hatheLImAM jIvanazuddhino rAha che. A mATe yogya tame jarUra vicArI AcaraNamAM mUkazo e maMgaLakAmanA. ge) 9pa 11-3-84 sakaLa dvAdazAMgopaniSadbhuta zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrAya nama: rAjarAjezvara apratima - aciMtya prabhAvazALI virATa zakti saMpanna - maMtrAdhirAja zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrano jaya thAo ! atyaMta AnaMdano viSaya e che ke, tamArI ArAdhanAnI tamannA - saraLatA - nikhAlasatA - zaraNAgatibhAvanI prabaLa taiyArInA baLe zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra patra mALAnI Aje AThamI phAIla zarU thaI che. patra saMkhyA 95nI che. mArA potAnA jIvanamAM zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI parama maMgaLa kRpAthI je gADha parivartana AvyuM che temAM bhAga bhajavanArA saraLatA, ArAdhaka bhAva, zaraNAgati, prabaLa zraddhA, Adi tattvo tame thoDArUpamAM taratamatAe bIjarUpe paNa meLavI zakayA cho - e khUba AnaMdanI vAta che. Page #241 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 190 tamo te bIjene svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA (vidhisara), sAmAyika, niyamita jApa, sAtvika AhAra - vihAra, sujanocita ziSTa caryAvALA dainika vyavahAra Adi - pANI - khAtara sUryaprakAza Adi sAdhanothI navapallavita karI tame tamArA jIvanamAM ArAdhanAnA mahAvaTavRkSanI zItaLa chAyAmAM besI vikArI vAsanAo ane kaluSita vicAradhArAnA sakaMjAmAMthI chUTI parameSThIonI AjJA pramANe zuddha sadAcAramaya saMyama ane ArAdhanAnA viziSTa ucca pagathAre tame pahoMcI zako e maMgala prArthanA. AvatIkAle caudaza chatAM paMcAganI rIte gurupUrNimA che sAthe guruvAra che. gurupUrNimA eTale bAra mahinAno AdhyAtmika pavitra divasa che. A divase AdhyAtmika paMthe preraNA karI dhapAvanArA mArgadarzakanuM kRtajJatApUrvaka bahumAna karI AMtarika bhAvollAsa, anokhuM AtmasamarpaNa ane nikhAlasa rIte jAtane khullI dharI devAnI taiyArI rUpa bhaTaNuM dharI ApaNA jIvanamAMthI khUNekhAMcare rahela vAsanA, kaSAyo, vikAro, IrSA, pramAda, tRSNA, Adi kacarAne kADhI aMtaranA vivekanA siMhAsane gurutatvane besADI teonI AjJAne jIvanano dhruva tAraka banAvavAnI taiyArI gurupUrNimAe karavAnI che. caudaza cAritranI tithi - te divase paMcAMganA gaNita pramANe pUrNimAno yoga - tenI sAthe guruvArano meLa A triveNI viziSTa ArAdhako mATe khUba ja mahattvanI che. gurucaraNe gatavarSanI sAdhanAnuM saravaiyuM rajU karI zakaya saMjogoe sAdhanA mArge pravRttimAM rahela maMdatAne khaMkheravA gurucaraNomAM vinItatA - kRtajJatA ane nikhAlasatAnI tripuTI dvArA Adarza preraNAnuM baLa meLavI aMtarathI zuddha thavAno prayatna karavo jarUrI che. AcaraNamAM kyAMka upekSA, kayAMka saMjogonI bhasa che. kayAMka bhAIbaMdhonuM dabANa na TALI zakavAnI kamajorI che. A traNe dUSaNo sAdhanA mArge khUba ja avarodha Ubho kare che. mArA jIvanamAM 24 thI 39 varSanA gALAmAM A traNa dUSaNoe mArI sAdhanAne khUba dhImI pADI dIdhela. paNa 19 thI ra3nA gALAmAM evA khUba prabhAvazALI bIje - nimittono sahyoga maLela, jenA pariNAme mArA jIvananA 40mA varSathI devagurunI kRpAne sakriya kAma karavA taka maLI. jo A traNa doSa mArI upekSAthI mArI sAdhanAmAM peThA na hota ke mArA 14 thI 19 varSanA gALAmAM evI sarasa ArAdhanAnI bhUmikA pUrvajanmanA saMskArothI thavA pAmela jenA pariNAme 40mAM varSe je pATA para gADI doDavA mAMDI teno lAbha mane 28mA varSathI maLI zakata. 12 varSano gALo mArI potAnI upekSA ane A traNa doSonI prabaLatAne rokavA puruSArthanI khAmIthI mArA mATe sonerI taka bahu moDI maLI. puNyavAno! tamArA jIvanamAM mArI mAphaka pAchaLathI pastAvAno vakhata na Ave ke arere! ApaNe sonerI taka gumAvI, mATe AvatI kAlanI gurupUrNimA - guravAra sahita comAsI caudazanA pavitra dine daDha saMkalpa karI upekSA, saMyogonI bhasa ane bhAIbaMdhonA dabANane vaza thavAnI rIti-nIti para jarA vedhaka najara nAMkhI aMtaraMga puruSArthanI mAMgaNI paramocca divya zakitanidhAna rAja rAjezvara mahAmahimazALI zrI navakAra pAsethI meLavavA zaraNAgata bhAve AjIjIpUrvaka karo. Page #242 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 191 A prArthanA saphaLa thAya te mATe roja 1 maMgaLajyota savAre derAsaramAM pUjA pachI ekasTrA gaNavAnI zarUAta karo. cha mahinAmAM divya aMtaraMga zakitaonI saravANI, tamArA jIvanamAM saMjogo anukULa thaze, upekSA ane bhAIbaMdhonA dabANanA badale kartavyaniSThAnI jAgRti thaze. saravALe tame ja tamArA jIvananA guru banI zakazo, A rIte gurutattvane vAsanAonA kacarAne haThAvI vizuddha haiyAmAM vivekanA siMhAsane padharAvI tamArA jIvanane maMgalamaya banAvo e aMtaranI abhilASA. 96 vi ArAdhanAnA tAramAM mAyAnA jhapATAthI saMparkasUtra tUTI javAthI ApaNe ArAdhanAnA paMthathI jarA AghA ane chUTA paDI gayA hatA. ApaNA puNyayoge serIsA tIrthamAM zrI DolaNa pArzvanAtha prabhunI chatrachAyAmAM aMtaranA pazcAttApabharyA sUre mAMtrika pUjananA pratApe temaja rAtre tamArA sahunA aMtaranA bhakitabharyA jApathI mArA page vedanAmAM zAMti thaI ane tamArI baMdha lAITo ochI vadhatI zarU thaI, tyArathI patra lakhavAnI preraNA thayela, anukULa saMyoga na maLavAnA kAraNe chevaTe 48 divase A patramALA zarU thAya che. bhUla hakIkatamAM koInI paNa nahIM, paNa mArI - tamArI - sahunI ArAdhanAnI kacAza - ahaMbhAvanI mAtrAno vadhAro AmAM kAraNa banyo. kharekhara ArAdhanA - paMthe samarpaNabhAvanI khAmI ane temAMthI UpajatA ahaMbhAvano vadhAro moTAmAM moTo avarodha Ubho kare che. tamo saMsAranI mohamAyAmAM rahIne AjanA jherI vAtAvaraNa vacce paNa zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAne samarpita rahI je rIte ArAdhanA karI rahyA cho te anumodanIya che. tamo sahune kharekhara nikhAlasatA - samarpaNabhAva sAthe jIvanazuddhino rAha je zrI navakAranI kRpAthI maLyo che, samajAyo che tene amalamAM mUkavA sAthe saMsAranI mAyAne vadhAranArAM khANAM-pINAM, Page #243 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA 192 raheNIkaraNIthI jIvanane vikRtinA paMthe jatuM aTakAvavA prayatna karavo jarUrI che evI khAsa bhalAmaNa che. jIvananuM sUtra magajamAM aMkita karI rAkho ke "zrI namazna - mahAmaMtra: sarvapApavinAza:" zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra badhI jAtanA apAyo = avarodhone haThAve che kema ke zrI navakAra = ApaNA astitva = ahaMbhAvanuM visarjana. A thaI jAya eTale badhA avarodhone UbhA karanAra ahaMbhAvano vilaya sAhajika rIte thaI jAya. ApaNI Atmazaktione aMtarathI yogya vaheNanI dizA na maLe to vAtAvaraNa = saMyogonA AdhAre te vaheNa aneka dizAomAM vahI judA judA avarodhonuM sarjana kare che. tethI ahaMbhAvanA kendrane zithila karanAra jJAnIonI nizrA, ArAdhanAnI vyavasthitatA ane niyamita jApa ane tene lagatI vyavasthita AhAra-vihAranI prakriyAne vikasAvavAnI khAsa jarUra che. tethI aMtaranI zakitane vizuddha cetanAnA kendramAMthI sarakho phorsapAvara maLI rahe ane vAtAvaraNa - saMyogonI viSamatAe paNa aMtaranI zakita vikendrIya na bane. ArAdhaka puNyAtmAe khUba sAvadha rahI ahaMbhAvane nAthanAra 1. jJAnI nizrA, 2. yogya vAtAvaraNa, 3. niyamita jApa, 4. AhArazuddhi, 5. svecchAcArano tyAga - Adi prakriyAne apanAvavAnI jarUra che. A badhAnA pAyAmAM ArAdhake che Avazyakane yathAzakti amalamAM jarUra mUkavAM joIe. 1) sAmAyika (prAraMbhamAM zruta sAmAyika rajAnA divase virati sAmAyika) thuta - sAmAyika eTale zuddha vastro paherI karemibhaMte uccaryA vinA ochAmAM ochuM 10 miniTa dhArmika sAhitya vAMcavuM. rajAnA divase jarUrathI sAmUhika thAya to uttama. chevaTe svataMtra paNa divase sAmAyika vidhisara laIne jApa ane vAMcana karavuM. 2) caturvizati stava = bhagavAnanI dravyathI paMcaprakArI (dhUpa, dIpa, akSata, naivedya, phaLa) savAre karIne pachI dAtaNa karavuM. paMcaprakArI pUjA vinA moMmAM kaMI na nAMkhavuM - dAtaNa paNa na karavuM, pachI cA pANI tyAra bAda svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA, savAre sauthI pahelAM svadravyathI aSTaprakArI karo to paMcaprakAranI jarUra nahIM. kadAca kAraNasara svadravyathI aSTaprakArIno joga na maLe ke moDI thAya . to dAtaNa karatAM pUrve svadravyathI paMcaprakArI jarUra karavI. khAsa = pUjA pachI caityavaMdana jarUra karavuM, temAM viziSTa bhakitavALAM bhAvavAhI prAcIna stavano ochAmAM ochI pAMca thI sAta miniTa stavanamAM lAge te rIte bolavAM, eTale caityavaMdana jarUra karavuM. caityavaMdana pachI phakata pAMca miniTa prabhu sAme joI aMtaranI bhAvanA - prArthanA "jIvanamAM sadvicAra-sadAcArano sumeLa rahe, he prabhu! tArI AjJAno ArAdhaka banuM! saMsArI mohamAyAmAM na phasAu" ATalAM vAkayo traNa vAra bolavAM. rajAnA divase savAre pUjA pachI pUjAnA ja vase ghare nA kalAka jApa karavo. 3) vaMdana = pU. gurudevane (sAdhuno joga na maLe to) gautama svAmIjInA phoTAne vidhivata vaMdana karavuM. aparicita sAdhune paNa hAtha joDI marthIeNa vaMdAmi karavuM. upAzrayamAM jaI traNa khamAsamaNA sAthe vaMdana karavuM. Page #244 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 1993 4) pratikramaNa = ochAmAM ochuM be AThama, be caudaza, supa traNe jaNA bhegA maLI sAmUhika pratikramaNa karavuM. vAMcI jAo ne pratikramaNa thAya tevI copaDImAMthI vArApharatI traNamAMthI 1 zruta sAmAyikamAM karemibhaMte uccaryA vinA copaDImAM joIne bole, be jaNA karemi bhaMte sAmAyika laIne bese. je AvaDe te badhAM sUtro sAmAyikavALA bole - na AvaDe te vyuta sAmAyikavALo copaDImAM jaIne bole. AvuM be-cAra aThavADiyA karavuM, kharI rIte lAITamAM bole tenAM sUtro pratikramaNamAM na khape, paNa mahAvaro ApavA chUTa ApI che. agara zarUAtamAM traNe jaNA karemi bhaMte uccaryA vinA zruta sAmAyikamAM copaDIthI pratikramaNa kare, dhIme dhIme vArApharatI juo. traNene moDhe thaI jAya eTale lAITa vinA karemi bhaMte uccarIne pratikramaNa karavuM. agara traNe jaNAne ravivArano ke rajAno meLa paDe to upAzraye jaIne karavuM. 5) kAussagga = derAsaramAM pUjA pachI arihaMta pada ArAdhanA nimite 12 logassa. (saMpUrNa)no kAusagga jarUra karavo. savAre zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra ArAdhanArthe kAussagna karuM, Icche kahI 9 logassa (saMpUrNa)no kAussagna karavo. 6) paccakkhANa = roja savAre navakArazI, sAMje tivihAra jarUra karavA, nokarIethI chUTI vahelAmAM vaheluM khAI pachI hAtha joDI levA, pANI sivAya kaMI nahIM, bahAranuM bajAranuM rAtre to nahIM ja, rajAnA divase besaNuM karavuM. mahinAnI 4 rajAmAM be besaNAM jarUra. caudaze besaNuM jarUra karavuM. A rIte cha AvazyakathI aMtaranI azuddhino ghaTADo khUba ja jhaDapI thaze. atyAre je bhAIbaMdhonI zarama, rAtribhojananI upekSA, saMsAranI mAyAnuM dabANa thAya che te saghaLuM ghaTI jaze. jarUra jarUra A cha Avazyakone amalamAM mUkavA prayatnazIla thazo. 1 vATavAmAM cokhA, badAma, patAsuM, chUTA paisA rAkhavA. te laIne ja derAsara javuM. bahAragAma paNa te vATavo sAthe ja rAkhavo. 1 peTImAM kaLaza, vATakI, kezara, dIvA mATe nAnI dIvI, ghI, dhUpanI saLIonuM bokasa (nAnuM) ATaluM jarUra rAkhavuM. A pUjAnI peTI vinA derAsara pUjA mATe na javuM. bahAragAma paNa lAvavI. Page #245 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA pl 97 - jaina AgamamaMdira, pAlItANA ArAdhanAnA paMthe sAttvika AhAra ane sAttvika caryAnI khAsa jarUra che. AhAra e mAnasika vicAronuM baMdhAraNa ghaDavAmAM upayogI sAdhana che. AhAra bAbata viveka na rAkhavAthI mana marajI pramANe svacchaMda rIte yatheccha jIbhanA kahyA pramANe levAtA AhArathI Arogya bagaDe che ane saravALe ArAdhanAno ullAsa maMda paDI jAya che. Yuan 194 - AhAra bAbata cokakasAI na rAkhavAthI je te kSudra doSayukata ke tAmasika (vadhu hiMsAthI banela, khaTAza, tela, maracuM jemAM vadhAre tathA kahovAIne, baphAIne banela) AhAra ApaNane vicAronA staranI 0 DigrIthI nIce utArI de che. 17-7-84 tethI bajArU, abhakSya, vAsI, uttejaka bahu bhAre caTakA-maTakAvALA tIkhA - tamatamatA padArthono ocho ke sadaMtara tyAga e sAttvika AhAra gaNAya. A rIte sAttvika caryAM eTale AkhA divasanI raheNIkaraNImAM bIjAne takalIpha pahoMcADanArI svArthavRtti - pradhAna pravRtti ane lakajharI TAIpanuM haravuM pharavuM,bhAIbaMdho sAthe jarUra karatAM vadhu ToLa-TappA - ThaThThA-mazkarI - vadhu paDatAM manoraMjanano Agraha Adi bAbatono tyAga. sAttvika AhAra sAttvika dinacaryA A baMne tattvo ArAdhanAnA mukhya tattvarUpa che. AnI sAthe svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA, niyamita jApa, ane dhArmika vAMcanaHA traNa sAdhanonI paNa khAsa jarUra che. - A uparAMta prathama jaNAvela sAmAyika Adi AvazyakonuM yathAzakaya pAlana paNa Atmazuddhi mATe khAsa jarUrI che. AMtarika vicAronI zuddhino AdhAra bAhya caryanI zuddhi para vadhu avalaMbita che. tethI bAhyacaryanI zuddhi mATe upara jaNAvela baMne tattvo, traNa sAdhano ane cha AvazyakonA yathAyogya pAlananI khAsa jarUra che. tamo vivekanI parAkASThAe ucca Adarzone lakSyagata rAkhI jIvana zuddhinA rAhe cAlavAno nirNaya karo eTalI ja vAra che, te nirNayanI sAthe ApaNA aMtaramAM rahela rAgAdi malina tattvone haThAvavA aMtaraMga bhavya puruSArtha pragaTAvavA zrI navakAra yogya pIThabaLa ApavA taiyAra ja Ubho che. Page #246 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA ApaNI lakSya jAgRti thatAM ja zrI navakAra taraphthI yogya zakitanuM pradAna maLI ja rahe che. jema ke nAnuM baccuM AtakALe bheMkaDo moTethI tANI potAnI mAne pokAre che ke turata mA potAnAM badhAM kAma paDatAM mUkI bALakanI jarUriyAtone pUrI karavA tatpara thaI jAya che, tema zrI navakAra mAtA paNa ApaNI lakSya jAgRti thatAM ja yogya zakitano pUravaTho pUro pADavA taiyAra ja rahe che. mAtra ApaNe niyamita jApa, tenA sAhityanA vAMcanathI UpajatI lakSya jAgRti ane aMtarathI tenA zaraNe rahevAnI tatparatA keLavavAnI jarUra che. vaLI zrI navakAramAM je jagatanA ucca-paramocca vizuddha tattvonA Adara, bahumAna, bhakita, zraddhAnuM poSaNa che tene kRtajJatA vinaya, aMtaraMga guNAnurAga dvArA vadhu vyavasthita rIte ApaNA mAnasamAM AdarapUrvaka padharAvavAnI jarUra che. 195 jemaNe AtmavikAsa sAdhyo che temaNe pAMca parameSTionI zraddhA bhakita sAthe kRtajJatAbharI mAnasika vRttiomAMthI janmatI teonI AjJAnA pAlananI ahobhAva bharI vRttithI ja te meLavyo che. AjanA jaDa viSama bhautika aMdhAdhUMdhI bharela yugamAM jIvananA paroDhe ja juvAnInAM tophAno zarU thAya te pUrve ja pUrvanA viziSTa puNyayoge zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra maLI jAya ane tenA svarUpanI vicAraNA gamavA lAge to pariNAme tamo jIvanane AbAda rIte bhautika viSama vAsanAnI bhUtAvaLanI pakakaDamAMthI bacAvavAnA zubhapaMthe vaLI zako. A badho deva-gurunI kRpAno pratApa che. tamArAmAM vyavahAranI javAbadArIo ukelavAnI tamannA pAchaLa jo zrI navakAranA zaraNAgatibhAvathI aMtaraMga viveka buddhino prakAza bhaLI jAya to khUba ja jhaDapI tamArAmAM evI zakita pAMgare ke vyAvahArika viSamatAo ApoApa TaLI jAya. TUMkamAM tamArAmAM niSThA che, zraddhA che, bhakita che. zaraNAgati bhAva jarA khUTe che teno umero thaI jAya to jhaDapI Atmazaktio tamane yogya raste pragati karatI anubhavAya. Page #247 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvacaMdrikA STT 98 21--84 vicAronI duniyAmAM vicaravuM saheluM che paNa AcAranA cokaThAmAM vRttione TakAvavI ghaNuM kaThaNa kAma che paNa zrI navakAranA zrI ArAdhakane navakAranA 7mA padanA "navvapAvappaNa" bhAvArthamAM samAyela kola - ke sarva pApo = AtmavikAsane avarodhaka aMtarAyone haThAvavAno - haiyAmAM khUba zraddhAthI TakAvI rAkhavo joIe. paMca parameSThIo hakIkatamAM ApaNA para keTalo anahada upakAra karI gayA che ane atyAre paNa karI rahyA che te vivekabuddhithI samajavAnI jarUra che. arihaMtoe zAsana sthApyuM. mokSamArgano upadeza ApI karmanI jaMjALamAMthI chUTavAno upAya darzAvyo. siddha bhagavaMtoe jinazAsanane saphaLapaNe ArAdhavAnA pariNAme Atmazuddhino mahA Adarza - parama satya zAzvata siddhapada prApta karavAno Adarza prekaTikalarUpe ApaNI sAme rajU karyo che. AcArya bhagavaMtoe zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI gerahAjarImAM bALajIvone mArgastha rAkhavA svayaM paMcAcAranuM pAlana karI paMcAcAranI maryAdAonA rahasyane prekiTakala AcAra paddhati sahita dezanA paddhati dvArA jagata sAme rajU karI prabhu zAsananI sarva hita-kAritAno paricaya prANImAtrane maLe te rIte mahA-upakAranuM kAma AdaryuM che. upAdhyAya bhagavaMtoe ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM mohamUDha banela saMsArI prANIone hitakArI kalyANano mArga prabhu - Agamana paThana - pAThana dvArA batAvI ajJAna nidrAmAMthI jAgRta karI prabhu zAsananA rAhe caDhAvavAnuM mahA hitakara kArya kare che. pU. sAdhu bhagavaMtoe AtmazuddhinA rAjamArga para svayaM cAlI AtmazuddhinA avarodharUpa kaSAyo-vAsanAo-asatu pravRttionA Avega - ke je azubha karma = mohanIyanA udayathI prerita thayela saMskArothI Upaje che, te saMskArone saMyama - viveka ane sadAcAranA trividha dabANathI kAbUmAM rAkhI Atmazuddhino rAjapatha bhavyAtmAo mATe saraLa rIte upasthita karyo che. A rIte ApaNA jIvanamAM karmanA DoLANathI thayela mAnasika, vAcika ane kAyika malinatAnI vyApaka asaromAMthI mukata thavA paMcaparameSThIo khUba ja asAdhAraNa sahayoga ApI rahyA che. savAla che mAtra, ApaNI teo prati niSThA = zaraNAgatino! te vinA plaganuM joDANa na thAya ane plaga Page #248 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvaciMdrikA 197 joDAyA vinA janareTaranI virATa zaktino anubhava nAnakaDA vIjaLInA balbake sIlIMga phenamAM thAya zI rIte? ApaNe siddha bhagavaMta jevA virATa anaMta zakitanA svAmI chatAM ghaNA vakhatathI ApaNuM vAyarIMga bagaDI gayuM, mIsayujha thaI pAvaralesa thayuM, tenA riperIMga mATe svAdhyAya, sAtvika jIvana, nirmaLa caryA Adi anuSThAna karavAnI khUba jarUra che. te badhA sAthe paMcaparameSThIonI AjJA = ApaNA jIvanane vikAro - vilAsI jIvananI dizAmAMthI pAchuM pheravI zuddhinA lakSya tarapha vALavuM che e rIte - aMtarathI svIkAra karI tadanurUpa yathAyogya pravRtti karI plaganA joDANanI khAsa AvazyakatA che. - tamArAmAM vAyarIMga sudharavA mAMDyuM che, plaga paNa joDAya che paNa loDa-saMsAranI mohamAyAno vadhavAthI avaLA kheMcANathI nIkaLI jAya che. puNyavAno! jarA sAvadha thaI bIjA nava juvAnone je Adarza rAjamArga jaDyo nathI ke samajAyo paNa nathI te mArganI keDIo para tame caDhI gayA. have rAjamArga tamArA hAthaveMtamAM che. jarA jAgRti, niSThA ane aMtaranA ullAsano sumeLa thaI jAya to aMtaranA badhAM vikRta tattvo khaMkherI tame AjanA kALe mahA-puruSArtha karI jagatane bhavya Adarza pUro pADI zako evI suMdara takanI najIka cho. pramAda, ALasa, upekSA saMsArI pravRttionuM kheMcANa A badhAne jarA haLavA karI niyata samaye jApa - svAdhyAya ane udAtta mArga tarapha lakSyavALA bano to saphaLatA varamALA laIne tamArI sAme UbhI ja che, e cokakasa che. Page #249 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 198 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA STT 99 jaina AgamamaMdira, pAlItANA 27-7-84 vi paramArAdhya thI namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM ArAdhana eTale moha-mAyA ane mithyAtvanA saMskArothI doravAIne pugala-rAganI dizAmAM vALela Atmazaktine potAnA keMdra tarapha vALavAno sata prayatna! ApaNe anAdi kALathI bhautikavAdanA ravADe caDhI ApaNI aMtaranI ane bAhya zaktione keMdragAmI banAvavAnA badale pudgalanA AkarSaNathI ApaNA caitanyamaya svarUpathI viruddha dizAmAM jaDabhAva tarapha vahevaDAvavAnI akSamya bhUla karatA AvyA chIe. zrI navakAra ApaNane paMcaparameSThIonuM Adarza vizuddha svarUpa ane temanA prati AMtarika jhukAvarUpa - bhAva namaskAranI jIvana vyApI asaranuM bhAna karAve che. A bhAna thatAM ja ApaNI vRttionI gulAmImAMthI janmatA bahirbhAvanA cokaThAmAM goMdhAI rahela Atmazakitane vikasita karavAnI bhUmikAnuM mahatva samajAya che. AnA pariNAme tIvra - vAsanA ane ugra - kaSAyanI bhUmikAe paNa ApaNe ApaNI jAtane kartavya - niSTha banavA taraphanA valaNane apanAvI zakIe chIe. saravALe vikArI - vAsanAonA pAyA hacamacI UThe che. eTale aMtaranA zrI navakAranA guMjanamAMthI UpajatI virATa - zakitano udgama paNa anubhavAya che. nAnI vayathI juvAnInA tophAnI vAvaMToLanI bhUmikAe zrI navakAranI breka lAgI hovAno anubhava karI zakAya paNa zrI navakAranA sAhityanuM vAMcana ane sAtvika AhAracaryAnI thoDI khAmI aMtarathI A bhUmikAnI pratIti thavA detI nathI. paNa devagurukRpAe tamArAmAM thaI rahela pheraphAro mArI jANa bahAra nathI. zrI navakAranA T.V. mAraphata tamArA paMthe lIlI, lAla, pILI, gulAbI ane sapheda jyotathI tamArA aMtaraMga jIvanane yathArtha rIte pArakhI zakuM chuM. tamArAmAM ocho-vadhato samarpaNabhAva che eTale lAITo jaladI thAya che paNa hAlamAM tame evI bhUmikAe cho ke tame jarA vadhu vyavasthita puruSArtha jApa ane sAtvika caryA aMge karo to AMtarika jIvanamAM divya AnaMdano camakAro thayA vinA na rahe. puNyavAno! vyAvahArika puruSArthanI aTavAmaNImAM divya AnaMdanI takane jatI na karo evI Page #250 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA mArI pAkI bhalAmaNa che. A sAthe vilAsI vAtAvaraNa, sekasyula sAhitya ke vAtAvaraNa, bhAIbaMdho sAthe mukatavihAra, abhakSya bhojana sinemA AdinA tyAganI paNa khAsa jarUrI che. davAnI sAthe carI pALavI khAsa jarUrI, tenAthI davAnI dhArI asara thAya. kayAreka rasAyaNa jevI davAthI thatA nukasAnathI paNa bacAva thAya. zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA viziSTa rIte AtmazuddhinI rAmabANa davA che tame badhA vivekI puNyavAna AtmA cho. vadhu zuM lakhuM ? zrAvakakuLanA bApAnA saMskAronI jALavaNI thayelI che. temAM parama uccakoTIno zrI navakAra pUrvanA puNyayoge maLI gayo. tamArA saubhAgyanI avadhi nathI paNa te saubhAgyane vyavasthita rIte jIvanazuddhinA udAtta sakriya vartano - AcArothI saphaLa banAvavAnI jarUra che. A mATe tamAre khAsa dhyAna ApavAnI jarUra che. vItarAga prabhunI pUjAmAM vyavasthita zAstrIya vidhi maryAdAnA pAlanano khAsa Agraha rAkhazo. roja 1 sAmAyika jarUra thAya tema karazo. mahinAmAM be pratikramaNa bane to dara caudaza agara bIjA be divasa. roja ochAmAM ochuM navakArazI ane rAtre tivihAra. bahAranuM khAnapAna baMdha, zrI navakAra aMgenuM sAhitya nA kalAka paNa vAMcavuM. A badhAM kAryo eka yA bIjI rIte tamArAmAM AtmazuddhinuM baLa pUraze. tamArI vidhivat maMtra dIkSA thayela che. A kALamAM maMtradIkSAne ApaNA saMghamAM lagabhaga samajatA nathI. temAM tamone vyavasthita vidhipUrvakanI maMtradIkSA maLI che e tamAruM mahAsaubhAgya che. tame to puNyazALI ke saMsAranI mohamAyAnA vAtAvaraNamAM paNa zrI navakAranI upAsanA, zaraNAgatibhAva Adi tattvone TakAvI zakayA cho, chatAM maLelI suMdara takano lAbha levA mATe thoDAka puruSArthanI jarUra che. te mATe sAvadhAna thAo to vadhu uttama. 199 pd. 100 R jaina AgamamaMdira, pAlItANA 20-8-84 saMsAramAM jenI kiMmata vadhu te cIjanuM pramANa bahu thoDuM hoya, A rIte ApaNane jIvanazuddhinuM tattva bahu ochI jagyAethI maLe che, tenI taka paNa ApaNane ochI maLe che te ema sUcave che Page #251 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 200 jIvanazuddhi kharekhara aNamola che! AvI aNamola jIvanazuddhi zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA pratApe tevA viziSTa saMyogo dvArA meLavavAnI takavALA pIriyaDamAMthI tamo pasAra thaI rahyA cho te kharekhara tamArA saubhAgyanI vAta che. tamAre tamArA vicAromAM A vAtanI samajaNapUrvaka evI chApa UbhI karavI joie ke jethI A taka maLI chatAM jeTalo joIe teTalo vikAsa haju thaI zakayo nathI. tenA pAyAmAM je khUTatAM tattvo che tenuM tamane spaSTa bhAna thAya, nirAzA ke hatAzAnuM vAtAvaraNa na keLavAya, paNa sUkSma rIte vicAronAM AMdolano Upaje, jenI khabara tamArA ajAgrata manamAM gherI paDI rahe ane samaya Avye jAgrata mananI bhUmikA para tenI amiTa chApa Upase ke jethI samajaNapUrvaka puruSArthanI bhUmikA keLavavA tamo samartha thaI zako, tevI bhUmikAnA ghaDataranI hAlanA tabakake khAsa jarUra che. A mATe tamAre nikhAlasapaNe niyata samaye jApa, svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA, AhAra vihAranI sAttvikatA ane niyamita zrI navakAranA sAhityanA vAMcananI khAsa jarUra che. tamo A mATe jarA lakSya rAkhI prayatnazIla bano e khAsa jarUrI che. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA bIjo mArga che ekalA varNayoganI sAdhanAno, jeTalA bane teTalA vadhu niyata saMkhyA, sthAna, samayanI maryAdA jALavI vadhumAM vadhu zrI navakArano jApa tame varNayoganI maryAdA pramANe karo to paNa jhaDapI AMtarika vikAsa thaI zake. A mArga devagurukRpAe mane maLyo che. huM te rastethI pasAra thaI Aje amuka bhUmikAe Avyo chuM, paNa tame saMsArI jIva cho - mArI ane tamArI bhUmikAmAM pharaka che. tamArI AsapAsa saMsArI mohajALanA lapharAM ane vyAvahArika javAbadArI ghaNI, tethI tamo ekalA varNayoganI sAdhanAnA mArge jaI na zako. paNa varNayogane keMdramAM rAkhI tenA sahayogI tarIke * svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA, * sAttvika AhAra carcA, * pavitra vAtAvaraNa, (bhAIbaMdhonA vyavahAra para kAbU) * zrI navakAranuM sAhitya vAMcavuM. - A 4 bAbato vyavasthita rIte goThavAI jAya to tamArI viziSTa bhUmikA keLavAI jAya ke jenA mATe bIjA sAdhakone haju ghaNA prayatnanI jarUra paDe. tame puNyazALI cho ke tamone UgatI UcharatI juvAnInA dvAra khUle te pahelAM zrI navakAra ane jinazAsananA marma samajI zakAya tevA saMyogo maLyA. have mAtra thoDIka sAvadhAnInI jarUra che. tamArI AsapAsa mohALa patharAI rahI che temAMthI sAvadhAnIpUrvaka rasto kADhI Aja sudhI meLavelI ArAdhanAnI pAyAnI zakitao gUMcavAI na jAya e rIte mArga kADhI ArAdhanAnA AgaLanA sTeja para vadhavA - javA utsAhabhera taiyAra rahevAnuM che. Page #252 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA ArAdhaka puNyavAna kadI paNa ArAdhanAnA paMthe AvyA pachI, devagurunI kRpAno pAtra banyA pachI aMtaramAM utsAha, ullAsanI bharatI anubhavyA vinA na rahe. mATe tamo vadhu sAvaceta bano. D 101 Yan jaina Agama maMdira, pAlItANA 30-8-84 tamo parvAdhirAjanI ArAdhanA zAzvata prAya: taraNatAraNahAra zrI siddhAcala mahAtIrthamAM karavA saubhAgyazALI thayA te badala tamAre gaurava levA jevuM che. viziSTa dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAva ane bhava e pAMca nimittathI AtmAnA adhyavasAyo viziSTa rIte keLavAya che. tamo zrI navakAranA ArAdhaka eTale jIvana zuddhinA cAhaka - tethI mahAbaLezvara - mAtherAna sImalA - AbU - sAputArA ke kAzmIranI sahela karyA pachI viziSTa tAjhagI anubhavAya che ema siddhagiri jevA paramapAvana tIrthanI nizrAe sadgurunAM caraNomAM besI AtmanirIkSaNanA saphaLa prayogarUpa A vakhatanA parvAdhirAjanI ArAdhanA pauSadhathI karI teno kaMIka rasAravAda meLavyo haze. 201 mane lAge che ke, tamo thoDA aMtaramAM UMDA UtarI AtmanirIkSaNano saphaLa prayoga ke je bahu ocho AcarAyo che karyo hota to anerI majhA Avata. tenA mAdhyamathI aMtaranI sAhajika AnaMdadhArAmAM ekAda DUbakI mAravAnI taka maLI hota. tenA pratApe chellA traNa cAra divasathI pAchA javAnI utAvaLa basanA rijharvezananI bhAMjagaDa Adi je meM joI - te jovA na maLata. erakaMDIzana rUmamAM beThA pachI mANasa bahAranI pracaMDa garamIvALA dhomadhagatA vaizAkhI vAyarAnI paristhitimAM javAnI jema utAvaLa na kare tema tamo puNyavAna kharA! mArI sUcanAnA AdhAre saMsAranAM mahattvanAM kAryo - sarvisanI muzkelI temaja vyAvahArika hADamArI chatAM ahIM caDhate raMge AvyA paNa thoDI mArI khAmI ke huM tamane badhAne aMtaranI AnaMdadhArAnI pratIti na karAvI zakayo. javAbadArI mArI hatI. - Page #253 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA haoNspiTalamAM InDora pezaMTa tarIke dAkhala thayA pachI badhI javAbadArI homa supriTenDenTa DaoNkaTaranI hoya che, dekharekha - javAbadArI. 202 tema ahIM mAre thoDIka tamane AdhyAtmika TrITameMTa ApavAnI. temAM darakAra ochI rAkhI te badala hakIkatamAM huM zaramiMdo chuM. te aMge saMvatsarI pratikramaNamAM A mArI javAbadArI adA na karI zakavA badala thoDI vedanA thaI paNa samayAbhAve vyakata na karI zakayo. tethI patrathI khAsa karIne mArA tamArA AdhyAtmika saMbaMdho saMkaLAyA che, chatAM huM mArI javAbadArI na adA karI zakavA badala hArdika nikhAlasatAthI aMtaranI saraLatA sAthe kSamA mAMguM chuM. tame jarUrathI mArI binajavAbadArIne kSamya gaNazo, have pachI tamone yogya preraNA ApavAnI tatparatA dAkhavavA taiyAra rahevA jarUra dhyAnamAM laIza. bIjuM thrI navakAra mahAmaMtrathI jIvana zuddhi vinaya-vivekanA mAdhyamathI thAya, bAhya jIvanamAM vinaya guNa barAbara vikAsa pAmyo che. sAthe vivekamAM aupacArikatA karatAM vAstavika bhUmikAnA vivekanI jarA kasara che, kAraNa ke zaraNAgati - samarpaNabhAva zrI navakAra ke paMca parameSThIo prati keLavavAmAM jarA khAmI rahe che tethI viveka vAstavika bhUmikAno pragaTa thAya che paNa lAMbo Takato nathI. vyavahAra saMsAra ghara - sarvisa AdinI pravRttiomAM pradhAnatA, mohanA saMskAro vadhavA na pAme te tarapha lakSyanI jAgRti haiyAnI tatparatA sAthe keLavAto viveka kayAreka saMsAra pakSe gauNa thavA pAme che. - - AvuM na thAya te iSTa che. A mATe - niyata samaya, niyata sthAna, niyata saMkhyAno jApa, svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA ane zrI navakAranA sAhityanuM vAMcana A tripuTInI khAsa jarUra che. tamArAmAM A traNe bAbata ochevatte aMze che kharI. paNa pheselITIne kayAreka vadhu mahatva apAya che tethI jApanI zakita aMtaramAM krieTa thavAnA badale tenA vAyabrezano vikharAI javA pAme che. mATe A aMge khUba ja sAvacetI keLavavI jarUrI che. A vakhatano patra Avo kema lakhAyo? tenuM mane paNa Azcarya che, chatAM tamo ArAdhanAnA paMthe jarA UMDuM ciMtana karazo ane vyavasthitatA keLavazo. Page #254 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA sl 102 Yan jaina AgamamaMdira, pAlItANA 15-9-84 vi bAhya vyavahAra ane ArAdhanA baMne vacce vicAronuM aMtara vadhavA na pAme te khAsa icchavA joga che. vicAromAM bAhya vyavahAra mukhya thaI jAya ane sAdhanA gauNa ke phormyulITI pUrI karavA rUpe thatI jAya to te vicAro sAdhanAnA bhAvikSetramAM moTI khAI-rUpa banI jAya che. 203 bAhya vyavahAro, prAmANika pharaja, puruSArthane adA karavArUpe ArAdhakane pravartavuM paDe paNa haiyuM ArAdhanAnA paMthe javA utsuka rahe, haiyAmAMthI ArAdhanAnI upAdeyatA na vIsarAya te khAsa jarUrI che. kAyAthI, vacanathI, saMsAranAM kAmomAM ApaNe pravartIe paNa manamAM paMciMga rahe ke A puNyanI khAmI che ke saMsAranA padArtho mATe puruSArtha karavo paDe che. kharI rIte puruSArtha ApaNA jIvananI parama zuddhi mATe ADe rahela vAsanA vikArI tattvone haThAvavA karavAnI jarUra che. AvI vicAradhArA zrI navakAranA ArAdhakanA haiyAmAM guMjatI rahe. A bhUmikAe ArAdhake sarvAdhika prayatna karIne cAlavAnI khAsa jarUra che. nahIM to kAMtyuM - pIMjyuM kapAsa thatAM vAra zI lAge ? ArAdhanA dvArA meLavela viveka, sadvicAra ke zubha niSThAnuM baLa saMsAranI pravRttiomAM anAdinA saMskAro rokavAnuM lakSya ApaNI ArAdhanAmAM keLavAyuM na hoya to te saMskAro ArAdhanAnA baLane, zubha niSThA - sadvicAronI bhUmikAne naSTa karI nAMkhe. A rIte to jIvana UMce Ave zI rIte ? pAMcanI kamANI mAMDa thAya tyAM ApaNI bedarakArIthI 10nA nukasAnamAM UtarI jaIe to pariNAme unnatino paMtha hAthamAM Avyo zA khapano ? tamone 2030nI sAlathI paramapunita zrI navakArano saMparka thayo 2033mAM tame Topa levalamAM hatA, pachI 2035-36-37 DAuna levalamAM 2038mAM pharI pAchA caDhyA, pharI 2039mAM DAunamAM AvyA. sAdhanAkSetre caDhANa utarANa Ave ja ! sIdho sAdhanAno paMtha hoya ja nahIM. sAra eTalo ke caDhANanA pramANamAM utarANa ochuM hovuM ghaTe, te ochuM rahe te badala sAvacetI keLavavAnI. bAhya vyavahAro, saMsAranI javAbadArIo tamone kayAreka gUMcave che, jenA pariNAme hajI tamo svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjAmAM vadhyA nathI, tema ja rAtri bhojana tyAga ane bhAIbaMdhonA ke bAhya vAtAvaraNanA saMparkathI hajI tame joIe teTalA pAchA vaLyA nathI. pariNAme 2040nI sAlamAM pariNAma - rijhalTa mArI daSTie 0 tarapha DAuna vadhu lAge che apekSAe mane saMtoSa che, paNa zakitanA dhirANanA pramANamAM vyAja paNa pUruM meLavI zakayo nathI. Page #255 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA tamAre thoDIka samajazakitane vikasAvI hajAra hAthanA dhaNI zrI navakArane nikhAlasapaNe saraMDara = zaraNAgata thavAnI khAsa jarUra che. 204 tvameva sarva mama deva deva / tvameva varSe zaraNaM prapadye no bhAva haiyAmAM guMjato karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. tamo varNayoga - akSarone sAme rAkhI sAmAyikamAM niyata samaye niyata sthAne jarUra zrI navakAranA zaraNe jAo. phakata 10 miniTa, trIjA aThavADie camatkArika anubhava thaze. mAnasika anupama zAMti anubhavAze, jIvanamAM kaMIka meLavyAno anubhava thaze. svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA khAsa Avazyaka aMga che, te paNa na bhUlazo. 103 STUF jaina AgamamaMdira, pAlItANA 22-9-84 vi jaNAvavAnuM ke ArAdhanAnA paMthe mananI caMcalatA moTuM vighna che paNa lakSyanI asthiratA na thavI joIe. mananI caMcalatA to jApathI sahaja rIte kAbUmAM AvI zake che paNa lakSyanI asthiratA to ApaNI ArAdhanAne DahoLI nAMkhe che. R - tethI tamo sahu ArAdhanAnuM lakSya jIvana zuddhi - mana-vacana-kAyAnI saraLatA ane mohanA vinAza dvArA jIvanamAM zAzvata sukha-zAMtinI sthApanAnuM magajamAM-haiyAmAM goThavI rAkhazo. jIvanano artha ja ApaNI zakitaone lakSyagAmI banAvavAnA prayatnamAM samAyela che. jIvanazakitao atyAre ApaNane adhogAmI pravAho tarapha kheMcI jAya che. mAna, lAlasA, vAsanA, mamatA, Asakita, zarIranuM mamatva Adi adhogAmika pravAho che. ApaNI jIvanazakitao anAdikALanA azubha saMskArone paravaza banI A pravAho tarapha DhaLI jAya che tene viziSTa lakSyanI jAgRtinA baLe UrdhvamukhI banAvavAno prayatna zrI navakAranA jApanA mAdhyamathI Page #256 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvatrikA 205 karavAno che. AnAthI tamArI jIvanazakitao vadhu vyavasthita banI jaze jethI tamo atyAre saMsArI tribheTe AvI pahoMcyA cho - ke jyAMthI AdhyAtmika - AMtarika - vyAvahArika mArganA samanvayavALA ukelanI khAsa jarUra che. nahIM to vyAvahArika raste caDhI gayA to evA aTapaTA prasaMgomAM gUMthAI jazo ke pariNAme AdhyAtmika AMtarika mArganI pichANa paNa kadAca na rahe. tethI tamoe hAlamAM varSa-be varSa khUba sAvacetIthI atyAra sudhI je AjJAnA baMdhAraNa para cAlatA AvyA cho te baMdhAraNane jALavavAnI khAsa jarUra che. - tamArA traNemAM vyakitagata vikAsanI dRSTie jarA judI vAta che te sahunA AMtarika vikAsa pramANe zrI navakAra mArA mAdhyamathI ke jApanA mAdhyamathI thatI sabuddhi ke vicAraNA dvArA tamone jANavA maLaze, paNa viziSTa jIvana dhoraNa jALavavA mATe hajI tamAre khUba ja sAvadhAnapaNe zrI navakAranA vayoganI sAdhanA jApanI sthAna - samaya - saMkhyAnI niyatatA sAthe svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA, zruta sAmAyika, abhakSya - rAtri bhojana Adino tyAga ane viSama vAtAvaraNanI parahejI A badhuM jALavavAnI khAsa jarUra che. vicAromAM paDelA pUrvajanmanA sUkSma vikAra bIje tamArI A umare bAhya saMsArI vAtAvaraNa ke te te padArthonA nimittone pAmI vikasita thavA prayatna karatA hoya che tyAre vivekI ArAdhake khUba gaMbhIra sAvaceta banI aMtaranI jAgRti keLavI zrI navakArane vadhu samarpita banI AjJAna dhoraNane jALavIne mana-vacana-kAyAnA prayatnane tAlabaddha karavo joIe. tamArAmAM vinaya, AjJA-grAhitya ane saraLatA A traNa guNo ArAdhanAnA prAthamika tabakakAnA vikAsa pAmyA che te khuzI thavA jevuM che. - have te pAyA para caNatara be varSanI sAvacetI rAkhI karavAnuM che ke jethI zrI navakAra jIvananA dareka tabakakAmAM eka sAcI rIte AMtarika jIvanazakitaone vyavasthita rIte AdhyAtmika dizAmAM laI jaI AMtarika zuddhinA lakSya tarapha laI jAya. mATe be varSa khUba sAvaceta rahezo. Page #257 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA 104 vika jaNAvavAnuM ke zrI navakAramAM anaMta zaktio che, zrI navakAra zakitaono bhaMDAra che, Adi vAkayo sthULa vyavahAranayanI apekSAe che. te bALajIvone prAthamika kakSAmAM zraddhA UpajAvI ArAdhanA mArge AgaLa vadhavA mATe sApekSa rIte upayogI che. paNa hakIkatamAM zrI navakArathI ApaNA AtmAmAM sattAgate rahela saghaLI viziSTa zaktio prAdurbhAva pAme che. eTale zrI navakAranA japathI ApaNA AtmaguNone AvarI rahela mohanIya Adi karmonA AvaraNa kSINa thAya che. pariNAme aMdaranI zaktio pragaTa thAya che. eTale hakIkatamAM zrI navakAra e zuddha sAdhana che karmanirjarAnuM. tethI te ApaNI AtmazaktionA vikAsa mATe puSTa AlaMbana bane che. A vAta sUkSma pAramArthika nizcaya nayanI khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevI che. nahIM to zrI navakAramAM ghaNI zakitao che eTale ApaNe ArAdhanA karIzuM eTale maLI jaze ema karI yAcakavRtti - mAMgaNakhorInI khoTI Teva vikasavA pAme. paNa nizcaya nayanI vAta magajamAM rAkhavAthI, ApaNAmAM chUpI rahelI anaMtazakitaonuM gurugamathI yathArtha bhAna thavAthI, tenA AvirbhAva mATe yogya puruSArtha ane te mATe puSTa AlaMbanarUpa zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI upayogitA para sudaDha vizvAsa jAmaze. vaLI vyavahAranayanI vAta ke "zrI navakAramAM anaMta zaktio che" e vAtanA mULamAM hakIkate ApaNI zaktione pragaTa karavAmAM nimittarUpa zrI navakAra hoI upacAra vAkayarUpe ema kahI zakAya ke zrI navakAramAM saghaLI zaktio che. A vAta A rIte spaSTa na samajAI hoya to camatkAra ane manovAMcchA - kAmanAo pUrI karavAnI zakitao zrI navakAramAM che tenA para vadhu jhoka thaI jAya. saravALe AtmAnI maulika jJAna - darzana - svarUpa ramaNatA, svarUpa, sthiratA, anaMta avyAbAdha sukha, arUpIpaNuM, anaMtIvIrya, Adi sAhajika maulika guNo tarapha ApaNuM lakSya na jAya - te gauNa paNa thaI jAya. tethI nizcayanayane daSTigata rAkhavAnI khAsa jarUra che. zarUAtamAM bALajIvone lakSyAbhimukha karavA mATe vyavahAra nayathI sarvazaktio zrI navakAramAM che e vAta prAthamika rIte dhyAna para levAya, paNa yogya jJAnI gurue dhIme dhIme nizcayanayavALI vAtane magajamAM sthira karavAnI jarUra che. vivekabuddhino upayoga na karAya to nayavAdanI aTapaTI gUMcomAM lAbha kayAre khovAI jAya e kahevAya nahIM. kharekhara to - nizcayanaya e AMkha sAme rAkhavAnI cIja che. vyavahAranaya amalamAM mUkavAno che. nizcayanayathI vastunuM pAramArthika svarUpa samajAI jAya to tene pAmavA avAMtara puruSArthanI kramika kakSAo vyavasthita rIte pasAra karI zakAya, nahIM to puruSArthanI Page #258 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 207 kakSAo kramabhaMganA doSathI ApaNI pravRttimAM dhyeyarUpa na rahe to saravALe gUMcavADo Ubho thAya. tethI zrI navakAramAM anaMta zakitao che. e vyavahAranayanI vAta amalamAM mUkatI vakhate ApaNAmAM sattAgata rahelI saghaLI zakitaonA prAdurbhAva mATe zrI navakAra puSTa AlaMbana che A vAtane paNa nizcayanayanI bhUmikAne spaSTa rIte dhyAnamAM rAkhI vyavahAranayanI vAtane amalamAM mUkavA prayatna karavo hitAvaha che. zrI navakAra AtmAnI viziSTa - asAdhAraNa zakitaonA vikAsanuM mukhya kAraNa che e vAta haiyAmAM jamAvyA vinA zrI navakAranI prabhAvakatAthI AkarSAIne karAtI ArAdhanA kayAreka yogya gurUgamanA abhAve bhautikavAda tarapha ApaNane dhakelI de che. temaja Ihaloka - paralokanI AzaMsAnA doSamAMthI chUTI zakatA nathI. A vAta khUba gaMbhIrapaNe dhyAna para levA jevI che. 10pa jaina Agama maMdira, pAlItANA 2-10-84 vi jaNAvavAnuM ke jIvanazaktino pravAha iMdriyo - buddhi - mananA mAdhyame satata vahI rahyo che paNa Idriyo, buddhi, manano saMbaMdha rAgadveSanA saMskAro sAthe gADha hoI ApaNI jIvanazakitao ApaNA vikAsanA paMthe vaLavAnA badale avarodhanA mArge saMskAronA mAdhyamathI vaLI jAya che. pariNAme ApaNe ja ApaNA aMtaraMga AtmavikAsanA avarodharUpa banI jaIe chIe. A vikRtine TALavA mATe ApaNe IMdriya-buddhi-manathI para thaI viziSTa jJAnI mahApuruSonI doravaNI taLe cAlavAnI khAsa jarUra che. viziSTa jJAnIo pariNAmalakSI hoya che teo dUradarzI prazAnA AdhAre aMtaraMga zaktione kSaNajIvI saMsArI vAsanAonA vartuLasamA saMskAronI dizAmAMthI viziSTa rIte AjJAmUlaka dizAmAM vALavA prayatnazIla hoya che. ApaNe mAtra teonI AjJAne zirodhArya karI nikhAlasa rIte zaraNAgati bhAva keLavavAnI Page #259 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA jarUra che. A jagatamAM viziSTa jJAnI tarIke arihaMto = jeo jagatanA prANImAtranA kalyANaarthe "savi jIva karuM zAsanarasI''nI bhAvanAne vaza banI potAnA mokSane gauNa karIne paNa sarva hitakArI zAsananI sthApanA rUpe tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanI nikAcanA trIjA bhave kare che. trIjA bhavethI ja teo prANImAtranA hitanA sAcA rakhevALa jevA bane che. 208 te parama 2) siddho : arihaMta paramAtmAnI AjJAnuM sarvAMga zuddha sarva jIva maitrI bhAvapUrvaka vizuddha sarva viratinA udAtta pAlana dvArA saghaLAM karmonAM baMdhanothI mukata banI parama vizuddha padane jeo pAmyA che ane satata AnaMdamaya sahaja zuddha cidAnaMdanA pavitra srota samA te siddhonI AjJA = padane pAmavAnA AdarzarUpe cAlavAnI lakSya-preraNA ApanArA. 3) AcAryo : arihaMtonI gerahAjarImAM bhavyajIvone sarva tAraka, paramahitakAriNI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI paMcAcAra pAlananI AjJAne sakriya rIte jagatanI sAme rajU karanArA mahApuNyazALI mahApuruSo. 4) upAdhyAyo : paramahitakara anaMtaupakArI zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunA niSkAraNa bhAva-vAtsalyanA pavitra jharArUpa kevaLajJAnathI mokSa sudhI tIrthaMkara prabhue satata roja prathama ane chellI porasImAM vahevaDAvela jJAnagaMgAnA aNamola vArasA jevA mahApavitra, moha-mahAviSa-ghAtaka parama punita jIvana zuddhikara Agamono sUtrathI vAraso jALavI yogya bhavyajIvonA haiyA soMsaravo utAranAra mahApuruSo. 5) sAdhuo : parama punita jinazAsananA sarvajIvone abhayadAna devAnA parama rahasyane yathAvat samajI vizvanA sUkSma ekeMdriya eka paNa jIvane na virAdhavA rUpa sarva viratinuM sarvAMga zuddha pAlana karI tIrthaMkara prabhunI sarvahitakAriNI AjJAne caritArtha karanArA mahApuruSo. - A pAMca mahApuruSo sarvottama, lokottama ane ananyasAdhAraNa mahApuruSo che. AmanI AjJA pramANe jIvanazakitaone vahevaDAvavI e eka jIvanano parama lahAvo che. A pAMce mahApuruSonI AjJA eka ja che ke siddha bhagavaMtonA jevI sattAgata. anaMtajJAnAdi saMpadAne arihaMta prabhunA bhAkhelA AgamonA AdhAre oLakhI arihaMta prabhue te svarUpane meLavavA darzAvela paMcAcAra-paMca samiti traNa guptinA pAlanarUpa saMyamanuM pAlana karavuM eTale jinAjJA (arihaMta) pramANe karma nirjarAnA (siddha) dhyeyathI paMcAcAranI (AcArya) maryAdAne zAstrIya paddhati mujaba (upAdhyAya) viSayanI vAsanAo saMskAronA AkarSaNathI pudgala tarapha jatI iMdriyo, buddhi-manane rokavArUpa saMyama (sAdhu)nI niSThA jALavavI. A AjJAne jIvanamAM parama tAraka Adarza, ucca dhyeya tarIke oLakhavI, samajavI ane tadanurUpa AcaravA prayatna karavo, temAM ja ApaNuM kalyANa che. Page #260 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA 209 106 jaina AgamamaMdira, pAlItANA 12-10-84 zrI navakAranA zaraNe AvanAranI koI ciMtA TaLyA vagara rahetI nathI. ciMtAnuM mULa kAraNa ajJAna ane pugalano tIvra rAga che. zrI navakAranA smaraNathI aMtaramAM viveka zakitano ughADa thAya eTale ajJAna dazA ane pudgalano rAga bane ghaTavA mAMDe. ciMtA thavAnA kAraNamAM audayika bhAvonI gaDamathala ke je audayika bhAvonI vyavasthA jJAnInA jJAnathI niyata ja hoya che - A vAtanI bina jANakArImAMthI pragaTe che vaLI pugalarAganI tIvratAe pudgalanA kheMcANathI ciMtA thAya. paNa zrI navakAranA japathI AtmatattvanI zuddhinI mAtrA vadhatI jAya tema pudgalanuM kheMcANa ghaTatuM jaya. eTale ciMtAono laya ja thAya! tame puNyavAno ciMtAonA nAzaka zrI navakAranA zaraNe cAlavAnI bhUmikAe bALapaNanI muvayamAM ja pUrvanA puNyayoge AvI zakyA cho. te pUrNa saubhAgyanI vAta che. paNa have tame je gadhdhApaccIzI (25 varSanI umara)mAMthI nIkaLI UMTiyA cAlIzI (26 thI 65 varSamAM pravezI rahyA cho temAM jAtajAtanA ajJAna - aviveka ane kusaMskAronA jALAmAM paga na mukAI jAya ane vicAronI doravaNIno dora zrI navakAra ane tenI ArAdhanAnA baLe UpajatI sanmati sahaja phuraNA hastaka rahe te khAsa jarUrI che. paristhiti ane saMjogonA nAme je te dora mana ke saMskAronA hastaka gayo to ArAdhanAnI bhUmikA DoLAI jAya tevI sthiti kadAca UbhI thAya, mATe samajaNapUrvaka vicArone paristhitinA ukelanA dhoraNe vALavAnA badale kartavyaniSThAnA dhoraNa tarapha temaja ApaNI lakSyaniSThAnI vRtti tarapha vALavA prayatna thAya te khAsa jarUrI che. A UMTiyA cAlIzI (26 thI 65)mAM bALapaNanA saMskAromAMthI pragaTela gadhdhApacIsI (25 varSanI umara sudhInI)nAM anarthonI kSINatA vadhu jora pakaDI jAya tevuM bane tethI paristhitino saMgharSa sAthe hoya tene lakSya jAgRti ane kartavyaniSThAnA sumeLathI vicAravAno saprayatna karavo jarUrI che. " aMtaramAM zraddhAbhakti zrI navakAra ke paMca parameSThI prati jeTaluM vadhu keLavAya teTalI vadhu lakSyaniSThA ApaNAmAM keLavAya, pariNAme kartavyaniSThA paNa jAgRta thAya ane vicAro paristhiti gAmI na bane, saMgharSAtmaka sthitino ukela sahelAIthI Ave. Page #261 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 210 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA vivekabuddhinI mAtrAno ghaTADo kayAreka ApaNane saMskArone paravaza banAvI mUke che tethI vivekabuddhinA dhoraNane jALavavA niyata sthAna - samaya saMkhyAnA jApanI paNa teTalI ja mahattA che. eTale sAdhano badhAM tamArAM jANItAM che te mujaba tamo yathAyogya pragati paNa karI rahyA cho chatAM temAM rahela thoDI DhIlAza samajaNapUrvaka dUra karavA prayatna karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. 1 07 jaina Agama maMdira, pAlItANA 19-10-84 vi zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA vAsanAnA vikArone zamAvanArI bane che e anubhava siddha hakIkata sAdhakonI che. tame paNa zrI navakAranA sAdhaka cho paNa prAthamika bhUmikAnA ghaDataramAM haju aTavAyA cho, jethI vAsanAono cakarAvo kayAreka tamane mUMjhave che paNa sAdhanA ane te paNa zrI navakAranA sAdhakane prAthamika bhUmikAthI jarAka AgaLa vadhatAM ja nirvikAritAno rasto jaDI Ave che, saMsAra pratyeno rAga DhIlo thaI jAya che. bhale! sAdhupaNuM na laI zakAya, chatAM saMsAranI mohakatA aMtarane sparze nahIM tevuM to mAnasa taiyAra thaI jAya che. A huM anubhavavANI mArA jIvananA pratyakSa anubhavathI lakhI rahyo chuM. tamane jANIne kadAca Azcarya thaze ke zrI navakAranI vadhAmaNI jIvananA paroDhakALamAM thavAnA badale bahu moDI gadhdhApacIzInA pAchalA bhAge mArA ko'ka pUrva janmanA puNyathI nAgapuranA mohanabhAInA nimittathI tathA asAdhya vAtavyAdhi prasaMge zAtA pUchavA padhArela anaMtopakArI vAtsalyanidhi pU. paM. zrI bhadraMkara vi. manI Takora ke gAMDA! AvI sarasa taka maLI che ne! zrI navakAra nathI gaNato - basa ATalI ja thatAM rAjarAjezvara - virATa zakitazALI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI padharAmaNI jIvanamAM vi. saM. ra05nA phA. su. 10nA roja prAya: thaI. jo ke A pUrve pUrvajanmanI ko'ka viziSTa ArAdhanAnA pratApe vikArI vAsanAonA aTapaTA ATApATAmAM phasAmaNInI takomAMthI paNa te vakhate nAnI eTale Page #262 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 12-13 varSanI vayathI AtmasAdhanA karI divya teja meLavavA brahmacaryanI sAdhanA mATe yoga, yama, Asana, prANAyAma, mULabaMdha, vajrabaMdha ane praNavano cakravedhI jApa ane A aMgenA keTalAka viziSTa sAhityanA vAMcanathI vicAronI mAtrA khUba suMdara thaI.pariNAme vikArI vAsanAo jarA paNa najIka na Ave. A sthitinuM nirmANa zrI navakAranI kRpAthI A lekhake anubhavyuM che. jo ke tamArA badhAnA saMyogo mArA karatAM viSama paNa gaNAya, vaLI tamo saMsAranA vAtAvaraNamAM ane mArA te vakhate AjathI 20-22 varSa pUrve bhautikavAdI lakajharI TAIpa vilAsI vRtti, tevAM mohaka sAdhanonI ochAza tethI tamo atyAre je rIte AMtarika AdhyAtmika sTAnDarDa jALavI rahyA cho te badala mane khUba gaurava che, AhAra-vihAranA saMyama sAthe thoDIka jAgRti keLavAya to haju tamArA jIvanamAM AdhyAtmika bhUmikA vadhu prabala bane te mArI mahecchA che. tamone nirAza-nirUtsAhI banAvavA mAruM A lakhANa nathI. tamo juvAnInA prAraMbhakALa pUrve zrI navakAra mAtAnI chatra chAyA taLe AvI gayA cho ane maMtradIkSA jevI uttama sthitine lAyaka banyA cho. zrI navakAra prati tamArI zraddhA-bhakita samarpitabhAva kharekhara anumodanIya che. chatAM thoDA tame AmAM vadhu vyavasthita bano e aMtaranI mahecchA che. KHh 211 108 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI jApa zakti mATe jarUrI F 1) jApa mATe zrI navakAranuM AkarSaka citra sAme rAkhavuM. 2) vAtAvaraNa manamohaka rAkhavuM. 3) jApanI guptatA jaLavAya te jarUrI che. 4) merunuM ullaMghana na thAya. 5) maNakAne nakhano sparza na thAya. 6) niyata samaye, niyata sthAne, niyata saMkhyAe jApa karavAthI zakti - saMcaya thAya, sthAna-samaya badalavAthI zakita DoLAI jAya. Page #263 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 212 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 7) jApanAM vastro, Asana khUba svaccha rAkhavAM, paga na aDake teno khyAla rAkhavo. 8) jApanAM sAdhano, vastro vyavasthita jagyAe rAkhavAM, bIjAne na ApavAM. 9) jApa mATenAM vastro roja garama pANIthI dhovAM, temaja vastro ke Asanano jApa sivAya anya upayoga na karavo. 10) jApa vakhate manamAM krodha ke kAmavAsanA jAge nahi te mATe sAvadha rahevuM. 11) jApa vakhate cittane svastha banAvavA zrI navakAranA citra-paTa sAme dhArIne thoDI vAra joI rahevuM. temAMthI nIkaLatI zakitaonA dhodhamAM nirmaLa thaI rahyAnI kalpanA karI jApa zarU karavo. 12) jApa vakhate zarIra svaccha joIe, hAtha-paga to jarUra pavitra karavA. 13) savAre 4 thI 7 sudhI jApa pUrva dizA sanmukha ane sUryAsta pachI eka kalAkathI daza vAgyA sudhI jApa uttaradizA sanmukha karavAno Agraha rAkhavo. 14) je sthAne ke Asane zrI navakArano jApa karatA hoIe te sthAna ke Asana upara bIje kaMI paNa jApa ke dharmakriyA karavAno Agraha na rAkhavo. 15) jApanA Asana sivAya ema ja jamIna para besI jApa na karavo. 16) jApa phakata Atmazuddhi-cittazAntinA dhyeyathI karavo. 17) jApa vakhate anya kaMI paNa kAmanA ke ISTasiddhino vicAra na karavo. 18) zaraNAgatibhAva ane samarpaNabhAva vadhu keLavI AvI paDela Apatti dUra thAya ke ISTa kAryasiddhi thAya evA vicAro sAhajika rIte dUra karavA. 19) zrI navakArano jApa zarU karyA pachI jApanI zakita nakakara rUpa laI aMtaramAM phelAvAnI zarUAta thaI che tenI nizAnI rUpe - 0 zarIre ThIka na rahe, 0 aMdarathI game nahIM, 1 glAni jevuM thAya, 0 saMjogo viSama thAya, 0 aNadhArI musIbata Ave, 0 mAnasika vyagratA, 0 kAmakrodhanA prasaMgo, 0 zIdhra phaladAyI anyamaMtronI siddhi = camatkAro tarapha mana vaLe..... A badho kacaro bahAra Ave che. mATe gabharAvuM nahIM. AvuM thAya e to ApaNI jApanI gADI deva-guru-kRpAe AgaLa vadhI rahI che ane aniSTonA AdhyAtmika sTezanomAMthI pasAra thaI rahyA chIe - ema samajavuM. AvuM na thAya to ciMtA ke jApa-zakti haju sakriya thaI nathI. 20) ArAdhanAmAM AvI paDatAM uparanAM vighno mATe yogya-adhikArI gurudevane vAta karavI. anyane vAta paNa na karavI. 21) jApa karatI vakhate banAvaTI. paNa mAnasika prasannatA keLavavI. 22) dhAnyanI surakSA mATe vADa, pANI, khAtaranI jema jApamAM vadhu sthiratA lAvavA sahayogI sAdhana tarIke prabhubhakita 0gurusevA 0du:khIonA du:khanI karuNA, svakakSAne yogya naitika - vyAvahArika dhoraNa jALavavA vyavasthita prayatna karavo. 23) jApathI saghaLuM baLa maLe che e satya hovA chatAM ekAMgIpaNuM vAstavika rIte hitAvaha nathI. tethI jApanI sAthe dainika kartavyo pUjA, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, navakArazI, gurubhakita, abhakSyatyAga, tivihAra, cauvihAra, parvatithie vrata niyama Adi karavuM khAsa jarUrI che. Page #264 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vibhAga-2 Page #265 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #266 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 215 II zrI vardhamAna svAmine nama: II jA AdhyAtmika vikAsapaMthe buddhi - mananI svataMtra gati moTAmAM moTuM vighna che. A vAta khUba ja gaMbhIratAthI yAda rAkhavA jevI che. kezara ke motI vagere jhaverAta toLavA mATe jema lAkaDAM - kolasA toLavAno kAMTo nakAmo paDe che tema buddhi - manano kAMTo AtmazuddhinA paMthe anupayogI che. kema ke buddhi - mana karmasattAthI niyaMtrita che. karmasattAnA teo opareTara che tethI AtmazuddhimAM karmasattAnAM mULa khaseDavAnI vAta mukhya hoI moTe bhAge buddhi mana te vAtano pratyAghAta sAro Ubho na kare. ane ApaNe anAdikALathI evA TevAI gayA chIe ke buddhi - mana jenA para mahora-chApa na mAre te pravRtti tarapha lakSya nathI ApatA. ApaNI vartamAnakAlIna jIvanayAtrA buddhi - mananA TekAthI cAle che. jyAre ApaNane mana maLyuM na hatuM ke vyavasthita vikAsa nahoto tyAre ApaNe zarIra ane IdriyonA bharose cAlatA hatA. buddhi - mananA vikAsa pachI ApaNI jIvanayAtrAnA orgenAIjhara A be banyA che. kharekhara to A caMDALa cokaDI che. - zarIra, indriyo, buddhi, mana. A cAre evA svAtha che ke potAnA svArtha pAchaLa AtmAne durgatimAM javuM paDe tenI paravA karyA vinA kSaNika sukhonA AbhAsamAM bhoLavI AtmAnI saMmati meLavI le che. AtmA paNa anAdikALano karmaparavaza banelo evo pAMgaLo ke A cAra jaNA kahe temAM hA pADyuM jAya che ane saravALe duHkhI thAya che. mATe AtmazuddhinA paMthe cAlanArAe zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanA dvArA jIvanazuddhino marma meLavavA IcchatA ArAdhaka puNyAtmAne buddhi - manane svataMtra dora na Apavo. Page #267 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 216 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA ApaNI ArAdhanAmAM yogyAyogyano vicAra jJAnI gurunI nizrAe karavAmAM jarUra pUrato buddhi - manano upayoga karavo. nahIM to ApaNI ArAdhanAno gurumaMtra samarpaNabhAva kadI vikAsa na pAme. kema ke buddhi - mananI svataMtratAno cheda te kharuM samarpaNa gaNAya.) ArAdhanAnA paMthe samarpaNa be jAtanA thAya che. buddhi - manathI samarpaNa thAya jemake buddhie pasaMda karyA ke A mahArAja sArA che, vidvAna che, jJAnI che. manathI paNa samarpaNa thAya ke A mahArAjano svabhAva sAro - mane game te rIte vAto kare che Adi. paNa kharekhara AtmAnuM samarpaNa tyAre thAya ke jyAre AtmAnAM kamanAM baMdhano toDavA mATe jJAnIoe je jJAnI sadgaranAM lakSaNo jaNAvyAM che tevA jJAnI sadgaranI khoja bhale buddhi - manathI kare paNa nirNaya AtmA potAnAM karmabaMdhano toDavA upayogI tarIke kare ne pachI samarpaNa thAya te sAcuM samarpaNa. te thayA pachI buddhi - manane na game tevI pravRtti gurunI kadAca dekhAya to gurunI nyUnatAo nabaLAIo guru karyA pUrve joI levAya paNa gurunA zaraNe gayA pachI te tarapha daSTi ja na karAya. eTale buddhi - manane te tarapha niSkriya banAvAya te kharuM samarpaNa thayuM gaNAya. TUMkamAM buddhi - mananI svataMtratAnA tyAgarUpa samarpaNanI bhUmikA ArAdhanAnA paMthe AtmazuddhinA lakSyathI cAlanArAe keLavavI jarUrI che. reDasignala = AmAM gurunA doSa jevAya ja nahIM. guru chadmastha hoya bhUle ApaNe kaMI jovAya nahIM. evuM thAya to daSTirAga pesI jAya. avasare ekAMtamAM vinayapUrvaka rajUAta thAya ke A kema ! Ama kema ? mArI TUMkI buddhimAM A vAtanuM rahasya samajAtuM nathI ema Takora karI zakAya. tema karavAthI yogya guru jaladI potAnI bhUla hoya to sudhArI zake. paNa tevo prasaMga javalle ja Ave, moTe bhAge sAdhakanA daSTirAganuM kAraNa doSa che. hakIkatamAM gurunI chadmAvasthAnI bhUla kayAreka hoya che. bahu gaMbhIrapaNe sAvadhAnInI jarUra che. Page #268 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 17 vicAronI sImAnI pele pAra ArAdhanAnuM kSetra zarU thAya che. temAM paNa tarkazaktinuM saMpUrNa niyaMtraNa thayA pachI sAdhanAnuM kSetra zarU thAya che. vicAronI sakriyatA ke tarkazakti A be tattvothI ArAdhanA - sAdhanAno mArga DahoLAya che. bhaNatara ane hAIejyukezana manane AvA mUDha samarpaNanI ADe Ave che. paNa zraddhAnA pAyA para vicAro ane tarkazakitanA vilInIkaraNavALuM mUDha samarpaNa khUba jarUrI che. te tyAre thAya ke jyAre AMtarika zakitaonA vikAsanI mahattA samajAya. AMtarika zaktionA vikAsanI ADe buddhinA dvAra AgaLa paDela tarkono kacaro uThAvavAnI jarUra che. te mAtra bhaktiyoga mizrita japayogathI banI zake. tethI "tuMhI - tuMhI''nA bhAva sAthe niSkAma bhakitayoganI bhUmikAe paMcaparameSThionI AjJAne jIvanamAM sAkAra banAvavAnA lakSya sAthe teonA guNone smRtipaTamAM rAkhI satata jApa smaraNa karavAthI buddhinA dvAra AgaLa paDela ADAza - dabANa ke avarodhonuM pramANa ghaTI jAya che. vicArazakti - tarkazaktine mAtra AjJAne amalamAM zI rIte utAravI ? te aMge vAparI zakAya, paNa AjJA AvI kema ? AnA karatAM Ama hoya to kema ? e jAtanA vicAro ApaNAmAM svacchedabhAvanA astitvane sUcave che. svacchaMdatAnA vilaya vinA bhaktiyoga jAmato nathI. bhakitayoganI jamAvaTa vinA sAdhanAmAM gatizIlatA AvatI nathI. vaLI vicAromAM AcAranuM pratibiMba.AcAramAM vicAronuM pratibiMba paDatuM hoya che. mATe bhakitayogathI vicArone suvyavasthita banAvI levAnI jarUra che, jethI tenuM sAcuM ane vyavasthita pratibiMba AcAromAM UpasI Ave ane tevA AcAronA pratibiMbathI vicAromAM bhakitayoganI dhArA jhIlavA mATe kSamatA pedA thatI jAya. jagatanA vyavahAra sAthe meLa rAkhI thatI bhakitayoganI sAdhanA DoLANavALI thAya che. eTale bhakitayogamAM mahattva mAtra AjJAne che. vyavahAra paNa tyAM gauNa thaI jAya. vyavahAranI mahattA eTalI ja AMkavI ghaTe ke jenAthI parameSThIonI AjJAmAM avyavasthA UbhI na thAya. A rItanI sAdhanA mArganI pUrva taiyArI dareka ArAdhakamAM hovI jarUrI che. AvI pUrva taiyArInA pAyA para thatA bhakitayoga sAthenI sAdhanAnAM maMDANa ArAdhaka AtmAne aMtaranI AtmazakitaonA UMDANamAM javAno mArga mokaLo karI ApavAmAM khUba upayogI bane che. mahApuruSoe A rIte ja aneka bhavyAtmAone aMtaranA UMDANamAM laI javA saphaLa prayAsa karyo che. tamAre A mATe aMtaranirIkSaNanI khAsa jarUra che. aMtaramAM Page #269 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 218 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA DokiyuM karavuM jarUrI che. pAyAnI cIje haju ghaNI khUTe che ane buddhi-tarkanA joDANathI thoDIghaNI paNa sAdhanApaddhati saraLa thaI zakatI nathI. mATe UMDANathI gaMbhIratApUrvaka aMtaranirIkSaNa karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. 17-8-83 vizeSa zrI navakAramAM - tenI upAsanAmAM jJAnI gurunI AjJA - mArgadarzana mujaba lIna thaI javA sivAya jIvanano bIjo koI lhAvo nathI. jagatanA padArtho karmanA udayane AdhIna rIte maLe che - jAya che. | game te karmano udaya mohanIya karmanI prabaLatAe ApaNane satAve che. paNa zrI navakAranA zraddhA-bhakitapUrvaka jApathI game tevA mohanIya karmanA paDadA phATI jAya che. jevuM ThaMDInuM jora vadhe ke garamI haTI ja samaje, tema zrI navakAranA jApanA hisAbe ApaNA aMtarAtmAnuM caitanya prabala thavA mAMDe eTale karmasattAne haTavuM paDe. A niyamane najara sAme rAkhI dunyavI vyavahAra badho zrI navakArane soMpI tenI AjJA pramANe pharaja mukhya kartavyaniSThAnA dhoraNe karavA prayatnazIla thavuM. bAkI kharo puruSArtha to ApaNA aMtaraMga caitanyanI zaktionA vikAsa mATe paMca parameSThIone vizuddha AdarzarUpe rAkhI teonI AjJA mujaba jIvananA ghaDatara sAthe teonI zraddhA bhakitamAM puruSArtha phoravavo vAjabI che. ArAdhaka e je ArAdhyanI zraddhA-bhaktimAM lIna thaI jAya. rAga-dveSanA nimittone paNa niSphaLa banAve tevA Adarza saMyamanI keLavaNI zrI navakAranA ArAdhaka AtmAe karavAnI che. te mATe jyAre viSayanI vAsanA ke kaSAyano Avega Ave tyAre tyAre 1 navakAra - 3 navakAra - 7 navakAra - 12 navakAranA krame dhIre dhIre vRttio para saMyamanuM oDhaNuM caDhAvavA prayatna karavo. vaLI duniyAnA padArthonI prApti thAya to samajavuM ke ArAdhanAmAM pravRtta bIjA prANIonI bhakita mATenI sagavaDa Page #270 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 218 thaI. pote to potAnI jAtane saMyamI rAkhe, maLela vadhu sAmagrI jinapratimA, jinamaMdira, saMghapUjana, sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikA e 7 kSetromAM yathAyogyatA mujaba AdarapUrvaka bhakitano lAbha laI potAnI jAtane kRtArtha karavAnI taka meLavavI. jagatanA padArtho dhAryA mujaba na maLe to ApaNA AtmAe bhUtakALamAM ajJAnadazAmAM bAMdhela aMtarAya karmano udaya kSINa karavAnI pavitra taka maLI. hasatA moMe prasannatApUrvaka karmanuM devuM cUkavavAnI taka samajI sAcA zAhukAranI jema svasthatA jALavavI. vadhumAM vartamAnakALe joItI cIjo pUrI na maLe to te bahAne jIvanamAM saMyama keLavavAnI taka maLI ema samajI tyAga, tapa, dAna, saMyama Adi dvArA AvI paDela viSama sthitino upayoga karavo paNa baLApo na karavo. Atmika vikAsakramamAM kayAreka viSama dekhAtI kSaNo ja ApaNI aMtaraMga zaktionA utthAna mATe khUba sonerI paLo hoya che. ajJAna-avivekathI te paLonI mahattA na samajI zakavAthI teno lAbha levAnA badale baLApo karI navAM karma bAMdhI te vikAsanI taka khovI paDe tevI dazAnuM nirmANa ajJAnadazAthI ApaNe karIe chIe. mATe vivekathI viSama sthitimAM paNa prasannatA jALavavI. pAlanapura 24-8-83 mananI pravRtti para niyaMtraNa Ave te ArAdhanAnuM prAthamika pagathiyuM gaNAya. mana saMskAronuM gulAma che. saMskAro pUrvakRta azubha pravRttinuM phaLa che. eTale ApaNI bhUtakAlIna avaLA puruSArthanI dizAmAM ja saMskAro mananA mAdhyamathI ApaNane kheMcI jAya che. ArAdhanA eTale Atmika zaktiono savaLo puruSArtha !aa mATe mananA Avega - pravRtti para niyaMtraNa e ArAdhanAnI prAthamika bhUmikA che. Page #271 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA AMtarazakitao vikAsanI dizAmAM utkrAMti karavA mAMge che paNa ApaNA jAgrata mananA niyaMtraNa vinA pUrvakRta saMskAronI doravaNIthI jAgrata mana svacchaMdapaNe AMtarazakitaonA vikAsanAM dvAra baMdha karI de che. 220 temAM jAgrata mana mukhya bhAga bhajave che, mATe paMcaparameSThIone bhajavAnA eka prakAra tarIke rUmo nuM UMdhuM rUpa moLa. mo = huM jAgrata mananuM kriyAtmaka svarUpa ne La = nahIM. - jAgrata manane svataMtra pravRttinI sattA na ApavAmAM Ave to aMtarAtmAnI zakitaonA vikAsaghaTako sakriya banI zake. vaLI jAgrata mananI sakriyatAmAM saMskAronA rAjA ahaMbhAva bhaLe eTale aMtarAtmAne vikAsanI gatimAM khUba ja avarodha thAya. "zrI navakArano ArAdhaka ahaMbhAvane AdhIna na thAya'' dareka pravRttimAM kartavyaniSThA ane parameSThIonI AjJAne kendramAM rAkhI pravarte. jAgrata mana vacce khaLabhaLATa kare, kema ke AjJAnusArI jIvanathI mananI gatividhi niyaMtrita thaI tenuM astitva khatama thAya tevI paNa sthiti UbhI thAya, eTale jAgrata mana AjJAnusArI jIvananA paMthe DakhA UbhA kare ja !! paNa ApaNe sabhAna rahI jAgrata mananA UbhA thatA DakhAone DAmavA kartavyaniSThA - AjJAnI vaphAdArIne vaLagI rahevuM ghaTe. sAdhakanA jIvanamAM AvA viSama prasaMgo ghaNI vAra Ave che. paNa te vakhate AMtaramana - aMtarAtmAnI zakitaone AgaLa lAvavA mATe jAgrata manane niSkriya banAvI AjJAnusArI jIvana jIvavAnA prayatna thAya tyAre aMtarazakitaono srota - dhodha phUTI nIkaLe che. e mATe zakaya prayatne mathAmaNa karavI jarUrI che. Page #272 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA SJ) pAlanapura 1-9-83 ArAdhanA eTale upAsanA. upa = pAse; AsanA = besavuM - eTale ArAdhyatattvanI AjJAnA pAlana karavAnA yathAzakaya prayatna sAthe ArAdhya tattvanI najIka javAno prayatna = upAsanA - ArAdhanA. - paMcaparameSThIonI AjJA eka che ke jema bane tema mohanA saMskArono kSayopazama karavA prayatnazIla rahevuM jethI pariNAme kSAyikabhAve moha jIvanamAMthI cAlyo jAya. mohano samULa nAza thaI jAya. A AjJAne sAkAra banAvavA yathAzakaya saghaLA prayatno karavA te ArAdhaka tarIkenI ApaNI pavitra pharaja che, pariNAme viSayanI vAsanA ane kaSAyanI kAramI bhIMsa jIvanamAMthI adazya thavA mAMDe. jema jema ArAdhanA aMtaramAM UtaratI jAya tema tema sAbu - soDAthI mela che. tema ApaNA aMtaranA melarUpa viSaya - kaSAyonuM jora ghaTe ja !!! paNa ApaNI vRttiomAM ArAdhanA sthira thatI nathI. tenuM pariNAma e Ave ke pravRttio dharmanI kadAca rahe paNa vRttiomAM rahela viSaya - kaSAyono kacaro ApaNI bhAvanAone kaluSita kare, eTale gADI sTArTa thAya, bhaDabhaDATa thAya paNa, gIyara na badalAya to gADI potAnI jagyA na choDe tema ApaNA jIvanamAM bahArathI kadAca dharmakriyAno vyApa vadhelo lAge, paNa rAga - dveSa, viSaya - kaSAyonI bhUmikAthI ApaNI jIvanazakitao AgaLa na vadhI zake. mATe zrI navakArane vRttionA UMDANa sudhI pahoMcADavA varNayoganI paddhatie jApa bahoLA pramANamAM karavo joIe. varNayoga eTale niyata sthAne, niyata samaye, niyata saMkhyAthI zrI navakAranA cATane dRSTithI vAMcavAnA prayatna pachI aMtarIkSathI zrI navakAranA akSarone vAMcI rahyA hoIe tevo satata jApa cAlu rahevo joIe. te sAthe jema bane tema jApanI saMkhyAnuM pramANa vadhAratA rahevuM joIe. prathama to zrI navakAranA akSara pramANa jApa thaI jAya tyAre 68 lAkhanA jApa sudhI pAkI majabUta bhUmikA - phAunDezana baMdhAya, pachI karAto jApa uparanA caNatararUpa gaNAya. gRhastho mATe zrI navakAranA jApa sAthe (1) abhakSyatyAga, (2) kaThora bhASAtyAga, (3) mArmika ToNAMno tyAga, (4) paraniMdAno tyAga, A 4 cIjanA pAlana sAthe jinapUjA, jinavANI (svAdhyAya) (Adhunika koI graMtho - copaDIo na vAMcavI) ane brahmacarya-pAlana sAthe rojanI 3 savAre 8 sAMje ema pAMca bAMdhI mALA niyamita cha mahinA gaNavAthI ArAdhanAno prakAza jIvanamAM phelAya che. Page #273 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 222 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA pariNAme vicAronI gati kSINa thAya ane mananI caMcaLatA khalAsa thaI jAya mATe tamAre aMtaraMga nikhAlasatA sAthe zrI navakArane samarpita rahI A jAtanI jApanI bhUmikA keLavavI jarUrI che. kaka pAlanapura 8-9-83 vizrI navakAra vipula zaktino bhaMDAra che, jarUra che mAtra samarpita thavAnI - samarpita thayA ke tenI tamAma zakitao ApaNA aMtaranA kacarAne sApha karavA mATe. anAdikALanA rAgAdinA saMskAro aMtaramAM samarpita bhAvane UgavA detA nathI. mATe varNayoganI sAdhanA sthAnayoganI niyamitatA dvArA karI rAgAdinA saMskArone nirbaLa banAvavA jarUrI che. gaLathUthIthI maLI gayela paramanidhAnatulya mahAmUlA zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranuM mahattva ApaNane 'gativiyavajJAnI jema tenA prati ahobhAva jAgato nathI. ahobhAvanI khAmIthI aMtarano samarpita bhAva vikasato nathI. tethI zrI navakAra e zuM che ? keTalI tenI virATa zakti che. e aMge aMtarane khUba ja tenI yazogAthAthI vAsita karavAnI jarUra che. aMtaramAM jeNe bhaktibhAvano pravAha zrI navakAra tarapha vALyo te ja kharekhara aMtaramAM gADha Asana jamAvI beThela rAgAdinA saMskArone nirbaLa banAvI samarpita bhAvanI saphaLa keLavaNI karI zake. juo ! sudarzana zeTha - jemanA jIvanamAM Adarza brahmacaryavratanA baLe zULInuM siMhAsana thayela te mahApuNyazALI sudarzana zeThanI dhArmikatAno pAyo zrI navakAra prati aMtaraMga ahobhAvabharI bhakitathI maMDAyo che. sudarzana zeTha pUrvabhavamAM eka zeThiyAnI gAyo-bheMso carAvanAra hatA. jaMgalamAM Dhorone laI jAya - ghAsacAro carAvI nadIe pANI pAI sAMje ghare lAve. A jAtanA tenA kAryakramamAM tenA aMtaranI nikhAlasatA - saraLatA, karuNA, Adi guNonI saMpadAnA AdhAre jaMgalamAM dukhiyA jIvonI sevA Page #274 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 223 mAvajatamAM tene khUba AnaMda Avato. eka vakhata potAnA gAma kinAre vahetI nadInA sAmA kAMThe Dhorone laI jaMgalamAM carAvatAM eka jhADa nIce eka munirAjane kAusagga dhyAne UbhelA joyA - savAre 10 vAge yA - bapore traNa vAge pAchA pharatAM joyA -. bIje di' paNa joyA, trIje di' paNa joyA, te ja jagyAe sthira UbhelA te munine joI sudarzana zeThanA jIvane ema thayuM ke dhanya che ! A mahArAjane ! pote pAse jaI AsapAsanI jagyA sApha karI thoDI vAra besI "mArA yogya kaMIka kAmakAja" ema pUchato. mahArAja kaMI bole nahIM ! bapore Dhoro Ama tema care, olA bhAI mahArAja pAse besI mahArAjanI caryA jue - manamAM khUba AnaMdita thAya. mahArAjanI dhIra zAMta mudrA joI roja prabhAvita citte mahArAjanI paricaryA kare. eka di' sAMje traNa vAge pAchA pharatAM tene vicAra Avyo ke ziyALo che, rAtre pU. mahArAjazrIne ThaMDI vAze ema karI potAno garama kAMbalano dhAbaLo mahArAjane oDhADIne ghera gayo. savAre pU. mahArAjazrI to te rIte ja UbhA hatA. pelo kAMbaLo nIce paDI gayela. oDhavA prayatna ja pU. mahArAje na karyo - jANI pU. mahArAjanI dhIratAthI prasanna thaI pU. mahArAjanAM caraNomAM vinayathI besI kAlAvAlA karavA lAgyo. mahArAja! mAro kAMbaLo na oDhyo kema ? eTale pU. mahArAja zrI kAussagga pArI bolyA, bhAI ! ame sAdhuo zarIranA mohane ghaTADavA AvI tapazcaryA karIe chIe. emAM tArI bhakita uttama, paNa amAre na vaparAya vagere kahI namo rihaMtAnuM kahI AkAza mArge UDI gayA. eTale Ane ema thayuM ke AkAzamAM UDavAno A maMtra lAge che. lAva ! huM ya ja! - pachI haradama manamAM prathama pada jagyA kare. eka di zeTha ghare jamatA hatA ane A paNa jamavA beTho. roTalI AvatA vAra lAgI to A nokara 'imo arihaMtA no jApa karavA lAgyo - zeThe pUchayuM ? zuM bole che. namo arihaMtAnuM sAMbhaLI zeTha camakayA. zeTha zrAvaka hatA eTale pUchyuM ke kayAMthI zIkhyo tyAre badhI vAta karI eTale pachI tene Akho navakAra zeThe zikhavADyo. eka vakhata Dhorone laI nadInA sAmA kinAre carAvavA gayo tyAM uparavAsamAM varasAda thavAthI nadImAM pUra ghaNuM AvyuM eTale sAMje pAchA vaLatAM Dhoro to pANImAM taravAnA svabhAve nIkaLI gayA. tyAM A nokara pelA mahArAja vmo arihaMtANaM bolI AkAzamAM UDI gayA to huM paNa nadInA sAmA kAThe jAu ema karI namo rihaMtAnuM kahI nadImAM paDatuM mUkayuM. eka khIlA jevAthI hRdaya bhedAI gayuM paNa zrI navakAranA dhyAnamAM zrImaMta zeThane tyAM sudarzana zeTha tarIke janmyo. A rIte satata navakAranA prathama padanA jApathI rAgAdinA saMskAro DhIlA thayela, tyAM samarpita bhAvanI keLavaNI majabUta thavAthI nokara navakAranA prathama padanA jApathI bIjA bhavamAM zrImaMta zeTha thayo, eTaluM ja nahIM paNa mohanIya sarvathA maMda thaI gayuM - ajoDa brahmacarya pAlana karI zULInA siMhAsana jevA camatkArane lAyaka banI zakyo. A rIte samarpitabhAva keLavavAnI khAsa jarUra che. Page #275 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 224 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanacaMdrikA SI) ka 16-9-83, bhAsu. 10 vi. ArAdhanAnI mastI Upaje tyAre ArAdhanAnI gADI barAbara che ema jANavuM. ArAdhanAnI mastI eTale = AvI paDanArA vikSepothI gabharAmaNa na thAya ane divya AnaMdanI laherothI jagatanA anukULa saMyogonI Asakita na Upaje. A jAtanI mastI lAvavA mATe satata niyamita jApa vadhAravAnI jarUra che. zarIranA romeroma zrI navakAranA varSo sthira thaI jAya e rIte utsAhapUrvaka jApa thavo jarUrI che. aMtaranA utsAha - umaMgano UbharATa zrI navakAranA jApa vakhate Upaje to jANavuM ke zrI navakArano jApa TheTha UMDe sudhI prasaryo che. jema bane tema zuddha spaSTa mAnasika uccAra sAthe jApa karavAnI jarUra che. jApanI sAthe akSaro para dhyAna kendrita karavAnI vAta paNa bhUlavA jevI nathI. jApa pUrve zrI navakAra aMgenuM sAhitya 20 miniTa vAMcavuM. jApa pachI 10 miniTa besI rahevuM. mananI sapATIe kyA vicAro Ave che te vicAromAM azubha tatva keTaluM che ? prathama karatAM ghaTyuM ke nahIM ? tenI jarA samIkSA karavI. chevaTe macathI zara nAti tvameva zaraNaM mama e vAkaya 7 vAra bolI samarpaNabhAvanI keLavaNI karavI. vicArone jivADanAra saMkalpa che, saMkalpone upajAvanAra ApaNI kalpanAo che. mATe ApaNI kalpanAnA kSetramAM zrI navakAranI zakita vinA jagatamAM kaMI na thaI zake. zrI navakAramAMthI UpajatA virATa puNyayogathI ja jagatamAM badhuM vyavasthita cAle che. jyAM jyAM zrI navakAra sAthenuM kanekazana svacchaMdavAda ke pudgalarAgathI kaTa thAya che tyAM tyAM jagatamAM Adhi-vyAdhi-azAMti Upaje che. AvI bhAvanA satata karavAthI badhI kalpanAo chUTI jAya che. pariNAme jIvana khUba ja zAMta, dhIragaMbhIra banI jAya che. tevI gaMbhIra prakRti thayethI anaMta upakArI paMcaparameSThIonI satata vahI rahetI anaMta karuNA zakitanA ApaNe pAtra banI zakIe chIe. mATe vikalponuM zamana samarpaNabhAvanI keLavaNIthI karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. tethI prakRti dhIra-gaMbhIra banI parameSThIonI karuNAne pAtra ApaNe banIe chIe. Page #276 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA r 22-9-83 svadoSadarzananI bhUmikA para AvavuM te Atmika vikAsa sUcave che paNa sAthe karmanA saMskAronI prabaLatAne AgaLa karI nirAzAvAdanA sakaMjAmAM na phasAzo. puruSArtha zUnyamAMthI sarjana karI zake che. paramAtmAnA zAsananA zaraNe vRttione zrI navakAranA mAdhyamathI samarpita karyAM pachI mAtra AjJAdhIna jIvana keLavavA tarapha pUratuM lakSya ApavuM. karmanA saMskAronI prabaLa zakita tyAM sudhI ke jyAM sudhI aMtarAtmAnI jAgRti na thaI hoya, temAM paNa paMcaparameSThIonA zaraNe samarpita bhAva sAthe vRttio lIna thavA pAme pachI to aMtarAtmAnI zakitaonuM joDANa paramatattvanI divyazakitao sAthe thaI javAthI game tevA prabaLa saMskAro zithila thayA vinA na rahe. A ni:zaMka bAbata che. jyAre jyAre karmanA saMskAro azubha dizAmAM ApaNI vRttione dhakele, agara tevAM nimitto ApaNane te bAju laI javA mathe tyAre tyAre zrI navakAranI cUlikAnA (chaThThA - sAtamA) be pado khUba gaMbhIratAthI manamAM ciMtavavA agara satata teno jApa karavo. aMtaranAM baMdhano tApathI barapha gaLe tema ogaLI jAya tevo anubhava thaze. game tevA dRSTinA vikAro paNa aMtarathI cUlikAnA prathama be padanuM satata ciMtana jApa karavAthI aMtarAtmAnI suSupta zakita zrI navakAranA zAzvata divyavarNonA mAdhyamathI paramAtma tattvanI divyazaktio ApaNA aMtaramAM prasaravA mAMDe che. pariNAme aMtaramAM divyatattvanA jhabakArA zarU thaI vikArI vAsanAnAM aMdhArAM haThavA mAMDe. 1 dvI yoga zAstra - hemacandrAcAryano prakAza 1 thI 4 jJAnArNava 225 chevaTe zrI navakAranI cUlikAnA tejasvI akSaro aMtarane jhabakArAthI bharI daI vikArI vAsanAone mULathI haThAvI de che. vaLI jyAre jyAre dRSTivikAra thavA pAme tyAre tyAre bAra bhAvanA paikI azuci bhAvanAno vicAra khUba ja upayogI banaze. tenAthI vikArI bhAvo svata: kSINa zakitavALA banI ApaNAmAMthI sadAnA mATe vidAya leze. vaLI vairAgyapUrNa sAhitya khUba ja vAMcavuM. e paNa dRSTikuzIlatAne vAravAno maulika upAya che. adhyAtmakalpadruma - motIcaMda giradhara kApaDiyA zAMtasudhArasa motIcaMda giradhara kApaDiyA Page #277 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 226 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA ATalA graMthonuM vAMcana khUba ja jhaDapI rIte vikAro kSINa kare che, jyAre jyAre daSTithI vikAranI zarUAta thAya tyAre tyAre manamAM cUlikAno ciMtanAtmaka jApa zarU karI devo. vaLI cUlikAnA pAkA ghaDatara vinA maMtradIkSA UMdhAM pariNAmo lAve che. vaLI saMsArI mANasone maMtradIkSA papa thI 60 varSanI vaya pachI cothA vratanI bAdhA AvyA bAda ApI zakAya. aparipakava dazAmAM dIkSA ApIe to saMsArI mANaso tene jIravI zakatA nathI. paradoSadarzana, paraniMdA, saMsArI vAsanAonI satAmaNI A badhA maMtradIkSAnA tattvane sArahIna karI nAMkhe che. tethI ja ArAdhaka jIve pAtratAnusAra ArAdhanAnA paMthe AgaLa vadhavA mATe prayatna karavo. ge) 29-9-83 zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnA paMthe pagalAM bharavA mAMDyA pachI jAtano vicAra ke pragatinI tamannA zaraNAgatibhAvanI khAmI sUcave che. vicAromAM chUTaka verAyelA aha-mamanAM bIja kayAreka saMskAronA mAdhyamathI vikRta rUpe ArAdhanAnA paMthe phUTe che te tarapha khUba sAvaceta thavAnI jarUra che. AMtarika nikhAlasatA sAthe ArAdhanAnI javAbadArI kartavyaniSThA vadhu jarUrI che. jJAnI puruSonAM vacanone hRdayamAM aMkita rAkhI te mujaba jIvananA ghaDatara mATe satata prayatna karavo, jIbha para tALuM mAravuM ane haiyAmAM bIjo bhAva na rAkhavo, A traNa bAbata khAsa jarUrI che. ArAdhanAnA mArge vidano - aniSTo ghaNAM Ave te sahaja che paNa te badhAne ApaNI ArAdhanAnI yathArthatAnAM sImAcihno samajIne badhAne susvAgata kahevA sAthe hiMmatabhera vaTAvI devAM jarUrI che. AzA-nirAzAnA hiMDoLe jhUlA khAtA manane zraddhA-bhakitanA hiMDoLe besADavAnI khAsa jarUra che. aMtaramAM parameSThIo prati viziSTa guNAnurAga jAge tyAre aMtaramAM adbhuta ahobhAva jAge. te ahobhAvanA prakAzamAM ApaNI hInatA - kSatione oLakhavAno prayatna karavo te ArAdhanAnuM hArda che. Page #278 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 227 svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA jema yathArtha rIte jIvanamAM apanAvI che te sAthe aMtaranI zraddhA-bhakti sAthe paMcaparameSThIo prati viziSTa ahobhAva keLavavAnI khAsa jarUra che. zrI navakAranA zaraNe vRttione sthira rAkhavA satata jAgRtinI jarUra che. 5-10-83 zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA aMtaranI zaktionA srotane paramAtma- zaktinA dhodha sAthe joDI Ape che. paNa temAM ApaNI nikhAlasatA, gaMbhIratA, ahobhAva ane saMpUrNa zaraNAgati A 4 bAbato khAsa jarUrI che. duniyAnA ravADe caDhelI ApaNI vRttionA mULamAM rahela azubha saMskAronuM baLa toDavAnI zakita zrI navakAra vinA duniyAnA koI paNa padArthamAM nathI ja ! evo daDha vizvAsa A badhAnI pAchaLa hovo jarUrI che. te vinA ApaNAmAM zraddhA - bhakitano vikAsa zakaya nathI. aMtaranI kSudratA - anadhikAra ceSTA, vadhu paDatI jijJAsA, ane potAnI hoziyArInuM pradarzana - A 4 bAbato ArAdhanAnA mArge moTAmAM moTA avarodho che. AnA lIdhe zaraNAgati bhAva vikasato nathI. pariNAme ahobhAva, nikhAlasatA, gaMbhIratAno vikAsa paNa aTakayo rahe che. aMtaramAM paMcaparameSThI eTale vizvanI UMcAmAM UMcI zuddha nizcayanayanI apekSAe paNa ajoDa benamUna AtmAnI uccatama avasthAo che. tenA pratIkarUpe pAMca parameSThIone samajavAnI taka pUrvanA mahAna puNyanA udaye maLI che to mAtra zraddhA-bhakitanA mizraNavALA pUrNa samarpaNabhAva -ke jemAM nikhAlasatA,gaMbhIratA ane ahobhAvanuM mizraNa ghoLAyeluM hoya - nI keLavaNIthI aMtarane parameSThIo prati AMtarika bahumAnanA bhAvathI plAvita karI devuM joIe. jethI saMsArano rAga agara bIjA zuddha AtmAo prati dhRNAno bhAva ogaLI jAya. pariNAme tAtvika vairAgya ane jagatanA zudra jIvo para bhAvakarUNAno bhAva ApoApa keLavAI jAya. Page #279 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 228 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA A bhUmikA ArAdhakoe satata prayatna karIne paNa meLavavI jarUrI che. A mATe tattvaciMtana, zrI navakAranA sAhityanuM vAMcana karavAnA pariNAme ApaNA aMtaramAM DokiyuM karatA rahevuM ghaTe, jethI ApaNA doSomAM ghaTADo keTalo thayo ? teno khyAla rahe. A vinA bAhya - pratibhAsika ArAdhanAnA ahaMkArathI aMtaramAM rahela doSono bhaMDAra ubharAto jAya ane ApaNe gAphela rahIe. pariNAme kayAreka viziSTa nimitta pAmI ApaNAmAM aMtara visphoTa thAya ane ArAdhanAne na chAje evAM vamaLo UbharAvA mAMDe tyAre ApaNane khudane vicAra thaI jAya ke zrI navakAranI ATalI ArAdhanA pachI AvuM kema? paNa paddhatipUrvaka AtmanirIkSaNa dvArA aMtaramAM DokiyuM karavAno prayatna na karavAnA pariNAme AvuM banavA saMbhava che. mATe cetatA nara sadA sukhI !!! tethI zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAmAM jApa pachI 10 miniTa AtmanirIkSaNa dvArA bhUtakAlIna pravRttionI samIkSA vadhu nahIM to gaI kAle zuM zuM karyuM? temAM hakIkatamAM mArA kartavyanuM pAlana keTaluM? ane para paMcAta keTalI ? guNAnurAganI pravRtti keTalI? doSadaSTinI vikriyA keTalI? AvuM ciMtana karatA rahevAnI khAsa jarUra che. AnA pariNAme ArAdhanAnI aMtaraMga asara ApaNAmAM sthAI thavA pAme che. "aMtaranA doSone oLakhavA e ja kharekhara ArAdhanAnI saphaLatAnI prathama nizAnI che." te prati ApaNe vadhu lakSya ApIe e khAsa jarUrI che. AjanuM pavitra sUtra che "aMtarmukhI bano" 11 13-10-83 vi, navakAranA ArAdhake ArAdhanAnA pariNAme prAthamika kakSAe 3 cIjo meLavavAnI, 1. samarpitabhAve zaraNopagamana 2. paMcaparameSThIonI AjJAnuM pAlana (bhAvAtmaka) Page #280 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA 229 3. paugalikabhAvanA AkarSaNano ghaTADo A traNa sAdhanA zarU thayAnI prAthamika phaLazruti che. jIvanamAM zakitao aMdarathI UrdhvamukhI vikAsa mATe tatpara banI rahI che tenI nizAnIrUpa A traNa bAbato che. ArAdhanA eTale zrI navakArane eTale ke parameSThionI AjJAne jIvanamAM saMpUrNa sakriya banAvavA saMpUrNa taiyArI, tenA prAthamika caraNamAM 0 zaraNopagamana, 0 AjJApAlanano bhAva, 0 paugalika rAgano ghaTADo, A traNa ArAdhanAnI gADI lakSyAbhimukha thaI gaI che tenI nizAnIrUpa che. AmAM chellA beno AdhAra zaraNopagamana = anakanDIzanala saraMDarazIpanuM vadhu mahattva che. kAmanA - vAsanAthI prerAIne koka nI nizrAno svIkAra ApaNI zaktione vikAsonmukha na banAve tethI mAtra AtmazuddhinA lakSyathI aMtarane bhakti-zraddhAthI parivAsita banAvI dInabhAve tArakatAnA vizvAsa sAthe zaraNopagamana ApaNI saghaLI zaktionA utthAna mATe khAsa jarUrI che. zrI navakAranA ArAdhaka tarIkenI sauthI jarUrI zarata zaraNAgatibhAvanI che. tethI ApaNo svacchedabhAva kAbUmAM Ave che. AjJAnA pAlanathI samatA vadhe che ane zraddhAnuM baLa majabUta bane che. tethI tuM hIM tuM hIM bhAve zrI navakAranA ke paMca parameSThIonA zaraNe ApaNI vRttionA laI javAnA lakSa-prayatnarUpa ArAdhanAnI prAthamika bhUmikA keLavavAnI khAsa jarUra che. A bhUmikA jeTalI nabaLI teTalI aMtaranI zaktiono vikAsa adhUro rahe che. mahApuruSonI e khAsiyata hoya che ke teo prathamathI upAsya tatvone niSkAma bhAve samarpita banI jatA hoya che. A jAtanA niSkAma saMpUrNa samarpaNane siddhinuM pradhAna aMga mahApuruSoe jaNAvyuM che. nAnuM bALaka 4-6 mahinAnuM potAnI mAne kevuM samarpita hoya che tevI haiyAnI vRtti ApaNe samajaNapUrvaka ApaNI dhAraNA-bhAvanAonA Avegane kAbUmAM rAkhI sadgurunA zaraNe samarpita thavA prayatnazIla thavuM ghaTe. bhale ! ApaNe saMsAramAM game teTalA vyavahAra catura buddhimAna hoIe paNa AMtarika jIvanazuddhinA kSetramAM ApaNe hajI praveza karyo che. hajI ApaNe pA pA pagalI zIkhIe chIe, tyAM je ApaNI TUMkI aNasamaja bharelI buddhinuM DoLANa karavA jaIe to ApaNI zakitaonA vikAsane rUMdhanAra svacchaMdatA, ApamatinuM sAmrAjya thaI jAya to ArAdhanA mAtra khokhuM thaI jAya. temAM prANa, zaraNAgati ke samarpitabhAva ApaNe umerI na zakIe. mATe niSkAma - anakaMDizanala samarpaNa - saraMDarazIpa e ApaNI jIvanazuddhino mukhya pAyo che. Page #281 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 230 p 12 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 20-10-83 vi sAdhanA mArge vikSepo ApaNI zraddhA-bhakitanI mApaNI mATe khAsa jarUrI che. ApaNI zraddhA-bhakitamAM majabUtAI che ke nahIM ? tenI pArakha vikSepomAM ApaNI zaraNAgati keTalI rahe che te parathI thAya. dunyavI paristhitinA vAtAvaraNa karatAM AMtarika vAtAvaraNanI nirmaLatA vikSeponI gaDamathala chatAM TakI rahelI zaraNAgatithI keLavAya che. gurukRpA ane parameSThIonA anugraha vinA vikSeponA ghasArAmAM ApaNe TakI na zakIe. koI paNa sAdhaka vikSepo vinA sAdhanA-paMthe vikAsa karI zakato nathI. enuM kAraNa e che ke sAdhanA ApaNane AtmA ane tenA UMDANa tarapha laI jAya tyAre ApaNI AsapAsa rahela karmanA vAtAvaraNanuM kavaca - AtmazakitanA prerakabaLa vinA tUTavA ke vIkharAvA mAMDe tethI ApaNI ja cetanAzakitanA bhUtakAlIna vikRta upayoganA AdhAre janmelI paristhitio sakriya bane e sahaja che. R aMtara tarapha vaLelI ApaNI zaktionA pravAhanI sakriyatA aTakAvavA A eka bhedI ramata che. ene oLakhI ApaNI zaktionA aMtara taraphI valaNane aTakavA na devuM e ApaNuM pradhAna kartavya che. evA prasaMge vRttionA uzkerATa ke mAnasika AMdolananA ravADe caDhI jaIe to ApaNI aMtaranI zakitanuM aMtarmukhI valaNa aTakI jAya ane bAhya paristhiti sAthe jhajhUmavAnA nirarthaka prayatnamAM ApaNe aTavAI jaIe. tethI Ave vakhate gurukRpAne bharoMse zaraNAgatinA mAdhyamane prabaLa banAvI parameSThIonI zakitanA pravAhane vadhu vyavasthita rIte ApaNA tarapha sakriya banAvavA varNayoganI udAtta prakriyA sAthe upAMzu ke bhASya jApa khUba ja upayogI thaI paDe. tenAthI uddayAgata azubha karmonA izAre UbhA thayelA vikSepo niSkriya banI rahe. aMtaramAM ApaNane parameSThIonA anugrahano mArmika anubhava thAya. eTalA mATe ko'ka uccakoTinA sAdhake anubhavavANI uccArI che ke, "nIvaMtu me trALA: sahevA mArA duzmano sadA kALa jIvatA raho jethI mArI sAdhanApaddhatimAM vAraMvAra mane sAvaceta thavAnI taka maLe. agara temanA nimitte vAraMvAra zaraNAgatibhAva keLavI parameSThIonA anugrahanuM bhAjana huM banI zakuM - vicAronI bhUmikAe A vAtanI samajaNa karatAM AcAramAM A vAta goThavavAnI khAsa jarUra che. AmAMthI ja jIvanazakitaonuM viziSTa ghaDatara thAya che. vahetA nadInA pravAhamAM jema - Page #282 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA vacce avarodho UbaDakhAbaDa jamInanA ke nAnA moTA patharAnA DhagalA Ave tema nadInA vaheNamAM vega ane khaLabhaLATamAM dhasArAnI vRddhi thAya che, tema ApaNI jIvanazakitanA vaheNamAM jema vadhu vikSepo Ave tema ApaNI sAdhanAnI bhUmikAnI pArakha temaja aMtaranI pakakaDa keTalI viziSTa che ? tenI mAtrA ApaNane samajAya ! tethI sAdhako mATe vikSepo AzIrvAdarUpa nIvaDe che. jo hakIkate gurukRpA baLe aMtaranI dRSTi khIlI hoya to vadhu ne vadhu vikSepothI ApaNI aMtarazakita vadhu khIle e zraddhA jIvanamAM TakAvI rAkhavI jarUrI che. pvl 13 231 Yan jaina borDiMga, pAlanapura 24-10-83 vi ArAdhanAnA paMthe zraddhA mukhya cIja che. thaDhAnA pAyAmAM viSayano virAga ane ArAdhya prati apUrva bhaktibhAva A be cIja mahattvanI che. viSayono virAga e ApaNI vRttiono negeTiva eproca che. te thayA vinA ArAdhya prati apUrva bhakitabhAva rUpe rAgavRttino pojhITIva eproca jAmI zakato nathI. kema ke plaga eka che, A bAjuthI kADhI A bAju lagADavAno che. rAgavRttimAM pakakaDa sArI hoya che paNa AdhyAtmika mArge pudgalanI pakakaDa avarodha Ubho kare tethI pudgalamAMthI rAganA pakakaDarUpa plagane kADhI ArAdhya paMcaparameSThImAM te rAga plagane bhakitabhAva rUpe joDavAthI zraddhAno pAyo majabUta bane che. aMtaramAM viSayano rAga ghaTe ane ArAdhya parameSThIo prati bhakitabhAva vadhe to zraddhAno pAyo sudRDha thayo gaNAya. vaLI zraddhAnA pAyAnI dRDhatA thAya eTale AMtarika vicAronuM ghamasANa sarvathA baMdha thaI jAya. kema ke vicArono saMgharSa viSayonA rAganI prabaLatAthI ane ArAdhya prati bhakitarAganI nirbaLatAthI Ubho thAya che. ApaNAmAM viSayono virAga ane ArAdhya prati rAganI tIvratA hoya to saMkalpo ja na UThe to pachI saMkalpomAMthI UbhA thatA vicAro Upaje ja kayAMthI? haiM ! have zuM thaze ! Ama thayuM che Page #283 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA tenA badale Ama thayuM hota to ! A mAruM, A tAruM, AvA badhA vicAro viSayo prati rAganI tIvratA sUcave che ane parameSThIo prati dRDharAgamAM ke teonI sarvahitakaratA para avizvAsa sUcave che. eTale kharI rIte to nAnuM bALaka (cha mahinAnuM) mAnI godamAM ekadama naciMta nirbhaya vicArazaktinA prayoga vinA mastIthI UMghe che. sAme kUtaruM - Aga Adi aniSTo hoya to ye gabharAtuM nathI, ene kazI ja ciMtA nathI, e badhuM mAtA saMbhALe. A rIte ApaNe samaja- bhAnapUrvaka paMcaparameSThIonA zaraNe lIna thaI jaIe tyAre kharI zraddhA keLavAI ema gaNAya. AvI zraddhAnA pAyA dRDha thayA pachI vicAronI gatizIlatA baMdha thAya to pachI vicAromAM saMgharSa rahe ja zI rIte ? 4 232 A rIte ArAdhanAnA paMthe cAlatA puNyAtmAo lakSya prati jAgRtinuM baLa keLavI temanA prati dRDha bhakitarAga keLavI viSayonA virAgane upajAve. D AvA viSayavairAgyathI zraddhA majabUta thAya che. ArAdhanA AvI zraddhAnA baLathI saphaLatAne vare che. 14 1-11-83 ArAdhanAnA paMthe cAlatAM utsukatA ArAdhanAnI zitane dhImI karI nAMkhe che. pAtratA hoya tyAM utsukatA na hoya. utsukatA hoya tyAM pAtratAnI khAmI gaNAya. kRpA meLavavAnI, phaLa meLavavAnI, siddhio meLavavAnI, ane ApaNA mananI kalpanAone sAkAra karavA Adi ghaNI jAtanI utsukatAo hoya che. dvA utsukatA eTale ArAdhya tattva prati zraddhAnI khAmI - ArAdhya tattva saMpUrNa zakitazALI che. tenI prAmANika pratIti guruvacanathI ke jAtaanubhavathI karyA pachI zraddhAno dora majabUta thAya che. temAM vividha jAtanI utsukatA jAge eTale ArAghyatattva prati jANe ApaNe zaMkAnI najare jotA hoIe evuM thavA pAme. A badhA ajJAta manamAM paDelA jUnA saMskAro ApaNane ArAdhanAnA mULa rastA parathI khaseDI keDInA mArge dhakelI saMsAranA cakarAve caDhAvavAnI krUra ramato che. AmAM ArAdhaka Page #284 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanacaMdrikA 233 puNyAtmAe khUba jAgrata rahevAnI jarUra che. zraddhAnI majabUtAI thAya eTale tuM hI tuM hI no bhAva ! amadAvAda - dilhInA nezanala hAIve para borDa vAMcIne khAtarI karIne caDyA pachI mahesANA - ujhA - siddhapura Avaze ke nahIM ? kayAre Ave che te jAtanI vicAraNA ApaNI bhArobhAra azraddhA sUcave che. pAko hAIve DAmara roDa che to kema nahIM Ave ? mAtra ApaNA puruSArthanI prabaLatAnI jarUra che. paNa ApaNA aMtarane te tIvra puruSArtha tarapha laI gayA vinA atireka karI utAvaLathI vALavAnI akSamya bhUla na karavI. e badhuM zrI navakAra tenA pathadarzaka guru bhagavaMtane soMpI devuM - ApaNe mAtra ApaNI mana-vacana-kAyAne vikArI saMsArI bhAvo tarapha javA na devI. lakSyahIna ke dizAbhramitatAmAM phasAvuM nahIM. pAkA hAIve para AvyA pachI paNa zaratacUkathI amadAvAda - dilhInA hAIve dakSiNathI uttaramAM jAya tenA badale uttarathI dakSiNamAM na cAlyA jaIe, pAchA saMsAramAM na aTavAI jaIe tenI khAsa takedArI rAkhavI. ApaNe AjJAnA kAMTAne dhruvanI samakSa rAkhavA prayatna karI ekasIleTara yogya rIte breka sAthe dabAvavAno puruSArtha karavo emAM pAchI sAmethI AvatI gADIo - TrakonuM dhyAna rAkhI sAIDa ApavI paDe, vega dhImo karavo paDe. paNa A badhuM utsukatA vagaranI nirmaLa zraddhAbaLe thAya tevI zrI navakAranA ArAdhake utsukatAne tIvra zraddhAmAM kanvarTa karavA khUba tana-manathI zaraNAgatabhAvathI zrI navakArano jApa pUro karyA pachI ra7 navakAra A mATe ja gaNavA ke utsukatAno doSa TaLe - zraddhA majabUta thAya ane pAtratA vikase. Page #285 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 234 D 15 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA pAlanapura 9-11-83 vi ArAdhanAnA paMthe vikSeponI saMbhAvanA hoya ja ! kema ke ArAdhanA ApaNane karmanA sAmrAjyamAMthI dharmarAjanA sAmrAjya tarapha dorI jAya che. to dharma ane karma baMnene paraspara pratispardhIbhAva vadhu hovAthI ekabIjAne mahAta karavA prayatna kare ja. tethI ArAdhaka AtmAe vikSepothI gabharAvuM nahIM paNa te vikSepothI ApaNI ArAdhanAnuM lakSya cukAI javuM na joIe. rI vikSepo e cAritramohano udaya che jyAre lakSyahInatA thaI jAya to darzanamohano udaya thayo gaNAya. darzanamohano udaya ArAdhanAmAM sauthI vadhu aniSTa che. darzanamohanI gerahAjarImAM cAritramoha vikSepo game teTalA Ave to te agnimAM paDelA sonAne jeTalo tApa maLe teTaluM tenuM melApaNuM ghaTI sonAnI zuddhi vadhu jhaDapI thAya che. tema ApaNI AtmAnI provala sthitine AvaranArA cAritramohanA saMskAro = vikSeponA dhasArAthI darzana mohanI udIyamAna sthiti na thAya eTale ApaNI zraddhA ArAdhanAnuM lakSya ApaNe na cUkIe to cAritramohanA udayarUpa Avela vikSepothI ApaNA pUrvamAM bAMdhelA cAritramoha karmanI asaro vedAIne - bhogavAIne kSINa thAya che. pariNAme AtmA nirmaLa sthiti pAme che. A dRSTikoNathI vikSepo ApaNI aMtaraMga dazAnI nirmaLatAnA sAdhaka banI jAya che paNa kayAre ? aMtaramAM parameSThIonA Adarzane sthira rAkhI karmanirjarAnA lakSyane spaSTa rIte TakAvI rAkhIe to ! jo darzanamohanIyanA jhapATe ApaNe caDhI jaIe to vikSepone sAmI chAtIe aDagapaNe jhIlI levAnI taiyArI jJAnI mahApuruSonI nizrA, tevA ucita vAtAvaraNa, te te guNasthAnakanI pavitra kartavyanItinuM samyapAlana ane satata AtmanirIkSaNa Adi sAdhanothI na karI zakIe to te vikSepono dhasAro darzanamohanA kSayopazamanI bhUmikAne paNa hacamacAvI mUke. saravALe ApaNe vikSeponA nAme zraddhA - pariNatimAM paNa DhIlA paDI jaIe, to te ApaNI jIvanasAdhanAnuM moTAmAM moTuM vighna gaNAya. game te thAya paNa ApaNe zraddhAhIna AdarzabhraSTa ane parameSThIonI AjJAnI pradhAnatAnA dhyeyathI haThI na jaIe te khAsa ArAdhanAnA paMthe jIvanamAM jALavavA jevuM che. vicAromAM lakSyahInatArUpa patana AcAranI zithilatA karatAM vadhu jokhamI che. zrI navakAranI sarvapApa = mohAdisaMskArone mULamAMthI ukheDI nAMkhI haThAvavAnI zakita parano sudRDha vizvAsa ApaNI Page #286 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA AtmazakitaonI vikAsanI saphLa cAvI che. jo te cAvI khovAI jAya to jIvanazuddhinA dvAranuM tALuM kholI zI rIte zakAya ? mATe ArAdhaka puNyAtmAe satata AtmanirIkSaNa karI tene viziSTa dharmakriyAonA baLe ApaNI ArAdhanAnA prANarUpa lakSyajAgRtine jALavI rAkhavAno bharapUra prayatna karavo ghaTe. mahApuruSo game tevI kaSTaprada sthitimAM potAnI jAtane AcAraniSThAnI bhUmikA para TakAvI zakayA, tenuM agatyanuM kAraNa temanI sudRDha spaSTa lakSyAkRti hatI ke A vikSepothI mArA AtmArUpa suvarNano karmamela baLI jaI kuMdana jevI mArI nirmala dazA pragaTe che. A rIte ApaNe ApaNI ArAdhanAmAM vikSeponA bharapUra AkramaNa vakhate paMcaparameSThIonI tArakatA parano vizvAsa DagAvavo nahIM. kd 16 235 maiM pAlanapura 17-11-83 ArAdhanA mArge cAlatAM kayAreka kasoTImAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che, te kasoTI zArIrika ke Arthika karatAM vaicArika mahattvanI hoya che, temAMthI sAttvika rIte pasAra thavuM te pAtratAno vikAsa gaNAya. vaDIlonI ke jenI nizrAe ArAdhanA karatA hoIe temanI ApaNI AMtarika pAtratAnI kasoTI mATe ApaNI vicArazakita jene na AMbI zake tevI paNa AjJA kayAreka jANIne kayAreka sahajabhAve thAya che. te vakhate prasannatApUrvaka umaMgathI te zirodhArya karI tene amalI banAvavAno sAhajika prayatna pAtratAnA vikAsane AbhArI che. bhale ! pachI te kArya azakaya ke du:zakaya hoya paNa turata ja harSabhera vadhAvI amalamAM mUkavAnA prayatno mATenI tatparatA ja pAtratAnI parAkASThA sUcave che. pachI AjJAkAraka pote kahe ke basa ! bhAI ! AgaLa vadhavAnI jarUra nathI ! mAtra cakAsavA Page #287 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA khAtara AjJA hatI, karavAnI jarUra nathI. AvI agniparIkSAomAMthI pAtratAnuM sonuM so TacanuM bane che. tamo puNyavAna cho ke - AvI bhUmikAe paNa tame AvI zakayA cho paNa kayAreka temAM akaLAmaNa paNa thAya che. temAM thoDI prAthamika ghaDataranI khAmI temaja hAyara ejyukezana tamane e bAju kheMcI jAya che. A vAta tamArA doSa prakaTa karavA mATe nathI paNa sAvacetInA sUra rUpe che. tame A prasaMge aMtarathI jAgrata rahI zako te mATe sadbhAvabharyuM sUcana che. vaLI ArAdhanAnA paMthe vinayanI maryAdAnI jALavaNI paNa khUba jarUrI che. 236 AMtarika vicAro sAthe vinayano meLa dUdha - chAza jevo che. meLa maLe ja nahIM. vinaya jALavavA AMtarika vicArone gauNa karavA ja paDe. AMtarika vicAronI graMthi vinaya guNane TakavA detI nathI aMtaranI sAdhanAno artha vicAragraMthino bheda, AjJAnI AdhInatAno svIkAra. zrI navakArano ArAdhaka paraspara viruddha AjJA ane vicAragraMthinuM mizraNa na kare. vicAragraMthino bheda AjJApAlananA bhAvathI thAya che, AjJApAlana mATe vinayaguNa khAsa jarUrI che, vinayanA pAyAmAM guNAnurAga jarUrI che. A rIte guNAnurAga, vinaya, AjJA, vicAragraMthibheda ema uttarottara jIvanazuddhinA pagathiyAM caDhavA prayatna karavo jarUrI che. A uparAMta vicAronI bhUmikAe koI paNa cIjane sthApavAnA prayatna karatAM dareka cIjane jJAnI sadgurunI nizrAe AcAranI bhUmikAe goThavavAno prayatna karavo. AcAranI bhUmikA aMtarazuddhi mATe keLavavI khAsa jarUrI che. AcAranI bhUmikA sudharyA vinA vicAronI bhUmikA zuddha banatI nathI. mATe vAtonA vaDA ke mAtra vaicArika bhUmikAnA vikAsathI aMtarazuddhino rAha jaDato nathI. zrI navakAranA ArAdhake AcAraniSThAthI keLavaNI mATe khUba prayatna karavo. Page #288 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 237. 17 jaina upAzraya, vAsaNA 23-11-83 vi. zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAthI aMtaraMga vRttiono saMskAraprerita uchALo ghaTavA pAme che. kema ke saMskAronI sakriyatA para kApa mUkavo te kharekhara ArAdhanAnuM hArda che. ArAdhaka puNyAtmAe japa sAthe aMtarane bhakitayogathI paramazakitanA kesamAM zrI navakAra tarapha vALavAnI jarUra che. te vinA saMskAro para kApa mUkavo azakya che. vicAronI sakriyatA saMskArone vadhu gatizIla banAve che mATe zraddhA-bhakitamAMthI UpajatA samarpaNa baLe vicArone thaMbhAvavAnI khAsa jarUra che. jIvananI jAgRtinuM tattva vicAronuM tAMDava zamyA pachI oLakhavA maLe che. parameSThIo eTale pUrNa rIte jAgrata jIvananA paramasImA staMbho che. teonA svarUpanuM nididhyAsana aMtarane haLavuM banAve che. paNa ArAdhanAno A paMtha eTalo vikaTa che ke aMtaranI bahirmukha zaktio vAraMvAra vikSeponI vaNajhAra rUpe ApaNane lakSyahIna banAvavA mathatI hoya che paNa A badhA mATe potAnI aMtaraMga zakitaonA keMdrasamA AtmAnI maulikazaktionA srotane ArAdhanA dvArA lakSyagAmI banAvavAnI khAsa jarUra che. AmAM avarodharUpe svArthavRtti, phaLa-lipsA, ahaMkAra, sAdhanA dvArA aihika padArthonI mAMgaNI ane caMcaLatA Adine kAbUmAM levAM jarUrI che. AnA pravara upAya tarIke niyamita jApa ane tenA sahayogI svAdhyAya, aMtarmukha nirIkSaNa, kaThora bhASAtyAga, prazasta vAtAvaraNa Adi sAdhanonA avalaMbane sudaDha puruSArtha karavAnI jarUra che. | vicAromAM svArtha, dravRttio ane ahaMkAranI mAtrA vadhe tyAre jApamAM rahelI bhUmikAnI nabaLAI ApaNane parakhAya nahIM, tethI udAttavRttionA ghaDataranI khAsa jarUra che, te mATe maitrI Adi 4 bhAvanAonuM ciMtana ane parameSThIonI divyakaruNAnA ciMtananI khAsa jarUra che. je ke zraddhAnI mAtrA vivekapUrvaka vadhe to A jAtanA ciMtana vinA paNa jApanI bhUmikA ghaDAvA pAme che. zAstromAM evAM daSTAMta maLe che ke bhayaMkara lUMTaphATa karanAro huMDika nAmano cora pApakarmanA udaye rAjasattAnI pakakaDamAM phasAI gayo. pariNAme tene rAjAe maraNAMta kaSTa vadhu thavApUrvakanI sajArUpe tIkSNa aNIdAra lokhaMDanA khIlA - zULI para caDhAvavAnI krUra sajA pharamAvI. vadhumAM koIe tenI sAthe vAta na karavI - koIe enI pAse javuM nahIM - je jaze tene coranA sAgarIta mAnI yogya sajA thaze. lokonAM ToLAM zULI para caDhela te coranI kadarthanAne joI rahyA che, pelo vedanAno mAya Page #289 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 238 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA chellI vakhate pANI pANI kare che, paNa rAjAnI kaDaka AjJAnA kAraNe dayA AvavA chatAM koI coranI pAse jatuM nathI. chevaTe bahAragAmathI AvI rahela te gAmano zrImaMta zeTha coranI kadarthanA joI khUba dayALu banyo. tenI pANI pANInI bUmothI zeTha khUba dayALupaNAthI najIka AvI kAnamAM bolyA ke tuM mane to ATaluM bole to huM hamaNAM pANI lAvI ApuM - be cAravAra zeThe tene bolatAM zIkhavADyuM. rAjAnA mANasoe zeTha coranA kAnamAM kaMIka kahe che, vAta kare che. te badhA samAcAra rAjAne ApyA. rAjA vahemAyo ke zeTha A coranI sAthe bhaLelA haze tevA vahemathI zeThane pakaDavAnA orDara Ape che. jyAre A bAju zeThanI sUcanA mujaba pelo mo rihaMtA bole che. zeTha pANI levA gayA, pAchaLathI cora vedanAnA bhAvamAM o bApa re! karavA mAMDyo pAchuM yAda AvyuM ke zeTha Avaze ne huM temano batAvela maMtra nahIM boluM to mane pANI nahIM pAya. eTale cora bhUlI gayela namo arihaMtA nA padane yAda karavA lAgyo paNa yAda na AvyuM. chevaTe tANa jevuM kaMIka hatuM eTaluM yAda AvyuM eTale te cora "ANuM tAjuM kaMI na jANuM, zeTha vacana paramANaM" AvuM japavA mAMDayo. pANInI lAlace A bAju zeTha pANI laIne Ave te pahelAM cora marI gayo paNa chelle navakAranA prathama padanI zraddhAthI vyaMtaranikAmAM deva thayo. A bAju rAjAnA mANaso zeThane pakaDavA tenAM gharabAra japta karavA AvyA. jyAM pelA deve (vyaMtaranikAya) potAnA upakArI zeThane bacAvavA temanI milakata ghara dukAna para devamAyAthI moTuM lazkara goThavI dIdhuM. ghamasANa laDAI thaI. rAjAnuM lazkara hAryuM, rAjA svayaM Avyo tyAre AkAzavANI thaI ke A zeTha to mArA upakArI che. tame badhA kevA krUra-nirdaya ke pANI pAya tene gunegAra TharAvyo. badhAMe mAphI mAMgI, rAjA page paDyo. chevaTe mAthA para A zeThanI pratimA hoya tevI mArI mUrti banAvo ane maMdira baMdhAvo mAruM, to choDuM. rAjA-prajAe te pramANe karyuM eTale zAMti thaI. to ahIM coranI zraddhAnuM pramANa khUba hatuM tethI bahu ciMtana Adi nahIM chatAM te puNyanI prabaLatAe durgatithI bacyo, devagati pAmyo. A rIte ApaNe parameSThIo prati udAtta niSkAma zraddhA keLavIe to jApanI pAtratAno yogya vikAsa thAya. Page #290 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvacaMdrikA 239 , ka 18 cArUpa 30-11-83 sAMsArika yAtanAo - viTaMbaNAo - AMtarika vikSepo ne haThAvavA upayogI banAvavAnI AvaData zrI navakAranA ArAdhake jJAnI mahApuruSonA caraNomAM besI meLavavA prayatna karavo joIe. jIvanamAM kartavyaniSThA, AjJAparAyaNatA, ahaMbhAvanuM visarjana ane AMtarika jAgRti A 4 (cAra) bAbatono yathAyogya vikAsa thavo jarUrI che. te mATe zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranAM caraNomAM mastaka jhukAvI aMtaranI sadbhAvanAo sAthe nIce mujabanA saMkalpane jIvanamAM vaNI laI ArAdhanAnA paMthe vALavA prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. A saMkalpa eTale hakIkatamAM ArAdhanAno prANa che. tenAthI ApaNI ArAdhanAnI zakti khUba prANavaMtI bane che. ArAdhanAmAM prANapUrti vinA ArAdhyanI zakitano lAbha meLavI zakto nathI. tethI nIcenA saMkalpa dvArA aMtaranI zakitaomAM cetanAno saMcAra prANavaMta karI ArAdhanAne vegavaMtI banAvavAnI jarUra che. A saMkalpa roja savAre 5 thI 6mAM, rAtre 9 thI 10mAM akSaraza: traNa vAra vAMcavo jarUrI che. ArAdhanA mATe divya saMkalpa" he paramArAdhya zrI navakAra ! he mArA jIvananA dhruvatAraka samA paMcaparameSThIo !! vicAro, lAgaNIo ane kAryonA mizraNavALuM mAruM astitva bhUMsavA huM tamArA zaraNe Avyo chuM !!! tamArI AjJAnA khIle mArA vicAro - lAgaNIo ane kAryone bAMdhI devAno daDha saMkalpa karuM chuM che. tamArI AjJAne zirasAvaMdya karI vicAro - lAgaNIo ane kAryonA mizraNarUpa mArA astitvane bhUMsI nAMkhavA mane tamannA jAgI che !!! mArAM saghaLAM kAya, mArI buddhi, mArI IcchAonA preraka tarIke ahaMkAranA badale tamArI AjJAnuM baLa mane prApta thAo !!! koI paNa kAryanI saphaLatA - niSphaLatAmAM mAro ahaM poSAya ke ghavAya nahIM te mATe tamArI AjJAne niSThAthI svIkAravA kaTibaddha thayo chuM che. AvI niSkAma zaraNAgati mATe ucita yogya samajaNa ane bhAvavibhora namratA mane maLI rahe e abhyarthanA !!! mArAmAM kAMIka meLavavA mATenI Page #291 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 240 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA adamya atRpta vAsanA sarvathA tamArI AjJAnA lakSyathI zAMta thAya e maMgalabhAvanA !!! pachI kazA mATe jhAMpA mAravAnuM ke kaMIka meLavavA mATenI vyAkuLatA jevuM mArA jIvanamAM na rahe e hakIkata sAkAra bane e maMgala kAmanA !!! sama ke viSama sthitimAM AnaMda mANavAnI ke phariyAda karavAnI jagajUnI mArI Teva sadA mATe asta thAo !! evI hArdika namra prArthanA che !!! sadA kAmanA ane badalAnI AzAne dore cAlatI mArI vicArasaraNI ane kAryapaddhati zraddhA - niSThAnA jore samarpitabhAva binazaratI zaraNAgati bhAva tarapha jhUkI jAya e aMtaranI kAmanA !!! chevaTe tamArI AjJAone zirodhArya karI te AjJAone jIvanamAM sAkAra banAvavAnuM mAruM jIvanalakSya jaladI sAkAra bano !!! te dizAmAM divasa-rAta mArI sAdhanA AgaLa vadhatI rahe e punita bhAvanA !!! tamArA divya caitanyanI sahastradhArAmAM mArA jaDa jIvananA jAmelI raja-dhULanA tharo rojeroje dhovAIne ni:zeSa bane evA AzIrvAdanI tamArI pAsethI A sevaka apekSA rAkhe che !!! jIvanazuddhinI maMgaLayAtrAno mAro A pradhAnasUra tArA kAne pahoMcADavA japayoganuM mAdhyama apanAvI rahyo chuM !!! temAM saphaLa rIte pAra UtaravA tArA kRpAkaTAkSanI khAsa jarUra che ! mArI maMgaLayAtrA tArA niSkAraNa kRpAkaTAkSa bharoMse ja zarU thaI che !!! bAkInuM have tuM jANe che! somavAre ane zanivAre A saMkalpa divasamAM traNa vAra - savAre 6, bapore 12, sAMje 6 vAge ra7 navakAra AgaLa pAchaLa gaNI jarUrathI ra7 aThavADiyA vAMcavo. AnAthI divya AdhyAtmika baLanI spharti raheze. Page #292 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvaciMdrikA 241 19 8-12-83 vi. mahApuruSonI sobate ApaNA vicAro lakSyagAmI bane che. temAM ADe AvatA pUrvanA azubha saMskAronA avarodhane haThAvavA mATe ApaNe mahApuruSonI AjJAne samarpita thavAnI khAsa jarUra che. ApaNI vAsanAo-vRttiomAM sahaja rIte ahaMbhAva ane svArthanI mAtrA bharapUra hoya che tene samarpaNabhAva ane AjJAniSThAnA sAvaraNAthI vALI jhUDI tenI jagyAe namrabhAva ane paramArthavRttionI sthApanAnI khAsa jarUra che. tamArA jIvanamAM hAyara ejyukezana sAthe bhautika vAtAvaraNanI gADhI asarane tamo pUrvapuNyanA baLe aMtarane saMtapuruSonA sahavAsathI namratA - vinaya ane guNAnurAganA triveNI saMgamamAM bhUsavA samartha banyA cho e kharekhara tamArI jIvanazuddhi mATe saphaLa bhUmikA che. temAM anaMta puNyanA udaye zrI navakAranI ArAdhanAnI sonerI taka jhaDapI zakayA e vadhumAM vadhu tamArA udAtta jIvananA zikhare pahoMcavAnI acUka nizAnI che. tamo vyavasthita niraMtara upayogazIla rahI AtmazuddhinA lakSyane jAgrata rAkhI vyavasthita jApa, svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA, sAmAyika, svAdhyAya, guNAnurAga, paradoSadarzana tyAga, ane paraniMdAno parihAra AdinA Asevana dvArA tame ArAdhanAnA ucca zikhare vRttione laI javA saphaLa thAo e maMgala kAmanA !!! tamArA gharanA vAtAvaraNamAM kuTuMbamAM, strI-putrAdimAM zrI navakAranI zraddhA - samarpitatAnuM vAtAvaraNa je jAmI rahyuM che temAM tame samajaNapUrvaka vadhAro karazo. prazasta vezabhUSA, sAtvika AhAra, ArAdhanAnA mukhya pAyA che. zakaya hoya to rAtre thI 9mAM kuTuMbanA badhA sabhyo zrI navakAranA maMdira samakSa bese - zrAvikA tathA putrIo bese - paNa badhA samUhamAM zrI navakAra 3 vAra bolI, cattArimaMgalaM traNa vAra bolI, zivamastu gAthA 3 vAra bolI "jaya arihaMta zrI arihaMta jaya arihaMta zrI arihaMta' A dhUna 21 vAra (soma, guru, zanivAre) roja 7 vAra calAvavI. pachI "je samare zrI navakAra te Utare bhavapAra" traNa vAra bolavuM. ATaluM A zanivArathI jarUra karazo. vizeSa - "cetana ! jJAna ajavALIe" e mArmika pada tamane ApavAnI sUcanA paramadi' thaI che. tamo pUname zaMkhezvara jarUra anukULatA hoya to AvavA vicArazo. tyAM rUbarU ApIza. Page #293 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 242 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvaciMdrikA tamo zrI navakAranA jApamAM samaya sthAnanI maryAdA jALavo cho tema pUjA paddhatinI vyavasthA sAthe zrI navakAranA akSarAtmaka dhyAna mATe prayatnazIla rahezo. zrI navakAranA citrapaTa sAme soma - guruvAre rAtre 8 thI 10mAM 15 thI 20 miniTa dhArIne Akho navakAra vAMcavo. 1 pada upara 1 miniTa jevuM evo krama rAkhavo. navakAra pUro thayA pachI pAMca - sAta miniTa zrI navakAranA game te pada para najara pheravatA rahevuM. tethI mArA AtmAnI zuddhi thAo tevI bhAvanA satata karavI. tamArI ArAdhanA baLe kaSAyavAsanA ahaMkAra, paradoSadarzana Adi dUSaNono ghaTADo thAya e jAtano saMkalpa jarUra karazo. tamo aMta:karaNamAM zrI navakAra prati zraddhA vikase tevI nAnI nAnI vAto temaja paheraveza, khAnapAnamAM vikRtinAM tattvono pagapesAro na thAya te mATe khAsa dhyAna rAkhazo. 20 maMjapura 14-12-83 vika jaNAvavAnuM ke jIvanamAM vicAronuM mahatva hoya te vikAsane avarodhe che, jyAre vicAronA sthAne AcAra ane te paNa AcArazuddhinuM jyAre jIvanamAM mahattva thAya tyAre jIvanazakitao vikAsanA paMthe vadhavA mAMDe. vicAro = vi = vizeSa karI arthAt vadhu - cAra = pharavuM, mAnasika taraMgonI duniyAmAM haravA-pharavAnI, vAta karavAnI - vAta nahIM karavAnI - AvA lakSyahIna vicArothI ApaNI jIvanazakti avaLe mArge veDaphAya che. tethI puNyazALI vivekI ArAdhakoe vicAronA jhaMjhAvAtane zamAvavA sAvaceta rahevAnI jarUra che. AjJApAlana, kartavyaniSThA ane zaraNAgatino bhAva vicAronI AMdhImAMthI UpajatA svacchaMdatAnA vaMToLamAM kayAMya goLAI jAya che. mATe ArAdhanA daramyAna satata ArAdhakoe vicArone AjJA-niSThA ane jJAnI nizrAnA khIle bAMdhI rAkhavA satata prayatna karavo. vicAronuM mULa manamAM dekhAya che, paNa manamAM AtmAe pUrvopArjita mohanA saMskAronI sakriyatAthI Ave che eTale mohanA saMskAro vicArono pAyo che. zrI navakAranA varNayoganI maryAdApUrvakanA Page #294 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 243 viziSTa jApathI, zrI navakAranA akSaronA vidhipUrvaka jApathI thatA - UpajatAM AMdolanothI mohanA saMskAronuM ghaDatara - je mohanI tIvratAthI thayuM hoya che - te moha narama paDe che. | saravALe ApaNAmAM saMskAronI niSkriyatA thavA pAme che. pariNAme vicAro svacchaMdavAdanA paMthe jatA aTakI jAya che. ApaNI aMtarcetanAnA Adeza vinA saMskAronI doravaNIthI UpajatA vicAronA AMdolanane zamAvavAnI ArAdhanAmAM vahelI take jarUra che. A mATe jJAnI nizrA ane zaraNAgati sAthe vidhipUrvaka jinapUjA - sAmAyika - vrataniyama paccakakhANa Adi cha AvazyakanA pAlana sAthe zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA varNayoganI prakriyA sAthe udAttabhUmikAno jApa e jIvanazuddhinuM saphaLa mahattvanuM aMga che, tene apanAvavuM jarUrI che. ArAdhanA paMthe dhapI viziSTa Atmazuddhi meLavanArA puNyAtmAo A rIte ja jIvanayAtrAne goThavI zuddhinAM sopAno caDhI uccakoTinI nirmaLatAnA zikhare pahoMce che. kayAreka evuM paNa bane che ke A jAtanI zuddhinA rAjamArganI ko'ka kaDI khUTavAthI ADarate phaMTAI gayela, ArAdhaka puNyAtmAo khUTatI kaDI pUrvanI ArAdhanAthI UpajelA puNyanA AdhAre bIjA janmamAM meLavI potAnI ArAdhanAnI maMgalayAtrA je ADarate vikRta thavA pAmela te sudharavA pAme che. - jema ke kamaThanI dhUNImAM baLato nAga (lAkaDAnI bakholamAM) bhayaMkara maraNAMta kaSTanI vedanA bhogavI rahela paNa atizayadhArI viziSTa divyajJAnI zrI pArzvakumAra tenA uddhAranI vAtane haiyAmAM rAkhI, bIjA kaMI paNa laukika prayojana vinA azvArUDha thaI kamaTha pAse jaI jarA yogasAdhanAnI ADI vAta upADI lAkaDAmAM baLatA nAgane kaDhAvI sevakamukhethI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra saMbhaLAvI gayA janmanI tenI dharmaArAdhanAmAM avidhi - ISa ane anAdarathI paDela phAcarathI aTakI gayela jIvanasAdhanAno mArga prabaLa prabhAvazALI zrI navakAranA tejasvI vaNe patitapAvana zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunI niSkAraNa bhAvakaruNAbharI daSTithI khUba zakitavaMtA banI nAge pUrvabhavamAM karela virAdhanAnA doSane haThAvI nAganA jIvanI Atmazakitane bhUtakAlIna ArAdhanAnA divya tejavALI banAvI bhayaMkara durgatimAMthI bacAvI nAgakumAranA IndrapadavI jevA dharaNendrapadavI nAmanA apUrva sthAnane pAmavA saubhAgya apAvyuM. A rIte zrI navakAranI vyavasthita varNayoganI prakriyA sAthe vrata - 5 - niyama Adi bhavya dharmAnuSThAnonA baLathI virAdhanAnA thatA thayelA doSone dUra rAkhI Atmazaktine paramAtma zakita bhaNI gauravabharI rIte vALe che. A paMthe tame tamArI vyAvahArika jarUriyAtono lakSyAMka niyata karI tenI pUrti pachI tame tamArA jIvanane AdhyAtmika stare TakAvI udAtta rIte sAtvika bhUmikAe laI javA mahAmaMtra zrI navakAranI uttarottara divya ArAdhanAnA paMthe saphaLatApUrvaka AgaLa vadho e maMgala kAmanA. Page #295 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 244 21 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 24-12-83 zrI zaMkhezvaramAM dAdA pAse ghaNI preraNAo maLI. temAM mukhya e ke jinabhakita sAdhanAnuM mukhya e aMga che, tenAthI aMtaraMga AtmAmAM viziSTa zakitano srota kendramAMthI pravAhita thAya che. vaLI A jinabhakita paNa tIrthaMkaro mAtra moTA che e bhAvanA pAyA para mAtra avalaMbita na hovI joIe paNa A viSama saMsAramAM rAgAdi saMskAronI bhramaNAmAM sAva bhulAI gayela ApaNI maulika svarUpanI jAgRtinuM bhAna zrI vItarAga prabhue svayaM viziSTa rIte jinazAsananI ArAdhanA karI meLavela vizuddhinA phLarUpe kevaLajJAna vItarAgatAnA pagathAre UbhA rahI svAnubhUtinA raNakAra sAthe aMtarAtmAnA divya anubhavano jhaNakArabharyo upadeza ApI karAvela che. tenA AdhAre temanI bhakita-bahumAna e ApaNI kRtajJatAnuM phaLa gaNAya. F AvI kRtajJatAbhAvabharI jinabhakita ane te aMge hArdika ullAsa sAthe svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA sAthe bhAvapUjAmAM teonA guNonI stavanA caityavaMdanamAM pU upA yazovijayajI ma, pU rUpavijaya ma, pU. mohanavijaya ma, pU. nyAyasAgara ma, pU devacaMdrajI ma, pU AnaMdaghanajInA AdinA bhakitabhAvabharyuM stavano arthAnubaMdhapUrvaka bolI prabhu vItarAga paramAtmAnA divya guNo paikI paramArthavRtti, niSkAraNakaruNA, viziSTa paropakAra ane tIrthapravRtti Adi guNonuM hArdika bhAna keLavavuM te ApaNI jIvanazakitaonI sAdhanA mArge vikasita bhUmikA batAvavA mATe khAsa jarUrI che. vaLI bIjI vAta paNa zrI zaMkhezvara tIrthamAM divya preraNArUpe samajavA maLI ke 18/21 ke 27 iMcanA ke tethI vadhu moTA jinabiMba AgaLa teonA cakSumAMthI nIkaLatAM tejane divya tejanA pravAharUpe kalpI prabhunA AkhA zarIramAMthI divya karuNA viziSTa caitanyano zuddha zveta pravAha temaja hRdayamAMthI divya karuNAno jharo vahI rahyo che. A badhI kalpanAothI prabhu samakSa mAtra ekITaze joI rahevuM, vacce aSTadalakamalarUpe zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano chUTaka jApa, vadhu to prabhu jinabiMbane ekadhArI rIte jovAno prayatna paNa ApaNane ativiziSTa bhUmikAe laI janAro bane che. atyAre ApaNe dhyAna ke tenI ArAdhanA mATe yogya guru ke temanuM mArgadarzana meLavavA asamartha chIe. zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnI AvI Adarza bhakita temaja japayoga ane zrI vItarAga prabhue nirdezala cha AvazyakanA yathArtha pAlana dvArA jIvanane saphaLa karI zakIe evI paristhitimAM ApaNe chIe. Page #296 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 245 Aje dekhAto dhyAnano jhoka kriyAnI aruci agara vadhu paDatI avidhivAnI kriyAomAMthI kaMI cetanAne sparze evuM na maLela hoI kriyAyoganI aNasamajabharI vikRta vicAradhArAmAMthI Ubho thayo che. eTale zorTakaTa mukitamArgano meLavI levAnA saMtoSanA AdhAre pAtratAnI keLavaNI vinA dhyAnanA kumArge javAno pravAha ke abhiruci Aje vadhu dekhAya che. paNa te badhAne mArgastha karavA "pat siddhiA, napAtu siddhiA, napAta siddhiH vata gu' e vAkayane vyavasthita rIte samajI jJAnI mahApuruSonAM caraNo pAse besI Adarza jA5prakriyA viziSTa rIte AcAranA japayoganI sAdhanAne jinabhakti vaDe Atma kakSAne anurUpa dharmakriyAonA vidhiyukata AcaraNa dvArA aMtarane siddhi = karmayopazama dvArA AtmazakitanA apUrva vikAsanA lakSya tarapha vALavAnI jarUra che. zrI navakAranI ArAdhanA AtmazuddhinA lakSya sAthe karavA mATe japayoga, zrI jinabhakita ane kakSAnurUpa dharmakriyAonuM ArAdhana A traNenI khAsa jarUra che. zrI vItarAga prabhu paramAtmAnI bhakitamAM temanA guNAnuvAda aMtarathI jyAre jhIle tyAre aMtaramAM paramAtmapadano spaSTa paricaya maLavAthI ApaNI ArAdhanAmAM ullAsa - kRtajJatAbhAva ane zrI vItarAga prabhu prati aMtarano rAga vadhavA pAme che. ApaNI vicAradhArAmAM A jAtano zrI vItarAga prabhuno rAga jagatanA bhautika padArthonI mamatA agara dunyavI padArthonuM AkarSaNa aMtaramAMthI haThAve che. ApaNAmAM jema jema dunyavI padArthonuM AkarSaNa ghaTe tema tema sAdhanA mArge jatAM vikSeponuM baLa avarodha karavA taiyAra thatuM hoya te vikSeponuM baLa ni:zeSa thavA pAme che. te rIte ApaNe ApaNI ArAdhanAnA pariNAme aMtarazuddhinuM saravaiyuM meLavI zakIe chIe. Aje varSothI dharmakriyAonI ArAdhanAnA paMthe cAlavA chatAM bhAvo-pariNatinI malinatA ghaTatI jovAtI nathI - kaSAyo prabaLa dekhAya che. aMtaranI vAsanAo prabaLapaNe mAthuM uThAvatI hoya che. e badhuM zenAthI ? e vicAramAM pAyAnAM khUTatAM tattvonI mAhitI ApaNane A jAtanA viziSTa kRtajJatAbhAva sAthe karAtI jinabhakitanA pariNAme paudgalika padArthonA AkarSaNanA ghaTADAnI vAta mahatvanI samajAze. tamo A upara gaMbhIrapaNe jarUra vicArazo. mAtra ApaNI jAtane sudhAravAnA daSTikoNathI A vAta vicAravA jevI che. ghaNo addabhuta prakAza maLaze. Page #297 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 246 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra navacaMdrikA 22 27-12-83 zaMkhalapura vi. tamArI ArAdhanA vyavasthita cAlu haze. ArAdhanAnI prAthamika asara saMsAranuM AkarSaNa ghaTe - dunyavI padArthonI jhaNajhaNATI ghaTe ane aMtarathI jIvanazuddhinA rAhe AgaLa vadhavAnI tamannA jAge. zArIrika daSTie mana - magaja bane AkhA zarIramAM mukhya aMgo che. AkhA zarIrane preraNA, pravRttinuM baLa ApanAra A baMne aMgo che. te baMne aMgamAM je zrI navakAra vasI jAya to zArIrika rIte ApaNe evA svastha banI rahIe ke aMtaranI jhaNajhaNATIpUrvaka zrI navakAra ane tenA pratIkarUpa paMca parameSThIonI AjJA tarapha ApaNuM zarIra sadAkALa jhukavA taiyAra rahe. anAdikALanA saMskAro ApaNA zarIrane avidhimArga tarapha jhukAve che, te jhukAva ghaTavA pAme. AMtarika paristhitiomAM A jAtanuM parivartana ArAdhanAnA baLe A rIte anubhavIe e jarUrI che. A mATe sthAna - samaya - saMkhyAnA dhoraNa sAthe varNayogathI zrI navakAranA jApanuM vadhu mahattva che. tenI sAthe svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA, sAmAyika, vrata, niyama, paccakakhANa, brahmacarya, dAna, tapasyA Adi sahAyaka sAdhanonI paNa khAsa jarUra che. jApa sAthe saMsArane bhUlavA mATe yogya svAdhyAya te paNa pUrvAcAryana graMthanuM vAMcana divasamAM 30 miniTa paNa ochAmAM ochuM jarUranuM che. zrI vItarAga prabhunI bhaktiyoga stavano - pUrvAcAryanA athanusaMdhAnapUrvaka ghImA rAge gAvA te lAbhakartA che. bhakitayogamAM saMgIta mukhya na thaI jAya, ApaNA manane game tevA Adhunika sinetarjanAM gAyanono moha vadhI na jAya te khAsa dhyAna rAkhavA jevuM che. vyavahAramAM mohanIya karma vadhe tevAM ApaNAM vartana na thavA pAme enuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavuM jarUrI che. vaLI ApaNA jIvanamAM IrSyA, dveSa, lobha, paradroha, vizvAsaghAta ane anIti A cha bAbatono praveza viSayavAsanA ane pudgalarAganI tIvratAthI thavA na pAme tenuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavuM ghaTe vicAromAM kayAreka vAsanA agara kaSAyanI asara UbhI thAya tyAre te asarane vadhu kriyAzIla banavA na detAM tevAM nimitto ke vAtAvaraNane choDI zubha nimitto, zubha vAtAvaraNamAM javAno prayatna karavo. mAtra mAnasika vicArothI te Avegane aTakAvavAnI bAliza ceSTA kadI na karavI. kema ke vicAromAM Avela, vAsanA ke kaSAyano pravAha mAtra vicArothI kadI aTakato nathI te mATe to te pravAhane sau prathama tevA vAtAvaraNa - nimittothI Avato aTakAvavA tevA nimitta - vAtAvaraNanI asaramAMthI Page #298 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvaciMdrikA 247 haTI javuM te prazasta mArga che. ArAdhanAnA paMthe mAnasika makakamatA TakAvavA tevA vAtAvaraNanI pavitratA khAsa jarUrI che. gRhastha jIvanamAM tevA vAtAvaraNanI bahu khAmI hoya ja ! tethI vAraMvAra derAsara - upAzraya ke ghare zrI navakAra ArAdhanA maMdiranA saMparkamAM AvI vicAronuM baLa meLavavuM jethI saMskAronA Avegane kSINa karI zakAya. vaLI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhake aMtaranI zakitaonA vikAsanA dhyeyane bara lAvavA jJAnIonI AjJAne vaphAdAra rahevA khUba vyavasthita prayatna karavo joIe. ApaNI paristhiti, bhAva, kartavya karavAnI taiyArI ArAdhanAmAM ApaNI zakitaone AgaLa jatI aTakAve vyavahAra ane saMsAranI upAdhionA gUMcALA evA viSama jaTila hoya che ke bhalabhalA potAnI kartavyaniSThAmAMthI khasI jAya che. paNa zrI navakArane samarpita rahI ArAdhanAnuM baLa vadhAranAra puNyAtmA potAnI jAtane saMsAranI viSamatAo vacce paNa nikhAlasa rAkhI aMtarane zakitaonA mAdhyamarUpe TakAvI rAkhavA nikhAlasatAthI samarpita bhAvane ghaTavA deto nathI. tathA vicAronI duniyAmAM saheja kharAbI te ArAdhanAne poSaka nathI. ArAdhake kharekhara to jJAnI guruonAM caraNomAM rahI parameSThIonI AjJAne samajavAno prayatna karI tadanurUpa ApaNI jAtane ghaDavAno prayatna jarUrI che. jo ke saMsAramAM rahelA mATe A vAta jarA agharI lAge tema che, paNa ArAdhanAnA paMthe khAsa jarUrI samarpitabhAvanI keLavaNIne vadhu sakriya banAvavA mATe A jAtanI kartavyaniSThA ane kAryasaraNi TakAvavI jarUrI che. tame svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjA vidhisahita karIne mohanA saMskArone zakitahIna banAvavA prayatnazIla cho te AnaMdajanaka bInA che. tenI sAthe vyAvahArika jIvanamAM pApanI dhRNA ane aMtaranA rAgAdi dUSaNo chalakAya nahIM te jAtanA Adarza vyavahArane tame TakAvI rAkho ane jIvanazuddhinA bhagIratha kAryane saraLa banAvo e icchavAjoga che. Page #299 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 248 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA kSA 23 moDherA 5-1-84 vi. saM. 807mAM bappabhaTTasUri dIkSAbhUmi vitamArI ArAdhanAmAM arihaMta-bhakitano phALo sauthI vadhu hoya te IcchavAyogya che. kAraNa ke arihaMta-bhakita ApaNI Atmazaktione paripUrNa rIte vikasAvavA khUba ja upayogI che. jIvanamAM vikAsanAM dvAra para sAMkaLarUpe ahaMkAra ane tALArUpe mamakAra - bIjA zabdomAM ahaMbhAva ane mamatA che. Ane haThAvavA arihaMta paramAtmAnI bhakti prabaLa samartha che. tamArA jIvanamAM svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjAnuM mahattva ThIka goThavAyuM che. paNa temAM vidhinA pAlana sAthe ahaMbhAva ane kartatvanuM abhimAna tamArA vikAsane roke che. temaja DaoN. manubhAI zAhanA jIvanamAM bhAvAstava caityavaMdana stavana - stutimAM ekAgratA che te tamAre apanAvavA jevI che. teoe tamArI vivekapUrvaka samIkSA karI teonA jIvanamAM khUTatI kaDI svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjArUpe dravyastava ghaNAM varSothI DaoNkaTarIbojAnA pratibaMdhathI UpajatA lajajA, zarama, saMkocane jJAvI daIne paNa apanAvyo che. ane temanI arihaMtabhakita e rIte have saphaLatAnI kakSA para javA mAMDI che, tema tamAre temanA jIvanamAM otaprotarUpe vaNAI gayela bhAvastava = stavana - stutinI arthanA ciMtana sAthenI ekAgratApUrvaka bhAvanAnI paddhati khAsa apanAvavI jarUrI che. bhAvastavanI khAmI ane dravyastavamAM vidhipradhAnatAnA vikRta ahaMbhAvathI tamArA jIvanamAM samarpitabhAva thI vItarAga prati barAbara keLavAto nathI, kayAreka ovara TeIkIMga je thAya che te AnuM pariNAma che. tamArI jIvanacaryAnI vikRtione haThAvanAra zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAmAM varNayoganI maryAdApUrvaka jApanI paddhatimAM tame vyavasthitapaNe AgaLa vadho e khAsa jarUranuM che. tema chatAM bhAvastavanI pradhAnatAne sApekSapaNe vikasAvavAnI jarUra che. zrI devacaMdra covisI - A buddhisAgara sUri ma. chapAvela zrImad devacaMdranAM be pustaka (bhA. 1-2)mAM che te jarUra tame eka vAra vAMcI te stavano tenA bhAvArthanI samajUtIpUrvaka bolavAno abhyAsa karo. paNa A karatAM pahelAM zrI yazovijaya jaina pAThazALA mahesANA taraphathI chapAyela upA. yazovijaya manI covIzI (artha sAthe) vAMcI te stavano cha mahinA sudhI pUjA pachI caityavaMdanamAM bolavAnuM rAkho. AnAthI ahaMbhAvano ghaTADo thaze, bhakitayogano vikAsa thaze. aMtaraMga jIvanayAtrAnI moTI AnaMda-anubhUti thaze. vicAromAM Page #300 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 249 anubhUtinI paripakavatA umaranA vadhavAthI je AvI che, temAM sAdhanAnuM baLa umeravuM khAsa jarUrI che. te vinA vicAromAM anubhUtinI paripakavatA saravALe abhimAna-ahaMkAramAM vadhAro kare. mATe te bhayasthAnathI bacavA zrI vItarAga prabhunI dravyastava sAthe bhAvatavathI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAnuM baLa vadhArI jIvanamAM kRtajJatA, AtmasamarpaNa, zraddhAbhakita ane niSThAnA mizraNane keLavavAnI khAsa jarUra che. tamArA bAhya jIvanamAM amuka viziSTa hitakArI parivartano AvI rahyAM che te aMze ArAdhanAnI asara jIvanayAtrAmAM anumodanIya gaNAya. paNa sAthe ja upakArI mahApuruSonI doravaNI ane jIvanacaryAnA prakAronI samIkSA karavAnI vikRtinA ghaTADA mATe arihaMta paramAtmAnI bhakitamAM khUTatA tattva tarIke arthasahita gaMbhIra vicAraNA sAthe bhAvastavanA umeravI jarUrI che. jo ke AmAM eka moTuM bhayasthAna che. bhAvastavamAM ekAMgI jhukAva moTe bhAge dravya kriyAnA jhukAvane ghaTADanAra thaI jAya che. mATe tame bhAvastavanI vadhu pakakaDanA kAraNe zuka adhyAtmI ke mAtra vAcika bhakitanA paMthe DhaLI na paDo e aMge khUba sAvacetI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. mATe pU upA. yazovijaya manAM stavano cha mahinA sudhI bolo. pachI upA, devacaMdrajI manAM stavano. A krama jALavavA khAsa dhyAna rAkhazo. - tame bhAvanAzIla cho temaja kartavyaniSTha cho tethI kayAreka kartavyanA paMthe vaLavAnA badale atirekamAM lAgaNInA vaLAMka tarapha vaLI kartavyanI maryAdAnA pathathI AghA na thaI jAo, te khAsa sAvacetIpUrvaka hRdayamAM levA jevuM che. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAnA baLe prAya: AvuM thaze nahIM chatAM nirdezaka tarIke sAvacetI rAkhavI paDe. Page #301 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 250 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA E 24 vaDAvalI 8-1-84 vika jaNAvavAnuM ke jIvanazuddhinA mahelamAM javA mATe prAraMbhika jarUrI cAra pagathiyAM che. 1. deva-guruno Adara - pUjanAdi 2. sadAcAra. 3. tapasyA. 4. mukti pratye aprItino ghaTADo. jIvanamAM zuddhi meLavavA A cAra mahattvanA padArthone yathAyogya rIte apanAvavA jarUrI che, jemAM prathama ane cothuM be khAsa jarUrI sAdhana che. bIjuM, trIjuM sahakArI kAraNa che. jemAM deva = vItarAga prabhu prati aMtaraMga bahumAna prItino bhAva evo daDha keLavavo joIe ke aMtaramAM temanA vacananA sudaDha vizvAsanA kAraNe temanuM nAma sAMbhaLatAM umaLako Ave. teonI AjJA ane mArgadarzana khUba ja rucikara - upAdeya ane chatI zakitao amalamAM mUkavAnI tatparatA keLavavI joIe. zrI vItarAga prabhunA darzana vaMdana - pUjananA vidhipUrvaka AcaraNathI ApaNA AtmA para vaLagela mohanA saMskAronI mAyAjALa vikharAvA mAMDe che. vadhumAM ApaNA AtmAmAM karmanA pudgalone kheMcavAnI - pakaDavAnI- bAMdhavAnI je khAsiyata-yogyatA anAdikALathI ghara karI gaI che jene zAstrIya paribhASAmAM sahajamala kahevAya che, te sahajamala deva - vItarAganA anaMtAnaMta guNonA sAmarthyanA ciMtanapUrvaka Upajela Adara - bahumAna sAthe karAtA darzana - vaMdana - pUjanAdithI ghaTavA pAme che. pariNAme karma bAMdhavAnI zakti ghaTI jAya eTale ApaNo AtmA sahaja rIte nirmaLa thavA mAMDe, jema ke peTanA bagADathI zarIranA moTA bhAganA dardI Upaje che, jo davA peTanA bagADane ghaTADe to paraMparAe badhA dardI ghaTe ja ! paNa peTanA bagADane ghaTADavAnI tAkAta vinAnI davAthI bIjA dardI uparathI samAyelA dekhAya paNa jarAka apathya-kupathya thatAM puna: badhA dardI jera kare ja ! A rIte ApaNA AtmAmAM anAdikALathI ghara karI gayela sahajamala = karma bAMdhavAnI yogyatAno ghaTADo na thAya to rAgAdi vikAro nimittane pAmI AtmAmAM khaLabhaLATa karyA ja kare. paNa guNAnurAganI viziSTa bhUmikAe Upajela viziSTa Adara, bahumAna sAthe karAtA zrI vItarAga prabhunA darzana - vaMdana - pUjanAdithI sahajamala - aMtaranI azuddha yogyatAno kSaya thavA mAMDe che. eTale saravALe rAgAdi - Page #302 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 25 1. 251 vikArone UpajAvanAra tattva kSINa thavAthI AtmA dhIre dhIre vizuddha thato jAya che. bIjI vAta ApaNA AtmAmAM anAdikALathI rahelI karma bAMdhavAnI yogyatA = sahajamalanI sakriyatAthI ApaNane karma - tenAM sAdhano ane tenA vipAko tarapha ja rAgavRtti keLavAya, paNa karmanirjarA ke tenAM sAdhano prati rAga na ja keLavAya, eTaluM ja nahIM kayAreka sahajamalanI tIvratAe tene karmanirjarAnA sAdhano prati mAtsarya - dveSa - aprIti - arucino bhAva khUba gADha paNa thaI jAya. eTale karmanirjarAnA saMpUrNa phaLarUpa mukti = mokSa ke tenA sAdhanarUpa deva, guru ane dharmanI pravRtti tarapha paNa aruci rahe. eTale mAtra saMsAranA rAgathI duniyAmAM sukhI thavA mATe dharmanI kriyAo puNya bAMdhavAnA daSTikoNathI thAya. paNa kharekhara dharma na gaNAya e eka jAtano sodo - vepAra - saddo gaNAya. eTale jIvanazuddhi mATe jarUrI cAra sAdhanomAM sauthI vadhu mahattva deva = vItarAgaprabhunI guNAnurAgabharI daSTimAMthI Upajela AMtarika Adara - bahumAna sAthe karAtA darzana - pUjA - vaMdanane jJAnIoe mahattva ApyuM che. kema ke AnAthI ApaNAmAM UMDe UMDa ghara karela sahajamala = karma bAMdhavAnI yogyatAmAMthI UpajatA karma - tenAM sAdhano - vipAkonA rAgathI mukita - ke te sAdhano prati je dveSabhAva keLavAya che temAM khUba ja ghaTADo thAya. mATe vivekapUrvaka vitarAgaprabhunA darzana - vaMdana - pUjanAdi teonA adabhuta guNonA viziSTa smaraNa - ciMtanAdi sAthe karavAno prayatna jarUra karavo ghaTe. A mATe gayA patramAM sUcavela svadravyathI aSTaprakArI pUjAnA pAlananI tamArI je Adarza paddhati che, temAM bhAvastava -caityavaMdana - stavana (pasaMda karelAM - tamArA nahIM mArI pAse sarTiphAIDa karAvelA) bolo, tenA artha-ciMtanamAM jarA UMDA Utaro te khAsa jarUrI che. tamArA jIvanamAM mohabhAvanA saMskAro hajI ghaTADavAnI khAsa jarUra che. te mATe upara batAvela rIte deva - vItarAganI guNAnurAgabharI vaMdanA - stavanA - pUjAnI khAsa jarUra che. paNa temAM mArgadarzanathI AgaLa Apamatie na jazo. AgaLa zuSka adhyAtmanI khAImoTI che. te mATe sAvaceta rahevAnI jarUra che. Page #303 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #304 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vibhAga-3 Page #305 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #306 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 255 pAlItANA 14-3-85 varSItapanA prAraMbhanA A zubha divase A patramALAno maMgaLa saMkalpa mUrta banI rahyo che, te mArA mATe khUba ja AnaMdajanaka bInA che. je divase prabhu zrI RSabhadeve saMsArano tyAga karI jagatunA jIvonA hitArthe saMyama grahaNa karI 14 mahinA cauvihAra upavAsa karI vizuddha saMyamanI parAkASThAe pahoMcavA zubha prayatna Adarela. zrI navakAranI kRpAthI deva-gurukRpAe AjathI varSItapano maMgala prAraMbha karyo che. eTale vizuddha aMtarAtmAnI sAkSIe A lakhANa thaI rahyuM che ema huM mAnuM chuM. jina zAsanamAM AtmAne karmamukata karavAnA sabaLa puruSArthane viziSTa kartavya gaNAvyuM che. tenA lakSya vagara karAtI saghaLI zubha kriyAo-dharmAnuSThAno paNa lagabhaga niSphaLa banavAnuM zAstrakAro Thera Thera kahe che. Atmazuddhi mATe tattvajJAna ane tenI ruci khUba pAyAnI cIja che. te vinA aMtaramAM AtmazuddhinA lakSyanI sthiratA thatI nathI, paNa Atmazuddhi zabdamAM rahela AtmAnI oLakhANa thavI jarUrI che. caitanyamaya AtmA vartamAnakALe karmajanya upAdhithI kevo thavA pAmyo che? audayika bhAvonI jaMjALamAM AtmA kevo aTavAyo che ? tenuM spaSTa bhAna ApaNA haiyAmAM thAya to AtmazuddhinuM lakSya yathArtha rIte saphaLa thAya. ATalI vAta bhUmikArUpe jaNAvI have AtmAnA svarUpa viSe AvatA patramAM vAta. Page #307 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 256 pd navakArathI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA jaina Agama maMdira, pAlItANA 18-3-85 jIvanamAM AtmA ane tenI zakitaono yathAyogya vikAsa, ke je saMpUrNatAmAM pariName tevuM karavAnI khAsa nema rAkhavI jarUrI che. te mATe AtmAne oLakhavAnI jarUra che. AtmA caitanya svarUpa che lakSaNathI. te hisAbe jaDa padArthathI judo paDe che. paNa caitanya zabdano jarA vistArathI artha vicAratAM, jagatanA koI paNa dravyamAM na hoya tevI mahattvanI, sva ane parane jovA, jANavA ane anubhavavAnI viziSTa zakitarUpa caitanya guNa ApaNo asAdhAraNa guNa che. ta jagatanA dareka padArtho jJeya che, jJAtA koI nathI. dareka padArtha dRzya che, draSTA koI nathI. dareka padArtho bhogya che, bhokatA koI nathI. jJAtA, draSTA, ane bhokatA to mAtra jIva padArtha ja che. paNa anAdisiddha ApaNA AtmAnI vibhAva dazAthI ApaNe, jJAtA-draSTA-ane bhokatA mAtra pudgala kendriya banI gayA chIe. tethI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAoe ajakulagatakezarI (bakarAnA ToLAmAM bhaLela siMha)nA nyAyathI, potAnA zuddha svarUpane sAme batAvI, tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ApaNA azuddha AtmAne DhaMDhoLIne jaNAve che ke bhAIlA ! tuM paNa AvA vizuddha svarUpano dhaNI che, mAtra tArI jJAna-darzananI zakitaone tathA vedananI zakitane pudgala taraMthI haTAvI, tArA AtmAnA pradeze rahela (mAtra karmathI DhaMkAyelA) ane 8 rucaka pradezamAM nirAvaraNapaNe rahela akhaMDa, avyAbAdha anaMta, saccidAnaMdamaya jJAnaprakAzane anubhavavA, jovA, jANavA tuM jarA sat prayatna kara! Ama paramAtmA ApaNane mUrtinA mAdhyamathI, ApaNA aMtarAtmAne DhaMDhoLIne jAgRta karavA prayatnazIla che paNa pudgala prema ane mohanA AkarSaNathI ApaNe paramAtmAnA karuNAbharyA sAdane pArakhI zakatA nathI. tethI jJAnIoe ApaNA AtmAnI mohajanya dazAne sudhAravA, sIdhA nAkAmAM nahIM parovAtA dorAne vaNIne thUMkavALo karI jhINo-pAtaLo jema banAvAya tema paramAtmAnA darzanathI, aMtarAtmAmAM rahela vizuddha svarUpanA darzana mATe avarodharUpa rahela, pudgala prema ane mohajanya Asakita Adine TALavA darzana, pUjana, vrata, niyama, ane SaDAvazyakanuM AlaMbana Adi kriyAyogane, jJAnInI AjJA ane vidhi pramANe karI kriyAyoganuM baLa meLavI, aMtaraMga maLane haTAvavA vyavasthita rUparekhA jaNAvI che. AtmAnA svarUpanI zAbdika oLakhANa te AtmAne oLakhavA mATeno vyavasthita prakAra Page #308 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvaciMdrikA 257 nathI. paNa AtmAnA svarUpane oLakhavAmAM vacce naDatararUpa pudgala prema ane mohamAMthI UpajatI aneka Asakti vagere tattvone haThAvavA, viziSTa puruSArthasamI paDAvazyakanA paripAlanarUpa Adarza dharmakriyAo, jJAnI gurunI nizrAmAM vidhipUrvaka AsevananI khAsa jarUra che. tenAthI AtmA paranA mohanAM AvaraNo, je bhUtakAlIna avaLA puruSArtharUpa kriyAthI vaLagyAM che, te badhAM AzAnI vaphAdArI sAthe karAtI paDAvazyakanI kriyAothI, aLagAM thAya che. - kiyAthI AvelAM ka kriyAthI ja aLagAM thaI zake. jJAna to mAtra temAM jhaDapa ane cokasAI lAvI zake. jema talavAra-cAku-charI- lokhaMDanI hoya ane te aNavaparAzathI kaTAI gaI hoya tene sarANa para caDhAvI teja karI zakAya. tema jJAna e sarANa che. kriyA e talavAra che. mATe kriyAnI upekSA ke bedarakArIthI game teTaluM zabdajJAna meLavAya, paNa AtmajJAnanI bhUmikA paNa na maLI zake. tethI tamo vivekI puNyavAna cho ke AtmAnI jijJAsA tamArAmAM UpajI che. tene tamo kriyAyoganA mAdhyamathI tRpta karo e IcchavA joga che. vadhu have pachI. ) pAlItANA 26-3-85 AtmazuddhinI jhaMkhanA ko'ka puNyazALIne ja janme che. temAM paNa AtmazuddhinAM yathArtha sAdhanonI prApti, sadgurunizrAye to viralA puNyavAnane ja sAMpaDe. kharekhara AtmazuddhinA lakSyanI ane tadanurUpa viziSTa sAdhanonI saphaLa prApti, udAtta puNyAI sUcave che. paNa temAM kSAyopathamika bhAva eTale mohanA kSayopazamanI viziSTa keLavaNI bhaLe to te puNyAI, ApaNane bhavabhramaNathI bacavAmAM sahayogI banI zake. prabaLa puNyanA udaye, zrAvakakuLanI saphaLatArUpe AtmAne zuddha karavAnI tamannA sAthe, tadanukULa jinazAsananI saphaLapaNe ArAdhanA karI zakavAnA viziSTa sAdhana maLe che. AtmAne nirmaLa banAvyAnI vAtanI saphaLatAno AdhAra AtmAnA svarUpanI nayasApekSa jANakArI para che ane te khAsa jarUrI che. to AtmAne 7 nayathI vyavasthitapaNe oLakhavAnI jarUra Page #309 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 258 navakArazrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA che. te aMge zrI devacaMdajI ma. zrIe stavana covIzImAM sAro prakAza pAtharyo che te dhyAnamAM rAkhavo. ApaNe ahIM TUMkamAM vyavahAranaya ane nizcayanayathI AtmasvarUpane oLakhavA prayatna karIe prathama oLakhANa AtmAnI vyavahAranayathI karavI jarUrI che. kemake vyavahAranaya bhUmikA che. te vinA nizcayanayanI vAta vyavasthita rIte magajamAM jAmI na gaNAya. vyavahAranayathI AtmA-zarIradhArI, iMdriya, mana, buddhi, Adine preranAra tathA mithyAtvAdi pa7 baMdha hetuthI samaye samaye thaI rahelA karmabaMdhathI malina thaI rahyo che. bhUtakALanA pravartelA AthadvArAthI AtmA, karmanA paramANunA jaththAthI malina ane te te kAmaNavargaNAnA bhAra taLe dabAyela che. AmAM AtmAnI pariNAmitA pudgala kartRtva ane pudgala bhokatRtva yathArtha rIte che. te vAta magajamAM sthira karavI jarUrI che. A vAtanI yathArtha goThavaNI thayA pUrve, nizcayanayanI vAtothI-AtmA ajara, amara, zuddha, zAzvata ane pudgalabhAvanA kartRtva-bhokatRtvarahita che. Adi dhAraNAo vicAromAM sudaDha thavAthI, zubha Azrava karAvanAra zubha kriyAyogane, ke te kriyA jaNAvanAra sadguru prati, temaja te te dharmakriyAnAM zubha sAdhano prati, haiyAmAM Adara na jAge. uparathI pudagalano kartA-bhokatA huM nahIM e vAta adhakacarI rIte magajamAM ghoLAvAthI prazasta deva, guru ane dharmanAM AlaMbanonI pakkaDa thAya nahIM. saravALe kriyAyoganI AcaraNA to du:zakaya bane ja, paNa kayAreka AtmazuddhinA pradhAna sAdhanarUpa kriyAmArganI avahelanAno bhAva janme. pariNAme UlaTuM navuM mohanIyakarma baMdhAya. kema ke kriyAmArgane jaNAvanAra kevaLajJAnIo, sadguru bhagavaMto ane zAstro prati garbhita avahelanA, kriyAmArganI avahelanA, upekSA, anAdara AdithI thaI jAya- saravALe AtmAnI azuddhi ghaTADavAnA sthAne, navuM karma- mohanIya tIvrapaNe nikAcita baMdhAI jAya. kema ke kevalajJAnI bhagavaMto, sadguru bhagavaMto ane zAstronI avahelanAnA ajANya paNa thatA bhAvo, tIvra nikAcita mohanIya baMdhAvanArA thAya e sahaja vAta che. tethI sau prathama vyavahAranayanI yathArtha vAsanA, haiyAmAM sthira karavAnI jarUra che. mArI atyAranI vartamAna kALanI dazA kevI che ? teno yogya nirNaya prathama thavo jarUrI che. dardInI vartamAna paristhitinA vyavasthita abhyAsa vinA TrITamenTa-auSadhopacAra zI rIte thAya ? vyavahAranayanI vAsanA sthira thayA pUrve nizcaya naya (je potAnI jagyAe sarvathA satya che chatAM)nI vAto, anadhikAra ceSTAmAM AvI jAya. pariNAme zuSka adhyAtma ane korI vAyaDI vAto karavAnI dUSita vRttio UbhI thAya. "nAcavuM nahi ane AMgaNuM vAMkuM'nI jema kriyAyoganI mahattA samajAI na hoya, kema ke kriyAyoga auSadhi che paNa roganI vartamAna dazA ja parakhAI na hoya to auSadhanI mahattA samajAya zI rIte ? kayAreka pachI Aje sadaguru nathI- pratyakSa sanduruSa nathI, sadarzana pAyo che, kriyA to anaMtIvAra karIvagere zAstraviruddha bolavAnuM thAya. mATe vyavahAra nathI AtmA hAla kevo, kevI rIte karmathI baMdhAyo ? AzrayadvAro kayAM? tene aTakAvavA zuM karavuM? vagere bhUmikA vyavasthita thavI joIe. Page #310 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA 259 lAla pAlItANA 30-3-85 gayA patramAM AtmAnI vartamAnakAlIna karmabaMdhathI baMdhAyAnI dazAnuM yathArtha bhAna jarUrI che ema vicArela. teno paramArtha e che ke - anAdinA saMskAro, rAgAdi dUSaNo ane karmanAM bIjako, hakIkatamAM AtmAnA svarUpanA ajJAnathI, vikRta bhramaNAnA AdhAre lepAyelAM che e vAta nakkI thayA vinA, te karmanAM baMdhanone toDavAno bhagIratha puruSArtha jAme nahIM. je A aMge nizcayanayanI vAsanA avaLI rIte ghara karI jAya ke karmane ne mAre levA devA zuM ? e to jaDa, huM zuddha cetana ! mane karma zuM karI zake ? huM to mAtra jJAtA-draSTA.. Adi. to A vicAraNAthI karmabaMdhanI javAbadArIno svIkAra yathArtha na thaI zakavAthI, te baMdhano haThAvavA aMtaranA ullAsabharyo puruSArtha pragaTe nahIM. audayikabhAvanI sArI-khoTI asarothI AtmAnA adhyavasAyo na bagaDe te mATe huM jJAtA-draSTA agara sAkSIbhAvanI vAta upayogI nIvaDe - paNa jo kSAyopazamika bhAva meLavavA mATe, ghAtakarmanA udayamAM paNa jJAtA-draSTAno ke sAkSItvano bhAva keLavAya to, kSayopazamane anurUpa yogya adhyavasAyonuM baLa kahevAya nahIM. tethI AMtarika zuddhino AdhAra ghAtI ane temAM paNa mukhyatA mohanIyanI, tene haThAvavA AtmAmAM prabaLa puruSArtha kayAre jAge ? jyAre ke aMtaranA adhyavasAyomAM e vAta daDhapaNe sthira thAya ke A karmanA pugalone lenAra huM chuM. Ano huM kartA chuM. bhale te kartatva vibhAvadazAnuM hoI bhUlavAnuM che. paNa hAlanA tabaphake, tene kSINa karavAnA puruSArthanI keLavaNI yogya rIte na thaI hoya tyAM sudhI, te kartutva mAnavuM jarUrI. tyAM je e vicAra vikRta rIte rajU thaI jAya ke - "nAdaM putimAnAM vAcita na ja' eTale AtmA to Atmika pariNamanano karyA. bAkI A badhA jaDa-pugalano huM kartA nahIMhuM mAtra jJAtA-draSTA sAkSIrUpa. to zuM thAya? te mohanIyakarma ghaTavAnA badale UlaTuM vadhe. mATe ArAdhaka AtmAe, AtmAnI oLakhANanA pAyAmAM sau prathama vartamAnakALe azuddha kakSAe rahela AtmA=azuddha AtmAne oLakhavAnI jarUra che. sAthe ja AtmAnI azuddhino javAbadAra huM pote ja chuM. bhale ajJAnadazAthI paNa pudgalanA rAgamAM lapAIne meM ja A pudgalone AmaMcyA che. ema katRtva (pudagalonuM svIkAravuM ja rahyuM. te Page #311 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 260 navakArazrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA vinA tene kSINa karavAnA puruSArthanI utpatti saMbhavita nathI - aMtaramAM tevA adhyavasAyonuM baLa keLavAya nahIM. tethI AtmAnI vartamAnakAlIna azuddhi ane tenI javAbadArIno spaSTa khyAla, dareka mumukSa AtmAe meLavavo jarUrI che. naya sApekSa A vicAraNAne prAthamika bhUmikAe sudaDha rIte keLavavAnI khAsa jarUra che. ST) pAlItANA 9-4-85 vicAromAM naya sApekSa rIte AtmAnI vartamAnakAlIna karmajanya audayikabhAvonI pariNativALI dazAno svIkAra thayA pachI puruSArthanI sAcI dizA jaDe. hakIkatamAM AtmAnI maulika zuddha nirvikalpaka avasthA ke je 7 me guNaThANe ciMtavavAnI - teno anadhikAre upayoga, cothe AvyA pUrve agara cothAthI AgaLa vadhavAnA pAyAnA ghaDataranI paripakavatA thayA pUrve karavAmAM Ave eTale gurutatvanI upekSA thAya. vartamAnakALe tevA suyogya jJAnI mahApuruSa koI nathI ema kahI "nAcavuM nahIM ane AMgaNuM vAMkuMnI jema, mAtra devatatvanI vAta-saMpUrNa sapuruSano yoga jhaMkhavAnI vikRta vAta-magajamAM Upaje. je vartamAnakALe audayikamAvajanya pariNativALA AtmAnuM nayazuddha bhAna thAya to te karmanA udayane haTAvavA vrata, niyama, tapa, japa, paccakkhANa Adi viratinuM mahattva samajAya ane te viratinA pAyAne majabUta rIte pakaDavA gurutattvanI nayasApekSa mahattA taratamatAe samajAya. pUrNapuruSanI kalpanA-pratIkSAmAM, vartamAnakALe audayikabhAvane haThAvavA upayogI vrata, niyamAdi mATeno puruSArtha khoravAI jAya, tethI AdarzamAM ucca vAtone sthApavA chatAM, te badhI zuddha pAramArthika nayanI vAtone parama AdarzarUpe rAkhI, vartamAnakALe karaNIya bAbatonuM lakSya, AtmAnI vartamAnakAlIna baddha avasthAnA Page #312 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra caMdrikA nayasApekSa vicArathI meLavavuM ghaTe. A daSTie jJAnAvaraNIyanA kSayopazamanI maMdatAe, AtmA ane paramAtmAnA zuddha nayasApekSa svarUpane nahIM samajanArA paNa kulakramAgata zraddhAnA baLe, jJAnIonI nizrAe, vidhiyoganA pAlanapUrvaka kriyAone AcaranArA, audayikabhAvanA baLane ghaTADI zake che. AvA puNyavAnonI apekSAe mAtra jJAnAvaraNIyanA kSayopazamanI lIlArUpe, adhyAtmanI mAtra vAto karI, pUrNa satpuruSanA yoge badhuM thAya - hAla to mAtra ApaNe zuddhAtmadaSTi keLavavAnI jarUra che. AvI rajUAta karI, thoDI ghaNI zakaya virati paNa upekSaNIya gaNI, jIvanazakitaone yathArtha rIte saMyamita karavAnA paMthe AvI zakatA nathI - A eka moTI kamanasIbI che. te jIva puNyavAna che ke, je jinazAsananI oLakhANa pUA. zrI haribhadrasUrijI, pU. upAya zrI yazovijayajI ma., pU. zrI devacaMdrajI maAdi mahApuruSonA graMthonuM vyavasthita rIte vAMcana karI, meLavI zakayA che, ane yogya avasara je maLyo temAM kriyAyoganI mahattA, jJAnInithA, ane vidhimaryAdAnA pAlana sAthe mahattA samajI, tadanusAra te zubha paMthe dhape che. adhikArano vikAsa te AnuM nAma ke sarvajJa praNIta kriyAyoganA mahatvane je yathArtha rIte oLakhI zake che. te kharekhara khUba ja dhanyavAdane pAtra che. lali pAlItANA 15-4-85 vijaNAvavAnuM ke, AtmAnI vartamAnakAlIna azuddha vibhAva dazAno nayasApekSa ikarAra nikhAlasapaNe thayA vinA aMtarathI vIrSollAsa vibhAvadazAne haThAvavA mATe thaI zakato nathI. je ApaNA manamAM bhUmikAnI daDhatA thayA vinA, kAcA pArA jevA nizcayanayanI vAsanA, kriyAyogathI mohanA saMskAronI yathAyogya kSINatA thayA pUrve besI jAya ke huM to zuddha, buddha, mukatasvabhAvI chuM, to hakIkate ApaNI sAcI ane svIkAravA lAyaka chatAM adhikArabhede A vAta, mumukSabhAvane Page #313 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 212 navakArazrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA dhakako lagADanAra thAya che. tethI zarUAtanA patromAM AtmAnI hAlanI dazA, ApaNA avaLA puruSArthathI baMdhAyela karmothI thaI che, mATe jJAnI nirdiSTa mArge sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, jinapUjA, vrata, niyama, paccakakhANa Adi kriyAyoganA rAjamArge, kuLa saMskArathI paNa cAlavAmAM saravALe sAra-lAbha che. UMcI paramajJAnInI vAto karI, avaLA puruSArthanI bhogavAsanAnI dizAmAMthI pAchA pharavA mATe jJAnIoe cIMdhela kriyAonA paMthe, ullAsa ke sadgurunI rAha joIne besI rahenAro puNyAtmA, moTA devadurlabha mAnavajIvanane hArI jAya che. paMcamaArAmAM A jinazAsananI dravyathI paNa prApti, khUba uccakoTinI puNyAIne sUcave che ke jethI kuLa saMskArathI paNa sahaja bhAve kriyAyogano rAjamArga hAthe caDhI jAya che. je mArga jJAna-zuddha nizcayanayanI vAto karanArAne, pUrvAbhyAsanA abhAve agara kriyAmAM zArIrika mAnasika zrama-kaSTa-sahana karavAnI tatparatAnA abhAvathI, kriyAyoga meLavavo - Asevavo durlabha banI jAya che. tethI anAdinA saMskArone durbaLaprAya: banAvanAra kriyAyoganI bhUmikA, vyavasthita rIte keLavavAnI jarUra che. jethI zrAvaka jIvananI mohanA kSayopazamanI viziSTa bhUmikA, Adarza rIte meLavI zakAya. jenA pariNAme sarvavirati cAritranI tIvra jhaMkhanA ane tenA prati utkaTa AdarabhAva keLavAya. te keLavAya to, vartamAna sAdhuonI zithilatAnA nAme sAdhutvanI upekSA kadI na Ave. temaja AvI sAdhutAnA mArganuM saMbodhana karanArA kevaLI bhASita zAstro prati, apUrva bhakitarAga pragaTe. ane AvA zAstrane upadezanAra sadgao ane jJAnI bhagavaMto prati haiyAno rAga UchaLe. mATe mohanA kSayopazamane keLavanAra kriyAyoganI AvanA, jJAnInI nizrAe karavI te vAstavika rIte Atmadarzanano amogha saraLa-TUMko upAya che. ahIM eka vAta dhyAnamAM rahe ke Aje kriyAo ghaNI dekhAya che, paNa jJAnIo kriyAyoganuM mahattva vadhu jaNAve che. kriyAyoga eTale kriyAono yoga = saMbaMdha-jJAnIonI AjJA-maryAdAnA pAlana sAthe hoya te kriyAyoga, jemAM vidhinuM satata pAlana karavAnI tamannA hoya, avidhino trAsa hoya, ane AvA viziSTa kriyAyoganA ArAdhako prati aMtarano bhAvollAsa hoya. AvA kriyAyoganA Asevana sAthe aMtarIkSa sAme, jJAnIo pAsethI vinayapUrvaka, adhikAritAnA vikAsa pramANe mohanIya karmano kSaya thavAnA pariNAme, AtmAnA svarUpane oLakhavA, prayatnanI upAdeyatA satata rAkhavI ghaTe, jethI lasyahInatA ApaNAmAM na AvI jAya. anyathA kriyAothI baMdhAtA puNyanA vipAka rUpe, paugalika rAga vardhaka saMsArI sukhonI tamannA ApaNA vicAromAM jhaLake. saravALe hatA tyAM ne tyAM AvI UbhA rahIe evuM thAya. pudgala rAga ja vibhAva dazAno AdhAra che. temAMthI chUTavA kriyAyoganuM Asevana jJAnI nizrAe karavAnuM che. tethI kriyAyoganA AsevananA pariNAme karmanirjarAnuM lakSya na rakhAya to, pharI pAchA puNyanA phaLa bhogavavA saMsAranA cakarAve caDhI javAya. tethI mohanA saMskAronI kSINatA - kriyAyoganuM lakSya TakAvI rAkhavuM. Page #314 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 263 s 7 akSaya, ajara, amara, avicala, avikArI arUpI, zuddha, buddha, avinAzI, aja anAdi, anaMta, akSara, anakSara, akaLa acaLa, agamya, anAmI, apharasI, ayogI abhogI, avedI, achedI, abhedI akaSAyI, azarIrI, aNAhArI, alezI avyAbAdha, atIndriya, aparaMpAra anAzrita, akaMpa, alakha, azoka abhaya, asaMgI, lokAlokajJAyaka, anaMtajJAnI, anaMtadarzanI, anaMtacAritrI, anaMta vIryavALo pAlItANA 22-4-85 gayA patramAM kriyAyoganuM mahattva jaNAvyuM, paNa yoga eTale joDANa to jema kriyAonuM joDANa jJAnInI AjJA-vidhi-maryAdA sAthe tema te kriyAono saMbaMdha AtmAnA zuddha nizcayanayathI jaNAtA svarUpa sAthe moghama rIte rahevo jarUrI che. huM zuM chuM ? ane mAre zuM meLavavuM che ? tenA spaSTa khyAla vinA aMtaraMga vIryollAsa ke bhavya puruSArtha pragaTato nathI. tethI te zuddha nizcayanayathI huM kevo ? agara mAruM svarUpa kevuM ? teno Acho khyAla paNa yogya jJAnI gurunAM caraNomAM besI kriyAyoganA mAdhyame aMtaranI thayela zuddhirUpa pAtratA mujaba meLavavo ghaTe. kharekhara mAro AtmA - zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA lI 11 = = = = = = = upara 42 guNo jaNAvyA che, paNa te badhA niSedha pradhAna che ke AtmAmAM pudgalabhAvarUpa janma, jarA, maraNa, kSaya Adi 35 dharmo nathI. chellA cAra dharmo ane zuddha, buddha tathA lokAlokajJApaka A traNa dharmo jIvAtmAnA mULabhUta svabhAvanA paricAyaka che. moTe bhAge pudgalamAM je saDaNa, paDaNa, vipariNamana, vidhvaMsa Adi che. teno abhAva AtmAmAM darzAvI AtmAnI zAzvatatAno pratibhAsa karyo che. have jJAnI nirdiSTa kriyAonI vidhizuddha AcaraNA karavAthI, AtmAne vaLagelA karmanA pudgalothI 5 5 5 pa 4 4 3 4 3 4 Page #315 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvacaMdrikA 264 atyAre ApaNe uparanA 35 dhamoMmAMthI ma = nahIM, kADhI nAMkhatAM je 35 pagalika bhAvo che te Aje ApaNe anubhavI rahyA chIe, teno ghaTADo ane vinAza suzaya thaI zake. eTale kriyAo zuddhAtmasvarUpa sAthe joDanAra hoI kriyAyoga banI jAya che. kriyAonI jJAnI nizrAe vidhipUrvaka AcaraNAthI mohanIya karmano kSaya jarUra thAya ja ! saravALe te kriyAo ApaNA vizuddha svarUpa sAthe ApaNo meLa karAvI ApanAra bane. eTale kriyAyoganI AcaraNA kriyAyogarUpa jyAre pariName tyAre kharekhara jinazAsananI sAcI oLakhANa thaI gaNAya. A jAtanA kriyAonA maulika baMdhAraNane jJAnI guruonAM caraNomAM besI oLakhavAnI jarUra che. vartamAnakALe kriyAono pravAha ghaNo cAlu che. paNa kriyAyogamAM maulika baMdhAraNanA pAyAsamI jJAnI nizrA ane vidhino Adara bahu khUTe che. tenA yogya saMyoga mATe tamArA jevA vivekIoe jarUra prayatna karavA jevo che. III pAlitANA 6-5-85 vijaNAvavAnuM ke AtmAnI oLakhANa mATe AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanI vAta upayogI nIvaDe paNa AtmAnA azuddha svarUpanI utpatti, tenA hetu ane tene vAravAnA upAyanI vAtonI bhUmikA daDha thayA vinA AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanI vAta moTe bhAge anAdikALathI AtmAne vaLagela kriyAmaLano vadhAro kare che. pU upAyazovijayajI mahArAje ApaNA jIvanane zuddhinA paMthe vALavAnuM mArgadarzana ApanAra saddaguru bhagavaMtanA paricayane jaNAvanAra zrI gurutattvavinizcaya' nAmanA graMthamAM eka jagyAe khUba bhAra daIne jaNAvela che ke, "ApaNA jIvanamAM vikRtione upajAvanAra be jAtanA maLa che. 1, Page #316 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA kriyAmaLa. 2, bhAvamaLa." kriyAmaLa eTale "vastutattvanA paramArthane oLakhyA pachI te paramArthane pAmavAnA sadupAyone amalamAM mUkavA mATenI Atmika pravRttine aTakAvanAruM tattva." bhAvamaLa eTale "aMtarathI AtmAnA vikAsane aTakAvanAra karma ane tene notaranAra rAga-dveSanI pravRttionI virasatAne samajavA, nirNaya karavAnI ApaNI aMtaranI zakitane avarodhanAra tattva." zAstrIya paribhASAmAM - "kriyAmaLa eTale cAritra mohanIya, bhAvamaLa eTale darzanamohanIya." banne AtmAnA vikAsane aTakAvanArA che, chatAM darzana mohanIya karatAM cAritra mohanIya AtmAnA vikAsane vadhu aTakAve che. lakSma vinAnI paNa jJAnInI batAvela vidhizuddha kriyAo ane jJAnI nizrAe karavAnA prayatnonA pariNAme saravALe AtmAnA vikAsanI cAvI hAthe jaDe ja ! darzana mohanIyanI tIvratAne ghaTADanAra kriyAyoganA rAjamArga para, cAritra mohanIyanA ghaTADAthI thatI kriyAo dvArA AvI zakAya che. eTale ke - AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanI vAta yathArtha chatAM tenI adhikAritAno vikAsa, te te guNasthAnakanI yathAyogya paDAvazyaka kriyAonuM yathAsthita pAlana, jJAnI nizrAe karavAnI tatparatAthI thayA vinA, nizcayanayanI vAto AtmAne anAdikALathI gherI vaLela kriyAmaLa (= jJAnIyonI nirdezela kriyAo pratye aMtaraMga aruci)mAM vadhAro karanArI nIvaDe che. maeNTrikanuM pAThyapustaka ss.c. mAM bhaNanArAne upayogI, paNa te pUrve ebIsIDI lUMTanArAne maeNTrikanI TekSabukonI vAto rajU karAya to pelA bicArAne hajI aMgrejI vAMcatAM ya na AvaDatuM hoya tenA mATe S.S.C. nuM pAThyapustaka maeNTrikavALA mATe upayogI chatAM nirarthaka nIvaDe che. A rIte AtmAnA azuddha svarUpa = vartamAnakAlIna avasthA - tenA kAraNa ane vAraNanI vAtonI geDa beThA pahelAM, zuddha AtmasvarUpanI nitAMta zuddha ekAMta hitakara paNa vAto, adhyAtmanA vikAsanA mArgane DoLI nAMkhe che. ubhayato bhraSTa te ArAdhaka banI jAya che. je vAta pU upA. zrI yazovijaya mahArAja 125 gAthAnA stavana (DhALa 5)mAM kahe che ke, "nizcaya navi pAmI zake che, navi pAme vyavahAra, puNyahIna je ehavAi, tehane kavaNa AdhAra ?" eTale gurutattva vinizcaya graMthamAM jaNAvela bhAvamaLa - kriyAmaLamAM, pU, upA yazomahArAje apekSAe bhavabhramaNane vadhAranAra bhAvamaLa = darzana mohanIya chatAM, bALa jIvo mATe sauthI vadhu herAna karanAra kriyAmaLa = cAritra mohanIyanA udayane jaNAvela che, ke jenAthI bALajIvo, anaMta upakArI parama jJAnI nirdiSTa vizuddha AtmasvarUpanA dhyeya sudhI pahoMcanAra kriyAonA rAjamArgane, jJAnIyonI nizrAe vidhi ane zAstrIya maryAdAnA yathAyogya pAlana sAthe apanAvI zakatA nathI. jinazAsane A jAtanI viSama gUMcano ukela, aNasamaja dazAmAM paNa zrAvaka kuLanA saMskAronI gaLathUthImAM saMkalpa - hiMsAno tyAga, rAtribhojana, abhakSya-bhojana Adino tyAga, zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa, SaDAvazyakanuM dravyathI paNa vidhi-zuddha pAlana, Adi tatvone gUMthI karI dIdho che. A vAtane khUba gaMbhIratAthI vicArazo. Page #317 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA c 9 lIMbaDI 16-5-85 AtmazuddhinA lakSyanI jAgRti kharekhara AMtarika unnatino pAyo che. Atmazuddhi eTale ApaNA caitanyanA maulika jJAnAdi svarUpa ADe Avela karmonA AvaraNane haThAvI ApaNA zuddha jJAnAdi svarUpanI anubhUti. A jAtanA lakSyanI jAgRti mATe jJAnIonAM naya-sApekSa vacanonA marmane samajI AtmasvarUpanI pichANa thavI jarUrI che. te pichANa mATe gurucaraNomAM besI adhikAra pramANe jJAna, svAdhyAya, dhyAna, AdinA mAdhyame jinAjJA nirdiSTa sva-sva-guNasthAnakocita, SaDAvazyakamaya sAmAcArInuM vyavasthita pAlana jarUrI che. te sAthe AtmAnuM svarUpa-virUpa, svarUpane vikRta karanAra nimitto, svarUpa zuddhinAM kAraNo, virUpa-viyoganAM sAdhano vagere jarUrI bAbatano vicAra paNa khAsa jarUrI che. A badhAnA pAyAmAM nIcenI bAbato khAsa jarUrI che. 1. saMsAra e AtmAno roga che. 2. mokSa e AtmAnuM Arogya che. 3. mokSa pamADanAra dharma e auSadha che. 4. dharmanI kriyAo e pathya che. 5. saMsAranI kriyAo e apathya che. 3. saMsAranuM sarjana karmanA anAdikAlIna saMyogane AbhArI che. 4. A saMsAra du:kharUpa che. 5. A saMsAra du:kha svarUpa che. 6. A saMsAra du:kha phaLavALo che. R A pAMca bAbatonAM rahasya jJAnI gurunAM caraNomAM besI samajavAthI svarUpa-prAptino AMtarika umaMga jAge che. vaLI te svarUpa-prApti mATenA aMtaranA umaMgane saphaLa banAvavA nIcenI daza bAbato (sAMkaLanA aMkoDAnI jema je paraspara sApekSa che.) khAsa samajavA jevI che. A daza bAbatonA pAramArthika ciMtana vinA ApaNI svarUpa-prAptinI yAtrA saphaLatAnA zikhare pahoMcI na zake ! 1. jIva anAdino che. 2. jIvano saMsAra anAdino che. 216 Page #318 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanacaMdrikA 7. A saMsAra du:khanI paraMparAvALo che. 8. duHkhathI AmUla-cUla bharela A saMsArano samULa vinAza zuddha dharmathI thAya che. 9. te zuddha dharmanI prApti pApakarma = mohanIyanA nAza = kSayopazamathI thAya che. 10. te mohanIya = pApano kSayopazama, tathAbhavyatva = ApaNI mokSagamana yogyatA sAthe niyati, kALa, karmanA sAmaMjasya = taratamatAvALA suyoganA paripAkathI thAya che. tathAbhavyatva = viziSTa yogyatAno paripAka meLavavA traNa uttama sAdhano che. - catuzaraNa svIkAra. - duSkRta gaha. - sukRtonuM anumodana. A traNathI ApaNA pApa karma = mohano viziSTa kSayopazama thaI tathAbhavyatvanuM viziSTa ghaDatara thAya che jenA pariNAme AjJAzuddha jJAnI-nizAvALa dharma sahajarUpe prApta thAya che. jJAnI nizrAe vidhipUrvakano AjJAzuddha dharma AcaravAthI ApaNA AtmasvarUpane AvanAra vijAtIya tatva pApakarma haThavA mAMDe che. pariNAme aMtaramAM evI ciMtanadhArA pragaTe che ke huM koNa ? mAruM svarUpa zuM ? teno yathArtha anubhava kema nahIM? te meLavavAnAM sAdhano kyAM ? A 4 bAbatonA dora para vivekI mumukSu AtmAnI ciMtanayAtrA zarU thAya che. anaMta jJAnAdi guNamaya huM, vizuddha caitanya svarUpI, sattAe siddha bhagavaMtano barobariyo chatAM atyAre, mArA svarUpanA vismaraNathI vaLagela karmanAM vaLagaNothI mAruM svarUpa vibhAva - kaSAyAdirUpe hAla huM anubhavI rahyo chuM. paNa A svarUpa mAruM nathI. A karmajanya mAruM vikRta svarUpa che ! A vikRti jJAnInI AjJA = Azrava ane saMvara svIkArane bhUlavAthI mArA avaLA puruSArtha = pudgalakendriya mana-vacana-kAyAnAM thI UbhI thaI che. to have samajIne AjJArke nI, AjJAzuddha mana-vacana ane kAyAnAM pravartanorUpa samyapha cAritranuM vidhigata, gItArtha jJAna e pAlana karI mArA svarUpano AvirbhAva-vikRti = vijAtIya tatvarUpa karmanA pudgalone samULa rUpe haTAvI karI lauM, temAM ja mAruM kharekhara kalyANa che. eTale jinazAsananI rUDha maryAdA pramANe yazAzaka paDAvazyakanuM vidhivata pAlana jJAnInI nizrAe karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. tenAthI anAdikAlIna karmasaMyoga paNa, jJAnInI AjJA mujaba gItArtha jJAnInI nizrAe yathAvat viratimArganI ArAdhanA karavAthI samULa kSINa thaI jAya. te aMge have kharekhara umaMga - utsAhabhera prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. tame kharekhara puNyazALI cho ke AvA jinazAsanane samajaNapUrvaka oLakhI rahyA cho. to have te viratinA paMthe AgaLa dhapo e zubhecchA! Page #319 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 268 55T 10 vaDhavANa 21-5-85 gayA patramAM AtmasvarUpanI anubhUti mATe zAstrIya paddhatie tathA bhavyatA mATe zuddha = jJAnInizrAe zAstrIya maryAdApUrvakanA vidhizuddha-dharmanI prAptinI pradhAnatA jaNAvela. te mATe - catu:zaraNa gamana - duSkRta gaha - sukRta anumodanA. A traNa sAdhanonI sarvAdhika mahattAnuM sUcana karela paraMtu temAM eka mahatvanI vAta tarapha ApaNe khAsa dhyAna devAnI jarUra che ke ApaNA maulika zuddha svarUpano vicAra jJAnI suvihita gItArtha guru bhagavaMtonA mukhathI vinayapUrvaka meLavela zAstrathavaNathI thavo jarUrI che. pustakiyA ApameLe karAyela vAMcanathI meLavAto AtmAnA zuddha svarUpano vicAra kayAreka ApaNA aMtaranA sahajamaLanA kSayanI khAmIe avaLI geDa besADI de che. pariNAme zuddhouM, bohe, niraMjanohaMnI nirapekSa dhUnamAM kriyAyoganI sarvAdhika mahattA svIkAravAnA badale ajANyuM paNa tenI avagaNanA thavA pAme che. AMtarika paramArtha sattAno adhyavasAya e ApaNA kriTa yogane vadhu vidhipuSTa banAvI lakSyagAmI banAve che e vAta sadaMtara sAcI chatAM tenI pakaDa yogya na thAya to mUThathI pakaDavAnA badale aNI taraphathI talavAranI pakaDa ApaNA AMgaLAM kApanAra che. eTale huM koNa ? mAruM svarUpa zuM ? teno vicAra ApaNA AtmAmAM vyavasthita rIte asamaddhinuM kArya karI zake te mATe, traNa mahattvanAM sAdhano jaNAvyAM che. - arihaMta, siddha, sAdhu ane kevaLI bhASita dharmanuM zaraNopagamana nikhAlasabhAve phaLanI jhaMkhanA vinA tuMhI tuMhI rUpe A cAra tattvone jIvanatattvanAM saMcAlaka banAvavAM. - duSkata gaha = atyAra sudhI AtmabhAvane vIsarI, jaDa-pudgala padArthanA kheMcANa sAthe karela sarva pravRttiono nikhAlasa ikarAra. - sukRtAnumodanA = ApaNA vizuddha AtmasvarUpanA pratyakSa AdarzarUpa. bIjanI kSAyika ke mAyopathamika bhAve mohanIyane khaseDI meLavela viziSTa AtmAnI vizuddha avasthA prati, hArdika kheMcANano bhAva. A traNathI ApaNA vizuddha AtmajIvananA anubhava mATenI sAdhanAno pAyo naMkhAya che. Page #320 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 269 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA kema ke ApaNAmAM jJAnI sadagurunA mukhe svakakSAnurUpa yogya vidhizuddha dharmakriyAonA AsevanathI meLavAtI AtmazuddhinA dhoraNe samajAvAtA vizuddha AtmasvarUpane meLavavAnI tamannA jema jema vadhatI jAya che tema tema ApaNI jIvanasAdhanA vadhu kAryakSama banI zake. eTale catudazaraNagamana, duSkRta goM, sukRtAnumodana A traNa bAbato vizuddha AtmasvarUpanI anubhUti mATe khUba jarUrI che. TUMkamAM ApaNane vizuddha kriyAyogathI jema jema aMtaranI grAhakatA vadhe tema tema sadgara ApaNI vRttiomAM te te nayanI mukhyatAe vizuddha AtmasvarUpanI oLakhANa karAve. te oLakhANa saphaLa tyAre thaI gaNAya jyAre ke te AtmasvarUpanI viziSTa, kSAyika ke mAyopathamika mAtrAmAM pahoMcelA , te divya tatvonA vizuddha AtmasvarUpa tarapha, sAhajika AMtara jhukAvathI teone tuMhI tuMhI tarIke svIkAravAnI ApameLe nikhAlasa sUjha thavA pAme. A rIte zaraNopagamananI prakriyAnA phaLa rUpe, AvA AtmasvarUpane bhUlI atyAra sudhI vijAtIya tatvarUpa pudgalanA kheMcANathI thayela-Acarela tamAma pravRttirUpa duSkatonI gaha, aMtaranA UMDANathI thavA pAme. te gahanI prabaLatAe vizuddha AtmasvarUpanA aMtaranA sAhajika kheMcANathI AvuM AtmasvarUpa kSAyika ke mAyopathamika bhAve jovA jANavA maLe eTale aMtaranA tAra te tarapha guNAnurAga daSTithI jhaNajhaNI uThe ane prabaLa ucca koTInI sukRtAnumodanA thAya. A rIte catudazaraNagamana, dukRtagaha, sukatAnumodanA- A traNa paramocca koTInAM tattvo che. AnAthI AtmazuddhinI sAdhanAno mArga khUba vyavasthita rIte saphaLa thAya che. Hii 21-5-85 gayA patramAM AtmasvarUpane nirAvaraNa karavA mATe jinazAsananI maryAdA pramANe jJAnIonI nizrAe svasvakakSAnurUpa kriyAyoganI baMdhAraNIya bAbatonuM nirdezana karela. saMsAra duHkhamaya che ! Page #321 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvaciMdrikA 270 saMsAra duHkhaphaLaka che ! saMsAra duHkhanI paraMparAvALo che ! teno samULa nAza zuddha = AjJAzuddha dharma = kriyAyogathI thAya. te zuddha dharmanI prApti pApakarma = mohanIya = darzanamoha ane cAritramohanA yathAyogya kSayopazamathI thAya. A kSayopazama - tathAbhavyatva = 1 viziSTa kALa, 2 viziSTa niyati, 3 viziSTa puruSArtha ane viziSTa karma (kSayopazama Adi)- A cAra padArthonA sahakAravALuM bhavyatva = svabhAvanA paripAkathI thAya. A tathAbhavyatvanA paripAka mATe - - caturazaraNagamana - duSkRta gaha - sukatAnumodanA - A traNa mahattvanAM sAdhano che. A traNanI yathAyogya - gata patramAM nirdezyA mujaba jJAnI sadgaranAM caraNomAM besI AgevanAthI kriyAyoganI arthAt jinazAsananI yathArtha ArAdhanAnI bhUmikA vyavasthita rIte keLavAya che. kema ke jinazAsananI ArAdhanAno prANa, AtmatatvanA anAdikAlIna vibhAvajanya malina svarUpane, viziSTa kriyAyoganA vyavasthita sevanathI vizuddha karavAno che. te mATe AMtarika vivekanI mAtrAnI yathAyogya keLavaNI jarUrI che. te vivekano artha - huM koNa ? mArI yathArtha svarUpadazA kevI ? A vikRta dazA zAnAthI thaI ? tenA upAya tarIke mAre zuM karavuM? Adi bAbatono yathAyogya vicAra thAya che. A aMge vijAtIya tattva tarIke karmasattAnI spaSTa oLakhANa jarUrI che, te karmasattAno praveza, udaya ane vinAza kevI rIte ? tenI vigato jANavI jarUrI che. te mATe jJAnI sadagurunA zaraNe potAnI jAtane samapa teo dvArA sUcavAtA AMtarika azuddhi - mananI bhUmikAne palaTAvavA kriyAyoganA kakSAnurUpa nirdezanonI, yathAzakaya AcaraNAnI khAsa jarUra che. tenAthI vizuddha ucca zakitaonA nidhAnasamA AtmatattvanI vAtonA ciMtanAdinI adhikAritA - pAtratAno vikAsa thAya che. A jAtanI kramika vikAsa pAmatI adhikAritA - pAtratA vinA AtmatatvanI mAtra hRdayaMgama zAbdika vAto ke - huM zuddha chuM, buddha chuM ! mAro AtmA zuddha svarUpI che ! siddhano sAdharmika che ! mArA cit svabhAvane A pagalika bhAvane zI levA devA ! huM to mAtra jJAtA-draSTA sAkSIrUpa chuM. mArA jJAnAdi anubhavanI vAta ja mArA mATe hitakArI che, bAkI A kriyAo to deha, buddhi, manathI thAya che, e jaDa bhAvamAMthI UpajatI kriyAo mArA AtmasvarUpane zI rIte prApta karAve? jaDa kriyAo zuM Atmahita sAdhe ? vaLI AtmasvarUpane jANyA vinA badhuM nakAmuM che - Adi vAtothI, anAdikAlIna AtmazuddhinA jJAnI nizrAe AcarAtA kriyAyoganI ArAdhanArUpa jinazAsananI, bhArobhAra upekSAnuM mahApApa pAtratAnA yathAyogya vikAsa Page #322 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 271 vinA UbhuM thAya che, tethI catu:zaraNa, duSkRta garha ane sukRtAnumodana dvArA jJAnI gurunA caraNe besavAnI bhUmikA keLavavAnI khAsa jarUra che. pachI jJAnI guru adhikAra mujaba, je zAzvata ArAdhanAnA khajAnAnI cAvIrUpa je anuSThAnono rAjamArga sUcave tenAthI, ApaNA AtmAnI vizuddhi thayA vagara rahe ja nahIM ! A eka anubhavasiddha jJAnIono TaMkArava = siMhagarjanA che. tamo kharekhara vivekI, tattvapremI, udAtta vivekasaMpanna, mumukSutAnI kakSAe pahoMcela puNyAtmA cho. vaLI A jAtanI jinazAsananI oLakhANa tamoe samajaNapUrvaka meLavI che. eTale jJAnIonAM vacanone yathAvat tamArI sAme rajU karavA aMtarano umaLako Ave che. tamoe A umaLakAne anurUpa pAtratA keLavI paNa che. eTale tamAro jhaDapI AtmavikAsa thAya tema lAge che. zaMkhezvara sl zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 12 2-6-85 paramAtmAnA zAsananI oLakhANa azubha saMskAromAMthI janmatA karmamaLanA kSaya vinA thavI zakaya nathI. te karmamaLano kSaya ApameLe kayAreya thato nathI- jANatAM ke ajANatAM AtmAnA puruSArthathI (je te zAstrIya paribhASAmAM - jANatAM = samajadArIthI AtmakeMdriya ke AtmazuddhinA lakSyathI thato puruSArtha = sakAmanirjarA ane ajANatAM = eTale Atmika samajaNa vinA pudgala keMdriya ke paudgalika padArtho meLavavA karAto ke thato puruSArtha = akAma nirjarA) thavA pAme che. nI eTale karmamaLanA kSaya mATe puruSArthanI khAsa jarUra che. te vinA jinazAsananI yathArtha oLakhANa thaI zakatI nathI. paNa te puruSArtha sakAma nirjarArUpa hovo ghaTe. te vinA zAsananI oLakhANa ADe karmamaLano jevo ne jeTalo kSaya joIe te suzakaya nathI. tethI sakAma nirjarAnA pAyAnA traNa aMgono saMyoga meLavavo jarUrI bane che. Page #323 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA * jJAnI gurunI nizrA * virati (yazAzaya)nuM pAlana. * AtmazuddhinuM (karmanirjarAnuM) lakSya. A traNa vinA sakAma nirjarA saMbhavita nathI. joke kharekhara sakAma nirjarA chaThThA guNasthAnakathI zarU thAya, paNa sthULa vyavahAra nathI aupacArika rIte kAraNanA kAraNa tarIke cothe agara kavacitu virala apavAda tarIke prathama guNasthAnake paNa sakAma nirjarA che. keTalAka jJAnI gurunI nizrAnA rahasyane na samajanArA jJAnavAdIo, kriyAnI bhArobhAra arucine chAvaravA kriyAthI karma baMdhAya - te puNya baMdhAya, puNya bhogavavA saMsAramAM rakhaDavuM paDe, deva gatinAM puNya bhogavI cAra gatinAM azubha karmo upArjita karAya. vaLI nirjarA to chaThThA guNaThANA vinA thAya nahIM, to kriyA chaThThA guNa. pahoMcyA pachI vAta. atyAre kriyAnI zI jarUra ? Ama kahI athavA kriyAne aTakAvavAnI sonerI kSaNo - mAnavabhavanI lAkheNI takane hAthe karI eLe gumAvI detA hoya che. tethI upara jaNAvyA pramANe traNa mahattvanAM aMgo sAthe sakAma nirjarA mumukSabhAva pedA thavAnI sAthe saMbhavI zake. paNa tenI pUrvataiyArI rUpe kuLa-saMskArajanya lokarUDhigata vyavahAronI prakriyA pramANe zrAvakocita cha AvazyakanuM yathAzakaya Asevana jJAnI gurunI nizrAe vidhi-zAstronI maryAdAnA pAlananA Agraha sAthe karavuM jarUrI che. AnAthI prAthamika kriyAmaLa = cAritramohano amuka bhAga je prabhuzAsananI pAyarIe caDhavAnA kriyAnA rAjamArga para AvatA jIvane aTakAvanAra tattva - no kramika yathAyogya ghaTADo thAya che. paNa bALapothI bhaNyA vinA ke bArAkhaDInI varNamALA ghUMTyA vinA sIdhI pAMcamI = sAtamInI copaDIo vAMcavA besanArane zI rIte vAMcatAM AvaDe ? e pramANe AtmazuddhinA rAjamArga para AvatA AtmAne aTakAvanAra prAthamika kamaLane haThAvavA khAsa jarUrI guNasthAnakane anurUpa svasvakakSAnuM paDAvazyaka AdinuM Asevana, jJAnI gurunI nizrAe vidhi-zAstrIya maryAdAnA pAlana sAthe pAyAnI cIja tarIke na thAya, to AgaLanA guNa anubhavI zakavA lAyaka AtmAnubhUti Adi mahatvanA padArthono anubhava zI rIte zakaya bane ? mATe vivekI sujJa AtmAe AMtarika zuddhinA rAjamArge AvavA, prAthamika taiyArIrUpa AMtarika maLane haThAvavA, paDAvazyaka Adi jinazAsananI prAthamika kriyAonuM sevana karavuM jarUrI che. eTale zAsananI oLakhANanuM sadbhAgya maLyuM che tenI khUba khUba anumodanA karazo. Page #324 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 273 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvaciMdrikA IIIo 13 hArIja 7-6-85 vi. jinazAsananI oLakhANanA mULabhUta pAyA tarIke guNanI kakSAvAra paDAvazyakamaya sadanuSThAnonuM vidhivata Asevana gayA patramAM upayogI batAvyuM. temAM mahattvanI eka vAta e paNa vicAravA jevI che ke, AtmA, karma ane teno saMbaMdha anAdino mAnavA sAthe, karmajanya vikRtionA pAyAmAM ApaNA AtmAnI sAhajika anAdikALanI karmamaLathI kharaDAvAnI yogyatAno svIkAra samajaNapUrvaka karavo jarUrI che. to jJAnIonAM vacano pramANe ane zAstrIya maryAdApUrvaka kriyAyoganA AsevanamAM jJAnI nizrA ane vidhiyoganuM amRtamaya mizraNa bhaLe, kema ke A amRtamizraNathI ja AtmAnI vaibhAvika yogyatA = karmamaLane grahaNa karavAnI yogyatAno ghaTADo thAya che. pariNAme kriyAyoga saphaLatAnI kakSAe pahoMce che. anya darzanavALAoe tatvajJAna ke brahmajJAna agara bIjA viziSTa kriyAkAMDa - anuSThAnothI AtmAnI mukita mAnI che, paNa hakIkatamAM AtmA baMdhAyo che karmathI - ane te karma grahaNa karavAnI malina yogyatA AtmAmAM anAdikALathI sakriya che. A vAta jaina darzana sivAya koIe mAnya nathI rAkhI. mAyA, bhrama, upAdhi ane bhramaNA Adi dvArA AtmAne malina karanAra tattvanI vAstavikatA sattAno ja svIkAra jainadarzana sivAya koIe karyo nathI. jo AtmA hakIkatamAM vAstavika ko'ka vijAtIya tatvathI baMdhAyo ja na hoya to mukita-mokSa Adi zabdo ke te mATenAM tattvajJAna ke karmakAMDa AdinI mahattA ja zI ? je cIjanuM hakIkatamAM astitva ja nahIM tenA nivAraNa mATe bhagIratha puruSArtha zI rIte udbhave ? te mATe jJAnInI nizrA ke vidhiyoganI mahattA samajAya zI rIte ? A ja vAta ApaNe tyAM chellAM keTalAMka (40/50) vaSathI anadhikAre nizcayanayanI vAtonI rajUAtathI, bALajIvonA mAnasamAM nizcayanayanI ekAMgI vAsanA sudaDha thavAthI, "huM to zuddha chuM, buddha chuM, mukata chuM, nisaMga chuM, nirlepa chuM." temaja "eka dravya bIjA dravyane kaMI na kare'', "dareka dravyanuM pariNamana svataMtra che, anya nirapekSa che" vagere zabdothI AtmAnI vartamAnakAlIna azuddha svarUpanI hayAtI, ApaNA avaLA puruSArthane AbhArI che, e vAta sAva gauNa agara nahIMvat banAvI devAthI, AtmAnA zuddha svabhAvanI vAto, kakSA vagara vyavahAranayanI vAtonI oLakhANa thayA pahelAM ghaMTAI javAthI, AtmAnA vikAsa-zuddha svarUpanI vAto, AtmAne jinazAsananA ekAMta hitakara Page #325 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 274 sarvakalyANakara kriyAyoganA rAjamArgathI dUra laI janArI nIvaDI. tethI AtmAne kriyAyogamAM joDavAnI sAthe paMcasUtrakAre kahela - "mAruM nIve, mAruM nIvarsa mave, maLa mUtaMgonA nivrutti'' eTale ke - "jIva anAdino che, jIvano saMsAra anAdino che, te saMsAra karmanA anAdikAlIna saMyogane AbhArI che." - A traNa bAbato gurucaraNomAM besI AnA paramArthane samajavAnA prayatna sAthe haiyAmAM sthira karavI jarUrI che. uparanI traNa bAbatomAM jIva = karmasahita AtmAnI anAditA, tathA vijAtIya karma tatvathI UpajatA saMsAranI paNa anAditA tathA te saMsArane upajAvanAra karmanA saMbaMdhanI paNa anAditA jaNAvI anya darzanakAroe nahIM svIkArela AtmazuddhinI traNa bAbato * jIva anAdithI malina che. * saMsAra anAdikAlIna che. * tene Ubho karanAra karmano saMbaMdha - IzvarAdi nahIM paNa anAdino che. Ama A AkhA saMsAranuM mULa kAraNa karmano saMbaMdha che. eTale koI Izvara jevI vyaktie ApaNane mAyAnA phaMdAmAM phasAvyA nathI. saMsAra Akho karmanA saMbaMdhathI Ubho thAya che. AthI sRSTivAda ane IzvaranuM kartutva banne arthazUnya banI jAya che. karma eTale ApaNo puruSArtha. atyAra sudhI ApaNe pugalakeMdriya banI avaLI dizAmAM puruSArtha karyo to saMsAra Ubho thayo. have jJAnI gurunAM caraNomAM besI avaLA puruSArthane aTakAvI (saMvarabhAva keLavI), avaLA puruSArthanA pariNAme Avela vijAtIya tattva = karmone khaMkherI (nirjarAthI), Atmazuddhi sahaja rIte meLavI zakAya che. eTale jinazAsananI oLakhANanA phaLarUpe kriyAyoganI AsevanAmAM, ApaNI ajJAnadazA-svachaMdatAnA kAraNe pudgalakeMdriya pravRttiothI UbhA thayela karmonA saMbaMdhane khaMkheravAnI vAta lakSyamAM rAkhavAnI AvazyakatA che. jinazAsananI pAyAnI A vAta khyAla bahAra na rahe. Page #326 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 275 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA la6i 14 cANasmA 15-6-85 vItarAga paramAtmAnA zAsanamAM ApaNA dhyeyabiMdunI nirmaLatA khAsa jarUrI jaNAvI che. dhyeyanI cokakasAI vinA puruSArtha yogya dizAmAM dhapI zakato nathI. vItarAga prabhue jJAnanA baLe jagatanA sarva jIvonI karmaparavazatA nihALI karmanI parAdhInatA TALavA mATenuM dhyeya mahattvanuM jaNAvyuM che. ApaNI zakitao pugalakeMdriya banI karmasattAne vadhu daDha-majabUta banAve che. paNa AtmakeMdriya ApaNI vRttio, avarodha tarIke rahela vijAtIya tatva = karmane samULa haThAvI, AtmazaktinA pUrNa vikAsane pragaTAve che. vicAromAM pudagala kendriyatAnI virasatA yogya rIte bhAvita thAya, to vicAro ane saMskAronI maitrI TUTe, pariNAme saMskArone sakriya thavA mATenI prathama bhUmikA vicAronI na maLe, to saravALe poSaNavihIna choDavAnI jema saMsakAro nirvIrya banI jAya. tethI jinazAsananA ArAdhake, AtmazaktinA vikAsane avarodhanAra karmasattAne vikheravAnA dhyeyane keLavavuM khAsa jarUrI che. anaMtopakArI zrI tIrthaMkaradeva paramAtmAoe jagatanA sarvajIvonI kalyANanI dizAnuM sUcana karatAM, AtmAnA vikAsane ADe rahela vijAtIya = karmasattArUpa tattvane khaseDavA para khUba bhAra mUkyo che. pU. kalikAlasarvajJa A. zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvara bhagavaMta zrI vItarAga stotramAM (19mA prakAzamAM) A vAta spaSTa rIte TaMkAra rUpe kahI che ke - "mattimayaHjJA te, pAyagovara mArava: sarvathA deyara, 35 % saMvara: " arthAt - he vItarAga prabho ! ApanI heya-upAdeyane sUcavanArI zAzvata AzA che ke Azrava = jenAthI kama Ave - te sarvathA heya = choDavA lAyaka che ane saMvara = AtmAmAM navAM karmo AvatAM aTake - te upAdeya che." arthAtu karmanA pugalo AtmazakitathI vijAtIya che, tethI tene AvatA aTakAvavAnI anAdikAlIna zAzvata AjJA che. A AjJAne najara sAme rAkhI, ArAdhaka puNyAtmAe A AjJAne saphaLa banAvavA mATe, AzravadgArone aTakAvanAra tyAga - niyama - vrata - paccakakhANa Adi anuSThAno tathA saMvarabhAvane vadhAranAra paMcamahAvrata, vividha tapasyA, parISahasahana, upasargonI titikSA, guNasthAnakocita viziSTa yathocita pravRtti, SaDAvazyakanuM yathottara viziSTa pAlana Adi AdhyAtmika pravRttio, jJAnInI nizrAmAM zAstrIya maryAdA mujaba sAnubaMdha AcaravAnI khAsa jarUra che. Page #327 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 276 A bhUmikAe ApaNI jAtane TakAvavAthI Athono saphaLa rodha ane saMvarabhAvanI utkRSTa vRddhi thavA pAme che, jethI AMtarika vikAsa yAtrA, vaNathaMbhI mukitanI maMjila sudhI pahoMcADanArI bane che. A bhUmikAnA vikAsathI ArAdhanAmAM varSollAsa Ave che, lakSyamAM ApaNA vikAsane avarodhaka vijAtIya tattva = karma sattAne haThAvavAnI vAta spaSTa rIte AvavAthI ArAdhanAmAM jema pragaTe e sahaja che. AmAM kayAreka evuM caMvAno saMbhava che ke, layanI jAgRti vyavasthita rIte nayasApekSa rIte na karI hoya to, tadanurUpa pravRtti - AcaraNAnA abhAve ekAMgitA thaI javA pAme to, ArAdhanAno rAjamArga hAthathI chUTI jAya. tethI guragamathI yathAyogya rIte aMtaramAM mohanA kSayanI bhUmikA keLavaNI sAthe lakSyanI jAgRtinuM dhyeya keLavAya to vicAromAM kriyAyoganI AcaraNAnuM mahattva jaLavAI rahe. pariNAme AcArazuddhinA dhoraNane jALavavA yathAyogya rIte sAvacetI keLavAya. TUMkamAM jinazAsananI baMdhAraNIya pAyAnI AdhArabhUta cIja e che ke, AtmAnA vikAsanA ADe rahela vijAtIya tattvarUpa karmasattAne haDaselavAnI satata jAgRtinI khAsa jarUra che. te vinA aMtaramAM anaMtopakArI jJAnIonAM vacano prati hArdika anurAga keLavAto nathI. vidhi prati AdarabhAva jAgato nathI. tethI karmanirjarAnA dhyeyane spaSTa rIte lakSyamAM sthira karavAnI jarUra che. tenA pariNAme kriyAyoga, jJAnInI nizrA, zAstrIya maryAdAonuM pAlana Adi sahaja rIte jIvanamAM bhAvollAsanA aMga tarIke goThavAI jAya che. "jaDakriyAo AtmAnuM chuM kalyANa sAdhe ?' "kriyAthI to baMdha thAya" "kriyA jaDabhAvane poSaka che' Adi adhUrA jJAnanAM vAkayonI asAratA karmanirjarAnA dhyeyanI cokakasAIthI ApoApa samajAya che. Page #328 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 277 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA che 1pa pATaNa 25-6-85 prabhuzAsanane pAmyA vinA kayAreya paNa kaSAyonI upazAMtatA thatI ja nathI. sAbu vinA mela jAya zI rIte ? anaMtajJAnI nirdiSTa kriyAyoganA vidhivat yathArtha AsevanathI thatA mohanA kSayopazame, kapAyanI upazAMtatA thAya. te vinA zakaya ja nathI. kAraNa vinA kArya thAya ja nahIM ! kaSAya e cAritramohano udaya che. tenuM jora tyAre ja ghaTe ke vItarAganI AjJAnusAra, vItarAga bhAvane lAvanAra SaDAvazyakanAM anuSThAnomAM jJAnI nizrAe vidhivat pravRtti thAya. moha ane vItarAgatA bane paraspara virodhI che. ekabIjAnI prabaLatAe eka-bIjAne dabAve ke haTAve. moha ghaTe eTale vItarAgabhAva vadhe = kaSAyonI upazAMtatA dekhAya. moha vadhe eTale vItarAgabhAva ghaTe = kaSAyo prabaLa thAya. kadAca tamone e savAla thAya ke vartamAnakALe jinazAsanane nahIM pAmelA - nahIM samajelA anya darzanI sAdhu saMtomAM temaja zuSka adhyAtmIonA jIvanamAM kaSAyanI upazAMti kema ? zuM te pUrvanA puNyano udaya haze ? to teno khulAso e ke - puNyanA udayathI zubhasAmagrI prApta thAya, puNyanA udayathI kaSAyonI upazAMti na thAya. kaSAyone DhIlA pADanAra uttama sAdhano puNyanA udaye maLe, paNa chevaTe puNyanA udaye maLela uttama sAdhanonA sadupayoge jinazAsana prarUpita zubha anuSThAnonA vidhipUrvaka AsevananI to jarUra paDe ja. mAtra puNyanI prabaLatAthI mohanA udayane ghaTADI zakAya nahIM. mohanA udayane ghaTADyA vinA kaSAyono upazama na thAya. eTale zuSka adhyAtmIomAM dekhAtI kaSAyanI upazAMti hakIkatamAM mohanA udayanI maMdatA ja mAtra che. sattAmAM to mohanIya prabaLapaNe beThuM hoya, paNa temAM rasa te jAtano ke amuka samaya pachI ja udaya Ave - manuSyabhavanA paryAyamAM kadAca te tIvra udayanI bhUmikAe na paNa Ave. vaLI kaSAya eTale mAtra gusso ema nahIM. kaSAya eTale krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha. ApaNe mAtra teo gusso nathI karatA, hasI kADhe che, tevA nimitta pAmyA chatAM gusase thatA nathI. AnAthI ApaNe eomAM kaSAyanI upazAMti mAnavA prerAIe chIe, paNa hakIkate krodha kaSAyane udayamAM AvavA mATe jevA ne jeTalA rasanI jarUra che, teTalo rasano udaya dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAvanI tathAvidha sAmagrInA sahayoganA abhAve nathI. mATe dekhItI zAMti lAge che. paNa bIjI bAju mAna kaSAya, mAyA kaSAya, Page #329 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA 278 lobha kaSAyanAM aneka sUkSma rUpo che. dekhItA sthULa mAna, mAyA, lobha na dekhAya paNa paugalika padArthanI lAlasA - pRhArUpa lobha, te aMge vividha prayatnorUpa mAyA, te maLavAthI thato AMtarika saMtoSarUpa mAna - vividha rIte zuSka adhyAtmIonI jIvanacaryAmAM Dagale pagale anubhavavA maLe, teTalA UMDA ApaNe temanI jIvanacaryAmAM UtarIe tyAre A badhI khabara paDe. mohanIya karma - cAritra mohanIya karmane udayamAM AvavA mATe mukhya 4 dvAra- krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha. temAM kayAreka ekAda dvAra ochuM kAma kare - bIjA dvAroe mohano udaya prabaLa tIvrapaNe cAlu hoya; tethI bahArathI dekhAtI kodharahita dazA parathI kaSAyonI upazAMti na gaNAya. zuSka adhyAtmIone pAMce IdriyonA prazasta viSayo sAruM khAvuM, pIvuM, sArI vezabhUSA, baMgalA, bagIcA, mAna pAna Adi aneka rUpe pudgala prati AkarSaNa satata cAlu ja hoya che. eTale mAna, mAyA, lobha tIvrapaNe pudgalAsakitamAMthI hoya. tyAM krodha dekhAto na hoya paNa kayAre AvIne kabajo jamAve te kahevAya nahIM. tethI jinazAsananI mohanA kSayopazamana karanArI SaDAvazyaka AdinI kriyAonA vidhipUrvaka jJAnI nizrAe Asevana vinA, kayAreya paNa mohanIya karma DhIluM thAya ja nahIM. A vAta trikALAbAdhita che. agnizamane guNasena mahArAjA para pahelA, bIjA mA khamaNanA pAraNe kaSAya jarA paNa na Avyo, nimitta to prabaLa hatuM chatAM mohanA tathAvidha rasabaMdhanI vicitratAthI 60 divasanA upavAse paNa guNasena mahArAja para jarA paNa aprIti na thaI ane trIjA mAsakhamaNanA pAraNe pAchA pharatAM keTalA bhayaMkara kaSAyane paravaza thaI gayA ke bhavobhava jAnathI mArI nAMkhavAnuM niyANuM karI sAtaso varSanI mAsakhamaNanI tapasyA para pANI pheravI nAMkhyuM. jyAre AnI sAme jinazAsananI vidhizuddha zAstramaryAdAnA daDha pAlanapUrvaka karAyela vividha saMyama-tapa-svAdhyAya Adi kriyAonA baLe baMdhakasUrinA 500 ziSyo jIvatA ghANImAM pilAvAnI ati tIvra vedanA vakhate paNa zarIra-AtmAnA bhedajJAnane jALavI apUrva samatAbhAva keLavyo ke Artaraudra dhyAnanI tIvratAnA badale dharmadhyAna zukaladhyAnanI parAkASThAe pahoMcyA temAM pratApa kono ? vidhipUrvaka ArAdhela jinazAsananI kriyAono ! te kriyAonI vidhizuddha ArAdhanAthI mohanIyakarma sAva nizeSa prAya: thaI gayela. to prabaLa agni paNa baLelI jamIna para ApoApa bujhAI jAya tema mohanIyarUpa agni tene udayamAM AvavA mATe pudgala rAganI bhUmikA, viziSTa vidhizuddha kriyAothI saMpUrNa baLI jAya pachI te agni tathA prajvalita zI rIte rahe? vaLI te 500 ziSyomAM koI tapasvI, bhaNelA, lAMbA dIkSA paryAyavALA evA ghaNI jAtanA haze paNa eka bALa muni jene dADhI mUMcha paNa nahIM ugela, TUMka samayanA dIkSita, temaNe paNa sAdhujIvananI saMyama kriyAonuM keTaluM suMdara Asevana karyuM haze jenAthI AvA ati tIvra maraNAMta upasarge paNa pugalabhAvane vosirAvI kevaLajJAnanI bhUmikAe pahoMcI gayA ! A ajaba prabhAva jinazAsananI vidhizuddha kriyAonI jJAnI nizrAe AsavanAno che. Page #330 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 279 mATe tamo ni:zaMka thaI jAo ke jinazAsananA kriyAyoganuM aNIzuddha pAlana karyA vinA kayAreya paNa kaSAyonI upazAMti traNa kALe paNa thAya ja nahIM !! zuSka adhyAtmavAdIomAM dekhAtI bAhya zAMti amuka sImAnI hoya, pudagala prati rAganA kAraNe amuka potAnuM dhAryuM na thAya tyAM eka yA bIjI rIte kaSAya bhaDake ja ! e sahunA aMtaraMga jIvananI carcAmAM UMDuM DokiyuM karIe tyAre ja khabara paDe. paNa prabhuzAsananA kriyAyogane ArAdhyA vinA mohanIya karmano kSaya zakaya ja nathI. mATe tamo mahAna puNyAI baLe, zuSka adhyAtmanA paMthe cAlI anubhava karI have pAchA prabhuzAsananA paMthe je vaLyA cho te kriyAyoganA mArganA bahumAnamAM jarA paNa khAmI lAvazo nahIM. A aMge upadezapada pU A haribhadrasUrijInuM (pU. AcArya hemasAgarasUrinuM bhASAMtara) jarUra vAMcazo. kathA bhAga choDI bAkIno bhAga khAsa mananapUrvaka vAMcavA jevo che. 16 pATaNa -: guru pUrNimAno saMdeza : 30-6-85 vivekabuddhinA prakAzamAM jinazAsananI oLakhANa thayA pachI ArAdhaka puNyAtmAne, saMsAranI ke anya darzanonI game tevI mohaka-AkarSaka vastu ke vAta, tenI aMtaranI zraddhAne DagAvI zakatI nathI. mohanIya karmanA kSayopazamanI viziSTa bhUmikA, svasvaguNasthAnakocita te te zAsanamaryAdAnirdiSTa, vihita anuSThAnonuM gurUmukhe Asevana vidhisara karavAthI ghaDAya che. gurUgamathI navizeSanI spaSTa samajUtI na meLavAI hoya to nayanA ekAMgIpaNAne vikRta rIte pakaDI satya vAtanI paNa ekadezI rajUAta ghaNI vAra samyaktvane DagAvavA nimittarUpa bane che. tamAruM ahobhAgya che ke ekAMgI nizcayanI svacchaMda rIte eTale zAstra, guranizrA ke zAsana paraMparAne binavaphAdAra rahI karAyela prarUpaNA(digaMbaronI)nA gajagrAhamAMthI pUrvanA ArAdhela, gurumukhe Page #331 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 280 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA dharmakriyAonA sevanathI upArjela, puNyabaLe chUTI zakayA. paNa have dezavirati jIvanamAM tame zrAddhavidhi, paMcAzaka, dharmabiMdu A traNa graMthonuM vyavasthita vAMcana karI, tame yogya rIte cAritra mohanIyanA kSayopazamanI sAnubaMdha bhUmikA taiyAra karo ke jethI A bhavamAM agara AvatA bhavamAM nAnI vaye sarvavirati cAritra meLavI, yathAyogya ArAdhanAthI tame jJAna, dhyAna, saMyama, svAdhyAyamAM AgaLa vadhI, karmonA baMdhanamAMthI vahelAmAM vahelA mukti meLavo - e gurupUrNimA (aSADa su 15)no pavitra saMdeza khAsa tamone samayasara maLe e kAmanAthI A patra lakhyo che. phrI pATaNa 7-7-85 vi jaNAvavAnuM ke tatvaniSThAnI keLavaNI, ArAdhanA mArge khAsa jarUrI che. tattva = caitanya tatvanI oLakhANa, tenA maulika svarUpanI pichAna, ane tene AvarIne rahelAM karmonAM AvaraNonAM uddagama sthAnonI oLakhANa thavAthI, tenA vAraNa mATe jinazAsananI aMtaraMga pratIti sAthe, aMtaraMga bahumAnabharI oLakhANa thavA pAme che. AtmatattvanA paricaya mATe paramAtmAnI hitakara vANInuM zravaNa, jJAnI-gurunI nizrAe meLavavuM jarUrI che. Atmatatvano paricaya jinavANIno mukhya sUra hoya che, te mATe ApaNuM bhautikavAdIpaNuM vicAromAMthI ghaTADavuM jarUrI che. te aMge jJAnAcAranI zAstrIya maryAdAonuM pAlana jarUrI che. jJAnAcAranI maryAdAomAM AjJAnuM prAdhAnya che, svacchaMdavAdane nAthavA AjJApradhAna jIvana banAvavAnI vAta para vadhu bhAra che. tenA avAMtara pAMca prakAra jaNAvyA che - 1. kALa = yogya samayanI maryAdA, asajajhAya, kALaveLA, AdinA parivAranI tatparatA. 2-3. vinaya-bahumAna = bAhya-AtyaMtara satkAra, sanmAna-pratipattithI, jJAna ane jJAnI prati ApaNA svatvane ogALavAnI tatparatA. Page #332 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 4. upadhAna = gurucaraNe jAtane samarpI, AthavonA rodha sAthe, tapa-saMyamanI gaMgAmAM ApaNI jAtane jhaboLI devAnI tatparatA-jJAna meLavavAnI vAcanA paddhatinI prAcIna praNAlikAnuM yathArtha pAlana. 5. aninjIva potAnA jJAnadAtA gurunA upakArane na bhUlavAnI vAtanA AdhAre, potAnI bAhya jJAnaizvarya saMpadAthI, potAnI jAtane abhimAnanA zikhare agara ApabaLanI khoTI baDAza mAravAnI vRtti para vijaya meLavavAnI tatparatA. A pAMca bhUmikA parathI ApaNI jAtane pasAra karavAthI AtmatattvanI gahana-sUkSma vAto pArakhavA jarUrI viziSTa mohanA kSayopazamanI bhUmikA prApta thAya che. pachI 6. sUtra = mULa pAThano abhyAsa. 7. artha = arthanI dhAraNA, 201 - 8. tadubhaya = bhaNelA jJAnane amalamAM mUkavAnA prayatno arthAt jJAnI viziSTa kriyAo svasvakakSAnurUpa AcaravAno prayatna. A ATha AcAronI zAstrIya maryAdAonuM vyavasthita pAlana karavAthI mohanIyanA saMskAronuM baLa ghaTe che, AtmatattvanI oLakhANa ADe rahelA avarodho ghaTe che. A rIte paddhatisara AtmatattvanI oLakhANa jyAre thAya tyAre kharI tattvaniSThAno vikAsa ApaNAmAM thayo gaNAya. mAtra AtmA ane enA zuddha svarUpanI vAto ke nirapekSabhAve Atmatattva taraphanA valaNathI, aMtaraMga tattvaniSThAnI keLavaNI thaI na gaNAya. tattvaniSThA zabdano artha ja e sUcave che ke tattva = vAstavika padArtha svarUpa caitanyanI sattAno yathArtha svIkAra karI, ni = nizcaye karI, qhA = sthira thavuM, arthAt mArA AtmAmAM rahela zuddha svarUpane pragaTa karavA jJAnIonI nizrAe vyavasthita prayatna karavo, e tattvaniSThA che. AnA ghaDatara mATe upara jaNAvela jJAnAcAranA 8 AcAronI paripAlanA yathArtha rIte karavI jarUrI che. tenAthI AtmatattvanI oLakhANa ADe rahelA avarodho ghaTe che. mahattA A uparathI eka vAta phalita thAya che ke AtmAne yathArtha rIte oLakhavA mATe jJAnanI jeTalI jarUra nathI tethI vadhu jJAnAcAranI che. apekSAe kahIe to AtmA jJAnathI oLakhAto nathI. jJAnathI bhramaNAo Upaje che, paNa jJAnAcArathI AtmAnI tAttvika oLakhANa nizcaya vyavahAra zuddha thAya che. kemake AtmA ADe rahela mohanIyanAM AvaraNo khasyA vinA jJAnaprAptinAM sAdhanothI thatA mAtra jJAnAvaraNIyanA kSayopazamathI, AtmA sarva nayazuddha oLakhAya nahIM. kema ke darzana mohanIyanA udaye tIvra banelA pudgala rAgathI, AtmAnI oLakhANa pudgala keMdriya banI vikRta thavA pAme che. pariNAme AtmAnI oLakhANamAMthI janmatA bhavanirveda, karmabaMdhano toDavAnI tIvra spRhA, sadgurunI nizrA Adi tattvo vikAsa pAmI zakatAM nathI. tethI tattvaniSThAno artha - jemAM bhavanirveda, karmabaMdhana toDavAnI tatparatA, sadguru nizrA, Adi pAyAnA sadguNo sAthe jinazAsananI Page #333 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 282 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA jJAnInI nizrAe, viziSTa ArAdhanA karavAno ullAsa. AvI tattvaniSThA jIvanazuddhino pAyo che. AmAMthI sAcI adhyAtma pariNatino vikAsa thAya che. zAstrakAra bhagavaMtonI darzAvela AtmazuddhinI prakriyAo tarapha aMtaraMga AdarabhAva e tatvaniSThAnuM bAhya svarUpa. tenA aMtaraMga svarUpamAM bhavanirveda, kamane baMdhanarUpa gaNI tene toDavAnI tatparatA Adi sadguNo che - ke je mohanA kSayopazathI pragaTe che. 18 cArUpa tIrtha 16-7-85 jinazAsananI yathokata kriyAo vyavasthitapaNe vidhinA Agraha sAthe karavAmAM Ave to, te kriyAo mohanA saMskAronA kSayanA pariNAme sadanuSThAnarUpa thavA pAme che - je sadanuSThAnathI mAtra nirjarA ja thAya. A saMdanuSThAnanuM lakSaNa yogadaSTisamuccaya nAmanA graMthamAM parama pUjya A. zrI haribhadrasUri ma. A rIte jaNAve che ke - mAtaH kALe ti, vina: saMpAma: | jijJAsA tannisevA ca sadguSThAnalakSaNam / / arthAt je kriyAo jJAnI gItArtha gurunI nizrAe, maryAdAnA pAlana ane vidhiparAyaNa banI karAya to nIcenAM cha lakSaNo jIvanamAM vikAsa pAme - 1. Adara = haiyAno umaLako. 2. aMtaraMga prIti-rUci = kriyA karatI vakhate aMtaranA ullAsanI bheLavaNIthI tanmaya thavAnI pravRtti. 3. vipna - aMtarAyono nAza = viziSTa kriyAonA AsevanathI nirjarA ane emAMthI UpajatA Page #334 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA viziSTa puNyanA baLe aMtarAyabhUta tattvono nAza thavA mAMDe. 4. sArI paristhitinuM sarjana = kriyAonI vidhizuddha AcaraNAthI pApakarmonuM baLa ghaTavAthI, anukULa vAtAvaraNAdinI prApti thavA pAme, jethI kriyA vyavasthita sAnubaMdha thAya. 5. jijJAsA kriyAnA svarUpanI vizeSatA, tenA phaLa rUpe thatAM karmonA kSayopazama Adi aMge, AMtarika jijJAsA pragaTe. = 6. jJAnIonI sevA utpanna thayela uparanI jijJAsAnI pUrti mATe tevA yogya jJAnI gItArtha gurunAM caraNonI sevA bhakita karavAnI kAmanA jAge. uparanAM cha lakSaNo sadanuSThAnanAM che. AvuM sadanuSThAna moTe bhAge nirjarAnA vikAsa tarapha ApaNane laI jAya. avAMtarabhAve puNya baMdhAya to te puNyAnubaMdhI kakSAnuM baMdhAya. 283 = kriyAo jJAnI nirdiSTa paddhatie, svasvakakSAnurUpa, guruAjJAthI jJAnI sadgurunI nizrAe AcaravAmAM Ave to, te dharmakriyAo mohanA saMskArono viziSTa kSayopazama karI, aMtaramAM ajavALuM pAthare. pariNAme upara jaNAvela cha lakSaNavALuM sadanuSThAna ApoApa AcaravAnI bhUmikA maLe. mATe vivekI puNyAtmAoe jJAnayoganA paripAkarUpe kriyAone vyavasthita rIte AcarI saddanuSThAnarUpe palaTAvI AMtarika zuddhinA tattvane vikasAvavAnI jarUra che. tamo pUrva janmanA viziSTa puNyanA ke gata bhavomAM jJAnI-nirdiSTa yathocita kriyAonI vidhinA lakSyapUrvaka karelI AcaraNAnA baLe A bhavamAM viziSTa samajaNa ane prabhuzAsanane oLakhavAnI tamannA temaja taddanurUpa yogya sAdhanonI prApti karI zakayA cho. to tenI saphaLatArUpe kriyAone saduSTAnapaNe pariNamAvavAnI satpravRttino bhavya puruSArtha karo e maMgaLa kAmanA. Page #335 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 284 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvacaMdrikA GUs 19 cArUpa tIrtha 23-7-85 jinazAsanano pAyo sadanuSThAna che. kriyA e sadanuSThAnanuM bAhya khokhuM che. teno prANa zuM che ? AtmAne karmanAM baMdhanothI mukata karavAno sadAya. Ano AdhAra che jJAnI nizrA, vidhinuM pAlana ane zAstrIya maryAdAonuM aNIzuddha pAlana karavAnI tatparatA. AvA sadanuSThAna dvArA karmonI sakAma nirjarA thAya che. AvA sadanuSThAnanI bhUmikAmAM nIcenI bAbato khAsa jarUrI che - je pU A zrI haribhadrasUrizrIe yogabiMdu (gA.130)mAM jaNAvI che lokAcArAnuvRttizca, srvtraucitypaalnm| pravRttirgarhite neti praH taif | arthAtu ziSTajana mAnya ane paraMparAe Arya saMskAra-dharma nItine poSanArA lokAcAra (cAlu ajJAnI lokoe potAnI paugalika bhAvonI pUrti mATe goThavela svacchaMdAcAranI vAta nathI, kema ke enA para sadanuSThAna jevI mahattvanI cIja Take nahIM)-nuM anusaraNa, kayAreya paNa teno apalApa nahIM - vediyAveDA ke ekAMgI pravRtti sadanuSThAnanI bhUmikAmAM zobhe nahIM. vaLI darekanI sAthe yathocita vyavahAranI jALavaNI - jenI je kakSA hoya te rIte tenI sAthe yathocita vyavahAra jALavavo. vyavahAranI bhUmikAe sahuno yathocita jevo vikAsa hoya tevo te rIte vyavahAra jALave. tathA game tevI sthitie prANAMta kaSTanA samaye paNa zAstro, mahApuruSo ane lokathI gaNiIya - niMdanIya pravRttiomAM svapna paNa bhAga na le. A 7 bAbato sadanuSThAnanI pAyAnI cIja che. pote zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnA zAsananI yathocca bhUmikAe, viziSTa kriyAo Acarato hoya paNa, vyavahAramAM alpajJa - maMdamativALA jIvonI daSTie ziSTajana mAnya, saMskRti poSaka cAlu vyavahAro tarapha bedarakArI dAkhave, to zAsana-dharmanI avahelanA thavAno saMbhava Ubho thAya. te ja pramANe pote jANe moTo dhama thaI gayo ane bIjA ajJAnI ke dharmamArge AgaLa nahIM vadhelA tarapha tucchakAra bhAva ke hIna daSTi dAkhave to temAM paNa dharma-zAsana lajavAya. A rIte yathotkRSTa dhArmika jIvana jIvanAro, saMyogonI viSamatAo ke mohanA saMskAronI Page #336 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 285 prabaLatAe ziSTajana to zuM paNa sAmAnya lokone paNa TIkA karavAnuM mana thAya tevI pravRtti jo Acare to dharma-zAsananI keTalI apabhrAjanA thAya ? mATe vivekI dharmaniSTha ArAdhaka puNyAtmAo, sadanuSThAnanI gurugama evaM jJAnI nizrAe AcaraNAnuM sadbhAgya meLavyA pachI, anAdikALanA mohajanya saMskAra vibhramathI evI sthiti UbhI thAya ke jemAM ziSTajanamAnya lokAcAranuM pAlana ane aucitya vyavahAranuM pAlana na thAya, vadhumAM lokagahaNIya pravRtti AcarAya to te sadanuSThAna yathArtha rIte nirjarAnuM aMga na bane. UlaTuM dharmazAsananI avahelanAnA nimittarUpa ApaNe thaI, aneka jIvonAM kilaSTa kamane baMdhanA nimittabhUta banI jaIe. tethI samajaNazakti ane vivekabuddhinA sadupayoga dvArA sadanuSThAnanI AcaraNA sAthe, upara jaNAvela traNe bAbatonA yathArtha pAlana mATe viziSTa prayatna karavo ja joIe. sadanuSThAnamAM satu vizeSaNa je che te. A ane AvI bIjI paNa zAstrIya maryAdAo tarapha ApaNuM dhyAna keMdrita kare che. A rItanA sadanuSThAnanA pAyA para A jinazAsana TakeluM che. e vAta khAsa yAda rAkhavA 20 cArUpa tIrtha 4-8-85 AtmAnI sahaja zuddha avasthAnA bhAna sAthe te avasthAnI prApti mATe jJAnIoe cIMdhela kriyAyoganA AsevananI, AtmazuddhinA cAhako mATe khUba jarUra che. "kriyA jJAna sahita joIe" e vAkayano marma samajavA jevo che. jJAna eTale jANakArI - paNa jJAnanA 3 nikSepa thAya. temAM zrutajJAnanA akSaro - graMtho - zAstro vagere dravya kRtajJAna che. tenA jJAnathI, zAbdika vicAraNAthI dravya jJAna Upaje che. paNa jJAnanA paramArthabhUta karma-nirjarAnA lakSyanI jAgRti te bhAvajJAna kahevAya che. bhAvano artha vastunI maulika zakita. jema mATIno ghaDo nibhADAmAM pakAvyA vinAno kAco hoya to te dravyaghaTa kahevAya agara ye vizeSe kANAvALo ghaTa paNa dravyaghaTa kahevAya. kema ke ghaTanA je bhAva = pANI bharavA rUpanI maulika zakita, teno abhAva kAcA ghaDAmAM ane kANA ghaDAmAM che Page #337 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 286 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA tethI te dravya ghaTa gaNAya. tema jJAnanI maulika zakti prakAza ane pariNAme zuddha pravRttirUpa che. to je jJAna AvyA pachI ApaNAmAM kartavyaniSThAno prakAza agara kriyAmArge sat pravRtti karI, nirjarAnA pariNAmane upajAvavAnI zakti na hoya te jJAna dravya kakSAnuM gaNAya. eTale karmanirjarAnA dhyeyarUpe jJAnanA saMkSipta svarUpane oLakhavAnI jarUra che. pUTha upAyazovijaya ma jJAnasAra aSTakamAM jJAnASTaka (gAra)mAM pharamAve che ke - "nirvANapadamapyekaM bhAvyate yanmuhurmuhuH / tadeva jJAnamutkRSTaM nirbandho nAsti bhUyasA / " arthAt je karmarUpa agni bUjhI javArUpa nirvANa = mokSapadanI bhAvanA = satata ciMtanA, jenAthI thAya te jJAna utkRSTa koTInuM = zreSTha gaNAya - vadhAre zabdajJAnanI sApekSabhAve jarUra nathI." vaLI te ja aSTaka (gA. 3)mAM jaNAvyuM che ke - "AvatAmAMRIRM jJAnabhigate " sva = AtmA - teno je bhAva = zuddha svarUpa - teno je lAbha = prApti, mATe yogya saMskAro = kriyAjanya asaro = mohanA kSayopazamarUpa = tenuM kAraNa je hoya te jJAna ISTa = mokSamArga sAdhaka che. arthAt pUTha upAya bhagavaMte spaSTa zabdomAM, anAdikAlIna mohanA saMskArono kSayopazama karanArI kriyAo upajAve, te jJAnane ISTa gaNyuM che arthAt mAtra zabdajJAna e Atmazuddhi mArge upayogI jJAna nathI. vaLI kahevAya che ke "jJAnaM mana: kriyA vinA' - kriyA vagaranuM jJAna bhAra = bojA rUpa bane che. vaLI kriyA rahita jJAna, mohanA saMskAronA kSayopazama vinAnuM eTale saravALe jJAnanuM abhimAna, svadoSone chAvaravA, bIjAnA doSo khullA pADavA, Adi aprazasta vRttionA AdhAre, mohanA saMskAronA gADha udayanA pariNAme, AtmAnA vikAsane rUMdhAvanAra bane che. tethI ja pU upAzrI yazovijaya mahArAje jJAnasAra (jJAnASTaka gA5)mAM TaMkAravathI kahela "vadravyAparyAyava va vanyathA " jJAnanI saphaLatA-zreSThatA zemAM ? AMzikarUpe kSAyopathamika bhAve mohanA AvaraNane ghaTADI sva AtmAnA guNa-paryAyamAM ramaNatA upajAve, to te jJAna zreSTha che. anyathA te jJAna AtmA mATe jokhamI che. arthAt bhavabhramaNane vadhAravAmAM nimittarUpa banI jAya. tethI jinazAsanamAM prakhyAta "jJAnakriyAbhyAm mokSa:" e sUtranA paramArthane jJAnIonA caraNe besI rahasyabharI rIte samajavAnI jarUra che. temAM jJAna eTale zAstrIya zabdajJAna gauNapaNe lIdhuM che. bIjA naMbara para zAstrajJAna jeTaluM bahoLuM - vizALa, teTalI tenI kriyAmArge vidhi zuddhi jayaNAnuM baLa vadhu- tethI eka naMbara - pharsTa prepharansa tene apAya che, jenAthI AtmA karmanAM baMdhanothI baMdhAyela che te kriyA = azubha = AzravanI kriyAthI AtmAne mukata karavo e je kharekhara paramArtha che. te mATe jJAnInI nizrAe, vidhi zuddha kriyAmArganuM Asevana e ja mArA jIvanano mudrAlekha Page #338 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvaciMdrikA 287 che, AvI spaSTa nirNayAtmaka buddhi te jJAnanuM mULa svarUpa che. bAkI Ano vistAra agara AnA TakA ADe che. A vAta khUba gaMbhIratAthI samajI, kriyAyogamAM jJAna kayAM ? jJAnamAM kevI majA ? svAdhyAyamAM spaSTa nirjarA dekhAya ! vagere bhramaNAo TALavAnI jarUra che. 21 zrI cArUpatIrtha 21-8-85 gItArthonI nizrAe vidhi zAstrayoganI maryAdAnA pAlanapUrvaka AcarAyela kriyAyoganA phaLa rUpe jIvanamAM nIce mujabano 20 sUtrI kAryakrama pariNamavo joIe. A ra0 muddAnuM varNana yogabiMdu graMthamAM parama pU A zrI haribhadrasUri ma. gA116 thI gADha 130mAM karela che. tenuM sauthI saMkSipta vivecana zarU karAya che. sauthI prathama - 1. lokApavAda bhIrupaNI 2. dInodvAra tatparatA. A caturaMgI sadAcAra jIvanamAM vikasavA mAMDe. 3. kRtajJatA. 4. dAkSiNya. A cAra guNamAM sauthI prathama guNa lokApavAda bhIrupaNuM eTale yathAzakaya prayatna ApaNI jayaNAnI khAmI, vidhinI paripakavatAnI ochAzathI, ajJAnI jIvone dharmanI vagovaNI karavAnI taka na maLe tenI khUba darakAra rAkhavI. Ano artha loka niMde te na karavuM ema nahIM - kema ke loka to ajJAnI che. Ameya bole - Ameya bole. paNa zAstranirdiSTa dharmakriyA AcaravAnI viziSTa maryAdAonI bedarakArI ke ApaNI khAmIthI lokane TIkA karavAnuM nimitta maLe to tenA javAbadAra ApaNe kharA, paNa zAstrIya maryAdAne vyavasthita rIte jJAnI gurunI nizrAe kriyA vyavasthita vidhipUrvaka AcarIe - pachI ajJAnI jIvo kadAca niMdA kare to tenA javAbadAra ApaNe nahIM. ApaNI zakaya javAbadArI adA na karIe ne loka bhale bole ema bedarakAra banIe, to ajJAnI jIvonI niMdAnA Page #339 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 288 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA ApaNe nimitta banI, karmanAM baMdhana teo upArje temAM ApaNe paNa bhAgI thaIe. mATe yathAzakaya rIte ajJAnI jIvo dharmanI vagovaNI na kare tenuM khUba gaMbhIratApUrvaka dhyAna rAkhavuM. A prathama guNa. - 2. bIje guNa - dInoddhAra tatparatA - dInadukhiyAnA du:khane dravyathI - bhAvathI haTAvavA mATe aMtaranA umaLakAbharI tatparatA jIvanamAM keLavavI khAsa jarUrI che. vicAromAM je tevI nivRNatA, kadAca artha lobhathI uddabhave ke mAre zuM? evA to dukhiyA ghaNA hoya. ApaNe dravyathI koInuM du:kha dUra karavA bhale ochI pravRtti saMjogavaza karIe, paNa sahunAM karmonAM baMdhana DhIlAM thAya ane duniyA jIvo kharekhara ajJAnadazAthI bAMdhelAM karmothI dukhiyA che, to teonuM ajJAna dUra thAya, prabhuzAsananI ArAdhanAno lAbha teone maLe ane jaladI karmamukta thaI jAya jethI du:kha kadI Ave ja nahIM. AvI bhAvanA to satata dukhiyAne joI ApaNA haiyAmAM pragaTa karavI jarUrI che, nahIM to ApaNA pariNAma kaThora thaI javAthI dayAnA pariNAma nahIM. A AtmA sAthe zakaya hoya teTalI dravya dayAnI pravRtti gRhastha jIvanamAM karavI Avazyaka che. mAtra bhAvadayAnA ciMtanathI saMtoSa gRhastha na mAnI zake. mAtra bhAvadayA che - sAtame guNaThANe sAdhuone hoya - jemanI pAse dravya = padArtha koI che nahIM tethI dravyadayA karI zake nahIM. tethI gRhasthane ekalI dravyadayA nahIM temaja ekalI bhAvadayA nahIM. bhAvadayA sahita dravyadayAnI pravRtti gRhasthonA jIvanane Adarza banAvI zake. 3. trIjo guNa - kRtajJatA - eTale bIjA taraphathI ApaNI jIvanacaryAmAM maLatA sAkSAt ke parokSa sahakAranI mAnasika kiMmata samajavI. tenA prati aMtarathI namratA keLavavA prayatna karavo. dharmanI ArAdhanAnA baLe jIvanamAM pragaTatA aneka Adarza guNo paikI A guNa khUba mahattvano che jenAthI koInA nAnA paNa sahakArane aMtaraMga dRSTithI khUba mUlavatAM zikhAya che. AnAthI svArthavRttino vilaya thAya che. paramArtha daSTino vikAsa thAya che. 4. cotho guNa - dAkSiNya - ApaNI zakita-sAdhanono upayoga bIjAnA du:khanA nAza ke bhalA mATe thato hoya, to thavA devAnI tatparatA dharmajIvo mATe khAsa jarUrI che. uparanA kRtajJatA guNarUpa bIjamAMthI dAkSiNyarUpa phaLa Upaje che. arthAt kRtajJatA mULa che, kAraNa che. dAkSiNya tenuM phaLa che, kArya che. A banne guNo paraspara kArya-kAraNa saMbaMdha dharAve che. dharmano ArAdhaka svArthapradhAna ke ekalapeTo na hoya, te vAta A be guNo darzAve che. bAkInA 16 guNonI vAta have pachI. Page #340 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA m 22 E cArUpatIrtha 23-8-85 gayA patramAM yogabiMdumAM darzAvela jIvanazuddhi mATeno 20 muddAnA kAryakramamAMthI pAyAnA 4 guNo - jenAthI jIvanamAM sadAcArano pAyo dRDha thAya che - tenuM svarUpa vicAryuM. - have A patramAM jIvanazuddhi mATe jarUrI vyavahArazudghinA pAyAnA 4 guNono vicAra karAya che. 289 5. koInI paNa niMdA na karavI - jagatamAM ApaNI doSadRSTinA kAraNe ApaNane darekamAM kharAbI bhAse che, tethI tenI carcA karI ApaNe jANe saMtoSa mANIe chIe ke meM A cIjanuM vizleSaNa barAbara karyuM. paNa jagatanI koI paNa cIja mAtra guNa ke doSathI bharelI hoya ja nahIM - banne tattvo ochA-vadhatA dareka cIjamAM hoya ja ! paNa ApaNI ahaMbhAvanI vRttimAMthI janmatI doSadaSTinA lIdhe, ApaNane jagatanI bIjI vyakitaomAM doSadarzana ja thAya che. emAM rahela guNonuM darzana, ahaMbhAva ane doSadarzananI TevanA paradAthI DhaMkAyela daSTinA kAraNe thatuM nathI. saravALe ApaNe niMdA dvArA ApaNI doSadaSTinuM poSaNa karI saMtoSa mAnIe chIe ke sAmI vyakitanuM meM barAbara vizleSaNa karI satya vAta jANe jagata sAme mUkI che. paNa kharekhara vastunuM vizleSaNa hoya to mAtra doSonI samIkSA ane temAMthI janmatI niMdAvRtti ja kema ? te vyakitanA guNonuM varNana kema jIbha para nathI ? UlaTuM kayAreka tIvra thayela niMdAvRttithI, sAmAnA guNo paNa ApaNane daMbha-sagavaDiyA ne tiraskaraNIya lAge che. A badho pratApa ahaMbhAvanI prabaLatA ane temAMthI janmatI doSadaSTi ane niMdAnA rasano che. kharekhara sAmI vyakitanuM vizleSaNa, ahaMbhAvane aLago karI namratA - taTasthatAnA AdhAre karavAmAM Ave to jagatano koi padArtha guNahIna ApaNane lAge ja nahIM. tethI niMdA karavAnI vRtti e jIvanane malina karanAra mahA-pazubhAva-janya che. tene vidAya karavuM te jIvanazuddhi mATe khAsa jarUrI che. 6. sAdhu-sajjana guNiyala mahApuruSonI prazaMsA karavI - vyavahArazuddhinA pAyAmAM niMdAnA tyAga sAthe, sArA mahApuruSonA guNo prati prazaMsAnI vRtti sAthe anumodanAnA bhAvanI keLavaNI jarUrI che, jethI ApaNI doSadaSTinA ghaTADA mATe jarUrI guNagrAhI daSTinI keLavaNI viziSTa rIte thaI zake. jIvanamAM dRSTi to sakriya rahevAnI ja ! paNa moha-ajJAnanA mizraNamAMthI janmatA ahaMbhAvane lIdhe doSadaSTi anAdithI sakriya banela che. tene jJAnIonI nizrAe rahI viziSTa rIte vinaya-namratAnA abhyAsathI jIvanamAM bIjAnA guNo oLakhavA mATenI pakakaDa dhIme dhIme vikase che. jIvanamAM doSadRSTi jIvanane karmonA bhAra taLe dabAve che tethI rahela karmonA bhArane ghaTADavA mATe guNadaSTi ApaNane guNiyala Page #341 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA mahApuruSonI sAcI oLakhANa karAve che. pariNAme karmo halakAM thAya che. eTale sArA udAtta caritta mahAnubhAvonA guNonI hArdika anumodanApUrvaka prazaMsA karavI te vyavahArazuddhino bIjo pAyo che. 200 7. ApattimAM jarA paNa dInabhAva na dharAvavo - vyavahAramAM karmonA sama-viSama udaya darekane anubhavavA paDe. temAM puNyanI maMdatAe moTe bhAge viSama-azubha karmonA udayamAM, jarA paNa dInabhAva na dharAvavo. kema ke ApaNe ajANatAM ke rAgadveSathI ApaNI zakitane pudgalanA rAganA dhoraNe avaLI dizAmAM karmanA mAdhyame pravartAvI che. kAMTA ApaNe veryA che to te vAge tyAre bUmabarADA pADe zuM vaLe ? ApaNAM karela karmo ApaNe bhogavavAnAM ja ! guno karyo che to sajA bhogavavAnI ja ! emAM dInabhAva karyo ke roe zuM vaLe ? tevuM karanAra kharekhara samajato nathI ke hAthanAM karyAM haiye vAge che. mATe Apatti azubha karmonA udaye AvI che. temAM dInabhAva na dharAvavo, e ja kharekhara samajadArInuM phaLa che. - 8. saMpattimAM namratA dhAraNa karavI - vyavahArazuddhino cotho pAyo e che ke zubha karmonA udaye saMpatti, adhikAra ke sattAnI prApti thayA pachI mAna baDAI - abhimAna - ahaMkAra na dharAvavAM. A badhI karmanI lIlA che. mAruM gaurava nathI paNa puNyanuM gaurava che. siMhAsane beTho te rAjA. khurazIe beTho te pradhAna, temAM jAta bhaNatara ke hoziyArI kAmanI nathI. pUrvajanmanA zubhakarmano A vipAka che. karmajanya A sthitinuM abhimAna karavAthI navuM karma baMdhAya, pharI bIjI vAra AvI taka na maLe. mATe je maLyuM che temAM viveka jALavI namratA dhAraNa karavI khAsa jarUrI che. namratA rAkhavAthI vyAvahArika rIte paNa loka-Adara maLe. AdhyAtmika rIte navAM zubha karmo baMdhAya to pharIthI A lakSmI-sattA meLavavAnI taka UbhI thAya che. eTale vyavahArazuddhinA cothA pAyAmAM saMpattimAM abhimAna na karatAM namratA dhAraNa karavI e vAta che. - - A rIte caturaMgI sadAcAranA pAyA para caturaMgI vyavahArazuddhinuM svarUpa batAvyuM. bAkInA 12 guNonuM varNana have pachI. Page #342 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvacaMdrikA 291 ja 23 - 24 cArUpa | sAgarano upAzraya, pATaNa 31-8 | 10-9-85 gayA patramAM vyavahArazuddhinA pAyAnA 4guNono vicAra karyo. have vyavahArazuddhinA TakAvA mATenA mahattvanA 4 guNo jaNAvAya che. 9. avasare mApasaranuM bolavuM - vyavahAramAM bolavA mATe yogya samayanI khAsa kiMmata che. jIvanazuddhinI tamannAe jIvanayAtrAnA paMthe dhapavA mATe bolavAnI kaLA hastagata karavI joIe. kayAre bolavA jevuM che ? kayAre bolavAthI lAbha che ? e vAta yogya rIte samajavAthI jIvanazuddhinA paMthe dhapavAnuM AdarzabaLa maLe che. vagara vicAra prasaMga joyA vinA bolanArA ghaNI vAra oDanuM coDa vetarI de che. sAmAne oLakhyA vinA agara paristhitine vicAryA vinA bolavAthI moTe bhAge azAMti UbhI thAya che temaja vicAronI maulikatA dharamULa ghaTI jAya che. dunyavI rIte ke aNasamajanI koTimAM mukAvuM paDe che. tethI samaye - taka joIne yogya rIte bolAyeluM vacana iSTa siddhi karanAruM thAya che. vaLI te paNa pramANasaranuM hoya to vadhu asara kare che. doDhaDahApaNa - vadhu paDatI vAto sAmAne mUMjhavI nAkhe che. tethI samaju vivekIe mApasaranuM bolavAno Agraha rAkhavo ghaTe. "bahu bole te bAMTho" e loka-kahevatanA AdhAre vadhu pramANamAM jarUra vinA bolanAro vAyaDo paNa kahevAya che. tethI vyavahArazuddhine jALavavA mATe avasare - mApasaranuM bolavuM jarUrI che. te rIte takanI kiMmata samajanAro AdeyavAkaya banI jAya che. moTe bhAge tenuM vacana koI uthApe nahIM. - 10. bolelA vacanane pALavAnI tatparatA - vyavahAramAM prAmANika rIte jIvanArAne bahu ja ochuM bolavAno Agraha rAkhavo jarUrI che. temaja bolyA pachI tadanurUpa sakriyatA jALavavI vadhu jarUra che. "abhI bolyA ne abhI phoka"nI nIti samaja vivekI mANasane chAje nahIM. tethI Adeya vAkayatA to nahIM ja paNa vizvasanIyatA paNa lokomAM na Take. vicAronI bhUmikAmAM javAbadArInuM tattva barAbara sthira na thayuM hoya to bolanArAne potAnA vacananI kiMmata samajAtI nathI. pariNAme bolelA vacananI javAbadArI na samajI zakavAthI bolelA vacanane nabhAvavAnI taiyArI TakatI nathI, jethI vyavahAramAM te prAmANikanI kakSAmAM raheto nathI. kayAreka Avezake AvegamAM samajadAra paNa vadhu paDatuM bolI nAMkhe che. mATe jIvanazuddhinA rAjapathe cAlavA IcchatA dareka vivekIe samajaNapUrvaka tolI-mApIne amalamAM mUkavAnI taiyArI sAthe vacano bolavAnI Teva rAkhavI ghaTe. 11. je vAta kabUlI tene karye ja chUTako - lIdhelI pratijJAne nabhAvavA, sakriya karavA tatparatAnI keLavaNI. vrata-niyama-paccakkhANa ke abhigrahonA pAlananI mahattA jIvanazuddhi mATe khUba ja che. tethI lIdhelI pratijJAnA pAlana mATe daDhatA khAsa jarUrI che. AnAthI jIvanamAM azuddhinA tevA Page #343 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 292 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA vAtAvaraNamAM azubha nimittothI lIdhelI pratijJAnuM baLa gumAvI devAnI bhUla thatI nathI. pratijJA eTale prANa sATe paNa nabhAvI tene samarpita thaI javAnI tatparatA. tenAthI jIvanazuddhino Adarza mArga bahu jaladI oLakhAya che. mATe dareka vivekI ArAdhake pratijJApAlananI daDhatA keLavavA satata upayogazIla rahevAnI jarUra che. ATalA mATe ja mumukSu mATe jIvanazuddhinA paMthe cAlavuM e muzkelabharyuM jaNAya che. 12. kulamayArdAonuM pAlana - mANasa vidvattA, saMpatti ke sattAnA ucca zikhare paNa pahoMcI jAya, chatAM potAnI kuLa paraMparAgata cAlI AvatI ziSTajanamAnya maryAdAone khUba ja vaphAdArIpUrvaka pALavA mATe satata jAgrata rahe - prayatnazIla rahe. potAnI puNya saMpatti vadhavAthI sAmAnya kuLanI maryAdAone nabhAvavAmAM lAja-zarama na anubhave. temaja kulamaryAdAnA pAlananA AdhAre vakaratI vAsanAone kAbUmAM rAkhI zakAya. vAtAvaraNa - sahyogI mitronA game tevA dabANa vacce paNa samaju mANasa potAnI kuLamaryAdAonI bhUmikAne nabaLI na paDavA de. vicAromAM Aveza ke vAsanAnAM tophAno jAge to paNa pote kyA kuLano che ? mArA pUrvajoe kevI Adarza maryAdAo nakakI karI che ? tenuM gahana, AdarapUrvaka sanmAna karavA sAthe te kuLamaryAdAonA gaMbhIrapaNe pAlana karavAnI tatparatA vyavahArazuddhino prANa che. AnAthI ApaNe svacchaMdavAda para kAbU meLavI zakIe chIe. temaja anAdinI ApaNI mAnasika duvRttio para paNa sahaja kAbU meLavAya che. A mujaba vyavahArazuddhi mATe jarUrI mahattvanA ja guNono vicAra karyo. AnA vikAsathI jIvanazuddhine meLavavA jhaMkhanAra sAdhakane AMtarika yAtrAmAM khUba saraLatA thAya che. AnI khAmI jIvanazuddhinAM tattvonI maulika bhUmikAne nabaLI pADI de che. bAkInA 8 guNonI vAta have pachI. 24 aprApya Page #344 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA pATaNa T 25 24-9-85 vi parvAdhirAjanI ArAdhanA khUba sArI thaI haze. tamArAmAM je dharmabIja, svAdhyAya, sAdhusaMga, ane dharmarucinA kAraNe paDyAM che tene vadhu suyogya rIte khIlavavA jarUrI 20 muddAno jIvanazuddhino kAryakrama A patramALAmAM vicAravo zarU karyo che. temAM 12 guNo vicArAI gayA che. have AgaLa vicAra karIe. - vyavahArazuddhine TakAvanArA 4 sadguNo 13. khoTA kharcano tyAga - vyavahAramAM Avaka jAvakanAM pAsAM sarakhAM rAkhanAro vyavasthita rIte vikAsa karI zake che. paNa jAvakamAM jarUrI - binajarUrIno viveka rAkhI, phogaTa kharcane rokanAro ja potAnI vyavahArazuddhi jALavI zake. mATe AtmazuddhinA paMthe dhapavA icchatA puNyavAne khoTA-binajarUrI uDAu kharcA sadaMtara baMdha karavA prayatna karavo ghaTe. tema na karavAthI ALasa, bedarakArI, vAsanA-vikArI tattvonI prabaLatA vadhavA pAme che. mATe khoTA binajarUrI kharcAno tyAga vyavahArazuddhi mATe khAsa jarUrI che. puNyanA udayathI thatI Avakano upayoga vikArIbhAvonA poSaNa mATe ke ajJAnadazAnI ghelachAne poSavA thAya to te puNyAI saravALe mohanA udayane vadhAranArI ja thAya. mATe jIvanazuddhine icchatA puNyAtmAe navA mohane na vadhavA devAnI sAvacetI jarUra keLavavI joIe. te mATe binajarUrI - uDAu phAlatu kharcAone samajaNapUrvaka baMdha karavA vivekabuddhithI kAma levuM ghaTe. A rIte jIvanazuddhinA pAyAne vyavasthita keLavavAnI jarUra che. Yan - 293 14. jarUra hoya tyAM kharca jarUra karavo, tyAM kaMjUsAI na karavI - vyavahArakAmamAM jyAM jarUra hoya eTale ke jenAthI vyavahAra UjaLo bane agara jIvana-jarUriyAtomAM taMgI na paDe agara ApaNo kuLa-vyavahAra ke dharma lajavAya nahIM te rItano jarUrI kharca karavAmAM kaMjUsAI na vAparavI. kaMjUsAI karavAthI ApaNI manovRtti ane dharmavyavahAra kalaMkita thAya che. tethI jIvanazuddhi mATe jIvanavyavahAramAM karakasarane sthAna ApavA chatAM binajarUrI karakasara agara samajaNa vagaranI karakasara kaMjUsAIne AmaMtre che. mATe jIvana-vyavahAra ane dharmanI pavitratA jALavavAM, jenAthI jIvana-vyavahAranI jarUrI jogavAI vyavasthita rIte thatI hoya tyAM karakasaranA nAme kaMjUsAI na karavI e khAsa jarUrI che. 15. mukhya kAryano Agraha karavo - jIvanamAM karavA lAyaka ghaNAM kAryomAM jenAthI jIvananI kakSA unnata bane. sva-para kalyANanA paMthe AgaLa dhape tevA kAryane pradhAnatA ApavI. dareka pravRttio Page #345 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA karatAM mukhya pradhAna kAryanuM lakSya na cUkavuM. vicAronI jAgRti, lakSyanI sthiratA AvethI A vAta sukara bane, mATe jIvanazuddhine icchatA puNyAtmAe moMghA mAnavabhavane meLavyA pachI kharuM karavA jevuM kAma karmonAM baMdhanane toDavAnuM. te mATe virati mArge jJAnIonI nizrAe AgaLa dhapavAnuM. te pradhAna kAryano dRDha Agraha kSaNe kSaNe jIvanamAM kAyama rAkhavo jarUrI che. 294 16. pramAdatyAga - jIvanazuddhinA paMthe dhapavA icchatA puNyAtmAe moha-ajJAnanA mizraNamAMthI janmatA pramAdane jIvanamAMthI sadaMtara haThAvavA prayatna karavo joIe. pramAdano bIjo bheda vAsanA ane ajJAnanA mizraNathI Upaje che. te paNa na hoya to ja jIvanazuddhinA paMthe jhaDapabhera dhapI zakAya. chatAM te bIjA bhedanA pramAda karatAM, moha-ajJAnanA mizraNamAMthI janmatA pramAdanA prathama bhedane to sadaMtara haThAvavA prayatna jIvanazuddhinA paMthe pagalAM mAMDanAre karavo khAsa jarUrI che. pramAdano A prathama bheda zAstrIya paribhASAmAM darzana mohanIya karmanA udayathI AkAra le che. pramAdano bIjo bheda te vAsanA ajJAnanA mizraNathI janme che te cAritra mohanIyanA udayathI AkAra pAme che. A banne bhedomAM prathama bheda jIvanazuddhinA mArge dhapatA puNyAtmAnA jIvanamAM avarodhaka bane che. bIjo bheda gatimAM maMdatA lAve paNa jIvanazuddhinA paMthe avarodhaka sIdhI rIte banato nathI. mATe moha-ajJAnanA mizraNathI janmatA pramAdanA prathama bhedane, darzana mohanIyanA udaya rUpe haThAvavA viziSTa prayatna vivekI mumukSu puNyAtmAe karavo khAsa jarUrI che. A prathama bheda para vijaya meLavanAra puNyAtmA, ArAdhakabhAvane keLavI pramAdano bIjo bheda ke je cAritra mohanIyanA udayathI janme che, tene haThAvavA prabaLa puruSArtha karI zake che. b 26 sAgara jaina upAzraya, pATaNa 11-11-85 vi jIvanazuddhi mATe pU A zrI haribhadrasUri mantrIe yogabiMdu graMtha (gA 126 thI 131/2)mAM darzAvela 20 muddAnA kAryakramanI vicAraNAmAM gayA patramAM vyavahArazuddhi karAvanArA 4 sadguNonuM svarUpa vicAryuM. TvI Page #346 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 295 have sadvyavahArane TakAvanArA cAra sadguNo je 20 muddAnA jIvanazuddhinA kAryakramamAM ziromaNirUpa dekhyA che. tenuM svarUpa vicArIe. 17. lokAcAranuM anusaraNa - nizcayalakSI jIvana jIvavAnA nirdhAra chatAM ApaNe je bhUmikA upara jIvIe chIe te bhUmikAthI AgaLa vadhavAnA viziSTa saMyogo ApaNane na maLyA hoya te daramyAna, saMyogothI sarjAyelI bhUmikAne anurUpa rahevuM paDe. eTale UMcI lakSya-daSTi rAkhavA chatAM bhUmikAe sarjAyela saMjogone anurUpa viziSTa laukika - bhale gADariyA pravAhane mAna na Ape paNa bahujanamAnya ziSTa puruSoe saMmata karela laukika pUla vyavahAronI avagaNanA karavI vAjabI nahi. trikaraNa yoga ziSTa saMmata, bahujanamAnya lokavyavahArane anurUpatA keLavavI AtmA mATe khAsa jarUrI che. anyathA ucca lakSyanI vAtonA toramAM, sAmAnya ziSTa saMmata laukika vyavahAronI upekSA ghaNI vAra ApaNA svIkArela mArganI tejasvI prabhAne jhAMkhI karavAnuM dUSaNa ApaNA hAthe thavA pAme che. mATe bahujanamAnya ziSTasaMmata dhArmika rIte mahattvapUrNa na lAgatA laukika vyavahAronI avagaNanA na karavI. hArdika rIte nahIM chatAM skUla buddhivALAonA lAbhArthe bAhyathI paNa temAM bhaLatA rahevuM jarUrI che. 18. sarvathA aucitya pAlana - lokomAM mohanA saMsakAronA kSayanI taratamatA hoya, mohanA kSayanI viziSTatAvALA jIvo a95 hoya, eTale janasAdhAraNamAM thoDA ghaNA mohanA kSayanI paNa bhUmikAvALA = khAnadAna-suyogya dharmAvirodhI svajana varga Adi sAthe temanI kakSAne anurUpa teonI vicAradhArAmAM vivekanI prabhA jaLavAI rahe te rIte, aucityanuM pAlana sarvathA = sarva rIte - manathI vacanathI kAyAthI karavuM khAsa jarUrI che. ApaNe ucca kakSAe javAnI saphaLa taiyArImAM hoIe tethI nIcalI kakSAe rahenArA tarapha tiraskAra-dhRNA ke A badhA kaMI nathI, mUDha che, ajJAnI che, Adi upekSAjanya durgachAvRttithI teo sAthe vyavahAra rAkhavAmAM na Ave to teonI aMtaradaSTi khUlI na hovAthI kadAca teo ApaNA mArganI avahelanA kare - TakA ochA mUke. pariNAme teo mohanA AvaraNamAM phasAya to nimitta ApaNe banyA kahevAIe ane AdhyAtmika kSetramAM to nimittanI pradhAnatA che. vyAvahArika - bhautika kSetramAM upAdAnanI mukhyatA che. tethI sAmo AtmA bhale ajJAnavaza paNa, ApaNI yathocita maryAdAnA pAlananI khAmInA nimite, jo te jinazAsananI tejasvI prajAne jhAMkhapa lAge tevI vicArasaraNImAM phasAya to te javAbadArI ArAdhaka tarIke ApaNI che. mATe ArAdhake guragamathI gItArthonI doravaNI mujaba dharmanI ArAdhanAnA paMthe nahIM AvelA loko sAthe paNa, vyavasthita rIte aucitya pAlana dvArA teonA haiyAmAM jinazAsanano ArAdhaka kevo udAtta, gaMbhIra AzayavALo che ke ApaNe temanA dharmanI ArAdhanAnA paMthe nathI chatAM ApaNI sAthe bAhya vyavahAramAM keTalo Adarza viveka che ? AnAthI sAmAnA haiyAmAM, ApaNI karAtI ArAdhanAnA anumodanAnAM bIja vavAya che. pariNAme sAmo AtmA kayAreka samyaktvanI pUrvabhUmikAe AvI jAya che. mATe aucityapAlana sarvathA karavuM jarUrI che. 19. kaThe prANa Ave to paNa niMdanIya kAmamAM pravartavuM nahIM- jIvanazuddhi mATe mathatA puNyAtmAe aMtarathI heya-upAdeyano viveka eTalo spaSTa jAgRta rAkhavo ghaTe ke, na chUTake arthadaMDanI pravRttimAM Page #347 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 286 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA karAvAtA mane pravRtti hoya kadAca, paNa bhogavilAsake mohanI preraNAthI aprazasta hiMsAdi pApasthAnomAM prANa kaThe AvI jAya, maraNAMta kaSTa AvI paDe to paNa pravRtti na karavAnI Teka sujJa vivekI manuSyoe keLavavI jarUrI che. tenAthI ApaNA vicArone vAsanAnA phaMdAmAMthI choDAvavAno saphaLa puruSArtha thAya che. vikArIbhAvonA gajagrAhamAM aTavAyela ApaNA manane anya mArga para sthira rAkhavA mATe prANAte paNa mohajanya azubha pravRtti na karavAno daDha nirdhAra karavo jarUrI che. te vinA aMtaraMga pariNAmomAM vivekanA vikArI bhAvo sAme jhajhUmavA - TakavAnI tAkAta UpajatI nathI. eTale mohajanya bhAva poSaka anarthadaMDanI pravRttimAM prANAMte paNa na pravartavAno puruSArtha, jIvanazuddhinA paMthe jarUrI savyavahArane TakAvavA khUba upayogI bane che. 20. yathAzakti nirjarAbuddhie tapadharmanuM pAlana - jIvanazuddhi mATe mathatA kalyANakAmI mumukSu AtmAe sauthI vadhu majabUtAI sAthe karmonAM baMdhanone toDavAnA lakSya sAthe, tapa dharmanI yathAzakaya pAlanA jarUra karavA tatparatA keLavavI joIe. tenAthI ApaNA ajJAnabhAvamAMthI janmatA aviratinAM pariNAmone samULa haThAvavAno saphaLa prayatna thAya che. tapa eTale IcchAonuM svaicchika damana. jema jema ApaNI IcchAone samajaNa sAthe vairAgyamithita viveka baLe vALavA ke rokavAmAM Ave tema tema pulabhAvanI prabaLatAmAMthI Upajato aviratino bhAva ghaTavA pAme. avirati ghaTe eTale viratinA pariNAma keLavAya, pariNAme karmonAM baMdhanone jivADanAra pudagalarAga paNa ogaLavA mAMDe. tethI jIvanazuddhine icchanAra vivekI kalyANakArI puNyAtmAmAM tapadharmanuM yathAzaya nirjarA daSTinI mukhyatAe Asevana karavAnA bhagIratha prayatna dvArA aviratibhAvane haMphAvanAra virati dharmanI udAtta kakSAo Antarika kSetramAM AvatI jAya. phaLata: kamoMnAM baMdhanone hacamacAvanAra vizuddha adhyavasAyonuM baLa ApoApa keLavAtuM jAya. jIvanazuddhinA udAtta paMthe sadvyavahAra e khAsa mukhya vAta che. badhuM ya hoya ke meLavavA mathAmaNa hoya paNa je ApaNA jIvanamAM, yogya rIte amalIkaraNano prayatna yathAyogya rIte ApaNe na karI zakIe, to jIvanazuddhi ADe rahela viSama mohanAM - cAritramohanAM AvaraNo mAtra tatvadaSTinI vAto ke tenI carcAothI haThe nahIM. tethI puNyavAna vivekI ArAdhake jIvanazuddhinA paMthe sadvyavahArane prANabhUta mAnavAnI jarUra che. A rIte jIvanazuddhinA pAyAnA 20 sadguNono vicAra karyo. Page #348 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA pd 27 pATaNa - nUtana varSanI zubha kAmanA ! ApaNA jIvanamAM AjanA zubha dine evI zakitanuM utthAna saMkalpa karavAno ke - = Ying 297 ApaNA jIvanamAM pradhAnasthAna bhogavanAra pudgala-vAsanAnA kAramA phaMdA niSphaLa jAya. ApaNe anaMta zakitazALI, tamAma karmabaMdhanothI rahita paramAtma svarUpa chIe, chatAM ajJAna, mithyAtva, pramAda AdithI peTa coLIne UbhA karAtA peTanA zULanI jema upArjelAM karmonAM baMdhanothI Aje ApaNe dIna, hIna, raMka jevA thaI gayA chIe. 18-11-85 prakaTIkaraNa karavAno ke zubha ApaNe anaMta jJAnanA dhaNI chatAM AMkha vinA joI na zakIe, AMkhamAM jarA kastara ke caNAnI dALa jevaDo motIo ADo Ave to jovAnuM baMdha. ApaNe anaMta zakitanA mAlika hovA chatAM hAthapagamAM vA ke lakavAnI asara thAya to lAkaDA jevA thaI jaIe. A ApaNI dazAnuM sarjana koNe karyuM ? koI ajJAta zakita nathI paNa ApaNI ja avaLI paudgalika dazA taraphanA jhukAvavALI dizAmAM vaparAyela zikatanuM A phaLa che. tethI AjanA panotA dine A karma zakita, je ApaNA ajJAna, pramAdAdithI ApaNane kabAmAM levA taiyAra thaI che tene khaMkheravA, sadgurunA caraNe jAtanuM samarpaNa karI, zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA zaraNe vRttione TakAvI rAkhI, parameSThIonI AjJAnuM vizuddha pAlana karavA samartha thaIe e ja maMgala kAmanA, Page #349 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 28 cArUpa 8-1-86 dharma eTale kSayozimikabhAve mohanA nAzanI prakriyA, jenA chevaTanA pariNAme mohano saMpUrNa kSaya prApta thAya che. mohanA kSAyopathamika bhAve kramika kSayanI bhUmikAe AvavA mATe jJAnI nirdiSTa guNasthAnakocita te te nirdiSTa kriyAonuM AjJAzupAlana jarUrI che. vicAronI = utAvaLe phaLa meLavavAnI aNachAjatI utAvaLa prAthamika kakSAnA ArAdhakonA jIvanamAM thavA saMbhave che. tene aTakAvavA jJAnI nizrAe ApaNI jAtane svacchedabhAvamAMthI mukata banAvavA jJAnIonI AjJAne yathAzakaya sakriya banAvavAnI - yathAzakaya tatparatA keLavavAnI jarUra che. vicAromAM kSadratAnA kAraNe ghaNI vAra phaLaspRhA jora karI bese che. tethI tevA vicArone paramArthAnugAmI banAvavA, jJAnI mahApuruSonA zaraNe niSkAmabhAvanA baLe niSkriya banAvavA jarUrI che. A mATe tatvaniSThA eTale pAramArthika AtmazuddhinA tatvanI spaSTa oLakhANa meLavI lakSyamAM tene sthira karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. A aMge pariNatine nirmaLa rAkhavA mohanA saMskArone nirbaLa banAvavA jarUrI che. te bhUmikA zrI vItarAga prabhunI vANInA svAdhyAya ane teoe nirdezela cha AvazyakonA anuSThAnanA paraspara pUraka baLa dvArA meLavI zakAya che. jyAM sudhI jJAnI nirdiSTa cha AvazyakanI kriyAomAM vidhi, zAstra ane maryAdAno sumeLa sAdhI na zakAya tyAM sudhI aMtaraMga bahumAna jJAnIo prati UpajatuM nathI. tevo bhAva janme eTale jJAnIonI vAto game ja! jJAnIonI vAta gamI tyAre gaNAya jyAre ke jJAnIoe nirdezela AtmA ane karmano thato saMbaMdha, tenA kAraNe tathA tenA vAraNanA upAyonuM maulikajJAna gurucaraNe meLavI tadanusAra karmasaMbaMdhane haThAvavA sakriya prayatnono ghoDApUra umaMga uchALA mAre. AvI dazA dharmanA ArAdhakanI jyAre janme tyAre sAnubaMdharUpe dharmakriyAo AtmAne mohanA kSayopazamanI bhUmikAmAM yathottara vadhAro karAvI chevaTe kSAyikabhAve mohane haDaselI AtmAne paramAnaMdanI ucca bhUmikAe lAvI mUke. A rIte anAdikALanA vIsarAI gayela ApaNA AtmAnA zuddha kSAyopathamika bhAve ane temAMthI kSAyika bhAve yoga = saMbaMdha karAvI Ape. ethI kriyA yogarUpa gaNAya che. AtmAnA lakSya ke yathottara anubhUti na karAvanAra kriyAo mAtra zarIra - vacana manathI thatI hoya paNa aMtaraMga AtmAmAM anAdikALanA vismRta banela vizuddha sahaja siddha svarUpa jevA ApaNA maulika svarUpane meLavavAnA dhyeya vinA te kriyA AtmAnI kriyA na gaNAya. paNa jaDa = zarIra - vacana - mananI kriyArUpa hoI jaDakriyA gaNAya. te jaDa kriyAo, puNyanuM sarjana karAve temAMthI avasare vizuddha Page #350 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 299 kriyAyoganA sarjananI bhUmikA, upAdAnanI jAgRti ane sAnubaMdha kriyAyoganuM sarjana karAvanAra bane. tethI AvI jaDa kriyAo sarvathA ekAMta heya -- upekSaNIya nathI. paNa vivekI ArAdhaka puNyAtmAe to je kriyAothI anAdinuM bhavabhramaNa ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM sahelAIthI dUra thAya tema hoya, tyAM bhAvInA bharose puruSArthahIna kema rahevAya? tethI vivekI puNyazALI ArAdhaka AtmAoe kriyAone jaDakriyAnA cokaThAmAMthI bahAra kADhI kriyAyoganA mokSanA dhorI rAjamArga para lAvavAno sat prayatna jarUra karavo joIe. temAM ja jinazAsana pAmyAnI saphaLatA che. pATaNa 12-1-86 vivivekabuddhinA prakAzamAM tatvabhUta padArthonI oLakhANa gurukRpAe suzakaya che. paNa tenA yathArtha rahasyane svAnubhUtinI sarANa para caDhAvI/pArakhI aMtaraMga zakitaomAM tenI amiTa chApa upasAvavI hakIkatamAM durlabha che. teno zAzvata A-bAlagopAla rAjamArga e che ke jJAnI gItArtha saddagurunAM caraNomAM nikhAlasa AtmasamarpaNa karI, jJAnI nirdiSTa svasvakakSAnurUpa tene viziSTa anuSThAnone vidhi - zAstra maryAdAnA baMdhAraNa sAthe apanAvavA mAtrathI, ApaNA aMtaraMga pudagala prema ane aMtaraMga pudgala prati AkarSaNanI mAtrA ghaTavA pAme che. kema ke pUrvokata rIte kriyAonA vizuddha AsevanathI ApaNA kriyAmaLa(cAritra moha)nA ghaTADA sAthe bhAvamaLa(darzana mohIno ghaTADo thAya che. tethI Atmadravya karatAM vijAtIya pudgala - ajIva taraphanuM anAdikALanA azubha saMskArothI thatuM AkarSaNa svata: ghaTI jAya e nirvivAda hakIkata che. A vAta eTalA mATe jaNAvI che ke tame gayA patramAM bAra mahinAnA amuka pikacara - sinemA jevAnI lIdhela bAdhAne gharamAM AvI gayela TV. para bhAIbaMdhonA dabANane vaza thaI javuM paDe to niyama zI rIte pALavo? te mATe A sUcana che ke evI lajA - zarama - dAkSiNyane, naitika baLa keLavI tilAMjalI ApavI joIe temAM koIne kazuM khoTuM na lAge. lAge to paNa eka vAra - Page #351 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 300 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra takhtacaMdrikA pachI vAraMvAra teo paNa samaje. paNa AvuM naitika baLa keLavavA mATe darzana, pUjA, jApa, sAmAyika, svAdhyAya Adi kriyAone, kriyAyoganA phaoNrmamAM apanAvavAnI khAsa jarUra che. mAruM to evuM mAnavuM che ke A kriyAyoganI prabaLa zakti pelA lokone kadAca ema preraNA paNa kare ke ApaNe zA mATe temane temanI AdhyAtmika caryAmAMthI DagAvIe ? ema mAnasika bhUmikA baMdhAya, ane tame jarA arucibhAva ne vAcika InkAra dvArA jAhera kare te sAthe, teo tamArI sAtvika caryAnI anumodanA sAthe tamone sahyogI paNa banI jAya. jo ke A vAta prakRSTa bhUmikAnI che. te pUrve kriyAyoganI satata suvizuddha vAsanA - keLavavAnI jarUra ke mAre A (TV. Adi) prasaMgamAMthI khasavuM che. te lokone khoTuM na lAge tevI paristhitinI kAmanA Adine, mAnasika bhUmikAmAM goThavI devAthI sahelAIthI A aniSTamAMthI tame bacI jazo. UlaTuM tevA lokone thoDI preraNA maLaze ke ApaNe saddharmanA anuyAyI AdhyAtmika sAdhanAnA mahattvane samajanArA AvI mudra pravRttimAM kema pravartIe ? tenA karatAM pUrvAcAryanA ko'ka siddhAMta-graMthanI vicAraNA na karIe ? kadAca gharanA bIjAonI tevI bhUmikA na hoya to paNa tame ane DaoN. vasaMtabhAI jevA to A aniSTamAMthI vahelAmAM vahelI take baco e IcchavA joga che. tamArI pAchaLa bacubhAIno paNa bacAva thaze. mArI A vAta para gaMbhIrapaNe vicArazo. jarUra paDe, ThIka lAge to vasaMtabhAI - bacubhAIne paNa A patra vaMcAvazo. TUMkamAM sArA vAtAvaraNamAM paloTAyelA tamArA jevAnA saMparkamAM saMsArI vAtAvaraNanI asara ghaTavI joIe. gharamAM paNa amuka chAyA UbhI thavI joIe ke gharanAM strI, bALako, bAlikAo tamArI hAjarI daramyAna svata: bhautikavAdanA niraMkuzavartana ke vicArathI jIvanamAM svacchaMdapaNe na vatIM zake. AmAM dhAka, dhamakInI jarUra nahIM paNa ApaNA aMtaranA bhAvadayApUrNa vicAro ke A badhA gharanA mANaso paNa bhautikavAdanI aMjAmaNI chAyAthI bace ane Atmatatvane oLakhavA mATenI mArgAnusArInI mULa bhUmikA tarapha vaLe evA vicAronI A vAta suzakaya bane. tame aMtaramAM zubha kAmanAo - bhAvadayAnA pravAhone vahetA karI vAtAvaraNa keLavavA bhAvanAnA baLe thoDo prayatna karazo, pachI vacanathI thoDo InkAra ke aruci dAkhavazo to emAM tamAruM ane teo badhAnuM bhAvahita bahu sahelAIthI sadhAze. A mArA anubhavanI vAta jaNAvI che. Page #352 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA pATaNa Che 30 17-1-86 AtmavikAsa sadhAya che tenI pratIti ApaNe zI rIte karI zakIe ? e eka mahattvano savAla che. AMtarika vRttionI sakriyatA ghaTe arthAt rAgadvepanI pariNatimAM ghaTADo thAya, guNAnurAga daSTi keLavAya, ane svadoSadarzananI sUkSmakSikA (jhINavaTathI pArakhavuM) vadhatI jAya. A AtmavikAsanAM prAthamika pagathiyAM che. AnA AdhAre ApaNA aMtaraMga vikAsanI mAtrAne pArakhI zakIe. R 301 kharekhara ApaNe saMskAronI aTavAmaNImAM evA aTavAI gayA chIe ke saMskAronI sakriyatAmAMthI UpajatI vicAronI AMdhI ke vikAronA vaMToLamAM ApaNe ApaNI jAtane oLakhI zakatA nathI. tethI ApaNe aMtaramAM DokiyuM karavAnI jarUra che ke ApaNAmAM saMskAronI kSINatA thavA mAMDI che ? jenA pariNAme vicAronI AMdhI ane vikAronA vaMToLathI ApaNe bacI zakIe. ApaNI aMtaraMga zuddhinI jijJAsA, aMtaraMga AtmavikAsanuM saphaLa cihna paNa gaNI zakAya. mahApuruSo potAnI jAte prabhuzAsananA paMthe aMtaraMga AtmazuddhinAM pratIkonA AdhAre saphaLatApUrvaka dhapI zakatA hoya che. tethI ja jJAnI bhagavaMtoe karmasattAnAM mULa DhIlA karavA mATenA ApaNA dhyeyapUrvakanA puruSArthane biradAvyo che. ApaNI aMtaraMga vicAradhArAmAM bhautikavAdanI gherI asarathI ApaNe karmanAM baMdhanone haTAvavAnA badale azubha karma prati napharata bhautika kAraNe rAkhavA chatAM zubha karmo sAthe ApaNe gADhI dostI bAMdhavA taiyAra rahIe chIe. hakIkatamAM to azubha karmo uddayAgata AvI ApaNane baMdhanamukata kare che. ApaNA bhUtakAlIna ajJAnAdinI bhUlanuM parimArjana thatuM hoya che paNa aMtaraMga AtmadRSTi khIlela na hoI azubha karmonA baMdhananA ghaTADArUpa azAtAnA vedanane ApaNe bhautikavAdanA dhoraNe azubha mAnI tenI napharata karIe chIe. jyAre zubha karmo ApaNI jUnI mAMDa akAma nirjarA AdithI bhegI thayela puNyanI rAzirUpa ApaNI mUDIne ghaTADanAra hoI lUMTArA jevA gaNAya. chatAM zubha karmo sAthe ApaNe dostI bAMdhavA taiyAra chIe. A kharekhara ajJAnadazAnuM pariNAma che. aMtaraMga AtmazuddhinI vikAsayAtrAnA pagathAre ApaNe paga mUkIe to A ajJAnadazA upazama pAme. A vinA mumukSutAnuM pagaraNa maMDAya nahIM. ApaNI vivekabuddhi jyAre viziSTa rIte keLavAyelI hoya tyAre ApaNe AvI ajJAna dazAmAM kheMcAIe nahIM. kharekhara AtmakalyANArthI ArAdhaka puNyAtmAe karyasattA mAtrane (zubha ke azubha) ApaNA AtmavikAsane avarodhaka gaNI, tenAM baMdhanomAMthI chuTakArAnI vAta mukhya lakSyarUpe rAkhavI Page #353 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 302 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvacaMdrikA joIe. vicAronI samatulAe A vAtane gaMbhIra mAnI oLakhavI jarUrI che. pUrvanA mahApuruSoe zubhakarmanA bharapUra udaye AnaMda-bhoga vilAsanI pracura sAmagrIvALA jIvanane lAta mArI, sAmI chAtIe hoMzabhera janmojanmathI AtmasattAne karmakaleza viDaMbita karanAra karmasattAne paDakArIne, pariSaha-upasarga thAya tevI dazAe sAme pagale jaI karmasattAnA baMdhanamAMthI AtmAne choDAvavAnA dhyeyane saphaLa karyuM che. ApaNe dharmanI ArAdhanAnA paMthe dhapavA prayatnazIla chatAM, dhyeyamAM zubha karmanI asAratA - ke vadhu baMdhanamayatA oLakhI zakatA nathI. azubha kama ughADI talavAre mAravA AvatA dumana jevA che. tenAthI to harakoI sAvaceta rahI zake agara bIjAo paNa ApaNane sAvaceta rAkhI zake agara bacAvavA prayatna karAve. paNa sapheda Thaga jevA zAhukAranA veSamAM dekhAva - vANI - vartana (bAhyathI) sAro chatAM pariNAme ApaNA aMtaranA jJAnAdi guNone AvaranAra mohanIya karmane teDI lAvI ApaNuM samULaguM nikaMdana kADhavA mathatA UjaLA Dhaga badamAza jevI pravRttivALAM zubhakarmothI to koI sAvaceta na karI zake - ApaNe paNa aMtaranI nirmaLa AtmadaSTi vinA te hitazatru jevAM zubha karmone oLakhI - pArakhI paNa na zakIe. tethI ApaNI AtmavikAsanI yAtrAmAM karmasattAne mULathI ukheDavAnI sAthe zubhakarmo paNa slo poIjhananI jema saravALe nukasAnakAraka che. A jAtanI vicAradhArAno udaya thavo jarUrI che. ga) STE Page #354 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 303 Bra pATaNa. 7-2-86 tattvajijJAsA UpajavI ghaNI muzkela che paNa kadAca viziSTa puNyanA udaye Upaje paNa je tatvanI yathArtha oLakhANarUpe te jijJAsAnuM pariNamana na thAya - mAtra jijJAsArUpe rahe, te IcchanIya nathI. te oLakhANa evI viziSTa bhUmikAnI hoya che ke pariNAme anarthakArI dizAmAMthI pIchehaTha thAya ja te vinA tattvajijJAsAno udaya jIvanazuddhi mATe anukULa thayo na gaNAya. tattvajijJAsA sAthe jJAnI sadgaranA samAgame ApaNI aMtaranI jAgRti keLavAya ane tattvabhUta caitanyanA svarUpanI oLakhANa-pratIti mATe ApaNAmAM tamannA jAge, to tattvajijJAsA saphaLa gaNAya. pula padArthanI jijJAsAthI jema bane tema viziSTa prazasta vadivALA padArthonI jANakArI ane te meLavavA mATe yogya prabaLa puruSArtha thayA vinA raheto nathI. pariNAme te te prazasta varNAdivALA pudgala padArthonI jANakArI vagere krame tene meLavI, tenA bhoga sudhI ApaNI vRttio zamatI nathI, te rIte AtmatatvanI jijJAsAnA baLe, mAtra svAdhyAya ke AtmatattvanI zAbdika vicAraNAthI jo saMtoSa manAya, to te jijJAsA maulika na gaNAya. kharekhara to jijJAsAmAMthI pravRttine yogya dizAmAM puruSArtha karI, te sahaja saMvedya AtmatatvanI anubhUti svarUpa saMvedanAnA lakSyAMkane pahoMcI vaLavAnuM jema pragaTe ja che. A rItanI tatvajijJAsA hakIkatamAM yogya rIte viziSTa puNyanA baLe tame meLavI che. zarUAtamAM yogya zAstrajJAnIno saMparka na thayo to tame mAtra adhyAtma-graMthonA vAMcanathI saMtoSa mAnI rahyA hatA paNa tamArI jijJAsAvRtti kharekhara maulika hovAthI, dhIme dhIme pU A zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI ma. tathA zrImad devacaMdajI ma. tathA 5 upAzrI yazovi. ma. nA graMtho, stavano vagerenA nimittane pAmI, prabhuzAsananA rAjamArgarUpa kriyAyoganA paMthe dhIme dhIme AvI sAthe zAstra maryAdA - vidhiyoga ane aviratityAganI bhUmikAne prApta karAvanAra zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa - sara paricaryA - jJAnIonAM vacanonI zaraNAgatirUpa triveNImAM DUbakI mArI zakyA. A badho pratApa maulika tattvajijJAsA tamArAmAM pUrvanI viziSTa ArAdhanA-baLe janmelI, tenA pariNAme tame Aje ucca Adarza zrAvakajIvananA pagathAre pahoMcI zakayA. zuSka adhyAtma ke ekAMta nizcayanayanI vicAraNAmAM tamo phasAI nathI zakayA temaja paramArtha daSTithI tamo ekAMta jJAnayoga ke pratyakSa sapuruSa maLe tyAre vrata niyama paccakakhANa karavAnI vAtane samajaNapUrvaka Atma - ahitanA mArga tarapha laI janArI samajI, tamo vivekabuddhinA AdhAre kharekhara Atmahitakara viratinA mArga tarapha, potAnI daSTithI - AgavI sUjha sAthe jJAnIonAM vacanonA Page #355 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 304 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA AdarapUrvaka AvI zakayA. A badho tatvadaSTipUrvakanI sAcI jijJAsAno pratApa che. - have A tattvajijJAsA dvArA aMtaraMga AtmAnubhUti - svarUpAnubhUti ane aMtaraMga Atmika AnaMdamAM DUbakI mATe lakSya keLavI, AtmAnubhUtine ADe rahela mohanIya karmanA avarodhone haThAvavA yogya puruSArtha karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. tamo A mArge pagalAM bharI to rahyA cho paNa cAritramohanA udayane poSanAra lakajharI TAIpanI raheNIkaraNI, tevA vAtAvaraNathI pAchA haThavAno upayoga rAkhavo jarUrI che. vicAromAM je sAcuM jANyuM che ene amalamAM mUkatAM, kayAreka ajJAnI - aNasamaju AtmAnI karAtI niMdA - TIkA-TippaNIno bhaya jarA khaMkheravAnI jarUra che. vadhu ne vadhu AtmAnubhUti tarapha javA mATe mohanA saMskArone toDanArI AcaraNAone vadhu pakakaDathI apanAvavI joIe. 33 13-3-86 vyAvahArika badhI pravRttio zubhAzubha karmanA udayane AdhIna hoya che. aMtarAya karma AdinA avarodho ADA AvI jAya to icchA chatAM vyAvahArika pravRttio thaI zakatI nathI. tethI puraSArthavAdI jinazAsana AtmalakSI pravRttiomAM ja dhyAna keMdrita rAkhavAnuM kahe che. bAkI vyAvahArika zubha pravRttio paNa te te karmanA udaya - sahakArane apekSIne thatI hoI vahelI moDI ke sArI-khoTI thAya to te aMge rAgadveSanI pariNati na thavA devA mATe sAvacetInA sUra ApyA che. ApaNAmAM anAdithI daDha thayela pudgala rAgamAMthI UpajatA ahaMbhAvanA saMskAro, ApaNAmAM te te pravRttionI saphaLatA - niSphaLatAthI rAgadveSanI pariNati upajAve che paNa hakIkatamAM audayikabhAvanI pariNati ApaNA puruSArthane AdhIna nathI. ApaNo puruSArtha nimitta mAtra che. A vAta khUba gaMbhIrapaNe samajavI jarUrI che. Page #356 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 305 AtmalakSI pravRttiomAM mohanA saMskAronA kSayopazamanI khAsa pradhAnatA hoI, te mATe jJAnIonI nizrAe yogya puruSArtha khUba ja jarUrI che. kema ke puruSArtha vinA mohanuM AvaraNa khase zI rIte ? avaLA puruSArthathI te AvaraNa AvyuM che to savaLA puruSArthathI tene haTAvI zakAya. pudgalalakSI puruSArthanI dizA te avaLI gaNAya paNa AtmalakSI puruSArtha te savaLI dizA gaNAya. tethI ApaNA puruSArthane AtmalakSI banAvavA mATe audayikasaMsArI pravRttiomAM puruSArthanI gauNatA svIkAravI jarUrI che. audayikabhAvonI paphakaDa puruSArtha tarapha kheMcI jAya che paNa sAcI samajaNa keLavI, avaLI dizAnA puruSArthathI bacavA prayatna karavo jarUrI che. AtmA ane tenA svarUpanI yathArtha pratIti, jJAnI puruSonAM caraNomAM, savaLo puruSArtha karavAthI sahelAIthI thAya che. jJAnI mahApuruSonI nizrA ApaNA aMtaranA vivekane jAgrata kare che ke kartavya dizA kaI che ? nikAnA baLe pudagala rAgane niSkriya banAvavA mathAmaNa thAya che ane aMtaraMga AtmalakSI pravRttionuM pramANa vadhArI savaLI dizAnA puruSArthanI taka jhaDapI levAya che. vicAro ane pariNati puruSArthanI dizA tarapha vaLe te sAhajika che. paNa puruSArthanI sAcI dizA je jJAnI mahApuruSonI satkaruNAthI samajAI jAya to pariNati - vicAronuM baLa aMtarmukha banI zake. ApaNI saghaLI ArAdhanA zreyamUlaka hoya e jarUrI che. prema = saMsArI vAsanA poSaka padArthonA sAhajika AkarSaNane ghaTADavA mATe, aMtarathI sAvadhapaNe AtmalakSI puruSArthanI keLavaNI karavI jarUrI che. preyamUlaka vicAraNAdi aMtaranA pudgalarAgane uttejana ApI saravALe ApaNA vicAro - pariNatine bahirmukhatA tarapha vALI de che. mATe sauthI vadhu jarUrI bAbata e che ke ApaNI ArAdhanA zreyamUlaka thavI ghaTe - anAdikAlIna prema = paugalika padArthone meLavavA - TakAvavA mATe karAtI pravRttio, zreyamUlaka sAdhanA tarapha jhukAva thato aTakAve che. tethI vivekI ArAdhaka puNyAtmAe zreyamUlaka dhyeyane aMtaranI abhIpsA = utkRSTa kAmanA dvArA meLavavAnI jarUra che. tenAthI AtmalakSI pravRttionuM baLa yogya dizAmAM vaLavA pAme ane paugalika vibhAvadazAnA bAhya AkarSaNanuM baLa ghaTADI zakAya. puNyabaLe maLI Avela sAdhanasAmagrI aMtarane bahirmukha na thavA devAmAM vaparAya te khAsa jarUrI che. A rIte savaLA puruSArthanI dizA jALavavI jarUrI che. Page #357 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 301 STD 34 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA cANasmA 30-3-84 vi. AMtarika vicAradhArAne zAstrAjJA sAthe joDI rAkhavAnI ArAdhakanI prathama pharaja che. vicAradhArA e jJAnAvaraNIyanA kSayopazamanI bhUmikAthI pragaTe che, paNa te jJAnonI kSayopazamanI pRSTha bhUmikAmAM mohanIyanA saMskAronI cirasaMcita asara satata kAryazIla hoya che. tethI vicAro dhyeyagAmI banavAnA badale pudgalanA rAganI kSaNajIvI asarothI Idhara-udhara je te dizAmAM pravarte che. lI pRSTha bhUmikAnA mohanA saMskAronI asara ghaTADavA mATe jyAre viziSTa jJAnI sadguru gItArtha bhagavaMtanAM caraNonI nizrAe nikhAlasa AtmasamarpaNa sAthe rahevAno prayatna karAya tyAre maMda thatA AMtarika vicAromAM caMcaLatA ghaTe ane dhyeyagAmI vicAro banI zake. A mATe ArAdhanAnA paMthe cAlatA ArAdhaka puNyAtmAoe vicAradhArAne zAstrAjJA sAthe joDI devAnI jarUra che jenAthI jJAnIonI ekAMta hitakara kalyANa sAdhaka AjJAnuM baLa ApaNI kartavya paddhatimAM umerAvAthI, mohanA saMskAronI kSINatA vadhu thavA pAme. A mATe zrI navakAranA ArAdhake jinazAsananI ArAdhanAno mudrAlekha haiyAmAM kotarI rAkhavA jevo che ke ajJAnAdithI UpajatA mohAdinAM baMdhanothI potAnI jAtane choDAvavAno puruSArtha karavo. A mudrAlekha dareka ArAdhaka AtmAe potAnA vicAronI pakaDathI spaSTa sabhAnapaNe pakaDI, aMtaranA haiyAmAM padharAvavAnI jarUra che. dhannA, zAlibhadra ke arjunamAlI ane daDhaprahArI Adi ArAdhaka puNyAtmAoe A jAtanA dhyeyane manobhUmikAmAM evuM ThasAvyuM hatuM ke vyAvahArika aneka jAtanI sArI-khoTI paristhitimAM paNa karmonAM baMdhanomAMthI chUTavAnA puruSArthane vaLagI rahyA. saravALe potAnA AtmAne tIvra karmonA baMdhanamAMthI choDAvIne rahyA. ApaNI aMtaraMga sAdhanAmAM joIe eTaluM baLa nathI AvatuM enuM kAraNa sUkSma rIte ciMtavatAM spaSTa samajAya che ke ApaNI kriyAonA baMdhAraNanA pAyAmAM lakSyanI jAgRtinuM baLa ochuM hoya che. karmo e baMdhana tarIke yathArtha rIte oLakhAyA na hovAthI tene haTAvavA tIvra prayatnano umaLako jAgato nathI. tethI ApaNI kriyAomAM vIryollAsa bhaLato nathI. A bhUmikA pheravavA mATe mohanA udayathI vIryollAsa sphurato nathI temaja karmone baMdhana tarIke ApaNe svIkArI zakatA nathI. tethI ApaNI dareka pravRttinA mULamAM rahela mohanA saMskAronI satata vahetI asarane nirmULa - kSINa karavA mATe, jJAnI - nirdiSTa kriyAo, svakakSAnurUpa bhUmikAne jALavI, jJAnIonI nizrAe zAsrIya maryAdAo Page #358 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 307 ane vidhinA baMdhAraNane vaphAdAra rahevAnI mathAmaNa sAthe AcaravAno prayatna karavo jarUrI che. AvI bhUmikAzuddha kriyAonI AcaraNA, mohanA gADhatama saMskArone paNa ukheDI ukheDI nirmaLa banAvI aMtarane jJAnIonI AjJAnA bahumAnanA liMga - cihana sAthe keLave che. jema jema jJAnIonI AjJA - zAstra nirdiSTa kriyAone AcaravAnI paddhati upara jeTaluM hArdika bahumAna, eTalI kriyAonI bhUmikA zuddha AcaraNA ApaNAmAM vikasI hoya evuM jaNAya che. jJAnI je nirdiSTa maryAdAo prati upekSA agara adhIraNA - abahumAna jaNAya che te A badhuM kriyAonI AcaraNAnI pAyAnI bhUmikAnI nabaLAI sUcave che. zrI jinazAsananI A praviziSTatA che ke ajJAnI AtmAonI vartamAnakALanI avasthAmAM paNa je, yogya jJAnI gItArtha saddagurunI nizrAmAM rahevAnI tatparatA, zaraNAgati bhAvapUrvaka keLavAI jAya to, game tevA nibiDa azubha karmonI asara paNa haThavA mAMDe che ane eka vakhatano ghora pApI - sAva nipura AtmA paNa, aMtaranI zuddhinA rAjamArgane saraLatApUrvaka umaMgabhera apanAvato hoya che. AvI ucca bhUmikAnI keLavaNInA lakSya mATe jAgRti keLavavAno sata prayatna karavA prayatnazIla banavuM jarUrI che. la16 STUF 3pa. cArUpa 18-5-86 zrI jinazAsana pAmyAnI kharI vizeSatA e che ke, jIva mAtra prati AMtarika maitrIbhAva jAge. jIva ane tenI vartamAnakAlIna karmabaddha vikRta svarUpanI jANakArI jinazAsananA pAyAmAM che. jinazAsana eTale jinanuM zAsana - jina eTale rAgadveSAdi aMtaraMga zatruone jite te. A aMtaraMga zatruoe ja jIvanuM vartamAnakAlIna vikRta svarUpa UbhuM karyuM che. eTale jinazAsananA pAyAmAM aMtaraMga rAgAdi zatruonI oLakhANa ane temanI jaLabharI kAryanItino paricaya thavo jarUrI che. eTale jina parathI aMtaraMga rAgAdi zatruonI vicAraNAnA AdhAre, jagatanA jIva mAtra A rAgAdi zatruonI viSama www.jajnelibrary.org Page #359 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 308 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA jALamAM jaye-ajANe phasAyA che, paNa badhA jIvo mArA AtmasvarUpathI abhinna che. arthAt badhA nAnA moTA baMdhutulya che. teonI karmabaddha avasthAmAM sudhAro thAya ane AtmasvarUpanI prApti karI potAnI zubha sthitimAM turata Ave tevI mitratAno bhAva jagatanA jIva mAtra prati Upaje te jinazAsanane pAmyAnI saphaLa nizAnI che. A maitrIbhAva samasta dharma ArAdhanAnuM mULa che, kAraNa ke maitrIbhAva e ajJAnadazAmAMthI UpajatA jIvamAtra prati dveSabhAvanA ghaTADAnuM cihna che. moTe bhAge ApaNA jIvanamAM pudgala mAtra prati rAga ane jIva mAtra prati dveSa sadAkALa raheto Avyo che. kharI rIte jIva mAtra prati rAga ane pudgala mAtra prati Sa - aruci hovI jarUrI che. kema ke jIvo badhA ApaNA sajAtIya che to dareka jIvanA sattAgata vizuddha svarUpanA AdhAre ApaNAmAM jIva mAtra prati rAgavRtti - maitrIbhAva keLavAya te jarUrI che. te rIte jIvanA sahaja zuddha jJAnAdimaya caitanya svarUpathI viparIta jaDa - varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza, ane kSaNe kSaNe vipariNAmI svabhAvavALA ajIva padArtho prati pa = arucibhAva rahevo jarUrI che. paNa mithyAtvanA udayathI UMghI daSTi thavAnA pariNAme jIva mAtra prati rAga - maitrI thavAnA badale aruci - pa ane pudgala - ajIva padArtho tarapha arUci - dveSanA badale rAgavRtti thavA pAme che. pariNAme jIvamAtra prati maitrIbhAva vikAsa pAmI zakato nathI. A rIte jinazAsana pAmyAnI pratItirUpe jagatanA nAnA-moTA saghaLA jIvo para samabhAve maitrIbhAvanI keLavaNI thavI jarUrI che. te kayAre bane ke jyAre ajIva padArtho prati bhramaNA pudgala padArthanI pariNAmitA Adi guNonA AdhAre aruci - dveSa bhAvarUpe pariName. eTale jinazAsananA pAyAmAM jema jIva mAtra prati maitrIbhAva jarUrI che tema viSayo prati virAgabhAva, ajIva padArtho prati hArdika rAgavRttino abhAva paNa jarUrI che. AvA jinazAsananI prApti mATe yogya jJAnI gItArtha gurunA caraNomAM vinItabhAvathI besavAnI khAsa jarUra che, ke jenA pariNAme jinazAsananA gahana tattvabhUta padArthono yathArtha paricaya maLI rahe. Page #360 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA cArUpa D 36 2-6-86 jinazAsanano artha ja puruSArthavAda thAya che. jina = jIte rAgadveSAdi aMtaraMga zatruone te jina, temanuM zAsana = AjJA - rAgadveSane jItavA mATe bhavya puruSArthanI preraNA. A rIte jinazAsana eTale rAgAdi aMtaraMga paramArtha zatruone mAta karI, ApaNA AtmasvarUpane pragaTAvavAno bhavya puruSArtha. vI 309 A rIte puruSArthanA pAyA para ane AtmasvarUpanA vikAsa para avalaMbita jinazAsananI oLakhANa gurugamathI yathAyogya thAya tyAre anAdikAlIna saMskAronI nAgacUDamAMthI chUTavAne yogya puruSArtha, jJAnI sadguru bhagavaMtanI nizrAe zarU thayA vinA na rahe. te puruSArthanA paMthe cAlavAnI tatparatAmAM koI dravya - kSetra - kALa ke bhAva avarodharUpa na bane. koI pratyakSa sadgurunI pratIkSAmAM lAkheNo mAnavabhava aviratinI jaMjALamAM phasAyela rahe te samaju vivekI AtmAne kema pAlave ? alabatta kSAyika ke viziSTa kSayopazama bhAve vartatA uccakoTinA satpuruSanI nizrAe nirjarAno mArga vadhu mokaLo thAya e sahaja che. chatAM tevA viziSTa saMyogonI pratIkSAmAM vartamAnakALe maLela te te kALanA dhoraNe viziSTa kSayopazamavALA mahApuruSonA avalaMbane nirjarAno lAbha yathottara kakSAnurUpa maLato hoya to te paNa 'lADavAnA bharoMse roTalI'mAM rahela A prasaMganI jema A viSama kaLikALamAM mahApuNye maLI Avela saMvara - nirjarAnA mArganA AlaMbanane, viziSTa saMpUrNa nirjarAnA AdarzanI vAto - vicAraNAmAM tarachoDavo te keTaluM anucita gaNAya ? - kharekhara to karmanAM baMdhanone oLakhIne te haThAvavAnA bhavya puruSArthano kALa zukala pAkSika AtmAne 1 AvartathI vadhu saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnuM nahi hovAthI tyAre bane che. chatAM A puruSArthanI takano lAbha jANIne khoTA AdarzanI vAtothI lAbha na levo e kharekhara prabaLa ajJAnadazA gaNAya. tamArI pUrvajanmanI ArAdhanAnuM baLa viziSTa gaNI zakAya ke tame kriyA ane kriyAyoganI bhedarekhA samajavA zakitazALI thayA cho. pU. A haribhadrasUri ma, pU upA yazovijayajI ma tathA pU upA devacaMdrajI manA graMthonuM parizIlana tame pAmI zakayA, Aje paNa jinazAsana jayavaMta che. kriyAnA rAjamArgathI ja kharekhara jinazAsana jayavaMta che. jJAnayoga te kriyAmAM rahela azuddhine haThAvI mokSamArga tarapha vega vadhArI Ape che. paNa mULathI to kriyAyoga che, A vAta tamArA dhyAna para AvI che te parama sadbhAgyanI nizAnI che. anya adhyAtmavAdIonA graMthomAM - vANIvicAra - mAM jJAnano guMjArava vadhu che. jJAnanI bolabAlA che. AtmAnI vAta paNa jJAnanA dhoraNe - tattvaciMtananA Page #361 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 310 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA dhoraNe che. paNa mokSamArge cAlavA ArAdhanA rathanAM be paiDAM che. jJAna ane kriyA te banne paraspara sApekSatArUpa dharImAM joDAyela che. arthAt jJAna, kriyA sApekSa hoya to mokSamArganuM sAdhaka che. te rIte kriyA, jJAna sApekSa hoya to mokSamArgamAM sAdhaka bane. AvA adhyAtmavAdInA graMthomAM zabdathI mokSanI vAta hovA chatAM tenA pAyAmAM ekalA AMtarika pariNAmanI dhArAne mahattva apAyela che, paNa mokSa eTale chUTavuM e kriyA che, tenI virodhI kriyA baMdhAvuM e che. to A baMdha mokSa baMne kriyA svarUpa hoI, kaI kriyA baMdhanI, kaI kriyA mokSanI ? e samajavAnI jema baMdhanI kriyAno tyAga ane mokSanI kriyAno svIkAra viratirUpe karyA vinA zI rIte mokSamArge DagaluM paNa bharI zakAya? khUba gaMbhIrapaNe vicArazo. kahevuM na joIe paNa mane mArA potAnA gurukRpA baLe maLela kSayopazamanA AdhAre ema gaNI - kahI zakAya ke AvuM bolanArA, mAnanArA, samajanArA hakIkatamAM jinazAsanane oLakhI zakayA ja nathI. jinazAsana jJAna sApekSa kriyA ane kriyA sApekSa jJAna para nirbhara che. je jJAnamAM heyopAdeyanA nirNayanA amalarUpa tyAga - svIkAranI kriyA na hoya to te jJAna nirarthaka che. vaLI je kriyAmAM karmabaMdha kema ghaTe? tene anurUpa jJAna na hoya to te kriyA jaDakriyA che. A vAtane gaMbhIrapaNe vicAravAthI jinazAsananA rahasyane pAmI zakAze. pUrvAcAyanI garimAnAM darzana thaze. tamo A rIte jIvanamAM jinazAsananI sAcI oLakhANa meLavI te dizAmAM je pagalAM bharyA che te tamArA sAnubaMdha banI rahe, paraMparAe to saghaLAM karmonI nirjarAvALA ucca koTinA ta5 saMyamanI bhUmikAne meLavI zako e maMgaLa kAmanA. Page #362 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA 311 SID I zrI sadgurubhyo namonama: II kaMDikA - 1 vi. saM. 2031nA phAsu. 10, 3-37 (bapore) zrI zerIsA pArzvanAtha tIrtha (nIce bhUmigRhamAM) anaMtopakArI, vizvavatsala, taraNatAraNahAra, karuNAnidhAna, zrI vItarAga paramAtmA zrI serIsA pArzvanAtha prabhunA sAMnidhye prasAdita karela 9 kaMDikAo. 1lI saMskRtamAM-zArdUlavikrIDita chaMdamAM cothuM caraNa "mavita: mutittI sadA vijayate vainetrI sanmata '' bhAvArtha :- jinezvara = vItarAga paramAtmA tIrthaMkara devonI bhakti = upAsanA = teonI AjJA mujaba jIvana jIvavAnI tatparatA. sanmatA = trikALAbAdhita AtmatattvanA sparza-saMvedanavALA mahApuruSoe mAnya karelI arthAt AvA ucca koTInA mahAyogI mahApuruSoe paNa Adarela-svIkArela. bIjAM sAdhano to te te guNasthAnaka vizeSanI bhUmikAe upAdeya, chatAM ArAdhakone ArAdhakabhAvanA prakarSanI bhUmikAe AgaLa vadhatAM akiMcitkara=najIvA thAya, paNa zrI vItarAga prabhunI bhakti upAsanA= teonI AjJA= AthavanA sarvathA tyAga ane saMvaranA svIkArarUpa jIvanane ghaDavAnI prakriyA, yathottara te te guNasthAnake kevaLajJAnanI pUrva bhUmikAe mohakSaya na thAya tyAM sudhI ekadhArI rIte yathottara upAdeya che. tethI sanmatA=sapuruSothI Adara karAyela. sa = haMmezAM - koI paNa dezakALanA pratibaMdha vinA ekasarakhI rIte potAnA pariNAmane darzAvatI. bIjAM sAdhano dezakALanI viSamatAe, te te sahakArI sAdhanonI taratamatAe, moDA vahelA ke ochA vadhatA lAbhane Ape, paNa zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJAnusAra jIvana ghaDavArUpa bhakita, dareka deza-kALamAM ArAdhakabhAvanI taratamatAnA AdhAre ArAdhaka puNyAtmAnI pratipattinA baLanA Page #363 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 312 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra caMdrikA vikAsanA AdhAre mohanA saMskAronA ghaTADA rUpa phaLane, ekasarakhI rIte darzAvanAra bane che. vigate = anya sahAyanI apekSA vinA ApameLe, vipakSa = rAgAdi zatruo para nigraha meLavavAnA kAryamAM saphaLa banatI rahe che. vyAkaraNamAM dhAtunA paramaipadI ane AtmapadI ema be bheda che, jemAM kriyAnuM phaLa karmajanya agara bAhya puruSArthajanya athavA parapadArthanA sahakAranI apekSA hoya te paramaipada. jyAM kriyAnuM phaLa parajanya hovA chatAM tenI gauNatA karI svanI mukhyatA rAkhI kriyAnuM phaLa potAnI zakitathI potAmAM AvyuM che te darzAvavA mAtmane Ave. jema ni = gam dhAtu bannemAM che, jyAre hAthI, ghoDA, lazkara, hathiyAra AdibaLe duzmana para vijaya meLavavAnI vAta rajU karavI hoya tyAre gata zatUna evo prayoga thAya. paNa jyAre laDAImAM rAjA to laDato nathI. senApati ke lazkara laDe paNa jyAre lazkara jIte tyAre phalANA mahArAjano vijaya thayo - athavA phalANA mahArAja jaya pAmo ema kahevA mATe tyAM -vinaya madIrAnA ema Atmane pada Ave. vyavahAramAM paNa satyameva vinayache. ahIM satya potAnI jayavaMtapaNAnI sthitimAM, koI bAhya sAmagrInI apekSA nathI rAkhatuM ema samajavuM. satya potAnI naphakaratAnA lIdhe ja chevaTe jayavaMta rIte upara tarI Ave che te rIte ahIM vItarAga paramAtmAnI bhakita - upAsanA - teonI AjJA pramANe jIvananuM ghaDatara karavAnI pravRtti, bIjA koI puNya ke tathAvidha viziSTa nimittonI apekSA vinA, rAgAdi prabaLa duzmanonA samUha para jayavaMta bane che. arthAt zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnI bhakti-upAsanA karanAra, teonI AjJA mujaba - AthavatyAga - saMvarapravRtti tarapha jhUkanAra vyakita svata: paNa rAgAdi mohanA saMskAro para nigraha meLavI zake che. te rIte zrI vItarAga prabhunI bhakita te svataMtra - svAzraya - anya nirapekSa rIte kArya karatI hovAnuM jaNAvI, ArAdhakone te pratye vadhu valaNa dAkhavavA garbhita sUcana karyuM lAge che. Page #364 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 313 JD kaMDikA - 2 vIra ni saM. 2501, vi. saM. 2031 phAgaNa su10 bapore 3-37 miniTa, paramakRpALu paramAtmA, tAraka devAdhidevanI mahAkRpA rUpe maLelI bakSisa. (serIsA tIrthanA bhUmigRhastha divya zakti nidhAna zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunA mAdhyamathI maLela apUrva khajAnAnI cAvIrUpa 9 kaMDikAo - temAMthI 1, 3 thI 7 saMskRta, 2 gujarAtImAM, 8-9 prAkRtamAM temAMnI bIjI kaMDikAnuM vivecana zrI navakAra pasAye visaM. 2032 Aso va8 thI 64 praharI = ATha divasa zAstrIya mauna daramyAna thayela AtmajAgRti dazAe game te divyazakitanA vAhaka tarIke lakhyuM - 203ranA Aso vadI 10 savAre 7-45 thI 8-15 daramyAna) jANe paramAtmA bolyA : saMsAranI sarvazakita karatAM vItarAganI bhakti vadhu prabaLa che !!!" ahAhA ! zuM adbhuta amRtanA ghUMTaDA A paMktinA pratyeka zabdomAMthI TapakI rahyA che! jApanI guramukhe nirdezala prakriyA baLe japayoganI cothIthI pAMcamI bhUmikAnA aMtarALe rahela puNyavAna, karo AnaMda A paMkitao meLavI !!! devagurukRpAe e bhUmikAe pU. gurudevazrInA varada AziSa pratApe pahoMcavAthI adbhuta AnaMdanA ghUMTaDA e paMkitanA zabda zabdamAMthI pI rahyo chuM !!! vAraMvAra A paMkitao sAme joI rahevAnuM sUnamUnapaNe) khUba ja mana thAya che, astu !!! A kaMDikAmAM zakti ane bhakita e be zabdo mukhya che. vyavahAramAM dunyavI kakSAnA jIvo zakitane mahattva ApatA hoya che, kema ke zakitanuM kArya pratyakSa anubhavathI jaNAya che. zakti vinAno padArtha ke mANasa duniyAnI daSTie kyarAtulya ane namAlo gaNAya che. mATe zakti saMsArI rIte mahattvanI che. temAM paNa zaktinA kakSAvAra prakAro vividha jAtanA che. paugalika padArthomAM paNa te te dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAva tathA tene lagatuM viziSTa vAtAvaraNa, mizraNa, prayogakartAnI vilakSaNatA Adine laI zakti vividha rUpe prakaTe che, jenAM sArAM-narasAM pariNAmo Page #365 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 314 paNa dekhAya che. e rIte cetananI paNa zakita, svataMtra rUpe temaja pudgalAnuyAyI rUpe karmanA udaya, udayAnuvidva kSayopazama eTale mohanIya karmanA udaya sahita karmanA pudgalo thoDA-ghaNA khase tevA kSayopazamanI vividhatA ke vicitratAnA AdhAre, avanavAM - aTapaTAM svarUpa dhAraNa kare che. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA cetana ane pudgalanI sarvadezIya, sarvakSetrIya, sarvakAlIya, sarva prakAranI zaktio, te paNa samasta saMsAranI eTale saMsAranA samasta cetana AtmAonI ane samasta jaDapadArthonI sarva zakitaono dravyatAthI samuccaya karI kalpita trAjavAnA eka pallAmAM rAkhavAmAM Ave - tenI sAme bIjA pallAmAM vItarAganI bhakita mUkavAmAM Ave to te palluM bhAre ja rahevAnuM. saMsAranI sarvakSetra-kALanI, sarvajIvonI, sarvapudgalonI tamAma pariNamanomAMthI janmatI zakitaono saMcaya, sAmA pallAmAM chatAM te palluM aghdhara ja rahevAnuM - vItarAganI bhakitanA pallAne hacamacAvI nahIM zake. A nakkara hakIkatanI rajUAta, parama karuNALu dayAsAgara patitapAvana niSkAraNa baMdhu paramAtmAe karI che. tenuM rahasya e jaNAya che ke zakita-bhakita bannemAM ti pratyaya bhAva=kriyA(padArthanuM ekiTavarUpa)mAM che. bannemAM rahela dhAtu Ama judA che. zitimAM zak dhAtu che. bhikatamAM bhaj dhAtu che. zano artha thAya che samartha thavuM. kriyAnI kSamatA darzAvanAra zak dhAtu che, jyAre bhajjU dhAtu sevAnA arthamAM che. arthAt sevyanA svarUpamAM lIna thaI javA rUpe, aMtaranA ahaMne pANImAM mIThAnI jema ogALIne, sevyanA svarUpa sAthe ekAkAra banavAnI vAta bhaj dhAtunA arthamAM dhvanita thAya che. A uparathI zapha dhAtumAM samarthatA, kSamatA darzAvavAnI vAta ahaMbhAvanI bhUmikA darzAve che. jyAre bhakitamAM rahela bhar dhAtu anaMtaguNanA nidhAnarUpa, upAsya tarIke svata:siddha bhUmikAe birAjamAna deva-guru-dharma ke tene jIvanaprANa banAvI cAlanArA ArAdhakonA, te te viziSTa Adarza lokottara AdhyAtmika vikAsanA sarvocca kakSAne anurUpa pagathArane, vivekabuddhithI nihALI, tevI bhUmikA potAnAmAM paNa prakaTa karavAnA zubha irAdAthI, tIvra guNAnurAganI saMvedanA sAthe AvAM viziSTa ArAdhya tattvonI bhakita-sevA-pUjA-upAsanAmAM, aMtarathI ApaNA buddhi-matanI citra-vicitra aTapaTI cAlabAjIthI satatapaNe poSAI rahela ApaNA ahaMbhAvarUpa mIThAnA pahADane, upAsya tattvonI guNadRSTi ke pramodabhAvanA sahakAra sAthe karAtI upAsanArUpa pANImAM, ogALI nAMkhavA mATeno je saprayatna. hakIkatamAM saMsAranA eNTamabaoNMba supIrIara hAiDrojana baoNMba ke tevAM bIjAM saMhAraka vinAzaka bhayaMkara astromAM paNa ahaMbhAvarUpa mIThAnA pahADane naSTa karavAnI zakita nathI. vaLI AtmAnI vividha karmanA udaya ane udayAnuvidva kSayopazamanA AdhAre citravicitra pariNamanarUpa je viziSTa jAtanI zaktio tenAthI pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA sarjana dvArA kadAca paudgalika anukULatAnA saMjogo UbhA thAya, paNa ahaMbhAvanI abhedya mIThAnI parvatazreNIne bhedI na zakAya. Page #366 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvacaMdrikA 315 tethI saMsAranI cetana ke jaDa sarva jAtanI sarvadezIya, sarvakAlIya zakitao karatAM paNa vItarAganI bhakti eTale vItarAga paramAtmAe nirdezela karmanirjarAnA dhyeyathI aMtaraMga pariNAmonI samarpitabhAvanA sAthe vItarAganI AjJA mujaba jIvananA ghaDatarano daDha saMkalpa hakIkatamAM sarvocca kakSAe rahe te svAbhAvika che. kema ke vItarAganI bhakitamAM upAsyanI anaMta zakitanA pAvarahAusa sAthe AjJAniSThatA temaja tenI vaphAdArInA joDANathI ApaNAmAM apUrva Atmateja laherAvA mAMDe che, ke jenI sAme karmasattA tharatharATa dhrujArA sAthe bhAgavA mAMDe che. A cIja jagatanA koI paNa pudgalajanya padArthomAM ke AjJAnA saMparkamAM nahIM Avela audayika ke udayAnuviddha lAyopathamika bhAve aTavAyelAM cetanAmAM paNa karmanA paramANuone khaseDavAnI bhUmikA svapna paNa nathI hotI. tethI saMsAranI sarvazakti karatAM vItarAganI bhakita vadhu prabaLa che. A vAkayakaMDikA hakIkatamAM aMtaramAM divya prakAza pAthare che ke jemAM yathAzakaya ArAdhake potAnA aMtaramAM sevA, pUjA, arcanA, nAmasmaraNa Adi dravyabhakti sAthe, teonI AjJAne dhruvatAraka banAvI, tenI pratiSThA prANAte paNa jALavI rAkhavAnI tatparatArUpa bhAvabhakti sarunAM caraNomAM besI khUba khUba keLavavA puruSArtha karavo. Ama A kaMDikA ArAdhako mATe udAtta jIvanasUtra ane jIvanadizAnI amogha sUjha ApanArI che. kiMDikA - 3 vIra nisaM. 2501, vi. saM. 2031 phAgaNa su. 10 bapore 3-37 miniTa, zrI serIsA pArzvanAtha prabhunA mAdhyame suMdara AdhyAtmika kaMDikAo prApta thayelI jemAMnI be upara vivecana visaM. 203ranA cAturmAsa daramyAna zrI navakAranI mahAkapAthI thayela. pachI trIjI kaMDikA upara vIra ni, saM. 2503, vi. saM. 2033 caitra su. 6 zanivAre 11-20 miniTe thayela mahAkuMraNA(zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra baLe)nA AdhAre vivecana - "vizvabhavyatAraNapratyalAyA: jinabhakteH suratarozca merusarSapayoraMtaram' Page #367 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 366 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA Sche " zabdArtha : "samasta bhavya jIvone tAravAmAM samartha zrI vItarAga prabhunI bhakti ane kalpavRkSa vacce meru ane sarasavanA dANA jeTaluM aMtara che." vivecana : ArAdhanAnA paMthe cAlanAra puNyAtmA, dhyeyamAM khUba cokakasa hoya to yathArtha rIte saphaLatAnI Toce pahoMcI zake. anAdikALathI mohanI vAsanAnA jhapATAthI, saMsArI jIva mAtranuM dhyeya pagalika padArthone meLavI, tenAthI sukha-zAMti anubhavavAnuM hoya che. jo ke hakIkatamAM te ayathArtha che kema ke pANImAM mAkhaNa, dhULamAM telanI jema, jagatanA jaDapadArthomAM sukha-zAMtinAM tattvonI hayAtI ja nathI. temAM to mAtra vadi cAranA vikArI pariNamananI mukhyatA hoya che. sukha-zAMti e caitanyano dharma che. te AtmA sivAya bIje kayAMya hoya nahIM, paNa mohanA viSama udayathI, madirAnA ghenathI asatu cIjo paNa svabhAsita thAya, tema paugalika padArthomAM achatA sukha-zAMtino bhramaNAtmaka khyAla thavAthI, jIvamAtranuM dhyeya paudgalika padArthane meLavI levAnuM hoya che, jyAre ArAdhaka puNyAtmA ArAdhanAnA pagathAra para paga mUkatAM ja, anAdinI bhUla sudhAravA prayatnazIla bane che. bhale ! karmanA viSama pAzanI jakaDAmaNanA lIdhe, amalIkaraNanI daSTie ArAdhaka jIva ochAvattA aMze hoya, paNa dhyeyanI spaSTatAnI khAmI to ArAdhaka puNyavAnane hoya ja nahIM. eTale ArAdhaka mahAnubhAva pote svayaM ApameLe, sadgurunAM caraNomAM samarpaNabhAva keLavI, e vAta spaSTapaNe haiyAmAM aMkita kare ke, A vizvamAM mArA jIvanane upayogI sukha-zAMti nAmanI cIja paudgalika padArthamAM che ja nahIM. te to caitanyano dharma hoI, mArI potAnI pAse ja che. mAtra mArA caitanyanA vikAsanA avarodhaka karmanAM AvaraNone khaseDavAno mahattvabharyo puruSArtha karavo jarUrI che. te puruSArthanI dizA, rUparekhA, ane gatividhinuM nirUpaNa, anaMtopakArI zrI tIrthaMkara vItarAga deva paramAtmAoe anaMta akhUTa bhAvadayAnA ucca stare pahoMcI, jIvamAtrane karmanA pAzamAMthI choDAvavAnI mahaudAtta vicAradhArAnA paripAkarUpe upArjela zrI tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanA udayanA AdhAre, ekAMta hitakararUpe jagatanAM prANIo samakSa karyuM. tenA sArAMzarUpe ArAdhaka puNyAtmAo nirNaya kare che ke jagatanA bhautika padArthonI meLavaNI e mArA jIvananuM lakSya nathI, paNa aMtaraMga AtmadazAnA svasaMvedanasiddha anupama sukhazAMtibharyA svarUpane anubhavavA mATe sakriya prayatna karavo, e mArA jIvananuM lakSya che." AvuM lakSya ArAdhakane tyAre prApta thAya ke jyAre ArAdhanAnA pagathAre AvatAM ja anAdikALanI mohavAsanAnA poSaka saMsArI padArthonI asAratA ke virasatA jANavA maLe. te mATe vItarAga paramAtmAnAM Page #368 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 317 caraNonI sevA dvArA khasatAM AvaraNothI anubhavAtI, AtmazakitanA camakArAnI jarUra che. te camakAro anubhavavA A kaMDikAmAM anaMtopakArI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI upAsanAnuM yathArtha svarUpa phaLa dvArA darzAvyuM che. vizva = saghaLA, ma = yogya jIvone, tAraT = saMsArathI tAravA, prajJAcI = samartha, AvI, nimavate = zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunI bhakita. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunI bhakitanuM svarUpa phaLamukhe (mukha dvArA) ahIM darzAvyuM che ke, saghaLA bhavya jIvone tAravA samartha eTale ke svayaM to tIrthaMkara devo, mohanA saMskAronA vijaya dvArA saMsArathI tarI gayA. paNa pote tarI gayA emAM te paramAtmAnI vizeSatA nathI. kema ke sAdhana vizeSathI bIjanA sahArAne meLavI lokhaMDa ke paththara jevI bhAre cIjo paNa tarI jAya che, paNa temAM vizeSatA te lokhaMDa ke paththarane tAranAra padArthanI che. tarI janAra cIjanI mahattA bIjAne tAravAnI zakita temAM keTalI vikAsa pAmI tenA para che. prabhuzAsanamAM svakalyANa ane parakalyANa, bhedabheda saMbaMdhathI naya vizeSathI ekabIjA sAthe saMlagna che. mAtra parakalyANa ke svakalyANa jevI cIja prabhuzAsanamAM nathI. kalya = bhadra-hitakArI-mAMgalika, tene gALa = lAve te kalyANa. potAnA jIvanamAM hitakArI maMgaLarUpa sthitinuM lAvavuM te venyA ane bIjA AtmAmAM tevI sthitinuM sarjana karavuM te pavityA. potAmAM tevI viziSTa sAdhanA baLe mohanA saMskAronA apUrva kSayopazamathI rAgAdi dUSaNo para vijaya meLavI. sarva jIvo para udAtta maitrI ane apUrva samabhAvanI prApti jeTalI vadhu teTalI potAnAmAM bhadra hitakArI-maMgaLamaya paristhitinuM sarjana svata: vadhu. AvI maMgaLamaya jIvanadazAnI bhUmikAe pahoMcela vyakti ja jagatanA jIvone mUka preraNA, mauna upadeza, vartananI sacoTa asara, Adi dvArA bIjA jIvomAM udayabhAve vartatA azubha mohanA saMskArone potAnI viziSTa bhAvadayAbharI AtmazakitabaLe nabaLA karI bIjA jIvomAM paNa maMgaLamaya sthitinuM sarjana parakalyANa rUpe karI zake che. eTale TUMkamAM paramAtmA vItarAga tIrthaMkara devo, pote saMsArathI tarI gayA tenI pratIti jagatanA sarva yogya jIvone tAravAnI zakita temanAmAM vikAsa pAmI te dvArA thAya che. jema jema ApaNAmAM aMtaranAM rAgAdika dUSaNone pArakhIne tenA kSaya mATenI saphaLa sAdhanA tema tema ApaNA saMparkathI jANe ajAye paNa bIjA AtmAonA rAgAdi doSonuM baLa ghaTavAnI zakayatA vadhu. e rIte prabhuzAsanamAM svakalyANa-parakalyANa banne eka ja sikkAnI be bAjuo che, athavA to mAkhaNa kADhanAra ravaiyAnI be dorIo che. banne ekabIjAnA pUraka che, eka bIjA vinA baMne TakI zakatA nathI. TUMkamAM paramAtmA svayaM, saMpUrNa AtmazakitanA viziSTa adhikArI, anAdikAlIna yogyatAnA AdhAre evA banyA ke tIrthaMkararUpe temanA AlaMbanane gurunithAe yogya rIte vidhipUrvaka lenAra saMsArathI tarI ja jAya, viSayakaSAyathI mukti saphaLa rIte meLave ja! koI paNa bhavya jIva, bhavasthiti paripAka Page #369 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 318 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA Adi viziSTa sAmagrInA sahakAra sAthe prabhu vItarAga paramAtmAnuM AlaMbana le chatAM, tenA rAgAdika dUSaNono kSaya na thAya evuM kadI na bane. A rIte prabhu vItarAga paramAtmAnAM caraNonuM zaraNa svIkAravA rUpa bhakti jagatanA sarva bhavya jIvone saMsAranA kAramA anaMtAnaMta karmanAM baMdhanothI choDAvanArI che. te bhaktine kalpavRkSanI upamA ApavI te aprastutopamA che, kema ke kalpavRkSa e kaMI jagatanA jIvonAM karmanAM baMdhanone toDI zakatAM nathI- mAtra puNyanA udayanA dhoraNe, sAMsArika padArtho jevA ke rAgAdi dUSaNone upajAvanAra - vadhAranAra che - ne ApanArA che. eTale prabhubhakita jagatanA samasta bhavyajIvonAM rAgAdi dUSaNone mULathI nAza karanArI, tenI samAnatA, jagatanA bhautika padArthone paNa puNyanA udayanA dhoraNa mujaba ApavAnI sImita zakitavALA kalpavRkSa sAthe zI rIte karAya? kadAca karAya to paNa te meru parvata ane sarasavanA dANA jeTaluM e baMne vacce aMtara gaNAya. ane meru parvatanI vizALatA AgaLa sarasavanA dANAnuM astitva najIvuM gaNAya tema vItarAga prabhu paramAtmAnI bhakti sAme kalpavRkSanI mahattA najIvI gaNAya. "vijayatAM jinazAsanaM nam" Page #370 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #371 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cauda pUrvano sAra-aciMtya prabhAvazALI tizrInayakA IN 2 Namo siddhA cha na taka zrI MIDU INCom ? namaskAra-mahAmaMtra / / Namo arihaMtANaM // // Namo siddhANaM // // Namo AyariyANaM / / // Namo uvjjhaayaanne|| / / Namo loesavvasAhUrNa / / / eso paMcaNamukkAro, svvpaavppnnaasnno| maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, paDhama havai maMgalaM // TAMI 6 53 4 TITING sarvaziromaNi jazrI.nabhA2bhAmaMtra) Page #372 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sarvaziromaNi zrI navakAra citra paricaya zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrane zAstromAM upamAtIta vizeSaNothI varNavyo che. zrI navakAranI asIma zakitaonA sAmAnya paricaya mATe amuka viziSTa upamAo jaNAvAya che, paNa te kharekhara zrI navakAranA yathArtha svarUpane jaNAvI zakatI nathI. A vAtane spaSTa rIte samajavA mATe A citra che. A citramAM vacagALAmAM khUba ja zyAma raMganI pRSThabhUmikA ApaNA jIvanamAM khUba ja gADha rIte phelAyela mithyAtva, ajJAnAdino aMdhakAra sUcave che. temAM lAla pRSThabhUmikAe sapheda sphaTika jevA akSarothI cakacakato zrI navakAra siddhapadanI zAzvata bhUmikAe pahoMcavAnI sudaDha lakSyanI jAgRti sAthe zvetavarNathI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnI AjJAnI pradhAnatA zrI navakAranA ArAdhako mATe darzAve che. Ane pharatA bahAranA vartuLamAM nIcethI khIlelI phaLasamRddha velaDInA dazyamAM nava cIjo zrI navakAranI anupama zakitano paricaya ApanArI darzAvI che. 1. sauthI uparanA mathALe daza kalpavRkSo pAMcanI be lAinamAM darzAvyAM che, te ema sUcave che ke - yugalIyA vagere puNyazALI jIvonI saghaLI manokAmanA pUrNa karanArA A kalpavRkSo manathI ciMtaveluM ja mAtra Ape che, ane te paNa puNya-sApekSa rahIne ja game tene game te cIja game teTalI ApavAnI zakti kalpavRkSamAM nathI. jyAre navakAra to sarva jIvone dhAryA karatAM vadhu puNya na hoya to navuM upajAvIne paNa ApIne chevaTe AtmAnI akhUTa zaddhi paNa Ape eTale zrI navakAra kalpavRkSathI paNa caDhiyAto che. 2. DAbe kAmadhenu che. 3. jamANe kuMbha che. A baMne cIjo saMsArI paugalika padArtho puNyasApekSa rIte ciMtavyA pramANe devAdhiSitapaNAne lIdhe Ape che. paNa zrI navakAra to AtmAnA anupama mahimAzAlI viziSTa sadgaNonA aizvaryane sAdi-anaMta bhAge Ape che. tethI zrI navakAra kAmadhenu ane kAmakuMbha karatAM paNa caDhiyAto che. 4. citramAM DAbe amRtakuMbha ane 5. jamaNe ciMtAmaNiratna darzAvyuM che. kharekhara amRtamAM saMsArI rogone samULa nAza karI addabhuta Arogya ApavAnI zakti Ayu Adi zubhakarma sApekSapaNe che. paNa zrI navakAra to bhavobhavanAM vividha duHkhonA mULa kAraNasamAM karmarUpa bhAvarogane mULamAMthI naSTa karI anaMta avyAbAdha parama padanI prApti karAve che. tethI zrI navakAranA pratyeka vargo amRtakuMbha karatAM paNa vadhu mahattvanA che. tathA ciMtAmaNiratna mAMgaNI pramANe puNyasApekSa rIte jagatanA pagalika vaibhavane kadAca Ape, paNa zrI navakAra to bhakita-zraddhA ane zaraNAgatinA sumeLanA pariNAme ihabhava-parabhavanI laukika-lokottara Page #373 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 320 saMpadA-samRddhi ApavA sAthe AtmAnA akhaMDa sAmrAjyane acUka rIte prApta karAve che. tethI zrI navakAra ciMtAmaNiratna karatAM paNa caDhiyAto che. A rIte zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI apUrva mahimA sUcavanArI pAMca upamAo darzAvI. have zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA lokottara AdhyAtmika prabhAvane sUcavatI cAra upamAo darzAvAya che. je A citramAM nIcenA bhAge dekhAya che : zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA 6. vajra (DAbe) ane 7. cakraratna (jamaNe) 8. dIvAdAMDI (DAbe) tathA 9. vahANa (jamaNe) dekhAya che. eTale ke - zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra eTalo badho adbhuta prabhAvazALI che ke - (6) vajra je rIte moTA moTA parvatonA bhukakA karI nAkhe tema ogaNotera koDAkoDI sAgaropamanI sthiti toDavAnI apUrva zakti jenA ekeka akSaranA dravyathI paNa uccAramAM rahelI che. tevo zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra ati gUDha tIvratama mithyAtva rUpa mohanA saMskArone gurugamathI karAyela jApa-dhyAna-ciMtanAdi prabhAve naSTa karI nAMkhe che. Adi vaLI (7) cakravartInuM cakra je rIte viSama duzmanone paNa kSaNabharamAM kabaje karI de che, ane cakravartIne cha khaMDanI apUrva Rddhi Ape che, te rIte A navakAra paNa nibiDatama karmanA saMskAronAM baMdhanone mULamAMthI chedI AtmAne karmanI gulAmImAMthI choDAvI akhaMDa Aaizvaryano bhokatA banAve che. A pramANe (8) dIvAdAMDI jema bharadariye pahADa ke bhekhaDo sAthe athaDAIne bhukako thaI javAnA mahAn bhayamAMthI vahANane dUrathI ugArI le che tema kuvicAra, tIvra saMkaleza Adi viSama vikSepomAMthI jIvanane hemakhema bacAvanAra zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra che. te rIte (9) zrI navakAra anAdianaMta A saMsArasamudramAM AthaDI rahelA ApaNA jIvAtmAne nirAbAdha pramANe pAra utArI muktirUpa nagaramAM laI janAra sarva sAdhana saMpanna sapharI vahANa jevo che. A rIte zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra jagatanI adbhuta upamAothI paNa kharekhara avarNanIya banI rahe che. mAtra AvI viziSTa upamAothI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI adbhuta zakitao viSe bahu Acho khyAla ApI zakAya. TUMkamAM zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra sarva upamAothI atIta ane sarvaziromaNi che. e vAta A citra parathI samajI zakAya che. vizeSamAM A citramAM sauthI upara madhyabhAge zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra pratIka [yogazAstra pR 9, zlo 31 thI 36]nuM Alekhana che. tenI DAbe zrI arihaMta prabhunI suMdara sthApanA zrI navakAranA ArAdhakonA haiyAmAM ahaMdAjJAnuM prAdhAnya darzAvavA karI che. jamaNI bAju siddha bhagavAnanuM niraMjana nirAkArapaNuM darzAvavApUrvakanI sthApanA ArAdhanAnA chevaTanA lakSya tarIke siddhi padanI prAptinuM mahatva darzAvyuM che. nIce DAbe J ane jamaNe " batAvyAM che. je baMne paMcaparameSThIone guNAnurAgapUrvaka namaskAra karavArUpanA lakSyArthavALA zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI mAMtrika zakitaonA pratinidhi samA mahAn savotkRSTa maMtrabIjo che. A rIte A citra bhAvika puNyAtmAonA haiyAmAM zrI vItarAga zAsana nirdiSTa bhAvazuddhinI keLavaNI mATe khUba ja upayogI che. vadhu mArmika rahasya jJAnI gItArtha guru pAsethI samajavA prayatna karavo. Page #374 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #375 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OTD dharma rAkSasa ArAdhaka kaSAya sarpa adhyavasAya zu mRtyu hari parvata saMphaleza hAni bhUta bhAva zikharaM durSyAna vRzcika OTLE 30 dveSazukara // Namo arihaMtANaM // // Namo siddhArNa // // Namo AyariyANe || // Namo uvajjhAyANaM // // Namo loesavvasArarNa // | eso paMcaNamukkAzana savyapAvappaNAsaNI maMgalANaMca savvesiM, paThame havar3a maMgalA www bhavATavI Page #376 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tavacaMdrikA 321 ArAdhanAmAM prANa pUrti karanAra khUba ja bhAvollAsa jAgrata karanAra zrI mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanA citrano paricaya A citra mumukSu puNyAtmAnI zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI ArAdhanAnI paddhatine sUcave che. A citramAM jamaNe baeNTarI ane tejavartulanA pAchalA bhAge gADha jaMgala darzAvyuM che, te bhava aTavI che, temAM mithyAtvanI kAjaLagherI saghana rAtrino aMdhakAra copAsa patharAyela darzAvyo che. citranI pRSThabhUmikAmAM ane jamaNe nAnA-moTA durgama parvatonI hAramALA darzAvI che, te mohanIya Adi karmanA viSama saMskAro moTe bhAge jIvanamAM klAyelA che, ema sUcave che. AvI viSamatAonA gherAvAmAM rahela paNa ko'ka puNyAtmAne pUrvanA prakRNa puNyathI ko'ka puNya kSaNe jIvanazuddhinA rAjapaMthe laI janAra dharmanI ArAdhanAno saMkalpa thaI Ave che, ane ArAdhanA mATe taiyAra thAya che. paNa rAga, dveSa, mRtyuno bhaya, durgAna, kaSAya, karmasattA, Adi jaMgalI jIvono trAsa uparAMta mithyAtvanA atigADha aMdhakArathI gUMcavAI jAya che. eTalAmAM devaguru kRpAe anaMta jIvone paramahitakArI mokSamArganI sAdhanAmAM upayogI zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtrarUpa hAthabattI(baeNTarI)no prakAza jamaNI bAjuthI (caramAvartaka zukalapAkSika Adi dizAe anAdikAlIna vAma-viparIta pravRtti aTakAvavAthI dakSiNa mokSamArgane anukULa pravRttinI sAhajikatAe) sAMpaDe che. tenA divyatejathI ArAdhaka puNyAtmA parameSThIonA zaraNe vRttionA samarpaNanI zakita keLavI AjJAdhInatArUpe ArAdhanAnI zAzvata nirAbAdha rAjamArgarUpa keDI para caDhI jAya che, ane bhava aTavImAM nirAdhAdhapaNe Atmazaktione vikasita karanAra adhyavasAya zuddhino parvata daSTigocara thAya che. jenI saMkaleza-hAnirUpa taLeTIe pahoMcI ArAdhaka jIva mohanA saMskAronI aTapaTI gUMcamAMthI mukti meLave che. ane ArAdhakabhAvarUpa zikharanA bhAge pahoMcI jIvanazuddhinuM sanAtana satya meLavavAnI sakriya ArAdhanA prAraMbhI zake che. A parvata upara zrI navakAranA parama tejamAM lAdhatI AcAravicAranI saraNio dvArA ArAdhaka bhAvanA zikhare pahoMcI jaI puNyAtmA japamAM lIna banI ArAdhanAne gatizIla banAve che. A vakhate bhava aTavImAM atyAra sudhI herAna karanArA jaMgalI janAvaronA trAsathI zrI navakAranA japa ane dhyAnanI skUrtibaLe chuTakAro meLave che. mRtyurUpa hAthI kaSAyarUpa sarpa rAgarUpe siMha durgAnarUpa vIMchI parUpa sUara vaLI zrI navakAranA divya tejathI anAdikAlIna vAsanAnA kendrasamA kaMcana, kAminI, kuTuMba, kAyAnAM cAra vartulonI asAratA samajAI jAya che, tethI tyAMnI daSTi khaseDI (baeNTarInA uparanA bhAge) zrI namaskAra Page #377 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 322 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA mahAmaMtranA divya tejasvI vartuLa (jemAM navakAra mahAmaMtranA dareka padonI citrAtmaka- pratIkarUpa bhAvavAhI sthApanA che.) tarapha ArAdhaka jIva daSTi sthira kare che. tejasvI vartuLanA uparanA bhAge niraMjana nirAkAra siddha paramAtmAnA zAzvatapadane lakSyarUpe magajamAM sthira kare che. daSTi ane magajanI dhyeyalakSitA darzAvanArI tejarekhA ArAdhaka bhAgyazALInAM netra ane mastakamAMthI nIkaLatI darzAvI che. AvI suMdara paddhatipUrvakanI ArAdhanAnI maMgalapaddhati apanAvavAnA pariNAme ArAdhaka bhavyAtmAnI pAchaLanA bhAge mohanIya karmanI viziSTa parvatIya guphA vageremAM vasanAra karmarUpa mahArAkSasa (ke je duSTAdhyavasAyarUpa tIkSNa aNIdAra bhAla ane durAcaraNarUpa khaDjha (talavAra) laI anAdikALathI dareka jIvAtmAnI pUThe paDyo che.) paNa hatavIrya banI jAya che. tenuM jora kAMI cAlatuM nathI, pariNAme ArAdhaka bhAgyazALInA mukhAraviMda para pUrNa nirbhayatA ane svasthatA jhaLake che. temaja ArAdhaka mahAnubhAva potAnA zirachatrarUpe zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI paramocca AdhyAtmika zaktio ane dareka varSe 108 utkRSTa vidyAonI mahAzaktionA saMyukta ojasvI pravAhane potAnA mastake varasato kalpI avarNanIya prasannatA anubhave che. A rIte ArAdhanAnA rAjamArge saphaLa5Ne saMcaravAnA ke dhapavAnA vikAsa mATe zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA saphaLa mArga nirdezarUpa zAsana upara bahumAna keLavavAnI jarUra che. tethI A citramAM madhyabhAge sauthI vadhu tejasvI tAraka samA zrI arihaMta paramAtmA darzAvyA che. A rIte A citramAM sAdhanAmAM vikSepa Ubho karanAra anAdikAlIna saMskAronA gUMcavADA upajAvanAra bAdhaka karmasattAnA citravicitra prakAro para vijaya meLavI viziSTa sAdhanono upayoga karIne ArAdhaka zI rIte saphaLa ArAdhanA karI zake? tenuM saMkSipta sarvAga saMpUrNa digdarzana jaNAvyuM che. adhikArI mumukSu jIvo gurugamathI vizeSa khulAso meLavI jIvanane mahAmaMtranI vizada ArAdhanAnA marmane samajI maMgalamaya ArAdhanA karavA bhAgyazALI bane. zrI nama, mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa = saMpatti zrI nama mahAmaMtranuM vismaraNa = vipatti cauda pUrvano sAra zrI jina zAsanano sAra, jenA manamAM che navakAra, tene zuM kare saMsAra ? Page #378 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA 32 3 parama pUjya gurudeva paMnyAsapravara zrI abhayasAgara mahArAja sAheba likhita-saMkalita-saMpAdita prakAzanonI yAdI 1. Agama jyotirdhara bhA.1-2 (pU AgamoddhArakazrInuM caritra) 2. bhakitarasa jharaNAM bhA. 1-2 (prAcIna covIzI visI stavano) 3. stava parijJA (prAcIna Agamika graMtha) 4. sAgaranuM jhaverAta (pU. jhavera sAgarajI ma.nuM caritra) 5. svAdhyAya jyota (paMcasUtra 1-4 bhASAMtara sapadaccheda) 6. maMgala jyota (paMcasUtra-1 padaccheda tathA bhASAMtara) che. Agama jyota (varSa-1 thI 16) (pU AgamodvArakazrInAM vyAkhyAno) 8. jJAna jharaNAM (pU AgamoddhArakazrInAM vyAkhyAno) 9. mahAmaMtranAM ajavALAM (zrI navakAra jApanI samaja) 10. ArAdhanA jyota bhA. 1 thI 4 (zrI navakAra ArAdhanA vidhi) 14. ratna karNikA (pU. pa0 abhayasAgarajI manuM ciMtana) 15. suvicAra jharaNAM (pU. paM. abhayasAgarajI ma.nuM ciMtana) 16. jJAna jyota (pU. paM. abhayasAgarajI ma.nuM ciMtana) 17. Atama jyota (pU.paMabhayasAgarajI mAnuM ciMtana) 18. aMtara jyota (pU. paM. abhayasAgarajI ma.nuM ciMtana) 19. akhaMDa jyota (pU. paM. abhayasAgarajI manuM ciMtana) 20. maMgala jIvana (hindI) (pU. paM. abhayasAgarajI manuM ciMtana) 21. maMgala vANI (hindI) (pU. paM. abhayasAgarajI ma.nuM ciMtana) 22. navakAranI adbhuta ghaTanA (DaoN. jhaverIno anubhava) 23. navakAra jyota (zrI navakAranAM kAvyo) 24. Atma zuddhi jyota (kAvyo) 25. vItarAgane caraNe (ratnAkara pacIzI-kAvya) 26. vaMdanA jyota (bhakita kAvya) ra7. AgamanAM ajavALAM (Agama vAcanAno itihAsa) 28. Agama vANI (AgamanA mArmika vAkayo) 29. paMcasUtra vArtika (pU AgamoddhArakazrIjInI paMcasUtra TIkA upara vArtika) 30. zrI dravya saptatikA vivecana (sAtakSetra saMbaMdhI zAstrAdhAra sAthe vivecana) 31. jaina zAsana saMsthA baMdhAraNa (hindI) (sAtakSetra samaja) Page #379 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 324 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA 32. dharmadravya vyavasthA 33. sAtakSetra vyavasthA (saMkSipta) 34. bhakita jyota 35. ApaNe zuM meLavyuM? 36. vivekanAM ajavALAM 37. AratI jyota 8. sAmAyikano jhaNakAra 39. dIvAdAMDInAM ajavALAM 40. AnaMda ratnAkara bhA. 1 41. bhaTevA pArzvanAtha smAraka graMtha 42. mAMDavagaDha tIrtha ItihAsa 43. Adarza zrAvakapaNuM 44. Adarza sAdhupaNuM 45. zrI sImaMdhara zobhA taraMga 46. zramaNa sAdhanA 47. adhyAtmasAra praznottara 48. sAgaranAM motI 49. hitottama harSamAlA 50. jJAna gaMgA 51. zrI siddhahema laghuvRtti 54. zramaNa dharmakriyA 55. mukitanA paMthe (bhA. 1-2) 56. zramaNadharma ArAdhanA 57. sAdhutAnI jyota 58. sAdhutAnAM ajavALAM 59. bhakita guMjana 60. Atma zuddhi caMdrikA 61. maMgala jyota bhA. 1 thI 4 (sAtakSetra samaja) (sAtakSetra samaja) (aSTaprakArI pUjA paddhati) (Adhunika zikSaNanuM phaLa) (paradezamAM emasInI mahattA) (covIza bhagavAnanI AratI) (3ra doSanI samaja) (mArmika suvAkayo) (pU. AgamodvArakathI prastAvanA saMgraha) (aitihAsika) (aitihAsika) (zrAvaka viSe) (sAdhutA viSaya) (sAhityika apragaTa rAsa) (sAdhu upayogI) (navatatva para naya vicAraNA) (aupadezika suvAkyo) (aupadezika suvAkayo) (padezika suvAkayo) bhA. 1 thI 3 (prAyazcittanI saMkSipta samaja) (yogya vyakti mATe 18 navakAra) Page #380 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattacaMdrikA 325 bhaugolika sAhitya nAma viSaya 1. tatvajJAna smArikA (bhUgoLa saMbaMdhI vidvAnonA lekho) 2. tattvajJAna smArikA bhA. 1 thI 5 (gujarAtI) (bhUgoLa saMbaMdhI vidvAnonA lekho) 3. tattvajJAna smArikA (saMskRta) (bhUgoLa saMbaMdhI vidvAnonA lekho) 4. tattvajJAna smArikA (hindI) (bhUgoLa saMbaMdhI vidvAnonA lekho) 5. tattvajJAna smArikA (IMgliza) (bhUgoLa saMbaMdhI vidvAnonA lekho) 6. tattvajJAna smArikA citrAvalI (jaMbUdvIpa saMbaMdhI) 7. jaMbudvIpa bhA1 thI 4 (bhUgoLa saMbaMdhI vidvAnonA lekho) 8. satya zuM ? bhA. 1-2 (gujarAtI) (bhUgoLa saMbaMdhI vidvAnonA lekho) 9. vijJAna eka vimarza (gujarAtI) (taTastha vicAraNA) 10. vizvamAM ApaNe kayAM? (gujarAtI) (jaMbUdvIpamAM ApaNuM sthAna) 11. maMgala saMdeza (gujarAta) (abhiprAya) 12. khagoLa-bhUgoLa sAhitya (gujarAtI) (pRthvInI gati-AkAra viSe zAstrAdhAra) 13. zuM e kharuM haze ? (gujarAtI) | (gati-AkAra viSaya) 14. bhUgoLa bhramaNa praznAvalI (gujarAtI) (taTastha samIkSA) 15. pRthvIno AkAra nirNaya (gujarAtI) 16. zuM pRthvI kharekhara phare che ? (gujarAtI) 17. koNa zuM kahe che ? (gujarAtI) 18. vizvano AkAra praznottarI (gujarAtI) 19. pRthvI kharekhara goLa nathI ? (gujarAtI) 20. epolonI caMdrayAtrAnuM rahasya (gujarAtI) (bhA. 1-2) 21. epolo kayAM UtaryuM? (gujarAtI) 22. ApaNI pRthvI (gujarAtI) 23. vicAraka vidvAnonI sevAmAM (gujarAtI) 24. epolo caMdra yAtrA ? (hindI) 25. pRthvI kaisI ? (hindI) (bhA. 1-2) 26. kana kayA kahatA hai? (hindI) (bhA. 1) 27. pRthvI kI gati eka samasyA (hindI) (bhA. 1-2) Page #381 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 326 zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tanvacaMdrikA 28. pragati paricaya aura saMmariyAM (hindI) 29. kauna kayA kahatA hai? (hindI) (bhA. 2) 30. soco aura samaje (hindI) 31. praznAvalI (hindI) (bhA. 1-2) 32. bhUgoLa vijJAna samIkSA (hindI) 33. kayA pRthvI kA AkAra gola hai ? (hindI) 34. kayA yaha saca hogA ? (hindI) 35. vijJAnavAda vimarza (hindI) 36. kayA epolo cAMda pahoMcI ? (hindI) 37. pRthvI kA AkAra nirNaya-eka samasyA (hindI) 8. satya zodha yAtrA (saMskRta) 39. bhUgoLa bhrama bhaMjanI (saMskRta) 40. kasyanIyara (aMgrejI) 41. voTa adhara se ? (aMgrejI) 42. Dajha dha artha rIyalI seTeTa? (aMgrejI) 43. e rIvyu oNpha dhI artha zArpa (aMgrejI) 44. vijJAna kArya vimarza (saMskRta) prAptisthAna : 1. sArAbhAI mohanalAla zAha taMboLIvADo, ghImaTo, pATaNa (u.gu.) 384 262. 2. kumArapALa jayaMtIlAla zAha C/o kauzika yaMtIlAla ramakaDAM mArkeTa sAme, pAnakora nAkA, amadAvAda - 380 001. Page #382 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tatvacaMdrikA zrI vardhamAna svAmine nama: "zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra tattvacaMdrikA' pustakanA sahAyakonI yAdI rUpiyA 10150/- thI cANasmA jaina saMgha zrAvikAo taraphathI jJAnakhAtAnA, cANasmA. 500/- zrImatI suzIlAbena bAbubhAI kamalatilaka vardhamAna tapa AyaMbila khAtuM, amadAvAda TrasTa taraphathI, haka narendrabhAI. 1200/- pratimAbena caMdrakAntabhAI zAha, amadAvAda. 10/- preraNAbena bhadrezabhAI zAha, amadAvAda. 1000/- bhAratIbena azvinabhAI zAha, amadAvAda. 10000/- je. 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