Nishadhkumar charitra

Author(s): Vardhaman Sthanakvasi Jain Shravak Sangh
Publisher: Sankliben Kapurchand Gandhi
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/023365/1

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|| zrI ninavAra namaH | zrI niSadhakumAra caritra [lI'. sa. sa. nA bA.bra. viduSI pU. lIlAvatIbAI mahAsatIjIe che saM. 2027 mAM ghATakoparanA cAturmAsamAM ApelAM vyAkhyAne] W 16 saMgrAhaka : zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina zrAvaka saMdha, ghATakopara prakAzaka : sAMkaLIbena kapuracaMda gAMdhI kiMmata : rUpiyA 6 -00

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prakAzaka : sAMkaLIbena kapuracaMda gAMdhI gAMdhI chAyA, senTrala beMka upara AzArADa, ghATakopara-muMbaI-77 vikrama saMvata 2028 I. sa. 1972 prathama AvRtti nakala : 4001 stuti vIraH sarva surA surendra mAhite, vIra budhAH saMzritA virahitaH sva karma nicaye, vIrAya nitya namaH vItIrtha mide pravRttamatula vIrasya ghora tapa, vIre zrI prati kIti kAMti nicaya, zrI vIra bhadra diza X ane bhagavanta Indra mahitAH siddhArtha siddhi sthitA AcAya jina zAsanennati karA pUjyA upAdhyAya kA, zrI siddhAnta supAkA munivara ratnatrayArASakA paca parameSThina pratidinaM, kutu che maMgalama mudraka zrI maNalAla chaganalAla zAha, mudraNa sthAna : navaprabhAta prinTiMga presa, ghIkAMTA reha, nevelTI sInemA pAse, amadAvAda

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- - - - - - - - ' ' samarpaNa parama upakArI zAyajJa AcArya samrATa bA. vra sva. pUjya zrI puruSottamajI mahArAja tathA saurASTra kesarI bA.bra. paMDita munizrI prANalAlajI mahArAja tathA kaviyatrI javerabAI mahAsatI, mIThIbAI mahAsatI, ujamabAI mahAsatI, matIbAI mahAsatI tathA bA.bra maNIbAI mahAsatI vagere saMta-satIjIe; jeo mArA gAma meMdaraDAmAM avAra-navAra padhArI, mArA putra ane putrIomAM jJAna-siMcana karI sadguNI banAvela che te upakArIone.... tathA mArA pUjya pati deva, ke jemane dharmane raMga hADehADamAM lAgela, te dhamanuM-saMskAronuM siMcana temanA chae saMtAnamAM avatarela heI, A vyAkhyAna-grantha te svargastha upakArI AtmAone samarpaNa karuM chuM. lI. mumukSu sAMkaLIbena kapuracaMda gAMdhI.

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ghATakApara saMdhane AMgaNe saM. 2027nuM cAturmAMsa karavA je je mahAsatIjI padhAryAM ane tapazcaryAM karI temanI zubha nAmAvalI. 1 zAsanaratna mahAviduSI prakhara vaktA mA. bra. pUjya lIlAvatIbAI mahAsatIjI 2 ugratapasvI pU. kamaLAmAI mahAsatIjI 3 mA. bra. pU. hIrAbhAI 4 mA. mra. pU. kusumabAI pa suzIlAbAI 6 nima LAbhAI bhAratIkhAI 7 27 8 sevAbhAvI pU. subhadrAkhAI 9 mA. bra. pU. jAgRtimAi 10 caphrikAmAi 11 12 13 14 15 16 99 99 "" 29 "" "" "" 27 rajanabhAi nalinIbAI pratibhAbhAI hasumatIbAI kauzalyAbAI jayaMtikAbAI "" "" "9 "" 99 39 "" "" 29 "" "" 79 27 "" upavAsa 3 chaThanA varasI tapa upavAsa 8 upavAsa 16 upavAsa da upavAsa 18 upavAsa 12 upavAsa da upavAsa 16 upavAsa 8

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prakAzakanuM nivedana ghaNAM varasa pahelAM, khA. bra. viduSI pU. lIlAvatIbAI mahAsatIjI grAmAnugrAma vidyAra karatAM, amAza gAma medaraDA padhArelA tyAre temanI yuvAna vayamAM, jussAdAra vyAkhyAna tathA temanAM cAritramaLathI prabhAvita thaIne, amArA gAmanA nagara zeTha zrI ratIlAla ANu dajIbhAI e, phakta 37 varSanI yuvAna vayamAM sajoDe AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karela tathA khIjA ghaNA bhAI-baheneAe, nAnAM mATA vrata grahaNa karela temaja saMghajamaNu vagere zAsana prabhAvanAnAM kAya thayela. tyArathIja teonI vairAgya jharatI vANI sAMbhaLavA huM utsuka rahetI. ghATakopara saMghanA pramaLa puNyAye saM. 2027 nuM cAturmAsa prastuta mahAsatIjIonu' ghATakoparamAM thayuM, pU. mahAsatIjInI khelavAnI sarala ane sacATa zailI, temaja taLapadI bhASAmAM zAzvasaMgata vyAkhyAna Ape, jethI nAnA meATA badhAyane temAM rasa Ave. duhA, kAvyA, AAkI badhA sAdhvIjIe, sAthe khele, jethI zrotAenA haiyA DolI uThe. amArA jevAne tA sAMbhaLavAnuM mana thAya, paNa yuvAna ane mALako eka dhyAne sAMbhaLatA. jenAM phaLa svarUpe ghATakoparamAM ghaNA meATA pramANamAM tapazcaryAe thaI. temAM mArA lADIlA pautra ci. sudhIra vrajalAle IjaneranA abhyAsa karatAM, pahelI vakhata aDAi karI. temaja pautrI sudhA kAMtilAle bI. e. nA abhyAsa karatAM 6 upavAsanI tapasyA karI, tathA mArA suputra vRjalAle, muMbainAM dhamAlIyA jIvanamAM rahetA chatAM AjIvana cauvihAra karavAnuM vrata svIkAryu. AthI mane ema lAgyuM ke A vIravANInA prakAzananA lAbha zrI saMgha jo mane Ape, tA huM mArI jAtane dhanya mAnIza. zrIsaU mArI vinatI svIkArI te badala zrIsaMdhanA huM AbhAra mAnu chuM. eSadAyaka pustako jyAM tyAM nahi. rakhaDAvatAM, sAcavIne rAkhavA temaja kabATamAM mUkI na rAkhatAM, samaye samaye tenuM vAMcana karavuM. ane khIjAne paNa te vAMcavAnA lAbha ApavA, tevI mArI vinaMtI che. AvA vairAgya preraka pustakAnI kiMmata nAnA gAmaDAMomAM tathA paradezAmAM bahu hoya che, kema ke teone tyAM saMta satIjInAM pagalAM thatAM nathI te tevAM sthaLe pazu A pustake mAkalavA vinatI che. : prakAzaka : sAMkaLIbAI kapuracaMda gAMdhI.

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agAuthI thayela grAhakenI nAmAvalI pustaka nAma gAma 801 eka bahena, ha vADIbhAI zAha muMbaI 125 zrI vADIlAla mohanalAla zAha mATuMgA 101 , pAnAcaMda DuMgarazI turakhIyA mATuMgA , motIcaMda kAnajI zAha ghATakopara 101 , vardha. sthAnakavAsI jaina saMgha borIvalI mulunDa kAMdAvADI-muMbaI 101 saMdhavI dhArazI ravAbhAI sthA. jainasaMgha lIMbaDI 50 zrI lakSmIcaMda kAnajI, bhAta bajAra muMbaI 50 , bacubhAI gulAbacaMda dozI ghATakopara 50 , vIracaMda meghajI zaibhaNa muMbaI jayaMta pepara kuM. ha. haragoviMdabhAI vajubhAI jayaMtIbhAI ghATakopara mahetA rAmajI jhaveracaMdanA suputra jayaMta peparavALA ha. pratAparAya gAMdhI ghATakopara bhAIcaMda gulAbacaMda cheDA eka sadagRhastha ha. sevaMtIbhAI hIrAlAla mehanalAla turakhIyA kAntilAla maganalAla vRjalAla kezavalAla lIMbaDIvALA 50 che guNavaMtalAla maphatalAla kAmadAra zIvalAla sAMkaLacaMda zAha 50 zrI caMdulAla lakSamIcaMda zAha mATuMgA 50 , caMdulAla amRtalAla ThosANI 25 , hiMmatalAla harajIvana khaMbhAtavALA ghATakopara 25 , vRjalAla jIvarAja gAMdhI 25 , surajabena harIlAla khANI 25 , narendra kIracaMda gesalIyA = = = = = =

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gAma kalA vilepAralA ghATakopara pustaka nAma lIlAvatIbena rAmadAsa nagInadAsa ANaMdajI vasA kAntAbena jamanAdAsa dAmANI pipaTalAla DAhyAbhAI ha. sUryakAntabhAI popaTalAla bhAIcaMda zAha harakhacaMda hIrAcaMda mahetA 25 rAyacaMda avicala zeTha 25 , sojapALa gAMgajI 25 zAha bradharsa. ha. prANajIvana juThAbhAI 25 zrI harajIvana devajI cuDAvALA 25 tribhavana jagajIvanadayALa 25 , chaganalAla karasanajI cuDAvALA 25 , vRjalAla maNIlAla naTavaralAla varajIvanadAsa 25 , kAntilAla catrabhuja vekarIvALA muMbaI 25 che naMdalAla jagajIvana turakhIyA va. sthA. jaina saMgha 15 , harajIvana kezavajI TIbaDIyA 11 , jayasukhalAla bhurAbhAI rUpANI 11 , premacaMda lakSamIcaMda zAha, 5 ,, lIlAvatIbena dalIcaMda zAha 15 , amRtalAla kezavalAla gIradharanagara 11 , jIvaNalAla chaganalAla saMghavI 5 - hiMmatalAla zAmaLadAsa zAha 5 " harIlAla jeThAlAla zAha sAbaramatI 5 " ramaNalAla sAMkaLacaMda zAha 5. " merAjabhAI premacaMda zAha 5 " prANalAla cunIlAla 5 " ravicaMda sukhalAla zAha 5 " jayaMtIlAla kasturacaMda kayA muMbaI ghATakopara thAnagaDha rAjakoTa amadAvAda kalola ghATakopara thANuM dAdara mATuMgA

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pustaka ghATakopara 5 " ke. ke. saMghavI 5 " gulAbacaMda bhagavAnajI pa " tArAcaMda geradhanadAsa jasANI " talakasI lAlajI " vIrajI saMghajI gAMdhI " ramaNikalAla enDa sansa " ratIlAla dalIcaMda 5 " harilAla vRMdAvanadAsa jhaverI " narasiMhadAsa vakhatacaMda saMghavI " kAMtilAla pipaTalAla cuDagara " bATavIyA TekasaTAIsa ha. mahAsukhabhAI .' : bhIvaMDI : sAMgalI hATakezvara ghATakopara dhrAMgadhrA erIvalI 6. jetapura

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prastAvanA ke vidvAna saMta-satIjIonA vyAkhyAne teoe prApta karela zratajJAnanA dehana rUpe hoya che tethI te vyAkhyAne janahitArthe chapAvavAnI zaruAta chellA keTalAka varSothI thaI rahI che. A zubha hetu lakSamAM laI ghATakoparanA sthA. jaina saMghe saM. 2022mAM bA. bra. pUjya zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInuM cAturmAsa thatAM, temanAM cAturmAsika vyAkhyAne "zAradAmAdhurI" nAmathI prakAzita karelAM. temaja saM. 2023nI sAlamAM bA bra sadUgata pU. zrI kizanalAlajI ma. sA.nA suziSya priyavaktA bA.. zrI vinayamunijInuM ghATakoparamAM cAturmAsa thayela, temanAM vyAkhyAne paNuM jIvana vaibhava" nAmathI pustaka rUpe chapAvyA. tyArabAda saM. 2025mAM mAlavakesarI paM.2. pravartaka bA. bra. zrI saubhAgyamalajI ma. tathA zAsaNa zrI vijayamunijI ThA. 6nuM cAturmAsa thatAM pU. saubhAgyamalajI manA vyAkhyAne "jIvana vicAra" nAmathI tathA 5 vijyamuninA vyAkhyAnenA sArarUpa "sanmati sAhityanA pustakanA seTane sAkAra rUpa Apela che. saMvata 2927mAM zrI saMghanI bhAvapUrvaka vinaMtIne svIkArI, bA. bra. viduSI pU. lIlAvatIbAI mahAsatIjI ThANuM 16 cAturmAsa karavA padhAryA. te daramyAna temanA 10 - suziSyAoe tapazcaryAnA moTA zeka karela, temAM pU. kamalAbAI mahAsatIjIe 36 upavAsanI ugra tapazcaryA karIne zAsananI zebhA vadhArI. A cAturmAsamAM ghATakopara saMghamAM nAnImoTI 400 tapasyA thaI. e rIte pU. satIjIonI tapasyAne javAba zrI saMghanA bhAI-bahenoe vipula tapasyAothI ja Ape. jethI ghATakopara saMghamAM cothA ArA jevuM dazya khaDuM thayuM hatuM. e ja pramANe pU. lIlAvatIbAI mahAsatIjInuM nirmaLa cAritra, te sAthe jJAnAbhyAsanI jijJAsA vRtti hovAthI teozrI eka kSaNa paNa vyAvahArika vAtacitamAM nahiM gumAvatAM, vAMcana, manana ane nididhyAsanamAM ja potAnA samayane sadupayoga karatA. vyAkhyAna, vAMcana ane sAdhucaryAthI theDIka nivRtti laIne, teo zrI zrama vidyApIThamAM paNa jatA ane tyAM abhyAsI sAdhvIjIo ane bhAva dIkSite je svAdhyAya karatA hoya te pU. mahAsatIjI sAMbhaLatA ane pitAnI zikhyAone paNa abhyAsa vakhate vidyApIThamAM mokalatA. uparAMta jyAre jyAre potAne samaya maLe tyAre vidyApIThanA adhyApaka jJAnavRddha paMDita zrI zabhAcaMdrajI bhArikala tathA paM zrI rozanalAlajI jenI pAse jJAna carcA karatA. sAMjanA pratikramaNa pUruM thayA bAda viduSI mahAsatIjI potAnA ziSyAo tathA saMghanA dharmajijJAsu bahene pAse parazALamAM besatA ne paMDite tathA mumukSu zrAvako upAzrayanA kampAunDamAM besatA ne tyAM kalAko sudhI nahiM samajAyelA praznonI chaNAvaTa thatI. vyAkhyAnamAM 5. viduSI mahAsatIjI niriyAvalikA sUtramAM Avela "vahidazA" "sUtramAMne "niSayakumArane arthikAra pharamAvatA. te eTalI rocaka, vairAgya bharapura zailIthI

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pharamAvatA ke mANasane vyAkhyAnamAMthI uThavAnuM mana na thAya. vairAgyamaya vANI uparAMta teozrI AjanA dhamAlIyA jIvana para chaNAvaTa karI zrAvika vikAone pitAnuM sAMsArika jIvana Adarza banAvavAne baMdha ApatAM kAvya, duhAo, sUtranI gAthAo, tetre vagere saMbhaLAvatA. teozrInI vANIne sau koI satkArapUrvaka jhIlatA ane samajI manamAM utAravAnuM zakaya prayatna karatA. - zrI saMghane ema lAgyuM ke pU. mahAsatIjInAM vyAkhyAnene pustaka ArUDha karyA heya te aneka bhavyAtmAone te upakAraka thaI paDe. prakAzananI saMghamAM vicAraNA thaI, tyAM te lagabhaga traNa hajAra jeTalA grAhake noMdhAI gayA. jethI zrI saMghane temanA vyAkhyAne chapAvavA mATe khUba utsAha vadhe. A pustakanA prakAzanamAM, ghATakopara saMghanA mAnadamaMtrI zrI vRjalAla kapuracaMda gAMdhI tathA TrasTI zrI ratIlAla kapuracaMda gAMdhInA pU. mAtuzrI zrI. sAMkaLIbena kapuracaMda gAMdhIe sahakAra ane preraNA ApatAM temaja temanI vinaMtI mAnya karIne prakAzaka tarIke teonuM nAma pragaTa karatAM zrI saMghane khUba AnaMda thAya che, te mATe zrI saMdha teozrIne AbhAra mAne che.. prakAzana kAryamAM, zrI saMghane upayogI thavA mATe, sadbhAvanAthI prerAIne, zeTha dalapatarAya jaTAzaMkara verA zolApura vALAe rU. 1101ne ceka mekalela che te badala zrI saMgha teone AbhAra mAne che. janatA bukaDInA bhAgIdAra vIrajIbhAIe tathA gAlA pepara mATe, kAgaLanI kharIdImAM tathA prakAzana kAryamAM upayogI sUcana ane sahakAra Apela te mATe ame teozrIne AbhAra mAnIe chIe. "sthAnakavAsI jaina" patra (amadAvAda) nA taMtrI zrI jIvaNalAla cha. saMghavIe A pustakanA praphe tapAsavAnuM tathA pustakane samayasara chapAvavAnuM kArya, utsAha ane kALajI pUrvaka karela che te mATe ame temane AbhAra mAnIe chIe. keTalAka kAraNothI pAchaLathI kaMpajha kAmamAM jhaDapa karI hevAthI, pustakamAM bhUle rahI javA pAmI haze te sudhArI levAnI sujJa vAcakone vinaMtI che. kemake zuddhi patraka mUkavAne samaya rahevA pAmyuM na hatuM. A pustakanA agAuthI grAhaka thaI zrI saMghane pretsAhana ApanArA tamAma grAhakabaMdhuone ame AbhAra mAnIe chIe. zrI saMghanA TharAvane mAna ApI jemaNe pAMcathI ochI nakala nedhAvI che temanA nAme chApyA nathI. te te bhAIo daragujara kare. A vIravANInuM AdhyAtmika pustaka vAMcI mumukSuo svajIvanamAM pragati sAdhaze te amArA A prakAzanane hetu saphaLa thaye gaNAze. mAnada maMtrIo ghATakopara : tA. 1-9-72 zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha ghATakepara,

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(1) mukelI jyAre paDe muzkelI jyAre paDe, huM tyAre tane yAda karuM chuM, sukhI thatAM visaruM tane, ne duHkhI thatAM yAda karuM chuM, mUhI thAye che paisAnI, thaI jAuM tyAM huM abhimAnI, jyAre khAvAnA sAMsAM paDe, huM tyAre tane yAda karuM chuM. sukhI thatAM visaruM tane jobana jyAre ame chalake, pApa karUM tyAM mukhaDuM malake, jyAre kAyAmAM kIDA paDe, huM tyAre tane yAda karuM chuM, sukhI thatAM visaruM tane bhaNatara lauM jyAM A duniyAnuM, hastI tArI huM na mAnuM, jyAre hathiyAra heThAM paDe, huM tyAre tane yAda karuM chuM, sukhI thatAM visaruM tane...." sAthe phare tyAM be saMgAthI, gaja gaja phUle mArI chAtI, jyAre ekalaDAM maravuM paDe, huM tyAre tane yAda karuM chuM; sukhI thatAM visaruM tane. (2) tama kane zuM mAgavuM! tama kane zuM mAMgavuM, e ame nA jANIye, - tame jene tyAga karyo e ja ame mAgIe...... rAjapATa vaibhavamAM sukha nahi lAgyuM, duHkharUpa samajIne tame badhuM tyAguM, tame duHkha mAnyuM emAM ame sukha mAnIe tame jene kaMcanane kAminI tame dIdhAM tyAgI, moha mAyA choDIne thayA vItarAgI, vItarAgI pAsa ame lADI vADI mAMgIe... tame jene ... devAdhideva tame mekSa keza dAnI, --- ame mAMganAra karIe nAdAnI pArasanI pAsa ame patharAe mAMgIe... tame jene..." he prabhujI amane evuM jJAna Apajo, mAMgavAnuM rahe nahi evuM jJAna apAra, mAMgIe te eTaluM ke tuja darzana ja mAMgIe... tame jene

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ke keTaluM kamANA?, ? jIMdagImAM keTaluM kamANA re, ene saravALe mAMDajo , samaju sajjana ne zANA re, ene saravALo mAMDa samaje samajAvuM tamane zANA re, ene saravALe mAMDa : . moTara vasAvI tame baMgalA baMdhAvyA, khuba kayA ekaThA nANuM re. ene deza pharyA tame videze vicaya, Tebala para khuba lIdhA khANa ene UgyAthI asta sudhI dhaMdhAnI jhaMkhanA uthalAvyA Ama tema pAnA re.. ene khAdhuM pIdhuM ne tame meja, bahu mANu, mamatAnA pUramAM taNAyA re ene DAhyA thaIne tame paMcamAM pUchANAM, moTA thaIne manANuM re... ene lAvyAtA keTaluM ne laI javAnA keTaluM, Akhara te lAkaDAM ne chANA re....ene mAnavadharmane jeNe na jAye, saravALe mIMDA mukANuM re...ene varanA dharmane jeNe nava jA, cerAsImAM aTavANuM re ene Atmayamane jeNe pIchANa, bhava bramaNathI mukANa re...ene pisA ke prabhu! patthara jevA paisA ne sonA jevA prabhu ! emAM koNa tamane pyArUM. bele, paisA ke prabhu! che keNuM tamane pyAruM, bela, paise ke prabhu! paisA...paisA..." paise tamane pyAra che paNa ene kaI nathI khArUM, be ghaDI dilane bahelAve ne trIjI ghaDIe aMdhArUM, sukhaduHkhamAM sAcA saMgAthI, paiso ke prabhu ? koNa tamane maLaze te paNa paisAthI te saMsArI sukha maLavAnAM. nitanita navalI tRSNA jAge evA sukha zuM karavAnAM, saghaLAM duHkhathI mukti Ape paise ke prabhu? koNa tamane sAcA dilathI eka ja veLA saMbhAro tyAM prabhu Ave, - -- jIvanabhara paisAne pUje teya sadA e taDapAve, saheluM ne sukhadAyI sAdhana paiso ke prabhu? koNa tamane ... AtmAne paramAtmA jyAre ekabIjAne apanAvI zAMtine saMtoSa taNe tyAM, zAzvata saMgama sajAve, siddhinA dvAre pahoMcADe ke prabhu ke tamane

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vyAkhyAna naM....1 aSADha vada 2 zukravAra, tA. 9-7-719 zramaNa bhagavaMta mahAvIra svAmIe bAramA upAMga vanDidazAmAM suMdara prarUpaNA karI che. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu hoya tenuM nAma siddhAMta. bhagavAnanI vANImAM jAgRtine jhaNakAra che, prabhutAne paDakAra che, ratnatrayane raNakAra che. tapa-tyAgane TahukAra che. bhagavAna artha rUpe vANI kahe che. ane gaNadhara sUtrarUpe gUMthaNI kare che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI pATe sudharmA svAmI birAje che. tyAre temanAM AyuSyamAna ziSya tejasvI, ojasvI, varcasvI, yazavI bhagavAna sudharmA svAmIne vaMdana-namaskAra karI prazna pUche che ke he pUjya! zramaNa bhagavaMta mahAvIre bAramA upAMga vahidazAmAM zA bhAva batAvyA che? sudhamAM svAmI jaMbu svAmIne niSadhakumArane adhikAra samajAvaze. jaMbu svAmI supAtra ziSya che ane sudharmA svAmI supAtra gurU che. baMnenI joDa anupama che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA eka eka sAdhu kevA hoya ! zramaNa eTale zramajIvI, parAzrita jIvana nahIM. pite pitAnAM ja paga para ubhe rahenAre, svAvalaMbI, purUSAthI, zramaNane pramAdamAM paDayuM rahevuM pAlave nahi. agherInI mAphaka nidrA levI pAlave nahi. nidrA levI te sarvaghAtI prakRti che. nidrA levI eTale pitAnI sarva zaktione DhAMkI devI. e avasthAne tame choDI gho. UMghatA UMghatA kadI mokSa maLato nathI. jyAM sudhI tame tamArA svarUpane jANatA nathI, AtmAne oLakhatA nathI, svalakSI dhyeya nathI, svagharanI oLakha nathI, paragharamAM daSTi doDAvI che, tyAM sudhI zAzvataghera pahoMcI zakAtuM nathI. jene AtmAnuM svarUpa pAmavuM che, ene keTalI taiyArI joIe ! siddhapada meLavavA mATe mahAvIra svAmIe kevI jhuMbeza uThAvI? ke purUSArtha karyo hato? AtmAnI ArAdhanA mATe kevI sAdhanA karI hatI ? bhagavAne ApaNane je rAha batAvyo, je mArga darzAvyo, je purUSArtha dekhADaze, te pramANe purUSArtha kara joIe. bhagavAna mahAvIra pitAnA svarUpamAM ramaNatA karI rahyA hatA te vakhate game teTalA devoe temane DagAvavA prayatna karyo chatAM teo aDaga rahyA. jene guNa rUce te guNanI prazaMsA kare, jene dharma game, vitarAganI vANI game te, tenI prazaMsA kare che. ghaNAM mANase adekhA tathA IrSAvALA hoya che. bIjAne adekhAIthI tathA ISathI bALe che. je jIva bhAre kamI che, tene kadI paNa mekSanI IcchA thatI nathI, dharma rUca nathI, dharmane te haMbaga mAne che. tevA che bhagavAnane paNa herAna karavAnuM cukatA nathI. keI bApa pitAnA putrane kahe ke beTA! A rUDo

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kama maLe che. mATe dhamane jIvanamAM apanAve joIe. te putra krodhathI dhamadhamI haze. ane kaheze ke dharma te tamArA mATe che. ame te dharma ke karmane mAnatA ja nathI. mATe jJAnI purUSa kahe che. prathama kSamA dharma lA. ApaNane zarIra upara Asakti keTalI che? jyAre bhagavAne zarIra upara keTalI anAsakti meLavI hatI? dehaparanAM mamatvabhAvane uDADI dIdhuM hatuM. saMsArIne manamAM kevA bhAva ramI rahyA che? aneka jAtanAM phoTA paDe che. paNa manane pheTo paDato nathI. jyAre mANasa asamartha nivaDe che tyAre vadhAre gusse thAya che. tame zarIrane juo che ke AtmAne ? bAradAnanI kiMmata vadhAre ke mAlanI? A zarIra to kathaLe che. aMdaranA AtmAnI kiMmata che. pADozamAM ghI DhoLAya to jarApaNu duHkha thatuM nathI. paNa gharamAM vATako ghI DhoLAya te kevA gusse thaI jAva che? zarIra pADozI che. zarIra te huM nathI. makAna nathI. makAna juduM ane mAlika judA. zarIra juduM, AtmA judo. balavuM te judI vAta che ane AcaraNamAM utAravuM e judI vAta che. vAta karanAra judA che. saMgrAma khelanAra judA che. juo juo jaMbusvAmI, bALavaye bedha pAmI, tajI rAja-riddhi jeNe tajI ATha nArI." tajI ATha nArI tene vaMdanA amArI. juere juo re jeno kevA vratadhArI. jaMbu svAmIe kevI bhagavAnanI vANI jhIlI. ATha ATha kanyA sAthe pANI grahaNa kareluM, chatAM ATheya kanyA choDI, saMsAra bhAvane tyajI, viSayamAM-raMga-rAgamAM nahi lebhAtA, saghaLI samRddhine tyAgI saMyama paMtha svIkAryo. sAdhanA paMthamAM apUrva purUSArtha kheDI, zAzvata sukha meLavyuM. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI je ApaNuM parama pitA che temaNe kevA kSamAnA pATha jIvanamAM utAryA? pariSaha ane upasarganI jhaDIo varasI, chatAM kevAM kaSTone sahana karyA ! bhagavAna eka vakhata kAusagga dhyAne UbhA hatA, tyAre saMgama deva pUrva bhavanA verathI, bhagavAnane UbhelA jue che ane ekadama krodhAyamAna thaI jAya che. "Ane calAyamAna karUM." bhagavAna upara sarpo vikuvIne nAkhe che. sarpo bhagavAnanAM zarIra para jema jhADa para vela viMTaLAya tema vIMTaLAI jAya che ane ati tilaNa dADhe besADe che, khUba pIDA Ape che, te paNa bhagavAna calAyamAna nathI thatAM. tyAre vajamukhI kIDIe hajAro lAkhe vimurve che. kIDIo evA te zarIra para caTaka caTakA bhare che ke bhagavAnanAM zarIramAM khUbaja baLatarA thAya che. chatAM paNa kevI kSamAvIranI titikSA! tyAra pachI saMgama kIDIene saMharI le che. ane vaja samA dAMtavALA uMdara vikave che. vikalA uMdare pitAnAM bhayaMkara ane tIkSaNa nakhathI, dAMtathI ane mukhathI bhagavAnanAM zarIrane chetaravA mAMDayuM. tirelA zarIra para uMdaree laghunIta karI, eka te ghA ne upara khArAzanuM siMcana thAya

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che. kevI vedanA? chatAM paNa dhyAnamAM masta tAraka prabhune calacitta karI zakayA nahi. saMgama pitAnA ekaeka dAvamAM niSphaLa javAthI vadhAre ne vadhAre gusse thAya che. AkuLavyAkuLa bane che. pachI na upAya zodhe che. uMdarane saMharI uMcI sUMThavALe ane moTA dAMtavALe hAthI vika che. e hAthInuM eka pagaluM paDe ne dharatI namI paDe evA jorathI deDate, dhasamasate bhagavAnanAM zarIra para dhasI AvyuM. kuTabelanI jema bhagavAnanAM zarIrane sUMDhamAM jakaDI, AkAzamAM UMce uchALe che. ATalA upasargathI paNa te pAcho haTha nathI ke huM A konA upara zuM karI rahyo chuM? te vicAre che ke huM evuM karuM ke bhagavAnanAM zarIranAM kaNekaNuM thaI jAya evA AzayathI pitAnA be daMkUzaLa para jhIlI dAte ne dAMte vIMdhI nAkhe che. vaja samA zarIrapara vedanAnA taNakhA jharavA lAgyA, chatAM paNa bhagavAna calAyamAna thatAM nathI. kevA atulabaLI bhagavAna ! AkhA vizvanA baLa karatAM bhagavAnanI TacalI AMgaLInuM baLa vadhAre che. saMgama kevA verabhAvathI pApanuM upArjana karI rahyo che. pApa karavA mATe puNyanI je yArI joIe te maLyA kare tyAM sudhI e pApathI pAcho paDe nahi. kharAba puNya bAMdhyA hoya te te pApa karavAnI sagavaDatA karI Ape che. karelA karmanuM phaLa bhegavyA vinA chUTake nathI. jJAnI AtmA duHkhane paNa sukhamAM pheravI nAkhe che. duHkhane duHkharUpa na jotAM sukharUpe jue che. pitAnAM dukhe dukhI thanArA ghaNuM che. bIjAnAM duHkhe duHkhI thanArA bahu ochAM che. jyAM sudhI deha che, tyAM sudhI darda UbhuM che. deha che tyAM sudhI darda AvyA kare, jIvane karmane sabaLa de, dehanAM daMDa te bhagavye chUTake, e ja Adeza che Iza ke, duHkha vyAdhi jarA sarvane AvatA, jJAnI ke mUrkha he prANa koI, jJAnI vede bahu dhairya ne zAMtithI, mUkha vede sadAkALa reI." bhagavAna saMgamanA upasarga vakhate vicAre che ke jyAM sudhI deha che tyAM sudhI darda duHkha AvavAnAM ja che, kAraNake jIvane karmane sabaLa dore che. dehane daMDa te jJAnI ke ajJAnI, rogI ke bhagI sahune bhegavavAne ja che. duHkha, vyAdhio ane jarA te sarva koine kamanasAra Ave che. paNa jJAnI tene vairya ane zAMtithI sahana kare che. jyAre ajJAnIne retAM-ratAM paNa sahana te karavuM ja paDe che. retAM ke hasatAM jIvane karma che te te bhegavavAM ja paDe che. bhagavAnane saMgamadeve kevA ghera upasarga ApyA, chatAM bhagavAnanAM cittamAM vyAkuLatA na AvI. ane pitAnA dhyAnamAM sthira rahyA. uttama saMghayaNa hoya e ja ekAgra citta karI zake. halakA saMghayaNa vALe dhyAna karI zakatA nathI. je paristhiti sarjAya tene anurUpa thavuM e pitAnA hAthanI vAta che. krodhI mANasane vAta-vAtamAM gusso AvI jAya che. jyAre mahApurUSo ke jeNe pitAnAM manane keLavyuM che te te dareka paristhitimAM samabhAva rAkhI zake che,

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pUje niMde koI mAnavI re, emAM rAkhe samabhAva. (2) pariSaha sahe ati AkarA, chaDe te ye nA svabhAva. (2) yegI rame samabhAvamAM keI puSpa vaDe pUjA kare te paNa bhale, ane koI niMdA kare, paththara pheMke te paNa mahApurUSe pitAnAM svabhAvane choDatAM nathI. game tevA ghara-pariSaha paDe te paNa samabhAve sahana kare che. AtmAne svabhAva ja kSamAmaya che. krodhane samaye sAme mANasa agni jevo thAya te tenI sAme kSamAnuM pANI chAMTI tene zAMta kara joIe. paNa tenI sAme krodhI na banavuM joIe. kaSAyanI Aga ApaNAM jIvanabAgane bALI na nAkhe mATe bhagavAne ApelA kSamAnA pAThane bhaNavuM joIe. tamArA avaguNa gAvA vALAne tame kadI paNa mIThAM zabdothI lAvI zake che? ApaNe je AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya te badhA nimittothI para thaIne svagharamAM kaSAyanI Aga na lAge te mATe jAgRta rahevAnuM che. zramaNa kSamAnI pratimA hoya. ApaNe paNa kaSAyane TALI titikSAne dhAraNa karIzuM. te avazya kalyANa thaze. vyAkhyAna naMbara aSADa vada 10 ne zanivAra, tA. 12-771 nAthe siddhAMtathI samajAvyA. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. jaMbusvAmI sudharmAsvAmIne pUche che ke he bhagavAna! bAramA upAMgamAM bhagavAne zA bhAva samajAvyA che? tyAre sudharmAsavAmI kahe che ke he AyuSyamAna ziSya! bhagavAne bAramA aMga vahUidazAmAM je bhAve samajAvyA che te huM tane yathAtathya kahIza. tene tuM ekAgracittathI sAMbhaLa. bahAranA vicAromAM jenuM mana jakaDAI gayuM che, parabhAvamAM rahyuM che, te bhagavAnanI vANIne hRdayamAM utArI zakatA nathI. je bhAve ahIM kahevAze, tene ekAgra cittathI sAMbhaLe. A vItarAganI vANI amUlyamAM amUlya che. duniyAnI kaI paNuM vANu vItarAga-vANIne tela AvI zake nahiM. bhagavAnanI vANI mahAmaMgalakArI ane pAvanakArI che. zAMtine ApanArI che. vinanI haranArI che. manavAMcchita sukhane - ApanArI che. jenI kaI kiMmata AMkI zakatuM nathI. bhagavAna je bhAve samajAve che te aphara che. temAM koI pheraphAra karI zake nahiM. bhagavAna e che ke jeNe kAyAno meha vesarAvI

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dIdhA che. jenA AtmA pavitra che. jeNe kevaLajJAna kevaLadana prApta karyu che. bhagavAna thavuM eTale bhavanA aMta karavA. pachI janma-jarA-maraNa, Adhi-vyAdhi kazuM rahetu' nathI. AvA bhagavAnanI vANI jANIne jeo jIvanamAM utAraze temanuM kalyANa thaI jaze. jJAna meLavavAnI IcchA jAgRta kare. rUci pragaTAveA. mAre jJAna bhaNavuM ja che, evA niNu ya karI bhaNavAnA puruSArtha karA. jaina siddhAMtane yathAtha bhAve jANaze te satya dRSTi maLaze. bIjA dharmanA ane jaina dharmanA mukAbalA karI je zreSTha che tene apanAvI zakaze. bhagavAnane rAga tathA dveSa nathI. rAgadveSa heAya te bhagavAna nathI. bhagavAna nija svarUpanI aMdara masta rahe che. je bhagavAna thaI gayA tene avatAra levAnA nathI, anyadarzInI evu' mAne che ke jyAre bhaktone khUba bhIDa paDe che tyAre bhagavAna bhaktonI bhIDa bhAMgavA mATe avatAra le che. jainadarzana AvuM khelatuM nathI. jainadazana tA kahe che ke jenAmAM rAgadveSa hAya tene avatAra levA paDe che. avatAra levA e jheranA TukaDA khAvA kharAkhara che. janmamaraNu e jIvane zuddha svabhAva nathI, paNa vikArI bhAva che. vikArI bhAvane dUra karI jIve peAtAnuM zuddha svarUpa pragaTa karavu joie. deva, guru ane dharmanuM svarUpa kharAbara samajavu joIe. deva, guru tathA dhama'mAM bhUla kare che te satyane pIchANI zakatA nathI. mATe deva, guru, dhamA~nA svarUpane samajo, deva te arihaMta. guru te ni tha. dhamA~ te kevaLInA prarUpita. zrImad rAjacaMdra kahe che-- " karyAM Izvara ke nahi, izvara zuddha svabhAva; athavA preraka te gaNya, Izvara deSa prabhAva." izvara koInA kartA nathI. izvara teA zuddha svarUpamAM che. tyAre anyadanI kahe che ke bhagavAnanI AjJA vinA eka pAMdaDuM paNa halatuM nathI. Izvara sArI ke narasI koIpaNa jAtanI preraNA kare ja nahi. jo preraka mAnavAmAM Ave te IzvaramAM doSa Ave che. Izvara kAIpaNa vastu upara rAga karAve teA rAgI kahevAya che ane dveSa karAve te dveSI kahevAya che. Izvara teA jJAtA ane draSTA che. Izvara jagatane batAvanAra che. paNa manAvanAra nathI. Izvara jyAre sRSTinI racanA kare che tyAre rAgabhAvane peASe che ane sRSTinA sahAra kare che, tyAre dveSabhAvane paiSe che. Izvara jagatane manAvanAra hAya tA Izvarane banAvanAra paNa koi hAvA joI e. Ama anavasthA deSa Ave. jo jagatakartA Izvara ja che tA teNe vyabhicArI, durAcArI, kusa'gI evA mANasAne zA mATe manAvyA ? vaLI tenAthI viruddha darzonI jevA ke jaina-khauddha vagerene zA mATe banAvyA ? IzvaramAM anata karUNA hoya. jagatamAM ghaNA evA duHkhI jIvA dekhAya che ke jenA para ApaNane paNa dayA AvI jAya che tA karUNAmaya (izvara) pitA jIvAne AvA duHkha zA mATe Ape? zuM A gunhAne mAph na karI zake? ane jo ema kahIe ke krama pramANe saune zikSA bheAgavavI paDe che te

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Izvara ja duHkhasukha Ape che e kayAM rahuM? mATe sAbita thAya che ke jagatakartA Izvara nathI. leka dravyathI eka che, kSetrathI asaMkhya je jana koDA-koDI lAMbe ane paheLe che. te nitya che, zAzvata che, traNeya kALe rahevAvALe che. jIva paNa anAdi anaMta che. bhagavAna sarvajJa che. saMpUrNa padArthane jANanArA che. bhagavAnanI keIpaNa stuti kare, guNagAna gAya athavA gALo bole te paNa te rAgadveSa karatAM nathI. bhagavAnanI pUjA karavI eTale bhagavAnanA caraNamAM pitAnA svaccha dene cheDI enA guNone gAvA. A karavAnI jarUra che. jenAthI mana bahAra bhaTakatuM hoya te aTake che. bhagavAnanI pUjA karatAM leke dhUpa kare che. dhUpa kare te dhyAnane dhUpa karo. dhUpasaLI vAtAvaraNane maghamaghatuM banAve che. dhyAna eTale ekAgra citta. kaI paNa bAhya vicArane AvavA na devA, ene dhyAna kahe che. tamArA gharanuM rakSaNa karavA jema cokIdAra rAkhe che ke jethI keI ajANyA mANasa ke duSTa mANasa praveza karI na zake, tema tame tamArA cokIdAra bane ke jethI duSTa vicAro manamAM pravezI na zake. nAnAmAM nAnuM kAma paNa dhyAnapUrvaka karavuM joIe. manamAM zubha bhAvanuM ciMtana kare. azubha bhAvane TALI de. te tamAre AtmA ucca keTIne banaze. mahAnatA lAvavI hoya te mahAna guNa keLavavA paDaze. dareka kArya pAchaLa zrama le paDaze. bhagavAna sADAbAra varasa sudhI game te sthaLe- gAmamAM, jaMgalamAM, zamazAnamAM, sunA gharamAM, luhAranI koDamAM- game tevA bhayAnaka sthaLamAM ekAgra cite dhyAna dharatAM. duHkha denAra thAkayA paNuM sahana karavAvALA thAkyA nathI. bhagavAne temanA nAma pramANe mahA parAkrama batAvyuM. Aje nAma suMdara pADe paNa nAma pramANe guNa na dekhAya. nAma haya paramAnaMda paNa AnaMdane chAMTo na hoya. nAma haya lakSmIbena paNa pArakA kAma karatI hoya che. lakSamI te tene jovA paNa maLatI nathI. nAma hoya manasukhalAla, paNa jIvanamAM kayAMya sukha na hoya. nAma heya Indravadana paNa zyAma varNa hoya. tamAruM nAma zuM? zrAvakane! paNa "cAre cu, bAre bhulya, chanuM na AvaDe nAma, jagatamAM Dhahere pherave, zrAvaka mAruM nAma." tameM zrAvaka chone? jJAna darzana cAritra ane tapa mokSanAM sAdhana che, ene cukI gayA. bAra vratanA svarUpane jANe che ? chakAyanA nAma AvaDe che? chakAya kene kahevAya? AvuM kAMI AvaDatuM na hoya ane jagatamAM pAcho DhaDhara pherave che ke ame zrAvaka chIe. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI pAse AvIne zuM kahe? ame to ApanA zrAvaka chIe. zrAvaka thaIne aneka jIne dubhAve. satAmaNI kare. cArIo kare. kheTAM kAma kare. ane pAcho zrAvaka kahevarAve che!! eka bena paraNIne sAsare Ave che tyAre enA patine kahe che ke mane tamAruM nAma gamatuM nathI. mATe tamAruM nAma badalI nAkho. tyAre ene pati kahe che: nAmathI

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zuM che? mArA nAmanI peDhIo Theka ThekANe cAle che. badheja vahevAra A nAmathI cAlI rahyo che, tethI mAruM nAma pharaze nahIM. patnI khUbaja haTha pakaDe che. yogIhaTha, strIhaTha, bALahaTha, rAjahaTha e evI haTha che ke lIdhuM mUke nahi. patnIne khUbaja samajAve che, chatAM te samajatI nathI. tyAre ekadama gusse thaIne kahe che ke jA! cAlI jA ! mAre tAruM kAma ja nathI. bAI to nIkaLI jAya che. prabhAtano samaya che. piyaranI vATa pakaDI cAlavA mAMDayuM. tyAM eka bAI lAkaDAnI bhArI laIne sAme maLe che. bAIne pUche che tAruM nAma zuM ? bAI kahe che. lakSmI. vicAre che lakSmI nAma ane TADhataDakAmAM, vanavagaDAmAM jaI lAkaDA kApavA, bhegA karavA ane mAthe caDAvI vecavA javuM, ATalI majurI karavI ! tyAMthI AgaLa cAle che. keI bhIkhArI bhIkha mAMgI rahyo che, hAthamAM lAkaDI ane tuTala phUTala pAtra che. gAbhA vIMTALelA che. ane bele che are bena ! kaI dayA lAvo! huM garIba chuM. traNa divasane bhukhyo chuM. kAMIka te Apo bA ! Ama yAcanA karI rahyo che. bAI pUche che eya, tAruM nAma zuM? dhanapAla. are nAma dhanapALa ne bhIkSA mAge ! tyAMthI AgaLa cAlatAM "rAma bolo bhAI rAma! rAma bole bhAI rAma!" ema bolatAM keTalAka mAnavI nanAmI laIne nIkaLe che, pUche che keNa marI gayuM ! amaracaMdabhAI! amarane vaLI maravAnuM? bAI vicAre che, are, nAmathI zuM vizeSatA che? AnA karatAM te mAro ThaNaThaNapAla bhale che ema vicArIne te pitAnA ghera pAchI Ave che. pati pUche che ke kema pAchA AvyA? zukana na vadhyA? tyAre kahe che. lakSamI vecatI lAkaDA, ne bhIkha mAgate dhanapALa, amara maratAM meM dIDA, bhale mAro ThaNa ThaNapAla" nAma hoya sItA devI ne kuLamAM kalaMka lagADe che. atyAre nAmane artha nIkaLe nahIM evA nAma pADe che. nAma guNa niSpanna rAkhavuM joIe. vardhamAna svAmI nAma zA mATe pADayuM? teo garbhamAM AvyA tyArathI riddhi siddhi dhanabhaMDAra Adi badhAmAM vRddhi thaI eTale vardhamAna nAma rAkhyuM, mahAvIra svAmI nAma zA mATe rAkhyuM? pracaMDa tapa ane saMyamanI bhaThThI saLagAvI, jemAM karmanA kacarAne bALI bhasma karI nAkhyA. ghora upasarga paDyA chatAM aDaga rahyA. dee kahyuM ke ame ApanI sevAmAM rahIe paNa madada mAge e marada nahi. mardAnagI joIe ema jaNAvI mahA parAkrama batAvyuM tethI mahAvIra nAma ApyuM. kSamAe zUrA arihaMtA" tIrthakaro eka varasa sudhI dAna Ape che. dAnanA pATha, zIlanA pATha, cAritra tathA AcaraNanA pATha ApaNane batAvanAra bhagavAna che. upasarganA pahADa tUTI paDayA chatAM kevA aNanama rahyA? sAme jaIne duHkhane sAmano karyo, "laDu bhI khAnA aura mekSa bhI

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jAnA" lADavA khAtA khAtA mekSa joie tA ema nahIM maLe. purUSAtha karaze| tA paramAtmapada prApta thaze. tAre je kAMI karavAnu che e tArA mATe karavAnu che. ApaNe je kAMi mahenata karavAnI che te ApaNA mATe karavAnI che. meM ATaluM karyu", ATalu karAvyuM, ATalA paropakAra karyAM, e kAMI paNa khelAya nahI.. je kAMi sAdhanA karavAnI che e peAtAnA AtmA mATe karavAnI che. sukRtyA karelA jIravAya nahI' te ajINu thaI jAya che. Aje kAMipaNa sArU kAma karaze te tarata bIjAne kahI nAMkhe che, meM badhu karAvyu, mane badhA oLakhe. dhama karavA mATe indriya ane mana para prathama kAbu meLavavA paDaze. je mana ane indriya upara kAbu rAkhI zakatA nathI te mahAna banI zakatA nathI. pAMce indriyanA viSaye kharajavAnI mIThI caLa jevA che. caLa upaDI pachI jIva rahI zakatA nathI. kha'joLavAthI caLa vadhe che. mATe viSayAnI Asakti cheDI, dhama kriyA karI. je kAMI dharmakriyA kareA te upayoga pUrvaka kareA. jethI kanA rAga maTI jAya. khIjAne dekhADavA mATe ke prazaMsA mATe nathI karavAnuM paNa tapa-japadharma -dhyAna-tyAga-vairAgya A badhu Atma lakSe karIne AtmAmAM kArUNyabhAva, samatA, thai tA, namratA vigere guNA prApta karavAnA che. je AtmAmAM guNA vadhaze te mahAna thaze. vyAkhyAna no..3 aSADa vada 4 ne ravivAra tA. 11-7-71 vizvanI mahAna vibhUti bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe siddhAMtanI prarUpaNA karI che. bhagavAnanI vANI bhavya jIvAne mATe upakAraka che. A vANI meAkSanA mAnuM darzIna karAvI zake che. jInezvara devAe prarUpyu che e ja satya che. ajJAnInI vANI karatI hoya che. vaijJAnika pahelAM pRthvIne geALa kahetA hatA, pachI meAsa`khI jevI capaTI, amerikAnI zeSa karI ane tene InDiyA (India) che ema kahI dIdhuM. pachI vaLI bhUla sudhArI ke A amerikA che. Ama je chadmastha che, adhUrA che, temanI vANI satya ja che ema na kahI zakAya. paNa jJAnInI vANI kadI pharatI nathI. ajJAnI Aje kAMI khelaze ane pharI kAle vaLI khIju kAMI kheAlaze. jene kevaLajJAna ane kevaLa duzana prApta thayuM che te leAkAleAkanAM bhAvAne jANI zake che. jeya atitA, jeya paDupannA jeya ogamissA arahaMtA / magavaMto te savve eva bhAikvaMti evaM bhAsaMti evaM pannaviMti evaM paruviMti //

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tIrthaMkarA bhUta-vata mAna-bhaviSya traNe kAlamAM hAya che. ane temAM je bhutakALanAM tItha karo e kahI te ja vAta vamAnanAM tirthaMkarA kahe che. ane bhaviSyanAM paNa te ja kaheze. jema ke bhagavaMte cha dravya kahyA che. tA badhAM ja chadravya kaheze. tatva nava che te khadhAM ema kaheze. koI ATha tatva nahi kahe. traNe kALanAM bhagavaMteAnI vANI eka ja che. aneka vidyAthIo gaNitanI parIkSA ApatAM haiAya temAM jenA dAkhalAnA javAbe sAcA haze te darekanAM eka ja javAba Avaze. ane khATAM haze tenAM darekanAM judA-judA javAmA haze. ApaNI khUba punyAI che! vatamAnakALamAM tirthaMkara nathI, gaNudharA nathI, vidyAdharo paNa nathI. pUrvadhArIe nathI paNa bhagavAnanI vANI teA che te ApaNane sAMbhaLavA maLI che. AnAthI ApaNe bhAgyavAna chIe. paNa eTale khyAla rAkho ke sAdhana maLavAthI jIvananAM koI praznanA ukela thaI zakatA nathI, paNa sAdhanAnA sadvyaya karavA joie. tamArA jIvana rathane kaI tarapha calAvI rahyA che ? tamArI pAse zakti anaMtI paDI che, paNa tame te zaktinA savaLe mArge upayoga karyAM nathI. je zaktinA savaLe mArge upayAga kare che te mahAna manI zake che. sArA vicAra karo ane e vicArane AcaraNamAM mUkavA prayatna karo. ApaNA dhama khelavA karatAM AcaraNane vadhAre mahatva Ape che. jJAnasya vitti| jJAnanuM phaLa viratI che. nava tatvanA svarUpane jANyuM. A meAkSanA paMtha ane A sa'sAranA paMtha ema jANyu paNa Age kadama nahi' bharI, te jANavA mAtrathI mAkSa nahIM maLe. jJAna eja meAkSanuM kAraNa nathI. " jJAna yiAmyAM mokSaH / ,, sAna ane kriyAna sumeLa thAya tyAre ja mAkSa prApta thAya che. ekalI vidvatA e te kesuDAnA phula jevI che. ' "kesuDA puSpa samarUpa raMge bharI, vidvatA jIvananI mAhya zaiAbhA, sAdhutA jIvananI ucca parimala prabhA, vadavAyeAgya tai deva leAbhA. sAdhutA vagaranI vidvatA ekalI, bya che rAkhI upAdhi mATI, vidvatA sAdhutA ubhaya jemAM vase, dhanya te purUSavara deva kaiTI." sAdhutA na heAya ne ekalI vidvatA hAya. khUba kheAlI jatA hAya, AtmAne kama lAgatA nathI. siddhanA AtmA evA mArA AtmA che, paNa AcaraNamAM kAMi mukatA na hAya tA tevI vidvatAnI kAMI ka"mata nathI. vItarAga mAge` cAlanArA sAdhu mAtra ATha pravacana mAtA jANatAM hAya paNa AcaraNamAM mUkanArA hAya tA te meAkSamAgI thaI zake che. nava pUrvI pADI haze chatAM AcaraNamAM nahIM haiAya teA tenA kaze| artha nathI.caudapUrvI paNa pramAdane vaza thaI nigeAdamAM cAlyA jAya che, ema jainadarzana kahe che, mATe sAdhutA jIvananI suvAsa che. sAdhutA vagaranI vidvatA vyatha upAdhirUpa che. ane jenAmAM sAdhutA, vidvatA baMne che te naravIra dhanyavAdane pAtra che ! vidvatA, sAdhutA vagara zAbhAyamAna lAgatI nathI. jJAna-prApti karI, manavANI ane kriyAne ekarUpa banAve. mana judI vAta vicArata

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haze, bhASAmAM juduM ja AvatuM haze, ane AcaraNa paNa judI jAtanuM haze te tene kAMI artha nathI. jagatamAM paNa te pUjanIya banI zako nathI. ApaNAM jIvananI sudhAraNa mATe khUba suMdara sAdhane upalabdha thayA che. lAkha ane karoDo rUpiyA detAM na maLe te dharma ApaNane prApta thayuM che. te tenI kiMmata samajI dhamane AcaraNamAM utAre. lAkha rUpiyAnuM mazIna lA paNa je mazInane nahIM calAvo te tenI upara kATa caDI jaze. tenI pAchaLa kharacelAM paisA vyartha jaze. ema ApaNane A janma, uttama Indriye, uttama dharma, puNyanI khUba paMjI ApatAM prApta thaye che. temAM ALasa ane pramAda karIzuM te jIvana cAlyuM jaze. ane sAdhanane sadvyaya karyA pahelAM nAza pAmaze. janma che enuM mRtyu anivArya che. janmIne marI javAnuM che. paNa kartavyane visarI vacagALAmAM (janma ane mRtyumAM) jIva ghaNuM dhAMdhala kare che. AtmAnI aMdara tadAkAra banavAnuM che, te vAta bhUlI jAya che. bhaNI gaNIne ene DAhyA thaI mahAlavuM, paMcamAM pUchAvuM eNe moTA thaI mahAlavuM, moTAM thavAnAM ene keTalAM ucATa che (2)....emAM te mAnavIne keTalI paMcAta che!" janmIne marI javuM eTalI ja vAta che, (2) emAM te mAnavIne keTalI paMcAta che! sAthe laIne AvyA hatAM. ane jaze tyAre zuM laIne jaze? jyAre javAne vakhata Ave che tyAre te uparathI badhuM utArI levAmAM Ave che. je upalabdhi prApta thaI che te kSaNika che, sagAM-vahAlAo tane mUkIne cAlyA jaze. kAM tuM ene mUkIne cAlya jaIza. anaMtakALamAM anekanI sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhyA ane cheDyAM. jyAM janmya ane jyAM rahyo tyAM mamavabhAva jamAvyuM paNa A badhuM tAre vibhAvabhAva che. miyAdarzanane kAraNe jIve parabhAvamAM ja ramaNa karyuM che. svabhAvane svAda paNa cAkhe nathI. svabhAvane pAmavA saddabuddhine prApta kare. saddabuddhithI vikAro dUra thaI jaze. jyAM sudhI subuddhi tamArI pAse nahIM hoya tyAM sudhI kharekhara tame bhAgyavAna nathI. saddabuddhi vinA paise paNa tamane beTA mAge laI jaze. gItAmAM daSTAMta Ave che. pAMDa ane kauravo vacce jyAre yuddha thavAnuM che tyAre duryodhana ane ajuna baMne kRSNa pAse madada mAgavA Ave che. duryodhana kRSNa mahArAja pAse enA lAvalazkarane mAge che jyAre arjuna eka kRSNanI mAMgaNI kare che. kRSNa mahArAja kahe "huM AvIza paNa hathiyAra nahiM calAvuM. mAtra rathane sArathI banIne rahIza." "bhale bhagavAna! mAre eTaluM ja joIe che." arjuna AnaMdathI nAcI uThaze. aMte arjunanI chata thAya che. je rathane calAvanAra kRSNa hoya tyAM avazya vijaya hoya ja che ema kahevAya che. AmAM jIvananuM darzana che. kRSNa eTale subuddhi. sainya eTale saMpatti. jIvananA rathane doranAre sArathi je subuddhi nahIM hoya te samajI lejo ke jIvanaratha kayAMya athaDAI jaze. samarAMgaNamAM

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ajuna saphaLa thayA hoya te tenI bANAvaLI tarIkenI kuzaLatAthI ke gAMDIvanA parAkramane lIdhe nahi paNa eka kuzaLa sArathine lIdhe. jIvana-saMgrAmamAM jenA jIvana rathane sAthi zrIkRSNarUpI subuddhi che e AtmArUpI ajunane vijaya maLyA vinA rahe khare? subuddhinAM je re jIvanamAM sAdhutA lAve. sarva viratI na bane te kAMI nahIM, dezaviratI bane. aNugAra dharmanI aMdara na Ave te AgAra dharmamAM Avaze. jenA jIvanamAM dharma vaNAya che, tene deve AvIne namaskAra kare che. svarganA deva mAnavanA avatArane Icche che. "bhale ame garIbane tyAM avatAra laI e paNa amane dharmane lAbha maLe ane jemaNe mAnavajanma prApta karyo che te svargane Icche che. keTalI viparIta vAte che? jenA jIvanamAM sAdhutA nathI, ekalI vikatA che, tethI sAdhaka siddhine hAMsala karI zakta nathI, zrImad rAjacaMdra pAse eka mANasa Ave che ane bIDI enA hAthamAM che, ane pUche che: mokSamArga kevI rIte prApta thAya ? zrImade kaTAkSamAM kahyuM : "Ama bIDI pItA pItA mekSa maLI jAya." AcaraNa vagara mekSa prApta thAya nahi. rUDo avasara maLavAthI, zakti maLavAthI jIvanane koI prazna hala thaze nahiM. e mATe prayatna kare. zakti maLI paNa sadvyaya kare ke durvyaya kare e tamArA hAthanI vAta che. bhagavAnanI vANI, ane tenA gUDha rahasyane samaje, na samajAya te kaho. "huM apabuddhivALe chuM, enA arthane huM jANI zakatA nathI. chatAM bhagavAne kahyuM che te satya che, tahata che. pramANabhUta che. temAM saMzaya lAvavA jevuM nathI. bhagavAnanI vANune AcaraNamAM mUkaze te mekSamArganA gAmI thaze. paNa vitarAganI vANInuM yathAtathya AcaraNa nahi karavAthI anAdikALathI paribhramaNa karate jIva ziva thaye nathI. jIvamAMthI ziva prayatna dvArA thaI zakAya che. je jIe ziva thavAnA prayatna karyA che temanA jIvana caritra sonerI pAnAo upara lakhAyA che. jIva samyaka jJAna darzana cAritra tapanuM ArAdhana karavAthI mokSanA paMthe prayANa karI zake che. dhULamAM dhAtu che, talamAM tela che, dudhamAM ghI che, paNa ene pragaTa karavA prayatna te joIe ne? ema AtmAmAM kevaLa jJAna che. tene pragaTa karavA mATe purUSArtha kara joIe. tene mATe manane kendrita karo. manane sthira kare. kAyAne kAbumAM rAkhI zakAya che. paNa manane kAbumAM rAkhavuM muzkela che. mana vadhAremAM vadhAre karma baMdhAve che. jene phakta kAyA che, te ekendriya jIva utkRSTa eka sAgaranuM karma bAMdhe che. jene kAyA ane jIbha che. tevA be Indriya u. 25 sAgaranuM karma bAMdhe che. jene kAyA, jIbha ane nAka che, tevA teIndriya u. 50 sAgaranuM karma bAMdhe che. jene kAyA, jIbha, nAka ane AMkha che, evA cerendriya u. 100 sAgaranuM karma bAMdhe che jene kAyA, jIbha, nAka, AMkha ane kAna che. tevA paMcendriya u. eka hajAra sAgaranuM karma bAMdhe che, jene pAMca Indriya ane chaThuM mana maLyuM che te 70 kroDAcheDI sAgaranuM karma bAMdhe che. rakhaDatuM mana ghaNu anartho karI nAMkhaze. manane saMyamanI

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breka mAro, nahIMtara te mAtA, bena ke strI nahIM jue. jyAre viSayamAM mana uchALA mAre tyAre samajAve ke kAmaga jhera che. "pacahi kAma guNe hi" zabda-rUpa-rasa-gaMdhasparza Ama pAMca prakAranA kAmaguNa che. zuM karavAthI jIva karma bAMdhe che, zuM karavAthI jIva karyA cheDe che, te batAvatA kahe che ke "je je kAraNu baMdhanA, teha ane paMtha, te ka raNa chedaka dazA, mekSa paMtha bhava aMta." baMdhanA kAraNe rAga-che. ane te kAraNane chede te mokSa prApta thAya. parabhAva TaLI jAya te svabhAvamAM AvI jAya che. avaguNu khuMcatA hoya te tene kADhavAne prayatna karavo joIe. he prabhu! he prabhu! zuM kahuM, dInAnAtha dayALa, huM te doSa anaMtanuM, bhAjana chuM karUNALa" he prabhu! he prabhu! huM zuM kahuM? huM anaMta deSanuM bhAna chuM, anAdi kALathI rakhaDuM chuM. jIva potAnA ja pApe rakhaDI rahyo che. rajhaLapATa TALavA tamArA jIvanane dararoja dasa mInITa sudhI juo te tamArA do nIkaLI jaze. "mAro prANa pukAre, mane keNa ugAre, cAre bAjuthI duzamana dabAve, koI bacAne koI bacAne... cAra baLukA duzmana cITakyA, mAna caDyuM mArA marataka mAthe, hAtha dabAvyA keodhe lebhe, mAyA viMTaLANI caraNanI sAthe, keNa baMdhanane nAthe...mAre" ... jJAnI purUSa kahe che. cAra duzmanane tame oLakho che? cAra kaSAya e AtmAnA cAra mane e ApaNu AtmAne dabAvI dIdhuM che. huM paNAne pite AgaLa kare che. huM zrImaMta chuM. mArAmAM kAMIka che. eTale mAthuM uMcuM rAkhIne phare che. mAna mATe kola kare che. bha dazAe mANasane mArI nAkhe che. lebha dazAthI keTalA pApa kare che? lebhathI cIkaNAM karma baMdhAya che. je tuTatA nathI. lebha e sarvanAzanuM kAraNa che. lebha kaSAya dazamA guNasthAnaka sudhI hoya che. keTalAyane mekSamAM jatA aTakAvyA che. bIjA badhA suNene nAza kare che. karma baMdhanuM kAraNa kaSAya che tene teDo ane dharmane Acare. dharma vagara AtmAne uddhAra nathI. bhagavAna kahe che. tArA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya jo koi mAna mAyA lebha mohane choDa, DIza te tane zAzvata sukha maLaze. A badhI vAta upara eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka nagarI hatI. temAM dhanarAja nAme eka bhAI

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13 rahetA hatA. vadhAre paisA kamAvA mATe pAte paradeza gayA. pAMca varasa sudhI eka zeThane tyAM vaphAdArIthI nAkarI karI. ghaNA paisA kamAyeA. zeThanI rahema najarathI ghaNuM dravya meLachyuM. pAMca varasa khAdya peAtAnA vatana tarapha javAnI IcchA thaI. ane peAtAnI patnI mATe dAgInA tathA hAra anAvarAvyAM ane rokaDA paisAthI mArA junA deNAM cukavI daiza. ne deNAmAMthI mukta thaIza." Ave! manamAM vicAra karI, zeTha pAse javAnI rajA mAMge che. ane dezamAM javA mATe sArI evI gheADI le che. zeTha rajA Ape che ane kahe che, tyAre tamArI icchiA thAya tyAre pAchA khuzIthI padhArajo. A peDhI tamArI che. pachI gheADI kendrI vegavALI che e jovA mATe taLAvanA kInAre Ave che. gheADI vegavALI joI ne te Ana kramAM AvI gayA ne khelavA lAgyA ke : kAle vatanamAM jaIza, mArI patnIne dAgInA, hAra tathA sAnu rUpu` ApIza. Ama harSAvezamAM khele che. tyAM raNajItamala nAmanA eka garAsIye pAchaLa AvI rahyo che. e vAta sAMbhaLe che. ane pUche che: zeThajI, zu vicAreA che? tA te peAtAnI vAta karI de che. pAMca varasa sudhI rahIne thoDuM dhana kamAyA chuM, have to vatanamAM pAchuM pharavuM che. jaIne patnIne maLIza. ane mAru junu devu' patAvIza. ThIka. garAsiyAe kahyuM. kyAre javuM che ? parama divase. tyAre raNajItamala kahe che. rastAmAM Apane eka visAme teA levA paDaze, te zeThajI, tame nIkaLeA tyAre amAre gAma jarUra padhAro. amane tamArA Atithyane lAbha maLaze. garAsiyA khUbaja AgrahapUrvaka AmaMtraNa Ape che. dhanarAja bIje divase vatana javA nIkaLe che. sAthamAM dAgInA tathA rUpIyA lIdhA che. jethI badhAnuM devuM cukate karI zakAya. raNajItamala garAsIyA ane tenA sAthI zeThajInI vATa jue che. tyAM te mAra mAra karatI gheADI upara zeTha AvatA dekhAya che. mane teo tarata bUma mAre che. zeThajI AveA, padhAro. ame tamArI AgatAsvAgatA karavA mATe taiyAra chIe. tyAre tene ema thAya che ke AvA prema batAve che, chatAM nahi' jAuM te khoTu lAgaze. vaLI emane prema tathA Agraha bahu che eTale eka rAta rAkAI jaIza. raNajItamala tene sArI rIte rAkhe che. bheAjanamAM mIThAI vagere sArI rIte jamADe che ane sArA evA mAnapAna Ape che. pachI rAtre zeTha sUtA che, uMghI gayA che ema samajI raNajItamala tenA sAthIne kahe che, dhyAna rAkhaje, zikAra hAthamAMthI cAlye na jAya. tu` pAkI takedArI rAkhaje. zeThajI hajI jAge che peAtAnI patnInA vicAramAM UMdha AvatI nathI. raNajItamala ane nAkara vaccenI vAta sAMbhaLe che ane sutA sutA vicAre che. arere ! ahIMyA AvIne tA hu' phasAi gayA. have AnAthI kevI rIte khacavu' ! dhIrajathI kAma levu' paDaze. AkhI rAta uMgha AvatI nathI. savAra paDatAM raNajItamalanA sAthI temane dAtaNapANI Ape che. dhanarAjanA mADhA upara jarA paNa khakhara paDI che evA bhAva AvatA nathI. sAthI vicAre che. arere! bicArAne kevA lUTaze, pAMca pAMca varasathI dhaMdhA karIne meLavelA paisA A garAzIyA lUTI leze. huM A garAzIyAnu lUchu khAuM chuM eTale kAMi

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bolAya nahIM paNa mane AnI dayA Ave che. A to sAva ajANa che. tene kAMI khabara nathI. jarA dAtaNa kare che tyAM uparanuM kAma ATopIne AvuM! ema vicArI pele mANasa jAya che. pAchaLathI vANiye lAga joI pitAnI ghaDI laIne nIkaLI paDe che. gheDInA DAbalAne avAja sAMbhaLI garAzI ekadama jAgI jAya che. are, ghaDIne avAja kema Ave che? bArImAMthI nIce jue che te zeThajI dekhAtA nathI. are, zeTha te cAlyA gayA. hAthamAMthI zikAra cAlyA gaye. tarata nIce Ave che ane kahe che "kayAM gaye nekara? elA! tane dhyAna rAkhavA mATe kahela ne pAse rahIne teM choDI mUka. harAmakhora ! mAre nekara thaI mane dago devA taiyAra thaye? raNujItamala khUba gusse bharAya che. krodhathI dhamadhamI UThe che ne pitAnA nekarane khUba ja mAra mAre che. nokara kahe che mAre zuM vAMka che? meM ene jarApaNa nizAnI karI nathI. jarA upara kAma mATe AvyA ne te cAlyo gayo. emAM huM zuM karuM? nakara bicAre AjIjI kare che. uparathI garAsaNI jue che ane tarata nIce utare che ne kahe che ke Ane zuM kAma mAre che ? ene cheDI che ane ghoDo palANe. huM uparathI jevuM chuM, tamAro zikAra hajI ATalAmAM haze. raNajItamala ghoDA upara caDe che. ane garAsaNI kahe che. juo, AMbalIyA vAvanI bAjuethI jAya che. te haju dUra gaye nathI. tame doDo ane jAva jhaTa pakaDI le. pachI raNajItamala turata gheDo palANIne zeThanI pAchaLa paDe che. AgaLa gheDI upara jatAM zeThane avAja saMbhaLAya che. pAchaLa jue che te are, mArI pAchaLa te mAre kALa Ave che. gheDIne eDI mArI jorathI doDAve che. AgaLa te ne pAchaLa garAsIo mAra mAra karate Ave che. baMne vacce eka be mAIlanuM aMtara thaI jAya che.A joI raNajItane jora caDe che. teno ghoDe paNa tIvra gatie deDe che. ekabIjA najIka AvI jAya che eTalAmAM raNajItamalane gheDa haNahaNATa kare che. ghoDAne haNahaNATa sAMbhaLIne gherI vikAramAM pAgala bane che. te deDatI aTakI jAya che. zeTha joDIne ghaNA cAbuka mAre che paNa ghaDI haThe bharANI che. cAlatI nathI. ghaNI lagAma kheMce che te paNa jarAya casakatI nathI. chevaTe ghaDI mUkIne cAlavA mAMDe che paNa kayAM gheDAnI vegIlI gati ne kayAM zeThanI ? pAchaLathI raNajItamala bUma pADe cheH ubhe rahe, ubhuM rahe, jeTale mAla hoya teTale ApI de, ema bolatAmAM thoDIvAramAM ja zeThane pakaDI pADe che. aA mAla chInavI le che. khUba mAra mAre che. mAra mArIne adhamUA jevo karI nAkhe che. lehInI te zero uDe che. dhanarAja raNajItamalane kahe che bhAI ! mane choDI de. huM pAMca varasa sudhI mahenata karI kamAye chuM. mane javA de. huM tArI gAya chuM, je mArI bI pAMca pAMca varasathI mArI rAha joIne beThI che tene maLI AvuMne maMgalasUtra tene bahuja game che tethI tuM atyAre ApI de. huM tAro gulAma banIne rahIza athavA tuM kaheze teTaluM dhana kamAI daIza. khUba AjIjI kare che, vinave che. paNa garAsIyAnA dilamAM jarAya dayAne are phUTatuM nathI. pele ekeka ghareNuM kADhIne dUra dUra pheke che. ema vicArIne ke e bhegA karavA jAya ne huM chUTuM, paNa garAsiyA te vadhu gussAmAM AvI jAya che. badhA ghareNAM tenI pAse

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IN bhegA karAve che ne pachI jhADa sAthe bAMdhI de che. pelo karagarIne kahe che ke meM tane badhuM ApI dIdhuM che have te jIvate mUke, chatAM raNajItamalane jarApaNu dayA AvatI nathI. talavArathI DekuM uMDADI de che. jAnathI mArI nAkhe che. dhanarAja marIne garAsaNanA garbhamAM utpanna thAya che. A bAju garAsiye badhe mAla lUMTIne ane tenI gheADIne laIne ghare Ave che. ane garAsaNune sonA rUpAthI maDhI de che. manamAM phelAya che. garAsaNI paNa kahe che, meM tamane kevo rasto batAvyo ! je meM uparathI na joyuM hatuM te tamAro zikAra kyArane cAlyo gaye heta, A vAta karIne kulAya che. thoDA vakhata pachI putrane janma thAya che. garAsIyA raNajItamala ne badhA khuza thAya che. AnaMdamAM AvI jAya che. chokaro khUba rUpALe che, nAma dhanapAla rAkhe che. sArI rIte lAlanapAlana karIne mATe kare che. be varSa pachI gheDI maraNa pAme che, dhanapAla bhaNIgaNune baheza theye ane thoDA vakhatamAM raNajItamalane kArabhAra upADI le che. garAsaNI ene mATe sArI evI kanyA zodhe che. tenuM nAma nirmaLA. zubha divase dhAmadhUmathI (ThAThamAThathI) lagna kare che ane sAro evo paiso khace che. lagnanI cerImAM ja dhanapAlane ekadama tAva Ave che. mAtA pitAne khUbaja ciMtA thAya che. jaladI vidAya laI ghera AvI jAya che. A bImArI khUba vadhatI jAya che. ghaNuM upacAro kare che. davA-SaDamAM sAro e paise kharce che, chatAM kaze phera paDatuM nathI. rAta-divasa ujAgarA karI sevA kare che. gAmamAM jeTalA vaidya-DokaTaro hatA te badhAne bolAve che. koIpaNa IlAja kAmayAba nivaDatuM nathI. dIvase dIvase tabiyata bagaDatI jAya che ane khUba thAkI jAya che. garAsaNI paNa khUba khUba trAsI jAya che. raDI paDe che. ane kahe che, ke kahe kuMvara che? nakhamAM paNa rega na hatuM. Ama ekAeka zuM thaI gayuM? keIe mArA putra upara zuM karI nAkhyuM? he prabhu! Ane bacAva. garAsI kahe che. meM evA kayA pApa karyA haze? ke atyAre mAre A duHkha jevA paDe che ! he bhagavAna! meM zAM evA pApa karyA che, ke A sajA mAre bhegavavI paDe che. tyAre kuMvara kahe che. bApu! bhUtakALa yAda Ave che? tame je zeThane mAryo hato ane enuM dhana lUMTayuM hatuM, te yAda Ave che? raNajItamalane dhanapAlanA caherAmAM vANIye dekhAya che. te jarA camakI jAya che. huM A zuM jovuM chuM tyAM dIkarAne udharasa Ave che ane pachI bele che. pitAjI! tame je zeThane mAryo hato te huM dhanapAla chuM. tame mane lUMTI lIdhe te hu ja tamArA dIkarA rUpe leNuM levA avataryo chuM. e sAMbhaLI garAsiyAne pazcAtApa thAya che. badhuM samajAI jAya che. ane khUba duHkha anubhave che. pachI garAsaNI pUche che. emaNe te tane mAryo paNa mAro zo vAMka? ke mane AvA duHkho paDe che? putra kahe che ke teM garAsIyAne raste batAvyuM ke je jAya. jAva jaldI karo, nahIMtara tamAre zikAra cAlyA jaze. ema tame AMgaLI cIMdhI hatI. tethI tamAre AvA duHkha bhogavavA paDyAM. pachI nirmaLA kuMvara je enI patnI hatI te pUche che ke mAre zuM vAMka? ke mAre paraNI turata AvuM jevuM

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paDayuM ! belatAM bolatAM khUbaja raDe che. tyAre dhanapAla kahe che - tuM mArI ghaDI hatI. gheDAne haNahaNATa sAMbhaLI tane vikArI bhAva uchaLe. viSayamAM aMdha banI. tane ghaNuM karyuM, chatAM tuM cAlI ja nahIM. eka DagaluM paNa na khasI, tAre kAraNe te mAruM mRtyu nIpajayuM ane ghaDI marIne tuM nirmaLA thaI eTale tuM paNa dezane pAtra che. badhA raDI rahyA che ne te putra bhagavAnanuM nAma smaraNa karate avasAna pAme che. A uparathI eTaluM samajavAnuM che ke lebhathI manuSya je karmo kare che ene badale ahIMyA ne ahIMyA maLe che. athavA bIjA janmamAM maLe che. karmanA phaLa bhogavyA vinA chUTake nathI. duHkha na bhegavavuM hoya te sArAM kama kare, dharmanI ArAdhanA karaze te avazya tamAruM kalyANa thaze. ane mekSa prApta thaze. vyAkhyAna.....naM. 4 aSADha vada 5 ne somavAra tA. 12-7-71 zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI siddhAMtathI samajAve che. traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe bAramA upAMga vanDidazAmAM bAra adhyayane kahyA che. nisare mAyAni vahavahe, pagatA juttI dasahare daDha raheyA / mahA dhaNU sata dhaNU, dasa dhaNU nAme saya ghaNUya // (1) niSadha (2) mAyanI (3) vaha (4) vaha (5) pagatA (6) ceti (7) dazaratha 8) daratha (9) mahAdhanvA (10) saptadhanvA (11) dazadhanvA (12) zatadhanvA jaMbusvAmI sudharmAsvAmIne pUche che he bhagavAna! temAM prathama adhyayanamAM ze bhAva batAvyuM che? tyAre bAvana guNanA dhAraka gaNadhara deva sudharmAsvAmI jaMbusvAmIne kahe che. , evaM khalu jaMbu! teSaM kAleNa teNa samaeNaM A avasapiNi kALanA te kALa ne te samayanI vAta che. avasapiNi eTale utarato kALa. temAM cha ArAnA bhAve batAve che. prathama ArAmAM jugaliyAnuM 3 gAunuM dehamAna ane 3 palyopamanuM AyuSya bIjA , , 2 trIjA , i 1 2 ? "

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prathama ArAmAM aThThama bhakate, bIjA ArAmAM chaThTha bhakta ane trIjA ArAmAM cauttha bhakate AhAra kare. kalpavRkSa manavAMchita sukha Ape che. prathamanA traNa ArAmAM vajaaSabhanArAca saMghayaNa zarIravALA hoya che. tenA hADakAnI majabUtAI eTalI badhI hoya ke tenA uparathI hAthI cAlyA jAya te paNa hADakuM khase ke bhAMge nahi dAMtanI batrIsI evI hoya ke jANe eka ja dAMta hoya. sadAya yuvAna rahe. mAnavInI pAse punyane sToka sAre evo hoya che tyAre badhI jAtanI anukULatA prApta thAya che. jugaliyAne jarA ke roga AvatA nathI. jagaliyA zubha pariNAmathI marIne devagatimAM ja jAya che. jugaliyA joDalArUpe ja avatare che. mAre tyAre ekane chIMka ne ekane bagAsuM Ave che ne sAtheja mare che. koIne viyAga paDato nathI. cha mahinA bAkI rahe che tyAre parabhavanuM AyuSya bAMdhe che tyAre eka joDavuM prasare che. temAM prathama ArAmAM charUnI pratipAlanA 49 divasa kare. bIjA ArAmAM 64 divasa, trIjA ArAmAM 79 divasa kare. bhAI-bahena hoya ne te ja pati-patnI thAya che. A traNa ArA jugaliyAnA jANavA. trIjA ArAnA (84 lAkha pUrva 3 varSa ne 8 mahinA) corAzI lAkha pUrva traNa varSane sADA ATha mahInA bAkI rahyA tyAre zrI trASabhadeva svAmIne janma thayo. temanuM 500 dhanuSyanuM dehamAna ne 84 lAkha pUrvanuM AyuSya hatuM. sItera lAkha koDa ane chapana hajAra karoDa varSe eka pUrva thAya. AvA 84 lAkha pUrvanuM bhagavAnanuM AyuSya hatuM. ane AdinAtha bhagavAnanA mAtA mArUdevAnuM AyuSya koDa pUrvanuM hatuM. traSabhadeva svAmIne se dIkarA hatA. RSabhadevanA bharatAdika se putra, vairAgya mana ANI saMyama lIye adbhuta, kevala uparAyuM karI karI karatuta, jina mata dipAvI saghaLA mokSa pahaMta" bhagavAnanuM Adarza kuTuMba te juo ! keTalA mahAbhAgyavAna AtmAoe tyAM AvI janma lIdho. temanA mAtAne hAthInA hodA para anitya bhAvanA bhAvatAM bhAvatAM kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana utpanna thayuM. e se dikarAe dIkSA lIdhI. ane tadubhave mokSamAM gayA. tamAre keTalA dIkarA che? keTalAne dIkSA ApI? dharmane paMthe doratA jIva nathI cAlatuM ane karmanA paMthe utsAhathI joDe che. paNa bAMdhelAM karma avazya jogavavA paDaze. karma keInI zarama rAkhatuM nathI. tame ene kaze vicAra karyo che? putrane bhava na bagaDe, ene rakhaDavuM na paDe, evI bhAva dayA Ave che? karUNA Ave che? tamane tamArI pitAnI ja dayA na Ave tyAM putranI dayAnI vAta kayAM karavI? zarIrane rega jeTale khaTake che teTale bhavaroga khaTako nathI. dikarAne tAva Ave te DhIlA DhIle thaI jAya che. jI DokaTarane bolAve che. dehanuM darda maTADavA paisAnuM pANI kare che. tAva utare ne jhaTa sAje thAya ema Icche che. paNa A dikaro bhava rogamAMthI kema mukta thAya evuM Icche che? ene kadi paNa dharmanuM rahasya samajAve che ? sArA ane 3

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narasA kAryothI kaI gati maLe che te samajAve che ? dharmanuM jJAna zikhavADo ke (1) mAyA karavAthI (2) kapaTa sahita mAyA karavAthI (3) juThuM bolavAthI (4) peTA telAmApa rAkhavAthI, e cAra kAraNe jIva tIrthaMca gatimAM jAya che. ADA cAlavAthI, vaMkAI karavAthI gadheDA-gheDA-kUtarA vigeremAM janma levuM paDe che. evuM kaI divasa kIdhuM che? kelejamAM khUba bhaNatara bhaNAvI DokaTara, berisTara, InsapekaTara ne vakIla bane ane pachI garva kare ke are! mAro putra te sarjana De. thaye che ema kahI phelAya che. paNa mAre putra sAdhu thayela che. Ama belavAne kayAre zubha avasara Ave. AvI ciMtavaNA karo che? tamAre dIkaro DokaTara thAya ane amerIkAthI DIgrI meLavIne Ave te tamArI chAtI gajagaja phule che paNa enuM bhAvI kevuM che te samajAya che? tame tamArA saMtAnonA kharA hitasvI che te ene saMsAra na vadhe ane saMsAramAM bhaTakavuM na paDe, e suMdara mArga batAve. "bharatezvaranA huvA paTodhara ATha, Aditya jazAdika pahoMcyA zivapura vATa, bharatezvaranA ATha paTedhara kevaLajJAna pAmI mokSamAM gayA. bhagavAnanI be dIkarIo brAhmI ane suMdarI paNa mekSamAM gayA. e dharmane ke suMdara kALa hate. paccAsa lAkha kroDa sAgara sudhI bhagavAna rASabhadevanuM zAsana cAlyuM. pachI ajItanAtha bhagavAna thayA. te vakhate 170 tirthaMkara hatAM. nava hajAra koDa sAdhu hatAM. nava karoDa kevaLI hatA. bhagavAna ajItanAtha vakhate utkRSTa dharma kALa pravartato hato. bhagavAna RSabhadeva svAmI sivAyanA trevIsa tIrthaMkara cothA ArAmAM thayAM. ethe Aro duSama suSama nAme hate. emAM duHkha vadhAre ane sukha ochuM hoya che. pAMcamA ArAmAM mekSa gati aTakI, cothA ArAmAM janmelA pAMcamA ArAmAM mekSa jAya. paNa pAMcamA ArAnA janmelA pAMcamA ArAmAM mekSa na jAya. gautama svAmI, sudharma svAmI, jaMbu svAmI cothA ArAmAM janmelAM hatAM. ane pAMcamA ArAmAM mokSe gayA. pAMcamA ArAmAM ApaNe keTalA kamabhAgI chIe ke ahIMthI mokSamAM jaI zakAtuM nathI, paNa purUSArtha karIe te ekAvatArI thaI zakAya che. mATe hatAza thavAnI jarUra nathI. - ahIM nahIM tirthakara kevaLI gaNadhara, avadhi munivara manAnI, jaMghA vidyAcArI pUravadhArI, AhAraka zarIrI mahAdhyAnI, nahIM gagana gAminI padAnusaraNI, vaikriya labdhi parihArI, dhanya dhanya prabhuvANI sabasukhadAnI, bhavijana prANI uradhArI." A pAMcamA ArAmAM tIrthakara de nathI. kevalI bhagavaMte nathI. avadhi ke manaparyava jJAnI nathI. vidyAcArI ke jaMghAcArI paNa nathI. koI labdhi paNa Aje vidyamAna nathI. paNa Aje eTale te puSyadaya che ke bhavyatAraNI jinezvara devanI vANI mojuda

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19 che. jIva svabhAvamAM sthira thaI, siddhAMtanuM avagAhana karI tene jIvanamAM utAre tA kalyANa mAge caDI zake. pahelA ja ghAcArI-vidyAcArInI lakhI hatI. tenuM vana nIce pramANe che. jaMghAcArI lakhkhI thavA mATe niraMtara labdhI prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI aThama aThamanA pAraNA kare. AvI sAdhanA karavAthI labdhi pragaTa thAya che. teo javA para hAtha mUkI saMkalpa kare eTale sIdhA paDagavana pahAMcI jAya. ane vaLatAM naMdanavane visAme lai ane sthAnake AvI jAya. A upara javAnA viSaya thayA. ane trIje jAya teA paMdaramA rUcaka dvipe, ahInuM upADeluM prathama pagalu' tyAM mUke. ane vaLatAM 8 mA nadIzvara dvIpe thaI ne pAchA sthAnake Ave. vidyAcArI labdhi prApta karavA nira Mtara chaThThuM chaThThanA pAraNA kare. A pramANe sAdhanA kare tethI labdhi pragaTa thAya che. vidyAcArI sthAnakethI paga upADe ane sIdhA na danavana upara jAya, tyAMthI paDagavana para jaI pAche sthAnake sAve, trichA mAnuSAttara pavata para jaI ane sIdhA nIzvara dvIpe jAya. tyAMthI sIdhA sthAnake AvI jAya. AvyA pachI jo te AlecanA kare teA ArAdhaka thAya. bhagavAne dvIpa-samudra AdinI je vAta karI che, tene pratyakSa nihALavA mATe teo labdhinA upayAga kare che. AvI labdhi sAdhune utpanna thAya paNa tenA upayAga karavA kalpatA nathI. tethI labdhinA upAga karyAM pachI jo AleAcanA na kare te virAdhaka thAya. madirA, patA, pahADA, kudaratI saudarya, kArakhAnAo-phekaTarIe jevAM sthaLA sAdhune jovA ka2e nahIM. zrAvaka sAmAyikamAM beThA hoya ne vagheADA nIkaLe tA jovA na jaI zake, te muhapatIvALA sAdhu kayAMthI jaI zake? jovA jevA hAya tA eka AtmA ja che. AtmAnA svarUpane nahIM nihALatA parane jovAnI tArI utsukatA tArAmAM virAdhakatA utpanna karAvaze. mATe Atmadarzana karI bhagavAnanA guNugAna gA. hai jinezvara deva! tame kahA te ja satya che. emAM kAMI zakA nathI. " tameva saccaM nissaMka jaM jigehiM paveditaM " tamane haravA-pharavAnA, jovAne-mANavAnA meAha lAgyA che. mukhainA keTalA meha che ? gAmaDAmAMthI badhA muMbaI AvyA, gAmaDAo bhAMgI gayA che. bhaNatara mATe, kerAne paraNAvavA vagere kAmeA mATe ane dhaMdhA mATe leAko muMbaI AvyA. bhagavAne pAMcamA ArAnA lakSaNamAM kahyuM che ke meATA nagara te gAmaDA sarakhA thaze. ne gAmaDA ujjaDa thaze. bhalA kuLanI srI dAsIpaNA karaze. meATA kuLanI strI vezyA sarakhI thaze. Aje AA lakSaNA pratyakSa dekhAya che. AjanA paheraveza kevA ? prathama skarTa, temAMthI mInIkaTa thayA. keTalA

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phITa ! vAMku na vaLI zakAya ! eka enanuM pa` paDI jAya che teA raste jatAM bhAI ne he che: plIjha! jarA Ape! ne! ane have teA lUMgI AvI. mhenA vALa kapAve ane bhAI e vadhAre. anne lUMgI pahere, eLakhavA paNa muzkela bane. kevA udbhaTa ane teAchaDA veza ? kevuM anukaraNa karI rahyA che! papha-pAvaDara, lAlI-lisTIka lagADIne nIkaLe eTale sAmA mANasanuM mana paNa maheMkI uThe. pachI vikArI bhAvA jAgyA vagara kema rahe? mAkhApa samaje ke ApaNI pharaja che mATe ucca keLavaNI ApavI joI e. paNa Aje kolejamAM bhAI-enA sAthe bhaLe. vAtAvaraNa paNa kevuM! temanA upara kAI jAtanA aMkuza nahIM. mana phAve tema prema karI zake. A keLavaNI che ke kALavaNI! meATA kuLanI strI lajjA rahita thaze. khUba bhaNAvI DIgrIdhArI manAvA, mahIne 500-700nA pagAra lAve. emAM putra-putrIe AuTa lAine caDI gayA. tame tene zikhAmaNanA be zabdo kahezeA tA te sAMbhaLaze ke sAmu khelaze? A kevI dazA che? AjanA samAja kayAM jaI rahyo che! adheAgatinA paMthe ja ne? khelavAnI, cAlavAnI jarApaNa zarama rahI nathI. chatAM tamane ATalA badhA mamatva kema che? e samajAtuM nathI. chekarAne bhaNavA mATe amerIkA meAkalyA ane mAMsAhAra paNa kare. iMDAne zAkAhAra mAne ! koI ena-beTInI lAja levI temAM zarama jevuM nahIM. pANIne badale dArU pIe che. je dezeAmAM hiMsAnI hALI saLagatI DAya evA dezeAmAM tamArA dIkarA jAya. tenA tamane haSa~ thAya. AvA badhA pAMcamA ArAnA lakSaNeA che. pAMcamA ArAmAM guru ziSyane bhaNAvaze nahI, brAhmaNa anA pUjArI thaze. hiMsA dharmanA prarUpaka ghaNA thaze. mANasane deva-dana durlabha thaze. vidyAdharanI vidyAnA prabhAva ghaTaze. mlecchanA rAjya ghaNA thaze. je bhagavAne bhAvA matAvyA che te tAdRzya dekhAya che. jenA gharamAM savAzera kAMsu haze te dhanavAna gaNAze. pahelA kAMsAnI thALI vagara jamatAM nahI'. Aje teA sTIlanI thALI joIe che. lAhu AvI gayuM ne ? AvA siddhAMtanA uMDA rahasyAne samajAvanAra sa gurU che. sadgurUnA ApaNA para mahAna upakAra che. mAha-majJAnanA aMdhakAra ulecI mIThA ThaMDA jJAnavAri varasAvanAra, dariyA jevA dilamAMthI jJAnanI suvAsa pAtharI maneA- ma Mdirane pavitra karanAra evA pUjya maNIlAlajI mahArAjanI Aje tIthI che. maNIlAlajI mahArAja khUba ja vidvAna hatAM. temanAmAM jAtiSanuM paNa vizALa jJAna hatuM. marIne jIva kaI gatimAM jaze e paNa joI zakatA, 18 varasanI uMmare dIkSA lIdhI. cApana varasa saMyama pALyeA. ceApana varasamAM cepana graMthA lakhyA che. AkhA divasa siddhAMtanA rahasya ukelavAmAM tallIna rahetAM. AvA mahAna pavitra AtmA, jene chellI jIMdagImAM kensara thayu.... ghaNI vyAdhi thaI paNa ajoDa samatA. pANI te pIvAya nahIM. evI atula vedanAmAM paNa evI samatA. Ama chatAM traNa kalAka sudhInI samAdhi lagAvI. samAdhi pUrNa thayA pachI teoe kahyuM ke aSADha vada pAMcamane pAMca vAge ne pAMca mInITe detu

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vilIna thavAnuM che. jyAM javAnuM che e jagyA hAla khAlI thaI nathI. AvA prakhara jJAnI-nitya Atma samaraNa karavAvALAne Aje tUTo paDI gayo che. jaina zAsanane Ane maTe phaTake che. Aje samAjamAMthI sAdhu thavA nIkaLe che ochA ane je thAya che temAM paNa utkRSTa cAritra pALavAnI dhagazavALA ane bhagavAnane mArge yathArtha rIte cAlavAvALA ghaNAM ochA che. AvA mahApurUSanuM jIvana ane mRtyu ApaNane khUba badha ApI jAya che. mahArAja sAhebanI chelI avasthA ame joI che. jambara ArAdhanA karI hatI. dehAdhyAsa keTale badhe chUTI gayA hatA, te pratyakSa dekhAtuM hatuM. niraMtara samAdhi bhAvamAM ja sthira joIne ApaNane ema thAya che ke kayAM emanI samatA ane jyAM ApaNI pAmaratA ! emanA jIvanamAMthI ApaNe sadguNa levAnA che. mahApurUSonA jIvana sAMbhaLIne-vicArIne temanA jIvananI suvAsa ApaNA jIvanamAM utare te kalyANa thAya. vyAkhyAna naM-5 * aSADa vada 6 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 13-7-71 siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. vanti dazAmAM niSadhakumAranA adhikAramAM bhagavAna pharamAve che, te kALa tathA te samayanI eTale vartamAna avasarpiNI kALanA cothA ArAmAM jyAre bhagavAna nemanAtha prabhu vicaratA hatA emanA vakhatanI A vAta che. dvArikA nAmanI nagarI hatI. nagarI bAra je jananI lAMbI eTale aDatAlIsa gAu lAMbI hatI. nava jananI pahelI eTale chatrIsa gAunI pahoLI hatI. nagara carasa hoya che. paNa nagarI lAMbI vadhAre ane pahoLI ochI hoya che. nagarImAM khUba bAga-bagIcA hoya. jayAM vAva, kuvA, nadI tathA pahADa hoya. AMbA temaja aneka jAtanA vRkSa hoya. aneka jAtanA phula heya. A badhuM nagarInuM saudarya che. jaMgalamAM paNuM jhADa hoya che. ane bAgamAM paNa jhADa hoya che paNa keTale phera che. vyavasthApUrNa ane kalApUrNa goThavAyelA jhADAne bAga kahIe chIe. mALI eka jagyAe amuka ropa tathA vRkSane ropIne suzobhita kare che. meMdIne kApI kApIne vanaspatimAM aneka AkAre pADI bAganI zobhA vadhAre che. tyAM pANIno chaMTakAva kare che. phuvArA kare che. besavAnA Asane goThave che. tyAMnuM vAtAvaraNa ekadama zAMtipUrNa ane AhalAda utpanna karavAvALuM

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A 21 DAya che. AkhA divasanA thAkelA mAnavI tyAM jaIne visAmeA le te tenA thAka utarI jAya che ane navI skrRti meLave che. mALI peAtAnA bhAgamAM rApAonA vividha prakAranAM phulAne cuMTI TopalImAM bhare che ane kalApUrNa rIte parAvI hAra-gu manAve che. tene mANase premathI grahaNa kare che. sutAra lAkaDAne kApI suMdara Tekhala-khurazI, palaMga manAve che. aNaghaDa lAkaDuM' hatuM temAM buddhinA upayoga thayA ane janamana AkarSita banyu. kalAtmaka vastu saune priya lAge che. ApaNe paNa ApaNA jIvanabAgane vyavasthita karavAnA che. ApaNAmAM veravikhera thaIne paDelI zaktine ekatra karI, jIvananuM suMdara sarjana karavAnu che. aNughaDa vastu koIne priya thatI nathI. sArI sADI, sArI gADI, sArI vADI, sArI dukAna, sArA ze| keza, sAruM' pharnicara, sArA raDiyA vagere je je sArU joze te tamane gamI jaze. tema jIvana paNa sArUM' bane te bIjAne game. aNughaDa jIvana paNa priya khanatuM nathI. jIvananI zeAbhA peAtAnA jIvanane dharmAMnA ra Mge raMgI devAmAM ja che. tamArA jIvanamAga kevA che te jarA tapAsI jo. tamArA jIvanane udhvagAmI ane kalApUrNa banAvavA tamAre zu' karavu', te jJAnI purUSA khatAve che. dhammArAme care bhikakhu thaIma dhamma sArahi', dhammArAme cete, ma bhacera samAhie." dhama rUpI bagIcAmAM sAdhue vicaranArAM hAya. dhIrajavAna haiAya. jenAM jIvanarathane calAvanAra dharUpI sArathI hAya. indriyAnuM damana karavAmAM rakta-brahmacarya mAM samAdhivata hAya che. bagIcAnI suvAsa levA sahu kAI jAya, koInA sadguNAne joIne tenA tarapha sAva lAvI tenI prasaMsA kare. paNa duCNu tarapha dRSTi karaze nahi. koInA durguNa joI tenI nidA karazeA teA e vyakti sudharaze nahi. paNa tame bhAre kamI banazeA. ane tamArAmAM badhAnA durguNA joI niMdA karavAnI Adata paDI jaze ne te duguNA ja tamArAmAM ghara karI jaze. koI ne ukaraDAmAM ALeATavAnu mana thAya che? pArakI nidA karavI te ukaraDAmAM ALeATavA kharAkhara che. tamArA manane kacarApeTI banAvaze nahI". pArakI niMdA karavI te pRSTamAMsa khAvA kharAkhara che. jo tame tenA hitasvI hA, tene sudhAravAnI icchA hoya teA pAchaLathI niMdA na karatA tame tenI pAse jAva ane samajAveA. pAchaLathI karelI nidA verane vadhAre che ne viSanA vRkSa rApe che. tamAre AtmAnuM sudhAravuM hAya te dhama karI, prabhunI prAthanA karA, bhakti karo. mAre hAthe koInuM kharAba na thAya, badhAnuM huM sArUM' kAma karUM, evI bhAvanA bhAveA. bhakti vinA mukti nathI. bhakti karavI eTale dIvA laine pheravavA ane AratI utAravI, pasaLI Ama tema pheravI ene bhakti

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kahevAtI nathI. bhakti zaratavALI na hoya. bhakti karavI eTale pitAne te rUpa banAvavuM. mAruM svarUpa ane tArUM svarUpa sarakhuM che. mAre tArA jevuM banavuM che. bhakti eTale ekatA. ceya bhagavAna thavAne hA joIe. mAre ane tAre AtmA sarakhe che to huM tArA je kyAre banuM? evI aMdarathI urmi uchaLavI joIe. adamya utsAha pragaTavo joIe. jene mokSanA phaLa cAkhavA che tene tevAM kAryo karavA joIe. bhAva vagaranI sAdhanAthI siddhi nahIM maLe. khAlI vAte karavAthI muktinI prApti nahIM thAya. pANInuM game teTaluM valeNuM karI navanIta meLavavA mathAmaNa karaze to zuM ema navanIta maLaze? retamAMthI kadi tela zuM nikaLe, dUdha vaMdhyA stane hoya kayAMthI, jhAMjhavAnA jaLe tarasa chIpe kadi, te sukha saMsAramAMthI, vastu ke vyaktimAM sukha rahetuM nathI, sukha sAcuM bharyuM AtmakhANe, baMdhane toDI je draSTi aMtara kare, te nijAnaMda te acaLa mANe." retane game teTalI pIle te zuM temAMthI tela nIkaLaze? raNanI aMdara jaI rahyA hoya, grISma Rtu hoya, madhyAhune samaya hoya. tRSA khUba lAgI hoya. rAme jhAMjhavAnA jaLa dekhAya ne te pIvA mATe doDo te tyAMthI pANI maLaze ? nahi maLe. tema saMsAramAMthI sukha maLatuM nathI. keIpaNa vastu ke keIpaNa vyaktimAM sukha nathI. jenI jenI khANa khAdatAM jAva temAMthI te te vastu prApta thatI ja jAya che. tema aDhaLaka sukha AtmAnI khANamAMthI prApta thAya che. meha-mamatvanA, rAga-dveSanA baMdhane teDI mAyA maricikAmAMthI chuTI je daSTi aMdaramAM kare te nijAnaMdanI mastI mANI zakAya. sasA sIMganuM vahANa karyuM ane mRgatRSNAmAM jaIne taryuM, vadhyA sUta be vahANe caDyAM, khaMpupo vasANAM bharyA." A badhuM jema azakya che tema saMsAramAMthI kadi paNa sAcuM sukha maLatuM ja nathI. zAzvata sukha meLavavA mATe prabhunI sAthe prIta kare. prabhu vItarAgI che. ene rAgacheSa nathI. paNa ApaNe enA jevA banavA mATe enuM smaraNa karavAnuM che. arihanta thavA mATe arihantane bhajavAnA che. "kSaNe kSaNe tame jAgRta rahIne, anupama sAdhanA kIdhI, nidrA ane pramAda karIne ghera virAdhanA kIdhI, pele pAra tame pahoMcyA ne huM raDyo kAMThA upara, mArI tamArI vacce lAkhe je jana kerUM aMtara." siddhazilA upara Apa bIrAje ne huM dharatI upara, mArI tamArI vacce lAkhe jojana kerUM aMtara."

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24 he prabhu ! kSaNe kSaNe tame jAgRta rahIne anupama sAdhanA dvArA AtmAnI ArAdhanA karI. tyAre me' pramAdanI pathArI karI. ALasanu' esiku' karI. sustinI lAMkhI seADa tANI che. nidrA ane vikathAmAM huM AtmAnI gheAra virAdhanA karI rahyo chuM. Apa pele pAra pahoMcI gayA. ne huM teA haju kAMThA upara ja chuM. mArI ane tamArI vacce lAkhA jojananuM aMtara che. mAru' muLa sthAna te tyAM ja che. A tA cakaDoLa che. uparathI nIce ne nIcethI upara jAya che. cAragatinA cakarAvAmAMthI mukta thaI pAMcamI gatimAM javA kevA purUSAtha joIze ? AcArAMga sUtramAM kahyuM che ke ' vaLagALAdidga " avasarane jANe e paMDita. ApaNA keTaleA samaya nidrAmAM jAya che ? pramAdamAM paNa keTaleA samaya kADho che ? pramAda e mehanRpatinA senApati che. jIvanA saMsAra vadhAranAra che. ka'pAkakaLa sarakhA che. anekaguNAnA nAza karanAra che. aneka deASAne lAvanAra che. mATe pramAdane to, sAdhanA karavAnA suavasara che. mATe putra-parivAranI mAyA jALamAMthI chuTA. jevA jenA nasIba hAya evu' ene maLe che. saunu bhAvI saunI sAthe che. enI cintA tAre zA mATe? dareka jIva cha khela laIne Ave che (1) gati (ra) jAti (3) sthiti (4) avagheNA (5) anubhAga (6) pradeza. nAma geAtranI sAthe AyuSya baMdhAya che. je prakRtinA bhadrika hAya, vinita hAya, jenu hRdaya anukaMpA vALu hAya. ene manuSyagatinuM AyuSya maLe che. tA tamane manuSyagati prApta thaI che. ahiM keTalu rahevAnA che ? jeTalI sthiti bAMdhI haze eTalu rahI zakazeA. AyuSya hAya tA jIvAya che. paMcendriya jAti pAmyA, pacendriyanI cAra jAti che. nArakI, tiya ca, manuSya ane devatA. temAM tame manuSyabhavamAM AvyA. manuSyanA garbhamAM AvyA tyArathI AyuSya sthiti bhagavAya che. vagheNA eTale tamArI uMcAI paNa eTalI maLI. anubhAga eTale pApa ane punyanA rasa. zubha rasa ane azrubharasa. jo zubha anubhAganA udaya hAya teA kacarAmAMthI lAkhA rUpIyA maLI jAya. ane azubha anubhAganA uddaya hAya te mahenata karavA chatAM maLe nahi, ne maLelu hAya chatAM cAlyu jAya teA paNa jIva ajJAna dazAthI pArakAne arthe krUra karyAM kare che, kALA bajAra karavA, koine chetaravA, koI ne bagalamAM dukhAvavA, A badhu thAya che e tamane kema samajAtu' nathI ? " kALA ne dheALA nANAM, cheDIne jAvu' zANA, mUkI de, mUkI de, tu' ja jALa, mahelAne maMgalA, khAga bagIcA, lADI ane vADI, meATara gADI, ahI'nuM ahI'yA rahevAnuM, sAthe nahI' AvavAnuM, mUkI de mUkI de tuM ja jALa," tame zANA thaI ne beThA che. paNa kALA ne dheALA nANAM cheDIne jAvu ja paDaze. eka vakhata arjuna jaMgalamAM jAya che ane dheALA hAthI jue che. te hAthI e sUMDhavALA hAya che. kRSNa samajAve che, A dheALA hAthI jevA mANasA e bAjuthI pApA kare che,

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5 Aje leAkeAnI kevI paristhiti che? jIvana dheAraNa uMcuM kema AvatuM nathI ? lAMcIyA- khAtuM bahu che. eTale uMcu Avatu' nathI. ahI' kALA karyAM karaze paNa kamane zarama nathI. karmonA koyaDA aphara che. ene ukelavA sahele nathI. punyanA utkraya hoya te pApa karavAmAM phAvaTa Ave paNa aMte te bhAgavavuM ja paDe che. krutine ja dekhADe che. durgatimAM na javu' hAya te dharmAMtu zaraNu' lye. dhama dutimAM paDatAM jIvane aTakAve che. tame dharmIne sevA. A dharmAMrUpI bagIcA che. temAM praveza kare teA zAMti maLaze, AnaMda maLaze. dhama mAM badhI cAkakhI vAta che. ahIMnA meTo zahenazAha hAya, phulanI zaiyAmAM sunAra hAya, chatAM kALAM kama kare te tene AganI pathArImAM suvuM paDe che. ka peAtAnA phaLa Ape tyAre andhavanu andhavapaNuM paNa rahetuM nathI. mahAAraMbha karI, hiMsAkArI karmI mAMdhavA vALA, mahAparigraha vALA nArakImAM jAya che. je parigrahamAM tamane sukha lAge che ene jJAnIe narakanuM kAraNa kahe che. gAMdhIjI lage!TI paheratA hatAM. magaphaLI khAtA hatA. ghara bharavuM hAta tA karoDo rUpIyA bhegA thAta. jyAM jAya tyAM tene DhagaleA nANuM maLI jAta. paNa teo aparigraGI hatAM ane dezanI sevA karatA hatAM. Aje koI mANasa cArI kare che. e tamArI najaramAM halaka gaNAya che. jyAre tame dheALI gAdI ane takIye esI kaIkanA gaLA kApeA che. teneA tamane ze| IMDa maLaze ? enA vicAra karyAM che? bahAranA cAra sArA paNa gharanA cAra bahu kharAma che. kayAM mahAvIranA zrAvako ane kayAM atyAranA zrAvake ? nyAya, nIti ane sadAcAra Aphri zrAvakanA ekavIza guNu che. emAMthI eka guNu tA apanAvA. Adaza zrAvaka banavu' hAya tA duniyAne ThagavI na joie. kharAkheATA hIsAbeAthI kamANI tuM chupAve che, khule cArI rUzvatathI gharA ghara tuM patAve che, prabhu pUrA pramANika che ahIMyA tuM kare che, evI patAvaTa tyAM nahI cAle (ra) banAvI le tuM duniyAne parantu yAda rAkhI le banAvaTa tyAM nahIM cAle (2) kharA kheATA karI harAmanu dravya lAve paNa e bhAgavAze? Aje mANasanuM mRtyu capaTImAM che. ghaNAMne hArTa pheila thaI jAya che. maLelu lAgavI paNa zakatA nathI. dhana mATe keTalI cArI karI che? keTalI jAtanA cApaDA manAvA che? jyAre cArI khullI paDe che tyAre gharaghara rUzvatathI patAve che! zrAvakanA kAma AvA na heAya. khAra vrata e zrAvakanu jIvana che, cAritra che. zrAvakanA dharmImAM tA AveA! dRSTAMta :--eka vakhata eka zeTha nirdoSa hAvA chatAM kheATI rIte pakaDAI gayA.

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jelamAM besADavAmAM AvyA. zeTha beThelA che, paNa jarAya ciMtA nathI. chuTavA mATenA prayatna karatA nathI. paNa tyAM vicAre che. mAre niyama che be vakhata pratikramaNa karavAne, te ahIM kema paLAze? cokIdArane belAvI kahe che. mane je be TAIma pratikramaNa mATe tuM sagavaDa karAvI ApIza te huM tane roja be sonAmahora ApIza. cekIdAra zeThanI IcchA mujaba badhI sagavaDa karI Ape che. zeThanI mudata purI thaI jAya che. zeThane jelamAMthI mukti maLe che, tyAre zeTha cokIdAra para khUba ja prasanna thAya che. ane senAmahe 2 gaNIne rokIdAranA hAthamAM mUkatA kahe che, A huM tane lAMca nathI ApatuM, paNa te mane je pratikramaNa karavAnI sagavaDa karI ApI tethI huM premathI bheTa ApuM chuM. jesara vicAre che ke A zeThanuM jIvana kevuM suMdara che! kevA dhamI che, tenA jIvana bAgamAM kevI saddaguNanI suvAsa maheMkI rahI che. A zeTha kadi paNa cheTuM kArya kare ja nahi chatAM teNe pakaDayA haze? jenuM jIvana dharmanA raMge raMgAyeluM che, enI kevI suMdara chApa paDe che. te A anAdi kALanI jelamAMthI mukta thavA tame zuM karaze? tamAre jIvana sudhAravuM che? te sudhAravA mATenA prayatna kare. dharmanuM AcaraNa kare. dharma rUpI bagIcAmAM ramo. je dharma rUpI bagIcAmAM rame che tenA pApa-tApa-saMtApa ane paritApa TaLI jAya che. tene zAMti prApta thAya che. dharmamAM rasa leze te tamAruM kalyANa thaze. vyAkhyAna naM. 6 aSADa vada 7 ne budhavAra tA. 14-7-71 siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. te kALe ane te samaye dvArikA nAmanI nagarI hatI. tene senAne gaDha ane maNiratnanAM kAMgarA hatA. jotAM jotAM AMkhane thAka na lAge tevI suMdara jevA gya nagarI dee racelI hatI. jIvana nagarIne ramaNiya-suMdara banAvavA mATe satsaMganI khAsa jarUra che. meM te sata saMga sAvaraNe vikAre vALyA, nAtha mananA maMdirIyAmAM Asana DhALyA dharI beThI chuM kayAranuM dhyAna.A AMgaNiye." bhagavAnanI padharAmaNI mane maMdiramAM karavI hoya te prathama hadayane zuddha banAvavuM paDe, duSTa vRttio ane vikArothI mukta bane te ja hRdaya zuddha ane nirmaLa bane. prAIma minisTara (rime Minister) padhAravAnA heAya te pUrva taiyArIo keTalI kare

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che? padhAratA temanuM sanmAna-satkAra keTale kare che ane tamArA manane keTale AnaMda Ave che? je vyakti prajA pAsethI kara le che, vaLI mAMsAhArI che, chatAM tame tenuM ujaLe dile svAgata kare che te trilokInAtha bhagavAnane mATe keTalI taiyArI karavI paDe? hRdayanI zuddhi vinA paramezvaranI padharAmaNuM zakya nathI. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe che, mALA phera cho, paNa mana kayAM hoya che? mana te ADatiyA sAthe vAta karatuM hoya che. navakAravALI hAthamAM lIdhI eTale paMcaparameThIne parokSa maLavA mATenuM rIsIvara hAthamAM lIdhuM. phona lIdhA pachI mana avyavasthita haze te barAbara vArtAlApa thaI zakaze nahi. vepAra kare heya paNa ADatiyAne rUbarU maLI zake tema na he te phona dvArA temanI sAthe vAta karo cho te samaye cittanI ekAgratA barAbara hoya che ke bIjA vicAromAM bhamatuM hoya che? Aje mAnava paisA mATe te pUrepUre sAvadhAna ane jAgRta che, paNa paramezvaranuM dhyAna dharavA besaze te mananI sthiti DAmADoLa thaI jaze. kAraNa temAM je rUci-prIti joIe te nathI, jApa karavAthI jaMpa vaLe, zAMti maLe, tyAganI bhAvanA vikAsa pAme. tame nava lAkha maMtra jApa kare che. mALA pherave che te paNa zAMti maLatI nathI, tenuM kAraNa zuM? navakAra maMtra bhAvathI bolatA nathI. navakAra maMtra prathama maMgala che. chatAM gAyane ane kuMvArikAne maMgaLa gaNe che. tame bAhya maMgaLamAM paDI gayA che. navakAra maMtrane gaNanA kadI bhUkhyo na hoya, DokaTare hAtha khaMkherI nAkhyA hoya chatAM navakAra maMtranA prabhAve sArA thAya che, evA aneka dAkhalAo Aje paNa mojuda che. paNa A sarvazreSTha maMtra para pUrNa zraddhA hevI joIe zraddhA vinA jIva khuvAra thAya che. mALA te manakI bhalI, aura kASTakA pAra, je mALAmAM guNa hoya te zIda vece maNiyArA; mALA te karamAM phare, mukhamAM phare chabhAya, manaDAM caudiza phare esa smaraNa thAya." hAthamAM mALA phare che paNa mana kayAMya bhamatuM hoya che. prabhunI sAthe ja joDANa thavuM joIe e thatuM nathI. emAM mALA bicArI zuM kare? aMdara ekAgra thavuM joIe. mana indriye sarva sAdhanAmAM ekatAra banI jAya che, jyAre AtmasvarUpane pAsavAnI tAlAvelI jAge che tyAre jagatanA padArtho azAzvata che evI anitya bhAvanAnA zera AgaLa vadhanAra svarUpane pAmI jAya che. "dekhI AMgaLI Apa eka aDavI vairAgya vege vayA, chAMDI rAja samAjane bharatajI kevaLajJAnI thayA." bharata cakravatI zaNagAra sajavA arIsA bhavanamAM gayA. jene 84 lAkha hAthI, 84 lAkha gheDA, 84 lAkha ratha, 96 koDa pAyadaLa temaja cha khaMDanuM rAjaya sarva sukha

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sAhyakhI hatI. temane zaNagAra sajatAM eka AMgaLI aDavI lAge che. adarathI prazna upaDe che ke zuM huM parathI zANuM chuM? dAgInA tathA kapaDAM utAratA gayA ane bharata cakravatI` kevaLajJAnI thayA. sAcuM peAtAnuM Atmika svarUpa nIhALyu. paranI AAlA mAre na joIe. zarIra te huM nathI. vANI te paNa huM nathI. huM saccidAnaMda chuM. jeTalA arita thayA te sAdhu thayA vinA thayA nathI. jeTalA sAdhu thayA e samakita pAmyA pachIthI thayA che. jIvane sAcI zraddhA nathI eTale tenI rakhaDapaTTI aTakatI nathI. tamane khIjA maMtrA para zraddhA che eTalI navakAramaMtra para zraddhA che? " hajAro maMtra zuM karaze mArA navakAra khelI che, jagata rUTIne zu' karaze mArA navakAra khelI che. hajAro maMtranI tulanAmAM navakAramaMtra na AvI zake. aMdarathI laganI lagADA, aMdarathI yAna dhara ane ahiM ta thavAnI icchA rAkhA. zeTha paNa enA nAkaranI sArI cAlacalagata joine enA jevA banAve che te he traNa leAkanA nAtha! je tamAru' smaraNa kare te tamArA jevA kema na ane? * navakAramaMtra vinAza kIdheA anya maMtrA jANIne, kuzAstranA vA vaDe haNI AgamAnI vANIne, kudevanI saMgata thakI karyAM nakAmA AcaryAM, matibhrama thakI ratnA gumAvI kAca kaTakA me' grahyA." bhagavAne kahyu' che. pahelAM svadarzananA abhyAsa kara, pachI bIjAnA abhyAsa karaje. tame kuzAstrane sAMbhaLIne svadarzana bhulI jAo che. ratna ApI dIdhA ane kAcanA kaTakA bhegA karyAM che. AgamavANIne haNI nAkhI che. jainadhama para yathArtha zraddhA nathI, ne kudevanuM sthAna hRdayamAM sthApita karyu che. koi deva hAthamAM talavAra rAkhe che. vitarAgane talavAra rAkhavI paDatI nathI. keAI devanA hAthamAM leAhI Tapakatu. mAthuM hAya. aneka hAtha hAya, aneka hathiyAra hAya. mANusanI khAparInI mALA haiAya. AvAne tame page lAge che ! A mahAkALI che ema tame khele che. tame kayAM ubhA che? nAratAmAM strIne veza paherIne purUSA nAce che. tame keAnA upAsaka che? jaina dharmAMnA ! bIDInA dhumADA kADhanAranA paMDamAM devI Ave che. ane kahe che jA, mApa, sArU thaI jaze. sArU thAya teA ThIka che, are jo sArUM na thAya te kahe che tamArA kama tamane naDe che. A vAta te ame pahelethI ja kahIe chIe. tamArA kama tamane naDe che. Aje mANasamAM azraddhA khUba ja vadhI gaI che. kama hasI hasIne karA che, te rAtAM-rAtAM paNa chUTatAM nathI. cIkaNAM karmAMnAM adha vakhate jIva cetatA nathI, ane kama udayamAna thAya che tyAre devadevIenI mAnyatAmAM paDI jAya che. koI devanA eya paDakhe strI beThelI hAya che ane zaMkaranA kheALAmAM pAvatIjI kheThelAM DAya che. A devAmAM kAma-vikAra dekhAya che, jyAM nivikAra avasthA nathI tyAM dhama

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29 kevI rIte hAI zake? kudeva, kugurU ane kudhane mAnavA e mithyASTi che. mithyAtvanu mULa kADhI nAkhA. devadevI kahe amane pADA caDAvajo, ekaDA caDAvo, temAM keTalI hiMsA thAya che ? satakhAle tathA gAMdhIjIe hiMsA aTakAvavA mATe kalakattAmAM keTalu' karyu, paNu mithyAmAnyatA cheADI nahi. mAMdA paDe te bhega ApavAnI mAnatA mAne che. leTarI lAgI jAya tA eka pADA caDAvIza' AvI mAnatA mAne che. keAI devI si'Du-vAghanA bhAga mAMge che. paNa vAghanA bhAga keNu devA jAya ? je jAya e peAte ja bhAga thaI jAya che. bhAga dukha`LanA mAge che. pazu sakhaLanA mAMgatA nathI. AvA devAnI AzA rAkhanArathI muktinAM sukha ghaNA cheTA thaI jAya che. mAnava bhautika sukhanI AzAe devadevIenI mAnyatA rAkhe che. lAbhane thAbha nathI. ApaNAM deva rAga-dveSa vinAnAM che. vitarAganI pAse tyAganA khajAnA che. tyAgIenI dukAnamAM tyAganA mAla bharyAM che. "bhAva dharIne je guNu gAya, te jIva tarIne melle jAya". mAMgalikamAM A ja kahIe chIe. mAkSamArganI sAdhanA e nAnA che.karAnAM khela nathI. sAcA DhilathI jo enI ArAdhanA kare teA karmInA bhUkkA uDI jAya che. navakAra maMtranA jApa viSe aneka pustikAo chapAya che. temAM kAI vyaktinI pUjA nathI. arihaMta eTale cAra ghanaghAtI karma kSaya karanAra. vaizya hAya, kSatriya hAya, zudra hAya, ke brAhmaNa hoya, paNa cAra kAya karela hAya tene ja namaskAra karavAmAM Ave che. meAsiddhANu-siddha bhagavAnane namaskAra, bhagavAna AThe kA~thI rahita thaI leAkAtre birAje che. ApaNe tevA thavuM che, ApaNuM lakSyakhiM e che. "kuMthunAtha prabhu mAre upara AvavuM che, eraMDAnA bInI mAphaka upara Avavu che; mahAvIra kolejamAM bhaNatara bhaNavAnAM, sUtra siddhAMtanA caNatara caNavAnA, zuddhAcArI nivikArI khanI jAvu che,agninA dhUmADAM mAphaka upara AvavuM che...kuMthunAtha. sUtra-siddhAMta cAritranu` sArU ghaDatara kare che, mATI rahita thatA tumaDI pANI upara tare. dhanuSyamAMthI khANa chUTI sIdhuM nizAna para vAge che. dhumADA agnimAMthI bahAra nIkaLatAM UMce jAya che. tema nile`pa mANasa UMcA jAya che. mArU' zAzvata ghara siddhazilA upara mekSamAM che. AvA gharane batAvanAra aMgulI-nirdeza karanAra sadgurUe che. sAdhupurUSa eka gAmathI bIje gAma vivhAra karI TADha, taDakA sahana karIne dharmInA mArga batAve che. e upadezanI kAi upekSA kare teA manamAM lAvatA nathI, ane samatAmAM rahe che. prabhu mahAvIranI hAjarImAM badhAe teenuM anukaraNa karyu * nathI. te| huM kANu ? mArI pharaja vItarAganI vANI sabhaLAvavI, e ja che, Ama samajI mahApurUSA upadezanI dhArA vahevaDAve che. ekAda vacana jo sadgurUnu dilamAM ese teA uddhAra thaI jAya. tame keTalu sAMbhaLeA che ! A cheDavA jevu che. ane A cheDavA jevu' nathI, paNu AcaraNamAM mUko che? bheMsa khAIne vAgeALe tyAre svAdanI khakhara paDe che. ema tame paNa sAMbhaLIne ..

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manana kare. jema jema manana karaze ema ema era mA Avaze. bhautika padArthAnI AzAe jIve devane ArAdhe che. devanI ArAdhanAmAM ekAgra citta bhAva bhajave che. dehanI paNa sthiratA joIe. puNyanA udaya hAya tA devatAe AvIne badhu karI jAya che. dvArikA nagarImAM tamAma rAca-racIlu' devatAoe vasAvI dIdhuM. deva racita raLiyAmaNI dvArikA nagarI hatI. te nagarInA rAjA kANu hatA te adhikAra avasare, vyAkhyAna na, 7, aSADa vada 8 ne gurUvAra tA. 15-7-71 nAthe siddhAMtathI samajAvyA, siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu enu nAma siddhAMta. ahI vahni dazAmAM niSakumAranA adhikAra cAle che. dvArikA nAmanI nagarI hatI. dvArikA nagarInA zajA kRSNa vAsudeva hatA. A vasuMdharAnA vizALapaTa para aneka mAnavIe janme che. kAI rAjA thaI ne Ave che, koi bhikhArI thaIne Ave che. A duniyAnI raMgabhUmi para, koI ane mAra tA koi ane Dhela, AvyA che saue karavAne khela. phAi thAya rAjA, koI che bhikhArI, kAi khAya khAjAM koinuM peTa khAlI, vidhie vhecyA che vidha-vidha pAThA, kaiAI ne maLe mahela tA kAI ne, maLe jela....AvyA che....." A duniyA eka raMgabhUmi che. kAI zrImaMtane tyAM janme che, kAi khAvAnA sAMsA hAya evA daridrIne tyAM janme che. koIne nita navalAM pakavAnA khAvA maLe che, tA kAine peTanuM kema puru' karavu' e prazna rAja mujhavatA hAya che. kame badhAM pATha vaheMcI dIdhA che. judA-judA pATha bhajavavA mATe ApaNe duniyAnI bhUmipara AvyA chIe. pATha bhajavI saune cAlyA javAnu che. ApaNe ahI sthira rahevAnuM nathI, paNa javAnuM che. tamane koI pUche ke tame kayAMnA rahevAsI che ? teA tame kaheA ke A amArU maLa gAma che. paNa jJAnIpurUSA kahe che ke tu' rahevAsI nathI, pravAsI che. tArU zAzvata ghara juduM che. tu saMcAga saMbadhe ahIM Avye che. sayeAga tenA viyAga avazya che. A tA bhADutI makAna che. bhADutI makAna hAya, be-cAra varasa pachI khAlI karavAnu... hAya tene rga-rAgAna nahI karo, rIperIMga nahI karo, kAraNa ke bhADutI makAna che. zarIra paNa

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bhADutI makAna che. zarIra karmanuM bhADe ApeluM makAna che. tAre tAdAmya saMbaMdha AtmA sAthe che ke karma sAthe che? ne mAyA se vinnAyA, ne vinA re AyA"je AtmA che e jJAtA che, je jJAtA che, te AtmA che. te jJAna tArI sAthe zAzvata TakavAvALuM che. mAla, mita, lADI, vADI, gADI vi. saMgika saMbaMdha che. agninI aMdara uSNatA ane pANInI aMdara zitaLatA che. e tAdAmya saMbaMdhe rahelA che. tene kadI judA pADI zakAya nahi. judA pADo te te vastunuM astitva Take nahi. tema jJAna ane AtmA tAdAbhya saMbaMdhe sAthe rahelAM che. jIva aMdaranI vastu kheLatuM nathI paNa pidugalika vastu prApta karavAmAM AkAza-pAtALa eka karavA mathe che. Akho divasa enA ja prayatna. ene meLavavA mATenI ja doDadhAma karI rahyA che. AkhA divasamAM sAMsArika pravRtti karatAM tamane bhagavAna keTalIvAra yAda Ave che? mokSane divasamAM keTalI vAra yAda kare che? ja mAMdI haze te tamane keTalI phikara haze? kaI davA lAvuM, kyA DokaTara belAvuM, ke IlAja karUM? ane te kevI rIte sAjI thAya! AvA vicAra Ave che. jyAre, mokSa mATe tamane koI vicAra Ave che? tamAre tyAM bhikSu Ave ane bhikSA mAge che, ke A kaI baTakuM roTalo Apone ! te tame tene vadhyuM ghaTayuM paDeluM haze te Apaze, nahiM te cekhI nA pADaze. ene tiraskAra karaze. tyAre vevAI rAtanI gADImAM AvI caDyA haze to paNa rAtre garamAgarama bhejana banAvI jamADaze. zrAvakane rAtri-bhojana jamAya? "na jamAya", chatAMya haze heze rAtri-bhojana karAvaze, ane bahumAna karaze. tema ahIM paNa zuM kare che? paisAne, dhana-mAla-milakatane vevAI jeTaluM mAna Ape che. Akho divasa tenI pAchaLa gumAve che, ane TAIma TukaDo vadhe te dharma mATe rAkhe che ane na vadhe te dharma kAle karIzu, ema kahI upekSA karI che. dhamane bhikhArI tulya mAnya che, ane paisAne vevAInuM sthAna mAnyuM che. AmAM mekSa kevI rIte maLe? jene mokSa joIe che tene hADahADanI mijajAmAM dharmane raMga hoya. zvAsozvAsamAM bhagavAna ramata hoya. "samyagdaSTi jIvaDe, kare kuTuMba pratipALa, aMtarathI nyAro rahe, jema dhAva khIlAvata bALa." jema dhAva mAtA bALakanuM lAlana-pAlana kare, rakSaNa kare che, sArasaMbhALa le che, chatAM bALaka pitAnuM che ema mAnatI nathI. tema samyagUdaSTi jIva paNa kuTuMbanuM bharaNa-paSaNa pharaja samajIne kare paNa aMtarathI nyAro rahe. temAM otaprota na bane. je tAre mokSa meLavavuM haze te saMsAranI vaLagaNathI dUra rahevuM paDaze. tane saMsAranA saMbaMdha kevA lAge che? baMdhana-baMdhanarUpa lAge te tenAthI mukta thavA prayatna kare. A baMdhane beDI rUpa che, ane jhakaDI rAkhanAra che, AvI koI divasa pratIti thaI che?

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"baMdhana baMdhana jhaMkhe mAruM mana paNa Atama jhaMkhe chUTakAre, mane dahezata che A jhaghaDAmAM, thaI jAya pUre nA janmAre baMdhana. madhurA, mIThAM ne managamatAM, paNa baMdhana aMte baMdhana che, laI jAya janamanAM cakarAve, evuM duHkhadAyI AlaMbana che, huM lAkha manAvuM manaDAne paNa eka ja ene uMhakAre baMdhana. tamArA aMtarAtmAmAMthI chUTavAne avAja Ave che? baMdhane tamane mIThAM-madhurAM lAgatA haze, te paNa te bhavanA cakakaramAM pADanAra che. putra-parivAra-zarIra Adine AlaMbana rUpa mAnatA ho paNa te duHkharUpa AlaMbana che. jene dhama zarIrane gauNa gaNe che ane AtmAne mukhya gaNe che. tame kone mukhya gaNe che? AtmAne mukhya gaNatA he te AtmA mATe zuM kare che? nAstika hoya e AtmAne mAna nathI, svargane mAnato nathI ema khule khulluM kahe che. Astike pitAnI jAtane Astika kahevaDAvatAM heya, paNa dharma sAthe-AtmA sAthe ene kAMI levA devA na hoya. dhana khAtara dharmane vecI detA hoya te pracchanna nAstika che. jaina dharma AtmAvAdI che. je tame jaina dhamI te AtmAne juo. bhavathI mukti kema thAya e vicAre. ApaNA aMtaranA raMgamahelanI aMdara be vyaktinuM zAsana cAlI rahyuM che. (1) AtmA, (2) mana. AtmA jenuM sarjana kare che, tenuM visarjana karavA mana haMmezA prayatnazIla rahe che. AtmA ane mana baMne eka ja mahelanI aMdara pitAnA kuTuMbIjane sAthe vase che. chatAM baMnenA paMtha nyArA che. AtmAne paMtha mukti che, manane paMtha baMdhana che. AtmAnI sakhI sumati che, mananI preyasI kumati che. mananI patnI kumati vilAsI tArapara vAsanAnuM saMgIta choDe che. tenA mIThAM-madhurA sUre paNa AtmAnaMdamAM agana jalAve che. AtmArAma kaMTALI jAya che eTale pitAnI patnI sumatine kahe che ke tArUM sumadhura saMgIta mane saMbhaLAva. sumati nijAnaMdanA tAra para saMyamanuM saMgIta cheDe che. tyAre AtmA sumadhura surAvalImAM svargIya AnaMda anubhave che. DelavA lAge che. gAnAra vyakti be che. ekanI aMdara tyAga che, vairAgyanI bhAvanA che, chuTavAnI tamannA che. bIjAnI aMdara vAsanA che, kAmanA che, ene mohanAM baMdhana pyArAM lAge che. raMga-rAga, nAca-gAna, khAna-pAnanI aMdara apUrva AhUlAda anubhave che. AtmAne thAya che ke A baMdhanane cheDI dauM. upAdhi joItI nathI. upAdhi TALI sAcI samAdhi sAdhuM. mana nA pADe che. bannenuM jora-zorathI yuddha thAya che. AtmA saMyama, tapa, tyAganAM sAdhana vaDe laDe che. tyAre mana bahirbhAvanA za laI yuddha kare che. baMne laDe che. jenuM baLa vadhAre, jenI zakti vadhAre ene vijaya nakkI thAya che. bhagavAna paNa . 1 mAM pharamAve che ke "vara me appA daMto, saMjameNa taveNa ya, mAha parehi dammaMto, baMdhaNehiM vahehi ya // 16 //

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saMyama ane tapathI AtmAnuM damana karavuM eja zreSTha che. viSaya ane vAsanAne dura karavA eja sAce mArga che. nahiM te vadhIne baMdhanathI damAvuM paDaze. saMyama vaDe ikriyAnuM damana karavAnuM che. AtmAne guMgaLAvI mAranAra iMdriya ane manadvArA ubhI karelI vAsanA ja che. ke je dehamaMdiramAM birAjamAna caitanya svarUpa, AnaMdaghana AtmAne oLakhavA detI nathI. AtmAne oLakha hoya te jIvanane sudhAre. saddaguNane vikAsa kare. sadAcArane apanA. sadAcAramAM ja sarvanI zobhA che. strIonI zobhA paNa zIlamAM ja che, lajajAmAM che. jenA hRdayamAM zIladharma lepAye heya tene bhaya nathI. vanavagaDAmAM satI strI cAlI jatI hoya ghera aTavI hoya. bihAmaNuM sthAna hoya, tyAM koI viSayI mAnava sAme AvI caDe, ane kahe ke mAre tAbe thaI jA. khUba satAve, mAra mAre chatAM satI strI pitAnA zIlAdharmanuM rakSaNa kare che. mRtyune svIkAre paNa pitAnAM dharmane cheDe nahi. brahmacarya zarIranI sAcI zakti che. jIvananuM teja che. AtmAne prakAza che. zarIrane sazakta rAkhanAra jaDIbuTTI che. satI strI potAnI daSTi keI para-purUSa tarapha mAMDe nahiM. A jamAnAmAM te strIne purUSa mitra hoya che. pachI utthAna ke patana? vicAre te kharA ! tamArA saMtAno kayAM jaI rahyA che? eka suzIlA nAmanI bAI che. jenAmAM mAtA-pitAe bacapaNathI zIlanAM saMskAra rahyA che. koI purUSa sAme jevuM nahi, ati paricaya na kare. vArtAlApamAM na utaravuM, purUSa strIo sAme TIkI-TIkIne jue, ane strIo purUSa sAme TIkITIkIne jue temAM vikAra utpanna thAya che. strIonA aMga pratyaMga, cArU veNa nirIkSaNa, na dekhe ciMtave sAdhu, kAma rAga vivardhaka strInAM aMgopAMganuM nirIkSaNa karavAthI kAma rAga vadhe che. keI strI zaNagAra sajIne thAlI jatI hoya tenI sAmuM eka vakhata jovAI jAya e svAbhAvika che. paNa vAraMvAra jevAthI vikAra utpanna thAya che. jema sUrya sAme najara nAkhavAthI daSTi tarata pAchI phare che, ema strI tarapha joIne najarane pAchI kheMcI levI joIe. jema kAca pitAnA cAra paga ane mAthuM DhAlanI aMdara chupAvI le che. pachI tene bhaya raheto nathI. tema DAtA jo pAMce Indriya ane manane kabajAmAM rAkhe che. emane chuTI mUktA nathI. ajJAnIjIvo iMdriyanAM gulAma thaI gayA che. tethI ikriye je je hukama kare e pramANe nAce che. rUparaMga jevAthI paNa Indriye sateja bane che. ucca saMskAra laIne bAI zvasuragRhe Ave che. suzIlAnAM patideva udayacaMdra che, baMnenuM suMdara joDuM che. udayacaMdrane punamacaMdra nAmane mitra che. te vAraMvAra mitrane tyAM Ave jAya che. ghera AvelAne Atithya satkAra kare joIe ema hiMnI eka-eka nArI mAnatI hoya che. punamacaMdrane suzIlA cA-pANInAte Ape che. suzIlA punamacaMdra Ave tyAre gharanI pravRtti kare paNa nIcI najarekara -

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AMkhathI AMkha pazu milAvatI nathI. rUpa sAthe guNanI sugaMdha che.' ghaNAmAM rUpa helpa tA guNu nathI hAtA. ghaNAmAM guNu hAya teA rUpa nathI hetu. puNyanA udaye suzIlA rUpane vAna paNa che ane guNavAna paNa che. gulAmanAM phulamAM rUpa ane sugaMdha banne che. AkaDAnA kulamAM rUpa nathI ane sugaMdha paNa nathI. rAtarANInAM phulamAM rUpa-nathI paNa sugaMdha che. kesuDAnA phUlamAM rUpa che paNa sugadha nathI. evA cAra jAtanA phUla DAya che. ema mAnavI paNa cAra jAtanA che. suzIlAmAM gulAmanA puSpanI jema bane che. punamacadrane te suzIlAne jotAM ja viSayarUpI viSa caDe che. viSa te eka ja bhavamAM mAre che. paNa, viSayarUpI viSe anaMtA janma-maraNu vadhAre che. "eka viSayane jItatAM, jItyA sahu saMsAra, nRpati jItatAM jItIye, daLa, pUra ne adhikAra. viSaya rUpa 'kurathI, TaLe jJAna ne dhyAna, leza madirApAnathI, chAke jema ajJAna. - jema laDAInI aMdara eka rAjA jItAI jAya te pachI tenu lAva-lazkara-adhikAra madhu jItAI jAya che. tema eka viSaya chatAya te saghaLA sa MsAra jItAI jAya che ! viSaya rUpI a'kura jenA hRdayamAM uge che, tenA jJAna-dhyAna TaLI jAya che. madirAnA pAmethI jema-tema akavATa kare che. tenA vivekanA divaDA AlavAI jAya che. te AgaLa pAchaLanu vicArI zakatA nathI, tema viSaya paNa madirA tulya che. viSayarUpI madirA pInAra paNa viveka bhraSTa thAya che. pArakI sna-kirI para kharAba draSTi karatAM acakAtA nathI. suzIlAne jotAM punaHmacaMdrane vicAra Ave che ke AvI suMdara strI mArI thaI jAya 5 kevA Anada Ave! suzIlA vicIkSaNa che, punamacaMnI vikArI draSTine pArakhI jAya paNa mane mitra vaccenI mitratA tUTe te mATe kaMI khAlI zakatI nathI. punaHmacaMdga Ave jAya te tene kharAbara sAcavI le che. punamacaMdane ema thAya che ke huM jAuM tyAre suzIlA mArU' sanmAna kare che eTale ke te mane cAhe che, emAM jogAnujoga eka vakhata ema bane che ke uDDayacaMdrane eka mahinA mATe mahAragAma javAnuM thAya che. te peAtAnA mitra punamaca Mdane kahe che-mAre thADA vakhata mATe bahAragAma javAnu che. mATe tArI bhAbhInI tuM kharAkhara khakhara rAkhaje, je cIja-vastu joItI hoya te lAvI Apa A sAMbhaLI punaHmacaMde kahyuM : tame koI jAtanI phikara rAkhazeA nahi punamacaMdane te joItuM hatuM te maLI gayuM. udayacaMda bahAragAma jAya che. ane punamaca divasamAM eka-be vAra suzIlAne maLavA mATe Ave che. eka divasa te suzIlAne kahe che-mArA bhAI bahAragAma gayA che tethI tamane gamatuM nahIM hAya. huM paNa te ja chuM, tenA jevA ja chuM. tame jarA paNa ochuM lAvaze nahiM. tamArA divasa te pasAra thaI jatA haze, paNa rAtri

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ekalA-ekalAM lAMbI thaI paDatI haze, mATe Aje rAtanA huM tamane kaMpanI ApavI AvIza, tethI tamane ekalavAyuM nahIM lAge. suzIlA vicAra kare che ke AnI zAna ThekANe lAvavI ja joIe. nahIMtara anartha karI nAkhaze. bhagavAne kahyuM che ke, zIlane sAcavavA keI ApaghAta kare, keI jhera khAIne mare, koI dariyAmAM paDe, Ama koIpaNa rIte maraNa svIkAre che te ApaghAta ApaghAta nathI. AjanI nArI lAja-maryAdA ane zarama vagaranI thaI gaI che. phezana paNa keTalI vadhI gaI che. aMgrejI pikacara jevA jAya che. navA jue che. te jotAM AnaMda mANe che paNa karmanA bhArA bAMdhe che. jJAnI purUSa kahe che A badhe parabhAva che. je karma bAMdhyA tene A bhavamAM ke anya bhavamAM bhogavavA paDaze. ene chUTakAro thAya tema nathI. punamacaMda kahe che-rAtane AvuM ne? tyAre suzIlA hA pADe che. bhale, rAtanA Avaje. punamacaMda sne, pAvaDara lagAvIne, IstrI-TAITa vastra - paridhAna karIne attara-TathI maghamaghAyamAna banIne rAtanI moja mANavA jAya che. moja mANavA ke narakamAM paDavA jAya che. Indriye nacAve ema ja nAce che. sArAsArane viveka oNI beTho che. zIla e mUDI che. zIla e ratna che. jenAmAM zIla ratna che, e badhAthI UMce rahe che. ene game tevA nimitto maLe te paNa temAM levAtuM nathI. kAdava ane pANImAM rahevA chatAM kamaLa lapAtuM nathI tema zIlavAna vyakti viSaya bhegamAM lekhAtI nathI. - punamacaMdane ema thAya che ke mArI sAme suzIlA sAre vartAva kare che, teNe mane cAhe che. Aja huM svagIya sukha bhogavIza. ema vicArato prAMgaNamAM paga mUke che. tyAM ja kADhava, kIcaDa ane DAmarathI paga kharaDAya che. chatAMya cAlyA jAya che. AgaLa jatAM rezamI sADIo, banArasI zelAo pAtharelAM che. temAM kAdava kharaDAyelAM paga kema mUkAya? eTale tarata buma pADe che. A badhuM upADI le te huM AvI zakuM. suzIlA kahe che tame tamAre cAlyA Ave ne? punama kahe che-mArA paga te juo. huM AvIza te badhI sADIo bagaDI jaze. suzIlA kahe che-sADIo te chevAthI paNa svaccha anI jaze paNa tame mArUM tathA tamAruM jIvana bagADavA beThAM che enuM kAMI thatuM nathI te sADInI zI ciMtA ! suzIlA tene zIla ane vAsanAnuM suMdara svarUpa batAve che. zIla jIvana che. vAsanA mRtyu che. zIla amRta che. vAsanA viSa che. zIlamAM zAMti ane sukhane dariye chalakAya che. vAsanAmAM duHkhane dariye che. zIla joti che. vAsanA aMdhAruM che. zIla jJAna-vijJAna che. vAsanA bhrAMti-ajJAna che. zIlamAM apUrva zakti ane baLa che. mATe vAsanA para kAbU meLave. nahi to vAsanAnA dAsa ja nahiM, paNa dAsanA dAsa banaze. punamacaMdanI AMkha ughaDI jAya che. are! meM mitradroha karyo. tuM mArI bahena che, mAtA che. te mane divyadraSTi ApI. suzIlA badhuM uThAvI le che. punamacaMda doDIne ke pagamAM paDI jAya che. hRdayamAM pazcAtApane pAvaka pragaTe che. dhAra AMsue raDI paDe che. suzIlA tene premathI samajAve che.

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k hA pastAvA vipula jharaNuM, svaga`thI pApI temAM DUbakI daIne, puNyazALI Utaryu " che, bane che. ' jJAnIo kahe che je pazcAtApanAM vipula pavitra jharaNAmAM snAna kare che te pApI paNa puNyazALI banI jAya che. jenA vata mAna sudharyAM, enu badhuM sudharyu. pachI te suzIlAnA pagamAM paDI kSamA mAge che. punamacaMda suzIlA pAse kSamAyAcanA karI dUra dUra cAlyA jAya che. uDDayacaMdra AvI tenI khUba tapAsa kare che paNa tenA patto lAgatA nathI. tamArA jIvana white che ke black te vakhata Ave tyAre khabara paDe. A sudara majAnI jIMdagI maLI che. tA kamanI sAthe jaMga khelI . nArInI zAbhA zIlamAM che. sadAcAramAM che. tamArA AcAra-vicAra sudhArA. brahmacaryanI sAdhanA e jIvananI kaLA che. kaLA vastune suMdara banAve che, tenA saumAM vRddhi kare AcAra paNa e ja kAma kare che. te jIvanane suMdara, suMdaratara, suMdaratama banAve che. AvA uttama AcAra ane vicArathI jIvana ghaDAze te AtmAnuM kalyANa thaze. vyAkhyAna......naM. 8 aSADe vada 9 ne zukravAra tA. 16-7-71 siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu hAya tenu nAma siddhAMta. bAramA DAMga vize bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI samajAve che. raivatagirI nAmanA paryaMta hatA. te eTale UMcA hatA ke jANe vAdaLa sAthe vAtA na karatA hAya ! khUbaja ramaNiya hatA. aneka jhADapAna, phaLaphUla ghaTAothI cAlatA hatA. A badhI nagarInI zAlA che. jhADapAna hAya, davAkhAnA hAya, bAga-bagIcA hoya e badhAM nagaranA ramaNiya sthAne che. rastA, makAnA ekasarakhA haiAya tA nagarInA dekhAva sanya lAge che. dvArikA nagarI manaharaNIya hatI. 7 nagarI seAha'tI jalavRkSamUlA, rAjA sAha'tA catura'gI senA, nArI sehuMtI suzIlavaMtI, sAdhu sAhatA nivadyavANI" nagarI jaLAzaya, vAva, kUvA, bAga-magIcA, vADI, vanarAjI, jAtajAtanAM vrukSA vagerethI

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cAle che. azvasenA, gajasenA, rathasenA ane pAyajJaLasenAthI rAjA zAle che. strInI cAbhA zolamAM che. sAdhunI grAbhA nivadya vANImAM che. nivadya eTale pApa rahita. sAdhunI vANI kaza na DAya. kAI paNa jIvanI hiMsA thAya evI na hAya, koI jIvane pIDA thAya evI na hAya, nizcayakAraka bhASA na hAya, mArmika paNa na heAya. "L musa parihare bhikkhu, na ya ohAriNi vae, bhASA - dosa parihare, mAyaM ca vajjae sA || " u. a.1-24 kamanI bhekhaDA tADanArane 'bhippu' kahevAya che. kanA gajegaMja AtmA upara lAgelA che, ane teADe te bhikhkhuM. jIva jAya tA kurabAna karI nAkhe paNa jITuM khele nahi. jIhu khelavu te maravA khAkhara che. bhASA AlavAmAM kAbu rAkhavA joie. bhASA hatAM saheja paNa doSa lAgI jAyatA tevI bhASAne paNa va de che. ane sadA mAyAthI paNa dUra rahe che. eka jaMgalanI aMdara muni bhagavaMta UbhA che. pAchaLathI zikArI Ave che. ane pUche che. haraNanuM ToLu tame ahIMthI jatAM joyu' " ? e rastAmAM kayA raste yu' te mane matAvA. paNa muni bhagavaMta khelatAM nathI. jo sAcesAcu` khele tA hiMsAnu pApa lAge, jo bruhu khele te asatyanuM pApa lAge che. evA samaye muni bhagavaMtA mauna dhAraNa kare che, nahi eTalavAthI maraNAMta kaSTa paNa Ave te te samabhAve sahana kare. prANa jAya paNa hi'sAkArI bhASA Ale nahi. upAzraya manAvA, raseADA khAle, AvI vAtA sAdhuthI khelAya nahi. hiMsA karanArane anumodana paNa na Ape. jJAnIpurUSa kahe che, hiMsAnI vAtA tArAthI thAya nahi. eka munivara geAcarIe nIkaLyA che. mAsakhamaNanu pAraNuM che. je rAjagRhInI rAjakanyAne paraNanAra metA muni che. mahInA mahInAnA cAvidvArA upavAsa kare che ane pAraNe peAtAnA ja hAthe vaheAravA jAya che. muni zramajIvI hAya che. munine kAI TiphIna lAvIne Ape te kalpe nahi, vecAtuM lAvIne Ape te kalpe nahiM. suni bhagavaMta pharatA krUratA ucca, nIca ane madhyama kuLanI aMdara vaheAravA jAya che. eka gharamAM praveza kare che. sAnInuM ghara che. seAnI javalA ghaDI rahyo che. ne tenu dhyAna muni-bhagavata para paDe che. tarata UbhA thaI jAya che. javalA ghaDavA paDatAM mUkayA vadyAM muninA pAya, bhikSA devA munirAjane seAnI gayeA gharamAMya" padhA2eza mahArAja ! seAnI kahe. Aje mAre AMgaNe kalpavRkSa uchyA, mamatIThuM mehu nRsyA. tame mArUM AMgaNuM pAvana karyu. sAdhu nirdoSa vastu vaheAre che. sAdhu mATe anAve

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te vastu na le. sacetanAM saMghaTA vALuM paNa munine khapatuM nathI. javalA ghaDavAnuM kArya tyAM ja paDatuM mUkIne munine vaherAvavA mATe aMdara gaye. jyAM aMdara jAya che tyAM pAchaLathI pakhiI sAcA javuM mAnI caNI jAya che. muni bhagavaMtane khUba ja bhAvathI vaherAve che ane thoDe sudhI mUkavA jAya che. munine mukI AvIne tenI ghaDavA bese che. jue che to jIva dekhAyA nahi. tethI ene lAgyuM ke A kAma sAdhunuM che. : - "senIne zaMkA gaI sAdhunAM e kAma, - deTa mUkIne satvare, belA tatkALa." - sanIne ema thAya che ke A sAdhu nahi paNa Thaga ja hovo joIe. mArA javalA ja laI gaye have joIe. senuM dekhIne munivara paNa caLe. sonI ekadama leTa paikIne mahArAjane kahe che, jaldI pAchA vaLe. munivara pAchA padhAre che. pAtrI tathA kapa DAMnI jaDatI lIdhI. moTuM lAgyuM, kadAca meDhAmAM saMtADayA heya paNa na malyA eTale ' kahe che ke bola, mArA javalA kayAM che? jaldI batAva, nahIM te tArI barAbara khabara laI laIza. ema sonI dhamakI Ape che. ' metAraja samajI gayA ne paMkhIDAnI AvI dayA, . . paMkhIDAnuM nAma laIza te marI jAze bicAruM, enA karatAM bahetara che ke zarIra saLage mArUM," metAraja samajI gayA ke javalA caNI janAra pakSI che. pakSInuM nAma levuM tene karatAM mArA jIvanane bhega Ape eja zreSTha che. kevA jIvadayAnA himAyatI! pakSInAM jIvanane bacAvavA khAtara prANanI Ahuti ApavA taiyAra thAya che. sonI munine khUba mAra mAre che. cAra kadI mAne nahI ema kahIne DhaDhaLe che. munibhagavaMta vicAre che. mauna rahevuM e ja mArA mATe zreyaskara che. tethI senInA mAranA prahAra sahe che, paNa bolatA nathI, tenI khUba ja krodhAyamAna che. - "baLabaLatAM bapore sanI vAdhara zISa vIMTALe, baLabaLatA bapAra sAnI lAya muninA mastakamAMthI jANe vIja kaDAkA bele. phaTa phaTa phaTe hADakAM ne traDa traDa tUTe cAma, senITe saMtApIyA paNa muni rahayA manAma." maunane sAMdhe te muni, prANane bhege paNa cAritrya na javA de. enI vAdhara laIne mAthe vIMTALIne caitra vaizAkhane grISma Rtune taDako, jANe Agane bhaDake. samaya paNa * madhyAnha che, sUrya tapI rahyo che. evA asahA tApamAM munibhagavaMtane UbhA rAkhyA. : have Ane karUNa aMjAma tuM joI le." ema sonI bamaDe che. cAmaDAnI vAdhara taDakAnA

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(5thI saMkecAya che ne zarIranI cAmaDI taNAya che. mahInA mahInAnA . upavAsa che. zarIra te hADapiMjara jevuM thaI gayuM che. mastake te jANe vIjaLI kaDAko kare che, hADakA phaTa phaTa phUTe che. taDataDa cAmaDI tUTe che, chatAM sAdhune jarA paNa krodha na Ave, sanIne jarA paNa doSa na jotAM vicAre che ke mArA pitAnAM ja karma udayamAna thayA che emAM sonIne zuM doSa? jema keIne haDakAyuM kutarUM karaDayuM hoya te tarata ja haDakavA lAgato nathI. paNa karaDayA pachI amuka TAIme haDakavA upaDe che. tema je karma baMdhAya che te karma tarata udayamAM AvatuM nathI. tenI paNa mudata paDe che. abAdhAkALa eTale baMdha ane udaya vacce kALa. jyAM sudhI mudata na paDI hoya tyAM sudhI sajA thavAnI nathI. kemeM celenja pheMkIne kahe che ke karmabaMdha ane udayanA vacalA gALAmAM tuM svataMtra che. te vakhate tuM saMyama ane tapathI kamene uDAvavA dhAre te uDADI zake che. A "baMdha samaye jIva cetIye re, udaye ze saMtApa saluNA." karma bAMdhatI vakhate sAvacetI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. ane je baMdhAyAM che tene udayamAna thayAM pahelAM purUSArthathI uDADI devAnI jarUra che, paNa udayamAM AvyA pachI rADa pADaze ke arere, have te A duHkhe khamAtAM nathI. he bhagavAna! dorI kheMcI le te sArUM, have AnAthI chUTuM. ema hAyaya karavAthI kama chUTI nahIM jAya. koI mANasa pIDAtA hoya ane pachI marI jAya to te pIDAthI atyAre deha chUTe. paNa kema te AtmA sAthe ja gayA che. te kamene anya gatimAM bhegavavA paDe che. tapazcaryA karevArtha kamanI nirjarA thAya che. keI mANasane kSayanuM darda thayuM. tene uparathI malama coparyA kare paNa je joIe te davA na kare te kSaya maTatuM nathI. upavAsa karyA, mALA pheravI paNa aMdaranA kaSAya na TakyA te zA kAmanuM ? bahAranI kriyAo atyaMtamAM je maTe che. upavAsa karyA ane pAraNuM na sacavAyuM te aMdarathI dhamadhamATI thAya che. AvI vyakti zuM dharma pAmI che? "pAraNAnI haju taiyArI karI nathI ? kayAre huM pAraNuM karIza ema jorajorathI bole che. kajIyA kare, belAcAlI kare, apAsarAmAMthI chUTayA pachI kahe ke AvI jA, tArA bApane apAsaro che? A kaSAyanA ramakhANu che tyAM sudhan maLavAne thI. kaSAyanI upazAMtatA mAtra mekSa abhilASa, bhave kheda prANI dayA, e kahIe jijJAsa, te jijJAsu jIvane thAye sadagurU baMdha, te pAme samakti ne vate aMtara che." kaSAyanI upazAMtatA eTale kaSAya zamI ja joIe. jenAthI saMsArane lAbha

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dha, janmamaraNa vadhe enuM nAma kaSAya che. AvA kaSAya che kyA kayA bhavamAM nathI ka? eka zerIne kUtare bIjI zerImAM Ave te te bIjA kUtarAne lehIluhANa karIne bhagADe, pADe pADA ane bheMze bheMzuM zIMgaDe zIMgaDe bAjhe ane bhAre yuddha kare. A koya nathI dekhAte? AvI nImAM paNa kaSAya dekhAya che. mANasamAM paNa je pitAnuM dhAryuM na thAya te AMkha pharI jAya che ane na bolavAnuM paNa bele che. kapAya karavA jevuM che? na chatAM phUphADe na batAvuM te baMdhA mArA mAthe caDI jAya che, jyAre chokarAne mAvatara khUba mAre che. nirdaya rIte mAre che. tyAre bALaka niMbhara banI jAya che. kaMI DhaLI, phoDI nAkhe te zuM mAravAnA hoya! meTAnA hAthe kadi tuTatuM phUTatuM nahi hoya? jarA vicAre. ko pratye te vate krodha svabhAvatA, mAna pratye te dInapaNAnuM mAna je, mAyA pratye mAyA sAkSI bhAvanI, lebha pratye te vAte lebha samAna je, apUrva avasara e kayAre Avaze" jyAre krodha Ave che tyAre samajI javuM ke mAre koi jeTaluM mAruM kharAba kare kare che evuM bIjA koI kharAba karI zakatuM nathI. krodhathI bacavA samabhAvane keLava joIe. mAnanA parvata para ArUDha thayele bhAna bhUle che. paga lapase che ne nIce joDI tirUpI khAImAM paDe che mATe mAna pratye dInapaNane dhAraNa kare. mAyA nAgaNanI jema cAra vIMTaLAI DaMkhaze te khyAla nathI mATe mAyA pratye sAkSI bhAva keLave, lebhanI AI evI UMDI che ke game teTaluM nAkhavA chatAM bharAtI nathI mATe lebhane cheDI saMte ne dhAraNa karavuM joIe. | munine kaSAyanuM nimitta maLyuM che. jIvanamaraNane saMgrAma cAle che. vAdharI nI khAparI tUTe che. zuM jIva nIkaLo sahelo che? lAkho karoDa sonAmahora makAna je nIkaLI gayA che e AvA javalAnI IcchA rAkhe? muni mAthe beDuM ALa AvyuM, chatAM teo AtmasAdhanA cUkayA nahIM. keIne Azraya mAgyuM nahIM. "meM lIdhA nathI ane mArI pAse nathI.e bacAva paNa karyo nahIM. emaNe te kama sAme yuddha mAMDayuM che. "te A moTA muni mana na ANe reSa, Atma nide ApaNe sanIne ye deSa! samabhAve saMkaTa sahI satvara kevaLI thAya, vadhatI cAlI vedanA munivara mokSe jAya."

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K anaMta atula vedanAmAM munivara samabhAvamAM sthira rahIne krama' khapAThyA. bahArathI deha chuTayA. abhyaMtarathI kAma Nu zarIra (ka) chUTI gayu' ne mekSe sIdhAvyA. ApaNAmAM vI keTala' krama che ? je mANasamAM tAkAta nathI, zakti nathI, e vAta vAtamAM khIjAya che. ghaNA trisa sudhI maMdavADa khAIne mAsa cIMgeA thaI jAya che. pachI tene khelAvAtA nathI. tema tapazcaryAnuM ajINu thaI jAya, tene krodha thaI jAya. kAMI kAma hAya tA enA gharanAM kahe ke atyAre ene ama che. mATe khelAvaze nahI. pacAsa maNa rUnI gAMsaDI hAya, emAM agninA eka taNakhA paDe te zu' thAya ? aLIne bhasma thaI jAya, tema krodha rUpI taNakhA paDatAM taparUpI rU baLIne khAkha thaI jAya. pahelI vAta e che ke sahanazIlatA AvavI joI e, game teTalu koI kharAba ele ke e kaDavA zabdo kahI jAya te paNa peAtAnA uddaya e jAtanA ja che. emAM nimittanA zA doSa ? ema samajIne samabhAva rAkhatA zIkhavuM. eka zeThanA gharanI aMdara seAnAmaheAranA DhagalA paDayA che. rAtre eka mANasa Avyo. khArI khelIne gharamAM praveza karyAM. zeTha jAgI gayA ane zuM kare che, sAnA mahAra sAme eNe na joyuM. ane bahAra dhULa tathA DhephA paDayAM che, ene laIne jAya che. zeTha rAjI thAya che ke are! je kAma mAre paisA daIne karAvavu paDatu e maphatamAM thaI gayuM. tema tamArI niMdA karanAra tathA avaguNu gAnAra tamArA kacarA sApha kare che. te enA para gusse zAmATe thavuM? e mArU vAMku khele che teA huM enA maleA kharAkhara laIza, AvI bhAvanA na rAkhavI joIe. tane koIpaNa haNavA Ave tA tu tenI upara krodha na kara. koI mAre kuTe paNa enI upara krodha karavA te tArA svabhAva nathI. bhagavAna kaDu che ke jenA haiyAmAM A vAta eDI che ke mAre kAMI karavu che, mAre AtmAnA uddhAra karavA che, teNe AvA samatA bhAva keLavavA joI e. samabhAvathI metAraja muninI jema AtmAnuM kalyANa thAze. tyAMtA AvI eka nArI. phekI eNe kASThanI bhArI, dhabakAre peluM 5'khI camakayu' satvara javalA dIdhA kADhI, viSTAmAM javalA joI ne saiAnI bhulye| bhAna, nAhaka meM mAryA munivarane Akhara AvyuM bhAna." eka vRkSapara pelu pakSI beTheluM che. tyAM lAkaDAnA bhArAvALIe bhArA pheMkayA, tenA dhabakAre pelu' krauMca pakSI camakayuM', camakatAnI sAthe ja te carakI gayuM', tenI cakramAM javalA

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nIkaLI paDayA. seAnInI dRSTi paDatAM haiyAmAM dhaDaka thaI ke hAya ! hAya ! meM' pApIe munine mArI nAMkhyA! have pazcAtApanA pAvaka agni haiyAmAM prajanmyA, te melyA hai prabhu mane mArU karI. pazcAtApe raDatA seAnI AMsuDe ceAdhAra, mApha karI mane mApha karI ema Ale vAravAra pApanA prAyazcitamAM seAnI dIkSA laI ne cAlI nIkaLyeA. hevAnA sAra e che ke munie prANa jAya paNa hiMsAdi koIpaNa pApa kare nahi, karAve nahi ane anumAina paNa kare nahi. AvA niba~dha vyApArathI sAdhue jIvana jIve che. haju paNa zu' Avaze te avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na, huM aSADa vada 10 ne zanivAra tA. 17-7-71 nAthe siddhAMta dvArA tattva samajAvyAM che. ahIM khAramuM upAMga vanti dazA cAle che. dvArikA nagarInI IzAna dizAmAM raeNvantagIrI nAmanA paryaMta hatA. tyAM bulabula, koyala, menA, pApaTa, mAra, kAyala vigere vividha jAtanA pakSIe kalarava karI rahyA hatAM. A pata dekhAve khUba sarasa hatA. AvA revantagIrI paryaMta e gAmanI zaiAbhA hatI. patAnI hAramALA dekhAtI hAya e nagarI suMdara lAge che. revantagIrI padegta upara aneka sAdhuoe saMthArA karyAM hatA. mANaseAnI avarajavara na hAya tethI tyAM zAMti maLatI hatI. AvA sthAnamAM cittanI prasannatA rahe che. jaDa vastunu' vAtAvaraNa paNa kevuM adbhuta che! vAsudeva jyAre gA~mAM hatAM tyAre devakIjIne sAta svapno AvelAM. svapnA kula 72 che. temAM 30 zubha svapnA ane 42 azubha svapnA che. cakravartI tathA tIrthaMkaranI mAtAne 14 svapnA Ave che. sAta svapna vAsudevanI mAtAne Ave che. cAra svapna maLadevanI mAtAne Ave che. ane eka svapna maMDaLIka rAjAnI mAtAne Ave che. svapnane dhAraNa karanAra devakIdevI rUparUpanA abAra jevA hatAM. devakI peAtAnu sukhadarzIna karavA arIsAne badale talavAra mAMge che, dAsI talavAra Ape che. temAM petAnu pratibiMba oI khuza thAya che. A, garbhamAM rahela mALakanI zuravIratAnuM sUcana kare che. mAtAne trIje mAse dAda utpanna thAya che. koI sArA jIva AvIne utpanna thayA DrAya te

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mAtAne pratikramaNa, sAmAyika vagere dhamanI kriyA karavAnA bhAva thAya. je mAtAne bhutaDA; DuMgaLI, lasaNa ke dhULa vi. khAvAnA bhAva thAya tevA jIva koI halakI kATImAMthI AvyA hAya che. garbhavatI strInA dohada uparathI khyAla AvI jAya che ke garbhastha bALaka kevA haze ? kaMsanI mAtAne patinA kALajAnuM mAMsa khAvAnA dohada utpanna thAya che. kaMsanA janma thAya che tyAre kAMsAnI peTImAM baMdha karIne nadImAM vahetA muke che. kAMsAnI peTImAMthI Avele eTale tenuM nAma kaeNsa rAkhyuM. te kaMsa mATo thayA tyAre pitAne jelamAM pUrI 500 phaTakA lagAvatA. jyAre kANikanA jIva celaNAdevInA garbhamAM Ave che tyAre celaNA mAtAne rAjA zreNIkanuM mAMsa khAvAnA dohA jAge che. gabhamAM ja kevA vairabhAva ? pachI abhayakumAra dAda pUrA karAve che. ane janma thAya che. celA kahe che:A putra mAre na joIe. kAraNa ke nakkI enA pitAnu vera leze. dAsI dvArA tene ukaraDe nakhAvI DhIe che. zreNIka rAjAne A khabara paDI ane bALakane bacAvI lIdhA. enI AMgaLI kukaDe karaDelI hAvAthI pAkI jAya che ane parU thAya che. eTale cIsAcIsa nAMkhe che. rAjA AMgaLIne mADhAmAM laI parU cusI nAkhe che. ema keANika mATo thAya che. koNika pUrvabhavamAM tApasa hatA. mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNa karatA hatA. rAjA ene AmaMtraNa Ape che "Apa mAre tyAM padhAro." jyAre tapanA TAIma pUrA thayA tyAre rAjA rAjakArabhAramAM bhUlI gayA. tApasa pAchA pharyAM ne rAjAne yAda AvyuM. pAchaLa jAya che ne kahe che, padhAre pAraNuM karavA. " te tApasa kahe che, bIjuM mAsakhamaNu zarU thayuM. rAjA kahe che mArI bhula thaI gaI. have bIjI vAra AvI bhula nahIM thAya. mAre tyAM jarUra padhArazeA. bIjI mAsakhamaNa pUru thAya che tyAre yuddhanI vAtamAM rAjA bhulI jAya che. rAjA teDavA Avaze ema mAnIne rAha jue che paNa rAjA bhulI jAya che. trInu mAsakhamaNu zarU kare che. tapazcaryA sArI che paNa krodha khUza che. "A rAjA mArI kaseATI karavA mAMge che ane zuM AvI rIte mane mArI nAMkhaze ?" trIjuM mAsakhamaNa puruM thayu. pAraNe rAjAne tyAM jAya che paNa putra janmanA mahAtsavamAM bhulI jAya che. tApasa pAchA phare che. zarIra kRSa thaI gayu che. zarIra kRSa thayuM paNa kaSAya kRSa na thayAM. vera levAnI bhAvanA jAgI. have tA sa thArA ja karavA che. paNa haiyAmAM veranA agni jAgyA che. eTale vicAre che ke jo mArA tapanu phaLa hAya teA AvatA bhavamAM huM game tema karI tenu vera lauM. tapanA phaLamAM eNe veranA badalA levAnuM mAMgyuM. tapazcaryA karavI sArI paNa krodha karavA nahI" sArA. AAka : krodha mahA caMDALa dhrujAve chAtI, krodha mahAca'DALa AMkha karAve rAtI, krodha mahAcaMDALa na jANe khALa ke kuMDA, krodha mahAcaMDALa jAya narakamAM UMDA krodha bahu khuza che. dha Ave tyAre zarIra garama thAya che, AMkha lAla thaI jAya

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che. Aveza bahu burI cIja che. mAne gALa de che ane bApane mArI nAMkhavA sudhI taiyAra thAya che. bhAna nathI ke huM zuM boluM chuM. A mArA pUjya pitAzrI che, pUjya mAtuzrI che, e samajaNane dIpa olavAI jAya che. vivekacakSu baMdha thaI jAya che ane meTuM khulI jAya che. bhASAnI goLIo dhaDAdhaDa cheDe che. jyAre krodha Ave tyAre mANasa sAnabhAna bhulI bese che. "jJAnI purUSanI AMkha khule che ane huM baMdha thAya che." (knowledge is power) jJAna e cetanA che. jJAnI viveka karanAra hoya che. mATe jJAnanI bahu jarUra che. krodhane prasaMga paDatAM jJAnI vicAre ke ene AtmA kamathI gherAI gayuM che. te mAre enA jevuM na thavuM joIe. jJAnIne jJAna hoya che eTale ajJAnI jevA cenacALA karatA nathI. je samatA rAkhe che tene vijaya che. je ajJAna dazAmAM bele tene parAjaya che. je krodha karyo ke tarata ja karma seMTI jAya che. karmane AvavAnuM kAraNa pote ubhuM kare che. be mANasa che, eka tela cepaDIne akhADAmAM kustI kare che, bIjo tela copaDayA vagara kustI kare che. tela cepaDayuM che ke cIkaNe thAya che, ene ja vadhAre caDe che. tema je kaSAya vadhAre kare che ene karmabaMdha vadhAre thAya che. hasatAM hasatAM pApa karuM chuM, Ave je pariNAma pApanuM, raDI raDI saMtApa karuM chuM...hasatAM. karma je bAMdhyA hasatAM hasatAM, kadI na chuTe raDatAM raDatAM, veLA vItI jAya pachIthI, tene pazcAtApa karuM chuM....hasatAM" hasatAM hasatAM jIva khUbaja pApakarma kare che jyAre phaLa rUpe udaya pAme che tyAre enuM pariNAma bhogavavA raDavuM AvI jAya che. eTale hasatAM bAMdhelA karma raDatAM paNa chuTatAM nathI. jyAre evuM koI pApa thaI jAya che, sattA mATe, dhana mATe, aizvarya mATe tyAre vicAra paNa AvatuM nathI. vicAravAnI veLA vitI jAya pachI ene pazcAtApa kare che. are, mArA hAthe AvuM duSkAya thaI gayuM ! paNa rAMDayA pachInuM DahApaNa zA kAmanuM? viSaya-kaSAya-rAgadveSa kevA bhayaMkara pariNAma lAve che ! be mANaso ekasAthe jamavA beThA che. eka mANasa jamatAM jamatAM rasanI bharatI mANe che. A mIThAI kevI madhura che? A khamaNa kevA svAdiSTa che? A zAkabhAjI kevI masAlAthI bharapura che, tIkhAM tamatamatAM ane dekhAvamAM suMdara che! kacuMbara ane caTaNI suMdara banAvelAM che. AvA bhAvathI khAtAM khAtAM sAta ATha kama bAMdhe che. jyAre bIje mANasa sAta ATha karma teDe che. te jamatAM jamatAM vicAre che ke jema ejanamAM kolasA bharavA paDe che tema A zarIrarUpI ena calAvavA mATe peTane bharavuM paDe che. jIbha sudhI ja svAda che,

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pachI te aMdara kaMI ja nathI. AhAra e ekendrinAM mRta kalevara che. tenI ujANI huM na karI zakuM. khAdhA vinA chUTako nathI eTale khAuM chuM. " kasAya payaNU kiccA, appAhAro titikSaNa badda miraravuM nirAka, hAsleva aMticaM rUA" AcAraMga sUtra sAdhu kaSAyanI maMdatA kare che. apa AhAra maLavA chatAM kSamAne mUke nahi. bhajana najIka AvatAM tene glAni thAya. jyAre muni hArIne Ave tyAre ema thAya ke mAre hajI piTa bharavuM paDaze ! huM siddhanI lAInamAM kyAre besuM? khAya che kharA, paNa svAda mATe eka gAlethI bIjA gAle laI jatAM nathI. bhAvanA te aNuhArika pada meLavavAnI che. "vidhavidha vahevAre cha karatAM, saghaLuM karatAM chatAM akartA, dera upara jema sUratA nara cUke nahi re, jJAnI jJAnadazAne dara kadI cuke nahi re vyavahAramAM rahevuM paDe che, zarIrane khorAka ApavuM paDe che. dA. ta. eka mANasane gumaDuM thayuM hoya ane malama lagADe te pachI e malama kALo che ke gulAbI che, evuM kadI vicArate nathI, je hoya te ahIM to maTADavAnuM kAma chene? tevI rIte jJAnI puruSa AhAra kare che te sudhAnA dardIne dUra karavA mATe, zarIrane TakAvI rAkhavA mATe paNa vAda mATe, indriyanA viSayane piSavA mATe AhAra karatAM nathI. gumaDA para malamapaTTI rahe te mATe pATo bAMdhe che. pATo game te hoya te paNa tenA para Asakti hotI nathI. tema lajajA parisaha jItI zakAtuM nathI. tethI zarIrane DhAMkavA mATe kapaDAM paheravA paDe che. paNuM vastronI aMdara mucha nathI. sAdhune te deha upara paNa mucha nathI. A zarIrane kherAka Apavo paDe che, ema mAnIne bhejana karanAra sAta-ATha karmane toDI nAMkhe che. A zarIra sArAmAM sArI cIjane bagADanAra che. TIphInamAM rAkhelI sukhaDI ATha dasa divasa sudhI tevI ne tevI ja rahe paNa peTamAM nAkhe ane vamana dvArA bahAra nIkaLe te suga caDe mATe zarIra parane moha choDavA jevo che. jyAM moha-mamatA ane lebha nathI tyAM samatA-saMteSa che. tyAM karmanA gaMjegaMja uDI jAya che. samatAbhAva karmanI bhekhaDe teDI nAMkhe che. AtmAnuM kArya rasa ane ullAsa pUrvaka thAya te karmanA gaMjegaMjane uDADI de che ane eja kArya je sAMsArika rasa ane AsaktipUrvaka thAya te karmanA gaMjegaMjane khaDakAvI de che. eka daSTAMtamAM samajAve che ke eka cAra rastA upara jatAM eka mANasane charI bheMkI de che ane AMtaraDA bahAra kADhe che. jyAre DokaTara sAheba oparezana thiyeTaramAM

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tyAMnA sAdhane vaDe AMtaraDA bahAra kADhe che. baMnenI prakriyAmAM samAnatA hovA chatAM bhAvanA mAM keTale phera che? eka mANasa jAnathI mArI nAkhe che tyAre bIjo mANasa jIvana bacAve che. jIvane pariNAme baMdha thAya che. vividha prakAranA zubha pariNAme zubha karmane baMdha thAya che ane azubha pariNAme azubha karmane baMdha thAya che. keNikane jIva tApasanA bhAvamAM azubha nidAna kare che. tApasane bhava pUrNa karI celaNarANInI kukSimAM Ave che. ane eja keNika bane che. jyAre moTo thAya che tyAre bApanI upara vera rAkhavAvALe thAya che. bApanI upara tiraskAranI dRSTithI jue che. abhayakumAra che tethI tenI kArI phAvatI nathI. abhayakumAra cAra buddhine dhaNuM che. rAjyamAM rahevA chatAM te bhAvanApUrvaka dharma kriyA karanAra che tyAre keNike pUrve tapa karyo paNa ke bhAva se? kevI bhAvanA bhAvI che? bhAvanI kiMmata che. "mAre thALa bhaye re zaga motIDe re huM te harakhe- vaLAvavAne jaIza, mAre sonA samo re suraja ugI. AvA gIta lagna prasaMge gAya che ne! AmAM bhAvanI pradhAnatA che. thALamAM metI bharyA nathI paNa bhAvanAnA motI bharyA che. hAthI jhule rAjyamAM paNa gAnArane tyAM gadheDA paNa hotA nathI. paNa bhAvanA sArI che. karaNI karI, kriyA karI ane zarIra sukavyuM. zarIrane hADapiMjara jevuM karI nAMkhyuM. lehI mAMsa uDI gayA paNa kaSAya na gaye. tethI keNika bApanuM vera levA taiyAra thAya che. kaSAya karavAthI badhI karaNI nakAmI thAya che. A saMsAramAM rahevAM chatAM, meTA rAjyane vahivaTa karatA hovA chatAM abhayakumAra cittanI ekAgratAthI sAmAyika kare che. tame sAmAyika karo che paNa tamAre jIva kayAM kayAM cAlyuM jAya che? sAmAyikamAM tamane dukAnanI, gharanI, putra parivAra vagerenI ciMtA hoya che. jene be ghaDImAM prIti che te avasara AvatAM jAvajIvanI sAmAyika levA taiyAra thAya che. abhayakumAra tenA bApujIne kahe che-mAre dIkSA levI che. mane dIkSA Apo! zreNukarAjA vicAre che ke abhayakumAre rAjyano kArabhAra upADI lIdhuM che. tene kevI rIte dIkSA ApuM? chatAM zreNIka kahe che ke je divase huM tane jAkAro ApuM tyAre tuM dIkSA leje. eka vakhata celaNarANI muni bhagavaMtonA darzana karavA mATe jAya che. piSa mahinAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDI che. ThaMDI eTalI badhI paDe che ke pANI paNa barapha thaI jAya che. AvI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM darzana karIne pAchA phare che, tyAM eka muni bhagavaMtane dhyAnamAM ubhA rahelA jue che. AyAvayakti gihesu, hemantasu avAuDA, vAsAsu paDisaMkSiNA, saMjayA susamAhiyA" daza. a. 3-12 saMyati, susamAdhivaMta sAdhu grISmaRtumAM AtApanA le, hemaMtaRtumAM eTale

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zIyALAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM vastra dura karI ThaMDI sahana kare ane vaSakALamAM IndriyonuM popana karatAM vicare. AvI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM A munivara ughADA zarIre dhyAna dharI rahyA che. celaNarANa tene jhukI jhukIne namaskAra kare che ane pachI pitAnA mahelamAM Ave che. rAtre zayanakhaMDamAM palaMga para calaNuM sutI che, mahelanA bAraNuM te baMdha che. paNa keI bArI bhulathI khullI rahelI che, A bArImAMthI ThaMDe pavana khUba ja Ave che. ane A pavanane lIdhe celaNa rANIne hAtha ThaMDIthI ThuMThavAI jAya che, ane beTo paDI jAya che. vicAra karatAM zelaNA rANIne munivara yAda Ave che. ane uMghamAM bolI nAMkhe che "zuM karatAM haze e" A vAkya zreNIka rAjA sAMbhaLI jAya che ane vicAra kare che "zuM karatAM haze e!" AvuM zA mATe bele che? zuM ene kaI cAra purUSa haze? rAjAnA manamAM saMdeha utpanna thAya che ke nakakI A rANI satI nathI. abhayakumArane celaNarANIne mahela saLagAvI devAnuM kahe che. paNa abhayakumAra bahu jJAnI che. abhayakumArane ema thAya che ke nakakI rAjAne celaNa upara saMdeha gaye lAge che. pitAnA hakamanuM pAlana karavA abhayakumAra agAsInI upara, chANa, lAkaDA ane nakAmI vastuo saLagAve che. tethI AkAzamAM dhumADAnA goTegoTA dekhAya che. A bAju zreNIka rAjA bhagavAnanA darzana karavA mATe jAya che tyAre te vicAra kare che ke cela rANI viSe prabhune pUchI khulAse meLavIza. zreNIka, bhagavAnane namaskAra kare che. bhagavAna kahe che he rAjana ! tuM prazna pUchavA AvyuM che ke celaNa rANI satI che ke nahIM? paNa ceDA rAjAnI sAta putrIo satI che. pachI bhagavAna rANInA mananI vAta kare che. rAjA ekadama ubhA thaI jAya che. jeNe kayAreya paNa mAruM vacana lepyuM nathI e abhayakumAra nakakI celaNA rANIne mahela bALaze. mATe doDIne rANIne bacAvuM. mArI zaMkA bhagavAne dUra karI. meM satI jevI satIne kevuM duHkha ApyuM ! satI upara kevuM saMkaTa nAkhyuM? rAjA jyAM Ave che tyAM dUrathI mahelane jANe saLagate joye. sAme abhayakumAra maLe che. rAjA gussAmAM belI jAya cheH jA re jA ! A zuM karyuM? jAkAro Ape, eTale abhayakumArane dIkSAnI rajA maLI gaI. abhayakumAra kahe che mArI mAtAmAM koI divasa phera paDe nahIM ema huM paNa jANuM chuM. teya ApanI AjJA pAlana mATe meM nakAmI cIjo bALI nAkhI che. tyAra- pachI abhayakumAra kAli Adi rANInA dasa dIkarA che temane bolAvIne kahe che ke kaNika rAjyamAM lubdha che. mATe tame dase bhAIe pitAzrInuM rakSaNa karaje. ane abhayakumAre dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA pAMca varasa pALI. abhayakumAra vijaya vimAnamAM pahoMcyA. A dasa bhAIe pitAnI sevA kare che. ane tenI pAchaLa ne pAchaLa phare che, tethI keNika kaI paNa rIte phAvatuM nathI. je A dasa bhAIone vaza karUM te bApa mArA hAthamAM AvI jAya. ane bApane AkarI sajA karUM." juo, bApadIkarAnI kevI sagAI che? dIkarA mATe tame paNa patthara eTalA deva mAnIne pUje che, ene vArase ApavA kALAdheLA kare che. paNa dikare tamArI kevI sevA karaze? badhe svArthanI sagAI che.

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zreNIka zayane pAMjare puryo, keNIke rAja lubhAI , page pitAne ati dukha dIdhAM, te kayAM rahI putra sagAI re. kenA re sagapaNa kenI re mAyA, jIva rahyo lebhAI re." keNika dasa bhAI ene lAve che. ane "ApaNe badhuM dhana sarakhI rIte vaheMcI le" tema samajAve che. A mAruM ekanuM rAjya che. tame badhA bApane je heThA muke te huM tamane badhAne sarakhe bhAga ApIza. bhAIo kabula thAya che ane zreNIkane ekalA eka che. temAM eka divasa lAga joIne zreNikane keda kare che ane pAMjare pure che. lugaDA utArIne keraDAnA mAra mAre che. mAra mArIne adhamuA jevA kare che. ane pote agyAra bhAge zaja vaheMce che. rAjA jema duHkhI thAya tema e rAjI thAya che. pitAne putra kevA asahya dukhe Ape che. pitA-putranI sagAI kayAM gaI. bIjAne duHkhI jeIne rAjI thanArA jIve bhAre karmo bAMdhe che. rAjA manamAM vicAre che ke kaNikane zo deSa? rANIe to ukaraDe nAkhela. paNa huM ene laI Avyo rAjA jelamAM rahe che te paNa samajaNathI sukhI che ane rANI mahelamAM rahe che. thoDA divasa pachI rAjyAbhiSeka thayA bAda keNika mAtA calaNane page lAgavA Ave che. rANI moDhuM pheravI nAMkhe che tyAre keNika mAtAne kahe che ke huM rAjagAdIe AvyuM te tamane zuM na gamyuM? tyAre mAtA kahe che : je pitAne te kedamAM purela che te bApane tArA upara ke prema ha! tuM garbhamAM AvyuM tyAre tane pitAnA kALajAnuM mAMsa khAvAnuM mana thayela, mane te dehada utpanna thaye. te paNa temaNe pure karyo te tane khabara che? garbha paDI jAya te mATe meM gabha pADavA keTalI kezISa karI paNa mAruM kArya pAra paDyuM nahi ane purA mAse tuM avataryo. tAro janma thatAM meM tane ukaraDAmAM naMkhAvyuM. te tArA pitA tyAMthI tane laI AvyAM. ane kukaDAe tane AMgaLImAM cAMca mArI hatI tethI tArI AMgaLI pAkI gayela jenI asahaya vedanA tane hatI, tuM moTethI raDate hatuM tyAre zreNaka rAjA tArI te AMgaLIne cusatA ane paru bahAra kADhatA tyAre tArI pIDA ochI thatI ane tane zAMti thatI. teo badhAne kahetA ke Ane koI vAMke vALa karazo nahIM. AvA tArA pUjya pitAzrIne pAMjare purI tuM rAjA bane, emAM mane zuM AnaMda hoya? AvuM sAMbhaLatAM keNikane tyAre pastAvo thAya che. ane bApane baMdhanathI mukta karavA hathoDI ne chINI laIne jela tarapha jAya che. tyAM zreNIka rAjA ene ekadama dhasamasatA Avate joIne vicAre che ke A mane kevA kamote mArI nAMkhaze? ane mArA TukaDe TukaDA karI nAMkhaze. tethI hIrAnI vIMTI cusIne maraNa pAme che. keNika aMdara Ave che. ane mRtadehane jue che. A vakhate tenA bhAva vera levAmAM na hatA paNa rAjAne choDAvavAnA hatA. ahIM vera pUruM thAya che. ane kekane potAnA kartavya pratye khUba pazcAtApa thAya che. have rAjagRhImAM tenuM mana khUba becenI anubhave che. tethI potAnI rAjyadhAnI caMpAnagarImAM rAkhe che. ane pite tyAM sthAyI bane che. nyAya nItithI rAjya kare che, prajAne saMtoSe che. zrI kRSNa mahArAjanA puNya pratApe dvArikA nagarI devee racI che. tyAM revanta gIrI parvata ati ramaNIya hate. tenuM vizeSa varNana avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna na.10 aSADa vada 11 ne ravivAra tA. 18-7-71 anaMta jJAnI zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI siddhAMtathI samajAve che. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu, tenuM nAma siddhAMta. bAramA upAMga vahi dazAne adhikAra cAle che. "tIseNa bAravaie nayarIe bahiyA uttara puritthime dIsIbhAe esthaNaM revae nAma pavvae hotthA tuMge gagaNa tala maNulihaMtasihare." ravatagIrI nAmane parvata hate. je dvArikAnI uttara ane pUrva dizA taska Avela hate. A parvata khUba ja ramaNIya hate. kIDA karavA apsarAe tathA deve tyAM Avato hatA. kRSNa ane balabhadranI aneka strIo tyAM AnaMda karavA AvatI. saundaryanuM nirIkSaNe karatAM AMkhe thAkatI nahIM. revatagIrI parvatanI najIkamAM naMdanavana nAmanuM udyAna hatuM je phaLe, kule ane puSpathI bhita hatuM ane kene AnaMda Ape tevuM hatuM. udyAnamAM janArA cha AnaMda meLave che. e karatAM dharmamAM pravRtta thanArA jIvo sAce AnaMda meLave che. paisAthI sInemA jenArA khare AnaMda meLavI zakatA nathI. jenA kama khape che, ene ja khare AnaMda maLe che. jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapamAM ramaNa karatAM jIve karmane kApI nAkhe che. caMdana ne baMdhana sapanA chuTI jAya mayura TahukAra, uramAM Avene pArasa pAtaLIyA, ema Atma caMdana ne karmanA chUTe baMdhana tuma AdhAra uramAM Avene pArasa pAtaLIyA, ghaTamAM aMdhArUM anAdinuM tene TALI kare prakAza uramAM Ane pArasa pAtaLIyA" jJAnI purUSa kahe che. AtmArUpI caMdananA vRkSo che. caMdanamAM sugaMdha ane zItaLatA che. enI pharatA sarSe vIMTaLAyelA che. te vRkSa pAse rAta dIvasa paDayA rahe che. chatAM paNa sarSamAM zItaLatA AvatI nathI. tevI rIte upAzrayamAM rahevA mAtrathI paNuM zItaLatA AvatI nathI. kAma, krodha, meha, mAyA, lebhane cheDe te zAMti ane zItaLatA maLe kaya te jaldI Ave che, basa, mArUM ja dhAryuM thAya ane huM kahuM tema cAle, AvI

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mAnyatA rAkhe che. paNa badhe pitAnuM dhAryuM te na ja thAya ne? dhAryuM na thAya-I sAmuM besI jAya eTale turata ja krodha AvI jAya. AmAM zAnti kayAMthI maLe? AtmA rUpI caMdananI upara karma rUpI sa vIMTaLAI gayA che. ene dUra karavA mATe zuM karavuM joIe? moranA TahakArathI vananI aMdara caMdananA vRkSane cITakI rahelA sape zithila thaI jAya che. ane vRkSane choDIne Amatema bhAgavA mAMDe che, ane tenA baMdhana chuTI jAya che. sarve mora ane garUDanI sAme ubhA rahI zakatA nathI. tema lagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne karma badhA taDa taDa tuTavA mAMDe che. vItarAganI vANI sAMbhaLavAthI karmanA baMdhana tuTI jAya che. jyAM sudhI bhagavAnanI vANIne TahukAra sAMbhaLyuM nathI tyAM sudhI karma ubhAM che. ane karmane nAza thato nathI. A vIra bhagavAne kayA baMdhana kahyA che? ane zuM karavAthI karma tuTI zake che ene muLa muddo e che ke jIvane karmane anAdi kALathI saMga che. karma tuTavAthI siddha thavAya che.siddha dazA pAmavI e ApaNuM dhyeya che. siddhAlaya ApaNuM zAzvatuM ghara che. ghara e dharatIne cheDe che. purUSa sAsare jaI rahyA hoya, tyAM mAlapANI khAvA maLatAM hoya, chatAM ghera javAnuM yAda Ave che ne? kayuM ghara! tamane yAda Ave che? tame jene ghara mAnyuM te ghara tamAruM nathI. te ghara te bhADutI che. tene choDIne javuM paDaze emAM chuTako nathI. "choDIne javuM paDaze jaganI A mAyA, mATImAM jaIne maLaze mATInI kAyA, rAmA jarA zaMkA rAvaNanI gaI laMkA, bhajene bhajone bhajene jInarAja haLImaLI sau A prabhunA guNa gAve, bhajene bhajone bhajene jInarAja. A jagatanI mAyA choDIne eka dIvasa, cAlyA javuM paDaze sAthe kazuM nahIM Ave." tamArI mahelAta, moTara, bAga-bagIcA, kuTuMba-parivAra koI sAthe Avaze? are! tamArI nikaTamAM nikaTa rahelI A kAyA te paNa tamArI sAthe cAlavAnI che? nA, are! e paNa mATImAM maLI javAnI che. rAvaNanI senAnI laMkA zuM enI sAthe gaI? "nA" duniyAmAM dekhAtA koIpaNa padArtho tamArI sAthe AvanAra nathI. te zA mATe mAyAmAM rAce che ? draSTAMta eka moTA zeThe baMgalo baMdhAvye, khuba sarasa rIte taiyAra karAvyuM. temAM dAdara na caDavA paDe mATe lIphTa mukAvI. ekaeka rUmane rAcaracIlAthI-pharanIcarathI zaNagAryo. baMgalAnA prAMgaNamAM bagIce karAvyuM. baMgalAnI Adhunika DhabathI sArI evI sajAvaTa karI, gAmanAja mANase-saMbaMdhI svajanene baMgale jevA mATe belAve che. pite sAthe pharI pharIne badhuM batAve che. jonAra vakhANa kare tyAre zeThanI chAtI gaja gaja phUle che. evAmAM ekavAra munirAjane vaheravA mATe bolAve che. ane kahe che, padhAre! mAruM AMgaNuM pAvana

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pa1 karo! munirAjane baMgale pharI pharIne batAve che ane joyA pachI kahe che. ke lAge . mAre baMgale? badhuM barAbara to che ne? tamane kazI khoDakhAMpaNa lAgatI hoya te kahe, paNa munirAja belatA nathI. pharI pUche che tamane kazI khAmI lAgatI hoya te batAve. pachI muni mahArAja kahe che, tame A daravAje muke te tamArI moTI bhUla che. tuM jyAre marI jaze tyAre A daravAjAmAMthI tane kADhaze. je daravAjo na hoya to kAyama aMdara rahevAya. kADhatI vakhata badhA kaheze ene sAcavIne kADhajo, jarA paNa kayAMya aDe nahIM. aDI jaze te avagati thaze ane ApaNane badhAne herAna karaze. A vAtamAM samajAve che ke A baMgalAmAM rahevAnuM nathI. baMgale zAzvata nathI. "mAro baMgale mAre baMgale ! ema mAne che e meTI bhula che. tuM kayAMthI AvyuM ane kayAM javAnuM che, ane te vicAra kara ! mArUM che e mArAthI juduM paDe nahIM, tamane kadI e vicAra AvyuM che? have AvI vaLagaNuM choDavI che ke rAkhavI che? tame tamArA AtmAne puche ke tame zuM karI rahyA che? A kAyA mATImAM maLI jaze. sArAM kapaDAM paheryA, sArI rIte rahyA haze, paNa mATImAM maLI javAnuM che. zrImantanI rAkhamAM ane bhIkhArInI rAkhamAM kaze phera dekhAya che? zuM zrImantanI rAkha sugadhI hoya ane garIbanI rAkha durgadhI hoya evuM tamane lAge che? A zarIra te mATImAM maLI javAnuM te pachI tAre je AtmA mATe karavAnuM che te kara. tamAre tamAre uddhAra kare che te kaye divase karaze? avasara maLyo che tene sadupayoga kare. A samaya pharIne kayAre maLaze? varasAda AvyAM pahelA je kheDUta seDa tANIne sute rahe ane bhUmikAnI zuddhi na kare te bIjApaNuM kevI rIte thAya? ane bIjAropaNa na thAya te zuM nIpaja thAya? varasAda AvI gayA pachI kahe ke zeraDI vAvI heta te kevI zeraDI thAta ? ghauM vAvyA hatA te kevo sarasa pAka Avata? Ama have DahApaNuM karavAthI zuM vaLe? " jaba ciDiyA cuMka gai kheta aba pachatAe hota kayA ?" A pakSIo khetaramAMthI caNI jAya pachI pastA kare te zuM vaLe? rAMDayA pachI DahApaNuM zuM kAmanuM? tevI rIte karmane dUra karavA mATe gArUDI maMtra eTale bhagavAnanI vANI che. je bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLe che, enA karma dUra thatAM jAya che. | sarSa sAthe neLIye laDAI kare che temAM kene vijya thAya che? sarpa neLIyAne jherIle DaMkha mAre che. baMne sAma sAmA khUba laDe che. jyAre neLIye thAkI jAya che tyAre neLavelane suMghe che ane jhera utarI jAya che. pAche laDavA mATe taiyAra thAya che. " ane sarva sAme vijaya meLave che. ema karma sAme yuddha karavAnuM che. saddagurUnI vANI e noLavela che. e evI zakti Ape che ke karma sAme laDavA taiyAra thaI jAya che. saMsAranI

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aneka pravRti karatAM karmanuM tIvra jhera aMge aMgamAM vyApI jAya tyAre sadgurU pAse Ave, ke emanI vANInA prabhAve karma bIcArA rAMkaDA thaI jAya che ane karma tuTI jAya che. A vItarAganI vANIne prabhAva che. jema bharyA mArA prANa mahIM e rAjya calAve je traNa leke, duzmana Ta5kayA eve TANe jyAre caDaye te lagarIka eke DhIbI rahyA che ke cheke mAre prANu pukAre, mane keNa ugAre cAre bAjuthI duzmana dabAve, koI bacAvene bacAne mArA prANa pukAre. (2) mArA AtmAmAM jema che, zakita che ane pAvara che. traNa lekane nAtha thaI zakuM evI mArI zakti che. paNa duzmana jeIne DhIle thaI jAuM chuM. ahIMyA rahevAnuM keTaluM e paNa karmane AdhIna, javAnuM kayAre e paNa karmane AdhIna, rAjAne bhIkhArI banAve, bhIkhArIne zajo banAve e paNa karmane AdhIna che. karma sattA mahAna che. AnI sAme huM kevI hite TakI zakIza? A duzmane mane herAna kare che. jyAre ke caDe tyAre duzmane e ecite hamale karyo. pramAda eTale asAvadhAnI. jarA paNa asAvadhAnI thAya te keTaluM nukazAna thAya che? tapa ane saMyamanuM AcaraNa karavAmAM apramAdI bane. jema kASTanA gaMjane nara nahIM zake uThAya, paNa jarA Aga sAgathI kSaNamAM uDI jAya." hajAra maNa rUnI gAMsaDI paDI hoya te emAM eka agnine taNakhe basa che. eka taNakhe rUnI gAMsaDIene bALI nAkhe che ema dhyAna ke tapazvaryAne agni karmane nAza karI nAkhe che. tamArAmAM kevI AvaData che? gAMdhIjIe svarAjya levA mATe kevI jhuMbeza uThAvI ? ane dezane kevI rIte svarAjya apAvyuM. gAMdhIjInI keIe mazkarI karI, ThekaDI uDAvI chatAM svarAjya levA mATe ke purUSArtha uThAvyo? hajI Aje paNa ApaNe mahAtmA gAMdhIjIne yAda karIye chIe. AtmA karmanI sAthe baMdhAyeluM che tethI tame karmanI sAme jhuMbeza upADe. mana upara kAbu rAkhe. manane kendrita kare. keIpaNa IcchA thAya ene dAbI dyo. ane baLapUrvaka sAmane kare. rakhaDatA manane tame pAchuM vALe. eka mALA pheravavAthI kadI mekSa maLatuM nathI. moTuM InAma levuM che. paNa kAma nAnuM karavuM che. te InAma kema maLaze? bahu moTuM dAna Ape che. ane badhAne kahe ke, mAruM nAma chApAmAM vAgyuM! vAta vAtamAM pitAne AgaLa lAve che, paNa AmAM keTaluM rAkhyuM ane keTaluM ApyuM? A paisA meLavatA keTalA kALA dheLA karyA haze ! keTalAne chetaya ho! keTalAne dabAvyA haze ! AvA dAnane zuM artha che? .

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sAdhanA vagara siddhi maLatI nathI. Atmatvane pIchANe ane dharmane oLakhe. dharmane satya rUpe samajanArA cheDA che. tamAre zAzvata sukha joItuM hoya te saMsAranI lapa muke ane dharmamAM joDAI jAva. pramAdane TALe. kaSAya tathA viSayamAMthI mukta thaIne AtmA mATe kaMIka karavAnI jarUra che. tame paisA-vaibhava parivAra mATe keTaluM kare che? 1 draSTAMta ApI samajAve che :- bhImasena nAmanA eka bhAI che, ane temanI pAse lAkha rUpiyA jevI moTI rakama che. paisAne kayAM mukavA ane kayAM rAkhavA enI rAta divasa phIkara thayA kare che. te dAna paNa karI zakatuM nathI. paropakAranA kAma paNa karI zakato nathI. lebhI eTale che ke pUruM khAI paNa zakatuM nathI. ATale paise hovA chatAM lebha tathA kaMjusAIne pAra nathI! thoDA divasamAM te maraNa pathArIe paDe che gaLAmAMthI kapha paDe che. udharasa thAya che. tyAre tene dIkare pUche che : bApujI! tamArI tabiyata sArI nathI. te vaidane belAvI lAvuM? tyAre nA pADe che. vaida keI divasa maphata Avato nathI. vaida Ave te pisA ApavA paDe ? evA paisA kayAM vadhArAnA che! bApujI e javAba Ape che. pharIne pAche dIkaro pUche che, tame tyAM mArI sAthe Ave. huM ghoDAgADI karIne tamane laI jaIza. te kahe che ghoDAgADInA paNa paisA lAgaze. e te ema ne ema maTI jaze. aMte tenI tabiyata ekadama bagaDe che eTale ghIne dI kare che. to tene kahe che zA mATe ghIne dIve karyo ! meM purUM khAvAmAM paNa ghI vAparyuM nathI. te ghIno dIvo karIne ghI zA mATe bagADe che ! juo, kevA lebhI-kaMjusa mANase thAya che ane chevaTe maravA TANe dIkarAne zIkhAmaNa Apane jAya che, huM tArA mATe rUpiyA lAkha mukate jAuM chuM. e vAparata nahIM paNa temAM eka lAkhane vadhAre karaje. Ama chokarAne paNa kevI keLavaNI Ape che. cheka paNa lAkhamAM lAkha rUpiyA umerIne cAle gaye. evI sAta peDhI thaIne sAta lAkha rUpiyA bhegA thayA. AThamI peDhIe dhanadeva thaye, e paNa eja lebhI che. tenA sumatI nAmanI kanyA sAthe lagna thayA che. sumatI sAsare Ave che. sumatI saMskArI ane vinayavALI che. dharmane jANanArI che. dhanadeva, reTa tathA maracu khAya che. ane khetaramAM kAma kare che. sumatI eka divasa pUche che-svAmIApaNI pAse sAta lAkha rUpiyA che. te te zA kAmanA che? te dhanadeva javAba Ape che. paisA che te vAparavA mATe nathI. mArA dAdAnA dAdA A paisA mUkI gayA che, ane emAM vadhAro karavAnuM che. sumatI kahe, tame veipAra kare te pAMca paMdara lAkha rUpiyA kamAze. dhanadeva javAba Ape che, vepAramAM beTa jAya te paisA cAlyA jAya, e karatAM huM je karuM chuM te ThIka che. eka vakhata munirAja vaheravA mATe ghera Ave che. ane sumatI munirAjane veTale vahevarAve che. pele beThe beThe aMdarathI baLe che ane khIjAya che. muni mahArAja vahArIne

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hiMya che eTale patnIne kahe che sumatI! zA mATe mArI rajA vagara AvAM kAma kare che? huM je kahuM te pramANe tAre vartavuM paDaze. A dhana veDaphI nAkhavA mATe nathI. koIne ApeluM dAna sarvazreSTha che tema te mAne che, paNa ema karavA jatAM AMtara kalezanuM kAraNa thAya tema lAge che. tethI patine kahe che. "have Apa kaheze tema karIza." sumatI dhanadevane roTalA banAvI Ape che te laIne dhanadeva kAma upara jAya che. gharanI pravRttimAMthI nivRtta banI sumatI muni mahArAjanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA upAzrayamAM Ave che. mahArAja sarasa zailImAM vyAkhyAna saMbhaLAve che. AtmAnuM kalyANa kevI rIte thAya e samajAve che. guru vinA jJAna nathI. jJAna e di che. tamAre aMdhakAra kADha heya te jJAnarUpI dive joIe ema samajAve che. tamAre tamArA jIvanane uddhAra karavo hoya te tamAruM halya muni pAse ThAlave. bI sAruM hoya chatAM tene paNa khAtara, pANI ane sArI jamIna joI. te pramANe dharmanA bI vAvavAmAM gurUdevanI jarUra paDe che, ane gurudevanA cIdhelA rAhe cAlavAthI AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA thavAya che. upAdAnanuM nAma laI ethI taje nimitta, pAme nahIM siddhatvane rahe bhrAMtimAM sthita" roTalI banAvavA mATe keTalI cIja joIe che? pATale joIe, velaNa joIe, cUlo joIe, leTa joIe, agni joIe, emAM eka sAdhana echuM hoya te cAlatuM nathI. bhagavAna kahe che tuM eka vakhata sAco svane puruSArtha kara. paNa tame te paisAne sarvasva samaje che. tame paisAne badhA kAmamAM vadhAre mahatva Ape che. paiso tamane pyAro che paNa tene kaI nathI pyAruM, be ghaDI dIlane bahelAve ne trIjI ghaDIe aMdhAruM, sukha duHkhanA sAcA saMgAthI paise ke prabhu? kaNuM tamane pyAruM bele paise ke prabhu? paththara jevA pisA ne tenA jevA svAmI temAM, koNa tamane pyAruM bele paise ke prabhu? tamane te rAta divasa paisAnA svapna dekhAya che. UMghamAM paNa paisA dekhAya che. tamArUM Atmadhana koI upADI jAya che enI khabara che? krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lebha A cAra cAra Atmadhana upADI jAya che enI khabara che? paise meLavavA kevA kAma karavA paDe che, keTalA karma bAMdhavA paDe che? Akho divasa dhana-vaibhava, putra-parivAra ane bI yAda Ave paNa paramezvara kyAreya yAda Ave che? "muzkelI jyAre paDe huM tyAre tane yAda karuM chuM, sukhI thatAM visaruM tane ne dukhI thatAM yAda karuM chuM.

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mUThI thAye be paisAnI thaI jAuM tyAM huM abhimAnI, jyAre khAvAnA sAMsA paDe, huM tyAre tane yAda karuM chuM. jobana jyAre aMge chalake, pApa karUM tyAM mukhaDuM malake, jyAre kAyAmAM kIDA paDe (2) huM tyAre tane yAda karuM chuM." jyAre tamArI pAse be paisAnI mUDI thAya tyAre abhimAna Ave che paNa dhadhAmAM khoTa jAya, berI mAMdI paDe, kensara jevA jIvaleNa darda ubhA thAya, jyAre peTa bharavAnA paNa sAMsA paDe che, tyAre prabhu yAda Ave che. sukhamAM prabhu keTalI vAra yAda Ave che? jyAre lagna thatA hoya, sArI kanyA ghera AvatI hoya, sAro karIyAvara sAthe AvatAM hoya tyAre tamArI chAtI phUle che. ane jyAre mAMdagI Ave che, maravAne samaya thAya che tyAre naveDhAne joine AMkhamAMthI AMsu Ave che. ane vicAre cheH are ! A bicArInuM huM nahIM houM tyAre zuM thaze? paNa tuM tArA vicAra kara. te tArA AtmA mATe zuM karyuM che? e enA nasIbanuM pheDI leze. tuM enI ciMtA kare che paNa te tArA mATe zuM karyuM? enI ciMtA tane kadI thAya che? sumatI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne ghare Ave che. ane svAmIne jarA AnaMdamAM joIne vAta kare che. tame mArI vAta jarA sAMbhaLaze? "hA tArI vAta je haze te mAnIza paNa mAre paisA kharacavA na paDe evI vAta karaje." sArUM ! A vAta paNuM evIja che. tame dharmagurUnuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA Avaze? emAM tamAre paiso Apa nahIM paDe. je AratImAM jAva temaja kathAkIrtanamAM jAva te tamAre paisA ApavA paDe. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAmAM kAMI paNa devuM paDatuM nathI. capaTI cekhA paNa mUkavAnA nathI. dhanadeva vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvavAnI nA pADe che. mAre tyAM javuM nathI. tyAM phALA thAya, kharaDA thAya ane mAre kharaca kare paDe mATe huM tyAM nahIM jAuM.dhanadevanI A vAta sAMbhaLI sumatI patine dharmamAM sthira karavA kahe che ke ThIka tamane thoDuM punya thAya evI vAta karuM. tamAre rAja AkhA divasamAM game tyAre ekvAra munirAjanA darzana karavA javuM, temAM tamane eka paisAne paNa kharce nahIM lAge. ThIka tArI A vAta mAnIza ane rAja game tyAre gurudevanA darzana karIza. patine vadhu majabUta karavA kahe che. ema nahIM, tame bolIne pharI jAe te? pratijJA le ke rAja darzana karavA jaIza. "bhale pratijJA lauM chuM." dhanadeve javAba Apyo ane pachI sumatie paccakhANa ApyA. eka divasa dhanadeva kAma uparathI ghera Ave che. khUba ja zramita thayela che. piTamAM Aje ThIka nathI eTale khIcaDI banAvarAvI che. sumatI thALImAM khIcaDI ne ghI Ape che. dhanadeva turata bele che ke ghI khAvAthI beTo kharca thAya eTale tela Apa. tela sAthe khIcaDI halAvI jyAM khAvA jAya che tyAM tene pelI pratijJA yAda Ave che. are! Aje te darzana

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karavAnuM bhUlI gayo chuM! have kevI rIte jAuM? tyAM tenI patnI kahe che. haju jyAM moTuM thayuM che. jAo, hAtha joIne darzana karI Ave. lebhI dhanadeva javAba Ape che. are hAtha dhAvAthI hAthamAM cuMTalI khIcaDI ne tela cAlyA jAya. ATale bagADa ApaNane na poSAya. Ama ne Ama A hAtha upara lugaDuM DhAMkavA de jethI bIjAne ema lAgaze ke Ane hAthe kAMI thayuM haze, eTale pATo bAMdhe haze. dhanadeva lugaDuM vIMTIne gurubhagavaMtanA darzane javA mATe taiyAra thAya che. tyAre sumati kahe che. koI kAMI mAMgavAnuM kahe te mane pUchayA vinA mAgaze nahi. sumatI re ja bhagavAnanI prArthanA karIne sUve che. e sUtI hatI te rAtre svapna AveluM ke have tAre sAre divasa Avaze. A bAju dhanadeva muninA darzana kare che ane zAsanadeva sumatInI stutithI prasanna thAya che. upAzrayamAM dhanadevane AkAzamAMthI gebI avAja saMbhaLAya che. mAga ! mAga ! mAga ! huM tArA upara prasanna thiye chuM. tAre "je kAMi mAMgavuM hoya te mAMga!" paNa huM zuM mAguM? tame ubhA rahe, huM mArI patnIne pUchIne AvuM chuM" ema kahIne deDe che ane ghare jaI sumatIne kahe che. deva mArI upara prasanna thayA che. have huM zuM mAguM? dasa karoDa rUpiyA mAMgu? sumati kahe che svAmI! tamane paisA sivAya kazuM dekhAtuM ja nathI. ApaNI pAse paisAne kayAM tUTe che. tamArA dAdA ane enA dAdA paisA mUkIne cAlyA gayA. koNa paisAne sAthe laI gayA che mATe tame je mAgo te vivekanuM varadAna mAge. tame devane kahe ke mane vika Ape. patnInI zIkhAmaNa mAthe caDAvI dhanadeva upAzrayamAM jAya che. ane kahe che deva, mane vivekanuM varadAna Apo. tathAstu kahIne deva aMtardhAna thaI jAya che. devanA varadAnathI dhanadevanA vicArone-hadayane ane jIvanane palTo thaI jAya che. tenAmAM vivekane AviSkAra thAya che. ane ghera pahoMcI hAthapaga dhevA pANI mAge che. AjubAjumAM paDezamAM kaI bhukhyA hoya ene jamADIne pachI pitAne jamavuM e vicAra Ave che. rUpIyAnuM dAna devA mAMDe che ane bApAnA daTAyelA rUpiyA bahAra kADhe che ane paisAne sadvyaya kare che. de gayA so le gayA, khA gayA so be gayA, mUka gayA che jakha mAra gayA " (2). jeo dhanane parArtha-bIjAne mATe vApare che teo parabhavanuM bhAtu bAMdhe che. khAI jANe che tenuM bevAI jAya che. ane mUkIne jAya che te jakha mArate jAya che. dhanadeva parAvatuM bhAthuM bAMdhe che. sumatI jevI strI patine sudhAre che ane dhamI banAve che. tamane sumati jevI strI maLI che? tamane A suMdara avasara maLe che, te dharma kare. dharma karaze te tamArA AtmAnuM parama kalyANa thaze.

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vyAkhyAna, naM. 11 aSADha vada 12 ne semavAra tA. 19-7-71 anaMta karUNAnA sAgara vizva vaMdanIya, paramapaMthanA prakAzaka, mArga bhUlelA jInA mArga darzaka bhagavAne siddhAMtathI samajAvyA. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. bAramA upAMga vize bhagavAna samajAve che. " tatthaNa revayagassa yavvayassa adUra sAmaMte etthaNa naMdaNavaNe nAma ujjANe hotthA savvouya puppha jAva darisaNijje tatthaNaM naMdaNavaNe ujjANe surappiyassa jakkhassa jakkhAyayaNe hotthA / cirAie jAva bahujaNo Agamma acceha surappiyaM jakkhAyayaNa / seNaM surappie jakkhAyayaNe egeNaM mahayA vaNasaMDeNa savao samaMtA saMparikkhite jAva puNa bhadde jAva silAvaTTae" - revata gIrI parvatanI najIka naMdanavana nAmanuM udyAna hatuM. temAM aneka jAtanAM vRkSo hatAM. jatAM mANasane AnaMda Ave evAM aneka jAtanAM phaLa-jamarUkha, sItAphaLa, jAmaphaLa, cIku, keLA, mosaMbI temAM thatA tathA phUlemAM-jAI juDama-mara, jAsuda, kevaDe, ketakI, magare, mAlatI, gulAba, caMpo, vagere aneka jAtanA phUla thatAM, aneka jAtanAM pakSIo pitAnA madhura kalaravathI udyAnane kilelatuM banAve che. AvuM naMdanavana dekhavA gya che. tyAM jatAM lekanA zeka tathA saMtApa zamI jAtA ne dinabharane thAka utarI jAte. te naMdana vananI aMdara yakSanuM maMdira hatuM. te yakSanuM nAma surapriya hatuM, te maMdiranI bahu junI purANI bAMdhI hatI. aneka loke A yakSane vAMdarA ane darzana karavA AvatAM. devAlayanI AjubAju moTuM kaMpAunDa hatuM. te bagIcAmAM pRthvI zIlA jevo paththara hatuM. te bahu suMvALe hate. leke tyAM AnaMda-pramoda karatAM hatAM. AvA vAtAvaraNathI nagarInI zobhA addabhuta hatI. thAkI gayA haya, besI besIne jenA paga akakaDa thaI gayA hoya, tevA loko tyAM TahelavA AvatA. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI kahe che. mithyAtva jIvanI sAthe anAdi kALathI che, mithyAtvanI mAnyatAo jevIke mAnatA karavI, dhupa dIvA karavA, naiveda dharavA, gotrI ja jhAravA vigere prakAranI mAnatA anAdi kALathI cAlI Ave che. mithyAdaSTi leke ema manAve ke yakSAdinI mAnyatA kare tene tyAM dhananA DhagalA thAya. jena dharma AvuM mAnatA nathI. e sApha sApha nA pADe che, pite potAnA pApathI duHkhI thAya che, ane potAnA puNyathI sukhI thAya che.

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"appA kattA vikattAya duhANaya suhANaya / mimamite ja surAdi suvi " utta. a. . sukhane katA pitAne AtmA che. ane duHkhane kartA paNa pitAne ja AtmA che. pitAnA karma pramANe nimitta maLyA ja kare che. "eNe mAruM Ama karyuMe mArI caDatI joI na zakaye. eNe beTI rIte mAruM nukazAna karyuM " Ama tame bahAranAne zatru banAvI dIdhA che. "e mane maLe che tyAre mArI sAme paNa jete nathI, AnuM huM kayAre kharAba karuM? AnuM huM koI divasa sAruM thavA na dauM." A badhA ajJAnInAM kAma che. jJAnI mANasa AvuM kadI bele nahIM. ApaNe ajJAna dazAmAM keTalAM karma bAMdhyA che, tenI ApaNane khabara che? nA. Aje sAje sAre mANasa kensara jevA jIvaleNa daIne bhega bane che. te Ama kevI rIte banatuM haze? pitAnA karma pramANe phaLa maLe che. je kAMI thAya che e mArA karmanA pratApe thAya che. paDatI thaI dhaMdhAmAM kheTa AvI, AsAmI paDI bhAMgI, bairI mAMdI thaI, bhAgIdAra paisA khAI gaye, A badhuM karmane AdhIna thAya che. potAnA upAdAna pramANe thAya che. sAmI vyakitao te temAM nimitta che. "nathI koI zatru mAre A duniyAmAM, kharA mane mArA dilamAM chupAyA, laDate rahyo chuM niraMtara jhajhumI, chatAM dumane te jarI nA jItAyA, kaleje paDyAM che evA kaMIka kANuM, kema karI gAvuM huM te prabhu tArA gANu" jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke A duniyAmAM mAre koI zatru nathI. tame keTalAnA duzmana che ane tame keTalAne zatru mAne che? tame keTalA sAthe vera jhera rAkhe che? keTalAne chetaryA che? zuM Ane hIsAba tame kadI karyo che khare! jera karIne jItavuM kharekharUM raNakheta, duzmana che tuja dehamAM, ceta ceta nara ceta." tArA dehamAM duzmana beThelA che. enI sAme yuddha karo. AtmAnA duzmana sAme jera karIne laDavAnuM che. A duniyAmAM kaI mArUM bagADanAra nathI. mahAvIra svAmI sAme gauzALe hate. gajasukumAlanI sAme semila hate. khaMdhakanI sAme pAlaka hatA. sAmasAmA virodhI pakSa te ubhA ja hoya che. je vIra purU mahAna thaI gayA che ke jIvane dubhAvatA nathI, keInuM buruM IcchatA nathI. je upasarga sAme aDaga rahyA, pariSahene jeNe

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hasatAM hasatAM sahyA. vipattinA vAdaLAM varasAvanAranI sAme karUNAnI vRSTi karI. duHkha denAra sAme paNa dayAbhAva dAkhavyuM. evA bhagavAnane paNa upasarga thayA che to ApaNe pAmara mAnavI kayA hIsAbamAM ! kamane zarama nathI. ANe mAruM bagADyuM e mane bhAMgI nAkha. AtmabrAMti sama rega nahIM, saddagurU vaidya sujANa, gurU AjJA sama pathya nahIM, auSadha vicAra dhyAna." moTAmAM moTo roga mithyAtvane che. mithyAtvanA rogane lIdhe jIva khUba herAna thAya che. meM enuM Ama karyuM, meM enuM tema karyuM. parane doSa ane pitAnA guNane jue che. abhimAnane piSe che. tuM mArA ghara sAmeya jete nathI ! mArA dANA khAIne mArI sAme bele che? meM je dANuM na ApyA hatA te bhukha bhege thaI jAta. meM A karyuM ne Ama karyuM, ema abhimAnamAM akkaDa banIne phare che. nitya abhimAnanA oTale ubhIne, jIva mamatA taNuM mahora mAre, huM karUM huM karuM mAruM A che badhuM, ema guMcAya saMsAra mAre, huM ja sarvoparI dhanika vidvAna chuM, mAruM mAruM nagAruM vagADe, hAya abhimAnanA paMkamAM gabaDatA, mAnavI kiMmati jIvana hare." huM ja karuM chuM, mAre lIdhe ja badhuM thAya che. meM AvaDI moTI mIla, moTara temaja baMgalA banAvyA. meM ATalI cAlI banAvarAvI. keTalAyane rahevA makAna ApyA. meM sAruM evuM dAna ApyuM. huM badhuM karuM chuM. huM kAMIka chuM. Ama abhimAnanA oTale ubhuM rahIne jIva mamatAnI mahera mAre che. huM sarvoparI chuM, sattAdhIza chuM. zrImaMta chuM, vidvAna paMDita chuM. ema gumAnamAM phare che. A mArUM, A baMgale mAre, ATalI peDhI mArI. ema mAruM mAruM karI mArApaNAnuM. nagArUM vagADe che. abhimAnanA paMkamAM paDelA he mAnava! jAgRta thA. "meM karyuM, meM karyuM? Ama mamatvanI jALamAM tuM guMcAte jAya che paraMtu A zarIra paNa tAruM nathI te ATale moha zA mATe kare che? tuM caitanya bhagavAna che. tAre A jaMjALa zenI che? "gNa vIra jayaMti, je anne Dhora saMgo" AcAraMga sUtra. a. 2. u. 6 bhagavAna emane vakhANe che ke je lekanA saMgathI chuTA thayA che. tame chuTA thayA che ke vaLagI rahyA che? chokare taiyAra thaze pachI vyAkhyAnamAM AvIzuM. jyAre chokaro taiyAra thAya che tyAre bIjI dukAna karAvI Ape che paNa pitAnA mATe zuM karaze? chokarAo paNa kahe che ke have ame taiyAra thaI gayA chIe ane vahIvaTa saMbhALI lIdhuM che. tamAre have dukAne AvavuM nahIM. paNa dukAnathI e TevAyela che ke dukAne gayA vagara ene , cena paDatuM nathI. have te pauSadhazALAmAM besI jAva. huM keNu? kayAMthI AvyuM chuM?

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kayAM javAne chuM? tenuM ciMtana kare. jyAre aMdarathI AtmAnI laganI lAge ane svarUpAnaMdanI lahera Ave tyAre A badhuM choDI de che, ane mokSa mArga tarapha prayANa kare che. saMsAranuM sukha maLavuM ke TaLavuM e karmane AdhIna che. majure keTaluM vajana uMcake che, keTalI kALI majurI kare che, paNa sAMja paDe reTa ne maracuM meLavI zake che. ghInuM TIpuM paNa pAmatA nathI. zuM tame AvI majurI kare ? nA; zeThane sahI karatA paNa nathI AvaDatI chatAM bhaNela ane grejyueTa ene tyAM nokarI kare che. A kevI vicitratA che? kacarAmAMthI lAkha rUpiyA maLI jAya che. svapnamAM paNuM nahIM dhArela eTalA rUpiyA maLe che. A badhuM bhAgyane AdhIna che. juThuM bolIne, kALA bajAra karIne, koIne chetarIne paisA malaze AvuM tamArA bhejAmAM kema beThuM che? lAkho rUpiyA bhegA karanArA paNu narkamAM jAya che. bhava badalAyA pachI koNa kone oLakhe che? lAkho rUpIyA mUkI janAra vyakti te ja gharamAM pArevuM thaIne bese che. ene uDADe te paNa pharI te tyAM ne tyAM bese che. uDADanArane kayAM khabara che ke e mAre bApa che. game teTalA pApanA piTalA bAMdhaze te paNa parabhavamAM tamArI sAthe vaibhava AvavAne nathI. marIne janArA sAthe zuM bAMdhI gayA ! . janmIne marI jAvuM eTalI ja vAta che, emAM te mAnavIne keTalI paMcAta che !". barthaDe ujave che ne ! A gAMThamAMthI varasa chuTI gayuM. ghaNA punyathI manuSya deha maLe. tenuM AkhuM varasa vahI gayuM temAM punya keTaluM upArjana thayuM ! tame ghaNA bhAgyazALI che ke tame amerIkAmAM jagyA nathI ke jyAM dharma nathI. ahIM saddagurU maLyA che, sadudharma maLyo che, A rUDe avasara maLe che, vItarAganI vANI sAMbhaLavA maLI che. have tamAre ArAdhanA karavI che ke virAdhanA? Avo rUDo avasara maLe che. ne ArAdhanA nahI kare te kayAM jazo! karoDapatine dIkare nizALe jatA hoya ane koI dAdA cokaleTa vece che te paNa badhAnI jema cokaleTa levA mATe hAtha laMbAve che. paNa ene khabara nathI ke huM zrImaMta putra chuM, aNa samajamAM cekaleTa mAge che. jyAre moTo thaze tyAre samajaNa paDaze ke huM tene dIkaro chuM ane mArI pAse keTalI saMpatti che. huM cokaleTa mATe hAtha laMbAvuM ? prathama laMbAvyuM hatuM tenI have zarama Ave che. "mArA pitA te AvI keTalI cekaleTo ApI zake tema che." ema jyAre svarUpa bhaNI draSTi vaLe che tyAre caitanya devanI vibhUti nihALatA khyAla Ave che ke mArA AtmAmAM keTale vaibhava che ! keTalI tAkAta che! keTalI zakti bharelI che! TacalI AMgaLIe meru parvata dhrujAvI nAMkhe evI caitanyamAM tAkAta che. anaMta Rddhine svAmI huM-mAre AvI rIte bhIkha mAMgavAnI hoya ? kadI nahIM, aDhaLaka saMpattine svAmI bhIkha mAMge? mAre paMkhe joIe, repharIeTara joIe, reDI joIe,

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phona joIe, adyatana sAdhane joIe. keTalI moTI bhIkha ? moTAne moTI bhIkha, nAne ne nAnI bhIkha. zrImaMta ke garIba paNa jenI tRSNA vadhAre e jJAnInI dRSTie bhIkhArI ja che. "dukhaM hayaM jasa na hoI moha, meho ha jassa na hoI tahA tahA yA jassa na hoI lehe, leha ha jasse na kicaNAI". uttarA. a. 32. gAthA. 8. jeNe duHkhane nAza karyo che tene moha nathI, jeNe mohane nAza karyo che tene tRSNA nathI, jeNe tRSNane nAza karyo che tene lAbha nathI ane jeNe lebhane nAza karyo che tene lokamAM kaI prakAranI lAlasA rahetI nathI. eka bhIkhArI bhIkha mAge che, ane eka divasa tenA para devI prasanna thAya che. devIne te kahe che ke jo tame prasanna thayA che te A mArI thelI sonA mahorathI bharI daye. devI kahe che eka zarate bharI dauM. je mArI senA mahera nIce paDaze te kAMkarA thaI jaze. "bhale, bhIkhArIe pitAnI jarjarita thelI dharI. devIe temAM senA mahora nAkhavA mAMDI. thelI adhI bharANuM, poNI bharANI, have basa kara'. devIe bhIkhArIne kahyuM. paraMtu dhananA lobhI bhikhArIe kahyuM, ATalAmAM zuM! haju nAkho. thelIne ThAMsIne bharI paNa senA mahAranA vajanathI jarjarita thelI jhIlI na zakI ane phATI gaI. ane badhI senAmahora jamIna upara paDatAM kAMkarAnA rUpamAM pheravAI gaI. ati lobha e pApanuM kAraNa che. tamAre kethaLo paNa pelA bhIkhArI je che. tamAre keTaluM joIe che? tRSNane te kaI pAra nathI. have te jina mArga upara Ave, have kAMIka samaje te sAruM, vadhAre moTI DIgrI meLavIne paise meLave che. tamane paisAmAM paramezvara dekhAya che. paise meLavavA karatAM AmA mATe purUSArtha kare te kalyANa thaI jAya. bhaNelA gaNelA banavuM che. pAMcamAM puchAvuM che. moTA thaIne hAlavuM che. khurasI meLavavI che ane khurasI levA mATe voTa meLavavA che. "mane voTa Apaje, mAruM nizAna ghaDe che. mAruM nizAna tAre che. AnI upara cekaDI karaje." khurazI levI che. sattA levI che, ene mATe keTalI mahenata? paNa sattA khattA khavarAve che. mANasa jyAre sattA upara Ave tyAre ghara bharavAmAM paDI jAya che. adhikAra maLe, sattA maLI paNa pachI je sArAM kAma na karyA te dhikkAra maLaze. rAmacaMdrajIne gAdI maLavAnI hatI tyAre rAtanA UMgha paNa AvI na hatI. emane vicAra AvatuM hatuM ke A kAMTALe tAja kAle mArA mAthe mukAze! paNa savAre uThatA sAMbhaLyuM ke bhAratane gAdI ane rAmacaMdrajIne bAra varasane vanavAsa; tyAre rAmacandrajI rAjI thayA. bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa, sukhe bhajIzuM zrI gopAla". mIrAMbAIne jIvanamAM paNa zuM bane che! te juo. rANe paraNIne ghare Avyo, pachI kahe che ke mAre nathI joItI, tyAre mIrAM zuM kahe cheH sAruM thayuM. mane bhagavAna bhajavAne A

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samaya maLe. tyAre tame zuM kare che? rAjya mATe paisA mATe bhAI paNa duzmana bane che ne? korTamAM paNa jAya che ne! jJAnIo kahe che bhAI, A tArI bhUla che. bahAra tArA dumana nathI. paNa tArA dilamAM damana beThelA che. emanI sAme baLa pikAryo nathI tethI te vaza thatA nathI. aMdaranI joIe tevI jAgRti nathI. joIe tevI zakti pheravI nathI. tAkAta keLavI nathI. tethI duzamane tamArA upara caDI beThA che. duzmanane duzmana tarIke oLakhI enI sAme paDakAra pheMkIe. enI sAthe laDI laIe jarUra jItI javAya. kAraNa ke karma bIcArA rAMkaDA che jyAre AtmA anaMta zaktine dhaNI che. je sAcuM sukha meLavavuM hoya, sAce AnaMda mANu hoya, dumanAthI bacavuM hoya te purUSArtha karavAnI jarUra che. je karmathI chUTavAnA prayatna karaze tenuM avinAzI kalyANa thaze. vizeSa adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna naM.12 aSADha vada 13 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 20-7-71 nAthe siddhAMta prarUpyA siddhAMta. eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu, tenuM nAma siddhAMta. ahIM bAramuM upAMga vanDidazA jemAM niSadha kumArane adhikAra cAle che. revatagIrI parvata pAse naMdanavana nAmane bagIce hatA. te dvArikA nagarInI zobhAmAM abhivRddhi karate hate. A dvArikA nagarImAM kRSNa nAmanA (vAsudeva) rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. enAmAM ghaNu guNa hatAM. guNa vinA kaMI prApta thaI zakatuM nathI. rAjA guNavAna hoya te tenI prajA guNavAna hoya. rAjA udAra dilane hAya, paraduHkhabhaMjana heya, pitAnA sukhane jatA karIne pArakAnA duHkha haranAra hoya te te rAjAnA guNo prajAmAM paNa utare che. jenA hAthamAM samAjanuM netRtva che, tenAmAM udAratA, sahanazIlatA, vAtsalya, sahAnubhUti, AvA aneka guNe hovA jarUrI che. gaNezane ghaNAM pUje che. gaNeza eTale samAja netRvanuM pratika ane gaNa eTale samudAya-maMDaLI, ene Iza eTale svAmI, netA, uparI, prajA para zAsana calAvanAranAM lakSaNa AmAM paDyAM che. gaNeza eTale vaDIla-uparI, ApaNe kaI paNa sAruM kAma karIe chIe tyAre vaDIlane page lAgIe chIe.

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gaNezanuM peTa moTuM hoya che. jenuM peTa dariyA jevuM moTuM che, te ja gharane vaDIla, samAjane netA ke prajAne zAsaka banavAne gya che. dariye pitAnAmAM sArI-kharAba badhI cIjane samAvI le che. tema vaDIla ke rAjA paNa bIjAnA de tarapha na juve. badhAne pitAnA taraphathI prema sAthe hUMpha Ape. paNa koIne tiraskAra na kare. gaNezanI AMkha jhINI hoya che. jhINI AMkha sUma daSTine sucave che. netA-rAjA sthUladaSTivALa na hoya. dareka prazno ane dareka paristhitine sUkama rIte vicAra kare. mANasa jhINI najare jue to vastunA hAdane pAmI zake. sthUladaSTine kAraNe mANasa bhega-vilAsa, kaMcana ane kAminInA rasamAM utaryo che. sUkSmadaSTi AvatAM zarIra ane saMpatti ke kAmane vicAra nahI rahe. AtmA ane paramAtmAne vicAra paNa karaze. gaNezanA kAna moTA hoya che. ene bhAva e che ke samAjane netA, prajAne pAlakapitA kAna vizALa rAkhe. nAnA-moTA, garIba, zrImaMta AdinA bhedabhAva vinA phariyAda karavA AvanAra darekanI vAta premapUrvaka sAMbhaLe. je darekane saMtoSa na ApI zake te te prajApriya na banI zake. pUrNa satyane pAmI zake nahi. mATe vaDIle darekanI vAta sAMbhaLI sArAsArane viveka karavuM joIe. gaNezanuM nAka lAMbu hoya che. ene artha e che ke dUra dUra rahelI vAta paNa lakSa bahAra na hovI joIe. gharamAM zuM banI rahyuM che te vaDIle ane prajAmAM zuM banI rahyuM che tenuM rAjAe dhyAna ApavuM joIe. sArI kharAba badhI jAtanI vAte ane badhI jAtanI vyakti tenI pAse Ave. temAM sArAne svikAra kare ane kharAbane dUra kare. gaNezanuM vAhana uMdara che. gaNeza kevaDA moTA! te uMdara upara bese te uMdara bicAre marI ja jAya ! paNa AnI aMdara gUDhArtha rahelo che. mANasa mATe heya, paNa tenuM sainya nAnA nAnA mANasanuM baneluM hoya che. nAnA mANaso moTAnA vicAronuM vAhana heya. khUNAmAM ane galIomAM-gharagharamAM rahelI vyathA ane kathA e lAvI zake. ane netAnA vicAro nIcalA gharamAM pahoMcADI zake. vaDIlo nAnAmAM rahelI meTAI jue. nAnAne paNa Adara ane sanmAna Ape. zrIkRSNa mahArAja uparokta guNothI vibhUSita hatA. tethI temanI prajA zAMti ane sukha anubhavI zakatI. - Aje dezanA netAomAM prajAne sukhI karavAnI vRtti lopa thaI gaI che. ane potAnA svArtha sAme sau jue che. netAone ezaArAma karavA che. prajAne cusavI che. jyAM juo tyAM lAMcIyuM khAtuM vadhI gayuM che. nyAyAdhIza pAse, DokaTaro pAse ke prophesare pAse jyAM jAva tyAM lAMca Apo eTale tamAre vijaya thAya che.

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A lAMcane hisAbe ja AvuM adhaHpatana thayuM che. abrAhama lIkananAM jIvanane eka prasaMga che. teo eka Adarza vakIla hatAM. eka vakhata eka amIra temanI pAse Ave che. ane kahe che. sAheba! mAre eka kheDUta pAse aDhI DolaranuM leNuM che. te e abhimAnI banI gaye che ke mArI vAtane dhyAnamAM lete ja nathI. tene barAbara pATha bhaNAvavAnI jarUra che. tethI ApanI pAse Avyo chuM. tenA upara kesa karavA mAguM chuM. A sAMbhaLI vakIla sAheba hasI paDe che. bhAI! aDhI DolaramAM zI moTI vAta che? na Ape te paNa tAre zuM AvavAnuM che? amIra ane kheDUta vacceno saMbaMdha bApabeTA je heya. tame jatuM karatAM zIkhe. vaLI Apane khabara haze ke mArI phI 10 kelara che. aDhI Dolara mATe 10 Delara bharaze? amIre javAba Ape "sAheba! A paisAne savAla nathI. pratiSThAne savAla che huM dasa Delara bharIza paNa kesa te laDe ja che." bhale-dasa Dolara phI mUkI de. tAruM kAma patAvI ApIza." vakIla sAhebe TUMkAmAM patAvyuM. pele amIra 10 Dolara ApI ravAnA thaye. pachI liMkana sAhebe kheDUtane belAbe ane pUchayuM. "tArI pAse pelA amIranA aDhI Dolara mAgaNI che"? "hA sAheba, kheDUte kahyuM. "A pAMca Delara laI jA, temAMthI rAA Delara zeThane ApI Ava ane pahoMca mane ApI jaje. bAkInA aDhI Delara tArI pAse rAkhaje." ema kahI vakIla sAhebe pAMca Dolara kheDUtanA hAthamAM mUkyA. kheDUte te pramANe karyuM. aDhI Dolara zeThane ApI, pahoMca vakIla sAhebane pahoMcADI dIdhI. pilA amIrane pitAnA paisA maLI jatAM moTara laI vakIla pAse AvyA ane kahyuM "sAheba! paisA maLI gayA che. have kesa calAvavAnI jarUra nathI." amIre liMkana sAhebanA Tebala upara pitAnA hAthe lakhelI pahoMca jeI ane liMkana sAhebanI vicikSaNatAne pAmI gayA. ghaNA vakIlene AvI rIte kunehathI kAma letAM AvaDe che. buddhizALI mANase jhagaDA karatA nathI. ghaNuM vakIle paNa sArA hoya che. je jhagaDA thatAM aTakAve che ane bane bAjunA pakSenI sAthe samajAvaTathI ane zAMtithI kAma le che. mana moTuM che jenuM, te jana meTA hoya, kSamA, guNa, dhairya, namratA, sadAya tenAmAM hoya." uMmaramAM moTo te kharekhara moTe nathI paNa jenuM mana moTuM che, kSamA, paiyuM Adi guNo jenAmAM che te moTo mANasa che. jenAmAM gaMbhIratA nathI te kuTuMbamAM kaleza, jJAtimAM kaleza ane vAtavAtamAM kaleza kare che. kaleza thatAM veranAM bIja vavAya che nAnI vAtane moTuM svarUpa ApI saMbaMdha toDI nAkhe che, jarA jeTalI paNa udAratA batAvI

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pa zaktA nathI. asahiSNu mANusa tA je potAnA hAya, tenI sAthenA vAMnA junA saMbaMdha paNa jarAka vAramAM teADI nAkhe che. jyAre sahiSNutAvALA badhu... jatu' kare che. lAtuM garama hAya tA kAMI hatheADo ke ghaNu garama thatAM nathI. koI mANasa game tema khakhaDe, bhale gALA de, ane na melavA jevA zabdo khele paNa Adaza mahAtmAe khUba samatA rAkhe che. namratA rAkhe che. sAdhunA mArgamAM AgaLa vadhavA kaSAyanI ma MdatAnI atyaMta AvazyakatA che. " kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mAkSa abhilASa, bhave khedya aMtara yA, te kahIe jIjJAsa. ,, je jijJAsu jIva hAya tene eka meAkSanI ja IcchA hAya. bhava karavAmAM khetu vata tA hAya, sAcuM sukha AtmAnuM ja che. tame paisAmAM ane patnImAM sAcuM sukha mAnyuM che. tene prApta karavA aneka taraMgA manamAM uThayA kare che. manakI taraMgamAra le!, khasa hA gayA bhajana, Adata khUrI sudhAra leA, khasa hai| gayA bhajana, AyA kaRsAM se kauna hai, aura jAyegA kahAM, ItanA yahI DhIla vicAra leA, khasa hai| gayA bhajana. " kavi kahe che ke tame prAthanA kareA che, bhakti kare che paNa tamAru' mana kayAM rakhaDe che? manane vaza karo. cittane ekAgra karA. manane ekAgra karavAthI cittamAM prasannatA Ave che. dukAnamAM, mALakomAM, dhadhAmAM, samAjamAM Ama aneka jagyAe tamArI zaktie veDaphI nAkhA che. parabhAvathI dUra rahI badhI zaktione bhegI karIne AtmA mATe vAparA, te eka camatkAra dekhAze. jIvanamAM ghara karI rahelI kharAba Adatane sudhAravA prayatna karo. jarA jarA vAramAM gussA AvI jAya che, Aveza AvI jAya che, mAna--mAyA--aAlanA pariNAmA thaI jAya che, A badhI bhUrI Adata che. kAMTA vAgyA hAya tA khuMce, AMkhamAM kaNuM paDayuM hoya te khuMce, ema avaguNu tamane khuMce tA kADhavA prayatna karo. avaguNune kADhI nAkhA eTale sarasa thaI jaze. ApaNAmAM khAmI zuM che, ApaNAmAM khadI zuM che tene tapAsIne kADhaze te mahAtmA manI jaze. tamArA AtmA uMMca koTInA manI jaze. eka AtmA upara ja lakSa Ape|. AtmAne keLavavA che evA nirNaya karo. khIjAnI upara huM najara rAkhuM chuM, khIjAmAM keTalA avaguNa che tenI gaNatarI karuM chuM, paNa pAte kayAM che tenI khakhara paDatI nathI. AkhA gAmanI ci'tA mAthe laIne phare emAM peAtAne ze! phAyado thavAnA ? "" juThThA jaganAM juTThA khela, manavA mAruM tAru mela, tA thaiADI na ciMtA AkhA gAmanI.

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tuM te bhajI le ne mALA bhagavAnanI, nidrA divase kAma, kayAre bhajaze zrI bhagavAna, tArI eka eka paLa jAya lAkhanI, tuM bhajI le ne mALA bhagavAnanI." eka AtmA chuM. huM koIne nathI. ane keI mAruM nathI. dekhAtA bhautika padArtho kharekhara mArA nathI, AtmA mAre che. sva sivAya badhuM para che te pArakAnI ciMtA zA mATe karavI? zrImada rAjacaMdra kahe che. "nA mArAM tana rUpa kAMti yuvatI, nA putra ke jAta ne, nA mArAM bhUta nehIo svajana ke, nA netra ke jJAtinA, nA mArAM dhana dhAma yavana dharA, e meha ajJAtvanA, re re jIva vicAra emaja sadA, anyatvadA bhAvanA." A tana mAruM nathI. zarIra paNa mAruM nahiM. A rUpa e mAruM rUpa nahIM. A te ya padArtha che. mAre mArA svabhAvamAM TakavuM te mAre dharma che. vibhAvamAM javuM te para bhAva che. tane je cAmaDAnI AMkhathI dekhAya e tAruM nathI. ame saMghavI, ame vIrANI, ame zeTha, ame sakhIdA-amane keI na pahoMcI zake, tame je jJAti ane gotrane tamArA mAne che te paNa tamArA nathI. A nokara-cA. sagAvahAlA, mitro e paNa tArA nathI. A mArI mUDI che. mAre A vime che. paNa AmAM tamAruM kAMI nathI. Ama ne Ama jIdagI cAlI javAnI che. A mAruM nahIM, A mAruM nahIM! ema tamane kadI lAge che? badhI vAtanI bAdabAkI karatAM bAkI rahe te AtmA. te huM chuM. tamArA zarIrane, vepArane, sagAsanehIne koI nukazAna pahoMcADe tyAre krodhane Azraya le che. paNa jJAnI puruSe kahe che te badhA tArA che ja nahiM. tAre te eka AtmA ja che. kaSAyanA pariNAmo vakhate A vicAradhArA TakI rahe te AtmAnuM adha:patana thatuM aTakI jAya. kodha rUpI agnine ThAranAra kSamA che. kSamA je ke tapa nathI. jANa pAse ajANuM thaI tatva levuM tANI, sAmo thAya agni te ApaNe thavuM pANI. AmAM tatva zuM che te samaje. dareka bAbatamAMthI tatvane, tathyane pakaDatAM zIkhe. sA mANasa agni hoya te tame tenA para kSamAnuM pANI chAMTo. "kSamA vIrasya mulA" kSamA vIranuM bhUSaNa che. - tamArI bUrI Adatane sudhAre. prasaMga paDe ane krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebhanA bhAve sevAI jAya. ane pachI ema thAya ke mAre A pramANe na karavuM joIe. e rAMDayA pachInuM

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DahApaNa che. mAtra vAte karavAthI mokSa maLatuM nathI. tamane e badhAmAM sukha lAgyuM che. paisA kamAvavAmAM, baMgalA banAvavAmAM sukha mAne che paNa e sAcuM sukha nathI. - saMte pAse bhautika vaibhava kAMI nathI, chatAM tamArA karatAM teo kaMI gaNa sukhI che. teone je sukha che te svasaMvedananuM, svAnubhUtinuM sukha che. bahAranI varatuthI sukha maLatuM nathI. paNa sukhane prajAne aMdara che. AtmAnI anubhUtinuM sukha sAcuM che. je pada zrI sarva dIThuM jJAnamAM, kahI zakyA nahIM te paNa zrI bhagavAna ne, te svarUpane anyavANI te zuM kahe, anubhava gecara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna che, apUrva avasara e kayAre Avaze ! AdhyAtmika sukha kahI zakAtuM nathI. paNa tene anubhava thaI zake che. AtmAne anubhava meLave hoya te AkhA jagatanuM vismaraNa kare. aMtaramAM DubakI mAre. avaguNane kADhatA zIkhe. ATha divasamAM tame eka divasa te tamArA AtmAnI saMbhALa le. ravivAranA divase eka kalAka dhyAna dhare. te paNa tamane kAMIka maLaze. he jIva! tuM ATaluM vicAra. huM karyuM ane huM kayAMthI Avyo chuM. ! ane mAruM svarUpa zuM che? AtmA trikALa TakavA vALe che. tenI svataMtratAne prApta karavI e lakSa hevuM joIe. badhA doDI rahyA che. koIne jarApaNu TAIma nathI. paNa kyAM javuM che tene khyAla ja nathI. eka bhAInA lagna levAyA che. tene eka mitra tene kahe. "kema sta! tArA lagna thavAnA che te mane jAnamAM laI jaIza ? vararAjA javAba Ape che. "mitra ! mane paNa khabara nathI ke mArA bApujI mane jAnamAM laI jaze ke nahi? pachI tane laI javAnI vAta kema karI zakuM? kevI hAsyAspada vAta che. AvI ja vAta che ajJAnI AtmAnI. jIva pravRti jorazorathI kare che, paNa AtmAnA astitvamAM ja zaMkA che. saMsAranA sukhe anitya che. AtmA nitya che. temAM zraddhA lAvI, mehane cheDe te mokSa maLaze. nirmohI bana, mITa jAya pherA, AyA kahAM se kauna hai te." tuM nirmohI banI jA. meha che tyAM mekSa nathI. mehathI mukta thAya tene mokSa maLe che. meha rAkhavA jevuM ja nathI. parigrahane, sagAsnehIone, are ! zarIrane paNa meha karavA jevo nathI. bhava cakanA pherA maTADavA hoya te nirmohI ja banavuM paDaze. mohanA kepha caDelo haze te game teTalI kriyA karIza, te paNa tyAM ne tyAM rahIza. eka gAmanI aMdara eka garAsI rahe che, tenI sthiti sAdhAraNa che. paNa aphINane te bhAre baMdhANI che. eka vakhata tenI patnI kahe che "kamAvA bahAra gAma jAva. beThA beThA

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khAvAthI kuberane bhaMDAra paNa khUTI jAya. ApaNI pAse khAsa mUDI te che nahiM. tame kuTuMbanI javAbadArI laIne beThA che to kamAvA te javuM ja paDe ne? ghaNIvAra pachI garAsiyAe javAnI hA pADI. bAIe bhAtuM bAMdhI dIdhuM. kapaDAM bAMdhI dIdhA. aphINa baMdhAvyuM. kuTumbanI vidAya laI ghoDA upara besIne garAsIye cAlate thaye. daza mAIla sudhI gaye. pachI visAmA mATe eka jhADa nIce beThe. ane aphINane kepha karyo. ghoDAne eka bAju bAMdhyo. eka be kalAka visAmo laI pharI musApharI zarU karI. paNa gheDAnuM moTuM je dIzAmAMthI AvyuM hatuM te tarapha thaI gaeluM. aphINanA kephamAM bhAIne kAMI khyAla rahyo nahiM, dasa mAIlanI musApharI pachI eka gAma dekhAyuM. garAsIyAne thayuM A gAmanuM pAdara amArA gAmanA pAdara jevuM ja che. AgaLa gaye, evI ja zerIe, evI ja bajAre, garAsIye te manamAM vicAra kare che. A gAma te asala amArA gAma jevuM ja che. dararojane TevAyele ghaDo mAlIkanI DelI pAse AvI ubhuM rahe che. garAsaNa bahAra ja ubhI che. garAsI vicAra kare che. "A ghara paNa mArA ghara jevuM ja che. are ! A strI paNa mArI strI jevI ja che." tyAM te garAsaNI pitAnA patine jaIne kahe che, are! tame pAchA kema AvyAM? kAMI bhUlI gayA che. ? kAMI levA pAchA AvyA che ? te kahe che. are bAI, huM te bIje gAma AvyuM chuM. huM kAMI tAre pati nathI. bAI kahe che. aphINanA kephamAM tame bhUlI gayA. paNa huM ja tamArI patnI chuM ane A tamAruM ghara che. tame te pAchA hatAM tyAM AvyA che. garAsIyAne kepha utaratA khyAla Ave che ke ghaDInuM moDhuM pharI gayeluM eTale pAche mArA gAmamAMja huM AvI gaye. tame upAzraye gayA, pasa karIne AvyA, paNa jIvanane vikAsa keTale ? avaguNa keTalA gayA ? krodha keTale ocho thaye? je Atma guNanI vRddhi na thaI hoya te hatA tyAMnA tyAM! tapazcaryA upavAsa pauSadha Adi dharma kriyAo kare paNa te badhAnI pAchaLa hetu bhautika padArthanI prAptine heya te dharma mArgamAM eka IMca paNa tame AgaLa vadhyA nathI. tapazcaryAdi ekAMta nirjarA ane mekSa mATe ja karavAnI che. dareka vrata pratyAkhyAna, tapAdimAM saMvarapUrvakanI nirjarA thavI joIe. meTI tapazcaryA karI. caMdananA lepa lagADyA. paNuM aMdara zItaLatA na Ave, jIvanamAM sudhAro na thAya te bhavacakane AMTe ekeya ghaTavAne nathI. mArA svabhAvane mAre sudhAre che. evuM manapara thAya te avazya sudhAro thaI zake. mAnavI mATe koI vastu azakya nathI, paNa tenI pAchaLa purUSArtha kare joIe. eka sAhebane gusse khUba Ave. paNa te gusso karavA jevo nathI. A mArA svabhAvanI vikRti che, ema tene lAgyA kare. eka divasa temane eka upAya maLI gaye. eka kavara upara lakhyuM. "krodha karanAra mANasanuM moTuM gadheDA jevuM che." pitAnA nekarane bolAvI kavara ApyuM ane kahyuM. jyAre mane gusso Ave tyAre A kavara tAre batAvavuM."

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69 A pramANe karavAthI thADA vakhatamAM sAhebanA svabhAva sudharI gayA. tema dareka vyakti peAtAnI prakRtine sudhAravA mATe AvA koI prayatnA kare te avazya - sudharI zake. avaguNuthI tA jagatanI aMdara paNa jIva niMdAne pAtra bane che, ane sadguNanI suvAsathI prazaMsAne pAtra ane che. dvArikAnA mahArAjA zrI kRSNa vAsudeva aneka sadguNlRAthI alaMkRta hatA. vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna, na, 13 aSADa vada 14 ne budhavAra tA. 21-7-71 bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI siddhAntathI samajAve che. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu. bAramA upAMga vadghi dazAmAM niSadhakumAranA adhikAra cAle che. dvArikA nagarImAM kRSNa vAsudeva nAmanA rAjA hatA. anekanA duHkha haranArA ane dhanA thAMbhalA jevA hatA. e vAsudevane khetAlIza hajAra hAthI, 42 hajAra ghoDA, 42 hajAra ratha, vagere hatuM. ane aDatAlIza karoDa manuSyanuM pAyadaLa hatuM. vAsudeva sAme prativAsude hAya che. vAsudevanI sAthe prati vAsudevane laDAI thAya, temAM vAsudeva jIte che. ekanI pAse hathiyAra hAya ane khIjA pAse hathIyAra na heAya teA laDAI nathI thatI. laDAI karavAmAM paNa nIti hAya che. kRSNane mAravA ghaNA prayatna karyAM, paNa vAsudeva ghaNA puNyazALI hatAM. tethI prativAsudeva phAvI zakatA nahi. punya hAya jenA pAdharA, ene zatruthI zuM thAya, patthara pheke pApI jana, kula thaI phelAya. " jenA puNya ghaNAM hAya, tene duzmana paNa zuM karI zakavAnA hatA ? prati vAsudevane khakhara hatI ke mArU' mRtyu vAsudevanA hAthe thavAnu che. prati vAsudeve sudarzana cakra phyuM te cakra vAsudevanI traNa pradakSiNA karI tenA kheALAmAM besI gayuM. tyAre vAsudeve eja sudarzana cakrane pheravIne sAme duzmana tarapha pheMkayu. ane jarAsaMghanu' mRtyu thayuM. je zasra duzmanane mAravA mATe kyu' hatuM te peAtAnA ja zatre peAtAnA matane

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netayuM. enA mRtyu pachI eNe bheguM kareluM traNa khaMDanuM rAjya kRSNane maLyuM. AvA traNa khaMDanA svAmI kRSNa mahArAja hatAM. temanI rAjadhAnI dvArikA hatI. emAM dasa (dazAra) bhAIo hatAM. emAM moTA hatA tenuM nAma samudravijaya hatuM. ane chellA sauthI nAnA vasudeva-zrI kRSNamahArAjanA pitA (vasudeva) hatAM. kAkA dAdAnA evA dasa bhAIonI chatrachAyAmAM zrI kRSNa rahetA hatAM. prajAne vaphAdAra hatAM. prajAne putra tulya mAnatA hatAM. prajAnA bhakSaNahAra nahi banatA rakSaNahAra hatAM. prajA upara vAtsalya bhAva rAkhatAM. prajAne emanA taraphathI keI asaMtoSa na hatA. baladeva Adi pAMca mahAvIra hatAM. zatruothI parAjita na thAya. pradyumna Adi sADA traNa karoDa kumAra hatAM. zatruothI parAjita na thAya. evA sAkhakumAra Adi che hajAra subhaTo hatAM. mahAsena Adi senApatinA tAbAmAM rahevAvALA 56 hajAra sainika hatA, vIrasena Adi 21 hajAra vIra hatAM. ugrasena Adi 16000 mugaTabaMdhI rAjAo hatAM. rUkamaNi pramukha 16000 rANIo hatI. anaMgasenA Adi 64 kaLAmAM nipuNa evI aneka gaNikAo hatI. sarvadA AjJAmAM rahenArA bIjA ghaNuM AzvaryavALA nAgarika, gAmamukhI, Iksa, senApati, sArthavAha pramukha hatA. evA parama pratApI kRSNa vAsudevanI sImA dvArikAthI mAMDIne vatADhaya parvata sudhI hatI. ardhabharata eTale traNa khaMDanuM saMpUrNa rAjya karatAM hatAM. sukha, samRddhi ane vaibhavanA zikhare beThelA hatA. pUrvanA pAye bhautika sukhanA DhagalA bhale hoya, paNa je jIvanamAM dharma na hoya te te badhuM baMdhana rUpa thAya che. bhagavAne traNa prakAranI upAdhi kahI che. (1) karmovahI eTale karmanI upAdhi (2) zarIravAhI eTale zarIranI upAdhi (3) bhaMDepakaraNa upadhi eTale mAla mIlaktanI upadhi. AvI traNa prakAranI upadhio dareka jenI pAse hoya che. karmanI, zarIranI ane mAlamilakatanI. jeTalI upAdhi vadhe eTalA karmanA jaththA vadhe. jIvane karmane saMyoga che tyAM sudhI paribhramaNa cAluM che. paribhramaNa TALavA kSaNika padArtho paranA mamatvabhAvane choDe. baMdha karI de mamatAnA dvArane, tAre TuMke thaze re saMsAra, baMdha karI de mamatAnA dvArane " jyAM sudhI mamatva bhAva che, mamatva buddhi che, tyAM karmanA baMdha vadhAre che. mamatA chuTI jAya te samatA AvI jAya. mATe mamatAnA dvArane baMdha karIza te tAre saMsAra ke thaze. jIvane mamatvabhAva keTalo che? mAruM mAne che. mArApaNuM eja duHkhanuM kAraNa che. ajJAnathI jIva badhuM dukha pitAnA hAthe ubhuM kare che. moTAmAM moTuM duHkha heya te te ajJAnanuM ja che.

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je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmya dukha anaMta, samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI saddagurU bhagavaMta." bhautika sukha game teTaluM meLave. paNa e vAstavamAM sukha nathI. je AtmA mamatva buddhine cheDe che, je mamatvane cheDe che. te mokSane adhikArI bane che. Apane mokSa joIe che te samatA lAvavI paDaze ane mamatAne choDavI paDaze. tAro saMsAra kayAre TUMka thaze? jyAre mamatva bhAvane choDIza tyAre. tamane te savAranA uThatAM paisA meLavavAnI tAlAvelI lAge che. kayAre baMgalA banAvuM, kayAre mIle nAkhuM, kevI rIte mArI AbarU vadhe, pAMcamAM puchAuM ane jyAM jAuM tyAM mAna sanmAna maLe. AvA ja vicAranI hAramALA cAle che ne ? vAsudeva traNa khaMDanA, ane cakravatI cha khaMDanA adhipati hatA. zuM sAthe laI gayAM ? kAMI sAthe gayuM? nA. te "maraNanA bichAne paNa strI mATe vIla karate jAuM, pachI muzkelI na paDe." maratAM maratAM paNa mamatvabhAva nahi che te kaI gati thaze? jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke, tuM kyAM aTavAI gaye che! telanA ghANA ubhA karIne talanI sAthe tAruM puNya pIlAI rahayuM che. punyanI kaThI khAlI thatI jAya che. punya khalAsa thaI jaze, pachI zuM karIza ! manuSyane uttamabhava paisA kamAvavA mATe nathI, paNa dharma karavA mATe che. devenI keTalI trAddhi! vimAna, AbharaNuM badhuM zAzvata hoya che paNa e riddhi-siddhinI mahattA nathI. samRddhinA zikhare beThelA de paNa manuSya janmane mAge che. kuru vahu mAthu mare." manuSya bhavamAMthI ja mokSamAM javAya che. devatAone paNa mokSamAM javuM hoya to tyAMthI sIdhA nathI jaI zaktA, paNa manuSya bhavamAM AvavuM paDe che. manuSya gati sivAya bIjI kaI gatimAM mekSa maLato nathI. " hiMse bAle musAvAI, mAille pisuNe saDhe ! "muMnamALe su maMd, seva meca jIta mArU " uttarA. a.pa.gA.9mI. ajJAnI jIva hiMsA kare che, mRSA bele che. mAyAvI, cADIye, zaTha che. surA pIe che, mAMsa khAya che ane emAM ja zreya mAne che. mIle karIne harakhAya che. bIjA AgaLa pite mahAna che, evuM batAve che. mIlanA pAyA e pApanA pAyA che. cha kAyane AraMbha karIne harakhAya che. paisA meLavavA mATe huM bele che, anIti kare che, kALAbajAra kare che, paisAne vadhu mahatva Ape che, paise e mULa che, bhautika sukhane meLavavA paise kAraNabhUta che, paisA ApIne adyatana sAdhane meLavI zakaze. paNa paisAthI guNasthAnaka nahIM kharIdI. zakAya. guNa sthAnakanuM caDhANa te guNa upara che. guNa vadhe ema chava uce ne uMce caDhate jAya che. jenAmAM guNa nathI e goTalA bane che. chetarAnI mAphaka pheMkAI jAya che. tamAre

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tamArA bhava bagADavA che ke sudhAravA che? e bhaya na khagADavA hAya tA AtmAnu' sAyA. A samaya suMdara maLyA che. manuSyanA janma paNa rUDA maLyA che. jJAna-daza na--cAritra ane tapa rUpa uttama koTInA dhama' maLyA che. dhanu' sArI rIte ArAdhana karo. pura uparathI ama bhAva uThAvI lyo. pASA karavA che paNa nIkaLAtuM nathI. "mArA para badhA AdhAra che, huM' nahI. hAu' tA A peDhI kevI rIte cAlaze, huM nahIM hAuM' te A badhAnuM dhyAna kANu rAkhaze ? " ema huM huM karIne phUlAya che, ane mamatAne cheDavAne badale vadhAratA jAya che. keTalAya mANasA hA phreilathI marI jAya che. keTalAya mANusA meTaramAM ane TreInamAM carAI jAya che, marI jAya che, chatAM tenAM patni-parivAra jIve che ne ? mA prasUti vakhate marI jAya teA paNa chekarA jIve che ne ? ane mATA thAya che ne? sau pAta peAtAnu bhAgya laIne Ave che. tuM tArI phikara kara. tArA AtmA mATe kaMIka kara. tuM mAruM kahIne saMsAranA kIcaDamAM lapasatA ja jAya che ane ratna tulya-mahAmUlyavAna evu' jIvana hArI jAya che, mATe dareka uparanA mamatvapaNAne uThAvI lye.. "mamatAne mArI re, jIvaDAne vArA re, choDI dene mamatA" jyAM jyAM mamatvapaNAnI buddhi thatI hAya tyAM tyAMthI jIvane samajAvI lye ke he jIva! ahIthI jaIza tyAre kAi sAthe AvanAra nathI. sAthe karelAM karmAM laIne tAre ekalAe ja javAnuM che skvoDaduM nathI me jopha huM ekalA chuM, mArU koI nathI. huM ALye chuM ekA ane javAnA ekaleA. sAthe kAMI laI javAnA nathI. peAtAnI vhAlAmAM vhAlI priyatamA kyAM sudhI Avaze ? sagAvahAlA paNu smazAna sudhI AvavA vALA che. je zarIranu Aja sudhI lAlana-pAlana karyAM karyuM, vastrAbhUSaNlRAthI zaNugAyuM, zarIrane kaMIka thAya tyAM te DhIlA-pecA thaI jAya che. tamArUM nikaTavartI che te paNa baLIne khAkha thaI jAya che ane AtmA te kayAMya pahoMcI jAya che. " koI kata kAraNu kASTa bhakSaNa kare re, maLazuM ke'tane dhAya, e meLA vi kaIe sabhavera, meLA ThAmeA na DAya...RSabha. keTalIka srIe pati pAchaLa sati thAya che, agnimAM maLe che, jaldI patinA meLApa thAya ne patine ane mAre cheTu' na paDe, paNa sanA kama pramANe gati maLe che. mATe meLApa thAya e zakya nathI. atyAre te strIne nacAvavA kevA rAganA ramakaDA mekale che ne kevAM kevAM praleAbhanA Ape che ? AvA raMga-rAganA sAdhanA adhAtimAM laI jAya che. hAthamAM paherelI magaDIo e kheDI che. mAhunuM dhana e AchuM. madhana nathI. ghaNI yuvatI ghATI sAthe premamAM paDe che. musalamAna sAthe lagna kare che, ene

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ja bhagavAna mAne che. A prIti kAyama TakavAvALI nathI-upAdhivALI che. jyAre prabhunI prIta nirupAdhika che. prIta sagAI re nirupASika kahI re, sopAdhika dhana kheyASabha" sAMsArika saMbaMdha joDavAthI upAdhi vadhe che. be mAMthI cAra thAya ane cAramAMthI ATha thAya. saMsArI saMbaMdhathI upAdhi vadhI ke ghaTI ? bhagavAna kahe che, mamatAne mUka ane samatAnA gharamAM Ava. te tAre uddhAra thaze. A prItathI kevI upAdhi vaLagI? A upAdhimAM e gherAI gaye chuM ke have maraNa Ave to sAruM ema thAya che. bhagavAna sAthe prIta karavAthI upAdhi TaLI jAya che. sagA-vahAlApara, putra-parivAra-patnI para prema karavAthI moha utpanna thAya che. mehanA kAraNe kevAM kRtya kare che? tethI pApanA pioTalA baMdhAya che. amerikAmAM be bAIo bagIcAmAM pharavA Ave che. eka hindI bAI che. ne eka amerikana che. pharatAM pharatAM baMne bhegI thAya che. amerikana bAI puche che ke tame saMyukta kuTuMbamAM rahe che? hindI bAI kahe che : hAM, tyAre amerikana kahe-amAre tyAM patipatnI beja jovA maLe che. Aje hindImAM paNa ghaNI jagyAe AvuM jovA maLe che. AgaLanA jamAnAmAM jema jhAjhA bhegA rahe tema tenA gharamAM saMpa-jAhalAlI, kuLa, pratiSThA vadhu che, ema kahevAtuM. hindI bAI pUche che ke tame kema udAsa dekhAo che! mAre traNa dIkarA ane eka dIkarI che, chatAM huM nirAdhAra chuM. chokarIne paraNAvI eTale jamAI laI jAya. dIkarAne bhaNAvyA, gaNAvyA, moTA karyA, eTale ene sAthe rahevAmAM svataMtratA chInavAI gayelI lAge che. chuTathI pharavuM che. sAthe rahe ne kAMI paNa vAta karIe te Taka Taka lAge che. mane te have jIvavuM gamatuM nathI. phakata ravivAre ekavAra maLIne cAlyA jAya che, sAva ekaluM ekaluM lAge che. jIvana zuSka banI gayuM che, jIvanamAMthI ucharaMga uDI gaye che.. jIvavAmAM AnaMda lAgatuM nathI. ekalavAyA jIvavAthI kaMTALe Ave che. ane A karatAM ApaghAta karIne maravAnuM mana thAya che. vRddhonI te kevI kaphoDI sthiti che? gharaDA mA-Apa keIne gamatA nathI. videzanuM joIne ApaNe paNa anukaraNa karavA maMDayA chIe. jyAre mA bApanA upakArane badalo vALavAne samaya Ave tyAre vRddhAzramamAM mUkI de che. tame saMtAnepara moha ane mamatA kevAM rAkhe che? mAruM mAruM karIne AtmAnI sAdhanA paNa karatA nathI. sAmAyika thatI nathI. ane mALA pheravatA mana paNa pharavA cAlyuM jAya che, paNa ahIMthI jaze tyAre parabhavamAM dharma sivAya koIne sathavAre thavAno nathI. tame Akho divasa zenA vicAra karo cho? dharmanA ke dIkarA-dIkarIne paraNAvavAnA? duHkhamAM, ApattimAM dharma sivAya koI trANa-zaraNa nathI. rAjyapATa, vaibhava Adi bATA padArthothI kSaNa pUratuM sukha maLe che. aMte te duHkhane ja vadhAranAra che. je sAcuM 10.

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GY sukha che te AtmAmAM ja che. dhama karavAthI AtmAnuM sAcu sukha maLe che mATe mamatvabhAva ne cheDA, samatA bhAvamAM AveA, dhama ArAdheA, teA zAzvata sukhanA svAmI manaze, vyAkhyAna na.14 aSADa vada 0)) ne gurUvAra tA. 22-7-71 zramaNu bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe siddhAntathI samajAvyuM che. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu, enuM nAma siddhAMta. ahIM niSakumAranA adhikAra cAle che, dvArikA nagarInA rAjA kRSNa mahArAjA che. khaLadeva tathA vAsudeva ane bhAIo hatA. mane bhAIomAM apAra prema hatA. pitA eka paNa mAtA judI hatI. kRSNa mahArAjA devakIjInAM putra hatA. ane khaLadeva rAhiNInAM putra hatA. nainA saMpa evA hatA ke eka-bIjA vagara cAlatu nahI. jyAM saMpa che tyAM zAMti che, suleha che, sukha che, te AnaMdathI rahI zake che. mananI zAMti meLavI zake che. jyAM kaleza che tyAM kaMkAsa che, jhaghaDA che. azAMti che. visa'vAda che. ane duHkha che. te AtmAnA AnaMda meLavI zakatA nathI, jIvana kaMTALA- bhayu" varte che. mATe jIvanamAM zAMti-saMpa hAvA joI e. "saMpa thakI sukha sAMpaDe, saMpe jAya kaleza, jenA gharamAM saMpa nahI', ene sukha nahI lavaleza", sarUpathI sukha maLe che. ekabIjA ekabIjA para sahAnubhUti rAkhavAvALA hAya tA game tevA prasaMge sArI rIte ujavI zake che, saMpa nathI tyAM jhaghaDAo utpanna thAya che. jarA paNa visa'vAda UbheA thAya ke ekabIjAnA manane jarApaNu duHkha lAgyu ekabIjA ekabIjA samakSa eseA ane ze| vAMdhA che te khulAseA karI samAdhAna meLavA, nahi' tA jhaghaDA vadhatA jaze ane bhayAnaka svarUpa dhAraNa karaze, ane loko jovA maLaze. e jhaghaDA pachI aMtazatmAnAM svarUpane bhUlAvI deze. jora--AArathI khIjAnI vAteAmAM rasa leze. tabiyata sArI nahi. hAya teya jhaghaDA karavAmAM ane vAtA karavAmAM sAjo thaI jaze. sadgurU kahe che ke bhAI ! tabiyata sArI nathI ane ghera che, teA sAmAyika karI che. ? tA kaheze-sAheba ! vAta te sAcI che, paNa sAmAyika karatAM eka Asane besI zakAtuM nathI. zvAsa caDI jAya che. zarIra TADhuM TADhuM thai jAya che. eTale pAtAnA nija-vaibhava keTalA badhA, chatAM huM

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7pa. bhIkha mAguM! anaMtajJAna-darzana-vIrya-kSamA-saMteSa, namratA mArA AtmAmAM bharelA che, AtmAnA guNanI kiMmata hRdayamAM aMkita thaI che? je thaI hoya te strIkathA, bhaktakathA, dezakathA, rAjakathA choDI dharmakathA karatAM zIkha A badhI vikathA che. vikathAmAM khAvApIvAmAM amulya samaya veDaphAI jAya che. tene vicAra Ave che? AtmA te aNuhArakapadane svAmI che. paNa tamAre keTalI vAnIo khAvA joIe che? zAka joIe. caTaNa joIe. pApaDa joIe. AnA vagara na cAle. keTalI jAtanAM athANuM thALImAM bharo che? je te badhuM khAdhA karavuM te rAkSasa jevI vRtti che. dALa tathA roTalAthI paNa peTa bharAya che. mAtra dehane poSaNa ApavA mATe ja khAtA hoya tene te keIpaNa vastuthI cAle. aneka jAtanI vAnagIo-miSTAna raseMdriyane poSavA mATe khAya che. sAdhune paNa vaheravA javuM paDe che. gaNadharane paNa vaheravA javuM paDe che. paNa te AhAra karavA bese tyAre vicAre ke bhUkhane saMtoSavA mATe peTamAM nAMkhavuM paDe che. sAdhu svAda mATe na khAya. AhAra karatAM karatAM paNa karmane khapAve che. atyAre te keTalIya bahene lIletarIne ghANa vALe, rasavaMtI banAvatAM paNa AnaMda mAne che. ane rasa reDI reDIne jame. AgaLanAM mANase chAza tathA Tale khAI letAM. sAMjanAM khIcaDI kaDhI khAI letAM. be ja vakhata jamatAM. ane jIbha upara khUba kAbU rAkhatAM. pharasANa, miSTAna Adi peTa bagaDe tevA padArtho rAja khAtA nahi. eTale jIbha upara kAbU nathI teTalAM rege vadhatAM jAya che. vyAdhinuM mULa rasa che. AcArAMga sUtramAM paNa kahe che ke bhegathI rogo utpanna thAya che, mATe jeTale sagAvahAlAM para saneha, rAga, teTaluM duHkha che. sanehane 4ra karI nAkho, zarIra upara paNa mamatvabhAva choDI de. pitAnI dIkarIne sAro karIyAvara karI paraNAvI sAsare mokalI ane jarA vAtamAM jamAIe chokarIne rastA para rajhaLatI mUkI dIdhI. e chokarInAM dAgInAM, kapaDAM, enI sAsue laI lIdhAM ne retI rotI piyara AvI tyAre tenA mAvatarane te chokarInuM duHkha joI kevuM thaze? A ja banAva bAjumAM pADozIne tyAM banyo hoya te tamane zuM thAze? te vakhate eTaluM duHkha nahi thAya. kAraNa ke te parAyAM che. jyAM pitApaNAnI buddhi che tyAM duHkha che. rAga e meTa rega che. bIjA rAga maTADavA mATe AkAza pAtALa eka karIe chIe, paNa rAga rUpI rogane dUra karavA keTalI kALajI levAya che ? AtmAnI keTalI kALajI levAya che! zarIranI sAra-saMbhALa khUba kare che paNa zarIrane dharma zuM che te jANe che ne! khAkhameM khapI jAnA, baMjA mATImeM mIla jAnA, tuma thaDA kare abhimAna, eka dina pavanase uDa jAnA. senA pahene cAMdI pahe, ghauMne hIrA kA hAra, rUpiye gajakA rezama pahe, nahIM jIvana kI Aza, dAtA sunale mere hAlA, eka dina midise mila jAnA

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A zarIrane game teTaluM zaNagAra, attaranAM ghANa vALI nAMkhe, paNa DIvAramAM zarIranI aMdarathI durvAsa nIkaLe che. sugaMdhI telathI mana karI sugaMdhI sAbuthI zarIrane navaDAve che, paNa zarIra te viSTAne ghaDe che. maLamUtranI khANa che. nava dvAramAMthI azucinAM kuvArA uDI rahyA che. zarIrane zaNagAravAmAM, vidhavidha vAnagIo banAvavAmAM, khAvAmAM, keTale TAIma kADhe che? khUba rasapUrvaka be peTa karIne khAdhu hoya eTale niMda Ave, palaMga to gharamAM taiyAra ja hoya, tarata sUI jAya. pahelAM te pathArI rAkhavI e apazukana gaNAtuM paNa Aje te cepaDI vAMce te sUtA sUtA ane chApuM vAMce te paNa sutA sutA ! keTale ArAma kare che? ArAma harAma che? zarIra e reganuM ghara che. zarIramAM sADA traNa karoDa rUMvADA che. ekaeka rUMvADe paNa babbe jhAjherA roga che. te rAga kayAre phUTI nIkaLaze te khabara nathI. zarIra gAyatana ja che. zarIra rUpI kethaLAne zuM juo cho? AtmA kiMmatI che, tene oLakho. AtmAnAM UMDANamAM DUbakI mAre. DUbakI mAre e mAtI laI Ave che. ane kAMThe beThelo chIpalAM vIze che. sAhasa sAgaramAM jhaMpalAve, vIralA pheMkI de chIpalAM ane vaNIle hIralA, koka dina ugaze tArI savAra, jJAnI sukAnI tArI heDI haMkAra... - "amAre ghare be jJAna sAgara che," paNa jJAna sAgaramAMthI zuM lIdhuM? AtmAne prema koI vIrala ja pAme che. jeNe AtmAmAM DubakI mArI ene pAchuM AvavuM gamatuM nathI. samajavA jevuM tatva A che. anAdi kALathI pitAnAM svarUpane vicAra karyo nathI. lADa bola e judI vAta che. lakhe e judI vAta che ane sAcesAca meDhAmAM nAkha e judI vAta che. lakhavA ke vAMcavAthI mAtra bhUkha maTatI nathI, paNa lADavAMne khAvAthI bhUkha maTe che. tRpti maLe che, tema AtmAne emane ema pAmI zakAtuM nathI paNa je svasaMvedana kare che, svAnubhava kare che, te AtmAnAM AnaMdane pAmI zake che. A mArga te kaI vIralAne ja jaDe che. je aMdara DubakI mArIza te sAcA rasnene prApta karI zakIza. taravA zIkhanArane pahelAM te bIka lAge che ke TADha caDhaze ke DUbI javAze paNa hiMmatathI aMdara jhaMpalAve che. pahelAM thoDAM pANImAM pachI UMDA pANImAM jAya che. taratA zIkhe che. pachI bahAra paNa nIkaLavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. tuM ekavAra AtmAnA svarUpane jANu. jeNe A svarUpa jANyuM te bahAranAM khekhAne jete nathI. Atmatatvane nihALa. Aje mANasa savAra paDatAM prabhunuM nAma nahIM le paNa uThatAveMta vikathA zarU karaze. moDhAmAM dAtaNuM, hAthamAM chApuM, ahIMyA Ama banyuM ? paNa tArAmAM je ne! tArAmAM zuM banI rahyuM che? tArA AtmA tarapha je. eka chokarI Arya samAjamAM hatI. e kahe ke jenadarzanamAM kAMI nathI. eka mahArAja tene pUche che ke tene evuM kema lAgyuM ke jaina darzanamAM kAMI nathI !

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te evuM zuM vAMcyuM? meM kAMI vAMcyuM nathI, huM te ema ja khAlI kahuM chuM siddhAMtanA gUDha rahasyane jANyA vinA tene asAra kahevA e mUrkhatA che. siddhAMta eTale aphara nirNaya. jIvane ajIva na thAya. lekane alaMka na thAya. dravya ane bhAvanI vAta, kArya ane kAraNanI, sAmAnya ane vizeSanI, baMdha ane mekSanI A badhI vAta samajavI joIe. prabhue pApasthAna eTale pApa AvavAnAM ThekANuM aDhAra kahyAM che. temanI vANImAM jarApaNa phera na paDe. anaMta kALathI jIva keTalAM pApa karate Ave che. chatAM paNa hajI thAka lAgato nathI. deha, vADI, gADI, baMgalA badhuM chUTI jaze. jIvane ekalAM javuM paDaze ane karmanAM phaLa ekalA bhogavavA paDaze. mATe have jJAnasAgaramAM DubakI mArI kevaLajJAna rUpI hIrAne getI le. ane bhautika sukharUpI zaMkhalAne pheMkI de. "sAhasIne duniyA gAMDe gaNe che, siddha maLe te tenI mALA jape che" siddhapada levA tuM thaI jA taiyAra, jJAnI sukAnI tArI hoDI haMkAra." je loko sAhasa kare che, tene duniyA prathama vakheDI kADhe che, paNa jyAre siddhi meLavIne bahAra Ave che tyAre tene phUlamALa paherAve che. tame paNa siddhapada levA taiyAra thaI jAo. tene mATe sAhasa kheDIne, jIvanane heDamAM mUkIne paNa purUSArtha kare. sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, tapazcaryA Adi je kaMi kriyAo karavAnI kahI che te ekAMta nirjarA mATe ja karavAnI che. mAre mokSasukha joIe che evI tAlAvelI chavane lAgavI joIe. eka kheDuta pitAnAM khetaramAM dANuM na ugatAM ekaluM ghAsa ugeluM jue te zuM te rAjI thAze? tevI rIte jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapanuM phaLa. puNya rUpI phakta khaDa ja UgyuM hoya ane nirjarA rUpI dANA na thayAM hoya te ka jJAnI khuzI anubhavaze? kAcanA TukaDA lAkhe bhegA thAya paNa maNine tela kadI Ave? kiMmata kenI vadhe? maNInI jema sAcA zrAvaka bane. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM kamaLanI mAphaka nilepa rahetA zIkhe. mekSane mATe puruSArtha kare. mekSa prArabdha AdhIna nathI paNa puruSArtha AdhIna che. hemacaMdabhAIne be dikarA hatAM. navalacaMda tathA hemaMta. be dIkarAne sArI rIte uche. karAo moTA thayAM tyAM enI mA marI jAya che. eTale hemacaMdabhAI vicAre che. huM te khayuM pAna chuM. mArI milakatanA bhAgalA pADI dauM. baMne bhAIone tamAma milakata sarakhI rIte vaheMcI Ape che. badhAnAM babbe bhAga karI milakata vaheMcI, paNa eka ghaDiyALa bAkI rahI gayuM. ne zeTha ciranidrAmAM poDhI gayAM. baMnenI patnIe gharamAM AvI gaI che, bApujInI kriyA patyA pachI badhuM vaheMcI lIdhuM. pelI ghaDiyALa bAkI rahI

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(78 moTebhAI kahe ke A ghaDiyALa huM rAkhuM, bApujInI yAdagIrI mArI pAse raheze. nAne kahe-A ghaDiyALa mAre joIe. "eka mAtAnAM eka pitAno eka vaDanI be vaDavAI, - eka kaThAmAM ALeTelA, eka lehInI sagAI..." khUMdelA eka ja kheLe, sUtelA eka hiroLa-sagI mAnA jaNyA be bhAI nAnAM heya tyAre ke bhAI-bhAIne prema hoya che. sAthe ja hare phare, khAya pIe. be bhAI koI divasa jhagaDe nahi. koI divasa bAjhe nahi. mAbApa paNa bhAIonAM prema jaIne rAjI thAya che. mA mAne che ke mArI AMkhanuM ratna che. ane pitA mAne che ke mArI be bhujA che. loko rAmalakSmaNanI joDI mAne che. AvI kRSaNa-baLadevanI joDI che. be bhAI ekajAtanAM kapaDAM sIvaDAve. eka ja thALImAM jamavA bese. nizALe sAthe bhaNavA jAya. gharamAM killeba karatA hoya tyAre vAtAvaraNa paNa kevuM suMdara lAge che? paNa moTA thayA pachI ke prema rahe che? banne bhAIe majhiyAre vahe tyAre koIne khabara na paDI. paNa ghaDiyALa mATe jhaghaDo Ubho thaye. moTAbhAI kahe che, sArI cIja te moTAne ghare ja zobhe. nAnabhAI kahe, pitAne lADakavA huM hato, eTale mAre ghare jaIe. ema baMne vacce kheMcatANa cAlI. vAta khUba AgaLa vadhI ne hararAjI karavA taiyAra thayA. belo, so rUpiyA, ema karatAM hajAra, agIyArase, bAra, caudasa, ema AgaLa vadhyA. kajIyA karIne bApanuM saMbhAraNuM rAkhavuM e zuM yegya che? Ama ne Ama bolI vadhatI jAya che. ane nAnAe sattarasamAM ghaDIyALa gharamAM vasAvyuM, sAthe kajIye paNa gharamAM AvyuM. ekabIjA sAmA maLe tyAre sAmuM paNa na jue. belavAnI te vAta ja kyAM karavI? A vaTanI vAta che. rU kevuM picuM paNa ene vaLa caDAvavAmAM Ave te phAMsI thAya. - tame keTalA vaTavALA che.? be bhAIonI vAta karatAM gAma loko vikharAyA pachI te eka upara eka AkSepa karavA lAgyA. banne vacce belyA vyavahAra rahyo nahi. bane vacce A pULa mukanAra parigraha che. A parigraha dazamo graha che. mamatA mUkI de keNa sAthe laI javAnuM che. samaya jatAM nAnAbhAInI caDatI thaI ane meTAbhAInI paDatI thaI. ciMtAe zarIra nabaLuM paDayuM. vyAdhie gherI lIdhe. nAnAbhAIne khabara paDe che ke mAre bhAI paise-Take ghasAI gayuM che. ane zarIra paNa dardathI gherAI gayuM che. kaDavI lIMbaDI mIThI heje chAMya, bAMdhava heya abolaDA teya pitAnI bAMya" nAnA bhAIne moTAbhAInuM duHkha sAle che, eTale te vicAre che ke moTAbhAI ghera na hoya tyAre jauM ane bhAbhIne A bAbatamAM pUchuM. pachI baso rUpiyA laIne jAya che. bhAbhIne paristhitinAM tathA tabiyatanAM samAcAra pUche che. bhAbhI kahe che tamArA bhAInuM zarIra barAbara nathI. vaLI dhaMdhAmAM paNa kheTa AvatI jAya che. A sAMbhaLI nAnA bhAIne

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varla khUba duHkha thAya che. duHkhI dile bhAbhIne kahe che "bhAbhI, huM... kAMi parAyA nathI, mAza paisA e ApanA ja che. Apa jarAya sakeAca rAkhyA vinA moTAbhAInI davA barAbara karAvaze ane tabiyatanA khyAla rAkhajo. nAnA bhAi mATA bhAInI davAnA paisA cukavI ke che. mATA bhAI tA ghasAtA ja jAya che, khAvAnA paNa sAMsA paDavA lAgyA che, paNa nAnA bhAIe tA gupta mada karavA mAMDI. tethI paisAnI taMgI jaNAtI nathI. meATA bhAIne eka vakhata za"kA paDavAthI patnIne pUche che. tArI pAse ATalA paisA Ave che kayAMthI? yu tArI pAse jhADa che? je hAya te satya hakIkata kahe. patnI kahe che, tamArA nAnAbhAI paisA Ape che. A sAMbhaLI mATAbhAI ekama tiraskArayukta zabdamAM khele che: enA paisA levAya ? bhUkhyuM marI javu kabUla che, paNa mAre enA paisA A gharamAM na joie. enA paisA le teA have tane mArA seAgana che. patnI kahe che. sagAbhAi tamane Ape che. emAM tamane ze| vAMdhA che ? mATobhAI patnIne kahe che, nahI', huM kahu chu. ema tAre karavAnu e mArA bhAI nathI duzmana che. havethI paiseA laIza tA tArI khera nathI. jyAre nAnA bhAI paisA ApavA Ave che tyAre bhAbhI nA pADe che. tamArA bhAI khIjAya che. tethI huM paisA rAkhavA lAcAra chuM." A sAMbhaLI nAnAbhAIne khUba duHkha thAya che. rAtre UMgha AvatI nathI. vicAre caDe che. e bhAInA premamAM pULA mUkanAra A ghaDiyALa che.' tA ghaDiyALa ApI AvuM. rAtanA khAra vAge ghaDiyALa laIne mATAbhAine tyAM Ave che. zuM tamane tamArA duHkhI bhAI, du:khI mA~ sAmi yAda Ave che? tame phUlanI pathArImAM chatrapalaMge pADho ane tamAro bhAi phUTapAyarI para paDyA rahe! tamAre rAja-pATI, janmadivasa, cAMllA, lagna vi. kai ne kaI prasaMgeA hAya, eTale mevA ne miSTAna uDAve, paNa jyAM nAnA bhAIe bhUkhe TaLavaLatA hAya evA samaye tamane mIThI vAnagI kema bhAve che! kema tamArI nidrA UDatI nathI. ? " phUlapathArImAM tame sue ne, tamArA bhAI rajhaLe che, mevA ne miSTAna tamAre, tyAM mAtruDAM TaTaLe che ! UDI kema jAye nA nidara tamArI, mIThI vAnagI kAM ane nA akArI!', sukhamAM sutelA manane jagADA, tameAne maLyu... ene badhAnu` manAve, vacana suNyA je vIra prabhunA, phAgarTa jojo jAya nA....sahArA... '' mahAvIra prabhunA jeNe vacana sAMbhaLyA che, enA haiyAmAM dayAnu jharaNuM vahetu hAya, anuka'pA bhAva bharyAM hAya, nAnAbhAI vicAre che ke badhAM kaSAyanuM kAraNu ghaDiyALa che. rAtanA bhAIne tyAM jAya che, vaMDI ThekIne jAya che. badhA bhara-nidrAmAM sUtelA che. mahAra ekaDhALIyAmAM phAnasa TI'gADeluM hatu te utArI pelI ghaDiyALa bharAvI de che. bAjumAM ghAsa che,tene

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20 saLagatA zI vAra lAge ? mATA bhaDakI thAya che ne gharanAM mAlane aDake che. ghara saLagyuM' badhAM jAgI jAya che. are, A ekAeka lAya kema lAgI te tapAsa kare che. tapAsa karatAM khI'TI para najara jAya che. tyAM ghaDiyALa mUkeluM jue che. nakkI A nAnAbhAIe vera vALavA ja kayu`' lAge che mAnubAjunAM lAko kahe che, ame rAtre tamArA nAnAbhAIne vaDI ThaMkatAM necA hatA. mATAbhAinA vhema majabuta thAya che. ane nAnAbhAI ne nyAyanA pAMjarAmAM bheA karyAM. meTo bhAI Ave cheane nAnAbhAine pAMjarAmAM UbheA karyAMche.meTAbhAine badhAM loko kahe che. mahu caDayA hatA, ane kharAkhara karajo, ThekANe pADo. badhA leAkeA vicArI rahayA che ke nAnAbhAIne te kevI AkarI sajA thaze ! cukAdo ApatAM pahelAM jaja kahe che "mAleA, tamAre A khAmatamAM zuM kahevAnuM che? mATe bhAi atyAre je dhAre te karI zake tema che. nAnAbhAIne kAyama mATe saLiyA pAchaLa paNa mAkalI zake che paNa e te kahe che, mArA bhAInA deSa nathI. ii mArA bhAI mArU ahita kare nahi. mATe mArA bhAine cheDI do. bhAine cheADAve che, leAkA tA kahe che - A zuM karyuM? nAnA bhAi ghera Ave che ane mATAbhAInA pagamAM paDe che, paNa meATAbhAI nA krodha hajI gayA nathI. hRdayamAMthI vera AchuM thayuM nathI. '' nA, mArI sAme AvatA nahI" ema kahI nAnAbhAInA tiraskAra kare che. theADA divasa jAya che ne mATobhAI mAMde paDe che. khUba bimArI Ave che. meATAbhAi pAse tA paisA nathI. nAnA bhAI DokaTara mele che te DAkaTarane paNa nA pADe che. khUba sIrIyasa (ga bhIra) thaI jAya che. bebhAna avasthA che tyAM nAnA bhAI jAya che. meATAbhAInI sevA karavA lAge che. traNa divasa sudhI rAtrinA ujAgarA karIne sevA kare che. nAnA bhAInI sevA ane DAkaTaranI TrITamenTa treatment )thI ArAma thAya che. moTAbhAie joyuM.sAme nanebhAI Ubho che. kharA pazcAtApa thAya che. A badhAnu kAraNu ghaDiyALa che, tethI ghaDiyALanuM DhIma zeAdhI kuvAmAM nAkhI de che. nAneAbhAi meTaramAM meTAbhAIne peAtAne ghera lAve che. baMne premathI bheTI paDe che. pahelAMnI jema sAthe sapathI rahevA lAge che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA dhama maitrIbhAva rAkhavAnuM zIkhavADe che. A dRSTAMtathI samajAve che ke jyAM saMpa che, tyAM zAMti ane sukha che. jyAM saMpa nathI tyAM kaleza ane jhaghaDAe che, mATe sa`pa rAkhaze tA tame sukhI thazeA. vyAkhyAna naM. 15 zrAvaNa suda 1 ne zukravAra tA. 23-7-71 anaMtajJAnI traNa jagatanA nAthe siddhAMtathI tattvA samajAvyA. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu.

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dvArikA nagarImAM kRSNa vAsudeva nAmanA rAjA che. baLadeva temanA moTAbhAI che. jyAre kaMsane koraDA pharate hatuM tyAre kRSNa mathurAmAM hatAM. kaMsane barAbara khabara na paDe e mATe baLadeva bhaNAvavA mATe sAthe tyAM rahe che. vAsudevanuM barAbara rakSaNa kare che. baLadeve kRSNa mATe ghaNuM karyuM che. baLadevanI patnInuM nAma revatI hatuM. je sarvAga suMdara hatI. dADamanI kaLI jevA dAMta, haraNa jevI AMkha, nAganI pheNa jevo eTale, sUDAnI cAMca jevuM nAka che. strInA badhA zubha lakSaNethI yukta che. baMne saMsAranA sukha bhogavatA hatA. temAM rAtadivasa kyAM pasAra thatAM e khabara paNa paDatI nahi. game tevA prasaMge pati taraphathI Thapako maLe te tenuM moDhuM cImaLAya nahi. "aparAdha hoya te mane nisaMkeca kahevuM." ema kahe che. patinA sukhe sukhI, ane patinA duHkhe duHkhI. evI e strI hatI. strIne ardhAganA kahevAya che. patinuM aradhuM aMga che. duHkha Ave tyAre piyaramAM jAya ane sukhamAM sAtha Ape. AvA saMbaMdhe svAthI che. keTalIka strIe dekhAdekhI ane ghareNAM kapaDAM vigerenuM bIjAnuM anukaraNa karyA kare che. gharanI sthiti paNa jotI nathI. paraMtu sulakSaNa nArI te patinA pagale cAlanArI hoya che. harizcaMdranA prasaMgamAM tArAmatI paNa harizcaMdra sAthe vecAya che. e kevuM Aza daMpatInuM udAharaNa che! tArAmatI kahe che, huM tamAruM aradhuM aMga chuM. paranI dayA para gujaravAnuM, vIra kadI cAhatA nathI, AvI paDe te sahana karatAM, garIbapaNuM gAtA nathI." vIra mANaso bIjAnI dayA upara jIvatA nathI. rAjA nokarI zodhavA jAya che, tyAre rANI paNa pAchaLathI nokarI zodhavA jAya che. ane eka ghera kAma karavA rahe che. juo, rAjA ane rANI chatAM kama kevAM kAryo karAve che. vAsaNa mAMjavA jevuM kAma paNa sAruM ane cekhuM kare che. A bAju harizcaMdra sajA paNa majUra sAthe rahIne kAma kare che. majUra paNa joI rahe che. zI enA bhAlanI kAti che! kSAtra teja jhaLakI rahyuM che. rAjAne pUche che, Apa keNa cho? teNe kahyuM ke huM majUra chuM. rAjA kAma karIne ghera Ave che. ane jue che te rasoI taiyAra che. are, A raseI kevI rIte karI? aNahakkane paise kayAMthI lAvyA? tyAre rANuM kahe che huM paNa tamArI jema kAma karIne paise lAvI chuM. tame jyAre rAjA hatA tyAre huM rANI hatI. atyAre tame majUra che te huM majUraNa chuM. rUmanuM paNa bhADuM Ape che. dharmazALAmAM sadAvrata apAya che. paNa dhamadAnuM bhejana teo jamatA nathI. nItithI paisA kamAvA emAM sAcuM sukha che. brAhmaNane tyAM tArAmatI vecAya che. brAhmaNa kahe che. are amAre A tamArA chokarA mATe paNa bhANuM ApavuM ? te kahe che. na ApatAM. kAMI nahI. huM aDadhI bhUkhI rahIza. ane mArA bhANAmAMthI aDadhuM ene khavaDAvIza. bAI bALakane aDadhuM khavaDAve che ne aDadhuM pite khAya che. brAhmaNanA 11

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chekarAnI dAnata phare che. viSaya vAsanA jAge che. tethI tArAmatIne pajave che. brAhmaNane putra vicAre che. A bAIne mAre kevI rIte vaza karavI? ene kevI rIte sapaDAvavI? tArAmatIne kahe che, tamane A divasa kAma rahe che. suMvALI kAyA thAkI jatI haze te mArI pAse kalAka kalAka sArA pustake sAMbhaLe. bAI kahe che, mAre ghaNuM kAma che. mane evI phurasada nathI, tame dharmakathA tamArI strIne tathA gharanAne saMbhaLAvo. mane sadAcArathI kema jIvavuM te badhI khabara che. bAI samajI gaI ke AnI AMkhamAM vikAra che. brahmacArI jagatamAM badhAthI UMce che. brahmacArIne cakravartIe, Indro, deve ane dAna ane mAne namaskAra kare che. brahmacarya e ja tAkAta che, e ja sAcuM khamIra che. brahmacarya e ja teja che. paNa pele to game tema karIne tArAmatIne vaza karavA khUba prabhane Ape che. khUba dhamakAve che. khUba duHkhI kare che. ane vadhAre kaSTa thAya tevuM kare che. tArAmatIne putra rahIta kahe che bA, huM mAro rAka meLavI laIza. jaMgalamAM phaLavALAM jhADa ghaNuM hoya che. tenAthI phaLa meLavI gujarAna calAve che. ekavAra kumAra vRkSa upara phaLa levA jAya che, ane sarpa karaDe che. chokarAo saMdeze lAve che. hitane sarpadaMza thayela che. tArAmatI te sAMbhaLI mUchavaza thaI jAya che. gharanAne kahe che keI mArI sAthe cAle, paNa keI gharethI sAthe AvatuM nathI, kaI madada karavA paNa taiyAra nathI. tArAmatI rotI kakaLatI tyAM Ave che. chokarAne marelo jue che, eTale chokarAnuM maDaduM laIne smazAne Ave che. smazAna paNa kevuM bheMkAra che. comAsAnI meghalI rAta che, aMdhAruM ghara che. tyAM smazAna upara harizcaMdra pite pahere bhare che. bAI mRtadehane bALavA mATe AjubAju lAkaDAnA TukaDA vINe bhegA kare che. tyAM ene rAjA kahe che, pahelAM kara bhara pachI mRtadeha bALa. tyAM vIjaLI jhabakAro thAya che. ane rAjA rANIne oLakhI jAya che. tArAmatI paNa rAjAne oLakhI jAya che ane kahe che. rAjana ! Apane ja A putra che. Apane ja A kArya karavAnI pharaja che. ekanA eka putranuM mRtyu jANI rAjA raDe che. huM tamArI ardhAganA chuM, chatAM mArI pAse kara mAge che? harizcaMdra kahe che ke "hA" pahelAM kartavya pachI lAgaNIne sthAna ApuM chuM. atyAre huM je nokarI para chuM te mane Ama karavA pharaja pADe che. mATe pahelAM kara lAva pachI bALavA dauM. paNa je ahIM mAre mAlika AvI caDe ne te rajA Ape te ema ne ema bALavA dauM. tArAmatI raDatAM raDatAM kahe che, mArI pAse kazuM nathI. huM zuM ApuM! aMte sADI phADI kara bharavA taiyAra thAya che. kahevAya che ke satiyAnuM sat rAkhavA uparathI dee vRSTi karI. chokaro paNa beThe thaI gayo. satyanI kasoTI kayAM sudhI thAya che? rAjA svayaM vicAre che : satya mATe rAjya ApI dIdhuM ane zuM kara mATe satyane choDavuM? keTalI aDagatA! ane kele AtmavizvAsa! kevI pramANikatA ane kevI nIti! kevA puruSe bhAratavarSamAM

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thaI gayA che, ane atyAre dagAbAjI, cArI, chetarapIMDI, anyAya, anIti keTalAM vaSo gayA che? zuddha ghIne badale vejITebala ghI zuddha kahIne vece che. tuM ahIMyA manAvaTa, sajAvaTa, patAvaTa, khuzAmata karI le paNa kama pAse tArU kAMi cAle tema nathI. eka mANase sapanuM jhera utAravAnI davA zIkhI lIdhI ane enAM iMjekazana banAvyAM. enAthI jhera acuka utarI jAya che. e InjekazanA seALa rUpiyAmAM vecavA mAMDayA. ane game teve! sapa karaDayA hAya ! tenu' jhera utarI jAya. khIjA IrSALu mANasane IrSA thaI. ane teNe tevA ja ra'ganA pANI bharIne ATha rUpIyAmAM A iMjekazanA vecavA mAMDayA. pelA vepArInA dhaMdhA baMdha paDavA mAMDaye. emAM eka yuvAnane sarpa DaMkha dIdhA ane IMnjekazana lIdhu, paNa sattu jhera utaryu" nahIM. pANInA InjekazanathI thoDuM' jhera utare e injekazananI asara na thavAthI te bicArA marI gayA. mA--khApe kAramuM rUdana karyuM. yuvAna putranA mRtyunA mAkhapane khUba AghAta lAgyA. pachI pelAne kahe che, tamArA InjekazananI kaI asara thaI nahI, ane mAre putra marI gayA. vepArI kahe che: jhera vadhAre prasaryu" haze, athavA lAMkhA TAIme InjekazananA pAvara uDI gayA haze. emAM huM zuM karU ? kevI banAvaTa kare che! 68 sAta mALanA mahela sAta veMtamAM sAtharA banAvyAM, pharanIcara che nyArU, tArA, khAkI badhuM parabhA", vadhAre temAM zuM tArUM' ! " (2) anekane chetarI, banAvaTa karI, lAMcarUzvata laI, cAlAkIthI paisA bhegA karyAM. emAMthI meTA makAnA manAvyA, aneka sAdhanA vasAvyAM, cha mALanA makAnamAM pAte rahevA lAgyA. paNa tuM maraze tyAre sAta veMtamAMja sAtharA thavAnA che. jazA tyAre khAlI hAthe javAnu. meDhAmAM sAnAnA dAMta haze te te paNa kADhI leze. sAthe karelAM kama laIne javAnuM che. karmAMnAM phaLa peAtAne ja bhAgavavA paDe che. pelA vepArIne enA putra cetave che ke tame A zuM karyu? keTalA mANaseA tamArA InjekazanAthI marI gayAM. ane pele sAcA vepArI che tene peAtAnI kapanI paNa baMdha karavI paDI. A putranA vacanathI pitAne kAMI asara na thaI. eka vakhata mitro sAthe te yuvAna putra pIkanIkamAM gayA che. emAM tane sapa` karaDayA. badhA cheAkAe doDIne kahevA AvyA, tamArA chekarAne sarpa karaDaye che. huM! mArA chekazane sarpa karaDayeA che? te tarata jInA vepArIne tyAM doDI jAya che. ane kahe che, tamArU eka injekazana mane game tyAMthI Ape. mArA cheAkarAne sarpa karaDayA che. tamAre jeTalA rUpiyA levA hAya eTalA dheA, paNa mane tamArU injekazana Apo. are zeTha, tame te injekzananA vepArI che. ane tamArI harIphAIne lIdhe mAre mArI

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dhaMdho baMdha karavuM paDaze. atyAre mArI pAse eka paNa ijekazana nathI. A sAMjaLI te zeTha mAthe hAtha daI raDavA lAgyA. ekane eka chokaro have marI jaze. are! paNa tamAre te Ijekazanane sTora bharyo che ane kAM revA beThA? pele vepArI AzvAsana Ape che. bhAI ! paisA kamAvAnA hetuthI ane Apane pachADI devAnA hetuthI meM te khAlI pANI bharIne iMjekazane vecyA che. keTalAya mArA iMjekazanathI marI gayAM che. anta mAre putra paNa marI gaye. jevA karma karaze tevA phaLa avazya bhegavavA paDaze. vepArIe putra gumAvyo, ane pachI mAthe hAtha daIne rovA beThe. dikarA ! tuM kahete hate e sAcuM hatuM. e vakhate meM mAnyuM nahi paNa kamane zarama nathI, lAjyAnA sthAne tuM lAje nahIM, sAcAmAM have zuM zaramAvuM (2) | huM chuM patthara tuM che nIlama.... de mAphI mane nArAja na kara, kIdhAM ke karama na rAkhI zarama." he bhagavAna! meM kevA karma karyA ! have huM sAva sAcuM kahI dauM chuM. meM te raMgIna pANI bharyuM hatuM. mArI pAse davA na hatI. meM keTalAnA prANa khevarAvyAM. he bhagavAna ! tuM te nIlama jevuM che. ane huM te paththara je chuM. kAMI zarama rAkhI nahIM. keTalAyanA chekarA kevI vyathA karatAM marI gayAM, tyAre mane jarAya enI dayA na AvI. juo ! jyAre pagamAM rele Avyo tyAre khabara paDI. pazcAtApathI hRdaya dravI rahyuM che. jyAre lAjavAnuM hatuM tyAre lAye nahi te have zuM zarama rAkhavI! satya vAta kahI de che. satya vAta samajAya te narama bane. pica thAya. karma karavAmAM narama bane. pAchA haThe. koInI IrSA, adekhAI karavI nahI. kheTAM kAma karavA nahi, sAjana banavA mATe pramANIkatAne guNa keLave. | Honesty is the best Policy pramANikatAthI jIvana-vyavahAra calAvaze te karmathI haLavA banI mekSanA sukha pAmaze. vyAkhyAna naM...16 zrAvaNa suda 3 ne ravivAra tA. 25-7-71 anaMta karUNAnAM sAgara, bhagavAna mahAvIra deva jenuM zAsana vidhamAna vartAI rahyuM che, temaNe bhavya mAnavanA kalyANane arthe vANInI prarUpaNuM karI che. bhagavAna mahAvIre

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jyAre dIkSA lIdhI tyAre temanI sAthe kaI mAga dekhADanAra zremI na hatuM. teozrI ekalA ja hatAM. temaNe 1rA varSa ne 15 divasa sudhI ghera tapa karIne kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM. jagatanA jIvane duHkhI joIne haiyAmAM karUNA vasI. pachI ja dharmane upadeza Ape ane lokone kalyANane rAha batAvyuM. karmane lIdhe jIva saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che. karma rahita dazA prApta thatAM paribhramaNa aTakI jAya che. je janma maraNathI thAkI gayA hoya, jene saMsAra duHkhamaya lAgyuM hoya tene A dharmanA mArge AvavAnI jarUra che. jIva jevA karma kare che evAM ene phaLa maLe che. te karelAM karmanuM phaLa game tyAre, game te sthaLe ane game te bhavamAM bhegavavuM paDe che. pAMcaze gAyanA ToLAmAM vAcharaDuM enI mAne oLakhI kADhe che, tema karma kartAne jyAM hoya tyAMthI gotI kADhe che. jJAnI puruSa kahe che je tane bahAranAM padArthomAM sukha dekhAya che e kSaNika che. e sukha kAyamI nathI. saMsAranA bhAvene nihALe, ane UMDANathI vicAre te tamane khyAla Avaze. bhagavAne je vANI prarUpI che tene hAthamAM apanAve. je vANI jhIlI zake che, e pitAnuM jIvana sudhArI zake che. koI mANasa jame ane kahe ke mArI bhUkha na maTI, huM bhUkhe chuM e bane nahiM. pANI pIve chatAM kahe huM tarasya chuM e bane nahi tema vItarAganI vANI maLI che. e vANuMnuM pAna kare ane zAMti samAdhine anubhava na thAya evuM bane ja nahi. ApaNA mahAna puNyadaye mahAmUluM zAsana maLyuM che, ApaNe e mArge cAlavuM joIe. vItarAga vANI jhIlavA mATe pahelAM namratAnI jarUra che. chekare pahelAM eka zIkhavA jAya tyAre pATImAM lIMTA hoya te bhUMsI nAkhe che. pATIne svaccha karI pachI ekaDo lakhAve che. ema tame dharmakriyA kare te pahelAM tamArA hRdayamAM rahelI malinatAne dUra karI hRdayane svaccha banAve. vItarAga vANIne samajavI hoya te krodhane kADha paDaze, kaSAyane pAtaLA karavA paDaze. eka peDhImAM eka mANasane nokarI upara rAkhe. zeThane nekara upara khUba vizvAsa hatuM tethI peDhIne badhe kArabhAra nekarane seMpatA gayA. ane pote moja-zokhamAM paDI gayA. nekara uparathI pramANikatAne DoLa karate paNa aMdaramAM kuDakapaTa karI pitAnuM ghara bharata. A badhuM kAma eTalI siphatathI karato ke zeThane tenI gaMdha paNa na Ave. A badhAnuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke zeThanI peDhI dhIme dhIme ghasAtI gaI. aMte divALu pheMkavAne samaya A. zeTha have jAgRta thayAM. cepaDA hAthamAM lIdhA. khAtA saMbhALavA lAgyA. nekaranA kArastAnanI gaMdha zeThane AvI gaI eTale nekarane rajA ApI. zeThe potAnI kunehabuddhithI thoDA vakhatamAM piDhIne taratI karI dIdhI, pele nekara pharIthI nekarI mATe Ave te zeTha te nekarane vagara pagAre paNa rAkhe kharA? na rAkhe. kAraNa ke zeTha samajI gayA

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che ke mArI peDhImAM nukasAna karanAra A mANasa ja hatuM. ema A AtmadevanI peDhIne nukazAna pahoMcADanAra viSaye che, kaSAya che, durgaNe che. paNa jIve te badhAne mitra mAnyA che. tethI ja te kaSAyAdinA zaraNe jAya che ane gauravapUrvaka kahe che. krodha karyo eTale badhAM cUpa thaI gayA. juThuM bolyA eTale sArA paisA maLyA ane phAyado thaye. bhAI! atyAre phAyado lAgaze paNa bhAvimAM bhogavavuM paDaze. tamane saMsAra duHkhamaya lAge che! jyAre tamAruM mAna sacavAya nahIM, patnI kahyAgarI na hoya, chokarA kazuM kamAtA na hoya ane emAM tabiyata lathaDe te tamane saMsAra duHkhamaya lAgaze. paNa saMjoge tamArI tarapheNamAM hoya te tamane saMsAra mIThA madha jevuM lAgaze. vItarAga vANInA bhAve je rIte haiyAmAM sparzavA joIe e rIte sparyA nathI tethI paribhramaNa cAlu rahyuM che. saMsAramAM sukha nathI paNa AtmAmAMthI je sukha maLe che e sAcuM sukha che. je kAMI che te tArI pAse che. bahAra prayatna karavA beTAM che. he mAna ! je tamane A saMsAranA dukha khaTakatA hoya te dharmanA mArge Ave. A mArga eka suMdara mArga che. jeNe AtmAne AnaMda mANe e apUrva zAMtine mANI zakyA che. A zAMti anubhavI ja kahI zakaze. A AnaMda e anubhava gocara che. zabdamAM AvI zake tevuM nathI. eka rAjA aTavImAM bhUle paDI jAya che. tene raste maLatuM nathI. tyAM eka bhIlane chokaro maLe che. rAjA ene kahe che ke huM rastAmAM bhUlo paDI gaye chuM. mane mArga batAva. bhIlane chokare kahe che cAle batAvuM. huM te A rastAne bhemI chuM. te bhIla. putra rAjAne barAbara raste batAve che. ane rAjA rAjI thaIne ene kerI khavaDAve che. A bhIlanA chokarAo koI divasa kerI khAdhI nathI, ane tene sAda keI divasa cAkhe nathI eTale khuza thAya che. pachI ghera Ave che ane gharanAM badhAM pUche che, atyAra sudhI kayAM hato? te badhAne kahe che, rAjA rastAmAM bhUlA paDI gayA hatA. meM ene rasto batAvyuM, teNe mane evI cIja khavarAvI ke svAda rahI gaye. are kaI cIja khAdhI? ene ke svAda ho te amane batAva te khare! paNa A chokare zuM batAve ? bahu svAdiSTa hatI paNa kevI svAdiSTa? te kahe e huM zuM batAvuM? svAdanI te je khAya ene khabara paDe. ema jeNe AtmAne AnaMda mANyuM hoya ene khabara paDe ke AmAM keTale AnaMda che. jeNe haju sudhI A svAda cAkhe nathI ene zuM khabara paDe ke AmAM ke svAda che. AtmAne AnaMda kharekhara adUbhuta che. anaMta jJAnI, anaMta upakArI evA vItarAga paramAtmA vizvanA prANIone saMbaMdhI rahyA che. jAgo ane uke. pramAdane TALI tamArA sAthane siddha karavA mATe taiyAra bane. jemaNe purUSArtha karyo che e avazya paMcama gatine prApta kare che. khAlI kAma karyA karavuM

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ene purUSArtha kahetAM nathI. AtmAne lagatI kriyA karavI ene purUSArtha kahe che. je mAtra vaibhava khAtara majurI kare che. ane paisA kamAvavA mATe gaddhAvaitaruM kare che. je siddha karavAnuM che e siddha kare te avazya phaLa prApta thAya che. jIvane moha niMdrA evI che ke ene uThavAnuM mana thatuM nathI keIka uThADanAra joIe tamArA chokarAo parikSA ApavAnAM hoya ane vAMcatA vAMcatA UMghI jAya te tame kevA UDADo che ? ane ene jaldI taiyAra karIne parIkSA ApavA mokale che. je meDA pahoMce te aMdara besavA na maLe, nApAsa thAya, varasa bagaDe. UMgha UDatI na hoya te tame AMkhe pANI chAMTavAnuM kaheze ke jethI UMgha UDI jAya. tame te mATe keTalI kALajI rAkhe che? evI ja rIte jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke tArI parIkSAne samaya AvI gayela che. manuSya bhavanI aMdara evA pepara bharI le ke tAre uddhAra thaI jAya. jJAnI purUSe ApaNane UThADI rahyA che, DhoLI rahyA che. vItarAganI vANInuM pANI chAMTo jethI UMghavAnuM mana thAya nahIM. jemanI moDaniMdrA UDI gaI che ene avazya uddhAra thaze. vaibhavamAM nahIM rAcatA, viSaya ane vikAramAM nahIM rAcatA. huM mArA nija-svarUpane jANuM. A purUSArtha kare tene jJAnIee sAco purUSArtha kahyo che. to majurI mUkIne have sAce purUSArtha kara. uttama mANasone saMga the, AjJAMkita strI maLavI, zarIra nirogI maLavuM e mahAbhAgyanI nizAnI che. UMcanI saMgata dharma zuM yArI, putra suputrane vevasu nArI, gharamAM heya saMpadA, nirogI kAyA e khaTa bola to anya pasAyA, nIcanI saMgata karma zuM pyArI, putra, kuputra ne vAdIlI nArI, gharamAM heya ApadA ne regIlI kAyA, e khaTa bela te pApa pasAyA " sArA mANase pAse beThaka maLavI, saMtapurUne saMga thavo e mahAbhAgyanI nizAnI che. hajI paNa tamone mahAtmAone sAMbhaLavAnI paNa aMdarathI rUcI paDI che. satasaMga karavA jevuM che ane kusaMga cheDavA jevuM che. evuM haiye beThuM che e paNa tamArA puNyadaya che. ghora pApI mANasa paNa samAge caDIne karmanA bhUkA uDAvI de che. ane sAre ane sajana mANasa kusaMge caDavAthI durgatimAM pheMkAI jAya che. vaMkacUla jevo cora dharmiSTha mA-bApane tyAM janmela chatAM kusaMgathI nIce paDaze. paradezI rAjAne kezI svAmIne saMga thaye. arjuna mALIne mahAvIrane saMga thaye, ane jIvana sudhArI lIdhuM. nadI vahetI hoya tyAM hariyALI chavAI jAya. tema jJAnagaMgA vahetI hoya tyAM jIvanabAga hariyALa bane che. jaina dharma uttamamAM uttama che. emAM zaMkAne sthAna nathI. A mArge AvyA vinA uddhAra thayuM nathI ane thavAne paNa nathI dharmathI AtmAne uddhAra thAya che. jayAM tyAM jAya paNa A ghare AvyA vinA chUTake nathI. paNa tamane te vaLagADa keTalA vaLagyA che!

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re " najaranI sAme gharanAmAvalI, kAM karyAM badhana khAMdhyAM, vaLagaNu jhAjhA ne vaLagaNI jhAjhI, vaLagyA ne vaLagADayA ! re saMsAre sagapaNa jhAjhA. '' vaLagADa siddhAMtamAM be prakAranA che. eka yakSanA ane banne mAThunA. temAM yakSanA vaLagADa nIkaLI zake che, paNa mAnA vaLagADa jaldI nIkaLI zakatA nathI. badhA mArA che, huM badhAnA chuM, A mArA Atmiyajana vinA huM' jIvI zakuM nahiM. A badhA mAhunA vaLagADa che. amAre tA mATI oLakhANu che. AvI ALakhANa karatAM AtmAnI oLakhANanI jarUra che. tame vaLagaNuM mAM keTalu vaLaga'yu' che. jo sAmAyikamAM beThA hai| ane TekarA AvIne kahe ke cAvI Ape. te tame tarata Apaze ne? sAmAyika karavAmAM je dhyAna ane sthiratA joie e che? dharmanuM ArAdhana karanAra kadI du:khI nahi thAya. AdhyAtmika ci Mtana karaze teA kanI bhekhaDA tUTI paDaze. jagatamAM jyAM juo tyAM aMdhArU che. e aMdhakArane TALavA mATe siddhAMta rUpI sarcaOlAITa pheMkAya che. " bhaktAmara lacIta tAja-maNI prabhANA, udyotakAra hara pApa tame thAnAm "" pAparUpI a'dhakArane kADhanAra kANu ? sAcuM' bhAna karAvanAra koNa? evA gurU ane zAstrone koTi koTi vaMdana hajo. Avu sarasa zAsana maLyuM che. AnI samaja che ? jenAmAM samajaNa che e upakAra mAnaze paNa samajaNu nathI e zuM upakAra mAnavAne che? jIvane sukha joie che paNa sukha maLe che e mAge` prayatna nathI karate. '. * pUrva dizAe jAvu hatu ane deDayA pazcima dvAre, uttara dakSiNa athaDAye, paNa AbyA nahIM kinAre, kALI amAsanI rAte ramatA, jANI nahi ajavALI pUnama, janama-janama bhaTakuM chuM te ce mujane Ave nahi zarama--mujane, " hIrA hAthamAM hatA chatAM ce, kAca laIne rAcyA chu, saMta purUSAnA saMga tajIne, raMga rAgamAM rAmyA chuM, a Mge-ma gathI varasI rahyA che, aMgArAe garama-garama, janama-janamathI bhaTakuM chuM, te ce mujane Ave nahi. zarama--mujane, " "" " pUrva dizAe javu' che ne deTa mUkI pazcima dizAe, pachI lakSyane siddha karavA uttara ane dakSiNa tarapha AthaDayA kare che. te tame icchita dhyeye kevI rIte pahAMcI zakazeA? amAsanA aMdhArAmAM AthaDatAM pUrNimAnA prakAza joI zakAtA nathI. huM bhagavAna ! huM kevA zarama vagaranA chuM! hIrA hAthamAM hatA e ApIne kAcanA kaTakA levA doDayA jAu" chuM. saMta purUSonA saMga cheDIne raMga-rAgamAM rAcuM chu. mArA geMgamAMthI

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kaSAyanA aMgArA varasI rahyA che. pApanA paMthe deDa jAuM chuM. vidvatA e judI vAta che ane sAdhutA e judI vAta che. kesuDAnAM phUla bhale dekhAve suMdara hoya paNa emAM sugaMdha nathI. ema ekalI vidvatA zA kAmanI? je bolIe ene AcaraNamAM utAravAnI jarUra che. AcaraNa sAruM hoya te ja tenI zobhA che. duHkha sahana karavuM paNa bIjAne duHkha ApavuM nahiM. zeraDIne pIvAthI rasanA kaTorA bharAya che. dhupasaLI baLIne paNa sugaMdha Ape che. ema tame mAnava thaIne zuM karazo? have saMtene saMga karo. saMtasamAgamathI hRdayane palaTo thaI jAya che. nAstika mANasa paNa Astika thaI jAya che. ghaNAM gharamAM bahene eTalI zikSita hoya che ke te pitAnAM patine sudhAre che. bhAI- bhAInA, bApa-dikarAnA, paDozI-paDozInA verane premamAM palaTAvI de che. nAraMgIlAla ane AnaMdIlAla baMne bAju-bAjumAM rahe che. kuTuMbI che. paNa koI kAraNasara baMne ghara vacce traNa peDhIthI vera cAlyuM Ave che. ekabIjAne bolyA vyavahAra nathI. baMnenI peDhI dhIkatI cAle che. sarva rIte sukhI che, paNa sAme maLe te ekabIjAnI AMkhe vaDhAya. eka vakhata pApanA udaye AnaMdIlAlane dhaMdhAmAM moTo phaTako lAge che. moTI kheTa jAya che. ane bajAramAM moTuM paNa kevI rIte batAvavuM? patnInA dAgInA vecAya teya A devuM bharapAI thAya ema nathI. cAre bAjuthI muMjhAya che. emAMthI raste kevI rIte kADha e vicAre che. nAraMgIlAla pAse ghaNuM che paNa duzmana pAse kaMI hAtha lAbe karAya! bhAgya phare tyAre Ajane karoDapati kAle roDapati thaI jAya che. Ajane lakhesarI te dharatIne dhruje, kAle ene jAra mATe manaDuM te mUMjhave, miThAIonA thALa badale AvIyA lukhA, evA A saMsArIonA sukha che kUcA, rAga kerA raMgathI saMsAra che rUDe, uparathI bhabhakto ne mAMhI che phUDe, lakhapati dharatIne dhrujave che. paisA haiya tyAre belA te javAba paNa nahi Ape, ane jANe dharatIthI be phUTa addhara cAlaze. paNa karmanI thapATa vAge tyAre rAMkaDo thaI jaze, narama ghesa thaI jaze. AnaMdIlAla khUba ja udAra che. sArI sthiti hatI tyAre keTalAyane paisA ApyA hatA. paNa Aje badhA meM pheravIne beThAM che. eka ghare paisA meLavavA mATe jAya che. te tyAMthI javAba maLe che, "are, paisA hatAM paNa hamaNAM jamIna levAmAM traNa lAkha rUpiyA ApI dIdhA. tamArA jevA zeThane nA paDAya!" Ama goLa goLa vAta karIne nA pADI de che. bIjAne tyAM jAya che te kahe che, zuM karIe! jamAI mAMdA che ane emanI davAdArUmAM paisA ghaNuM kharacAI gayA, nahIMtara tamane Apata. Ama badhethI nA, nA, maLe che. bIcAre nirAza thaIne ghare Ave che. jemane paisA ApyA hatA e paNa meM pheravIne 12

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beThAM. have tenI pAse jAuM? ane konI sahAnubhUti maLavuM? have te ApaghAta sivAya kAMI raste nathI. ane aMte ApaghAtane vicAra Ave che. Apatti ke musIbatamAM raDe sau pagamAM paDI, thaI jAye kAma pachI oLakhANa kaMIye nahIM, evI duniyAnI cAlamAM phasAye huM ye vaLI, mArAmArI karI pastAye chuM huM peTa bharI, badhe AvuM haze nahiM khyAla mane duniyAmAM-mArAmArA" jyAre Aphata Ave tyAre pagamAM paDI madada meLavavA kAkalUdI kare che. tamArI gAya chuM, tamArA paisA huM dUdhe dhoIne ApIza." paNa kAma patI jAya pachI paisA kevA ane vAta kevI ? AvA paNa jagatamAM mANaso hoya che AnaMdIzeTha badhI rIte muMjhAelA che. sagAM-nehI jene pitAnAM mAnatA hatAM te paNa vimukha vatI rahyA che. Aje pitAnA sAdhamI baMdhunI zI musIbata che. te jenArA bahu ochA che. sAdhamIne kAja tamArA belI gho bhaMDAra, eka duHkhI na rahevA pAme mahAvIrane bhajanAra, sahAro gho tame A duHkhI mAne, navakArane gaNanArA sAdhamI bAMdhane-sahAre" samAjanAM dukhI baMdhune madada karavI, tenI muzIbatane yathAzakti dUra karavA prayatna kare te darekanuM kartavya che. nAraMgIlAlanAM patnInuM nAma nIlAbahena che. teo khUba saMskArI ane sadAcArI che. koI duHkhIne joI temanuM dila dravI uThe che. temane potAnA paDozInI paristhitinAM samAcAra maLe che. bIje divase savAre AnaMdIlAla para temanI najara paDe che. AnaMdIlAlane cahere cImaLAyela tathA nirAza thayele jue che. bIcAre ke nirAza dekhAya che? mANasa jyAre muzkelImAM mukAya che tyAre zuM karI bese che tenI tene khabara paDatI nathI. AnuM duHkha dUra karavuM joIe. Ama vicArI nIlAbena temanAM patinAM AgamananI rAha jue che. nAraMgIlAla jamavA Ave che tyAre kahe che :tamane A keLiye gaLe kema utare che? ApaNI bAjumAM AnaMdIlAla rahe che te bhAre dukhamAM che, moTI muzIbatamAM mUkAI gayA che. ene dhaMdhAmAM khoTa AvI che. ApaNe ene madada karavI joIe. ApaNane hamaNuM dhaMdhAmAM pAMca lAkha rU. maLyA che, te A paisAthI A5NuM tamane madada karIe. "cha" nAraMgIlAla kahe che. AvI vAta karI mane kahIza nahiM. ApaNe te enI sAthe traNa peDhInA vera che. huM te ene paDachAye paNa levA mAgatA nathI. ApaNe enI sAthe zo saMbaMdha? te duHkhI thAya emAM huM rAjI chuM.

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bIjuM kAMI banI zake nahiM. nIlAbahene ghaNI rIte samajAvyA paNa nAnI 'hA' na thaI. nIlAbahene pharIthI dANe dAbI joye, ema eka vAra, be vAra ane traNa vAra vAta karI chatAM nAraMgIlAla mAnyA nahi. eTale nIlAbahene bIjI yukti ajamAvI ane draDhatAthI kahyuM, "je kAle madada nahIM kare te huM anazana upara utarIza. AvI musIbatamAM vera rAkhavuM kaI rIte ucita nathI. verathI vera zame nA kadApi, AgathI Aga bujhAya nA, hiMsAthI hiMsA haNAya nA kadApi, zothI zAMti sthapAya nA, bombanA banAvanAra vaijJAnikane eka di jarUra paratAvuM paDaze, prabhu mahAvIre ciMdhyA rAhe jAvuM paDaze . (2) nIlAbahena kahe che, vera rAkhavAthI vera vadhe che. tame verajhera bhUlIne madada kare. strIhaTha eTale pUchavuM ja zuM? khUba rakajhaka pachI nAraMgIlAlane namatuM mUkavuM paDayuM. ThIka tyAre, tamAruM mAnyuM ane amArUM gayuM. nAraMgIlAla AnaMdIlAlane pitAne ghera belA che. AnaMdIlAlane ema thAya che ke, "A mArI paDatI dazA joIne mane belAvIne mArI mazkarI karaze to!chatAM mAre te javuM joIe. ema vicArI ghaNuM saMkoca sAthe AnaMdIlAla nAraMgIlAlane tyAM jAya che. AnaMdIlAlane jatAM nAraMgIlAla premathI belAve che. AgatA-vAgatA kare che ane AzvAsana ApatAM pUche che, hamaNAM kema narvaza dekhAva che? tamArI vAta sAMbhaLI che. AjathI huM tamArA mitra chuM, duzmana nathI. khullA dile kaho, tamAre keTalA nANuM joIe che? ane tamArUM devuM keTalA rUpiyA ApuM te pUruM thAya ema che. AvI vAta sAMbhaLIne AnaMdIlAla Azcaryacakita thaI jAya che. are mane svane paNa khyAla nahoto ke jene huM duzmana gaNuM chuM, jenI sAthe mAre traNa peDhIthI ve che, te mane paisA ApavA tatpara che ! te kahe che je be lAkha rUpiyA maLe te badhuM patI jAya tema che. tarata AnaMdIlAlane be lAkha rUpiyAne ceka lakhI Ape che ane kahe che, traNa zarata tamAre maMjUra rAkhavI paDaze. zaratanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne zeTha vicAramAM paDI jAya che. vaLI kethaLAmAMthI zuM bilADuM kADhaze? chatAM pUche che, kaho zI zarata che? tyAre nAraMgIlAla kahe che. meM tamane rUpiyA ApyA te vAta kaMIne karavAnI nahiM, bIjuM vyAja levAnuM nathI ane trIjI zarata e, ke rUpiyA pAchA devA mATe jarAya utAvaLa karavAnI nathI. A zarate sAMbhaLIne rAjI thaI temane upakAra mAnI ghare jAya che. A cekanA paisA maLatAM AnaMdIlAlanI AbarU bacI jAya che. pAche vepAra dhamadhokAra cAlavA mAMDe che. sArA paisA meLave che. ekavAra AnaMdIlAlanAM janmadivase te nAraMgIlAlanA gharanAne temaja anya sagAsnehIone jamavA belAve che. nAraMgIlAlanI pAse besIne te kahe che ke, je te divase tame mane madada na karI hota te huM rakhaDate bhikhArI banI jAta. paNa tamArI madadathI huM pAcho sArI sthitimAM AvyuM

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chuM. mATe huM tamAre A ceka tamane pAcho ApuM chuM. e ravIkAre. tamAre upakAra jiMdagIbhara nahIM bhUluM. nAraMgIlAla kahe che, meM evI kazI madada karI nathI ane meM kAMI karyuM nathI. mArAmAM hajI dayA che. A badhuM tArI nIlAbhAbhIne pratApa che. eNe mane madada karavA preryo. eNe aNusaNanI dhamakI ApI. ane meM enI vAta mAnI tane madada karI. kharekhara, nArI e nArAyaNI che. nArImAM keTalI zakti bharI che! sArI strI maLavI e sadbhAgyanI nizAnI che. nIlAbahene AnaMdIlAlane saMkaTa vakhate sahAya karI ane traNa zarata paNa te phaLadrupa bhejAne paripAka hatuM. A sAMbhaLI AnaMdIlAla nIlAbahenanAM pagamAM paDayA. bahena, te mArA para asIma upakAra karyo che. zeTha bolyA, mitra AnaMdIlAla! mane eka vicAra Ave che ke have A paisA mAre nathI jotA. tArA jevA kaMIka bicArA sAdhamI baMdhuonI AkarI kasoTI thatI haze. A vakhate jo A rUpiyA sAdhamAM sahAyaka phaMDamAM mUkIe te keTalAyane ApaNe madadagAra thaI zakIe. AnaMdIlAlane gaLe A vAta UtarI gaI. A be lAkha rUpiyA ane be lAkha rUpiyA AnaMdIlAlanA, ema 4 lAkha rUpiyA beMkamAM mUkyA ane te phaMDanuM nAma "sAdhama phaMDa" rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. zrI je saMskArI hoya te AkhA gharanuM vAtAvaraNa pharI jAya. baLabhadranI dharmapatnI revatI paNa aneka saddaguNothI alaMkRta che. vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM....17 zrAvaNa suda 4 ne semavAra tA. 26-7-71 anaMtajJAnI aikya prakAzaka prabhu mahAvIre siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyuM che. ahIM vahidazAne adhikAra cAle che. baLabhadranI patnI revatI. aneka guNethI alaMkRta che. nIrogI kAya, pAMca indriyanI pUrNatA ane saudarya ja huM surya udayathI zata thAya che. paNa guNene vikAsa puruSArthathI thAya che. saMsAra vyavahAranI aMdara paDelA ivenA jIvanamAM pratikULa ke anukULa aneka prasaMge paDe che. game tevA duHkhanA prasaMgo paDe, sAmethI kaDavAM vacananI jhaDIo varase paNa te badhAmAM samatA rAkhavI te puruSArthathI banI zake. pApane udaya hoya te upasargo Ave. paNa te vakhate manane sthira rAkhavuM, hadayane baLavA devuM nahi, kuvicArene AvatA

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aTakAvavA. "je kAMI thaI rahyuM che te mArA pitAnA udaya pramANe thaI rahyuM che. te mAre zA mATe veranI gAMTho rAkhavI?" eka hAthanI pAMca AMgaLIo paNa sarakhI hotI nathI, te gharanA badhA mANasanA svabhAve kayAMthI sarakhA hoya? sau saunA svabhAva pramANe bele-vartana kare paNa emAMthI pitAnA AtmAne kevI rIte tAravI le e AvaDI jAya te kaMI muzkelI na paDe. bhagavAnane dAkhale sAme rAkhe. gauzALe prabhu mahAvIrane ziSya banyuM. cha varSa sudhI bhagavAna sAthe rahyo, chatAM bhagavAnane kevA herAna karyA? upakArI upara apakAra karyo. bhagavAna sAcA bhagavAna nathI paNa huM ja vIsa tIrthaMkara chuM, evuM bhASaNa karyuM. bhagavAnanA samosaraNamAM pazuo janmavera ane jAtivera bhUlI jAya. tyAM gozALAe bhagavAnanAM be ziSyane tejulezyA mUkI bALI nAMkhyA. khuda bhagavAna upara paNa tejulezyA mUkI. paNa prabhu mahAvIranI kSamA keTalI? kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzanamAM prabhu samagra jIvanA pariNAmane joyA kare che, paNa pitAne jarA paNa vikAra AvatuM nathI. zatru tathA mitra para samAna daSTi rAkhe che. - bhagavAna jevA mahApuruSa, caramazarIrI asaMkhya devenA pUjanIyane paNa saMkaTo AvyA. ApaNe te pAmara prANI chIe. eTale duHkha te AvavAnA. ane duHkhanA samayamAM bhagavAna vadhAre sAMbhare. ekalA sukhamAM paramAtmA ke me yAda AvatuM nathI. pahelAM traNa ArA jIgaliyAnA che. tyAM sudhI tyAM dharma nathI. thoDuM paNa duHkha Ave te dharma karavAnI bhAvanA jAge che. "duHkhane mitra sAthe guru mAna, duHkha te devanI bheTa moTI, bhakti vairAgya paNa duHkhathI janmatA, dukhamAM nehIonI kaTI. meghanA juthathI tanakhatI vijaLI, duHkhathI deva kheMcAya pAse, duHkhamAM Atma zaktio khIlatI, duHkhathI karma gherA vinAze " duHkha-vipatti mitra samAna che. guru samAna che. karmanI bheTa che. duHkhamAM vairAgya ane bhaktinI vRddhi thAya che. duHkhamAM snehIonI kasoTI thAya che. mAnavIne duHkha pArakhatAM AvaDavuM joIe. prabhu mahAvIra deva Arya deza ane anArya dezamAM gayA. sAmethI lakhane AhvAna karyuM. sAme caDIne ene dukhaDAne netayAM, jherI jaMtuoe enA aMge aMga kotaryA.

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dehane dubhAvanAra pratyeka jIvane dIdhA abhayanA dAna. (2) cAlyA re jAya vardhamAna cAlyA re jAya, jaMgalanI keDIe jogI banIne pelA cAlyA re jAya, vardhamAna cAlyA re jAya..." bhagavAne kevA duHkhene netaya? bhagavAnanI zakti anaMtI hatI. AvI zakti chatAM kevI samatA rAkhI? ApaNuM sAme A namUne rAkho ane jIvanane sudhAre. "mane AvA dukha nathI. mArA kAnamAM kaI khIlA te bheMkatuM nathI ne? mane keI bAraNAmAM bhIMsatuM te nathIne? mane keI DaMDAne mAra te nathI mAratuM ne?"AvA vicAre niraMtara tamArI sAme rAkho, te jarUra lAgaze ke bhagavAnanAM dukha pAse mArA duHkha te nahIMvat che. nimitta game tevA Ave paNa samatA rAkhavI e ApaNuM hAthanI vAta che. keI kaSAyanuM nimitta ApaNe banavuM nahi. keI ApaNane kAMI kahe te khoTuM lagADavuM nahi. kaSAyane AvavA devA nahi. | dInabaMdhu ejhanAM meja para eka suMdara vAkaya lakhyuM hatuM. "emAM mArI zI mahattA?" temanA eka mitre temane pUchayuM. A vAkya zA mATe lakhyuM che? tyAre temaNe javAba Ape, mArA jIvanamAM keI pralobhanene ke patanane samaya Ave tyAre huM mArI jAtane prazna karuM chuM "emAM mArI zI mahattA? koI mane gALa Ape, kaI paththara mAre ane huM paNa je tema karuM te mArAmAM ane sAmA mAnavImAM phera zuM? kaDavAzane mIThAzathI devAmAM, burAIne badala bhalAIthI ApavAmAM, ane viSa ApanArane amRta ApavAmAM ApaNI mahattA che. AtmAmAM sthiratA rAkhavI enuM nAma che cAritra. AvuM cAritra jIvana paryanta rAkhavuM joIe. kSamA be cAra divasa rAkhavI ane pachI krodha kare-evuM jIvanamAM na joIe. sadAyane mATe tArA kSamAmaya svabhAvamAM tAre rahevuM joIe. tane tArA AtmAnI dayA AvavI joIe. "bIjA khAtara huM mArA AtmAnuM zA mATe bagADuM?" A eka vAta jIvanane sparzI jAya te jIvana sudhAraNA zIvratAthI thaI zake che. tAre AgaLa vadhavuM che ke pAchaLa rahevuM che? sadaiva AtmAne A prazna pUche. AgaLa vadhavuM hoya te guNene vikAsa kara. nahi te patanane mArga dUra nathI. baLabhadranA patnI revatI sahanazIlatAne namane hatA. samajaNa ane suzIla hatA. dAnamAM, tapamAM ane bhAvamAM anurakta hatAM. je jIvanamAM Adarzone vaLagI rahe che tene AtmA ucca keTIne bane che. je vaibhavavilAma ane kAmavAsanAmAM magna rahe che te heThA UtarI jAya che. eka gAmaDAmAM eka zeTha-zeThANI rahe che. zeThanuM nAma prabhudAsa che. zeThANInuM nAma

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chavakara che. eka vakhata zeThanI varasagAMThane divasa che. gharamAM dudhapAkanA tAvaDA mUkAyuM che. eka bAju caTaNI vaTAya che. pUrI thAya che. badhe AnaMda AnaMda vartAI rahyo che. jIvakara zeThANI kahe che, "dIrdhAyu bhega." zeTha Aje khUba AnaMdamAM AvI gayA che, ane zeThANIne kahe che. mAga mAga, tuM mAgIza te ApIza. zeThANIe pratyuttara vA. huM je mAgIza te tame ApI zakaze? jarUra ApI zakIza, kema nahIM ApuM! zeThANI kahe che ke mArI te ghaNuM vakhatathI eka IcchA che ke ApaNe aDhaLaka dravya che te tene sadvyaya karIe. eka sadAvrata bAMdhIe ane duHkhI daridrI-garIba sau tyAM AvIne bhajana karI jAya. ane ApaNane supAtradAnano suavasara prApta thAya. pahelAMnA mANaso bIjAne jamADIne jamatAM. udAratAnAM UMcA namUnA hatA. "udAratAne uMco namune, jenI joDI te hajue nathI re, svadeza rakSaNa dharmanI khAtara, dravyanI rele jeNe relI hatI e, eka dina jeo bhArata-varSanuM bhUSaNa thaIne zelyA hatA e." AgaLanA jene kevA hatA? vIra bhAmAzA, jagaDuzA. jene je duniyAmAM na jaDe, evA vIra purU thaI gayA che. svadeza mATe paisAnI relamachela karI hatI. Aje loke chAsanA paisA le che. pahelAnAM leke chAsa levA jatA tyAre jenI sthiti sAdhAraNa hoya tenI deNImAM senAmahera nAkhI detAM. AvuM guptadAna karatAM. Aje kayAMya kayAMya AvA zrAvake jhabake che. bAkI moTe bhAge te pATIyAdAna denArA vadhAre che. guptadIna denArA ochA che. pahelAM keI zrAvakane tyAM hajAra gAya, keIne tyAM be hajAra, daza hajAra gAye hatI. Aje te godhana katalakhAne jaI rahyuM che. zrImaMta moTara rAkhavA gereja rAkhe che paNa eka gAya rAkhavA tene tyAM jagyA nathI. pahelAnAM lokone godhananI kiMmata hatI. gAya, baLada Adi aneka rIte upagI che ema mAnatAM. ane Aje te TrekaTara vAparavAthI baLada khetInA kAma mATe nirupayegI banI gayA che, ane katalakhAnA vadhI gayA che. nirdoSa pazuonI kaleAma thaI rahI che. jIvakora zeThANI kahe che "ApaNe AMgaNe AvelAne bhejana karAvavuM." zeThe paNa maMjurI ApI. jIvakora zeThANI premathI atithine jamADe che. dIkarAne jamADe evI rIte atithine jamADe che. keIne tiraskAra paNa karatA nathI. huMkAre-tukAre paNa karatAM nathI. ghaNuM leko dAna Ape che paNa be cAra saMbhaLAvIne Ape che. dAna ApI abhimAna kare che. dAna ApavAmAM je bhAva joIe e bhAva AvatuM nathI. je dAna Ape temAM jevI bhAvanA hoya evuM phaLa maLe. geLa nAMkhe evuM gaLyuM thAya. A zeThazeThANInA haiyAmAM dharma che, emanI udAratAnI vAta badhe phelANI. gAme

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da gAmathI rAja du:khI--garIba-bhUkhyA mANasA AvavA lAgyA. ane emanA paisA sanmAge vaparAvA lAgyA. paisA, dhanamAla, milkata mUkIne javAtu che te nakkI vAta che. sAthe kAMI AvavAnuM nathI, paNa jIva svapnA keTalA seve che? AkAzanAM, avakAza nA, " dharatI para rahevuM ne svapnA prabhu nAma levAnA ane khIjAnI vArtAmAM keTaleA emAM te mAnavIne sAga che, paMcAta che, keTalI janmIne marI javu eTalI ja vAta che. ''....emAM tA.... paisAnI prApti mATe jIva AkAza pAtALa eka- kare che. lAkhA ane karoDapati thavAnA svapna seve che. prabhunuM smaraNa karavAnA TAIma paNa maLatA nathI, paNa jJAnI purUSA kahe che ke pase prArabdhathI maLe che. game teTalA uMcA nIcA thAva, kALAdheALA karA, khIjAne chetare. anIti ane atyAcAra karA paNu jeTaluM nasIbamAM haze teTaluM ja maLaze. je kAMi maLe che athavA TaLe che, emAM punya-pApa bhAga bhajave che. adhuM bhAgyane AdhIna che. tArA bhagIratha purUSAtha tyAM kAma AvavAnA nathI. te be TAIma sAmAyika kara. pratikramaNa kara. sAdhamikanI bhakti kara. kAMIka AtmAnuM karI le. AvA sarasa samaya maLyA che tenA sadupayoga kara. k jayuM jAne tu kara le bhalAI, janama janama sukha pAve, avasara khera Thera nahIM Ave. " AvA avasara pharIne kayAre Avaze ? bhalAi kara ane murAI cheADI de. Aja sudhI thaI gaelI bhUlane sudhArI le. jIvanane rAja rAja jotAM zIkhA ane bhUlane kADhavAnA prayatna kare. tamAre uMce javu' che ke adheAgatimAM paDavuM che? jo uce javuM che te krodha kema Ave che? mAyAnA pAzamAM kema paDI che ? abhimAna kema AvI jAya che ? A kaSAye jIvananu' adhaHpatana karavAvALA che. jo ene kADhaze te uDayana thaze. tamArI bhUla tamane dekhAya che? jo dekhAtI hAya teA ane khUMcatI haiAya te bhUlezane TALavA prayatna karo che ? amArI vAta tamArA haiyA sudhI pahoMce che? sajjana mANase pAse vAta karIe chIe. A kai bheMsa AgaLa bhAgavata nathI. sArAsAranA vicAra karI zakavAnI mAnavImAM zakti che. eTale ene jJAnIoe upadeza ApyA che. eka bhUlane kADhavA pAchaLa mathA te dhIre dhIre bhUla nIkaLI jaze. jo tame jAgRta thaze te avaguNune tamArAmAM sthAna nahI maLe. eTale ene nIkaLe ja chUTako che. mArAthI juThuM teA khelAya - ja nahiM. niMdrA thAya nahIM. evA makkama nirNaya karo. jIvananI sudhAraNAmAM pragati

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thavI joIe. AgaLanA zrAvake keTalA nItimAna hatAM. koIne duHkhI jaI temanA haiyAmAM karUNAbhAva ubharAte. duHkhIne madada karavAmAM lakSmIne sadvyaya karatAM. koI bhUkhe TaLavaLatA hoya ane dhA nAkhatAM Ave te tamArAthI enuM duHkha joI zakAya? zrAvakanA hRdayamAM te anukaMpA bhAva heya. koI bhUkhyA yAda Ave te ene jamavAne AnaMda uDI jAya. bhukhyA keI je te mIThAI mane bhAve nA, kaI rajhaLe duHkhI te niMda mane Ave nA. dvArethI jAya ne pAche duHkhI jana he bhagavAna! dene varadAna te nAce mAruM mana he bhagavAna! mAguM A jIdagImAM evuM vacana he bhagavAna." he prabhu! kaI bhukhyA hoya ane dubaLI pAtaLA hoya tene jeuM te AnuM duHkha huM kema bhAMguM ane kema ene madada karuM, evI bhAvanA bhAvavI joIe. koI duHkhI pitAnA AMgaNethI pAcho na phare evI takedArI rAkhavI joIe. A rIte keLavele anukaMpA bhAva jIvanamAM kalyANakArI nivaDe che. revatI eka Adarza nArI che. vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM...18 zrAvaNa suda 5 maMgaLavAra tA. 27-7-71 anaMtajJAnI bhagavAna mahAvIre bhavya jIne uddhAra karavA mATe siddhAMtanI prarUpaNa karI che. niSadhakumAranI vAta cAle che. A dharmakathAomAM bela vadhAre che. sAmAnya mANasa mATe dharmakathA khUba upayogI che. dharmakathA sAMbhaLIne, tenuM zravaNuM karIne, jIvanamAM apanAvavAmAM Ave te jIvana kRta kRtya banI jAya che. A jIve sukha-saMpatti ane vaibhavanI prApti mATe jagatanuM paribhramaNa karyuM che. paNa AtmAne prajAne meLavavA mATe kazuM karyuM nathI. jJAnI purUSae kahyuM che ene jIvanamAM apanAvyuM nathI. pramAdanI aMdara jIvana veDaphI nAMkhyuM che. jIvanane uttama ane suMdara banAvavuM hoya te bhagavAne pharamAvelA sUtrane jIvana sAta karavA paDaze. AtmAnuM ghaDatara karavuM paDaze. lokhaMDanA kaTakAnuM ghaDatara karavAmAM Ave ane sTImaramAM jaDavAmAM Ave te samudramAM tarI zake che. ema jIvanane paNa yogya AkRti ApavAmAM Ave te bhava samudramAMthI tarI javAya che. 13

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bIjAnI paMcAta karavAmAM jIvana veDaphAI rahyuM che. bhagavAna kahe che: "natya saMdhA sofsa vamanastha saMdhA sujJonA ma" je kALa mane maLyuM hatuM, e kALa ane e samaya tane prApta thayela che. kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzanane prApta karavAnI zakti ApaNAmAM che. ApaNe A zakita ane samayane sadavyaya karatA nathI. eTale paribhramaNane aMta karatA nathI. jIva badhe dRSTi doDAve che, paNa AtmAmAM jevAne tene TAIma nathI. TAIma amulya che ema bole che, paNa TAImane sadvyaya kevI rIte kara joIe e jANatuM nathI. jyAM sudhI svatatvane prApta kare nahiM, tyAM sudhI badhuM karavA chatAM ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA che. Aje badhA khUba doDI rahyA che, paNa gati kare che ke pragati? e te jarA che, gati ane pragatimAM phera che. gati vartuLamAM thAya che, pragati cakkasa dizA tarapha thAya che. ghANane bela gati kare che. paNa tene paMtha kapAta nathI. game teTaluM cAle te paNa tyAM ja rahe che, pragatimAM vikAsa che. ApaNe paNa Aja sudhI gati karI che. pragati karI nathI. tethI ja mekSane prApta karI zakayA nathI. je vikAsane Icche che te kakSa pherave. tamAruM lakSa saMsAramAM che, paisAmAM che ane vAsanAmAM che. viSaya saMsparza te duHkha denAra che, Adine aMta emAM rahele, tyAM na DokAya DAhyA ane dekhatA, skUlamAM aMdha che kAma ghele; bAhaya upacArathI Indriye saMyamI, viSaya manamAM mare te ThagArA, viSaya chuTe nahiM je rahI vAsanA, vAsanA chuTatI Iza dvArA..." kAmaghelA manuSyo viSayamAM aMdha bane che, paNa jJAnI purUSa kahe che, viSaya kipAka vRkSanA phaLa jevA che, duHkha devAvALA che. janma maraNanA pherAne vadhAranAra che. jIvananuM patana karanAra che ane durgatimAM laI janAra che. DAhyA purUSa viSayamAM aMdha banatA nathI. paNa viSayathI nivRttine mArga grahaNa karI le che. bahArathI sAdhune veza paherI lIdho. Indriyane upacArathI saMyamamAM rAkhI ane je manamAM viSanuM ja smaraNa thatuM hoya te te saMyamI nathI, paNa ThagArA che. jyAM sudhI hRdayamAM vAsanA che tyAM sudhI viSaya chuTI zakatA nathI. sAdhanA karatAM jAgRti na rAkhe te kayAre patana thAya che te kahI zakAtuM nathI. TImara calAvanAra kaptAna je asAvadhAna rahe, to kAMThe AvelI sTImara DUbI jAya che. ema jIvana nAva calAvanAra AtmA asAvadhAna rahe, te manuSyabhava hArI jAya che. bhagavAne gautamasvAmIne saMbodhIne kahyuM che. tiNNo hu si aNNavvauM maha, ki puNa ciThasi tIramAgao / zamItura para mittA, samartha jAma mA pamAyaNa u. a. 10-34 che

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he gautama! saMsAranA mahA ene tuM tarI gayA che. have kAMThe zA mATe ubhe che? buddhizALI, zIvratAthI pAra thaI jA, temAM eka kSaNane paNa pramAda karIza nahiM. pramAda che tyAM patana che. gautamasvAmI cauda pUrvadhArI ane cAra jJAnanA ghaNI hatA. pramatta guNa sthAnamAM khulavAvALA hatA. pitAnI sAdhanAmAM sajAga hatA, paNa temanuM nAma laI ApaNane jAgrata karyA che. Aje mahinAnuM ghara che. elArma ApaNane jAgRta banAve che. pAMca vAge uThavuM che. te elArma barAbara pAMca vAge vAgaze ane tamane uThADaze. ema parvanA divaso ApaNane jAgRta karavA mATe Ave che. jenI sAthe vera thayA hoya, aNabanAva thayA hoya, to ene mAphI ApavAnI taiyArI kare. AjathI mahinA pachI saMvatsarI Avaze. paNuM A mahinAmAM evI hRdaya zuddhi karI lyo, ke bhAvImAM koInI sAthe navA vera na baMdhAya ane jenI sAthe vera baMdhAvyuM hoya te bhUlI maitrInuM sthApana thAya. ahIM zeDA TAImanAM ApaNe badhA mahemAna chIe. te ekabIjA sAthe bagADavuM zA mATe? "ApaNe koNa ane ApaNuM zuM jage, keTaluM revuM A jagata mALe, vividha dizA taNuM paMthIo ApaNe, AvI bhegA maLyA dharmazALe, khAI para ahiM be ghaDI ApaNe, uDavAnA badhA vividha sthAne, te pachI baMdhuo ekabIjA laDI, kema nArAja karavA pitAne?" saune TAIma pure thatAM sau potapotAnA sthAne cAlyA javAnA che, te pachI keInI sAthe duzmanAvaTa zA mATe rAkhavI? maLelA pagalika padArtho paNa chuTI javAnA che, to enA para Asakita zA mATe karavI? A suMdara jainadharma ApaNane prApta thayela che. atyAre viSaya-vikArathI mukta nahi thaIe te kayA janmamAM thazuM? paNa mamatAnI jALamAM jIva e aTavAI gaye che ke e lAlacamAMthI mukta banI zakato nathI. "cAma cuMthyA muktAphaLa mUkI, jhera pIdhA amIrasane choDI, khAdhuM ghAsa choDIne vanarAI hAMsArI umara gaIlalacAI.(2)" A AkhI uMmara lAlacamAM jAya che, mukatAphaLa je dharma maLe paNa jIva lAlaca choDI zake nahiM. AdhyAtma jJAnanAM amIrasane choDI viSayanA jhera pIvA doDa, atIndriya sukhanI lIlIchama vanarAjIne cheDI indriya sukhanA ghAsa khAvA lalacA. Ama AkhI jIMdagI lAlacamAM ne lAlacamAM pasAra thaI jAya che. jabalapuranI aMdara dhuMvAdhAra nAmane eka pANIne dhedha che. nIcenA bhAgamAM moTI maTI zIlAo che. A dhedhanuM pANI zilA upara athaDAya che. ane pANInI eTalI

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100 jhINI jINu thAya ke dUrathI dhUmADo hAya tevu dekhAya che. A dRzya jovA dUradUrathI ghaNAM mANaso Ave che. dRzya jovA jevu... hAya che. eka vakhata cAra yuropiyana tyAM AvyA ane dUrathI dUrakhIna vaDe te dhodhane jue che. tyAM pANImAM dUradUrathI eka maDaduM taNAtu Avatu' dekhAya che. pANImAM rahevAthI maDaduM phulI gayuM che. enI upara samaDI beThI che. maDadAne cAMca mArI te mAMsa khAI rahI che. pANInA pravAha jorathI vahI rahayA che. maDaduM' paNa taNAya che. maDadA sAthe samaDI paNa taNAya che. kInArA pAse Ave che. samaDI vicAre che ke jo huM nahI uDI jAu' tA hu paNa maDadA bhegI sapaDAI marI jaiza. uDavAnI taiyArI kare che. paNa gheADu' mAMsa khAI lauM, gheADu mAMsa khAi lauM. evI lAlacamAM uDI zakatI nathI. gheADIvAramAM kInAre AvI gaI. pANInA pravAhathI maDadu ane pelI samaDInA cUrecUrA thaI gayA. samaDIne svataMtratA karatAM mamatAnuM AkaSa`Nu vadhI gayu. ema A kALanA pravAha avirata gatie vahI rahece che. zarIra rUpI maDadA upara samaDI rUpI svataMtra AtmA beThA che. thADu' dhana meLavI lauM, eka bilDIMga baMdhAvI lau. thADI AbarU kamAI lauM, AvI lAlacamAM ne lAlacamAM jIva paDayA rahe che. uDavAne svataMtra hovA chatAM te uDI zaktA nathI. jJAnI purUSA kahe che ke meha, Asakita ane mamatvabhAvane cheDA. putra kahe "khApujI, have tamArI uMmara thaI, peDhI upara nahIM AvA te cAlaze. tame dharmadhyAna karI. ame badhuM saMbhALI lezuM'. vRddhAvasthAne Are beThelA ane mamatvabhAvathI badhAyelA khApujI tarata kahI deze. "nA, peDhImAM te huM AvIza. tamane AjakAlanAne zI khabara paDe ! vyApAra kema karavA e te mane ja AvaDe." Ama chevaTa sudhI jIva chUTI zakA nathI. je chUTavu hoya tA AsaktimAMthI mukta banA cAra prakAranI mAkhIo hoya che. ema mANasane paNa cAra vibhAgamAM vibhAjita karI zakAya che. eka sAkara upara beThelI mAkhI che. sAkaranA svAda meLave che. paNa jyAre uDavAnI IcchA kare tyAre uDavAne paNa svataMtra che. ema ghaNA mANase saMsAranA sukhavaibhavane bhAgave che. paNa jyAre jaNAya che ke A vaibhavA duHkharUpa che. tenA pariNAme dutimAM paribhramaNa karavuM paDe che, tyAre te badhAM bhautika vaibhavAne choDI sa'yamane mAge cAlI nIkaLe che. Arasa paththara para beThelI mAkhI khIjA prakAranI mAkhI che. ArasamAMthI svAda maLatA nathI. paNa uDavAne svataMtra che, ema ghaNAM mAnavI pAse bhautika vaibhaveAnA sukha nathI hotAM chatAM paNa jJAnI purUSAnA samAgama thatAM saMsAra cheDI Atma kalyANanA mArga apanAve che. madhapara beThelI mAkhI trIjA prakAranI che. madhanA svAda te le che, paNa jyAre uThavAthI IcchA kare tyAre madhamAM evI ceAMTI gaI hAya che ke te uDI zakatI nathI. ema

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101 A prakAranA mAnavIo saMsAramAM evA Asakta banelA hoya che ke brahmadatta cakravatInI jema teo chUTI ja zakatA nathI. cothA prakAranI mAkhI che baLakhA para beThelI, temAMthI tene mIThAza paNa maLatI nathI. ane pitAnI svataMtratA paNa gumAvI bese che. ema ghaNuM mAnavIo evA duHkhI hoya che ke saMsAranA keI sukha ene prApta thayA nathI, chatAM saMsAranI Asakti paNa mUkI zakatA nathI. "kAle sukha maLaze, kAle sukha maLaze" evI lAlacamAM AkhI jIMdagI vitAvI de che. paNa saMsAramAMthI AtmAnI svataMtratA prApta karI zaktA nathI. AmAM tamAro naMbara kayAM lAge che te vicArI jeje. jema jema lAlacane, Asaktine, ane vAsanAne choDaze tema tema sadgunI prApti thaze. svataMtratA meLavI zakaze. jIvananI unnati mATe sadAcAranI prathama AvazyaktA che. balabhadranA patnI revatI che. tenuM jIvana sadAcAra ne sadguNothI alaMkRta che. sadAcArathI mANasonA aMga zebhe che. je sadAcArI che e AgaLa vadhI zake che. durAcArathI mANasa AgaLa vadhI zakatuM nathI. vezyA zarIra para aneka jAtanA-vasa-alaMkAre saje che. gaLAmAM hAra, kapALamAM dAmaNa, hAthamAM pAMcA, AMgaLImAM vIMTI pahere che, paNa sadAcAra vihoNuM tenuM jIvana jagatamAM prazaMsanIya, vaMdanIya, ke pUjanIya banatuM nathI. satI strI sAde veza pahere, te paNa tene sadAcAranI suvAsa jagatamAM phelAya che. jyAM sadAcAra che tyAM haiyuM DhaLe che. prAtaH kALe satIone sau yAda kare che. seLa satIonAM nAmanuM smaraNa karatAM haiyAmAM umaLake Ave che. enA sadAcAra ane enA brahmacarya upara bahumAna utpanna thAya che. rUpanI pAchaLa pataMgIyA mAphaka bhamatA kAmI purUSoe satI strIone herAna karavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI. chatAM game tevAM saMkaTamAM satIoe pitAnA dharmane choDe nathI. strInAM aMgopAMga nIrakhavAthI paNa vikAre jAge che. bhagavAne kahyuM che. mAre zrAvaka ke heya? paradhana patthara samAna ane parastrI mAta bahena samAna mAne. dubaLI pAtaLA jIvonI anukaMpA tenAM hRdayamAM hoya temane koI dukhI jIvene joI dayA Ave che. keI tamAre AMgaNe Ave ene tame satkAra kare che ke tiraskAra?. --- eka nagarImAM premacaMda nAme lAkhopati zeTha che. gAmanI madhyamAM temanI moTI havelI che. pitAnI saMpatti, vaibhavanuM ane moTA baMgalAnuM temane khUba abhimAna che. pitAne tyAM je Ave tene A baMgale batAve. ane "mArA baMgalA je AkhA nagaramAM koIne baMgale nathI." evuM gaurava anubhave. jANe pitAne baMgale zAzvata na rahevAne hAya!

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12 che ane khAtara baMgalA banAyA, Apa hI jAkara jaMgalame seyA. Isa tana dhanakI karyuM baDAI." baMgalAnAM vakhANa karatAM temanI gajagaja chAtI phUle che. temanAM patnI paNa kahyAgarAM ane saundaryanI sAkSAta pratimA jevA che. lagna pachI ghaNAM vakhate zeThane tyAM putrane janma thAya che. tenuM nAma dIpaka rAkhe che. khUba lADakoDamAM dIpakabhAI moTA thAya che. zeDo abhyAsa karAvI dIkarAne kahe che. beTA ! have mArI uMmara thaI che. mATe tuM peDhInI. javAbadArI laI le, te huM nivRta thaI zakuM. yuvAna ane AjJAMkti putra kahe che. bhale ! have huM peDhIe Avate jaIza. ane dhaMdhAne mAhitagAra banavA zakaya eTalI kezISa karIza. pitA putrane khUba premapUrvaka dhaMdhAthI mAhItagAra banAve che. tamAre putra tamArA dhaMdhAmAM mAhitagAra bane evI apekSA tame rAkhe che ane ta6 rUpa zikSaNa Ape che, paNa putra dharmamAM kema AgaLa vadhe e tame ene zikhavADe che? mAro putra dhaMdhAmAM hoziyAra thAya ane sAruM kamAya evI apekSA rAkhanAra mAbApa ghaNA haze. paNa dharmanuM jJAna meLave ane pitAnuM jIvana dharmamaya banAve evI apekSA rAkhanAra mAbApa javalleja haze. 8 madhapuDe bAMdhI beThA mAkhInA TeLA vanamAM, mAnIne kAyama mIThuM khAzuM, pAradhIe AvI Aga lagADI tyAre. mAkhIne, rasane lebhe baLI khAka thAvuM re." jamyA tene te vahelA moDuM marI jAvuMre, sthira nathI rahevuM amara nathI rahevu re.... darekane vahelA moDAM maravAnuM te che ja ne? maraNa pachI janma le. ane janma pachI maraNa thavuM, ema cAlyA ja kare che. jaMgalamAM madhamAkhIo madhapuDo bAMdhe che. ane kAyama madha khAzuM evI abhilASA rAkhe che paNa jyAre pAradhI AvIne dhumADe kare che. tyAre ghaNuM mAkhIo mRtyune vaza thAya che, ghaNuM uDI jAya che, te mahenata karIne madha banAvyuM te khAI zaktI nathI. madha, mAkhaNa Adi mahAvigaya che. mAkhaNa be ghaDI chAzanI bahAra paDayuM rahe te tenI aMdara jIvAta utpanna thaI jAya che. vaDanA TeTAmAM paNa keTalI jIvAta hoya che ! AvuM zrAvakane khavAya nahIM, bhagavAna kahe che ke gozALAnA zrAvaka kaMdamULa na khAya, rAtrI jana na kare, mAMsa na khAya, dArU na pIe, mAkhaNa na khAya. pArakI strI bhegave nahIM. te huM mArA zrAvakanI te zI vAta karuM ! e te enAthI AgaLa heya. mArA zrAvake paMdara karmAdAnanA vepAra na kare. tame prabhu mahAvIranA sAcA zrAvaka che? prabhunA pharamAnanuM barAbara pAlana kare che? tame sAcA zrAvaka bane. ImITezana nahI. pittaLa tathA senuM sarakhuM dekhAya, paNa enI kiMmata sarakhI hoya? pastInA kAgaLIyA tathA noTanA kAgaLIyA sarakhA mAne che ke

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17 emAM bhedadaSTi che? neTane te tijorImAM mUkI de che ane pastIne game tyAM mUko te paNa cAle. bhagavAna zrAvakane dharma zuM che te barAbara batAvyuM. che. tamArA jIvanamAM dharma keTale pariName che. te tapAse. viveka daSTi keLave. bhagavAnanA zrAvaka-zrAvikAo vyasana ane phezanathI dUra hoya. Aje vyasana keTalA vadhI gayA che? cA vinA te cAle ja nahIM jyAM jAya tyAM cA pIe. eka anubhavI lakhe che eka divasanI InDiyAnI cAmAM sTImara tarI zake. AnA uparathI hisAba kare. cA keTalI vaparAya che? DhoTale keTalI vadhI ? resTorAM keTalA vadhyAM? pahelA lake hoTala sAme paNa jotA nahIM. ane Aje te hoTalamAM AvanAra bina bhinna rogavALA paNa hoya che. temanAM eDA kapa-rakAbI eka ja DelamAM baLI sApha kare. te niregIne Ape. eTale tene paNa te rogane cepa lAge tyAM ughADA kherAka rAkhe. AvuM khAvuM tamane kema game che? pahelAnA zrAvake AThama, caudaza, pAkhI pALatAM, pauSadha zALAmAM jaI pauSadha karI AtmAnuM dhyAna dharatA. tame AkhA varSamAM keTalA pauSadha kare che ? kArya karyA vagara siddhi prApta thatI nathI. kaI paNa vastu prApta karavAnI IcchA thAya te prathama tene mATe sAdhane ekaThAM karavA paDe che. pachI sAdhana chUTI jAya che. ahIMthI bekhe javAnA lakSe basamAM beThA. basa te sAdhana che. basa dvArA bekhe pahoMcAya che paNa e AvyA pachI basa chUTI jAya che. purIne taLe che, kayAM sudhI? ke jyAM sudhI te kAcI che tyAM sudhI. jyAre taiyAra thaI jAya tyAre utArI le che ne? khIcaDI caDI gaI, barAbara thaI gaI pachI cUle rAkhavAnuM kaMI prayajana nathI. jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane tapa mokSa prApta karavAnA sAdhana che. mokSa prApta thAya eTale sAdhana sAdhya rUpe pariNamI jAya che. mokSamAM gayA pachI sAmAyika-pauSadha Adi kriyAo karavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. dhamI AtmAnuM hadaya dayALu hoya, jIvanamAM mAnavatA na Ave, mAnavamAnava pratye sahAnubhUtine divaDe na pragaTe te tyAM dharma kevI rIte TakI zake? pelA premacaMda zeTha pAse dhana ghaNuM che, paNa hadayamAM dayA nathI. garIbo pratye tene tiraskAra che. eka vakhata evuM bane che ke eka bhikhArI traNa divasane bhUkhe premacaMda zeThanI havelInI pAse eka hoTala che tyAM Ave che ane hAlanA mAlIkane kahe che, bhAI ! huM traNe divasane bhUkhe chuM. kAMI khAvA maLatuM nathI, tame mArA para kRpA karo. ane thoDuM khAvA Apo". hoTalanA mAlIkane A sAMbhaLI dayA Ave che ane eka paDIkAmAM pUrI Ape che. tathA te bhikhArI pAse DabaluM che temAM cA Ape che. bhikhArI te laI hoTalavALAne AbhAra mAnI premacaMda zeThanI havelInA bahAranAM eTale khAvA bese che. bhUkha

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104 khUba lAgI che, khAvAnuM paNa maLI gayuM che. jyAM purI hAthamAM le che tyAM zeTha Ave che. ane barADA pADatA kahe che. "eya bhikhArI ! ubho thA, amArA eTalA bagADe che? ahIMthI cAlyo jA. Ama kahI tene e jorathI dhakko mAre che ke bhikhArInI purIne paDIo ane cA ane gaTaramAM cAlyA jAya che. raDate, kalpAMta karato bhikhArI cAlate thAya che. zrImaMtane temanI zrImaMtAIne abhimAnamAM garIbanI paristhitine khyAla AvatuM nathI, paNa garIbane lAta mAratAM enA bhAgyane lAta lAge che. premacaMda zeTha gharamAM jAya che. ane dipakane kahe che "dipaka ! atyAre magaphaLIne saMda karavA tAre javAnuM che. dasahajAra rUpiyA sAthe laI jaje, bahAra moTera ubhI che. jalI taiyAra thaI ravAnA thA." gheDIvAramAM dIpaka ravAnA thAya che. pele bhikhArI bhukhanA duHkhathI taraphaData ane pitAnA kismatane deSa kADhate pitAnI jhuMpaDIe pahoMce che. dIpakanI moTara tyAMthI ja pasAra thAya che. paNa tyAM sAmethI eka basa AvatAM ekasIDanTa thAya che. ane dIpaka ekadama ghAyala thAya che. pele bhikhArI A dazya jue che. tarata bahAra nIkaLI dIpaka pAre jAya che. dIpaka bebhAna avasthAmAM paDe che. bAjumAM pAkITa paDyuM che temAMthI rUpiyA bahAra veravikhera thaI paDayA che. bhikhArI rUpiyA vINuM pAkITamAM nAkhe che. ane dIpakane upADI pitAnI jhuMpaDImAM laI jAya che. pAkITamAM tapAsa karatAM tene pheTo tathA saranAmuM maLe che. bhikhArI dIpakane oLakhI jAya che. "A pilA premacaMda zeThane putra che." Aje mArA para temaNe krUratA batAvI hatI paNa mAre dharma mAre na cukave joIe. zeThane jaldI samAcAra ApavA joIe. badhAM garIbanAM dila garIba nathI hotA. bhale bahArane vaibhava temanI pAse nathI, paNa aMtaranA vaibhavathI teo samRddha hoya che. bhikhArI zeThane samAcAra devA ravAnA thAya che. cAlatAM lathaDIyA Ave che, paNa kartavya pAse dehanI vedanA gauNa banAvI de che. DuM cAle che tyAM sAmethI mAramAra karatI eka meTara Ave che ane bhikhArIne haDapheTamAM laI lya che. A moTara premacaMda zeThanI che. ghaNIvAra thaI paNa putra pAcho Avyo nahiM, eTale zeTha tapAsa karavA nIkaLyA che temAM A bhikhArIne ekasIDanDa thaI jAya che zeTha nIce utare che. bhikhArInA hAthamAM dIpakane pheTo ane DAyarI jue che. bhikhArIne vAgyuM che ghaNuM paNa te bhAnamAM che te zeThane badhI vAta kare che. e sAMbhaLI zeThane khUba dukha thAya che. bhikhArIne moTaramAM nAkhI tenI jhuMpaDIe jAya che. tyAM dIpakane jue che. ane zeThanI AMkha ughaDI jAya che. teo bhikhArIne oLakhI gayA che,

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105 zeTha vicAre che ke me' AnA para kevA atyAcAra karyAM hatA ! khAvAnuM devAne badale tenI pAse je hatuM te paNa meM gaTaramAM nAkhI dIdhuM hatuM. A bicArA vRddha che, bhukhyA che, chatAM tenAmAM mAnavatA keTalI che? zeTha bhikhArInI mAphI mAge che, ane tene paNa hAspITalamAM dAkhala thavAnA Agraha kare che. bhikhArI kahe che. zeDa, mArA jIvanadIpaka tA hamaNA ja mujhAI javAnA che. ApanAM dIpakanI vyavasthA jaldI karo. mane maratAM maratAM paNa AnaMda che ke, huM dIpakane bacAvI zakayA chuM. ane Apane soMpI zakaye chu." vRddha marI jAya che. dIpaka bacI jAya che. paNa kahevAnu tApa e che ke jenAmAM mAnavatA che te dhamamAM AgaLa vadhI zake che. sadguNlRAne jIvanamAM khIlavavA joIe. guNa vinAnI jIMDhaLI sugaMdha vinAnA phUla jevI che. vizeSa adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna na 19 zrAvaNa suda 6 budhavAra tA. 28-7-71 * anaMtajJAnI traileAkaca prakAzaka bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIe siddhAMtathI samajAvyu. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu. khAramA upAMgasUtramAM vanti dazAnA adhi- kAra cAle che. eka vakhata revatI devI rAjyabhavanamAM sutI che. IndrapurInu smaraNa karAve che. suvarNa'nA palaMga che. tenA para suvALI ane pAcI zaiyA pAtharelI che. malamalanA echADa che. madharAtanA vakhata che tyAre revatI devIne eka svapna Ave che. chalAMga mAratA, trADa pADatA, AkhA vanane gajAvatA, mATI meATI phalAMge bharatA eka siMhu Ave che." revatI daivI agAsu khAya che ane si'hu peTamAM utarI jAya che. revatI devI kSatriyANI che. Avu svapna joI ne te gabharAtI nathI. Avu` svapna vaNika srIne Avyu hAya tA te jIravI na zake. revatI devIe pUrva' AvuM svapna kadi joyuM nathI, paNa zaiAya vAna--hiMmatavAna che, svapna AvyA pachI tarata te jAgrata thAya che, ane peAtAne zubha svapna AvyuM che te jANI AnaMda pAme che. paNa A svapnanuM kuLa zuM haze te jANavAnI jIjJAsA thavAthI maLadevajInAM 14

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khaMDamAM jAya che. teNe dhImA avAjathI pitAnA svAmIne jagADyA. mahApurUSanI nidrA bahu a5 heya che; baLadevajI tarata jAgI gayA. madhyarAtrIe patnIne AvelI joI tata beThA thayA ane sukhAsana para revatIne birAjamAna thavAnuM kahyuM. revatI devIe patinA Adezane svikAra karyo. pachI baLadeve atyAre AvavAnuM prayojana zuM thayuM ? ema pUchyuM. revatI devIe khUba zAMtithI pitAne AvelA svapnanI vAta karI. e sAMbhaLI baLadevane paNa AnaMda thayo. ane kahyuM "devI! tame khUba ja bhAgyavAna che. tame suMdara svapna prApta karyuM che. ApaNuM kuLamAM ketu samAna, devajA samAna, kuLanuM rakSaNa karanAra ojasvI, varcasvI, tejasvI, zairyavAna, mahAbhAgyavAna tathA pAMca IndriyathI saMpUrNa bahetara kaLAmAM pravINa evA putranI tame mAtA banaze. rAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLI revatI devIne khUba saMtoSa thayo. khUba AnaMda thaye. ane pachI rAjAne namana karI pitAne sthAne pAchI pharI. pachI sUI na jatAM teNe dharma dhyAnamAM bAkInI rAtrI vItAvI. je sUI jAya ane koI bIjuM svapna Ave te sAruM svapna haNAI jAya. savAra paDatAM rAjAe kauTuMbika purUSane mokalI ATha svapna pAThakane lAvyA. rANIne mATe paNa paDadA pAchaLa AsananI goThavaNa karI. savapna pAThake e AvI mahIrAjane jya vijaya zabdathI vadhAvyA. mahArAje yogya sanmAna karI badhAne yathAsthAne besavA vinaMtI karI. pachI rAjAe teone rANInA savapnanI vAta karI, ane svapnanuM phaLa zuM che te pharamAvavA kahyuM. je rAjAe phaLAdeza kahyo hate te ja svapna pAThakee phalAdeza kaho. svapnanuM phala sAMbhaLatA rANInA hRdayamAM ekadama AhUlAda thaye. teo khUba praphullita banyA. rAjAe svapna pAThakone yogya puraskAra ApI ravAnA karyA. rAjAe rANIne pUchyuM: Ape sAMbhaLyuM ne? rANIe javAba Apyo "hA! jevI vAta Ape karI hatI tevI ja teoe karI. ApanuM jJAna paNa keTaluM agAdha che ? tyAra pachI revatIdevI garbhanuM pAlana karatAM divaso pasAra kare che. ati rAka letA nathI, ADI avaLI vAtamAM rasa letA nathI, mAtra dharmadhyAnamAM vizeSa samaya pasAra kare che. bALakane garbhamAM sArA ja saMskAronuM siMcana kare che. peDa je narama heya te tenI upara chApa jaldI paDe che, paNa jo kaThaNa thAya pachI chApa paDI zakatI nathI. eka kheDUta bAjunA gAmamAM pradarzana bharAyuM hatuM tyAM keLuM laIne Ave che. keLuM dUrathI jonArane ema lAge che ke jANe kuMje che. paNa najIka AvIne jue te keLuM jaNAya A keLuM kevI rIte banAvyuM haze? Azcarya thAya che. eka bhAI kheDUtane pUche che ke A keLAne kuMjAne AkAra kevI rIte Ape? kheDute kahyuM jyAre A keLuM nAnuM hatuM. tyAre tene kuMjAmAM nAkhI bAMdhI dIdhuM hatuM, pachI moTuM thatAM keLAne kuMjAne AkAra maLI

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17 gaye, tyArabAda tenA uparathI DITIyuM kADhI nAkhyuM tethI A AkAra banI gaye... kumaLA jhADanI jema nAnA chokarAne jema vALIye ema vaLe che jevI Teva pADavI hoya evI nAnI uMmaramAM paDe che. sArI Teva pADavI ke kharAba e mAbApanA hAthamAM che. vaDIlee eka AMkhamAM prIti ane eka AMkhamAM bhIti rAkhavI joIe. mAbApa uparathI chokarA oLakhAya che. A premacaMdabhAInA dIkarA, A maganazeThanA dIkarA, emAM zuM kahevAnuM hoya? moranA IMDAne kAMI cItaravA na paDe. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM gurUkuLanI vyavasthA hatI. gAmathI dUra gurUkuLa hatAM. rAjAne kuMvara hoya ke garIbane putra hoya. paNa badhA vidyAthI gurUkuLamAM sAthe bhaNatA. nAtajAtane bheda na hatuM. gurU paNa badhAne bhedabhAva rAkhyA vinA zikSaNa ApatAM ane vetana letA nahIM, bheTa Ape e grahaNa karatA. sauthI pahelAM kacaro kADhavAnuM, pANI bharavAnuM vagere kAma karAvatA. rAjAne kuMvara hoya to paNa tene kAma karavAnuM rahetuM. gurUkuLamAM vidyAthIone khUba suMdara saMskAranuM sIMcana thatuM. teo bhaNIne gurUne upakAra kadI nahIM bhUlatA. AjanI zikSaNa paddhati ghaNuM kaDhaMgI banI gaI che. vidyAthIo gurUnuM mAna jALavatAM nathI. chokarAe bhaNavA jAya paNa tenA para koIne aMkuza rahyo nathI. ekAda pirIyaDa bharI sInemA jevA cAlyA jAya, te paNa kaI kahenAra nathI. AjanA samAjanuM naitika dhoraNa keTaluM nIce jaI rahyuM che? je kuTumbamAM saMtAne vivekI, sadAcArI ane saMskArI hoya te gharamAM paga mUkatA ja khabara paDI jAya. keLavAyelI kanyA sAsare Ave te tenA saMskAra achAnA na rahe. te gharanA dareka sabhyane yathocita viveka sAcave. tenAM paricayamAM AvanArane paNa manamAM te jarUra ema thaI jAya ke ApaNe paNa ApaNe bALakone AvA saMskArI banAvavA joIe. saMskArI bALakamAM vinaya khUba jovA maLe che, vi=vizeSa, naya=dorI javuM = laI javuM vizeSe je mekSa tarapha laI jAya, enuM nAma vinaya. jenAmAM vinaya haze te koInI AzAtanA nahIM kare. keIne bhUlathI vAgI gayuM hoya te tenI kSamA mAgI le. enI vAtacitamAM ane bhASAmAM saMskArItA haze. te koInI niMdAmAM bhAga nahIM le. te mAne che dareka jIvane duHkha aLakhAmaNuM lAge che. te bIjAne duHkha thAya, evuM huM zA mATe karuM! AgaLa vadhavuM hoya te dareka prANIo upara maitrIbhAva rAkhavo joIe, verabhAva nahIM. guNavAnane joIne tenA guNa pratye pramodabhAva Avavo joIe, paNa koInI IrSA na thavI joIe. dIna-duHkhI jene joIne tenA upara karUNAbhAva Ava joIe. je avaLe mArge cAlavAvALA che, jene uMdhe mArge ja javuM che, ene tame game tevI salAha Ape, chatAM te potAnA jIvanane sudhAravA ja na mAgatA hoya evA o upara mAsya bhAva rAkhavuM joIe.

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109 "mAga bhulelA jIvana pathIkane mArga kare upekSA e mAnItA maitrI bhAvanuM pavitra jharaNuM, muja haiyAmAM vahayA kare, zubha thAo A sakala vizvanuM, evI bhAvanA nitya rahe." ce cIMdhavA ubhA rahe, citta dharuM, samatA mAga bhulelAne mAga batAvavA chatAM je te SaDAI kare tA tamAre mAnavuM ke enI bhavitavyatA hajI pAkI nathI. jyAre sanmArge pagaraNa mAMDavAnI ene tAlAvelI lAgaze tyAre kAInIce rAha jovA vinA doTa mUkaze. vaLI jagatanAM badhA jIvA sarvAMguNu sauMpanna hAtA nathI. koInAmAM vadhu, kAinAmAM echA ema guNeAne vikAsa thaelA hAya che, te mAru kartavyu te mArA guNeAnA vikAsa kema thAya e ja che. guNu vinAnI upAdhi nakAmI che. "aneka guNAla'kRta suzrAvakajI" ema tamane koI upanAma Ape teA rAjI thAva ne pazu tevA guNNA tamArAmAM che ? jo guNa nahI... hAya ane upAdhi maLI jaze teA vikRti AvI jaze. dUdhamAM tejAkha nAkhavAthI dUdha phATI jAya, guNa vinA padavI maLI jAya te abhimAna AvI jAya. guNu na heAya ane kAI paDhavI Ape te saraLatAthI kahI dejo ke Apa mArA para maherabAnI kare. mArAmAM A guNu nathI. huM AvI upAdhine ceAgya nathI. ** laghutA se prabhutA mile, prabhutA kIDI mukha sAkara laDe, hAthI prabhu dUra, phAta dhULa." kIDI dhULamAM maLelI sAkarane gratuNu kare che, paNa hAthI karI zaktA nathI. tema jenAmAM laghutA che. namratA che. te prabhutAne prApta karI zake che. paNa je abhimAnI che. tene meATAI maLatI nathI. khAlI phAMkAmAM ne phAMkAmAM TAIma pasAra kare che. paNa guNene prApta karI zakatA nathI. temane abhimAna zenuM che? AbarU joIe che? mATuM nAka chei che! hAthIne paNa meATuM nAka hoya che. cApagA jAnavaramAM javu che? je kAMI kare te mAna mATe nahIM, paNa karmAMnI bhekhaDA tADI AtmAne uMce lAvavA mATe karo. jo haiyAmAM saguNa sa panna thavAnI bhAvanA hAya tA haju peAtAnAmAM kayA guNa nathI AvyA, enu' nirIkSaNu karo. Atma nirIkSaNa karatAM ghaNI jAgRti Ave che. kalakattAmAM eka karoDapati mAtru hatA. sAMje darareAja pharavA javAnI temane Teva hatI. mATara laIne jAya. ane meTara khAjumAM muke. pachI traNacAra mAila kare. ane kudaratI sauya jovAmAM masta ane ekabAju meATara mUkI nadI krinAre Ave che ane naukAmAM esI sAme kinAre jAya che. tyAM thAtuM pharyAM pachI zAMta ane khuzanumA vAtAvaraNa lAgatAM eka jagyAe bese

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che. kudaratI zAMtimAM te evAM masta banI gayA ke rAtrInA dasa vAgyA te paNa pote sAme kinAre che ane ghera javAne TAIma thaI gayo che te sAva visarI ja gayA. temAM nAvika bUma pADe che ke A chello phera che. jene AvavuM hoya te AvI jaje. keI rahI na jAya. chello phera" jJAnI purUSe paNa bhavya AtmAone cetAve che. manuSya janmane A chello phere che. saMyamanI heDAmAM besavA AvavuM hoya te AvI jaje. pilA bAbujInA kAnamAM A zabdo paDayAM. ane vicAra-taMdrAmAthI jAgRta thayA. basa, A chello phera che? huM te viSaya kaSAya ane meha mamatAmAM khuMcI gayo chuM. zuM mAro chelle phera aphara jaze? A lADI, vADI, gADI badhuM te ahIM paDayuM raheze. ane huM cAlyA jaIza, te pachI phere saphaLa thAya tevuM zA mATe na karuM? teo tyAMthI sIdhA mathurA AvyA. ghera na gayA. bAbujI eka laMgoTI paherIne ArAdhanA karavA lAgyA. tyAM mastarAma nAmanAM eka yogI hatA, temane gurU mAnyA. gurUjI kahe che. zeThIyA, A ghaDIkane uphALe che. thoDA vakhata pachI tane strI, maTara, baMgalA badhuM yAda Avaze. mATe ghare pAcho jA. barAbara makkamatA AvyA pachI Avaje. paNa bAbujIe kahyuM. "nahi, huM pure makkama banIne Avyo chuM. bAbujI ghera na AvyA, tethI badhAMne ciMtA thavA lAgI. tAra upara tAra cheDayAM, paNa jyAMya pate nathI lAgyuM. A bAju gurUjI bAbUchanI ATha divasa barAbara kaseTa kare che. ane gyatA joI, temane ziSya banAve che. thoDA divasa pachI eka ADatI mathurAnI yamunA nadImAM nhAvA Ave che. bAbujIne bhagavA vezamAM jue che, teo tene oLakhI jAya che. tarata tyAM jAya che. ane kahe che. tamArA kuTumbIoe te tamane zodhavA AkAza pAtALa eka karyA, chatAM pato lAgyuM nahIM. bicArA kevA kalpAMta kare che! tamane dayA nathI AvatI? maherabAnI karI, pAchA phare. navA gIe kahyuM, nA, e nahIM bane. have badhuM choDIne huM sAdhu thayo chuM. mAre A chello phere saphaLa kare che. "A jIvana che chello phera, cukavI de saune karavere, letI detI 5tavI Atama, paramAtama eka tAra karI le. gheDo prabhu se pyAra karI le." A manuSya janmamAM mAre karmanuM deNuM patAvI devuM che. mAruM khAtuM sarabhara karI, mAre karma rahita banavuM che. ane paramAtmAmAM ekatAra banavuM che. jagatanA baMdhana have mane muMjhavI zake tema nathI. gInI jJAnabharI vAto sAMbhaLI te ADatIye vadhu kAMI belI zako nahIM, paNa bahAra jaI bAbujIne tyAM tAra karyo. ane jaNAvyuM ke zeThe bhagavA paheryA che. mathurAmAM rahe che. tAra maLatAM gharanA nAnAmoTA badhAM sabhya tyAM AvyA ane A kusake dhrusake raDavA lAgyA. kheALA pAtharyA ane kahe che ke haju bALako

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mAnAM che, tenuM patAvIne tathA koDane pathArI pAtharIne AvyA che, te te saMkSIne pachI ahIM Avajo." tathA mastarAmajI gurUne vinaMtI karI ke, tame samajAvIne bAbujIne pAchA mokale. paNa je kharekhara samajaNa pUrvaka jAgI gayA che te pharI saMsAramAM paDe khare? kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke jenAmAM suSupta saMskAra paDelA che te aphasara AvatAM jAgRta banI jAya che. Atma nirIkSaNa karanArane vahele moDA satyapaMtha prApta thaI jAya che. revatI devInA garbhamAM saMskArI jIva AvyuM che. mAtA garbhanuM pAlana khUba saMbhALapUrvaka kare che. vizeSe avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM 20 zrAvaNa suda 9 ne gurUvAra. tA. 297-71 zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI siddhAMtathI samajAve che. bAramA upAMga vanDidizAmAM niSadha kumArane adhikAra cAle che. - revatI devI garbhanuM yathArtha rIte pAlana kare che. manuSyane janma satkarmathI maLe che. manuSya janmamAMthI mekSamAM jaI zakAya che. jyAre nALiyerane sUke goLa kAcalIthI chuTe tyAre Akhe bahAra nIkaLe che ema jIva mokSamAM jAya tyAre sarvAgapI Atma pradeza ekI sAthe chUTA paDe che. pagane taLIyethI jIva nIkaLe te narkamAM jAya, jAMghethI nIkaLe te tiryaMcamAM jAya, chAtIethI nIkaLe te manuSyamAM jAya, gaLAnA uparanA bhAgathI nIkaLe te devalokamAM jAya. ane sarvagathI nIkaLe te mokSamAM jAya. karma karatAM jIva pAchuM vALIne te nathI. karmanA baMdha pramANe karmanuM phaLa maLyA kare che. jJAnI puruSa kahe che ke kamanI peDhI baMdha karavI hoya te jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa, dayA, karUNA pragaTAve te karmanI peDhI baMdha thaze. jema banI gayeluM bIja ugI zakatuM nathI, pharIne aMkuranI prApti thaI zakatI nathI tema jenAM karma baLI gayA ene pharIne janma dhAraNa kare paDatuM nathI. karma e $ dhAtuthI banyo che. karAya che e karma che. jIvane vikArabhAva thAya tyAre karma yogya vargaNa Atma pradeza para AvI cUMTe che tyAre tene karma kahevAya che. siddha bhagavAnane karma cuMTatA nathI kemake tyAM vikArIbhAva nathI. rAgadveSa na hoya te karma AvI zaktA nathI. kamanA phaLa jIvane cAra gatimAM bhegavavA paDe che. karmanA dhakkAthI paribhramaNa

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karavuM paDe che. ahIM ApaNe janma thayo e ApaNI marajIthI thaye che? nA, karmanA dhakkAthI ahIM AvyA chIe ane javAnuM paNa karmanA dhakkAthI. jIva judA judA karma bAMdhe che ane judI judI rIte bhogave che. badhAne eka sarakhuM dukha AvatuM nathI. badhAne alaga alaga duHkha Ave che. koIne zArIrika bImArI, keInI strI bImAra hoya, keIne chokaro barAbara na haya, keIne dhananuM duHkha hoya, ema duHkhe badhAne alaga alaga Ave che. mAre AtmA jude che. tamAro AtmA jude che. eka AtmA lekamAM vyApI rahyo che e mAnyatA mithyA che. "leka mAtra pramANe hI nizcaye nahI saMzayaH vyavahAre eka mAtra pi kathayaMti munIzvarAH". jeTalA kAkAzanA pradeza che teTalA AtmAnA pradeza che. jyAre kevaLI kevaLa samudughAta kare che tyAre temanA Atma pradeza AkhA lekamAM vyApI jAya che. Atma pradezane saMkeca ane vikAsa thAya che. nigadanA eka zarIramAM anaMtA jIva rahe che, te paNa darekanA Atma pradeza asaMkhyAtA ja rahe che. pradezamAM vadhaghaTa thatI nathI. dI hoya enI upara eka thALI DhAMke te teTalAmAM prakAza Ape ane suMDale DhAMke te eTale prakAza Avaze ane dipakane oraDAmAM muka hoya te oraDAmAM prakAzaze ema AtmAne jevaDuM zarIra maLe e pramANe Atma pradezane saMkoca ane vistAra thAya che. eka kaMthavAnA zarIramAM jeTalA Atmapradeza che teTalA ja Atma pradeza hAthInA zarIramAM paNa che. jyAre jIve utpanna thAya che tyAre pahelA samaye AhAra kheMce che. garbhaja mAtAnuM lehI ane pitAnuM vIrya baMnenA mizraNavALo AhAra kheMce che. pahele samaye je AhAra kheMce ene eja AhAra kahevAya che. e ja AhAra maraNa sudhI zarIramAM rahe che. je AhAra ruvADAthI le ene rema AhAra kahevAya che ane kavaLa eTale keLIyA le tene kavaLa AhAra kahevAya. je samaye upaje te ja samaye jIva eja AhAra kare che. jIva te AhAra tAvaDAmAM nAkhelA vaDAnI mAphaka cAre bAjuthI grahaNa kahe che. A AhAra jiMdagImAM eka ja vAra kare che. te AhAra paryApti bAMdhatAM eka aMtamuhurta lAge che. tyAra pachI te AhAranA pudagale sAta dhAtu rUpe pariName che. ane tenAthI zarIranI AkRti bane che. te bIjI zarIra paryApti kahevAya. tene bAMdhatA aMtamuharta lAge che. zarIranI majabutI thatAM temAM IndriyanA avayava pragaTa thAya che. te Indriya paryApta che, temAM paNa atamuharta lAge che. tyAra pachI eka aMtarmuhurtamAM pavananI dhamaNa zarU thAya che. te zvAsozvAsa paryApti thAya che. tyAra pachI aMtamuhartamAM bhASA paryApti bAMdhe che. ane tyAra pachI chelle mana paryApta bAMdhe che. cha paryAptimAMthI pahelI traNa paryApti dareka jIvo avazya bAMdhe ja che. cothI

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in bAMdhatA mAMdhatA marI jAya tA aparyApta kahevAya. jene jeTalI paryApta haiAya teTalI na bAMdhe ane te pahelA mare te te aparyApta avasthAmAM maraNa pAmyA kahevAya. paryApti bAMdhavAnI zarUAta anukrame kare che ane paryApti sAthe thAya che. keTalAka kahe che ke jeTalAM zvAseAzvAsa levAnA lakhyA hoya teTalA levAya paNa AyuSyane aMdha sAmI gatimAMthI thaI jAya che ane e gatimAMthI nIkaLye eTale tarata AyuSya bhAgavavAnI zarUAta thaI jAya che. garbhamAM AveleA jIva prathama sAta divasamAM cAkhAnA dhAvaNa jevA teladAra thAya che. cauda divasa sudhImAM pANInAM parapATA jevA AkAramAM Ave che. ekavIzamA divasa sudhImAM nAkanAM zleSma jevA ane aDAvIzamA divasa sudhImAM aDatALIza mAsA jeTale vajanadAra thAya che. pahele mahine kheranA ThaLIA jevaDA, khIje kAcI kerI jevA- trIje mAse pAkI kerI jevA thAya che. cAthe mAse kaNikanA pIDA jevaDA thAya che, tethI mAtAnu' zarIra puSTi pAme che. pAMcame mAse pAMca aMkurA kuTe che. be hAtha, e paga, pAMcamu' mastaka ane cheDe mAse rUdhIra tathA rAma nakha ne kezanI vRddhi thAya che. sAtame mAse sAtaseA zIrA eTale rasaharaNI nADIo baMdhAya che. AThame mAse sava aga-upAMga pUchyuM utpanna thAya che, navame mAse sa` avayava sAthe zarIra majabUta thaI jAya che. garbhastha jIva mahAkaSTa ane mahApIDA bhAgave che. jema keAi puruSane koDha tathA pittanuM thayu' hAya ane zarIramAMthI parU vahetu hAya tene sADAtraNa kroDa seAya agnimAM dhakhAvIne tenA sADAtraNakADa rUvADAmAM parAve, tenA upara khAra ane cunAnuM pANI chAMTe te pachI ALA cAmaDAthI maDhIne taDake nAkhe ane daDAnI jema athaDAve te tene keTalI vedanA thAya ? garbhastha bALakane pahele mahine AvI veDhanA bheAgavavI paDe che. tethI bIje mahine qhamaNI, trIje mahine traNagaNI ema navame mahine navagaNI pIDA thAya che garbhAvAsanI jagyA nAnI che. ane ganu zarIra mATuM che. gabha'mAM navamAsa UMdhe mAthelaTakI rahevu paDe che. te vakhate e DhIMcaNu chAtImAM bharAyelA ane e hAthanI muThI AMkhe| ADI dIdhelI DAya che. mAtAnI vaDInIta garbhanA nAkanI dAMDI upara thaI nikAla thAya che. kheDelI mAtA ubhI thAya te AkAzamAM uchALye ema lAge, heThe bese te pAtALamAM pesI gayA ema lAge. mAtA raseAi kare tyAre IMTanI bhaThImAM maLatA hAya tema lAge, mAtA daLatI hoya tA pAte kuMbhArane cAkaDe caDayA che ema lAge. mAtA cattI suve te garbha para savAmaNunI zIlA paDI hAya tema lAge. garbha kALa pUrA thAya tyAre mAtA tathA garbhanI nAbhIthI viMTaLAelI rasaharaNI- nADI ukhaDI jAya che tyAre janma thavAnI taiyArI thAya che. temAM mAtA tathA garbhanA punyanuM tathA AyuSyanuM khaLa DrAya teA sIdhe-sIdhA prasava thAya che, jo mane bhArekamI hAya,

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te vAbha ADo paDI jAya che ane baMne maraNa pAme che. athavA mAtAne bacAvavA khAtara garbhanA TukaDe TukaDA karI nAkhavAmAM Ave che (1) jema tenI jataraDA seMsara tAra kheMce tema garbha kheMcAI koTI kaSTa bahAra Ave che. AvA garbhanA duHkhanuM varNana sAMbhaLyAM pachI pharI garbhamAM na AvavuM paDe tevA prayatna karavAnI rUcI upaDe che ? karmanA paripAka hareka ne bhogavavA paDe che. keInA sArA kAryathI nAkhuzI batAvI hAya, koInI sArI vAtane kApI nAkhI hoya, keInA guNagAna sAMbhaLatA iSa thaI hoya ane tene kAraNe tenA avaguNu AgaLa karI paNa mukayo hoya, AvA badhAM kAryone lIdhe je karma baMdhAya che tene varNavaja karma kahevAya che. tenA phaLa rUpe gabha ADo paDI jAya che. koI paNa rIte prasava thate ja nathI, tethI kApIne bahAra kADhavuM paDe che. janma vakhatanI paNa anaMtI vedanA bhagavAne kahI che. eka nagaramAM eka zreSThIne lalitAMga nAmane putra che. pUrvanA puNyanA ge rUpasauMdarya khuba prApta thayuM che. krame karIne te yauvana-prAMgaNamAM praveze che, paNa tenAmAM yauvanane unmAda nathI. asadAcArI vartana nathI. bhaNI rahyA pachI pitAne kApaDane vepAra che te saMbhALI le che. eka vakhata keTalAka muddA laI koIne tyAM mAla dekhADavA jaI rahyo che. rAjAnA rAjabhavana pAsethI pasAra thAya che. bhavananA jharUkhAmAM ubhelI rANInI najara lalitAMgakumAra para paDe che. madamAtuM yauvana ane rUpa sAthe namaNAza jaI tenI AMkha caLe che. "ahAhA, AvA yuvAna sAthe jIvanane AnaMda mANyo nathI tyAM sudhI nakAmuM che. rANI ekadama dAsIne bolAve che ane AjJA kare che. pelo kApaDI jAya tene bolAvI lAva. dAsI lalItAMgakumAra pAse Ave che ane rANIne saMdezo Ape che. lalItAMgakumAra vicAra kare che, rANI sAhebane kApaDa kharIdavuM haze eTale belAvatA haze. te rANI pAse AvI namaskAra karI belAvavAnuM projana pUche che. rANI tene aMdaranA rUmamAM AvavAnuM kahe che, ane pAchaLathI bAraNA baMdha thatA jAya che. lalItAMga kumAra gabharAya che. rANI tene kahe che, Apane gabharAvAnI jarUra nathI. mArI kRpA ApanA para utarI che. "Apa mAruM mAnazo te mAlAmAla thaI jaze. meM raste cAlyA jatAM tamane joyAM ane tamArI sAthe saMsAranA sukha mANavAnI tIvra IchA utpanna thaI che. Apa mArI IcchAne pUrI kare." A sAMbhaLI lalItAMga kumAra kahe che, mAtA, Apa A zuM bole che? ApanuM sthAna kayuM che? huM Apane prajAjana eTale putratulya chuM. ApanI A mAMgaNI koI rIte yogya nathI. mAtA, mArA para maherabAnI karI mane pAchA javA dyo. mAre parastrInA pacakakhANuM che. rAjAnI rANI che. sukha vaibhavane pAra nathI. rAjAnA temanA para cAre hAtha che. chatAM viSayanI vRtti kevA anartha karavA prere che? te kumArane kahe che, huM koNa chuM te tuM oLakhe che? je mAre anAdara karIza te tArA gharabAra badhA luMTAI jaze ane bhIkha mAMgavAne vakhata

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jAze. mATe vANIyA-vidhA mukI mA banI jA. lalItAga kumAra AvezamAM AvI che, mArI dRSTimAM tame rANI nahi, eka sAdhAraNa vyaktithI paNa utaratA che. tamAre have tema karI zake chekeIpaNuM upAye huM tamAre thavAno nathI te barAbara samajI heje. halakA kuLamAM paNa ghaNI strIo potAnA cAritryane vaphAdAra rahe che. eka harijana bAI lAkaDA kApIne jaMgalamAMthI gAma tarapha cAlI AvatI hatI. tenA rUpamAM aMdha mane e garAsIye tenI pAchaLa paDe che ane tAbe thavA dabANa kare che. bAI kahe che. bhAI tAre dAgInA joItA hoya te mArA aMga para DAM ghaNAM che te ApI dauM, paNa tArI chabachAne tAbe te huM nahIM ja thaI zakuM. zIlanI rakSA karavI e dareka strIne dharma che, mATe mAre che te cheDI che. ghaNuM samajAvavA chatAM garAsI mAnato nathI ane bAI para baLAtkAra karavA jAya che. tyAre bAIe hAthamAM rahelI kuhADI khUba baLapUrvaka garAsIyAnA mAthA para mArI. ane tenA tyAM ne tyAM rAma ramI gayA. pachI tene DhasaDIne cerA pAse lAvI ane tyAM beThelA garAsIyAone saMbodhIne kahyuM, juo, A tamAro jAti bhAI mArA para atyAcAra karavA gaye tethI tenI A dazA karI che. have tamAre mane je sajA karavI hoya te karaje. harijana bAI hatI, chatAM tene zIla para keTale prema hato. ane A kSatriya kuLanI bAI che, chatAM viSayane havasa keTale che! rANI tathA lalItAMgakumAra baMnenI vAte cAle che. tyAM rAjAne AvavAnI ghaMTaDI vAgI. rANune thayuM, rAjA Avaze ane Ane jeze te rAjAne zaMkA Avaze. eTale lalItAMga kumArane doraDe bAMdhI saMDAsamAM udhe mAthe utArI de che. rAjA AvIne saMDAsamAM jAya che. viSTA, pANI vagere lalItAMga kumAra upara thaIne pasAra thAya che. rAjA te kArya patAvI thelI vAra ArAma karIne cAlyA jAya che. paNa te pachI rANI tene bahAra kADhatI nathI. cha mahInA sudhI e viSTAnI koTaDImAM rahe che. tethI tenuM zarIra kulAI gayuM che. cha mahIne doraDuM ghasAIne tUTI gayuM ane lalItAMgakumAra gaTaramAM paDe. A bAju lalItAMgakumAra guma thavAthI temanA mAtApitA khUba zodha karAve che. zodhI zodhIne thAkI jAya che paNa kayAMya patto lAgatuM nathI. cha mahInA gaTaramAM paDaye, tyAM gaTara sApha karavA AvatI bhaMgaDInI najara paDe che ane lalItAMgakumArane oLakhI jAya che. tarata zeThane samAcAra mokale che. zeTha pitAnA putrane ghera laI jAya che. zarIra sApha karAve che ane khUba garamA Ape che. thoDA divasamAM te pUrvavat svastha thaI jAya che ane potAnA dhaMdhAne saMbhALI le che. * vaLI kaI vakhata te rAjabhavana pAsethI nIkaLe che. rANIe tene je. tyAM tene pUrvanI vAta yAda AvI. are! Ane te saMDAsamAM pUryo hato ! pharI dAsIne bolAvavA makatI, desI tene belAvavA Ave che. have lalItAMga kumAra bhUlecUkeya tyAM jAya kharo? game teTalI lAlaca Ape te paNa te tyAM na jAya. ema jJAnI purUSa kahe che, ke jene garbhanI vedanA, garbhanA

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- ghA nathI. " duHkha, tyAMnI azuci vigereno khyAla che te AvI koTaDImAM pharI purAvAnI IcchA ne kare. tamane garbhanuM varNana sAMbhaLyA pachI trAsa chUTate heya te have evI jambara sAdhanA kare ke bhavanAM duHkhane aMta ja AvI jAya, pharIne janma ja na levuM paDe evI siddha gati prApta thAya. "gaSbhAi mijjaMti buyAbuyANAM NarA parepaMcasihA kumArA / ... juvANagA majjhima theragA ya, cayaMti te Aukhae palINA. // 10 / / sUya0 2007 keTalAka jIva garbhamAM marI jAya che. A duniyA paNa joI nathI. keTalAMka janmatA janmatAM mAtAnuM joza AvI jAya ke Doku-garadana bhIMsamAM AvI jAya ane marI jAya. A zuM dharma karI zake? tame keTalAM puNyazALI che? keTalAMye bALameMvALA na utAryA hoya ane marI jAya che. keTalAMka juvAnajodha thayA ne pIThIbharyA marI jAya che. ane prauDha avasthAmAM paNa keTalAMya marI jAya che. keTalAMya vRddhAvasthAmAM marI jAya che. AyuSya pUruM thayA pachI keI rahI zakatuM nathI. metinA bhaNakArA vAge enI khabara paDatI nathI, mata kayAre Avaze enI khabara paDatI nathI, matane aTakAvavAnI jaDIbuTTI jaDatI nathI." mota kyAre Avaze enI koIne khabara paDatI nathI. pite gaye hoya mAMdAne jevA hospITalamAM, emAM pote ja marI jAya che, ane mAMdo AvI jAya che. AvA aneka banAve tame pratyakSa nihALe che ne? ghaNane khabhe upADI mUkavA jAva che, smazAnamAM jaI aMtima kriyA karatAM "mAre paNa maravAnuM che" ema thAya che? Aje mAna mAtra svArtha sivAyanA vicAro karI zakatA nathI. kAraNa AkhuM jIvana svArtha maya banI gayuM che. pitA mRtyu pAme te putra e hisAba gaNaze ke mArA mATe zuM mUkI gayA? pitA lAkha rUpiyA mUkI gayA hoya te chokarAne keTalo saMtoSa thAya. ane je kaMI na mUkI gayA hoya te keTaluM duHkha thAya? mUDInuM tamane mahAtmaya Ave che, paNa ApaNA parama pitA anaMtajJAnI paramAtmA je jJAnanI mUDI mUkI gayA che tenuM mahAbhya tamArA hRdayamAM keTaluM che? A ja sAcuM nidhAna che. sAcI puMjI che. ajJAnI jene bhagavAnanI vAtamAM zaMkA Ave che. jenAthI bhavabaMdhana chUTI jAya te vAta hadayamAM utaratI nathI. ane je bhAva vadhAranAra che, baMdhamAM joDanAra che, kSaNika che tenA para keTale moha che? keTalI Asakti che? AvyuM hatuM tuM cheDavA, bAMdhIne zAne jAya che, svamAMthI tuM paramAM jaI, zAne vadhu rIbAya che (2) cetI jA, Atama ceta have, avasara cAlyA jAya che. (2)"

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ht huM caitana, tuM have caita, tu ahI' zA mATe Avye che? krama bAMdhavA AvyA che ke TADavA ? mAnavanA avatAra e kama thI mukta thavAnuM zreSThamAM zreSTha sAdhana che. paNa Aje tamArI kAryavAhI kevI che? siddha pada joItu hAya, garbhanA du:khAna joitA hAya tA bhagavAnanI AjJAne anusaro ane cAritrane jIvanamAM apanAve. te AtmAnu avinAzI kalyANa thaze. vyAkhyAna na.21 zrAvaNa suda 8 ne thakavAra tA. 30-7-71 anaMtajJAnI zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe khAramA upAMga varhizAmAM niSadhakumAranA adhikAra kahyo che. taravAnA mAga batAvIne suMdara sUtra-siddhAMta ApIne bhagavAne ApaNI upara ghaNI karUNA varasAvI che. ApaNA caitanyadeva karmInA dabANamAM AvI gaye che. ane vikArIlAvA ubhA kare che te caitanyane sva mAM lAvI jIvananuM ghaDatara karavAnuM bhagavAna kahe che. revatIdevI gabhanu kharAbara pAlana kare che. garbhanuM rakSaNa kema karavu...? e mAtAe samajavu joIe. je mAtA samajaNI che e bahu tIkhuM na khAya. bahu mela-ela na kare, rAhu jaldIthI cAle nahIM. evI saMskArI mAtA ucca koTInAM pustakonuM vAMcana kare. satAnA samAgama kare, sAmAyika-pratikamaNu vi. dhArmi`ka kriyA kare. dAna-zIla-tapanI bhAvanA bhAve A badhA saMskAra garbhastha bALaka para paDe che. bhagavatI sUtramAM kahyuM che ke pratyeka mAsanA AyuSyavALA jIva marIne khIjA devalAka sudhI jaI zake che. garbhamAM evA zuM puNya karyA ke devaleAkamAM jAya ! te mATe samajAve che ke, koI garbhiNI khAI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA Ave, te vakhate gabhastha bALaka paNa jo vIya--labdhiyukata hoya te gurU mahArAjanuM' vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe. gurUmahArAja khaMdha meAkSanI vAta evI lAkSaNika DhabathI kare ke te sAMbhaLatA te bALakane khUba AnaMda Ave. dhamanA pipAsu, sva nA pipAsu, meAkSanA pipAsu evA A jIva gurUdevanI vANI khUma dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLe che. gurUdeva kahe che. " ana ta kALathI AthaDayA, vinA bhAna bhagavAna, sevyA nahi. gurU saMtane, mUkayu' nahIM abhimAna"

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anAdikALathI aMtaramAM viSaya-bheganI gaMdI lAlasA ane vAsanA chUpAelI che. SiSa pratye rasa che tyAM sudhI manamAM apavitra vicAra Ave che. mATe paheluM kAma aMtaranI saphAInuM karavAnuM che. A jIva anAdikALathI rakhaDe che. tene satsaMga karavAnI jarUra che. jeNe prabhunuM nAma na jAyuM, teNe janetAnuM dUdha lajAvyuM che. aMtaranA oraDAmAM aneka pAparUpI kacarAnA gaMja khaDakAyA che. tene sApha karavAnuM sAdhana te satsaMga che. mAMDa karIne manuSyadeha maLyo che. je vItarAga bhagavaMtanuM nAma na jANyuM te avatAra eLe jaze. kara vicAra te pAma." Atma dharmane vicAra kara te tane tatva maLaze. je bhagavAnane mAnatA nathI ane dharmane mAnatA nathI teo mithyAtvI jIvo che. mithyAtvI mithyAvANuM kAna mAMDIne rasathI sAMbhaLe che. tamane bhagavAnanuM mahAmya kema AvatuM nathI? prabhue sUkSma vAta paNa kevI sarasa rIte kahI che.? anaMta anaMta bhAva bhedathI bharelI bhalI anaMta anaMta naya nikSepe vyAkhyAnI che, sakala jagata hitakAriNI hAriNI meha tAriNI bhavAbdI mokSa cAriNI pramANI che, upamA ApyAnI jene tapA rAkhavI te vyartha ApavAthI nijamati mapAI meM mAnI che, ahe! rAja caMdra bAla khyAla nathI pAmatA e, jInezvara taNI vANI jANI tene mANI che. paramAtmAnI vANI apUrva alokika che. tenI kiMmata te kaI bhAgyazALI virala vyakitane ja thAya che. jemAM naya, nikSepA, pramANa, kArya, kAraNe vigerenuM ghaNuM ghaNuM vaNane kaya che tene yathArtha rIte jANe. lAkha rUpiyAnA hIrAne koI pacAsa hajArane kahe to hirAnI kiMmata te jeTalI che eTalI ja che. paNa kiMmata karanAranI kiMmata ghaTe che. jyAM prabhu-vANIne Adara nathI tyAM upadezanI paNa asara nathI. jJAnI kahe che ke garbhane jIva paNa devakamAM jAya che. vIrya ane vaikriya ladhithI dharma sAMbhaLI zraddhA karI devAyu bAMdhI devalokamAM jAya che. tene e vicAra thAya che ke meM saMtane Azraya lIdhe nahIM. he bhagavAna! kayAre A suMdara pega Ave ke huM saMta samAgama karUM ! pratyeka mAsane jIva vaikipanA paMdara gharamAM jAya. daza bhavanapati 1 vANavyaMtara, pahelA be devaleka ne pahelI naI, be mahinAthI nava mahinAne jIva paNa devalokamAM jaI zake che. ane narakamAM paNa jaI zake che. koI kahe "are A chokarAe kayA pApa karyA haze ke te AMdhaLe Ave, regI Avyo ? " garbhamAM jIva sArI bhAvanA karI zake che tema ja kharAba bhAvanA paNa karI zake che. gurU mahArAjane bedha sAMbhaLIne zabhavicAre jAge ane temAM je AyuSyane baMdha paDI jAya to devalekamAM jAya che. gautamasvAmIe pUchayuM. "garbhane jIva narkamAM kevI rIte jAya che ? " bhagavAna kahe che ke he gautama! narkamAM janArA te jIvane vIryalabdhi ane vakriyalabdhi hoya che.

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ku ekA eka rANI rAjAne kahe che, "atyAre zenI taiyArI karavA mAMDI ? ' rAjo javAba Ape che. eka sainya caDI Ave che. enI sAme laDAI karavA jAuM chuM." A vAta gabha nA jIva paNa sAMbhaLe che. te vicAra kare che. "are, mAtA pitA upara duzmanA caDI Ave che teA huM ene khatama karI dauM", jethI emane takalIpha levI na paDe." Ama vicArI vaikriyalabdhithI hAthI karyAM, pAyadaLa kayuM caturaMgI senA sajaja karI ane raNasaMgrAmamAM mAkalI, ane saMgrAma racAyA, kApA, mArA, mArA ema bUmeA paDe che. dekArA thaI rahyo che. garbhanA jIvatu' lazkara ghaNA sAmanA kare che. tenA ekapaNa sainika marAtA nathI. ane sAmenA lazkamAM ghamasANa macI jAya che. laDAI cAlu che. vicAra kare che ke A vacamAM konuM lazkara AvyuM ? AnI sAme kANuM laDAI kare che? mArU lazkara te A rahyuM. rANI sAtame mALe laDAI jovA mATe caDe che. rAjAnuM lazkara jaI hyu che. paNa yuddha medAnamAM yuddha cAlu che. A kANu laDI rahyu haze ? are A kevAM mahAdurIthI laDe che. tyAM sAmethI eka mANu khUba vegathI Ave che. ane rANInA peTamAM rahelA garbhanA mULa zarIrane mANu vAge che. yuddhanA pariNAmamAM garbhanA jIva marIne pahelI namAM jAva che. ane mAyA adhI saMkelAI jAya che. laDAI karatuM AkhuM' lazkara samApta thaI jAya che. gama mAM rahelA jIvA bhAgyazALI hAya che ane krUra paNa hoya che. revatIdevInA garbha"mAM koI supAtra jIva mALyA che, kAraNa tene siMhanuM svapna lAdhyuM che. garbha rahyA pachI khALaka traNa varasanu thAya tyAM sudhI brahmacaya pALe tenu' khALaka svarUpavAna ane khaLavAna thAya. je TheTha sudhI abrahmacarya nuM sevana kare che, enuM mALaka rAgI thAya che. brahmacaya mAM je maLa che, tAkAta che, e maLa ane e tAkAta khIjAmAM nathI. ghaNAM jIve muAnI ALase jIve che. e tapelI culethI utAre paNa thAkI jAya che. ane kahe, ApaNAthI kAma na thAya. AgaLanAM mANaso keTalu kAma karatAM, paNa thAka keAne kahevAya e khabara na hatI. pANI bharavuM teA hAthe ne vAsIduM vALavu' teA hAthe. AvA aneka gharanAM kAma tee karatAM. Aje je tAkAta joI e te nathI. prAca`thI nasAne baLa maLe che. jJAnata Mtune baLa maLe che. rAjanu ekazera anAja khAya tA 40 divase eka maNu anAja thAya. ane tenu 4 zera leAhI thAya. ane AmAMthI eka rUpiyA bhAra vIya thAya. eka vakhatanA abrahma sevanathI te vIya nAza pAme che. eka ja guNavAna, khaLavAna ane saskArI putra pitAnI je khyAti ane AbarU vadhAre che te baLahIna aneka putrA vadhArI zakatA nathI. tArAe hajArA hAya paNa candra jeTale prakAza ApI zakatA nathI. siMhunA sabhAga jIgImAM eka ja vakhata thAya che. enAthI utpanna thaela siMhamAM keTalI tAkAta hAya che ! kayAM hAthInu kadAvara zarIra ane ya siMhanuM zarIra ! paNa tAkAtanI dRSTie siMha vizeSa tAkAtavALo che. ke dr

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brahmacaryanAM mahimAne samajo. kharAba vAMcana na vAMce. khazakha citre paNa na Aje jyAM juo tyAM premalA premalInA pheTA, ane ardha nagna phoTA jovA maLe che, AthI prajA upara kharAba asara thAya che. brahmacaryanAM bhAva utarI jAya che. tamArA bALakane saMskAra Apazo te teo avazya sArA ane saMskArI banaze. - eka vidyAthI IDaTara bhaNIne bI. e, mAM AvyuM. svabhAva zAMta ane saMskArI che. te pikacara jevA paNa jatuM nathI. paNa eka vakhata tenA mitre tene khUba Agraha kare che. "cAlane, eka pikacara deha varSathI cahyuM che, khUba sarasa cAle che. jevA jevuM che. picanuM nAma "tUphAna" che." mitranA khUba AgrahathI A bhAI ne pikacara jeNa javAnuM mana thayuM. " dunenA saMgathI zubha citta paNa DahoLAya che, dariyA najIka pANI mIThuM saritAnuM khArUM thAya che, kA eka taNakhe agnine, je jalAve ghAsane, dUdhane vikRta kare che, eka choTe chAzane ... - nadInuM pANI mIThuM hoya che paNa dariyAne saMga thatAM khArUM banI jAya che. agnine eka taNakhe rUnAM moTA DhagalAne paNa bALI nAkhe che. dUdhamAM chAzanuM eka TIpuM paDe te dUdha paNa vikRta thaI jAya che. mANasa sabatathI bagaDe che. sArI sabata hoya te saMskArI ane sAre bane che. ane kharAba sabata hoya te asaMskArI bane che. sukha zAMti, AnaMda, badhu AtmAmAM che. paNa ajJAnI mANasa "sInemA jevAthI zAMti maLaze, AnaMda maLaze" ema mAne che. sinemAne ja phekaTarI mAnI che. bahu pravRti karIne mana ja thAkI gayuM hoya te magajane tAjuM karavA sInemAmAM jAya che. A yuvAna "tUphAna'pIkacara jevA mATe jAya che. temAM eka prasaMga ghaNe ja romAMca hoya che. eka yuvAna ane yuvatI sAthe kelejamAM bhaNatA hoya che. vAtacita karatAM paricaya vadhatuM jAya che. yuvatInI daSTimAM pavitratA che. paNa yuvAna pavitra rahI zakatuM nathI. yuvatInA rU5 pAchaLa e gAMDa bane che. eka vakhata yuvatI pAchaLa yuvAna cAlyA jAya che. ane prasaMga maLatAM kahe che. "tu mArI sAthe lagna kara." mane tArA para khUba prema che, paNa A yuvatI nA pADe che. tethI yuvAnane khUba krodha caDe che ane vicAra kare che ke huM Ane batAvI dauM ke huM ke chuM? manamAM abhimAna jAgyuM. yuvatIne manAvavAnA be-traNa vakhata prayatna karI joyA, paNa yuvatIe saMbaMdha kApI nAkhyuM. have tenI sAthe vAta karatI nathI. bhego thaI jAya te dUra khasI jAya che. eka vakhata yuvatI tenI bhAbhI hospITalamAM che tene TIphIna devA gaI hatI. tyAMthI pAchI ghara tarapha jaI rahI che. rAtrInA agiyAra vAgyA che. sAthe kaI che nahiM. raratA para paNa khAsa avara-javara nathI. pelo yuvAna lAga joIne rastA para Ubho rahyo che. ane jevI te nIkaLe che ke tarata ja cele pakaDIne pUche che ke bela,

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mArI sAthe lagna karIza ne? yuvatI sApha sApha nA kahe che. baMne vacce jhapAjhapI thAya che. yuvatI bumAbuma kare che tyAM te chupAvI rAkhe cha halAvI dIdha. jevA gayelAM yuvAnane A prasaMga haiyAmAM pesI gaye. sArI vAta magajamAM jaldI besatI nathI. 5NuM kharAba vAta jaladI magajamAM bese che. A chokarAo che vAra, traNa vAra ema aDhAravAra A pIkacara joyuM. ane pele prasaMga rasathI jue che. khA yuvAnane ceDA vakhatamAM B. A. mAM bhaNatI chokarI bhAnumatI sAthe sArA saMbaMdha badhAya che. ane paisAnI Apa-le kare che. thoDA vakhatamAM paricaya pUba vadhI gaye. te guvAna pelI bhAnumatIne kahe che. je tuM mAnatI che te ApaNe lagna karI laIe." bhAnumatIe spaSTa zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM. huM tamane IcchatI nathI. tame mArI sAthe premanI vAta karaze nahiM. A yuvAnane picara joyA pachI enA mana upara enI asara gADha paDI gaI che. be-traNavAra bhAnumatIne kahI joyuM. paNa te mAnI nahiM. ekavAra bhAnumatI rAtanAM nIkaLI te sinemAnAM dazyanI jema ja tene eTale pakaDI DhasaDe che. ane mArI sAthe lagna karIza ke nahi? ema pUche che. chokarI kemeya mAnatI nathI. eTale tene charo mArIne te yuvAna bhAgI jAya che. pakaDAvAnI bIke nAnA gAmaDAmAM rahevA cAlyA jAya che. savAre te peparamAM A prasaMga Ave. sI. AI. DI. e tapAsa karI ane yuvAnane gAmaDAmAMthI pakaDaye. polIse jelamAM besADayA. ane pUchayuM. tArAmAM AvA saMskAra kayAMthI AvyA? yuvAne javAba Ape, meM tUphAna' pIkacara 18 vAra joyeluM ane A pIkacara jevAthI enA saMskAro evA paDI gayA ke mArAthI AvuM kRtya thayuM. re sInemA ! tArA pApe ke karUNa aMjAma Ave? sInemA jevAthI kevA kharAba pariNAma Ave che ! saddagurUnAM saMgathI mokSa maLe che. garbhane jIva sArA vicArathI devakamAM jAya che. ane kharAba pariNAmothI narakamAM paNa jAya che. bIjI narakathI sAtamI naraka sudhI ane trIjA devalothrI sarvArthasiddha vimAna sudhI jAya te jIva pratyeka varasane have joIe. nava varasane bALaka paNa kevaLajJAnI thaI zake che. ApaNe keTalA varasanA thayA? kevA suMdara jegamAM AvyA ! paNa maLelI sagavaDatAnI kaMI kiMmata che? devadurlabha maLe, mAnavI deha A viSayanI vATamAM kema gALe ! arka gulAbane khUba megha maLe, DhaLate kAM are kIca-khALe! ratnaciMtAmaNI hAra hAthe ja, kAca badale are kAM gumAve ! AMkha ughADIne nirakha tuM mAnavI, prAsa avasara pharI hAtha nAve." jJAnI purUSa kahe che. he bhAI ! A manuSya avatAra maLe che. e deva-avatArathI paNa halabha che. tene pAMca IndriyanAM sukhamAM zA mATe barabAda karI nAkhe che? hinAnuM anegulAbanuM kiMmatI attaratane prApta thayuM che tene kAdavathI kharaDAyelA paga vaDe kema heLI nAkhe che? viSayanI

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121 vAsanAmAM jIdagI kayAM cAlI jAya che te paNa khabara paDatI nathI. ratnaciMtAmaNa je zreSTha dharma maLe paNa tamane tenI kiMmata kyAM che? sarasa yoga maLe, sarasa jIMdagI maLI. ane suMdara samaya maLe, mATe adhyayana kare, sArUM vAMcana karo. mALA pheravo ane bhagavAnanuM smaraNa kare. pilA yuvAnane aMte phAMsInI sajA maLI. ane maratAM maratAM te kahete gaye ke kaI sInemA jeze nahIM. bALakone garbhamAMthI ja suMdara saMskAra pamADavA ane janma pachI paNa sArA saMskAra ApavA joIe. sArA saMskArathI saMtAne sArA bane che. mAtapitA e pahelAM gurU che. revatI devI garbhanuM khUba sArI rIte pAlana kare che. A divasa dharmanI pravRtti kare che. vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM...22 zrAvaNa suda 9 ne zanivAra tA. 31-7-71 anaMta jJAnI paramAtmA bhavya jIne siddhAMta dvArA samajAve che. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu, tenuM nAma siddhAMta. ahIM niSadha kumArane adhikAra cAle che. revatI devI garbhanuM sArI rIte pAlana kare che, ema karatAM 9 mAsa ane sADA sAta rAtri vyatIta thatAM putrane janma Ape che. rANIne putrane janma thavAthI dAsI baLabhadrajI pAse jAya che ane rAjAne jaya vijaya zabdathI vadhAvI putra janmanI vadhAmaNI Ape che. putra janmanI vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLatA rAjA ekadama AnaMdamAM AvI gayA. ane dAsIne jIve tyAM sudhI cAle eTaluM prItidAna ApyuM. tathA tene gulAmImAMthI mukta karI pahelAnA rAjAo hRdayanAM khUbaja udAra hatA. tirthaMkara ke saddagurU padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI vanapAla Ape tyAre rAjA tene mugaTa thaIne badhAM alaMkAra bheTa ApI detAM. tamane sadagurU padhAryAnA samAcAra maLe te samAcAra ApanArane zuM Apo? rAjAo putrajanmanA AnaMdamAM dAsIone dAsatvamAMthI mukta karatAM, jelamAM janmaTIpamAM saDatAM hoya ene mukta karatAM. temane eTale badhe AnaMda thatuM ke AvI kriyAo saheje thaI jatI.

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122 balabhadrane tyAM putrane janma thAya che. duniyAmAM janma te ghaNAMne thAya che. ApaNe paNa A dharatI para janma dhAraNa karyo ane tirthaMkare paNa jamyA, tirthaka "legasa ujajoyagare." lekamAM dharmanA udyotanA karanArA hoya che. ApaNe janma keIe jANe paNa nahIM. ane tirtha karanA janma vakhate traNa lekamAM ajavALA patharAya che. nArakImAM aMdhakAra ja hoya che. tyAM paNa prakAza prakAza thaI jAya che. traNa narka sudhI paramAdhAmIe mAra mAre che te paNa mAra mAratA baMdha thaI jAya che. A vakhate junA nArakIne navA nArakIo pUche che ke A prakAza kema tha.? paramAdhAmIne mAra paDe kema baMdha thaye! tyAre junA nArakI kahe che. atyAre manuSya kSetramAM koI tirthaMkara devane janma thaye haze athavA temane kevaLa jJAna thayuM haze. A sAMbhaLI teo vicAra kare che "huM ke pApI, adhama chuM! jyAre manuSyane janma maLe tyAre dharma tarapha meM upekSA karI. vItarAganI vANuM sAMbhaLI nahiM. satsaMga karyo nahi. vairAgya bhAvane hRdayamAM sthApe nahi. viSayamAM unmatta banI, AraMbha parigrahanAM sevanamAM rata banI, paMcendriyane vadha karavAmAM paNa acakAya nahiM, pariNAme A duHkhamaya narakamAM janma levo paDaze." Ama pitAnA duSkRtyane pazcAtApa karatAM karatAM 1-2-3 thI mAMDI asaMkhyAtA nArakIne samyagdarzana prApta thAya che. rAjakuTuMbamAM dikarAne janma thAya tyAre te phuTe che ane tIrthakarane janma thAya che tyAre IndranuM IndrAsana calAyamAna thAya che. Indra mahArAjA avadhi jJAnane upayoga mUkI jue che. calAyamAna thavAnuM kAraNa jANe che ke bharata kSetramAM tirthaMkara devane janma thayo che. AnaMdanA samAcAra sughelA nAmanA ghaMTa dvArA 32 lAkha vimAnavAsI devane Ape che. ane kahe che "bharata kSetramAM tirthaMkara devane janma thayela che. temane janma-mahotsava karavA zakrendra mahArAja merU parvata para jaI rahyA che ane badhAne te mahotsavamAM bhAga levA AjJA kare che. pAlaka vimAna taiyAra thaI gayuM che. sau pitAnA nAmAMkita Asane AvI besI jAya che ane asaMkhyAta devadevI bhagavAnane janma mahotsava ujavavA Ave che. - prabhu kamaLa mAphaka nilepa banI jIvanane apUrva banAve che. saMsArane kaI bhAva emane bhIMjavI zake nahiM. keIpaNa jhagaDe emane khIjavI zake nahiM. koI paNa padArthane rAga emane rIjhavI zake nahIM. dunyavI kaI paNa camatkAra emanA cittane camakAvI zake nahiM. bhagavAnanI kevI dazA ane ApaNI kevI dazA ! kAMI vicAra thAya che ? huM jape chuM e dharatI para tuM janame te je dharatI mAM ne pahoMce muktimAM, huM te laTakuM chuM bhavamAM bhaTakuM chuM, tuM zIvapAmI che, tuM kyAM! huM kayAM? bhagavAna je kSetramAM janamyA hatAM te kSetramAM ApaNe paNa janma thaye che. bhagavAna pitAnA puruSArthathI mokSamAM pahoMcI gayA. ane ApaNe ajJAnane kAraNe haju bhaTakI rahyA

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chIe. kayAM bhagavAnanI prabhutA ane jyAM ApaNuM pAmaratA? anaMtA vIrapurUSe siddhagatine pAmI gayA ane temAM ApaNe naMbara na lAge. keTalI aphasosanI vAta che! bhagavAne ugra tapa karI karmone khapAvyA, jyAre ApaNe karmanA tApathI tapAI gayAM. sekAI gayA. saMsAranA tApathI becena banI gayAM. prabhue apramatta dazA keLavI. jyAre ApaNe pramAdamAM paDI zArIrika sukhane mahatva ApyuM. mAnasika vyathAthI dharmarUpI dhana lUMTAvI dIdhuM. krodhathI kSamArUpI dhana khalAsa karyuM. namratA nasADI, mAyA pAchaLa zAna-bhAna khAyuM. pArasamaNa jevA prabhu maLyA, chatAM ApaNe kevI durdazA thaI! mAnavane janma te maLe paNa jIvananI sudhAraNA karI zakyA nahIM. janma the e eka sAmAnya vAta che. paNa janma thayA pachI janmane saphaLa banAve e khUba mahatva pUrNa vAta che. janma pAchaLa mRtyu te darekane anivArya che. paNa dhanya jIvana konuM? je mamatAne mUkIne samatAne ArAdhIne, Atma kalyANa tarapha lakSa Ape che, tenuM jIvana dhanya che. "lekhA vinAnA prANIo pahoMcI gayA che kALane, lekhA vinAnA jAya che mUkI sarva jAjALane, lekhA vinAnA jaze vaLI Adi anAdi nyAya che, jana jANIe mana mANIe, nava kALa mUke :Ine." kALa pAse koInuM cAlatuM nathI. janma enuM mRtyu e anAdithI cAlyuM ja Ave che. paNa mRtyu thayA pachI janma na levuM paDe evuM jIvana bane. siddhapadane pAmelA anaMtA ja mRtyu lekamAMthI nirvANa pAmyA. paNa have pharI emane saMsAranA dada bhegavavA AvavAnuM nathI. jene pharI janma levAne nathI. ene janma paNa dhanyavAdane pAtra che. niSadha kumArane janma thAya che. tenAM janmAkSara ane kuMDaLI tiSi kahe che. bhagavAna sUyagaDAMga sUtramAM kahe che. " keI nimittA tahiyA bhavanti kasi ci ta vipakiNi nANa __ te vijjabhAva aNahijjamANA Ahesu vijjA parimokkhameva // 10 // "keTalAMka nimittane jenArA sAcA paNa paDe che. keTalAka biTA paDe che, jyAre rANakadevIne janma thaye tyAre temanA pitAzrIe joSIe teDAvyA. teoe kuMDaLI kADhI paNuM bhAvi aniSTa dekhANuM eTale rAjAne kahyuM he rAjana ! kuMvarI sAhebanuM bhAvi jANavA gya nathI. mATe ame kahI zakazuM nahIM." rUparUpanA aMbAra jevI ane cAMdInA TukaDA jevI tejasvI, namaNI e bALakI che, chatAM bhAvi keTaluM bhayaMkara laIne AvI haze ke jethI karI zakatA nathI,

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sAmAnya rIte e niyama che ke je jANavAnI koInA kahe tene Agraha vizeSa thAya. rAjAe vAta jANavAne khUba Agraha karyo tyAre joSIe kahyuM. "A kuMvarI jyAM jaze tyAM sAsarA pakSanuM ane piyara pakSanuM nikaMdana kADhaze." A sAMbhaLI rAjAne khUba duHkha thayuM. ane bALakIne jaMgalamAM mUkAvI dIdhI. rANakanuM AyuSya baLavAna hatuM. te jaMgalamAM eka kuMbhAra nIkaLe ane rANakane laI gaye. ane majevaDImAM rAkhI. rANakanuM rAkheMgAra sAthe lagna thAya che. paNa tenA rUpamAM pAgala banele siddharAja caDAI kare che. ane rAkheMgAra vi. ne saMhAra thAya che. eka bhAI eka tiSI pAse pitAnuM bhAvi jevaDAvavA gayA. jotiSIe tene eka kavara ApyuM. ane kahyuM. amuka tArIkhe 10 vAgye A kavara khelaje. thaDA divasamAM A bhAIne pradhAnapada maLyuM. niyata divase kavara khelyuM, te emAM lakheluM hatuM ke A divase tamane pradhAnapada maLaze. A pradhAnane jotiSI upara khUba vizvAsa besI gaye. pitAnuM AyuSya keTaluM che, te paNa jANI Aje 60 varSanI uMmare te khUba bimAra paDe. mAMdagI asahya hatI. temanA putroe kahyuM. "bApujI! tamArA hAthe dharmAda karI nAkhe. jyAM paisA vAparavAnI IcchA hoya tyAM ame vAparazuM. Apa kahI gho." bApujIe kahyuM, "beTA! mAruM AyuSya 65 varSanuM che. game tevI bimArI heya te paNa huM te pahelA maravAne nathI." DokaTaroe hAtha khaMkherI nAkhyA. paNa huM marI jaIza" ema A bhAIne lAgyuM nahiM. aMte becAra divasamAM marI gaye. ane dharmade karavAnuM rahI gaye. Ama keTalAka nimitto sAcA paDe te keTalAka kheTA paDI jAya che, kAlIdAsa paMDita bahu vidvAna hatAM. jotiSanA jANakAra hatAM. temane ghera putrane janma thAya tyAre te kuMDalI dvArA jue ke A putra leNIyAta che ke deNIyAta? je leNIyAta hete leNuM bharI tene vidAya ApI de. temanAM traNa putro leNuM laI cAlyAM gayAM. cethA putrane janma thaye. paNa te deNIyAta hate. navalAkha rUpiyAnuM deNuM hatuM. kALIdAse te chokarAne bhaNAve nahiM. gharamAMthI bahAra paNa kADhaye nahiM. ane temanA patnIne kahI dIdhuM ke, A chokaza nimitte koI kAMI paNa ApI jAya te levuM nahiM. paMDitajI pitAnA makAnanI nIce vidyArthIone abhyAsa karAvatAM. temane bALaka dAdara para besIne badhI vAta sAMbhaLate. enI buddhi eTalI zIgha hatI. ke paMDitajI jeTaluM belatA te badhuM tene yAda rahI jatuM. paMDitajIe bALakane bhaNu nahi paNa AvI rIte teNe ghaNuM jJAna prApta karI lIdhuM. - eka vakhata te gAmanI rANIne prasutine TAIma che. kALIdAsanAM patnI rANInI khabara kADhavA jAya che, paNa A putrane gharamAM ekale kevI rIte zakha ane

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rANInA mahelamAM chokarAne laI javAnI manAI hoya che, AthI putrane chokarIne veza paherAvI laI jAya che. tyAM pahoMcatAM rANune putra janme che. navavarSanA kALIdAsanA putra janma samaya joI bhIMtapara kuMDaLI banAvI. dhamAlamAM keInuM lakSa e tarapha hatuM. DIvAra pachI kALIdAsanA patnI putrane laI ghera pAchA AvyA. putra janmane barAbara TAIma mAnA lakSamAM rahyo nahiM. AthI thoDA pheraphAra vALe TAIma apAI gaye. rAjAe tiSIone bolAvyAM. ane kuMvaranuM bhAvi kahevA mATe kahyuM. tiSIe kuMDaLI karI. ane rAjAne kahyuM: "tamAre A dikarAnuM nava varSa sudhI moTuM jevuM nahiM. je joze te tamAruM mRtyu thaze." A sAMbhaLI rAjAne khuba kheda thaye. paNa zuM thAya? rANIvAsamAM jaI eka rUmamAM lamaNe hAtha daIne beThA che. tyAM temanI najara kuMDaLI para jAya che. tAjI ja banAvelI kuMDaLI che. A koNe banAvI haze? tapAsa karatAM khabara paDI ke ahIM kALIdAsanAM patni AvyAM hatAM. temanI sAthe eka dIkarI hatI. tene ramata karI hoya te khabara nahiM. e kuMDaLI jotiSIne batAvI. teoe kahyuM. je A TAIma pramANe kuMvara sAhebane janma thayo hoya te kaI vipna nathI. tame khuzIthI kuMvaranuM moTuM joI zake che. vaLI A kuMvara khUba parAkramI ane bAveza thaze" A sAMbhaLI rAjAne ghaNe harSa thayA. ane janmane sAce TAIma eja have joIe evuM anumAna karyuM. rAjAe khuza thaIne kALIdAsane tyAM dAgInA, kapaDAM vi. kalAvyAM, paNa temanA patnIe levAnI nA pADI. rokaDA rUpiyA ApavA mAMDyA, te paNa na rAkhyAM. bAIe kahyuM. chekarA nimitte mAre kAMI levuM nathI. "brAhmaNa ne hAthInA hade beThe hoya te paNa mULa mAge." ema kahevata che. te A kema nahi rAkhatA hoya.? ema badhAne Azcarya thayuM. chevaTe rAjAe lAkha lAkha rUpiyAnA eka eka ratna nAkhI nava lADavA vaLAvyA. ane pIrasaNuM tarIke mokalyA. kALIdAsanA patnIe te levAnI paNa nA pADI. tyAre devA AvanAra mANase kahyuM "rAjAne ApavAnI keTalI badhI IcchA che, chatAM Apa levAne InkAra kema karo cho ? A te pIrasaNuM che. emAM zuM vAMdhe che? bahu jIda pakaDazo te rAjA sAhebane kepa ApanA para utaraze. kALIdAsanAM patnine paNa A vAta ThIka lAgI. tene thayuM AmAM kayAM koI rUpiyA ke ratna levAnA che! pIrasaNamAM zuM vAMdho che? teoe nava lADavA laI lIdhAM ane kabATamAM mUkI dIdhAM. A vakhate paMDitajI bahAragAma gayA hatAM. pilA bALakane ekadama kAMIka thaI gayuM ane tenuM prANa paMkherU uDI gayuM. tAbaDatoba kALIdAsane bolAvavAmAM AvyAM. ane putranA mRtyunI vAta karI. kALIdAse kahyuM, mAro putra mare ja nahiM. mAruM navalAkhanuM tenI pAse leNuM che. te cukavyA vinA jaI kema zake? putranuM zaba paNa paDayuM che. mRtyu te thayuM ja che, temAM zaMkA nathI. paMDitajIe temanA patnIne pUchayuM, koI taraphathI bheTanuM

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ke koI AvyuM che? tuM dikarAne laI kayAMya gaI hatI? patnIe banelI hakIkata kahI ane kahyuM. meM kAMI ja rAkhyuM nathI. paNa khUba Agraha thaye tyAre mAtra navA lADavA rAkhyA che." kALIdAse lADavA maMgAvyA ane bhAgyA che temAMthI rane nIkaLyA. kALIdAsa samajI gayA ke navalAkhanuM deNuM cukvAI gayuM che. eTale dikare cAlyA gaye che. balabhadrane tyAM putrane janma thAya che. te vakhate graho paNa sArA che, ane amRtasiddhi ga che. trIje divase sUrya caMdranA darzana karAve che. chaDe divase jAgaraNuM che ane bArame divase nAmakaraNa vidhi kare che. A kuMvaranuM nAma niSakumAra rAkhe che. karma pramANe anukuLatA ke pratikuLatA maLe che. mAnava bhUmimAM janma lenAra dareka mAnava sarakhA puNya laIne AvatAM nathI. keI zeTha thAya che, koI munima thAya che, keI rAjA thAya che. rAjA pAlakhImAM besIne jAya teya lake tene upADe, chatAM pAlakhImAMthI rAjA nIce utare tyAre teo rAjAnA paga dAbe che. zrImaMtane tyAM aneka khAvAnI vAnagIo hoya che. ekane ghera ghera jaI roTalA ugharAvavA paDe che. jyAre ekane khAdheluM pacAvavA mATe goLIo levI paDe che. ekane piTane khADe purAte nathI. keIne mahela maLe che. te keIne jela maLe che. keIne hAthamAM hIrAnI baMgaDI hoya che. te koInA hAthamAM hAthakaDI paDe che. keIne AnaMda ne keI ne dIlagIrI che. keIne jIvana che, te koIne mRtyu che. kaI jAya Aje kaI jaze kAle, koIne kalaMka koIne tilaka che bhAle , keIne aMta sukhamAM te koIne aMta duHkhamAM, emaja puro A thaI jAze khela....AvyA che saue karavAne khela koIne kALarAjAnA teDA Aje AvyA che te keIne cheDA vakhata pachI Avaze. jatAM jatAM paNa koInI prazaMsA jagata AkhAmAM gavAya che. tyAre koI kalaMka laIne jAya che. keI mRtyu vakhate saMpUrNa samAdhi jALavI zake che. te kaI hAyaya karatAM marI jAya che. AvAM pATha bhajavatAM saunI jIMdagI pUrNa thAya che. puNya-pApanA udayamAM khuzI. dilagIrI manAvavA jevuM nathI. ApaNe AtamarAma karmanI kALI sajA bhagavate hoya tyAre jIbhane mIThA svAdanAM thaTakAmAM AnaMda kema Ave ? je strIne pati kArAvAsamAM hoya te strIne mAja zekha karavA game? darareja mevA mIThAI karI rasAsvAda le game? na ja game. ApaNe AtmArAma saMsAranI jelamAM purAyo che. siddha dazA prApta karavI e ApaNI mULabhUta avasthA che. te prApta karavA prayAso thAya che. nirAMte UMgha AvI jAya che ke hRdayamAM

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127 phaphaDATa che? svAdhyAya karI, ciMtana karI, tapazcaryA karI saMyamanuM yathArtha pAlana karI karmanA deNA cukavI devA che enI ciMtA che kharI? pAMca pacIza bhavamAM mekSa dekhAya che? jelamAM janAranI vartaNuka sArI hoya te jelanI mudata ochI thAya che ane jelamAM paNa jelane teDavAnA prayatna karatA hoya te jela vadhI jAya che. saMsAranI jelamAM paNa ema che. je jIva mithyAtvamAMja paDaye rahe che, mekSathI viparIta vartana kare che, tene saMsAra vadhI jAya che. ane samyagdaSTi prApta karI mukta thavA prayatna kare tathA saMyama ane tapanI ArAdhanA kare te saMsAra parit thaI jAya che. tame karma vadhArI rahyA che ke ghaTADI rahyA cho ? uttama mAnava janma prApta thayA pachI zreSTha kAryo karaze, ArAdhanA karazo te kalyANa thaze. vyAkhyAna naM. 23 zrAvaNa suda 10 ne ravivAra, tA. 1-8-71, anaMtajJAnI lekya prakAzaka bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe bhavya jIne sanmArga batAvyo che. siddhAMtarUpI sAdhana dvArA mekSa rUpI sAdhyane siddha karI zakAya che. bhagavaMte je mArga batAvyo che ene jANavo joIe. je choDavA jevuM che e che DavuM joIe, apanAvavA jevuM che e apanAvavuM joIe, jyAre dharma raga-raganI aMdara vaNAI jAya che tyAre dharma sAdhanAnI aMdara AgaLa vadhe che. niSadakumAranA adhikAranI vAta cAle che. anArya deza ke kuLamAM janma na thatAM Arya dezane AryakuLamAM AvyA e bhAgyanAM udaye AvyA. koI vRttinA anArya che. te koI kuLanAM anArya che. kuLanAM anArya kayAreka dharma pAmI zake paNa je vRttinAM anArya che te vRttinuM parivartana na kare tyAM sudhI sudharI zakato nathI. ApaNe eTalA te bhAgyazALI chIe ke anArya kuLathI ugarI gayA chIe, ApaNuM paga nIce kIDI AvI jaze, te ApaNane keTaluM duHkha thaze ? kAraNa haiyAmAM AryakuLanAM saMskAra paDyA che. sAdhane sArA maLyAM, sadagurU maLyA ane sArA avasara maLe. A AvelI takane saduupayoga nahIM thAya te taka cAlI jaze. takane jhaDapaze te ghaNuM kArya karI zakaze. anaMta bhavanI aMdara A jIve vibhAvadazAnuM ja sevana karyuM che. viSaya ane vAsanAmAM ja jIva taraboLa rahyo che. have A

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18 mAnavajIvanamAM AvuM karavAnuM nathI. jIva jyAre viSayane gulAma bane che tyAre tenI zakti haNAI jAya che. tamAre zakti meLavavI hoya te Indriyane vaza karo. cakravartInI ruddhine paNa paga luchaNiyAnI jema gaTaramAM pheMkI detAM acakAze nahIM. je tyAga karavAnuM che enAM karatAM anekagaNuM prApta karavAnuM che. eka rAjA caturaMgI senA laI mane para vijya prApta karaSA jaI rahyA che. mArgamAM eka muni dhyAnastha dazAmAM AtmadhyAnane dhyAvatAM ritharabhAve UbhA che. rAjA tyAM UbhA rahe che. "muninA AzIrvAda laIne AgaLa vadhIe, ema vicArI muni dhyAna kayAre pALe tenI rAha joI rahyA che. thoDIvAra pachI muni dhyAna pALe che. rAjA muninI najIka jaI pagamAM paDe che. muni kahe che. "rAjana! huM tane page lAguM chuM." "mahAtmana ! Apa mArI mazkarI zA mATe karI rahyA che?" huM te saMsArI jIvaDe chuM. Apa te tyAgI che. Apa mane zA mATe page lAge che?" rAjAe pUchyuM. munie javAba Ape. "he rAjana! tuM mATe tyAgI che. kAraNa ke saMsAranA vaibhava tuccha che, taNakhalA tulya che, tene meM tyAga karyo che. ane AtmAne sukha-vaibhava alaukika che, mahAna che, tene tele kAMI AvI zake tema nathI. AvI mahAna cIjane te tyAga karyo che. have bola ! maTe tyAgI tuM ke huM?" munine kaTAkSa rAjA samajI gayA. ane yuddha karavAno vicAra mulatavI rAkhI pitAnAM rAjyamAM pAchA pharyA. cheDavA karatAM meLavavAnuM anaMtagaNu che evuM bhAna thAya te choDavuM paDatuM nathI, sahaja chUTI jAya che. bALake muThImAM cAra AnI pakaDI hoya ane tene rUpiye Ape te muThI ApaApa khullI jAya che. sAdhakane sagAvahAlA, sanehI, saMbaMdhI, dhana, mAla Adi parANe choDavA paDatA nathI. satya bhAna thAtAM sahajamAM chUTI jAya che. je AtmalakSamI prApta thAya e trikALa che. Aje dekhAtAM bhautika-padArthonAM sukho kSaNika che ke kAyamI kSaNika che ! Atma khajAnAne meLavyuM haze ene raDavAne vakhata nahIM Ave, muMjhAvAne vakhata paNa nahI Ave. mRtyu samaye paNa ene ema thAya che ke huM bIje javAne chuM. A zarIra jIrNa thaI gayuM che. jema vastra jIrNa thatAM choDI de che, ane navAM vastrone dhAraNa kare che, ema A zarIra jIrNa thAya tyAre AtmA tene tyAga kare che ane navA zarIrane dhAraNa kare che. AtmA nikaTa che. je tArUM che te tArAthI chuTuM paDatuM ja nathI. AtmA tAre che te te kAyama rahevAne ja che. ApaNe paNa vyavahAranI aMdara belIe chIe ke "pelA bhAI pAchA thayA. "pAchA thayA" eTale zuM? pharIne janma lIdhe. bIje utpanna thayA. ahIMthI bIje utpanna thavAnuM te nakkI che. have prazna e che ke javAnuM che tyAMnI taiyArI zI karI ? vANIyAbhAI dIrghadraSTivALA heya. pitAnI pAse lAkha rUpiyAne khajAne hoya te paNa mRtyu pahelAM dikarAne sepatA nathI, kAraNa ke badhuM ja dikarAne ApI dIdhA pachI dikarA

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sevA na kare te maratAM maratAM re che, kAraNa ke sAthe laI javAtuM nathI. e hAI javAnuM heta te pitA enA putra mATe eka pAI paNa mukIne jAta khare? - parabhavanI aMdara sAthe Ave e eka mAtra dharma che. karavuM satakarma sAthe Ave che Indriya para vijaya meLa haze, jIvanamAM anAsakta yogane kenyA haze te devagatimAM utpanna thatAM devAMganAo, dhana, mAla, khajAne vi. yAda nahIM Ave, paNa tirthaMkara na kayAM birAje che te yAda Avaze. ahIM ne anArakata cAra tyAM vadhu puSTa banaze, mATe jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke tame tamArA avanane dharmamaya banAve. "dharma rileke hAla che, dharma ja sAce mAla che, dharma vinAnI aMdagI, bhavabhayane savAla che. (2) Thone khabara che kAlanI, deha taNI divAlanI...(2) yuddhanA medAnamAM jatAM peDhAne DhAla e rakSaNa karanAra dharma che. dharma vinAnI aMdagI bhavATavImAM bhaTakAvanAra che. dharma durgatimAM paDatAM ene dhArI rAkhe che. tame strI-putra -parivAra-vaibhavane sArabhUta padArtha mAnelA che, paNa dharma ja sAce sAra che, sAco mAla che. 5ra 5dArtha game teTalA meLavaze paNa kAyamI zAMti maLavAnI nathI. IndriyanAM tarpaNamAM idhana jema jema nAkhatA jaze tema tema chava vadhune vadhu atRpta banate jaze. Indriyane svabhAva ja e che ke ene anukuLa viSaye prApta thatAM jAya tema-tema e anukuLa viSayenI adhika ne adhika spRhA karatI jAya. Indriyane sAmAnya na mAnazo. dekhAvamAM sIdhI-sAdI lAgatI hoya to paNa e AtmAne vaphAdAra nathI, moha samrATanI e AjJAMkita sevikA che. viSayAbhilASa e Indriyone jAduI pAza che. IndriyanuM udara sAgara jevuM atala UMDANavALuM che. anaMtakALathI jIva Indriyane tRpta karavA mathAmaNa karI rahe che. chatAM Indriye tRpta thaI ja nathI. gaI kAle-gayA mahine-A mahine indriyane mane hara zabda-anupama rU5-majedAra rasa -gaMdha-sparza nahotAM ApyA, A mahine pAchI Indriye evI ne evI ja bhUkhI. raDiyA para keTalAM gIte, keTalI komenTrI sAMbhaLI? chatAM pharI-pharIne e gIte rasapUrvaka sAMbhaLavA game che ne? viSayenAM kSaNika AnaMdathI Indriye unmatta banI nAca karavA mAMDe che paNa e nAcamAM evA macakaDAI jAya che ke hADavaidya paNa e bhAMgelA pagane sAMdhI zakatAM nathI. IndriyAsata AtmA mahArAjAne vaza thAya, pachI jyAM sukha nathI tyAM sukha mAne che ane zAzvata sukha che tene je te nathI. je pitAnI aMdara che tenI zodha bahAra calAve che. vanavane kaMdarA DuMgarA zodhatAM, mUrkha kuraMga kasturI kAje, vAsa ene bhamAve bahu thAnamAM, varatu nija nAbhi madhye birAje, - 17

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ema na hatAM apika AvatAM, khoLatA Izane vATa vAre, kayAMthI jANe are mohalA jane, Izi birAjate halya ghATe." : haraNanI nAbhimAM karI che. ene karaturInI khuba suvAsa Ave che. kasturI meLavavA te vanevane bhaTake che ane DuMgarA para caDIne DuMgarAne suMghe che cheDa-choDave jaIne dhe che, paNa karaturI prApta thatI nathI, kAraNa karI enI nAbhimAM ja che. tamAre sukha hoIe che, zAMti joIe che. te aMdara che. bahAra nathI. paNa jIva sukha prApta karavA mATe jagatanAM padArthone prApta kare che. sukhanI zodha bahAra calAve che. hathI viMTaLAcele prANI satya svarUpane jANI zakato nathI. Indriya para vijaya prApta karI zakto nathI. Indriya upara vijaya e Atma khajAnAnA kuMcI che. jeNe potAnI Indriya upara vijaya meLavye te AdhyAtmika arthamAM devALiyo che. je devALiye hoya te moTA vepAra karavAnAM tathA moTI mahelAte baMdhAvavAnA baNagA kevI rIte pheMkI zake? je IndriyajIta che tene agAdha jIvana zaktinI muDI prApta thAya che. jyAM A muDI che tyAM pUrabahAramAM dhamane vyApAra thaI zake che. paNa A muDI viheNe AdhyAtmika bajArano kaI padArtha kharIdavAnI lAyakAta dharAvatA nathI. Indriya para vijaya prApta karI anAsakta yogane keLave. tamArI ronaka pharI jaze. e pachI tamAruM jIvana arIsA jevuM svaccha banI jaze. arIse badhAne satkAra kare che, paNa svIkAra koIne karate nathI. arIsA sAme tame AvyA. tamAruM pratibiMba paDayuM, tame cAlyA gayavaLI arIso e ne e ja svaccha rahe che. tamArA AvavA ke javAthI tenAmAM jarAya vikRti thaI nahiM. jyAre tamAre tyAM mahemAna Ave tyAre tame tene Adara-satkAra Ape che, egya sarabharA kare che, jyAre jAya che tyAre By, By, Tata kahI vaLAve che, paNa tenuM tamane duHkha thAya che?nA ...tema paiso AvyuM, jANuM, tene satkAryo ane jAya tyAre By By Tata kahI gho. tamArAthI A banI zakaze? "sUrya zItaLa ane caMdra agni bane, jJAnI Azcarya emAM na jete, jema tUTI paDe dharaNI dhrujI UThe, teya jJAnI nahi zAMti te, dehamAM te rahaye dehathI paravaze, acaLa sAgara sama te caLe nA, svajana ke zvAnamAM bheda ene nathI, harSa ke kheda ene aDe nA" jJAnI puruSe dareka paristhitimAM samatulA jALavI zake che. jagata AkhAne Azcarya pamADanArI ghaTanA ene Azcarya pamADI zakatI nathI. game teTalI vipatti ane te paNa tene DagAvI zakatI nathI. pANImAM paththara paDe tyAre jarAka kuMDALuM thAya paNa theDIvAramAM pANI pUrvavat zAMta banI jAya. jJAnInI sAme game tevA-gabharAvI mUke tevA prasaMge Ave te paNa pitAnI sthiratAne teo khetAM nathI, vipattine, duHkhane pote sajelA karmanuM

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131 phaLa mAne akhakhanI bhasma banAvavI hoya tyAre tene cAre bAjuthI agni ApavAmAM Ave che. AAtmAne zuddha kAMcanamaya banAvavA hoya tyAre tene paNa du:khamAMthI, vipattimAMthI pasAra karavA paDe che. du:kha vinA sukhanI kiMmata samajAtI nathI. A badhI avasthAne prApta karavA, svane jANavA paDaze. jyAM sudhI jIva svane jANatA nathI, svane pIchANuta nathI, tyAM sudhI tene prApta karavAnI tAlAvelI paNa lAgatI nathI. sAcAne samajatAM khATu' sahaja chUTI jAya che. vaizAlImAM rAjaya karatAM eka rAjAne tyAM rAjakuMvaranA janma thAya che. AkhA gAmamAM hanu mAjI pharI vaLe che. rAjyanA vArasadAra prApta thatAM rAjA paNa apUrva AnaMda anubhave che. khUba lADakoDathI kumAranA uchera thAya che. aneka dAsa-dAsIe vacce vasatA kumAra pAMca varSanA thAya che. eka vakhata te rAjamAM cAra loko Ave che. ane rAjAnA mahelamAM ja praveza kare che. cArane saradvAra A rAjakumArane jue che ane tene vicAra thAya che ke vAha ! rAjayanI kharI saMpatti te A rAjakumAra che, mAre ekeya khALaka nathI. A kevA suMdara che ! tene ja upADavA zreSTha che. Ama vicArI bALakane laI jAya che. cAranA saradAra bALakane peAtAnI pallImAM laI jaI mATe kare che. A mAjI rAjA kuvaranI tapAsa kare che. rAjAne saMtApanA pAra nathI. AkhI nagarImAM hAhAkAra macI jAya che. cArane AnaMdanA pAra nathI. kuMvarane khUba premathI uchere che. aneka vidyA zikhave che. sAthesAthe cArI kema karavI, te paNa zIkhave che. anukame kuMvara pacIsa varasanA thAya che. A kuMvarane kAMI khakhara nathI ke huM kANu chu? peAtAnuM mULabhUta svarUpa bhUlI gayA che. ajJAnanAM pratApe te mAne che ke amAro dhaMdhA tA cArI ane lUMTaphATanA che. pallipatinI evI IcchA hartA ke mArI pallImAM A hAMziyAra ane ane mArA dhadhAmAM upayeAgI thAya. tema ja mArA pachI A kuMvara pallipati bane. ekavAra kuMvara jaMgalamAM zikAra mATe jAya che. ane tenA pitA-rAjA paNa tyAM ja zikAra karavA Ave che. pitA-putranA meLApa thAya che. putra-pitAne oLakhI zakatA nathI, pitA-putrane oLakhI zakatA nathI. paNa A kuMvarane jotAM rAjAnAM haiyAmAM umaLako Ave che. A ja mArA putra che ema tene lAge che. te vicAre che : mArA kuMvarane kapALamAM lAkhu hatu ane Ane paNa kapALe lAkhu che. mArA kuMvara hata te te AvaDA hota. kutuhulane vaza thaI rAjA pUche che "tu kANu che? ane tArA pitA kANu che? tuM ahIM zA mATe anyeA che? tArA pitA atyAre kayAM che? '' kuMvara kahe che. hu pallipatinA putra chuM. mArA bApuMjI bimAra che. huM jaMgalamAM zikAra karavA mATe Avye chu." kuMvaranI vAta sAMbhaLI rAjA kahe che. "cAla, huM tArI sAthe tArA pitAnI khabara kADhavA AvuM chuM." rAjA pallipati pAse jAya che. tamiyatanAM samAcAra pUchI kahe che Apa atyAre sAce sAcu khelajo. A putra kAnA che ? mArA putrane cAra laI gayA che,

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tame mArI sAthe banAvaTa na karazo." rAjAne jaI palipatioLakhI jAya che. ane kahe che? rAjana ! A Apane ja putra che. pAMca varSane hatuM tyAre huM tene cerI gayuM hatuM. meM AkhI jIMdagI kALAM-dhaLAM karavAmAM gALI che. have maratAM-karatAM eka satkarma karate jAuM chuM. tamArA putrane huM pAcho saMpuM chuM. mane ema hatuM ke huM mArI pallIne tene vArasadAra banAvIza. paNa tame laI jAva. ahIM karatAM tyAM te vadhu sukhI ane samRdhdha banaze. vaLI putrane viyega thatAM pitAne ke AghAta thAya te paNa huM jANuM chuM. Apa mane mApha karaje. meM ApanA putrane jarApaNa duHkha ApyuM nathI. khUba lADakoDathI ucherI vidyA ApI che." rAjA kuMvarane laI vaizAlImAM Ave che. kuMvara AvatAM have AkhI nagarImAM AnaMda thaI gaye. have A kuMvara lUMTaphATa calAvaze? nA. kAraNa zuM ? have ene pitAnA svarUpanI jANa thaI che ke, huM palipatine kuMvara nathI paNa rAjAne kuMvara chuM. e samaje che ke A badhI mArI ja prajA che, te huM kene kuMTura mArUM ja rAjya che. te huM cerI kayAM karuM? rAjyanuM rakSaNa karavuM te mAro dharma che. tevI ja rIte sva-svarUpanI jANa thatAM pitAne khyAla Avaze ke viSaya- kaSAyamAM jaIne huM mArA AtmaguNa rUpI lakSmIne kema luMTuM! sAdhane maLyAM te sAdhatene sadupayoga karI Atmazakti prApta karavAnI che. te mATe purUSArtha karI AtmasvarUpane pAme. A suMdara jIvanane IdriyanAM tarpaNamAM hemI daIza te A avatAra, AvI anukaLatA pharI-pharI maLavAnI nathI. viSaya kaSAya karI karma bAMdhIza, paNa jIva jevA kema kare che evA ene phaLa bhogavavA paDe che. cAra prakAranAM baMdha che. prakRtibaMdha, sthitibaMdha, anubhAga baMdha, pradeza baMdha. temAM prakRti ane pradeza e ganAM ghara che. - lAMbI sthitinuM tIvra rasavALuM ke maMdarasavALuM karma Ave che te badhuM vibhAvadazAnuM phaLa " che. keInuM pApa koI laI zakatuM nathI bIjAnuM kareluM huM bhegavuM ema banatuM nathI. je rtA thAya e ja bhegave che. je baMdhAyeluM karma che e kharavAnuM che. je pAkeluM phaLa tUTI gayuM e pAchuM cATatuM nathI. vibhAva bhAve baMdhAyelAM karmane udaya thAya che ane bhagavAya che, paraMtu jJAnanI balihArI ahIM ja che ke udaya vakhate samatA rAkhe te navAM karma na baMdhAya. darda Ave ene jANe ne jue, paNa rAga dveSa na kare. dADhane dukhAve khUba upaDyo, sahana thaI zake nahiM. ane tIvra kaSAya karyA, pari. NAme navAM karma baMdhAyAM. vedanIya karma rUpAMtara kare, ekane badale bIje dukha thAya. dADha maTe ne gaLAne dukhA thAya. gaLuM sUjI jAya, pANI paNa utare nahiM. e maTayuM tyAM tAva Avya, tAva te utarI gayA paNa azakita AvI gaI. jIva karma kare che e ja bhagave che, kaI bheLavI detuM nathI. tamane DekaTaranAM ijekazanamAM zraddhA che. davATIkaDImAM zraddhA che, paNa bhagavAnanAM vacana upara zraddhA nathI. tuM jeTalA tIvra kaSAya karIza eTalAM

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cIkaNA kama baMdhAze. jAvuM che lagnamAM ane thaI gayA jhADA. kAMI hatuM nahiM ane ekAeka zuM thaI gayuM ? zarIra paNa ApaNe IcchA pramANe vartatuM nathI te bairAM-chokarAM zuM vartavAnAM hatAM ? je duHkhamAMthI mukta thavuM hoya te dharma para zraddhA rAkhe. bhAvapUrvaka sadgurUone vaMdana kare. "vaMdanA pApa-nikaMdanA', paNa duHkhane viSaya e che ke jeTalI sthiratA-ekAgratA sAMsArika pravRttimAM Ave che, eTalI dharmamAM nathI AvatI. mALA pherave te paNa kevI rIte? rAtanA paga lAMbA karIne, ozIkAne Teke laIne kAM khAtAM khAtAM; emAM ekAgra citta thAya kayAMthI? mALA hAthamAM rahI jAya ane bhAIsAheba UMghI jAya. kArya karavuM hoya enI aMdara etata thavuM joIe. eka joSI mahArAja, zeTha zeThANI beThAM che tyAM AvyA. zeThe jevI mahArAjane jaIne kahyuM-"A joSI mahArAja! tame jarA jeI Apo ke mAro vaibhava kayAM sudhI Takaze? jIvane bhAvi jANavAnI bahu IcchA thAya che. jethI mahArAje kahyuM. "zeThIyA! tame te bahu bhAgyazALI cho. tamArA hAthamAM lakSmI rame che. A tamAre vaibhava sAta-sAta peDhI sudhI raheze. AThamI peDhIe khAvA dhAna paNa nahIM rahe. joSIne te puraskAra ApI ravAnA karyo paNa te baMnene khUba du:kha thayuM. "arere! amArI AThamI piDhI bicArI kevI rIte divase pasAra karaze?" A ciMtAmAM baMne mAMdA paDI gayA. ane blaDapresaranI upAdhi vadhI paDI. badhAM khabara kADhavA AvavA lAgyA. zeThanAM eka mitrane paNa zeThanI bimArInI khabara paDI ane te khabara kADhavA AvyuM. teNe zeThane kahyuM-are jamanAdAsa, bahu bimAra thaI gayA che, ubhA paNa thaI zakatA nathI, ATalI badhI bimArI kema vadhI gaI? A zarIra para zenI asara thaI che? huM tamAro mitra chuM. mane hadaya khelI vAta kare. "zeTha kahe che," mitra, thoDA divasa pahelAM eka joSI mahArAja AvelA. temaNe kahyuM, ke A tamAre vaibhava sAta peDhI sudhI raheze ane AThamI peDhIne khAvA dhAna nahI rahe. mane khUba ciMtA thAya che ke mArI AThamI peDhInAM bALako zuM karaze? A sAMbhaLIne mitra pUche che : zeTha, tame paraNelA che ? zeThe javAba ApyaH are, A maMdavADamAM tane mArI mazkarI karavAnuM sUjhe che! A khATalAmAM kaNa sUtuM che? te paNa jete nathI. ThIka, ThIka, paNa tamAre bALaka keTalA che? mitre pharI prazna pUchaye ! bALako te ekapaNa nathI. zeThane pratyuttara sAMbhaLI temane mitra khaDakhaDATa hasI paDyo ane balya, are zeTha ! hajI pahelI peDhI nathI tyAM AThamI peDhInI ciMtA zA mATe karo cho? UbhA thaI jAva, ane mananI nirAzAne khaMkherI nAkhe. AvI beTI upAdhi zA mATe kare che? kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke jIvane jeTalI pitAnuM bhAvi jenAra joSI mahArAjamAM zraddhA che teTalI bhagavAnanI vANImAM nathI, jeTalI ciMtA bAhA padArthanI-putra, putrI, sagAM,

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che nehI, vagerenI che eTalI pitAnA AtmAnI nathI. je AtmakalyANuM karavuM hoya te ciMtA mUkI Atma khajAnAne oLakhI svasvarUpane nihALI AtmAnaMdanI aMdara magna bane. A avasara pharI pharI maLa durlabha che. niSadhakumAra mAnavane avatAra pAmyA che. tenuM bhAvi khUba ujajavaLa che, jIvanane teo kevI rIte ujajavaLa banAvaze te vAta avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.24 zrAvaNa suda 13 ne budhavAra tA. 4-8-71 anaMtajJAnI paramAtmA ne siddhAMta dvArA samajAve che. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu. enuM nAma siddhAMta. ahIM niSadhakumArane adhikAra cAle che. niSaSakumArane gurUkuLamAM mukavAmAM Ave che. jyAM te bahetara kaLAne abhyAsa kare che. A kaLA laukika che. gautama kulakanI aMdara kahyuM che ke, "savva kalA dhamma kalA jijAI savva kahA dhamma kahA jijAI / savva bala dhammabala jijAI savva suhaM dhamma suha jijaaii|" badhI kaLAmAM dhamakaLA zreSTha che. sarva kathAmAM dharmakathA, sarva balamAM dhabala ane sarva sukhamAM dharma (Atmika) sukha zreSTha che. "nA vidyA thI vimura" vidhA ene kahevAya ke je baMdhanathI cheDAve. saMsAramAM laukika vidyA vagara cAlatuM nathI. Aje sarakAra nAnA gAmaDAMomAM zALA baMdhAve che. prauDha zikSaNanAM paNa kalAsa calAve che "rI svarNAviyAnA" zaizava vidyAnAM abhyAsathI suMdara bane che. bAlyakALamAM jemaNe vidyA nathI maLatI hatI, jIvana keLavyuM nathI hotuM ane ramata-gamata, tephAna, meja-majhAmAM divaso vitAvyA hoya che te jyAre tarUNa avasthAmAM praveza kare che tyAre tene AMsu sAravA paDe che. paraMtu vidyA kahevI kene? ghaNuM akSara-jJAna meLavI lIdhuM tene vidhA kahevI? "nA". juo A kAvya zuM kahe che? gaNitAdika zAstrone gaNyA re, vaLI bhASA anekane bhaNyA re, " . . : caturAInA caNatara caNyA re, khaLabhaLatuM re citta maMdira nA caNAyuM, je buddha janee batAvyuM.

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jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke ghaNAM gaNitanA keyaDA ukeyA, bhASAo ghaNuM bhaNayA, badhAe "bahu bhayA' (2) ema kahIne satkAryA, paNa manamAM je luccAI bharI che te jyAM sudhI nahIM jAya tyAM sudhI badhuM bhaNatara nakAmuM che. je vivAthI vANa, vicAra ane vartana vizuddha rAkhe che te ja sAcI vidyA bha che. AvI vidhA prApta karanAra vidyAthI zAnta hoya, tenAmAM uzkerATa na hoya, te jIvanamAM zraddhAnI joti jagAve che. zraddhAnAM pAsa majabUta thayA vinA keI jIva AgaLa vadhI zakatuM nathI. vItarAganI vANIne keTale prabhAva che? tirthaMkara zuM kahevA mAge che. siddhAMtamAM zuM rahasya bhareluM che.e bhAvane je samaje che. eNe ja jJAna meLavyuM che. je baMdhanathI mukata karAve che. jenAthI tarAya e ja sAcuM bhaNatara che. AjanAM bhaNatara pAchaLa paNa lakSya gulAmInuM che. bhaNuM-gaNIne nekarI kare che. jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke je bhaNatara viSayavAsanAne gulAma na banAve, paNa AtmAnuM sAcuM bhAna karAve e ja sAcuM bhaNatara che. Aje ApaNe je bhaNyA chIe e mahApurUnI daSTie sAcuM bhaNatara che? e tapAse. bhaNa-bhaNavuM, tara-taravuM eTale ke evuM che ke je tamane taratAM zIkhaDAve. baMdhana kevI rIte teDavA e batAvanAra pU. kezavalAlajI mahArAjanI Aje tithI che. kacchanI aMdara dezalapura nAmanuM gAma che. tyAMnA teo vatanI hatAM. jetasIbhAI temanA pitAnuM nAma hatuM. mAtAnuM nAma saMtokabahena hatuM. saMtokabahenanI kukSie A nararatna utpanna thayA. nAnI uMmaramAM mAtA mRtyu pAmI, navI mA AvI. enuM nAma hIrabAI hatuM. thoDA vakhatamAM bApujI paNa gujarI gayA, pachI muMbaImAM anAjanI dukAna nAkhI ane temanA moTAbhAIne muMbaInuM pANI lAgyuM ane jaLadara thayuM. tethI temane davA karAvavA mATe dezamAM laI AvyA. DAM divasa bhAInI sAravAra mATe dezalapura rokAyA. pachI muMbaI javAnI taiyArI karI tyAre temanAM moTAbhAI temane kahe che ke AcArya zAmajI svAmI upAzrayamAM birAje che, temanAM darzanano lAbha le. pUjya mahArAja sAhebanuM ekAduM vyAkhyAna te sAMbhaLa kevuM sarasa teo samajAve che! nAnAbhAI kahe che, bhale tyAre, sAMbhaLavA jaIza. moTAbhAInuM vacana svIkArIne vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA jAya che. suMdara zailIthI vidha-vidha prakAranI vyAkhyA karIne pUjya zrI dharmadezanA saMbhaLAve che. tRSNAmAMthI tRpti tarapha vaLavAno mArga batAve che. "eka vikAsane mAga che, bIje vinAzane mArga che. jyAM tRSNA che tyAM vinAza che, jyAM tRpti che tyAM vikAsa che." viSaya sukhane kSaNika camakAra keTalAM kALAM karma baMdhAve che! tenAthI keTalI AtmahiMsA thAya che? jIve baMdhanathI mukta thavuM joIe. saMsAra asAra che. jyAM svadayAne abhAva tyAM zAzvata sukha kevuM? e te kSaNika sukha che. khujalInI khaNu ja vadhu pIDA mUke che, tema viSaya sevanathI mana vadhu ne vadhu atRpta rahe che" AvI aneka vAte teo

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khalI-vahelI sAMbhaLe che. hadayamAM rUci jAya che. have te rAjAja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA jaya che. ane sAMbhaLIne manana kare che. traNa divasa thayA paNa muMbaI javAnuM nAma letAM tathI, tethI temanA moTAbhAI kahe che, have kayAre muMbaI javuM che? teo javAba Ape che ke hamaNAM mAre ahIM rahevuM che, jIvanamAM A sAMbhaLavAne jega kayAre maLe? paisA te game tyAre kamAIzuM paNa AvI vItarAganI vANI kayAre sAMbhaLazuM? mATe mAre vicAra te e che ke mahArAja sAheba tyAM sudhI ahIM che tyAM sudhI ahIM rahevuM. moTAbhAI kahe che. "bhale, tuM mahArAja sAhebane lAbha laI dharmane jIvanamAM vaNa, tethI huM rAjI chuM." have te teo vadhu lAbha levA lAgyA. gurUdeva vidha-vidha vAnagI pIrase che. ajJAnamAMthI kema nivRtta thavuM? saMsAranuM sAcuM svarUpa zuM che te batAve che sAcI samajaNa Ape che. kezavalAla bhAI vicAre che ke mAre te gurUdeva kahe tema karavuM che. cheDA paricaya pachI gurUdeva pUche che-tane sAmAyika AvaDe che? teo kahe che," mane phakta navakAramaMtra AvaDe che." pachI gurUdeva sAmAyika zIkhavADe che. eka divasamAM sAmAyika zIkhI jAya che. abhyAsa sAthe gurUdeva "AtmAne pApamAM ja kema aTakAva" e paNa khUbIthI samajAve che. sAmAyika e cAritrya che. zrAvakone be ghaDInuM sAmAyika hoya che ane sAdhune jaMdagI sudhI sAmAyika karavAnI hoya che. sAmAyika te mekSanuM pravezadvAra che, ema anuga dvAramAM kahela che. cha AvakamAM prathama Avazyaka sAmAyika che. sAmAyikamAM samabhAvanI sAdhanA karavAnI che. sAmAyika pUrNa thayA pachI kezubhAI kahe che. "he pUjyazrI ! mArI IcchA pratikramaNa zIkhavAnI che. je ApanI AjJA heya te? gurUdevanI AjJA maLatAM pratikramaNa zarU kare che. ATha divasamAM pratikamaNuM zIkhI jAya che. tyAra pachI kAyanAM bola, nava tatva, cha ArA, karmaprakRti ema karatAM cha mahinAmAM 75 thekaDAM kaMThastha karI lIdhA ane badhAM akhalita cAlavA lAgyA. jyAre puche tyAre tata javAba Ape. jema adharAtrie UMghamAM paNa ke tamAruM nAma pUche ane tarata javAba maLe, nAma na bhUlI javAya tema je bhaNyA te gAthA ke thekaDAM evI sarasa rIte hadayamAM UtarI javA lAgyA, ke jyAre pUche tyAre javAba hAjara ja hoya. kezavalAlabhAI abhyAsamAM AgaLa vadhatAM jAya che. A bAju bhAInI mAMdagI paNa AgaLa vadhatI jAya che. aMte bhAIne jIvanadIpa bujhAI jAya che. moTAbhAInuM mRtyuM temane vairAgyamAM vadhu daDha banAve che. eka vakhata temanI mAtAe pUchyuM "muMbaI kayAre javuM che?" teo kahe che ke "mane ahIM gamI gayuM che, mAre te saMyama paMthe javuM che. have muMbaInuM kAma sameTI levuM che." "zuM tAre amane bhUkha bhegA karavA che?" mAtA ekadama belI UThyA. teo e zAMtithI mAtAne javAba Apyo-"mAre paisA joti nathI. dukAna vadhAvIne paisA

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tamane ApI daI, pachI huM mArA kAryamAM lAgI jAuM. mA-dikaza vacce khUba vAlAvADa thAya che. paNa aMte muMbaI AvI dukAnane mAla vecI, rekaDA rUpiyA karI lIdhA. ane mAtAnA hAthamAM soMpI dIdhA ane pachI dIkSA mATenI rajA mAMgI. AtmA jyAre jAge che tyAre koI baMdhana ene naDatuM nathI. saMyamamAM sthira thavA mATe mehane tyAga jarUrI che. yAre Atamane divaDe jAge, tyAre vaibhava aLakhAmaNAM lAge, lAge khAre saMsAra, lAge pyAre aNagAra, ene mukitanAM paMthanI raDha lAgI. jA re AtmA... ekavAra AtmajJAnanuM svasaMvedana thayuM tene saMsAra kSAra bhumi lAgaze. aMdhArA phavA jevuM lAgaze. smazAna jevuM lAgaze. mUlya vagarane sAva asAra lAgaze. kAjaLanI koTaDI je lAgaze. jene AtmA jAgI gaye tenI cetanA pukAra kare che ke A bhava ene gumAva nathI. eka aMdagI AtmA mATe ghasI nAkhavI che. mAnava deDa karmanA bhUkA UDADavA mATe che, nahIM ke viSaya vadhAravA mATe. kezavalAlabhAIne sAce vairAgya che ke kheTo che enI kaseTI mAtA kare che. traNa divasa sudhI eAraDAmAM pUrI rAkhe che. AkarI kasoTI thAya che, chatAM AtmAne eka ja avAja che ke mAre saMyama joIe, svapna paNa saMsAra na joIe. cAhe bhaDabhaDatI bhISaNa bhaThThImAM nAkhaje, cAhe dariyAnAM UMDA jaLamAM DUbADaje, lAkha lAkha rIte mujane leje laTI re, karI le kaTIkeTI. keTI vAra. kaseTIe khabara paDe che ke A senuM che ke pitaLa! teo to kahe che koThI-koTI tame mane tAvI jue te paNa mAre te eka ja pikAra che. vItarAganA mArge javuM che. aMte teoe mahArAja sAthe vihAra karyo. sagA-vahAlAne jaIne teDI AvyA te pAchA mahArAja pAse cAlyA gayA. jA e dAbe zI rIte rahe? jene aMdarane AtmA jAge che, jene gurUnuM ja zaraNuM joItuM hoya te bIjA zaraNanI IcchA kema kare ? gara baMdhana teDAve che. gurU laghune mahAna, apUNane pUrNa ane pAmarane punita banAve che. "bina nayana pAve nahiM binA nayanarI vAta, seve sadagurU caraNa, pAve sAkSAta." jene aMdarathI ema thAya che ke A badhuM choDavA jevuM che ane AtmAnuM karavA jevuM che te saMsAramAM rahI zakatAM nathI. aMte dezalapuramAM nAnI pakSanAM pUjya zAmajI svAmI pAse dikSA lIdhI. ane abhyAsamAM lAgI gayA. thoDA vakhata pachI trilekacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba sAthe saurASTramAM AvI gayA ane A ratna pU. mehanalAlajI mahArAjane saMpAyuM. temaNe sAta sUtre kaMThastha karyA, paNa sUtranI aMdara temanuM agAdha avagAhana hatuM.

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kAvya, vyAkaraNa vi bahu jaladIthI zIkhI jatAM. buddhi eTalI sarasa ke je paMDita jaNAvatAM e paMDita kahetAM ke mane hajI sudhI AnA je vidyArthI maLyuM nathI. yAdazakita paNa jabaradasta hatI. atyAre sAmAyika zIkhavAmAM chokarAM bAra mahinA kADhe che. buddhi te hoya paNa Aje chokarAo ramatamAM rahe che. ane bhaNAvanArane paNa purI kALajI hetI nathI. pU. mahArAjazrIne buddhine vaibhava vizALa hato. svadarzana, svasamaya nAM bhAvene yathArtha rIte jANI lIdhA pachI parasamayane abhyAsa zarU karyo. bauddha, vedAMta sAMkhyAdi aneka jazanene jhINavaTapUrvaka abhyAsa karyo. jema-jema abhyAsa vadhate gaye tematema jaina dharmanuM bahumAna vadhatuM gayuM ne draDha zraddhAvAna banyA. dareka sAdhue jaina darzanane batrIsa zAstrane pUrepUre abhyAsa kara joIe. pU. mahArAja sAhebe AdhyAtmika pustako ghaNAM vAMcyA bIjA paNa ghaNuM pustaka vAMcyA. A Aje teo ApaNI samakSa nathI paNa temanAM sAhitya "cha ane adhikAra, udAyana rAjAne adhikAra" vi vyAkhyAnanAM purataka bahAra paDI cUkela che. te vAMcatA temanA AdhyAtmika bhAve ane AdhyAtmika jIvananI jhAMkhI jarUra thAya che. bAvana varSanI uMmare dholerAthI vihAra karatAM gAmaDAmAM hArTa-eTeka AvyA. bIje hArTa-eTeka dhaMdhukAmAM Ave. te paNa oLI vagara page cAlIne vaDhavANa sudhI vihAra karIne AvyA. kusumabenane dikSA ApavA mATe surendranagara je divase padhAravAnA hatA, tenI AgalI rAtre vaDhavANamAM trIjo hATa-eTeka Ave. paNa koIne vAta karI nahiM. temanAM ziSyane paNa kahI dIdhuM ke tame keIne kaheze nahiM. savAra paDatAM vihAra zarU karyo. gAma bahAra AvatAM be-traNa visAmA levA paDayA. aMte teo cAlavAne mATe asamartha banyA. vaDhavANanAM bhAvika zrAvake sAthe hatAM. teoe DoLI maMgAvI ane parANe DoLImAM besADayA. DaLI vaDhavANa tarapha ravAnA thaI to paNa mahArAja sAhebe mAre kusumane dikSA devA javuM che. surendranagara tarapha DeLI calAve. paNa zrAvakee vinaMtI karI ke ApanI tabiyata AvI hoya ane ame Apane javA na daIe. sAruM thAya pachI khuzIthI padhArajo. mahArAja sAheba vaDhavANa pAchA padhAryA ane A samAcAra vAyuvege badhe prasarI gayAM. ane badhAM zokamaya banI gayA. ame badhAM paNa vaDhavANa AvI gayAM. pUjya mahArAja sAhebe traNa varasa pahelAM kahyuM hatuM ke have A zarIra bahu nabhaze nahiM. mAruM AyuSya vadhAre nathI. mATe tame amadAvAda comAsu karI tarata pAchA AvI jaje. gaNeza divasa sudhI maMdavADa rahyo. hArTanI Trabala thAya paNa teo cAritradharmamAM makkama hatAM. DokaTara, saMgha vi. IMjekazana levA kahe paNa teo nA ja pADe. rAtrie amAre kAMI kape nahiM, ema cokhkhuM kahI de. deha e roganuM ghara che tene mATe cAritra gumAvAya nahi. teozrIne paDakhuM pheravavAnI paNa manAI hatI, te paNa dhyAnamAM besI jAya. roja rAtanAM traNa vAge UThIne be kalAka dhyAnamAM

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besavAnI Teva hatI tethI te vinA emane majA Ave nahi. DokaTare tathA zrAvako nA paDe. chatAM dhyAnamAM bese. jaDa juduM, cetana juduM. e mAtra vAtamAM ja nahi. prekaTIkala jIvanamAM teo e batAvI ApyuM. jyAre nADI tUTe che, nADInA dhabakArA vadhI rahyA che tyAre lIMbaDInA premacaMdabhAI pUche che, zuM dhArA cAle che? te kahe che :anaMtaguNa AtmA, kare nija-nija guNanuM kAma, je samaje A jIvaDe, sare potAnuM kAma. jIvana-maraNane saMgrAma cAle tyAre AvA AdhyAtmika kaleka hRdayamAMthI nIkaLe che. te ja batAvI Ape che ke temanAM manamAM atyaMta zAMti hatI. keTaluM jJAnanuM dehana haze? kevI bheda-vijJAnanI pakkaDa haze? keTalI upayoga-jAgRti haze? chellI sthiti chatAM leke para zlekanI saravANI vahI rahI hatI. sat sararUpI AtmA, utpAta vyaya - dhruva - yukta, samaje keI viralA, thaI jAya te bhavamukta. teozrIne aMtima bedha kAgaLa upara lakhavA mAMDe. jarA bhUla thAya te traNacAra vAra belIne lakhAvatAM. sat eTale astitva-guNa. AtmA bhUtakALamAM hatuM, atyAre che, ane bhaviSyamAM haze. AtmAnI traNa paryAya. (1) utpAta, (2) vyaya (3) dhruva. utpAta ane vyaya je samaje ene kadI duHkhI thavAne vakhata na Ave. jeNe AtmAne jANe ane mANyo evA saddagurUdevane dhanya che. pUjyazrIe baporanA bAra ne pistAlIsa mInITe deha choDa ane bArane cAlIse A vAta kare che. huM chuM nija AtmA, bAkI saghaLuM pheka, chuTI jAya A deha te, nahIM kAMI harSa ke zeka. A doharAnuM kharekha manana kare. A deha upara Asakti nahIM rahe. mahArAja sAhebe pitAnA deha sAme joyuM nahIM. chellI ghaDIe paNa AtmAnuM vedana che. teozrI vizALa abhyAsane kAraNe game tevA kaThaNa prazno paNa sahelAIthI hala karatAM. bALaka hoya. ke moTAM heya, darekanA prazno zAMtipUrvaka sAMbhaLatA ane egya uttara ApatA. teozrIne AtmA mahA pavitra ha. daSTi dravya upara hatI teozrI sarala svabhAvI ane nikhAlasa hRdayanA hatAM. jemAsA mATe vinaMtI karavA Ave te tarata ja javAba ApI detAM. traNa - cAra vAra dhakkA khavaDAvatAM nahIM. AvA sarala svabhAvI mahApuruSamAMthI ghaNe ghaNe bodha levA jevuM che. vaizAkha suda 13 ne budhavAranAM roja teozrIne dehavilaya thaye. mahArAja sAhebanAM javAthI hAhAkAra macI gaye. jemAsAmAM AvA mahApurUSane yAda karIe te ApaNA jIvanamAM jAgRti Ave. Aje AvA mahAna AtmAnA-jena samAjamAM sthaMbha jevA AtmAnA tUTA paDayA che.

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kharekhara, AvA mahApurUSonAM jIvanamAMthI ApaNane keTaluM' jANavAnuM maLe che. mahApurUSonAM jIvana sAMbhaLI temanA guNene ApaNe yathAzakti jIvanamAM utArIe tA kalyANa thaze. vizeSa adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna na. 25 zrAvaNa suda 14 ne gurUvAra tA. 5-8-71 ana'tajJAnI traileAkaya prakAzaka bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe siddhAMta dvArA bhavya jIvAne tatvA samajAvyA che. (6 'kusagge jaha osa bindue, thovaM ciTThai lambamANae / "" evaM maguyANa jIviyaM, samayaM goyama mA pamAyae 3. a. 10 gA. 2 bhagavAna kahe che; DAbhanA agrabhAga upara pANInuM biMdu paDe e thaDIvAramAM-mAM tA pavananA jhapATAthI sarI paDe che. athavA tA sUryanA tApathI zASAI jAya che. ana'takALanI apekSAe ApaNuM pacAsa ke seA varasatu' AyuSya tadna apa che. manuSyanuM AyuSya alpa sthitivALuM che, siddhanA anaMta sukhanI AgaLa A dekhAtA vaibhavA jemAM jIva sukha mAnI rahyo che, e bahu ja alpa samaya TakavAvALA che. jJAnI purUSa kahe che, A badhu tane anekavAra maLyu che paNa eka dhama maLyA nathI. dhama vinAnuM jIvana nakAmuM che. mAnavanI mahattA vidyA ane vivekathI che. vidyA vivekane apAve che. jenAthI haiya-jJeya ane upAdeyanI buddhi Ave che e sAcI vidyA che. tame svIca dabAvI ke prakAza patharAI gayA ane vastunuM darzana thayuM. sArA ke narasA padAyane grahaNa karavA te tamArA hAthanI vAta che. haiya ane upAdeyanA viveka tamAre karavAnA che. jJAna jIvananu' amRta che. jJAna vinAnI jIMdagI pazu samAna che. jJAna vagaranA jIvananI kAMI kiMmata nathI. vidyAnI zaiAbhA zemAM che? dAnathI lakSmI zeAle che ema vidyA sukRtyathI zeAle che. je vidyA heya ane upAdeyanA viveka na zIkhave, samatA na zIkhave, sArAsAranu jJAna na zIkhave e vidyA nathI, paNa magaja upara ladAyela DIgrInA mejo che. niSakumAra abhyAsa kare che. khetera kaLAnI aMdara pAraMgata bane che. khAlyakALa e vidyAbhyAsa mATe zreSTha kALa gaNAya che. bloTIMga para zAhI paDe ke tarata te cUsI le che

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tema bALakane gurU jJAna Ape che e jalatI grahaNa karI le che. bALakanuM magaja komaLa hoya che. kumaLuM magaja jJAnane jaladI grahaNa karI zake che. vidyA AvI paNa maitrIbhAvanA na jAgI, samatA na AvI te e sAcI vidyA nathI. suvidhAthI saMskAronuM siMcana thAya che. suMdara cAritra ghaDAya che. suMdara vicArathI suMdara cAritra ghaDAya che. "Strong character is produced by strong thinkings good deeds are the out come of good thoughts. No man can live a nobel life without thinking nobly." "ucca AcaraNa ucca vicAramAMthI utpanna thAya che. sArAM kRtye e sArA pariNAma che. umadA vicAra vinA umadA jIvana koI paNa mANasa jIvI zakyuM nathI. sArUM dekhAvuM e judI vastu che. jIvanamAM sAruM AcaravuM e judI vastu che. je Ave te khAvuM, svAdiSTa khAvuM, ane pathya kherAka khAvo e traNamAM taphAvata che. pazu je Avaze te moDhAmAM nAkhaze. manuSya te svAda Avaze e khAze, bAkInuM kAMI khAze nahIM. svAdiSTa khAvuM. jyAre vivekazIla mANase puSTivALuM khAze. A badhAmAM phera che. ema sadAcArI kahevarAvavuM ane sadAcArI thavuM emAM phera che. mAnava jIvana pAThazALA che. A pAThazALAmAM sadAcAranA ekaDA ghuMTavAnA che. bALaka je pATImAM ekaDA karaze te AgaLa zIkhI zakaze. paNa kaheze ke huM ekaDA nathI karavAne, mAre te cekaDA ja pADavA che, te te kyAMthI zIkhaze? sadAcArI thavuM hoya te saddavicAra prathama keLavavA paDaze. mAnava jIvanamAM sadAcAranA ekaDA ghuMTavAM che? "jagata che jIvananI pAThazALA mahA, jyAM zIkhavAtA dayA prema pATha, vizva baMdhutvanA sUtra samajAya che, chuTatI svArthanI jaTIla gAMThe dharma tapa ne titikSA te AcarI, hRdaya sAgara vizALa bane che, aDaga ne amiTa ahIM AtmabaLa khIlatuM, jIva kalyANa paMthe caDe che." kalyANanA mArga upara cAlavuM haze te A pAThane zIkhavA paDaze. je koI paNa DIgrI meLavavI haze te tene anusAra ja abhyAsa kare paDaze ApaNe paNa AtmAnA svarUpane prApta karavuM che. meMdImAMthI raMga meLavavA meMdIne vATavI paDaze. meMdIne vATatA raMga prApta thAya che. dahIMmAMthI mAkhaNa meLavavuM hoya te dahIMne valavavuM paDe che talane pilavAthI tela maLe che. lIMDI pIparane 64 pahora sudhI ghuMTayA karo te temAMthI tIkhAza utpanna thAya che, ema AtmAnA svarUpane prApta karavA mATe avazya puruSArtha karavo paDaze. paNa Aje mAnave paise Adi je prArabdhane AdhIna che, ene puruSArthamAM mukI dIdho ane dharma je puruSArthane AdhIna che ane prArabdhamAM mukI dIdhuM. prArabdhathI TAMkImAM jyAM sudhI

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puNyarUpI pANI che tyAM sudhI naLa khelatAM pANI prApta thAya che, paNa pANI khalAsa thayA pachI game teTalA prayatna kare te paNa pANI maLI zakaze nahIM. puNyane udaya heya te lAkha rUpiyAnI TaMkazALa paDe. tame ema mAne che ke phona karatAM karatAM lAkho rUpiyA maLI zake te mekSa kema na maLe? mokSa mATe bhagIratha puruSArthanI jarUra che puruSArtha vinA siddhi prApta thaI zake nahiM. mAnava jIvanamAM aneka guNe vikAsa karavAne che. A jagata pAThazALA che. A pAThazALAmAM dayAna, vairyanA ane kSamAnA pATho zIkhavAnA che. je jIva sAdhanAnA mArga upara AgaLa vadhe te evuM AtmabaLa vadhe,. ke bhautika bhutAvaLa tene dabAvI zake nahIM. pagalika sukhe tene lalacAvI zake nahIM. saundarya jevuM hAya te aMdara che. aMdara ghaNuM saundarya bharyuM che, te AtmAnA saundaryane nihALavA Aje tamane mokSa keTalIvAra yAda Ave che? mANasane cAra prakAranI ciMtA che paisAnI, pyAranI, putra-putrInI ane prasiddhinI. paise maLaze ke nahIM? paisAnI prApti mATe keIne chetaraze, koIne Thagaze, kALA dhoLA karaze. ane ema mAne ke paisAthI badhuM maLaze. bIjI pyAranI ciMtA che. strI mArI bane, badhA mane pyAra kare ane badhA mArA kahyAmAM rahe. trIjI ciMtA saMtAnanI che ane jethI prasiddhinI che. ATaluM dAna dIdhuM. chApAmAM mAruM nAma AvyuM ke nahi! pitAnA nAma mATe keTaluM karo che? dAna ApI prasiddhi meLave che. jamInanI aMdara je bIja DhaMkAyeluM hoya tenA para mATI ladAyelI hoya, te bIjamAMthI ghaNI niSpatti thAya. paNa bIjane jamIna para khulluM mukI devAmAM Ave te bIjamAMthI aneka bIja thAya nahi. dAna je prasiddhi mATe hoya te AvA dAnanI koI kiMmata nathI. jarA tamArA AtmAne pUchI joje, ke je satkarma karIe chIe, e AtmA mATe ke bIjA mATe? dareka kartaya je AtmalakSI bane te suMdara pariNAma Ave ane guNene vikAsa zIghatAthI thAya, ApaNA saMta mahAtmAoe ApaNane suMdara pATho zIkhavyA che. khaMdhaka muninI cAmaDI banevIe utarAvI nAkhI, chatAM krodha na karyo, AMkha paNa lAla na karI. kevI samatA ane sahanazIlatA ! anya darzanamAM juo-koI RSi kopAyamAna thAya te zrApa Ape che. jaina darzanamAM kaI evA munio batAve ke jeNe zrApa Apyo hoya! teo samaje che ke mArA karelAM karmonuM A phaLa che. emAM bIjA upara roSa zA mATe karavo? ema jaina darzana kSamAnA suMdara pATha zIkhave che. jJAnane jene pacAvyuM hoya tene bI pratye IrSA, asUyA ke dveSabhAva na Ave. dalapatarAma nAmanA kavi thaI gayA. emanA mitra DAhyAbhAI nATayakAra hatA. koI kAraNasara baMne vacce duzmanAvaTa thaI. baMnenA svataMtra chApA nIkaLe. banne vacce hariphAI thAya. DAhyAbhAI dalapatabhAI kavi para lakhe ke dalapatanA gIte nathI paNa reraNAM che. strIo gAya tevAM joDakaNuM lakhe che. AvuM nATayakAra lakhe tyAre enI sAme kavi

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lakhe ke, DAhyAbhAIne na Take e nATako nathI, paNa bhavanI bhavAI che. ema banne vacce duzmanAvaTa vadhatI jAya che. vidyAmAM je vikRti Ave te vidyA na rahe. dUdhamAM tejAbanA be TIpAM paDe te dUdhane phADI nAkhe vikRta karI nAkhe. paNa dUdhane je kelaDrIMka banAvavA emAM esensanA TIpAM nAkhe te dUdhanI kiMmata vadhe che. ema vighAmAM sadAcAranA TIpAM paDe te vivA sugaMdhita thaIne prasarI jAya. eka divasa DAhyAbhAI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA gayA. mahArAja sAheba vyAkhyAnamAM koI che, ke vicAranI aMdara azuddhi haze, eka bIjAne kApavAnI vAte haze te tame vidvAna nathI. mananA vastra upara mitrIne raMga na lAge te A jIvana gaMdu-meluM ane apavitra che. pachI bhale e mAnava pitAnI jAtane mahAvidvAna kema na kahevaDAvate hoya! DAhyAlAla vicAre che ke huM sadAcAranI vAta karuM chuM, paNa mArA jIvanamAM zuM che? huM te kavi dalapatanuM vATuM chuM. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne ghera na jatAM kavine ghera gayAM. baMne ekabIjAne duzmana mAne che, paNa Arya saMskRtine niyama che ke gharane AMgaNe Avela duzmanane paNa satkAra kare. DAhyAbhAI kavizrIne namaskAra karI bolyA. Aje huM ApanI sAthe thoDI vAta karavA AvyuM chuM. jyAre samarAMgaNamAM yuddhavirAma thavAne hoya tyAre chellI jhaMDI zAMti sthApanAnA pratikarUpe pharakAvavAmAM Ave che, kharuM ne! juo, ApaNe mAthe paNa kudarate dhelI jhaMDI pharakAvI che, chatAM ApaNe kayAM sudhI laDyA karIzuM ? A ApaNI ceTI e sapheda jhaMDInI nizAnI che. kavi namra banIne nATayakArane bheTI paDayA. ane maitrInuM maMgala sthApana karyuM. ekabIjAnI bhUlo mATe kSamA mAgI. saduvicAronuM A pariNAma che. jagatanI aMdara eka paNa mANasa evo nahIM maLe ke jenA vicAro umadA na hoya. ane jIvana umadA banAvI zake che. je savicAra Avaze te sadAcAra Avaze. tamArA jIvanane zuddha banAve. vidyA maLyA pachI sukRta karanAra thavuM joIe. "sA vidyA yA vimucyate" vidyA e che ke je mukti apAve ane mukti apAve te ja sAcI vidyA che. niSakumAra tera kaLAmAM pravINa thAya che. saMsAramAM rahenArane A badhI kaLAo zIkhavI paDe che. paNa badhI kaLAomAM dharmakaLA ja sarvazreSTha kaLA che, cAra gatinA duHkhane kApanAra dharma che. duHkha badhAne apriya che. garbhamAM rahele jIva paNa duHkha paDatAM saMkecAI jAya che. nArakInA je paNa duHkha paDatAM trAsI jAya che. "haNa chindaha bhindaha NaM daheti sadde suNitA parahammiyANaM / te nAragAo bhayabhIva sannA kaMkhaMti kiM nAya visaM vyaamo|" sU. a. 5. u. 1 gA. 6

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nAkInA jIva paramAdhAmIonA AcherI nAkhe, haNI nAkhe, lerI nAkhe," AvA zabda sAMbhaLe che tyAre bhayabhIta thaI jAya che, DarI jAya che. ane kahapAMta kare che ke ame kaI dizAmAM cAlyA jaIe ke A leka amane najare na caDe. ane ame AnAthI bacI jaIe? bhAva naraka te jIva ahIM ja ubhI kare che. tenA pariNAme dravya narakamAM dhakelAI jAya che. mAnava jIvanamAM ghaNA jInA kacaraghANa karI nAkhyAM. mIle ubhI karIne ghaNuM jIvane mArI nAkhyAM. AvA kAryathI narka maLe che. jevuM kAraNa Ape tevuM kArya thAya, vAve baMTI ane bAjaro kayAMthI maLe? vAve bAvaLIyA ane AzA rAkhe che ane jaIe, te te kayAMthI maLaze? karma karyA tenuM phaLa jIvane avazya jogavavuM paDaze. tamAre kyAM javuM che ? mekSamAM javuM che? raste jANe che? jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapathI mokSamAM javAya che. moTA parigrahavALA, dArU pInArA, mAMsa khAnArA, mahAraMbha karavAvALA narkanA adhikArI bane che. AvuM bhagavAna bhAMkhe che dareka jIvane sukha joIe che, koIne duHkha joItuM nathI. jagatanA prANIo dukha bhIrU che. paNa pApabhIrU nathI. je pApathI bIe che, "mane kAMI pApa te lAgatuM nathI ne e rIte jIvananI eka eka pravRttinuM nirIkSaNa kare che te pApathI mukta banI zake che. niMdAthI pApa baMdhAya che. mArI pAse keInI niMdA karazo nahIM, AvuM tame niMdakone kahI zakaze? AvuM kayAre bane? jyAre jIva pApa bhIrU bane tyAre. dene dUra karavA ane guNenI prApti mATe prabhune jApa karo ane manana kare te avazya tamane zakti maLaze. arihaMta thavA mATe arihaMtanuM bhajana karavAnuM che. arihaMta bhaje, arihaMta bhaje, arihaMta thavA arihaMta bhajo." sArA vicAro mANasane sAre banAve che. kharAba vicAre kharAba banAve che. jIvana sudhAravuM hoya te gurU pAse jAva. Aje baLevane divasa che. Aje brAhmaNa jaI badale che. neImAM traNa tAra hoya che. ema samyagU darzana, samyagu jJAna, samyapha cAritra e traNa tAra che. brAhmaNa paNa janoI badale tyAre pratijJA le che ke parastrI sAme joIza nahIM. pramANikatA, nIti ane nyAyathI jIvana vitAvIza. dvija eTale bIje janma. ema joI le tyAre Aje bIjo janma thaye che ema mAne che. je sAdhupaNuM le che e paNa na are kAcA eTale saMsAra avarathAnuM mRtyu thayuM ane sAdhupaNAmAM janma thayo. jaMdagI enI dizA badalI nAMkhe che. marI jAya paNa kAcuM pANI na pIvAya. mAMdagI hoya, garamI thatI hoya, parasevAnA relA jatA hoya te paNa paMkhe na calAve. janeInA traNa tAra heya ema, sAdhune samyaka darzana, samyaka jJAna, ane samyaka cAritra rUpI tri tAra che. saMsArane mArga jude che ane mekSane mArga judo che. jaI tuTI te te AgaLa

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vadhI zakatuM nathI, ema jenA bata tuTayAM tene vikAsa thaI zakato nathI. baLevane divasa eTale jaIne dhAraNa karavAno divasa che, Aje rakSA baMdhana che, eTale bena bhAIne rAkhaDI bAMdhe che tene artha e ke mArA jIvanane bhAratane saMpuM chuM. game te muzkelImAM paNa bahenanI rakSA bhAI e karavAnI hoya che. eka bahena musalamAna bhAIne rAkhaDI bAMdhe che. samaya jatAM te bhAI rAjA bane che ane bena rAkhaDI mokale tyAre yAda kare che. bIjA rAjAnI A bahena para kudaSTi thAya che, ene meLavavA mATe te caDI Ave che. tyAre bena bhAIne ciThThI mokale che ane lakhe che ke mArUM ziyaLa luMTAvAnA bhayamAM che. te vakhate rAjA lazkara sAthe bIjI jagyAe laDavA jaI rahyA hatA tyAM javAnuM baMdha rAkhe che ane pitAnI pharaja gaNIne te laDAInuM kAma senApatine seMpIne pite benanA ziyaLanI rakSA karavA jAya che. ane bahenane AphatamAMthI bacAve che. Ama A divasane mahimA ghaNe che. mahezvaradatta nAmane eka kare che, ane tenI bAjumAM rITA nAmanI chokarI rahe che. baMne sAthe rame che. ane moTA thAya che. rITA garIba mAtAnI putrI che. mahezvara mAladAra pitAne putra che. A baMnenI joDI zebhe evI che. baMne jIvanasAthI bane te sAruM ema rITAnI mAtA vicAre che. mahezvaranI bAne rITAnI bA A vicAra jaNAve che. mahezvarI mAtA tiraskArabharyo javAba Ape che. jyAM tamAruM beDuM ane kyAM amArI mahelAta? kayAM tamArI gharavakharI ane kayAM amArI jAherajalAlI? tamArI pAse zuM che ke tamArI putrIne mArI putravadhU tarIke svIkAruM? A apamAna bharelo javAba sAMbhaLIne bAI hatAza thaI gaI. ghera AvI AMsuDA pADayA. A bAju mahezvaranuM vAsaMtI sAthe sagapaNa thAya che. rITA mahezvarane kahe che bhAI! bhAbhI AvyA pachI mane bhulI te nahi jAvane? baMne vacce nirdoSatA che. vikAra nathI. ane bhAI benane prema che. tenA pratika rUpe rITAe bhAIne rakSA bAMdhI. yathA avasare rITA paNa paraNI jAya che. mahezvaradattanA bhAgyeAdaya khIlI uThe che. eka zaheramAM bleka kharIde che. ghera moTara che. vyApAra dhaMdhA dhamadhokAra cAle che. A bAju rITAne pati jugArI che. je Ave te jugAramAM beI nAkhe che. rITAne traNa cAra chokarA thayA che. garIbAImAM AkhuM kuTuMba pIsAI rahyuM che ane bAI pArakA gharanAM kAma karIne mAMDa mAMDa purUM kare che. chatAM tene pati jugArane mukI zako nathI. jugArInI dazA aMdha jevI che. jugArI vivekane visarI jAya che. ramatA jugAre rAjya strI haya gaya badhuM hArI gayA, ati duSTa duryodhana kane, satI draupadI kabaje thayA. patie chatAM kheMyA sabhAmAM cIra satI draupadI taNuM, purUSe taNuM avicArathI, saMkaTa sahyA satIe ghaNuM."

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1 jugAra ramatA ramatA pAMDa e hastinApuranuM rAjya heDamAM mukI dIdhuM. haya, gayA, riddhi, siddhi, samRddhi badhuM ramatamAM mukI dIdhuM, chatAM pAchAM vaLI zakayA nahIM. chelle draupadI satIne paNa ramatamAM mukI dIdhI ane draupadInA cIra bharI sabhAmAM kheMcAyA. jugAra mANasane kyAM laI jAya che? muMbaImAM sIe paNa rasoDa ane jugAra rame che. jugAre te dazA besADI dIdhI che. jugAra azubha gatie laI jAya che. jugAra ramavA je nathI. jugAra ramavuM e mahAne pApa che. sapta mahAvyasanene zrAvakee tyAga kare joIe. jugAra, parastrIgamana, vezyA gamana, mAMsAhAra, zikAra, corI karavI, dArU pIve, Adi sAta vyasane jIvane zera narkamAM laI janAra che. - rITAbena majurI karI-kAma karI kamANI kare che. saMsAra ke che! patinI tabIyata bagaDe che. kAma karavA jAya. ane mAMDa mAMDa purUM kare che. e ja gAmamAM ene bhAI mahezvara mAjazekha kare che. mahezvarane tyAM kAma karavAvALI bAI joIe che. rITA mahezvaranA moTA baMgalAmAM kAma karavA jAya che. te tarata jANI jAya che ke A te mahezvaranuM ghara che. huM Aje mArI oLakhANa kevI rIte Apu? garIbAImAM oLakhANa ApavI te hAthe karIne apamAnane netaravA jevuM che. rITA kAmakAja barAbara kare che. rITA ane vAsaMtI vacce maitrI jAme che. baMnene prema vadhe che. rITA pitAnI vAstavika paristhiti jaNAvA detI nathI. sukhI mANasane duHkhInI kalpanA kayAMthI Ave ? kula pathArI tame suo ne, bhAI tamAre rajhaLe che, mevA ane miSTAna tamAre, tyAM bAluDA TaTaLe che, uDI kema jAye nA nIMdara tamArI, mIThI vAnagI kAM bane nA akArI ! sukhamAM sutelA manane mana, tamane maLyuM ene badhAnuM banAve. vacana suNyA je vIra prabhunA phegaTa je jAya nA, sahAro jo tame A duHkhI mAnane, navakArane gaNutA sAdhamI bAMdhane". navakAra maMtranA gaNanAra kevA duHkho bhegavI rahyA che. ene sahakAra Ape e zrAvakanI pharaja che. je tamArA paisAthI duHkhI duHkha na joI zakatA ho te tamArI tijorImAM noTo paDI nathI paNa pastI paDI che. A bAI paNa rITAne sArI rIte rAkhe che. rakSAbaMdhanane divasa Ave che. rITAne kathAmAM javuM che te vAsaMtI kahe che ke "tArI pAse dAgInA nathI. mArA dAgInA paheravA laI jA. ane rITA ghareNAM paherI kathA sAMbhaLavA jAya che. tyAM tene pati kolerAnA dardamAM ekadama sapaDAya che. garIbane ghare DokaTara paNa kevI rIte Ave? bharapura mAMdagI che. AvI paristhitimAM rITA patine mUkIne kyAMthI kAma karavA mATe jaI zake? be divasa sudhI rITA dAgInA pAchA ApavA jaI zakatI nathI. vAsaMtIne ciMtA thAya che, A kAmavALI haju dAgInA devA na AvI. are, AvI

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badadAnata? mIThuM belIne bharamAvI gaI. rAta paDI ane bIjo divasa paNa thaye, paNa hajI te na AvI. pelI rITA kAmavALI mArA dAgInA laI gaI" ema mahezvarane vAta kare che. eTale mahezvara pilIsane laIne tenA ghera jAya che. A tarapha rITA tenA patine jarA ThIka thatAM vicAre che ke jaladI dAgInA pahoMcADI dauM. rITA dAgInA devA jAya che. rITA ane mahezvara baMne rastAmAM maLe che. bhAI bahenane dAgInA lIdhA e badala jelamAM mokale che. tyAre rITA kahe che ke tamAre jelamAM mokalavI haze te jaIza, paNa mAro dhaNI bimAra che tethI AvI zakI nahotI. huM kAMI cora ke uThAvagIra nathI. meM tane rakSA bAMdhelI te tuM mane Aja hAthakaDI paherAve che ! tuM tArI bahenane eLakhe che ke sAva bhulI gaye? meM jyAre rakSA bAMdhI tyAre te bhAra upADe hatuM ke jIvana paryaMta huM tAruM rakSaNa karIza. bhAI bahenane oLakhI gaye. jelamAMthI choDAvIne ghare laI gaye. ane AMkhamAM AMsu lAvI pUche che: tArI zI paristhiti che? AvI tArI garIbAI hatI te chatAM te mane vAta paNa na karI! tuM mAre ghare kAma karatI hatI, chatAM huM tane mArI zrImaMtAInI khumArImAM oLakhI na zakyA. bhAna bhUlI gaye. Aje te mane mArI javAbadArInuM bhAna karAvyuM che. cAlo jaladI tArA patine batAva. mArA baMgalAnI bAjumAM eka mArUM makAna che, tyAM badhA rahevA AvI jAva. rITA tenA pati tathA saMtAna sahita bhAIne tyAM rahevA Ave che. dhIre dhIre tenA patinI tabIyata sudharI ane mahezvare tene sArI lAIne caDAvI dIdhuM. A rakSAbaMdhana eTale bhAI bahenanI rakSA karavA baMdhAyela che. Aje bahenanI rakSA bhAI keTalI kare che? "khamA khamA kahI baMdhava mATe bahenI sadA sukAya, sALI gharamAM rAja kare ne bahenI rotI jAya. (2) tuM vIra vIra pukAra, che svAthIe saMsAra." vIra mATe bhAI bhAI karatI bahenanI jIbha sukAI jAya. bahena gharamAM Ave te bhAbhI mAMdI paDI jAya. "mArI bahena pAMca varase AvI che, badhuM batAvuM, ema bhAI kahe tyAre strI kahe ke mArI tabIyata sArI nathI kAma koNa karaze? bahena paMdara divasa rahe emAM te badhu kAma karAve. sALI Ave te sADI paherIne jAya ane bahena Ave to retI retI jAya. ke svArthamaya saMsAra che! bahenanI rakSA karavI e bhAInI pharaja che ema munio saMyama mAge Ave che. samyaka jJAna-cAritranI ArAdhanA sAthe cha kAyanA jInA rakSaka bane che. e javAbadArI ane jokhamadArI samajavI joIe. jenI pAse sadgavidyAnuM bhAtuM che te Adarza jIvana jIvI zake che. niSadhakumAra vidyA meLave che. vizeSa adhikAra avasare.

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vyAkhyAna na26 zrAvaNa suda 15 ne zukravAra, tA. 6-8-71 anaMtajJAnI leya prakAzaka, vizvauddhAraka, vizvanI virala vibhUtie siddhAMtathI tattva samajAvyAM che. bAramuM upAMga vanti dazAmAM niSakumArane adhikAra cAle che. niSakumArane sArA coghaDIe gurUkulamAM dAkhala karela che. jJAna e ti che. jJAna e amRta che. jJAna meLavavAne gya kaye jIva che te prabhue batAvyuM che. jJAna levuM hoya teNe jJAnAcAranA je ATha bheda batAvyA che te lakSamAM levA joIe. (1) jJAna bhaNavAnA samaye bhaNavuM. (2) jJAna letAM vinaya kara, (3) jJAnanuM bahumAna karavuM (4) jJAna bhaNatAM yathAzakti tapa karavuM (5) artha tathA gurune gopavavA nahiM (6) akSara zuddha (7) artha zuddha (8) artha ane akSara ane zuddha bhaNe. amukAI iMDhirAM tavAsA, gumarimAva sukUnA vijA 8 vicAha" u. a. 30 gA. 32 gurU Ave tyAre ubhA thavuM, hAtha joDIne vaMdana karavuM, Asana ApavuM, bhAvapUrvaka bhakti zuzruSA karavI, temane sukhazAtA pUchavI. A badhA vinayanA prakAre che. vinayathI vidyA prApta thAya che ane zebhe che. ziSya haMmezA gurUnI AjJAmAM rahI tathA samAdhiyukta heI upAdhyAna-tapa karavAvALo heya. gacchamAM badhAne mATe anukULa kArya karavAvALA hoya te vinayavAna ziSya zikSA prApta karavAne mATe yogya che. game teTale abhyAsa karI le paNa je jIvanamAM vinaya na Ave te gurUnA hRdayane prasanna karI zakatuM nathI. gurUnI kRpA meLavI zakatuM nathI. jJAnAvaraNIya karmonA kSapazamathI jJAnamAM vRddhi thaI zake che. paNa gurUkRpA vinA mahaniya kamanI dharatI dhaNadhaNI uThe nahIM ane mehanA nAza vinA mokSa nahIM male. - gurUkRpA e megATana bomba che. jIvana saphaLa banAvavuM haze te gurUkRpA vinA nahIM cAle. laukika vidyA prApta karanAra vidyAthInA haiyAmAM paNa gurU pratye pUjyabhAva rahevuM joIe. je gurUnA upakArane bhUlI jAya che tene kharekhara jIvanamAM pazcAtApa karavAne vakhata Ave che. eka gAmamAM suMdarajI nAmanA heDamAstara hatAM. temanI bhaNAvavAnI paddhati ghaNI ja sArI hatI. AkhI jIMdagI emaNe bhaNAvavAnI ja pravRtti karI. emanI pAse bhaNanAra

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vidyAthIne khUba ja saMtoSa maLate. emanA vidyArthImAM bhAgye ja koI nApAsa thatuM. Tayuzana mATe AvanAranA teo paisA na letA. teo tana teDIne mahenata karatAM. "mAre ziSa bhaNIne kema AgaLa vadhe tevI bhAvanA teo haMmezA rAkhatA. temanI e bhAvanA pUrNa paNa thatI. emanA hAtha nIce bhaNele eka vighAthI heDamAstara tarIkenI DayuTI bajAvavA lAgyA. A navA AvanAra heDamAstara ghaNu tumAkhI magajanA hatAM. navI navI paddhatio skUlamAM dAkhala karatAM. emaNe dareka zikSakane kahyuM ke tamAre badhAe rojanIzI rAkhavI. zuM bhaNAvyuM tenI neMdha karavI. suMdaracha mAstarathI vidyAthIone khUba saMtoSa hate. paNa heDamAstara temane khoTI rIte dabAvIne DIsamIsa karI nAkhavA mATe prayatna karatA. teo kahetA ke navA vicAranA vidyArthIo mATe AvA junavANI vicAranA zikSaka nakAmA che. eka divasa najIvA prasaMga para temaNe suMdarajI mAtarane lakhyuM ke Aja sAMjathI tamane chuTA karavAmAM Ave che. kAraNa ke tame dainika abhyAsa neMdha barAbara lakhatA nathI. ane vidyArthIone barAbara bhaNAvatAM nathI. vidyArthIone jyAre A vAtanI khabara paDI tyAre teo kahevA lAgyA. amAre te suMdaracha mAstara ja joIe. teo A uMmare kayAM jAya? vaLI amane temanA vinA koInI pAse bhaNavuM phAve nahIM. aMte teoe nirNaya karyo ke je A mAstarane DIsamIsa kare te ApaNe haDatAla pADavI. tyAre suMdarajI mAstare vidyAthIone kahyuM : mArI ciMtA karaze nahi. mAruM nasIba mArI sAthe che. vaLI huM nivRtta thaIza te prabhu bhaktimAM vizeSa TAIma ApI zakIza. AvanAra zikSaka tamane vadhAre sArI rIte bhaNAvaze. tenI huM khAtrI ApuM chuM. vidyAthIo heDamAstara pAse jAya che, paraMtu teo koI hisAbe suMdarajI mAstarane rAkhavA mAgatA nathI, e arasAmAM eka nirIkSaka sAheba skUla tapAsavA Ave che. te paNa A suMdarajI mAstaranA hAtha nIce bhaNelA che. eka eka kalAsane tapAsatAM sAheba suMdaracha mAstaranA kalAsamAM Ave che. tyAM vidyArthIo gamagIna banI beThelA che. mukha e cittagraMthIne arIso che. sAhebane tarata ja khyAla AvI jAya che ke A vidyAdhIonA manamAM kAMIka glAni lAge che. teo premathI pUche che : kema, Aje tamArA mukha para AnaMda nathI? vidyAthIe banelI hakIkatathI sAhebane vAkepha kare che. A sAMbhaLI temane khUba duHkha thAya che. A heDamAratara ane huM ane suMdarajI mAstara pAse bhaNyA chIe. temaNe amArAmAM suMdara saMskAranuM siMcana karyuM che. e gurUne upakAra kema bhUlI zakAya? AvA aneka vicAra karatAM karatAM sAheba heDa mAstara pAse Ave che ane kahe che ke AjathI ApaNuM upakArI suMdaracha mAstarane huM nirIkSaka sAhebanI padavIe sthApuM chuM. heDamAstara jene DIsamIsa karavA mAMgatA hatA te pitAnA paNa uparI banI gayA. A vicArathI tenuM haiyuM dhaDakavA lAgyuM, paNa zuM bolI zake? e pachI sAheba suMdaracha mAstarane maLI badhI vAtacIta karI cAlyA gayA. paNa heDa mAstaranA dilamAM eka bhaya pesI gaye

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50 suMdarajI mAstara mArA para zu' karaze ? vaDIleAnA hRdaya haMmezA udAra hAya che. suMdarajI mAstare teA heDamAstarane zAkhAzI ApI. ane kahyuM ke jo tame mane DIsamIsa na karyAM hAta te A paDhavI mane kayAMthI prApta thAta ? heDa mAstara zaramIMdA banI gayA. ane sudarajI mAstaranI mAphI mAMgI. eka ja gurUnA e ziSyA paNa ekane gurU pratyenI bhakti keTalI ? ane khIjAne gurU pratyenA avinaya keTale ? vidyArthInA ATha guNa uttarAdhyayana sUtranA agyAramAM adhyayanamAM batAvyA che. aha ahiM ThANehiM sikkhA sIlitti vuccaI ahassire sayAdante naya mamma muvAre (4) ailolupa, nAsIle na visIle na siyA akohaNe saccarae sikkhA sIlitti vuccai " u. a. 11. gA. 5 (1) pahelA guNu nahI hasavAnA che. je bahu hase ane vAtane hasavAmAM kADhe te vidyAne lAyaka nathI. (ra) humeza indriyAnuM damana kare (3) mArkTika vacanA na le (4) dezathI takha'Dana na kare (5) savathI paNa khaMDana na kare, vratane vaphAdAra rahe ane pUrepUrA pAra pahAMcADe (6) kadApi ati leAlupI na ane (7) akrodhI svabhAva hAya (8) satyamAM rakta hAya. krodhI vidyAne pAtra nathI. krodhI mANaseA peAtAnA doSa dekhatA nathI. jenA krodhI svabhAva hAya tenuM magaja ThekANe hAtu nathI. jJAnI purUSa kahe che : aprazasta adhyavasAyathI AveluM avidha jJAna cAlyuM jAya che. krodhI mANasane vidyA caDatI nathI. sukAyelA sarovarane 'sa mukIne cAlyA jAya che. evI rIte krodhI manuSyanI buddhi cAlI jAya che. kSamAzIla mANasane vidyA vare che. krodhI mANasa maryAdA chADI de che. viveka cUkI jAya che. mATe krodha karavA jevA nathI. koi tamArI sAme krAdha kare tyAre vicAro ke huM kAdava sAme kAdava uDADu tA tenAmAM ane mArAmAM phera ze? DAkaTara meyAe tenA mitranI sAthe eka kaMpanI khAlI, anne mitrA vacce eka divasa matabheda paDayA ane annenI mitratA tUTI gaI. DAkaTara meyAnA mitra jematema khelavA lAgyA, paNa DAkaTara zAMta rahyA. eka paNa pratyuttara vALyA nahIM. pahelAnA leAkeA raNusa grAmamAM jatA tyAre bakhtara paherIne jatA, jethI game tevA mANu Ave chatAM vAge nahI. tema je kSamAnu akhtara dhAraNa kare tene paNa kaDavA ke kaThora vacanarUpI khANu Ave te paNa vAgatA nathI. pahele khUba khAle che. mitratA kevI hAya ? mitratA e prakAranI hAya che. eka husa jevI ane khIjI mAthvI jevI. haMsa che te sareAvaramAM pANI sukAtAM sarovarane chADIne cAlyA jAya che. tema keTalAka mitrA soMpattirUpI sarovara hoya tyAM sudhI rahe che ane sa'patti cAlI jatAM cheDIne cAlyA jAya che. keTalAkanI mitratA sareAvaranA mAchalA jevI DAya che. sarAvaranuM pANI sukAtAM mAchalA taraphaDIne prANa gumAvI de che, paNa

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15mI saravara cheDI cAlyA jatA nathI. temAM keTalAka mitro ApattimAM paNa sAthe ja rahe che ane TAIma Ave mAthuM ApavA paNa taiyAra hoya che. DakaTara me mitratA TakAvI rAkhavA mAge che. pele mitra belI bolIne thAkI jAya che tyAre ene pUche che ke tame kema kAMI bolatA nathI ? tyAre DokaTara hasIne javAba Ape che One mad mm Us : enough in this Room A rUmamAM eka ja gAMDa mANasa basa che, bIjAnI jarUra nathI. ju, kevI samatA ! krodhane zAMta karI nAkhe. kSamA kare e zUravIra hoya che samAe zUrA arihaMta bhagavaMte, yuddhamAM zUravIra vAsudeva ane tapamAM zuravIra aNagAra hoya che. khUchuM te dharatI khame, tApa khame vanarAI, ema kaThaNa vacana muni khame, jema sAgaramAM nIra samAya. munioe pRthvI jevA banavuM joIe. bhagavAne munione pRthvInI upamA ApI che. keI de ne kaI vAve, koI ukaraDe kare te koI bagIca banAve, emAM dharatIne zuM thAya? ema sAdhu bhagavaMtane game tema kare ke kahe, te paNa teo samatA rAkhe, tema ApaNane paNa eja upadeza Ape che ke, zAMti rAkhatA zIkhe. ghaNAnuM nAma zAMtilAla ke zAMtibena heya paNa jIvanamAM jarAya zAMti rAkhI zakatA na hoya. nAma manasukhabhAI paNa mananuM sukha na heya. nAma Indravadana heya paNuM moTuM kadarUpuM heya. nAma heya paramAnaMda paNa jarAya AnaMda na hoya. nAma heya samatAbena paNa krodhane pAra na hoya. jainakuLamAM jagyA eTale zrAvaka nAma dharAvyuM paNa hRdayamAM mithyA bhAva bharapUra hoya. zItalA, sIkotara, bheLI bhavAnI ane dAtApIrane pujanAra heya. hanumAna para tela caDAvIne pIpaLe pANI reDanAra hoya, chatAM nAma zrAvaka dharAve. mithyAtva anaMta saMsArane vadhAranAra che, chatAM mithyAtva bhAvathI mukta kema thatA nathI? zItaLA sAtamane dIvase TADhuM khAya ane zItaLA pUjavA jAya. baLathane dIvase gAyanuM pUjana kare paNa ghera pitAnI mAtAnI sevA na kare. tene jevA tevA zabdo kahIne tarachoDe. vaDIlenI sAthe asabhya vartana kare. prathama pujanIya "mAtApitA" che. temanI sevA karavI te saMtAnonI pharaja che. temanuM mana na dubhAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI joIe. "mA-bApanuM mAne nahI e putrane dhikkAra che, sevA karI jANe nahI. e putrane dhikkAra che. nAnA thakI moTA karyA bhInA thakI korA karyA upakAra bhUle abhAgI e putrane dhikkAra che. moja kare mana phAvatI heTala sInemAnI mahIM, mA-bApa mare dANA vinA e putrane dhikkAra che. devuM karI paraNAvIyA dAgInA vecI aMganA, devuM bhare nahI bApanuM, e putrane dhikkAra che. paraNyA pachI judA thayA, laIne lADI sAthamAM, mAtA kare je vaitaruM te putrane dhikkAra che,

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para mAtA pitA te sAcuM tIrtha che. temanA pagamAM paDa. mAtAnI AMkho amIbharI hoya che. AvI (janetA) mAtA sAkSAta hevA chatAM gArAnI zItaLA mAtAne pUjavA jAya che. badhAne pAye Dagamagate hoya ene rithara kare. prAIma mInIsTara padhAravAnA hoya tyAre tharatAe badhAM sApha thAya che. ema eka samyagadarzana prApta thatAM AyuSya vajIne sAte . kamanI sthiti eka koDA kaDI sAgaranI aMdara AvI jAya che. mehanIya kamanI 70 koDA-DeDI sAgaramAMthI 69 kaDA-keDI jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya azAtA vedavIca ane aMtarAyanI 30 kaDADI mAMthI 29 kaDAkaDI ane nAma zetranI 20 kaDAkaDI mAMthI 19 kaDAkaDI sAgarathI adhika kamane khapAvI nAkhe che. A apUrva mahImA eka samyaga darzanane che. samagU darzanane mahimA juoH samyagadaSTi AtmA mithyAtvI devane pUjatA nathI, tenAthI ame sukhI thaIe ema mAnatA nathI. sukha maLavuM ke duHkha maLavuM e te pitAnA karelAM kamIne AdhIna che. je puNyane udaya hoya te viparIta dekhAtI paristhitimAM paNa lAbha prApta thAya. eka zeTha beThelA che tyAM eka jyotiSI Ave che. zeTha jotiSIne pitAne hasta batAvIne puche che ke mAruM bhAgya kevuM che? tithI kuMDaLI joIne kahe che ke atyAre tamAruM bhAgya khUba caDIyAtuM che, gRha paNa sArA che. avaLA nAkhe te paNa savaLA paDe tema che. jotiSI te kahIne cAlyA jAya che. graha kAMI karatA nathI paNa sucaka che. karanAra te pitAnAja karma che. zeTha vicAre che ke, mAre mArA bhAgyanI parIkSA karavI che. eTale bhAgyanI parIkSA karavA rAjya darabAramAM jAya che. vadhAremAM vadhAre jokhama te rAjya kacerImAM ja ne? rAjasabhAmAM jaI rAjA je siMhAsana para beThelA che tenI najIka jaI mugaTa para eka jorathI thappaDa lagADe che. rAjAnA mastaka pathI mugaTa uDI paDe che. belo, bhAgyanI parIkSA karavA tame AvuM jokhama vahoro kharA? tamane tamArA bhAgya para vizvAsa hoya te dharmakAryamAM zuM tame kRrpaNa bano kharAM? supAtre dAna devAmAM jeTalA khacIMza teTalA pAchA malaze e vizvAsa che? rAjAne magaTa paDI gayo eTale sIpAIo myAnamAMthI talavAra kADhI doDI AvyA. talavAra zeThanI garadana para paDe te pahelAMja puNyane jere badho mAmale palaTAI gaye. nIce paDelA magaTa para rAjAnI dRSTi paDI che temAM eka nAnakaDo bhayaMkara jherI nAga jevAmAM Avyo. rAjAne thayuM? are? A upakArI na AvyA hatA te zuM thAta? rAjAe sIpAIone rokI dIdhA. ane maMtrIne hukama karyo ke A zeThane InAmamAM pAMca hajAra sonA mahoro Apo. puNya para bharose hoya te A lAbha thAya. prArabdha vadhe ke puruSArtha ? puruSArtha game teTale karo paNa bhAgyamAM nahi hoya te malavAnuM nathI. ne darzana pAMceya samavAyane mAne che. pAMce bhegA thAya tyAre jIvane lAbha maLe che. pelA he bhAgyanI parIkSA karI tenA avaLA prayatnanuM paNa savaLuM pariNAma AvyuM. thoDA vakhata

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TNii pachI zeTha pharI vakhata jotiSI pAse AvyA. ane pUchayuM jethI mahArAja! have mArA bhAgya kevA che? jozIe kuMDalI mukIne kahyuM "he balavAna che". tamane kaI rIte harakata Avaze nahI. zeTha pharI rAjya darabAramAM gayA. rAjAe tenuM sanmAna karyuM. tyAM te zeTha rAjAnA ane paga pakaDI rAjAne nIce pachADayA. save sabhAjane hAhAkAra karavA lAgyA. subhaTA mAravA deDiyA. evAmAM siMhAsananI pAchaLanI bhItane kara tUTI paDe. A joI rAjA khuza thayA. A upakArI puruSa na Avyo hato te huM jarUra dabAI jAta ane ahIM ja mArU mahuM thaI jAta. zeThane 10000 rU. InAmamAM apAvyA. A badhuM puNyanuM phala che. puNya jevA pAdharA hoya tene kayAMya vAMke AvatuM nathI. jevuM bhAgya hoya tevA nimitte tarapha manuSya kheMcAya che cha mAsa pachI vaLI pAchA zeTha joSI pAse jAya che ane graho kevA che te bAbata pUche che. jezI mahArAje kahyuM hajupaNa graha khUba ja balavAna che. tamane kAMI AMca Ave tema nathI. zeTha tyAMthI pAchA pharI gAmamAM pravezavAnI taiyArImAM hatAM tyAM daravAjAmAM sAmethI rAjAne page cAlIne AvatA joyA. roja hAthI ghoDA para pharanArane Aje cAlavAnuM mana thayuM. sAthe thoDA mANaso ane sainike paNa hatA. rAjAe zeThane yA. upakArIne upakAra sAMbharyo ane prasanna citte ekadama malavA mATe AgaLa AvyA. tyAM jerathI dhakko mAryo, rAjA ekadama dUra phaMgoLAI gayA. dAMtamAMthI lehI nIkaLavA lAgyuM. suDha mAra paNa khUba vAgye. sAthenA sainike zeTha tarapha dhasyA. tyAM zeThanA puNya jera kasI. nagarane daravAje pUrANe hatuM tethI chaNa thaI gaele, te ekAeka tUTI paDe. rAjA, mANase ane sainike badhAM bacI gayA. rAjA vicAre che ke A zeTha keTalA upakArI? teNe mane traNa traNa vakhata bacAvya, mATe mAre A vakhate te tene sArAmAM sAruM InAma ApavuM joIe ema dhArI rAjAe zeThane pitAnuM adhuM rAjya ApI dIdhuM. viparIta kAma paNa sIdhA paDe e prabala puNyanI nizAnI che. bhagavAne suMdara rIte navatatvanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM che. tene yathArtha rIte samaje. bahene dareka DabApara nAma lakhI rAkhe che ke tuveranI dALa, maganI dALa, cokhA eTale je varatu joIe te nAma vAMcIne khele te tarata ja maLI jAya, ema eka eka tatvane tapAsIne vastunA svarUpane samaje. pu zaM che? pApa zuM che? java zuM che? ajIva zuM che? ema naveya tanuM svarUpa samaje, te barAbara nirNaya karI zakaze. tatvanA svarUpane samajaze te jaina dharma upara atUla zraddhA pragaTa thaze. niSadhakumArane abhyAsArthe gurUkulamAM mukavAmAM Ave che. AgaLa zuM adhikAra Avaze te avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna na,,,27 zrAvaNa vada 1 ne zanivAra tA. 7-8-01 ana`tajJAnI, nailAkaya prakAzaka, zramaNu bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe bhavya jIjJezane siddhAMtathI tavA samajAvyA che. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu. gAramA vandvidazA upAMgasUtramAM niSadhakumArane adhikAra cAle che, vidyA vivAdAya dhanaM madAya, zakti pareSAM parapIDanAya / . khalasya sAdhA viparItametat jJAMnAya dAnAya ca rakSaNAya // je dujana manuSya che te vidyA zIkhyA, tenA upayoga bIjA sAthe vivAda karavA mATe, mIjAne harAvavA mATe tathA khIjAne pAchA pADavA mATe kare che. dhana meLavyuM', paNa nathI mada vadhyA che. " ame paisAvALA, amAre meTara, amAre era-kanDIzana rUma, amAre adyatana sAdhanA, amAre Ama ne tema." Ama paise tA vacce paNa sAthe-sAthe abhimAnanA pArA sAtame AsamAne caDI jAya. pahelAnAM rAjAmahArAjAne tyAM je sAdhanA na hatAM te Aje ghaNAnI pAse che. sau sAdhana dhana thayAM, rahyo na kAI upAya, sat sAdhana samaye nahi, tyAM baMdhana zu jAya ! '' sAdhana maLyAM paNa e sAdhanA ja bhava aTavImAM bhamADanAra aMdhana rUpa thayAM. je sAdhanathI bhavamAMdhana tUTe ene oLakhI zakayA nahi. bAhya sAhyabI maLI emAM tA ATaluM gumAna AvI gayuM ke abhimAnamAM marI gayA. vaLI sUtra-siddhAMta bhaNI lIdhAM. thAtuM khIjuM jJAna meLavI lIdhuM eTale mAne ke mArA jevI vidyA keAInI pAse nathI. paNa jJAnI puruSA kahe che. mAna gaLe te jJAna maLe jyAM sudhI mAna hAya che tyAM sudhI kevaLajJAna thatuM nathI. 'hu" pattu rAkhavu' che, ane kevaLajJAna meLavavuM che e kayAMthI maLe ? sudharmA svAmIne gautama svAmI cauDha pUnuM jJAna hatuM. temanI pAse ApaNuM zuM jJAna che ? kAle vyAkhyAnamAM zuM kahyuM hatu. e paNa yAda rahetuM nathI. ApaNA magaja kevA thaI gayA che? " sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLIne phUTyAM kAna, te ya na AvyuM akhA brahma jJAna"

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sAMbhaLI-sAMbhaLIne AkhI jIMdagI cAlI jAya te paNa brahma jJAna thatuM nathI. sAcI vidyA kema prApta thatI nathI ? kAraNa ke jIvamAM mAna ane kaSAya bharacaka bhaya che. yazovijayajI mahArAja bhaNI-gaNIne taiyAra thayAM, paNa temane emanI vidyAne garva che teo gAme-gAma phare che ane kahe che. duniyAmAM mane parAsta karanAra koI nathI. keInAmAM e zakti hoya te mArI sAme AvI jAya. je temanI sAme Ave te badhAne harAvatAM jAya che. harAvIne vijayanAM pratikarUpe pAMcase dhajAo prApta karIne eka gAmamAM padhAre che. tyAM temane bhavya varaghoDo nIkaLe che. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja paNa te nagaramAM birAje che. yazavijyajI ane AnaMdaghanajI eka-bIjAne maLe che. yazavijyajI mahArAjane ThaThAre joI AnaMdaghanajI vicAra kare che ke mahArAja pAse jJAna ghaNuM che, paNa jJAnanuM jharaNuM thaI gayuM che. enI zAna ThekANe lAvavI joIe, nahI te patananAM khADAmAM paDI AtmAnA uddhArane badale adhogatine prApta karI leze. eka vakhata meke joI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja kahe che ke ghaNA vakhatathI Apane maLavAnI IcchA hatI te pUrI thaI che. ApanuM vyAkhyAna paNa ghaNuM suMdara che. Apa pratibhAzALI che. vaLI Ape ghaNune parAsta karyA che. A eka gAthAne Apa mane artha karI Ape. ema kahI nIcenI gAthA ApI. dhammo maMgala mukkiMTha', ahiMsA sajamo tavo, sevAvi jaM namaMvaMti, dharme sayAmaLA / daza. a. 1-1 yazavijayajI gAthA joI jarA hAsya kare che. AvI gAthAne artha karavo te te mArA jevA mATe zuM muzkela che! ema vicArI arthe zarU kare che. dharma e utkRSTa maMgalA ' che. ahiMsA, saMyama ane tArUpI dharmamAM jeonuM mana haMmezA daDha rahe che tene deve paNa namaskAra kare che. Ama traNa-cAra judI-judI rIte artha karIne samajAvyuM. A gAthAmAM khUba UMcA bhAva bharyA che, aneka UMDA rahasya chupAyelA che. paNa ene ukelanAra joIe. samajanAra jaIe. yazavijyajIe traNa-cAra vAra arthe karyA chatAM AnaMdaghanajIe kahyuM ke haju vizeSa rIte samajAve. temaNe eka gAthAne paMdaravAra artha karyo, jJAnane dhodha vahevaDAvyuM, paNa AnaMdaghanajIne haju saMtoSa thaye nahiM, tethI kahyuM, "haju samajAve." A sAMbhaLI yazovijayajIe kahyuM: have Apa ja samajAve. AnaMda ghanajI mahArAja vidvAna hatA. AtmAmAM ramaNa karanAra hatAM jJAna meLavIne khUba ja maMthana kareluM jethI anubhavI hatA. game tevA vikaTa arthonA khulAsA karI zakatAM. ane eka rIte nahiM paNa aneka rIte samajAvI zakatAM. temaNe A eka gAthAne artha ane rahasya traNa divasa ane traNa rAta sudhI samajAvyAM yazovijyajI mahArAja te te sAMbhaLIne Azcaryamugdha banI gayA. temanuM mAna gaLI gayuM ne UbhA thaI AnaMdaghanajI

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pa mahArAjanA caraNAmAM jhukI gayA. pachI AnaMda dhanajI mahArAja kahe che. ApaNu' jJAna tA ghaNu alpa che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInAM jJAna pAse gautama svAmInuM jJAna anaMtamA bhAganuM hatuM. svayaM bhramaNu samudramAM agAdha pANI temAMthI cakalAnI cAMcamAM keTaluM pANI Ave ? " bahu ja alpa bhagavAnuM jJAna svayaMbhUmaNuM samudranAM pANI jeTaluM, ane gautama svAmInuM jJAna cakalAnI cAMcamAM Ave eTaluM. gautama svAmI cAra jJAnanAM dhaNI ane 14 pUrvanA pAThI hatAM. temanu jJAna alpa tA tenI pAse ApaNuM keTalu alpa ? ATalA jJAnamAM zuM abhimAna karavA jevu' che? A badhA ze! ThaThAra karyAM che ? yaAAvijayajI tarata badhI dhajA utArI nAMkhe che. ane satya samajaNunI dhvajA grahaNa kare che. kAI bhUla batAve tA enA upakAra mAnavA joI e. yazeAvijayajI e kahyuM. " tamArI vAta sAcI che. A meM pAMcaseA dhajA meLavI e khATu karyu... kArane samaje cakora. ekavAra kahevAya e Take.ra ane vAravAra kahevAya e Taka, Taka! ghaDIyALamAM zuM thAya che? "Taka-Taka" koI tenA para dhyAna detuM nathI, paNa DaMkA paDe eTale khabara paDe ke keTalA vAgyA ! ane tenA para kevu dhyAna jAya che? jJAnI purUSA bahu kheAlatA nathI. mAle tA thADu ane evuM miSTa ele ke temanA vacana sAMbhaLanArane ISTa lAge. temanI vANI phula jevI komaLa hoya che. rAga miTAvanAra ane sAcI samajaNa ApanAra heAya che. DAInA jIvanamAM kajIyA thAya evI bhASA khelatAM nathI. koInuM svAbhimAna haNAya evA mArmika zabdo khAlatA nathI. mAyAnA sthAna badhAM cheDI de che. vicArIne khele paNa vagara vicAyu jema phAve tema khelatAM nathI. tethI teo je vAta khAle e marAkhara magajamAM besI jAya, AnaMdaghanajInI vAta kevI sarasa hatI. keTalI sacATa hatI. ane hitakara hatI, tethI ja yazevijayajInA haiyA sAMsarI te vAta UtarI gaI. jyAM sudhI abhimAna heAya tyAM sudhI vaLI pAsethI paNa samajaNu meLavI zake nahiM. " vaLI AgaLa rahI gayA kerA, tanamana na lAgyA mIThA 2, zrI sImaMdhara sAheba mArA re, huM daCna cAhuM.. prabhu tArA re." huM bhagavAna ! huM' kevaLI AgaLa korA rahI gayA. bhagavAnanI miSTa, miSTatara ane miSTatama vANI kAnane sArI lAgI paNa haiyAmAM na utarI. vidyA vAdavivAda mATe nathI bhaNavAnI. kAI ne utArI pADavA mATe nathI bhaNavAnI, paNa apUrvajJAna prApta karavA mATe bhaNavAnI che. ajJAnIe ajJAnadazAmAM aTavAI gayA che. nija svarUpanuM bhAna nathI eTale vibhAva bhAvamAM ramI rahyA che. paNa anAdinI rakhaDapaTTI cheDI nija svarUpamAM masta manavu' joie. pote ja pAtAmAM TharavuM, sthira thavuM joi e. AvI mastI mahApurUSAnI DAya che. jemanAmAM zuddha AtmajJAna haiAya, je Agamadhara arthAta siddhAMtAne samyak prakAre jANanArA hAya, zuddha samyaktvI hoya, sa Mvara Adi pradhAna kriyAnA karanArA hAya, gurUkuLanI

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pavitra mayadAne jALavI rAkhanArA heya. svasvarUpa lakSane nahi ThaganArA evA avAcaka hoya. zuddha AtmAnubhAvI hoya te ja Atma-zAMti meLavI zake che. nija svarUpamAM masta banI ekAMta Atma-sAdhanA sAdhe che. ekAkI vicarate vaLI ramazAnamAM, vaLI parvatamAM vAgha-siMha gaje, aDela Asana ne manamAM nahIM kSobhatA, paramamitrano jANe pAmyA ga je. apUrva avasara e kayAre Avaze ! ajJAnI saMgane Icache che. jJAnI asaMgane Irache che sAdhuo ekalA vicAre che ane pitAnA nija svarUpamAM AtmAne sAdhe che. AvA ja smazAnanI aMdara UbhA rahe, cAre bAju bhutAvaLa hoya, game tevA avAjo Ave, bhayaprada ane rUdra zabdo sAMbhaLavA maLe te paNa teonuM citta khaLabhaLe nahi. parvatamAM vAgha, siMha ane cittAne saMga thAya to paNa jarAya kSebha na thAya. siMhanI trADothI trAsa na pAme e siMha che, te huM paNa janazAsanane siMha chuM. siMhane siMha sAme ze bhaya? eka makoDe caDe hoya tyAM eyaya kare, e zI AtmasAdhanA karI zake? muni vRkSa nIce kAusagga dhyAnamAM beThA hoya ane sarpo uparathI pasAra thAya, chatAM aDola rahe che, paNa pitAnA Asanane cheDatAM nathI, Asana paNa cala-vicala na thAya. kAyA paNa AghIpAchI na thAya. AvI sthiratA sAdhu-purUSanI hoya che. dehane paNa saMga tene gamatuM nathI. A deha e paDozI che. huM jude ane zarIra juduM, jaDa juduM ane caitanya juduM. Ama tenA hRdayamAM barAbara besI gayuM che. jaDapadArtha jaDa maTI caitanya thAya nahIM ane caitanya jaDa thAya nahIM. eka eka pradeza upara badhAM dravyo rahyA che, chatAM kaI kaImAM bhaLatA nathI. jaDa ane caitanyane svabhAva bhinna bhinna che. jyAre koInuM mRtyu thAya che tyAre maDadu ahIMyA rahI jAya che. caitanya deva bIjI gatimAM UpaDI jAya che. "samatA ramatA UrdhvatA jJAyakatA sukha bhAsa, vedakatA caitanyatA e saba jIva vilAsa." A badhAM jIvanAM guNe che. guruguNa abheda che. jIrane svabhAva samatA che. paNa temAM jyAre vikRti Ave tyAre jIva krodha karavA lAge che. "have te kaMTALI gayA. A ghara kevuM che? rajanA lehI ukALA ! A vahune judI karIe te nirAMta thAya." Ama jyAre sAsu bole che tyAre zuM vahunAM ekanAM vAMke ja lohI ukALo thAya che? be hAthe tALI paDe, ema baMnene vAMka hoya tyAre jhaghaDo thAya. tame zAMtine Icche che? vIsa kalAkamAM keTalIvAra krodha kare che? krodhathI AtmAnuM ghaNuM ahita thAya che. krodhanI agni

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pragaTAvI eTale gALAgALI, mArAmArI thAya. tAre mULabhUta svabhAva samatA rAkhavI te che, tene bhUlI vibhAvamAM zA mATe jAya che? eka zeThe pitAnA jIvanamAM kSamAne khUba keLavI che, paNa kaI pApodaye emane strI evI maLI che ke krodha karI jhaghaDo karyA ja kare. baMne viparIta svabhAvanA che. strI game teTaluM bele paNa zeTha zAMta rahe che. eka divasa zeThane ravivArano divasa che. ravivAre dukAna baMdha hoya eTale cepaDAM ghera lAve che. jamIne beThA beThAM nAmuM lakhe che. zeThANI eMThavADa kADhIne bahAra nIkaLe che. hAthamAM eMThavADanuM bhareluM hAMDaluM che. vacalI rUmamAM kare rADa pADe che. chokarAne raDate joIne zeThANuM gusse thaIne kahe che. "tamArA cepaDAne have eka bAju mUkene! A chokarAne jarA zAMta karavA dorI tane!" zeThANInI bhASAmAM kaTheratA che, karkazatA che. bhASA suMdara hovI joIe. keIne paNuM tuMkAre huMkAre paNa na karAya. vaDIlo pratye maryAdA rAkhavI joIe. vidyA vinayathI zobhe che. A phaLa AvavAthI namatuM jAya che, ema jJAna maLatAM namavuM joIe. namratA e dharmanuM paheluM pagathiyuM che. namra bane. jenAmAM saraLatA haya, namratA hoya tyAM dharma Take che. A bAI gALane varasAda varasAve che te paNa zeTha enI sAme jotA nathI. enA svabhAva pramANe e kare ane mArA svabhAva pramANe huM karuM ema vicArI zeTha zeThANInAM vacananI upekSA kare che. tamAre svabhAva ke che? zeThanI mAphaka Let go karatAM AvaDe che? zeThanI sAme zeThANI khUba baDabaDATa kare che, te paNa zeTha eka zabda belatAM nathI. tame A svabhAva keLavI zakaze? jo ema thAya te keI jhagaDe AgaLa vadhe nahi. zeThANI pharIne bese che. "maDhAmAM jIbha che ke nahi, kAMI javAba te Apo." gussAmAM ne gussAmAM zeThANIe hAMDaluM zeTha para pheMkayuM. zeThanAM kapaDAM bagaDyA, copaDAM kharAba thayA. chatAM zeTha eTaluM bolyA, "roja te gAjate ho, Aje varasAda varasya paNa kharo." sAcuM hoya te paNa krodha karIne koIne kAMI na kahevuM. satya vAta namratAthI karavI. jyAre pitAnA svabhAvathI viparIta vAta Ave tyAre khabara paDe ke tharmomITara para krodhane pAre keTalI DIgrI caDe che. jyAre jyAre krodhanAM prasaMge paDe tyAre tyAre samatA rAkho. eka divAsaLIthI kAgaLa saLagAve che. te divAsaLInuM moTuM pahelAM saLage che. pite prathama baLe pachI bIjAne bALe. krodha eka viSadhara sarpa che. jenA DaMkhathI AtmA pitAnuM svarUpa bhUlI jAya che. krodhamAM gAMDo banele mAnava AgaLapAchaLa jete nathI. krodhane kAraNe bhojana viSa bane che. kodhI mANasanA mukhamAMthI apazabda nIkaLe che. krodhathI tana nirbaLa bane che. mana apavitra bane che. buddhi asthira thAya che. AtmA malina thAya che. krodha badhAM anarthonuM mULa che. krodhI mANasa kadI svastha na rahe tene cahere paLe paDI jAya che. zarIra sukAI jAya che. pAcanazakti maMda paDI jAya che. ane

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pIra pIre zarIra rogothI gherAI jAya che. enAM para eNkavADanuM hAMDaluM paDyuM, tethI yAdI bagaDI, cepaDAM bagaDayA, kapaDAM bagaDyAM. paNa AmAne zeThe na bagADa. zeThANI te.25 thaI gayA. ane vicAre che are! meM zeTha upara kevuM karyuM, chatAM teo hase che, kharekhara huM mUrkha chuM. zeThane oLakhI zakI nathI. have huM AvuM nahi karuM. zeThanI kSamAnI asara kevI thaI? zeThANI sudharI gayA. jayAre nimitta bhaTakAya tyAre kodha na kare. ane samatA rAkhe te jJAna pariNamyuM kahevAya. mATInAM tathA lAkaDAMnAM ramakaDAM, jAmaphaLa, bora, jAMbuDA, badAma, pIstA, lavIMga vagere evA dekhAya che ke te sAcA che ke khoTAM te oLakhI na zakAya; lAkaDAnA phaLa, lAkaDAnA ramakaDAM e jovAnAM che, kaMI khavAya thoDAM? enAthI kAMI bhUkha bhAge kharI? zabdajJAna karyuM, paNa tenAthI AtmAnI bhUkha bhAMgatI nathI. jJAtA ane (STA chavane svabhAva che. AtmA te pitAne jANe che ane pArane paNa jANe che. jJAcaktA jIvane svabhAva che paNa nimittamAM bhaLavuM te AtmAne svabhAva nathI. te ghaNuM bhaDyA, ghaNuM vicAryuM, ethI zuM thayuM? aMdarathI krodha ane kaSAyane kahe joIe. ane samatAbhAva rAkhavuM joIe te avazya kalyANa thaze. tamAro svabhAva ke che? je svabhAva kharAba hoya to e tamane khUMce che? tame dhAre te svabhAva sudhArI zako. AjathI pitAne kesa pitAnA hAthamAM levAne che. game teTalAM nimitta Ave te paNa mAre krodha na karo. krodha Ave tyAre kSamAne, upazama bhAvane vicAra karavo. manamAM zAMtine vicAra kare. zAMti, kSamA ane upazama bhAvathI ja krodha zamaze. bhula thAya te mAphI mAMge. ane keI tamArI pAse kSamA mAMge te mAphI Apa. kSamAnuM AdAnapradAna karavAthI AmA haLa phUla bane che. AnI roja prekaTIsa pADe. Try and try again sajajanapurUSanI vidyA bIjAnAM jJAnane mATe, lakSamI dAnane mATe tema ja zakti bIjAnuM rakSaNa karavA mATe hoya che. AvuM amUlya jJAna meLavaze te avinAzI kalyANa thaze. vyAkhyAna naM.28 zrAvaNa vada 2 ne ravivAra tA. 8-8-71 anaMta jJAnI leya prakAzaka bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe karUNa varasAvIne siddhAMtathI samajAvyuM che. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu, enuM nAma siddhAMta. manuSyabhava durlabha che. bhagavAne manuSyabhavane vakhA che. bIjA bhavane vakhANyA

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10 nathI, A bhavamAM prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavA maLI che. ane AcaraNamAM mukavI zakya bane che. niSakumArane gurUkuLamAM mukAyA che. keLavaNI levI e darekanuM kAma che. khetaramAM kapAsa vAjo ane klAsamAMthI rU, rUmAMthI sutara ane sutaramAMthI kApaDa thAya che. pachI e kApaDa he dehane hAMkI zakAya che, ema jIvanane paNa barAbara ghaDavuM joIe, lokhaMDanA TukaDAnI khAsa kiMmata nathI paNa lokhaMDanA TukaDA upara kArIgarI karavAthI lokhaMDanA TukaDAnI kiMmata keTalI vadhI jAya che enI khabara che? eka TukaDo paradeza poMcI ghaDIyALa AdinuM aMga banI jAya ke mazInanuM kaI sAdhana banI jAya te tenI kiMmata ghaNI vadhI jAya che. putra tathA putrIone ucca saMskAra ApavAthI teonuM jIvana uSya bane che. je mahApuruSa thayA temanA jIvana kevA suMdara ghaDAyA haze? bacapaNamAM kevA saMskAra maLyA haze? bALakane suMdara banAvavAnuM kAma mAtApitAnuM che. pitAmAM durgaNa haze te bALakamAM evI Teva paDaze je pitA sAmAyika karatA haze, mALA pheravatA haze, muhapatti bAMdhatA haze te bALaka paNa e karavA prerAze. pitA bIDI pItA haze te bALaka paNa bIDI pIze. pitAnuM joIne anukaraNa karaze. bALakamAM anukaraNazakti khUba ja hoya che. niSadhakumAra guru pAse abhyAsa kare che. gurU paNa garIbane putra hoya ke rAjAne putra hoya, badhAne sarakhI keLavaNI ApatA. pahelAMnA gurUo mAtRdevo bhava, pitRdeve bhava AvuM zarUAtamAM zikhavatA. ane Aje iMglIzamAM DI. o. cha = Doga ane sI. e. TI = keTa. AvuM zikhavADAya che. Aje keLavaNI mAtra nekarI meLavavA mATe che, keI ucca dhyeyanuM lakSa rAkhI keLavaNI apAtI nathI. eka skulanI aMdara eka zikSaka parIkSA levA Ave che. badhA chokarAone ema thAya che ke zemAMthI pUchaze? badhA vidyArthI gabharAya che. zikSaka prathama vidyArthIne pUche che, tame je bhaNI rahyA che tene hetu zuM che? vivAthI vicAre che, are ! A ke prazna pUche che? tArA jIvananuM dhyeya zuM che? te te tarata kahe che. AvuM kAMI amArI bukamAM AvatuM nathI. tamAre AvA prazno pUchavAne koI adhikAra nathI. badhA chokarAone zikSaka te A ja prazna pUche che, paNa keIgya javAba ApatuM nathI. koI kahe che, mAre DokaTara thavuM che. keI kahe che, mAre vakIla thavuM che. koI kahe che, mAre enajInIyara thavuM che. pachI chellA chokarAne pUche che, tyAre e kahe che ke mAre AvI DIgrI joItI nathI. mAre bhaNIne mAruM jIvana sudhAravuM che, mAruM jIvana sAruM bane e mAro hetu che. A chokarAne suvarNacaMdrakanuM InAma apAya che ane pelA parIkSaka rAjI thAya che. zuM thayuM zAstra purANuM darzana bhaNe, je rahyo aMtare pApa mele, veda cAre bhaNe jema laMkApati, nA thaye deva rAkSasa rahele zuM thayuM jJAnanI zuSka vAte karyuM, nA thayuM Atma cAritra sAruM, te pachI bhAra caMdana gadheDe vahyo, vAMdarAe pI jema dArU." rAvaNa cAra vedane abhyAsI hatuM, paNa manane vikArathI mukta na karI zake. te

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evA jJAnathI zuM lAbha? game teTalA zA bhaNavA chatAM pApane mela na jAya te bata zA kAmanuM che? bhaNatara bhaNIne jIvana sadAcArI banAvavuM joIe. game teTalI keLavaNI lIdhA pachI cAritrya sArU na hoya te tene kazo artha nathI. gadheDA upara caMdana rAkhe paNa te caMdananI suvAsa kevI rIte laI zake evI rIte magaja upara keLavaNIne bAra lAdI dIdhe paNa evI DIgrIthI tamArA AMtarika jIvana sudhAraNAne prazna kema hala thaze? jIvanane sudhAravA sadAcAranI suvAsa bharavAnI che. je tamArA vicAra suMdara haze te tame jIvanane suMdara banAvI zakaze. je vicAra sArA nahIM hoya te kevI rIte jIvana suMdara, banaze? je bALakane nAnapaNathI sArI Teva paDaze te avazya bALakamAM sArA saMskAra Avaze. suMdara Teva pADavAthI ApaNuM jIvana suMdara banI zakaze. pramAdI mANasa ATha vAgyA sudhI sUte hoya te kevI rIte vyAkhyAnamAM Avaze? bhagavAnanI vANIne kevI rIte sAMbhaLI zakaze? jIvananuM kayeya che te nakkI karavuM paDaze. suMdara vicAra karaze te avazya tamAruM jIvana suMdara banaze. niSakumAra gurukuLamAM abhyAsa karI rahyA che. vidyA meLavyA pachI karavAnuM zuM che? jJAna meLavyA pachI jIvana umadA bane che. jIvanamAM sahanazIlatA Ave che. sAcuM samajAya eTale khoTuM chuTI jAya che. jyAre jIvanamAM satya Ave che tyAre tene caLakATa era paDe che. Aje pUjya ajarAmarajI mahArAjanI tithI che. jemane jAmanagara pAse AvelA paDANuM gAmamAM janma thayo. putranA janmathI mAtApitAne khyAla AvI jAya che ke putra bhAgyavAna ane parAkramI che. nAnapaNamAM sAmAyika zIkhI jAya che. mA-Apa dhArmika hoya te bALapaNamAM dharmanA saMskAra maLe che. tame bhautika jJAna apAvavA taiyAra che te AdhyAtmika jJAna ApavA kema taiyAra nathI? A jJAna jeNe meLavyuM che teo zAzvata sukhanA adhikArI banyA che. " paMcAlarAyA vi ya bambhadaco, sAhussa tassa vayaNaM akaauN|| jure muni jAmo, anuttare to naraNa paviThTho rUkA u. a. 13 AdhyAtmika jJAna bhegathI virakta banavAnuM zIkhave che. je bhoganI aMdara ja Asakta rahyA tenA zA hAla thAya che te uttarAdhyayananuM teramuM adhyayana batAve che. brahmadatta cakAtae uMcA bhoga bhegavyA te marIne sAtamI narake gaye. brahAdatta bhegane bhikhArI thaI mUrzita thaye ane bhegane choDI na zakyA. tethI bhoga bhogavatA pite bhagavAI gaye. ane sAtamI narake gaye. keTaluM moTuM rAjya hatuM, keTalI samRddhi hatI, chatAM kAMI ADe AvyuM nahi. jevAM karma karyA haze tevAM bhegavavA paDaze. cittamunie brahmadattane khUba samajAvyuM, Aryakarma karavA kahyuM. bhaMganA kevA kaDavAM phaLa bhegavavAM paDe " 21

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che te paNa batAvyuM, chatAM lega mAM khUba khUcI gayele, bhegene cheDI zake nahIM. tyAre muni pitAnuM ja svarUpamAM masta rahyAM. mArga bhUlelAne mArga batAve e karuNASTi che. jJAnI ajJAnIne mArga batAve chatAM te mAne nahIM, te paNa enI upara krodha na kare. enA upara beTha kare te potAnuM bagaDe pite virakta thaI gayA. uMcAmAM uMcuM cAritra pALI sekSane prApta karyo. vito vi kAme hi viratakAmo, udAcArita tabo mhesii| aNuraM vaMma pAsattA, majura siridhara rUpA che. a. 13 cAritrathI bhoganI virakti, ganI viraktithI saMyamazuti, saMyamazuddhithI vItarAgatA ane vitarAgatAthI virakti. eTale mokSanA sukha prApta thAya che. sAmAyika cAritra, yathAkhyAta cAritrane lAvanAra che. tamane cAritra upara prIti che? sAmAyika badhAne AvaDavI joIe. sAmAyika karavAvALe pitAnA AtmA tathA bIjAnA AtmAne samAna jue che. sama eTale sarakhApaNuM, bhedabhAva vagara samabhAvamAM TakI rahevuM, rAgadveSa na kare te vItarAga thavAnuM prathama pagathIyuM che. AkhA lekamAM koI paNa jIva sAthe vera nahIM rAkhavuM. tame sAmAyikanuM hArda samaje. viSamabhAva cheDIne samabhAvamAM TakavuM e sAmayikanuM hArda che. jyAM sudhI kaSAya bhAva hoya tyAM sudhI saMpUrNa jJAnI thaI zakAtuM nathI. chekarAne skUlamAM bhaNavA besADe ane rAja rAja lITA dore ene kAMI artha nathI. AgaLa vadhavA ekaDo ghUMTa joIe. tethI tame tene kaho ne ke, have tuM nAnuM nathI. ekaDo ghUMTa. paNa pitAnI meLe ekaDo kare ane Gdhe kare ene paNa koI artha nathI. te zikhavA gurU paNa dhAravA paDe che, ane gurU ekaDo zIkhavADe che. vaLI udhe ekaDe kare te pharI zikhavADe che. dharmagurU tamane zraddhAne ekaDo zIkhavADe che. dharma para zraddhA rAkho. AraMbha parigraha cheDe. paNa ame parigraha choDavAnI vAta karIe te tame paisA meLavavAnI vAta karaze. jyAM sudhI dhama. gurunI hitazikSA haiyAmAM nahIM utare tyAM sudhI AtmakalyANane mArga nahIM maLe. ajarAmara bhAInA pitAzrI mAMdagI AvavAthI gujarI gayA. kaMkubAI upara Aphata AvI paDI. pAMca varasanA bALakane mUkIne pitA cAlyA gayA. kamAIne ApanAra gujarI jAya tyAre mANasanI paristhiti kevI viSama thAya? kaMkubAI roja savAra sAMja sAmAyika, pratikramaNa kare che. A chokarAne paNa pratikamaNa ane sAmAyika karAve che. dharmanA saMskAra bALakamAM rahe che. khetaramAM ceDA dANuM nAkhavAthI aneka gaNa dANa uge che, tema bALakamAM paNa saMskAranI vRddhi thAya che. A bALaka nava varasane thAya che. ane kahe che ke mArI bhAvanA saMyama levAnI che. pachI mA-dikaro geMDala Ave che. goMDalamAM kAnajI sAmI ane hirAjI svAmI birAjamAna che. mAtA gurUdeva pAse AvI vinaMtI kare che? A mAruM bALaka Apane saMpuM chuM. Apa ene taiyAra kare. mAre saMyamanA mArge javuM

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che. chokare kahe che, mAre paNa dIkSA levI che. navA varasane cheka dIkSAnI vAta kare che. juo, dharmanA kevA uMDA saMskAra che. mahArAja sAheba pAse abhyAsa karavA mAMDe. khUba ja sarasa rIte abhyAsa kare che. je zikhavADe e badhuM meDhe rahI jAya. eka ja vAta ke jaladI bhaNuM. koI bIjI paMcAta nahIM. beTA kaI daste nahIM. vairAgyabhAvanA kone kahevAya? je pAMca IndriyenuM damana kare tene vairAgya kahevAya. jemanA bolavAmAM, cAlavAmAM vairAgya nItarato hoya, vairAgyabhAvanA hoya te vitarAgane mArge jaI zake che. tyAga vairAgya na cittamAM, thAya na tene jJAna, aTake tyAga virAgamAM, te bhUle nija bhAna." tyAga, vairAgya vinA AtmajJAna thatuM nathI. A bALaka bhaNavAmAM dattacitta che. khUba khaMtathI bhaNe che. tyAMnA eka gusAMIjInI najara bALaka para paDe che. bhaNIne jAya che. taDakAmAM tAlaku camake che. A bALaka reja nIkaLe che ane teo jue che. eka divasa mANasane meka ke jA, pelA bALakane bolAvI lAva. bALaka tyAM Ave che. gosAMIjI tene pUche che, tuM kyAM che? ane kayAM rahe che? ajarAmara kahe-ame paDANAnA chIe. ane mahArAja mane abhyAsa karAve che. tAre pitA che? te kahe che, mAre pitA nathI. mAtA che. teo paNa ahIM che ane emane dikSA levAne bhAva che. ane mAre paNa dIkSA levAne bhAva che. sAMIjI kahe che, jainanI dIkSA keTalI kaThaNa che enI khabara che? ughADA page cAlavuM ane mAthAnAM kezane leca kare paDe che. enA karatAM mArI gAdI upara AvI jA. mArI pAse keTaluM dhana che ane tuM gAdIne vArasa thaI jaIza. ajarAmarajI kahe che, tame AvI vAta kadI karaze nahIM. mAre jaina dharma ja sAce che. mAre te vItarAganA mArge javuM che. A mahAmule avasara maLe che, have bhautika padArthomAM huM phasAuM te nathI. sAMIjI enI rakhA jeIne kahe che, A keTale bhAgyazALI che! Ane game tema karIne mArA vArasadAra banAve che. bIjI vAra bolAve che. paNa teo te cekakhI nA pADe che. pachI mA tathA dikarAe dIkSA laI lIdhI. pachI saMskRtine abhyAsa karavA surata tarapha jAya che. tyAM yatizrInI pAlakhI tyAMthI nIkaLe che. teoe dhuLamAM koI bhAgyavAnanA pagalA joyAM. tethI kahe che, keI bhAgyazALI jIva ahIMthI gaye che. A pagalAM tAjAM che. cAle tapAsa karIe. guru ziSya jhADa nIce ja visAme levA beThA che. A muninI uMmara sAva nAnI che. AvA nAnA mahArAjane joIne yatizrI pUche che, kema mahArAja ! kaI tarapha padhAro cho? guru javAba Ape che, surata javuM che. saMskRtanA abhyAsa mATe jaI rahyA chIe. yatizrI saharSa kahe che, A bhAgyazALIne huM bhaNAvIza. A kAma mane sepe. huM vagara vetane bhaNAvIza. Ama bhaNAvanArane prazna ukalI gaye. surata jaI saMskRtanuM ghaNuM jJAna meLavI lIdhuM. have zAstranuM jJAna meLavavAnuM

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bAkI hatuM. Ane mATe mAravADathI hakamIcaMdajI mahArAjane ahIM padhAravAnI vinaMtI karavAnuM saMghe nakkI karyuM ke mahArAja sAheba ahIM padhAre te ApaNane paNa lAbha maLe. mahArAja sAhebane badhI vAta karI. ane hakamIcaMdajI mahArAjane levA mATe mANase gayA. pUjya mahArAja sAheba mAravADathI vihAra karI amadAvAda padhAryA. mahArAja sAhebanA AvavAnA samAcAra maLatAM saMghe vadhAmaNImAM samAcAra ApanArane 1250nuM InAma ApyuM ane temanI pAse sUtrane abhyAsa karyo. jene bhaNavuM hoya e jeTaluM dhAre teTaluM bhaNI zake che. jJAna meLavavA mATe haMmezA nAnA banavuM joIe. Aje jJAna meLavavA mATe sAdhane paNa che, paMDite paNa che, paNa bhaNanAra nathI. ghaNA pAtra che te IzAre kare temAM samajI jAya gaNadhara bhagavaMtee tripadImAM cauda pUrvanuM jJAna grahaNa karyuM. ke jJAna sAgara chalakANe haze? kevI jJAnamAM DubakI mArI haze! jJAnanI bahu jarUra che. pUjya jayamalajI mahArAjane jJAna meLavavAnI dhagaza kevI hatI te jANe che? teo rajaputanA dikarA hatAM. ane paraNelA hatAM. comAsAmAM gADuM laIne vepAra mATe eka nagaramAM Ave che. vANIyA hATaDI baMdha karIne piSAmAM beThA che. puchatA khabara paDe che ke Aje te pANI che. teo vicAra kare che - cAle ApaNe paNa mahArAjane sAMbhaLavA jaI e. emanA mitranI sAthe jAya che. mahArAjazrI vyAkhyAna saMbhaLAvI rahyA che. jaDa ane cetanane, zarIra ane AtmAne bheda samajAve che. AvI tejIlI vANI sAMbhaLIne mana pIgaLI gayuM. pelA mitrane kahe che, tAre gADuM laIne jAvuM hoya te jA, huM te upAzrayamAM rahIza. bhaNIgaNIne dIkSA laIza. ghera AvavuM nathI. sAmAyikanA pATha joyAM ane pratikSmaNa joyuM. jyAM sudhI A pATha zIkhuM nahIM tyAM sudhI u ja rahuM, AvI pratijJA Ape, ema mahArAja sAhebane vinaMtI kare che. mahArAja sAheba kahe che evI pratijJA ajANyA mANasane kema apAya? paNa tenI daDhatA koI mahArAja sAhebe pratijJA ApI. pratikramaNa ane sAmAyika vAMcI gayAM. ane kalAkamAM pratikramaNa saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM. thaDo abhyAsa karyA pachI guru mahArAjane kahe che, have mane dIkSA Apaze ne? mahArAje temanAmAM gyatA joI ane samajAve che, tamArA koI sagAsaMbaMdhI che? kyAM che? teonI rajA vagara dikSA ApI zakAya nahIM. teo javAba Ape che. huM rajaputa chuM, paraNele chuM. mohanadevI mArI strInuM nAma che. mAtAnuM nAma mAyAdevI che. paNa mArA sAcA sagA Apa badhA che. mane te eka dIkSAnI laganI lAgI che. "mane lAgI re lagana vIra tArA nAmanI, tArA nAmanI, nathI re paravA mane juThThA jaganI, mane lAgI re lagana. pele mitra ghare gaye. ane yamalajInA mAtA-pitAne samAcAra ApyA ke teo te tyAM rahI gayA che. ane dIkSA levAnuM kahetAM hatAM. A sAMbhaLI mAtA tathA

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temanA patnI zaheramAM jAya che. putrane ghera laI AvavA khuba samajAve che teo eka ja : javAba Ape che. "mAre dIkSA levI che, huM upAzrayamAMthI dIkSA lIdhA vagara bahAra javAnuM nathI. mAtA kahe che tene dIkSAmAM zI khabara paDe? tuM hajI nAkhe che. teo mAtAne saTa javAba Ape che ke tame mAla levA mane mokale che temAM mane khabara paDe ane mane dIkSAmAM kema khabara na paDe? mAtA mahArAjazrIne kahe che. A kAcA kALajAnA mArA putra upara | tame zuM karI nAMkhyuM che? mArA ekanA eka putrane Ape bheLavI nAMkhe. tamArUM satyAnAza jAya! to mahArAja kahe che, bahena ! satyAnAza jAya ema kahe che ne ? sAta karmanA nAza , pachI eka kayuM karma teM bAkI rAkhyuM ! mAre te ATheya karmane nAza thAya ema karavuM che. ema te thAya te ja mAre siddha thavAya. mahArAjane gALa Ape che paNa mahArAja savaLa artha kare che. keI gALe game teTalI de paNa levI nahIM, ema nakkI kare te ghaNI samAdhi rahe. enI mA kahe che cAla ubho thA, A tArI vahu rahe che. sagAvahAlA badhA reve che. teo javAba Ape che je ene mArI upara prema hoya te mArA raste Ave. ThAkora Ave che ane bIjA paNa ghaNuM samajAve che, paNa jayamalajI kAMI belatAM nathI. jyAM sudhI (dIkSAnuM lakhI na de tyAM sudhI mauna karI le che. ane cAre AhAranA paccakhANa kare che. aMte lakhI dIdhuM ane dIkSA ApI. saMyama lIdho te ja divasathI jIvuM tyAM sudhI ekAMtarA upavAsa karavA evA pazcakhANa lIdhAM. jAva chava sudhI ekAMtara upavAsa ane te paNa covihAra. A prakAranI pratijJA lIdhI pachI sutra ane siddhAMta hAthathI lakhavA mAMDayA. jyAre navarAza maLe tyAre judA judA chaMdo-sAdhu vaMdaNa vi. banAve. aneka kRtio temaNe banAvelI che. eka vakhata A jayamalajI mahArAja gurudevanI sAthe vihAra karI rahyAM che. tyAM garadevane ekadama tarasa lAgI che. ane pote pANI levA jAya che tyAM bhudarajI mahArAja sAheba kALa karI jAya che. yamalajI mahArAja sAhebane kayAMya pANI maLatuM nathI. gAmamAM javuM paDe che. gAmathI pANI laIne Ave tyAM guru mahArAja kALa dharma pAmI jAya che. "guru mahArAjanI chellI ghaDIe huM pAse na rahyo. ane mAre gurune vijega thaye. e mATe temane khuba duHkha thAya che. tyAM pratijJA lIdhI ke AjathI mAre suvuM nahIM. koIvAra eThA beThA uMgha AvI jAya te alaga vAta che, paNa pathArI karIne na suvuM. gurudevane tarasa lAgI ane huM pANI na pahoMcADI zakaye, mATe jAvajIva sudhI pANI pIvuM nahIM. pANIne badale chAsathI patAvatAM. AvA mahApurUSa pAMcamA ArAmAM thayA che. pujya ajarAmarajI mahArAja pachI geDala, baravALA, lIMbaDI ema judAM judAM saMpradAya thayAM. lagabhaga 45 sAdhu emanI pAse hatAM. lIMbaDImAM chelluM comAsu karyuM, ane zarIra gaLavA mAMDayuM. zrAvaNa vada bIjane divase saMthAre karIne kALadharma pAmyA. A sAthe Aje amArA parama

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upakArI taNa tAraNa pUjya sUrajabAi mahAsatIjInI paNa puNyatIthI che. teozrI dhAlezamAM hatAM. temanuM sagapaNa nAnapaNathI thayeluM hatuM. teezrIne saMtAno samAgama thatAM dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA jAgI. sAsarIyAvALAe dIkSA levAnI nA pADI. ame dIkSA levA na duie kema ke amAre A sagapaNathI riddhi-samRddhimAM vadhArA thayA che. a Mgreja amaladArane samajAvavA mAlyA te vakhate emane saceATa javAba dIdheA. sAheba, tame khaMdagI kare che? hA, tA huM paNa e ja kAma karuM chuM. tame aThavADIyAmAM ekavAra maMdagI karo che huM AkhI jiMdugI izvaramaya anavA mAMguM chuM. vaLI Apa mane vacana Ape| ke lagna pachI mane vaidhavya nahI' Ave, te huM lagna karu.. A sAMbhaLI sAhebane ema thayu` ke Ane te kharekharA dharmanA raMga che. Ane koInAthI rAkI zakAya nahI. sUrajabAI rUparUpanA aMbAra hatAM. mAthAmAM lAkhu hatu. ghaNAM bhAgyavAna hatAM. sAdhu paNa javAma na ApI zake tevA praznonA javAba Ape evA vidvAna hatAM. emane eka ja ziSyA karavI evI pratijJA hatI. divALI khAi mahAsatIjI ekane ja ziSyA karyAM . khAra varasanI nAnI umare teoe dIkSA lIdhI hatI. khUbaja prabhAvazALI hatAM. tapanI, saMyamanI khUba ArAdhanA karI jIvanane ujajavaLa banAvI gayAM. paMcAvana varSanI uMmare kALadhama pAmyAM. Aje pUjya ajarAmarajI svAmI tathA pUjya sUrajamAI mahAsatIjInI tithI che. je teeAzrInA jIvana caritrA sAMbhaLI, tenAM sadguNA peAtAnA jIvanamAM utAraze tenuM kalyANa thaze. vyAkhyAna na 29 zrAvaNa vada 3 sAmavAra tA. 9-8-71 parama pathanA prakAzaka, satyanAM sAdhaka, mamatAnAM mAraka, bhavya jIveAnA uddhAraka bhagavAne siddhAMta samajAvyA. siddhAMta eTale traNe ya kALe siddha thayelI vastu. ahi niSadhakumAranA adhikAra cAle che. khAMtera kaLA bhaNIne niSakumAra pAraMgata thayA. vidyA vinayathI zAle che. jANavuM ane vanamAM mUkavuM. jAvuM' e jJAna che. vanamAM mUkavu e cAritra che. jIvanamAM jJAna ane kriyA ane joie. pakSI eka pAMkhe uDDayana karI zatuM nathI. ahIM paNa jJAna ane kriyA ane pAMkhA joI ze tA ja mAkSamAga prati uDDayana thaI zakaze. " kaI kriyA jaDa thaI rahyA, zuSka jJAnamAM kAi, mAne mAmAkSanA, karUNa upaje joi.

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bAhya kriyAmAM rAcatAM, aMtara bheda na koI, jJAna mArga niSedhatAM teha kriyA jaDa AhI." zrImad rAjacaMdra kaI bAhya kriyAne ja vaLagI rahyA che. te koI zuSka jJAnane vaLagI rahyA che. ane pita-pitAnI mAnyatAmAM mokSa mAne che. A pramANe triratna rUpa saraLa, pUrNa thai hitArtha ane yathArtha mokSamArgane bhulI gayA che. je piyA karavAmAM Ave che te kiyA kayA laye karavAmAM Ave che te yathArthapaNe jANyuM nathI. jeo tatvajJAnathI pazaMgamukha che jemane aMtaSTi udbhavI nathI, paraMtu bAhya kriyA karIne je mokSa mAne che, te thaka sAnI che, te kevaLa sallAnA zabdane dhAraNa karI ekAMta nizcayane pakaDI rAkhI kahe ke "AtmA te siddha jevo che. tene rAga-dveSa nathI." vigere kathana mAtrathI pitAne jAnI dhArI sadvyavahArane niSedhe che. paraMtu tene aMtaraMga vairAgya ane upazama nathI." kaSAyone TALavA purUSArtha nathI. pratikuLatAmAM samabhAva rAkhI zaktA nathI. je jIve bANa kriyAmAM ja mAtra rAcI rahyA che, jenuM aMtara bhedAyuM nathI, evA ja jJAnamArgane niSedhe che. tethI teone ahIM kriyAjaDa kahyA che. jJAna-kriyAnuM samanvayapaNuM sthApita karavuM e ja nirjarAne suMdara mArga che. game te kriyA-tapa, japa, svAdhyAya, sallA vAMcana karIne eka ja kArya karavAnuM che. jagatanuM vismaraNa ane AtmAnuM smaraNa. je jJAnane prApta karyuM tene vartanamAM mUkavuM joIe, nahiMte te jJAna ekaDA vinAnAM miMDA jevuM che. eka zeTha hatA te pitAnAM dikarAne bhalAmaNa kare che ke mAre bahAragAma javAnuM che te gharanuM barAbara dhyAna rAkhaje. ApaNI pAse hIrA, motI, rokaDa tathA dAgInA ghaNuM che. te kamADa sAcavIne sUje. pitA bahAragAma gayA pachI chokarAne vicAra thayo ke mArA pitAzrIe kamADa sAcavavAnuM mane kIdhuM che eTale te to kamADanAM mijAgarA kADhI kamADane uparAuparI goThavI enA upara gAdalAM nAkhIne sUto. ghara khulluM thatA corone pravezavAne mArga khulle thaye. ane dhana lUMTI gayA. zeTha bahAragAmathI AvyA ane joyuM te cera badhuM lUMTI gayA che. tethI putrane kahe che ke, "te kema dhyAna na ApyuM?" je ApaNuM badhuM corAI gayuM ne ApaNe sAva khAlI thaI gayA." tyAre putra kahe che, "juo te kharA! kevA kamADa sAcavyA che? Ape kamADa sAcavavAnuM kahyuM hatuM. meM AjJA barAbara pALI che. chatAM mAro vAMka kADhe che ! vAtane Azaya na samajAya tyAM sudhI sAcI vastu samajAtI nathI. kriyA karavAnI pAchaLa paNa sAcA dhayeyanuM bhAna na hoya te te kriyA bhavane phera TALe nahi. "samakti vinAnI kIdhI karaNI meM Aja sudhI, TALe nahiM bhavanA pherA samakitane laIne lAve,

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mahAvIranuM zAsana cAre bAju era phelAte jAo, kare .. kAra e ke chUTe pAkhaMDI de, ghara ghara saMdeza vahAlA vIrane sunAte jAo." jIva jyAM sudhI samyagU darzana eTale sAcI zAhI prApta karatuM nathI. tyAM sudhI mane badhI sakate nathI. jyAre jIva prathama guNasthAnakathI ethe guNasthAnake Ave che tyAre traNa karaNa kare che. (1) yathApravRttikaraNa. eTale nadImAM paisA vasA para goLa thaI jAya che. tema chava aneka dukhe sahana karatAM karatAM akAma nirjarA karIne yathA pravRtti karaNamAM pahoMcI zake che. A karaNamAM bhavya-abhavya bane che AvI zake pachI (2) apUrva karaNamAM AvatAM sthitighAta, rasaghAta, guNazreNI, guNa saMkramaNa ane apUrva sthiti baMdhane sthitighAta kare che. lAMbA TAImanAM karma TuMkA TAimavALa karI nAkhe. gADha karmanAM baMdhanane zithIla banAve che. tIvra rasanA kama maMdarasanA kare che. mithyAtvane baMdha pADatA nathI. apUrva karaNamAM bhavya jIve ja AvI zake che ane (3) anivRttikaraNamAM Ave eTale samakti lIdhA vinA pAcho paDe nahi je mithyA anAdikALathI pitAne aho nAkhI baLa jamAvyuM che te baLa bhAMgI nAkhe che. samaktiI jIve saMsAramAM rakhaDavA chatAM nakakI mokSamAM jAya che. jema yamAM doro parovela hoya ane eya evAI jAya te te game tevA kacarAmAMthI paNa jaDI jAya che. tema samaktine doro parovAI gaye, pachI jIva ardhapudgala parAvartanamAM AvI jAya che. mATe jambara purUSArtha upADe. ane samyaphavane prApta kare. je samaktinI utkRSTa ArAdha thAya te te ja bhave jIva mokSa prApta karI zake che. madhyama ArAdhanAthI trIje bhave ane jaghanya ArAdhanAthI paMdara bhave mokSa meLave che. paNa Aja sudhI jIva mithyAtva bhAvamAM ja rakhaDe che. ghaNI kriyAo karI paNa badhI samyagdarzana vinAnI ja karI che. tethI jIvanI rakhaDapaTI hajuM paNa UbhI che. samyagadarzana e pAye che. zraddhAnA pAyAne majabUta karo. bhagavAnanA ekeka vacanamAM zraddhA lAve. mahAvIra svAmIe je prarUpaNa karI che e satya che, pramANa che, temAM zaMkA-kuzaMkAne sthAna nathI. samyagadazanane e TaMkAra kare ke anAdinI pAkhaMDI Te chUTI jAya rAma dhanuSyanA TaMkAre sItAdevIne paraNyA. tema ApaNe je zivaramaNIne paraNavuM haze te samyagadarzanane TaMkAra kare joIze. anAdikALathI jIve vibhAvadazAnuM ja smaraNa karyuM che. svabhAva tarapha daSTi karI nathI. kusaMskAro ane kharAba Tevene jIvanamAM sthAna ApyuM che. tamArI Teve tamane khUce che? makAnanI sudhAraNA, zarIranI, vastranI, keLavaNInI sudhAraNAne vicAra karyo che, paNa jIvananI sudhAraNA mATe kayAreya vicAra kyAM che? vAtavAtamAM krodhane dhamadhamATa thAya che, niMdA keTalA rasathI kare che? kaI

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vAta karatuM hoya te sAMbhaLavA thele che ke, sAMbhaLI--azusAMbhaLI karI nAkhe che ke pachI aDadhI vAta pakaDIne belI nAkhe che? belI nAkhavAthI zuM pariNAma Avaze tene vicAra kare che? pADozInA chokarAne sIDI para caDate jue che te enA haiyAmAM dayAnuM jharaNuM phUTe che. te AvIne kahe che, "bhAI sIDI caDhavAnuM kAma tArUM nathI. caDIza te paDIza ane marIza." ema kahe che tyAM enI mA bahArathI Ave che. marIza e zabda sAMbhaLe che. ekadama gusse thaIne kahe che "A bAI te DAkaNa che, mArA chokarAne marIza ema kahe che." mArA chekarAne maravAnuM kema kahI zake? khUba AvezamAM AvI karyo kare che. pelA bahena kahe che, mArI pUrI vAta te sAMbhaLe. paNa sAMbhaLe koNa? ema pUruM sAMbhaLyA vinA vacamAM kUdI paDavuM e kharAba Teva che. mATe barAbara sAMbhaLe. nahi te arthane anartha thaI jaze. bIjAnA deSa jotA pahelAM pitAnA dezanuM darzana kare. ane koI deSa batAve te tene upakAra mAnI deSa TALavA prayatna kare. he prabhu! he prabhu! zuM kahuM, dinAnAtha dayALa, huM te deSa anaMtanuM-bhAjana chuM karUNuLa.". he bhagavAna! huM te doSathI bharele chuM, adhama chuM, vivekazakti hina chuM. ema mukhethI te prabhu pAse pitAnA doSa bele che, paNa jo koI mANasa kahe ke tuM te vivekahina chuM te tarata jhaghaDavA maMDI paDe. gusso AvI jAya che. tuM mane vivekahina kahenAra kezu? paNa elA, bhagavAna AgaLa te belete hatuM ke huM te vikaThina chuM ane have gusse zA mATe thAya che? mATe meDhethI belavA karatAM aMtaramAM draSTi daI kaI kaI khAmI che e ze. potAnI bhUla samajAtI nathI eTale jIva guse kare che, paNa A tAre svabhAva nathI. AvuM jIvana kayAM sudhI gALIza? AvI arthahIna vAtamAM jaMdagI vitAvI daIza te karavAnAM kartavya eka bAju rahI jaze. jIvana bahu thayuM che. ane karavAnuM kAma ghaNuM che. je kuMjara kere kAna, je saMdhyA ke vAna, jevuM pAkuM pIpaLanuM pAna, evuM jera juvAnInuM jANuM, je dhumADAne goTa, je pANuM taNe parapeTe, - je suMdara kAcane pheTa, e asthira saMsAra che." ApaNuM jIvana bahu calita, caMcaLa ane kSaNika che. hAthIne kAna Akho divasa phaDa-phaDa thAya che. eka nAnakaDuM macchara je hAthInA kAnamAM ghUsI jAya te hAthInuM mRtyu 22

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170 thaI jAya che. tethI hAthI enA kAnamAM kAMI na pesI jAya mATe kAna phaphaDAve che. eTale enA kAna jema sthira rahetA nathI tema manuSyanuM jIvana paNa sthira nathI. je saMdhyAne raMga ane pAkuM thayeluM pIpaLanuM pAna kSaNavAramAM sarI paDe che, tema juvAnInuM jema cheDA vakhatamAM cAlyuM jAya che. yuvAnImAM pATuM mArI pAchuM kADhe evI zakti hatI, e vRddhAvasthA AvatAM cAlI jAya che. je dhumADo kSaNika che. pANIne parapoTo tarata nAza pAme che ane kAcane pheTa jarA TakarAtAM phUTI jAya che, tema A manuSyanuM jIvana paNa kSaNika che. bhagavAne kahyuM che. jarA jAva na pIDeI, vAhi jAba na vaDhaI / jAvindiyA na hAyanti, tAva dhammaM samAyare // jyAM sudhI ja avasthA AvI nathI tyAM sudhI dharma karI le. pAMca Indriya kAma Ape che te tene upayoga karI le. AMkha kAma Ape che te sadvAMcana karI le. zravaNendriya sateja che tyAre suMdara zravaNa karI lyo zravaNendriyanuM baLa hINa thaze tyAre sAMbhaLI nahIM zako. mahApurUSanAM jIvana-caritro sAMbhaLo, vAMce ane AcaraNamAM mUke te tamAruM jIvana UrdhvagAmI banaze. chanI dayA pALavA ane saMtapurUSanA darzana karavA AMkha maLI che, tene jIva kayAM reke che? strIo sAme TIkI-TIkIne jovAmAM, sinemAmAM kevA citro batAve che ? strIonAM hAva-bhAva, nAca-gAna dhArI-dhArIne jue che. jue paNa evA rasa reDIne ke pariNAme pApanAM gAMsaDA bAMdhe che. je AMkhathI vikArI bhAvamAM vRddhi thatI hoya te AMkhane sadvyaya nathI paNa durvyaya che. enI AMkhamAM jhAmara thAya che. jeNe jIbhathI badhAnuM vADhayuM che ene jIbhanA kensara thAya che. game te moDhAmAM nAkhe te svAda AvatuM nathI. jIbha beTI paDI jAya che. jenA kAnamAMthI pANI nIkaLe che, kAnamAM dhama-dhama jevA avAja Ave che, kAnamAM rasI thAya che. teNe kAnane durupayoga karyo che. pArakI niMdA rasapUrvaka sAMbhaLe che. eTale AvuM duHkha bhegavavuM paDe che. ghaNAM mANasa upaga vinA UMcI draSTi rAkhIne cAle che. paga nIce zuM Ave che te paNa jatA nathI. keTalIya lIletarIne khuMdatA khuMdatA cAle che. ghaNuM mANase hAlatA jAya ne vRkSa upara lAkaDI ThapakAre che. e prahArathI vanaspatinA chanI virAdhanA thAya che. jenI hiMsAthI jIvane vividha prakAranA roga thAya che. jIva pitAnAM karelAM kama bhegave che. koInuM koI karma bhagavatuM nathI. karmanI keTane adala InsApha che. ahiMyA te karelA gunA kadAca mApha thaze, paNa tyAM te pite karelAM karma pitAne ja bhegavavA paDe che. pAMca indriya maLI, ene je joIe

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1 te Apaze ane viSayanAM bhagavaTAmAM tene upayoga karaze te puNya cavAI jaze. ane ekedriyamAM mukAI jAze. tamane tamArI dayA Ave che? te pAMca iMdriyenAM viSayathI pAchA haThI ene sadupayega kare. para vastumAM nahIM mUMjha, enI dayA mujane rahI, e tyAgavA siddhAMta ke pazcAt duHkha te sukha nahIM." para padArthane pitAnAM mAnIne jIva temAM muMjhAI gayuM che. paNa para padArtha tArA nathI. temAMthI maLatuM sukha te kSaNika che. je sukhanI pAchaLa dukha che te sAcuM sukha nathI. eka mANase suMdara majAne bagIce banAvarAvyuM. temAM suvAsita pupanAM choDa, mIThAM phaLanAM vRkSa, suMdara vele, maMDapa vi. karAvyA che. te bhAI bagIce joI khuza thAya che. tenI suvAsathI mana nAcI uThe che. bIjo mANasa rastA parathI pasAra thAya che. te bagIcAnuM saundarya jue che, ane pupinI suvAsa le che, pelAe bagIcAne pitAne mAnya che. tenA pratye Asakita che. tethI karmabaMdha thAya che. ane cAle te mANasa suvAsa dhe che, paNa temAM tene Asakti nathI. prekSaka banavuM che. paDadA pADavA ane baMdha karavA. vi. ciMtA prekSakane nathI hotI. prekSake te TikiTa lIdhI ane joIne bahAra nIkaLI gayA. tema AtmAne svabhAva jJAtA-daSTA che. bIjAnI ciMtA mAthA upara rAkhIne zA mATe kare che? bahAranI ciMtA choDI AtmAnI ciMtA kare. bhautika vastu pAchaLa paDayA che eTale AdhyAtmika vastu samajAtI nathI. AtmAmAM anaMtajJAna paDyuM che. paNa emAM sthira thavuM joIe. AtmAne pAmavA hoya te nirvikalpa dazA joIe. badhAM vikalpane cheDI de ne Atma saundaryane nihALe. jeNe AtmAne camatkAra joye, tene kevI anubhUti thAya che? ke AnaMda Ave che? e te anubhavavALA ja jANe che, balADaema kAgaLa upara lakhyuM, pachI jIbhathI cAkhe te svAda Avaze? nahi Ave. ema siddhAMta, zAstra ke pustaka rAhadArInI mAphaka raste batAve che. cAlavAnuM te pitAne che. aMdarathI tamArA AtmAne jAgRta kare. kyAM sudhI pramAdamAM besI raheze tamArI tabiyata bagaDe te tarata DokaTara pAse pahoMcI jAva che ne? jarAka mAthuM duHkhe che, tarata enesinanI TIkaDI le che ne? tArA zarIranI tane khabara paDe che, keTalI enI kALajI! paNa AtmAnI kayAreya khabara lIdhI? jaDa ane caitanyanAM bhedajJAnanI vidyA meLavavAnI jarUra che. kayA sevata uTha jAga bAure, aMjalI jala jaryuM AvuM ghaTata hai, deta paheriyA variya ghau re....kyA. iMdra caMdra nAgiMda muni cale koNa rAjA pati sADa rAu re, bhamata bhamata bhava jaladhi pAya ke bhagavaMta bhajana vinA bhAu nAu kayA

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GK AnadaghanajI mahArAja kahe che ke, huM khAvarA! kayAM sudhI sUtA rahIza ? dhruve UThe, UbhA thA. hatheLImAM lIdheluM pANI TapakIne paDI jAya che. ema AyuSya TapakI rahyuM che. dareka kSaNe, dareka miniTe, kalAke, divase tArU' AyuSya ghaTatuM jAya che. tArI kSaNeA vyartha jAya che. hAthamAM mAgara lai paheregIra AMTA mAre che. DaMkA vagADe che. ghaDIyALa paNa DaMkA vagADe che. ghauMTA vagADIne badhAMne uThADe che, tathA saMdeza Ape che ke badhAne cAlyA javAnu che. kAI amara nathI. AyurUpI hatheLImAM khAkhAmAMthI pANI TapakatAM TapakatAM have thADuM pANI rahyuM che. thADI jIIMgI khAkI rahI che teA kAMI karI le. Atmika kAryamAM pravRtti karavA lAgI jAva. svabhAva dazAmAM jAgRta thAva. jeNe dhanu' bhAthu' mAMdhyu che eka hita thaI jAya che, ane meAkSa mArganA adhikArI bane che. khATAM lADavAne khAvA karatAM sAcA lADavA khAo tA tenA svAda Avaze, ema jIMdagIne mANavI haze teA upAdhi TALI dharmanI ArAdhanA karazeA tA avazya dhama tamane baMdhanathI mukta karaze. sAcI vidyA khaMdhanathI mukta karAvaze. jJAnIe sAce mAcI'dhe che. jo te mAge nahI. cAlIe tA ApaNe duHkhI thavu paDaze. jJAnI purUSA sAmAnya Rddhi, saMtati ke strImAM Asakta thayelAM jIvAne samajAve che ke tArAthI pramaLa RddhivALA paNa Akhare cAlyA gayA che. jenA nAmanizAna paNa rahyA nathI. mATe bhagavad bhaktimAM lIna thaI manuSya-bhavane sArthaka banAva. jJAnIoe kahevAmAM kAMI khAkI rAkhyu` nathI. niSakumAra bhaNIgaNIne taiyAra thaI jAya che. pachI temanA AcAya rAjAne kahevaDAve che ke niSakumAra bhaNIne kharAkhara taiyAra thayela che. tame bIjA paDita pAse parIkSA levaDAvA te khabara paDaze ke me' kevA abhyAsa karAvyA che. tamArI parIkSA jIvanane aMte levAze ke tame AkhI jIMdagImAM anAsakta yAgane kevA keLavyA che? pAghaDIne vaLa cheDe nIkaLaze. duniyA tamArI pAchaLa AMsu pADe paNa tamArU mehuM hasatu rahe tevI taiyArI karo. have niSakumAranI parIkSA kevI rIte levAze, e adhikAra avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na...30 zrAvaNa suda 4 magaLavAra tA. 10-8-01 na'tajJAnI traileAkaya prakAzaka, zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe siddhAMtathI samajAvyuM che. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta, khAramA upAMgamAM (varhidazA) niSakumAranA adhikAra cAle che. niSakumAra bhaNI-gaNIne taiyAra thayA che.

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173 AkhA vananI aMdara eka caMdananuM jhADa hoya te vana sugaMdhI bane che. jema sUryanuM kiraNa rAtrinA aMdhakArane nAza kare che. tema eka guNavALe putra kuTuMbane ujajavaLa banAve che. jananI jaNa te bhakta jaNa, kAM dAtA kAM zUra, nahI te raheje vAMjhaNa, mata gumAvIza nara" he jananI! je putrane janma Ape te bhakta athavA parAkramI putrane janma Apaje. jenAmAM parAkrama che, gaMbhIratA che, dhIratA che enAmAM vidyA zebhe che. tera kaLAnI parIkSAmAM niSadhakumAra uttIrNa thayA. paMDitane sAra e puraskAra maLe. jIve tyAM sudhI khAya te paNa na khUTe eTaluM dhana ApyuM. AgaLanA vakhatamAM vidyAthI zarUnuM bahumAna karatA, ane gurUne upakAra kayAreya paNa na bhUlatA. game te moTA hAdApara ke rAja-siMhAsana para hoya te paNa garano vinaya nahiM cUktA, eka vakhata gAMdhIjIne koI sabhAmAM belAvavAmAM AvyA ane e bhASaNa karavA maMca para UbhA thayA tyAM temanI najara potAnAM junA upakArI mAratara upara paDI. tarata maMca parathI nIce utarI gayA, zikSakane page lAgI temanAM khabara-aMtara pUchyA, te pachI tyAM ne tyAM besI gayA. badhA kahe che. have maMcapara padhAre ane bhASaNa cAlu kare. tyAre juo, vinayI ziSya zuM kahe che? "mArA gurU nIce bese ane huM maMca para bhASaNa karUM? huM te ahIMthI ja bhASaNa ApIza. gAMdhIjI mahAtmA purUSa hatA, paNa temanAmAM namratA kevI hatI? namratA mANasane mahAna banAve che mATe mahAna banavuM hoya te namra bane. eka zikSaka vidyArthIone khUba premathI bhaNAve che. garIba vidyAthIene ghera Tayuzana Ape chatAM temanAM jIvanamAM saMteSa eTalo ke keInI pAsethI vetana na le. 55 varSa sudhI nekarI karyA pachI rITAyarDa thayA, chatAM ghera bhaNAvavAnuM cAlu ja rAkhyuM. te paNa vagara vetane. temanA patnI temane kahetAM-eka pinzana para ApaNuM kevI rIte pUruM thAya ? A chokarIe yauvananAM prAMgaNamAM paga mUke che. have tenAM lagna karavAnA che. ApaNI pAse muDI te che nahIM. tame kayAMthI paisA lAvaze? tame chokarAone bhaNAvavAnI phI rAkhe te chokarAone bhAre nahiM paDe ne ApaNuM kAma cAle, paNa udAra hRdayanA zikSakane e vAta na rUcI. teo vicAra kare che ke AveluM kAma pAra te pAThavuM paDaze. dikarInA lagna upara behajAra rUpiyAno kharca te thaze te mATe kAMIka raste te kADha ja paDaze. khUba vicArane aMte emanI pAse bhaNI gayelA eka vidyAthI jIvaNalAla pAse teo gayA ane tene kahyuM. "DA vakhatamAM mArI dikarIne lagna karavAnA che te mATe mAre be hajAra rUpiyAnI jarUra che. tame ApI zakazo? thoDA vakhatamAM huM te bharapAI karI daIza." A sAMbhaLI jIvaNalAla kahe che, emAM zuM ? Apa DIvAra ahIM bese, huM hamaNA ja rUpiyA lAvI ApuM chuM.

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194 tarata ja ghera jaIne hajAra rUpiyA laI Ave che ane enA bIjo mitra jorAvarasiddha che, te paNa A zikSaka pAse ja bhaNelA, tenI pAse jaine zikSakanI vAta kare che. ema e maLIne e hajAra rUpiyA zikSakane Ape che. baMnenA AbhAra mAnI zikSaka ghera jAya che ane dikarInuM lagna AnaMdathI patAve che. rUpiyA lIdhe cha mahinA thaI gayA tyAre jIvaNalAlane vicAra Ave che ke zikSaka thADA vakhatamAM rUpiyA ApI daiza ema kahetAM hatAM. hajI kema paisA ApavA AvyA nahIM? A vAta zikSakane yAda karAvavI aa joie. ema vicArI eka vakhata mAstarane maLe che ane kahe che. Apa rUpiyA laI gayA che. tenI mAre utAvaLa nathI, paNa sagavaDe meAkalI ApatrA maherabAnI karaze." mAstara kahe che, huM paisA bharI zakuM evI sthitimAM nathI. paNa mArI pAse meATI jamIna paDI che. e huM tane ApI dauM.... e jamInamAMthI rUpiyA be hajAra tamane maLI raheze. zikSake peAtAnI jamIna jIvaNalAlane lakhI dIdhI. jIvaNalAla khatapatra laIne ghera jAya che. te arasAmAM gheADAM paradezI mANasA te gAmamAM AvelA, teene eka mila nAkhavI che tethI jagyAnI tapAsa kare che. jagyA jotAM jotAM mAstara sAhebanI jagyA hatI, e teone pasada paDI jAya che. ane rUpiyA eMsI hajAramAM jIvaNalAla pAsethI jagyA kharIdI le che. e hajAranAM 80 hajAra rUpiyA Ave che. jIvaNalAlanA AnaMdanA pAra nathI. tene Ana'dita joI tenI patnI pUche che." ATalAM badhAM rUpiyA kayAMthI lAvyA ? '' A rUSiyA je mAstaranI jagyA meM lIdhelI tenA AvyA che, huM mAstara sAheba pAse eka hajAra rUpiyA mAMgatA hatA. temanI pAse rokaDA rUpiyA nahI' hAvAthI mane jamIna ApI. e jamIna mArI hAvAthI meM vecI. ane tenA eMzI hajAra rUpiyA maLyA. be hajAramAM hajAra tA mitra jorAvarasiMhanA che. tethI jAra rUpiyA tene ApavAnA che. tyAre jIvaNulAlanI patnI susa'skArI hAvAthI kahe che ke hajAra rUpiyA jorAvarasi'huM bhAie ApelA tethI aDadhI jamIna temanI kahevAyane ? ane rUpiyA temane devA joIe ne ? jIvaNalAlane e vAta sAcI lAge che. tethI pAtAnA mitra pAse jAya che. te vakhate jorAvarisa'huM ghera nathI. gheADIvAra rAha jue che, ane e Ave che tyAre badhI hakIkatathI mitrane vAkeph kare che. e sAMbhaLI jorAvarasiMha kahe che, " mitra, te eka mATI bhula karI che. gurujInA paisA kema levAya? gurU tA ApaNA keTalA upakArI che? temaNe suMdara jJAna ApyuM. tenAthI ApaNe atyAre taratA chIe. A garAsiyA che paNa enI udAratA tA juo! mitrane khUba ja samajAve che ke A rUpiyA tA mAstara sAhebanA ja kahevAya. ApaNA tA be hajAra ja hatAM. mATe jaladI cAla, ApaNe gurUjInA paisA ApI AvIe. ApaNe e na joie. " mitrane satbuddhi AvI. te gurUjI pAse AvyA. ane gurUjIne kahyu " A rUpiyA eMsI hajAra tamArI jagyA vecI tenA AvyA che te Apa svIkArI

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105 bhe... A sAMbhaLI mAratara kahe che. mAre A paisA joIe nahIM, kAraNa ke meM te tamane jamIna ApI dIdhelI che. tamAre A paisAne upayoga kare che te karo. huM A paisAne hAtha paNa aDADavAne nathI. tame A paisA laI jAva." mAstaranI paristhiti kevI che? chatAM keTalAM nispRhI che ! 80 hajAra jeTalI moTI rakama hovA chatAM jarA , vajAi rahyuM. re che 6 bAna lela gha hAya patra, A zikSake jJAna keTaluM pacAvyuM che, mAstara sAheba kahe che. "mArI to jaMjALa ochI thaI che. A jagyA hota te avAra-navAra tenI saMbhALa levI paData. have vecI devAthI mArI ciMtA TaLI che. mATe parigrahanI upAdhi mAre na joIe." "jIvana bhara mehI rahyo tuM paramAM, jAvuM tajI palabharamAM, jIvanabhara mohI rahyo tuM paramAM." jara mATe mANasa jaMga macAve che. paisA mATe bApa-dikare korTamAM laDe che. bhAI -bhAIne jelanA saLiyA pAchaLa dhakele che. paise, jamIna vi. bhAI-bhAI vacce vera karAve che. sAmA maLe belyA vyavahAra paNa rahetuM nathI. sarva nANuM e kalezanuM kAraNa che, parigraha e pApane pedA karanAra che. paisAthI AraMbha-samAraMbha vadhe che, paNa ahiMthI jaze tyAre paise sAthe Avaze nahI. jIvane paise bahu vahAlo lAge che. paisAvALAne jaya-jayakAra bole che. nANAMvALAonA AMgaNAmAM paMDite UbhA rahIne salAma kare che. dhanapatine tyAM berIsTara nekarI kare che ane zeThanI vAha ! vAha! kare che. anyAya, do, phUDa-kapaTa-prapaMca A badhuM paise lAve che. A badhA pApa paisAthI UbhA thAya che. paisAthI zarama cAlI jAya che. viSaya-vilAsanA dareka sthaLe te jAya che. strI bela-DAnsamAM jAya che ane parapurUSa sAthe nAce che. paiso kevA pApa ubhA kare che? yauvana maLyuM hoya paNa yauvananA saundaryane viveka na hoya to e yauvana maLyuM zA kAmanuM? kALA mAthAne mAnavI zuM nathI karI zako? dhAre te karmanA bhukakA uDAvI zAzvata sukha meLavI zake che ne dhAre te narakanAM anaMtA duHkhe bhegavavA paNa cAle jAya che. je viveka hoya te dhanane saduupayoga thAya. vRddhAzrama bAMdhe, chAtrAlaya sthApe ane ghaNAne AzrayadAtA bane kaI duHkhI che, e vAta dhyAnamAM AvatA gupta kavara mokalI de. kavara kayAMthI AvyuM? te meLavanArane khabara na paDe. garIbone anAjanAM keLAM mokalI Ape. chokarAo bhukhathI TaLavaLatAM heya, lehInAM AMsu paDatAM hoya emAM AvI madada Ape te keTalA AzIrvAda varasAve ? eka rAjA ghaNuM dAnI hatA. dAna kare tyAre vicAra na kare. je hAthamAM AvyuM te ApI che. emane pradhAna bahu zANe ane vicikSaNa hatuM. te vicAre che ke rAjA je Ave te dAnamAM ApI de che, te bhaMDAra khAlI thaI jaze. ne kaI vAra muzkelImAM mukAI jazuM. paNa

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176 rAjAne rUbarU kevI rIte kahevuM eTale rAtrInAM vakhate rAjAnAM zayanagRhamAM jaI bhIMta 12 eka vAkya lakhe che, "bApAthe dhana kSeta"he rAjana ! Apa dAna Ape che te sArI vAta che paNa jyAre rAjya para Apatti AvI paDaze te khabara nathI. mATe tenuM rakSaNa karavuM joIe. jethI ApattimAM kAma Ave. rAjAe vAkaya vAMcyuM. rAjA paNa khUba ja vidvAna hatuM eTale teNe enI nIce bIjuM vAkya lakhyuM, "maLe java bApa"? rAjA lakhe che, "dhamIne ApadA kayAMthI ?" dhamIne enA dhamaprabhAve kyAMya paNa vAMdho Avato nathI. bIjA divase pradhAne A vAMcyuM. eTale teNe te vAkya nIce lakhyuM. "if jorekadAcita deva kopAyamAna thAya te zuM karaze? te vAMcI. rAjAe lakhyuM, naMti Dapa vinarathati" nasIba palTI khAya che tyAre saMcita kareluM dravya paNa cAlyuM jAya che. dhananA carU dATelA hoya te paNa kAM te kelasA thaI jAya che. athavA te bhamarA thaI uDI jAya che. tamane tamArA bhAgya para Avo vizvAsa che?" rAjA kahe che ke je satkarmamAM vApareluM che te sAthe Avaze. nahiM te lakSamIne meha mAra khavaDAve che. jema madIrA pIvAthI nazo caDe che, tema chavane paisAthI madane nazo caDe che paNa je vivekI che tene kAMI vAMdhe AvatuM nathI. pelA zikSaka kahe che, A paise mAre joIe nahIM ane pitA be mitro kahe che amAre e joIe nahIM. mAstara kahe che, A paiso mane kALA nAga je dekhAya che mATe mAre na joIe, pelA mitre kahe che ame amArA hajAra hajAra laI laIe. bAkInA tame laI lo te paNa mAstara nA pADe che. A paisA mAre joIe ja nahIM. koI mANasa sANasAmAM nAga pakaDIne tamAre ghera mukavA Ave te tame mukavA deze? nahi, kemake tamane tenI bhayaMkaratA samajAI che. ema A parigraha e kALo nAga che. zuM tamane nathI lAgatuM ke parigraha keTalI upAdhi karAve che? mAstara te pelA paisA levAnI cokkhI nA pADe che. parigraha pavane bahu lAvanAra ane lalacAvanAra che. A vAta mAstara sAhebane barAbara samajAI gaI che, tethI hAtha paNa lagADatAM nathI. pilAoe rUpiyA pAchA bharavA mAMDayA. tyAre mAstaranI patnI je A vArtAlApa sAMbhaLI rahI che te bele che. tamArI buddhi che ke nahIM? "sAThe buddhi nAThI che!" AmAMthI thoDAM rUpiyA te rAkhe. A dANAvAlAnuM bIla AvyuM che. kelasAvALAne paisA devAnA che. juo, A dharmapatnI ke karma patnI? mAstara kahe che, huM badhAne pahoMcI vaLIza tuM tAre gharanuM kAma kara. jIvaNalAla ane jorAvarasiMha te A sAMbhaLIne AbhA ja banI gayA. teo vicAre che ke koIne ya na joIe te have zuM karavuM? pachI baMne mitre vicAre che ke A rUpiyA dAnamAM ApI daIe. mAstara kahe che,

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tamAre dAna ApavuM hoya te Apa, paNa mAruM nAma nahIM. je mahApurUSa hoya che te AvI vRttivALA heya che. A mAtare paNa phI lIdhA vagara kevuM jJAna ApyuM ane jIvanane kevuM nispRhI banAvyuM ! tamArA gurUke paNa AtmAne karma baMdhanathI choDAvavAnuM suMdara jJAna Ape che. chatAM vetana le che? nA, paNa tamane jJAna levAnI kayAM paDI che? zuM tamAre vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne kAMI ApavAnuM che? kevA tamArA gurUbhagavate che! nimmamA nirahaMkAro, nimsa'gI cttgaarvo| rame raNa pUge raNe thANa . a. 19 gA. 89 sAdhu kevA hoya? nimamavI, nirahaMkArI, saMgarahita, garvane cheDIne trasa ane sthAvara sarva mAM samAnabhAva rAkhe. jemaNe sAcI samajaNa ApI evA gurUne upakAra kema bhUlAya? bhale lAkhe pati thaye heya chatAM paNa gurUne vinaya kare che te jeNe AtmAnuM aMdara jJAna ApyuM evA mahAu5kArI gurUne vinaya kema bhUlAya? vinayane mArga bhagavate ke suMdara batAvyuM che? jainadarzanamAM vinayanuM mahAmUlya che. "je saddagurU upadezathI, pAme kevaLajJAna, gurU rahyA chadama 5Na,vinaya kare bhagavAna." gurU chadamastha hoya ane ziSyane kevaLa jJAna thAya te paNa gurUne vinaya cUke nahi. gurUne khabara paDe te che ke Apane kevaLajJAna thayuM che? te vinayI ziSya javAba Ape Apane pratApa! gurUdeva pitAnA AtmavarUpamAM magna rahe. ane prabhue Apelo upadeza e sarala zailImAM samajAve ke te sAMbhaLatA caitanyadeva jAgI jAya. gAya hAlaraDAM svAvAda sUtranAM, eka ja kSaNamAM caitanya jAgI jAya re. zAsananAM hIrA, Dako vagADe deza dezamAM. anAdikALathI sukhanI zodhamAM bhaTaktAM jene samajaNa ApanArAM gurUdeve che. teo samajAve che ke tArI vastu tArA gharamAM che. mATe bahAra kayAM bhaTake che? gharamAM zAka calAva. AvI Atma-khajAnAnI addabhuta cAvI batAvanAra saddagurU maLe te bhavanA pherA TaLI jAya A re avasarIye jeNe saddagurU sevIyA re.... saddagurU sevyA enA TaLIyA aMdherA, A re avasarIye jeNe saddagurU sevIyA re..... mAnava janma amUlya maLe che, te sAcA saddagurUnI pachANa karI sAcA saddagurUne se. jeNe AtmAne alakha jagA che, je nijAnaMdamAM masta che ane jeNe AtmAne 23

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1 dhanathI mukta karavA bhekha dhAraNa karyo che evA saddagurUnA caraNamAM jaI enI sevA upAsanA karaze te uddhAra thaze - vyAkhyAna naM. zrAvaNa vada 5 ne budhavAra tA. 11-71 ugra tapasvI zrI kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjInA 36 upavAsanAM pAraNAM prasaMge apAyela pravacana. . ' tapanAM teja , anaMtajJAnI bhagavate jaDavAdamAM jakaDAyelAM, mehamAM mUMjhAyelA, lebhamAM lapaTAyelA ane mAnamAM marAyelA ane AtmAnuM darzana karAvyuM che. ane baMdhana tathA muktine mArga batAve che. anAdi kALathI jIvAtmA karmanA baMdhanathI baMdhAyela che. temAMthI mukta thavA mATe tapane mAga zreSTha che. je prasaMga hoya tenAM gANu gavAya che. jainazAsananAM nagAre Aje tapanI dAMDI vAgI rahI che. jyAre rAjya para zatruo caDI AvyA hoya, lazkarI kuca thatI hoya, yuddhanAM nagArAM vAgI rahyAM hoya tyAre kaye kSatriya bacce gharanA khUNAmAM bharAI bese ? je kSatriya che, raNuzare che, te te raNasaMgrAmamAM mokhare heya che. te kadI chUpAIne na bese. tema Aje ghATakeparane AMgaNe tapanI dAMDI pITAI rahI che. jJAnanA nAde gAjI rahyA che. cAritranA sUra guMjI rahyA che tyAre kaye mANasa sUte raheze? bhagavAne kalyANane suMdara mArga batAve che. mAnavabhava mokSane kinAre che, ApaNe eka kinAre AvI gayA chIe. have bahAra nIkaLavAnI abhilASA thAya che? ' jema tarasyAne vagaDAmAM pANI maLe, jema DUbatAne sAme kinAre maLe, - tuM che mujane paNa ema have choDuM huM kema? pathadazI" maLyA che mane tAraliyA e zobhI rahyA che jinavarIyA ... jyAre tarasyA mANasane vagaDAmAM pANI maLI jAya ane dariyAmAM nAva DUbu-DUbuM thaI rahyuM hoya tyAre sAme kinAre AvI jAya te mANasane keTale AnaMda, harSa ane ullAsa thAya? hAza. maratAM-maratAM mAMDa bacce chuM ema lAgene? tema tame paNa kyAM AvyA che? ghATaka + upara = ghATakopara, ghATa upara AvI gayA che, mAnavabhavanAM kAMThe AvI gayA che. have te paramAtma dazA prApta thaI ja samaje. paNa e prApta kayAre thAya?

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179 - bhaganAne je mArga batAvyo che e mAgane-e sAdhanane apanAvIe te ne? je kAyama sAdhya karavuM che tenuM kAraNa paNa ApavuM joIe ne? kAraNa vinA kAryanI utpatti thaI zake nahi. mAnavabhavanI aMdara eka ja lakSya kare ke mekSa meLave che. mokSamArgane siddha karavAnuM sAdhana samyak jJAna-darzana, cAritra ane tapa che. samyak tapa eka e eTama beMba che ke karmanA bhUkake-bhUkA belAvI nAkhe che. tapa eka evuM amegha bANa che ke lakSyane vidhyA vagara te rahetuM nathI. tapa eka evI akasIra TebleTa che ke tyAM bhavaraNa UbhuM rahI zakatuM nathI. jene dehamAM Asakti nathI tene A divya ane bhavya mArga apanAvavAnI zakti Ave che. jeNe deha ane AtmAnuM bhedavijJAna kareluM che te ja A mArge prayANa karI zake che. kezI svAmIe paradezI rAjAne jema AtmA ane zarIra bhinna che evuM samajAvyuM ane paradezI rAjAne aneka praznonA khulAsA dvArA sacoTa samajAyuM tyAre e nAstikamAMthI Astika banyA ane jainadarzana para atUTa zraddhAvAna thayA. jeNe AtmA ane dehane bhinna mAnyA che e ja AvA ugra tapanI ArAdhanA kare che. jahA mahAtalAyasa sanniruddhe jalAgame / ussiMcaNAe tavaNAe kameNaM sosaNA bhave // evaM tu saMjayassAvi, pAvakamme nirAsave / bhavakoDI saMciyaM kammaM tavasAnijjarijjaI // uttarAdhyayana a. 30 gA. 5-6 jema meTA taLAvane sukAvavuM hoya te je mArgethI pANI AvatuM hoya tene rokavuM paDe che. Avaka rokyA pachI taLAvamAM rahela pANane ulece che, athavA te tApathI sUkave che. tema kareDe bhavanA saMcita thayelAM karma tapathI nirjarI jAya che ne AvatAM karma saMyamathI kAya che. tapanI apUrva ArAdhanA mATe A TAIma ane taka suMdara maLyA che, tene jhaDapI le. ghaNuM kahe che atyAre mane dharma karavAne bilakula TAIma nathI. paNa jyAre mRtyu mahArAjA chaDI pikAraze tyAre kahezo ke TAIma nathI? mRtyu cakkasa AvavAnuM che, keIneya cheDavAnuM nathI. paNa kyAre Avaze te khabara nathI. mATe bhagavAne je sAdhane 'batAvyA che, tene suMdara upayoga kare. - eka kalAcArya pAse be ziSya Ave che. kalAcArya baMnene haiyAnA hetathI badhI kaLA zikhavADe che, jyAre amuka TAIma thAya che, tyAre AcArya bannene eka citra AlekhavA Ape che. tene mATe gya sAdhane Ape che. niyata TAIme baMne ziSya pitAnuM citra raju kare che. eka ziSyanuM citra joI AcArya khUba ja prasanna thAya che. tene zAbAzI Ape che. tyAre bIjA ziSyanAM citrane joI nAkhuza thAya che ane kahe che te AvuM citra kema banAvyuM? nathI suMdara AkRti ke nathI suMdara kalarane uThAva! tyAre

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ziSya javAba Ape che. gurUdeva ! pachI barAbara rahetI, raMga paNa sArA na hatA ane jenA para citra deravAnuM che e kenvAsa paNa sAruM na hatuM. vaLI TAIma paNa TuMke hate. gurUe baMnene kalA sAthe zikhavADI hatI. sAdhane paNa sarakhAM ja ApyA hatAM. TAIma paNa sarakho ja ApyA hatA. chatAM eke pramAdamAM rahI sAdhanene barAbara upaga na karyuM. bIjAe khUba prayatnathI suMdara citra banAvyuM, ne te uttIrNa thaye. tema ApaNane paNa ajaba zakti maLI che. sAdhane paNa UMcA prApta thayAM che, chatAM pramAdathI A suMdara sAdhananI kiMmata samajAtI nathI. atyAre yuvAvasthA che, jIvanamAM tAjagI che, maradAnagI che. te A yauvanane tapa ane saMyama vaDe zaNagArI le. vRddhAvasthAmAM zakti kSINa thaI jAya che. utsAha marI paravAre che tyAre jIva nAhiMmata banI jAya che. tenAthI kAMIpaNa karI zakAtuM nathI. atyAre tamArI pAse AcAra, vicAra ane uccAra A traNe suMdara sAdhane che. vicAra kare ke mAre siddha thavuM che, pachI ene AcAramAM lAve. cothA ArAmAM mAsamaNa karavAvALA hatA. ema Aje paNa che. ApaNe sAme beThelAM tAravIne jue. Nothing is impossible " kAMI paNa azakya nathI. mATe AtmAnA guNene vikasAve. tamAre kevA banavuM che? tamane ghara sArUM game. sephA suMdara game. pharanIcara astavyasta paDayuM hoya te na game, sArI beThavaNa hoya te game, sArUM citra juo te AnaMda thAya. bagIcAmAM suMdara cheDo heya, velenI goThavaNa karelI heya, maTha sArA banAvyA heya te e tamane game. paNa tamArA jIvanane suMdara banAvavuM game che? jIvanamAM saduguNane vikAsa kare. uparathI sadguNa kahevaDAvavuM ane aMdarathI asatya AcaraNa karavuM chelaMbhika jIvana jIvavuM che. paNa yAda rAkhaje te tamane bhavamAM rUlAvaze. jema jema guNa pragaTe tema tema AtmAne vikAsa thAya che. tamane tamAro vinAza na gamatuM hoya te Atma vikAsa kare. mAnavabhavamAM sahelAIthI karmanA bhukakA uDAvI zakAya che. gautamasvAmI vaMdana karI vinayabhAve bhagavaMtane pUche che he bhagavana ! eka upavAsathI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya? bhagavAna pratyuttara ApatAM kahe che ke he gautama! nArakInA jIve utpanna thatAM ja anaMtI bhUkha, tarasa Adi daza prakAranI kSetra vedanA vede che. te vedanA bhegavatAM bhegavatAM eka hajAra varSa vyatIta thaI jAya ane jeTalA karma apAve te karatAM paNa saMvarayukta eka upavAsa karanAra vadhAre karma apAve che. be upavAsa karanAra eka lAkha varSanA karma khapAve che. eka karoDa varSa sudhI duo bhegavIne nArakInA cha je karma khapAve che te ahIM samakitapUrvakanA aThThama tapathI khapI jAya che. narkanA jIva kevA ghara duHkhe bhagave che. tevA duHkho ApaNA jIve paNa bhegavavAmAM koI bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. have svAdhInatAe tyAga kare. majurone reTa ane maracuM ja khAvA maLe che, te

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TI sivAya bIjI su'dara vastu maLatI nahi hAvAthI tenA ubheLa karI zakatA nathI. tethI teo tyAgI kahevAtA nathI, kAraNa ke maLe tA bhAgavavAnI icchA rahelI che. jenI pAse badhI sAmagrI hAya ane tyAga kare te tene sAcA tyAgI kahevAya che. gautama svAmI pUche che ke nArakInA jIvA ghaNAM duHkhA bhAgave che, tyAre thADA kama khapAve che, ane manuSya ATalA badhA karmo khapAve che tenuM kAraNa zu? tene khulAsa karatAM bhagavAne bhagavatIjImAM kahyuM che ke eka gharaDA mANasa jene AMkhathI dekhAtuM nathI, kAnathI saMbhaLAtuM nathI, pagathI cAlI zakAtuM nathI, evA vRddha purUSane buTho kuhADA ApI gudInI cIkaNI gAMTha kApavAnuM kahevAmAM Ave te e purUSa savArathI sAMja sudhI prayatna kare chatAM te gAMTha kApI zakatA nathI. tema nArakInA jIvAe guMdInI gAMDa jevA cIkaNAM kama bAMdhyA che ane tene kApavA aviratinA khuTho kuDADA tenI pAse che. eka yuvAna purUSa che. jenA vajranA hADakAM. enI upara vajranA pATo ane vAnA khIlAM mArelA che. tevA purUSa para thaI ne gADA tathA meTara cAlyA jAya te pazu eka hADaku khase nahi, tevA baliSTha ane yuvAna purUSane khAkharAnuM sUkuM lAkaDuM kApavA mATe tIkSNa kuhADA ApavAmAM Ave te kuhADAnA eka ja ghAe tenA TukaDe TukaDA thaI jAya che tema manuSyanA kama khAkharAnA jhADa jevA che, ne viztInA tikSNa kuhADo tenI pAse che. pachI krama bhedavAmAM ene keTalI vAra lAge? paNa A suMdara mAnava avatAramAM viratI mAge AvI duSTa vRttine tyAgavI joI e. tapa mAge AvavA mATe ADAra saMjJA para kApa mUkI. A jIve anatAnata bhAmAM khAvA pIvAmAM kAMI bAkI rAkhI nathI. sAyaranA nIrathI ghaNAMye, meM pIdhA mAyanA thAna; tRpti na pAmyA AtamAjI, adhika ArAgyA dhAna hA, mAvaDI ! kSaNa lAkheNI re jAya... A jIve asaMkhyAtA samudranA pANI karatAM mAnuM dUdha vadhAre pIdhu che, chatAM tRpti thaI nathI. manuSyanA keTalA bhava karyAM ! " anaMtA" keTalA ISTa, miSTa bheAjana AAgyA ? chatAM tRpti lAdhI ? have A vIranA zAsanamAM AvyA che te tapanuM khamIra pragaTAvA. vIranA putra vIra hAya ke kAyara? tame keAnA putrA che? vIranA ke kAyaranAM ? " vIranA." A vIranA mArga che, kAyara nahi. tapanuM lakSaNa che icchAnA nidhi. AhAra karavA e AtmAnA svabhAva nathI. mATe vicArA ke mAre mArA alpAhArika svabhAvamAM Takavu che. upavAsa tapane keTale mahimA che? eka upavAsa para pArasI kare tA e upavAsanuM phaLa maLe. e upavAsa eTale kare teA pAMcanuM, akrama kare te pacIsanuM, cAra kare te ekaso pacIsa, pAMca kare te

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chaNe pacIsa, cha kare te traNa hajAra ekaso pacIsa, sAta kare te paMdara hajAra chase pacIsa, ATha kare te aThotera hajAra ekase pacIsa. ema eka eka upavAsa vadhAratAM pAMca pAMca gaNuM phaLa maLe che. chatrIsa upavAsa karanArane keTale lAbha maLe? viratIne kuhADo ati tIkSaNa che. karoDo bhavanA karmo tapathI uDI jAya che. ja ApaNA parama pitA tIrthakara devane paNa karma khapAvavA tapanI ArAdhanA karavI paDI hatI. ApaNe zuM karyuM? je kAMI vicAra kare te AcAramAM mUko. AcAra-vicArauccAranI ektA thavI joIe. dehAdhyAsa choDe. A meM bhava maLe che te kAMIka karo. pratikramaNa sAmAyika upavAsAdi kAMI karavuM nathI te mekSa kema maLaze? - paccakkhANeNaM bhaMte ! jIve kiM jaNayaI ? 50 AsavadAroI nirumbhai / paccakkhANeNaM icchAnirohaM jaNayaI / paccakhANathI AzravanA dvAra baMdha thAya che. IcchAne nirodha thAya che. Azravane nirodha tenuM nAma saMvara. tapathI karma bodAM thaI jAya che. junA lAkaDAne agni jaldI bALe che tema je rAga vagaranAM AtmAo che, tenAM karma jaladI khapI jAya che. je agni, tAvaDo ane retIthI caNe zekAine dALIye taiyAra thAya pachI tene ugADavAmAM Ave te pharI ugatuM nathI. tema dhyAnarUpI agni ane tArUpI retImAM AtmA zekAya te janmamaraNanA pherA TALI zuddha thaI siddha banI jAya. tene pharI avatAra levuM paDatuM nathI. 'dekhAdekhIthI nahi paNa AtmAnA laye tapa kare. Aka-paralekane arthe nahi, paNa ekAMta nirjarAtA lakSe kare. ghaNuM kahe che AtmA jene zuddha che tene tapanI jarUra nathI. paNa karma tamArI pAse che. je karmane sToka hoya te tapanI jarUra che. mAtra bhAvanA bhAvavAthI kaMI kArya saratuM nathI. purUSArtha kare paDaze. jyAre ApaNI sAdhanA thIyeraTIkala karatAM prekaTIkala banAvazuM tyAre ja mekSa prApta karI zakIzuM. 4. muni raNamorace nirbhaya banIne gujhate madenmatta hAthI che. ene parAjayane bhaya nathI evA muni be prakArane jaMga khelI rahyA che. karma zatru para AkramaNa karI karmazatrune khuvAra karavA sAthe svasaMpattinuM saMrakSaNa kare che. cha-aTTama, aThThAI seLabhaththA, mAsakhamaNa ane chatrIsa upavAsa karI karma senA sAme laDI bIjI bAjuthI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, roga, meha vagere praveza na karI jAya mATe DIphensIva yuddhamAM barAbara takedArI rAkhI laDe che. tapa sAme krodhane paNa haMphAvI besADI de che. che. je ApaNA ugra tapasvIjI kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjIe paNa phensIva ane DIphensIva jaMga khele che. evA tapasvIne ApaNe koTI koTI dhanyavAda che. tapasvIjIe tArUpI reinakoTa paheryo che. reInakoTa paheravAthI dhodhamAra varasAda paNa dehane bhIMjavI zako nathI.

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ane salAmata rAkhe che. tema tArUpI raInakoTa paheravAthI AtmAne karma bhIMjavI zakatA nathI. ane kSamArgamAM saraLatAthI praveza thaI zake che. AvA tapa mAne apanAvIzuM te avinAzI kalyANa thaze vyAkhyAna naM. 32 zrAvaNu vada 6 ne gurUvAra tA. 1-401 anaMta karUNAnA sAgara bhagavAne siddhAntathI samajAvyA. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. niSayakumArane adhikAra cAle che. niSaSakumAra gurUkuLa vAsamAM AcArya pAse rahI tera kaLAmAM pAraMgata thaI rAjyamAM AvI gayAM. bAlyakALa vitAvI yauvananA prAMgaNamAM paga mUkayo che. yauvanakALa eTale samajaNane kALa. rAjAe yogya umara jANI, rAjyanI tAlIma ApavA mAMDI. nizALamAM nANuM zIkhavADe che. e zikhAu nAmuM che. emAM jamA-udhAra mAMDe, keTalI mUDI che, keTalA gayA, silakamAM keTalA rahyA. A badhuM zikhavADe che, chatAM te nAma pramANe koInI sAthe vyavahAra cAlatuM nathI. paNa jyAre vahIvaTInAmuM peDhI para jaI sAcA paDA laI jamA udhAra kare che tyAre tene vyavahAra cAle che. samyaka cAritra e vahIvaTI nAmuM che, jyAre samyapha caritra Ave che tyAre karmanI nirjarA thAya che. samyapha cAritra jenAmAM Ave che te Indriya upara vijaya meLave che. viSayanuM vamana kare che. indriyanuM damana ane kaSAyanuM zamana kare che. te kayAreya paNa krodha karatA nathI. krodhanA prasaMge paNa samabhAva rAkhI zake che. samabhAvamAM bhUlatA AtmAthI emAM sarva IcchA rahita jIvana jIvavAnI apUrva khumArI hoya che. teo svAnubhavamAM ja rAcatA hoya che. upazamanI gerahAjarI eTale kaSAyanI kAlimAnI hAjarI. upazama guNa vinA mahA samartha jJAna paNa lehInA ujharaDA pADe te kAMTALe tAja banI rahe che. tamane krodha Ave che. divasamAM keTalI vAra krodhanA zaraNe jAo cho? kaI sAva ThaMDI cA Ape, athavA te kaDakamAM kaDaka Ape te krodha Ave che ne? jamavA beThA ne mIrasatAM thaDI vAra lAgI te paNa krodha AvI jAya che ne? upavAsa karyA ane pANI jarA garama rahI gayuM. ane e garama pANI pIvA ApyuM te tame paNa garama thAva ne AvuM

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garama pANI moDhAmAM paNa kema jAya? ThaMDuM pANI lAve. paMkho calAvI pANI ThArIne pI. pitAnA jaDabhAvane piSavA vAyukAyanI tathA agnikAyanI virAdhanA kare. ja aNagamatuM zAya ne phaMphA mAre. paNa A kedha ardhagatimAM laI janAra che. koSa e. zarIra ane manane saMtApa karAvanAra che, veranuM kAraNa che. krodha e upazama sukhane dAkhala thatuM rokanAra AgaLa che. krodhanuM zamana karavA mATe kSamA guNane AzA ha. kSamA guNane dhAraNa karavAnuM jJAna meLave. sahanazIlatA rAkhatA zIkhe. tamAre janma zuM che sahana karyA vagara thaye che? savA nava mahinA sudhI aMdhArI koTaDImAM udhe mastake rahyA ane garbhamAM aneka duHkhane sahana karyA pachI mAtAe tamane janma Apya, zuM tame upasthI te nathI AvyA ne ? aneka dukhene sahana karI devane paNa durlabha e mAnavane avatAra prabaLa puSya prApta thayela che. AvA kiMmatI avatArane kyAM veDaphI rahyA che ! . . "hIre ja che hAthamAM ke cheDI jAya che? AvI paDe amRta mukhe te koNa nAkhuza thAya che? tyAM kAmadhenu gAya tyAM keNa bhUkhe jAya che? A samaya nA oLakhe te Akhare pastAya che. A amUlya hIrA je kiMmatI mAnava deha maLe, pachI viSayonuM zuM prajana che? amRtane ghuMTa maLI gaye, pachI auSadhanI zI jarUra che? kAmadhenu gAya prAMgaNamAM jhulatI hoya te bhIkha mAgavA koNa jAya? naMdana vanamAM gayA pachI ukaraDA pAse koNa jAya? kinnarIonAM saMgIta sAMbhaLyA pachI gardhanA sUronuM zuM prajana? apsarAonA rUpa joyA pachI bhIlaDIonA rUpa zA kAmanA? ka9pavRkSanA phaLane rasAsvAda maLyA pachI lImaDAnA rasanI zI AvazyaktA? niSadha kumArane A mahA mUle mAnavane janma prApta thaye, vaLI uttama kuLa mAM, abhyAsa karI lIdhuM. rAjAe pitAnA vhAlA putrane rAjyanI suMdara tAlIma ApI rAjyanA kAryamAM paNa kuzaLa banAvyuM. pachI cogya umara jANe rAjA tenA mATe sukanyAnI dha kare che. nArI e nArAyaNI che. prema ane vAtsalyanI mUrti che. tenA jIvanamAM tyAga ane balidAna levAM joIe. neha ane zraddhAthI te sabhara hevI joIe. aneka nArIoe potAnA jIvanamAMthI pitAnA svAmIne preraNAnA amRta pAyA che. tyAga ane balidAnanA pATha zikhavyA che. vimArge jatAne mArgadarzana ApyuM che. nArI eTale na + api = je keInI duzmana nathI,

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: A bhAratavarSamAM nArInuM sthAna ajoDa che. pitAnA zIlanI rakSA mATe ane nArIoe pitAnA amUlya jIvananuM balidAna paNa dIdhuM che. gAMdhIjIe kahyuM che ke " nArI e sahanazIlatAnI mUrti che. nArInA hAyamAM amata paNa che ane jhera paNa che. jyAre nArI neha-saritAmAM vahe che tyAre AkhA vizvapara AnaMda maMgaLa vartAya che. ane jyAre nArI koSI bane che tyAre saMsAramAM sarvanAza paNa netare che. "zuti yuddhodhi nirajAneliA kaMsAra mAmA vakila " e aneka nArIoe dhIra-vIra ane parAkramI putrane janma Ape che. madAlasAe pitAnA putramAM nAnapaNathI AtmAnI amaratAnA ane pavitratAnA saMskAra bIja revAM mATe hAlaraDA gAyA hatAM. - "he putra! tuM zuddha che, buddha che, ajara che, amara che, jagatanI mAyAthI rahita che. putaLIbAIe gAMdhIjImAM kevA saMskAranuM siMcana karyuM? jIjIbAIe zIvAjImAM vuiM amRta reDayuM? nArInuM hRdaya kyAreya krUra nathI banI zakatuM. tenA hRdayamAM karUNAno srota niraMtara vaheto hoya che. tene mATe eka javalaMta udAharaNa draupadInuM ApaNI sAme che. duryodhana mRtyunI chellI paLe gaNI rahyo che. tenA navANuM bhAI mRtyune meLe piDhI gayA che. tenI vedanA karatAM paNa parAjayanI UMDI vedanA tene vadhu nirAza banAvI rahela che. garvanA unmAdamAM tene kalpanA paNa na hatI ke e parAjaya mArA lalATe lakhAze. tenI AjubAju tenA sAthIo beThA che. tene AzvAsana ApI rahyA che. have chelave TAIme sAthIo pUche che. "mahArAja! ApanI chellI IcchA hoya te pragaTa karI lo. ame tamArI sevAmAM khaDe page ubhA chIe." duryodhana dIlagIra banI kahe che. "sAthIo ! mArI te saghaLI IcchA mATImAM maLI gaI che. vijayanI AzA hatI, paNa parAjayanI lAtA marataka vAgI che. mArA bhAIo raNamAM roLAI gayAM che. paNa have chelle chelle pAMDavanA putronA kapAelA mAthA keI mArI sAme lAvI Ape te e joI mArI AMkho zItaLatAne anubhava kare. paNa A te svapna che, e IcchA saphaLa thAya tema kayAM che? A kArya keNa karavA taiyAra thAya? duryodhananI chellI IcchA pUrI karavA azvatthAyA taiyAra thAya che. te kahe che "mahArAja ! AmAM zI moTI vAta che? hamaNAM ja huM A kArya karI ApanI pAse hAjara thAuM chuM." pAMDa viyetsava ujavI gADha nidrAmAM paDyAM hatAM. teone kalpanA paNa kyAMthI 24

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hoya ke Aje rAtre A anartha sajAI jaze ? azvatthAmA kAyara purUSanI jema chAne mAne dropadInA taMbumAM ghusyA ane pAMceya pAMDava putrane mArI hAthamAM pAMca mastaka laI duryodhana pAse AvyA. duryodhane pAMca mastako joI AnaMda anubhavyuM. ane chellA zvAse paNa durgandha laIne te vidAya thayA. * putranA mRtyunI draupIne tathA pAMDavene khabara paDI tyAre saunA dilamAM kAma pA paDaze. pAMca putrone mRtyuthI draupadInuM hRdaya cIrAI gayuM. te ekadama dhAtura banI gaI ane kahyuM. mArA putrane mAranAranA lehIthI mArA vALa sIMcuM te mane zAMti thAya. pAMDee zedha calAvI. aMte azvatthAmA pakaDAI gaye. tene draupadI samakSa hAjara karyo ane tene mArI nAkhavA bhIme gadA upADI. ahIM nArInA hadayanI pavitratAnuM paNa darzana thAya che. nArImAM karuNAbhAva keTale heya che te jaNAI Ave che. dropadInI vicAradhArAe po lIdho. teNe pAMDavone kahyuMH A abhAgIne tame choDI che. putrane viyega mAtAne kevo paDe che te huM anubhavI rahI chuM. AnI mAtA raNasaMgrAmamAM vaidhavyane te pAmI che. have putrane viga tenAthI kema sahana thaze? e mAtAnuM dila kevuM kalpAMta karaze? e pApa ApaNe nathI vahoravuM A che draupadInA dilanI udAratA ane sajajanatA, jemAM nArInA hRdayanuM svarUpa ApaNe nihALI zakIe chIe. - bhAratanA eka Sie kahyuM che ke -"yatra nAryastu pUjyanta ramatte tatra devatA je samAjamAM nArInA nArItvanI pUjA karavAmAM Ave che, tyAM devatAo ramata karavA Ave che. matalaba ke tyAMnA mAnave devatulya hoya che. tyAM sukha ane samRddhinI chaLa uDe che. nArI je bhega-vilAsa ane zaMgAramAM paDI jAya ane saMyama, sadAcAra ane cAritrane bhUlI jAya te deza patanane paMthe paDI jAya. Aje strI kayAM jaI rahI che? bhautika padArthone mATe pitAnuM satItva luMTAvA taiyAra thAya che. nArI e samAjanuM mahatvanuM aMga che. paNa Aje te bhegamAM paDI gaI che, tyAganI sarvottama bhAvanAne cheDI svArthamAM sapaDAI rahI che. nArI samAje jAgRta thavAnI jarUra che dhAraNarANI, sItAdevI vi. satI-jIonAM jIvana prasaMgane maraNamAM lAvI pitAnA jIvanane ujajavaLa banAvavA taiyAra thavAnuM che. nArI samAja ne jAgaze te dezanuM patana thatuM aTakI jaze. bhArata deza bhale bhautika daSTie pAchaLa rahyo hoya paNa sadAcAra ane saMskAra mATe te enuM sthAna mokhare rahyuM che. ane haju paNa e sthAna ema ja TakI raheze. mATe nArIe pitAne gauravane jALavI rAkhavAnI jarUra che.

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sarakArI ane sadAcArI kanyA ane pakSane ujjavaLa kare che. niSakumArane mATe baLadeva sukanyAnI zodha kare che. vizeSa adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 33 zrAvaNa vada 8 ne zukravAra tA. 13-8-71 anaMta jJAnI jhelekya prakAzaka zramaNa bhagavaMta mahAvIra svAmIe bhavya jIne siddhAMtathI samajAvyA che. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu, enuM nAma siddhAMta. vItarAganI vANImAM zaMkAne lezamAtra paNa sthAna na hoI zake. je bhavya prANuo vItarAganI vANInuM zravaNa karI tene yathAzakti AcaraNamAM mUke che tene avazya uddhAra thAya che. AtmA anAdikALane che. karma paNa anAdikALanA che. karma mAMthI mukta thavuM hoya te puruSArtha karavuM paDaze. je prayatna vaDe aneka AtmAo mahAna banyA che te puruSArtha kara joIe. jema ekaDA vinAnA mIMDAnI kiMmata nathI tema AcaraNa vinAnA jIvananI kAMI kiMmata nathI. vAte moTI moTI kare, vartanamAM kAMI ja na hoya. je vyavahArU jIvanamAM na hoya te tene prabhAva paDato nathI. krodha karavA jevuM nathI ema kahe paNa e prasaMga banI jAya tyAre kSamAne dhAraNa kare te AcaraNamAM mukyuM kahevAya, paNa puMchaDuM dabAya ne kuphA mAre. e te nathI bolAvyA tyAM sudhI ja jANe kSamAnA avatAra! bApane bIDInuM vyasana hoya, eka mInITa paNa bIDI vinA na cAle. ne putrane kahe ke beTA! bIDI na pIvAya, bIDIthI udharasa thAya, chAtImAM cAMdA paDe ne kensara thAya mATe bIDI pIvA jevI nathI. te te putra zuM kaheze? pitAjI, Apa te pIo che! mATe jenA AcaraNamAM che tene ja bola jhIlAya che, tenI ja vAta haiyAmAM sacoTa bese che. daSTAMta H ekavAra eka saMta pravacana ApI rahyA hatAM. saMtanI vANuM bhalabhalAne pIgaLAvI nAkhe evI hatI temanuM jIvana paNa ucca ane umadA hatuM. prabhAvazALI saMtanI vANI vizALa janasamudAya sAMbhaLI rahyo hato. mahAtmA sarasa zailImAM sahanazIlatA para pravacana ApI rahyA hatA. tyAM pAchaLathI eka vIMchIe mahAtmAnA pagamAM DaMkha dIdhe. khUbaja vedanA thAya che. paNa temanA moDhA para lezamAtra paNa vyagratA na AvI. pahelAnI jema ja pravacana aviratapaNe cAlu rAkhyuM. saMta kevA hoya? "vAthIye kaThaNa prApta kartavyamAM, puSpathIye kuNI bhAvanAmAM, vipadamAM zairya ne unatimAM kSamA, sarvamAM daSTi sama te mahAtmA,

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merUnA zikhara DagatA nathI vAyuthI, tema DagatA nathI saMta bhege, kAmanA nAmanA zuM kare temane, je sadA jAgatA Atmage. je emanuM kartavya hoya, je emanaH niyama pALavAmAM vajathI paNa kaThora banI jAya ane jyAre hiMsA thaI jatI hoya, koInuM dila dubhAtuM hoya tyAre puSpathI paNa komaLa banI jAya che. jyAre saMkaTamAM AvI paDe tyAre haiye dhAraNa kare che ane jyAre unnati hoya tyAre samabhAva rAkhe che. lAbhAlAbhe suhe dukkhe, jIvIe maraNe tahA / samo niMdA pasaMsAsu, tahA mANava mANavo / lAbhamAM, alAbhamAM, sukhamAM, duHkhamAM, jIvana-maraNamAM, niMdA-prazaMsAmAM, mAnaapamAnamAM samabhAve rahe che. jema meru parvatanuM zikhara pralayakALanA pavanathI paNa DagatuM nathI. tema saMte paNa muzkelImAM aNanama rahe che. Ama pravRttimAM ja sadaiva jAgRta rahe che. sAdhanAmAM hatAza thatA nathI. keTalAka manuSya vikaTa paristhitimAM mukAtA hatAza thaI jAya che. e vicAre che. AmAMthI kaI rIte huM mArga kADhIza, A muzkelIne kema sAmane karIza? keTalAka manuSya paristhiti sAme laDavA taiyAra thAya che. muzkelIthI bacavA prayatna paNa kare che. paNa jyAre khUba jhaDapAI jAya che, tyAre pAchA pharI jAya che. tyAre keTalAka manuSya muzkelInAM mahAsAgaramAM jhaMpalAve che. pachI game teTalA jhaMjhAvAta Ave, tephAne Ave, vipattionAM vAdaLa comera gherAya, chatAM tenI sAme laDe che ane mArga kADhe che. nAva tUTe te sAmA pravAhe tarIne paNa kaThe pahoMce. saMta vicAre che. mAruM kartavya zuM? sahana karavAne avasara che. sahanazIlatAne guNa keLavavAnI huM vAta karuM chuM te mAre paNa e guNa keLave joIe ne? AtmAne sahaja svabhAvI guNa ja sahana karavAnuM che. sAme eka jijJAsu beThelo che te saMtane joyA kare che. saMtane vIMchIe DaMkha dIdhe. te zuM enI vedanA nahI thatI hoya? chatAM kevI prasannatA che? mukha para vyAkuLatA dekhAtI nathI ne e ja prasanna mukhe pravacana purUM thayA pachI mAnavamedanI vIkharANI tyAre e jIjJAsu mahAtmA pAse AvyuM. teNe be hAtha joDIne vinayapUrvaka pUchayuM: "mahAtmAjI! Apane vI chIe DaMkha dIdhe chatAM Ape vyAkhyAna cAluM rAkhyuM ! Apane vedanA na thaI? mahAtmAe javAba Ape. "bhAI! jevuM tArU zarIra che. tevuM ja mAruM zarIra che. tAre je AtmA che teja mAre AtmA che. huM sahanazIlatA para pravacana ApuM ane huM sahanazIlatA na jALavuM ane AkuLa vyAkuLa thAuM te ene artha zuM? saMtanAM vANI, vicAra ane AcAra sarakhA hevA jaIe. AvA saMta puruSone dhanya che! pele bhAI mahAtmAne namaskAra karI cA gaye. sahanazIlatAmAM aneka lAbha che.

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, sahanazIlatA koNa jALavI zake? "A paugalika padArtho mArA nathI, zarIra paNa mAruM nathI, AtmA te huM chuM" jenAmAM AvI viveka buddhi hoya te ja sahanazIlatA jevA guNane vikasAvI zake. tame Aje jIvanamAM zuM karI rahyA che? tamArI pravRtti kaI dizAmAM che? tamAruM lakSa zuM che? A mAnava deha maLa ati durlabha che, paNa tame mAnavadeha meLavIne ze puruSArtha karyo? tamane kayA kAryamAM rasa che? tame mAnI lIdhelA sukhanAM sAdhane maLe, paisA maLe, strI maLe, chokarA maLe, te tame ene sukha mAne che, ane AmAMnI koI vastunI uNapa hoya te dukha mAne che. ahIM AvyA pachI zuM karavAnuM che? ne ApaNe zuM karI rahyA chIe. je bahAranA sukhe che te zAzvata nathI. e sukho kSaNika che. AvA saMsArI sukhe niSadha kumArane prApta thayA che. . niSadhakumAranuM pacAsa kanyAo sAthe pANIgrahaNa thAya che. Aje eka strI sAthe lagna karavAmAM paNa keTalA vicAra karavA paDe che, lagna karyA pachI eka bIjAnAM svabhAvane meLa besave muzkela che. kanyAe pitAnuM ghara cheDIne sAsare AvIne khUba ja samatA rAkhavI joIe, ane kahevuM joIe ke mArI kaMI bhUla thatI hoya te kaheje. navuM pratikramaNa karanAra bahena kahe, mArI kayAMya bhUla thatI hoya te jaNAvajo. evuM kayAre kahe? jyAre tenAmAM saralatA hoya tyAre. sAsare AvanAra kanyAe sAsu-sasarA, naNaMda-diyara Adi savene pitAnA AtmIya jana banAvI devA joIe. teja saMpa, suleha ane ekatA TakI rahe. Aje te huM ane mArA pati, bAkI badhA mArA nahI ema mAne che. mArAtArApaNuM, bhedabhAva, judApaNuM rAkhe eTale kumeLa utpanna thAya che. je koI pitAnI bhUla kADhe te chaNachaNATa kare che. ane sApha zabdomAM vaDIlene paNa saMbhaLAvI de ke tamAre kAMI balavuM nahi. jo teo bolaze nahi te bhUla kayAMthI sudharaze? je sArA haze te tarata ja kaheze ke mArI bhUla batAvaze. e pitAnI bhUla sudhAre che. saDelI kerI koIne gamatI nathI. amuka kSAro ghaTe che eTale kerI saDe che. bAravrata e bAyekemIkala davA che. bAra vratanuM nirIkSaNa karo. bAra kSAra bhegA karavAthI bAyakemIkalanI davA bane che. je kSAra zarIramAM khUTatA hoya te kSAranI bAyekemIkalanI davA levAthI te kSAra pUrA thAya che. tema bAra vrato jIvanamAM jarUrI che. zrAvakanAM pAMca aNuvrata te mULa guNa kahevAya che. ane sAta guNa vrata te uttara guNa kahevAya che. sAdhune pAMca mahAvrata mULaguNa ane 10 paccakakhANa uttara guNa che. pAMca mULa guNa te badhAnA sarakhA hevA joIe (1) ahiMsA (2) satya (3) acaurya (4) brahmacarya (5) aparigraha, uparyukta pAMca mahAvrata mULaguNa che. pratikramaNamAM tamArA dareka denuM varNana Ave che jo tame pratikramaNa moDhe na kare ane vAMcI jAo te paNa ghaNuM jANavAnuM maLe che.

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artha ane bhAvArthane barAbara samaje. vrate kevA suMdara che! satyanuM darzana kare. vrata ApaNI khAmIo barAbara batAve che. Aja sudhI satya mArgathI vaMcita rahI gayA chIe. kahyuM che? "sAce mArga nA samajAye svAmI, nA samajAye svAmI, jIvanamAM kayAMka te rahI gaI khAmI (2) kALanI ghaDImAM have retI sarI jAya, to ye A kALaju koruM rahI jAya, bhaktinAM tAnamAM zakti kharacAya, teye A haiyuM nA bhAvathI bhIMjAya. jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke satyamArga na samajAya tyAM sudhI bhUlo thavAnI ja. ApaNAmAM keTalA de che ane bIjAmAM keTalA sadguNe che te jovA joIe. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ekavAra ApaNA jevA hatA. ApaNI jema saMsAramAM rajhaLatAM hatAM, chatAM te tarI gayA ane ApaNe rahI gayA. bhagavAnanAM jIvanamAMnI khUbIo joIne ApaNuM jIvananI khAmIo kADhavAnI che. hAlatAM cAlatAM bhagavAnane yAda kare. he prabhu! he nAtha! he dInadayALa! tAre rAha ke nirALe che ne huM kayAM raste doDI rahayo chuM ! prabhu game che ke paisA? rAma game che ke ramA? tamane zuM zreyaskara lAge che? bhagavAna thavuM che te bhagavAna thavA mATe temaNe je bhAga lIdhe te ApaNe levuM joIe. atyAre ApaNe UMdhA raste cAlIye chIe te kyAMthI bhagavAna thavAyI "kema bhuluM tane bhagavAna, mArUM koI nahiM A duniyA mAMhI, huM te rajhaLI rahaye saMsAra, kema bhUluM tane bhagavAna ! he bhagavAna! tane huM kema bhuluM? huM rakhaDate, rajhaLate tAza zaraNe Avyo chuM, A sAMsArika saMbaMdha badhA thaMkathI cUMTADelA kAgaLa jevA che. sarva svArthanAM sagA che, A zarIra mAruM mAnyuM che te mArUM nathI, mitre mArA nathI, barI mArI nathI, mArUM koI nathI, huM te rajhaLI rahayo chuM. Apane kema bhuluM? dhamAM dekhAvuM e judI vAta che ane dhamI kahevaDAvavuM te judI vAta che ane dhamIra banavuM e trIjI ja vAta che. Dagale Dagale huM daMbha karuM, mane duniyA mAne dharmAtmA, zuM bharyuM mArA manaDAmAM, eka vAra juone paramAtmA." - Dagale Dagale daMbha Acare che, dekhAvuM che kaMIka ane karavuM che kaMIka. chokarA mATe, barI mATe keTaluM samarpaNa karAya che ane bhagavAna mATe keTaluM karAya che! keIne mAkhaNa lagADo ke tame saMghamAM moTA che, nAtamAM tamAruM varcasva keTaluM badhuM che! tame kevA sevAbhAvI che. Ama

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moDhe vakhANa karyA-ane jyAM bIje mANasa maLe tyAM enA mATe kaheze ke jene I zeTha ? pAko 420 che. kALA bajArI che. eka naMbarane juThTho che. "madhurivati zire have hAlAema mehe mIThuM bole che ane haiyAmAM haLAhaLa jhera bhareluM che. he bhagavAna! tuM mAre che ema jIbhathI kahevuM saheluM che paNa hRdayamAM hAya pasA, hAya bairI, hAya chokarI, AvA bhAva che tyAM sudhI bhagavAna kayAMthI maLe? "prIta tyAM paho nahi, paDache nahi tyAM prIta, prIta rAkhI paDado kare, te duzmananI rIta." amAra ne tamAre ke prema! chelatAM te haiyAnA heta ThalavAya, tamArA vinA te jarAya gamatuM na hatuM. upAzrayamAM paNa tamArA vinA aMdhAruM ghara hatuM. ema meDhe mIThuM bole paNa haiyAnA melAM ane jIbhathI mIThAM-AvA daMbhIo zuM karazo? A prItanI rIta sAcI che? nA re nA manasyekaM vacasyekaM kAyamekaM mahAtmanAm mana vacana ane kAyAnI ekatA keLa-daMbhI na bane, saMpatti ane vipattimAM eka ja sarakhA raho. mahAtmA purUSanI vANI ane vartana ekarUpa hoya che. ___ " udaye savitA rakto raktazvAstamade tthaa| sampatau ca vipatau ca mahatAmekasUpatA // " sUrya udaya vakhate lAlaghUma thAya che ane asta thAya che tyAre paNa lAlaghUma hoya che. tevI rIte paisAne Dhagale Ave ke jAya paNa mahAtmA sukhamAM chalakAya nahiM, duHkhamAM karamAya nahi. dareka sthitimAM samabhAve rahe che. A saMbaMdhamAM eka daSTAMta che. eka vakhata eka mahAtmAne rAjAe pitAnAM mahelamAM lAvyA. rAjA je khaMDa, palaMga vagere rAjAne je sukhasagavaDa hatI te badhI sagavaDa mahAtmAne ApI rAjA jevuM bhajana karatA tevuM bhejana mahAtmAne ApyuM. rAjA je sukha-sAhyabI jogavatA te mahAtmA paNa bhogavatA. thoDA divasa pachI rAjAe mahAtmAne pUchyuM "tamArAmAM ane mArAmAM zuM pharaka che?" tyAre mahAtmAe javAba Ape, "jyAre avasara Avaze tyAre kahIza." pachI bIje divase rAjA ane mahAtmA jaMgalamAM pharavA gayA. be-traNa mAIla gayA pachI rAjAe mahAtmAne kahyuM, have pAchA vaLe. ApaNe ghaNuM AgaLa nIkaLI AvyA chIe. mahAtmAe kahyuM, haju AgaLa cAle. zA mATe pAchA javuM che? rAjAe kahyuM ke mAre rAjya calAvavuM che, AkhA rAjyanI mane phikara che te have pAchA pharavuM joIe. tyAre tarata ja mahAtmAe kahyuM ke "tamArAmAM ane mArAmAM A pharaka che." jyAre javuM hoya tyAre A rAja-vaibhava-sukha-samRddhi mane baMdhanakartA nathI, tamane baMdhanakartA che. jyAM sArUM mAnyuM tyAM ja baMdhana che, tame te badhAne mArA mAnyA che. . .

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191 mu`baImAM hijarata thAya te koNa pahelA nIkaLI zake? tame ke sAdhu? tamAre madhu mUkavu paDe ne ? kevaTI meATI peDhI ? tamArI ja banAvelI mATI mahelAtA ! Adhunika namanAM hAMze DAMze vasAvelA nI cara! are, A badhu' mUkIne javAnu? kevA meDhAM thaI aya huM raDatAM UMDA ke hasatAM? dekhAya che phera tamArAmAM ne saMtamAM? saMtanuM bahumAna hRdayamAM che? keTalAkane ttA satanA darzana karatAM paNa zarama lAge ! eTale koinI pAchaLa chUpAIne ubheA rahe. prArthanAmAM paNa kevA bhAva! meDhA rAge gAya ke A kaMi sAthe AvavAnu nathI. paise nAzavaMta che. paNa haiyAmAM tA hai prabhu ! tArI prAOnAthI mane khUba ja lAbha thAya. huM dhanavAna banuM. evuM ne? zuM Icche che ? prAthanAmAM paNa daMbha ne! he paramAtmA ! eka vAra teA jue. huM kevA dabhI : dAnamAM paNa dekhAdekhI. eNe 100 lakhAvyA te huM 200 lakhAvuM. mArUM nAma AgaLa Ave. A dAnanA bhAva nahi paNa sAmAne pachADavAnA bhAva che. dAna karU tA kIti vadhaze. kanyA sArA ghera varaze. sa'dha jamaNu karU te vAhavAha kahevAze. nAma bahAra Avaze. chekarAne meTA gharanI kanyA maLaze. A mATe ja dAna karI che ne? ecchava-maheAtsava paNa nAmanA mATe ja karI che ne? dAna kevA bhAvathI gho che ne kahevaDAvA che zu? phalANA bhAI tA mahA dAnavIra che. dhI kahevarAvavuM che paNa dha.' manavuM nathI. Isu khriste bAIbalamAM kahyuM che ke seAyanA nAkAmAMthI UMTanu nIkaLavuM. sahelu che, paNa dhanavAnane svaga mAM javu' muzkela che. paisAthI svarganI sIDI nathI maLatI paNa guNathI maLe che. jo dhama samajAya, dilamAM jacI jAya, AtmAne rUcI jAya tyAre vipattinA vAdaLo gherAya te paNa dhamane cheDe nahi. deva khAvIne kahe "tArA chokarAnA TukaDe TukaDA karI nAkhuM chuM, telamAM taLuM chu. dhama' cheTha " paNu bhagavAna mahAvIranA zrAvaka kAusaggamAM beThA hAya tAya calAyamAna thAya nahiM, dhane cheDe nahi. tame strI-putra-mitra-parivAra anatIvAra meLavyA che pazu dhama nathI meLabyA. " zodho na hatlR" jyAM sudhI dharmayukta satyatA nathI keLavI tyAM sudhI badhuM nakAmuM che. keTaluM dAna dIdhuM tenI gaNatrI karazeA, paNa keTaluM chupAvyuM ! kALA bajAranA nANAM keTalA ? te nathI kahetA. tame dAna ApIne nAmane AgaLa lAvA che. ane takatI lagADI che, paNa A paisA cArIthI ke dagAmAjIthI meLavyA te vAtanA vicAra karatAM nathI. (jAhera karatA nathI). tame dhamane kayAre rAkhyA che ? enDa TAime ne? maraNa pathArIe pa`, kAne na saMbhaLAya, AMkhe na dekhAya tyAre sAdhu-sAdhvIne khelAve ne kahe ke badhA paccakhANa karAvI dyo. paNa hAlatAM-cAlatAM heAya tyAre kaheA ke paccakhANa karAvI gho? dhama sabhaLAve ane marI jAya tyAre mhenA mele, "bhAI, bhAgyazALI thaI gayA ! vakhate khUba ja samAdhi hatI." sAdhu jevu maraNa thayuM, maraNe khAyA, badhAM vrata maraNa

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paccakakhANa karAvyA, dharma saMbhaLAvyo. jeNe AkhA jIvanamAM dharma kriyA karI nathI te maraNa TANe zuM dharmane pAmavAne hate? maraNapathArIe A dharma karavAne ze uddeza! Aje te yuvAnomAM dharmanI bhAvanA lupta thatI jAya che. jene bApa eka pathArIe keTalAMya SiA kare che ane sAmAyika kare che, tenA chokarAM DI.DI.TI. no dhaMdho kare che. eka mAMkaDa ajANatA-marI jAya te bApa prAyazcita levA Ave che, tenA dIkarA mAMkaDano saMhAra kare che. jenA dIkarA cAmaDAnA paTTA banAvI vece ane pahere. dArU gALe, matsya udyoganA vepAra kare. AvA AvA hiMsAnA kAma kare che. pitA kahe-beTA ! mAMkaDa, macchara na marAya. te putra kahe che mane herAna zA mATe kare che? UMghavA detA nathI. pitA kahe, "beTA ! tuM je herAna kare e nAza kare che to tuM keTalAne herAna kare che te tane kaI sajA karavI?" bicArA nirdoSa che ke jene mana nathI, vikasita Indriye nathI, teone ze aparAdha? ene aparAdha te nagaNya che. jIvavuM che te kema jIvavuM? kAMIka sahana karatAM zIkho. "mAre mArA jIvanamAM kaI rIte vartavuM ke jethI mAruM jIvana saphaLa bane tene vicAra karavA joIe. gRhasthAzrama kema dIpe? vrata bAyokemikanI davA che. e tamArI khAmI pUrI pADaze. A davA leze ke nahi? badAma pistAyukta dudhapAkane vATake bharela hoya ane moDhe mAMDe tyAM keI kahe ke AmAM jhera che, te tame pIze? tamane game teTalI lAlaca Ape ane kahe ke eka vATake pIe te 50 rU. ApuM. te paNa A jheravALe padArtha pIze? nA, tarata pAcho mUkI deze ne? hA, ema viSaye che te kiM pAka vRkSanA phaLa jevA che. kripAka phaLane AsvAda maraNa nipajAve che. tema viSaye anaMtA janma-maraNa vadhAranAra ane vrata janma maraNanA pherA TALanAra che. tamAre zuM karavuM che? "AyAvayAhi caya sogamalla, kAme kamAhI kamiya khu Tukkha, chindAhi dosa viNaejja rAga, evaM suhI hohisi samparAe / / bhagavAna munione kahe che ke he muni ! tArA zarIramAM lehI-mAMsa vadhavAthI je viSenI IchA utpanna thatI hoya te tene ochA karavA mAdaka padArtho, ghI, dudha vi. khAvAnuM baMdha kara. mAdaka tathA tIkhA tamatamatAM svAdavALA khorAka khAvAnuM choDI de, te vikAra AvatAM aTake che. tArA zarIrane kaza karI nAkha, sUkamaLapaNuM cheDI de. AtApanA le. tapa kara. jeNe pUrve kAmaga sevyA ane atyAre kAmaga seve che te duHkhI thAya che. ane je seva te duHkhI thaze. te viSayethI prajana zuM che? zA mATe saMyama lIdho che ? managamatuM khAvA mATe ? sukhe jIvavA mATe ? zuM ezaArAma mATe muni jIvana che? maLa, mUtra ane azucithI bhareluM A zarIra che. tene poSavAthI zuM lAbha? pAcho vaLa, manarUpI ghoDAnI lagAma kheMca. viSayamAM ja Asakata rahevuM te hitakara nathI, 25

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sukhI thavAne e mArga nathI. sukhI thavA mATe dene chedI nAkhe ane rAgathI pAcho phare te sukhI thAya. nAva uparathI suMdara raMga-rogAna karI bhabhakAdAra banAvI, paNa taLIye chIdra hoya te? DubADe ke tAre? jevA che tevA dekhAva. guNa na hoya ane guNI dekhAvuM te egya nathI. sevA na karatAM hoya ane sevaka kaherAvavuM te khoTuM che. sevA dhArInuM nAma dharAve paNa sevA karavAno avasara Ave tyAM zarama thAya, e zuM sevA karI zakaze? mATe jIvana suMdara banAve. saMsAramAM sArA mANasone paricaya jIvanane sudhAranAra bane che. satsaMgathI jIvana ujjavala bane che. pacAsa kanyAo sArA gharanI sulakSaNa ane saMskArI che, vaDIle sAme na bolavuM ne mAna-maryAdAmAM rahevuM. pitAnI bhUla hoya te sudhAravI vi. samajaNe che. patinA sukhe sukhI ane duHkhe dukhI rahenArI niSadhakumAranI patnIo che. AvI strI je gharamAM hoya te ghara svarga bane che. vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAze vyAkhyAna naM...34 zrAvaNa vada 8 ne zanivAra tA. 14-8-71 anaMtajJAnI, zailekaya prakAzaka, zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe siddhAMtathI bhavya ane samajAvyA che. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta, bAramA upAMga vaddhidazAmAM niSadhakumArane adhikAra cAle che. niSakumAra prajAne kema zAMti maLe, prajAne huM kema priya banuM, mArI prajA kema sukhI bane, ene mATe zuM kavuM joIe enI tAlIma gurUkuLamAMthI laIne AvyA che. rAjA prajAnuM rakSaNa karanAra heya paNa bhakSaNa karanAra nahAya. prajAnuM putravat pAlana kare. prajA para mIThI najara rAkhanAra hoya. koInI lAMca rUzvata na le. paNa nyAya-nItithI ane pramANikatAthI rAjya karanAra hoya prajAnA sukhe sukhI ane duHkhe duHkhI thanAra hoya. prajA sukhI te rAjA sukhI. keI eka rAjya che. e rAjyanA siMhAsana para je rAjA Ave te cha mahinAmAM mRtyu pAmI jAya che. ema cha-cha mahine rAjA badalAtAM jAya che. lAMbA vakhata sudhI rAjya siMhAsana para koI TakatuM nathI. eka vakhata e rAjya para eka navo rAjA Ave che. te vicAra kare che ke A rAjyamAM Ama kema thatuM haze? Ane mATe kaI anubhavIne pUchIne tenI salAha levI joIe. eTale enI bAjumAM eka rAjya che tyAM batrIsa varSathI eka rAjA rAjya kare che. tyAM pitAnAM pradhAnane ane be-cAra mANasane ekale che ane pUchAve che ke

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195 ? tamArUM rAjya-zAsana ghaNAM lAMkhA TAImathI cAle che ane amAre Avu bane che, tenu kAraNa zuM ? pradhAna jaIne rAjAne pUche che. tyAre rAjA kahe che : hamaNAM javAma nahi maLe, paNa Apane jyAM utArI ApyA che tyAM gheghura vaDalA che. e vaDalAnAM badhAM pAMdaDAM sUkAI jAya tyAre huM javAba ApIza. badhAM tyAM jAya che. vicAre che : AvA meTo vaDalA kayAre sUkAze ? ane yAre javAba maLaze ? hAlatAM cAlatAM, uThatAM-besatAM, khAtAM-pItAM e tA e ja bhAvanA bhAve ke 'vaDa sUkAya'. ema karatAM eka mahinA thAya che ane vaDa sUkAI jAya che ane enAM pAMdaDA badhAM kharI paDe che. eTale pradhAna javAma mAMge che. tyAre vaLI rAjA kahe che hajI vAra che. have jyAre prathama jevA gheghUra vaDalA thaI jAya tyAre javAkha ApIza. pradhAnane te thayu` ke A te AvI bharANA. paNa javAkha lIdhA vinA kema javAya ? have dareka kArya karatAM enuM dhyAna kayAM jAya ! eNe tA rAta ane divasa - vaDa pAMgare ' * vaDe pAMgare ' nI prAthanA karavA mAMDI. thADA vakhata bAda vaDalA phAlyA-phUlyA ane gheghUra banI gayA. pachI pradhAna javAma mAMgavA rAjA pAse gayA. tyAre rAjAe kahyu, tamArA praznanA javAba tamane A vaDathI ja maLI gayA haze. pradhAne kahyuM, " mahArAjA ! ApanI vAtathI ame kAMI samajyA nathI. Apa spaSTapaNe samajAveA." rAjAe javAba ApatAM kahyuM", pradhAnajI! tamArI tIvra bhAvanAnAM jore ja vaDalA gheghUra hatA tevA anI gayA. mATe " jevI draSTi tevI sRSTi" " jevI bhAvanA tevI siddhi " rAjA rAjya para AvI khUba khUba karaverA nAkhatA hAya. prajAne kema cUsI levI ane rAjya bhaMDAra kema tara karavA evI buddhivALA hAya. garIbene khUba duHkha detA heAya, temane pUrUM khAvAnuM paNa na maLatu. hAya tA enI prajAne ema thAya ke A rAjA ApaNane bahu herAna kare che. sukhe khAvA paNa detA nathI. zAMtithI rahevA paNa detA nathI, te Ave! rAjA ApaNane na joIe. kAla maratA hAya tA Aje mare. AvI garImAnI hAya lAgI jAya che. :: tulasI hAya garIkhakI kakha huM na khAlI jAya, muA Dhora ke cAma se leAha bhasma hA jAya." garImAnI hAya mANasanAM puNyane khAlI karI nAkhe che. garImAnI hAya sUtA ane besatAM paNa lAge che. ekeka vyaktine ema thAya ke A rAjA na joI e. eTale darekanI bhAvanAnuM AMdolana kAma kare che. te enuM rAjaya-siMhAsana tapatuM nathI. AthI e lAMkhA vakhata zAsana karI zakatA nathI. e lAMkhI AvaradA paNu bheAgavI zakatA nathI. rAjA kahe che. juo, mArI prajA kevI sukhI che? koInA vadhAre kara nahi levAnA, lAMca -rUzvata nahi calAvavAnI ane eTalAM madhAM vyApAra ane udyogeA vadhyA che ke koI mANasa bekAra rahetu nathI, darekane peAtAnuM gujarAna cAle eTalu` maLI rahe che. tethI koI mANasA bhUkhyA rahetA nathI. ghumukSita: jina jAti pApam " bhUkhyA zuM pApa nathI karatA ! bhUkhI kUtarI peAtAnAM ja janma dIdhelAM vhAlA galuDiyAne khAI jAya che.

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"vAMDhALu vacamAM paDyuM, vahAlAmAM vahAluM, sAMje ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharyuM, savAre khAlune khAvuM" A peTa che tethI veTha karavI paDe che. kAma sAme AjIvikA maLI rahe te kaI mANasa bIjA dhaMdhA nahIM kare. corane paNa cerI khUMce che. keIne duSkAryo karavA gamatA nathI. vezyAne paNa ene dhaMdhe kheMce che. paNa AjIvikA mATe nahiM karavAnAM kAmo. karavA paDe che. tethI leke avaLA mAge na jAya te mATe amArA gAmamAM aneka jAtanAM udyogo cAlI rahyA che. vartamAna yugamAM mazIne ghaNuM jAtanAM AvI gayA che. tethI pAMca mANasanI jyAM jarUriyAta hatI tyAM eka mANasathI kAma cAlI zake che. tethI mANasonI rajI ochI thaI ane bekArI vadhI. AgaLa nAmA mATe keTalA mANase rAkhatA ane have kepyuTara AvatAM ghaNAM mANaso bekAra thayAM eTale bekArI vadhI. Aje dUdhanI DerI cAlavAthI pazudhana kasAIkhAne javA lAgyuM. tyAre agAu gokuLa hatAM, tethI nAgarikone kaIne kaI vyavasAya maLI rahe. koI para Tekasa nahIM, karaverA nahIM. evA rAjAonuM rAjya-zAsana tape che. e rAjA rAjya choDe che, paNa dukha lAge che. "kolAhalaga saMbhUya, AsI mihilAe pavvayantammi / tarUcA nAsikamI namAmi miLivavamantari | u. a. 9 gA. 5 - mithilA nagarImAM cAre bAju kolAhala thaI rahyo che. antaHpura AkhuM raDI rahyuM che. prajAjane paNa bera-bera AMsue raDI rahyA che. are, A duHkhIyAne belI, vipattimAM sahAnubhUti ApanAra, visAmAnAM vaDalA samAna, prajAnuM rakSaNa karanAra, mitrabhAva rAkhanAra, premathI bolAvanAra e amAre rAjA amane raDatA mUkIne gRhasthAzrama choDIne saMyamamAge jaI rahyo che. jenA haiyAmAM sarvanuM hita karavAnI bhAvanA che, evA rAjAne prajA kevI IcchatI haze? kaI adhamI-pApI mare te kahe ke sAruM thayuM. dharatI uparathI bhAra gaye. paNa jeNe puSpanI jema tarapha pitAnA saguNenI suvAsa phelAvI che. jeNe AkhI jaMdagI satkAryo karelAM che. dareka jIva para vAtsalya rAkhyuM che. kALI rAtrie kAma Ave e ane bhAIthI bhale e sajajanapurUSa jAya te tene saha kaI yAda kare che. gAMdhIjInA mRtyunAM samAcArathI keTalAM ya mUcha khAIne DhaLI paDyA. keTalAyanI AMkhomAMthI ane varasAda varasavA lAge. mahAna-purUSe jatAM sahu koIne emanI kheTa sAle che. AjanI netAgirI kevI? rAjAonAM rAjya cAlyA gayA ne strInuM rAjya AvyuM. atyAranI rAjanIti kevI che? meMghavArI divase-divase vadhI rahI che. madhyamavarganA mANase AbarUnI bhIMsamAM bhIMsAI rahyA che. AjanI prajA sukhI che? zrImaMtene paNa zAMti nathI. kayA prakAranAM verA nAkhIne kayAre paisA mUMDavI leze te kaIne khabara nathI garIbane paNa peTapUratuM khAvAnuM maLatuM nathI. AvI rAjanItithI netAne paNa atyAre keTale bhaya che?

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fh teo mRtyune capaTImAM rAkhI phare che. koI koI akALe mRtyune bheTe che. enuM kAraNa enI kAryavAhI para avalaMbe che. tethI netA-rAjA-svAmItva dharAvanAra sajajana hevA joIe. sajjananAM sahavAsathI jIvanamAM saMskRti, suvicAra ane maitrIbhAvanA Ave che. sajajana aisA kijIye, jaisA kaNa khAra, Apa baLa para rIjhave, paNa sAMdhA melana hAra." - jyAre vAsaNa tUTayuM hoya tyAre kaMsArAne tyAM moklAya che. e kevI rIte sAMdhe che? khabara che? sAMdha vacce TaMkaNakhAra mUke che. eTale vAsaNa saMdhAI jAya che. ema sajajana mANase TaMkaNakhAra jevA hoya che. darekanI sAthe mitratAnAM tAra sAMdhI Ape che. bIjAnA sukha mATe potAnAM prANanI paNa Ahuti ApI de che. kene mArA taraphathI zAMti ane sukha kema maLe" e mATenAM prayatna karatAM hoya che. e keInuM levAmAM nahiM paNa devAmAM AnaMda mAne che. eka mANase gAMdhIjIne jheLImAM hAra, ghaDiyALa, pacI vagere aneka vastuo nAkhI mokalAvI. gharanAM mANasoe jhoLI kholIne joyuM te jene je gamI te eka eka vastu pasaMda karI laI lIdhI. evAmAM gAMdhIjI AvI pahoMcyA. ane badhAne AnaMdamAM jaI pUchayuM. "tame badhAM ATalAM badhAM AnaMdamAM kema cho ? tyAre karatUrabAe vAta karI ke ekabhAI bheTa ApI gayA che, tenI vaheMcaNI karIe chIe. A sAMbhaLI gAMdhIjIe kahyuM, "te ApaNe mATe nathI paNa prajA mATe che. tethI ApaNAthI ene hAtha lagADAya nahIM. eka TaMkanuM khAvAnuM mAMDa maLe evI paristhiti che. ane ATaluM dhana bheTa Ave che chatAM nA pADI de che ane sevAnAM pATha bhaNAve che. sevA e ApaNe sAce zaNagAra che, ema samajAve che. dAgInA paheravA e zaNagAra nathI. hAtha dAna vaDe zebhe che, kaMgana paheravAthI nahiM, A uparanAM zaNagAra te bIjAne batAvavA mATe che. paNa sevAnA zaNagArathI ja AtmA zebhe che. karamAM pahere kaDAM, paNa kara para kara dhari nahiM, e mANasa nahIM paNa maDA, sAcuM soraThiye bhaNe." hAthamAM bhAre kaDAM pahera, paNa keIne dAna ApyuM nathI, ke koIne mAnathI lAvyA nathI, koInA duHkhamAM sahabhAgI banyA nathI e mANasa nathI paNa hAlatuM-cAlatuM maDaduM che. jenA hRdayamAMthI mAnavatA marI paravArI che te kharekhara mANasa nathI. "memAnene mAna, dilabhara dila dIdhAM nahiM, meDI nahIM paNa masANa, sAcuM soraThiye bhaNe. AgaLanA vakhatamAM mahemAna AvyA hoya te enuM sArUM sanmAna thatuM. pite

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188 bhUkhyA rahI ene jamADatAM, paNa Aje te moTI mahelAtavALA hoya, gharamAM jAtajAtanI vAnIo bharI hoya, chatAM garIba-sAdhamI paga mUke ke teja dekhADI de. A mahela paNa masANa jevo che. atyAre muMbaImAM lagna prasaMga ujavAya, pATIo goThavAya tyAre jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa devA Ave te kahe ke tame jamavA Avaje paNa chokarAne lAvatA nahi. eka thALInAM dasa rUpiyA rAkhyA che. chokarA e zuM khAya ne nakAmA 10 rUpiyA bharavA paDe. ghera nAnA chokarA khAvA jevaDAM hoya tenA mA-bApane keLIye gaLe zI rIte Utare? AgaLanAM zrAvako kevA hatAM? hRdayanAM ane bhAvanAnAM ujamALa hatAM. gharanAM daravAjA khullA rAkhIne sUtA. sAdhamI baMdhu para huM dayA karuM chuM" evuM nahiM vicAratAM, paNa mArI pharaja che, mAre karavuM joIe ema vicAre. mArA chokarAnuM huM kevuM dhyAna rAkhuM chuM? te A paNa mArAM ja putra chene A zarIramAM eka AMgaLI pAkI hoya to kevuM duHkha thAya che? are, jarAka pAyuM che, AkhuM aMga te sAruM che, chatAM paNa dhyAna kevuM jAya che? ema AkhA sagha upara dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. saMghamAM kaI dubaLo pAtaLo hoya tene madada kare, vipattimAM paDakhe AvI Ubho rahe. ane kahe, muMjhAze nahi, ame chIe ne? ema kahI AzvAsana Ape. bIjAnI sevA kare, sahAnubhUti darzAve. sarva para prema rAkhe, benI phariyAda hoya te baMnenI vAta sAMbhaLI sarakhe nyAya kare, jethI korTa sudhI jAvuM na paDe. AvA DAhyA zrAvako hatA. sArA mANasone sau Icche che. tamAre sArA thavuM che ne? te kharAba vRttine pheMkI do. keInI eka AMkhane DoLe kharAba thaye heya ne DokaTara kahe ke, A DoLa rAkhaze te bIje DeLe paNa kharAba thaze. te DALe kaDhAvI nAkhe ne ? ema tamArI kuTeve kADhI nAkhe. te tame sarvanI sAthe saMpa tathA sulehathI rahI zakaze. ane tamane jarA paNa AMca nahiM Ave. sutaranAM tAre hAthI bALe jAya ? na jAya. e ja sutaranAM tAranuM rAMDhavuM banAve che hAthI baMdhAya ne? eka saLIthI dAMta khetarAya paNa mahela vaLAya? saLInuM jutha bheguM thAya to sAvaraNIthI moTAM baMgalA sApha thAya. saMghamAM paNa samUhabaLa hoya te sArA kAma thAya che. jema sAvaraNInI eka saLI hoya te pheMkI de che, ema saMghamAMthI eka vyakti ekalI paDI jAya te kayAMya uDI jAya che. saMghanA samUhamAM hoya te te zobhe che. saMghamAM ekatA hovI joIe. ema ziSya paNa vicAre che ke meM thoDAM sUtronI gAthA moDhe karI lIdhI, amuka siddhAMte vAMcI lIdhA. mAMgalika kahetAM AvaDI gayuM. vyAkhyAna vAMcatAM AvaDI gayuM, te have gurU sAthe rahIne zuM karavuM ? ema vicArI ekale vicare te tenI kevI dazA thAya? saDelA kAnavALI kUtarI jenA AMgaNe jAya tene te haTa-haTa karIne kADhI mUke

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199 che, tiraskAra che, AvI upamA avinayI ziSyane mATe siddhAMtamAM ApI che. mAThA AcAravALo, guranuM jema-tema vATavAvALa, gurUne verI, saMghane verI, jayAM-jyAM jAya tyAM apamAnita thAya che. koI tene mAna ApatuM nathI. jJAnI puruSe kahe che, bhagavAnanAM sUtranA dore je baMdhAya ane e je kAma karI zake che, e bIjA keI karI zaktA nathI. bhagavAnane mArga rUDo che. vANImAM epUrva bhAve che. vANIne bhAvapUrvaka sAMbhaLatAM -sAMbhaLatAM karmo tUTI jAya che. jeo uranA umaLakAthI vANI sAMbhaLe che ene uddhAra thAya che. te kALe te samaye bhagavAna nemanAtha dvArikA nagarImAM padhAre che. trilekInAthanI padharAmaNI thatAM saunA haiyAmAM harSanI helI caDe che. niSakumAra paNa kevI rIte prabhunI vANIne bhAvapUrvaka jhIlaze, te vAta avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.35 zrAvaNa vada 10 ravivAra tA. 15-8-71 anaMtajJAnI lekaya prakAzaka bhagavAna mahAvIre sAdhanAne paMtha batAvyo che. prabhue patha-dazaka banIne zAzvata siddhinI prAptino mArga batAve che. je jI A mAge cAlaze temanuM avazya kalyANa thaze. sAdhane maLyAM paNa jIva sAdhaka na banI zake. sAdhanAnA mArge je sAdhavuM joIe e sAdhya na karyuM. eTale jIva duHkhI thaI rahyo che. vibhAva dazAne svabhAva dazA samajIne jIva cAlI rahyo che, eTale duHkha bhogavavuM paDe che. tamane saMsAra para arUcI AvI che? saMsArane trAsa lAgyA che? saMsAramAM Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi lAgatI hoya te A mArga upara AvavAthI avazya uddhAra thaze tamane Aje zenuM duHkha che? tamArI pAse lAkha rUpIyA nathI mATe duHkha thAya che? zuM apsarA jevI strI nathI maLI tethI raDe che? - jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke saMsAranuM sukha asthira che. bAhya padArtha maLavA chatAM tamArA cittamAM zAMti nahiM rahe. prasannatA nahi rahe. jaDa padArtha kSaNika che. bhautika vaibhave saLagatA raNamAM baraphanA TukaDA jevA che. pANI vacce patAsA jevA che. A sukha cAlyuM javAnuM che. te zAzvata nathI. saMsAranA sukhamAM zAMti maLI zakatI nathI. jIva matijamanA kAraNe pAMca IndriyanA upagamAM sukha che ema mAne che. tene rajakaNanAM lIsA

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- hioo suMvALA sparzamAM AnaMda Ave che. khArI, khATI ke mIThI rasanAmAM rasIkatA anubhavAya che. sugadha ane avanavI surAvalIo manane mahekAve che. AvA pAMce IndriyanA viSayane upabhaga AnaMda Ape che. A pratyakSa tame anubhave che ne? paNa jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke, te sukhanI pAchaLa vedanA che, duHkha che. temAM jIvanI sAcI svataMtratA nathI, paNa parataMtratA che. kSaNika sukha te sAcuM sukha nathI. eka vAra nAnakaDAM dezanAM rAjAne duzmane pakaDI lIdhe. pakaDI jelamAM besADe. ene bhAvatAM bhejana Ape che. sArI sAmagrI Ape che. suvA mATe suMdara zaiyA Ape che. sanmAna jALave che. chatAM te tene DaMkhe che. bhale badhAM sAdhane maLyAM, paNa emAM ene zAMti nathI, kAraNake pitAnI svataMtratA chInavAI gaI che. A sukha ane duHkha rUpa lAge che. kAraNa te svarAjya nathI paNa pararAjya che. tamane paisA sukharUpa lAge che paNa rastAmAM cAlatA kaI luMTArA maLe, ne kahe ke je heya te mUkI de, nahIM te mArI nAMkhIza, te pitAnA rakSaNa khAtara paisA ApI deze. je sukhanuM sAdhana hatuM, te dukha rUpa thayuM. zrI sukhanuM sAdhana mAnyuM che, paNa eja strI para-puruSa sAthe cAlatI hoya te duHkha rUpa lAgaze. putra mATe kAMIka AzAnA minArA bAMdhyA heya paNa eja putra moTo thatAM jugArI ke dArUDI thaI jAya te duHkhanuM kAraNa banaze. tame jemAM sukha mAnyuM hatuM te aMge palaTAtAM dukha rUpa lAge che. mATe ja saMsArane meha karmavardhaka che. ane karma te parataMtratA che. parataMtratA che tyAM duHkha che. kaI pativratA nArIne pati jelanI yAtanA bhogavata hoya te te strIne miSTAna-mevA ISTa na lAge, vaibhava-vilAsamAM vIMchInA DaMkhanI vedanA anubhave. juvAna je 20 varSanA putranuM akALe avasAna thayuM hoya to tenA kuTumbIone raDIyAnuM madhura saMgIta karNapriya nahi lAge. pUrve te saMgIta harSathI sAMbhaLatAM paNa Aje eja saMgIta vAge che, chatAM apriya kema thaI paDayuM? je saMgIta sukhanuM sAdhana hoya te sadAya temAMthI sukha ja maLavuM joIe, paNa ema banatuM nathI. sukha ane duHkha mANasanI kalpanAne viSaya che. eka ja vastu ekane suMdara lAge che jyAre bIjAne te asuMdara lAge che. eka padArthane eka mANasa khUba premathI Aroge che, bIjAne tenI sAmeya jevuM gamatuM nathI. vaLI padArthamAM je sukhanI kalpanA jIve karI che te kSaNika che, asthira che. enuM sukha e pArakA pAsethI mAgI lAvelA ghareNAMnA sukha jevuM che. dhanadhAnya, yazakIti, rUpa vagere puNya karma pAsethI uchInA lIdhelAM che. jema kaI vararAjA pArakA ghareNuM paherI "huM zrImaMta chuM" evuM garava nathI anubhavI zakti, tema ApaNe paNa puNyanI sAmagrI para zuM sukha mANI zakIe? aneka makAne-mile

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moTare tamArA nAma para haze, paNa kALanI japti voraMTa Avaze ane upADI jaze, e vakhate jarAya nA hA nahi thaI zake. ahiMnA sukha te zuM 5Na devatAnA sukhe paNa kSaNika che. tenI devIo, bhautika ThaThAre badhuM uchInA jevuM che. AyuSya pUrNa thavAne cha mahinA bAkI rahe che, tyAre tenI kusumamALA karamAya che. ane te devane khyAla Ave ke A badhuM cheDIne ahIMthI cAlyA javuM paDaze. tyAre atyaMta zoka kare che. paNa jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke te je tArUM mAnyuM hatuM te kharekhara tArUM hatuM ja nahi, puNya karmanI maherabAnIe maLyuM hatuM. puNya khalAsa thatAM te badhuM parAyuM banI jAya che. emAM ka zA mATe? je pArakA padArthane tuM mArA mAnIza te temAM mamatva bhAva utpanna thaze. tenAthI cittamAM vihaLatA pragaTa thaze. ane azAMti AvIne ubhI raheze. mATe tAruM zuM che ane parAyuM zuM che te yathArtha rIte jANI tAruM heya te meLavavA prayatna kara. Aje paMdaramI ogasTa eTale svataMtra-dina che. aneka vIrapurUSonA prayatna ane balidAna pachI hiMdane svataMtratA prApta thaI. paNa A svataMtratAe sukha-zAMti ane AbAdI keTalI ApI? A zuM sAcI svataMtratA che? jJAnI bhagavaMtanI daSTie te jyAM sudhI karmanI parataMtratAmAM jIva paDe che tyAM sudhI svataMtratAnuM sukha mANI zakate nathI. jIva jyAM sudhI moha ane lebhane gulAma che, viSayavRttine dAsa che, kaSAyanA paMjAmAM sapaDAele che, tyAM sudhI tene sAcI svataMtratA kema prApta thAya? pele rajA nAnakaDuM rAjya hevA chatAM pitAnA rAjyane Icche che ane parataMtratA tene khUMce che, AnaMda levA detI nathI. A jIvAtmAne parataMtratA khuMce che kharI? anaMta zakti ane sAmarthyane dhaNI pAMca dAdarA caDavAM hoya te lIphUTanI rAha joI ubhuM rahe che. kayAM gaI tArI zakti! paNa bhAna bhUlele AtmA adyatana sAdhanomAM AnaMda mAne che. viSayenA upabhegamAM sukha anubhave che. have cetavAnI, jAgRta thavAnI jarUra che, svaghara bhaNI pagalAM nahIM mAMDe tyAM sudhI zAMti nahi maLe. sukha traNa prakAranuM che. (1) viSayanI pravRttinuM sukha-A sukha kSaNika che. tAruM sAcuM sukha nathI. pArakI vastumAM sukhanI kalpanA mAtra karelI che. e bhogavatAM duHkhane dAvAnaLa jAge che. . bIjuM sukha che viSayathI nivRttinuM-A sukha aMtaramAM nathI, bahAramAM che. A bramaNa jayAM sudhI che, tyAM sudhI jIva doDadhAma kare che. jIvanabhara doDe che. paNa sukhI thatuM nathI. paNa jyAre sAcI samajaNa Ave che tyAre viSayane pUrNa karatAM evA padArthothI jIvAtmA nivRtta thAya che. jema jema sAdhaka purUSa viSayanI nivRtinA kSetre AgaLa vadhatuM jAya che, tema tema te tRptine AnaMda anubhavate jAya che. have tene bAhya padAthe lebhAvI

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zaktA nathI. AnaMda ApI zakatA nathI. anaMta nidhinA darzana vagharamAM thAya che. tene ja prApta karavAnI tAlAvelI lAge che. je tRNA vinAne che. te sAcuM sukhI che. jema tuNuM maTI tema dukha meTuM, tethI ja tRSNArahita sAdhu mahAtmA pitAnA Atma-javarUpane ja anubhavatA anubhavatAM sarvArtha sihanAM sukhane paNa ulaMghI jAya che. te paraspRhAthI rahita banI nispRhapaNane anubhava kare che. kahyuM paNa che ke- - zrA paNa durNa nivRtra maNa sue" bIjAnI apekSA rAkhavI te mahA kha che. apekSA rahita banI javuM te sukha che. je viSayanI nivRttinAM sukhane sAdhya kare che tene trIjuM sukha meLavatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. trIjuM sukha che vedanIya karmanAM nAzathI pragaTa thatuM anaMta, avyAbAdha, AtmasvabhAvabhUta sukha. A svataMtra ane nakakara sukha che. AvyA pachI te kayAreya cAlyuM jatuM nathI. A sukha maLe eTale sAcI svataMtratA prApta thAya che. pachI bhavabhramaNane aMta Ave che. A sukha meLavavA mATe sAdhu sAdhanA kare che. teo Indriya upara vijaya meLavavA talasI rahyA hoya che. Atma darzana karanAra sarva zreSTha che. jagata AkhAne joI vaLe paNa jyAM sudhI paramAtmAnuM darzana thayuM nathI tyAM sudhI badhuM nakAmuM che. jagatanA nAthane joyA vinA sau dhULa dhANI che, prabhu nIrakhyA vinA nayaNe ubhI rAzI khANI che, vileNuM krAMsa ne IMglAMDa vaLI jApAna svIjharaleMDa, amerikA taNuM nyuyorka, nakAmI daSTi tANI che....jagatanA. AkhI duniyAnuM cakkara lagAvI dIdhuM. deza paradeza pharI vaLyAM, paNa Atma darzana ke prabhu darzana karyuM nathI, te badhuM vyartha che. anaMta janmamAM A jIve jovAmAM kAMI bAkI rAkhyuM nathI, chatAM javAnI IcchA pUrNa thatI nathI. thayuM zuM mahela bAMdhyAthI, thayuM zuM hAra guMcyAthI, thayuM zuM nANuM vadhyAthI, rahI je bhavanI ghANI che." jagatanA nAthane" moTI moTI mahelAte bAMdhI dIdhI, dhananA bhaMDAra bharI dIdhAM, navAM navAM sAdhanene svAmI banya. mAna-kIti-AbarU khUba meLavyAM. jagate tArUM sanmAna karyuM, A badhAthI zuM tArUM bhavabhramaNa ochuM thayuM? A badhA sAdhane-prasAdhana ke hAra-terAthI tane-tArA AtmAne zuM phAyado thaye? tame tamane oLakhe. tame tamArA anubhava kare. jo tame bahArathI khAlI che, bahAranA

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saMbaMdhone teDI nAkhyA che, bahAra vRtti jatI nathI, bAhya padArthonI lAlasA tUTI gaI che te aMdarathI pUrNa che, paNa aMdaranA khajAnA tarapha durlakSa che. upAdhyAya yaze-- vijyajI mahArAje Ane mATe suMdara samIkaraNa ApeluM che. apUrNa = pUrNa - pUrNa = apUrNa bahArathI khAlI thaze te aMdarathI bharAze. bahAra dukALa haze te aMdara lIluMchama raheze. bahAranuM khIsuM khAlI kare, te aMdara koThAra klakAI jaze. paNa bahAranI vastu meLavavAnI abhilASA jAgaze te aMdara khAlI thaI jaze, bahArathI pUrNa che te aMdarathI apUrNa che ane bahArathI apUrNa che te aMdarathI pUrNa che. jagatanuM vismaraNa kare e AtmAnuM smaraNa karI zake che. eka myAnamAM be talavAra na rahI zake. lADu khAvA ane mekSamAM javuM e na banI zake. tArA svarUpane pAmavA mATe tuM tArI aMdara DubADI mAra. tArA sva-ravarUpane je. tAre je joItuM haze te aMdarathI maLI raheze. bahAra AthaDavAnI jarUra nathI. saMsArane mATe pravRtti karIza te sAMsArika sukha kadAca maLe paNa kharuM ane na paNa maLe. tamAre lAkha rUpiyA Aje ja meLavavA che te maLaze? parAI cIjanI aMdara jIvanA prayatna cAlI zaktA nathI. paNa je pitAnuM che temAM avazya pite svataMtra che. Aje AhAra nathI le, mAre anAhAraka svabhAvanI vAnagI cAkhavI che te banI zakaze. krodha kare te mATe svabhAva nathI, vibhAva che. te AkhI jIMdagI mAre krodha na kare. A nirNaya kare te te banI zake. paNa para padArthomAM pitAnuM DahApaNa cAlI zakatuM nathI. ApaNe pUrNatAne prApta karavI e ApaNA jIvanane dhyeya che. paNa tene mATe puruSArtha kare jarUrI che. zilpIne mUrti banAvavA mATe traNa vastunI jarUra paDe che. eka paththara, eka TAMkaNuM ane mAnasika AkRti. paththara heya paNa zuM banAvavuM che te AkRti ja tenA mAnasapaTa para na hoya te zuM banAvI zakaze? ema jIvanane divyarUpa ApanAra zilpI pAse paNa traNa vastu ati Avazyaka che. paththara rUpa mAnavanuM jIvana che. purUSArtha e TAMkaNuM che. purUSArtha eTale samaya, zakti ane sAdhanane sadvyaya. siddha dazA e mAnasika AkRti che. purUSArthanA TAMkaNa vaDe ApaNe ApaNA jIvananA dayeyane ghaDavAnuM che. jIvananuM nava sarjana karavAnuM che. ApaNA mULa svarUpane ApaNe pragaTa karavAnuM che. tame tamArA jIvanane dhyeya zuM nakakI karyo che? tamAre zuM banavuM che? dhyeya vinA koIpaNa mANasa kAMI paNa pravRtti karatuM nathI. vidyAthI meTrIka pAsa thayA pachI prathama nakki karaze ke mAre zuM banavuM che. DokaTara, vakIla ke ejInIyara? pitAnA dhyeya pramANe te abhyAsakrama zarU kare che.

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atyAra sudhI vibhAvamAM rahI ApaNe AtmA karmanI sattA nIce dabAI rahyo che. have amAre mekSa joIe che. have kama sattA amArI upara rAjya kare e amane pisAtuM nathI, ema nirNaya kare. mekSa rUpa sAcI svataMtratA prApta karavI haze te bhagIrathe purUSArtha karavuM paDaze. mekSane mArga jANI lIdhe, eTalA mAtrathI mekSa maLatuM nathI. gulAbajAMbu peMDA, baraphI, sutarapheNI, aDadIyA pAka, badAma pAka, vi. nAma gaNAvavA mAtrathI peTa nahiM bharAya, paNa hAthamAM laI moDhAmAM mUkavA paDaze. mekSa prApti mATe jIvanane ghaDavuM paDaze. mokSa mAga para kadama baDhAvavA paDaze. Standing at the foot man, gazing at the sky How can you get up man, if you never try? Though you stumble off man, but never be down-cast Try and try again man, you will succeed at-last. kaI mANasane parvata upara caDavuM che ane taLeTImAM ubhe che, paNa AkAza sAme mITa mAMDavAthI parvata upara caDI zakatuM nathI. je prayatna nahIM kare, purUSArtha nahIM kare, pagathIyA upara eka paga paNa nahIM mUke te te kevI rIte caDI zakaze? parvata para caDatAM thAkI jAya che. caDhANane mArga viSama hoya che. ema sAdhanAne mArga paNa sahele nathI. mINanA dAMte lokhaMDanA caNA cAvavA muzkela che. ema saMyamanuM pAlana karavuM muzkela che. jema vAyuthI kethaLI bharavI, merU parvatane trAjavA vaDe teLave, be hAthe svayaMbhU samudra to muzkela che, tema mekSanI sAdhanAne mArga paNa muzkela che. ALasanuM ozIkuM ane pramAdanI pathArI karI, sUI rahevAthI mokSa maLatuM nathI, paNa zUravIra subhaTanI jema kezarIyA karI raNa saMgrAmamAM jhajhumavAnuM che. karIne bhAgI javAthI AMtarika yuddhamAM vijaya prApta nahi thAya. parAkramI raNabaMkAnuM dhyeya eka ja hoya che. *: , , , " vArtha sAdhavAmi nA huM jAtani ", ' , , . kAM ame dehanuM balidAna karIzuM, kAM vijayane prApta karIzuM. saMsAra upara vijaya prApta kare haze te maraNIyA banavuM paDaze. kedha, mAna, mAyA, lAbhanA pariNAma Ave che, paNa jAgrata sAdhaka udayamAM bhaLI ja nathI. AtmalakSa cUkato nathI. jIvanamAM jAgatuM unnati pAmate, uMghatAne sadA thAya hAnI, savamAM je kare te ja prabhutA vare, tehane devanI sahAya chAnI, svarUpamAM jAgate viSayamAM uMghate, te ja puNyAthI ne te ja jJAnI, tyAga vairAgyanA rAgamAM rakta che, saphaLa che tehanI aMdagAnI." Atma-sAdhanA sAdhate sAdhaka jo pramAdI bane te te pitAnAM kartavyane bhUlI jAya che,

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pa mahAna hAnI pAme che. jAgatA AtmA haMmezAM satvamAM vicare che. pAtAnA svarUpamAM jAgRta rahe che. te viSaya tarapha dRSTi paNa karatA nathI. tyAga ane vairAgya enA jIvanamAM tANAvANAnI jema vaNAI jAya che. AvA sAdhaka dhanyavAdane pAtra che, peAtAnA jIvanane saphaLa anAvanAra che. kaiMka pAmI javAne aMdarathI jene utsAha hoya che, keAI vastu meLavavAnI jenI tAlAvelI hAya che, tyAre tene mArgomAM AvatI muzkelI e muzkelI lAgatI nathI. tamane paisA meLavavAnI keTalI tAlAvelI che! jyAre meAsama cAlatI hoya tyAre khAvAnu bhulI jaze, uMghavAnuM paNa bhulI jazeA. ema jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke, mAnava jIvananeA TAima e AtmavAtra prApta karavAnI meAsama che. A mAmAM muzkelIe te Ave, kAraNa ke, " This life is not a bed of roses '' A jaMgI e phUlanI pathArI nathI, paNa kAMTALA mArga che. paNa jo hatAza nahi thAva ane purUSAtha cAlu rAkhaze| te ziva-su darI avazya tamArA gaLAmAM meAkSanI varamALA paherAvaze. Try and try again eka bhUla thaI jAya tA pharIvAra prayatna karo. aMte vijaya tamArI che, ame ane tame badhAM sAdhaka AtmA chIe. kanI parataMtratAmAM paDelA chIe. ApaNe badhAe svataMtratA prApta karavA purUSArtha jagAvavAnA che. Aje paMdaramI egasTa che. AjhAdInA divasa AjhAdI e prakAranI che. (1) drazyaAjhAdI-gulAmImAMthI dezane cheDAvaveA e dravya AjhAdI che. ane kamanI eDImAMthI AtmAne mukta karavA e (ra) bhAvaAjhAdI che. deza AjhAda khanyA. gulAmI pheMkI dIdhI. " 'dhananI eDI phagAvI dIdhI mAtAne mukti apAvI dIdhI, sattAne hiMduthI ravAnA ye kIdhI, gulAmIne phUMkIne AjhAdIye lIdhI, AjhADha thaIne joI lIdhuM ne AjhAda mArUM vatana joI lIdhuM, mALIe mAthAne vALIne kheDayA, leAhI siMcIne magIcA ucheryAM, kaLIce beThI nA koI zAkhA upara, na kulA khIlyAM kAI DALa upara, e baLataNa baneluM camana joI lIdhu ne AjhAda mArU vatana joI lIdhuM. anekanAM prANanI AhUti ApIne A AjhAdonA bagIcAnI zAkhA upara ekeya kaLI na beThI ane DALa upara puSpA khIlyAM nahi. AkhA mAga vezana banI gayA. " " lakSmInI heALI ne hatyAe dIThI, ne mAnavathI moMdhI e zaTIye dIThI, guMDAgIrI lAMca rUvata ne cArI, kALI majArAmAM vastuo dhALI, ma - rakSaNa joI lIdhuM jatana joI lIdhuM, ne AjhAda mArU vatana joI lIdhuM." deza AjhAda banyA paNa mAnava sastA anI gayA ane rATI meAMdhI banI. jyAM jue tyAM guMDAgIrI-cArI-lAMca-rUzvata vadhI gayAM.

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garIbIne kADhI pachI cena laIzuM, saDaka para sUtA che bhavana tene daIzuM, gayAM kayAM e mIThAM vacana denArA, bhASaNanI jhaDI varasAvanArA! Ijajata zaramanA devALA ya dIThA, ne majanunA cITe bhavADAya dIThA, tamAcA be mAre nathI e khumArI, gayA made bAkI rahayA che jugArI, InsAniyatanuM patana joI lIdhuM ne AjhAda mArUM vatana joI lIdhuM." jyAre AjhAdI prApta hetI thaI tyAre netAo kahetA hatA ke, AjhAdI maLyA pachI ame hiMdanI garIbIne hAMkI kADhazuM. jene saDakapara sUvuM paDe che. tene mahele ApIne japIzuM, paNa badhI bhASaNe vAte rahI gaI. koIne zaramalAja rahI nathI. core ane cauTe bhavADA thAya che, paNa keInI tAkAta nathI ke be tamAcA mArI baMdha karAve. sAcA mA~ hatA te badhA cAlyA gayA. ane je bAkI rahyA che te ghara bharavAmAM ane lUMTa calAvavAmAM samajayA che. garIbI haju te gharamAM paDI che, ane meMghavArI jIvana para paDI che, khaka dRSTi kudaratanI bhegI bhaLI che, dumananI pheje sImADe caDI che, himAlaya para laMkA dahana joI lIdhuM ne AjhAda mArUM vatana joI lIdhuM. deza dhIme dhIme garIba thatuM jAya che ane e garIba para meMghavArInI jhaDIo varase che. vaLI deza para kudarata paNa rUThI che. duzmane dezane paDAvI levAnI peravI karI rahyA che. saravALo ekavIsa varasane zekhANI, jIvanane pUchI lya karI zI kamANI? te jIvatara kahe che nathI kAMI kahevuM, dharAI dharAIne AjhAdI mANa, AzAnuM AMkhe dahana joI lIdhuM, ne AjhAda mAruM vatana joI lIdhuM." zekhANI kahe che, ekavIsa varasa AjhAdI maLyAM thayAM paNa deza sukhI nathI banyuM. je AzAe savarAjya prApta karyuM hatuM te AzA mULamAM maLI gaI che. AvuM mAruM AjhAda vatana che !! zekhANIe hiMdanI svataMtratAnI vAta kahI che. have ApaNe bhAva AjhAdIne samajavA, aMtaramAM jarA DUbakI mArIe. tArUM anaMtajJAna, darzana, anaMtavIrya tArAmAM che, te prApta karavA bahAra bhaTakavAnI jarUra nathI. tuM pote nijAnaMda svarUpa che, tane A baMdhana zA mATe? A akaLAmaNa zA mATe? tArI sattAne koNe pakaDI rAkhI che? tuM koNa che? A pramANe have tuM tAre vicAra kara. avicAre ghaNuM che. have vicAra karIza te tavane pAmI jaIza. ane karmarAjAnI beDIne phagAvI tArA svasvarUpane pAmI zakIza. jyAre svagharamAM 5zayA leka ghusI jAya che tyAre khedAna medAna thaI jAya che. briTIza

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207 hiMdapara AvyA ane dhIme dhIme paga pasAra karatAM hidanI sattA potAnA hAthamAM laI hiMdane parAdhIna banAvI dIdhuM, tema karmasattAe paNa ApaNA gharamAM kaMIka dhamAla macAvI che. jene jarA na Ave tene jarAvALo banAvyuM. je AtmA amara che, tene mArI mArI apa banAvI nAkhe. anaMta guNene DhAMkI kAma, krodha, mAna, mAyA, le AvI sthAna jamAvyuM. mohanIya kameM A jIvAtmAnuM ghaNuM bagADayuM che. mehanIya karma agyArame guNasthAnake beThelA, vItarAgatAne svAda mANI cUkelA, yathAkhyAta cAritramAM ramaNa karanArA evA apramat sAdhu mahAtmAne paNa pachADI pahele guNasthAnake laI Ave che. meha moTuM phADIne beThe che. jarAka asAvadhAnI rahI ke tarata pachADe che. caudapUvIne tathA cAra jJAnanA dhArakane paNa nigadanA gharamAM dhakelI de che, mATe ja bhagavAne kahyuM che te sAdhaka AmA ! tuM eka samaya mAtrano pramAda na karIza. have karmasattA eTale parAI sattAne trAsa tamane samajA hoya te dharma sattAne jIvanamAM sthAna Apo. dharmasattA karmasattAne barAbara haMphAvI dUra karo. AtmA trikALa rahevAvALo che, paNa karmane lIdhe judI judI yenImAM janma levuM paDe che. pelAbhAI marI gayAM, ema bele che ne? marI gayA eTale eka gatimAMthI bIjI gatimAM gayAM. have A janma-maraNanA trAsamAMthI chUTI svaghara tarapha javuM che ke nahiM? khakhara karmane trAsa lAgyo hoya te pAMca Indriya ane manane kaMTrolamAM le. eka rAjA hatA. tene roja navA navA sukA kADhavAne zokha hato. eka vakhata sabhA bharANI. tyAre rAjAe kahyuM -badhAe pitapotAnAM ghare eka eka bakarI pALavI. bakarIne lAMbe kharaca nahIM thAya. sAMjanA bakarIne ahIMyA lAvavI. ane huM cAre nAkhuM, e je bakarI nahIM khAya te bakarInA mAlIkane mArA taraphathI moTuM InAma ApavAmAM Avaze. badhA bakarIne khUba khavarAve ane sAMjanA rAjA pAse lAve. rAjA bakarIne lIle cAre nAMkhe. bakarI baTabaTa khAvA mAMDe. ane sau vile moDhe pAchA jAya. pachI eka bhAIe kahyuM. mane sAta divasanI mudata Ape. huM bakarIne barAbara tAlIma ApIne taiyAra karIza. rAjAe kahyuM. "bhale, te bhAI bakarIne Akho divasa carAve ane sAMje ghera AvI lIla cAre nAkhe. bakarI potAnA svabhAva pramANe cArAmAM moTuM nAkhavA jAya tyAM cAbuka tenA moDhA upara phaTakAre. Ama cAra pAMca divasa karyuM eTale bakarI cAbukanA mAranI bIke lIlA cArAmAM moTuM nAkhavuM bhulI gaI. sAtame divase sAMje bakarIne rAjA pAse lA. ane kahyuM. sAheba! mArI bakarIne barAbara tAlIma ApI che. have te tamAre cAre nahi khAya. A sAMbhaLI rAjAe parIkSA karavA lIle cAre nAMkhe. bakarIe tenA sAmuM joyuM, paNa sAme ja tene mAlIka cAbuka laIne ubhuM hatuM, tethI mAranI

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: Loc NIke teNe cAthamAM mADhuM nAkhyu' nahi'. mAthI rAjA khuza thayA. ane A jAtanI tAlIma kevI rIte ApI te pUchyuM. pelA bhAIe satya hakIkata kahI. rAjAe tene ma inAma ApyuM. ApaNe paNa 'mApaNI indriyA ane manane tAlIma ApavAnI che, IndriyA jyAM ne tyAM doDI jAya che. jarAka anukULa viSaya maLe eTale mana AhUlAda anubhave che. ane navAM navAM krama AMdhe che. mana rUpI makarIne jJAna rUpI cAmukathI evI samAvI de ke te para-padArtha mAM mAthuM mAravA jAya nahiM. AtmAnI aMdarathIja sudara bhajana prApta kare. jeNe IndriyAne tathA manane kAbumAM rAkhyA che te sukhI thAya che. AtmAnI AjhAdI meLavavAnI IcchA rAkhanAre bhagIratha prayatna karavA paDaze. viSama mAga kApavA paDaze. nirmUla banavuM paDaze, eka vAra AtmA AjhAda banI gayA, peAtAnuM svarUpa pAmI gayA, muktinA sukhane hastagata karI lIdhA, pachI koi tenI sattAne svarAjyane chInavI zakatu nathI. te sAdi anaMta sukhanA svAmI bane che. AvI AjhAdI meLavavA prayatnazIla banaze| tA uddhAra thaze. vyAkhyAna na...36 zrAvaNa vada 11 seAmavAra tA. 16-8-71 ana'tajJAnI bhagavAne siddhAMtathI samajAvyA. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. niSadhakumAranA adhikAra cAlI rahyo che. niSakumAra pAMceya iMdriyanA managamatA, sAhAmaNA sukhA bhAgavatAM saMsArane niga mana kare che. sa`sAra eTale sukha ane duHkhanI ghaTamALa, sukha ane duHkha kAyama eka sarakhAM TakatAM nathI. traikAlika TakavAnu tA eka siddhanuM ja zAzvata sukha che. e sukhane prApta karavAnI ApaNA saumAM tAkAta che. jo puruSArtha karIye teA zAzvata sukhanA svAmI banI zakIe. arUpI evA Atma svarUpane prApta karavA jJAna samudramAM DubakI mArI te ahiMyA beThA beThA hAkAleAka joI zakAya che. " alakha nirajana Atma caiAti, sa MtA tenuM dhyAna dharA, A 2 kAyA ghara Atma hIrA, bhulI kAM bhavamAMhi kriza !

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20e dhyAna dhAraNa Atma padanI, karatAM jamaNA mITa jAye, nija svarupanI zraddhA che, anahada AnaMda mana pAve. AtmA zuddha svarUpI, arUpI che. jene kamanuM aMjana nathI te niraMjana che. AvA tArA muLa svarUpane jevAne badale anaMtakALathI tuM kaI athaDAmaNamAM paDe che? A kAyA rUpI gharanI aMdara AtmarUpI hIra paDe che te ene bhulIne kayAM bahAramAM bhramaNa kare che? saddaguruo kahe che, AtmAnuM dhyAna dharI, enI ja zraddhA kara, te anahada AnaMdane tuM prApta karIza. A vAta te jJAnI puruSe samajAve che. paNa AcaraNa karavAnuM kAma kevuM che? koI mANasane paisAnI jarUra hatI tyAre tamArI pAsethI AjIjI karIne amuka rUpiyA laI gaye. ane tame jyAre paisA pAchA mAgyA tyAre dekAra kahe che ke, tArAthI thAya te karI le. paisA nahIM maLe. uddhatAI pUrvaDa tochaDAIthI javAba Ape. tame dabANa karo. chatAM te kaI paNa hisAbe paisA Ape tema nathI tema lAge to tame paisA kaDhAvavA korTamAM kesa dAkhala kare che, tene mATe vakIla reke che vakIla kahe che. amArI sAthe vAta karavAnA eka kalAkanAM daza rUpiyA besaze ! je vakIla ne je kesa tevA rUpiyA bhe che. vAta karatAM karatAM kalAka pUro thaI jAya te tarata kahI de che, ke bIje kalAka pUro thaI jAya te bIje cArja Apavo paDaze. bele, kabula che? te vAta karuM. A vakhate tame vakIlanI vAta svikArI lyane? " hAkAraNa ke tamAre kesa jIto che. sAdhupurUSe kalAke sudhI dharmanI vAta kare che. ene phI zuM Apo cho? teo karma sattAne haMphAvavA mATe vagara phIe upadeza Ape che. tene dhyAnamAM laI te pramANe purUSArtha karaze te ja saphaLatA meLavI zakaze. - so mAIla jeTalI jamIna kharIdI che tenA para bilDIMga athavA kArakhAnuM bAMdhavuM che. te Ijanerane belAvI nakaze kADhI ApavAnuM kahe che. nakaze banAvI Akho plAna tamArI samakSa raju kare che. e paNa jevA plAna tevA paisA bhe che. bimAra thayA ne DokaTara pAse pahoMcyA. tabiyata joIne kahI che, ke ekasa re levarAvavuM paDaze. blaDa-curina vigere tapAsAvI, riporTa laIne Avaje. pachI nidAna thaze. tabiyata jovAnA mUka pAMtrIsa rUpiyA. gaLI ke davA lIdhI nathI. nidAna thayuM nathI chatAM rUpiyA mukAve che. buddhinA nANAM che. DAkaTaranA vacanamAM vizvAsa, badhAnI salAha mAne, paNa gurUnA vacanamAM vizvAsa che? DokaTara ane vakIla ene koyaDo batAvatA nathI. paNa ApaNA parama pitAe ke koyaDo batAve che? ke raste ci che? ane e tarI gayA. ane ApaNane taravAne yathArtha mAga batAvI gayA. sAdhanAne mArga kare che. bhagavAne kevAM duHkhe sahana karyA hatA? upara 27

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sanI jhaDIe vAsI chatAM temane utsAha na osaryo. duHkha denAra para paNa karUNAnA araNuM vahAvyA. nayaNethI nItare karUNAnI dhArA, aMtaramAM uchaLe nehanA muvArA, .. saMkaTamAM eNe samatAne sAdhI, kaMTakamAM kIdhuM prayANa, cAlyA jAya vardhamAna." bhagavAna samajatA hatA ke karma che te deNuM bharapAI karyA vinA chUTako nathI. koI mANasa pazathI rUpiyA kamAI ne pitAnAM dezamAM Ave tyAre ene vicAra Ave ke bApadAdAnuM deNuM mAre cukavI devuM che. je cukavavA beke te te cepaDA khullA rAkhIne khullA dile kahI de ke jenuM deNa bAkI hoya te laI jAo. ema bhagavAna paNa karma rAjAnA deNa devA taiyAra thayAM. kAraNa ke karma ke kALane zarama nathI. ene leNuM lIdhe ja cheDavAnA che. pachI tIrthakara heya ke cakavata, zrImaMta ke garIba, saune karmanuM deNuM bharapAI karma ke kALane zarama Ave nahi rAyane palakamAM pakaDI pADe, Aja hAthI jhule rezamI gulathI kAla tyAM kAgaDAo uDADe, dharaNI dhrujAvatA dhanvI dhuraMdhare Aja tenI nahi kyAMya mATI, deva digambara mAnava mAtrane svAhA karI jAya che kALa vATI." je mahelanA prAMgaNamAM hAthI gulatA hoya ane vaibhavanI cheLe uDatI hoya tyAM khaMDera thaI jAya che. ne kAgaDA uDavA mAMDe che. A kama-rAjAnI zikSA che. dhanavAna dhuraMdhare cAle tyAM dharatI dhaNadhaNI uThe evA paNa kALanA mukhamAM jaI paDe che. enI rAkha paNa hAthamAM AvatI nathI. bhagavAne kamane beruberU karavA prakhara puruSArtha upADa. zatru sAme paNa nehanA kuvArA uDADayA. saMkaTamAM apUrva samatA rAkhI ane kaMTaka pAtharyA mArge prayANa karyuM. karmane AmaMtraNa ApI bolAvyA ne titikSApUrvaka karmanA deNuM ApyA. zUravIra dhIra banyA paNa lagIre DagyA nahI. karmanA dezuM devA jabara puruSArtha upADe paDaze. ApaNe te eka taNakhalAthI dariye une kare che te kayaMthI thaze? eka mALA pheravavAthI mekSa nathI maLatuM. jIvanamAM AcaraNa lAve. manathI ucca vicAra kare. manane nirmaLa banAve. vANI kamaLa ane mIThI madha jevI bele, paNa daMbhavALI nahIM. kAyAthI kaThera nahiM paNa namra bane. mana, vANuM ane kAyAne zubha bhAvamAM jeDaze te karmanA kacarA kADhI zakaze. karmanA kacarA kADhavAnA be mArga che. kAyAne dharma kriyA anuSThAnanI kasarata ApavI. ane cittane zuddha dharmanI samaja ApyA karavI,

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11 bhagavAne kevA nA deNA patAvyA ! vera sAme prema ane duHkha denAra sAme thI rAkhI. ApaNe zuM karIe chIe ? kama`rAjA leNu levA Ave tyAre hasate mukhe vadhAvI zakIe chIe ? tAva AvyA hAya tA AvakAra ApIe chIe ke AvI jA tu tAre ! koI ApaNA para krodha karatA hAya, koI niMdA karatA hoya ke khATA ArApa mUkA hAya, te temAM samAdhi rAkhI zakAya che? A pratikuLa sayAgAne khaMkherI nAkhavA nAnIsunI vAta nathI. khaMdhanathI mukta kema thavAya ? krodha sAme sahanazIlatA kema rakhAya ? e kAyaDAnA ukela kema karavA e bhagavAne sUtra siddhAMta dvArA ApaNane bahu suMdara rIte samajAvyu che. te have AtmA tarapha jIe. kayAM sudhI dehanI sAmu jozeA ? mahAra gAmathI kApaDanu pArasala Ave che. te varasAdathI palaLe nahI' eTale mAlanA saMrakSaNu mATe upara bIjuM kApaDa, kAgaLa vi. viMTALe che. tame peTI kheAlI tA uparathI kAgaLa-rapha kApaDa vi. nIkaLe. e badhuM nIkaLI gayA pachI aMdarathI suMdara majAnA rezamanA tAkA nIkaLe, jotAM AMkha paNa TharI jAya. je uparathI nIkaLyu te te khAradAna hatuM. khAradAna dUra thayuM tA sudara mAla prApta thayeA. tema deDhu te kharadAna che, ane aMdara ramatA karavA vALA AtmA deDathI judA che. deharUpI devaLamAM AtmArUpI jinarAja khIrAjI rahyA che. paNa ene eLakhatA nathI, eTale deharUpI maMdira zaNagArI rahyA che, zarIrane zaNagArIne arisAmAM jue. paNa deha te tuM nathI. pudgalanA ThaThArAmAM mAha pAmave| e tArA svabhAva nathI. tArA svabhAva tA jJAtA ane dRSTA che. jIva badhAMne jANanAra ane jonAra che. tuM tane peAtAne ane parane jANI zake che. jenAmAM caitanyane khamakAra che te jANI zake che, joI zake che, khAlI zake che. paNa jaDa zu' jANI zakaze ? zuM khelI zakaze ? ghaDiyALane pUche ke keTalA vAgyA? te te javAba deze ? " nahi" paNa ApaNe ghaDiyALamAM keTalA vAgyA te jANI zakIe chIe. jaDa vastunI ki'mata nathI. kiMmata AtmAnI che. eka mAse suMdara kavara lIdhuM. upara suMdara DIjhAIna dorI. sArA kalarathI peInTa yu. sArA akSare eDresa karIne mitrane mAkalyuM: mitranA hAthamAM kavara AvyuM. joIne khuba AnaMda pAmyA. ane mitre zu lakhyu che e jANavA mATe vara phADyuM. vara kheAlatAM aMdarathI kAMI na maLyu. te e khAlI kavaranI kimata keTalI ? ema zarIra e uparanuM citrAmaNa che. enI kiMmata keTalI ? paNa ghaTaghaTanI vAta jANanAra evA caitanya deva a Mdara beThA che. jANavA jevAne jANatA nathI. jovA jevAne jotAM nathI, ane AkhI jiMdagI sudhI dehanI mAvajata karyAM kareA che. dikarA paradeza jAya paNa zI bhalAmaNu karo ? tArI tabiyata sAcavaje. khAvApIvAmAM dhyAna rAkhaje, paNa kAi evI zikhAmaNu

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Ape ke "tArAM AtmAne sAcavaje, pApathI Daraje, paisAne lebha rAkhIza nahIM, nIti, pramANikatA cukIza nahiM. ane dhanavAna bane te paisAne sArA kAryomAM upaga karaje, te te tArI sAthe Avaze." AvI zIkhAmaNa ApanArA keTalA? A kiMmatI samaya maLe che? e kayAM gumAvI rahyA cho? paisA-putra-patnI maLe ke na maLe paNa samaya te badhAne samAna maLe ja che. AvelA avasarane vadhAvI le, nahIM te gayele samaya pAcho nahIM maLe. saMpata gaI te sAMpaDe ne gayA vaLe che vahANa, paNa gata avasara Ave nahiM, ne gayA na Ave prANa. kALanI ghaDImAMthI AyuSyanI ratI sarI jAya che. deha paDa raheze ne haMsale cAlyo jaze. jJAnI purUSo kahe che. have uTha, ubhuM thA, jAgRta banI, pramAdane paraharI, AtmAmAM dhyAna lagAva. tamArI patnI sAthe, mitra sAthe kalAka sudhI vAta kare che te AkhA divasamAM aDadho kalAka te AtmA sAthe vAta kare. tuM kayAMthI AvyA? kayAM javAne? A vicAraze te aMtara AtmAne anahada nAda saMbhaLAze. e nAdamAM sukha, zAMti ane AnaMdanA phuvArA uDaze. Atma svarUpamAM ja ramaNa karatAM potAnA pavitra pAda kamaLa vaDe dharatIne pAvana karatAM, nijAnaMdanI mastI mANatAM, anaMta upakArI zrI neminAtha bhagavAna dvArikA nagarImAM padhAre che. tirthaMkara devanA AvAgamananI vAta sAMbhaLI bhavyajIne mana-mayura TahukI uThe che. haiyuM harSanA hileLe caDe che. AnaMdanI Urmi ubharAya che. romeroma ullAsathI nAcI uThe che. aMdathI bhaktine bhAva jAge che. kevA bhagavAna, sarva padArthane, trikALI bhAvane jANanAra ane jenAra evA bhagavAna padhAre tyAre ke AnaMda thAya?" zraddhAnA lIluDA teraNuM baMdhAvuM, bhaktinA raMge thI AMgaNa sajAvuM, . saje haiyuM (2) ziyaLanA zaNagAra ke maLyA ane paramAtmA, ' mAro dhanya dhanya Aje avatAra ke maLyA ane paramAtmA, karUM meMgho ne mITho satkAra...ke maLyA ane paramAtmA." satya paMtha batAvanAra, ajJAna aMdhakAra haranAra, jJAnane divaDe pragaTAvanAra, zraddhAnA sAthiyA purAvanAra, Atma gaganamAM cAritrane caMdra camakAvanAra evA bhagavAna padhAryA che. AnaMdanI sImA nathI. bhaktagaNe bhaktinA raMgothI AtmAMgaNamAM raMgeLI purI. bhagavAna padhAryA te ApaNe saMsAra Tuka thaze." evI zraddhAnA teraNa bAMdhyAM che. sahu harSa pUrvaka AvIne bhagavAnanI dharmadezanA sAMbhaLe che. anaMtajJAnI kahe che. ghaNe samaya dhana meLavavAmAM gumAvyuM che. have dharmarUpI dhanane prApta karavA purUSArtha, upADe.

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dharmasya tvaritA gatiH dharmanI gati zIdhra che. dharmaraNa nA nAi dharmane akALe nathI. eTale game te samaye dharma karI zakAya che. kavi raMgahRtti jIvana caMcaLa che. tenI kayAre pUrNAhUti thaze te khabara nathI. mATe AtmAne cAragatinI capATamAM na rakhaDAva heya te dharmane svIkAre. A dharma maLa durlabha che, saMta samAgama paNa durlabha che. niSakumAranA kevA prabaLa puNyadaya che ke tene zrI tirthaMkara jevAne suyoga sAMpaDyo che. saMta samAgamane enA para ke prabhAva paDaze e avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.37 zrAvaNa vada 13 ne budhavAra, tA. 18-8-71 anaMtajJAnI, leya prakAzaka, vizvanI virala vibhUti bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe bhavya che kAMIka pAmI jAya te nimitta sahajabhAve vizva para atula ane anupama upakAra karyo che. DubatA, bhAna bhUlelA, vimAge caDI gayelAne sthira ane vIra banAvavA tIrtha mAM parvanI bhejanA karI che. jema elArma mUke te tamane bhAna karAve che, jagADe che, paraDha thayuM che jAge. tema bhagavAna kahe cheH saMsAra aTavImAM paribhramaNa karatAM anaMtakALa vItI gaye, ghaNuM virAdhanA karI, have ArAdhanA kare. A paryuSaNa parva sarvottama bhavatAraka, bhavanAzaka che. vIra AjJAnuM yathArtha bhAve ArAdhana karaze te mokSanA sukhane prApta karI zakaze. laukika parvanI aMdara khAvAnuM, pIvAnuM ane bhautika sAdhanane upalega karavAnuM che. jyAre lakattara pUrva AtmA mATe kAMIka kahI jAya che, jene saMsAramAM ghaNe kALa rakhaDavAnuM che, te dharma sanmukha thaI zakato nathI. jJAnI ciranidrAmAMthI jagADe che. have UTha, jAgRta bana. saMsAranA vaibhava, vilAso, prabhananAM sAdhano tamane ISTa-miSTa lAgyA che paNa temAM sukhanI prApti nahIM thAya. saMsAranAM sukha svapnavat ne asthira che. duniyAnA dekhItA vaibhave, bhautika bhUtAvaLo pAchaLa tame deTa daI rahyA che. te saMsAranA sukhe svapnA jevA che. svapnanI sukhaDIe bhUkha bhAMge nahiM, tema paugalika padA mAMthI zAzvata sukhanI prApti thaI zakatI nathI. saddagurUnA samAgame sAcI samaja lAve. bhamarI IyaLa para guMjana kare che tyAre tenAmAM navI cetanA prApta thatAM IyaLa bhamarInA rUpamAM palaTo khAya che. saMte pramAdIone bodha Ape tyAre jIvananI dazA badalAya che. ane saMtapurUSonA baMdhathI jIvanamAM parivartana Ave che.

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214 k nAva AvI caDayu. gabaDatAM gamatAM mukti kerA mahArAja dvAre, khabaradArI khalAsI sadA rAkhavI, nAva DUbe na AvI kinAre, mehu durasta kharAkhA paDayA paMthamAM, ghUmatAM viSayanAM vamaLanIre; Saripu cAMciyA . Atmadhana lUMTatA, hoDI haMkAravI dhIre dhIre. ApaNuM nAva meAkSanA rAjadvAra upara AvyuM che. mAnava janma meAkSanA bhavya daravAjo che, prathama samyakUnI prApti mAnavabhavamAM thAya che. kSAyaka samyak paNa mAnavabhavamAM ja thAya che nAva kinAre Avelu che te DUbe nahIM tenI khakharadArI rAkhavI joIe. jo DUbaze tA pharI A bhava kyAre prApta thaze mATe kSamA, dAna, dayA dharmAMthI AtmAnuM rakSaNa kara. SaDUripu krodha, mAna, mAyA, leAbha, rAga ane dveSa, tArA Atmadhanane lUMTI rahyA che. A duzmanA AtmakhajAnAnI corI karyAM kare che. Atmadhanane na lUMTI jAya te dhyAna rAkheA. pAMca iMdriyanu pASaNa karatAM tamArI hArDInA bhukkA kheAlI jaze. vamaLa vaTAvavA muzkela thaI paDaze. mATe jAgRta aneA. AtmasAdhanA karavAnu A kendra che. bhavanidrA khUba lIdhI. have avinAzI pada prApta karavA haraNaphALa bharA, nahi teA pazcAtApa karavAnA vakhata Avaze. nizaddina nidrAmAM rahyo seADa tANI suNI nahI' jAgIne prabhujInI vANI, khUle AMkha jyAre, pachI zu' e jove ? karI nA kamANI gumAvI chu. rAve....gai.' AkhI jI'gI pramAdamAM cAlI jaze. ghaDapaNa AvatAM bhagavAnanA bhajanathI vaMcita rahI gayAnA aphasosa thaze, paNa hAthamAMthI mAjI cAlI gayA pachI pharI pharI AvI tarka nahIM maLe. mATe jIvanane bhavya ane umadA anAvavA mATe satsaMganI khUba jarUra che. saMtapurUSAnA samAgama thAya tyAre jIvanamAM avanavA pAsA paDe che. jyAre hIrA khANamAM hoya tyAre tenI bahu kiMmata heAtI nathI paNa kuzaLa kArIgara enA paranI dhuLa dUra karI pAsA pADe tyAre navuM teja Ave che. e AvyA pachI hIrAnI kiMmata anekagaNI vadhI jAya che. jyAM sudhI AtmA samyakdarzanane prApta karatA nathI tyAM sudhI tenAmAM camaka hAtI nathI. saMtapurUSa tenA jIvanamAM pAsA pADe che, tyAre tenI ki Mmata anekagaNI vadhI jAya che. doSane dUra karavA mATe pavanI padharAmaNI thai che. vasa MtamAM sArI vanarAjI lIlIchama thaI jAya che. tema A parvamAM sAdhaka peAtAnA AtmAnI ArAdhanA karavA mAMDe che jethI jIvanamAM sadgunI hirayALI chavAI jAya che. A parva khAvA-pIvA mATe, meAjazeAkha, nATaka-sInemA jovA ke zaNagArA sajavA mATe nathI, paNa AtmAnI ArAdhanA karavA mATe che. jIvanane naMdanavana banAvavA mATe A parvanI padharAmaNI thaI che. khIjanI aMdgura vaTa vRkSa thavAnI zakti che tema nAnakaDA mAnavanI aMdara paNa mahAna banavAnI zakti che. AjanA bALaka AvatIkAlanA navayuvAna ane che. ane e ja yuvAna AvatI kAlane

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have banI zake che. A badhuM pitAnI zakitanAM vikAsathI thaI zake che. suMdara rAjanuM sarjana karanAra, dhamane dipAvanAra e ja che. mAnava dhAre te naMdanavanane jaMgala bAvI zake che. tema jaMgalane maMgala paNa banAvI zake che. ApaNe kevA banavuM te ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. je vera, jhera, ISyamAM jIvana vyatIta karIzuM te sArUM jIvana nahI jAya duniyA sAme najara na karo. tamArA dhyeyane makakamapaNe vaLagI tamAre mArga kAye rAkhe ekavAra dayAnaMda sarasvatI TreInamAM jaI rahyA che. e DabbAmAM be aMgreje beThA che. teo vAta kare che ke hiMdustAnamAM garIbI AvI hoya te AvA mAMgaNathI AvI che. AvAM bhagavAM vasovALA jJAna ke dhyAnanI kAMI zakti dharAvatA nathI. kamAvAnI zakti na hoya tyAre AvA bAvA bane che. ane belIne thAkI jAya che, paNa dayAnaMda sarasvatI te zAMtithI vAMcana kare che. eka sTezane TreIna UbhI rahe che. ane gArDa dayAnaMda sarasvatIne Ine pagamAM paDe che. ane kahe che: " Apane zuM joIe che?" gArDanI sAthe teo aMgrejImAM ghaNI vAta kare che. pachI TreIna upaDatAM pahelAM aMgreja vicAramAM paDe che ke A keTaluM aMgrejI jANe che. ApaNe keTalI gALo dIdhI, paraMtu te ekavacana paNa bolyA nahIM. dayAnaMda sarasvatI pAse AvI pagamAM paDI kSamA mAMgatA teo kahe che. mahAtmana ame tamArI keTalI azAtanA karI, tamane keTalI gALo dIdhI, chatAM tame eka zabda paNa kema bolyA nahIM? We are very sorry dayAnaMda sarasvatIe javAba Apyo, mArI pAse DhagalAbaMdha kAma paDayA che. mane keInI sAme AMkha UMcI karavAnI paNa phUrasada nathI. niMdA karavI te navarAnI nizAnI che. "nA vaDA mujaY" kSamA e vIranuM bhUSaNa che. saMvatsarIne divase kSamAnuM AdAna-pradAna karavAnuM che. tenI pUrva bhUmikA taiyAra karavA mATe sAta divasa ArAdhanAnA che. ArAdhanAne ANubomba pheDe jethI karmanA bhUkkA bolI jAya. chava divAna banIne Aje kaMIkanA jIvanamAM Aga cAMpe che. jIvana ne narakAgAra jevuM banAve che. "caMdra zItaLa samuM jagata dekhAya che, aMtare zItaLatA hoya jene, agni bhaDakA samuM jagata dekhAya che, hRdaya tRSNA thakI tRpta tene, sneha sauMdaryathI jIvana bharapUra che, svarga ethI kahyuM nA vadhAre, dveSa ne kaleza jvALAmukhI jyAM baLe, naraka AvI vase e ja dvAre." hadayamAM saMteSa hoya te jagata caMdra jevuM zItaLa dekhAze. jenA hAyamAM vera-jhera hoya tene jagata agninAM bhaDakA jevuM lAgaze. mokSamAM javAnI sau IcchA rAkhe che, paNa bhAva mokSane ahIMja khaDo karavAne che. love others and you will be loved tame bIjA sAthe prema kare te jagata paNa prema karaze. AkhA jagata para vAtsalyanA jharaNAM varasAve, jyAM zreSa, kaleza, kaMkAsa che tyAM naraka khaDuM thAya che. jIvananI sAme

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koyaDe Ave tyAre teno ukela zAMtithI karo. jyAre paganI aMdara rI bharAI jAya tyAre kudakA mAravAthI dorI vadhAre gUMcAze. paNa zAMtithI nIce besI ukele te nIkaLI jaze. jIvana che tyAM sudhI viparIta paristhiti te AvavAnI ane tevA vAtAvaraNamAMthI kema pasAra thavuM e vicAre mahAvIra svAmIe upasargane samabhAvathI sahana karyA. tamArI sAme kaI kedha kare to paNa tamAre prema batAva. tamArI prazasti kare te paNa te ja bhAva rAkha. samabhAvanI daSTi keLavAI jAya te beDe pAra thaI jAya. caMDakauzika sAme ane gozALA sAme prabhue eka sarakhe bhAva rAkhe. anArya lekee kutarA chUTA mUkyA. piMDInA mAMsa kApI lIdhAM, te paNa kSamA rAkhI. ApaNe prabhu mahAvIranAM adazaputro chIe ne? ApaNAmAM samatA keTalI che? je kSamA jIvanamAM vaNAI na hoya te prabhunAM Adarza putre kahevaDAvavAne ApaNe lAyaka nathI. tame khamI khAva paNa bIjAne duHkha na Ape. AjathI nirNaya kare ke mAre kaI duzmana ke koI mitra nathI. AtmAne prathama prazna che. "jo ' huM ke mAnava? dekhAya che te svarUpa mArUM?huM dhanavAna? maLa-mUtrathI bhareluM zarIra te huM? nA....nA. huM mAnava nahiM, huM dhanavAna nahi. zarIra te paNa huM nahiM. dekhAtuM svarUpa te mAruM nahiM nAgag=" ne nAda gajAve che. vikAsane kALa zarU thAya che. sAcA svarUpanuM bhAna thAya che. "' A te huM nahi ? te huM ke? paramezvara te huM. jema paramezvaranAM anaMtaguNa tevA mArA paNa anaMta guNe. AgaLa vadhatAM sAdhaka kahe che ke he prabhu tvamahama" tuM te ja huM. mArAmAM ane tArAmAM koI pheraphAra nahiM. chevaTe vikAsanA chelA tabakkAmAM pravezatAM pukArI UThe che. ahamada huM e ja huM chuM. svamAM svatvanuM darzana e ja sarvotkRSTa paramAtmadarzana che. vikAsanI UrdhvamukhI gatinuM e aMtima kendra che. jIva jAgRta banI Atmatatvane prApta karavA prayatna kare te sAdhyane avazya siddha karI zake. Atmatatvane pAmavA mATe prabhunI vANI ati upakArI che. prabhunI vANI suSupta cetanAne jAgrata karanAra, paDatI vRttine sthira karanAra ane bhavanA baMdhana teDAvanAra che. he vANI tArI prathama rasa bhAve nItaratI, mumukSune pAtI amRta rasa aMjalI bharI-bharI, anAdinI mUcha viSataNa tvarAthI UtaratI, vibhAvethI thaMbhI svarUpa bhaNI deDe pariNatI" " bhagavAnanI vANI apUrva che. temAM zAMta rasanAM jharaNAM jhare che mumukSune jJAna-amRtanI aMjalI bharI-bharIne pAya che. koThAmAM UtarI jAya te mithyA mohanI mUchI uDI jAya. mithyAtvane lIdhe jaDane caitanya ne caitanyane jaDa mAne che. prabhunI vANI mahA

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23. mithyAtvanA jheranI machIne jaldIthI UDADI de che. koI mANasane sarSe daza dIdhe, be bhAna banI gaye ane saDaka para paDe che. lIle kAca je thaI gaye che. koI tene upADI sAdhunI paDIe lAve che. tene bhAna nathI, ke mane kyAM laI jAya che. mahAtmAe joyuM ke emAM haju jIva che. maMtrathI jhera utAre che. mahAtmA paropakAravRttithI kAma kare che. pelo mANasa maMtranA artha, zabda, vyutpattimAM kaMI samajatuM nathI, chatAM jhera utarI jAya che. tema sUtra ane siddhAMtanI khabara na paDe te paNa anAdinAM jhera UtarI jAya che. vItarAga vANInI moralI vAge ane jIva vibhAva dazAthI dUra thaI svabhAvadazA tarapha doTa mUke che. cAre bAjuthI agni paTAvI vacamAM tenuM nAkhavAthI tene mela nIkaLe che. tema AtmAne UMce lAva hoya te cAre bAjuthI tArUpI agni prajvalita kara paDaze. eka mAtra mALAthI mokSa maLato nathI. Atma rUpI senAne zuddha karavA bhagIratha prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. parvanA divase che eTale meM -bhameM upAzraye AvatA ho te tethI mekSa nahI maLe. saMtapuruSenI pAse AvavAthI mithyAtvanAM jhera Utare che. anAdikALathI jIvane avaLI mati che. "parathI huM sukhI ane parathI huM khI". ema mAne che. saMtapuruSe pAse AvavAthI sAcI samajaNa maLe che. uMdhI mAnyatA TaLI jAya che. AtmA karmane kartA ane bheMkatA che e vAta barAbara samajAI jAya che. A bhavabhavanI beDI teDavAnI suMdara taka maLI che. A avasara pharI-pharI nahIM maLe. ALasamAM AyuSya gayAM ne dina-dina deDhAM kAma, phATyAM raheze DAkalAM pachI ke di bhajaze bhagavAna." suMdara avasara maLe che, kAle prApta karavAnuM che te Aje karo. Aja karavAnuM te atyAre kare. suMdara avasara cAlyA gayA pachI dharma kayAre karaze? dharmanI gati jhaDapI che. jIvana caMcaLa che. jiMdagI vijAnI puMchaDI jevI che. jiMdagIne zuM bhare che? kAla kevI paDaze te khabara nathI. A AyuSyanI paNa khabara paDatI nathI. A manuSya bhava maLa muzkela che. mAnava jIMdagI maLI che. te AtmAne gulAmInI beDImAMthI choDAve. mArUM sthAna lekAve che. bhagavAnanI sAthe besanAra e huM kayAM rajhaLuM chuM? hIrAnuM sthAna vIMTImAM che ke viTAmAM? hIro te vIMTImAM zobhe. purUSa zarIranA navAra, strIonAM bAra dvAra hamezAM khullA rahe che. moDhAmAMthI baLakhA, AMkhamAMthI cIpaDAM, nAkamAMthI liMTa nIkaLe che. ema A zarIra e azucinuM ghara che. sADA traNa kroDa rUMvADA che. rUMvADe rUMvADe piNAbe-be jhAjherA roga che. jIva siddha gatimAM javAne badale cAra gatimAM bhramaNa karyA kare che. eka gatithI bIjI gatimAM pherA pharyA kare che. tamAre

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have pherA maTADavA che ke A rAsInA pherAmAM bhamavuM che? mana maLyuM che, te manana karavA maLyuM che. huM koNa chuM? mAruM svarUpa zuM? huM kahuM chuM? kayAMthI thaye, zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharUM, konA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNa che, rAkhuM ke e pariharUM ?" tArUM svarUpa kevuM che? tuM anaMta vIrya-zaktino svAmI chuM. tArI jAtane oLakha. AtmAnI oLakhANa kara, te bIjA koInI oLakhANanI jarUra nahI rahe. nija svarUpamAM hIna thAya che tyAre jagatanA badhA vaibhave phIkA lAge che. jyAre jhera utare che tyAre bhAnamAM Ave che. mohanI mUchI utarI jAya che. jJAnI purUSa niSkAraNa karUNAnAM sAgara che. kAMI vetana letA nathI, mAtra Ape che. jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke mAnava janma maLe che te dharmadhyAnamAM AgaLa vadhe. jJAnI mehanI niMdrAmAMthI jagADe che. he jI gurU mahArA meharUpI meTa riMga kara amane bhArI re, enAM jhera caDayAM AThe aMga kALajaDAmAM sAle re, tama vinA keNu utAre! jIvane meharUpI bheriMga karaDe che. tenuM jhera AkhA zarIramAM vyApI gayuM che. A jherane gurU vinA keNu utAraze ? gurU sAce rasto batAvanAra, bhavanAM baMdhana teDanAra ane balA paDelAne mArga batAvanAra bhUmi che. bhavaraNamAM bhUlA paDelAne gurUnI jarUra che. gora ane gurUmAM phera che. gora paraNAvI de jyAre gurU baMdhanathI choDAve che. dvArikA nagarImAM prabhu nemanAtha padhAryA che. jemakumAranuM nAnI uMmarathI ja ghaNuM baLa hatuM. kRSNa vAsudeva temanuM baLa kSINa karavA kanyA paraNAvavAno vicAra kare che. "vAMDhAne vizvAsa koNa kare? strI vinA ghara nahIM." A pramANe bhAbhIo nhAvA beThelA diyarane kahe che, ane tyAMthI pANI laI le che ane kahe che, paraNavAnI hA pADe te pANI ApuM. paraNyA vinA kevI takalIpha paDe che te batAve che. jema kumAra traNa jJAnanAM dhaNI che. rAjula sAthe nava bhavanI prIta che. sa deza devA javAnuM che. paNa bhAbhI kahe che. "tamArAmAM tevaDa nahI hoya te dAgInA Adi ame karIzuM, paNa ekavAra paraNavAnI hA pADo." A sAMbhaLI nemakumAranuM moTuM marake che. tethI nemakumAre paraNavAnI hA pADI ema badhA mAnI le che. kaI kanyA ane yogya che? ema kRSNa mahArAja vicAre che. sarakhI kanyA joIe. jeDI sarakhI na hoya te ekasIDanTa thAya ane vicAramAM matabheda thAya. satyabhAmAnI bahena, ugrasenanI beTI ane dhAriNI nI aMgata rAjula sarvaguNa saMpanna che. sarva lakSaNa yukta che. te maNa jevI camake che. rAjula cosaTha kaLAmAM pravINa che. ugrasena kahe che. "nemakumAra pite paraNavA Ave te mArI kanyA paraNavuM" kSatriya khAMDAnI dhAre paraNe che. kRSNa kahe che, "bhale, nemakumAra paraNavA

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229 Avaze." A bAju vararAjAne taiyAra kare che. snAna-maMjana karAvI mUlyavAna vastro paherAvI mugaTa bAMdhe che. baMne hAthe bAjubaMdha, keDe kaMdore, gaLe hAra, pagamAM ratnajaDita teDA paherAve che. jemakumAra IMdra jevA zobhAyamAna lAge che. dhAmadhumathI jAna ravAnA thAya che. jAna AgaLa strIe maMgaLa gIta gAya che. A vararAjA judA che. ThAThamAThathI jAna Ave che. vAsudevanA zreSTha hAthI upara ratnajaDita pAlakhImAM nemakumAra beThA che. lekane utsAha mA nathI. jevA mATe deDAdoDI kare che. navalAM-navalAM vacce paherIne jAnamAM joDAya che. leke judI-judI vAta kare che. A nemakumAra je pati maLe muzkela che, te koI kahe che, rAjula ghaNI bhAgyazALI che. Ave Ave re (2) nema kumAra hela nagArAM vAge vAjA, koDa bharyA Ave vararAjA Ave nemakumAra paraNavA mATe vevAI taraphathI AvelA rathamAM besI AvI rahyA che, sAmaiyA mATe bahene doDadhAma kare che. rAjula gekhamAM besIne rAha jue che. hRdayamAM Urmie UchaLe che. paNa tenuM jamaNuM aMga pharake che eTale rAjulanA peTamAM phALa paDe che, ke zubha lagnamAM A amaMgaLa kema? rAjula aMgaphuraNanI jANakAra hatI, tethI tene lAgyuM ke AnuM zUbha pariNAma nahIM Ave. jAna Ave che. meTuM julusa che. "AvI rahI che jAna jyAM maMDapane majhAra, nemakumAre sAMbhaLe pazuone pikAra, zAnI A cIcIyArIo pUchattA tatkALa, kema raDe A muMgA prANI uttara gho tatkALa." maTI jabarajasta jAna Ave che. jemakumAranAM kAna upara cIcIyArIone karUNa avAja Ave che. "jAna tamArI Ave bhale, paNa jAna amArA zIdane jalAve, prANa bacAve, prANa bacAve, prabhujI amArA prANa bacAve." he prabhu! tamArI jAna Ave che. ne amArA jAna nIkaLI jAya che. darekane zAtA-sukha game che. koIne maravuM gamatuM nathI. badhAne jIvavuM game che. je paMkhIo UDI jAya ene pAMjarAmAM pUryA che. ane je DI jAya tene khIle bAMdhyA che. e badhAM duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayA che. nema prabhue pazuone pikAra sAMbhaLe. A cIcIyArI zAnI? ATale kalarava zAne ? sArathIne pUche che. "A badhe bhayajanaka avAja kema Ave che?" sArathI javAba Ape che. A badhAM prANIo tamArA lagna mATe pUryA che. tamArA lagnamAM yAdavene A pazupaMkhIonA mAMsanuM bhejana karAvavAnuM che. "mAre khAtara aneka jInI hiMsA nathI rahevAtI, nathI paraNavuM, nathI paraNavuM, A katva nathI jovAtI."

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sArathIne kahe che. UTha, Ubhe thA. A pazuo katala karavA gya nathI. jaldIA piMjarAnA bAraNuM khelI nAkha ane A ivene abhayadAna Apa." sArathI bAraNuM khele che. mUMgA prANIo AzISa ApatAM tatkALa vanamAM nAsI jAya che. ane UDI zake tevA paMkhIo AkAzamAM UDI jAya che. "rathane pAcho vALa. sArathI, rathane pAcho vALa." sAthIne ratha pAcho vALavAnuM sUcana karI nemakumAra badhA dAgInA sArathIne ApI de che. koI jIvane tame jAna ApI zake che? "nA" te koIne jIva levAne tamane ze adhikAra che? jAna pAchI vaLe che. "are nemakumAra pAchA kema jAya che? "zrI kRSNa pUche che. je Ama bane te yAdavonuM nAka kapAI jAya. AvA banAva kyAMya banyA nathI. rAjula vinave che. he nAtha! tame pAchA na jaze. rAjula dhrusake dhrusake raDe che. te bebhAna thai jAya che. kanyA lIdhA vinA jAna jAya nahi, jAdavakuLanI A rIta nathI. paNa nemakumAre je nirNaya lIdho emAM pheraphAra thAya nahIM. ugrasena Adi kahe che. kanyAne te paraNe, kala nahIM karAvIe. kemakumArane te eka ja javAba che. "have e nahiM bane. ame zivaramaNane varIzuM." rAjulanI mAtA kahe che "rAjula! I-rAIne zA mATe aDadhI thAya che? duniyAmAM vararAjAnAM kayAM teTA che? ApaNe tArA mATe nemakumArathI adhika zebhIte evo vara zodhazuM." mAtAnAM vacane sAMbhaLI rAjula kahe che. "tane vinavuM chuM mADI tArA pagamAM paDI, have nahIM re oDhuM huM bIjAnI cuMdaDI, bIjAnAM mIDhALa mAre nathI bAMdhavA, bIjA kaiI devane nathI re ArAdhavA, navalI duniyAnI mane keDI jaDI, have nahIM re oDhuM huM bIjAnI cUMdaDI. rAjula devI mAtAne kahe che, "mAre aMge te tenI pIThI caDI che. patinAM pagale cAlavuM e satIne dharma che. pativratAne te eka ja pati haya. zarIrathI lagna thAya e lagna nathI paNa hRdayanAM lagna thAya e sAcA lagna che. have kemakumArane pagale jAvuM che ane jenI pAse jegaNa thaI rahevuM che" Aje hajAro varSothI ApaNe tema-rAjulane yAda karIe chIe. te e kevA brahmacArI hatA. jagatamAM jenI jeDa jaDe nahiM. neme dikSA lIdhI. pachI rAjule dikSA lIdhI. nemanAtha bhagavAnane dIkSA lIdhA pachI capaname divase kevaLajJAna thayuM. dIkSA lIdhA pachI nemanAtha bhagavAna dvArikAmAM padhAryA che. niSakumAra prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLe che. tenAmAM kevuM parivartana thaze te avasare

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vyAkhyAna...18 zrAvaNa vada 14 ne gurUvAra tA. 19-8-71 [ paryuSaNa pa-divasa bIje ] anaMtajJAnI leAkaya prakAzaka zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe bhavya jIvAne siddhAMtathI samajAvyA. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta, agyAra aMga, khAra upAMga, cAra mULa, cAra cheda ane 32muM Avazyaka sUtra, ema khatrIsa siddhAMta vata mAnamAM mAjIda che. bAramA upAMgamAM khaLabhadranA putra niSakumAranA adhikAra cAle che. te kALe ane te samaye bhagavAna temanAtha bAvIsamA tirthaMkara deva dvArikAmAM padhAryA che. prabhu peAtAnI vANInA pravAha vahevaDAve che. bhavya AtmAo apUrva ullAse e vANInuM pAna karI kRtakRtya mane che. sutelAne jAgrata karavA mATe paryuSaNu pava che. jIvAe rAja dharmanuM ArAdhana karavu joI e ane paryuSaNamAM vizeSa dhama ArAdhanA karavI joIe. jema bane tema jora lagAvA ane dharma dhyAnamAM besI jAva keTalAMyane ema thAya che ke khara mahIne A pa Ave che, te mane teTalI kriyA karI lauM. A parvamAM AtmAnA kasa kADhavAnA che, tame kerImAMthI rasa kADhA che ane geTalA tathA chetarAne dheAI nAkhA che ane geATalA cheAtAnA rasa kADhI jete manAvA che. eka eka vastunI aMdarathI kasa kADhatA tamane AvaDe che. teA mAnava jIvana prApta thayu che temAMthI ze kasa kADhayeA ? kayA tattvane khecyuM? zarInI tamane jeTalI kALajI che teTalI AtmAnI kALajI che kharI ? DokaTara kahe che DAyAmITIsa che, khAMDa na khAvI. ghera dIkarInA lagna hAya, bhAtabhAtanI mIThAI banatI hAya tApaNa tame te khAze ? DAkaTara kahe che tenuM kahyuM mAnA che paNu gurUdeva batAve e rastA svikAravA joIe ema lAge che? A uttama avatAramAM viratinA kuhADA vaDe karmIne khAkharA jevA khAkharA karI nAkhe. kanA paDane bhedavA mATe A paryuSaNa parva che. Aja sudhI jIve zarIrane khavaDAvyu.. mAlamalidA uDAvyA. pazu AtmAne mATe kAMI karyuM nathI. huM koNa chuM? kayAMthI Avye chuM? kayAM javAnA chuM ? A saMsAranA aMta kayAre AvavAnA che? AvA vicAra Ave che? muMbaIthI sTImara upaDI te pAMca divase, pacIsa divase, mahine, me mahine, cha mahine paNa kinArA tA Avaze ja. paNa A bhavasamudramAM anaMtakALathI ApaNu nAvaDuM

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bhaTakI rahyuM che tene kinAre dekhAya che? AtmA kyAM sudhI A bhavasamudramAM bhaTakta raheze tenI kAMI khabara che? dharmamArgamAM vIryane phero ane mekSa mATe bane teTalA prayatna karI chUTa. saMtapurUSane samAgama karI, tenA caraNane Azraya laI bhavanI kaTTI karavA prayatnazIla bane. niSakumAra nemanAtha prabhune vaMdana karavA jAya che. temanAthaprabhu pAse aDhAra hajAra sAdhu che. Aje badho AMkaDo bhege kare te keTalA sAdhu thaze? Aje sAdhu-saMsthAmAM bhAre kheTa paDI che. je zAstranA marma jANanArA vidvAna saMta hatAM te ravAnA thayAM. have dikSita thAya che bahu thoDA. sAdhu zrAvakamAMthI ja thAya che ne? dikarAne BA,B.T. nI tAlIma Ape che. Ijanera, DokaTara banAve che paNa sAdhu nathI banAvatA. A pATa para besanAra te joIze ne ? comAsAmAM sArA sAdhu joIe che paNa cAra dikarAmAMthI eka dikarAne dharmanI tAlIma ApavI ane vIra prabhune vArasadAra banAve che. evuM ciMtavanAra keTalA mAtApitA che? atyAre te sAdhu saMkhyA ghaTatI jAya che. bahene ghaNI A paMthe vaLe che. A paMtha vIrane paMtha che. ahIM karma sAme jaMga macAvavAne che. laData calAvavAnI che. bahAdura laDavaiye jyAre raNasaMgrAmamAM jAya che tyAre taMbumAM sUI rahe nahIM, paNa bahAdurIthI laDe che. agAu gAMdhIjInI laDatamAM vIrapurUSa gAtA hatA ke hiMdanA bALako hoya te jAgaje, mAta mAgI rahI putra sevA, yuddhanI nebate gaDagaDI AMgaNe, Aja ArAma ke uMgha kevA ?" karmanI sAme moraco mAMDavAnA che. jaMga khelavAnI che, te pramAda kema karAya? yuddhanI nebata vAgI che. kesarIyA karIne nIkaLI jAva. chAtI dekhADajo, pITha dekhADaze nahiM. hiMdamAtA navalohIyAnuM balidAna mAgI rahI che. A sAMbhaLI yuvAnemAM vIratAnuM mojuM pharI vaLe che. nAnA nAnA yuvAne kahe che ke amAre laDAImAM javuM che. ame paNa laDAImAM joDAvavAnuM kahIe chIe. paNa A AMtarika laDAI che. je zUravIra hoya te pAchI pAnI na kare. Atma deva para karma sattAnuM jera khUbaja che. karma sattAne haMphAvavI che. te vIrarasa keLavI dharma yuddha zarU karavAnuM che. Aja sudhI jIve vibhAva bhAva karI gharanuM nakheda kADhI nAMkhyuM che. janma na le hoya te paNa ene janma le paDe che. AtmAne mULa guNa avyAbAdha che. chatAM kameM nirogIne rAgI banAvyuM che. kamasattAe AtmAne sAva hatAza karI nAMkhe che. have dharmasattA Ave te karmasattAnA uThAmaNuM thAya. ApaNe paNa A prayatna kare paDaze. te ja paryuSaNa parva kharAM ujavyAM gaNaze. paryuSaNa parva jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane tapanI ArAdhanA karavA mATe che. jainazAsanamAM ApaNe AvyA chIe. ahIM ArAdhanA nahIM karIe te bIje kayAMya thaI zakavAnI nathI, e nakkI mAnaje.

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223 vanavagaDAmAM cAyA jatA koI eka musAphara pAMca isa mAIla cAlyA eTale paDI gayA che. tApa paNa sakhata lAgyA che. tyAM eka vaDalA jue che. jaladI cAlIne vaDale paheAMce che, tyAM ThaMDA pavana AvavAthI zAMti maLe che. ThaMDaka anubhave che ane thAka paNa ocho thaI jAya che. ema A zAsanamAM Ave che tenA pApa-tApa, paritApa, saMtApa dUra thaI jAya che. " trividha tApa saunA e dUra kare che, zaraNe janArA saue zilakSmI vare che, jaina zAsana e zItaLa vaDalAnI chAMya che, che bhAna ne elAna manI bhUla khAya che, amRta mUkIne jhera pIvAne te jAya che, tarasyA jIvAne mATe parA hajAra che, e punyadhAmamAM tu' zeAdhI lene sahArA, ajJAnIone jJAnanA jyAM dAna thAya che. jJAnI purUSA kahe che, jaina zAsana e vaDalA che. enI evI zItaLa chAyA che ke tenI nIce esanAra jIva Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhinA duHkhathI mukta bane che. tarasyA jIvAne mATe jJAnI purUSAe ThekANe ThekANe paramA mAMdhI che. Thera Thera sAdhuonA cAmAsAM thAya che. bhagavAna vIranI vANInA pAna thAya che. tamane vIravANInI tarasa che ne ? sAMbhaLatAM ekAgra citta thAya che ke vicAra| ghUme che? ahIM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA hoya paNa manamAM vicAro gharanA cAlatAM hAya tA sabhaLAya zuM? ghara che|DIne AvyA paNa cAvImAM ghara sAthe lAvyA. mAha mamatA cheDI samatAnA gharamAM AveA. sudeva sugurU ane sudhane zaraNe Ave ene zivalakSmI vare che. paisAne zaraNe rahenArane zivalakSmI varatI nathI. dhanane mATe dhamAdhama kare, upAzrayamAM paNa dhananI vArtA kare. je paisA le te pratikramaNa karAvI zake. tamArA ghera paNa paisAnI vAta ane ahiMyA paNa paisAnI vAta? ahI mADu cheADavAnI, tapa tyAga karavAnI, brahmacarya AdaravAnI vAta karavI joIe. jene mAha chUTaze e Tebala para noMdhAvI jaze. eka vakhata rAjakoTanI aMdara eka yatizrI zeSakALa mATe padhAryAM hatA. temanuM vyAkhyAna adhAMne bahu gamI gayuM. tethI badhAMne vicAra thai gayA ke A yatizrIne ceAmAsA mATe vinatI karIe. zrAvaka vacce vATAghATa cAlatI hatI. A vAtanI yatine khabara paDI jAya che. eka rAtre yatizrI celAne vAta kare che. koI upAzrayamAM che nahi ? celAe hyuM: nA, koI che nahi, paNa eka vANIyA rAja rAtre upAzrayamAM Ave che ne kothaLA upara adhArAmAM sUI rahe che. e aMdhArAmAM sUtele che paNa dekhANeA nahi. AgaLa upAzrayamAM lAiTa phITIMga nahetuM. anya dazanavALA paNa jANatA ke upAzrayamAMtA aMdhArU' ja hoya. Aje tA upAzrayamAM lAITA thAya che. yatizrI bhaviSya jovAmAM DhAMziyAra hatA. celAne vAta kare che. ke A vakhate dukALa paDavAnA che. pANInuM TIpuM paNa paDaze nahi. zrAvakoe cAmAsuM rahevA mATe TharAv

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pasAra karyo che. teo ApaNane khUba vinaMtI karaze paNa ApaNe ahIM rahevuM nathI. pele vANi jAgate hate. te A vAta sAMbhaLI gaye. eTale vicAre che ke A vAta koI dayALu zrAvakane karavI joIe, nahitara gAma AkhAne bhUkhe maravAne vakhata Avaze. te gAmamAM dayAnA sAgara evA jAdavajI hemarAjabhAI zrAvaka hatAM. temane tyAM jaI zeThane ekAMtamAM belAve che. A zreSThine ema thayuM ke be pAMca hajAra rUpiyA joItA haze. bIjuM te A garIbane mAruM zuM kAma haze? A zeTha hadayanA dayALu che. garIbanI vAta zAMtithI sAMbhaLe evA che. Aje ghaNane garIbanAM sAmuM paNa jevuM gamatuM nathI. ane tenI sAthe vAta karatAM paNa zarama Ave che. Aje jagatanA lekene paisAnuM mAne che. paisAvALAne Adara-satkAra kare che. pachI bhalene te IMDAne rasa pIte hoya, dArU pIte hoya, mAMsa khAte hoya, parastrImAM ramate hoya! paNa je te pAMca hajAra saMsthAmAM Apaze te sau tene mAna sahita belAvaze, moTo mANasa kaheze, paNa AvA meTA zA kAmanA ? paisAthI dharma thatuM nathI. dharma bhAvanAthI thAya che. zAlibhadrane jIva gata janmamAM bharavADane bALaka hate. eka tahevArane divase tene khIra khAvAnuM mana thayuM. mAtAe mAgI-bhIkhIne khIra taiyAra karI, ane thALImAM ThArI. pite pANI bharavA gaI. bharavADa bALaka khIra khAvA adhIrA banyA che. te vakhate mAsakhamaNanA pAraNAvALA eka muni padhAre che. temane badhI khIra vaherAvI de che. manamAM jarAya duHkha thatuM nathI. tenI mAtA AvIne jue che tyAM chokaro thALI cATate hoya che. mAtAne thayuM ke badhI khIra khAI gaye. zuddha bhAve vaherAvela khIranA pratApe zAli. bhadranA bhavamAM apAra samRddhi prApta thaI Aje tamane pATiyAMdAna karavuM game che ke guptadAna? tame bIjAne dAna Ape tyAre vicAre ke "huM A dAna ApuM chuM paNa huM te nimitta mAtra chuM. tenuM puNya mane dAna ApavAnI preraNa kare che." lebha kaSAya chUTe te uddhAra thAya. keInI zaramathI ke baLajabarIthI ApeluM dAna te sAcuM dAna nathI. bhAva vinAnuM dAna kalevara jevuM che. bejAe jeTalA rUpiyA kamAtA heya ene dasame bhAga AgAkhAnane mokalAve. tame dharmasthAnamAM keTaluM Ape che? tamArUM gharakharca kADho. putraputrInA lagnanA kharcA kADhe. dIkarInA lagnamAM ATalA maNu AIskrIma vaparANe. vAjA vagaDAvyAM, evuM abhimAnapUrvaka kahe, paNa bhAI, te tArA sAdhamI baMdhu mATe zuM karyuM? dharma mATe zuM karyuM? ahIM te kare thoDuM ane gAje vadhAre. je kAMI karavAnuM che te tamArA mATe karavAnuM che. bIjAnA upara pADa karavA nathI karavAnuM,

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25 jAdavajI hemarAja supAtra jIva che. kaMjusa nathI, temane vAta karavAthI duSkALamAMthI jIvA khacI jaze. ema samajI pelA garIba mANasa kahe che. zeTha, kAle rAtre yatizrI emanA ziSyane kahetAM hatAM ke "A vakhate dukALa paDavAnA che, eTale ApaNe ahI eAmAsuM karavuM nathI. " A vAta sAcI che ke kheATI te nakkI karavA, zeThe DepyuTezana laIne yatizrIne vinaMtI karavA gayAM ane pAghaDI utArIne khUba dabANupUrvaka vinaMtI karI tA paNa yatizrI rahevA mATe mAnyA nahi. tethI jAdavajIbhAine vANIyAnA vacana para vadhu vizvAsa beThA. zeThe rUpiyA rokIne dANA levA mAMDayA ane koThArA bharavA mAMDayA. bIjA vepArI kahevA mAMDayA ke A zeThanuM casakI gayuM lAge che. jayAM tyAMthI dANA bharavA mAMDayA che. zeThanA munima paNa kahe che ke tame ATalA dANA zA mATe bharA che ? mAthe cAmAsuM Ave che. jAdavajIbhAI kAMI ja khelatA nathI. cAmAsu zarU thayuM. zrAvaNa mahine pazu AvyA, paNa vAdaLI bharANI nahi. sAva khAlI Ave ne vahI jAya. ThekANe ThekANe rAmadhuna maMDANI. kAi jApa japavA mAMDayA, paNa pANInuM TIpuM paDayuM nahiM. nadI, taLAvA sukAvA lAgyAM. sau pANI pANI karavA lAgyA. lokone thayu` ke are A kevI dazA beThI che? jAdavajIbhAIe rasADA khAlI nAkhyAM. rAle ane aDadanI dALa pIrasavA mAMDayA. jo karAvu' hAta te! dasa paMdara gaNA bhAva maLata, paNa atyAre aa taka maLI che puNyanI kamAI karavAnI ane garIonI AMtaraDI ThAravAnI. "tuM nita navalA bheAjana khAve, nitya mahephIlamAM raMga uDAve, garIbanA lADakavAyA prANa gumAve, anna vinA tyAre kaI bhUkhyAnI anukaMpA phAgaTa tArI bhakti duHkhaDA dekhI jaganA dila valeAve, hAve, rAve." nA tArU evu... phaLa jo tArU dila kaI tA nA rAja rAja jIbhaDI navuM navu' khAvAnuM mAge che. rAja rAja mAlamalIdA uDAvavA joIe che. paNa garIba tarapha dRSTi paDe che? dInaduHkhIne joi tamArA dilamAM je tenA pratye lAgaNI na thatI hAya tA samajo ke hajI sAdhInI bhakti karavAnA bhAva jAgyA nathI. jAdavajIbhAI garIbane jamADe che, te keTalAka mANasAne gamatu nathI. gAmamAM kharAkha mANasA paNa hAya che.- irSALu mANase vicAra kare che ke lAkhAdhirAjanuM nAma AvavuM joie. A vANiyAnuM nAma Ave e ThIka nahIM. mANNA rAjA pAse jAya che ane kahe che ke, A vANIyA badhAne jamADe che, enI vAha vAha khelAya che ne Apanu te koi nAma paNa jANatuM nathI. mATe kaika karavu joie. rAjAe mAsAne javAma ApyuM. tene mATe ceAgya pagalA laIza, tame ciMtA karazeA nahi. te pachI rAjAe zeThane AlAgyA. zeTha 29

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darabAramAM Ave che ane kahe che "annadAtA ! mane Ape kema yAda karyo?" rAjAe kahyuM ke tame AvAM sArAM kAma kare che te jANIne mane khUba AnaMda thayela che. rAjyanI zobhA vadhe tema karaje. paisA joIe teTalA rAjabhaMDAramAMthI laI jaje. paNa kene jamADavAnuM cAlu rAkhaje. rAjA taraphathI pharamAna maLatAM jAdavajIbhAIe :vicAryuM ke have zajAnI zobhA vadhe tema karavAnuM che, tethI temaNe lApasInuM AMdhaNa mUkAvyuM. badhAne lApasI pIrasI ane kamaMDaLathI bI pIrasavA mAMDayuM. badhA jAdavajI hemarAjanI je belavA ! lAgyA. pelA IrSALu mANasene thayuM ke hajI A vANIyAnI je bolAya che. mATe pharIne lAkhAdhirAjane vAta karavI joIe. teo rAjA pAse gayA ane cADI khAdhI. have te AkhA gAmanA leke Ave che. vANIye lApasI ane ghI khavarAve che paNa haju ApanI je belAtI nathI. pelA vANIyAnI je belAya che. rAjAe kahyuM "bhAIo! meM ja ene kahyuM che. rAjanI zebhA vadhe tema karaje. paisAnI jarUra paDe to ahIMthI laI jaje, bhaMDArIne paNa meM ciThThI mokalI che, ane paravAne paNa Ape che." A sAMbhaLI pelA bhAIoe kahyuM "haM, have khabara paDI. ATaluM chUTA hAthe kema vaparAya che. tamAre paise ane pite nAma kamAya che." rAjAe kahyuM: A vANiye sAruM kAma kare che ne kamAya che temAM tamAruM zuM jAya che? pelA te mUMge moDhe cAlatA thayA. pachI rAjA vANIyAne bolAve che. ane pUche che ke kAma kema cAle che? jAdavajIbhAI kahe che. prathama reTalA ne dALa ApatuM hatuM, have lApasI ne ghI ApuM chuM. pachI bhaMDArIne bolAvI pUche che ke A vANIyAe keTalA paisA upADyA che? bhaMDArI kahe che sAheba, haju sudhI eka pAI paNa upADI nathI. rAjA zeThane kahe che kema zeTha! meM lakhI ApyuM chatAM kema paisA letA nathI! are darabAra ! jyAre khAbocIyuM sukAze tyAre dariye te che ja ne !:" zeThe sahaja bhAve javAba Ape. vaLI kahyuM-sAheba, mArI pharaja huM bajAvuM chuM. mArAthI banatuM karuM chuM. A vaibhava-lakSamI asthira che, tene moha karavA je nathI. vidyuta lakSamI prabhutA pataMga, AyuSya e to jaLanA taraMga." lakSmI vidyuta jevI che. meha, mamatAne cheDI zo te tamAre uddhAra thaze. jeTaluM devAya teTaluM gho. jAdavajIbhAI mahAna samAja sevaka ane jaina dhamI hatAM. jenuM kuTumba Aje paNa che. nANuM kAyama nathI rahevAnuM, paNa jAdavajIbhAIe nAma amara rAkhyuM. dhanavaibhava keI sAthe laI jatA nathI jAdavajIbhAIne A prasaMga 1935mAM banela. tirthaMkara bhagavate eka varasamAM traNa abaja 88 koDa 80 lAkha senA mahAranuM dAna Ape che, e sikkA upara tirthaMkaranuM nAma ane temanA mAtApitAnuM nAma hoya che,

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dAna-zIla-tapadi je kriyA kare temAM hadayane bhAva bheLave. dharma upAzraya pUrti ja nathI, paNa jIvananAM pratyeka prasaMgamAM dharma vaNAI ja joIe. eka eka pravRti dharmamaya hovI joIe. bhagavAna nemanAtha bhavya ne dharmanuM svarUpa samajAve che. vyAkhyAna naM 29 zrAvaNa vada amAsa zukravAra tA. 20-8-71 anaMtajJAnI vizva-uddhAraka zramaNabhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe siddhAMtathI bhavya jene samajAvyAM che. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu enuM nAma siddhAMta. siddhAMta eTale aphara nirNaya. bhagavAne siddhAMta dvArA bhavya ivene mArgadarzana ApelA che. niSakumAra saMtanA samAgamamAM Ave che. bhagavAna nemanAtha dvArikA nagarImAM bIrAjamAna che. aSADhI meghanI garjanA jevI prabhunI vANI gaI rahI che. bhavya A vANI sAMbhaLI jIvanamAM utare che. mithyAtvI che mithyAtva bhAva ne mukI samyagadarzanane prApta kare che. deza viratI bane che. saMta samAgama e khUba dulabha che. saMtanI vANI sAMbhaLavAne jega maLa e te ethI paNa durlabha che. eka ghaDI AdhI ghaDI, AdhI meM puni Adha, tulasI saMgata sAdhakI, kaTe keTI aparAdha." tulasIdAsa kahe che. sAdhune samAgama karavAno avasara prApta thAya te avasarane kayAreya cUkaze nahIM. TAIma na hoya te paNa ekAda ghaDI tyAM beso. eTale TAIma na hoya te AdhI ghaDI ane eTale paNa TAIma na hoya te aDadhImAMthI aDadhI ghaDI paNa saMta-samAgama karavAnuM cUkaze nahIM. chevaTe saMtenA pavitra darzanathI te vaMcita na raheze. saMtapurUSanAM saMgathI pApane nAza thAya che. bhaktAmara stotramAM mAnatuMga AcArye paNa A ja vAtanI puSTi karI che. "valaMdvena avasatati nivama, pApaM LAtta kSaya muni zarIra mAjhA mu. AkrAnta lokamali nIlama zeSamAMSu sUryA zubhinnamiva zArvaramandhakAram // 7 //

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228 ApaNA AtmA mithyAtva, aviratI, pramAda, kaSAya ane azubha yoganAM kAraNe kabaMdha karatA ja rahe che. tenAM phaLa bhegavavA mATe saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karavuM paDe che. tethI judI-judI caiAnImAM janma, jarA, rAga, maraNAdi duHkhanA anubhava kare che. A kA~baMdhanathI mukata kevI rIte thavu e eka meATI samasyA che. mahApurUSoe e samasyAnA ukela ApatAM kahyuM che ke tame kAMi na karo tA paNa ananya bhAve prabhunI bhakti karA, prabhunI stavanA karA, tethI zubha bhAvAnI paraMparA jAgaze. pariNAme kSaNa mAtramAM badhAM karmanA kSaya thaI jaze. tene vizeSa dRDha karavA draSTAMta ApI samajAve che ke rAtrinA aMdhakAra cAmera vyApelA hAya, e aMdhArU kevuM hAya? te kahe che bhramara jevuM kALu hAtheA hAtha paNa sujhe nahi. koI sAme maLe te paNa athaDAi jAya. AvA adhakAra paNa pUrvAkAzamAM sUryanA kiraNeA phuTatAM ja nAza pAme che, tema mAnava hRdayamAM jInezvara devAnAM gheAnA prakAza thatAM temAM chUpAI rahelAM saghaLAM pApakarmonA tarata nAza thAya che. hai sAdhaka AtmAo! hamezAM evI bhAvanA bhAvA ke zrIjinezvaranAM caraNakamaLanuM smaraNu anaMtAnaMta saMsAranI parapazanA nAza karanAruM che. te mane zaraNarUpa thAo. bhaktajanAne bhaktinA ullAsa jAge che tyAre prabhu taraph bhakti jAge che. sa`sAra taraphanI Asakti, mamatva tathA meAha ene vAsanA-bhAva kahevAya che. ane prabhu taraphnA prema, sadgurunA guNunuM bahumAna-ene bhakti kahevAya che. bhakti e taravAnuM uttamamAM uttama sAdhana che. aprazasta rAgane haTAvavA mATe prazasta rAganA AzarA levAmAM Ave che. eka kAMTA kADhavA khIjo aNIdAra kAMTA joI e. a Mte manne heya (tyAjya) che. cittane zuddha anAvavA mATe tapa japa-dAna-vi. sADA-sAbu che. bhakti pANI che. jarUriyAtanA nAza thavA e bhaktinI pUrNatA che. bhaktinA cAra prakAra che. (1) bhakti (2) arthA bhakti (3) jijJAsA bhakti (4) tanmayabhakti. (1) Ata bhakti :- ghaNAM mANaso jayAre duHkha AvI paDe tyAre bhakti karavA lAge che. vahANanI aMdara jatA hoya, teAphAna caDayuM hoya, samudra gAMDotura thayeA hAya, meAjA uchaLI rahyA hAya ane nata kInI jema vahANa nAcatu' hAya tyAre nAvikA kahe che. tame tamArA bhagavAnane yAda karI lyA. tyAre kaI mahAvIrane, koI rAmane, koI kRSNane, koI kALakAne, koI maMmAne, kAi allAhane yAda kare che. jIvana-mRtyunA jaga khelAI rahyo hoya, jIvananI AzA lupta thatI jatI heAya, tyAre bhagavAnane yAda karavA te Ata bhakti che. AvA jIve jyAre meAja zekha, sukha sAhyabI hoya tyAre bhagavAnane yAda karatA nathI. muzkelI jyAre paDe huM sukhI thatAM visarUM tane ne tyAre tane yAda karU chu, duHkhI thatAM yAda karU chuM.

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yauvana jyAre aMge chalake, pApa karUM tyAM mukhaDuM malake, jyAre kAyAmAM kIDA paDe (2) huM tyAre tane yAda karUM chuM. jyAre jIva yauvananAM maDhamAM unmAdI bane che tyAre pApa karatAM pAchu vALI jotA nathI, hAMze-DhAMze pApa kare che. paNa jyAre aMge-aMgamAM roga vyApI jAya, asahaca pIDA thatI hAya so-snehI, putra-parivAra ke DokaTaro koi khacAvI zake tema na hAya tyAre 'he prabhu !" A duHkhamAMthI mane mukta kara' Ave! pAkAra pADe che. A badhAM Ata -bhaktinA prakAra che. (2) arthA bhakti-koI paNa vastu meLavavAnI AzAe bhakti thAya che te arthAM bhakti che. dhana-mAla-milakata-kIti meLavavAnI AcAe prabhunI bhakti karavAvALA ghaNAM che, paNa prabhu pAse bhautika padArthoM mAMganArA mATI bhUla karI rahyA che. kaMcana ne kAminI tame dIdhAM tyAgI, meAha-mAyA cheADIne thayA vItarAgI, vItarAgI pAse ame lADI-vADI mAMgIe, tame jenA tyAga karyAM eja ame mAMgIe ! sAMsArika dareka padArthA anitya che, asthira che. tenA meha rAkhavA jevA nathI. lakSmI mAha durgatinAM dvAra dekhADanAra che. Ama samajI prabhue enA tyAga karyAM. ane vItarAgI banyA. e vItarAga pAse bhautika sukhanA icchuka lADI-vADI-gADI mAMge che. A eka prakAranI murkhAI ja che. paNa ajJAnI jIva samajI zakatA nathI tethI pArasanI pAse patharAnI mAMgaNI kare che. eka bhakta kRSNanI mUrti pAse rAja mAMgaNI kare che. nItaryo ghI nA dIvA rU, zIrA purInA thALa dharU, prabhu rAja vagADuM tArI DhAkarI, mane paraNAvA eka chekarI. he prabhu! huM rAja tArI bhakti karu chuM. tArI sAme zIrA-purInA thALa dharU chuM. ghInA dIvA karU chu, ane TokarI vADu' che. te tu eka suMdara cheAkarI sAthe mArA lagna karI de. kRSNanI bhakti tA karI paNa mAMgaNI kevI kare che? bhakitanI pAchaLa koI apekSA hAya teA te sAcI bhakti nathI. jIjJAsA bhakti, bhagavAnanuM strarUpa zuM che ? AtmA ane paramAtmAmAM ze bheda che? e jANavA je bhakti kare che te jIjJAsA bhakti che. tanmaya bhakti--A bhaktivALAne kaI zArIrika Ade duHkhathI mukta manavAnI bhAvanA nathI. bhautika padArtha meLavavAnI abhilASA nathI. IzvarI svarUpane jANavA mAtranI ja IcchA nathI, paNa prabhumaya banI javu che. koI paNa svArtha mATe A bhakti nathI, paNa A bhaktimAM pavitratAnA prakAza che. A bhaktimAM kAI prakAranI lAlasA-tRSNA ke IcchA nathI. A cAra prakAranI bhaktimAM tanmaya bhakti sAcI ane sazreSDa bhakti che. lIdheleA khArAka jo ekarasa na mane teA tenu lehI manatuM nathI. tema je bhakti kare chatAM temAM ekarasa na ane tA tenuM yathA phaLa maLatu nathI. asalI ane nakalI bhaktimAM phera hAya che.

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mekalIne tyAga karI asalI bhakti karatAM zIkhe. sAmAyika kare, pratikramaNa kare, mALI phere. A badhAmAM tadAkAra banI jAo. kiyA theDI kare paNa bhAva sahita kare te tenI kiMmata che. jhaverIe dukAnamAM zokeIsa goThavyo hoya ane bahAra borDa paNa mAryuM hoya, paNa zekeisamAM dAgIne na mUkyA hoya te zekeIsanI kAMI kiMmata nathI. dukAnamAM sToka vinAnA zekeIsa vepAramAM sahAyaka thatAM nathI. tema bhAva zunya kriyAnI koI kiMmata nathI. ghaNAM leke kahe che ke ame sAmAyika karIe chIe paNa amAruM eka citta rahetuM nathI. peDhI para besI nAmuM lakhatA ho athavA rUpiyA gaNatAM he tyAM ekacitta thAya che ke nahiM? thAya che. AthI ema phalita thAya che ke eka citta te thAya che, paNa dharmakriyAmAM thatuM nathI. jyAM sudhI jIvane aMdarathI rUci na jAge, tAlAvelI na lAge tyAM sudhI eka citta na thAya. tame pAzeranI kerI lAvyA paNa jo temAM geTale moTo hoya, chAla jADI hoya, pariNAme te paNa rasa na nIkaLe te tamArA paisA paDI gayA lAge ne? tevI kerIne zuM artha? ema kalAka sudhI sAdhanA karI paNa samatAbhAva jarAya na Ave, te tevI sAdhanAnI paNa kiMmata zI? sAdhanA pachI jIvanamAM parivartana thavuM joIe. suvarNa bhasma te khAdhI paNa rega nAbUda na thayuM hoya te te suvarNa bhasma nahi hoya athavA zarIramAM e kaI chUpe rega haze ke jethI enI asara nahIM thatI hoya. tema vItarAga prabhune raTatAM-raTatAM AkhI jIMdagI cAlI jAya te paNa eka aMza rAga na ghaTe te kharekhara vItarAgane bhajayA ja nathI athavA manamAM evI kaI vikRtio che. ke vItarAga bhaktinI jIvana para koI asara ja thatI nathI. mahAna purUSono samAgama karyo, vyAkhyAne sAMbhaLyA chatAM evA ne evA kerA rahI gayA te kahevuM paDaze ke saMtanI aMdara saMyamanI saritA sukAI gaI che athavA AvanAra kaMI pApI prANI che. jethI vANInI dhArI asara thatI nathI. mAtra sAMbhaLavAthI kArya thatuM nathI. sAMbhaLIne jIvanamAM utAravAnuM che. saMtane samAgama mAnavatA pragaTAvavA tarapha prere che. kuzaLa kArIgara pattharane suMdara majAnI AkRti Ape che ema saMtapurUSe jIvanane navI AkRti Ape che. krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebhathI AtmA gherAI gayo che. tene sadaguNa tarapha dore che. saMtanA samAgamamAM AvanAra ghaNAMoe pitAnAM jIvanamAM parivartana ApyuM che. ahIM jevuM jIvana vAhimakInuM hatuM, tevuM ja amerikAmAM saMta pilanuM hatuM. e paNa saMtanA samAgamamAM AvavAthI mahAna banyA. kuzaLa vaidya daradIne jhera Ape che te paNa pacI jAya che. tema saMtane samAgama thatAM jIvanamAM avanavuM parivartana Ave che. jIva kaMIka pAmI jAya che. "saMta bhavasAgare dIpadAMDI samA, jIvananaukA taNuM dhruva-tArA,

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saMta cetanabhaya tIrtha kSetre mahA, pUla te pAra utAranArA, saMta sahakAra namra nIcA vaLI, madhura amRta phaLa ApanAra, saMta sAnaMda nija svarUpamAM UDatAM, digya jAti taNAM te gabhArA, saMtapurUSo dIvAdAMDI samAna che. dIvAdAMDI batAve che A bAju khaDaka che, A bAju vamaLa che, A bAju vahANa Avaze te athaDAze. saMte AtmAne jagADe che. mithyAtva pANI viSayanAM vamaLe mehanAM magare, ajJAna khaDake, zramaNa dharmanI divya divAdAMDI AtamAM ane sahakArI saMsAra." saMsAra samudramAM mithyAtvanAM pANI uchaLI rahyAM che. viSaya ane kaSAyanAM vamaLe che. mohana magara uchALA mArI rahyAM che. ajJAnarUpI khaDako che temAM zramaNadharma ane zramaNa-saMte dIvAdAMDI rUpa che. AtanI aMdara sahAyaka bane che. saMsAramAM rahyA payA raheze te tamArA bhUkkA belI jaze ane jIvana nAva tarI zakaze nahiM, paNa DUbI jaze. nAvamAM hokAyaMtra rAkhe che. hokAyaMtranuM kArya zuM? hekAyaMtra uttara dizA batAve che. saMtapurUSa paNa dizA batAve che. tame jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane tapanI ArAdhanA kare te tame mekSanAM sukhane meLavI zakazo. mAnavanaiyA preme jhUkAvI, saheja sUratAnA saDha caDhAvI, saddagurU ane je kuzaLa sukAnI, te jIMdagI sAphalyakArI, saMsAra sAgara che bhArI, sahu DUbI rahyA saMsArI, temAM naiyA maLe daDha sArI, saMsAra sAgara de tArI sadgurUne zaraNe jaI je sAdhake pitAnI saMyama-nAvane samAdhine saDha caDAvI saMsAra sAgaramAM vahetI mUke che tenuM jIvana saphaLa banI jAya che. saMtapurUSo AMbA jevA che. A jema phaLa Ape che tema saMtapurUSa madhura vANI varasAve che. bhale saMta bele nahIM, enuM mauna paNa badha Ape che. zreNika mahArAjA maMDikakSI nAmanA udyAnamAM mRgayA karavA gayA che. tyAM eka tarUNa munine jue che. temaNe ugatI yuvAnImAM saMsArane tyAga karyo che. A munine joIne rAjAnA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDe che - aho, vaNNA aho, ruvaM, aho! ajjassa somayA de ! nita gA ! musI. , saMjayA u. a. 20 gA. 6. munine varNa, muninuM rUpa keTaluM adbhuta che ! AryanI saumyatA keTalI che ! tenAmAM kevI kSamA che! kevI nirlobhadazA che! ane bhogamAM asaMgadazA kevI che? anAthI muninuM rUpa, saMyamanuM teja, asaMgadazA Adi joI zreNika rAjA aMjAI jAya che,

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muni te dhyAnastha dazAmAM che, zreNika mahArAjA sAthe kAMI vAta karI nathI chatAM te kahe che ke muninI kSamA keTalI che? A kayAMthI jANyuM? muninAM mauna cAritre ene upadeza Apyo. saMta aura pArasameM baDe AMtare jANuM, ve lohA kaMcana kare kare Apa samAna, * pArasa leDhAne bIjA rUpamAM pherave che. eTale sonuM banAve che. paNa saMtanI pAse AvanArane saMta pitAnA jevA banAve che. Aja sudhI jIve rakhaDapaTI ghaNI karI che. paNa saMtane samAgama karyo nathI. ane bhakitathI dila raMgAvuM joIe e raMgAyuM nathI. have je rakhaDapaTTIne aMta lAve hoya te dilathI raMgAI jAva. dilane dharmamaya bane ane nikhAlasa banAve jethI tame tatvane pAme. tamArI pAse AvanAra paNa kaMIka pAmI jAya. dhArmika kriyAne niSkriya na banAve. sakriya banAve. je rUpiyAnI aMdara rasa che, vaibhava meLavavAnI jevI Asakti che, ulAsa che, e ullAsa AtmAnI rUddhi meLavavA mATe nathI. eka sAdhaka mahAtmA pAse Ave che ane kahe che, "mane bhagavAna maLatA nathI. Apa batAvo" mahAtmA kahe che. "tArI pAse rUpiye che?" "hA, pachI saMte eka kAgaLa upara prabhunuM nAma lakhI kahyuM. "AnA upara tAre rUpiye mUka" pelA sAdhake tema karyuM pachI saMte kahyuM "bela, bhAI, have tane prabhunuM nAma vaMcAya che?" "nA" sAdhake TUMkamAM javAba Ape. "paisAthI prabhu DhaMkAI gaye che tethI dekhAtA nathI." saMte prayoga karI sAdhakane batAvyuM. IzvaranuM darzana karavA mATe rUpiyAnuM visarjana karavuM paDe che. A vAta pelA sAdhakanA haiyAmAM barAbara jacI gaI. AtmA paramAtmA avazya banI zake che. pite pitAne nihALI zake che, paNa tene mATe prayatna karI joIe. ahaMne ogALI nAkha joIe. rUddhi-samRddhi-sattA AdinA mohathI virakta banavuM joIe. eka mahAtmA pAse traNa sAdhako Ave che. temAM eka rAjAne kuMvara che, eka pradhAnane putra che, ane eka nagarazeThane dikaro che. traNeya namana karI vinayapUrvaka mahAtmA pAse bese che. ane kahe che ke AmAnI sAdhanA karavA mATe ame ApanI pAse AvyA chIe, Apa yaMgya mArgadarzana Ape. mahAtmAe sauthI prathama traNeyane prazna karyo. "Apa keNa che?" rAjakumAre kahyuM." huM rAjakumAra chuM. vIsa gAmane svAmI chuM, amAre tyAM rUddhi-samRddhi apAra che." vaNika putre kahyuM. "mahApurUSa! huM nagarazeThane putra chuM. eka karoDa rUpiyA mArA pitA pAse che. ane chelle pradhAnaputre kahyuM - prabho! huM koNa chuM e huM jANuM heta te ApanI pAse Avata zA mATe? Apa ja mane batAve ke huM koNa chuM"? A sAMbhaLI saMte kahyuM. "tame traNamAM ekane pitAnI sattAnepratiSThAne miha che, bIjAne paisAno ahaM che. svayaMne pAmavA A eka ja Ave che." padavI ane pratiSThAmAM ja prasannatA mAnate prabhutAne kema pAmI zake? sattA tArI pAse rahevAnI nathI. kaMcana ane mATIne TukaDo jJAnInI dRSTie samAna che. zAzvata

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13 AtmA che. ene kevI rIte mukti maLe e je zIkhI levAya to khIjI koI vastunI jarUra nathI. jyAre AtmAne nijasvarUpanuM bhAna thAya che, tyAre te samajI zake che ke huM to khAdazAhanA bAdazAha rAjAnA rAjA chuM" zahenazAhane zahenazAha jI. cakravatI nA cakravatI chuM. paNa Aje AtmA jaDanI bhIkha mAMgI rahyo che. AtmAne peAtAnI dayA Ave tA mAkSa' taraphanI rUci jAge. A maMgalamaya parva mAtmAnI ArAdhanA karavA mATe che. mA mRgalamaya pala ravinAM kiraNeAnI jema AtmajagatamAM ajavALA pAtharanAra che. amRtanA DherAnA aneAkhe| AsvAda ApanAra che. rage-ragamAM vyApI rahelAM verajhera rUpa viSama viSane haranAra che. A parva uranI guphAmAM ArAdhanAnA divaDA pragaTAvanAra che. paryuSaNa pa zivasuMdarInA saMdezA laI AvanAra khAsa pratinidhI che, kama rAganI cikitsA mATenA khAsa kempa che. paryuSaNa parva eTale peTane tyAM DhALI ane AtmAne tyAM divALI. A pava mAM meAjazAkha karavAnA nathI, ke vidha-vidha vAnagIo uDAvavAnI nathI paNa upavAsa-chaDu-aThThama. aThThAi ke mAsakhamaNa vagere tapa karavAnu` che. tapa karI keAI IcchA nathI karavAnI, paNa nija za mATe tapa karavAnuM che. / / paryuSaNa parva chanavANInuM svASTi sarakhata pIvA mATenuM khAsa ATha divasa mATe UbhuM karelu kolDrIka hAusa che. A sarabata pIvAthI tamArA AtmA ThaMDAgAra khanI jaze, paryuSaNa parva e maitrIbhAvanAM punita jharaNAmAM snAna karavAnAM khAsa divaseA che. kSamAnuM AdAna-pradAna karavA mATenuM khAsa pa che. samAdhinuM zikSaNa levAnA kalAsa che. trividha tApeAthI maLI rahelA sa MsArI jIvA mATe kalpa vRkSanI chAyA che. mamatAnuM mAraNa ane samavAnu sAdhana eTale paryuSaNa parva. verajhera bhUlI badhAM sAthe maitrI rAkhA. "Hate is death, forgiveness is life tiraskAra e mRtyu che, kSamA e jIvana che.' saMvatsarI parvanI ApaNe ghaNAM vakhatathI rAha joI rahyA hatAM te parva AvI rahyuM che. tenI pUrNa taiyArI karavAnI che. A divaseAmAM hRdayane zuddha ane nirmaLa banAvA. jInamAM zAMti sthApI, maitrI phelAvI, kramanA baMdhanane teADavA prayatnazIla aneA. "sa'sArathI ugaravA, che sAcI kSamApanA, nimala ane hRdaya jeNe sthApI kSamApanA, vitarAga devane jee bhUlyA nathI kadI, jIve che e kSamA mAMgI. ApI kSamApanA' 30

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vyAkhyAna naM. 40. bhAdaravA suda 1 ne zanivAra tA. ra1-8-71 ' anaMtajJAnI trileka-svarUpanA prakAzaka bhagavAna mahAvIra deve siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyuM che siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. bhavya jIvene bhagavAne amUlya ta pradAna karyA che. Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhimAM sabaDatA cha mATe amUlya khajAne bheTa dharyo che! e khajAnAne meLave che e duHkhamAMthI mukta bane che he bhavya AtmA! tAre mukta thavuM hoya, zAMti joItI hoya te bahAranI duniyAne mUkI aMdara najara kara, tArI draSTi bahirmukha che tene aMtarmukha banAva. tArI vRttione aMdara javA de. mananA sAdhanathI na paNa maLe che, ane mokSa paNa maLI zake che. e amUlya sAdhana dvArA tArA jIvanane utkarSa sAdhI le. jIva paramAtmAmAM ekatAna banatuM nathI tyAM sudhI jIvanuM urdhvIkaraNa thatu nathI. tamArA jIvanane sarva zreSTha banAvavAnI tamArAmAM tAkAta che. je mahA purUSo banyA che. te janmathI ja mahAna na hatAM. paNa mahAnatAne pAmavA jIvananuM saMzodhana karyuM ane AtmAnI sAdhanA karI. ugra sAdhanAmAM khAvA-pIvAnuM, paheravA oDhavAnuM paNa bhulI gayAM. maLelA samayane upayoga ALoTavAmAM ke nirarthaka rakhaDavAmAM ke gAma gapATA mAravAmAM na karyo paNa paLe paLane lekhe lagADI. samaye samayane sakIya upayoga karyo. ane kevaLajJAna kevaLadarzanane prApta karyuM. ApaNe paNa vikAsa paMthI banavuM haze, mahAna banavuM haze te mahAna banavA mATe prayatna paNa mahAna karavA paDaze. maLelA samayane veDaphI nAkhe na joIe. paNa maLelI zakti, buddhi ane sane eka mAtra AtmAne prApta karavAmAM ja lagADI devA joIe tamane dareka vastu suMdara game che. ghara ane gharanA sAdhane suMdara hoya tema Icche che. putra paNa saMskArI ane suMdara bane tevI abhilASA rAkho cho paNa tamArA jIvanane suMdara banAvavA ze prayatna kare che ? citra doranAra, bagIce banAvanAra, ke mUrti ghaDanAra, pahelA manathI nirNaya kare che ke amAre amArI kRti suMdara banAvavI che. pachI prayatna kare che. ApaNe paNa sArA banavAne prathama nirNaya kare jaIe. ApaNA daDha nirNayane ApaNuM mana ane ApaNI kriyA anusaraze. koIpaNa nizcaya karavA mATe ApaNAmAM baLa joIe. nirbala mana nizcaya TakAvI zakatuM nathI. ApaNe kame kame vicAra ane vartanane zuddha banAvavA joIe. zuddhanI sAdhanAmAM vikAsa pAmatuM jIvana pitAnA dhyeyane AMbI jAya che.

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kapa tamArA jIvananA dhyeya nakkI karA. sasArane paricaya anAdi kALathI karyuM che. temAM rAcatA koI mahAna tatvane pAmI zakatA nathI, have sa'sAra tarapha upekSA karavAnu dila thAya che ? "ati vRSkriya avajJAta" ati paricayathI kaMTALe Ave che. ema ApaNe ghaNIvAra anubhavIe chIe. jema ghaNAM divasa miSTAna khAvA maLe tA. miSTAna para arUcI thaI jAya che. pazu saMsAranA paricaya cirakALanA hAvA chatAM tenA tarapha arUcI peDhA kema thatI nathI ? saMsAramAMthI zuM sAratatva kADhI zakavAnA hatAM? sa`sAranI vAsanAomAMthI mukta banavA jJAnI purUSAnAM paricayamAM Ave. tamArAM hRdayane sa MtAnA caraNa kamaLamAM samarpita karI dyo. zvAse zvAse paramezvaranuM raTaNa karA. zvAsa jyAM lauM tyAM svAmI tame hRdayamAM AveA che, churI bhurI vAsanAe tyAMthI dUra karAvA che, arpaNa tamAne huM thaI jAu....kItana karU ne pAvana thAuM, bhakti kerA raMge svAmI huM ragAuM....haradama tamArA huM...guNugA" ne anaMta kALanAM karmonA Dherane haDaselavA hAya, pApa vAsanAonA nAza karavA hAya tA IzvaramAM tadAkAra banavu paDaze, izvaramAM ekacitta khanavuM paDaze. IzvaranI bhakti abhimAnane gALI nAkhaze. rAgadveSane ThArI nAkhaze ane kamarAjAnI saltanatane haTAvavAnu apUrva khaLa Apaze. prabhunuM smaraNa, tenuM guNugAna hatabhAgIne mahAbhAgI banAvaze. tucchane mahAna banAvaze, adhamane uttama manAvaze. dIvAnI aMdara vATa hAya, ghI hAya, paNa jyAM sudhI jyAtanA sacAga nathI thatA, tyAM sudhI temAM prakAza nathI AvatA, tema sAdhaka AtmA pAse buddhinA sArA evA kSayApazama hAya, jJAna hAya paNa jyAMsudhI Izvara bhaktinI jye tane sparzI thatA nathI tyAMsudhI tenA jIvanamAM adhArA dUra karavAnA prakAza prApta thatA nathI. izvara bhakti karA, dhArmika kriyAo kare paNa khUba sAvadhAna raho. jIvA kriyArUpI pANIne bharI bharIne kADhe che, paNa manarUpI DAlamAM kANAM paDelAM DhAya teA pANI jharI paDe, mATe mananAM kANAMne pUro. mana kayAM doDI rahyuM che te tapAse. gAMDAonI eka hAspITalamAM DokaTara gAMDAonA manane bhaTakatuM aTakAvavA prayAga karatAM hatAM. teone DAla ApatAM ane kuvAmAMthI pANI kADhI vRkSAne pANI sIMcavAnI AjJA karatA. gAMDA DAlane kuvAmAM nAMkhatA paNu DAla upara AvatAM temAMthI pANI nIkaLI jatu tethI pharIne prayatna karatA. DAkaTara temanI pAse AvatAM ane dabaDAvatAM ke kema pANI AvatuM nathI ? dhIme dhIme gAMDAo vicAra karatAM thatAM ane temane samajAtuM ke A kANAne hIsAbe pANI Avatu nathI. cAre bAju bhamatu temanuM magaja te vicAramAM

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sthira thatuM. AvA aneka prayoga karAvatA. mohanA nazAmAM bhamatA magajane paNa sthira karavAnI jarUra che. dharmakriyAmAM tadAkAra banavA mATe mananA kANAne pUrI de, te kriyAnuM pANI sacavAI raheze. tapazcaryA nirjarA mATe che, temAM bhautika ke padArthanI AkAMkSA na hovI joIe. jIvanamAM tapanI, pratyAkhyAnanI khUba jarUra che. zarIranI aMdara rasoLI thaI hoya ane svAdiSTa barAka dehanA piSaNa mATe le te dehanI vRddhi sAthe rasoLI paNa vadhe che. rasoLInI vRddhi thAya tema koI I che nahi te paNa vadhe te kharI, paNa moTA DokaTara pAse jaI raLInuM oparezana karAvI lyo te mULamAMthI jAya. ema vrata e oparezana che. jyAM sudhI jIvanamAM vrata nathI tyAM sudhI azviva vacce jAya che. AmravanA dvArane baMdha karavA vratanI khAsa AvazyaktA che. tame pauSadhamAM che, vratamAM che tyAre sAkaranA paDIkA ke rUpiyA laI zakAya nahi. kriyA karavI sArI che. paNa temAM deSa lagADa na joIe. zuddha kriyA karatA thAva. bhUla kare nahi te deva samAna che. bhUla karIne sudhArI le te mAnava che. ane bhUlane bhUla tarIke samajavA chatAM vAraMvAra karyA ja kare te dAnava samAna che. keI kiyA phaLa vinAnI nathI. paNa bhautika sukhanI mAgaNI karavI na joIe. bhautika vAsanA durgatimAM laI janArI * che. mATe jagatanA padArtho parathI mamatA uThAvI le. - dakSiNa AphrikAmAM cIlI nAmane pradeza che. tyAM vAraMvAra dharatIkaMpanA AMcakA Ave che. tethI tyAMnA loko makAnanA pAyA uDA nAkhatA nathI ane makAnanI divAlo majabUta caNatA nathI. makAna UMcA bAMdhatA nathI. kAraNa ke UMcuM makAna hoya te makAna paDatA mANasa dabAI jAya ne anartha thaI jAya che. A rIte makAna banAvavAmAM Ave che. tethI nukazAnane bhaya rahetuM nathI. tema AtmAnA amRtane prApta karavAne Icchate mAnava, saMsAramAM rAgadveSanA pAyA UMDA nAMkhate nathI. mehanI divAle tenIMga caNatA nathI. mAnava jIvanamAM kayAre kaMpa Avaze ane mRtyu AvIne kayAre UbhuM raheze tenI keIne khabara nathI. mATe keInI sAthe mana duHkha thayuM hoya te turataja tene khamAvI lyo. kalanI prabhAta jevAze ke nahIM tenI kAMI khabara nathI. mota kayAre Avaze tenI khabara paDatI nathI. mRtyu nakakI hevA chatAM mANasa gaphalatamAM rahe che. e mAyAne pUjArI bane che. devaLa caNyuM te mehanuM mAyAne pUjArI bane, Arati utArI te dravyanI AzAne dIpa jalAvIe, kene khabara che kAlanI deha taNI dIvAlanI."

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kahe aphAnI jIva moha-mAyAmAM- vaibhavamAM Asakata banI rahe che paNa jIvananI kSaNa , bhaMguratA jANI zakato nathI. vijalI kSaNa bhaMgura AbhA kahatI dekho Ao, tere mere, jIvanameM hai kitanA bheda batAo ? jala 'buda buda mAno duniyA amara zIkha detA hai, mauta tabhI se tAka rahI jaba jIva janma letA hai // A mAnava jIvana vijaLI jevuM kSaNika che. pANInA parapoTA jevuM che. mANasa janme che tyArathI tenA para mRtyu tAkIne ja ubhuM che. saunA TAIme saune cAlyuM javAnuM che. je A jIvanamAM rAgadveSanAM UMDAM pAyA nAkhyAM haze. mehanI divAla maTI banAvI haze. ane mamatAnA mALA moTA banAvyA haze, te mRtyu samaye te badhuM choDatAM glAni thaze. raDatAM raDatAM javuM paDaze. ane mamatA-rAgadveSa Asakita nahi hoya te tamArI sAme besI tamAro parivAra raDate haze chatAM tame hasatAM haze. tamane mRtyu duHkha rUpa nahi lAge. A deha eka kaMpanI che ane sagAsnehI tenA zera holDara che. A kAyA rUpI kaMpanI phaDacAmAM jAya tyAre zerahe.0re raDavA bese che. kAraNa ke kaMpanImAMthI temAMnA koIne 5 TakA, koIne 10 TakA ane koIne 12 TakA naphe maLatuM hatuM te baMdha thaI * gaye. emAM jene zera vadhAre ne vadhAre raDavAnA. kaMpanI mATe te badhA nathI raDatAM paNa maLate lAbha baMdha thayo. eTale raDe che. 70 ke 80 varSanA bApA marI jAya. te koI raDatuM nathI. paNa tenI pAchaLa lADavA khAya che. kAraNa e kaMpanI LatI hatI. zeraholDarone temanI sAthe kaMI svArtha na hato, eTale bele paNa ema ke bApA bhAgyazALI thaI gayA. 30-35 varSane kamAto yuvAna putra marI jAya te kALe kakaLATa karI mUke jagata AkhuM svArthamaya che, mATe tamArA AtmAnuM zreya karavuM hoya te mamatAne mArI nAkhe. eka phakIra khUba masta rIte rahetA hatAM. jyAre juo tyAre prasannatA emanA mukha para hoya. temane keIe pUchayuM. "tame ATalA badhAM AnaMdamAM kevI rIte raho " che?" phakIra javAba Ape ke meM A duniyAmAM kayAMya mamatAnuM laMgara nAkhyuM nathI. jIve jyAM mArApaNanI buddhi karI tyAM duHkha utpanna thAya che. tame keTalAne mArA mAnyA che? mamatAnAM keTalA laMgara nAMkhyA che? je zAMti ane AnaMdathI prabhu smaraNamAM jIvana vyatita karavuM hoya to kayAMya mamatAnA laMgara nAMkhazo nahiM. laMgara nAMkhaze nahi te raDavAnA prasaMgo nahi bane. bhagavAna nemanAtha rAgadveSa, mohamAyA ane mamatA rahita che. evA prabhu dvArikA nagarImAM padhAryA che. AstAM tava stavanamastasamastadoSa; tvatsaMkathA'pi jagatAM duritAni hanti / TUre sannAna kute pramaiva, vAkapu gaDhanAni vivANamAMri III bhakatAmara stotra

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- jema sUryanA dUra rahevA para paNa tenI prabhA saravaranAM kamaLane vikasita banAve che, tema samasta deSane dUra karanAra prabhunuM stavana te dUra rahe, paNa temanA jIvananI kathA jagatanA pApane nAza kare che. jema A lekanA nibiDa aMdhArane sUryanuM kiraNa nAkhe vidArI, tema tArI prabhu eka kIti kathA, pApanAM pUMjane pheDanArI. jema sahakAranI maMjarInA rase, kemikalA khIlatI bela bele, tema tArI prabhu prema bhakti rasa, maMdagatinI girA hRdaya khele." prabhumAM ota preta banI jAo te A bhavasAgaramAMthI tarI jaze. A saMsAra sAgarathI taravuM che, evI jhaMkhanA jAge che? samudramAM mAchalI paNa hoya che. ane koIvAra mANasa paNa temAM paDI jAya che. paNa mAchalI temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnI IcchA rAkhatI nathI. keI paNe kADhe te taDaphaDIyA khAI marI jAya che. jyAre manuSya bacAve bacAvanI bUma pADe che. temAM keI AvI bacAve te jIvanabhara tene upakAra mAne che. dareka ja bhavasamudramAM gaLakA te khAI rahyA che, paNa tame kenA jevA che? mANasa jevA ke mAchalI jevA te vicAra karI le che. bacAvanAra maLe te ugaravAnI IcchA che ke saMsAra chUTe tema nathI? ghaNA ne uddhAranI vArta-dharmanI vAte rUcatI nathI. savArathI sAMja sudhI dhana mATe rakhaDayA kare che. dhanane ja jIvananuM sarvasva mAne che. dhana mATe dhamAdhama kare che. anIti ane kALAbajAra kare che. A nANuM kyAMthI Ave che? ne joDe zuM zuM lAve che? anyAya anIti karI ne kALAM kAma karAve che, je nANAMmAM nirdhananI "hAya" mahimA ene vadhate jAya, " are vAha re vAha paisAnI jagamAM, jaya jaya dhanapatinI jagamAM....jya jaya. koI vicAra paNa kare che ke A paise kyA dvArethI Ave che? anItine paise ' mANasane sukhe rahevA detuM nathI. paNa jagatamAM AvA paisAdArone mahimA vadhatA jAya che. "A yugamAM paze AvyuM che, paisAe doTa jamAvyuM che, are dharma taNI spardhAmAM paNa A kALe paise phALe che, - te paisAthI pUje bhagavAna, dhamI Aje e ja mahAna, are vAha re vAha... paisAnI jagamAM. dhanavAne jehukamI karI upAzrayamAM paNa aDDo jamAve che. dhamI paNa paisAvALo hoya te manAya. pratikramaNa paNa vadhAre paisA le te karAve. ane zrImate sAdhune , paNa pitAnA khIssAmAM rAkhatA thaI gayA che. paNa jainane sAce sAdhu keInI zehamAM

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taNAya nahi. enA hRdayamAM paisAdAne sthAna na hoya, paNa apUrva bhAve je dhamanuM ArAdhana kare che, tenA tarapha mAna hoya che. bAkI cakravatI AvI vaMdana kare te paNa tenAthI sAdhu prasannatA na anubhave. bahu upasarga kartA pratye paNa kAya nahiM, vaMde cakI tathApi na maLe mAna che, " : deha jAya paNa mAyA thAya na rAmamAM, lebha nahIM che prabaLa siddhi nidAna je."" " vItarAgane mArge cAlanAra sAdhu krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhane dUra karanAra hoya. te samaje che ke akaSAya bhAva AvyA vinA siddha avasthA prApta thavAnI nathI. tame zuM karI rahyA che te vicArI jaje. je karavAnuM che tenAthI dUra thatAM jAva che ane je nathI karavAnuM tenI pAchaLa deTa mUkI che. ' dhananI pAchaLa gAMDo banele mAnavI A apUrva parvanI aMdara paNa suMdara dharma ArAdhanA karI zakatuM nathI. bhavasAgarathI tamane dharma tAraze ke dhana ? ene zAMtacitta vicAra karI manane ekAgra karI tamArA AtmA mATe kaMIka karI lya. - caMdrakAnta nAmane eka yuvAna preSThiputra karoDonuM jhaverAta laI kamAvA mATe samudranI musApharI karI rahyo che. tenuM kuTumba paNa tenI sAthe che. paradezamAM ja sthira thavAnI tenI bhAvanA hovAthI dezane dhaMdho paNa saMkelI lIdhuM. ane AzA ane Urmi sAthe sArA coghaDiyA joI sAta vahANa sAthe ravAnA thaye che. dilamAM AnaMda mATe nathI. khUba sukhamAM badhA jalamArga kApI rahyA che. paNa madha dariye AvatAM, ekadama pavana phukAye. AkAzamAM gaDagaDATa zarU thaze. ane dariye tophAne caDe. "nAva jhele caDI uce AMdhI caDI, mAre jAvuM che ghara kAMI sUje nahi (2) nathI jaDatI kaDI, rAta kALI-naDI, ghanaghora ghaTA jANe chAI rahI (2) dazA che AvI mArI ane tuM le ugArI, joje nA DUbe naiyA joje nA DUbe naiyA. mArI A jIvana naiyA....mAre A jIvana naiyA" jeje nA. samudramAM sahela karatAM vahANe uparathI nIce pachaDAya che. darekanA haiyAmAM gabharATa che. have zuM thaze tenI ciMtA gherI banI che, are dhana ekeyane bacAvI zakAya tema dekhAtuM nathI. sau Izvarane yAda karI rahyA che. paNa kudarata kenI zam rAkhe che! vahANa taDAtaDa tUTavA lAgyA. eka pachI eka vahANa tUTatAM aMdara rahelA mANase tathA jhaverAta tathA mAlamilakta dariyAmAM samAdhi levA lAgyAM, dhana meLavatA duHkha che, sAcavatAM paNa duHkha je AveluM jAya te jAya samuLaguM sukha...." dhana AveluM jAya tyAre mANasa prAyaH mRta samAna banI jAya che. caMdrakAnta eka

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eka vahANane tUTatA jIve che. pUjya vaMdanIya vRddha mA bApa, vhAlA saMtAne, prANI pAyika priya patnI badhAne DUbatAM jIve che. tenA haiyAmAM AghAta lAge che. hRdaya atyaMta muMjhavaNa anubhave che. pitAnuM jIvana paNa eTaluM ja jokhamamAM che. koI koIne bacAvI zake tema nathI. lAkhanI ke karoDanI kamANI heya paNa janAra pitAnI sAthe kAMI laI jaI zakatA nathI. " lakhapati chatrapati saba gayA, gaI ne addhi sAtha, ' jAlama joddhA saba gayA. khaMkherI nu hAtha. eka re divasa evo Avaze! maraNa nizcita hovA chatAM mANasa mohane mUkI zako nathI. tRSNAthI virAma pAmate nathI. moTo rAjA hoya ke cakavatI hoya paNuM koI nArUpa khAI zakatuM nathI. khAvAnuM te darekane ja dhAnya mAMhenuM kaI paNa dhAnya khAvAnuM hoya che, chatAM dhana pAchaLa, cAMdInA TUkaDA pAchaLa ATalo moha zA mATe haze? mamatAne mAre re jIvaDAne vAre re, choDI dene mamatA, ' ' A re kAyAmAM bAga ne bagIcA renahiM kula kerI bAta re, bhamarA ! kahAMse lobhANe re choDI de ne mamatA. * jIvAtmAne A dehane moha che. paNa A deha hADa, mAMsa ane lehI jevI apavitra cIjathI bhareluM che. apavitra hovA chatAM AtmArUpI bhramara temAM zA mATe lebhAte haze? have satya samajANuM hoya te vibhAva bhAvane choDI svabhAvamAM ramaNatA kare, mamatAne mArA. pele caMdrakAMta raDI rahyo che. pote sarvasva gumAvI beThe che. aMte enuM vahANa paNa tUTe che. paNa bhAgyane tene eka pATIyuM maLI jAya che. caMdrakAnta pATIyAne barAbara pakaDI lIdhuM. pATIyuM AgaLa pAchaLa mojAmAM pachaDAya che. aniyaMtrita gatie AgaLa vadhI rahyuM che. paNa pANInuM tANa eTaluM che ke caMdrakAnta paherelI pitarInI gAMTha chUTI gaI, AthI pitaDI sarakavA mAMDI. have pitaDIne sarakhI karavA jAya te pATIyuM chaTakI jAya ane pATIyAne pakaDI rAkhe te pitaDI chUTI jAya. A bannemAM caMdrakAnta kene zakharo? pATiyAne ke pitaDIne? buddhimAna hoya to pATIyAne pakaDI rAkhe. kAraNa ke pitADIne paDakavA jAya te maraNa ja thAya. jJAnI purUSa kahe che pATIyAnI samAna dhama che ane pitADI samAna puNyanAM yegathI maLelI sAmagrI dhana, dhAnya, moTara, gADI, milkata sukhasAhyabInAM sAdhana che, A jIvananAva kharAbe caDI gayuM che tame konuM rakSaNa karaze? dharmarUpa pATIyAnuM ke dhana vaibhavarUpa pitaDInuM? je potaDInuM rakSaNa karavA jaze te bhavacakamAM bhamavAne vAre Avaze te yAda rAkhaje. mATe bhavabhramaNa TALavuM hoya te dharmane vaLagI rahejo. prabhu nemanAthI dharmanA yathArtha svarUpane batAvanArA che. evA bhagavAnane zaraNe je jAya tenuM avinAzI kalyANa thAya.

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* vyAkhyAna na...41 bhAdaravA suda 3 zanivAra tA. ra3-8-71 bhagavAnanAM zAsanamAM ApaNe badhAM AvI gayA chIe. A saMga ApaNane prApta thayela che. A sagane sadavyaya kevI rIte karave. ApaNe uddhAra ApaNe kevI rIte karavuM te ApaNAM hAthanI vAta che. je samajIne vAsanAnA-viSayanAM tephAnene samAvI dezuM te ApaNuM unnati thaze. je viSaya vAsanAmAM racyApacyA rahezuM te avanati thaze. anAdi kALathI khADAmAM te gayelA chIe ja have UMce caDavuM che, kAMI karavuM che. e nirNaya karI . pazu ane mAnavamAM zuM phera che? pazune bhUkha-tarasa lAge tyAre khAI le che ane pANI pIve che. mANasa paNa tema kare che. jyAre UMgha Ave tyAre pazu paNa sUI jAya che. mAnava paNa suI jAya che. viSayanI vRttine piSavI e pazu paNa kare che. ane mAnava paNa kare che. paNa je dharma, je sadabuddhi, je viveka mAnavanI aMdara che e pazunI aMdara nathI. ApaNane mAnavane avatAra te maLI gaye paNa temAM je vAsanA, viSaya ane kaSAyamAM ramatA rahIzuM te A peLIyuM mAnavanuM che paNa vRtti pazu jevI che. mahAna purUSanA samAgamamAM AvavAthI, temanAM pravacana sAMbhaLIne ApaNe ApaNuM jIvanane vikAsa karavAnuM che. vikAsa e unnati che. vilAsa e avanati che. vilAsa e kArya nathI, vikRti che. jIvanane mama be ghaDI vilAsanI kSudratAmAM nathI, saMyamanA gauravamAM che. paNa zudra hAsyamAM ane suMvALI vAtamAM mAnavajIvananI bhavyatA gumAvI na devAya te khyAla rAkhavAnuM che. ApaNe dhArIe te jIvanane vizuddha banAvI zakIe. paNa aphasosanI vAta e che ke ApaNe ApaNAM jIvananI unnati tarapha bevaphA banyA chIe. paNa have jAgRta thavAnI jarUra che. che jIMdagI e jIvana puSpa nAnuM, Aje khIlI kAle karamAI javAnuM. " DALa5ra puSpa ugIne karamAI jAya che. athavA keIne paga taLe kacarAI jAya che. ane hatuMna hatuM thaI jAya che. ApaNI jIMdagI paNa kamaLa puSpa jevI che. alpa samaya mATe ApaNe AvyA chIe. kALanA khapparamAM kayAre hemAI jaIzuM, tenI khabara nathI jJAnI purUSa kahe che A mahAmUlI jIMdagIne sudhAravA prayatnazIla bane. paNa A jIvane mAtra zarIranI kiMmata samajANI che. zarIra bagaDe tyAre badhI vyavasthA avyavasthAmAM pheravAI jAya che. dainika jIvanamAM pheraphAra thaI jAya che, zarIranI taMdurastI mATe DokaTara kahe te 31

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pramANe davA, ijekazana, viTAminanI goLIo vi. leze, jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke tamAre AtmAne sudhAre che te amArA viTAmIna levAnI jarUra che. viTAmIna A eTale Ability zakti. zakti svAthya meLavavAthI prApta thAya che. zArIrika svAcya, mAnasika svArathya ane AdhyAtmika svAcyuM. Aje zarIrane mATe ciMtA karavAvALA ghaNuM che. zarIra bagaDe te abhaya vastu levA paNa taiyAra thaI jAya che. je te abhakSya vastuo grahane kAyA nacAve tema karIne re, rAtrI na joI divasa na je bhaTaka bhAnane beI, kAyA che piMjaruM re enI zI ye marAmata heya...enI..." A kAyA eka piMjaruM che. piMjaranuM rakSaNa karavA mATe aMdara beThelA paMkhInuM zuM thaI rahyuM che e kaI jotuM nathI. piMjarAne suMdara rAkhe che, zaNagAre che, zobhAve che. dehanA rakSaNa mATe khAya che, pIe che, kapaDA pahere che. aneka kriyAo kare che. DokaTara abhaya khAvAnuM kahe te paNa khAya che. keDalIvara oIla le che. lIvaranAM ijekazana le che. prANIjanya davA paNa khAya che. ane aneka jInI hiMsA paNa kare che. kAraNa ke jIve zarIrane mukhya gayuM che, AtmAne gauNa gaNyo che, tethI karma bAMdhatAM jIva vicAra karato nathI. samaye samaye jIva sAtathI ATha karma bAMdhI rahyo che. lAkha rUpiyAno ceka kavaramAM AvyuM hoya te kavaranI ciMtA karaze ke cekanI? kavara phADatAM ceka na phATI jAya tenI barAbara takedArI rAkhaze ne? hA....kAraNa ke ceka kiMmatI che. kavaranI kAMI kiMmata nathI. ema zarIra e kavara che. Aje tame kavaranuM rakSaNa kare che. ane cekanA sAmuM paNa jotA nathI ! bIjI mAnasika svasthatA che. mananI svasthatA traNa vastu para AdhAra rAkhe che. (1) prasannatA, (2) sthiratA (3) zAMti. jenA hRdayamAM kAma pradipta thayela che, je bhayathI vyApta che ane jenA magajamAM ciMtAnA jALAM bAjhelA che. te kadi prasannatAne anubhava karI zakatuM nathI. jenA jIvanamAM zeka ane vAsanA che te sthira thaI zakatuM nathI ane jenA hadayamAM tRNu che, te zAMti anubhavI zakatuM nathI. mANasanI IcchAne aMta Avate nathI. jenI pAse lAkha heya ene karoDa joIe che. kaDavALAne cakravatI thavuM che. cakavatIne IndranI padavInI IchA che. - jagatanI aMdara je vastu che te parimita che AyuSya paNa parimita che. jyAre eka eka jIvanI IcchA anaMtI che. eka jIvanI anaMtI IcchA paNa pUrNa na thaI zake te anaMta AtmAnI IcchA pUrNa kevI rIte thAya? atyAre ApaNuM kartavya te eka ja che . ke A parimita AyuSyamAM saMsArane parimita karI le, IcchA rahita banI zAMtine 2

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anubhava kare. tRSNA rahita avasthA prApta karavI muzkela che, paNa azakya nathI. je mahenata karIe te zakaya banI zake tema che. paNa mANasa gharaDe thAya che chatAM paNa vAsanA choDI zakatA nathI. "aMga galita, palita muMDa, parAnavihIna Ata tuDa, / vRddho yAti gRhItvA daNDa, tadapi na mucati AzA piNDam // " gharaDe thaye, dAMta paDI gayA, peTalAda puramAM mAla pacatuM nathI chatAM aneka khAdya padArtho khAvAnI IcchA jAgRta thAya che. cavAtuM nathI te Une-Une zIre jaI e, sAthe bhajIyA joIe. jyAM sudhI IcchAone nAza na thAya tyAM sudhI nakAmuM che. jJAnadRSTithI samajaNa pUrvaka vRttione vALatAM zIkhaze te avazya tamAruM kalyANa thaze. sAdhana-sagavaDatAo game teTalI haze paNa sAthe kAMI AvavAnuM nathI. A deha piMjarAmAMthI cAlyo gaye ke tarata ravAnA karaze. padagalika eka padArtha paNa kaIne thaye nathI, thavAne paNa nathI mATe IcchA para kAbU mUko. tapazcaryA chAne nirodha karavA mATe che. saMteSanA gharamAM AvI jAva. saMteSa nahIM hoya te zAMti maLI zakaze nahiM. zAMtine saMtoSa sAthe saMbaMdha che. tamArAM hadayanA UMDANamAM vicAra karIne kahe. zAMti keTalI maLI? Aje sAdhane khUba vadhI gayAM che, tamArA vaDIle pAse ATalAM sAdhana nahatAM, chatAM jIvanamAM zAMti hatI. amuka TAIma dharma-dhyAnamAM vitAvatA. Aje tamArA jIvanamAM vrata-niyame keTalA che? Aje deDa-dhAma khUba vadhI che. jIvananI jarUriyAta eTalI vadhArI mUkI che ke A jarUriyAtane pUrI pADavA deDA-doDI karavI ja paDe che. AthI zAMtithI jIvI zakatAM nathI, dharmadhyAna karI zaktAM nathI. ane hAya-veya ochI thaI zakatI nathI. jenA jIvanamAM saMteSa che. te kharekhara sukhI che. iMglenDamAM eka mIlara caDhI calAve che. tene AtmA khUba saMtoSI che. peTa-pUratuM maLI rahe eTale cakkI baMdha kare ane prabhunuM bhajana kare. te jyAre cakkI calAve tyAre gIta gAte jAya. "mAre traNa dikarIo che, eka patnI che, huM mArA rojIMdA jIvanamAM AnaMda mANuM chuM. mane rojanuM maLI jAya eTale vadhu meLavavAnI IcchA thatI nathI." mIlara kahe che huM koInI IrSyA nathI karate, ane huM eTale garIba chuM ke mArI paNa koI IrSyA karatuM nathI. A gIta gAvAne rajane ene niyama che. eka vakhata IMgleMDane rAjA tyAMthI nikaLe che. mIlaranuM gIta sAMbhaLe che. temane thAya che ke mArI pAse sattA che, sukha che, chatAM jIvanamAM zAMti nathI. A ke garIba che? chatAM enI pAse zAMti keTalI che? rAjA mIlara pAse Ave che. ane kahe che ke tuM beTuM gAI rahyo che.

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huM koInI IrSyA nathI karate paNa huM tArI IrSyA karuM chuM. tArI leTathI bharelI TepImAM je sukha che te mArA kAMTALA tAjamAM nathI. kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke jenA jIvanamAM saMteSa che te kharekhara sukhI che. AdhyAtmika svasthatA para pahoMcavA mATenI nIsaraNa svasthatA che. jyAM sudhI mAnasika svasthatA na Ave tyAM sudhI AdhyAtmika svasthatA AvI zakatI nathI. AdhyAtmika svasthatA gamArga para vadhu ne vadhu AgaLa vadhavAnuM baLa Ape che. duHkhamAM dhairya rAkhatA zIkhave che. Atmatatvane pAmele jIva pratikULatA bhedI pAra nIkaLI jAya che. te utsAha, AnaMda ane zAMtimAM rahe che. tamane tamArA AtmA sAthe vAta karavAne TAIma maLe che? AtmA sAthe vAta karavI tenuM nAma parisaMvAda. duniyAmAM daSTi be jAtanI che. svArthanI ane paramArthanI. vAdavivAda ane saMvAda svArtha mATe thAya che jyAre parisaMvAda adhyAtmanI Ucca bhUmikAe pahoMcela kare che. ApaNe Aja sudhI snehI saMbaMdhI sAthe khUba vAta karI che paNa ApaNe ApaNI sAthe vAta karI nathI. svArtha mATe je thAya che te vAda che. kaleza mATe thAya che te vivAda che, neha mATe thAya che te saMvAda che, ane AtmA mATe je vicAraNA thAya che te parisaMvAda che. mAnavI pitAnAM svarUpane vicAra kare te ja ene jJAna ane bhAna thAya che. cittamAM paramArtha draSTi jAge tyAre parisaMvAda thAya che. parisaMvAda kadI karyo nathI. jyAre ekAnta hoya tyAre dhyAna dharI besI jAva. ane vicAra karo ke AtmAnI zuddhi mATe zA pagalAM lIdhAM? AtmA paramAtmA bane tene mATe koI kAraNe ApyA? paramAtmA banAvavo hoya te AtmA sAthe vAta kare. Aje mANasa ekalo paDe eTale kaMTALI jAya che. cAlo phrenDasarkala sAthe vAta karIe. sInemA nATaka joI manane AnaMda ApIe ema vicAra kare paNa tane TAIma maLe che te AtmA sAthe vAta kara. parisaMvAda thAya te AdhyAtmika vikAsa thaI zake. ApaNe ApaNA jIvanane unnata banAvavA mATe khUba karavAnuM che. A viTAmIna pachI B viTAmIna che. B Beauty suMdaratA che. tamAre tamAruM jIvana AgaLa vadhAravuM hoya te viTAmIna B leje. tamane bagIcAmAM javuM game che. kAraNa ke tyAM suMdara havA che, svacchatA che, vyavasthA che, suMdaratA che. lIlI vanaspati che. raMgaberaMgI puSpa che, pANI chAMTIne jamInanI garamI zAMta karavAthI zItaLatA hoya che. suMdara vela, kuMje, vRkSo, ghaTAo che. pakSIo AnaMdathI tyAM UDe che. ApaNuM jIvanane ApaNe paNa bagIcA banAvI zakIe. mAnavajIvana caitanyamaya che mAnavajIvanamAM je adbhutatA che tevI adbhutatA bagIcAmAM nathI. ApaNA jIvananA bagIcAne ApaNe verAna banAvavAnuM nathI. paNa khIlate rAkhavAnuM che. sArA sArA vicAre lAvIe. sAruM sArUM vAMcI ApaNAmAM te khIlavIe. vANuM mana ane buddhine sArA banAvIe to ApaNe avazya suMdara banI zakIe. sauMdarya veDaphI detAM nA nA suMdaratA maLe, sauMdarya pAmatAM pahelAM suMdara te banavuM paDe."

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papha-pAvaDara lagAvI, meciMga karI, jevI sADI evuM blAujha ane evI ja caMpalanI paTTI, evI ja baMgaDI, buTTI ne mALA, e ja ghaDiyALane paTo paheravAthI jIvana suMdara banavAnuM nathI. paNa tArA jIvanane evuM suMdara banAva, tArA manane evuM suMdara banAva ke kaI thAkele, trAsita thayele mANasa tArI pAse Ave ane te vizrAMti meLave. Arthika rIte madada karI zake tema na ho te kAMI vAMdho nahiM paNa hRdayane suMdara banAve. sauMdarya IcchatA ho to viTAmIna B leje. viTAmIna C eTale character = cAritra. cAritrya e jIvananuM amRta che. jyAM sudhI jIvanamAM sadAcAra na Ave tyAM sudhI jIvana nakAmuM che. If wealth is lost nothing is lost, if health is lost something is lost, but character is lost everything is lost. paiso e te anarthanuM mULa che. love of money is the root of evil paisAna prema e duHkhanuM mULa che. vaLI paise maLo ke TaLave e mANasanA hAthanI vAta nathI. bhAgyamAM hoya te maLe ane na hoya te na maLe. paisAthI koI paNa mANasa mahAna banI zakya nathI. tethI paise gumAvyo teNe kAMI ja gumAvyuM nathI. zarIra e dharma karavAnuM sAdhana che. zArIrika taMdurastI na hoya te mANasa dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM Agekadama baDhAvI zakto nathI. tethI taMdurastI gumAvI che teNe kAMIka gumAvyuM che, paNa jeNe cAritra gumAvyuM che teNe sarvasva gumAvyuM che. jIvana sadAcArathI zebhe che. cAritranI bhItaramAM aneka sadaguNo ane zakti che. cAritra aMtaranA guNone prakAzita kare che. tALAnI kuMcI banAvanAra dareka tALAnI judI judI kuMcI banAve che paNa sAthe eka cAvI evI banAve che ke jene Master Key kahe che. te dareka tALAne lAgu paDe che. cAritra e Master Key che. jenAthI jIvananA dareka tALA ughaDe che. jIvananI dareka zAkhAmAM tene upayoga thaI zake che. e cAvIthI dareka sadaguNo khIlavI zakAya che. cAritravAna AgaLa dareka AkarSAya che. chatAM te kaIrAmAM AkarSata nathI. cAritravAnanAM jIvanamAM vadhu ne vadhu nirdoSatA AvatI jAya che. mAvamAM rAta-divasa be jAtanI kiyA thayA kare che. eka zakti vadhAravAnI ane bIjI zakti ghaTADavAnI. manuSyane hAnImAMthI ugArI le ane lAbha vizeSa rUpamAM apAve evI eka vastu te cAritra che. cAritrathI lAbha meLavI zake che. ane nukazAnathI dUra rahe che. jenAmAM cAritra baLa che te beTI kriyA tathA kheTAM vicAra karatAM aTake che ane sAcI kriyA tathA sAcA vicAra karavAmAM Agraha ane mamatva vadhAre che. ApaNAM pitAnAM deze ke durbaLatAo sAme je baLa uThAve, hehA karI mUke evA cAritranI ApaNane

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jarUra che. dIvAnI jota jema UMce ne UMce ja rahe che, tema cAritravAnanuM mana sadI UMce ne UMce ja vaLyA kare che. cAritranI zakti manuSyane durbaLa besI rahevA detI nathI. pragaTI rahelA prakAza AgaLa jema aMdhakAra rahetuM nathI. tema mAnavanA jIvana-maMdiramAM devI zveta pragaTe tyAM vikAranuM, durbaLatAnuM, pazutvanuM aMdhAruM rahetuM nathI. cAritra eTale kharI mosamamAM cAlatI rAta-divasanI mIla che. AgaLa vadhavAnuM dhamadhokAra thayA ja kare che. A yaMtra ravivAre paNa baMdha rahetuM nathI. nAnA prasaMgomAMthI mahattvanuM tatva kaDhAve che. cAritra e mAnavajIvanane ghaDanAra zilpI che. manuSyane sarvottama banAve che. IzvarI prANa pragaTAve che. cAritra manuSya jIvananuM daivI jIvanamAM ane IzvarI jIvanamAM rUpAMtara kare che. uttama banavAne rasa pragaTAve che, utsAha upajAve che, Agraha baMdhAve che, pralebhana sAme jaMga macAve che. durbaLatA mAtrane dUra kare che. ane pavitratA mAtrane kheMcI lAve che. cAritra manuSya jIvanamAMthI gupta zaktine ugADe che. jyAM badhuM zuSka jaNAya tyAM varSo jema aneka vanaspatine UgADe che tema cAritra atyaMta suMdara sAmarthya pragaTAve che. bhagavAna nemanAtha dvArikA nagarImAM padhAryA che. viTAmIna ' levA mAnava maherAmaNa UbharAya che. bhagavAnanuM cAritra yathAkhyAta che. vANImAM ane kartavyamAM pharaka nathI. prathama AcaraNamAM mUkI pachI upadezanI dhArA vahevaDAve che. tamArA jIvana kevA che? ahIMyA beThAM che tyAM sudhI "jI. hA. pramANuvacana' belo ane dukAne-peDhI para jAo tyAre kALA bajAra kare, kaMIkane chetare. Aje tamArI chApa tamArA saMtAna para kema paDatI nathI? AnuM kAraNa e ja che ke jIvanamAM ekarUpatA nathI, balavAnuM kaMI che ane cAlavAnuM juduM che. A rIte tamArUM be dhAruM jIvana che. Aje sArA dekhAvAne prayatna karanArA ghaNA che. paNa tamAre tamArA denI AcanA karavI hoya te jevA che tevA dekhAvA prayatna kare. zarIramAM darda thAya ane DokaTara pAse jAva tyAre DAkaTarane zI vAta kahe che? mArA peTamAM taddana sArUM che. mAthAne dukhAvo rahetuM nathI. vi. vi. sArI sAIDa batAve ke je darda je rIte thatuM hoya te yathArtha rIte kahe? gupta daI hoya te paNa DokaTara pAse chupAvyA vinA kaho te ja dardanuM nidAna thAya ane cigya upacAra DokaTara batAve. A jIvanamAM paNa aneka deze rUpI rego ghara karI gayA che. tene dUra karavA hoya te sadguNa rUpI DokaTara pAse Ave ane rogonuM yathArtha svarUpa batAvI. "niMdrAma, mriNAma, vovina" kare. doSa dUra karavAnI tAlAvelI lAge te avazya dUra thaI zake vacana ane kAyAthI jeTalAM pApa baMdhAya che, tenA karatAM aneka gaNo vadhAre pApa manathI baMdhAya che. mana-madArI AtmAne aneka nAca nacAve che. ghaDiyALanI kamAna chaTake

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tema mana vAre vAra aeke che. manane vaza karI zakAya te vikAsa sAdhI zakAya. hA , Dagalo paherI pharanA mANasa kevA pApa kare che te te tenAM aMtarAtmA sivAya koNa jANI zake? atyAre hADakAnAM nAyunA pheTe levAya che. paNa mananA pheTA levAtA hoya te bApa-dikarA pAse ke dikaro bApa pAse Ubho na rahI zake. mana avaLuM paDe te 70 kraDAkeDi sAgaropamanAM kama bAMdhe che. AvA manane vaza karavAnI jarUra che. mana vALyuM vaLe sadUgurUvarathI, sadagurUvarathI nija anubhavathI, abhyAsa ne vairAgyethI, mana vALyuM vaLe saddagurUvarathI." saMta-mahApurUSone samAgama karavAthI, temanAM jIvananuM avagAhana karavAthI ane manane tAlIma ApavAne abhyAsa karavAthI bhAva ane vairAgyanI bhAvanA vadhAravAthI manane vaza karI zakAya che. je bALA jeTalI zIkhavA bese te prathama vAMkI-cUkI banAve che paNa prekaTIsa thatAM suMdara ane goLa vaNI zake che. tame 30 varSathI peDhI para kAma karatA che ane tamAre dikaro Aje peDhIe bese tenA kAmamAM ane tamArA kAmamAM phera jaNAya ne? tamane varSone anubhava che. tamArA dikarAne kAMI anubhava nathI. dareka vastu by practice (thI) suMdara bane che. tame je divase prathama sAmAyika karI haze ane Aje 50 varSa pachI kare te baMnemAM phera paDe che ne? te vakhatanAM samabhAvamAM ane Ajano samabhAvamAM phera paDI jAya ne? ane game teTalI sAmAyika karo, chatAM samabhAva jIvanamAM AvyuM na hoya te kahevuM paDaze ke sAmAyika je rIte karavI joIe te rIte karI nathI. "AMdhaLe sAsarone zaNuMgaTa vahu, kathA sAMbhaLavA cAlyA sau, UMDe kuvo ne phATI beka, suzya sAMbhaLyuM saghaLuM pheka ku UMDe hoya ane beka phATelI hoya te kuvAmAMthI beka upara AvatAM pANI nIkaLI jAya che. tema tame badhAM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA te Ave che, paNa tamArI boka phATelI te nathI ne? eka kAnethI sAMbhaLI bIjA kAnethI nIkaLI te nathI jatuM ne ? sAMbhaLeluM hadaya sudhI pahoMce che? tamArI beka sAMdhIne ahIM Avajo. A tamArA favour nI vAta lAge che ke unfavour nI ? A vAta tamArA hitanI che. tenA para vicAra karI-manana karI manane sanmArge vALavA prayatna karajo. vidyAthI bALavargamAMthI meTrIkamAM Ave te enI pragati dekhAya. tamArI pragati dekhAya che? keTalA varSothI upAzrayamAM Ave che, chatAM sAmAyika bAMdhavI hoya te bIjAne kahevuM paDe jarA mane sAmAyika baMdhAvajo ne !" sAmAyika laIne bese ane visthA zarU kare. jenI sAthe lagna kaMkotrI ke mu nAnane saMbaMdha paNa na hoya tenI paNa vAta kare. upAzrayamAM traNavAra "nisihi" eTale azubhAgane niSedha karIne AvuM chuM tema bele

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che, pApakArI vyApAramAM mana, vacana ane kAyAne nahiM javA dauM ema nirNaya kare che, paNa upAzrayamAM paNa pApanI Avaka Ave tevA vicAre kare, tevI vANIne vyApAra kare. tamArA jIvane suMdara banAve. jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhyA ke tyAM nA tyAM ja che ?' sAMbhaLo zAvakanA kahe goTA, kuMdALA saMghamAM meTA, paNa lakSaNanAM cheTA, ziyaLa nirmaLa nahI te samAjamAM moTA zrAvaka che ema kahevAtuM heya paNuM lakSaNa cheTAM hoya te zuM te kharekhara zrAvaka che? rAtre bAra vAgye ghera Ave. patnI pUche che ke kema moDuM thayuM ? te kahe pharavA gaye hate athavA peDhI para kAma hatuM, paNa A haDahaDatuM juThuM heya. pArakI strInA lapharA hoya ane ghera strIne jema-tema samajAvI detA hoya. vaLI paisAthI saMghamAM, samAjamAM moTAM kahevAtA hoya paNa jenuM ziyaLa nirmaLa nathI te kharekhara meTA nathI, cheTAM che. ahIM AvA purUSanI lAkhe nI huMDI cAlatI hoya paNa durgati tenI zarama nahi rAkhe. narakamAM paramAdhAmInAM pariNAne mAra sahana karavuM paDaze. leDhAnI lAlaceLa agni vaNI pUtaLIo sAthe AliMgana devaDAve che, baLI jAya che. paNa choDAvanAra koNa maLe? jenuM cAritra gayuM tenuM AkhuM jIvana pANImAM gayuM. vIrya e zakti che. ene pacAvatA zIkhe. vIryane pacAvavAthI anekagaNuM baLa vadhe che. jene cAritrya gumAvyuM tenI sAme sau AMgaLI cIMdhe che. rAganuM nivAraNa karavA mATe sArAmAM sArI davA brahmacarya che. pAMca idriya ane mana A cha para jeNe vijaya meLavyo teNe AkhI duniyA para vijaya meLavyuM che. manuSyanI pUrNatA cAritramaya jIvana upara che. pUrNimAne caMdra vAdaLAthI DhaMkAyela hoya te rAtrInI zobhA tarIke e kiMmatI nathI. temajenA jIvanamAM cAritrane caMdra jhagamagatuM nathI tenuM jIvana sauMdaryahIna che. upagitA rahita che. cAritra manuSya jIvanane vikAsanI, sAmarthyanI ane prAptinI parisimAe pahoMcADe che. A viTAthIna "C' eTale cAritra, sadAcAra jenA , jIvanamAM haze tene avazya uddhAra thaze. vizeSa adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna na 42 bhAdaravA suda 4 maMgaLavAra, tA. ra4-8-71 bhavya prANIo bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI ekarasa banI kRtakRtya bane che, bhagavAna neminAtha dvArikA nagarImAM bIrAjamAna che,

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prabhu nemanAtha dvArikA bIrAje, jenI vadhAI gaganamAM gAje, sura devendra devI deDI Ave, mAnava maherAmaNa dazane jAve, suNI vItarAga vANI levA saMyamanI lANI, cAlyA vairAgI rAjakumAra re... bhagavAna nemanAtha dvArikA padhAre che. bhagavAnanI vANI eTale koI apUrvavANI, jevI enI vANI che, evuM enuM jIvavuM che vikI nAtha eka samaye kAlekanA bhAvo joI rahyA che. teo saMsAranA yathArtha svarUpane batAve che. saMsAra e kuve che. saMsAramAM trAsa che. dukha che. saMsAra bhAvamAMthI je mukta bane che, e mokSane prApta karI zake che. saMsAranI aMdara ahiM te paNa rahelA che. ane ApaNe saMsAramAM rahelA chIe. ApaNe thokabaMdha karmo bAMdhI rahyA chIe. kevaLI karmo bAMdhatA nathI. mAtra zAtA vehanIya prathama samaye bAMdhe, bIje samaye vede ane trIjA samaye nijare che. je jIve rAgadveSathI rahita che tene karma vagaNA sinagdha rIte cUMTI zakatI nathI. eka vAsaNa para telavALo hAtha dIdhela hoya te rajakaNa tyAM AvI jaze. tene dUra karavA mahenata karavI paDaze. vAsaNa cIkAza vagaranuM hoya te rajakaNa ceTe kharI paNa mAtra lugaDuM pheravatA rajakaNa dUra thaI, ema jeNe rAgadveSane kSaya karI nAMkhe che evA bhagavAnane karma baMdhAya che, te paNa tarata chUTI jAya che. samudramAM nAva pharatI hoya ane e nAvamAM je kANAM hoya te kANA dvArA pANI praveze che. ane nAva DubI jAya che. paNa kANu vinAnI nAvamAM pANI pravezI zakatuM nathI. te nAva kinAre jAya che. ApaNI nAvamAM AsavanA chidro paDelAM che. tethI saMsAra samudramAM nAva DUbI jAya che, teramAM guNarathAne tirthaMkara devA-kevaLI bhagavaMtenI nAvamAM AsavanA chidro nathI tethI emanI nAva tarI jAya che. bhagavAnanI vANI traNa lekanA duHkhI prANIonA dukhene haranArI che. bhagavAnanI vANI mAtra manuSya ja nahIM paNa niya" ane deve paNa verajhera bhulI utsAhapUrvaka sAMbhaLe che. bhagavAna vANIne dhodha vahevarAve che. ApaNe kAle A, B, C, traNa vITAmInanI vAta karI che, jenI C. vITAmIna che te AdhyAtmika vikAsa, mAnasika unnati ane zArIrika abhivRddhi prApta karI zake. jenAmAM kAma che, enuM mana vAsanAnA vaMToLane lIdhe AkuLavyAkuLa thAya che. tamAre tamArA AtmAnI unnati karavI hoya te viTAmIna . c. vITAmInathI tamArA AtmAnuM zreya thaze. ojasa tejasa ane kAMti A badhA vIrya zakitanA camakAra che. vIryathI jIvana sarjAya che. vIrya mananI dhIraja, zAMti ane gaMbhIratA TakAvI rAkhe che. brahmacarya eTale vAsanA para vijaya, mahAnatAmAM vicaravuM, laghumAMthI mahAna banavuM tenuM nAma brahmacarya che. - svAmI vivekAnaMda eka vakhata amerikA gayA te vakhatane A prasaMga che. temaNe bhagavA vacce paheryA che, mAgamAM cAlyA jAya che. pAchaLa be aMgrejo A veSa joIne hAsya 32

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sa kare che. ane te badhI vAta kare che. te vAta sAMbhaLI vivekAna' javAba Ape che, tamArA dezamAM mAnavatAnuM mUlya kapaDAthI thAya che. hindustAnamAM mAnavatAnAM mUlyA sadAcArathI thAya che. jIvananI aMdara jeNe sadAcAranI suvAsa phelAvI che, te mahAna che. vITAmIna jIvana mATe khuba upayogI che. jo vITAmIna - tAtkAlika levAmAM Ave ta avazya tamArA uddhAra thaze. vITAmIna D eTale DIsIplIna. jyAre mANusanA jIvanamAM zIsta Ave che, tyAre jIvana U'cu' ane sArUM' ane che. hindustAnamAM zIstane khUba abhAva che. jyAre khrIstInA cacA~ ke pArasInI agyArI pAsethI nIkaLazuM tA tyAM khuma zAMtimaya vAtAvaraNa evA maLaze. tyAM pIna, TAMcaNI paDaze te paNa avAja thAya evI zAMti hoya che. nAnuM bALaka paNa samaje che ke agyArImAM mauna rAkhavuM joI e sainikAne pareDa karatAM joyA haze. teo jyAre cAlaze tyAre ekI sAthe cAlaze. ane ubhA paNa ekI sAthe raheze. kadI avyavasthA nahI' lAge. ahI' gurU mahArAja uttama tattva samajAvI rahyA hAya tyArezrotAe vAtA karaze ane avAja karaze. bhale game te samAja hAya paNa zista darekane mATe anivAya che. zista e khUba upayAgI che. jIvananA jaMganI aMdara ke AdhyAtmika vikAsanI andara zista haze teA avanavA prakAzane prApta karI zakIzuM. viTAmIna E eTale ejyukezana-jJAna. jJAnanA e prakAra che. (1) bauddhika jJAna. (2) Atmika jJAna. mAtra jANI levuM e eka prakAranuM jJAna che. bauddhika jJAna khUba vadhyuM. bhaNatara sAthe gaNatara joIe ne caNatara joI e, e nathI. vidyAthI jJAna meLavaze. paNu gurU sAthe asatya vana karaze. mAtra DIgrInA banne magajamAM vadhAraze. paNa vata zuka nahi sudhAre. jJAna e kharU tyAre kahevAya jyAre jIvananI a Mdara utare. e jJAna tamArA AtmAnI anubhUti karAve. ekavAra jJAna prApta thAya pachI jaDa ane cetananuM bheda vijJAna thaI jAya. jIvananI aMdara jyAM sudhI ajJAnatA haiAya tyAM sudhI para vastu mArI che ema jIva kahe che. jIva pArakA gharamAM DahApaNa karavA jAya che. tethI herAna thAya che. peAtAnu che temAM bhale lAkhAnA kharce kare teA koI kAMI kahe nahuiM paNa pArakAnI peTImAMthI je pAMca rUpiyAnI neTa le te cArI kaDaeNvAze. jagatanA je je pAryAM che te parapadArthA che. e tArA thavAnA nathI. thaze paNa nahIM. AnI aMdara taru DahApaNa DALIza tA paNa nakAmu che. ane uparathI tamAcA khAvA paDaze. tArA jJAna cAritramAM tArI zakti vApara, jJAna e amRta che. samudranuM mathana karavAthI amRta nIkaLyuM paNa jJAna tA samudra vagara utpanna thayela amRta che. A jJAna mRtyujaya banAvavAnI zakti dharAve che. AtmAnI svacchatA ubhI kare che. svaccha padmAnI tejasvI sapATI para sava satya ApeAApa pratiSi'bita thAya che, A amRtanuM pAna karanAra amara banI jAya che. jJAna e rasAyaNa

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upara che. aneka auSadhInuM mizraNa karIe tyAre rasAyaNa bane che. paNa jJAna rasAyaNa auSadhI vinAnuM rasAyaNa che. piluM rasAyaNa keIne roga nAza kare ke na kare paNa A rasAyaNane tame jIvanamAM utAre te tamAre bhava-nAza thaze. jJAnanuM rasAyaNa tamAre mastake cepaDe ane tame kAyaramAMthI vIraane vIramAMthI mahAvIra banaze. tAMbAmAMthI senuM banazo. saMsArajavara adazya thaze. AdhyAtmika kAyA nigI banaze. jJAna evuM aizvaryA che ke jene keI apekSA nathI. jJAnI purUSane keIne bhaya raheto nathI. jJAnane ceralUMTArA lUMTI zakatA nathI. jema jJAna vApare tema vadhatuM jAya che. jJAna jIvanane prakAza ApanAra che. je jJAna ThagAruM hoya, duzmananuM kAma karatuM hoya ane mRtyunI ghaDIye jJAna cAlyuM jatuM hoya te te jJAna nathI, ajJAna che. jyAre jJAna Ave che tyAre jJAnI pite pitAthI unnata bane che. jIvanane vikAsa karavuM hoya te jJAna Avazyaka vastu che. ajJAnanA bAvA kADhavA mATe jJAnane sAvaraNe levA paDaze. AtmajJAna pAse bauddhika jJAnanI koI kiMmata nathI. AtmajJAna eTale AtmAnA anaMta mAdhuryanuM gAna. anaMta sAmarthyanuM jJAna, mAtra ciMtanAtmaka ke prAgAtmaka jJAna ja nahiM paNa anubhavAtmaka jJAna svasaMvedana jJAna te AtmajJAna che. A viTAmIna je apanAve che, enA jIvanane vikAsa thAya che. je varasAda vI ekadama jhApaTuM nAkhI jAya che evA tephAnI varasAdanuM pANI kheMcAI jAya che. jharamara varasAdanuM pANI jamInamAM pacI jAya, uDe utarI jAya ane khetarane lIluMchama banAvI de che, mATe dhIme dhIme AgaLa vadhavA prayatna karo. tamAre tamArA jIvanane vikAsa kare haze te jagatanuM eka paNa tatva evuM nathI ke tamane sAtha na Ape. kadAca muzkelI Ave paNa je jAgate che e muzkelIne gaNate nathI. ghaNIvAra bhAgya ApaNane jagADe che paNa ApaNe aghorInI jema sUtA chIe. TIpe TIpe sarovara bharAya. paLa paLa maLIne yuga thAya. tema eka kAma pUrNa karavAthI hajAre kAma pUrA thAya che. slowly and stady wins the race. dhImuM paNa saddhara pagaluM vijaya apAve che. tArI pragati dhImI haze te paNa vikAsa thavAnuM che. tamArI zakti veravikhera paDI che, ene ekatrita karo. sUryanA kiraNe judA judA hoya te koIne bALatA nathI, paNa sUryanA kiraNa upara kAca rAkhI kiraNane ekatrita karavAmAM Ave te kAca nIce rAkhela kAgaLa paNa baLI jAya che. AtmAnA vikAsanA kAryamAM zaktine joDI do te avazya vikAsa thaze. zraddhAnuM pagaluM haMmezA vijya apAve che. tamArI indriyane, tamArA manane, tamArI vanavatI zakitaono ane tamArI buddhine evI rIte upayoga karo ke jethI tame AvatIkAle eka kadama AgaLa ho ane tamArA pratyeka navaprabhAtamAM AtmajAgRtibharI pragati heya.

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R A apUrva mArga dekhADanAra paramakRpALu paramAtmA che. bhagavAna neminAtha dvArikAmAM padhAre che. bherI vAge che. ane ucca svarathI dAMDI paDe che. AkhA gAmamAM paDaze saMbhaLAya che. prajAne ema thAya che ke Aje zuM che ke bherI vAge che! jyAre sAruM kAma hoya tyAre bherI vAge. badhAne khabara paDe che ke bhagavAna nemanAtha padhAryA che. devAdhideva padhAryA che. jenA darzana karavAthI mana praphulita thaI jAya che. karmanI bhekhaDo tuTI jAya che. prabhudarzanathI jIvana pAvana banI jAya, marAya khaDI thaI jAya. vAMdavAne mATe paga upADe te kALA aDada sarakhe heya te chaDI dALa sarakhe heya. anAdi kALathI ulaTo hoya te sulaTa thAya. kRSNapakSI hoya te zukala pakSI thAya samakita sanmukha thAya. prabhunA upadezathI heya, ya ane upAdeyanuM yathArtha jJAna thAya. daMbha ane DaLavALo mANasa jJAna pAmavAne lAyaka nathI, te bhagavAnanA mArgane je rIte apanAva joIe e rIte apanAvate nathI paNa nava tatvanI pratIti-zraddhA-oLakhANa nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI rakhaDapaTTI nahIM maTe. mATe A mArge AvyA vinA chUTako nathI. "janma maraNa nahIM Ave ene, je kaI tAre zaraNe, cauda lekanuM sukha samAyuM, havAmI tAre zaraNe (ra) tava bhakitamAM rAcuM prabhujI, mAre bIjuM badhuM ye kAcuM, zaraNuM tAruM sAcuM prabhujI mAre bIjuM badhuM ye kAcuM. he bhagavAna! je tAre zaraNe jAya che, tArA zaraNane svIkAre che ene janmamaraNa na hoya. jene ardha pudagala parAvarta saMsAra bAkI hoya, je zukala pakSI heya, jene saMsAra parimita thayA hoya tevA saMsAra bhavanA pherA maTADavA bhagavAnanA zaraNe Ave che. tame tenuM zaraNa lIdhuM che? dhananI IcchA hoya e dhanArthI jIva pahelA rAjAne oLakhe, pachI rAjAnI pratIti kare ane pachI sevA kare. enI sevAthI khuza thayela rAjA dhana Ape. rAjA kahevAya kone? jeNe chatra dhAryuM hoya-cAmara viMjhAtA heya, jenA nAmanI bIradAvalI belAtI hoya tene rAjA kahevAya che, evI rIte mokSAthI e paNa jIvane jANa joIe. jIvarAja ema jANu vaLo zraddhave paNa e rIte, enuM ja karavuM anukaraNa pachI lakSathI mokSAthI e." pahelAM jIvane jANave. jIva kevuM chesiddhanA jevuM che. siddhane karma nathI, zarIra nathI. kAyA nathI. mAre AtmA paNa siddha jevo che. meM vibhAva-bhAva karyA, tethI karma vargaNa capacapa Atma pradeza para cUMTI gaI e karmanuM phaLa na joItuM hoya te udIraNAnI jarUra che. vAvaNIyA thayA pachI kheDuta vicAre ke mAre bAjare joI te nathI te tenA para phaLa beThA pahelAM kADhI nAkhe, tema karmanuM phaLa na joItuM hoya te

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ripaka karma udayamAna thayA pahelAM tene mULamAMthI kheMcI kADhe. A prakriyAne udIraNa kahevAya che. tame leNIyAta ho te sAmA mANasane neTIsa Apo ke Akhara tArIkha sudhImAM paisA nahIM bharI de te jaDatI lAvIza ane tArA mAlasAmAna lIlAma karAvIza. leNIyAranA paga joramAM hoya. have deNIyAta samajIne mudata pahelAM paisA bharI de te Abaru jatI aTake. ghara AdinuM lIlAma na thAya. tapa, japa, pratyA. khyAna, brahmacarya Adi vratathI kamanI udIraNa karI zakAya che. udaya sanmukha thayA pahelAM tene sattAmAMthI ukheDI nAkhavA, AnuM nAma udIraNuM che. tapazcaryA ghaNuM kAma kare che. mahine divasa mAMdo paDe ane maganuM pANI paNa na lIdhuM te keTalAM upavAsa gaNAze ? khAvAnI IcchA che, paNa pacatuM nathI eTale nathI khAte te tapasvI nathI. IcchAne rokavI . enuM nAma tapa che. sInemA jevA javuM che, paNa paisA nathI paNa IchA paDI che. paisAnI jogavAI thAya eTale javAne. paNa jene pratyAkhyAna karI lIdhA teNe IcchA nirodha karyo. pratyAkhyAna tALuM che. keI mANasa gharabAra ughADA mUkI jAya te coralUMTArA dhanAdi lUMTI jAya che. pazu paNa gharamAM praveza karI nukasAna pahoMcADe, ane khAlI bAraNuM vAcyuM hoya te te kholIne ghUsI jaze. sAMkaLa mArI haze to pazunA bhayathI mukta thaI zakaze, paNa je tALuM mArIne jAya che te nirbhaya che. paccakhANa te tALuM che. eka mANase upavAsanI bhAvanAe sAMja sudhI khAdhuM nathI ane pacakhANa paNa lIdhA nathI. emAM zaradI lAgI jAya ane masAlAvALI cA pivAno Agraha kare te mana thaI jAya ke paccakhANa kyAM lIdhAM che? lAva pI lauM. pachI kayAM upavAsa thatuM nathI ? AvA vicAre te nirbaLa banI jaze. jene upavAsa karavAnI bhAvanA hoya paNa pratyAkhyAna karavAmAM "ame mAnatA nathI. amAruM mana makkama che." ema belanArane tene dilejAna desta AvIne kahe, Aje mAre tyAM jamaNavAra che. nahIM Ave te cAlaze nahi ane nahi Ave to ApaNI mitratA nahI rahe. tene lIdhA vinA huM ahIMthI javAne nathI, Ave TAIme javA mATe te taiyAra thaI jaze. paNa pratyAkhyAna haze te sApha zabdomAM kahI zakaze ke nahi avAya. mAre paccakhANa che. bhale deva heThe utare paNa huM nahI AvuM. paccakhANathI khuba makkamatA Ave che. nArakIne tathA devane paccakhANa nathI. tiryaMca zrAvakanA 11 vrata AdarI zake che. paNa manuSya te sAdhu banIne caude guNasthAnakane svAmI bane che. pazcakhANamAM vaphAdAra rahevuM joIe. chaThuM viTAmIna che F Fedelity vaphAdArI. zeThane tyAM nekarI kare che, te vaphAdArIthI kAma kare che ne ? sarakArI mANaso paisA purA leze ane saDako, skule, pula, Adi banAvatAM aDadhA paisA ghara bhegA karI kharAba mAla vApare che. tethI thaDA vakhatamAM saDako bagaDI jAya che. skulamAM gAbaDA paDe che, ane pula tuTI paDe che. A zuM dezanA nAgarikanI vaphAdArI che? Aje dhamadAnuM khAI janArA paDyA che. upAzrayanA berA upADI jAya ane thelIo banAvI nAkhe, dharmAdAnuM

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254 khAya enuM jaDamULathI jAya che. Aje tame phALAmAM paisA lakhAvyA ane na Apo tyAM sudhI tenuM vyAja caDe che. ugharANIvALAnA joDA phATI jAya tyAM sudhI dhakkA khavarAvA che. nAMdhAvatI veLAe paisA laIne AvavuM joI e, na lAgyA hAya tA vhelAsara bharI devA joI e. dharmAdAnuM na levAya evI vRtti hAvI joIe. Aje vaphAdArI jarAya nathI. upAzrayamAM prabhAvanA thatI hAya tyAre ghaNA ThagAi karIne be vAra laI Ave che. ame ghaNI jagyAe joyu che. prabhAvanA vakhate vaheMcanAra koI na heAya, thALa mukI dIdhA hAya, sau eka patAsu laI cAlatA thAya. prasAdI keTalI hAya? Aje jyAM sudhI pAraku maLe tyAM sudhI gharanuM na vApare. aMdarathI je bhAvanA joie e bhAvanA nathI. kema lai levuM, kema taphaDAvI levuM e ja vicAre che. pazuemAM paNa vaphAdArInA guNa vikasita thayelA dekhAya che. tame kUtarAne khaTakuM roTalA nAMkhaze tA te rAtre tamArA gharanI cAkI bharaze. gAyane khavarAvaze te te dudha Apaze. mAnava sarvazreSTha prANI che. tenA jIvanamAM vaphAdArI hAvI ja joI e. sAtamuM viTAmIna che G Generosity = udAratA. jyAre hRdaya udAra bane che tyAre huM bIjAne tana-mana ane dhanathI kema madadarUpa thAuM evI bhAvanA jAgRta thAya che. meghakumAranu pUrva vRttAMta ApaNane udAratAnA pATho zIkhave che. meghakumAranA pUrva bhava hAthInA hatA. hAthInA bhavamAM tene jAtismaraNa jJAna thAya che. te joI zake che ke A pahelAnA mArA bhava hAthInA hatA. jaMgalamAM joDejoDe sAmasAmA jhADA athaDAtAM dAvAnaLa lAgyA. ane huM bhAgIne pANI pIvAnI AzAe taLAva pAse Avyo. paNa tyAM kAdava hAvAne kAraNe khuMcI gayA. bIjA eka hAthIe AvI peAtAnI daMtazuLa vaDe mane mArI nAMkhyA. te hAthI peAtAnA rakSaNa mATe tathA javAnI anukaMpA nimitte eka jojanamAM nakkara jamIna manAve che. tene 700 hAthaNIe che, badhAnI madada vaDe jhADAne mULamAMthI ukheDI nAMkhe che. ane paga vaDe jamInane TIpe che. suDha vaDe pANInA chaMTakAva karI karI TIpe che. ekavAra jaMgalamAM dAvAnaLa lAgatAM badhA pazuo hAthIe anAvelA maMDalamAM AvI jAya che. chevaTe eka jojanamAM jarApaNa jagyA rahetI nathI. tyAM eka sasaluM Ave che. ane hAthIe khajALa AvatAM paga UMcA karyAM. sasalu tyAM bharAI gayuM. hAthI paga nIce mukavA jAya che, tyAM khyAla Ave che. nIce sasalu che. " mArA paga paDatAM tenAM pheDhAM uDI jaze mATe paga uMcA ja rAkhuM, te mArA mATe zreyaskara che." Ama vicArI traNa divasa ane traNa rAtrI sudhI hAthIe paga uMcA rAkhyA. pariNAme raga taNAI gaI. ane dAvAnaLa zAMta thatAM badhA yathAsthAne cAlyA gayA. tyAre hAthI paga nIce mukatAM

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gabaDI ga. traNa divasa sudhI sakhata pIDA bhogavI aMte mRtyu pAmI cheNika rAjAne tyAM dhAriNadevInI kukSie putrapaNe utpanna thaye. pANazukaMpayAe, bhuyANakaMpanIe, jIvANukaMpaAe, sattANukaMpa AvyuM che prANI-bhuta-java ane satva para anukaMpA karanAra hAthIne jIva kevI samRddhine svAmI baje ! tamArA dilamAM garIo pratye anukaMpA che? * niSakumAra sadaguNa saMpanna hatA. bhagavAna nemanAtha padhAryA che, te jANI darzana karavA te kevI rIte jaze te avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.43 bhAdaravA suda 5 ne budhavAra tA. 25-971 (saMvatsarI mahAparva) anaMtajJAnI anaMta upakArI bhagavAna mahAvIra deve jagatanA jIve upara anupama ne atula upakAra karyA che. A upakArane smaraNamAM laIe to haiyuM nAcI UThe che. AvA parvanAM nirUpaNa karIne bhagavAne maitrIne saMdeza Ape che ke jagata AkhA upara vAtsalyanA jharaNAM vahevaDAve. dumane bahAranA nathI. duzmane aMdaranA che, tene nAza kare. Aje saMvatsarIne divase ArAdhanAnI Alabela pikAravAnI che. varasa daramyAna tame jene duzmana mAnyA heya, jenI sAthe manathI duHkha thayuM hoya ene bhAvapUrvaka khamAve. veranI gAMThene kApI nAkhe te saMvatsarI parva ujALyuM kahevAya. jIvananI aMdara A parva anekavAra AvyuM. AvIne cAlyuM gayuM. mANase te divase badhAne khamAvI lIdhA ane navA copaDAnI taiyArI karI. jIvana je Ama jAtuM hoya te ApaNe ArAdhaka nathI. saMvatsarI parvane divase je kSamAne guNa ApaNA jIvanamAM vaNAI na jAya te A parvane koI artha nathI. jJAnI purUSa samajAve che. kSamAmAM zAMti che. krodhamAM duzmanAvaTane saMdeza che. krodha duHkhakara che, kSamA sukhakara che. krodha jhera che. kSamA amRta che. krodha garamI che. kSamAM paMkhe che. A. kSamApanAnuM apUrvabhAve ArAdhanA karavA mATe paMcAmRtanuM pAna kare, temAM prathama pUrNatA tarapha prayANa-pUrNatAnA pahADa para bhavya jInuM prayANa cAlu che. dareka jIvane svabhAva uMce javAne che, UMce prayANa karatAM keI deDatA heya, ke dhIme dhIme mArga kApatA haya, koI taLeTImAM beThA heya, koI jIva taLeTImAM UMghatA hoya

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256 tA paNa jJAnI puruSa kahe che ke badhA mAtmAe che. badhAnI zakti sarakhI che. ema vicArI koI para tiraskAra, ghRNA-niMdA na karavI. je taLeTImAM che, je sUtelA che, je vibhAga para che, tene jagADAya tA jagADe. * mArga bhUlelA jIvana pathikane mAga thI'dhavA UbheA rahe', kare upekSA e mAganI taiye samatA citta dharU " tArA upadeze sanmArga upara na Ave te paNa enA upara upekSA bhAva rAkha. enA upara abhAva na darzAva. enA upara dhRNA na kara. Aje nahI' te kAle jo ene meAkSa meLavavA haze te A mAge AvavuM paDaze. ApaNAM jIvanamAM paNa keTalA banAvA manatA haze! ApaNe ApaNA saMbaMdhamAM AvanAra sArthIe sAthe prema keLavavAnA che. prema nahIM keLavA tA duzmanAvaTa ubhI thaze. ApaNe kahIe e mAge ApaNA sAthI na jAya paNa bIjA mALe jAya tyAre duzmanAvaTa ubhI thAya che. bIjA mATe tArUM tuM khagADIza nahI. tArA jevA AtmA khIjAneA che. badhA sAthe maitrI bhAva keLava. duzmanAvaTa hoya che tyAre hRdayamAM bhaya hoya che. A bhaya sAdhanAnA mArga upara muzkelI ubhI kare che. bhayathI mukta thavu... hAya tA AkhA jagata upara maitrI bhAva keLavA. koI tamArA gAla upara tamAcA mAre tA khInne gAla dharA koI tamane zApa Ape te tenA para AzIrvAda varasAvA. bhagavAna mahAvIre vanavagaDAmAM aneka saMkaTo sahana karyAM. emanI sAme upasager ApanAra karmanA udaye saoNMgama jevA aneka AvyA paNa ene mitra gaNyA. anAya dezamAM aneka saMkaTo sahana karyAM. indra mahArAje kahyuM. A badhA Apane herAna kare che. tamArI sevAmAM e deva meluM te tamArI sAme koi AMgaLI cI'dhI na zake. bhagavAna javAma Ape che. me' je kama khAMdhyA che, e kama khAMdhatAM koInI sahAya lIdhI nathI te kama tADatAM sahAya kevI rIte lau ? bhagavAnanuM khamIra jue ! zakti hovA chatAM sahana karavuM, paNa khelavu' nahi. jyAre ApaNI sAme koi khelaze te tarata ApaNe vikarI jaizuM. sAcu' sahana thAya paNa kheDu` sahana nahI thAya. jJAnI purUSa kahe che, jyAre tArA mATe viparIta paristhiti ubhI thAya tyAre samatA rAkhaze. te mekSa mArgane prApta karI zakIza. krAdha karanAra sAme hu krAya karU' te mArAmAM ane enAmAM phera ze| ? pratikuLa sthitimAM TakavAnu khaLa hevu joI e. rAmane rAjyagAdIne badale vanavAsa maLyuM. te rAme kahyuM, sAruM thayuM. mAre upAdhi ochI thaI. mArA badale mArA nAnA bhAI bharata rAjya kare te paNa huM khUba prasanna chuM. keTalI sahiSNutA hatI ? bhAI bhAI vacce kevA prema hatA ? Aje te

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sattAnI sAThamArI cAlI rahI che tethI jyAM ne tyAM asahiSNutAnA darzana thaze. bhula karavI, bhula karyA pachI hasavuM ane keI bhula kADhe te tenA para tuTI paDavuM, e AjanA samAjanuM citra che. eka vidyArthI parIkSA devA mATe Ave che. parIkSAmAM kAgaLa laIne AvyuM che ane cerI kare che. suparavAIjharanI daSTi paDatAM te kahe che, je corI karIza te pipara laI laIza ane nApAsa thaIza. pele vidyAthI rivara dekhADe che. ane kahe che khabaradAra! je mArI sAme belaze te joI che A rikavara? cerI karavI e te amAre janmasiddha haka che. keTalI asahiSNutA che? paheluM amRta ApaNane zIkhave che ke sahayAtrI joDe mitratAne ja saMbaMdha sthApita kare che. bIjuM amRta che trikALa jJAna-bhula na karavA chatAM duniyA deSanuM AropaNa kare tyAre mana asvastha thaI jAya che. A samaye paramAtmA tarapha dRSTi karavAnI jarura che. anaMta jJAnI pratyeka jIvanA bhUta-bhAvi-vartamAnanA samasta bhAvene jANe che. tAruM bhAvi jJAnInI draSTimAM nizcita che. huM sugya mArga para chuM ke nahIM ?" tAre A eka ja lakSa rAkhavAnuM. bAkI jJAnIoe joyeluM che ema banavAnuM che. jIvananuM trIjuM amRta che baMdha dvArA ane khulluM dvAra-sukhanuM eka kAra baMdha thaI jAya che te bIjuM dvAra khulI jAya che. manuSya khullA dvAra tarapha javuM joIe. mAnavInI daSTi e che Nagative and Positive eka niSedhAtmaka ane bIjI vidheyAtmaka. je nathI maLyuM enA rodaNAM rove che. 500 rUpiyA maLyAM paNa 2500 rU. kema na maLe ! Ane mATe AkuLavyAkuLa thAya che. nathI maLyuM te vicAre bAju para mukI vidheyAtmaka daSTi keLava, jyAre eka sAIDa baMdha hoya tyAre bIjI sAIDa khullI hoya che. tame vicAra karo ke Aje amArI pAse dhana nathI, garIbI che. ema hovA chatAM kAyA te nirogI che ne? zrImaMtene khAvAnAM TIphIno paDayAM hoya toya thulI khAvI paDe che. khAvAnuM pacatuM nathI. ghaNAne pathArImAM paDyA paDayA jiMdagI vitAvavI paDe che. AnAthI huM sukhI te chuM ne! mAnavI vidheyaka draSTine keLave te maLyuM che tenAthI saMtoSa mAnato thaI zake. aMdhaka muninI cAmaDI utArI lIdhI ! kevo vadhane parisaha! chatAM teo vicAre che ke bahAranI vyakti mANasanA zarIra upara kAMI paNa kArya karI zake paNa mArA AtmAnA pradeza upara kAMI nahIM karI zake. A vidheyAtmaka draSTi che. tAruM je baMdha dvAra che tenA tarapha draSTi nahI kare. bhale kAMI na maLyuM paNa mAnava avatAra te maLe che. A bhavathI ekAvatArI pada prApta thaI zake tema che ke tame je paristhitimAM mukAyA cho temAMthI kema bahAra AvavuM te vicArI le. ethuM amRta che ane ghaaiAnuM. "kSaNamAM roSa ane kSaNamAM teSa svabhAva vALA manuSyane khuza karavA prayatna na karaze. AvA mAnavInI nArAja ke khuzI para tAre khuzI ke kheda karavAnI jarUra 33

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258 nathI. sarva para samAna daSTi dhAraNa karanAra parama puruSanI sAnidhyamAM Atma sAdhanAnA patha upara AgaLa vadhaje. pAMcamuM amRta che, Atma prema - dharmane saMbaMdha AtmA sAthe che. jene AtmAnuM mulya samajAyuM nathI te dharma karavA mATe InkAra kare che. AtmA para prema jAgaze tyAre tuM svataH dharma mAMgaze. tuM tArA AtmA para prema kara. anaMta jJAnI gailokaya prakAzaka mahAvIra svAmIe siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyA che. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayelI vastu enuM nAma siddhAMta. ApaNe ghaNA vakhatathI paryuSaNa parvanI rAha jotA hatA. Aje tene chelle divasa saMvatsarI che. ghera lagna thavAnAM hoya to te agAu keTalI taiyArI hoya? AnuM pariyANuM taiyAra kare, sanIne agAuthI belAve ane dAgInA taiyAra karAve, tema jJAnI puruSa kahe che ke, A kSamA parva mATe mahInAthI mAMDavA nAMkhyA hatAM. Aje te divasanuM maMgala Agamana thayuM. che, tethI tene premathI vadhAvaje. lagnamAM pahele uccAra-samaya varte sAvadhAna thAya che, manuSyane avatAra maLe, uttama kuLa maLyuM, lAMbu AyuSya, nirogI kAyA maLI, pAMca Indriya pUrNa maLI, devagurUne saMvega maLe, ArAdhanA karavAnI amulya ghaDI prApta thaI A divase ArAdhanA karavAmAM jarApaNa pramAda na karazo. bheda vijJAnane sAbu laI karmanI malinatAne dura karavAnuM A apUrva parva che. "bheda vijJAna sAbu bhaye. ane samarasa nirmaLa nIra, dhAbI aMtara AtmA, dhave nija guNa cIra" . jaDa e traNa kALamAM cetana na thAya ane cetana jaDana thAya. A zarIra jaDa che, dekhAtAM padArtho jaDa che. jaDa padArthamAM ATale meha zuM che? ATale prema zuM che? jaDatuM caitanya banI zakavAnuM nathI. AkhI jiMdagI jaDa meLavavA mahenata karaze te jaTha tamAruM thavAnuM nathI. manane keTalI IcchA thAya che? indriye mAge te dIdhe rAkhyuM. AkhI jiMdagI IndriyanI gulAmI karI paNa zuM maLyuM? je pApa bAMdhyAM te jIvane bhegavavA paDe che. AtmA vikArI bhAve karI pApa kare che, ane tenAM phaLa paNa AtmAne bhogavavA paDe che. AvI sajA have bhogavavI nathI e nakkI karaze ? pitAnuM dhAryuM na thAya te prAdha Ave che. ANe ema kahyuM, mane Ama kema kIdhuM paNa kedha karavA jevuM che ke choDavA jevo? A mAro duzmana che. mane herAna kare che. pite pitAnA vibhAvabhAvathI anyane duzmana mAne che. pApane joI pazcAtApanA punita jharaNAmAM pavitra thavAne zubha divasa e saMvatsarI parva che. jANe, ajANe meM tamane saMtApyA hoya te hadaya pUrvaka Aje ApanI pAse huM kSamAnI bhIkha mAMgu chuM." ema jenI sAthe tamArA dilamAM kAMI paNa duHkhanuM kAraNa banyuM hoya tene kahI dejo,

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259 'ra jJAna sAvaraNI hAtha laIne dilanA kacarA sApha karI, sApha karI bhAI sApha karA linA kacarA sAthe karA." jJAna rUpI sAvaraNI hAthamAM laI dilanA kacarA sApha karo. je ghara divasamAM traNa vakhata sApha thAya te suMdara ane svaccha rahe, paNa avAvarU, sApha karyAM vinAnuM ghara paDayuM rahe teA keTalA khAvA jALAM khAjhI jAya ! tamArA dilanA dIvAnakhAnAne rAja sAk karA che ke varSamAM eka vAra? tamArI upara kevA khAvA mAjhayA che. khrIstIe ravivAre prAthanA kare che. brAhmaNA gAyatrIma Mtra rAja khele che. yuropiyana paNa prAthanA kare che. A prArthanA aMdaranA pApane pigALI nAMkhe che. pApane dheAI parabhAvane cheDI svabhAvamAM DokIyuM devAthI aMtaranI malinatA dura thAya che. A pamAM dharmArAdhanA karavAthI jIvane prakAza maLe che, veravirAdhane TALI AtmAne ujALavAne A divasa che. ane tyAM sudhI rAja pratikramaNa karavuM joI e, rAja vaparAtAM vAsaNe! kevA cakacakita hAya ? bhAramahinAnA vAsaNa paDayAM hAya ane tene kADho teA kevA gadA hAya ? ema je rAja pratikramaNa karatAM hoya tene AtmA kaeNve! hAya ane khAramahine eka divasa pratikramaNu karatA hoya tenA AtmA kevA hrAya ? tame badhAM hAMzIyAra che. tamane khAramahInAnuM pApa yAda Ave che ne ! tamane krAya kayAre ALye, lAla keTaleA karyAM ? pApI kAma keTalAM karyAM ? jIhuM keTalI vAra khelyA, kheTA devagurUne sAcA mAnyA, AvAM pApA kayAre karyAM te yAda rahe che ? lAgelA pApanI AlecanA mATe pratikramaNa che. pApa na karatAM hA te pratikramaNa na karavuM. je siddha thayAM hAya agara kevaLI hoya tene pratikramaNanI jarUra nahI. kAraNa teo pApa karatAM nathI, ApaNe atyAre kyAM ubhA chIe ? aneka jAtanA pApanI jiM'krUgI vitAve te pratikramaNa jarUra karavu joI e. verajherane daphanAvI devAnuM A pava che. aMtarane cAkakhuM karavAnuM A parva che. ekabIjA arasaparasa najIka AveA. akhAlA hAya tA cheADI nAMkhA. sAmuM jotAM zIkho. jene tAva Ave che. tenuM zarIra tape che tema krAdhI mANasanA AtmA tape che ane zarIra paNa tape che. hATha phaDaphaDa thavA mAMDe che. paNa dhruje che. jJAnI purUSanu mADhuM baMdha thAya che ane AMkhA khulI jAya che. krAdhInI AMkhA baMdha thAya che ane mADhuM khulI jAya che. krodhanA AvezamAM mAtAne paNa gALA daI de che, parantu A gALa huM kane dau chu. te khakhara nathI. chatra purUSArtha kare te AtmAne samatAmAM lAvI zake che. gajasukumAranA mAthA upara saLagatI sagaDI mukI paNa sAmIla tenA AtmAnuM na bagADI zakayA. AtmAnuM khagADavuM ke sudhAravuM te tamArA hAthanI vAta che. zarIra te huM nathI, tema mAnanAra samabhAvamAM TakI zake che. " jaDa caitanya ane dravyanA svabhAvabhinna, supratItipaNe jene ane samajAya che, svarUpa caitanya nija jaDa che. saMbadha mAtra, athavA te jJeya paNa para dravyamaya che."

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e anubhavane prakAza ullasita thaye, jaDathI udAsI ane AtmavRtti thAya che, kAyAnI visArI mAyA, svarUpe samAyA evA nircane paMtha bhava aMtane upAya che. jaDane svabhAva ane caitanyane svabhAva judo che. jaDa kAMI jANI zakatuM nathI. jIva para ane sava baMnene jANe che. mAre svabhAva jANavuM ane jevuM che, paNa krodha kare te mATe svabhAva nathI. ekadA eka mANasane phakIra thavAnuM mana thayuM, paNa parigrahanI muchI utarI nathI, tethI sAthe lAkha rUpiyAne hI lIdhe, ane gharethI nIkaLI gaye. hIre tIyAne cheDe bAMdhe. ane cAlyA jAya che. te vicAra kare che ke mAre hajI haja karavA javuM che, paNa mArgamAM A hIre kaI luMTI jaze e bhaya che. jenI pAse mAyA nathI tene ze bhaya heya ? A gAmamAM kaI nItivALo pramANika mANasa hoya tyAM mukI jAuM, pUchaparacha karatAM khabara paDI ke ahIMyA sukhalAla zeTha che te pramANika che, tene tyAM mUkIne jaIza. Ama hIre sIdhe ApI daIza te mArI TIkA karaze. melA dhotIyAnA gAbhAmAM bAMdhI pelA zeThane tyAM gaye. zeThe hAtha joDIne upara padhAravA vinaMtI karI. phakIra kahe che mAre makakA haja karavA javuM che. A tIyuM sAcavaze ne? zeTha kahe che are, AvuM gaMdhAtuM jotIyuM nAMkhI dyo ne? nahIM zeTha, A dhotIyuM mAre mana bahu kiMmatI che. Apa tenuM rakSaNa kare. phakIre javAba Ape ke A tIyAne aMdaranA rUmamAM tIjorI AgaLa muko. huM jyAre pAcho AvIza tyAre laI jaIza. zeTha kahe, bhale tyAM muko. mane zuM vAMdho che? vaLI pAchA pharatAM tene vicAra Avyo ke. A karacAkara chetIyAne gAle samajIne nAkhI deze te ! jIva jyAre jokhamane samaje che tyAre tenuM pUratuM rakSaNa karavA prerAya che. e pAcho AvyA ane zeThane kahe cheH tame dayALu che. A tamArI tijorInI aMdara A gAbhe mukI de te sAruM. mArA jIvane zAMti thAya. zeTha kahe bhale, tijorI ughADI ane gAbhe aMdara mukI dIdhe. A phakIra te cAlyo gayo. A zeThane ema thayuM, nakkI A gAbhAmAM kaMIka kahevuM joIe. ke A gAbhe tijorImAM zuM kAma mukAve che! lAva joI lauM. ane gAbhe cheDatAM lAkhane hIre jo ane zeTha te chaka thaI gayAM. nAnI rakama joIne te kaI divasa dAnata bagaDI nathI paNa lAkha rUpiyAne hIro joIne dAnata bagaDI. A ghare beThA gaMgA AvI. have kayAM meM devA javuM? zeThe gharamAMthI sarasAmAna pheravI nAMkhe, ghara bALI nAMkhyuM. bIje ThekANe makAna karAvyAM. bahAra te ghaNI ghaNI vAta thaI. are zeThanuM makAna baLI gayuM ema vAte uDADI. sukhalAla zeThe AvI corI kadI karI nathI, paNa lAkha rUpiyAne hIre maLatAM ghara bALI nAMkhyuM. pele phakIra traNa cAra mahInA pachI pharate pharate Avyo ane sukhalAla zeThane kahyuM ke mAre gA lAve. are phakIra ! zI vAta karuM ! mArUM badhuM saLagI

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201 gayu. mAro paNa keTaleA sAmAna maLI gayA! joIe teA gAbhAne male navuM dheAtIcu ApI dauM. have AmAM kayAM sAkSI purAveA che ? phakIra konA hAtha jhAle? zeTha sAthe ghaNI mathAmaNa karI paNa zeTha casakayAM nahIM. phakIranu magaja casakI gayuM. keTalAya, paisA mATe darIyAmAM paDI jIvana TUMkAvI nAkhe che. paisA mATe agnisnAna kare che. A phakIra ghare ghare rakhaDe che "merA sama jala gayA" ema khumeA pADe che. sau kahe che, A phakIra dhAtIyAnA gAbhA mATe gAMDA thaI gayA. anta magajanI dhorI nasa tuTI gaI ane maraNu pAmyA. phakIra maraNu pAmIne sukhalAla zeThane tyAM bALakarUpe avataryAM. are lAkha rUpiyAnA hIrA AvyA ane lADakavAyeA AnyA. zeTha tA khuza khuza thaI gayA. saMsthAmAM dAna kare che, garImAne rAjI kare che. dIkarA mATo thatAM tene paraNAve che. zeThanA munIma mahu vicikSaNa che. A AkhA prasaMgane te kharAkhara jANe che. eka vakhata zeThane kahe che eka vAta karUM ? kahe ne, zeThe kahyu', paNa A vAta tamane kaDavI lAgaze. eTale kahetA nathI. A sAMbhaLI zeThanI sAMbhaLavAnI AturatA vadhI jAya che ane zeTha kahe che. melI nAkha ne! sAMbhaLavA taiyAra chuM. " A khAkhAbhAI have cha mahinA mAMDa jIvaze." munime kahyuM. zeDa akaLAmaNa anubhavatA puche che tuM zA uparathI ema kahe che? A dekarAne kadI mAthu' duHkhyu nathI. chekarA bhaNIne taiyAra thayA ane lagna karyAM. hajI chamahInA pa nathI thayA tyAM AvA apazukananA zabdo le che. munime TuMkamAM patAvyu. mane ema lAge che." A vAtane padmara dvivasa thayA tyAM chekarAne tAva AvyA. pAMca mahInA sudhI tAva caDatA utaratA rahyo, ante chekarA maravAnI aNI upara AvyeA. zeThanI AMkhamAM zrAvaNa bhAdaravA varase che. zeTha zeThANI ane rUve che. are! mArA kayA bhavanAM kamA~ ADe AvyAM ? A vakhate munime kahyuM. are zeTha, tame phakIranA hIrA laI lIdhe. tenA aksAsamAM phakIra marI gayA. ane Apane tyAM putra paNe leNu pUruM karavA AnyA. lAkha rUpiyAnA hIrAnA hisAba cukate karI cAlyA gayA ane vyAjamAM patnine mUkI gayA. jIva ajJAnane kAraNe keTalAM kama khAMdhe che. te AnA uparathI khyAla Ave che. dagAkhAjI ramyA hoya, anIti karI hAya, juThu' melyA hAya, keTalAyane phasAvyA hAya tA A sa'vatsarI parvanA dvivase kSamApanA karo. veranI Agane elave. savatsarI pava dharmAMnI jhAMkhI paDelI jyeAtane -sateja karavA mATe che. AtmAnI zuddhi mATe A pava che. mAyA ane mamatA kApI sadguNamAM AvavAnA maMtra zIkhave che. kSamA e meAkSanA daravAjo che. krodha karanAra viveka bhUlI thAya che, ane zu' kare che e khabara paDatI nathI. dUra paDI gayelA mANasane najIkamAM AvavAnu` A pa` che. tamAre jenI sAthe verajhera hAya enI sAthe khamAveA. jyAM sudhI jIvanamAM jhera che, kaDavAza che, tyAM sudhI uddhAra nathI. " verathI vera zame na kadApi, AgathI Aga mujhAya nA,

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hiMsAthI hiMsA haNAya nA ke' dine, zastrothI zAMti sthapAya nA. bambanA banAvanArA vijJAnikane eka dina jarUra pastAvuM paDaze, prabhu mahAvIre cIMdhyA rAhe jAvuM paDaze, prabhu mahAvIranA cIMdhyA rAhe... verathI veranuM zamana thatuM nathI. jeTaluM vera rAkhaze eTaluM bIjA bhavamAM bhegavavuM paDaze. guNusena rAjAe agnizamAM brAhmaNanI mazkarI karI. agnizarmA kadarUpe hate. ene pAghaDI paherAve ane gadheDA para besADe ane hipIpa kare. ane badhA enI mazkarI kare. AvI mazkarI thavAthI agnizamane jIvatara jhera jevuM lAgyuM. e mAtAne ekane eka dikara hate. mAbApane khabara pADayA vagara marI javuM. nadImAM athavA agnimAM paDIne marI javuM e vicAra karIne rAtanA bAra vAgye ghara ughADA mUkIne te nIkaLI gayA. eka Azrama tarapha cAlyA jAya che. tyAM gADAvALA maLyA. ane gADAmAM besI AzramamAM Ave che. pachI AcArya kahe che, Ava beTA ! kema Ave che? zuM kAma che tAre? agnizamane AcAryanuM vAtsalya joI tyAM rahevAnuM mana thaI gayuM. te kahe che ke mAre AzramamAM rahevuM che. "khuzIthI rahe, A Azrama badhA mATe che." AcArye premapUrvaka pratyuttara Ape. ATale AvakAra maLaze evuM teNe dhAryuM nahotuM. agnizarmA saMnyAsI banI badhA sAthe bhaNe che. tapazcaryA ghaNI kare che. mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNu kare che. pAraNe je AmaMtraNa devA jAya tene ghare bhikSA mATe javuM ane zikSAne jega na thAya te bIjuM mAkhamaNuM karI levuM, Ave ene abhigraha che. eka vakhata guNasena rAjA tyAM AvI caDe che. te agnizamane oLakhI jAya che. are, A to mArA mitra che. te yogI banI ATalI sAdhanA kare che! rAjA kahe che, kema mane oLakhyo? hA. tame guNa sena rAjA che. rAjAe bhaktibhAvapUrvaka kahyuM, Apa ATalI badhI tapazcaryA kare che. A vakhate pAraNuM mAre tyAM karajo. pAraNAne divasa Ave che. sajAne zULa nIkaLe che. sakhata dAkhave che. DokaTara Ave che. badhA rAjAnI sAravAramAM rokAyelA che. saunA citta udgavigna che. tApasa tyAM bAraNA sudhI AvI, DIvAra tyAM ubhA rahyAM. paNa ke temane bolAvatuM nathI. aMte pAchA vaLI gayA. A vAtanI khabara paDatAM rAjAne khUba aphasosa thaye. rAjA AzramamAM jAya che, kahe che. mArI bhUla thaI gaI. bIjIvAra mAre tyAM padhAraze. jyAM tApasa bIjIvAra jAya che tyAM rAjAne tyAM putrane janma thAya che. ane A badhI dhamAlamAM rAjA paDayA che. tApasanA AgamananuM vismaraNa thaI jAya che. tApasa AvIne cAlyA jAya che. ekAeka yAda AvatAM sainikane pUche che. ahIMyA kaI tApasa AvyAM hatAM? hA, eka tApasa aDadhA kalAka ubhA rahIne cAlyA gayA. trIjIvAra rAjA vinaMtI kare che. ane rAjAnA trIjIvAranA AmaMtraNane svIkAra karI tApasa Ave che. traNa mAsamaNa thavAthI

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zarIra kuza thaI gayuM che. tethI temanA gurU eka ziSyane sAthe mokale che. baMne jaNA tyAM kalAka sudhI UbhA rahe che. paNa kaI belAvatuM nathI. A vakhate rAjAne laDAI karavA javAnuM hovAthI tenI taiyArImAM che, eTale tApasa pAchA cAlyA jAya che. rAjAnA dilamAM kaI pApa nathI. paNa traNa vAra pAchA pharela tApasa vicAre che, nakkI rAjA mArI mazkarI kare che. ema samajIne yAjajIvana upavAsa karavAnA pacakhANa karI de che. rAjA laDAI karavA nIkaLyAM. ane nagara bahAra AvyA. tyAM tApasanI yAdI AvI. tarata pAchA pharI tApasa pAse Ave che. rAjA AcAryane maLe che, ane tApasane mokalavA vinaMtI kare che. tApasa potAnA nizcayamAM makkama che. muni khUba gusse thAya che ane tapa saMyamanuM phaLa hoya te rAjAnuM vera lauM.' evuM niyANuM kare che. krodha tapane dhoI nAkhe che. ApaNe kaSAya karIne keTalA karma bAMdhIe chIe ! AcArya samajAve che. krodha kare e sAre nahiM. jo tuM kodha karIza te kareluM badhuM bagaDI jaze. gurUe ghaNuM samajAvyA, paNa samajyA nahi. "guNasena rAjA Ave ane mArA darzanane Agraha rAkhe te mAre enuM meTuM paNa evuM nathI, ene mArI pAse lAvazo nahI". ema kahI eka oraDImAM besI jAya che. gurU khUba samajAve che tuM vera choDI de. ene darzana karavA AvavA de. paNa e na mAnyA. tapazcaryA karavI sahelI che, paNa kSamA rAkhavI muzkela che. krodha e tapanuM ajIraNa che kSamApanA eTale hadayanI kuNAzane arIse. vera jhera bhUlI javA, aparAdhI pratye bhalI lAgaNI ane bhale vyavahAra cAlu rAkha. sAcA dilathI hRdayanI mAphI mAgavI. kSamApanA eTale ekabIjAnA hada premathI chalakAvavA. kSamA panA eTale verajheranI DAyarIne dIvAsaLI cAMpI devI. kSamApanAne pUla bAMdhe. judA thayelA hudane joDe. je AtmA verajhera rAkhaze ene durgatimAM javuM paDaze. krodha Ave eTale durgati AvavAnI che. agnizamae krodha rAkhe. tyAMthI marIne te devatA thaye ane guNasena rAjAne pitAnI bhUlane khUba pazcAtApa thaye. ane dIkSA lIdhI. A agnizama vera rAkhIne maryo. devanA bhavamAMthI jJAna vaDe guNusena munine jove che ane dhagadhagatA aMgArA tenA para nAkhe che. chatAM muni zAMta UbhA rahe che. bIjA aneka bhavamAM mA-dikaro, be bhAI-AvA keTalAya bha kare che. paNa veranI Aga cAlu rAkhI agnizarmA pitAnA AtmAnuM khUba ahita kare che. guNazamAM kSamA rAkhI AtmAnuM kalyANa kare che. - A parva ekabIjAnA dila sApha karI nAkhe che. A parva AtmAne ujaLA banAvavA mATe che. dilathI khama, mAphI mAge ane mAphI Ape. vadhu zuM kahe che e avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna na...44 bhAdaravA suda 7 zukavAra tA. 27-8-71 bhagavAna temanAtha padhAryA che. zrIkRSNa mahArAjanA AdezathI bherI vagADavAmAM Ave che, mAha mithyAtvanI gAMThonu Aparezana karavA, saMsAranA sukhacenamAM paDelAne jAgRta karavA ane mAkSanA rAhu batAvavA bhagavAna nemanAtha padhAryA che. sau koI darzana karavA mATe padhAro. dvArikAnI janatA prabhu darzana karavA Atura che. 66 prabhujI mArI vinatI avadhArA avadhArA, re (2) mujane pAra utAre| re....prabhujI * prabhujInA mukhanI mIThI vANu, suSutA pAme kroDa kalyANu, << je zira dhAruM tamArI ANu, te teA pAme padma nirvANu, prabhujI mArI vinatI avadhAra.... prabhujInA mukhanI vANI sAkara, zeraDI ane drAkSathI adhika mIThI che, je sAMbhaLatA aMdaranI suSupta cetanA jAgRta thAya che. mADha niMdrAmAM paDelAne jagADe che. gurU tA sutelAne jAgRta kare che. anaMta kALa seADa tANIne sUtA, have tArA-nija svarUpane jo, bhavanA khadhana tADavAnA A suMdara avasara maLyA che. " apane Apako bhUla ke herAna ho gayA, moha mAyA ke baMdhana meM pha~sa gayA ,, pAte ja peAtAne bhUlI herAna thaI gayA che. mAha mAyAnA baMdhanamAM phasAI gaye che. huM koNa? mArU svarUpa zu? A krama vaLagaNA kema cAMTI? have khaMdhanathI kevI rIte mukta thavuM? enI sAcI cAvI gurU batAve che. aNubomba, eTamAmbanI, caMdra upara javAnI, kampyuTara, TelIphona, TelIvijhana, raoNkeTA, erakanDIzanDa rUma, reDIonI vAtA vaijJAniko kare che. paNa bhavanA pherA TALavAnI vAta te gurU batAve che. jJAnIonA eka ja paDakAra che ke tArA AtmA amArA jevA che. je zakti amArAmAM che e tamAzamAM che. nija svarUpane nihALavA mATe mAhune parAsta karavA paDaze. udAsIna vRtti dhAraNa karavI paDaze. " sava bhAvathI audyAsinya vRtti karI, mAtra deha te saMyama hetu hAya jo, anya kAraNe anya kazuM ka2e nahI, dehe paNa ki Mcit mUrchA nava hAya jo. pU.

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sAdhu mahAtmA sarva Adya bhAvamAM uddAsIna vRttithI rahe che. kuTuMbamAM, sagAvahAlAmAM, mAla milakatamAM, gADI, vADI, vADImAM jIva anAdi kALathI mamatvabhAva jamAvI rahyo che. e maLavAthI praphullita thAya che ane paisA jatAM hArTanA duHkhAvA thAya che, paisA jatAM kko lAge eTale sunamuna thaI jAya che, jee udAsIna vruttimAM rahe te sa'sAramAM rasa letA nathI. sAdhuo kadI gRhasthIone kahetA nathI ke tamane kema che? vepAra vadhA kema cAle che ! dIkaro kema varte che! Avu kAMi pUchatA nathI. parabhAvamAMthI svabhAvamAM mAvyA pachI parabhAva sAva bhulAI jAya che. gata janmamAM kANu hatA? kANu sagAvahAlA hatA? zuM karatA hatA, e badhI vAta para paDadA devAI gayA. ema dIkSA lIdhA pachI, sasAramAM zuM karatA hatA e vAta upara paDado devAI jAya che. mATA meATA cakravatI e dIkSA le che tyAre saMsAra bhulI jAya che. A dehane kapaDA pahezavavA paDe che, khavarAvavuM paDe che, deha tA mAtra sacamanA hetu che. upAzrayamAM beThA hAya ane mhAra reDIyeA vAgatA hAya tyAre kayu' gAyana AvyuM? zA samAcAra che? e vAtamAM sAdhune rasa levAya nahi. sauMsAra viSayaka koI paMcAtamAM sAdhu paDe nahiM. e je kAMI kare che te peAtAnA AtmA mATe ja kare che. cakravartine je sukha nathI e sukha sAdhune che. maTakuM roTalA khAya ane AkAze uDaye| jAya. sarvArthasiddhanA devatAne AThamu sukha che. ane sAdhune navamuM sukha che. sAdhune te mahAsatISa hAya che. indriyAna nizraddha kare che, je kaSAyanuM zamana ane bahirAtmAnuM damana kare che. tene AtmAnA aDhaLaka khajAne maLI jAya che. tenI sarakhAmaNImAM A sukha tA pAMcIkA jevu' lAge che. nAnA chekarAe retImAM kubA kare che ane ghara manAve che. phaLIyu' manAve che. ghara ghara ramavAmAM zI majA Ave che ! gArAnA lADavA banAve che. tame nIkaLyAM haiAya teA kaheze, are kAkA, jIe, amArA lADavA ? enA svAda te cAkhA ! tamane A vAtathI hasavuM Avaze, dhuLamAM rame che. A ghara keTalIvAra TakavAnuM che ? gaMjIpAnA paNa pavananA jhapATo AvatAM khalAsa thaze. A jIvana paNa kALanA eka jhapATo lAgavAthI khalAsa thavAnu che. vAl manAvyA dharatI para rahevuM ne svapnA AkAzanA, prabhu nAma levAnA ene avakAza nA, khIjAnI vArtAmAM keTaleA sajAga che ? keTale sajAga che ? emAM te mAnavIne keTalI paMcAta che ? janmIne marI jAu' eTalI ja vAta che, eTalI ja vAta che, emAM tA mAnavIne keTalI paMcAta che? dharatI upara rahevuM che ane svapnA AkAzamAM uDDayana karavAnA sevavA che. AmAMthI meLavI lauM' ? AmAMthI mane maLaze paNa A meLavatA tArA bhukkA thaI jaze. devalAkamAM aneka sAhacamI bhAgavI AvyA, te paNa azAzvata ane kSaNika che. tyAMthI meAkSamAM javAtu 34

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nathI, manuSya bhavamAMthI ja mekSamAM jaI zakAya che. e apUrva avasara kayAre Avaze, A badhI upAdhImAMthI mukta thaI mokSa prApti mATe prabaLa purUSArtha kayAre jAgaze? AvI bhAvanA samakitIne heya che. are saMsAra-pyAranA mastAnA! kubAmAM zuM che? A saMsAramAM evuM zuM sukha che ke jenI pAchaLa doTa mUke che ! retInA ane mATInA mahela banAvavAmAM lIna thayelA bALako jamavAnuM paNa bhulI jAya che. are? A chokarA hajI na AvyAM? ema mAtAne ciMtA thAya che. ane bALakane bolAvavA jAya che. bALakane jotAM buma pADe che beTA? ghare AvavuM nathI ? khAvAnuM TharI jAya che. mAne sAda sAMbhaLatA kubAne pATu mArIne mAnI AMgaLI pakaDI hasate hasate cAlyA jAya che. tamAre A kubA mukI jAvuM paDaze tyAre hasatAM hasatAM jaze ke retAM retAM ! hAya hAya karatA jaze ke mukta gulAbI hAsyathI khIlatA jazo! aMdarathI udAsIna bhAva Ave te maratA vasamuM nahiM lAge. tamane kaI kahe, tame ghaNe tyAga karyo te tame kahI zako ke mAruM hatuM ja ke di ke huM tyAga karUM? tamane koIne gucho maLe. tamane thayuM A gucho mAre nathI paNa mohanabhAIne che ane mehanabhAIne ApI dIdhuM. are tame te baha tyAga karyo ema koI kahe, te tame zuM kahe? bhAI? A gucacha mAre hate ja nahiM, te meM ze tyAga karyo ! ema padagalika pArtho amArA che ja nahIM, parane pitAnuM mAnyuM e ajJAna dazA che. sAdhune rahevuM paDe che. khAvuM paDe che, hAravA javuM paDe che, paNa te saMyamanA lazenija svarUpane pAmavA mATe che. jInezvara bhagavAnanI AjJA zI che tenuM ja niraMtara 8Na che. have jInezvaranI AjJA teDIne eka pagaluM paNa bharavuM nathI. AjJA eja mAro dharma che. AjJA bahAra paga makAya ja nahi. AcArAMga sUtramAM kahyuM che. "ANAe mAmagaM dhamma esa uttaravAe iha mANvANa viyAhie / itthovarae ta josamANe AyAjijjaM parinnAya pariyAeja vigivaI // tirthaMkara deve kahyuM che ke AjJAthI mAre dharma pALave, A temaNe manuSya mATe utkRSTa bhASaNa kaheluM che mATe munie saMyamamAM lIna rahI kamene khapAvatAM thakAM dharma karyA kare. mUla ane uttara prakRtinA bhedathI karmanuM parijJAna karI, zramaNa dharmanuM ArAdhanA karavAthI munio samasta kane kSaya kare che. mithyAtvane raMga moTAmAM moTo che. kensarane roga te ahIMyAthI maya eTale chuTI jAya che. jyAre mithyAtvano roga eka gatimAMthI bIjI gatimAM sAthe jAya che. sAdhupurUSanA darzana paNa pitAnA AtmA mATe karavAnA che. te sAdhu mahArAja ! tamAre saMyama mane game che. tamArA jevA guNa mArAmAM kayAre Ave ? tamane sAdhunI bhakti game che ke vAMdhA-vacakA pADavA game che? upAzraye darzana karavA AvyA ane sAdhu Atma sAdhanAmAM

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lIna hoya ane na bolAve te ema thAya ke A mahAtmA te kevA abhimAnI che. ame keTale dUrathI AvIe chIe paraMtu sAmuM paNa netA nathI ! sAdhu prabhubhaktimAM lIna hAya svAdhyAyathI samabhAvanI sAdhanA sAdhatA hoya tyAre ene zuM kAma khalela pADavI paDe ? sAdhunA darzana ja mAMgalika che. ema haiyethI thavuM joIe ghaNA mANase mAtra nAma naMdhAvavA AvatA hoya che. ghaNu, mahArAjane khoTuM na lAge eTale AvIe chIe ema belatA hoya che. A duniyAmAM ghaNuM mAkhaNIyA bhegA thayA che. sAthe sAdhu paNa temAM bhaLI jAya che. kayAM sAdhunuM ucca kakSAnuM jIvana ? ane kayAM atyAranuM jIvana? bhagavAna mahAvIranA sAdhu kevA hatA! eka eka munivara rasanA re tyAgI; eka eka jJAna bhaMDAra re prANI. eka eka munivara vaiyA vacce vairAgI, jenA guNone nAve pAra ke prANI eka eka sAdhu jhaverAta samAna che. kiMmatImAM kiMmatI che. koI mahA guNavAna che. koI rasanA tyAgI che. kaI jJAnanA bhaMDAra che. dhannA aNagAre jyAre dIkSA lIdhI tyAre jAva jIva sudhI chaThanA pAraNe chaTha karavA ane pAraNAne divase AyaMbIla karavuM evI pratijJA lIdhI. AyaMbIlamAM AhAra paNa rasakasa vinAne-lukha-tuccha karatA hatA. Aje te saMvatsarIne upavAsa kare hoya te ghaNAne ema thAya ke eka TaMkanuM attaravAraNamAM ane eka TaMkanuM pAraNAmAM sATuM vALI laIe. dhannA aNugAra bhagavAnane kahe che. mArI IcchA che je tamArI AjJA hoya te jIvuM tyAM sudhI chaThane pAraNe chaTha ane pAraNe AyaMbIla karavA che, jenI bhASA majabuta che, zraddhA daDha che, je zuravIra che eja AvI IcchA vyakta karI zake che. mananI asara tena upara thAya che. cA pIdhA vagara kema rahevAze? ema manane thAya paNa koI pUchaze ke upavAsa karyo che ke nahi ? to zo javAba ApIza! ema je zarame bharame khATale paDIne upavAsa karaze tene upavAsa zuM nijerAnuM kAraNa bane kharuM? nA, paNa manathI nakakI kare, huM karma khapAvavA avazya karI ja zakIza. te jarUra upavAsa thaze. je AhArane bhIkhArI paNa na Icache e AhAra dhannA aNagAra karatA hatA. batrIsakroDa saunaiyAne svAmI, eNe zuM svAda lIdhA nahI hoya? chatAM sAdhu thayA pachI mana upara keTale kanTrola mukaye ! eka varasa be varasa nahI paNa jAva chava chaTha ane tene pAraNe AyaMbIla karyA. jyAre Aje ApaNAthI upavAsa paNa thatuM nathI. upavAsa karavA sArA paNa pAraNAmAM khAsa saMbhALa levAnI jarUra che. hojarI ekadama saMkecAI jAya che. ane pAraNe khAdhA pachI kahe ke tabiyata sArI rahetI nathI. kyAMthI tabIyata sArI rahe? pAraNAmAM khUba khAvAthI tabiyata bagaDe che.

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- dhana aNagAre ATale vaibhava cheDIne dIkSA grahaNa karI che. chaThane pAraNe chaTha kare che ane khare bapore vahoravA jAya che. AhAra maLe te pANI na maLe ane pANI maLe te AhAra na maLe. temaNe deha, mana ane rasAsvAda para keTaluM damana karyuM haze? "deha bhAva kSaya heya jyAM athavA heya prazAMta, te kahIye jJAnI dazA, bAkI vAcA jJAna." keTalI dehanI mucha utarI eTale AtmabhAva thaye dehanuM raNa nIcuM jatA AtmAnuM dhoraNa uMcuM Ave che, zarIra mATe jIvavuM che ke AtmA mATe ! tamAre lakSa zuM che? zarIra keTalI vAra maLyuM. tejasa kArpaNa zarIra to haMmezA sAthe rahe che. jIva mokSamAM jAya tyAre ja e be zarIra chUTe che. paNa dArika vaikiya zarIra jIve anaMtavAra dhAraNa karyA. anaMtavAra mukayAM. chatAM zarIrane meha keTale che? jarAka tabiyata barAbara na hoya, cAnI bAdhA hovA chatAM sAje mAMde makala che ema kahI cA paze. ane pachI tabiyata sArI thatAM paNa cA mUkI zake nahiM. have cAe ene pADI dIdhe bhAI? have te tabiyata sArI thaI gaI che, cA cheDI de, ema kaI kahe te kaheze, hajI mane ThIka nathI. zuM kAma hAthe karIne zarIrane aDIka kare che? AsakitamAM vaLagI rahe che! eTale Teva pADI pachI Teve ene pADI nAMkhe. pahelAM bIDI pItA AMkhamAMthI pANI paDatAM pachI te pIvAmAM pAvaradho thaI gaye. ane rajanI pacAsa bIDI pIze. have mArAthI bIDI chuTaze nahIM" Teve ene pADI dIdhe. vyasanane vaza heya e kAMI kriyA karI zakto nathI. Asakti ne azakitamAM phera che. A mahApurUSe jAva jIva sudhI chaThanA pAraNe chaTha karyA ane pAraNe AyaMbila karyA. keTale deha bhAva choDo! keTalI Asakti cheDI ? - eka aMdagI deha bhAva uDADI devAya te mikSa ApaNA hAthamAM che. kutarAnI jIbhamAMthI lALa paDe che ema jIvane manabhAvatuM maLe tyAre lALa paDe che. keTalI vAra khAdhuM? aneka vAra khAvA chatAM saMtoSa na thayuM. keTaluM sAMbhaLyuM? keTaluM joyuM? chatAM jevAne saMtoSa na thaye. jovAnuM paNa keTaluM che. muhapattivALo sAdhu eroDrAma ne eraplena jevA jAya che, vIjaLIghara jevA jAya che, mIle jevA jAya che, rANIbAga, heMgiMga gArDana jevA jAya che! zuM enI muDapatti lAjatI nathI ? je hoya te AtmAne che. je jovAnuM che e AtmAmAM che. A kAyAne tuM zaNagAre che. e deha paNa eka divasa agnimAM saLagI javAne che. dehanA sauMdarya pAchaLa jIva pAgala thaI gayela che. je zarIra saLagI javAnuM che. ene meha ze? he jIvaDA! pAchuM vaLI jA. aMdarathI vRttine vALo, pachI ene upara kAbu rAkho, tyAre juo zuM thAya che!

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samajI le saravALe sAcuM keTaluM, pApa punya saMgAthe AvavAnuM eTaluM, ahine AnaMda tyAM duHkhaDAnI vATa che, emAM te mAnavIne keTalI paMcAta che. janmIne marI javuM eTalI ja vAta che ... have samaje, pApa ane punya tamArI sAthe Avaze, anya koI nahi. je kSaNika che enA moha zA kSaNika AnaMda levA jatA anaMta saMsAra vadhArI dIdhAM. "kSaNikanA meha zA kSaNikanA mAna zA, kamala jala bindu sama jIMdagAnI" jIMdagI kSaNika che. vaibhava kSaNika che. ene moha choDI AtmA tarapha lakSa vadhArI tene ja vaphAdAra rahe. Atma dhyAnanI tAlIma le. senike lazkaramAM joDAya che tyAre temane khUba tAlIma ApavAmAM Ave che. lAThI kema pheravavI, baMdUka kema upADavI, jarAya ADe avaLe paga na paDe joIe. lephaTarAITa (DAbI-jamaNI) karAve che. potAnI pharajamAM joDAyA pachI maraNata prasaMga Ave, chatAM pitAnI pharajathI jarA paNa ta na thAya. -- koI eka sinikane tAlIma ApavAmAM Ave che. kavAyata cAlI rahI che. te TaTTAra ubhe rahe che. enA paga upara eka jherI jIvaDuM caDayuM, paNa paga upADAya nahIM e enuM kartavya che. jIvaDuM caDatAM caDatAM vAMsAmAM AvyuM. paNa te jANe che. hAtha Ama na karAya, chevaTe jIvaDuM kAnamAM gayuM ane dhaDAka karatA te paDI gayA. jIvaDAe aMdara DaMkha dIdho hato. badhAne ema thayuM ke Ane mUcha kema AvI gaI! tapAsa karI ane kAnamAMthI jIvaDuM kADhayuM. sainika pitAnI pharaja bajAvate bajAvato marI gayo. chatAM potAne hAthethI jIvaDAne karavAnI vAta nahIM. tene kAusagga na hatuM, kasarata hatI, chatAM sainikanI marI javA sudhInI taiyArI ! ApaNI taiyArI keTalI che? maraNa AvyuM te jarAya calAyamAna na thaye. marI javuM kabUla karyuM paNa kAyade teDayA nahIM. mahAvIranA kAyadA barAbara pALaje. A kAyadA AtmAnA kalyANane mATe pALavAnA che. bhagavAna nemanAtha padhAryA che. badhAM vAMdavA javA mATe taiyAra thaI gayA che. vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAze. - vyAkhyAna...45 bhAdaravA suda 8 ne zanivAra tA. 28-8-71 bhagavAna nemanAtha dvArikA nagarInA naMdanavana udyAnamAM padhAryA che. bherI vAgatAM lekene khyAla AvyuM ke prabhu padhAryA che. dvArikA nagarImAM AnaMda-mahotsava hoya tevuM

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vAtAvaraNa sarjAI jAya che. koI cAlIne, koI hAthI upara, kaI ghoDA para, koI rathamAM besIne bhagavAnanAM darzana karavA jAya che. bhagavAnanuM kevaLajJAna kAleka prakAzaka e reDiye che. tamArA reDiyAnI aMdara amerikAnAM ke laMDananA bhAva Ave, paNa bhagavAna te traNeya kALanAM bhAvene eka samayamAM jANe che ane jue che. AvuM kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana pAmyA pachI ja dezanA Ape che. aneka leke te sAMbhaLavA jAya che. koI kutuhalathI, kaI jANavAnI IcchAthI te koI pitAne uddhAra karavAnI dRSTithI jAya che. bhagavAnanI vANIne apAra mahimA che. koI bhavya che saMsArane choDIne saMyama aMgIkAra kare che. koI tapane mArga Adare che. karmane cakyura karI nAkhavA, AtmAnI siddhi prApta karavA yAhema kare che. dehabhAva cheDI AtmAne mukhya gaNe che. deha azAzvata che, AtmA zAzvata che. deha te eka divasa paDavAne che, AtmA amara che. zarIra saDana, paDana ane vidhvaMsa svabhAvavALuM che. hADamAMsa-majajA-lehI-parUM virya-carma Adi sAta dhAtunuM baneluM che. A zarIra audArika che, A zarIra vaheluM ke moDuM choDavAnuM che. A zarIra azucine piTale che, zAzvata rahevAvALuM nathI, Ane je AhAra-pANI maLe te puSTa thAya che. ane na maLe te sukAI jAya che. paDI javuM, nAza thave, vinAza tha e zarIrane dharma che. jyAre AtmAne dharma, dhava, nitya ane zAzvata-traNeya kALe TakavAvALe che. paNa saccidAnaMda e AtmA Aje gothuM khAI gaye che, ajJAnamAM aTavAI gayuM che. nija svarUpanI oLakha nathI. zarIrane tAjuM zakhavA ghaNA prayatna kare che. zarIrane meha ghaNe che. zarIra bagaDe te sAruM karavA mATe DokaTara pAse deDaze. davA, TebleTa, Ijekazana badhuM leze. zarIrane oLakhyuM che eTale zarIra mATe badhuM karaze. paNa zarIra karatAM AtmA kiMmatI che. zarIra jaDa che, jaDanI kaI kiMmata nathI. kSaNabhaMgura A dehane zuM kare vizvAsa". A deha kSaNamAM paDI javAne che. Ane vizvAsa che karo? A zarIra kSaNamAM vilaya thavAnuM che. che paranuM paNa paricayathI mAnI beThe mAruM, kyAMne tuM kayAMnuM e piMjara, e samaje te sAruM, pipaTa tana piMjara nahiM tAruM, ane te UDI jAvuM parabAruM, bIjA jemAM evuM A paNa, nAme kevaLa nyAruM, sarva prakAre sAcava te paNa paLamAM che paDanAruM, pipaTe tana piMjara nahIM tAruM, ane uDI jAvuM parabArUM." parane te sva mAnyuM che. kema mAnyuM? te paricayathI mAnyuM. zarIra e huM chuM

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ema manAI gayuM che. jAne caitanya manAI gayuM che. jaDa varatu e tArI nathI. tuM ene nathI. jaDa tArUM na thAya. tuM ene na thAya. para te para che. have te sva che. chatAM vibhAva (bhAva) karIne jIva karmanA gAMsaDA bAMdhe che. mana para che. indriya para che, zarIra paNa para che. AtmAne samajAve. he jIva! te para mATe aMdagI veDaphI nAkhI jJAnIe te parane moha choDe. paranI prIti cheDI dIdhI, kAyAne sirAvI nAkhI. enI huM sAra-saMbhALa nahIM karuM. ene jJAtA tathA daSTa banIne joIza. taTastha bhAvane keLavIza. ema jene rAgabhAvane cheDI dIdhe te ramazAnamAM, sunA gharamAM, luhAranI keDamAM, udhAnamAM vicare che, pitAnA (nija) varUpanuM dhyAna dharatAM vijaya meLave che, tatvane tAravI le che. mAkhaNanA pIDA utAre che. A ja nija svarUpa ramaNatAnuM phaLa che. nija svarUpamAM je je jIve ramyA che emane siddhi varI che. siddhine meLavavI hoya te sAdhanA karavI paDaze. sAdhanAthI Ama-zuddhi thAya che. ane Atma-zuddhithI siddhi prApta thAya che. tene mATe dehabhAvane paNa kSaya kare joIze, jeNe dehAdhyAsa choDa, tene dhana, mAla, milakata mATe mamatva nahIM rahe. ene A badhuM para cIja che ema lAgaze. Aja sudhI ajJAnI jIva paramAM ramyo che. A ramata kayAre pUrI thaze? "heye ramata ghaDI be ghaDI, bahu te divasa be-cAranI, A te anaMtA yuga gayA, evI ramata ramavI nathI. dUra kAM prabhu deDa tuM, mAre ramata ramavI nathI, A nayana baMdhana choDa tuM, mAre ramata ramavI nathI." koI mANasa ramavA bese te be ghaDI, cAra ghaDI rame che. eka rAta ke e rAta rame che, A te jIMdagInI aMdagI hoDamAM mUkI dIdhI. have pAcho vaLa! tArA ghara sAme je. nija svarUpane anubhava che. jyAre pitAnA-nija svarUpanI anubhUti thAya che, Atma sudhA-rasane svAda cAkhe che tyAre jagatanAM bIjA rasa phikkA lAge che. manane kendrita karavuM joIe. je AtmAmAM ramatuM hoya, te parvatamAM rahe guphAmAM rahe ke jhADa nIce rahe paNa Atmatatva sivAya bIjuM kAMI vicAre nahIM. gANuM te AtmAnAM gAya, koI mANasane ghera dikarAnuM sagapaNuM karyuM. badhAM sagAMvahAlAM cAMdalAmAM bhAga levA AvyA che. emAM vararAjAnAM pitAzrIne vIMchIe DaMkha dIdhe. zarIramAM eTalI vedanA thAya che. rADa nIkaLI jAya che. badhAM samajAve che. ATalAM mahemAne AvyA che. tamAruM duHkha joI jAya che. mATe zAMta rahe. are, mArAthI rahevAtuM nathI. A vIMchInuM jhera caDatuM jAya che. dikare kahe, "pitAzrI, Apa buma nahi pADo. ApaNe davA karAvIe. DokaTara bolAvIe." hajAro mANasa vacce beThe hoya paNa ene vIMchIne DaMkha che. tevI rIte samakitI jIvane saMsAra DaMkhe che. ene vaibhava tuccha lAge che, ene AtmA ei che. bIjuM kAMI joItuM nathI.

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el: mAnavanAM ja mane devatAe jhaMkhatA, svarganA vilAse ene ghaNIvAra khatA, mane prakAza maLe urane ujAsa ma, A saMga nahi Ave pharIvAra.". , , jJAnI puruSa kahe che. mAnavanA janmane devatAo jhaMkhe che, mAnavanA avatAramAM evuM zuM che? ke bhautika sukhanI Toce beThelAM devatA tenI IcchA kare che? rUpAnAM dAgInAnI jhaMkhanA kare che. senAnA dAgInAvALA hIrA motInA dAgInAne Icche che, hIrA metInAM dAgInAvALA ratnanAM dAginAnI abhilASA seve che. devatAone sukha-sAhyabI ghaNI che, chatAM svarganAM sukha ane zA mATe DaMkhe che? "A na joIe. A na joIe. A vaibhava mArA nahi. A devAMganAe mArI nahi. enA cenacALA nATaka Adi mArA nahiM, jJAnAdi guNe ja mArA che." evI nivaDa zraddhA che. ethI ja devatAone AvA bhogavilAsa ThaMkhe che. vIMchInA DaMkha jevI vedanA thAya che. jene premane prakAza maLe, urane ujAsa maLe, satya mArga para prema jAge che evA deva mAnavanA avatArane jhaMkhe che. vrata-paccakhANa mAnava karI zake che. sarvArthasiddhanA devatAone tetrIsa hajAra varSa sudhI AhAranI IcchA thatI nathI. tapanuM lakSaNa IcchAne nirodha che. IcchA thAya ene aTakAvI devI, manane rokI pADavuM te tapa che. pAMcamA anuttaravAsI devane 33 hajAra varSe AhAranI IcchA thAya che paNa te tapasvI kahevAya nahi. kAraNa ke teo avirati ane apaccakhANI che. upazAMta mahI che. manane paNa vikAra tyAM na hoya. pahelA, bIjA devaleka sudhI manuSyanA jevA kAmaga hoya che. trIje, cothe deva ke sparzane vikAra hoya che. pAMcame, chaDuM devaloke zabdane vikAra che. zabda sAMbhaLe ane vikAra samAI jAya che. sAtame, AThame devaleke rUpa joIne AnaMda thAya che. navame, dasama, agyArame ane bArame devaleke manane vikAra che. navaraiveyaka ane pAMca anuttaravimAnamAM te manane paNa vikAra nathI. te paNa tene abrahmanA pratyAkhyAna che ema na kahI zakAya. gupta brahmacArI che te manamAM paNa vikArane bhAva na AvavA de. jJAnanI brekathI aviratI bhAvane dabAvI de che. tuM saccIdAnaMda svarUpa AtmA che. tAre A cAmaDAM cUMthavAnA na hoya, vikArI mArge javAnuM na hoya. Indriyane rokI rAkhavI enuM nAma che saMyama. A manuSya bhavamAMthI saMsAranI pUrNAhuti thaI zake che, devatAo manuSyanA bhavane jhaMkhe che. devatAe jene jhaMkhe che e bhava tamArA hAthamAM che. tene tame savyaya karo cho ke durvyaya! gumaDuM maTavApara hoya tyAre caLa bahu Ave. ene je khaMjeLIza te vakaraze ane pAkaze. chekarAne mAtA nikaLyA hoya ane daLuM paDI jAya pachI evI mIThI caLa Ave ke bALaka jANe-ajANe tyAM hAtha laI jAya, eTale bALakanA hAtha para mAtA kathaLI sAMdhI de che. kAraNa ke je khaMjeLI nAkhe te pAkI paDe, bahu caLa Ave ene sahana karI le te darda maTI jAya. bhagavAna kahe che ke je gatimAM mokSa maLavAne che e gatimAM

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thanA ghaNI hoya che. devatAne parigraha saMjJA ghaNI heya. manuSyane mithuna saMjJA ghaNI hoya. tiya ane AhAra saMjJA ghaNI heya ane nArakIne bhaya saMjJA ghaNuM heya. tiya"nI AhAra-saMjJA ApaNane paNa dekhAya. kutarAne roTale nA hoya e jamInamAM dATe che. bhUkha lAge te kADhIne khAya che. ane eka kUtarAne reTa nAkhyo heya che to bIjA aneka tenA para tUTI paDaze. basa khAuM, khAuM ne khAuM, pazu AkhA vagaDAmAM lIlI vanarAI carIne Ave ane ghera cAhaTIo nAkhavAmAM Ave che temAM meTuM nAkhaze. keTalAMka manuSya paNa tiryaMncanI mAphaka jyAM tyAM khAvAne TevAyelA hoya che. rastAmAM hAlatAM-cAlatAM paNa khAya. pacAsa varase AvyA paLI, meMnA DAcAM gyAM che maLI, rAta paDe ne bhAI ne bhAve, unA-unA gAMThIyA ne kaLI." basa caDhI te cAlu ne cAluM. khAdhA ja kare che. jene bIje divase upavAsa kara hoya eNe cevihAra karavo joIe. derAvAsImAM varasItapamAM pAraNAne divase besaNuM kare che. be TaMka besIne khAya che. vihAra paNa cekha kare che. Ama niyamita rahenAra vyaktine thaDe paNa saMyama rahe. ApaNAmAM varasItapane pAraNe A divasa khAya che, ane ghaNuM te cekhA cevihAra paNa karatA nathI. varasItapamAM brahmacarya paNa pALavuM joIe. e niyamanuM pAlana paNa ghaNuM nathI karatA. manuSya-avatAramAM maithunanI khaNaja upaDe che. premalA-premalInAM phoTA jue, sInemA jue, evI cepaDI vAMce ane vikAra vRttimAM vadhAro thAya. sinemA-nATakee saMskRtine hAsa karyo che. ahI saMtapurUnA jIvana dvArA ApaNA ghaDataranI suMdara vAta thAya che. saMte, vagara vetane saddha Ape che, te sAMbhaLavAnA tamAre paisA ApavA paDatA nathI, te chatAM ahIMyA sITa khAlI rahe che. ane sinemAM jevAnA paisA pUrA cUkavavA paDe che, chatAM tyAM te hAusaphUla thaI jAya che. zo paNa keTalAM batAve che? mANasene khAvA na hoya, badhe meMghavArInI bUme paDe che paNa hoTala sInemAmAM kayAMya meMghavArI dekhAtI nathI. A badhAM sthAna vikAronI khaNaja vadhAranAra che. khATA, tIkhA, tamatamatAM, masAlAvALA padArtho khAvAthI indriya jAgRta thAya che. rasa jharatAM AhAra jalakIthI mada vadhAre che. kherAkathI paNa kAma-vikAra vadhe che. pizAkathI paNa kAma-vikAra vadhe che. evA ughADA paheraveza paheravAthI vikAra vadhe che. manamAM vikAra te paDe che. je ekAntane jega maLe eTale tarata vikAra jAgavA mAMDe che. eka sAdhvI sAdhu pAse carcA karavA Ave. gurU mahArAjane cele ane sAdhvI ema be jaNa ekAMtamAM bese, sAdhu, sAdhvIne bhaNAve che, emAM ekalI sAdhvInI sAthe 35

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276 koI vakhata gerANI AvI bese. ane keIvAra na bese. gurUne vizvAsa che ke mAre cele vizvAsu che. ane gorANIne celI upara vizvAsa che. Aje tame yuvAna dikarA-dikarIone kelejamAM bhaNavA mokale che paNa tyAM bhaNe che ke kaMpAunDamAM phore che? chUTanuM pariNAma ghaNuM kharAba Ave che. AjanuM bhaNatara jIvananuM ghaDatara nathI, paNa jaDavAdanuM caNatara che. ekAMta khUba bUrI cIja che. uttarAdhyayananAM 32mA adhyayanamAM bhagavAna pharamAve che, kAma tu devIhiM vibhUsIyAhiM, na cAiyA khobhaiU tiguttA, tahA'vi egantahiyaM ti-naccA, vidhittavAso muNiNaM pasattho // 16 // rUpavatI devAMganAnAM ToLAM utare ane traNa guptie gupta evA munine calAyamAna karavA Ave te paNa muni calAyamAna thAya nahi. enA cittane DaheLAvI zake nahiM. AvA munine mATe paNa ekAMtavAsa varjya gaNe che. jene brahmacarya pALavuM che eNe ekAMtamAM kadI na rahevuM. eka rAjA dharmanI bhAvanAvALe hate. kALane avasare, kALa karI te rAjA marIne deva thaye. rANIne dukha thAya che. aMte rANune dikSA levAnI bhAvanA jAgRta thAya che. deva banelA rAjAe vicAra karyo. rANIne dikSAnA bhAva che. paNa dikSA kenI pAse apAvavI? parIkSA karIne kayA sthaLe goThavavI e nakkI karavuM ema vicArI baporanA dehanA samaye vRddha sAdhvInuM rUpa dhAraNa karyuM. sIttera varSanI sAdhvI sAdhunA upAzraye AvIne sAdhune vaMdana kare che. mahArAja pUche che, ekalA kema AvyA che? sAdhvI javAba Ape che. mahArAja! hamaNuM mAMdagImAM hatI. thoDA divasathI sArI thaI chuM. sUtra-siddhAMta mAMdagImAM bhUlAI gayA che, tethI ApazrIne mAre prazno pUchavA che. mahArAja kahe che, tame bahAra cAlyA jAva. ekalI strI sAthe amAre vAta na karAya. sAdhvIe kahyuM : paNu gurUdeva ! huM te vRddha chuM, mAMdagImAMthI UThIne AvI chuM. dharmanA prazno pUchavA che. mahArAja kahe che. atyAre tame bahAra nIkaLI jAva, ekAMtamAM ame ekapaNuM javAba ApI zakIe nahiM. chatAM sAdhvI Agraha kare che. aMte mahArAja kahe che. tame bahAra nIkaLI jAva athavA ame bahAra nIkaLI jaIe. Ama sAdhue jarAya macaka na ApI. Aje te sAdhvI sAdhu pAse game te samaye Ave ane game tevI vAta kare. sAdhu sAdhvIne bhaNAve che. juvAna sAdhu ane juvAna sAdhvI che. sUtra ane siddhAMtanI vAte karatAM mana avaLe mArge caDI jAya che. baMnene saMbaMdha vadhe che. ane sAdhvI sAdhune kahe che, AtmAne UMce laI ja heya te AvI gUMgaLAmaNamAMthI chUTavuM joIe. upAzrayanI cAra dIvAla vacce rahIne koI kAma thaI zake tema nathI. jagatane batAvI ApIe ke Adarza gRhasthAzrama ke heya! ane ApaNe mAnavasevA karavI joIe. eka ucca

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275 dhyeyane mATe dikSA choDI daIe te zuM vAMdho che? mahArAja kahe che. dIkSA cheDI daIe te jagatamAM ApaNI badanAmI thAze. leke ApaNe tiraskAra karaze. pachI mAnavasevA kevI rIte thaze? sAdhvI- tame taiyAra thaI jAva. ApaNA jevA sAhasikanI duniyA be ghaDI vAta karaze paNa umadA kArya joze eTale badhuM bhUlI jaze ane ApaNA guNagAna karaze. jagatathI DaranAra kadI AgaLa vadhI zakto nathI. ane ApaNuM baMnenA premanA pratikarUpe bALaka thaze e keTaluM zUravIra haze! Ama sAdhune patita karI bAIe kayAre, kayA divase keTalA vAgye ahIMthI ravAnA thavuM e nakakI karI nAkhyuM. sAdhue enI badhI vAta kabUla rAkhI. rAtanA amuka TAIme nIkaLI gAma bahAra kuvA pAse maLavuM ane saMyama cheDIne ghara mAMDavuM pachI mAnavasevA karavI. badhA sUI jAya che. eTale A sAdhvI saMsArInA kapaDAM paherI lya che. A bAju gurU te vRddha che. yuvAna ziSya gurUnA paga dAbe che, gaucarI laI Ave. paraThavavA jAya. Aje rAtre celAne UMgha AvatI nathI. bAra vAgyA, gurU jAge che. kema bhAI! UMgha nathI AvatI? svAdhyAya boluM te tane UMgha AvI jaze. vAtsalyabharyo hAtha mAthA para pherave che. ane ziSyane vikAra zamI jAya che. huM ke pApI chuM! DubatA saMsAramAMthI mane bahAra kADha, A gurUdeva mArI mAtA jevA che. temaNe samAjamAM mane UMce pade besADe. ane huM emane vizvAsaghAta karuM chuM. mArA AtmAnuM keTaluM bagaDI jaze? mArA vRddha gurUnI sevA keNa karaze? temane kevuM duHkha thaze? bhAvaparivartana thayuM. gurU premathI pUche che, zuM tArA magajamAM che, ke tane UMgha nathI AvatI? gurUnI tarakIba kevI che? kevI rIte ene pUche che? gurU samaje che, ziSya yuvAna che. yuvAnIne kabajAmAM rAkhavI muzkela che. tethI tenA haiyAne spaze tevI mIThI vANIthI samajAve che, IcchAnuM zamana kare. durmana vAsanAne paMthe laI janAra che. eka eka vAta evI DhabathI samajAve che ke ziSyanuM mana pharI jAya che ane vicAre che ke mAre saMsAramAM jAvuM nathI. pelI sAdhvInA haiyAmAM te saMsAranI umie uchaLe che. sAdhvIne veza utArI saMsArIne veza dhAraNa kare che. mArA gurUNIne keTalo AghAta thaze e paNa vicAratI nathI. rAtrInAM bAra vAgatAM upAzrayathI nIkaLI kUvA pAse sAdhunI rAha joI ne ubhI che. manamAM phaDa phaDa thAya che. atyAre ahIM keI luccA laphaMgA AvIne herAna te nahIM kare ne? "hamaNAM Avaze, hamaNAM Avaze, vacana dIdhuM che eTale avazya AvavA ja joIe.' pahelethI badhuM nakkI te karyuM che. paNa zuM temanA vicAro pharI gayA haze? gurU jAgI gayA haze? AvA aneka vicAre vacce eka vAgye, be vAgyA, traNa vAgyA, sAdhu AvyA nahi. sAdhvI vicAre che. jo pAchI jAuM te mane gurUNI kaheze kayAM gaI hatI ane chevaTamAM ApaghAtane vicAra AvyuM ane kUvAmAM paDI maraNa pAmI. A uparathI samajavAnuM ke ekAMta keTalI kharAba cIja che? pelA deve sAdhunI parIkSA karI. sAdhu bhagavAnanI AjJAne barAbara vaphAdAra che. deva (rAjA)ne thayuM ke A saMpradAya ghaNe UMce che. ane rANIne tyAM cAgya sAdhvI pAse dikSA levAne Adeza ApyuM.

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276 bhagavAne je nava vADa brahmacaryanI khatAvI che te sarasa che. tenuM pAlana karanAra patanane mArge jatAM aTake che. temanAtha bhagavAna dvArikAmAM padhAryAM che. te rastA batAve che. e sAMbhaLavA aneka mANasA AvyA che. emAM niSakumAra kevI rIte nIkaLaze, e vAta avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na. 46 bhAdaravA suda 9 ne ravivAra tA. ra9-8-71 carama zAsana pati bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe bhavya jIvAne saMsArathI cheDAvI meAkSa tarapha prayANa karAvavA mATe medha ApyuM che. dvArikA nagarImAM bhagavAna temanAtha padhAryAM che. mahAna puNyanA utkraya hAya tyAre ja bhagavAnanA samAgama thAya. temanA pratye prIti jAge. Aja sudhI jIve jagatavAsI jIvA sAthe mukha prIti karI che. paNa badhI prIti upAdhivALI che. AnadaghanajIe kahyu che, prIta sagAI 2 jagamAM sau kare re, prIta sagAI na koI, prIta sagAI re nirUpAdhika kahI re, sApAdhika dhana kheAI, RSabha jInezvara prItama mAharA re, era na cAhu re katha, jagatanI prIta svArtha bharelI che. svAtha hAya tyAM sudhI Takaze, svArtha samApta thatAM prIta samApta thaI jaze, paNa prabhu taraphanI prItimAM AvI koI upAdhi nathI mATe prabhu sAthe tamArA AtmAnI prIta karI. jo prabhu sAthe prIta karavI haze tA indriya nigraha, maneAnigraha karavA paDaze, mana e maMdiranI dhvA jevu' che, je mAjInA pavana Avaze te mAjI dhvajA pharaphara uDaze. ema mana judI judI dizAmAM uDDayana kare che. vAMdarA svabhAvamAM ja caMcaLa hAya, emAM tene dAru pIvaDAvye eTale caMcaLatAmAM vadhArA thayA. dAru pIvaDAvyA pachI tene vIchIe DaMkha mAryAM, tenI aMdara bhute saMcAra karyAM, pachI te vAMdarA zu' tu zuM karI nAMkhe, tema mana paNa vAMdarA jevuM che. teNe viSayanI madIrA pIdhI che ane mAharUpI bhuta AvI aMdara beThelu che. ane temAM kaSAyarUpI vichIe Da'kha dIdhA, pachI te kaI dizAmAM jIvane laI jaze te kalpI zakAtuM nathI: vAMdarA rAtre sUI jAya paNa mana te svapnamAM paNa doDadhAma kare che. divase mAnasika vicAradhArA jevI cAlatI hoya tevA svapna Ave che. bhagavAna kahe che--mAza sAdhune je

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277 svapna Ave te satya ja paDe. sAmAnya prANIne kevA-kevAya svapna Ave che. svapramAM mAja mANe. divasamAM vikArabhAva sevyA hoya te ja rAte svapnamAM Ave. svapna te svapna. svapna satya hAI zake nahi. jJAnI purUSAe saMsArane svapnavat kahyo che. Aje jIvA svapnane satya banAvavA mahenata karI rahyA che. cinu nAmanA eka bhikhArI che. te gAmanI aMdara ghera ghera phare ane baTaku roTale ugharAvI peTanu pUru kare. eka vakhata tene sarasa bheAjana prApta thayuM. I ne tyAM lagna prasaMga hatA. tyAM jaI caDavAthI e bheAjana maLeluM. peTa bharIne bheAjana lIdhuM. pachI nidrA Ave te svAbhAvika che. tene koI nathI. krAInA ATalA upara sutA che. pAse zakAruM ane lAkaDI paDayAM che. AMkha miMcAI gaI. rAja magajamAM vicAra Ave ke gAmamAM dararAja lagnanA varagheADA nIkaLe che. huM kyAre AvI rIte vararAjA banI kanyAne paraNavA jaIza ? A vicArAmAM sutelA cinune svapna Ave che ke eka eTalA para cinubhAI beThA che. rAjAnI savArI tyAMthI nIkaLe che. rAjAnI dRSTi cinubhAI para paDe che. rAjA kahe che, AvA AvA, cinubhAi ! mArI pAse bese. ane te rAjAnI pAse bese che. rAjyamAM lai jaI bhikhArInA pASAka utArI rAjAnA kuMvarane pASAka paherAve che. suMdara leAjana jamavA Ape che. khUba sArI rIte khAya che. ghareNAMnA, kapaDAMnA ThAThamATha che. rAjA vicAra kare che, cinubhAInA lagna karIe. paNa lagna keAnI sAthe karavA ? pradhAnanI dikarI sAthe thAya tA ghaNuM uttama thaI jAya. rAjA badhuM nakkI kare che, ane lagna thAya che. benDavAjA vAge che, varagheADo nIkaLe che. temAM rAjA mAkhare che. cinubhAi vararAjAnI jAna laine jAya che. mAMDave paheAMce che. pradhAnajI dhAmadhumathI AdarasatkAra kare che. mAyarAmAM cinubhAIne laI Ave che. gAramahArAja ' kanyA padharAveA sAvadhAna, varakanyA sAvadhAna, samaya varte sAvadhAna' AvA mAMgalika sutrA uccAre che. vararAjAnAM haiyAmAM umaga mAtA nathI. te vicAra kare che. hamaNAM kanyA Avaze, kanyA AvI. rUparUpanA aMbAra jevI kanyA che. cinubhAIne AnaMdanI helI ubharAya che. lagna karavAnI ghaNA vakhatathI icchA hatI te pUrNa thaI. te paNa pradhAnanI dIkarI sAthe eTale ha khUba vadhI gayA. kanyA AvI, sAme beThI. kanyAnA jamaNeA hAtha gAramahArAje mAMmA karAvyA. vararAjAne paNa jamaNeA hAtha lAMbe karavA gAramahArAje kahyuM ane svapnamAM cinubhAIe paNa hAtha lAMkhA karyAM. tyAM khUNAmAM vIMchI paDayo hatA. viMchI para hAtha paDatAM vichIe DaMkha mAryAM. eTale jAgI gayA. svapna paNa cAlyuM gayuM. enu e ja rAmapAtara, e ja gadA kapaDA, bhikhArI teA pAka mUkIne raDe che. AjubAjuvALAne thAya che ke, A ghaNA vakhatathI esavAvALA bhikhArI che, tene Aje zu duHkha AvI paDayuM ? kema raDe che ? leAkeAe pUchyuM, tyAre cinubhAI e javAba ApyuM. A vichIe Dakha

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28 mAryAM tenI vedanA nathI, paNa kanyA cAlI gaI, rAjAnA pASAka cAhyA gayA, ghareNAM cAlyA gayAM. huM garIba thai gayA. jenI sAthe lagna karavAnAM hatAM te badhuM cAlyuM gayuM. enI vedanA aMtarane khUkha valAvI rahI che. aMte pAka mukIne raDe che tyAre leAko kahe che, "murakhA, A te tane svapna AvyuM ! svapnanI sukhaDIthI bhUkha na bhAMge. svapna kadI satya na banI zake. " jJAnI purUSa kahe che, saMsAra e svapna jevA che.' pikacaramAM eka dRzya pachI khIju dRzya, khIjA pachI trIjI dRzya. ema jIvananI aMdara paNa eka pachI eka prasaMgeA banatA jAya che. samaya jatA jAya che. padArtho zAzvata nathI. badhuM vilaya thatu jAya che. kAMi sthira rahetuM nathI. mATe jJAnI purUSA kahe che tenA mAha cheADI, prabhunA dhyAnamAM lAgI jaiza te saMsAramAM tu anAsakta caiAgane keLavI zakaze. AtmalakSI puruSAya nahi thAya tyAM sudhI saMsAra-vRddhi aTakaze nahi. je ya buddhA mahAbhAgA, vIrA asamattadasiNo, amudra tetti vadhate sajja hor sabhyo // suyagaDAMga sUtra jagatamAM mahAbhAgyavAna gaNAtAM buddhizALI mANase jenI pAse buddhinA bhaMDAra che, je aneka zeAdhakhALa kare che ane jagatane AzcaryaMmAM mukI de che paNa samyagadarzanane prApta karyuM" nathI eTale ke mithyAtvI che. te je kAMI puruSAtha kare che, tenu' je kAMi parAkrama che te azuddha ane saMsArane saphaLa karavAvALuM che. eTale ke te kA saMsArane ja vadhAre che. je ya buddhA mahAbhAgA, vIrA samatta siNo yuddha tela' vAta, a hor sajjano "rarU|| sUyagaDAMga sUtra je vIra che. mahAbuddhizALI che ane mahAbhAgyavAna che tenuM dhyeya eka ja che. kayAre maiAkSane prApta karavA. hu je rIte jIvI rahyo chuM te mArA mATe cegya nathI. te samyagdarzanInuM` parAkrama zuddha che. tene tatvanI yathA zraddhA che. ane zraddhA AvyA pachI cAritryanI aMdara AvavA mATe prayatnazIla che. te aMte meAkSane prApta kare che. ane saMsArane saphaLa banAve che. ApaNe paNa e ja karavAnuM che. saMsAranA nAza e ja mukti che. eka vRkSanA nAza karavA hAya teA tenA mULanA nAza karavA joI e, ema sa'sAra vRkSanA nAza karavA hAya tA mithyA danano nAza karavA joIe. jo meAkSa meLavavA hAya tA samyagdana joIe. jo samyag daOna hoya tA meAkSa maLavAnA ja che. mATe sAcI dRSTi lAveA. te pachI tamArI zakti pramANe tamArA mananA nigraha karavAnA che. eka vakhata yuddhanI pAse rAjA sena' Ave che. rAjA kahe che, ame saMsAranA jIvaDA

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chIe. saMsAranI pravRttimAM joDAyA vinA chuTake thato nathI, te A saMsAramAMthI amArA manane nigraha kevI rIte kare? buddha kahe che. haMmezA cAra varatunuM ciMtana karavuM. (1) huM jarAdhamI chuM. (2) huM vigadhamI chuM. (3) huM regadhamI chuM. (4) huM maraNadhamI chuM. jarA e evI avasthA che ke je sarvane Ave che. moTo cakravartI hoya ke rAjAmahArAjA hoya, darekane amuka uMmare pahoMcatA e avasthAnA bhaMga banavuM paDe che. jyAre vRddhAvasthA Ave che tyAre sagAsnehIo vimukha banI jAya che. jema vela karamAI gayelA kulone parityAga kare che tema jyAre mANasa vRddha thAya che tyAre tene parivAra tene choDIne cAlyA jAya che. athavA teNe parivArane cheDe paDe che. parivAra tene trANa-zaraNa nathI. te parivArane trANa-zaraNa nathI. tame vicAra kare ke mAre ghaDapaNa nathI joItuM paNa te Ave ja che. jotA joItA ne kayAMthI AvyA re, AvA ghaDapaNanAM dahADalAM, navA navA duHkhaDAM lAvyA re, AvA ghaDapaNanAM dahADalA, kALA bhamara keza kevA hatAM phAMkaDA, raMga A kene palaTAvyA re, AvA ghaDapaNanAM dahADalA. ghaDapaNa koIne na joItuM hoya chatAM te Ave che. jarA jIvananI eka avasthA che. jarAdharmanuM ciMtana saudaryanA ahaMkArane samAve che. ghaDapaNa rUpa ane baLanA ahaMkArane celeMja Ape che, ke thanaganatuM tArUM yauvana ane jhaLahaLatuM tArUM saundarya mArA AgamanathI nAza pAmI jaze. rUpa kurUpa banI jaze. eke eka IndriyanuM baLa kSINa thaI jaze. to kSaNikanA meha zAM! kSaNika nA mAna zAM! mATe yuvAnImAM ahaMkAra, abhimAna choDI dharma kArya thAya teTaluM karI le, ". manenigrahanuM (anAsaktinuM) bIjuM rUpa che "huM rAgadhamI chuM, tenuM niraMtara ciMtana karavuM." A ciMtanathI dehAsakti dUra thAya che. hospiTalamAM juo te dadIone jeI kamakamATI AvI jaze. jyAre vyAdhi Ave che, rega Ave che tyAre dehazakti kSINa thaI jAya che. khUba suMdara rUpa che ane mAtA nIkaLe te AkhA zarIramAM cAThA thaI jAya che. A sanatakumAra cakravatIne keTaluM rUpa, sauMdarya hatuM? de tenA rUpane jovA mATe A pRthvI para AvyA. te rUpa cAlyuM gayuM. ane 700 varSa sudhI bhayaMkara che temanA zarIramAM rahyA. jJAnI purUSa kahe che tAre niraMtara vicAra karo ke roga kyAre Avaze tenI khabara nathI. mATe jyAM sudhI yuvAnIne jusso uchaLI kulle che, jyAM sudhI zakti che,

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rAga AvyAM nathI tyAM sudhI dharmanA mArge AgaLa vadhe. jyAre rAga, ghaDapaNa Avaze tyAre indriye zIthIla thaI jaze. ane mananI AzA manamAM rahI jaze. naMdamaNIyAra pAse, anAthI pAse karoDanI saMpatti hatI, te badhI ApI devAnI jAherAta karI chatAM koI temane roga maTADI zakayuM nathI. mATe AtmA bhaNI prayANa kare. trIjuM, huM vigadhamI chuM. saMganI pAchaLa viga te rahe ja che. jenA moTA DuMgarAo heya, bhautika sAmagrI hoya, paNa badhuM viyegamAM pheravAI jAya che. tame abhimAna na karazo. saMyogane aMta viyegamAM thAya, " vittA " zAhajahAMnI pAse keTala khajAne hate. tene bhaMDAramAM samAye nahI, mATe tene takhtatAusa banAvyuM. tenI pAchaLa teNe 53 karoDa rUpiyA khacyuM. temAM jaDAelA hIrA ane javerAtanuM vajana sAta maNa hatuM. temAM 35 maNa sonuM vAparyuM. rAjyanA kuzaLa kArIgaroe sAta varSamAM tene taiyAra karyuM. eTale saga, samRddhi paNa badhuM ja choDIne cAlyuM javuM paDayuM. saMga viyegamAM pheravAI gaye. Aje tamArI pAse aDhaLaka samRddhi che, paNa te badhuM choDIne javAnuM che. te vAta khyAlamAM rAkhajo. cethuM-huM maraNamI chuM. janma che tenuM maraNa che. jo maraNa AvavAnuM che, badhAne choDIne ja javuM che, badhAne mane viyega thavAnuM che. A zarIra paNa mAruM nathI. jemAMthI AtmA chuTo paDI javAne che. tene meha zA mATe rAkhavuM joIe? mATe jJAnI puro kahe che. niraMtara tame vicAra kare. ke maraNa AvavAnuM che. jyAre keInI sAthe vera ane virodha ubhA kare tyAre vicAre ke mAre ahIM keTaluM rahevAnuM che? mAruM zAzvata ghara te mokSa che. tyAM pahoMcyA pachI kAMI nathI. janma ke maraNa...ahIMthI te pAMca, paccIsa ke paccAsa varasa pachI chuTA paDavAnuM ja che. te keInI sAthe zA mATe bagADavuM? punya saMcayathI roga na Ave paraMtu mRtyunA baMdhanamAMthI keI chuTI zakatuM nathI. eka vicAraka kahe che, tamane mitra joI e te Izvara pUratuM che. mAna joIe te duniyA ghaNI che. sAtvana joI e te dharma pustaka ghaNuM che. ane upadeza joI e te mRtyu ghaNuM che. mRtyunI yAdadAsta mRtyunA bhayathI nirbhaya banAve che. mRtyunuM ciMtana atyAcAra-anyAya bhaNuM jatAM roke che. mATe jJAnI puruSe kahe che tamArA manane kendrita karavuM hoya te A cAra vAtanuM niraMtara ciMtana karaje. mana mAkhI jevuM che, te phUla para bese ane viSTA para paNa besavA jAya. kayAreka mana vikAranI pAchaLa daDe te kayAreka sanmArge paNa deDatuM heya. mana rUnA pumaDA jevuM che. rU je bAju havA haze te tarapha uDaze. tema mana paNa jevA sage haze, te pramANe uDavA mAMDaze. vikAranuM vAtAvaraNa hoya te te tarapha jAya che. ane puruSane meLAya thayo hoya te saduvRttimAM joDAI jAya. AvA manane ApaNe

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nigraha karavAne che. mATe jJAnI puruSe cAra vastu batAvI che. tene je niraMtara vicAra karaze te vijaya prApta thaze. jarAdharma, viyegadharma, regadharma ane maraNadharmathI mukta thavuM hoya te jInezvaranA zaraNe javuM joIe, tenI vANI suNIne bheda vijJAna karavuM joIe. bhagavAnanI vANImAM eka evuM ojasa che ke je sAMbhaLe tenA magajamAM tenuM raTaNa cAle. prabhunI vANInI jene asara thaI gaI tene saMsAra khAre lAge. Indriyene ane manane te gulAma na bane. AtmAnuM sauMdarya meLavyuM tene viSaya taraphanI rUcI na rahe. viSayArasa viSa sarIkhe lAge, cena paDe nahIM saMsAre, janma maraNa patra sarakhuM lAge, Atama pada cihe tyAre." jeNe bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI, tene kAmarAga-raneharAga-daSTirAga dUra thAya che mithyAdaSTithI chuTI samyagRSTi prApta kare che. samyagdaSTi prApta karI tene yathArtha pratIti thAya. nava tatvane jema che tema jANe ane nava tatvanA svarUpane je jANe che tene viSayanA rasa jheranA TukaDA jevA lAge che. pAvaDara, papha karelI, ne attara lagADelI eka manahara suMdarI dekhAya temAM tene raMgarogAna karelI, myunisIpAliTInI viSTAnI gADIne cakacati pataruM che ema lAge. uparanA patarAne joI zuM hI rahyA che? uparanI cAmaDI kADhIe bibhatsa rasa utpanna thAya, durgadha Ave. koI jagyAe pazanuM kalevara saDeluM hoya, jAnavara gaMdhAyeluM paDayuM hoya te ema lAge ke ATalI durgadhamAM ahIM kayAMthI AvI caDayAM? A zarIramAM zuM che ? zarIranI aMdarathI azucI padArtho nIkaLyA ja kare che. moDhAmAMthI gaLaphA, AMkhamAM ci paDA, kAnamAM mela, zarIramAMthI pasIne nIkaLe che te temAM meha karavA jevuM zuM che? bhagavAna kahe che. imaM sarIraM aNiccaM, asui asui saMbhava asAravA vALa, Tuvaa sAta mALa rUA uttarAdhyayana a. 19, mRgAputra mAtAne kahe che he mAtA ! A zarIra anitya che, azucImaya che, ahIne nivAsa azAzvata che, A zarIra duHkha ane kalezanuM ja bhAjana che. tenA para moha rAkha e jJAnI purUSanuM kartavya nathI. mAtA kahe che, tuM TADha-taDakA kema sahI zakIza? ughADA page kema calAze? laMca kema karI zakIza? mAtAe zarIrane janma Ape che. tethI te zarIranI ciMtA kare che. jyAre mRgAputrane AtmAnI ciMtA che. baMnenA rAha jahA che. sinemAnuM citra cAlatuM hoya te badhI lAITa baMdha karAvI de. bAraNu badhA baMdha karI de. tema 1. zrotendriya, 2. ghANendriya, 3. cakSundriya, 4. rasendriya ane 5. spaze - ndriya A pAMce IndriyanA nAdane baMdha karI de, te AtmAne anahada nAda saMbhaLAze. teno 36

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prakAza apUrva haze, paNa jyAM bahAranA ghATa saMbhaLAya che tyAM aMdara avAja kayAMthI Avaze? kevuM khAvAnuM! kevuM jovAnuM ! tenA para dhRNA kema nathI AvatI? vikArIbhAve choDe. badAmanI purIo, aneka jAtanA pakavAne, batrIsa vAnagI rasapUrvaka jame che paNa A badhI rIphAIna karelI azuci che. khAtara sAme jue te khAvuM game? e kSaNikanA meha zA? khAdhA pachI ulTI thAya te pachI cAkho kharA? khAdhA pachI viSTA thAya te tene hAthamAM le kharA? nA. te pachI vicAre ke mAre svabhAva alaukika che. AvA vikAramAM huM kayAM paDayo chuM? mATe he jIva! pAcho vaLa ane svadharma jevA ke anaMta jJAna, anaMtadarzana, anaMtasukha, anaMtavIrya, avikArI, avinAzI, trikALa abAdhita evA AtmasvarUpane tuM oLakha. tuM tane bhUlIne herAna thaI gayuM che. pote pitAne bhUlI gaye chuM. "ane raNe gaNI uThAra ane zIrapara hA hai" mUrkha mANasa pitAnA hAthathI talavAra uThAvI pitAnI Doka para mUke che, tema tame tamArA AtmAnA khUnI che. "kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAva maraNe, kAM aho ! rAcI rahe." nija AtmAnuM khUna kSaNe kSaNe kare che. vibhAvabhAvane piSe che. pitAnA zuddha svarUpanI, AtmadazAnI oLakhANa nathI, pichANa nathI. tene vicAra karavAnI paNa phurasada nathI. je cAlyuM javAnuM che. tene mATe tana teDI prayatna kare che. keTalAM chatrapatimAMthI patrapati thaI gayA. karoDapati roDapati thaI gayAM. tene mUkI vaibhava cAlyuM jAya che athavA tenI hAjarImAM pite cAlyA jAya che. te e mane mUke tenA karatAM huM chUTo thaI jAuM ema vicArone? be rIte chUTuM thavAya (1) rajA Ape che ane (2) rAjInAmuM ApIne. rAjInAmuM mUkayuM tyAre zeTha kahe, tamAruM rAjInAmuM ame pAsa nahIM karIe. tamArI amAre bahu jarUra che. tamAre putra kahe, mane rajA Apa. mAre dikSA levI che. tyAre tame zuM kahe ? muka have dIkSAnI vAta! rahe saMsAramAM! mAre te vahune lAvavI che. lahAvA levA che, mATe dIkSAnI rajA nahIM maLe ane nekarane rajA Ape, ke jA! tane chUTo karIe chIe. tyAre te kahe che mane rAkhe. huM kayAM jAuM? tamArA vinA mAre keNu AdhAra? maraNa sAme Ave tyAre tame kahe ke mAre jIvavuM che. game tema karIne mane jIvADo, DekaTara lA. okasIjananA ane ThukojhanA bATalA caDAve, paNa mane bacAva. mota AvyuM teya chUTavuM gamatuM nathI. Ama rAjInAmA ane rajA ApavI temAM A taphAvata che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pAse gauttama svAmI Adi gumAlise brAhmaNae eka sAthe jaI utArI dIkSA grahaNa karI. jene daDha vairAgya che, jene vItarAganI gAdIe besavuM che, tene bheganA tyAgamAM mokSa dekhAya che ane bhaganA bhegavaTAmAM narka dekhAya che. AtmAne jAye te te tarapha prayANa karo. tame vAlakezvaramAM phaleTa lIdhe hoya ane pAyadhUnI bAju cAlyA jAva evuM banatuM nathI. mekSa jene pariName che tenI sAme game teTalA pralobhana ke lAlaca Ave te paNa

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pitAnA mArgathI caLatA nathI. namirAjane caLAvavA mATe Indra mahArAja AvyA. chatAM temanA praznonAM kevA suMdara khulAsA karI pitAnAM mArga para sthira rahyAM! tethI ja Indrane kahevuM paDyuM, "tame A bhavamAM uttama che ane ahIMthI paNa siddha gatimAM javAnA cho. tamAruM pagaluM mokSa tarapha che." Indra mahArAje brAhmaNanuM rUpa laI prazna karyo, te namirAja, tamArI rAjadhAnImAM badhAM rove che, gAma kakaLe che. ghareghara kelAhala che, chatAM A badhuM choDIne kema cAlyA? tyAre teNe saTa javAba Ape. ekavRkSa hatuM. temAM paMkhIo mALA nAkhatA. pathike tyAM visAmo letA, eka vakhata vaMToLiye AvyA ane mULamAMthI jhADa ukhaDI gayuM, tethI paMkhIe reve che. paNa jhADane kAMI nathI. pitAne mALe nikaLI paDaye tene raDe che. ane pathike paNa rahe che. kAraNa ke temanuM visAmAnuM sthAna cAlyuM gayuM. eka dikaro hoya, magaja kharAba hoya ane marI jAya ane bIje dikare kamAte dhamAte marI jAya te baMnemAM viga kene vadhAre sAle? kamAtA dhamAtA putrane ne ? 500 rU. ne pagAra lAvanAra, badhAne poSanAra putranuM duHkha asahaya lAge. namirAja kahe che mane kaI ratuM nathI. he vipra ! e badhA pakSIo ane pathike pitAnA svArthane 2ve che. prANIone mArA taraphathI maLatuM sukha TaLI gayuM mATe seve che. paNa mane koI rAtu nathI! koI koInuM nathI re (2) nAhaka marIe chIe ! badhA mathI mathI re, keI koInuM nathI re. A mAre dikarA ne A mAre bApa che, A mArI gharavALI ne A mArI mAta che, muvAnI sAthe kaI jatuM nathI re.kaI. mehazajAne maMtra che ja ane mama mAro bhAI, mArI bena, svajana, bhejane, bhaMDAre badhuM mAruM paNa tArI sAthe zuM AvavAnuM che? nAda nA mama, zarIrane paNuM mukIne javAnuM che. tyAre kheTo meha ze? gharamAM 70 varsanI DosI heya te kahe, A vAsaNa sApha kare, A chekarAne rAkho, eTale badhAmAM kaMIka ne kaMIka svArtha te hoya ja che. Ama saMsAramAM badhI svArthanI ramataDI che. tethI ApaNe ApaNA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM. maraNa te AvavAnuM ja che. jene janma thaye tenuM maraNa thavAnuM che, je khIlyuM te karamAvAnuM che. tyAre A zarIra para zA lapeDA karavA? zI mamatA rAkhavI? kimatImAM kiMmatI kehInura hI hoya te te AtmA che. amulya evA AtmAne kema bhulI gayA che? jeNe AtmAne pichANe tenI ekSa tarapha gati thaI. "alakha niraMjana Atama ti, saMte tenuM dhyAna dhare. A che kAyA ghaTa Atama-hIra, bhUlI mAM bhavamAMhI phI

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jene AtmAnA svarUpanuM bhAna thayuM, jene saMta purUSane bheTo thaye, teo mehamAM lapeTAtA nathI, rAgamAM ragadoLAtA nathI, SamAM dAjhatA nathI, viSayanA vamaLamAM phasAtA nathI, tene saMsAramAM cena paDatuM nathI. tamane thAya che ke mAre mArA ghare javuM che ! A saMsAramAM beThatuM nathI, mAre mokSa joIe che. A bhAvanA jyAre nAbhithI uchALA mAratI haze tyAre tamane satya samajAze. jyAre viSayarasa viSa sarIkhe lAge tyAre saMsAramAM citta cuMTe nahi janmavuM ane maravuM e mAro dharma nathI. AtmAnuM svarUpa te ajarAmara che. have karma bAMdhu te bhegavavA paDe ne? mATe karma bAMdhuM ja nahIM e vicAra karI, AtmA kalyANa mATe prayatna karaze te avazya mokSanA sukhane pAmaze. vyAkhyAna naM 47 bhAdaravA suda 10 semavAra tA. 30-8-71 zrI neminAtha prabhu dvArikAnA naMdanavanamAM padhAryA che. dhanya che e pavitra bhUmine ke je bhagavAnanA caraNa sparzathI pAvana banI haze! AmapremanA amara gIta gAtA ane AtmAnA divya tejamAM viharatA prabhu padhAryA che. zrIkRSNa 42 lAkha hAthImAM zreSTha evA hAthI para besI caturaMgI senA sahita bhagavAnanA darzana karavA mATe dvArikA nagarInI madhyethI nIkaLI jyAM prabhu birAjamAna che tyAM AvyA che. prabhunA darzana karatAM koI era AnaMda ulase, kevI emanI amIbharI AMkhe, vizALatA ne vIratA dAkhavatI vANI, sugaMdha phelAvate zvAsa, premanA jharaNuM vahetuM haiyuM. vAtsalya dAkhavatI tejasvI mukhamudrA, kAMti nItaratI kAyA joIne ja caraNamAM mUkI javAya. devalokanA deve paNa pitAnA nATAraMbha cheDIne prabhunI pavitratama vANI sAMbhaLavA AvavAnI IcchA kare che. teo aceta pANIno chaMTakAvathI bhUmine pavitra banAve che. sugaMdhI aceta phUlanI varSothI vAtAvaraNa sugaMdhita banAve che. pachI deve Ave che. siMha ane haraNa, vAgha ane bakarI vagere tiryaMce pitAnA janmavera ane jAtivera bhUlI prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavA Ave. mAnava maherAmaNanI te vAta ja zI karavI ? prabhu ardhamAgadhI

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bhASAmAM dezanA de. sau potapotAnI bhASAmAM samajI jAya. anAryo paNa vANI sAMbhaLavA Ave duzmana banIne AvanAra paNa bhagavAnane namra ane AjJAMkita sevaka banI jAya. tu paNa anukULa thaI jAya. pacIza pacIza jojanamAM mAra nahi, marakI nahi, svacakra ke paracakane bhaya nahi. ativRSTi ke anAvRSTi na thAya. kAMTA sAme mukhe thaI jAya. A badhA bhagavAnanA atizane prabhAva che. ." unnidrahema nava paMkaja puMjakAnti, paryulla sannakha mayUkha shikhaa'bhiraamau| nA pAni tava catra jinendraH dha padmana tatra vivuvA vAcitti In bhaktAmara he jinezvara devA vikasvara evA suvarNanA navIna kamaLanAM samUhanI kAMtithI jhaLahaLatA nakhanA agrabhAga vaDe mane hara evA tamArA be paga jyAM pagalAM mUke che tyAM deve suvarNanA navAM kamaLa race che. bhagavAnanAM 34 atizaye paikI A eka atizaya che. bhAgyazALI loko vasatAM hoya tyAM tirthaMkara devanuM Agamana thAya che. upAdAnA jAgRta thAya tyAre uttama nimitto maLI rahe che. dhanya che teone ke jeo prabhunI amRta vANI sAMbhaLI, karNa pavitra karatAM haze. darzana karI apavitra netrane pavitra karatAM haze, prabhunA uttama guNonuM stavana karI apavitra jIbhane pavitra karatAM haze. nirmaLa vANInA jharaNuM vaDe azAMta, malina ane samaye samaye parabhAvamAM kudakA mAratA manane zAMta ane pavitra banAvatAM haze !! mana zAMta ane sthira hoya te e vANuM jhIlI zakAya. jIvanamAM ukaLATa hoya, AkuLa-vyAkuLatA hoya, te e vANI jhIlI zakAya nahi. bhagavAne be prakArane dharma batAvyuM, AgAra dharma ane aNagAra dharma. AraMbha ane parigrahane anarthanAM mULa jANe nahI te ja dharma pAmavAne lAyaka banatA nathI. nAmathI jena kahevAya ethI kAMI kalyANa na thaI jAya. "nAmathI huM jaina chuM, dharmathI nahIM, kamathI huM koNa chuM enI khabara nathI." - jaina kuLamAM avatAra maLyo paNa jIvanamAM dharma spardho nahiM. pitAnI jAtane oLakhI nahiM. svabhaNa prayANa karyuM nahiM to te janma vyartha che. AkhI jIMdagI kALAM kAma karyA haze. te te bhogavavA paDaze. paramAdhAmInA hanTara paDaze tyAre kaI bhAga nahiM paDAve, tyAMthI chUTakAre nahi thAya, mATe duHkha na joItA hoya te duHkhanuM kAraNa je hoya tene choDe, ane dharmanuM AcaraNa kare. dInaduHkhIne joI hRdayamAM dayA-anukaMpA Ave che? tamane vaibhave maLyAM hoya te temAM aTavAze nahi. enA AthamatAM sukhamAM aMjAze nahiM. e te badhA do denArA

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che, mATe je kAMI maLyuM che tene sadupayoga karI che. sAdhamI baMdhune sahAya karavAno IcchA thAya che? tamAre tyAM dhananA DhagalAM che. koI bhIkhArI Ave te Ape che ke rega che? eka divasa dhanavAnA dhananA DhagalA nAza pAmaze tyAre zuM karaze ? zrAvaka dubaLA nI anukaMpA karavAvALA heya. eka zAMtilAla zeTha che. tene suzIla patnI che. lagna pachI ghaNAM varSe eka bALaka thAya che. bALaka thayA pachI zeThane kSaya lAgu paDe che. kSayavALAne sAttivaka kherAka ApavuM paDe. zeThanA patnI zeTha mATe egya upacAra kare che. navI Avaka kAMI che nahiM ne mUDI khavAtI jAya che. ghara khAlI thavA mAMDayuM. dAgIne gIrave mukAI gaye, paNa zeTha baccA nahIM. pAMca varasanA chokarAne mUkI zeTha marI gayA. zeThANa vicAre che ke A chokarAne mUkI pati marI gayA. have jIvana nirvAha calAvavA mATe kAma karavAnI jarUra che. sagAvahAlAM te kahevA pUratAM che. koI kAma Ave evA nathI. zeThANI pArakAM kAma kare che. keIna vAsaNa mAMje che, koInAM pANI bhare che. lugaDAM joI Ape che. keIne tyAM rasoI karavA jAya che. Ama garIbAInA divase jAta mahenata jiMdAbAda karI pasAra kare che. ane aneka AzAe chokarAne meTa kare che. bhagavAna pAse haMmezA prArthanA kare ke he paramakRpALu paramAtmA! mArA chokarAne sAje na rAkhaje. ajJAnI che vItarAgI paramAtmA pAse paNa bhautika padArthonI mAgaNI kare che. cheka meTrIka pAsa thayA. sAyansanI lAIna lIdhI. mA ene kharco kADhe che. Ama karatAM jIvana pasAra kare che. chokare DokaTaranI parIkSA pAsa kare che. sAre naMbara meLave che. DokaTara thAya che ane heraTelamAMthI ghera Ave che. pitAnA gAmamAM davAkhAnuM zarU kare che. mA ne mAthethI ciMtA ochI thAya che. have paisAnI phIkara nathI. mAnI chellI AzA e che ke have mAre vahu Ave, dIkarAne tyAM dIkaro thAya, ene huM ramADuM te rAjI thAuM. Ama karatAM mAjIne sanepAta thaI gaye ane be divasamAM marI gayA. AkhI jIMdagI karAnuM ciMtana karyuM ane ene bhaNAve. maravA TANe paNa pautranuM mukha jovAnI jhaMkhanA karatAM gayA. enA karatAM prabhunuM ciMtana karyuM hatuM te beDe pAra thaI jAta. mANasanI jiMdagI keTalI che ane AzAe keTalI che? "he cetana ! have te ceta, chaMdagIne ze bharose che!" "are! A bhAIne nakhamAMya rega hete ne zuM thayuM ! acAnaka marI gayA ?" jenA nAmanI biradAvalI belAtI hoya te paNa cAlyA jAya che. ApaNe saue kALano jhapATo AvatAM cAlyA javAnuM che. mATe cetavAnI jarUra che. "kAcA sutaranA tAranA jevI che mAnava jIdagI,

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taMdrA mukI de AjathI, jAgI have kara aMdagI (2) kone khabara che kAlanI, deha taNI dIvAlanI (2) kAcA sutaranA tAMtaNa jevI mAnavInI aMdagI che, raMTIyA ane takalIthI kAMteluM kAcuM sutara heya ene aDatAM tuTI jAya che. AvI kAcA sutaranA tAra jevI ApaNI aMdagI che. have AtmA mATe kAMIka karavAnI pravRtti kare. mAjIne dIkarA vicAra kare che ke mA e pATA bAMdhIne mane bhaNAvyuM. mAre upakAra vALavAne vakhata Avye tyAM mA upaDI gayA ! chokarAne bahu duHkha thayuM, paNa kALa AgaLa * kenA upAya kAma Ave che? "cakavatI jevA cAlyA gayA, jenI cha khaMDa pharatI ANa re, kALe badhAnA karyA keLIyA, jarUra manamAM jANo, nathI keI rahevAnuM ahIMyA sthira, TharIne ThAma...nathI keI." ahIM badhAMye cAlyA javAnuM che. sthira keI ne rahevAnuM nathI. jenuM cha khaMDamAM eka chatre rAjya cAlatuM hatuM te paNa cAlyA gayA che ekavAra dharmarAjA (yudhiSThira) dAna detA hatA. eka pahora pure che. dAna devAnuM kArya baMdha thayuM, tyAM eka brAhmaNa dAna levA AvyuM. brAhmaNane dharmarAjA kahe che. kAla Avaje. A vAta bhIme sAMbhaLI ane AnaMdamAM AvI jaI bherI vagADI. bherI te zubhakAma hoya tyAre vAge che. badhA deDI AvyA. kema Aje zuM che? kema bherI vagADe che? dharmarAjA bhImane pUche che.bhIma kahe che. "tame kALane jItI gayA. A brAhmaNane kAle AvavAnuM kahyuM eTale kAla sudhI Apa jIvavAnA che e nakakI vAta thaI. enA AnaMdamAM bherI vagADuM chuM" dharmazajIne pitAnI bhUla samajAI gaI ane nirAza thaI pAchAM jatAM brAhmaNane bolAvI gya dAna ApyuM. kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke kALa kayAre Avaze te kaI jANI zakatuM nathI. "tArI kALa pakaDaze eTalI, tArI nIkaLI jAze goTalI bhANAmAM pIraselI raheze garama karelI tArI roTalI...tArI kALa" bhANuM paDI rahyuM ane khAvA beThA ne bhAI cAlyA gayA! koI cA pItA pItA, rakAbI hAthamAM rahI jAya che ane cAlyA jAya che. AvA keTalAya banA bane che. chatAM mAnavInI AMkha kayo ughaDe che? pramAda uDe che? dharma kAryamAM tvarita gati karavAnuM dila thAya che? sukhethI sUI koNa zake? | devabhadra ane yazobhadra dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI jAya che. temanA mAtApitA nA pADe che. baMne bALako nAnI uMmaranA hevA chatAM vairAgya tIvra che. teo kahe che he pitAjI!

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tamAruM vacana koNa mAne? jene mRtyu sAthe mitratA hoya, kALa Ave tyAre jenAmAM bhAgI javAnI zakti hoya, je jANe ke amAre maravAnuM ja nathI, te sukhethI sUI zake che. pAtALamAM pesI jAya ke bheMyarAmAM pesI jAya. parvata upara jAya ke paMcaginI jAya, game tyAM jAya paNa kALa keIne mUkatA nathI. AbhUSaNo paherIne arIsAmAM joIne malakAya che. ane nAce che. zuM AvA dAgInA joIne kALa nAsI javAne che jIve? Ane sarvasva mAnyuM paNa A badhuM paDyuM raheze. AmAM kayAM sudhI rAcIza! pelA mAjIne dIkarA DokaTara thaye. sArUM davAkhAnuM nAkhyuM. te eTale yazakamI hate ke je kesa tenA hAthamAM Ave te sAra thaI jAya. AjubAjunA gAmamAM sArI khyAti pAme che. tene ghaNI kIti maLe che. koI bhAI to kahe ke maheza DokaTara janatAne priya thaI paDe che. jyAre yuvAne DokaTaranuM bhaNatA hoya tyAre manamAM umeda hoya ke ame DokaTara banI garIbonA AMsu lUchazuM. paisAne abhAve je davA-Ijekazana vinA daIthI rIbAtA haze tene ame maphata davA ApI sAjA karIzuM. paNa jyAre tenI sAme dhananA DhagalAM dekhAya che tyAre lAbha thatAM lAbha vadhI jAya che. A DokaTarane tyAM dhananA DhagalAM khaDakAvAthI mana pharI gayuM. garIbane madadarUpa thavAnA svapna sevanAra DokaTara have te garIbane dAda paNa ApatuM nathI. zrImaMta te enI pAchaLa gAMDA thayA che. jarAka mAthuM dukhe te tarata okaTara pAse upaDe. eka vakhata eka kheDutaDokaTara pAse Ave che. tene bAra varasane choko sAthe che. DokaTarane AjIjIbharyA zabdomAM kahe che. DokaTara sAheba! tame A dIkarAne sAje kare. mArA garIbanuM ekanuM eka ratana che. AMdhaLAnI lAkaDI che. tame mArA bhagavAna che. DokaTara tenA mijAja avAjathI kahe che-mArI phI 35 rUpiyA che. pahelA rUpIyA lAva pachI jouM. kheDUta kahe che mArI pAse kuTI koDI nathI. huM 35 rUA. kayAMthI ApuM! atyAre mesama cAle che. jyAre dANuM Avaze tyAre turata ApI daIza. atyAre tame davA kare. A kheDUtanA vacana sAMbhaLI DekaTarane pItto jAya che. ane kheDUtane dhamakAvatA kahe che. jA nIkaLa bahAra, A kheDUta jarAya samajatuM nathI, phI vagara nahIM jovAya. "zuM tamArA jevA mATe ame navarA beThA chIe? pele kheDUta pagamAM paDIne vinave che. bApu! A dikare mArA AMdhaLAnI lAkaDI che, mAre ekane eka putra che. tame AnI davA kare, chatAM DokaTara mAnatA nathI eTale kheDUta rovA jevuM thaI jAya che. DokaTara kahe che, e gurakhA ! Ane bahAra kADha. gurakhAe A kheDUtane bahAra kADhaye. A kheDUta tenA dIkarAne baLadagADImAM laI ghara tarapha jAya che. rastAmAM be moTara sAma-sAme athaDAya che ane DokaTaranA paMdara varasanA chokarAne khUba IjA thAya che. mAthAmAMthI lohI vahI jAya che. mUrzita avasthAmAM paDe che. kheDUte A chokarAne che ane tenuM haiyuM karI uDayuM. chekarAne jaladI uThAvI gADAmAM nAkhe. ezIkuM phADI rU kAvyuM. rU bALIne mUchyuM,

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ane ozIkAnuM paDa phADI pATe ba. pachI tene pitAnA jhuMpaDAmAM laI Ave che. jema pahoMce che tyAM potAne chokaro gujarI jAya che. pitAnA putrane mRtadeha eka bAju paDe che. paNa pitAne sevAdharma cukate nathI. A bAju DAkaTarane khabara paDe che ke mArI gADIne ekasIDanTa thayela che ane rAjezane IjA thaI che. DekaTara tarata ja potAnA putranI tapAsa karavA nIkaLe che ane pelA beDUtanI jhuMpaDIe Ave che. De. sAheba kheDUtane tarata oLakhI jAya che. dilanI aMdara eka AMcake Ave che ane kahe che- "are! mAre hIre ahIM che! tame kharekhara mArA dIkarAne bacAvyo. meM te tamane dhakkA mArIne bahAra kaDhAvyA hatA. are ! tame takIye phADIne rU kADhIne bALyuM ane pATo bAMdhIne lehI vahetuM baMdha karyuM, te A bae. huM tamArI pAsethI mAnavatAnA pATha zIkhuM chuM. huM te rAkSasa chuM, adhama chuM. tamane dhanya che. lAve, tamAre dIkare kayAM che? tene huM tapAsI dauM. pele kheDUta kahe che, juo ! A maDaduM paDyuM. A chokarAnI sAravAramAM mRta kalevaranI kriyA paNa karI zaka nathI. garIba pAsethI paNa kevA pATha zIkhavAnA maLe cheanukaMpA be prakAranI che. (1) laukika ane (ra) lekottara anukaMpA. je duHkhI hoya ene joIne anukaMpA thAya ene laukika anukaMpA kahe che. jokettara anukaMpA-kamabaMdhana kema chUTe? AtmAnuM hita kema thAya? e lakSe karmathI duHkhI thatAM ja para anukaMpA lAvavI te lokottara anukaMpA. evI dayA sadguru pAse hoya che. abhaNa kisAna pAse kevuM zIkhavA maLe che? DokaTaramAM game teTaluM bhaNatara hovA chatAM tenAmAM mAnavatA marI gaI hatI. Aje te gADImAM bhaTakAya, lehI nIkaLe te koIupADe nahIM ane joyA kare che. ane kahe che keInI sAravAra karavAne kAyade nathI. je karIe te korTamAM javAba devA javuM paDe ! Aje mAnavatA marI gaI che ! je dharma pAmyA hoya jenA dilamAM anukaMpA hoya e te tarata pATo bAMdhI deane sevA kare. dubaLI pAtaLA nI sevA karanArA AvA mArA zrAvake che. AgAra dharma eTale zrAvakanA dharma ane aNagAra dharma eTale sAdhunA dharma. A vize vaLI zuM kaheze e adhikAra avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna 48 bhAdaravA suda 11 maMgaLavAra tA. 31-8-7ii, niSakumAre 50 kanyAo sAthe pANIgrahaNa karyuM che. divase sukhacenamAM ane pAMce IndriyanA sukha jogavatAM kyAM pasAra thAya che e khabara nathI. samRddhi che. strIo kahyA 37

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pramANe karanArI che. RtunI anukuLatA maLe tevAM sAdhane che. garamImAM paMkhA pharatA hoya, ziyALAmAM garama kapaDAM maLatAM hoya. jevI garIbene muzIbata bhegavavI paDe che tevI sIma tene bhogavavI paDatI nathI. zrImaMtane punyAIne hisAbe badhuM maLe che. paNa punyA gavatAM bhegavatAM jema gesanI koThI khAlI thAya che ema punyanI keDI khAlI thAya che. punyanA udayamAM AnaMda vibhera bananArane jyAre pAyane udaya thAya che tyAre AkuLanyAkuLa banI jAya che. "AvuM duHkha nathI joItuM, A kayA bhavanAM udayamAM AvyA !" ema kakaLATa kare che. duHkha bhogavatA nathI AvaDatuM. dAkhanA udayamAM deNuM kapAya che. e khyAla nathI. pApanI kAThI khAlI thAya, pachI pApa bhogavavAnuM kayAM raheze? mATe pApathI gabharAI na jatAM hasatAM hasatAM deNuM bharapAI kare. bhagavAna mahAvIranA trIsa varasa AnaMdamAM gayA, rAjanI sAhyabI jogavatAM jogavatAM duHkhane jarA paNa anubhava kare nahi. pANI mAgatAM hRdha maLe. vardhamAna kumAra zuM belyA ne zuM bolaze! emane paDaye bela jhIlavAmAM sau pitAne bhAgyazALI mAnatA. AvA bhagavAnane dIkSA lIdhA pachI sADA bAra varSa sudhI kevA dukhe AvyAM. aneka parisaha ane upasarga vacce jIvana jIvyA ! eka sAmaTI kevI kaTI? chatAM zUravIra ane dhIra prabhue karmosAme celeMja phekI ke AvI jAva, huM zuravIra thaye chuM, karma sAme jaMga mAMDe che. jenuM jenuM leNuM hoya te laI jAva. huM bharapAI karavA taiyAra chuM. keI bhulaze nahi. tamArA leNuyAta tamArI pAse Ave te ke paDakAra kare? A bhavamAM mAre deNuM cukavavuM che. te zA mATe karavuM joIe? e DhaDhero pITAve che. celenja pheke che. ane badhA karmoe eka sAmaTo humale karyo chatAM gabharAyAM nahiM. jarAye kaTANuM moTuM na karyuM. deNuM cukavyuM, kevA upasargo AvyAM chatA samabhAva keLavI karmanA bhukkA uDAvI dIdhA. ApaNe mAyakAMgalA chIe ke zuravIra che bhagavAna jevuM jema? e kaMI hiMmata? ane duzmanee AtmAne gherI lIdhe che. have jema batAve te duzmana ubhI pUMchaDIe nAsI jAya. ra karIne jItavuM, kharekharUM raNakheta, duzmana che tuja dehamAM, ceta ceta nara ceta, gAphala rahIza gamAra tuM, phegaTa thaIza phajeta, have jarUra hazIyAra thaI, ceta ceta nara ceta." | tArAmAM atI zakti che. AtmA zaktizALI hovA chatAM ziyALathI bIve che. tAre AtmA siMha jevo che. karma ziyALIyA che. zakti sattAgata paDelI che. ene jagADa ane hiMmata kara. te avazya karma rUpa ziyALIyAne haMphAvI zakIza. eka samati jIvanamAM AvI jAya te ogaNotera kroDAkoDI sAgaropama jhAjherI sthitinAM karmanA bhukkA uDI jAya. samakita AvatAM daSTi sanmukha banI jAya che. svAtmAnuM bhAna thaI jAya che. bhAna vinA jIva anaMta kALathI AthaDyo che. jaDane mAruM mAnI beThe che. jaDane viga thAya te raDavA besI jAya che, jaDa Ave eTale rAjI thAya che

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1 eka gAmamAM muLazaCkara nAmanA eka mANasa hatA. teo vedAMtI hatA. gAmamAM jIvA paTelanA chokarA marI gayA. muLazaMkarabhAI paTelane ghare AvyAM. ane samajAve che. tame khAra varasanA chekarAne zuM vA che ? eka vasra cheADI ApaNe bIjI va paheravAnA chIe ema jIva paNa eka deDu cheoDIne bIjo deha dhAraNa kare che. AmAM ATaluM madhu zuM rUve che ! have marada thai jAva. ATaluM rAvAnu` hAya nahI. AtA bALa mRtyuM kahevAya. AtmA judo che. ane zarIra juduM che. AtmA amara che. krUDa te ahI paDayA ja rahe che. tA kAne rAvuM ? rAI ne ApaNe kama bAMdhIye chIye, mATe bhagavAnanuM nAma lyo. gayelA putra pAche AvavAnA nathI. mATe rUdana choDI svastha thai jAva. muLaza kar bhAI nA meSa paTelane lAgI gayA. ane teo zAMta thaI gayA. tyAra bAda thoDA vakhata pachI muLaza'karabhAInI pAMca varSanI dIkarI marI gai. dIkarI jatAM muLazaMkarabhAI DhIlA thaI gayA. ane rUdana karavA lAgyA! are mArI TIku, tArA vinA mane kema gamaze ? tu cAlI gaI ! tArA vinA mane khApA koNa kaheze ? sagAvahAlAM, AjumAjuvALA badhA AzvAsana devA AvyAM. jIvA paTela paNa temAM sAmela thAya che. badhAM khUba samajAve che. chatAM muLazaMkara mahArAja samajatAM nathI. AMkhamAMthI khera khera jevaDAM AMsu paDe che. badhAne thAya che. pAMca vaSa~nI TIkunA mAhu mahArAjane ajakha gajamanA che. pelA paTela kahe che : muLazaMkara mahArAja ! tame A zuM kareA che ? tame vedAntI che. mArA 12 varSanA putra marI gaye tyAre tame zu' khelatA hatA ? AtmA ajara amara che. zarIra khaLIne khAka thavAnuM che. Ama tame khelatA hatA. atyAre rAvA beThA che ? A zuM tamane zAle che? hAthInA dAMta cAvavAnA judA ane khatAvavAnA judA ! ema cAle ? " chatrapati lakhapati sahu gayA, gaI na rUddhi sAtha, jAlama joddhA sahuM gayA, khaMkherI ya hAtha. '' sau khalI hAthe AvyA che. ane che. pazu koI sArA sAthIdAra maLe te khAlI hAthe A phAnI jagatamAMthI cAlyA javAnA mAjIsa phulAI jAya che. '' sAtha kare jyAM e saMgAthI gaja gaja phule mArI chAtI, jyAre ekalaDA maravuM paDe (ra) huM tyAre tane yAda karUM chuM. muzkelI jyAre paDe huM tyAre tane yAda karU chu, sukhI thatAM visarU' tanene, du:khI thatAM yAda karUM chuM"" vararAjA taiyAra thaIne paraNavA jAya che, tyAre indra jevA lAge che. be jaNA lagna saMbaMdhe baMdhANA. paraNIne ghare AvyA. kanyA dekhAvaDI vinayavAna haiAya te kahe kevI AjJAMkita mArI patnI che! mAru vacana kharAbara pALe che. isArAthI samajI jAya evI

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che. jyAre e sAre sAtha maLe tyAM ja phalAI gaye. rogathI kAyA gherAI gaI, patnI sAmeya nathI jatI. eka taraphaDIyA mAre che. tyAre hatAza thaI jAya che. AjJAMkita patnIne aphasesa kare che. zeka, rUdana, nirAzA, jIvanane kevAM gherI le che. eTale harSa che eTale ja zeka Ave che. jIvanamAM je koI prasaMge bhajavAya che. te karma AdhIna che. je karma na hoya te AvA prasaMgo paNa na Ave. karma kApavAne rasto ahIM batAvAya che. sarva kama manuSya bhavamAM kapAya che, bIjA bhavamAM karmane sarvathA nAza thato nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne karmathI sarvathA mukata banavuM hatuM tethI ghora tapa AdarI karmanI udIraNA karI. leNIyAtane sAme caDIne AmaMtraNa ApyA. duHkhane sahana karatAM jarAya thAkayA nahi. mudata purI thatAM udayamAna thAya che. karmanI mudata pAke ane leNuM levA Ave te ravA bese che ke hasatAM hasatAM karmanA phaLane bhogavI le che? varanA putro che ke kAyaranA? tirthakaree jambara karmane sAmane karyo. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe piTIlanA bhAvamAM dIkSA lIdhI ane jAva chava sudhI mAsakhamaNa tapa karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI. agIyAra lAkha uparAMta mAsakhamaNu karyA. ApaNane eka mAsakhamaNa karatA kevuM thAya che? ApaNe to kaI kare tene dhanyavAda ApI daIe. sarvakarmamAM sauthI zirAmaNI mehanIya karma che. meharUpI malane prathama parAsta kare, pachI bIjA karmamAM keI tAkAta nathI. " jahA matthae sUIe hatAe hammai tale evaM kammANi hammati mAhaNi-jje khaya-gae" tADI vRkSanI dherI nasamAM seya mAre, tene nAza kare te AkhuM vRkSa nAza pAme che. ema mohanIya karma dherI nasa che. tene nAza karavAthI saMsAra nAza pAme che. vadhAre vadhAre karma mehanIya baMdhAve che. mehanIya karma e senApati jevuM che. jema senApatine kaIhaNI nAkhe te AkhI senA tenA kabajAmAM AvI jAya che. ema mehanIya karmane haNI nAkhe te badhA karma nAza pAmI jAya che. mehanIya karmanA svarUpane samaje che, chatAM mUkI zaktAM kema nathI? paisA mArA nathI e samaje che, bhegA AvavAnA nathI, e paNa jANe che chatAM moha keTale che? paisAnA abhimAnamAM sAdhune namaze nahIM. paNa raste cAlatAM dasa rUpiyAnI noTa paDelI haze te tarata namaze. vaMdanA pApanikaMdanA-vaMdana karavAthI pApa nAza thAya che, chatAM sAdhune namaze nahIM. traNa DIgrI tAva Avyo hoya ane koI kahe ke upAzrayamAM AvavuM che ne? vyAkhyAnane TAIma thayela che. te ne pADaze ane kahe mane tAva AvyuM che. mArAthI nahIM avAya. jyAre dIkaro AvIne kahe, dukAne eka mAladAra gharAga AvyA che. be hajAra rUpIyA maLe evuM che. ane tamArI samajAvavAnI zailI evI che ke grAhaka pANI pANI thaI jaze, mATe cAle ne. paisAne lAbha jeze te tarata kaheze, ThIka jA, gADI laI Ava, huM AvuM chuM. "kayAM

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gaye tene tAva? aMdara paisAnI rUcI paDI che. jIve AvuM anaMtIvAra bheguM karyuM, paNa eka dharmane pAmyo nathI. labhanti vimalA bhoe labhaMti sura saMpayA / labhanti, puttamittaMca, ego dhammo na labbhai // jIvane bhega-upabheganA sAdhana-devatAnI uMcI padavIo, putra parivAra Adi anaMtIvAra prApta thayuM paNa eka dharma ja prApta thayela nathI. dharmathI karmanI senA cakacUra thAya che. tamArI dRSTi paisA sAme che ke dharma sAme? eka mANasa lamaNe hAtha daIne beThe che. sAmethI eka mitra pUche che ke kema udAsa che? bahu duHkhI dekhAya che? tamane zuM du:kha paDayuM che? mane kahe, mArAthI bhAga levAya te lauM. pele bhAI kahe che. tame jANatA haze ke paMdara divasa pahelAM mArA kAkA marI gayA. tenA pacIsa hajAra rUA. mane vArasAmAM AvyA. "oha! e te AnaMdane viSaya ke tamane eTalA rU. maLyA." ane bIjA aThavADIyAmAM mArA mAmA marI gayA. ane paMdara hajAra rU. maLyAM. paNa meTuM duHkha te eja che ke have A aThavADIyAmAM koI marI nathI gayuM. je mare te mane mAla-malIde maLI jAya. paisA mATe jIvane kevA duSTa pariNAma thAya che? A hiMsAnubandhI raudra dhyAnanAM pariNAma che. lAbha thAye ne lobha vadhI jAye, lAkhamAMthI be lAkha kyAre thAye, AzA tRSNA balavaMta, ene Ave nahIM anta, meha mamatAnA (2) hIMcake jhulyA jhulyA, dukhamAM DulyA 39yA re, tame bhaktinA paMthaDA bhUlyAM." paisAne lAbha vadhatAM lebha vadhatuM jAya che. eka dukAna heya ne bIjI dukAna kheluM, eka kArakhAnuM heya ne bIju nAkhuM, ema lAbha vadhato jAya che. paNa ATaluM maLI gayuM, have te dharma dhyAna kara. supAtre dAna de. sAdhamInI sevA karavAne lAbha le. paisAnI hAyavarALamAM AvA bhAva AvavA muzkela thaI jAya che. - jeNe samajI prabhunA guNa gAyA, sAcuM jIvanamAM eja che kamAyA, kIdhe saMtene saMga lAgyo bhaktine raMga,enA takadIranA daravAjA khulyA khulyA, duHkhamAM phulyA re DulyA". jeNe samajIne prabhunAM guNa gAyA che tenI AzA tRSNane aMta AvI jAya che. - saMtane saMga thatAM bhaktine raMga lAge che, ane takadIranA tALAM khulI jAya che. leDhAne darIyAmAM nAkhavAthI DubI jAya che, paNa lAkaDAnI paTTI para jaDeluM letuM tarI jaze. tema

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284 satanA saMga karaze. saMtapurUSane zeSA. saMta samAgama khUba durlabha che. sa'tane zoSI enA caraNane pakaDo te tamArA beDA pAra thaze. pattharanI nAvamAM koI besatu' nathI. kAraNa ke te DubADe che, paNa lAkaDAnI nAvamAM sau besavA jAya che, kAraNa ke te tare che, khIjAne tAre che. guru e prakAranA che. eka veSadhArI eTale uparathI sAdhunA vezamAM paNa aMdarathI setAna hAya che. evA gurU ApanakalejhanA (phicara) bhAva batAve che, ane emAM peAtAnA bhAga rAkhe che. A gurU nathI paNa gAra che-cAra che. jyAre rAmacandrajI ayeAdhyAmAMthI nIkaLyA tyAre "have koI nagaramAM nahI rahyu hAya, " ema vicArI eka mANasa tapAsa karavA jAya che. gAmamAM eka kUtarUM' paDayu' che. e khUba pIDAya che. tenA zarIramAM kIDA paDayA che ane rADA pADe che. e bhAIe rAmacaMdrajI pAse AvI vAta karI. tyAre rAmacaMdrajI kahe che sAMbhaLeA. " e kUtarU gayA janmamAM gurU hatA. ane kIDA e enA celakA hatA. celakA pAse khUba paisA mukAvatA ane peAte parigraha bhegA karatAM. Aje enI dazA jue. : tr gurU leAbhI cele lAlacu dAnu khele dAva, dAnu buDe mApaDA beTha paththarakI nAva. " sAdhu veza laI AvA gurU celA ane Dube che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA kAyadA tA badhAne sarakhA pALavAnA che. ni matvI ane nirhaMkArI hAya e jagata vallabha manI zake che. ame tamAza gAmamAM AvIe. tenuM vetana zuM mApaze? AvA vyavahAra sAdhunA na hAya. prophesara lekacara Apaze teA paisA ApavA paDaze. paNa jaina munie te parigraha rahita hAya. anya darzanamAM kathA cAlatI haiAya tyAre mahArAja kathA vAMcatA haiAya ane AratImAM paisA mukAve. sItAnA prasaMga Ave tyAre koI kapaDAM lAve, koI dAgInA lAve, koI khAvAnu' lAve. ema gurUnA thelA bharAya. pachI pUrNAhuti thAya. eka vakhata kathAmAM kharaDA noMdhavAnu zarU thAya che. emAM eka mANusa kharaDAmAM seA rUpIyA noMdhAve che. mahArAja kahe che vAha ! tAre AvatA varase Dabbala vepAra thaze. A sAMbhaLI khIjA koI paisA nAMdhAvatA nathI. badhAnA mADhA dIvela pIdhA jevA thaI gayA. emAM kAI khelyuM : mahArAja, tame kevA AzIrvAda ApyAM. are, A ta smazAnamAM lAkaDAnA vepAra kare che. mANasA vadhAre maraze te vadhAre lAkaDA khapaze. tame kAne AzIrvAda Ape che e jotA nathI ?tamAre basa paisAnI ja sagAI che ? kathA vAMcanAra cupa thaI gayA. jainanA sAdhu AvA prapaMcamAM paDatAM nathI. paNu bhagavAnanA mAne vaphAdAra rahe che. bhagavAna nemanAtha dvArikAmAM padhAre che. prabhunemanAthanu eka

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hajAra varSanuM AyuSya che. 300 varSe dIkSA lIdhI. ane dIkSA lIdhA pachI 58me vize kevaLajJAna thayuM che. AvA trilokInAtha devAdhideva dvArikAmAM birAjamAna che. niSakumAra have prabhunA darzane kevI rIte jAya che tene vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna ...4 bhAdaravA suda 15 ne budhavAra tA. 1-9-1 bhagavAna nemanAtha dvArikA nagarImAM naMdanavana nAmanA udyAnamAM padhAryA che. jyAM tirthakara sAkSAt padhAre tyAM lokonA haiyAmAM AnaMdanI helI ubharAya che. 50 sIenA mahele vacce niSakumAra gaganacuMbI mahelamAM AnaMda pramoda karI rahyA che, gavAkSamAM ubhA rahetAM aneka mANasane eka dizA tarapha jatAM jue che. tethI kauTuMbika puruSane pUche che ke, zuM koI bhutane mahatsava che, keI yakSane mahatsava che? kaI nadIne mahatsava che? taLAvane-drahane mahatsava che? Aje zuM che ke jethI badhA mANaso navAM navAM kapaDAM paherIne eka ja dizA tarapha jAya che? jema kalakala karatI nadI vahe ane avAja thAya tema mANasane avAja thAya che. kauTuMbika purUSa jaIne tapAsa kare che. ene samAcAra maLe che ke bhagavAna nemanAtha naMdanavanamAM padhAryA che. kauTuMbika purUSa AvIne niSadhakumArane vAta kare che ke Aje kaI yakSane ke kaI nadIne mahotsava nathI paNa temanAtha bhagavAna padhAryA che. prabhu bhavya jIvone sAco rAha batAvanAra, kamanI cuMgAlamAMthI choDAvanAra taraNatAraNa, duHkha nivAraNa, tIvra sarcalAITa pheMkanAra, ajJAnanA aMdhakAra ulecanAra che, tevA prabhune lAbha levA mATe bhavya ja eka dizA tarapha jaI rahyA che. A sAMbhaLI niSadhakumAra vicAra kare che, sAkSAta prabhu AMgaNe padhAryA che. te huM paNa bhagavAnane vAMdavA jAuM. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLatAM mithyAtvanA baMdhana tUTI jAya che. bhagavAnanAM guNagAna karatAM jaghanyarasa Ave te karmanI jhoDo khape ane utkRSTa rasa Ave te tIrthaMkara nAma gotra baMdhAya. vANI sAMbhaLatA mithyAtvanA jhera utarI jAya. svabhAva dazAmAM AvI jAya, vibhAvadazA dUra thaI jAya ane nijasvarUpamAM ramaNa karatA thAya. atyAra sudhI vibhAva bhAvamAM rAce chuM, je je gatimAM je sagavaDa maLI te lIdhI che. gAMDA mANaso paththara, kAgaLa, dorA, gAbhA vigere bahArathI lAvI gharamAM bhare tema ApaNe paNa atyAra sudhI kAcanA TukaDA ane cIMtharA jevA jagatanA kacarA bhegA karI Atmagharane gaMdu banAvyuM che, kAMI sAruM lIdhuM nathI,

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divasa gumA khAIne, zatrI gumAI suI, hIrA je manuSyabhava, keDI badale che." khAvA-pIvA-haravA-pharavAmAM viksa vItAvyuM. thAkIne ghera AvyuM ane sUI gaye. nidrAmAM rAtrIe pasAra thaI gaI. AmAM AtmaciMtana kayAre thAya? rAtanA cAra praharamAM traNa prahara muni jAgate rahe che. temAM be prahara svAdhyAya kare che. eka prahara dhyAna dhare che. eka prahara suve che. tame keTalA prahara jAge che ane keTale svAdhyAya kare che? koI ramata gamata mATe, sinemAM nATaka jovA mATe rAtrI jAgaraNa kare che. AvA rAtrIjAgaraNa karatAM AtmAnuM jAgaraNa karavuM uttama che. rAtrI jAgaraNamAM AkhI rAta rAsa leze, pATa-pAnA ramaze ane bIjAne paNa taklIpha UbhI karaze. koI jAgIne AraMbha samAraMbhamAM lAgI jAya e sAdhune svAdhyAya na heya. eka prahara rAtrI gayA pachI sAdhu gADha be bele nahi, ane je rADo pADe te asamAdhinuM sthAna bane. koI jorathI bele ane kaI mANasa rAtanA zAMtithI sUte heya te kahe ke have te zAMti rAkho, tamArA kakaLATathI amArI uMgha bagaDe che. rAtanA thAkyA pAkyA suvAde ne! ane vaLI pAcho javAba vALe te gussAnuM nimitta thAya. mATe sAdhue rAtrIe eka sthAne besI zAntithI svAdhyAya kare ane AtmAnuM dhyAna dharavuM. rahIDa nAmanA eka muni mAravADamAM thaI gayA. AvuM tyAM sudhI ekAntara upavAsa karavA, evI temanI pratijJA hatI. bAra mahInAmAM be mAsakhamaNu karavA. cha aThThAI karavI, upavAsa kare paNa 55 lAMbA karIne sUI rahe nahIM. paNa svAdhyAya- dhyAnamAM AtmAne bhAvatAM vicare. upasargamAM calAyamAna na thAya. dhagadhagatI zIlA upara ubhA ubhA kAusaga kare. AvA tejasvI ane tapasvI bALabrahmacArI muni dhyAnamAM rata rahetA. taDakAnI AtApanA levA mATe eka vakhata baporanA gAma bahAra gayA che. moTI zIlA upara dhyAnamAM ubhA che. tyAM eka sapa Ave che. ane muninAM pagamAM vIMTaLAI jAya che. lAkaDAM vecavAvALI bAI e lAkaDAM vecI pAchI vaLe che. ane muni ubhA che tyAMthI pasAra thAya che. ane A dazya temanI najare paDe che. muninAM pagamAM sarpa vIMTaLAyeluM che. bAI e tarata gAmamAM jaIne vANiyAne vAta kare che. badhAM Ave che, ane jue che. paNa kenI jIgara ke AvaDA moTAM sapane dUra karI zake? ke meTe sarpa che. ema badhAM joyA kare che. yathA avasare muninuM dhyAna pUruM thAya che, ane sarpa utarIne cAlyA jAya che. munine jarApaNa bhaya lAgatuM nathI. keTale dehAdhyAsa chUTI gayo haze? ApaNane kAussagnamAM eka machara bese te paNa citta caMcaLa banI jAya che. muninA divasane krama A pramANe che: pahele prahara svAdhyAyamAM, bIjo dhyAnamAM, trIje gaucarImAM (AhAragaSanA) ane vAdhyAyamAM jAya che. munine divasarAtanAM 8 praharamAM, 6 prahara svAdhyAyamAM pasAra

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karavAnAM hoya che. kamane khapAvavAnuM amogha zastra dhyAna ane svAdhyAya che. tamane pacAsa varSa pahelAM joyeluM sinemAnuM citra yAda rahe che. varSo pahelAnI vAta Aje yAda Ave che paNa kAle vyAkhyAnamAM zuM sAMbhaLyuM e yAda rahetuM nathI. kAraNa sinemA vigere jevAmAM rasa che. eTale rasa AmAM nathI. parabhAvamAM rahI chava be prakAranA kAma kare che. te e ke navAM karma bAMdhe che. ane junAM karma vede che. have jyAre AmAMthI chUTaze evI AtmAnI dayA Ave che? koIvAra bAra bhAvanAnuM ciMtvana kare che? bAra bhAvanA paikInI eka eka bhAvanA kevaLajJAna devAvALI che. anyatva bhAvanAmAM caDyA ne kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. eka AtmAne oLakha ane e nAmamAM ramaNatA karavI. je che e aMdara che, bahArathI kAMI AvatuM nathI. appAnaI veyaraNI appA me kUha saamlii| appA kAma duhA gheNu, appA me naMdaNaM varNa / . a. 20-36 AtmA kAma dUdhAdhenuM che. naMdanavana che. vaitaraNI nadI ane kuDazAlmalI vRkSonAM duHkhe ubhA karanAra paNa pitAne AtmA ja che. mRgAputre eka gAthAmAM kahyuM che, piDimi sahiA mArA pitAnAM karmane lIdhe duHkhI thaye chuM. samakitI AtmAonI dazA judI hoya che. e bIjAne vAMka kADhatA nathI. tamane kaI bhAgIdAra navarAvI cAlyA jAya te kene vAMka kADhe? bhAgIdArane ke karmane ? ajJAnI jIva bhAgIdArane vAMka kADhaze. karma ' dhAtuthI banyuM che. ri kRti vAH karAya che te karma che. karma AmaMtraNa ApyA pachI Ave che, pitAnAM karelAM karma pitAne bhegavavAM paDe che. A niyamamAM pheraphAra thaI zake nahI. tame kamane celenja pheke. svAdhyAya-dhyAnathI karmanAM bhUkakA belAvI zakAya che. tame sAITha ghaDImAM keTalI ghaDI parabhAvamAM rahe che ane keTalI ghaDI svabhAvamAM rahe che? eka mALA paNa ekAgracitte pheravI zake che? cepaDI vAMce che tyAre mana pharavA cAlyuM jAya che. pAnAM pharatAM jAya paNa khabara nathI zuM vAMcyuM? pratikramaNa belanAra pUche ke pAMcamuM vrata be ke chachuM? vrata pite bole che ane zuM bole che te bhAna nathI. nAmuM lakhe che tyAre 100 athavA 200 ochA jamA kare che, ke ekAgracitte kAma kare che? emAM barAbara-citta sthira rahe che. tema dharmamAM paNa ekAgracittavALAM bane. aMdaramAM aDhaLaka khajAne bhareluM che. paNa cAvI khavAI gaI che. vaha sasarAne kahe,paryuSaNa AvyA, have te dAgInA Ape. sasare kahe, dAgInA te tijorInI aMdara che. ane kuMcI maLatI nathI. ema AtmAmAM anaMtA guNe che, paNa khajAnAnI kuMcI khavAI gaI che. guru kuMcI batAve che. jenA vaDe divya khajAnAne bhaMDAra khule thAya che. ane AtmA potAnI samRddhine pAmI kRtakRtya thaI jAya che. 38

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"kuMcI rUpe tatva mane kAnamAM kIdhuM re, pIyuSa gaNI tuta tene premathI pIdhu' re, zAMti mATe sadgurunuM zaraNuM lIdhuM re, gatatA cAre kora te gharamAMhI cIMdhyu. 2, dayA karIne liDAmAM darzAvI dIdhu ......... zAMti. jJAnI kahe che, tuM cAre bAju gAta mA, AnanA sAgara tArA gharamAM che, bahAra rakhaDavA jA mA, je che e aMdara che. eka zeThane ekanA eka dikarA hatA. karADA rUpiyAnA te svAmI hatA. aneka dAsadAsIe te mAmAne pheravavAvALA ane mADavAvALA hatAM. senAnI camacIe gaLathu thI pIvarAvI hatI. AvA bALaka krame krame meTA thAya che. zrIma'tanA bALake abhyAsa tarapha bahu lakSa ApatA nathI. A bhAI paNa bhaNavAmAM AgaLa na vadhI zakayA. eka vakhata zeThane maMdavADa Ave che. tethI putrane bhalAmaNa kare che ke tuM vepAramAM dhyAna de ane vadhAre bhaNyA nahI' e cAlyuM, paNa vepAra zIkhyA vinA nahIM cAle, vepAra zIkha paNa "ATaluM mArA khApujIe bhegu karyu che. mAre zuM kAma zIkhavu' joI e,'' ema vicArI te meAjazekhamAM, mitra sAthe pATI uDADavAmAM, ramata-gamatamAM TAIma pasAra kare che. zeThanI bimArI divase-divase vadhatI jAya che. mRtyu najIkamAM dekhAya che. eTale putrane khelAvI zeTha kahe che, have hu... javAnI taiyArI karU chu. mArI A chellI zikhAmaNane dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLa (1) mIThuM karIne khAvuM. dikarA kahe che. bhale e kAma karIza. (ra) paisA ApIne ugharANI na karavI (3) taDakAmAM kadI dukAne na javuM (4) keAIvAra paisAnI jarUra paDe teA gaMgAmAM khAvuM. ane A badhuM karavAM chatAM du:kha Ave te mANekacaMda kAkA pAse javuM, e mArA mitra che. tane avasya madada rUpa thaze. Ama putrane zIkhAmaNa ApI, zeTha ciranidrAmAM peDhI gayA. sadA mATe gharamAra cheADIne cAlyA gayAM. pitAnA mRtyuthI putrane khuba duHkha thayuM. pitAnI aMtima kriyA karI. have A yuvAna pitAnA kahyA pramANe rAja navAM navAM miSTAna karAve. koIvAra zIza, koIvAra lApasI tA keAIvAra methukha ane koi vAra buMdI khAya. Ama mAlapAthI uDAve che. dukAnanAM ADatIyAM paNa ahIM sArUM' sArUM khAvAnuM maLatu' hAvAthI be traNa divasane badale cAra-pAMca divasa rAkAya. bIjI' ugharANI kare nahI. je rUpiyA levA Ave ene Ape, paNa mAMge nahIM. AthI rUpiyA levA AvanAranI sakhyA paNa vadhI gaI. sau mana upADavA mAMDayA. trIjI vAta karI taDakAmAM dukAne na javuM. rAtre jAya ane vAge uThe. pachI nAhI-dhAI jamIne dukAne taDako hAya eTale gharathI dukAna sudhI chAparu khAMdhI dIdhu ane meDA meADA dukAne jAya. tethI gharAkI ochI thavA mAMDI. upADa vadhAre thavA lAgyA. AthI gheADA vakhatamAM tijorInuM taLIyuM dekhAvA mAMDayu. jena jene nANAM dhIryAM che tenI pAse mAMgavA nahIM, chatAM jIva na phAvatI rakama sInemA jovA sa javA upaDe

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rahyo, ane eka bhAIne kahyuM, are caMpakalAla! tamane 10,000 rUpiyA ApyA che, kema ApatA nathI? have ApI jaje. caMpakalAla rekaDo javAba parakhAvI dIdhuM. bIjAne apAI gayA, have AvatA varSe vicAra karIza. vahelA kema na bolyA? have che upAya rahyo gaMgAmAM kheThavAne. mANaso rokIne gaMgA nadIne kinAre khUba khodakAma karAvyuM, chatAM kAMI jaDayuM nahIM. ATaluM karavA chatAM kaMI samajaNa na paDe te mANekalAla pAse javuM ema pitAe kahyuM che. tethI A bhAI te mANekalAla zeThane tyAM javA upaDayA. pitAnA mitranA putrane ghaNuM TAIme Avela joI mANekacaMda zeThe pUchayuM, kema AvavAnuM thayuM ? yuvAne zeThane potAnAM pitAnI aMtima zIkhAmaNanI vAta karI. ane kahyuM, mArA bApujInA kahyA pramANe roja mIThuM karIne khAuM chuM. ane bIjI vAta karI, paisA ApyA pachI mAMgato nathI. chevaTe kaMTALe, eTale eka bhAI pAse paisA mAMgyA. paNa ApyAM nahIM. trIjI vAta taDakAmAM dukAne na javuM te paNa barAbara pALuM chuM. meM dukAnathI ghara sudhI tADapatarI nAMkhI che. ane jethI vAta karI gaMgAmAM chedavuM muzkelI AvatAM gaMgAkinAre meM badhuM khodI nAkhyuM, paNa kAMI maLyuM nahIM. chevaTe tamArI pAse Avyo chuM. Apa mane yogya mArgadarzana Apo. zeThe kahyuM, dukAnethI AvyA pachI tane javAba ApIza. tuM ahiM nirAMte besaje. bhAI te beThA. 12 vAgyA. bhUkha barAbara kakaDIne lAgI. haju zeTha na AvyA. rAha joI joIne thAkI jAya che. chevaTe eka vAge zeTha AvyAM. ane gharamAM kahyuM, traNa divasane roTale lAve. sAthe chAza ane maracuM Apaje. yuvAnanI pAse AvI pUche che kema rameza! "kevI bhukha lAgI che?" kAkA, bahu bhUkha lAgI che. have te rahevAtuM nathI-le have A khAvAnuM AvyuM, khAI le. eNe e roTala-chAza khAdhAM. suko reTa paNa bahu mIThe lAgyo. zeThe pUchayuM, kema khAvAnuM phAvyuM hatuM kAkA. bhukha eTalI lAgI hatI ke reTa paNa mITho lAge. mANekacaMde kahyuM, tArA bApujIe mIThuM karIne khAvAnuM kahyuM hatuM. eTale kharI bhukhe khAvuM. bhukha lAge tyAre khAvuM. paNa miSTAnna uDAvavA ema nahIM. rameze kahyuM, kAkA ! mane A vAta samajANuM nahI. have barAbara dhyAna rAkhIza. jyAre bIjI vAta "ApIne mAMgavuM nahIM." zeTha ramezane dukAne laI gayAM. thoDI vAramAM eka mANasa Avyo ane teNe kahyuM, zeTha! pelA hajAra rUpiyA laI gaye hatuM te ye ane bhAre hAra lAve. zeThe kahyuM, je rameza! kaI paisA levA Ave te tenI pAsethI badalAmAM kaI vastu mukAvavI. pachI paisA ApavA. je ghareNuM mukI jAya to enI meLe ghareNuM cheDAvavA Ave. ApaNe ugharANI karavA na javuM paDe. A rahasya che tArA bApujInI zIkhAmaNunuM. trIjI vAta karI "taDake na javuM." eTale TAIme suI javuM ane TAIme uThavuM. rAtanA bAra vAge suvuM ane rAta bagADavI temaja dasa vAge UMghavuM ema na karavuM. tAre savAranA vahelI dukAna ughADavI. ane sAMjanA dukAnethI ghare AvavuM. TIphIna maMgAvIne dukAne khAI levuM. ene A vAta badhI rUcI. paNa atyAra

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te paisA ja cAlyA gayA che, have zuM karavuM? tane gaMgAmAM davA kahyuM che. tuM gaMgA nadI bedI vaLe paNa khajAne tyAM na hoya, tamAre tyAM gaMgA nAmanuM kaI prANuM che? kAkA! eka gAya che tenuM nAma gaMge che. cAla tyAM ane gAyanA khIlA nIce kheda. te khajAne maLaze. kAkAnA kahevA pramANe badhuM, te sAta caru dhananA bharelAM nIkaLyAM. zabdo te badhA e ja che paNa bhAva kevA samajAvI dIdhA? temaja sUtra ane siddhAMta eka ja che. paNa ajJAnI avaLA artha kare che. ramezane sAcI zAna AvI gaI. teNe kAkAne AbhAra mA ane kahyuM, have tamArA kahyA pramANe badhuM karIza. rameze pharI vepAra zarU karyo ane kALajIpUrvaka vyavasAya karatAM khUba kamAye. sukhI thaye. gama vinA Agama anartha kAraka thaI paDe che. satsaMga vinA dhyAna taraMgarUpa thaI paDe che. AgamamAM rahasya bharapUra che. zabdo cheDA ane bhAva ghaNuM che. dharmanA marmane kaIka ja samajI zake che. aMdarathI guDha rahasyane samaje te sukhI thAya che. je pahelethI mANekacaMda zeTha pAse gaye heta te vAMdho na Avata. paNa chelle chelle paNa game te sukhI thayo. ema AkhI jiMdagImAM samajaNa na paDI te have chelle chelave paNa sadguru pAse jAva ane samarpaNa thaI jAva. guru sAce raste batAve che. AtmAnuM sukha AtmAmAM ja che. dvArikAmAM bhagavAna nemanAtha padhAryA che. temanI amRtamaya dezanA chuTI rahI che. emanAM vacane sAMbhaLe ene beDe pAra thaI jAya. sadaguru aMdaranA rahasya batAve che. e sAMbhaLIne sukhI thavAya che. niSadhakumAra snAna karIne mulya ghaNuM ane bhAra cheDe evA dAgInA-vastro paherIne taiyAra thAya che. teo bhagavAna pAse kevI rIte jaze te adhikAra avasare kahevAze. - - vyAkhyAna naM.50 bhAdaravA suda 13 guruvAra, tA. 2-9-71 ahiM niSakumArane adhikAra cAle che. niSakumAra puche che, Aje za mahotsava che? navA navA zaNagAre sajIne, suMdara vastro dhAraNa karIne sau AnaMdapramoda karatAM jaI rahyA che, Aje zuM che? kauTumbIka puruSa (cAkara) javAba Ape che temanAtha prabhu padhAryA che. lekanAtha, lekanA hitanA karanAra, abhayadAtA, cakSudAtA, mArgadAtA, sva svarUpane samajAvanAra, bhulA paDelAne paMtha batAvanAra, mekSanA rAhe laI janAra evA bhagavAna padhAryA che. A vAta sAMbhaLI niSadhakumAranA romaroma prakullita thaI gayA. ane huM paNa jAuM ane bhagavAna ze mAla batAvI rahyA che te joI mArI zakti pramANe kharIdI karUM" kaI

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vepArInI bahu sArI jAherakhabara thatI hoya te saune mAla levA javA IcchA thAya. tyAre A te mokSamArganA dAtA, bhava-gulAmImAMthI choDAvanAra, nija svarUpanuM bhAna karAvanAra che. pite ja pitAne nihALe tyAre jIva parataMtratAmAMthI chuTI zAzvata siddhine prApta karI zake. niSakumAre cAra ghaMTAvALe azvaratha taiyAra karavAnI AjJA karI. ane pite snAnagharamAM jAya che. nAna karyA pachI mulya vadhAre ane bhAra e che evA dAgInA, vastro vigere dhAraNa kare che. ane azvaratha upara besI jayAM nemanAtha prabhu naMdanavana udyAnamAM birAjamAna che tyAM javA ravAnA thAya che. temaNe karaMTa vRkSanA kulanI mALA paherI che, chatra dhAraNa karyuM che. bhagavAnanI pAse jatAM pAMca abhigamana sAcavavAnA hoya che. bhagavAnanA samosaraNamAM dAkhala thatAM saceta vastuno tyAga karavo joIe. kula, kulanA hAra kaI paNa saceta padArtha pAse hoya te te bahAra mukI de. aMdara na laI javAya. aceta vastu sAthe laI javAya. temAM paNa viveka he joI e. paganI jaDI bahAra kADhI nakhAya. kapaDAM dAgInA vigere aceta sAthe jaI zakAya. dharmAtmAnA darabAramAM, devAdhidevanA darabAramAM kaI e ughADe meDhe na belAya. pahelAnAM bhAIo khesa rAkhatAM, tenuM uttarAsana karatAM. Aje te ghaNuM prArthanA paNuM ughADA meDhe bolatA haze. te ucita nathI. rUmAla paNa moDhA ADo rAkha joIe. bhagavAnanA darabAramAM praveza kare che. bhagavAna dekhAya tyArathI be hAtha joDI namana karavuM joIe ane cita ne ekAgra karavuM joIe. citta vihavaLa hoya te sAMbhaLI zakato nathI. jenA cittamAM vikSepa paDe, jenuM citta bIje cAlyuM jAya te dharmadezanA barAbara sAMbhaLI zakatuM nathI. jenuM citta ekAgra che te badhuM sAMbhaLI zake che. bhagavAne paNa TheraThera kahyuM che ke raM mAro varipu nittA huM je bhASaNa karuM chuM te prati pUrNa citta daIne sAMbhaLa. mana lalakanI jema cAlatuM hoya te samajAya nahI. chApa barAbara uThADavI hoya te bIjuM barAbara mAravuM joIe. ane tene barAbara raMgamAM baLI kapaDA para dabAvavuM joIe. ApaNA magajamAM vItarAganI vANInI chApa uThADavI che. te je sAMbhaLeluM che te A divasa magajamAM ghumatuM rahevuM joIe; magajanI aMdara e vyAkhyAnanuM ja raTaNa rahe, bIju kaMI yAda na Ave, A mATe cittanI ekAgratA hovI ja joIe. AtmAmAM anaMta jJAna che. paNuM ghaNunI phariyAda che ke yAda zakti nathI, sAMbhaLIe chIe paNa kAMI yAda rahetuM nathI. hajI tane sAcI bhukha nathI lAgI, rUcI nathI upaDI, sAcI bhukha lAge te bhagavAnanI vANI haiyAmAM jacI jAya. jaise varake jerase bhejanakI rUcI jAya, taise kukarma yogase, dharmakI rUcI jAya.

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302 105 DIgrI tAva thaI gayA ane koI dudhapAka ke khAsudI Ape te jovI paNa na game, pachI khAvAnI kayAM vAta rahI ? tema kukIne dharmAMnI rUcI thAya nahIM. dhama sAMbhaLavA pazu na game. koi upAzrayamAM AvavAnuM ane dhama sAMbhaLavAnuM AmaMtraNa Ape ke upAzrayamAM AvA, dhama sAMbhaLeA, ahIM kAMi mukavu paDatu nathI, dha jo hRdayamAM rucI jaze tA meDApAra thaI jaze. te tarata ja pratyutara vALI de. dhama karanArAke TalA sudharI gayA? tenA karatAM ame sArA chIe. dha karanArA badhA veDhIyA che. paNa bhAI ! jo tuM sArA che te tane dhama jaldI pariNamI jaze. badhAnA avaguNu jovA karatAM tuM tArA tarapha draSTi kara, je sAmAyika kare che ane temAM doSa lagADe che te laghu prAyazcitanA adhikArI che, paNa sAmAyika karavAvALA karatAM ame sArA chIe ema jenA abhiprAyamAM che te, gurU-prAyazcitanA adhikArI che. mATe tamArAthI nathI thatuM te tame hAtha joDajo ke huM kAyara chuM, mA` A sAcA che paNa huM nathI laI zakatA. jJAna, darzana, cAritrya, tapathI mekSa pamAya che. A ja karavA jevu che. ema mAne te zraddhAmAM sAcA che. koI pAsA ke paDavAI sAdhu hoya te cAritramAM kaIka jAtanA dveSa lagADatA DhAya tene koI zrAvaka kahe, mahArAja, tame A rIte pALeA che? paNu e tamArA doSa che. bhagavAnanA mA` A nathI. tyAre te kahe che ke cAritra teA ati uMcu' che. bhagavAnanA mArgo ati durlobha che. hu DhIlA chuM. huM nathI pALI zakatA. je yathArtha rIte pALe che tene dhanyavAda che. Ama peAtAnI kamajorI kabula karanAranI zraddhA sAcI che. paNa cAritramAM paDavAI che, paNa je sAdhu pAte zuddhAcAra pALatA nathI ane je pALe che tenedaMbhI kahe che, peAtAnA ja mA sAcA che ema khatAve che, te zraddhAmAM paNa khATo che ane cAritrathI paNa patita che. cAritra peAtAnAM AtmA mATe che, nahi ke bIjAne mATe athavA peDha bharavA mATe paNa cAritra nathI. keTalAkane ema thAya ke saMsAramAM ubhA rahevA jevuM nathI. ahIM tA chANuthI pANe ane pANethI chANe pachaDAI e chIe. enA karatAM dIkSA laI levI sArI, temAM kayAMya upAzrayamAM rahevAnu` bhADu' nahi. khAvA-pivAnI ciMtA ja nahIM, rezanIMgamAM ubhA rahevAnuM nahI'. vaLI badhA AdarasatkAra kare. maNanA mAthA namAve. padhArA padhAra kahI bhAva pUrNAMka evA miSTAnna vherAve. AvI bhAvanAthI dikSA lIdhI che. teoe te phakta AjIvikA mATe ja dIkSA lIdhI che. tA tenu ghara cheDIne nIkaLavu te dhikkArane pAtra che. huM je dIkSA lauM' te meAkSane mATe che. saMsArabhAva pASavA ke pAMca IndriyAnAM viSayane bahelAvavA mATe dIkSA nathI. sakalakAaenI siddhi mATe, sakala ka`thI mukta thavA mATe mAre dikSA levI che. evuM vicAravu joie. anaMtAnubadhI krAdha-mAna-mAyAaAbha, apratyAkhyAna krAdha-mAna-mAyA-lAbha-pratyAkhyAna-krAdha, mAna, mAyA, DhAbha. samyaka meAhanIya, mithyA mAhanIya ane mizrameAhanIya- paMdara prakRtinA kSaya ke kSApazama kare tyAre te che. guNasthAnake Ave.

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paMdara prakRti jAya tyAre cAritra Ave. cAritra mohanIya ane darzanamohanIya e. be mohanIya karmanI prakRti che. darzana mohanIyathI badhI bIja haNAya che. ane cAritramehanIyathI vItarAgatA haNAya che. cAritra mehanIya jyAM sudhI hoya tyAM sudhI jIvanamAM vItarAgatA nahIM AvI zake. Ama be guNane haNavAvALuM kama mohanIya che. anaMtAnubaMdhInI cekaDI gaI. eTale aMze vItarAgatA prApta thAya. anaMtAnubaMdhI ceka ane darzana trika jAya tyAre samakti prApta thAya. uparanI sAta tathA pratyAkhyAnInI cekaDI jAya eTale dezaviratIpaNuM Ave. tame zrAvaka che. tamAre keTalI prakRti gayelI hevI joIe ? 11 prakRti gaI che ? sAmAyikamAM samabhAva keLavyuM che? sAmAyika eTale samabhAva. rAga, dveSa vagarano bhAva keLavavo, zatrumAM ke mitramAM samAnabhAva Ave joIe. eka vakhata vallabhabhAI kerTanuM kAma karI rahayA hatAM. nyAyanI adAlatamAM vAdI-prati. vAdInA mukadamA sAMbhaLI rahyAM hatAM. tyAM piTamena AvyuM. tAra ApIne gayA ane tAra vAM. vAMcIne khissAmAM mukI dIdhe. badhAnA kesane sArI rIte cukAdo ApI dIdhe. purvavat badhuM kAma vyavasthita rIte patI gayuM. ane korTamAMthI nivRtta thayAM tyAre eka mitre pUchayuM, tAra zAne AvyuM che? vallabhabhAI paTela kahe che, mArI patnI dezamAM gujarI gayA che, tene tAra che. badhA kesa patAvyA te daramyAna temanA mukha para jarA paNa gamagInI na dekhAI. patnI gujarI gaI tene tAra AvyuM chatAM jarA paNa cittanI vihvaLatA vinA, AMkhamAM AMsu lAvyA vinA pitAnI pharaje barAbara bajAvI. AvuM samatalapaNuM AvA prasaMgomAM tame rAkhI zake? sAmAyika karanArA, vItarAgane bhajanArA, rAga e duzmana che ema kahenArA ApaNe samabhAvane keTale keLavI zakyA chIe? pitAnAM aMgata evAM kAraNe AvI paDe tyAre keTalA TakI zakIzuM? dharma keTale pace che te avasare khabara paDe. eka vakhata vallabhabhAI paTelane e vicAra Avyo ke zahera cheDI pitAnA vatanamAM thoDo vakhata rahI havA phera karI AvIe. tyAM temane bAmalAI thaI bhalene deza mUkI game tyAM jaIe paNa karma te sAthe ja AvavAnA che. bAmalAInI evI pIDA ke vAta ja mukI che. gAmaDAmAM te DokaTara kevA ane vAta kevI? asahya vedanA thavAthI gAmalekane pUche che ke ahIM bAmalAI maTADe tevA keI DokaTara kharAM? tyAre gAmavALA kahe che, eka hajAma che. te badhAnI bAmalAI maTADe che temaNe hajAmane bolAvyuM. te te vallabhabhAI paTelane joIne ja dhrujI gaye. te kahe, tamArA jevA mahApurUSane kema DAma daI zakAya? tyAre teo kahe, tuM jema karato hoya tema ja karaje. mane jarA paNa vadhe

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* 30 nathI. hajAme be lekhaMDanA saLiyA lIdhAM. ane sagaDImAM tapAvI lAlaghuma jevA kayAM. dhagadhagatA saLiyAne DAma bAmalAI para cAMpI dIdhe. paNa bAmalAI kuTI nahIM. bIje DAma mAryo. chatAM kAMI thayuM nahIM. hajAma gabharAye, ane kahevA lAge haju Ane pAkavA dyo. kuTatI nathI. teoe javAba Apyo, te pAkI ja gayuM che. lAvane tAre jIva na cAlatuM hoya te mane Apa. ane dhagadhagatA saLIye hAthamAM laI eka pachI eka ema sAta vAra DAma pitAnI jAte mAryA. ane bAmalAI kuTI gaI ane gaThaLa dehAtIta, te jJAnInA caraNamAM he vaMdana agaNita." deha judo ane huM judo ema bolavuM ghaNuM saheluM che. jyAre pratikuLatA Ave, zarIramAM vedanA thAya tyAre cittanI prasannatA na jAya te deha chatAM dehAtIta dazA che. jene A dazA pragaTI nathI tene mekSa le durlabha che. anAdithI zarIrane mAruM mAnyuM che. zarIra mArUM, dIkare mAre, vahu mArI, gharabAra mArAM, mANeka, motI, meTara deha judo ane huM judo ema balavuM ghaNuM saheluM che. jayAratakuLatA AvA zarIramAM vedanA thAya tyAre cittanI prasannatA na jAya te deha chatAM dehAtIta dazA che. jene A dazA pragaTI nathI tene mekSa le durlabha che. anAdithI zarIrane mAruM mAnyuM che. zarIra mArUM, dIkaro mAre, vahu mArI, gharabAra mArAM, mANeka, motI, maTara mAruM mAruM ne mArUM. A badhAne mAruM mAnyuM che tethI bhaMjavADa ubhuM thayuM che. A tyAM sudhI mohanIya karma che, tyAM sudhI Asakti che. mArAthI sahana nathI thatuM, ghaNuM darda thAya che evuM kayAM sudhI thAya? rAgabhAva che tyAM sudhI. anaMtAnubaMdhIne rAga chuTI jAya te jaDa caitanyanA phADacA thaI jAya. jaDa sAthe kaMI levA devA na rahe. tene guNa mArAmAM nahi. mAro enAmAM nahi, A badhuM kahevA pUratuM nahiM. paNa pariNamanamAM utaravuM joIe. pitAne kAMTo vAgyo hoya ane bIjAne zuLIe dIdhuM hoya tyAre kahe ke enI thaLI karatAM mAre kAMTe moTo, bIjAne bhagaMdara thayuM hoya ane pitAne eka chuTI jAya te jaDa caitanyanA phADacA thaI jAya. jaDa sAthe kaMI laivA devA na rahe. tenI guNa mArAmAM nahi. mAro enAmAM nahi, A badhuM kahevA puratuM nahiM. paNa pariNamanamAM utaravuM joIe, pitAne kAMTo vAgye heya ane bIjAne zuLIe dIdhuM hoya tyAre kahe ke enI zuLI karatAM mAre korTa mATe, bIjAne bhagaMdara thayuM hoya ane pitAne eka nathI kAphache tenA bhagaMdara karatAM mArI pheDakI moTI che. A zarIra pratyenI

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305 'gajasukumArane deha bhaDabhaDa baLe che. chatAM bhagavAna kahe che tene Aga aDatI nathI, teo zitaLIbhUta thaI rahyAM che. tenA AtmAne Aga saLagAvatI nathI. jaDa juduM ane cetana huM e samajaNane jIvanamAM utArI te AnuM nAma. jyAre ApaNe jarI jarI vAtamAM levAI jaIe chIe, jazaka kAMIka thAya te AkuLavyAkuLa banI jaIe chIe kayAMya cena paDatuM nathI. gabharAmaNa thaI jAya che. vAMcyuM ghaNuM. samayasAra, pravacanasAra vAMcyuM ke bhagavatI sUtra vAMcyuM. badhuM vAMcyAne sAra ze kAya? have jaDa cetananA judApaNAne karane anubhava deha chatAM dehAtIta dazA karI nAkhe, pozInA gharamAM ghI DhoLAya te mAre zuM? tema zarIra te eka paDozI che. huM e badhAMthI judo. Ama jJAtAdraSTAne bhAva keLavavAnI jarUra che. siMhanA jaDabAmAM cavAtAM cavAtAM, sAgaranA mojAmAM phaMgoLAtA phaMgoLAtAM, zilA sAthe mAthAnI parI phuTatAM kuTatAM keTalAMya mahApuruSoe kevaLa jJAna prApta karyuM che. bebI jema kapaDAMne pachADe, tema be paga pakaDIne verI devatAo pahADa sAthe aphaLAve che. udepheda uDADe che. te paNa mokSa meLave che. kevI asahya vedanA chatAM emane nahIM. huM te jJAtAdaSTA chuM. dehane mATe AtmAne anaMtavAra khuvAra karyo che. have eka vakhata AtmArthe deha bhale khapI jAya." ahIdvIpa eTale jaMbudvIpa ghAtakIkhaMDa dviIpa ane puSkara aDadhe ane be samudra-lavaNuM ane kALe dadhi, temAM vAlA jeTalI jagyA paNa khAlI nathI ke jyAMthI siddha na thayAM hAya. 14 lAkha, 16 hajAra ane 90 nadI jaMbudvIpamAM che. kaMcanagIrI Adi 100 parvata che. ATalA badhAmAM anaMtakALamAM parvatane kAMkare kAMkare ane nadInA TIpe TIpethI siddha thayA che. te keTalAne dariyAmAM jhIMkyA haze ? keTalAne DuMgara sAthe athaDAvyA haze? verI devatAo upADe tyAre chaThThA guNasthAne hoya ane pachI apramattadazA prApta kare. kSapakazreNa-kSApakabhAva, kevaLajJAna, kevaLa darzanane prApta karI mokSamAM jAya. verI devatA duHkha devAmAM bAkI na rAkhe. tyAre AtmAthI sAdhake karmanA bhukakA uDADavAmAM bAkI nA rAkhe. AvA anaMtasiddho ApaNA mATe AdarzarUpa banyA. arihanta paDakArIne kahe che, tamane atyAre keNu cIceDAmAM pIle che? tamArA zarIranI cAmaDI koNe utArI che? te pachI tamane kema krodha thAya che? zA mATe kaSAya kare che ? tamArA AtmAnuM zA mATe bagADe che? tamAre janmamaraNanA pherAmAMthI chuTavuM che ke phasAvuM che? kaSAya bhAva ghaTADavA mATe saMyama lIdhe che te temAM keTalA AgaLa vadhI rahyA che? jarA vicAra karaje. saMyamane mAge che ke pati thatAM jAya che? bhale bIjAne na samajAvI zake, paNa pitAnA AtmAne samajAve te paNa ghaNuM che. keTalAMya bahAramAM vANIne vyavasAya khUba karaze, paNa potAnA jIvanamAM zUnya haze. keTalAMka pite tare che ane bIjAne tAratA nathI. keTalAka pite taratA nathI ne 39

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bIjAne tAre che, keTalAka pate taratA nathI ane bIjAne paNa tAratA nathI. emAM ApaNe pitAne naMbara kayAM che? bhagavAna nemanAtha padhAryA che teo tinnA-kAravA phALe joriyAnaM-moSa che. pite tare che ane bIjAne paNa tAre che. pote dha pAmyA che. bIjAne pamADe che. pote mukta banyA che. bIjAne mukta kare che. AvA bhagavAna nemanAtha padhAryA che. niSadhakumAra bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavA jAya che. hAtha eDIne jamaNuM kAnathI DAbA kAna sudhI ema traNa vAra pradakSiNA kare che. vAra namAmi de che. paMca aMga namAvI namaskAra karI guNa stavana kare che. he prabhu! Apa kalyANakArI che, maMgalakArI che, pUjA karavA yogya che. huM ApanI pa7pAsanA karuM chuM. "IcchAmi khamAsamaNe" ghaNA, vaMdana karavA mATe A pATha bole che. paNa siddhAMtamAM kayAMya vaMdana vidhi vakhate A pATha AvatuM nathI. siddhAMtanI rUe te vidhutono pATha barAbara che. niSakumAra bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavA pitAnAM sthaLe besI gayAM. ThelAThela kare nahIM. huM rAjAne putra chuM. mane AgaLa sthAna maLavuM joIe. evuM abhimAna le nahIM. eka vakhata surata zaheramAM AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja vyAkhyAnane TAIma thatAM vyAkhyAna zarU kare che. eka zrAvake kahyuM, mahArAja, tamane khabara nathI ? nagarazeTha haju nathI AvyA. e pahelAM vyAkhyAna kema ApavA besI gayA? mahArAja YhuM hAthamAM laIne bese nagarazeTha Ave pachI vyAkhyAna vAMce ! AvI nagarazeThanI saphArasa mahArAjane zA mATe? egya pariSada joIne amAre vyAkhyAna zarU karavuM joIe. mahArAje javAba Ape zrAvaka kahe, e nahIM cAle! konA apAsarAmAM Apa rahyA che? kenA gherathI pAtarA bharI Ave che? zrAvake jarA AvezamAM AvI kahyuM. AnaMdaghanajI vicAre che, zA mATe sAdhuone zrAvaka kahe tema karavAnuM? ame zuM AvakanA ramavAnAM ramakaDA chIe ke zrAvaka jema nacAve tema sAdhu nAce? AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja kahe che, A tAro apAsare. mAre enI sAthe koI levA nathI. huM te A cAlya. mAre keInI sIphArasa joItI nathI. dharma kare eTale apAsarAmAM ja kare evuM che? dharma te jaMgalamAM paNa thaI zake che. ekale hoya ke pariSadamAM haya, suto heya ke jAgate heya, jaMgalamAM hoya ke zaheramAM hoya, kSetranI sAthe mAre zuM saMbaMdha che? mAre te mArA AtmAnI sAthe saMbaMdha che. ema kahI AnaMdaghanajIe cAlatI pakaDI. zrAvake joI rahyAM. sAdhue upAzrayamAM utaravAnI AjJA zrAvakanI levAnI rahe. bAkI tenA jIvananAM eka eka kAryamAM bhagavAnanI AjJA mokhare hoya. nahi ke zrAvakanI? sAdhu jeTale aparigrahI eTale sukhI. eka vakhata vahANamAM kANuM paDI gayuM. sau eka heDakAmAM mAMDayA utaravA. eka bAInI pAse vadhAre paDatuM senuM hatuM. tenuM piTuluM laI te utaravA gaI, tyAM belensana jaLavAyuM ane paDIne DUbI gaI jeTalA

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307 parigrahanA DhagalA vadhAre eTaluM duHkha paNa vadhAre. chokarAnA chokarAnuM sAjuM karavuM che. dIkarInA sALA karavA che. ema mamatvamAM muMjhavaNa anubhavato AtmA, samAdhi beI bese che. sAdhune ema thAya ke kApaDa vigere mArA mATe lIdhuM. mArA ziSya mATe paNa laI lauM. bahAragAma je heya tene mATe paNa mekalAvuM. Avo AcAra sAcA sAdhune na heya. je jIva mamatAnA piTale piTalA, gAMsaDe gAMsaDA bAMdhe che, te DUbI javAno che. TreInamAM game teTaluM vajana laI jAve te cAle. paNa eroplenamAM vadhAre nahIM laI javAya. kAraNa ke uyana karavuM che tema jene mekSamAM javuM che tene vajana na joIetene baMdhana na joIe. cittanI prasannatA e saMyamI jIvananuM tAtkAlika phaLa che. sAdhunuM jIvana ja keTaluM haLavuM, keTaluM sukhI hoya? cittanI prasannatA keTalI badhI hoya? savArano varasAda paDatA hAya, be vAgI gayA, AhArapANIne jega maLyuM nathI, chatAM tenA moDhA upara evI ja prasannatA heya. A varasAda lAge ja che. upavAsa thaI jaze ! have te jarAka ja varasAda Ave che. nIkaLe bahAra. ne pAtrA. AvI AturatA, sAdhunA jIvanamAM na hoya. jene saMyama pALave che tene AhAra-pANI maLe ke na maLe, paNa moDhA uparanI rekhA badalAtI nathI. zarIra zarIranuM kArya kare. AtmA AtmAnuM kArya kare. jenAmAM ATalI sahanazIlatA hoya te ja cAritra pALI zake. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInAM 14 hajAra sAdhu ane 36 hajAra sAdhvIjI, pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA 16 hajAra sAdhu ane 38 hajAra sAdhvIjI. nemanAtha bhagavAnanAM 18 hajAra sAdhu ane 40 hajAra sAdhvIjI. paNa eka eka sAdhu ratnanI mALA jevA. dvArikAmAM nemanAtha prabhu birAjamAna che. supAtra sAdhune parivAra temanI sAthe che. tyAM niSakumAra vaMdana karI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA bese che. svAti nakSatranA varasAdanuM pANI chIpamAM paDe ane motI thAya. paNa svAti nakSatranA pANIne je chIpa uchaLIne grahaNa kare che, te khUba meMghA metIne utpanna kare che. ane uchALA vinA paDyA paDyA pANI grahaNa kare che temAM phaTakIyA metI thAya che. keTalAMka vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe che, paNa ALasamAM, keTalAMka bagAsAM khAtAM khAtAM sAMbhaLe che. jyAre keTalAMkanA haiyAmAM have zuM Avaze ema aMdarathI Urmi uchaLatI heya, apUrva bhAve jAgatAM hoya, ema bhAvapUrvaka je sAMbhaLe che te tatvanA amUlya ratnane prApta kare che. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAnI bhUkha jAgavI joIe. niSadhakumAra bhAvapUrvaka sAMbhaLe che. kAMIka pAmI javAnI rUcI ughaDI che. bhagavAnanI amegha dezanA temanA jIvananuM kevuM parivartana karaze te avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna naM.51 bhAdaravA suda 14 ne zukravAra tA. 3--71 niSakumAra bhagavAna pAse jAya che. neminAtha prabhu ghaTaghaTanI, samaya samayanI ane mana mananI vAta jANe che. dareka mAM kevA bhAve rame che, kevA adhyavasAya che, e eka samayamAM jANe dekhe che. niSadhakumAra traNavAra AdAnapradAna karI vaMdanA kare che. bhagavAnanuM zaraNa svIkAre che. bhagavAna dvIpa samAna che. emaNe baMdhanathI chUTavAnI je vAta karI che, e vaijJAnika paNa karI zakatA nathI. mANase dariyAnA peTALamAM sabamarIna dvArA pharI vaLyAM. AkAzamAM uDDayana karyuM. bhUmine paNa khUMdI vaLyA. duniyA pAse reDIye, TelIvIjhana ane rekeTa AvyAM. caMdra upara javA karoDo rUpiyA kharcI. paNa A badhuM karavA chatAM zAMti keTalI maLI? krodha, moha, mAyA, lobha keTalA ochA thayA? rAga ghaTayo? Idriyadamana karyuM ? abajonI milakata hoya te paNa sAthe zuM laI javAnuM che? paramAM AkhI jIMdagI kharacI nAkhI. sva mATe kAMI karyuM nahIM. paramAM aMdagI kharacI nAkhI paNa temAMthI sukha kAMI maLyuM? keTalA sAdhane vadhyAM ane keTale vaibhava vadhe? chatAM sukha na maLyuM? AMtarika vijaya vinA sAcuM sukha maLI zakatuM nathI. sAce vijetA te che je pitAnA AtmA upara vijaya meLave che. mahA saMgrAmamAM te je yuddha dasa lAkhane tethI zreSTha durAtmAne vijetA jaya meLave." dasa lAkha subhaTa eka tarapha ubhA hoya ane sAme eka vAsudeva ubhA hoya, te paNa vAsudeva ekalA hAthe te badhAne jItI vijayI bane che. paNa jJAnI purUSe kahe che, kharA vijetA e che ke je pitAnA AtmAne jIte che. game teTalA rAjapATa, vaibhavasukhe maLyAM heya, eka chatre cha khaMDanuM rAjya calAvatAM hoya, tenI hake badhA thara thara dhrujatAM hoya tevA paNa strI pAse dAsatva svIkAre che. kiMkaranI jema nAce che. moha-mAyAmAM phasAyelAne rAga revaDAve che. saMsAramAM Asakta thaelA cha maratAM maratAM prabhune yAda nahIM kare paNa piTI paTArA tijorIne yAda kare che. bhagavAna nemanAthanuM padArpaNa mamatvanA kacarA kaDhAvavA mATe, jIvananuM navasarjana karavA mATe urdhvagatimAM laI javA mATe thAya che. mahApuNyanA udaye prabhune bheTo thAya che. vihAra karatAM eka gAmathI bIje gAma padhAryA che. jene mokSa joIe che, jene saMsAra aniya ane paise durgatinA daravAjA dekhADanAra che, evuM lAge che. azAzvata evA parapudgalamAM sAcuM sukha che ja nahIM ema jene lAgyuM che tene bhagavAnanI vANI pace che.

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duHkhamAM sukhanI karI kalpanA duHkhIyArA thaI pharatA, bhava bhava kerI bhUkha na bhAMgI bhramaNAmAM Daga bharatA, ame aMdhakAramAM aTavAyAM ane ajJAne athaDAyA, mada matsara ne mAyAmAMthI mukta kare chanarAyA, ame rAga dveSathI raMgAyA ane kaleSa bharelI ama kAyA, mada matsara ne mAyAmAMthI mukta kare chanarAyA." he jinezvaradeva! amArI anAdi kALathI kevI beTI bhramaNa che? je duHkha che emAM ame sukhanI kalpanA karI che. duHkhamAM pIDAnI sabaLatA hovA chatAM temAM sukha mAnyuM che. kutare hADakuM cATe che. pitAnA jaDabAmAMthI lehI nIkaLe che, chatAM hADakAmAM sukha che ema te mAne che. potAnA lehInA svAdane hADakAne svAda samaje che. paise parivAra strI parigraha maithuna AdimAM jIve sukhanI kalpanA karI che. keIne vadhAre sukhI jaI AvuM mane kayAre maLe evI bhAvanA thaI Ave che. bIjAnA vaibhavanI IrSA thAya che. be mitro hatA. roja mane ratha evA seve ke ApaNe tyAM moTara hoya, baMgalA hAya, strIo hIrAnA dAgInA paherIne pharatI hoya che ke AnaMda Ave ! baMnee mahenata karI purUSArtha karyo, ane bhAgye yArI ApI ane baMnene ghare babbe meTare AvI, baMgalA baMdhAvyA. ghareNu vathI strIne zaNagArI, abhilASA purI thaI. kema, have te majA che ne ? have te moTara AvI ane ApaNe baMnene je joItuM hatuM te badhuM maLyuM ! eka divasa eka mitre bIjA mitrane pUchayuM, paNa pele mitra kahe che. "AmAM zI majA che ? majA te mane meTara maLI jAya, tuM basanI lAInamAM ubho hoya ane huM tane bolAvuM mITara ! cAla besI jA." Ama thAya te mane AnaMda Ave, bAkI ApaNane baMnene sarakhuM maLyuM emAM zuM ? bhautika vaibhavamAM che AvI hariphAI kare che. paNa dharmamAM hariphAI kare te uddhAra thAya upavAsamAM, pratyAkhyAnamAM, brahmacaryanI bAdhAmAM hariphAI kare, aMtarane vaibhava akhUTa che tene ughADe te zahenazAhane vaibhava paNa phIka lAgaze. AMtaravaibhavanuM darzana thayuM tyAre cakavatAe cha khaMDanI riddhi eka baLakhAnI mAphaka pheMkI dIdhI bahArathI pheMkI dIdhuM nathI paNa aMdarathI pheMkI dIdhuM. jyAre aMdarathI vAsanA chuTI jAya che tyAre era AnaMda Ave che. AMtara vaibhavane maLavanAra muni sarvArthasiddhanA sukhane ulaMghI jAya che. AjanA sAdhuone pUche, tamane keTaluM sukha maLyuM? AtmAne zo anubhava thaye? moTA bhAganAM sAdhakone aMtara darzana nathI thayuM, kAraNa ke bahAramAM paDI gayA che. mAre meTAnI oLakhANa, nANAM pradhAnanI oLakhANu, mArA vyAkhyAnamAM DokaTare Ave ane mAre vakIla sAthe paNa eTalI ja oLakhANa che. je tArAmAM dhama pariNamyo hoya te devatAo tane namaskAra kare ke tane mIla mAlIke, DokaTara, vakIle

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oLakhe emAM zI moTI vAta che? tuM hIrAnI vITIvALAne ke moTaravALAne meTo mAne che, paNa te khavAI gayuM che. te dayAne pAtra ane durgatine mahemAna che. bhagavAne kahyuM che je bhIkhArI che, khAvA kAMI maLatuM nathI. bhukha duHkha ane paritApa samabhAve sahana kare che te akAma nirjarAthI marIne devalekamAM jAya che. ane je AraMbha samAraMbha kare che, temAM ja Asakta rahe che tene mUracharUpI parigraha narkamAM laI jAya che. tamane moTAne moha zo che? bhAre kamIne tame moTA kahe che? jene dhama rUca nathI, je sAmAyikapratikramaNa karanAranI mazkarI kare che, jene bhagavAnanI zaraNAgati svIkAravI nathI, ene mokSa kyAre thaze? paDade rahetI padamaNa, ne nA lIdhuM prabhunuM nAma, ka sajI kUtarI, ene huM AkhuM gAma." senAnA kaDAo, hIrAnA dAgInAo, metIne jhumakhAe paheranArI, siMhAsana upara besanArI, kaI bhIkhArI Ave tyAre tene tiraskAra kare te tene kUtarAne avatAra maLe che. keI phALAmAM levA Ave te zuM kahe che, bAvA banAvI devA che? hajAra be hajAra ApavAmAM zuM khAvA thaI javAnA che? paNa mamatva keTaluM che? sAthe laI javAtuM nathI, nahi te bApa tenA putro mATe eka pAI paNa mukIne na jAya. tame tamArI milakatanAM cAra putranA cAra bhAga pADo cho paNa dhamane pAMcamo bhAga pADe che ? tamArA vyasanamAM ane phezanamAM keTalA paisA kharca kare cho? dharma mATe kAMI kare che? reDI nathI te 700 rUpiyAne reDIye leze. adyatana koI sAdhana nahIM hoya te khuMcaze paNa gharamAM guccha nathI. dharmanA upakaraNe ke pustaka nathI. te khUMce che? dharmanI je bhAvanA joIe e nathI. sADalA 100 thI 200nA paheraze paNa pAtharaNA ke gucchA sArA nahIM hoya. dharmakriyAnA-pauSadhanA sAdhane tarapha upekSA sevaze. pahelAnA zrAvako gharamAM pauSadhazALA rAkhatAM. Aje tamAre tyAM eka rUma evI kharI ke jyAM dharmanI pravRtti sivAya bIjI kaI pravRtti na thAya? Aje pauSadha zALAnuM sthAna saMDAse lIdhuM che. dharma karavA mATe tame dharma sthAnake bAMdhyA. ahIM paNa AvanAranI saMkhyA keTalI che? dararoja prArthanA thAya che, paNa tamArA badhAnI hAjarI hoya che? prArthanA karavA jevI che tema tamane lAge che? chokarAe dudha pIdhuM ke emane ema kuke upaDe? AvuM pUche che. paNa savAramAM mALA gaNa prabhu maraNuM karyuM ? evA pUchanArA keTalA kUvAmAM hoya te aveDAmAM Ave ne! tamArAmAM jevA saMskAra haze evA chokarA upara paDaze. tame tamArA dhaMdhAmAMthI-pravRttimAMthI nivRtta nathI thatAM ane dharma karatAM nathI te putrane zuM kahe ? AgaLa dhaMdho pAchaLa dhaMdhe, paNa dhaMdhAmAMthI dharma karI le te sAhebane baMdo." dhaMdhe te sadAya tamArI sAthe rahevAne ja che, paNa dharma karavAne A avasara

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pharI pharI nahIM Ave. jene agama nigamanuM jJAna nathI, ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM aTavAlA che, te sAcI zAMti- AbAdI kayAMthI meLavI zake? bhagavAnanI zaraNAgati svIkAravAmAM sAthI zAMti che. paNa tamAre jheka kayAM jAya che? prabhu tarapha ke paisA tarapha? saMta tarapha ke saMtati tarapha dhana tamAre paraloka sudhAze? dhana kadI paroka sudhAraze nahIM. kamane nAza karaze nahIM. prArthanAthI kSaNa mAtramAM aneka bhavathI sarjAelAM karmo nAza pAme che. eka nAnakaDo beo kevI dharatI prajAve che. gAmanA gAmane badale rAkha ane iTeDanA hagalA karI nAkhe che. AvA prArthanAnA becchamAM paNa gajabanI zakti che. prArthanAnA bombathI kSaNa vAramAM pApano kSaya thaI jAya che. prArthanAne sAce rasI duniyAne bhI jaya, bairI chokarAne bhUlI jAya. prArthanAmAM eTalo rata thaI jAya ke ene bhagavAna ja dekhAya. bhagavAne je mArga cIco che e mArge javA taiyAra thaI jAya bhagavAna bhemiyA che. huM te ajJAnI ane bhaTakate bhikhArI chuM. bhagavAnamAM keTalI zakti che. huM te sAva pAmara chuM. jyAre prabhunI mahAnatAnA ane ApaNuM pAmaratAnA darzana thAya che. tyAre ahaM ogaLI jAya che. ahamabhAvamAMthI ke janme che. mATe jJAnI namra banavA pharamAve che. he prabhu! kayAM tAruM virATa svarUpa ane kayAM mArUM vAmaNuM rUpa ! kyAM bhagavAnanuM anata jJAna ane kayAM mArUM piTIyuM jJAna! namratAnA-nimamatvanA abhAve Aja sudhI ApaNe rakhaDapaTTI ja karI che. jyAM gayA tyAM mAruM mAruM karI mamatva jamAvyuM che. jesiM kulaM samuppanne jehiM vA saMvase nare, mamrArU supa vAje, janamajeThuiM mucha ) sUya. 1-1 jyAM jyAM game tyAM tyAM ja mArApaNuM ja bIchAvyuM che. eka kabutara mALe nAkhe te bIjuM AvI tene pIMkhI nAkhe che. "tArA nevAnA pANI mArA gharamAM Ave che." AvI namAlI bAbatamAM koTe caDe che, bIjAe mArUM ATaluM nukazAna karyuM e dekhAya che paNa mArA AtmAnuM meM keTaluM bagADayuM e khabara che? juThuM bolIne, dArU, jugAra, vezyAgamana vi. aneka duSTa karma karIne te kevA karma bAMdhyAM che? have AvA bhAve na sevavA hoya te bhagavAnane caraNe jA. bhagavAna saMsAra bhAvathI virakta thaelA che. tethI satya mArganuM satya darzana karAve che. "baMdhe ke badhe mIle ke dIye chaDAya, baMdhe chuTo mIle palameM dIye chaDAya." je baMdhAele che te bIjAne cheDI zakate nathI paNa je mukta che te bIjAne mukta karI zake che. eka brAhmaNa hate. te roja rAjAne bhAgavata saMbhaLAvavA jAya. rAjA tene pAkuM sIdhuM Ape ane reja be senA mahera Ape. Ama karatAM karatAM eka varSa vItyuM. rAjAne eka

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vAra ema thayuM ke rAja dharma saMbhaLuM chuM, chatAM mArA hRdayanuM parivartana kema thatuM nathI? rAjAe brAhmaNane A vAta karI ane kahyuM. tame mane ATha divasamAM A praznane javAba Apo. je ATha divasamAM javAba nahIM Ape te tamArA gharanuM lIlAma karI nAkhIza. A brAhmaNa te ghare gaye. have ghara ene jela jevuM lAgyuM. khAvAnuM paNa kayAMthI bhAve ! satanA UMgha paNa kema Ave? tene putra pUche che bApujI! tamArA moDhA upara udAsInatA kema che? rAjAne mArA para kepa utaryo che. bAra mahinA sudhI rAjAe kathA sAMbhaLI che chatAM parivartana kema na AvyuM, ene javAba mAMge che ? brAhmaNe pitAnI udAsInatAnuM kAraNa karyuM. A sAMbhaLI putre kahyuM : AmAM zuM hatuM? Ane javAba huM ApIza. tame javAba ApatA nahIM. rAjAe ATha divasa pachI pharI pUchayuM. kema zuklajI! mArA praznane javAba Ape che ne? zukalajIe kahyuMH mahArAja, mAro dIkaro Apane javAba Apaze. brAhmaNa putrane belA ane rAjA, zukalajI ane tene dIkarA bagIcAmAM gayAM. ane dIkarAe rAjAne kahyuM. huM Apane kahuM te pramANe karavuM paDaze. theDIvAra mATe mAre gune mApha karaje. rAjA kahe che bhale pachI eka jhADa sAthe rAjAne bAMdhe ane jhADa sAthe pitAnA bApane bAMdhe ane vacamAM pite ubho rahyo ane rAjAne kahe che. tame mArA bApane cheDA! rAjA kahe che huM baMdhAyela chuM. kevI rIte choDAvuM? pachI pitAne kahe che "tame rAjAne cheDA" brAhmaNe paNa eja javAba Ape. huM ja baMdhAyela chuM. kevI rIte cheDAvuM? tyAra pachI brAhmaNa putra rAjAne tathA pitAne cheDe che. ane kahe che. rAjana ! Apa ApanA rAjyamAM, milakatamAM ane rAjarANIomAM mugdha che tema mArA pitAzrI paNa strI-paisA-parivAra vigeremAM lubdha che. saMsAranI AsakitathI baMdhAyelA bIjAne kevI rIte mukta kare ? je koI nirlepI ane nirAsakta puruSa Ave te Apane choDAvI zake. tenA cAritrane ApanA para prabhAva paDe. tenI vANI hRdayamAM otapreta utarI jAya ane jIvana parivartana karavAnI tAlAvelI lAge. huM mukta hatuM tethI meM tamane baMnene choDayA. tema je mukta hoya te bIjAne choDAvI zake. bhagavAna nemanAthe baMdhanathI sarvathA mukta che. teoe baMdhanane pheMkI dIdhA che, e badhAne choDAvI zake che. teonA eka eka zabdamAM ghaNuM bhAve che. aMdara DubakI mAre ene AMtaravaibhava prApta thAya. dariyAnAM piTALamAM rane samAyelA hoya che. paNa tene prApta karavA mahenata karavI paDe che. kavi eka kalpanA kare che. he dariyA? tuM khAre che. tArUM pANI khAruM che, badhI nadInA pANI tuM le che. paNa koIne Apa nathI tArA peTALamAM hIrA mANeka che. chatAM tuM keIne ApatuM nathI. keTale kaMjusa chuM tuM ! tyAre darI kahe che. huM RtumAM vAdaLI rUpe pANI bharIne mIThuM pANI jagatane ApuM chuM. huM jagata upara mahAna upakAra karUM chuM. je varasAda na Ave te badhAnI kevI dazA thAya? uccanIcane bheda rAkhyA vagara badhe mArAM zitaLa jaLa varasAvuM chuM. mArA peTALamAM aneka rane, motI vagere che. ne ema na

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ne mANeka maLatAM nathI. mArAmAM je DubakI mAre che tene huM nyAla karI dau chuM. puruSArtha kare ane laI jAva. vagara mahenatanuM maLe tenI kiMmata paNa zI heAya? ApaNe paNa guNa ratnane prApta karavA haze te hadayanA virATa sAgaramAM DubADI mAravI paDaze. jagatanuM vismaraNa karavuM paDaze. dharma kriyA karatAM citta ekAgra karavuM paDaze AvyuM hoya sAmAyika karavA ane pAkITa ghare bhulI AvyuM. are ! ghATI laI jaze te ! AvI ciMtAmAM sAmAyikamAM paNa dhyAna ApI zako nathI. sAmAyika kare che paNa mana ghare bhamatuM hoya che. mana ane kAyAnA vegane sthira karIne besavuM joIe. eka sAmAyikanI kiMmata keTalI che ? eka lAkha sonA mahoranA dAna karatAM zuddha bhAve karAyelI sAmAyika caDI jAya che. vyAsajI vyAkhyAnanI pATe beThA che, badhA celakAe AvI gayA che, paNa vyAkhyAna zarUM thatuM nathI. badhA celakAo ghusapusa kare che. jyAM sudhI janakavidehI nahIM Ave tyAM sudhI vyAkhyAna nahIM Ape, gurUjIne paNa rAjAne keTale moha che ? ApaNe saMsAra choDIne AvyA tenI kiMmata nathI ane rAjyamAM lukhya evA rAmane sArUM manAvavA A pramANe kare che "A vAta gurujIe sAMbhaLI paNa kAMI bolyA nahIM rAjA padhAryA ane vyAkhyAna zarU thayuM. vyAsa RSi labdhidhArI hatA. celakAonI sAna ThekANe lAvavA labdhine upayoga karyo. vyAkhyAna cAlu che. tyAM adhavacamAM eka mANasa jorathI bUma pADI kahe che. "rAjAjI! tamAre mahela saLage che, jaladI doDe, vyAsa traSi tathA temanA parivAranuM raheThANa paNa tyAMja hatuM. mahela saLage che te sAMbhaLI celAo badhA ubhA thAya che. ane eka pachI eka badhA cAlyA jAya che. koI kahe che amAruM kamaMDaLa tyAM paDyuM che. koI kahe che amArAM pAnA tyAM che, keI kahe che. amArAM vastro tyAM che. jaladI doDo-nahIM te ApaNuM badhuM saLagI jaze. janakavidehI zAMtacitte jarApaNuM udvega vinA pUrvavat beThA che. temane vyAsa muni puche che rAjanatamAre mahela saLage che. chatAM tame kema ubhA na thayA? rAjA kahe che. "je saLage e mAruM nahIM ane mAruM hoya te saLage nahI". tame vyAkhyAna cAluM rAkho. badhA celakAo thoDIvAramAM pAchA phare che. gurU pUche che. ATalI vAramAM kayAM jaI AvyAM? celakAo kahe che. rAjAnI parasALamAM ApaNuM badhu saLagatuM hatuM. ema keIe beTI aphavA uDADI eTale tyAM gayA. paNa kAMI saLagatuM hatuM. vyAsajI pUche che. rAjA tamArI sAthe AvelA? ziSya kahe che. nA, e nathI AvyA. e te ahIMyA beThA che." gurU ziSya ne kahe che. tame arasa parasa vAta karatAM hatA ke gurU vyAkhyAna kema cAlu karatAM nathI ? paNa je pAtra sAMbhaLavA egya hoya ene saMbhaLAvAya. tame badhA jaladI bhAgyA. rAjAne keTale vaibhava che? chatAM teo ahIM besI rahyAM ane tame doDI gayA. jenI pAse ghaNuM che, chatAM tene meha nathI. tame bahAranuM choDayuM che, paNa aMdarathI choDI zakyA nathI. rAjA nileSa

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14 kamaLa jevA che. e janakavidehI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA cAgya che. niSaSakumAra bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLe che. ane have pApe nahI' karUM' evA manathI nizcaya kare che. have pachI zu Avaze e avasara kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na. 46 bhAdaravA suda 15 ne zanivAra tA. 4-9-71 nemanAtha prabhu birAjamAna che tyAM niSakumAra Ave che. Aje temanA haiyAmAM anero ullAsa che. ijjaina karatAM hRdayakamaLa vikasita ane che. temanAtha prabhu dezanA ApI rahyA che. devA svarganA sukhA mUkIne bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavA Ave che. prabhunI sAme AvI (ubhA rahI) nata mastake vANI jhIlI rahyAM che. bhagavAna pAse evuM zuM haze ke devA paNa temane sAMbhaLavAmAM mugdha ane bhaktAmara praNata maulimaNi prabhANA, mudyotakaM dalita mo samyak praNamya jinapAda yugaM yugAdA, bAlambanaM bhavajale patatAM janAnAm bhaktivALA devatAo jyAre tIrthaMkaranA caraNamAM name che tyAre mugaTa paNa sAthe name che. mugaTanI aMdara rahelA maNIo paNa vadhAre prakAzamAna thAya che. bhagavAna pApanA samuhanA nAza karanArA che. bhava samudranI aMdara paDatAM jIvane avalaMbanarUpa che. jInezvara daiva saMsArI jIvAne macAve che. paDatAM jIvane kaiAI AdhAra Ape te te khacI jAya che. jIvanabhara macAvanAranA upakAra mAne che. tema bhagavAnanu je zaraNu grahaNa kare che te tarIne pAra thAya che. arihaMtanuM, sAdhunuM daCna e moMgala svarUpa che. je A zaraNane grahaNa kare che. e sa'sAramAM DUbatA nathI. cha kha'DanA leAktAe cha khaMDamAM zaraNanI chAyA nihALI nahi. tethI bhagavAnanA zaraNane svIkAryu ane vItarAganA mArge gayA; 64 hajAra strIo trANu-zaraNu na lAgI. mATo bAdazAha hAya ke meTo vaibhavazALI hAya, janma, jarA ane mRtyu tA badhAne che. maraNu koIne cheDatu nathI. te A saMsAra zaraNabhUta kevI rIte thaI zake ? sAcuM zaraNu te vItarAganu che. jammaM dukkha jarAdukkha rogANi maraNANiya | addeo dukkhA hu saMsAro, jattha kIsanti jantA //

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315 game tevA AbarUdAra hoya-kItinA keTalA caNyA hoya, jenAM paDatAM bela jhIlAtI hoya paNa janma, jarA, maraNa ane roga te temanI pUMThe ja paDayA che. game tevA mAMdhAtA hoya, te paNa ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM uDI jaze. tene koNa bacAvI zakaze? saMsAramAM ekAde jIva te e batAve ke tenI pAse sI-putra, parivAra-dhanamAla-milakta hatI tethI te bacI gayo! eka mANasa pAchaLa sarSa paDayo che. AgaLa mANasa ane pAchaLa sarpa jAya che. sarSa pANInA relAnI jema cAlyA jAya che. pele mANasa bacAve bacAve kahe che. bIjA mANasane jeI bUma pADe che, mane bacAve, paNa e kevI rIte bacAve ! kAraNa ke bacAvA jAya te tene paNa karaDI jAya. deDakA pAse pahoMce che ane bUma pADe che tuM mane bacAva. deDake kevI rIte bacAve? deDake paNa sapane kherAka che. bhayaMkara sarSanA bhayathI koI bacAvI zakatuM nathI. tame paNa maraNanA bhayathI bacavA mATe kone zaraNe jAya che? jenAM tame zaraNa lya che te paNa mRtyu-kALane AdhIna che. te tane kevI rIte zaraNa ApI zake! je chuTelA hoya te choDAvI zake paNa gaLAbUDa DubelA hoya te kevI rIte mArgadarzana karAvavA samartha nivaDe ! arihantanA, siddhanA, sAdhunA ane kevaLI prarUpita dharmanA zaraNuM levA jevA che. uparanA cAra zaraNa AdaravA, te zaraNathI mRtyuMjaya banAya che. te te zaraNA keTalI vAra yAda Ave che ! sAcuM zaraNa A che. pelA zaraNu punyanA ge TakavAvALA che. AyuSya khUTe tyAre kALa keIneya choDatuM nathI. A badhA zaraNu levA jevA nathI. tamane te strInuM ane paisAnuM zaraNu game che. saMsAra samudramAM keNa na DUbe? strI-putra parivAranuM zaraNuM le te? nA eso paMca nammokkAro savvapAva pnnaasnno| maMgalANa ca savvesi', paDhamaM havai maMgala // hAlatAM cAlatAM-khAtA-pitA-svapnamAM niraMtara A zaraNAnuM raTana rahevuM joIe. navakAra maMtra prANapriya thaI ja joIe. cAra zaraNuM pAMca navakAra maMtrathI guMthAyelA che. navakAra maMtra gaNe tenA pApa nAza thAya. eTale zuM duHkha na Ave? nA, mAtra ema nahi-navakAra maMtra gaNavAvALAnA rAga dveSa kSaya thaI javA joIe. tethI saMsAranA dukha dura thAya che. sAcuM phaLa rAga dveSa dura thavA e che. pahelA rAgadveSa hoya evA na rahevA joIe. paraMparAe duHkha-agavaDatAo dUra thAya. sUrya jyAre tape tyAre kIcaDa na rahe kIcaDa sUkAI jAya che. ema navakAramaMtra gaNavAthI rAgavaiSa ane kaSAyanA kIcaDa sUkAI javA joIe. je A zaraNAM grahaNa kare che e saMsArasAgaramAMthI tarI zake che. temaja mRtyarUpI bhayaMkara sarSanA trAsathI chuTI zake che. pilA

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316 mANasane deDako paNa bacAvatuM nathI. eka jhADa upara eka garUDa beThuM hatuM. e kahe che. bhAI deDakAnuM zaraNa levuM rahevA de. mArA zaraNe Ava. huM tane bacAvIza. garUDanuM zaraNuM svikAre te sarpanA kepathI bacI zake tema jIva paNa saMsAramAM janma-jarA ane mRtyunA bhayathI vyAkuLa thaI rahyo che te vItarAga prabhunA zaraNe Ave te bhayamukta banI zake. niSakumAra paNa badhAnI sAthe bhagavAna nemanAtha pAse Ave che. bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLe che. temanAtha prabhu saMsAranI anityatA, AtmAnI nityatA, paryAyanI kSaNabhaMguratA, svaparanI vaheMcaNI, jaDacaitanyanA bheda vijJAna, nava tatvanuM svarUpa yathArtha rIte samajAve che. aneka bhavya bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLe che jeTalI pitAnI taiyArI hoya eTaluM e grahaNa karI zake che. gaMgAmAM je gayuM jaLa, gaNAyuM te gaMgAjaLa, gaTaramAM gayuM jaLa, gaMdu te gaNAya che, khAre dariye gayuM jaLa, kharekharUM khAruM thayuM, chAzamAM je gayuM jaLa, chAza thaI chaNAya che, zeraDIe sIMco rasa, thayo zeraDInA rasa rUpa, cunAmAM je gayuM jaLa, cunA rUpa thaI caNAya che. ekaja AkAzanI pedAza, dAkhe dalapatarAma, jene je joga maLyo, tevuM te jaNAya che. varasAda paDe che. e pANI gaMgAmAM jAya che. te gaMgAjaLa thAya che. gaTaramAM paDe che, te gaMdu thAya che. AMbAmAM jAya te mIThAza rUpe ane AMbalImAM jAya te khaTAza rUpe pariName che. khArA dariyAmAM paDe che te rUpa bane che. zeraDImAM paDeluM pANI mIThAza prApta kare che. svAti nakSatranuM pANI sarSanAM mukhe paDe te jhera bane che ane chIpamAM paDe te mitI pAke che. jene je jaga maLe e pramANe pariName che. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavAne vega punyAnubaMdhI punyanA vege maLe che. paNa ajJAnI jIva paisA pratye pUrepUre sAvadhAna che. meTara-gADI, baMgalA, TelIphena, TelIvijhana Adi badhuM ene joIe che. je zaraNabhuta nathI tene bheguM kare che. ane je hitanuM che tenI darakAra nathI. dhananA DhagalA kare che paNa A badhuM anitya ane azaraNa che. koI eka mANasane dhana, mAla-milakata, hIrA-mANeka-motI vagere khUba Ape. sAta mALane phaleTa Ape. eka eka mALa para 20-20 rUma heya, dhAnyanA aDhaLaka DhagalAM Apa, ane tene kahI de ke tAre ekalA rahevAnuM che. ekalA mANasane gamaze? tamane sukha bhogavavuM ekalA nathI gamatuM paNa meLe joIe che. ATalA dAgInA paheruM ane bhAre sADI paheruM paNa kaI jenAra na maLe te manamAM muMjhAya. mArI sADI keIe joI nahIM. pite joIne rAjI thatAM nathI. paNa bIjAne batAvavA mATe pahere che. jIvane dAsa, dAsI, strI, putra, parivAra badhuM joIe che. ekale zuM kare? mANasane saMga dazA game che. asaMga dazA gamatI nathI. bhagavAna kahe che. asaMga dazAne keLavIza te zAzvata sukha maLaze. anaMtu zAzvata sukha bhegavavuM elA siddhane gamyuM. ahIMnA sukhamAM dukhanA bhaDakA che. chokare tiraskAra karaze tyAre kevuM AkaruM lAgaze? gharanI strI paNa je mANasa vacce apamAna kare ane kahe

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17. besI rahe, vacamAM zuM Taka Taka kare che? AthI duHkha thaze. "badhAne pALyA, piSyA, je joIe te lAvIne hAjara karyuM, ane e badhAM A uMmare mAruM apamAna kare" AvA aneka vicAro Avaze. AvuM apamAna sahevA chatAM enA vinA e rahI zakaze nahiM. duHkhane paNa sahana karaze. asaMgadazA e jIvanuM sAcuM svarUpa che. mAtApitA, parivAra, vaibhava kAMI na joIe. A badhe parabhAva che. te jIvane rakhaDAvanAra che. AvI asaMgadazA kayAre keLavaze? "jaDa ne caitanyanI prIta 2 purANI, anaMta janmArAmAM karI zI kamANa, mati mAyAmAM muMjhANI, Atma zakti re luMTANI, zAMti nahIM re maLe, cetana cAlo re have, sukha nahIM paramAM maLe." saMgane raMga jIvane anAdikALane che. jJAnI purUSa kahe che, jaDa ane cetanane saMbaMdha anAdikALathI che. saMsAra ane karmasattA paNa anAdi che. have nija svarUpamAM ramaNa karatAM zAMti maLe che. sAcuM sukha meLavavuM hoya te tuM tArI mati svamAM lagADa. Aja sudhI mati mAyAmAM muMjhANI che. keI ghare mahemAna AvyuM hoya te kahe che, "mAyA rAkhaje, eTale rAga rAkhaje." rAga rAkhavAnuM kahe che, paNa vItarAgatAnI vAte kadI kare che? mAyA eTale paisA-kukkA tamArA bhukkA uDAvI deze. sAthe kAMI Avaze nahIM jIve pote karelAM karma pitAne bhegavavA paDaze. cakravartI cha khaMDanI sAhyabI, zarIra, rANIo badhuM choDI cAlyA gayA, eka phUTI koDI paNa sAthe laI jaI zakyA nahi. tyAM koI sagAM, sAgrIta nahi thAya. vibhAva dazAmAM gothA khAtAM Atmazakti luMTAI rahI che. jIva jene sukha mAne che e sAcuM sukha nathI, he cetana? have cAla sAgaranAM pANIthI tRSA na chIpe. zAMti na maLe. Atma gharane have nihALa. zarIranI ciMtA karavA vALA keTalA maLyAM, badhA zarIranI zAtA pUche che. tamArI tabiyata kema che? zarIre jarA dubaLA dekhe te tarata pUche che. kema zarIra ATaluM badhuM utarI gayuM che? dhaMdhA pANI kema che? AbarU kIti kevI che? kAyA, kaMcana ane kItinI ciMtA karanArA ghaNuM che. paNa AtmAnuM koI pUche che ke upavAsa keTalA karyA ? dhyAnamAM sthiratA keTalI AvI? svarUpa ramaNatA thaI zake che? AtmAnI ciMtA karavAvALA koI nathI. paNa bhAI, AtmA nitya che, zarIrAdi anitya che. eka paramANuM paNa tArUM nathI ajJAnI jIva uparanuM moDala jue che. paNa aMdaranuM mazIna jatA nathI. zarIra uparanuM moDale che. AtmA mazIna che. kiMmatI AtmA che. zarIra te nAza thavAnA svabhAvavALuM ja che. AtmA nizcayanayanI draSTie siddha jevuM che. zuddha, buddha, jJAnI ane draSTA mArUM svarUpa che. huM jJAna darzanamaya chuM. vaibhava-sAmagrI e pudgalanA ThaThArA che. AMkha rUpIne dekhe che te pudgalanuM eka paramANuM paNa mAruM nathI. mAre mArI tapAsa karavI

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38 ane mAre mArI oLakhANa karavI che. eTale saMga choDaze eTalA bhagavAnanI najIka Avaze. anAdi kALathI zarIrane saMga game che. tene choDavuM gamatuM nathI. tana durbala hene ke bhaya se, tene tapa vrata kiyA nahIM, sAmAyika ekAzana karake, zuddha bhAvarasa piyA nahIM, puSTa banAyA jise rAtadina, khilA pilAkara bhojana pAna, vaha zarIra bhI tujhe choDa kara, he jAtA hai naSTa nidAna kaI kahe ke Aje tamAre mAre ghare jamavA AvavAnuM che. je na Ave te tamane mArA chokarAnA segana che. jamavA jAva ane ghIne lacapacate zI tathA purI, khamaNa, pIrase jamavA mAMDe ne ? A padArtho tamArAthI jamAze ke nahIM? khUba AsaktipUrvaka jamaze. paNa gurU kahe, AtmAne puSTa banAve hoya te upavAsa kara, aThThama lagAvI de. te tarata kahI deze e mArAthI nahiM thAya. khAvAnuM nahi thAya ema kema nathI kahetA? zarIrane ja pALyuM che, poLyuM che. covIse kalAka tenI ja sAravAra karI che. sephAmAM lAMbe thaIne suve, makhamalanA gAdI takIyA para ArAma kare paNa ubhA ubhA 40 legassane kAusaga karavAnuM kahe te mArAthI nahIM thAya. paisA meLavavA mATe DokaTare oparezana kare tyAre keTalAka ubhA rahe che. polIso ubhA rahIne karI bajAve che. dalAla keTalI haDIyAM kare che? eka jaNa mAMDa besI rahe. Ama paisA mATe, deha mATe badhuM karavuM che. paNa AtmA mATe kAMI karavuM nathI. suparNakhAne putra, rAvaNane bhANeja, caMdrahAsa khaDraga prApta karavA bAra varSa sudhI udhe mAthe laTakI rahevAnI sAdhanA kare che. eka divasa upavAsa ane pAraNe muThThI aDadanA bAkaLA khAya che. aMte sAdhanA phaLI ane caMdrahAsa khaDraga AvI gayuM, Aje sAdhanAne chelle divasa che. kAle pArANuM che, te vakhate lakSamaNuM Ave che. ane tikSaNa dhAravALuM cakacakATa khaDaga jove che, paNa jhADIthI viMTaLAyela sAdhakane joI zakatA nathI. teo khaDraga grahaNa kare che. ane kevuM che tenI parIkSA karavA jhADImAM ghA kare che. tyAM sAdhaka haNAI jAya che. lohIthI kharaDAeluM khaDraga joI keI niraparAdhI mArAthI marAI gaye e jANI lakSamaNane khUba dukha thAya che. tene rAmacaMdrajI kahe che. tame gaMbhIra bhUla karI che. maranAra sAdhakane uttarasAdhaka ATalAmAM ja haze ane te hamaNAM Avaze. sAdhake jenA mATe ATalA varSonI sAdhanA karI tenA vaDeja tenuM mastaka kapAI gayuM. paisA mATe kALAbajAra-dagA-cerI Adi kare che paNa khAnAra khAI jaze ane kALAM karma tamAre lamaNe jhIMkAze, tyAM tamArA koI sagAM bhAga paDAvavA nahi Ave. surpaNakhAnA dilamAM Aje AnaMda che. pitAnA pyArA putranI sAdhanA pUrNa thaI che. ane khaDraga prApta thaI gayuM che. Aje pAraNuM che. aneka khAdya sAmagrI phaLAdi laI Ave che. tyAM AvatA pitAnA putrane mare jue che. ane tenA dilamAM khUba AghAta thAya

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319 che. kaNa e duSTa-pApI che ke je mArA putrane mAryo! ghaDI vAramAM muchI AvI gaI. zuddhimAM AvatAM putranAM mAranArane zedhavA nIkaLe che. ane pagalAM gatatI gotatI jyAM rAmacaMdrajI che tyAM Ave che. rAmacaMdrajI ubhA che ane rUparUpanA aMbAra jevI emanI kAyA che. baliSTha ane kadAvara deha che. A joI tene ema thAya che ke are ! A ke suMdara purUSa che, ane huM vaDuM, ghaDIvAramAM mohamAM aMdha banelI dIkarAnA mRtyune bhUlI jAya che. tenI pAse paikIya lakhyI che tethI rUpavatI banIne rAmacaMdrajI pAse jAya che. vikArane vaLagADa keTalo kharAba che? eka saDelI kUtarI pAchaLa keTalAya kUtarAo bhame che. cAre gatimAM viSayanI paNa bahu bhayaMkara che. surpaNakhA rAmacaMdrajI AgaLa AvI viSayanI mAgaNI karavA banAvaTI vAta raju kare che. te uttama puruSa! Apa mane grahaNa kare. huM vidyAdharI chuM. eka vidyAdhara mane upADI jatuM hatuM. temAM bIjA vidyAdhare mane joI ane e paNa mArA para mugdha banya. baMne vacce yuddha thayuM. baMne samAna baLavALA hatAM. ekabIjAnA zastrathI baMne marAyA. ane huM nirAdhAra avasthAmAM ApanI pAse AvI chuM. Apa mAre avazya svIkAra kare. rAmacaMdrajI kahe che, are A eka sItAnI upAdhi che, emAM tane kayAM rAkhuM? vaLI mAre eka patnIvrata che, mATe tuM lakSamaNa pAse jA. pachI te lakSmaNa pAse jAya che, ane kahe che, tame mArA pati bane, lakSamaNa kahe che, tame pahelA mArA bhAI pAse gayA eTale tame mArI mAtA samAna che. huM Apane grahaNa karI zakuM nahi. mATe rAmacaMdrajI pAse jAva-e ja egya che, mArI pAse nahIM. Ama baMne ekabIjA pAse mokale che, ane AmathI tema haDasele che, paNa koI tene svIkAra karatuM nathI. AthI surpaNakhAne khUba gusso Ave che, ane tyAM dIkaro marI gaye te yAda Ave che. " duHkhanA dariyAmAM DubavAne lAgyuM, DubatAne saMte AvIne ugAryo, hate svarUpathI ajANa, tenI karAvI pIchANa, bhavathI mukti re maLe, cetana cAlo re, have sukha nahi pa2mAM maLe. saMpUrNa asaMgadazA sarvazreSTha che. tene prApta karavA satsaMganI jarUra che. saMte dukhanA dariyAmAM DubatAne ugArI svasvarUpanuM bhAna karAve che. Aja sudhI svarUpathI ajANa hatuM. tenI pIchANa karAve che. srasaMga julAba rUpe che. peTamAM kacaro heya te julAba levAthI nIkaLI jAya che. tema jIvanamAM vibhAvabhAvane, saMgadazAne kacaro che tene satsaMga dUra karAve che. je bhagavAnane zaraNe gaye tene sagA-snehI parivAra para muccha na rahe. bhagavAnane zaraNe gayelAnI sAdhanA sAMbhaLI che? chokarAne Dambala nyumonIyA thaye hoya te enI mA rAtanA ujAgarA kare che. AtmA mATe kaI divasa ujAgarA karyA che? zarIrane zaNagAryuM che paNa zarIra Dhaga deze. zarIra tamAruM nathI te ATale badhe

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320 maha ze che? A te dhutArApura pATaNa che. A duniyAmAM badhA luMTAra che. badhA svArthanA sagA che. tame kayAM ubhA che! mehanI chAyAmAM AvI gayA che, moha dazAmAM AvI gayA che. rAgadveSane ja piSyA che. AtmA mATe kadI vicAra karyo nathI. bhagavAna sAce mArga batAve che. jAlI aNagAre guNarayaNa saMvatsara tapa karyo. temAM prathama mAse ekAMtara upavAsa kare. divase sUryanI AtApanA le. A divasa ukaDuM Asane rahe. rAtre vIsasane-eTale khurazI para beThA hoya ane kaI khurazI laIle te paNa e ja sthitimAM rahevuM te vIrAsana kahevAya. rAtre vastra rahita banI dhyAna dhare Ama rAtri divasa svAdhyAya ane dhyAnamAM pasAra kare. bIje mAse chaThTha chaThThanA pAraNA kare. trIje mAse aThThama amanA pAraNA kare. e rIte seLame mAse soLa upavAsanA pAraNe seLa upavAsa kare. Aje te eka pauSadha karyo hoya te paNa divase be kalAkanI uMgha le. ahIM gharane thAka utAravA Ave che ke sAdhanA karavA? bhagavAnanAM eka eka sAdhu AtmAtha-mekSAthI che. bhagavAnane dhedhamAra bela vahI rahyo che. sAdhuo, zrAvake samakitIjI Adi aneka bhavya vANInuM pAna karI rahyA che. sau saunI lAyakAta pramANe grahaNa kare che. niSakumAra paNa dharma dezanA sAMbhaLe che. have zuM Avaze te adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna naM 53 bhAdaravA vada 1 ravivAra tA. 5-8-71 bAramA upAMgamAM niSakumArane adhikAra cAle che. niSakumAra prabhu pAse pahoMcyA che. prabhu dezanAmAM be prakAranA dharma batAve che. (1) AgAra dharma. (2) aNugAra dharma, sarva viratI e sAdhune aNagAra dharma che. jyAre zrAvakano dharma e AgAra dharma che. ane dharma zA mATe che? AtmAne paramAtmA banAvavA mATe A dharma che. karmane TALavAnI apramattadazAne prApta karavAnI A prayogazALA che. prayAga jeTalA pramANamAM saphaLa eTale AnaMda thAya. mAnavajIvana eTale AtmazuddhinI prayogazALA. jeTale aMze purUSArtha upaDe temAM jeTalI saphaLatA prApta thAya teTale AtmA uMce jAya. AtmAnuM asalI svarUpa nirvikArI che, ApaNe vibhAva daza mAM paDayA chIe. koI manAvI le ke,

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huM siddha je chuM. siddhane tapa, japa ane dhyAnanI jarUra nathI. ema mAre paNa kAMI karavAnI jarUra nathI. te kyAMyane nahIM rahe. nizcaya daSTie AtmA siddha je che. chatAM vyavahAre malinaparyAyamAM che. vartamAna paryAyamAM azuddhi che. tene dura karavA jJAnayukta kriyA dvArA puruSArtha te karavuM ja joIe. siddhanI pAse anaMtajJAna che ane ApaNe kema kaI jANI zakatA nathI? ApaNI vacce mehanI divAla che. Ajane vaijJAnika bhautika sukhanA sAdhane Ape che. ema vItarAgI vijJAna Atmika sukhanAM sAdhane Ape che. Telivijhana tathA reDIo dvArA ahIM beThA dilhImAM beThelAne joI zakAya che. ane sAMbhaLI zakAya che. AvAM sAdhane jIvanane sAcA sukhathI vimukha banAve che. pahelA koDIyAM hatAM. te gayAM. harikena lempa Adi AvyA ane gayA. Aje TayubalAITa AvI. rAtre paNa divasa jevA prakAzanI anubhUti karAve. Aje bahArane prakAza vadhe. paNa aMtarane puchI juo ke aMtarane prakAza vadhe ke ghaTa! Aje eka mANasane phrIjha hoya ane bIjAne na hoya to haiyAmAM baLatarA thAya che. ame baMne pAMca varSathI ahIM AvyAM. tene tyAM adyatana rAcaracIluM reDIyo, phena, sephAseTa Adi badhuM AvI gayuM. ane huM garIba rahI gaye. mAre tyAM paNa AvuM badhuM hoya te kevuM sAru! AvA vicAre mANasa dilagIra bane che. AvuM badhuM meLavavA mATe te dIna banI jAya che. enAmAM laghutA Ave che. jyAre sAdhana Ave tyAre uMDANathI vicAre ke tamAruM Atmika dhana vadhe che ke ghaTe che? guNemAM vRddhi thAya che ke guNe lupta thAya che? sAdhana nahatAM tyAre annavarAmAM puNyavaro thatuM. sAdhane vadhatAM lebha eDa karavAnI bhAvanA cAlI gaI roTalInI kaNaka, kerIne rasa, zAkabhAjI, bhajIyA Adi aneka cIjo phrIjamAM rAkhe che. ane bahene bIje divase vApare che. jenenuM jainatva kayAM cAlyuM gayuM? deza mukI paradeza AvyA. sAthe dharma paNa dezamAM cAlyA gaye? dAna, zIla, tapanI bhAvanA je ApaNI gaLathuthImAM hatI, te cAlI gaI. vijJAne mAnavIne sukhanAM sAdhane ApyAM. Aje mAnavI AvA sAdhanathI jAtane sukhI mAne che. paNa sadguNathI ghaTatA jAya che. vijJAnathI roja mAnavI navInatA prApta kare che. darIyAmAM ratnanA DhagalA paDelA che. je A ratnane vaijJAnika dvArA bahAra kADhavAmAM Ave te badhA paisAdAra thaI jAya. jema dariyAmAM prajAne bharyo che ema hRdayamAM paNa khajAne che. ene bahAra kADha. bahAra kADhIza te ghaNe AnaMda maLaze. sukhane sAgara chalakAI jaze. bahAranAne paricaya vadhAryA. paNa AtmAne paricaya kadI na karyo. 24 kalAkamAM eka kalAka paNa evI kharI, ke jyAre tame tamArI sAthe vAta karI zake ! ego me sAsao appA, nANadaMsaNa sjuo| sesA me bAhirA bhAvA, savva saMjoga lakkhaNA )

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huM jJAnadazana saMyukta AtmA chuM. zarIra te huM nathI. dekhAtAM pudgala mArA nathI. he nAtha ! huM tArA jevuM chuM. A vAtane gekhe. A vAta divasamAM keTalIvAra yAda Ave che? huM AtmA chuM. AtmAnA astitvane svIkAra e jaina zAsananA pAyAnI pahelI iTa che. je jIva-(AtmA) jevI svataMtra vastune svIkAra karavAmAM na Ave te puNyapApane vicAra nirarthaka Thare. svarga narakanI paNa sAbItI na thAya. punarjanma ke paraleka kAMI rahe nahi. mATe samaje ke AtmA che, AtmA nitya che, karmane kartA che. bhaktA che, karma rahita mokSadazA paNa che, ane kamane TALavAne upAya paNa che, paraMtu A vAta badhA chone mAnya nathI, ghaNA te kahe che ke - AtmA-paramAtmA, Aleka-paraleka, puNya-pApa AvuM kazuM nathI. A bhava mIThe, parabhava keNe dIThe, AvuM mAnanAranA jIvanamAM viSayakaSAyanI Aga lAge che. te jIvanane bAga banAvI zakatA nathI. jIvanane bAga banAva ke Aga banAvavI e pitAnA hAthanI vAta che. paradezI rAjA nAstika hatAM. temaNe kezI svAmIne kahyuM, hAthamAM AMbaLA dekhAya tema tamArA AtmAne dekhADo te huM AtmAnA astitvane mAnuM. Aje paNa paradezI rAjAnA mAthe pachADe tevA keTalAya che. AjanA amuka Astika karatAM eka apekSAe paradezI sAre hate. Astika kene kahevAya? puNya pApane mAne, Izvarane mAne, cAragatine mAne e Astika che. je ghaTaghaTanI vAta, mana mananI vAta jANe che. te Izvara che. kALA bajAra karatAM, anyAya, anIti, durAcAra karatAM mane koI jotuM nathI ema mAne tyAre AstikapaNuM Take che ke uDI jAya che? tane anaMtA siddha-saMkhyAtA kevaLIo joI rahyA che, nabaLAIne kAraNe kharAba bhAve Ave, paNa Astika hoya te ema na mAne ke mane keI jotuM nathI, paradezI rAjAne AtmA ane zarIranA viSayamAM maMthana cAlatuM hatuM. tene mATe aneka anucita prayoga karyA. chatAM jaina darzananuM DuM jJAna te tenAmAM hatuM, ke jeno AtmA ane zarIrane bhinna kahe che. AjanA kahevAtA jenIone navA tatvanuM, cha dravyanuM jJAna che? naheya te e mATe tame kAMI maMthana kare cho? vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM, Aje savAre, pachI rAma rAma! kAle AvavAnuM. ahIMnI vAta ahIMyA rahe che. AtmA dekhAtuM nathI tethI nathI ema na manAya. ghaNI vastunuM kArya uparathI kAraNanuM anumAna thAya che. upAzraya bAMdhanAra kaDIye Aje dekhAtuM nathI paNa upAzrayane joIe tyAre tene bAMdhanAra koI vyakti hevI joIe ema anumAna thAya che. A upAzraya kaDIyAe bAMdhe che e kArya uparathI kAraNanI pratIti thAya che. ApaNe belIye chIye, cAlIe chIe, haiyAmAM preraNA thAya che. te aMdara preraNA karanAra koI tatva che. ane te AtmA che. zarIra e AtmA nathI. Indriya e AtmA nathI.

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kereka che Indriya pratyekane nija nija viSayanuM jJAna, pAMca IndriyanA viSayanuM paNa AtmAne bhAna." pAMce IndriyanA viSayane jANakAra zarIra nathI paNa AtmA che. zarIra e AtmA nathI. je zarIra AtmA hoya te eka maDaduM . ane eka jIvate mANasa le. pelA jIvatAne eka cuMTI khaNe athavA TAMcaNI bheMke te tene tarata khabara paDaze paNa maDadAne mAraze te tene khabara nahi paDe, tema phariyAda paNa nahi kare. Indriya e AtmA nathI. AMkha joI zakaze. kAna sAMbhaLI zakaze, nAka suMghI zakaze, jIbha svAda leze ane kAyAne sparza thaze. eka eka Indriyane pitapatAnA viSayanuM jJAna che. anya viSayanuM jJAna nathI. eka eka Indriyane AtmA gaNIye te pAMca AtmA thaI jAya paraMtu tema nathI. kAraNu! pAMca IndriyanA viSayanuM AtmAne jJAna che. eka Indriya bIjI IndriyanA viSayane pakaDI zakatI nathI paNa pAMce IndriyanA viSayane kecapa karanAra eka AtmA che. jemAM AtmA che te ja jue che, te ja sAMbhaLe che, teja suMghe che, te ja svAda le che. ane tene ja spazane anubhava thAya che. ravivArane divasa hate. devaLamAM ghaNA khristIo prArthanA karavA bhegA thayA hatAM. khristIomAM dara ravivAre badhAe prArthanA karavA AvavAnuM e niyama heya che. tamArA mATe dara ravivAre vyAkhyAnamAM AvavuM evuM kharuM? prArthanA purI thAya che pachI pAdarI bhASaNa ApavA ubhA thAya che. tyAM eka mANasa buma mArate Ave che. ane kahe che, mane God batAve. (mane Izvara batAvo) nahIMtara huM mAnIza ke tame badhA Dhaga kare che, ane dhatIMga calAve che! kAM te javAba Apa, kAM huM kahuM chuM te vAtane svIkAra kare. pAdarI ane bIjA badhA stabdha thaI gayA. Ane kevI rIte javAba Ape? IzvaraAtmA hAthamAM rAkhI kevI rIte batAvI zakAya? dA. ta. eka mANasa bImAra hoya, ane pacIsa mANasa tenA hAtha-paga pakaDIne beThA hoya, keI e nADa pakaDI hoya, pelA bImAranI AMkha pharI e badhAe joyuM. paNa jIva cAlyA gaye, te koI joI zakaze? nA, paNa ApaNe anumAnathI kahI zakIe ke ahIMthI jIva gayo. AMkha baMdha karI eTale AMkhethI gaye, bhukha lAgI hatI. bhojana karyuM ane tRpti anubhavI e tRpti dekhADI zakAya nahIM. paNa anubhavI zakAya kharI? ema AtmAne anubhava karI zakAya paNa AtmAne dekhADI zakAya nahIM. pAdarI muMjhavaNamAM paDI gayAM che, e prArthanAmAM aMdha vyakti sAmela hatI. aMdhanA hadayamAM IzvaranuM sthAna AgavuM hatuM. te Izvara parAyaNa hatuM. tamArA haiyAmAM konuM sthAna che? te vicArI jeje. haiyAmAM Izvara che ke mAna, moTAI, kIrti, AbarunI abhilASA che? je sAce ja dharma gamatuM hoya te zrImaMta thavA chatAM dharmathI khase nahi. haiyAnA uMDANamAM saMsAra bhAva paDe che. Aje No time balavAnI phezana

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314 thaI paDI che. rAga lAgu paDayA ke phezana vadhI paDI, e khabara paDatI nathI. satA kahe ke, vyAkhyAnamAM kema AvatA nathI ? tA tarata kahe seArI. I have no time cAra kArakhAnA che. e mIlA che. mArA nAmanI aneka peDhIe cAle che. tethI pahAMcAtuM nathI, aneka saMsthAnA huM. pramukha chuM. tethI tyAM paNa mArI hAjarI anivAya hAya. sa`sAra-bhAva paDayA che mATe AvA khAnAe kADhe che. kadAca te dharmanA anuSThAna karatA hAya te paNa te kAyAne dhamI banAve paNa dIlane dhamI banAve nahi. adha vyakti kahe che, Apa mArA javAba pahelA Ape. pachI ApanA javAma maLaze. kAI kahe che ke sAme Isu khristanI mUrti che. mane mUrti dekhAtI nathI. mane makAnA Adi kAMi dekhAtu nathI, mane jo dekhAya te huM mAnuM, nahIMtara badhuM huM baka che. pelA bhAI kahe che, tame aMdha che, tame na dekhI zako, paNa huM dekhI zakuM chuM. mane dekhAya che. tethI tame mAnA ke te badhu che. aMdha kahe che, bhAI! tamane izvara dekhAtA nathI. kAraNa ke tame mehamAM cakacUra che. AtmA che. parabhava che, puNya che, madhu che. paNa adhurA jJAnane lIdhe AtmA na dekhAya. Izvara na dekhAya. ajJAnathI AvRtta chIe. mATe ApaNane pratyakSa na dekhAya. anaMtajJAnI AtmAne joI rahyA che. tamArI STie mArI vAta khATI che tema temanI dRSTie tamArI vAta khATI che. prazna pUchanAra bhAI cUpa thaI gayA. ApaNA mULa svarUpane prApta karavA malInatA dUra karavI joIe. malinatA dUra karAvI svasvarUpane prApta karAvanAra vaijJAnika bhagavAna temanAtha che. zrIkRSNa mahArAja, dasa dasAra, niSadhakumAra, aneka prajAjanA prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavA AvyA che. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLatAM utkRSTa rasa Ave che. samyagadAna meAkSa prAptinu prathama pagathIyuM che. jenuM dana samyak che enuM jJAna paNa samyak che, ane tenuM cAstri paNa samyak che. samyagdaCna e meAkSamAM javA mATenA daravAjo che, samyagUdana AMgaNuM che. anaMtakALathI jIva rakhaDe che, paNu AMgaNAmAM praveza karyAM nathI. 70 koDhAkroDI sAgaranA kama mAMthI 69 kroDAkoDI sAgarathI adhika krama khape tyAre samyagdaza na thAya. samyagdaCna prApta karavu te nAnA chekarAnAM khela nathI. " cathArtha tatvArthe zraddhAna sabhya vottam umAsvAtie kahyu che ke tatvanI yathA zraddhA karavI tenu' nAma samyag dana che. vastu svarUpane yathA jANI tenI zraddhA karavI. jIva zAzvata che. traNeya kALe hatA, che ane haze. jIvanA svarUpane yathArtha rIte oLakheA. zarIra ane jIvanA sabadha chUTavAvALA che, sayAganA viyAga thavAnA che. AtmA trikALa TakavAvALe che. zarIra vahAlu` che ke AtmA vahAlA che? zarIranI keTalI kALajI rAkhIe chIe ! AtmA che e seA Tacanu' sAnuM che. zarIra e kSaNabhaMgura che. su dhAtu parathI zarIra manyu' che. su eTale sarakavu. sarakavu' enuM nAma zarIra. jIva jyAre eka gatimAMthI nIkaLI khIjI gatimAM

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jAya che tyAre rastAmAM-vATe vahetA sAmI gatinuM AyuSya bhogave che. mAtAnA garbhamAM savA navamAsa rahyo. pachI janma thayo. tyArathI ApaNe varSa gaNue chIe. paNa bhagavaMta kahe che, janma pahelAM savA nava mAsanuM AyuSya te kapAI gayuM. samaye samaye jIva dravya maraNe marI rahyo che. janma e mRtyune saMdeza che. AvakhuM kapAya che. kaTa kaTa ghaDIyALa kare che. kaTa eTale kApavuM. ghaDIyALa ApaNane cetave che, tamAruM AyuSya kadI vadhI zake nahIM. AyuSyanI derI kapAI rahI che. dhaMdhAdhApAmAM bahu dhyAna Apo cho te have AtmAmAM dhyAna Apo. samyagadarzana prApta karI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA siddhAMtane sara karo. tene gUDha rahasyane samaje. siddhAMta e aphara nirNaya che. enA niyamamAM pheraphAra thAya nahIM. AtmA marate nathI, chatAM matanI bIka keTalI che? zarIra dhAraNa karyuM e chUTavAnuM ja che. je lIdhuM e mUkavAnuM ja che. traNeya kALe TakavAvALo AtmA che, ene kadI nAza thavAne ja nathI. te bIka zA mATe? AtmA dravya nitya che, paryAye palaTAya, bALAdi vaya traNanuM, jJAna ekane thAya." bAlyavaya, yuvAnavaya ane vRddhAvasthA zarIrane thAya che, AtmAne thatI nathI. tame kahe che ne ke have pAke ghaDe kAMThA na caDe. jJAna AtmAne svabhAva che. jJAna prApta karavuM te uMmara sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhatuM nathI, game teTalI moTI uMmare paNa kevaLajJAna thaI zake. jJAna nathI caDatuM tenuM kAraNa e che ke mana sthira thatuM nathI. aneka vastuomAM zakti vaheMcAI gaI che. manane sthira kare. ane dhyAnamAM lIna thaI jAva. navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa kare. navakArane cauda pUrva sAra kahyo che. navakAramaMtramAM sAdhaka ane sAthe ema baMne vAtane kahI che. sAdhyane siddha karavA sAdhaka prayatna karI rahyo che. je AtmAne sAdhe te sAdhu che. je jJAnadarzanane sAdhe te sAdhu che. e keNu che e kaNa che, je jIvI jANe che, rAtabhara jAgI jAgIne nijanuM sAdhe che, bele bele legI nahIM, bhegI nahIM, rAgI nahi, rAgI ? rAgI nahi tyAgI, " tyAgI haMmezA nijanuM-AtmAnuM ja sAdhe che. te pitAmAM ja lIna che. jenI pAchaLa voranTa nIkaLyuM hoya, jene pakaDAvAnI bIka heya e pitAnA nAmane zuM jAhera karate pharaze? tamane jAheramAM AvavuM bahu game che ne? jenuM nAma levAya che e huM nathI. mRtyunuM veraMTa pAchaLa paDayuM che. bIjI paMcAta cheDI eka AtmAnuM sAdhavuM te hitakara che. jIvanane jaMga jItavA mATe mane AvuM sAdhu jIvana maLyuM che. te zuM koInI

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kAkaludI karavA mATe ? tuM zrImaMtanA gANuM gAya che. paNa A te badhA khuzAmatIyA che, Ane jarA ThIka rAkhIza te mATe zrAvaka thAze. mane kAma lAgaze." Avo vicAra sAdhune na hoya. zarIrane paNa khapa nathI. te bIjAonuM zuM prajane che? bhUkha lAge te paNa dharmanA mATe bhukha sahana karavI. "dharma kAje kSudhA ThaDI, tRSA tApa tathA bhaya, sahe te duHkhane mAnI, deha duHkhe mahAphaLa." TAIpheIDa thayela hoya ane 41 divasa na khAdhuM te te lAMghaNuM kahevAze. dehanI ArogyatAnA lakSa vinAnA 41 divasa upavAsa kare te AtmA mATe karyA kahevAya. zarIra sazakata che. be jeTalA pacI zake che. chatAM paNa dharma mATe karUM chuM. malyuM che. paNa mAre te karma apAvavA mATe upavAsa karavA che. karmane haMphAvavA che. meharAjAne namatuM nathI ApavuM. A kAyA pAse jeTaluM kAma levAya eTaluM levAnuM che. bhagavAna zIyALAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM je bAjuthI havA AvatI hoya te bAju dhyAna dharI ubhA rahe che. kama sAme aNanama ubhA rahI AtmAnuM sAdhe che. Aje tamane jarA ThaMDI lAge te rajAIo eADhIpiDhI jAya che, ane garamI thAya tyAre paMkhe cAlu kare che. jarAka garamIthI kevA AkuLavyAkuLa thAva chejyAre tIrthakara badhA rAjakumAra hatA. aDhaLaka sAhAbInA svAmI hatA, chatAM te badhAne lAta mArI dharmane khAtara baLabaLatA taDakAmAM kAusaga karyA, AtmAne khAtara bhUkha sahana karI. tethI bhagavAnane zaraNe gayelA sAdhake paNa mRtyune svIkAravA taiyAra thayA. taDakAmAM pANInI tarasa lAgatAM prANa javA para beThA heya chatAM paNa dharmane choDavA taiyAra na thAya. game te bhaya hoya, game tevA beMba phUTe e avAja AvatA heya, moTe sarSa kaMphADA mArate Avate heya te paNa sAdhaka ThaMDo raheze. jene bhagavAnanuM zaraNa svIkAryuM che tene kadI vAMdho AvatuM nathI. bhaktAmara stotramAM- pracyotanmadA''vila vilAla kapola mUla, matta bhramad bhramara nAda vivRddha kopam airAvatA''bhamimuddhatamApatantam , draSTavA bhayaM bhavatino bhavadA''zritAnAm // 38 // hAthIonA gaMDasthala bhedIne temAMthI paDI rahelA zveta ane lehIthI kharaDAyelAM evA motIonA samUhathI pRthvInA keTalAka bhAgane zebhAyamAna banAvela che. tathA je chalaMga mAravAne taiyAra che athavA chalaMga mArI cUkele che evo siMha paNa he bhagavAna! tamArA caraNa kamaLarUpI parvatane Azraya lenAra manuSya para AkramaNa karI zakatuM nathI. jene bhagavAnanA vacana upara vizvAsa che, zraddhA che, ene kadI vALa vAMke thatuM nathI. zarIra mATe badhuM sahana karyuM che, AbhA mATe kAMI karyuM nathI. DAyAbITIsavALAne DekaTara kahe-tamAre

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che. khAMDa na khAvI, te khAMDa kadI khAtA nathI, kerI khAya che, A badhuM zarIra mATe kare che. zarIra mATe kevI kasarata kare che, ke bhAra upADe che, ane daMDabeThaka kare che. ane ahIM 108 vAra vaMdaNA karavAnuM keI kahe te mArAthI nahi thAya ema kahI deze. vaMdaNAnuM phaLa keTaluM che? vaMdana karavAthI "apaDiya" AjJAphaLa prApta thAya che. tenuM vacana koI uthApe nahiM. tenA phaLadrupa bhejAmAMthI nIkaLelA niyamanuM badhA pAlana kare. dharma karatAM dehane kaSTa paDe che. paNa AtmA dharma khAtara sahana kare te mahAphaLa prApta thAya che. dharma eka ja sAce sakhA che. sagAMvahAlA tamArA dehanuM rakSaNa karavAvALA che. paNa AtmAnuM rakSaNa karavAvALA nathI. upavAsa karavAnuM nAma lezo te tarata kaheze. tame upavAsa na karI zake. upavAsa karaze te blaDaprezara vadhI jaze. tamAruM zarIra bagaDI jaze. paNa khare madhyAna mAla kharIdavA javuM hoya te nA nahi pADe. bhAtu taiyAra karI deze paNa "AvA taDake tamAruM zarIra bagaDe mATe na jAva, ApaNe paisA nathI joItAM." ema kahenAra kaI kharUM? dharma kharekhara karavA jevuM che. tyAM ADI vAta karaze. pAMdaDA paMpALe mA muLIyA sAme juo. tamAruM puNya che tethI tamane TADhe chAMye maLI rahe che. majuranA AMtaraDA levAI jAya che tyAre mAMDa khAvA bhegA thAya che. upavAsa karanAra DhIlA paDI jAya te hiMmata karIne paNa karavAnI preraNA Ape. dharmamAM kadI ADA na Ave. Aje dharmanI preraNA ApanAra bahu ochA che. gharanA mANaso vepAradhaMdhe na jatAM hoya te zuM gharamAM ne gharamAM besI rahyA che? bajAramAM jAva te nokarI maLaze. paNa jo kaheze ke mAre dIkSA levI che. te tarata kaheze te zuM kAma paraNyA? paraNyA che eTale amane badhAMne pALe-paze. Ama mANasa ajJAnamAM ja gherAyeluM che. satyane pIchANu zaktA nathI. tuM jAga have te ajJAnI, jAga have tuM ajJAnI, khUba lIdhI te niMdara gherI, cAlI jaze A jiMdagAnI. niMdaramAM tuM sapanA nihALe, apsarA jANe cAmara DhALe, AMkha khUle tyAM sapanA juThA, Avaze veLA jharavAnItuM jAga have. niMdaramAM aneka svapnane anubhave che. jANe apsarA cAmara vige che. ane tuM majathI sute che. paNa AMkha ughaDatAM badhuM adazya thaI jaze ane aphasosa karavAne vakhata Avaze. svapnanI mAphaka A saMsAra paNa bhrAMta che. beTA AzAnA minArA caNavAnA mUkI de. nahite guravAno vakhata Avaze. have uThe, samaya AvI gayo che. niMdrA khUba lIdhI, eka eka ghaDI aNamela che. karmanA bhukkA uDAvI nAMkhe e dharma prApta thaye che. dharma, nyAyanAti ane pramANikatA zIkhave che. eka vRddha mANasa hato. te khUba garIba hato, kamAvAnI zakti kSINa thaI gaI hatI

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tethI rastA para bese ane tyAMthI pasAra thatAM mANaso sAme hAtha laMbAve. thoDuM ghaNuM maLI rahe ane gujarAna calAve, eka vakhata eka sajajana purUSa tyAMthI pasAra thAya che. pele vRddha hAtha laMbAve che. sajajana kahe che - mArI pAse kaMI nathI, mAtra caNA che bhakhathI vyAkuLa e vRddha kahe che. bhale mane caNA Ape, mane te bhukha lAgI che. piTa bharavAnuM kAma che. sajajana te caNa ApIne cAlyo jAya che. pele bhikhArI caNA khAvA jAya che. ane caNAmAM senAmahera jue che. bhIkhArI vicAre cheH are sajjana purUSa mane caNa ApyA che, senAmahera nathI ApI, bhulamAM sonAmahora AvI gaI che. sonAmahora bhikhArInA dilamAM gaDamathala macAve che. tenuM mana kahe che. laIle ne? tuM kayAM zerI karavA gaye che! AtmA nA pADe che. are ! anItinuM kema levAya? mana ane AtmAnuM yuddha thAya che ane AtmAno vijaya thAya che. Aje mAnavI jANI joIne juThThANuM calAve che. pApa siphatathI kare che. bIjAnA gaLA raheMsI nAMkhe che. pApa taNA pallAmAM satyanuM vecANa che, puNya taNA palAmAM khoTane vyApAra che, lakSamInA lADakA thavAnA ene koDa che, emAM te mAnavIne keTalI paMcAta che! janmIne marI javuM eTalIja vAta che, emAM te mAnavIne keTalI paMcAta che ! lakSamInA mAnItA thavA IcchatA ke satyanuM vecANa kare che. puNyanuM palluM peTamAM jAya che ane pApanuM palluM vajanadAra thatuM jAya che. janmIne marI javAnuM che emAM mAnavI keTalA prapaMca, anIti vigere karI rahyA che. bIje divase savAra paDayuM. pele sajajana pharavA nIkaLe. vRddha bhikhArIe tene zodhI kADhaye. ane kahyuM, , A tamArI senAmahora, tame mane caNa ApyA hatAM temAMthI nIkaLI che." bhalA bhAI tuM te garIba che. A sonAmahera tane rAkhavAnuM mana na thayuM ! tuM pAchI ApavA kayAM AvyuM? sajajane sAzcarya vRddhane pUchayuM. vRddha javAba Ape, sAheba! huM sonAmahora laI gaye paNa ghare jhagaDo thaye. AkhI rAta uMgha na AvI. sajajane kahyuM, tAre vaLI kayAM ghara che! tuM te kahetuM hatuM ne huM te eLe ja chuM, tyAM kenI sAthe jhagaDe thayo? pilA vRddhe kaha, A zarIra rUpI gharamAM mana ane AtmAne jhagaDo thaye. mana kahe che. are mukha! laI lene DAhyo thaIne! zuM kAma pAchuM Ape che? jyAre AtmAe nA pADI. sukha! jeTaluM aNahakkanuM pacAvIza eTaluM vyAja sAthe bharavuM paDaze. aMte AtmAne vijaya thaye. ane tethI tamane A sonAmahora ApavA Avyo chuM. tame anIti, atyAcAra kare tyAre tamAre AtmA zuM ema kahe che ke AvuM anItinuM

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saraka nathI joItuM. mana kahe che sIjhana che, sau kare che. ApaNane ze vadhe che? saunuM thaze te ApaNuM thaze. aMte badhA kare eTale ApaNe kavuM. tame paNa AMdhaLuM anukaraNa kare che, paNa anukaraNa e maraNa che. pele sajajana bhikhArIne kahe che, bhAI tuM jJAnI che. roja savAra sAMja be vAra mAre tyAM jamavA Avaje ane eka oraDImAM raheje. Akho divasa prabhu bhakti karaje. mAro AtmA mehamAM ane kaSAyamAM paDe che. e tArA jevAthI pApamAM paDate bacaze. pachI sajana pilA vRddhane pitAnA ghera laI jAya che ne svajananI jema sAcave che. jIvane aMdarathI sAcI samajaNa AvavI joIe, e samajaNa vivekathI Ave. jyAM viveka che, tyAM dharma che. A viveka bhagavAne batAve che. niSakumAra sAMbhaLe che, vizeSa zuM kaheze e adhikAra avasare. . . = == . vyAkhyAna naM...54 bhAdaravA vada 2 semavAra tA. 6-9-71 bhagavAna nemanAtha dvArikAmAM padhAryA che. aneka bhavya che bhagavAnanI amUlya dezanA sAMbhaLavA AvyA che. bhagavAna vANIne dhodha varasAvI rahyA che. bhavya jIve apUrva bhAva-ullasita hRdaye bhagavAnane sAMbhaLI rahyA che. teo eka hajAra ATha uttama lakSaNanA dharanAra che. bhagavAna trisa prakAranA atizaye karI birAjamAna che. pAMtrIsa prakAranI satya vacana vANInA guNe karI sahita che. jJAnAvaraNIya karma jatAM anaMta kevaLajJAna, darzanavaraNIya karma jatAM kevaLa darzana, mohanIya karmanI sAta prakRti jatAM kSAyaka samakita, kaSAye jatAM yathAkhyAta cAritra, rati-arati jatAM vItarAgatA, traNaveda jatAM avedIpaNuM, hAsya, bhaya, zeka ane jugupsA jatAM avyayapaNuM ane aMtarAya karma jatAM dAnAdi pAMca labdhi prApta thAya che. arihaMtanAM bAra guNa che. 18 doSa (1) ajJAna (2) krodha (3) mada (4) mAna (5) mAyA (6) lebha (7) rati (8) arati (9) nidrA (10) zeka (1) asatya (12) cerI (13) matsara (14) bhaya (15) prANa vadha (16) prema (17) krIDA prasaMga (18) hAsya. A 18 deSathI rahita che. arihanta deve dravya ane bhAvathI dedipyamAna hoya che. jemanuM adha candra jevuM kapALa che. zarada pUrNimAnA candra jevuM mukhAraviMda che,

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jagajIvana jaga vAta che, mAtA zivA devIne naMda lAla che, sukha dIThe sukha upaje, dazane atihI AnaMda lAla re...jaga... AMkhaDI amIrasa pAMkhaDI, aSTamI rAzI sama bhAla lAla re, vadana te punama-cAMdale, vANI atihI rasALa lAla jaga. bhagavAnanA mukhadarzanathI AnaMda AnaMdane anubhava thAya che. "yai zAntarAgarucibhiH paramANubhistava, nirmApita tribhudhanaikalalAmabhUta / tAvanta eva khalu te pyaNavaH pRthivyA, yatte samAnamaparaM nahi rupamasti // (12) bhagavAnanA guNagAna karatAM mAnatuMga AcArya kahe che, traNa bhuvanamAM advitIya zaNagAra rUpe he prabhu! tamArA aMtaramAM samarasa pragaTele che ane tene bhAva tamArA mukhamaMDaLa para barAbara taravare che. tethI tame zAMtarasanI sAkSAta mUti he tevA jaNAva che. tamArA je zAMta rasa anya koI vyaktinA mukha para jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. tethI mane ema lAge che ke A jagatamAM zAMta rasanA jeTalA paramANuM haze te badhAM tamAruM nirmANa karavAmAM vaparAI gayA haze. je emAMnA paramANu zeSa rahyA heta te tamArA jevI anya zAMta mUrti avazya nirmANa thaI hata! paraMtu evI zAMta mUti anya koI nirmANa thaI nathI. tAtparya e che ke bhagavAnanuM rUpa anekhuM che. jenI sarakhAmaNI A jagatanI koI vastu sAthe thaI zake tema nathI. bhagavAnamAM jarAya ukaLATa nathI, kaSAya nathI, bhrakuTI caDatI nathI. duHkha denAra upara paNa neha varasAve che. keI mane duHkha Ape nahIM e nirNaya pAko che. ApaNane A nirNaya pAko nathI. karma che te nimitte hajAra maLavAnA. paNa upAdAna pitAnuM ja che, hajAro mANase cAlyA jatA hoya ane ekane mAthe jharUkho paDe, aneka pathike vRkSa nIce visAmo letA heya. vakhata thatAM badhA cAlyA jAya. eka mANasa beTho rahe ane jhADa paDe. jhADanuM paDavuM enuM nimittamAtra che. kama choDaze nA tane koI kALe, janama jyAM dhare tuM, tene tyAM saMbhALe, karama choDaze nA." he bhAI! tane karma choDaze nahIM. jyAM janma laIza tyAM AvIne ubhAM raheze. keTalA bhavanA karma Ave? asaMkhya bhavanAM karmo Ave. karmanI sthiti asaMkhya kALanI che. pravAha AzrI kamara anaMtakALathI che. game te bhavamAM karma AvI paDe che. phUlanI pathArImAM sute heya ane kensara thAya che. juvAnajodhane T. B. thaI jAya che. te koInI sevA karavA gaye na hate chatAM T. B. kema thaye? game tyAM janma laIza, merU parvata upara jaIza ke dharatInA peTALamAM jaIza paNa karma choDaze nahIM. karma baMdhanA kAraNe pAMca che. (1) mithyAtva (2) avata (3) pramAda (4) kaSAya (5) azubha ga, karma pramANe avatAra maLe che,

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601 uccakuLa, suMvALA kuTumbamAM ane vaibhavanA DhagalA upara janma thaye heya paNuM bhAIne aMtarAya kamane evo udaya hoya ke kAMI khAI na zake. moTI mahelAtA hoya paNa pathArImAM paDakhuM pharavAnIye DokaTaranI manAI hoya. garIbanA chokarAM mAMdA paDe ane zrImaMtanA mAMdA na paDe evuM kharUM? kaI ema kahe jene khAvApIvAnuM vyavasthita na hoya, garIbane TATuMzIrU jevuMtevuM avyavasthita khAvuM paDe tethI tene rAga Ave, paNa zrImaMtane evuM hetuM nathI. tene te dararoja suMdara puSTikAraka garamAgarama kherAka khAvA maLe che, chatAM rega Ave che. kahevuM ja paDaze ke rega karmane lIdhe Ave che. jIva karma kare tyAre ema vicAre che ke mArI lIlA keI dekhAtuM nathI. mAnavInuM jIvana daMbhI banI gayuM che. karavuM che kAMI ane dekhADavuM che kAMI pazuonuM jIvana pragaTa hoya che. jevuM aMdara hoya tevuM bahAra dekhADe che, DhAMkapIcheDe nahi kare. tyAre mAnavI hoya ke ane dekhAva kare ke? sadAcArI thavuM nathI, chatAM sadAcArI kahevaDAvavuM che. satyavAdI nathI chatAM satyavAdI kahevaDAvavuM che. korTamAM bhagavAnanA segaMda khAya che. satyane segaMdanI jarUra nathI. satyane sAkSI purAvA zA? sama khAya te khoTA. Aje te paisA bharIne sAkSI purAvA ubhA karIne kesa jItI jAya che. nyAyAlayamAM nyAya paNa paisA para taLAya che. daMbha e sAcuM jIvana nathI. chatAM Aje jANe daMbha e ja jIvana banI gayuM che. gadheDA para vAghanuM cAmaDuM oDhADI do tethI gadheDo vAgha banI zakatuM nathI. bhUke eTale tarata khabara paDI jAya che. satIna dekhAva karavAthI vezyA satI banI zakatI nathI. svAMga sevakane saje ane samAjasevaka tarIke pitAnI jAtane oLakhAve, paNa gharaDA mAbApanI sevA karavAmAM zarama Ave che. phegaTa je sanmAna maLe te te levAmAM acakAtuM nathI. "svArtha ahaMkAramAM khadabade jagata A, virala dekhAya che prema sevA, avaranuM ahita IcchA karI Adare, sarva ke mAgatuM miSTa mevA, uparanuM zobhatuM rUparaMge bharyuM, aMtare phaDa-kacarA bharelA, daMbha ADambare jIvana bharapUra che, virala vizuddha prabhuthI bharelA." Aje moTebhAge jyAM najara karIe tyAM svArtha ane ahaMbhAvayukata jIvana ja dekhAya che. bIjAne duHkhI karIne, bIjAne pachADI daIne pitAne AgaLa AvavuM che. mAlamalidA uDAvavA che. aMtaramAM game tevuM haLAhaLa jhera bhareluM hoya paNa jagatanI najare sArA dekhAvuM che. jagatamAM theDI vyakti ja evI haze ke je bIjAne sukhI kare ane pote dukhane oDhI le. daMbha jIvananuM patana karanAra che. paNa jIva svArtha khAtara pitAnA hitAhitane vicAra paNa karatuM nathI. zrAvakanuM jIvana saphaTika jevuM devuM joIe. jahA aMto tahA bAhi, jahA bAhiM tahA aMto

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ra pApanI para'parA cheDavI hAya, dhama AcaravA hAya tA jevA aMdara che tevA mahAra dekhAe. jagatanA kahevA para tArA jIvananuM dhAraNa mAMdhIza nahi. kevaLajJAnInI parIkSAmAM pAsa thA, tyAre AnaMda pAmaje, koi ceAthA ArAnA namunA--Adaza vAdI-guNavAna zrAvaka tane kahI de, paNa tArU' aMdaranuM jIvana kevu kaDhaMgu che te jo, aMdara rAgadveSanA jALA keTalA bAjhayA che? dhama para paNa sAcI zraddhA che? jyAM ne tyAM karate phare che. badhAM sAcAM che, badhAne samajavA joI e, ema mAne che. paNa seA jagyAe ame phUTa kheADhavAthI pANI nahi maLe. tarasyA rahI jaIza, enA karatAM eka ja jagyAe 200 phUTa khAde tA pANI maLI jAya. satyadana prApta thayu che, tA evA tatvane jIvanasAta karI le. temAM ja zeAdha calAvavArUpa (kheAkAma)nA purUSAtha kara. kSamAnA eka guNu keLava, enI pAchaLa purUSArtha karIza tA aMdara evA AnaMdanA jhare phuTaze ke dukALamAMya khuTaze nahi. koInI niMdA na karavI, satya khelavuM. AvA eka eka guNu pAchaLa paDo. eka guNune tA evA keLave ke game tevI parIkSA kare te paNa niSphaLa na javAya. 50-60 ke 70 varSanI jIMdagI gaI paNa ekeya guNa AvA keLavyA kharA ? bhAjana levu' e zarIranA dararAjanA dharma che. temAM anAsakta cAgane keLave, aravAdanA evA guNa keLave ke game teTaluM bhAvatuM bheAjana Ave te paNa tenA para Asakti na thAya, mADhAmAM pANI na Ave. Aje mANasamAM khAvAnI vRtti mukha vadhI che. mANasanA traNa jAtanA vaga pADo. (a) va-jyAre mana thAya tyAre khAya, jevuM Ave tevu' khAdhA kare che. Dhora lugaDAne paNa cAvI jAya che. tema. A (4) vanA mAnavI rIta ke karItanuM khAdhA ja kare che. (va vaga ) vALA jIbhane bhAve evuM khAya che. A khAvAthI roga thaze e jue nahI, paNa jIbhane pasaMda paDe e khAya che, eTale ke svAdiSTa khAya che. () vargavALA jIbhane bhAve tevuM nahi, je te nahi, paNa peTane sade e khAya che. jIbhane kanTrolamAM rAkhe che. rAga thAya evuM khAya nahi. indriyA para kAbu hAya che. A trIjA (OM) vanA mANusamAM viveka che. vivekne lIdhe mANusa pazuthI judo paDe che. jo viveka na hAya tA pazune zIgaDAM ane puchaDu' che ane mANasane te nathI eTalA ja pharaka rahe. mATe khAvA-pIvAmAM, raheNI-karaNImAM, bhASAmAM viveka keLavA. dhama tamane A viveka zIkhavaze. dhama karo ane karAveA, dhanA svarUpane samajavA sadagurUnA samAgamamAM Ave. tamane A dhama rUcatA hoya te tame jaina dharmanA pracAra karaze paNa tamane pracAra karavAnI zarama Ave che. Aje jaina dharmInA je pracAra hAvA joie e pracAra nathI. IsunA dhama pALanAra moTA moTA DokaTaro ane DIgrIdhArI IsunI cApaDI rAkhe ane badhAne Ape ane kahe, isunA camatkAra jue ! ane vAMcA ! mAikhalanI pAMca lAkha AvRtti chapANI. e dhamanA keTale pracAra che ! karoDa rUpiyA videzathI dhamapracAra mATe Ave che. tamArA ghare mahemAna AvyA hAya tA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvA avu' paNa tamane khelatAM AvaDatuM nathI ! je pracAranI dhagaza joIe e

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33 dhagaza nathI. dhamane pracAra kema thAya ane AtmAnI unnati kema thAya e jovuM te dareka jenanuM kartavya che. bhagavAna nemanAtha prabhunI vANIne pravAha vahI rahyo che. zrotAjana jema jema sAMbhaLatA jAya ema khyAla Ave che. anaMtakALathI jIvanuM paribhramaNa cAle che. uddhAra kare hoya te have bhagavAnane zaraNe javuM ja paDaze. eka dekhate se ane ugAre. mohathI gherAelA badhAM aMdha che. jJAnI kahe che, A mehanI paraMparA peDhI dara peDhIthI cAlI AvI che. rUpa pharatAM pharatAM vAsanAne jue che, ane rUpa ane vAsanA paraNe gayA. emane eka dikare thaye. enuM nAma rAga pADayuM. rU5 ene bApa ane vAsanA enI mA. rAga juvAna thaye. ane mamatA nAmanI chokarI sAthe lagna thayAM rAga ane mamatAe mohane janma Apyo. moha moTo thayo. mAyAnA paricayamAM Avyo. paricaya praNayamAM pariName. ane emAMthI IrSAe janma lIdhe. IrSAe verane varamALA paherAvI ane A dharatI upara duHkhe janma lIdho. duHkhe apariNita ja rahevAno nirNaya karyo. duHkhe Ave nirNaya na lIdhe heta te tene paraNata kezu? duHkha AvyuM kayAMthI, te samajAya te -duHkhamAMthI mukta thavAno mArga maLI rahe. nemanAtha prabhu A vAta samajAve che, ane niSakumAra sAMbhaLI rahyA che. vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna...55 bhAdaravA vada 3 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 7-9-71 bhagavAna nemanAtha dvArikAmAM padhAryA che. niSakumAra prabhunI amRtamaya vANInuM pAna karI rahyA che. mIThI madhurI vANI sAMbhaLatA niSadhakumAranA haiyAmAM apUrva AlhAda utpanna thAya che. 69 kroDA kroDI sAgaranA karmane khapAvI sabhya darzanane prApta kare che. prabhunI vANI satya che. pramANa bhUta che. evI bhAvanA bhAvatA sAcu samajANuM eTale zradhA thaI. pahelA samya darzana Ave pachI vrata-pacakhANuM grahaNa kare. niSakumAra vANI sAMbhaLIne bhIMjAI gayA che. bhagavAna kahe che e mArga sAce (ane satya) che. A vAta haiyAmAM utarI gaI. varatuM samajI gayA pachI mArAmAM keTalI taiyArI che e jovAnuM che. AryakuLamAM janma, pAMca IndriyanI paripUrNatA, uttama dharma, sadagurUne jega ane vItarAga prabhunI vANuH A badhuM mahApuNyanA udayathI maLe che.

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334 anaMta kALathI Atha, vinA bhAna bhagavAna, sevyA nahIM gurU saMtane, mukyuM nahIM abhimAna." jIva anaMta kALathI AthaDe che. have bhava bhramaNane kaMTALe AvyuM che? eka mANasa dasa paMdara varSathI rogathI pIDAte hoya ene kaMTALo Ave ne? ke have A regathI kaMI mukta karanAra maLe te sArUM! tema ApaNe badhA anaMta kALathI karmanA gathI rIbAI e chIe. tirthaMkara de ane vItarAga prabhunI vANI regathI mukta karanAra che. vIsa pacIsa gAu cAlyA pachI gAma dekhAtuM na hoya ane thAkI gayA te keIne pUcho cho ne ke haju gAma kema AvyuM nahi? keTaluM dUra che.! ame UMdhe mAge te caDI gayA nathI ne? ema A saMsAramAM anaMta kALathI rakhaDo che. anaMta bhavathI bhaTake che. hajI cheDe dekhAtuM nathI. have kaI viziSTa jJAnI purUSane bheTo thaI jAya te pUche ke mAre mekSa kayAre che ! have keTalA bhava karavAnA che! zuM kartavya karuM ke jethI bhavabhramaNane aMta Ave? nAnA bALake cAlu prAyamasamAM hAtha nAkhyuM ane dAjhI gayo. pharI hAtha nAkhavA jaze kharo ! sarSamAM jhera che ema sAMbhaLyuM che paNa tame anubhava karyo che! nA-chatAM sarSa vIMchIne dekhazo tyAM ThekaDo mAraze, tenI sAme ramata karavA nahi jAva. zA mATe ! kAraNa ke tyAM sAcI samajaNa prApta thaI gaI che. phAsTa TreIna AvatI haze te te pATA oLaMgavA jaze? nA, kAraNa? tame jANe che te TreInanI vacce AvI javAthI mRtyu thAya che. A badhA bhaya sthAnethI bhaDake che. paNa A saMsArane bhaya lAge che ! saMsAranA viSaya jhera che. mArI nAkhanAra che. AvI pratIti thaI che? sAcI zraddhA lAve. vItarAganI vANImAM etata thaI jAva. satyane satya tarIke svIkAra kare. thA, pAMcama ane chaThThA guNasthAnaka vALe jaghanya trIje bhave u. 15 me bhave mekSamAM jAya che. sAtamAthI agyAramAM guNa sthAnaka vatI jIva ja te ja bhave mokSamAM jAya che. ane 12-13-14mA guNavALe te ja bhave mekSamAM jAya che. samyagU darzanI AmA svarUpane samaje che, tene e rUce che. te A che. AvI sacoTa zraddhA chatAM mArgane aMgIkAra karI zaktA nathI. kAraNa ke cAritramAM kamajora che. ja ropALe ri novAM vinara " eka mANase lAkha rUpiyAne hAra che ane gamI gayA. kiMmata pUche che te kahe che, lAkha rUpiyAne che. tenI kharIdavAnI zakti nathI, chatAM pUche ke hAra levA jevuM che ke nahIM? te tarata kaheze, levA je te che, paNa mArI pAse kharIdavA jeTalA paisA nathI, tethI laI zakatA nathI, tema jene samyapha darzana prApta thayuM che te kaheze ke sAdhupaNa levA jevuM che paNa mArAthI sAdhupaNuM levAtuM nathI, kAraNa huM kamajora chuM, pAmara chuM.

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pa hajI sasAranA moha mArAthI chuTatA nathI. samakitInu` ke zrAvakanuM pUrNatAnuM lakSa hAya che. eka gADAnI musApharI kare che. eka TreInanI musApharI kare che. ane eka plenanI musApharI kare che. plenavALA pahelA pahoMce che. TreInavALA tenA pachI paheAMce che ane gADAvALA sauthI meDA pahoMce che. paNa adhAtuM dhyeya paheAMcavAnuM che. kAi samakatI jIva strIne paraNe, laDAI kare, rAjya paNa bhAgave chatAM tenuM dhyeya tA mAkSanu ja che. mA mArI sauMsAranI pravRtti nathI' ema te kharAkhara samaje che. niSadhakumAre bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLI. te bahu rAjI thayA. pUrva dhama sabhaLAvanAra, meAkSamAga batAvanAra AvA sadgurU maLyA, e mArAM aheAbhAgya che. karavA jevuM savirati paNuM che. teo ubhA thayA ane hAtha joDIne kahe che. iNameva niggaMtha pAvayaNaM sacca aNuttara kevaliyaM paDipunna neyAjyaM 'muddha sattALa = A nigraMtha pravacana satya che, anuttara che, kevaLIprarUpita nyAyayukta che, sabhyaprakAre zuddha che. salya, jemanA nAza karanAra che. he prabhu ! sahAmi pattiyAmi roema phAsemi pAlemi aNupAlemi niggathaM pAvayaNaM he prabhu ! ni+ntha pravacana para huM zraddhA karU chuM. vizvAsa karU' chuM. rUci karU chuM. e pravacana Ape kahayu' tema ja che. e tathya che. ati tathya che, iSTa che, atyaMta iSTa che. Apa devAnupriyanI samIpe ghaNA rAjAo-talavara-mAMDhabika-kauTubika ! zreSThi-senApati- sAtha vAha Adi saMsArane cheDI sAdhu banyA che teone dhanya che. hu kamajora chuM. mArAmAM eTalI tAkAta nathI ke huM sa'sAra cheDI sAdhupaNAne svIkAra karUM. huM kharekhara te mAga levA zaktimAna nathI. he svAmI! mane pAMca aNuvrata, traNa guNavrata ane cAra zikSAvrata aMgIkAra karAvA. saMsAramAM rahelA ghaNA bhavyAtmAe jaLa kamaLavat , nilepa khanI jAya che, jema kamaLa pANImAM ke kAdavamAM lepAtuM nathI. tema saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM AsaktibhAvane teADI nAMkhe che. tamane zrAvakapaNu' levAnI marajI kharI ? vANI sAMbhaLI tA kAMIka vrata paccakhANa levA joIe. jaM soccA paDivajaI tabakhantiM ahiMsayaM // je sAMbhaLIne tapa, saMyama ane kSamAnA mArgamAM AgaLa vadhe che tenu ja zravaNasAcu' zravaNa che. tame-sAMbhaLIne ema ne ema cAlyA na jAva, viratIbhAvane AdarA. sAMbhaLyu tenu phaLa besavu joIe patharaNAM khaMkherIne ubhA thai javAnu nathI. paNa tamArA jIvanamAM utAravAnu che. niSadhakumAra sAmethI mAMge che. ApaNe ahI ajaraamara nathI. mRtyu darekane mATe nizcita che. ApaNI coTalI kALanA hAthamAM che, kyAre phALa

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upADI leze e khabara nathI. dAna devAnI IcchA thAya te tarata dAna daI devuM. vrata, paccakhANa levAnA bhAva thAya te tarata laI levA. bhAva vinAnA dAna, ziyaLa, tapa e jIva vinAnA kalevara jevA che. niSakumAra kahe che ke huM zaktimAna nathI eTale mAre AgAradharma levuM paDe che. lAkha rU. ne hAra kharIdavAnI zakti nathI eTale hajArane kharIduM chuM. tirtha kare, cakravartIe ethe guNa sthAnakethI pAMcame guNa sthAnake AvatA nathI. paNa sIdhA sAtame guNa sthAnake jAya che. zrAvake pRthvInA, pANInA, teunA, vAyunA, vanaspatine jInI saMpUrNa dayA pALI zaktA nathI, eTale temAM maryAdA bAMdhe che. vrata pratyAkhyAna nathI, chatAM tenA phAyadAo barAbara samajaNamAM Ave tyAre te grahaNa karavAmAM muzkelI nahIM lAge. A saMsAra saLagate che. ekabIjAnI rAha joze te marI jaze. bhagavAna kahe che dharmanI gati vadhAre, niSadhakumAra zrAvakanA bAra vrata aMgIkAra kare che. vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM 56 bhAdaravA vada 4 ne budhavAra tA. 8-9-71 jinezvaranI vANI e AdhyAtmika dhyAna dharavAnuM sAdhana che. te kaSAyanA-verajheranAM kacaro sApha karavA mATe jJAnarUpI sAvaraNa Ape che. AtmAne ujajavaLa banAvavAnuM AvuM sAdhana bIje kyAMya nathI. jinezvaranI vANuM addabhUta che. bAra vratanuM svarUpa A pramANe che. zrAvakanA bAra vatamAM paheluM ahiMsA vrata -jyAM hiMsA nathI te ahiMsA vrata. koI jIvanI hiMsA na karavI. "harSa nA to rA" pahelAM jJAna ane pachI dayA Ave. jIvanuM svarUpa jANyA vinA dayA kenI pALe? jenAmAM jJAna nathI e pazu je che. je cetana-acetananA lakSaNane samajo nathI, jeNe jIva-ajIvanuM svarUpa jANyuM nathI, tene saMyamI kevI rIte kahe? moTI moTI vAta kare, lekacara Ape, tene che kAyanuM, jIva ajIvanuM jJAna na hoya te te duniyAmAM DAha kahevAze, paNa dharmathI dura che. hiMsA tyAM heLI che. ahiMsA tyAM divALI che. tamane zuM game? heLI ke divALI? divALI gamatI hoya te hiMsAthI dUra rahe. A jJAnI puruSanuM pharamAna che. e mATe prathama jANapaNuM kare,

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koI eka gAmamAM eka sAdhu mahAtmA padhAryA. badhA gAmaloke tyAM jAya che, ane AgatAsvAgatA kare che. gAmanA loko bhaktibhAvavALAM ghaNAM che. paNa sAva ajJAna che. bhAviko sAdhu mahAtmAne vinaMtI kare che ke tame A gAmamAM comAsuM kare. ame ajJAna chIe. amane samajAve. mahArAja temanI mAMgaNI svIkAre che ane pUche che. tamAre zuM sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA che? je sUtra kahe te saMbhaLAvuM. A lekone zI khabara paDe? sUtranAM nAma paNa kayAMthI AvaDatAM heya! eka vRddha bhAI hatAM. temaNe bhagavatIsUtranuM nAma koI vAra sAMbhaLeluM eTale kahe che mahArAja ! amane bhagavatI sUtra saMbhaLA. mahArAja vicAra kare che, bhagavatI sUtra khUba gahana sUtra che. temAM 1 zrutaskaMdha che, 100thI thaDA vadhAre adhyayana che, 10000 udezaka che. dasa hajAra samudezaka che.chatrIsa hajAra praznottara che, be lAkha 88 hajAra pada che, paNa joIe te kharA ke A lokomAM sAMbhaLavAnI keTalI pAtratA che? A sUtra sAMbhaLanAramAM pAtratA joIe! pAtratA vinA vastu pacI zake nahi. atyAre tamAre sUtra siddhAMta sAMbhaLavA nathI, paNa bahAranuM sAMbhaLavuM che. koI bahAranI rAjakIya athavA sAmAjika vAta karaze, te te tamane gamaze paNa ApaNAM sUtranAM vAMcanamAM rasa nahIM paDe. je sarva- guNa saMpanna thaI gayA che, tenA guNa gAvA nathI gamatA. "savva guNa saMpannayAeNa bhante ! jIve kiM jaNayai ? sa. aSuNarAvati jaNayai apuNarAvati yataeNaM jIve sarIra mANasANa dukkhANa no bhAgI bhavai / " sarvaguNa saMpanna thaI gayA ene pharI saMsAramAM AvavAnuM rahetuM nathI. ane zArIrika tathA mAnasika du:khe bhegavavA paDatAM nathI. bhagavAnamAM eka paNa avaguNa nathI. AvA bhagavAnanA sUtra siddhAMta para rasa keLava hitAvaha che. atyAre ghaNuM sAdhu athavA zrAvakane patra lakhe te sarvaguNAlaMkRta vizeSaNa lakhe che, paNa A vizeSaNu bhagavAna sivAya koIne lAgu paDe nahiM. mahArAjazrI kahe che. tamane bhagavatI sUtra sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA thaI e jANI ne huM rAjI tha, bhagavatI sUtramAM jJAna kuMjaranI vAta cAlI che. hAthIne cAra paga hoya che. tema jJAna kuMjarane cAra anuga rUpa cAra paga che. dravyAnuyega, caraNAnuyoga, gaNitAnuMyega, dharmakathAnuga. emAM cAritra mukhya che. ana eTale pAchaLa ane yoga eTale jeThAvuM. dravya sAthe joDAvuM tenuM nAma dravyAnuyega. dravyAnuga samajavAmAM muzkela che. ane caraNakaraNanuga jIvanamAM utAre muzkela che. cAritra vinA mokSa maLe nahiM. traNa anuga cAritrane majabUta karavA mATe che. e traNe bhaNIne AvavAnuM che cAritramAM ja. dravya che. dharmAstikAya, adhamastikAya, AkAzAstikAya, pagalAstikAya-kALa ane

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L vAstikAya, temAM pAMca jaDe che, ane jIva caitanya che, jIva sva para prakAzaka che, jIvasvane jANe ane parane jANe. jIve che, jIvatA hatA ane jIvaze te jIva che. 6 drazya che emAM prathamanA traNa eka che. pAchaLanA traNa aneka che. AkAza leAkAleAka pramANe, dharma-adharma, jIva leAka pramANe che. kALa aDhIdvIpamAM che. pudgugala paramANuM AkAzanA eka pradeza pramANe che. anaMtA che. dareka jIva judA judA che, darekanA pariNAma judA judA che, ghaNAM mAne che ke jIva eka che, ane pANImAM caMdranuM pratibiMba paDe tema darekamAM jIvanu pratibiMba paDe che. paNa bhagavAne kahyu` che ke A vAta mithyA che. eka pitAnA be putra hAya, temAM eka mAkSamAM jAya che, khInne narakamAM jAya che. Ama thavAnu kAraNa e che ke darekanA jIvA judA judA che. cha dravyamAM pAMca arUpI ane pudgala rUpI che. jeTaluM ApaNI najare dekhAya che te badhuM rUpI che. AtmA rUpI che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pharamAve cheH " no indiyaggejjha amuttabhAvA, amuttabhAvA viyahoi niccA, ajjhattha he niyayasta bandho, saMsAra heuM ca vayanti bandha. " AtmA arUpI che. indriyathI pakaDAya evA AtmA nathI. AtmA jJAnagocara che, adbhUta che. indriyathI agrAhya che. jIva jevA adhyavasAya kare che tevAM kama AMdhe che, kamabaMdha e sa MsAranA hetu che. kSaNe kSaNe jIva bhAva huMsA karatA rahe che. peAte peAtAnA jUnI che tethI ekeya AMTo TaLatA nathI. pAMca dravya jaDa che, ane jIva eka caitanya dravya che. jIva e prakAranA che. sa`sArI-siddha kama rahita, sa`pUrNa kramanA jyAM viyega che te siddhanA jIvA che ane sa'sArI jIvA karyAM sahita che. sasArI jIveAnA e prakAra che. trasa ane sthAvara. pAMca ekendriya sthAvara che, ane eindriya-teindriya-caurendriya ane pacendriya trasa che. zrAvako mahArAjanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe che ane mastaka lAve che. badhAM raMgamAM AvI gayA che. mahArAja bhaktonI lAyakAtanI parIkSA karavA pUche che; eTale bhAI A ! pacendriya kone kahevAya ? zeThIyA sujhANA. prazna na pUchAtA hAya ane sAMbhaLe javuM temAM vAMdhA nahi. paNa have zuM karavuM? vicAyu. hAthIne cAra paga ane eka sUMDha hAya che. tethI te pAMcendriya haze. te te khelyA--hAthI pacendriya che. maDArAja kahe che, corandriya keAne kahevAya ? zrAvake javAkha ApyA, UMTane. hAthInu tA aThegaDe sAcuM paDI gayuM, paNa AmAM mAryAM gappA ! khelA bhAI e ! tei ndriya kAne kahevAya ? 'gheADAne.' javAba maLyA. vaLI mahArAje pUchyuM - eindriya kone kahevAya ane ekendriya kone kahevAya ? zrAvakoe javAba ApyA : mahArAja! amAre mAthe pAghaDI che tethI ame eindriya ane tamAre mAthe mUDA che, tethI tame ekendriya. praznanA javAma tA ApavA joie eTale ApI dIdhA. paNa kevA vicitra javA ApyA! mahArAja kahe, tamAre mULathI zikhavA jevuM che,

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pahelAM prAthamika abhyAsa kare. tame kayAM ubhA che ! tamAre bArAkhaDIthI zIkhavAnuM che. tamAruM kAma bhagavatI sAMbhaLavAnuM nathI. mahArAja kahe che, tame mane ekendriya karI nAkhyo ! sAMbhaLe. ekendriya eTale eka kAyA. gaLethI nIceno bhAga eTale kAyA, ane jene eka kAyA che te ekendriya kahevAya che. kAyA-jIbha be heya te be Indriya. teIndriyane kAyA, jIbha, nAka e tra hoya. rendriyane cAra indriya hoya. kAyA, jIbha, nAka, AMkha ane pAMca Indriya pUrNa hoya te paMcendriya kahevAya. pAMca Indriya ane mana maLe eTale saMsI paMcendriya kahevAya che, prANane dhAraNa kare te prANI che. eka IndriyamAM pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyare ane vanaspati che. jJAnanI utkRSTa virAdhanA karavAthI sUkSama nigedamAM jIva cAlyA jAya che. ochAmAM ocho jJAna aMza tyAM hoya che. sUma nigadane akSaranA anaMtamA bhAganuM jJAna hoya che. koNa mAre che ane koNa chede che enI tene khabara paDatI nathI. gautama pUche che, koI ekendriya jIvane mAre te zuM tene duHkha thAya? tyAre bhagavAna kahe che, eka purUSa bilakula aMdha che, bahere che, mUMge che, ane pAMgaLo che, evA purUSanA jamaNe paDakhe batrIsa mANase bhAlA laIne ubhA che. A batrIza mANase bhAlAthI bhede che, ane talavArathI chede che. paganI ghUMTI, jaMghA, DhIMcaNa, nAbhi, peTa, pAMsaLI, pITha, chAtI, hRdaya, stana, khabhA, hAtha, AMgaLI, nakha, gaLuM, haDapacI, dAMta, jIbha, heTha, kAna, nAka, AMkha, bhramara, kapALa, mAthuM Adi batrIza jagyAe ekI sAthe bhAlA vaDe bhede ane talavArathI chede. cosaTha ghA ekI sAthe tenA para paDe to te jIva bolI zaktA nathI. sAMbhaLI zakato nathI, paNa vedana te kare che. tene khUba dukha thAya che ane mUcha pAme che, ane marI jAya che. eka indriyane koI mAre tyAre AvI pIDA thAya che. tamane jIvanI jarAya dayA che? pANI paNa jema Ave tema DhaLe cho. dayA nathI, kaI Takora kare te kaca kaca lAge. ame jIvane mAnatA nathI. ema kahI de. roja lugaDAM kADhavA ane roja snAna karavuM ! A zuM zrAvakanA AcAra-vicAra che? ApaNe dharma ahiMsAmaya che. ATale pleTa paDe che te laI ne ! davAkhAnuM karAvI nAkhe." AvuM sAdhuthI na belAya. jyAM hiMsA thAya tyAM sAdhupaNuM TakatuM nathI. tamane kevA sAdhu game ? tamArA kharaDA bharapura thAya, tamArUM hiMsAnuM badhuM kAma karI Ape, evA sAdhu game che ne ? sAdhu svArtha khAtara zrAvakonI dADhImAM hAtha nAkhe. tenA vAMsA paMpALe ane pitAnI cAlatI saMsthA mATe paisA ekaThA karAve. A zuM sAdhupaNuM che? - bleka le, sAdhune belA, zAMtinA jApa karAve, ane kaMkotarI chapAve, temAM lakhyuM ke A prasaMge phalANuM mahArAja paNa padhAravAnA che. hiMsAne je hiMsA jANatA nathI. e pApa karyA kare che. dravya hiMsA ane bhAva hiMsA ema be prakAranI hiMsA che. prANane atipAta eTale prANathI vikhuTA pADavA eTale zarIra ane AtmAne judA pADavA e dravya hiMsA che.

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340 ekendriyane cAra prANa che, beIndriyane che, teIndriyane sAta, caurendriyane ATha, asaMjJI paMcendriyane 9 ane saMjJI paMcendriyane 10 prANa hoya che. A prANane atipAta kare, prANanI ghAta karavI te dravya hiMsA che. jIva amara che, marato nathI, paNa prANane nAza thAya che. tethI paheluM aNuvrata zulA pANAIvAyAo veramaNuM" kahyuM, paNa chavAtipAta na kahyuM. jyAM hiMsA , tyAM dharmanI salAmatI nathI. dhaNane riddhi-siddhi prApta thaI hoya, paNa zarIranuM sukha na heya. bekaDAnI jema barADe. baLatarAne pAra na hoya. dAhajAra heya. A badhAnuM kAraNa e che ke e jIve hiMsA ghaNI karI che. kalAvatIe pakSInI pAMkho kApI hatI te tene kAMDA kapAI gayA. manathI keInuM azubha ciMtave, meDhethI gALe de te zuM ene dharma pariName che? A badhAnAM phaLa AtmAne bhegavavA paDe che. hiMsA ghaNA prakAranI che. te nIce pramANe che. AtmA traNa prakAre hiMsA kare che. sAraMbha, samAraMbha, AraMbha. sAraMbha eTale koIne mAravAno manathI saMka9pa kara. hiMsA karavAnA upAya zodhavA. te mATe pejanA taiyAra karavI te sAraMbha kahevAya. Ane bhAva hiMsA paNa kahevAya. samAraMbha eTale mAravA mATenA hathiyAra ekaThAM karavA. pitAnA manamAM uThelA vicArone mUrta svarUpa ApavuM. tene samAraMbha kahevAya che. ahIM pitAnA vicArone amalamAM mUkavAnI pUrNa taiyArI kare che. AraMbha eTale pite saMkalpa karyo che. zastro ekaThAM karyA che. tene upayoga kare. pitAnA vicArane amalamAM mUkavA te AraMbha che. A uparathI khyAla Ave che ke pahelA hiMsAnA vicAre manamAM uThe che. vicArothI hiMsA janme che, pachI sAmagrI ekaThI kare che. tyArabAda kriyA kare che. jyAre AtmAnA virodhI guNe jora pakaDe che tyAre manamAM durbhAvanA uThe che. A vakhate viveka zakti buThThI banI jAya che. pariNAme niSphara saMkalpa kare che. pachI sAdhane meLavI kriyA kare che. cAra kaSArUpa cAra durbhAvanA thAya che. kaSa = saMsAra, Aya = lAbha. je kharAba pravRttithI anaMta saMsAra vadhe che. tene kaSAya kahevAya che. kaSAya AtmaguNane nAza kare che. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lebha rUpa cAra kaSAyane vaza thaIne manuSya sAraMbha, samAraMbha ane AraMbha traNa prakArathI hiMsA kare che. A traNane 4 kaSAyathI guNatAM 3 44 = 12 thAya. hiMsAnuM mukhya kAraNa kaSAya che. kaSAya jeTalA tIvra teTalI nirdayatA vadhAre. kaSAya maMda hoya te nirdayatA paNa ochI heya. kaSAya e mAnasika pariNAmanI malIna dhAra che. tenAthI hiMsAnA hathiyAra tINa ke maMda thaI zake che. e pite hathiyAra nathI. paNa hathiyAra che mana, vacana ane kAyAnA ga. uparanA bAra bhedane traNathI guNatAM 123

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341 =36 bheda thAya che. A traNa yoganA traNa karaNa = karavuM, karAvavu' ane anumadana ApavuM. 36ne traNa karaNathI guNIe eTale 36 43 = 108 bheda thAya. hiMsAnA 108 le che. hiMsAnu` mukhya kAraNu kaSAya che. tethI kaSAya jema bane tema echA karavA. jIvananI aMdara phelAI rahelI azAMtinuM kAraNa A caMDALa cAkaDI che, te bhayaMkara duzmana che. hiMsAthI rahita banI ahiMsAne jeTalI jIvanamAM apanAvaze! eTalu zIghra AtmakalyANa thaze, vizeSa adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna...17 bhAdaravA vada 6 ne zukravAra tA. 10-9-71 ahiM 22mA tItha kara zrI nemanAtha prabhu mAra vratanuM svarUpa samajAve che. (1) ahiMsA vrata, te alaukika vrata che. ahiMsA ghaNA vyApaka arthamAM che. je dayA pALe che enI dayA paLAya che. eka kAyane havAmAM chakAyanI hiMsA thAya che. hiMsA rAkSasI che. ahiMsA devI che. hiMsA manuSyanA sadaguNane nAza kare che. azAMtine janma Ape che. ahiMsA dharmanuM mULa che. dayA, karuNA ane anukapA vinA dharmo thaI zakatA nathI. arhiMsA jIvananI mahAzakti che. samasta du:khAne dUra karavAvALI rAmakhANu auSadhi che. hiMDasA che tyAM AtmAnu adhaHpatana che ane ahiM'sA che. tyAM urdhvagamana che. yA pALavI eTale kAi paNa jIvane duHkha na devuM. daiyA pALavI eTale eka jagyAe besI rahevuM ema nathI. cAlavuM paDe, khelavuM paDe, besavuM paDe, khAvuM paDe, pIvu paDe paNa A badhI kriyAe karatAM yatnA ane viveka rAkhavA joie. jayaM care jayaM ciThe jaya mAse jayaM sae / naya munantA mAlamtA pAvama' na var| deza. a. 4. gA. 8 dareka pravRtti yatnApUrvaka karavAmAM Ave te pApakama dhAtu nathI. paNa ayatnAe karAtI kiyA te pApa che. eTale jyAM vivekanI jgyAti jale che, yatnAnI dRSTi che, jAgRtasthiti che te ahiMMsA che, tyAM ja dharma che. mATe jIvanamAM vivekanI mazAla laIne AgaLa vadhA, vivekane tamArA zikSaka banAve. atItakALamAM anaMtA tirthaMkaro thaI gayA. atyAre tirthaMkara che ane bhaviSyamAM thaze, te badhA ema prarUpe che ke, " sarva prANI, bhUta, jIva ane satvane haNavA nahIM,

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chevAM nahIM, bhedavA nahIM. paritApa-kalAmanA upajAvavI nahIM- A dharma zuddha-nitya-zAzvata ane pramANabhUta che. jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke- "cha ane jIvavA de." Live and let live. tame pite jIvavA cAhe te bIjAne paNa jIvavA de. tamane sukha priya hoya, te bIjAne paNa sukha Ape. kadAca tame bIjAne sukha na ApI zake te kAMI nahIM. paNa bIjAne duHkha pahoMcADavAno prayatna na kare. duHkha dIdhe duHkha heta hai, sukha dIdha sukha hoya, Apa na haNIye avarakuM, te Apako na haNe koI sukhathI sukha maLe che, duHkha devAthI duHkha maLe che. tame koIne na haNe te tamane haNanAra che koNa? Aje mAnavIne bIjAne duHkha devuM che, paNa pitAne sukha joIe che, bIjAne chetaravuM che, ane pitAne chetarAvuM nathI. AcArAMgasUtra kahe che ke-"he AtmA, tuM jene mAravAno vicAra kare che te tuM pite ja che. jyAM tuM duHkha karavA Icche che tyAM tu poteja che. jene tuM pakaDavA Icche che tyAM tuM pote ja che. jene tuM mArI nAkhavA Icche che tyAM te pote ja che. kharekhara AvuM samajIne sapurUSa maitrIbhAva kare. tame ja tamAruM bhAvapUna karI rahyA che. AtmAne cheha devAthI tame Dubaze ke taraze? vAnagI khArI, turI, kaDavI, tIkhI, khATI, mIThI, re jIma tuM khAdhA kare jAheramAM ne khAnagI; kaDavAza kArelA taNI te TeravA para saMgharI, mIThAza kyAM chupAvI che, peMDA ane dudhapAkanI ! aneka jAtanI vAnagIo tuM khAya che, dareka jAtanAM svAdane tuM AvAda kare che. kaDavA mIThA badhA ravAda le che, chatAM jIbhane Terave kArelAnI kaDavAza lAve che. te dudha pAka vinI mIThAza kayAM cAlI jAya che? bhAve che mIThAza ane kADhe che kaDavAza ! koIne jIvane dukhAvo te paNa hiMsA che, keInI lAgaNI dubhAvavI temAM paNa hiMsA che. baLadIyAnA marmasthAnane Ara bheMkatA keTaluM duHkha thAya che! tema tame kaIne kaThora zabdo kahe, te Ara bheMkA jeTaluM duHkha lAge che ane AmAM paNa hiMsA thAya che. koInuM : kharAba na karavuM. ane te sAruM karavuM. paNa kharAba te na ja karavuM. koInA hadayamAM dubhavanA pi thavAmAM nimittarUpa thavuM te paNa hiMsA che. durjana game teTaluM duHkha Ape te paNa sajajana mANasa mApha kare che, paNa kama ene mApha karatAM nathI. samile dubhavanAthI gajasukumArane vadhane pariSaha Ave, paNa teoe te kSamA ja rAkhI. similane jarApaNu doSa na je.

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3Y3 DimA dhArIne ubhA smazAne sasarA sAmIla upasaca Ape, suni dhyAna zukala tyAM dhyAve, kSapaka zreNIe kama' khapAve, svasvarUpe pharyAM kevaLalakSmI varyAM, sevaka mAge zaraNa tAraNahAra re. mAramI bhikSunI pazcimA dhAraNa karIne gajasukumAra mazAnamAM ubhA rahyAM hatAM. temane soMsAramAM zuM duHkha hatu`? kevA lADakoDathI ucharyAM hatAM. devakIjIe kevA lAlanapAlana karyAM hatAM. zrIkRSNa mahArAjanA laghubhrAtA hatA chatAM tene mAthe kevA sa"kaTa AvyAM? hajI te sukumAra che, bhagavAna nemanAthanA dvega maLye, ane saMyamanA mAga lIdhA. je divase dIkSA lIdhI te ja divase khAramI bhikSunI paDimA mATe ekalA smazAnamAM gayA. gAvihArA aThThama karyAM. traNa divasa ane traNa rAtaneA ubhA ubhA kAusagga karavAne hatA. ApaNane eka kalAka ubhA ubhA kAusagga karavAnuM kahe teA na karI zakIe. meAkSanA mAga sAMkaDo che. kurabAnI vinA kArya siddha thAya nahIM. sAdhanA vagara siddhi maLatI nathI. anne paga ekatra karI, hAtha laTakatA zakhI, animeSa nayane nAsikAgre dRSTi sthApI sAdhanA kare che. Aje paNa cAhviArA aThThama karavAvALA che. paNa traNa divasa ane traNa rAtanA kAusagga karavAvALA keTalAM che ? jeneA mAtmA sutA che enA bhagavAna sutA che. gajasukumAra badhI indriyAne gupta kare che. jaldI meAkSa meLavavA che. smazAnamAM keTalI bhayaMkaratA lAge ? kevA lekAra vanavagaDo che? emAM kevI gheAra sAdhanA kare che? gajasukumAra dRDhadhamI che. priyadhamI che. siMhanu. azru che. tene vaLAvIyAnI jarUra na hAya. trikALa jJAnInA jJAnamAM temanA mekSa dekhAI gayA che. A pratimA vahana karanAra zuddha bhAvathI sAdhanA karatAM karatAM devatAnA, manuSyanA ke tiryaMncanA upasazeE utpanna thAya tene samabhAve sahana kare te avadhi jJAna, manaH pavajJAna ke kevaLajJAna utpanna thAya che. jo sabhyabhAve ArAdhanA na thAya teA gAMDA thaI jAya, dIrgha kALanA rAga thAya ane kevaLInA prarUpita dharmAMthI bhraSTa thAya che. A traNa avaguNa thAya che. Ane te upasaga AvyA, paNa jherane paNu amRtamAM pheravI nAkhyuM ! ** 'duHkha sahevuM paNa duHkha nahIM. devu, mukhe viparIta veNu nahIM kahevuM: " gajasukumAra dhyAna dharIne ubhA che. sAmila brAhmaNa tyAMthI pasAra thAya che, ane temane jue che. jotAveMta verabhAva utpanna thAya che. ane krodhAtura khanIne kahe che, mArI dikarInA bhava bagADanAra Aje huM tane joI laIza. ema kahI bhInI mATI lAvI tenA mAthA upara pALa bAMdhe che. kayAMya khAjumAM koie maDadu mAnyuM haze tenI citA jalatI hatI. emAMthI aMgArA laI Avye ane temanA mAthA upara nAMkhyA. ane mAthu saLagavA lAgyuM, chatAM AMkhanA khUNeA lAlu na thayA. A dRzyanA jarA vicAra teA karA, kevI

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asahya vedanA thaI haze! chatAM temanuM khamIra keTaluM? eka sisakAro paNa bolAvye nahIM, AtmabaLa keTaluM keLavyuM hoya tyAre A dazA Ave. saMsAramAM sAdhAraNa tApane paNa sahana karyo nathI. devakIne lADIle naMdana che kRSNa vAsudevane nAnakaDo bhrAtA che. jene tIrthakara jevA gurU maLyA che. tene mAthe kevuM dukha paDe che. bhagavAna enA jJAnamAM joI rahyA che ke ATaluM dukha paDavA chatAM manamAM jarAya durbhAvanA AvatI nathI. nirmaLa Atma dhyAnamAM ja masta che zeraDI kahe che, tuM mane pilI nAkha, te paNa huM te tene rasa ApIza. mINabattI kahe che, huM baLI jaIza, egaLI jaIza, paNa aMdhakArane nAza karI prakAza ApIza. caMdana kahe che, mane kApI nAkhe, ghasI nAkhe, bALI nAMkhe, te paNa huM sugaMdha ApIza. jhaDa kahe che, mArA para paththara mAre, te paNa huM phaLa ApIza. "jhADa zikhAmaNa de che re manavA, jhADa zikhAmaNa de che, kApe te kopa kare nA, sAmuM baLataNa de che ke manavA, jhADa.. baLatA bapore tApa sahIne, zitaLa chAyA de che ke manavA, jhADa..." jhADa tApa sahana karIne zitaLatA de che. koIneya bhedabhAva rAkhe nahIM. tamArI pAse koI mAgavA Ave te dhakko mArIne bahAra kADhe ke AzvAsananA be madhura zabdo kahI tana-mana-dhanathI temane madadarUpa thAya? "je jana uMce paththara pheke tene mIThAM phaLa de che ke manavAjhADa." jhADa upara kaI paththara pheke te tene mIThAM phaLa Ape che. tamArA para kaI paththara keke athavA koI gALe de te tame be tamAcAM mArI de ne ! mahaMmada sAheba temanA anuyAyI sAthe roja eka rastethI pasAra thAya che. eka divasa eka bAI temanA para kacaro nAkhe che. mahaMmada sAheba kAMI bolatA nathI. bIjA divase paNa te bAIe kacara nAMkhe. Ama bAI to roja kacare nAkhe ane mahaMmada sAheba kAMI ja thayuM nathI ema mAnIne cAlyA jAya. mahaMmada sAheba te meTA che, paNa temanA anuyAyIo khijAyA. A bAI rAja kacaro pheMke che. eka divasa bhUla thAya, bIje divasa bhUla thAya. paNa A bAI jANI joIne A pramANe kare che. Ane to zikSA karavI joIe. mahaMmada sAheba kahe che ke te mArI parIkSA kare che. joIe keTalA divasa pheke che. e tharmomITaranuM kAma kare che. tharmomITara keTalI DIgrI garamI caDI te dekhADe. tethI tene phoDI na nakhAya. tema A bAI mArAmAM keTalI garamI che tenuM mApayaMtra che. te nimitta mAtra che. tene deSa kADho te mUrkhAI che. mahaMmada sAhebe paNa potAne mArga badalyuM nahIM. dararoja te ja mAge pasAra thAya, ane dararoja kacare paDe. Ama karatAM cha mahInA thayAM. ane be cAra divasathI kacare paDate baMdha thayo. eTale mahaMmada sAhebane thAya che, have kema kacaro paDate nahIM hoya? mahaMmada sAheba tapAsa karavA te bAIne ghare jAya che, bAI bimAra

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paDI che. mahaMmada sAheba tenA dukhane, daIne joI zaktAM nathI. ane khUba kALajIpUrvaka tenI sevA kare che, ane badale vALavAnI taka AvI che ema mAne che. thoDA divasamAM bAI sAjI thAya che. ane pagamAM paDI jAya che. ane kahe che-meM tamArI para keTale kacaro nAMkhyo chatAM Apa keTalAM dayALu che ! have mane mArI bhUla samajANuM che. meM moTA mANasane dubhavyA. huM ApanI mAphI mAMguM chuM. premathI A bAI sudharI gaI. na bhAlAthI na barachIthI na dhArathI talavArathI je mAre duzamanane te mATe upakArathI." koI tamane nukazAna pahoMcADe to bhAle, khaMjara mArIne badale na leze, paNa duzmanane upakArathI vaza karajo. bAIne khUba du:kha thayuM. khUba pazcAtApa karavA lAgI. tyAre mahaMmada sAheba kahe che bahena! tamArA kacarAne huM puSpa vRSTi samajate hate. ghaNuM uparathI ThaMDA dekhAtA hoya paNa jyAre pratikuLa nimitta maLe tyAre pAre keTalI DIgrI caDe che te khabara paDe. semIla keTalA duHkha Ape che chatAM gajasukumAre duHkhane sukha mAnyuM. dukha denAre dIdhuM paNa temaNe lIdhuM nahIM. kSamAbhAvanAnI apUrva sAdhanA karI. temaNe semIlane sakhA mAnya. sahAyaka-madadagAra mAnya. bhAI karatAM paNa bhale maLe ema mAnyuM. mAthAnI kheyarImAM khIcaDI khadabada thAya tema thaI rahyuM che, hADakAM taDataDa tuTe che, ane cAmaDI baLavA mAMDe che. AvAM duHkha hoya chatAM keTalI samatA rAkhe che! Aje ApaNAmAM keTalI samatA che? koI eka veNa kahe tyAM spriMga uMcI thaI jAya. kevI rIte tene badale lauM tenI goThavaNa karavA mAMDe. anaMtA janmamAM ApaNe AvuM ja karyuM che. have sAce mArga samajAye hoya te svabhAvane vaLAMka ApavAnI jarUra che. "ho na saMjale bhikkhu, maNaM'pi na posae, titikkhaM paramaM naccA, bhikkhu dhamma samAyare" kaI taravAra laIne DokuM uDAvI nAMkhe te sAdhu kadI krodha kare ja nahIM. manathI paNa dveSabhAva na lAve. paNa tenI upekSA kare. koI game teTalI gALa de te paNa e vicAre ke mane je belaze te thAkaze- ane hAraze. "manena strI nAtije mANasa mauna rAkhe che tyAM kalezane aMta AvI jAya che. jatuM karatAM zIkhe. Let go karatAM zIkhe. emila aMgArA nAMkhI bhayane mAryo lAge. "je koIne khabara paDaze te mA AvI banaze." ema vicAra karI ghara bhege thaI gaye. gajasukumAre jarAka mAthuM namAvI dIdhuM heta te aMgArA nIce paDI jAta. paNa A te samatAnA sAgara che. jambara AtmabaLane keLavyuM che. ApaNAmAM cheAvI samatA? Aje te gurU, vaDIla ke bApanuM paNa

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sahana thatuM nathI. jarA jarA vAtamAM caDabhaDa thAya che. "tamAre mane kAMI na kahevuM. huM te TaMkaNakhAra je chuM. mArAthI sahana nahIM thAya." turata ja kahI nAMkhe. bhagavAna kahe che ke, krodhane pI javuM. peTamAM apaco thAya che tyAre pANImAM phaTaseTa nAMkhe che ane pI jAya che. peTamAM apace besI jAya che ema kaidha Ave tyAre krodhanA ubharAne pI ja, jethI aMtarAtmAmAM zAMti thAya che. ukaLATa besI jAya che. kSamAM suratA sAdhI AtmarAmane ArAdhI, namuM preme muni kSamA vIrane." gajasukumAra zuravIra ane vIra che. AtmAnA AvaraNane dUra karavA zukala dhyAnanI bhaThThI karI ane karmone kSaya karI nAMkhe. AtmA vizuddha banI gaye, ane kevaLajJAna pragaTAvyuM. zarIra te huM nathI. zarIra e pADozI che. pADozInA gharamAM ghIne Dabbo DhoLAya temAM mAre zuM? zarIra saLagI gayuM ane AtmA zItaLIbhUta thaI gaye temAM keTalI sAdhanA haze? tamane nimitta bhaTakAya tyAre garama thaI jAya che ke ThaMDA rahI zake che? ahiMsAnI saMpUrNa ArAdhanA kare e muni ane alpAMze ArAdhanA kare e zrAvaka che. niSakumAra kahe che ahiMsA vratanuM saMpUrNa pAlana mArAthI thaI zake tema nathI. tethI zrAvakanuM vrata levA taiyAra thayo chuM. eka vakhata eka nagarImAM rAjAnI rANInI varSagAMTha che. tethI rAtanA jAgaraNa karavAnuM che. tethI rAtanA nRtya, garabA vagere aneka progrAma rAkhe che. rANuM koI puruSane mukha na batAve tethI DhaDhero pITAve che ke Aje kaI puruSe gAmamAM rahevuM nahIM. Aje rANIne Birth day (janmadivasa) che. je raheze tene rAjya taraphathI mRtyudaMDanI zikSA thaze. eka zeThanA cha dIkarA che. nAmuM lakhI rahyA che. rAjyanA DhaDherAnI khabara che, paNa uThIe chIe, uThIe chIe, ema karatAM moDuM thaI gayuM ane gAmanA daravAjA baMdha thaI gayAM. ane A chae bhAI e rAtanA ghare rahI gayAM. manamAM khUba bhaya che. tethI gharamAM saMtAI jAya che. rAtrIne progrAma pUruM thAya che, ane rAjA piolIsane kahe che, jAva, badhe joI Ave. zaheramAM koI purUSa rahyo nathI ne! pilise tapAsa kare che. zeThane ghare tapAsa karatAM eka gupta helamAM avAja saMbhaLAya che. pilisene zaMkA paDe che. aMte cha jaNane jIvatA pakaDI le che. kacerImAM cha bhAIone hAjara kare che. chae rAjAnA pagamAM paDe che ane kSamA mAMge che. "ame nAmuM lakhavAmAM rahI gayAM ane TAImane khyAla na rahyo, AthI ApanI AjJAne amala nathI karI zakayA. have AvI bhUla nahIM karIe. eka gune Apa mApha karo." paNa rAjAne gusso chae upara utare che ane hukama kare che, A chae bhAIone phAMsIe laTakAvI de. rAjAzA sAMbhaLI kacerImAM beThelA badhAMnA moDhAmAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI. chae yuvAna che, rUparUpanA aMbAra jevA che. eka nAnA evA gunA mATe kevI zikSA kare che? nagarazeTha ene bApa che. emaNe kahyuM, amArA upara dayA kare

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ane dikarAne jIvatA zIkhe. tame kaho te bahAragAma cAlyA jaIe. badhe vaibhava ApanI caraNe dharI daIe. rAjA kahe e nahi bane, chaene mArI nAkhe. mArI AjJA pALI nathI eTale zikSA thavI ja joIe. zeThanI AMkhamAMthI zrAvaNa bhAdara varase che. mahArAjAne pharIpharI vinaMtI kare che. paNa rAjA mAnatA nathI. zeTha kahe che, sAheba, mArA pAMca putrone jIvatA rAkho. ekane zikSA kare. rAjA nA kahe che. aMte cArane, traNane, baMne rAkhavAnI vinaMtI kare che, paNa rAjA te makakama mana karI nA ja kahe che. aMte zeTha kahe che, prabhu Apa kRpALuM che. A nAnakaDo mAre putra mane khUba priya che. mArI vRddhAvasthAmAM cAkarI karavA ekane te rAkhe. tyAM beThelA badhAM prajAjane paNa rAjAne kahe che, rAjana, Ape A zeThanI chelI vinaMtIne mAnya karavI joIe. eTalI dayA varasAve. rAjAe kahyuM, bhale, eka putrane huM mApha karuM chuM. ane pAMcane phAMsIe caDAvyAM, ekane choDI dIdhe. evI rIte sAdhuo chakAyanA rakSaka che. paNa zrAvaka chakAyanI dayA pALI zakatAM nathI. paNa ekane ugArAya te ekane ugAravA ema mAnI trasa jIvenI rakSA kare che. niSakumArane prabhu paheluM vrata samajAve che. tenA vizeSabhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna-58 bhAdaravA vada 7 zanivAra tA. 11-9-71 ahIM bAra vratamAM pahelA vratanuM svarUpa samajAvAya che. AtmahitArthe, karma jALa dUra karavA mATe, sAcI vataMtratAnI prApti mATe prakhara puruSArthanI jarUra che. tene mATe prathama badhA nI dayA pALavI joIe. ahiMsA paramadharma : A vAkaya haMmezA yAda rAkhe. ahiMsAne jIvanamAM apanAve. hiMsAthI nivRtta bane. zivasuMdarI varavA mATe vrata levA paDe che te zivasuMdarIne varavuM ja hoya te gyatA prApta karavI paDe che. jema vakIle, DokaTare, Ijanere keTalAya varSo sudhI mahenata kare che. abhyAsa pUrNa karyA pachI DIgrI dUra nathI. dareka vastune prApta karatA pahelAM gyatA joIe. yogyatA vinA koI vastu prApta thaI zaktI nathI. thAya te TakI zakatI nathI. AtmAnI svataMtratA prApta karavAnI sau koInI IcchA che. paNa AtmAnI pAchaLa mahenata keTalI kare che? je siddhi che ja che te AtmAne purUSArtha kare. zuddha caitanyadevane

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348 jANe, samajo ane laukikabhAvane choDI, alaukika bhAvane prApta kare. caitanya deva zivasuMdarIne varavA mATe jAna laIne nIkaLe che. aneka jAnaiyAo sAthe che. jinavANuM jAnaiyAne jamaNa Ape che. jinavANInAM bhejana pIrasAya che. bhavya bhejana che. khAtAM AtmA tRpta banI jAya. lAghavatAnA lADu che. jeTalo kharca vadhAre eTaluM pApa vadhAre, jeTalI upadhi ochI eTalI upAdhi ochI. traNa joDa ja kapaDAM hoya, eka TaMka jamatA hoya, temAM paNa pAMca dravya khapatA hoya te keTale haLave thaI jAya? lAkaDuM haLavuM che te tare che haLave AtmA thAya te UMce ne UMce jAya. paMkhI pAMkha khaMkherI nAkhe te UDI zake che. A lADavA curamAnA ke karaNazAInA nathI, paNa lAghavatAnA lADu che. geo nAnakaDe majAne ke dhoLo gheLe che. tenA para evI mamatA thaI jAya che ke bese te puMje nahi, jje to mela thaI jAya. 50 hajAranI meTara lIdhI paNa calAve te kAdavathI kharaDAya, te zuM maTara mAthe laIne pharAya? rajoharaNa- Adi puMjavA mATe che. te jIvadayA pALavAnuM sAdhana che. tene rAkhI mUkAya nahi. upakaraNa alpa hoya paNa je temAM mamatva hoya te DubADanAra bane. cepaDIne AvuM puDuM sAruM lAge, capaDI mArI che te koIne apAya nahi. paNa jJAnI purUSa kahe che. jyAM mamatA che, tyAM mata che. bhejanamAM jJAnanA gAMThIyA Ape che. ane maitrI bhAvane mesuba Ape che. jyAM maitrI che tyAM nirbhayatA che. huM tAro mitra chuM. tuM mAro mitra che. mitra mitranuM kharAba nahIM bele. jJAnI puruSa sarva jI sAthe mitrI bhAvane keLavavAnuM zIkhave che. maitrI bhAvanuM pavitra jharaNuM, muja haiyAmAM vahayA kare, zubha thAo A sakaLa vizvanuM, evI bhAvanA nitya rahe." tamane kaye mesuba bhAve che? A mesuba para rUcI kharI? mAdhyastha bhAvanA mohanathALa che, ane jijJAsAnI jalebI pIrasAya che ke he bhagavAna! huM tArA je kyAre banuM? evI jijJAsA tamane che? kavAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mikSa-abhilASa, bhave kheda prANI dayA, te kahIe jIjJAsa kaSAye badhA zamI javA joIe. keTalAyane mana kaSAya bahu heya che. huM chuM te jJAtimAM AMkha samAna chuM. mane cuMTa te ATaluM saMghanuM kAma thayuM. mArA vagara AvA kAma thAya nahIM. Ama mAnane vadhAre che, jIjJAsu jIvane cAre kaSAyanI upazAMtatA hoya che. cAra kaSAya caMDALa cokaDI che. AtmAnuM bagADanAra che. jIjJAsune haravA pharavAnI, jevA jANavAnI jIjJAsA na hoya. jIvane mAtra mokSanI abhilASA che. bhava karavA e jheranA TukaDA jevA lAge. saMsAra samudra tare hoya te jIjJAsA rAkhe ane bhagavAnanuM zaraNa pramANikatAnA peMDA pIrasAya che. tame pramANika cho ke apramANika te juo.

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ahIM pramANa vacana le che ane dukAne besI mAyA kare che. jatanAne jAMbu che. jatanAthI cAlavuM besavuM ane suvuM. jatanAthI kAma kare te pApa baMdhAtA nathI. jatanA eTale sAvadhAnI. keI jIvane duHkha na thAya, koIne kilAmanA pahoMcADavAmAM huM nimitta na banuM. brahmacaryanI baraphI pIrasAya che. brahmacarya eka rAtanuM pALe te eka eMsI upavAsano lAbha thAya, nava lAkha manuSyane abhayadAna devAvALA ane eka naLImAM bura nAmanI vanaspati ke rU bhareluM hoya ane dhagadhagate saLI nAkhavAmAM Ave te rU Adine nAza thAya che. ema abrahmacaryathI paNa utkRSTa nava lAkha manuSyone nAza thAya che. A vAta bhagavati sUtramAM Ave che. sarva temAM zreSTha vrata brahmacarya che. abrahmacaryane TALe. mananI svasthatA joItI hoya ane kAyAmAM rega na joItA hoya te brahmacaryane pALe. brahmacaryamAM zakti-vaya ane tAkAta che. ghaNA dardathI khUba gherAI gayA hoya chatAM brahmacarya pALatA nathI. eka bALaka besatAM na zIkhyuM tyAM bIja taiyAra ane bIjAne dAMta na AvyAM, tyAM trIju taiyAra ! AmAM zaktine keTale nAza thAya che. Aje strIo oparezana karAve che, ane puruSe paNa napuMsaka thAya che tethI saMtati vRddhi na pAme, paNa AtmAne jhagamagate divaDo-kAMti-AtmAnI prabhA nAza pAme che. AmAM zakti kSINa thAya che. ane yAda zakti nAza pAme che. siMhanA AkhI jIMdagImAM eka ja vakhatanA sevanathI je baccuM utpanna thAya che, te kevuM baLavAna hoya che? "siMhanA eke hajArA, bhuMDaNInA so e bicArA", AgaLanA zrAvakene khabara paDe ke strI garbhavatI che, tyArathI traNa varSa sudhI tenI sAme vikArI daSTithI na jotA. AjanuM mAnasa-AjanI vicAra dhArA keTalI kaniSTha thatI jAya che. eka TreInamAM eTalI gIdI hoya ke strI-purUSa eka bIjAne athaDAya, hAthanA kharAba cALA kare, eka sITamAM strI-purUSa pAse pAse bese, emAM bhagavAne batAvelI nava vADanuM pAlana kevI rIte thAya? divase divase brahmacaryanI bhAvanAne lepa thatuM jAya che, ahiMsAnA aDalIyA pIrasAya che. aDadIyA khAIne gAdIyA jevA thAya. eka ziyALAmAM aDadIyA khAdhA hoya te bAra mahinA tene tera rahe. A aDadIyA khAva, te tamAruM kalyANa thaI jAya, dayAne dUdhapAka ane samabhAvane zrIkhaMDa, zAMtinI sevA, bheda jJAnanI bheLa ane kSamApanAnA khamaNa che. cAritrane cevaDo, samAdhinA sATA, karuNAnA keLAvaDA, lakSavRttinI lApasI, mRdutAnAM maga-bhavyatAnA bhajIyA satane zI re, saMyamanI sukhaDI ane prabhutAnA pApaDa. A badhuM pIrasAya che. jAna kAMI jevI tevI che? A te caitanyadeva paraNavA Ave che. A jAnane sAcavavA eka eka mANasa ubhe che, A bhejana kare te beDo pAra thaI jAya. vararAjA zivasuMdarIne paraNavA jAya che. asaMyamamAMthI nivRtta thAya ane saMyamamAM rahe ene zivasuMdarI vare che. te aMdarathI purUSArtha upADa, te avazya uddhAra thaze. AtmAnI cIja che ane AtmAne pAma

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350 vAnI che. yegyatA pitAne meLavavAnI che. tamane kaI, upara caDAvI de ema banI na zake! tamArI mahenatanuM tamane phaLa maLe. have mAre mohane na pIve nathI. zetAnanA sAthamAM rahevuM nathI, AtmAne pAme che," e nirNaya tuM kara. sat purUSe jAgRta kare che. jamyA pachI AtmavRddhi mATe sevA Ape che ane phuTa Ape che. brahmabhAvanI badAma, kalyANanA kAju ane cidAnaMdanI cAroLI, purUSArthanA pIstA, ArAdhanAnA aMjIra, jAgRtinA jaDadAlU, amaratAnA akharoTa, satyanA sapharajana, mRdutAnI masaMbI, pramedabhAvanA papaiyA, dayAnI drAkSa ane hiMmatane hala Ape. namratAnI nAraMgI, samabhAvanA sItAphaLa vi. jAnaiyAne pIrase che. je bhavya bhAvathI bhajana kare che te paramAnaMdane prApta kare che. A amAruM bhojana haiyAmAM utAraze te guNanI vRddhi thaze. tame paisAnI vRddhithI rAjI thaze. A varSe khUba kamAyA-dhAryA karatAM ghaNuM maLyuM, paNa guNanI vRddhinI paDI che, kharI ! tamAre AtmA ke bane? AtmajJAnamAM oTa AvI che ke bharatI ? ke e cha thaye ke vaLe? kaSAyathI sthiti ane anubhAgane baMdha thAya che, ane yegathI prakRtine pradezane baMdha thAya che, baMdha paDe evA bhAve sevavA ja nathI. e nirNaya kareje cIle mahAvIra cAlyA e cIle mAre cAlavuM che. jene sva dayA hoya ene para dayA hoya ja che. kaSAya karIza te azubha bandha thaze evI jene khAtrI che te kadI koI para krodhAdi karaze nahi. jyAre ApaNe kaSAya karIe tyAre ApaNe AtmA pahele bagaDe che. pachI bIjAne nukazAna thAya che. dIvAsaLIne saLagAve tyAre pahelAM pote baLe che. pachI bIjAne bALe che. tema krodha karanAra pite pahele baLe che, paNa bIjAne te nukazAna thAya athavA na paNa thAya, eka zaMkaralAlabhAI hatA. raja nAhI joI pUjApAne sAmAna laI maMdire pUjA karavA jAya. eka divasa savAranA nadIethI nAhIne AvI rahyA che. eka sAMkaDI gallImAMthI pasAra thAya che. tyAM jakalI nAmanI baMgaDI vALatI hatI. zaMkaralAlane jotAM te eka bAju ubhI rahI gaI dhULanI DamarI uDADavI baMdha karI dIdhI, sAvaraNe laIne ubhelI baMgaDIne jatAM zaMkaralAla gera kahe che AvA bhaMgIyA rastAmAM ADe ne ADe ubhA hoya che. amArA pavitra deha para tene paDachA paDe che, bephAma gALo belavA mAMDyA. jAte brAhmaNa che ane kaSAya khUba kare che. darabAramAM rAjagora tarIke pUjAya che. tenA hoddA pramANe baMgaDIe te tenI AmanyA jALavI. tyAM ghaNA mANase bhegA thAya che. chatAM teo khUba AvezamAM AvI gayA che. tamAsAne kAMI teDuM hoya? brAhANa te mANase jaIne vadhu bharATe thAya che. bhaMgaDInA manamAM vicAra thaye ke huM ekabAju khasI gaI chatAM A brAhmaNa ATale keAdha kare che. te have enI sAna ThekANe lAvavI joIe. eNe cheDo pakaDI lIdhe ane kahe-muMDA lAge che, have ghare padhAre, svAmInAtha, ghare padhAro. A badhAe sAMbhaLyuM ane arasaparasa kahevA lAgyA, are joye bagale bhagata! nahAvA jAya, pUjAne TaeNga

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hA kare ane kevA dhaMdhA kare che! kAI na maLI ke bha'gaDI sAthe cAle che! za'karalAlane tA evI zarama AvI ke have AmAMthI nIkaLavuM kevI rIte? zaMkaralAlanI vAtA thavA lAgI. te kAMi melyA vinA cAlatA thayA. paNa cAre ne cauTe, zerIe ane bajAre geAramahArAjane have te gAmamAM nIkaLavuDa paNa muzkela thai paDayuM. niMdA karavI bahu kharAma che. niMdA karavAthI keTalA kama baMdhAya che. tArAthI niMdA karyA vinA na ja rahI zakAtu hAya tA svaniMdA kara. bIjAnuM kharAma khele che. paNa tuM kayAM sarvAMguNu sa'panna che! bIjAnI nidA karavAthI ze| lAbha maLavAnA ? gharakheAdA bahu kharAkha che. chokarA dATIyA hAya tA ukhADI nAkhe che ema evI prakRtinA jIvA pazu daTAyelA paDane ukheDe che. je niMdA kare che. pITha pAchaLa Ale che, e viSTA khAnAra bhuMDa jevA che. tamArA jIvanamAM eka guNa keLavA ke mAre kAInI niMdA karavI nahiM. ghaNAM te sAdhu saMtAnI niMdA karavI paNa na cuke. pacAsa mANusa beThA hoya ane emAMthI eka eka guNa le te pacAsa guNa Ave, paNa pacasamAMthI eka eka avaguNa le te pacAsa avaguNu Ave che. sArU levu ke kharAba levuM e tamArA hAthamAM che. guNagrAhI aneA. ekanAthanI vAta Ave che. ekavAra te snAna karIne bahAra Ave che tyAM eka guMDA temanA para thu'ke che. ema karatAM se vAra thuMke che ne seA vAra nahAvA jAya che. pachI pele guDA kahe che. tamArI para huM' se| vAra zuM chatAM Apane gusse kema na Avye ? " tyAre eknAtha kahe che tArA pAse mAla hoya te tuM khatAve. mAre mArA svabhAva zA mATe gumAvavA joI e." te pachI te zuDa sudharI gayA. zAkaralAlane leAkeA dhutArA ane pAjI kahe che. darabAramAM paNa traNa divasathI gayA nathI. a Mte rAjA sudhI A vAta pahoMce che. rAjA mAnI zakatA nathI ke zaMkaralAla Ave! hAya. tethI darabAramAM tene melAve che ane rAjA puche che ke satya hakikata zI che? ane A mADhuM kema levAI gayuM che ? pachI zAMkaralAla kahe che. huM bhaMgaDIne eLakhatA nathI. ane eNe mane svAmInAtha kaheMce.. tarata rAjAe hukama karyAM, jAva bhagaDIne khelAve, tarata bhaMgaDI ne hAjara karI, tene rAjAe puchyuM: A zaralAla sAthe tAre zuM ADA saMbaMdha che ? sAcI vAta kara, nahi te kharAkhara zikSA karIza. laMgaDI kahe che ke A zaMkaralAla pavitra mANasa che. mArI sAthe tene kevI rIte saMbadha hAya A sAMbhaLI rAjA pUche che : tA pachI sAMkaDI galImAM te svAmInAtha kema kahayuM ? " sAheba! te divase huM vALatI hatI tyAM zaMkaralAla nIkaLyA ane huM' sAvaraNNA laIne khAju para ubhI rahI chatAM mane na kahevA jevA zabdo kahayAM ane khuba gALA dIdhI. tethI temanI zAna ThekANe lAvavA, krodha caMDALa che. huM paNa caMDALa jAtanI--tethI meM krodhane svAmInAtha kahu. khAkI zaMkaralAla sAthe mAre bIjo koI saMbaMdha nathI. ane A sivAya bIjI koI vAta nathI." bhaMgaDIneA pratyuttara sAMbhaLI zaMkaralAlane paNa lAgyuM ke A laMgaDImAM keTalu jJAna che! kharekhara krodha caDALa che. mAre tenuM zaraNu na levu joI e, zaMkaralAla sudharI jAya che. pharI jIMdagImAM

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para kadI keAdha karatA nathI. koSa e bahu kharAba che. kevI vera thAya che. verathI vera vadhe che. mAre koI sAthe vera karavuM nathI. huM badhAne mAphI ApavA vALe ane roja pratikamaNuM karanAra huM vera karUM? je tamAre uMce AvavuM hoya te A nirNaya karI kaSAyane choDe. koInA dilane dubhAvavuM te bhAva hiMsA che. kSaNe kSaNe pite pitAnuM khUna kare che. kaSAya kare e bhAva hiMsA che. bhAva hiMsAthI bace. pahelA vratanA pAMca aticAra che. "badhe -vahe-chavi chee-abhAre-bharUpANa-chee" A aticAra jANavA kharA chatAM AcaravA nahi. badhe eTale koI jIvane tANIne bAMdhyA heya. tamAre tyAM gumAstA hoya ane TAIma pUro thAya chatAM kAma karo. ane kahe ke ATaluM kAma karIne jA ane te A kAma nahi kare te nekarImAMthI chUTo karI nAkhIza. Ama dhamakI Ape che. Dhora Adine bAMdhIne rAkhe temAM paNa baMdhe" nAmane aticAra lAge che. je samajIne sudharaze tene lAbha thaze. bhAjI bhAjInA bhAve vecAze ane hIre hIrAnA bhAve vecAze. badhAne vaza karavA hoya, AtmAne uddhAra kare che te kSamA rAkhe. dravya hiMsA tathA bhAva hiMsAmAMthI bacAya teTaluM baco. vaLI bhagavAna zuM kaheze e adhikAra avasare. I - - - vyAkhyAna naM59 bhAdaravA vada 8 ravivAra tA. 12-9-71 be prakAranA dharma che. (1) aNagAra dharma ane AgAra dharma. temAM AgAra dharmanI vAta cAle che. (1) maTakI hiMsA na karavI (2) moTuM juThuM bolavuM nahIM (3) maTI cerIna karavI. (4) parastrIgamana na karavuM. (5) parigrahamAM maryAdA karavI, A zrAvakane dharma che. hiMsA che, tyAM kuratA che, niSpharatA che. hiMsA karavAthI AtmAne karma baMdhana thAya che. hiMsA karavA jevI nathI. tamane tamAre bacAva kare game che. ema prANIone paNa pitAne bacAva karave game che. mata koIne priya nathI. keI gaLuM dabAve te rADa pADe che ane bacAve bacAva kare che. tane duHkha gamatuM nathI, te bIjAne kema duHkha pahoMcADe che? sukha devAthI sukha maLe che ane duHkha devAthI duHkha maLe che. jyAre jyAre jevI karaNI chava kare che te tene badale jIvane maLI zake che. jevI kare che karaNI, tevI turata phaLe che, bhale bhalA burAne, ahIne ahIM maLe che,

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utha caDe che jyAre savAre tuccha gaNatAM, paTakAya jyAre nIce tyAre khabara paDe che." mANasa pAse jyAre paisA hoya, moTara gADI hoya, kArakhAnAM heya, mAla milakata hoya tyAre aMdarathI ahaMkAra Ave che, ane bIjAne tuccha gaNe che. bIjAne tiraskAre che, "cAlyA jAva. kAMI tamAre mATe kamAtA nathI." paNa sattA kayAreka kharA khavaDAve che. sattA pAse zANapaNuM cAlyuM jAya che. paNa mANasa jyAre nIce paTakAya che tyAre khabara paDe che ke huM bIjAne ke tirarakAra karate hate. keInA daI upara dayA paNa khAtuM na hatuM. keInA da-du:kha sAMbhaLavA kAnanI bArI khullI rAkhI na hatI. have mArUM koNa sAMbhaLe? bIjAne duHkhI karI sukhI thavAnI IcchA rAkhe che, paNa te nahIM banI zake. keTalAka ema bele che ke Izvare pazu paMkhIone khAvA mATe utpanna karyA che, te khAvAmAM pApa nathI. zuM A dalIla sAcI che? jhera-viSTA ne kAMkarA paNa jagatamAM che. te tene kema khAte nathI? ane vAgha siMhane khAvA mATe tene banAvavAmAM AvyuM che. ema paNa mAnavuM paDe ne ? A jagata anAdithI che. sau pitAnA karma pramANe ochI vadhu indriyane prApta kare che. mATe jagatane banAvanAra Izvara nathI. vaijJAnike e eTama bomba, aNuo banAvI karoDo mAnavInA prANa lIdhA che. akhatarA mATe dariyAmAM nAkhe tethI keTalAya jaLacarenI hiMsA thAya che. koNa kUra che? mANase ke pazuo! akrUratA e zrAvakane guNa che. je bamba nAkhe che te ekendriyathI mAMDI paMcendriya sudhInA jInI hiMsA kare che. jyAre eka deza lebhamAM paDe che tyAre bIjA deza para trATake che. mANasa mANasanI hatyA kare che. temane eka ja vRtti che ke kema bIjAnuM laI lauM. Aje mANasane jIva capaTImAM che. jyAre yuddha phATaze ane kayAre bamba pheMkAze e khabara nathI. eka biDIMganuM sarjana karavuM hoya te keTalI mahenata karavI paDe che! paNa tene nAza karavAmAM zI vAra che? bagADavAmAM, sarvanAza karavAmAM koI vAra nathI. paNa sudhAravAmAM, banAvavAmAM vAra che. gaLuM pakaDAI gayuM hoya, paga jhalAI gaye hoya, kensara thaI gayuM hoya te mAthA pachADe che, kAMI khavAtuM nathI, jIbhane le bahAra nIkaLI gayo che. AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI jAya che. te jIvane narakanAM duHkho ze sahana thaze? enI zI dazA thaze? narkanA jIne dhagadhagatI bhaThThImAM pakave che. dhagadhagatuM ghesaDuM tene para mUke che. dhagadhagatuM tAMbu, sIsuM, gaLAmAM reDe che. agni para calAve che. suMvALA chathI AvA duHkhe kema sahana thaze? krara karma karanArane halakI gatimAM javuM te paDaze ja bAMdhelA karma bhegavavAM paDaze mANasa krura karma karI sAtamI narka sudhI jaI zake che. jyAre mAMsAhAra karatAM vAgha, siMha, dipaDA cothI narakathI AgaLa jatA nathI. te jAnavara karatAM paNa mANasa keTale dUra che? avaLI pravRttie krUra gati prApta thAya che, have savaLe purUSArtha kare te mekSamAM

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jaI zakaze. hiMsAthI baco. hiMsA AtmAnuM adhaHpatana karanArI che. deDakAne jIva jaya ane kAgaDAne AnaMda thAya. keInuM dila dubhAvavuM e paNa hiMsA che. bhagavAne cokhuM kahyuM che. haNaze te haNavuM paDaze. chedaze te chedAvuM paDaze. bhedaze te bhedAvuM paDaze. karma bAMdhaze te jogavavA paDaze. liMbaDImAM eka horAjI AvatA ane kahetA, mane A zabdo bahu game che. A zabdo mane haiyAmAM vasI gayA che. kIDInI dayA pALanAra zrAvaka koIne dabaDAve, kaDavA vacana kahe, garInA vadhAre vyAja le, keInI AjIvikA teDe te kahevuM paDaze ke te ahiMsAnA svarUpane barAbara samaje nathI. hiMsA karavI, kaTuvacana balavA te tamAre svabhAva nathI. Agane svabhAva bALavAne che. jyAre AtmAne svabhAva zitaLa ane ThaMDA pANI jevuM che. jevI pANInI jarUra che evI rIte jinavANInI paNa jarUra che. eka divasa naLa baMdha thAya te muMbaInI zI sthiti thAya? hAhAkAra macI jAya. paNa bhagavAnanI vANI AtmAnA trividha tApa TALanAra che. baLa jhaLate AtmA saMta sarovara jAya, samakita kerI laheramAM svarUpa zrIkeLA khAya. baLa prajaLate AtmA saMtanA saravare Ave che. sarovara najIka AvatA ThaMDI pavananI lahera AvavAthI aDadhe tene tApa dUra thaI jAya che. siddhasena divAkara kalyANa maMdiramAM kahe che. " AstAmacintya mahimA jina saMstavaste, nAmApi pAti bhavato bhavato jaganti, tIvrA tapopahata pAnthajanAnnidAghe, prINAti padmasarasaH saraso'nilo'pi" // 7 // grISma RtumAM tIvra tApamAM cAle te paMthI ke jenI AMkhe cakkara Ave che, paga DhIlA thaI gayA che, ane ruMvADe rUMvADe pANInA pokAra paDe che. sakhata garamI lAge che, ane saMte taMte ane paritaMte thaI gaye che. emAM padma sarovarane spazIne vAyare Ave te paNa tene zAMti pamADe che. tema he jinezvara deva, aciMtya mahimAvALuM tamAruM stavana te dUra rahe, tamAruM nAma paNa jagatanA jInA pApa nAza kare che. baLate jaLa AtmA saMta pAse Ave che. saMta IzvaranA devAMzI dUta che. zAMti pamADe tene saMta kahIe, enA dAsanA dAsa thaIne rahIe." saMta che e zAMti pamADe che. saMtane taMta na hoya, saMtane kaleza na hoya. e pote tare ane bIjAne tAre. sAce mArga batAve. mokSamArganI keDI batAve. prabhunI AjJA upara paga nahIM mukatA, prabhunI AjJAne anusaraze te mokSa avazya maLaze. bhaTakavuM kayAM lagI mAre, pravAsI paMtha badalI le, pahoMcavA muktinA dvAre, pravAsI paMtha badalI le." (2)

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upapa ' he pravAsI, tuM paMtha badalI le. have tAre kayAM sudhI bhaTakavuM che? bhaTaktA bhaTakatA anaMte kALa gaye. AtmAnA bhAna vinA anaMtakALathI athaDAya. have AtmAnuM bhAna karavuM che? AtmAne oLakhave che? svarUpa dazAmAM AvavuM che? AtmAnuM jene bhAna thayuM hoya tene padagalika vaibhave phikkA lAge. have hiMsA karavI nathI. e nirNaya kare. anaMtakALamAM, anaMtajI sAthe anaMtavAra saMbaMdhe joDayAM. vanaspatimAM, pRthvImAM, pANImAM mAruM anaMta kuTuMba beThuM che, te mArAthI ene kema haNAya? AvA dayAnA pariNAma Ave che? "dayA svarganuM bAraNuM, dayA mekSanI vATa, dayA narkanuM DhAMkaNuM dayA khata agAdha, jIva mAratAM narka che, rAkhatA che svarga, e bahu che vATaDI, je bhAve che te laddha" yA svarganuM bAraNuM che ane dayA pALavA vALA mekSe jAya che. je dayA pALe che ene devatAo ane cakravartIe name che. tenAM mAna, kIti, yaza Toce aDe che. indro paNa tenI prazaMsA kare che. megharatha rAjA dayAnA avatAra samA hatA. temanI prazaMsA devakamAM Indro paNa karatAM hatAM. teo rAjya padavI upara hatAM. ghaNAM rAjAe temane khaMDaNa bharatAM hatAM. chatAM pratikramaNa be vAra karatAM. ane mahinAmAM 6 pisA karatAM. vRttonA ekAMTho bAMdhe te mekSa sudhI pahoMcI jaze. nadI kahe, mAre be kAMThAnI jarUra nathI, te nadInA pANInA pravAhamAM avyavasthA thaI jAya. baMdhana vinAnI nadI dariyA sudhI pahoMcI zake nahIM. baMdha bAMdhavAmAM sarakAra kareDo rUpiyA kharce che. A pANIne baMdha bAMdhIne pANI khetaramAM laI jAya che. ane e pANIthI suMdara pAka thAya che. vijaLI paNa pANImAMthI thAya che. ane vijaLIthI keTalAM kArakhAnA cAle che. vijaLI baMdha thAya te TreIna paNa aTakI jAya che. ane lIphaTa cAlatI aTakI jAya che. vIjaLI aneka upayogamAM Ave che. baMdha bAMdhavAthI keTaluM upArjana kare che. bAremAsa khetI thAya che. ema vratanA baMdha bAMdhe te tamAruM vIrya je khAre pATa jAya che e svamAM vaLe che. je para tarapha jatuM hatuM te aTakI jAya che. bahAranA cepaDA ghaNA phADayA ane ghaNuM vAMcyuM. paNa have jJAnasAgaramAM DubakI mAro ane bhagavAnanA sUtra siddhAMtane samaje. niSakumAra sAmethI kahe che mane bAra vrata adarA. huM sAdhu te thaI zakatuM nathI, paNa zrAvakanA batta AdarIza. atyAre mulaguNa karatAM uttara-guNadhArI zrAvaka vadhAre che. mAre pAMca joDI kapaDA rAkhavA, lAkha rUpiyA karatAM vadhAre na rAkhavA, mAre 1000 mAIlathI vadhAre na javuM, reja eka sAmAyika karavI, sarvathA brahmacarya na pALI zakuM te parastrI sAme na jevuM. AvA niyama paNa laI zakAya. ame tamane mAla batAvIye chIe. AmAMthI je

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356 joIe te . ghaDAne paNa lagAmanI jarUra rahe che. ane hAthI upara paNa aMkuza rAkhavuM paDe che tema mana upara paNa kaMTrola kare joIe. Azravane nirodha kare te saMvara thaze. keI kahe huM bIDI pIte nathI te paccakhANanI zI jarUra che? paNa paccakhANuM na lIdhA hoya tyAM sudhI Asrava cAlyo Ave che. paccakhANa AjIvana (sudhInA) thAya, paNa becAra bhavanA paccakhANa thAya nahIM. jema jema vatta-pratyAkhyAnamAM AgaLa Avaze tema pavitra ane haLavA banaze. pahelAMnA zrAvake kevA pavitra hatA! sAhitya jenuM hatuM anupama, pratiSThAthI pUrNa hatA e, rAja darabAre aMtaHpuramAM niDaratAthI ghUmyA hatA e (2) eka dina jaina bhAratavarSanuM bhUSaNa thaIne zolyA hatA e. zrAvake aMtaHpuramAM chuTathI jaI zaktAM. temane mATe rANIone ojhala-paDadA na hatAM. DokaTara mATe chuTa heya ema zrAvake mATe chuTa hatI. temane avizvAsa koIne na hatuM. pahelAMnA zrAvake satya mATe prANane paNa heDamAM muktAM. pavitra ane pramANika jIvana gALatAM. AjanA mANase evA kayAM rahayA che? bhAI-bahena ubhA hoya ene paNa zaMkAthI jue che. Aje cAriva cekanuM nathI eTale AvI zaMkA thAya che. jIvanamAM nyAya, nIti ane pramANiktA rahyAM nathI. mane so rUpiyA maLatA hoya te bIjAnA 1000 rUpiyAne nukasAna pahoMcADI devAmAM vadhe nahIM. paNa jJAnIpuruSa kahe che tane kaI chetare, nukasAna pahoMcADe te tane nathI gamatuM tema tuM bIjAne chetare te tene paNa nathI gamatuM. eka brAhmaNa hatA. te khuba garIba hate. garIbAIthI parezAna thatuM hatuM. eka gAmathI bIje gAma mAge te paNa tenuM pUruM thatuM nahotuM. gharamAM traNa bALake hatAM. eka vakhata brAhmaNa tenI patnIne kahe che: je tuM zeDA divasa calAva te huM bahAragAma kamAvA mATe jAuM. mane nAmu lakhatAM AvaDe che. kaI paNa kAma karavuM hoya te AvaDe che. kayAMya nekarI maLI jAya te prayatna karuM. patnI anumati Ape che ane te bahAragAma jAya che puNyanA yege eka zeThane tyAM nekarI maLI jAya che. kAmakAja karatAM karatAM hoMzIyAra thaye. tenAmAM jIbhanI miThAza paNa khUba hatI. keIne kaDavuM veNa na kahevuM. aMdhAne aMdhe kahIe kaDavuM lAge kaheNa, are, dhIre dhIre pUchIe tamArA kayAre gayA neNa!" dazavaikAlikanA sAtamA adhyayanamAM kema bolavuM e samajAvyuM che. bolavAmAM paNa bahu jALavavuM paDe che, kANane kAna kahe. jenA zarIramAM roga hoya ene rogI na kahe. kaI cerane cera kahIne na bolAve. sAcuM hoya chatAM kaDavuM na kahevuM. AvuM kahevAthI paNa hiMsA thAya che. ghaNI vAta kahI ane eka veNa kaDavuM kahyuM te sArA para pANI pharI vaLe che.

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pahe A brAhmaNa ghaNI AvaDatavALe hate. ugharANuM paNa sArI rIte patAvate hate. gharAganI sAthe kema kAma levuM, te jANute hato. zeThe tenI AvaData joIne bhAgIdAra karI dIdhuM. thoDA vakhatamAM lAkha rUpiyA maLI gayA. eTale brAhmaNa vicAre che. ke have dhaMdho kare nathI. ATalA rUpiyA jiMdagImAM vAparatAM khUTaze nahIM. dezamAM mArI patnI ane bALako duHkhI che. tenI saMbhALa levA mATe javuM joIe. magaja zAMta paDe te saddavicAra Ave. have zAMtithI prabhubhajana karIza ane jiMdagI vitAvIza. tame deza mUkI ahIM AvyA, khUba kamAyA, pachI zAMtithI jIvana vitAvavAnI IcchA thAya che? nivRtti laI dharmadhyAna karavuM che e vicAra Ave che? jIvanamAM saMtoSa Ave te dharma tarapha vRtti vaLe. A brAhANane saMtoSa che. zeThanI pAsethI javA mATe rajA meLave che. AgaLanA vakhatamAM TekasI ke TreIna na hatI eTale cAlIne jAya che. lAkha rUpiyA pAse che eTale rastAmAM luMTArA maLe ke bahAravaTIyA maLe te lUMTI jAya enI bIka lAge che. Aje kevI sIphatathI khIrasuM kApI nAMkhe che? pAkITa seravI nAkhe che! eka divasamAM AvA keTalAye khIssA kapAtA haze A brAhmaNa kamANI karIne jAya che eTale vicAra kare che, huM garIbanA lebAsamAM houM te keIne khabara paDe nahIM. eTale eNe eka badaka lIdhI ane lAkha rUpiyAnuM ratna temAM nAMkhI dIdhuM ane paMdara thIgaDAvALuM dhotIyuM paheryuM. upara khesa paNa phATele ane gaMde nAkhe che. rastAmAM cAlyA jAya che ane koIne khabara paNa nathI paDatI ke A brAhmaNa * pAse lAkha rUpiyAnuM ratana haze. Aje te pAse kAMI hoya nahIM ane dekhAva ghaNe kare. keDe rAkhe juDo ane kuMcIne nahIM pAra, peTI te taDAkA kare zebhA dIse hAra khe dedarANI zAhanuM nAma rAkhavA haDALAthI dhananA gADAnI lAIna zarU karI ane dilhInA daravAjA sudhI pahoMcI gaye, paNa tene paheraveza ke sAde hate. Aje tamArAM bhapakA ane phezanane pAra nathI. je phezana ane vyasana ochAM thAya te bacelA paisAthI garIbane madada karI zako. brAhmaNa cAlyA jAya che. have gAma paNa traNa gAu dUra che. tene pANInI khuba tarasa lAge che. tyAM eka kUve najare paDe che. kUvAmAMthI pANI kADhavA badaka nAkhe che. paNa deraDuM ghasAyeluM hatuM eTale vacamAMthI tUTI jAya che ane beThaka aMdara paDe che. A ku keTale UMDo haze te brAhmaNa jANatuM na hatuM, tethI temAM paDatAM Dare che. eTalAmAM eka oLakhIte bharavADa tyAMthI pasAra thAya che, tene belAve che ane kahe che A kuvAmAM mArI badata paDI gaI che te kADhI de to tane paisA ApIza. bharavADa kahe che, mAre evA paisA nathI joItA AvA aMdhArA kuvAmAM koNa paDe? brAhmaNa muMjhAya che. ane kahe che huM tane eka rUpiyA ApIza, kADhI Apane ! te paNa pele te nA ja pADe che. 25-50-100 ApIza paNa pele nA pADe che. aMte sAcI

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38 vAta kahe che. paMdara lAkha rUpiyAnuM ratna che. tane aDadhA bhAga ApIza, paNa tuM kADhI Apa A sAMbhaLI bharavADanI dAnata bagaDe che. ane te brAhmaNane kahe che ke kADhayA pachI mane game te tane ApIza, tAre kAMI khelavAnuM nahIM ane kAgaLa pensIlathI lakhAvI lIdhuM. bharavADa tA kuvAthI paricita hateA. gheADIvAramAM khaka bahAra kADhI dIdhI. ane adakane pachADIne ratna kADhI lIdhuM, ThIkarA brAhmaNane ApI dIdhAM. A brAhmaNa tA rAvA mAMDayeA, karagarIne he che. tuM mane bhikhArI na banAva. mane thADuM de, paNu bharavADa samajatA nathI, brAhmaNu ghare jAya che. ghaNA vakhate pAtAnAM patine joce, paNa are A zu? ApanI pAse kAMI na maLe? kapaDAM paNa kevA gadA che? jamavA beTho paNa kAMI jamI na zakyA. chekarA AvyA ane kahe amAre mATe zu lAvyA ? tA kahe che, kAMi nathI lAgye. tenI patnI tene AzvAsana ApatAM zuM banyu te puche che. brAhmaNa badhI hakIkata kahe che. chevaTe nyAyAdhIza pAse paheAMcyA. kesa cAle che. bharavADanA paga tA joramAM che. nyAyAdhIze kahyuM, lakhyuM vaheMcAya mATe tuM tArA ThIkarA laI jA. korTanA pagathIye esI brAhmaNu khukha De che. tyAMthI eka erIsTara nIkaLyAM. brAhmaNanA rUdanane joI tene dayA AvI. eTale brAhmaNu pAse Ave che ane raDavAnuM kAraNa pUche che. brAhmaNa badhI hakIkata kahe che. mArA kama' phuTI gayAM. peluM ratna bharavADa laI gayA, ane ThIkarA mane maLyAM. pelA vakIle lakhANa kSetraNa vAra kharAkhara vAMcyuM ane gheDa besADI pachI bharavADane melAnyA. eka mAjI ratna mukayuM. ane bIjI bAju ThIkarA mukayAM ane kahyuM : A bemAMthI tane zuM game che ? bharavADe ratna sAme AMgaLI karI eTale berIsTare kahyu, jo AmAM lakhANa che ke 'mane game te tane Apu" tane ratna game che. te A ratna brAhmaNane ApI de. A nyAyAdhIzanI buddhine sau dhanyavAda ApavA lAgyA. ane brAhmaNune peAtAnuM ratna maLatAM temaneA AbhAra mAnI khuza thatA tene ghera gayA. tamAre sukha joIe ke duHkha ! jo tamAre sukha joItu hAya tA khIjAne sukha ApeA. tA tamane paNa avazya sukha maLaze. eka mAkhInI pAMkha paNa tamane banAvatA AvaDe che? "nA" te mAkhIne haNavAnA tamane ze| adhikAra che? vAvyAM tevAM laNavAnAM che. veyu" tevuM vINavAnu' che, ane karyuM. tevuM pAmavAnu' che. vratanA rakSaNa mATe aticArA kharAkhara joI javA joIe. pula banAvanAra pulamAM chidra paDayuM' nathI te vAravAra tapAsa kare che. ema jIvanamAM kyAMya chidra paDayu nathI e jovuM, enuM nAma pratikramaNa che. pratikramaNa vratanA chidrane DhAMke che. pratikramaNamAM pahelA pAThamAM ja belA che. ne-jJAna-darzana-cAritra-tapa aticAra ciMtavanAtha" karemi kAussaga, nAnA chidrane jo sImenTathI chAMdI devAya te mATu' gAmaDu' paDatu nathI. ema jIvanamAM thatI bhUlelAne sudhArI levAya teA bhUlAnI paraMparA aTake che, pahelA vratanu' vizeSa vivecana avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna naM-60 bhAdaravA vada 9ne somavAra tA. 13-9-71 niSakumAre temanAtha prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLI. teo bAra vratane aMgikAra karavA taiyAra thaI gayA che. sthUla ahiMsAvrata Adare che, je sarva prakAre jIvane abhayadAna Ape che ene dhanya che. gRhasthAzramamAM rahenArathI A banI zakatuM nathI. tethI kocavAtAM mane zrAvakanAM vrata svIkAre che. sAdhutA pratye prema che. sAdhupaNuM nathI levAtuM enuM duHkha che. dareka jIva mArA AtmA samAna che. je A vAta jANe tene dayA pALavAnA bhAva thAya che. dayAthI mokSa maLe che. tenAM janma-maraNa baMdha thAya che. prabhunI vANuM satya savarUpanAM darzana karAve che. eka zeThanA hAthamAM dasa hajAranI vIMTI hatI. emAMthI kIMmatI naMga paDI gayuM. ghera jatAM khyAla Avye, vIMTImAM naMga nathI. teo vicAra kare che. kampAunDanAM daravAjA sudhI naMga hatuM tethI ATalAmAM ja rahevuM joIe. kampAunDamAM ghaNAM kAMkarA hatA vaLI aMdhArU hatuM. AmAM naMga zodhavAnI mAthAkuTa kayAM karavI evI upekSA na karI paNa dIve hAthamAM lIdhe. dIvAnA prakAzamAM kAMkarA paNa dekhAyA ane hIre paNa dekhAya. emAMthI hIre laI le che ane kAMkarA tuccha varatu che tene mukI de che. ema jJAna e dIve che. vrata pALazo te dharma thaze. sadgati maLaze ane hiMsA karaze te pApanA poTalA baMdhAze, ane durgatimAM javuM paDaze. jIvanamAM kone apanAvaze? zuM grahaNa karaze ? hiMsA, juTha, cerI, maithuna, parigraha e adharma che. ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahnacarya ane aparigraha, e dharma che. dI batAve che, A sadgatinA kAraNa che. ane A durgatinAM kAraNa che. batAvavuM e kAma dIvAnuM che. bhagavAne dharmanuM nirUpaNa karyuM, sAthe adharmanuM paNa nirUpaNa karyuM. adharma viSe paNa jANavuM joIe. dareka tatvane jANe te AdaravA jevA kyAM to che. tene khyAla Ave. saMvara nija ra ane mokSa AdaravA jevA che. pA5, Azraya, baMdha e AdaravA jevA nathI. anAdithI AdaravA egya tatvanI upekSA karI che. taukikane lakattara mAnI beThe che. punyanAM kAryo ghaNAM karyA, lokasevA, dezasevA karI paNa dharma karyo nathI. saMvara-nirjaza karI nathI. ATalI sevA karI, davAkhAnA khelyAM, upAzraya baMdhAvyA, cAlIe baMdhAvI, paNa ATalAmAM Iti samApti mAnI lezo nahi. A te khaDa ugyuM che. dANA ugyA nathI. AvuM joIne bhagavAna mahAvIrane zrAvaka harakhAya nahIM. sAmAyikamAM Ave ane saMvara yukta kriyAo kare.

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o "lAbhAlAbhe suhe he, jIvIe maraNe tahA, sAme niMdA pasaMsAsu, tahA mANavamA" dareka upara mitra bhAva rAkhe. koI mAre duzmana nathI, A samabhAva keLave. jhAMpAmAM kAMTA paDayA hoya ane cAlyA jAva te pagamAM vAgI jAya. paNa dI laIne jAya te dI kAMTAne dekhADe ane jagyAne paNa dekhADe. samajaNe hoya te khAlI jagyAmAM paga mUkI cAlyo jAya. zAstra paNa badhuM batAve che. zAstrane sahAro laIne karavA gya ane nahIM karavA cogya kAryonuM jJAna kare. jJAna rUpI dI heya te e samajAya ke ahIM paga mukavA jevuM nathI. balavAmAM paNa viveka Ave. A chokarIne AvaDI maTI karI che te mArI pAse be cAra muratIyA che. joIe evA batAvI dauM, AvuM belavAthI paNa pApa baMdhAya che. paNa ghaNuM AvA ghara maMDAvanAra che. keI makAnanA dalAla che. ATale mATe heTa paDe che te biDIMga baMdhAvI le ne? ghaNuM AvI salAha ApanAra hoya che. vaza kara hArI jIbhaDI anathI daMDe, kAja na sIjhe ApaNuM tuM zIdane maMDe, jethI lAge pApa tethI aLagA raheje, dharma dhyAnanI vAtamAM tuM vaLage raheje, pitAthI paLatuM nathI ne pArakuM tuM kayAM lahe, prakAzasiMha vANI vade ke tArA karyA tuM sahe? je bolavAthI pApa karma baMdhAya che. evuM na bola. keTalAya ema bele ke A bhAIne tyAM yuvAna putra marI gayela che ane chokarAone svAmI-vAtsalyamAM jamavA mekale che? thoDA divasa paNa zeka pALe nahi! AvuM belavAthI bhAta-pANInI aMtarAya paDe che. e pahelA vratane aticAra che. aticAranuM svarUpa paNa samajavuM joIe. A aticAra jANavA egya che, paNa AdaravA gya nathI. prathama baMdha aticAra che. badhe eTale trasa jIvene gADha baMdhanathI bAMdhavA te koI paNa jIvane pazu hoya ke mAnava pitAnA Icchita sthAne jatAM temane aTakAvavA te baMdha aticAra che. nekarane TAIma pa thaI gaye heya ane tene ghera javAnI IcchA hoya chatAM dhamakI ApIne tene na javA de, tene nekarI karavAnI garaja che, athavA te garIba che, ema vicArI tenI garIbAIne lAbha uThAve, maryAdAthI vadhAre kAma tenI pAse karAvavuM tethI paNa badha" nAmane aticAra lAge che. vahe" eTale ke trasa jIvane vadha karo athavA tene mAra mAra. cAmaDAnI vastuo je ati suMvALI ane camakatI hoya che te taratanA janmelA athavA garbhamAM rahelA jIvatAM vAcharaDAnuM cAmaDuM utArI banAvavAmAM Ave che. AvI cAmaDAnI vastune vepAra karanArane ane AvI vastu vAparanArane paNa A aticAra lAge che. ghaNA sIdhI rIte

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koIne vadha karatAM nathI paNa ADakatarI rIte ghaNIvAra pApanAM bhAgIdAra banI jAya che, koInI AjIvikA teDAvanArane paNa A aticAra lAge che. chagni che" A trIje aticAra che. koI paNa prANIonA nAka-kAna Ari cheThavA, kaI aMge pAMga cheDavA tene chavi cheda kahe che. - "atibhAra" e prathama vatana ce aticAra che. maju, baLada, gheDA, UMTa Adi para gajA uparAMta bhAra bhare te atibhAra kahevAya che. temanI zakti uparAMta karacAkara, dAsa-dAsI pAsethI kAma levuM te paNa atibhAra che. pAMca aticAra che "bhattapAve che" tene artha e che ke anna-pAnane nirAdha kare. jamavA samaye nekarane khAvA javA na de. pitAne kAma karavuM paDe. ghATIonA khADA paDe ane ghaNuM bAIo ravA bese che, ane muMjhAya che. e paNa mANasa che ane rajA mAge. tenA pratye sahAnubhUti batAvanAra keTalA ? huM paga upara paga caDAvIne besuM chuM, lAva sAthe ene huM madadagAra banuM ema kema thatuM nathI ? je kAma tane eka divasa mATe paNa bhAre paDe che. te tenAthI trIsa divasa kema thatuM haze ? tenuM kAma ochuM karAvavAnI IcchA thAya kharI? nekarane khAvAnuM paNa TAImasara ApavAnI kALajI kharI? zrIkRSNa vAsudevanA putra, DhaMDhaNuM rANune aMgajAta DhaDhaNa kumAra bhagavAna pAse dikSA grahaNa kare che. je divase dikSA lIdhI te ja divase abhigraha dhAraNa kare che ke mane mArI labdhine AhAra maLe te le. dararoja gocarI mATe nIkaLe che, paNa kaI jagyAe asujhatuM thaI jAya che. koI jagyAe vastu taiyAra ja nathI hotI. Ama cha mahinA vitI gayA, paNa AhArapANIne jega thato ja nathI. eka divasa kRSNa mahArAja prabhune vaMdana karavA AvyA che. vAMdI, namaskAra karI pUche che he prabhu, ApanA 18000 sAdhu-mahAtmAomAM sauthI utkRSTa tapazcaryA karanAra koNa che? tyAre prabhu kahe che, tAre putra DhaDhaNamuni ugra tapa karanAra che. A sAMbhaLI kRSNa mahArAjA DhaDhaNamuninA darzana karavAnI IcchA pradarzita kare che. paNa teo gocarI padhAryA che. tethI bhagavAnane vAMdI zrIkRSNa pitAnA rAjyamAM javA ravAnA thAya che. rastAmAM DhaDhaNamuni maLe che. kRSNa mahArAjA hAthI parathI nIce utarI munine namaskAra kare che. A dazya eka kaMdoIe joyuM. ene thayuM, e munine huM AhAra ApuM te kRSNa mahArAjAnI kRpAdRSTi mArA para utaraze. te jaladI muni pAse gaye. ane pitAnI dukAne laI AvyA ane cAra lADavA bhAvapUrvaka munine vaherAvyA. muni AhAra laI prabhu pAse Ave che, cha mahInA thayA che te paNa dhIraja te juo. lADu maLe che paNa jaladI khAvAnI utAvaLa nathI. paNa pitAnI labdhinA che ke nahIM tenI khAtarI karavI che. tethI bhagavAnane pUche che, "A lADavA eka phaIe vaherAvela che, prabhu! e

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zuM mArI kazvinA che?" kevaLIthI kazuM ajANyuM nathI, prabhu kahe che, A kRSNalazvinA lADavA che, paNa tArI labdhinA nathI. te mujane kape nahIM huM vArI lAla, cAlyA paraThaNa kAja re, huM vArI lAla, ITa nIMbhADe jaI karI huM vArI lAla, cuNya karma samAja ke, huM vArI lAla. AvI zuddha bhAvanA huM vArI lAla, pAmyA kevaLa jJAna re, huM vArI lAla bhagavAna nemanAtha prabhune khulAse sAMbhaLe. je kRSNa labdhinA lADavA hoya, te mane kape nahI. cha mahinAnI tapazcaryA che, chatAM pitAne hAthe parAvavA jAya che. zramajIvI sAdhu te juo ! nIMbhADe hoya tyAM jaI rAkhanI sAthe ekarasa karI nAMkhe che. A paraThavavAnI rIta che. lADune caLe che. ema kamane caLe che. kSepaka zreNI, kSapakabhAva, kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzanane prApta kare che. cAra ghanaghAtI karma tuTI jAya che. aMtarAya kamara tuTI jAya che. tethI have game tyAM jAya tyAM ene AhArapANI maLI rahe. bhagavAna nemanAthanA vacana upara pUrNa vizvAsa che. A dharma vIrane che, kAyarane nahIM. vIranA bhAge vIra cAlI zake, kAyaranuM kAma nathI. kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana thayuM emAM DhaMDhaNa munine pUrva bhava dekhAze. gata janmamAM teo kheDUta hatAM. temane 1000 baLada ane 500 sAthI hatAM. eka divasa badhAne chuTavAne TAIma thaI gayele, chatAM temaNe hukama karyo ke eka cAsa vadhAre le. 1500 jIne eTalI vAra khAvAmAM aMtarAya nAMkhI. bAMdhelA karma avazya bhagave ja chUTake che. te kama caramabhavamAM udayamAna thayuM ane cha mahInA sudhI AhAra pANIne jega na thayuM. "bharapANa chee pahelA vratane aticAra che. hAlatAMcAlatAM keTalAM karma baMdhAya che tene kSaNe kSaNe vicAra kare. huM boluM chuM, te koIne duHkharUpa thatuM nathI ne? koIne bhAta pANInI aMtarAya paDatI nathI ne? jIvanamAM paLe paLe jAgRta rahe. ame dhrAMgadhrAmAM hatA tyAre eka bhAI belyA, "A dharatIkaMpa thaye. paNa A jarAkamAM zuM? eka jorathI AMcako Ave ane AkhI duniyA nAza pAme te sArUM. AjanA leko jIvavA yogya nathI. tethI pharI duniyA ubhI karavAnI jarUra che." AvuM belavAthI keTalAM karma baMdhAya che? A hiMsAnubaMdhI raudra dhyAna che. bhagavAnanI bhAvanA kevI hatI? sarva jIva karUM zAsana rasI, evI bhAvanA haiye vasI." dareka jIva pitAnA AtmAnuM kalyANa kare. ane badhA mokSamArga jAya. AvI bhAvanAthI tirthaMkara nAma gautra utpanna thayuM che. vIsa sthAnakanI ArAdhanA karavAthI tirthaMkaranAma gotra baMdhAya che. tame dharmamAM kema sAva sunakAra che? dharmanI jAgRti hovI joIe. mAnavane janma te maLe, paNa bhAvamAM bedAza che. dharmamAM sunakAra che ke dharmane jhaNakAra che? jenI pAse lAkha karoDo rUpiyA Ave che tene tenuM khamIra hoya che, pAvara hayA che. tamane jaina dharma maLe tenuM khamIra che?

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bhaTake dvAra dvArA lekana ke, kukara AzA dhArI, Atama anubhava rasa ke rasIyA utare na kabahu khumArI, jJAna sudhArasa pIje, AzA aurana kI kayA kIje !" jene AtmAnA anubhavane rasAsvAda cAkhe che ene paisAnuM mahAbhya nathI AvatuM. karoDapatinuM ke IndranuM mahAbhya nathI AvatuM, ane te tirthaMkara devanuM mahAo Ave che. jeNe dharmanuM ArAdhana karyuM enuM mahAsya lAve. tame moTaramAM beThA che ane sAdhu maLe te utarIne page lAge che ? are ghaNA te bole ke bicArA sAdhu kevA baLabaLatA bapore cAlIne jAya che! bicAro keNa che? moTaramAM beThele bicAre che. A sAdhue te dehAbhyAsa choDe che, meha rAjAne namatuM nathI, paisAne salAma bharato nathI. sAdhu te Indrane paNa Indra che. cakravatIne paNa cakavatI che. Indra pAse IndriyanA sukha che. jyAre sAdhu pAse atIndriya sukha che. te mAyakAMgala na hoya. tenI pAse te dharma pAmyAnuM khamIra che. niSakumAra dharmamAM AgaLa vadhavA mATe vrata AdarI rahyA che. vizeSa adhikAra avasara. . vyAkhyAna naM 61 bhAdaravA vada 10 maMgaLavAra tA. 14-9-71 have bIjA satya vrata viSe bhagavAna samajAve che. asatya-juThuM belavuM e pApa che. asatya bolanAranI duniyAmAM pratIti rahetI nathI. juddo jaladI pakaDAya che. nabhatuM nathI. bhagavAne kahyuM che. "davaM raju vahu majAvaM" satya te ja bhagavAna che. sAcuM bele emAM koI vizna Ave, kaTokaTI Ave, mAthuM paNa uDI jAya, paNa je satyane Azare le che e tarI jAya che. aMte satyane vijaya thAya che. anya dharmamAM "satyanArAyaNa" satyane nArAyaNanI upamA ApI che. je mANasa satyanI sAdhanA kare che tenAmAM dharma Take che. asatya bolanAramAM dharma kadI TakatuM nathI. jIvanagADInI gati badalavAnI kAMI jarUra nathI, jarUrata che mAtra tenA pATA badalavAnI. kheTA pATA parathI sAcA pATA para lAvI che eTale kAma patyuM. tame kaI mANasane bIjA zeTha pAse ugharANIe mokale che te yathArtha nAma Ape che ne? bIjAnuM nAma Apo to rUpiyA maLe nahIM. TekasImAM beThA, sIvALe che, kayAM javuM che ? kayAM utArUM? te sAcuM ThekANuM na Ape te kayAM utAre

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364 AvA sAmAnya vyavahAra paNa satya para cAle che. teA tamArA jIvanano eka-eka pravRttimAM paNa satyane sthAna ApeA. eka bApa chekarAne zIkhavADe che ke kAi Ave te kaheje, mArA pitAzrI mahAra gayA che. ugharANI karavA AvyA te ekara kahe che. mArA bApujI upara gayA che, paNa kahyu che ke mahAra gayA che ema kaheje. Ama cheAkarI satya Ale che. ane asatya khelatAM zIkhavADe che. asatya pAchaLa keTaluM chupAvavuM paDe che ? jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke tArA svabhAva juThThuM' khelavAnA nathI. A ghATakeparamAM jIMdagImAM kaI juThThuM khelyA na DAya evA kAI batAvaze ? " eka haze paNa AkarUM paDaze, DhAMkavuM kapaTanuM kAma jI, lAkhA khIjA karavA paDaze, chaLa tA sa'grAmajI. jIva tu chAnA karIza nahI' kAma, chAnA karIza nahI. kAma, nahItara tArA rIsAI jAze rAma, jIva tuM chAnA karIza nahI kAma jI. '" asatyane Apa devA mATe keTalI vAra juduM khelavuM paDe che? aMte asatya satya thaI zakatu ja nathI, te hiMmata lAvI sAcuM melI de te vAta patI jAya. paNa vaDha krama javA devAya ! vaTa ane abhimAnane lIdhe satya hakIkta kahI zakatA nathI. keAI sAdhu pAse pApanuM prAyazcita karavA Ave te ene paNa satya hakIkata kahevI paDe che. AmAM paNa jo chupAve ane asatya khele teA eka mahinAnu Avatu hAya tene badale e mahinAnuM prAyazcita Apavu paDe che. gurU sAme paNa kapaTa rame che. evuM lAge te gurU enu karelu' pApa traNa vAra khelAve. AghuM pAchuM DAya te pakaDAI jAya che. ghaNAnA jIbhanA agrabhAgamAM madha cApaDelu hAya che. paNa aMdara kAtIla jhera bharyuM che. AvA purUSo leAkamAM pratItinuM kAraNa banatA nathI. badhe satyanA jayajayakAra che. kAle sUrya ugavAnA nathI evuM kadI thAya ? emAM zaMkA kharI ! nA. tame juThThuM khelavAnA nathI temAM zaMkA kharI ne ? hA. jJAnI purUSa kahe che Rtue paNa Rtu pramANe kAma kare che, ziyALe jo varSo thAya ane unALe TADha paDe ane cAmAse jo tApa paDe te zuM thAya? rogacALA phATe ne avyavasthA phelAi jAya. tamArA gharamAM ATha jaNA hAya ane koI e kapa rakAbI phoDayA hAya tA badhA nA pADe. amane khabara nathI. paNa koI gunhA karyAM che ema hiMmatathI kahetuM nathI. juThuM cAra rIte khelAya che. krAthI, lAbhathI, bhayathI ane hAsyathI. je satyanA ja Azraya lye che, te kadI paNa peAtAnuM pApa chupAvatA nathI. keLavaNInA ke bhaNavAnA hetu ze che? skUlamAM jaine zikSaNa levuM zA mATe ? satyamaya jI'gI jIvavA mATe ne ? zikSake geApALakRSNa mekhalene kramavarka (gharakAma) Apyu' che. ghera AvI cApALe

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kupa 9 dAkhalA barAbara gaNyAM. paNa eka dAkhalo AvaDo nahIM. ane moTAbhAI pAse gaNALe. bIje divase nizALe gayA. badhAnA dAkhalA pAMca cha sAcA paDyA. paNa gokhalenA dasa dAkhalA sAcA paDyAM ane mAstara khuza thayA ane eka rUpiye InAma ApyuM. gokhale te revA mAMDyA. bIjA chokarAo kahe che are, A mUrkha che. rUpiye maLe ane rovA beTho. gokhale kahe che, A InAmane huM lAyaka nathI. nava dAkhalA meM gaNyA che, paNa dasamo dAkhalo mArA moTAbhAIe gaNI Ape che. A InAmane huM lAyaka nathI. gokhale satya hakIkta belyA ane mAstara AnAthI vadhAre khuza thayAM ane pAMca rUpiyA ApyA. ane mAstare kahyuM, mArA vidyAthI AvA sAcAbolA che te jANI mane atyaMta AnaMda thAya che. bhaviSyamAM gokhale mahAna netA banyAM. Aje te vidyAthI corI karIne pAsa thavAvALA che. samAjamAM paNa jyAM juo tyAM cerI thaI rahI che. tAkAmAMthI vAra re, kApaDIye paNa cora, vAramAMthI tasu core, darajIDe paNa cora. vAlamAMthI ratI core, tenI paNa cora, rIyala kahIne kalacara Ape, jhaverI paNa cora. A samayamAM jyAM juo tyAM cAre bAju thora, keI dhana core koI mana core, koI koInAM citaDAM core. kApaDIye kApaDane mApatAM mApatAM eka vAra ochuM karI nAkhe. gharAgane khabara nA paDe. bhagavAna kahe che daMbha-3La zA mATe kare che? jevA aMdara che evA bahAra dekhAo. corI, juTha Adi karI tame tamArA AtmAne ja chetarI rahyA che. ghaNuM hAsyamAM paNu jIruM bele che. eprilanI 1lI tArIkhe eprilakula kare, mazkarImAM jIruM bele, kaMIkane dhrAsakA paDAve. paNa juThThathI AtmA bhArekama bane che. e samajAtuM nathI. vidyAthIne kAMI AvaDatuM na hoya, paNa dara parIkSAe zikSakane lAMca ApI de, eTale vagara mahenate AgaLa caDI jAya. pacAsa pacAsa kesanI thappI paDI hoya ne cApANInA paisA Apo eTale tamAre kesa upara AvI jAya. badhe juThThANuM khUba ja vadhI gayuM che. kanyA nAnI hoya ene meTI kahevI, AvaData vagaranI heya ene bhaye bhAta pADI che ema kahevuM. A paNa juThuM che ne! juThuM belIne haka lagADavA, ekabIjA upara tuTI paDavuM. A badhuM asatyane lIdhe thAya che. jara-jamIna mATe keTalA jhagaDA thAya che? kaI sAthe jamIna laI gayuM? Aje paisAvALA paNa duHkhI hoya che ane vagara paisAvALA paNa dukhI che. pisAthI sukhI ema manane manAve che. paisA Ave che tyAre rAjI thAya che, ane jAya che tyAre DhaDhapha thaI jAya che. eka peDhImAM eka zeThe 25 lAkha dhIryA che. acAnaka peDhI besI jAya che. A

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kuka sAMbhaLI zeThane te paraseve vaLI jAya che. hAya, mArA ra5lAkha rUpiyAnuM zuM thaze? peDhIne mAlIka vicAre che ke, mArI peDhImAM 25 lAkha dhIranAra zeThane mAre cheda na devAya te mArA upakArI che. bIjAne bhale ochA apAya, paNa temane te purA paisA ApI devA joIe. bIjA badhAne 4 AnI, 6 AnI sagavaDatA pramANe ApIza. Ama vicArI rAtrIe eka DabbAmAM 25 lAkha rUpiyA laIne zeThane tyAM jAya che. rAtre zeThane tyAM suve che. zeTha vicAra kare che. Aje savAre badhI vAta karIza. savAre uThIne jIve che te pele peDhIne mAlika cAlya gaye che. zeThanA haiyAmAM phALa paDI. arere, have mArA paisA nahIM Ave. rAtre vAta karI heta te rUpiyAnI jogavAI thaI jAta. zeTha khuba valepAta kare che. pathArI upADI te gAdalA nIcethI DAbale nIkaLyo temAM patra hatuM ane 25 lAkha rUpiyA hatAM. zeTha khUba rAjI thayAM. hAza! mArA rUpiyA maLI gayAM. rUpiyA maLe te sukha ane jAya te duHkha. zeThane paisA te kayAranA maLI gayAM hatA paNa jAyuM nahatuM tethI manane zAMti maLatI nahatI. jJAna e dukhanuM kAraNa nathI paNa rAgadveSanA je bhAve thAya che te duHkhanuM kAraNa che. mana para asara thAya tyAre duHkha thAya che. dIkare bahAragAma heya ane acAnaka hArTa pheIlathI dasa vAge gujarI gaye, chokare gujarI gaye te TAIme dezamAM mA-bApa bAsudI-purI khAya che. paNa tAra Avyo ke hRdayaroganA humalAthI bhAIne svargavAsa thayela che. A sAMbhaLI ke AghAta lAge che! jyAre marI gaye tyAre jamaNa cAlatuM hatuM paNa duHkha na hatuM. jyAM rAga che tyAM dukha che. rAga kADhI nAkhe te dukha na rahe, mana:paryava jJAnI, avadhi-jJAnI ke kevaLajJAnI pitAnA jJAnamAM AvA te keTalAye siA jotA heya paNa temane duHkha thatuM nathI. kAraNa ke temane rAga nathI. rAge jIvane khuba khuvAra karI nAMkhe che. rAgane kAraNe jIva juThuM bele, kaMIkanA gaLA para charI pherave. satya mAro dharma che e paNa bhUlI jAya. che satya e sau vratanuM ja mULa, jyAM satya tyAM jJAna suzAMti mULa, te satyamAM huM mana, deha, vANI, jeDIza e nizcaya Aja mAre." satya e sarvavratanuM mULa che. satyanuM jJAna hovuM joIe. ane enuM AcaraNa paNa hovuM joIe. daMbha kare nathI, ADaMbara kare nathI e nirNaya kare. puruSo game tevAM dukha Ave te asatyane Azaro letA nathI. satyanuM mahAbhya hRdayamAM barAbara vasyuM che. bhale bhIkha mAMgavI paDe te mAge, paNa huM jarA paNa bolatA nathI. jenA nAma para kula mukAtAM hoya, jenA phoTA apAsarAmAM mukAtAM hoya, jene bALavA mATe hajAro mANase bhegA thayA hoya, paNa asatya, anyAya, anIti, apramANiktA karI hoya te marIne tiryaMca gatimAM jAya, tyAM mAramAMthI koNa choDAvA jAya che?

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30 udaya AvatAM jyAre bhAgave phaLa ehanA, vipAke bhAgI nA koI bAMdhanArA ja bhAgave." krama jyAre uyamAna thAya che tyAre mAMdhanArane ja bhAgavavA paDe che. strI mATe dAgInA Aphri banAvyA, putrA mATe vaibhavanA DhagalA khaDakathA, paNa pApanA poTalAM bAMdhyA te peAtAne bhAgavavA paDaze. tamAre zera dhAna ja khAvA joI e che. tA ATalI anIti kema kareA che ? jIThu kema melA che? kama mAMdhyAM e lAgavavA paDaze tamane have ema kema thatu' nathI bIjAne mATe mAre krama mAMdhavA nathI. manuSya pApakama karIne dhanane amRtanI mAphaka ekaThuM kare che. ghaNAnI sAthe vera bAMdhe che. ghaNAnAM ghara jhuMTavI le che. AvA jIvA narakanA adhikArI thAya che. pAnAcaMda nAmanA eka zeTha che. te khUba zrImaMta che, paNa temanu dila dAsI che. eka divasa zeTha DrAivarane kahe husena, jaldI mATara taiyAra kara, mAre maMdire javu che, zeThanA mIjAja eTale badhA ke, sau tenI sAthe vAta karatAM thathare. DrAivara husena zeTha pAse AvI vinatIbharyA avAje kahe che, zeTha sAheba ! mArA ekanA eka dikarA TAIphAIDamAM paDhA che. cAra chekarI para ekanAeka che, mane mArA pagAramAMthI 51 rUpiyA Ape| ane 3 divasanI rajA mApeA tA DaoNkaTarane khelAvI davA karAvI zakuM. zeTha kahe che ema paisA maphata Ave che ! e tAre rajA levI hAya / jA tane kAyama mATe rajA che, mArI nAkarI karavI hAya tA tane eka divasa paNa rajA nahI maLe. zeThane mandira darzana karavA javuM che, paNa garItra para hamadadI nathI. sahAnubhUtinA dIvaDA olavAI gayA che. husenane haravApharavA ke Ana karavA nathI javu' paNa zeThanA dilamAM rAma vasatA nathI. husena vinatI kare che, kAkaludI kare che, te paNa zeTha mAnatA nathI ane kaheche gADI taiyAra kara. hamaNAM nAstA karIne AvuM chuM. zeTha nAstA karavA Tebala para bese che tyAM temanI putravadhU sudhA Ave che sudhAne joI zeTha kahe che kema beTA, kAMI kAma che ? hAM bApujI, eka vAta karavA AvI chuM. sudhA javAba Ape che eTale zeTha kahe che, zu kahevu che. ? kahI de sudhA kahe che. ApaNI kAmavALInA chekarAne meTrIkanu phAma' bharavu che tethI 25 rUA. tene joIe che te ApA ne, ghaNA vasathI ApaNuM kAma kare che. A sAMbhaLI zeThanA pAvara jAya che. ane gussAmAM khele che, paisA mata nathI AvatA! mArI pAse evA paisA vadhArAnAM nathI. mArI pAse tamAre kAie paisAnI vAta karavI nahIM. Ama paisA ApavA mAMDu. te tijorI khAlI thaI jAya. sudhA te cupacApa seADAmAM cAlI jAya che. zeTha nAstA karI taiyAra thAya che. ane koTanA khissAmAM hAtha nAkhe che teA pAkITa maLatuM nathI. zeTha husenane buma mAre che. alyA husena, mArUM... pAkITa meTaramAM paDI rahyuM che? jarA tapAsa karx kAle ugharANInA

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2200 rUpiyA AvyA te pAkiTamAM mukyAM hatAM. husena javAba Ape che, zeTha sAheba ! hamaNAM ja badhuM sAphasupha karyuM che. pAkiTa meTaramAM nathI. A sAMbhaLI zeTha te muMjhAI jAya che. pAkiTa khavAI gayuM, zeTha hAMphaLA phAMphaLA thAya che. have zuM thaze? konA hAthamAM AvyuM haze? maLaze ke nahIM? AvA aneka vicAronI hAramALA cAle che. eka mANasa rastA para cAlyA jatuM hatuM ane khissAmAMthI kAgaLa kADhatAM 100 rU. nI neTa paDI gaI. tenI pAchaLa bIje mANasa cAlyA Ave che. tene A neTa maLI. neTa nI paDI gaI. te tene khabara che paNa pAchI na ApatAM pite tene mAlika thaI gaye, paNa anItinuM nANuM koInI pAse TakatuM nathI. A rUpiyAmAMthI eka joDa kapaDAM kharIdIza, sInemA joIza, AvA aneka manera ghaDate TreInamAM bese che. TreInamAM khuba gIdI che. thoDIvAra pachI khisAmAM hAtha nAMkhe paNa 100 rU. nI neTa nathI. khisuM kapAyuM. ekadama raDavA je thaI jAya che. arere! mArA 100 rUA, gayA ema buma pADe che. bAjumAM beThele mANasa pUche che, bhAI 100 rU. kevI rIte gayAM? ema uparanA khisAmAM paisA rakhAya? atyAre jamAne ke che te jANatA nathI? are bhAI, hamaNAM ja rastAmAMthI maLyAM eTale khissAmAM mUkI dIdhA ane vicAra karyo ke TreInamAM nirAMte besIne aMdaranA khisAmAM mUkI daIza paNa tyAM te upaDI gayA. A sAMbhaLI pele mANasa kahe che, are bhAI! tArA hatAM nahIM. te gayAM temAM zuM ? mAnI le ne ke mane maLyAM ja nathI. "mallA cere muThe ane allA core u" AvI vAta che. pAMca zeranA leTAmAM daza zera dudha nAMkhavA jAya paNa samAya kayAMthI? kimatamAM hoya teTaluM darekane maLe che. anIti karI juThuM belyo eTale kamANI thaI A mAnyatA kADhI nAMkho. juThuM bolavuM e pApa che ke puNya? "pApa". pApanAM phaLa kaDavA hoya ke mIThAM? pApathI sukha na maLe. pApa karIne paise meLavyuM te lakavAnI, kensaranI ane TI bI.nI mAvajatamAM cAlyA jaze. lAkha rIte luMTAI jaze. hajAranI neTanA 500 maLaze. dukAnamAM mAla bharyo haze ane bhAva utarI jaze 2200 rU. nuM pAkITa kayAM gayuM haze tenI cintAmAM pAnAcaMda zeTha paDayA che. temane ekAeka vicAra Ave che, pAnavALAnI dukAne pAna khAdheluM tyAM kadAca paDayuM haze te maLaze. husenane kahe che cAla, maTara pAnavALAne tyAM laI le. have maMdire nathI javuM. pAnavALAne tyAM jaI zeTha pUche che, huM ahIM AvyuM tyAre mAruM eka pAkITa ahIM rahI gayuM che. tamane koIne maLyuM che? pAnavALa kahe che, zeTha, eka vidhavA bahenane maLyuM che. temaNe mane saranAmuM ApyuM che. pAnavALAe zeThane saranAmuM ApyuM, te laI zeTha ane hasena tyAM jAya che. husenane moTaramAM rAkhI zeTha gharamAM jAya che. tyAM mA ane dikare vAta kare che, dikare kahe che, bA, mAre paisAnI jarUra che. tane kAle pAkITa maLyuM che temAMthI 250 rUA. Apa. ApaNe kayAM corI karavA gayA chIe? ApaNane maLyuM che. mAre paisAnI khAsa jarUra che, benkamAM DIjhITanA 250

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3. bharavAnA che. nahIM bhare te nakarI nahIM maLe. mA ApavAnI cakakhI nA pADe che. te kahe che "dikarA, mArA kaThAmAM ALoTe che ane mAruM dUdha lajave che? pArakA paisA para ApaNe kaI adhikAra nathI. temAMthI eka pAI paNuM tane nahIM maLe. A sAMbhaLIne putra kahe che ke mane na de te kAMI nahIM, paNa A moTAbhAIne putra keTale bimAra che tenI yegya TrITamenTa nahIM thAya te te bacaze nahIM. thaDA rUpiyA Apa te DokaTarane laI AvuM. tuM nahIM Ape to huM temAMthI laI lauM chuM. putra pAkITane aDakavA jAya che eTale mA tene tamAro mAre che. ane kahe che, khabaradAra, hAtha aDADe che te. A vAta kAnekAna sAMbhaLatAM zeThanuM haiyuM pIgaLavA mAMDayuM ane husena pAse jaI tene kahe che, tuM jaldI jA ane ApaNA phemilI DokaTarane laI Ava. husena DokaTarane laIne Ave che. aMdara jAya che. zeTha DokaTarane kahe che. ahIM eka vidhavAne pautra bimAra che, tene tapAsavAne che. DokaTara aMdara jAya che. bAI DokaTarane joI pUche che, tame kyAMthI AvyA? DokaTara kahe che, huM tamArA bimAra pautrane tapAsavA Avyo chuM. DekaTaranI vAta sAMbhaLI bAI kahe che "Apa makAna bhUlI gayA lAge che. mAro pautra bimAra che. paNa meM Apane bolAvyA nathI. kAraNa, mArI pAse ApanI vijhiTa phInA paisA nathI." zeTha aMdara Ave che. ane kahe che bahena, DokaTarane meM belAvyA che. Apane paisA ApavAnA nathI. meM bahAra ubhA rahI tamAre mA-dikarAne saMvAda sAMbhaLe che. tamane je pAkITa maLyuM che te mArUM che. AvI garIbAImAM paNa tame ATalI pramANikatA ane nIti jALavI zake che, te jANe mane ghaNe AnaMda thaye che. AjathI tame mArI bahena che. huM 2200 rU. tamane vIrapasalIne ApuM chuM. tamArA gharamAM satyane vAsa che. A ja sAcuM mAnavatAnuM maMdira che. bAI zeThane pAkITa pAchuM Ape che ane kahe che, "zrama vinAnuM nANuM mane na joIe. bhAI, jyAre bahu jarUra paDaze tyAre tamane jarUra yAda karIza. paNa atyAre A paisA tame laI jAo. zeTha ghaNuM samajAve che. AvI garIbImAM A rUpiyA tamane upayogI thaze. paNa bAI mAnatI nathI. DokaTaranI phI zeTha bharI de che ane dararoja A bALakanI tabiyata tame joI jaje evI bhalAmaNa kare che. bahAra AvI husenane kahe che. husena, A le 51 rU. tane ApuM chuM. tArA putranI davA karAvaje. ane A DokaTara sAhebane moTaramAM tArA ghare laI jA. huM TekasImAM cAlyA jaIza. jyAM sudhI tAro putra sAje na thAya tyAM sudhI tane rajA che. paisAnI jarUra paDe te mArI pAsethI vinA saMkece laI je. husenane thAya che ke A zeThamAM ekAeka parivartana kema AvyuM? paNa kAMI samajAtuM nathI. zeThamAM mAnavatA jAgI uThI che. zeTha tyAMthI sIdhA benkamAM gayA. ane pelI vidhavA bAInA putranA nAme 250 rUA. DIpojhITa bharI AvyAM.

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pathara, gAra ne jhADavA pUjyA, pUjyA pIpaLa pAna, pUjyA uMdaraDA ne gAvaDI pujI, zvAnane niyuM dhAna, harIjana tara jANa, pAyuM nahi pAva pANI. gArAnI gorane ane paththaranA devane jIva pUje che. ane jIvatA jAgatAM mAnavanAM duHkha dUra karavAnI bhAvanA jAgatI nathI. mAnavane tiraskAra kare che. zrAvakanuM haiyuM AvuM na hoya tenA hRdayamAM dukhI cha pratye karUNAbhAva heya.. pAnAcaMda zeTha ghera AvI putravadhUne bolAve che ane kahe che "AjathI A cAvIne guDA tane seMpuM chuM. je sakhAvata karavI hoya te karavAnI tamane chUTa che. A lakSmI tamArI ja che ane kAmavALIne pa0 rUA. ApI deje." sudhAne thayuM, mArA sasarAnA dilanuM barAbara parivartana thaI gayuM che. paNa parivartana thavAnuM kAraNa samajANuM nahi. pitAne maLelI lakSamIne sadvyaya kara ke duvyaya kare te pitAnA hAthanI vAta che.. garIba bAimAM paNa keTalI nIti, TekIlApaNuM ane satya para vizvAsa hatuM! sAca barAbara tapa nahi juTha barAbara pApa, jA ke hirade sAMca he, tAke hirade gurU Apa." satya e ja tapa che. e ja dharma che. satya jenA jIvanamAM sopAMga vaNAya che, tenuM avazya kalyANa thAya che. vyAkhyAna naM. 62 bhAdaravA vada 11 ne budhavAra tA. 15-9-71 niSakumAra, bhagavAnanuM pravacana sAMbhaLe che. ane hRdayanA bhAve palTAI jAya che. game tevuM sukha hoya paNa vijaLInA jhabakArAM jevuM che. A jIvana paNa cAlyuM jAya che. koInI sAthe kAMI AvatuM nathI. pote hevA chatAM badhuM cAlyuM jAya che. athavA pitAne cAlyA javuM paDe che. bhegamAM sukha mAnavuM te sAcuM sukha nathI. bahAranA padArthomAM sAcuM sukha ja nathI. je zAzvata sukhane samaje che te bahAranA sukhane choDI de che. duHkhanA dariyAmAM DubavA re lAge, DubatAne saMte AvIne ugAye, hata svarUpathI ajANa, enI karAvI pIchANa, bhavathI mukti re maLe, cetana cAle re have sukha nahIM paramAM maLe.

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37 saMsArarUpI samudramAM jIva anAdikALathI duHkhI thatuM AvyuM chedariye khAre ema saMsAra khAre che. dariyAnA pANImAMthI kadI mIThuM pANI maLe che? ema saMsAramAM sukha che ja nahIM, chatAM tene choDavAnuM mana kema thatuM nathI ? ekendriyamAM jIve anaMtA duHkha veThayAM. nigodamAM rahevA mATe zarIra paNa svataMtra na maLyuM. ekendriyamAMthI trasakAyamAM AvyuM. beIndriyamAMthI teIndriyamAM AvyuM. pachI punyAi vadhavAthI caurendriyamAM Avyo ane vadhAre puNyAithI asaMjJI paMcendriyamAM AvyuM. tyAMthI saMjJI paMcendriyamAM AvyuM. tyAM prathama samyagadarzana prApta karI zake che. dharmamaya jIvana gALavuM, dharma mATe jIvana chAvara karI nAkhavuM. A mAnava karI zake che. duHkhanA dariyA vaTAvatA vaTAvatA uttama kuLa maLyuM. pArasamaNi je manuSyane bhava maLe. gurUne jega maLe. A avasara tamane dharma karavA mATe kayAre maLavAnuM che? manuSyabhava ane AvI badhI jogavAI karIne maLavI muzkela che. e manuSyabhavamAM zuM karavAnuM che ane zuM karI rahyA chIe? haiyAmAM bhautikanI ja vAsanA bharI paDI che. eTale ene ja mATe phAMphAM mAre che. bhagavAnanI bhakti-stuti karIne paNa ene e ja joIe che. devAdhideva tame mikSa kera dAnI, ame mAMganArA karIe nAdAnI, pArasanI pAse ame patharAe mAMgIe, tame jene tyAga karyo. e ja ame mAMgIe. prabhunI bhakti karatAM te janmamaraNanA pherA TaLI jAya. enA badale prabhu pAse paNa saMsAra vRddhi ja mAMge che. jarA vicAre to kharA ke saMsAra keTale svArthamaya che. mAlika pitAnA DhoranI pAsethI kAma levA ene ghI pIvaDAve, sAre cAre nIre ane jyAre e Dhora nibaLa banI jAya tyAre ene kasAIkhAne mokalI de che, ke svAthI mAlIka ? e ja Akho saMsAra svAthI che ! tame putrane moTo karyo ane bhaNAvya-gaNAvyuM ane paraNAvyuM. pachI A chokare beTo thatAM tamArI upara caDI bese che ne? je pappA kahete hate te tamArI pAse paisA mAMge che ane tamane dabAve che ne? matalaba che tyAM sudhI ThIka, nahIMtara khuna paNa karI nAMkhe che. eka bhAInI pAchaLa paThANa DAMga laIne phare che. pele bhAI game tyAM jAya te tenI pAchaLa dhyAna rAkhe che. jIvananI salAmatI mATe rokIdAra rAkhe che. ene putra paisA mAMge che. ane kesa kare che. mAravAnI dhamakI ApI che. eTale cekIdAra rAkhyo che. pise anarthanuM kAraNa che. rAjA jamavA bese te paheluM kutarAne nAMkhe. tene khAtarI thAya ke AmAM kAMI nathI pachI ja khAya. prAIma mInIsTara pharatAM baMdukadhArIo phare che. kAraNa ke, artha anarthanuM kAraNa che. ane temAM lezamAtra paNa sukha nathI. chatAM jIvo saMsAramAM keTalAM racyApacyA rahe che! saMsAra choDavA jevo che. eTaluM hece beThuM che? atyAre saMyama laI zake evI dehanI sthiti na hoya te evI

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371 bhAvanA bhAvA ke he prabhu, AvatA janmamAM nava varSanA thAuM' ane huM sayamane aMgIkAra karu'. pAMce indriyanA viSaya para vijaya prApta karUM. bhagavAnanA caraNAmAM jIvana samarpita karI dau'. ahI Asaktine teDI nAMkheA. anAsakta yAgavALA devaleAkamAM jAya. tyAM paNa tatvanA vicArA kare che. devaleAkamAMthI paNa bhagavAna kayAM birAje che te jove che. mithyAtvI devA devaleAkanA vaibhavamAM-bhAgavilAsamAM paDI jAya che. ane bhagavAna yAda paNa AvatA nathI. paradezI rAjA mRtyu pAmIne sUryabha nAmanA deva thayA, ke tarata bhagavAna pAse jaI, be hAtha joDI, vaMdana namaskAra karI, prabhune vinayapUrvaka temaNe pUchyuM ke huM prabhu, huM' bhavI chuM ke abhavI chuM, samyagdaSTi chuM ke mithyA dRSTi chuM, sulabhameAdhI chuM ke dula bhakhAdhI chuM, ArAdhaka chuM ke virAdhaka che.paritasa'sArI chuM ke aparitasaMsArI chuM, huM... carama chuM ke acarama chuM? paNa mane keTalI rANIe maLaze, mane keTalI sattA maLaze evuM kAMI pUchatAM nathI, paNa AdhyAtmika prazna pUche che. bhagavAna kahe che huM sUryAMbha! tuM bhavI chuM, samyak dRSTi chuM, sulabhakhAdhI chuM, ArAdhaka chuM, piratnasArI chuM ane carama zarIrI chuM. tuM ahIMthI cavIne manuSyanA bhatra karI meAkSamAM javAnA chuM." AvuM sAMbhaLatA tenuM haiyuM nAcI uThe che. te harSoM ullAsamAM AvI jAya che. ratnAnI ke lAkhA amajo rUpiyAnI prApti thAya tevA ullAsa nahI. paNa tenA karatAM anaMtagaNuM| ha thAya che. jene AtmAnI laganI lAgI hAya te ja AvA prazna pUche. " laganI lAgI che ke agni jAgI che tArA milananI prabhu, jAya bhale janmArA paNa dhIraja huM nA hAruM, jIvuM huM jyAM sudhI tyAM sudhI samaryo karuM tane, laganI lAgI che ke agni jAgI che tArA milananI prabhu, pale pala janmyA karu' tane ke laganI lAgI che ke agni jAgI che. tArA milananI prabhu ! bhavya jIva-samyagdaSTi AtmAo ke jeNe AtmAnuM jJAna meLavyuM che tene eka AtmAnI ja laganI lAgI che. ti kA pAsethI, gaNadharo pAsethI, saMtA pAsethI A jJAna maLe. jeNe mAtra jANyA che te matAve. titha kare, gurUo A mAganA bheAmIyA che. te satya paMtha batAvaze. tamAre konI pAse javuM che? traNa pAse ke paisAvALA pAse? zrImaMtA bhayaMkara aTavImAM aTavAyA che te tamane zuM mAga batAvaze? prabhunA milananI laganI lagADo te avazya tamArA nistAra thaze. devaleAkamAM jAva ta sIdhA bhagavAna pAse paheAMcI jaze ne ? bhegavilAsamAM phasAI naDI jAyane ? bhagavAnane sUryAMbha deve prazna pUchyA tevA prazna pUcho. mAre keTaleA sa`sAra che, have mAre keTalA bhava karavAnA che? AvA prazna kayAre pUchAya ? jyAre AtmAnuM gheluM lAge tyArene ? jene rucI na heAya

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tene dharmanI vAta na game. Aje ghaNAM pramAdI jIve bIjAnI dukAne jaI gappAM mAraze, vahu kiye sahu sanI svitra sarasTa sabhaththara nahIM re uwye jainuM koI kahe te kahI de ke mane TAIma nathI. moDuM thAya che. enA jIvananI utkrAMtimAM paNa te moDo ja paDavAne che. AvA ja raste bhulelA che. jene satya maga prApta thayo che tene vaibhavamAM cena paDatuM nathI. ekaja jhaMkhanA che. he prabhu, A janmAro tArI AjJA pramANe vartanamAM ja kADhe che. jagatane ruDuM dekhADavA ghaNe samaya pasAra karyo. have AtmA mATe TAIma kADhave che. he prabhu, tArA vacanemAM mane vizvAsa che. game tevI Apatti Ave te paNa dhIraja khuTatI nathI. eka garIba mANasane kaI yogIe kahyuM, tArA gharamAM pUrva dizAnA khUNAmAM sAta carU che. A mANasa e yogInuM vacana sAMbhaLI AnaMdamAM AvI jAya che. ane keSa, kedALAM ane trikama laI davA mAMDe che. DhIMcaNa sudhIne khADo kare che paNa kAMI nIkaLatuM nathI, chatAM yegInA vacanamAM vizvAsa che. haju vadhu khedIza eTale caru nIkaLaze. keDasamANuM khede che ane eka zilA nIkaLe che. have bAvaDAmAM vadhu jora AvI jAya che. ane aMte khaNaNaNa, kharuNaNa ... avAja thAya che. sAta carU nIkaLe che. garIba mANasa zrImaMta banI jAya che. ATaluM dhana maLatAM te harSAvezamAM AvI jAya che. jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke tArI aMdara anaMta nidhAna che. dhyAna dhara. AtmaciMtana kara. tArI vastu tane avazya prApta thaze. prathama dhyAna dharavA besaze tyAre strInA, putranA, parivAranA, peDhInA vicAra Avaze. prathama khedakAma karatAM dhuLa ane paththara ja nIkaLe paNa haju vadhu prayatna kara. ratnane khajAne tyAMthI ja prApta thavAne che. dhIraja hAravAnI jarUra nathI. bhagavAnanA mahata vAka para zraddhA rAkha. tuM bhikhArI nathI. jaDa pAse bhIkha mAMgavAnI mukI de. moTara, baMgale Adi anaMtavAra maLyuM, tenAthI AtmAnI garaja sarI nathI. mananI bhukha tenAthI zamatI nathI. duniyAmAM je prapaMca cAlI rahyo che te pAzeranI kaMThI puravA mATe nathI. paNa peDhIonI peDhIo khAya eTalA annanA keThA puravA mATe che. eka bhAI e amerIkAnA eka kaDapati-jahena jekaba esTarane pUchyuM, ApanI pAse apAra samRddhi che. 70-70 peDhIo khAya chatAMya khuTe nahIM eTaluM dhana che. mane lAge che ke ApanA je sukhI saMsAramAM koI nahIM hoya. dhanapatie hasatAM hasatAM javAba Apyo, "bhAI ! bAhya daSTie huM saMsArane sukhI mANasa gaNAto hoIza. paNa jarA vicAra to kare, ATalI apAra samRddhi hevA chatAM huM pAmuM chuM zuM ? be TaMka bhejana ane A kapaDAM ke bIjuM kAMI? gaddhAvaitaru karuM chuM ane meLavuM che keTaluM ? mArA jevo mahAdaHkhiye bIjo koI nahI hoya." pAzera khAvuM ane pAMca maNanI upAdhi karavI evI jIvanI durdazA che. karoDapati hoya ke jhUMpaDImAM rahenAra hoya paNa khAvAne prazna te baMne mATe samAna ja che. paNa vadhu meLavavAnI tRSA jAge che tyArathI dukhanA pagaraNa maMDAya che. A kAMTho janma che, sAmo kAMTho matyane che,

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374 vacce AtmA jholA khAya che. pAra vagaranA dhADA kare che. bhaNavAnuM, DIgrI meLavavAnu' vagere badhuM paisA mATe ja thAya che. paisA meLavavA asatya, cArI vagerene Azaro le che. AmAM Atmasanmukha dRSTi kayAMthI thAya? pAMca prakAre jIva jIhu' khele che. kannAlika, = kanyA saMbadhI, gAvAlika = gAyA, ane leAmAlika = bhumi saMbaMdhI ane koinI thApaNupaisA laIne oLave che. khATI sAkSI puravA jAya che. A asatyathI viramavuM tenuM nAma satyavrata. niSadhakumArane sAcA rAha batAvanAra bhagavAna nemanAtha maLyAM. ane sAcI samajaNu ApI. pAMce IndriyanA viSaya sukha bhAgavanArane prabhu nemanAtha paDakAra kare che. jemAM teo sukha mAne che tene bhagavAna sukhAbhAsa kahe che. vaDIle ApaNane hitazikSA Ape tA tenA svikAra karIe chIe teA titha karanA vacana para vizvAsa zA mATe nathI ? satyanA satya rIte svikAra karI tene AcaraNamAM utArI. bhagavAna kahe che: tane ema lAge che ke me' bahu pApa karyAM che, mArA ArA kyAre Avaze? paradezI rAjAe kevA pApa karyAM ? temanA leAhI kharaDAyelA hAtha hatA, jIvatA mANasAne ku bhImAM purIne reNu daI detAM, jIvatatvanA niNaeNya karavA cAranA TukaDe TukaDA karI nAMkhatA. adhama thI khyAti meLavI hatI. khyAti e rIte meLavAya che. eka sadaguNathI, khIjI du^NuthI. gAMdhIjIe paNa khyAti meLavI ane eDasee paNa meLavI. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI sAthe geAzALAe paNa khyAti meLavI. adhama pAchaLa paDelAM evA paradezI rAjAne dezI svAmInA bheTo thayA. ekaeka nake mukhe vAra jAya evAM ghAra pApa paradezInA hatAM. paNa sata samAgame pazcAtApanI bhaThThI saLagAvI. agnithI lAkhaDanA kATa ukhaDI jAya tema pazcAtApathI kamanA kATa ukhADavA mAMDayA, jhera denAra para paNa AMkhanA khuNe lAla na karyAM. tamane satsa Mga keTalA varasAthI thaye che ? chatAM dazA badalANI? dazA badalAyatA dizA badalAI jAya. jyAre khAI vidhavA thAya che tyAre tene lagnanA divase paherAvela gharacALu dAgInA Adi paherAve che, zaNagArI badhAnI vacce besADe che ane tene krUratAM esI badhA raDe che. A vakhate te vidhavAne te ghareNAM-kapaDAM kevA lAge ? eka vakhata hAMze hAMze paridhAna karelA pASAka Aje AkAza lAge che. paheravA pazu gamatA nathI paNa kuTuMbIo parANe paherAve che. ema jene vairAgya Ave tene vaibhava aLakhAmaNA lAge che. mATe dazA badale jIvanamAM palTo lAve. satyane paMthe AvA. Ama ne Ama jIvanamAM jhuhu' kayAM sudhI calAvaze ? Aje tamArA jIvana kevA che ? " mukhaDAthI mAra mIThuM le ne keDe rAkhe kaTArI, kathavAnI tA yA pALe ane mANasane nAkhe sahArI, re khigarI kema khanI tuM sArI re jenI paDI prakRti naThArI. " Aje mANusamAM dhama hRdayaspazI" banyA nathI. kSudra jaMtunI yA pALe ane

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pitAnA jAti bhAI upara pUratA varasAve! kaMthavAnI dayA pALanAra mANasane saMhAra kevI rIte kare? mAra mahethI mIDe TahukAra kare, ane AkhA ne AkhA sapane gaLI jAya. tema mAnava paNa bhASAmAM madhuratAnA praveza kare ane koI garIba mANasanI pAse thoDA rUpiyA leNA hoya te tenI paristhitine vicAra karyA vinA tenA para dA kare. jenI pAse khAvA mATe dANA nathI, paheravA vastro nathI, tenA gaLe TuMpo mAratAM anukaMpA na Ave. dukhiyArA jIvenI nAnI zI mUDI jevI gAya vi. heya te tene vyAjamAM laI jAya. paNa tene ghera dikarAnI bimArI che tene khyAla na kare. je pArakAnI pIDa jANatuM nathI te zuM zrAvaka che? AvA karma haze heza thAya che. paNa kamane kAThIyA naDaze tyAre pika mUkI raDavAne vakhata Avaze. gADhI mAyA karanAra, khATA vacana bolanAra, kapaTa sahita juThuM bolanAra, beTA tela ane beTA mApa rAkhanAra tiryaMca gatimAM jAya che. tiryacanA dukhe te pratyakSa AMkha sAme ja che ne? kevA kevA julma vayA janAvara banIne svAmI, eka re jANe che mAre AtamA he jI re, be aLakhAmaNe ne lAkaDInA mAra khAtAM, vahetI'tI AMsuDAnI dhAra mArI AMkhamAM." jAnavaranA bhavamAM jIve kevAM dukhe sahana karyA che, tenuM tAdazya citra A kaDImAM khaDuM karyuM che. pITha para be lAde ane uparathI lAkaDIonA mAra mAre AMkhamAMthI AMsuDAnI dhArA vahevA mAMDe paNa phariyAda sAMbhaLanAra kezu? pagamAM leDhAnA khIlA mAre. varasAdamAM DAmaranI saDaka para doDatAM paga baLI jAya ane besI jAya te mAlika mArImArIne adhamuo karI nAMkhe. pITha para cAMdA paDI gayA hoya tethI kAgaDAo phelI khAya paNa kAgaDAne uDADanAra keNu! gADe jeDANa heya, sakhata tApa haya, tRSA khUba lAgI hoya, sAme taLAvaDuM bharyuM hoya chatAM paNa pANI pIvA jaI zake nahi, keTalI parAdhInatA? AvI parAdhInatA kema AvI? kamane lIdhe ja ne ? te karma karavA baMdha karo. dareka para dayAnA bhAva lAve "vasudhaiva kuTumbaka" vizva AkhA sAthe kuTumbanI bhAvanA keLave. pazuonA duHkha joI tamArA AtmAne emAM ka9. duHkhI anAtha pratye sahAnubhuti . strInA nAme ke chokarAnA nAme karma bAMdhavA nathI evuM nakkI kare. tamAre te peTI paTArA bharavA che, anIti karavI che. ane pAchA zrAvaka kahevaDAvavuM che ? pahelAnA zrAvako rAtrie kuTumba jAjhikA jAgatA. rAtanA vicAra karatAM ke mArA kuTuMbamAM mArI jJAtimAM koNa duHkhI che, jene zenI jarUra che, jyAM jarUrIAta hoya tyAM paisAnI nIka vahevaDAvatA. hAthe hAtha na de tene gupta madada karatAM. AbarUdAra ghasAI jAya paNa te hAtha lAMbe na karI zake, tyAre AvI madada maLe te kevA AzISa Ape? peTa bharelAne

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udhapAkanI kiMmata nathI paNa traNa divasanA bhukhyAne sukA roTalAnI 5Nu mata che. tamAre te bheguM ja karavuM che ne? jene paisAmAM Asakti rahI jAya che. ane vala kare, vIla kare kahetAM mRtyu pAme che te bIlamAM utpanna thAya che. sarSa banI dhana para phUMphADA mAre che. athavA uMdara thaIne enI upara nAce che. tamane ATale badhe paisAne moha kema lAge che? e samajAtuM nathI. jene AsaktibhAva chUTI jAya ane AtmAnI ja lagatI lAgI hoya tenAM haiyAmAM bhagavAnanuM ja raTaNa heya. sadeva-sadagurU ane sadudharma ja trANa-zaraNa lAge. maraNanI pathArIe paDe ane tene kahe bApujI, kAgaLa lakhuM? dIkare amerIkA che ene bolAvuM? tAra karUM? te tarata kahI de, nA, mAre koInI jarUra nathI. tene chellA TAIma sudhI mahAvIra mahAvIranuM smaraNa heya. tamane prabhu yAda Avaze? "jaldI gurUne bolAvI saMcAra karo evI bhAvanA thAya tevuM jIvana keLavyuM che? mAMdagIne bichAne gharanA sau cAre bAju besaze, AMsuDA pADaze, tamArA vinA kema jIvAze ema kaheze, paNa koI bacAvI zakaze nahi. "gharanI triyA te ravAne lAgI, mArI joDI. kaNe teDI re, kahata kabIra sune bhAI sAdhu, jeNe joDI eNe teDI re, apanA koI nahIM. mAtA kahe che putra amAra, pitA kahe che suta mero re, bahenI kahe che baMdhava mere, triyA kahe vara merA re. apanA keI nahi. mAtA kahe che putra mAre che. pitA kahe che dikaro mAre che. bahenI kahe che mAre baMdhava che. strI kahe che mAro pati che. patinA mRtyu vakhate strI kahe che. are! mane adhavaca, raNavagaDAmAM mUkI kaSAM cAlyA gayAM? are jeDI keNe teDI nAkhI?"paNa kabIrajI kahe che. jeNe tArI joDI joDI hatI eNe ja teDI che. - ahIMthI mRtyu pAmela chava sIdhe kameM sajelI gatimAM utpanna thaI jAya che. tyAM keNa sAthe jAya? durgatithI bacavuM hoya te ahiMsA, satya Adi tenuM yathArtha rIte pAlana kare. bIjA satya vatanuM vizeSa svarUpa avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.63 bhAdaravA vada 12 ne budhavAra tA. 16--71 bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLyA pachI niSakumAra, aMgIkAra karI rahyA che, satya e jIvananuM mULa tatva che.

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satya alokika ane amaryAdita che. virATa che, vyApaka che. enuM koI sImA kSetra nathI, pArivArika, sAmAjika, dhArmika, rASTrIya ke AMtararASTrIya badhAM kSetromAM satyanuM sthAna ghaNuM mahatvanuM che. vyavahArane mULa AdhAra satya para che. jIvanamAM satya nathI, te jIvananuM kAMI mUlya nathI. satya AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa che. satyamAM avAstavikatAnI ke ayathArthatAnI agara te bIjI kaI milAvaTane avakAza nathI. badhA tenuM maLa satya che. jene satya vastunuM bhAna thayuM che, te satyamAM ja rame che. satyamAM jIvana gALe che. tenI sAme koDe rUA. ne Dhagale kare ane ene asatya lavAnuM kahe che te karoDo rUA. jatA karaze, paNa asatya te nahIM ja vade, ene daDha nirNaya che ke mArA mana-vANuM-kAyAne satyamAM jeDIza. satya kaI mAtra zabdo belavAmAM ja nathI AvI jatuM. satyaniSTha vyakti-mana vacana ane kAyAmAM eka rUpa hoya che. vANInI satyatAno mApadaMDa vicAra ane AcAra upara che. mATe bhAvanAnI vizuddhi joI e. jeNe satyane sahAre lIdhe che tene devatAo paNa sahAya kare. sudarzana zeTha pAse satya hatuM te zI para paNa ene nyAya thaye. mATe satyane AcaravuM. munie prANanA bhoge paNa satya vrata rAkhe che. vratane bhaMga na kare paNa kaTImAMthI barAbara pAra utare. tamane eka divasamAM javuM keTalI vAra sparze che? kaI paisA mAgavA Ave ane devAnI dAnata na hoya te ceppI nA na pADe, paNa kahe ke hamaNAM ja laI gayA. tame thoDAka moDA paDayA. A zuM juduM ja ne? chokarAne ramADatAM rUmAla eka hAthamAMthI bIjA hAthamAM laI le ane kahe ke je kAgaDe laI gaye. keTaluM juThuM? pite jANate heya, khabara hoya ne kaI pUche te kahI de ke huM kAMI jANatuM ja nathI, rUMvADe rUMvADe juTho ! belavuM kAMI ne cAlavuM kAMI ! hAlatA-cAlatA-vepAra vaNaja karatAM, cepaDA lakhatAM, badheja juThane sahAre che. kayAMya saccAI bharyuM jIvana nathI, pachI pakaDAI jAya tyAre koNa bacAve? AvA kALAM vakrama (karama) karIne keTaluM bheguM laI javAnA cho? " vittaNa tANa na labhe pamatte, imammi loe aduvA paratthA, vIrapura nAnA moTTa, nevArtha Tu maTTa meva u. a. 4=5 he pramAdI jIva! paise tane trANa-zaraNa nathI. tame jemAM sukha mAne che, temAM bhagavAna sAva nA ja pADe che. bhagavAnanA vacanane jIva avagaNe che, paraMtu A nakakara satya che ke paiso koIne A leka ke paralokamAM trANa-zaraNa nathI. saMcela A vastu na zaNuM Ape, mukI sIdhAvyA nara kaika zANA, che alpa Ayu kara kama sArUM, he Atma! tuM A nara deha pAmI." he mAnava ! alpa AyuSya maLyuM che temAM kAMIka sukRtya karI le bhegI karelI

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ra vastu vedanAnA udaya vakhate sahAya nahi kare. pAMca DIgrI tAva Avye hoya ne hIrAnA hAra paherAvI dIA teA utarI jaze ? kensaranA dI seAnAnA hAra paherI haye eTale kensara maTI jaze? "nA" dardI vakhate paisA sahAya nathI thatA, chatAM paNa paisA mATe keTaluM kare che? juhu khelavAmAM pAvaradhA ane dhama karavAmAM lAparavAha che. paNa mAhanA aMdhArA patharAze pachI nyAya cukta mAga dIThI adIThA thai jaze. pharI pharI AvuM zAsana maLavuM muzkela banaze. hasatAM hasatAM pApa karI che, paNa jyAre enuM pariNAma bheAgavavu' paDaze tyAre AMkhamAMthI khAramera jevaDAM AMsuDAM paDaze. AMbAnA vRkSa para phaLa AvyAM e kAcAM che tyAre khATAM che. pachI turA lAge ane jyAre sAva pAkI jAya tyAre e mIThAM lAge, paNa pApa rUpa vRkSanA bI vAvatI vakhate kadAca kSaNika mIThAM lAgaze, paNa e phaLa pAkaze tyAre kaDavA jhera jevA lAgaze. te pApa karavA jevA ke cheDavA jevA ? paNa jIva anAdi kALathI ve--jhera--IrSA--niMdA-kuDakapaTa-iMgA-prapaMca, emAM ja devAI gayA che. jema peleA kulphI malAIvALA hamezAM kulphI vecavA jatA. peTImAM kulphI bharIne khale mUke. evA mIThA Tahuko kare ke, levI kulphI malAi ! Ama e kAyama mATe TevAI gayA hatA. eka vakhata enA sagAmAM koIkanuM mRtyu thayuM. A bhAI AbhaDavA gayA. nanAmI khabhe upADI. emAM rAjanI Teva mAphaka khAdI gayA--levI kulphI malAI ! badhA kahe are bhAI, A zuM? teA kahe, rAjanI Teva. ema A anAdinI pApa karavAnI Teva paDI gaI che. paNa enuM pariNAma Avaze tyAre tamArU' kANu ? cakravatI ne cha khaMDanu` rAjya-24000 strIe ke 32000 mukaTabadhI rAjAe hatA, chatAM nake jatAM kAI bacAvI zakayu' ? je strI mATe kALA dheALA karyAM, rAganAM ramakaDAMne khavarAvyu-pIvarAvyuM-paherAvyu-oDhADayu, enA mATe lakhalUTa pApa karyAM, paNa jyAre kensaranuM darda thAya, bhaya kara veDhanA thatI hAya, gaLethI TIpu pANI paNa na utaratu hAya, kALI khaLatarA thatI hAya, rADa-bUma karatA hoya tyAre zuM strI A duHkhamAM bhAga paDAvaze? sagI 2 nArI-enI kAminI, ubhI Tagamaga jove, AMsUDe bhIMjADe vastra uranA, dhrusake dhrusake rAve, ....eka 2 divasa evA Avaze ! anAthI nigranthane jyAre veDhanA AvI tyAre enI pAse badhAM sAdhanA hatAM, jenI joDI na jaDe evA dhanvaMtarI-vaidyo hatA, chatAM te darda dUra na karI zakayA. mA-khApa lAgaNI pradhAna hatA. rAjamAM dravya nhotu eTalu' enA pitAnI pAse dhana hatu, ane e badhu ja dhana putrane koI sAjo kare te ApI devA taiyAra hatA. bhAI r3enA paNa anukuLa hatAM, patnI paNa AjJAMkita hatI. khAvAmAM-pIvAmAM, nhAvA dhAvAmAM phe zaNagAra sajavAmAM

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37, TAIma nahotI kADhatI paNa patinI sevAmAM khaDe page ubhI rahetI. AMsuethI enA urane bhIMjavatI, A badhuM hovA chatAM anAthI e ekaja vAkya uccAyuM ke nava yuddha vimAnti viaa maNa kAcA devatA upara IndranuM vaja paDe ne cha mahInA sudhI rIbAya, vedanA bhegave ethI paNa bhayaMkara dAruNa phALI mAM ghA vecaT FAma tANa vedanAmAMthI mane koI mukta na karI zakayuM A nakkara satya che. A adhyayananuM ciMtana, manana sAcI rIte thAya te ghaNuM sAMtvana maLe. taraphaDIyA mAratA anAthIne thoDI kSaNe vItyA pachI bhAna AvyuM ke hAya, A saMsAra ! A paravazatA ! A parAdhInatA ! basa mAru kaI nahiM! badhA upAmAM niSphaLa gayA. have kAMIka na ja upAya ajamAvIe. vamana-virecana-zenAyathI na maTayuM. jenuM kaI nathI ene bhagavAna che. parataMtratAnI lekhaMDI jaMjIrone eka ja jhATakA sAthe teDI nAkhatAM evA devAdhideva najara sAme taravaratA lAgyA. karmanI gulAmI mane na paravaDe.' A asahya dazA nahi nibhAvAya. sukhamAM badhAya che, paNa duHkhamAM mAruM koI nathI. huM nirAdhAra? huM ekalo ja nahIM nahIM-pratijJA karuM ke "je A vedanAmAMthI huM mukta thAuM te jIMdagIbhara krodha na karuM. kAraNa ke kaSAyanA tIvra rasathI cIkaNu azubha karma baMdhAyAM-hIranI gAMTha ne telanuM TIpuM, pachI chUTe nahi. tema A karma bhegavyA sivAya chUTe nahi. te have e kSamAvAna banuM ke bhAvimAM karma bhogavavAne vAre ja na Ave." je mujane vedanA upazame te lauM saMyama bhAra, ema ciMtavatA vedanA zamI, vrata lIdhA meM harakha apAra zreNikarAya ! huM re anAthI ninya. jethI meM lIdhe re sAdhujIne paMtha... zreNiyarAya" vedanA zAMta thAya te kSamAvAna banuM, Indriyane damanAra banuM, kAraNa ke IndriyanA viSayamAM lupI banIne saMsAra vadhAryo. AraMbha parigrahathI durgati vadhArI. have A badhuM ja mUkI dauM. nirAraMbhI banuM ane A badhuM karavA mATe sAdhupaNuM ja zreSTha che. mATe huM aNagAra banI jAuM. eka bhISma saMkalpa, eka ja jhabuke, basa bhedI nAkhI karmanI jaMjIrane, vedanAnA mULane zodhI sIdhe tyAM ja phaTako mAryo. e daDha saMkalpathI, karmamAM pheraphAra thayo. karmanAM dalike vIkharAI gayA. zAMtithI nidrA AvI gaI. ghaNAM divasathI nahIM UMghela anAthI Aja uMdhI gayA, savAre jAgyA tyAre kaMI judI ja tAjagI hatI. rakRti, AnaMda ane ullAsa kei ora ja hatA. badhA doDI AvyA. hAza bhAI! tane zAMti thaIne? mA kahe, e te mArI mAnyatA phaLI. bhAI kahe mArI, bena kahe mArI mAnatA phaLI. anAthI kahe mArI mAnyatA phaLI che. bolo, mArI bAdhA pahelI pUrI karavAnI ne?te sAMbhaLI le. mArI

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380 mAnyatA-meM te saMyama levAne daDha nirNaya karyo che. A sAMbhaLIne sau cakti thaI gayA. anAthI cAlI nIkaLyA ane ene jayAre zreNike prazna karyo tyAre eNe kahyuM ke he zreNika, tuM paNa anAtha che. A sAMbhaLI zreNika kahe. mArI pAse ATale vaibhava, huM eka lAkha ne 71 hajAra gAmane dhaNuM ne tame mane anAtha kahe che? asatya te nathI vadatAne? enA javAbamAM anAthIe anAthatAnuM bhAna karAvyuM ke bahArane vaibhava game teTalA heya chatAM jIva anAtha che. anAthatAne paramArtha samajAvI dIdho. te zreNika anAthInA caraNamAM gukI paDe. sIkaMdara pAse paNa abajonI milakata hatI chatAM ene kaI bacAvI zakayuM nahi. karma Avaze tyAre kaI bhAga paDAvaze nahi. mATe karma bAMdhatAM vicAra kare, asatya, anIti, apramANikatA vagere kukarma karIne tIjorI bharaze paNa e sAthe nahi Ave. mATe AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya te satyane sahAre . satya vrata Adare. niSadhakumAra bIjuM vrata samajI rahyA che. tenAM pAMca aticAra "nAthavA na mAyariyasthA" jANavA jevA che; AcaravA nahi. te pAMca aticAra karyA che tene adhikAra avasara. vyAkhyAna...64 bhAdaravA vada 13ne zukravAra tA. 10-9-71 anaMta karuNAnA sAgara evA bhagavAna mahAvIra devanuM zAsana vidyamAna thaI rahyuM che. temaNe bhavya mAnavanA hitane arthe, zreyane arthe, kalyANane arthe A vANInI parupaNa karI. he bhavya mAnava, je tAre duHkhathI mukta thavuM hoya, janma-jarA-maraNanA pherAthI chuTavuM heya, zAzvata sukhane varavuM hoya te vitarAga vANIne hRdayamAM utAravAnI jarUra che. jIva jyAM sudhI vItarAga vANIne hRdayamAM avadhArato nathI, nija guNanuM lakSa karate nathI, svasvarUpamAM Thara nathI. tyAM sudhI e zAzvata sukha meLavI zakatuM nathI. ahIM niSadhakumArane adhikAra cAlI rahyo che. zrI neminAtha bhagavAnanI vANI niSakumAre sAMbhaLI. mahAna puNyanA udaya hoya tyAre vItarAganI vANI sAMbhaLavA maLe che. dhanya haze e pavitra bhUmi ke je tIrthaMkaranA pavitra caraNathI pAvana banI haze ! dhanya haze e mAnane ke jeNe vItarAganI vANI sAMbhaLI pitAnA hRdayane hariyALAM banAvyAM haze ! vANI sAMbhaLIne ja besI rahe te kaMI kalyANa na thAya. niSakumAre vANI sAMbhaLI hadayamAM avadhArI ane e rIte dezaviratI jIvana jIvavA taiyAra thaI gayA che.

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381 jIve tirthaMkaranI, kevaLInI ke sadgurunI vANI kaMIka bhavAmAM sAMbhaLI teA haze, paNa mAtra kAnanA rasIyA thaIne sAMbhaLavAmAM bhavanI kiTa na thAya. sAMbhaLyuM, TananATana, vicAyu" maNunA maNu, paNa AcaraNamAM utAyu nahI. eke kaNu, eTale janma maraNanA pherA TaLyA nahI.. niSadhakumAre ullAsapUrvaka vANI sAMbhaLI. ene e vANI rUcI. ane deza viratIpaNu svIkAravA taiyAra thaI gayAM. satyavrata letAM muzkelIo Avaze te zuM karIza ? evA vicAra nathI karyAM. vaibhava karatAM anekagaNI AtmAnI kiMmata samajANI che. jJAnI bhagavaMtA kahe che ke vaibhavanA aMjAmA sukhAmAM aMjAze| nahI'. e sukhA tamArA netaryA Ave nahIM.. tamArA mAMdhyA baMdhAya nahI. tijorImAM bhareluM nANu' kayAre cAlyu' jaze e paNa khakhara nahI paDe. Aja che e sAhyabI kAle nahAtI ane AvatI kAle haze ke kema e paNa khAtrI nathI. mATe emAM sAthe nahI.. A alamasta dekhAtA zarIramAM kayAre rAga utpanna thaze e paNa khabara nathI. sanatakumAra cakravatI'nI kevI svarUpavatI kAyA ke jenI devalAkamAM paNa prazasA thaI. e kAyAmAM ekI sAthe 16 roga utpanna thaI gayAM. jene vaphAdAra mAnyAM hoya evA putra evaphA nIvaDI jAya. jyAM aneka AzAnI ImArata caNI hatI tyAM nirAzA maLe. aNudhArI upAdhi AvI jAya. ane dhArelI dhAraNAo dhuLamAM maLI jAya. eTale jIvana jhera jevuM banI jAya. jItrana akArU' lAge. ane jhera pIne marI javAnu` kabula kare. AzA rAkhI teA nirAza thavuM paDayuM ne ? jJAnI purUSA kahe che. puddagala dagAkhAra che, chatAM paNa jIvane enA rAga chuTatA nathI. paudagalika padArthoM pratyenA atyaMta rAga che, tyAM sudhI gADha mithyAtva che. pudagala pratyenA thoDA rAga che. ane vItarAgamAga pratye paNa kaIka rUcI ane saMsAranA sukha pratye arUcI thAya tyAre samajavu ke mithyAtva marI gayuM che. "" saMsAranA duHkha te saune aLakhAmaNA lAge." sabe jIvA suhasAyA dukkha pddihIM '' sarvAMne sukha game che. duHkha teA zuM, du:khanI AgAhI paNa gamatI nathI. paNa jene vItarAga mA rUce che tene sauMsAranA sukha bhayAnaka lAge che. tame kaheze. ke, sukha teA amane bahu game che. tene bhayAnaka kema. kaheA che? bhalA bhAI, tane sArUM' lAge eTaluM sArU ja heAya evuM thADu' che. dArUDIyAne dArU pivAmAM AnaMda Ave che. mAMsAhArIne mAMsa khAvAmAM, anAcArIne anAcAra karavAmAM, cArane cArI karavAmAM AnaMda Ave che. sukha lAge che. eTale ene tame sArU kaheze ? ema bhautika sukha tamane sArUM' lAgatuM hAya, eneA tamane rAga hAya, paNa jJAnIe tA e rAgane bhayAnaka kahe che. mATe e sukhanI lAlasA, vAsanA cheDA ane vItarAganA mArga pAmavAnI IcchA karI,

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eka vastunI IcchA jAgI pachI tene meLavavAnA badhA prayatna kare che ne? ema mekSanA sukhanI IcchA jene jAge e enA prayatna AraMbhI de che. niSakumArane e laganI lAgI che. eTale enA prayatna AdarI dIdhAM che, satya vrata svIkAratA muzkelI Ave athavA padagalika sukha cAlyA jAya te paNa enI ene paravA nathI heje acakAuM nA saghaLuM bhale cAlyuM jAtuM, khIle je bAga te eka phula bhale karamAtuM, mAre te joIe basa tAruM zaraNuM he bhagavAna ! dene varadAna te nAce mAruM mana he bhagavAna! mAguM A jiMdagImAM evuM vacana he bhagavAna." sAdhaka kahe che he bhagavAna, mAre te tAruM zaraNuM joIe che. e zaraNuM svIkAratA bAhaya badhuM choDavuM paDe te emAM mane jarApaNa vAMdho nathI. are, sauthI vadhAre vahAlI A kAyA ene paNa choDavA huM taiyAra chuM. mArA AtmAne bAga sadaguNanA suvAsita puSpathI khilate heya te kAyA-kusuma bhale karamAya, enI mane ciMtA nathI. mAre have gADarIyA pravAhamAM taNAvuM nathI. gADaranuM ToLuM tame joyuM che? temAM keTalI zIsta hoya che. eka gADara cAlyuM eTale enI pAchaLa bIjuM cAlaze ja. eka kuvAmAM paDaze te bIjI, trIjuM ema badhA ja paDavAnAM. A zIta chatAM viveka nathI. jyAre mAnavI vivekavALo hovA chatAM e pravAhamAM taNAte ja jAya che. eke karyuM eTale bIjA karaze. eke mInIskarTa paheryuM eTale bIjIe paheryuM. basa cAlyuM. vanapIsa kevuM bahu lAge che. chatAM e koNa jue che? elIphaTa peInTa, luMgI, basa cAlyuM eTale cAlyuM. kaMI jevAnuM ja nahIM. strInA zarIranI maryAdAo sacavAya che ke nahIM e koNa jue? mAnavI buddhizALI che. AMdhaLA anukaraNane choDIne buddhine upaga kare to te savaLe mArge vaLI zake che. A suMdara deha che, sArAsArane viveka karavAnuM bhejuM che, kAryazIla banavAnI zakti che. e badhuM veDaphAI jaze te pharI pharI vItarAganuM zAsana maLavuM durlabha banaze. mATe sadupayoga karI le. eka bhAI kiMmatI kApaDa kharIdI lAvyA. darajIne kahayuM, ane mArA mATe keTa banAve che. darajIe keTa e banAvyuM ke eka bAMya ja na karI ane eka bAMya paganA aMguThe aDe eTalI lAMbI karI. gaLuM 13 iMcanuM joIe enA badale 4 IcanuM karyuM. baTana pAchaLa banAvyAM. khIsuM evaDuM moTuM banAvyuM ke temAM eka be kurakurIyA samAI jAya. A koTa laIne deDate khuza thate mAlika pAse AvyA. A koTa joIne ene mAlika zAbAzI Apaze ke nAkhuza thaze?

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' - citrakArane pIMchI ApI, kalara ApyAM, suMvALuM ane svaccha pATIyuM ApyuM, ene kahyuM, AnA upara suMdara AdamInuM citra banAvI che. eNe citra doryuM. AMkhanA DoLa bahAra nIkaLI gayA hoya evA moTA DoLA, nAka moTuM jamarUkha jevuM, peTa gAgara jevuM, hAtha saragavAnI ziMga jevA pAtaLA ane paga hAthInA jevA jADA. AvuM citra derIne te laI AvyuM. A citra joIne mAlika te peTa pakaDIne hasavA lAgyuM. ane kahe che ke, bhAI, A te te mAruM badhuM bagADayuM. Ane zuM InAma maLe? nA. ema ApaNane puNyanA gharanI, mana, vANI, deha rUpa suMdara bheTa maLI. have ene upayoga karI AtmAnI anaMta zaktio khIlavavAnI che. karmathI chuTakAro meLavavAne che. enA badale jIva pArakI paMcAtamAM paDe che. saMsAramAM rapa rahyo che. khisakolI je khAukaNu svabhAva rAkhyo. jyAM gayA tyAM unuM maLe te unuM, ThaMDuM pINuM maLe te ThaMDu-je maLyuM te peTamAM nAkha nAkha ja kare. savAra, bapora, sAMja khA khA ja karyuM. paNa jarAka te vicAre ke A kAMI Letter Box DuM che? paNa khAvAnuM mana jaladI thAya, tapazcaryAnI bhAvanA na thAya. kAbara je kacakaca karavAne svabhAva rAkhe, badhI vAtamAM kakaLATa ja karavAne.zeTha Ave che, dIkaro Ave che ane bairI AvI che. badhI bAbatamAM kakaLATa ja karavAne. bakarAnI jema jyAM tyAM mAthuM ja mAravAnuM. gharamAM kAMI kAma karyuM ane je pitAne na pUchayuM te vAMdho paDI jAya. le, mane pUchayuM ke nahIM, ane dekhAyuM nahIM! ane dIkarAnI vahune samuratuM caDAvI dIdhuM? bhalA bhAI, na pUchayuM te eTalI upAdhi ochI. bahu mAthA mAravA jatAM kokadi mAthuM kuTI jaze. ane emAM ja aMdagI vyatIta thaze te pachI durgatinA duHkha veThavA paDaze. mATe saMsAranA sukhanI aMjAmaNamAM aMjAzo nahIM. AzA rAkhI che e niSphaLa jaze, duHkhane pAra nahIM rahe, mATe je duHkhathI mukta thavuM heya, paribhramaNa TALavuM hoya te vItarAganA mArgamAM cAlavA prayatnamAM lAgI jajo. niSakumAra bIjA vratanA svarUpane samajIne Adare che. pachI vratamAM tirADa na pADe. kherAka vinA zarIra Take nahIM. tela vinA dIpakanuM teja jhAMkhu paDI jAya, cAvI vinA ghaDIyALanI gati maMda paDI jAya. tema vrata-niyama ke saMyama vinA jIvananuM teja jhAMkhuM paDI jAya. jIvanane tejomaya banAvavA mATe bhagavAne vratanuM Ayojana kareluM che. vrata zakti Ape che, gati Ape che. jene satya vratane sahAro lIdhe che ene kadI keTanA bAraNa jevA paDatAM nathI. vakila, berIsTara ke jajane Azaro levo paData nathI. satyavratanuM pAlana kare te keTe, kacerIo ubhI karavI na paDe. atyAre te kerTamAM paNa keTalI gIdI heya che. jhAjhA jhagaDA thAya, gunA thAya e mATe vadhu keTe ubhI karavI paDe. khunanA kesa te hAlatAM thAya che. vadhu kerTo thaI emAM kAMI rAjI thavA jevuM nathI. emAM te zaramAvA jevuM che ke mANasanuM keTaluM patana thaI rahyuM che?

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* AgaLanA zrAvakanI bhagavAne vAta karI ke zrAvakanI rAjamAM pahelI khurazI paDatI. game tevA jaTila prazno zrAvakonI salAhathI ukelAtAM. " mahuvA niuhuvA thavA suvA gAyucchaLIne pafhapuchaLIne." guDha praznonA ukela mATe tene vAraMvAra pUchatAM. satyavratadhArI zrAvaka evI rIte uttara ApatAM ke baMne pakSa suMdara rIte samajI jAya. baMnenA verajhera zamI jAya. zrAvake keTalAM DAhyA ane buddhizALI, pramANika haze ke rAjA paNa enI salAha mAnya rAkhe. gunegArane paisA veravA na paDe ane zAMtithI kArya patI jAya. evI kunehathI kAma letA jAya. Aje te korTamAM thelIo Thalave e jItI jAya che ane sAce mAryo jAya che. nAnA nAnA gAmamAM paMca nimAya che tyAM paNa anyAya, anIti ane asatyano sahAre ja kAma thatuM hoya che. paMca tarIke jene nimavAmAM Ave tenAmAM te amuka viziSTa guNa hovA joIe. (1) baMne pakSane tenAmAM vizvAsa che jeIe. (2) baMne pakSanI vAta sthira citte manamAM jaDI levI joIe. (3) vAtane teDa kADhavAmAM pitAne aMgata svArtha na have joIe. (4) koInI zehazaramamAM dabAyA vinA satya hakIkata kahevAnI hoMzIyArI enAmAM hevI joIe. (5) jhagaDo vadhatAM thaDe pitAne bhoga Ape paDe te ApIne paNa baMne vacce premanuM vAtAvaraNa sthApanAra have joIe. kalakattAmAM lImI nArAyaNajI murAdIyA nAmanA eka vepArI hatA. temanAmAM uparanA guNe hatAM. saMkhyAbaMdha prazno kaLathI ukelatA. eka vakhata be bhAIomAM majIyArI mikta vaheMcavAmAM jhagaDo thaI gayo. teoe A vepArIne paMca tarIke nImyAM. vepArIe pitAnI kuneha buddhithI aneka guMcavaNe ukelI nAMkhI. chele eka vIMTI rahI. ene meLavavA baMne bhAI oe haThAgra pakaDe. A vepArIne lAgyuM ke kinAre AveluM nAva ekAeka DubI jaze. teo vIMTI laI ubhA thayA ane baMnene kahyuM: ATha divasa pachI tame mane maLaje. teoe evI ja eka vIMTI pitAnA kharce taiyAra karAvI. pachI moTAbhAIne bolAvI kahyuM, A le. A vIMTI tane ApuM chuM. paNa pAMca varSa sudhI paherIza nahi. pachI nAnAbhAIne bolAvI vIMTI ApI ane e ja pramANe ja kahyuM, AnuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke baMne bhAIoe mAnyuM ke chata amArI thaI che. pAMca sAta varaso pachI prasaMgopAta bane bhAIo bhegA thayAM. baMnenA hAthamAM vIMTI hatI. vepArInI cAlAkI te baMne samajI gayAM. ane vIMTI pAchI ApavA gayAM. tyAre te vepArIe kahyuM" A vIMTI tamane mArA dikarA gaNI bheTa ApuM chuM. ane tamArI pAse eTalI apekSA rAkhuM chuM ke tame baMne saMpamAM vadhAro kara." zrAvake AvA guNavAna hatA. tame paNa zrAvaka chene? che AvA guNa? tamane AvA salAhakAra paNa nathI maLyA mATe ja korTa sudhI pahoMcavuM paDe che. ne? je paMca tarIke nImAya che tenAmAM buddhinI kuzaLatA keTalI hoya che! buddhi kaMI koInA bApanI nathI,

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sAta veMtanA sarvajana kiMmata ala tulya, sarakhAM kAgaLa huMDInA paNa aMka pramANe mulya. huDInA kAgaLa parathI tenI kiMmata na aMkAya. paNa temAM lakhelA AMkaDA uparathI enI kiMmata aMkAya che. ema mANasanA dekhAva uparathI enI kiMmata na thAya, paNa enI buddhinA nANuM che. e buddhine je svatarapha vALe ane svabhAvamAM sthira thAya te karmanA baMdhane toDI nAkhe. AcArya bhagavaMtee buddhinuM maMthana karI jagata jIve para mahAna upakAra karela che. eka vakhata eka AcAryazrI lamaNe hAtha daIne beThA che. tyAM eka zrAvaka AvyA. emaNe pUchayuM he pUjya! A5 ATalI badhI zI ciMtAmAM che? AcAryazrIe kahyuM, bhAI lekhanakArya karuM chuM paNa divasa TuMke paDe che, ne kArya adhuruM rahI jAya che. rAtre agnine AraMbha karIne e kArya thAya nahi mATe aphasesa thAya che. zrAvaka kahe, are sAheba, A divasa lakhI lakhIne thAkI nathI jatAM? ArAma levAnI bhAvanA nathI thatI? AcAryazrI kahe che bhAI, lekhanakAryamAM huM eTale badhe magna hAuM chuM ke mane thAka paNa lAgatuM nathI. zrAvake pUjyazrInI IcchA jANI. pitAne tyAM ratna hatAM temAMthI be rane upAzrayamAM mukI gayA. jenA prakAzamAM AcAryazrInuM lekhanakArya thaI zakayuM. buddhine kaI dizAmAM upayoga kare te pitAnA hAthanI vastu che. zrAvako pitAnI buddhine savaLI dizAmAM upayoga karatAM. niSadhakumAra satyavrata svIkArI rahyA che. tenAM pAMca aticAra jANavA jeIe. paNa AcaravA nahi. te pAMca aticAra kahe che. (1) sahassAbhakhANe koIne prAsake paDe tevuM belivuM nahIM. acAnaka keIne phALa paDe te tenuM mRtyu paNa thaI jAya mATe AvI bhASA bolavI nahIM. (2) rahassAbhakakhANe. keInI rahasyanI vAta ughADI karavI nahIM. koIe vizvAsa rAkhIne vAta karI hoya, sArAsArIne saMbaMdha hoya tyAM sudhI e vAta keIne na kIdhI ane jarAka vAMdho paDe ke e vAta jAhera karI de. AmAM ghaNuM anartha thaI jAya che. eka zeTha jamavA beThA che. zeThANI premathI jamADI rahyA che. zeThanA mAthA upara taDake AvatuM hatuM tethI zeThANIe pitAne pAlava dharyo. A joI zeThane jarA hasavuM AvI gayuM. raseDAmAM rasoI karatI dIkarAnI vahu A joI gaI. ene e vAtamAM rahasya lAgyuM. rAtre pitAnA patine vAta karI ane game tema karIne pitAzrIne hasavAnuM kAraNa pUchI joje ema kahyuM bApadIkaro maLyA tyAre dIkarAe pUchyuM, pitAzrI ! kAle jamatI vakhate Apa kema hasyAM hatAM? zeThe javAba na Apo eNe vadhu Agraha karyo. zeThanI IcchA na hatI chatAM dIkarAnA Agrahane vaza thaI eNe vAta zarU karI.

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eka vakhata mArI paristhiti palaTANI huM khUba garIba hAlatamAM AvI gaye. tAza sALa ame jatAM hatAM. tArI mAtAne ema thayuM ke AvA bhikhArI pati sAthe piyaramAM javuM ThIka nahIM. lAga joI eNe mane eka kuvAmAM dhakko mArI dIdhuM. ane pote piyaranI vATa lIdhI. mAruM AyuSya baLavAna hatuM. eTale mane koI sahAyaka maLe. kuvAmAMthI bahAra kADho. have kayAM javuM e kSaNabhara vicAra thaI paDaze. hiMmata karI moTA zaheramAM ga, nasIba ajamAvyuM ane khuba kamANI thaI. ane huM mArA zaherabhaNuM pAcho pharyo. rastAmAM tArA mosALanuM gAma AvyuM. tArI mAtAne mArA AgamananA samAcAra maLyAM. bhikhArI hAlatamAM hatuM tyAre kuvAmAM nAMkhI denAra patnIe mAruM snehathI svAgata karyuM. bhUtakALa bhUlI meM e svAgata svIkAryuM. sukhI jIvana vyatIta thavA lAgyuM. jamatI vakhate taDakAnA kiraNe paDatAM hatAM, tyAre eNe pAlava dharyo. e vakhate mane kuvAnI vAta yAda AvI ke jIvanamAM kevA kevA banAve bane che? eka vakhata dhakko denArI Aja kevI rakSA kare che? dikarAe vAta sAMbhaLI. eNe patnIne vAta karI. eka vakhata sAsu vahune jhagaDo thaye. ane vahue maheNuM mAryuM ke tame kevA che e mane khabara che. mArA sasarAne kuvAmAM nAkhI dIdhA hatAM e ke bIjA? A vacana sAMbhaLIne sAsune te hADohADa lAgI gayuM. bAI upara gaI ane deraDuM bAMdhI gaLAmAM parovI dIdhuM. basa, rAma ramI gayA. eka vacane kevuM kAma karyuM? putravadhU e veNa kAvyAM kevA prema, kuve nAMkhyA, ApaghAta vacanabANe veNa-kaNamAM, vacana vade sajajane ne vacana vade dujane, veNa-kaNamAM moTuM aMtara che." eka ja vacanathI paMcendriyanI hatyA thaI gaI. thoDI vAre zeTha AvyAM. ene thayuMzeThANI kayAM gayA? jyAM upara jaIne jue che tyAM zeThANIne laTaktAM joyAM. zeTha vAtane marma pAmI gayAM. rahasyanI vAta khulI karI enuM A pariNAma AvyuM. zeThANInA maDadAne nIce suvADayuM ane e ja doraDe pite laTakI gayAM. dIkare jamavA Avyo. eNe pitAnI patnIne pUchayuM ke mAtApitA kayAM gayA che? bAIe kahyuM? kayAranA upara gayA che. zI khabara zuM karatA haze? dikaro chAne mAna upara caDe che. bApane laTakatA joyAM ane hebatAI gaye. arara, A te gajaba thaI gaye. duniyAne huM zuM javAba daIza? bApane utArIne pote laTakI gayo. patnI rAha jue che ke A te gayA tyAM ne tyAM radA. lAva jou', e jevA gaI tyAM te tyAM ne tyAM ja thaMbhI gaI. badhA marI gayAM. have mAre jIvIne zuM kAma che? patine utArI e ja doraDe pite laTakI gaI. jIbha bahAra nikaLI gaI. AMkhenA oLA phATI gayAM. bAI sagarbhA hatI, garbhanA bALakanuM paNa mRtyu

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387 thayuM. eka vacanamAM pAMca ivenI hatyA thaI gaI. mATe vacana belatAM pahelAM khUba vicAra kare. keInI rahasyanI vAta khullI karavI nahIM. ema sadAramaMtabhee eTale purUSa pitAnI strInA ane strIe pitAnA purUSanA ame khullA karavA nahIM. strInAM ame khullA karatAM ke karUNa aMjAma AvyuM. mATe AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM hoya te satya vratanuM AcaraNa karavuM. vizeSa adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna naM.65 bhAdaravA vada 14 zanivAra tA. 8-9- nAthe siddhAMtathI samajAvyAM. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. ahIM satya vratanI vAta cAlI rahI che. satya vratanuM ArAdhana karanAranI vANImAM kaThoratA ke kaTutA na hoya. bhASAmAM madhuratA, mRdutA, sAtvikatA ane namratA hoya. vicAra ane vANImAM ja nahi vatana paNa satyamaya heya. satya e aMtaracakSu che. satya vinAne mANasa AMdhaLe che. lAkaDA yA paththaranA TukaDA samAna che. satya samudrathI gaMbhIra che. merUthI mahAna che. sUryathI tejavI che. caMdra ane caMdanathI zItaLa che. sAdhu sarvathA prakAre juThuM na bele. karkazakArI, parajIvane pIDA ApanAra nizcayakArI bhASA sAdhu bele nahi. juThuM belIne priya thavAne vicAra kadI nA lAve, yA mauna rahe yA satya kahe, pariNAma game te Ave, jAte nA le kaI cIja, kadI je Ape te lenArA A che aNagAra amArA. jenA romaromathI tyAga ane saMyamanI vilase dhArA, A che aNagAra amArA. sAdhu bIjAne priya thavA mATe paNa asatyane Azare letAM nathI. prasaMga paDe tyAre belavAnI khAsa jarUra lAge te satya bele. temAM paNa keIne nukazAna pahoMce tevuM hoya te mauna rahe "vacana ratana sukha koTaDI, cupakara dIje tALa, gharAka hoya te khelIe, vANI vayana rasALa."

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388 jJAnI purUSa vacanane rananI upamA Ape che. mukha rUpI koTaDImAM te rahe che. paNuM jene tene te batAvyA na karAya. yecya brAhaka Ave te ja te batAvAya. jIbha baMdhArUM paDyuM che. rasane svAda paNa jIbhathI levAya che. ane bhASAne praga paNuM jIbhathI thAya che. A baMnemAM je viveka rahe te jIvana dharmayukta bane. ane aviveka hoya te patanane paMthe laI jAya che. ekadA eka amIra tenA gulAma sAthe beTho che. DhaLatI sAMjane vakhata che. vRkSanI chAyA nIce beThA beThA baMne vAte caDe che. gulAma kaI pUrvanA pApanA ge gulAma banyuM che. paNa tenAmAM asAdhAraNa buddhi, zakti ane saMskAranI samRddhi che. amIra tene mitra samAna mAne che. tenuM sanmAna jALave che. TAIma maLe tyAre tenI sAthe dharmacarcA kare che. Aje amIra pUche che " mitra, mAnavanA dehamAM umadAmAM umadA varatu kaI che? gulAma kahe che. hajUra, mAnavanA aMgamAM jIbha ane hadaya umadAmAM umadA cIja che. A sAMbhaLI amIrane Azcarya thAya che. te kahe che. tamArI vAta kema svIkArAya? zarIranuM eka eka aMga caDIAnuM che. be AMkho kevAM amulya ratna che.! AMkha na heya te jIvana kevuM nIrasa banI jAya. are kAna na hoya te satparUne upadeza kevI rIte sAMbhaLI zakAya? nAka paNa kevuM suMdara kAma bajAve che. jIbha ane hRdayamAM zuM evuM AkarSaNa che ke tame tene sarvazreSTha kahe che? gulAma javAba Ape che. sAheba! saMsAramAM sneha, sadAcAra, sadabhAva chalakAelA anubhavIe chIe tenuM ugamasthAna keNu che ? hRdaya jIbhamAM madha jevI mIThAza hoya te sukha zodhavA bahAra daSTi karavI paDatI nathI. dumane vadhatA nathI. mAnava jIvanamAM bAdazAhane sthAne hRdaya che. ane vajIrane sthAne jIbha che. A sAMbhaLI amIra khuza thaye. have amIra bIje prazna kare che. mAnava zarIramAM adhamamAM adhama cIja kaI che? sAheba, hRdaya ane jIbha e be vastu adhamamAM adhama che. gulAme zAMtithI javAba Ape. A sAMbhaLI amIre kahyuM "are bhalA mANasa, umadA cIjanuM tuM apamAna karI rahyo che. sArI vastu kharAba kema hoI zake? gulAma ThaMDA kaleje javAba Ape che. Apane mArAmAM vizvAsa na hoya te ItihAsanA pAnA uthalAve. verajhera, kaleza-kaMkAsa badhAnA mULamAM hRdaya ne jIbha che. mAnava hRdayamAM jIvanane maMgala karanAra ne paNa che ane jIvanane khAruM jhera karanAra kAtila viSa paNa che. jIbha kaMIkanA saMsArane naMdanavana je raLIyAmaNe banAvI zake che. e jIbha viSa eke te hariyALI chavAyelI hoya tyAM retInuM zuSka raNa banAvI de che. vacanarUpI ranamAM priyatAnA pAsA joIe. hita ciMtanane AkAra joIe. satyanA prakAzita kiraNe joIe. vacana, satya, tathya ane paththathI bhareluM rahevuM joIe.

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jJAnI purUe vANInA ATha guNa batAvyA che. temAM prathama madhurama-vANImAM madhuratA joIe. dUdhamAM jema sAkara heya te mIThAza lAge tema vANumAM madhuratA hoya te priya lAge. vAta sAcI hoya paNa je kaTutAthI raju karavAmAM Ave te koIne gamatI nathI. senAnI lagaDI tamane badhAne game paNa koI agnithI dhagadhagatI karIne Ape te ? keIe saMbhaLAvelA kaThora zabdo jIvananA aMta sudhI yAda rahe che. kADhaye lekhanA kAMTA, kSaNika sukha upaje, kaTu vANI taNuM kAMTA, janmAve vera ne bhaya." pagamAM kAMTo vAgye hoya, tene ghA ceDA vakhatamAM rUjhAI jAya che, paNa kaTuvANInA zalya rUjhAtA nathI, paNa verabhAvane janmAve che. jIbhanI miThAza vinA bIjanA saneha ane saddabhAva meLavI zakAtA nathI. eka bhAI cAlyA jAya che. tene rUmAla paDI gaye. pAchaLa bIjo bhAI jue che. eTale bUma pADIne kahe che "are! uMTanI jema mAthuM UMcuM rAkhIne zuM cAle che ! rUmAla paDI gaye te paNa khyAla rAkhatA nathI." rUmAla batAvavAno upakAra te karyo, paNuM kRtajJatAne adhikArI banI na zakaye. mATe belatA pahelA vicAra karo. - vANune bIjo guNa che nipuNavANImAM khuzAmata AvI jAya te patananuM kAraNa banI jAya. vANInI mRdutA vyaktinA dilane jIte che. bIjAne pitAnA banAve che. samayane oLakhanAra vaktA sabhAmAM AnaMdanuM mojuM lAvI zake che. vAta eka ja hoya paNa temAM nipuNatAne abhAva heya te vaktA apayaza prApta kare che. eka bhAI lekacara ApavA ubhA thayA. tene viSaya hato rASTriya vikAsa. temAM tene kahyuM "ApaNuM rASTranA ardhA mANaso mUrakha che" A sAMbhULIne sabhAmAM ho ho thaI gaI ane vaktAnuM apamAna thaI gayuM. bIjA vaktAe te ja vAta nipuNatAthI karI, "bhAratanI adhIra janatA zikSita che" A vAtane lakoe tALIonA gaDagaDATa sAthe vadhAvI lIdhI. vANIne trIjo guNa che. stakama-thoDuM belaDuM. jyAM daza zabdo bolavAnI jarUra paDe tyAM eka zabda bole. vAtane DAmAM patAvI devI e paNa eka kaLA che. ApaNAmAM eka kahevata paNa che ke "bahu bele te juThuM ane bahu khAya te lakhuM TUMkI vAtamAM madhuratA ane teja che te vistAramAM nathI. bahu vAto karanAra koI ne priya lAgatuM nathI. a5 zabdomAM vizALa arthane bAMdhI de e tIrthakara dene atizaya che. be kalAka

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vAte karavI tenAM karatAM be DagalA cAlavuM zreSTha che. kAryapatita e vANIne the guNa che. khAsa karIne kArya hoya te ja balavuM. maunathI vANInuM mUlya vadhe che. maunathI vANumAM ciMtana Ave che. teja Ave che. mauna pachI pragaTelI vANImAM ajabane jusso hoya che. mauna dvArA zaktine saMcaya thAya che. ApaNA hAtha lAMbA ane jIbha nAnI che. ene artha e che ke kAma vadhu kare ane bele ochuM. saghana pAMdaDAvALA vRkSane vadhu phaLa AvatA nathI. vadhu bolanArane paNa kArya phaLa prApta thatuM nathI. vANane pAMcame guNa che garva rahitama-vANuMmAM namratA e vAcAne alaMkAra che. vAtavAtamAM koI huM huM karatuM hoya te vAtane AnaMda uDI jAya che. ane kaIvAra zaramAvAne vakhata paNa Ave che. eka vakhata dAdAbhAI navarojI iMgleMDamAM umarA sAthe khANuM laI rahayA che. ke vAtanI carcA thatAM teo pitAne abhiprAya darzAve che. bAjumAM beThelI eka bAI dAdAbhAInAM zabdo sAMbhaLI abhimAnapUrvaka kahe che. "beDoLa ane kALe InDiyana A bAbatamAM zuM samaje ?" A sAMbhaLI dAdAbhAI pitAnA khIssAmAMthI arIso kADhI kahe che - AmAM tamAro cahere jue. strInA mukha karatAM temanuM mukha pratibhAsaMpanna ane ujajavaLa hatuM. vANIne chaTho guNa che atucham-vANamAM tuchatA na hovI joIe. vANImAM prauDhatA, gaMbhIratA ane sahudatA hevI joIe. tuccha vANI hadayane tuccha banAve che. vAtacItamAM paNa ucca zabda balavAnI Teva pADavI joIe. " na jAra jAtastha lalATa zRMga, kule prasutasya napANi padam yadA yadA muMcati vAkyaM bANaM, tadA tadA jAti kula pramANaM. asadAcArIne mAthe zIMgaDA ugatA nathI. sadAcArIne hAthamAM kamaLa khIlatA nathI paNa jyAre jyAre te bole che tyAre tyAre saraLatA ane burAIne paricaya Apate jAya che. vANune sAtame guNa che pUrva saMkalitama-saMkalanA pUrvaka ane pUratuM vicArIne chelavuM. vicAranA gaLaNIthI gALIne kADheluM vacana ati ramaNIya hoya che. bolatA pahelAM vicAra kara ke A sthAnamAM besavA jevuM che? AnuM pariNAma zuM Avaze! buddhimAna bolatA pahelA vicAra kare che. ane mUrkha belyA pachI vicAravA bese che. avicArI zabda kuTuMbanI zAMtine bhaMga karI nAkhe che. draupadIe veNa kAvyAM aMdhe jAyA aMdha huA, kurUkSetre jaMga macA veNa kaNamAM dviaupadInuM eka ja vAkaya "aMdhe jAyA adha" mahAbhISaNa yuddhane sarjanAra banyuM.

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kaya mATe vicArIne-trAjave toLIne bAla. joI joI kADhe veNa vizvamAMhI vadhe prema, lilama' kahe Take nema veNa suveNathI vANIne AThama guNa "dharma saMyuktama" vANI e pavitra varatuM che. tethI ApaNI vANImAM dharma have joIe. vANI paramAtmA jevI pavitra che. je vANIthI koInI niMdA karavAmAM Ave te samajavuM ke vANInI pavitratAne samApta karI rahyAM chIe. zarIramAM jema garamInI jarUra che tema vANImAM satyanI jarUra che. satya e vANIne AtmA che. satyane vijaya bahAranI hArajIta para nirbhara nathI. satya AtmAne viSaya che. satya AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa che. bahArane vijaya maLe ke na maLe paNa aMtarane vijaya te jarUra maLe che. satya e sAdhanAne prANa che. duniyAmAM sArabhUta padArtha che. satyane nAza e sAdhanA nAza che. satyanA abhAvamAM kaI sAdhanA TakI zakatI nathI. rAtrI hoya ke divasa hoya, jAgRta hoya ke suto hoya, avasthA game te hoya paNa sAdhake sadA satyane prayoga karavo joIe. manathI satya vicAravuM, vacanathI satya bolavuM ane kAyAthI satyanuM AcaraNa karavuM e sujJa purUSanuM kartavya che. paMca mahAvratadhArI saMtene jIvana-maraNane prasaMga Ave te asane Azraya levAya ja nahi, tame paNa e saMtanA upAsaka chene? siddhAMtamAM zrAvakene zramapAsaka kahyA che. te tamArAthI juduM kema belAya? paise Aja che ane kAla nathI. kSaNa kSaNamAM 5TAtI cIja che. te tene prApta karavA ane sahAre laI pApane be AtmA 52 zA mATe vadhAra? AjathI nirNaya kare ke thoDuM maLaze to sAdo kherAka khAzuM, suMdara piSAkane badale jADA varSo paherazuM, paNa asatya te belazuM ja nahiM. asatya AcaraNa mAnavane paramAtmAthI dUra rAkhe che. jIvanamAM hiMsAne pUrNa tyAga na thaI zake paNa asatyane te jarUra thaI zake. asatyane saMpUrNa paNe nivArI zakAya che. bIjA vratane ethe aticAra che. sevae" eTale koIne beTI salAha ApavI, beTo upadeza Ape, sAcukhaDuM samajAvI avaLe mArge dorave te che keI vizvAsa rAkhI potAnI thApaNuM tamAre tyAM mUkI jAya, tene pacAvI pADavI athavA thApaNu mUkanAra kaI vastu bhUlI jAya te tenI bhUlane lAbha laI te pacAvI pADavI, te badhuM asatya ja che. pAMca aticAra che "phUDalehakAraNe" beTA lakhANe lakhavA, beTA dastAvejo karavA, TA sikakA calAvavA ke karaveza vadhAre na bharavA paDe te mATe beTA cepaDA lakhavA, te kUDalehakAraNe aticAra che. vIMchIne nAne DaMkha paNa vedanA utpanna kare che, tethI koI tenI upekSA karatAM nathI. viSa jarAka heya te paNa maraNa thAya che. tethI ApaNe tenI paNa upekSA karatAM

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nathI, tema asatya paNa eka DaMkha che, eka prakAranuM viSa che, te tenI paNa ApaNe upekSA na karavI joIe. satyavratane jIvanamAM apanAve. tamArA AtmAmAM guNonI vRddhi thaze. zAMti ane AnaMda maLaze. Atma kalyANanI dizAmAM Agekadama karatAM AtmAnuM avinAzI kalyANa thaze. vyAkhyAna.66 suda 1 ne semavAra tA. -9-71 A bhagavAna nemanAtha viSayakumArane bAra vratamAM trIjA vratanuM svarUpa samajAve che. cArI burAmAM burI cIja che. cerIthI naphaTAI uddhatAI vadhe che. corI kaI kaI rIte thAya che ane keTalA prakAranI che te samajAve che. se gAme vA nagarevA raNe vA appaM vA bahuM vA aNuvA, thUlaMbA cittamantaM vA acittamataMvA neva saya badinna givhijjA nevannehiM adinna gihAvijjA adinna giNhante'vi bhanne na samaNujANAmi " jJAnI bhagavaMte sAdhu purUSane samajAve che ke gAmamAM, nagaramAM ke araNayamAM kaI paNa sathaLamAM aha5mUlyavALI-bahumUlyavALI, nAnI athavA moTI saceta yA atta varatunI cerI thaI zake che. upara batAvela cha prakArathI, navAkoTIe-manathI vacanathI kAyAthI adatta grahaNa karavuM nahi, karAvavuM nahi ane anumodana karavuM nahi. 946=54 bhAMgA adattAdAnanA kahyA che. trIjuM vrata 54 khIlIothI majabuta karela che. siMhAsanamAM besADelI ekeka khIlI kADhI nAkhavAmAM Ave te siMhAsananI kaI dazA thAya? DagamagavA lAge ne? tema vratanI paNa eka khIlI DhIlI paDI jAya te vratamAM DagamagI javAya che. aNuvIdhelI koIpaNa vastu levI nahIM, levarAvavI nahIM, letA hoya tenuM anumAna karavuM nahIM. hIrA-mANeka motI-pannA, karansI neTo, sonuM-cAMdI A badhI aceta vastu che. mAtA-pitA, bhAI-bahena, putra-parivAra, ziSya A saceta che. tame kaI vAra bagIcAmAM pharavA mATe gayA. tyAM suMdara phaLa tathA suvAsita puSpa teDavA mAMDayA te kenI rajAthI? mAlika athavA mALInI rajA lIdhI? kaI khetara

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3:3 pAsethI nIkaLyA. temAM khAjarAnA DuMDA, lIlA sAMThA, pAMka vagere pUchyA vagara laI tevu te cerI che. pApa che. koinA khissAmAMthI pUchyA vagara paisA laI levA. koIne tyAM gayA, mukhavAsanI DIsa paDI che. pUchyA vagara seApArI khAvA mAMDe te paNa cArI che. kAgaLa-pena paNa jJA laine vAparavA joie. khIcArI karanAza nAnA cAra che. ane meALI gAdI para esI mALA divase lUMTanArA moTA cAra kahevAya ne ? pAtAnI jAtane khAnadAna, kuLavAna, guNuvAna gaNAvanArA kevI cArI kare che? pAchA zuM khele ke atyAre AvI cArImAMthA koNu mare che? duniyAmAM Ama ja cAle che. dravyakSetra, kALa ane bhAvathI cArI thAya che. dravyathI senuM, cAMdI, rUpiyA vagerenI cArI karavI te. kSetrathI khetaramAMthI, khaLAmAMthI, gharamAMthI vastu upADI javI te. amuka dezamAM eve rivAja hatA ke koinI kAMi vastu athavA pasa paDI jAya teA je jagyAe paDI gayu. hAca tyAMthI ja maLI jAya eka mANase rADa para cAlatAM pAkITa joyuM. kenu paDI gayuM haze ema vicArI eNe laI lIdhuM ke mAlika maLaze te ApI daIza tapAsa karatAM pakaDAi gayA. ene rAjA pAse hAjara karavAmAM AnyA. kahe che, meM te gharAka maLI jAya teA devA mATe lIdheluM che. rAjA kahe che, kayA hAthe lIdhuM? jamaNA hAthe. khabhethI jamaNeA hAtha kApI nAMkhyuM. parastrI sAme vikArI dRSTithI jue te AMkhamAM dhagadhagatA aMgArA bharI de. parastrI gamana kare ne khabara paDI jAya tA tApanA gALe uDADI devAmAM Ave. cArI karanAranI pratIti rahetI nathI. te koInA vizvAsapatra anI zakatA nathI. tamArA peAtAnA ja dIkarA hAya. tamArI milakatanA vArasadAra hAya, e 20 tAlA setu cArI jAya, teA enA vizvAsa Avaze ? vicAro. putra evA nahAtA paNa sabaphera thayA che. e laIne bhAgI jAya tAya ciMtA thAya. senu joine koi mArI nAkhaze chApAmAM jAherAta karI. AvyA pachI samajAvA. A badhuM tArUM' ja che. tuM zA mATe AvuM kare che? tuM AvuM kare che teA samAjamAM, kuTuMbamAM tArA koI vizvAsa nahi kare. tAre kayAMya UbhA rahevAnuM sthAna nahi rahe. haLave haLave AvI cArI karavAnI kuTeva ghara karI jAze. ? eka ekarA hatA. taLAve snAna karavA jAya. bAjumAM talanA khaLA hatA. nAhIne sIdhe| temAM ALeTI paDe. AkhA zarIre tala coMTI jAya. ghera jaI khaMkhere. mA paNa AnaMda pAme ane banne jaNA khAya. khaLAvALAne ema ke chekarA che, ramata karatA haze. Ama karatAM mATeA thatAM tijorI teDatAM zIkhyA ane mATI cerI karatAM pakaDa I gayA. kAMsInI sajA thaI. tenI 'tima icchA zI che te pUchavAmAM AvyuM. eNe kahyuM . mArI vidhavA mAtAne maLavu' che. mAtAne elAve che. mAtA Ave che, putra kahe che, khA, tuM AvI ! mAre tane chelle bheTavu' che. najIka jaIne nAke 50

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VY ethI chaTaku chArI le che. lehInI dhAra thAya che, mAtA kahe che, maratAM maratAM paNa sarakhA na rahyo! khUba gusse thaI jAya che tyAre putra kahe che mAtA, me' jarAya khAtu kayu" nathI, prathama tala cerIne lAvyA tyAre te e tamAcA mAryAM hota tA huM mAtre dara pahoMcyA na hAta. tArUM' paNa anumAnnuna hatu. eTale mArI Aje A dazA thaI. sArA saMskAranuM siMcana karavu' te mAtApitAnuM' kAma che. pAMca rUpiyA bALakanA khIssAmAM joIne ame teA tane cAra-cha AnA ja ApIe chIe, A kayAMthI lAvye ? jyAMthI lAvyA haiAya. tyAM pAchA mUkI Ava mArA gharamAM A nahIM cAle." jarA kaDaka pagalA tA Teva sudharI jaze. khArImAM ubheA hoya, nIce karI cAlI jatI hAya, tyAMthI sIseATI vagADe, sIsakArI kare, karIe sAthe vAtA karatA hAya tA tame kahI zake! kharA ! janma dIdhAthI kAma patI jatuM nathI paNa khALakAmAM suMdara saMskAranuM sIMcana karavu joie jo saMskAra sArA nahi haiAya te, te jyAM tyAM najarane doDAvaze. jA svarUpavatI nArIne joze te tyAM ja najara ceAMTI jaze. reDiyAmAM gIta Avatu. hAya tA tarata thAya ke kANu gAya che ? sInemAnI ekaTresa nIkaLatI hoya te rastA para kalAka be kalAka ubhA rahe garamI gAvA jAya. bhavAyAnA nATaka jovA jAya, paNa upAzrayamAM tIthaMkaranI jaya bAlatA zaramAtA hAya ne garamImAM tAlI pADI meATA rAgaDe gAtA haiAya che. tAlI pADatAM, Thesa mAratAM vAyukAyanI tathA trasakAyanI hiMsA thAya che. hiM sAkArI kAya mAM jenA bhAga laI zake? jainanA satAnA garamI gAvA jAya? chakAyanuM jJAna che? rAjAnA kAyadAnuM ullaMghana karanAra cAra kahevAya che. mAnanAra cAra che. zItaLA sAtama, peASI pUnama, dItavAra A darzana tA kevu... cekhkhuM dazana che. emAM rhiMsAne kayAMya tA emAM koI gumAvatuM nathI. bALakane paNa nAnapaNathI sArA sa`skAra ApeA. eka dazakAnI prabhAvanA hatI ne cAra dazakA laI AvyeA. te ene pUche ke A kayAMthI lAvyA ? ekavAra pAchale bAraNethI vaMDI ThekIne lAvye. ema kahe tyAre kahe ke jA pAchA daI" Ava. kAna pakaDIne upAzrayamAM Ave ne pAchA devarAve te pharI e cArI nahi kare. e paisAnI dAtaNanI eka seATI Ave ne traNa laI Ave te tame khuthI thAya ne? meTo chokaro namAlA ne A keTale pANIdAra che! zAkamAM paNa e rIMgaNA cArI vadhAre lAve teA zAkhAthI Ape. AvI nAnI TevAmAMthI bALakone nahi vArA tA nAnI TeveA dUdhamAM tejAnI jema phATI jaze. AvA khALA pANIdAra ane pAliTikala nahi paNa mAyAvI che. AtmAnuM adha:patana karanAra che. DhAMziyArI karatAM phIzIyArI nIkaLI jaze jyAM saraLatA che tyAM dharma Take che. mATe luccAI ane gAIne Do. makAnamAM, jamInamAM khATA huka lagAvI lekha karAve. tema bhagavaMtanI AjJA nahi vrata jainA kare? nA. jainasthAna nathI. sArAnA sa`ga karA

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eka bhAI milanI nokarI karI ghara tarapha jaI rahyA hatA. AgaLa eka bahena jaI rahyA hatA. temanuM pAkITa paDI gayuM. A mila majurane maLyuM. khelyuM te aMdara daza hajAra rUpiyA hatA. khUba AnaMda thaye. ATalI majurI karUM tyAre mAMDa roTalo ne maracuM maLe che. tyAre A te saheje maLI gayA che. mana nAcI uThayuM. hoMzabhera ghera Ave che. patnI roTalA banAvavAnI taiyArImAM che. patine AnaMdamAM joI pUche che, Aje te bahu AnaMdamAM che? ATale badhA zAne AnaMda che ? te bhAI badhI vAta kare che. Aje daza hajAra rUpiyA maLyA che. tArA mATe navAM vastro ane AbhUSaNe lAvIza. divALI najIka Ave che. mArA mATe na keTa lAvIza. bAI kahe che "harAmanuM ApaNane na khape. enuM zIranAmuM pAkITamAM che? A sAMbhaLI pati kahe che. "zA mATe pAchuM ApavuM joIe? meM kAMI thoDI cerI karI che"? bAI kahe che. pAchuM na daI Ave tyAM sudhI mAre annapANI harAma che. tamane paNa khAvA nahi dau." meM zuM keInuM khIssa kApyuM che? koInA hAthamAMthI taphaDAvyuM che? "bAI kahe che. rAI nahI bane, anItinuM khATale paDI khavAya athavA korTa mAM jAya paNa sukhe khavAya nahi. nyAya-nIti-ane pramANikatAthI meLave. aNahakanuM levAnA bhAva paNa na kare. A bAI jena nathI, chatAM ene siddhAMta juo. satya pratye keTale Adara che? tamArI strI tamane pUchanArI kharI? rezamI sADI, banArasI zelA-hIrA-motI ne senAnA seTa-A badhuM kayAMthI lAve che ? mArA mATe AvuM pApa zA mATe vahe che ? keTalA kozeTA mare tyAre eka rezamI sADI taiyAra thAya ! jJAnI kahe che, A badhA pApamAMthI mukta thAva. sAcI dharmapatnI hoya te pApa karatAM aTakAve ane kahe ke, be TaMka khAvA nahi maLe te eka TaMka khAzuM paNuM aNahakanuM lAvaze nahi A bhAI gherathI nIkaLI jAya che ane reDImeIDavALAnI dukAne pahoMce che. eka koTa 40 rUpiyAnI kiMmatane je ane gamI gaye. tyAM patnInA vacane guMje che. harAmanuM khapaze nahi. koTa mUkIne cAle. vecanAra kahe che 30 rU.mAM laI jAva. tamAre keTa te ke jene ane phATI gayuM che. A paheraze to keTale zobhaze? paNa lIdhA vinA te cAlato thayo. pachI sADI kharIdavA moTA sToramAM gaye. sADI pasaMda karI tyAM patnInA vacane jANe saMbhaLAyA, tyAMthI paNa khAlI hAthe pAcho phare che. ane ghera Ave che. patnI pUche che kayAM gayA hatA? rUA. daI AvyA? nA, jAva jaldI daI Ave. te kahe che,khUba thAkI gayo chuM. elIsabrIja pUlanI pAchaLa jagahanadAsane baMgale che. eTale badhe dUra atyAre huM kevI rIte jAu? savArane jame paNa nathI, devA mekalatA tane dayA nathI AvatI? A javAba Ape che chatAM tenI patnI devA javAnuM vacana laIne jamADIne mekale che. aMte tene javuM paDe che. tamAre AvI strI hoya to tame paNuM sIdhA thaI jAva ne? jerAma

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pAse saranAmuM che tethI makAna maLI gayuM. traNavAra bAraNuM khakhaDAve che tyAre bahena bAraNuM khele che. Ane veza jaIne kahe che. AvA ne AvA bhIkhArA cAlyA ja Ave che, jA cAlyA jA ! kAMI rAMdhyuM nathI." te puchatI paNa nathI ke tuM zA mATe Avyo che? jerAma kahe che. bahena levA nahi devA Avyo chuM. tamArA pitA aMdara hoya te belA. bahena aMdara jAya che, divAnakhAnAmAM badhA cA-nAsate uDAvI rahyA che tyAM jaIne kahe che. bApujI! keIka tamane belAve che. "pitA kahe che keNu che! tuM ja patAvI de ne !" pitAnI AjJA thatAM te bahAra jAya che ane kahe che "tAre je kAma hoya te mane jhaTa kahI de. mAre moDuM thAya che." belavAmAM paNa keTalI asabhyatA che? jerAma pAkITa batAvI puche che A pAkITa tamArUM che? pAkITa jotAM dhrAsake paDaye A te mArUM ja pAkITa che, kayAre paDI gayuM haze? te bahena kahe che hamaNuM bahAra ubhe raheje, huM AvuM chuM. jerAmane ema ke kAMIka bakSIsa Apaze, je levAnI te mArI strI nA nahi ja pADe", rAha joIne ubhe che. bahena rUA. gaNIne AvyA. barAbara che-eka rUA. paNa ocho thaye nathI. pitAnA ATalA paisA ema ne ema suprata karanArane AbhAra paNa na mAne. AdarasatkAra paNa na karyo. eka senerI pikeTamAM evuM juThuM bharIne lAvI ane kahyuM "A le laI jA ane khAje" Ane te ema ke kevI suMdara mIThAI ApI haze, paNa khelIne joyuM tyAM te vadheluM ne evuM juduM hatuM. bahena, mAre nathI joItuM, A pAchuM laI lejo ema kahI cAlyA jAya che. gharanA koIjovA paNa nathI AvatAM. thoDA rUA. ApavAnI paNa vRttinathI jAgatI. bIje kaI laI gayA hatA te ! nAhI nAkhI ne? jerAma ghera Ave che. patnI pUche che "ghara maLI gayuM? pAkITa daI AvyA ne? "hA" daI Avyo. paNa kAMI InAme ya na ApyuM." jerAme patnIne kahyuM haju tamAre bakSIsa joIe che? ApaNe zubha bhAva eja prazasta che. bakSIsanI zI jarUra che? tamAre paNa trIjA vratamAM Ave che ne paDI varatu dhaNayAtI jANI ItyAdika maTakuM adattAdAna levAnA paccakhANa." pRththakaraNa karIne vicAre te khyAla Avaze. paDelI varatuM dhaNIne na Ape te paNa adattAdAna lAge che. kALathI samayanI vAta batAve che. nekarane ATalA vAgye chuTa karavAnuM che ne na kare. pahelI tArIkhe pagAra cUkavavAnuM hoya ne levA Ave te AMTA khavarAve hamaNuM nahi pachI ApIza. ema beTI rIte herAna kare. vadhAre samaya sudhI tenI pAse kAma laI pagAra eTale ja Ape. A badhA kALathI adattanA prakAre che. pAMca mInITa moDo Ave te pagAra kApI nAkhe. te jene pagAra para ja AdhAra che enA te gaLA para ja kAtara paDe ne? upAzrayane nekara hoya, tene pagAra upAzrayamAMthI maLe ne kAma gharanuM karAve te erI lAge che. bhAvathI keTalAkane nAma kamAvAnI bhAvanA hoya che. eka mANase sAdhamika phaMDamAM amuka rUpiyA noMdhAvyA. ane kahyuM. lakhe "eka saddagRhastha taraphathI 1000 rU. pachI bIje kahe, je saddagRhastha 1000 rUA. lakhAvelA ne, e te mArA hatA!

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kavitA-gAya keIkanA banAvelA hoya te nAma kADhI pitAnuM lakhI nAkhe, ne mAre banAveluM che ema batAve. bI jAnA nAma para pitAne carI khAvuM che. mArI prazaMsA thAya, huM sare kahevAuM, A badhI bhAvathI cerI che. dravyathI corI karavI nahi, karAvavI nahi, anumodana ApavuM nahi kSetrathI AkhA leka-pramANe ane kALathI jAva jIva sudhI, bhAva thakI 9 koTIe paccakhANa sAdhune hoya che zrAvakane sagAM-saMbaMdhI, vyApAra saMbaMdhI tathA nIbharamI vastu uparAMta adattAdAna levAnAM paccakhANa hoya che. keInI cerI karavAnA dhaMdhA na hoya. manasukhalAla nAmane eka yuvAna che te gADI -pAve-ghaDIyALa-cazmA vagere ghaNI jAtanAM ramakaDAM laI tenI bahenane tyAM jAya che. prAMgaNamAM henane traNa varSane bAbe ramatA hoya che, tene navA navA ramakaDAM ramavA ApI khuza khuza karI de che. thoDIvAramAM tenI bahena bahArathI Ave che. bAbA deDate doDato mAnI godamAM bharAI jAya che. ane enI kAlIghelI bhASAmAM mAtAne kahe che, bA..bA.... manasukhamAmA AvyA. mAmA a.vyA ramakaDAM lAgyAM. A sAMbhaLI mAtA bALakane kaDaka zabdomAM kahe che. "khabaradAra, e ramakaDAM te lIdhA che te daI de mAmAne pAchA." manasukhabhAI te bahenanA zabdo sAMbhaLI stabdha ja banI jAya che. bahena, tuM A zuM bole che? huM tAre bhAI chuM. tuM mArI ekanI eka vidhavA bahena che. tane madadarUpa thavuM, tArA bALakane joItI vastu pUrI pADavI e te mArI pharaja che. tane mArA pratye eTaluM badhuM zuM du:kha lAgyuM che ke ramakaDAM levAnI paNa nA pADe che? bhAIe bahenane duHkhI dile pUchyuM. bahena javAba Ape che. "bhAI, tuM cora che. keInA khissA kApe che, kaMIkane duHkhI kare che. kaMIkane dhana viheNa kare che. kaMIkanI AMtaraDI kakaLAve che. paise jatAM kaMIkanAM mRtyu paNa thaI jAya che. eTale tuM parokSa rIte khUnI paNa che. AvuM anItinuM nANuM mAre na joIe. e levAthI mArI buddhi paNa bagaDe. huM te zrama karIza. daLaNuM daLIza, keInAM pANI bharIza, paNa harAmanuM to nahi ja lauM. A bahenanI vAta sAMbhaLI bhAI kahe che. "bahena huM cerI te karuM chuM. eTale cAra te kharo paNa khUnI kevI rIte te samajAtuM nathI." Ama bhAI bahenane saMvAda cAle che. tyAM upara mRtyunI piTarANa paDe che. baMne jaNa thaMbhI jAya che. thoDIvAra pachI bahena kahe che bhAI! uparavALA eka garIba kuTuMbane putra gujarI gaye, te bimAra hato paNa gharanI paristhiti eTalI badhI nAjuka hatI ke davA karAvavAnA paNa pUrA paisA na hatA. divase divase mAMdagI vadhatI gaI. tenI mAe pitAnI magamALA vecI nAkhI. tene 200 rU. AvyA. te laI putra sAthe pitA rAjakoTa jaI rahyAM hatAM. rastAmAM gADI badalAvatAM khIsuM kapAyuM. kAMI khabara na paDI. paNa davAkhAne pahoMcyA ane paisA mATe aMdaranA khissAmAM hAtha nAkhe tyAM rUpiyA nahi. A vakhate temanA dilane keTale dhrAsako paDaye

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** harI, te te e ane enA bhagavAna be ja jANI zake ne ? sarakArI davAkhAnAmAM dikarAno tabiyata khatAvI. DoDaTara davA utArI ApI paNa garIba mANasane paisA vinA davAnI sagavaDatA kayAMthI maLe? cAra divasa pahelA ja pitA putra pAchA AvyA, ane Aje e garIbanuM ratna kALe jhuMTavI lIdhuM. have tuM ja kahe, jeNe te garIbanu khissuM kApyu haze te khUnI kharI ke nahi ? atyAre tenA mAtApitAne paNa keTaluM duHkha thatuM haze ke paisAnA abhAve ame davA karAvI zakayA nahi. ane putra gujarI gayA. A sAMbhaLI bhAI kahe che " mhena ! e khIsu' kApanAra hu ja hatA kharekhara! tuM kahe che e sAcuM che. huM khUnI chuM, luMTArA chuM. AvA te me aneka pApa karyAM che. eka majure kALI majurI karI pa0 rUA. bhegA karyAM, tenA pitAne manIorDara karavA jatA hatA ne me' taphaDAvI lIdhA. eka kheDUta peAtAnI pyArI bALakI mATe AMjharI kharIdIne ghara tarapha prayANa karatA hatA. meM khIssu kApyu. ane jhAMjharI laI lIdhI. e kheDUta kevA huMzabhera jai rahyo hatA. ghera jaI dikarIne a MjIrI ApavA khIssAmAM hAtha nAkhyA haze ane jhAMjharI nahi maLI haiAya tyAre ene kevA dhrAsako paDayA haze ? are....re, mArAM te keTalAM pApAne, keTalA AvA gAjhArA prasaMgeAne yAda karU! mhena ! Aje mArI AMkha ughaDI gaI che. mane mArA duSkRtyenA khUba pazcAtApa thAya che. have AvA pApa kadI nahi karUM. tu... mArI sAthe cAla. ApaNe uparavALAne 200 rUpiyA ApIe. " manasukhalAla 200 rUA. ApI Ave che. mhenanAM saMge bhAI sudharI jAya che. ena nItivALI ane pramANika hatI. ane peAtAnAmAM dRDha rahI te bhAI para kevI asara paDI? bhAInuM jIvana sudharyuM. ne Aje te sIphatathI corI kare, paisA meLavene khAle ke,lakhA mArA pAMca hajAra, daza hajAra rUpiyA. upAzrayanu makAna dhAvavAnu che. 40 hajAra rUA. Ape tenuM nAma lakhAze. te lakhAvI dyo ne? paNa A nANuM kayAMthI AvyuM ? keTalAnI AmAM hAya che. e kadI vicAyu che? enA karatAM nyAya-- nItithI Ajanu mAja meLavI jIvana calAvanAra dharmAdAmAM phakta pAMca ja rUA. Ape, chatAM te zreSTha che. corI karavA jevI nathI evuM haiye beThuM'? 'hA' A mAtra jIbhathI ja hA pADI devAthI patI javAnuM nathI. haiyAne A vAta spazI jAya tA ene AcaratA vAra nahi lAge. mATe kheAdha sAMbhaLIne hRdayamAM utArA. ane jIvanamAM nakkI karA ke mAre corI karavI ja nathI. anAsakta bhAva keLaveA. bhagavAna, sAdhune paNa kahe che che. " sAmniyALa teLa remALe " tathA anya dhInuM laI levuM te corI che. te AThamA prAyazcitanA adhikArI bane che. tene gacchathI bahAra mUkavAmAM Ave che. athavA tenAthI AhAra pANI judA karavAmAM Ave che. corI kharAba che. corI karavI te burI Teva che. hajI paNa vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAze. "

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vyAkhyAna 17 A suda 2 maMgaLavAra tA. 21-9-LA ane karUNAnA sAgara bhagavAna mahAvIra deve bhavya mAnavanA hitane a" vANInI prApaNA karI. ahIM niSadhakumArane adhikAra cAlI rahyo che. te bhagavAna pAse trIjA vatane svIkAra karI rahyA che. jene janma, jarA, maraNanA dukhathI Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhimAMthI mukta thavAnI tamane che te vItarAga mAgane svIkAra karI rahyA che. jene duHkha duHkharUpa bhAsyuM ja nathI. anAdikALathI A saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. paNa ene kaMTALo AvyuM nathI. ene vItarAgane mArga rUca nathI. saMsAranA bhayaMkara duHkhe anubhavavA chatAM thoDI janamAnI majA maLe tyAM saMsAranA duHkhane visarI jAya che. ane AtmA bheLavAI jAya che pite ja anubhavelI pratikuLatAne e bhulI jAya che. oparezana karatI vakhate dadIne kaleraphersa suMghADavAmAM Ave che. pachI eparezana kare che. kaleraphermanI asarane kAraNe dukha hovA chatAM duHkhane anubhava thato nathI. tema jIvanA punyanA udayathI maLI jatAM koI anukuLatAnA sukhanuM karepharma caDI jAya che, eTale e duHkhamaya saMsAranA duHkhane visarI jAya che. savAramAM TAImasara uThAI gayuM. kaDaka cA kapa ane managamate nAte maLe. nhAvAnuM pANI taiyAra hoya, ne kapaDAM IstrIbaMdha maLyA. basa, jANe badhuM duHkha bhUlAI gayuM. TreIna maLatAM bahu vAra lAgI, eTale kaMTALe, dukAne traNa kalAkathI beThe che, paraMtu eka paNa grAhaka AvyuM nathI, eTale manamAM duHkhI thatA hatA. tyAM ja eka grAhaka A ne 500 rUpiyAne vakare thaye. tyAM eluM badhuM duHkha bhUlAI gayuM. saMsAranA duHkha, mananA tApa ane haiyAnA saMtApa kAIthI ajANyA nathI. chatAM ene suMvALa paMtha mAnIne jIva deDI ja rahyo che. ane pitAnI sAdhanAne bhUlI gayA che, paNa mahApurUSo kahI rahyA che ke are bhAI! jarA ubhe rahe. A badhI doDadhAmamAM tArI sAcI sAdhanA rahI jAya che. be bhAIo jaI rahyA che. eka moTI AMbAnI vADI che. temAM AMbAnA ghaNAM vRkSa che. AgaLa jatAM ghaNAM ja keLanA jhADa che. ethI AgaLa gayA tyAM keTalAka gulAbanA cheDe ugelA che. A joIne eka bhAIe AnaMda vyakta karyo ke are bhAI! kevI harIbharI vAhI chetyAre bIje kahe che, are bhAI! AmAM zuM rAjI thavAnuM? jhADa te ghaNAM ja

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yoo che, paNa tenA para phaLa ekeya nathI. mAtra jhADa ke asaMkhya pAMdaDAthI zuM rAjI thavAnuM? ema javane punyanA udayathI dhana, mAla-milakata ke putra-parivAra maLI jAya, paraMtu sAdhanAnA phaLarUpe, AtmAnI sAcI zAMti, sukha ke saMtoSa na maLe te bAhA padArthomAM zuM rAjI thavAnuM? AtmAnuM sukha, zAnti ke AbAdI meLavavA mATe bhagavAne be prakArane dharma batAvyuM che. gRhastha dharma ane sAdhu dharma sAdhu dharma zreSTha dharma che. paNa jene jevI kiMmata ApavAnI zakti hoya tevI te vastune kharIdI zake che. saMyama eTale samyak prakAre Indriyone niyamamAM levI tenuM nAma che saMyama. A eka be divasa ke cAra cha divasanI vAta nathI. A te jAvajIva sudhInuM mahAvrata levAnuM che. A ati kaThina tapazcaryA che. A kAMI hAlI-mavAlI ke mAyakAMgalAnuM kAma nathI. A te zUravIra ne dhIrane mArga che. khAMDAnA khela khelavAnA che, pUratI kiMmata cUkavavAnI che. agga vaNiehi AhiyaM dhArenti rAiNiyA ih| evaM paramA mahavvayA astrAyA u sagaiya bhAyaNa // mahAna kiMmatI evA ratna vecavAvALe rajavADAmAM kAM to dhanADhaya zrImaMta vasatA heya tyAM vecavA jAya che. kAraNa ke ratna kharIdavAnI trevaDa ene che. pUrI kiMmata e ApI zake che ane mUlyavAna rane kharIdI zake che. ema pAMca mahAvrata ane chaThThA rAtribhejana- tyAgarUpa ranane paNa zUravIra puruSe kharIdI zake che. tamAre te eka kaMdamULanI bAdhA levI hoya te paNa emAM keTalIya chUTa rAkhe. Adune rasa te pIvuM joIe, eTale AdunI chUTa. tabIyata ThIka na hoya te lasaNanI caTaNI kadAca vAparavI paDe eTale enI chUTa. ane bAkInAmAM sAje-mAMde chUTa, gAma-paragAma chUTa, are bhAI! sAje chUTa ane mAMdeya chUTa, gAmamAM chUTa ne paragAmamAMya chUTa ! te bAdhA kayAre? mRtyu thAya pachI ? eka vrata ha, paNa aDaga nizcaya ane makkamatApUrvaka enuM pAlana kare. kaI burA kahe yA acchA lakSmI Ave yA jAve, lAkha varSe taka chavuM yA mRtyu Aja hI A jAve, athavA koI kaisA hI bhaya yA lAlaca dene Ave, te bhI nyAya mArga se merA kabhI na paga DIgane pAve." vrata lIdhA pachI kaI vakhANe ke varSe De, lAkho rUpiyA Ave ke jAya, koI bhaya Ave, devatAnA upasargo Ave ke kaI game tevA pralobhane batAve, mRtyu Aja Ave ke varSa sudhI jIvuM, paNa mArI pratijJAmAMthI eka paNa pagaluM pAcho haThavAne ja nathI, A

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40) mAma nirNaya, pratijJA letAM pahelA kara joIe. pratijJA lIdhA pachI khUbaja sAvadhAnI rAkhavI joIe. sAdhu banyA pachI paNa bahu ja upayoga ane sAvadhAnIpUrvaka jIvate hoya ane te pitAnI sAdhanAmAM ja masta hoya, duniyAnA mAna-pAna-khAna-pAna ke gAna tAnA nI ene paravA na hoya. eka vakhata. eka vRkSa nIce eka muni kAussaga dhyAnamAM ubhA che. tyAMthI cAra yuvAne nIkaLyA. tene thayuM ke are, AvI yauvana nItaratI kAyA che eNe bhegane TANe Ave cega kema svIkAryuM haze? mananI kutuhalatA vadhI gaI ne cAre te beThA muninI sAme. theDI vAre munie dhyAna pALyuM tyAre pelA yuvAne e prazna karyo - are munirAja ! A bhegane TANe ega kema lIdhe che? A vaya te saMsAranAM sukha-joga mANavAnI che, emAM vaLI A gheluM kayAMthI lAgyuM? tyAre muni javAba Ape che, ke bhAI, muniothI pUrvanI vAta yAda karAya nahiM, paNa tamArI ATalI usukatA che eTale huM tamane mArI hAnI saMbhaLAvuM chuM. "huM eka dhanADhaya zrImaMtane putra hatA. ghaNuM sukha ane lADamAM bhAre uchera thayele, enI sAthe sAthe dharmanA saMskAranuM paNa siMcana thayeluM. nAnapaNathI mane ema samajAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ke je bhAI! dhana-vaibhava vagere badhuM punyanA gharanI bheTa che. punya Ave eTale e Ave ane punya cAlyuM jAya eTale e paNa cAlyuM jAya. emAM manane jarA paNa harSazeka na thavA de. - nava tatvanI jene yathArtha zraddhA che te mANasa game tevI paristhitimAM paNa pitAnI prasannatA jALavI zake che. je vastu para pitAnuM kAMI cAlavAnuM ja nathI tyAM beTa aphasesa karatAM ja nathI. dharmane pAmelA mANasane vaibhavanA Dhere maLI jAya te kulAtA nathI. erakanDizananI oraDImAM beThele mAnavI ThaMDaka anubhava hoya che tyAre e ema mAnate hoya che ke jANe AkhA jagatamAM badhe AvIja ThaMDaka haze. paNa A enI bhUla che. je oraDInI bahAra nIkaLaze e ja ene unI lune sparza thavAne che ema punyanI che uDatI hoya tyAre mAnavI sArI duniyAnuM bhAna bhUlI jAya che paNa je dharma pAmyo che ete samaje che ke A te punyanI erakaMDIzana eAraDI che. emAM beThA chIe tyAM sudhI ThaMDaka che. jevA punya khalAsa thayA ke pApanI unI lune sparza thavAne ja che. "sukhamAM ucharyo, paNa saMskAra sAthe umara vadhatI gaI. bhaNIgaNIne taiyAra thaye. pitAzrIe kahyuM, bhAI! have tuM thoDuM thoDuM peDhInuM kAma saMbhALatA thA. te mAre beja che. meM pitAzrInI AjJA ziromAnya karI. dhaMdhAmAM kuzaLa bane. mAtapitA kartavyaparAyaNa hatAM. kartavyaparAyaNatA ane mohamAM phera che. meha che tyAM Asakti che, 51

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rot mAzA-vAsanA-lAlasA che. ane chevaTe du:kha che. paraMtu byaparAyaNatA che tyAM AzA, Asakti ke vAsanA nathI. paraMtu kAryAM karyAMnA AnaMda che. ane kArya karyAM pachI pazu enAthI vikta manI jAya che. acAnaka pitAzrIne mAMdagI AvI, traNa divasanI TUMkI mAMdagI bhAgavIne te palaka- prayANa karI gayA. ane e pachI dADha mahIne mAtAnuM paNa mRtyu thayuM. sukhI sa MsAra sunA anya. paNa je dhama pAmyA che e teA samaje che ke A badhA paMkhImeLe che. vRkSa upara sAMje cAre dIzAethI pakSIe AvIne bese che. kaI karyAMthI koI kayAMthI eka vRkSanI DALe, pakhIDA AvIne kheThAM kAI DALe koI mALe, prabhAtanA pacara'gI raMge, jAtAM sahu vikharAI jatAM, A jaga paMkhInA meLA, kema raheze sadaiva bheLe....A. r pakhIe keAI DALe beThA ane koI mALe beThA. jyAM arudRAya thayA tyAM 5'khI kalarava karavA lAgyA ane sahu judI judI dIzAe uDI jAya che. ema A saMsAramAM judI judI gatimAMthI jIvA AvyA che. koI gAMdhI che, keAI saMghavI che, kei zAha che. ema judAM judAM kuTukhamAM bhegA thayAM, ane AyuSya puru' thAya eTale sahu sahune path paDe, AvuM samajanArane viyeAganuM du:kha satAvatuM nathI. eka zeTha haMmezA vyAkhyAnamAM TAImasara AvatA. eka divasa teo jhahu meDA AvyA. vyAkhyAna mAI gurU mahArAje pUchyuM ke Aja kema meDA AvyAM ? te kahe sAheba! eka mahemAnane vaLeATAvavA gayA hatA eTale meDu' thayuM. khAjumAM ubhelA bhAIe kahyuM, sAheba! Aje ene 20 varasanA dikarA gujarI gayA, enI kriyA patAvavA gayAM hatAM, eTale mADu thayu. juo, katavyaparAyaNa mANaseA keTalA prasannacitta rahI zake che? jyAre ajJAnI jIvA keTalA kalpAMta kare, raDe, khAya-pIe nahIM. jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke Why do my-my? zA mATe mAru mAruM kare che ? I and my and me A traNa vastu cheADA. 'huM Ama ne huM Ama' e hu pada cheDA. mane te A game ane mane tA A joIe evu madhu cheDA. A badhA svArthamaya saMbaMdha che ema samaje te tenA viyAgamAM duHkha na thAya. "mArA mAtapitAnA avasAna pachI dhIme dhIme paristhiti palaTAvA lAgI. vepAramAM khATa gaI, dhaMdhA mALeA paDayA, kamANI ghaTatI gaI. puNya paravAryuM, paNa patnI suzIla hatI. e khUba AzvAsana ApatI. huM paNa dharma pratye zraddhAvALA hatA, eTale paristhiti

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403 pacAvate gaye. paNa dhIme dhIme evI kaDI hAlata AvI ke gharabAra-dukAna badhuM vecAI gayuM, daradAgInA gayAM. eka jhuMpaDAmAM nivAsa karyo. atyAra sudhI aneka sagAMsaMbaMdhIo hatAM paNa garIbImAM sahu dUra thayAM. enI pAse jaIe te paNa na game. pisAvALAnI pAse ubhe te gaNe lAja ghaTelI, aneka vacane kahe aLago karavA dIye dhakkethI dhakelI re, Ave garIbI ghelI guNIne guNahIna banAve che." paisAvALAnI pAse jaIe te enA pijhIzanamAM paMkacara paDI jAya. eTale e AghethI ja lAIna badalI nAkhe. nekarI mATedha karI. paNa nekarIye na maLI. huM, mArI patnI ane putra traNanA peTa bharavAnI muMjhavaNa ubhI thaI. jyAM tyAM mahenata majurI karI sAMje mAMDa ATha bAra AnA meLavaze ane emAM amAruM gujarAna cAlatuM. eka divasa patnI bImAra paDI. tAva caDavA lAgyA. paNa DekaTarane belAvavAnA ke davAnA paisA mArI pAse hatAM ja nahIM. te di' mArI muMjhavaNa vadhI gaI have zuM karavuM? e prazna vAraMvAra uThavA lAge. bIje divasa paNa e ja gaye. trIje divase huM evA nirNaya para Avyo ke have corI karIne meLavavuM, e sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI. paNa aMtara mana nA pADatuM hatuM. eka mANasa parigrahanI lAlasAthI corI kare che, jyAre ekane cerI karavAnI IcchA nathI. chatAM paNa peTanI bhukha saMtoSavA cerI karavI paDe che. AMtaramana ane badAmananuM yuddha cAlyuM. paNa paristhitie bAhyamananI chata karAvI. patnIne tAvamAM ribAtI mukI huM cerI karavA cAlyA. kadI nahIM kareluM kArya karavA jatAM paga dhrujavA lAgyA. hRdayanA dhabakArA vadhI gayA. eka baMgalAnI pAchaLanI vaMDI ThekIne aMdara gaye. chupAtA page AgaLa vadhe. nasIbajoge eka bArI ughADI hatI. tyAMthI aMdara gayo. eja rUmamAM tijorI hatI. hIMcakA sAthe cAvIne guDa laTakate hate. AstethI tijorI khelI. aMdara te hIrAmotI, senArUpAnA aneka dAgInA hatAM. paNa mAre parigraha vadhAravA cerI nahatI karavI. phakta eka baMgaDI laIne tijorI baMdha karI. tyAM te bahAra bumAbuma thavA lAgI. gharamAM sutelA zeThANIne jagADyAM ke jarA tapAsa kare, aMdara kaI mANasa ghusyo che. zeThANI kahe tame zAMta thAva, huM tapAsa karuM chuM. bAI aMdara AvI. huM te tharathara dhrujate hate. gabharAI gaye. bAInA pagamAM paDI kahyuM, bAI, meM eka ja baMgaDI lIdhI che. bAI samajI gaI ke A kaI dukhiyAre lAge che. bAIe kahyuM : bhAI ! gabhara mA. A palaMga para suI jA. cAdara oDhADI dIdhI. bahAra jaIne kahe che te zeTha che. huM uMghI gaItI ane jhapa baMdha hatuM, eTale e vaMDIethI aMdara AvyA. bIjuM koI nathI. mAso cAlyA gayAM.

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404 bAI aMdara AvI. meM enI mAphI mAgI. mArAthI rahI javAyuM. mArI karUNa - kahAnI meM ene saMbhaLAvI. e sAMbhaLI bAInI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu AvI gayAM. keTalAMka paiseTake sukhI hoya che te dhaNInuM sukha nathI. e to bahAra kayAMya parastrImAM meja mANatA hoya che. rAtre moDAvahelA ghera AvatA hoya che. jyAre A garIba che, chatAM tene patnI pratye lAgaNI keTalI che! bAI kahe che bhAI! atyAre tuM A baMgaDI kayAM vecavA jaIza? tArI patnIne tAva che te ene joItI davA, dudha, mosaMbI vagere laI jA. ane pachI A baMgaDI vecI emAMthI AjIvikA calAvaje. jyAre jarUra paDe tyAre pAchA vinA saMkoce ahIM Avaje. bAInI lAgaNI ne hamadardIthI mArA duHkhI dilane dilAse maLe. tyAMthI nIkaLI huM ghera AvyuM. AvIne jouM tyAM te sakhata tAva caDI javAthI mArI patnI mRtyu pAmI gaI hatI. bALaka paNa taraphaDI taraphaDI marI gayA hatA. A dazya jotAM ja huM kaMpI uThaye. hatAza thaI gayA. tyAM ne tyAM besI gaye. hAthamAMnI cIje bAju para mukI mArA kimata para huM pikeke raDe. paNa tyAM AzvAsana denAruM ke AMsu luchanAruM kaI nahatuM. raDI raDIne thAye, mArI meLe meM AzvAsana meLavyuM. hiMmata keLavI. AjubAjumAMthI cheDA mANase bolAvI patnI ane putranI aMtyeSThi kriyA patAvI ghera AvyA, paNa ghara khAvA dhAtuM hoya ema lAgyuM. bIje divase baMgaDI laI huM benane ghera gaye. eNe pUchayuM kema bhAI! meM kahyuM, bahena ! je mATe huM baMgaDI laI gayo tyAM pahoMce e pahelAM te teo baMne mRtyu pAmI gayAM. have huM ane zuM karuM? bahena kahe laI jA bhAI! tAre kAma Avaze. meM kahyuM, nA bahena ! have e na joIe. tamArI lAgaNI mATe AbhAra. ghera AvyuM. bhutakALanA eka eka dazya najara samakSa khaDA thavA lAgyAM. dharmanA saMskAra te mULathI hatAM, emAM AvuM banyuM. jagatanA caDatIpaDatInA vAyaza badhA joyAM. jaganA svarUpe meM saghaLAM nihALyAM, juThI bhramaNAmAM janmo vitAvyAM, sAcI zAMti te kyAMye na lAdhI, tujane maLavAnI lAgI re mAyA. darzana dene aMtaryAmI, mujathI zAne rUTha svAmI. he bhagavAna! atyAra sudhI juDI bhramaNAmAM huM phasAye hate. paNa saMsAranA nazvara saMbaMdhone jAta anubhava thaye. kayAMya sukha ke zAMti maLI nahIM. sAcI zAMti aMtaramAM che. chatAM bahAra valakhAM mAryA. e bhula samajANuM ane have pachInI bAjI sudhAravAne nirNaya karI meM saMyama mArga svIkAryo. A che mArI kathA. A sAMbhaLI yuvAnenA hRdaya paNa dravI gayAM. munine dhanyavAda daI teo cAlatA thayAM.

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405 sAdhu bahAdura banIne nIkaLe che. meharAjAne celeja phUMke che ke AvuM mArI sAme have mane emAM prIti nathI. sArAmAM sArA khAdya padArtha mArI sAme Ave te huM jou ke A tA riphAIna karelI viSTA che. Ama varNa-gadha-rasa-sparza-zabda darekamAMthI Asakti ghaTI gaI. e sAdhaka sAdhanAmAge vaNuthalI kuca kare che. kama sAme jaMga khelI kane kheArU karI nAMkhI zAzvata siddhi meLave che. je sAdhupaNuM nathI svikArI zakatAM te peAtAnI nabaLAI kabule che. chatAM haiyAmAM savitI banavAnA bhAva tA che. paNa atyAre saviratI nathI anAtu, mATe dezaviratIpaNuM svikArI rahyA che. bhagavAna nemanAtha, niSakumArane trIjI' vrata samajAve che. tenA vizeSa adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna na 68 AsA suda 3 budhavAra tA. 22-9-71 niSakumAra, bhagavAna temanAthanI vANI sAMbhaLI rahyA che. bhagavAnanI vANI pUrva che. e vANInA jharaNAM vahe che. e vANI jagata jIvAnA tApa-saMtApa ane paztiApa hare che. vANI tA ghaNerI paNa vItarAgatulya nahIM.' cheTamavANI, kamIzvANI, prItamavANI evI tA ghaNI vANI che paNa vItarAganI tulanAmAM e na AvI zake. nannattha erIsaM vutta' jaM loe parama duccaraM / viThThAna mAphka na sUrya na masid aa deza. sU. a. | je leAkamAM parama duSkara che. vipula anu. bhAjata che. AvI vANI maLavI ati muzkela che. pramala puNyanA udaya hAya tyAre e vANI sAMbhaLavA maLe. je jinezvara devanuM svarUpa samajatA nathI ane emane keTalA upakAra che e zI khakhara paDe. emanI vANImAM joma che, tAkAta che, pAvara che. e hRdayanA palaTo karAvI nAMkhe che. paththarane paNa pANI kare che. emaNe saMsAra ane meAkSanA mArgonuM svarUpa jema che tema batAvyuM che. koI mANasa cAlyuMA jAya che, emAM e rastA AvyA. eka mA bahu mulAyama dekhAya che, paNa rastAmAM bhayaMkara saryAM che. bIjo mArga jarA kAMTAkAMkarA ke paththaravALA che. paNa puratI salAmatIvALA mArga che. musaphra A emAMthI kayA mArga pasaMda karaze ? ema sa'sArane mAga uparathI sArA, suvALA dekhAya che, paNa pariNAme bhalabhalAnA aramAnAnA

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406 cUrecUrA thaI jAya che. sukhanA bhaMDAranI apekSA bhale rAkhI hoya paNa tyAMthI sukhane bhaMgAra paNa nathI maLavAne. bIjo mArga che mokSane. uparathI viSama dekhAya che, muzkelI Ave che. paNa pariNAme tyAMthI sukhane bhaMDAra maLaze. saMsAramAM sukhanI sAmagrI badhI maLI. meTara-gADI, baMgalA vADI, strI-putra, parivAra badhuM che. dekhItI rIte sukhI che. paNa haiyAmAM atRptinI Aga jale che. eTale ene kayAMya zAMti dekhAtI nathI. aMtaramAM ukaLATa hoya ane dharma sAMbhaLavA Ave te sAMbhaLI paNa nA zake. eka kAnethI sAMbhaLe ane bIjA kAnethI nIkaLI jAya. tenuM kalyANa kema thAya! bhagavAnanI vANuM sAMbhaLIne keTalAMka bhavya AtmAe saMyamamArga svIkAravA taiyAra thaI gayA. "sAmagrI sukhanI lAkha hatI, svecchAe jeNe tyAgI, saMgAtha svajanane choDIne, saMyamanI bhIkSA mAMgI, dIkSAnI sAthe paMca mahAvrata aMtaramAM dharanArA, A che aNugAra amA." aneka rAjAo ane rAjakumAree tathA hajAre zreSThIo ane zreSThI putroe prabhunA nAma para saMsAra sukhane eka palamAM lAta mArI dIdhI. hajAro strIoe prabhunA caraNamAM pitAnuM jIvana samapI dIdhuM. ke suMdara cheA mArga ! nathI ramAye koI dago nathI ahIM koI droha nathI koI svArtha ke prapaMca. A te che jIvana zuddhine mArga. jIvanamAMthI aneka pApane sahaja rIte dUra karI nAkhyA ane jIvanane ujamALa banAvyuM. eka rAjAnA rAjapATa bIjA rAjAe jhuMTavI lIdhA. koInA sAlIyANuM paNa baMdha thayA ane sAva nirdhana hAlatamAM mukAI gayA. eke svecchAe badhuM choDayuM ane vitarAgane mArga svIkAryo che. baMnenI pAse lADI, vADI, gADI nathI, chatAM baMnemAM aMtara keTaluM che? ekane parANe, anichAe tyAgavuM paDayuM che. bIjAe aMtaranI utkRSTa bhAvanApUrvaka tyAga karyo che. DAmaranI saDaka haya, sakhata taDake heya, khare bapore muni cAle jAte hoya te paNa manamAM duHkhI na hoya. e te vicAre ke paravazapaNe keTaluM sahana karyuM che te AmAM zuM? dhanya che e munione! ke jeo taDakAnI AtApanA letA haze enI pAse mAruM A dukha zA visAtamAM che? A che svecchAe svIkArela tyAga mArga kUtaruM eka peTane khADe puravA gheraghera bhaTake che, chatAM peTa bharAtuM nathI. Ane zuM udarI tapa kahevAze? eka mAnavIne badhuM maLe che, pacAvavAnI zakti che, chatAM e upavAsa karI le che. te e tyAgI che. tapazcaryA paNa karmanI nirjarA mATe hevI joIe. tapelI, vATakI ke khumacA mATe nahIM. jene saMsAramAM duHkhanA bhaDakA ja dekhAya che, tene mukhanI lAkhe sAmagrI hovA chatAM ene tilAMjalI Ape che. eka mANasane phAMsI devAnI

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tArIkha nakkI thaI gaI. jajanuM jajamenTa bahAra paDI gayuM. pachI ene suMdara khANIpINAM, nAcagAna ke jalasAmAM AnaMda Ave khare ? "nA". ApaNI sAme paNa mata khaDuM che ne? tamane mata dekhAya che? jo hA, te pachI pramAdamAM kema paDayAM che? A badhuM mukIne marI javAnuM che. te pachI A kALAbajAra konA mATe? saMsAranA sukhanI mamatA muke. sAcuM sukha AtmAmAM ja che. paNa jIvane enI khabara nathI. eka yegI bhikSA mAMgavA nIkaLyA che. pharatAM pharatAM teo eka jhuMpaDA pAse AvIne ubhA rahyAM ane belyAM, bhikSA Apa maiyA ! bAI jegIne kahe che. gIrAja! bahu garIba hAlatamAM chuM. Apane zuM ApuM? lukhI reTalI che. haju caTaNI te vATuM chuM gI kahe, are bAI? tArI pAse te amulya cIja che. bhAI paNa gInI vAta sAMbhaLI bahAra AvyuM. yogI mahArAja! Apa zuM kahI rahyA che? yegI kahe bhAI! A zuM che? sAheba, e caTaNI vATavAne paththara che. Ane sAphasupha karI, laIne bajAramAM jA. AnI kiMmata karAvI Ava. koIne vecIza nahIM. megInI zIkha mAnIne e bajAramAM gaye. zAkavALIne kahe, A paththara vecave che zuM ApIza? e bAI kahe, AnuM zuM maLe? lAva jokhavAmAM kAma Avaze, be jhUDI kothamarInI laI jA. tyAMthI AgaLa cAlyA. senI pAse gayo. sonIe enI hajAranI kiMmata karI. jhaverI pAse gaye. eNe lAkha rUpiyAnI kiMmata AMkI. chevaTe rAjadarabAramAM gaye. rAjAe badhAM jhaverIne bolAvyA. eka jhaverIe kahyuM ke AkhA rAjya jeTalI AnI kiMmata che. rAjA kahe che. bhAI ! mAruM rAjya ApI dauM. tuM mane A paththara ApIza? yegInI vAta yAda AvI eTale e bhAI bolyA. rAjA sAheba ! AnI te mAtra kiMmata karAvavAnI hatI. vecavAne nathI. bhAI e ghera AvI cagIne badhI vAta karI. pegI kahe bhAI! AkhA rAjyanI milakata karatAM paNa adhika milakata tamArI pAse che, A pArasamaNI che. leDhAnI cIja heya te lAva. te bhAI gharamAMthI sANasI, tAvI vagere badhuM laI Ave, pArasamaNine aDADa ne badhuM ja sonuM thaI gayuM. pati-patnI AnaMdathI nAcI uThyAM. megIne AbhAra mAnyo. ema AtmAnI pAse anaMta zakti che. akhUTa khajAne pitAne gharamAM che. paNa ene khabara nathI eTale jaDanI bhIkha mATe e tanamananI khuvArI karI kahyo che. amUlya samayane veDaphI rahyo che, bahAranI sAdhana sAmagrImAM pitAnI mahattA mAnI beThe che. lAkha rUpiyA beMkamAM pitAnA nAme paDyA hoya paNa e ahIM kulAte hoya, paNa bhAI tAruM zuM? tArI sAthe AvavAnuM zuM ? te pachI corInA dhaMdhA zA mATe!

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4 pArasamaNInA spRza thI lADhAnu' seAnu thayu'. ema jaina inanI sparzanA kare te mithyAtvI maTI samakitI thAya. nava tatvanI yathAtha zraddhA enu nAma samyag darzana. samakitI AtmAne sacATa zraddhA thai jAya ke nigrantha pravacana sAduM A je ala sattve Na pamadre ! eja satya che, eja paramAtha che. bAkI badhu anatha kArI che. atyAre pravacananAM nAma devAya che. AnuM pravacana che ne tenuM pravacana che. e badhA pravacana nahi paNa lekacara che. pravacana tA ATha prakAranA che. pAMca samiti ane traNa gupti. A bhAThe pravacana mAtA che, jemAM dvAdazAMgInA sAra che. pravacanamAM te AtmAnA rakSaNanI ja vAta hAya, AtmAnI unnatinI ja vAta haiAya. A ni tha pravacana sivAya sele annatze bAkI badhuM anatha che. zeSamAM zuM vadhyu ? AkhA saMsAra" anatha-paisA-zarIra-dhanamAla-milkata-patnI-putra-parivAra-madhu ja anatha che. mATe parama atha-ne sevavA"kuI saNu vajaNA". pAkhaDIenA paricaya va devA, sakita pAmIne khasI gayA hAyatevAnA paNu saMga vadeg devA-jamAlIkumAMra agIyAra aMga bhaNelA hatA. paNa zraddhAmAMthI khasI gayA eTale bhagavAne kahI dIdhuM ke mAre kuziSya jamAlI. sADA traNa maNanI kAyA hAya, dekhAvaDo hAya, pAMcamAM pUchAtA hAya, paNa magajanI DagaLI khasI gaI, pachI enI kIMmata keTalI ? ema uparathI sAdhunA veza hAya paNa zraddhAnA pATIyA hacamacI gayA eTale khalAsa ! pachI A mAga thI e kayAMya dUra phekAI jAya. vItarAga mAnI zraddhA che te cArI kare nahi. 'tenAha' cArAu vastu le nahi. taNAvane cArane madada Ape nahi. cArAu mAla lIdhe hAya enA peTamAM phaphaDATa hAya. sastAmAM e mAla vecI nAkhe. koI mANasa cerI karI mAla lAvatA hAya, e mAla laI levA, ene joItA sAdhanA ApavAM e paNa eka jAtanI cArI che. rAjA ke sarakAranI manAi hAya chatAM dANacArI karavI, lAvavAnI chUTa na hoya te paNa game te rIte saMtADIne lAvavuM, e che viruddha rajAI kammu, tyAra pachI kUDa tele phUDa mANe. khATA tAlA kheTA mApa rAkhavA. levAnA ne devAnA beya kATalA judA. eka vakhata eka bharavADaNubhAI ghI vecavA AvI. zeTha kahe khAI keTala' ghI che ? khAI kaDe zera ghI che. zeThe jokhyuM teA petheAzera thayuM. zeTha kahe bAI ! A tA peNeAzera thayuM. khAI kahe e mane ja kema ? huM barAmara jokhIne lAvI chuM. zeTha kahe, AvA dagA karI che? tamane kAraTanA bAraNAM dekhADIza. bAI kahe are sAMbhaLeA zeTha, huM kAle tamArI dukAnethI ja zera sAkara lai gai hatI, mArI pAse kATalA nahAtA eTale ene sAme rAkhIne ja meM ghI okhyuM. tA zeTha tame mane kAle zeranA badale pAchuAzera sAkara ApI ema nakkI thayuM ne? zeTha zu khAle? A tA AghAta sAme pratyAghAta. AvA kUDA kAma karaze enA lamaNe karamanA phAyaDA jhIMkAze, emAM zakA nathI.

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toe eka vakhata eka zeTha pitAnA nehIo sahita bhadrezvaranI jAtrAe jaI rahyA che. InamAMthI utaryA pachI TekSI karI, sAmAna badhe goTha, badhA besI gayA. TekSI mULa thAne pahoMcI gaI badhA utarI gayA, sarasAmAna utArI lIdhe, TekSIvALAne paisA cUkavI lIdhA. eNe kahyuM, zeTha, badhe sAmAna saMbhALI lIdhe ne ? hA. zeThe rajA ApI. e potAnI TekSI laI pAcho vaLe. DrAIvara paTelapaMpa pAse peTrola bharAvA AvyA. jyAM bAraNuM baMdha karavA jAya che. tyAM pAkITa najare caDyuM. khelIne joyuM te rU. 4000nI neTa. TekSI laI DrAIvara tarata ja pAcho vaLe. A bAju zeThane kAMIka rUAnI jarUra paDI ne jyAM jevA jAya tyAM te pAkITa nathI. zeThane te ciMtA thaI, pathArImAM sUtA paNa UMgha AvI nahi. TekSI vALe pAcho te vaLe paNa manamAM vicAra AvyuM. A kayAM huM caravA gaye chuM. saheje maLyA che. ekAda kerIyara laI lauM te pachI upAdhi nahI. tyAM te aMdarathI paDakAra AvyuM ke je je he, tArI nekI jAya nahI. mana sAthe nakkI karI zeThanA utArAnA sthAne pahoMcI gaye. TekSIne avAja sAMbhaLI zeTha ekadama uThayA. DrAIvare bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM, zeThe bAraNuM ughADayuM. DrAIvaranA hAthamAM pAkITa hatuM te zeThane suprata karyuM. zeTha AnaMdamAM AvI gayA. 500 rUA. kADhI DrAIvaranA hAthamAM mUkyA. DAIvare e na lIdhA. e kahezeTha, A te meM mArI pharaja bajAvI che. AmAM meM zuM karyuM? zeThe ghaNe Agraha karyo, paNa chevaTe tenuM eDresa lIdhuM. ane thoDA vakhata pachI ene eka khaTArA bheTa mokalyo. ImAnadAra DrAIvare e vakhate e bheTa svIkArI lIdhI, ane enI kamANImAMthI hapta hate zeThanA paisA bharI dIdhAM. Aje AvA ImAnadAra bahu thoDA jovA maLe che. Aje te jyAM juo tyAM seLabheLa. dekhADe kaMIka, Ape kaMIka, tapaDiruvagavavahAre namUne sAro dekhADe ne Ape bheLaseLa. ekabIjA ekabIjAne chetaravAnI ja vAta kare. vakIle vakIlAta kare. korTamAM ekabIjA vAdI prativAdI thAya, ane bahAra nIkaLI beya sAthe nAstApANI kare. tyAM te paisA joDe kAma. paisA jhAjhA Ape ene kesa jIte. be bhAI vacce jhaghaDo thayo. vAta korTa sudhI pahoMcI. vakIla rAkhe. nAnabhAI vakIlane tyAM jaI 100 rUA. pAghaDInA karI daI AvyuM, ane bhalAmaNa karI sAheba! mAruM dhyAna rAkhajo. bIjo bhAI vakIlane tyAM gaye. vakIlane AMgaNe bheMsa bAMdhI AvyuM. bheMsa denAra kesamAM jatI gaye. nAnAbhAI vakIlane kahe, kema vakIla sAheba! mArI pAghaDInuM zuM thayuM ? te vakIla kahe bhAI! pAghaDI te bheMsa cAvI gaI. Avaka vadhAre ene pakSa kheMcAya. AvI cerI, vizvAsaghAta, dagA, prapaMca karIne kaI gatimAM utArA thaze ene vicAra karyo che? dukAne beDa mAryuM hoya "eka ja bhAva" ane pachI te gharAka eTalA bhAva. sAme ja bIjuM borDa mAryuM che. "udhAra baMdha che" kevuM majAnuM arthasUcaka be che, e khyAla Ave che? A dukAne besI kALAdhoLa, chaLakapaTa karAya che. mATe AvA para

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kAma karanArane uddhAra thAya ja nahIM. mATe ahIM dvAra baMdha che. have samaje te sAruM che. sAdhuo yAjajIvana sarvathA attanA paccakhANa kare che. besavuM hoya te paNa AjJA lIdhA vagara na bese. upAzrayamAM paNa AjJA vagara na utare. dAMta khetaravAnI saLI jeTaluM paNa adatta na the. sava viratI banAya te sarvaviratI bane, na banAya te dezaviratI te bane. niSakumAra triInuM vrata samaje che. vizeSabhAve zA che te adhikAra avasare - - - - vyAkhyAna...69 Aso suda 4 ne gurUvAra tA. ra3-9-71 - jinezvara devanI vANI ApadAnI bhedanArI, manavaMchita sukhane ApanArI, bhAvakalpataru ne bhAvaciMtAmaNuM ratna samAna che. sUrya kahe ke mArAmAM prakAzanI zakti nathI. caMdra kahe ke mArAmAMthI aMgAra vase che. ane siMha kahe ke mane bakarAne Dara lAge che te A vAta keTalI asaMbhavita che? je ciMtavaNA kare te vastu hAjara thAya evuM ciMtAmaNI ratna jenA hAthamAM hoya te mAnavI kahe ke huM garIba chuM, kaMgALa chuM, te A vAta koI mAnI zake kharA? jenA AMgaNe kalpataru uce hoya te kahe ke huM bhu chuM, te te vAta paNa na mAnI zakAya ne jene ghera kAmadhenu gAya hoya ane te kahe ke mAre tyAM dudha te zuM chAsanAM paNa sAMsA che ! te A vAta keTalI behudI lAge ? tema koI kahe ke meM vItarAgane mArga svIkAryo paNa mArA bhava-pherA TaLyA nahi huM duHkhI duHkhI thaI gaye. A vAta mAnI zakAya kharI? je je bhavya jIvoe jinezvara devanI amRtamaya vANInuM pAna karyuM, te vANI sAMbhaLIne avadhArI, te jene beDe pAra thaI gaye. tene mATe durgatinA daravAjA jevAnA heAya ja nahIM. kAraNa ke siddhAMta ApaNane ApaNA jIvanamAM kayAM badI rahI gaI che, kyAM zI kharAbI che ke jene laIne ApaNe pUrNa mukta avasthA meLavI zakayA nathI te batAve che. jyAre keI daradI DokaTara pAse jAya, DokaTara uparathI tapAse paNa aMdara zI kharAbI che te jANavA mATe te kahe bhAI! tamAre ekasa re levaDAvavo paDaze ane te zarIranA aMdaranA bhAgane pheTa levaDAve che, jaNAya ke kayAM cAMdu che. tevI ja rIte zAstra paNa ApaNA AtmAmAM kaI kharAba Teva paDI gaI che, te batAve che, paraMtu AjakAlanAM ghaNuM yuvako dharmanA siddhAMtane hammaka mAne che. jyAM sudhI je vastunuM jJAna na hoya, tyAM sudhI tenuM mahAmya jIvane na Ave.

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kaI eka mAravADI zeTha pitAnAM sasarAnAM gAma bhaNI page cAlIne jaI rahyAM hatA, kAraNa ke agAu koI evA khAsa sAdhana na hatAM. eTale page cAlIne javuM paDatuM. paraMtu rastAmAM sapta taDake-lAMbo paMtha eTale te zeTha khUba thAkI gayA. saMte-taMte-paritaMte thaI gayA. je mANasa thAke, kaMTALe te keIne Azare I che tema have ApaNe A caugatinA pherA pharIne thAkyA chIe? thAkayAhaIe te saddagurUne sahAro levo paDaze ke jethI ApaNe beDo pAra thAya. zeTha te thAkIne besI gayA. tyAM eka jATa purUSa gADAmAM zeThane je gAme javuM hatuM te ja gAme jaI rahyo hato. eTale tene kahe che bhAI ? mane tArI sAthe laI jaIza ? huM khUba thAkI gayo chuM. tuM maMgIza te tane huM ApIza. kAraNa ke te mAravADI zeTha samajatuM hatuM ke jATa purUSa mAMgI mAMgIne zuM mAMgaze? ane huM te pahelavahele sAsare jAuM chuM eTale mArI AgatAsvAgatA karavAmAM sasarAe kAMI kamInA nahIM rAkhI hoya. eTale huM A jATa purUSane miSTa bhajana karAvIza. eTale te khuzakhuza thaI jaze. jATa purUSe kahayuM ke zeTha! tamane huM laI te jAuM, paNa tamAre mane guDarAba ApavI paDaze. mAravADI bhASAmAM goLane guDa kahe che. eTale goLanI rAba. tyAre zeThe kahayuM: are ! guDarAba karatAM paNa zreSTha evuM miSTa pakavAna tane khAvA ApIza. paNa jene pitAnA jIvanamAM bIjI sArI vastu joI na hoya te te ema ja samaje ke duniyAmAM A ja ISTa padArtha che. AthI koI caDiyAtI vastu che ja nahIM. saune sArI vastu ja game che. ApaNane paNa sArI vastu ja game che ne ? keI apazabda kahe che te ApaNane nathI gamatuM. koI sArA zabda navAje te te game che. ekabAju maghamaghate bagIce hoya ne bIjI bAju viSTAne Dhagale heya to tene iccho? kaI tarapha pagalAM bharAya? "sarve jIvA suhasAyA" sarva jIvo sukha zAtA ane sArI vAtunA Icchuka che. A jATapurUSe enI jiMdagImAM guDarAbanuM ja pAna karyuM che eTale enI mAMgaNI karI. bhale bhAI, ApIza. ema zeThe kahayuM. baMne jaNa gADAmAM besIne sAme gAma pahoMcyA. sasarAne ghera gayA. jamAIrAja mATe ghaNuM taiyArI karI nAMkhI che. zeDa hAI-dhoIne jamavA beThA. sAthe pelA jATapurUSane paNa besADa. bhANuM pIrasANa, navI jAtanAM pakavAne che. zeThe khAvA mAMDayuM. paNa pele jATapurUSa te khAte ja nathI. e te guDarAbanI rAha joIne beThe che. zeThe kahayuM. khAvA mAMDe tyAre kahayuM : AmAM guDarAba kayAM che? are bhAI! A te guDarAba karatAM paNa kaMIgaNuM caDiyAtA padArtho che. tuM ekavAra svAda te kara. jATe kahayuM. nA re nA. mAre te guDarAba joIe. Ama kahIne tame chaTakI javA mAMge che ? ema kAMI huM tamane nahIM choDI dauM. jhaTa guDarAba Apo. nahItara joI che mArI DAMga, ema kahIne zeThane mAravA mATe DAMga upADI. eTale zeTha samajI gayA ke je have kAMI nahIM karuM te mArA sa varSa ahiMyA ja purA thaI jaze. kAraNa ke A jATa mANasa jADI buddhino che. eTale zeThe ekadama ubhA thaIne jApurUSanAM baMne hAtha pakaDIne baraphIne TukaDe sIdhe tenA moMmA

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kAra nAMkhI dIdhe. jyAM baraphI moDhAmAM gaI ane tene svAda AvyuM tyAM te jATapurUSane thayuM ke ohoho ! A te guDarAba karatAM paNa ghaNI mIThI cIja che. pachI teNe guDarAbanI mAMgaNI karI. kahevAnuM tAtparya e ke jyAM sudhI sArI vastunuM bhAna na thayuM hoya tyAM sudhI bIjI vastu sArI lAge. ema jyAM sudhI Atmasukhane anubhava thayo nathI tyAM sudhI saMsAranA bhautika padArtho sArA lAge. mATe tyAgamArgane anubhava kare. ene svAda kare. niSadhakumAre prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLI ane sAMbhaLIne teo khUba ja prakulita banI gayA. dezaviratI banavA taiyAra thayA che. A mArge AgekUca karavAnI zakti paNa mAnavAmAM ja che. kAraNa ke nArakI, devatA apaccakhANa che. bahu bahu te AgaLa vadhI vadhIne e cothA guNasthAnaka sudhI jaI zake. eTale samakatI thAya, paNa vrata-paccakhANa na karI zake. jyAre tiryaMca ethI AgaLa vadhIne dezaviratI eTale zrAvakanA 11 vrata AdarI za paNa ethI AgaLa vadhI zakatA nathI. tyAre mAnavI te sarvazaktimAna che. e je tyAgamArge AgaLa vadhe te cauda guNasthAnaka sara karIne mokSamAM paNa jaI zake che. mokSamAM javAne paravAne mAnava janmamAM ja maLe che. urdhvagAmI jIvana paNa mAnavI karI zake che. te ApaNane zenI abhilASA che? ApaNI kyA mArge AgekUca che? aMgrejImAM March zabda je nAma tarIke vaparAya te tene artha mArca mahine thAya che. paNa jyAre e zabdane kriyApadamAM upayoga karavAmAM Ave tyAre tene artha kUca karavI thAya che. te A mArca zabda ApaNane samajAve che ke tame AgekUca kare, paNa zemAM? te March zabdanAM pAMca akSara che. temAM prathama akSara M ApaNane kahe che ke March in the field of the marcy tame dayAnA kSetramAM AgaLa vadhe. kAraNa ke dayALu hRdaya e naMdanavana jevuM che. niSThura hRdayanA bAdazAha karatAM dayALu hRdayane kaMgALa mANasa vadhAre caDiyAta che. dayA-anukaMpA-sevA-prema-maitrI vagere sarva ahiMsAnA ja svarUpa che. Kindness is the golden chain by which society is bounb together. samAjane saMgaThita rAkhavA mATe dayA e sonerI sAMkaLa che. mATe A ApaNane kahe che ke tame dayAnA kSetramAM AgaLa vadhe. tyAra pachI bIje zabda "A" ApaNane kahe che ke March in the field of the ambition. tamArI je je mahatvAkAMkSA hoya te te kSetramAM AgaLa vadhe. kAraNa ke mAnavane e janmajAta svabhAva che ke jyAM tene mana thayuM tyAM te daMtacitta thaI kAma karIne e vastu meLavavAnA prayatna karatuM ja rahe che. bALaka bhaNate heya te tyAM paNa e vicAraze ke mAre zuM banavuM che? DokaTara, vakila ke Ijanera? te tenA je mane ratha haze te lAIna e meTrIkamAM AvyA pachI leze. tema ApaNI paNa zI mahatvAkAMkSA che? mokSanI ja ne? te e mArge AgaLa vadhavA mATe tene tarUpa sAdhana evA tyAga mArgane aMgIkAra karavAthI ja tenI prApti thaze. mATe A kahe che ke tame tamArI mahatvAkAMkSAnA kSetramAM AgaLa vadho. tyAra pachI trIje akSara

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che. "R" te kahe che ke March in the field of the Reality. tame satyanA kSetramAM AgaLa vadhe. jema AvatI kAle sUrya ugavAne ja che te viSe kaIne kazI zaMkA nathI tema satyane acuka vijaya thavAne ja che e paNa zaMkA vagaranI vAta che. satya samudrathI gaMbhIra che, meruthI mahAna che, sUryathI adhika tejasvI ane caMdra tathA caMdanathI vizeSa zitaLa che. AvuM hovA chatAM mAnavI tene AcarI zakatuM nathI. tenuM kAraNa e che ke mAnavIne aphINanAM baMdhANInI jema asatyanuM vyasana lAgeluM che. aphINanA baMdhANIne aphINane badale game teTalI sArAmAM sArI vastu khAvAnI ApavAmAM Ave te paNa sArI vastune te jatI karaze. paraMtu aphINa nahIM choDe. tevuM asatyanA vyasanInuM paNa che. aphINa cheDatAM zarUAtamAM muzkelI paDe che paNa mANasa daDha nizcaya kare te aphINanI parAdhInatAmAMthI mukta thaI zake. tema daDha saMka9yavALo jarUra asatyanI gulAmImAMthI mukta banI zake che. mATe satyanA kSetramAM AgaLa vadhe. tyAra pachI ceAthe akSara "C" ApaNane sUcave che ke March in the field of the conduct. tamArA cAritranA kSetramAM AgaLa vadhe. jema caMdra vinAnI rAtrI, sugaMdha vinAnuM phUla, daMtazULa vagarane hAthI zobhate nathI, tema cAritra vinAne mAnavI paNa zebhate nathI. attaranI zIzImAM attara na hoya te e zIzInI zI kiMmata? murabbAnI baraNImAM je murabdha na hoya te baraNInI zI kiMmata? kUvAmAM pANI na hoya te te kahevAtAM kuvAnI kazI kiMmata nathI. vyApAramAM kaI paNa prakArane khare lAbha na hoya te vyApAranI kAMI kiMmata nathI, tema je mAnavajIvanamAM cAritra nahIM te mAnavajIvananI kazI kiMmata nahiM. attaranI zIzImAM attaranuM hovApaNuM e tenI kiMmatanuM kAraNa che. tema mAnavajIvananA mahAyanuM kAraNa tene deha nathI paraMtu tenuM cAritra che. cImanInI pUrNatA te AkhA kAcamAM che. temAM taDa paDe che. pachI tenI kiMmata rahetI nathI. tema manuSyanI pUrNatA tenA cAritramaya jIvanamAM che. caMdra bhale ne pUrNimAno hoya chatAM vAdaLAthI DhaMkAye hoya te tenI rAtrinI zobhA tarIke kazI kiMmata nathI. tema je jIvanamAM cAritrane caMdra jhagamagatuM nathI te jIvana jIvana bhale kahevAya paNa te zakti ane satvahIna che. eTale cothe akSara "' kahe che ke tame cAritranA kSetramAM AgaLa vadhe. zikSaNa nahIM paNa cAritra ja mANasanI moTAmAM moTI jarUriyAta che ane te sauthI vadhu saMrakSaka vastu che. mATe cAritranA kSetramAM AgaLa vadhIne chelle pAMcamo akSara "A" jaNAve che ke March in the field of the Humanity tame mAnavatAnA kSetramAM AgaLa vadhe. mAnavatA e Adarza jIvanane pAme che. je pAye majabuta hoya te tenA para caNelI ImArata paNa majabuta banaze paraMtu je ImAratanA pAyA majabuta na hAya te ImArata pracalDa vAvAjhoDA yA dharatIkaMpane AMcako lAgatA kaDaDaDabhUsa karatI tUTI,

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kAke paze, mATe tamArA pAyAne majabuta banAve. ahiMyA niSadhamAre prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLe, ane te sAMbhaLatA ja tenAM rimamAM AnaMdanI laharIo pharI vaLI, kAraNa ke prabhunI vANImAM alaukika jADuM bhareluM hoya che, "tArI vANI rasALa zuM amRtabharyuM tArA nayanamAM jANe zuM jAdu bharyuM ! jotAM lAge bharyo jANe mAtAne pyAra ke pAme che, kare laLIne namana tujane he kiratAra-kaI pAme che. zreSThamAM zreSTha vakatA bolaze te e zabdonI bhASAmAM bolaze, paNa bhagavAna te hadayanI bhASA bolatA ane tethI ja emanI vANI mAnavIne te ThIka paNa tiryaneya spazI jatI. prabhunA nayanamAM paNa ajaba-gajabanuM jADuM bhareluM che ke jemane jotAM pApI paNa pAvana thaI jAya. mAtAne bALaka pratye jemAM nirdoSa vAtsalya bhAva hoya che tema prabhunA haiyAmAM eja vAtsalya bhAva hoya che, ane A vANI sAMbhaLI ghaNA bhavya bedha pAme che. ane ghaNu zakti pramANe te mArge cAlavA taiyAra thaI jAya che. niSakumAra paNa vANI sAMbhaLIne bAravratta aMgIkAra karavA udyamI thayAM che. trIjA vratanuM svarUpa batAvAI gayuM. have cethAvatanA bhAve zA che te adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna....70 Aso suda 5 zukravAra tA. 24-9-71 niSakumAra cothuM vrata sAMbhaLI rahyA che. brahmacarya vrata te zreSThamAM zreSTha vrata che. janmare maLe brahmacarya pALe te ja sAco brAhmaNa che. deva, manuSya ane tiryaMca saMbaMdhI mana-vacana-kAyAthI maithuna sevavuM nahIM, sevarAvavuM nahIM, sevatAne anumodana ApavuM nahIM, evA paccakhANa jeNe karyA che e sAdhupurUSa che, sarvaviratI che ane je potAnI zrI sivAya parastrInA paccakhANa kare che te dezaviratI che. brahmacaryathI uttamazakti maLe che. ejInamAM varALane ekatrita karavAmAM Ave te te varALa TananA Tana vajana kheMcI jAya che. varALa vagara enI gati aTakI jAya che. ema vIryane ekatrita karavAmAM Ave te te zakti ajabagajabanuM kAma kare che. je naiSThika brahmacArI che, jenA bhAvamAM paNa viSayane aMkura phuTatuM nathI tene aneka labdhio maLe

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* * che. tenI sevAmAM devatAo hAjara thAya che, deva, dAnava, gAMdharva, yakSa, rAkSasa vagere brahmacArIone namana kare che. ra dANava gaMdhavyA jakkharakkhama kinnr| jayAre maMtti tuSA je nita te u. a. 12 gA. 10 brahmacarya rU5 pama prava che, zAzvata che, nitya che. Ane AcarIne anaMta cha siddha thayA, siddha thAya che ane siddha thaze. sarva vratamAM brahmacarya zreSTha vrata che. prazna vyAkaraNa sUtramAM brahmacaryane 32 upamA ApI che. parvatemAM meru parvata zreSTha che, hAthImAM airAvata hAthI, vasemAM kSemayugala vastra, AbharaNamAM mugaTa, vanamAM naMdanavana, saMghayaNamAM vaja - rASabhanArAca saMghayaNa, catuSadamAM kesarIsiMha, raMgamAM kiramajI, jJAnamAM kevaLajJAna, kAnamAM abhayadAna zreSTha che, sAdhuomAM tirthaMkara zreSTha, RddhimAM cakravatI, haiddhAmAM vAsudeva zreSTha che, tema sarva vratamAM brahmacarya vrata zreSTha ane mahAna che. brahmacaryane mahimA kaMI era che. brahmacArIne joI mastaka namI jAya. dhanyavAdanA udgAre nIkaLI jAya. mATe milamAlika hoya ke aneka InDasTrIjha calAvate udyogapati hoya, bhautika sukhanA hera hoya paNa enI najara parastrI sAme heya, parastrI laMpaTa hoya, koInI bena, dIkarInI lAja luMTatA jAya acakAte na hoya, te e paisAthI kadAca maTe gaNaze, tene sau mAna Apaze, paNa guNamAM e sauthI chelle pATale haze. e Linecut kahevAze. dharmasabhAmAM pahelI lAInamAM besavA mATe te egya nahi rahe. mATe brahmacarya bhAva keLave. jenuM mana daDha ane makkama che tenI sAme game teTalA pralobhane Avaze te paNa te calAyamAna thaze nahIM. nirakhIne navayauvanA, leza na viSaya nidAna, gaNe kASTanI putaLI, te bhagavAna samAna navayauvanA nArI ke devAMganAone nIrakhIne paNa jenA manamAM vikArabhAva jAgate nathI, e te navayauvanAne joIne vicAre che ke A te hADamAMsa-rUdhIra-maLa-mutra-zleSmanuM bhAjana che. uparathI cAmaDuM madhyuM che. AmAM lebhAvA jevuM zuM che te huM mArA manane bahelAvuM? Ama enA manamAM vikArabhAvane eka paNa aMkura phuTatuM nathI. viSaya-vikArane jeNe tyAga karyo che te duSkaramAM duSkara vrata zara sATe pALe che. te bhagavAna samAna che. je vinnavaNAhi josiyA saMtiNNehi samaM viyAhiyA / tamhA uTTha ti pAsahA adakkhu kAmAI' rogavaM / / su. a. 2. u. 2 gA. 2 jene strIo vinavI rahI che, jene pitAnA tarapha kheMcavAnA prayatna karI rahI che, chatAM

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je daDha che, temAM bhAtuM nathI, tenI gaNanA zreSTha purUSomAM karavAmAM AvI che. eka rAjA upara kAgaLa AvyuM. pika kavara khelI rAjAe vAMcyuM. aMdara lakhyuM hatuM ke rAjana! huM bahu dukhI hAlatamAM chuM. dukhIyAnI saMbhALa levI te tamArI pharaja che. mArI duHkhada kathA sAMbhaLavA Apa nIce mukAme padhAraze evI mArI namra vinaMtI che. - li. eka abhAgI nArI budelakhaMDanA rAjA chatrapAlane A patra ma. patra vAMcI rAjAe vicAryuM ke huM rAjA, mArI prajAnuM rakSaNa karavuM ane dukhIyAnI vAta sAMbhaLI tenA dukha dUra karavA te mArI pharaja che. nAnAmAM nAnA mANasanI paNa saMbhALa levI joIe. keInI upekSA thAya nahIM. ApaNA zarIranA ekaeka aMganI ApaNe pUrNa kALajI rAkhIe chIe. pagamAM eka nAne kAMTo vAge haya, AMkhamAM nAnuM kANuM paDayuM hoya ke dADhamAM taNakhaluM bharAyuM hoya te tenI paNa upekSA karatA nathI. tema samAjane netA keIpaNa vyakti tarapha upekSA karI zake nahIM. rAjA pitAnA sainikane laIne ApelA eDresavALI jagyAe pahoMce che. tyAM jue te moTI havelI che. aMdara paga mUkatAM enA vaibhavane paNa khyAla AvI gayo. rAjAnA AgamananA samAcAra sAMbhaLI pyArI nAmanI te bAI bahAra AvI. rU5 rUpanA aMbAra jevI joIne rAjA vismaya pAme. are! A bAIe lakhyuM hatuM ke huM bahu duHkhI chuM ! A kema mAnavAmAM Ave ? rAjAne AvakAra ApyA, egya Asana ApyuM. rAjA kahe, be bahena! tamAre duHkhanI zI vAta karavAnI che? bAI kahe che sAheba? e te Apane ekalAne ja kahevAnI che. Apa aMdara padhAre te vAta karuM. rAjA dharmiSTha che. keIne tyAM ekalA javuM, ekalI strIne ekAMtamAM maLavuM, A badhuM agya gaNAya ema te samaje che. eTale kahe che bahena, huM aMdara nahIM AvuM. mAre sainika jarA dUra ubhe raheze. Apane je vAta karavI hoya te karo. bAI kahe che rAjana ! AvaDI moTI mahelAta che. ATalI saMpatti che paNa ene vArasadAra keI nathI. paraNuMne cheDA vakhatamAM ja mArA kapALanuM kumakuma bhuMsAyuM. seMthAnuM siMdura roLAyuM. ane hAthanA kaMgana naMdavANu. AzAnI ImArate bhAMgIne bhukko thaI gaI. sAsu-sasarAe paNa A saMsAramAMthI vidAya lIdhI. have mane jIvana akAruM lAge che, ekalavAyuM jIvana asahya thaI paDayuM che. eka putranI jhaMkhanA che, eTale Apane bolAvyA che ke Apa je mAro svIkAra kare te ApanA saMgathI ApanA je tejasvI putra huM meLavI zake. A sAMbhaLI kSaNabhara to rAjA stabdha thaI gayuM. rAjA daDha manobaLa vALe che. koInA pralobhanamAM lebhAya evuM nathI, eTale bAIne kahe che je bahena ! tAre putra ja joIe che ne? huM mAruM jIvana bagADuM ane tuM tAruM jIvana ragadaLe. enAthI kadAca putra maLe ke na maLe, paNa jIvana te kalaMkIta kahevAya ne? enA karatAM huM ja tAro putra chuM,

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jAha mArA jevA tejasvI putra joIe che ne? huM tArA putra chuM, ema mAnI le. huM' mAtAnI mArke tArUM' sanmAna karIza paNa Avu. ceAgya AcaraNu tA kadI paNa nahIM karUM.. juo, A paradvArA sahAdara ! keTalI enI aDagatA che ? keTalI brahmacaryanI khumArI che ? enI dRDhatA joi khAI ne peAtAnI bhUla samajANI ane teNe rAjA pAse mAphI mAMgatAM kahyuM rAjan! ApanA mahAna upakAra che. Ape mane sanmAge caDAvI. -- AjanI paristhiti kevI che ? chaDeceAka strIonI cheDatI thAya che. TreinamAM, khaseAmAM caDhatAM utaratAM strIonI sAthe aDapalA kare. hAIskUlamAM, kAlejomAM yuvAna-yuvatIo kevI rIte vatatA hAya che? ekabIjAnA paricaya vadhe. ThaThThAmazkarInI vAta AgaLa vadhatI jAya. apariNita hAvA chatAM eparezana ke saMtati niyamananAM sAdhanAnI vaparAza sudhI pahoMcI jAya. chatAM koI koIne kahenAra nahI. prephesarA paNa kAMI kahI zake nahI.. eka yuvatIe prephesarane pharIyAda pahAMcADI. presare te yuvakane kalAsamAM ubheA karyAM, enI geravartaNuka badala Thapako ApyA ane kahyu` ke A kAyanI zikSAmAM tAro 25 rUA. daMDa ane e kalAka benca upara ubhA rahevAnI sajA. atyAra sudhI mauna bhAve sAMbhaLatA yuvAne uddhatAIbharyAM javAba ApyA ke sAhema! mArA premanI ki`mata tame 25 rU|. mAM ja karI ! ema kahI pelI TekarInA gAla para TApalI mArIne elye, aa A 50 rUA. ane huM cAra kalAka benca upara ubheA rahIza. mA che AjanuM zikSaNa ! sahazikSaNe te kADhI nAkhyA che, chatAM mANasAnI AMkha kayAM ughaDe che? dhANa avAranavAra sagapaNu thayu ke tarata ja sAthe pharavA jAya, sinemA jevA jAya. haLavuM-maLavuM. traNa traNa varasa sAthe haryAM ane jarAka vAtamAM vAMdhA paDayA eTale kahe ke have A karI nathI joItI. mAbApa samajAve tA kahe ke mAre nathI paraNavu. tamAre paraNavuM hAya tA paraNeA. kevA udbhuta javAba jo parANe paraNAvaze te pATAmAM suI jaIza. zuM cAle mAkhApatu ! bhagavAne kahyuM che ke sarIcaciAmaLe nAnI uMmaranI strI sAthe gamana karAya nahIM. sagapaNa thayuM che paNa lagna nathI thayAM te agAu tenI sAthe gamana karAya nahI. paNa ajJAnI jIvAne bhagavAnanA vacana para vizvAsa nathI. jeNe jeNe indriyAne mAkaLI mUkI che, emphAma jIvana vItAvyu' che, parastrImAM lubdha banyA che, aneka kukarmAM karyAM che, evA jIvA marIne narkamAM jAya che. tyAM tene paramAdhAmI lekhaDanI dhagadhagatI putaLI sAthe AliMgana devaDAve che. tyAM rAve ke rADA pADe te paNa tene koi gheADAve nahIM, naka mAM jAya eTale ochAmAM ochuM 10000 varSa ane vadhumAM vadhu 37 sAgaranuM AyuSya bhAgavavuM paDe che, 53

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kevAM kevAM dukhaDAM svAmI meM sAM nArakImAM, eka re jANe che mAre AtmA ejI...2 labakArA karatI kALI vedanAo sahetAM sahetAM, varSonA varSe svAmI meM vitAvyA trAsamAM." jene jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM ke jeNe potAnA pUrvabhava joyAM, nArakInA dukhe pratyakSa nihALyAM te trAsI gayA. kevI bhayaMkara vedanA, ke trAsa, cAre bAju mAre mAre, kApa kApanA bhayaMkara zabdo saMbhaLAya, labakArA karatI asahya kALI vedanAo chedI nAkhe, bhedI nAkhe. lugaDAnI jema nIcavI nAkhe, zeraDInI jema pIlI nAkhe, tAMbu ukALI ukALIne gaLAmAM reDe, AvA dukhe kema bhegavavA paDyA? pitAnI ja bhalathI ne? tyAM pachI camAra hoya ke camarabaMdhI heya, koIneya phaLe cAle nahIM. are, caramazarIrI chellabhava-melagAmI ivene paNa kameM cheDayAM nathI. "karama choDaze nA tane koI kALe, janama jyAM dhare tuM tane tyAM saMbhAre" game te gatimAM, game te sthAnamAM haIza te paNa kama tane badale ApyA vagara choDaze nahIM. dhana, mAla, milakata, strI, putra-parivAra ke cha khaMDanuM rAjya sAthe nahi Ave paNa karma te sAthe ja AvavAnA. ahIMnA kSaNika AnaMda pAchaLa anaMtu dukha raheluM che. surA ne suMdarI pAchaLa paDayA enA te bhukkA uDI gayA. mATe samaje. jenuM mana nabaLuM che ene te evA dazya jove teya mana DahoLAI jAya. vIryanuM khalana thAya, vIrya pAtaLuM paDI dravI jAya. zakti khalAsa thaI jAya. AthI aneka thAya che ane durgatinA duHkha dekhavA paDe che. mATe samajIne svamAM Thare, mohane choDe. moha e senApati che. ene nAza thayAM pachI bIjA karma jaladI nAza pAmaze. tuTe moha te teDAya sarva karmane re sukI teDatAM sukAya jema tA gamAra, mukI de saMgata mahAmahanI...jI tADanA jhADanI eka ghorI nasa je teDI nAkhe te te tADanuM jhADa paDI jAya ema mohane nAza thAya, eTale badhAM karma nAza pAme che. mATe vItarAga kathita dharma sAMbhaLe. ane sAMbhaLyA pachI jIvanamAM utAre. vizuddha brahmacarya pALavA kaTibaddha bane. jIvanane ujajavaLa banAve te AtmAnuM avinAzI kalyANa thaze. vizeSa adhikAra avasare.

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vyAkhyAna naM.71 A suda 6 zanivAra. tA. 25-9-71 - ahIM niSadhakumArane adhikAra cAle che. bhagavAna cethA vratanuM svarUpa samajAve che. brahmacarya vrata e ahiMsAnuM piSaka che. bhagavatIjI sUtramAM gautama svAmI bhagavAnane pUche che ke bhagavAna! maithunanI paricAraNA karatAM jIvane keTale asaMyama thAya? bhagavAna kahe che he gotama, abrahmacarya sevana karatAM eka be traNathI mAMDIne nava lAkha gaja manuSya je 10 prANunA dharanArA che, temane ane te uparAMta asaMkhyAtA samuIima chane nAza thAya che. devanAra ke vAMdarAnA katalakhAnAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne arerATI thAya, kaMpArI chUTe tyAre A bhagavaTAmAM mananI ane IndriyenI khuzI khAtara keTalA jIne kaccaraghANa nIkaLe che enI kaMpArI chUTe che? ama karyo hoya te bhUkha lAge, ulTI thAya, cakkara Ave. brahmacarya pALatAM kAMI bhUkha tarasa lAgatI nathI ke cakkara AvatA nathI. paNa viSaya lupI ane A vAta samajAtI nathI. eka abhinetrI jhaverI bajAramAM dAgInAnI kharIdI kazvA nIkaLI hoya te ene jevA lekenI ThaTha jAme. A paNa indriyanI lupatA ja che ne! paNa indri te atRpta ja che. game teTaluM tene Apaze te paNa zAMti nahIM thAya. jahA davagI paurindhaNe vaNe samAruo novasamaM uvei parinirALI moLo ja vamayAvIsa hicAra # u.a. 32.gA.11 dAvAnaLa lAge che, bhaDabhaDatI vALAe nIkaLe che. tIkhArA uDe che. dhumADAnA geTe goTA nIkaLe che. AvI AgamAM lAkaDA hema, ghAsaleTanA DabbA Thala te zuM e Aga zAnta thaze? emAM pavana phUMkAya eTale e Aga vadhu prajavalita bane. evI rIte IndriyanI AgamAM viSayanA IdhaNa heme to e Aga zAMta nahi thAya paNa ene vItarAga vANInA pANI che.TIne zAMta kare. upavAsa karavA sahelA che paNa indrione kAbumAM levI bahu muzkela che. eka capaTI vagADe tyAM jaMbudvipane sAta cakakara mArI zake evI zaktivALA devatAo paNa brahmacarya pALI nathI zakatA. mATe teo bAcArIne namaskAra kare che. nava nava koTIe brahmacarya pALavuM bahu kaThIna che. khAMDAnI hAre cAlavA jevuM che,

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420 nA saMga kare kadI nArIne nA aMgopAMga nihALe, je jarUra paDe te vAta kare paNa nayane nIcA DhALe, manathI vANIthI kAyAthI vratanuM pAlana karanArA..A che aNagAra amArA. strIne saMga kare nahi, enA aMge pAMga nIrakhe nahi ane kadAca jarUra paDe te nIcI najare enI sAthe vAta kare. mUlameyamahamassa mahAdosa samussayaM / ta+hAduna haMsa nikathA vanatif I daza. a, 6 gA. 17 abrahmacarya e adharmanuM mULa che. mahAdeSa utpana karavAnuM sthAna che. te mATe sAdhue maithunanA saMgane vajI de che. kukaDAnA baccAne sadAya bilADIne bhaya hoya che. kayAre e kaLI karI jaze e khabara na paDe, ema strIne paricaya sAdhune kayAre pachADI de e khabara paDe nahi. mATe sAdhu smazAnamAM ke sunA gharamAM, be gharanI sAMdhamAM ke moTA paMtha upara ekalI strI sAthe vAta na kare. strI caritrane kaI pAmI zake nahi. nA pAzamAM sapaDAelA muMjane ghera ghera rAmapAtara laIne bhIkha mAgavI paDI ane chevaTe hAthInA page kacarAIne maravuM paDayuM. rAvaNa sItAne laI gaye. te pariNAma zuM AvyuM? aMte ene nAza thaye. ke kIcaka draupadImAM lebhANe te bhIme enA hADakAM kharAM karI nAkhyAM A che viSayAMdhatAnuM pariNAma. nAradajIe eka vAra paddhotara rAjA pAse draupadInA vakhANa karyAM. mohamAM aMdha banelA rAjAe potAnA mitradevane belA ane kahyuM ke draupadIne ahIM lAvI che. mitradeve nA pADI chatAM te mAnya nahIM. deve kahyuM ke A kAma karyA pachI mArI ane tArI mitratA tuTI jaze. rAjA kahe bhale tuTe paNa A kAma karI de. pitAnA mahelamAM sutelI draupadIne upADI padyotara rAjAne bhavanamAM mukI dIdhI. draupadIe jAgIne joyuM te tene A badhuM ajANyuM lAgyuM. vicAra kare che ke are, huM kaI jagyAe chuM? A mAruM bhavana nathI. tyAM paDyotara rAjA Ave che. draupadIne kahe che, muMjhAIza mA. A mAruM bhavana che. A ghAtakIkhaMDa dvIpanI amarakaMkA rAjadhAnI che! huM ene rAjA pakvotara chuM. huM tArA rUpane pipAsu banyuM chuM. huM tAro dAsa chuM. 700 rANIo hovA chatAM paNa tene saMtoSa nathI. eTale have draupadI pAse bhIkha mAge che. ane kahe che ke jo tuM mAruM mAnIza te tane 700nI paTarANI banAvIza. draupadI vicAre che ke jyAM jaMbudvIpa ne kayAM ghAtakI khaMDa? paNa muzkelImAMthI mArga kADha ja rahyo. eTale eNe kahyuM ke mAre cha mahinAnuM zIlavata che, tyAM sudhI tame mArA sAmuM na jozo. rAjA vicAre che ke che mahinA te AMkhanA palakArAmAM vItI jaze. ahIM sudhI enI vahAra karavA keI Ave tema nathI, ema vicArIne vAta maMjura rAkhI.

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4a draupadIe chaThTha chaThThanI tapazcaryAM zarU karI. chaThThane pAraNe Aya.bIla kare, navakAra- maMtranA jApa, prabhunuM nAmasmaraNu badhuM ja cAlu che. vyakti game te sthAnamAM hoya paNa zvama tA tenI sAthe ja hAya che. dezamAM hAya ke paradezamAM, muMbaImAM heAya ke amadAvADhamAM, jene dharmanI bhAvanA che ene kSetra kaI natuM nathI. dhama karavA te potAnA hAthanI vastu che. rAjA draupadI mATe mevA, miThAI, vasa, AbhUSaNeA mAkalAve che, paNa draupadI tenA svIkAra karatI nathI. dAsIe paNu jue che ke kevI pavitra khAI che ! A tA DhAI jagadaMbA che ! Ane rAjA kema lAvyA haze ? A bAju pAMDavAe zeAdha calAvI ane zrIkRSNane paNa vAta karI. nArada pAsethI ja temane draupadInA samAcAra maLyAM. eTale pAMca pAMDave ane zrIkR*Nu lavaNusamudranA devanI madadathI lavaNu samudra eLaMgIne ghAtakI khaMDhamAM AvyA. padmotarane kahyu ke draupadIne hAtheAhAtha soMpI de, nahIMtara jovA jevI thaze. rAjA mAnyA nahIM. pAMca pAMDavA laDavA gayA paNa padmotare temane harAvyAM. pAMDavA pAchA bhAgyA kRSNane zaraNe AvyA. zrIkRSNa kahe : juo, apazukanathI zabda AgaLa thayAM. tame rathamAM caDatI vakhate ema mAlyA hatAM ke 'ame nahI' kAM tA padmotara nahi. AmAM pahelA nakAra hatA. have tame mese. huM jAu chuM. ratha para caDatAM zrIkRSNa khelyA ke "huM chuM Aja, nathI padmotara, te laDavA taiyAra thaI gayA che, paNa jenA pakSamAM asatya che tenI kadI jIta thatI nathI kaurava pAse mehu lazkara hatu. ghaNAMye enA pakSamAM hatA, paNa tenA pakSamAM asatya hatuM, eTale enI hAra thaI. '' zrIkRSNa vasudeva ekalA che. tenI sAme paDyotaranuM meTu' lazkara che, paNa jyAM zrIkRSNe dhanuSyanA eka TaMkAra karyAM tyAM te tenuM aDadhu lazkara sui gayuM ane jayAM paMcAyana zakha kukA tyAM lazkara nAsabhAga thaI gayuM. padmotara bhAgyA ane gaDhanA daravAjA baMdha karI dIdhAM. pavana Ave ne pAMdaDu kape ema te kaMpavA lAgyA. parastrIgamananA lahAvA levA jatAM khIcArAne lAvArasa dekhAyA. zrIkRSNe vaiyarUpa karyAM. narasiMhanuM rUpa banAvyuM. ane jyAM dharatI para thapeTA mAryAM tyAM gaDha ane kAMkarA badhuM paDavA lAgyuM'. daravAjA tuTI gayA, dharatIkaMpa thAya ema dharatI dhrujavA lAgI. maMdiranA zikharo paDavA lAgyA. rAjA tA bicArA bhAgyA. huve zuM karU ?' mAta te sAme dekhAvA lAgyuM. e tA gayA draupadInAM zaNe, "mane have tu khacAva." jenA para zAsana jamAvavA mAgatA hatA tenI pAse Aje tene lAcArI karavI paDe che. draupadI kahe che ke, bacavAnA eka ja upAya che ane te e ke kSatrIyavIrA strI upara hAtha upADatA nathI, mATe khacavu' hAya tA strInA peAzAka pahere, mane AgaLa karI. ane 700 rANIe mArI pAchaLa tamArA gIta gAto Ave. mane kRSNanA hAthamAM soMpI de, te tame bacI jazeA. viSayanA lAlacu A rAjAnI kevI dazA thai? strIne pAzAka paheravA paDayA.

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prera sItA saMtApI rAvaNu rALANA, draupadI dubhAvI duoNMdhana dubhArtheA, re pApanA bhArA tuM mAMdha mo luTArA, tArA pApe pIDAze tArI kAyA." satIne saMtApanAranA kevA khurA hAla thayA ? raNamAM rALANA ne akALe maraNane zaraNa thaI gayA. padmotara, strInA pezAka paherI draupadIne AgaLa karI 700 rANI sahita zrIkRSNanI sAme AnyA. zrIkRSNu samajI gayA ke draupadIe zikhavADayu. hAvuM joIe. paNa have marelAMne zuM mAravA ? ema samajI draupadIne laI pAchA vaLyAM. A bAju ghAtakIkha DanA tiya kara munisuvrata svAmI dezanA Dhai rahacA che, tyAM kapila nAmanA vAsudeva dezanA sAMbhaLI rahayA che. teNe zaMkhanA nAda sAMbhaLye eTale eNe bhagavAnane pUchyuM, bhagavaMta ! huM vAsudeva chuM, tA mArA jevA A khInne maLiyA koNa ? tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM ke A te jaMbudvIpanA bharatakSetranA vAsudeva che. amarakakAnA rAjA padmottara draupadmIne laI AnyA hatA tene levA teo AvyA hatA. prabhu ! mArA samAna paDhavIvALAne mAre maLavu joIe. prabhu kahe, maLI nahI zake. chatAM A vAsudeva jAya che. zrIkRSNane lavaNu samudramAM jatAM jue che. zaMkha phuMkIne elAve che, paNa zrIkRSNu zaMkha dvArA ja nA kahI de che ke have pAchA vaLAya tema nathI. vAsudeva pAchA vaLe che ane amarakakAmAM Ave che. amarakakAnA gaDha, kAMgaza madhu paDI gayu' che. rAjAne jaIne pUche che ke A zu' thayuM? zajA kahe che, bharatanA vAsudeva laDavA AvyA hatAM. meM enA sAmanA karyAM ane emane pAchA kADhA. saru thayuM. huM hatA nahI' tA te tamArA para caDI Avata. vAsudeve te prabhu pAsethI sAMbhaLyu' che eTale ene teA khabara che eTale kahe che, tuM ATaluM ja sAcu' khele che ? mane tArI badhI khakhara che. tane draupadIe macAvyeA, nahIMtara tuM marI jAta. rAjA zu khelai ? vAsudeve enA putrane rAjya ApyuM'. rAjAne padabhraSTa karyAM, jIe, paranArInA saMga karavAnI icchAvALAne maLyuM zuM ? mATe jJAnIo kahe che. je AtmAnA uddhAra karavA hAya teA vratamAM AveA. vrata pALatAM koInu ahita thayuM sAMbhaLyu che? zrAvaka sadAya saMteSI hAya. sUryanI sAme dRSTi jAya ke tarata pAchI lai levAya che tema parastrI sAme najara jAya ke tarata dRSTi pAchI khecI le. sAdhue vaheAravA jAya agara game tyAre strIo enI sAme Ave teA paNa te zrInI sAme najarenajara mIlAve nahIM. emAM khUba sAvadhAna hoya. kAraNa ke A tA khUba lapasaNuM sthAna che. jarA asAvadhAna banyA ke mA~ samajavA. rAjapATa ke aneka strIone cheDIne nIkaLelA paNa jo pralebhanamAM leAbhANA tA patananA paMthe paheAMcI gayA.

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YRS peAtAnI eka trADathI AkhA vanane dhrujAvanAra siMha paNa makAnI lAlace rAja khAvA AvatAM, eka divasa te pAMjarAmAM purAI gayA. enuM paMdara AnI khaLa ochu thaI gayuM. te lAcAra thaI gayA. kamajora thaI gayA. AvI dazA kALe sajI ? mAMsanI lAlace ne ? ema strInI lAlacamAM je lapaTAya che te patana pAme che. mATe AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM hAya, durgatinA duHkhathI khacavu... hAya, zAzvata sukha meLavavuM hoya te brahmacaya bhAvamAM Ave, vizeSa adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna na 72 AsA suda 7 ravivAra tA. 26-9-71 niSakumAranA adhikAra cAle che. teo bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLI, khAravrata aMgikAra kare che. emAM ceAyu' vrata brahmacarya vrata cAle che. seAnAmAM seAnA tarIkenI, rezamamAM rezama tarIkenI, phaLamAM phaLa tarIkenI kiMmata athavA yAgyatA nathI hAtI teA te nakAmAM che. tema manuSyamAM manuSya tarIkenI kiMmata kecegyatA nathI hAtI tA te kahevA mAtra manuSya che. cAritranA khaLa vaDe te manuSya mahAna manuSya khanI zake che. manuSyamAM sarvottama manuSya thavAnI zakti rahelI che. kuzaLa vyApArI pAse paisA na heAya ane tene mUDI ApavAmAM Ave te te uttama ane lAbhadAyI vyApAra karI zake che tema manuSyane manuSya thavAnI mUDI maLI jAya ane tenA zuddha upayAga kare teA avazya uttama manuSya anI zake. ApaNane A mUDI maLI gaI che. have kuzaLatAthI tenA upayAga karavA jarUrI che. nakalI rUpiyA nahi paNa sAcA cAMdInA rUpiyA banavuM hAya tA ApaNAmAM ApaNe sattama zaktine jagADavI joI e. bIja Apa meLe ugatu nathI paNa sAru' khAtara, kheDelIbhUmi, pANI, prakAza ane enA nAza karanAra jaMtuonA abhAva hoya teA khIja peAtAnAmAM rahelI zaktinA vikAsa karI zake che. manuSya paNa ceAgya ane anukuLa sacAgAmAM mUkAya tyAre sarvAMgI vikAsa sAdhI zake che. cAritrathI vikAsanI gati ati tIvra bane che. brahmacarya'mAM pAvara che, zakti che. sADA traNa maNanI kAyA haiAya, dekhAva paNa suMdara hAya paNa hArTa majamuta na heAya te DAkaTara kahI de, Ane haravA pharavA dezeA nahI. eka mANasa sukalakaDI hAya paNa hArTa majabuta hAya te game teTaluM te harephare te paNa vAMdhA na Ave, mAnavajIvanamAM cAritra e hATa che (hAda' che), jenu' hApha majadbhuta che e ghaNu' kAma karI zake che,

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cAritravAna AtmA paramAtmA banI zake che. zrImaMtemAM lekhAte hoya paNa jene cAritranA bhukkA bolAvI dIdhA che, je paranArInAM saMge nAce che te hevAna che. tenI samAjamAM koI gaNanA nathI. jJAnI pAse tene kaI kalAsa nathI. mATe cAritravAna bane. dUdhapAka, bAsudI, zrIkhaMDa, lADavA pacAve che tema zarIramAM virya che ene pacAve. vIrya vagarane mANasa mAyakAgalA jevuM che. vIrya zarIrane rAjA che. AMkha, nAka, kAna, nAyu vi. badhA aMgopAMgamAM vIryathI teja Ave che. tAkAta Ave che. abrahmacaryathI vIryanI hAnI thAya che. cAritra vinAne mAnavI hAlatuM cAlatuM maDaduM che. tenAmAM tAkAta-daivata nathI. cAritra e breka che. sAIkalamAM jema AgaLa javAnI zakti che tema asthAne athaDAI na paDe te mATe breka paNa che. cAritranuM baLa manuSyane vikAsa sAdhe che ane vinAza thatuM aTakAve che. abrahmacArInuM jIvana harAyA Dera jevuM che. jene phIrata hai tera harA, khAta pIta hai mAla para, apane dhaNI ke nAma lajAye, be adabI nAdAna, bhajana bIna nara hai pazu samAna". Dhera be jAtanA che. eka dhaNInI marajI mujaba cAlanArA, ane eka svachaMdIpitAnI IcchA mujaba cAlanArA, tema mANasa paNa be prakAranA hoya che. eka bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe jIvana jIvanArA ane bIjA pitAnI marajI pramANe cAlanArA. svachaMdI harAyADherane tene mAlIka lIle cAhaTI khAvA Ape chatAM harAma cahaDake evuM lAge hoya ke parAyA khetaramAM ubhA mola jeve ane khetaramAM caravA mAMDe, jyAre khetarane dhaNI dekhe tyAre DAMge Dage mArIne tene adhamuo kare ane DabAmAM pure. enA dhaNIne choDAvavA mATe daMDa bhare paDe che. temAM keTalAka puruSane pitAnI rUpavatI nArI hoya te paNa saMtoSa na thAya, ane pArakI strIne rIjhavavA doDayA jAya. aMte mAra khAya che. jenuM cAritra umadA nathI tenuM jIvana kabaramAM sUtelA mANasa jevuM che. keTalAka lakakaDapheDa leko lAkaDA upara ghA kare che. ane keTalAka kArIgara lAkaDAmAMthI pUtaLI banAve che. A bemAMthI eka sarjana kare che, ane bIje lAkaDAne pheDe che. baMnemAM paisA keNa meLave che? kArIgara paisA vadhAre kamAya che. eka paththara teDe che ane eka paththaramAMthI mUrti banAve che. TAMkaNu vaDe ghaDI ghaDIne navuM sarjana kare che. tame tamAruM jIvana kevuM banAvyuM che? jIvananuM navasarjana karyuM che ke bhAMgaDa ja karI che? jIvanane umadA bane. kAmaM tu devIhiM vibhUsiyAhiM, na cAiyA khobhaiu tiguttA, tahA'vi egantahiyaM-ti naccA, vivittavAso muNiNa pasattho / devakamAMthI devAMganAo nIce utare ane game teTaluM AkarSaNa kare, paNa traNa guptivALe

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muni calAyamAna thAya nahIM. jene cAritra para prema che tenAM zIla pAse cha khaMDanuM rAjya ke IndranuM IdrAsana taNakhalAne tela lAge. jeNe pitAnuM cAritra gumAvyuM eNe sarvasava gumAvyuM che. tamane zArIrika upAdhi Ave, tabiyata bagaDe, AMkhe taiye ke grAmara Ave, peTamAM asara thAya te tarata DokaTarane batAve che paNa cAritra bagaDe tyAre zuM. karo cho? cAritra mAnavajIvanane arka che. kulanI suvAsa che. cAritravAna mANasa jyAM jAya tyAM suvAsa mukate jAya che. savAramAM uThatAMveta cAritryavAna, guNavAna evA vIra purUSanuM nAma le te divasa sudharI jAya. roja nAma le te khyAla Avaze. cAritravAnane. joI temanA pratye guNAnurAga thaze ke temaNe jIvanane homI dIdhuM paNa cAritra pALyuM. zarIra e te zakhane Dhagale che. tene mATe cAritranAM curA karavA e mUrkhAI che. tame AtmAne mATe zuM karyuM? jeTalI zarIranI cIvaTa che eTalI AtmAnI cIvaTa che? tela khIrUM haze te nahi khAva, kAraNa udharasa thaI jAya. dUdha bagaDI jaze te nAMkhI deze. zAka saDeluM Avaze te pheMkI deze, kAraNa ke peTamAM A kharAba padArtha jAya te zarIra bagaDI jAya. zarIranI ATalI khevanA rAkhe che jyAre kharAba vicAra Ave te AtmA bagaDe che e khyAla rahe che? zAkane sudhAratA saDele bhAga pheMkI daye che ema kharAba vicArone pheMkI daye. viSaya vAsanAnI vRtti DokIyuM kare ke tarata enuM DokuM uDAvI de. "AvA saDelA vicAro karavA e mAro dharma nathI." koIpaNa vastu saDe kayAre? te varatumAM baLa nathI rahetuM tyAre saDe che. jIva jatAM kalevara gaMdhAya che, saDavA mAMDe che. durgadha phelAvA mAMDe che ema jenuM brahmacarya uDI gayuM te saDavA mAMDe che. jenAmAM cAritra nathI te mila mAlika hoya, daza moTara tene tyAM pharatI hoya, cAra mIla hoya, jyAM jAya tyAM sAdhuonA bhAva pUchate heya, je svastrI saMteSI nathI, parastrIgamana karanAro che. dagAbAja che, te vakhANavA yegya nathI. A zAsanamAM guNe pUjavA gya che, paise nahi. Aje mANasa AjIvikA mATe paisAvALAnI sevA kare, enI gulAmI kare, tenI vAtamAM jIhA hA kare, paNa bhAI ! AvAnI karI mUkI ekavAra bhagavAnanI nekarI kara, ane bhagavAnanI AjJA uThAva te tAro beDo pAra thaI jaze. Aje sau paisAvALAne dikarI Ape che. kAraNa ke tyAM paiso che, moTo che. chokare ejInIyara ke DekaTara che. ghamAM kAma karavA ghATI che, rasoI karavA mATe rase che, paNa vararAjA cAritryavAna che ke nahiM te na jue. sukha-sAhyabI joI kanyA haze- heze sAsare paNa jAya. 5ricaya thatAM be AMsuDe rovAne vAre Ave. nArI garIba, daLaNAM daLatI, dhanavALI hIre jhaLahaLatI, hIrA-matI vALI retI, ene kaMtha vilAsa mANe che, dhanavAna jIvana mANe che, nirdhana e be tANe che,

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koI anubhavIne pUchI je ke koNa jIvI jANe che, dhanavAna jIvana mANe che, nirdhana e be tANe che. garIba nArI pArakA gharanAM daLaNAM daLe che, paNa zIlane surakSita rAkhe che. koI zoThI 100 rUpiyA Ape paNa paisA mATe zIla vecatI nathI. pitAnA zIlanuM jananA jokhame rakSaNa kare che. bhale garIbI heya paNa AvA paisAne lAta mAre che. paisAvALI dazahajAranA hIrAvALI buTTI pahere che, hIrAne seTa pahere che, paNa rAtanA bAra vAgyA sudhI tenA kaMthanI rAha jue che, paNa pArake ghera janAra AvatuM nathI, tethI daDa-daDa AMsu pADe che. tene potAnA svAmInI vartaNUkathI saMtoSa nathI. te ema vicAre che ke AvA dArU pInAra ane pArakI strIomAM rAcanAra purUSa karatAM mane koI garIbane tyAM mArA mAbApe ApI hota te sAruM hatuM. jIvanamAM cAritrya nathI, te kAMI ja nathI. tamAre dhanavAna banavuM che ke cAritryavAna? cAritryavAna. ahIM beThA che tyAM sudhI ja ne ? AjanA nAstikavAda ane vilAsanA bharacaka saMge vacce sAvadhAna rahevA jevuM che. dilamAM uDe sudhI zIlanuM mahatva beThuM hoya te ja bacI zakAya, nahi te AjanA jamAnAmAM vyAhamAM phasAvavAnuM thAya. Ajano yuga vikAsane che ema mAnI leka pUrva yuganI sadAcAranI vAtane vAhiyAta lekhe che. vaLI viSaya e kudaratI hAjata che ema paNa manAve che tethI viSayanI chUTane nirdoSa gaNe che. paNa A badhI bhramaNA che. emAM phasAyA pachI jIva jIvanaparyata pazutulya banIne rahe che. mATe AvA patananA vicArone pheMkI daI zIlane ja mahatva ApavAnI jarUra che. kAmavAsanAne niraMkuza chUTI mUkavAthI kevI dazA thAya che te tamane suvarNanA daSTAMta uparathI spaSTa thaze. eka nagaramAM naMda nAmanA zreSThIvarya che. temane tyAM vaibhava-vilAsane pAra nathI. temanAM patnInuM nAma ratnAvalI che. lagna pachI ghaNAM varSe ratnAvalI eka putrIne janma Ape che. tenuM nAma suvarNA rAkhe che. khUba lADakeDathI tene uchera thAya che. yogya uMmara thatAM eka zreSThI putra haridatta sAthe tenA lagna thAya che. haridatta lagna pachI thoDA TAIme vepAra karavA mATe laMkApurI jAya che. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM patnIne sAthe laI jatAM na hatAM. Aje te muMbaImAM pahelA rUma laI le pachI lagna kare eTale lagna pachI tarata ja muMbaImAM vasavATa zarU thaI jAya. suvarNa sAsu sasarAnI hUMphamAM divase pasAra kare che. paNa javAnI divAnI che. bAlyavaya vaTAvavI sahela che paNa yuvAvasthA dariyAnAM vamaLa jevI che. vamaLa vaTAvavA khUba muzkela paDe che. tema yuvAnImAM kALA DAgha na lAgavA devo te muzkela che. jene pitAnI yuvAnIne jALavI che te dhanyavAdane pAtra che. A suvarNae jIvanamAM koI jAtane saMyama rAkhe nahi. khAvA-pIvAmAM kaI

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karavuM kamI na rAkhI. haravA pharavA javuM, vikArane uttejita kare evA khorAka khAvA, evA pizAka paheravA, pachI Indriya para saMyama kevI rIte rahe? jene trideSa thaye hoya tene muMjhAre thAya che. te lugaDA cuMthe che, yaduvA-taduvA bake che. tene dUdha sAkara ane cekhA khavaDAvavAmAM Ave te sanepAta vadhI jAya che paNa maTato nathI. yuvAnI te hoya ja. temAM mAdaka padArtho maLe pachI unmAda vadhI jAya che. doDavuM hoya ne DhALa maLe, pachI zI khAmI rahe? suvarNamAM khAvApIvAne saMyama nathI. sAsarIyA ane pIyarIyA baMne pahecatA che. suvaNune khUba sAcave che, tenI pAse kAmakAja karAvatA nathI. paNa navaruM magaja setAnanuM kArakhAnuM che. kAmane mAranAra kAma che. suvarNamAM kAma pradipta thAya che. cheDe vakhata sAsare rahI pIyara jAya che. enA baMgalAnI sAme rAjamahela Avelo che. eka vakhata suvarNa pitAnA baMgalAnI bArImAM ubhI che. tyAMthI rAjakumAra tesala nIkaLe che. suvarNa tasalakumArane jue che ane vAsanA tIvra bane che. sIsakAra karI bolAve che. baMnenI AMkha sAmasAmI TakarAya che. AMkhamAM kAmaNa che, AMkhamAM vijaLI che, AMkhamAM vikAra che. AMkhathI baMne vAta kare che, 11 vAgye rAtre AvavAne saMketa karI suvarNa cAlI jAya che. tasala kumAranA dilamAM paNa suvarNa pratye AkarSaNa utpanna thayuM che. te rAta paDavAnI rAha jue che. barAbara agyAra vAgatA suvarNa pAse pAchale bAraNethI te kumAra pahoMcI jAya che, baMnee pitAnI bhAvanA pUrI karI. brahmacarya bhAvanA bhukA karI nAkhyA. viSaya vRtti jAgI, tene pUrNa kare paNa te vadhu baLatarA mUkatI jAya che. have te tesalakumAra rAja AvavA lA. kAma aMdha che. kAmI purUSa vivekane visarI jAya che. goTalAmAM moTo AMbe samAyeluM che ema eka anucita karaNImAM aneka anucita karaNIe samAelI che. do ane duSkAne leza paNa AvakAravA e khataranAka che. suvarNa ane tesalakumAra roja rAtre maLe che, Icchita kAma bhegave che. pariNAme suvarNane garbha rahe che. pApI mANasa pApa karatAM jarA paNa acakAtA nathI, paNa tene kaDavAM phaLa bhegavavAnA Ave tyAre rADa pADI jAya che. ghaNu ema kahe che ke atyAranA jamAnAmAM pApI-julamI mANasone tyAM suvarNanI khurazIo hoya che ane dhamI rIbAya che. dharmane kaI belAvatuM paNa nathI. pApakarma AcaranAra je paisAdAra hoya to duniyAmAM enI bolabAlA thAya che. puNya-karmanA udayathI sukha maLe che ane pApakarmanA udayathI duHkha maLe che. dharma karavAthI tarata sukha maLe ane sucAI vi. karavAthI tarata duHkha maLe, A mAnyatA sAmAnyataH beTI che. jene je karmane udaya cAlatuM hoya te mujaba tene sukha ke dukha maLe. e vakhate AtmA amI che ke pApI e vAta jevAnI rahetI nathI paNa vartamAnamAM je pApa karyuM che. tenuM phaLa te bhAvamAM bhegavavuM paDaze. dharatI para ubheluM bALaka paDI jAya te tene keTaluM lAge?

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428 ane e ja bALaka sAtame mALe caDI jAya, e vakhate mA bhale khuza thAya ane tALIo pADIne bele ke mAre lAla sAta mALa caDI gaye ! paNa sAtamA mALanI pALI vinAnI agAzIthI nIce paDe tyAre mAnI rADa phATI jAya. bALakanuM mRtyu thaI jAya. pApAtmAne karma sattA paNa A ja rIte puNyane sAtamo mALa dekhADe che. keI AvA sukhane joIne aMjAze nahi. A te bhayAnaka patana mATenuM caDANa che. cAritrathI nIce paDanAra kayAMya pheMkAI javAne che. tame mIlavALAone joIne harakhAva che ne? paNa tene AcAra vicAra kevA che, te jue che? jeTalA durAcAranA ravADe caDyA eTalA pachaDANa che. suvarNa durAcArI banI gaI. pariNAme te garbhiNa banI. divase divase garbha vadhavA lAge. purU pApa karIne dUra bhAgI jAya che, paNa strI, samAjamAM tiraskArane pAtradhikkArane pAtra bane che. uMcuM moDhuM karI cAlI zakatI nathI. suvarNanA pitAne khabara paDI ke mArI ekanI eka putrI garbhavatI banI che. tene pati padeza che. kaIka akAya thayuM. zeThane thayuM ke teNe mArA kuLane kalaMka lagADayuM, AbarU naSTa karI. have jheranA kaTorA pIvAno vakhata AvyuM che. naMda zeTha putrIne be lAvI dhamakI Ape che. "tArI pAse keNa Ave che ?" e pUche che, paNa suvaNuM kAMI javAba ApatI nathI. aMte zeTha rAjA pAse jAya che. e rAjAne kahe che, rAjana ! mArI dIkarIne pati bAra varSathI paradeza che, haju AvyuM nathI, paNa dIkarIne garbha rahyo che. e konA paricayamAM AvI che tenI tapAsa Apa karI de. rAjAe sI. AI. DI. goThavI dIdhI. sarakasavALA siMha sAthe bAtha bhare che, paNa sAthe karaMTa rAkhe che. jarAka viphare te mArI nAkhe. eka dasamAM siMhanA moDhAmAM nAkhI jIva saTosaTanA khela batAvatA. eka vakhata siMha kA sAthe mANAnuM mAthuM jarA chelANuM ne temAMthI lehI nIkaLyuM teno svAda siMhe. hI. DI mIna lAgyuM ne eNe e mANasane mArI nAkhyo. sarakasanAM mANasoe siMhane khatama karI nAkhe. eka vAra svAda cAkhyo eTale te khUna karI beTho. ema mANase eka vAra kArya karyuM ane saveLAe jAgI na jAya te vAraMvAra e talapa lAge che. Teva paDI gayA pachI mukavI muzkela banI jAya che. tesala kumArane suvarNanI ghelachA lAgI che. dararejanA TAIme tene tyAM jAya che paNa vicAra karate nathI ke huM koNa chuM? Aje yuvarAja chuM, AvatI kAle rAjA thavAne chuM. prajAnuM rakSaNa karavuM e mAro dharma che. je AvA kAma karIza te prajA mane padabhraSTa karaze, mAruM kayAMya sthAna nahIM rahe sI.AI.DI.e tAralakumArane joI lIdhuM. paNa A te rAjAne putra che. tenuM nAma kevI rIte devAze ? ema vicAra karatAM pilIso rAjA pAse pahoMce che ane kahe che, sAheba! Ape peluM kAma patI gayuM che. paNa te vyaktinuM nAma devAya tema nathI. rAjA kahe che je hoya tenuM nAma kahI de. huM nyAyanA Asana para beTho

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da chuM. mArA kuTuMbanI koI vyakti haze te paNa huM tene barAbara sajA karIza. tame jarA paNa Dara rAkhyA vinA nAma ApI daye pilIse kahe che sAheba! "e vyakti bIjI koI nathI paNa tasalakumAra che" niSpakSapAtI hoya te sArI rIte zAsana calAvI zake che. rAjAe paDatuM vagaDAvyuM ke kAle savAre sabhA che. kacerImAM nAnA moTA badhAne hAjara thavA vinaMtI che. bIje divase yathA samaye badhAM hAjara thayAM. suvaNuM AvI che te koIne khabara nathI. jA ubhA thaI kahe che. "mArA priya prajAjane ! Apa badhAMne Azcarya thatuM haze ke amane zA mATe lAvavAmAM AvyA che, paNa huM hamaNAM ja e vAtane khulAse karuM chuM. pachI tesalakumArane pitAnI pAse bolAve che. tesalakumAranAM AnaMdane pAra nathI. tene ema thAya che ke, Aje pitAzrI mane rAjya siMhAsana seMpI dIkSA levAnA lAge che. tyAM te rAjAe kahyuM "tesala, huM pUchuM ene sAce sAce javAba Apaje, nahi te A talavAra tArI zarama nahIM rAkhe. bola, tuM naMda zeThanI putrI suvarNa sAthe duSkA kare che?" A sAMbhaLI tesalakumAranAM metIyA marI gayA. zirapAvanI IcchA rAkhI hatI, paNa tene badale zira uDI javAne prasaMga banI gaye. pApa karatAM te karI nAkhyuM paNa have AMkha sAme mata dekhAvA lAgyuM. rAjAne meDhe "hA" pADavI paDI. rAjAe prajAjanone saMbodhIne kahyuM, bele, tamAre A rAjA joIe che?" tame ja kahe, Ane zI zikSA karUM? prajAjanee kahyuM, "eka vakhatane gune mApha kare." rAjA mAnyA nahIM. rAjAe kahyuM pradhAnajI! atyAre ja mArA taiyAra karI dUra jaMgalamAM Ane vadha karAve. A kulAMgAra putra mAre na joIe. ane bhaviSyamAM kaI paNa vyakti AvI bhUla karaze te tene sakhata sajA pharamAvavAmAM Avaze. mArAo tathA tesalakumArane laI pradhAna jaMgalamAM gayAM, paNa pradhAnane thayuM "A yuvarAjanI ugatI yuvAnI che, unmAdamAM bhUla karI beThe, paNa AvA AzAspada yuvAnanI kiMmatI jIMdagI kema naSTa karAya ?" pachI kumArane kahe che kumAra, huM tane jIvate mUkuM chuM. tuM jIvate haIza te sArA kuthI A pApa dhoI nAkhI jIvanane ajavALIza evI AzAe tane bacAvuM chuM. tuM paradeza cAlyo jA. paNa have sudharI jaje. tesalakumAre maMtrIne AbhAra mAnyo. te tyAMthI cAlI nIkaLe ane pATalIputra jaI rAjyamAM nokarIe rahyo. zIlabhaMga karanArane A pRthvI para kevI sajA maLe che. tesalakumAranuM rAjya gayuM, rAjyanA khajAnAmAMthI eka pAI paNa na maLI. paheye lugaDe nIkaLI javuM paDyuM. vikAranuM piSaNa karIne kayAreya evuM banyuM che ke pachI pharIthI vikAra na ja uThe ? vikArane te aMta ja na Ave. evA vikArane zA mATe piSIne AnaMda mAna? enA karatAM ene zamAvIne nitya tRptine AnaMda zA mATe na mAna? suvarNAnuM pApa badhe pragaTa thaI gayuM. tethI te phiTakAra pAmavA lAgI. te salamAranAM

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udhanA samAcArathI tenA manane khUba saMtApa thaye. ane kaMTALIne eka rAtre gharamAMthI bhAgI nagara bahAra nIkaLI gaI. jaMgalamAM cAlI jAya che. pite garbhiNI che. dahADA bharAI javA AvyA che. khUba cAlavAthI thAkI gaI che. emAM prasUtinI pIDA utpanna thAya che. pAse ke dAyaNa ke narsa nathI. suvA mATe palaMga ane gAdaluM te zuM paNa eka godaDuM paNa nathI. strIne prasUtinI vedanA eTalI badhI kAramI hoya che ke te jotAM vairAgya thaI Ave. prasUti kerI pIDa prasUtA nArI pIchANe, ajJAta vAMjhaNIne zuM, jene vItI hoya te jANe. jeNe pIDA bhegavI hoya tene khabara paDe. bIjA zuM jANI zake? khUba vedanA thavAthI suvarNa bebhAna banI jAya che. ane jaMgalamAM eka putra tathA eka putrIne janma thAya che. ThaMDA pavanathI DI vAramAM tene mUcha vaLe che. be nAnA bALakanI mAtA banavAthI suvarNa AnaMdamAM AvI jAya che. bALakane udezIne kahe che. he putra! tuM ja have mAre belI che. tArA AdhAre huM mAruM jIvana vItAvIza. suvarNa ajJAna che. prabhunuM zaraNuM levAne badale putranuM zaraNuM le che. suvarNae tesalanI vIMTI bALakane gaLe bAMdhI ane potAnA nAmanI vITI bALakInA gaLe bAMdhI. pachI sADInA be bhAga karI eka bhAgamAM be bALakane bAMdhyA ane eka bhAga pite oDha. piTalI eka bAju mUkI pite parvatanA jharaNAmAM snAna karavA gaI. pAchaLathI eka vAghaNa AvI piTalI upADI gaI. thoDe jatAM piTalInI eka gAMTha DhIlI paDI gaI, chUTI paDI gaI ane bALakI nIce paDI gaI. vAghaNa te pitAnI gatie cAlI jAya che. tene kAMI khabara nathI. jenuM AyuSya jambara hoya tene game tyAMthI sahAya maLI jAya che. vAghaNa bALakane laI jaI rahI che, tyAM eka rAjA zikAra karavA AvyuM. vAghaNane jotAM eka, be, traNa goLI choDI. ane vAghaNa mRtyune zaraNa thaI gaI bALaka eka bAju paDI gayuM. rAjA zikAranI najIka Ave che, tyAM bALakane jue che ane koI daivI bheTa mAnI laI le che. te ja rastethI pradhAna nIkaLe che. tene bALakI maLe che. pitAne kAMI saMtAna nathI, tethI tene laI ghara bhaNI prayANa kare che. bALake vAghaNanA mukhamAM AvyA paraMtu temane zubhedaya keTale ke vAghaNe temane tarata bharakhI na khAdhA. ane rAjA tathA pradhAnanI pAse AvI gayA, jethI temanuM lAlanapAlana paNa suMdara rIte thAya. pelA rAjA sabaLasiMhe gAmamAM vAta phelAvI ke rANIne garbha have te vAta amuka kAraNasara gupta rAkhelI, Aje rANIe putrane janma Ape che. gAmamAM janmotsava dhAmadhUmathI ujavavAmAM Avyo ane bALakanuM nAma vyAdhradara pADavAmAM AvyuM. pelI bALakI jaMgalamAMthI maLI tethI tenuM nAma vanadattA rAkhyuM. A bAju suvarNa zuddha banI pAchI AvI joyuM te tyAM bALako na maLe. AthI te khUba kapAta karavA lAgI. aMte pharatI pharatI jyAM bALaka hatAM te nagaramAM AvI, ane pradhAnane tyAM ja karIe rahI. vanadattAne uchera tenA hAthe thavA lAge, paNa pite jANatI nathI ke A mArI ja putrI che.

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vyANadattanuM bIjuM nAma mahatta rAkheluM che. bhAI bahena ane anukrame moTA thAya che. varSonA vahANAM vAtAM teo 18 varSanI uMmare pahece che. eka vakhata vasaMta mahatsava che, mehadatta ane vanadattA baMne pharavA nIkaLyA che. vanadattAnI sAthe suvarNa che, ane mehadatta eka ja che. eka jagyAe te baMne bhegA thaI jAya che. mahadattanI najara vanattA upara sthira thAya che, vanadattA paNa tenI sAme jue che, kAma pradipta thAya che, ekabIjAnAM nayane viMdhAya che. A vAta catura suvarNanA lakSa bahAra nathI jatI, tethI tene ema thAya che ke A rAjAne putra che, bhalene baMne premamAM paDe. mAre baMnene sagavaDatA karI ApavI joIe. ema vicArI suvarNa vadattAne kahe "ApaNe ahIM sUryAsta thayA pachI AvazuM. atyAre ghare jaIe." A zabdo mahadattanA karNapaTa para paNa paDe che. te samajI jAya che ke A dAsI mane ja saMketa karI rahI che. mehanI viTambaNA kevI che te je je. sagA bhAI bahena bhaSTa thavA taiyAra thayA che. ane mAtA sagavaDatA karI Ape che. te salakumAra paNa A gAmamAM ja che. rAjAnA hajurIyA tarIke te nekarI kare che. rAta paDatAM suvarNa vanadattAne laI niyata sthAne Ave che. haju mehadatta A nathI eTale AMTA lagAve che. te vakhate pele tesala tyAMthI pasAra thAya che. ane tenI draSTi vanadattA para paDe che. are? A te sAkSAt lakSmI che. AnI sAthe saMsAranA sukha bhogavyA nathI tyAM sudhI jIvana nirarthaka che. pitA mohavaza banI putrInI najIka Ave che. ane tene hAtha pakaDe che. tathA kahe che. "he svarUpavatI nArI! mArI sAthe cAla, huM tane mArA dravya siMhAsane padharAvIza" vanadattA to ekadama gabharAI gaI ane "bacAve bacA"nI bUmo pADavA lAgI. tyAM rAjakumAra AvI jAya che ane pitAnI priyA para eka hajurIye durAcAra kare che, te joI ekadama gusse thAya che. ane kahe che, "are duSTa ! pApI ! pArakI strI para kharAba daSTi karatAM zaramAtuM nathI ? tane te mAre barAbara zikSA karavI paDaze". aMte baMne sAma sAmA laDe che ane dikare bApane ubhe ne bhe cIrI nAkhe che. manamAM AnaMda anubhave che ke A duSTane mArI nAkhe eTale vanadattA mArA upakAra nIce AvI jaze. A joI pelI suvarNa ke je eka vakhata tesalakumAranA mRtyunA samAcArathI atyaMta duHkhI thaI hatI te Aje AnaMdita bane che. te paNa pitAnA priyapAtrane oLakhI zakI nathI. A pachI mohadatta ane vanadattA eka kelI-gRhamAM dAkhala thAya che. tyAMnuM vAtAvaraNa maghamaghAyamAna ane viSayane uttejIta kare tevuM che. baMne asaMyamane paMthe paDavAnI taiyArI kare che tyAM temanA kAna para zabdo athaDAya che. "dhikka, dhika! bApa mArI bahena sAthe viSaya sevavA taiyAra thaye che! dhikAra che, dhikkAra che tane! " Aju bAju najara kara

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che paNa koI dekhAtuM nathI. vaLI pAcho vanadattAne sparza karate jAya che. tyAM palA rAkho saMbhaLAya che. trIjIvAra paNa e zabda saMbhaLAya che, AthI kumAra kelIgRhanI bahAra nIkaLe che tapAsa karatAM kevIgRhanI sAme eka TekarI para eka muni beThA che te upara pramANe bolatA hatA. traNe jaNa muni pAse jAya che. munine namana karI pUche che he muni! AyA zuM bolI rahyAM cho !" muni traNa jJAnanAM dhaNI che. te kahe che. bhAI! te jene mArI nAkhe te tAre pitA hate. ane A vanadattA tArI bahena che. A suvarNa tArI mAtA che. muni, suvarNa tathA temanA premanI badhI vAta kahe che. rAjA ke netA dhAka dhamakIthI je kAma nathI karI zaktA te muni premathI kare che. traNe jaNA pitAnA pApanuM pAyazcita kare che. ane have zuM karavuM ke jethI jIvanane uddhAra thAya ema pUche che tyAre muni saMsAranI asAratA ane saMyamanI mahAnatA samajAve che. tethI traNeya jaNAne saMsAra pratye udAsInatA janme che. ane saMyamane mArga aMgIkAra karI Atma kalyANa sAdhe che. brahmacarya vrata sarvazreSTha ane jyeSTha che. tenuM ArAdhana karanAra cha Atma kalyANa sAdhe che. vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.73 suda 8 ne somavAra tA. 27-8-71 A badhAM vratamAM brahmacarya vrata meTuM che. moTe paMDita, vidvAna ke zAstrajJa hoya, paNa tenI AcAra zuddhi na hoya te tenI kiMmata jarA paNa nathI. sADA traNa maNanI kAyAmAMthI navaTAMkanuM nAka uDayuM te tenI kAMI kiMmata nathI. jenAmAM jJAna alpa hoya paNa AcAra ane vicAranI zuddhi che, zIla vrata barAbara pALe che e vizvAsane pAtra che. brahmacarya viheNe hArathI AbarUvALe dekhAya paNa AbarU vagarane che. e pArakI strIne pAlava pakaDatAM paNa acakAze nahi. "gI patinI devI dakSiNe DhagIe pUjAya che, TIlA TapakAM batAvIne dhamI kahevAya che, ke maLatAM paranArIne pAlava kheMcI jAya che, saMsAra cAlyA jAya che

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enI e saDaka upara saMsAra cAlyA jAya che, saMsAra cAlyo jAya che." Aje duniyAmAM dhatiMga karanArA ghaNA che. moTI jaTA rAkhe, AkhA zarIre bhasma thaLe, DekamAM mALA nAkhe, kapALamAM moTA gArIyA tANe, hAthamAM rUdrAkSanI mALA rAkhe, paNa AcAra vicAranA ke sadAcAranA ThekANuM je nathI te AvA loko paisAnA pUjArI che. viSayanA gulAma che, AtmAne bhramamAM nAkhanAra che. jeNe AtmAne oLakhe nathI evA mANaso AvA prapaMcIomAM aMjAI jAya che. AvAo pAse gharaDI buddhI page lAgavA Ave te chaTa nArAyaNa kahe ane nAnI namaNI nAra Ave te sat nArAyaNa kahe ane lAga maLe te tenA premamAM paNa paDI jAya. AvA dhatiMga duniyAmAM kaMIka cAlyA kare che. AvA tArA ane DhegI strIone kahe, huM tamane putra prApti karAvI daIza. mArA AzIrvAdathI tamAre tyAM dhananA DhagalAM thaze. aneka strIo bheLI banI bheLavAI jAya che ane ekAta maLatAM kukama karavA taiyAra thAya che. AvA kapaTIo potAnI jAtane sajajana kahevarAve che paNa karelAM karma darekane bhogavavA paDaze! karmane udaya Avaze tyAre te vezanI zarama nahi rAkhe. piMDolae vva dussIle, naragAo na muccai / fmavANa vA nirathe an, yuvA ma vive pararA u. a. 5 je kuzala AcaraNa AcaravA vALo che tene naraka muktI nathI. sAdhu hoya tene paNa durgatimAM javuM paDe che. mAtra veza keI ne tArI zakato nathI. "punyasya phalamicchanti punyam necchanti mAnavA pApasya phalam necchanti pApa kurvanti sAdarA" punyanA phaLa bhogavavA badhAne game che paNa puNya upArjana karatA nathI. dharma kara gamatuM nathI ane pApanA phaLa kaDavA che te koIne gamatA nathI chatAM pApa karavAnuM choDI zakatA nathI. tame eka divasamAM aDhAra pA5 sthAnakamAMthI keTalA pApa kare che? bhagavatIsUtrane pATha che ke aDhAra pA5 seve te jIva zIvratAthI bhArekamI thAya che. aDhAra pApa na seve te haluma thAya che. bhagavatI sUtramAM eka prazna pUche gautamarAya, zyA pApa karyo jIva bhAre kamI thAya? bhagavAna mahAvIra belIyA tame sAMbhaLo gautamarAya, aDhAra pApa sevavAthI bhAre kamI thAya." 55

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434 tamane pApanA khaTakAro thAya che? mArAM kevA kartavya che? huM kaMI gatimAM jaIza ? mAru' vIya savaLe mAge vaparAya che ke avaLe mArge ? " Anu` manana tame kaTThI karyu`' che ? manana karA. ciMtana karI. adhAtanA daravAjA madha thAya che ke nahI' e nitya vicArI, dahI'mAM thaiyA sukI maMthana karo te mAkhaNune pIDA maLe che, tema ci'tana niSkriyAsana karavAthI Atmatattva prApta thAya che. paNa sArAsAranA vicAra karyAM vinA kALAM karyAM ja kare che, tene kALI sajA bhAgavavI paDe che. ** " nirde' phi' mmaddi' rividura viTa' di' mmudi' no viSadu vidda " (AcArAMga) je jIva krUra karyAM kare che tene krUra gatimAM javuM paDe che. je jIva krUra kama karatA nathI tene mATe krUra gati paNa nathI. A be ne e cAra jevI vAta che. eka hAthe devAnu che, khIje hAthe levAnuM che. mATe samajIne kAMika satkrama" kaze. duniyAne sudhAryAM pahelAM tArI jAtane sudhAra. " prauDha thayA ne paLIyA AvyAM, uMmara thaI che pacAsajI, vANI ne vatana hajI juduM ? bhAse, emAM kAMIka rahI che kacAza mana tu tArUM Apa tapAsa, mana tuM tArU Apa tapAsa. " 50 varasanA thayAM, mAthe dheALA vALa AvyA. have kALA karama (kama) karavAnA mUkI de. ATalI uMmare dheALA mAthe kALAM kama karatAM lAja-zarama rAkha. vRtti badalANI nathI, evA jIvAne kALAbajAra, kapaTa, anItithI paisA bhegA karI durAcAra karavA game che, pAjI banI viSaya sevavAmAM rAjI rahe che. kAI nAnI namaNI nAra Ave te AMkhAnA DeLA phATayA rahe che. A che viSayAMdhatA, tArA peAtAnA kabyane tu je. vANI ane vana judAM haze teA kevA hAla thaze tenA vicAra karI leje. viSaya vikAra ane vAsanAe AtmAne azuddha karanAra che, jyAre AtmAmAM malinatA Ave che tyAre AtmAnuM teja jhAMkhu paDe che. brahmacarya thI aMdhakAraneA nAza thAya che, ane prakAzanI prApti thAya che. brahmacarya zarIrane sazakta rAkhanAra jaDIbuTTI che. AtmasAdhanA karavA mATe zarIranuM baLa jarUrI che. ane brahmacaya vinA zarIra sazakta rahI zake nahIM. vAsanAthI mana, vANI ane vicAra dukhaLa bane che. jyAre mana, vANI ane kAyA traNeya yuga dhakA mAM joDAI jAya che tyAre viSaya-vikAranuM smaraNa karavAnA TAIma rahete nathI. lAkhA caDhDhAne jItanAra karatAM vAsanA para vijya meLavanAra mahAna che. AtmAmAM khaLa che, zakti che. te saMyamamAM paNa vAparI zakAya ane asaMyamamAM paNa vAparI zakAya. mananuM valaNa indriyeAnA viSaya pASavA tarapha ja rahyA kare te asaMyama vadhe che, paNa viSayane viSatulya samajI manane AtmA tarapha vALavAnA prayatna thAya tA saMyamamAM

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vRddhi thatI jAya che. indriyAnI ujANI e AtmA mATe viSaprayoga che. AtmAnI sayamano cetanAnA nAza kare che. paNa jene viSayanA havasa lAgyA che te anAcAra AcaratAM aTakatA nathI. eka gAmamAM eka brAhmaNu ane brAhmaNI rahe che. brAhmaNI khUba svarUpavatI che. tenA patinI sevA sArI rIte bajAve che. pati, tenI badhI sagavaDatA pUrI pADe che. brAhmaNane tenA para khUba vizvAsa che. te mAne che ke mAre tyAM satI strI che. paNa srInA hRdayanI malinatA brAhmaNu kevI rIte samajI zake? nArInI gheAbhA ziyaLamAM che. "nArI sotI muzIvaMtI" ghaNI strIe halakA kuLamAM janmI hAya chatAM zIla dhama mAM vaphAdAra hAya che. tethI viparIta ucca kuLamAM janmela nArI paNa azIlavAna hoya che. yuvAna brahmaNI huMmezAM peAtAnA patine bhAta devA apeAranA TAIme jatI, tyAre peAlIsa thANA para jamAdAranA yuvAna putra tene premathI IzAro karatA. baMnenA yuvAna hRdaya hatAM. tee threDo samaya jatAM mahumAM lapaTANAM, pachI tA brAhmaNI peAtAnA patine jamADI peAlIsacAkI para jamAdAranA putra pAse AvI jatI ane sAMja paDatA brAhmaNanA AvavAnA TAIma pahelAM ghera pahoMcI jatI. A vAtanI brAhmaNane kAMIpaNa khakhara paDatI nathI. kharAma nimitto mANasane peAtAnI khAnadAnI, AbarU vagere bhulAvI de che. mATe dareke tevA nimittathI dUra rahevu joI e. peAtAnA sadAcAra ane sajanatAnuM rakSaNa karavuM te Aya'nArInA dha che. paNa A brAhmaNI peAtAnA dharmane bhUlI gaI che ane parapurUSanA premapAzamAM aMdhAI gaI che. brAhmaNune cheTu daI rahI che. brAhmaNanI AgatAsvAgatAmAM kAMI phera paDayeA nathI, tethI tene kAMi zakA AvatI nathI. paNa brAhmaNInA durAcAranI gaMdha tenA eka paDeAzIne AvI gai. teNe brAhmaNane vAta karI. paNa brAhmaNune khAI para ghaNeA vizvAsa hatA tethI kahyuM, tame badhA irSAkhAra che. amArA prema joI zakatA nathI. tethI tame khATA ALa nAkhA che. mArI patnI te satI strI che. tenA para mane jarAya avizvAsa nathI. paDozIne ema thAya che ke emAM mAre ze| svArtha che? jyAre bhaDako thaze tyAre AMkha ughaDaze. mAhmaNInA jamAdAra sAthenA paricaya vadhatA jAya che. thADA divasa pachI vaLI pelA paDezIne ema thAya che ke A brAhmaNa bhALIyA che. tene pAtAnI srI para ati vizvAsa che paNa pharI tene cetavavA joie. eka savAre lAga joI teNe brAhmaNane kahyuM, "Apa mArI vAta mAnatA nathI, paNa ekavAra tapAsa tA karo." brAhmaNa kahe che, "sArUM, huM Aje tapAsa karIza." yathA samaye brAhmaNu khetare gayA. khapAra paDatAM brahmaNI bhAta lai AvI ane patine premapUrvaka jamADI ne pAchI vaLI. paNa Aje brAhmanthe strI caritra jovAnA niya karyA che, tethI patnI ravAnA thaI ke tarata tenI pAchaLa pAchaLa lapAtA chupAtA jAya che. brAhmI tA dararojanA niyama pramANe jamAdAranA putra pAse pahoMcI gai. brAhmaNe A joyuM, "arere, mArI pAse

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CE 436 hAvabhAva karatI, prema batAvatI strI AvI durAcAriNI che tenI mane te AjasudhI khakhara paNa na paDI. me' teNI para keTaleA badhA vizvAsa mukaye, tenuM pariNAma kevuM AvyuM ? " khAi jamAdAranA putra 5.se keTaleA vakhata rahI tenI paNa teNe tapAsa karI. sAMje ghera jaI brAhmaNe potAnI patnIne samajAvavA prayatna karyAM teNe kahyuM, "tuM jamAdAranA putra pAse jAya che te zu caiAgya che ? acI te ApaNI Abaru beAkharU thaze. vaLI mArI pAse satInA dekhAva karanAra tuM AvA durAcAra sevatA zaramAtI nathI ? " A sAMbhaLI brAhmaNIe kahyuM, "cupa rahe. emAM meM zuM bhula karI che ? huM zu tamArI gulAmaDI chuM? brAhmaNe kahyuM, "A tuM zu khele che !'" AmAM kAMi sAra nahIM nIkaLe. tame mane zuM karI nAMkhavAnA hatAM ? jAe, tamane phAve te karI zako che. brAhmaNIe uddhatAIbharyAM javAkha ApyA. brAhmaNe eka vakIlane rAkaye, ane korTamAM jamAdAranA putra sAme kesa karyAM ke A mANasa mArI strIne durAcAranA mArge dorI jAya che. tethI AnI sAme rakSaNa maLavu joI e. koTa mAM brAhmaNIne kheAlAvavAmAM AvI ane tenI jubAnI lIdhI brahmaNIe kahyuM, "huM mArI marajIthI jamAdAranA putra pAse jAu chuM.' mArA jIvananA praznane mATe huM svataMtra chuM. emAM brAhmANunI ADakhIlI mAre na joI e. brAhmaNI lAja zarama vinAnI banI, je mANasA anucita AcaraNa Acare che tene zarama mukI devI ja paDe che. jo lajjA hAya tA kuka karatAM acakAya. paNa brahmaNI te mAnavanA khALIye pazunu hRdaya rAkhI pazu jevA khela khelI rahI che. paNa vicAra karI zakatI nathI ke A khela kayAM sudhI TakI zakavAnA che! brAhmaNanA kesa kADhI nAMkhavAmAM AvyA. have te brahmaNI vadhu bezarama banI. jamAdAranA putrane rasa paNa vadhI gayA. teNe vicAryuM, bra hmaNe mane kA dekhADI, have tene paNa huM batAvI ApIza eka divasa khetaramAM brAhmaNa ekalA hatA. A lAga joI jamAdAranA putra pAtAnA be mANaseAne laI brAhmaNa pAse AvyA ane e mANasAe brAhmaNane mAramArIne adhamue karI nAMkhyA. enA mAthA para evI cATa lAgI gaI ke e muti thai gayA. ane tenI ane AMkhA cAlI gaI. pelA mANase te cAlyA gayAM. pachI kAI e brAhmaNune ispItAla bhegA karyAM. A vAtanI brahmazIne khakhara paDI. paNa te khabara kADhavA paNa gaI nahI. sArabhUta padArthAM gharamAMthI lai jamAdAranA putrane tyAM te rahevA lAgI. A bAju brAhmaNane koI sthAna rahayu' nahI. te aMdha hAvAthI khetaramAM kAma paNa kevI rIte kare? tethI gheghera bhaTakavA lAgyA ane bhIkha mAgavA lAgyA. brAhmaNa sajjana mANasa hatA, paNa kA~nI gati nyArI che. je strI para ati vizvAsa mUkayA te strIe kevI thApa khavaDAvI ? manuSyanI vRtti nadI jevI che. je bAjunA DhALa maLe tyAM DhaLI paDe. hAthI, gheADA vagere para paNa aMkuzanI jarUra che. tema mAnavI para paNa aMkuzanI jarUra che, akuza vinAnuM jIvana kyAM jaIne athaDAI paDe te kaDevAya nahI.

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437 je rAtadivasa vAsanAmAM ja rata che te ucca kuLamAM janma levA chatAM nIca che. pAmara che. bhagavAne AcArAMga sUtramAM kahyu` che:-kavvAphinamALe gAmadhammahi' vi nivatjhASaNa avi omoriya kujjA avi uTTha ThANa gaijjA, avi gAmANugAma duijijjA avi AhAraM pucchi dijjA avi ca itthIsumanaM // hai sAdhu, tane indriyAnA viSayanI satAvaNI thAya, mana saMyama bahAra nIkaLI jAya te AhAra niLa karI nAkha. ghI-dudha, dahIM evA praNIta AhAra levAthI IMndriya vadhu pradIpta thAya che. tethI nIrasa AhAra karavA. Ama karavA chatAM mana kAbumAM na rahe te bhuMdarI karavI. bhUkha karatAM ochuM khAvuM. ati mAtrA a hArathI AThamIvADanA bhaMga thAya che. A vAta eka sAdhu mATe ja che, ema na samajazeA. sAdhunA peTA vibhAgamAM zrAvakone paNa samAveza thai jAya che. uSNeAdurI karavA chatAM mana Dhacupacu thaI jAya tA ubhA umA AkhI rAtanA kAusagga karavA, IM ndriyAne thakavI devI, chatAM mana vidbhavaLa ane tA eka gAmathI bIje gAma cAlyA javuM. viSaya utpanna karanAra nimittothI dura rahevuM. Ama chatAM vikArI bhAva tamane satAve te cAre ADAranA tyAga karI saMthAro karavA. bahArane! tyAga karI jIvanaderI TuMkAvavI te zreSTha che, paraMtu abrahmanuM sevana karavuM ceAnya nathI. maithunathI AtmaghAta thAya che. zarIraghAta karatAM AtmaghAta bhayaMkara che, praddAca nA anusa dhAnamAM ja bhagavAna pharamAve che ke blAka :-putraTTA vacchA hAlA, puvva phAsA pacchA daMDA // kAmaNeAgamAM lepANAM pahelAM vividha pApeAmAM phasAIne saMkaTa bhAgavavAM paDe che. athavA pahelAM kAma bhAganu sevana karI tyAra pachI saMkaTa bhegavavA paDe che. kAmavAsanA zA mATe adhamatAnuM kAraNa che, temAM bhaya karatA kevI che te samajavu' joI e. kAmavAsanA AtmAne bebhAna banAvI de che. jyAre viSayavAsanA citta para savAra thAya che tyAre AtmA tenA dAsa banI jAya che. AtmAne vecIne kAmaleAganu sevana thaI zake che. ane evA kaluSita manavALA sAdhaka peAtAnI sAdhanAmAM saphaLatA meLavI zakate nathI. cittamAM vikAra ane saMyama athavA sa skAra ekI sAthe rahI zakatA nathI. tathA abrahmanA kuTu pariNAma AleAkamAM tathA paraleAkamAM sahana karavA paDe che. e pravRtti karanArane paisAnI paNa jarUra paDe che. tethI pApanI zaruAta thAya che. kAmathI kedha janme che, kredhathI mAha, mAhathI smRti vibhrama, smRti vibhramathI buddhi nAza ane buddhino nAza thavAthI patana: AvI rIte kAmabheAgathI patananI paraMparA zaru thAya che. tethI jJAnI purUSAe brahmacaryaMnA rakSaNa mATe navavADanI racanA karI che.

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sAdhaka AtmAe pitAnI vijAtIyane tyAga kare, tenI sAthe kathA na karavI, tenA avaye viSayabuddhithI nIrakhavA nahIM. tenA para mamatva rAkhavuM nahIM ane vAtacIta paNa ati maryAdAmAM rahIne karavI. mana ane Indriye caMcaLa che. je sAdhaka kharAba nimitte tarapha asAvadhAna rahe te mana ane zarIra baMne patanane paMthe paDI jAya che. AthI munie vAsanA ane moha para vijaya prApta kare jeIe. AvI badhI vAta siddhAMtamAM karI che. AcAraMga sUtranA eka eka zabdo ratna samAna che. tenuM jJAna nahIM meLave te ratna vinAnA rahI jaze. dharmanA mIThAM phaLanI IcchA rAkhatA he te AtmAnuM rakSaNa kare. mananuM damana kare, svabhAvanuM smaraNa kare ane viSayavAsanAne TALo. sakaLa lokamAM sahune vaMde, niMdA na kare kenI re, vAca, kAyA mana nizcala rAkhe, dhana dhana jananI tenI re... vaiSNava jana sAce vaNava koNa che? je asabhya vacana bela nathI ane brahmacarya cakakhuM pALe che te vaiSNava che ane tenI jananIne paNa dhanya che. pApanA phaLa nathI joItAM, te pApa na kare. jevuM vAvaze tevuM laNavAnuM che. jevAM bIja tevA phaLa prApta thAya che. jevI vRtti ane jevI pravRtti tevI gati paNa prApta thaze. mATe mAnavajIvananAM ucca kSetramAM AvyA che te saMyamI jIvananA bIja repi. brahmabhAvane jIvanamAM apanAve te ceDA - bhavamAM AtmasamRddhine pAmI siddhadazA prApta karI zakaze. vizeSa adhikAra avasare vyAkhyAna naM.74 suda 9 ne maMgaLavAra tA. ra6--71 A abrahAcarya che ghera duSTa pramAdanuM ghara, munie te na I che, sAvadhAna rahI sadA." abrahmacarya e gharamAM ghera pApa che. pramAdanuM gRha che. pramAda eTale paramAM mAte. pitAnA svabhAvamAM mAMdo paDe ane paramAM masta. pa2nuM ja dhyAna dharavuM te pramAda. munio sadA sAvadhAna hoya che. muni kadI pramAdane IcchatA nathI. game tevA pralezana batAvatI A muni sAme Ave chatAM te potAnA bhAvamAM sthira rahe che. jeNe kAma upara vijaya meLavyo tenuM jIvana dhanyavAdane pAtra che. moha upara vijayI banavuM te nAnIsunI vAta nathI.

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koI eka cArAmAM sAdhu UbhA che. tyAM be polIsa Ave che, ane sAdhunI niMdA kare che ke AvA gharabAra vinAnAM sAdhuo samAjamAM bhArarUpa che. mAgI khAvuM ane marija savuM. raLavAnI tevaDa na hoya te saMnyAsa le che. AnI sI marI gaI haze, devuM vadhI gayuM haze eTale saMnyAsI banI gaye haze. AvA mANase samAjanAM hita mATe kAMI karatAM nathI. atyAra sudhI zAMtabhAve sAMbhaLI rahelAM sAdhu kahe che bhAI! ame nirbaLa chIe ke sabaLa te tene puravAra karI ApuM? tame sainike che kharuM ne? paNa tamArI sAme 25 sainiko Ave te tame hArI jAe, e 25nI sAme 100 sainika Ave te e hArI jAya. e 100nI sAme 500 Ave te e 100 hArI jAya. ema 500nI sAme hajAra, hajAranI sAme 10 hajAra ane 10 hajAranI sAme lAkha ane lAkhanI sAme dasa lAkha sanika Ave to lAkha siniko hArI jAya. dasa lAkha sinike sAme eka vAsudeva Ave te 10 lAkhane harAve che. durjaya evA saMgrAmamAM be bAhubaLathI 10 lAkha subhaTone jItanAra karatAM jene eka AtmA para vijaya meLavyo che te mATe vijetA che. 10 lAkhane jItanAra vAsudeva nArI pAse kiMkara banI nAce che. nArInuM citta kema prasanna rahe? te, na rInA kahyA pramANe kare che. Ama jenI bhujAmAM ATaluM baLa che te kAmadevathI jItAI gaye che. sAdhu purUSoe e kAmadeva para vijaya meLavyuM che. sAdhunA payaharaNamAM je sukha che te cakravatInA siMhAsanamAM paNa nathI. bele, have sAdhu mahAtmAo baLavAna che ke nibaLa che? pilIsone sAdhunI vAta kabUla karavI paDI. mahApurUSe kahe che. te Atmana ! tuM tArA AtmA sAthe yuddha kara, bahAranA yuddhanuM tAre zuM prayojana che? AtmA para vijaya prApta kare che te tame tamArA vIryanI rakSA karo. jayAM mana, vANuM ane kAyAnI apavitratA che tyAM AtmAnI zakti kema TakI rahe ? prathama tame tamArA hRdayamAM kSudra vicAre na AvavA de. sAdhaka avasthA che eTale koIvAra malina vicAra Ave te paNa tamArA magaja para tene mALe nAkhavA na de. eTale e vicArenI lALa laMbAve nahi. magaja para e vicArenA daDha saMskAra paDavA na de. samudramAM moTI sTImare taratI hoya che tene khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhavI paDe che. sTImarane AkhI ne AkhI gaLI jAya evI moTI magaramaccho tyAM vasatI hoya che. tyAM sAvadhAnI na rahe te anekanAM jIvana bhayamAM mUkAI jAya che. dharatInA peTALamAM hIrAmotImANeka vi. sArA padArtho ke asAra padArtho ema badhuM hoya che. tema mAnavAmAM paNa baMne tatvo hoya che. temAM kene grahaNa karavA, kayA tatvane vikAsa kare te manuSyanA hAthanI vAta che. khaDaka viSayanAM adhavaca Ave, meha taraMge mana akaLAve,

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440 karavA jIvana naiyA pAra, sAhasa karajo dhIme -dhIme, viSama che vasamI jaganI vAta, pagalAM bharajo dhIme-dhIme.... #'sAra samudramAM viSayanAM khar3A cAre bAju paDayA che. maneAvikAra jAgRta karavA hAlatAM-cAlatAM rUpa-sa-gadha-sparzI-zabda vagere athaDAya che. rUpa AMkhanA viSaya che. maitranA sayama brahmacArI mATe khUba jarUrI che. pikacara-nATaka-nRtya vagere jovAthI viSaya jAgRta thAya che. sAdhu purUSAne te arIsAmAM peAtAnu' mukhardezadna karavAnI paNa manAI che. kAraNa, tenAthI paNa vikAra jAge che. vikArayukta zabda sAMbhaLavAthI paNa brahmacaryanI sAdhanAmAM bAdhA utpanna thAya che. zabda kAnanA viSaya che. tenA para sayama rahe mATe vikArane pASe tevAM gItA gAvA ke sAMbhaLavA nahi gaMdha nAkanA viSaya che. attara, senTa, caMdana vagerenI suga dha mAnavAnA manamAM vAsanA jagADe che, brahmacArI mATe sAduM jIvana ati Avazyaka che. sparze tvacAnA viSaya che. vAsanA jAgRta karavAnuM sauthI mATuM sAdhana sparzI che. sparza'nI lAlaca jIvanamAM ghaNI heAnArata sarjAve che. jIbhanA viSaya che rasa. khATA-mIThAM-svAddiSTa, mIThAM-maracAthI bharapura padArtho brahmacArIe brahmacaryanA rakSaNa mATe na khAvA joIe. dehune TakAvavA mATe leAjana anivAya che. mATe sAtvika ane kAma-praskripta na kare tevA khArAka khAvA joie. eka vakhata amadAvAdamAM bhaDerInI peLamAM eka bAvAjI svadhAma sidhAvyA haiAvAthI pALanA leAkeAe jamaNavAra karyAM. temAM saMta sUradAsane jamavAnu nima MtraNa ApyuM. kaMsAranu jamaNu hatuM. satane paNa kaMsAra pIrasyeA. sa Mte eka bhaktane kahyuM : mAre mATe bAjarInA rATalA lAve. bhakate hyuM, Apane ka MsAra nahI khAvAnuM kAraNa zuM? saMte kahyuM, bhAI! eka arIseA lAva ane reTale paNa lAvaje. bhakate sa Mte maMgAvela vastu hAjara karI. arIse| laI sa Mte tenA para kasAra ghasyA. arIsA ghIvALeA thai gayA. pachI roTalA ghasyA eTale arIse cAkakhA thaI gayA. sa Mte kahyuM bhAi ! sAdhunu dila eTale arIsA. AtmAnuM pratibiMba temAM joi zakAya che. ghI-khAMDathI bharapUra bhejana khAvAthI mana melu. ane che. ane roTaleA khAvAthI UjaLuM bane che. kahevAnuM tAtpa e che ke sadhue peAtAnA manane, AtmAne ane hRdayane zuddha rAkhavA mATe lukha-tuSTa AhAra karavA joie. brahmacArIe peAtAnI pAMce IndriyanA viSaya para vijaya prApta karavAnA che. mananI dhrura UThatAM tara gAne samAvI devAnAM che. taLAvanAM pANImAM eka kAMkarI nAkheA tA kuMDALA paDe che tema A jIve eka vastu joI, ke eka vAta sAMbhaLI evI tarata vicAratAM taraMga UThe che. tenA para saMyamanI breka hAya tA vAMdhA AvatA nathI. paLa-paLanI jAgRti jIvane patananAM paMthe paDatAM aTakAve che, paNa jIva pramAdamAM hoya te te kayAre ane kema athaDAI paDaze e kahI zakAya nahI.

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IlAvardhana nagarImAM dhanadatta nAmane zeTha ane bhadrA nAmanI zeThANIhatAM, teo badhI vAte sukhI hatAM. A koTayAdhipatine tyAM putranuM Agamana thayuM. tenuM nAma IlAyacI kumAra rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. ekane eka putra hoya ane zrImaMtanuM ghara hoya emAM ucheramAM zI maNe rahe? anukrame yuvAnInAM prAMgaNamAM praveza kare che. A avasthA evI che ke pUrvanA dharma saMskAra prabaLa na hoya te viSayAbhilASA jAgatAM kaMIka anartha thaI jAya che. eka vakhata nagaramAM naTa loko potAnI nRtyakaLA batAvavA AvyAM che. naTanI AkhI maMDaLI che. te nRtya jovA mATe gAma gheluM thayuM che. rAjA-rANI paNa tyAM hAjara che. temAM eka naTakanyA jenuM nAma kalikA che. enI nRtyakaLA joIne badhAM tenA para vArI jAya che. rANI hAra Ape che, bhadrA zeThANI vIMTI Ape che, paNa IlAyacI kumAra tene joIne tenA para mehita thaI jAya che. mohanAM nazAmAM te nirNaya kare che ke lagna karUM te A naTakanyA sAthe ja karUM. ghera AvI mAtA-pitAne vAta kare che. e candracakerI sAthe mane paraNa. AbarUdAra mAta-pitA kahe che, beTA ! ApaNA kuLane kalaMka lAge evuM zA mATe karavuM joIe? ApaNuM samAjamAM kayAM kanyAonI beTa che? eka karatAM ekavIsa kanyA paraNAvIza paNa ApaNe naTa kanyA na joIe. mAta-pitAe putrane samajAvavAmAM kAMI maNA na rAkhI. | paNa putre pitAnI haTha choDI nahiM. zeThe naTakanyAnA pitA jaTAyune belA ne tenI putrI pitAnA putra sAthe paraNAvavAnuM kahyuM. dhananI lAlaca ApI tyAre naTe javAba Ape ke zeTha! huM mArI putrIne vecavA nathI mAMgato, tamAro putra amArI vidyA zIkhe ane koI rAja taraphathI moTuM InAma meLave, amArI nAtane jamADe tyArapachI huM te kanyA tene paraNAvuM. mA-bApa e bAbatamAM saMmata na thayA. eka rAtre IlAyacI kumAra UThIne jaTAyanAM paDAva tarapha AvI tene kahe che ke kaI paNa rIte tame mane kanyA Ape. tame kaheze teTaluM dhana ApazuM, paNa mAruM mana tamArI kanyAmAM che. jaTAyu kahe che. e suNa vepArI murakha bhArI, bALakanA nahIM khela, choDI amArI bhaLI bicArI, ema maLe nahiM sahela, galI-galIe ghugharA bAMdhI, karavA paDaze khela. gAna bajAvI leka rIjhAvI, rahevuM thaze muzkela bALakanA nahi khela, A sAMbhaLI IlAyacI kumAra kahe che purepuro vicAra karIne, Avyo chuM tuma pAsa, nArI kAje nAcI ghara-ghara, eka ja che abhilASa" e kabula thAya che. mAta-pitAnI virUddha jaI IlAyacI putre naTanI zarata svIkArI. "navA navA kAMI khela karIne, navA-navA kAMI veza dharIne, naTavara masta thaIne, nAce IlAyacI kumAra,

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kaIka samaya vitI cUka, kahe IlAyacI kumAra, paraNAve jhaTa premadA mujane, vAra kare nA lagAra. nArI ema maLe nahi, jamADaze ama nAta, dhananAM je DhagalA karI, pachI ja lagnanI vAta. koI rAjadarabAre jAo, khUba khela karIne rIjhAve, aDhaLaka laI varadAna pachIthI, vararAjA thaI Ave."...kaI.... eka strInA mohane khAtara mA-bApane raDatAM mUkI, dhana-vaibhavane Thokara mArI, naTanI zarata kabula karI, mohamAM mastAna thaI IlAyacI cAlI nIkaLe. rUpa pAchaLa paDele bhramara zuM zuM nathI karate? pataMgiyuM divAmAM paNa jhaMpalAve che. naTanI badhI kaLAo teNe sara karI lIdhI. naTamaMDaLa pharatuM-pharatuM benAtaTa nagara Ave che. pAgala premI hiMmata rAkhI, upaDe bIje gAma, rAjA-rANI jevA beThAM, AvyA leka tamAma. gAmanAM cekamAM vAMsaDAo UbhA karI mayUra-nRtya dekhADavAnuM zarU karyuM. e nRtya karatAM karatAM IlAyacI kumAra ghaDIka jue rAjAnI sAme, ghaDIka priyAnI sAme, paNa rAjA te tAkI-tAkI, jue chokarI sAme, jAta-jAtanAM khela karIne, utarI AvI ubhe, jenArAe rA-rAjI, thaI vadhAvI lIdhe. dAna taNuM AzAe nIcA, namI kare salAma, paNa rAjA te bele bhAI meM nirakhe nahiM kAma, rAja-kAjamAM dhyAna gayuM, ema kahyuM juThuM bahAnuM, pharI vAra je khele bhAI pachI ja ApaNuM nANuM. mehanI kevI karAmata che ! rAjA paNa te ja nATakanyA para moha pAme che. rAjAne te naTakanyA meLavavAnI kSaNa najIka AvatI hoya tema bhAse che. "hamaNuM mArI priyA thaze. mahane raMga vadhu ne vadhu ghere banate hate. aramAnenI rUperI pagathAramAM hIe jaDAtA hatA. dehane paritApa olavavA kAmathI banele rAjA nATakanyAne pitAnI karavA kevA kevA azubha bhAva karI rahyo che? "nizaza karIne khela khelaMtA cUkI jAya talabhAra, te A naTaDIne huM pAmuM rAjA kare vicAra, bIjI trIjI vAra pachIthI caDe thI vAra, judAM-judAM nhAnAne kAraNa, caDIe pAMcamI vAra."

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IlAyacIkumArane game-tema karIne zrama veDhIne rAjAne rIjhavIne naTakanyA paraNavAne bhAva che. rAjAnI murAda kevI che.? "uparathI je paDe, paDIne mare, te kanyA male ema A rAjAnI IcchA, jaldI rAjA rIjhe dAna je dIe, te kanyA male ema A naTanI IcchA." A saMsAranA takhta para bhavacakranA pUranI pratyeka galIe nATaka cAle che. te galIo ekendriya-vikalendriya Adi che. pratyeka jIva ekeka bhinna-bhinna rahasya kathA bhajavata jIvatuM jAgatuM moha nATaka che. enAM Atma-pradezamAM moha-madirAne nazo utpanna kare che meha rAjA ja rAjI thatuM hoya che. IlAyacI kumAra khaMta dharIne khela batAvavA, caDe pAMcamI vAra, khela karaMtA dUra cekamAM, daSTi paDI paLavAra, vismaya pAmI leka jue che, thaMbhe kema kumAra, rAjA, rANuM, naTakanyA sau, khUba kare vicAra. IlAyacI putranuM mayUra-nRtya addabhUta che, paNa rAjA rijhata nathI. je rAjA nahIM jhei te bAra-bAra varSanI mahenata pANImAM jAya. badhA leke, rANI vagere vicAra kare che. ATaluM adUbhUta nRtya naTa karI rahyo che chatAM rAjA kema rIjhato nathI? rANIne paNa ema thayuM ke rAjAnI dAnata bUrI lAge che. chevaTe IlAyacI putra pAMcamI vAra vAMsa para caDe che. te jIvana maraNanA khela khelI rahyo che. tyAM tenI najara dUranI eka havelInA cekamAM jAya che. tyAM eka rUpa-rUpanI aMbAra samI, eka yauvanavaMtI nArI hAthamAM medakane thALa laIne muni bhagavaMtane vahorAvavA Ave che, paNa muni tenI sAme uMcI AMkha karIne jotAM nathI, mohaka letA nathI, muninI daSTi nIcI che, tyAM IlAyacI kumAranI daSTi paDe che. eNe dIThAM munirAja, tyAga tejathI juvAna, kAyA jhaLahaLa jhaLahaLa thAya, dharmalAbha kahI bhikSA kAje, UbhA AMgaNumAMya, mAdaka laine AvI suMdarI -rUpano aMbAra, bhaktibhAvathI bhajana detI, haiye harakha apAra, hasta jeDIne Agraha karatI svIkAre munirAja, dhanya thaye janmAre mAre, dhanya divasa che Aja, vidha-vidha vastu vaherAve paNa, muni kare InkAra, nIcA nayane munivara belyA "zvadhu khape nahIM kAMI have IlAyacI kare vicAra, UDI gaye tyAM meha-vikAra.

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IlAyacI kumAra vicAre che. ahAhA! kayAM sAdhunI sAdhutA! ane kyAM mehanI khINamAM mArUM pagaluM ! Ama comparison (sarakhAmaNI) karatA-karatAM mahadaSTi baMdha thAya che ane jJAna daSTi UghaDe che. tene samajAya che ke A saMsAra je sahAmaNuM lAgatuM hatuM te have tene bihAmaNuM lAge che. saMsAra eka dArUnuM pIThuM che. jemAM pIdhelA, unmatta banI gayelA be hAtha UMcA karI tALIo pADe che. AtmahatyAnuM ghara vAtAvaraNa UbhuM kare che. samaju leke trAsIne nAsI jAya che. A dArUnA pIThAmAM vikalpanI eka madya pyAlI pItAM dasa madha pyAlInI tRSA jAge che. mAtra jJAnadaSTi khulavAnI vAra che, pachI mUrchA tUTe che. ane cetana sabhAna thAya che. bhUle paDele AtmA svagRhe pAcho vaLe che. game teTale dUra-dUra nIkaLI gayuM hoya paNa Akhare A AtmA munine joIne mehathI pAcho phare che. jyAre vigRhapravezanI utkaMThA jAge che. tyAre vizvanI koI paNa tAkAta tene tema karatAM rokI zakatI nathI. jyAre AtmA jAge che, tyAre tenAM gauravanuM aucitya kevaLa svarUpa ramaNatAmAM ja pheravAI jAya che. jaDa padArthamAM-nATakanyAnA rUpamAM je sukhanI bhrAMti. tene thaI hatI te brAMti dUra thaI kyAM pAgala huM bhegavilAsI, ne kayAM A munirAja ! nArI kAje ghara-ghara nAcuM, mUkI kuLanI lAja. Agraha karatI rUpasuMdarI, teya kare InkAra, dRSTi UMcI karI jue nA, ke saMyama dhAra !! ahAhA? kayAM A munine tyAga ! svasaMvedana nijasvarUpane ja anubhave che. e anubhava pAse amRta paNa amRta nathI. madha paNa phikakuM lAge che. cAMdanInI zItaLatA karatAM AtmAnI zItaLatA kaMI ora ja hoya che. svayaM tRpta AtmA je Atma mastI anubhave che tenI sarakhAmaNImAM duniyAne koI paNa padArtha ubho rahI zakato nathI. kyAM AvA muni ! ane kayAM huM pAmara ! bhikhanAM TukaDA mAguM te ye dete nathI bhUpALa, rUpanI pAchaLa rahyo bhaTakta, lAgI bhISaNa jALa, dhanya dhanya A jIvatara muninuM, dhanya jIvana A nAra, heje tujane bhUkha IlAyacI, lAkha-lAkha dhikAra !! have IlAyacIkumAra sAcI samajaNanA gharamAM Ave che. mehanuM visarjana thAya che, cAritra dharmanuM sarjana thAya che. bebhAna dazAmAMthI sabhAna dazAmAM AvI jAya che. ane te ja nRtyanA mAMcaDA para te kSapaka zreNa, kSAyaka bhAva, kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana pAme che. pazcAtApa thakI ilAyacI, bhUlI gayo nija bhAna, eja kSaNe ne eja sthaLe tyAM, uparyuM kevaLajJAna.

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5 IlAyacIne kevaLajJAna thayA pachI vAMsa uparathI nIce Utare che, ne devatA sAdhune veze tene Ape che. rAjA, rANI, naTakanyA kalikA vagerene dharmadha pamADI, sAcuM svarUpa samajAvI, dharmanA mama batAvI, bhramane teDAvI bhAna karAve che. mohanI ekacakI cAlatI rAjasattAmAM saLagate pULa mUkI, huM ane mArApaNanI meha-pati saMkelI saMsArane tyAga karI, mohanA dAMta khATA karI, AtmAmAM nijasvarUpane anubhavyuM. rAjA, rANa, naTakanyA, e sau paNa saMyama mArga svIkArI kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana pAmI zAzvata sukhanAM adhikArI banyAM. jJAnI purUSa kahe che. salaM kAmA visaM kAmA, kAmA AsIvisovamA / kAme ya sthamALA, zAmAM kanti lokAruM utta. 9 adhya. gA. 53 kAmaga zalya jevA che. AsI viSa jevA che. kAmaganI IcchA karavAvALo jIva akALe mRtyu pAmI dugatimAM cAlyA jAya che. AdhyAtmika jJAna prApta karavA mATe pAtratA joIze. pAtratA vinA vastu TakI zakatI nathI. pAtra vinA vastu nava rahe, pAtre Atmika jJAna, pAtra thavA seve sadA, brahmacarya atimAna." brahmacarya bhAva vinA dharmajIvanamAM vaNAtuM nathI. siMhaNanuM dUdha suvarNanA pAtramAM ja rahe tema sUtra siddhAMtanA amUlyabhAve brahmacaryarUpI pAtramAM ja TakI zake che. abrahmabhAvamAM ramatAM bhAI-bhAInuM, mitra-mitranuM, dikare bApanuM khUna karI nAkhe che. mayagurahAnA rUpamAM aMdha banelA maNIrathe pitAnA sagA bhAI yugabAhanuM khUna karyuM. be bhAI vacce keTalo prema hato ! maNIrathe pitAnA putrane nahiM paNa nAnAbhAIne yuvarAjanI padavI ApI hatI. paNa mohapAzamAM phasAyelA moTAbhAIe nAnAbhAInA premane Thokare mAthe. sItAnA mohanI khAtara ja rAvaNa raNamAM reLAye ne ? tame tamArI AkhI lAIphamAM eka paNa kALA DAgha lagADe nathI ema kahI zakaze? tamArA jIvanane juo. AMtara nirIkSaNa kare te bhUle dekhAze. bhUla dekhAyA pachI tene sudhAravA prayatna kare. cAritrya e kahInUra hIre che. tenuM rakSaNa karaze te jIvana ujajavaLa banaze. niSakumAra cothA vratanA bhAve samaje che. vizeSa adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna...75 Aso suda 10 ne budhavAra tA. 29-9-71 anaMtajJAnI, caramazAsanapati, prabhu mahAvIre bhavya jIne siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyA che siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thaela varatu, tenuM nAma siddhAMta.

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ahIM niSakumAro adhikAra cAle che. thAvratanuM svarUpa samajAvAya che. zrAvakene dezavrata che. cothAvatamAM devatA saMbaMdhI duvihaM tiviheNuM maithuna sevavAnA paccakhANa hoya che. bekaraNa ane traNa jaga eTale cha koTIe paccakhANa thAya. ane manuSya tathA tiryaMca saMbaMdhI egavihaM egaviheNuM na karemi kAyasA. maithune sevuM nahi kAyAthI. ema eka keTie paccakhANa thAya che. gRhasthAzramamAM rahenArane dIkarA dIkarIo paraNAvavA paDe che. temAM anudana paNa ApavuM paDe che. tethI temanA vratamAM khaMDana thatuM nathI. tiryaMca saMbaMdhI paNa chuTa rAkhI che, kAraNa ke pahelAnA jamAnAmAM zrAvako gaudhana rAkhatA. AnaMda zrAvakane tyAM 40 hajAra gAye hatI. kAmadevane tyAM 60 hajAra ane calaNI pitAne tyAM 80 hajAra gAye hatI. pazudhanamAM jIbha vAparavI paDatI eTale temAM paNa egavihaM egaviheNuM kahayuM che. vratanuM svarUpa tathA tenAM karaNa keTI barAbara samajAI jAya te lenArane khyAla Ave ke keTalI maryAdA karI che. jethuM vrata AdaranAra zrAvaka zrAvikA ekabIjAnI bimAra avasthAmAM sevA karI zake. kAyAe karI maithuna pravRti na karavI, eTalA ja pratyAkhyAna che. zrAvakanA vrata 12 che. tenA bhAga 49 che. tenuM svarUpa TUMkamAM samajAvuM chuM. AMka 11ne. eTale eka karaNa ane eka ge karI eka koTIe pratyAkhyAna kare. tenAM bhAMgA nava (1) karUM nahi mane karI. (2) karUM nahi vacane karI. (3) karUM nahi kAyAe karI. (4) karAvuM nahi mane karI. (5) karAvuM nahi vacane karI. (6) karAvuM nahi kAyAe karI. (7) karatAM ne ameduM nahi mane karI. (8) anuduM nahi vacane karI. (9) anumaDuM nahi kAyAe karI. Ama 9 bhAgA thAya. AMka eka bArane. eTale eka karaNa ane be joge karI che keTIe pratyAkhyAna thAya. tenAM bhAMgA nava. (1) karUM nahi, mane karI vacane karI. (2) karUM nahi, mane karI-kAyAe karI. (3) karuM nahi vacane karI-kAyAe karI. (4) karAvuM nahi mane karI-vacane karI. (5) karAvuM nahi mane karI-kAyAe karI. (6) karAvuM nahi vacane karI-kAyAe karI. (7) anumoTuM nahi mane karI-vacane karI. (8) anuduM nahi mane karI-kAyAe karI. (9) anumoTuM nahi vacane karI kAyAe karI. AnA 9 bhAMgA thayA. AMka 13ne eTale eka karaNa-traNa jage karI traNa keTIe pratyAkhyAna kare. tenAM bhAMgA 3. (1) karUM nahimanathI-vacanathI-kAyAthI. (2) karAvuM nahi manathI, vacanathI, kAyAthI. (3) anumehuM nahi manathI vacanathI kAyAthI. tene bhAMgA 3. 11-12 -13. traNa AMkanA 21 bhAMgA.AMka eka 21 ne eTale be karaNa ne eka ege karI be koTIe pratyAkhyAna kare..

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G tenA bhAMgA nava (1) karUM nahi. karAvu nahi. mane karI, (2) karU nahi karAvuM nahi vacane karI. (3) karU' nahi karAvuM nahi kAyAe karI (4) karU nahi. anumaiduM nahi, mane karI. (5) karU' nahi anumaiduM nahi vacane karI. (6) karUM nahi anumAg nahuM kAyAe karI (cha) karAvuM nahi anumAduM nahi mane karI. (8) karAvu nahi anumeduM nahi vacane karI. (9) karAvuM nahi, anumAdu' nahi kAyAe karI. AMka eka 22 nA eTale e karaNa ane e joge karI cAra koTIe pratyAkhyAna-- tenA bhAMgA nava (1) karUM nahi, karAvuM nahiM mane karI-vacane karI. (2) karUM nahi karAvuM nahi, mane karI kAyAe karI (3) karU` nahi karAvu nahi vacane karI kAyAe karI. (4) karU nahi anumeAduM nahiM mane karI vacane karI, (5) karU nahi. anumeduM nahi maLe karI kAyAe karI (?) karUM nahi anumAdu' nahi vacane karI kAyAe karI (7) karavuM nahi. anumAduM nahi mane karI vacane karI. (8) karAvuM nahi anumaiduM nahi mane karI kAyAe karI (9) karAvuM nahi, anumAdu' nahi, vacane karI kAyAe karI, tenA bhAMgA nava thayA. AMka eka 23 nA eTale e karaNa ane traNa joge karI. 6 keATIe pratyAkhyAna kare. tenA traNa bhAMgA (1) karUM nahi karAvuM nahi. mane karI vacane karI kAyAe karI. (ra) karU nahi. anumaiduM nahi. mane karI vacane karI kAyAe karI. (3) karAvuM nahi. anumAnlR nahi mane karI, vacane karI, kAyAe karI. 21-22-23 traNu AMkanAM 21. bhAMgA thayAM. AMka eka 31 nA eTale traNa karaNa eka joge karI traNa keATIe pratyAkhyAna kare tenAM bhAMgA traNa. (1) karU nahi karAvuM nahi maiM tumaiduM nahi mane karI. (2) karU' nahi. karAvuM nahi, anumeAdu' nahi. vacane karI. (3) karU' nahi, karAvuM nahi, anumAnuM nahi kAyAe karI. AMka eka 32 nA. eTale traNa karaNu e cege karI 6 koTIe pratyAkhyAna kare tenA bhAMgA 3 (1) karUM nahi-karAvuM nahi, anumAdu' nahi. mane karI vacane karI (ra) karUM nahi-kAvu` nahi, anumeduM nahi vacane karI kAyAe karI. (3) karU nahi-karAvuM nahi, anumeAdu' nahi vacane karI kAyAe karI. AMka eka 33nA eTale traNa karaNa traNa ceAge karI koTIe pratyAkhyAna kare. tenA bhAMgeA (1) karUM nahi karAvuM nahi, anumeAdu' nahi. mane karI, vacane karI, kAyAe karI. 31 - 32 - 33 A traNa AMkanA 7 bhAMgA. 21 + 21 -I- 7 = 49 kula bhAMgA thayAM. munine ceAthA vratanA 9 koTie paccakhANa heya che. traNa karaNa ane traNa nege karI 9 koTIe pApa kare nahi. munine koI pUche ke amArI dIkarInuM sagapaNa karavu che. tame te) gAmegAma vicaro ane badhAnA paricayamAM Ave, tethI koI sArA muratIye

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re batAvo te ame vAta calAyoe. AvA prasaMge sAcA sAdhu spaSTa kahI de ke A mArUM' bya nathI, ane jo kahe tA tenuM vrata bhAMge. vaLI muninA kahyA pramANe lagna kare ane thADA vakhatamAM dIkarI rAtI rAtI pAchI Ave te tenA kuTuMbIe kahe ke mahArAje batAvyu ane ame lagna karyAM tethI AvA mahArAja doSane pAtra che. amane AvuM ThekANuM' zA mATe khatAvyuM? koI kahe, gurUmahArAja ! mAre tyAM lagnaprasaMga che. tA varakanyAne AzIrvAda devA cArImAM padhAro AvI saMsAravRddhinI pravRttimAM sAdhu kadI paga mUke nahi. dIkSAprasaMgamAM sAdhu jaI zake, paNa lagnamAM na jAya. koI kahe amAre lagna sa'badhI koI vizeSa vidhi karavI nathI paNa amArA hastameLApa Apa karAvI do. lagna pachI tarata ame mAra mAsa sudhI abrahmanA pratyAkhyAna lezuM. A prasaMge paNa sAdhu jAya nahi, ane jo jAya te te gurU nathI paNa gAra che. varakanyA upAzrayamAM Ave te tene mAMgalika saMbhaLAve. "9 t samA vinA zaiAle nahi, bhagavAna kerU' nAma, muvA TANe gaNapati vivAha TANe rAma je prasa Mge je thebhatuM hAya te AAle, anya danIe gaNeza ane rAma nene bhagavAna mAne che, paNa nanAmI upADatI vakhate gaNeza padharAvA " ema kahe ane lagna vakhate "rAma khelA bhAI rAma" A pramANe khele tA kevu. behuduM lAge ? ema lagna prasaMge jyAM mAhanA taraMgA uchaLatAM DAya tyAM sAdhu AvI ubhuM rahe te kevu ehudu lAge! dareka vastumAM viveka hAvA joie. sAdhu AtmasAdhanA kare, khIjI paMcAtAthI nivRtta ane ane je patananA mAga hAya tyAMthI dUra rahe. "AtmajJAna tyAM munipajI', te sAcA gurU hAya, khAkI kuLa zurU kalpanA, AtmAthI nahi joya." jenAmAM AtmajJAna che tenAmAM munipaNu che. sAdhu mauna vijetA DhAya, indriyane nigraha karavAvALA DhAya, sAMsArika pravRttithI dUra rahenArA hAya. koI khAI AvI sAdhune kahe, mahArAja sAheba, lagna pachI cha mahinA sudhI sa'sAra sArI rIte cAlyA, pachI kANu jANe zA vAMdhA paDI gayA ke mArA svAmI mane khelAvatA paNa nathI? Apa dayALu che, ekAda evA maMtra ApI do ke dorA karI Ape| ke huM mArA svAmIne vaza karI zakuM. A sAMbhaLI "ATalA aThThama ke ATalA chaThe karaje ane mArI pAse kaI kaI vAra Avaje, jethI badhu barAbara karI daIza," Avu` sAdhu bele nahIM. dorAdhAgA--maMtrataMtra karavA e sAdhunA dhama nathI,

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lakSaNazAstrI A jagyAe maza ke tala hoya te tenuM phaLa A maLe, svapnazAstrI amuka vakhanuM A phaLa Ave. amukanuM A phaLa Ave te batAve, nimittazAsI nimitta zAsane pravega kare. kautukAdine paga kare. A uparAMta AzcaryamAM nAkhI de tevA maMtrataMtranI vidyA jemAM hiMsA, juTha Adi Ave Ave che, AvI koI paNa vivAthI sAdhu AjIvikA calAve che tevA sAdhune tenAM kaDavAM phaLa jarUra jogavavA paDe. kamaphaLa bhegavatI vakhate kaI zaraNa thatuM nathI. pitAnI pAse tiSInuM jJAna hoya ane te vaDe keInuM bhAvi spaSTa dekhAtuM hoya chatAM sAdhu bele nahIM. sAdhu ema kahe ke huM koIne duHkha joI zakatA nathI tethI tene dUra karavAnA prayatna karuM chuM. jena dazanane pAmele sAdhu AvuM bole? sahu pitAnA karma pramANe sukhI ke duHkhI thAya. koI kahe ame te jeTaluM karIe chIe teTaluM kahI daIe chIe. amAruM jIvana spaSTa arIsA jevuM che ane nikhAlasa che. sAdhudharmane lAMchana lAge evA kArya kare ane samAja samakSa kahI de ke ame Ama kahIye chIye eTale zuM te sAce sAdhu che ? zuM A karavA egya kartavya te karI rahyo che? tamArA putra tamane kahe ke huM dAru pIvuM chuM, para strI sevuM chuM, tamArAthI kaMI gupta rAkhatuM nathI, AthI zuM te sAre kahevAya? sAdhune veza rAkhI lenamAM dezadeza pharavuM, potAnA nAmanA baMgalA baMdhAvavAM, cAlIo karAvavI, Azrama khelAvavA, bagIcA baMdhAvavA, AvAM kartavya karanAra sAdhunA vezamAM gRhastha ja che. - sAdhuthI kharaDo karAya nahI. cAle huM Adeza kar-jeTalA e jeTalA rUpiyA lakhAvyA che te sahunA Dabala karI nAMkhe. AmAM enA navaTInA paccakhANa rahyAM kayAM? sAdhu kadI zrApa paNa na Ape ane AzIrvAda paNa na Ape. mAruM nahIM mAne te cakalI banAvI daIza, ema paNa na kahe. ane je baccA, tAre ghera dIkarAne janma thaze ema paNa na kahe. jaina darzana alaukika daMzana che. jaina sAdhue pApanI Avaka Ave evI badhI bArI baMdha rAkhavAnI che. sAdhue strIonuM darzana karavuM nahI. strIonI sAme TIkITIkIne jevuM nahIM, strIone prArthanA karavI nahIM. magajamAM tenuM ciMtana karavuM nahI. keI saMsAra saMbaMdhI vAte pUchavA Ave to kahI devuM ke A jhaverInI dukAna che bakAlAnI nathI. ahIM e mAla nahI maLe. A tyAgIonI dukAnamAM tyAgane mAla maLe. bhegano nahI. vastunA svarUpane jema che tema samaje. sAdhue ane zrAvakanI keTImAM phera che. sAdhune navakATIe pratyAkhyAne che. tame karaNukaTI samaje, te vratane vaphAdAra rahI zako. tame sAmAyikamAM beThA che ane tamAre putra AvI kahe, tamArA putravadhUne dIkaro Avyo. A sAMbhaLI AnaMda thAya, anumodana thaI jAya te pApa lAge paNa vratano bhaMga thatuM nathI. kAraNa tamArI sAmAyika cha keTInI che. traNa daravAjA khullA che. keIe tevihArA upavAsanAM pratyAkhyAna karyA ane 57

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50 pANI pIe te temAM tene doSa lAgatuM nathI. paNa piSadha karyo eTale cAre AhAranAM paccakhANuM karyA, "maNisevana mAlavana vileNanA paccakhANa karyA. ane pANI pIe athavA paSadhamAM rUpiyA le, sAkaranA paDA le te vratamAM bhaMga paDe che paNa benkamAM 1000 rU. vyAje mukyA hoya ane mahInAmAM 10 piSadha karatAM te te 20 divasanuM vyAja levuM ane 10 divasanuM bAda karI nAMkhavuM, ema karatAM nathI, kAraNa ke tamArA pratyAkhyAnamAM enI chuTa che. anumodananA traNa bhAMgAnI chuTa rAkhI che. cha keTIe paccakhANa laI je navakeTIe pALe che te dhanyavAdane pAtra che. paNa sAdhu tathA zrAvakanA vratamAM kayA kyA pratyAkhyAna che ane temAM keTaluM taphAvata che te barAbara jANavuM jarUrI che. vastunuM satyasvarUpa yathArthabhAve samajavuM joIe. niSakumAra nuM yathArtha svarUpa samaje che. vizeSa adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna naM...76 Aso suda 11 gurUvAra tA. 30-9-7 have ahiM cethA vratanuM ravarUpa samajAvAya che. cothA vratanA pAMca aticAra (1) Ittariya parignehikagamaNe (2) aparigrahiya gamaNe (3) anaMga krIDA (4) paravivAha karaNe (5) kAmagesu, tItrAbhilAze. je strI nAnI uMmaranI hoya eTale strInA kALamAM AvI nathI tevI strI pitAnI pariNitA hoya te paNa tenI sAthe gamana karavAthI deSa lAge che. je strI sAthe sagapaNa thayuM che paNa haju lagna thayA nathI tenI sAthe gamana karatAM paNa aticAra lAge che. ane anaMgakriDA eTale bIjI indriyo vaDe manamAnyA viSaye piSavA te-para vivAha karaNe eTale bIjAnAM vivAha meLavI ApavAM. vara-kanyA baMnenA mAtA pitAne virodha hoya ane mitra sAkSIrUpa bane ane keTe jaI lagna karI le. jyAM kAMI levAdevA nathI tyAM paNa kahe ke mArA hAthamAM muratIyA ghaNA che. jarUra paDe tyAre mane kahejo. 50-60 varSanA buTTAne paraNavAnA koDa jAge te tene dalAla bane. eka vANIyAnI strI marI gaI. uMmara 55 varSanI hatI. dikarAne ghera dikarA hatA. Ane kanyA Ape koNa? paNa paisA hoya tyAM badhu thaI zake che. eka dalAle eka mecaNane taiyAra karI

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prapa ane kahyuM, zeThane meDha vANIyaNa chuM ema kaheje? te bAI rUparaMge sArI che. dalAla kahe, zeTha, ame cekaDuM barAbara besADI dIdhuM che. chekarI bicArI mAbApa vagaranI che. mAmAne tyAM ucharelI che. chokarI sArI che, paNa theDI keLavaNI ApavI paDaze. Akhare lagna thaI gayAM. game teTalA samAjasevaka ke yuvAne AvA vRddha lagnano virodha kare paNa lagna thaI gayA pachI to badhAM jakha mAre. dalAlane tathA chokarInA mAbApane rUpiyA khavaDAvI de, eTale badhuM patI jAya. A bAIne paraNIne AvyAM pAMca varSa thayAM, paNa zeTha te bAI kaI jAtanI che te pArakhI zakatAM nathI. eka vakhata rAtre zeTha kahe che, mATalAmAM keTaluM pANuM che? A sAMbhaLI zeThANI kahe che, jeDA jeTaluM che. zeThane thayuM, Ane jeDe kema yAda a ! zuM A vANiyaNa nahIM hoya? zeTha vipharyA ane lAkaDI laI pharI vaLyA. bAIne kahyuM bela! tuM kaI jAtanI che ? sAcesAcuM bolI jA. nahIM te lAkaDIne svAda cakhADIza. bAIe kahyuM huM mAruM chuM. paNa mane pelA dalAle kahyuM hatuM ke tuM tArI sAcI vAta karIza nahiM. tethI meM sAcI vAta karI nathI. bhASA uparathI jAta kaLAI jAya che. tame bhASA kevI kADhe che? bhASA suMdara ane niravadya hevI joIe. "pelo chokaro kevo che e bAbatamAM ke tamArI salAha levA Ave te tamane AnaMda thAya ne? manamAM garva anubhave ne ke A leke mane pUchyA vinA pANI nathI pItA. paNa tamAre pApathI bacavuM hoya te AvI bAbatamAM rasa le nahiM. dIkSA na laI zake te paNa tamAruM jIvana saMyamamaya banI javuM joIe. saMsAranA raMgarAgamAM rapa raheto hoya ane lagna Adi ekeeka pravRttimAM bhAga lete hoya ane kahe ke, huM vairAgI chuM. kharekhara vairAgya tene pariNamyuM nathI. vairAgya Ave eTale jIvananI naka badalAI jAya. cothA vratane pAMcame aticAra che kAmagamAM tIvra abhilASA rAkhavI te bhagavAna kahe che ke A aticAra gALavA samAravA. jANavA joIe paNa AcaravA nahIM. jyAre svastrImAM paNa jenuM jIvana maryAdAvALuM hovuM joIe ene parastrIgamananI chUTa hAya ja kevI rIte ? zrAvakanI pratiSThA kevI heya! zrAvaka je te na hoya paNa samAjamAM, saMdhamAM mahAna heya. ene ojasa paDe. te nAlAyaka na hoya. buddhine buddo na hoya. vastunA svarUpane barAbara samaje ane keInA AMgaNe ekale jAya nahIM. cAritra vake bauddhika tathA Atmika zaktio zeLavI zakAya che. sadAcAra jIvanano pAya che. brahmacaryanA bhaMgathI vIryane nAza thAya che. manuSya vIryahIna-purUSArthahIna bane che. A vratanuM ArAdhana karanAre strI purUSone sparza thAya tevA sthAnene choDI devA joIe. Aje TreIne mAM-basamAM purUSanI bAjumAM strI beThI heya, ekabIjAnA aMgane

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452 sparza thAya ane zarIramAM jhaNajhaNATI pedA thAya. mATe jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke kaI strIne saMga kare nahIM. kAma saMbaMdhI mazkarI karavI nahIM. vijAtIya sAthe vAtamAM paNa utaravuM nahIM. AMkha sAme AMkha paNa TakarAvavI nahIM. Ama karavAthI bIjAne zaMkA utpana thAya ane koI vAra pitAne paNa patananuM kAraNa bane. na sevavA bahu svAde, je kare dipta Indriye, vikAro paDaze jema, pakSIe phaLa svAdune. jema svAdavALA phaLane pakSIo jhADa para AvIne phele che tema jenA zarIramAM lehImAMsa khUba che, dekhAva suMdara che ane vezabhuSA sArI karI che evI strI tarapha purUSa pAgala bane che. cAmaDI cacakita karavA tene, kIma vi. lagADayuM hoya, nakha upara raMga caDAvyA hoya, gAla upara lAlI dekhAtI hoya, hoTha upara lITIka lagADI jAMbuDI raMga banAvyo hoya ane je strI vIrAMganA jevI lAgatI hoya tyAM purUSa svAbhAvika rIte kheMcAya che. bahu AchakalAI sArI nathI. kuvaDa jema rahevuM tema kahevAnuM nathI. paNa je rIte sabhyatA, zista ane maryAdA jaLavAya evI rIte strIoe rahevuM joIe. hAvuM, chevuM, zarIranI ati zuzruSA karavI, enAthI navamI vADane bhaMga thAya che. tene mATe rAMkanA hAthamAM ratnanuM eka daSTAMta che. koI eka kuMbhAra khANuM kheravA gaye che. khedatAM khodatAM ratna nIkaLyuM. te samajI gaye ke A ratna che. teNe te ratna beDa para eTale mATInA DhagalA para mUkayuM. pAchuM khedakAma zarU karyuM. tyAMthI rAjA nIkaLe. paNa rAjAnI najara tyAM paDI nahIM athavA paDI hoya te rAjA oLakhI zake nahIM ke A ratna che, kAraNa ke ratna dhuLathI kharaDAyeluM hatuM. pachI kuMbhArane thayuM lAvane ratna kevuM che te te jouM! teNe pANI laI rana para reDayuM. AthI rana uparanI dhuDa dUra thaI gaI ane teja pragaTa thayuM. e ratnane mATInA DhagalA upara mukI vaLI kuMbhAra pitAnA kAme lAgyuM. ratnanA kiraNe ane sUryanA kiraNe eka thaI jatAM hatAM. rAjA pitAnuM kArya patAvIne ghoDA doDAvate tyAMthI pasAra thaye. tenI najara rana para paDI. ratna eLakhI laI lIdhuM kuMbhAre A joyuM eTale te tarata rAjA pAse gayA ane kahyuM, mArUM ratna pAchu ApI de. rAjAe spaSTa kahI dIdhuM. jamInamAMthI je vastu nIkaLe che tene mAlIka huM chuM. mATe ratna huM laI jAuM chuM ane mATI tuM laI jA. je kuMbhAre ratnane ema ne ema dhuDavALuM rAkhyuM che te rAjA uThAvI jAta? ema je bahu ubhaTa veSa pahere che, jAtajAtanA veSa paridhAna kare che. ghaDIkamAM paMjAbI te ghaDIkamAM baMgAlI te ghaDIkamAM bharavADaNane veza pahere che. DhAMkavAnA aMga ughADAM mUke che. ane khullA rAkhavAnAM aMga DhAMke che. tenuM zIla rUpI rana paNa corAI jAya che. rAjA AvI rana uThAvI gaye. tema halakI jJAtine cheka ujJAtinI kanyAne

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bhagavIne upADI jAya che. kolejamAM, skulamAM sahazikSaNa heya-vidyArthI ane vidyArthinIo sAthe harephare pachI temAMthI bhaDakI uThe. pahelA ATalI badhI chuTachATa nahetI. Aje te dikarIo mAtapitAne chetaratI thaI gaI che. lezana karavA jAuM chuM, ema kahe ane kayAMnI kayAMya nIkaLI jAya. kolejamAM bhaNavA mATe jAya paNa vaccamAM be cAra kalAka kayAM gALI Ave te tenA mAbApane khabara paNa na paDe. tame jarA bArIka rIte nirIkSaNa karo to jaNAze ke Aje zuM thaI rahyuM che? tamArA saMtAne zuM kare che? mAtApitA saMtAne para kAbu na rAkhe pachI kahe, arara! chekarI ghATInI sAthe cAlI gaI! kevI sAdI ane sIdhI lAgatI hatI! tenA jIvanamAM AvuM kema thayuM? mAbApane DAdi moTuM na batAve, pachI pAchuM enuM e! jIvanamAM sadAcAra lupta thatuM jAya che tyAre aneka anartho sarjAya che. rUpa nathI chatAM rUpano dekhAva kare che. paNa jJAnIo kahe che. guNavAna bane. tArAmAM sadaguNa hoya te devatAo paNa namaskAra kare. game teTalA zILInA cAThA hoya paNa arIkSAmAM jue ke huM kevI lAgu chuM ! paNa aMte A zarIrane rAkhane Dhagalo thavAno che. Aje 50-60 varasanI strI paNa pAvaDara paDe che. ghelachAnI zI vAta karavI? hAlatI jAya ane mAthuM oLatI jAya. daMtIo khIssAmAMja rAkhe. pahelAM strIo badhI vastu hAthe taiyAra karatI. Aje badhuM taiyAra maLe che. kapaDAM paNa reDImeIDa, jhADu paNa IlekaTrIka, anAja daLavA ghaTI paNa IlekaTrIka ane dALa-bhAta anAja badhuM ja taiyAra maLe. sApha karavAnI ciMtA nahiM ane thoDI vAramAM rasoI taiyAra thaI jAya tevA kukara. jema jema sAdhane vadhatA gayA ema ema TAIma paNa bacate gaye. paNa A vadhArAne TAIma zemAM gALe che ? TAImane saduupayoga jJAnI puruSane sAMbhaLavAmAM, saduvAMcana karavAmAM, saddavicAra karavAmAM thAya che? Aje moTA bhAge vadhArAnA TAImane zarIranI TApaTIpamAM, vyasanamAM ane phezanamAM pasAra kare che. jIvananI jarUriyAta bahu vadhArI dIdhI che. jema jema kharaca vadhe tema pApa vadhe che. 10 rU.nI sADImAM cAlI zake tenA badale 100 rU nI sADI joIe. tamane ema nathI lAgatuM ke kharaca ghaTADavAnI jarUra che? Aje kharaca khUba vadhe che. bahAranuM khANuM keTaluM vadhI gayuM che. je gharanuM khANuM hoya te temAM ciMtA rahe. jene pratijJA hoya ke mAre keIne gharanuM khANuM levuM nahI ane keInA gharanuM pANI paNa pIvuM nahIM tene keTalI nirAMta rahe? keInA ghare jAya te paNa sAmA mANasane takalIphamAM na muke. sAmAne kAMI kharca na karavo paDe. ane tenA nimitte thatI hiMsA paNa aTakI jAya. sAmI vyaktinA dilamAM tene mATe bahumAna jAge. AthI koIne bhArabhUta na thAya. paNa AdhArabhUta thAya. Aje mANasanA jIvanamAM keTalA vyasane vadhI gayA che? mANasa TananA Tana paththara khAya che! cune zuM che? paththara ja che ne? pAna upara paNa cUno copaDo

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phrAne! pAna teA khAya paNa jyAM tyAM pIcakArI nAMkhe. makAna, bhI'ta vagere bhagADe. mADhAmAMthI je cIja bahAra paDe temAM samumi manuSya utpanna thAya. keTalAMkane pAna sAthe tamAku khAvAnI Teva hAya che. jo tamArA vyasana ane phezana para kaMTrola Ave tA tamAre vadhAre kamAvuM na paDe. Aje ADuM avaLuM khAvAnI Teva khUba paDI gaI che. je te kacarA peTamAM nAMkhavAthI taMdurastI khagaDe che, ane indriyAne uttejana maLe che. ** vibhusA itthi saMsaggI paNIyaM rasa bhoyaNa', narassaca bhavesissa, visa tAlauDa jahA AtmagaveSI puruSane mATe zR`gAra, strI sa`ga ane rasavALu svAdiSTa bhejana tAlapura jhera jevAM che. AgaLanA mANasA gALI utAra-chAza pItA, tenAthI AMkhanuM teja vadhatuM. Aje savAranA paheAramAM ukaLatI cA pIve che. tethI AMkhanu' teja ghaTe che. AgaLanA khArAka sAdo ane svAdiSTa hatA. aDadanI dALa ane rATalA hAya tA paNa calAvI letAM. caTaNI athANAM, rAyatAM vagere kaMI naheAtA karatAM. sAdA khArAkathI zuM kai peTa naThuiM bharAtuM hAya! e mANaseAnI tAkAta keTalI hatI? tame kaheze| ke e mANasAne cAkamA ghI dUdha maLatAM hatAM te Aje nathI. mATe bhagavAna karuM che, tame tamArA vyasana echA karI, phezana ochI karo, jarUriyAta ochI karI. parigraha eche. karo, jeTalI murchA che eTale parigraha che. vastu uparanI Asakti eTale parigraha. Aje koi mANasa bharabajAramAM ke chAne khUNe kAI srI sAthe cAlatA heya tA tame tenA sAme ghaNA karazeA. jyAre koI mANusa kALAajAra karatA hAya, e nakharanuM nANuM ekaThu karatA hAya tene tame jhukI jhukIne namana karaze !! paisAne sau bhare salAma, paisA saune kare gulAma, 66 ....are vAha re vAha ! paisAnI jagamAM melabAlA ! " parigrahanI mANasane suga nathI, bhagavAne parigraDhu upara maryAdA rAkhavA kahyu` che, kheta eTale ughADI jamIna, khetara, vADI. vaghu eTale DhAMkI jamIna, maMgalA, gereja, tabelA vagere hiraNya = rUpuM-sAnu . dhana = sIkkAma'dhI nANuM, dhAna = dANA, drupada = e pagA manuSyAdi. caupada = caupagADhAra vagere kuviya = gharavakharAnI cIne A badhAnI maryA| pAMcamA vratamAM karavAnI che. tamArA jIvanamAM keAi maryAdA che ? keTalA sakAnA tamAre tamArAM nAmanAM joIe che? tame tamArA puratu teA karI zakene? A vratamAM pratyAkhyAna vidyuM kevideLa karavAnA che. phakta huM karUM nahIM, mana, vacana, kAyAthI. huM parigraha rAkhuM nahIM. tame tamArA mATe 50000 rUA. nI chuTa rAkhI, ane tamArA dikarA lAkha rUpiyA kamAya tene tame sArU mAnA. dikarAne anumAdana ApA, tethI tamArUM vrata bhAMgatuM

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nathI. zrata evuM karyuM che ke huM pite rAkhuM nahIM. mana, vacana ane kAyAthI, bAkI rakhAvavAnI tathA anumodana ApavAnI baMdhI nathI. A traNa keTIe baMdhI thaI. have tame pAMcamuM vrata levAmAM gabharAo nahIM. tamAre lAkha rUpiyA rAkhavA hoya te teTalA paNa maryAdAmAM Ave. tuNAne aMta nathI. keTalI dukAne joIe che, keTalA baMgalA joIe che. keTaluM paDeluM, anaghaDeluM sonuM, rUpuM, cAMdI, cAMdInA vAsaNa vagere keTalA joIe che te tame manathI nakakI karI le. jeTalI badhI karavI hoya teTalI tame karI zako che. paNa baMdhI levAnA bhAva jAgavAM joIe, jarUriyAtathI vadhAre mAre nahIM joIe tema nirNaya kare. kaviya eTale thALI, vATakA, trAMsa, tapelA, khurazI, sephA vagere gharavakharAnI cIja keTalI rAkhavI tene nirNaya kare. jeo parigrahanuM parimANa kare che teo saMteSanAM gharamAM AvI jAya che. bhagavAne kahyuM che sAdhune paNa garama zAla ke dhAbaLI heya paNa je tenI para mUcha hoya te te parigraha che. bhagavAne sAdhu, sAdhavI mATe maryAdA bAMdhI che. sAdhune traNa jeDa kapaDAM ane sAdhvIne cAra jeDa kapaDAM rAkhavA kape. sAdhue paNa kapaDAMne saMgraha na kare jaIe. sAdhu pAse game tevuM jADuM-pAtaLuM kapaDuM hoya paNa dehane DhAMkavAnuM ja projana che. nA saMgraha ene kapaDAne, nA bIjA divasanuM khANuM, nA paisA enI jheLImAM, nA enA nAme thANuM, ochAmAM ochA sAdhanathI saMteSa dharI rahenArAM, A che aNagAra amArA sAdhunA pAtrAmAM bIjA divasanuM bhejana hotuM nathI. pahelA paheramAM lAvelA AhAra pANI cothA pahore paNa vAparavA na kalpa. sAdhunA nAmanA rUpiyA benkamAM mukelA na hoya. tenA nAme koI saMsthA cAle nahIM. jema bane tema ochA sAdhanathI sAdhu pitAnA jIvana nirvAha calAve. InDIpena, ghaDIyALa vagere sAdhu rAkhe nahIM. jarUra paDe te gRhastha pAsethI laI kAma patAvI pAchuM ApI de. sAdhu mATe koI vecAtuM lAvI Ape te paNa te levuM kape nahIM. sAdhunuM jIvana evuM hoya ke te koI ne bhAre na paDe. lAlabahAdura zAstrI kahetA ke tame phakta eka aThavADIyAmAM eka semavAranuM ekaTANu kare te teTaluM anAja bace. tethI garIbone rAhata maLe. Aje sarakAra saMtati-niyamana mATe kahe che. jyAre sAdhue brahmacarya vrata AdaravAnuM kahe che. oparezana karAvavAthI asaMyama vadhaze. jyAre jIvanamAM brahmacarya vrata Adaraze te dharmamAM AgaLa vadhI zakaze dharma jIvanamAM jarUriyAta ghaTADavAnuM zikhave che. Aje ghaDIyALa ane reDiye te nAnAmAM nAnA lokonA hAthamAM paNa jovA maLaze. parigraha e sarva pApanuM mULa che. jyAM sudhI parigrahanI maryAdA karavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI pApa ghaTatA nathI, zaMkarAcArye kahyuM che ke arthamanAtha,

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bhAvayanityama. artha anarthanuM mULa che. sAcuM sukha saMteSamAM che. vAsanA, tRSNAne nAza karavAthI sAcuM sukha prApta thaI zake che. "parigraha parimANa vrata viSe avasare kahevAze, vyAkhyAna naM. 77 suda 15 ne zukravAra tA. 1-1-71 A prabhu nemanAtha viSayakumArane pAMcamuM vrata samajAve che. parigraha eTale zuM? paricArebAjuthI graha-gherAyele. tamane kaI gherI vaLe athavA tamArA baMgalA pharatAM cAre ghere vAle te kevI muMjhavaNa thAya? ema parigrahanI muMjhavaNa kayAreya anubhavI che? jyAre ATha grahe bhegA thavAnA hatAM tyAre AkhA bhAratamAM ke hAhAkAra macI gaye hatuM? saune ema thatuM ke zuM thaze? jaLanI jagAe sthaLa ane sthaLanI jagAe jaLa thaI jaze? dharatI kaMpa thaze? koI mahAroga athavA plega phATI nIkaLaze? ema sahu koI bhayabrAnta hatA. parigraha sarvathI moTo graha che. parigraha AtmalakSyane lUMTanAra che. anarthakArI che, durgatine denAra che. kAmane pradipta karanAra che. kaSAyanI vRddhi karanAra che. mada-matsara ane dveSanuM kAraNa che. yatidharma 25 vanavRkSane dahana karanAra che. saMtoSanA guNanuM zoSaNa karanAra che. kUDa-kapaTanI velane siMcanAra che. brahmacaryanI ghAta karanAra che. mahA anartha karanAra che. janma, jarA ane maraNanA bhayane utpAdaka che. mekSa mArga mAM vina nAMkhanAra, ciMtA ane zekaru5 sAgarane vadhAranAra, bhAI-bhAI vacce, bApa-dIkarA vacce, pati patnI vacce verajheranAM bIja vAvanAra che. parigrahane kAraNe bApa-dIkarA vacce belyA vahevAra na rahe, bhAI-bhAIne dilamAM divAla khaDI thAya. mUve snAnane paNa vahevAra kaTa thaI jAya. bhAInA mRtyunA samAcAra maLe te kahe, meM te enA nAmane majayAre vaheMce te divasanuM nAhI nAMkhyuM che ane jenAthI lAbha maLatuM hoya tene mATe ThassAthI vAta kare. A mArA sagA mAsInA dIkarAne dIkare che. te khUba dayALu ne paropakArI che. sagAbhAInuM te nAma levuM paNa na game. A badhuM kema thAya che! parigrahane lIdhe ja, parigraha meLavavA mATe jIva phanA thaI jAya che. kALAM karma kare che. kaMIkane gaLA kApe che. kaMIkane zIzAmAM utAre che, capaTImAM caLe che. kaMikane jAnathI paNa mArI nAMkhe che. dhanAthI jIva dhana kamAvA mATe tathA tenuM rakSaNa karavA mATe rAtadivasa ciMtA kare che. kALa-akALanI paNa paravA nathI karatA. sakhata ThaMDI, sakhata garamI ke varasAda

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57 hoya te paNa kAma para jAya che. dhana kamAvAnI pAchaLa khAvAnuM, pIvAnuM, suvAnuM ane bIja zArIrika dharmo paNa bhUlI jAya che. parigrahane mATe bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara pApa karatAM paNa acakAtA nathI. parigrahI karI paNa sAthe ahiMsaka banI zakatuM nathI. kartavya ane artavyane vicAra karyA vinA saMsAramAM luMTaphATa calAve che. arthalebhI "nana kALa dravya upArjana karavAnuM ja samaje che. te vicAra paNa karI zakto nathI ke jaina kuLamAM AvyA pachI mAre cAmaDAne, dArune ke carabIne vyApAra na karAya. mInA mAlIka keTalA jaina haze? milamAM keTalI carabI vaparAya che ? silka vecanAra kadI vicAra kare che ke silkamAM keTalA kozeTAnI hatyA thAya che? tame e nirNaya karI zako ke mAre AvA ati hiMsAnA dhaMdhA na karavA? mAtra paisA sAmeja tamArI najara che. paNa tenA phaLa jogavavAnAM Avaze tyAre keI choDAvI zakaze nahI. durgatimAM koI pANIne pyAle denAra nahIM hoya. tyAM popAbAInuM rAja nathI ke mAsIbAInuM ghara nathI ! karelAM karma avazya jIvane bhogavavA paDe che. je pApa kammehi dhaNa maNUsA, samAyayantI amaI gahAya / pAca te pAra paTTira nare, verA ghA naracuM ukti che u.a. 4-2 manuSya pApakarma karIne dhana ekaThuM kare che. amRta mAphaka enuM rakSaNa kare che. rAtarAtanA ujAgarA kare che. sutA sutA beTI khoTI udharasa khAya che. keI upara caDayuM ema bhAsa thAya te "haDa kutarA, haDa kutarA" ema bolIne corane jaNAve ke pite jAge che. mahAsakta jIvanI kevI dazA che? AtmA mATe eka rAtane paNa ujAgara thaI zake che? divALIne TAIma heya, nAmA vadhI gayA hoya, khAtA sarabhara karavA hoya te tabiyata sArI na hovA chatAM ujAgare karaze. pathArImAM paDaye heya, besavAnI zakti na hoya te sUtA sUtA paNa bajAranA vicAro karyA kare. "mArA vinA vepAra sarakho nahIM thAya, chokarAne kaMI khabara nahIM paDe, gharAga sAthe kAma letA ene nahIM AvaDe." AvA aneka abhimAnanA vicAramAM paramezvaranuM nAma paNa kayAMthI yAda Ave? badhuM mUkIne marI javAnuM che. chatAM abhimAna keTaluM che? "dorI-loTe laI ahIM AvyuM hatuM. A badhI kamANI baMdAnI. ATalA baMgalA baMdhAvyA, ATalI mile caNavI, ATalA telA sonuM mUkayuM ane ATalA telA vahune caDAvyuM." AvI aneka vAta ThassApUrvaka kaheze, paNa jJAnI purUSa kahe che. -vitteNa tANa na labhe pamatte, imammi loe aduvA paratthA / dovappaNadeva paNantamohe, neyAuyaM dadThumaThu meva // 5 // he pramAdI jIva! A leka ane paralamAM dhana zaraNabhUta nathI. aMdhakAranI aMdara di bujhAI jAya te dekhele mAga na dekhyA barAbara thaI jAya che. tema padagalika 58

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paTa ? vastu paranA mAhunA aMdhakAramAM nyAyayukta mAga joyA na joyA samAna banI jAya che, je jIvane tyAga mAga, vItarAga mAga maLye ja nathI te aMdhakAramAM aDhavAya. paNa AvA sudara cAMga prApta thayA pachI paNa zuM e ja izA raheze ! duSkALamAM jenI pAse anAja nathI te roTalA mATe raDe paNa jene tyAM anAjanI koThIo chalakAI jAya che, leATanA DakhkhA bharyAM che te paNa raDavA bese ke have zuM khAzuM ? jyAM saMtanA cAmAsA ja nathI thatAM, dhama'nA pracAra karanAra koI AvatA nathI, vitarAganI amUlya dezanA grAMbhaLavA ja nathI maLatI tene dhana pratye Asakti hoya paNa jene rAja sAMbhaLavA maLe tene paNa ATalA mAha ! keTalA medhanA dheAdha ThalavAya paNa hRdaya pIgaLe ja nahI. sAta megha eka sAmaTA paDe, gAmanA gAma taNAI jAya te paNa suMgazeDhIo palaLe nahI. tame te kATInA tA nathIne ? hAM herIne hAkalA uThIne AyA ArA, palALIne khAMdhyA kAMkarA, teAyakArA ne kArA. vyAkhyAnamAM sauthI AgaLanI sITamAM naMbara lagADayA, chatAM mamatA ghaTI nahIM ane samatA AvI nahIM. AmAM udhdhAra karyothI thAya ? mAnava deha maLyA chatAM samajaNu nahIM lAvA tA yAre lAvaze| ? ghuvaDa se| varSa jIve, divasa zu' che na jANe (2) ema manuSya janmane huM na jANI zakayA rU. Aja samaye zuM jIvaDA mujhAi gayA re. ghuvaDa se| varasa sudhI jIve chatAM sUrya kevA che te jANI zakatuM nathI. sUrya uge ane ghuvaDa AMkha baMdha karI de che. sUrya sAthe tene ADavera che tema ghaNA jIvAne dhama sAthe vera hAya che. tethI dharmAMnA svarUpane te jANI zakatA nathI. A kAyAnI sAravAramAM jIva AkhA divasa rAkAyelA che. paNa kAyA anitya ane azAzvata che. kAcI mATInA ghaDA jiMdagI eka che hAM, ene vaLagI huM pANImAM DukhI rahyo re, Aja samaya zuM jIvaDA muMjhAi rahyo re." kAcI mATInA ghaDAne vaLagI koi taravAnI IcchA rAkhe teA tarI zake kharA ? evA ghaDA pANImAM paDe ke tarata veravikhera thai jAya. ema A jIMdagI paNa kAcI mATInA ghaDA jevI che. maratAM kayAM vAra che ? sAjAsArAM hAya ane hA esI jAya. keTalAMya varSoM sudhI mathIne bheguM karyuM" hoya te dhana mATe kAMI bhalAmaNa paNa na karI zake. jIva zarIramAM kuTuMbamAM-dhanamAla-milakatamAM evA guMcavAi gayA che ke mare tyAM sudhI mukta na banI zake.

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aMtakALa sudhI parigraha-saMjJA maTatI nathI. game teTalA prayatna karI meLavyuM hoya te paNuM mRtyu pAme eTale zarIra paranuM sonuM kADhI leze. ane kaheze zuM ? zarIra para sonuM rahe te jIva avagatI thAya ! kuTuMbIjane maranAra mANasanuM pAnuM phADI nAMkhe che. koI sajajane zarAphane tyAM nANAM rekaDA karAvyA hoya paNa te zarApha uThAvagIra heya te pitAnA kAcA copaDe jamA lakhI batAvate hoya. theDe vakhata cha cha mahine rokaDuM vyAja paNa ghara beThA pahoMcADI jate heya. vaLI divALIe benasa Apate heya paraMtu be pAMca varSa pachI nANuM pAchA AvatA nathI eTale ke e jamAbaMdhInA pAnAM ja phADI nAMkhe. pachI pele sajajana pitAnA paisA levA Ave tyAre kahI de, "tamArUM ahIM kAMI che nahiM, gaLe paDamA" pelo sajajana kahe, "are? tame cepaDAmAM mArA rUpiyA jamA karelA che. copaDA te juo" zarApha kahe " A copaDe joI le. emAM tamAruM khAtuM che? sajajana paDe A joI vaLe paNa pAnA ja phADI nAMkhelA hoya te maLe zuM! pAse kaI rasIda nathI. koI sAkSI nathI. rokaDA rUpiyA ApyA che. cekathI ApyA nathI. tethI benkamAM paNa tenA akSara nathI. eTale koraTa, kacerI thAya tema nathI. cepaDe pAnuM hatuM te zarAphe phADI nAMkhyuM che. eTale jamA mukanAre nAhIja nAkhavAnuM ne? basa maranAra mANasanuM pAnuM Amaja phADI nakhAya che. A jIvanamAM mANasa je jaDacetana padArtha sAthe saMbaMdhamAM Avyo paNa tenA marI gayA pachI e jaDa cetana padArthoe enuM ja pAnuM phADI nAMkhyuM. maranAre buddhi, zrama ane puNyaphaLathI muDI ekaThI karI. e muDI te zuM paNa vyAja paNa tene maLe nahI. pelA uThAvagIra zarAphanI jema maranAranuM kAMI jamA nahI, tenI sAthe kAMI leNadeNanI vAta ja nahIM. maranAra koDa rUpiyA mukI mare ane te ja gharanI dAsInA dIkarA tarIke janme te e koDamAMthI eka rAte paise paNa tene maLe khare? pUrvanI strI nahIM, pUrvanA mAtAchokarAM enA nahIM. pUrva baMgalo te zuM paNa eka koTaDI paNa tene maLe nahIM. zrImaMtanA dIkarA peMDA, baraphI khAya paNa dAsI putrane te maLe kharAM? "nA " Ama darekanuM pAnuM eka divasa phATI javAnuM che. chatAM tenI pAchaLa mahAna purUSArtha, zakita, akkala, buddhi ane puNyane jIva khacI nAMkhe che. A kaI jAtanI hoMzIyArI che ? maryA pachI kazuM sAthe AvavAnuM nathI. kazuM kAma AvavAnuM nathI, chatAM kevI khuvArI karI rahyA che? e paisA mATe kALA bajAra, anIti, anAryapaNuM ane apramANikatA keTalI kare che? paisAnI ciMtA karIne AkhI jiMdagI khatama karI nAkhe, paNa mahenata badhI pANImAM javAnI che. meM bAMdhelI mahelAte ne delatanuM kAle zuM thAze! aNadhAryuM jAvuM je paDaze parivAranuM tyAre zuM thAze ! saunuM bhAvi saunI sAthe enI ciMtA zA mATe! je nA Ave saMgAthe tenI mAyA zA mATe! jIva kheTI khoTI ciMtA keTalI kare che? be chokarA te hoziyAra che paNa be jarA

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460 nabaLA che tenuM zuM thaze? eka chokarIne te paraNAvI, paNa A eka gAMDI che tene AkhI jiMdagI koNa pAlavaze? mArA gayA pachI A mahelAtanuM zuM thaze ? bairInuM zuM thaze? AvI cheTI peTI ciMtA jIva zA mATe karate haze? A vAta tamane gaLe utare che? A saMsAra dhutArApura pATaNa che. sagAsanehI dago denArA che. svArtha hoya tyAM sudhI saMbaMdha rAkhanArA che. bahArathI Ave eTale strI pUche ke, mArA mATe zuM lAvyA che. vaLagI paDe ane kahe pappA ! amArA mATe zuM lAvyAM? parivAranI ciMtAmAM chava dharma karI na zake. eka gAmamAM eka sAdhu mahArAja padhAryA che. sAdhu bahu jJAnI che. temanI vyAkhyAnazailI sahune rUcI jAya evI che. khuba prabhAvazALI ane tejasvI che. vahetI gaMgA ghara AMgaNe AvI che. sau yathAzakita lAbha uThAve che. parvatamAMthI nIkaLatI nadI jyAM jyAMthI pasAra thAya che, te bhUmine harIyALI banAvatI jAya che. tema saMte jyAM jAya tyAM bedhanA dhodha vahevaDAve che. mAnavahRdayane hariyALAM banAve che. eka zeThane khabara paDe che ke gAmamAM saMtamahAtmA padhAryA che. teo vicAra kare che ke saMyamI mahApuruSano joga mahAbhAgyavAna hoya tene thAya. Aje huM paNa temanI amRtamaya ane pavitra vANIne lAbha lauM. savAre vahelA uThI taiyAra thaI, javAnI taiyArI kare che tyAM temane nAnakaDe bA kahe che. bApujI! tame cA pivaDAvaze te pIza. kAlAghelA bALakanA zabdo sAMbhaLI bApujI pIgaLI jAya che. maha rAjA temanI para caDI Ave che. ane zeTha kahe che, are ! "A bAbale mAre keTale devAyo che ! mArA vinA cA paNa pI nathI." bAbAnI mAvajata karavAmAM TAIma pasAra thaI jAya che. ane zeTha upAzraye jaI zakatAM nathI. bIje divase savAre javA taiyAra thAya che tyAM pAraNamAM pihelI bebI raDavAnuM zaru kare che, tethI temanA zrImatIjI kahe che "huM te keTalI jagyAe pahoMcuM? tamArA mATe rasoI taiyAra karyuM ke A chokarIne rAkhuM ? upAzraya kAMI javuM nathI jarA A derI tANe ane zAka sudhArI daye. zrImatIjInI AjJAne anAdara te kema karI zakAya? A badhA kAmamAM zeTha bIje divase paNa upAzraye jaI zakyAM nahI. have trIje divase to zeTha nakkI ja kare che game tema thAya paNa upAzraye pahoMcavuM. zeTha hA pI taiyAra thaI upAzraye pahoMce che paNa upAzraya Akhe zrotAthI bharAI gayo che. zeThane pAchaLa besavAne vAra Ave che. AthI zeThane pitAnuM apamAna lAge che. "mArA bApadAdAe A upAzraya baMdhAvyo che, chatAM koIne kyAM kadara che? mane AgaLa paNa belAvatA nathI" AvA aneka vicAromAM zeTha kAMI sAMbhaLI zakyA nahIM. ghera AvI zeThane ema thAya che, ke meM baha khoTuM karyuM. kharekhara mAre lAbha ja le heAya te upAzrayamAM vahelA pahoMcI javuM joIe. have kAle vahele jaIza. bIje divase zeTha vahelA upAzrayamAM pahoMcI gayA. A bAju meharAjAne thayuM ke A mAre eka sabhya khasI jAya che. che koI taiyAra ! "A zeThane dharmane zaraNe jatAM aTakAve." tyAM nidrArUpI kAThIye AvI kahe che "sAheba, huM taiyAra chuM." eka zabda

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paNuM tenA kAnamAM na paDe tevI vyavasthA karuM chuM. zeTha pahelI paMktimAM beThA che, yathA avasare mahArAja sAhebe vyAkhyAna zaru karyuM. paNa A zeThane te jANe hAlaraDA zaru thayAM. AkhA vyAkhyAnamAM zeThe kAM khAdhAM, pariNAme kAMI sAMbhaLI zakyA nahIM. vyAkhyAna puruM thayuM. zeTha ghera gayAM paNa temane ema thayuM ke Aje te evI uMgha AvI gaI ke samajANuM ja nahIM. kAle barAbara sAvadhAna thaIne sAMbhaLIza. bIje divase zeTha vahelA pahoMcI gayA. vyAkhyAna zaru thayuM. Aje mahArAja sAhebanA vyAkhyAnane viSaya hatA dAnane mahimA". lebha kaSAya chuTe te dAna ApI zake. puNyanA udaye Aje tamArI pAse paise che. je savyaya nahIM karo te puNya cavAI jaze ne AvatA bhavanuM bhAthuM nahIM bAMdhI zako. hAthe te sAthe, dAna daye te saddhara beMnkamAM jamA thAya che. ekathI hajAragaNuM maLI rahevAnuM che. ahIMthI jaze tyAre eka pAI paNa sAthe AvavAnI nathI. karI kUDakapaTa chalamAyA, dhanalAkha karoDa kamAyA, saMga cale na eka adhelA, saba calA calIkA khelA." kuDa, kapaTa, mAyA, chaLa karI lAkho rUpiyA bhegA karyA paNa karoDapati kayAre roDapati thaI jaze tenI khabara paDatI nathI. dAna-ziyaLa-tapa-bhAvanA e cAra dharmanA pAyA che. Ama aneka rIte mahArAja sAhebe dAna viSe samajAvyuM. vyAkhyAna puruM thayuM ke tarata eka bhAI ubhA thayAM ane belyAM, Aje ApaNe sAdhamI phaMDa mATe phALe karavAne che. ApaNu garIba bhAIo je duHkhI che tene madada karavI te ApaNI pharaja che. mATe sau sArI evI rakama lakhAvaze. A sAMbhaLI pelA zeTha gabharAyA. lebha kAThIye AvI hAjara thaI gaye. zeThane thayuM, "Aje ja mahArAje dAnanI vAta kayAM upADI? hamaNAM A badhA mArI para tuTI paDaze ane kaheze ke tamArA bApadAdA khUba dAna detAM mATe A phALAmAM tamArA nAmathI zaruAta karIe. zeTha te patharaNuM vIMTI jaladI jaladI ubhA thaI cAlI nIkaLyAM. jayAM sudhI jIvAtmA para mehanuM sAmrAjya che tyAM sudhI sadharma tene rucatuM nathI. ruce te AdarI zakti nathI. "manu-deha maLe toye, dharmanI kRti durlabha, je dharma zrutithI pAme, ahiMsA tapa ne kSamA." manuSano avatAra prApta thayA pachI paNa dharma sAMbhaLa jIvane durlabha che. hadayanA bhAvapUrvaka dhama sAMbhaLe che tenA jIvanamAM ahiMsA, satya ane kSamAne AvirbhAva thAya che. Aja sudhI paisAne jIvananuM dhyeya mAnate hate. dharma AvyA pachI dhyeya pharI jAya che. te samaje che ke A badhA calAcalIne khela che.

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jara suta nAra mAta pitu bhAI, kAI aMta sahAyaka nAhiM, karyuM bhare pApakA thelA-sakha calAcalI kA khelA. mAtapitA, strI-bhAI vi. koI maraNu vakhate sahAya thanAra nathI. ATalA pApa kAne mATe tu kare che ? mUrkhatA mukI Atmahita karI le. A suMdara caigamAM AvyA che te anAsakata yAga keLavI lyA. para parAe meAkSa maLaze. vizeSa adhikAra avasare vyAkhyAna na.....78 AsA suda 13 ne zanivAra tA. 2-10-71 niSakumArane prabhu pAMcamA vratanu' svarUpa samajAve che. paricarDanI je maryAdA kare che te pAMcamA vrata pAlananA adhikArI ane che. sukhanA icchuka sukhane meLavavA mATe tanataDha mahenata kare che. paisAne sukhanuM sAdhana mAnyuM che. paise hAya tA satkAra sanmAna maLe, jagatamAM elabAlA thAya. ane jenI pAse paisA na heAya ene koI elAve paNa nahi. ema mAnI jIva paisA pAchaLa tanatoDa mahenata kare che. kaMIkane nukasAna paheAMcADe che. potAnA sukhane khAtara khIjAnA hitane joI zakatA nathI. mAhumAM mUti khanI raMgarAgamAM, mAjazAkhamAM ane gAnatAnamAM masta khanI navAM navAM sAdhanA vasAve che. eka sAdhana maLe te bIjA sAdhananI icchA jAgRta thAya che. e icchAne satASavAmAM bIjAnu' taphaDAvI le che. paNa devAnI vAta karatA nathI. tRSNA AkAzanI jema anaMta che. paisAmAM ja mamatva rAkhanAranI tRSNA kyAreya pUrI thaI zakatI nathI. leAbhI jIvane khAvaLanA vRkSanI upamA ApI che. bAvaLanuM vRkSa koInA upayegamAM Avatu nathI. kei tenI nIce ArAma karavA bese te paNa kAMTA vAgI jAya che. tema kaMjusa paNa koInA upayAgamAM AvatA nathI. bhUlecUke koI tenI pAse AvI caDe teA be-cAra sabhaLAvI de che. na kahevAnA zabdo kDI nAkhe che. bhautika-padArtha - bhautika padArtho jIvanI sAthe jatAM nathI. paisAthI maLe te paNa paudgalika sukha maLe che. te badhAM A bhava pUratA sAthe rahe che. " maLaze tAye paisAthI saMsArI sukha maLavAnA, nita nita navalI tRSNA jAge, evAM sukha zuM karavAnA ?

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saheluM ne sukhadAI sAdhana, paise ke prabhu! keruM tamane pyAruM, bole paise ke prabhu?" be ghaDI manane AnaMda Ape evAM sAdhana maLe te paNa te na maLyAM barAbara che. pasAthI zAzvata sukha maLatuM nathI. vaLI paisA jema jema vadhatA jAya tema tRSNA vadhatI jAya che. "jahA lAho tahA lAho lAhA lohe| pvii| mArA , zeNI vi ra nirvi u. sU. a. 8 gA. 17 jema lAbha vadhe che tema lebha vadhatuM jAya che. jJAnI purUSa kahe che, "suvaNNa rupassa, upanvayAM bhave, siyA hu kelAsa samA asaMkhyA / narassa ludhdhassa na tehiM kiMci, icchAhu AgAsa samaaNatayA // kailAsa parvata jevaDA sonA rUpAnA asaMkhyAtA DhagalA eka mANasane devAmAM Ave te paNa te mANasa tRpta thaI zakatuM nathI. IcchA haMmezA phAlatI phulatI ja rahe che. jema vaSakALamAM DhagalAbaMdha aLasIyA nIkaLI paDe che, jema udhaInI rANI eka sAmaTA aneka InDA mUke che tema eka vastunI prApti aneka IcchAone janma Ape che. mATe IcchA upara kApa mUko. parigrahanuM parimANa kare. sAdhune "sUma ke zUla, saceta ke aceta, alpa ke bahu-ema cha prakAranA parigrahanA 9 keTIe paccakhANa hoya che. tene bhAMgA 54 (6+9=54) thAya che. AukkhayaM ceva abujjhamANe, mamAti se sAhasakAri made, baddo ca aao aa parighamALa, TeTu mudde sagarAma "sU. a. 10gA. 18 jyAre AyuSya kSaya thAya che tyAre parigraha bhege AvatuM nathI. chatAM abudha jIva A vAta samajI zakatA nathI. ApaNuM eka eka pagaluM ramazAna tarapha jaI rahyuM che. divase divase smazAna najIka jaI rahyAM chIe. savAramAM tArIkhIyAnuM pAnuM phADe tyAre e kalpanA Ave che ke A jIMdagIne eka divasa cAlyA gaye? tADa vRkSa parathI phaLa tUTyuM te pharI lAgatuM nathI. tema Ayu kSaya thayA pachI saMdhAtuM nathI. ApaNuM AyuSya amUlya che. te zemAM vyatIta thAya che tene vicAra kadI Ave che? mamatva-meha ane parigrahanA saMcayamAM jIva badhuM bhUlI jAya che. atyAranA saMsAra-vatuMlanA dharI ane kendra che. "zrI ane strI". kanaka ane kAntAmAM jIva gAMDe banI gayela che. tene lIdhe bhagavAnane paNa bhUlI gaye che. tene mATe nahiM karavA egya anartha paNa karI nAkhe che, Indriyane vaza paTele

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chava strIne zobhAvavA-zaNagAravA aneka rAganA ramakaDAM lAvI hAjara kare che, paNa A parigrahathI AtmAnuM patana thaze e jANatA nathI, vitta sepiriyA gheva, savvameyaM na tANai saMsAra sAvi , jamunA tara" su. a. 1. 1, 1. paise-sagA bhAI-bahena-parivAra tane kaI rakSaNahAra nathI. tArI gatine sudhAre tema nathI. mehamAM zuM phasAye che? tArA bAMdhelAM karma karyuM teDAvI zakaze? paisA mATe kaMIkane herAna kare che. kaMIkanuM taphaDAvI le che. paNa tArA bhAvIne vicAra karyo che? AvA kuDakapaTa tame kayAMthI zIkhyA che? 8 kaMThI bAMdhe kaMTha viSe ne moTI rAkhe mALa, gaLA kare nitya garIbajanenA, kUra hoya jema kALa, kuDAM ka5trakaLAnA kAmA, AvA zIkhyA kyAMthI ?" - kuDa kapaTa karI tamAre zuM joIe che? tamArI bhUkha keTalI che? peTa te be cAra roTalIthI paNa bharAI jAya che, paNa tamAre te peTI ane paTArA bharavA che. tRSNane aMta AvavAne ja nathI. mATe tRptimAM Ave. saMtoSa haze te zAMti maLaze. mAnavInI sAme Aje be mAge che. eka tRptine ane bIje tRSNAne. eka vikAsane mArga che, bIjo vinAzane mArga che. jenA jIvanamAM tRpti che teNe vikAsane mArga grahaNa karyo che. jenA jIvanamAM tRSNA che teNe vinAzane mArga grahaNa karyo che. vikAsane mArga raMga rAga rahita che. vinAzane mArga aneka raMgarAgathI bhareluM che. vikAsane mArga zarUAtamAM dAhaka che, pachI mohaka che. vinAzane mArga prathama mehaka che, pachI dAhaka che. saMsAra e bIjuM kazuM nathI paNa mAnavInA durbaLa hRdayanI tRSNA che. saMsArI tRSNAthI gherAe ajJAnI che. jyAre tathArUpanA aNagAra tRSNA para vijaya meLavanAra che. saMsArane jJAnI purUe duHkharUpa kahyo che. paNa e duHkhanuM mULa tRSNA che. je tRSNAne nAza thAya te duHkhane nAza thAya-tRSNAnuM bhikSApAtra haMmezAM khAlI ja rahe che. eka zeTha AphrikAthI khUba paisA kamAIne AvyA che. zeTha AkhA gAmane dhumADAbaMdha jamADavAnuM nakkI kare che. "huM kamAIne AvyuM chuM te badhAne khabara paDe," tevA hetuthI jamaNavAra rAkhe che. vaLI zeThane caDAvanArA paNa aneka heya. jyAM madha hoya tyAM mAkhIo te Ave ja. jagatane e niyama che ke jyAM kAMI maLatuM hoya tyAM sau doDadhAma kare che ane je khAlI che tyAM kaI moTuM paNa dekhADatuM nathI. pApamaya vArthanI ramata khelAya che, jagatamAM kevuM che koNa konuM, madhapUDe mAkhIye lAkha ToLe vaLe, tema sau jAya tyAM heya senuM

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TAMkaNe koI paNa kAma Ave nahi, snehI saMbadhio hajAra, bAnuM kADhI khasI jAya sau vegaLA, anubhava nedhane e utAre." jyAM paise nathI tyAMthI sI bAnuM kADhI dUra bhAgI jAya che. A zeThanI pAse Aje ghaNe paise che. eTale aneka mANase temanI pAse kAkaludI karavA Ave che. zeTha sAheba, zeTha sAheba, kahI pagamAM paDe che. zeThane khUba mAna maLe che. eTale teo khUba phulAya che. Aje ghaNA sAdhu saMte paNa mAnanA abhilASI banI gayA che. paNa mAna patananA khADAmAM laI janAra che. te bhUlI na jAvuM joIe. dhArmika kSetromAM ane sAmAjika kSetramAM dareka kriyA abhimAna rahita thAya te sArUM. nAmanI kAmanAthI dUra thAo. nAma te moTA cakravatI ke tIrthakaronA paNa rahyA nathI, eka nAnakaDo bAbo duniyAne nakaze laIne kAMIka zodhI rahyo hate. tenA bApujI. peDhI parathI ghare Ave che. ane pitAnA putrane pitAnI sAthe jamavA mATe lAve che. putra kahe che "bApujI, haraNu huM kAmamAM chuM tethI nahi AvI zaku" pitAne Azcarya thAya che tethI putra pAse jaI pUche che ke tuM zA kAmamAM che te te jaNAva? putra javAba Ape che, huM kayArane A nakazAmAM ApaNI pAMca mIla zodhI rahyo chuM, paNa maLatI nathI. A sAMbhaLI pitAnI paNa AMkha ughaDI jAya che. tene ema thAya che. A AkhI duniyAnA nakazAmAM hindustAna keTaluM nAnuM che. ane temAM be mAtra eka TapakuM che. AmAM huM mArI jAtane mIlene mAlIka mAnuM chuM paNa kharekhara samaSTi pAse vyakti bahu alpa che. eka nAnakaDA grAmamAM jenI pAse dasa hajAra rUpiyA haze te zrImaMta kahevAze, paNa jenI pAse 10 lAkha che tenI pAse tenA dasa hajAranI zI kiMmata che? vaLI koDapatI pAse lAkha pati ane abajo pati pAse karoDapati vAmana lAge che. jJAnI purUSe kahe che. "layamI ane adhikAra vadhatA. zuM vadhyuM che te kaho, zuM kuTumba ke parivArathI vadhavApaNuM e nava graha, vadhavA paNuM saMsAranuM nara dehane hArI ja, ene vicAra nahi ahahe ! eka paLa tamane have. A saMsAranI vRddhi karI, dhanamAla milkatanI vRddhi karI, saMtatinI vRddhi karI, zarIranI vRddhi karI, paNa A badhAnI vRddhimAM tane zo lAbha thayo? tArA guNamAM keTale vadhAro thaye? zarIrAdi te bAradAna che. A badhAmAM kiMmatI AtmA che. AtmAne varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza nathI. javane AvA AnaMdaghana AtmAne yAda karavAnI ghaDInI paNa phurasada nathI. paNa A zarIrAdi tArA nathI, makAnathI makAna mAlika judo che. tema zarIrathI AtmA judo che. 59

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bhASAnA prayoga paNa kevI rIte karo ! mArU zarIra, mArU zarIra eTale huM' judo ane zarIra juduM. huM te zarIra ema keAI khelatuM nathI. have zarIra te Atmadevane nivAsa karavAnuM eka sthAna che. makAna che. makAnane koI AMgaLI cIdhe athavA kAMI kahe tA tuM lAlapILA kema thaI jAya che? AtmA tA judo che. AtmA te tuM che. gALa denAra tA AtmAne oLakhatA paNa nathI. ane jene kALa na paDeAMce tene gALa kevI rIte paheAMce ? AtmA ane jaDapadArthAMnuM bheda vijJAna kare, u'DuM avaleAkana karA, mathana calAvA. A zarIra nAvA rUpa che. jIva nAvika che, jo nAvamAM chidra na paDe te te nAva pAra utarI jAya che. pAMca indriya rUpI chidrothI Azrava cAlyA Ave che. te chidrone chAMdI cA tA pApa pravAha AvatA aTakI jaze. paNa jyAM sudhI saMsAranA mehamAMthI jIva mukta thatA nathI tyAM sudhI e kAya karI zakatA nathI. e mAha mamatAne kAraNe ja peleA zaMbhu nAmanA cakravatI sAtamA khaMDa sAdhavA gayA ne? cha khaDanA svAmI banyA chatAM sa'teSa na rahyo ane sAtamAM khaMDane badale sAtamI naraka sAdhI lIdhI! jeTaluM tamArA kismatamAM che teTaluM tamane maLI rahevAnuM che. kama pAse raghA seAnInA kAMTo che. jarAya pheraphAra thAya nahi. teA pachI anIti, kuDakapaTa, jIThe, cArI zA mATe karI che ? anIti nahIM karU tA paisA nahI maLe ema kema mAnA che? jenA jIvanamAM dhama vaNAya hAya te anItinA eka dokaDA paNa na lye. eka vakIla pAse asIla Ave che ane kahe che sAheba! mArA para khUnanA Aropa AvyA che. Apa kuneha buddhivALA ane pratibhAsa'panna che. A kesamAMthI mane bacAvI leze evI AzAe huM ApanI pAse AvyA chuM, mATe mArI kesa hAthamAM 1, eTale tamane A 60 hajAranI celI bheTa dharU. vaLI hu nirdoSa chUTI jaIza tyAre tamane nyAla karI daIza. asIlanI vAta vakIle zAMtithI sAMbhaLI. pachI pUchyuM, paNa tame kharekhara khUna kareluM che ? "hA" meM khUna tA kayu" che paNa have mArU khUna na thaI jAya te Ape jovAnuM che, asIle javAba ApyA. A sAMbhaLI vakIla sAhebe kahI dIdhuM.ke huM tamArA kesa hAthamAM nahI laI zatru, tame khUna karyu" che tA tamane nirdoSa TharAvAya kevI rIte? are sAheba ! A mArI zailI sAmu tA jarA juo. ATalA rUA. denArA tamane koI nahI maLe. asIlanI A vAta sAMbhaLI AchA hAsyasahita vakIle kahyuM, " bhAI, tArA jevA rUA. denArA tA ghaNA maLI rahe paNa mArA jevA nA pADanAra tane koI nahI' maLe, jeNe peAtAnA manathI pAko niSNuya karyAM che te praleAbhana ApavA chatAM peAtAnA satyane mUkI detA nathI. tame tamArA vratAmAM vaphAdAra rahejo. vratamAM chidra na paDI jAya tenI takedArI

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ka7 rAkhavA mATe savAramAM ja pratikramaNa karavAnuM che. parigraha paranI mUcho ochI thAya te jIva dharmamAM AgaLa vadhI zake. pelA zeTha sAta eAraDA bharIne sukhaDI taiyAra karAve che. AkhA gAmane jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApI dIdhuM che. gAma bahAra eka saMnyAsI birAje che. tene teDavA mATe zeTha jAya che. tyAM jaI saMtanA pagamAM paDI zeTha vinaMtI kare che. mahAtmana ! Aje mArA taraphathI AkhA gAmane jamADavAnuM che. Apa paNa padhAre. saMta kahe che. "bhAI! sAdhu puruSa evA jamaNavAramAM Ave nahIM. vaLI tArI sukhaDI te lehInI che. ema kema kahe che? keTalA utsAhathI meM badhAne jamADavAnuM nakakI karyuM che? zeThe kahyuM, A vAtane sAbita karavA saMte eka suthArane bolAvyuM. ane tene tyAMthI roTale maMgAvyuM ane A zeThane tyAMthI sukhaDI maMgAvI. saMte roTalAne hAthamAM laI nIce te temAMthI dUdha nIkaLyuM ane sukhaDIne nIcenI te temAMthI lehI nIkaLyuM. saMte kahyuM ke je bhAI ! A suthAra A divasa kALI majurI karI mahenatANuM le che. anIti jarAya karato nathI, tethI tenuM nANuM sAcuM che. ane tuM lAkha rUA. kamANe paNa temAM keTalAnI hAya bharI che te vicArI leje. huM te tAre tyAM nahIM AvuM paNa A sAme beThI te bAIne laI jA. zeTha lAcAra banI bAI pAse gaye. ane bAIne kahyuM, tame mAre tyAM jamavA cAle. bAIe AmaMtraNa sivakAryuM. tyAM bAjumAM beThelA cAra chokarA kahe "amane laI jAva ne ? paNa bAI e chokarAne kahyuM, huM jamIne AvuM pachI tamAre vAre, bAI tathA zeTha gAmamAM gayAM. bAIne jamavA besADI. sukhaDI pIrasI paNa cheDIvAramAM khatama. bIjI ApI ema karatAM A sukhaDIne oraDo khalAsa thaI gaye, chatAM bAI dharaNI nahIM. bIje trIjo ema karatAM sAte oraDA khatama thaI gayAM. bajAramAMthI mIThAI lAvavA mAMDI paNa bAI keme vRddhi pAmatI nathI. have zeTha" thAkayA, tyAM bAI belI "lAva zeThIyA ! khAvAnuM nahi maLe te tane khAuM, eTale gharamAM bhareluM kAcuM anAja ApavA mAMDyuM. paNa bAI te khAtI jAya tema bhUkha vadhatI jAya. aMte zeTha doDayA pelA mahAtmA pAse AgaLa zeTha ane pAchaLa pelI bAI ! saMtanI pAse AvI page paDI che, mahAtmana ! mane ugAra, A bAI mArI pAchaLa paDI che. game teTaluM ApuM chatAM tene saMtoSa thatuM nathI. saMte aMjalI bharI pANa bAI para nAMkhyuM ane tRptine oDakAra AvI gaye. tamAre zAMti joItI hoya te saMteSI bane. "raMga to hI prAruM ja tauvaM". saMteSamAM ja prabaLa sukha che. A bAI mAnavanI tRSNAnuM eka rUpa hatuM. saMteSa rUpI aMjalI jIvanamAM chAMTavAmAM Ave te avazya uddhAra thAya. jenI pAse paisA nathI tenI dayA khAvA karatAM jenI pAse tRpti nathI tenI dayA khAvA jevI che. AjanA yugamAM sauthI anivArya jarUra

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jeTa mAnavane sthira-zAMta ane satASI banavAnI che. indriya para jaya meLavAya te asakhya jaruriyAtAnA aMta Ave ane tenAthI tRSNAnA nAza thAya ane tRptine jIvanamAM sthAna maLe. vizeSa adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna...79 AsA suda 14ne ravivAra tA. 3-10-71 bhagavAna nemanAtha, zrAvakanA khAra vratanA pAMca aNuvratamAM pAMcamA vratanI vAta peAtAnI madhura vANIthI samajAvI rahyA che. parigraDhunA atha IcchA, lAlasA, AkAMkSA, tRSNA, mamatva, kAmanA che. IcchA eTale Ara'bha. ane mamatva eTale parigraha, eka bhikSuka che. tenA eka hAthamAM capaNIyu' che. khIjA hAthamAM daMDa che. ane hAtha lakhAvI lakhAvIne mAgI rahyo che, dejo mAbApa ! aTaku roTale jenI pAse khAvA roTaleA nathI, suvA eTale nathI, chatAM badhu' meLavavAnI icchA che. eTale bhagavAna kahe che te mahAArabhI ane mahAparigrahI che. ane cha khaMDanA adhipati pAse cha khaMDe, nava nidhAna, cauda ratna, ceArAzI lAkha ratha, hAthI, gheADA ane chantu kreADa pAyadaLa vagere keTalA badhA puNyanA ThaThAro che, paNa jo temAM tene tIvra Asakti nathI tA te pArabhI ane alpa parigrahI che. kAraNa ke te samyak dRSTi che. Asakti tyAM mUrchAbhAva che. bharatacakrIne riddhi-siddhimAM anaMtAnubaMdhI janya mamatvabhAva naheAtA, tethI kALAMtare cAritra meAhane pAtaLA pADatAM pADatAM, anitya bhAvanA bhAvatAM bhAvatAM eka divasa arikSAbhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana prApta thayu hatu.... parigraDha be jAtanA che. khAdya ane abhyaMtara. bAhya parigraha nava jAtanA che. ghara, khetara, pramukha DhAMkI tathA ughADI jamIna, seAnuM-rUpa, dhana-dhAnya, drupada catuSpada ane gharanI gharavakharI Adi che, abhyaMtara parigraha cauda prakAranA che. te anaMtAnuba'dhI, apratyAkhyAnI-pratyAkhyAnI ane sa Mjavalana A cAra cAkaDI eTale 16 kaSAya ane hAsya, rati, arati, bhaya, zAka, jugupsA, strI-purUSa, napusakaveda, A badhAne nAkaSAya kahevAya che. kaSAyane janma ApanAra nAkaSAya che. parigraha sava anarthanuM mULa che. parigrahavRttivALA mAnava aneka ciMtArUpI cakromAM sAyelA rahe che. parigrahavRtti jIvana mATe abhizApa che. jenAmAM saMgrahavRtti AvI tenA

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460 upara duHkhanuM sainya tUTI paDe che. parigraha meLavavAnI tamane jeTalI jhaMkhanA che, teTalI saddaguNe prApta karavAnI tamannA che? paisA aneka durguNenA dvAra khelI Ape che. dravyanA dAsa banatAM sahu mAnavI, dravya nahIM keInuM dAsa thAtuM; dravyathI prApta thatuM nA kadi, zuddha brahmava tethI haNAtuM. dravya ahaMkAra ne durgaNe lAvatuM, jema hutAzane che dhumADo, dravya vikSepa che AtmakalyANamAM, dravyathI phikara bhaya rAta dADe. dravya badhAne dAsa banAve che. lakSamInA dAsa keTalA che? enA tAbedAra thaIne enI ja sevA karI rahyA che. eka rUpakamAM batAve che ke keTalAka lakSamInaMdana bane che. lakSamI je je AjJA kare che te Ape, enI AjJA bahAra na jAya. ane keTalAMka lahamInA adhipati thaIne rahe che. e jIvanabhara lakSmIne chUTe hAthe vApare che. Aje moTAbhAganA zrImate lakSamInA svAmIne badale lakSamInA dAsa banelA che. AjanA jagatamAM paisAnI ja vAha vAha che. paisAne sau bhare salAma, paise saune kare gulAma, are vAha re vAha, paisAnI jagamAM jaya jaya....dhanapatinI jagamAM" paiisA mATe saunA gulAma bane. mAMsAhArInA paga pUje. dArU pItA hoya enI nokarI svIkAre. gauravathI kahe ke, amArI ophIsamAM yuropiyana sAheba Ave che. te Ave te deDIne pagamAM paDe, salAma bhare. anyAya, anIti, adharma, asatya vyavahAra sAcavIne paisA meLave. ene sAcavavA tijorI rAkhe. tijorIne rUmamAM goThave. rUmane paNa gerejanA tALA vAse. ane bAraNA vacce khATale nAkhIne sUI rahe, te paNa ciMtA keTalI? koI Avaze te? kaI luMTIne badhuM laI cAlyA jaze te ? AvI ciMtAmAM UMgha paNa na Ave. eka zrImaMte parasevo pADIne, ghaNunA lehI cUsIne, vizvAsaghAta karIne, dagAprapaMca, chaLakapaTa, kALAdhoLA karIne dravya bheguM karyuM. have A dravyanA rakSaNa mATe enA rUmanI nIce eka bheMyarU karAve che. bheMyarAmAM javA mATenA rastA para eka karAmata beThave che. eka spriMga mUke che. je enA para paga mUkIne jAya te sprIMga dabAtA sIdhA pAchaLa uDe pANIne dhare che temAM cAlyA jAya. ane mRtyune AdhIna thaI jAya. "paMce. ndriyanI ghAta bhale thAya, paNa mAre paise AbAda rahe keTalI azAMti? so hajAra ke lAkha karoDo maLe teya nA zAMti, sonuM rUpuM hIrA heya paNa dilamAM sadA azAMti, niMdaramAM paNa dravya dekhIne jhabakI jaIe jAgI, ame raMgarAganA rAgI, ame aMga aMga anurAgI,

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470 pachI tArI kane zuM mAgIe vItarAgI, zuM mAgIe vItarAgI ! ame nathI tRSNA re tyAgI, nathI lagana kaMI lAgI, pachI..." sa, hajAra, lAkha, koDa keTalA rUpiyA maLe te zAMti thAya ? sonA rUpAnI pATe ne pATo maLe, senAnuM AbharaNa karAvI strIne maDhAya eTaluM dravya maLI jAya te dilamAM zAMti thAya? nA, erakaMDIzana rUma hoya, zItaLa vAtAvaraNamAM beThA hoya teya tanamAM tApa che ke TADhaka che? upara paMkhA pharatA hoya ane haiyAmAM tRSNanI hoLI saLage che. sAdhaka kahe che he bhagavAna! kevuM Aja sudhInuM meM jIvana vItAvyuM che. mArI jIMdagImAM tArI pAse mAgavA jevuM kaI rahyuM nathI. kAraNa ke vaibhane te vinAzI mAnI chaDayA ene ja huM avinAzI mAnI jhaMkhI rahyo chuM. tamane AvA vicAra kadI Ave che? ati saMgrahanuM pariNAma bahu bhayaMkara che. kuge havAne saMgraha karIne upara uDe che. je havA maryAdita bharI hoya te tene havA uDavAmAM madada kare chesvaccha nabhamaMDaLamAM uDDayana karavAnuM baLa Ape che. paNa maryAdA karatAM vadhAre bharavAmAM Ave te phugAnuM jIvana purUM thaI jAya che. dALa-zAkamAM paNa mIThuM maryAdA karatAM vadhAre nAMkhavAmAM Ave te ene svAda bagaDI jAya che. tema parigrahane ati saMgraha azAMtine netare che. pelA zrImaMta makhamalanI taLAImAM mIThI niMdaramAM soDa tANIne sUtA che. tyAM svapna Ave che. are ! gharamAM cora AvyA che. moDhe bukAnA bAMdhyA che. hAthamAM moTI DAMga ne pagamAM moTAM pagarakhAM paheryA che. A bheMyarAmAM gayA. jayAM parigraha che tyAM mAnavI bhayabrAnta rahe che. mArUM badhuM laI jaze te? pachI mAruM zuM thaze? enuM keTaluM badhuM duHkha thAya? tema meM aThThAI, mAsakhamaNa vigere tapasyA karI che. te krodha AvIne lUMTa na calAve" enuM dhyAna rAkhe che? jarA krodha AvI jaze te karI kamANI khalAsa thaI jaze. tArUpI rU ane krodharUpI taNakhe che. paisA jAya enuM duHkha che paNa krodhe AvIne kSamA upara lUMTa calAvI enuM duHkha thAya che? zrImaMtane uMghamAM svapna AvyuM che. cerane jue che. are! mArI jIMdagI AkhInI kamANI laI jaze. ekadama uMghamAM ne uMghamAM ubhe thaI sIdhe bheMyarAmAM deDa. utAvaLamAM lAITa lIdhI nathI, ghera aMdhakAra che. ene ja paga sprIMga para paDe ne sIdhe dharAmAM paDe ane tenA ja rAma ramI gayA. zrImaMta pitAnI ja karAmatane pite bhega bane. paisAthI bAhya sAmagrI maLaze. paNa AdhyAtmika sukha paisAthI nathI maLatuM. cha khaMDanA adhipati bharata cakravartIe pagalika padArtho parathI daSTi uThAvI AtmAmAM upaga mUkyuM haze tyAre ja kevaLajJAna -darzana prApta thayuM haze ne? Aje zuM manAya che? jenA jIvanamAM sadguNe heya paNa pise nahi heya te tenI pAse kAMI ja nathI paraMtu kharI rIte te je zrImaMta pAse nathI te enI pAse che. saddaguNa A bhavamAM ane parabhavamAM sukha ApanAra che.

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471 mahArabhIAe, mahAparigrahie, kuNImAMhAreNaM, paMciniya vaheNa" A cAra kAraNe narakAyuSya baMdhAya che. jene narakamAM na javuM hoya teNe zuM karavuM joIe? mahAne badale alpa karI nAMkhavuM joIe. jene durgatimAM nathI javuM tene choDavAnI bhAvanA thavI joIe. zrAvakanAM traNa manorathamAM pahelA ja manoratha e che ke he bhagavAna? huM AraMbha ane parigraha kayAre choDuM? aDhAra karoDa sonaiyAne svAmI vicAre ke A badhuM kayAre choDuM! A badhuM duHkha rU5 che. eka ja dhama sukharUpa che. AvuM kayAre lAgaze ? tamArI pravRtti kayAM thaI rahI che? "rAta dina tuM AthaDe je sukhane pAmavA pyAsa nA chipAvaze, sukhanA e jhAMjhavA, ko'ka dina ubhI thaze matanI divAla zAne kAje e mAnavI tane pUchuM, eka huM savAla, zAne kAje A badhI tuM kare dhamAla" jJAnI puruSe mAnavIne pUche che ke he mAnavI? A badhI dhamAla tuM zA mATe karI rahyA che? rAtadivasa zenA mATe AthaDI rahyo che? savAra thayuM ne pathArImAMthI uThayA ane uThatA veMta jhaTa kare, gADI upaDI jaze. bhANuM pIrasANuM, jema tema khAdhuM. ane cAlatAM cAlatAM moDhAmAM mukhavAsa nAMkhI ane deDayA. jaIne vAMcyuM ke pAMca mInITa TreIna leITa che, hAza, sAruM thayuM, tyAM sukha mAnyuM, tyAMthI ephIse gayA. jaladdI jaldI ophIsa khelIne beThA. eka be kalAka vyatita thayAM paNa koI grAhaka na AvyuM, tyAM duHkha thayuM. pachIthaDIvAra thaI tyAM moTo grAhaka AvI gayA. tyAM sukha mAnyuM. dariyAnA mojAnI jema sukha duHkha Ave ne jAya che. sukhanI mRgatRSNA tane ahiM tahiM athaDAve che. eka bhAI gherathI heze nIkaLe che. pAchA pharatAM doDAdoDImAM moTara ane basa vacce AvI gayo. ekasIDaMTa thaI gaye. khIssAmAMthI phena naMbara maLI gaye. ahiM bhAI paDayA che. pilI bAju tenI strI seMthAmAM siMdura pUrI kumakuma tilaka karI navaraMgI sADI paherI bhajana banAvI rAha jotI ubhI che. tyAM phenanI ghaMTaDI raNake che. phalANAbhAIne ekasIDaMTa thaI gayo che. A samAcArathI tene kevI kALa paDI haze ? mRtadeha laIne mANase AvyA, jIva uDI gayela che. jyAre gherathI nIkaLe tyAre kaI AzAe? ane AvyuM tyAre kevA hAla thayA ? kevI AzA, nirAzAmAM palaTAI gaI, bAInA seMthAnuM siMdura bhuMsAI gayuM. cAMdala ane cuDale uDI gayA. jene paraNatI vakhate jIvanabharane jIvana sAthI banAvela te adhavacce mUkIne cAlyo gayo. maLelAM sAdhane sukha rUpa lAgyAM ke dukha rUpa lAgyAM? dIkare skuTara lAve te mA-bApa rAjI thAya. paNa bhAI skuTara laIne bahAra jAya te capaTImAM jIva rahe. hemakhema pAchA AvavAnI rAha jovAya. muMbaInA lekene zIranAmuM te khIssAmAM rAkhI pharavuM paDe, kAraNa ke jyAre mRtyu Avaze te khabara nathI. mRgalAne te bhAna-jJAna nathI, tethI jhAMjhavA pAchaLa doDe che, paNa mANasane ya sukhanI kSaNikatAnuM bhAna nathI. eTale te anIti-adharmathI paisA bhego kare che ane dhanavAna bane che,

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parigraha vRttinA kAraNe sarvamAM viSamatAnuM darzana thAya che. eka ThekANe pADe thAya che tyAre bIje TekarA thAya che. eka bAju gaganacuMbI ImArate khaDI thAya che tyAre bIjAne tuTIphuTI jhuMpaDI paNa rahevA mATe nathI. eka bAju jamaNamAM miSTAnna ane pharasANa uDAvAya che tyAre bIjI bAju maracAM ne roTalAnI paNa jogavAI nathI. tame je mAjazekha uDAve che te keTalAyane lUMTIne, anIti karIne uDAve che ne? bhagavAnanA zrAvake anItinuM dravya na le. bhagavAnanA zrAvake che ne? te asatya-cerI vigere karAya? kyAM mahAvIranA zrAvako ne kayAM AjanAM kahevAtAM zrAvake? zA tamArA vakhANa karavA? be naMbaranA nANAM ekaThA karI dAnane pravAha vahevaDAve. paNa evAM lAkhonA dAna karatAM nItinA pAMca rUpiyA kamAIne thoDuM dAna kare te zreSTha che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA AnaMdAdi dazA zrAvake thaI gayA. teonI pAse keTalI badhI riddhi-siddhi ane samRddhi hatI! je badhAne cakSubhUta, AdhArabhUta, staMbha hatA. teo paNa cauda varSa zrAvakapaNuM pALI pachI potAnA jyeSTha putrane gRhane kArabhAra seMpI pauSadhazALAmAM jaI AtmAne piSatA thakI vicAravAne vicAra kare che. dareka kuTuMbIone bolAvI putrane kArabhAra seMpI pauSadhazALAmAM AtmAne paSatA vicAre che. teone jevo vicAra Avate ke tarata ja prekaTIkala jIvanamAM mUkI detA, pitAnA hAthe ja rAjInAmuM ApI detA. atyAre te TheTha sudhI) gADAnA belanI jema jIve tyAM sudhI paisarU tANe. tamAre kaI saMbhALe tema che ke nahi? saMbhALe tevA heya chatAM chUTatuM nathI. ane dikare kahe che, bApA che te ThIka che. kAmamAM Ave che. vastra ane ane be ja mAMge che. nekara rAkhuM te pagAra de paDe. bApA kayAM vetana le che? mAtApitA kAma karI vetana nathI letAM, chatAM ghaNAne bhAre paDe che. bApAne vRddhAvasthA AvI ne pathArImAM paDayA eTale enA ja vahAlA manAtA putre kahe ke gharamAMthI jAya bekhuM te ghara thAya cekhuM! nAnA chokarA te bApAne meDhe kahe dAdA" have sukhaDI kayAre khavaDAvavI che? dikarAne lAkhanI milakta ApI che chatAMya vRddhAvasthAe sukhe rahI zake kharAM? keTaluM ApyuM teya bhArabhUtane? kAraNa ke svArtha sarI ga. eTale dikarAne mAtApitA gamatA nathI. e to kaheze. vRddhAzramamAM mUkI Ave. koI paisAdAra haze te hepITalamAM mUkI AvavAnI vAta karaze. sevA karavA sITara che. ane kahe ke ame divasa-rAtanI judI sIsTara rAkhI che, paNa tame zA kAmanA che ? tamane nAnAthI moTA karavAmAM mAbApe keTalA duAkho sahana karyA che ! have emanI sevA karavAne vakhata AvyA tyAre kevI durbhAvanA? tamane ema thAya che ke mArA upakArI mAbApanI sevA mATe mArA hADacAma badhuM taiyAra che? pitAnI dezamAMthI TapAla Ave ke dIkarA, ekavAra AvI moDhuM batAvI jA. te dikare lakhaze, mAre TAIma nathI. kema, nekarI kare che? nA. gharane dhaMdhe che, paNa AvuM te dasa

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bAra hajArane khADe paDI jAya. mATe tamArAthI na thatuM hoya te ekAda mANasa rAkhI leje, paNa huM nahIM AvI zake. mAbApa e samAcAra sAMbhaLI AMsu sAre che. rAtadivasanA ujAgarA veThI, lAMghaNe karI je bALakone moTo karyA e ja moTA thatAM paisA hAthamAM AvatAM kevA pharI jAya che? A avaLI buddhi koNe karAve che? paisA pratyene mamatvabhAva. paisAthI Atmatatva haNAya che. paisA kamAIne Ave te mA lApasInuM AMdhaNa mUke, AnaMdamaMgala manAve. paNa tArA AtmAnuM zuM? zrImaMtaputrane mA belAvatA paNa acakAya che. eka bAju besIne vAta paNa na karI zake. bhAInI te bIka lAge, paNa bhAInI zeThANInIye bIka lAge. kaMIka bolIza te rahevuM bhAre thaI paDaze. ke bhAImAM ahaMkAra AvyA ke bolAvAya nahi. jyAM jyAM dhumADe tyAM tyAM agni, ema jyAM dravya tyAM ahaMkAra Ave che. dravya aneka durgane nimaMtre che. Atma kalyANanA kAryamAM paNa paise vikSepa pADe che. zrImaMtane pUche ke kema vyAkhyAnamAM nathI AvatA ? te kahe, ame paNa mAnIe chIe ke AvavuM joIe, paNa dhaMdhAne lIdhe AvI zakAtuM nathI. dravya nirAMte UMghavA paNa detuM nathI. rAta ane divasa tene sAcavavAnI phikara rahe che. lAkha rUA. khissAmAM laIne jatA hoya te keTalI ciMtAo? koI laI nahi jAya ne ? khisa kapAze nahi ne ? beMkamAMthI paisA laIne nIkaLyA, guMDAe dhyAna rAkhyuM ke beMkamAMthI nIkaLe che. pAchaLa jaIne lAga maLatAM vacce ja guMdI nAkhe ane paisA paDAvI bhe. payuMSaNamAM dAgInA paheravA lAvyA te jaldI khAnAmAM mUkI AvIye ema thAya ne? ATale bhaya chatAM lakSamIne pUjArI banI lakSmInI ja AratI utAre che, paNa lakSamI sAthe AvavAnI nathI, mAtra saguNa sAthe Avaze. avaguNane TALI, sadaguNe apanAve. manuSya kSetramAM kAMIka satkarmanAM vAvaNIyA kare, te tenuM sArUM phaLa meLavI zakaze. zeThe je dhananI rakSA mATe spriMga karAvI hatI tene ja pite bhega bane ane uMDA dharAmAM DhasaDAI gayo. pite ja maraNane zaraNe thaye. 70 maNanI zIlA parvata para caDAvavI muzkela che. paNa uparathI pADavI sahela che. tema dhana bheguM karavuM muzkela che paNa choDavuM saheluM che. jyAM arthanI belabolA che tyAM bIcArI aparigraha vRtti upekSita vidhavAnI jema eka khuNAmAM asahAya banIne besI jAya che, pachI tenI mamatva vRtti, IcchAo, tRSNAo hanumAnanA puchaDAnI jema lAMbI ne lAMbI vadhatI jAya che. bhagavAna nemanAthanI A vANI niSakumAra mATe sukha ane zAMtinuM varadAna laIne AvI che. aparigraha vRtti, samagra saMsAramAM chavAyela viSamatA, anaitiktA, saMgrahavRtti ane lAlasAnA aMdhakArane dUra karavA mATe prakAzanuM kAma kare che. vizvanA sarva prANIone

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474 AnaMdathI jIvavAnuM zikhaDAve che. aparigrahavRtti e nirbhayatA ane nisaMgatAnuM pravezadvAra che. saMtoSanA suramya udyAnamAM mAnavIne vizrAMti ApanArI che. viSamatAne kiTANuone ane svArtha rUpI kSayanA jaMtuono nAza karanArI che. aparigraha vRttimAM je sukha che, AnaMda che, AdhyAtmika AhUlAda che te svarganA devone paNa durlabha che, vyAkhyAna naM.80 suda 15 ne semavAra tA. 4-10-71 A dayAnidhi, kRpAvatAra bhagavAne siddhAMtathI samajAvyA. ahIM balabhadranA putra niSadhakumArane adhikAra cAle che. jene pacAsa apsarA jevI patnIo che, jenI pAse vaibhavane pAra nathI paNa trilokInAtha bhagavAna nemanAthanA vaibhava pAse ene ene vabhava chaokhAnA phetarA jevuM lAge che. eTale niSakumAra vicAre che ke apanAvavA je te aNagAra dharma che. sAdhupaNAmAM je sAdhanA thaI zake che te saMsArAvasthAmAM thaI zakatI nathI. saMsArI jI dhAre ke Aje pAkhI che ne poSe karavA javuM che tyAM ja saMbaMdhIne phina Ave ke sAdaDI che eTale piSa na thaI zake ne sAdaDImAM javuM paDe. dharma ArAdhanA mATe saMsArathI chuTI AtmasamarpaNa karavuM joIe. tana, mana, dhana badhuM dharma mATe samarpaNa karavuM joIe. dhamI jIva zarIrane paMpALe nahIM. dharma sAdhanAmAM kAyAne kacaDI nAMkhe. ne zarIranI sukavaNuM karI AtmAne lAchama banAve. kAusaggamAM capaLatA na lAve. khAlI caDI jAya te paNa zarIrane sthira rAkhe, jIve paravazapaNe ghaNuM sahana karyuM che. paNa je vAdhInatAe sahana kare te karmanA thaka uDI jAya, zarIra khAtara badhuM sahana kare. maMdavADa Ave ne DokaTara ke vaida kahe te pramANe carI pALe, DAyAbITIsavALAne bhAta na khavAya te na khAya. zuM e tyAgathI nirjarA thaze? nahi thAya. AtmakalyANanA lakSe bhAvatuM choDI daye. dareka vastumAM maryAdA rAkhe. je maryAdAne ulaMghate nathI te aticArAthI bacI jAya che. pAMcamA vratanA aticAra jANavA jeIe paNa AcaravA nahi. ughADIhAMkI jamIna, suvarNa, rUpuM, dhana-dhAnya, bepagA-caupaga ane gharanI gharavakharInI je maryAdA karI hoya tenuM ullaMghana na kare. je ullaMghana thAya te aticAra lAge, mATe sAvadhAnI rAkhavI joIe. chaThuM vrata dizAparimANunuM che. tene chaThuM aNuvrata na kahevAya. "paMcanhamAzuvayANuM, tirUM guNavvANuM. caunheM sikhAvayANuM" mahAvratathI aNu eTale nAnA. mahAvratamAM

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45 sarvathA paccakhANa che ane aNuvratamAM chuTa rAkhavI hoya teTalI rAkhI zakAya che. pAMca aNuvrata che, pachInA traNa guNavrata che. dizA traNa che. UMcI-nIcI ane tricchI. A traNa dizAnuM mApa saMtoSI jIva karI zake che. traNe dizAnI jeTalI maryAdA karI hoya tyAM sudhI traNeya dizAmAM paribhramaNa karI zake che. maryAdA eTale hada nakkI karavI te, paNa maryAdA bAMdhyA pachI sImAnuM ulaMghana na karAya. saIcchAe, kAyAe karI pAMce Azraya sevavAnA paccakhANa-pitA nI IcchAthI kAyAe karI hiMsA, asatya, cerI, abrahma, parigraha A pAMce Azrava sevavAnA paccakhANa jenAmAM mamatva bhAva nathI te A karI zake che. ATalA dezamAM jaI AvyA. tyAM moTA moTA mANasonI mulAkAta lIdhI. tyAMnA AcAra-vicAra, raheNIkaraNa jeI AvyA. ema duniyAnI musApharI karanAra garva anubhave che ane je mANase paradeza jaIne Ave ene tame pUche paNa kharAne ke zuM joI AvyA? tyAne anubhava te kahe? paNa jJAnI purUSone AtmAnA anubhava vize pUche kharAM? ke ApanA AtmAmAMthI jJAnanA tejasvI kiraNe kema phuTe che? jJAnI ane anubhavIne maLe che jethI AtmAne urdhvagAmI banAvavAnA mArgo maLe. eka AtmAnI kathA karavI te svakathA che. bAkI te strIkathA, bhattakathA, dezakathA, rAjakathA A cAre vikyA che. je dArU pIe che, paramATI khAya che, parastrIgamana karanAra che, enI vAta sAMbhaLIne tame zuM karaze? paradezamAM paMdara varSanI uMmaranA putraputrIne mAbApa kAMI pUchI zaktA nathI. pagAra lAvatAM thayAM eTale svataMtra vihArI bane che. manaphAve tenI sAthe lagnagraMthIthI joDAya che ane na phAve to "keLIbhAIne kube, eka muo ne bIje ubhe." tyAM saMyukta kuTuMbanI prathA nathI. putre, dAdA-dAdI ke mAtApitAnI saMbhALa paNa letA nathI. vaDIlonI sevAnuM kAma kaI karatuM nathI. vaDIle pratye sahAnubhuti ke lAgaNI dAkhavI zakatA nathI. vRddhAvasthAmAM kaI keInuM thatuM nathI. kAne saMbhaLAtuM nathI, AMkhenA teja osarI jAya che. vRddhAvasthA enuM kAma kare che. chatAM eve TAIme keI sagA thatAM nathI. AvuM badhuM sAMbhaLI ema thAya ke A deza khUba ja AgaLa kevI rIte vadhe che? zIla-sadAcAra ke lAgaNI nathI tyAM lAkhanI milakata hoya toya zuM? pUrvanI bhAratIya saMskRti, tyAranA RSimunio, satI sannArIonA jIvana to juo. jemaNe dharma mATe prANuM ane dhana nyochAvara karyA che. deza mATe, dharma mATe je joIe te ApavA taiyAra hatA. e badhuM jevAne badale Aje pazcimanI saMskRtine vAyaro vAye ane badhA enuM anukaraNa karatAM thaI gayAM. tethI ahIM paNa lavamereja ane chuTAcheDA karavAmAM Ave che. hiMdustAnamAM paNa saMtAne IcchA mujaba parajJAtimAM lagna kare che. mAtapitAne tene thoDA divasa baLApa thAya. pachI divase jatAM e vAta saMkelAI jAya. vaLI pelAne tyAM thayuM ema ApaNe tyAM thayuM. duniyAmAM A badhuM thatuM AvyuM che ema thayA kare che ane

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manavALIne besI jAya che. A tamArI asabhya saMskRti kayAM jaIne aTakaze? Aje te ghaNA pratyAkhyAnanA paNa virodhI thaI gayA che. navavadhU banIne eka kanyA Ave ane tene kaMdamULanI bAdhA che. ema jyAM gharanA sAMbhaLe tyAM ja bAdhA zuM? ene khavaDAvye ja chuTake karIe. ema kahI moDhAmAM parANe nAkhI de. adhamIjIne vrata teDAvavAmAM majA Ave che. ene vrata pratyAkhyAnanuM bahumAna jAgatuM nathI. sabhAmAM Indra mahArAje ahaMnnaka zrAvakanA vakhANa karyA. A vakhANa mithyAtvI deva sAMbhaLI na zako tethI ene IrSA AvI ke devenI sabhAmAM mANasanA vakhANa? huM jAuM ene DagAvavA. je adhamI che tene vratanI pratijJA teDAvavAmAM majA Ave che. paNa vrata pALavuM, paLAvavuM ane paLAvavA mATe anumodana karavuM emAM lAbha che, temAM dharma che. vratanuM khaMDana karAvavAmAM pApa che. adharma che. je je vrata khaMDana karAve che tenA hRdayamAM dharma pratye dhiThThAI nahIM te bIjuM zuM che? je vrata pratyAkhyAna kare che enA tyAgane sanmAna ke huM te kAMI tyAga karI zakate nathI, paNa jeo karI zake che temane dhanya che tathA e vairAgamAM AgaLa vadhavA mATe che tyAga virAga na cittamAM thAya ne tene jJAna ! aTake tyAga virAgamAM te bhUle nija bhAna." AtmajJAnanI prApti mATe vairAgya joIze. vairAgya vinA tyAga TakI zake nahi. tyAga vairAgyAdi guNe na hoya te malina aMtaHkaraNa rUpa darpaNamAM AtmapadezanuM pratibiMba paDatuM nathI. tyAga na Take re vairAgya vinA, karIe keDa upAya" tyAga koDA upAya karIe chatAM tyAga vairAgya vinA TakatuM nathI. jJAna prakAza vinA AgaLa vadhI zakAtuM nathI. tamAre prakAza joIe te keI ne kahe ne ke dI lAve. te tamane ema kahe ke, prathama aMdhAruM kADhe, pachI dIva lAvuM. te zuM aMdhAruM supaDethI ulecAya! sAvaraNathI bahAra kaDhAya kharUM? nahiM. tuM tAre dI lAva eTale aMdhArUM Ape Apa cAlyuM jaze, tema samajaNapUrvaka tyAga-virAga Ave eTale Ama jJAna ApyuM ja samajo. bAkI bolavAthI Atma jJAna AvatuM nathI. saMsAra rasikaDAonuM jJAna popaTIyuM che. "paDhe popaTajI sItA rAma' paraMtu have satya jJAnane meLave "jJAnasya phalama virati" jene jJAna nathI tene dizAnI maryAdAnuM bhAna nathI. ene te cAre bAju deTa lagAvuM ne hIrA-motI-panA vigere laI AvuM ema thAya che paNa hIrA-motIne khavAze ? khAvAmAM te dALabhAta, roTalI ane zAkathI ja peTa bharAze, hIrAne khAI zakaze? nA, hIre cusavAthI paNa maraNa thAya che. te pachI evI vastune maha ze? vastu pratyenI Asakti parihare te saMtoSathI jIvI zakaze.

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477 eka garIba mANasa che. e zrImaMtAnI mATI mahelAta, khAga magIyA ane moTara Adi sAdhanA joI ne irSAnI AgathI maLe che. enA hRdayamAM kALI baLatarA thAya che, ekadama mATI khumA pADIne khole che ke A zrImatene amArI kAMi paDI che? amArU dhyAna paNa rAkhatA nathI ane sAda paNa nathI sAMbhaLatA. AnI mAjumAM thaI ne eka sajjana mANasa jaI raDaye che te Ane avAja sAMbhaLIne pUche che, zuM che bhAI? tyAre garIkha mANasa kahe che, A paisAvALA tA kevA che ? amAruM kAMI dhyAna rAkhatAM nathI. paNa jo A paisA mArA hAthamAM Ave tA huM koine garIba na rahevA dauM. saMsthAmAM Apu', anAthAne ApuM, meTI bilDIMgA kha MdhAvI garImAne rahevA ApuM. sajjana kahe che bhAI ? tane maLe ne te tuM paNa evA ja thai jA. garIba kahe nA re nA, mane maLe teA huM sabyaya karI nAkhu tyAre pelA sajjana kahe che, A le, A eka celI che, emAM eka rUpiyA nAMkhele che. te eka kADhIza eTale bIjo thaI jaze. ema tAre jeTalA joie eTalA rUpiyA emAMthI maLI raheze. paNa zarata e che ke jyAM sudhI A thelI tArI pAse rAkhe tyAM sudhI eka paNa rUpiyA vAparavAnA nahI. thelI phagAvI deje, pachI vAparaze. pele tA khUba rAjI thayA. thelI laIne ghera AvyeA. ne rUpiyA kADhavA lAgyA. kADhatA kADhatAM lAkhA ane karADI thayAM. paNa eka paisAnA upasega na karI zakayA. eTale e ja jhuMpaDI ane e ja khAvAnuM tene bhAgye rahayuM. kAraNa ke upabhoga karavA hAya tA thailI phekI devI paDe ane celI pheke te Avaka baMdha thai jAya. eTale jIvye tyAM sudhI paisA ekaThA karyAM paNa na khAI zakayA, na sudara vastrA paherI zayA, na koIne dAna karI zakayA. mA~ tyAMsudhI e ja garIbI ane eja duHkha bhAgaLyu'. tema tame dezamAMthI ahi' kamAvA AvyA. haeNve ghaNuM dhana kamAyA. ghaNuM bheguM karyu. have dezamAM jaI ne nirAMte dhama karIe evu thAya che ? ke ahInA ja mALAmAM maravuM che ? muMbaI ne nADAya, kAraNu kamANInuM e sAdhana che. paNa ahIMnuM kevu. dhamAlIyuM jIvana che! nAnakaDI tamArI rUma che. eka sAmAyika karIne besavu' hAya tepaNa sagavaDatA na maLe. keTalI agavaDatA che? paNa A agavaDa agavaDa rUpa lAge che? ATalA paisA meLavyA chatAM tamane ahI zAMti keTalI che? pariyaDuthI chuTavu... hAya tA dizAnA khAraNAM khadha karo. khuba vaTALa caDayA hAya ane dhuLA uDatI hoya teA jhaTa khArIbAraNAM baMdha karI do ne ! na karo tA gharamAM khepaTa bharAya, ema AtmArUpI gharamAM kanI raja na bharAI jAya mATe AzravanA dvAra kha dha kareA ne savaramAM AveA. jAvajInna sudhI pApanA pAMce Azrava sevavAnA paccakhANa kare. mahAvIraprabhunA daza zrAvakAnI pAse khetIvADI vigere ghaNI jamIna hatI. paNa saMtasamAgama thatAM maryAdA karI lIdhI. have kAMI vadhAravuM nahI. asa khyAtAdvIpa samudro che, te badhA samudranu pANI pIvu` che ? nA, enI maryAdA karI, ke mAre ATalA gAma sivAyanuM pANI na pIvuM. A gAmamAM paNa e gharathI

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Gfr = dhadhAre gharanuM pANI na pIvu'; khettavuDhI = 500 mAIla pUrva pazcimamAM javAnI chUTa rAkhI hAya tA pUrvamAM 700 ane pazcimamAM 300 mAIla ema eka dizA vadhArIne bIjI dizA ghaTADI na zakAya. saI aMtaradhAe = cAlatAM cAlatAM sadaiss paDayA ke A 500 mAilathI vadhAre te nahIM hoya ne? te tyAM ja aTakI javuM joI e, paNa AgaLa javAya nahIM. A pAMca aticAra jANavA paNa AcaravA nahi. gharamAM cAra kalAka rahevAnuM hAya tA cAra kalAka mATe gharanI bahAranA pAMce Azrava sevavA nahI. tasa bhaMte pazcimAsi nidAmi garihAmi appANu' vAsirAmi''karA eTale gharanA maryAdita kSetra sivAyanI AkhI duniyAnuM pApa aMdha thayuM. gharanI aMdaranu` ja pApa lAge. rAtre sUtI vakhate paNa sathArA karyA vinA na sUe. " AhAra zarIra ne upadhi paccakhu` pApa aDhAra, maraNu Ave tA vAsire, jIvuM te AgAra" AsAgArI saMthArA kahevAya, emAM cAre AhAranA paccakhANu. zarIrane paNa vAsarAvI de, upadhimAM pathArInI chuTa khAkI badhAnA paccakhANu. ATaluM karyuM ane emAM jo AyuSya pUrNa thaI jAya te saMthArAmAM gayA kahevAya. AyuSya kyAre pUru thaze te khabara che ? keTalAMka cA pItAM, chApA vAMcatAM, paisA cUkavatAM mRtyu pAmI jAya che. rAtre sAjA sArA sUtAM hAya ne savAre jue tyAM maDaduM, khabara paNa na paDe ke rAtre kayAre marI gayA ane zu thayu'! DAkaTarane melAvIne pUche tyAre khabara paDe ke e kalAka pahelAM gujarI gayAM che. A uparathI tamane ema thAya che ke maraNu kyAre Avaze? maraNanI khakhara nathI, mATe rAja rAtre khamatakhAmaNA karyA vinA na sUvuM. ,, "bAmi save jIvA, sabve jIvA vi khamaMtu me, mittI me sambabhUesa veramajha na keNai " maraNu Ave tA badhu tyAgavAnu che. jIvA tA badhI chuTa che. AAmAM zuM Akaru` paDe tema che! gharanA dareka mANasamAM A Adata pADA, kadAca rAtrIe uThavAnI jarUra paDe te traNa navakAra aNI pALI levAya. chaThuM mata dizAnuM ane sAtamuM vrata bhAgaupabheAganuM parimANu karavAnuM che. ekavAra bheAgavAya te bhAga ane vAravAra bhegavAya te upaleAga kahevAya che. je meDhAmAM kALiyA nAkhyA te pAchA pharI khavAya nahi. khAvA-pIvAnuM e vastuo bheAga che, ane vastra-vAhana ghareNAdi e badhAM upabheAga che. sAtamA vratamAM 26 mAlanuM parimANu khatAve che. (1) ulaNiyAviha'- aMga luvAnA, hAtha luvAnA rUmAlanI maryAdA (2) daMtaNuvidgha - dAtaNanI maryAdA. (3) phalaviha'-ATalA phaLathI vadhAre khAvA nahI. (4) abhaMgaviha'-tela vagere zarIra cALavAnI vastunI maryAdA. (5) uTaNaviha-pIThI Ai mana karavAnI vastu. (6) maMjavis'-snAna karavAmAM pANInI maryAdA, eka Dola pANIthI vadhu DhALavuM nahi, naLa khullA na mUkI devA, pAMca tIthIe na nahAvuM, divasamAM ekavArathI vadhAre na nahAvuM vagere maryAdA.

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(7) vaNyaviheM-tame eka jaDathI vadhAre kapaDAM pahere kharAM? uparAuparI paherI zake? divasamAM traNavAra badalAvo to traNa joDathI vadhAre na paheravA. (8) vilevaNuvihaM vilepana karavAnI vastunI maryAdA (9) puSkavihaM = puSpanI maryAdA. AgaLanA zrAvako puSpahAra ane karaMTa puSpanuM chatra rAkhatAM eTale puSpanI maryAdA. (1) AbharaNuvihaM = ghareNAnI maryAdA. (11) dhUpavihaM = kapaDAMne, makAnane dhUpa kare paDe te adhALa ke navaTAMka vAparavAnI maryAdA. (12) pejavihaM = pIvAnI vastu auSadha vagerenI maryAdA. (13) bhammavihaM = sukhaDI pramukhanI maryAdA. (1) udanavihaM = cakhA vigerenI maryAdA (15) suvihaM = kaThoLanI maryAdA (16) viSayavihaM = ghI, tela, dUdha, dahIM, goLa-sAkara vigere viSayamAMthI amuka vigayane tyAga. (17) zAkavihaM = lilerI zAkanI maryAdA (18) mahuravihaM = mevAnI maryAdA (19) jamaNuvihaM = amuka vakhate ATalI vastu khAvI te. (20) pANIvihaM = AkhA divasamAM ATaluM pANI pIvuM. (21) mukhavAsavihaM = mukhavAsa, sopArI AdinI maryAdA. (22) vAhanavihaM = vAhana, moTara-gADI, vagerenI maryAdA. (23) vAhinIvihaM = pagarakhAMnI maryAdA. eka upara bIjA nathI paherAtAM te AkhA varasamAM eka be jeDanI chuTI ne chavAI jAya te levAnI chuTa rAkhI paccakhANa karI zakAya. (24) sayaNavihaM = zayyA, palaMga, AdinI maryAdA. (25) sacittavihaM = saceta vastunI maryAdA. (26) dadhvavihaM = bIjA dravya eTale padArthonI maryAdA. e 26 belanI maryAdA thAya teTalA pramANamAM karavI tathA sacittAhAre-kAcI vanaspati, kAcuM-mIThuM, kAcI ceMbara vagere na khAvA. sacittapaDibaddhAhAre-saceta sAthe lAgelI vastu jemake jhADanI chAlane guMdara je ceTe heya te. musaMbInI cIra khAtAM bI AvI jAya. vagere saMghaDhAvALuM na khAvuM. apelio saI bhakhaNIyA-a5 pakava, khAriyA, kAcuM pAkuM zAka vigere na khAvA. dupolisaI bhakhaNIyA-duSTa rIte pakaveluM hoya, jemake rIMgaNA, geTalA, sakariyA vagere bhaDathA karelA hoya tevA na vAparavA. tu saI bhakhaNIyA-khAvuM thoDuM ne nAkhI devuM jhAjhuMevI vastu, jemake sItAphaLa, zeraDI, bora vagere na khAvA. A pAMca bhejananA aticAra che ane kammauNuM = vyApAranA paMdara aticAra che te jANavA joIe paNa AcaravA nahiM, jemAM zekabaMdha karma baMdhAya che. evA vyApAra zrAvake karavA egya nathI, te e vyApAra kaI jAtanA che te avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna.81 Ase vada ra ne budhavAra tA. 6-10-71 bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe catugati rUpa saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatAM jIvAtmAne dhamane suMdara mArga batAvyo che. je jIva A dharmanI ArAdhanA ane upAsanA kare che te mokSamArgane prApta kare che. jo A saMsAranI aTavInuM sukha rUpa ulaMghana karavuM hoya te dharmanuM bhAtuM bAMdhe. tamAre paradeza javuM hoya te bhAtuM sAthe laI jAya che ne? ane bhAtuM na laI jAva to tamArI musApharI sukharUpa thatI nathI. tema bhagavAna kahe che. appANa jo mahaMtaMtu apAhelo pavaI / gacchanto so duhI hoi chuhA tavahAe piiddio| eva dhamma akAuNa', jo gachaI upara bhava / gacchanto seo dahI hAi vAhirerAgehI piiddiio| mATI aTavI ulaMdhanAranI pAse bhAtuM na hoya te te duHkhI thAya che. kSudhA tRSAthI pIDAya che. evI rIte dharma nahIM karanAra jIva parabhavamAM jate thako duHkhI thAya che. ane vyAdhi tathA rogathI pIDAya che. je dharmanuM bhAtuM laIne jAya che, te alpakama ane alpavedanAvALA thAya che. devene paNa durlabha e mAnavane bhava maLe che, paNa dharmanI kiMmata samajANI nathI. kukaDo ukaraDA para jAya che. ane kacarAne Dhagale pheMdI pheMdI temAMthI eThavADanA dANA zedhe che. tene zodhatAM zodhatAM hIrAkaNuM moDhAmAM AvI jAya te te choDI de che, kAraNa ke tene hIrAkaNInI kiMmata samajANa nathI, tema eThavADanA dANA jevA bhautika padArtho che ane hIrAkaNI je mahAmUlo dharma che. jene hIrAkaNI jevA mahAmUlA dharmanI kiMmata samajANa nathI, evA che eThavADane cuMthyA kare che. hIrAkaNuM samAna dharma che. tenA be prakAra che. AgAra dharma ane aNagAradharma. jIvana eka saMgrAma che. keTalAMka jIva sarvasva arpaNa karIne kamanI sAme bhISaNa saMgrAma khele che. e sAdhupaNuM che ane keTalAka karmanI sAme saMgrAma khelavAnI taiyArI kare che e zrAvakapaNuM che. dezathI vrata kare te zrAvaka, bhagavAna nemanAtha niSadhakumArane sAtamuM bhege paga parimANa vrata samajAvI rahyA che. bhogathI raMga vadhe. jIvane khAvAnI tRSNA keTalI che? tame divasamAM keTalI vAra khAe che? savAre, bapore, sAMje, hAlatAM cAlatAM khAvAnI Teva kharI? agAunA mANasa phakta bevAra ja jamatAM. ane atyAre te nAstAnI reMkaDI jue tyAM khAvA ubhA rahI jAya. resTorAM pAsethI nIkaLe, maghamaghatI sugaMdha Ave te temAM managamatA padArtho khAvA besI jAya. peTane kayAreya ArAma Ape che? bhUkha vagara peTamAM ghaTInI jema e karavAthI roga thAya che ane sudhA zamatI nathI,

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A re jaMgalanA bhajana pyArA, raMga anekhA ne svAda nirALA, khAvAnuM te eke TANuM na cUkyA, teye rahyA ame bhUkhyA ne bhUkhyA, jAge che vAre vAre bhAMge A bhUkha amArI, amane dekhADe nagarI tumArI (2) muktipurInA svAmI sAMbhaLe araja amArI, amane dekhADo nagarI tumArI." A saMsArarUpI jaMgala oLaMgavAnuM che. temAM Thera Thera AMkhane gamI jAya tevA khAdyapadArtho goThavelA che. te tela masAlAthI bharapUra che. tene raMga anokhe che, svAda nirALe che. AvA padArtho je tene khAvA jIva lalacAya che. jIvanamAM AvuM keTaluM khAdhuM "ghaNuM" toya peTa ThAluM ne ThAluM. bharAtuM ja nathI. kSudhAthI vyAkuLa banele jIva vItarAgI nAthane kahe che. he prabhu! mArI bhuvAne zamA. jJAnI purUSa ene uttama vAnagI Ape che. pItvA jJAnAmRtaM bhuktvA kriyA suralatApAlam / sAmyatAmbUlabhASAya tRpti yAti parAtRpti / / kayAreya atRptinI agni prajavalita na thAya te suMdara mArga batAve che. bheganA padArtho meLavavA jIvane keTalAyanI cATugIrI ane gulAmI karavI paDe che, te peya padArthone choDI jJAnAmRtanuM pAna kare. zrAvaka ane sAdhu jIvananI kriyAo mekSarUpa kalpavRkSanA madhura phaLa che. e uttama phaLane AgavA pApakriyAnA eMThavADane pheMkI de, ane dharmakriyA kare, te apUrva svAda Avaze ane krodhAdi kaSAyone dUra karI samabhAvane mukhavAsa le. tethI tamArI kSudhA zAMta thaze. tRptine apUrva AhUlAda anubhavaze. A traNanuM sevana karavAthI bhavanI bhUkha maTI jaze. bhega tyajavA egya che. tevuM apUrva jJAna nemanAtha bhagavAna niSadhakumArane Ape che. jJAnanuM phaLa viratI che. svaparanI oLakhANa thavI e satsaMganuM phaLa che. satsaMgathI apUrvabhAve jAge che. jJAnI puruSe potAnA jIvanamAM utArI pachI badha Ape che. jeNe pitAnA jIvanamAM Adarzane siddha karyo hoya ene upadeza hADohADa utarI jAya che. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLatAM keTalAMka che tyAM ne tyAM ja sarva viratI banI jAya che, ane keTalAMka dezaviratI bane che. kAgaLa bALatAM tene prakAza lAMbe vakhata rahe nathI, tema keTalAMka ne vANI sAMbhaLatA ema thaI jAya ke badhuM choDI daIe. paNa bahAra nIkaLe tyAM evA ne evA thaI jAya che. kAgaLanA prakAzanI jema kSaNika bhAvane jhabakAro thAya ane olavAI jAya che. eka prakAza ratnane che. paNa e prakAza kAyama TakI rahe che. ema keTalAMka cha vANI dhIme dhIme sAMbhaLe, sAMbhaLyA pachI zraddhAthI jIvanamAM utAre ane pachI dIkSAnA bhAva jAge che ane dIkSA laI sAdhanAnA mArgamAM jhaMpalAve che. pachI aneka saMkaTone sAmane karI sAdhaka jIvanamAM AgaLa ne AgaLa dhape che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe kevaLajJAna-darzana prApta na thayuM tyAM sudhI zarIrane vesarAvI, zarIra parathI moha-mamatva utArI anAryonA paNa upasargo sahyA.

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uccAlaiya nihaNisu aduvA AsaNAu khalaiMsu / vopaTukAya paNayA''sI dukhaM sahe bhagavaM apaDinne / AcAraMga a. 9. u. 3 gA. 12 anArya leke bhagavAnane uMcA upADIne nIce jamIna para pachADatA, kyAreka te dahAsana para athavA virAsana para dhyAnamAM masta heya te dhakkA daIne jamIna para pADI detAM. te paNa kaSTa sahiSNu bhagavAna zarIra paranuM mamatva dUra karI parisane sahana karatA. bhagavAnane aDaga nirNaya hatuM ke have mAre zarIranI saMbhALa na karavI. "ghera tapazcaryAmAM paNa manane tApa nahIM, sarasa ane nahi manane prasanna bhAva jo, rajakaNa ke riddhi vaimAnika devanI, sarve mAnyA pudgala eka svabhAva je apUrva." bhagavAne ghora tapazcaryAmAM aneka prakAranA ugra tapa karyA. jeNe mamatAne mArI nAkhI che, samatAne dhAraNa karI che e tapa kare paNa manane jarAya tApa upaje nahIM. ajJAnI te sarasa AhAra maLe te prasanna bhAva thAya. prabhune mana te paramANu ane vaimAnikanI riddhi baMne sarakhA che. badhA pudgalarUpa che. pudgalane svabhAva ja saDApaDana ane vidhvaMsana che. A audArika zarIra paNa gaLavA-maLavAnA svabhAvavALuM che, te pachI kSaNabhaMgura zarIrane paNa meha ze? zarIra kAdavanI keDI che. kuTela hAMDalA jevuM che, temAM game teTaluM nAkhe paNa bharAya nahiM, jene mAtra Atma-sAdhanA ja karavI che te eka kSaNa paNa ALasamAM vitAve nahI. zarIra para ke padagalika padArtha para Asakti rAkhe nahI. tamAre bhogaupabheganuM parimANu kharU? je satsaMgamAM AvI jAya tenI te ronaka ja pharI jAya che. lIlAM lAkaDAM athavA te lIlA lImaDAne dhumADo kaIne gamatuM nathI. tenAthI AMkha baLI jAya che. guMgaLAmaNa thAya che. tema sAMsArika jI pAse aneka jAtanA dhumADA che ane tenAthI aneka jAtanI guMgaLAmaNa ubhI thAya che. jyAre satsaMga e agarabattIne dhumADo che. jemAM suvAsa che. satsaMga pAse AvI saguNanI suvAsa meLave. prabhu mahAvIranA jIvana sAme daSTi kare. jyAM tAraka pitAnuM jIvana ane kayAM ApaNuM jevA pAmaranuM jIvana huM pAmara zuM karI zakuM e nathI viveka, caraNa zaraNu dhIraja nathI, maraNa sudhInI che, aciMtya tuja mahAmyane nathI prakulita bhAva, aMza ne eke nehane, namaLe parama prabhAva. he prabhu mArI vyathAnI kathA zuM kahyuM ke tAre aciMtya mahimA! kevI tArI sAdhanAnI tAlAvelI ? tame trIsa varSanI bharayauvana vayamAM sohAmaNuM saMsArane tyAga karyo ane eja saMsAramAM huM lobhAye. ApaNuM mana kyAM bhaTakI rahyuM che? te kevAM kevAM pApa bAMdhe che? mATe manane ekAgra karI duSTa vicArone tyAga kare. mana e vicAra karavAnuM mazIna che. pAMca Indriya karatAM mananI kiMmata vadhAre che, te gaTara jevA gaMdA vicAra karaze ke attara jevA suvAsita ? tamArA vicAromAM khuza che ke bada ?

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manI begamAM zuM bhare? kAMkarA ke hIrA? paththara ke paisA? kacare ke kohInUra? ema mana e manI-bega che. temAM sad vicAranA aNamola motI bharaze ke kharAba vicAranAM kacarA ! mananI khUba saMbhALa le. koI eka mANasa sAtaso rUpiyAnuM ghaDiyALa hAthe bAMdhIne nIkaLe. evAmAM varasAda AvavA mAMDe. "jo ghaDIyALamAM pANI jaze te kAMTAne kATa lAgI jaze, ema vicArI ghaDIyALa upara rUmAla bAMdhe che. emAM keIe pUchayuM kema kAMI vAgyuM che? te kahe, nA, re, nA, A te jarA varasAda Ave che ne, eTale ghaDIyALa na bagaDe mATe rUmAla bAMdhe che. ema mananuM ghaDiyALa na bagaDe enA mATe zuM kare che manane vALavA mATenI rIta samaje. eka putra tenA pitA sAthe bajAramAM jaI rahyo che. rastAmAM ramakaDAnI dukAna joI bALaka raDavA lAgyuM. "mane ramakaDuM apAve." pitA kahe, cAla apAvuM. ema kahI te pitA bALakane ka daInI dukAne laI gaye. ane bALakane managamatI vastu apAvI. eTale bALaka ramakaDAne bhUlI gaye. ApaNuM mana paNa bALaka jevuM che. tene vALatAM AvaDavuM. joIe. manane lebhAvanArA paugalika padArtho taraphathI manane uThAvI laI anaMta sukhanA svAmI banAve evA dharmamAM manane lagAvI de. cakravatI pAse keTalI riddhi hatI? chatAM tene choDI dIdhI. vaLI daze cakravatI, rAjya ramaNI riddhi choDa, daze mukate pahecA, kuLanI zebhA caDa" je cakravartIe rAjya-ramaNa, riddhi-siddhi cheDIne tyAgane mAge gayAM, te ziva-ramaNInA svAmI banyA ne brahmadatta tathA zaMbhu cakI bhegomAM moja mANuM saMsArane tyAgI na zakyAM, te sAtamI narake gayA. A banne prasaMge ApaNane zuM sUcave che ! bhogavilAsanI tRSNA narakanA dvAra dekhADe che. ane bhegAne tyAga mekSe pahoMcADe che. je tame kharekhara mokSAthI he te mana para kAbu meLave. sadAcAra, saddavicAra ane satsaMgathI manane vaLAMka ApI zakAya che. makhamala zI komaLa haiyA ane suMvALA sukhe choDI, svajananA mahane mArI jeNe vecchAe paMca mahAvrata lIdhA che, evA aNagArane samAgama kare, jethI sanmArge javAne prakAza lAdhe. hRdaya TukaDA karI nAMkhe che saMtanI vANI, pattharane pIgaLAvI nAkhe re saMtanI vANI." saMtanI vANI hadayanI ArapAra utarI jAya che. pASANa jevAne paNa pIgaLAve che. evI saMtanI vANI sAMbhaLI dharmane jIvanamAM apanAve, dharmamAM vAyadA na hoya, kAraNa ke AyuSyane bharoso nathI. je jIe dharma mAge sAdhanA karI te tarI gayA che ne

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rev tyAga mAge na AvyA te jhUmyA che. satsaMgamAM AvavAthI dAnava mAnava ane ane mAnava dhruva khanI jAya che. tenA mana-vANI-kAyA pavitra banI jAya che. jhera denAra sAme paNa lAla AMkha karatA nathI. jherane paNa premathI pI jAya che. kezI svAmIne bheTo paradezI rAjAne eka ja vAra thayA, temanA medha sAMbhaLye ane kevA - paTTa AvI gayA ! paNa tamane tA paisA sivAya kAMi dekhAtu' ja nathI. geAdarejanI tijorImAM paisA bhare che paNa nakAmI tuccha vastu bharatA nathI. mananI tijorImAM sadRvicArAnu nANuM bharaze ke duSTa vicArAnuM ? tame jene maLe!, tamArA jeTalA mitrA hAya te darekanI sAthe sArA vicArAnI Apale karA. daza mitranI ma`DaLI hAya tA vicArAnI Apale karatAM darekanI pAsethI eka eka guNa leze| te tamane nava sArA vicArA maLaze. ane A abhyAsa karavAthI vicAravAnA samaya paNa maLaze. sArA vicArathI jIvana sAru ane che, tA sArA vicArA AcaraNamAM kema nathI mukatA ? zuM tamArA jIvanamAM dharma nathI pariNamyA ? tamArUM gADuM kayAM khucyu' che te tapAseA ane pAvaDo lai nIce utarI kAdava mahAra kADhe te| gADuM cAlyu jaze. bheAga kAdava samAna che. emAM yA eTale khucyA samajo. jIve bhAga bhAgavavAmAM khAkI rAkhI nathI. devaleAkamAM keTale parigraha ! chatAM tRpti kharI tamane A jIvana eka nATaka nathI lAgatu' ? kayAM sudhI A nATaka karyA karazeA ? tame eka khIjhanesa zarU karyA ane temAM sArI kamANI na thAya tA khIjo dhaMdhA karo ke nahI' ? aMdara kAMI khAmI ke guMcavADA hoya te kADho ke nahIM ? A mAnava janmamAM tamArUM dhyeya zuM che? dharmonI kamANI karavI ja che e dhyeya rAkhe! paNa dhyAna rAkhajo ke dharmanI kamANI karavI haze teA jIvananA rAha badalavA paDaze. dhama pAmavA mahApurUSonA jIvanacaritrA yAda karo. satsamAgamamAM Ave. zAstrane samajo. zAstrA raste batAve che. cAlavAnu kAma ApaNuM che. bhagavAna suvicAro Ape che, paNa zuM grahaNa karavuM e ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. saDelu anAja peTamAM nAkhe! te peTa bagaDe ne ? tA saDelA vicArathI mana agaDe ke nahIM ? mATe satsaMgamAM Ave. AtmAnA uddhAra karavA hoya teA vratamAM AvavAnI jarUra che. niSakumArane satya vAta samajANI. tethI te zrAvakanA vrata aMgIkAra kare che, karmAdAnanA 15 atiyAra che. IMgAlakasmai = vana khaLAvI kolasAne vyApAra kare. vaNukamse = mATI bilDIMga ke kArakhAnu` baMdhAvavuM che tethI vana kapAvI nAMkhe. kAraNa ke tenAthI paisAnA ghaNA lAbha maLe ema che. vana kapAvavAthI temAM rahelAM mAAM meDhAM vRkSA kapAvavA paDe che. temAM keTalAya pa`khIonA nivAsa hAya, mALA bAMdhIne rahyA hoya te mALA paDI bhAMge, emAM keTalAM iMDAneA saMhAra thaI jAya che. e sivAya nAnA jIva- jaMtu paNa aneka marI jAya che. Ama vana kapAvavAthI ghaNI rhiMsA thAya che. tame mAtra bhADAnI Avaka jue che, paNa kamanI Avaka jue che? paisA sAmu jovAya che, paNa

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pApa sAmuM jovAtuM nathI. zrAvaka hoya te lAtIone vyApAra paNa na kare. sADIkame = zrAvaka vastune soDa kare nahIM. temaja soDa karelI vastu vApare nahIM. kumArIkAsava, drAkSAsava vageremAM soDa karAya che. Asava eTale dArU che. A badhAne bAra bAra mahInA sudhI soDa kare che. temAM aneka jInI utpatti thAya che. mATe te na vAparavuM joIe. beLo nAkhelI vastu jemake jalebI, ghaNA bairAe DhokaLAne baLe paNa rAtre nAkhe che. jIbhanAM svAdane poSavA mATe che aneka prakAranAM pApa kare che. paNa je cha samajelA che te pApa karatAM acakAya che. tame sAcA zrAvaka che te tamArI eka eka pravRttinuM bArIkAIthI nirIkSaNa karaje. jeTaluM pApathI bacAya teTalA bacavA prayatna karaje. te avazya kalyANa thaze. vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna...82 Aso vada 3 gurUvAra tA. 7-10-7ii bhagavAna batAve che ke jyAM sudhI jIva bhegapaganI maryAdAmAM AvatuM nathI tyAM sudhI pitAnA jIvanamAM tene pragaTa karI zako nathI. jenuM jIvana bhega ane vilAsamAM ja vyatita thAya che tene jIvananI kaI kiMmata nathI. bhegI mANasa haMmezA asaMteSI rahe che. ghaNI vAra evuM paNa thAya che ke jyAM sudhI Icchita bhaMga nathI maLatAM tyAM sudhI tenuM AkarSaNa rahe che. paNa prApta thatAM tenI koI kiMmata rahetI nathI. kula choDavA para hoya tyAM sudhI suMdara dekhAya che, paNa tene cUMTI levAmAM Ave pachI thoDI vAramAM tenuM teja-sauMdarya haNAI jAya che. Aje mAnava dunyavI padArtho meLavavAmAM AtmAne gumAvI bese che. jarUriyAta eTalI badhI vadhArI mUkI che ke te meLavatAM nAke dama AvI jAya che. ane Icchita vastu maLe che tyAre out of date . jarIpurANI thaI gaI hoya che. phezana ane phezanamoDelo kelenDaranA pAnAnI jema badalAya che. vaLI bhegothI kSaNamAtranuM sukha maLe che. tene bhogavavA jatAM lAMbA kALanAM duHkhamAM jIvane sabaDavuM paDe che. ahIM sAtamA vratanuM svarUpa samajAvAya che. upabhoga pariga parimANa vrata be prakAranuM che.

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ke uvabhoga paribhoga duvihe pannate taM jahA :-bhoyaNAuyakammauye ahIM karma saMbaMdhI 15 aticAranI vAta cAle che. karma eTale AjIvikA mATene vyavasAya athavA upaga-pariganA padArtho meLavavA mATe udyoga. jIvananI jarUriyAta pUrI karavA mATe saMsArIne baMdha kare paDe che. paNa e vyApAramAM satya, nIti ane pramANikatA jALavavA joIe. jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke - AgaLa dhape pAchaLa , dhaMdhAmAMthI dharama karI le te sAheba baMdo." dha che te sadAya tamAre karavAnuM che. be gADA ane traNa baLada che cethAnI kheTa purAvAnI nathI. jJAnIo dharma karavAnuM kahe te kahI de ke TAIma nathI. atyAre dharma karavAno avasara nathI. chokare mATe thaze tyAre dharmadhyAna karIzuM. cheka bhaNIgaNIne taiyAra thaye tyAM tene amerikA javAnI IcchA thaI. paradezathI sAruM evuM kamAIne dIkare Abe, have te dharma kare. te kahe chekare te ejIniyara thaye che, eTale pitAnuM kArakhAnuM nAMkhyuM che. mArA vinA A peDhI keNa saMbhALe? Ama jIvananA cheDA sudhI ajJAnI jIva parabhAvamAM rapa rahe che. keIne nivRttine TAIma maLI jAya te paNa te TAImane kyAM pasAra kare ? ALasamAM, pramAdamAM ne! paNa navaruM magaja setAnanuM kArakhAnuM che. nivRtti ne pravRtti be vRttio sarva jIvane, pravRtti saMyama rAkhe ne nivRtti asaMyame." asaMyamamAMthI nivRtti maLI te tene sadupayoga kare. dharmanI pravRttimAM cittane joDI de. vAMcana kare. ciMtana kare, dhyAna dhare. divasa rAta tamArI pariNatI cAlatI rahI che tenAthI Azravane pravAha Ave che ke saMvara thAya che? karmane baMdha cIkaNe baMdhAya tevA bhAve thAya che ke a95baMdha thAya tevA bhAve thAya che? Ama niraMtara tamArI pariNatIne jotAM zIkhe. ane jeTaluM bane teTale svaupagamAM TakavAne abhyAsa pADo. badAma-kezara-elAyacI nAkhele unaune magane zIre bhANAmAM AvyuM ane meMDhAmAM pANI chUTayuM, e vakhate tamArA caitanya devane samajAve ke e jaDa che ke caitanya? jaDa che. jemAM varNa--gaMdha-rasa ane sparza hoya temAM mAre eke guNa nathI. te mAre zA mATe jaDa padArtha para meha kare paDe? cetana je nija bhAnamAM, kartA Apa svabhAva, vate nahIM nija bhAnamAM, kartA karma prabhAva." te AtmA je sva svabhAvama-jJAna-darzana-cAritramAM ramaNa kare te te svabhAvane kartA che ane rUpa-rasa-gaMdha-sparzanA mehamAM rame te te parabhAvane kartA che. jIva je pitAnI

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pariNatIne pakaDe te karma baMdha ghaNe alpa thAya. bhagavAne uttarAdhyayananA 2hmA adhyayanamAM kahyuM che agSe mane zI jiM gaLacaTTI anuprekSA karavAthI AyuSya vajIne sAta karma gaDhabaMdhananA hoya te zIthIla baMdhananA thAya. bahu kALanI sthitinA hoya te alpakALanI sthitivALA thAya. tivra rasavALA hoya te maMdarasanA bane. ane bahu pradezanA heya te a9pa pradezanA bane. AyuSya koI bAMdhe athavA na paNa bAMdhe. azAtA vedaniya karma vAraMvAra na bAMdhe. ane A cAra gatirUpa saMsAra aTavIne zIghratAthI ulaMghI jAya." jIvane anuprekSA karavAnI khUba jarUra che. tame zuM kare che te vicAra karaje. tamAre te zarIrane paMpALavuM che. IcchAne pUrNa karavI che. strIone zaNagAravI che. A badhI jarUriyAtane pahoMcI vaLavA arthanI (paisAnI) AvazyakatA ubhI thAya che. tene mATe moTI moTI cAlIe, vakhAre, vaMDAo, 28 mALanAM makAna baMdhAvI bhADA khAvA che. 28 mALanAM makAne baMdhAvatAM, tenA pAyA keTalAM uMDA gALavA paDe che! mazInathI dharatInA peTa pheDe che. makAnanA uMDA pAyA nAkhatAM, kadI vicAra Ave che ke mArA AyuSyane pAye keTale UMDo haze! mArA nAmanAM te pAMca mALA che ema be lI ghaNuM garva anubhave che. makAnanuM bhADuM ATaluM Ave che paNa sarakAra kAMI rahevA detI nathI. Ama kahI aphasosa kare che. paNa bhAI! teM jeTaluM meLavyuM teTaluM tuM bhogavI zakavAne che? TekSI, kerIyara, sTImara, plena Adi rAkhI bhADA khAya che. paNa zrAvakanAM dhaMdhA AvA na hoya. meLavyuM che te badhuM mUkIne eka divasa cAlyA javAnuM che. ane karelA AraMbhanuM pApa tAre khAte maMDAze. A zarIra paNa eka bhADutI makAna che. temAM beThele jIva temAM kAyama rahevAno nathI. kone khabara che kAlanI, dehataNa divAlanI, kAcA sutaranA tAra jevI che mAnava jiMdagI, taMdrA mUkI de AjathI, jAgI have kara baMdagI ..(2)kene khabara che!" A deharUpI divAla kayAM sudhI Takaze te khabara nathI. zarIra chuTavAnA svabhAvavALuM che. "sarjana enuM visarjana" e te vaijJAnika niyama che. ema jeno janma tenuM mRtyu avazya che. A jiMdagI kAcA sutaranA tAra jevI che. jevI rIte tRNanA agrabhAga para raheluM pANInuM biMdu, pANInuM bIjuM biMdu tenA para paDatAM athavA pavanane jhapATa lAgatAM nIce paDI jAya che. evI rIte ajJAnI, avivekI ane paramArthane nahI jANavAvALA jInuM jIvana paNa asthira che. ajJAnI krUra karma kare che tyAre vicAra nathI karato, paNa tenA phaLa jogavavAnAM Ave che tyAre duHkhI thAya che. bALajI alapa chaMdagIne jANatA nathI. eTale ema mAne che ke huM ajaraamara

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40 chuM. mRtyue mArAthI rIsAmaNA lIdhAM che. asaMyamI jIvana mATe aneka mahatvAkAMkSA ghaDe che, yukti prayukti race che paNa vratanI maryAdAmAM Avato nathI. dharmAdAnI saMsthAmAM paNa bhADA khAvAnA dhaMdhA kare che. moTA moTA makAnanAM konTrAkTara jene hoya che. ghaNA jaine cAmaDAne, matsyane tathA dArUne vyApAra kare che. kharekhara, AvA ne pApane Dara nathI. AvA mAtapitA, bALakomAM paNa zuM dharmanA saMskAra reDI zake? saMskAra e sauthI zreSTha dhana che. bALakane nAnapaNathI jema phAve tema vartana karavA de. ane jyAre moTA thAya ane avaLA dhaMdhA kare tyAre mAthe hAtha mUkIne raDavA bese. paNa nAnapaNathI ja bALakane dharmanA saMskAra Ape ke savAramAM uThI mAtapitAne page lAgavuM joIe. prArthanA-ISTa devanuM smaraNa karavuM joIe ane tene samAgama karI temanI vANI sAMbhaLI jIvanamAM sadgune khajAne bhara joIe. bhautika khajAne cAlyA jAya paNa A saMskAra khajAne jIvanaparyata sacavAI rahe che. jIva samaje te pote saMskArI bane ane bALakane saMskArI banAve. paNa mehane vaza paDelo jIva rAgane ja piSaNa Ape che ane jyAM rAga che tyAM dveSa ubho ja che. rAga e roga che ane mamatA e mita che. samatA e sAcuM sukha che. jene vItarAga thavuM che tene rAgadveSa baMnene choDavA paDe che. jene rAgadveSa nathI te ja vItarAga che ane e ja sAcA sukhI che. 'navi suhI devatA devaloe, navI suhI puDhavIpatirAyA, navi suhI seTha seNAvaiNa, eganta suhI muNi viyarAgI.' devakamAM deva pAse aDhaLaka saMpatti che. chatAM te sukhI nathI. cha khaMDane svAmI pRthvI pati-cakravatI paNa sukhI nathI. zeTha, senApati paNa sukhI nathI. eka vItarAgI muni ja sukhI che. jyAM AkuLatA vyAkuLatA che tyAM duHkha che. eTale jJAnI purUe "anAkuLatA" e sukhanuM lakSaNa bAMdhyuM che. zrImaMtenA jIvana tapAsa. temane zAMti che kharI? bajAramAM rUne rAjA, telane rAjA kahevAtuM hoya paNa te ciMtAthI gherAyelo hoya che. mIlamajura ane savIsa karanArane ravivAre rajA maLe che paNa tene te ravivAre zAMti nathI. rAta paDe to paNa TelIphena pAse ne pAse rAkhI suve kAraNa ke ahIM zata paDe ane paradezamAM divasa uge. eTale tyAMnA samAcAra rAtre ja meLavI zakAya. keTaluM jIvavuM che? jIvana bahu thoDuM che. paNa mohaghele mAnavI jIvananI amUlya ghaDIne oLakhI zakate nathI. jaina dharma je dayAmaya dharma maLe che, vItarAga jevA sarvottama deva maLyA che ane nigraMtha jevA gurU maLyA che tenuM ArAdhana kara te beDe pAra thaI jaze. AvA suMdara bhegamAM mukANe, have ATalI doDadhAma zA mATe? "uTha tuM, jAga tuM, karma Adara sadA, Atma nija kendrane prApta karavA, satya vada dharma cara, zAstra abhyAsa kara, zoka saMtApanA siMdhu taravA,

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kamalabiMdu same kSaNika A deha che, jIvana cAlyuM jaze jema vAri. vakhata vItyA pachI hAtha ghasavA paDe, tArI thAze gati dukha kArI. he bhavya mAnava! pramAdane pariharI ubhe thA! jAgrata bana! ane AtmAne prApta karavAmAM lAgI jA. satya vacana bola. jIvanamAM dharmane Acara. suMdara majAnAM zA tane hastagata thayAM che, tenuM vAMcana manana karo. tenAthI tArA zoka ane saMtApa TaLI jaze. kamaLapatra para paDelA biMdunI mAphaka A jIvana kSaNika che, pANInA pravAhanI jema AyuSya keInI rAha joyA vinA vahayuM jAya che. AvA suMdara saMgomAM jAgRta nahI bane te A TAIma pasAra thaI jaze ane tAre pazcAttApa karavAno vakhata Avaze ane tuM durgatine mahemAna banI jaIza. je bhAva nidrAmAM piDhale che, tenuM jIvana haDakAyA kutarA jevuM che. haDakAyA kutarAne ghumarI Ave che. je tenI haDapheTamAM Ave tene baTakA bhare che tema zrImaMtAInA garvamAM unmatta banela mAnavI badhAne baTakA bhare che. nekara, cAkara, dAsadAsIe badhAnI sAthe asabhya vartana rAkhe che. magaja eTale badhe garama hoya che ke tenI sAme koI eka zabda paNa na bolI zake. vaLI e ema mAne ke mArI pAse aDhaLaka saMpatti che, mAre kenI sADIbAra che! mAre tenA bApanI paDI che, paNa e zrImaMta jyAre bimAra paDe che tyAre DokaTaranI sADIbAra karavA javuM paDe che. lehI ghaTI gayuM che, khAdhelI vastu pacatI nathI, mArA dardIne DokaTara sAheba jaldI maTADo" ema kAkaludI kare che. kema ! tAre koInI sADIbAra nahatI te DekaTara pAse kema AvavuM paDyuM ? abhimAna koInuM rahyuM nathI trakhaMDanA adhipati kRSNa mahArAjanI pAse maraNa vakhate pANI pIvA khyAla nahete, te vakhate baLadeva paDIyAmAM pANI laI AvyA, paNa jarA kumAranA bANathI kRSNa vIMdhAyA ane pANI pANI karatAM mRtyu pAmyA. dvArikAnagarI bAra jananI lAMbI ane nava je jananI paheLI hatI. te nagarIne senAne gaDha ane maNIratnanAM kAMgarA hatAM. devee eka rAtamAM banAvelI te nagarI hatI. AvA puNyazALI mahApurUSanAM udayamAM paNa kevA karma AvyA? punya khasI udaye AvyA pA5 jadupati rAyane, dekhI dvArikA baLatI Aja kahe re kRSNabhAIne, bhAI AMkha ughADIne dekha, baLe re maMdira mALIyA, baLe strIo ne parivAra, moTA jene jANyA." AkhI nagarIne dAha lAge che. je hAthe vasAvyuM te badhuM maLI rahyuM che. prANapyArI o agnimAM hemAI rahI che. cetarapha nagarajane kALI cIcIyArIo pADI 62

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Xeo hyA che. sau metanA mukhamAMthI bacavA bacAvA-bacAvA" ema khelI rahyA che. huyazALA, gayazALA, rathazALA, a Mtera, mahelA, bhavya ImAratA, makAnA badhu baLI rahyu che. A nagaradAha karanArA keTaleA kaThora haze ? kRSNa mahArAjAne A jotAM haiyAmAM keTalI vedanA thatI haze ? dvArikA nagarIne dvIpAyana RSi bALI nAkhavAnA che, A vAta nemanAtha bhagavAne pahelethI karI hatI. sAthe kahyu` hatu` ke jyAM sudhI AkhI nagarImAM eka paccakhANa karanAra mANasa haze tya. sudhI nagarIne maLavA AvelA devA pAchA jaze paNa bALI zakaze nahI. e lAkha jojanane lavaNa samudra che, temAM 16 hajAra jojanane pANInA UMcA DhagamALA che. enI eka jhalaka uDe tA bharatakSetrane kheALI de, te kema eLatA nathI ema gautama svAmIe pUchyuM, tA bhagavAna kahe ke tI karanA, cakrInA, baLadeva, vAsudeva, jugalIyAnA sAdhu sAdhvI zrAvaka zrAvikAnA punya prabhAvathI te maryAdA ullaMdhana karatA nathI. dvArikA nagarImAM TheraThera pANInAM paMpanI vyavasthA karI hatI. dAThu lAgatAM pa panuM pANI mUkayuM paNa pANIe peTrAlanuM kAma karyuM. kAraNa A daivI kopa che. kRSNa ane aLadeve eka TuTelA rathamAM devakIjI ane vasudevane besADayAM ane rathamAM baLadanI jagyAe ane bhAI A joDANA, teone mAtApitA taraphanI bhakti keTalI che? paNa karmInA kAThIyA zAMtithI besavA de tema nathI. nagara bahAra nIkaLavA jAya che, tyAM daravAjo paDe che ane mAtApitA ane avasAna pAme che. AkhI dvArikA nagarImAMthI mAtra e jaNa macI zakayA. nirAdhAra avasthA thaI gaI che. baMne bhAie vicAra kare che have kayAM javu ? jene pAte jAkAro ApyA hatA, jenA meADhA sAme paNa joyuM na hatu. te pAMDavAnI rAjadhAnImAM javAnA niya kare che. mANusa game tevA bahAdura ke zUravIra hAya paNa paristhiti pAse lAcAra banI jAya che. kha'ne mahArathIo pAMDu-mathurA jai rahyA che. vacamAM thAka lAgavAthI vizrAMti levA mATe kozAmra vanamAM atyaMta vizALa vaTavRkSanI nIce pRthvI zilApaTTa para pitAMbarathI peAtAnA zarIrane DhAMkIne kRSNa mahArAjA sUtAM che, mATAbhAI temanA mATe pANI levA gayA che. te vakhate jarAkumAra tyAM AvI caDe che ane mRganI Aza'kAthI khANu mAre che. zrIkRSNanA DALeA paga vidhAI jAya che, ane pacatva pAme che. jarAkumAre zrI kRSNane bacAvavA mATe rAjyaneA tyAga karIne vanavAsa svIkAryAM hatA. chatAM jaMgalamAM pazu e kamA~ udayamAM AvI ubhuM rahyuM. " janamatAM koIe na jANiyA, tarase taraphaDe trikamA, nahI maratAM nahi koi zanAra re, koI pANInA pAnAra 2, gava na karaze re gAtrane ' kRSNa mahArAjAnAM janmanI paNa koIne khabara na paDI. janmatAveMta temane geAkuLathI

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mathurAmAM laI gayA ane maraNa vakhate paNa kaI pANIne pAnAra na hate. tarase taraphaDatAM jIva gaye. jarAkumAra te mAtra nimitta banyAM. kAraNa cakravatI-baLadeva-vAsudeva-tirthaMkara AdinAM nikAcita-nirUpakamika AyuSya hoya che. tethI AyuSya pUrNa thayA pahelAM teo kadI maratAM nathI. ahIM kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke dhana-vaibhava-vilAse koIne sthira rahyAM nathI. kayAre karmane dhakko lAgaze ane kayAre kevI sthitimAM AvI jaIzuM te koIne khabara nathI. mATe puNyanA udayamAM abhimAnI na banavuM. puNyadaya cAlyA gayA pachI-saMge palaTAI gayA pachI manane thAya ke are ! avasara hatuM tyAre zubha kartavya na karyA ! A vakhata tamAre na Ave te mATe sadaiva dharmane jIvanamAM apanAve. amaryAdita upabhoga ane paribhegane tyAga karo. jema bhegavilAsa vadhAre tema AraMbha samAraMbha paNuM vadhAre ane pariNAme karmabaMdha vadhAre ane duHkha paNa vadhAre. bheganI aMdara Asakta rahenAra jIvane narakanI yAtanA sahana karavI paDe che ane bhegathI virakta thanAra svarga athavA apavaga eTale mikSanAM sukhane pAme che. jJAtAdharmakathAmAM rAjakumAra puMDarIka ane kuMDarIkanuM dRSTAMta Ave che. kuMDarIkane saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAtAM bhogavilAsa tarapha nirveda Ave che ane mokSa taraphanI rUci jAge che. rAjya sukhane lAta mArI saMyamane kaThera mArga svIkAre che. sAdhanAnA mArgamAM apUrva ullAsasahita AgaLa vadhatAM jJAna, dhyAna ane tapanI aMdara kALa vyatita kare che. suMdara saMyamanuM ArAdhana kare che. puMDarIka rAjyanI dhurA hAthamAM le che. rAjyanAM sukha bhogavavA chatAM tenuM hadaya DaMkhe che. "moTAbhAIe je mArga lIdhe che te ja sarvazreSTha mArga che. rAjyasukhane aMte duHkha prApta thavAnuM che." ema niraMtara lAgyA kare che. jema bane tema haiyAne vairAgyavAsIta banAvavA prayatna karatAM anAsakta bhegane keLave che. ghaNA samaya pachI kaMDarIka muninAM zarIramAM vyAdhi utpana thAya che. ane puMDarIkanI rAjadhAnImAM Ave che. rAjA munine mATe yogya upacAra karAve che. temaja zarIra sAruM na thAya tyAM sudhI tyAM ja sthira thavA vinaMtI kare che. lAMbe vakhata tyAM ja rahevAthI bhAga tarapha muninuM AkarSaNa vadhe che. gurU sAthe zarame bharame vihAra karyo paNa "mane azakti lAge che ema asatyane Azraya laIne pAchaLa rahI gayA ane punaH rAjyanA udyAnamAM AvyA. pachI bhAIne kahe che. "mAre have saMyamanI kaThora sAdhanA nathI karavI. rAjya bhegavavuM che" puMDarIka rAjA munine saMyamamAM sthira karavA ghaNAM prayatna kare che. saMyamathI thatAM lAbha ane lega vilAsathI thatuM nukasAna samajAve che, chatAM muninuM mana sthira thatuM

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nathI. chevaTe munine rAjya pI puMDarIka muni vezane dhAraNa karI saMyama aMgIkAra karI cAlI nIkaLe che. kuMDarika ati Asakata banI bhege bhogave che. ati bhegane kAraNe roga utpanna thAya che. ane traNa divasamAM te mRtyu pAme che. tyAMthI marI 33 sAgaropamanI sthitie sAtamI narakamAM utpanna thAya che. ane A bAju puMDarIka munI atyaMta vizuddha saMyamanI ArAdhanA kare che. te paNa traNa divasamAM kALadharma pAme che. ane 33 sAgaranI sthitie sarvArtha siddha vimAnamAM utpanna thAya che. kaMDarIka bhegamAM Asakata bane te nArakInI tIvra vedanA bhegavavAno vakhata Avye ane puMDarIka virakta bane te anuttara sukhane pAmyA. sarvArtha siddhanA devatA avazya ekAvanArI hoya che, tyAMthI manuSya thaI mokSamAM jaze. bhogane pariNAme aneka gaNuM duHkha bhogavavuM paDe che. mATe bhega-upaganI maryAdA karavI ati Avazyaka che. pApathI bacavAne A suMdara mArga che. je ja A mArge Avaze tenuM avazya kalyANa thaze. vizeSa adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna naM...83 Ase vada 4 zukavAra. tA. 8-10-71 sAtamA vratanI vAta cAle che. paMdara karmAdAna jANavA paNa AcaravA nahIM. agninA vyApAra, lAkaDAnI lAtInA vyApAra, bhADA khAvAnA vyApAra zrAvaka na kare. ane ghaNune ema thAya ke AvaDA moTA upAzraya karAvyAM che paNa kAMI bhADuM AvatuM nathI. paisA sAme ja jenI dRSTi che te dharma karI zakatuM nathI. upAzrayamAM dharma keTale thAya che! pratikramaNa, sAmAyika, pauSadha vagere saMvaranI kriyA keTalI thAya che. tenA tarapha jatA nathI paNa upara upAzrayane hala ane nIce dukAne utArI te bhADA Ave tema vicAre che. dharmane paNa vecavA mAMDe che. pratikamaNa karAvavAnA paNa paisA bolAya che, paNa dharma vADIe na nIpaje dharma hATe nA vecAya, dharma viveka nipaje, je karIe te thAya." dharma paisAmAM nathI paNa vivekamAM che. jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa jIvanamAM utAravAmAM paisAnI jarUra paDatI nathI. bhagavAna, vagara paisAne dharma batAve che. Aje dhamanI ThekaDI uDADe che. je dhanathI dharma thatuM hoya te garIbane dharma karavAne kalAsa ja na rahe. khare dhama dharmane mATe mAthuM ApavA taiyAra thAya. saghaLI riddhisiddhi Thokara mArI de.

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493 A dharmone mAge mAMyakAMgalA nathI AvyA paNa zuravIra AvyA che. tame te ema mAnA che ke jene kAMi kAma dhaMdhA na heAya te dhama' kare. tamArA haiyAmAM dharmanuM mahAtmya che ke paisAnu ? paisA mATe pAMca vAge uThI sAta vAgyAnI TreInamAM sIaesa mATe jAya, pazu ravivAranA divase prArthanAmAM AvavAnuM kahe tA kahI de ke sAta divasamAM eka ravivAra ArAmanA divasa che, tethI prAthanAmAM paheAMcI zakAze nahI. jene dha karavA che te teA cAra vAgyAmAM uThIne paNa svAdhyAya--kaiyAna-pratikramaN -prAnA vi. karI leze. dhama karavA mATe laganI lAgavI joie. tame dhane kayAM rAkhyA che ? badhu karatAM TAIma vadhe ! dhama karo. ghera jamaNavAra hAya tA badhA jamI rahyA pachI vadhe tA bhIkhArAne ApA, na heAya teA nA paNa pADI do. tema saMsAranI eka-eka pravRtti karI lIdhAM pachI TAima kharca ane ALasa na Ave teA dhane mATe thADA TAIma Ape. nAnA khALakanA hAthamAM hIrA DhAya ane berAvALI maLe teA muThThI kheAra mATe hIrA ApIde. kAraNa ke khALakane hIrAnI ki Mmata nathI samajANI, tema saMsAramAM Asakta thayelA AtmAne paNa dhanI ki'mata samajANI nathI. mahemAnA jamavAnA bAkI hAya ane sAI khuTI jAya te bIjI manAvA ke temane kahI dayA ke have raseAi nathI mATe sau saunA ghera cAlyA jAva? ema kahevAmAM te AbarU jAya, mATe tAtkAlika khIjI rasAI karIne jamADA che. ane ahI' dha karavAnA amane TAima nathI, phurasada nathI' ema khelatAM tamArI Amaru nathI jatI ? dhamathI kama'nI nirjarA thAya ane sAthe sAthe puNya baMdha paNa ghaNA thAya che. jAra pAchaLa cAranA DhagalA thAya. dhamI* jIvane puNyanI IcchA thatI nathI. e tA eka meAkSanI ja IcchA rAkhe che. ane puNya maLe temAM rAcatAM paNa nathI. maLelA puNyamAM je gRddha thAya che, muti thAya che, Asakata thAya che tenA bhukkA uDI jAya che. anatAnA mayArAmAM eTale nigeAdamAM mukAI jAya che. bhagavAna bhavane vakhANe nahIM, paNa mAnavabhavane vakhANe che, kAraNa mAnava meAkSanA svAmI thaI zake che. tamane je muDI maLI temAM vadhAro karA che ke kheAi nAkhA che ? saMgIna dhama karo tA mUDImAM vadhAro thaze. dhathI bhavanI bhukha bhAMgaze. kama'nI bhekhaDA bhAMgI jaze. jeNe dhama AdaryAM che tenA beDo pAra thaI jaze. Aje keTalAMkane teA upAzrayamAM AvatAM paga bhAre thai jAya che ane jamaNavAra hAya te premathI jAya che. "upAzraye jatA tArA paga pAchA thAya, jamavAnu hAya tyAMte doDayA jAya, murakha manamAM vicAra. divAmAM divela khucyu', gheADI che vATa, mAthA upara maraNu bhame, kopI rahyo kALa, murakha, manamAM vicAra.

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94. bhautika vaibhave kAcanA TukaDA jevA che. ane dharma e ratna samAna che. paNa mukhe samajI zakatuM nathI, tethI dharma pravRttimAM pramAda seve che. dharmakAryamAM dhagaza nathI, tAlAvelI nathI. dharma karavAne rasa paDato nathI. rUcI jAgatI nathI. upAzrayamAM paisAne kAraNe pramukha, upapramukha, sekreTarI thaI jAya paNa haiyAmAM dharma pariNamyuM nathI. dIkSA ke je tyAga ane vairAgyamAM vRddhi karavAne prasaMga hoya-e vakhate paNa uchAmaNa karI paisAne AgaLa lAve ane jenI dIkSAmAM sAre kharaDo thAya te dIkSA suMdara rIte ujavANI ema manAve, paNa tyAgane prasaMga tyAgathI ja ujava joIe. Aje paisAnI lAlacamAM leke bhIMta bhUlyA che. jyAMthI maLe tyAMthI paise ekaTho kare e ja vAta che. thAvacAputra bhagavAna nemanAthanI vANI sAMbhaLe che. ane te vANI temane rUcI jAya che. saMsAranI asAratA temane samajAI jAya che ane dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya che thAvacca kumAranA lagna 32 kanyAo sAthe thayA che. te kanyAo 32 kroDa seniyA dahejamAM lAvI che. mahAdhanADhaya sArthavAhanI kanyAo che. paNa jenuM haiyuM saMsArathI virakta bane che tene suMdara ramaNIye hADa cAma mAMsamaya-ghaNAjanaka lAge che. bhogavilAsa vilApa jevA bhAse che. AbharaNe bhArabhUta lAge che. nRtya viTaMbaNuM rUpa lAge che. aDhaLaka samRddhinA svAmI thAvasyA putra pitAnI mAtA pAse dIkSAnI AjJA mAge che. mAtA putrane saMyamanI kaThaNAIo-anukuLa, pratikuLa parisaha tathA upasargane samajAve che. paNa jo koIne dAkhe rahe nahIM. putrane samajAvavAmAM mAtA asamartha nivaDe che. eTale dIkSAnI AjJA Ape che. ane kRSNa vAsudeva pAse jAya che ane kahe che mAre ekane eka priya putra, bhagavAna nemanAtha pAse dIkSA levA taiyAra thayela che. huM dIkSAne utsava ujavavAnI IcchA rAkhuM chuM te mATe Apa mane chatracAmara ane mukuTa vagere Ape. A sAMbhaLI kRSNa mahArAja kahe che mAtAjI ! Ape ahIM AvavAnI takalIpha zA mATe lIdhI? Ape mane bolAvyA hota te huM pite ja ApanI pAse AvI jAta." traNa khaMDanA svAmI che chatAM keTalA nirabhimAnI che? teo kahe che-ApanA putranI dIkSA mArA taraphathI thaze. te pachI kRSNa mahArAja thAvacca putra pAse Ave che ane kahe che he devAnupriya! tuM tArI mAtAne ekane eka jIvAdorI samAna, AMkhanI kIkI samAna putra che. tAre AvI nAnI uMmaramAM dIkSA zA mATe levI che ? tuM mArI chatrachAyAmAM rahe." A sAMbhaLI thAvasthA putra kahe che, traNa duzmane mArI pAchaLa paDayA che tenAthI Apa mAruM rakSaNa karI zake tema che te pachI mAre dIkSA levAnI jarUra nathI. zrIkRSNa kahe che, jaldI javAba ApI keNu tAruM nAma lenAra che, tArA sAme koNa AMgaLI cIMdhanAra che? tane koI tuMkAra kare te huM tene AkarAmAM AkarI sajA karUM. kAMTo vAge te vADa kaDhAvI nAkhuM. jaldI javAba de ke tArA duzmane koNa che? ___"jaiNaM tuma devANupiya ! mama jIviyatakaraNaMmaccu ejja-sANaM nibAresi ? taraMvA

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sarIrarupaviNA siNi sarIraM vA aivayamANa nivAresi ? jaiNaM tuma mama jammaNa nivArasi! saNaM ahaM tava bAhucchAyA parigahie viphale mANussae kAmabhoge bhuMjamANe viharAmi // " jo tame mArA jIvanano nAza karanAra mRtyune dUra karI zake temaja zarIranA varUpane naSTa karanAra ghaDapaNane maTADI zake temaja janmane aTakAvI zake te huM tamArI chatrachAyA nIce rahuM. thAvagrA putranA javAbane sAMbhaLI zrIkRSNa mahArAjAe kahyuM, A duzmane te mArI pAchaLa paNa paDayA che. huM mArI jAtane ja na bacAvI zakuM te tAruM rakSaNa kevI rIte karuM? kRSNa vAsudeva mAtAjIne kahe che, A tamArA putrane pataMgIya raMga nathI paNa majIThIyo raMga che. dIkSAne dIpAve tevuM che. tene saMsAramAM rAkhavuM azakaya che. janma pAchaLa mRtyu ane mRtyu pAchaLa janma ema cAlyA ja kare che. jIva vibhAva bhAva karIne "vattI ventI ja dunnivALI" jI junAM karmane vede che ane navAM karmane bAMdhe che. raMTa cAle tyAre eka bAju bharAtI jAya, bIjI bAju ThalavAtI jAya. je e ghaDIne na bharavI hoya te rAMDhavAthI judI pADI devI joIe, ema janma ane maraNathI bacavuM hoya te rAgadveSa ane mehanA rAMDhavA choDI nAkhavA joIe. zrI kRSNa vAsudeva sAmethI kahe che ke huM dIkSA mahotsava karIza paNa paisA bhegA karavA vastunI uchAmaNI na karI. zrI kRSNa mahArAjA dvArikA nagarImAM DhaMDhero pITAve che ke saMsAranA trAsamAMthI choDAvanAra nemaprabhu padhAryA che. jene dIkSA levI hoya te taiyAra thaI jajo. jene nAnAM bALako hoya tene mArA rAjyamAM mukI jajo. huM sAcavIza. gharaDA mAtapitA hoya te tenuM paNa rakSaNa karIza ane koIne mAthe karaja hoya te huM sarabhara khAtuM karI daIza." "dhanya thAvasthA putra, tajI batrIse nAra, tenI sAthe nIkaLyA, puruSa eka hajAra zrI kRSNa mahArAjane DhaDhare sAMbhaLI eka hajAra purUSe dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI gayA. Aje puruSe pANImAM besI gayA che. koIne dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA jAgatI nathI. "namuM anaMta covIsI RSabhAdaka mahAvIra". anaMta cAvIsImAM anaMtA puruSoe dIkSA lIdhI che. tame taiyAra thAo. A bhava pharI pharI maLatuM nathI. karmanA dhakkAthI janma levuM paDe che, have janma le na paDe, evI taiyArI kare. thAvasthA putre eka hajAra puruSa sAthe dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. dhIme dhIme thAvacA putra aNagAre bhagavAna nemanAtha pAsethI temaja tathArUpanA sthavare pAsethI cauda pUrva sudhIne

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abhyAsa karyo. bhagavAne temane 1000 ziSyone sepyA. have teo eka gAmathI bIje gAma vihAra karatAM vicare che ane jyAM jAya tyAM vijayapatAkA pharakAve che. pharatAM pharatAM teo saugaMbikA nagarImAM padhAre che. te vakhate te nagarImAM zukadeva nAmanA saMnyAsI paNa padhAre che. teo cAra veda ne aDhAra purANanA abhyAsI che. teone paNa 1000 ziSya che, te zucimulaka dharmanI parUpaNa kare che. sudarzana nAmanA nagarazeTha zukadevanA zacimUlaka dharmane vikAre che. eka vakhata sudarzana zeTha jyAM thAvasthA putra aNagAra che tyAM Ave che ane pUche che tuA #i mUDhaNa nite . ApanA dharmanA muLabhuta siddhAMte zA che? tyAre thAvagyA aNagAre kahyuM, "he sudarzana ! amAre dharma vinA mUlaka che." e pachI sAdhu bhagavaMte zreSThIne zuddha dharmanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM ane kahyuM, "lehIthI kharaDAyela vastra lehIthI sApha na thAya paNa pANIthI sApha thAya tema pApathI kharaDAyela AtmA pApathI zuddha na thAya paNa prANAtipAta AdithI nivRtta thavAthI zuddha thAya. jaLanA sparzathI je mukti thatI hoya te haMmezA pANImAM rahevAvALA maccha, kAcabA, sarpa, jalamRga, uSTa tathA jalarAkSasa Adi cha badhAthI pahelA mukta thaI jAya. sudarzana zeThane A dharma rucI jAya che. ane zrAvaka dharma aMgIkAra kare che. A vAtanI jyAre zukadevane khabara paDe che tyAre sudarzana zeDa pAse Ave che, ane dharmaparivatananuM kAraNa pUche che. sudarzana zeTha yathArtha vAta kare che. tyAre zukadeva kahe che, huM tArA guru pAse jAuM chuM ane temane parAsta karavA prazna pUchuM chuM. je temanA taraphathI gya uttara maLaze te huM temane vaMdana namaskAra karIza ane gya uttara nahi maLe te temanI niMdA karIza. zukadeva sanyAsI thAvA aNagAra pAse Ave che. sudarzana paNa sAthe che. te saMnyAsI munine vaMdana namaskAra karatAM nathI. ane parAsta karavAnA hetuthI pUche che. "tamAre jAtrA che?" muni kahe che, hA jJAna-darzana, cAritra-tapa, niyama-saMyama vageremAM ane mana, vacana ane kAyAnA vyApAramAM je nApUrvaka AcaraNa karavAnI pravRtti che te amArI jAtrA che." zukadeva pUche che, "jiM maMte kavaLi4 yApanIya zabdone zuM artha che? tyAre thAvagrA aNagAra kahe che, yApanIyanA be prakAra kaDyA che. (1) Indriya yApanIya (2) ne Indriya yApanIya. pAMceya indriyane vazamAM rAkhavI te indriya yApanIya, manane vaza karavuM te ne Indriya yApanIya che. vaLI zukadeva prazna kare che, tamArA prAsuka vihAranuM svarUpa zuM che? tene uttara ApatAM muni kahe che, upavanamAM, vamAM, maThamAM yAcanA karelI vastu ke je laIne pAchI apAya. jema ke pITha-phalaka vagerenI yAcanA karI vicArIe chIe, te amArA prAsuka vihAra che.

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munine upahAsa karavAnA hetuthI zukadeva pharI prazna kare che. vidyA se aMte jiM mahecaDyA samajavecavA? sarisavaya bhakSa che ke abhakSa? uttaramAM muni kahe che sarisavaya bhakSa paNa che ane abhakSa paNa che. sarisavaya eTale samAna vayanA mitre te abhakSa che ane jyAre dhAnyanA arthamAM sarasava che tenA be prakAra che. zastra pariNita ane zastra apariNita. zastra pariNita sarasava abhakSa che ane zastra pariNitanA prAsuka ane aprAsuka ema be prakAra che. aprAsuka che te abhakSa che. ane prAsukane be prakAra che. yAceluM ane nahIM yAceluM. temAM nahIM yAceluM abhakSa che. ane yAcelAnA be prakAra che. labdha ane alabdha. je alabdha che te abhakSa che. labdha che te bhakSa che. vaLI zukadeva pUche che. kulathI bhakSa che ke abhakSa che ane dhAnyanA arthamAM kulathI eTale kaLathI thAya che, te upara pramANe sarasavanI jema samajavuM. "mAsA bhakSa che ke abhaNa ? zukadevanA A praznano uttara ApatAM muni kahe che. mAsA eTale mAsa-mahInA te abhakSa che. mAtAne bIje artha che telA-gadIyANA. mAsA vagere te abhakSa che. dhAnya-mAsa eTale aDada te sarasavanI mAphaka samajavuM. have zukadeva tatvajJAnanI jIjJAsAthI prazna kare che. tame eka che, be che ke aneka che? muni javAba Ape che ke dravyArthika nayanI apekSAe huM eka chuM, jJAna ane darzananI daSTie be chuM. pradezanI apekSAe asaMkhyAta chuM ane guNanI apekSAe anaMta paNa chuM. thAvacca aNugAranA javAba sAMbhaLI zukadeva khuba khuza thAya che, ane samyakrabela prApta kare che. have te munine vaMdana namaskAra kare che ane vizeSa dharmanuM varUpa sAMbhaLI eka hajAra zive saMgAthe zukadeva saMnyAsI jaina dIkSA aMgIkAra kare che. A zukadeva pAse zilaka rAjA pitAnA 500 maMtrIo sAthe dIkSA aMgIkAra kare che. A badhA jIve te ja bhavamAM saMthAre karI mekSa gatine prApta kare che. A vakhate dharmanI keTalI jAhojalAlI haze! Aje ApaNA dharmamAMthI ghaNu sarakavA mAMDayA che bhagavAna mahAvIranA bhakto bhagavAnanI AjJA zI che te bhulI gayA che ane hiMsAmAM paDI gayA che. A dharma zuddha dharma che. ahIM jarApaNa hiMsAne sthAna na hoya. saMnyAsI jevAne paNa A dharmanuM AkarSaNa thatuM, Aje yAvat jIvana lIdhelA paMcamahAvrata mUkI anya sthAne janArane paNa kaI samajAvanAra ke vAranAra nathI. saMghanI pharaja che ke je uMdhe mArge jatAM hoya tene savaLe mArge lAve. jaina darzana sarvazreSTha darzana che. ApaNAmAM avatAramAMthI Izvara thAya che. jyAre anya darzanamAM IzvaramAMthI avatAra le che. vicAra ke ApaNe dharmanI ArAdhanA zA mATe karIe chIe? nirmaLa thavA ke malina thavA nirmaLa thavA. have ApaNe zuddha ane nirmaLa banavuM hoya te je nirmaLa ane zuddha che tene

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98 AdhAra levuM joIe. je nirmaLamAMthI malina thayelAne AdhAra laIe te ApaNAmAM paNa malinatA Ave. vaLI nirmaLamAMthI malina thavuM te sonA sAITha karavA barAbara che. mATe anya darzanIoe mAnela Izvara ke je avatAra le che te nirmaLamAMthI bane che, mATe te barAbara nathI. IzvaranA svarUpane samaje. vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAze vyAkhyAna naM.84 Aso vada 5 zanivAra tA. 10-71 sAtamA vratano adhikAra cAle che. paMdara karmAdAna jANavA paNa AdaravA nahi. temAM daMtavANijaje = hAthI dAMtanA vyApAra, kAgaLanI hAthaNI banAvI tene zaNagArI jaMgalamAM ubhI rAkhe, tenI najIka moTo khADe gALe, hAthI dUrathI hAthaNIne jue ane viSayamAM unmatta bane, tenI pAse AvavA prANanI paravA karyA vinA te doTa mUke ane khADAmAM paDe. mana para aMkuza gumAvavAthI hAthInI kevI dazA thAya che? khADAmAM paDatAM tenI svataMtratA chInavAI jAya che. bhUkhe mArI nAkhe che ane mArI nAkhelA athavA marI gayelA hAthInA hADakAM ane hAthIdAMta para aneka jAtanI keraNI karI baMgaDI, cuDA, hAra, ramakaDA vigere banAve che. AvA vyApAra karanArA pitAnAM svArtha khAtara bIjA nI zI dazA thAya che te joI zakatA nathI. pitAne eka phoDakI thatAM AkAza-pAtALa eka karanAra, theDA duHkhamAM paNa AMsu pADanAra bIjAnA prANanI Ahuti levAmAM jarA paNa acakAtA nathI. kezavANijaje eTale camarI gAya vigerenA vALanA vyApAra. camarI gAya dhenI peLI zaMkha jevI hoya tene tenA puchaDAnA vALa para ghaNI ja Asakti heya. kayAMya ekavALa paNa tUTavA na de. tenAmAM caMcaLatA paNa ghaNuM hoya. kabADI ke tene pakaDavA tenI pAchaLa paDe eTale te jaMgalamAM doTa muke, paNa tenuM pUMchaDuM kAMTAmAM bharAya tethI ubhI rahI jAya. vALa eka paNa na tuTavo joIe ema vicArI kAMTAmAMthI dhIme dhIme puchaDuM kADhavA prayatna kare, tyAM pAchaLa paDelA kabADIo AvI jAya ane kAra calAvI puMchaDuM mULamAMthI kApI nAkhe. gAya tyAM taraphaDIne mRtyu pAme. A vALanA cAmara banAve, je derAsaramAM, maMdiromAM tathA rAjyamAM vaparAya che. dharma sthAnaka jevA pavitra sthaLamAM AvA hiMsaka sAdhane kema vaparAtA haze ! brAhmaNI vidhavA bane tyAre tenA vALa utArI levAmAM Ave che. te vALa

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kaDha utAratAM e kevI kalpAMta karatI hoya ! e vALanA roTalA banAve ane bahene e eTalA nAkhI rAjI thAya. eTalA aneka prakAranA hoya che. temAM AvA paNa eTalA hoya che. rasavANijaje-eTale madira Adi rasanA vyApAra. lakhavANijaje-eTale lAkhanA vyApAra. viSavANijaje eTale viSane vyApAra. mAkaDa mAravAnI, macchara mAravAnI, uMdara mAravAnI davA, DI. DI. TI. Adine vyApAra tathA aphINane vepAra jainathI thAya nahiM. jaMtu pIlaNa kame eTale vANI, saMcA vigere aMgenA vyApAra AgaLa ghAMcI leka ghANA nAkhatAM hatAM. Aje jene magaphaLInA tela. talanA tela, sarasIyAnA tela mATe kArakhAnAM ubhAM kare che. magaphaLImAM-dhaneDA IyaLa Adi keTalAya trasa prANI hoya te pIlAI jAya che. kAlAmAM varasAdane kAraNe viMchI, kaMthavA Adi thaI jAya che, tene pIlavA mATe nAkhe tyAre paNa ghaNI hiMsA thAya che. moTI moTI piTTiIo, kArakhAnAo vi.mAM che e kAyanI hiMsA thAya che. mIlavALA manamAM malakAtA hoya paNa tenAM puNya pIlAI rahyA che. mahAraMbha, mahAsamAraMbha karanAra naraka gatimAM utpanna thAya che. paisA vadhAravAnI ja bhAvanA che. ene mekSa taraphanuM lakSya paNa kayAMthI hoya? nilaMchaNa kame eTale baLada, gheDA vagerenA avayava samAyane vyApAra. baLada-ghoDA vi. ne khasI karAve tyAre tenI jananendriya para kApa mUke che. te vakhate te anahada pIDA anubhave che. tenA taraphaDIA ane trAsa jevAya nahIM evA hoya che. Dhorone nAkamAM nAtha nAMkhe che. vacaluM paDa bhedI temAM rAMDhavuM nAMkhe tyAre khUba vedanA thAya che. davagni dAvaNayA eTale dAvanaLa saLagAvyA hoya. ghaNe TheSa buddhine kAraNe khaLAmAM agni mUke che. ghaNuM AkhA ne AkhA vana saLagAvI nAkhe che. vaDa saLagAve che. vIDa saLagatAM DherenAM peTa para pATuM paDe che, temAM sarpAdi rahetA hoya te paNa saLagI jAya che. aneka jInI hiMsA thAya che. ghaNAM verajhera ane bajhADI mAravAnA svabhAvane kAraNe kaTumbamAM-samAjamAM-gharagharamAM-bhAI bhAI vacce-sAsu vahu vacce, derANI-jeThANI vacce jhagaDA thAya evA vacane bele che. eka bIjA sArI rIte rahetAM hoya te na jaI zake, eTale emanA jIvanamAM dava kema lAge te rIte prayatna kare. eka bIjAnA premamAM vikSepa paDAve te paNa davA lagADa kahevAya. keTalAka mANasanA svabhAva kAtara jevA hoya che. A kAtara kalezI nArI che, aMdamAM virodha karanArI che, heya bhegA judA karanArI che, suNa darajIDA ! gajakAtara ne sathadorAnI vAta kahuM, kAtara ane seya eka gajavelanI be cIja che. paNa kAtaranuM kAma kApavAnuM che ane soyanuM kAma sAMdhavAnuM che. ema ghaNu mANasonA svabhAva kAtara jevA hoya che. eka bIjAnA manane khATA karI nAkhe che. bhegAne judA pADe che. ane keTalAMkane svabhAva

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500 seya je heya che. dilamAM tIrADa paDI hoya te te sAMdhI de che. saddabhAvanA keLavavAnuM zIkhave che, jene saunI sAthe AnaMdathI rahetAM zIkhavuM hoya teNe jIvanamAM sahanazIlatA keLavavI joIe. traNaso varSa pUrvenI eka vAta che. eka pradhAnanuM kuTuMba hajAra mANasanuM hatuM. paNa te badhAmAM saMpa khUba ja hato. saMyukta kuTuMbamAM rahevAnA aneka phAyadA che. paNa mANasane rahetA AvaDe te ja te vyavasthA TakI zake. saMpa rAkha heya to sAmA mANasanAM vicArene Adara ApatAM zIkhavuM joIe. sAmI vyakti peTI hoya te tene premathI samajAvI tenA hRdayane jItavuM joIe. saMsAramAM zAMti sthApavAnI A eka cAvI che. pilA pradhAna paNa khUba vicArazIla ane zANa hatAM. kuTumbanA eka eka sabhya kevI rIte rahevuM joIe teNe te darekane zIkhavyuM hatuM. temanA saMpanI suvAsa comera phelAvA lAgI. A vAta jApAnanAM samrATanA kAne AvI, te rAjA A pradhAnane tyAM AvyA. te vakhate pradhAna bimAra hatAM. rAjAe kutuhalathI pradhAnane pUchayuM, "ApanuM AvaDuM moTuM kuTumba eka lAkaDIe kevI rIte cAle che? ApanA saMpanuM kAraNa zuM che?" A sAMbhaLI pradhAne pitAnA pautra pAse kAgaLa pena mAMgyA. ane kAgaLamAM sahanazIlatA-sahanazIlatA-sahanazIlatA ema traNa vAra lakhyuM. gama khAtAM zIkhe. Aje gheraghera verajhera ane kaleza dekhAya che. kAraNu sahana zIlatAne abhAva che. jarAka viparIta vAtAvaraNa thAya eTale tarata krodha-praveza AvI jAya che ane e AvezamAM viveka paNa bhUlI jAya che. bhagavAna kahe che ke keIpaNa sAthe tAre aNabanAva ke manaduHkha thayuM hoya to tenI kSamA mAgI le. bhagavAna kahe che ke krodhane kAraNe sAdhu athavA sAdagIne kadAcita arasaparasa kaleza thaye hoya te tene zAMta karI de. mAMhamAMhI khamata khAmaNu karavA. khamAvyA vinA koIpaNa kArya karavuM nahIM. sAmI vyaktine khamAvatAM te Adara Ape ke na Ape, te ubhA thAya ke na thAya, vaMdana kare ke na kare, sAthe AhAradi kare ke na kare, te sAthe rahe ke na rahe, te khamAve ke na khamAve paNa Atmahita IchanAra sAdhue hRdayapUrvaka kSamApanAne karavI. je khamAve che te ArAdhaka che ane je nathI khamAvate te virAdhaka che. kSamApanAnuM ATaluM badhuM mahatva zA mATe ApyuM haze? kAraNa ke bhagavAne kahyuM che ke upazama e ja cAritrane sAra che. mATe jema bane tema krodhAdi kaSAyathI dUra rahe. kAmane kaMdhanA lebhanA kAphalA, thANuM nAMkhI paDyA ADI vATe, lAlapILA batAvI mane chetare, ThelatAM jIvanane azubha pATe, kanaka ne kAminI rUparaMga nAmanI, meha jALa pharI jIvana khArUM, kalAnta huM brAnta huM leza gama na paDe, nAtha pikAruM chuM nAma tArUM."

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501 krodha-mAna-mAyA-labha-meha anAdi kALathI jIvanamAM thANuM nAkhI paDayA che. jIvane azubha mArge laI jAya che. jIvanane khArUM jhera banAve che. AnAthI bacavuM hoya te vItarAga mAge Ave. jIvanamAMthI viSaya ane kaSAya jAya te ucca jIvana bane. tIvra kaSAyathI tIvra karma baMdha thAya che. kaSAya karavAthI jIvana pastI jevuM satuM banI jAya che. kSamAnA eka guNane jIvanamAM vikasAve te aneka guNe kheMcAI Avaze. ane AtmA karIne hIma jevo banI jAze. anAdine avaLa svabhAva sudhA te ApaNA hAthamAM che. keInA jIvanamAM Aga lagADavAmAM tame nimitta na banaze. saradahatabhAgaparisesaNiA = sarevara, dahakuMDa, taLAva Adi ulecAvavA te karmAdAna che ane asaIjaNa pisaNiyA = hera, gulAma Adine ucherIne vecavA, vezyAnA kAmane uttejana ApavuM, zikArI kutarA pALavA, bIlADI pALavI. AvA vyApAramAM hiMsA ghaNI thAya che. tethI mAnava samAjanA zreya mATe AtmAnuM ahita karanAra AvA hiMsaka vyApArane niSedha karavAnuM kahyuM che. Arthika lAbha vadhAre thatuM hovAthI AvA dhaMdhA tarapha zrAvake pitAnA zrAvakapaNAne gumAvI bese che, paNa je samaje te AvA dhaMdhAne tyAga karavAmAM jIvananuM zreya che. sAce zrAvaka paMdara karmAdAnane vyApAra te na ja kare. paraMtu paMdara kamadAnathI banelI vastune upayoga paNa prAyaH na kare. koIpaNa vastune upayoga karatAM pahelA vicAre ke A vastu apAraMbhathI banelI che ke mahAAraMbhathI banelI che! sAtamA vratamAM jeo nathI AvI zakatA teo paMca aNuvratanuM pAlana paNa karI zakatA nathI. kAraNa ke amaryAdita IcchAvALAe pitAnI IchA saMtoSavA hiMsA, asatya Adine Azraya le paDe che. have AThamAM vratanuM varUpa avasare samajAvAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 85 Aso vada 6 ne ravivAra tA. 10-10-71 anaMtajJAnI paramAtmAe siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyA che. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayelI vastu. ahIM niSakumArane adhikAra cAle che. temAM bAra vratanuM svarUpa

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502 samovAya che. gRhasthAzramamAM saMyamamaya jIvana jIvA mATe bhagavAne mAra vratanuM kathane karyu che. AThamu vrata anarthAdaDavu che. jIva cAra prakAre anathathI daMDAya che. " caunniDe anatthA ghaDe, pannate taM jahA-avajajhANA cariya', pammAyA cariya', hi'sayALu, pAvakammA vaesa, ' avajhANA cariya' eTale kharAkha dhyAna dharavuM te anarthAda'Da che. dhyAna cAra prakAranA che. AtadhyAna, raudra dhyAna, dhama dhyAna ane zukala dhyAna. temAM pahelA e azubha yAna che ane pachInA e zubha dhyAna che. kA~nA udaya pramANe saMcAgeA prApta thAya che. paNa temAM iSTa saMceAga ane aniSTa viyeAgatuM ciMtana karavu' te AtadhyAna che. jenI dRSTi guNa prApti tarapha che tene saMge khaDu muMjhavI zakatA nathI. jJAnI purUSAnA guNeAne tamArA jIvanamAM utAravA hoya te temanAM jIvana caritronuM sukSma nirIkSaNa karo. dhIme dhIme paNa temanuM anukaraNa karI. temanAM samAgamamAM rahe. temanA caraNAmAM ALeTo. cAritramAM DUbakI mAravAthI, temAM nimagna khanavAthI guNa prApta thAya che ane doSA dUra jAya che. darekanAM jIvanamAMthI guNu letAM zIkhAya teA anarthAMDathI khacAya. jo niMdA, irSoM-dveSa, cADI-cugalI AvA dugu NeA AtmAmAM praveza karaze te jIvana a vinAnu khanI jaze. caparAzIne daravAjAmAM ubhA rAkhavAmAM Ave che. te zeThanA svajana, mitra, ADatiyA Adine gharamAM AvavA de che. ane cAraluMTArA ke mavAlIne paga uparathI pArakhI jAya che. tene aMdara ghUsavA detA nathI. jJAnI purUSA kahe che, tame tamArA daravAna bane. Atma-mahelanI aMdara suMdara guIAne AvavA do, ane durguNAne dura haTAvA. kharAma vicArAne hRdayamAM sthAna na Ape. supaDuM zuM kAma kare che te khakhara che ? supaDA vaDe seAvAthI kharAba tatva khaDAra nIkaLI jAya che ane sAra tatva temAM rahI jAya che. tame tamArA jIvanamAM zenA saMgrahu karo che? manarUpI begamAM zuM bhagna che ? jenI sAthe tamAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI, jenI AjIvikA tamAre pUravI paDatI nathI tenI pacAtamAM teA nathI paDatAne ? ghaDIyALamAM kacaro bharAya tA aTakI paDe che. mazIna kharAbara kAma ApatuM nathI. tema manarUpI mazInamAM kacarA bharAya te te pazu aTakI paDe che. bhagavAne ThANAMga sUtramAM kevaLajJAnane AvatuM aTakAvanAra sAta vikathA che ema kahyuM che. jyAM 1nA vicArA DAya tyAM paranAM vicArAne sthAna na hoya ane paranAM vicAro hAya tyAM stranA vicArone sthAna na hAya. jyAre dharmadhyAna haiAya tyAre A dhyAna na heAya. ane Ata dhyAna haiAya tyAre dharma dhyAna na hoya. ekI sAthe e vicAro rahI zakatA nathI. tamAruM' dhyAna karyu che te tapAse. khUkSma puNyane jaththA ekaThA thAya tyAre mana maLe che, e mana dvArA kevA vyApAra thAya che? sva svabhAvamAM AtmAne sthira karanAra mana che. sa'nI jIvA ja meAkSagAmI ane che. manathI su Mdara vicAradhArA cAle che. zarIra karatAM ka`matI jIbha che. jIbha karatAM kimatI

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pI nAka che. nAka karatAM kiMmatI AMkha che. AMkha karatAM kiMmatI kAna che. ane kAna karatAM kiMmatI mana che. e mana ApaNane prApta thayuM che te manane svabhAvamAM kendrita karI svamAM ja sthApavuM joIe. je mana sthira bane te ghaNA kALamAM nathI thaI zakayuM evuM kArya thaDA kALamAM pUrNa thAya. rUpiyAne hisAba meLavatAM dhyAna bedhyAna thAya che? "nA". te dharmamAM mana kema sthira thatuM nathI? mokSa prApti mATe daSTine khUba sUkSama banAvavI paDaze. je kAMTAthI rUnA dhaMkaNuM khAya te kAMTAthI matI na khAya ane je kAMTAthI sonAno tela thAya te kAMTAthI bhAjIne tela na thAya. baMnenA kAMTA judAM judAM joIe. Atma sAdhake AtmAnI samaya samayanI pariNatine jevI joIe. bhagavAne uttarAdhyayananA 10mA adhyayanamAM pramAda nahIM karavA mATe "samaye gAyama! mA pamAyae" A pada 36 vAra kahyuM che. samaya eTale kALane avibhAga pelI che. jenA be vibhAga na thAya te niraMza--aMza. ALasu thaIne besI rahevuM tenuM nAma ja pramAda nathI, paNa AtmA tarapha upekSA ane parapadArtho tarapha rUcI te paNa pramAdane eka prakAra che. manamAnyuM na maLe eTale jIva dhuMvApuvA thAya che. nekara pAse pANI maMgAvyuM teNe na sAMbhaLyuM. bIjI vAra kahyuM te paNa na sAMbhaLyuM. have bhAIne pIte uchaLe kayAM mUe che. pANI lAvatA nathI." AvA apazabdano prayoga karI de che. pANI mAMgyuM ne tarata maLI gayuM te rAjI thAya. bhANA para beThA ane pAMca miniTa sudhI roTalI na AvI te dhIraja rahe? nA. paNa samabhAva rAkhI eTalI vAra navakAra maMtra gaNI le te? bhANuM hamaNAM pIrasAze. AkuLavyAkuLa zA mATe thAya che? piSadha karyo hoya ane pAraNanuM moDuM thAya te zuM thAya che? kodha thAya ne? tamArA vicArane vaLAMka ApatAM zIkho. moDuM thayuM emAM zuM ? "mAre tapamAM vRddhi thaze. A khAuM khAuMnA yugamAM paNa eka bahena upavAsa karI rahyA che. 108 upavAsa karavAnA che. temaNe temanI vRttine aNahAraka svabhAva tarapha vALI che. upavAsa karavA eTale aNADAraka svabhAvanI vAnagI cAkhavI. khAvuM te mAre svabhAva nathI, paNa zarIrane saMga che, eTale AhAra levo paDe che. karmane nAza thAya te zarIrane nAza thAya ane zarIra na heya te AhAra na levuM paDe rAsA nikA ra tapathI karmanI bhekhaDo uDI jAya che. paNa je zarIrane ja sarvasva samajanArA che, tenI vRtti zarIramAM-zarIranAM mAnapAnamAM ramatI heya che. IndriyanA gulAmane najIvA prasaMgamAM paNa IrSA thAya che. ekane khAvA mATe dudhapAka Ape ane bIjAne reTa ane chAza ApyAM, te roTalAvALe dudhapAkavALAnI IrSA karaze, paNa je vRttine sva tarapha vALI heya te dukha nahIM dhare. ISTanA saMganI IcchA karavI te paNa ArtadhyAna che. A dikare mane khubaja game che. te mArI sAthe ja jame, mArI bheLe ja suve, koNa jANe pUrva bhavane zuM saMbaMdha

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5% haze? Ama ISTa saMgamAM Asakta thanAra karma bAMdhe che. ane A leke mane dIThAya gamatAM nathI ema thAya te paNa karma baMdhanuM kAraNa che. rAgoya doso biya kamma bIya, kammaca mAha pabhava vayanti / N = gAra maLamUruM, tuvanna 2 gA mA vanitta. / u. A 32 rAga ane dveSa e be karma baMdhananA mULa che. AnaMda Ave tevuM bhejana maLe te rAga thAya ane bAsuMdInI IcchA hatI ne bhaDakuM maLyuM te bhANuM pachADe ane jIva, nathI khAvuM, A Sa che. "tame ja tenuM te vIcara." manejha ane amane bhAvane kADhI nAkhe te vItarAgatAne prApta karI zake. padArthane evAmAM karma baMdha thatuM nathI. jyAM najara karIe tyAM rUpa dekhAya che. sAMbhaLIe tyAM zabda kAne paDe che. Indriya para sIla devAtA nathI. paNa mane amaneza bhAva na kare te padArtha baMdhanuM kAraNa banaze nahi. kevaLI kAlekanA bhAvene dekhe che. je jevAmAtrathI karma baMdha thatuM hoya te temane vadhAre karma baMdhAya mATe karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa rAga dveSa che te nakkI kare. ane te bhAvethI jema bane tema huM virakta rahe e nirNaya kare. rAgadveSe jIvanamAM khuba vikRti ANI che. e khataranAka duzmana che. "rAgadveSa ajJAna e mukhya karmanI graMtha, thAya nivRtti tehathI, e ja mokSane paMtha. rAgaSa ane ajJAna e kharA duzmana che. keI tamArA paisA luMTI jAya, tamArA zarIrane nukasAna kare, tamArA nAmane bagADe athavA tamArI kIrti para kucaDe ke tene tame duzmana mAne che, paNa sadaguNane luMTI janAra kAye, duzmana lAge che ke AvI kSamA guNane luMTI jAya che. mAna AvI komaLatAne, mAyA AvI saraLatAne luMTI jAya che, lAbha AvI saMtoSa guNane luMTI jAya che, tenI sAme jIva to paNa nathI. koI khIsAmAM hAtha nAMkhI tenI neTa upADe te be tamAcA lagAvI daye che. paNa Atmika dhana luMTanAra tarapha upekSA sevo cho! paisAnI kadara che, paNa Atmika dhananI kadara nathI. bajAramAM ekathI dasagaNA bhAva bolAtA hoya, kamANI karavAnI kharI mosama hoya te vakhate ophIse jatAM rastAmAM mitra maLe ane tamane kahe, "mitra cAla! Aje eka suMdara philama jevA javAnuM che. huM TIkITa paNa laI Avyo chuM. tAre cakkasa AvavuM ja paDaze. A TAIme tame zuM kahe ? atyAre mane rUkAvaTa pAlave tema nathI, jhapATAbaMdha ophIse pahoMcavAnuM che. Aje huM tArI sAthe kaMI paNa rIte AvI zakuM tema nathI. paisAnI dhUnamAM mojazekha vagere badhuM bhulAI jAya che. AvI dhUna jyAre dharmanI lAgaze tyAre AtmA dIpI uThaze. A dharmanI kamANI karavAnI mAsama che. parabhAva taraphathI daSTi uThAvI laI svAdhyAya kare, dhyAna kare, vAMcana kare ane Atmatatvane pAme,

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5 **, * - zAka levA jatA he tyAre De TAima bagADe te cAle, paNa kamANInI vAta hoya tyAM pramAda na pAlave. dharma pravRttimAM tamane kamANe dekhAya che ke nahI? dharmathI karmanI bhekhaDe uDI jAya che. aNupehAne aNuba ghaNuM kAma kare che. apehA cAra prakAranI che. (1) egacchANuhA (2) aNizvANupehA (3) asaraNupehA (4) saMsArANupehA. A cAra ApehA para vicAraNuM calAve. AtmA ekale AvyuM che. eka javAne che. zarIramAM roga Ave te keI laI zake nahIM. tema huM paNa koIne paregane laI zakuM nahIM. je kamane karyA che te ja bhoktA che. , karmane nahi zarama Ave, heya bhale tuM bhaNele, gurUnuM karyuM gurUjI bhagave, celAnuM bhegave cele, karamane re keyaDe alabelakarama. (ra) bApanA karelAM karma bApa bhogave che. dIkarAnA karelAM dIkare bhegave che. gurUnA karelAM gurU bhogave che, ane ziSyanA karelA ziSya bhogave che. A vAtamAM jarAya garabaDa nathI. tame karma kene mATe kare che? karmamAM tAdAmyapaNuM meLavyuM che? zeDI kamANI thAya te abhimAna kare ke huM kamANe, mArI AvaDate A maLyuM che ane beTa jAya te vepArIne pApe mAre A sahana karavuM paDayuM tema bele. abhimAna mUkI de. bIjAne deSa kADha mA. tArA ja karelAM tAre lamaNe jhIMkAvAnA che. jIvanamAM dharmanuM mahAo lAve. dharma tamAruM rakSaNa karaze. moTaramAM musApharI karatAM ekasIDaMTa thAya ane bacI jAva to zuM kaho? dharmane pratApe ame bacI gayAM paNa bairInAM pratApe dhana-vepAra ke muDInA pratApe bacyA tema kaI kahe kharA? nA...A uparathI tamane nathI samajAtuM ke tamAruM rakSaNa karanAra dharma che ! kharekhara A vAta hadayane sparzatI hoya AdhyAnanAM pariNAmamAMthI mukata bane. vedanA vakhate AkuLatA vyAkuLatA thAya che. dardI Ave tyAre vicAre ke mArA karatAM ghaNAne ghaNuM darda Ave che. huM te ghaNe bhAgyazALI chuM ke mane bhayaMkara vedanA nathI. paNa jIvane e svabhAva che ke pitAnA thoDAka dardane ghaNuM mahatva ApI de che ane bIjAnAM bhagaMdara jevA rogane pheDakI tulya mAne che. darda Ave te phaLa ApI cAlyuM jAya che. jema eroplena nIkaLyuM, theDIvAra avAja lAge, cAlyuM gayuM ane pUrvavat zAMti thaI gaI tema harika viparIta paristhiti vakhate vicAro ke A saMga mane jagADavA mATe AvyA che. duHkha vinA sukhanI kiMmata samajAtI nathI. gulAbane prApta karavuM hoya te kAMTA pAse javuM paDe che. kamaLa kAdavamAM uge che tema sukha rUpI kamaLa paNa duHkhanA kAdavamAM uge che. - duHkhathI jIvanamAM na ra Ave che. bIjAnA dukha tarapha sahAnubhUti jAge che ane duHkhathI

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5 prabhunI najIka thaI zakAya che. jyAre tamArA zrImatI unA unA kulakA jamADatI hoya tyAra Izvara yAda Ave ke tamArI sAme thaI jAya? tamArI eka eka vAtane kApI nAkhI jyAre te ADI cAle tyAre Izvara yAda Ave ! jyAre putra anukuLa hoya, tamArI sevA karate hoya tyAre saMsAra asAra lAge? jAnamAM gayA che ane vividha vAnagIo ArogatA he, tyAre Izvarane yAda kare ke zArIramAM khUba tAva caDe tyAre yAda kare? jyAM ekaluM sukha che tyAM viratIrUpa dharma nathI. jyAre jIgaliyAne kALa pravatate heya-kalpavRkSanA sukhe maLatAM hoya tyAre dharma nathI. tema devabhUmimAM paNa vibhava ane sukhane pravAha che, eTale tyAM dharma nathI. devene samakita hovA chatAM eka navakArazI tapa paNa karI zakatA nathI. tema ekaluM duHkha heya tyAM dharma nathI. jemake ekandriyapaNuM. ekendriyamAM te samakti paNa nathI. jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke tamArA jIvananA aMtarikSamAM dukhanI kALI ghaTAo gherAya tyAre zAMti rAkhe. zAMti rAkhaze te koI vAra sukhane prakAza paNa tamane maLaze. sukha ane duHkha eka DALanA be phaLa che. Aja AnaMda te kAla viSAda che, ema saMsAranuM cakra cAle, sarakhI sthiti rahI nA karI keInI, kaI karamAya te kaI phAle, jIvana che tyAM sudhI karma prArabdhanAM, sahana karavA paDe khAMDa khAI, sukha ne dukhanA dhvaMdva taMtu vaDe, jIvana cAdara badhAMnI vaNAI sukha ane duHkha jIvanacAdaranAM tANAvANA che. karmanA paripAka sahana karavAM ja paDe che. jIvananI dhArA ekasarakhI sadaiva rahetI nathI. kayAreka sama hoya te kayAreka viSama heya. jIvanamAM kayAreka vasaMta hoya te kyAreka pAnakhara paNa hoya. kayAreka nirogI kAyA hoya te kayAreka dardathI gherAyelI hoya. deha che tyAM sudhI darda te AvavAnA. zaradI thaI gaI ane tAva Avye te tAvane utAravAnI kozIza na kare. tAva zaradIne pakavI de che. zaradIne traNa divasa bhAra rahe pachI maTI jAya. pUrve hiMsA karI che eTale dad Ave che. have darda na joItAM hoya te jInI dayA pALa, azubha pravRttimAMthI zubha pravRttimAM Ave. daI Ave tene zAMtithI veda. jJAnI tathA ajJAnI baMnene karma te udayamAM Ave che. karma koInI zarama rAkhatA nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne paNa cha mahInA sudhI lehIkhaMDavADe raho ApaNe te pAmara ja chIe. te karma udayamAM Ave temAM zuM navAI che? jJAnI purUSane jyAre karma udayamAna thAya tyAre paNa jJAnamAM ja rame che. paraMtu ArtadhyAna dharatA nathI ane ajJAnI jIva junAM karma vete jAya ane AdhyAna karI navAM karma bAMdhate jAya. daIne zAMtithI veThavA eja tapa che, eja sAdhanA che ane temAM ja kharI parIkSA

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pahe thAya che. dharmane jIvanamAM keTale pacAvyuM che te khATale paDe tyAre khabara paDe. AtmA ane deha bhinna che, ema bolavuM saheluM che, paNa jIvanamAM vaNavuM muzkela che. kamane udaya jJAnane udaya karAvavA Ave che. rara divasa pathArImAM rahevuM paDayuM te aneka bAhya pravRttimAMthI nivRtti maLI ema samajI bheda vijJAna karavAne apUrva avasara maLe che ema mAnI AtmAmAM DubakI mAre. AtmAnA guNarUpI rannene prApta karavA mATe ahIM ApaNuM Agamana thayuM che. koI jhaverI ratna kamAvavA mATe ratnadvIpamAM jAya che, tyAM rahevA nAnI evI jhuMpaDI banAvI rahe che. marajIvAe dariyAmAMthI ratna kADhI zeThane Ape che. zeTha te kharIdI le che. eka vakhata e jhuMpIne Aga lAgI. jhaverI rane laI pitAne deza cAlyA jAya che ane tyAM kiMmatI ratnane vepAra karI sukhI thAya che. tevI ja rIte A AtmA e jhaverI che. manuSya bhavarUpI ranadvIpa che. jJAna-darzana cAritrarUpI rane che ane kAyA e kAmacalAu jhuMpaDI che. A jhuMpaDIne nukasAna thAya eTale ke dehamAM daI Ave athavA maraNarUpI Aga lAge tethI AtmAne zuM? tene te ratnanuM rakSaNa karavAnuM. vakhata Ave ratnane laI cAlatI pakaDavAnI. khajAne pAse che eTale jyAM jaze tyAM sukhI ane samRddha banI zakAze. karma che te zarIra che ane zarIra che te daI che. zarIra dhAraNa na karavA paDe tevuM karA te daI nahi Ave. rega vakhate AkuLatA vyAkuLatA, rAga jaldI maTe evI ciMtavANA karavI te ArtadhyAna che. ane niyANuM karavuM te paNa ArtadhyAna che. niyANuM karavuM eTale lAkha rU.nA hIrAne kaDImAM veca. ArtadhyAnathI je mukta thAya te anarthadaMDane tyAga karI zake . AThamA vratanuM vizeSa svarUpa avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM 86 Aso vada 8 semavAra tA. 11-10-71 anaMtajJAnI bhagavAna mahAvIra savAmIe bhavya chane siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyA. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayela vastu. bhagavAna nemanAtha niSaSakumArane tenI samajutI Ape che. vrata-pratyAkhyAnathI Asrava

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508 na aTake che. jyAM sudhI AsavanA nirodha na thAya tyAM sudhI kema AvyA kare che. kama AvavAnu kAraNa vibhAvabhAva che. kama' enI meLe cAMTatuM nathI. ApaNe vibhAva-bhAva karIe chIe eTale kama cAMTe che. pariNAme kama khaMdha thAya che. be jaNA zAka sudhAravA beThA hAya paNa manane sarakhA karma baMdha thatA nathI, titra mada jJAtAjJAta bhAvavIryAddhikaraNa vizeSebhyasya dvizeSaH (tattvArtha sUtra ) tIvra pariNAma, mattu pariNAma, jANatA ajANutA, zakti azakti, sAdhana vagere viziSTa-jevAM jevAM kAraNeA apAya tevA tevAM gADha-cIkaNAM ke maMda-lukhA kamanAM madha thAya che. be jaNA cALI sudhAre temAM eka kahe, me kevI sarasa sudhArI? jhINI jhINI jANe mazInathI utArelI hAya tevI lAge che. jyAre bIje kahe, A pApI peTane mATe asaMkhya jIvAnA kaccaraghANa kADhavA paDe che. AmAMthI kyAre chuTIza ! zAka para charI ane calAve che paNa baMnenA piraNAmamAM keTaleA phera che? eka juThThuM khele ane kahe ke AnAvinA cAle ja nahiM. sarakAranI AkhA AMjavI joI e. juhu na melIe te paisA kamAvAya nahI. yAre bIje kahe, juThThuM khelavA jevuM nathI paNa khelavuM paDe che. kaSAyanA tIvra pariNAme cIkaNuA madha thAya che ane maMda piraNAme rUkSa baMdha thAya che. eka mANasa jANI joI ne vAMdA, kIDI-makoDA para paga mUke che jyAre bIjA mANasathI ajANatA paga AvI jAya tA tene pazcAtApa thAya che. tenAthI baMdhamAM paNa phera paDI jAya che. jenAmAM zakti vadhAre hAya te vadhAre kAma kare ane azakta echu' kAma kare. ema ka`khadha tIvra ke maMda paDe te adhi. karaNa eTale sAdhana para paNa AdhAra rAkhe che. A badhI vizeSatAthI karyaMbaMdhamAM paNa vizeSatA Ave che. pApamAM beThA che, eTale pApa karavu' paDe che. paNa tamArA pariNAmeAmAM tIvratA na lAve. ghaNAM niratha ka rIte ArabhAdi kArcamAM kudI paDe che. ghaNI baheneA kahe-mane DALA AthatA khUba sarasa AvaDe che. mArA hAthe Athelu athANu bAra mahinA sudhI bagaDe ja nahIM. tamAre koine karAvavuM hAya tA mane cAkkasa khelAvo. kama', jevA pariNAmathI khaMdhAyA haze tevA uyamAM Avaze. mATe baMdha vakhate cetavAnI khUba jarUra che. kama tamArA bhaNataranI paNa zarama nahIM rAkhe. RSabhadeva bhagavAnane kamane kAraNe bAra mahinA sudhI AhArapANI na maLyAM, mahAvIra prabhunA kAnamAM khIlA bheAMkAyA AMjharIyA muninA mastake talavAra paDI, ane mahAkhala munine pharatI Aga cAMpavAmAM AvI. chelle bhava carama zarIrI chatAM mahApurUSonA karma kevA pIchA pakaDayA hatA! samatA rAkhavI e ja dhama che. mamatA jAya ane samatA jIvanamAM Ave te saMsAra TukI thai jAya. ajJAnI yuvAna mamatAne kAraNe strInuM uparANu le. ane mAtAne sabhaLAve ke tamAre mArI vAIphane eka zabda paNa kahevAnA nathI. jo garabaDa karazeA te ame judAM thai jaIzuM ane tamane AjIvikA paNa nahi mAkalu'.' mAe dikarAne keTalA

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509 premathI keTaluM kaSTa sahana karIne mATe karyAM! e putra svAyaM sadhAtAM ane rAganu ramakaDu' maLI jatAM mAta-pitA pratye kevI rIte varte che? saMsAra keTale viSama che, chatAM tane tenA para kema mamatA Ave che ? mamatA jIvane bhavabhramaNa karAve che. eka TreInamAM eka sAdhAraNa sthitinI mAI musApharI karI rahI che. tenA mukha para gamagInI chavAyelI che. A duniyAmAM ghaNA mANasA gamagIna hoya che. ghaNA saMgIna hAya che. ane ghaNA raMgIna hAya che. mukha parathI hRdayanAM bhAveA jANI zakAya che. A mhenanA magajamAM aneka vicArAnAM taraMgA uThI rahyA che. mana kemeya sthira thatuM nathI. tenI bAjumAM beThelA musApharI ATalI badhI gamagInInuM kAraNa pUche che. mhena kahe che, "mArA para du:khanA DuMgarA tuTI paDayA che. mArI kathanI smRti karuNu che, paNa tame badhAM mArA taraphe sahAnubhUti darzAve che tethI vAta karU chuM. eka nAnakaDA gAmamAM zrImata zeThane tyAM mArA pitAe mane paraNAvI. mArA pati sukhI ane premALa hatA. gharamAM khAvApIvAnI kai kheATa nahAtI paNa jiMdagImAM badhAM divase sarakhA jatAM nathI. mArA patine rUmAM meATI kheATa gaI ane amArI jAheAjalAlI asta thaI gaI. te vakhate e putrIe, eka sAsu ane ame e mANusa, eTale pAMca mANasanuM gujarAna kevI rIte calAvavuM e eka vikaTa prazna thaI paDI. varSI e sukha teA vaSa e duHkha che, ema sukha duHkhanI ghaTamALa stI, uDDaya ne astA sabhave sUryane, hAya ratnAkara eTa-bharatI. taDakI ane chAMyaDI jAya AvyAM kare, raMka ke rAyane caDatI paDatI, eka sthiti rahI nA kadI koI ne, joI lejo bhale sArI dharatI". sukha duHkhanI ghaTamALa jIvanamAM AvyA ja kare che. sUrya' paNa uya pAme che, ane asta thAya che. samudramAM paNa bharatI oTa AvyA kare che, tema A jIvanamAM pazu taDakI chAMyaDI AvyA kare che. AvI paDelI sthiti nabhAvavI ja paDe ema samajI huM pArakA kAma karavA lAgI, paNa kemeya puruM thAya nahi' eTale mArA patie kamAvA mATe muMbaI javAnA vicAra karyAM, ame e vicArane anumedana Apyu. ane sArU' muhuta` joI temane vidAya ApI. te muMbai gayA pachI cha mahinA sudhI patra AvyA, te pachI kAMI patra paNa naAvatAM ane paisA meAkalavAnA paNa aMdha thayA eTale amane ema thayuM ke kadAca muzkelImAM heze, tethI mArI zakti pramANe kAma karIne huM kamAvA lAgI ane jema tema kuTumbanuM pASaNa karavA lAgI. te daramyAna amArI bAjumAM rahetA eka bhAI mArI pAse AvyA ane mane kahyuM, "hena ! tamArI sthiti huM jANuM chuM. tame jarAya muMjhAze nahI, mArA paisA e tamArAja che, jyAre

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jarUra paDe tyAre mArI pAse mAMgane te bhAI mArA tarapha sahAnubhUti batAve che tema samajI huM koI IvAra temanI pAsethI paisA letI. ekaMdare se rUpIyA lIdhA haze. paNa te bhAIne peTamAM pApa haze te huM jANI zakI nahetI eka vakhata te AvyA ane mane kahyuM hamaNAM kema rUpiyA mAMgatA nathI, zA mATe bheda bhAva rAkho che? tamane tamArA pati jeTaluM ja sukha ApIza." A sAMbhaLI mArA rUMvADA ubhA thaI gayA. AvI melI bhAvanAthI zuM A bhAI mane madada karatAM haze? mArI cAmaDI para tene moha lAgyuM haze? meM tarata kahI dIdhuM ke mAre tamArA rUpiyA nathI joItAM ane tamArI sahAnubhUtinI paNa jarUra nathI. tamArA lIdhelA rUpiyA huM thaDA vakhatamAM bharapAI karI daIza paNa maherabAnI karI mArA gharamAM tame paga mUkaze nahI. huM garIba chuM, paNa mArA cAritranuM lIlAma karavAvALI nathI." paranArInI prIta AraMbhe amRtanI dhArA jevI mIThI lAge. paNa aMte haLAhaLa jheramAM pariNamanArI che. dAvAnaLamAM vasavuM sAruM paNa paravArInI prIta kharAba. paranArInI prItamAM lapaTAelA murakhane zarUmAM jANe cAMdanI relAtI heya e AnaMda AnaMda lAge che, paNa e cAMdanI cAra divasanI che. enI pAchaLa te AtmAne bALI mukanAra Aga beThI hoya che. zarUmAM bhale vAsanAne vijaya thate jaNAya paNa mAnavInA kapALamAM janmArAnI hAra ja lakhAI jAya che. paravArInI prItaDIne paMtha zarUmAM bhale kulethI chavAele lAge paNa bIjI paLe te e mahAbhayAnaka bhULa bheMkanAre banI jAya che. te be ghaDIne AnaMda agaNita duHkhane denAra bane che. dehanI bhUkha saMtoSavA mATe agaNita bhogavilAsa pAchaLa AtmA deTa mUke che, paNa jenI bhUkha saMtoSavA gAMDa banI bhaTake che te deha te mATImAM maLI javAne che. mATe tRSNA pAchaLa bhaTakavAnuM cheDI de ane tArA brahmasvarUpane je. tuja patnI vinA A jagamAM je je dekhAtI nArI che, samaje te e che jagatamAtA, samaje te mATe tArI che." AMkhe pavitra rAkha, sAcuM te bAla, Izvara dekhAze tene tene kela." sAjana puruSe paravArIne mAtA ane bahenanI dRSTithI jovI joIe. kAma ane korUpI vaTeLIyA ja mananAM jharaNAne veravikhera karI nAMkhIne jIvanasAgara DoLI nAMkhe che, chatAMya vicitratA e che ke Avega samaye mANasa bhAna bhUle che ne pitAnA mULa devatvane visarI jaI patananI khAImAM gabaDI paDe che. mana ane mananI taMdurastIne Aga lagADanAra A kAma ane krodhanA sakaMjAmAMthI chuTayA pachI ja koI paNa mANasa pragati karI zake che.. .

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pA kAma ne konA agni ThAryA vinA, dilamahIM zAMtidhArA na chAye, hAya kacarA taNA Dhaga hRdayamAMhI te, nAtha jagane tyAMhI kema Ave ?" hadayamAM viSaya ane kaSAya bharelA hoya tyAM paramezvarane vAsa kema thAya? pilI garIba bahena pitAnI jIvana kathanI kahetAM kahe che ke pele bhAI ane bahena bahena kahete ho, mArA para mamatA dharAvatuM hatuM paNa tenAM hRdayapaTamAM kALAza hatI. bahenI bahenI kahIne bolAve, aMtara judI Aza, mukhaDAthI te mIThuM bele, kALajaDe kALAza...hAM tuM vIra vIra pukAra te bhAIe mArUM zIla luMTavAnA ghaNA prayatna karyo, paNa huM makkama rahI. eTale te phAvI zakaze nahIM. paranArImAM prema karanArA nizAcara rAta paDe ane nIkaLI paDe che. jaMgalI pazu, cera ane vyabhicArI traNe nizAcare che. pitAnuM kArya sAdhavA mATe teone aMdhAruM priya lAge che. viSayAsakta cha nArakImAM utpanna thAya ane paramAdhAmIo temane agninA TabamAM besADe che. ahIM garamI thatI hoya te pANInA TabamAM beso che ne? paNa tyAM te dhagadhagatI agninuM Taba heya che. nArakInuM varNana sAMbhaLatAM rUMvADA UMcA thaI jAya. hatthehi pAehiM ya baghiUNa, udara vikattati khurAsiehi jigi nAiTsa vida, ra4 cira viduto paddhati rA sUya. a. 5 u. 2 paramAdhAmI nArakInA chanAM hAtha ane paga bAMdhI charI ane talavArathI tenuM peTa cIre che, tenA zarIrane pakaDIne pIThanI cAmaDI ukhe che. tenuM moTuM khelI leDhAnA geLA nAMkhe che. nArakIne pADIne tenA para zIlA nAkhe che. nArakInA jInAM mAthAmAM kANuM pADe che. ane deraDethI laTakAve che. hAthapaga bAMdhI de che. ane jamaNA paDakhAnI cAmaDI DAbA paDakhAmAM kADhe che. ane DAbA paDakhAnI cAmaDI jamaNA paDakhe kADhe che. pApa karI jIva malakAya che paNa nArakImAM kevAM dukhe bhegavavAM paDe che! saMsAra duHkhamaya che. pelI bahena kevI herAna thaI rahI che. AvA aneka anubhava karavA chatAM jIvanI ajJAnatA keTalI che ke saMsArane pakSapAta chuTatuM nathI. ane dhamane pakSapAta Avato nathI. dIkarIne sAsare mokalavI hoya tyAre koI bhayasthAna na dekhAya, "dIkarIne paraNAvuM ne te duHkhI thaze te tene pati tene nahIM bolAve te? sAsu mAthAbhAre maLaze te dIkarIne pati pArakI strIne rAkhIne beTho haze ?" AvA keI vikalpa AvatA nathI, ane dIkSAnI vAta Ave tyAM pahelethI bhaya dekhAya. dIkSA nahIM pALI zakAya te? tapa karatAM zarIra bagaDaze te? Ama dharmanI vAtamAM aneka vika satAvaze. saMsAramAM aneka ghaTanAo evI bane che, najare jovA maLe che, sAMbhaLavA

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pa13 maLe che ke saMsAra tarapha mAna na rahe, chatAM haiyuM evuM kahera thaI jAya che ke manamAM ema thAya ke saMsAramAM ema ja cAle." pelI bahena kahe che, "mArA patinA traNa traNa varasathI kAMI samAcAra na AvyA eTale mArI sAsu khUba ciMtA karavA lAgyAM. meM temane AzvAsana ApyuM paNa dhIme dhIme Arthika muMjhavaNa khUba vadhI gaI ane mArI paNa dhIraja khUTavA AvI. eTale sAsune samajAvI patinI tapAsa karavA huM muMbaI gaI. tyAM tapAsa karI te patie pahelAMnuM raheThANa badalI nAkhyuM hatuM. dariyA kinAre blekamAM rahevA gayA hatA. saranAmuM laI huM tyAM pahoMcI. blekanI bahAra patinA nAmanuM pATiyuM hatuM. eTale nakkI karyuM ke teo ahIM ja rahetA haze. ghaMTaDI dabAvI ane sapheda suMdara sADImAM sajaja thaelI eka bAIe bAraNuM kholyuM, mane AvakArI ane AvavAnuM prajana pUchayuM. tene jotAM mArA manamAM zaMkA gaI ke Ane rAkhIne te nahIM beThA hoya ne? meM mArA patinuM nAma laI pUchayuM. e gharamAM nathI ? kayAre Avaze? ane Apa koNa che? bAI e javAba Ape ke huM ane e gADha mitra chIe mArA vinA emane cAle ja nahi tame emane kayAMthI oLakhe? mArA manane vahema pAko thaye. chatAM hiMmata rAkhI meM kahyuM. tame mane sahAyaka thaze? te huM mArI oLakha ApuM." pelI bAIe kahyuM. "tame vAta karaze. huM sahAya karIza." meM kahyuM "huM emanI paraNetara chuM. traNa varSathI dhaMdhAthe ahIM AvyA che. paNa kAMI mokalatA nathI, samAcAra paNa ApatA nathI. be dikarIo ane eka mAtA cArane nibhAva mArA mAthe che. Apa temanA mitra che te A aMge emane kAMI na kaho?" A vAta cAlatI hatI tyAM mArA pati AvyA ane mane jotAM ajANyA thaI kahevA lAgyA. "tame keNu che? ahIM kema AvyA che?" A sAMbhaLatAM mane khUba AghAta lAgyo. meM kahyuM "Apa A zuM bolI rahyA che? tame mArI sAthe lagna pahelAM ja akhUTa jIvana saMbaMdha ane akhUTa premanA karAra karelA. ane Aje tamArI paraNetarane bhUlI jAya che? temaNe kahyuM "are! tuM koI gaLapaDu che. jAUTha ahIMthI. huM tane oLakhate nathI." ane..... mArA patie mane bahAra dhakelI mUkI. A saMsArane oLakhI levA jevuM che. saMsAranuM svarUpa kevuM che? nirguNa mANasa para game teTale upakAra karyo hoya paraMtu ene kazI kiMmata ja na hoya. e upakArI para apakAra karatAM paNa acakAya nahi. saMsAra Ave che. saMsAra khAre che, paNa tamane khare kayAM lAge che? jo khAra lAge te saMsAra parathI mana uThI jAya, bAI kahe che huM raDavA lAgI, bAjuvALA eka plene mane pitAnA

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blekamAM lAvI AzvAsana ApyuM ane raDavAnuM kAraNa pUchayuM. meM satya hakIkata kahI, te bahene kahyuM "tamArA pati te rakhAta rAkhI beThA che. have tamane belAve tema nathI. keTe java te teNe AjIvikA ApavI paDaze. A sAMbhaLI meM kahyuM : "are paisAne mATe, peTane mATe huM pati sAme keTe jauM ? nA, nA.mArA hAtha sAbuta che. huM baMdha karIza. mArA nasIbamAM patinuM sukha nahI hoya. meM pUrve azubha karmo karyA haze tethI Aje bhogavavAnAM AvyAM che. aMjanA para pavana kumAra kevA Asakta hatA, paNa aMtarAyakamarane kAraNe lagna pahelAM ja kevuM vAMkuM paDI gayuM ke bAra bAra varSa sudhI tenI sAmuM paNa na joyuM! ema meM mArA manane samajAvyuM. ane mArA gAma jyA mATe pAchI vaLI chuM, paNa mane ciMtA thAya che ke huM mArA sAsujIne kevI rIte samajAvIza !" A bAinI vAta sAMbhaLI musApharoe kahyuM tame keTe caDo, paNa te mAnI nahi. bAI samaju hatI eTale pitAnA karmane deSa kAryo ane viSaya saMbaMdhI raudra dhyAna na dharyuM. jIvanamAM sAthI ghaNuM maLe che, paNa bevaphA nIvaDe che. bhagavAna je sAthI ekeya nathI. badhAM pharI jAya paNa Izvara pharato nathI. mArAM mArAM karI jIva marI jAya che, paNa mArA mAnyAM te mArAnuM kAma kare che. "rUdana karUM chuM ghaNuM, suNanArUM koI nahi, tArA vinA AMsu mArAM luMchanAruM koI nahi, karaje tuM mApha bhulya mAphI mAMguM caraNe paDI, mArAM mArAM karI paratAyo chuM huM peTabharI." jagatamAM sau svAthI che. duHkhanAM AMsu luchanAra koI nathI. bhagavAnane zaraNe jaI viSayanAM raMga rAga bhUlI dharmanAM mArgane apanAve te sukhI thAya che. bhagavAnanAM mArga sivAya kayAMya AzvAsana maLe tema nathI. bhagavAnanI AjJAne jIve avagaNe che. zeTha game tevA zabdo saMbhaLAve te paNa sAMbhaLI le tenI eka eka AzA uThAve, kAraNa ke tyAM Arthika lAbha dekhAya che. bhagavAnanI AjJA mAnavAmAM Atmika lAbha dekhAya che kharA? bhagavAnanI AjJA che ke tame ArtadhyAna raudra dhyAnamAM na paDe. raudra sthAnanAM cAra prakAra che. "hiMsAvRtta , viSaya saMrakSaLaDyo" hiMsA saMbaMdhI raudradhyAna eTale keIne mAravAnA pariNAma, kaI jIvane mAre eka divase, paNa taviSayaka vicAre keTalA divasa sudhI cAle? mRSA saMbaMdhI raudradhyAna eTale juThuM belavAnA pariNAma. satya bolanArane kAMI vicAra kare paDatuM nathI. paNa asatya bolanArane keTalAya plAna racavA paDe che, peTA vicAre karavA paDe che. "Ama pUchaze te Ama javAba ApIza ane Ama pUchaze te Ama javAba ApIza" ema boTo paDA karanArane paNa vicAravuM paDe. cerI saMbaMdhI raudradhyAna eTale corI karavAnA pariNAme sekSa-InkamaTekSa Ahi

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pAka anekamAM corI kare che. corI karavAnA vicAranI lALa keTalI laMbAya? viSayAnubaMdhI raudradhyAna eTale viSaya kema prApta thAya te saMbaMdhInA pariNAme. A rIte jIva Ata ane raudradhyAnathI aneka pApane upArjana kare che. ane anartha De daMDAya che. jIvanamAM prasaMge te aneka paDavAnA, paNa je samaje che, te karma bAMdhatuM nathI. A samajaze tenuM avazya kalyANa thaze vyAkhyAna..87 Aso vada 9ne ravivAra tA. 12-10-71 anaMtajJAnI paramAtmAe bhavya jIne siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyA che. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. AThamA vratanI vAta cAle che. jIva anarthaDe khUba daMDAya che, ane karma bAMdhe che. be deza vacce yuddha cAlatuM hoya temAM eka jaya thAo ane bIjAne parAjaya thAo ema IcchavuM te paNa anAthadaMDa che. jyAre komenTrI cAlatI hoya tyAre badhAM keTalA rasapUrvaka te sAMbhaLe che, ane ApaNA dezanA khelADIe jIte evI prArthanA kare che. AvA hArajItanA prazna jugAramAM, saTTAmAM, capATa vagere ramavAmAM rahe che. A badhAmAM nirarthaka jIva daMDAya che. - juvAna jodha dikaro ke koIpaNa svajana marI jAya te tenI pAchaLa rudana karavuM, azra sAravAM, kuTavuM, pITavuM, bIjAne rovarAvavA vagerethI azAtA vedanIya karma baMdhAya che. bahu raDavAthI ke zoka bahu pALavAthI kAMI maranAranI sagati thatI nathI, ane raDavAthI mANasa pAchuM paNa AvatuM nathI. raDavAne rIvAja amAnuSI nathI lAgatuM? musalamAnamAM ane khrIstIomAM hiMdu jevA raDavAno rivAje jayAM nathI. tame tamArA vajana pAchaLa raDo che, AtmAne te tame oLakhatA nathI, ane oLakhatA he te AtmA te amara che. te eka penImAMthI bIjI yonImAM gaye che, ane zarIrane raDatA he te zarIra te tamArI pAse ja paDayuM che. tene te tame ja bALI nAkho che. saDana, paDana, bhegu thavuM, vikharAvuM e pudgalane svabhAva che. mANasa raDe che enA svArthane, saMsAranI mAyA svArthamaya che, paNa jIva vicAra karatA nathI. dikarA mATe mAtApitAe aneka svapna sevyAM hoya. moTo thaze, amAre visAme banaze, sukhane ane anukuLatAne ApanAra banaze. amAre kamAvAnI ciMtA nahi rahe. e putra bharayauvana vayamAM upaDI gaye, tyAre bole ke amane nedhArA mUkyA, paNa bhAI! paramAM sukhabuddhi kalpI e ja tArI bhUla che, jJAnI purUSane mATe saMsArane eka eka prasaMga vairAgyanuM kAraNa bane che.

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pApa eka vakhata kabIrajIne maLavA eka ajANyA bhAI AvyA. te vakhate kabIra smazAne gayA hatA. kabIrajInAM patnIne te bhAIe pUchayuM "kabIrajI kayAM gayA che?" temaNe javAba Ape, smazAne gayA che, have te te badhA pAchA AvatA haze. A sAMbhaLI pelA bhAIe kahyuM "huM ajANyo chuM, kabIrajIne oLakhavA kevI rIte?" badhA mANasanA meDhA parathI ramazAna vairAgya dUra thaI gayA haze paNa jenA meM para kAyamane vairAgya dekhAya te kabIrajI haze. A nizAnI parathI tame oLakhI zakaze. kabIrajInA patnIe javAba Ape. Aje smazAna vairAgya paNa uDI gayuM che. eka bAju mRtadeha baLane heya ane bIjI bAju mANase alaka malakanI vAto karatA hoya. smazAnamAM paNa ghaNuM cA pIe che, bIDInA dhumADA kADhe che. keTalAyane bALI Avyo paNa enAM e ja dagA-phaTakA ane kapaTa, jIvanamAM koI phera ja na paDe. "maDadA baLe masANamAM dina pratye dekhAya, te paNa te jenArane sAra nahi samajAya'. keTalAyane hATapheIla thaI jAya che. keTalAyanI sAdaDImAM jaI Ave che, paNa A zarIranI eka divasa eja dazA thavAnI che, te samajAtuM nathI. je dehanI vinazvaratA samajAI jAya te papha, pAvaDara, ne vagere lagAvavAnuM mUkI de. dehanuM abhimAna karavA jevuM nathI. anaMtA zarIra mUkI dIdhA, tema A paNa eka divasa mUkI devAnuM che. zarIra para zuM meha dharavA jevuM che? AyuSyane bharose nathI. kayAM sudhI jIvavAnuM che te paNa nakkI nathI. keI cerane phAMsInI zikSA thAya te nakkI thaI jAya che ke ATha divasamAM tenuM mRtyu AvavAnuM che, paNa ApaNe ATha divasa sudhI jIvazuM te nakakI kharUM? eka dina tArI kALa pakaDaze eTalI, ociMtAnI khAlI paDaze tArAvALI eTalI, karama zarama nahi rAkhe tArI, karavA nahi de tane taiyArI, bhANAmAM piraselI raheze garama karelI tArI roTalI... tArI0 je oTalA para besI roja DAyare bharAte hoya te eTale eka divase khAlI thaI jaze. moDhAmAM nAkhelI roTalI cavAze ke nahi te paNa bharoso nahi. bhANAmAM AvelI garama garama roTalI eka bAju paDI rahe che, ane bhAI upaDI jAya che. zarIrane khUba paSTika khorAka ApyA. zuddha ghI, bAsamatI cokhA khavaDAvyA, navA navA sAja zarIra para sajyA, ziyALA unALA tathA comAsAnAM vastro judA judA rAkhyA. zarIrane mukI eka divasa cAlyuM javuM paDaze. bhAine chAtImAM dukhavA AvyuM che, jaladI DekaTarane bolAve, ema bUma pADI ane DokaTara Ave te pahelAM te cAlate thaI jAya. jIvana ATaluM kSaNika che, chatAM mamatA keTalI? Aje dukAna baMdha karI nIkaLyA, kAle ughADavA AvI zakaze ke nahI

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pa16 te paNa nakakI nathI. jIva mamatvane kAraNe maranAra pAchaLa AMsu sAre, valepAta karI cIkaNuM karma bAMdhe che. bhogavavA mATe vasAvelI cIje joI raDe che. pati pAchaLa patnI gAMDI thaI jAya che, paNa A badhA mohane sanepAta che. ghaNI vidhavA bahene bele che. e marI kema jAya, paNa tArA hAthanI vAta hoya te rAkhavAtAne! anyanA mRtyu jaI jIvane vairAgya Avo joIe. saMsAra upAdhimaya lAga joIe. zreNikanI kAli Adi 10 rANIonA 10 putre yuddha karavA gayA. te vakhate mAtAne ciMtA thavA lAgI ke yuddhamAM putranuM zuM thaze? te vakhate bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI tyAM bIrAjatA hatA. bhagavAna mana-mananI ane ghaTaghaTanI vAta jANI rahyA hoya che. 10 rANIoe prabhu pAse jaI vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karI pUchayuM: "amArA putra yuddha karavA gayA che tene ame jIvatA dekhazuM ke nahi!" koIne prAsako paDe tevI bhASA sAdhu bole nahi, paNa A rANIone A sAMbhaLI vairAgya AvavAne che te vAta bagavAna jANe che eTale kahayuM. dasa divasamAM ciDArAjAnA bANathI dararoja eka eka ema dase putro mRtyu pAmaze, eTale tame tene jIvatAM joI zakaze nahi. A sAMbhaLI mAtAone mucha AvI gaI. jAgRta thayA tyAre mehane kepha utarI gayuM hatuM. dase rANIoe bhagavAnane kahyuM, "he prabhu! A saMsAramAM cArebAju alita palIta (dAvAnaLa) lAgI rahyo che. janma jarA mRtyuthI A leka prajavalita thaI rahyo che. Apa amane tAre, amAre uddhAra kare. dase rANIoe dIkSA lIdhI ane ugra tapazcaryA karI te ja bhavamAM mekSa pAmI gaI. tamArA keTalA sagAvhAlA mRtyu pAmyA? chatAMya vairAgya kema AvatuM nathI? AtmAne zodhavA aMtaramukhadaSTi karavAnI jarUra che. jene pitAnA mAnyA hoya te cAlyA jAya che. have e saMga karo ke je kadI chUTe ja nahi. rUSabha jinezvara prItama mAhare, aura na cAhuM re kaMtha, rIjha sAheba saMga na parihare re, bhAge sAdi anaMta...rUSabha0 he prabhu! tuM ja mAre priyatama che. tuM ja mAro svAmI che. have bIjA svAmIne dhAra ja nathI. prabhune saMga sAdi anaMtakALa sudhI che. saMsArane saMbaMdha Adi che. eka yugalanAM lagna thayAM, rIsepzana patAvI aneka AzAnA minArA sAthe pitAne ghera AvatA hatA tyAM baMne pATAmAM kacarAI gayA. saMsAranI prIta-sagAI khoTI che. kAyama TaktI nathI. kAM bAI vidhavA thAya che athavA bhAI vidhura thAya che. saMsArInuM sukha kAcuM, paraNIne raMDAvuM pAchuM, ene have zIda yAcuM re....mohana tArA mukhaDAnI mAyA lAgI.

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517 sa'sArInuM sukha kevuM, jhAMjhavAnA nIra jevu', tene tuccha gaNI levuM re....mAhana tArA mukhaDAnI mAyA lAgI. saMsArInuM sukha jhAMjhavAnA pANI jevu che. pANI pIvAtu nathI ane tarasa maTatI nathI. vAMDhAne kayAre lagna karu tema thAya che ane lagna karelA che te pastAya che. varagheADe vararAjA DAMgrahAMze caDe che. pArakA dAgInA caDAve che ane benDavAjA vAge che. bhAI manamAM khUba malakAya che. paNa kanyA gharamAM AvI, e cAra saMtAna thaI gayA. have puru kaI rIte karavu e mUMjhavaNa vadhI jAya che. cAre bAjuthI ci MtAoe ene gherI lIdhA che. mhAra jAya tyAM vepAranI ciMtA, ghare bairI mAthAbhAre, chekarA taphAnI, kharcAnA kAI pAra nahi, leNadArA takAdA karatAM hAya, AvA sa`sAranAM aneka kaDavA anubhavamAMthI pasAra thavA chatAM saMsAra cheADI saMyama aMgIkAra karavAnI bhAvanA jAgRta thAya che? 66 devaleAka samI dIkSA lAge sIDI ma`ine, sayama zakti hINAne mahA naraka saMdeza " eka varSanI dIkSA-paryAyavALA sAdhu sarvArthasiddha vimAnanA devAnI tejulesyAne ula'dhI jAya che. tamane amArI IrSA nathI AvatI? zuM saMsAramAM khUMcI gayA che? jIDhagInA bhareAse nathI. meAta Avaze ane upADI jaze te pahelAM dharmamAM gati vadhArA. jIvanamAM palaTo lAve. eka gulAMTa khAva. anAdikALathI ajIva tarapha dRSTi che, tene uThAvI meAkSa tarapha karo. jIvananuM navasarjana karavA saMsAranuM visarjana karo. pUrve nathI sevyA evA pUrva bhAvane sevA. "apUrva avasara evA kayAre Avaze, kayAre thaIzuM mAhyAMtara nigraMtho, sarva saMma dhanu' khadhana tIkSaNa cheDhIne, vicarazu' kava mahat purUSane patha jo" je AdhyAtmadazAmAM jhIlI apUrva bhAvAmAM rame che te bhAvanA bhAve che ke kayAre evA avasara Avaze ke bAhya ane abhyaMtara ane graMthIne teDI hu nigra thakhanIza ! mithyAtva te sabhyatara graMthI che, ane parigraDu te bAhyagraMthI che. tamane tamArA jIvanamAM dhamanI jarUra lAge che ke dhananI ? dhama thI meAkSa maLe, dhanathI nahI maLe. dhama trANu, zaraNu ane rakSaNurUpa che. tethI dhama'mAM vizvAsa karavA jevA che. jeNe dhamane ArAdhyA, je dharmane zaraNe gayA temanA meAkSa thayA che. pramAdane cheDI Ata dhyAna AdithI dUra thaI dharmanuM ArAdhana karaze! te avazya kalyANa thaze.

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vyAkhyAna .....88 AsA vada 10 ne budhavAra tA. 13-10-71 anaMta jJAnIe e siddhAMtathI samajAvyA. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu, tenuM nAma siddhAMta. khAramu. upAMga vandvidazAmAM khalabhadranAM putra niSaya kumAranA adhikAra cAlI rahyo che. temAM bhagavAna nemanAtha AThamA vratanA bhAvA samajAvatAM kahe che ke aneka jIvA saMsAramAM anarthAya ...DAI rahyA che, ane tenAthI cAra gati, cAvIsa daMDakamAM paribhramaNa kare che. anAdi kALathI paribhramaNu karatAM (2) A amUlya avatAra maLyA che. ahIM dharmAMrAdhana karavu ja joI e. dhama karavAnI apUrva ruci jAgRta thavI joie. dharmAtmAne sAmAyika, vrata, pratyAkhyAna vagara cena na paDe. rAtrInAM cAvihAra na thAya ne gALI levI paDe te dhamIne jIva maLe. jene dhama karavAnI rUci nathI, tevA jIvAne kahevAmAM Ave ke sADApAMca vAgI gayAM che, jamavAnuM taiyAra che, tA cAlA, jamavA esI jAo, teA kahe, hamaNAM jamAya che, zI utAvaLa che ? ema karatAM rAtrinAM ATha vagADI de ane rAtrI bheAjana ja kare. UbhA UbhA gappA mAratA hAya tene kAI kahe, cAle vyAkhyAnamAM, te rUce nahi. gappAnI gamatamAM geAThe, pAchI na dhare pAnI, amUlya avasara eLe gumAve, e badhI navarAnI nizAnI. gappA mAravAnA TAIma maLe che. saMdezamAM zA samAcAra che? muMbaI samAcAramAM zu nyujha AvyA che ? cIna jApAnamAM zu' cAlI rahyuM che ? Ama kathA, bhattakathA, dezakathA ane rAjakathA karavI e tenuM kAma che. jo bIjAnI vAtA karavAmAM ane niMdA karavAmAM TAIma vyatIta thatA hAya tA samajajo ke amUlya avasara eLe gumAvAya che. hAthamAMthI hIrA jevA avasara cAlyA jaze te pastAvAneA pAra nahi rahe. eka pitAe pAtAnAM putrane chatrIsa hajAra rUpiyA ApI paradeza mAkalyA. nasIba cege peDhI kamAtI thaI paNa sekhatIe evA maLI gayA ke bhAi mAjazeAkhamAM, ramatagamatamAM ane AnaH prameAdamAM paDI gayA. peDhInuM kAmakAja munImajIne soMpI dIdhuM, ane vepAranuM saravaiyu' jovA tarapha najara paNa nAkhI nahi. dhIme dhIme peDhI besavA lAgI. A bhAI ne khabara paDI ane cApaDA tapAsyA te ghaNuM devuM vadhI gayuM hatu. ane peAtAnAM rUpiyA jene tyAM dhIryAM hatAM te paNa maLe tevuM na hatuM. eka jagyAe ATha hajAra dhIryAM hatAM tenuM nAmanizAna naheAtuM, eka jagyAe 18 hajAra dhIryAM hatA tenI mulAkAta lIdhI,

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sAthe paNa tene tyAM teTalAM naLIyAM paNa naheAtAM. ane eka jagyAthe 10 tejAra mUkayA hatA, paNa te vepArI evA hatA ke 10 8janu paMca kare te 10 hajAra maLe tema hatu. A vepArIne have devALu phUMkavAnA vArA Ave ke khIjuM kaMI thAya ? mA manuSya janmanuM aAyuSya 1dhAremAM vadhAre 100 varSetu' gaNIe tA tenA iMtrIza paNa nathI hajAra dahADA thAya. aDhAra vIsa varSanAM thAya tyAM sudhI tA parabhavanA vicAra AvatA. parabhavanuM bhAtuM bAMdhavuM joIe, kamANI karavI joie, evI kalpanA paNa nathI AvatI. tyAM sudhImAM sAta ATha hajAra dahADA cAlyA jAya che. 20 thI 50 varSanA gALAmAM 30 varSa mAjazeAkhamAM, yuvAnanI maratImAM ane saMsAranA sIdarA kheMcavAmAM cAlyA jAya. koI prabhunuM smaraNa karavAnuM kahe, tA kahI de ke atyAre dhana bheguM karavA, gho, jyAre gharaDA thazuM tyAre dhama karIzuM ane pacAza pachInA varSomAM jJAnAbhyAsa, cAritranI tIvratA ke zAsananI sevA karavAmAM adamya utsAha jAge nahi. zArIrika sthiti paNa nabaLI paDI gaI haiAya ane mANasa mAnasika rIte paNa thAkI gayA haiAya tethI e badhA dahADA dekhavAnAM, kamANInAM nahIM. A mANasa pelA vepArInI jema kamANI karavAnAM saMcAgamAM te mUkAya che, paNa peAtAnI jokhamadArInu bhAna pAtAne ja nathI. AkhI jIMdagI dhULamAM maLI jAya che. paNa tenuM phaLa kevu meLavavu. jeIe tenA vicAra paNa karatA nathI. tema tame tamArA jIvanamAM najara nAkhajo ke mAnava janmanA satkRta vyarUpa kamANI karI ke je mUDI pAse hatI te paNa khAvAtI jAya che? ApaNI pAse ekaeka divasa te sAdhanA karavAnI, kamANI karavAnI aNumAla taka samAna che. sA varSanA vIsa yuga thAya, sA saMvatsara, masA ayana, chaseA Rtu, bAraseA mahinA cAvIseA pakSa, aDatAlIseA aThavADiyA, 36 hajAra divasa, be lAkha aThayAsI hajAra paheAra, dasa lAkha 80 hajAra murhuta, ekavIsa lAkha sATha hajAra ghaDI, cAraseA sAta krADa aDatAlIsa lAkha, cAlIsa hajAra zvAseAzvAsa thAya. AvA eka eka zvAse aritanuM nAma raTA. zvAsa zvAsa pe harI bho, mithyA zvAsa mata khAya, kayA jAnegA zvAsakA, Avana hAya na hAya. zvAseAzvAsamAM bhagavAnanAM nAmanuM raTaNa karo. eka zvAsamAM bhagavAnanuM nAma na levAya tA te zvAsa khAI nAkhyA. zvAsa mUkelA levAze ke kema eTale paNa khyAla nathI. mRtyu AvavAnu che paNa kaI mInITe Avaze te khabara nathI. mATe cetatA raheA. dharmArAdhana karavA jevu lAge che ke nahi? tamane zenI rUci che? rastA parathI nIkaLe ne ajANIyA ramatA hAya te sATha varasanA vRddha paNa jovA Ubhe raheze. temAM keTale samaya pasAra thaI jAya che. tenA paNa khyAla rahetA nathI. bhagavAne kahyuM che ke jIva pramAdamAM divaseAnAM divasa vyatita kare che.

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520 pamAyAcariya'(pramAda Acarita)-pramAdanAM pAMca prakAra che. "mar viSaya havAcA, niA vihA paMcamAmaLiyA / e e paMca pamAyA, jIvA pADati saMsAre // mananAM keTalA prakAra ? ATha. jAtimada, kulama, vigerenA mada kare teA te jIva jAI vihiNIyA, kulavihiNIyA, jAti, mULa, maLa, lAla, tapa vagere hINu pAme, mATe mada karavA ravA nathI. viSaya : pAMca iMdriyanAM ekavIsa viSaya che. ane tenA khaseAbhAvana vikArA che. viSayamAM rAcavu e paNa pramAda che. AtmAne paDavAnu sAdhana che. kaSAya seThaLa prakAranA pannavAjInA caudamA paTTamAM kahyA che. peAtAne mATe, parane mATe tadulayA: bannene mATe, kheta-ughADI jamInane mATe, vahyu- DhAMkI jamInane mATe, upadhi mATe, niratha kapaNe, jANutAM, ajANatAM, upazAMtapaNuM, aNupazAMtapaNe, ana'tAnubaMdhI krodha, apratyAkhyAnI krodha, pratyAkhyAnI krodha, savalananA krodha. e seAla samuccaya jIva AzrI ane 24 daMDaka AzrI eTale 16 ne 25 thI guNatAM 400 thAya. jema kha`pALIthI kacarA ekaTho kare tema je kama* kacarAne ekaThA kare te caNIyA, vadhAre bhegA kare te upacaNiyA ekaDA kare, bAMdhe, vede, uddIra, nijara eva' che. bhUta, bhaviSya, vartamAnakALa AzrI 6 ne 3 thI guNatAM aDhAra thAya. te eka jIva ane bahu jIva AzrI eTale 36 thayA. samucya jIvane cAvIsa daMDaka zrI eTale 36 ne 25 thI guNatAM 900 ne 400 upara kahyA te, ema 1300 krodhanA, 1300 mAnanA, 1300 mAyAnA 1300 leAbhanA kula 5200 bhAMgA thayA. kaSAya karavA e paNa pramAda che. (1) sukhe sue ne sukhe jAge e nidrA, duHkhe sue ne duHkha jAge. e nidrA nidrA-beThA beThA udhe te pracalA-hAlatAM hAlatAM uMdhe te pracalA pracalA-gheADAne cAlatA cAlatAM UMgha Ave, thiiddha nidrAvALAne adha vAsudeva jeTaluM maLa Ave, e nidrAmAM paTArAmAMthI ghareNAMnA DakhkhA laI hajAramaNanI zilA uMcakI nIce khADA karI dATI Ave ne pAchA AvI sUI jAya teA paNa khakhara na paDe, savAre gAte tA DakhkhA na maLe. evI nidrA cha mahine pAchI Ave, tyAre pAThe jaI e DakhkhA kADhI AvI paTArAmAM mUkI de ne savAre Dabbo maLe eTale ema thAya ke Dakhkho ahiMyA ja hatA tA pazu maLyA nahi. A nidrAvALA narakamAM ja jAya. nidrA sadhAtI prakRti che. guNunI sarvathA ghAta karanArI che. pramAda TALavA jevA che, chatAM tamane uMgha na Ave te akaLAmaNu thAya ne ? bhagavAne teA UMgha TALavA prayatna karyAM, beThA hAya ane UMdha Ave te UbhA thaI jAya, UbhA hAya ne UMgha Ave te cAlavA lAge. TeTalA prayatna karyAM ? " siddhANuM namA kaccA " siddhone namaskAra karI svaya' dIkSA lIdhI ne siddha thavuM ja che . e lakSya anAvI Atma-sAdhanAmAM aviratupaNe lAgI gayA. **

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mazIna cAlatuM hoya te keTalI sAvadhAnI rAkhe ? jarAka asAvadhAnI thAya te hAtha kapAI jAya ne ? bhagavAne dIkSA lIdhI tyArathI sAvadhAna banyA. 1rA varSa ne eka pakhavADiyA sudhI ghora sAdhanA karI temane jarAya pramAdamAM rahevuM pisAya nahi. gherAtighora tapa karyA. Aje mAsakhamaNa, be mahinA, traNa mahinAnA upavAsa karanArA maLe paNa prabhu jevI sAdhanA karanAra keTalA? piSadha karyo hoya ne jyAM 11 vAgyA ke pathArI karI suvA mAMDe, be traNa kalAkanI uMgha tANe, pauSadhamAM AtmAne piSaNa maLe evuM kArya karavuM joIe. paisA mATe, strI mATe ke bALaka mATe ghaNuM ujAgarA karyA haze paNa AtmAne mATe eka ujAgare te karo. divALI Ave che, be mahinAnuM nAmuM caDyuM che. ugharANuM ghaNuM bAkI che. te e UMgha-rANIne lAvaze? tyAre seDatA sUI rahaye kAma Avaze ? nA, tyAre te rAtanI rAta jAgI pramAdane TALI prayatna karaze paNa Atma-dazAne pAmavA jIva jAgRta banatuM nathI. dilamAM divo kare re di kare, hAMre tame kAma ne krodha parihara re...... dilamAM. tamArA aMtaranI cetanAne jagADe, timirane TALI prayatnazIla bane. " dharma kare tame prANIyA, dharma thakI sukha hoya, dharma karatA jIvane, duHkhIyA na dIThA koya. je sukhI thavuM hoya te dharma kare. sAmAyika-paSadhAdi karo te AzravanAM dvAra baMdha thaze. sAmAyika na hoya ane ahiM beThA che ne ke teDavA Ave te UbhA thaIne cAlyA jAvane ? pramAdathI kevA pApa UbhA thAya che? pANInA-tela-ghInA vAsaNe ughADA mUkI de aMdara uMdara paDIne marI jAya, cAle to paNa paga nIce kIDA-makoDA-vAMdA kacaDAIne marI jAya. keI moTara nIce paMcendriya jIvanahi AvyA heya? sAdhana eTalAM zastra thayA te paNa evA sAdhane vasAvIne abhimAna kare. moTara na hoya te pijhIzanamAM paMcara paDe moTara bagaDI ne samI karavA gaI te bIjAnI moTara ke TeksImAM besatAM zarama Ave, eTale vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA na Ave. zrImatInI moTara judI-putranI judI, badhAnAM rUmamAM phona, phonathI vAtacita kare ne kAmakAja patAvI daye, paNa AkhA divasamAM putra pitAnuM mitu paNa na jue. AgaLanA mANaso savAramAM mAtA pitAne page lAgatA. Aje te basa, sau saunI pravRttimAM lAgelA hoya. keIneya phurasada na maLe. darekamAM jhaDapa-utAvaLa. maTara calAvaze te 50, 60, 70 mAIlanI jhaDape, paNa nIce zuM AvI gayuM e paNa ke jevA thele ! keI chokaruM AvI jAya te jarAka dukha lAge ane pachI kAMI nahi, paNa badale deve paDaze ke nahi ! karmane adala InsApha che. eka DokaTara moTara laIne jaI rahyA che. kulaspIDamAM moTara doDAvI che. eka ra5

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para 15nA koI yuvAna IMjanera thaIne mA-bApane maLavA Ave che. te cAlyA jAya che. te ekadama DokaTaranI moTaramAM jhaDapAI gayA. mAthA para sakhata IjA thaI. Do. meTara UbhI rAkhI jue che, temanA manamAM thAya che ke "arara ! bhAre thaI ! " ene laI ne hospITalamAM mUkavA joI e paNa pakaDAI javAnI bIkathI meTara mArI mUkI. peleA paDayA che. meTara pakaDAI na jAya mATe te ADA avaLA paiDA pheravI lai gayA ne gerejamAM gADhavI dIdhI. DAkaTara savAmaNanI taLAImAM sUtA che chatAM hRdayamAM phaphaDATa thAya che. hamaNA koI Avaze, uThI uThIne mArI e jaIne jue, kAI Ave che, koi Ave che, ema tene AkhI rAta uMgha na AvI. 24 kalAka gayA eTale nirAMta thaI. hAtha kheMcI gayA, paNa zuM te kama pAse gunegAra nathI ? DAkaTara badhI pravRtti kare che. paNa hRdayamAMthI Da kha jatA nathI. phaphaDATa rahyA kare che. DokaTarane akulA nAmanI zaiAkarI 10 vaSa~nI ane bIpIna nAmanA putra ATha varSanA che, De0i mATara laine jAya paNa dhImI gatie calAve. temanA zrImatIjI kahe, kevA bIkaNa che ? keTalI dhImIcalAvA che ? " tA te kahe, mane jhaDapathI calAvavAne zeAkha nathI. te te khALakIne sAcavavAnI patnIne vAraMvAra bhalAmaNa kare. reDhA na mUke, jyAM mALakane javAnuM hoya tyAM mANasane sAthe mekale. eka divasa DaoNkaTara bahAra gayelA che. acAnaka vITamAM javuM paDayu che. pezanTa ati bimAra heAvAthI ghare meDA Ave che. AvatAMnI sAthe ja pUche che, bALakA yAM? patnI kahe che. temanA kAkAnAM ghera jamavA gayA che. DAkaTara pUche che, ekalA gayA che ke koI sAthe gayuM che ? patnI kahe, zuM khALako mATA thayA pachI ekalA na jAya ? tamAre zuM ene bIkaNa banAvavA che? patnIe jarA AvezathI kahyuM, DokaTara jamyA vagara UbhA thaI gayA, ane patnIne kahetA gayA, huM chekarAone khelAvIne AvuM chuM. jenA para DAkaTaranI meTara pharI gayelI ene pAMca varasa thaI gayA che. DaoNkaTara jyAM daravAjAnI bahAra nIkaLe che tyAM sAmethI enA gharabhaNI eka ToLuM AvI rahyuM che. DokaTara vicAre che, A badhA kema Ave che? tyAM tA peAtAnA dhyeya saMtAnanI lAza najare paDe che, sAthe A pakaDAyela yuvAna bIjo koI nathI paNa je pAMca varasa pahelAM DAkaTaranI mATarathI IjA pAmyA hatA te ja che. madhA mANusA bUma pADe che. mArA ! mArA! sajA karA! A duSTa phula jevA be bALakone kacaDI nAkhyA che. DokaTara najIka Ave che eTale pelA kahe che, mane je sajA karavI haiAya te karaza. mArAthI gaphalatane kAraNe bhUla thai gaI che. DAkaTara kahe che, bhAI! tArA gunhA mAr che. jA, mAre kAMI karavuM nathI, DaoNkaTarane vicAra Ave che ke meM ekane mAryAM hatA tene khale mArA e saMtAna krUra kALe jhUMTavI lIdhA. te vakhate huM mArI pharaja cUkayA hatA. yuvAnane hAspITala pahoMcADavA paNu na gayA, ane manamAM rAjI thayA ke hAza ! huM kheMcI gayA. mArU pApa koie jANyuM nathI, paNa izvaranA darabAramAM ujAza che, paNa adhera nathI.

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para3 "hATayA haze tyAMthI DokalA karaze, kapaTa taNAM e kAma, "kAga" aMte ughADA paDaze, raze Atama rAma, jIva tuM chAnA karIza nahi kAma." jIva! tuM game teTalA chupA pApa karIza paNa karmathI chUTIza nahi. jyAM janma laIza tyAM kamI AvIne UbhA raheze. pachI kahe ke bheMmAMthI bhAlA kayAMthI nIkaLyA? mATe karma bAMdhatAM vicAra kare. DokaTaranA zrImatIne khabara paDI ane te mUchita thaI gaI. zuddhimAM AvyA pachI te kahevA lAgI, "mArA prANapyArA phUla jevA bALakonI A dazA ! DokaTare pelA mANasane choDI mUkaye, paraMtu bIjA mANase kahe che tene sajA thavI ja joIe. paNa DokaTara badhAne vidAya ApatAM kahe che, mAre kaMI ja karavuM nathI. game tema karIza teya mArA saMtAne mane kAMI pAchA maLavAnAM nathI. badhA vikharAyA eTale baMne gharamAM AvyA, ane khUba ja raDe che, mRtadehenI aMtima kriyA patAvI nivRtta thAya che tyAM pelA mANasane phena Ave che. De. nA zrImatIjI phena upADe che. De. sAheba ! mane ema ja hatuM ke Apa khUnane badale khUnathI lezo paNa Ape mane jIvanadAna ApyuM che. Apane huM khuba ja AbhAra mAnuM chuM. mAre ApanI pAse mAphI mAMgavA AvavuM che te kyAre AvuM ? DokaTara kahe che mAre tene maLavuM nathI. mATe nA pADI de. e bicAro mAphI mAMgavA AvatA hoya te nA zA mATe pADavI joIe ? teNe kahI dIdhuM, kAle savAre nava vAge AvI zake che. DekaTara sAheba mauna rahyA. bIje divase nava vAgye pelA bhAI Ave che. tenA mukha para khUba udAsInatA che. 3. nI IchA tene maLavAnI nathI eTale DokaTaranAM zrImatI DokaTarane parANe dIvAnakhAnAmAM besADe che. pelA bhAIe baMne jaNAnI mAphI mAMgI tyAra pachI kahyuM ke pAMca varasa pahelAM huM eka moTara nIce kacaDAI gayele te moTara vALe te pakaDavAnI bIke emane ema cAle gaye paNa eka bIjI moTara AvI ane mane haspITalamAM laI gayA. tyAM DokaTaree mArA magajanuM oparezana karyuM. huM bacI te gayo paNa jJAnataMtu khUba nabaLA paDI gayA. tethI traNa varasa gAMDa rahyo. be varasathI mane sAruM che, tethI gharamAM besI rahevuM enAM karatAM kaMIka karavuM joIe ema vicArI mane DrAIvIMga karatA AvaDe che tethI huM te dhadhe lAgyuM. Aje pahela vahele ja nIkaLe hate. mArI TekSIne meM breka mArI paNa AgaLa nIkaLI gaI ne tamArA be bALake AvI gayA. Apa mane mApha kare. huM be bALakone ghAtaka chuM. A sAMbhaLI DokaTara kahe che bhAI tuM nahi paNa huM ghAtaka chuM. tArA para moTara keravanAra huM ja hato. mane ema ke huM bacI gaye paNa karma keIne choDatA nathI. karma saune InsApha Ape che. AmAM tAre kaMI vAMka nathI, paNa mArI ja bhUlano

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524 badale mane maLe che. huM paNa tArI mAphI mAguM chuM. Ama baMne pitApitAnI bhUla mATe pazcAttApa kare che. ekavAra bhUla kare te deva, bhUla karI mAphI mAge te mAnava, ane vAraMvAra - bhUla karI chupAve te dAnava DokaTara kahe che, "bhAI! tAre ATaluM sahana karavuM paDayuM ene huM nimitta chuM.' A vAta sAMbhaLatAM yuvAnane ekadama AghAta lAgyo ke jeNe mArA upara moTara pheravI enA ja bALaka para meM moTara pheravI ane te baMne marI gayAM ! tyAM ja yuvAnanAM mAthAmAM lIdhelA TAMkA tUTI gayA ne te mRtyu pAme. AthI DokaTarane khUba duHkha thayuM, ane asAra saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAI gayuM ke A sAdhana dvArA keTalAne ekasIDanTa thAya che. keTalAnA mRtyu paNa thaI jAya che. moTara, skUTara vagere sAdhana vasAvI jANe paNa vIMchI, kAnakhajUrA, trasa thAvara keTalAne kaccaraghANa vaLaze, te vicAra karatA nathI. ahIM ApaNe pramAdanI vAta cAle che. pAMca pramAda jIvane saMsAramAM rajhaLave che, mATe dekhAdekhI che. mAnavabhavarUpI sAdhana maLyuM che tene upaga dharmakriyA karavAmAM karI le. dharma uparaceTIye nahi paNa hRdayapUrvaka kare. tethI temAM rasa Avaze. dUdhapAkamAM tAvI pharyA kare paNa tene svAda Ave? nA. svAda te je cAkhe te mANe. tema dharmane svAda je anubave tene Ave. . - hiMsapayANuM: capu, charI, talavAra, baMduka, tapa vagere badhA hiMsaka sAdhana che. AvAM sAdhane vasAvavAthI deSa lAge che. vaLI ghaNAne te evI Adata hoya che ke bIjAne kahetA phare "mArA ghare IlekaTrIka ghaMTI che, daLavuM hoya te daLI jaje. amArUM capu sarasa dhAravALuM che, kerI chelavI hoya te laI jajo. khamaNI bahu sArI che. pApa karavuM, karAvavuM ane anumodana karavuM ema badhAmAM karmabaMdha thAya che. tamArA nAmanI jeTalI vastu-vAsaNa vagere hoya te badhI maratAM sarave nahi te pApa sAthe Ave. A zarIra paNa sarAvyuM na hoya te te baLatAM je cha mare, anikAyanA AraMbha thAya te maranArane lAge che. mATe saMthAro karavAnI Teva pADe. saMthAre te bahu moTI vAta che. saMthAre eTale pathArAne sameTavuM. jema keIne peDhI baMdha karI svadeza jAvuM hoya te te pathArAne sameTato jAya che. tema jene saMsAranI peDhI baMdha karavI che te sAdhaka AkhA lekamAM AzravanA pathArA pAtharI beThe che te AzravanA pathArAne sameTI nAkhe eTale ke saMthAro karI AzrAvanA dvArane baMdha kare che. ghamI jIva jema bane tema ochAM sAdhane ekaThAM kare ane ekaThAM karelAM sAdhano ane saMsAranA dareka padArthanA mamatvane maratAM pahelA sarAvatA jAya che. pAvakamevasaM: eTale pApa karavAne upadeza Apa. tamArI te hajAra vAra

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paraSa jamIna che teA maMgalA baMdhAvA ne, zA mATe jhuMpaDAmAM paDayA che ? 500 mAzukranI rasAImAM zuM zuM joIe e mane pUchajo. mane badhI khamara paDe che, AvuM khAlanAra jIva anarthAMdaDe IMDAya che. mATe tenAthI maceA. AThamA vratanA pAMca aticAra che, e avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna....89 AsA vada 12 zukravAra tA. 15-10-71 anaMtajJAnI bhagavAna vIre siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyA. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. ahIM niSadhakumAranA adhikAra cAle che. niSakumAra bhagavAna nemanAthanA Sa sAMbhaLI tALa banI rahyA che. bhagavAna anarthAIDanu svarUpa samajAvI rahyAM che. ghaNAM jIvAne peAtAnA aMgata svArtha kAMI na hAya tA paNa khIjAnAM kAryamAM mAthA mAravAnI Teva hAya che. tenAthI peAtAnA kAMI atha saratA nathI. navA mANusa jo apadhyAna ane pramAdamAM paDI jAya te ghaNAM karyAM khAMdhe che. pApa kramanA upadeza Ape che, ane phAve tema jIbhane calAve che, ane kamathI bhAre bane che. jema bhAre thaelI tuMbaDI DUbe che tema bhAre kamI AtmA sasAramAM ramyApathyA rahI DUbe che. saune badhuM mUkIne marI javAnu che. jIva ekale AnyA che, ekalA javAnA che. pudagalA, parivAra ke svajanA koInA thayA nathI ane thavAnA paNa nathI. saccidAnaMda AtmasvarUpamAM upayAga mUkI nijasvarUpamAM lIna ane tA kama"nA cAkane khapAve. AThamA vratanAM pAMca aticAra che. te jANavA paNa AdaravA nahi. kaMpe eTale kAma vikAra vadhe tevI vAtA karavI. vikAro jAge tevI kathA vAMcavI, tevA nATa-- sInemA jovA. tema karavAthI mAhamAyAmAM jIva lapaTAya ane joyelAnuM anukaraNa karatAM zIkhe che. dekhAdekhI kare che. navA navA nakharA kare che. philmamAM paNa meAhanAM cALA Ave tyAre tAlIonA gaDagaDATa kare che. nATaka vagere jotAM vansameTara (ekavAra vadhAre) kare che, kAraNa ke vikAra vahAlA che, paNa tenAthI patana thaze tema samajAtuM nathI. kaMpAyanA

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pare phaLa dekhavAmAM suMdara hoya che, tene sparza rasa paNa suMdara hoya che, paNa tene khAnAre mRtyu pAme che. tema saMsAranA bhegavilAsamAM sukha dekhAtuM hoya paNa pariNAme duHkharUpa che. samyagRSTi Atma-upagamAM ramaNa karanArane viSayane rasa viSa sarIkhe lAge che. saMsAramAM bhautika sukhanA DhagalA heya te paNa tene cena paDatuM nathI. khUba bhUkha lAgI heya ane ISTa bhajananI prApti thAya paNa kaI kahe emAM jhera che te tame khAze? nA, kAraNa ke emAM je jhera che te mAranAra che, te barAbara samajANuM che. viSayamAM jhera che te barAbara samajANuM che kharuM? jJAnI purUSanA mahad vAkayamAM vizvAsa che? jene vizvAsa hoya te viSayanA cUMthaNa gUMthe kharAM? padArthomAM mane jJa ane amane bhAva kare kharA? jJAnIne dareka padArthamAM pudgalane pIMDa dekhAya. tenAthI AtmAnuM svarUpa anekhuM lAge. tuccha padArtha mATe AtmAne vecI na de. zAzvatane choDI azAzvatamAM rAce nahi. "adhuve asAsayammi saMsArammi dukkha paurAe / jiM nAma kA taM meyaM negAuM TugaDuM na naDennA / u. a. 8-1 adhava, azAzvata ne dukhathI bharelA saMsAramAM zuM evuM kArya karuM ke jenAthI durgatimAM na javuM paDe? A prazna tamane kayAreya thAya che? siddhapada kayAM ane AtmA rajhaLe che kayAM? sahajAnaMda-hIrA je AtmA ukaraDAmAM paDe che. sthAnabhraSTa thaye che. bhagavAna kahe che. tAruM sthAna ziva-ma-maraca-mAM-maraca-mArA upadrava rahita acala, roga rahita, maraNa rahita, kSayarahita, bAdhA pIDArahita che. A sthAna dhruva, acaLa, ane anupama che. jyAM gayA pachI pAchA AvavAnuM nathI. tyAM eraplena na jaI zake, mAnavanAM janmamAMthI ja tyAM jaI zakAya. "mAnavane janma che muktinuM bAraNuM, mahAvIrane dharma che muktinuM pAraNuM, suMdara A deha maLe, gurUvarane sneha maLe, Avo avasara nahi Ave pharIvAra (2) mekSamAM zAzvatavAsa che. ghaNI mahenatathI tyAM pahecAya che. amuka kriyA karI lIdhI ane mokSa prApta thaI jaze ema nahi mAnatA. lAkhane hIra eka AnAmAM kharIdavA mAgatA he te maLI zake nahi. Aje ghaNuM ja dharmakriyA karaze, mAsakhamaNa, aThThAI Adi karIne tenA phaLanI IcchA rAkhaze. ATalI tapazcaryA karavAthI vAsaNa, rokaDa vagere maLaze. bhautika padArthone meLavavA mATe tapAdi kaI anuSThAna karavAnA nathI, paNa sarva karmathI mukta banI mikSanA zAzvatasthAnane pAmavA mATe sarva dhArmika kriyA karavAnI che. dRSTAMtaH eka DozImA 84 varSanI umaranA hatA, paNa hamezAM savAramAM vahelA UThI gAma bahAra gobara levA mATe jAya. eka vakhata ziyALAnI zatrI che. khUba ThaMDI paDI

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57 che. te vakhate cAra vAgyAmAM mAjI suMDhalI laI gebara vINI rahyA che. te gAmanA rAja ghoDA upara besI tyAMthI nIkaLe che. temanI najara DozImA upara paDe che. DezIne joI temane dayA AvI jAya che. ane vicAra kare che. "mArA rAjyamAM AvA duHkhI mANaso vase che ke jene ATalI uMmare AvI ThaMDImAM AvI rIte herAna thavuM paDe che." te rAjA DozI pAse jAya che. ghoDA parathI nIce utarI DozIne kahe che, "mAjI! tame atyAre kema nIkaLyA che? huM A gAmane rAjA chuM. Apane je IcchA hoya te mAgI le, jethI A umare herAna na thavuM paDe." DozImA rAjA sAme daSTi kare, ane kahe che, je Apa kharekhara rAjA ho te A gAmanA badhA bairAMone kahI de, ke mArI chANanI be TopalI bharAya nahIM tyAM sudhI koIe A vagaDAmAMthI chANa levuM nahi." A sAMbhaLI rAjAne hasavuM Ave che. te kahe che "mAjI! huM koNa chuM tene te tame vicAra kare. kaI gAma mAge. garAsa mAge. sonuM rUpuM mAgo, paNa mAjI te eka ja vAta kare che- tamAre mane ApavuM hoya te meM kahyuM tema karI Ape. mAre bIjuM kAMI joItuM nathI. tamane kaI mAgavAnuM kahe te zuM mAgo khUba vicAraze te khabara paDaze ke A DozImAthI tame paNa utare tema nathI. bhagavAnanuM smaraNa kare; jApa kare, ane kahe ke, "he dInAnAtha! mAro dhaMdhe dhIkhate cAle, dIkarAne sArI nokarI maLI jAya. saunI tabiyata sArI rahe ane lIlIvADI joIne huM jAuM tema karaje." A gobaranI mAMgaNI nathI te bIjuM zuM che? "deDayA dinarAta zuM e mRgajaLamAM moha dharI, A vicAra nA ke Akhara zI thAze gati, sevyA paga pAmaranAM viSayamAM zuM aMdha banI, sevyA nahIM caraNa tArA gebaranAM gulAma banI, jIvaDo zuM Aje muMjhAI rahyo che.... bhUlyA tAruM nAma vakhata vahI gaye re.... mRgajaLa samA sAMsArika vaibhava hovA chatAM jIva tenI pAchaLa doTa mUke che, viSayamAM aMdha banI gabarane gulAma bane che. mehamAM aMdha banela mAnavI lahamI ane adhikAramAM vadhAro kare che. paNa jJAnI purUSe zuM kahe che "lakSamI ane adhikAra vadhatAM zuM vadhyuM te te kahe ?" A prazna kAMI che tAtvika che? dIkarAne janma thaye paNa Ane saMsAra vaLe ke bIjuM kAMI ? paisAmAM vadhAre thaye, tame cuMTAIne amaladAranI padavI para AvyA, paNa A badhAmAMthI saMsAranI ja vRddhi thaI ne! A badhAmAMthI tArA AtmAne zo phAyado? tene kadI vicAra Ave che? je tamArI sAthe AvavAnuM che tene mATe tame zuM kare che? kAMI ja nahi. ane je sAthe nathI AvavAnuM tenI pAchaLa keTalI doTa mUke che? dharmanuM

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58 sAcuM svarUpa samajAyuM nathI ane je samajANuM che te dharmanuM AcaraNa karatAM tamane aTakAve che. anaMta guNene svAmI AtmA che tene bhUlI jaDamAM ja kema rAcI rahyA che? devalokamAM aDhaLaka sAhyabI hevA chatAM jJAnI purUSa mAnavanAM avatArane vakhANe che. kAraNa ke audArika zarIra mukti meLavavAmAM sahAyaka che. nArakI ne deva apaccakhANI ane aviratI che. deve 40 karoDa gAunAM jaMbudviIpane kuMvara kuMvarInA joDalAthI bharI de evI zakti dharAve che. AvA zaktisaMpanna deva pitAnI zaktine paramAM pheravI zake che paNa svamAM pheravI zaktA nathI. mAnavane zaktine zvamAM pheravavAnI tAkAta che. jaDane moha ocho karI svatatvane nihALe. dravya-guNa paryAyanI vicAraNA kare. tenAthI karmanI bhekhaDe UDI jaze tamArA hRdayamAM konuM sTAnDarDa ucuM che? AtmAnuM ke karmanuM? ghaNA bahene ahIM Ave te paNa A sADalo kayAM bharA, A ghareNAM kenI pAse ghaDAvyA vagere vAte kare. koIne tyAM besavA jAya te paNa badhI vastu dhyAnamAM rAkhI le ane pitAne tyAM kaI vastu nathI te ghera AvI kahe. A badhAmAM racyApacyA rahe che tenAM karatAM mahApurUSonA samAgamamAM Ave ane temanAmAM rahelA sadguNone tamArA jIvanamAM vikasAve. jene viSayane rasa viSa sakho lAge tene saMsAranA ke padArthamAM mana lAge nahi. keIne tyAM tame jamavA gayA ane tenAM bhejanamAM jhera hoya, tame te khAdhuM ane mAMDa bacI gayA, te pharI te ghare jamavA jAva kharAM? nA. tenA ghara sAmuM paNa na jue. A saMsAra jhera rU5 che. te tamane kayAre samajAze? jhera lAge te mana uThI jAya. satyane samajI mehanA cALA mUkI AtmA tarapha daSTi karo. A ja karavA jevuM che. ratnane mUkIne paththAnI pAchaLa bhamI bhamIne kAMI zira paTakAvI, samaja paDayA pahelA saghaLuM e kheve.....karI nA kamANI gumAvI zuM re! gaI hAtha bAju pachI zuM tuM !" jIva dharmarUpI ratnane mUkI pudgalarUpa paththarAnI pAchaLa doTa muke che. be ghaDI sAmAyika karavI hoya te na kare ane galAtalAmAM kalAko vItAvI de. gAma gapATA mArI thAkI jAya te zAMta magaja karavA thIeTaramAM jAya, paNa upAzrayamAM na Ave. tamane preyasanI bhUkha che ke zreyasanI? anAdithI jaDamAM te paDayA che, have caitanyane nihALe. tenA ga tarapha daSTi kare. tenA upagamAM ramatAM dharma thaze ane saMsAra bhAvamAM ramatAM karma baMdhAze. karma ane dharma e baMnenA rAA (aDhI) akSara che. kanI jagyAe dha mUkI da. kamane lIdhe saMsAranuM paribhramaNa che. cAra gatinA cakrAvA rUpa phajeta phALakAmAM

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karma ghumAvyA kare che. A phajeta phALakAnuM uparanuM khAnuM devaletuM che. nIcenuM khAnuM nArakInuM che ane bAjunA be manuSya ane tiryaMca gatinA che. karma jIvane nIcethI upara ane uparathI nIce ema pachADayA kare che. have ene aMta lAve che te puruSArtha kare, cAra gatinI epATamAM chava khelyA kare che. pATanI sogaThI vacce AvI jAya eTale ke gharamAM AvI jAya te tene bhamavuM paDatuM nathI. A jIva paNa je pitAnA gharamAM AvI jAya te tene paribhramaNa karavAnuM rahetuM nathI. kumatimAM rAcI rahelA jIvane sumati lAve che. have ahIM Ave. tamArA kacarA kADhI tamane svaccha banAvuM, saMyamanI laganI lagADuM, saMsAranAM raMgarAgathI dUra karI ahiMsA, satya, Adi vratamAM vRttine sthApyuM. jIva vratamAM Ave te tenAM pagalAM upAzrayamAM thAya, sInemAgRhamAM nahi. vItarAganA mArgane apanAvanAra sInemA jevA jAya te tenI Abaru zI? dArUpITha pAse thaIne sajajana purU pasAra paNa na thAya, kAraNa ke tene ema thAya ke koI mane ahIM jeze te mArA mATe zaMkA karaze. philmamAM jatAM zarama Ave che? paisA ApI viSayane zA mATe pi che? bhArata deza saMskRti pradhAna deza che, paNa Aje saMskRtine hrAsa thato jAya che. AThamA vratanAM pAMca aticAra che. temAM bIje aticAra che kukuIe. vikAra vadhe tevI ceSTA karavI te kukuI e che. trIje aticAra kharyuM che. saMbaMdha vinAnuM ane jarUra vinAnuM bahu belyA karavuM te muharIe che. asabhya ane avivekI vacane bolanAra dareka jagyAe tiraskArane pAtra bane che. jenAM jIvanamAM vacana para saMyama nathI, tenA jIvanamAM leze ane jhaghaDAo thAya che. bahu belanAra mAnasika zAMti gumAve che. vicAra karyA vagara bola-bola karavAthI anarthadaMDa lAge che mATe sujJapurUSe A aticArathI bacavuM joIe. prayajana vinA hiMsaka sAdhane anyane ApavA tenAthI AThamA vratane ce aticAra saMjuttAhigaraNe lAge che. ghaNAne evI Teva hoya che ke pitAne tyAM charI, kAtara vi. sAdhane heya te bIjAne kahe, tamAre kerI Adi kApavI hoya te mArI charI laI jaje. bahu sarasa che. Ama besavAthI anarthadaMDa lAge che. upabhoga-paribhaga aIraoN-pitAnI jarUriyAta karatAM vizeSa pramANamAM upabhegaparibheganAM sAdhano rAkhavAM ane temAM atirakta banIne rahevuM, jarUrI vastumAM paNa ghaTADo kare te Aryo che. ane binajarUrI cIjone ekaThI karavI te anAryatA che. - anathadaMDathI nivate te sAmAyika vratamAM AvI zake. jenA vaDe AtmAne lAbha thAya te sAmAyika che, UMca-nIcanA, zatru-mitranA bheda vinA samabhAva keLave te sAmAyika

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che. jene belaDInI sAmAyika para prIti hoya tene yAvata jIvana sAmAyika para paNa prIti hoya. tevA jIvane sAmAyika pALatAM AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya. yAvata jIvana caritra nathI levAtuM, eTale sAmAyika vratane pALavuM paDe che. AzravanAM daravAjA khulA thatAM there Atmadhana lUMTI jaze. ghaNAne sAmAyikamAM TAIma pasAra thato nathI. kAraNa ke sAmAyikamAM zuM karavAnuM che tenI sujha paDatI nathI. navI vahu paraNIne Ave tene zuM kAma karavuM te khabara na paDe, paNa paricita thayA pachI eka pachI eka kAma karavA lAge che. tema sAmAyikane abhyAsa thaI gayA pachI ghaNAM kAma nIkaLI paDe che. samabhAvanI kriyAmAM be ghaDI kayAM cAlI jAya te khabara paDatI nathI. sAmAieNa bhante / jIve kiM jaNayai ? sAmAieNa sAvajjajogavirahiM jaNayai // sAmAyika karavAthI zuM lAbha thAya? sAmAyika karavAthI sAvaginI viratI thAya che. kAlAvasesIya aNagAre thavIra bhagavatene cha prazna pUchaDyA hatA. sAmAyika ane sAmAyikano artha zuM? pazcakhANa ane tene artha, saMyama ane tene artha, viveka ane tene artha tathA kAusagga ane tene artha zuM? AyA sAmAie, AyA sAmAiyassa aTTe jAva viussagga aTe / AtmA te ja sAmAyika che ane sAmAyikane artha paNa AtmA che. ema pratikamaNa, pratikramaNane artha, saMyama, saMyamane artha, saMvara, saMvarane artha, viveka vivekane artha, kAusagga ane kAusagane artha AtmA che. AtmA arUpI che, sAmAyika paNa arUpI che. ghaNuM sAmAyikane jaDanI kriyA kahe che. paNa te vAta beTI che. jaDabhAvathI nivRtta thanAra sAvadhakane tyAga karI zake che. sAmAyikane jaDanI kriyA kahenAra usUtranI parUpaNa kare che. kriyAmAM je azuddhi AvI gaI che tene avazya TALavA jevI che, paNa karavA jevI nathI e upadeza kadI na Ape. sAmAyikamAM dravyathakI sAvadyoganAM paccakhANa, kSetra thakI 14 rAjaka pramANe, kALa thakI be ghaDI ane bhAva thakI cha keTIe pratyAkhyAna karavAnA che. zuddhabhAve eka sAmAyika karavAmAM Ave te 925925925 pama jhAjherA nArakInAM nadAvA (dA nahi) thAya. eka sAmAyikanuM ATaluM phaLa che. tamane sAmAyika para prIti che ? keTalAkane te sAmAyika karavI gamatI nathI. AtmAnI zuddhikaraNanI kriyA te sAmAyika che. sAmAyika cAritra e AtmazuddhinI zarUAta che ane yathAkhyAta cAritra te pUrNAhuti che. sAmAyikanA vizeSa bha avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna ke Ase vada 13ne zanivAra tA. 16-10-71 nAthe siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyA. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thaela varad, tenuM nAma siddhAMta. ahiM niSadhakumArane adhikAra cAle che. niSakumAra, bhagavAna pAse bAra vratanuM svarUpa samajI vratane aMgIkAra kare che. navamA vratanuM svarUpa cAlI rahyuM che. jema zarIrane khorAkanI jarUra che tema AtmAne paNa kherAkanI jarUra che. kherAka vinA zarIra tejahina bane che. tema AtmAne yogya khorAka devAmAM na Ave to te paNa tejahina bane che. sAmAyika e AtmAne kherAka che. sAmAyikathI samabhAvane lAbha thAya che. zatrumitrane bheda bhulAI jAya che. jeNe samabhAvane jIvanamAM vaNI dIdhuM che, te lAbha ke alAbhamAM, yaza ke apayazamAM, jIvana ke mRtyumAM, niMdA ke hatutimAM akaLAto nathI. keI kahe padhAro padhAre, ame tamArI ja pratikSA karatAM hatAM. tama Avye ame ujaLAM chIe, AvA zabdo sAMbhaLatAM galagalIyA na thAya. ane ahIM zA mATe AvyA? keNe tamane bolAvyA che? AvA zabdo sAMbhaLavA maLe te duHkhI na thAya. sAmAyika samabhAva keLavavAnI bALathI che. sAmAyika kare temAM mana, vacana ane kAyAnA batrIsa doSamAMthI koI doSa lAgatuM nathI, te joI jAva. sAmAyika karatAM pahelAM sAmAyikanA de kayA che te jANe. jJAna haze te ja dethI bacI zakAze. hIrAne zarANe caDAvI temAM pAsA pADe te teja pragaTe che. tenI kiMmata aneka gaNI vadhI jAya che. tema sAmAyika karavAthI AtmAnuM teja vadhI jAya che. anAdithI mIMcAyelA nayana khulI jAya che. AtmAmAM jema jema samabhAva vadhe tema tema sthiratA vadhatI jAya che. pahelI copaDImAM bhaNata hoya te kAgaLa lakhe ane meTrIka bhaNele kAgaLa lakhe, te bannenA lakhANamAM, bannenI spIDamAM ghaNe phera hoya che. ema koI 50 varSathI sAmAyika karate hoya ane keI Aje ja karavA bese te banenI sthiratAmAM phera paDe ne? tame keTalA varSothI sAmAyika kare che? tamArAmAM sthiratA keTalI AvI ? samabhAva keTale pragaTa? sAmAyikamAM beThA hoya ane tamArA zarTamAMthI koI hIrA jaDIta baTana laI jAya te tene paDakAra karAya nahi. temaja belAya paNa nahi. AMkha lAla karAya nahi. sAmAyika pAnyA pachI tapAsa karI zakAya. eka sAmAyikamAM vRtti bahAra DokIyA keTalI vAra karI jAya che? te tapAse. keTalAka te

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sAmAyika karatAM ja nathI. teo kahe che ke sAmAyikamAM mana ADuM avaLuM cAlyuM jAya che, evI sAmAyika karavAthI zuM phAyado? Aja sudhI mana sthira nathI. tenI khabara paDatI nahatI. sAmAyika karavAthI, e khyAla Avya, e phAyado thayene? ekavAra bhUlane bhUla che ema samajAze te bIjIvAra sudhAravAno prayatna thaze. sAmAyika e bIje visAmo che. be ghaDI aDhAra pApane beje eka bAju mukI devAne che. upavAsa kare te potAne mATe pApa baMdha kare che paNa bIjAne mATe AraMbhanI kriyA kare che. sAmAyikathI bhavakaTI thAya che. karmanI bhekhaDo uDI jAya che. tamane sAmAyika karavAmAM rasa paDe che ke kaMTALo Ave che? sATha ghaDI pApanI pravRtti cAle che temAMthI be ghaDI dharma kAryamAM joDI de. jhaveracaMda nAmanA eka zeTha khUba udAra dilanA ane dukhIo pratye karUNa buddhivALA hatA. rAmale ane ratanIyA nAmanA nirAdhAra be ekarAne nAnapaNathI zeThe premathI moTA kya. sArA saMskAra pADavA prayatna karyA, paNa moTA thatAM banne zeThane tyAMthI vidAya laI cerapalImAM dAkhala thayA. bannenA baLavAna zarIra ane majabuta mana hatAM. cerapallImAM cere sAthe bhaLI gayA. ane ceranA dhaMdhAmAM pAvaradhA thaI gayA. cerapallInAM cera 60 hatAM. cora luMTArA game teTalA heya paNa te lekamAM saMpa khUba ja heya che. eka cAra pakaDAya te te maravAnuM kabula kare paNa pitAnA guptasthAne ke pitAnA sAthInI vAta kare nahi. Aje tamArAmAM saMpa keTaluM che? gharanI vAta hoya te paNa bahAra kahetA acakAya nahi. hindustAnamAM aMgrejo phAvyA hoya te tenuM kAraNa e che ke, ahIMnA rAjAomAM paraspara saMpa nahote. "ghara phUTe ghara jAya." eka jApAnanI sTImaramAM InDIyana (hindI) beThe hate. teNe eka jApAnIjhane maDha kahyuM ke A sTImaramAM joIe teTalI sagavaDatA nathI. A sAMbhaLI jApAnIe kahyuM "Apane zI uNapa lAgI?" Apane zuM joIe che? te jApAnIjhe inDIyanane joItI badhI ja sagavaDatA premapUrvaka pUrI pADI. jyAre bane chUTA paDayA tyAre InDIyane kahyuM "Ape mane ghaNI sagavaDatAo karI ApI che tenuM bIla zuM che? jApAnIjhe kahyuM, bhAI meM te mArI pharaja bajAvI che. Apane kAMI ApavAnI jarUra nathI. paNa ApanI pAse huM eTalI apekSA rAkhuM chuM ke Apa " jApAnanI sTImaramAM sagavaDatA nahatI" ema kayAMya lazo nahi. paradezanA lekone pitAnA deza pratye keTalI dAjha hoya che? ATalI dAjha tamane tamArA rASTra mATe, samAja mATe, saMgha mATe che kharI ? corane dhaMdhe niMdanIya che paNa temanAmAM rahela saMpa prazaMsanIya che. "ekatA apanAvavA jevI che." rAmale ane ratanIye pitAnA sAthIo sAthe khUba ja luMTaphATa karatA. eka vakhata jhaveracaMda

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pas zeTha jhaverAtane vepAra kheDI-aDhaLaka saMpatti sahita AvI rahyA che. sAthe eka rakhevALa, che. 60 luMTArAone bhAre paDI jAya te te jabaro che. tenAthI badhAM luTerAo bhaya pAme, zeThane ratha gAma najIka AvI rahyo che. gAma be cAra mAIla ja dUra che. tethI zeThe rakhevALane kahyuM. "have tuM jaI zake che. gAma hamaNA Avaze." rakhevAle kahyuM zeTha, A rastAmAM eka kaLa Ave che, te jarA bhayaspada che, te vaTAvI pachI huM jAuM. A sAMbhaLI zeThe kahyuM "ahIM sudhI te ghaNIvAra AvIe chIe, raste jANItuM che, vaLI divasa ugI gaye che, tethI bhaya jevuM nathI. rakhevALane bhayanI zaMkA hatI paNa zeThane te vadhu kahI zako nahi. ane pitAne pagAra laI ravAnA thaye. zeThane ratha ravAnA thaye. gAma ekAda mAIla dUra haze tyAM bukAnI bAMdhelA bahAravaTIA AvI pahoMcyA ane ratha ubho rAkhavA paDakAra karyo. rathamAM beThelA zeDa gabharAI gayA. ratha ubhuM rAkhavuM paDe. ane luMTerAoe badhuM dhana, mAla, milkata, jhaverAta luMTI lIdhuM. ane zeThane khUba mAryA, ane jhADa sAthe bAMdhI dIdhAM. duHkhamAM bhagavAna yAda Ave ema zeTha "mahAvIra mahAvIra raTavA lAgyA. A yu TerAomAM rAma ane ratanIyo paNa hatA. zeThanA zabda temanA karNapaTa para athaDAyA ane pitAne pALanAra zeThanI smRti thaI AvI. zeTha pAse jaI nAma pUchayuM. zeThe nAma kahyuM. tethI khAtrI thaI ke, A ApaNA pitA tulya jhaveracaMda zeTha ja che. te banee arasaparasa vicAra karyo ke ApaNe jenuM luNa khAdhuM hoya tene bevaphA na thavAya. temaNe pitAnA sAthIone rokyA ane kahyuM. "AmAMthI eka pAI paNa laI zakAze nahi. A amane nirAdhAra avasthAmAM pALI poSI moTA karanAra amArA zeTha che. amAre nimaka harAma na thavAya. mATe badhuM mUkI daye. je nahi muke to AjathI ame baMne tamArAthI chuTA thaI jaIza. badhAM luTerAoe rAmalA ane ratanIyAne khUba samajAvyA, ATale lAbha kadI prApta thaye nathI, tema paNa kahyuM, chatAM teo ekanA be na thayA ane temanA sAthIo e baMnene gumAvavA taiyAra na hatAM. tethI luTe badhe mAla dhana, jhaverAta, vi. mUkI dIdhAM. pilA ane bhAIoe zeThane chUTA karyA, ane badhuM dhana saMpI ghara sudhI mukI AvyA. zeThe 60 mAMthI be luMTArAone pALyA hatA te teo bacI gayAM. jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke 60 ghaDImAMthI be ghaDI dayA pALe, sAmAyika kare, te zeThanI jema bacI jaze. 60 ghaDI sudhI Atmika dhana lUMTanAra luMTArA che. rAta divasa Atmika dhana luMTAI rahyuM che ane jIvAtmA karmanA mArathI adhamuo thaI rahyo che. have dharmane jIvanamAM apanAve te sukhI thavAya. navamA vratanA pAMca aticAra che. te jANavA paNa AdaravA nahi. maNa dupaDihANe sAmAyikamAM mana duSTa mArge cAlyuM gayuM hoya. vayaduppaDihANe sAmAyakamAM vacananI pravRtti duSTa karI hoya. kAyaduppaDihANe sAmAyikamAM kAyAnI pravRtti azubha AcarI heya

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paNa sAmAIyassa saI akaraNayAe sAmAyika kayAre karI tenI khabara na rahI hoya. sAmAIyassa aNavahiyassa karaNayAe sAmAyikane TAIma pUro thayA pahelAM pALela heya. sAmAyika vratamAM aticAra na lAgI jAya tene khAsa khyAla rAkhavo joIe. 10 muM dizAvagAsika vrata eTale chaThThA vatamAM je dizAonI maryAdA bAMdhI che. ane sAtamA vratamAM je bhegapabhogarUpa dravyAdinI maryAdA kIdhI che, tene TuMkAvavAnI vAta che. jema hiMduratAna upara pAkistAnanuM AkramaNa thatuM hoya tyAre hiMdanA sainiko sarahada upara jaIne AvatAM AkramaNane aTakAve che. tema AzravanA AkramaNe AvatAM hoya tyAre vrata-pazcikhANunA saMvararUpa saiiniko AtmAnuM saMrakSaNa kare che. urdhva, adhe ane trichI dizAomAMthI AzravanA pravAha cAlyA ja Ave che. aviratInA AkramaNe pAMca Indri dvArA 21 viSane bahelAve che. viSayanA unmAda viSane tRpta karavA maryAdAnI sImAne ulaMghI AgaLa ne AgaLa kUca kare che. viSacenI laMpaTatA ane tRSNanA tAro kezeTAnA tAranI jema laMbAve che. e tAranA cheDAne pakaDavA deza cheDI paradeza veThe che. zravaNendriya zabdathI ISTatA miSTatA meLavavA reDIyA, gAyikAnA gIte, zRMgArika sAdhane zodhe che. cakSuIndriya-rUpane nihALavA thanaganI hoya che. pachI AryatA ke anAryatA, naitikatA ke anaitikatAnA bhedane bhUle che. rUpa-pipAsAnA khapparane bharavA, opana philma jevA deDI jAya che. ghaNendriyanA belathI maghamaghAyamAna punA pamarATa mATe vanaspatinA chAne kacaraghANa vALe che. anyanuM game te thAya tenI sAme jevA ubho rahetuM nathI. pitAnI majAmAM anyane mRtyu sudhInI sajA karavA taiyAra thAya che. rasendriyanI lupatA bhaThyAbhaDhyane viveka cUkAve che. maMgu AcArya rasa gauravamAM lalacAyA tethI durgatimAM bhaTakAyA, mAhathI marAyA, sAdhutAthI bhraSTa thayA ne vyaMtara jAtimAM utpanna thaI gayA. aSADhAbhUti jevA pavitra labdhisaMpanna munirAja medanI seDamathI. jya mohinInA ane bhuvanamehinInA premarUpI nAgapAzamAM jakaDAI gayA. dikSAne dezavaTe daIne punaH saMsAra mAMDyo hAthInI aMbADI tyAgIne gabharAjanI savArI karI. A kenA pratApe kahone ke rasendriyanI lupatAone lIdhe ! | sparzendriyanI lelupatA Ave che tyAre mAnavI bephAma bane che. ThANAMgasUtranA AThame ThANe ATha prakAranA aMdha kahyA che temAM "kAmAMdha" kAmIne aMdha kahI belA che. viSayanI lupatA AtmAmAM avivekanA dhumasa ubharAve che. dhumasanA kAraNe 10 phUTa cheTethI gADI AvatI hoya te dekhAya nahi. chevaTe ekasIDanTanI henAratamAM hemAI jAya che tema saMsArI AtmAo avivekanA dhumasathI ati nikaTamAM viTaMbaNuo hoya, chatAM joI zakatuM nathI. rAvaNanI kaI dazA thaI te jANate hevA chatAM te pitAnA hadayane samajAvI

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zakate nathI viSayanA rAga (kAmarAga) bhayaMkara che. "lava Ijha blAInDa" ika AMdhaLe che. ahiM Izka zabda eTale meha samajavAnuM che. e rAgane ramADavA mATe AMtara jAtIya lagna vadhatAM jAya che, hindane paraNele yuvaka kerena jaIne tyAMnI yuvatI sAthe saMsAra mAMDe che. viSayanI vAsanA ane asatyanA AMcaLA oDhADe che. para hovA chatAM potAnI jAtane kuMvAre manAve che. asatya bAMdhava Abe eTale cArI-tenI bahena bhAInI AMgaLIe ja ubhI che. AvI rIte asatya, cerI, abuddha bhAvethI pitAnA sahajAnaMda, saccidAnaMda svarUpI AtmAnA guNenuM khUna kare che. tethI hiMsAdevI AMgaNe AvelI ja che ane te mUrakha hiMsAdevInuM pUjana kare che. parigraha vinA ekeya IndriyenA viSa pUrA paDatAM nathI mATe tene pUrNa karavA (parigrahanI) lakSamInI talAsa karavI paDe che. puNya pAtaLA che, bhAgya nabaLAM che. traNa tasunuM kapALa ne 13 bhamarA jevA nazIba hoya te pachI te bicAre ajJAnathI gherAyela, kutarAnI jema lAMbI jIbha kADhI, hAMphate hAMphate cAre bAju doDadhAma kare che. ahiMthI meLavuM, tahiMthI maLavuM ema haiye tApa bharyA hoya che, pachI pApanA saMtApa ene zekI nAkhe che. have je pApanA saMtApathI na zekAvuM hoya te "deva gurU dharmanA" zaraNe jA. jJAna dipaka ane zraddhAnuM baLa laIne aviratI rUpI saMsAranA mArgane cAritrathI kApI nAkhe. para padArthanI IcchA tathA viSayonI vAMchA e badhA aviratInA prakAre che. mAnavI je tRNunA tArane teDI saMtUSanA gharathI paNa AgaLa vadhI tyAganA mArge AgaLa vadhe te AzravanA AvatAM AkramaNe khALI zake. svadezamAM rahIne gRhasthI tenAM AjIvikAnA sAdhane purAM pADe te paradeza sudhI javArUpa tRNAnA tArane teDI zake. AgaLanA mAnavInA haiye dharmadAjha sAthe dezadAjha paNa hatI. tethI AyAta ane nikAsa svadezamAM kare jethI potAnA dezane samRddha banAvavAmAM madadagAra banI rahe. "svargAdapi garIyasI janmabhUmi" svarga karatAM janmabhUmi mahAna che. e sUtra bAlyavayathI magajamAM mAvitre ThasAvatAM. mATe dezasevAne pATha paNa tenI nasenasamAM hate. dharmanuM svarUpa vizALa che. dharma pAmele pote sevA, zAMti ne sukharUpI tripuTIne anubhava ane anyane paNa apAvate. saMteSanA kAraNe te jyAM tyAM jhAvA nAkhate nahote. 4 mAsa mosamamAM kamAya ne 8 mAsa nirAMte dharmadhyAna karata. AvA sAdhake chaThThA ne 7mA vratamAM je jAvajIvanI dizA ke bhegapabhoganI maryAdA kIdhI che te maryAdAne divase divase saMkSipta karI, pApanI lALane TuMkAvate jAya che. chatAM koIvAra aNu-upage aticAra lAgI jAya te, sAMja paDe AtmanirIkSaNarUpa pratikramaNa karI, AlecanA karI zuddha bane che. te aticAranuM svarUpa - - ANavaNapaNe = pite je dizA ke dravyanI maryAdA karI che tenuM pramAdathI ulaMghana thaI gayuM hoya, A sivaNa uge = nekarane mokalI maryAdA bahAranI bhUmimAMthI vastu maMgAvI hoya. sadANuvA = zabda kahIne eTale pitAne amerikA sudhI javAnI baMdhI karI hoya ane

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pachI tyAMnI cIjane paNa lAge ke kamANInA udeze TelIphena dvArA mAlanI levaDadevaDa kare vagere. ; ravAvAye rUpavarUpa batAvIne koIne bolAvyo hoya. jema ke keIe paccakhANa karyo ke Aje mAre mArA kaMpAunDa bahAra javuM nahi. pAMce Asavane cha keTie tyAga, e abhigraha karyA bAda gavAkSamAM rahIne paMtha nihALatAM kaI cIja joIne levAnI bhAvanA thaI, aMtarAtmA uMghI gayo ne bahirAtmAnuM jora vadhyuM tyAre te AtmA temAM lepAI jatAM anyane pitAnuM rUpa dekhADIne eTale ke saMketa karIne belA bahiyA pigaLapakhe bahAra koIne kAMkara nAMkhIne, kaI padArtha nAMkhIne bolAve vagere 10mA vratanA pAMca aticAranuM svarUpa samajavAnuM che, paNa aticAra lagADavAnA nathI. kadAca ajANapaNe aticAra lAgI jAya te zrAvaka savAra sAMja pratikramaNa karI te pApathI zuddha bane che. Ave vItarAga prabhune pUjaka, ane sAdhuone upAsaka, triratnane yathAzakti ArAdhaka banI saMsAramAM rahe che, chatAM saMsArane thaIne rahetuM nathI. jema koI mANasa dila daine, tana teDIne gharanAM kAma cheDIne saMsthAnuM kAma karate heya paraMtu jyAre temAMthI tenA hRdayane AghAta pahoMce evI tene mATe vAta ubhI thAya tyAre te rAjInAmuM devA taiyAra thAya che. koI kAraNasara rAjInAmuM detAM vAra lAge paNa haiyuM te uThI gayuM che. tema sAcA zrAvakane AkhA saMsAra uparathI bhAva uThI jAya che. saMsAranuM rAjInAmuM daI devuM che, paNa cAritra guNanI nabaLAIne kAraNe saMsAra cheDI sAdhupaNuM nathI laI zako, chatAM zakti pramANe jyAre jyAre TAIma maLe tyAre tyAre sAdhanAnI sIDI para caDhe che. navamA vratamAM be ghaDI sudhI samabhAvanI sAdhanA kare che. ane te sAdhanAnA phaLarUpe, tyAra bAda saMsAranA kAryo karatAM chatAM saMsAra bhAvathI vRttiono saMkSepa karI, alpa jarUrIyAtathI, 10mA vratamAM saMteSanI zItaLa cAMdanImAM vicaratA 11mA paiSadhavratamAM aherAtrI (divasa-rAta) sudhI vicarI sAdhupaNAnI vAnagIne svAda anubhave che. piSadhavata eTale sUryodaya thatAM ja koIpaNa AzravanAM kAma karyA sivAya ja paiSadhavrata dhAraNa karavAnuM hoya che. temAM cAre AhAranAM paccakhANa karAya che. temaja abrAsevavAnA-senA rUpA hIrA mANekanA, puSponI mALA-vilepana karavAnA-zastra jevAM ke cappa charI vagere jIva hiMsA thAya tevAM zastro rAkhavAnAM paccakhANa karAya che. divasa ne rAtrinA AThe pahora dharma dhyAnamAM gALavAnA hoya che. temAM koIpaNa jAtanAM sAvadha kAryo (pApa karyo) mana, vacana, kAyAthI karAya nahi, karAvAya nahi prabhAvanA levAya nahi chokarAo Ave tyAre gharanI vAta tenI sAthe karAya nahi. cAvIne guDa levAya devAya nahi. suvA-oDhavApAtharavAnAM upakaraNe tathA zarIranI hAjate nivAravAnA sthAnenuM savAra sAMja be vAra patilekhana karavuM joIe,

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17 11mA vratanA pAMca aticAra batAvyA che - apaDilehiya-paDilehiya sejA saMthArae = suvAnI zayyA = jagyA ane saMthAro = upakaraNane sarakhA joyAM na hoya, jema tema joI lIdhAM heya, apamajijaya dupamajijaya sajA saMthArae = sejA saMthArAne pramAryA (pUjyA) na hoya ke jema tema pUjyA hoya. apaDilehiya dupaDilehiya ucAra pAsavaNabhUmi = dehanI hAjate nivAravAnA thAnuM pratilekhana karyuM na hoya, athavA sarakhI rIte karyuM na hoya. apamajiya duSpamajijaya uccAra pAsavaNabhUmi = dehanI hAjate nivAravAnA sthAne paMjayA na hoya athavA jematema pUjyA heya. pisahassa samaMaNANuM pAlayA = pauSadhavata lIdhA pachI sarakhI rIte tenuM pAlana na karyuM hoya. A pAMca aticAra jANavA gya che, paNa AcaravA ga nathI-ema jANI niraticArapaNe vranuM pAlana karavuM joIe. Aje dhanyaterasa che, dhanyaterasane divase bharata cakravatI cha khaMDa sAdhI vanitA nagarImAM AvelA ane zrIrAmacaMdra, sItAne rAvaNa pAsethI mukta karI ayodhyA nagarImAM AvelA, tethI utsava manAele. dhanya te rasa eTale AtmAnI anubhUtine rasa. A rasanuM AsvAdana je kare che teNe sAcI dhanyaterasa ujavI manAya che. niSakumAra bhAvapUrvaka vrata aMgIkAra kare che. have bAramA vratanuM svarUpa avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 91 Ase vada 14ne ravivAra tA. 17-10-71 anaMtajJAnI paramAtmAe bhavya jIne siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyA che. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayela vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. ahIM niSadhakumArane adhikAra cAle che.. Aje bAramA vratanuM svarUpa samajAvAze. dAdaranA eka pachI eka pagathiyA caDI zakAya che, tema zrAvakapaNane prApta karavA mATe paNa bAra pagathiyArUpa bAra vrata che. bAramuM atithI saMvibhAga vrata che. atithI keNa bAramA vratamAM atithInI vAta karI che te

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kevA atithInI vAta karI che te prathama jANavuM joIe. atithI eTale jenI tithI mukarara nathI te. je ATalI ja vyAkhyA karIe te tamAre tyAM mahemAna Ave che temAM keTalAkanI tithI nakakI nathI rahetI. vaLI mAgaNa-bhikhArI Ave che te paNa kayAre Ave te nakkI nathI hotuM. udaghATana vagere hoya tyAre paNa atithI vizeSane AmaMtraNa Ape che. ahIM A atithInI vAta nathI. paNa je paMca mahAvratadhArI che. pAMca samiti tathA traNa guptiyukta che tathA chakAyanAM piyara ane chakAyanAM nAtha che. satyAvIza sAdhujInAM guNe karI sahita che tevA mahApurUSanI vAta che. tene sAvadhoga sevavAnA sarvathA pratyAkhyAna che. ghara rahita che. tene kayAMya sImADA bAMdhyA nathI. apratibaddha vihArI che. kalyANa nuM karavA kAje vicare deza videze, nA rAyaraMka nA uMcanIca sarakhA saune upadeze, apamAna kare tyA sanmAna, samatAbhAve rahenArA, A che aNagAra amArA jenA sAdhune uMcanIcane bhedabhAva nathI. tenI dRSTimAM sau samAna che. tenuM keI apamAna karI jAya te tenA para krodha karatA nathI. ane koI satkAra kare te kulAtA nathI. A pavitra sAdhu, lekamAM cAra uttama vastu che temAMnA eka che. paMca parameSThImAM tenuM pAMcamuM pada che. sAdhu paramazAMti ane siddhinI zodhamAM jIvananI tejasvI mazAla laI AtmA ane paramAtmAne pega sAdhavA nIkaLe che. jagatanI badhI ja tuccha jaMjALo cheDI AtmasAdhya sAdhavuM e ja enuM priya sUtra che. AvA sAdhune duniyAmAM jeTe maLe nahI. rAjapATa ane suMvALA vaibhava tuccha lAgyA eTale baLakhAnI mAphaka pheMkI dIdhA. mikSanA zAzvata sukhanI meja samajANuM tyAre cha khaMDanA sukhane cheDI cakravartIoe hAthamAM pAtra pakaDayuM ane ghera ghera bhikSAcarI karavAmAM AnaMda mAnya ane ucca prakAranuM nirAraMbhI jIvana jIvyA. A mAge mAyakAMgalA jene kamAvavAnI trevaDa na hatI, saMsAramAM dukhI hatA tevA nathI AvyA, paNa bhautika vaibhavanA Dhaga para janmelA, khammA khammAmAM moTA thayelA ane eka nekarane bolAve tyAM pAMca hAjara thAya ane kahe he devAnupriya! Apa zuM Icche che? ame Apane mATe zuM priya karIe! AvA puruSanI jenA para daSTi paDe te paNa pitAnI jAtane dhanya mAne. AvA puNyAtmAoe dIkSA aMgikAra karI che. ane ughADA page ane khulle mAthe dhema dhakhatA tApamAM paNa cAlavAnuM kabUla karyuM che. tamane jarAka garamI lAge eTale erakanDIzana rUmamAM besI jAva athavA te paM cAlu karI de, game teTalI garamI hovA chatAM paNa sAdhu paMkhe calAve nahiM ane game teTalI ThaMDI hoya te paNa agnithI zarIrane tApe nahIM,

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59 AcAraga sUtramAM Ave che ke zItanA sparzathI kAMpatA munine joI koI gRhastha pUche che ke: "bhakata'to ! zramanA ! ne vahu te nAmadhammA kanvati ? zAila te zAAvak! na khalu mama grAmaghammA uvvAhati ratayaphaH sa ya na khalu ahaM saMcAem ahiyA sitae, no khalu me kappaI agaNikAya ujjAlitae vA pajjAlitae vA kArya AyAttie vA payAvittae vA anesi vA veyaNAo...." hai AyuSyamAna zramaNa ! tamane kAma pIDita tA nathI karatA ne? A sAMbhaLI sAdhu kahe che mane kAma pIDita nathI karatA, paraMtu huM DhaMDIne sahana karavA sama` nathI. agnikAya jalAvavA, vAravAra jalAvavA, zarIrane ekavAra tApavu' athavA vAraMvAra tApavu' mane kalpatu nathI. ane khIjA pAse Ama karAvavu' paNa kalpatu nathI ane koI kare tA anumodana karavu' paNa kalpatu nathI. zarIra, zarIranu` kAma kare paNa sAdhu tenI samAdhimAM lIna rahe. 8'DImAM kAI tApatA hoya ane sAdhu tyAMthI pasAra thAya te sagaDI pAse ubhA rahe nahIM, mAkhaNanA pIMDA jevI kAyA hAya paNa teNe kaparo mA lIdhA che. suni gRhasthane ghare vaheAravA jAya ane koI pANInA leTA AghA kare athavA dANA upara paga mUke teA pAchA pharI jAya. pUrI utAravAnI ja hAya ane muni pahAMcyA pachI utArIne Ape te muni te le nahI'. dazA zruta skaMdhamAM pratimAdhArI zrAvakanI vAta Ave che. temAM paNa kahyuM che ke paDhimA- dhArI zrAvaka haiAravA jAya tyAM bhAta utarI gayA haiAya ane dALa na utarI hAya, cule hAya tA bhAtane zrahaNa kare paNa dALa na le, ema je nice hAya te le, sagaDIpara agnikAyanA spavALu hAya te na le. asujhata AhAra paDhimAdhArI zrAvakane paNa na pe. sAdhu haiAravA Ave tyAre cAranI mAphaka dhIme pagale Ave, paNa dharmalAbha dUrathI khelatA na Ave, jo khele te gRhastha cetI jAya ane koI asUjhatI vastu sujhatI karI nAkhe, vaLI sAdhune koI mANusa DhALAtuM-verAtuM Ape te paNa levuM na 5e. gRhastha vastu vaheArAvavA lAge tA tene pUche ke A vastu kAne mATe banAvI che ? jo gharaDA mATe, bALaka mATe ke prasUtA mATe banAvelA AhAra hAya tA teoe vAparI lIdhA pahelAM na levAya. sAdhu, jIvananA dareka prasaMgamAM viveka rAkhe. nirdeSa ane eSaNika AhAra maLe ta sayamavRddhi mAne. ane na maLe tA tapavRddhi samajI AnaMdamAM rahe. nA dehataNI darakAra kare, agharA tapane AcaratAM, abhyAsa kriyA ne bhaktithI, Atamane unnata karatA.

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5o ArAdhanAmAM AyuSya vItAvI uccagati varanArA, A che aNagAra amArA...jenA.... sAdhu pitAnA jIvanamAM ArAdhanAne ja mukhya gaNe. sAdhanA sAdhatAM sAdhatAM deha. paDI jAya te paNa darakAra na kare. AtmAne unnata banAvavAnAM ja prayatna kare. sAdhu eka jaina kuLamAM ja gocarI jAya tema na hoya, paNa paricita kuLamAM paNa jAya. ajJAta kuLamAM vizeSa zuddha gocarI upalabdha thAya. annAya unche caraI vizuddha, javaNaTrayA samuyANa ya nicca aladhdhu no paridevaIjjA, ladhdhu na vikkatthaI sa pujjo daza. a. 9 u. 3. gA. 4 sAdhu ajJAta gharomAM gocarI jAya ane saMyamanAM nirvAhane mATe uccanIca kuLamAM sAmudANIya gocarI kare. AhAranI aprApti thatAM kheda na kare. ane prApti thatAM dAtAnI prazaMsA na kare, te pUjya thAya. zrAvaka rAgane kAraNe koIka vAra AghuM pAchuM karI nAkhe paNa anya dhamane tyAM ajANyA jaIe te pApa lAgavAnI zaMkA na rahe. sAdhunI gocarI bhramara jevI hoya che. sAdhu te madhukaranI pere, nahIM tRNuM nahIM lebha, lAdhyuM bhADuM dIe kAyAne, aNa maLe saMtoSa, dhame maMgala mahimA nIle, dharma nava nidhi thAya. bhramara jema puSpane kaSTa pahoMcADatA nathI ane pitAnuM peTa bhare che, tema sAdhu koI ne trAsa pahoMcADatA nathI. keI ne Azraya svIkAratA nathI, koInI zehamAM taNAtA nathI. karoDapati ke reDapati (garIba) badhAne samAna gaNe che. "gAmavA sarva bhUteSu" sAdhu pitAnA AtmA samAna badhA AtmAne samaje che. prANimAtrane sukha priya ane dukha apriya che, tethI koIne herAna karavAne, duHkhI karavAne vicAra mAtra paNa na kare. chakAyanAM pratipAla sAdhu tamAre tyAM rahevA Ave tyAre tame hiMsAnAM kAma karatA ho, te te kAma thaMbhAvI devuM joIe. temanAM dekhatAM hiMsA kare, zAka vagere sudhAro athavA pANI vagerene AraMbha kare, te te joIne sAdhunuM hRdaya khinnatA anubhave. paNa tamAre te moDuM thatuM hoya eTale tema bane nahIM, kharuMne ? sAdhune kaMThe prANa AvI jAya, lAlapILA dekhAtA hoya, prANa chuTI jAya tema lAge te paNa saceta pANInuM sevana kare nahi. Atma kalyANa e ja enI tamannA che. tRSNA cheDI lAdhyuM bhADuM dehane Ape. sAdhu cha kAraNe AhAra kare.

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541 "veyaNa veyAvacce iriyachAe ya saMjamAe tada paLavattiyANa, cha puLa dharmacintA "u. a. 26 gA. 33 (1) sudhAvedanIya samAvavAne mATe (2) vaiyAvacca karavAne mATe (3) Isamiti zedhavA mATe () saMyamanA nirvAha mATe (5) prANa TakAvavA mATe ane (6) dharmajArikA jAgavAne mATe, sAdhu AhAra kare paNa tene AhAramAM Asakti na hoya. kAraNa ke AhAra e te ekendriyanA mRtadeha che. mRtadeha para ujANI te gIdhaDA ane kAgaDA kare. sAdhu te khAtAM khAtAM glAni anubhave ke mAre mULa svabhAva aNahAraka che. te nathI pragaTa thaye tethI AhAra kare paDe che. paNa temAM rasendriyane piSavAnI te na ja hoya. rasendriya para vijaya meLavavA mATe bhagavAne jJAtA dharmakathAmAM suSamA dArikAnuM dRSTAMta ghaNuM ja suMdara ApyuM che. A upadeza jIvanamAM utare te khAvApIvAnI capacapa maTI jAya. rAjagRhI nAmanI nagarImAM dhanya sArthavAha rahetuM hatuM. tenI patnInuM nAma bhadrA hatuM. tene pAMca putra ane eka putrI hatI. putrInuM nAma suSamA hatuM. te dekhAvamAM khUba ja suMdara hatI. tenA hAthapaga bahu ja komaLa hatA. bhAI bahenamAM te sauthI nAnI hatI. te dhanya sArthavAhane tyAM cilAtI nAmane eka dAsIputra hatA. te suSamAne ramADavAnuM kAma karate, paNa tenI vartaNuMka sArI na hatI. ramavA AvatAM bIjA bALakonI sArI sArI cIjo cerI lete. dhanya sArthavAhe cilAtIne sudhAravA mATe ghaNuM karyuM paNa aMte te na sudharyuM eTale tene rajA ApI dIdhI. svachaMdI cilAtIne pitAnA svabhAvane anukuLa sebatI maLI rahyA. ane aMte rAjagRhanI ati najIka paNa nahIM ane ati dUra paNa nahIM evI siMhaguphA nAmanI eka cerapallI hatI tyAM Avyo. tene senApati vijaya hatuM. te 500 corane saradAra hatA, cilAtI te saradAranA hAtha nIce rahevA lAgyo ane vijayane te aneka rIte madadarUpa thaze. senApati vijaye cilAtIne ghaNI caravidyAo, ceramaMtra Adi zIkhavyA. tyAra pachI eka vakhate senApati vijaya mRtyu pAme ane badhAe tenI jagyAe cilAtIne sthApe. cilAtIe eka vakhata potAnA sAthIone kahyuMH rAjagRhImAM dhanya sArthavAha rahe che. te dhanadhAnyathI pUrNa che. vaLI tene suSamA nAmanI putrI che. te pAMce IndriyathI pUrNa che. khUba ja sukumAra ane suMdara che. ApaNe tyAM lUMTa calAvIe. lUMTAyeluM dhana, hIrA, mANeka mitI, pannA Adi vastu tamane ApI daIza ane suSamAne mArI patnI banAvIza." cilAtInI A vAta tenAM pAMca sAthIoe svIkArI lIdhI. ane niyata samaye zeThane tyAM jaI pitAnI icchA mujaba khUbaja dhana lUTayuM. ane suSamAne laI ravAnA thayA.

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zeThane khabara paDI tyAre teo khuba duHkhI thayA. ane koTavALa tathA nagara rakSako pAse gayAM ane yogya bheTa ApI kahyuM." cAra leke mAruM ghaNuM dhana tathA mArI putrIne upADI gayA che. Apa mArI putrIne bacAvavA prayatna kare. je dhana pAchuM Ave te tamane ApI daIza ane mArI putrI ane seMpI deje. nagararakSakoe e vAta svIkArI ane zodha karavA nIkaLI paDayA. nagara rakSako zerane AMbI gayA ane adhAne harAvI dIdhA. jyAre re parAjIta thaI gayA, tyAre puSkaLa dhana-kanaka, motI, maNa vagere tyAM ja mUkIne Amatema palAyana thaI gayA. nagara rakSako dhana maLatAM tene grahaNa karI pAchA pharyA paNa cilAtI pAsethI suSamA chokarIne mukta karavA na gayA. cilAtI A yuvatIne laI eka moTI aTavImAM pesI gayA. sArthavAha ane temanAM pAMca putro cilAtInI pAchaLa paDayA. ane jera jorathI bUmo pADavA lAgyA. "are duSTa! ubhuM rahe, ubhuM rahe. mArI putrIne seMpI de, nahIM te tane mArI nAkhIzuM." cilAtIe jANyuM ke have suSamA dArikAne laI dUra jaI zakAya tema nathI tyAre talavAra vaDe tenuM mAthuM kApI nAkhyuM. te pAyela mastakane laIne bhayaMkara aTavImAM pesI gayo. sArthavAha Adi cha jaNa khUba duHkhI thaI gayA. teo tarasa ane bhUkhathI pIDAvA lAgyA. ane suSamA dArikAno mRtadeha joI dhrusake dhrusake raDI paDyA. vilApa karavA lAgyA. khUba thAkIne pAchA pharavAnI taiyArI karavA lAgyA. paNa bhUkha tarasa eTalI lAgI hatI ke e bhayaMkara aTavImAMthI ghera pahoMcavuM muzkela hatuM. suSamA dArikAne meLavavA mATe cilAtI ceranI pAchaLa bhaTaktAM bhaTaktAM zrama ghaNuMja lAgyA hatA. cAre bAju pANInI tapAsa karI paNa pANI maLyuM nahIM. AthI sArthavAhe tenA putrone kahyuM. "gharaDo thayo chuM ane priya putrInAM vize mAruM jIvana nirasa banI gayuM che. te tame mane mArI, mArA raktamAMsane khAva. e vinA A aTavI ulaMghI zakaze nahIM." A sAMbhaLI moTA putre kahyuM. "tame amArA pUjanIya che, vaMdanIya che, upakArI che. tamane amArAthI marAya nahIM, mATe mane mArI Apa badhA ApanA jIvananuM rakSaNa kare. ema dareka bhAIoe moTAbhAInI jema kahyuM. aMte dhanya sArthavAhe kahyuM. tamArAmAMthI ekane paNa huM mAravA mAgatA nathI. suSamA dArikAnuM zarIra je niSNANuM ane nirjIva banI gayuM che tene AhAra karIe ane rAjagRhamAM poMcIe. A vAta dukhita hRdaye badhAe ravIkArI ane AjubAjumAMthI kASTa lAvI saLagAvI mAMsa pakavyuM ane saue khAdhuM tathA lehI pIdhuM ane nagaramAM pahecyA. vicAra kare ke A chae jaNAe kevA kakaLatA hRdaye bhejana karyuM haze! zarIranI kAMti vRddhi pAme te mATe ? baLanI vRddhi mATe? athavA viSayasevananI zaktinAM vardhana mATe, suSamAdArikAnA mAMsa-zeNita nathI. khAdhAM paNa rAjagRha pahoMcavA mATe khAdhA che. ema chae kAyanA je sAdhunAM saMtAno che. siddhagatirUpa sthAne pahoMcavA mATe ekendriyanA maDAMne AhAra kare paDe che, paNa temanuM haiyuM kakaLatuM hoya che. zarIramAM

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kAMti ane baLa vadhe te mATe sAdhu AhAra kara nahIM. rasapUrvaka Indriyane piSaNa ApavA mATe AhAra kara nahIM. saMyamanI yAtrAne nirvAha karavA mATe khAvuM paDe che. sAdhu AhAramAM vRddha, mUrNita ke Asakta na hAya. anAsakta bhegane keLavavA mATe bhagavAne A suMdaramAM suMdara dRSTAMta ApeluM che. gADAmAM kicuDa kicuDa avAja thatoya te tela bharavuM paDe che. tema zarIra che eTale peTa bharavuM paDe che. paNa sArI vAnagI jatAM moDhAmAM pANI na chUTe. A sAMbhaLI tamArA jIvanane paNa joI lejo. jIbha upara keTale kAbU meLavyuM che te vicArI joje. jene vastunuM sAcuM varUpa samajAya che te be vastuthI cAle te trIjI vastu khAvAnI IcchA na kare. tame ema na mAnaze ke ghI, dUdha Adi vastu khAvAthI vizeSa zakti prApta thAya che, kAraNuM ke zakti vIrya guNanA ughADathI prApta thAya che. mATe bahu mAdaka padArtho khAvA nahIM. ekavAra mana para kaMTrala AvI jAya te kaI vastu agharI paDatI nathI. 48 karoDanaiyAnAM svAmI-32 ramaNIyenA bharathAra judula zrAvaka eka vAra bhagavAna nemanAthanA samAgamamAM AvyA ane jIvanane palaTo thaI gaye. raMgarAga chUTI gayA ane haiyuM vairAgavAsita banI gayuM. bAra vrata aMgIkAra karyo, ane khAvAmAM cekhA, caNAnI dALa ane pANI traNa dravyanI chUTa rAkhI. temanI strIoe kahyuM "tamane zuM thayuM che? kaMI darda heya te davA karAvIe. paNa AvuM jIvana kema calAvI levAya ?" A sAMbhaLI zrAvake kahyuM, "mane kaMI darda nathI thayuM, paNa bhagavAna nemanAthanAM badhe mAre AtmA jAgrata thaye che." Ama je AtmAmAM AtmajAgRti Ave che te jagatanAM vilAso bhUlI vairAgyavAsita bane che. saMyama che te jIvanavahANane zaDha che. zaDha vagaranuM vahANa jyAM tyAM athaDAI paDe che. sAdhujIvana sarvazreSTha jIvana che. sAdhu mahAtmAne kevI rIte vaherAvavuM te zrAvakoe jANavuM joIe. sAdhune sujhata ane nirdoSa AhAra vaherAva, citta, vitta ne pAtra traNe zuddha hovAM joIe. lenAra zuddha ane vastu zuddha joIe. zrAvakoe kaI bhautika AzAe sAdhune varAvavuM nahIM. sAdhu padhAre te zrAvakanA haiyAmAM ane utsAha pragaTe. "mAre AMgaNe suratarU phaLe, metiDe meha vara ane senAne sUrya uge ke AvA punita AtmAnA pagalAM mAre AMgaNe thayA ema mAne. tathArUpanAM sAdhu mahAtmAne nirdoSa AhAra rAvatAM ekAMta nirjarA thAya che. jarA paNa pApa lAgatuM nathI. zrAvakenA dvAra hamezAM khullAM hoya. tene AMgaNe Avela koI paNa hoya te pAcho na jAya, paNa te sAdhune taraNa tAraNa mAnI gaherAve ane anya tithIne anukaMpAthI Ape. sAdhu e utkRSTa supAtra che,

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sAdhune cauda prakAranuM dAna devAya "azaNuM-pANa-khAImaM-sAIma-vattha-paDigahakaMbala-pAya pUchayuM" A ATha AvagA che. eTale sAdhu te laIne gRhasthane pAchA na ApI zake ane cha pADhiyAra che je laIne pAchA ApI zakAya che.=pIDha bAjoTha. phalaga =pATIyuM seja jA=upAzraya, saMthAraeNuMetRNAdinI pathArI, usaha-eka cIjanI banAvelI davA jemake haraDenuM cUraNa, sajajeNuM=ghaNI vastumAMthI banelI davA, jema ke triphaLAdi. A 10 prakAranuM zuddha ane nirdoSa dAna zrAvaka Ape. nispRha dAna ane nispRha jIvana jIvanAra baMne saMsArane kSaya kare che, ane mokSagatine prApta kare che. sAdhu samabhAvI hA joIe. amAri - mannenA gaLAmati = TIT huM vi cahyuM nize niviSe AcArAMga sUtra lAbha maLe te abhimAna na kara, huM jAuM tyAMthI pAtrA bharIne AvuM chuM." ane na maLe te zeka na kare. ghaNuM prApta thaI jAya te saMgraha na kare. ane thoDuM maLe te gRhasthanI niMdA na kare. je pratirodha kare ke zuM cAlyA Ave che ? kamAI khAvane? te tenI pAse dInatA lAvI vAraMvAra yAcanA na kare. gRhasthanI vacce rahe, chatAM te koIneya Azrita banI na rahe. TADhe TukaDo khAya ane AkAze uDa jAya. AvA sAdhune vaherAvanAra saMsArane paritta karI nAkhe, e pATha siddhAMtamAM ghaNI jagyAe che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe bIjuM cAturmAsa rAjagRhI nagarImAM karyuM. tyAM mAsakhamaNune pAraNe mA khamaNu karyA. temanA cAra pAraNuM vijyagAthApati, AnaMda gAthApati, sudarzana gAthApati ane bahula nAmanA brAhmaNane tyAM thayA. ane bhagavAnane traNa karaNa ane traNa bheguM karI zuddha AhArapANI vaherAvatAM saMsAra parIta karyo. te bhAvalAbha thaye ane sAthe dravya lAbha paNa tha. saMsAra parittIkae ima iM paMca divyAI pANabhUyAI taMjahA vasuhArAvuDhI dasaTTavanne kusume nivAhae celukkhevekae AhyAu devaduMdubhIo aMtarAviyaNaM pAgAsaM aho dANaM ghutthe| temanA gharamAM paMcadivya pragaTa thayA. AkAzamAM dee sonA maheranI vRSTi karI. paMcavaNuM kulenI vRSTi karI. vasonI vRSTi karI. AkAzamAM devaduMdubhI vAgI. ane "ahedAna, mahAdAna e vani karyo. supAtra dAnane mahimA vadhAryo. sAdhupurUSa ati pavitra jIvana jIvanAra che. temane utkRSTabhAve dAna ApavuM joIe. ane bhAvanA bhAvavI ke mAruM jIvana saMyamI kayAre bane? saMyamI jIvanamAM AvavAnI darekane jarUra che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI taddabhave

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545 makSa janAra hatA. chatAM temaNe dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. dIkSA dravya ane bhAve baMne rIte AvavI joIe- dravya veza te vADa che. mela(nIpaja)nA rakSaNa mATe vADanI jarUra che, paNa vADane mAla kahevAya nahIM. dIkSA aMgIkAra karyA pachI svAdhyAya, dhyAna ane tapa sayamanI utkRSTa 'bhAve ArAdhanA karavAnI che. kaSAyane TALI samabhAvanI sAdhanA karavAnI che. Ama je peAtAnA jIvanamAM guNAnA vikAsa kare che tenuM avinAzI kalyANa thAya che. vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAro. vyAkhyAna na'...92 AsA vada amAsa ne sAmavAra tA. 18-10-71 anaMtajJAnI, vizvanI virala vibhUti, jagatavAsI jIvAne amRtapAna karAvanAra bhagavAna mahAvIra devanI Aje nirvANatithi che. e mahApurUSa paramapathanA prakAza jagata para pAtharatAM gayA. trividha tApathI tapta jIvAne zItaLatA pradAna karatA gayA. bhUlelA jIvAne dhruvatAraka anyA. e kSamAmUrti, kalyANamUrti e kRpAnA dheAdha vahevaDAvyA. aneka hitazikSAethI bhavya jIvanAM hRdayane raMgyA. ahi~MsAnA ghUMTaDA premapUrvaka pIdhAM ane jagatane pIvaDAvyA. temanu tyAga-balidAna ane titikSAmaya jIvana preraNA ApatuM gayu'. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI vizvapremanI jyAta jagADanAra hatAM. temaNe jIvana jIvavAnA uccatama Adaza jagata sAme dharyAM. bhagavAna mahAvIra deva A cAvIsInAM carama titha kara deva hatA. ceAthA ArAnA 75 varSa ane sADA ATha mahinA bAkI rahyAM tyAre bhagavAnanA janma thayA. trIsa varSoMnI bharayauvana avasthAmAM rAjya vaibhava-strI AdinAM sukhAne Thokare mArI sayamanA kaThora mAge kaThora sAdhanAnI zarUAta karI. haiye hAra, khAMDe khAjumadha, mAthe mugaTa, keDe kaDhArA, veDha, vIMTI Adi tamAma zaNagArA utAryAM. DhAkhI khAjunA DhAbA hAthathI, ane jamaNA hAthathI jamaNI bAjunA, e bAjunA (sAIDanA) ane eka vaccenA, ema paMcamukhkhI leAca svayaM karyAM. tirthaMkarA hajAma pAse peAtAnuM mAthuM namAve nahiM. pAMca muThThImAM AkhA leAca upADayA, te kevA baLavAna ane parAkramI haze ! bhagavAnanAM lAcanA vALa DhIMcaNabhara thaI vahIrAnAM thALamAM Indra mahArAje jhImyA. anaMta siddhone namaskAra karI bhagavAna karemi bha Mte'nA pATha bhaNyA. ane abhigraha karyAM ke, AjathI huM' mArI kAyAne vAsirAvI dauM chuM. yAvat jIvana deva-manuSya tathA 69

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niyacanAM koIpaNa prakAranAM upasargo Avaze tathA koIpaNa pariSaha paDaze, te paNa huM mArA mArgathI calita nahIM banuM. bhagavAne sADA bAra varSa ane eka pakhavADiyA sudhI kahera sAdhanA karI. mAra maLyA. prahAre maLyA. kakuzabadanAM varasAda varayA. aneke AvI temane prabhune ApyAM, paNa sAdhanAnA e aThaMga bhegI keIthI DaryA nahi, keImAM lebhAyA nahiM. AtmayoganI evI prakhara dhUNI dhakhAvI ke sarva vAsanAo-IcchAo temAM bhasmIbhUta thaI gaI. ApaNuM zAsanapati deva ApaNane ghaNuM zIkhavI gayA che. temanI sAdhanA ApaNane pramAda TALavAnI preraNA Ape che. bhagavAne ghora sAdhanAne aMte kevaLajJAna-kevaLadarzana prApta karyuM. kevaLajJAna prApta karyA pachI 12 prakAranI pariSadamAM dharma upadeza Apyo. baMdhana ane muktinAM kAraNe samajAvyAM. baMdhanA kAraNane chedI nAkhavAmAM Ave te mukti avazya prApta thAya. kamanA bIja jeNe bALI nAkhyAM tene janma-maraNa maTI gayAM. bhagavAne upadezela bodhane jIvanamAM utArI temanI AjJAmAM udyamI banavuM te dareka sujJa purUSanuM kartavya che. have janma na levuM paDe tenI taiyArI karavAnI che. have jAgRta thAo. kiMmatI sonerI avasara hAthamAMthI cA na jAya tenI takedArI rAkhe. bhagavAne bhavya jIne sAcI sAdhanAne mArga batAvyo che. samyaka jJAna, samyak darzana ane samyapha cAritramAM ramaNatA karavI te nija svarUpamAM ramaNatA karavA barAbara che. viSaye mAM ane kaSAmAM ramaNatA karavI te vibhAva dazA che. mumukSu AtmAoe vibhAva TALI svabhAva tarapha doTa mukavI joIe. saddaguNene vikasAvavA joIe. durgaNa TaLe te guNemAM AgaLa vadhI zakAya. bhagavAna paNa eka divasa A anAdi saMsAramAM rajhaLatAM hatA. cArAzInAM cakkaramAM paribhramaNa karatAM hatAM. paNa teoe apUrva sAdhanA karI siddha gatine prApta karI. ApaNe bhagavAna sAthe anaMtavAra saMbaMdha joDayA haze, paNa temanAM je purUSArtha ApaNAmAM pragaTa nahiM. te aphasosanI vAta che. meM ne tame A saMsAra sAgaramAM karyA sagapaNa apAra, tame te thayA prabhu siddha niraMjana, mAre nA A Are che. prabhu mane eka AdhAra tamAre. he prabhu! mitrapaNe, zatrupaNe, dAsIpaNe, mA-paNe, bApapaNe, bhAIpaNe, bahenapaNe, anekavAra tArA saMbaMdhamAM huM AvyuM. he prabhu! tame siddha, buddha, niraMjana, nirAkAra banI gayA. ane mAre rakhaDapaTTI cAlu ja rahI. he nAtha! pUrva saMbaMdhane kaMIka te nAte rAkha, mAre uddhAra te kara. huM kayAre siddha thaIza? tArI pAse mAre naMbara kayAre lAgaze? atyAre te dravya ane bhAve mArA-tArA vacce keTaluM aMtara che? A

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aMtara kayAre tUTaze? tyAga, vairAgyamaya jIvana banAvI, viSaya kaSAyanuM damana karI tarapha mArA pagalAM joradAra kyAre upaDaze? he prabhu! have huM thAkI gaye chuM. A trAsathI kaMTALI gayA chuM, mane zIdhra tArA je banAva. he prabhu! mAruM jIvana saLagI rahyuM che. tene zAMta karavAnI jaDIbuTTI te batAva. haiye tamAre satya-ahiMsA prema karUNA pragaTe, asatya hiMsA, verajheramAM jIvana mArUM saLage, zAMta samAdhi lAdhI tamane mAre bhaDakA bhItara, mArI tamArI vacce lAkha jana kerUM aMtara... he bhagavAna! tame kSaNe-kSaNe jAgRta rahIne anupama sAdhanA karI. tamArA para upasarga ane pariSahanI aneka jhaDI varasI, chatAM haiyAmAM ukaLATa nahiM. eka sIsakAra paNa karyo nahi. game tevI paristhitimAM paNa tamArA haiyethI ahiMsA ane karUNA varasI rahI, ane huM pAmara, viSaya-kaSAyamAM ane verajheramAM sabaDate rahyo chuM. tame zAMta-samAdhi prApta karI ane mAre haiye bhaDakAM baLI rahyA che. "UMce UMce tame caDyA, huM nIce nIce paDate, muktipadane pAmyA tame, huM lakhArAzI pharate, kema karI A aMtara tUTe, e ja vicArUM niraMtara....mArI tamArI he prabhu! tamArI prakhara sAdhanAnAM alaukika baLe tame UMce UMce pahoMcI gayA. ane huM hatabhAgI rakhaDate rajhaLate rahI gaye. have A tArUM ne mAruM aMtara kayAre taTe e ja niraMtara vicArI rahyo chuM. kharekhara! sAdhanAne mArga suMvALa nathI, paNa kAMTALo che. ekeka Indriya paNa vijaya meLavavA mATe sAdhake Atma-saMgrAmamAM tumula yuddha calAvavuM paDe che. adamya utsAha ane apUrva zraddhAthI muzkelIone sAmane saharSa kare paDe che. viSaya tarapha deTa mUkavAnAM anAdikALanA saMskArane dUra karavA bhagIratha prayatna karavAne che. eka vakhata sAdhuonI mITIMga bharANI. temAM prazna upasthita thaye ke pAMca IndriyamAM kaI Indriya jItavI vadhu muzkela che. saue pitapotAnA anubhavanI saravANI vahevaDAvI. eka mahAtmAe kahyuM. "zrotendriya para vijaya meLave khUba muzkela che. mAna-apamAnanAM zabdo sAMbhaLavA maLe, chatAM manamAM harSa ke zokanI eka rekhA paNa UbhI na thAya, A dazA prApta karavI sahelI nathI. dayAna dharIne beThA hoIe tyAre bIjI Indriyone jItavI sahaja bane che, paNa bahAranAM zabdo te saMbhaLAya che. A TAIme samabhAva rAkhavo muzkela che. A sAMbhaLI bIjA mahAtmAe kahyuM, "munio ! mAre anubhava te e che ke

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pa48 cakSuIndriya para vijaya meLavo muzkela che. jyAM jaIe tyAM rUpa najare paDe che. hami jevo mahArathI paNa rAjulanAM rUpane joIne kharAba mAMgaNI karI beTho. sItAnA rUpamAM aMdha banelo rAvaNa raNamAM roLAyo. rUpanI pAchaLa aneka pataMgIyAe balidAna ApI de che. menakAnuM rUpa joI vizvAmitranuM 40 hajAra varSanuM tapa pULamAM maLI gayuM. mATe cakSu para saMyama meLave ati kaThaNa che. trIjA munie kahyuM. "mArI dRSTie ghaNendriya jItavI sauthI kaThina che. sugaMdhI pudagale manane bahelAvI jAya che. ane durgandha Ave te sahana thatI nathI. tarata kapaDuM nAka para mUkI daIe chIe." vaLI cothA mahAtmAe kahyuM, "bhAIo! tamArI bhUla thaI rahI che. sau karatAM vadhAre kAma jIbha kare che. jIbha be dhArUM khaga che. bolavAmAM ane khAvAmAM be rIte ApaNane nukasAna pahoMcADe che. je muni rasendriya para kAbU na meLave, aneka madhurI vAnagImAM Asakta thAya te sAdhanAne zikhare caDe UMDI khINamAM gabaDI paDe che. ane vANI para niyaMtraNa na mUke te kaMIkanA jIvanamAM jhera vyApI jAya che. priyajana mAM veranAM bI vavAya che. eka vakhata eka pradhAne tenA rAjAne kahyuM, rAjana ! jIbhamAM amRta che ane jIbhamAM jhera che. kaDavAza ane mIThAza baMne jImamAM rahe che. A sAMbhaLI bAdazAhe pitAnI jIbha AkhA moDhAmAM pheravI paNa tene kaDa-mITho svAda na AvyuM. AthI pradhAnane kahyuM, "pradhAnajI! tame kahe che, jIbhamAM kaDavAza ane jIbhamAM mIThAza che paNa te kema mAnI zakAya? mane te e anubhava thatuM nathI. tamArI kahelI vAtane tame sAbita karI daye te huM mAna." pradhAne kahyuM. rAjana ! "tAMbAne page lekha karI Apa ke tene mATe huM kaI paNa upAya ajamAvuM te Apa zikSA nahi kare" rAjAe e pramANe lakhI ApyuM. e pachI thoDAM divase pradhAne rAjAne kahyuM. "jan ! Aje vIrapasalIne divasa che. mahArANIne meM bahena mAnyA che. Aje huM temane jamavA mATe AmaMtraNa ApuM chuM. Apa maherabAnI karI mAruM AmaMtraNa svIkAra" pradhAnanI IcchAne rAjAe svIkAra karyo ane mahArANIne mAnabhera jamavA mATe mokalyA. pradhAne rANInuM khUba ja suMdara svAgata karyuM. bahena mATe gAlIcA pAtharyA. khUba suMdara zabdothI navAjyA. bhAIne prema, bahena pratyenI lAgaNI joIne rANI sAhebAe vicAra karyo ke mArA bhAIne pAMca gAma bheTa apAvuM ane bahena javA taiyAra thaI tyAre bhAIe kahyuM. "A garIbanI jhuMpaDIe kaIvAra tamArA punita pagalAM karaje" henane eTale AnaMda che ke temaNe vicAryuM ke rAjamAM jaI tarata mArA bhAI. mATe 25 gAma lakhAvI lauM. ratha ravAnA thatuM hatuM tyAre pradhAne moTethI temanI patnIne kahyuM. "A tarakaDI jamIne uThI tyAM ceka karyo ke nahi? A vacana karNapaTa para paDatAM ja rANIne pate gaye. arara...A bhAI meDhe mIThaDe ane mane tarakaDI kahe che? AnuM

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pijhaTa. mAthuM kapAvuM te ja huM kharI! AkhA rastAmAM pradhAnanuM aneka prakAre anartha ciMtavatI ciMtavatI zaNa rAjyamAM pahoMcI ane sIdhI kArAguDamAM cAlI gaI. rAjA sAheba padhAryA eTale temaNe rANuM AvyA che ke nahi tenI khabara kaDhAvI. dAsI taraphathI temane jANavA maLyuM ke teo AvIne sIdhA kArAgRhamAM padhAryA che. AthI rAjA tyAM gayA. ane krodhita thavAnuM kAraNa pUchayuM. rANIe kahyuM "tamArA pradhAna mATe upADe mane jamavA laI gayA, mArI khUba sarabharA karI ane huM rathamAM ravAnA thaI eTale mane tarakaDI kahI. tenuM mAthuM talavArathI uDADI mArI sAme lAve. A sAMbhaLI rAjAnAM gussAne pAra na rahyo ane tarata eka sipAhIne pradhAnane bolAvavA mokalyo. pradhAnajI te jANatAM ja hatA ke hamaNAM teDuM AvavAnuM che. samAcAra maLatAM ja teo rAjA pAse hAjara thayA ane mastaka namAvI pUchyuM. "zI AjJA che mahArAjAdhirAjanI? rAjAe karaDI AMkha karI pradhAna sAme joyuM. ane kahyuM. "mArI rANInuM apamAna te mArUM ja apamAna che. mATe phAMsIe caDavA taiyAra thaI jA. pradhAne trAMbAne lekha batAvyA ane kahyuM : mahArAjA, mahArANInuM apamAna karanAra huM koNa? kharekhara meM apamAna nathI karyuM. A te ApanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA karavuM paDyuM che. rANIjIne pUchI juo ke jamyA tyAM sudhI kevA bhAva hatA ne nIkaLyA tyAre kevA bhAva badalANuM? rAjA paNa samajI gayA ke jImamAM kaDavAza che ne jIbhamAM miThAza che. kaDavAM vacana bolavAthI sAmA mANasa sAthe vera thAya che. mATe belavAmAM khUba ja upaga rAkhavo joIe. kAle nUtana varSanI zarUAta thAya che. tame Aje nirNaya kare ke mAre koIne kaDavAM vacana kahevA nahiM. jIbhane gaLyuM bhAve che te jIbhamAMthI kArelAnI kaDavAza kema nIkaLe che? tamArA snehIo-mitro-bhAIo-vaDIlo taraphathI tamane aneka jAtanA abhinaMdana Avaze. aneka zubhecchAo maLaze, paNa e badhAM phaLe kayAre? je prakRti palaTe khAya te aneka lAbhe prApta thAya. tamAruM hita tame IcchatA ho te jIvana sudhAro. jIbha para kAbu rAkhe. pAMcamA mahAtmAe kahyuM "munio! spazendriya para vijaya meLavavo khUba muzkela che. mulAyama sparza AvatAM tarata manamAM galagalIyA thAya che, ane karkaza keIne gamatuM nathI." Ama sAdhue nirNaya karI zakyA nahi ke kaI Indriya jItavI vadhu muzkela che. aMte nirNaya karyo ke dareke eka aThavADiyA sudhI eka eka Indriyane jItavA prayatna kare ane zuM anubhava thAya che te kahevuM. - AThe divasa pachI vaLI mITiMga bharANI. paNa aneka vAtanI carcAne aMte cokakasa nirNaya karI zakyA nahiM. aMte badhA saMto eka bahusUtrI ane viziSTa jJAnI mahAtmA pAse pahoMcyA. ane vinayapUrvaka prazna pUchaye. e mahApurUSe kahyuM, "juo munio ! eka mahelane pAMca daravAjA hoya temAMthI eka baMdha karI cAra khullA rAkhe te mahelanI aMdara

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553 cAra-lUTArAnA bhaya kharA ke nahi'? DhA' eka paNa daravAjo khulle hAya tyAM sudhI bhaya tA kharA ja." ema pAMca indriyanA pAMca daravAjA che. darekamAMthI AsavanA pravAha cAlyA Ave che. pAMce indriyA bhayaMkara vAghaNu samAna che. pAMce indriyanAM viSayasevanathI akapya zaktinA durvyaya thAya che. Atmadhana lUMTAI jAya che. ekeya indriya sAmAnya nathI, badhIne jItavI muzkela che. mATe AtmasAdhake pAMce daravAjA baMdha karavAnI jarUra che." mahAjJAnI muni pAsethI khulAsA sAMbhaLI sau khuza thayA. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe ApaNane e ja saMdezA pAThavyeA che ke viSaya ane kaSAyathI mukti meLavA. eTale tame avazya mukta banI zakaze. diga khara haiA, derAvAsI hA, sthAnakavAsI hA ke seAnagaDhI hA ke terApathI hA, paNu kaSAyane ukaLATa zamAvyA vinA kAinA mekSa thavAnA nathI, kaSAyamAM AtmA cAlyeA na jAya te mATe paLe-paLe jAgRta raheA. na dhAyu`' hoya tevu thayA kare che. tuM game teTale UMcAnIcA thaIza paNa tArUM' kaMI cAlavAnuM nathI. mATe samatAnI sAdhanA zarU karI. tamArA hRdayane zuddha ane nikhAlasa manAvA. adhama bhAvanAthI adhAti thaze ane ucca bhAvanAthI ucca gati thaze. vibhAva-bhAvane TALI svabhAvamAM sthira thaIzuM te ApaNe paNa eka divasa bhagavAna jevA khanIzuM. bhagavAna mahAvIra deve peAtAnI a Mtima dezanAmAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranI prarUpaNA karI. te vakhate 18 dezanA rAjAe rAjapATanI javAbadArI che|DI prabhu pAse chaTha pauSadha karI meThA hatAM. deza aDhAranAM rAjAe AvI cha cha pASA karyAM hatAM e, vIra prabhunuM mukha nihALI vANInA rasamAM jAmyA hatAM e, vIranA nirvANa dina divALI, gautama jJAnI kevA hatAM e, saMpUrNa jJAnanI jyeAti pragaTAvI, svabhAva ramaNatAmAM jhIlyA hatA e. prabhu bhavya jIvAne amRtarasamAM taraeLa banAvI 16 prahara sudhI dezanA ApI zukaladhyAnane cAthA pAyA samucchinnakriya anaMtara, apratipAti, anivrutidhyAtA, mana, vacana ane kAyAnA yAganu rUMdhana karI vedanIya, AyuSya, nAma ane gAtra A cAra kamanA kSaya karI, audArika taijasa ane kArmAMNu zarIrane sathA cheADI samazreNI Rjugati anya AkAza pradezane nahi avagAhatAM, aNupatA eka samaya mAtramAM dhvagati, avigraha gatie siddhadazA pAmyA. kevaLajJAnanA sUrya asta thatAM sarvatra aMdhakAra chavAI gayA. trileAkInAtha, zAsanapati prabhu jatAM darekanAM haiyAmAM kevA kAramA AghAta thayA haze? mujane melyA 2 TaLavaLatA tihAM raeN, nahi koi AMsu luchaNuhAra, gautama kahIne kANu khelAvaze re, kANu karaze mArI sAra, AdhAra hatA 2 eka vIra tADurA re....

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pA gautama svAmI vilApa karavA lAgyA. ane bhagavAnanAM vAkya yAda AvyA maLe che tyAM sudhI mekSa nahi maLe." rAtrInu' kavaca bekANu ane utra zreNI para ArUDha thayA ane kevaLajJAna tathA kevaLadezana pAmyA. makSaprAptimAM svapurUSAtha kAma kare che. 64 indro ane asaMkhya deva-devIe prabhunAM virahanI vedanAthI lamaNe hAya I beThAM. bhagavAnanAM dehanA a MtimasaMskAra indro kare. narahita aznapUNa AMkhAthI titha karanA zarIrane tiqhutto AyAhiNa` payAhiNa karei kareIttA.' paDyuM pAsanA kare. tyArapachI naMdanavanamAMthI geAzISa caMdananA kASTa lAvI citA manAve. zakrendranAM AbhiyAgaka ravA kSIrAjIka lAvI titha kanA zarIrane snAna kare. caMdananuM vilepana kare. huM salakSaNu zveta vastra paherAve sava alaMkArathI vibhUSita kare, zakrendra mahArAja agnikumAra devane melAvI agninI vipuNA karavAnI AjJA Ape. vAyukumAra devane vAyu viSuvAnuM kahe. te te pramANe kare. te citAmAM agaraturaka selhArasa-ghI, madhu vagere aneka bhArapramANa prakSepa kare. pachI meghakumAradeva kSIrADhakanI varSA kare. zakrendra bhagavAnanI uparanI jamaNI dADhA grahaNa kare. IzAnendra DAkhI dADhA, camarendra nIcenI jamaNI dADhA ane malendra nIcenI DAbI dADhAne grahaNa kare. zeSa bhavanapatithI vaimAnika devA yathAyeAgya zarIranA zeSa bhAgane grahaNa kare. keTalAka bhaktivazathI, keTalAka peAtAnA jita AcAra samajI, keTalAka dhama jANI grahaNa kare che. jyAM agnidAha dIdhA haiAya tyAM ratnamaya caityastupa banAve che. bhagavAna ApaNAM mATe ghaNuM mUkI gayA che. temanI vANIne jIvanamAM utArIzuM' tA kalyANa thaze. bhagavAnanuM zAsana 21 hajAra varSa sudhI cAlavAnuM che. hajI aDhI hajAra vaSaeN gayA che. tejI-maMdI AvyA karaze, paNa pAMcamA ArAnA cheDA sudhI dhama nA sava thA viccheda thavAnA nathI. AsA mAsanI amAsanI rAtre vartamAna zAsana-nAyaka bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI nirvANa pAmyA. Aje lagabhaga aDhI hajAra varSa pachI paNa mahAvIra paramAtmAnI vAta tAjI ne tAjI lAgyA kare che. have teA e mahApurUSanI AjJA zI che te vicArI, saMsArabhAvathI mukta banavAnA purUSArtha karIe, AvI bhAvanA saue bhAvavI joI e. Ama ane tA ja ApaNA saunu jIvana magalamaya banI zake. vizeSa avasara. vyAkhyAna na...93 kArataka suda 3 guruvAra. tA. 21-10-71 anaMtajJAnI trileAkya prakAzaka zramaNa bhagavata mahAvIra svAmIe siddhAMta dvArA bhavya jIvAne samajAvyA che, siddhAMta eTale traya kALe siddha thayelI vastu hAya tenuM

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papara nAma siddhAMta. bAramA upAMga vahidazAmAM niSakumArane adhikAra cAle che. prabhu bAra bata viSe samajAve che. zrAvakanuM jIvana nilepa heya che. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM, kAmakAja karavA chatAM, te jaLakamaLavat rahe che. sAMsArika kAma kare che. paNa emAM otapreta thatAM nathI. temanuM dhayeya eka ja hoya che ke sarva karma kSaya karI saMpUrNa siddha dazA prApta karavI che. ahIM bAramA vatanI vAta cAle che. - sAdhu nirdoSa, aceta AhAra grahaNa kare. temAM 16 uddagamananA, 16 upAyaNanA, 10 eSaNanA tathA 5 mAMDalIyAnA, 42-47 tathA 86 deSa rahita AhArapANa sAdhu le che. sAdhu mATe chakAyanI hiMsA karIne Ape te na le. sAdhune udezIne je AhAra banAvyuM hoya e sAdhune khape nahIM. pachI bhalene temAM hiMsA na thatI hoya. chuTu curamuM ane goLa, ghI ane sAkara badhuM taiyAra heya paNa sAdhu nimitte lADa karI Ape te tene na khape. te le te deSa lAge che. sAdhune vecAtuM lAvI Ape te kadI na levAya. nirdoSa AhAra hoya temAM AdhAkamIne aMza bhaLe hoya te doSa lAge che. gRhastha upAzrayAdimAM sAme lAvIne Ape te na levAya. uchInuM laIne Ape eTale ke koIne tyAM amuka cIja heya te sAdhune harAvavA mATe uchInI laI Ave ane kahe, mAre Avaze eTale tamane ApI daIza, e cIja sAdhune kalpe nahIM. koInI pAsethI jhUMTavIne, AMcakIne Ape te e na levAya. pAMca jaNanI sahiyArI dukAna heya, cAnI bhAvanA vaherAvavAnI hoya, ekanI na hoya te na levAya. aMdhArUM paDatuM hoya te lAITa karIne koI vastu Ape te na levAya. mahemAnane jamavAnuM kahevAnuM hoya paNa Aje pAkhI che eTale mahArAjane upavAsa haze te jamaNavAra kAle rAkhIe jethI sAdhune lAbha maLe, Ama sAdhu mATe jamaNavAranI tithI pherave te te AhAra sAdhune na kaheze. gRhastha sAthe vastunI adalabadala karavI na kape. tamArI cIja mane Ape ane mArI sArI cIja tame laI le. Ama zrAvaka kahe te sAdhu nA pADe. saMdezApahoMcADIne AhAra grahaNa na karAya. jema ke kaI zrAvaka kahe, tamArI dikarI dezamAM maLI hatI. tenI tabiyata sArI che. tamane badhAne khUba yAdI pAThavI che. Ama na kahevAya. nAnA chokarA chokarIne teDavA AMgaLI pakaDavI, tenI sAme sIsakArA karavA. Ama ramADIne AhAra le. e sadoSa kahevAya che. vaiduM karIne eTale ke bhUkha nathI lAgatI te madhamAM athavA goLamAM bheLavIne amuka davA che te bhUkha lAgaze. Ama vaiduM karIne sAdhu AhAra na lya. tamArAmAM pANI ja kayAM che? sAdhu AMgaNe Ave paNuM keIne herAvavAnAM bhAva kayAM che? Ama kedha karIne AhAra na le. ame kezu? amAre tyAM te rajavADAnI sAhayabI hatI Ama mAna piSI AhAra na le. mAyA ane kapaTa karIne paNa AhAra vastrAdi na le. ghaNA sArA vastro hovA chatAM aMtaprAMta, jirNa, phATelAM kapaDAM gRhasthane dekhADavA pahere, jethI gRhastha vastranuM AmaMtraNa kare ! AvA

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53 sAdhu doSane pAtra che. lAbha karIne paNa koi cIja na vhAre. jarUriyAta karatAM vadhAre vhAravuM e paNa doSa che. koI kuMvArI athavA vidhavA khAIne garbha rahI gayA hoya tA sAdhuthI ema na kahevAya ke the, A cUrNa ApuM chuM, tenAthI garbha paDI jaze, Ama koInAM garbha paDAvI AhAra levA paNa na ka2e. sAdhue jema bane tema ochAM sAdhana thI calAvavuM joI e. peTI paTArA bharI rAkhavA e sAdhunuM kartavyU nathI. koI paNa vastu gRhasthane tyAM enI heAya ke peAtAnI jIbha tene icchatI hAya te mAMgI mAMgIne le. hajI vhArAveA ema kahe athavA dareka tapelAdi paDayA hAya te pUche ke AmAM zuM che ? AmAM zuM che? Ama rasendriya para kAbU na hoya te Ama pUchI pUchI AhAra le tA DhASane pAtra bane che. sAdhu cha prakAre AhAra le che. cha kANu upasthita na thAya chatAM khAdhA kare te paNa doSa lAge. sAdhu nirdoSa ane zuddha AhAra jhArIne Ave paNa khAtAM khAtAM eka eka vastu vakhANI vakhANIne khAya, jemake zu' dahi MvaDA karyAM che ! AvA mAlapuvA kadI cAkhyA paNa nathI. Ama khele te paNa doSa lAge athavA A khAI khIcaDImAM mIThuM' nAkhavAnu bhUlI gaI che. dUdhapAkamAM sAkara ghaNI echInAkhI che. zvAnanu dhULa karI nAkhyu che. AmavakhADIne khAya tA paNa doSa lAge che. AvA daSAthI sayamanA dhUmADo thAya che. khUba sarasa AhAra maLye DAya te ThAMsI ThAMsIne khAya te ALasa thAya che. ane dharmadhyAna karI zake nahI. AthI pramANAtikAMta khAnArane paNa doSa lAge che, mATe sAdhuoe jamatI vakhate peTane ulTuM rAkhavuM joIe. sAdhu pahelA paheArane AhAra cAthe paheAra kare tA paNa doSa lAge che. A vastumAM jarA mIThuM athavA sAkara ochI che te svAda mATe mIThuM' Adi vastu meLave tA doSa lAge. nirdoSa AhAra lAvyA pachI rAga meLavIne khAya tA doSa lAge che. tethI khAtAM khAtAM rAganI lahera na AvavI joIe. jo rAga lAgyA tA sayama dhuLadhANI ane vA pANI thaI jAya che. sUjhatu' paNa asUjhatu' karIne khAya che. Aje ghaNA sAdhu, zrAvakone kahe che ke mAre inDIpena joIe che, mAre ghaDiyALa joI e che, mAre mulAyama malamala joie che. ane rAgI zrAvake sAdhune zithila banAve che. kAraNa ke vADa vinA vela kevI rIte caDe ! sannica na kuvejjA levamAyAe saMjae / paNIpatta samAya nivaijjo parizrva / / u. a. 6. gA 16 sAdhu keI vastunA saMgraha na kare. AhAra pANInA lepa mAtra-jarAtarA paNa saMgraha na kare te sAdhu che. tene koImAM Asita na heAya. tene peAtAnA AtmAmAM pUrNa vizvAsa hAya, anAsakta sAdhu koine takalIphamAM na mUke. ane e ja jagata-vallabha ane che. paMkhInI pAMkhamAM kAMI bharAyu' hAya teA te uDI zakatu nathI. pAMkhane kha'kherI nAkhe te ja uDI zake che. sAdhune paNa uDDayana karavAnuM che. parigrahanI mUrchAmAM paDI jAya te te 70

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14 aAgaLa vadhI zake nahI. sAdhu paisAvALAnI zehamAM rakhAtA nathI. ene mAna da--zmAMtaravaibhava jabarajasta DAya che. AtmAnA virATa svarUpamAM ramaNu karanAra hoya che sa kUcita jagata sAme tene jovuM paNa game nahI. AvA sAcA sAdhunA saMgamAM AvanAra paNu tarI jAya che. khAhya tyAga paNa jJAna nahi te mAne gurU satya, athavA nija kuLa dharmanA te gurUmAM ja mamatva. ahArathI sAdhunA veSa paherI lIdhA paNa aMdaramAM tyAga pariNamyA nahIM. tA te sAcA sAdhu nathI. "meM parigrahane pheMkI dIdhA che. dikSA vakhate muThI bharI bharIne dhana uDADI dIdhuM ane huM ja bIjAne pakaDAvuM ? parigraha pApa sthAnaka che te jANIne ja cheDayuM tA pachI khIjAne zA mATe parigrahI manAvavA preraNA ApuM ?" khIjAne chakkA paMcAnAM tathA Apana klAjhanAM bhAva kADhI denAra sAdhue vicAravu' joI e ke A pApa-dveSane pAtra che. zrAvaka vadhu ne vadhu parigrahadhArI ane tema sAdhu na Icche. samyaka jJAna, darzana ane cAritryanuM utkRSTa bhAve pAlana karI AtmavRddhine prApta kare tema jarUra IcchA rAkhe. kAraNu sacAge... kSaNika che. dhana vaibhava sAthe AvanAra nathI. * akSaya dhana paripUrNa khajAne caraNa jIva ko hAte tA anAhi ke dhanI sabhI isa bhUtala para hI haiAte para na kAragara dhana hAtA hai baMdhu! mRtyu kI velA, rAjapATa sakha cheDa calA jAtA hai jIva akelA. dhana-vaibhava jIvane caraNabhUta hAya tA anAdikALanAM dhanavAnA A pRthvI upara ja jIvatA hAta, paNu aksAsa che ke jIvane mRtyu avazya Ave che. ane rAjapATa, dhanavaibhava badhuM cheDIne jIva ekalA ja cAlyA jAya che. vaLI dhana paNa jIvana sudhI TakI rahe tevuM manatuM nathI. " AjanA zeThIceA, kAlanA veDiyA, nAkara te zeTha banI jAya che." ulaTa sula ema A avanImAM, kALe karI sau thAya che. e mAnavI, jIvananA raMgeA palaTAya che. AjanA zeThIce bahu paisAvALA hAya, 50 munimA jene tyAM kAma karatA hAya ane peDhI para abbe gAdalA upara besatA hAya, tenAM nAmanI aneka mIlA cAlatI heAya. e divALu kuke che ane tene khAvAnAM paNa sAMsAM paDe che. e zeThane tyAM nAkarI karanAra neAkara zeTha banI jAya che. ane zeThane ene tyAM nAkarI karavI paDe che. kama udayamAM Ave tyAre te bhIkhArI banI jAya che, manA jevA thara nAkhyA hAya evA uddayamAM Ave che. tamane ema thAya ke vepAramAM Ave

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papa ekasparTa, AkhI bajArane pitAnA hAthamAM rAkhanAra e AvI bhUla kema kare? paNa bhAI, A badhA karmanAM nATaka che. dhana keInI pAse kAyama mATe rahyuM nathI. mATe trANa-zaraNa dhana nathI paNa dharma che. trANabhUta ane zaraNabhUta che. je dharmanuM rakSaNa kare che enuM dharma rakSaNa kare che. jethI vrata niyamamAM Avo. sAdhupaNuM na laI zake te bAravrata Ado. bAramAM vratanA pAMca aticAra che. "sacita nikhevaNIyA.-saceta vastu para aceta vastu rAkhI hoya, saceta pehaNIyA =aceta varatu para saceta vastu paDI hoya. A baMne prakArane AhAra sAdhu mATe akalpaniya che. te sAdhune vaherA te doSa lAge. kAlAIkammarakALa vahI gayo hoya ke vastu khArI thaI gaI hoya-AvI varatu sAdhune harAve te doSa lAge. parivaese-te sujhate heya, chatAM harAvavA ubhe na thAya ane bIjAne kahe ke tame herA, lakSamI cAMdale karavA Ave ane moTuM devA janAranI jema A vyakti paNa pitAne maLane lAbha gumAve che. macharIyAe dAna daIne ahaMkAra karyo hoya ke amAre tyAM ja sAdhu Ave. eka divasa paNa khAlI na jAya, kaI paNa vastu joItI hoya te amAre tyAMthI maLe. A pAMca aticAra jANavA, paNa AdaravA nahIM. je bAravrata Adare tene saMthArAnI bhAvanA thAya. zrAvaka haMmezA traNa manoratha ciMtave. temAM pahele mane ratha e ciMtave ke he prabhu! huM AraMbha parigrahathI kayAre mukta banuM! bIje mane ratha e ciMtave ke he prabhu! huM paMca mahAvrata dhArI kayAre thaIza! trIje mane ratha e ciMtave ke aDhAra pApane tyAga karIne ane cAra AhAra tyajIne saMthAre kayAre karIza? zarIrane ghareNAnAM DAbalA samAna sAcavyuM che. rakhe mane TADha lAgI jaze, tApa lAgI jaze. enAM vicAra niraMtara karyA che. TADha vAya eTale sveTara paherI le, maphalara lagAvI le. taDako lAge tyAre chatrI dhAraNa kare. pagamAM joDA pahere. zarIrane jIve khUba sAcavyuM che. zarIra najare dekhAya che. tethI tenI saMbhALa kare che, paNa AtmAnI te paDI nathI. dehanA rakSaNamAM rahI AtmAne suvADI dIdhuM che. "mArI durgati nahIM thAya ne? huM marIne kyAM jaIza?" Avo vicAra paNa karatA nathI. chokarA mATe rAtadivasa mUDI ekaThI karI ane mAre tyAre chokarAne mUDI soMpatA jAya che. paNa karelAM kALA karma jIvane bhogavavA paDe che. pahelAMnA saMskArI putro pitAne kahetA, amAre mATe kaI rAkhatA nahIM. tame saMskAra ApyA ane amane lAIne caDAvyA che. have ame amArA bAvaDAnAM jorathI kamAIzuM. tame tamAre dharmadhyAna karaze. ane meLaveluM dhana dharmAdAmAM Ape. Aje AvuM kahenArA keTalA che? are, bApanI milakata mATe chokarA keTe caDe che. jenI pAse saMskArarUpI dhana che e dhana mATe kadI jhagaDA karatA nathI. kAraNa ke te samaje che ke mArA bhAgyamAM haze teTaluM ja maLaze puNya ane pApa bane tatva samajAyA hoya tene kadI jhaghaDAnI bhAvanA thAya nahIM. te samaje ke bhAgyamAM na hoya te AveluM dhana paNa cAlyuM jAya. ane bhAgyamAM hoya te aNadhAyuM" maLI rahe. puNya pApanI thIyerI samajanArane koInI pAsethI paDAvI levAnI bhAvanA na thAya, ane

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papada kaI laI jAya te paNa pArakAnA doSa na jave. paNa mArA puNyamAMthI khUTyuM ema mAne. mAre enAM upara vera karavuM nathI, mArA AgalA bhavane leNIyAta haze te laIne cAle gaye. mAre vera levuM nathI. janane bacce "mittime sAva bhUsu" belanAra mUrzita na hoya, puNyanAM khAnAmAM jeTaluM puNya upArjana karyuM haze teTaluM maLaze. mATe mAre vadhAre meLavavAnI IcchA zA mATe karavI joIe ema mAne. darekanI punyAi sarakhI hatI nathI. eka mAtAne be dikarA hoya te paNa temAM eka berisTara hoya ane bIje ghele hoya. eka mANasa bhASaNa karavA ubho thaye heya te tene cArapAMca jaNa ubhA thaIne besADI de che ane bIjAne bolavA mATe vinaMtI kare che. ane mAna Ape che. A badhuM punyAithI maLe che. ghaNAM mANase ekane sTezana levA jAya che. ane dhajA patAkAthI tenuM svAgata kare che. AvA puNyAtmAnuM puNya khalAsa thAya tyAre tene besavA oTale paNa maLatuM nathI. tamane je kAMI maLe che te tamArA puNyathI maLe che ane bhAgye joradAra na hoya ane bIjAnAM hajAra a zIrvAda maLe te paNa kAMI maLe nahIM. jenI pAse parigrahane le che tenA upara badhA trATake che. parigraha e kalezanuM kAraNa che. eka rAjya bIjA rAjya upara daSTi kare che ane enAM vinAza mATe beMba, eTamomba banAve che. jeNe parigraha cheDe che e bIjathI pakaDAtA nathI. mokSanuM jene dhyeya che ene mATe dharma e sarvazreSTha sAdhana che. je dhamane, AtmAne, paramAtmAne mAnatuM nathI te kAmaga bahu chUTathI seve che. koI jAtanI maryAdA rAkhatA nathI, paradezamAM bAra varasa sudhI pati-patnI bhegA rahe te tenI ujavaNI kare che paNa ApaNI Arya saMskRti kevI che? pati pathArImAM paDaye haya, bimAra hoya te paNa Adarza nArI jIMdagI paryata tenI sevAcAkarI kare che. jenI pAse dharma nathI tevA leke paise ghaNe hevA chatAM saMskAra vihina che. vaibhava mATe aneka prayatna kare che. caMdralekanAM sukha mANavAM che tethI elena mekale che. caMdrakamAM jaIne zuM dhuLa ane Teko meLavavAnAM che? ATalA prayatna AtmAnI beja pAchaLa karyA hoya te nyAla thaI jAya dhanADhaya zeTha heya te paNa kAMI sonuM khAtA nathI, badhA dALabhAta ane roTalI khAya che. ekavAra eka bApa ane dikaro dhana mATe khUba laDyA. bApa kahe, huM dhana dauM nahIM ane chokaro kahe huM lIdhA vagara tane choDuM nahIM. pachI bannee charA lIdhA ane baMne marI gayA. marIne sarpa thAya che. ane dhana dATyuM che tyAM bAjhayA kare che. e pachI trIjA bhavamAM baMne udara thAya che. ane ekabIjAne zAMtithI besavA detA nathI. tyAMthI marI mRga thAya che. te mRge paNa laDayA ja kare che. tyAMthI brAhmaNane tyAM putra paNe banne janme che. be jaNA AnaMdathI rahe che. paNa eka vakhata gAma bahAra pharavA jatAM caravALI jagyA juve che. ane veranI javALA bhabhuke che jhagaDatAM jhagaDatAM ghare Ave che. ane te pachI roja ja najIvA kAraNasara jhagaDA kare che. bhegA rahI zakatA nathI, ane ekabIjAne belyA vyavahAra paNa raheto nathI. eka divasa te brAhmaNane tyAM eka sAdhu mahArAja

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paraMtu becarI mATe padhAre che. te vakhate baMne ekabIjAne lAta mAre che. ane vALa kheMce che. sAdhune jeI brAhmaNa, mahAtmAne kahe che ke A chokarIne samajAve. kaI rIte mAnate nathI. Akho divasa laDayA kare che. koIne zAMti levA detuM nathI. mahArAje upayoga mUka ane joyuM te pUrvanAM bhave temanAM jJAnamAM dekhAyA. te pachI baMne bhAIone zAMta pADI temanA bhave temane kahI saMbhaLAvyA ane parigraha paranI mUchathI keTale anartha thAya che te bhAve khUba suMdara bhASAmAM saMbhaLAvyA. A paise pApanuM kAraNa che. paisAne meha jIvane mArI nAkhe che. tamAre zuM karavuM che? parigrahane meha choDe. zrAvakane parigraha game nahI. e parigrahane zarIrane mela samaje. vALa vadhyA hoya te kADhI nAkhe cho tema parigraha vadhI jAya te tene sadvyaya karI nAkhe. parigrahanI maryAdA bAMdhe. jarUriyAtathI vadhAre na rAkhe. samajIne pagaluM bhare. "mAre keTalI jarUra che, te vicArI saMgraha rAkhanAra ati parigraha ekaThe karate nathI." saMgrahakherIthI meMghavArI vadhe che. dareka mANasa je samajI maryAdAmAM Ave te jIvanadhoraNa UMcu bane. cha kAyane rakSaka sAdhu parigrahamAM lebhAya nahiM. sAdhunI vANI sAMbhaLatAM pelA brAhmaNaputrone jAtisamaraNa jJAna thayuM. pUrvanAM bhava pratyakSa joyAM. potAnI bhUla samajANI. keTalA bhavathI karma bAMdhatAM AvyA chIe. tenuM kAraNa A paise che, ema barAbara samajAyuM. eka vakhata jIvane sAcI samajaNa AvyA pachI tyAga sahaja bane che. baMne bhAIo pitAnA jIvanamAM parivartana ANe che. mahAtmA pAse saMyama aMgikAra kare che, ane khUba suMdara rIte cAritranuM pAlana karatAM karatAM mRtyu najIka AvatAM saMthAre karI Atma kalyANa sAdhe che! pAMca aticAre che te jANavA paNa AcaravA nahI. rastronA saMtapa eTale A lekanAM sukhanI icchA karavI ke marI gayA pachI moTe rAjA thAuM. paralagA saMsapauge eTale paralokane viSe sukhanI IcchA karavI ke ahIMthI marI mATe maharthika deva thAuM. chaviyA saMsapauge eTale lekemAM vAha vAha thAya te mATe jhAjhuM jIvuM te ThIka AvI IcchA karavI maraNAsaMsapauge eTale duHkha sahana nathI thatuM mATe jaladI marI jAuM te sArUM. Ama vicAra karavAthI paNa doSa lAge che. kAma bhegA saMsapauge eTale saMthArAmAM kAmabheganI tIvra IcchA karavI. samajaNa pUrvaka jIvanamAM zAMti ane samAdhi joItI hoya teNe vrata te jIvanamAM AdaravA joIe, samajaNapUrvaka vratane AdaranAra potAnAM jIvanane utkarSa avazya sAdhI zake che. niSadhakumAranA gayA pachI bhagavAna nemanAthanA prathama gaNadhara varada muni prabhune vaMdana namaskAra karI prazna kare che ke he pUjya ! "nisakumAre I ThaMDuM rUve, kaMte kaMtara, evaM pie0 maNanae, maNAme, maNAmarU, seme semirU, piyadaMsaNe, surUve bahujapuTsa viyaNuM bhaMte ! nisarukumAre IThe jAva suhave, sAhajaNasa viyaNuM bhaMte nisakumAra jAva suve.

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pa8 niSakumAra ISTa eTale badhA manuSyanA manoratha pUrNa karanAra che. IrUve eTale AkRtimAM paNa suMdara che. sarvane sahAyaka che. temaja rUpamAM paNa kAnta che. te sau mANasene upakAra karavAmAM parAyaNa hovAthI priya che. sarvAga suMdara hovAthI priyarUpa che. dareka temane aMtaH karaNathI suMdara mAne che. tethI mane jJarUpa che. ekavAra temane jenAra haMmezA temanuM maraNa karyA kare tethI manarama che. temanI AkRti tamAma mANasanAM manane anukuLa che. tethI mane jJarUpa che. saumya prakRtivALA hovAthI dareka temanAthI prasanna thAya che. hitakArI mArgamAM ja pravRti kare che tethI subhaga che. temanuM darzana darekane priya lAge che. apUrvarUpa ane lAvaNyathI te alaMkRta che. tethI surUpavALA che. AvA guNathI yukata niSaDhakumAra ghaNAM mANasonI daSTimAM A pramANe che. sAdhuo paNa temane e daSTie jue che. niSakumAre AvI udAra, pradhAna, zreSTha Rddhio, rUpa-lAvaNya Adi saMpattio kayA kAraNathI meLavI? AvI saMpattinA bhatA kevI rIte banyA? pUrvabhavamAM te koNa hatA? temanuM nAma zuM hatuM? kayuM gotra hatuM pUrva bhavamAM kevA prakAranuM abhayadAna supAtradAna karyuM hatuM ! kevA arasanIsa padArthone AhAra karyo hato ! kevA prakAranA zIlAdika vratanAM AcaraNa karyA hatA ! tathArUpanA zramaNa nirjhanAM zA vacane sAMbhaLyA hatA ke AvI zreSTha vibhUtio pAmyA? niSadhakumAranuM vizeSa varNana avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.94 kArataka suda 4 zukavAra tA. 22-10-71 anaMtajJAnI paramAtmAe bhavya ivene siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyA che. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayelI vastu hoya enuM nAma siddhAMta. ahIM niSakumArane adhikAra cAle che. bhagavAna ariSTha neminA prathama gaNadhara varadatta muni jeo gaNadharanA bAvana guNe karI upeta hatA. udAra guNavALA ane jina nahi paNa jina sarakhA hatA. cAra jJAna ane cauda pUrvanA abhyAsI vajASabhanArAya saMghayaNanA dhaNI, sama caturaMsa saMsthAnI, baliSTha zarIravALA, ojasvI, tejasvI, varcasvI hatA. dhyAna rUpI koThAmAM AtmAnA AnaMdamAM jhIlanArA hatA. jyAre anAja sApha thatuM hoya tyAre eka bAju caLAtu hoya tyAre eka bAju sovAtuM hoya, paNa sApha karyA pachI koThImAM nAkhI de, pachI vyavasthita thaI jAya che. tema dhyAnarUpI kaThAmAM sthira thanAranA saMkalpavikapa ghaNA ochA thaI jAya che.

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gaNadhara bhagavaMtane niSakumAra badhAne mATe saumyatA, udAratA Adi paTe niSakumAra mATe prazna upasthita thaye ne bhagavatane pUchyuM. prItipAtra che, sau emane ae che. nehara rUpa che, sAthe guNa temanAmAM che ema gaNadhara mahArAja he che. je guNavAna haiAya te jagavallabha khanI zake che. kALI rAtre madada karanAra, muzkelImAM mAthu' ApanAra hoya te cAlyA jAya, tepaNa tenI yAdI hRdayapaTa para aMkita thaI rahe. jagatamAM ApaNe sau AvyA chIe ane saune cAlyA javAnu' che. te jIvanamAM sadguNeAnI suvAsa zA mATe na bharavI? jagatamAM ghaNA mANase evA svabhAvanA hAya che ke koI tenA upara game teTalI Apatti varasAve chatAM pAte saunuM bhalu' ja Icche. ane ghaNA mANasA evA hAya che ke je bIjAnu" kema bagADavuM, khIjAne kema herAna karavA e ja ciMtavyA karatAM hAya che. jIvananI sAkatA vadheryAMthI nathI paNa guNuAthI che. zuSNeA pragaTAvA taiA leAkapriya banI zakaze. vicAra karI ke AMbAnA phaLa jeTalI leAkapriyatA ApaNI kharI ? kerIne aSA keTalA premathI khAya che. AMkhAnuM phaLa jaMgalamAM vRddhi pAmyuM', ApaNe zaheramAM rahyA, ApaNe vijaLInA prakAzamAM rahyAM, ane te aMdhakAramAM rahyuM, ApaNane svASTi vAnagIe ane miSTa khANAM pINAM maLyAM ane ene khAtara maLyuM. chatAM mA jevI madhuratA ApaNAmAM kema na AvI? tenA koi divasa vicAra Ave che ? ApaNe ApaNA jIvanane ghaDavAnuM che. te mATe mApaNI vRttine ane ApaNA vicArAne ApaNe pheravavA paDaze. pravRtti palaTAyA vinA guNeAnA vikAsa azakaya che. eka rAjA lAbhI prakRtinA hatA. rAjyanA bhaMDAra kema bharavA tenI ja ciMtAmAM. huMmezA te rahetA. paNa prajAnA sukha-duHkha jevAnI vRtti tenAmAM na hatI. te rAjyamAM uparA uparI traNa varSa sudhI dukALa paDe che. kheDutAnu jIvana varasAda upara ja hoya che. duSkALane kAraNe khetI thai zakatI nathI. ane rAjyanuM mahesUla bharI zakAtuM nathI. traNa varSoMnuM mahesUla bhegu thavAthI rAjAnA pitto uchaLe che. ane kheDUtAne kahe che ke game tema karIne traNavarSanuM mahesula bharI do, nahIMtara tamArA khetara ane gharabAra lilAma thaze. kheDUtAe gabharAtAM gabharAtAM kahyu', annadAtA ! ama jevA garIbeTa upara rahema dRSTi rAkhA jyAM varasAda ja nathI. khAvAnA paNa sAMsAM che tyAM mahesula kevI rIte bharI zakIe ? Apa maherabAnI karI eka varSanI rAha jue. A varSe varasAda sArA thaze te ApanI eka pAI paNa ame rAkhIzuM nahI. garIbe nA avAja rAjAnAM dila sudhI paheAMce tevu' na hatu. teNe teA badhA kheDUtAne jelamAM pUryAM. ane kahyuM, tamane vicAra karavA 8 divasa Apu chuM.. teTalA vakhatamAM vicAra karI rAkho. nahItara mane cAgya lAge tema karIza. jenI pAse kAMI che ja nahIM te thA vicAra kare! saunI AMkhamAMthI AMsu paDe che. ghera temanAM

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50 gharanA mANasA paNu rUdana kare che. saunu khAvAnu sukAI gayu' che. have zu thaze tenI ciMtAmAM koI ne uMgha paNa AvatI nathI. tulasI hAya garIbakI kamahuM na khAlI jAya, suvA DhAra ke cAmase lAha bhasma hai| jAya." jIvanamAM koInI paNa kaduvA-hAya na levI. koinI AMtaraDI na kakaLAvavI. garImAnI hAya jIvanamAM satyAnAza nAtare che. paNa mANasanAM hAthamAM sattA Ave tyAre sAnabhAna bhUlI jAya che. A rAjA paNa sAnabhAna ane peAtAnAM kanyane vIsarI gayA che. te arasAmAM rAjAnA ekanA eka lADakavAyA putra gheADAnI harIphAImAM prathama nabare AvyA. AthI rAjAne khUba AnaMda thayo. pAtAnA saMtAnA upara rAga dharAvanAra rAjA zuM bhUlI jatA huMze ke A prajAjanA paNa mArA saMtAneA ja che. temanA sukhe sukhI ane temanA duHkhe huM du:khI chuM. rAjAe peAtAnA putrane khUma zAkhAzI ApIne kahyuM, tArI caturAI-DhAMziyArI joI huM khUma khuza thayA chuM. tAre je mAMgavuM hoya te mAMga. Aje tuM mAMgIza te huM ApI daiza. rAjakumAre pitAnA AzIrvAda jhIlyA ane vicAra karyAM ke pelA kheDUta bicArA jelamAM kevA karagare che. garIbAnAM duHkha sAme dRSTipAta na kare te rAjA thavAne ceAgya nathI. A rAjyanA huM bhAvI rAjA chuM. mATe mAre temanAM hitanI ciMtA karavI ghaTe. Ama vicArI teNe pitAne namana karI kahyuM, "pitAjI! Apa mArA upara kharekhara khuza thayA hai| te kheDUtanAM mahesUla mApha kare ane temane jelamAMthI chUTA karaze. " rAjAnAM vicAro kevA ane rAjakumAranAM vicArA kevA ? rAjA peAtAnAM putranAM vicAro sAMbhaLI ghaDIbhara tA daMga thaI gayA. pachI melyA " beTA ! jo ApaNe mahesUla na ugharAvIe tA bhaMDAra taLiyAjhATaka thaI jAya. tArI ema IcchA hAya tA ema karI dau' paNa mane cAgya lAgatuM nathI. " putre javAkha ApyA " pitAzrI ! garImAnAM AzIrvAda e ja ApaNA khajAnA che. bIjAne duHkhI karI ApaNe zu' sukhI thavAnAM chIe? ane A dhanabha'DAra mAre mATe ja bhA che ne? evA bhaMDAranI mane icchA nathI. vaLI kheDUte atyAra sudhI dara varSe mahesUla bharatA ja AvyA che. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke traNa varSathI varasAda nathI thayA. te leAka zuM zrImaMta che ke ApaNane dhana ApI zake? rAjA taraphathI prajAne sa MtASa hAya tA te rAjAne vaphAdAra zA mATe na rahe ? '' rAjakumAranI vAta sAMbhaLI rAjAmAM paNa parivartana AvyuM. ane peAtAnA putra AvA udAra vruttinA ane sataSI che e jANIne Anada thayA. rAjAe badhA kheDUtAne jelamAMthI mukta karyAM ane mahesUla mApha karI dIdhuM. Aje tamArI sarakAra kevI che ane tame daivI vRttinAM che? sarakAra prajAne cusavA mAMge che ane prajA sarakArane chetarAya eTalI chetare che, AmAM Adeza rAjya kayAMthI mane ? ane prajA

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pI zAnA hitanI ci'tA kayAMthI kare ? AgaLa vIra bhAmAzAe pAtAnI saghaLI sapatti rANA pratApane caraNe dharI dIdhI hatI. Aje paropakAranI vRtti dekhAtI nathI. rastAmAM kAIne ekasIDa'Ta thayA hAya tA tenI pAse jaI ne tene ubhA karavAnI paNa keine paDI hotI nathI. mANasa jIve ke mRtyu pAme tenI koIne paDI hotI nathI. mANasa jIve ke mRtyuM pAme tenI koI ne ciMtA hAtI nathI. paDanAramAM thADI zuddhi haiAya te tene dhama saMbhaLAvavA, jethItenAM adhyavasAyanI zuddhi thAya. paNa Aje mANasAI marI paravArI che, pAte sAmI vyaktine oLakhatA hAya chatAM kahI de ke hu' eLakhatA nathI. jo ALakhuM chuM ema kahe te kATamAM javAba devA javuM paDe. jo mANusAi hAya tA prANanA bhAge paNa khacAvavAnA prayatna karavA joie. parApakArI jIva badhAne vallabha lAge che. niSadhakumAramAM pApakAra vRtti temaja saralatA hatI. saraLatA vinA siddhi prApta thatI nathI. jenAmAM saraLatA che, tyAMja dhama sthira thAya che. bhagavAne sUyagaDAMga sUtramAM 14mA a.mAM te tyAM sudhI kahyuM che ke- viuTThi teNaM samayAnusiThe uhareNa vuDDheNa u coieya // zravruddhiyA brijJA riLa nA samayanusiDhe 585 sU. a. 14 koi sAdhu kAMI bhUla karI rahayA hAya ane temane gharadAsI eTale pANI bharavAvALI khAI AvIne kahe ke mahAtman ! Apane A zele nahiM. AvuM nahi karavA yAgya kata nyU Apa zA mATe karA che ? tA sAdhu te khAI ne Thora vacana na kahe, paNa kAnanI buTTa pakaDe ane kahe, mArI bhUla thaI gaI, have e pramANe nahIM karUM. Ama kyAre bane? jo jIvanamAM saraLatA hoya tA ane. koI pitAne enA sujJa putra kahe, "bApujI! pArakI strI sAme tame tAkI tAkIne zA mATe jUvA che? ApanA jevA sajjana purUSanuM e vya nathI " A sAMbhaLI pitA zuM ema kahI zake kharA ke, dikarA ! tArI vAta sAcI che. mArI bhUla thai gai, pArakI strI sAme vikArI dRSTithI mAre na jovu joIe." saraLatA hoya te| Ama kahI zakAya. bhagavAna temanAthanAM prathama gaNadhara vadratta munie niSakumAra mATe je prazna karyAM che tenAM javAbamAM prabhu pharamAve cheH te kAle 2 iddeva jAMbudItre dIve bhArahe vAse rehaDae nAma nayare hotyA riddhatthimiya samiddhe mehabanne ujjANe maNidattassa jakkhassa jakkhAyayaNe hotthA | A ja yudvIpanAM bharatakSetranI vAta che. jabudvIpa asakhyAtA che. tethI he" A ja jabudvIpa ema kahyu`. jabudvIpamAM navakSetra che. traNa karma bhUminA te bharata Iravata ane mahAMvideha ane cha akrama bhUminAM kSetra che. te hemavaya, rizuvaya, haeNzrviAsa, ramakavAsa, devakurU ane uttarakur. A nava kSetramAMthI kA~bhUminAM traNa kSetramAMthI mANe jaI zakAya che, bharatakSetra 71

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526 jajane ane cha kaLAnuM che. A jana zAzvatA che. eTale 4 hajAra gAune eka jana thAya. bharata tathA Ivita kSetramAM cha Aza che, temAM caDate utarata kALa che. ane mahAvideha kSetramAM tathA jugaliyAnA kSetramAM caDate utarate kALa nathI. tene ne-avasarpiNI utsarpiNI kALa kahevAya che. devakurU, uttarakurUmAM haMmezA pahelA ArA jevA bhAve prarvate che, harivAsa-ramakavAsamAM haMmezA bIjA ArA jevA bhAve prarvate che. hemavaya ane hiraNavayamAM haMmezAM trIjA ArA jevA bhAve pravarte che ane mahAvideha kSetramAM cethA AMrA jevA bhAve prave che. bharatakSetramAM avasarpiNI kALamAM rAhataka nAmanuM nagara hatuM. te nagara riddhisiddhithI samRddha hatuM. nagaranI zobhA, bAga, bagIcA, vAvaDI, kille AkArava, vinayavatI vanitA, vaktA, paMDita, vaizya, brAhmaNa, vepArI, vAhane, vivA-zUravIra, vivekI dhanavAne, sAdhue, velaDIe, va, hAthI, ghaDA vagerethI che. nagarane rAjA paNa tejasvI, nIDara, zUravIra ane prajA mATe prANa a5nAra he joIe. rAjA pitAne mAthe kAMTALe mugaTa mUke che tyAre pratijJA kare che ke, huM game te bhege prajAne pALIza ane sukhI karIza. paNa ghaNuM rAjA rAjya siMhAsane AvyA pachI bhegavilAsamAM paDI jAya che, paNa prajAnA rakSaNanI ciMtA karatA nathI. jodhapuramAM jazavaMtasiMhajI nAmanA eka nareza thaI gayA. temanA jIvanamAM mojazokha khUba ja hate. khAvApIvAne paNa khUba ja zekha paNa sauthI vadhAre zokha temane kapaDAne hate. kapaDAnI damagnamaka jarA paNa ochI hoya to temane na poSAya. nitya navAM kapaDAM tene joIe. kapaDAthI deha vibhUSita karI arIsAmAM jue ke huM ke lAguM chuM. paNa jJAnI purUSe kahe che kapaDAM ke ghareNAMthI tArI zobhA nathI. tArI zebhA te tArA guNathI che. rAjAne eka divasa vicAra Avyo ke atyAre te huM mArA dehane jharIyana piSiAthI zaNagAruM chuM. paNa mArA maraNa vakhate mArA dehane kevA paDAM paherAvaze? huM ja mArA hAthe khUba kiMmatI ane suMdara piASAka banAvarAvuM ane pradhAna tathA rAjakumArane khAsa bhalAmaNa karuM ke mArA mRtyu vakhate zabane A poSAkathI sajaja kare. rAjAe lAkha rUpiyAnA mUlyavALa hIrA motI jaDela pipAka taiyAra karAvarAvyA. ane pradhAna tathA rAjakumArane kahI paNa dIdhuM. e baMnee rAjAnI AjJA mAthe caDAvI. eka divasa mANasane marI javAnuM che. A kAyA baLIne khAkha thaI javAnI che. paNa kAyAnI jALavaNI khAtara jIva keTalAM karma bAMdhe che? A rAjAne kAyAne keTale moha che ! mRtadehane sajAvavA banAvele piSaka eka peTImAM mUke che, paNa dararoja peTI khelI eka vAra e piSakane joI le. e piSAka jue ane paherI levAnuM mana thAya, AthI

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pa tene vicAra AvyA, ke mane atyAre A poSAka paheravAnu mana thAya che. teA pachI mArA mRtyu bAda A pASAka koI ne rAkhI levAnuM mana nahIM thaI jAya, enI zI khAtrI? AnI mAre khAtrI karavI joIe. rAjAne prANAyAma bahu sArI rIte AvaDe che. traNa traNa kalAka sudhI samAdhi caDAvI zake che. khadhAnI kaseATI karavA mATe teNe eka divasa samAdhi caDAvI ane zvAsa rokI nizcetana jevA anI gayA. pradhAna, rAjakumAra, rANIe, kama cArIo badhA hAjara thaI gayA. ane saue mAnI lIdhuM ke rAjA paMcatva pAmI gayA. AthI sau kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. mRtadehanI sa`skAra vidhi zarU karI. pradhAnajIe rAjakumAra pAse pelA pASAka maMgALyA. rAjakumAra pASAkanI peTI laI AvyA, ane peTI kheAlatAM temane vicAra Avye ke Ave! suMdara ane lAkhA rUA.thI taiyAra thayelA pAzAka saLagAvI devAnA ! kADhatAM aTakyA eTale pradhAnajI rAjakumAranA vicAra jANI gayA. temaNe kahyuM. " A pASAka rAjAne paherAvazu tA paNu enI tA rAkha ja thavAnI che. enAM karatAM khIjo paherAvI daI e. ane A pASAka rAjakumAra mATe rAkhIe. " rAjakumAranA vicArane pradhAnanAM khelavAthI prAtsAhana maLyu, ane bIjo poSAka paherAvI dIdhA. rAjA mATe pAlakhI taiyAra thaI gaI. rAjAne pAlakhImAM besADavAnI taiyArI kare che tyAM samAdhi utarI ane rAjAe hAthapaga jarA TaTTAra karyAM. ane tee beThA thaI gayA, rAjA svaga leAka sidhAvyA nathI e jANI badhAne AnaMda thayA. ane sau khAlI uThayA, "ghaNuM jIvA annadAtA ! amArA bhAgya hajI teja che, tethI Apane kAMI thayu nahI. " rAjAe te pahelI najara pASAka upara karI ane pradhAnajIne kahyuM. " kema pradhAnajI ! Ape mArI AjJAnA anAdara karyAM ? ' pradhAne kahyuM, " mahArAja! e kiMmatI pASAka jalAvI devA paDe tethI ame ema karyuM. Apa udAra dilanAM che, amArA gunA mApha karo. mArU karI mAnela je mArUM jarI ye nA thayuM, ethI ja mArU A hRdaya sa'sArathI uThI gayu. A prasaMgathI rAjAne divya cakSu maLyAM, temane samajAI gayu` ke sau svArthanAM sagA che. ApaNe jene peAtAnA mAnyA hoya te ApaNA gayA pachI ApaNA kahelA vacana pALatA nathI. have te mAre hAthe jeTalA saktavya thAya teTalA karatA jAu. A pachI rAjAnAM jIvananu parivata na thaI gayuM. te lAbha-kaSAya para vijaya meLavI udAratA dAkhavavA lAgyA. udArasya tRNuM vitta zurasya maraNuM tRNama viraktasya tRNu` bhAryo nispRhasya tRNuM jagat" je udAra purUSa che tene paisA tRNuvat che. zuravIrane mRtyu, virakta-vairAgIne zrI

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ane nispRhIne AkhuM jagata taNakhalA tulya che, mATe jema bane tema udAra, virakata ane nispRhI banavA prayatna karo. niSakumAranAM pUrvabhavanI vAta bhagavAna kevI rIte karaze te adhikAra avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM 95 kArataka suda 8 zanivAra tA. ra3-10-71 anaMta jJAnI, paramadhyAnI, paramAtmA bhavya jIne siddhAMta dvArA samajAve che. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu heya enuM nAma siddhAMta. ahIM niSadhakumAranA pUrva bhavanI vAta bhagavAna nemanAtha temanA paTTa ziSya varadattane kahe che. te nagarImAM mahAbala nAmanA rAjA rAjaya karatA hatA. temane padamAvatI nAmanI rANI hatI. baMne ekabIjAne anukuLa hatAM. saMsAranA kAmaga bhegavatAM sukhapUrvaka dIvase pasAra karatA hatA. sukhanA dIvase ghaDIkamAM pasAra thaI jAya che. sukhanuM eka varSa eka dIvasa jevuM lAge che. ane duHkhane eka dIvasa varSa je lAMbe lAge che. kAraNa ke jIvane pratikuLatA gamatI nathI. ane anukuLatA priya lAge che, paNa zuM karavAthI pratikuLatA maLe che ane zuM karavAthI anukuLatA prApta thAya che te jANI levuM joIe. dharmanI ArAdhanA karI nathI. hiMsAmaya pravRtti ja cAlu rAkhI che. tethI pratikuLatA Ave che. dharmamAM ja rakta rahenAra ane dharmanuM utkRSTa bhAve ArAdhana karanArane jIvanamAM bahu pratikuLatA AvatI nathI, kAraNa dharma ane mATe trANa-zaraNa rUpa che. dharma AdhAra che sarva prANI taNe laTakatuM vizva A dhama dora, dharma tyAM vijaya che tyAM ja dharaNI dhare preyane zreyamAM dharma dare, dharma ciMtAmaNI dharma saMjIvanI dharma che kAmadhenu anerI, dharmamAM sarva che dharma sarvasva che dharma dhIre prabhA jJAna kerI. dareka jIvane AdhAra dharma che. AkhuM vizva dharmane AdhAre TakI rahyuM che. dharma che tyAM sadAya vijya che. dharma chavane kalyANane mArge caDAvanAra che. kharekhara dharma ciMtAmaNI samAna che. saMjIvanI che. ane dharma kAmadhenuM che. jenA jIvanamAM dharma che tyAM badhuM che. jyAM dharma nathI tyAM kAMI nathI. dharmathI chavane sad jJAnane prakAza lAdhe che.

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Aje jJAna paMcamIne divasa che. apUrva bhAve jJAnanI ArAdhanA karavAnI che. Aje derAvAsIo dhArmika pustake kabATamAMthI bahAra kADhaze ane pustakanAM darzana karaze. paNa mAtra pustakanAM darzana karavAthI jIvanamAM jJAna AvatuM nathI. jo ke paDilehaNa thaI jAya. tame te varSamAM ekavAra dhArmika pustakonuM paDilehaNa paNa karatAM nathI. pAMcamane divase ja jJAna paMcamI kahI, AThamane divase kema na kahI? enuM kAraNa e che ke jJAna pAMca prakAranA che. matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryavajJAna ane kevaLajJAna. temAM matijJAnanA aThayAvIsa bheda che. zrutajJAnanA cauda bheda che. avadhijJAnanA 6 bheda che. manaH paryavajJAnanA be bheda che ane kevaLajJAnane eka bheda che. kula 51 bheda thayAM. A jJAnanI utkRSTa bhAve ArAdhanA karanAra zAzvata sukhane avazya pAmI jAya che. Aje keTalAyanI evI zakAya che ke amane jJAna caDatuM nathI, kAMI yAda rahetuM nathI, paNa jJAna meLavavA apUrva ArAdhanA karI che kharA? jJAnanI jIvanamAM khUba jarUra che. jJAna vinAnI jIMdagI kevaLa pazu samAna che. jagatamAM paNa jenI pAse jJAna hoya che tene sau mAna Ape che. eka buTapolIsa karanAra hoya ane eka berIsTara heya, eka rUmane kacare kADhanAra hoya ane eka DokaTara hoya. A baMnemAM phera hoya che ne ? "sAta veMtanA sarva jana kiMmata akkala tulya, sarakhA kAgaLa huMDInA paNa AMka pramANe mulya." badhA mANase tipitAnI sAta veMta pramANe hoya che. paNa badhAnI kiMmata buddhi uparathI thAya che. A divasa majurI karanAra nekarane mahIne 20 rU. maLe che. ane berIsTarane eka kesanA be hajAra maLe che. huMDInA kAgaLa te badhA sarakhA hoya che paNa kaImAM AMka hajArane, koImAM 10 hajArano, koImAM 25 hajArane koImAM lAkhane heya che. e AMkaDA pramANe huMDInuM mulya aMkAya che. tamArA mUlya keTalAM che ? navatatvanA ane cha kAyanA nAma AvaDe che kharA? cAre cuke bAre bhUlya, chanuM na AvaDe nAma, jagatamAM Dhoro pITAve, zrAvaka amAruM nAma. amAruM nAma zrAvake ema kahe che, paNa zrAvakane arthe AvaDe che? 8 eTale zraddhA. va eTale viveka ane ka eTale karaNI. tamArAmAM yathArtha zraddhA kharI? eka siMdUra paDele pANe paDayo hoya tyAM jaI mAthA namAve, ane kahe ke bhaluM karajo mAbApa, cAlatAM cAlatAM dezI Ave te paNa mAthuM namAvI de. tIrtha snAna karavA jAo. sameta zikhara, gIranAra Adi jagyAoe yAtrA karavA jAva. zraddhAnA ThekANA nathI, vAne derA bAMdhe ane

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ThakamAM tAvIja pahere. vaLI tene dhUpa dhUmADo gho. jhAmarane dore rAkhe, je dore rAkhavAthI jhAmara maTI jatuM hoya te DokaTara pAse zA mATe jAva cho? tamArI zraddhAnAM zA vakhANa karavA? bAMdhI mUThI ja rAkhavI sArI. kharuM ne? bedAza hoya te kADhI zraddhAmAM sAcA bane. vItarAga jevA alaukika deva maLyA che, bIjAne deva tarIke svIkAravAnuM mUkI daye. viveka daSTine keLa ane karaNImAM Ave. jANeluM jIvanamAM utAre. zikSA be prakAranI che (1) grahaNa zikSA ane Asevana zikSA. vahunAM svarUpane yathArtha rIte jANavuM. grahaNa karavuM te zikSA che. pAMca samiti traNa gupti, paMca mahAvrata Adi dharmanAM svarUpane sAMbhaLavAthI jJAna thAya. savaNe nANe vinnANe paccakhANeya saMjame / aNahanae tave ceva vedANe akiriyAsiddhi / bhagavatI sUtramAM kahyuM che jiM che? zravaNa karavAthI zuM lAbha thAya? zravaNa karavAthI jJAna thAya nALe jim che ! jJAnanuM phaLa zuM? jJAnanuM phaLa vijJAna vijJAnanuM phaLa pacakhANa, pacakhANunuM phaLa anAzravIpaNuM, anAzravIpaNAnuM phaLa tapa ane tapanuM phaLa dANuM eTale karma bedA thavAM te. dANenuM phaLa akriyA ane akriyAnuM phaLa siddhi che. zravaNa e zarUAta che. ane siddhi e parAkASTA che. siddha dazA prApta karavA mATe hRdayapUrvaka zravaNa karavuM joIe. tamane sAMbhaLavuM game che ke kaMTALo Ave che? sAMbhaLavAthI puNya pApa dharma vagerenI khabara paDe che. puNyathI anukULatA maLe che. pApathI pratikULatA maLe che ane dharmathI zuddha bhAva pragaTa thAya che. karmanI nirjarA thAya che. AMzika karmakSaya thave te nirjarA che. ane saMpUrNa karmane kSaya thave te mokSa che. mekSa joIne heya te grahaNuzikSA pachI Asevana zikSAne grahaNa kare. Asevana zikSA eTale je samajyA hoya tene pratyakSa jIvanamAM utAravuM. jJAnanI aMdara otapreta thaI javuM joIe. jJAna prApta karavA mATe kayAM sudhI prayatna karavAnuM che? kevaLajJAna prApta thAya tyAM sudhI. tame badhA zuM kAMI abhyAsa kare che? tamane ema thAya ke have uMmara thayA pachI amane kAMI na caDe. paNa purUSArtha kare te badhuM pAmI zake. tame vRddha thayA, dikarAne tyAM dikarA thayA, chatAM bajAramAM kema jAvuM joIe ! A jamAne kevo che? meMghavArI kevI che? hAthamAM thoDuM hoya te vAparavA thAya ne? ema mAnIne paNa purUSArtha kare che ne ! te dharmamAM kema puruSArtha karatA nathI ? jJAnI purUSe te kahe che kevaLajJAna thAya tyAM sudhI atUTa purUSArtha upADe, jabara sAdhanA kare. jJAna meLavavA pAchaLa paDe. "nona TUMkare mA varI." jyAre kevaLajJAna utpanna thAya che tyAre rahasyanI sarvavAta jaNAI jAya che. kevaLajJAna kayAre thAya? jyAre jIvanamAM kaSAyane eka aMza paNa na rahe tyAre kevaLajJAna thAya. darzananI ArAdhanA kayAM sudhI karavAnI? jyAM sudhI sAyaka samakita na thAya tyAM

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sudhI ane cAritranI ArAdhanA-yAkhyAta cAritra na pragaTe tyAM sudhI karavAnI che. koI kahe tame bahu sAruM cAritra pALe che. emAM garviSTa banI javAnI jarUra nathI. haju ghaNuM prApta karavAnuM bAkI che. jyAM sudhI kaSAyane saMpUrNa kSaya na thAya tyAM sudhI vItarAgatA na AvI zake kevaLajJAna tathA kevaLadarzana na pragaTI zake. ApaNAmAM krodha keTaluM che? kaI jazaka pratikuLa vacana kahe tyAM uthalI paDazuM. jarAjarAmAM abhimAnI banI jaIzu. arthavinAnI vAta hoya chatAM mAyAnA bhAva AvI jaze. ane lAbhanA bhAvathI paNa mukta nathI banI zakatA. emAM yathAkhyAta cAritra kayAMthI Ave? paMDitavIrya, zukala dhyAna, agI dazA ApaNe prApta karavAnI che. ApaNI zaktine ApaNAmAM pheravavAnI che. ghInA DabbAne garama karI ghIne baraNImAM nAkhavuM hoya ane baraNInuM moTuM sAMkaDuM hoya te keTalI sAvadhAnIthI kAma karavuM paDe che? upagane kayAMya bIje javAde te barAbara dhAra thAya nahIM ahiM paNa upagane svamAM joDavAne che samaye samaye jAgRta raho ke upaga, dharmadhyAnamAM rame che ke ArtadhyAnamAM? eka mALA pheravatAM aneka vAra mana saMsAranAM vikalpa karI le che. sAmAyika karIne beThA ne zAka levA javAnAM vicAra Avaze. A badhA kacarAo che, kiMmatI neTe nathI. kacarAo ane pastIthI kabATanAM kabATa bharI che paNa tenAthI kamANI zuM karI zakaze ? - 1 lAkha rUpiyAnI noTa hoya te paNa kAgaLa che, pastIne paNa kAgaLa che ane makAnane plAna banAvyuM hoya te paNa kAgaLa che, paNa kAgaLa kAgaLamAM phera hoya che, ema darekanA jIvana jIvanamAM paNa phera hoya che. jJAnInuM paNa jIvana che. ajJAnInuM paNa jIvana che. zrAvakonuM paNa jIvana che ane upabhogaparibhegamAM atirakta hoya tenuM paNuM jIvana che. ekanuM jIvana lAkha karoDa rU. karatAM paNa ati kiMmatI ane pavitra che, jyAre bIjAnuM pastI karatAM, kacarA karatAM paNa tuccha che, mATe dharmamAM pragati karo. akaSAyabhAvane keLo, te nahIM joyelu jevAI jaze, nahIM sAMbhaLeluM saMbhaLAI jaze, nahIM anubhaveluM anubhavamAM Avaze ane aprApyanI prApti thaze. eka ziSya jJAna meLavavAnI utkRSTa bhAvanAvALe hate. te ja gurU pAse Ave ane jJAna mane Ape, ema mAMgaNI kare. gurU temane "dho "nI gAthA Ape pahelAnAM jamAnAmAM lekhita prate nahatI, mukhapATha levAnI prathA hatI, A ziSya eka pada gokhe to bIjuM bhUlI jAya ane bIju yAda rAkhe tyAM trIjuM cAlyuM jAya. khUba khUba tenI pAchaLa macyA rahe chatAM kaMThastha eka gAthA paNa thAya nahIM. aMtarAya karmane e joradAra udaya ke jJAna caDe ja nahIM. varSo sudhI eka gAthA pAchaLa prayatna karyo, chatAM dhIraja hArI jatAM

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58 nathI. tamane pratikamaNane pahele pATha maMDAvIe ane yAda na rahe te zuM kare? purUSArtha cAlu rAkhe kharA? are ghaNA te na AvaDe te paDI pachADe, gusso kare, paNa bhAI, akaSAya bhAvathI jJAna prApti thAya che, nahIM ke kaSAya karavAthI. tamArI yAdazakti te ghaNI che. koIe gALa dIdhI hoya te te barAbara yAda rahe che. keInuM pIrasaNuM 11 lADavAnuM Ave te tarata kahI daye ke amAre tyAM lagna hatA tyAre 25 lADavA ApyA hatA. ane amane 11 kema melyA ? gharamAM eka ghabAvALI vATakI na jaDatI hoya te bahene kahIde, hamaNAM olI vATakI kema dekhAtI nathI ? yAdazakti na hoya te AvuM badhuM kema yAda rahe? dharma pravRttimAM rasa ane rucI joIe te nathI. ahiM Ave eTale citta bhamyA kare che. Aja sudhImAM mane koIe evI pharIyAda nathI karI ke rUpiyA gaNatAM amArUM citta avastha rahyA kare che. Ama kema thAya che? kAraNa eka ja che ke rUpiyAmAM Asakti che. dharmamAM nirasatA che. pele ziSya bAra varSa sudhI prayatna jALavI rAkhe che, paNa kaMTALa nathI. koIne jJAna letAM aMtarAya pADI hoya, jJAnInA avarNavAda bolyA heya, jJAnIne upakAra eLavI nA hoya, jJAnInI niMdA karI haya, jJAnInI azAtanA karI hoya ane jJAnI sAthe khoTA vikhavAda jhagaDA karyA hoya te jJAnAvaraNI karma baMdhAya che. koI sAdhu jJAnAbhyAsamAM lIna hoya te tene vadhe na pADe jaIe. ame ghaNe dUrathI AvIe chIe. chatAM sAmuM paNuM jotAM nathI. amArI sAthe vAta paNa karatA nathI. mAMgalika paNa kahetA nathI. sAdhunAM darzana ja maMgala svarUpa che. sAdhunuM jIvana ja bodha ApI jAya che. temanI dinacaryA ane rAtricaryAnuM nirIkSaNa kare te paNa ghaNuM jANavAnuM maLaze. sAdhunAM jIvanamAMthI bedha meLavo ke teo sacita padArthone sparza paNa karatA nathI ane huM te lIletArI, pANI, agni vagerene kaccaraghANa vALI nAkhuM chuM. mAre Dagale pagale juDuM besavuM paDe che. jyAre sAdhu yAvat jIvana juThuM bolatAM nathI, corI karatAM nathI. abrahma sevatA nathI. sAdhunAM maunamAMthI tamArA jIvanane ghaDe. guNagrAhI dRSTi keLavaze to badhe suMdaratAnA darzana thaze. sAdhu na bese te vicAra kare ke temanI pAse AvanArA hajAre hoya che. darekane javAba ApatA rahe te AtmasAdhanA kayAre kare? temanuM AtmadhyAnanuM lakSa cUkAvI parabhAvamAM laI javAmAM tamAre nimitta zA mATe banavuM joIe? pelA sAdhu jJAna mATe satata purUSArtha karI rahyA che. temane ghaNIvAra aphasa paNa thAya che ke mArI pAchaLa AvanArA kaI cauda pUvI banI gayA. agyAra aMga bhaNI gayA. ane mane haju eka gAthA paNa AvaDatI nathI. meM gADha karma bAMdhyA che. pApa karIne pirasa (ga) karyA che. have karma khapAvavA jJAnInI vaiyAvacca sevA karavI joIe. teo nAnAmoTA sAdhunI aglAnapaNe sevA kare che. keInuM pratilekhana karI de, koine joItI vastu lAvI

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pAca de. koI khImAra hoya tA tenI pUrI sabhALa rAkhe, sevA karatAM jarAya kheda na anubhave, paNa pUrI prasannatAthI sevA kare. Ama pazcAtApa karatAM ane sevA karatAM kramanAM paDaLA ughaDI gayAM. Atma vicAraNA karatAM bhAva zreNIe caDayA, kSapakazreNI, kSAyaka bhAva, kevaLajJAna ane kevaLardezanane pAmyA paNa pAtAne kevaLajJAna thayu che, tenI vAta koIne karI nahIM. gurU paNa keTalA saraLa ane bhaNAvavAnI jijJAsAvALA ke khAra khAra varasa sudhI ekanI eka gAthA Ape che, chatAM ke'TALatA nathI. gurUjI ziSya pAsethI nIkaLe che ane pUche che kema gAthA ApuM? paNa AvaDe tA ? ziSya kahe che. mane AvaDI gaI che. A sAMbhaLI gurUjIne paNa khUba AnaMda thayA, ane gAthA khelavAnu kahyu. ziSya e gAthA khelavAne badale Akhu adhyayana AlI gayA. A camatkArathI gurUne Azcaya thayuM ane pUchyuM : tamane kaMI jJAna utpanna thayuM che ? ziSye kahyuM, " hA!" gurUjIe pharI prazna karyAM, "DivAI ke paDivAI ?'" ziSye kahyuM, "apaDivAI. A sAMbhaLI gurUjI samajI gayA ke A ziSyane kevaLajJAna ane kevaLardeza`na prApta thayA che. gurUjI ziSyanAM pagamAM paDayA ane kevaLI bhagavaMtanI azAtanA karI te badala kSamA mAMgI. pachI pazcAtApa karavA lAgyA. zuddha, pavitra, nima La ane kaSAya rahita banatAM gurUne paNu kevaLajJAna ane kevaLa duzana prApta thayuM. cAra ghanaghAtI krama jAya tyAre kevaLajJAna thAya che. pAMcajJAnamAM prathamanA cArajJAna kSayapazama bhAve che ane kevaLajJAna kSAyakabhAve che. mati, zruta e e jJAna parAkSa che ane aviSe tathA manaH vajJAna dezapratyakSa tathA kevaLajJAna sava pratyakSa che. naMdIsUtramAM pAMca jJAnanuM vivecana suMdara rIte AveluM che. sUtrasiddhAMta vAMcA te tamane khyAla Ave ke jJAna kevI apUrva vastu che! kSAyakajJAnane prApta karavA mATe kSApazamajJAna te nIsaraNI che. te dvArA pagathiyA caDavA mAMDI. eka vakhata avazya kSAyakajJAnane prApta karI zakaze. ahI niSadhakumAranA pUrvabhavanI vAta cAle che. ekadA padmAvatI rANIne siMhanuM svapna Ave che. teo rAjA pAse jAya che ane peAtAnA zubha svapnanI vAta kare che. te sAMbhaLI rAjA kahe che ke Apane ati uttama svapna prApta thayu che. kuLane ujavaLa karanAra putra ratnanI Apa mAtA banaze. rANI, rAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLI Anati haice peAtAnA zayanagRhamAM jAya che ane dhama jAgaraNa karatAM rAtrI pasAra kare che. vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna..92 kArataka suda 6ne ravivAra tA. 20-10-71 nAthe siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyA. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayelI vastu. atyAre 72 sUtre mojuda che. temAM bAramA upAMgamAM vanDidazAne adhikAra cAle che. bhagavAna nemanAtha niSadhakumAranAM pUrvabhavanI vAta kare che. mahAbala rAjAnI rANI padmAvatIne paMchaDuM uchALate, phALa nAkhata, ane badhAne gabharAvate eka siMha svapnAmAM Ave che ane bagAsuM khAtA peTamAM utarI jAya che. AnuM svapnaphaLa jANavA mATe rAjA svarUkha pAThakone belAve che. teo kahe che ke kuLamAM ketusamAna, dhvajAsamAna, dipakasamAna, kuLanuM kSaNa karanAra, kuLanI vRddhi karanAra, ane aMte aNagAra thanAra evA pratApI putrane rANI janma Apaze. A sAMbhaLI sau AnaMdita thayAM. ane svapna pAThakene jIve tyAM sudhI cAle teTaluM dhana ApyuM. - te pachI rANI garbhanuM yathAvidhi pAlana kare che, ane 9 mAsa tathA sADA sAta rAtrI pasAra thatAM putrane janma thaye. trIje divase caMdra sUryanAM darzana karAvyA. chaThThIne divase jAgaraNa karyuM. dazame divase azuci TALI ane putranuM nAma vIraMgata rAkhyuM. sAtame varSe gurUkuLamAM karyo. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM gurUkuLa jaMgalamAM hatAM. gAmathI ghaNe dUra rahevAthI tyAM mANasanI avarajavara khUba ochI rahetI. tethI vidyArthIe ekAgracitta khUba zAMtithI bhaNI zake. Aje te ejyukezanathI aneka anartho thAya che. dareka bAbatamAM bhAratavAsIoe paradezanuM anukaraNa karavA mAMDayuM che. jethI bhAratanI mULabhUta saMrakRtine hAsa thato jAya che. videzamAM 15 varSanI putrI rAtanA bAra vAge Ave te mAtApitA tene kAMI na kahI zake. putra ane putrI paraNe eTale mAtApitA sAthe saMbaMdha kapAI jAya. zIladharmanAM saMskAra keInAmAM nahIM. ekanI sAthe barAbara na phAve te chUTAcheDA karI bIje lagna karI le, mAMsAhAra kare, dArU pIve, bhautika sAdhanene khUba ThaThA hovA chatAM teo khUba udvega anubhave che. khUba khAvAthI jema ajirNa thAya che tema bhautika sAdhanane khuba upabhoga karavAthI ajirNa thAya che. ane tene dUra karavA ela esa. DI. goLIo le che. eka, be ane traNa goLIo le eTale tene e anubhava thAya ke mArAthI ke zreSTha ja nathI. bIjA badhAne sAmAnya lekhe. aDhArameM maLe te ubhe hoya ane mAne ke huM paMkhI je thaI gayo chuM. be hAtha pahoLA karI uparathI uDavA prayatna kare ane nIce paDatAM mRtyune zaraNa thaI jAya. AvA aneka mRtyu

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pa71 hyAM thAya che. eka geLIne naze na utare tyAM bIjI geLI le ane enA kephamAM ne kephamAM kAM te jIvana khalAsa karI nAMkhe ane kAM te vyabhicArane vaDa ubhuM kare. bhAratanI saMskRti evI hatI ke satI-sannArIoe pitAnAM zIlane mATe prANa paNa chAvara karI dIdhA hatA. dhAraNI mAtA ziyaLa mATe prANanuM balidAna dIye, paNa A jamAnAmAM jyAM juo tyAM chUTAcheDA thaI gayA, bhUlI dharma pitAnAM peTanI khAtara mAnavI kuDA thaI gayA." eka e jamAne hatuM ke jyAre kAkamUkha dhAraNane laIne ravAnA thayA ane dhAraNa pAse khetI mAgaNI karI tyAre dhAraNIe cokhkhA zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM "mUrakha! jarA zarama rAkha. dadhivAhana rAjAnI huM dharmapatnI chuM. mArA prANane nAza karIza, paNa tAre AdhIna nahIM thAuM" tyAre kAkamUkhe kahyuM, "rANI ! tamAre mATe meM caDAI karI vijaya prApta karyo. rAjyamAMthI hIrA, motI, mANeka kAMI lIdhuM nahIM ane sarvazreSTha rana tuM che ema samajI tane laI Avyo chuM. have tAre mAre AdhIna banavuM ja paDaze." dhAraNIe parIne IcchanAranAM nArakImAM kevA hAla thAya che te kAkamUkhane kahyuM. "padArAnI prIta asatunAM gharamAM peThI, padArAnI prIta dazA rAhunI beThI, paradAranI prIta patI leDhAne pAye kahIye, paraThArAnI prIta caMdramA bArame kahIe." parastrI prasaMgathI aneka doSa Ave che. A pApa neTonAM baMDala pAchaLa chupAI zake tema nathI. moTA gharavALA khAte rAkhe che, ekhariyA DhoranI mAphaka cAre bAja rakhaDayA kare che. paNa parastrInAM saMgathI bhukkA nIkaLI jAya che. A bhava ane parabhava baMne bagaDe che. parastrI prasaMgAyaneke sti doSa vratasya praNazo, guNasya praNAzaH narendrasya daMDe jinAnAM cadaMDaH kadAcina kArya parastrI prasaMgaH 3rA prajJA prakAza. parI sevanathI vratane ane:guNene nAza thAya che. rAjA taraphathI daMDa maLe che. jinezvara paNa zAstromAM kahe che ke parastrI sevanArane ghaNuM kaThIna karmo bhogavavA paDe che. te puruSa kuLane kalaMka lagADanAra thAya che. sparza sukha levA jatAM nArakImAM palAI jAya che.

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572 paNa kahyuM che ke parastrI sevanArane Dagale Dagale brahmahatyAnuM pApa lAge anya daza nIemAM che. mATe parastrI sAme kharAba dRSTithI joze nahI. yathA yAti sUryaMtralAke DakSitene tathA yAti rAmAvalAke janAnAm / mahAmrahmacaryAM kSitene hiM ki`ci nna sUrya ca nArISu dRSTi tu daiyA // 33 // sUrya sAme dRSTi mAMDA tA tarata pAchI kheMcI lyeA che tema strI sAme dRSTi paDatAM pAchI kheM'cI lye. sUrya sAme joI rahevAthI AMkhamAM pANI Ave che. tema strI sAme kaTAkSa karavAthI tathA tenI sAme joyA karavAthI vIya nI skhalanA thAya che. strI-avaleAkanathI hRdayamAM churI bhAvanA jAge che. tenA brahmacaryamAM khIjAne zaMkA jAya che. bhagavAne te tyAM sudhI kahyuM che. hattha pAya paDichinnaM, kannanAsa vigappiyaM / avi vAsatya jJAnamayArI vivajJad // 4za. a. 8 gA. 56 hAtha-paga-kAna-nAka chedAyelI seA varSanI jajarIta thai gayelI evI vRddha strI sAthepaNu sAdhue ekAMtamAM ubhuM na rahevuM. ekAMta bhurI cIja che. tethI brahmacArIne mATe te vavA ceAgya che. je AtmagaveSI sAdhaka che tene ravarUpamAM ramaNatA karavI ane peAtAnI indriyAne kAcabAnI jema geApavIne rahevuM. vanavagaDAmAM gurUkuLA hAya tethI strInA prasaMga na paDe. strIe jovA na maLe. ane tenA viSe kAMI sAMbhaLavA paNa na maLe. jeNe joyuM na hAya, sAMbhaLyu" na heAya te te viSe tene vicAra paNa na Ave. sAtavaSa nI mara hAya ane gurUkuLamAM muke ane vIsavanA thAya tyAM sudhI tyAM bhaNe, paNa brahmacarya'mAM deSa na lAge. Aje tA nAnA bALakomAM paNa kaliyuga AvI gayA che. sImAe kaccaraghANa vALI nAkhyA che. eka mAtA tenI nAnakaDI putrIne laine eka mahArAja pAse AvI ane mahArAjane kahyuM. " A mArI bebIne keTalA nAma kaMThastha che te sAMbhaLe." mAtAnA kahevAthI ebI ekaTarI ane ekaTreseAnAM nAma gaNAvA lAgI. mahArAje kahyu, " bahena ! amAre A nAma sAMbhaLIne zu karavuM che? tamArA bALakone sa`skArI banAvavA hAya tA tiya karAnAM, sutIsrIonAM nAma zIkhaDAvA." Aje jIvanamAM keTalI vikRti AvI gaI che. pAzcAtya saMskRti bhAratanI saskRti sAthe bheLaseLa thaI gaI che. eraplene amerikA yuropa Adi dezeAne najIka banAvI dIdhA che, eTale paradeza javuM...te sahelu thaI paDayu che. mAtApitA hAMze hAMze peAtAnAM saMtAneAne hAratArA paherAvI paradeza mAkale che, paNa tyAM janArA

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keTalAka pitAnA jIvanane abhaDAvI mUke che. tyAMnA kusaMskAronI temanA para UMDI chApa paDe che. te mA bApa jotA nathI. AdhyAtmika zakti lepa thatI jAya che. bhautikavAdanuM vAtAvaraNa ghaNuM gheruM banatuM jAya che. ane aMte Aleka, paraleka, AtmA, paramAtmA vagere vAte hambaga lAge che, mAtra kalapanA jevI lAge che. A bhautikanI bhUtAvaLamAMthI bacavuM hoya te paramAMthI sukhabuddhi uThAvI le. nija AtmAmAM anaMta vaibhava che, tenAM darzana karo. jaDa caitanyanuM bheda-vijJAna kare. jJAna, darzana, cAritryamAM rakta rahI AtmadhyAnamAM masta bane. dhyAna pachI ja samAdhi Ave che. saMka9pa vikalpathI mukta bane te nirvika95 dazAne prApta kare. azubha tyAga karI zubhamAM AvI AgaLa vadhe. bhautika sAdhanee mANasane ule banAvI dIdho che. kepyuTara AvyA ane buddhinI kasarata ghaTI gaI. pahelAnAM bhaNataravALe game tevo hisAba kare hoya te karI dete. Aje komyuTara DIja miniTomAM moTA moTA AMkaDAnA hisAbe karI Ape che. eTale mANasa tene AdhIna banato jAya che. Aje abhyAsa-kSetramAM paNa vistAra vadhe che! uMDANa ghaTayuM che. pustaka ghaNuM vadhyAM paNa magajanuM khAtuM nAnuM banatuM jAya che. Dambala grejyueTa thayelAnI paNuM samAjamAM kaI kiMmata nathI. tene sAmAnyamAM sAmAnya nokarI zodhavI paDe che. pahelA gurukuLamAM vighArthIo bahotera kaLAmAM pAraMgata thatAM. koIpaNa jAtanA bhedabhAva vinA gurajI vidyAthIone bhaNAvatA, rAjaputra hoya ke sAmAnya kakSAne vidyArthI hoya, darekanI pAse kacarA kADhavAnuM, pANI bharavAnuM, lAkaDAnI bhArI lAvavAnuM vigere kAma karAvatA. vIraMgatakumAra 72 kaLAmAM pAraMgata thaI gayo. eTale gurUjIe tene rAjAne sAM. ane kahyuM, A badhA vidyArthIonI bIjA koI vidvAna AcArya pAse parIkSA levarAve. rAjAe tema karyuM ane vIraMgatakumAra dareka parIkSAmAM prathama naMbare Ave. ziSya sAre nivaDe te joI gurUnuM haiyuM keTaluM praphulita thAya? temane keTale saMtoSa thAya! kuMbhAra khANamAMthI mATI lAvI, mATIne palALI ekarasa banAvI khUde, khUMdIne pIMDA banAve, te pIDAne cAkaDe caDAve. cAkaDe mATIne AkAra Ape ane pachI dorIthI cheda kare. te vAsaNane taDake mUke taDake tapAvyA pachI TapaluM mArI TIpe, TIpyA pachI paNa nIMbhADApAM pakave. Ama agniparIkSA karyA pachI vAsaNa paripakava thayuM gaNAya. te pachI te vAsaNa bajAramAM vecavA mUke. paNa paripakava thayA pahelAM bahAra mUke nahIM. tema gurU paNa pitAnAM vidyArthIne barAbara bhaNAvyA pachI parIkSA devaDAve. je mATaluM beDuM nIkaLe te kuMbhArane sAMbhaLavuM paDe tema ziSya bedo nIkaLe te gurUne saMbhALavuM paDe.

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paha4 A kumAra khUba hoMziyAra ane parAkramI thaye che te jANe rAjANIne khUba AnaMda thaye, ane gurUjIne jIvanaparyanta khAya te paNa na khuTe teTaluM dAna dakSiNAmAM ApyuM. kumAra bAlyakALa vaTAvI yauvanamAM praveze che, tema jANI rAjAe batrIsa mahelo banAvarAvyA ane vacce eka moTuM bhavana taiyAra karAvarAvyuM. temAM aneka hatA. ane atyaMta zobhAyamAna hatuM. te pachI batrIsa sugya zreSTha rAjavara kanyAo sAthe kumAranA lagna karavAmAM AvyA. kumAra pAMca IndriyanAM maNa sukhe bhegavatAM vicAravA lAgyA teNaM kAleNaM teNa samaeNaM siddhatthA nAma AyariyA jAIsaMpannA jahA kesI navaraM bahussuyA bahu parivArA jeNeva rohIDae nayare jAva jeNeva uvAgayA ahApaDiruva jAva viharaMti parisA niggayA // te kALa ane te samaye kezIzramaNanAM jevA jAtivAna tathA bahuzruta ane bahu ziSyaparivAravALA siddhArtha nAmanAM AcArya hitaka nagaramAM padhAryA. AcAryadeva aneka guNasaMpanna hatA. sAdhujIvanane utkRSTa AcAra pALanAra hatA. dhamanI vAta karanArA ghaNAM hoya che. paNa tANAvANAnI mAphaka tene jIvanamAM vaNI denAra ochA hoya che. bahArane caLakATa ghaNAmAM dekhAya paNa guNadhArI ochA hoya che. dareka vanamAM caMdana hetuM nathI. tema ghera ghera sItA detI nathI, ane dareka jagyAe tathArUpanA sAdhue kahetA nathI. - eka vakhata akabara ane bIrabala beThA che. tyAMthI mANase navAM navAM vastroalaMkAro paherI pasAra thAya che. saunA mukha para AnaMdanI surakhI che. akabara bIrabalane pUche che, Aje zuM che? leko Aje harSotsava zene ujavI rahyA che? bIrabala javAba Ape che ke Aje vikrama saMvata badalAya che. navA varSanI zarUAta AjathI thaze. Aje badhA sAlamubAraka kare che ane navA varSanA AnaMdamAM che. A sAMbhaLI akabare kahyuM, "birabala! vikrama rAjAnAM nAmane saMvata cAle che te mArI kADha ne! birabale kahyuM, "mahArAja! koIpaNa vastu kharIdavI hoya te tenI egya kiMmata cUkavavI joIe. saMvata calAvanAranuM mUlyAMkana jevuM tevuM nathI. rAjA vikrama paraduHkhabhaMjana ane parAkramI hatA. paradAra sadara hatA. pArakAnA duHkhe dukhI thanAra hatA. temanA jIvanamAM aneka prazaMsanIyaprasage che. temAMthI huM Apane eka prasaMga kahI saMbhaLAvuM chuM. eka vakhata rAjA vikrama ghoDA para besI videzayAtrA mATe jaI rahyA hatA. jaMgalamAM pasAra thatAM eka mANasane raDavAne avAja saMbhaLAya. teo avAjanI dizAmAM gayA. tyAM eka garIba mANasa khUba AkaMda karI raDI rahyo hate. rAjAe te vRddha garIbane AzvAsana ApatAM vase pasavALatAM pUchayuM "bhAI! tAre zuM duHkha che? zA mATe raDe che ? vRdhe javAba Ape, "mArA dAkhanI kahAnI sAMbhaLI Apane zuM phAyade? mAruM duHkha ke dUra karI zake tema nathI.

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Ok ' yuddhanI vAta sAMbhaLI rAjAe kahyu, " huM... pratijJA lauM' chuM ke ApanuM duHkha dUra karyAM vinA huM annapANI nahI lauM, have tame mane vAta karI. ** gharaDA mANase kahyuM, "huM khUba ja Arthika mu'avaNu anubhavI rahyo chuM. mArA kuTumbIenu bharaNapASaNa karavA asamartha chuM. AthI mArA parivAra mArI sAthe phleza kare che. have tA mAre maravA sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI. rAjAe kahyuM, " bhAI! mArI pAse cAra apUrva vastu che. je A hAMDalI tenAthI je joIe te leAjana meLavI zakAya che. trIjI A peTI che. temAMthI jeTalA joIe teTalAM vastro maLI zake. trIjI cchA thelI che. temAMthI jeTalA joie teTalA rUA. maLI zake. ane cAthI A gheADo che. tenAthI jyAM musApharI karavI hoya tyAM karI zakAya. koine rastA pUchavAnI paNa jarUra na paDe. A gheADAne kahI de eTale te lakSa sthaLe paheAMcADI de. A cAra vastumAMthI koIpaNa eka vastu tame mAgI lye." A sAMbhaLI vRdhdhe kahyuM. " Apa jarA ubhA raheA. huM hamaNA mArA svajanAne pUchIne AvuM chuM. mArU ghara A TekarI pAchaLa che, Apa mArI rAha joze. vRddha gayA ane rAjA tyAM ubhA rahyA. mATe dasa kalAka sudhI rAha jovaDAvI. pachI vRddha AvyA ane kahyuM." mAre ApanI koI cIja joItI nathI. kAraNa ke mArA gharamAM ame cAra jaNA chIe. me' badhAnA abhiprAya lIdhe. mArI patnIe kahyuM." mAre varSoMthI cUlA phUMkavA paDe che. hAMDalI mAMgA eTale rAMdhavAnI khaTapaTa maTI jAya." mArI putravadhUe kahyu" mArI icchA peTI meLavavAnI che. dararAja navAM navAM vastro te paheravA maLe." putre kahyu ke A jaMgalamAM paDayA chIe, gheADA mAgA eTale navA navA dezeA jovA maLe. ane mAra abhiprAya thelI meLavavAnA hatA. cAramAMthI kAI pAtAnI vastu mUkavA taiyAra na hatuM. ATalA kalAkanI carcA pachI paNa koI samAdhAna na thaI zakyuM. A cAramAMthI eka vastu laI jaIza eTale jhagaDA thavAnA tethI me evA vicAra karyAM ke mAre koI vastu joitI nathI. vikramarAjAe te garIba vRddhane cAreya vastu ApI dIdhI. ane kahyuM : jene je gamete laI lejo. ane AnaDhathI rahejo. peAtAnI pAse rahela sarvasvanu arpaNa karI vikramarAjA page cAlI AgaLa vadhyA. jo Apa paNa vikramarAjAnI jema sarvasva apaNu karI zako te ApanA nAmanA saMvata cAle.'' bIrabalanI vAta sAMbhaLI akabare kahyuM. mAre mArA nAmanA saMvata calAvavA nathI. tene mATe te khaDuM mulya cukavavuM paDe tema che. dareka rAjA sarakhI kakSAnAM hAtA nathI. tema dareka sannArI paNa sarakhI hatI

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nathI. strInI greAbhA zIlamAM che. zIlanAM rANu khAtara pAriNI devI kAmUkhane zaraNe na thatAM chUpAvI rAkhelI kaTAra peTamAM mArIne prANa kADhI nAkhyA. te vakhate putrI caMdanamALA paNa sAthe ja hatI. tenI uMmara nAnI hatI. teNe mAtAne kahyuM." mA ! tu mArI jarA paNa ciMtA karIza nahIM. vIramAtAnI putrI chuM. tArA saMskAra laIne ucharI chuM. tuM tArA jIvanane uttama banAva. mArA mAhanI khAtara tAsa cAritra para kala'ka lAge tenA karatAM tu mRtyune svikAra temAM mane AnaMda che. canamALA paNa satI strI tarIke paMkAI. AbhUSaNA, alaMkArA ane sudara vastrA ke caMdananAM lepathI deha cAlatA nathI, paNa sadAcArathI zele che. ka MkaNeAthI hAtha ze|bhatA nathI paNa dAnathI zAle che. paropakArathI, dharmanA suMdara saMskArathI, A jIvana zAle che. jIvanane saMskArI banAvavA mATe satsaMganI khUba AvazyakatA che. vIraMgatakumAra viSayanA sukhA bhAgavatAM vicare che. paNa jenu upAdAna taiyAra che tene jagADavAnuM nimitta maLI rahe che. rAhitaka nagarImAM AcAya deva padhAryAM che. rAjakumAra dharmAMnA ra Mge kevI rIte raMgAze te adhikAra avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na.....97 kArataka suda 7 ne sAmavAra tA. 25-10-71 anaMtajJAnI trailAya prakAzake bhagavAna mahAvIre siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyAM. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu. ahIM niSakumAranA adhikAra cAle che. niSadha kumAranA pUrvabhava bhagavAna temanAtha prabhu peAtAnA prathama gaNadhara varadatta munine kahe che. rAhitaka nagarImAM AcAya siddhAtha muni padhAryAM che. AcAya bhagavaMta kezI svAmI jevA kezarIsi'huM samA che. mahusUtrI che. jAti sapanna ane kula sa Mpanna che. ejasvI, tejasvI, yazasvI che. AtmA mATe ujAgarA karanArA che. nidrA para vijaya prApta karyAM che. ApaNe e pAMca rAtanA ujAgarA karIe teA zarIra kathaLI paDe, paNa mahAtmAe rAta-rAtanAM ujAgarA karIne Atma sAdhanA kare che. je rAgI hAya tene ne kAraNe uMgha na Ave. bhAgIne bhAganA sukha meLavavAnI tIvra IcchA hAya tethI uMgha na Ave. dhuNI dhakhAvatA ane bhasma lagAvIne alakha jagAvatA jogI bhautika AzAe rAtabhara jAge che, paNa sAdhanA karavA mATe jAgRta rahenArA phAI

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pAhI vIrala purUSa hoya che. tyAgI purUSe rAtadivasa pramAda TALI Atma sAdhanAmAM lIna bane che. ane bhavya mAnavene jAgavAne upadeza Ape che. pramAda pariharI have jAgRta thAo. kuMbhakaraNanI UMgha cha mahine uDatI. paNa A AtmA te anAdikALathI ajJAna nidrAmAM poDha che. mAnavane kiMmatImAM kiMmatI avatAra maLe. paNa ratna kAgaDAnI koTe bAMdhavA jevuM thayuM che. vItarAga vANInA pega sudhI AvI pahoMcyA paNa zraddhA nathI. jyAM vizvAsa nathI, zraddhA nathI tyAM mithyA darzana zakya che. duniyAmAM duzmane ghaNAne mAnatA haze. eTama bomba, Azubamba nAkhI gAmanA gAme sApha karI nAkhanArane duzmananI najare jotAM haze. paNa mithyAtva je moTAmAM moTe bIjo koI duzmana nathI. mithyA darzane AtmAnI nija sattAne dAbI dIdhI che. jema dArUDiye gaTaramAM ALoTe, tenA para kUtarA mUtarI jAya, koI dhULa nAkhe chatAM tene kaMI sAnabhAna nathI. tema mithyAtvane dArU jeNe pIdhe che tene nija svarUpanuM bhAna nathI. svarUpanI oLakhANa nathI, nija vaibhavane vicAra nathI. mAre zuM karavAnuM che tenuM citra tenI sAme nathI. duniyAmAM jhera ghaNuM che. piIjhananAM IMjekazana Ave che. aphINamAM tathA mAMkaDa, uMdara vi. ne mAravAnI davAmAM paNa jhera Ave che. paNa mithyAdazana jevuM tIvra ane khataranAka jhera ekeya nathI. jagatamAM rega aparaMpAra che. davAkhAnAmAM mulAkAta le te khabara paDe. jalaMdarabhagaMdara, kensara, kSaya, zvAsa Adi aneka rogathI jagatavAsI jI pIDAya che. paNa mithyAdazana je rega ekeya nathI. eTale ja zrImade kahyuM che ke "Atma brAnti sama rega nahI." jIvane na mAna, atatvamAM tatvanI zraddhA lAvavI. jyAM sudhI AnaMda nathI, tyAM sukhanI, AnaMdanI kalpanA karavI ane temAM ja lapeTAelA rahevuM, A che mithyAdarzana zalya. strImAM, putramAM parivAramAM, moTara Adi sAdhanomAM mAnava sukha mAne che. paNa moTara vi.mAM besI sahela karavA nIkaLelAM keTalAya kuTumbo ekasIDanTane bhega bane che. ane jIvanane jokhamamAM mUkI de che. paisAmAM sukha mAnyuM paNa te paisA cera luMTI jAya, kaI chInavI le tyAre duHkha thAya che. sAdhane ke parivAra tamAruM zuM rakSaNa karanAra che? kAMI ja nahi, chatAM mohAMdha jIva, para pratyenI Asakti cheDI zakto nathI, paisAnI prAptimAM ane tenA saMrakSaNamAM aMdagI khatama karI nAMkhe che. ahIM besI saddagurUo game teTaluM samajAve, tema chatAM tame te cho tyAMnA tyAM ja che. eka IMca paNa AgaLa vadhavAnI vAta nathI. tamArA gharamAM kabutara beThuM hoya ane jarA avAja thatAM tyAMthI uDI jaze paNa je kaMsAranA gharamAM besavAne TevAyeluM haze te kabutara tenA avAjathI eTaluM TevAI gayuM haze ke te avAja thatAM uThaze nahi. amArA zrotAo kaMsArAnA kabutara jevA to nathI ne ? vairAgyanI vAta sAMbhaLI saMsAra choDavAnI rUcI upaDe che? dharmane jIvanamAM apanAvavAnuM mana thAya che, ke cho tyAM ne tyAM ja rahevuM che? jyAM sudhI mithyAtvano roga TaLe nahiM, tyAM sudhI A vAta rUcaze paNa nahIM. 73

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pa jagatamAM sauthI gADha adhikAra hoya te te mithyAtvane che. dIpakane prakAza thatAM aMdhakAra nAza pAme tema samyagU darzanane dIpaka pragaTatAM mithyAtvanA aMdhakAra dUra thaI jAya che. dharmarUpI vRkSanuM vizuddha samyaka rUpa bIja che. dhairya rUpa kaMda che. vinayarUpa vedikA che. cAra tIrthanA guNa kItanarUpa kaMdha che. paMca mahAvratarUpa maTI zAkhA che. pazcIsa bhAvanArUpa tvacA che. zubha dhyAna ane zubhaga rUpe pradhAna pahelava-patra che. guNa rUpa phUla che. ziyaLarUpa sugaMdha che ane mokSarUpa phaLa che. jenuM bIja samya darzana tenuM phaLa mekSa ane jenuM bIja mithyAdarzana tenuM phaLa saMsAra che. jIvana maMdiramAM patharAelA aMdhakArane nAza karavo hoya te samyakatvanI lAITa kare. ekavAra daSTi sAcI AvI jAya pachI eTale ke satya samajAyA pachI asatyane choDatAM vAra nahi lAge. (1) jene kharA khoTAnI khabara nathI tene koI nirNaya nathI. paNa beTAne pakaDI rAkhyuM tene mUktAM nathI, tene abhigrahika mithyAtva kahevAya che. (2) jene koI eka pakaDa nathI, badhAne sAcA mAne ane kahe, A badhA dharmanA judA judA keDa pADI mUkyA che. aMte dhyeya te badhAnuM eka ja che. sarvadharma samAna che. buddha-mahAvIra-Isu-jarATa vi. darekanA dharma sarakhAM che. kAMkare ane ratna, pItaLa ane sonuM, A badhAne samAna mAne te anabhigrahika mithyAtva che. () tirthakarane mAga jANavA chatAM upadeza anya mAgane Ape te abhinivezika mithyAtva che. nindava jeTalA thayA te badhAe satya mArgane saMtADI beTAnI prarUpaNA karI. jemake jamAlI. bhagavAne kahyuM "hemALe kare te jamAlIe kahyuM "hemALe ja huM:tirthaMkara chuM evuM teNe manAvyuM ane pitAnA abhimAnane piSavA tirthaMkara-gaNadhara-sAdhu -AdinI niMdA karI. () je sAcAM cheTAne nirNaya na karI zake, julA jevI sthitimAM rahe. te sAMzayika mithyAtva che. (5) ane jemAM bilakula jANapaNuM na hoya te aNaga mithyAtva kahevAya che. te ekendriyathI mAMDI asaMsI paMcendriya sudhInA jImAM hoya che. A mithyAtva e karmabaMdhane hetu che. mithyAtvanA jherane utAranAra saddagurUo che. bhagavAnanAM anuyAyIo gAmo gAma pharI dharma upadeza Ape che. siddhArtha muni ghaNuM parivAra sahita hitaka nagarImAM padhAre che. pahelA pAMca pAMcase sAdhuo vicaratAM. Aje sAdhunI saMkhyA bahu a5 che. te vakhate temanAM hadaya keTalA kuNAM haze ? ghaNA moTA parivAra sahita AcAryo vicaratA paNa temAM ghaNuM sAdhue tapazcaryA karatA, rasendriya upara kAbu meLavanAra hatAM. jIbha mAge te na Ape paNa jema bane tema ochI vastuthI calAvatA. harAvanArA thALanA thALa bharI hArA, paNa rasanA tyAgI tene grahaNa na kara. eka eka munivara jJAnanAM

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59 bhaMDAra hatA. jJAna sAthe anubhava ane uMDANu joIe jo jJAnane jIvanamAM vaNyu. hArya tA tenI asara khIjAne paDe che. lekacara karanArA te ghaNA haiAya che. khelavA ubhA thAya tA tenA jJAnanI pratibhA eTalI hAya ke sabhA DolI uThe che. paNa jIvanamAM jIe tA gALa cakkara heAya che. meSa kANu ApI zake tene mATe bhagavAne kahyu che ke, Ayagutte sayA daMte, chinnaseAe aNAsave ne dhamma yuddhamavanvAti, hipunnamaLejita // suyagaDAMga sU. a. 11-24 Atmagupta arthAt pApethI AtmAnI rakSA karavAvALA, hamezAM indriya damana karavAvALA, saMsAranA pravAhane baMdha karavAvALA ane AsravathI rahita purUSa ja zuddha, pratipUrNa ane anupama dharmAMnA upadeza ApI zake che. munie 'sanA ToLAM che. AvA ha~sa jevA munie upadeza ApavAnI caigyatA dharAve che. " uMsalA mUkIne koNu khagalAne sevazere hejI, bagalA uparathI dheALA ne manamAM melAre, mAza gurUjIne pUche rUDA jJAna batAve?, leAbhI Atamane samajAve ........mArA. hIralA mUkIne kANu patharAne sevaze re hejI, patharA uparathI bhInA ne bhItara kArA re.... jeNe AtmAne oLakhyA che, AtmA mATe rasa parityAga Adi aneka jAtanA tapane svIkAryAM che, saMsAranA aneka sabadhAne cheDI dIdhA che ne rAtabhara jAgIjAgIne AtmAne sAdhe che, te huMsanA TALA che ane dhoLe divase dheALI gAdI, takiyA upara maeNsI kALA kAma kare che te bagalA jevA che. temanA hRdaya paththara jevA che, tenA para game teTalA pANInA pravAha paDe chatAM bhItaramAM korA ne kArA ja rahe che. jIvanane ujALI zakatA nathI. jIvananI sAdhanA karavI hAya tA, " ujjavaLatAne Adara, zarIra na karazI zyAma, krama tajI daI kAkanA, karo huMsanA kAma." tamArA AtmAne ujjavaLa manAvA. zA mATe melI ramata ramavI joI e ? mAyAkapaTa karanArA uparathI sArA dekhAvAnA DALa kare che, paNa haya tapAseA tA temanA svAtha ne mAyAnI khamara paDe " svAtha" ahaMkAramAM khaHkhade jagata, virala dekhAya che prema-sevA, avaranuM ahita IcchA karI AdarI sava` kA` mAgatu' miSTa mevA, uparanuM zAlatu. rUparaMge bharyu, aMtare kuMDa kacA bharelA, dala Akhare jIvana bharapUra che, virala vizuddha prabhuthI bharelA ', jJAnI purUSA kahe che. Apu' jagata mithyAddaza nane kAraNe atava zraddhAne lIdhe svArtha ane ahaMkAramAM khaTTamade che. peAtAnA svArthane poSavA huM khele che, cArI kare che, kaMikane

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pache. chetare che. prasaMga paDe te hiMsA karatAM paNa acakAtuM nathI. pApa bAMdhatAM pAchuM vALIne jete nathI. paNa jIva samajAtuM nathI ke jene mATe huM A prapaMca karUM chuM te mane svarganI vATa dekhADanAra nathI, ane narakanAM trAsathI mUkAvanAra paNa nathI. prabhu bhaktimAM, prArthanAmAM ane sAdhanA darzanamAM paNa AzA paDI hoya che. saMsAra vRddhinI bIjAnuM game teTaluM kharAba thAya tene vAMdho nahiM, paNa pitAne miSTaevA ArogavA che. pitAnA svArtha khAtara bIjAnI roTalI jhUMTavI letAM paNa acakAya nahi, ene eka peTa nathI bharavuM paNa peTI, tijorI ane beMkamAM paNa mUkavuM che. kAgaDe kaniSTha paMkhI che. chatAM te eka nahi khAya. kAkA karI tenI jamAtane bhegI karI khAze. ane tame zuM karo cho? tamAre te ekalA mANavuM che. tArI pAse hovA chatAM bIjAne madadarUpa na thA te e paisA nathI paNa kAMkarA che. sAthe rahenAra, saMbaMdhamAM AvanAra, sAthe mIThI mIThI vAte kare, paNa hRdayamAM kAtIla jhera heya. tamAre uddhAra kare hoya te daMbha ane ADaMbara cheDI do. jevA che tevA dekhAvA prayatna karaze. " jahA aMto tahA bAhiM jahA bAhiM tahA aMto" hRdaya sphaTIka jevuM nirmaLa bane. vizvamAM nirmaLa, zuddha ane ahaMkAra-mAyA rahita vibhUtio virala hoya che. - eka brAhmaNa eka zaheramAM Tela nAMkhate nIkaLe che. paNa tenA sAmuM jovAnI keIne kurasada nathI. keIne basa pakaDavI che, keIne rIkSA, te kaIne TreIna pakaDavI che. saune javAnuM moDuM thAya che. temAM brAhmaNanI vAta kaNa sAMbhaLe ! traNa divasa sudhI zaheramAM phare che. chatAM khAvA mATe kaMI maLatuM nathI. bhUkha khuba lAge che paNa garIbanuM koNa? bicAro nirAza banI gAma bahAra jAya che. tyAM eka saMnyAsI maLe che. te brAhmaNane pUche che "kema baccA ! kema nirAza banI gayo che! " brAhmaNe kahyuM. "A zaheranA leke kevA che ! traNa traNa divasathI bhUkhya bhUkhyo badhe Tela nAkhuM chuM, chatAM keInA hRdayamAM rAma nathI. keI kAMI ApatuM nathI. keI sAmuM paNa jotuM nathI." A sAMbhaLI jarA smita karI saMnyAsI kahe che" bhAI! tuM mANasa pAse mAga te maLe ne ? jeTalA dekhAya che te badhA mANasa nathI letA. mANasa eALakhavA A cazmA laI jA. te caDAvatAM je mANasa dekhAya tenI pAse jaje. tyAM tAre mAgavuM nahiM paDe. sAmethI tAre satkAra thaze." brAhmaNa te camA laI rAjI thate thate zarApha bajAramAM jAya che. cazmA caDAvI jue che te duniyAmAM moTA gaNatA, dharmanA dherI gaNatA ane lAkhenA pATIyA-dAna karanArA moTA moTA ajagara dekhAya che. keTalAya mANasane AkhA ne AkhA gaLI khAya che. tyAMthI AgaLa vadhe che. koI siMha, keI cittA, kaI dIpaDA, keI varU, keI bakarA

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581 dekhAya che. brAhmaNa kArTImAM paheAMce che. tyAM moTA jaja-erIsTAmeATA meATA DAghIyA kutarA jevA dekhAya che. temanI kAMTamAM nAMkhA te kesa AgaLa AvI jAya che ane kesa jItI jAya che. meTA amaladArAmAM paNa kutarAnA darzana thAya che. InkamaTekSavALA Ave ane vepArI dhrujI uThe....paNa eka lIlI nATa ApI de eTale cha mahinA sudhI koI nAma na le, cha mahinA thAya eTale vaLI Ave ane bIjI nATa ApavI paDe. brAhmaNu bhAgaLa vadhyA. rAja darabAramAM pahoMce. mahArAjA sAme joyuM. tyAM mATe vAgha ane pradhAnamAM siMha dekhAze. ghaNu' karyAM paNa koI mANasa na dekhAya. aMte eka nAnI galI vaTAve che, tyAM eka nAnu chAparU bAMdhI mAcI joDA sIvI rahyo che. tenA sAmu' jotAM te mANasa dekhAya che. tenI najIka jAya che. mAcI eka TAMko mAre che. ane 'rAma' Ale che. koInI ni MdA kuthalI karatA nathI. asatya khelatA nathI. apramANiktA AdaratA nathI. jeTaluM maLe temAM sASa mAne che. A mecInI dRSTi brAhmaNa para paDI. eTale tarata ubhA thaI gayA ane eklyA padhAro bhUdeva ! kayAMthI Ave che? tame jamyA che! ke jamavAnu che" ? brAhmaNe kahyuM. " traNa divasanA bhUkhyA chuM. " A sAMbhaLI mecI tene brAhmaNanI leAjamAM lai gayA ane peTa bharIne khavaDAvyuM. pachI kahyuM". brAhmaNune khava DAvI dakSiNA ApavI joie. huM... tamane mArI AjanI kamANI dakSiNAmAM ApuM chuM. sAMje tame dakSiNA laI pachI sIdhAvaze. ema kahI te meAcI peAtAne kAme lAgyuM. te gAmanA rAjAne navAM navAM pagarakhAnA zekha hatA. rAjAe pradhAnane kahyu', "tame jAva ! ane mArA mATe paganI suMdara meAjaDI kharIdI lAvA'" pradhAna e cAra joDI mADI lAvye paNa rAjAne gamI nahI, AthI rAjA khIjAyA. ane kahyuM. Aje mane game evI meAjaDI nahi Ave teA tamane zikSA karIza. pradhAnajI pharatAM pharatAM A mAcI pAse AvyA. ane teNe anAvelI meADI sAthe meAcIne laI rAjyamAM AvyA. rAjAne te meAjaDI khUba gamI gaI ane pagamAM paNa barAbara AvI gaI. AthI rAjA khuza thaI khelyA. pradhAnajI, A mAcIne 500 rUA. ApI dayA. mAcIe kahyuM. " mahArAjA ! mArI AjanI kamANI eka brAhmaNane ApavAnI che. tene khelAvI AvuM chuM. Apa tene ja 500 rUpiyA ApeA." A sAMbhaLI rAjAne Azcaya thayu. ane pUchyuM.. " elA ! A tArI mAjaDI pAMca za. athavA sAta rUA.nI haze, tenA 500 rUA. maLe che. tane te rAkhavAnuM mana kema thatuM nathI ? '" mAcIe kahyu'." sAhema ! mANasanu' vacana eka heAya. meM brAhmaNane vacana Apyu che, ke AjanI kamANI tamane dakSiNAmAM ApIza, tethI mAre asahya AcaraNa na karAya." " rAjAe te brAhmaNane tyAM elAvyA. brAhmaNe pAtAnI badhI vAta kahI " sAheba ! ADA mATA zaheramAM mANusa A eka ja che. jIe, Apa ane kahyu. A cazmA

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caDAvI khAtrI kare" rAjAe cazmA caDAvyA ane pradhAna sAme joyuM te vikarALa siMha dekhAze. pachI cazamA pradhAnajIne ApyA ane kahyuM huM kevuM dekhAuM chuM ! pradhAnajI e joyuM te rAjA vAgha svarUpa dekhAyA. AthI kahyuM. mahArAja ? kAMI nahi beluM paNa Apa ja arIsA maMgAvI khAtrI kare, rAjAe tema karyuM. te pachI rAjAe aMtaHpuramAM daSTi karI. amaladArone paNa joyA paNa koI vAgha-siMha-rIMcha-kUtarA-bilADA-sarSa- sasalA Adi vidha vidha pazuo dekhAyA. rAjAe brAhANane pa00 rUA. ApI vidAya karyo ane mecInA pagamAM paDI kahyuM, A siMhAsana tame saMbhALe ane amane egya TheravaNI ApI mANasa banAvo." mecIe kahyuM. "bApu ! e parigraha mAre na joIe. tame mAgaze te salAha huM ApIza. paNa mAre dhaMdhe mane karavA daye. mane aNahakanuM kAMI khapatuM nathI. kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke mAnavI AkRtine mAnavI hoya paNa prakRti vidhavidha prakAranI heya che. tame paNa tamArI prakRti tarapha daSTipAta karaje ke tame kenA jevA che ! prakRtinA mANasa na te mANasa banavA prayatna karaje. krodha kare tyAre arIsAmAM moTuM joI levuM ke huM ke lAguM chuM ! indriyanuM damana ane kaSAyonuM zamana karatAM zIkhe. aneka guNothI alaMkRta AcArya deva rahitaka nagarImAM padhAryA che. ane bhAvike temanI vANInuM pAna karavA jAya che. temanI vANImAM apUrva jAdu che. ekavAra sAMbhaLe te paNa kaMIka pAmIne jAya. vANInI jAduI asara badhA para kevI thaze te adhikAra avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna...98 kArataka suda 8 maMgaLavAra tA. 26-10-71 nAthe siddhAMta prarUpyA. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayela vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. balabhadranA putra niSadhakumArane adhikAra cAlI rahyo che. anaMtajJAnI nemanAtha bhagavaMta varadatta nAmanA prathama gaNadhara bhagavaMtane niSakumAranA pUrvabhavanI vAta karI rahyA che. temaNe pUrvabhavamAM AtmAnI kevI ArAdhanA karI, uttama sAdhanA karI, temane kayA evA mahAjJAnI-yAnI gurUdevane bheTe thaye, te kahI rahyA che.

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rahitaka nagarImAM te kALe te samaye AcArya bhagavaMta siddhArtha muni padhAryA che. AcArya kevA heya? je 36 guNathI yukta hoya te AcArya kahevAya che. paMciMdiya saMvaraNo taha navaviha babhacera guttidharI, cauviha kaSAya mukko iha aTArasa guNehi saMjuto // pAMca Indriyane saMvara karanAra, pAMca samitinA dhAraka, paMcamahAvratanA pAlaka, pAMca AcAra dharmanA dhAraka, navAvADa vizuddha brahmacaryanA pAlaNa DAra, cAra kaSAyanA vighAtaka, traNa guptie gupta. e 36 guNanA dhAraka hoya te AcArya banI zake che. pustakanA pustake vAMcavAthI ke kenA zloko kaMThastha karI levAthI AcArya thavAtuM nathI. paNa guNe keLavavAthI, guNasaMpanna banavAthI AcArya banAya che. DokaTaranI pUrI parIkSA pasAra karavAthI DokaTara banI zakAya che. vakIla, berIsTara vagerenI parIkSA pasAra karyAthI vakIla ane berIsTara banAya che. rAjakuMvarane rAjagAdI eNpavI hoya te paNa rAjA tenI lAyakAta jue che. tema AcArya banavAmAM lAyakAta prApta karavI joIe. koI abhyAsathI, DIgrI meLave che, te kaI guNathI padavI meLave che. AcArya bhagavaMta IndriyonA viSamAM Asakta na hoya. e IndriyenA gulAma na bane. ajJAnI cha IndriyenA gulAma bane che. unALAnI khUba garamI che. temAM ajJAnI jIvane AIsakrIma khAvAnuM mana thayuM te khAI le. koI vAra sInemA jevAnuM mana thAya te sInemA thiyeTaramAM besI jAya, saMgItanA suro sAMbhaLavA reDiye laI besI jAya. ema ekeka vRttione piSaNa ApanArA iMdriyenI gulAmI karI rahyA che. AtmA kevaLajJAnane dhaNI, siddhane sAthIdAra che. te mati-zrata jJAna meLavavA aMdagInI jaMdagI gumAve. ane cAre bAju bhaTake. A jIvanI kevI dayAjanaka dazA che! gulAmI che? gAMDe heya te te be paisAnA mULA khAya ne khuza thAya, paNa jenuM magaja ThekANe heya tenA baLApAne pAra na hoya. tema ApaNe kevaLajJAnanAM dhaNI ane matikRti mATe gulAmI karavAnI ! AtmA samaje che ke huM mAlIka chuM paNa kharekhara te mAlIka gulAma jevo ja che. je peDhI para rIsIvara nImAyA hoya te peDhIne mAlIka paNa gulAma banI jAya che. rIsIvaranI sahI vagara tene pitAnI muDI maLe nahIM. pitAnI sahI tyAM kAma Ave nahIM. ApaNA upara karma rAjAe pAMca risIvara nImyA che. tene tAbe ApaNe rahevAnuM. zabda sAMbhaLavo hoya te kAnanI maherabAnI thAya te sAMbhaLI zakAya. jevAmAM, sugaMdha levAmAM, svAdane anubhava karavAmAM ane sparzamAM IndriyanI maherabAnI jaIe. Indriyone mAlika AtmA. caitanyane vyavahAra AtmAnA nAme cAle. jJAna-AtmAnI paNa gulAmI te juo. AtmA mAlIka

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pATha chatAM "sa suA , tuma merA" A dazA javAnI che. jJAna karanAra, jJAna vadhAranAra AtmA pita, paNa tene hukama cAle nahIM. risIvara vaDIle pAjIta milkata upara nimAya. sopArjIta milkata hoya te na nimAya. paNa ahIM te badhuM risIvaree kabaje karI lIdhuM che. karma jIvane jema bhamADe tema bhamyA karavAnuM. je gatimAM pheMke tyAM javAnuM ! karma bIjI gatimAM cAlyA javAne hukama kare che ema kahI zakAya kharUM ke atyAre patnI-putra-parivAra-svajana koI pAse nathI. badhAne meLApa thaI jAya pachI vAta. amuka ugharANI bAkI che, te karI lauM, pachI jaIza. ema kahI zakAya kharuM? are! kamane hukama thayA pachI eka DagaluM paNa bharI zakAya nahIM. A zuM ochI parAdhInatA che? vaLI kama rAjAnuM rAjya keTaluM jambara che! jagatanAM badhA rAjya tapAse. evuM julamI rAjya ekeya nahi maLe ke jyAM riyata karatAM lazkara vadhAre hoya. ahIM AtmAnA eka eka pradeze anaMtAnaMta karmavagaNanA pudagale che. eka prajA pAchaLa eka sIpAI rAkhavAmAM Ave te paNa prajA ucu mAthuM na karI zake. paNa ahIM te eka jIvanI pAchaLa anaMtA sIpAIo beThA che. ATalI jIvanI parAdhInatA hovA chatAM jIva je jAgRta thAya, dharmarUpI zamazera laI yuddha macAve te karmo ubhI pUMchaDIe bhAge. talavAra maLyA pachI khelADI banavuM joIe te kArya thAya. eka vaNika ane garAsiyA vacce mitratA hatI. avAranavAra baMne maLe, ekavakhata garAsiye bahAra gAma jaI rahyo che. te vakhate pele vANiye tene maLe. garAsIyAe keDe talavAra bAMdhI che. e joI vaNike kahyuM, alyA! A zuM che? garAsiyAe javAba Apyo. "are ! A te talavAra che. AnAthI cera luMTArA pAse na AvI zake. dhADapADuo bhAgI jAya. ane zatru zaramAI jAya". A sAMbhaLI zeThane Azcarya thayuM. temaNe kahyuM." "mane e Apane ?" garAsIyAe javAba Ape "zeTha! huM bahAragAma jaI AvuM pachI Apane ApIza" te pachI thoDA divase garAsIyAe talavAra vaNikane ApI. A vaNikane ugharANI karavA ghaNIvAra javuM paDe. tethI talavAra laI lIdhI ane eka divasa upaDayA bahAra gAma. paNa pelA garAsIyAne vicAra AvyuM. mArA nAmavALI talavAra vANIyAne ApI che. je te koIne mAraze te vAMka mAro nIkaLaze, mATe mAre kAMIka karavuM joIe, Ama vicArI pote bahAravaTIyAne veza paherI bukAne bAMdhI zeTha gayA che te tarapha gayo ane jaMgalamAM zeThane maLe. bahAravaTIyAne jotAM zeThane thayuM "Ane khabara lAgatI nathI ke mArI pAse talavAra che." bahAravaTIyAe te zeThane paDakAra karyo, tyAre zeThe talavAra myAnamAMthI bahAra kADhI ane bhoMya para mUkIne, talavArane kahyuM talavAra"tArA mAlikane tyAM karatI hoya tema kara." A sAMbhaLI garAsIyAne

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papa hasavuM Avyu, tene zeThane luMTavA na hatAM. paNa pAtAthI zamazera joItI hatI te laI cAlatA thayA. zamazerathI vijaya prApta thAya paNa kayAre! tenAthI khelavAmAM Ave tyAre? zeThanI jema kare tA zamazera bicArI zuM kare? traNa leAkanA nAtha anaMtajJAnI paramAtmAe AgamA ApaNA hAthamAM mUkayA, meAkSanI nisaraNIrUpa manuSya deha maLyA, suMdara dhama maLyA, pazu mAtra prAthanA karyAM karIe ke huM prabhu ! tamArI jema mane mukti ApeA. mane anaMta sukha ApeA." te kA karyA vinA mAkSa maLe ? ema kahevA mAtrathI mekSa nahI maLe. paNa A sAdhanA dvArA ka zatru sAme jaMga mAMDavAnA che. kama kaTakanI sAme keDa AMdhI kudyA vagara sAdhyanI siddhi thavAnI nathI. mATe svAtmAnA dharmane jANe!. AtmAnuM zreya karavu che ke rakhaDapaTTI cAlu rAkhavI che? rakhaDapaTI bA~dha karavI hAya tA je bhagavaMtanI AjJA te ja gurUnI AjJA hoya. je te AjJAe cAle te ja tenA anuyAyI banI zake che. anuyAyI manavA mATe bhagavAnanuM jJAna prApta karavu paDaze. paNa ana'ta-jJAnanA dhaNI evA A jIva kamanA panAre paDI peAtAnu mULasvarUpa bhUlI gayA che. tethI ki`matI Atmadhanane pIchANI zakatA nathI. hIrA pAye ph medAnamAM, pelA mUrakha enu mulya zu' kare....jI. saMta jhaverI AvI maLe tA sadgurU sAna kare, hIrA khA mA hAthathIre, Ave avasara pAche nahi maLe". jJAnI bhagava'ta kahe che ke medAnanI vacamAM tejasvI hIrA paDayA che. paNa tenI kiMmata nahIM hAvAthI kakara mAnI, paga nIce kacarIne jAya che, paNa vAMkA vaLIne letA nathI. kema letA nathI ? hirAnI eLakhANu nathI. ki`matanI khabara nathI. tema tamane dhamanI ki`mata che? dhama pAmaNI-ciMtAmaNI, kalpa vRkSa ane kAmadhenuM che. dharmAMthI badhuM ja prApta thAya che. AvA mahAmUlA dharmanI kiMmata samajAya tA dha karavAmAM pramAda na sevAya. tamane AyuSyanA bhAseA che ke jethI kaheA che ke hamaNAM naDhi pachI dhama karIzuM ? hejI tA dhama karavAne vAra che. mRtyu kayAre Avaze te nakkI nathI, tA pramAdamAM kayAM sukhI paDayA raheze ? 74 jAya bacapaNa ne Ave juvAnI ghaDapaNa pAchaLa Ave, samaya ne rAha joyAnI paDI nathI jIvanapuru' thAye, mAnava bhavane jANyA nahI me' khAlI hAthe janAra, jIvanamAM joyA nahi kAMi sAra. ALasamAM divaseA vItI rahyA che, kayAre DALarAjA AvI caDaze tenI khabara nathI.

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586 acAnaka moTuM kANuM raheze ne haMsale uDI jaze. are! amuka bhAIne hATa pheIla thaI gayuM te ema thAya ke hamaNAM ja sAthe hatAM, sAthe khAvuM-pIdhuM-ane ghaDImAM zuM thayuM? cAvI purI thAya eTale ghaDIyALa baMdha thaI jaze. TikITa purI thAya pachI AgaLanAM sTezane na javAya, tema AyuSya purUM thAya pachI kAMI cAlaze nahi mRtyudevane kahezo ke A ekanI eka dikarInA lagna che, patAvI devA de, pachI Avaje. nA re nA, tamArA sAMsArika kAme khuTe tema nathI. dina prati dina deDhAne doDhA kAma hoya che. temAM dhArmika anuSThAne kayAre karazo ? cokkasa dizAmAM pragati kare. nAnA bALakanI jema pATImAM lIMTA karyo nahIM cAle. ekaDo karatAM zIkhavuM paDaze. samyakatvane ekaDe lAve che? hA, te jIvananI dizA badalAve. A amUlya bhava jyAre sAMpaDaze? mAMDa hAthamAM AvyuM che. kayAre puro thaze te jANe che? tamArI najara samakSa keTalAne hArTa pheIla thAya che? keTalA akasmAtamAM ane esIDanTamAM mare che? heppITalamAM keTalA chene asahya vedanAmAM pIDAtA jue che? e dazyane nihALatAM ema thAya che ke mAre AvA divaso jevA na paDe te mATe mArA AtmAnuM kAMIka karI lauM. AtmA ane deha bhinna che. dehamAM dad kayA kAraNe utpanna thAya? enuM mULa kAraNa karma che. kAraNa vinA kArya na hoya. agni vinA dhumra hete nathI, paNa dhumrathI ja agninuM anumAna thAya che. tema rAgI, apaMgane jotAM karmanI vicAraNuM kare. kAraNa ke bIja vAvyA vagara phaLanI prApti thatI nathI. mULiyAM AbAda haze te phaLa prApta thaze. tema samaktinuM bIja vAvyuM haze, dharmanuM mULa AbAda haze te mekSa rUpI phaLa prApta thaze. samakitanA bIja vAvyAM haze te Urdhvagati maLaze, ane pApanA bIja vAvyA haze te adhogati lalATamAM lakhAze. zreNika mahArAjA ane abhayakumArae ane eka vakhata beThA che. suMdara saMvAda cAlI rahyo che. temAM abhayakumArane kahe che, "ApaNuM nagaramAM dhamIjane ghaNuM vase che, ane adhamI te gaNyAgAMThayA (mAMDa) haze. e sAMbhaLI abhayakumArane manamAM hasavuM Ave che ane vicAre che. atyAre satya vAta rAjAne kahIza te mAnaze nahi, paNa avasare vAta. eka vakhata abhayakumAra nagaranI bahAra betaMbu baMdhAve che. eka che ane bIje kALe. moTA jabarajasta taMbu che ke jenI aMdara lAkha mANaso besI zake. pachI gAmamAM DhaMDhero pITAve che ke, je dhamI hoya temaNe dhaLA taMbu nIce ane adhamI hoya temaNe kALA taMbu nIce AvIne besavuM. ane je dhamI haze tenuM dANa paNa mApha karI devAmAM Avaze. mANaso te nagara bahAra javA mAMDayA. keNu potAnI jAtane adhamI mAne? koNa kALA taMbu nIce jAya? dheLA taMbumAM ghaNA mANaso bharANu ke UbhA rahevA jeTalI paNa jagyA na rahI. kALA taMbumAM phakta cAra mANase jaIne beThA. abhayakumAre te zreNika rAjAne batAvavA

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587 mATe Ama karyu" che. eTale mane tyAM Ave che. jotAM ja zreNika mahArAjA melI UThayA. je hu kahetA hatA te vAta sAcI che ne ke ApaNA nagaramAM dhamI ghaNA che. abhayakumAra kahe che cAlA, ApaNe badhAne pUchIe ke tame dhama zu karo che? ane dheALA taqhumAM jAya che. mahArAjA AvatAM sahu ubhA thaI sanmAna kare che. mahArAjAne jaya jaya zabda vaDe vadhAve che. mahArAjA eka kasAine pUche che te zA dhama karyAM che ke A dheALA tajImAM AnyA che? kasAi kahe che, huM teA keTalA khadhA dhama karU chuM! gAya, bheMsa, gheTAM, bakarAM vagerene pALIpASI pachI tenI katala karI je jIve mAMsA hArI hAya che, jenuM jIvana ja enA para nabhatu hAya che evA jIvAne mAMsa paheAMcADI e leAkeAnI kSudhAne zAMta karUM chuM. jo e lAkone mAMsa khAvA na maLe te bhUkhe marI jAya, mATe huM kharekhara dhamI' chuM. rAjA kasAInI vAta sAMbhaLI AgaLa vadhe che. tyAM eka kalAla temanA jovAmAM AvyA. kalAla eTale dArU vecanAra. tene pUche che. te javAkha Ape che, hu' dArUnA pIThA karI-dArU kADhuM che. tene pInArA jIvAmAM tAjagI-skruti Ave che. eTale huM paNa mArA dharma bajAvuM chuM. ceDA AgaLa cAlatAM eka vezyA jovAmAM AvI. rAjAne thayuM A ze! dhama karatI haze? eTale tene pUche che. " huM keTalAya mANasAnI viSayanI talapane jIAvuM chuM. vaLI mane koI jJAti-jAti ke uMcanIcanA bheda nathI, je koI mArA daravAje Ave tene sASa pamADuM chuM." ema anekane pUche che ane darekanA javAe rAjA sAMbhaLe che. kariyANAyALA kahe ame kariyANAnI dareka vastu gAmane pahAMcADIe chIe. kheDUta kahe che ame AkhA divasa kALI majUrI karIe chIe. khetara kheDIe, khIja vAvIe. mAla taiyAra thatAM khaLAmAM nAkhI taiyAra karIe ane darekane pahoMcADIe, kAraNa ke Aje anna prANu samu' che, ame dANA na ApIe tA badhA kema jIve? ema sarve e peAtAnA dhaMdhAmAM, peAtAnI kAryavAhImAM dhama mAnyA. tyAMthI pachI kALA taMbumAM Ave che. temAM cAra jaNAmAMthI e mANasAne te! abhayakumAra oLakhe che. ke je dhamI che eTale pUche che, " are tame ahIM kema ? dheALAmAM jagyA na maLI?" ame e taMbumAM gayA ja nathI, ame amArI jAtane dhamI` mAnatA nathI, kAraNa ke bhagavAe je rIte dhama batAvyA che te rIte tA ame pUrA karI zakatA nathI. je bhagavAne mAga matAnyA che, rAha cIce che e mAga para kharAkhara pUNu rIte cAlI zakatA nathI. te ame dhamI` kevI rIte ? tame tamArI jAtane kayAM mUko che ? tame pUro dhama karI zako cho ? ke hiMsAkArI kAmA karI asatya elI, aDhAra pApa mAMhela' koI paNa pApa karI dhamI manAvA che? " janmathI huM jaina chuM, dhathI nathI, kA~thI huM koNu chuM." enI khabara nathI. jaina kuLamAM avatAra pAmyA tethI zu tame dhamI' che ? ghaNA baheneA savA mahinAnA bALakane laIne Ave ane kahe, mahArAja! ApanA zrAvaka AvyA che. paNa zrAvaka rahevAya kone?

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paTa jenAmAM zrAvakanA 21 guNe haya, jeNe zrAvakanA bAra vrata AdarelA hoya, je karaNI ane kriyAmAM barAbara hoya tene zrAvaka kahevAya. zrAvaka zraddhAmAM kevA daDha hAya ! deva amArA zrI arihanta, gurU amArA guNiyala saMta" sA zrAvaka deva arihaMtane mAne. bIjAne mAne nahi, Aje te gharamAM kuLadevInA pheTA rAkhI tenI pUjA kare che. gokhalAmAM lAkaDAnA phaLa mUkI, zrIphaLa mUkI dharma mAne ane tenI pUjA kare. tenI ja AsthA rAkhanArA hoya ane bahAra kahevAya ke A dharmanA thAMbhalA che. sekreTarI-pramukha-upapramukha che. paNa mithyAtva hRdayathI cheDayuM nathI. je dharma che te zuM mAne? amArA deva arihaMta che. gurU nirgatha ane dharma kevaLI bhagavaMtane prarUpita che. bIje kayAMya amArUM mastakana name. Aje moTA bhAganA loko janmathI jana che, paNa karmathI koNa che enI temane paNa khabara nathI. tamane kaI pUche, tame kayA dharmanA che? te garvathI kahone ke ame jena chIe. paNa jena keNa? je rAgadveSane jIte te jaina. tamane A rUDo dharma maLe paNa prekaTIkala jIvanamAM na hatA. pelA cAra jaNa kahe che haju amArA prekaTIkala jIvanamAM dharma barAbara utaryo nathI, jethI ame gheLA taMbumAM kema jaI zakIe? tame te kare cheThuM ane batAve jhAjhuM. jenA jIvanamAM dharma pariNaye, jenA hADehADamAM dharmane raMga lAge enuM jIvana kevuM hoya? sukhanI sahelI akelI udAsInatA, AdhyAtma kI jananI hai akelI udAsInatA" jenAmAM dharma AvyuM te dareka padArthamAM udAsInatA batAve che. pitAnI apUrNatA kabUle che tene vItarAga thavAnI bhAvanA che, chatAM saMpUrNa paNe mArga pALI zakAtuM nathI, tema ame prabhunA mArgamAM purA vaphAdAra nathI, tema pitAnI bhUla kabule che. abhayakumAra zreNika mahArAjAne kahe che sAheba! A lekanuM dhyeya pUrNa pade pahoMcavAnuM che. pahoMcyA nathI tenuM duHkha che. tethI temanuM dANa mApha kare. ane dheLA taMbumAM rahelA badhA kevA vepArI che? ke dhaMdho kare che? chatAM keTalo daMbha seve che! uparathI vastra dhaLA paheryA paNa aMdara meza jevA kALA che. saue pitAnA dhaMdhAne dharma mAnI lIdho che. paNa tenAthI keTalAM kALAM karma kare che te jotA nathI, mATe temanuM dANa mApha nahIM karavAnuM ghaNuM sevAdhArInuM birUda dharAve che, sevAnA nAme sanmAna maLe te laI le che. paNa gharamAM mAbApa gharaDA hoya te tenI sevA karata. temane zarama Ave che. chatAM uparathI bele ke, huM svayaMsevaka chuM. sevAnI moTI moTI vAta kare paNa karavAmAM mIMDuM hoya te zA kAmanuM? auSadha taNAM nAmo uccAryAthI ja darada dabAya nA, sevA taNI vAta karyAthI, sevAnA duHkha jAya nA...

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kAgaLa taNuM heDI vaDe, sAgara kadI utarAya nA, cItarela moTI AgathI, bhejana kadI raMdhAya nA. sevAnI vAte mAtra karavAthI duHkhIonA duHkha dUra thatAM nathI. citarelI AgathI bhajana na banI zake. kAgaLanI heDIthI sAgara na tarI zakAya. auSadhanA nAma uccAravAthI roga nAza pAmatuM nathI. pANI pANuM karavAthI tRSA chIpatI nathI. ane bhajananI vAnagIo gaNavAthI sudhA zamatI nathI. ema dhamI kahevaDAvavAthI dhamIja banAtuM nathI. dharmamaya AcaraNa karavuM joIe. tamAre dhama kahevaDAvavuM che ke banavuM che? puNyage jainadarzana, mahAvIrane dharma, mAnavane janma sahejamAM hAtha AvyuM che. tenI kadara thAya che ke gharane dudhapAka dALa barAbara lAge che? dharmanA svarUpane pAme te AtmAnaMdane era svAda Avaze. roja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe, upAzrayamAM Ave, enI kAMI asara thAya che? dudhapAkamAM pahelethI chelle sudhI tAvi phare paNa svAda na mANe. tame tevA te nathI ne? dharmane jIvanamAM utAre. vIravANuM sAMbhaLatA otapreta banI jAva. AcArya bhagavaMte kevA dharmamAM lIna hoya? kevA guNathI yukta hoya? je guNayukta hoya che te ja urdhvagatine prApta karI zake che, ekalA veSanI ke nAmadhArInI kaI kiMmata nathI. eka graMthamAM graMthakAra lakhe che ke pAMcamA ArAmAM pAMca pAMcaDA AcAryanA nAma dharAvanAra, cha chagaDA sAdhunAM nAma dharAvanArA, sAta sAtaDA sAthvInA nAma dharAvanArA, ATha AThaDA zrAvakanA nAma dharAvanArA, nava navaDA zrAvikA nAma dharAvanAra narakamAM janArA che. tame jAtA hoya ke phalANubhAI dArU pIe che, chatAM kharaDAmAM sArA paisA beMdhAvatA hoya te zuM kahe ? ApaNA zrAvaka che. ATalA hajAra rUA. dAnamAM ApyA. ene zrAvaka kahevAya? jaina darzanamAM nAmadhArInuM mahatva nathI, mahatva guNadhArInuM che ke jenI pAse jatAM jIva zAMti pAme. "e caraNe prANa zAtA re pAme, pAve te lIla vilAsa re, janma jarA ne maraNa mITAve, nAve pharI garbhavAsa re prANI sAdhujIne vaMdaNa nitanita kIje, praha umite sura re prANI... jenuM zaraNa svIkArAya enA jevA banAya. muni bhagavaMte parama upakArI che. te kAMI paNa dAma na mAge. ane mokSamAM pahoMcADe che. saMta pAse javAthI saMta pitAnA jevA banAve che. hA pArasa sparzaze, kaMcana bhaye talavAra, tulasI usakA nA mITA dhAra mAra AkAra,

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paTa jJAna hazeDo hAtha laI, sadaguru ane sunAra, tulasI usake mITa gayA, dhAra mAra AkAra" tulasIdAsajI kahe che ke pArasamaNanA sparzathI letuM enuM thaI jAya che. paNa tamane kema asara thatI nathI! kAM ame pArasamaNi nahI ane kAM tame kATavALA leDhA jevA ! bIjuM zuM kahevuM? pArasanA sparzathI leDhAnI talavAra sonAnI bane che. paNa dhAra-mAraAkAra badalatI nathI. dhAtu pharI paNa sonAnI talavAra mAravAmAM Ave te vAgene ? eTale pArasa leDhAnuM sonuM ja kare che. tyAre sadagurU pitAnA jevA banAve che. jJAna hazeDo hAtha laI sadaguru zuM kare? jJAna hathoDo hAthamAM laI TapI nAMkhe, jethI dhAra-mAra-AkAra badhuM TIpIne zuddha lagaDI varUpa banAve che. siddhArtha AcArya meghanAmanA udyAnamAM madatta yakSAyatanamAM utaryA che. mAnava maherAmaNuM umarAve che. vIraMgata kumAra paNa AvyA che. meghanI dhArAe dezanA zarU thAya che. ahiMyA vIravANuM sAMbhaLavA AvanArA keTalA? ane sAMbhaLe ke IndirA gAMdhI AvavAnA che ne pAMca mInITa lekacara Apaze te keTalA bhegA thAya? te premanI vAta karaze, A dezanI vAte karaze, atyAre hidane zenI jarUra che ne zuM karavuM joIe vagere maMtraNAo karaze. tyAre vIranA pratinIdhIo tamane zreyasanI vAta saMbhaLAvaze. Aleka ane paraleka banenI vAta karaze te sAMbhaLaze ne AcaraNamAM mukazo te bhavamaNa TaLI jaze. bAkI hiMsA kare, juThuM bele, cerI kare, abrahma seve, dArU pIve, IMDAM khAya ane dharma manAve te evA ja kayAM paTakAya? agatimAne? je jIvee vrata pratyAkhyAna, tapa tyAgathI dhama apanAvyuM che tene beDo pAra thaI jAya che. dharma bIja che ane mekSa phaLa che. dharma kare ne mekSa na maLe evuM kema bane? kAraNa Ape te kArya pAke ja. AMbe, rAyaNa Aje ja pAke ne Aje ja phaLa Ape? nA. temAM dhIraja joIe. AMbe 5 varSa ane keTalAka kahe che ke rAyaNa 100 varSe phaLe che. tema dhama phaLe che avazya, paNa dhIraja hevI joIe. keI vAra dharma tAtkAlika phaLa paNa Ape che, jemake somIle gajasukumAranA mAthA para sagaDI mukI, chatAM krodha na karyo ane kSamAdharmane apanAvyuM te zItaLIbhUta thaI gayA, mokSane prApta karI lIdhuM. tamArA jIvanane tapAse. vIravANI sAMbhaLI bahAra nIkaLene pagapara koIne beDAvALe paga Ave te zAMti rAkhI zakaze? dharma pAmyA tyAre ja kahevAya ke je game tevA prasaMgamAM samAdhi rAkhI zake. jIvanamAM ukaLATa na thAya. 50 hajAra ke lAkha rU. jAya te paNa bheda vijJAna kare ke AmAM paNa mAru karma kArya karI rahyuM che. emAM sAmA mANasane zo vAMka? rUpiyA gayA ne lAbha na thaye te aMtarAya kamanuM phaLa che. rega Ave te veDhanIya karmanuM phaLa. game te kama udayamAna thAya paNa temAM Sa na kare, te dharma pAmyAnuM phaLa che. jIvanamAM samatA, saMtoSa

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sahiSNutA, titikSA Ave, tyAre ja dharma pariName kahevAya. dharmanuM phaLa mikSa che, yama apanAvazo te zAMtithI rahI zakaze, nahi te ekanA ukaLATe Akhu ghara azAMta banI jaze. dayA zAMti samatA kSamA satya tyAga vairAga, heya mumukSu ghara viSe eha sadAya sajAga." A 7 guNa jenAmAM hoya te mumukSu kahevAya. atyAre ghaNuM mumukSumaMDaLe sthapAya che paNa jevA che tevA bahAra paDa paNa nAmadhArI nahi. A AcArya deva yathArtha guNanA dhAraka che, temanI vANIthI aneka bhavya Atma hita sAdhI zake tema che. vizeSa adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna...99 kArataka suda 9 ne budhavAra tA. 27-10-71 vizvavaMdya bhagavAna mahAvIra deve jagatanAM jIne siddhAMtathI samajAvyA. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayelI vastu, tenuM nAma siddhAMta. ahIM niSakumArane adhikAra cAlI rahyo che. bhagavAna nemanAtha savAmI temane pUrva bhava kahI rahyA che. siddhArtha AcArya nagarImAM padhAryA che. mAnava medanI dhamadezanA sAMbhaLavA jaI rahI che. aneka zrImaMte, zreSThIo, sArthavAha, dharmadezanA sAMbhaLavA Ave che. te dezanAmAM karmabaMdha thAya evI koI vAta karatA nathI. karmathI mukta karAvanAra evA dharmanI vAta karI rahyA che. mAnava janma maLe temAM dharma kare te tamAruM jIvana saphaLa che. jema vizALakAya hAthI daMkUzaLa vinA zebhate nathI, ghoDe suMdara hoya paNa vegavatI cAla vinA zebhate nathI. caMdra vinA rajanI zebhatI nathI kamaLa vinA sarovara zobhatuM nathI, vinayaguNa vinA putra zebhate nathI tema dharma vinAnuM mAnavajIvana paNa zobhatuM nathI. jema moTA rAjapaMthane cheDIne ghera vanamAM praveza karanAra manuSya yA prANI duHkhI thAya che tema saMsAravanamAM praveza karate jIva dharmarUpa rAjamArgane choDIne adharmarUpI viSama mArge prayANa kare te tyAM kevaLa duHkhanAM tamarA belatAM saMbhaLAya che. azAMtinA oLA ubhA thAya che, bhayanI bhUtAvaLa khaDI thAya che. e AtmAnuM bhAna bhUlI jAya che ane rAgamAM baMdhAI jAya che. rAganI khINamAMthI bacAvanAra dharma ja zreSTha che. dharma AtmAne uMce laI janAra che. atyAre keTalAya nAstiko ane anArya ke kahe che ke, puNya, pApa, svarga, naraka, dharma-adharma badhuM haMbaka che, gapa che,

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para emane sAdhupurUSa kahe che, dhamA~ e huMbaka nathI paNa tame ja TuMbaka che. kAraNa ke tame dharmane kharekhara samajatA nathI. ahIMthI jaze tyAre dhama ja sAthe Avaze. dhama saMsAranA badhana tADanAra che. zAzvata sukha ApanAra che. jeo dharmanA vAstavika svarUpane samajyA che, dhama'nA raMge raMgAyA che, temane dhama karavAnI jijJAsA jAge che. dhama karavAnI tamannA, jha MkhanA ane kAmanA jAge che. ane tee dhama karavA tatpara bane che. samudramAM mAchalAM, kAcabA, meATA magaramaccha vagere jaLacara jIvA rahe che, teone jyAre havA nathI maLatI tyAre ekadama akaLAya che, mu jhAya che, guMgaLAmaNa thAya che tyAre ekadama sapATI para havA levA Ave che, ema jene saMsAranI viTaMbaNAe samajANI che, sa'sAranA sukhA bihAmaNAM lAgyA che tevA jIvAne dhama karavAnI jijJAsA jAge che. dharma aMdhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM, azAMtimAMthI zAMtimAM, asatyamAMthI satyamAM, mRtyumAMthI amaratvamAM laI jAya che. siddhA AcArya dharmanA vyavasAya kheAlyA che. tyAgInI dukAne tyAganI ja vAtA hoya. jainadhama tyAgapradhAna che, je khIjI vAtA kare, bhautika padArtho meLavavAnA rastA batAve, tene bhagavAne " vAvaSamaLetti puSparU" pApa zramaNa kahyA che. siddhArtha AcAyanA mukhAravi'damAMthI jJAna gaMgA vahI rahI che. jevaDuM pAtra lAvaze teTalu bharAze. kheAkhA, pyAlA, ghaDA jevaDu' pAtra haze teTaluM pANI maLaze. paNa pAtra khAlI haze te bharAze, tema tamArUM' pAtra khAlI laIne Avaze| tA bharIne jaze. vIravANInA dhodha vahI rahaco che. keTalAka jIvA mithyA- tvanuM' vamana karI samakitI khane che. keTalAMka mArgAnusArI bane che. keTalAka zrAvakanA tratA aMgikAra kare che. ane keTalAka sarve bhAgeApabhAganA sAdhanA, zreSTha sAmagrIo cheDIne prabhunA paMthe prayANa kare che. gurU upakArI che: IzvaranAM devAMzI ta che. gurU hAkAyatra samAna che. satya mAnuM dRna karAvanAra che. gurU rastA khatAve che. cAlavAnu kAma peAtAnu' che, jevA purUSA thAya tevuM kuLa upalabdha thAya che. mAtA suMdara majAnI vAnagIo banAvI raseAI taiyAra kare che, thALImAM pIrasI de, meDhAmAM kALIce paNa mUkI de, paNa cAvIne gaLA nIce utAravAnA purUSA` peAtAne ja karavA paDe che, ema gurU mAga batAve paNa cAlavuM ke na cAlavuM te peAtAnA hAthamAM che. AcArya bhagavaMta ahiMsA, satya, acauya, brahmacaya ane aparigraha vagere tratAnAM bhAveA samajAve che, pAte jIvA ane jIvavA de. dareka jIvAnu thaI zake te pASaNa karA paNu zeSaNu nahIM. juhu khelai, tamane Thage te nathI gamatu te tame asatya khAle! te tA kone game? kAI ne nahi, mATe satya AleA. khIjAne DhageA nahIM. tamArA putra tamArA khissAmAMthI 10 rUA. laI bhAgI jAya te tamane gamatuM nathI, tene khelAvI khUba vaDhA che. " AvI cArI karavAnI Adata kayAMthI paDI ? " ema gusse thaI ne mArA paNa che. para'tu tame sarakAranI cArI keTalI karo che ? keTaluM. e nakharanu nANuM bheguM karo che? nANAM bhegA karavAmAM keTalA jIvAnAM leAhI pIve che ? keTalAMnAM mana AmaNa krumaNA (byagra) banAvA che! ? keTalA sAthe verajhera vadhAro che? A viSe kadI vicAryuM che ?

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tIrI tara karI keTalAM sAdhane vasAve che? e sAthane tamArI sAthe Avaze kharA? beDasTena, khurazI beMkanAM vaibhava badhA viNasI jaze, mAM kAkhamAM ke kabara para bistara bradhara tA thaze voraMTa vagaDe Avo aNaciMtavyuM yamarAjanuM, che kAyadA kamarAjane nathI rAja pipAbAInuM jyAre mRtyunI savArI AvI caDhaze tyAre kula jevI mulAyama zaiyA, kalAbha", Asana, ArAma dAyaka cera, vilAsavaibhavanAM adyatana sAdhane, beMkamAM paDelA nANuM badhuMya ahiM rahI jaze. A deha kabaramAM daTAI jaze athavA agnimAM baLI jaze. kadAca A sarakAra pAse nikAsa baMdhI hovA chatAM lAMcarUzvata cAlaze, paNa karmarAjAno kAyade alaga che. tyAM pipAbAInuM rAjya cAle tema nathI. eTale jeTalAM sAdhane vadhAryA teTalA jALAM ubhAM karyAM. kaLiye jALuM bAMdhI mAne ke basa have huM amara banI gaye. mAre koInAM pagataLe kacarAvuM nahIM paDe. ane A jALAmAM huM zAMtithI rahI zakIza, paNa divALInAM divase Ave che, ghATI jhADu laI pharI vaLe che. karoLiyAnAM jALA tUTI jAya che. tame AvAM keTalAM jALAM bAMdhyA che? kayAre kALarAjAnuM jhADu pharI vaLaze tenI khabara che ? yAtrAmAM gayA hatA ne marI gayA. uddhaghATanamAM kAle ja hatA ane Aje zuM thayuM? karavAmAM theDIvAra pahelAM ja amArI sAthe hatA ane hArTa phela thaI gayuM, AvuM badhuM ja che, sAMbhaLe che, chatAMya ghara, mAla, mitanAM keTalA jALAM bAMdhyA che? bhegaupabhogamAM keTalA talAlIna banyA che? paNa jAgrata thAo. kALanuM jhADuM pharaze te bhegA khalAsa thaI jaze. keTalAne smazAna bhegA karI AvyA ? keTalAne agnidAha karyo? pAchA AvI mAthe pANI nAkhyuM ke badhuM bhulAI gayuM. zarIrane kevA lADa laDAvyA ? Indriyone kevI nacAvI? vRttione kevI bahelAvI ? jeTalA doDaze teTaluM vadhu hAMphavAnuM che. sAcuM sukha AtmagharamAM che. paragharamAM kAMI nathI. chatAM jaDabhAvamAM keTale AnaMda Ave che? paise maLe te sukhI, nahIM te duHkhI. bhautika dhana meLavavA jeTaluM prayatna karo cho teTale prayatna dharmadhana meLavavA kare. kAraNa ke ahIMthI jaze tyAre dharmarUpI dhana tamAro saMgAtha karaze. dharma che jIvane eka sAro sakhA, aMtamAM saMgate AvanAra, dharma kAlAMti kare, AtmazAMti bhare, mokSane paMtha te laI janAre. varatune svarUpamAM je dharI rAkhate, dharma tene kahe tatvadazI, AtmAne dharma te parama AnaMda che, jANatA mANatA te maharSi" dhana meLavavAnI je mamatA che te che. samatAnAM gharamAM Ave. jyAM sudhI 5

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kSaNika sukhamAM zAMti, samAdhi ane AnaMda mAne che tyAM sudhI paramAnaMdanI prApti nahIM thAya. keTalAka ja zabdAnaMdamAM masta banI rahyA che. sumadhura zabdo zravaNa indriyamAM paDe te te sAMbhaLavAmAM AnaMda mANe. pitAnuM nAma sAMbhaLe te AnaMda Ave. roja nAmanuM raTaNa karIe chIe. enI Asakti eTalI vadhI ke nAma savarUpa banI gayA. ane Atma svarUpane bhUlI gayA. vizva Akhu nAma vadhAravAmAM paDayuM che. peDhI para, copaDA para, vijhITIMga kArDa para, dareka vastupara pitAnuM nAma lakhe. jethI potAnAM nAmane mahimA gavAya che. 15000 rU.nuM dAna karyuM te upAzrayamAM takatI mukAve. dharmazALA, paraba baMdhAve te paNa nAma. A badhA pATIyA-dAna kahevAya. dAna ApIne nAmanA meLavavAnI kamANI kare. ATalI milakta ApI tenI jAherAta thAya te ThIka. paNa tArI mita ja kayAM che? AvyA nagana, jAvuM nagana, kene chagana kone magana." eTale jaze tyAre sAthe kAMI AvavAnuM nathI. eTale nAma bhUsatA zIkhavAnuM che. ApaNe ApaNA nAmane bhUlI prabhunA nAma-smaraNanAM zabdAnaMdano AsvAda letAM paramAnaMdanI prApti karavAnI che. zadAnaMdamAMthI zraddhAnaMdamAM javAya che. prabhu-nAma-smaraNane satata jApa karavAthI ApaNA haiyAmAM zraddhAne suMdara dIpa pragaTe che, tenAthI ajJAnanAM aMdhArA ulecAya che. jIva mithyAtvamAMthI samyakatvane dIpa pragaTAve che. aneka prakAranAM bhayamAMthI mukta bane che. e AnaMda anubhavAnaMda tarapha laI jAya che. zraddhAnAM majabuta pAyA para anubhavanI Ima rata caNAya che. zraddhAnI jeTalI majabutI teTalI anubhavanI pratIti. anu. bhavAnaMda zabdothI vyakta karI zakAtuM nathI. mukha paranI prasannatAthI vyakta thAya che. A traNa pachI jIva paramAnaMdane prApta kare che. paramAnaMdaeja pUrNAnaMda che. hIrA paranuM AvaraNa khasI jatAM teja prasare tema AtmA parathI ajJAnanuM AvaraNa khasatAM AtmA jJAnAnaMdamAM masta bane che. je jJAnAnaMdamAM masta bane te pUrNAnaMdane prApta karI zake che. pUrNAnaMda meLavavA mATe je dhamane zaraNe jAya che te zAzvata sukhane vare che. rohitaka nagarImAM AcArya bhagavaMta padhAryA che. nagarajane dezanA sAMbhaLavA jaI rahyA che. A sAMbhaLIne viraMgata kumArane paNa javAnuM mana thAya che. tarata ja cAra ghaMTAvALe adharatha maMgAve che. mAtAne lADIle, haiyAne hAra, pitAne vallabha bhAvine yuvarAja rathamAM besIne megha nAmanA udyAnamAM Ave che. ane sthavira bhagavAnane bAdha ekAgracitte sAMbhaLe che. sAMbhaLatAM haiyAmAM AnaMdanI Umi uchaLI rahI che. harSollAsapUrvaka sAMbhaLe che. AcArya bhagavaMta kahe che. - "oDathuM natyi ?huM ekalo chuM, mArUM kaI nathI, zarIra paNa mAruM nathI,

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pA zarIra te pudgalane piMDa che. huM te AtmA chuM. siddhanI samIpe besavAvALe chuM. paNa atyAre kayAM aTavAI paDe chuM? hirAne vIMTImAM jaDAya paNe kacarAmAM rakhaDate na mUkAya. AtmA mATe sthiratA pakaDo. sthira sthAna kayuM che? te nakkI kare. 84 lAkha javAnImAM tamArA mATe eka paNa sthAna sthira che? sthira sthAnane prApta karavA ane mRtyuMjaya banavA dharma eka jaDIbuTTI che. AvI taka manuSyane ja sAMpaDe che. A takane jhaDapI . nahiMtara pazcAtApa karavAne vakhata Avaze. eka zeTha lamaNe hAtha daIne beThA che. zeThANI kahe che, Ama besI zuM rahyA che? atyAre gharamAM tAvaDI taDAkA kare che. hAMDalI raNakA kare che, cAre khUNe gokaLa AThama pharI vaLI che, mATe ubhA thAva ane paradeza kamAvA jAva. zeThANIe DhebarAnuM bhAtuM bAMdhI dIdhuM. zeTha bhAtuM laIne cAlyA cAlatAM cAlatAM eka jhuMpaDI Ave che. emAM eka saMta beThA che. zeTha saMtanA darzana kare che. saMtanI mIThI madhurI vANI sAMbhaLI zeThane saMtanI sevA karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI. eTale saMtanI sevAmAM rahI gayA. eka mahinA sudhI saMtanI khUba sevA kare che. AMgaNuM vALIne sApha kare, phaLaphUla lAve, pANI bhare, saMtanA caraNa dAbe. Ama khUba ja sevA kare che. eka vakhata saMtanI tabiyata bagaDe che, te paNa suga vagara sevA kare che. AvI nisvArtha sevA jaI saMta prasanna thAya che. tethI pUche che tame kayAM javA nIkaLyA che? zuM prajane jaI rahyA che? zeDa kahe che pApanAM udaye gharanI paristhiti bagaDI che, tethI dhana kamAvavA jatA hatA. paNa Apane jevAthI khUba ja AnaMda thaye, tethI ahIM ApanI sevAmAM rokAI gaye. saMta kahe che huM tArI sevAthI khuza thayo chuM. mArI pAse A eka kAmakuMbha che. ne bIje kAmakuMbha banAvavAnI vidyA che. A kAmakuMbha tArI badhI IcchA pUrI karaze. je mAgIza te tane maLaze. eTale kAmakuMbha joIe te tane ApuM ne banAvavAnI vidyA joIe te te zIkhavuM. A vidyA prApta karavA 1 mahinA sudhI ekAMtara upavAsa, pAraNAmAM phaLAhAra, amuka kalAka dhyAna, amuka hajAra jApa vagere karavuM paDaze. zeTha kahe che, AvI badhI mAthAkUTamAM kayAM paDavuM? enA karatAM te kAmakuMbha Apo. saMta kahe che tAre je joIe te ApIza, paNa vidyA zIkhIza te 1000 ghaDA banAvI zakIza. mATe vicAra kara. paNa zeTha kahe che mAre te kAmakuMbha ja joIe che. tema tamAre paNa taiyAra mAla ja joIe ne? dharma nathI kara paNa enuM phaLa joIe che ne? saMte kAmakuMbha ApI dIdho. te laIne ghera Ave che. zeThANI te rAha joIne beThA che. eTale AvatAnI sAthe ja pUche che zuM lAvyA? zeTha kahe che dhIrI thA. ghaNuM lAvyo chuM, bele, tamAre zuM joIe? zeThANI suMdara dAgInA ane zelA mAge che. kAmakuMbha para vara DhAMkI zeTha mAMgaNI kare te hAjara thAya che. zeThANI te A joIne rAjI rAjI thaI gayA. jamavA mATe jAta jAtanI vAnagIo maLI. zeThANI manamAM malakAya che, have te rAMdhavAnI paMcAta maTI gaI. A gharanI ronaka badalAI gaI. badhA AnaMdathI

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ravA lAgyA. daridra dUra thayuM. dIkare mATe thaye che. lagna mATe sArUM ghara jaI sArI kanyA gotI AvyA. vevizALa thayuM, lagnane divasa A paNa kAMI taiyArI dekhAtI nathI. ghaNA sagAM-snehIjanene jamavA mATe notaryA che. badhA Ave che, paNa kayAMya dhumADAnuM nAma nathI, kayAMya taiyArI nathI dekhAtI. ema badhAne thAya che ke zeTha zuM jamADaze? tyAM TAIma thatAM suMdara Asane, thALI, vATakA geThavAI gayA. badhA jamavA beThA. jAtajAtanI vAnagIo AvavA lAgI. badhA khAIne khuza thaI gayA. mANase pUche che, tyAre zeTha kahe che, saMtanI kRpAthI A kAmakuMbha maLe che. zeThe badhAnAM mobhA pramANe paherAmaNI karI eTale badhA kahe che ke A badhuM te karyuM paNa amane dArU pIvAnI IcchA thaI che te uMcAmAM uMce caMdrahAsa dArU pIvaDA. zeTha kahe che bhale! mA dArU ane dArUnI zIzIe zIzIo maLavA lAgI. badhAe khUba dArU pIdhe. sAthe zeThe paNa khUba pIdhe ane maryAdA oLaMgI gayA. dArUnA nazAmAM gAMDA thaI nAcavA lAgyA. zeTha te khUma nAce che. vacce kAmakuMbha paDe che. lIdhe hAthamAM ane khUba nAce che, emAM hAthamAMthI kAmakuMbha chaTaka ane kuTI gaye. kAmakuMbhanA cUrecUrA thaI gayA. e bhegI badhI ja lIlA samApta thaI gaI. na utaryo. joyuM te ghaDAnI A paristhiti ane hatA tevA ne tevA thaI gayA. sukha sAhayabI kevI hastagata thaI paNa dArUnAM gAMDapaNamAM gumAvI dIdhI. zeTha kahe che jhaTa gurU pAse jAuM ne bIje kAmakuMbha laI AvuM. zeTha gurU pAse jAya che. paNa gurUdeva kALadharma pAmI gayA che. A jotAM zeThane pastAvAne pAra rahe? tamane paNa manuSyabhava ane kAmakuMbha samAna dharma maLe che. enI kiMmata samajAya che? dharma pAse zeThanI jema mAMgavAnuM ane na mAMgavAnuM badhuM mAMgyuM te zI dazA thaze? kharekhara te atyAre keIne dharma gamato ja nathI. ezaArAma ane mejazikha priya lAge che. atyAre dArU pInArA keTalA ? jugAra ramanArA keTalA? zikAra khelanArA keTalA? zikAra joIne AnaMda mAnanArA keTalA? "ghaNuM 250 rUA. TIkiTanAM khacI siMhanAM zikAra jevA jAya che. tyAM eka jagyA para bakarAne bAMdhela hoya che. prekSako rAMta juve che, hajI siMha na Avya! A raudra dhyAnanA pariNAma che. siMha chalAMga mArate Ave che. bakarAnI sAme jue che. tyAre ene taraphaDATa ke heya? kevI rADo pADe? paNa bakarAne keNa bacAve? rUpiyA ApIne pApa kare che, pApa bAMdhIne harakhAya che. pApakaravuM, karAvavuM, ane anumodavuM temAM paNa karma baMdhAya che. deDakAne jIva jAyane kAgaDAne ramata thAya. tema bakarAne jIva jAya ane kAgaDArUpI nAza AnaMda pAme che. je maLyuM che te puNyadaye maLyuM che. te jyAre cAlyuM jaze tenI khabara nathI. pelA zeTha, hatA tevA daridra banI gayA. tamArI paNa A mAyA saMkelAI jaze, pachI zuM karaze? mATe prabhunA nAmanuM smaraNa kare.

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paTele gIrvANa dumadhenu kumbhamaNayastasyAMgaNe raMgiNo, devAdAnava mAnavAH savinayaM tasmai hita ghyAyinaH lakSmIratasya vazA'vazeva guNinAM brahmANDasaMsthAyinI zaunittAmaNi prArthanAmaniza vaMstauri co dhyAti kalyANamaMdira jenA haiyAmAM zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAna birAje che. jinezvaradevanI bhakti mATe jenAM bhAve uchaLI rahyA che. prabhu jenAM aMtaramaMdiramAM vasyA che je prabhunAma, japa, dhyAnamAM masta che tenAM AMgaNAmAM ka9pavRkSa, kAmadhenu, kAmakuMbha, ciMtAmaNI ratna ItyAdi mahA mUlyavAna padArtho prApta thAya che. deve, dAna, manuSya vinayathI tenAM hitanuM, kalyANanuM, sukhanuM ciMtavana kare che, guNavAna purUSane A brahmAMDamAM prApta thatI samasta lakSmI tene vaza varte che. zrI ciMtAmaNI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanuM aharniza raTaNa karavAthI mUlyavAna vastuo upalabdha thAya che. bhagavAnanAM nAma smaraNa, stuti-prArthanAmAM bhautika vastunI khoTa nathI paNa jene AdhyAtmikatAnI oLakhANa thaI tene A badhA padArtho tuccha lAge che. kaDI ne kahIra, zaMkhalA ne hIralA, paththara ane pArasa samAna kahI zakAya? na kahI zakAya, chatAM e pacaraMgI meLavavA mATe AkhI jIMdagI chAvara karI dyo che. paNa e sAthe AvanAra nathI. jeNe hRdayamaMdiramAM prabhune padharAvyA, jenAM haiyAmAM bhagavAna birAjyA, tenA hAthe pApa kema thAya? rAjA jAgrata beThA hoya tyAM cAra kema pravezI zake ? darzana ahIM janendra mAtra manuSyane je thAya che, to seMkaDo duHkha bhaya bharelAM sahejamAM TaLI jAya che, govALa kiMvA sUrya tejasvI taNuM diThA thakI, pazue mukAye sadya jevA nAsatA zera thakI. koI cera gAyanuM dhaNa vALIne jatuM hoya, tevAmAM je sUryane prakAza thAya athavA te govALane juve ke tarata ja gAyane mukIne te nAsI jAya che. tema he prabhu! ApanuM darzana mAtra manuSyane thAya te seMkaDo duHkha sahaja vAramAM dUra thaI jAya che. bhagavAnanuM nAma samaraNa kare te karmarUpI cera bhAgI jAya ane Atmika dhana pAchuM maLe. "hAlatA mahAvIra, cAlatA mahAvIra, uThatAM mahAvIra nAma le, sUtA pahelAM je samaraNa kare tenI bela je je je, jyAM sudhI AtamA aMgamAM che tyAM sudhI mahAvIranuM nAma tuM le." prabhu mahAvIrAya namaH A maMtramAM addabhUta camatkAra che. te saMrohiNI-saMjIvanI auSadhI samAna che. hAlatAM, cAlatAM, uThatAM, besatAM dareka paLe bhagavAnanuM nAma .

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paTe) kANu bhagavAnanuM nAma ja lIdhA jevuM che. sUryakAMta, caMdrakAMta maNI, jayakAMta maNI paNa tenuM kArya batAve che te maMtra zraddhApUrvaka japavAthI phaLe che. "lIdhA jevuM te mahAvIranuM nAma che laI zakAya te le, dIdhA jevuM te abhayadAna che daI zakAya te de.jyAM." devA jevuM abhayadAna ane levA jevuM mahAvIranuM nAma che. AtmAne jAgrata kare. lImI te caMcaLa che. puNya haze tyAM sudhI raheze. puNya kayAre khalAsa thaze te khabara che? eka bhAI emanI patnIne kahe che, mArI eka vAta mAnya rAkhIza? tyAre patnI kahe che, eka zuM 50 vAta mAnya rAkhIza. paNa pAmI kaheze te taDAke karIza. bhAI kahe sArUM. pachI vAta kare che. ApaNe tyAM mahemAna jamavA AvavAnAM che. teNe sAme caDI kahyuM che ke huM jamavA AvIza. te tene tArI saMmati laIne hA kahevAya ne? pelI kahe che sArUM. divasa nakkI karyo. bhejananI taiyArI karavA mAMDI. pelA bhAI savArathI uThIne kAma cIMdhavA lAgyA. ema karatAM 50 vAta thaI gaI. ne jyAM vAta karI ke khamaNamAM vaghAra barAbara karaje, rAI tela mukIne suMdara banAvaje. tyAM te patnIe karyo taDake ne vipharI beThI. "meM kahyuM hatuM ne ke 51 mI vAta karaze nahIM", mahemAna te haju jamavA paNa AvyA nathI ne bAI vipharI gaI. ema tamAruM AyuSya 75 varSanuM emAM 50 varSa sudhI dUdhasAkara ne cekhA jamyA ne 51 me varSe puNya evI lAta mArI ke devALuM kADhavuM paDayuM. AbarU gaI. nAka kapAI gayuM. pachI zuM thAya? puNya paravArI gayuM. have nAhI nAkha. pelI strInI jema puNya kayAre taDAke karaze ane adha vacce rajhaLatA mukI deze te khabara nathI, mATe dharma kare. dhyeya eka nirjarAnuM rAkhe. puNya te tenI pAchaLa AvavAnuM ja che. dharmanuM ArAdhana kare. viraMgatakumAre dharmadezanA sAMbhaLI. temane AtmA jAgI uThaya. AcArya bhagavaMtane vaMdana namaskAra karIne kahe che : . saddadAmi nigatha pAvayANaM pattayAmi gaM bhante niyaMtha pAvayANa, roemi bhante nigga pAvayANa evameyaM bhante tahameya' bhante se jaheyaM tubbhe vayaha - he bhagavAna! mane ApanA pravacananI zraddhA thaI che. pratIti thaI che. mArI rUci jAgrata thaI che. pALavAnI rUci thaI jAya che. e mArga aMgikAra karavA huM ubhe thaye chuM. mArA mAtA pitAnI AjJA laIne AvuM chuM. bhagavAna kahe che "ahAsuha devAsupiyA" kumAra jAya che, rathamAM besIne ghera mAtA padmAvatI ne pitA mahAbala banne beThA che. temane page lAgIne vinayapUvarka kahe che. bhagavAnane mArga ane rUe che. huM dikSA levAne udyamavaMta thayo chuM. putranI vAta sAMbhaLI mAtAne mUcha AvI jAya che. dAsIo pANIne chaMTakAva kare che. cAmara DhoLe che. vIMjhaNathI pavana nAkhe che, tyAre mUchI vaLe che. AMkha

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mAMthI putra-mehanAM kAraNe vaNa bhAdare vahe che. mAtApitA paNa samajAve che, paNa putranAM brahavA che. badhe phare ema nathI. putra paNa mahAma che. jene saMsAranI asAptA samajAI gaI, gaLaphe AvyA pachI bahAra pheMkavAne ja rahyo. ema saMsArI sukhe gaLaphA jevA ja che. mATe tene joI e, ema kumArane lAgyuM. temanuM mana phare tema nathI. manathI sthira che. vicAre daDha karyA pachI ja bese che. " manasvI kAryANi na gaNayati duHkhaM na ca sukham" mananuM dhAryuM karavAvALA che. dahabhAva jAgyo che. saMyamanAM raMge raMgAye che jene majIThI raMga lAge te uDe nahi kumAra prabhu pAse AvyA tyAre kevA hatA ane ghera gayA tyAre zuM laIne gayA? tame Avo tyAre khAlI ane jAva tyAre bharIne jAva cho ke khAlI ne khAlI ? tamArA gharavALA paNa kahe ke A te game teTaluM sAMbhaLe paNa palaLe ema nathI. kAMI coTa lAge che ? bhagavAnane mArga apanAvavA jevuM lAge che ? jene viSaya viSa jevA lAge te saMsArathI bhAge punya che tyAM sudhI sAhAbI lAgaze. paNa punya jaze tyAre baTakuM raTale paNa nahIM maLe. tamane saMsAra aLakhAmaNuM lAge che akaLAve A saMsAra mane, paNa enI mAyA nA chUTe hAya ! kaDa lAge kaMsAra, chatAM khAvAnI lAlaca nA chUTe!! jene saMsAramAM akaLAmaNa lAge, saMsAranAM sukho kaDavAM lAge, te vItarAganAM zaraNe jAya. viraMgatakumArane saMsAra asAra lAge che. mAtApitAnI AjJA mAge che. haju paNa mAtApitA zuM kaheze te adhikAra avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 100 kArataka suda 10 ne gurUvAra tA. 28-10-71 anaMtajJAnI gaileya prakAzaka, vizvanI virala vibhUti zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra savAmIe siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyuM che. siddhAMta eTale traNeya kALe siddha thayelI varatu tenuM nAma siddhAnta bAramA upAMga vahidazAmAM niSakumArane adhikAra cAle che. siddhArtha AcAryanI maMjulavANIthI vIraMgatakumAranuM haiyuM dhanya banyuM. emanA jIvanamAM navina daSTi sAMpaDI. AddhAranI bhAvanA jAgI. saMsAranI asAratA jaNAI ane

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00 khAmAnaMdanI bharatI oLakhAI. saMsAra dAvAnaLathI prajavalate dekhAve. saMsAra-sAgara prabaLa mojAothI ghughavate bhAsyo. bhavabhramaNa karAvanAra, janma, jarA ane mRtyunA duHkha denAra saMsAra che. e satya samajaNa gurUe ApI. unmArgethI sanmArge lAvanAra gurU che. preraNAnA piyuSa pAnAra, paramapaMthane rAha batAvanAra, aNaghaDanA ghaDavaiyA ane aneka nA rakhavaiyA gurUdeva che. "gurU vinA ke nahi mukti dAtA, gurU vinA ke nahi mAgavaMtA, gurU vinA ke nahi jADaca hatAM, gurU vinA ke nahi sAMkhyakta. gurU mukti mAgane dekhADanAra che, aneka jInI hatAzA ane nirAzA khaMkherI AzAne dIpa pragaTAvanAra che. ajJAnamAM aTavAtA jIvamAM jJAnarUpI preraNAnuM baLa pUranAra che. AtmAne asatyamAMthI satyamAM laI janAra che. bhUlA paDelA chanA bhomiyA banI mArga batAvanAra gurU che. evA gurU dene upakAra asIma che. vIraMgata kumAra mAtAne kahe che. evA sadagurU bhagavAnane mane bheTe thaye che. he mAtA ! gurUdevanI meM dezanA sAMbhaLI, e divya vANI mArA hADohADamAM lAgI gaI che. mAro AtmA dharmanA raMgathI raMgAI gayA che. sAMbhaLavA pUratuM sAMbhaLyuM nathI, paNa hRdayathI sAMbhaLyuM che. eka kAnathI sAMbhaLI bIjA kAne kADhI nAMkhe te vANI sAMbhaLI nakAmI che. cInanA rAjA pAse eka zIlpI Ave che. te traNa kaThaputaLIo rAjAnI sAme mUke che. traNeya putaLI raMga-rUpa-ghATa uMcAI-nIcAI ane dekhAvamAM eka sarakhI che. paNa traNeyanI kiMmatamAM phera che. ekanI kiMmata lAkha rUA. bIjInI se rU. che. trIjInI kiMmata koDInI che. cInanA rAjAne A sAMbhaLI Azcarya thayuM. Ama kema? hAthamAM laI tapAsa karI paNa kAMI pheraphAra jaNAtuM nathI. rAjAne ema thAya che. ke putaLInI parIkSA thatAM mArI parIkSA thaI jaze. khUba vicAra kare che. paNa kAMI ukela maLatuM nathI. eTale pradhAnanI sAme dRSTi karI kahe - pradhAnajI, AnI kiMmata tame ako. pradhAna vicAre che ke A to mArA mAthe AvI paDayuM ! kahe che. bhale, kAle savAre Ane khulAso karIza. ghera jaIne putaLInuM cAre tarapha pheravIne nirIkSaNa kare che. temane ema thAya che ke parIkSAmAM saphaLa nahIM thavAya te rAjAnI ane mArI banenI AbarU jaze. pachI khUba vicArane aMte eka saLI laI eka putaLInA kAnamAM nAkhe che te bIjA kAnethI te saLI seMsarI nIkaLI jAya che. eTale A putaLInI kiMmata keDInI che! ema nakkI kare che. A sAMbhaLI tamArI kiMmata tamAre karavAnI che. pachI saLI bIjI putaLInA kAnamAM nAkhI te te moDhAmAMthI nIkaLI gaI. A 100 rU.nI kIMmatanI che. ema nakkI karyuM. pachI trIjI pUtaLInA kAnamAM saLI nAkhI te kAnamAMthI sIdhI

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peTamAM utarI gaI. ene vANI halAvI, chatAM kayAMyathI bahAra na nIkaLI, tethI niyaM karyo ke A lAkha rU.nI che. prabhAte pradhAnajI darabAramAM AvyA. rAjA kahe che, kema pradhAnajI! zuM karyuM? sAheba! cAle batAvI dauM'. traNe putaLIne mUkI saLI nAkhIne batAve che, ane traNeyanI kiMmata kare che. zilpI ane rAjA banne khuza thAya che. ema keTalAka eve vItarAganI vANI sAMbhaLavA Ave che, paNa eka kAnethI sAMbhaLI bIjA kAnethI kADhI nAkhe che. temanI kiMmata keDInI che. keTalAka lake vANI sAMbhaLe che, paNa moDhA sudhI rahe, pite sAMbhaLIne bIjAne kahI de. bIjAne barAbara samajAve, paNa pite jIvanamAM utArI na zake. te se rAnI kiMmatanA che. trIjI putaLImAM saLI piTamAM gaI paNa gAyaba thaI gaI, kayAMyathI nIkaLI nahIM, ema keTalAka cha vANI sAMbhaLI prekaTIkala jIvanamAM utAre che. e lAkhanI kiMmatanA che. vIraMgata kumAra mAtAne lADIle naMda che. pitAnA kuLane bhAvanAra, batrIza rAjaramaNane kaMtha, mAbApane, rANIne, zarIrane meha cheDI saMyama paMtha svIkAravA taiyAra thayuM che. mAtA kahe che, saMyama levAnI vAta karavI sahela che, paNa saMyama pALa muzkela che. jIvana paryata nhAvAnuM nahi, zaNagAra sajavAne nahiM. nagnabhAva muMDabhAva saha anAnatA, ahaMta dhavana Adi pama prasiddha che, keza romanakha ke aMge zaMgAra nahi, dravyabhAva saMyamamaya nigraMtha siddha apUrva." sAdhuoe A badhA AcAra pALavAnA hoya che. jene dehAdhyAsa chuTI jAya che tene kapaDAne moha te nathI. Ama paheruM te sAro lAguM, AvI ja jAtanA vao hovA joIe. e moha nathI. ene te jevAM maLe tevAM jIrNa-zIrNa, junA-navAM mulAyama ke kharabacaDA vastra dhAraNa kare che. kapaDAM pahere chatAM kapaDAM para prema na hoya, ene te AtmA upara ja prema che. je Atmadevane ja namaskAra kare che. sAdhue kezane veca karavAne, hajAmata karavAnI nahIM. ane pheravavAne nahIM. hAthathI vALa kheMcavAnA, e kAma kAMI saheluM nathI. jene dehabhAva chUTI gayA che, evA pavitra AtmAo karma sAme jhajhume che. dehabhAva kSaya hoya jyAM, athavA hAya prazAMta, te kahIe jJAnI dazA, bAkI kahIe brAMta" jeNe deha paranA mamatvane mArI nAkhyuM che. athavA dehabhAvane upazamAvI dIdhuM che, te jJAnI che. bAkI ja caitanyanI bhinnatAnI vAta karanArA vAcA-jJAnavALA che. sAcA sAdhu purUSa anAna vrata le che. tame eka divasa nhAyA na hoya te kevuM

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lAge chesuga caDe ne? kaTALe AvI jAya. mukha para huti na lAge. jayAre sAdhune chadagI sudhI nahAvAne vika9pa paNa na Ave. tame braza ke dAtaNana karyuM hoya te kevuM lAge! jyAre ghaNAsAdhu, 8-10-15 upavAsake mAsakhamaNa kare, chatAM kegaLe caNakaravAne nahIM'. jene keIpaNa jAtanA zaNagAra dhAraNa karavAnA nathI. je A divasa AtmasAdhanA ane. kriyAmAM tatpara hoya. savAra sAMja badhA upakaraNanuM barAbara pratilekhana kare. | eka ziSya pitAnA gurUdevane pUche che. savAra-sAMja rajoharaNa ane pAtarA paDilehaNa zA mATe karavAnuM? zuM emAM zeDA uMdara bharAI jAya che? gurU samajyA ke celAnA bhAva badalAyA che. sAdhune te keTalI yanA zakhavAnI heya. sAdhu dayA pALavAnA himAyatI heya. ane A ziSya nA pADe che. gurU ziSya vacce carcA thaI rahI che. tyAM uparathI eka deva pasAra thaI rahyA che. te A ziSyanI vAta sAMbhaLe che. te deva jaina dharma para prItivALA che. jainazAsanane vaphAdAra che. tethI nAnI nAnI uMdaraDI vimuvI pAtarAmAM mUkI de che. ziSya pAtA levA jAya che, tyAM uMdaraDIo kudI kudIne bahAra paDe che. tethI ziSyane samajAI jAya che ke paDilehaNa te karavuM ja joIe. mALI je choDane be TAIma pANI na pAya te choDa karamAI jAya che. ane bagIce vALIne sApha na kare te pAMdaDA vagere badhuM kharatuM hovAthI udyAnane badale ukaraDe banI jAya che. ema sAdhu saMyama mArgamAM hoya te teNe bhagavaMtee pharamAvelI badhI ejJAnuM pAlana karavuM paDe che. keIpaNa jIvanI hiMsA thAya tevuM eka paNa kArya na kare. pitAnA AtmAnI jema dareka jIvenI rakSA kare che. saMsArI jIva hiMsA vagara rahI zakatuM nathI. tyAre saMyamI koI paNa jIvanI hiMsA karI zakate nathI, chAyanI rakSA karavA vIraMgata kumAranuM haiyuM thanaganI rahyuM che. tyAre mAtA temane saMyama jIvananI muzkelI batAve che. "bAvIsa parisaha chatavA ja, kara ugra vihAra, deSa betAlIsa TALIne che, te sujhale Ahara, ghera ghera pharavuM gocarI ja, saha duHkha apAra re, the suNa bAluDA saMyama mata leje, amane choDI nirAdhAra. he putra! saMyama jIvanamAM bAvIsa parisaho jItavAnA che. khulA page vihAra karavAne che. lAMbe vihAra karIne gayA pachI paNa gaucarI-pANI mATe javuM paDaze. AhAra maLaze te pANI nahi maLe, pANuM maLaze te AhAra nahi maLe. ghaNA ghara pharavA paDaze. khUlA page cAlatAM kaMkara-kaMTaka vAge, tApa khUba lAge, e badhuM sahana karavAnuM che. keI tiraskAra kara ke kaI satkAra kare, te paNa samabhAva rAkhavAnuM che. je AhAra maLe te grahaNa karavAne, te paNa beMtAlIsa, suDatAlIsa, chanuM deSa rahita, eSaNa gaveSaNa pUrvaka levAne. sajA jevA rAjA cakravatI pada cheDIne dIkSA le, chatAM tene guhasthane tyAM pAtra dharatAM

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de zarama na lAge. rAjAnA nekare prathama dIkSA lIdhI hoya ane pachI rAjA che, tyAre prathama dikSA lenArane nutana munie vaMdana karavAnuM heya che. "yaM kare ji" kema cAlavuM. kema besavuM vagere kahe tyAre e muni ema na kahe ke tuM to mArA nokara ! mane kahevAvALe tuM koNa? sUyagaDAMgasUtramAM paNa kahyuM che ke, "je yAvi aNAyage siyA je viya pesaga pesae siyA / ne mALakhAM vadi ne aMnne mayaM saMcA re rUA sU. a. 2. u. 2 cAhe koI cakravatI rAjA hoya ane enA karatA paNa nekare prathama cAritra aMgIkAra karyuM che. te dAsane dAsa hoya te paNa tene vaMdanA karatAM nAnA sAdhu lajajA na pAme. dIkSA lIdhA pachI jAti-jJAti, gAma-ThAma bhUlAI jAya che. tyAM varNabheda hotA nathI. uMca nIca kulane paNa bheda nathI. he putra ! sAdhu jIvanamAM saMzArIsagapaNa choDavAnA che. aneka kaSTone sAmane karavAnuM che. tAruM zarIra puSpa jevuM kemala che. tuM saMyama kaI rIte pALI zakIza! saMyamanA samarAMgaNamAM te raNadhIra ane raNavIra banIne paDavAnuM che. pAchI pAnI karavAnI nahi. ane pITha batAvavAnI nahiM. tArA jevA sukumAra mATe e paMtha nathI, zuravIrA mATe che. tyAre putra kahe che. he mAtA! tuM je kahe che. enA karatAM paNa aneka gaNuM dukha aneka janmamAM sahana karyA che. tyAM saMyamanA saMkaTa zA visAtamAM? "naraka nigadamAM bhamIye, paramAdhAmInA mArane khamIye, tiryaMcanA duHkhamAM vasI, bhanI vATamAM bhamI, janma-maraNa bhaluM, cAritra ke jhuluM, jAge che AtamarAma, jAvuM che zAzvata dhAma, bhAvuM nA jarI" he mAtA! A zarIrane tuM sukomaLa kahe che. sukhamAM uchareluM kahe che, kadI koIne tuMkAra khAdha nathI. beje upADa nathI ema kahe che, paNa he mAtA! naraka gatimAM meM kevAM dukhe sahyAM che. e te eka mAre AtmA ane bIjA trikALajJAnI paramAtmA ja jANe che. narakamAM kevI vedanA? tyAMnI agni paNa kevI tIvra? ke jenI vAta karatAM mAruM haiyuM kamakamI uThe che. jema jIvita mAchalIne koI anArya purUSa AganI pAse rAkhe. athavA AgamAM ja nAkhI de te te khUba saMtapta banI jAya che, AkuLavyAkuLa thaI jAya che, chatAM tyAMthI anyatra jaI zakatI nathI. tema paramAdhAmI deva cAreya dizAmAM cAra prakAranI agni jalAlI vacce nArakIne rAkhe che. temAM asahya duHkha sahetAM paNa nArakInAM jIvane tyAM ja rahevuM paDe che, paramAdhAmI de nArakInA jIne dhagadhagatuM dhAMsaruM nAMkhI hathe

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64 joDe che. aMdara pite bese che, gokharUnA kAMTA para calAve che. aMdara pitAnuM vajana vadhAratAM jAya che. bhAlAnI aNuthI mAre che, marmasthAnane bhede che. nArakIo bhArathI namI paDatAM havAthI cAlI zaktA nathI. te rojhaDAnI mAphaka mArI mArI nIce pachADe che. AvA aneka prakAranAM duHkha eka-be divasa nahi paNa ochAmAM ochA 10 hajAra varSa sudhI te khamavA ja paDe che. ATaluM sahana karIne tiryaMcanA bhAvamAM Ave to tyAM paNa aneka prakAranAM dube A jIva sahana kare che. tarasa lAge te pANI pIvA nathI maLatuM. A jIve aneka bhemAM judA judA rUpa laI anaMtA duHkha sahana karyA che. te he mAtA ! have mAre duHkhamAMthI mukti meLavavA saMyama mArge ja javuM che. vaLI Apa kahe che ke ATalI Rddhi-samRddhi tyAgIne tuM zA mATe upAdhi vaheravA jAya che. te he mAtA! saMsAra e luMTArAnuM kendrasthAna che. jyAM rAga-dveSa-mohana luMTArA Atmadhana lUMTI rahyA che. kaSAyAdi dhUrto mArI jIvana saMpatti harI rahyA che. viSaya-lAlasAnI viSa-velaDIe jIvana bAgane verAna banAvI rahI che. zarIra te kulanI jema karamAI janAruM che. lakSamI vighata jevI che. vaibhava saMdhyAnI lAlI jevA che. AyuSya a95 che. to zemAM rAcavuM? mAtA, putrane daDha vairAgya jeI ThATha mAThathI ane dhAmadhUmathI dIkSA-utsava kare che. saMyama mArga lIdhe eTale phakta veza parivartana nahi paNa jo! mAra mAthAku, soda mu. dha-mAna -mAyA-lobha badhA vibhAva bhAvane muMDavAnA che. eka mastakanuM muMDana ja nahi cAle. veza te rakSaNa karanAra che. paNa saMyama aMdaranI cIja che. mana saMcamI vacA saMcama saMcamI aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM pAlana karanAra sAdhu yatnApUrvaka dareka kAryo kare, jethI pApa karma baMdhAtA nathI. "banavaM zaramALA ca paLamUyAra chuM. gaMdha gvayaM maM, saMse rU dura jaI | daza. a. 4 gA.1 anAthI cAlatAM, khAtAM, uThatAM, besatAM aneka tra-sthAvara onI hiMsA thAya che. tethI pApa karma baMdhAya che. te pApakarmanA kahuphaLa jIvane bhegavavA paDe che, tethI sAdhunI dareka caya yatnA pUrvaka heya che. ahaMnaka muni eka gAmathI bIje gAma vihAra karI rahyA che. vacce gaMgA nadI Ave che. bIjo koI mArga nathI. page utarI javAya tema nathI. nAvamAM be vAnI jarUra paDe che. nAvamAM paNa paisA ApIne na besAya mUlya vinA besADe to ja besAya. nAvikanI rajA thaI beThA nAva madhyamAM pahoMcyuM tyAM devane upasarga Avye. nAva hAlakaDelaka thavA lAgyuM. AmathI tema phaMgaLAya che. aMdara beThelAnA jIva UMcA thaI jAya che. zuM

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karavuM te samajAtuM nathI. tyAM te ekadama avAja Ave che he muni ! tAro dharma cheThe de. nahitara tane mArI nAkhIza. muni jarA paNa DagatA nathI. eTale upADIne uce uchALe che. ane trizuLanI tikSaNa dhAra para jhIle che. bhAle jhIlAtI vakhate paNa mahAnubhAvatA jhaLakI uThe che. trizuLa vAMsAmAMthI peTamAM seMsaruM nIkaLe che. lehInI dhAra thAya che. tenA TIpAM pANImAM paDatAM muni jue che. enA haiyAmAM karaNane strota vahe che. arere! A mArA lehInA TIpAMthI pANInA keTalA jIvonI hiMsA thAya che! jema jema TIpAM paDe che tema tema micchAmi dukkaDa le che. pApabhIru belavAmAM ja kAma lAge tema nathI. munine keTalI dayA che! mAtra pApathI DaruM chuM ema belanAranI bera jeTalIye kiMmata nathI. TAIma Avye virAdhanAthI bacavAno prayatna karavAne che. vadhane parisaha chatAM DagatAM nathI. deve joyuM ke teo barAbara sthira che, enA haiyAmAM kevI karUNA ramI rahI che. pApanA DarathI AtmA otapreta che. deve tarata pitAvI mAyA saMkelI lIdhI ne vahANamAM mUkI dIdhAM. pachI zighratAthI kAne kuMDaLa, mAthe mugaTa dhAraNa karI maninA pagamAM paDI de kSamA mAge che, he muni ! Apane dhanya che, jene dehAdhyAsa chUTa hoya te AvI kSamA dhAraNa karI zake che. je AtmAnA svarUpane ja jevAvALA hoya che. "je vaM jAga saghaM nANaje eka AtmAne jANe che te lekAlakane hastanI rekhA jema joI zake che. vIraMgatakumAra dIkSA laIne agiyAra aMgane abhyAsa kare che. kAraNa ke jJAna vinA jIva-achavAdi nava padArthanuM jANapaNuM thatuM nathI. jANapaNuM na hoya te dayA kayAMthI paLAya? jJAnanI prathama jarUra che, nANa ca daMsaNa ceva caritaM ca tavo thaa| esa magguti pannatto jiNehi varadaM sihi / jJAna-darzana-cAritra tapa anukrame che. tapathI AtmAne mela dhavAya che. tapa ekAMta nirjarA mATe ja karavAnuM che. zarIra pAsethI kAma le. sutAra ke darajI tamAre tyAM kAme Ave ne beThA beThA bIDI pheMke, cA pIe ne kAma na kare te tame ene 10-12 rU. rAjanA Apaze? tamane kAma game che ke dhAma? "dhAma" te A zarIra pAsethI paNa kAma levAnuM che. tapa dvArA zarIra pAsethI kAma le. A zarIra durbala thaI jaze, mATe tapa, japa, vrata Adi nahi kare te zuM karaze? A deha te saDaNa-paThaNa ane vidhvaMsaNu svabhAva vALo che. mATe kAyAne AtmAnA lakSya kaSTa Apo. ghaNu mANase kasarata karavA jAya che tyAM haze hoMze daMDa kare ane ahiM vaMdaNuM karatAM paNa paga duHkhavA Ave. bandaNaeNaM bhante ! jIve ki jaNayai ? vandaNaeNa nIyAgoMya kammaM khavei / uccA goyaM kamma nibandhai / sohagaM ca NaM apaDihayaM ANAkalaM nivattei / dAhiNa bhAvaM ca NaM jaNayai //

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tot vaMdaNA karavAthI nIca gAtra kama' khape che. ucca geAtra kama khadhAya che. saubhAgya nAmakama ane apratihata AjJA phala prApta kare che. ane dAkSiNya bhAva prApta kare che. zarIrane hRSTa-puSTa banAvavA rAta-divasa paNa na jue. bhakSya--a bhakSya paNa na jue jyAre tyAre ne je te khAdhA kare. paNa zarIrane te cheDavAnuM ja che. svAdhInatA e tapa karI. vIraMgata muni agiyArI, aMganA abhyAsa karI ttapa kAryamAM joDAya che. kamanI lekhaDA tapa vinA uDatI nathI. "tapaNaM se vIraM gae aNagAre cauttha jAva appANaM bhAvemANe bahupaDi punnAI paNayAlosa vAsAi sAmanna pariyAgaM pAuANittA domAsiyA e saMleiNAe saMlehaNAe attANaM jhUsitA savIsa bhattasa asaNAe chedittA AloiyaM paDikaMte samAhipatte kAlamAse kAlaM kiccA baMbhaloe kappe mora vibhA devatAe uvavanne " temaNe tapa karI, kAyAne kacarI nAkhI, zarIrane sUkavI nAMkhyuM ane Akhare e mahinAnA sacArA kare che. saMthArA dehAdhyAsa chUTe teA karI zakAya. re chuTe dehAdhyAsa tA nahi kartA tuM kama, nahi leAkatA tu tehanA eja dharmanA ma': karmInA kartA ane bhetA tuja che, mATe nI zu'khalAmAMthI mukata thavA tapadharmanuM ArAdhana karaze. 45 varSInI pravajyA pALI vIragata muni pAMcamAM brahma devalAkamAM devapaNe utpanna thayAM. tyAM 10 sAgarApamanI sthiti parI karIne. " AukhaNNaM bhavakhaeNaM ThiikhaeNa AyunA kSaya karI, bhavanA kSaya karI, sthitineA kSaya karIne dvArikA nagarImAM rAjA khaladevanI patnI revatInI kukSImAM putrapaNe utpanna thayA. revatIdevIne siMhanuM svapna lAdhyuM. pachI lADakoDathI meATA thAya che. ane 50 kanyAnA svAmI bane che te niSadhakumAranI vAta ApaNe pahelA kahI gayA. teo khAra vrata nemanAtha bhagavAna pAse agIkAra kare che. pUrvabhavamAM sArI ArAdhanA karI che. tethI atyAre sajAne priya lAge che. sAdhujanAne paNa priya che. varadatta nAmanA gaNadhara A pramANe vAta sAMbhaLe che. tyAre pUche che. te niSakumAra dikSA leze ? bhagavaMta kahe che hantA ! hA, te dIkSA leze. tirthaMkara deva tenA jJAnamAM madhu jue che paNa jIvanI lAyakAta pramANe ja vrata pratyAkhyAna karAve tyAra pachI bhagavAna nemanAtha vihAra karI, grAmAnugrAma vicare che, ane niSakumAra khAravratanuM pAlana karatAM jIvAdika nava padArthane jANatAM peAtAnA sa'sAra-vyavahAra calAve che. vizeSa adhikAra avasara kahevAze. dd

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vyAkhyAna naM..101. karataka sue 11 zukravAra tA. ra9-1-71 paDatI vRttine sthira karanAra, vAtsalyanA jharaNAM vahevaDAvanAra bhagavAne siddhAMtathI samajAnsa. siddhAMta eTale. traNeya kALe siddha thayelI vastu hoya tenuM nAma siddhAMta. niSakumAra jemaNe bhagavAna nemanAtha prabhunI vANI hiMyAnI gAgaramAM jhIlI che, jenA aMtaranAM tAra jhaNajhaNI rahyA che. jene AtmA mokSanA suo meLavavA thanaganI rahyo che. jeNe zrAvakanA bAra vrata aMgIkAra karyA che. te bhagavAna nemanAtha prabhunA zramaNopAsaka banyA che. tyArapachI bhagavAna vihAra karI gayA. "merU acaLa jema aMtaryAmI paNa na rahe svAmI ekaNu DhAmI" --- jema merU parvata acala, aDola ane sthira che tema bhagavAna pitAnA Atma svarUpamAM rivara hatA. himAlaya jevA zItaLa hatA. yathAkhyAta caritravAna ane akaSAyI hatA. je jIve emanI. samIpa AvatAM te zItaLa banI jatAM evA aMtaryAmI tithI kara deva paNa eigAmathI bIje gAma,. ekanagarathI bIje nagara pitAnA AtmAne saMyama, tapa vaDe bhAvina karatAM sukhe sukhe vihAra kare che. kalpAtita purUSa che, kevaLajJAnI ane kevaLadarzanI che. chatAM vyavahAra mArga cheDatA nathI. jema himAlayamAMthI vahetI gaMgA jyAM jyAMthI pasAra thAya che, tyAMnA kinArAnI dharatI lIlIchama banAve che. aneka gAmanA tRSAturAnI taka chIpAve che. darekane zAMti ane zAMtalatAnuM pradAna kare che. ema bhagavAna vIranI vANI aneka Ivene mATe upakAraka banI che. vara hiMmajaTale riTI, guru gautama ke mukha-kuMDa-ilI hai"" mahAvIra rUpI himAlayamAMthI vANI rUpI vArIne pravAha nIkaLe. ane gautama Adi gaNadhara bhagavAne tene jhI. bhavya ane amRtamaya vANInA pIrasarNa karyA. je nikaTa bhAvi hatA temaNe te vANI pitAnA jIvanamAM utsAhathI jhIlI lIdhI. ane jIvanamAM utArI te kRtakRtya banI gayA. dhanya dhanya banI gayA. teonA bhavabhramaNa na rahyAM. jene gurUgamanI cAvI maLI, jenA aMtaranA khajAnA khulI gayA, teo jaDabhAvane choDI Atma-svabhAvamAM ramaNa karavA lAgyAM AdhyAtmika vikAsamAM AgaLa ne AgaLa vadhyA ane aneka che e AdhAre tarI gayA. e vIranI vANanuM pAna karanAra amArA

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Fe paramApakArI pavitratAnI mUti, piyuSa pAnArA, pU. divALIbAi mahAsatIjIe vIravANInuM' pAna yu" ane aneka jIvAne e mArge vALyAM. vivekavINA hAthagrahI vIravINAnA ajama sUra relAvanAra, gajakhagavaiyA evA pU. gurUmaiyAnI puNya tithI che. sarAnI puNyabhUmimAM susaMskArI saMtAkakhAI mAtA, dharmIpriya nAgarabhAI pitAne tyAM ujavala buTANI kuTuMba mAM e punyazALI AtmAnA janma thayA hatA. vizALa vasudharAnA paTa para aneka jIvA janmane dhAraNa kare che. paNa je jIvA mAnavabhavamAM AvIne AtmAnuM zreya kare che, kalyANanA mALe vaLe che, sAdhanAnA pa Mthe joDAya che tevA mahAna purUSAnA guNagAna gavAya che. te 15 varSanI nAnI uMmaramAM dhane mArge caDayAM. temAM ekanimitta kAraNu banyuM. pariNita jIvananA be mahine ja tene vaidhavya AvyuM. seMthAnu si MdUra bhuMsAI gayuM, saubhAgya luMTAI gayuM. enA kArI ghA emanA kumaLA haiyAmAM vAgyA. "L 'jagatakAya svabhAvau ca sa baiga vairAgyAtham " jagata ane kAyAnA svabhAvane jue tA sa Mvega ane vairAgya AvyA vagara rahe nahIM. jagatanA pravAha kaI tarapha vahI rahyo che! eka vyakti eka samaye tamArA mATe praza'sAnA puSpA vairaze te eja vyakita ghaDI pachI paththara jevA vacanA malaze. keAi vAra mitra manI paDakhe ubheA rahe che te koIkavAra mAramAra karatA zatru khanaze. saMdhyA kevuM saundarya vera che! ane ghaDImAM vilina thaI jAya che. megha dhanuSa taNAya tyAre temAM kevA suMdara raMgA purAya che ane kSaNamAM vilina thAya che ema saMsAramAM paNa aneka dRzya Ave che ane vilaya pAme che. saauMsAranI ra'gabhUmi para paNa keTalA nATako dekhAya che. eka vakhatanA lakSAdhipati TvIna banI jAya che. jyAM 1 hatA tyAM 21 thaI gayA ane jyAM eka raseADe 35 jamatA tyAM kAgaDA uDavA lAgyAM. jagatanA palaTAtAM drakSeA joine ghaNAne vairAgya Ave che. lagna vakhate kahevAmAM Ave che. ke zubha' bhavatu, kalyANuM bhavatu, saubhAgya amara raheA. umA pAtInu saubhAgya hAya chatAM paNa vaidhavya Ave che ne? vaidhavya ja divALI aenanA vairAgyanu kAraNu banyu. emAM sadgurUnA yAga maLyA. temaNe Ata dhyAnamAMthI dharma dhyAnamAM vALyAM. saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAvyuM ane kahyuM ke sAga che tyAM viyeAga che. DhoLAyelI vastu pAchI sAMpaDatI nathI tema marI gayA pachI kAramu rUdana karo. ArkaMda karo, chatAM paNa janArA pAchAM AvatAM nathI. tamArAM jIvana-vaheNane saMyamane mAge' vALA. saMsAranA sukhA kSaNika che. mATe tenA mAhu cheDo. dhama mAge mana joDA. A satya svarUpa bAla brahmacAriNI pUjanIya sUrajabAi mahAsatIjI pAsethI samajI kRta nRtya anyA. sUrya jevA pratibhAsa'panna, gurUNI pAsethI jJAna dAnanA suryAtra sAMpaDavAthI peAtAnI jAtane dhanya mAnavA lAgyA ane dhamanI lAine caDayAM. adamya utsAha, pramala purUSArtha dvArA bhaNavAmAM tallIna banI gayA. temanI vidyAbhyAsanI tAlAvelI evI hatI ke temanI bAjumAMthI

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609 kaI AvIne cAlyuM jAya te paNa khabara na paDe. sADI para jevuM bIbuM mUke evI chApa uThe. jevI DAya banAve e ghATa thAya. abhyAsanuM paNa ema ja che. hRdayamAM jevI chApa pADe tevI uThe. bALa brahmacArI pUjya surajabAI mahAsatIjIne jJAna devAmAM pramAda na hato. ane jhIlanAra paNa evA apramAdI hatA ke jeTale pATha Ape eTale akhalita kare. jJAna bhaNI rahyAM pachI temAM sthiratA AvavI joIe. bhIMtamAM khIlI mAryA pachI halAvI juone ke barAbara besI gaI che ne? halatI nathI ne? vastu mukavA mATe khIlI sthira joIe, ema jJAnane paNa sthira karavuM joIe. jJAna gokhI lIdhAM pachI tene sAcavavA mATe prayatna karI joIe. AMdhaLuM daLe ne vAcharaDuM care ema na thavuM joIe. divALIbene dhyeya nakakI karyuM che. bhavabhramaNa mITAvavuM che, AtmAne ujajavala kare che. evI aMtara AtmAmAM tAlAvelI che. ati abhyAsamAM magna bane che. navamA adhyayanamAM cAra prakAranI samAdhi kahI che. vinaya samAdhi, sUtra samAdhi, tapa samAdhi, AcAra samAdhi, temAM sUtra samAdhinuM varNana Ave che. suyaM me bhavissaiti ajjhAiavvaM bhavai agagga citto bhavirasAmiti ajsAiyavvayaM bhavaI / - sUtrajJAna prApta karavA mATe bhaNavuM zreSTha che. ekAgra cittavALA thavA bhaNavuM zreSTha che. mArA AtmAne mokSamArgamAM sthApita karavA bhaNavuM, te zreSTha che. huM saMyama mArgamAM sthira thaI bIjAne sthira karUM te mATe zAstra adhyayana karavuM zreSTha che. * bhaNavAmAM ekAgratA hovI joIe. pustaka khulluM ane dhyAna bIje hoya te kAMI jJAna karI zakatAM nathI. keTalAya pAMca kalAkamAM eka gAthA na kare ane keTalAya eka kalAkamAM pacAsa gAthA kare. ekAgratApUrvaka gAkho to hadayamAM chApa uThe, negeTIva cekhI hoya te pheTo sAre uThe. tema mana DahoLAyeluM na hoya ne gekhe te suMdara chApa uThe che. pachI te kayAreya bhulAtuM nathI. pANImAM kaI vastu paDI gaI te pANI DahoLAyeluM hoya tyAM sudhI te dekhAtI nathI, paNa pANI nirmaLa thAya te vastu tarata maLI jAya che. tema mana nirmaLa ane sthira rAkhI meLavelA jJAnanI vicAraNA thAya te heya, reya ane upAdeya zuM che te samajI zakAya. mATe khoTA vicAro mukI jJAna bhaNe. ghaNu te levA devA vinAnA vicAre kare che. jene paisA mokalavA paDatA nathI. jenI sAthe kaMI paNa saMbaMdha nathI, tenA vize paNa jIva navAnavA saMkalpa vikalpa kare che. sInemAnA nepathya para batAvavAnuM dazya eka sekanDa paNa sthira raheze paNa mana eka sekanDamAM keTalA saMkalpa kare che. mana jarA vAra paNa sthira bane che? niSakumAre nava tatvanuM jANapaNuM karyuM. pacAsa strIonA svAmI hovA chatAM jJAnanI kevI jIjJAsA che! tamane jJAnAbhyAsa mATe TAIma che? karavA jevuM A ja che. paNa tamane dhama karatAM dhana meLavavAnI tAlAvelI vadhAre che. dhananI Asakti paNa keTalI che? aDhaLaka riddhinA svAmI hatA, chatAM temAM pANA, mohANA ke muMjhANA | ddu9

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10 nahi. cheDavAne samaya Avyo tyAre sarva cheDIne tyAganA paMthane apanAvI lIdhe. jJAna ne meLavI IndrionI gulAmImAMthI mukta banavAnuM che. manane kendrita kare. mana ekAgra karavAthI zuM lAbha thAya che. egaggamaNasaMnivesaNayAe NaM bhante ! jIve kiM jaNayai ? e. cita nirohaM karei / u. 29 a. ekAgra manathI cittane nirAdha thAya che. cAra pharatuM mana ekamAM rokAI jAya che. mane tamArA para savArI karI che ke tame mana para savArI karI che? sAdhaka AtmA bhagavAnane kahe che: A mana sthira kema thatuM nathI? jema jema jatana karIne rAkhuM, tema tema aLaguM bhAMje, he kuMthuM jina ! manaDuM kImahI na bAMje." he bhagavAna! jema jema manane vaza karavA mathuM chuM tema tema te dUra bhAge che. mana ke nahIM, kevI nahIM, paNa kevuM che. nAnyatara jAti che. mana napuMsaka che. paNa aneka mardone harAve che. eka mANasane jelamAM puravAmAM Ave te paNa tenuM mana puratuM nathI. e te kayAMnuM kayAMya deDayuM jAya che. evA manane vaza kare tenI balihArI che. mana vAhana para bese vIralA, he nara kI balihArI re, brahmA vAhana haMsa kI he viSNu garUDa asavArI re, zIvake vAhana bela banyA hai mUsaka gaNeza guNadhArI re. mana, manarUpI vAhana para besavAnI jarUra che. brahmAnuM vAhana haMsa, viSNunuM garUDa, zaMkarane piThI, gaNezanuM uMdara, aMbAjIne siMha, bahucarAjIne kukaDe, zaktinuM vAgha, Ama judA judA devadevIonA vAhana gaNAvyA che. paNa deva, dAnava ane mAnava upara mana vAhana thaIne besI gayuM che. manane vaza karanAra virala purUSa che. pANImAM game teTaluM tela nAkhe te pANI sAthe nahIM bhaLatAM pANI upara ja rahe che. tema je sAdhake manane sAdhyuM che te saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM saMsAra bhAvathI lapAto nathI. mana sthira haze te tapa, tyAga, dhyAna, jApamAM viyI nIvaDaze. divALIbene ghaNA thekaDAne abhyAsa karI, ghaNA sUtra siddhAMtane abhyAsa karI tenA para UMDuM ciMtana, manana karI 20 varSanI vaye dIkSA lIdhI. ane te ja divasathI vyAkhyAna ApavAnuM zarU karyuM. khUba jozIlI temanI vANu hatI. temane sAMbhaLanAra badhA belI uThatA ke bhagavAna mallinAthe jarA kapaTa karyuM te strI vede AvyAM. tema pUjya satIjIe paNa jarA kapaTa karyuM haze tethI strI paNe AvyAM che. bAkI temanI vANImAM purUSane zaramAve tevuM teja che. temane saMyama pALavAnI mULathI ja kALajI hatI. keIna AcAra vicAra nahIM jotAM teo siddhAMta pramANe cAlanAra hatA. sAdhune satra siddhAMtane AdhAra che, tema zrAvakane sAdhune AdhAra che. pravacana mAtAnuM

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pAlana karavAmAM sahAyaka siddhAMta che. siddhAMta mArga cIMdhe che. pUjya svAmIbA jJAna, dhyAnamAM masta rahetA hatAM. mahAna sAdhu sAdhvIjIne saMbaMdha sAdhI jJAna letA. ghaNA anubhavI pAsethI teoe anubhavanuM mAkhaNa prApta kareluM, rAta, divasa AtmAne zekI pahere karatAM. bIjo bhAva na AvI jAya tenuM lakSa rAkhatA. bhAva badalANa vinA bhava na TaLe. saMsArI bhAvene tilAMjalI ApI saMyamabhAvamAM sthira rahetA. saMsAra TaLe. jIvane aDhAra pA5 sthAnaka sevavAno svabhAva paDI gayA che, te svabhAva chUTe te saMsAra chUTe. teo kahetA ke samajIne samAI jAva. "haDIyuM kADhe hari nahIM maLe teozrIne 30 varSa sudhI DAyAbITIjha rahyuM. chellA be varSamAM asahya dardIne sahana karyA. ghuMTIe gumaDuM thayuM hatuM, tenuM penI sudhI kANuM paDyuM hatuM. lehI ane parUM cAlyuM jatuM hatuM, chatAM uMkAra karatAM nahIM. karmanA phaLa joI jJAnI AtmA samabhAvamAM rahI navAM karma na bAMdhe. ane ajJAnI jI hAyaya karI karmonA ke theka bAMdhe che. teo kahetAM ke karma udayamAna thayA che. atyAre te deha bhAna bhUlIne jaDa caitanyanI vaheMcaNI karavI joIe. moTA moTA pradhAna, adhikArI, temane sAMbhaLavA nahIM paNa jovA AvatA ke jJAnI purUSa daIne kema vede che! teo kahetA, ame A satIjInA anubhavanuM navanIta levA AvyA chIe. anubhavIonI zALAmAMthI jIvana jIvavAnuM tatva maLe che. pUjya zrI jagadaMbA svarUpa hatAM. temanAmAM ghaNuM sAmarthya hatuM. te kahetA ke, zarIramAM je bharyuM che te bahAra nIkaLe che. temAM ravA jevuM zuM che? jevA jevuM che. kAyA kayAre pharI besaze te khabara nathI. duHkha vyAdhi jarA sarvane AvatA, jJAnI ke mUkha he prANI ke jJAnI vede bahu pairya ne, zAMtithI mUrNa vede sadAkALa rAI" jJAnI ane ajJAnI sarvane duHkha, vyAdhi ane jarA Ave che. paNa jJAnI temAM vairya dhAraNa kare che ane samabhAve karma apAve che. tyAre ajJAnI jIva karmanA udayakALa vakhate raDavA bese che. ane Ama zAMtine gumAvI bese che. A kAyA te uparathI zobhatI, rUpe-raMge epatI che, paNa aMdara te myunIsIpAlITInI gADInI jema kacaro ne durgandhI padArtho bharyA che. chatAM tene sAcavavA ajJAnI jIva mathAmaNa karI rahyo che. zarIra jarA nabaLuM paDe te iMDAne rasa pIze. evA pAvaDaranI vastuo vAparaze ke jethI hRSTa puSTa banAya. keTalAka kahe che ke zarIra mATe lasaNanI caTaNI khAvI paDe che. piyApeyanuM tene bhAna nathI dArU paNa pIve che, paNa A zarIra te cheha daIne cAlyuM janAra che. kerI, rAyaNa, cIku, drAkSa vagere pAke tema mIThAM thAya che, paNa karmanAM phaLa evAM che ke pAke pachI kaDavA rasa Ape che. karma evAM Ave ke mAthuM phADIne rUve, chatAM duHkhano Are na Ave. jJAnI che ke ajJAnI tenI darda Ave tyAre parIkSA levAya che. kasoTI eja saMyama, tapa ane sAdhanAnuM phaLa batAve che. pU. divALIbAI mahAsatIjI evI vedanAmAM

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312 paNa kahe che ke mAre teA karmanA phuracA uDADavA che. mRtyunA chellA divasa sudhI paNa svAdhyAyadhyAnamAM magna rahetA. chellA divase paNa AcAraMga, sukha vipAka vagere sAMbhaLyu. mAgazara sunna 11 nI savAre 4 vAgye navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karatAM "namo AyariyANu " e zabda khelatAM AyuSya pUrNa karyuM. temanA amArA para asIma upakAra che. e paropakArInA upakAra kema bhUlAya ? eka padma zIkhaDAvanArane paNa na bhUlAya te jeNe saMsAranA kUpamAMthI bahAra kADhaLyA tene kema bhUlAya? eka mANasa aTavInI aMdara cAlyA jAya che. gheAra aTavI che, cAre bAju madhakAra vyApelA che. cAlatAM cAlatAM pALI vinAnA kuvA Ave che ne aMdara paDI jAya che. kuvA U'DA che, paNa temAM pANI nathI, kacarA bharelA che, eTale te paDyo paNa khacI gayA, te aMdarathI avAja kare che bacAvA ! macAve ! jene bahAra nIkaLavAnI icchA che, te avAja karI zake che. tamAre bahAra nIkaLavuM che? "saMsArarUpI uDo kUvA je paDayA te muvA, " saMsAra UDA kuvA che, temAM je paDe e muvA samajo. pelA bhAI bUmo pADI rahyo che. tyAMthI eka mahAtmA nIkaLe che, te avAja sAMbhaLe che ke tarata bacAvavA doDe che, deDu' lai kuvAmAM nAkhI sIMcI le che. temaNe pelA mANasane khacAvI kinArA para mUkI dIdhA. mahAtmAe eLakhANa paNa na ApI. e cAra mInITa mulAkAta paNa na karI. kAMI vAtacita paNa na karI, mAre tA mADuM thAya che, huM te jAuM chuM, ema kahI cAlyA gayA. have jenI kAMi paNa eLakhANu nathI, kuvAmAMthI kADhIne ja je cAlyA gayA che, chatAM je upakArI che, je macAvanAra che tene pelA mANasa jIve tyAM sudhI kayAreya paNa bhUle kharA? ema mane pU. svAmIkhAnA aDhI varSoMnA ja sAgara|. cIdhIne te cAlatAM thai gayAM! teA evA upakArIne kema bhUlI zakAya ? mA kadI nA bhUlAya svAmI kadI nA bhulAya re, visAmAnI DALa svAmI kadI nA bhUlAya. je visAmAnI DALa, visAmAnA vaDalA, AzrayadAtA evA gurUne kema bhUlAya ? jemaNe AAra bha-samAraMbhamAMthI mukta karI hAtha jhAlI bahuAra kADhatAM. AvA gurUmaiyA tejalIseTo karI cAlyA gayAM. evA upakArI dharmajananI 38 varSa saMyama pALI aThThAvana varSanI uMmare mAjI sakelI svargavAsa pAmyA. 1995mAM A banAva banyA. sadguNunA saraiyA, mama jIvananaiyAnA kharaiyA, saMyama jIvananA rakhavaiyA evI vibhuti mahA punyAye janme che. gurU ziSyane taravA tAravAnA ja saMbaMdha che. hu` mA` ci' chuM. cAlavAnu` tamAre page che, evuM kahenArA gurUmAtAne kema bhulAya ! mane aDhI varSa sa`sAra-paryAyamAM ane aDhI varSa sayama-paryAyamAM jJAna khUma ApyuM. pAMca varasamAM 30 sUtranu' vAMcana karAvyu'. e sivAya samayasAra, gAmaTasAra vagere digambara graMthanuM paNa vAMcana karAvyuM, tenI vANImAM

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mAdhurya karatuM hatuM. teonA nayanemAM nirmaLatA hatI mukha para brahmacaryanuM jesa taravaratuM. emanA saMgamAM je jIva Ave tene tyAgamArgane raMga lAgate. teo vAraMvAra eka ja vAta karatAM ke tyAgamAga dIpAvaje. vezane vaphAdAra rahejo. vItarAgamArganA vajane cAreya dizAmAM pharakAvaje. AvA mahA saMta satIonA cI dhelA mArge cAlazuM te ApaNA AtmAnuM avinAzI evuM kalyANa thaze. vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM 102 kArataka suda 12 zanivAra tA. 30-10-71 nAthe siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyA. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thaela vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. ahIM niSadhakumArane adhikAra cAle che. niSakumAra bAravratadhArI zrAvaka thaelA che. traNe mane ratha ciMtavanAra che. jema zrAvakane traNa maratha hoya che, tema sAdhu paNa traNa manoratha ciMtave che. temAM pahele mane ratha e che ke he prabhu! huM bahusUtrI kayAre thaIza!" bhagavAne kahelAM sUtronuM avagAhana karI temAM nimagna banI sUtra siddhAMtamAM ja rakta banuM. bIje mane ratha e ciMtave che ke he prabhu! huM pratimadhArI sAdhu kayAre thaIza! bhikSune mATe bAra pratimA hoya che. paDimAdhArI sAdhune khUba kaDaka AcAra pALavAnA heya che. A bhikSune prathama zarata e heya che ke niccaM vosaThayAe ciyattadehe, je kei unasaga uvavajjati tajahA-divvAvA, maNussA vA tirikkhajANIyA vA te utpaNNe sammaM sahai, stramai titikUkhai ahiyAsee deva, manuSya ke tiryaMca saMbaMdhI koI paNa upadrava utpanna thAya te tene sahana kare. mukha para glAni na lAve, krodha na kare. samabhAva rAkhe, te sAdhune pahelI pratimAmAM ekadAtI AhAra ane ekadAtI pANInI levI kape che. eka mANasa mATe ja rAMdheluM hoya te paNa zuddha ane nirdoSa hoya te thoDuM le. garbhavatI mATe kareluM na le. bALakane dUdha pAtI hoya tevI bAI Ape te na le. eka paga umarAmAM ane eka paga bahAra ema rAkhI Ape te le. pratibhAdhArI sAdhu je sthaLe rahayA hoya tyAM koI agninA: bhayathI bahAra na nIkaLe, kaI hAtha jhAlI kADhe te Isamiti zodhatA nIkaLe, temanAM pagamAM ka-kAca kAMI vAge te kADhave kape nahIM. AMkhamAM kAMI kaNuM paDe che te kADhavuM kalpa nahIM. e sAdhunI sAme siMha, vAgha, varu Adi jaMgalI jAnavara Ave te tenA trAsathI

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pAchA phare nahIM. te ema mAne ke huM paNa jaina zAsanane siMha chuM. mane kone Dara! pratimAdhArI sAdhu chAMyAmAM cAlatA hoya ane taDake Ave te chAMye na jAya. ane ThaMDI Rtu hoya te chAMyethI taDake na jAya. Ama aneka prakAranA upasarga tathA-parisahe sahana kare. sAdhune tathA zrAvakane trIje mane ratha samAna che. he prabhu! huM AlecanA karI saMthAre kayAre karIza! siddhAMtamAM ghaNuM mahApurUSanI saMthArAnI vAta Ave che. koIe vipula parvata para, keIe vaibhAragIrI parvata para, te keIe puMDaragIrI parvata para saMthArA karelA che. je zUravIra hoya te ja saMthArAnI hAma bhIDI zake. niSakumAra zrAvaka che, paNa kyAre sAdhu banuM evI bhAvanA bhAvanAra che, saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM saMsArathI alipta rahenAra che. zrAvaka e bhagavAnanA laghunaMdana che. cAra tirthamAM tene ekaDe che. zrAvaka aAraMbhI, alapa parigrahI, alpa IcchAvALA, suzIla, savatI, dharmiSTha Adi aneka guNethI alaMkRta haya, zrAvake mULaguNadhArI karatAM uttaraguNadhArI vadhAre hoya che. sAmAyika-pauSadhAdi kare, sAdhu-sAdhvIne supAtre dAna Ape, upaga paribheganuM parimANa kare. A badhAM uttaraguNa che. ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya, aparigraha AdimAM maryAdA kare te muLaguNa che. zrAvakenI saMkhyA asaMkhyAta che. manuSya saMkhyAtA che, paNa asaMkhyAta tiryaMce zrAvakanA vrata Adare che, tethI teo asaMkhyAtA che. samati pAmIne paDavAI thayelA che anaMtA che. keTalA anaMtA ? anaMtanA nava bhAMgA che temAM ce bhAMge anaMtA abhavya jIve che. tenA karatAM paDavAI samyagdarzanI anaMta guNA ane tenA karatAM siddhanA ja anaMtaguNa che. vanaspati vajIne 23 daMDakanA jIne eka bAju muke ane eka bAju siddhanA che. anaMtaguNu vadhAre thAya. anaMtAnaMta jIve siddha gatine pAmI gayA ane temAM ApaNe ja naMbara na lAge! ApaNe rakhaDatA rahI gayA, te keTalA aphasosanI vAta che! have zuM karavuM che? purUSArtha upADavAnI jarUra che. purUSArtha vinA paramapadanI prApti thatI nathI. niSakumAra "micakIvAkIve" navatatvanA yathArtha svarUpane jANavAvALA hatA. mahinAmAM cha pauSadha karanArA hatAM. tame eka varSamAM paNa cha pauSadha kare che kharA? niSadhamAra phUlanI zaiyAmAM sUnAra ane rAjaramaNInI vacce vilAsa mANanArA, paNa bhagavAnanI eka dezanAe emanA jIvanamAM ke palaTo ANya ! have pauSadhane divase dAbhanI zaiyAmAM zayana karavA lAgyA. pauSadha kare che te divase pauSadhazALAne pitAnA hAthathI pUja, karacAkara dvArA

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pa puMjAve nahi. je kAmamAM hAthathI yatnA rahe te nAkarIthI na rahe. Aje tamAre pauSadha karavA hAya tA racaharaNu kharA ? rajoharaNa vinA rAtre pujIne cAlavAnuM kevI rIte thAya? Aje ghaNAM sAmAyika karavA Ave paNa suhapatti na lAve. rUmAlathI calAve. muhapatti e jainasthAnakavAsInuM cinha che. mATe bAMdhavI ja oie. hAthamAM rAkheA te na cAle. vaLI hAthamAM rAkhavAthI kAIvAra yatnA rahe ane koIvAra khulle mADha khelavAnA prasaMga paNa AvI jAya. " taeNuM senisa DhekumAre aNuyA kayAI, jeNeva pAsahasAlA teNeva uvAgaI, uvAgacchittA, jAva dhrumsa sa thArAvagae, viharaI taeNu' nisaDha kumArasa puLvasatta. dhamma jAgayi, jAgaramANussa, imaiyArUpe ajhisthie jatthaNu arahA arihanemI. vaRRti, nama'saMti, jAva pannuvAsaMti / / eka vakhata niSakumAra pauSadhazALA hatI tyAM gayA. pauSadha karI dAbhanA saMstAraka bichAvI tenA para besI dhama dhyAna karatAM vicaravA lAgyA. tyArapachI pAchalI rAtrIe dharma jAgaraNa karatAM temane evA vicAra utpanna thayA ke grAma, saniveza Adine dhanya che ke jyAM arhat aSTi nemi bhagavAna vacare che. te rAjA, Izvara, talavara, mAyammi kauTuMbI, sAvAha Adine dhanya che ke je bhagavAnane vaMdana namaskAra kare che. je bhagavAna temanAtha pUrvAnupUrvI vicaratAM naMdanavanamAM padhAre te huM bhagavAna pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karu. bhAvanA bhavanAzinI che. ucca bhAvanAthI uttamaphaLa prApta thAya che. " bhAve bhAvanA bhAvIe, bhAve TThije dAna, bhAve dhama AzadhIe, bhAve kevaLajJAna. " dareka kriyA bhAvasahita karavAmAM Ave te phalavatI bane che. bhAvazUnya kriyA yathA phaLa prApti karAvatI nathI. lagnamAM ahenA jyAre cAka vadhAvavA zuM khele che! jAya che tyAre mAza thALa bharyAM 2 chaga mAtIe 2, hu tA harakhe vadhAvavAne jaIza, mAre, sAnA sarIkhe| sUraja ugIe. thALa meAtIthI chalakatA na hoya paNa tevI bhAvanA bhAve che ke, " saghavInA hAthI jhule bhAgamAM hAthInA badale gadheDuM paNa na jhulatuM Aya, paNa gAvAnI pAchaLa bhAvanI pradhAnatA

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che. tamane koI vAra niSakumAra jevI bhAvanA thAya che? lAkhopati-karoDapati thavAnI ane sattAdhArI banavAnI bhAvanA bhAve, paNa dikSAnI bhAvanA thAya nahi. saMyama vAsanAne vaza karavAne vazIkaraNa maMtra che. Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhimAM tapI rahelA saMsArIone zAMtine samIra ApanAra vaTavRkSa che, saMyama mAge AvavAthI prayajana vinAne purUSArtha chuTI jAya che ane Atmonnatine purUSArtha jAge che. saMyama ajJAna aMdhakArane dUra karanAra dipaka che. saMyamathI ajJAna-aMdhakAra nAza pAme che. mATe saMyama levAne mATe azakta he chatAM paNa saMyamanI bhAvanA bhAve. A bhave nahIM te AvatA bhave bacapaNathI dharma karavAnI sAnukuLatA prApta thAya ane vIranA mArge prayANa karI zAzvata evI mekSa lakSamIne prApta karuM. ucca Adarza ne bhavya nahi bhAvanA, tuccha te jIvana che rathula ghelA, jIvananAM tatvathI sAva ajJAta te, Atma dAridramAM te marelA." jenA jIvanamAM ucca Adarza ane bhavya bhAvanA nathI tenuM jIvana tuccha che. te jIvananAM parama tatvathI sAva ajJAta che. ucca bhAvanAthI jIvana uttama, saMskArI ane ucca banAvI zakAya che, "kalama vAvela che vAri chAMTela che, te pachI puSpanI vela phAle, Aja vicAra karatAM haze aMtare, te ja AcAra rUpa thAya kAle, Aja jIvana tame bhegavI je rahyA, pUrva saMskArane karmaTo, bhAvanA bhAvaze tevuM bhAvi bane, AkRtinA pramANe ja pheTo." vartamAnakALa e bhUtakALanI bhAvanAne paripAka che. ane vartamAnakALe je bhAvanA bhAvaze te pramANe bhAvInuM sarjana thavAnuM che. phoTogrAphara pheTo pADe te AkRti pramANe ja paDe che suMdara vicAre suMdara jIvananuM ghaDatara karavAmAM samartha che. bIjamAMthI vRkSa bane che tema vicAramAMthI AcAramAM Ave che. bhAvanAmAM ane vicAromAM daDhatA joIe. daDha saMka95 jIvanane vadhu prabhAvita banAve che. mATe vicArane, bhAvanAone zuddha ane nirmaLa banAve. tAra jaDa che, chatAM tArathI mokalAvela saMdeze hajAro mAIla dUra beThelA svajanane maLI jAya che. te hRdayanI bhAvanAne saMdeza bIjA hRdaya sudhI zA mATe na pahoMce ! zuddha hadayathI thatI bhAvanA bIjAne avazya jhaNajhaNAvI zake che. mATe tame bIjA mATe are, tamArA duzamana mATe paNa zubha bhAvanAo bhAve. tamArI zuddha bhAvanA sAmI vyaktinA hRdayanuM paNa parivartana karaze. bhagavAna sAme mAramAra karatAM dune AvyA te paNa bhagavAnanI zuddha bhAvanAthI zAMta banI gayA. mATe haca bhAvane bhAvajo. maitrine aNamola saMdezo AkhA jagatamAM prasarAvaje,

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anAthI nitye atula vedanAmAM paNa kevI bhavya bhAvanA bhAvI ! saya ca jaI muccejjA veyaNA :viulA io, jo ranto niro , pavyA ciM //rUrA utta. a. 20 yauvanAvasthAmAM ja atyaMta AMkhane duHkhAvo thavA lAgyuM. ane AkhA zarIre dAha javara utpanna thaye. koI zatru atyaMta krodhamAM avI AMkha-kAna-nAka tathA marma. sthAnamAM atyaMta tINuM zastra pareve ane jevI vedanA thAya tevI vedanA thatI. kaI IndranuM vaja mAre ane tivra-atyaMta duHkhadAyI vedanA thAya tevI temanAM kamaranA madhya bhAgamAM ane maratakamAM vedanA thatI hatI. aneka rIte upacAra karavA chatAM vedanAne aMta Ava nathI tyAre ekadA teo vicAre caDyA ke A anaMta saMsAramAM vAraMvAra AvI-sahana na thaI zake evI vedanA sahana karavI paDe che. je huM A asahA vedanAthI mukta banuM te kSamAvAna, indriyanuM damana karanAra ane AraMbha rahita banI sAdhu dharmane aMgIkAra karUM. A bhAvanAne eTama bomba zuM kArya kare che te jojo. evaM ca cintaittANa pasutto mi narAhivA pIcaratI vANa, vecaLA svayaM yA / rUrUA u. a. 20 uparokta vicAra karI sutA ane jema jema rAtrI vyatita thatI gaI tema tema vedanA kSINa thatI gaI. savAra paDatAM ekadama nirogI banI gayA. bIje divase prAtaHkALe mAtApitA, bhAIe vagerenI rajA meLavI kSamAvAna aNagAra banI gayA. niSakumAra pauSadhamAM saMyama aMgIkAra karavAnI uttama bhAvanA bhAve che. temanI bhAvanAne karaMTa bhagavAna nemanAthane pahoMcI jaze ane kevI rIte padhAraze te avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.103 - kArataka suda 13 ravivAra. tA. 31-10-71 nAthe siddhAMtadvArA samajAvyA. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thaela varatu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. ahIM niSadhakumArane adhikAra cAle che. niSakumAra pauSadha vratamAM sarva svarUpanI ramaNatA karI rahyA che. A jIvanamAM, 78

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ra svaparanu` bheda vijJAna khUba Avazyaka che. jagatanA baMdhanathI mukta ane te nija svarUpanI mastImAM masta banI rahe. A jagata nATaka samu che. nATakamAM ekaTara judA judA veza alI paDadApara judA judA veza atAvI jagatane khuza kare che. prekSakAne AnaMdamAM paNa lAvI de che ane raDAvI paNa zake che. 60 varSanA vRddhane tyAM ekanA eka putranA janma thAya teA cAghaDIyA vAge, sAkara vaheMcAya ane AnaMdanu mAjI pharI vaLe, eja putra vIsa vaSa~nA thatAM meTara nIce kacaDAi jAya tyAre badhAM eTaleA karUNa vilApa kare ke prekSakonI AMkhapaNa azrubhInI banI jAya. e rAjyA vacce laDAI thatI hoya, tyAre vIrarasanuM meAjI phaLI vaLe. keTalIye dhAMdhala thAya, keTalAya marI jAya ane keTalAyanA kaccaraghANa nIkaLI jAya. A dRzya jonAranA saiMyAmAM phALa paDe. nATaka pUrU thAya eTale tenA mAlIka prekSakone sameSIne kahe ke A nATaka jotAM Apa darekanA cittamAM prasannatA utpanna thai haze. Ape ghaNAne maratAM, ghAyala thatAM joyAM paNa amArA eka mANasa paNa maTha' nathI, ghAyala thayA nathI. koinA vALapaNu vAMke thayA nathI. A tA badhA dekhAva mAtra hateA. A sAMbhaLI badhAM tALIonA gaDagaDATa kare che. A ja rIte, saMsAra raMgabhUminA akhADA che. jIvarUpI nATakI--nRtyakAra naTavAnI pere navAnavArUpa dhAraNa kare che. koi srI, koI purUSa, keAI rAjA, koI bhikhArI, koI mitra, koI zatru Ama judA judA rUpa le che. koI marI jAya te badhAM bhegA maLI raDe che. lagna thAya tA AnaMda manAve che. ane mIThAM koLIyA jame che. kaMIka mAjI patharAya che ane kaMIka khAjI sakelI levAya che, chatAM AtmA te ajara amara niraMjana ane nirAkAra che. AtmAnu asalI svarUpa nihALe. kama pramANe nATaka bhajave che. paNa peAte nizcaya naye janmatA nathI, maratA nathI. AtmA anAdi anaMta che. tenA cheDA nathI. Atma dRSTi karo tA deha mATInA mALakhA jevA dekhAze ane ekendriyathI paMcendriya sudhI dareka jIvAmAM sahajAnaMda, cidAnaMda svarUpa AtmAnA darzana thaze. STi, aniSTa ane sa'cAga-viyeAgamAM haSa zAka nahI thAya. ajJAnane kAraNe jIve pudgalane potAnA mAnyAM che, tethI te cAlyA jatAM tenA viyAga raDAve che. sukSma dRSTi thAya teA jIvane samajaNa AvI jAya ke huM ekalA AbhyA chuM, ekalA javAnA chuM. vibhAva bhAvathI je krama bAMdhIza te ekale bhAgavavAnA . sane pakaDavA hAya tA sANasA cAle paNu hIrAkaNIthI te na pakaDAya. tene mATe te sAdhusA joie. tema AtmAnuM sukSma nirIkSaNa karavA mATe bAdara upayoga na cAle, sukSma upayAga joI e. AtmA caitanya ghana AnaMdanA pIDa ane jJAnanA dira che. jJAnIe e Atma svarUpanA anubhava karIne kathana karyu che. vItarAga paramAtmA para tamane zraddhA kharI ? eka vaijJAnika koI navI dRSTi mahAra Ape te tenuM tamane mahAtmya Ave, te

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eka zodha pAchaLa karoDo rUpIAne dhumADe kare che, chatAM "jemsa. jInsa." vigere dhuraMdhara gaNAtAM vaijJAnike cakakhA zabdomAM kahe che ke, amArA jJAnanI nadIne pravAha satata pharate rahe che. amArA keTalAya niNa baraphanI jema "melTIMga poInTa" upara AvIne ubhA rahe che. so varSa pUrve jAhera karelA amArA keTalAya AviSkAre se varSa bAda sAva beTA sAbIta thaI gayA che. mATe ame tamane kahIe chIe ke ame satyanA zodhaka hovA chatAM sadA satyane pAmanArA nathI. mATe amArI upara pUrNa vizvAsa mukaze nahi. AvA keTalAya vidvAne-vaijJAnike bahAra paDe che. chatAM lekane jeTalI zraddhA teomAM che teTalI vItarAga paramAtmA upara nathI. paramAtmA trikALadazI che. temanA vacananI satyatA te AtmAnaMdanA anubhava pachInI che. paramAtmAnI vAta kadI paNa miyA hoya ja nahi. jJAnI purUSoe niravArtha bhAve kaI paNa jAtanI apekSA rAkhyA vinA ghaNuM batAvyuM che. tenuM mahAsya lAve. anaMta zakti tArI aMdara bharelI che. bAhyadaSTi baMdha karI AMtara maMthana kara, te AtmAne avazya sAkSAtkAra thaze. bhava bhramaNathI kaMTALo Avyo hoya, AtmAnI zAzvata , lakSamIne meLavavI hoya te parabhAvathI pAchA vaLe. ane jJAnane dIpaka pragaTAve. jJAnathI tatva, atatva, dharma, adharma, jIva, ajIva, puNya, pApa, Azrava, saMvara, baMdha ane mokSa jema che tema dekhAze. dIpaka kAMkarA paNa dekhADe ane hIre paNa dekhADe. grahaNa zuM karavuM ane tajI zuM devuM te jenAranA hAthanI vAta che. AtmA rUpI hIre evAI gaye che, tenI zodha karavAnI jarUra che. mere hIre herAI gaye kacare meM, kaI pANI kaI paththarameM. mero keI AbujI koI zikharajI, keI pAlItANuM vasanemeM-mere. gayo hate je karamAMthI, mane hIre maLI gaye gharamAMthI, sAda karI gurUjIe batAvyuM, badha karI baha baLamAMthI, mane hIre maLI gaye gharamAMthI." 84 lAkhanA kacarAmAM AtmA evAI gayA che. AtmAne zekavA mATe koI kAzIe jaI karavata mUkAve che. keI gaMgAmAM DUbakI mAre che. keI pAlItANA jaI navANunI yAtrA kare che. koI sameta zikhara, Abu, aMbAjI vagere sthaLoe yAtrA karavA jAya che. keI AkhA zarIre bhabhUta lagADI jApa kare che, ke jaTA dhAraNa kare che. Ama aneka jijJAsuo jAtajAtanA ane bhAtabhAtanA prago kare che, chatAM hIre hAtha AvatuM nathI. kAraNa hare che aMdaramAM ane zedha calAvI rahayo che bahAra ! bahAra lAkhanA pANI karI nAkhyA 5Na artha saryo nahI. hIrAnI zodhamAM jIvAtmA bUma bhaTaka paNa jyAM che tyAM zodha karavI ja rahI gaI che. sva sAme jovAnuM paNa nathI. je che te aMtaramAM che. aMdha

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120 anukaraNa mUkI ThANeNaM maNeluM jhANeNaM apANe sirAmi karI besI jAo. karI jAo. ane vicAra kare ke AnaMdane piMDa AtmA ane AnaMda dekhAya ke nahi? nATakanA paDadAnA dakSe je vAstavika svarUpane bhulI raDavA mATe besuM? bahAra dekhAya che te svarUpa mAruM svarUpa nathI. huM te te badhAthI nirALa chuM. jIvanamAM ekavAra paNa Atma-tatvarasa anubhave heya pachI tenI khumArI utare nahi. lIMDI pIparane 64 5hera sudhI ghuMTavAthI temAM tAkAta Ave che, zakti pragaTa thAya che, jarAka tene khAvAthI paNa zarIramAM garamAvo Ave che. paparamAM zakti hatI te vyakta thaI che. uMdara ke kAnakaDIyAnI lIMDI khAvAthI garamI ke tAkAta utpana na thAya. tema anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana anaMta vIryane svAmI AtmA che. temAM ghUMTaNa kare te zakti pragaTe. paNa jaDa padArtho pAchaLa game teTaluM ghuMTaNa karaze chatAM temAMthI Atma tAkAta pragaTavAnI nathI. paranA vicAre ane tenAM saMkalpa vikalpa cAlyA ja Ave che. tene lAvavA paDatAM nathI. kAraNa anAdikALathI tene abhyAsa thaI paDe che. have tene dUra haTAvI Atma svarUpamAM sthira thavAnI sAdhanA karavAnI jarUra che. anaMta riddhisamRddhine svAmI e huM, siddhanI sAthe besavAnI mArI gyatA ane Aje ahIM rakhaDate zA mATe! sAdhane suMdara maLyAM chatAM rahe zA mATe banI gayuM chuM ke ghara sAme javAnuM ja sujhatuM nathI! buddhinA aneka khela khelanAra vakIla, DokaTara AdinA hAthamAM sAvaraNe zebhe khare? anaMta zaktisaMpanna AtmA, nahIM karavA yogya kAma karI rahayo che te zuM tene mATe zobhAspada che? jaDabhAvane mUkI AtmatatvanI ja vicAraNA karavI te tAruM kartavya che. te mATe prathama samyaka darzananI jarUra che. ekaDA vinAnA hajAra mIMDA paNa nakAmAM che. tema samyagdaSTi vinAnI kriyA vikaTTInA kAraNarUpa banatI nathI. huM AtmA chuM evA bhAve jAgRta kare. parathI huM sukhI, parathI huM dukhI ema mAnI AtmA khuvAra thaI gayo che. bairI rAjI te huM rAjI, mArUM dhAryuM thAya te huM rAjI, na thAya te mijAja jAya! AvuM eka bhavathI nahIM paNa anaMta bhavathI AtmA karatuM AvyuM che. AmAM koI vizeSatA nathI. kAMkarA prApta karavAmAM gALI nAkhavA jevI A jIMdagI nathI. kAraNa ekaThAM karelA dhULanA DhekA te mUkIne cAlyA javAnuM che, sAthe kAMI AvavAnuM nathI. dhana prApti mATe dhamAdhama ochI kare. tame te ema mAne chene ke paisA ja jIvananuM sarvasva che. paisA pAse hoya te adhe bhAva pUchAya, mAna kIti maLe ane samAjamAM AgaLa AvI zakAya. paisAvALe kALo hoya, khUdha nIkaLI gaI hoya chatAM tene sau "sAheba sAheba kare che. paisAvALA bhAIne bahenI premathI satkAre che. mAtA dIkarA-dIkaro kare che. Aje samAjamAM paisAnuM

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sTAnDarDa uMcuM che, ane AtmAnuM nIcuM che. paNa mahAnubhAva! have daSTi pheravavAnI jarUra che. sva tarapha daSTi sthApi, svane anubhava lAve, tenuM gaurava vadhAre te jaDabhAvanuM mahAmya enI meLe ghaTI jaze. niSakumAranI pAse aDhaLaka saMpatti che. rAjAnA putra che, chatAM pauSadhamAM dharma jAjhikA jAgatAM jAgatAM temane vicAra utpanna thAya che ke "bhagavAna nemanAtha ahIM padhAre te huM dIkSA aMgIkAra karUM" kevI umadA bhAvanA bhAvI rahayA che. pUrve saMyamanI utkRSTa ArAdhanA karI che. A bhavamAM paNa jJAnadAtA, cakSudAtA, taraNatAraNa, sarcalAITa phekanAra prabhu maLI gayA che. jIvanI pAtratA hoya tyAre vikInAtha paramAtmA. jIvana rathanA sArathI bane che ane Atma-gharanAM aMdhArA ulecAI jAya che. karoDo dIpakanI hAramALA karavAmAM Ave te paNa aMtaranA aMdhArA jAya nahi. tene mATe te jJAnacakSunI ja jarUra paDe. ane te prApta thayA pachI daSTi nirALI banI jAya. Aja sudhI paisAmAM, strImAM, putromAM, parivAramAM sukha mAnyuM hatuM. have eka mekSanuM sukha ja satya lAge che. niSadhakumAra vicAra kare che ke, AdhyAtmika daSTi. khelavanAra paramAtmAnuM zaraNuM grahaNa karyuM che. have saMsAra vadhe tevA kAryo mArAthI thAya ja nahi. bhAna nahatuM tyAM sudhI bhegya padArthamAM rasa lIdhe. have mAre AtmA tyAM na rAce. AvI samajaNa tamane kayAre Avaze ? jaDane moha utAravA jevuM che. te vAta gaLe utare che kharI? daSTi parivartananI jarUra che. eka rUSTapuSTa gAya pAse camAra Ave te tenI dRSTi cAmaDA para paDe che. kasAI Ave te tenI dRSTi mAMsa para paDe che. (gopana) vALa Ave te te vicAre ke kevI sarasa vAya che. eka aMkanuM ATalA mahuM dudha Ape? ane eja gAyane gI jove te vicAre ke A gAyanA burakhA nIce mArA jevuM ja AtmA che. A gAya tenuM AyuSya pUrNa karI manuSya thAya. ane bhagIratha prayatna kare te tene AtmA mokSamAM paNa cAlyA jAya. tiryaMcanA nIkaLelA manuSya thaI eka samaye dasa siddha thAya te manuSyANInA nIkaLelA eka samaye vIsa siddha thAya. gAyane jenAra cAra jaNe che. paNa cAreyanI daSTimAM keTale phera che? tema jagatanuM svarUpa te je che te che ja, tuM tArI draSTinuM parivartana kara. samyaka draSTi AtmAne kaI duzmana nathI lAgatuM. tene saceTa zraddhA hoya che ke mane kaI duHkha ApI zake nahi, mArAM karmo badhAne bolAve che. teo te bAhya nimitta che, mArA pitAnA karma vaDe ja huM pIDA-duHkha anubhavuM chuM. sAdhaka AtmAnA jIvanamAM anukuLa-pratikuLa prasaMge Ave! tenI sAdhanAmAM bAdhakarUpa bananAra nimitte paNa Ave. paNa je hamezA jAgRta che, para pratyenuM jenuM laya TaLI gayuM che, te pitAnA ja devuM ane bIjAnA guNa tarapha daSTi kare

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che. te samaje che ke kamane kAle pAke tyAre eka yA bIjA koIka te nimitta rUpa bane jo tamAre paNa pragati karavI heya, Atma sArthaka karavuM hoya te daSTi palaTAve. jagatanA vyavahAra karavA paDe paNa umaLakAthI ane utsAhapUrvaka na kare. pharaja bajAvI aLagA banI jAo. paNa temAM levAze nahi. pitA jANa hoya ke mArI putrInA lagna thaze te cha mahinAmAM tene vaidhavya Avaze. te te, pahelA te dIkarIne saMsAranI asAratA samajAve. lagna nahI karavA Agraha kare. paNa dIkarI na samaje ane tenA rAmarAmamAM lagnanI tAlAvelI hoya te lagna karavA paDe paNa pitAnuM haiyuM pramodita na thAya. tenA hRdayamAM AnaMda na hoya. kAraNa ke tenuM bhAvi tenA lakSamAM che. te jAna sAcave, dIkarIne kariyAvara paNa kare, chatAM temAM te otapreta na bane. ane cha mahinA pachI jamAInuM avasAna thAya te atyaMta zeka paNa na thAya. kAraNa ke te jAte ja hatuM ke A pramANe thavAnuM che. tethI taTastha buddhi rAkhI zake. kevaLajJAnI, paramAtmA pAse anaMta jJAna che. teo aneka prasaMgone jue che, chatAM temAM rAgadveSa karatAM nathI. jJAna harSa zeka na kaze paNa mahadazA-ajJAna dazAne lIdhe palaTAtI paristhitimAM harSa ane zeka thAya che. kevaLI bhagavaMtane mohanIya karmane udaya nathI tethI nilepa rahI zake che. jJAna dIpaka vaDe jIvana mahelanA kacarA dekhAya che. paNa tene dUra karavA satsaMga rUpI sAvaraNI levI joIe. AtmAne oLakhe te beDe pAra thaI jaze ema jaina darzana nathI kahetuM. cAritra vinAnA belakaNA jJAnanI be kAvaDIAnI paNa kIMmata nathI. niSakumAra mahinAmAM cha pauSadha karatAM hatAM. temane te ravivAra sivAya upAzraye AvI dharmakriyA karavAne TAIma paNa nathI maLatuM. ane ravivAre paNa aneka progrAmamAM javAnuM hoya ne badhuM patAvyA pachI TAIma rahe ane kaMTALe na Ave te. dharmamAM joDAve, kharuMne? niSakumAra pauSadhamAM saMyamanI bhAvanA bhAve che. temane adhyavasAya prabhunA jJAnamAM dekhAya ane temane kALa paNa pAkI gayela che te paNa dekhAyuM. bhagavAna nemanAtha eka gAmathI bIje gAma vihAra karatAM karatAM dvArakA nagarImAM padhAyAM. jyAM ghaNI jhADI hoya, parvatanI hAramALA heya, tyAM varasAdane AkarSAIne paNa AvavuM ja paDe. tema ghaNuM bhAvike jyAM vasatA hoya tyAM saMtane AkarSAIne AvavuM paDe che. tamAruM paNa A vIrakSetra che. ahIM keTalA saMta mahAtmAe AvI gayA ? ghaNAM saMte tamane pANI pAyA kare che, paNa e vANIrUpI pANInuM yathArtha pAlana karI jIvanamAM utAranArA keTalA che? dharma sAMbhaLa joIe. tenA para rUcI lAvI jIvanamAM pariNamA jaIe, dharma jInanuM eka aMga na banI jAya te AgaLa vadhI zakAya nahi.

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"nahi ekeya sadaguNa" paNa mukha batAvuM zuM! je vidyArthI abhyAsamAM kAca hoya tene parIkSA nathI devI. phI bharI che, cApaDIone kharca karyo che, paNa aMtaraAtmA sAkSI pUre che ke huM parIkSAmAM besIza teya korA pepara mUkavA paDaze. kAraNa abhyAsanA TAIme ramatagamata ja karI che. ane pachI pepara kerUM mUkatAM zaramAvuM paDaze. tema tamAre AtmA sAkSI pUre che ke ame kAcA chIe ? hoMzIyAra vidyAthI parIkSA AvatAM AnaMdita ane vadhu sajAga bane che. naMbara javA de nathI. evA nirNaya sAthe te parIkSA Ape che. ane uttIrNa thAya che. tame paNa hoMzIyAra haze te kasaTI AvatAM AnaMdita thaze. ane dharmamAM vadhu ujajavaLa banaze. bhagavAna nemanAtha aDhAra hajAra sAdhu sahita dvArikA nagarImAM naMdanavanamAM samosaryA che. jene taravAnA bhAva thAya tene mATe prabhu taraNatAraNa che. bhagavAnanI amRtamaya vAdhArA chUTe che. bhavya AtmAo tenuM pAna karI potAnI jAtane kRtakRtya mAne che. ghana gAje ane mera nAce tema manA haiyAM aSADhI meghanI dhArA jevI jJAnadhArA jhIlatAM AnaMda anubhave che. aMtaraAtmA jhaNajhaNI uThe che. hadaya, dharma bhAvanAothI bharapUra bane che. niSakumAranA haiyAmAM paNa AnaMdanAM mojAM uchaLI rahyA che. teo te prabhu padhAre tevI bhAvanA bhAvI rahyA hatAM ane prabhu padhAryA. temane zraddhA che ke prabhu mane aMdhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM ane dezaviratimAMthI sarvaviratimAM laI jaze. eTale umaMga mATe nathI. jenI jatAM vATaDI evA nara AvI maLe, ughaDe haiyAnA dvAra kuMcI nahIM tyAM kAmanI." niSakumArane te mAgyA meha varasyA che. haiyAne morale nAcI uThe che. yazovijayajI mahArAja kahe che, mIThI he prabhu mIThI tArI vANa lAge he prabhu lAge jesI rasa zeraDIjI, bhUkhyA he prabhu bhUkhyA maLyA rasathALa - tarasyA he prabhu tarasyA divya udaMka maLyA, thAkyA he prabhu thAkyA maLyA sukhapALa cAhatA he prabhu cAhatAM sajajana heje maLyA. bhUkhyAne bhejana, tarasyAne pANI, thAkayAne sukhapALa maLe te keTale AnaMda thAya? saMsArathI thAkelAene saMyamarUpa sukhapAla devA paramAtmA padhAryA che, saMyamane mAga

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sarvazreSTha che. karma kApavAnuM eka naMbaranuM amogha sAdhana che. eka yuvAna cAre bAjuthI gherAI gayA che. devuM khUba vadhI gayuM che, kuTuMbanuM piSaNa kevI rIte karavuM e muMjhavate prazna nene akaLAvI rahyo che. jIvanamAM hatAzA ane nirAzA AvI gaI che. cAre bAju karI zodhe che paNa maLatI nathI. aMtamAM mAMkaDa mAravAnI davA kharIde che ane jIvanane aMta ANavAne vicAra kare che. tene eka mitra che tene paNa maLavA AvavAne saMdeza kahevarAve che. mitra Ave che, tenI sAthe nehabharI vAta kare che. paNa gharanI paristhiti jaNAvatuM nathI. bajAramAMthI mIThAI kharIde che ane bALakane tathA strIne khUba premathI khavaDAve che. pachI pite amuka kAma aMge bahAra jAya che, ane mitra ghera che. ekAeka mitranI daSTi mAMkaDa mAravAnI davA para paDe che. tene vicAra Ave che ke A davA jenanA gharamAM na hoya, mAre mitra zA mATe lAvyuM haze! zuM tenI bhAvanAmAM azubha te kAMI nahIM hoya ne? te mitra davAnI bATalI kabATa parathI nIce utAre che ane davA bahAra gaTaramAM nAkhI daI zIzIne barAbara sApha karI temAM nirdoSa davA bharI de che. rAtre pele yuvAna ghera Ave che, badhAM sAthe khUba vAto kare che ane moDI rAtre badhAM sUI jAya che, paNa pelA yuvAnane uMgha AvatI nathI. badhA suI gayA che tenI khAtrI karI te ubho thAya che ane pelI bATalI utArI temAM rahelI davA pI jAya che. pachI pathArImAM paDI mRtyunI rAha joI rahyo che. davAnI koI asara thatI nathI, nADa tuTatI nathI, cakakara AvatA nathI, mRtyunA keI cinha dekhAtA nathI. kalAka-be kalAka pasAra thayA, ema karatAM rAtrI pasAra thaI gaI. tene mitra suI javAne DeLa karI paDe che ane A badhI prakriyA joI rahyo che. savAra paDe che. sau jAgRta thAya che. nityakarmathI nivRtta thaI pelA yuvAnane tene mitra pUche che mitra! "huM tAre sukhaduHkhane sAthI chuM, tAruM duHkha te mAruM dukha che. AkhI rAta tane uMgha nathI AvI te huM jANuM chuM. ane tuM mRtyunI rAha joI rahyo hato te mArA khyAla bahAra nathI. sadabhAgye mane buddhi sujhI ane meM mAMkaDa mAravAnI davA pheMkI dIdhI ane temAM bIjuM pravAhI bharI dIdhuM. paNa have tuM paNa dila khelIne vAta kara ke tAre zI muMjhavaNa che! Aja sudhI tArI paristhiti mane zA mATe jaNAvI nahi? A suMdara mAnavabhava pharI pharI maLa muzkela che. tArI pAse zuM nathI enA karatAM zuM che tene vicAra kara. ke suMdara nirogI de che! AjJAMkita patnI ane premALa bALake tane prApta thayAM che, AzAvAdI ane utsAhI bana, te jIvananA A caMdaravAne cAra cAMda lagADI zakAze. tArA jIvanamAM jAmelAM nirAzAnA jALAne AzAvAdI vicAranI talavAranA ekaja jhATake sApha karI nAkha, ane parama AzAvAdI vicArasaraNIne jIvanamAM sthAna Apa ane AjathI saMkalpa kara ke AjathI huM navA jIvanane AraMbha karUM chuM. AzAvAdanA Ayudha sAthe huM jIvananA saMgrAma kSetramAM pravezI rahyo chuM. nirAzAvAdI vicArene bhUtakALanI khAImAM DuMgaLIne

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saLagAvI dIdho che. AjathI tamAma nirAzAvAdane rAma...rAma. saMge mane kaI karI zakaze nahIM. saMgane yAcita upayoga karI huM ja mArA jIvanane ghaDavaiye banIza, ApaNe nirAzA ane hatAza thavA sarjAyA nathI. AzAvAda te ApaNe amara vAraso che. nirAzAvAdanA phaTakIyA metIne ApaNe sparzavAnuM paNa na hoya. aNamola AzAvAdanA metInA ja cArA caravAnA hoya. uTha! jAgRta thA! nirAzAvAdanI beDIomAM jakaDAelI pAMkhane mukta kara. ane AzAvAdanA ucca AkAzamAM uDayana Adara. kelane zuLa hoya che, ene vicAra na kara joIe. paNa zula vacce paNa phUla khIlI zake che. ema vicArI AnaMda prApta karavuM joIe. jIvana che te temAM muzkelIo Ave, paNa temAMthI mArga kADhavo te ApaNuM parama kartavya che." mitranA AzAvAdI ane sahAnubhUtibharyA zabdo sAMbhaLI pelA yuvAnamAM na utsAha pragaTa thayuM ane teNe potAnI bhUlane kabUla karI navA jIvanane prAraMbha karyo. mitre badhuM deNuM bharI dIdhuM ane pitAne tyAM laI jaI pitAnI pAse dhaMdhAmAM lagADI dIdhe. muMjhavaNamAM mArga darzana ApanAra ane devAmAMthI mukta karanAra sajana purUSa maLe te keTale AnaMda thAya ? niSakumArane paNa kamanA devA cukavavAne mArga batAvanAra janma-maraNathI ugArI lenAra bhagavAna nemanAtha prabhu malyA che. haiyuM vadhAre ne vadhAre saMyama mArgane apanAvavA adhIrUM banI rahyuM che. prabhune hAtha joDI marataka namAvI vaMdana karI kahe che. te taraNatAraNa ArAdhya deva ? ApanI vANI mane rUcI che. tenA para zraddhA thaI che. Apa kaho che te satya che. AcaravA gya che. huM dIkSA levA mATe taiyAra thaye chuM. mArA mAtA-pitAnI AjJA laIne AvuM chuM. bhagavAna nemanAtha prabhue niSakumArane pratyutara ApatAM kahyuM? ahIM su devAnupiyA, mA paTibaddha kareha" Apane sukha upaje tema karo. dharmakAryamAM vilaMba karaze nahi, niSakumAra mAtApitA pAse AjJA kevI rIte mAgaze te avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna...104 kArataka suda 14 ne semavAra tA. 1-11-71 anaMtajJAnI carama zAsanapati bhagavAna mahAvIra deve siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyA che. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thaelI varatu.

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ahIM niSakumArane adhikAra cAle che. niSakumAra prabhu nemanAtha pAsethI vairAgyavAsita haiye rAjayamAM Ave che. Aje emanA haiyAnI Urmio haiyAmAM samAtI nathI. karoDa rUpiyA ekAeka prApta thAya ane je harSanAda thAya tenA karatAM paNa adhika harSa teo anubhavI rahelA che. teo bhAvI aNagAra thavAnA svapnamAM nAcI rahyA che. rAjyamAM AvI tarata mAtapitA pAse Ave che. mAtApitAne namana karI vinayapUrvaka dIkSAnI AjJA mAge che. niSakumAranI vAta sAMbhaLI mAtapitAne Azcarya thAya che. pacAsa pacAsa ramaNI ene bharathAra, aDhaLaka lakSmIne svAmI ane bhAvine rAjA tene A bhegane avasare vega levAnI IcchA zA mATe thAya ? mAtApitA saMyamanI aMdara AvatI muzkelIo tathA anukuLa pratikula upasargonI aneka vAta samajAve che. ane kahe che " beTA ! kulanI zaiyAmAM sunAra, sukhanA sAdhanAthI jIvana calAvanAra, muzkelInuM darzana paNa karyuM nathI. ethI tuM saMyama na pALI zake ahIM khammA khammA thAya che. eka mAga tyAM aneka vastu tArI sAme Ave che. A tArI pacAsa patnIe paNa tane keTalI anukuLa che. vaLI prajA paNa tane keTalI IcchI rahI che, mATe A badhuM choDI tAre saMyamane pathe javuM te gya nathI. rAjya calAvatAM calAvatAM yathAzakita dharmadhyAna kara. mAtapitAnA maLa ane lebhAmaNuM vacana sAMbhaLI niSakumAra kahe che. "he mAtA pitA ! A saMsAranA sukho game teTalAM sehAmaNuM dekhAtAM hoya paNa te jIvane bhavacakamAM bhamADanAra che. durgatimAM laI janAra che. vaLI A jIve anaMta janmamAM anaMtIvAra devatAnA sukhe paNa bhogavyA che. ane nArakInI atyaMta vedanA paNa sahana karI che nArakInA duHkha pAse saMyamanuM kaSTa te kAMI hisAbamAM nathI vaLI je kAyara che tene saMyama pALa duSkara lAge che zUravIrane mATe kaMI agharuM nathI mAre have mArA AtmAnuM zreya karavuM che ane prabhu nemanAthanA jevA nAtha malyA. ane huM anAtha rahI jAuM? amRta bhejanane thALa mArI sAme AvyuM hoya ane huM bhUkhe rahI jAuM ? kSIra samudranA amRta samA vArInuM pAna karavAne avasara AvyuM ane lavaNu samudranA khArA jaLanI IcchA karUM? vaLI huM je tyAga karavAne huM tenA karatAM anaMtagaNuM prApta karavAne chuM. mATe Apa mane zIdhrameva dIkSAnI AjJA Ape. have mAre A cAra gatinA duHkha jevA nathI. pAMcamI gati ke jyAM gayA pachI kadI pAchuM AvavAnuM nathI, te prApta karavI che. "kevA kevA varNana svAmI, meM suppA e malakanA, adhIra banyo che mAro AtmA e.jIre, janma jarA mRtyu kerA dukhaDAne badale svAmI,

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rahevAnuM tyAM te sukhanA zAzvatA sahavAsamAM, e cAra 2 gatinA pherA have nathI karavA mATe, kare che kAyamane vasavATa, paMcamamAM duHkhaDAM nivAre. mArA...." paramakRpALu paramAtmA pAse huM mAtra eka ja prArthanA karuM chuM, bhaktibhAve vinaMtI karUM chuM ke he nAtha! mekSanA zAzvatA sukhanuM varNana sAMbhaLI mAre AtmA adhIre banyA che. have mane e pAMcamI gatimAM javAne mArga dekhADo. mAre tyAM kAyama mATe vasavATa kare che. mane A dekhAtA sukhamAM duHkhanA bhaNakArA saMbhaLAya che. "jharaNuM cAlyuM jatuM tema A jIvana che, kSaNika vidhuta samA A vilAse, megha chAyA samI lakSmI pharatI rahe, be ghaDIne badho A tamAse, vAyunA zora jora zA je banataNu, kSaNajIvI camakamAM rAcavuM zuM? kAca bIlorI A deha phuTI jaze, kSaNika vaibhava made nAcavuM zuM? A vaibhava ane vilAso badhuM kSaNika che. meghadhanuSa jevI A lakSamI paNa thoDA samaya pUratI ja che. A yuvAnI kSaNika che ane A jIvana paNa bIlerI kAca jevuM che. te kyAre naSTa thaI jaze tenI khabara na paDe. AvA kSaNika sukhanA moha zA karavA? kSaNika vaibhavanA madamAM nAcavuM zuM? mATe mAre dIkSA levI che, Apa mane AjJA Apo. jIva ajJAnane vaza thaIne jagatane, jagatanA padArthone, vaibhane, parivAra dine pitAnA mAne che, paNa jJAnI purUSe kahe che, tuM jene tArUM mAne che, te tArUM nathI. tArA sAthe AvavAvALuM paNa nathI. jIva ekale Avyo che ane parabhavamAM paNa ekalo ja javAne che. A jIva ekale, jAya jIva ekale, zubhAzubha kamene sathavAro laI jevAM karmo karaze tevuM pAmaze re, A jIva ekale." sArA narasAM karmo jIva ekale bhagave che. karelAM karmo bhegavyA vinA chUTake nathI. eka mANasa dardathI khUba pIDAya che. asahya darda sahana na thavAthI "bacAvo bacAva" nA pikAra pADe che. nehI svajane tenI cAre bAju beThA che. chatAM koI tenA dardIne laI zake kharAM? jenI pAse lA rUpiyA hoya tene daI nahi Ave evuM kharUM? moTA maTI sarjana DokaTaro jenI pAse kAyama rahetAM hoya ane nADa jhAlI beThA hoya te paNa mRtyu nahi Ave tevuM kharuM? mRtyuthI bacAvavAne koI samartha nathI. eMsI varSanA dAdA jIvatA hoya, ane vIsa varSane juvAnajodha putra avasAna pAme che. dAdA mRtyune jhaMkhI rahyA hoya tene na maLe,

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628 ane lAMbu jIvavAnI abhilASA rAkhI rahyA hoya tene hArTa pheIla thaI jAya. dAdAne ema thAya ke mAruM AyuSya mArA putrane ApI dauM, zuM ApI zakAya kharUM? "nA." AyuSya dIdhuM devAya nahi. ane lIdhuM levAya nahi. jyAre jIvane sAcI rIte samajAya ke svajamAM mAruM koI nathI. tyAre te vyakti, sattA mATe ke vaibhava mATe keTe na caDe. koInA para kesa na kare. be paMDite khUba, DA, sujJa, vicArazIla ane sAtvikavRttivALA hatA. baMne sagA bhAI hatAM. baMnene ekabIjA pratye khUba ja lAgaNI ane prema hatAM. moTAbhAIne traNa putra ane nAnAbhAIne eka putra hatuM. baMne bhAIo ekasAthe rahetAM. baMne bhAIo ekabIjAnI anukULatA jALavatA. 5, temanA saMtAne vacce kaleza thavA lAge. baMne paMDite e vicAra karyo ke ApaNI uMmara te have vadhatI jAya che. A jIvanane paNa kAMi bharoso nathI. ane A saMtAne ekabIjA vaye sahAnubhuti-prema rAkhI zakatAM nathI. te ApaNI saMpattinI vaheMcaNI karI levI zreSTha che. gharamAM lakSmI sArA pramANamAM hatI. nAnAbhAIe kahyuM, "Apa ApaNuM sthAvara jaMgama milakatane je rIte bhAga pADe te rIte mane mAnya che. mane ApanA para pUrate vizvAsa che ke Apa mArUM kadi azubha karaze ja nahi." moTAbhAIe khUba caturAIpUrvaka milakatane be bhAgamAM vaheMcI dIdhI. ane nAnAbhAIne kahyuM "AmAM tane game te eka bhAga tuM laI le." nAnAbhAIe badhuM tapAsyuM ane bolyA, "bhAI, Ape anyAya karyo che. mAre ke tamAre A dhana kyAM joIe che? A bhAga te ApaNe ApaNuM saMtAna mATe pADelA che. Apane traNa putro che. mAre eka che. te A saMpatti cAra bhAgamAM vibhAjita thavI joIe. mArA putrane A lahamIne ce bhAga maLa jaIe. ema kahI nAnA bhAI e milaktane cAra bhAgamAM vaheMcI. cAreya putrone bolAvI eka eka bhAga soMpI dIdhe. nAnAbhAInI udAratA ane nirapekSa vRtti joI moTAbhAIne ghaNe ja saMtoSa che. AjanA jamAnAmAM AvI udAra vRtti kayAMya dekhAya che? sAcI samajaNa eja sAcI paMDitAI che. "khAmemi savva jIvA" ema belanArA ghaNA hoya che paNa aMtaramAM abheda daSTi ane maitrIbhAvanA keLavanAra keI viralA ja hoya che. Aje te jyAM juo tyAM aMdaro aMdara jhagaDA ane kheMcatANa jovA maLe che. dareka mumbrabhAva ochA karI. "na joIe na joIe AvI bAvanA rAkhe te jhagaDA na thAya. "mAre joIe, mAre joIe" A bhAvanAthI jhagaDA thAya che. eka bIjAnA dilamAM kaDavAzanA bIja vavAya che. Aje mANasane saMgraha karavAnI vRtti eTalI badhI vadhI gaI che ke mANasa mANasane chetare che. herAna kare che. Akho ne Akho khAI jAya che. jaMgalI pazuo paNa svajAtinuM bhakSaNa nathI karatA. siMha siMhane khAtA nathI. vAgha vAghane khAte nathI, AmAM zaherI koNa ane jaMgalI koNa, te tame ja vicArI leje.

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69 leAkeA parigraha mATe aneka pApA kare che, paNa sAthe zu AvavAnu che ? upArjita dhana-vaibhava ahIM paDayA raheze. ane karelAM kALAM karyAM dugatinA duHkhA dekhADaze. A pahelI paMgatamAM besanArA keTalA upaDI gayA ? aneka ema tamAre paNa eka divasa javAnuM che. te tA nakakI che ne? 'hA', teA pachI parigrahanI mUrchAmAMthI. svAdhInatAe mukta aneA. jo svAdhInatAe mukta nahi thAya ane parANe e lecA mUkavAnA vakhata Avaze tyAre AMkhamAMthI era mera jevaDAM AMsu paDaze. hRdaya kakaLI uThaze. ane aMtarAtmA atyaMta duHkha anubhavaze. niSakumAra svAdhInatAe saMsArane rAjInAmu` ApI chUTA thavA taiyArathayA che. temane sAcI daSTi prApta thai gaI che. eTale tene cheDavAmAM paNa khUba AnaMda che. samajaNa pUrvaka tyAgela vaibhava, svajanA, mAtapitA ke strIonu` smaraNa sAcA yAgIne kadI satAvatuM nathI. te kadI saMsArInA rAgamAM taNAI peAtAnAM caritranAM curA na kare. sarpa kAMcaLI cheADhI saDasaDATa cAlyA jAya che. pAchuM vALIne jotA paNa nathI. tema sAcA vairAgI sava aMdhanathI mukta manI meAkSa majhIlane prApta karavA tIvra gatie prayANu AraMbhI de che... "nAgeo vva baMdhANaM chitA appaNeo vasahi vaha " sAMkaLa Adi kha dhanathI badhAeaA hAthI madhanane teDIne peAtAnI vastImAM cAlyA jAya che. ema karmInA khadhanathI badhAele sAdhaka-AtmA, a Mdhanane teDI muktimAM cAlyeA jAya che. mATe niSakumAra jAgyA koI nA sAcA meAtIrA mAtapitAne sayamanI dAkhyA rahI zake nahi. hAra tUTe ane metI sarvathA mukta avasthAne prApta karavA mahAnatA ane saMsAranI asAratA samajAve che. aMte niSadhakumArane dIkSA levAnI rajA maLe che. paDavA lAge tema mAtAnI AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA vahe che. paNa niSakumAra nirmAhI anI gayA che. parAdhInatAne TALI svAdhInatA prApta karavAnI tAlAvelI lAgI che. khAvAnI tIvra icchA hoya ane khAvA na maLe teA duHkha thAya. paNa upavAsanA paccakhANu karyAM hAya ane khAvA na maLe tA zuM duHkha thAya ? svAdhInatAe karelA tapathI kamanI nirjarA thAya che. bhagavAna paNa kahe che ke, je ya kAMte pie bhAe laddhe vipiTTi kumbaI // sALe cadramA teduM vattiyuSar || daza. a 2. gA. 3 priya, maneAjJa ane AnaMda ApanArA bhAge prApta thayA hoya ane tenA svecchAe tyAga karI de, tA te kharA tyAgI che, bhAgA nathI maLyA ane nathI se.gavatA te tyAgI

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nathI. A suMdara avasara bhega vilAsanI mastI mANavA mATe nathI; paNa sAdhanAne sadgukhyaya karI AtmAnI sAthe yuddha karavAnI jarUra che. mena cetra jIgnAti, jitenuALavAno? vruddhAddi' vastupurdU // (AcArAMga) tArA aMtarAtmA sAthe yuddha kara. mahAranA yuddhanu tAre zuM prayeAjana che? AMtarika yuddha karavAnA avasara badhAne sAMpaDatA nathI. ane yuddhane ceAgya sAdhanA paNa darekane maLatAM nathI. tane manuSyanA deha prApta thayA che. tA namAlA thaI besI na rahe. zUravIra khanI raNusa'grAmamAM jhaMpalAva. eka eka indriyane tAlIma Apa ke te khAdyabhAvamAM na jAya. AMkhAne sInemA jovAnu mana thAya tA kahI de ke tArA peAtAnA sInemA je. suMdara padArtha joi meADhAmAM pANI chUTe te tenI bhAvi paryAya viSTAne vicAra kara. koIpaNa paTTAnI eka sAIDa joi tenA para meAhI paDaze| naDhuiM. jagatanI keIpaNa vastunu ina adhurU karaze. mA. adhurA dazanamAM bhAre jokhama che. strInA rUpa mAtrane joI aTakI na paDA. dhananI upayeAgitA joI nAcI na uThA. navA navA meADalA joI ArkhAI na jAo. vastunA bIjA svarUpAne paNa jovA ja paDaze vastunuM A svarUpa bhale joyuM. padAtha nu dana khaMdhanakartA che ja nahi, paNa ATalA mAtrathI tenA tarapha dhasI na paDI. eka dRSTikoNathI vastunuM dana karyuM tema khIjA dRSTikoNathI paNa vastune tapAse, khIcha dRSTithI vastunI vinAzItA, azaraNutA, anityatAnA dana thaze. pachI vastu pratye AkaSa Nu nahi rahe, meha utpanna nahi thAya paNa suMdara dekhAtA padmA tamane bibhatsa dekhAze. vastu kSaNika che tema ApaNuM AyuSya paNa kSaNika che. eka kAMThA janmanA che, mISe kAMTho mRtyunA che. jIvanarUpI jala aviratapaNe cAlyA ja kare che. " ceta ceta bharatesara nararAyA, kAla jhapeTA zveta hai. " jIvana dIpaka eka divasa bujhAi javAnA che. paNa saMsAramAM Asakta evA jIvA, nIti, nyAya ane dhArmikatAne cheDI anIti, anyAya ane adhAmi katA jIvanamAM AcarI rahyA che. nahi karavA caiAgya karI rahyA che, nahi AcaravA caiAgya AcarI rahyA che. paramAtmAe batAvela parama tatva para prIti nathI ane tuccha pAther mATe rAtadivasa zrama uThAve che ane padAthemAMnI prApti thatAM tathA mATI meTI paDhavIe maLI jatAM abhimAnI banI jAya che. paNa jJAnIpurUSA kahe che ke namratA vinA meAkSanI prApti thatI nathI. laghutAse prabhutA mile prabhutAse prabhu dUra, kIDI mukha sakkara laDe, hAthI phAkata krUDa, kIDI nAnI hovA chatAM dhULamAMthI sAkara meLavI zake che. hAthI mATeA hovA chatAM

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tene mULamAMthI sAkara maLatI nathI. mATe prabhutA joItI hoya te AtmAne namra banAve"samAjamAM, saMghamAM ke kuTuMbamAM huM ja moTe, mArA vinA badhuM kAma aTakI paDe. mArA jevI buddhi keInamAM nahi." AvA abhimAnanA zabdo bolaze nahi. koI tamane sarvaguNasaMpanna suzrAvaka Adi kahe te kulAzo nahi. paNa tamArA jIvanane tapAsajo ke mArAmAM AvA guNa che? guNa vinAnI padavI bhAre paDaze. zarIranI rakSA mATe madha, mAMsa ane dArU paNa vAparate heya. zraddhAnA paNa kekANAM na hoya, ane pitAnI jAtane suzrAvaka kahevaDAvate heya te te zuM daMbha nathI? niSakumAra nibha jIvana jIvavA taiyAra thayA che. mAtapitAnI AjJA maLI gaI che. have moTA maMDANe dikSA mahotsava ujavAya che. mAtApitA potAnA ekanA eka prANathI paNa pyArA putrane prabhu nemanAthanA caraNemAM sepe che, ane mAtA AzIrvAda Ape che ke "beTA ! aNajItyAne jItaje. jItelAnuM rakSaNa karaje. Indriya tathA manane AdhIna banIza nahi. saMyamanI apUrva ArAdhanA karatAM dehanI paNa darakAra karIza nahi, ane AtmAnI evI sAdhanA karaje ke pharI mAtAne peTa janma na levo paDe" niSakumAra aNagAra saMyama aMgIkAra karI agyAra aMgane abhyAsa kare che. Aje sAdhu sAdhvIjIo AgamanuM jJAna prApta karavAnI mane vRtti ochI dharAve che. paNa Agama arIse . temAM jIvananuM spaSTa darzana thaI zake che ane yathArtha rIte sva samayane jANanAra, para samayathI parAsta thatuM nathI. niSadhakumAra aNagAre khUba sArI rIte nava varSa sudhI saMyamanuM pAlana karyuM. te daramiyAna vicitra prakAranA tapanuM ArAdhana karyuMane 21 divasane saMthAro karI pApasthAnanI AlocanA, pratikramaNa karI samAdhipUrvaka kALadharma pAmI sarvArtha siddha vimAnamAM devapaNe utpanna thayA. varadatta muni pUche che ke he prabhu! te deva keTalI sthitie utpanna thayA? anaMtajJAnI nemaprabhu pharamAve che. ke 33 sAgaropamanuM AyuSya tyAM bhegavaze muni kahe che he prabhu! keTalA karma bAkI rahyA? prabhu kahe che he muni! eka chaThanA paccakhANa karavAthI jeTalA karma tuTe teTalAM ja bAkI rahayA ane jIvanuM je vadhAre AyuSya heta te eTale ke 4 miniTa ane 11 sekaMDa eTalA samayanuM vadhAre AyuSya heta te teo sIdhA mekSamAM jAta. samayanI keTalI kiMmata che? niSadhakumAranI viroSa vAta avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna na'.....105 kArataka suda 15 ne magaLavAra tA. 2-11-71 anaMtajJAnI vizvanI virala vibhUti paramAtmAe bhavyajIvAne siddhAMta dvArA samajAvyA che. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayela vastu tenu nAma siddhAMta. ahI' mAmA upAMga vahUnirdezAmAM niSadhakumAranA adhikAra cAle che. niSakumAra sacamanI utkRSTa ArAdhanA karI sarvAM siddha vimAnamAM utpanna thayAM. sarvArthasiddha mahAvimAnanA devAnu AyuSya ja. u. 33 sAgaranu` che. pAMca anuttara vimAnanAM devA ekAMta samakitI hAya che ane sarvAMsiddhanA devA nizcaya ekAvatArI hAya che, atyAre niSakumAra sarvArtha siddha vimAnamAM che. jIvanamAM cAritra e khUma kiMmatI kADhInUra hIrA che. murabbAnI zIzImAM murakhkhA na haya, attaranI zIzImAM attara na heAya ane raMganI peTImAM rA~ga na heAya te tenI kaMI kiMmata nathI. vepAra khece, paNa lAbha na maLye, tA tA tevA vepAranuM pratyeAjana zuM? huMDI DhAya paNa tenA para maka na hoya teA huMDI zA kAmanI ? tema mAnava avatAra prApta thayA paNa cAritra na hoya te te jIvananI kAI kiMmata nathI. cAritrathI ekaThA thayelAM karyAM khAlI thAya che. jAI bhAve daMsaNeNa ya he caritreNa nigiNhAi taveNa parijhaI ||35|| je jANyu' tene jIvanamAM utAravu joIe. koI kahe rAga dveSa na karavA joie, te hu' jANuM chuM paNa te ja vyakti prasaMga Ave tyAre rAga-dveSanA bhAvathI mukta na banI zakatI hAya tA tevA jANapaNAthI zuM jIvananA uddhAra thAya kharo ? tanaDuM bhalene tArUM Asana vALe manaDuM caDayuM cakaDALe, bhajana tArA gAyA bhagata sAva eLe, kAma na Ave kharI veLe...bhajana tArApadmAsana vALIne besI jAya paNa samAdhi prApta na thAya pariNAmanI dhArA sthira na thAya ane sakalpa vikalpa satAvyA karatA hAya tA zuM kharekhara dhyAna dharyu" kahevAze? cAlIsa legassanA kAusagga kAmaMe karAvyA paNa sAMbhaLanAra eka legassanA paNa sarakhI rIte na sAMbhaLe tA kahevu' paDe ke tanaDuM' sthira beThuM' paNa manaDuM' sthira thaI zakayu' nathI. "paranA saphArmAM dIvaDA keTaluMka maLaze, aMge na yeti Apa meLe, bhajana tArA gAyA bhagata sAva eLe...."

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233 - bIjA vATa saMkere paNa divAmAM dIvela na hoya te prakAza maLe kayAMthI? bhaNuMnAramAM buddhi na hoya te maTe chephesara rAkhe te paNa zuM bhaNAvI zake? hAthanI kamANI na hoya te pArakAnuM ApeluM kayAM sudhI TakI rahe? ema ame tamane cAra mAsa daramyAna khUba saMbhaLAvyuM paNa tamArAmAM ja satva na hoya te AgaLa kema vadhI zake? ghaNAM sAdhusaMtanA samAgamamAM hoya che tyAM sudhI sthira rahe che, paNa sAdhusaMte vidAya le tyAra pachI ADA phaMTAI jAya. vitarAga paramAtmAno mArga anupama che, ene mATe ke upamA na ApI zakAya, ane A paMthe AvyA vinA kaI bhavyAtmA Atma-kalyANa sAdhI zakatA nathI. jinezvara devamAM rAgadveSa nathI, tethI teo yathArtha bhAvenuM yathArtha rIte nirUpaNa kare che. saMpUrNa kaSAyanA tyAga vinA vitarAgatA na Ave ane vItarAgatA vinA sarvajJatA na Ave. je jIve prabaLa purUSArtha karI rAgadveSane kSaya kare che te kevaLajJAnane prApta kare che. tirthaMkara de kevaLajJAna prApta thayA pachI upadeza Ape che. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI prativAdI niruttara banI jAya che. tirthaMkaranA eka hajAra ATha lakSaNe hoya che. sAmAnya kevaLImAM 34 atizaya, 35 vacanAtizaya tathA eka hajAra aSTa viziSTa lakSaNe hotAM nathI, - niSakumArane bhagavAnane bheTo thayo. ane jIvanane aMdhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM, asatamAMthI samAM laI gayAM. satsaMgathI satya prakAza lAdhe che. daSTi samyak bane che. jJAna vinAnA jIvanamAM aMdhakAra hoya che. eka suMdara bagIce che. emAM jAtajAtanAM kuvArA che, atyaMta zobhAvALI ArasanI beThako che, sugaMdhI velIo, lattAmaMDapa, jaLAza, miSTa svAdabhaya phaLathI lacI paDatAM vRkSa, manetara puche, kyArAo vi. tamAma sauMdaryabharI sAmagrI bagIcAmAM che. bIjo eka dabadabA bharyo mahela che. te mahelamAM senA-cAMdInI khurazIo, suMdara citro, dezadezanI kArIgarI batAvatI sonAnI, ratnonI hAthIdAMtanI, sukhaDanI, kAcanI seMkaDo mahAmUlyavALI vastuo manahara rIte goThavI che trIjuM eka zahera che. te zaheranI eka eka vastu kalAmaya ane apratima che. cothI vastu tAjamahAla che. saudaryanA namUnArUpa che. A cAre paraM aMdhakAra chavAyela che. aMdhakAramAM te jovA maLe te kAMI paNa dekhI zakAtuM nathI. prakAza hoya te yathArtha rUpamAM dekhAya. A badhAM karatAM paNa atyaMta kiMmatI vastu mAnavajIvanamAM che. aneka zaktio che, temAM AzcaryakAraka buddhi rahela che. Atma khajAnAmAM anaMta nidhAna bharyuM paDayuM che, paNa vibhava dekhyA vinA tenuM mahAtmya Ave kevI rIte ? jJAnanI sarcalAITa prApta thAya te nija vaibhava joI zakAya. AtmAmAM anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, anaMta kSAyaka zakti, anaMta paramakSamA, paramaAjIva, paramasaMSa, paramasamatA, paramazAMti, nirapRhI, svataMtra, arAgI, aDhelI, amehi, avikArI, sahajAnaMdI, tatvAnaMdI, tatvavizrAma-Adi aneka

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zake che. jo A nijabhavanuM mahAsya Ave te jagatanAM padArtho khArA lAge-taNakhalA jevA tuccha lAge. potAnA gharanuM mahatva samajAI gayA pachI paragharamAM deTa mUkavAnuM mana na thAya. navI paraNIne vaha Ave. te svacchadI magajanI ane ochI buddhinI heya te thoDuM kAma kare ane pADozIne tyAM deDI jAya ane pADozIne pitAne ghera banelI badhI vAta kare. sAsu, naNaMda, jeThANI, sasa.Adi sArI rIte rAkhatAM hoya, chatAM temanAM avaguNa gAyA kare. kharekhara te pitAnI draSTimAM ja viSamatA che. pADozI tene zuM sukha ApI devAnA hatA? vipatti ke duHkhanA prasaMgamAM pitAnA gharanA tene sahAyaka ane paNa pADozI zuM karI Ape? paricaya vadhatAM ane gharanI eka eka vyaktinA svabhAvane paricaya thatAM tene samajAI jAya ke mArI dRSTimAM bhUla che. mArA gharanA mANaso khUba mamatALuM che, paNa Aja sudhI mane tene khyAla na hatuM. Ama gharanA mANasanuM mahAo AvyA pachI pADozIne tyAM jaI gharanAnA avarNavAda nahI le. niMdA nahI kare, pADozInI sAthe, rAkhavA gya saMbaMdha rAkhaze, paNa vizeSa nahIM rAkhe. ema A zarIra paNa pADozI che. AtmA ane tenAM anaMta guNe pitAnI cIje che. tamane tenA para vadhAre prema che? zarIra para ke AtmA para? kenI vadhu jALavaNI kare che ? konI phariyAda vadhu thAya che ? zarIranI ke AtmAnI ? zarIrane kaMI thAya ane AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI javAya kAusaga karavo hoya te sthiratA na rahe, sAmAyika karavAnI IcchA na thAya. kaMdamULa vinA te cAle nahi eTale tenA pratyAkhyAna na laI zakAya. Ama jIvane nija gharanI vAta para prIti nathI. jIvana sudhAraNAnI ane dharmakriyAnI vAte nirasa lAge che. ane vepAranI, khAvApIvAnI vAte rasapUrvaka karAya che. be vyakti vAta karatI hoya to te sAMbhaLavA kAnane tyAM laI jAya che. paNa nija Atma-ravarUpanI vAta gamatI nathI. para-padArthamAMthI prApta thatuM sukha pratyakSa dekhAya che tethI ajJAnI che te tarapha doDI jAya che. namirAjane IndramahArAje brAhANanAM rUpamAM AvIne kahyuM - accheraga manbhudae bhAe cayasi patthivA ane pati saMjana vivi. u. a. 9 gA. 21 je vastu dekhAtI nathI tene prApta karavA huM prayatna karI rahyo che ane rAjapATa, dhanavaibhava AdinuM sukha tane pratyakSa prApta thayuM che tene choDI de che ane dIkSA le che paNa jenI IcchA kare che te prApta thaze nahi ane je maLeluM che te cAlyuM ja. enA javAbamAM namirAja kahe che ke, salla kAmA vina kAmA kAmA AsI visovmaa| ane meNa vALA kakSAnA ni mAM u. a. 9 gA. 53

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4. 5 A kAmabhAge zalyarUpa che. viSarUpa che kAmabheAge AsIviSa sarpa jevA che kAmabhoganI abhilASA karavAvALA purUSa kAmaleAganuM sevana na kare te paNa sa`kalpa mAtrathI te dugaCtine prApta kare che, viSayanu' jhera tA jovA mAtrathI paNa caDe che. AsIviSa karatAM paNa bhayaMkara che, tenuM ci Mtana karanArA paNa kanA ceka khAMdhe che. parabhAvanuM ciMtana karavuM te paragharamAM javA kharAkhara che. aMte karavAnu tA nija gharamAM ja che. pADozIne tyAM jAva te keTalA vakhata tyAM rahI zako ? e ke cAra divasa, pachI te ghera AvavuM ja paDe che. jJAnI purUSA kahe che ke jene tuM tArUM' ghara mAnI rahyo che te paNa tArU ghara nathI siddhAlaya te tArUM' zAzvata ghara che. " jevA siddha kSetre vase tevA A tana mAMhI, mAha mela kIcaDa bharyAM tethI sujhe na kAMI, mAhe :mela zagAdinA je kSaNa kIje nAza, te kSaNa te paramAtmA pAte laDe prakAza." siddhadazAne jIvananu dhyeya banAvA ane svAdhyAya, vAMcana, sAmAyika, paiASadha Adi dareka kriyA karmInA kacarA kADhI AtmAnI jyeAta gAvavA mATe karo, utkRSTa cAritranI ArAdhanA karI. jenI cAritranI utkRSTa ArAdhanA hAya te sarvA-siddhamAM jAya. te vimAna eka lAkha jojananu che, temAM saMkhyAtA deve che. trichAlAkamAM ja budvIpa ekalAkha jojananA che ane adhelAkamAM apaIThANu naraka vAse ekalAkha jojananA che. traNeya ekabIjAnI upara che. dArAvA paNa phera nathI. utkRSTa ArAdhanA karavAvALA zrAvaka mAramA devaaAkamAM jAya. ane je avi jIva DAya te nathaiveyaka sudhI jaI zake. AnuM zuM kAraNa ? avi jainazAsanamAM dIkSA aMgIkAra kare, ugratapanI ArAdhanA kare, temanI cAmaDI utArI koi mIThu` chAMTe te paNa krAdha na kare evI kSamA jIvanamAM keLave. cAritra eTaluM zuddha pALe ke tenI bhUla kevaLI paNa na kADhI zake. AvA jIvA navagaiveyakamAM jAya che. devalAkanA sukhA maLI jAya paNa lakSa zuddha nathI AtmA taraphanI dRSTi nathI, tethI bhavakaTTI thatI nathI mATe dhamanAM dare anuSThAnA, AcArA arihaMta thavAnA hetuthI karo. dhyeyane zuddha banAvA. jenI dRSTi mithyA che te devalAkanA sukha bhAgavatA hAya chatAM paramAthe duHkhI che ane jenI dRSTi samyak che te narakanAM duHkhA bhegavatA hAya te paNa paramAthe sukhI che. zreNika mahArAjanA tathA kRSNuvAsudevanA AtmA atyAre narakanAM duHkhA bhegavI rahyo che. dhagadhagatA dheAMsarA tenA para paDe che paNa tyAMthI nIkaLI te baMne tItha kara devA thavAnA che. pAmaramAMthI paramAtmA banavAnA che. kAdavamAMthI kamaLa ugavAnu` che. Aje kAI nirmAlya ane zaktihINu dekhAtA hAya te paNa ApaNA pahelA mAkSamAM cAlyA jAya tevuM paNa mane AtmadRSTie badhAne jue tA koI ucca paNa nathI ane keI nIca paNa nathI. A bhavamAM kutarAnI paryAyamAM hAya te manuSya thaI meAkSamAM paNa cAlyA jAya, dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvathI amaryAti jJAna prApta karI le.

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jIvanuM bhAjana ajIva che. ajIvanuM bhAjana leka che. lekanuM bhojana aleka che. alakanuM bhojana kevaLajJAna ane kevaLa darzana che. kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzanamAM kalekanA bhAve dekhAya che. sarvajJa banyA vinA sarvaduHkhamAMthI mukta banI zakAya nahI. sarvajJatA jevI moMghI cIja prApta karavA mATe bhAvapaNa meMghA joIe, jeo paramAtmA banyA che teoe keTalA upasarga parisaha sahana karyA che. atyAre ApaNI kevI dazA che? eka vacanamAM vAMku paDI jAya che, Dagale ne pagale rAga-dveSanA bhAve thAya che. mokSa sukhane prApta karavA mATe marajIvA banI DubakI mAravAnI che. jevA tevAnuM A gaju nathI. duniyA vakhANe, vaMdana kare, pUjA kare, satkAra ane sanmAna Ape tethI sArA chIe ema bhUlecUkeya mAnaze nahi. tAruM jIvana kevuM che te je. "jevI. karaNuM tevI pAra utaraNI" e aphara vAta che. tamAruM jIvana jevAne tamane avakAza che khare? jIvanI pragati rUMdhANI hoya te tenuM eka ja kAraNa che, te jagata AkhAne jue che paNa pitAne ja te nathI. koI tamane tamArI khAmI dekhADe te tene upakAra mAne ke AMkho tANe? koI tamane eka zabda kahe te game che kharuM? pagamAM eka kAMTo vAge te hajAma AgaLa paga dhare che, tamane kAMTo jaDate hete ane hajAma dekhADe, kADhI de te tene upakAra mAne che. peTamAM alsara thayuM hoya ane DekaTara pAse jAva te te ekasa re le che ane cAMdu dekhADe che, paNa sArI cIjo dekhADatAM nathI. A DekaTarane paNa tame AbhAra mAne che paNa koI avaguNarUpI cAMdu dekhADe te dukha thaI jAya che. paNa bhAI vicAra kara ke jIvanamAM jyAM sudhI avaguNa che tyAM sudhI vikAsa nahIM thAya. avaguNane dUra karI nAkhe te jIvana suMdara banI jaze. koI avaguNa dekhADe te kopa na kare paNa ema mAnavuM ke je mane hetuM dekhAtuM te dekhAyuM. DekaTara carI pALavAnuM kahe te barAbara pALe ne? DokaTara kahe-gaLapaNa na khAvuM, bhAta vagere na khAvuM, te ema kahe ke amAre ghera ghaNuMya che! zA mATe na khAIe ? nA.... ema na kahe. te AMtarika darda maTADavA mATe gurUdeva je parahejI pALavAnI kahe che kema nathI pALatAM ? gurUjIne kahI de ke mahArAja! baTeTA vinA te. mAre cAle ja nahi, mArAthI upavAsa te thAya ja nahi kharI vAta e che ke jIvane paDozI pyArA lAge che. zarIra parane moha che, zarIrane taMdurasta rAkhavA aneka karma bAMdhe che. indriya ane mananA gulAma evA jIvane AtmAnI te paDI paNa nathI. sukha anaMtuM che nija gharamAM, paraghara duHkha apArI, ahaMtA mamatA jaDamAM kare kema, brAntithI duHkha bhArI, Atama tuM nahi jaDane bhikhArI... zahenazAha tuM jagane svAmItuja padavI le saMbhALI." che. AtmA ! tuM jaDane bhikhArI nathI. zahenazAhane zahenazAha ane bAdazAhane

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bAdazAha che. tAre ATalI badhI jaDanI zI paDI che? anaMtIvAra jaDanI eMTha khAdhI chatAM AbAdI na thaI barabAda thaI gaye. pArakA gharamAM jaIne duHkhane AmaMtraNa ApyuM. have tArA gharane saMbhALa. AdhyAtmika draSTi hoya te jaDanA moha na rahe. cha khaMDanA svAmI evA cakvatanA sukha paNa phIkakA lAge. game tevAM bhautika sukha prApta thAya, chatAM AtmA temAM rAce nahi. . | sarvArthasiddhanA devene bhautika sukha atyaMta che, chatAM temAM nahi rAcatAM dravyAnuyogane vicAra karatAM karatAM 33 sAgara kayAM cAlyA jAya che tenI paNa khabara paDatI nathI. sarvArthasiddhanA devatA avadhijJAnamAM sAtamI narakanA taLa sudhI dekhI zake. temanAM manamAM koI saMzaya utpana thAya te manathI jhIlI le. AyuSya purUM karI, bhavane kSaya karI sthitino kSaya karIne. baheva jaMbudvi dIve mahAvidehevAse unnAe nayare vizuddha pichavase rAyakule puttatAe paccAyAhiI taeNase unmukabAlabhAve viSNuyapariNayamitte vaNagamaNupate tahAravANuM therANuM aMtie kevalabehiM bujhihiI bujhitA agArAo aNagAriyaM pazvajijahi - A jaMbudvIpamAM mahAvideha kSetranA unnatanagaramAM vizuddha pitRvaMzavALA rAjakuLamAM niSakumAra putrarUpe janmaze bAlyakALa vItI gayA pachI yauvanamAM AvatAM tathArUpanAM sthavIra pAse aNagAra banaze. te aNagAra samiti AdithI yukta thaI, guptabrahmacArI thaze ane vicitra prakAranA tapanuM ArAdhana karaze ane ghaNAM varSo sudhI dIkSA paryAyanuM pAlana karaze. te eka mahinAne aNusaNa karI kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzanane prApta karI sakaLa kArya siddha karI chellA ucchavAsa niHzvAse pachI siddha thaze ane saMpUrNa dukhene aMta karI avyAbAdha sukhane prApta karaze. A niSadhakumAranA jIvananuM vRtAMtta varadatta aNagArane prabhu nemanAthe kahyuM ane ApaNane prabhu mahAvIra svAmInA kahevAthI jANavA maLyuM. A vAta sAMbhaLI cAritramArgamAM ujajavaLa banaje. game te bhAvamAM paNa sAdhanA karyA vinA siddhi prApta thavAnI nathI. eka sutAre vRkSa paranI DALanA lAkaDAne ghaNuM kApI nAkhyuM ane DuM bAkI hatuM tyAM e bhejana mATe nIce Utaryo. e vakhate ekadama vAyaro vAye ane aDI raheluM lAkaDuM nIce paDayuM. te joI jeNe kApavAnI ja zarUAta karI che e bIje kaI sutAra rAha jue ke vAyaro vAze ane lAkaDuM paDI jaze. te ema rAha jevAthI lAkaDuM kapAI na jAya, paNa purUSArtha karavo paDe. ema keI kahe ke bharata thakavatIne asAbhuvanamAM ane mArUdevI mAtAne hAthInA hoddA para kevaLajJAna thayuM. ema amane paNa koIkanAra kevaLajJAna thaI jaze, sAdhanA karavAnI jarUra nathI. A mAnyatA mithyA che. mokSa prApti mATe bhagIratha prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. Atma sAdhanA mATe niSakumAranuM Adarza zrAvaka jIvana ane Adarza sAdhu jIvana tamArI sAme rAkhaje. ane e guNane ane Adarzone tamArA jIvanamAM utAraze, te avinAzI kalyANapaMthanA sAcA pathika banI zakaze.

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saMvata 197ra thI saMvata 2020 sudhImAM ghATakopara mukAme thayela saMta-satIjIenAM cAturmAsanI yAdI 1972 zatAvadhAnI paM. 2 zrI ratnacaMdrajI ma. sA. (lIbaDI saMpradAya) 1974 5. muni zrI harSacaMdrajI ma. sA. (dariyApurI saMpradAya) 1979 pU. muni zrI javAharalAlajI ma. (5. zrI lAlajI ma.nA suziSya) 1982 5. kavivarya zrI nAnacaMdrajI ma. sA. (lIMbaDI saMpradAya). 1990 pU. zrI tArAcaMdajI ma. tathA zrI kIzanalAlajI ma. tathA zrI saubhAgyamalajI ma. sAheba (mAlavaprAMtIya) 191 pU. kavivarya zrI nAnacaMdrajI ma. sA. (lIMbaDI saMpradAya) 192 bA. bra. pU. zrI vinayaRSijI ma. tathA zrI mahaRSijI ma. sA. ThA. 2 (Si saMpradAya) 1993 pU. zrI zAmajI svAmI (lIMbaDI saMpradAya) - 1994 pU. zrI AnaMdaSijI ma. sA. (RSi saMpradAya) 1lpa pU. mahAsatIjI bhAkuMvarajI tathA sumatikuMvarajI ThA. 3 (trakaSi saMpradAya) 16 zatAvadhAnI paM 2 zrI ratnacaMdrajI ma. ThA. 4 tathA 5, tArAcaMdajI ma. sA. ThA. 5 1997 5. paM. zrI punamacaMdajI ma. ThA. 3 (lIMbaDI saMpradAya) 19 pU mahAsatIjI vinayakuMvarajI tathA pU. ma. sa. zrI ujajavalakuMvarajI ThA.7 (RSi saMpradAya) 2000 5. vinayaSijI ma. tathA AtmAthI zrI mehanaRSijI ma. ThA. 2 , 2002 paM. munizrI gabulAlajI ma. tathA zrI cAMdamalajI ma. tathA tapasvI zrI naMdalAlajI ma. Tha. (5, javAharalAlajI ma. sA.nI saMpradAyanA) 2003 paM. 2. zrI punamacaMdajI ma. tathA ta. zrI DuMgarazI ma ThA. 4 (lI. saM) 2004 maruSaramaMtrIzrI tArAcaMdajI ma. tathA nyAya sAhitya vizArada zrI puSkaramunijI ThA. 5 (pU amarasiMhajI ma.nI saM) 2005 pU. mahAsatI vinayakuMvarajI, pU ujajavalakuMvarajI ThA. 6 (Si saM) 2006 AtmAthI pU. mohanannaSijI pU. vinayaRSijI ThA. 2 , 2007 zrI vardhamAna zramaNa saMghanA pracAramaMtrI munizrI kulacaMdajI ma. ThA 3 (paM.saM) 2008 pU. munizrI motIlAlajI ma. ThA. 3 (dharmadAsajI saMpradAya) 2009 5. mahAsatIjI sajajanakuMvarajI ThA. 4 (Si saM)

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210 mAra paravI 5. zrI lAlacaMdajI ma. tathA mAnamunijI, kAnamunijI, tathA pArasamunijI ThA. 4 (dha saM.) 2011 munizrI motIlAlajI ma ThA. 3 (dharmadAsajI saM) 2013 kavivarya zrI nAnacaMdrajI ma. sA ThA. 2 (lI. saM) , 2014 munizrI sobhAgyasalajI ma. (saMtabAla) 2015 5. hemakuMvarabAI mahAsatI ThA. 3 (lI. saM) 2017 5. mahAsatI gulAbakuMvarabAI ThA. 3 (goMDala saMpradAya) 2018 pU. AcArya zrI AnaMdaSijI ThA. 6 tathA pU. mahAsatIjI sumatikuMvarajI ThA. 7 (RSi saM.) 2019 zatA. paM. 2. zrI ratnacaMdrajI ma.nA ziSya zrI DuMgarazI ma. ThA. 3 (lI. saM.) 2020 pU. mahAsatIjI amRtakuMvarajI ThA 5 (kaSi saM.) 2021 saurASTra kezarI pU. zrI prANalAlajI ma. sA.nA suziSya tapodhanI pU. zrI ratIlAlajI ma. sA. tathA madhura vyAkhyAtA pU. gIrIzamuni ThA. 5 (ge. saM) 2022 5. bA. bra. viduSI mahAsatIjI zAradAbAI ThA. 14 (khaMbhAta saM). 2023 bA.. paM. muni zrI vinayacaMdajI ma. ThA. 4 (pU. kizanalAlajI ma. sA.nA suziSya) 224 zramaNasaMghIya pU. mahAsatI vinayakuMvarajI, ramaNikuMvarajI tathA madhura vyAkhyAtA pramAdasudhAjI ThA. 5 2025 mAlavakezarI pravartaka paM. munizrI saubhAgyamalajI ma. sA. tathA zAstrI zrI vijayamunijI ThA. 6 (zramaNasaMgha) 2025 tapodhanI pU. zrI ratIlAlajI ma, tathA zrI hasamukhamunijI ThA. 2 (ga. saM.) 2027 pU. bA. bra. viduSI zrI lIlAvatIbAI mahAsatIjI ThA. 16 (lIMbaDI saMpradAya nAne) 2028 5. taperavI mahAsatI zrI mukatAbAI tathA viduSI mahAsatI zrI uSAbAI ThA. 10 (goMDala saMpradAya)

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zrI mahAvIranuM stavana viduSI pU. lIlAvatIbAI mahAsatIjI mAnavano janma maLe, mahAvIrano dhama manyA, AvA saMjoga nahI Ave pharIvAra, nahI Ave pharIvAra, saMtano saMga manya, bhakti no raMga maLe.... A 0 1 mAnava no janma che muktinuM bAraNuM, mahAvIra no dharma che muktinuM pAraNuM, suMdara A deha maLyA, gurUvara no sneha maLyo...A 0 2 mAnava nA janma ne devatAo jhaMkhatA, svarganA vilAsa ene dhaNIvAra DaMkhatA, prema no prakAza maLyo, urano ujAsa maLe...Avo 0 3 janma ne ujALavo te mAnavInA hAthamAM, dharma no prakAza che mAnavInA sAthamAM, rUDo avatAra mAnyo, jInava2 AdhAre maLe, Avo saMyoga nahIM Ave pharIvAra.......... .. AvA 0 4 enesTa prInTarI, - amadAvAda,