Book Title: Veer Raj Pathdarshini 01
Author(s): Raj Saubhag Editorial Committee
Publisher: Raj Saubhag Satsang Mandal Sayla
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005469/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ T THE zrI rAja-sobhAga smAraka graMthamALA puSpa 4thuM ka vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 (vaTo ane patro) saMyojaka mumukSu bhAI-baheno zrI rAja-zobhANa satsaMga maMDaLa | sobhAgaparA, sAyalA-363 430 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI rAja-sobhAga smAraka graMthamALA puSpa 4thuM vIra-rAjapathadarzinI - 1 pado ane patro saMyojaka : mumukSu bhAI-baheno ja-sone zrI rAja Je icle sAyalA zrI rAja-zobhANa satsaMga maMsLa sobhAga parA, sAyalA-363430 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka prakAzana samiti, zrI rAja-sobhAga satsaMga maMDaLa zrImad rAja-zobhAga Azrama hAi-ve upara, sarakArI resTa hAusa pAchaLa, sAyalA-363430, jillo surendranagara prathama AvRtti vikrama saMvata 2042 prata 1000 I. sa. 1986 bIjI AvRtti vikrama saMvata 2054 prata 1000 I. sa. 1998 prApti sthAna zrImAja-zobhAga Azrama hAI-ve upara sarakArI resTa hAusanI pAchaLa, sAyalA-363430, jillo surendranagara mudraka dUbhi prinTarsa amadAvAda-380 009 phonaH 958 41 86 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrImada rAjacaMdra ane zrI zobhANabhAI For Personal & Private Use Only Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. zrI kALIdAsabhAI mAvajIbhAI janma : anumAna saMvata 1953 dehavilaya : sAyalA saMvata 2008 mahAvada 4 zukravAra sAMje 5 vAge For Personal & Private Use Only Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samarpaNa pa. pU. zrI kAlIdAsabhAInA caraNakamaLamAM varasI tuja para gurukRpA, bIjajJAna taNI anupA, cetavI cetanA arUpA. tuM sarala tarala, tAro puruSArtha virala, doDyo, UDayo, tuM siddhamahala. o ! samartha jyotirdhara, amArI bAMhya paNa dhara, o kalyANakara ! pUjIe tane prahara prahara. banyo te dhanya, ame tArA vArasa ananya, samarpae tane A puSpa suramya, dhanya ! dhanya ! For Personal & Private Use Only Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ viSaya-sUci vIra rAjapathadarzinI-1 ...... 1 1. parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado 2. cUMTelAM anya pado................ ...., 52 ja 3. mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI kRta ATha dRSTinI sAya bhAvArtha sahita ... ja 4. AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra .. pa.pU.zrI sadgurudeva (bApujI) ane brahmaniSTha zrI sadguNAbena IV For Personal & Private Use Only Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Xa: 5.pU. zrI lADakacaMda mANekacaMda vorA (pU. bApujI) saMvata 1lDa1 nA dhrAgaNa suda 2, tA. 8-3-1905 coravIrA gAme (thAna pAse) tA. sAyalA, jI. surendranaga2 dehavilaya : saM 2054 mAgasa2 suda 10, tA. 9-12-7, maMgaLavA2, sAyalA gAme For Personal & Private Use Only Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prastAvanA "sadagurunA upadeza vaNa samajAya na jina rU5, samajyA vaNa upakAra zo ? samajya jinasvarUpa" ja amArA mumukSu maMDaLanA ghaNA ghaNA puNyayoge amane uparokta para A paMktiomAMnA zabdezabdane caritArtha karato joga prApta thayo che. e joganuM ja A zuM mUlya che e to adhikArI AtmA ja samajI zake. evA adhikArI che ja AtmAone AtmakalyANamAM upakAra arthe ame i.sa. 1982mAM graMthamALA ja e taiyAra karavAno maMgala prAraMbha karela che. temAM traNa puSponuM pragaTIkaraNa thaI ja cUkyuM che. jemAMnuM prathama puSpa-zrImad rAjacaMdra praNita mokSamArga prakAza tathA ja * zrImad rAjacaMdranA parama sakhA zrI saubhAgyabhAI ane sAyalA-e amArI A che. saMsthAnuM maulika prakAzana gaNAya. bIjAM be punarmudraNa che. pU. mahopAdhyAya ) - zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja sAheba viracita jJAnasAra ane adhyAtmasAra , A jevA zreSTha gaNAtA temanA je be graMtho aprApya hatA ane amane svAdhyAya A mATe teno nitya upayoga hato te baMne graMtho ame punarmudrita karyA. teono che, : advitIya manAto adhyAtma upaniSad graMtha bhAvArtha sAthe prasiddha karavAnI che che. amArI umeda hatI paraMtu haju sudhI e bhAvArtha karavAnuM kAma hAtha dharI che * zakAyuM nathI. A pustakanuM je vastu amArA pa.pU. gurudevazrI lADakacaMdabhAI che che. mANekacaMdabhAI vorAe parama satsaMgano parama lAbha ApI svAdhyAya dvArA A ane amArA maMDaLanA mahAna puNyAtmA bena zrI sadguNAbenane sAdhanAmAM A sahAyaka banI patravyavahAra dvArA ApI te vastune kalamabaddha karAvI taiyAra na karAvI ApyuM che te A pustaka sAdhakonA hastakamaLamAM mUkatA amo ati A ja AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. che. deza paradezamAM sAdhanA karI rahelA cAtakanI jema A pustakanI iMtejArI ja karI rahela amArA maMDaLanA cAra so jeTalA sabhyonA hAthamAM A advitIya A ja pustaka Avaze tyAre temanAM haiyAM kevAM UchaLaze e kalpanA vANI dvArA vyakta karI ja karavI muzkela che. mAtra amArA maMDaLanA ja nahIM paraMtu rAjamArganA sau ja pathiko mATe A bhomiyo bhagavAna svarUpa banI raheze emAM zaMkA nathI. je ja A pustakamAM birAjela mahAtmA maMDaLa ane temanI kRtio aNamola V For Personal & Private Use Only Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 44 madAra ja che. sarva prathama che amArA parama pitA zrImad rAjacaMdrajI ke jemanA ame A che. AdhyAtmika vaMzaja chIe, teozrInI pada racanAonuM saMkalana karela che. A che. pachIthI pU. zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanAM, pU. zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjanAM, A chepU. zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjanAM ane choTamanAM thoDAM pado pasaMda karI hatI te mUkela che. taduparAMta amArA vaMzavelAnA jyotirdhara pU. zrI kALIdAsabhAInAM A che. A mArganAM sImAcihna jevAM be pado che ane anya saMto paNa potAnI kRtio rUpe birAjamAna che. ja pU. yogIrAja zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja sAheba ke jeo janakalyANanuM A kArya choDIne svAtmahitArthe vanamAM cAlyA gayelA. paraMtu e mahAtmAnuM ja ja kRpAjharaNa to vastI-lokasamudAya pratye vahetuM ja rahyuM che tRSAtura sAdhakone ja pado ane stavano rUpe Aje paNa amIpAna karAve che. te covIsIja stavano ane bhAvArtha trIjA vibhAgamAM mUkela che. A pU. yazovijayajI mahArAja sAheba ke jemane sarasvatI sAdhya hatI, je , jemanuM vacana arvAcIna jaina caturvidha saMgha paNa pramANa gaNe che, teozrInAM che A racelAM covIsa tIrthaMkaradevanAM stavano ane teno bhAvArtha cothA vibhAgamAM ja mUkela che. teozrInI bIjI racanA-ATha dRSTinI sakjhAya ke jene parama che - kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe AtmadazAmApaka tharmomiTara kahela che. te che. mULa kRti bhAvArtha sAthe pAMcamA vibhAgamAM mUkela che. amArA AzramanA zreSTha sAdhako-brahmaniSTha zrI nalInabhAI (niraMjanabhAI) che. ane brahmaniSTha zrI saddaguNAbena-mAMnA bena zrI saguNAbenane sAyalA A avAranavAra AvI parama satsaMgano lAbha levAnI anukULatA na hoI potAne AdhyAtmika sahAya arthe patravyavahAra karavA vinaMti karI. amArA eka * 5. pU. gurudeve temanI anekavidha yogyatAne kAraNe temanI vinaMti svIkArI. eka ja tenA phaLasvarUpe taiyAra thayela sAdhaka sahacara rAjamArganA sAdhakone mATe sAtamA vibhAgamAM mUkela che. ja AvuM uttama prakAranuM bhojana pIrasanAra ane potAnI AgavI bodhazailIthI ja ja amapAna karAvanAra amArA pa. pU. sadgurudevazrIe sau sAdhakajano para je jA je mahAna upakArathI A cothA puSpa thakI puSpavRSTi karI che te mATe ja ja teozrIno upakAra mAnavA vANI vAmaNI che. emanA sAcA anuyAyI che kAkA kAkI: VI For Personal & Private Use Only Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ # jhajhaaaaaaa na banI, temanA bodhane jIvanamAM caritArtha karI amAruM AtmakalyANa sAdhI ) che. laie, e ja emano upakAra mAnavAno ucita prayAsa che, ema ame A che. mAnIe chIe. amArA pa. pU. gurudevanA sUcana ane AjJA anusAra A pustakane A A taiyAra karI ApanAra AtmArthI benazrI vasaMtabenano upakAra mAnIe te ja temane nahIM game. kema ke teo mAne che ke huM to mAtra sAdhana chuM. koI eka divya zakti ja AvAM puNyakAryo A sAdhana dvArA karI rahI che. Ama che chatAM emanA A kAryane bIradAvatAM amArA pa. pU. gurudeva-pa. pU. bApujIe ja uccArela zabdo atre mUkavAnuM amane mana thAya che - tame to amAruM jhAMkharA jevuM hatuM tene suMdara bAga jevuM banAvI dIdhuM !" - nANAM vinA TANAM nIkaLatAM nathI. ema A TANuM - pustaka prakAzananuM- pAra utAravAmAM nANAMkIya sahAya karanAra AtmArthI bhAI zrI nagInabhAI, A - AtmArthI bhAI zrI vajubhAI tathA AtmArthI bhAI zrI vinubhAIno upakAra che mAnavo amane jarUrI che. paraMtu e vAta teo svIkAre tema nathI. teo haMmezAM eka kahe che ke, ApaNe to tana, mana, dhana badhuM pa.pU.bApujIne arpaNa karI dIdhuM che. che. eTale A badhuM ApaNA gurudevanuM ja che. upakAra badho emano ja che. A A pustakanA mudraNakAryamAM AtmArthI bhAI zrI karazanabhAIe je samaya na ja ane zaktino bhoga ApI sahakAra Apela che te mATe temano upakAra mAnavo ja joie. paraMtu teo to sAmethI upakAra mAne che ke, mArA dhanya bhAgya ke che ane samaya ane zaktino sadupayoga karavAnI AvI amUlya taka ApI. A che. mAtra eTalI apekSA ke A pustakanA nididhyAsanathI adhikArI tRSAvaMtanI A tarasa chIpAya, atRSAtura A pustakanA vAcana mananathI tRSAtura bane. amArI anekavidha ochapane lIdhe A zrI sadguruprasAdamAM je kAMI ja A kSati rahI gaI hoya tene mATe vAcaka vargane kSamAprArthanA. prakAzana samiti zrI rAja sobhAga satsaMga maMDaLa ) sAyalA VII For Personal & Private Use Only Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pAnA naM. - bha bha >> ) che anukaNikA -: vibhAga 1 - zrImad rAjacaMdra racita pado 8 kramAMka viSaya 1. munine praNAma 2. doharA 3. kALa koine nahi mUke 4. dharma viSe 5. prabhu prArthanA chappaya 7. anitya bhAvanA azaraNa bhAvanA 9. ekatva bhAvanA 10. anyatva bhAvanA azuci bhAvanA aMtardarzana-nivRtti bodha 13. doharo-jJAna dhyAna 14. bhaktino upadeza 15. tRSNAnI vicitratA 16. doharo maMtra-taMtra 17. doharo - vacanAmRta vItarAganAM 18. jinezvaranI vANI 19. amUlya tattva vicAra 20. sarvamAnya dharma 21. brahmacarya viSe subhASita S S S S S Q = ? ? ? ? ? VIII For Personal & Private Use Only Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 25. 23. 30. A 22. pUrNAlikA maMgala 23. sAmAnya manoratha 24. dRSTibheda sukhakI sahelI udAsInatA mAraga sAcA mila gayA 27. Aja mane ucharaMga 28. hota AsavA parisavA 29. loka aloka rahasya prakAza zrI sadguru bhakti rahasya 31. kaivalya bIja zuM ? 32. zrI saddaguru kRpA mAhAbhya 33. jaDa bhAve jaDa pariName 34. jinavara kahe che jJAna tene paramapada prAptinI bhAvanA 36. mULa mArga rahasya Atmasiddhi zAstra svAtma vRttAMta 39. paramapada paMtha jaDa ne caitanya 41. zrI jina paramAtmAne namaH 42. arihaMta AnaMdakArI 43. zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanI stuti -vibhAga 2 :zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanAM pado 1. piyA ! para ghara mata jAo re 35. para ; IX For Personal & Private Use Only Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 9. 2. suappA Apa vicAro re 3. baMdha nija Apa udIta re 4. mati mata hama vicAro re 5. akala kalA jagajIvana terI 7. jo lIM tattva na sUjha paDe re 7. Atama paramAtama pada pAve 8. jUThI jaga mAyA virathA janama gamAyo 10. mAne kahA aba merA 11. saMto acarija rUpa tamAsA 12. kara le gurugama jJAna vicArA 13. avadhu nirapakSa viralA koI 14. jJAna kalA ghaTa bhAsI 15. avadhu piyo anubhava rasa pyAlA 16. mAraga sAcA kou na batAve 17. vastugate vastako lakSaNa 18. ja loM anubhava jJAna ghaTameM 19. alakha lakhyA kima jAve to 20. pUrava puNya udaya karI cetana ! AnaMdaghanajInAM pado 1. kayA sove uTha jAga bAu re. 2. jIya jAne merI saphala gharI rI 3. suhAgaNa ! jAgI anubhava prIta 4. avadhU naTa nAgarakI bAjI 5. avadhU kyA sove tana maThameM X For Personal & Private Use Only Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6. aba hama amara bhaye 7. avadhU rAma rAma jaga gAve 8. AzA ranakI kyA kIje. choTamanAM pado 1. jJAna na Upaje guru vinA 2. rome rome caDhe rAma rasa 3. jene Ugyo che anubhava arka jazavijayajInAM pado 1. parama guru jaina kaho karyuM hove 2. cetana jo tuM jJAna abhyAsI 3. hama magana bhaye prabhu dhyAnameM kAlIdAsabhAInAM pado 1. jJAtA, jJAna ne zeyanuM bhaluM nahi jyAM bhAna 2. mohanI niMdamAM sUI mata raho visara na jAjo mere mita-premasakhI 2. sadgurunA te zabda vicAratA-prItama - 3. samaja vinAnuM re sukha nahIM jIvane-akhA A 4. malli jina stavana-zrImad yazovijayajI A vibhAga trIjo-ATha dRSTinI sajhAya bhAvArtha sAthe pA. naM. 75 thI pA. naM. 101 sudhI A vibhAga cotho-AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra pA. naM. 102 thI pA. naM. 330 sudhI 1. XI For Personal & Private Use Only Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "sarva bhAvathI odAsInyavRtti karI, mAtra deha te saMyamahetu hoya jo; anya kAraNe anya kazuM karbhe nahIM, dehe paNa kiMcit mUrchA nava joya jo. apUrva avasara evo kyAre Avaze ?" - AMka 738, gAthA 2 "zrI gurudeve kahyo che evA nigraMthamArgano sadAya Azraya raho. huM dehAdi svarUpa nathI, ane deha, strI, putrAdi koI paNa mArAM nathI, zuddha caitanyasvarUpa avinAzI evo huM AtmA chuM, ema AtmabhAvanA karatAM rAgadveSano kSaya thAya." - AMka 692 "sarva prakAre jJAnInA zaraNamAM buddhi rAkhI nirbhayapaNAne, niHkhedapaNAne bhajavAnI zikSA zrI tIrthakara jevAe kahI che, ane ame paNa e ja kahIe chIe. koI paNa kAraNe A saMsAramAM klezita thavA yogya nathI. avicAra ane ajJAna e sarva klezanuM, mohanuM ane mAThI gatinuM kAraNa che. savicAra ane AtmajJAna te AtmagatinuM kAraNa che." - AMka 460 XII For Personal & Private Use Only Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vibhAga-1 | OOOOOOOOOOO parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado 1. munine praNAma " (manahara). zAMtike sAgara arU, nItike nAgara neka; dayAke Agara jJAna, dhyAnake nidhAna ho. zuddha buddha brahmacArI, mukhabAnI pUrNa pyArI; sabanake hitakArI, dharma, udyAna ho. rAgadveSaneM rahita, parama punita nitya; gunase khacita citta, sajjana samAna ho. rAyacaMdra pairya pAla, gharmaDhAla krodha kAla, muni tuma Age mere, pranAma amAna ho. (zArdUla vikrIDIta) mAyA, mAna manoja, moha, mamatA,mithyAta moDI muni; dhorI dharma gharela dhyAna gharathI, dhArela zairya dhunI, che saMtoSa suzIla saumya samatA, ne zIyaLe caMDanA, nIti, rAya, dayA, kSamAdhara muni, koTI karuM vaMdanA. 15mA varSe morabI * 0000000000000000000thI OOOO parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado For Personal & Private Use Only Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv up 2 2. doharA jJAnI ke ajJAnI jana, sukha duHkha rahita na koya, zAnI veThe dhairyathI, ajJAnI veThe roya. janma jarA ne mRtyu, mukhya duHkhanA hetu, kAraNa tenAM be kahyAM, rAgadveSa aNahetu. 3. kALa koIne nahi mUke (harigIta) motItaNI mALA gaLAmAM, mUlyavaMtI malakatI, hIrAtaNA zubha hArathI, bahu kaMThakAMti jhaLakatI; AbhUSaNothI opatA, bhAgyA maraNane joine, jana jANIe mana mAnIe, nava kALa mUke koine. 1 maNimaya mugaTa mAthe dharIne, karNa kuMDaLa nAkhatA, kAMcana kaDAM karamAM dharI, kazIe kacAza na rAkhatA; paLamAM paDayA pRthvIpati e, bhAna bhUtaLa khoine, jana jANIe mana mAnIe, nava kALa mUke koine. 2 15mA varSe : morabI daza AMgaLImAM mAMgalika, mudrA jaDita mANikayathI, je parama preme pe'ratA, poMcI kaLA bArIkathI; e veDha vIMTI sarva choDI, cAliyA mukha dhoIne, jana jANIe mana mAnIe, nava kALa mUke koine. 3 mUcha vAMkaDI karI phAMkaDA thai, lIMbu dharatA te pare, kApela rAkhI kAtarA, harakoinAM haiyAM hare; e sAMkaDImAM AviyA, chaTakyA tajI sahu soine, jana jANIe mana mAnIe, nava kALa mUke koine. 4 on III vIra-rAjapathadarzanI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kathA cho khaMDanA adhirAja je, caMDe karIne nIpajyA, brahmAMDamAM baLavAna thaine, bhUpa bhAre UpajyA; e catura cakra cAliyA, hotA nahotA hoine, jana jANIe mana mAnIe, nava kALa mUke koine. 5 je rAjanIti nipuNatAmAM, nyAyavaMtA nIvaDayA, avaLA karyo jenA badhA, savaLA sadA pAsA paDayA; e bhAgyazALI bhAgiyA te, khaTapaTo sau khoine, jana jANIe mana mAnIe, nava kALa mUke koine. 7 taravAra bahAdura TekadhArI, pUrNatAmAM pekhIyA, hAthI haNe hAthe karI e, kezarI sama dekhiyA evA bhalA bhaDavIra te, aMte rahelA roIne, jana jANIe mana mAnIe, nava kALa mUke koIne. 7. 15mA varSe vavANIyA 4. dharma viSe (kavita) sAhyabI sukhada hoya, mAnataNo mada hoya, khamA khamA khuda hoya, te te kazA kAmanuM? juvAnInuM jora hoya, ezano aMkora hoya, dolatano dora hoya, e te sukha nAmanuM vanitA vilAsa hoya, prauDhatA prakAza hoya, dakSa jevA dAsa hoya, hoya sukha dhAmanuM; vade rAyacaMda ema, saddharmane dhAryA vinA, jANI leje sukha e to, bee ja badAmanuM! 1 moha, mAna moDavAne, phelapaNuM phoDavAne, jALaphaMda toDavAne, hete nija hAthathI; * *| parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado * 000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 * Uouvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv | 3 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka000000000000000 kumatine kApavAne, sumatine sthApavAne, mamatvane mApavAne, sakala siddhAMtathI, mahA mokSa mANavAne, jagadIza jANavAne, ajanmatA ANavAne, vaLI bhalI bhAtathI; alokika anupama, sukha anubhavavAne, dharma dhAraNAne dhAro, kharekharI khAMtathI. 2 dinakara vinA jevo, dinano dekhAva dIse, zazI vinA jevI rIte, zarvarI suhAya che; prajApati vinA jevI, prajA purataNI pekho, surasa vinAnI jevI, kavitA kahAya che; salilavihIna jevI, saritAnI zobhA ane, bhartAra vihIna jevI, bhAminI bhaLAya che; vade rAyacaMda vIra, saddharmane dhAryA vinA, mAnavI mahAna tema, kukarmI kaLAya che. 3 caturoccepathI cAhI, ciMtAmaNI citta gaNe, paMDito pramANe che, pArasamaNi premathI; kavio kalyANakArI, kalpatarU kartha jene, sudhAno sAgara kathe, sAdhu zubha kSemathI; AtmanA uddhArane, umaMgathI anusaro jo, nirmaLa thavAne kAje, namo nIti nemathI; vide rAyacaMda vIra, evuM dharmarUpa jANI, "dharmavRtti dhyAna dharo, vilakho navemathI." 4 15mA varSeH vavANIyA UOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Uurirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr | 8 | vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 5. prabhu prArthanA (doharA) jaLahaLa jyoti svarUpa tuM, kevaLa kRpAnidhAna; prema punita tuja preraje, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 1 nitya niraMjana nitya cho, guMjana gaMja gumAna; abhinaMdana abhivaMdanA, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 2 dharmadharaNa tAraNataraNa, zaraNa caraNa sanmAna; vighnaharaNa pAvanakaraNa, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 3 bhadrabharaNa bhItiharaNa, sudhAjharaNa zubhavAna; kalezaharaNa ciMtAcUraNa, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 4 avinAzI arihaMta tuM, eka akhaMDa amAna; ajara amara aNajanma tuM, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 5 AnaMdI apavargI tuM, akaLa gati anumAna; AziSa anukULa Apaje, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 6 nirAkAra nirlepa cho, nirmaLa nItinidhAna; nirmohaka nArAyaNA, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 7 sacarAcara svayaMbhU prabhu, sukhada soMpaje sAna; sRSTinAtha sarvezvarA, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 8 saMkaTa zoka sakaLa haraNa, nautama jJAna nidAna; icchA vikaLa acaLa karo, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 9 Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi ne, haro taMta tophAna; karUNAnu karUNA karo, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 10 TO RTOON parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado For Personal & Private Use Only " Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ '00000000000000000000000000000000000000000 kiMkaranI kaMkara mati, bhUla bhayaMkara bhAna; zaMkara te snehe haro, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 11 zakti zizune Apazo, bhakti muktinuM dAna; tuja jukita jAhera che, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 12 nIti, prIti, namratA, bhalI bhaktinuM bhAna; Arya prajAne Apazo, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 13 dayA, zAMti, audAryatA, dharma ma manadhyAna; saMpa jaMpa vaNa kaMpa de, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 14 hara ALasa edIpaNuM, hara agha ne ajJAna; hara bhramaNA bhAratataNI, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 15 tana, mana, dhana ne annanuM, de sukha sudhA samAna; A avanInuM kara bhaluM, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 19 vinaya vinaMti rAyanI, dharo kRpAthI dhyAna; mAnya karo mahArAja te, bhayabhaMjana bhagavAna. 17 16mA varSe : morabI '0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 6. (chaLya) nAbhinaMdana nAtha, vizvavaMdana vijJAnI; bhavabaMdhananA phaMda, karaNa khaMDana sukhadAnI. graMtha paMtha AdhaMta, khaMta preraka bhagavaMtA; akhaMDita arihaMta, taMtahAraka jayavaMtA. zrImaraNa-haraNa tAraNa taraNa, vizvoddhAraNa agha hare, te RSabhadeva paramezapada, rAyacaMda vaMdana kare. 10mA varSe H vavANIyA OOOOOOOOOOOO | vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 - 6 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000000 7. anitya bhAvanA (upajAti) vidyuta lakSmI, prabhutA pataMga, AyuSya te to jaLanA taraMga, puraMdarI cApa anaMga raMga, zuM rAcIe tyAM kSaNano prasaMga ! 17mA varSe vavANIyA 8. azaraNa bhAvanA 00000000000000000000000000000000000000 (upajAti) sarvajJano dharma suzarNa jANI, ArAdhya ArAdhya prabhAva ANI; anAtha ekAMta sanAtha thAze, enA vinA koI na bAMhya svAze. 17mA varSeH vavANIyA ekatva bhAvanA (upajAti) zarIramAM vyAdhi pratyakSa thAya, te koI anya laI nA zakAya, e bhogave eka rU A ma pote, ekatva ethI naya sujJa gote. (zArdUla vikrIDita) rANI sarva maLI sucaMdana ghasI, ne carcavAmAM hatI, bUjhayo tyAM kakaLATa kaMkaNataNo, zrotI nami bhUpati; saMvAde paNa iMdrathI daDha rahyo, ekatva sAcuM karyuM, evA e mithilezanuM carita A, saMpUrNa atre thayuM. 17mA varSe vavANIyA M | OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado For Personal & Private Use Only Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq 10. anyatva bhAvanA (zArdUla vikrIDita) nA mArA tana rUpa kAMti yuvatI, nA putra ke bhrAta nA, nA mArAM bhUta snehIo vajana ke, nA gotrake jJAta nA; nA mArAM dhana dhAma yauvana dharA, e moha ajJAtvanA, re!re!jIvavicAra ema ja sadA,anyatvadA bhAvanA. (zArdUlavikrIDita). dekhI AMgaLI Apa eka aDavI, vairAgya vege gayA, chAMDI rAjasamAjane bharatajI, kevalyajJAnI thayA; cothuM citra pavitra e ja carite pAmyuM ahIM pUrNatA, jJAnInAM mana teha raMjana karo vairAgya bhAve yathA. 17mA varSe vavANIyA 11. azuci bhAvanA (gItivRtta) khANa mUtra ne maLanI, roga jarAnuM nivAsanuM dhAma; kAyA evI gaNIne, mAna tyajIne kara sArthaka Ama. 17mA varSe : vavANIyA hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 12. aMtardarzana-nivRtti bodha (nArAca chaMda) anaMta saukhya nAma duHkha, tyAM rahI na mitratA ! anaMta duHkha nAma saukhya, prema tyAM vicitratA !! ouvrvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv - vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ I 2. 2 ughADa nyAya netra ne, nihALa re ! nihALa tuM; nivRtti zidyameva dhArI te pravRtti bALa tuM. 17mA varSe vavANIyA . . It O00000000000 . 13. doharo jJAna, dhyAna, vairAgyamaya, uttama jahAM vicAra, e bhAve zubha bhAvanA, te Utare bhava pAra. 17mA varSeH vavANIyA 14. bhaktino upadeza (toTaka chaMda) zubha zItaLatAmaya chAMya rahI, manavAMchita jyAM phaLapaMkti kahI; jina bhakti graho, tarUkalpa aho, bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta lo. nija AtmasvarUpa mudA pragaTe, manatApa utApa tamAma maTe; ati nirjaratA vaNadAma graho, bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta lo. samabhAvI sadA pariNAma thaze, jaDamaMda adhogati janma jaze; zubha maMgaLa A paripUrNa caho, bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta laho. zubha bhAva vaDe mana zuddha karo, navakAra mahAne samaro; nahi eha samAna sumaMtra kaho, bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta laho. karazo kSaya kevaLa rAga kathA, dharazo zubha tattva svarUpa yathA; nRpacaMdra prapaMca anaMta daho, bhajIne bhagavaMta bhavaMta lo. 17mA varSe : vavANIyA . . . 0 00000000000 .. ., parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado For Personal & Private Use Only Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 000000000000000000000000000000 10 15. tRSNAnI vicitratA (eka garIbanI vadhI gayelI tRSNA) (manahara chaMda) hatI dInatAI tyAre, tAkI paTelAI ane, maLI paTelAI tyAre, tAkI che zeThAine. sAMpaDI zeThAI tyAre, tAkI maMtritAI ane, AvI maMtritAI tyAre, tAkI nRpatAine. maLI nRpatAI tyAre, tAkI devatAI ane, dIThI devatAI tyAre, tAkI zaMkarAine; aho ! rAjacaMdra mAno, mAno zaMkarAI maLI, vadhe tRSNAI toya, jAya na marAine. (2) karocalI paDI dADhI, DAcAMtaNo dATa vaLyo, kALI kezapaTI viSe, zvetatA chavAI gaI; sUMghavuM, sAMbhaLavuM ne dekhavuM te mAMDI vALyuM, tema dAMta AvalI te, kharI ke khavAI gaI. vaLI keDa vAMkI, hADa gayAM, aMga raMga gayo, UThavAnI Aya jatAM, lAkaDI levAI gaI; are ! rAjacaMdra ema, yuvAnI harAI paNa, manathI na toya rAMDa, mamatA marAI gaI. (3) karoDonA karajanA, zIra para DaMkA vAge, rogathI rUMdhAI gayuM, zarIra sUkAine. vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqw Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ purapati paNa mAthe pIDavAne tAkI rahyo, peTa taNI veTha paNa, zake na purAine. pitR ane paraNI te, macAve aneka dhaMdha, putra, putrI bhAkhe khAuM khAuM duHkhadAine. are ! rAjacaMdra to ya, jIva jhAvA dAvA kare, jaMjALa ThaMDAya nahIM, tajI tRSNAine. (4) thaI kSINa nADI avAcaka jevo rahyo paDI, jIvana dIpaka pAmyo, kevaLa jhaMkhAine. chellI Ise paDayo bhALI, bhAie tyAM ema bhAkhyuM, have TADhI mATI thAya, to to ThIka bhAIne. hAthane halAvI tyAM to, khIjI buddhe sUcavyuM e, bolyA vinA besa, bALa tArI caturAine, are ! rAjacaMdra dekho dekho AzapAza kevo ? jatAM gaI nahIM Dose mamatA marAine. 17mA varSe : vavANIyA 16. doharo maMtra taMtra auSadha nahIM, jethI pApa paLAya; vItarAga vANI vinA, avara na koI upAya. 17mA varSe : vavANIyA +7E088034. parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado For Personal & Private Use Only 11 Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 17. doharo vacanAmRta vItarAganAM, parama zAMta rasa mULa; auSadha je bhavaroganAM, kAyarane pratikULa. 17mA varSe : vavANIyA 18. jinezvaranI vANI (manahara chaMda) anaMta anaMta bhAva bhedathI bharelI bhalI, anaMta anaMta naya nikSepe vyAkhyAnI che; sakaLa jagata hitakAriNI hAriNI moha, tAriNI bhavAbdhi mokSacAriNI pramANI che; upamA ApyAnI jene tamA rAkhavI te vyartha, ApavAthI nija mati mapAI meM mAnI che; aho ! rAjacaMdra, bALa khyAla nathI pAmatA e, jinezvarataNI vANI jANI teNe jANI che. - 17mA varSeH vavANIyA 19. amUlya tatvavicAra (harigIta chaMda) bahu puNyakerA puMjathI zubha deha mAnavano maLyo, toye are? bhavacakrano AMTo nahIM ekake TaLyo; sukha prApta karatAM sukha TaLe che leza e lakSa laho, kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAva maraNe kAM aho rAcI raho? 1 ryylllll0000000000000000 10 | vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ a tavya lakSmI ane adhikAra vadhatAM zuM vadhyuM te to kaho? zuM kuTuMba ke parivArathI vadhavApaNuM, e naya graho; vadhavApaNuM saMsAranuM naradehane hArI javo, eno vicAra nahIM ahoho ! eka paLa tamane havo !! . nirdoSa sukha nirdoSa AnaMda, lyo game tyAMthI bhale, e divya zaktimAna, jethI jaMjIrethI nIkaLe; paravastumAM nahi mUMjhavo, enI dayA mujane rahI, e tyAgavA siddhAMta ke pazcAt duHkha te sukha nahIM. 3 huM koNa chuM ? kayAMthI thayo?zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM? konA saMbaMdhe vaLagaNA che ? rAkhuM ke e paraharuM? enA vicAra vivekapUrvaka zAMta bhAve jo karyA, to sarva Atmika jJAnanAM siddhAMtatattva anubhavyAM. 4 te prApta karavA vacana konuM satya kevaLa mAnavuM ? nirdoSa naranuM kathana mAno teha jeNe anubhavyuM; re!AtmatAro!Atma tAro zIgha ene oLakho. sarvAtmamAM samadaSTi dyo A vacanane hRdaye lakho. 5 17mA varSeH vavANIyA - hhhhhhhhhhh 20. sarvamAnya dharma (copAI) dharmatattva jo pUchayuM mane, to saMbhaLAvuM snehe tane; je siddhAMta sakaLano sAra, sarvamAnya sahune hitakAra. 1 000000000000lpulllllllllllll | parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado 13 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0000000000000000 bhAkhyuM bhASaNamAM bhagavAna, dharma na bIjo dayA samAna; abhayadAna sAthe saMtoSa, gho prANIne daLavA doSa. 2 satya, zILa ne saghaLAM dAna, dayA hoine rahyAM pramANa; dayA nahIM to e nahIM eka, vinA sUrya kiraNa nahIM dekha. 3 puSpapAMkhaDI jyAM dUbhAya, jinavaranI tyAM nahIM AjJAya; sarva jIvanuM iccho sukha, mahAvIranI zikSA mukhya. 4 sarva darzane e upadeza, e ekAMte, nahIM vizeSa; sarva prakAre jinano bodha, dayA dayA nirmaLa avirodha ! 5 qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqz e bhavatAraka suMdara rAha, dhariye tariye, karI utsAha; dharma sakaLanuM e zubha mULa, e vaNa dharma sadA pratikULa. 7 tattvarUpathI e oLakhe, te jana pahoMce zAzvata sukhe; zAMtinAtha bhagavAna prasiddha, rAjacaMdra karUNAe siddha. 7 10mA varSe : vavANIyA 14 21. brahmacarya viSe subhASita (doharA) nIrakhIne navayovanA, leza na viSayanidAna; gaNe kASThanI pUtaLI, te bhagavAna samAna. 1 A saghaLA saMsAranI, ramaNI nAyakarUpa; e tyAgI, tyAgyuM badhuM, kevaLa zokasvarUpa. 2 eka viSayane jItatAM, jItyo sau saMsAra; nRpati jItatAM jItiyeM, daLa, pura ne adhikAra. 3 viSayarUpa aMkurathI, TaLe jJAna ne dhyAna; leza madirApAnathI, chAke jyama ajJAna. 4 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 300 004, je nava vADa vizuddhathI, ghare ziyaLa sukhadAI; bhava teno lava pachI rahe, tattvavacana e bhAI. 5 suMdara ziyaLa suratarU, mana, vANI ne deha; je naranArI sevaze, anupama phaLa le teha. 7 pAtra vinA vastu na rahe, pAtra Atmika jJAna; pAtra thavA sevA sadA, brahmacarya pratimAna. 7 17muM varSaH vavANIyA k phhhhhhhhhh qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq 22. pUrNa mAlikA maMgala (upajAti) tapopadhyAne ravirUpa thAya, e sAdhIne soma rahI suhAya; mahAnate maMgaLa paMkti pAme Ave pachIte budhanA praNAme. nigraMtha jJAtA gurusiddhi dAtA, kAMto svayaMzukraprapUrNa khyAtA; triyoga tyAM kevaLa maMda pAme, svarUpa siddha vicarI virAme. 17muM varSa vavANIyA 23. sAmAnya manoratha (savaiyA) mohinIbhAva vicAra adhIna thaI, nA nIrakhuM nayana paranArI; paththaratulya gaNuM parabhava, nirmaLa tAtvika lobha samArI ! dvAdaza vrata ane dInatA dharI, sAtvika thAuM svarUpa vicArI; e muja nema sadA zubha kSemaka, nitya akhaMDa raho bhavahArI. 1 OUT parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado hhhhhhhhhhhhh E *i ** 15 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Sia, te trizalAtanaye mana ciMtavI, jJAna, viveka, vicAra vadhAruM; nitya vizodha karI nava tattvano, uttama bodha aneka uccAruM; saMzayabIja Uge nahIM aMdara, je jinanAM kathano avadhAruM, rAjya, sadA muja e ja manoratha, dhAra, thaze apavarga utAruM. 2 17muM varSa vavANIyA IS TOOOOOOOO 00000000000000000000000000000000000000 24. jagatamAM bhinna bhinna mata ane darzana jovAmAM Ave che te daSTibheda che. bhinna bhinna mata dekhIe, bheda dRSTino eha; eka tattvanA mULamAM, vyApyA mAno teha. 1 teha tattvarUpa vRkSanuM, Atmadharma che mULa; svabhAvanI siddhi kare, dharma te ja anukULa. 2 prathama Atmasiddhi thavA, karIe jJAna vicAra; anubhavI gurune sevIe, budhajanano nirdhAra. 3 kSaNa kSaNa je asthiratA, ane vibhAvika moha; te jenAmAMthI gayA, te anubhavI guru joya. 4 bAhya tema atyaMtare, graMtha graMthi nahIM hoya; parama puruSa tene kaho, saraLa dRSTithI joya. 5 bAhya parigraha graMthi che, atyaMtara mithyAtva; svabhAvathI pratikULatA, 22muM varSa : muMbaI .`nqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqz, uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu kai vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 16 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rapa LI sukhakI sahelI he, akelI udAsInatA", adhyAtmanI jananI, te udAsInatA. laghu vayathI addabhuta thayo, tattvajJAnano bodha; e ja sUcave ema ke, gati Agati kAM zodha? 1 je saMskAra thavo ghaTe, ati abhyAse kAMya; vinA parizrama te thayo, bhavazaMkA zI tyAMya ? 2 jema jema mati alpatA, ane moha udyota; tema tema bhavazaMkanA, apAtra aMtara jyota. 3 karI kalpanA daDha kare, nAnA nAsti vicAra; paNa "asti' te sUcave, e ja kharo nirdhAra. 4 A bhava vaNa bhava che nahIM. e ja tarka anukULa; vicAratAM pAmI gayA, AtmadharmanuM mULa. 5 22muM varSa : muMbaI 26 mAraga sAcA mila gayA, chUTa gaye saMdeha; hotA so to jala gayA, bhinna kiyA nija deha. samaja, piche saba sarala che, binU samaja muzakIla; ye muzakIlI kayA kahuM?. . khoja piMDa brahmAMDakA, patA to laga jAya, yehi brahmAMDa vAsanA, jaba jAve taba... Apa ApakuM bhulI gayA, Inase kayAM aMdhera ? JE samara samara aba hasata hai, nahi bhUleMge phera. ja 00000000000 0 0 | parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado 17. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jahAM kalapanA-jalapanA, tahAM mAnuM duHkha chAMI; miTa kalapanA-jalapanA, taba vastu tina pAI. he jIva! kayA icchata have? hai icchA duHkha mUla; jaba icchAkA nAza taba, miTe anAdi bhUla. esI kahAMse mati bhaI, Apa Apa hai nAhiM, ApanakuM jaba bhUla gaye, avara kahAMse lAI. Apa Apa e zodhase, Apa Apa mila jAya, Apa milana naya bApako, hAthanoMdha 1, pRSTha 30 27. 0000000000 | - hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Aja mane ucharaMga anupama, janmakRtArtha joga jaNAyo; vAstavya vastu,vivekavivecaka,te krama spaSTa sumArga gaNAyo. 23muM varSa muMbaI. hota AsavA parivA, nahi InameM saMdeha; mAtra daSTikI bhUla hai, bhUla gaye gata ehi. racanA jina upadezakI, paramottama tina kAla; inameM saba mata rahata che, karateM nija saMbhAla. jina sohI he AtamA, anya hoI so karma; karma kare so jinavacana, tattvajJAnIko marma. UUpllllllllUUUUUUUUUUUUU 18 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka0000000000000000 jaba jAnyo nijarUpako, taba jAnyo saba loka; nahi jAnyo nija rUpako, saba jAnyo so phoka. ehi dizAkI mUDhatA, he nahi jinarSe bhAva; jinarse bhAva binu kabU, nahi chUTata duHkhadAva. vyavahArase deva jina, nihacarsa hai Apa; ehi bacanameM samaja le, jinapravacanakI chApa. ehi nahIM hai kalpanA, ehI nahIM vibhaMga; jaba jADeMge AtamA, taba lAgeMge raMga. hAthanoMdha 1, pRSTha 00000000000000000000 29. loka aloka rahasya prakAza | (copAI) 1. loka puruSasaMsthAne kahyo, eno bheda tame kaMI lahyo? enuM kAraNa samajyA kAMI, ke samajAvyAnI caturAI ? 2 zarIra parathI e upadeza, jJAna darzane ke uddeza; jema jaNAvo suNIe tema, kAM to laie daIe kSema. 1 OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 2. zuM karavAthI pote sukhI? zuM karavAthI pote duHkhI? pote zuM ? kayAMthI che Apa? eno mAgo zIgha javApa. 1 00000 3. jyAM zaMkA tyAM gaNa saMtApa, jJAna tahAM zaMkA nahi sthApa; prabhubhakti tyAM uttama jJAna, prabhu meLavavA guru bhagavAna. 1 worrororrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado! ke 19 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3 ; guru oLakhavA ghaTa vairAgya, te UpajavA pUrvita bhAgya; tema nahIM to kaMI satsaMga, tema nahIM to kaMI duHkharaMga. 2 ISROOOOOOOOOOOO 4. je gAyo te saghaLe eka, sakaLa darzane e ja viveka; samajAvyAnI ghelI karI, syAdvAda samajaNa paNa kharI. 1 mULa sthiti jo pUcho mane, to soMpI dauM yogI kane; prathama aMta ne maLe eka, lokarUpa aloke dekha. 2 jIvAjIva sthitine joI, TaLyo orato zaMkA khoI; ema ja sthiti tyAM nahIM upAya, "upAya kAM nahIM ?" zaMkA jAya. 3 e Azcarya jANe te jANa, jANe jyAre pragaTe bhANa; samaje baMdhamuktiyuta jIva, nIrakhI TALe zoka sadIva. 4 baMdhayukta jIva karma sahita, pula racanA karma khacIta; pulajJAna prathama le jANa, nara dehe pachI pAme dhyAna.5 jo ke pugalano e deha, to paNa ora sthiti tyAM che; samajaNa bIjI pachI kahIza, jyAre citta sthira thaiza. 7 OOOOOOOOO0008 5. jahAM rAga ane vaLI dveSa, tahAM sarvadA mAno kaleza; udAsInatAno jyAM vAsa, sakaLa duHkhano che tyAM nAza. 1 sarva kAlanuM che tyAM jJAna, deha chatAM tyAM che nirvANa; bhava chevaTanI che e dazA, rAma dhAma AvIne vasyA. 2 23muM varSaH muMbaI * Euuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu # OOOOOOOOOOOT | 20 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Evya 30. OM sat zrI sadgurubhakti rahasya (doharo) he prabhu! he prabhu! zuM kahuM, dInAnAtha dayALa; huM to doSa anaMtanuM, bhAjana chuM karUNALa. 1 zuddha bhAva mujamAM nathI, nathI sarva tuja rUpa; nathI laghutA ke dInatA, zuM kahuM paramasvarUpa? 2 nathI AjJA gurudevanI, acaLa karI uramAMhI; Apa taNo vizvAsa daDha, ne paramAdara nAhi. 3 joga nathI satsaMgano, nathI sasevA joga; kevaLa arpaNatA nathI, nathI Azraya anuyoga. 4 huM pAmara zuM karI zakuM?" evo nathI viveka; caraNa zaraNa dhIraja nathI, maraNa sudhInI cheka. 5 aciMtya tuja mAhAtmano, nathI praphullita bhAva; aMza na eke snehano, na maLe parama prabhAva. 7 acaLarUpa Asakita nahi, nahIM virahano tApa; kathA alabhya tuja premanI, nahi teno paritApa. 7 bhakti mArga praveza nahi, nahIM bhajana daDha bhAna; samaja nahi nijadharmanI nahi zubha deze sthAna. 8 kALadoSa kaLIthI thayo, nahi maryAdA dharma; toye nahIM vyAkuLatA, juo prabhu muja karma. 9 sevAne pratikULa che, te baMdhana nathI tyAga; deheMdriya mAne nahIM, kare bAhya para rAga. 10 iUUOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado 21 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 000000000000000000000000000000000000000 22 0000000000 tuja viyoga sphUrato nathI, vacana nayana yama nAhIM; nahi udAsa abhakatathI, tema gRhAdika mAMhIM. 11 ahaMbhAvathI rahita nahi, svadharma saMcaya nAhIM; nathI nivRtti nirmaLapaNe, anya dharmanI kAMI. 12 ema anaMta prakArathI, sAdhana rahita huMya; nahIM eka sadguNa paNa, mukha batAvuM zuMya ? 13 kevaLa karUNA-mUrti cho, dInabaMdhu dInanAtha; pApI parama anAtha chuM, graho prabhujI hAtha. 14 anaMta kALathI AthaDayo, vinA bhAna bhagavAna; sevyA nahi guru saMtane, mUkyuM nahi abhimAna. 15 saMta caraNa Azraya vinA, sAdhana karyAM aneka; pAra na tethI pAmIyo, Ugyo na aMza viveka. 16 sahu sAdhana baMdhana thayA, rahyo na koI upAya; sat sAdhana samajyo nahIM, tyAM baMdhana zuM jAya ? 17 prabhu prabhu laya lAgI nahIM, paDayo na sadguru pAya; dIThA nahi nija doSa to, tarIe koNa upAya ? 18 adhamAdhama adhiko patita, sakala jagatamAM huMya; e nizcaya AvyA vinA, sAdhana karaze zuMya ? 19 paDI paDI tuja padapaMkaje, pharI pharI mAguM e ja; sadguru saMta svarUpa tuja, e daDhatA karI de ja. 20 24muM varSa H rALaja vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only 00000000000000000000000 Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000000 31. OM sat zuM sAdhana bAkI rahyuM? kevalya bIja zuM? (toTaka chaMda) yamaniyama saMjama Apa kiyo, puni tyAga birAga athAga lahyo; vanavAsa liyo mukha mauna rahyo, daDha Asana padha lagAya diyo. 1 mana pona nirodha svabodha kiyo, haThajoga prayoga su tAra bhayo; japa bheda jape tapa tyauhi tape, urasehi udAsI lahI sabaveM. 2 saba zAstranake naya dhAri hiye, mata maMDana khaMDana bheda liye; vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiyo,tadapi kachu hAtha haju na paryo. 3 aba karyo ne bicArI che manameM kahuM ora rahA una sAdhanaseM? bina sadguru koya na bheda lahe, mukha Agala hai kaha bAta kahe?4 karunA hama pAvata he tumakI, vaha bAta rahI suguru gamakI; palameM pragaTe mukha Agalase, jaba sadgurucarna suprema baseM. 5 tanaseM, manameM, dhanameM sabaseM, gurudevakI Ana svaAtma barse taba kAraja siddha bane apano, rasa amRta pAvahi prema ghano. 7 vaha satya sudhA darasAvahiMge, caturAMgula he damase milahe; rasa deva niraMjanako pivahI, gahi joga jugAjuga so jivAtI. 7 para prema pravAha baDhe prabhuse, saba Agamabheda suura barse vaha kevalako bIja glAni kahe,nijako anubho batalAI diye. 8 24muM varSa rALaja OiOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 000000 * OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUT parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado 23 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 32. OM sat zrI sadagurukRpA mahAtmaya (doharo) binA nayana pAve nahIM, binA nayanakI bAta; seve sadguruke carana, so pAve sAkSAt 1 bUjhI cahata jo pyAsako, he bujhanakI rIta; pAve nahi gurugama binA, ehi anAdi sthita. 2 ehI nahIM hai kalpanA, ehI nahi vibhaMga; kaI nara paMcamakALameM, dekhI vastu abhaMga. 3 nahi de tuM upadezakuM, prathama lehi upadeza; sabarse nyArA agama hai, vo jJAnIkA deza 4 japa tapa, ora vatAdi saba, tahAM lagI bhramarUpa; jahAM lagI nahi saMtakI, pAI kRpA anUpa. 5 pAyAkI e bAta hai, nija chaMdano choDa; piche lAga satparuSake, to saba baMdhana toDa. 3 24muM varSa : muMbaI 0000000000000000000OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 33. doharA jaDa bhAve jaDa pariName, cetana cetana bhAva; koI koI palaTe nahIM, choDI Apa svabhAva. 1 jaDa te jaDa traNa kALamAM, cetana cetana tema; pragaTa anubhavarUpa che, saMzaya temAM kema ? 2 900000000000000/ kare cha0, 24 vIra-rAjapathadazinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ LOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUOC 0000000000000000000000 jo jaDa che traNa kALamAM, cetana cetana hoya; baMdha mokSa to nahi ghaTe, nivRtti pravRtti nahoya. 3 baMdha mokSa saMyogathI, jyAM lagI Atma abhAna; paNa nahi tyAga svabhAvano, bhAkhejina bhagavAna. 4 varte baMdha prasaMgamAM, te nija pada ajJAna; paNa jaDatA nahi Atmane, e siddhAMta pramANa. 5 grahe arUpI rUpIne, e acarajanI vAta; jIva baMdhana jANe nahIM, kevo jina siddhAMta. 7 prathama deha dRSTi hatI tethI bhAsyo deha; have daSTi thaI AtmamAM, gayo dehathI neha. 7 jaDa cetana saMyoga A, khANa anAdi anaMta; koI na kartA tehano, bhAkhe jina bhagavaMta. 8 mULa dravya utpanna nahi, nahIM nAza paNa tema; anubhavathI te siddha che, bhAkhe jinavara ema. 9 hoya tehano nAza nahi, nahIM teha nahi hoya; eka samaya te sau samaya, bheda avasthA joya. 10 0000000000000OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK 2. parama puruSa prabhu saru, parama jJAna sukhadhAma; jeNe ApyuM bhAna nija, tene sadA praNAma. 24muM varSa : rALaja. torry parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado ra5 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ I 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 hR 34. harigIta jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLojo hoya pUrva bhaNela nava paNa, jIvane jANyo nahIM, to sarva te ajJAna bhAkhyuM, sAkSI che Agama ahIM; e pUrva sarva kahyAM vizeSe, jIva karavA nirmaLo, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo. 1 nahi graMthamAMhi jJAna bhAkhyuM, jJAna nahi kavicAturI, nahi maMtra taMtro jJAna dAkhyAM, jJAna nahi bhASA TharI; nahi anya sthAne jJAna bhAkhyuM, jJAna jJAnImAM kaLo, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo. 2 A jIva ne A deha, evo bheda jo bhAsyo nahIM, paccakhANa kIdhAM tyAM sudhI, mokSArtha te bhAkhyAM nahIM; e pAMcameM aMge kahyo, upadeza kevaLa nirmaLo, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo. 3 kevaLa nahi brahmacaryathI. kevaLa nahi saMyama thakI, paNa jJAna kevaLathI kaLo; jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo. 4 zAstro vizeSa sahita paNa, jo jANiyuM nijarUpane, kAM tehavo Azraya karajo, bhAvathI sAcA mane; to jJAna tene bhAkhiyuM, jo sammati Adi sthaLo, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo. 5 ATha samiti jANIe jo, jJAnInA paramArthathI, to jJAna bhAkhyuM tehane, anusAra te mokSArthathI; nija kalpanAthI koTi zAstro, mAtra manano AmaLo, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo. 6 ovvoorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrros 26 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cAra veda purANa Adi zAstra sau mithyAtvanAM, zrI naMdisUtre bhAkhiyA che, bheda jyAM siddhAMtanA; paNa jJAnIne te jJAna bhAsyAM, e ja ThekANe Tharo, jinavara kahe che jJAna tene, sarva bhavyo sAMbhaLo. 7 vrata nahIM paccakhANa nahi, nahi tyAga vastu koino, mahApA tIrthakara thaze, zreNika ThANaMga joI lyo, chedyo anaMtA. 24muM varSa : rALaja 35. paramapada prAptinI bhAvanA aMtargata guNazreNI svarUpa apUrva avasara evo kayAre Avaze? kayAre thaizuM brAhmAMtara nigraMtha jo ? sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tIrNa chedIne, vicarazuM kava mahatparuSane paMtha jo ? apUrva. 1 sarva bhAvathI odAsInyavRtti karI, mAtra deha te saMyamahetu hoya jo; anya kAraNe anya kazuM karbhe nahIM, dehe paNa kiMcita mUcha nava joya jo. apUrva. 2 darzanamoha vyatIta thaI Upajyo bodha je, deha bhinna kevala caitanyanuM jJAna jo; tethI prakSINa cAritramoha vilokiye, varte evuM zuddha svarUpanuM dhyAna jo. apUrva. 3 OOOOOOOOOy 9 y 3, parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado! 27 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO0000000000000000000000000000000 AtmasthiratA traNa saMkSipta yoganI, mukhyapaNe to varte dehaparyata jo; ghora parISaha ke upasarga bhaye karI, AvI zake nahIM te sthiratAno aMta jo. apUrva.4 saMyamanA hetuthI yogapravartanA, svarUpalakSe jinaAjJA AdhIna jo; te paNa kSaNa kSaNa ghaTatI jatI sthitimAM, aMte thAye nijasvarUpamAM lIna jo. apUrva. 5 paMca viSayamAM rAgadveSa virahitatA, paMca pramAde na maLe manano kSobha jo; dravya, kSetra ne kALa, bhAva pratibaMdha vaNa, vicaravuM udayAdhIna paNa vitalobha jo. apUrvaka krodha pratye to varte krodhasvabhAvatA, mAna pratye to dInapaNAnuM mAna jo; mAyA pratye mAyA sAkSI bhAvanI, lobha pratye nahIM lobha samAna jo. apUrva. 7 bahu upasargakartA pratye paNa krodha nahIM, vaMde cakrI tathApi na maLe mAna jo; deha jAya paNa mAyA thAya na romamAM, lobha nahIM cho prabaLa siddhi nidAna jo. apUrva. 8 nagnabhAva, muMDabhAva saha ajJAnatA, aMdatapovana Adi parama prasiddha jo; keza, roma, nakha ke aMge zRMgAra nahIM, dravyabhAva saMyamamaya nigraMtha siddha jo. apUrva. 9 rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr 28 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zatru mitra pratye varte samadarzitA, mAna amAne varte te ja svabhAva jo; jIvita ke maraNe nahIM nyunAdhikatA, bhava mokSe paNa zuddha varte samabhAva jo. apUrva. 10 ekAkI vicarato vaLI smazAnamAM, vaLI parvatamAM vAgha siMha saMyoga jo; aDola Asana ne manamAM nahIM kSobhatA, parama mitrano jANe pAmyA yoga jo. apUrva. 11 ghora tapazcaryAmAM paNa manane tApa nahIM, sarasa anne nahIM manane prasannabhAva jo; rajakaNa ke riddhi vaimAnika devanI, sarve mAnyAM pudgala eka svabhAva jo. apUrva. 12 ema parAjaya karIne cAritramohano, AvuM tyAM jyAM karaNa apUrva bhAva jo; zreNI kSapakataNI karIne ArUDhatA, ananya ciMtana atizaya zuddha svabhAva jo. apUrva. 13 moha svayaMbhUramaNa samudra tarI karI, sthiti tyAM jyAM kSINamoha guNasthAna jo; aMta samaya tyAM pUrNasvarUpa vItarAga thaI, pragaTAvuM nija kevaLajJAna nidhAna jo. apUrva. 14 cAra karma ghanaghAtI te vyavaccheda jyAM, bhavanAM bIjataNo AtyaMtika nAza jo; sarva bhAva jJAtA ddaSTA saha zuddhatA, kRtakRtya prabhu vIrya anaMta prakAza jo. apUrva. 15 parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita po For Personal & Private Use Only 29 Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ TOO00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 2004) vedanIyAdi cAra karma varte jahAM, baLI sIMdarIvatu AkRti mAtra jo; te dehAyuSa AdhIna jenI sthiti che, AyuSa pUrNa, maTiye daihika pAtra jo. apUrva. 17 mana, vacana, kAyA ne karmanI vargaNA, chUTe jahAM sakaLa pudgala saMbaMdha jo; evuM ayogI guNasthAnaka tyAM vartatuM, mahAbhAgya sukhadAyaka pUrNa abaMdha jo. apUrva. 17 eka paramANumAtranI maLe na sparzatA, pUrNa kalaMka rahita aDola svarUpa jo; zuddha niraMjana caitanyamUrti ananyamaya, agurulaghu, amUrta sahajapadarUpa jo. apUrva. 18 pUrvaprayogAdi kAraNanA yogathI, Urdhvagamana siddhAlaya prApta susthita jo; sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhisukhamAM, anaMta darzana, jJAna anaMta sahita jo. apUrva. 19 je pada zrI sarva dIThuM jJAnamAM, kahI zakayA nahIM paNa te zrI bhagavAna jo; te svarUpane anya vANI te zuM kahe ? anubhavagocara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna jo. apUrva. 20 eha paramapada prAptinuM karyuM dhyAna meM, gajA vagara ne hAla manoratharUpa jo; topaNa nizcaya rAjacaMdra manane rahyo, prabhaAjJAe thAzuM te ja svarUpa jo. apUrva. 21 30muM varSa : vavANIyA O OOOOOOOOOOOOUS | vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 # OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I g | 30 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36. mULa mArga rahasya zrI sadguru caraNAya namaH UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUppppppUUUdouuu mULa mAraga sAMbhaLo jinano re, karI vRtti akhaMDa sanmukha; mU. noya pUjAdinI jo kAmanA re, noya vhAluM aMtara bhavaduHkha. mU. 1 karI jojo vacananI tulanA re, jojo zodhIne jinasiddhAMta; mU. mAtra kahevuM paramArathatuthI re, koI pAme mumukSu vAta. mU. 2 jJAna, darzana, cAritranI zuddhatA re, ekapaNe ane avirUddha; mU. jina mAraga te paramArthathI re, ema kahyuM siddhAMte budha. dhU. 3 liMga ane bhedo je vratanA re, dravya deza kALAdi bheda, mU. paNa jJAnAdinI je zuddhatA re, te to traNe kALe abheda. mU. 4 have jJAna darzanAdi zabdano re, saMkSepe suNo paramArtha; mU. tene jotAM vicArI vizeSathI re, samajAze uttama AtmArtha. mU. 5 che dehAdithI bhinna AtmA re, upayogI sadA avinAza; mU. ema jANe sadguru upadezathI re, kahyuM jJAna tenuM nAma khAsa. mU. je jJAna karIne jANiyuM re, tenI varte che zuddha pratIta; mU. kahyuM bhagavaMte darzana tehane re, jenuM bIjuM nAma samakita. mU. 7. jema AvI pratIti jIvanI re, jANyo sarvethI bhinna asaMga; mU. tevo sthira svabhAva te Upaje re, nAma cAritra te aNaliMga. mU. 8 te traNe abheda pariNAmathI re, jyAre varte te AtmArUpa; mU. teha mAraga jinano pAmiyo re,kiMvA pAmyo te nijasvarUpa. mU. 9 OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO : F** * parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado 31 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000000000000 0000000000000000 evAM mULa jJAnAdi pAmavA re, ane javA anAdi baMdha; mU. upadeza sadguruno pAmavo re, TALI svacchaMda ne pratibaMdha. mU. 10 ema deva jinaMde bhAkhiyuM re, mokSamAraganuM zuddha svarUpa; mU. bhavya janonA hitane kAraNe re, saMkSepe kahyuM svarUpa. mU. 11 ANaMda 29muM varSa : OU 32 - 37. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo duHkha anaMta; samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadguru bhagavaMta. 1 vartamAna A kALamAM, mokSamArga bahu lopa; vicAravA AtmArthIne, bhASyo atra agopya. 2 koI kriyA-jaDa thaI rahyA, zuSkajJAnamAM koI; mAne mAraga mokSano, karuNA Upaje joI. 3 bAhya kriyAmAM rAcatAM, aMtara bheda na kAMI; jJAnamArga niSedhatAM, teha kriyAjaDa AI. 4 baMdha mokSa che kalpanA, bhAkhe vANImAMhI; varte mohAvezamAM, zuSkajJAnI te AMhI. 5 vairAgyAdi saphLa to, jo saha AtamajJAna; temaja AtamajJAnanI, prAptitaNAM nidAna. 6 tyAga virAga na cittamAM, thAya na tene jJAna; aTake tyAga virAgamAM, to bhUle nija bhAna. 7 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only CCC Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hyqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavuM te; tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmArthI jana eha. 8 seve sadgurucaraNane, tyAgI daI nijapakSa; pAme te paramArthane, nijapadano le lakSa. 9 AtmajJAna samadarzitA, vicare udaya prayoga; apUrva vANI paramakRta, sadguru lakSaNa yogya. 10 pratyakSa sadguru sama nahIM, parokSa jina upakAra; evo lakSa thayA vinA, Uge na AtmavicAra. 11 saranA upadeza vaNa, samajAya na jinarUpa; samajyA vaNa upakAra zo?samaye jinasvarUpa. 12 AtmAdi astitvanAM, jeha nirUpaka zAstra; pratyakSa sadguruyoga nahI, tyAM AdhAra supAtra. 13 athavA saddagurue kahyAM, je avagAhana kAja; te te nitya vicAravAM, karI matAMtara tyAja. 14 roke jIva svacchaMda to, pAme avazya mokSa; pAmyA ema anaMta che, bhAkhyuM jina nirdoSa. 15 pratyakSa sadguru yogathI, svaccheda te rokAya; anya upAya karyA thakI, prAye bamaNo thAya. 16 svaccheda mata Agraha tajI, varte saddaguru lakSa; samakita tene bhAkhiyuM, kAraNa gaNI pratyakSa. 17 mAnAdika zatra mahA, nijachaMde na marAya; jAtAM sadguru zaraNamAM, alpa prayAse jAya. 18 je sadguru upadezathI, pAmyo kevaLajJAna; guru rahyA chaghastha paNa, vinaya kare bhagavAna. 19 shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh * * * parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado 33 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO00000000 evo mArga vinaya taNo, bhAkhyo zrI vItarAga; mULa hetu e mArgano, samaje koI subhAgya. 20 asadguru e vinayano, lAbha lahe jo kAMI; mahA mohanIya karmathI, bUDe bhavajaLa mAMhi. 21 hoya mumukSu jIva te, samaje eha vicAra; hoya matArthI jIva te, avaLo le nirdhAra. 22 hoya matArthI tehane, thAya na Atama lakSa; teha matAtha lakSaNo, ahIM kahyAM nirpakSa. 23 matAthI-lakSaNa bAhyatyAga paNa jJAna nahi, te mAne guru satya; athavA nijakuLadharmanA, te gurumAM ja mamatva. 24 je jinadeha pramANa ne, samavasaraNAdi siddhi; varNana samaje jinanuM, rokI rahe nija buddhi. 25 pratyakSa sadguruyogamAM, varte dRSTi vimukha; asaddagurune daDha kare, nijamAnArthe mukhya. 27 devAdi gati bhaMgamAM, je samaje zrutajJAna; mAne nija mata veSano, Agraha mukti nidAna. 27 lahyuM svarUpa na vRttinuM, grahyuM vrata abhimAna; grahe nahIM paramArthane, levA laukika mAna. 28 athavA nizcaya naya grahe, mAtra zabdanI mAMya; loe savyavahArane, sAdhana rahita thAya. 29 jJAnadazA pAme nahIM, sAdhanadazA na kAMI; pAme teno saMga che, te bUDe bhavamAMhI. 30 34 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo e paNa jIva matArthamAM, nija mAnAdi kAja; pAme nahi paramArthane, anaadhikArImAM ja. 31 nahi kaSAya upazAMtatA, nahi aMtara vairAgya; saraLapaNuM na madhyasthatA, e matAtha durbhAgya. 32 lakSaNa kahyAM matArthInAM, matArtha jAvA kAja; have kahuM AtmArthInAM, Atma-artha sukhasAja. 33 AtmArthI-lakSaNa AtmajJAna tyAM munipaNuM, te sAcA guru hoya; bAkI kuLaguru kalpanA, AtmArthI nahi joya. 34 pratyakSa sadagaraprAptino. gaNe parama upakAraH traNe yoga ekatvathI, varte AjJAdhAra. 35 eka hoya traNa kALamAM, paramArathano paMtha; prere te paramArthane, te vyavahAra samaMta. 39 ema vicArI aMtare, zodhe sadguru yoga; kAma eka AtmArthanuM, bIjo nahi manaroga. 37 kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSa abhilASa; bhave kheda prANIdayA, tyAM AtmArtha nivAsa. 38 dazA na evI jyAM sudhI, jIva lahe nahi joga; mokSamArga pAme nahIM, maTe na aMtara roga. 39 Ave jyAM evI dazA, sadgurubodha suhAya; te bodhe suvicAraNA, tyAM pragaTe sukhadAya. 40 jyAM pragaTe suvicAraNA, tyAM pragaTe nijajJAna; je zAne kSaya moha thaI, pAme pada nirvANa. 41 ROOT parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado! [35 | 00000002 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000 00000000000000000000 SapadanAmakathana 'AtmA che', 'te nitya che', 'che kartA nijakarma'; 'che bhoktA', vaLI 'mokSa che','mokSa upAya sudharma.' 43 SasthAnaka saMkSepamAM, SaTkarzana paNa teha; samajAvA paramArthane, kahyAM jJAnIe eha. 44 (1) zaMkA - ziSya uvAca : (AtmAnA hovApaNA rUpa prathama sthAnakanI ziSya zaMkA kahe che) nathI dRSTimAM Avato, nathI jaNAtuM rUpa; bIjo paNa anubhava nahIM, tethI na jIvasvarUpa. 45 bhA 39 Upaje te suvicAraNA, mokSamArga samajAya; guruziSya saMvAdathI, bhAkhuM Sapada AMhI. 42 athavA deha ja AtamA, athavA iMdriya prANa; mithyA judo mAnavo, nahIM juduM eMdhANa. 46 vaLI jo AtmA hoya to, jaNAya te nahi kema ? jaNAya jo te hoya to, ghaTa paTa Adi jema. 47 mATe che nahi AtamA, mithyA mokSa upAya; e aMtara zaMkA taNo, samajAvo sadupAya. 48 (1) samAdhAna sadguru uvAca :(AtmA che, ema sadguru samAdhAna kare che) bhAsyo dehAdhyAsathI, AtmA deha samAna; paNa te banne bhinna che, pragaTa lakSaNe bhAna. 49 bhAsyo dehAdhyAsathI, AtmA deha samAna; paNa te banne bhinna che, jema asi ne myAna. 50 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ je draSTA che dRSTino, je jANe che rUpa; abAdhya anubhava je rahe, te che jIvasvarUpa. 51 che iMdriya pratyekane, nija nija viSayanuM jJAna; pAMca iMdrInA viSayanuM, paNa AtmAne bhAna. para deha na jANe tehane, jANe na iMdrI prANa; AtmAnI sattAvaDe, teha pravarte jANa. 53 sarva avasthAne viSe, nyAro sadA jaNAya; pragaTarU5 caitanyamaya, e eMdhANa sadAya. 54 ghaTa, paTa Adi jANa tuM, tethI tene mAna; jANanAra te mAna nahi, kahIe kevuM jJAna ? papa parama buddhi kuza dehamAM, sthULa deha mati alpa; deha hoya jo AtamA, ghaTe na Ama vikalpa. paka jaDa cetanano bhinna che, kevaLa pragaTa svabhAva; ekapaNuM pAme nahIM, traNe kALa drayabhAva. 27 AtmAnI zaMkA kare, AtmA pote Apa; zaMkAno karanAra te, acaraja eha amApa. 58 (2) zaMkA - ziSya uvAca :(AtmA nitya nathI, ema ziSya kahe che) AtmAnA astitvanA, Ape kahyA prakAra; saMbhava teno thAya che, aMtara karyo vicAra. 59 bIjI zaMkA thAya tyAM, AtmA nahIM avinAza; dehayogathI Upaje, dehaviyoge nAza. 10 *: 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 00000000000 parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado 37. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvr up 3. athavA vastu kSaNika che, kSaNe kSaNe palaTAya; e anubhavathI paNa nahIM, AtmA nitya jaNAya. 71 (2) samAdhAna - sadguru uvAca :(AtmA nitya che, ema sadguru samAdhAna kare che) deha mAtra saMyoga che, vaLI jaDa rUpI dazya; cetananAM utpatti laya, konA anubhava vazya ? kara jenA anubhava vazya e, utpanna layanuM jJAna; te tethI judA vinA, thAya na keme bhAna. 73 je saMyogo dekhIe, te te anubhava dazya; Upaje nahi saMyogathI, AtmA nitya pratyakSa. 64 jaDathI cetana Upaje, cetanathI jaDa thAya; evo anubhava koIne, kyAre kadI na thAya. 65 koI saMyogothI nahIM, jenI utpatti thAya; nAza na teno koImAM, tethI nitya sadAya. 76 krodhAdi taratamyatA, sarpAdikanI mAMya; pUrva janma saMskAra te, jIvanityatA tyAMya. 67 AtmA dravye nitya che, paryAye palaTAya; bALAdi vaya traNyanuM, jJAna ekane thAya. 78 athavA jJAna kSaNikanuM, je jANI vadanAra; vadanAro te kSaNika nahI, kara anubhava nirdhAra. 69 kyAre koI vastuno, kevaLa hoya na nAza; cetana pAme nAza to, kemAM bhaLe tapAsa. 70 pou vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ n ph (3) zaMkA - ziSya uvAca :(AtmA karmano kartA nathI, ema zine kahe che) kartA jIva na karmano, karma ja kartA karma; athavA sahaja svabhAva kAM, karma jIvano dharma. 71 AtmA sadA asaMga ne, kare prakRti baMdha; athavA Izvara preraNA, tethI jIva abaMdha. 72 mATe mokSa upAyano, koI na hetu jaNAya; karmataNuM kartApaNuM, kAM nahi, kAM nahi jAya. 73 (3) samAdhAna - sadguru uvAca : * llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll hoya ne cetana preraNA, koNa grahe to karma? jaDasvabhAva nahi preraNA, juo vicArI gharma. 74 jo cetana karatuM nathI, nathI thatAM to karma; tethI sahaja svabhAva nahi, temaja nahi jIvadharma. 75 kevala hota asaMga jo, bhAsata tane na kema ? asaMga che paramArthathI, paNa nijabhAne tema. 76 kartA Izvara koI nahi, Izvara zuddha svabhAva; athavA preraka te gaNe, Izvara doSa prabhAva. 77 cetana jo nija bhAnamAM, kartA Apa svabhAva; varta nahi nija bhAnamAM, kartA karma-prabhAva. 78 jaOOOOOOOOOOQ parama kRpALu zrImada rAjacaMdra deva racita pado U OT | 39 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ twqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqwqqww // (4) zaMkA - ziSya uvAca :(te karmanuM bhoktApaNuM jIvane nahIM hoya ? ema ziSya kahe che) jIva karma kartA kaho, paNa bhokatA nahi soya; zuM samaje jaDa karma ke, phaLa pariNAmI hoya? 79 phaLadAtA Izvara gaye, bhokatApaNuM sadhAya; ema kahe IzvarataNuM, IzvarapaNuM ja jAya. 80 Izvara siddha thayA vinA, jagata niyama nahi hoya; pachI zubhAzubha karmanAM, bhogya sthAna nahi koya. 81 (4) samAdhAna - sadguru uvAca(jIvane potAnAM karelAM karmanuM bhoktApaNuM che, ema sadguru samAdhAna kare che) bhAvakarma nijakalpanA, mATe cetanarUpa; jIvavIryanI phuraNA, grahaNa kare jaDadhUpa. 82 jhera sudhA samaje nahIM, jIva khAya phaLa thAya; ema zubhAzubha karmanuM, bhoktApaNuM jaNAya. 83 eka rAMka ne eka nRpa, e Adi je bheda; kAraNa vinA na kArya te, te ja zubhAzubha vedya. 84 phaLadAtA IzvarataNI, emAM nathI jarU2; karma svabhAve pariName, thAya bhogathI dUra. 85 te te bhogya vizeSanAM, sthAnaka dravya svabhAva; gahana vAta che ziSya A, kahI saMkSepe sAva. 80 0000000000000000000000000000000000000 0 O 40 OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO | vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ di0000000000000 (5) zaMkA - ziSya uvAcaH(jIvano te karmathI mokSa nathI, ema ziSya kahe che) kartA bhoktA jIva ho, paNa teno nahi mokSa; vityo kALa anaMta paNa, vartamAna che doSa. 87 zubha kare phaLa bhogave, devAdi gatimAMya; azubha kare narakAdi phaLa, karma rahita na kayAMya. 88 (5) samAdhAna - sadguru uvAca :(te karmathI jIvano mokSa thaI zake che, ema sadguru samAdhAna kare che) jema zubhAzubha karmapada, jANyAM saphaLa pramANa; tema nivRtti saphaLatA, mATe mokSa sujANa. 89 vItyo kALa anaMta te, karma zubhAzubha bhAva; teha zubhAzubha chedatAM, Upaje mokSa svabhAva. 90 dehAdika saMyogano, AtyaMtika viyoga; siddha mokSa zAzvata pade, nija anaMta sukha bhoga.91 (6) zaMkA - ziSya uvAca :(mokSano upAya nathI, ema ziSya kahe che) hoya kadApi mokSapada, nahi avirodha upAya; karmo kALa anaMtanAM. zAthI chedyAM jAya ? 92 athavA mata darzana ghaNAM, kahe upAya aneka; temAM mata sAco kayo, bane na eha viveka. 93 kaI jAtimAM mokSa che, kayA veSamAM mokSa; eno nizcaya nA bane, ghaNA bheda e doSa. 94 UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU | OOOOOOOOOOO0000000000000000000000 iOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT parama kRpALu zrImada rAjacaMdra deva racita pado 41 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000000000000000000000 VII sara 000 tethI ema jaNAya che, maLe na mokSa upAya; jIvAdi jANyA taNo, zo upakAra ja thAya ? 95 pAMce uttarathI thayuM, samAdhAna sarvAMga; samajuM mokSa upAya to, udaya udaya sadbhAgya. 96 (6) samAdhAna - sadguru uvAca :(mokSano upAya che, ema sadguru samAdhAna kare che) pAMce uttaranI thaI, AtmA viSe pratIta; thAze mokSopAyanI, sahaja pratIta e rIta. 97 karmabhAva ajJAna che, mokSabhAva nijavAsa; aMdhakAra ajJAna sama, nAze jJAnaprakAza. 98 je je kAraNa baMdhanAM, teha baMdhano paMtha; te kAraNa chedaka dazA, mokSapaMtha bhava aMta. 99 rAga, dveSa ajJAna e, mukhya karmanI graMtha; thAya nivRtti jehathI, te ja mokSano paMtha. 100 AtmA sat caitanyamaya, sarvAbhAsa rahita; jethI kevaLa pAmiye, mokSapaMtha te rIta. 101 karma anaMta prakAranAM, temAM mukhya ATha; temAM mukhya mohanIya, haNAya te kahuM pATha. 102 karma mohanIya bheda be, darzana cAritra nAma; haNe bodha vItarAgatA, acUka upAya Ama. 103 karmabaMdha krodhAdithI, haNe kSamAdika teha; pratyakSa anubhava sarvane, emAM zo saMdeha ? 104 II vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only po Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ choDI mata darzanataNo, Agraha tema vikalpa; kahyo mArga A sAdhaze, janma tehanA alpa. 105 parSadanAM SaTraprazna teM, pUkyA karI vicAra; te padanI sarvAgatA, mokSamArga nirdhAra. 100 jAti, veSano bheda nahi, kaho mArga jo hoya; sAdhe te mukti lahe, emAM bheda na koya. 107 kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSa abhilASa; bhave kheda aMtara dayA, te kahiye jijJAsa. 108 te jIjJAsu jIvane, thAya sadgurubodha; to pAme samakitane, varte aMtarazodha. 109 mata darzana Agraha tajI, varte saddagurulakSa; lahe zuddha samakita che, jemAM bheda na pakSa. 110 varte nija svabhAvano, anubhava lakSa pratIta; vRtti vahe nijabhAvamAM, parArthe samakita. 111 vardhamAna samakita thaI, TALe mithyAbhAsa; udaya thAya cAritryano, vItarAgapara vAsa. 112 kevaLa nijasvabhAvanuM, akhaMDa varte jJAna; kahIe kevaLajJAna te, deha chatAM nirvANa. 113 koTi varSanuM svapna paNa, jAgrata thatAM samAya; tema vibhAva anAdino, jJAna thatAM dUra thAya. 114 chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahi kartA tuM karma; nahi bhokatA tuM tehano, e ja dharmano marma. 115 FOOOOOOOOOOT 000000000000 UOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 000 parama kapALa zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado 43. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ It OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 00000000000000000000 e ja dharmathI mokSa che, tuM cho mokSasvarUpa; anaMta darzana jJAna tuM, avyAbAdha svarUpa. 119 zuddha buddha caitanyadhana, svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma; bIjuM kahIe keTaluM? kara vicAra to pAma. 117 nizcaya sarve jJAnano, AvI atra samAya; dharI maunatA ema kahI, sahaja samAdhimAMya. 118 ziSyabodhabIja prAptikathana sadgurunA upadezathI, AvyuM apUrva bhAna; nijapada nijamAMhI lahyuM, dUra thayuM ajJAna. 119 bhAsyuM nija svarUpa te, zuddha cetanArUpa; ajara amara avinAzI ne, dehAtIta svarUpa. 120 kartA bhoktA karmano vibhAva varte jyAMya; vRtti vahI nijabhAvamAM, thayo akartA tyAMya. 121 athavA nijapariNAma che, zuddha cetanArUpa; kartA bhoktA tehano, nirvikalpa svarUpa. 122 mokSa kahyo nijazuddhatA, te pAme te paMtha; samajAvyo saMkSepamAM, sakaLa mArga nigraMtha. 123 aho ! aho ! zrI sadguru, karuNAsiMdhu apAra; A pAmara para prabhu karyo, aho!aho!upakAra. 124 zuM prabhucaraNa kane gharUM, AtmAthI so hIna; te to prabhue Apiyo, vatuM caraNAdhIna. 125 A dehAdi AjathI, varte prabhu AdhIna; dAsa, dAsa huM dAsa chuM, teha prabhuno dIna. 127 # OOO OOOOOOOO ke UOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 44 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Sa sthAnaka samajAvIne, bhinna batAvyo Apa; myAna thakI taravAravatuM, e upakAra amApa. 127 upasaMhAra darzana SaTe samAya che, A Sa sthAnaka mAMhIM; vicAratAM vistArathI, saMzaya rahe na kAMI. 128 AtmabhrAMti samaroga nahIM, sadguru vedya sujANa; guru AjJA sama pathya nahIM, auSadha vicAra dhyAna. 129 jo icchI paramArtha to, karo satya puruSArtha; bhavasthiti Adi nAma laI, chedo nahIM AtmArtha.130 nizcayavANI sAMbhaLI, sAdhana tajavAM noya; nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM, sAdhana karavA soya. 131 naya nizcaya ekAMtathI, AmAM nathI kahela; ekAMte vyavahAra nahi, banne sAthe rahela. 132 gacchamatanI je kalpanA, te nahi savyavahAra; bhAna nahIM nijarUpanuM, te nizcaya nahIM sAra. 133 AgaLa jJAnI thaI gayA, vartamAnamAM hoya; thAze kALa bhaviSyamAM, mArgabheda nahi koya. 134 sarva jIva che siddha sama, je samaje te thAya; sadguruANA jinadazA, nimitta kAraNamAMya. 135 upAdAnanuM nAma laI, e je taje nimitta; pAme nahIM siddhatvane, rahe bhrAMtimAM sthita. 130 mukhathI jJAna kathe ane, aMtara chUTyo na moha; te pAmara prANI kare, mAtra jJAnIno droha. 137 hhhhhh parama kRpALu zrImada rAjacaMdra deva racita pado 45 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 000000000000000000000000 dayA, zAMti, samatA, kSamA, satya, tyAga, vairAgya, hoya mumukSu ghaTa viSe, eha sadAya sujAgya. 138 qqqqqqqq mohabhAva kSaya hoya jyAM, athavA hoya prazAMta; te kahIe zAnIdazA, bAkI kahIe bhrAMta. 139 sakaLa jagata te eMThavat, athavA svapna samAna; te kahIe jJAnIdazA, bAkI vAcAjJAna. 140 sthAnaka pAMca vicArIne, chaThe varte jeha; pAme sthAnaka pAMcamuM, emAM nahIM saMdeha. 141 deha chatAM jenI dazA, varte dehAtIta; te jJAnInA caraNamAM, ho vaMdana agaNita. 142 zrI saubhAgya ne zrI acaLa, Adi mumukSukAja; tathA bhavyahita kAraNe, kahyo bodha sukha sAja. 143 sAdhana siddha dazA ahIM, kahI sarva saMkSepa; Sadarzana saMkSepamAM, bhAkhyA nirvikSepa. 144 29muM varSa : naDiyAda 38. svAtya vRttAMta kAvya dhanya re divasa A aho, jAgI re zAMti apUrva re; daza varSe re dhArA UlasI, maTyo udayakarmano garva re. dhanya 1 ogaNIsarse ne ekatrIse, Avyo apUrva anusAra re; ogaNIsarse ne beMtAlIse, adbhuta vairAgya dhAra re. dhanya0 2 Ap vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 ippou 46 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ~~~~~~~~ ogaNIsarse ne suDatAlIse, samakita zuddha prakAzyuM re; zruta anubhava vadhatI dazA, nija svarUpa avabhAsyuM re.dhanya0 3 tyAM Avyo re udaya kAramo, parigraha kArya prapaMca re; jema jema te haDaselIe, tema vadhe na ghaTe eka paMca re. dhanya0 4 vadhatuM ema ja cAliyuM, have dIse kSINa kAMI re; krame karIne re te jaze, ema bhAse manamAhIM re. dhanya pa yathA hetu je cittano, satya dharmano uddhAra re; thaze avazya A dehathI, ema thayo niradhAra re. dhanya0 6 AvI apUrva vRtti aho, thaze apramatta yoga re; kevaLa lagabhaga bhUmikA, sparzIne deha viyoga re. dhanya0 7 avazya karmano bhoga che, bhogavavo avazeSa re; tethI deha eka ja dhArIne, jAzuM svarUpa svadeza re. dhanya0 8 hAthanoMdha 1, pRSTha 63, 64 -**** 39. paramapada paMtha (gIti) paMtha paramapada bodhyo, jeha pramANe parama vItarAge; te anusarI kahIzuM, praNamIne te prabhu bhakti rAge. 1 mULa paramapada kAraNa, samyagdarzana jJAna caraNa pUrNa; praName eka svabhAve, zuddha samAdhi tyAM paripUrNa. 2 je cetana jaDa bhAvo, avalokacA che munIMdra sarvaze; tevI aMtara AsthA, pragaTyuM darzana kahyuM che tattvaze. 3 spu parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado For Personal & Private Use Only 47 Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ , vi samyapha pramANapUrvaka, te te bhAvo jJAna viSe bhAse; samyaka jJAna kahyuM te, saMzaya, vibhrama, moha tyAM nAzya. 4 viSayAraMbha-nivRtti rAga-dveSano abhAva jyAM thAya; sahita samyagdarzana, zuddha caraNa tyAM samAdhi sadupAya. 5 traNeabhinna svabhAve, pariNamI AtmasvarUpa jyAM thAya; pUrNa paramapadaprApti, nizcayathI tyAM ananya sukhadAya. 7 jIva, ajIva padArtho, puNya, pApa, Astrava tathA baMdha; saMvara nirjarA, mokSa, tattva kahyAM nava padArtha saMbaMdha. 7 jIva ajIva viSe te, nava tattvano samAveza thAya; vastu vicAra vizeSe, bhinna prabodhyA mahAna munirAya. 8 30muM varSa vavANIyA *lllllllllllllllllllllll000000000000000000000000 40. jaDa ne caitanya jaDa ne caitanya baMne dravyano svabhAva bhinna, supratItapaNe banne jene samajAya che; svarUpa cetana nija, jaDa che saMbaMdha mAtra, athavA te zeya paNa paradravyamAMya che; evo anubhavano prakAza ullAsita thayo, jaDathI udAsI tene AtmavRtti thAya che; kAyAnI visArI mAyA, svarUpe samAyA evA, nigraMthano paMtha bhavaaMtano upAya che. 1 deha jIva ekarUpe bhAse che ajJAna vaDe, kriyAnI pravRtti paNa tethI tema thAya che; jIvanI utpatti ane roga, zoka, duHkha, mRtyu, | RUOU TUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU 48 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dehano svabhAva jIva padamAM jaNAya che; evo je anAdi ekarUpano mithyAtvabhAva, jJAnInAM vacana vaDe dUra thaI jAya che; bhAse jaDa caitanyano pragaTa svabhAva bhinna, banne dravya nija nija rUpe sthita thAya che. 2 33muM varSa : muMbaI 41. zrI jina paramAtmane namaH 00000000000000 0 icche che je jogI jana, anaMta sukhasvarUpa; mULa zuddha te Atmapada, sayogI jinasvarU5. 1 AtmasvabhAva agamyo, avalaMbana AdhAra; jinapadathI darzAviyo, teha svarUpa prakAra. 2 jinapadanijapadaekatA, bhedabhAva nahIM kAMI; lakSa thavAne tehano, kahyAM zAstra sukhadAI. 3 jina pravacana durgamyatA, thAke ati matimAna; avalaMbana zrI sadguru, sugama ane sukhakhANa. 4 upAsanAjinacaraNanI, atizaya bhaktisahita; munijana saMgati rati ati, saMyama yoga ghaTita. 5 guNapramoda atizaya rahe, rahe aMtarmukha yoga; prApti zrI sadguru vaDe, jinadarzana anuyoga. pravacana samudra biMdumAM, UlaTI Ave ema; pUrva caudanI labdhinuM, udAharaNa paNa tema. 7 viSaya vikAra sahita je, rahyA matinA yoga; pariNAmanI viSamatA, tene yoga ayoga. 8 | OOOOOOOOOOO O * 0000000000 O parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva racita pado 49 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | 0000000000000000000000000 maMda viSaya ne saraLatA, saha AzA suvicAra; karuNA komaLatAdi guNa, prathama bhUmikA dhAra.9 rokyA zabdAdika viSaya, saMyama sAdhana rAga; jagata iSTa nahIM AtmathI, madhya pAtra mahAbhAgya.10 nahIMtRSNA jIvyAtaNI, maraNayoga nahIMkSobha; mahApAtra te mArganA, parama yoga jitalobha. 11 Horrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr AvyuM bahu samadezamAM, chAyA jAya samAI; AvyuM temasvabhAvamAM, manasvarUpa paNa jAI. 1 Upaje moha vikalpathI, samasta A saMsAra; aMtarmukha avalokatAM, vilaya thatAM nahIM vAra. 2 000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 3 sukhadhAma anaMta susaMta cahI, dina rAtra rahe tadhyAnamahIM, parazAMti anaMta sudhAmaya je, praNamuM pada te vara te jaya te. 34muM varSaH rAjakoTa 42 arihaMta AnaMdakArI apArI, sadA mokSadAtA tathA divyakArI, | vinaMti vaNike viveke vicArI, vaDI vaMdanA sAtha he duHkhahArI. vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0 0000000000001 43. zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAna - stuti paripUrNa jJAne, paripUrNa dhyAne, paripUrNa cAritra, bodhitva dAne; nirAgI mahA zAMta mUrti tamArI, prabhu prArthanA zAMti lezo amArI. dauM upamA to abhimAna mAruM, abhimAna TALyA taNuM tattva tAruM; chatAM bALarUpe rahyo zira nAmI, svIkAro ghaNI zuddhie zAMti svAmI; svarUpe rahI zAMtatA zAMti nAme birAjyA mahA zAMti AnaMda dhAme. (apUrNa) 44 nathI gharyo deha viSaya vadhAravA; nathI dharyo deha parigraha dhAravA. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO | O , OOOOOOOOOOOOOO parama kapALa zrImada rAjacaMdra deva racita pado pa1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ynqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq // * 'che ** OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO vibhAga-2 cUMTelAM pado. zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanAM pado 1. rAga-mAru piyA!parathara mata jAo re, karI karUNA mahArAja. kula marajAdA lopake re, je jana paraghara jAya; tiNakuM ubhaya loka, suNa pyAre!paMcaka zobhA nAya... 1 kumatA saMge tuma rahe re, AnuM kAla anAda; tArthe moha dikhA bahu pyAre ! kahAnikAlyo svAda... 2 lagata piyA kahyo mAharo re, azubha tumhAre citta; paNa mothI na rahAya re pyAre ! kahyA vinA suNa mitta... 3 ghara apane vAlama kaho re ! koNa vakI khoTa; phogaTa tada kema lIjIyeM pyAre ! zIza bharamI poTa.... 4 suNI samatAkI vinati re, cidAnaMda mahArAja, kumatA neha nivArake pyAre ! lIno zivapura rAja...5 hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 2. rAga-mAru suappA Apa vicAro re, para5kha neha nivAra; para pariNati pudgala disA re, tAmeM nija abhimAna. dhArata jIva ehI kahyo pyAre ! baMdha hetu bhagavAna. 1 kanaka upalameM nitya rahe re, dUdhamAMhe phUnI dhIva; tila saMga tela, suvAsa kusuma saMga, deha saMga tema jIva... 2 ** GOOOOOT vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 zirIra para 1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAvya rahata hutAzana kASTameM re, pragaTe kAraNa pAya; lahI kAraNa kArajatA pyAre ! saheje siddha thAya... 3 khIra nIrakI bhinnatA re, je se karata marAla; teneM bheda jJAnI lahyAM pyAre ! kaTe karmakI jAla... 4 ajakula vAsI keharI re, lekho jima nijarUpa; cidAnaMda tima tuma pyAre ! anubhava zuddha svarUpa.. 5 3. rAga-mAru baMdha nija Apa udIta re, ama kRpANI nyAya baMdha. jhakaDayAM kirte tohe sAMkalAM re, pakaDayAM kiNe tuva hAtha; koNa bhUpake paharUye pyAre, rahata tihAre sAtha... 1 bAMdara jima madirA pIe re, vichU DaMkita gAta; bhUta lage kautuka kare pyAre, tima bhramako utapAta. 2 kiIra baMdhyA jima dekhIrve re, nalinI bhramara saMyoga; iNa vidha bhayA jIvaE pyAre, baMdhana rUpI roga. 3 bhrama Aropita baMdhathI, parapariNati saMga ema; paravazatA duHkha pAvate pyAre, markaTa mUThI jema... 4 mohadazA alagI karo re, dharo susaMvara bhekha; cidAnaMda taba dekhiyeM pyAre, zazi svabhAvakI rekha.5 # OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 4. rAga-kAphI mati mata hama vicAro re, mata matIyanakA bhAva mati. vastugarbhe vastu lo re, vAdavivAda na koya; sUra tihAM parakAza piyA re, aMdhakAra nahi hoya. 1 0000000000 0 00 zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanAM pado ' 53. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 200000000000000000000 rUpa rekha tihAM navi ghaTe re, mudrA bhekha na hoya; bhedajJAna dRSTi karI pyAre, dekho aMtara joya.. 2 tanatA, manatA, vacanatA re, para pariNati parivAra; tana mana vacanAtIta piyA re, nija sattA sukhakAra...3 aMtara zuddha svabhAvameM re, nahIM vibhAva lavaleza; bhama Aropita lakSathI pyAre, haMsA sahita kaleza.... 4 aMtargata niharce gahI re, kAyAthI vyavahAra; cidAnaMda tava pAmIe pyAre, bhavasAyarako pAra...5 UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU 5. rAga-kAphI athavA velAvala akala kalA jagajIvana terI (2) anaMta udadhithI anaMta gaNo, tuja jJAna mahA laghu buddhi kyuM merI. 1 naya arU bhaMga nikhepa vicArata, pUravadhara thAke guNa herI; vikalpa karata thAga navi pAye, nirvikalpaneM hota bhaye rI. 2 aMtara anubhava vinu tuva padameM, yukti nahIM kou ghaTata anerI; cidAnaMda prabhu karI kirapA aba, dIje te rasa rIjha bhale rI. 3 duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu 6. rAga-kAphI tathA velAvala jo lIM tattva na sUjha paDe re (2) toM lIM mUDha bharama vaza bhUlyo, mata mamatA grahI jagathI laDe re. 1 - - -- -- - jika va OOOOOOOOT vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 54 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [**OO000 0000000000000 0000000000000000000002 akara roga zubha kaMpa azubha lakha, bhavasAgara iNa bhAMta raDe re; dhAne kAja jima mUrakha bihaDa, ukhara bhUmiko kheta khaDe re. 2 ucita rIta ulakha viNa cetana, nizadina khoTo ghATa ghaDe re; mastaka mukuTa ucita maNi anupama,paga bhUSaNa ajJAna jaDe re. 3 kumatA vaza mana vakra turaMga jima, gahi vikalpa manamAMhi aDe re; cidAnaMda nija rU5 magana bhayA, taba kutarka tAhe nAMhi naDe re. 4 7. rAga-kAphI tathA velAvala Atama paramAtama pada pAve, jo paramAtamazuM laya lAve. A. suNake zabda kITa bhRgIko, nija tana manakI zuddhi visarAve; debahu pragaTa dhyAnakI mahImA, soI kITa bhUMgI ho jAve. 1 kusuma saMga tila tela dekha kuni, hoya sugaMdha phUlela kahAve; zukita garbhagata svAti udaka hoya,muktAphala ati dAma dharAve. 2 puna picumaMda palAzAdikameM, caMdanatA kyuM sugaMdhathI Ave; gaMgAmeM jala ANa ANake, gaMgodakakI mahimA bhAve. 3 pArasako parasaMga pAya puni, lohA kanaka svarUpa likhAve; dhyAtA dhyAna dharata cittameM Ima, dhyeyarUpameM jAya samAve. 4 bhaja samatA, mamatAkuMtaja mana,zuddha svarUpathI premalagAve; cidAnaMdacitta prema magana bhayA duvidhAbhAva sakalamiTa jAve. 5 Suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu 8. rAga-vilAsa vA jUThI jaga mAyA narakerI kAyA, jima bAdarakI chAyA mAI terI.. jJAnAMjana kara khola nayaNa mama,sadguru INa vidha pragaTa lakhAI pI. 1 urruuurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr | papa zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanAM pado For Personal & Private Use Only Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 0000000000000000000000000000000000000 na vA mUla vigata viSavela pragaTI ika, patra rahita tribhuvanameM chAI rI; tAsa patra cuNa khAta miragavA, mukha bina acaraja dekha huM AI pI. 2 |B puruSa eka nArI nipajAI, te to napuMsaka gharameM samAI rI; putra jugala jAye tiNa bAlA, te jagamAMhe adhika duHkhadAI vI. 3 kAraNa bina kArajakI siddhi, kema bhaI mukha kahI navi jAI rI; cidAnaMda ema akala kalAkI,gati mati kou virale jana pAIrI. 4 9. rAga-bhairava virathA janama gamAyo, mUrakha nara ! virathA janama gamAyo. paMcaka sukharasa vaza hoya cetana ! apano mUla nasAyo; pAMca mithyAta dhAra tuM ajahu, sAca bheda navi pAyo. 1 kanaka kAminI arU gehathI, neha niraMtara lAyo; tAhathI tuM phirata sorAno, kanakabIja mAnuM khAyo. janama jarA maraNAdika duHkhameM, kAla anaMta gamAyo; arahaTa ghaTikA jima kaho yAkI, aMta ajahu navi Ayo. 3 lakha coryAzI paheryA colanA, nava nava rUpa banAyo; bina samakita sudhArasa cAkhyA, giNatI kouna giNAyo. 4 etI para navi mAnata mUrakha, e acarija citta Ayo; cidAnaMda te dhanya jagatameM, jiNe prabhuzuM mana lAyo. 5 Snooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo 10. rAga-prabhAtI mAna kahA aba merA madhukara (2) nAbhinaMdake carana sarojameM, kIje acala baserA re; parimala tAsa lahata tana sahejuM, trividha tApa uterA re. 1 00000000000000000000 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 56 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ udita niraMtara jJAna bhANa jihAM, tihAM na mithyAta aMdherA re; saMpuTa hota nahIM tAte kahAM, sAMja kahA saverA re. 2 nahIMtara pachatAvoge Akhara, bIta gayA yo verA re; cidAnaMda prabhu padakaja sevata, bahuri na hoya bhava pherA re. 3 11. rAga-dhanyAzrI saMto acarija rUpa tamAsA (2) kIDIke paga kuMjara bAMdhyo, jalameM makara pIyAsA. (1) karata halAhala pAna rUcidhara, taja amRta rasa khAsA, ciMtAmaNI tajI gharata cittameM, kAca zakalakI AsA. (2) bina bAdara barakhA ati barasata, bina diga vahata batAsA; vaja galata hama dekhA jalameM, korA rahata patAsA. (3) bera anAdi paNa uparathI, dekhata lagata bagAsA; cidAnaMda so hI jana uttama, kApata yAkA pAsA. (4) OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 12. rAga-dhanyAzrI kara le gurugama jJAna vicArA, (2) nAma adhyAtama, ThavaNa dravyathI, bhAva adhyAtama nyArA. 1 eka buMda jalathI e pragaTyA, zruta sAyara vistArA; dhanya jinoMne ulaTa udadhiE, eka buMdameM DArA. 2 zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanAM pado 57. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6 , bIja rUci dhara, mamatA parihAra, lahI Agama anusArA; para pakhathI lakha iNa vidha appA, ahi kaMcuka jima nyArA. 3 nAsa parata bhrama nAsahu tAsahu, mithyA jagata pasArA; cidAnaMda citta hota acala Ima, jima nabha dhrukA tArA. 4 00000000000lllllllllllllllllllll0000000000000 13. rAga-AzAvarI tathA goDI avadhU nirapakSa viralA koI, dekhyA jaga sahu joI. samarasa bhAva bhalA citta jAke, thApa uthApa na hoI; avinAzIke gharakI bAtAM jAneMge nara soI. 1 rAva raMkameM bheda na jAne, kanaka upala sama lekhe; nArI nAgarIko nahIM paricaya, to zivamaMdira dekhe. 2 niMdA stuti zravaNa suNIne, harSa zoka navi ANe; te jagameM jogIsara pUrA, nitya caDhate guNaThANe. 3 caMdra samAna saumyatA jAkI, sAyara jema gaMbhIrA; apramatte bhAkhaMDa pare nitya, suragiri sama zuci dhIrA. 4 paMkaja nAma dharAya paMkazuM, rahata kamala jima nyArA; cidAnaMda IsyA jana uttama, so sAhebakA pyArA. 5 14. rAga-AzAvarI jJAnakalA ghaTa bhAsI jAkuM (2) tana, ghana neha nahIM rahyo tA, chinameM bhayo udAsI. 1 huM avinAzI bhAva jagatane, nicce sakala vinAzI; ehavI dhAra dhAraNA gurugama, anubhava mAraga pAsI. 2 OOOOOO O 58 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 000000000000000000 0000000000 meM merA e mohanita jasa, aisI buddhi prakAzI; te niHsaMga paga moha sIsa de, nizce zivapura jAsI. 3 sumatA bhaI sukhI ima sunake, kumatA bhaI udAsI; cidAnaMda AnaMda lahyo Ima, tora karamakI pAsI. 4 **** 15. rAga-AzAvarI avadhU piyo anubhava rasa pyAlA, kahata prema matavAlA. aMtara sapta dhAta rasa bhedI, parama prema upajAve; pUrava bhAva avasthA palaTI, ajaba rUpa darasAve. 1 nakha zikha rahata khumArI jAkI, sajala saghana ghana jesI; jina e pyAlA piyA tinatUM, aura kepha rati kaisI. 2 amRta hoya halAhala jAkuM, roga zoka nahIM vyApe; rahata sadA garakAva nasAmeM, baMdhana mamatA kApe. 3 satya saMtoSa hiyAmeM dhAre, Atama kAja sudhAre; dInabhAva hirade nahIM ANe, apano birUda saMbhAre. 4 bhAvadayA raNathaMbha ropake, anahada tUra bajAve; cidAnaMda atulIbala rAjA, jIta ari ghara Ave. 5 16. rAga-AzAvarI mAraga sAcA kou na batAve (2) jANuM jAya pUchIeM te to, apanI apanI gAvaiM. OU zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanAM pado For Personal & Private Use Only URI ChE Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv qqqqqqqqqqqqqq matavArA matavAda vAda dhara, thApata nija matanIkA; syAdvAda anubhava bina tAkA, kathana lagata moDhe phIkA. 1 mata vedAMta brahmapada dhyAvata, nizcaya pakha uradhArI; mimAMsaka to karma bAde te, udaya bhAva anusArI. 2 kahata bauddha te buddhadeva mama, kSaNika rUpa darasAve; naiyAyika nayavAda grahI te karatA kou TherAve. 3 cAravAka nija manakalpanA, zUnyavAda kou ThANe; tinameM bhaye aneka bheda teM, apaNI apaNI tANe. 4 naya saravaMga sAdhanA jAmeM, te saravaMga kahAve; cidAnaMda aisA jina mAraga, khojI hoya so pAve. pa 17. rAga-prabhAtI vastugateM vastuko lakSaNa, gurugama viNa navi pAve re; gurugama viNa navi pAve kou, bhaTaka bhaTaka bharamAve re. 1 2 bhavana Arise zvAna kUkaDA, nija pratibiMba nihAre re; ItararUpa manamAMhe vicArI, mahA juddha vistAre re. nirmala phiTaka zibA aMtargata, karivara lakha parachAMhi re; darzana turAya adhika duHkha pAve, dveSa dharata dilamAMhi re. 3 Go sasale jAya siMhakU pakaDyo, dUjo dIyo dikhAI re; nirakha harI te jAlA dUsaro, paDyo jhaMpa tihAM khAI re. 4 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only qqqqq qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq' COOR Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nijachAyA betAla bharama dhara, Darata bAla cittamAMhI re; raju sarpa karI kou mAnata, jaoN laoN samajata nAhiM re. 5 nalinI bhrama markaTa mUThI jima, bhramavaza ati duHkha pAve re; cidAnaMda cetana gurugama vina, mRga tRSNA gharI dhAve re. 7 18. rAga-kAphI ja loM anubhava jJAna ghaTameM pragaTa bhayo nahIM (2) toM loM mana thira hota nahIM chIna, jima pIparako pAna; veda bhaNyo paNa bheda vinA zaTha, pothI thothI jANa re. 1 rasa bhAjanameM rahata dravya nitya, nahIM tasa rasa pahacAna; tima RtapAThI paMDitaE paNa, pravacana kahata ajJAna. 2 sAra lahyA vinA bhAra kahyo zrata, khara dRSTAMta pramANa; cidAnaMda adhyAtama zailI, samaja parata eka tAna. 3 19. rAga-kAphI alakha lakhyA kima jAve ho, esI kou jugati batAve. tana, mana, vacanAtIta dhyAnadhara, ajapA jApa japAve; hoya aDola lolatA tyAgI, zAna sarovara nahAve ho. 1 zuddha svarUpameM zakti saMbhArata, mamatA dUra vahAve; kanaka upala mala bhinnatA kAje, jogAnala upajAve ho. 2 eka samaya samaNI ropa, cidAnaMda ima gAve; alakha rUpa hoI alakha samAve, alakha bheda ima pAve ho. 3 FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TOOOOOOOOOOOO zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanAM pado 61 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqw' 20. rAga-mAlakoza pUrava puNya udaya karI cetana !nIkA narabhava pAyA re. (2) dInAnAtha dayAla dayAnidhi, durlabha adhika batAyA re; daza daSTAMte dohilA narabhava, uttarAdhyayane gAyA re. 1 avasara pAya viSaya rasa rAcata, te to mUDha kahAyA re; kAga uDAvaNa kAja vipra jima, DAra maNi pachatAyA re. 2 nadI ghola pASAna nyAya kara, ardha vATa to AyA re; ardha sugama AgalI rahI tinakuM, jina kachu moha ghaTAyA. 3 cetana ! cAra gatimeM nirce, mokSadvAra e kAyA re; karata kAmanA sura paNa yAkI, jinaE anargala mAyA re. 4 rohaNagirijima ratanabANatima, guNa sahuyArkesamAyA re; mahimA mukhathI varaNAta jAkI, surapati mana zaMkAyA re. 5 kalpavRkSa sama saMyama kerI, ati zItala jihA chAyA re; caraNakaraNa guNadharaNa mahAmuni,madhukara mana lobhAyAre. 6 yAtanaviNa tihuM kAla kahokina, sAcA sukhanipajAyA re; avasara pAya na cUka cidAnaMda, saguru yuM darasAyA re. 7 OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL 1 62. vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrImad AnaMdaghanajInAM pado 1. rAga-velAvala kayA sove UTha jAga bAu re (2) aMjali jala kyuM Ayu ghaTata che, deta pahoriyAM ghari ghAu re... 1 iMda caMda nAgiMda muniMda cale, koNa rAjA, pati, sAha, rAu re; bhamata bhamata bhavajaladhi pAyake,bhagavaMta bhajanavina bhAunAure... 2 kahA vilaMba kare aba bAu re, tarI bhavajalanidhi pAra pAu re; "AnaMdaghana" cetanamaya mUrati, zuddha niraMjana deva dhyAu re... 3 lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. 2. rAga-velAvala jIya jAne merI saphala gharI rI (2) suta, vanitA, yauvana dhana mAto, garbhataNI vedana visarI rI.. 1 supana ko rAja sAca karI mAcata, rAcata chAMha gagana badarI rI; AI acAnaka kAla topacI, gahego kyuM nAhara bakarI rI- 2 ajahuceta kachu cetata nAhi, pakarI Teka hArila lakarI rI; "AnaMdaghana" hIro jana chArata, nara moDyo mAyA kakarI rI.. 3 3. rAga-velAvala suhAgaNa ! jAgI anubhava prIta (2) niMda anAdi ajJAna, miTa gaI nija rIta.... 1 ghaTa maMdira dipakakiyo, sahaja sujyoti sarU5; Apa parAI Apa hI, ThAnata vastu anupa... 2 OOOOOOOOOOOM || hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanAM pado For Personal & Private Use Only Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kayA dikhAvuM aura kuM, kahA samajAuM bhAra; tIra acUka he premikA, lAge so rahe Thora... 3 nAda viluddho prANaE, gine na tRNa mRgaloya; AnaMdaghana prabhu premakI, akatha kahAnI hoya...4 IoOOOO000000000000000OOOOOOOOOOOOO 4. rAga-AzAvarI avadhU naTa nAgarakI bAjI, jANe na bAMbhaNa kAjI... avadhU. thiratA eka samaya meM ThAne, upaje viNase tabahI; ulaTa palaTa dhruvasattA rAkhe, yA hama sunI na kabahI. avadhU. 1 eka aneka aneka eka kUnI, kuMDala kanaka subhAve; jala taraMga ghaTamAMhi ravikara, aganita tAhi samAve.. avadhU. 2 che, nAMhi hai, vacana agocara, naya pramANa satabhaMgI; nirapakha hoI lakhe koI viralA, kayA dekhe mata jaMgI...avadhU. 3 sarvamayI sarapaMgI mAne, nyArI sattA bhAve; "AnaMdaghana'prabhuvacana, sudhArasa, paramAratha so pAve... avadhU.4 5. sAkhI jaga AzA jaMjIrakI, gati ulaTI kula mora; jhakya dhAvata jagatameM, rahe chUTo Ika Thora. (rAga-AzAvarI). avadhU kyA sove tana maThameM, jAga vilokana ghaTameM. tana maThaka paratIta na kIjai, Dhahi pare eka pala; halacala meTi khabara le ghaTakI, cinaDe ramatA jalameM. avadhU. 1 , hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. 64 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll L: 0 00 maThameM paMcabhUtakA vAsA, sAsA dhUta khavIsA; china china tohI chalanaka cAhe, samaje na borA sIsA. avadhU. 2 zira para paMca vase paramezvara, ghaTameM sUchama bArI; Apa abhyAsa lakhe koI viralA, nirakhe dhUkI tArI. avadhU. 3 AzA mArI Asana ghara ghaTameM, ajapA jApa japAve; AnaMdaghana cetanamaya mUrati, nAtha niraMjana pAve. avadhU. 4 6. rAga-sAraMga vA AzAvarI aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge (2) yA kArana mithyAta diyo taja, karyuM kara deha dhareMge. aba. 1 rAga doSa jaga baMdha karata hai, inako nAsa kareMge; maryo anaMta kAlarse prAnI, so hama kAla hareMge. aba. 2 deha vinAzI, huM avinAzI, apanI gati pakareMge; nAsI jAtI hama thira vAsI, cokhe vaDe nikhareMge. aba. 3 maryo anaMta vAra bina samajyo, aba sukhaduHkha visareMge; "AnaMdaghana nipaTa nikaTa akSara do, nahIM samare so mareMge. aba. 4 7. rAga-AzAvarI avadhU rAma rAma jaga gAve, viralA alakha lakhAve. a. matavAlA to tame mAtA, maThavAlA maTharAtA, jaTA jaTAdhara, paTA paTAdhara, chatA chatAdhara tAtA. a. 1 Agama paDhI Agamadhara thAke, mAyAdhArI chAke; duniyAdAra dunIsuM lAge, dAsA saba AzAke. a. 2 bahirAtama mUDhA jaga jetA, mAyAke kaMda rahetA; ghara aMtara paramAtama bhAve, durlabha prANI tetA. a. 3 B al, zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanAM pado 94 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | khagapada gagana, mInapada jalameM, jo khoje so borA; citta paMkaja khoje so ciDe, ramatA "AnaMda bhorA. a. 4 8. rAga-AzAvarI AzA oranakI kyA kIje, jJAna sudhArasa pIje. bhaTake dvAra dvArA lokanake, kUkara AzA dhArI; Atama anubhava rasake rasiyA, utare na kabahu khumArI. 1 AzA dAsIke je jAyA, te jana jagake dAsA; AzA dAsI kare je nAyaka, lAyaka anubhava pyAsA. 2 manasA pyAlA prema masAlA, brahmA agni parajAlI; tana bhAThI avaTAI piye kasa, jAge anubhava lAlI. 3 agama piyAlA pIyo matavAlA, cinahI adhyAtama vAsa; AnaMdaghana cetana che khele, dekhe loka tamAsA. 4 00000000000000000000000000000 choTamanAM pado jJAna na upaje guru vinA, koTI suNatAM kathAya che; pArasa lakhiyo purANamAM, suNatAM sonuM na thAya jI. 1 aMjanI vidyAnI auSadhi, AgaLa kathI gayA koya jI; pATha kare pUrA premathI, nirmaLa netra na hoya che. 2 kalpataru ne ciMtAmaNi, moTo suNiyo mahimAya jI; dAridra na jAya dIThA vinA, japatAM juga vahI jAya che. 3 mRtakanA mukha AgaLa, paDhIe amRta purANa jI; jarIe na thAye jIvatuM, jojo vicArIne jANa jI. 4 09 u vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000000000 poSaNa Ape paLe paLe, bheLo rahI bhagavAna jI; e prabhune jo oLakhe, jAte hoya guNavAna jI. 5 jUnI kathAo je jagatamAM, teno samajavo sAra jI; mahaMta puruSa maLyA jehane, pAmyA te nara pAra jI. 7 sAta dADA zukadevanI, kathA suNe sahu koya jI; parIkSita mokSa pAmI gayo, samajyo lakSAratha soya jI. 7 mAno kahyuM jo mAnavo, deva buddhinA dakSa jI; choTama prabhu pada pAmavA, lejo jJAnIno lakSa jI. 8 * 00000000000000000000000000000000 rome rome caDhe, rAmarasa rome rome caDhe (Teka) pItAM pUrNa anubhava pragaTe, anaMta netra ughaDe; dvAdaza aMgula bharI pIe to, navI sRSTine ghaDe. 1 saMkhe tene svarUpa daraze, pAcho bhava nA paDe; Ape nirbhaya saghaLe varate, jo jivAe aDe.. 2 ajara khumArI abhuta bhArI, brahma viSe jaI bhaDe; piMDa brahmAMDanI pAra rahyA te, haMsa thaI nimaDe. 3 marajIvA te mahArasa mANe, tethI nahi koI baDe; jana choTama evA jana maLatAM, bhAgya bhalAM UghaDe..4 3 jene Ugyo che anubhava arka, evA koI anubhavI, tamarUpI zamyA che vitarka, kathana zuM kathe kavi. (Teka) anubhava arka udaya hato, te jANe sArAsAra; sarva tatva tapAsatAM re, jene upajyo che vimala vicAra. evA jUnAdhika te nyAya kahe che, niMde nahi lavaleza, tattva gaNAve trilokanAM re, evo anubhaviyono deza. evA Vorururururrrrrrrrrrrrrrr zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanAM pado OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GO For Personal & Private Use Only Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 2 v 000000000 000000000000... | zabda Ucare sahajamAM, tenI sAkSI pUre graMtha; paramezvarane pAmavA re, pote prakaTa batAve paMtha. evA svArtha tene eTalo re, mumukSu mokSe jAya; adhama avidyA nivAravA re, ghaNA graMtha karI guNa gAya. evA pUrNa puNya hoya pAchalAM, bahu japa tapa yajJa ne dAna; anubhavI ane ene maLe re, Ape lakSya alokika jJAna. evA babbe lAcana sarvane re, surine adhikuM eka; dhArmikane daza locano re, anubhavIne to nena aneka. evA dharmadaga vina AMdhaLA re, veza dekhIne vavAya; zabda na paraNe saMtanA re, tene jayama tANe tyama jAya. evA IzvaranuM AkhuM bhakhe ne, Apa kare upakAra; choTama evA puruSano re, dhanya avani upara avatAra. evA jazavijathajInAM pado 0 0000000000 parama guru na kaho karyuM hove (2) guru upadeza vinA jana mUDhA, darazana jene vigove.. Teka. kahata kRpAnidhi samaja lagI le, karma mela jo dhove; bahula pApamala aMga na dhAre, zuddha rUpa niraMjana jove. 1 sAdavAda pUraNa jo jANe, naya garabhIta jasa vAcA; guNa paryAya dravya jo bujhe, soI jene huM sAcA. 2 kriyA mUDha mati jo ajJAnI, cAle cAla apuThI; jenadazA uramAMhI nAhIM, kehaso sabahI juThI. 3 | para pariNati apanI karI mAne, kriyA garve gahelo; unakuM jena kaho kayuM kahIe, so murakhameM pahelo. 4 llllllllllUU0000000000000 18 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAvya, jaina bhAvajJAnI sabamAMhI, ziva sAdhana saddaie; nAma bhekhase kAma na sIjhe, bhAva udAse rahIye. 5 jJAna sakaLa naya sAdhana sAdho, kriyA jJAnakI dAsI; kriyA karata dharata hai mamatA, yAhI gaLemeM phAMsI. 7 kriyA binA jJAna nahi kabahu, kriyA jJAna bIna nAhI; kiyA jJAna doI mIla rahata hai, jya jaLarasa jaLamAMhI. 7 kriyA maganatA bAhIra dIse, jJAna zakti jaza bhAje; saddaguru zikha sune nahIM kabahu, so jana janate lAje. 8. tatvabuddhi jinakI pariNati hai, sakaLa sutrakI kaMcI: jaga jazavAda veda unAhIko, jena dazA jaza UMcI. 9. I u00llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllogo cetana jo tuM jJAna abhyAsI (2) Apa hI bAMdha Apa hI choDe, nija mati zakti vikAsI. Teka. jo tuM Apa svabhAve khele, AzA choDa udAsI; suranara kInnara nAyaka saMpatti, so tuja gharakI dAsI. 1 moha cora jana guNa dhana lUMTe, deta tAsa gale phAMsI; AzA choDa udAsa rahejo, so uttama sanyAsI. 2 joga laI para Aza dharata hai, AhI jagameM hAMsI; tuM joNameM gunardU saMcu, guNa to jAye nAzI. 3 pulanI tuM Aza parata che, so to sabahI vinAzI; tuM to bhinna rUpa che unate, cidAnaMda avinAzI. 4 dhana kharace nara dharma gumAne, karavata leve kAzI; to bI duHkhako aMta na Ave, jo AzA na khAsI. 5 mukhajala viSaya viSaya mRgatRSNA, hota muDhamati pyAsI; vibhrama bhUmi bhaI paraAzA, tuM to sahaja vilAsI. 6 5 zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanAM pado 69 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yAko pitA moha, bhrama bhAtA, hota viSaya rati mAsI; bhava suta bharatA avirati prANI, miththAmati he hAMsI. 7 AzA choDa rahe jo jogI, so hove zivavAsI; unako sujasa vakhANe jJAtA, aMtara daSTi prakAzI, 8 -OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO hama magana bhaye prabhu dhyAnameM (2). visara gaI duvidhA tanamanakI, acirAsuta guNajJAnameM. Teka. harihara brahma puraMdarakI riddha, Avata nahIM koI mAnameM; cidAnaMdakI moja macI che, samatA rasake pAnameM. 1 itane dina tU nAhI pIchAnyo, janama gamAyo ajAnameM; aba to adhikArI hoI beThe,prabhu guNa akhaya khajAnameM. 2 gaI dInatA sabahI hamArI,prabhu!tuja samakata dAna meM, prabhu guNa anubhava rasake Age, Avata nahIM koI mAnameM. 3 jinahI pAyA tinahI chipAyA, na kahe kolake kAnameM; tAlI lAgI jaba anubhavakI, taba jAne kou sAnameM. 4 prabhu guNa anubhava caMdrahAsa jyo, so to na rahe mAnameM; vAcaka jaza kahe moha mahA ari, jIta liyo he medAnameM. 5 kAlIdAsabhAInAM pado 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 jJAtA, jJAna ne zeyanuM, bhaluM nahi jyAM bhAna; te dhyAtAne dhyeyanuM, dhyAna chatAM ajJAna. 1 sat sAdhana tyAM zuM kare ! samaja nahiM jyAM cheka; asat rUpa ajJAnanI, tANI rAkhe Teka... 2 jaDa cetananA bhedano, lakSa na jahAM lagAra; kavaNa kriyAthI te kare, jJAnaguNa niradhAra... 3 ja chaOO O OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 70 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ E UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU nizcaya nahi nijarUpano, tyAM varate parabhAva; para pudgala pariNAmathI, samaje nahi svabhAva... 4 jyAM nahIM samaja svarUpanI, tyAM zuM AtamajJAna; bina pratIti jIvanI, jJAna chatAM ajJAna. 5 Agraha tajI ajJAnano, samaje vastu dharma, te nijaguNa grAhaka banI, mArga taNo lahe marma... 3 bhAtabhAtanA bhogathI, aMtara rahe udAsa; mohAdi Asaktino, maLe na mithyA bhAsa. 7 nijaguNa mata AgrahataNuM, nahIM aMtara abhimAna; zodha rahI satpuruSanI, saraLapaNuM zubha dhyAna... 8 icche Azraya saMtano, avara na manamAM Aza; paramArathane pAmavA, jene thaI jijJAsa. 9 riddhi siddhi sarvano, kare na manathI moha; baMdha beDI baMne gaNe, kyuM kaMcana ke loha... 10 mULa mArgane pAmavA, adbhuta jahAM ullAsa; te jJAtAne jJAnanI, kahI yogyatA khAsa... 11 jyAM dIse e yogyatA, tyAM jJAna prakAza, samyapha bIjanI sahAyathI, kare karmano nAza... 12 zuddha bhUmimAM saMtanuM, samyapha bIja sohAya; abhuta amRta vRSTithI, kevaLavRkSa karAya.... 13 ThAma ThAma te bIjanI, toya na bhUmi yogya; baLe bIja te bovatAM, tene yoga ayogya. 14 abhayadAnane ApatA, parathama parakho pAtra; acaLa prema bina ApavuM, mahA mohanI mAtra... 15 000000000000pccuplllllllllll OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanAM pado 71 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvura LDa, vyArA 2. rAga-prabhAta hA mohanI niMdamAM sUi mata raho sadA, vyatita bahu kALa ema vyartha kIdho; vA nija rUpa nirakhavA netra kholyuM nahIM, supananAM sukhataNo lhAvo lIdho. 12 vastusthiti samajanuM vhANuM vAyuM bhaluM, zuddha samakitano bhAnu bhAse; 3ii nija para rUpano bheda pragaTe jahAM, moha mithyAtva aMdhakAra nAse. 2 huM premathI parakhIe, nIrakhIe nAthane, avara adhyAsane alaga kIje; Gii grahaNa kara jJAna gurubodhanA bIjanuM, parama rasa pAnathI kAja sIjhe. 32 va tuM nahIM pugalI, deha pugala sadA, pragaTa jaDa dravya nahIM rUpa tAruM; hai pudgalI prapaMcamAM pote bhUlI gayo, anyathA rUpa mAM mAnya mAruM. 4 | | sarva vyApakapaNe, sAkSI tuM sarvadA, jJAna guNa lakSaNe bhinna bhAse; | Gii zuddha upayogI tuM cihana caitanya ghana,acala avinAzI guNa kema nAse. 5 | thAya pratibhAsa e zeyano jJAnamAM, paNa nahi jJAna tuja zeya bhAve; 3ii jema jalapAtra ravi dekhIya niramaLo, bhAva darapaNa viSe tema thAve. | vI sarvane jANate jANa rUpa tahAruM, anyamAM jANa guNa jJAna nAve; IE | ema bhinna bhinna guNa lakSaNe anubhavI,alakha rU5 ApanuM lakSa lAve. 72 lakSa rahe jayAM lagI nitya niramaLapaNe, karamano DAgha kaho kema lAge; Gii koI saMta vIralA samajaze zAnamAM,sahaja sthira sthitinuM bhAgya jAge. 8E *'OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 1. prema sakhI (rAga-bihAga tIna tAla) visara na jAjo mere mIta, yaha vara mAMguM meM nIta - visara. meM matimaMda kachu nahi jAnU, jAnU tuma saMga hIta; bAMhya grahekI lAja hai tuma ko, tuma saMga merI jIta... vi. tuma rIjho eso guNa nAhIM, avaguNakI huM bhIta; avaguNa jAni bisAroge jIvana, houMgI meM bahuta phajIta.... vi. mere daDha bharoMso jimeM, tajiho na mohana prIta; jana avaguNa prabhu mAnata nAhIM, yaha pUrabakI rItavi. OO O OOOOOOOOOT vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ph dinabaMdhu ati mRdula subhAu, gAu nizadina gIta; premasakhI' samajuM nAhi UMDI, eka bharoMso citta. vi. 2. prItama sadgurunA te zabda vicAratAM, maTe mAyA moha vikAra, harirasa pIjIe. (Teka) bALI bhasma kare bIjI vAsanA, ura pragaTe prema apAra, hari. evo ajara amI rasa je pIe,tenAM neNAM veNAM palaTAya. hari. lAgI brahmakhumArI na Utare, sukha mukhe kahyuM nava jAya. hari. tene saMbhava nahi re zarIrano, thayo AtamadaSTa ughADa. hari. marajIvA thaI harine maLe, gALe zAna himALe hADa. hari. brAhmadhyAne gaganavata the rahe, jema kaMbha mahAjaLa mAMya. hari. kRSNa potAmAM pote zrIkRSNamAM, kRSNa vinA na dIse kAMya. hari. jeha saritA sAgaramAM jaI bhaLe, tenuM nAma nadI TaLI jAya. hari. kahe prItama sadguru sevatAM, TaLe aMtara ekarasa thAya. hari. 3. akhAnuM bhajana samaja vinAnuM re sukha nahi jIvane re jI, sAdhakane (e) anubhavathI oLakhAya, (2) potAnAmAM daraze re pote jyAre AtamA re jI, tyAre tenuM huM pada saheje re jAya. (2) 1 pArasa vagarano re koI paththaro maLe re jI, tethI loha lITI na kaMcana thAya, (2) saddaguru vinA re sAdhana je koI kare re jI. tethI tenuM jIvapaNuM nava jAya. (2) 2 00 ke zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjanAM pado 73 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ S: 0000 LA | ravi ravi karatAM re rajanI to maTe nahi re jI, aMdhAruM to arka ugyA pachI jAya, (2) hade ravi Uge re gurugama (anubhava) jJAnano re jI, tyAre tene sukhano siMdhu jaNAya. (2) 3 jaLa jaLa karatAM re tRSA kadi TaLe nahi re jI, bhojananA smaraNathI bhUkha na jAya; (2) premarasa pItAM re turata tRSNa maTe re jI, tyAre tene AnaMdanidhi UbharAya. (2) 4 dasa paNa agni re lekhe koI kAgaLe re jI, I kAgaLIyo rU mAMhe laIne mukAya; (2) lakhelA aMgAre re rU I baLatuM nathI re jI, rati eka sAcI jo Aga pragaTAya. (2) 5 avidyA TaLe che te anahada ciMtave re jI, oha vANI rahita che re vicAra (2) je je na samajyAre te te tyAM samI gayA re jI, "akho' kahe Utaraze I bhavapAra. (2) 7 stavana vI malli jiNesara mujane tame milyA, jehamAMhI sukhakaMda vAghesara; te te kaLiyuga ame girUo lakhavuM, navi bIjA yugavaMda. vA. 1 Aro sAro re muja pAMcamo, jihAM tuma darzana dITha; vA vI marUbhUmi paNa sthiti suratarU taNI, merU thakI huI iTha. vA. 2 vA paMcama Are re tuma melAvaDe, rUDo rAkhyo re raMga; vAha vA, cotho Aro re phira Avyo gaNuM, vAcaka yaza kahe caMga. vA0 3. R OO O OOOOOOOOOOOOO OiOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 0 000000. vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 0 jI 0000000000000000 vibhAga-3 mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI kRta 3 ATha daSTinI sajajhAya bhAvArtha sahita 5 ATha daSTinI sajhAya A ATha dRSTi AtmAnI dazAmApaka tharmomiTara yaMtra samAna che. te Pi mukhapATha karI tenA artha vicAravA yogya che, ema parama kRpALu zrImad to rAjacaMdrajIe kahyuM che. zarUAtanI pAMca gAthA prastAvanA rUpe che : prathama mitrAdaSTi - DhALa pahelI (catura snehI mohanAe dezI) zivasukha kAraNa upadizI, yogataNI aDadiddhi re; te guNa thaNI jinavIrano, karazuM dharmanI puddhi re; vIra jinesara dezanA. 1 anAdi kALathI AtmAne potAnA svarUpanI bhrAMti rahI gaI che. Gii te bhrAMti TaLe ane svasvarUpanI sAcI samaja maLe, bAhya pariNati va TaLIne aMtara pariNati thAya te yoga. athavA aMtarAtmA paramAtmA | va sAthe joDAya te yoga, athavA mokSa sAthe je joDe te yoga. AvA vI yoganI prApti mATe ane aMte mokSayoga eTale ke mokSaprApti mATe AE hA ATha dRSTinI sajhAya dvArA zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja sAhebe vIra 5 va bhagavAnano upadeza ArAdhavAnI yojanAbaddha samaja ApI che. vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvur zrI yazovijayajI kRta ATha dRSTinI sajhAya [ 75] For Personal & Private Use Only Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0000000000000 vA bhAvArtha mokSasukhanI prApti thavA mATe yoganI A ATha dRSTithI 3 vI bodha Apyo che. jinavaradevanA te bodhane - parama upakArane stavIne tI dharmanI puSTi karazuM. AmAM varaprabhunI dezanA anusAra sarva kathana che. A AThe dRSTi saMkalanAbaddha che, jJAna ane vartanamAM unnati karatAM 5 bodhabaLanI vRddhi, doSono hrAsa, guNono vikAsa Adi anukrame prApta thAya che. te nIce mujaba hoya che. dRSTinuM bodhane yoganAM doSa guNa va nAma upamA aMga tyAga prApti . thI 1. mitrA tRNa agni yama kheda aSa tArA gomaya agni niyama udvega jijJAsA 3. balA kASTa agni Asana kSepa zuzruSA vI 4. dIptA dIpa prabhA prANAyAma utthAna zravaNa | sthirA ratna prabhA pratyAhAra bhrAMti sUkSma bodha DhA . kAMtA tArAbhra prabhA dhAraNA anyamud mImAMsA /> 7. prabhA aMka prabhA dhyAna roga pratipatti Gii 8, parA zazi prabhA samAdhi AsaMga pravRtti IP saghana aghana dinArayaNImAM, bAla vikala ne anerA re; artha jue jema jujuA, tema otha najaranA pherA re. vIra. 2 bhAvArtha vAdaLAMvALA ke vAdaLa vinAnAM divasa ke rAtrImAM koI bALaka, vRddha, cittabhramavALAM ke vikArI netravALA juvo eka ja padArthane vI judAjudA rUpe jue che. tema ja ogha dRSTivALA jIvo dharma saMbaMdhI vI pota potAnI samajaNa mujaba bhinna bhinna mata dharAve che. | darzana je thayAM jujuo, te ogha najarane phere re; bheda cirAdika dRSTimAM, samakti dRSTine hare re. vIra. 3 | OOOOOOO vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA fche ' 76 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ t'mtmnm'sh'sht'''mdswsp'sw''sh''hmsphmhmhmhmhmhm'' // z va bhAvArtha jagatanA jIvone je potAnI bhinna bhinna samajane kAraNe 3 matabheda thayA che te mithyAjJAna athavA ogha dRSTine kAraNe thayA che ke che paraMtu thirA Adi dRSTimAM samakti dRSTino yoga hoya che. ane 5 che tethI samaja-abhiprAya badalAya che. darzana sakalanA naya grahe, Apa rahe nija bhAve re; hitakarI janane saMjIvanI, cAro te carAve re. vIra. 4 bhAvArtha : ATha dRSTinAM pagathiyAM caDato jIva potAnI khoTI 5 vI mAnyatAnI pakaDa choDI de che ane badhAM darzanonAM dRSTibiMdune jema che IB vI tema samaje che. vaLI pote potAnA svabhAvamAM rahe che ne bIjA lokone 3 vI paNa hitakAraka bodha "saMjIvanI cArA'nA nyAye Ape che. " saMjIvanI cArAnuM daSTAMta: eka puruSane be strIo hatI. temAMnI | thI nAnI strIe patine potAne vaza karavA mATe tene maMtreluM auSadha B vI ApyuM. te auSadhanA prabhAvathI te puruSa baLada banI gayo. kema ke te B va maMtramAM kAMIka cUka AvI gayelI. AthI baMne strIo bahu duHkhI vI thaI gaI. pachIthI temAMnI moTI strI eka divasa te baLadane eka che jhADa nIce carAvatI hatI ane zokamAM raDatI hatI. tevAmAM vidyAdhara | ane vidyAdharI vimAnamAM uparathI pasAra thayA. vidyAdharIe pelI 5 | strIne raDatI joIne tenuM kAraNa vidyAdharane pUchyuM. vidyAdharano javAba | vA sAMbhaLI teNIe A baLadane pharI manuSya banAvavA mATeno upAya | 3 vidyAdharane pUkyo. vidyAdhare kahyuM ke A ja jhADa nIce saMjIvanI |B | vanaspati che tene A baLada care to turata manuSya bane. A baMne 5 | vaccenI vAtacIta pelI strInA sAMbhaLavAmAM AvI teNIe to te | DI jhADa nIcenI vanaspati kApI lAvIne baLadanA moDhA pAse Dhagalo | karyo. baLada te khAvA lAgyo. jevI pelI saMjIvanI vanaspati baLadanA 5 Rii khAvAmAM AvI ke tarata te manuSya banI gayo. lllllllllllllllllllll N zrI yazovijayajI kata ATha dRSTinI sajhAya 77. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ma00000000000000 va dRSTi thirAdika cAramAM, mugati prayANa na bhAje re; va ramaNizayana jema zrama hare, sura nara sukha tema chAje re. vIra. 5 bhAvArtha sthirA Adi cAra dRSTimAM pravartatA jIvane pote mokSamArga 5 vA je prayANa karyuM temAM bhaMga thato nathI. (prAraMbhanI je cAra dRSTi che vI temAM pravartato jIva darzanathI bhraSTa thAya to saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare vI che, paraMtu thAkelA musApharane jema rAtre UMgha levAthI thAka UtarI | vI jAya che. tema A pAMcamI daSTimAM pahoMcI gayelo jIva puruSArtha vA karatAM AyuSya pUruM kare to bIjA bhavamAM uttama devagati, manuSyagatinuM lA sukha pAme che ane zuddha samyagdarzana sahita hovAthI tyAM paNa thI mokSabhAvanAne dRDha kare che. eha prasaMgathI meM kahyuM, prathama dRSTi have kahIe re; jihAM mitrA tihAM bodha che, te tRNaginiso lahIe re. vIra. 6 vI bhAvArtha ATalI vAta prasaMgocita prastAvanA rUpe kahI have pahelI va dRSTi kahuM chuM. A pahelI mitrA" dRSTimAM vartato jIva je bodha pAme che vI che tenuM baLa ghAsanA - tRNanA agni jevuM hoya che. bodhanI tAtkAlika vI asara thAya. tethI bhAvamAM ekadama Ubharo Ave paNa te lAMbo vakhata vI Take nahIM tevo hoya che. | vrata paNa yama bahAM saMpaje, kheda nahIM zubha kAje re; dveSa nahIM vaLI avarazuM, eha guNa aMga virAje re. vIra. 7 bhAvArtha : A dRSTimAM pAMca yama-ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya, vI aparigraha-vratarUpe grahaNa karAya che. sArAM kAryo karavAmAM kheda nathI B va thato. bIjA pratye dveSa nathI thato. AvA guNa jIvane zobhAve che. yoganAM bIja ihAM grahe, jinavara zuddha praNAmo re; bhAvAcAraja sevanA, bhava-udvega suThAmo re. vIra. 8 ouqUUUUUUUUU00000000000000 000000000004, ph 78 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vI bhAvArtha yoganA bIjarUpa zrI jinezvara vItarAgadevane niSkAma B vI bhAve vaMdana, bhAvAcArya evA jJAnI puruSanI sevA suzruSA, bhavabhramaNathI 5 chuTavAnI prabaLa bhAvanA rUpa udvega, AvA traNa guNa A dRSTimAM | prApta thAya che. dravya abhigraha pALavA, auSadha pramukhane dAne re; Adara Agama AsarI, likhanAdika bahu mAne re. vIra. 9 bhAvArtha ? A dRSTimAM yoganA bIja jevA bIjA guNa-dravyathI abhigraha pALavo, auSadha AdinuM satpAtre dAna karavuM, Agamano 5 Adara karavo ane Agamane AzrayI lekhana karavuM- karAvavuM, zAstranuM B bahumAna karavuM vagere prApta thAya che. lekhana pUjana ApavuM, zrata vAcanA udmAho re; bhAva vistAra sajajhAyathI, ciMtana bhAvana cAho re. vIra. 10 bhAvArtha : sahyutanuM vinaya sahita lekhana karavuM, karAvavuM, tenuM vI pUjana karavuM. pote vAcana karavuM, anyane vAMcavA ApavuM, bhAva ane to vidhipUrvaka zruta zIkhavAnI AjJA grahaNa karavI, teno bhAva-artha ane 5 vistAra samajavo. svAdhyAya, ciMtana, manana karavuM. A paNa yoganAM 5 bIja che. bIja kathA bhalI sAMbhaLI, romAMcita have deha re; eha avaMcaka yogathI, lahIe dharama saneha re. vIra. 11 | bhAvArtha : yoganA bIjanI suMdara kathA sAMbhaLatAM paNa romAMca ullase che. avaMcaka yoga prApta thAya ane tethI dharmasneha pragaTe che. saddaguru yoge vaMdana kriyA, tehathI phaLa hoya jeho re; yogakriyA phaLa bhedathI, trividha avaMcaka eho re. vI. 12 bhAvArtha : jyAre sadguruno yoga thAya tyAre tenI AjJAmAM chaLakapaTa 5 FOOOOOOOOOOOO 79 | 0000000000000000000000 zrI yazovijayajI kata ATha dRSTinI sajhAya For Personal & Private Use Only Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00.00 va rahita varte, vacana ane kAyAnI pravRtti paNa jJAnInI AjJAnusAra 5 vI kare te avaMcaka yoga. vinaya, bhAvabhaktipUrvaka vaMdanA Adi kriyA ri va kare te avaMcaka kriyA. ne guru sAcA hovAthI je puNya rUpa phaLa Gii baMdhAya te mokSamArgane avirodhaka hoya tethI te avaMcaka phaLa. Ama 15. Gii jIva pahelI dRSTimAM vartato hoya tyAre yoga, kriyA ane phaLa traNeya 5 Gii avaMcaka thAya. cAhe cakora te caMdrane, madhukara mAlatI bhogI re; tema bhavi sahaja guNa hove, uttama nimitta saMjogI re. vIra. 13 3 bhAvArtha : cakora pakSI jema caMdrane cAhe che. bhamaro jema mAlatI uM phUlamAM Asakta thAya che. tema bhavi jIva svAbhAvika rIte uttama va nimitta ane saMjoga maLatAM te para prIti bhAva kare che. eha avaMcaka yoga te, pragaTe caramAvarta re; sAdhune siddhadazA samuM, bIjanuM citta pravarte re. vIra. 14 bhAvArtha: Avo avaMcaka yoga zaramAvartamAM vartatA alpa saMsArI va jIvane pragaTe che. jema sAdhune-sAdhaka jIvane sadA siddhadazAnuM ja lakSa va rahe che tema A dRSTimAM rahela jIvanuM lakSa sadA yoga ane yoganA huM bIjamAM ja rahe che. karaNa apUrvanA nikaTathI, je paheluM guNaThANuM re; va mukhyapaNe te ihAM hoye, suyaza vilAsanuM TANuM re. vIra. 15 pahelA apUrvakaraNanI nikaTanuM je paheluM guNaThANuM te A dRSTinA Gii jIvone prApta thAya. e prApti te sAro yaza phelAya evo avasara va gaNAya, ema zrI yazovijayajI kahe che. hhhhhhN FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO | 80. vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only H Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll bIjI tArAdaSTi - DhALa bIjI (manamohana mere - e dezI) va darzana tArAdaSTimAM manamohana mere, gomaya agni samAna ma0, B zauca, saMtoSa ne tapa bhaluM manamohana mere, sajhAya Izvara dhyAna ma12 | niyama paMca ihAM saMpaje manamohana mere, nahIM kIriyA uga ma0, jijJAsA guNa tattvanI manamohana mere, paNa nahIM nija haTha Tega ma0 2 bhAvArtha: bIjI tArAdRSTimAM bodhanuM bIja chANAnA agni jevuM, | | pahelI dRSTi karatAM vadhAre ane prabhAva vadhAre samaya Take tevo hoya. zauca, saMtoSa, tapa, svAdhyAya ane IzvaradhyAna ema pAMca niyama rUpe hA yoganuM niyama nAmanuM aMga pragaTe. sArAM kAryo muzkela hoya to paNa 5 vI temAM uga na thAya. satu guNa ane tattvane jANavAnI jijJAsA thAya. u paNa potAnI samajano- mAnyatAno haThAgraha na rahe. che e daSTi hoya varatatAM, ma, yogakathA bahu prema; maTha anucita teha na Acare ma. vALyo vaLe ema hema. ma3 bhAvArtha H A dRSTimAM vartatA mumukSu sAdhakane yogakathA para bahu vI prema hoya che. sAMbhaLavI bahu game che. potAnA jIvanamAM anucita vI AcaraNa to kare ja nahIM. ane jevI rIte sonAne jema vALavuM hoya che tema vaLe che e rIte sadguru AjJA pramANe varte. vinaya adhika guNIno kare, ma dekhe nija guNa hA; ma. trAsa dhare bhavabhaya thakI, maha bhava mAne duHkhakhANa. ma. 4 E bhAvArtha potAnA karatAM adhika guNavaMtano vinaya kare. potAnAmAM 8 guNanI je kAMI khAmI hoya teno khyAla kare. bhavabhramaNanA bhayathI kI trAsI jAya kema ke bhavaparibhramaNane duHkhanI khANa samAna samaje che. 5 OOOOOOOOOO O O zrI yazovijayajI kRta ATha dRSTinI sajajhAya 81 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 0 h : va zAstra ghaNAM mati thoDalI, maziSTa kahe te pramANa; ma0 B. vA suyaza lahe te bhAvathI, ma, na kare jUTha DaphANa. ma0 5 | bhAvArtha zAstro ghaNAM che ane e samajavA jeTalI buddhi mArAmAM 5 vI nathI mATe jJAnI kahe te mane pramANa che, evI bhAvanA A dRSTimAM | vI vartato jIva rAkhe. ane tevI samajaNane kAraNe potAne viSe asatya ke DhA khoTA DoLa na kare. Ama karavAthI AvA bhAvavALA jIvane lokamAM 5 hA suyaza maLe. 0000000000 qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqd trIjI balAdaSTi - DhALa trIjI (prathama govAlANa taNe bhave jI re - e dezI) trIjI daSTi balA kahIjI, kASTaagni sama bodha; kSepa nahIM Asana sadhe jI, zravaNa samIhA zodha re; jinajI, dhanadhana tuja upadeza. 1 bhAvArtha ? A trIjI dRSTimAM lAkaDAnA agni jevo lAMbA samaya va sudhI bodhano prabhAva rahe che. bodhanI asara paNa prabaLa paDe che. 3 va yoganuM trIjuM aMga Asana sAdhya banI jAya che, sthira thaI jAya che ? te ane tethI kSepa - utAvaLa - adhIraja - no doSa dUra thAya che. zravaNanI lI jijJAsA vadhe che, prabhunA upadeza pratye ahobhAva jAge che. tarUNa sukhI strI parivaryo che, jema cAhe suragIta; sAMbhaLavA tema tatvane jI, e daSTi suvinIta re. ji. 2 bhAvArtha : jema koI yuvAna tarUNa strI sAthe besIne sukhe samaya va pasAra karato hoya, tevAmAM devatAI saMgIta relAya to te sAMbhaLavA te doDI jAya che. tevI A dRSTivALAne tattva sAMbhaLavAnI rUci hoya ke Gii che ane vinaya paNa hoya che. F, OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT | 82 | OiOOOOOOOOOOOOOK vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sarI e bodha pravAhanI jI, e viNa zruta thala kUpa; zravaNa samIhA te kisIjI, zayita suNe jema bhUpa re. ji. 3 bhAvArtha: zuzruSA guNa kUvAmAM UMDethI AvatI pANInI saravANI | jevo che tethI kUvAnuM pANI khUTe nahIM tema bodha sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM suvicAraNA rUpa navInatA Ave evo guNa pragaTe te zuzruSA che. zuzruSA guNa vinA prApta thayelo bodha e pANI vinAnA kUvA jevo | nirarthaka banI rahe. e zuzruSA guNa evo che ke bodha sAMbhaLavA na maLe to paNa bodhanuM mAhAbhya jenA cittamAM che tene saheje karmanA AvaraNa TaLe. jema rAjA sUtA sUtA phariyAda sAMbhaLe te na sAMbhaLI hoya to paNa teno vI prabhAva paDe tema. mana rIjhe tana ullasejI, rIjhe bujhe eka tAna; te icchA viNa guNa kathAjI, baherA AgaLa gAna re. ji. 4 bhAvArtha : zravaNalAbhathI A dRSTinA jIvanuM mana saMtuSTa thaI jAya. ane tana ullAsamAM AvI jAya. ekatAna thaIne sAMbhaLe, AnaMda, 5 bodha pAme, AvI icchA vinA guNanI kathA baherA AgaLa karelA gAnanI jema niSphaLa thAya che. vighana iMDAM prAye nahIM jI, dharma hetumAM koya; anAcAra parihArathI jI, suyaza mahodaya hoya re. ji. 5 bhAvArtha A dRSTie pahoMcyA pachI dharma pravRttimAM, dharmanAM kAraNomAM va ghaNuM karIne koI vighna AvatuM nathI. anAcArano tyAga thayela hovAthI ke vI AvA jIvane suyaza prApti rUpa mahAbhAgyano udaya hoya che. 000000000000000000000000000000000000000 *** ** zrI yazovijayajI kRta ATha dRSTinI sajhAyI 83 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cothI dIptAdaSTi - DhALa cothI (jhAMjharIyA munivara dhana dhana tuma avatAra-e dezI) yoga daSTicothI kahI jI,dIptAtihAMna utthAna; prANAyAma te bhAvathI jI,dIpaprabhA sama jJAna. manamohana jina jI, mIThI tAharI vANa. 1 bhAvArtha : A cothI dRSTimAM utthAna nAmano doSa dUra thAya che. vI bodhanuM baLa dIvAnA prakAza jevuM hoya che. ane bhAva prANAyAma hoya vI che. manane moha pamADanArA he prabhu, tamArI vANI mIThI che. bAhyabhAva recaka iMhA jI, pUraka aMtara bhAva; kuMbhaka thiratA guNe karI che, prANAyAma svabhAva. mana0 2 bhAvArtha ? A dRSTimAM vartatA jIvane yoganuM cothuM aMga prANAyAma prApta thAya che. ahIM jIvane bahirbhAva te recaka che. aMtarbhAva te pUraka le che ane sthiratA e kuMbhaka che. dharma arthe ihAM prANane jI,- chAMDe, paNa nahIM dharma prANa arthe saMkaTa paDe che, juo e dRSTino marma. mana0 3 bhAvArtha: A dRSTivALAne prANa karatAM paNa dharmanuM vadhAre mAhAsya vI che. dharmane khAtara prANa choDe paNa dharma choDe nahIM. prANa jAya evuM vI saMkaTa Ave ema ahIM bane to paNa dharmane choDato nathI. evuM A | dRSTinuM rahasya che. tattva zravaNa madhurodake jI, ihAM hoya bIja praroha; khAra udaka sama bhava tyajI, gurubhakti adroha. mana. 4 bhAvArtha : tattvajJAnanA bodhanA zravaNa rUpa pANInA sIMcanathI 15 yogabIjane ahIM phaNagA phUTe che. khArA pANI samAna je aniSTha 5 BO O OOOOOOOOOOOOO/ 84] FUNN0u00lllllllllllllllllllllaa llllll . vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 000000 Looooooooooooooooooooooooooooo vI tattvo hatA te nAza pAme che ane jIva niSkapaTapaNe gurubhakti karato ? va thAya che. sUkSmabodha to paNa ihAM jI, samakita viNa navi hoya; vedha saMvedya pade kahyo che, te na avedya joya. mana 5 bhAvArtha A dRSTimAM jIva haju samakitane pAmyo nathI. graMthibheda va thayo nathI hoto, tethI tene sUkSmabodhanI prApti paNa na hoya. sUkSmabodha 5 to vedya saMvedya pade hoya ane A dRSTi to avedya pada che. vedya baMdha zIva hetu che jI, saMvedana tasa nANa; nayanikSepe ati bhaluM , vedha saMvedya pramANa. mana kI bhAvArtha : baMdhanAM kAraNa ane mokSanAM kAraNa e jANavA yogya 5. | eTale ke vedya che. ane tenuM je jANavuM te saMvedya-saMvedana che. A 5 va vedya saMvedya pada jene prApta thayuM che tevo jIva tattvone naya, nikSepathI vI jANe che. tethI tenI tattva viSenI samaja-jJAna yathAtathya hoya che rUDuM B 3ii hoya che. te pada graMthivibhedathI jI, chehalI pApa pravRtti; tapta loha pada dhRti samI jI, tihAM hoya aMte nivRtti. mana. 7 bhAvArthaH graMthibheda thAya tyAre A vedya saMvedya pada prApta thAya. te pachIthI je pApapravRtti kare che te chellI hoya che eTale ke baMdhanuM kAraNa 5 Gii hotI nathI. kema ke te baMdhanA bhayathI nAchUTake pravRtti karato hoya che. B vI ApaNe jema tapelA loDhA para nAchUTake ja paga mukIe tema enI pApa ? vI pravRtti hoya che. ane tethI aMte udaya karmanI nivRtti thAya che. eha thakI viparIta che ja, pada te avedha saMvedya; bhavAbhinaMdI jIvane jI, te hoya vaja abhedya. mana8 B bhAvArtha : avedya saMvedya pada A vedya saMvedya padathI viparIta che. 5 * OOOOOOOO T zrI yazovijayajI kRta ATha dRSTinI sajhAya 85 | = * For Personal & Private Use Only Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka Sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr thaka vA bhavAbhinaMdI-saMsAramAM Asakta-jIvane te pada vaja samAna abhedya B va hoya che. lobhI kRpaNa dayAmaNo jI, mAyI macchara ThANa; bhavAbhinaMdI bhaya bharyo jI, aphala AraMbha ayANa. mana, 9 bhAvArthaH A bhavAbhinaMdI jIva lobhI, kRpaNa, mAyAvI, dayAmaNo, 5 vI irSALu ane bhayabhIta hoya che tethI tenAM kAryo niSphaLa jAya che. ane 5 tenuM jIvana ajJAnamAM vIte che. evA avaguNavaMtanuM jI, pada che avedya kaThora; sAdhu saMga AgamataNo che. te jItyo dhuraMdhara, mana, 10 bhAvArtha: AvA AvA avaguNa jenAmAM che te jIva kaTora avedya 5 va padane bhogave che. jyAre sAdhuno saMga pAme ane AgamanuM ArAdhana kare tyAre te A padane jItI dhuraMdhara bane che. te jIte saheje TaLe jI, viSama kurtaka prakAra; 3ii dUra nikaTa hAthI haNe che, jema e baThara vicAra. mana11 bhAvArtha: A avedya padane je jIva jIte che tenI samajanI viSamatA 5 ane hAnikAraka kutarko saheje nAza pAme che. hAthI dUrathI haNe ke B vA najIkathI haNe AvA mUrkha paMDita mANasanA vicAra jevA vicAra va ApoApa TaLI jAya che. baTharanuM daSTAMta H nyAya zAstrano abhyAsa karIne AvatA eka 5 | mANasane rastAmAM gAMDo hAthI maLyo. tenA para beThelo mahAvata lokone dUra javA kaheto hato. bIjA loko to dUra bhAgI gayA paNa A vI mANasa potAnA nyAyazAstranA abhyAsa mujaba tarka karato tyAM ja 5 Ubho rahyo. te ema vicArato hato ke hAthI prAptane haNe che ke 15 vA aprAptane ? jo prAptane haNato hoya to tenA para beThelA mahAvatane 15 * OOOOO . ... vIra-rAjapathadarinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ital vA haze ane aprAptane haNato hoya to dUra bhAgI gayelA lokone haNe. vI AvA tarkamAM UbhelA te mANasane hAthIe sUMDhamAM pakaDI lIdho ane 2 to cIrI nAkhyo. huM pAmyo saMzaya nahIM jI, mUrakha kare e vicAra, ALasuA guruziSyano jI, te to vacana prakAra. mana. 12 bhAvArtha : mUrkha sadA potAne DAhyo ane jJAnI saMzaya rahitapaNe vI mAnato hoya che. ALasu guru ziSyanI vicArasaraNI jevI AvA hai mUrkhanI vicArasaraNI-vacana hoya che. dRSTAMta: eka gAmanI bahAra jhUMpaDImAM guru-celo rahe. te baMne 5 ALasu. bhikSA levA javAmAM paNa temane ALasa. UThavA besavAmAM ya 5 vA ALasa. eka rAtrIe baMne jhUMpaDInI bahAra sUtelA. ziyALAnA divaso. 5 Gii oDhavA pAtharavAnA ThekANA nahIM. ThaMDI vadhatI cAlI emAM guru jAgI | vA UThyA. ALasu evA ke AMkha ughADavI paNa tene na posAya. baMdha IP Sii AMkhe ja ziSyane pUchyuM. "he ziSya ! ApaNe jhUMpaDImAM chIe ke IB Gii bahAra ? A ThaMDI to bahu lAge che." ziSya paNa savAyo ALasu. te 3ii paNa AMkha baMdha rAkhIne sUtAM sUtAM ja bolyo. "ApaNe jhUMpaDImAM ja 5. | chIe." baMne vaLI sUI gayA. tyAM kUtaro TADhathI bacavA guru pAse 5 AvIne sUtelo tenuM pUMchaDuM gurunA hAthamAM AvyuM. to ziSyane pUchavA IB vA lAgyA...he ziSya ! A pUMchaDuM che ke zuM ? tyAre ziSya kahyuM ke e to tamArI kAcaDIno cheDo che. AMkha ughADe to ja ziSyane sAco khyAla Ave ne ? Ama baMne ALasamAM ne ALasamAM ThaMDImAM paDyA rahyA. Gii savAre hima paDavAthI baMne TharI gayA ane mRtyu pAmyA. dhIje te patiAvavuM jI, Apa mate anumAna; Agamane anumAnathI jI, sAcuM lahe sujJAna. mana, 13 - bhAvArtha svamati kalpanAthI ane potAnI samajaNa ne anumAnathI SUVVvrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000 000000000000000000000000002 zrI yazovijayajI kRta ATha dRSTinI sajhAya 87 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ llllllllllllllllllllllllll 6:00000000000 vA samakita thayAnuM mAnI le tethI lAbha na thAya. paraMtu AgamanA anumAnathI ke vI potAnI dazAne prApta guNone Agamakathana sAthe sarakhAvI nakkI kare ? hai to sAcuM jJAna-sAco khyAla meLavI zake. nahIM sarvaza jujuA jI, tehanA je vaLI dAsa; bhakti devanI paNa kahI jI, citra acitra prakAza. mana14 bhAvArtha ? jagatamAM aneka dharma pravarte che. paraMtu Akha puruSanA vA vacanane anusarIne syAdvAdathI vicAravAmAM Ave to jaNAya ke traNeya vI kALamAM je je sarvajJo thayA che, thAya che ane thaze, teonA jJAnamAM vI phera nathI. temaja sarvajJane anusaranArA zrutakevali vagerenuM jJAna paNa 5 huM tevuM ja hoya che. paraMtu te vANIne samajavAmAM buddhi anusAra bheda | vA paDe che. jagatamAM citra acitra prakAzavALI bhakti pravarte che tenuM kAraNa paNa e ja che. huM daSTAMta : citrakalAnA cokasI evA eka rAjAe potAnA ke Saa kalAbhavanamAM citrakAronI hariphAI goThavI. uttama kalAkArane moTuM inAma ApavAnI jAherAta karI. deza paradezanA sArA sArA citrakAro A hariphAimAM bhAga levA AvyA. kalAbhavanamAM bhIMtano thoDo thoDo IP 3 bhAga dareka hariphane citra karavA mATe ApavAmAM Avyo. dareka kalAkAra 5 vI uttama citra banAvavA mATe potAnI badhI ja buddhi ane kalAzaktino B Go upayoga karavAmAM mazagula hatA. samayane aMte badhAnA citro taiyAra 15 thaI gayA tyAre eka viziSTa citrakAra to potAne maLela bhIMtanA 5 va bhAga ADo paDado lagAvIne e bhAgane ghasI ghasIne svaccha arIsA vI jevI cakacakita banAvI manamAM malakI rahyo hato. thI samaya pUro thatAM rAjAsAheba parIkSA karavA padhAryA. eka pachI eka 5 va citra jotA jAya ne citra aMge potAno abhiprAya batAvatA jAya. ema 5. Gii badhA citro joyA pachI pariNAmanI jAherAta mATe sau utsuka hatA5 OOOOOOOM | 88 | 00000000000000000000000000000000000 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ E 0.0000 va tevAmAM paDado upaDyo. arisA jevI svaccha divAlamAM kalAbhavananA vI suMdara citro pratibiMbita thayelA joI sau dimUDha thaI gayA. pariNAma vI jAhera karavAnI koI AvazyakatA ja na rahI. A acitra citrakAra | te ApoApa vijetA thaI gayo. A acitra citra jevI ja acitra | te bhakti che. ane sacitra citro jevo citra bhaktino prakAra che. deva saMsArI aneka che ja, tehanI bhakti vicitra; eka rAga para dveSathI jI, eka muktinI acitra. mana, 15 bhAvArthaH saMsArI devo aneka che. temanI bhakti paNa aneka prakAre 5 Gii karavAmAM Ave che. koInI bhakti rAgathI karavAmAM Ave che to 5 Gii koInI dveSathI (bhayathI) karavAmAM Ave che. paraMtu mukti mATenI je ! va cittavizuddhirUpa rAga dveSa rahita, zAMta citte vItarAgadevanI bhakti B Gii karavAmAM Ave che e to eka ja prakAranI hoya che. tene acitra vI bhakti kahIe. iMDhiyArthagata buddhi che jI, jJAna che Agama heta; asaMmoha zubhakRti gaNe che, teNe phaLabheda saMketa. mana, 17 bhAvArtha mAtra indriyagocara padArthano Azraya karanAra te buddhimAna 5 vI che. Agama anusAra atIndriya padArthane paNa je samaje te jJAnavAna Gii che. ane moharahita thaI Atma hitArthe je pravarte te asaMmoha kriyAvaMta 5 vI che. ema Azaya bhedane kAraNe eka ja kriyAnA phaLamAM bheda paDI |B vI jAya che. Adara kiriyA rati ghaNI jI, vighana TaLe mile lacchi; jijJAsA buddha sevanA jI, zubha kRti cina pratyacchi. mana. 17 bhAvArtha dharmakriyA Adara ane premabhAva sAthe karavAthI vidgo TaLe 15 vI che ane AtmadharmarUpa lakSmI pragaTe che. jJAnI puruSonI sevA ane 3 hN zrI yazovijayajI kRta ATha daSTinI sajhAya 89 ] For Personal & Private Use Only Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kasa, vA tattvajijJAsA e zubha kAryo puNyabaMdhanAM pratyakSa cihna che. buddhikriyA bhavaphala dIe jI, jJAnakriyA ziva aMga; asaMmoha kiriyA dIe jI, zIgha mukti phala caMga. mana, 18 bhAvArtha H mAtra potAnI buddhi-samaja mujaba karelI kriyA tenuM phaLa bhava-cAra gati rUpa saMsAra che. jyAre jJAnInI AjJAe karela | jJAna kriyA kalyANanA aMgarUpa phaLa Ape che. asaMmoha-moha rahitazuddha bhAve karela kriyA bahu zIdhra mukti phaLa Ape che. pudgala racanA kAramIjI, tihAM jasacitta na lIna; eka mArga te ziva taNo jI, bheda lahe jagadIne. mana. 19 bhAvArtha : je moha rahita kriyA kare che tenuM citta pudgalanA vA prasaMgamAM TharatuM nathI. evA jIvone to pulanI racanA duHkhadAyaka vI lAge che. mokSano mArga eka ja che paNa jagatanA pAmara jIvo temAM bheda pADe che. ziSya bhaNI jinadezanA jI, kahe jana pariNati bhinna; kahe muninI naya dezanA jI, paramArthathI abhinna. mana 20 bhAvArtha : jinezvara bhagavAnanI dezanA sarva jIvo pratye hoya che 3. paNa zrotAonI pariNati bhinna hoya che. munio judA judA vA dRSTibiMdune AzrayIne dezanA Ape che paNa temAM mokSa prApti e ja 5 vI eka paramArtha hovAthI te abhinna hoya che. zabdabheda jhagaDo kizyo ja, paramAratha jo eka, kaho gaMgA kaho sura nadIjI, vastu phare nahIM cheka. mA. 21 bhAvArtha : judA judA darzanomAM eka ja tattvane judA judA zabdothI vI batAvyuM hoya to tevA zabdabhedane kAraNe jhagaDo kema ghaTe ? gaMgA Gii nadIne koI suranadI kahe to tethI kAMI epANI ke e nadI jarAya hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 90 vIra-rAjapathadarinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ va badalAtI nathI. tema judAM nAma ApavAthI tattva ke mArga badalAI 5 vI jato nathI. dharma kSamAdika paNa maTe che, pragaTe dharma saMnyAsa; to jhagaDA joTA taNo jI, munine kavaNa abhyAsa. mana22 bhAvArtha munine AgaLa vadhatA kSamA vagere dharmo paNa chUTI jAya che vI che ane dharma sanyAsa yoga pragaTe che. to pachI jhaghaDA karavA temane vA kema ghaTe ? abhiniveza saghaLo tyajI jI,cAra lahI jeNe dRSTi, te leze have paMcamI jI, suyaza amRta ghanavRSTi. mana0 23 bhAvArtha: A dRSTimAM Avelo jIva khoTA matAgraha choDI de che. ane pAMcamI dRSTinI prAptine pAtra bane che. e pAMcamI sthirAdRSTi amRtanI ghanavRSTi jevI che. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO pAMcamI sthirAdaSTi - DhALa pAMcamI (dhana dhana saMpati sAco rAjA-e dezI) dRSTi thirA mAMhe darzana nitye, ratnaprabhA sama jANo re, bhrAMti nahIM vaLI bodha te sUma, pratyAhAra vakhANo re. 1 bhAvArtha A sthirA dRSTimAM bodha ratnaprabhA jevo nitya rahenAro te hoya che. ahiM bhrAMti nAmano doSa dUra thAya che, sUkSma bodha prApta thAya lA che. ane vakhANavA lAyaka pratyAhAra nAmanuM yoganuM aMga pragaTe che. e guNa vIra taNo na visAruM, saMbhAruM dinarAta re, - pazu TAlI surarUpa kare je, samakitane avadAta re. 2 uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu 1 zrI yazovijayajI kRta ATha dRSTinI sajhAya 91 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvArtha A dRSTie pahoMcatA samakitanI nirmaLatAne kAraNe ? vI pAzavika vRttiono nAza thAya che. Avo lAbha thavAmAM upakAra B vI karanAra vIra prabhuno AbhAra huM koI divasa nahIM bhUluM. divasa vI ane rAta temanA upakArane saMbhAryA karIza. bAla dhUli ghara lIlA sarakhI, bhava ceSTA ihAM bhAse re; Gii riddhi siddhi savi ghaTamAM pese, aSTa mahAsiddhi pAse re. e guNa 3 3 bhAvArtha A sthirA dRSTimAM sthira thayela jIvone saMsAranAM kAryo lI dhULamAM bALakoe karela gharagharanI ramata jevAM lAge. riddhi siddhi badhI vI ghaTamAM zarIramAM ja samAyelI jANe. kema ke aSTa mahAsiddhi to tenA khoLAmAM ALoTatI hoya. Gii viSaya vikAre na indriya joDe, te chatAM pratyAhAro re; huM kevaLa jyoti te tattva prakAze, zeSa upAya asAro re. e guNa0 4 vI bhAvArtha H A dRSTine pAmela jIva potAnI indriyane vikAramAM na vI joDe. A sthiti te pratyAhAra che. kevaLa jJAna ja tattvano prakAza kare ? vI che bAkI bIjA upAyo nirarthaka che. vI zItala caMdanathI paNa upaco, agni dahe jema vanane re; vI dharmajanita paNa bhoga bahAM tema, lAge aniSTa te manane re. e guNo paB vI bhAvArtha zItaLa caMdananI DALa ghasAtAM pragaTelo agni paNa jema lI vanane bALI nAkhe che. tema dharmakAryathI utpanna thayela sukha vaibhava vI paNa AvA jIvane aniSTa lAge che. vA aMze hoya chatAM avinAzI, pugala jAla tamAsI re; vI cidAnaMdaghana suyaza vilAsI, kema hoya jagano AzI re. e guNa0 72 Gii bhAvArtha A dRSTie pahoMcelA jIvane avinAzI AtmAno aMze 5 92 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ L IkA vo anubhava hoya che, tethI tene pudgala prasaMga jALarUpa ane tamAsA jevA vI lAge che. caitanya svarUpanA AnaMdanA samUharUpI yazano bhogavanAra vI A dRSTivALo jIva hoya che, tethI tene jagatanA sukhanI AzA kema | hoya ? na ja hoya. GOO00000000000000000000 chaThThI kAMtAdaSTi - DhALa chI (bholIDA haMsA re viSaya na rAcIe-e dezI) acapala roga rahita vidura nahi,alpa hoya doya nIti; gaMdha te sAro re kAnti prasannatA, susvara prathama pravRtti. dhana ! dhana ! zAsana zrI jinavarataNuM. 1 bhAvArtha pAMcamI dRSTi sudhI pahoMcela jIvane mana vacana, kAyAnA yoga acapaLa hoya, upayoga acapaLa hoya, roga rahita hoya, niSpharatA na hoya, baMne nIti alpa hoya. zarIramAM sugaMdha phelAya, kAnti pragaTe, prasannatA Ave ane svara sAro thAya. aho ! jina bhagavAnanuM zAsana prazaMsavA yogya che, dhanyavAdane vA pAtra che. dhIra prabhAvI re Agale yogathI, mitrAdika yuta citta, lAbha iSTano re ThaMdra aspRSyatA, jana priyatA hoya nitya. ghana, 2 bhAvArtha ATale sudhInI sAdhanAne kAraNe sAdhaka dhIrajavAna ane va prabhAvazALI bane che. tenuM citta maitrI Adi bhAvanAthI yukta hoya che. 5 iSTanI tene prApti hoya che. mAna-apamAna, sukha-duHkha Adi dhaMdhathI 5 aparAjita bane che. ane lokone nitya priya hoya che. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu zrI yazovijayajI kRta ATha dRSTinI sajhAya [3] For Personal & Private Use Only Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nAza doSano re tRpti parama lahe, samatA ucita saMyoga; nAza verano re buddhi zataMbharA, e niSpakSa yoga. dhana 3 | bhAvArtha : jIvamAM je doSa hatA teno nAza thaI gayo hoya che ke vI ane saMtoSI banela che. samatA bhAva ane aucitya Adi guNono | va saMyoga hoya che. vairabhAvano nAza thayela hoya che. buddhi zataMbharA ! to banI hoya che. je A dRSTine pAmyA che te samyakdaSTi yogIne AE lI badhuM prApta hoya che. cihna yoganAM re je paragraMthamAM, yogAcAraya di; paMcama daSTi thI te joDIe, ehavA teha gariSTha. ghana, 4 bhAvArtha : anya darzanonA graMthomAM yogAcAryanAM je cihno va yogAcAryoe varNavyAM che. te badhAM pAMcamI dRSTivALA jIvane hoya ? va che, tethI te sAdhaka gariSTha hoya che. chaThThI diThThI re have kAMtA kahuM, tihAM tArAz2a prakAza; tattva mImAMsA re daDha hoye dhAraNA, nahIM anya zrutavAsa. dhana 5 bhAvArthaH kAMtA nAmanI chaThThI dRSTimAM bodha tArAnA prakAza jevo Gii hoya che. ahIM sudhI caDhela jIva tattvanI vicAraNA karavAne zaktimAna va bane che ane yoganuM chaThuM aMga dhAraNA pragaTe che. ene bIjA gruta va zAstra pratye prema ke rUci nathI hotI. mana mahilAnuMre vahAlA upare, bIjAM kAma karata; tema zratadharme re mana daDha dhare, jJAnAkSepakavaMta. dhana ka bhAvArtha : jema pativratA strIne bIjAM kAryo karatAM chatAM mana to vI potAnA pati tarapha ja rahe che, tema sat zAstramAM mana lAgeluM rahe che. va AvA jIva jJAna dhyAnamAM ja mana parovI rAkhe che. zrImad rAjacaMdrajI A kaDIno bhAvArtha karatAM kahe che ke : "ghara 5 *lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll 94 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ llllllllllllllll divyAM va saMbaMdhI bIjAM samasta kArya karatAM thakAM paNa jema pativratA strInuM mana the vI potAnA priya evA bharatArane viSe lIna che, tema vikSepa rahita evuM : jenuM vicArajJAna thayuM che. evo "jJAnAkSepakavaMta' AtmakalyANanI 5 icchAvALo puruSa hoya te jJAnI mukhethI zravaNa thayo che evo je 5 AtmakalyANarUpa dharma tene viSe nizcaLa pariNAme manane dhAraNa kare."B ehave zAne re vighana nivAraNe, bhoga nahIM bhavaheta; navi guNa doSa na viSaya svarUpathI, mana guNa avaguNa kheta. dhana 7 bhAvArtha jene evuM AkSepaka jJAna thayuM che athavA jJAna pratye prIti , tA thaI che evA jJAnIne viddhanA-karmanA nivAraNa arthe bhoga hoya che, vA tethI tevo bhoga saMsArano hetu thato nathI. AvA jIvane viSayo pratye 5 vI rAga paNa nathI hoto ane dveSa paNa nathI hoto kema ke manojaya karela B vI hoya che. mana e ja guNa avaguNanuM kSetra che. mAyA pANI re jANI tehane, laMghI jAya aDola; sAcuM jANI re te bIto rahe, na cale DAmADola. ghana, 8 bhAvArtha: A dRSTino jIva mAyA rUpI samudrane yathArtha rIte jANIne | vA tene ullaMghI jAya che ane tevA prasaMgamAM rAgadveSane vaza thato nathI. 15. vI aDola sAvadhAna rahe che. temanI pAse samyajJAnarUpI ratna che te B vI khovAI na jAya te mATe mAyAthI DaratA rahe che. temanuM citta caLavicaLaB tA thatuM nathI. bhoga tattvane re ema bhaya navi TaLe, jUThA jANe re bhoga; te e daSTi re bhavasAgara tare, lahe vaLI suyaza saMyoga. dhana 9 bhAvArtha : je jIvo bhogane ja sArarUpa mAne che, teno janma, B la maraNano bhaya TaLe nahIM. bhogamAM je jIvo Asakta thAya che te aDola 3 | rahI zake nahIM. eTale karmabaMdha rahita hoya nahIM. tethI bhavanAM duHkha | pharI pharI prApta thAya. pAMca indriyonA viSayomAM Aropita sukha che 5. 000000000000000[ 0000000 lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll lllllllllllllllll zrI yazovijayajI kRta ATha dRSTinI sajhAya For Personal & Private Use Only Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ethI e sukha jUThAM-mRgajaLa jevAM che ema jANanAra mumukSu athavA jJAnI saMsAra samudrane tarI jAya che. yazovijayajI mahArAja sAheba kahe che ke A dRSTivALA jIva suyaza meLavI AtmAnA akSaya sukhanA vilAsano saMyoga prApta kare che. +}***** (e chIMDI kyAM rAkhI-e dezI) arkaprabhA sama bodha prabhAmAM, dhyAna priyA e diThThI; tattvataNI pratipatti ihAM vaLI, roga nahIM sukha puTTI. re bhavikA ! vIra vacana citta dharIe. 1 sAtamI prabhAdaSTi - DhALa sAtamI - bhAvArtha : A sAtamI prabhA nAmanI dRSTimAM sUryanA prakAza jevo bodha hoya che. ahIM yoganuM sAtamuM aMga dhyAna pragaTe che. ane jIvane dhyAna para prIti thAya che. A dRSTimAM pratipatti nAmano guNa pragaTe che eTale zuddha Atma tattvanuM yathArtha darzana thAya che. tethI roga nAmano doSa dUra thAya che ane sukhane puSTi maLe che. mATe he bhavya jIvo ! vIra bhagavAnanA vacanane cittamAM dhAraNa karo. saghaLuM paravaza te duHkhalakSaNa, nijavaza te sukha lahIe; e dRSTi AtamaguNa pragaTe, kaho sukha te kuNa kahIe ? re bhavikA 2 bhAvArtha : paravazatA e duHkhanuM lakSaNa che ane nijavazatA e ja sukha che. AvI dRSTithI, AvI samajaNathI AtmAno je sukha guNa pragaTe che te sukhanuM zuM varNana karIe ? tou G9 nAgara sukha pAmara nava jANe, vallabha sukha na kumArI; anubhava viNa tema dhyAnataNuM sukha, koNa jANe naranArI ? re bhavikA0 3 OUTOUTU vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvArtha : jema zaheranA dhanavAnonA sukhano khyAla garIbone AvI zakato nathI, jema kumArikAne patisukhano khyAla AvI zakato nathI tema dhyAnanA anubhava vinA dhyAnathI maLatA sukhano khyAla koIne paNa AvI zakato nathI. e dRSTimAM nirmaLa bodhe, dhyAna sadA hoya sAcuM; dUSaNa rahita niraMtara jyoti, ratna te dIpe jAcuM. re bhavikA 4 bhAvArtha : A dRSTie pahoMcelA jIvane bodhanI nirmaLatAne kA2Ne dhyAna paNa sAcuM thAya che. ratnaprabhA jema nirmaLa jJAnaprakAza nitya niraMtara rahe che. viSabhAga kSaya, zAMtavAhitA, zivamAraga dhruva nAma, kahe asaMga kriyA ihAM yogI, vimala suyaza pariNAmare. bhavikA 5 bhAvArtha : viSabhAgakSaya eTale vikAra dUra thavo te bauddha matanA yogIo jene viSabhAgakSaya kahe che, sAMkhyamatanA yogIo jene zAMtavAhitA kahe che. zaivamatanA yogIo jene zivamArga kahe che, pAtAMjali yoga mArganA yogIo jene dhruvamArga kahe che ane jainadarzananA yogIo jene asaMga anuSThAna kahe che te prApta thaye atyaMta vimala pariNAma thAya che. ane e ja mokSamArga che ema yazovijayajI mahArAja sAheba kahe che. AThamI parArdaSTi - DhALa AThamI (tuja sAthe nahi boluM mArA vahAlA-e dezI) dRSTi AThamI sAra samAdhi, nAma parA tasa jANuM jI, Apa svabhAve pravRtti puraNa, zisama bodha vakhANuM jI; niraticAra pada ehamAM yogI,kahiye nAhIM aticArI jI, Arohe ArUDhe girine, tema ehanI gati nyArI jI. 1 zrI yazovijayajI kRta ATha dRSTinI sajjhAya For Personal & Private Use Only 97 Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0 00 OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO00 00000000000 ana, vA bhAvArtha : A AThamI dRSTinuM nAma parA che. AmAM yoganuM vI samAdhi nAmanuM aMga pragaTe che. A dRSTimAM vartatA jIvane potAnA 3ii svabhAvamAM pUrNapaNe sthiti hoya, caMdraprabhA jevo bodha hoya. A 5 9 padanA yogIne aticAra nAmano doSa lAgato nathI mATe niraticAra vI hoya che. jema parvata para caDhatI vakhate thatI kriyA parvata caDhI gayA 5 Gii pachI karavAnI rahetI nathI tema A zreNIe caDI gayelA yogInI va gati nyArI hoya che. caMdanagaMdha samAna kSamA ihAM, vAsakane na gaveSe jI, AsaMge varajita vaLI ehamAM, kiriyAni jaguNa lekhe jI; zikSAthI jema ratana niyojana,daSTi bhinna tema eho jI, tAsa niyoge karaNa apUrava, lahe muni kevala geho jI. 2 bhAvArtha H caMdanamAM jema suvAsa svAbhAvika hoya che tema A va zreNimAM Avela jIvane kSamA svAbhAvika hoya che, prayatnanI ke bodhanI Gii jarUra hotI nathI. A dRSTimAM Asakti nAmano doSa dUra thayo hoya vI che tethI badhI dharmakriyA svAbhAvika-potAnA guNarUpe banI jAya che. va ratnanI parIkSA karatA zIkhanAranI dRSTi ane ratnanA vepArInI dRSTimAM va jema dRSTibheda hoya che tema A dRSTimAM je darzana hoya che te nirmaLa vI hoya che ane tene kAraNe apUrvakaraNanI prApti thAya che. ahIM muni zuddha svarUpane prApta kare che. kSaNa doSa sarvajJa mahAmuni, sarva labdhi phala bhogI jI, para upakAra karI zivasukha te, pAme yoga ayogI jI; sarva zatrukSaya sarva vyAdhilaya, pUraNasarva samIhA jI, sarva arayoge sukha tehathI, anaMta guNa nirIhA jI. 3 bhAvArtha : apUrvakaraNa pachI ane kevalajJAna thatA pahelAM badhA B * jIvaOOO [8] * * 00000000000 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000000000000000 doSono kSaya karI, sarva labdhi prApta karI, tenA phaLa rUpa je anaMta sukha, tenA bhogI te sarvajJa mahAmuni thAya che. te icchA rahitapaNesaheje para upakAra karI ayogI jIva mokSa sukhane pAme che. ahIM tene karma rUpa sarva zatruono nAza thAya che, tenI sarva icchA pUrI thaI jAya che. A lokamAM jeTalAM sukhanAM sAdhano che, padArtho che tenI prAptithI, tenA bhogathI thatA sukha karatAM paNa anaMtagaNuM sukha A zreNIe jIva pAme che, tethI anyanI icchA rahita bane che. e aDadiThThI kahI saMkSepe, yogazAstra saMkete jI, kulayogI ne pravRttacakra je, teha taNe hita hete jI; yogIkule jAyA tasa dharme, anugata te kulayogI jI, adveSI gurudevadvija priya, dayAvaMta upayogI jI. 4 bhAvArtha : yoga zAstrane AdhAre A ATha dRSTi ahIM saMkSepamAM kahI che. A yogadRSTi AtmasmRti arthe temaja kulayogI ane pravRtacakranA kalyANa mATe premapUrvaka kahI che. yogIkuLamAM janmyA hoya, te te dharmanA anuyAyI hoya te kulayogI. adveSI hoya, sadguru, sadeva ane sadharma upara prItivALA hoya, dayALu hoya temaja upayogI hoya. AvA guNavALo pravRttacakra yogI kahevAya. suzruSAdika aDaguNa saMpUraNa, pravRtacakra te kahiye jI, yamadraya lAbhI paraduga arthI, Adya avaMcaka lahiye jI; cAra ahiMsAdika yama icchA,pravRttithi siddhi nAme jI, zuddha rUceM pAle aticAraha, TAle phala pariNAme jI. pa bhAvArtha : pravRtacakra yogI te kulayogIthI vizeSa yogyatAvALA che ane yogamArgamAM AgaLa vadhelA hoya che. temanAmAM ATha guNa jevA vvvvvvvvv zrI yazovijayajI kRta ATha dRSTinI sajjhAya For Personal & Private Use Only COTTO 99 Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ touc 0000000000llllllllllllllllllllllllll. Gii ke zuzruSA, zravaNa, grahaNa, dhAraNa, vijJAna, uhA, apoha, tattvAbhiniveza B va pUrNapaNe pragaTa thayela hoya che. ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya, aparigraha e pAMca yamanA 5 tA pahelA be bheda icchA ane pravRtti te pravRtacayogIne prApta thayela 5 vI hoya che. ane bAkInA be bhedasthira, siddhinI prApti mATe te puruSArthI | vI hoya che. vaLI teo Adya avaMcaka hoya che eTale ke temane sagurunI | vI prApti hoya che, temanA samAgame ullAsa Avato hoya che, temanI E. 4 AjJAnA ArAdhaka hoya che, tethI zuddha rUci utpanna thAya, aticAra | Gii doSa rahitapaNe yama pALe ane tenA phaLa rUpe kalyANa pAme. kulayogI ne pravRtacakrane, zravaNa zuddhi pakSapAta che, yogadaSTi graMthe hita hove, teNe kahI e vAta jI; zuddha bhAva ne sUnI kIriyA, bahumAM aMtara keto jI, jalahalato sUraja ne khajuo, tAsa tejamAM teto jI. 7 bhAvArtha : kulayogI ne pravRtacakra yogIne graMthibheda thayo hoya che tethI AgaLa vadhavAnI khUba jijJAsA hoya che, je A kALamAM durlabha B. che. temano lakSa zuddha bhAvamAM sthira thavAno hoya che. tevA jIvone A 5 Saa yogadaSTinuM zravaNa ane zuddha bhAvano pakSapAta e baMne lAbha thaze ema va dhArIne A vAta lakhI che. | zuddha bhAva ane bhAva vagaranI kriyA e benA phaLamAM jhaLahaLatA vI sUryanA prakAzamAM ane AgiyAnA prakAzamAM jeTalo phera che teTaluM 5 Gii aMtara hoya che. evo zuddha bhAva thavAmAM jIvanI yogyatA jarUrI che. 5 vI eTale A graMtha yogya jIvane Apavo ghaTe che. guhya bhAva e kahie tehazuM, jehazuM aMtara bhAMje jI, jehasuM citta paraMtara hove, tehasuM guhya na chAje jI; OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 100 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ IP 0000000 hhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. yogya ayogya vibhAga alahato, karaze moTI vAtojI, khamaze te paMDita parakhadamAM, muSTiprahAra ne lAto jI. 7 B bhAvArtha : jeone karmathI AMtaro paDyo hoya eTale ke graMthibheda va thayo hoya temaja zuzruSA guNa pragaTyo hoya tevA jIvone ja A graMthanuM Gii rahasya kahevA yogya che. jeonuM mithyAtva rUpI aMtarapaTa TaLyuM nathI vI temaja sAMbhaLavAnI jijJAsA nathI evA jIvane A gupta rahasya kahevuM vI ghaTatuM nathI. vI yogya, ayogyano viveka karyA vinA je A graMthanI gUDha vArtA bAla va jIvone kaheze te vaktA vidvAnonI pariSadamAM ThapakAne pAtra thaze. sabhA traNa zrotA guNa avaguNa, naMdIsUtre dise jI, te jANI e graMtha yogyane, dejo suguNa jagIze jI; loka pUrajo nija nija icchA, yoga bhAva guNa rayaNe che, zrI nayavijaya vibudha payasevaka, vAcaka yazane vayaNe jI. 8 bhAvArtha: zrI naMdisUtramAM guNa avaguNane anusAre traNa prakAranI vI sabhA varNavI che - 1. bhedajJAnI uttama puruSonI sabhA 2. bAla vI ajJAnIonI sabhA 3. daMbhI haThAgrahIonI sabhA. A uparathI zrotAonAM lakSaNo jANIne je yogya hoya tene sadgaNonI Gii samRddhi thavAne arthe A graMtha Apajo. tathA prakAre A ATha dRSTinI vA sakjhAyanA racayitA zrI nayavijaya paMDitanA ziSya upAdhyAya zrI vI yazovijayajInAM bhAvaguNarUpI ratno vaDe lokane zobhAvajo. vacanone vI AdhAre icchAyoga, zAstrayoga ane sAmarthyayoga nAmanA bhAvaguNarUpI te ratno vaDe lokane zobhAvajo. OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH zrI sadgara caraNArpaNamastu TOOOOO O OOOOOOO zrI yazovijayajI kRta ATha dRSTinI sajhAyI 20000000000000000000000000000000004 101 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OM vibhAga-4 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 5. pU. zrI sadgurudeva (bApujI) ane brahmaniSTha zrI sadguNAbena zrI sadguNAbenano janma bharUca jillAnA keravADA gAme tA. 25, navembara, 1928nA roja thayo. 102 brahmaniSTha bena zrI sadguNAbenanI * jIvana jharamara adhyAtma mArgamAM upakArI evA saraLatA, namratA Adi guNo laine Avela saguNAbene janma lIdho mAtA mahAlakSmIne tyAM. ane A manuSya deha pAmIne pote potAnA jIvane tyAM pAramArthika mahAlakSmIne janma Apyo. emaNe A saMsAramAM Azraya lIdho pitA amRtalAlabhAIno ane AdhyAtmika sAdhanamAM paNa Azraya lIdho amRtano. teozrIne traNa bahena ane be bhAI che. mAtAnI mahattvAkAMkSA tamAma saMtAnone bhaNAvI vidyAsaMpanna banAvavAnI hatI. AthI temanuM kuTuMba AmodamAM AvI vasyuM, jyAM emaNe meTrika sudhI abhyAsa karyo. tyArabAda temanuM kuTuMba muMbaI sthira thatAM podAra kaoNlejamAM jI.epha.e.emano kaoNrsa karI sane 1953mAM DaoNkaTarI padavI pAmyA. AyarlenDanA DabbInamAM TUMko posTa grejyueTano ela.ema.no kaoNrsa karyo. emanA lagna zrIyut cimanabhAI jeo "dhana dolata detA bhalA" e bhAvanA kRtArtha karI dAnavIra sI.yu. zAha tarIke samAjamAM paMkAyAtemanI sAthe thayA. vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ brahmaniSTha benazrI sadaguNAbena janma : 25-11-1928, keravADA (ji. bharUca) For Personal & Private Use Only Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAM gaLathuthImAM ja saguNone laine janmelA saguNAbena mAtAnAtha vI hAthe dhArmika saMskAra pAmyA. dharmanuM prAthamika zikSaNa mahAlakSmI mAtAnI IBE sAnnidhyamAM devadarzana, prabhu pUjA AdithI pAmyA. lagna bAda pU. 5. | kAnajIsvAmInA pravacano sAMbhaLavA jatA. muMbaimAM sAgaramaMdiramAM 5 | zrImad rAjacaMdranA sAhityanA vAcana-zravaNano amUlya lAbha letA. 3 vI kudaratanA saMketa majaba, Akasmika rIte, sAyalA nivAsI pa. pU. 5 Rii gurudeva zrI lADakacaMdabhAI vorAno svAdhyAya sAMbhaLavAno yoga thayo. 5 jene kAraNe, mAtAe siMcelI jijJAsA vRtti saMtoSAyAno parama AnaMda | anubhavyo. mumukSunAM netroe sapuruSane oLakhI lIdhA. gurunA bodhe vI AtmAnuM utthAna thayuM. puruSanI vANI kAne paDI, manane gamI, IE hRdayamAM pariNAma pAmI satparuSa pratye zraddhA thavAthI temanA pratye sarva va bhAva arpaNa karI tA. 8mI DIsembara, 1977nA roja pa.pU. gurudevanA |E vI caraNAraviMdamAM samarpita thayA. parama zAMtinI siddhinI zodhamAM jIvananI | tejasvI mazAla laI paramAtmAno yoga sAdhavA prayANa AdaryuM. vairAgya ane upazamAdinI bhUmikA sarjAtA, sUkSma yathArtha bodha thatA tA. 9mI julAI, 1978nA suprabhAte pa. pU. gurudeve bIja jJAnanuM pradAna karyuM. 5 lA pachI to kahevuM ja zuM ? zrI saguNAbenanI yathArtha samajaNa, Gii mArgamAM tIvra vege AgaLa vadhavAnI dhagaza, svarUpa prApti mATenI IE va tAlAvelIe prabaLa puruSArtha jagADyo, nivRttino badho ja samaya sAdhanAmAM 3 vI ja-svarUpAnusaMdhAnamAM ja rahevA lAgyA. sAmAjika ane itara vyAvahArikaIE dii pravRtti ane tenI yAda to AvazyakatA pUratI ja karatA. puruSanA 5. va pratyakSa ane parokSa (patravyavahArathI) samAgame temanI pATA paranI IE vI gADI pUrapATa doDavA mAMDI. pU. gurudevane paNa thayuM ke jJAna ApavA B Gii mATe AnAthI bIjuM uttama pAtra koNa hoI zake ? AthI pUjyazrIe . jJAnagaMgA vahAvI ane saddaguNAbene tene jhIlI lIdhI. tA. 8mI mArca, Gii 1980nA roja aMze Atmadravya pragaTa karyuM. je kAraNe temanI AtmAkAra | vRtti rahevA lAgI. satata puruSArtha ane jAgRtine kAraNe teo nirapekSa 3 FOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO000000000 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 103 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq aviSama upayoge rahI 'brahmaniSTha' banyA. paramatattvanI zodhamAM maMDI paDanAra AvA sAdhaka AtmA kharekhara dhanyavAdane pAtra che. "svamAva vinayaH zauryam / " potAnA svabhAvane jItavo-prApta ka2vo te ja sAcI vIratA che. bAhya ane atyaMtara zatruo sAthe yuddha karI AtmAnubhAvI banI 'brahmaniSTha' thavAthI 5. pU. gurudeve tA. 2jI sapTembara, 1985nA roja temane tathA zrI nalinabhAIne 'brahmaniSTha'nuM birUda ApI teo baMne mahAnubhAvone potAnA AdhyAtmika uttarAdhikArI jAhera karyA. hAla brahmaniSTha sadguNAbena 'zrImad rAja-saubhAgya Azrama'nA TrasTI ane pramukha tarIke mAnada sevA ApI AzramanA mumukSu bhAIbahenone yathA avasare AdhyAtmika pathadarzaka banI rahyA che. evI rIte dIrghakALa paryaMta pathadarzaka banI rahe evI bhAvanA sevIe chIe. jema upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajIe zAMtidAsa nAmanA adhikArI zrAvakane nimitte emanA vipula AdhyAtmika sAhityamAMno uttama graMthajJAnasAra-lakhyo tema amArA pa. pU. gurudeve zrI sadguNAbenanA nimitte muktimArganI sAdhanAnA sopAnano krama khullo karyo. 'brahmaniSTha' pada prApta thavAmAM pa. pU. gurudevanI sAthenA temanA A patravyavahAre ati mahattvano bhAga bhajavyo che. A patravyavahAra dvArA teo sAdhanA sopAnano krama vyavasthita rIte pAmyA. je Aje sAdhako mATe pustaka rUpe prakAzita thaI rahyo che. sau adhikArI vAcakane te ghaNo upakA2I thaze evI aMtaranI abhilASA sevIe chIe. khoja kane emAMthI ghaNuM maLI 2heze. o noMdha : A vibhAgomAM-vibhAga 4mAM patralekhakonuM lakhANa mULa lakhANamujaba ja koI paNa sudhArA vinA mUkavAmAM Avela che tethI joDaNI doSa Adi kSamya gaNIne yathArtha rIte vAMcavA vinaMti. 104 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ** - 1 7. 0 Mrs. SADGUNA C. SHAH Phones : 292958/2605581 D.A.S.F. (Bom.) L.M. (Dublin) 95-B, ""Meghdoot" Marine Drive BOMBAY-400 002 29-7-78, muMbaI vI parama pUjya sadgurudevAya namaH Apano tathA nagInabhAIno patra vAMcI ghaNo ja AnaMda thayo. ghaNA va vakhatathI patra lakhavAno vicAra karatI hatI paNa zuM lakhavuM e sUjha B vI paDatI na hatI, kAraNa paramArthamAM mIMDu che- amasta vAMcana-vicArava maMthana cAle che-na samajAya tenI noMdha karuM chuM. 3 TelIphona para Ape je paMcAstikAya tema Atmasiddhi ane che va padano patra e yathArtha bodha ja che ema kahyuM hatuM te mane spaSTa hai samajAyuM hatuM. tyAM ApazrInA gaLAmAM Dr. Modi nI davAthI have sAruM haze, va sAruM thaI jaze - nahIM to Apa jarUra muMbaI Avo. Dr. K. U. B vI shah amArA khAsa aMgata mitra che ene batAvI daIzuM. ApanI AjJA mujaba ekavAra vacanAmRta pUruM thaI gayuM che. pharIthI 5. 23mA varSamAM huM vAMcuM chuM. ApazrInA lakhyA mujaba vadhAre spaSTa B samajAya che. majhA Ave che. maMdiramAM 34muM varSa cAle che je Ape devalAlImAM kahyuM hatuM. "Acce bahu samadezamAM, chAyA jAya samAI, AvyuM tema svabhAvamAM, mana svarUpa paNa jAI." Apa, Ano artha kahevA mAgatA hatA, ke jyAre sUrya mAthA para 5 *** OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra OOO 105 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 000000 oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooa vA (madhyAnha 12 vAge) Ave tyAre chAMyaDo aMdara samAI jAya tema ? vI jyAre jIva AtmarUpa thAya tyAre mana, mana na rahe-mana svarUpa (maya) 5 thaI jAya. e jina paramAtmAne namaH e AkhuM ja paramArthIka mane 5 lo lAge che. bahu sarasa che. ane kahe che - 3ii pAtratA : (1) "maMda viSaya ne saraLatA, saha AjJAsuvicAra; karuNA komaLatAdi guNa, prathama bhUmikA dhAra." (2) "kyA zabdAdika viSaya, saMyama sAdhana rAga; jagata iSTa nahIM AtmathI, mahApAtra mahAbhAgya." (3) "nahi tRSNA jIvyA taNI, maraNa yoga nahIM kSobha; mahApAtra te mArganA, parama yoga jita lobha." interesting che ane chelle - "sukhadhAma anaMta susaMta cahI, dina rAta rahe tada dhyAnamahIM; parazAMti anaMta sudhAmaya je, praNamuM pada te varate jayate." ane 34mA varSamAM chellA potAnA doSa jovAnuM kahyuM, te-krodha, huM mAna, ajJAna tarapha udAsInatA karavAnI-sarpanA viSanI jema tyAgavAnuM vI kahyuM. paNa A badhuM, mane atyAre popaTa jema bolI javAnuM hoya va ema lAge che. - trIjI vakhata meM coravADa Trekakola buka karela, paNa line out of vaI order hatI eTale phona maLyo nahi, eTale meM cancel karAvyo. ApanA patra pachI vAMcavA-vicAravAnI, vadhAre preraNA maLe che, 5. va vadhAre majhA paNa Ave che. naginabhAInuM gurupUrNimA para AvavA mATe AmaMtraNa maLyuM che. ] UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU999999999 DOOOOOOOOOOOO 106 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq' emano AbhAra. mArI AvavAnI icchA paNa saMpUrNa che. izvarecchA haze to jarUra AvIza. kAraNa ke mArA madhara (varlI) 1 varSathI Heart Attack nA humalAthI pIDAya che. sAruM thatuM ja nathI. vedanIya karma bhogavI rahyA hoya ema lAge che. keTalo UMco jIva-dhArmika rIte 40 thI 50 varSanuM svAdhyAya-savAre 4 vAge uThavAnuM-nityakrama:7 T samayasAra niyamasAra paMcAstikAya yogasAra uparanA zAstrono varSothI svAdhyAya, gharamaMdira pachI pUjApAThapachI maMdiramAM jAya. ene badale pathArImAM paDyA che. bimArIne kAraNe mAnasika pariNatI, koI vakhate bagaDe, paNa ghaNI ja zAMta rAkhe che. emanI potAnI to maraNanI taiyArI ja che. jyAre Ave tyAre e to kahe che- AtmA amara che-deha AtmA judA. badhuM ja samaje che. huM paNa haMmezAM emanI sAthe maMdiramAM jatI, svAdhyAya karatI, emaNe mane mArA lagna vakhate pAMca parameSThinI mALA ane laghu jinavANInuM zAstra ApeluM. 1 kalAka svAdhyAya karavAnuM kaheluM hatuM. temAM bhaktAmara stotra, sAmAyika pATha, pratikramaNa pATha, AlocanAdi pATha, kalyANamaMdira stotra, vagere huM paNa 25 varSathI vAcuM chuM. kRpALu devanuM to mane traNeka varSathI jANavAnuM maLyuM. jo mane pahelethI ja maLyuM hota to pariNAma juduM ja thAta. jAgyA tyArathI savAra. maMdiramAM jJAnArNava zAstra vaMcAya che. te paNa ghaNuM ja interesting che. hamaNAM padastha dhyAna ane paMcaparameSThinA jApanuM dhyAna vagerenuM varNana cAle che. maMdiramAM 15 kalAkanA svAdhyAyamAM ghaNuM Concentration 2he che. gharamAM TelIphona, avara- java2 upAdhi rahe che. 30mA varSamAM jApa, 35-16-8-7-5-3-2-1 e badhuM zAnArNava zAstramAM che. UIIIIIIIII AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only 107 Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ // qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq vA huM AzA rAkhuM chuM tamane A lAMbo patra vAMcatAM kaMTALo nahIM ? vI Ave. paNa pahelAM mane sUjhatuM nahotuM. Aje mArI kalama eka sapATAmAM 5 hai ja cAle che. aMdarathI koI preraNA che. va Apa jarUra mane koI bodhavacana mATe lAyaka, yogyatA pramANe va lakhatA rahezo-je mane preraNArUpa che. vI pU. nagInabhAI majhAmAM haze. pU. zAMtibhAI paNa majhAmAM haze 5 vI tathA bIjA sarva mumukSu bhAI beno majhAmAM haze. lI. sadgaNAnuM caraNa upAsaka ke AtmabhilAsI Ape saMta caraNa sevaka-cAtmaabhilAsI lakhela hatuM to Apa hai to sadguru deva cho. caraNa upAsaka thavAne lAyaka paNa hajI ame | Sii hoya ema lAgatuM nathI. lI. sadgaNAnA saddagurudeva vaMdana * 2 0 The. zrI nagInadAsa ke. zAha sTezana roDa, verAvala tA. 4-7-78 5 | OM | | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | | mumukSu benazrI saguNAbena, muMbaI vI tamAro tA. 29/kano patra gaI kAle maLyo. vAMcI bahu AnaMda thayo. bIjI vakhatanuM vAMcana varSa sudhI zarU thayela che te jANela che. GLbIjI vakhatanuM vAMcana pUruM thaze eTale kRpALu deva zuM kahI gayA che te 5 UUUUUUUUUUU0000000000000 108 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ purato khyAla AvI jaze. eka hoya traNa kALamAM, paramArathano paMtha" eTale tirthaMkara RSabhadevajI, zrI nemInAtha, zrI pArzvanAtha, zrI mahAvIra svAmI je mArge mokSe gayA che te zodhI Aja bhavamAM hA ApaNe te mArge khUba AgaLa vadhavuM che, jethI thoDA bhava ja bAkI 5 Gii rahe. te mArga zodhI kADhavA prayatna karazo. zrImad rAjacaMdra bhA. 1lo, AMka 200 pharI pharI vAMcazo. varSa 34muM maMdiramAM vAMcana cAle che. AMka 954, rAjakoTa. caitra vA suda 9 te aMtIma padya che. eTale ApaNI temanA jeTalI bhUmikA hoya ? hai to ora majA Ave. lI "Atre bahu samadezamAM... chAyA..." teno artha Ape je lakhyo te vA barAbara che. temAM mana je bahAra bhaTake che te vRttione aMdara laI vI jaI abhyAsathI khIle bAMdhavAnuM che. pachI nijamana thAya, pachI samAI te jatAM amana thAya eTale ApaNo beDo pAra. temAM 4thI kaDI bahu ka. huM jarUrI che. kaDI 9-10-11 e ApaNI yogyatA lAvavA prathama bhUmikA, Gii (2) madhya pAtra, (3) mahApAtra, jIvo koNa gaNAya te bhUmikAo | batAvI che. chellI kaDI bahu gaMbhIra che. jJAnArNava sarasa che. ApanA pU. mAtuzrInI, sAdhanA-bhakti-samajaNa pUjanIya che. je rIte vedanIya karma vede che te samapaNuM AvavuM kaThaNa che, mArA vatI zAtA pUchazo. samayasAra-pravacanasAra- niyamasAra-yogasAra, badhA uttama che. la pU.mAjIne AMkhe sAruM haze.khabara pUchI vaMdana kahezo.tamArA AkhA hA patramAM, tamArI nikhAlasatA paramArthamAM mIMDuM-popaTIyuM vagere zabdothI vI pragaTa thAya che. zeThazrI cImanalAlabhAIne mArA vIra vaMdana kahezo.jarA | va paNa pratikuLatA hoya to tArIkha vIza upara AvavuM nahIM.mane gaLAnA B vi * EnAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 109 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vA sAdane temane tema che. tamone khuzI majhAmAM cAhuM chuM. saMtacaraNa sevaka eTale mahAtmAo thaI gayA teno caraNaraja 5 va AtmabhAve vaMdana eTale tamArA AtmAne mArA AtmabhAve vaMdana. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 5. muMbaI, tA. 7-7-78 OM sahajAtmasvarUpAya namaH | va parama pUjya sadgurudevAya namaH va Apano patra maLyo. vAMcI AnaMda thayo che. Ape lakhyuM ke eka B vA hoya traNa kALamAM paramArathano paMtha, eTale tirthaMkara RSabhadevajI, zrI B va nemInAtha, zrI pArzvanAtha, zrI mahAvIra svAmI je mArge mokSe gayA teB te zodhI Aja bhavamAM ApaNe (mAre) te mArge khUba AgaLa vadhavuM che. B vI ane mArga zodhI kADhavA prayatna karazo. va gaI kAle Apano patra maLyo, ane be traNa vakhata paramArtha samajavA hai vAMcyo, ane Aje savAranA-va. 24muM patra. 194 (munizrI lallujI | lA para kRpALudevano lakhelo patra vAMcavAmAM Avyo, to emAM mArga khulle va khullo batAvI dIdho che. paNa mAre eTaluM kabUla karavuM joIe ke 5 va ApanA cIMdhelA patra pahelAM anekavAra patra vAMcelo che, DAyarImAM paNa 5 va lakhelo hato. Aje je mArgano magajamAM je ekadama khyAla Avyo te pahelAM kadI Avyo nahoto. te ApanA prasAde ja je mArga-bhAva | apratibaddhatAthI niraMtara vicare che evA jJAnI puruSanA caraNAviMda, te 5 GLpratye acaLa prema thayA vinA ane samyamratIti AvyA vinA svarUpanI 5 * * * qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqm // 110 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 000000000000000 prApti thatI nathI, ane AvyethI avazya te mumukSu jenA caraNAraviMda teNe sevyAM che, tenI dazAne pAme che. A mArga sarva jJAnIoe sevyo che, seve che, ane sevaze. jJAnaprApti ethI amane thaI hatI, vartamAne e ja mArgathI thAya che. ane anAgata kALe paNa jJAnaprAptino e mArga che. sarva zAstrono bodha lakSa jovAM jatAM eja che. ane je koI paNa prANI chUTavA icche che teNe akhaMDa vRttithI e ja mArgane ArAdhavo. e mArga ArAdhyA vinA jIve anAdi kALathI paribhramaNa karyuM che. (2) jyAM sudhI jIvane svacchaMdarUpI aMdhatva che, tyAM sudhI e mArganuM darzana thatuM nathI. (aMdhatva TaLavA mATe) jIve e mArgano vicAra karavo. (3) dRDha mokSecchA karavI, e vicAramAM apramatta rahevuM. to mArganI prApti thaI aMdhatva TaLe che. e niHzaMka mAnajo. anAdi kALathI jIva avaLe mArge cAlyo che. joke teNe japa, tapa, zAstrAdhyayana vagere anaMtavAra karyuM che, tathApi je kaMI paNa avazya karavA yogya hatuM te teNe karyuM nathI, je ke ame prathama ja jaNAvyuM che. sUyagaDAMga sUtramAM RSabhadevajI bhagavAne jyAM aThThANuM putrone upaddezyA che, mokSa mArge caDhAvyA che tyAM eja upadeza karyo che. he AyuSyamAno ! A jIve sarve karyuM che. eka A vinA, te zuM ? to ke nizcaya kahIe chIe ke satpuruSanuM kaheluM vacana, teno upadeza te sAMbhaLyAM nathI, athavA rUDe prakAre karI te uThAvyAM nathI. ane ene ja ame munionuM sAmAyika (AtmasvarUpanI prApti) kahyuM che. sudharmAsvAmI jaMbusvAmIne upadeze che ke jagata AkhAnuM jeNe darzana karyuM che evA mahAvIra bhagavAna teNe Ama amane kahyuM che gurune Adhina thaI vartatAM evA anaMta puruSo mArga pAmIne mokSa prApta thayA. eka A sthaLe nahIM paNa sarva sthaLe ane sarva zAstramAM e ja vAta T AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only PI 111 Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka 0i00000000000 000000000000000000000000000 vA kahevAno lakSa che. AjJAnuM ArAdhana e ja dharma ane AjJAnuM ArAdhana e ja tapa. vA (AcArAMga sUtra) eTale upara pramANe mArga huM samajI chuM. emAM bhUla thatI hoya to | Apa batAvazo- samajAvazo. tA. 18 pahelAM to cokkasa AvI jaIza. vahelA banaze to vahelA vI AvIza. sarva mumukSu bhAI bahenone mArA jaya sadgurudeva vaMdana kahezo. 5 thI mane ema lAge che. have ekAekanI zarUAta thAya che. joIe 5 Gii keTalI jhaDapathI pahoMcAya che. atyAra sudhI (guru vinA) zikSaka vinA vI jAte ja. mArga prApti mATe mArI tIvra jijJAsA che. pahelAnA patra jevuM ja kaMI A vakhate paNa paramArtha batAvazo. jethI vA mIMDAmAMthI ekaDo Ave. lI. AjJAMkIta saguNAnA praNAma POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO T i OOOOOOOOOOOU * 4 . tA. 4-8-7 00dii parama pUjya sadgurudevAya namaH huM sukharUpa muMbaI pahoMcI gaI chuM. Aje cAreka vAge 472 patra vAMcavA beThI chuM, kAraNa e patra mArA vI magajamAM ghoLAyA kare che. gaIkAlathI chello Ape vavANIyA vAMcyo to tyArathI eno chello peregrApha "A AtmA vibhAva pariNAmane bhaje | vA che, tyAM sudhI tene caMdanavRkSa kahIe chIe ane sauthI tene amukaIE OiOOOOOOOOT 11ra vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000000000000 za000000000000000000000000000 3 amuka sUkSma vastuno saMbaMdha che, temAM tenI chAyA (!) rUpa sugaMdha vizeSaB vI paDe che." e barAbara besatuM nathI - samajAtuM nathI. Apa pharI samajAvazo. vAM haju Aje to mAruM magaja tyAMnA kAryamAM-parama saMtsaMga, svAdhyAya, G! pharavA javAnuM-sAMjanA vagere kAryakrama yAda AvyA kare che. ane ahIMA che vA moTA grupamAMthI ekaluM lAge che. kadAca Aste Aste Teva paDI jaze. vI ghare AvatI vakhate mArI bAne maLI AvI chuM. mane joI khUba khuzI B hai thayA. ghare javA ja nahotA detA. paNa meM kahyuM, 8. U. Shah rAha thI jotAM haze - khAsa karIne Car - gADI mATe. emane ophIsamAM javAnuM 5 vA moDuM thaze. bAnI tabIyata paNa sArI lAgI. bahAra sudhI mane mukavA | paNa AvyA. bIjA badhA majhAmAM che. pU. zAMtibhAI tathA bIjA sarve mumukSu, parama mumukSu bhAI-benone huM mArA vaMdana kahezo. ApazrIne hAthe sAruM thaI gayuM haze. tabIyata paNa 5. vA sArI haze. lI. upakArI saguNAnA praNAma vAMcazo sAyalA, tA. 8-8-78 | OM || || sahajAtmasvarUpAya namaH | parama mumukSu benazrI saguNAbena, muMbaI khuzIthI pahoMcI gayAnuM po.kArDa tA. 4/8nuM maLyuM. tamArA pU. va mAtuzrIne rastAmAM maLatAM gayA ane tabIyata sArI che, rAjI thayA vI jANI khuzI utpanna thaI che. AMka 47ra chellA peregrApha viSe pUchAvyuM to Akho patra gurugama 5 000000000000000ccupllllllllll | AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 113 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vvvvvr viSeno che. temAM (1) prathama prakAra zreSTha che. ane bIjA karatAM trIjo sAro gaNAya che. AtmA pragaTa karavA mATe dhyAnamAM gurugamanuM sAdhana ja khUba upayogI che. "A AtmA vibhAva pariNAmane bhaje che tyAM sudhI AtmAne caMdanavRkSa kahIe chIe," te arUpI vastune samajAvavA rUpI vastuno dAkhalo Apela che ke jaMgalamAM caMdanavRkSa gotavA nikaLyA to caMdanavRkSa pAsenA anya vRkSomAM caMdananI gaMdha Ave che. tethI khAtrI thAya che ke ATalAmAM caMdanavRkSa hovuM joIe. tema gurugamamAM dhyAnanuM je sAdhana batAvyuM te AtmAthI sauthI najIka hoI temAM AtmAnI chAyA-sugaMdha Ave che. tethI te dhyAnathI-prANAyAma karatAM paNa AtmA sahaja vahelo pragaTa thAya che. A vAta patramAM barAbara lakhAya nahIM. samAgame samajAvAya. chatAM uparanAthI tamo samajI zakazo, tema khAtrI che. ApanA pU. sAsujI, pU. mAtuzrI tathA zrImAn zeTha bhAIzrI cimanabhAIne vaMdana sAthe yAdI Apazo. mArI AMgaLIe sAruM che. malama lAgADI pATo baMdhAya che. mArI tabIyata sArI che. tamone khuzI majAmAM cAhuM chuM. qqqq' ti 114 lI. lADakacaMda vorAnA AtmabhAve vaMdana 63 parama pUjya sadgurudevAya namaH laMDana AvyAne 1 mahino lagabhaga thavA Avyo che. patra lakhavAmAM ghaNI ja DhIla thaI mATe kSamA Apazo. kola para be traNa minITa vAta thaI hatI. ahIM AvyAne zarUAtamAM eka aThavADIyuM Comberland TOT London, tA. 18-9-78 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Hanna | Gii Hotel mAM rahyAM hatA. tyAra pachI aThavADIyAmAM A phleTa Central |R vI London mAM ja zodhI kADhyo che. e paNa ApaNA z2aTTA koI E hai zAha phemilIno ja che, ghaNA varSothI laMDanamAM Setle thayelA che. eka lAM loko pahelAM sudAnamAM hatA. ahIMA gharamAM kAma karavA aThavADIyAmAM u be vakhata phakta babbe kalAka Maid kAma karavA Ave che. vadhAre 15 vI ApaNe bolAvavI hoya to paNa e lokone ApaNuM kAma karavA TAima | vI nathI. koI Spanish bAI che. bahu sArI che. bAkInA pAMca divasa | vI badhuM ja hAthe kAma karavAnuM che. paNa ahIMA badhI ja sagavaDa hoya che ke lAM eTale eTaluM agharuM nathI lAgatuM. e Maidno pagAra amArA muMbaInA vA nokaranA 4 mahinAno pagAra, e eno mahinAno. u00 pagAra 15 vA chatAM sAro lAge che. tabIyata badhAnI ja sArI rahe che. ahIMAnI B vI havA Healthy che. - have svAdhyAyamAM Atmasiddhi vaMcAya che. dhyAna niyamita karuM chuM. 5 Gii divasamAM ghaNI vakhata ahIMyA game teTaluM hajuM pharuM, kAma karuM chatAM 5 Gii mAruM dhyeyabiMdu to dhyAna para ja che. ane Ape batAvela-gurugama va dhyAna para che. badhAmAMthI ja ghaDI ghaDI lakSa pAchuM kheMcuM chuM, kAraNa IP huM ahIMyAnI Life ghaNI Fast temaja sAva judI che. joke mane enI 5 kAMI enI asara thatI nathI. mArI A koI pahelI TrIpa nathI. 5 1953thI huM bhaNatI hatI tyArathI avAranavAra AvavAnuM thAya che. | va zarUAtamAM badhA continent vagere pharIne joyuM che. have ghaNuM kharuM | laMDanamAM rahevAnuM rAkhIe chIe chatAM paNa Mr. Shah, Leather | G Fair mAM be traNa divasa mATe perisa jaI AvyA. tabIyata sArI | che. emanuM vAMcavAnuM ghaNuM ja dhImuM che, paNa mane AnaMda che ke A va to potAnI jAte ja vicAra paNa Avyo. have zarU karyuM che. joIe, E vI purI kare to sAruM temane kaMI preraNA karo. bAnI tabIyata sArI haze. AMgaLIe have sAruM thaI gayuM haze 5 00. 00 000000000000000000000000000000000000000, [ AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra A 115 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka 000000000000000000 vA e duHkhAvo ghaNo cAlyo. ahIMyA roja bahAra nIkaLIe eTale traNa cAra mAila jeTaluM 5 Gii cAlavAnuM thAya che. cAlavAthI sAruM lAge che. zarIra halakuM lAge che. 5 vI gaI kAle muMbaI kola karyo hato. mArI bAnI tabIyata sArI che. mArI sAthe phonamAM vAta karI. Apa paryuSaNa mATe muMbaI AvyA ne huM hAjara na rahI zakI. phonamAM vAta karavAthI paNa sAruM lAgyuM hatuM. pU. zAMtibhAIne jaya sadguru vaMdana kahezo. ghare bAne tathA dilIpabhAI, Sii bhAbhI vagerene yAdI Apazo.Apano svAdhyAya to tyAMya paNa niyamita va cAlato haze. sAMjanA pharavA paNa jatA hazo. 1 Oct. 10nI AMsapAsa muMbaI AvavAnuM thaze. pU. nagInabhAI tyAM | vI hoya to mArI yAdI Apazo. muMbaI nirUbena, subhadrAbena, puSpAbahena vagere majhAmAM che. kadAca tamane emanA patra maLatA haze. lI. AjJAMkita saNAnA sneha smaraNa hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sayala, DI. 26-9-78 | sahajAtmasvarUpAya namaH | vI parama mumukSu benazrI saguNAbena, laMDana tamAro tA. 18-9no lakhela erapatra tA. 25-9 gaI kAle maLyo. | va vAMcI tamArA sarvanA kuzaLa samAcAra vAMcI AnaMda thayo. paryuSaNa pachI | 116] vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ TUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU 0000000000000 vI muMbaI phona Avaze te dhAraNA hatI te pramANe Avyo. kSamApanA karatAM B vI AnaMda thayo. tema tA. 18, 20 AsapAsa patra Avavo joIe tema B DI lAgela te patra paNa tA. 18-9 lakhAyela te gaI kAle maLI gayo. 5 tyAM jIvana judA prakAranuM, nokaro maLe nahIM, bahu moghAM, be divasa va spenIza meiDa Ave che. pAMca divasa hAthe kAma karavAnuM, suvidhAo |B DhI kharI, vigere jANI tyAMnA jIvanane khyAla Avyo. tyAMnI havA vI Healthy kharI. | svAdhyAyamAM Atmasiddhi vaMcAya che, dhyAna niyamita thAya che. haratAM | va pharatAM, kAma karatAM, divasamAM ghaNI vakhata dhyeyabiMdu cUkAtuM nathI, va jANI saMtoSa thayo. tyAM to pravRtti rahe. muMbaI AvyA pachI puruSArtha ? te thaI zakaze. amoe paryuSaNa lonAvAlA karyA. ArogyabhUvananA pAMca bloka vI rAkhyA hatA. upara be bloka puruSo mATe, nIce traNa bloka temAM bemAM vI baheno, ekamAM rasoDuM jamavAnuM tA. 29-8 sAMje pahoMcyA. cAra B hai divasa 20 beno 20 bhAIo hatA. chellA cAra divasa beno 38, IB 3ii bhAIo 37 thaI paMcotera thayA. varasAda 185 thaI gayela. rAtri 5. lA divasa cAlu. bahAra koIne nikaLavAnuM nahIM. savAranA 7thI rAtrinA 10 sudhI phIksa kAryakrama - (jamavA UMghavA sivAya) tamArI gerahAjarI IB vA badhAMne sAlatI hatI. badhAM yAda karatA hatAM. bhakti, svAdhyAya, dhuna, 5 dhyAnanuM vAtAvaraNa evuM jAmela ke darekane tenI mastI haju divALIe utaraze. A to heja jANavA mATe lakhyuM che. caDhatA pariNAma bahu hatA. dhyAna doravA lakhuM chuM. AMka 91-, te pavitra darzana thayA pachI game te vartana ho paraMtu tene tIvra | to baMdhana nathI, anaMta saMsAra nathI, soLa bhava nathI, atyaMtara duHkha | to nathI, zaMkAnuM nimitta nathI, aMtaraMga mohinI nathI, sat sat nirUpama, uM nN AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 117. 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B vI zAMtibhAI, A. nagInabhAI, pa.mu. niraMjanAbena, pa.mu. puSpAbena, B 5. mu. subhadrAbene vaMdana lakhAvyA che. mArI tabIyata sArI che. lI. lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 0000000000000000000000000000000 tA. 3-10-78 parama pUjya sadgurudevAya namaH Apano lakhelo patra gaI kAle maLI gayo che. vAMcI khUba khUba 3 AnaMda thayo. be traNa vakhata to vAMcyo-haMmeza mujaba. ApanA paryuSaNa saMbaMdhI samAcAra jANyA. sAce meM ghaNuM Miss | va karyuM hoya ema lAge che. ahIMAnA karatAM e badhuM svAdhyAya-AkhA 4 divasano-Apano svAdhyAya vagere kharekhara Interesting che. mane sAyalA | te khUba majhA AvI hatI ghare AvavAnuM mana ja thatuM nahatuM. paNa khera 5 | AvyA vinA chUTako nathI. A eka jAtanuM Life time nuM baMdhana che. 5 vI te paNa pUruM karye ja chUTako. have Apane maLavAnI icchA paNa che. 5 vI paNa kazuM ja dhAryuM na utare, joIe. ame tA. 10mIne badale jo B Ouvvoovoroviruuuuuuuuuuuuuu 118 | vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vA kAma patI jaze to tA. 16mIe nIkaLazuM, nahi to tA. 21mIeB 3 cokkasa nIkaLavAnA che. have ahIMyAnI Weather taddana badalAI gaI che. traNa cAra B va divasathI sUraja dekhAto nathI. thoDo thoDo varasAda paNa Ave che. | vA vAtAvaraNa Gloomy ne depressive che. atyAra sudhI taDako, garamI, ghaNI sarasa Weather hatI, eTale bahAra javA AvavAnuM sAruM IE tA phAvatuM hatuM. eTale have ahiMA kAMI bahu gamatuM nathI, paNa 19 ke IE. thI 21 sudhI rahevuM paDaze. kAraNa 12-13 jasA javAnA che. je laMDanathI vI savA traNa kalAkano plenano rasto che. kaMI kAma mATe javAnuM che. | 9 ci. minaLa majhAmAM che. ene paNa muMbaI javAnuM mana thaI gayuM Gii che. kAraNa tyAM dara varSe navarAtrInA garabAno e lokono progrAma 5 Gii che. te eno Miss thAya che. Mr. Shah paNa majhAmAM che. ahIM vA thoDA kAmamAM rahe che. vI amAro aDadho divasa kAmamAM jato rahe che. badhuM ja hAthe karavAnuM 5 | che. savAramAM mALA, Atmasiddhi vagere to karI ja lauM chuM. dhyAna B va paNa karuM chuM. Apano chello peregrApha-AMka 91 vAMcI khUba AnaMda 3 saMtoSa thayo che. kAraNa mane haMmezA ema thAya che, kaMIka Miss thAya le che. kaMIka adhurUM adhuruM lAge che. paNa AMka 91 vAMcI khUba AnaMda 5 Gii thayo che. barAbara vakhata para Appropriate hato. vI tyAM A eTale AcArya ema huM mAnuM chuM. nagInabhAI, A.| huM zAMtibhAIne jaya sadguru vaMdana. pUjya bA, dilIpabhAI, bhAbhI, 5 vA bALako vagere majhAmAM haze. bIjA koI mumukSu bhAI-baheno hoya to 5 mArA jaya sadguru vaMdana kahezo. ahIMyA laMDanamAM amArA ghaNA oLakhItA rahe che. avAranavAra Gii eka bIjAne tyAM javA AvavAnuM thAya che. M. P. zAhanuM (meghajI). " UUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuud AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 119 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000000000000 0 .0000 3 phemilI paNa ahIMyA rahe che. bapora pachI bahAra mArkeTamAM Shopping B vA mATe paNa javAnuM thAya che. rojanuM be-traNa-cAra mAila cAlavAnuM to 3ii thAya ja. ApaNe TekSI-Treina ke prAiveTa mInIkAra (TekSI)mAM jaIe 5 che to paNa thoDuM cAlavuM paDe. vI ahIMyA Bhatiya Vidya Bhavan, Bombay nA jevuM che. gaI , 3ii kAle sAMje tyAM progrAma jovA gayA hatA. lagabhaga badhA Indian ja lA hatA. laMDanamAM 2 lAkha Indian rahe che. dareka ravIvAre savAre 9-45 5 vA thI 10-15 sudhI Indian (Hindi) Program Ave che. 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AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma 200000000000000000000000000000 sAyalA, tA. 2-10-78 va parama mumukSu benazrI sadaguNAbenanI sevAmAM, muMbaI ApanI TapAla pUjya bApujI uparanI maLI, vAMcI pUjya bApujIne 5 vA ghaNo ja saMtoSa thayo che tathA atrenA mumukSu bhAIo tathA benoe 3Apane A 2035nuM nUtana varSa dareka rIte sukha zAMti tathA paramArtha vA mArge AgaLa vadho te bhAvanA bhAvI che. tevI ja rIte pU. bApujIe IP vI paNa tevA ja AzIrvAda ApyA che. vI have Apa bhAratamAM AvI gayA tethI have je puruSArtha karavAno che 5 Gii te TAima maLaze... maMdiramAM jAva cho ne tyAM AnaMda Ave che, tyAM 3 O CT 1ra0 vIra-rAjapathadarinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0 000000000 va vAMcana cAle che-vacanAmRtanuM te jANyuM che. vI paNa have vadhAremAM vadhAre TAima dhyAnamAM besavAno puruSArtha karavAno 5 vI che. joke Apane lakhavA jevuM ke samajaNa ApavA jevuM nathI, kAraNa ke Gii ApanI samajaNa barAbara che. Ape mokalelI badhI vastu maLI che paNa bApujIe jaNAvela che ke 5 A badhAnI kazI jarUra nahatI. khera ! tyAM AgaLa pUjya mAtuzrI tathA pUjya bAne tathA zrI sI.yu. zAhane 5 atrethI bApujIe tathA badhA mumukSuoe A nUtana varSanA abhinaMdana 5. lakhAvela che. lI. zAntInA AtmabhAve vaMdana 5 atre A. bhAIzrI nagInabhAI tathA pa.mu. vajubhAI tathA 5. mu. niraMjanAbena tathA 5. mu. dhanIbena badhAe yAda karela che. ApanA vI samAcAra ApyA che. tA. 30-10nuM invenDa patra muMbaIthI lakhela paNa maLyuM. Atmasiddhi khUba ja game che, roja vAMco cho, magajamAM paNa eno khyAla ekadama 3 AvI jAya, Akho divasa jIva to emAM ja rahe che ane bahArathI 15 3 vyavahAra bIjo karavo paDe che, e vigere vAMcI parama saMtoSa thayo che ke lA ke te barAbara che. TelIphona para vAtacIta thaI. cha minITa paNa vAta 5 Gii karavAthI maLyAno AnaMda thayo. be traNa vakhata pUchyuM ke muMbaI AvavAnuM ! | kyAre banaze ? to atyAre to kAMI nakkI nathI. temAM "vicare udaya B vA prayoga" upara amAre jAgRta rahevAnuM che, tethI bhAvI bhAva. zrImAnuM sI. yu. zAha tathA pU. mAjI, ci. bebIne vaMdana. tamone vI khuzI majhAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. lADakacaMdanA vaMdana 5 000000000000000000000 1 T' OOOOOOOOOOOOO AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra [121] For Personal & Private Use Only Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 910 7. Bombay, 30-10-78 sahajAtma svarUpAya-pa. pU. sadguru namAya - tA. 21mI rAtanA sukharUpa pahoMcI gayA che. Custom vageremAM 5 clear thatAM rAtanA 4 vAgyA hatA. ghare AvatAM, savAranA 6 vAgI | hI gayA hatA. ame AvyA tyAre be traNa plena sAthe AvI gayA hatA. 5 Gii eTale amane bahAra nIkaLatA vAra lAgI, be traNa divasa ArAma |R vI lIdho hato. ane have divALInA vyavahAru kAmakAjamAM paDI gaI chuM. va e paNa be traNa divasamAM patI jaze. chatAM meM maMdiramAM javAnuM to zarU | lI karI dIdhuM che. tyAM vacanAmRta pahelethI be divasathI zarU thayuM che. jANe Gii navesarathI ja vAMcatA hoya ema lAge che. majhA Ave che. mAruM tyAM ja 5. va svAdhyAya sAruM thAya che. paNa tyAMnA lagabhaga badhA ja agAsa gayA Gii che, eTale divALI pachI barAbara zarU thaze. bIjuM svAdhyAyamAM prazamarasa ]P vI zAstra vaMcAya che. emAM daza lakSaNa ke jenAthI AtmA (jIva) baMdhAya va ane kema chUTe te batAve che. e paNa Interesting che. vI mAro laMDanathI lakhelo bIjo patra maLyo haze. A be traNa mahinA ? vA daramyAna Contact ghaNo ja ocho thayo che. to ApanA taraphathI bodha IP vI paNa nathI maLyo. ApanA bodhathI mane ghaNo AnaMda thAya che. Gii laMDanathI AvyA pachI roja phona karavAno vicAra karuM chuM. evI B vI dhamAlamAM chuM ke haju sudhI te banyuM nathI, te mATe ghaNI ja dilagIra vI chuM. be traNa divasamAM jarUra ApanI sAthe phona para vAta karIza. to ApanI tabIyata sArI haze. pUjya bAnI paNa sArI haze. gharamAM | vA sarva majhAmAM haze. hamaNA svAdhyAya paNa mane saMtoSa thAya evo thato nathI. Atmasiddhi tA. roja vAMcuM chuM. e to mane khUba ja game che. game tyAre e to vaMcAI 15, Connnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. 100 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nqwshq'shshshqqq qqqqqqd jAya che. have magajamAM paNa eno ekadama khyAla AvI jAya enuM manana paNa thAya che. e darzana, jIva-ajIva, jaDa-cetana, lakSaNa vagere, mokSa, mokSano upAya vagerenuM haMmezA manana rahe che. jema jema vaMcAya che tema tema vadhAre UMDuM samajAya che. vacanAmRtamAM tathA bIjA svAdhyAyamAM paNa pahelAM karatAM vadhAre UMDuM samajAya che. Akho vakhata jIva to AmAM ja rahe che, ane bahArathI vyavahAra vagere paNa karavo paDe che. Mr. Shah Ape batAvela svAdhyAya-bhAvanA bodha, mokSa-mALA, je haMmezA lagabhaga hAthamAM le che eka be traNa patra vAMce che. Progress slow che, paNa pahoMcI jAya ema lAge che, kAraNa mUkI nathI detA. AtmArthI zAMtibhAI, A. nagInabhAIne jaya sadguru vaMdana kahezo. bIjA mumukSu bhAI-bahenone paNa kahezo. nirvANa mArganuM rahasya e paNa roja thoDuM thoDuM vAMcuM chuM. vacanAvalI paNa je mokSamArga che te paNa be traNa vakhata hamaNAM vAMcI che. Apa jarUra koI bodha lakhazo joke amAre paNa puruSArtha karavo joIe. dhyAna paNa thoDuM thoDuM thAya che. lI. AjJAMkita sadguNAnA praNAma 7 11 parama pUjya sadgurudevAya namaH ApazrIno tathA A. zAMtibhAIno lakhelo patra maLyo, vAMcI AnaMda thayo. Ape pAchaLa thoDuM paNa lakhyuM te vAMcI khUba AnaMda thayo. T AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra vartamAnamAM pratyakSa sadguru hoya to potAnA doSa batAve e pramANe ja mane thayuM che. laMDanathI AvyA pachI vacanAmRta hAthamAM lIdhuM ja nahi 10-11-78 For Personal & Private Use Only 123 Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ va hatuM. nirvANa mArganA thoDAM pAnAM vAMcatI hatI, paNa Ape TelIphonamAM 3 vI kahyuM ke kramavAra vacanAmRta vAMcavuM, tyArathI ja meM zarU karI dIdhuM che- B vI raramA varSathI. hamaNAM, Aje savAramAM huM 24mAM varSamAM vAMcuM chuM. have 5 Gii vAMcavAmAM spaSTa samajAya che, majhA Ave che. ApoApa enI meLe ke guMcavADA ukalI jAya che. ekAda kalAka pachI, pharI mokSamArga-194mo 5 patra vAMcIza. vacanAmRta vAMcavAthI sAce ja mArI bhUla mane samajAI. vA paNa chatA maMdiramAM vaMcAtuM hatuM. hamaNA bAra bhAvanA vaMcAya che. | 3atyAre e bhAvanAnuM rahasya, eTale AtmA sivAya badhuM ja anitya.B te e anitya bhAvanAmAM, saMsArabhAvanAmAM cAra gatinuM duHkha vagere, E vI jaina dharmanuM mAhAbhya, muni samAgama, vagereno spaSTa khyAla AvI Gii jAya che. maMdiramAM javAnuM kAraNa eTaluM ja ke ardhA kalAkano ghaNA ja vA dhyAnathI svAdhyAya thaI jAya che, bIjuM kaMI ja nahIM. prazamarati prakaraNamAM vI jIva tathA ajIvanA lakSaNa ghaNA vistArathI batAve che. Apa jo nahi 3 javAnI AjJA karo to huM baMdha karI daIza. have dhyAnanI bAbatamAM 2 thI 5 minITa paNa magaja baMdha nathI B vI rahetuM. AMkho baMdha hoya, moDhuM baMdha hoya, sAdhana barAbara hoya paNa magaja be pAMca minITa paNa pUratuM nahIM. vicAromAM caDhI jAya, eTale | upayoga tUTI jAya. eno zo upAya ? vadhAre upayoga rAkhavA Akho divasa puruSArtha karuM chuM. va Apa vAMcana pachI manana (karavAnuM) kahetA hatA, te have zarU thayuM vI che. AtmasiddhinuM manana thAya che, vacanAmRtanuM paNa je vaMcAya e B va badhAyanuM. Apane maLavAnI icchA ghaNI ja thAya che. huM tathA subhadrAbena vI AvavAno vicAra karIe chIe joIe kyAre amalamAM mUkAze. | to subhadrAbenano phona hato. emanI paNa tyAM AvavAnI tIvra icchA che,E vI ane mArI paNa. * O O OOOOOOOOOOO 0000000000000000000000000000000 14 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | 200000000000000000000000000 Mr. c. U. Shah e upadezAmRta vAMcavAnuM zarU karyuM che. emane 5 paNa interest paDato jAya che. paNa thoDuM thoDuM vaMcAya che. pU. mAjIka vI tathA minaLa majhAmAM che. mAjI pahelAM roja Atmasiddhi vAMcatA hatA. |B to paNa have AMkhanI takalIphathI vAMcI zakatA nathI. savAramAM sAmAyika lo kare che, tathA he prabhu! he prabhu! prArthanA vagere kare che. muMbaImAM hamaNAM khUba garamI paDe che. rAtanA varasAda Ave che. 5 che tyAM rahelA sarve mumukSu bhAI-bahenone mArA jaya sadguru vaMdana kahezo. 5 patrano javAba Apa ja Apazo. kAMI bodhavacana paNa kahezo. lI. AzAMkita saguNAnA praNAma. 5 7 12 kRpALu deva janmatIthI, sAyalA, tA. 14-11-78 ]P | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | parama mumukSu bena zrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tamAruM tA. 10-11-78nuM invenDa patra gaI kAle maLyuM. vAMcI 5 vI tyAMnA badhA kuzaLa samAcAra jANI AnaMda thayela che. je lakhavuM che te nIce mujaba che. upayoga tuTI jAya che ane vicAromAM caDhI jAya che eno zuM 5 3 upAya?to, teTalI cokI rAkhatA hazo eTale khabara paDI ke vicArono B. va hallo thAya che te vakhate ja upayogane cetananA guNa-lakSaNomAM rokavA . che prayatna karavo. tevo abhyAsa cAlu rAkhavo eTale bahivRttine badale | 3 aMtaravRrti raheze. AmAM saheje paNa jabarajastI karavAnI nathI. sahajaE rIte jeTaluM bane teTaluM karavuM. jarApaNa kaMTALo Ave to mUkI devuM. prathama 5 UUU00000000000(llllllll000 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 15 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq pAMca miniTathI vadhAre TakI zakAya nahIM. paNa jyAre jyAre nivRtti maLe ane rUcipUrvaka banI zake teTalo puruSArtha cAlu rAkhavo. paNa cAra mAsamAM chUTaka chUTaka badhu maLI doDha kalAka dhyAna thaI zakatuM hoya to cha mAse be kalAka thavuM joIe, eTale pragati cAlu rahevI joIe. 'eka pariNAma na karatA darava doya.' 'samatA, ramatA, udhatA' vigerenA artha kRpALu deve bharela che, te pharI pharI vicArI dhyAna vakhate vicAro sAme tene mUkavA jethI aMtaravRtti vadhaze. AMka 317, prathama bhAga. vAMcana-mananano AdhAra 12mA guNasthAnaka sudhI levo 2he che. tamo AMka 200nuM manana karo cho te sAruM che. te mArga che. Atmasiddhi to Atmasiddhi karAve tevI che. to manana cAluM rAkhavuM tamArI bhUmikAe varSa 24-25-26-27nuM vAMcana ati upayogI che. AMka 466 nava vacanAvalI che te paNa vAMcI manana karavA jevI che. zrIyut zAhanuM vAMcana dhImuM paNa cAluM che jANI khuzI utpanna thaI che. mAjInuM prathama jANyuM ke sAmAyikamAM doharA vi. bole che. AMkhanA aMge Atmasiddhi vAMcavA baMdha thaI. ci. minalane yAdI. tamone khuzI AnaMdamAM cAhuM chuM. sAgaramAM vAMcanamAM javuM tenI anumati meM Apela hatI. kAraNa e badhAnI sarakhAmaNI karavAnI tamone zakti Avela che. eTale teTalI nivRtti rahe che ane maLe che. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 7 13 o parama pUjya sadgurudevAya namaH patrano javAba lakhavAmAM ghaNo vilaMba thayo che mATe kSamA Apazo. UVIII vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 na 126 tA. 15-12-78 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0 02 va paNa kAraNa ghaNuM moTuM che. te e ke Ape dhyAna vakhate vicAro sAme 9 DA mUkavA AMka 317 samatA-ramatA 437 vagere mUkavA kahela, paNa te | hai pahelAM e patro barAbara samajAya to ja manana thAya, to ja dhyAna rUma te vakhate vicAro sAme mUkI zakAya, jethI aMtavRtti thAya-vadhe te badhA AMka samajatA-manana karatAM- vicAratA ATalA divasa nikaLI gayA 5 va che. samatA, ramatA te barAbara samajAya che, manana paNa thAya che. paNa vI 317- "jaDa cetanano bhinna che kevaLa pragaTa svabhAva, ekapaNuM pAme vI nahi, traNe kALa dayabhAva' (Atmasiddhi-57) va "jIva ane pudgala eka kSetre rahyAM chatAM potapotAnA svarUpamAM ja va pariNAma pAme che." "jaDa parinAmiko, karatA hai pudgala" daihAdirka | karIne je pariNAma thAya che teno pudgala kartA che, kAraNa ke dehAdi vI jaDa che ane jaDa pariNAma pudgalane viSe che. jyAre ema che to pachI 3ii jIva paNa jIva svarUpe ja varte che. jaDane viSe je svasvarUpabhAva | (bhrAMti) che te mATe ne svasvarUpane viSe je tirobhAva che. te pragaTa | | thAya, A yathArya bodha che. vI te ja pramANe eka pariNAma na karatuM do dravya. jaDa ane cetananA be vI dravyanA eka pariNAma na hoya. jIvanuM mukhyapaNe pariNamavuM te cetana (jJAna) jaDanuM mukhyapaNe pariNamavuM te jaDaravarUpa che. jaDathI cetana upaje, cetanathI jaDa thAya, evo anubhava koIne kyAre kadi na thAya. jIvanuM je cetana pariNAma te koI prakAre jaDa thaIne pariName nahIM vI ane jaDanuM jaDatvapariNAma te koI divase cetana pariNAme pariName B che nahIM. eka kriyA be dravya kyAre paNa kare nahIM. be kriyA eka dravya _kyAre paNa kare nahIM. N phaa 00000 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 127 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A pramANe A AMka ghaNIvAra vAMcavAthI, mananathI samajAyo che. 5 to have vicAro sAme mUkAze. AtmasiddhinI gAthAo nIcenI-vicAro sAme mUkI zakAya ke nahIM? chUTe deha vyAsa to, nahi kartA tuM karma, nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, e ja dharmano marma. e ja dharmathI mokSa che, tuM cho mokSa svarUpa, anaMta darzana jJAna tuM, avyAbAdha svarUpa. zuddha buddha caitanyadhana, svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma, bIjuM kahIe keTaluM, kara vicAra to pAma. A pramANe potAnA svarUpanI AsthA che ane mokSa prAptinI. B vI mokSano upAya AtmA sat caitanyamaya, sarvAbhAsa rahita, jethI kevaLa pAmIe, mokSa paMtha e rIta. karmabhAva ajJAna che, mokSabhAva nijavAsa, aMdhakAra ajJAna sama, nAze jJAna prakAza. je je kAraNa baMdhanAM, teha baMdhano paMtha, te kAraNa chedaka dazA, mokSapaMtha bhava aMta. rAga dveSa ajJAna e, mukhya karmanI graMtha, thAya nivRtti jehathI, te ja mokSano paMtha. vagere-mokSano upAya che. barAbara samajAya che. paNa sauthI prathama 5 vI AtmajJAna (mATe) je Ape batAvyuM teno puruSArtha karavAno che. dhyAnamAM Gii bahu pharaka nathI, paNa have sAcA khoTA vicAro Ave che tyAre upayoga vI pAcho kheMcAya che e phAyado thayo che. kAraNa aMttavRtti vALavAno prayatna ? vI che.AMkaDa-vacanAvalI ane AMka 200vacanAvalI paNa vAMcI samajI, Raa manana paNa thAya che. e baMnemAM kahevAno tAtparya eka ja lAge che. 15. 18 vIra-rAjapathadazinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ , 0 00thI jIvanuM kalyANa jJAnInA lakSamAM che. samAdhi, yoga ke dhyAnamAM 5 va kalyANa nathI. gaccha, mata vagere doSa jJAnInA satsaMgathI, bodhathI paE | nivRtta thAya che. jJAnInI niSkAma bhakti kevaLa kalyANakAraka jaE nivaDe che. AnuM phaLa juduM thavAno saMbhava che. tevA kALamAM puruSa 5 vA pratye niHzaMkapaNuM rahetuM hoya to kALe karIne temanI pAsethI sanmArganI | vI prApti thaI zake che. mana, vacana, kAyAnA yogamAMthI jene kevaLa svarUpamAM bhAva thatA B ahaMbhAva maTI gayA che. evA je jJAnI puruSa tenA parama upazamarUpa ] tI caraNAraviMda tene namaskAra karI, vAraMvAra tene ciMtavI, te ja mArgamAM 5 pravRttinI icchA karyA karavI, ema kRpALudeva bodhe che. AMka 200mAM paNa ema ja. jJAnIno ArAdhaka aMtarmuhUrtamAM 5 huM kevaLajJAna pAme che. tA.4 thI 9 vaDodarA RSabhadeva maMdiranA zilAnyAsa mATe javAnuM kI thayuM hatuM. mane paNa eno lAbha maLyo hato. pU. kAnajI svAmI padhAryA hA hatA. emanA pravacana 15-20 varSathI sAMbhaLuM chuM, to atyAre spaSTa 5 va samajAya che. paNa e roja yama, niyama gAthA kahe. A jIve badhuM ja va karyuM, paNa eka AtmajJAna na karyuM. paNa Ape je batAvyuM te nathI |B va batAvatA, jenI sAMbhaLavA mATe rAha jotI hatI. dayA, dAna, tapa, E 3 japa, bhakti kaSAya ane hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, parigraha, brahmacarya pApa lAM puNya je rAganI vikArI paryAya che, je Azrava che, mela-azuddha che, . vA viSa che, jenAthI bhinna evo trikALI, dhruva, zuddha AtmA. jema samudramAM va taraMga che-te paryAya che. te tarapha dRSTi na detAM, samudra dhruva che. tema va puNya-pApa vi. rAga vikArI paryAya tarapha dRSTi na detAM tenAthI bhinna B vI evo dhruva, zuddha AtmA che te tarapha sanmukha thatAM, lakSa thatAM, daSTi SB karatAM samyakdarzana jJAna thAya che, evuM ghaNuM ghaNuM 5-6 divasa vAMcana 5 Gii karyuM. benazrInA vacanAmRtamAMthI paNa baporanA vAMcatA hatA. temAM ja. 0000000000000luppppppppppp vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 1ra9 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ va eja nizcayathI, AtmA ja sAra che. jIva to jAgato Ubho che, te vI tarapha lakSa ApavAnuM kahyuM che. benazrIe paNa Ape batAvyuM e pramANe vI AtmA pragaTa che ema na kahyuM. ( patra lAMbo thaI gayo che. Apane vAMcatAM kaMTALo Avaze. have mAre | vI zuM karavAnuM che - AgaLa jaNAvazojI. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma 0 14 tA. 21-12-78 | || OM ||. | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | | AnaMdamUrti svarUpane abhedabhAve namaskAra karuM chuM ! va parama mumukSu benazrI saguNAbena, muMbaI lo tamAruM InphanDa patra tA. 15-12-78nuM tA. 18-12-78nA roja vA maLyuM, vAMcI ati AnaMda thayo ke jema huM dhArato hato tema tamo vI ahIMthI darzAvela AMka be traNa vakhata vAMcI, vicArI, manana karI, va prayoga karyA bAda patra lakhazo, ane temAM lAMbo vakhata thayo te sakAraNa che. tamArI te bAbatamAM mahenata dAda mAgI le tevI che. ane te eka vA bAbatanI samajaNa je lakhI mokalI te barAbara che. phakta, patranI va pahoMca lakhavI joItI hatI. to tamo tA. 4 thI 9 vaDodarA hatA ane moTAbhAInA haste maMdiranA zilAnyAsa vidhimAM lAbha maLyo. pU. kAnajI svAmI tathA pU. benazrInA vA vyAkhyAnono lAbha paNa maLyo jANI khuzI thayA chIe. ame paNa 5 vI teonA vyAkhyAna, satsaMgano lAbha lIdhela che. dhyAna to niyamita tathA avAranavAra karavAnuM che. sAdhana apUrva 5 | vAgha| OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO0 che 00. | 130 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huhuhuhuhuhuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh , 0000000000000000 vA malyAno mahatuM puNya joga malyo, hAla sudhI pUrvAnupUrva maLela che, B vI apUrva nahi. guNaThANe caDhatAM traNa apUrvakaraNa Ave che. mATe dhyAnamAM 5 huM vicArono hallo ke vicAro Ave tyAre samatA, ramatA ke eka pariNAma 5 vA na kartA darava doI ke AtmasiddhinI kaDIo tame lakhI che temAMthI game 5 vA te ekano Azraya laI aMtaravRtti karavI, sAkSI, jJAtA-draSTA rahevuM. vedAMtanA daza upaniSada che temAM vicAra biMdu upaniSadamAM pAnA | 212 para lakhela che ke - vI ""In the beginning of thought culture, there is ] g internalfight between pure and impure thoughts." 2724 15 ema thAya ja. paNa ApaNe AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. AMka 183 vAMcazo. IP pU. mAjI, tamArA pU. bA, ci. bebIne yathAyogya tA. 12-1nI TikITa AvI che. tamone khuzImAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 7 15 7. muMbaI, tA. 25-12-78, vI parama pUjya gurudevAya namaH va Apano tA. 21-22no lakhelo patra maLyo che. vAMcI ati AnaMda 00000000000000OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO va thayo che. to be divasa AMka 183 vAMcyo, manana karyo, khAsa karIne mathALuM vA vAMcI-AnaMdamUrti svarUpane abhedabhAve namaskAra karuM chuM. Ape thI mane saMbodhIne lakhyuM che? huM hajI ene mATe yogya chuM? vacanAmRtamAM va koInA upara lakhelo A patra nathI chatAM kRpALudeva lakhe che ke parama 3 che jijJAsAe bhareluM tamAruM dharmapatra vAMcI saMtoSa thayo. Ape paNa mane 6 trI phona para kaheluM ke ApanuM lakheluM vAMcI saMtoSa thayo che. je je 5 O O OOOUS | AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 131 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ icchAo jaNAvI te kalyANakA2ka ja che. paraMtu sarva icchAnI sphUraNA to sAcA (satpuruSa)nA caraNakamaLanI sevAmAM ja rahI che ane ghaNA prakAre satsaMgamAM rahI che je Ape paNa kahyuM che. parama satsaMgamAM mahinAnuM kAma eka divasamAM thAya, varSanuM kAma eka mahinAmAM thAya. paNa mAruM eTaluM durbhAgya che ke mane parama satsaMgano joga nathI maLato. IzvarecchA. AMka 200, 466, 194 badhA ja patromAM Aja kahevA mAge che. te ja mArga satya che. ane Apa paNa e ja mArga kaho cho. paNa mane ApanA patrathI ane TelIphonathI paNa sphuraNA maLe che. to ja kaMI thAya che to parama satsaMgamAM keTaluM thatuM haze. paribhramaNa karato jIva anAdikALathI atyAra sudhImAM apUrvane pAmyo nathI. jo pAmyo hota to paribhramaNa kyAMthI hota ? je pAmyo che te badhuM pUrvAnupUrva che. paNa mane sAdhana apUrva mahat pUNye ApanI kRpAthI prApta thayuM che. have puruSArtha thAya to beDo pAra. Apa muMbaI Avazo tyAre vadhAre ApanI pAse besavuM che je kAMI karavA jevuM, kahevA jevuM hoya te preraNA karazojI. khAsa karIne dhyAna bAbatamAM. enuM lakSa sAdhana Akho divasa rahe che. paNa mana 2-5 minITathI vadhAre sthira rahetuM nathI. kAMI havAI killA bAMdhavA cAlyuM jAya che. baLajabarIthI pAchuM kheMcI lAvavuM paDe che eTalo sudhAro. Mr. Shah madrAsa che. AvatI kAle sAMjanA Avaze pU. mAjI Atmasiddhi divasamAM be vakhata dhIme dhIme vAMce che. AMkhamAM sudhAro che. mArI bA savAre zAstra svAdhyAya-savAranA narsa vAMce, rAtanA Atmasiddhi, yogIjana icche, sukhazAMta, apUrva avasa2, mULamArganI Caset rAtanA narsa je jaina emanA puNye maLI che te ja laI AvI che e ja saMbhaLAve che. tou 132 TTTTT vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6, 000 3. eka divasa rAtanA moDe bA pAse huM rokAI hatI. 8 thI 9 sudhI E vI e mUke pachI sUI jAya. tyAre meM paNa sAMbhaLI. mane paNa khUba gamI B vI hatI. Indu dhAnaka ane bIjA koI sAthe gAya che. meM narsa pAse maMgAvI 5 che. huM tathA Mr. Shah rAtanA dhyAnathI sAMbhaLIe chIe. ci.minala,B.com. mAMsecond class pAsa thaI che. have bajAjamAM B 4 M.B.A. karavAno eno vicAra che. aneMr. Shah nI sAthe ophisamAM IS paNa jaze. pU. bA tathA dilIpabhAI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. sarve mumukSu tathA parama mumukSu tathA A. zAMtibhAI, naginabhAI majhAmAM haze. patrano 5 javAba lakhazo. lI. AzAMkita saguNAnA praNAma 6 rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr llllllllllllllU000000000000000000000 - 16 7 sAyalA, tA. 4-1-79 sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | parama mumukSu benazrI saddaguNAbena, muMbaI tA. 25-12nuM lakhela invenDa patra tA. 28-12nA roja maLyuM to te vAMcI parama saMtoSa thayela che. AMka 183nuM mathALuM te A dazAe vI pahoMcelA jIvone lAgu paDe che. hA. A. 183no patra konA upara 5. Gii lakhela che te AgaLa sAMkaLIyAmAM ullekha nathI. vI tA. 12-1 ravAnA thaI tyAM AvavAnuM thAya che. paNa ahi evA 5. vA saMyogo utpanna hamaNAM thayA che ke turatamAM atre AvavuM paDe. pachI B It o | AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 133 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : forrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr vI kadAca phebruArI bIjA vIkamAM AvI zakAya. bane te kharuM. zrImAna sI. yu. zAha madrAsathI AvI gayela haze. madrAsamAM cha Saa divasa satata varasAda rahyo. mArA vaMdana kahezo. pU. mAjI zrI Atmasiddhi be vakhata vAMce che ane tamArA pU. bAra 3ii savAre svAdhyAya ane rAtre Cassette je sAMbhaLe che jANI khuzI thayA Gii chIe. vA ci. minalabenane second class pAsa thavA badala 3 congratulations. tamo tA. 31-12 satsaMga svAdhyAyamAM A. naginabhAIne tyAM 5. hAjara hatAM tema temanA 1-1 patra tA. 3-1 gaI kAle Avyo tethI Gii jANyuM. te tamone khuzI majAmAM cAhuM chuM. tA. 13-1 tyAM AvavAnuM bane che ke huM tyAre je pUchavuM hoya te pUchazo. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 0000000000000000000000000 - 17 7. tA. 29-1-79 parama pUjya sadgurudevAya namaH ApanI sAthe muMbaImAM nagInabhAIne ghare ravivAre sAMjanA je va vAta Ape mane eka miniTamAM samajAvI tyArathI ja Apa divya vI cakSunI vAta karatA hatA, karo cho te khUlI gayA hoya ema lAge che. 15 CLAnA pahelAM sAdhananI TIpamAM ja thoDuMka ja ThaMDu lAgatuM hatuM. paraMtu 5 * viO OOOOOOOOOOOOO 0000 134 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 000000000000 vA tyAra pachI te ja ghaDIthI mane koI ora ja dazA anubhavAya che. ghaNA IP vA badhA bhAgamAM zitaLa-caMdana jevuM ane AnaMda ane temAM ja lakSa vadhAre IP te vakhata rAkhavAnuM game che, rahe che. bIje badhethI lakSa ghaDI ghaDI emAM ja 5 | kheMcAya che. je atindriya AnaMda meM kAnajIsvAmIne moDhe ghaNI vakhata |E sAMbhaLela teno anubhava thAya che. 3have mane ema lAge che ke huM AtmasiddhinI 111mI gAthA para 3 AvI. "varte nija svabhAvano anubhava, lakSa, pratIta, vRtti vahe nija || vAM bhAvamAM paramArthe samakita." nija bhAvamAM ja vRtti vahe che, rahe che, 5 tA jAya che. eTale kSayopazama samakita pahelAM aMze hatuM te have vadhAre anubhavAya che. have 11mI gAthA-kSAyika samakitanI bhAvanA bhAvavAnI vI rahI. bahu uMcA vicAra ? Ano AdhAra ApanuM preraNAbaLa-sapuruSanuM B vA yogabaLa jagatanA jIvonuM (mArA jIvanuM) kalyANa karo ! kalyANa 3ii karo! have dhyAna, sthiti bAbatamAM vAMcI Apane saMtoSa thaze. mane paNa saMtoSa thayo che ke AgaLa vadhAze. Apane cha mahinAno TAima : Apyo hato te barAbara thayuM che. patramAM lakhavAmAM aThavADiyuM moDuM thayuM che kAraNa ApanI sAthe mAre vI paramArtha saMbaMdhI barAbara samajI, vicArIne lakhavAnuM che. emAM kALa lA vahI jAya che. kAlIdAsabhAInA patroe mArI AMkha saMpUrNa kholI 5 nAkhI eTale vacanAmRtamAM e badhuM vAMceluM chatAM, e patroe mane spaSTa 5 vA samajAvI dIdhuM. AtmaguNanI hAnI kSaNe kSaNe thAya tene bhAvamaraNa kahe che. te to jIvane ghaNuM rakhaDAve che. svarUpanI prApti avyakta che. badhA la sAdhakadazAvALA che. te vyakta-pratyakSa terame guNasthAnake paripUrNa dazA 5 vI prApta thAya che. jIvatAM mokSanuM sukha agara jIvana muktidazA te va ahIM dehadhArIpaNe anubhavAya che. mULa mArgamAM. * GOOOOOOOO0 0 kI AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 0 0000000 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 135 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ T' OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO "che dehAdithI bhinna AtamA re, upayogI sadA avinAza, ema jANe sadguru upadezathI re, tenuM nAma khAsa jJAna." deha-sthULa deha, tejasa, kArmaNa. sthULa deha indriyo dvArA pAMca | indriyonA viSayone bhogave che. tejasa deha-garamI, zarIranI kAMti, pAcana kriyA, kAmaNa deha-karmanA pudgalone grahaNa kare che. A traNe deha ane tenI kriyAthI bhinna evo akriya, dehanI kriyAne vA mAtra jANanAra jJAyaka svabhAvavALo AtmA che, te svaupayogI che IPL huM ane avinAzI che ema je jANyuM tenuM nAma jJAna kahyuM che. je zAne karIne jANiyuM re, tenI varte che zuddha pratIta, kahyuM bhagavaMte darzana tehane re, jenuM bIjuM nAma samakita. jema AvI pratIti jIvanI re, jANyo sarvethI bhinna asaMga, tevo sthira svabhAva te upaje re, nAma cAritra te aNaliMga." sarva kriyAthI bhinna ane asaMga svarUpa potAne bhAsyamAna thatuM vI gayuM. sarva prakAre savicAra karatAM karatAM samyaphajJAnanA baLathI bhinna tA ane asaMgapaNuM potAnuM pratIta thayuM te kAyama hovArUpa je potAno IF Saa sthira svabhAva eTale-svarUpamAM asthirapaNAnI mAnyatA hatI te ajJAnanI 5. Gii nivRtti thavAthI TaLI gaI ne sthirapaNAnI je mAnyatA kAyama hovA vA rUpa jaNAI te sthira svabhAva kAyama hovAthI cAritra dazA kahI te va cAritra. aNaliMga eTale paMcamahAvratane dhAraNa karavo te dravya lIMga ne vI dravya cAritra kahevAya che. dravya cAritra bhAva cAritra rAkhavA mATe che. vI abheda rUpe eTale eka svarUpe jJAna-darzana-cAritra traNeyane samajavA Gii mATe kahe che. e traNe abheda pariNAmathI jyAre varte che te AtmArUpa vI che. A traNe abhedapaNe AtmasvarUpa pAmavuM tenuM nAma jinano mArga vA pAmavo. A prakAre cothAvALA jANe che paNa sthitimAM pharaka hoya che. B. vI, phera-prArabdha karmano bhoga koIne thoDo to koIne vizeSa ane tene 5 136 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0000000000 vI laine tene jJAnanI tAtparyatA ochI vadhatI hoya che. va rAga-dveSa-pugala padArtha athavA mAyika pAmavAthI te pratye moha 15 | hovAthI athavA ullAsa pariNAma thAya te rAga. te padArtha mohane lIdhe B jhaMkhanAM karatAM chatAM prApta na thavAthI thato kheda te dveSa. rAga-dveSa | jIvane vadhAre che. have jyAM AtmA ane pudgalika vaheMcaNI thAya tene bheda kahe che. 5. vI te bhedajJAna daDha thavAthI pudgalika vastu maLavAthI AnaMda ke ullAsa na 5 pAme, te na maLavAthI kheda na thAya AnuM nAma verAgya che. ane para vI vastu parathI mohabhAva nivRtta thayo tenuM nAma tyAga. A tyAga vairAgya | te na hoya to sva-parano bheda jANyo te na jANyA barAbara che. jIvanI be prakAre sthiti hoya che. bahIrmukha-bahAranA viSayomAM 3 vI lolupatA ane te prApta karavAmAM doTa, aMtarmukha-jIva potAnA svarUpano 5 to vicAra karI, A mArA nathI, huM tenAthI para che, te kSaNika che, huM 5 avinAzI chuM e vicArI te prasaMgothI jeTalo nivRtta bhAva bhaje te 5. | aMtarmukhapaNuM che. aMtarmukha thAya to moha nivRtta thatAM vAra na lAge, kAraNa moha ajJAnathI thAya che. ajJAna-aMtarmukha upayoga hovAthI nAza pAme | che. AtmA arUpI padArtha hovAthI jJAnI puruSoe te lakSaNAdi bhedathI 3 vI tenuM svarUpa batAvyuM che. lakSaNa, guNa ane vedanapaNe AtmasvarUpa samajavuM-jANavuM ane anubhavamAM lAvavuM, te ja padamAM sthiti thavI te jJAnadazA che. A jJAnadazA cothA guNasthAnakathI mAMDI uttarottara vadhatAM vadhatAM teramA guNasthAnaka sudhI che. terame pUrNa svarUpanI prApti hoya che. 5 va have jJAnIpaNuM potAnI kalpanA mujaba dRSTi kalpI lIdhela hovAthI 5 vI jJAnI puruSanI oLakhANa paDavI bahu kaThina che. tIvra mumukSatA utpanna ? la thaye, darzanamohano nAza thaye, te jJAnI puruSanI oLakhANa thAya che. 5 vI AtmAnuM svarUpa jJAnI puruSe kahyuM che te sadguru dvArA samajI te padamAM 3 0000000000000000000000000000000000 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 137 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0 000000 DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO0000000000 vA sthiti karavI te svabhAva.tethI ulTI rIte pudgalanA bhAva je je aMdaramAM 5 vI utpanna thAya che te mArA che ane mane thAya che. A prakAranuM pariNAma to te vibhAva. te samajI vibhAva tyAga thAya, teTalo svabhAva pragaTe. A vA vastu yathArthapaNe samajavAmAM AvavI joie. te samajavAnuM mukhya kAraNa 5 sapuruSa-sadguru ane salphAstro che. AtmasiddhimAM kahyuM che ke, "karma anaMta prakAranA, temAM mukhya ATha, temAM mukhya mohanIya, haNAya te kahuM pATha" "karma mohanIya bheda be, darzana cAritra nAma, haNe bodha vItarAgatA, acUka upAya Ama." darzana mohanIya eka vastu je svarUpe che te svarUpa nahi jaNAtAM | vI tethI ulTI rIte te vastunuM svarUpa jANyuM tenuM nAma. ahIM AtmA 5 Gii ane deha temAM vicAravAnuM che. A dehanI aMdara je saMkalpa-vikalpa, va rAga-dveSa pariNAma haze yA che, je je mithyAtvabhAva athavA vibhAva | utpanna thAya che, te mane thAya che, AtmAmAM utpanna thAya che. tevA | te prakAre pugalika pariNAmane darzanamohane lIdhe AtmIka pariNAma huM mAne temaja A pudgala dehathI thatI kriyA. dayA, dAna, vrata, tapa, 5. bhakti, niyama Adi dharmanA nAme thatI kriyA dehathI thAya che tene 5 zubhakriyA kahevAya che. te AtmAnI mAne. AvA pariNAma hovAne B va lIdhe, AtmIka bhAva je che te samajavAmAM na Ave agara to upara vI kahI te prakAranI kriyAmAM AgrahathI AtmIka pariNAma saMbaMdhI jJAnano 15. anAdara kare tene darzanamoha kahyo che. darzanamoha bodhathI haNAya che. AtmAnI kriyA ane pudgalanI kriyA taddana judI bhAse tethI pudgalika 5. va kriyA AtmAnI mAnI hatI te pudgalanI mAnI ane pote AtmIka vI kriyA hatI te (AtmanI mAnI) tethI anya kriyAno akartA thayo. vI A prakAre darzana mohano nAza thAya teTalA aMze svabhAva pragaTa | tI thAya che te ja vItarAga dazA. e vItarAga dazA jema jema vadhe tema ke OOOOOOOOO 138 | 000000000000004 O vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ va tema cAritra mohano nAza thAya. nirvikalpatA-eTale mananA sArA narasA je vicAro thayA kare che vI tethI rahitapaNuM. mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoga bahAranI pravRtti kare che vA chatAM A nirvikalpa samAdhi rahyA kare che. tevo kRpALu devano lakhavAno B Azaya che. mana, vacana, kAyAnI upAdhi chatAM AtmasvarUpa pratyenI | vI samAdhi rahyA kare che. saMkalpa-vikalpa-AtmAnA jJAnamAM zeyanuM pratibiMba paDe che te saMkalpa vA vikalpa mAnI te na thavA mATe puruSArtha kare che. e ajJAnI puruSa che, vI kAraNa saMkalpa-vikalpa mananA taraMga che, te paNa rahevAnAM ja te para che, IB to phakta jIve jJAtA dRSTA rahevAnuM che ne svamAM dRSTi karavAnI che. te ahamamatvapaNuM rahitathI je pravRtti prArabdha yogathI karavI paDe ! vI che. ane te pravRtti karatAM jIva tenI nivRtti bhajyA kare che te IP va vItarAga dazA. AraMbha-parigraha-saMsArI vaibhava vadhAravAnI tRSNA-icchA-ullAsa B vA te AraMbha ane te prAptithI mamatva, te parigraha. A dehamAM IP va dehAtmabuddhine lIdhe sarAgapaNe pravRtti te ahaMmapaNuM, te parigraha che. te have AraMbha-parigraha tathA deha pratyenI mohAsakti tathA mAyAvI che padArtha pratye sarAga dazA vagereno nAza karavAnI pravRtti te vicAra 3 zreNithI ane vairAgya samajavuM joie. baMdha ane mukta dazA paNa satsaMganA yoge samajavI joie. A badhuM ja thavAmAM Ape batAveluM va sAdhana je jJAna mukhyamAM mukhya sAdhanAyuta che te sAdhana vinA sthitidazA vI thavI durghaTa che. saMpUrNapaNe jyAM sudhI AtmAmAM vItarAga dazA utpannaE te na thAya, nirmohIpaNAno pote anubhava na kare tyAM sudhI bIjuM karavA viSe vRtti jAya ja kema ? kRpALu deve AtmasamAdhi kAyama rahevA 5 3 rUpa nirvikalpatA batAvI che te nirvikalpatAmAM kharuM sukha, kharo AnaMda, 5 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 139 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ fo0UUU llpl vI svarUpa prAptino mArga samAyelo che. asaMgatA-A dehanI aMdara kSaNe kSaNe mAyika bhAvo uThe che, jene hA tame saMkalpa vikalpa kaho cho te pratye akhaMDa vItarAga dazA rahevI 5 Gii te asaMgatA. samavasthAnI sthiti na thAya tyAM sudhI dhyAna ane 5 lA svAdhyAyamAM rahevuM joie. pote dareka kriyA, pravRtti, saMkalpa ke bhAva 5 vI uThe che tenA dRSTA tarIkeno anubhava Atma-jAgRtipUrvaka kSaNe kSaNe | vI hovo joie. saMsAra vadhavAnuM mukhya bIja rAga-dveSa, ajJAna. tenI B to nivRtti sadgurunA pratApe sahaja karI zakAya che. jenA vacanathI te ke lava TaLe te ja mokSano mArga che. eka AtmavRtti game tevI sthitimAM anya svarUpathI sat cit E vI AnaMda svarUpa huM pote sahaja AtmasvarUpa nirvikAra nijAnaMda svarUpa vI chuM, te vRttino pravAha jema bane tema vadhAratA jAva ane te vadhAravAno lo krama sevatAM je je smRtimAM anyasvarUpa Ave teno zoka na karavo paNa vI dRSTA chuM. te mAruM svarUpa nathI, te anyathA che te rIte te upara lakSa Gii nahIM ApatAM tathA vRttine nahIM rokatAM AtmavRttinuM anusaMdhAna karI IE va sahaja AtmasvarUpa nirvikalpa svarUpa che te vItarAga dazAe anubhavavuM. va te anubhava mATe bIjA vikalpa mUkI tene prApta vastu (sAdhana)mAM lakSa | vI rAkhavo, ane te jApa, rAma, soha, arihaMta, karavo joie. ApaNe dhyAnamAM beThA hoya tyAre ApaNo upayoga prathama evo vI hoya ke huM jJAnasvarUpa zuddha sphaTika maNI samAna AtmA chuM te | | upayogamAM ApaNe jApa, bhajana sohaM ke smaraNa game te karatA hoie 5 temAM pudgala bhAva utpanna thAya che. jema pavananA jorathI pANImAM 5 Gii mojAM utpanna thAya che athavA pahela pADela hiro AMkha ADe jovAthI 5 G! lAla, pILA raMga mAluma paDe che te raMga hirAmAM nathI tema jaLano 15 va svabhAva zItaLa ane sthira che, tema pudgalAkAra dRSTi hovAthI dhyAna E pppppppl00000000000000 . . 140 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ l lll llllllllppppppppppppppppppppp vA chUTI mithyAbhAva athavA mithyAmati, ajJAna je kaho te che, tene 5 vakhate evo upayoga jAgRta nathI raheto ke "huM to joya padArthano jJAnarUpa jANavAvALo to jAgRta chuM nahIM to ya AvyuM te kyAMthI E khabara paDe ?" mATe jANavA rUpa mAro jJAnasvabhAva teno mojuda huM 5 | anubhava karuM chuM. to joya jANavAthI mArA jJAnamAM bheda kayAM paDyo ! va che ? eTale, te zeyarUpa huM kayAM thayo hato ? evo nizcaya rahe vI tyAM vikalpa kahevAya nahIM ane mAruM dhyAna ke upayoga chUTI gayo 3ii ane A zeya padArtha te huM chuM evo pratibhAva thAya che te vikalpa lA saMkalpa-vikalpathI rahita thavuM te nirvikalpa kahevAya. sadgurue anaMta kRpA karI ApeluM sahaja AtmasvarUpane mUkIne vI bhrAntithI acetana vastune sAkSAta jevI kalpIne emAM bharamAiza nahi, athavA evI bhrAMtimAM paDIza nahIM. AtmasvarUpamAM trikALa vAsa karIne rahIza. traNe kALe eka svarUpa rahenAruM evuM samatArUpI 5 zuddha caitanya jJAna-mUrtine mUkIne jaDa-ajIvamAM svasvarUpa nahi mAnuM. 15 va jIvarAzI jJAna-darzana mULa svarUpe jIvanAro jIva te ja mAruM svarUpa 5 che eTale emAM ja trikALa nivAsa karIne rahIza. A aparokSa jJAna, vyakta pragaTa jJAna che. kaSAya-sapuruSa maLe ane jIvane te batAve ke tuM je vicAra karyA Gii vinA karye jAya che temAM kalyANa nathI chatAM karavA mATe durAgraha rAkhe huM tenuM nAma kaSAya. huM bIjA padArthamAM nija buddhi kare to paribhramaNa dazA vadhe. nijane vI viSe nija buddhi cokkasa aDagapaNe rahe to paribhramaNa dazA TaLe. Gii AmAM baLavAna satsaMganA TekAnI jarUra che. kI pramatta-je jJAna jJAnarUpa ja che chatAM zeyanA pratibhASathI jJAnane 5 phI zeyarUpa mAnavApaNuM pramatta dazA che ane bhedajJAnanA baLathI anubhavaE 00000000000000000000 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra | 141 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000000000000000000000 jAgRti hovAthI zuddha upayoga, je jJAna svarUpa che te zeyanA pratibhASathI zeyarUpa upayoga nahIM thatAM AtmAno upayoga jJAnarUpa ja pariName te puruSa apramatta kahevAya che. mULamArgamAM samakitanI ja vAta che. jJAna, darzana, cAritra judA judA samajavA judA pADela che. e traNe sAthe (abheda) ja hoya che. mahApuruSo Dagale ne pagale sadguruno lakSa karAve che. sadguru e ja dehadhArI paramAtmA, temanA upara prema vadhAravo kAraNa ke teo zuddha AtmArUpa ja che. temano AtmA che tevo ja ApaNo AtmA che. temanI bhakti (prema, zraddhA, arpaNatA)thI ApaNA doSa TaLe che ane jIvane hamezAM utsAha vadhato jAya che. zithilapaNuM AvatuM nathI. tema karatAM jyAM jJAnano anubhava-svarUpa pratIta thAya che tyAre te muMjhavaNa TaLe che. paNa tema na thAya tyAM sudhI to satpuruSono ane temanA vacanane dRDha vizvAsathI prayatna karavo ghaTe che. te karyA vinA nizcaya jJAnanI prApti durlabha che. su-rasa pIvAya che. moTuM thavAyache. A pramANe kALIdAsabhAInA patro huM samajI chuM. ApazrI vAMcI jojo. lAMbo che paNa mane baMne vastuno khyAla AvI gayo che. Mr. Shah madrAsa gayA che. 31mI jAnyu. Eye Hospital opening baMdha rahela che. mAjIne blaDapresara vadhI gayuM che. chAtImAM thoDo duHkhAvo thAya che. sAMje Heart Specialist bolAvyA che. mArA bAne ThIka che. Apano zuM progrAma che te jaNAvazo. pU. A. zAntibhAI AvIgayA haze. emaNe paNa kAlidAsabhAInA patro samajAvyA hatA. te pachI meM pote vAMcyA hatA. pU. bA, dilIpabhAI, bhAbhI badhA majhAmAM haze. 142 * sadguNAnA praNAma vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 7 18 parama mumukSu benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tamAro tA. 27/1no patra tA. 28-1-79 e maLyo. vAMcI cAra peija lakhatAM keTalo vakhata thayela haze ! ema tenI aMdara parama kRpALu zrI kALIdAsabhAInA patranI hakIkata muddAsara batAvelI che te vAMcI jotA AnaMda thayo. kAraNake te barAbara che, kAraNa tamone anubhavamAM pragati thaI ane zItaLatA ane AnaMda Ave che. ati nizcaya AnaMda kone kahevAya ! te lakSa thatAM have te bhedajJAnano pIrIyaDa, vakhata jAya tema vadhA2vo joie. sAyalA, tA. 1-2-79 11 30 11 | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH / 5. mu. parasotama dozI ahIMnA amalanera ane jalagAva rahetA. paraMtu temanI samajaNa vedAMta pramANe hatI. temane zraddhA hakA bApA je coTIlAnA bhakta hatA tenA para hatI. eTale pU. kALIdAsabhAIe vedAMtamAM zraddhA hoya tene jaina yathArtha bodhanI samajaNa thAya tevI gAmaThI bhASAmAM patra lakhela che. paraMtu tethI tamArI AMkha saMpUrNa kholI nAkhI tema lakhyuM te jANI parama saMtoSa thAya che. tamArI jhaMkhanA ane mahenata, samajaNa-kharekhara dAda mAMgI le tevI che. tou AMka 585 "jema nirmaLatA re ratna sphaTika taNI, temaja jIva svabhAva re, te jina vIre re, dharma prakAziyo, prabaLa kaSAya abhAva re," te paNa vAMcazo. G AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only 143 Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nanananananananananananana va TelIphonamAM vAtacIta thaI, AMgaLIe thoDuM phrekacara che, duHkhAvo ? va thoDoche. maTI jaze. zrImAna sI. yu. zAha madrAsa udghATana mATe gayA vI che te jANela che. pUjya mAjIne B. P. Normal thaI gayela haze. 5 to ApanA mAtuzrIne vaMdana. ci. bena majhAmAM haze tamone khuzI majhAmAM phI cAhuM chuM. progrAma hAla to atrano che. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 70 19 7 tA. 6-2-79 | parama pUjya sadgurudevAya namaH | Apano tA. 1lIe lakhelo patra gaI kAle maLyo che. huM pharI | ripITa karuM chuM. ApanA parama satsaMgathI ja AMka 585nA kahevA vA pramANe ke sahaja daSTA atyaMta prakAzita thaye eTale sarva karmano kSaya va thaye ja asaMgatA kahI che ane sukha svarUpatA (je anubhavAya che) B to kahI che te jJAnI puruSanA vacana atyaMta sAcA che, kema ke satsaMgathI vI atyaMta pragaTa te vacanono anubhava thAya che. va nirvikalpa upayogano lakSa sthiratAno paricaya karyAthI thAyache. Gii sudhArasa, satsamAgama, sallAstra, savicAra, vairAgya, upazama e sau la sthiratAnA hetu che. vA bhedajJAnano piriyaDa Ape vadhAravAnuM kahyuM che, paNa upayoga ane vA sAdhana rahe eTale eno- zitaLatA, sugaMdhatA, (sukhaDa-agarabattInI sugaMdha) jevuM lAgyA kare, evuM anubhavAyA ja kare che. paNa jema Ape vA jyAre batAvyuM tyAra pachI ekAda aThavADIyA sudhI ghaNA pramANamAM phI hatuM te have ochuM lAge che, chatAM tarata ja anubhavAya che. mananA B vI taraMga paNa ochA thaI gayA che. 000000000000000000000000000000000 | 144 vIra-rAjapathadadinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll caka va ApazrInA hAthe have sAruM haze. pU. mAjInuM B. P. Normal thayela |B va che. ci. minaLe paNa vacanAmRtanA pahelA bhAgathI vAMcavAnuM zarUE 3ii karyuM che. meM ene vAMcavAnuM kahyuM na hatuM, kAraNa huM mAnuM chuM ke AE lAM badhuM potAne aMdarathI spharavuM joie. to ja AgaLa vadhI zake. huM 5 vAMcatI- svAdhyAya vagere tyAre hamezAM ekAda vakhata AMTo mArI 5 jAya, pUchI jAya zuM kare che ? ekAda be akSara lAino vAMcI jA., B ane eka divasa ene pote ja zarU karyuM che. 100 pAna varSa 17muM B | vAMce che. 1 kalAka vAMce che ane mArI jema DAyarImAM lakhe che. jo ke enuM kalyANa thavAnuM haze to e jarUra cAlu rAkhaze ? Mr. Shah 5 Gii bahu aphasosanI vAta che ke e hajI-evaDI nAnI mokSamALA pUrI 5. nathI karI, kAraNa emane to jaMjALa khUba vagara upayoganI) emAM 5 va vadhAre lakSa athavA zraddhA purI nahi hoya paNa chatAM joie. jo e IP va dhAre to ekAda mahinAmAM badhuM ja purI karI zake ema che. bIjA be traNa AMka samajavA mATe jaNAvazo. A. zAMtibhAI vI majhAmAM haze. bIjA mumukSuo/parama mumukSuo majhAmAM haze. sAyalA skUlavALA oLakhItA nepIyansI roDa parathI ratibhAIno B vA phona hato. e Mr. Shah Madras thI Avaze eTale maLavA Avaze. e kAma paNa patAvI daizuM. Eye Institute nuM Opening haju thayuM nathI. kadAca phebruArImAM 3 kna 8 thaze. haju huM 28muM varSa-vacanAmRtanuM vAMcuM chuM. hamaNAM ahIMyA ThaMDI paDe che. sAgaramAM vacanAmRtanuM 21muM varSa vaMcAya che. prabhuzrInuM upadezAmRta B vaMcAya che. stavana paNa bolAya che. stavanamAM have samajaNa paDe che. | tAvacanAmRtamAM paNa pahelAM karatAM have vadhAre samajAya che. * : 91 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 15 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. bA, bhAbhI, dilIpabhAI, bALako majhAmAM haze. lI. AzAMkita sadgaNAnA praNAma 5 7 20 vha sAyalA, tA. 10-2-79 | OM || || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | parama mumukSu bena zrI saddaguNAbena tamAro lakhela tA. 6/rano patra tA. 8/2nA roja maLyo. vAMcI DI bInA jANI. ahIMno patra tA. 1/rano tA. /ranA roja maLyo. Gii vacamAM ravivAra Avyo, ne barAbara TAime poSTa nahIM thayo hoya. tamAre ripITa karavAnI jarUra na hatI. te pahelAnAM patrathI ja E va samajAvyuM hatuM. chatAM A patrathI khAtrI thatAM parama saMtoSa thayo. - ci. bene vAMcana teNInI veLAe zarU karyAnuM jANI AnaMda thayo. tA pU. mAjInI tabiyata sArI che. ApanA pUjya mAtuzrI paNa svAdhyAya 5 Rii karAve che. jANI khuzI utpanna thaI. 3ii ahIM paNa vacanAmRtamAM 28muM varSa cAle che. Aje te varSa pUruM ke hA thaze. rAtre upadezAmRta cAle che. upadeza saMgraha bhA. 1lo cAle che. va vadhAre be traNa AMka lakhI jaNAvavA lakhyuM to upadezAmRta pAnA vI 199-200 vAMcazo. temaja upadezAmRta pAnuM 230mAM "prabhuzrI' A 5 thI vAMco. tyAMthI pAnA 231 AkhuM vAMco. te uparAMta vacanAmRta bhA. 2 5 Gii jo AtyaMtara pariNAma avalokana hAtha noMdha 1/4 pRSTha 3, pAna naM. 2 vI 791 thI "sahaja' vAMcI hA. no 1/5 pAnA naM. 792 thI pAnA naM. 5 9 794, pAnA naM. 904-5-6, UThIne bhaLI gayo. khAsa vAMcazo ane 5 va manana karo. 146 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqqqqqqqqqqqq zrImAna zrI sI. yu. zAha madrAsa che ane Institution nuM udghATana phebruArImAM che. te jANela che. AMgaLImAM tIrADa jeTaluM phrekacara che. pATo maMgaLavAre badalaze. saheja haju duHkhAvo che, paNa phIkara ka2vA jevuM nathI. tamone khuzI AnaMdamAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 7 21 3 parama pUjya sadgurudevAya namaH Apano tA. 10no lakhelo patra maLyo. vAMcI AnaMda thayo. tA. 16-2-79 "sadgurunA upadezathI AvyuM apUrva bhAna, nijapada nijamAMhI lahyuM, dUra thayuM ajJAna." "vardhamAna samakti thaI, TALe mithyAbhAsa, udaya thAya cAritrano, vItarAga pada vAsa." have Ane mATe puruSArtha karavAno che. ane ApanA baLanI saMpUrNa 2 che. jarU2 bhAga-2 atyaMtara avalokana paNa vAMcyuM. manana karyuM. 4 thI 12 guNasthAnaka sudhInA badhA ja hatA. have amAre kaI dazAmAM bhaLavuM ? AtmAno jene anubhava hoya teno samAgama ka2vo tenA pAsethI samajavo, bodhane vicAravo tevA prakAre pariNAma lAvavuM. "pAve nahi gurugama vinA, ehi anAdi sthita," "guru binA jJAna nahi, guru vinA dhyAna nahi" sttiIIIii AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only 147 vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvr Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ E # OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK va taddana satya hakIkata anubhavelI che. pachI vAra na lAge. huM have pachI moTA kAma aMtamuhUrtamAM thAya. aMtamuhUrtamAM kevaLajJAna. Gii guru vagara AgaLa cAle ema nathI. tenI jarUra TheTha sudhI che. tA. 23-231, iDaramAM puDhavI zIlA saMbaMdhI ullekha karyo che paNa che lA prabhuzrI to AtmAne jANavo che. te paNa ema ja kahe che. "vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiyo, tadapi kachu hAtha haju na paryo." "aba kayoM na bicArata hai manase, kachu ora rahA una sAdhanase." bina sadguru koI na bheda lahe, mukha Agala hai kaha bAta kahe." anAdithI parabhAvamAM che, te phITIne svabhAvamAM AvavAnuM che. "jina thaI jinane ArAdhe, te sahi jinavara hove re." sI. yu. zAha madrAsathI AvI gayA che. Mr. R. D. Shah ne vI bIjI oNphisamAM Invitation mATe AvI gayA che. paNa avaranavara 5 Gii bahAragAma javuM paDe che, eTale atyArathI nakkI na thaI zake, mArA 5 vA AvavA mATe paNa Agraha karyo che. joie. mArA sAsu pUjya mAjI B. vA avaranavara Blood Pressure nAM attack 200/120-125 thaI E. vI Ave che, ne pote bahu gabharAI jAya che. emane sAruM hase to huM B. 3ii AvIza. mAro vicAra hamaNAM paNa aThavADIyuM eka AvavAno thAya Gii che. mana ghaNuM thAya che. kadAca huM AvI jaiza. rU. 10,000 ApavAnuM va paNa kahI dIdhuM che. have bIjA AMka ke bIju upayogI hoya te lakhI jaNAvazo. Apa lo lakho cho pachI vAMcavAnI judI majA Ave che. vI ci. minaLa ra1muM varSa vAMce che, Apa AjJA karo to tyArathI vI pharIthI vAMcavAnuM zarU kare. doDha kalAka e ja vAMce che. DAyarI paNa lakhe ke ta che. eno uarsping Power ghaNo che. E OO OOOOOOOOOOOOO | C 148 vIrarAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A. zAMtibhAI, A. niganabhAI majhAmAM haze. mumukSu tathA parama mumukSu bhAI/bahenone svAdhyAya,dhyAna vagere cAlatuM haze. emane to 52ma satsaMgane ! eno to ora ja lAbha hoya che. pU. bA, dilIpabhAI, bhAbhI, bALaka majhAmAM haze. mAruM vAMcana 28mA varSamAM cAle che. sAgaramAM upadezAmRta prabhujInuM vaMcAya che. tyAM 22muM varSa cAle che. lI. AjJAMkita sadguNAnA praNAma 7 22 3 parama pUjya zrI sadguru devAya namaH tA. 14 sAMjanA cha vAge muMbaI pahoMcI. sukharUpa pahoMcI gaI chuM. pleina eka kalAka Late hatuM. muMbaI, tA. 19-3-79 tyAMthI AvyA pachI kRpALu devanA bodha pramANe "kara vicAra to pAma". ema mArA mana sAthe manana-ciMtana cAle che. pahelAM be traNa divasa manana-ciMtana ja karyuM. kAraNa tamArI sAthe je prazna carcAyA hatA, enA javAba huM ApI zakI na hatI. jene mATe 471-472 patro meM pharI vAMcyA. sudhA2sa-temAM AtmA samIpapaNe varte che mATe te AtmAnI vizeSa chAyA-sugaMdha ! no dhyAna jJAnInI AjJAe thavAthI AtmA pragaTe che. svAdhyAya-dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAve yathAvasthita samajAye svadravya svasvarUpa pariNAme pariNamI anya dravya (jaDa) pratye kevaLa udAsa thaI kRtakRtya thaye kaMI kartavya rahetuM nathI. kALIdAsabhAInA patro pharIthI vAMcyA. te to kahe che AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only 149 Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr | 0000000000000000000000000002, vA "Aja sakhI manamohanane (AtmAne) ramatAM jamanA jaLamAM (su) nihALyo ? va zAnta sudhAmaya zyAmakI murata (AtmA) dekhata veha jagyo ujIyAro. | aMtara eka niraMtana dhyAna, hari bina lAja ke kAja na pyAro. lA dehako bhAna sabe bisarI, jagajIvana he sakhI kAmanagAro." (haju eTaluM badhu sTeja AvyuM nathI, enA jevuM lAge che.) melI sabe marajAda hari tuma, prItam kulakI rIta bisArI, eka ghaDI na Thare gharameM citta, jAnata he guMjakI giradhArI. dhAI ghasu akaLAI ke bAhIra, nirakhavA mukhameM tripurArI. jo mukhayAra pokAra karuM, saba koI kahe banI bAvarI nArI." paNa hajI sudhI evuM kAMI nathI. "zuddhatA vicAre dhyAve, zuddhatA meM kelI kare, zuddhatA meM sthira vahe, amRtadhArA varase." vI huM tA. 23 zukravAre nikaLI javAnI chuM. traNa-cAra divasa mATe 3ii ja. Eye Institue nuM Opening tA. 25nuM che. pU. mAjI tabiyatanA Gii kAraNe traNa cAra divasamAM ja pAchI AvavAnI chuM. kAraNa emanuM 5. G[ Blood Pressure 200/110 nIce utaratuM ja nathI. ghaNI ja davA, | Inj. vagere ApavAthI thoDA TAima thoDuM utare che. pAchuM enuM e ja ! vI thaI jAya che. mArI bAnI tabiyata paNa hamaNAM bahu sArI nathI.E eTale zaradIne lIdhe ekadama DhIlA thaI gayA che. A. zAntibhAI, naginabhAI majhAmAM haze. bIjA mumukSu tathA | parama mumukSu vagereno svAdhyAya barAbara cAlato haze. minaLanuM vAMcavAnuM cAle che. 24muM varSa vAMce che, niyamita vAMce Gii che. subhadrAbena sAgaramAM niyamita Ave che. emanI AMkhanI takalIphane 5 ** | 150 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ h vAM kAraNe ahIMyA vacanAmRta vAMcana niyamita thAya che, teno lAbha maLeB vI che, 23muM varSa cAle che. vI. have ahIMyA garmI paDavAnI zarUAta thaI gaI che. sAyalAmAM to 5 vI jarAye garamI lAgatI na hatI. tyAM mane khUba majhA AvI hatI. pU. bA, bhAbhI, dilIpabhAI, bALako majhAmAM haze. have mAre zuM vAMcavAnuM te jaNAvazo. ApanI tabiyata sArI haze. 5. AMgaLIno duHkhAvo maTI gayo haze. eja lI. AjJAMkita saNAnA praNAma sAyalA, tA. 26-3-79 || OM || | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | vI parama mumukSu benazrI saNAbena, muMbaI tamAro tA. 19-3no patra tA. 21-3nA roja maLyo. tA. 14-3 | pleina eka kalAka moDuM hatuM tethI cha vAge sukharUpa pahoMcI gayA te lI jANela che. vI "kara vicAra to pAma" e uparathI manana ciMtana karyuM te sArI vAta 3 lo che. paraMtu tamo te sTeija to vaTAvI gayA cho. savicAraNA thaI 5. vI tyAre to tIrthakaro ane parama kRpALu je mokSamArga batAvI gayA tenI vI daDhatA thaI ane "pAma"te paNa pAmI gayA cho. to te apUrva sAdhananA baLe, have to, guNe, lakSaNe ane vedanapaNe svarUpe pragaTa thavA puruSArtha Gii karavo joie. temAM yathArtha bodha joie. te mATe Atmadravya zuM ? va pudgala zuM? karma kema baMdhAya che ? nirjarA kema thAya che. guNa sthAnaka | hai kramAroha kema thAya ? bhedajJAnathI kevI rIte jJAnadhArA, karmadhArA judI _pADavI ? A abhyAsa cAlu rAkhavAno che. * * hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh : AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 151 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vya, vI pU. kALIdAsabhAI kRta padano artha karyo che te barAbara che paNa pUrNa B vA to anubhava thayA bAda ullAsa Ape che je "dhAI dharu akaLAI IP vI ke." evo sTeija Ave ema kahI gayA che. "zuddhatA vicAre dhyAve.." Gii e paNa mahenata eTale puruSArtha karavAno che.Eye institute udghATana 5. vA mATe baMnene abhinaMdana. have tame madrAsathI AvI gayA hazo. pUjya vI mAjIne bIpI 200-110thI nIce utaratuM nathI. tamArA pU. bAne va zaradI pachI DhIlA che. baMnene mArA vatI sukhazAtA pUchazo. 5. mu. 5 3 subhadrAbena sAgaramAM Ave che. sAruM che. ci. minalabenane 24muM varSa cAle che. kramasara A umare vAMcana va cAle te pramoda utpanna kare che. AvatI kAle verAvaLa jaie chIe. sAMjanA pahocaze. 28-29 B Gii rahIzuM. tA. 3-3 sAMje AvazuM. sAta beno-bhAIo muMbaIthI sIdhA va verAvaLa Aje sAMje pahoMcaze. mAruM zarIra svAthya sAruM che. tamone khuzI majhAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 5 tA. ka. :- zuM vAMcavuM ? AMka 833 zrI DuMgarabhAI gozaLIyA va uparano patra che. AMka 902 tathA 913 pharI pharI vicArI, manana va karazo. 70 24 7. tA. 2-4-79 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | huM parama pUjya sadgurudevAya namaH Apano 29-3no lakhelo patra tA. 28mIe maLyo che, vAMcI B * inDI upara vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ v 000000000000000000000000000 | Gii ati AnaMda thayo che. A patra ghaNo ja jhINo-sUkSma, yathArtha bodhaB vA pAmavA mATeno che. hA huM paNa madrAsathI tA. 28mI sAMjanA 7 vAge AvI gaI chuM. 8. I5. U. Shah Post Graduate Training Centre mAM (junA bilDIMgamAM) Dr. Sita e Retina Defachment nI 1 varSanI TrenIMga lIdhI che. | vI teNIne mArA hAthe paheluM ja Certificate ApavAnuM hatuM. dara varSa 4va 5 vidyArthI (Dr.) ne badhA ja prAMtamAMthI TrenIMga ApavAmAM Avaze. | vA "kara vicAra to pAma', Ape lakhyuM che te sAcuM che. have te apUrva 5 vA sAdhananA baLe guNe, lakSaNe ane vedanapaNe svarUpe pragaTa thavA puruSArtha 5 vI joie - tene yathArtha bodha joie-samajavo joie. sauthI prathama (1) 5 va AtmA nAmano padArtha arUpI hovAthI jJAnI puruSaoe tene lakSaNAdi B vI bhedathI svarUpa batAvyuM. lakSaNa, guNa ane vedanapaNe Atma svarUpa 5 vI samajavuM eTale prathama batAvyuM te jJAna-darzana-cAritra te traNe prakAre vI AtmasvarUpa samajavuM-jANavuM ane anubhavamAM lAvavuM. ane te ja 5 vI padamAM sthiti thavI te jJAnadazA che. A jJAnadazA cothA guNasthAnathI mAMDI uttarottara vadhatI vadhatI terame guNasthAnaka sudhI che. terame pUrNaIE hA svarUpanI prApti che. va guNa sthAnaka kramAroha kema thAya? nizcayathI jIva padArtha ekarUpa vi che, ane vyavahArathI guNasthAnakonA bhedathI 14 prakAranA che. jevI IP vI rIte sapheda vastra raMgonA saMyogathI aneka raMganuM thaI jAya che tevI rIte 9 moha ane yoganA saMyogathI jIvomAM 14 avasthAo thAya che. Atmadravya zuM che? (1) huM eka chuM, (2) pudgalathI nyAro chuM, 5 va (3) nizcaya naye karIne zuddha chuM, (4) ajJAna-melathI nyAro, (5) B vI mamatAthI rahita chuM, (6) jJAnadarzanathI pUrNa chuM, (7) huM mArA jJAnasvabhAva llllllllll AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 153 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 00000000000000000000 0000000000000000000000000 va sahita chuM, () cetanA guNa mArI sattA che, (9) huM mArA AtmasvarUpane 5 va dhyAvato sarva karmano kSaya karuM chuM. (samayasAra-73) pudgala dravya zuM? skUla zarIra sUkSma zarIra - tejasa zarIra - garmI vI kAMti ApethI pAcana thAya che. kArpaNa zarIra-navA karmanA pugalone vI jIva grahaNa kare che. sthUla zarIra pAMca indriyonA viSayane bhogave che. tA ajJAnapaNuM hovAthI, potAnA svarUpanuM bhAna nahIM hovAthI, temAM rati-arati sArA naThArApaNAthI thato bhAva, kAzmaNa zarIra, karma pudgalane vI jIva grahaNa kare che. AvA traNa prakAranA deha tethI thatI kriyAthI AtmA judo, svaupayogI, avinAzI- ema je saguru upadezathI va jANyuM te jJAna, temAM pratIti te zraddhA-AsthA-darzana (je jJAna karIne vI jANya), temAM sthiratA te cAritra. karma kema baMdhAya che? "rAga-dveSa ajJAna e mukhya karmanI graMtha.' 'karma anaMta prakAranA temAM mukhya ATha, temAM mukhya mohanIya, haNAya te kahuM pATha." thI badhA karmanI bIjabhUta A mohanIyakarma che - darzana mohanIya ane | cAritra mohanIya. A dehanI aMdara, saMkalpa-vikalpa, mithyAtvabhAva, va vibhAva je utpanna thAya te darzana mohanIyane lIdhe mane (AtmAne) vI thAya che ema lAge che. pudgala-dehathI thatI kriyA-dayA, dAna, vrata, vI japa, tapa, bhakti vagere darzana mohanIyane lIdhe mane (AtmAmAM) thAya vI che ema lAge che. darzana mohanIya karma jAya to dehanI kriyA dehanI 3 lAge ane AtmAnI kriyA AtmAnI lAge. AtmA akriya che. jJAtA dRSTA, acaLa, sAkSIrUpa che. * OOOOO AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.. 00 008 154 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ I ? e llllllllllllllll lllllllllllllllllllllllllll ja 2000 : va cAritra mohanIya - ahIM moha kaho ke rAga kaho aMte svarUpa eka vI ja samajavuM. have vibhAva pratyeno rAga jeTalo nivRtta thAya teTalA aMze 5 vI svabhAva dazA pragaTe, e ja vItarAga dazA. vItarAga dazA jema jema 5 Gii jIvamAM vadhe tema tema cAritra mohano nAza thAya. saMpUrNapaNe va, cAritramohano nAza amuka guNasthAnake thAya che. nirjarA kema thAya ? jJAnIone samabhAva hoya che. saMpattimAM harSa E vI nathI, vipattimAM viSAda nathI. saMpatti-vipatti karmajanita mAne che, 5 vI jethI jJAnIone saMsAramAM na koI padArthamAM- saMpattimAM harSa ane 5 va vipattimAM viSAda. vairAgyamAM lIna hoya che. jJAnIone saMsAramAM vI potAnA AtmA sivAya koI paNa padArtha evo nathI ke jemAM rAga 5 Gii agara dveSa kare. jJAnIonI kriyA phaLanI icchArahita hoya che, jethI | va eone karmabaMdha nathI thato. kSaNe kSaNe asaMkhyAtaguNI nirjarA thAya che. va jJAnIo iSTa, aniSTa, zubha-azubha samabhAve mAne che. che. saMsAramAM koI padArtha iSTa-aniSTa nathI, pachI konA para rAga- 5 TheSa kare ? konI sAthe saMyoga-viyogamAM lAbha-hAni kare ? AthI 5 va vivekavAna jIvo dekhavAmAM sadhana ho ke nirdhana, to paNa AnaMdamAM ja B vI rahe che. kevaLa zubha-azubha-azuddha upayoga ja baMdhanuM kAraNa che. azuddha upayoga-rAga-dveSa-moharUpa che. rAgadveSa-mohano abhAva vA samyagdarzana che. jJAnIoe padArthanuM svarUpa samajI lIdhuM che ane potAnA AtmAne vI nitya ane nirAbAdha jANI lIdho che. tethI tenA cittamAM sAta prakAranA ke huM bhaya upajatA nathI. ATha aMgavALuM samyagdarzana nirmaLa thAya che, jethI karmonI nirjarA thAya che. chaOOOOOOOOO AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 155 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ DOOOOOOOOO kathA Gii bhedajJAnathI kevI rIte karmadhArA judI pADavI ? pahelAM bhedajJAnathI ? vI skUla zarIra ne AtmAne judA mAnavA joie. pachI e sthUla zarIramAM, ke vI tejasa, kArmaNa sUkSma zarIra che e paNa bhinna mAnavuM joie. pachI 5 lA ATha (dravyakarma) karmanI upAdhi vALA rAga-dveSone bhinna karavA, ane G! pachI bhedajJAnane paNa juduM mAnavuM. A bhedajJAnamAM akhaMDa AtmA 5. Gii birAjelo che ane zrutajJAna, pramANa, naya, nikSepa AdithI nizcita vI karIne eno (AtmAno) vicAra karavo. AtmAmAM lIna thavuM joie. va mokSapada meLavavAnI e rIta che. va AMka 913- "upayoga lakSaNe sanAtana skurita evA AtmAne va dehathI, tejasa ane kArmaNa zarIrathI paNa bhinna avalokavAnI dRSTi va sAdhya karI, te caitanyAtmaka svabhAva AtmA niraMtara vedaka svabhAvavALo hovAthI abaMdhadazAne saMprApta na thAya tyAM sudhI zAtA azAtArUpa lo anubhava vedyA vinA rahevAno nathI ema nizcaya karI, je zubhAzubha Gii dhArAnI pariNati vaDe te zAtA azAtAno prabaMdha kare che te dhArA IE vI pratye udAsIna thaI, dehAdithI bhinna ane svarUpa maryAdAmAM rahelA vI te AtmAmAM je cala svabhAvarUpa pariNAma dhArA che teno AtyaMtika va viyoga karavAno sanmArga grahaNa karI, parama zuddha caitanyasvabhAvarUpa lA prakAzamaya te AtmA karmayogathI sakalaMka pariNAma darzAve che tethI vI uparAma thaI jema upazamita thavAya, te upayogamAM ane te svarUpamAM vI sthira thavAya, acala thavAya, te ja lakSa, te ja bhAvanA, te ja citavanA, vI ane te ja sahaja pariNAmarUpa svabhAva karavA yogya che. mahAtmAonI | vI vAraMvAra e ja zikSA che." Gii "te sanmArgane gaveSatAM, pratIta karavA icchatA, tene saMprApta karavA vA icchatA evA AtmArthIjanane parama vItarAgasvarUpa deva, svarUpanaiSThika va nispRha nigraMtharUpa guru, paramadayAmULa dharma vyavahAra ane paramazAMta | te rasa rahasya vAkyamaya salphAstra, sanmArganI saMpUrNatA thatAM sudhI ke * chaOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll0000000000 156 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqqqq qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq paramabhakti vaDe upAsavA yogya che, je AtmAnA kalyANanAM parama kAraNo che." jIve zuM karavuM te AmA AvI jAya che. sAgaramAM Aje AMka 201 vaMcAyo che. temAM kRpALu deva lakhe che ke - "AjanA prabhAtathI niraMjanadevanI koI adbhuta anugrahatA prakAzI che, Aje ghaNAM divasa thayA icchelI parAbhakti koI anupama rUpamAM udaya pAmI che. gopIo bhagavAna vAsudeva (kRSNacaMdra)ne mahInI maTukImAM nAMkhI vecavA nIkaLI hatI, evI eka zrImadbhAgavatamAM kathA che te prasaMga Aje bahu smaraNamAM rahyo che, amRta pravahe che tyAM sahastradaLa kamaLa che, e mahInI maTukI che, ane AdipuruSa temAM birAjamAna che te bhagavAna vAsudeva che; tenI prApti satpuruSanI cittavRttirUpa gopIne thatAM te ullAsamAM AvI jaI bIjA koI mumukSu AtmA pratye "koI mAdhava lyo, hAM re koI mAdhava lyo" ema kahe che, arthAt te vRtti kahe che ke AdipuruSanI amane prApti thaI, ane e eka ja prApta karavA yogya che, bIjuM kazuMya prApta karavA yogya nathI." AMka 902-jaDa ne caitanya-e AkhuM kAvya bhedajJAnanuM che. "deha jIva ekarUpe bhAse che ajJAna vaDe, "" kriyAnI pravRtti paNa tethI tema thAya che; jIvanI utpatti ane roga, zoka, duHkha, mRtyu, dehano svabhAva jIva padamAM jaNAya che; evo je anAdi ekarUpano mithyAtvabhAva, jJAnInAM vacana vaDe dUra thaI jAya che; bhAse jaDa caitanyano pragaTa svabhAva bhinna, banne dravya nija nija rUpe sthita thAya che." PI AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only 157 Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU vA patra ghaNo lAMbo thaI gayo che, paNa vAMcIne Apane saMtoSa thaze,] va nahIM to bhUla hoya to jaNAvazo. vA pUjya mAjI pathArIvaza ja che. ghaNI weakness lAge che. joie vA evuM sAruM nathI. mArA madharane paNa weakness che. paNa paramArthano 3 jusso sAro che. mArI sAthe e ja vAtanI carcA cAle che. emane | emanI jiMdagImAM samakitanI tIvra jijJAsA che. yogya jIva che. meM vI thoDI thoDI vAta karI che. khUba khuzI thayA che, kahe che "huM tane . vI savAramAM roja maMdiramAM laI jatI hatI. mane tAro jIva AgaLa | Ave evI icchA hatI, te Izvare pUrI karI che." Apane pratApe ja ta thaI che. mane paNa mArI bAnI icchA pUrI karavAnI icchA che. vI sI. yu. zAha gaI kAle madrAsathI AvI gayA che. minaLa 24muM varSa vA vAMce che. AtmArthI zAMtibhAI, nagInabhAI, mumukSu, parama mumukSu vI bhAIbahenone yAdI. lI. AjJAMkita sadgaNAnA praNAma cha rapa ja sAyalA, tA. 13-4-79 pppppppppppppppppp | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | vI parama mumukSu benazrI saddaguNAbena, muMbaI che tamAro tA. 2-4no patra tA. 4-4nA roja maLela che. tA. 28-3 to muMbaI AvI gayela tyArabAda ahIMno patra vAMcI je prazno vigereno Gii javAba vigate lakhyo che, te jANI parama saMtoSa thayela che. e prazno 5 vA sukSma yathArtha bodha tarapha la kheMcavA ane te jANavA, anubhavavA, 5 158 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ // qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq' UUUUUUUUU vA puruSArtha karavA tarapha lakSa kheMcavA mATe hatA. te lakSa thavA tame mahenata 3 lIdhI te dekhAya che. A javAbamAM kyAMka yathArtha nathI te rUbarU samAgama |B vAM dhyAna dorIza. AMka 913 pharI pharI vicAravA yogya che. AMka 902 puruSArtha B karavAmAM upayogI che. "koI, mAdhavalyo, hAMre koI mAdhava lyo," B evo ullAsa Avavo joie. va zrImAna sI.yu. zAhabhAI madrAsathI AvI gayA, vaMdana.pU. mAjIne vI weakness rahe che, zAtA pUchI vaMdana kahezo. tamArA pU.mAjIne dharmano jusso tabiyatamAM TakI rahe che jANI rAjI thavA jevuM che. "yogI B vI bhAvanA, tAlazI siddhiH " eTale teonI icchA hari purI kare ! | ci. minalabena 24mA varSathI kema AgaLa vadhatAM nathI? niyamita va vAMce che te ghaNuM che. joke vacanAmRtamAM varSa 24 tathA varSa 25 bahu kiMmatI che. jethI jeTaluM samajaNapUrvaka vaMcAya teTaluM sAruM. AMka 509 ane 511 paNa vAMcazo. mArI tabiyata sArI che. zuM tamane khuzI majAmAM cAhuM chuM tA. 1lI me pachI muMbaI, devalAlI 5 javAnuM bane tema lAge che. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMda mA. vorAnA AtmabhAve vaMdana * 26 7 -8-79 upakArI parama pUjya gurudevAya namaH sAyalAthI Ave lagabhaga eka mahino thavA Avaze. paNa ghaNA 3 mahinAthI ApanAthI out of touch hoya ema lAge che. patra lakhavAnuM E va ghaNuM ja moDuM thayuM che. te mATe kSamA mAguM chuM. citte kAMI sthira B UUUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 159 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thavAya pachI ja lakhavuM ema nakkI karela hatuM. chellA 5-6 divasathI Trunk call book karuM chuM paNa Sayala to Surendranagar Line out of order ja maLe che. Akho divasa phonanI rAha jouM-ApanI sAthe vAta ka2vA mATe. rAtre phona Cancel thAya. pachI ema ja thayuM ke patra lakhI nAkhuM. be cAra divasamAM javAba to maLe ne ! hamaNAM ApanA junA patro vAMcatI hatI temAM patra 471-472no Apano javAba hato ke Akho patra gurugama upara che, e dazA Ave samajAya che. jyAre Aje 1 mahinAthI e divasa AvI gayo ke mane kRpALu deva zuM kahevA mAge che te samajAI gayuM. anubhavAI gayuM sudhArasa saMbaMdhI. qqqqqqqq vacanAmRtanuM vAMcana ghare tathA sAgaramAM niyamita cAle che. jJAnasAra, adhyAtmasAra vaMcAya che. adhyAtmasAramAM mithyAtva-tyAga adhikArabahuM guMcavADA thAya che kAraNa ke kRpALudeve Atmasiddhi tathA cha padanA patramAM ekaluM mAkhaNa ApyuM che. jJAnasAramAM bahu majhA Ave che. samayasAra nATaka pUruM thaI gayuM che. dhyAna paNa cAle che. Apa haraghaDI mArI samIpa ja ho ema lAge che. nityakramamAMthI stavana paNa vAMcuM chuM. emAM khUba majhA Ave che. minaLa 29muM varSa vAMce che. Apane khUba yAda kare che. subhadrAbenano tyAM tA. 14mIe AvavA nIkaLavAno vicAra che. mane paNa pUchatAM hatAM. paNa mAruM AvavAnuM Mr. C. U. Shah Madras temaja laMDana javAnA che, tenA pachI AvavuM nakkI thaze. minala mArI sAthe AvavAnI che. aThavADIyuM AvavAnI chuM. chelle divase savA2mAM gAyuM hatuM te zemAMthI gAyuM hatuM ? IIIIII vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 150 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hamaNAM ahIMyA varasAda khUba Ave che. vAtAvaraNa khUba gloomy E OO Gii rahe che. IoOOOOO lo basa have AtmA pragaTa karavAno che. to Apa jarUrathI cittazuddhi ane dhyAna mATe preraNA Apazo. kayAM rUkAvaTa thAya che te batAvazo. 5 Gii mArga cIMdhazo mArgadarzana Apazo. kAraNa Apa to anubhavI cho ne ! vI mArI jIMdagImAM AtmA pragaTa karavo ema nakkI karyuM che. to mane vI sahAya karazo. A. naginabhAI, zAntibhAI vagerene yAdI. gharamAM pU. bA, | sarojabhAbhIne have Acidity mAM sAruM haze. patrano javAba Apazo. lI. AjJAMkita sadgaNAnA praNAma 9. ra7 7 sAyalA, tA. 9-8-79 | OM || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI khuzIthI pahoMcI gayAno patra agara phona Avaze tema roja rAha vI joto hato. temAM gaikAle invenDa patra maLyuM. khuzI samAcAra vAMcI B 3 AnaMda thayela che. pAMca cha divasathI kola joDAvatA hatA, lAgyo nahIM, | lAina kharAba che tema javAba maLato te barAbara che. AMhi cha sAta divasa thayA varasAda roja niyamita Ave che. koIka divasa AkhI 5 Gii rAtrI rahe che. kAle sAMje zarU thayo. savAranA daza thayA haju cAle che. 5' 3 loko icche che ke ughADa thAya. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOO00000 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 161 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AM. 471-472 vAMcyA te atyAre vAMcavAnI jarUra hatI. kAraNaE yathAtathya have samajAya. ekalA ho tyAre ariso laI prakAzamAM tenuM vI utpatti sthAna banne joI khAtrI karyA bAda te upara upayoga rAkhI 3ii svarUpanuM dhyAna jeTalo vakhata vadhAre dhyAna dharAya te dharazo. vI have tamAre varSa 24muM prathama AMkathI zarU karI varSa 24-25 vI kramasara vAMcavA jarUrI che. have tamane ora AnaMda Avaze. kAraNake | paramakRpALu devane prApti pachI keTalI jhaDapathI pragati thaI che te hai khabara paDaze. vI A jiMdagImAM bhagavAna AtmA prApta karavo che, tevA nizcayanI vI vAta vAMcI ullAsa thAya che. AgalA mahAtmAoe badhA yoga-sAdhana Gii maLyA pachI be ghaDImAM te prApta karela che. teone namaskAra. AtmAnI te anaMta zakti che. ci. minalakumArI varSa 29 vAMce che, jANI AnaMda. tene AzISa kahezo. zrImAnuM zeThazrI sI. yu. zAhane vIra vaMdana. tamone khuzI vI AnaMdamAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 1 28 7. tA. 7-9-79 | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | va parama pUjya sadgurudevAya namaH va Apano bIjI tArIkhano lakhelo patra gaI kAle maLyo. vAMcI ati va AnaMda thayo. AMka 201 aThavADIyA pahelAM meM vAMcyo hato. enI B vI noMdha paNa lIdhI hatI. vAMcIne khUba ullAsa Avyo ke Akho patra **0000000000000000000000000000000000000000099 1ra vIra-rAjapathadarizanI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqqqwrqqqqqqq gurugama upara ja che. amRta pravahe che tyAM sahastradaLa kamaLa che e mahinI maTukI che ane AdipuruSa (AtmA, vAsudeva) temAM birAjamAna che tenI prApti satpuruSanI cittavRttirUpa gopIne (amane paNa ema thAya che) thatAM te ullAsamAM AvI jaI koI mumukSu pratye "koI mAdhava lyo, hAM re koI mAdhava lyo" ema kahe che, arthAt te vRtti kahe che ke AdipuruSa (AtmA)nI amane prApti thaI, ane e eka ja prApta karavA yogya che, bIjuM kazuMya prApta ka2vA yogya nathI, mATe tame prApta karo. (amane evo ja ullAsa bIjAne kahevAno Ave che. Ape kaheluM ke ApaNuM kAma karI cAlyA javuM). amRtarUpa vAsudeva (ahiMyA su.) bhagavAna ja mahi nIkaLe che, evuM sUkSma svarUpa te sthULa karIne vyAsajIe addabhuta bhakti gAI che. 52ma AnaMda che. parama satsaMganI atra khAmI che. vizeSa ApanI kRpAdRSTi- e ja. ja AMka 212-satpuruSanI jyAre oLakhANa paDe che, tyAre jIvane koI apUrva sneha Ave che, te evo ke te mUrtinA viyoge ghaDI eka AyuSya bhogavavuM te paNa tene viTaMbanA lAge che, arthAt tenA viyoge te udAsInabhAve temAM ja vRtti rAkhIne jIve che, bIjA padArthonA saMyoga ane mRtyu e banne ene samAna thaI gayA hoya che. (AvuM ja thAya che). AvI dazA jyAre Ave che, tyAre jIvane mArga bahu nikaTa hoya che ema jANavuM. evI dazA AvavAmAM mAyAnI saMgati bahu viTaMbanAmaya che, paNa e ja dazA ANavI evo jeno nizcaya dRDha che tene ghaNuM karIne thoDA vakhatamAM te dazA prApta thAya che paNa haju svarUpamAM joie teTaluM sthira vadhAre vakhata rahevAtuM nathI. Akho divasa bIjuM kAMI paNa karatA lakSa-dhyAna emAM ja hoya che paNa saMtoSa thato nathI. "zuddhatA vicAre dhyAve, zuddhatAmAM kelI kare"ne zuddhatAmAM sthira rahe to AtmA pragaTa thAya. (gurugama ja che). COTTON AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only 163 Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0000000000000000000000 200nI vacanAvalImAM kahyA pramANe have mArga prApta karyo che. B AMka 223-parAbhaktinI vyAkhyA - "paramAtmA ane AtmAnuM 5 ekarUpa thaI javuM (!) te parAbhaktinI chevaTanI hada che. eka e ja 5 laya rahevI te parAbhakti che. parama mahAtmA gopAMganAo mahAtmA B vA vAsudevanI bhaktimAM e ja prakAre rahI hatI, paramAtmAne niraMjana IP ane nirdeharUpe ciMtavya jIvane e laya AvavI vikaTa che. eTalA mATe SB huM jene paramAtmAno sAkSAtkAra thayo che, evo dehadhArI paramAtmA te 5 parAbhaktinuM parama kAraNa che. te jJAnI puruSanA sarva caritramAM 5 va ekayabhAvano lakSa thavAthI tenA hRdayamAM birAjamAna paramAtmAno vI aikayabhAva hoya che, ane e ja parAbhakti che. jJAnI puruSa ane va paramAtmAmAM aMtara ja nathI, ane je koI aMtara mAne che, tene | 3 mArganI prApti parama vikaTa che. jJAnI to paramAtmA ja che, ane tenI IE. oLakhANa vinA paramAtmAnI prApti thatI nathI, mATe sarva prakAre bhakti karavA yogya evI dehadhArI divya mUrti jJAnIrUpa paramAtmAnI IB vI ne namaskArAdi bhaktithI mAMDI parAbhaktinA aMta sudhI eka laye vI ArAdhavI, evo zAstralakSa che. paramAtmA A dehadhArI rUpe thayo che te DI emaja jJAnI puruSa pratye jIvane buddhi thaye bhakti upaje che, ane te 5 bhakti krame kara parA bhaktirUpa hoya che. A viSe zrImad bhAgavatamAM, Gbhagavad gItAmAM paNa bheda prakAzita karI e ja lakSya prazasyo che, 5. Gii adhika zuM kahevuM? jJAnI tIrthaMkaradevamAM lakSa thavA jainamAM paNa paMcaparameSThI E maMtramAM "namo ariMhatANa" pada pachI siddhane namaskAra karyo che, e ja vI bhakti mATe ema sucave che ke prathama jJAnI puruSanI bhakti ane e ja 5 lA paramAtmAnI prApti ane bhaktinuM nidAna che." kRpALudevanA kahyA vI pramANe mane parAbhakti che ja emAM zaMkA nathI. vI yama niyamamAM-" rasadeva niraMjana ko pivahI, nahI joga jugAjuga | tI so jIvahI" kRpALudeve AmAM (.)ne deva-niraMjana kahyo che. * O OOOOT | lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll | 164 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqw 24mA varSamAM sobhAgabhAI para lakhelA patro temanI dazA varNave che. temanI dazA ghaNI ja adbhuta, uMcI, nirvikalpa samAdhi jevI thatI jAya che. emAM kadAca atre aMze haze. 241- "jene lAgI che tene ja lAgI che ane teNe ja jANI che, teja "piyu piyu" pokAre che. e brAhmI vedanA kahI kema jAya ? ke jyAM vANIno praveza nathI. vadhAre zuM kahevuM ? lAgI che tene ja lAgI che. tenA ja caraNasaMgathI lAge che, ane lAge che tyAre ja chUTako hoya che, e vinA bIjo sugama mokSamArga che ja nahi. tathApi koI prayatna karatuM nathI ! moha baLavAna che !" 244- kRpALudevanI adbhuta dazA "para brahma vicAra to emane ema rahyA ja kare che. kyAreka to te mATe AnaMdakiraNa bahu sphurI nIkaLe che. ane kaMInI kaMI (abheda) vAta (eTale zuM ?) samajAya che, paNa koIne kahI zakAtI nathI, amArI e vedanA athAga che. vedanAne vakhate zAtA pUchanAra joie, evo vyavahAra mArga che, paNa amane A 52mArtha mArgamAM zAtA pUchanAra maLato nathI." AvI kRpALudevanI dazA-ghaNI jhaDapathI vadhatI jAya che. amAro Slow progress che. AMka 247-kRpALu devanI dazA-"cittanI dazA caitanyamaya rahyA kare che, jethI vyavahA2nA badhA kArya ghaNuM karIne avyavasthAthI karIe chIe" (amane aMze evuM ja che emAM rUci nathI.) "atyAre to badhuM ya game che ane badhuM ya gamatuM nathI, evI sthiti che." amane paNa ema thAya che, ahIMyAnuM badhuM mUkI satpuruSanA caraNamAM bhAgI javuM, paNa e zakya nathI. hari icchA. "je 2sa jagatanuM jIvana che, te rasano anubhava thayA pachI hira pratye atizaya laya thaI che, ane tenuM pariNAma ema Avaze ke jyAM jeve rUpe icchIe teve rUpe hari... Avaze, evo bhaviSyakALa Izvara AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only 15 Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000 icchAne lIdhe lakhyo che. have pachInA patramAM bIjA patrono khulAso lakhIza AtmArthI zAntibhAI, naginabhAI vagere mumukSu-52ma mumukSu bhAIbenone mArI yAdI Apazo. ghare sarva majhAmAM che, mArI bAne tathA badhAne tamArA vatI samajAvyA che. badhA majhAmAM che paNa sAsunI tabiyata sArI nathI. Mr. C. U. Shah madrAsa gayA che. ghare pU. bA. sarojabhAbhI, bALako majhAmAM haze. doo eja. lI. AjJAMkita sadguNAnA praNAma 29 7 166 sAyalA, tA. 15-9-79 11 30 11 | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH / AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tamAro tA. 7-9no iglenDa patra tA. 10-9nA roja maLela che. tenuM jema jema vAMcana AgaLa cAlyuM tema tema adhyAtmika ullAsa vadhato gayo ane puro thaye parama saMtoSa thayo. tamone have jJAnInA AzrayapUrvaka te te lakhANo yathArtha samajavAnI zakti AvI gayAnI khAtrI thAya che. ane mukhya muddAnA Grasping power ane AdhyAtmika puruSArtha prazaMsanIya che. AMka 212. AvI dazA Ave tyAre jIvane mArga bahu nikaTa hoya che. temAM mAyAnI saMgati bahu viTaMbanA rUpa che. paNa e ja dazA lAvavA jeno dRDha nizcaya che tene ghaNuM karIne te dazA thoDA vakhatamAM TOOOOOOOOOO vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ titttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt va prApta thAya che. chellA tamArA traNa patra-tyAM A vakhate gayA pachInA ullAsa ane Gii saMtoSa prere tevA che. dhyAnano vakhata vadhAratA rahezo. jhAjhuM TakAtuM nathI tevI pharIyAda lA che tenI harakata nahi. sAdhananI jeTalI apUrvatA samajAya teTalI rUci va vadhe ane rUci pramANe AtmAnuM vIrya vadhe ane tenA pramANamAM svabhAva 15. sthiratA Ave. vadhAre lakhavApaNuM nathI. ApanA pU. sAsujIne zAtA pUchazo. ApanA pU. mAjIne paNa Gii zAtA pUchazo. ci. minalakumArI khuzI AnaMdamAM haze. yAda karazo. tamone khuzI majAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNasevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana * 30 . tA. 19-9-79 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | te parama pUjya sadgurudevAya namaH Apano patra maLyo, vAMcI ati AnaMda thayo. are ! patrathI gADI B lAina para AvI gaI che, mATe mAre haMmezAM patravyavahAranA Touch mAM rahevuM paDaze. sAyalAthI AvyA pachI tAbaDatobaMagnified glass laI prakAzamAM IE vI tenuM utpatti sthAna joyuM.Drop by drop su. jharaNAM paNa joyAM. tyAra B che pachI hamezAM Akho divasa lakSa dhArA enA para ja jAya che - rahe che, ALpaNa dhyAna-lakSano Period vadhAravAno che. OOO OOOOOO AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 167 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll 0 00000000000000 vA Ape A saMbaMdhI (uparanuM) pharIthI samajAvyuM-lakhyuM, te vAMcI khUba 3 AnaMda thayo. patra vAMcyA pachI enA para lakSa-dhyAna vadhAre kendrita 3 huM thAya che. vA gaI kAlathI prathama bhAga, varSa 24 AMka 165 vAMcavo zarU karI ? vI dIdho che. kRpALudeva jevAne paNa kevo ullAsa! kevA sarasa patra kevala bIjA saMpanna mATe lakhela che. Gii "ApanA pratApe AnaMdavRtti che-prabhu pratApe upAdhijanya vRtti che." 5 emane niHzaMkapaNe nirbhayapaNuM, nirmajhanapaNuM ane niHspRhapaNAnI va ghaNe aMze prApti thaI jaNAya che ane "pUrNa aMze prApta karAvavAnI karUNAsAgara gupta rahelAnI kRpA thaze ema AzA rahe che." ame paNa Raa ema icchIe chIe. AgalA mahAtmAoe badhA yoga sAdhana vaDe be ghaDImAM te (AtmA) te prApta karela che-Ape paNa 4-8 divasamAM prApta karela, te AtmAne huM namaskAra. Ape lakhyuM ke AtmAnI anaMta zakti che. e tarapha vaLavA va mATe amAruM hamezAM dhyAna kheMcazo. "mokSano mArga bahAra nathI, paNa vI AtmAmAM che. mArgane pAmelo mArga pamADaze.be akSaramAM mArga rahyo che." | paryuSaNa nimitte satsaMga khUba jorathI cAlato haze. mAruM tyAM | vA AvavAnuM paryuSaNa pachI ja thaze ema lAge che. icchA ghaNI che paNa saMjogo anukULa nathI. minala ra9mA varSamAM vAMce che. morabImAM bhAre khuvArI thaI | jAnamAla badhAnI ja. ghaNuM kharAba thayuM. M. P. Trust mAMthI one lac 5 va ane C. U. Shah Trust mAMthI 50,000 ApavA jAhera karela che. 5 2. sarojabhAbhIne Acidity mATe sAruM haze. pU. bA majhAmAM haze. IS zika 09 9 00000000000000 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 168 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vA bALako majhAmAM haze. AtmArthI zAMtibhAI, naginabhAI tathA sarve mumukSu parama mumukSu vI bhAIbahenone mArI yAda. varSa 24, AMka 170mAM kRpALudeva lakhe che - amane paNa lAgu paDe vI che ke, "AtmA jJAna pAmyo e to nisaMzaya che, graMthibheda thayo eka vA traNe kALamAM satya vAta che. sarva jJAnIoe paNa e vAta svIkArI che. vI have chevaTanI nirvikalpa samAdhi ApaNane pAmavAnI bAkI che, je va sulabha che. ane te pAmavAno hetu e ja che ke koI paNa prakAre amRtasAgaranuM avalokana karatA alpa paNa mAyAnuM AvaraNa bAdha kare nahIM, avalokana sukhanuM alpa paNa vismaraNa thAya nahIM, 'tuti va tehi vinA bIjI raTanA rahe nahIM." paNa hajI evuM rahetuM nathI. mAyika rahe nahIM." evuM hajI nathI. A pramANe AMka 170kRpALudevanI ghaNI jhaDapathI pragati thatI jAya che. jota-jotAmAM paMdara | aMze pahoMcI gayA. paNa amArI pragati ghaNI dhImI lAge che. paNa 3 ApanA patrathI 24mA varSamAM kRpALudevano Azaya spaSTa jhaDapathI va samajAyo. te ApanI preraNA lAge che. "guNaThANA ityAdikano uttara | lakhato nathI. sUtrane aDato nathI. vyavahAra sAcavavA thoDAMeka pustakonAM pAnAM pheravuM chuM. bAkI badhuM ya paththara para pANInA citra jevuM karI mUkyuM vI che. tanmaya AtmayogamAM praveza che. tyAM ja ullAsa che, tyAM ja yAcanA vI che, ane yoga (mana, vacana ane kAyA) pUrvakama bhogave che." bIjA patranI preraNA Apazo, to ja samajAya che. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma 2000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 F OOOOOOOOOOOOO | AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 169 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 9. 31 7. sAyalA, tA. 2-10-09 | 0 000000000000000000000 _| sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | AtmArthI bena saguNAbena, tA. 19-9no patra tA. 22-9nA roja maLyo. ane vAMcI AnaMda IE thayo ke AMhinA patramAM je lakhela teno amala tyAM pachI turata karela | vI ane have 24-25 varSa vAMcavA zarU karatA AMka 165 ane AMka | 170nA patramAM jyAM jevuM lakSa dorAvuM joie tyAM ja lakSa dorAyuM.E GNa haju 24 varSamAM tevA patra che, te tarapha lakSa kheMcAze tevI ahIM khAtrI IE che. tenI mahattA jeTalI samajAze teTaluM AtmAnuM vIrya vadhAre phoravAze ane pragati paNa te pramANamAM thaze. vA chatAM AMka 201mAM "AjanA prabhAtathI niraMjana devanI koI... 5 lI prApti karAvIe." maTukImAM nAkhIne adbhuta bhakti, kIrtana gAyuM che ke vI te tarapha dhyAna kheMcuM chuM. gayA patramAM AMka lakhyA na hatA tema A vakhate paNa lakhavA na hatA chatAM eka AMka upara mujaba jaNAvyo che te tamone bahu upayogI 5 thAya tevI tamArI bhUmikA che. tyArabAda tamAro TelIphona khamAvavAno Avyo temAM mArA vatI vI ApanA pU. mAjI, ApanA pU. sAsujI zrImAna zeTha sI. yu. zAha ane 3 ci. bena minalabenane khamAvyA haze. nahiMtara khamAvazo. vI ci. minalakumArInI sAthe pahelA upavAsanA divase vAta karIne vI bahu AnaMda thayo. tamone khuzI majhAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNasevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 3 T0000000000 170 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 12-11-79 0000000000000000 || sahajAtmasvarUpAya namaH | saddagurudevAya namaH patra lakhavAmAM thoDo vilaMba thayo che mATe mAphI Apazo. vacanAmRta | vAMcavAnuM cAle che. dhyAnamAM puruSArtha cAlu che. hari icchA purI kare. 5 che jema bane tema jaladI dravya pragaTa karavAnuM che ne ! yogIndu muninuM yogasAranA dohA dhyAnamAM vadhAre TakavA mATe hai madadarUpa thAya che. (1) nirmaLa dhyAnArUDha thaI karma kalaMka khapAya, siddha thayA paramAtamA, te vaMdu jinarAya (2) tajI kalpanA jALa sau, parama samAdhi lIna, vede je AnaMdane, zivasukha kahetA jina. (3) betyAgI beguNa sahita, je AtamarasalIna, su. zigha lahe nirvANapada, ema kahe prabhu jina. (4) jina (AtmA) samaro, jina ciMtavo jina dhyAvo mana zuddha, te dhyAtA kSaNa ekamAM, lAho paramapada zuddha. AvI rIte 108 dohA-gAthA eka ekathI caDiyAtA che te vAMcatAM- B AtmA ullAsa pAme che, dhyAnamAM daDha, vadhAre TakavAne prere che. vI. vacanAmRta va. 25 AM. 411 - "bhagavatI vagere siddhAMtone viSe B vI je koI koI jIvonA bhavAMtaranuM varNana karyuM che, temAM kaMI saMzayAtmaka u vI thavA jevuM nathI. tIrthaMkara to pUrNa AtmasvarUpa che. paraMtu je puruSo ke Gii mAtra yogadhyAnAdikanA abhyAsabaLa vaDe sthita hoya temAMnA ghaNA_ls 00000000000000(UUUUUU0UU 00000000000000000000000000000000000000000 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 11 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 000000000000 vA puruSo paNa te bhavAMtara jANI zake che, ane ema banavuM e kaMI kalpita TE vI prakAra nathI. je puruSane AtmAnuM nizcayAtmaka jJAna che, tene bhavAMtaranuM ke jJAna ghaTe che, hoya che, kvacit jJAnanA tAratamya kSayopazama bhede tema 5 nathI paNa hotuM, tathApi jene AtmAnuM pUrNa zuddhapaNuM varte che. te puruSa 5. Gii to nizcaya te jJAnane jANe che, bhavAMtarane jANe che. AtmA nitya che, ke va anubhavarUpa che. e e prakAro atyaMtapaNe dRDha thavA arthe zAstrane viSe B vI te prasaMgo kahevAmAM AvyA che." "bhavAMtaranuM jo spaSTa jJAna koIne thatuM na hoya to A AtmAnuM vI spaSTa jJAna paNa koIne thatuM nathI, ema kahevA tulya che, tathApi ema vA to nathI. AtmAnuM spaSTa jJAna thAya che, ane bhavAMtara paNa spaSTa IP 3ii bhAse che. potAnA temaja paranA bhava jANavAnuM jJAna koI prakAre 5. te visaMvAdapaNAne pAmatuM nathI." vadhu AMka 331- "bhrAMtigatapaNe sukhasvarUpa bhAse che evA A vA saMsArI prasaMga ane prakAromAM jyAM sudhI jIvane vahAlapa varte che, tyAM 15. vI sudhI jIvane potAnuM svarUpa bhAsavuM asaMbhavita che, ane satsaMganuM mahAbhya paNa tathArUpapaNe bhAsyamAna thavuM asaMbhavita che. jyAM sudhI 5 te saMsAragata vahAlapa asaMsAragata vahAlapane prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI 5 vI khacIta karI apramattapaNe vAraMvAra puruSArthano svIkAra yogya che. A 3 vI vAta traNe kALane viSe avisaMvAda jANI niSkAmapaNe lakhI che." varSa 25, AMka 386- "atra upAdhi nAme prArabdha udayapaNe che. Gii upAdhine viSe vikSeparahitapaNe vartavuM e vAta atyaMta vikaTa che, je IB va varte che te thoDA kALane viSe paripakava samAdhirUpa hoya che." AMka 389-"asatsaMgamAM udAsIna rahevA mATe jIvane viSe 5 | apramAdapaNe nizcaya thAya che, tyAre saltAna' samajAya che." AMka 392- "je avasare je prApta thAya tene viSe saMtoSamAM rahevuM ke IN JO O OOOOOOOOOOOOOOT llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll 00000 172 vIra-rAjapathadarphinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vA evo he rAma ! sapuruSono kahelo sanAtana dharma che. ema vasiSTha 3 kahetA hatA. niyamasAra zAstramAM paNa kahe che ke - pacakhANa : IF OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO00000000000 parityAgI jalpa samastane, bhAvI zubhAzubha vArIne, je dhyAne Atmane, pacakhANa che te jIvane." va parama AlocanA:- "je zramaNane AlocanA, je zramaNa dhyAne Atmane, ke nokarma karma vibhAva guNa paryAyathI vyatirikatane" B huM parama samAdhi :- "vacanoccaraNa kriyA tajI, vItarAga nija pariNAmathI, dhyAve nija AtmA jeha, paramasamAdhi tene jANavI.' 5 vI zuddha nizcaya prAyazcita :- "choDI zubhAzubha vacanane,rAgAdibhAvanivArIne, je jIva dhyAve Atmane, tene niyamathI niyama che." va parama bhakti :-"rAgAdika parihAramAM, je sAdhu joDe AtmAne; che yoga bhakti tehane, kaI rIte saMbhava anyane." "saghaLA vikalpa abhAvamAM je sAdhu joDe Atmane;' che yogabhakti tehane, kaI rIte saMbhava anyane.' vI paramArtha pratikramaNa :- "AtmA ja uttama artha che, tatrastha muni karmo haNe, | - te kAraNe basa dhyAna so aticAranuM pratikramaNa che." 5 zAstrasvAdhyAyanA niyamasAranA pada che. vacanAmRta 29 mA varSamAM va khAsa kaMI che ja nahi. 27muM varSa cAle che. Gii paramArtha pratikramaNa :-"racanA vacananI choDIne, rAgAdibhAva nivArIne, je jIva dhyAne AtmAne, te jIvane pratikramaNa che." 5 A rIte zAstra svAdhyAyanA-niyamasAra, yogasAra, paMcAstikAya, 15 Ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 173 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #195 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Gii samayasAra, pravacanasAra vagereno yathArtha bodha spaSTa samajAya che. B vI temAM AtmAne gaveSavAno che. ane dhyAnamAM TakavA mATe vadhAre ullAsa 3ii Ave evAM zAstra che. A zAstra (copaDI) mArI bAe mane traNa | lAM cAra varasa pahelAM vAMcavA ApI hatI - paNa te atyAre yathArtha Gii samajAya che. A digaMbaranuM zAstra che, emAM AtmAne sIdho ja 45 G pakaDe che ane gaveSe che. to varSa 2kamAM samatA, uradhatA, jJAyakatA e AtmAnA lakSaNa Gii jANavA jevA che. paNa e have mArA mATe junA thaI gayA. Ape B. vI mane ghaNI vakhate samajAvyA hatA ane have to mane yathArtha samajAya vI che, mATe lAMbu kAMI patramAM lakhatI nathI. subhadrAbenanA Husband nA duHkhada samAcAra jANyA. Izvarane IP va gamyuM te kharuM. atyAre bannene ekabIjAno sAro sathavAro hato, te | GI tuTI gayo. ekalA paDI gayA. huM sAdaDImAM gaI hatI. khUba hiMmata 15 vI rAkhI hatI. Aje sAMje ravivAre 9 thI 8 bhakti rAkhI che. huM jaI vI zakuM nahIM. kAraNa jhAlAvADa sthAnaka sabhA 75 varSa pUrA kare che teno |B vI amRta mahotsava che. temAM huM tathA C. U. Shah (pramukha) banne mukhya 15. Gii mahemAna tarIke chIe. paNa eka be divasa pachI emane kaMpanI ApavA vI jaI AvIza. saryubenano phona hato. somavAre svAdhyAya mATe 11 va vAge AvavAnA che. AtmArthI zAMtibhAI vagerene yAdI, mumukSu, parama mumukSune yAdI. vI pU. bA, sarojabhAbhI, dilIpabhAI, bALako vagere majhAmAM haze. hajI ahIMyA garamI sakhata paDe che. va yogasAranI gAthA je yathArtha samajAya che. je haMmezA magajamAM vI ja ramyA kare che ne dhyAnamAM TakavA paNa ghaNI prere che, lAge che ke 3ii moDhe ja thaI jaze. hajI nIcenI gAthA mane bahu game che, badhI ja ke vA game che, paNa - oUQU000000000000000000000 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 174 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #196 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000000000000000000000000000000000000 "nijanenijhathakI jANatAM, zuM phaLa prApta na thAya? samyagdaSTi jIva te, zIgha kare bhavapAra." "munijana ke gRhIjana je rahe Atama lIna, zIghra siddhi sukha te lahe, ema kahe prabhu jina." "je parabhAva tajI muni, jANe ApathI Apa, kevaLajJAna svarUpa lahI, nAza kare bhava tApa." "dhanya aho bhagavaMta budha, je tyAge parabhAva, lokAloka prakAza kara jANe vimaLa svabhAva." va. 26, 27muM vAMcatAM atyAre A sTejamAM mane dhyAnamAM TakavAnI ! vA vadhAre jarUra che. te uparanA varSamAMthI kAMI maLatuM nathI paNa yogIndu B vI muninA dohA kharekhara preraNA Ape che. sAgaramAM vacanAmRta-33muM varSa cAle che. upadezAmRta paNa vaMcAya che. minalanuM 32muM varSa vaMcAya che. lI. AjJAMkita sadgaNAnA praNAma vAMcazo 7 33 7. sAyalA, tA. 18-11-79 5 | OM || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | va AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tamAro khuzIthI pahoMcI gayAno ane viramagAmathI ekasTrA Dabbo lAgavAthI AnaMdathI pahoMcyAno phona Avyo pachI ci. minalakumArIe kahyuM ke bApujI ! mAre AvavuM che paNa koI AvavA detuM nathI ? tevI B. Gii phariyAdanA rUpamAM hatI. javAba detAM pahelA lAina kapAI gaI pachI 5. G traNa kalAke zarU thaI paNa DIsTarabansa eTaluM hatuM ke vAta teNI sAthe IE OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 175 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000000000000000 0000vvvvvvvvvvvvvu va thaI zakI nahIM. mAre ema kahevAnuM hatuM ke joga bAjato nathI tema Cii tArA mammI kahetA hatA. teNI to AvavA utAvaLI thAya che. phona IS vAM kapAI gayo tethI patra Avaze, tema rAha jovAtI tyAM tamAro 12/11 5 thI patra tA. 19/11 pahoMcyo che. vAMcI saMtoSa thayo che. kAraNa vacanAmRta 5 vA vAMcavAnuM ane dhyAnano puruSArtha cAlu che. varSa 2panA dhyAna doratA | 3 AMka lakhyA te jANela che. vA yogasAra, samayasAra, pravacanasAra, paMcAstikAya vigere svAdhyAyamAM IPL 3 have samajAya che. te jyAre tamArI bhUmikA thaI che tyAre. nahIM to eE | samayasAra vigere cakravartinuM bhojana che ema temAM ja lakhela che. Gii sAdhAraNa janasamAja mATe nathI. yogasAranI gAthA game che te barAbara 5 va che. kharekhara dhyAnamAM AvI gAthA sahAyakAraka thAya tevI che. samatA, ramatA, uradhatA, jJAyakatA" e kadI junA thaI javA vI joie nahIM, kAraNa te AtmAnA guNa-lakSaNa che. ane dravya pragaTa va karavuM che ne ? temAM te guNo prathama pragaTa karavAnI AvazyakatA rahe che. tamane yathArtha samajANuM che. vI pa.mu. kumArapALanuM samAdhimaraNa thayuM. phakta traNa minITamAM hArTapheila 3ii savAre 8-30 vAgye thayuM. 5. mu. subhadrAbenanI samajaNa tathA hiMmata vI dAda mAge tevI hatI. AM. 466 dhyAna rAkhavA yogya che. AM. 539 ane AM. 54143 jozo. | zeThazrI cimanabhAIne vaMdana. ci. minalakumArI 32muM varSa vAMce che, to jANI AnaMda, majhAmAM haze. ahIM kAle (jharamara) tathA Aja (Thavadhu) thI varasAda cAlu che. tamone khuzImAM cAhuM chuM. pU. baMne mAjIne vIravaMdana. mumukSubena sarayubenane yAdI. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 5 rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrris 1743 [ vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 | AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA000000000000000 ** For Personal & Private Use Only Page #198 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - koka 34 byu. muMbaI, tA. 23-11-79 | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | vI parama pUjya sadgurUdevAya namaH tA. 15mIno lakhelo patra vAMcI khUba AnaMda thayo che, ApanuM 5 vA kahevuM barAbara che ke kRpALudeva je vacanAmRtamAM kahevA mAge che te 5 Gii yathArtha samajAya che. have mAre ApanA preraNAvALo patra pachI dhyAnamAM B va sudhAro thato jAya che, svarUpamAM upayoga vadhAre vakhata rAkhI zakAya vI che. jyAre icchA thAya te svarUpano vicAra karyo temAM sthiti thAya che. te ghaNI jhAjhI vAra nahIM, paNa pahelAM karatAM sAruM che. AMka 331- "bhrAMtipaNe sukha svarUpa bhAse che evA A saMsArI va prasaMga ane prakAromAM jyAM sudhI jIvane vahAlapa varte che, tyAM sudhI ) | jIvane potAnuM svarUpa bhAsavuM asaMbhavita che, ane satsaMganuM mahAbhya 9 vI paNa tathArUpapaNe bhAsyamAna thavuM asaMbhavita che, jyAM sudhI te saMsAragata DI vahAlapa asaMsAragata vahAlapane prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI khacIta karI | apramattapaNe vAraMvAra puruSArthano svIkAra yogya che." amane to svarUpamAM vA ja (paramArthamAM ja) vadhAre rUci che. vI AMka 371-"puruSArtha je kAMI thAya te karavAnI daDha icchA rAkhavI 3ii yogya che, ane parama evuM je bodha svarUpa che tenuM jene oLakhANa Gii che, evA puruSe to niraMtara tema vartAnA puruSArthane viSe muMjhAvuM ke vA yogya nathI." jo jJAnanA viyogamAM paNa tene ja viSe citta varte che, to ke huM kalyANa che, dhIrajano tyAga karavAne yogya nathI." N AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 177 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #199 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lA AMka 357- "satsaMga thavAno prasaMga icchIe chIe, paNaE va upAdhiyogano je udaya te paNa vedavA vinA upAya nathI. citta ghaNIvAra | va tama pratye rahyA kare che. jagatamAM bIjA padArtho to amane kaMI rUcinA 5 haio kAraNa rahyA nathI, je kaMI rUci rahI che te mAtra eka satyanuM dhyAna 5. Gii karanArA evA saMta pratye, jemAM AtmAne varNavyo che evA sanzAstra 5 vA pratye, ane parecchAe paramArthanAM nimitta-kAraNa evA dAnAdi pratye 5 vI rahI che, AtmA to kRtArtha samajAya che." AMka 360- "jene bodhabIjanI utpatti hoya che tene svarUpasukhathI 5 va karIne paritRptapaNe varte che. ane viSaya pratye apramatta dazA varte che." AM. 363-"anaMtakALa vyavahAra karavAmAM vyatIta karyo che, to vI tenI jaMjALamAM paramArtha visarjana na karAya ema ja vartavuM, evo | vI jene nizcaya che, tene tema hoya che." AM. 362- "anya sukhanI je icchA nahIM thavI te pUrNa jJAnanuM vAM lakSaNa che. kharuM AtmabhAna thAya che tene, huM anyabhAvano akartA chuM B | evo bodha utpanna thaI, ahaMpratyayI buddhi, te vilaya pAme che." AM. 322- "samyaka prakAre jJAnIne viSe akhaMDa vizvAsa rAkhavAnuM vI phaLa nizcaye muktapaNuM che." jIva e pudgalI padArtha nathI, pudgala nathI, tema pudgalano Gii AdhAra nathI, tenA raMgavALo nathI, potAnI svarUpasattA sivAya je vA anya teno te svAmI nathI, kAraNa ke paranI aizvaryatA svarUpane viSe 5 hoya nahIM. vastutva dharma jotAM te koI kALe paNa parasaMgI paNa nathI." B vI e pramANe sAmAnya artha "jIva navi pugalI' vagere padono che. "duHkhasukharUpa karama phaLa jANo, nizcaya eka AnaMdo re, 5 cetanatA pariNAma na cUke, cetana kahe jina caMdo re." * OO O OOOOOOOOOOL 178 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #200 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AMka 328-"leveka na rahI Thora, tyAgIrveko nAhIM ora, bAkI kahA ubarSoju, kAraja navIno che!" "svarUpanuM bhAna thavAthI pUrNakAmapaNuM prApta thayuM, eTale have bIjuM koI kSetra kaMI paNa levAne mATe rahyuM nathI. svarUpane to koI kALe vI tyAga karavAne mUrkha paNa icche nahIM, ane jyAM kevala svarUpa sthiti che che, tyAM to pachI bIjuM kAMI rahyuM nathI, eTale tyAgavApaNuM paNa rahyuM to nahi, have jyAre levuM, devuM e banne nivRtta thaI gayuM, tyAre bIjuM koI vI navina kArya karavAne mATe zuM ugavuM? arthAt jema thavuM joie tema thayuM va tyAM pachI bIjI levAdevAnI jaMjALa kyAMthI hoya ?" 3 AMka 339-"amane to mAtra apUrva evA satnA jJAna viSe ja Gii rUci rahe che. bIjuM je kaMI karavAmAM Ave che, ke anusaravAmAM Ave 5. hI che, te badhuM AsapAsanA baMdhanane laine karavAmAM Ave che." AMka-335-"je vAstavya jJAnIne oLakhe che, te dhyAnAdine icche vI nahIM, evo amAro aMtaraMga abhiprAya varte che." - ema kRpALudevanuM va kahevuM che-satya che. "mAtra jJAnIne icche che, oLakhe che, bhaje che, te vI ja tevo thAya che, ane te uttama mumukSu jANavA yogya che." AMka-314- "jina thaI jinavarane ArAdhe, te sahi jinavara hove re; bhaMgI ilIkAne caTakAve, te bhUMgI jaga jove re." "AtamajJAna kare jo kola, so phira iNameM nAve; vAkaca jALa bIjuM sau jANe, eha tattva citta cAle." vI AMka-316-"eka parinAmake na karatA darava doI" - e Akho tI patra deha-AtmA eka kSetramAM rahI potapotAnA svabhAvamAM rahe che. Gii dehanAM pariNAma be na hoya, cetananI ane dehanI judI judI kriyA ke vA tathA pariNAma thAya che, e yathArtha samajAya che. A vastu sthiti 5 vI samajAya to jaDane viSeno svasvarUpabhAva te maTe ne svasvarUpanuM je B OOOOOOO O OO AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 179 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #201 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ va tirobhAvapaNuM che te pragaTa thAya. sthiti paNa ema ja che. yathArthabodha5 vI che. A patra ghaNIvAra manana karavAthI yathArtha samajAI gayo che eTale ? lAMbu lakhatI nathI. AMka-902-"jaDa ne caitanya baMne dravyano svabhAvaIE lI bhinna-e paNa samajAya che. AMka 239-sobhAgabhAIne kRpALudeva lakhe che, "jJAnavArtA saMbaMdhI vA aneka maMtra Apane jaNAvavA icchA thAya che." guptabheda-e zuM kahevA 5 , mAgatA haze. AMka 244-"parabrahma vicAra to ema ne ema ja rahyA ja kare vA che, kyAreka to te mATe AnaMdakiraNa bahu phurI nIkaLe che ane kaMine kaMI (abheda) "(eTale zuM)" vAta samajAya che, paNa koIne huM kahI zakAtI nathI. Gii AMka 247- "kRpALudevanI dazA" - "cittanI dazA caitanyamaya vI rahyA kare che, jethI vyavahAranAM badhAM kArya ghaNuM karIne avyavasthAthI vI karIe chIe." (amane aMze evuM ja che)." amAre paNa ema ja thAya vI che ke ahIMyAnuM badhuM mUkI sapuruSanA caraNamAM bhAgI javuM - paNa zakya 3ii nathI. udaya baLavAna che." je rasa jagatanuM jIvana che, te rasano lo anubhava thayA pachI hari pratye atizaya laya thaI che. "(jIva Akho va divasa emAM ja rahe che)." tenuM pariNAma ema Avaze ke jyAM jene va rUpe harine icchIe teve rUpe hari Avaze." Avaze? evo bhaviSyakALa Gii Izvara- icchAne lIdhe lakhyo che. AtmArthI zAMtibhAI, naginabhAI vagerene yAdI mumukSu, parama thI mumukSune yAdI. pUjya bA tathA saroja bhAbhI,bALako vagere majhAmAM haze. vI dilIpabhAI majhAmAM haze. vA ci. minaLa, Apane khUba yAda kare che. sAyalA javuM javuM kare che. thI paNa eno kaMI joga bAjhato nathI. | UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU | 1801 nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo - vIra-rAjapathadazinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #202 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ va pU. mAjI bimAra che - pathArImAM ja che. khUba weakness lAge vI che - bI.pI. vagere, mArA bAne paNa ema ja che. c. U. Shah vI divALI pachI laMDana javAnA che. huM divALI para sAyalA AvI zakuM ke DI ema lAgatuM nathI. joie ! have zuM thAya che. kAraNa ke c. C. Shah vI muMbaImAM hoya tyAre khUba jaMjALa che - khAsa te bIjAnA mATe ja. vI potAne zuM joie ? paNa svabhAva paDI gayo. mAre paNa emanI sAthe va baMdhAvuM paDe che. 29, 30, 1 amadAvAda javAnA che. bane to sAyelA vI ApanA darzana mATe ekAda kalAka AvavAno vicAra che, paNa nakkI E nathI. sI. yu. zAhano progrAma para mArA AvavAno AdhAra che. lI. AjJAMkita sadgaNAnA praNAma 70 35 7. sAyalA, tA. 29-11-79 Uouuuplllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll000001 00000000000000000000000000000000000000 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | lI AtmArthI bena saguNAbena, muMbaI tA. 22-11no tamAro lakhela patra tA. ra6-11nA roja maLyo vAMcIne saMtoSa thayela che. zarIrane je dhAMsa (khAlI udharasa) hatI tenI davA DaoN. sAhebanI vI lIdhI paNa tenAthI phera nahIM paDatAM rAjakoTathI A. cunIbhAI AvelA 5. tA teone AvI udharasa hatI te morabInA vaidyanI davAthI kapha chUTI Gii maTI gaI. ane vaidya hIrAcaMdabhAI AvyA hatA temanA kahevAthI te vI davA cAra pAMca divasathI levAya che tethI phera ghaNo che. tethI phikara vI karavI nahIM. darakAra laI tamoe prIskrIpzana makalyuM te mATe AbhAra. ci. minalakumArI upadeza noMdha vAMce te pUruM karI vyAkhyAnasAra 2 . | AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra [181 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #203 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Vurvur 00000000000 Lja che , vA bhAga bIjo pUro kare, teNe hamaNAM sArI jhaDapa karI.. va tamoe lakhela samatAnI vyAkhyA yathAtathya nathI. traNe kALamAM 5 Gii AtmapradezomAM vadhaghaTa nathI. gayA bhavamAM Atmadravya je asaMkhyAta 45 pradezAtmaka ApaNuM hatuM te pramANe A bhavamAM che ane AvatA bhavamAM B temaja raheze. temAM vadhaghaTa na thAya te samapaNuM eTale samatA. jyAM sudhI AtmAnI prApti na thAya-pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI 5. AtmAnA guNa, lakSaNa ane sAdhananI apUrvatA tarapha vadhAre rUcipUrvaka | dhyAna ApIe to ApaNuM kAma vaheluM pUruM thAya. tamAro puruSArtha B 3 covIsa kalAka paikI moTA bhAge e ja che paNa A to sahaja sUcana che. B koI AMkanuM dhyAna doravA lakhyuM to "harino mAraga che zUrAnoGI kAyaranuM nahi kAma jo ne" - pritamanuM pada ghaNI vAra vAMcyuM haze paNa 5 vadhu dhyAna daI ora vAMcazo. zrImAna zeThazrI cimanabhAIne vaMdana, baMne mAjIne khAsa yAda karyAnuM vI kahezo. ci. minalakumArIne prema. tamone khuzI majAmAM cAhuM chuM. vI pa.mu. subhadrAbenanuM tamArA abhiprAya mujaba thaI jaze tema lAge che. 5 lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 3 2 36 7. sAyalA, tA. 17-12-79 3 hhhhhhhN 000000 _| sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | vA AtmArthI benazrI sadgaNAbena, hai mumukSu ci. milanakumArI sAthe saMyukta patra maLyo. vAMcI ghaNo saMtoSa tA thayo che. 182 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #204 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka0000000000000 vA varSa 20nA varSanA amuka AMka viSe lakhyuM te barAbara che. AMka 9 va 471-47ra tamone barAbara samajAya che eTale 463 tarapha dhyAna vI doruM chuM, joke mane khabara che ke te tamArA khyAlamAM che. yogasAranA doharA agAu lakhyA hatA ane A vakhate 34,48, vI 50,51,58, 70, 72 lakhyAM te sahu sarasa che. vaLI pU. madhara buka ApI tenA che eTale tamArI bhUmikA pramANe badhuM yathAtathya samajAya tethI AnaMda Ave. jyAre ApanuM dravya pragaTa thaze tyAre samayasAra, pravacanasAra, yogasAra badhuM yathAtathya samajAze ane anubhavano ora AnaMda Avaze. Gii have tA. 23 amadAvAda 5. mu. naMdalAlabhAInA ghera thaI tA.15 24 savAra jayaMtI eksapresamAM phAlanA utarI rANakapura javAno progrAma nAtAlano A lokoe goThavela che. kahe che ke zAMta sthaLa va sAruM che. tA. 1-1 ravAnA thaI tA. 2-1-80 sAyelA Avaze. tamo badhA khuzImAM hazo. banne pU. mAjI tathA parama sujJazrI B cimanabhAIne vaMdana. tamone khuzI AnaMdamAM cAhuM chuM. zarIra prakRti B hai sArI ane svastha che. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMda mA. vorAnA AtmabhAve vaMdana 7 37 (c) tA. 12-1-80 || OM || | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | AtmArthI benazrI saddaguNAbena, muMbaI invenDa patra Aje maLyo. ci. minalano patra moDo maLatAM TelIphonatI ke ALkhuzIthI pahoMcyAnA khabara maLI gayA hatA. crverrurrrrrrrrrrrrrrr AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 000000000000000000000000000 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. 183 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #205 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vA varSa 27, AMka-para5nI bhalAmaNa lakhavAno hato, tyAM tamoe e . vI ja patra savistAra lakhyo che jANI AnaMda thayo. AMka-541 jozo. 5 varSa 28, AMka 568, paka9 tathA 572 vAMcI vicArazo. zarIra batAvavA budhavAre surendranagara gayo hato. zrI trivedIe 5 lo tapAsI kahyuM ke lagna ghaNA cokakhA thayA che. syuTamanA tapAsamAM riporTa gayA aThavADIyA jevo ja che. davA te ja rAkhI che, pheraphAra nathI karyo. 5 budhavAre batAvavA AvavA kahela che. mane paNa tabiyatamAM sudhAro jaNAya che. A cothuM vIka che. DaoNkaTara kaheze tyAM sudhI cAlu rAkhIza. B sAdhakoe kaSAyo (aMdaranA) sAthe yuddha karavuM prasaMzanIya che. te 5 | cAritra mohanIyanA yoddhA che, paNa saMkalpa-vikalpa nahIM karavA joie. B vA kAraNa tethI ArtadhyAna thAya che je navA karmabaMdhano hetu che. vI zrImati madhurIbenanA patizrI Ara.DI. zAhane mAilDa eTeka AvatAM vI zrI meghamuni kanyAzALAno progrAma have nakkI thaze tema sAMbhaLela hatuM. vI amo tA. 20thI 28 sudhI verAvaLa haizuM. zrImAnuM zeTha cimanabhAIne vaMdana. baMne pUjya mAjIne vaMdana. ci. minalane badhA yAda kare che. tamone khuzI AnaMdamAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 0 38 7 tA. 12-2-80 ba thaI che. orrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | pa. pU. saddagurudevAya namaH totathA minaLa sukharUpa muMbai pahoMcI gayA che. udAsInatA lAgavA 15 184 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #206 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAMDI paNa Routine work mAM lAgI gaI chuM. gaI rAtre viramagAmathI amadAvAda sudhI-saMtanI vANI vAMcyuM. sUI gaI, UMgha AvI gaI hatI. cApANI karI nhAI-dhoI sAgaramAM huM gaI. tyAM vacanAmRta vaMcAtuM hatuM. thoDuM javAmAM moDuM thaI gayuM hatuM. minala AvI na hatI. ene mAmA sAthe Foreign thI Edwin Avela che tenI sAthe javAnuM che. laMca paNa bahAra enI sAthe levAnA che. Edwin AvatI kAle javAnA che. na huM sAgaramAMthI AvI paNa pagamAM duHkhAvo che. sauthI pahelA bAI pAse tela (nArAyaNa) coLAvyuM. paNa pU. bA jevuM to ene na ja AvaDyuM. paNa hamaNAM roja coLAvavuM paDaze. goLI paNa cAlu ja che. Diabetic blood-Sugar no riporTa paNa have karAvavAno che. DaoN.ne batAvavA javAnuM che. gayA vakhate Post Pandial jamyA pachI be kalAkano 319 hato te vadhAre hato. DaoNkaTara 15 divasa Exercise dieting vajana utAravAno TAima Apyo che. lagabhaga eka mahino thavA Avyo che, have batAvavA javuM paDaze. joie riporTa have zuM Ave che. paganA duHkhAvAne kAraNe vadhAre paDatI Exercise karI zakatI nathI. vajana paNa utaryuM nathI. Apa paNa ApanA dehano tathA pU. bAnA dehano khyAla rAkhazo. telavALuM (taLeluM) to khAzo ja nahi. jenAthI rAtanA udharasa Ave che. A pahelI ja vakhata khulAsAthI paramArtha sivAyano dIla kholIne patra lakhuM chuM. choTAbhAInA be patra vAMcyA. khUba majhA Ave che. vacanAmRta varSa 29mAM Atmasiddhi cAle che. je Ape dhyAna dorelA patro che je haju dhyAnathI samajavAnA che, vAMcavAnA che. AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only 185 Page #207 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . * 000000000000000000000000000000000000 moTA akSare lakhavAnI koziSa karuM chuM. eka kSaNa paNa puruSanI mUrti vismaraNa thatI nathI, nizAna to 5 vA koI paNa hisAbe toDavAnuM che, e mAro nirNaya che, dravya pragaTe e 5 Gii dizAmAM puruSArtha cAlu ja che. mumukSu, parama mumukSu, AtmArthI bhAI-bahenone vaMdana. pU. bAne khAsa yAda Apajo. sarojabhAbhI tathA dilIpabhAIne Gii paNa yAdI kahejo. bALako paNa majhAmAM haze. pU. bAne goLI yAda karI vI Apazo. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA vaMdana cha 39 7. sAyalA, tA. 25-2-80 qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq' | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | AtmArthI benazrI sadaguNAbena, muMbaI hI tA. 21nuM InalenDa patra tA. 23/ranA roja khuzIthI muMbai pahoMcyAnuM vA maLyuM. vAMcI AnaMda thayo. vA ci. minalanuM kahevuM sAcuM TharyuM ke temanA bhAbhIne zarIranI ghaNI | asvasthatA che. paNa sahanazakti eTalI che ke moDhe uMhakAro na kare. vI have Diabetic Blood sugar no riporTa turata kaDhAvavo joie. Gii A zarIra bhagavAna AtmAne rahevAnuM maMdira che. mATe sAcavavuM vI joie. kAraNa te che tyAM sudhImAM bhagavAna AtmAne pragaTa prApta vI karavAno che. mATe tenI kALajI rAkhavI. ** OOOOOO * 186 vIra-rAjapathadaranI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #208 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ L 000, dA mI. Edwin hatA te daramyAna ci. minala tyAM AvI gaI te sAruM B 3 thayuM. pllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll nizAna to pADavAnuM che. (dravya pragaTa karavAnuM, evo tamAro nirNaya 5 vI che te dhanyavAdane pAtra che. te mATe hAla to pU. choTAbhAInA patronuM vI vAMcana, manana, pariNamana vizeSa upakArI che. thoDuM ja bAkI che. ! | pU. zrImAna cimanalAlabhAIne tathA banne mAjIone vaMdana. tamone vI khuzI majhAmAM cAhuM chuM. AM. 548 bIjo tathA trIjo perA temaja AM.901, 913 vAMco. lI. saMtacaraNasevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 0 40 7. bombe grena maracanTa senITorIyama, tIthala, tA. 18-3-80 B AtmArthI benazrI saguNAbena, muMbaI tyAMthI nikaLI kAle savAre agiyAra vAgatAM khuzIthI pahoMcI lA gayA. sthAnaka ghaNuM suMdara che. bhedajJAna dhArAvAhI thavA puruSArtha cAlu karela che ne cAlu rAkhazo. | nivRttimAM satata jAgRti rahe te puruSArtha prathama karavo. jethI pravRttimAM B jAgRta rahevAnuM haLave haLave sugama thAya. AtmAnI samAdhi rahe IE. ane mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoga kAma karatAM hoya chatAM bhedajJAna rahe. jJAnadhArA ane karmadhArA satata bephATa rahe teTalI satata jAgRti rAkhavA puruSArtha karavAno che. te mATe pU. choTAbhAI desAInA patra vA vAMcavA. 25muM varSa-vacanAmRta-chelle sobhAgabhAIne samAdhi rahe che. 3 vI, uparAMta jJAnasAramAMthI AtmajJAna mATe sAdhano ane pU. hemacaMdrasUrinuM "OOOOOOOO O / huhuhu AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 187 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #209 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anubhava prakaraNa kramasara roja pAMca daza zloka roja vAMcavA. zrImAn dAnavIra zeTha cimanalAlabhAI tathA banne mAjIne vaMdana. tamone khuzI majhAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI bhedajJAna dhArAvahI thAya tevo puruSArtha cAlu haze. haratAM-pharatAM, pravRtti-nivRttimAM akhaMDa jAgRti rahevI joie. AtmA svarUpabhAvamAM paDyo hoya, ane mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoga jarUra paDye tenI pravRttimAM hoya evI sthiti sahaja 2hevI joie. 25mA varSe kRpALudevanI satata evI sthiti hatI. AMka 366 ke pachInA patro vAMcazo. 41 bru dhI bombe greina maracanTasa senITorIyama, tIthala, vAyA : valasADa, tA. 22-3-80 AtmajJAnanA sAdhano ane pU. hemacaMdrasUrinA anubhavanA zloko kramasara pharI pharI vAMcazo. ahIM to suMdara ane zAMtinuM vAtAvaraNa che. tyAM badhAne vaMdana. mA2I tabIyata sArI che. tamone khuzI AnaMdamAM cAhuM chuM. 188 lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana gd vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #210 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq 42 3 sAyalA, tA. 26-4-80 11 30 11 | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH / AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tA. 24-4-80 savAranA 5-45 vAge tamArI pAsethI muMbaithI gujarAta eksapresamAM 2vAnA thaI amadAvAda sTezane 15-45 vAge AvI, tyAMthI be TaeNksImAM 16-45 kalAke 2vAnA thaI, vacamAM lIMbaDI mahAsatIjI hemakuMvarabAI pAse 15 minITa rokAI (jeo 80 varSanA che ane ApaNA maMDaLanA sabhya che) sAMjanA 20-00 kalAke pahoMcI gayA chIe. kAMIpaNa harakata nathI. jo ci. minale mahenata karI TIkITo na lAvI dIdhI hota to be kA2thI 2vAnA thavAnuM nakkI karela hatuM, paraMtu kAra karatAM TreinanI-lAMbI hoya to paNa musApharI sArI. eranI to kensala karAvela pachI turatamAM maLatI na hatI. tamAre paramArtha saMbaMdhI be vAta yAda rAkhavI. nivRtti hoya tyAre svabhAvamAM ja DUbI rahevuM. pravRtti hoya tyAre bahAra nIkaLavuM paNa jAgRta rahevA prayatna karavo. pravRtti pUrI thaye pAchA svabhAvamAM DUba thaI javuM. ema puruSArtha cAlu rAkhI bhedajJAna dhArAvAhI karavuM. bIjI vAta udayamAM Ave te samapaNe vedavuM eTale harSa ke kheda sivAya vedavuM. zrImAn sujJa mumukSubhAIzrI cimanalAlabhAIe roja Atmasiddhi anukULa TAime vAMcavI temaja vacanAmRtamAM je kAvyo che te (zatAvadhAna sivAyanA) roja eka kAvya tathA covIzImAMnuM eka stavana vAMcavuM. AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra ci. minalakumArIne bIjA vakhatanuM 29muM varSa cAle che te pUruM karavuM. ane vacanAmRtanuM eka kAvya ane covIzInuM eka stavana kramasara For Personal & Private Use Only 189 Page #211 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAM roja vAMcavAnuM rAkhavuM. mArI tabIyata sArI che. badhAne khuzI majhAmAM 5 vI cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 43 7. tA. 29-4-80 // sahajAtmasvarUpAya namaH | tA pa. pU. gurudevAya namaH va hamaNAM sAMjanA 4 vAgyA che. Atma nizcaya (adhyAtmasAra) | vI vAMcatI hatI, ane TapAla AvI, tamAro patra joyo. uparathI akSara 5 vI oLakhyA, phoDyo, vAMcI khUba khUba AnaMda thayo che. Aje tarata ja 5 ao javAba lakhuM chuM. Atmanizcaya-darzana kharekhara Boring haju paNa lAge che. paNa vAMcuM chuM. bIjo paNa svAdhyAya cAle che. jJAnasAra| vacanAmRta-choTAbhAInA patro- stavana-choTamanI vANI-e badhAmAM khUba vI majhA Ave che. bIjuM agatyanuM svarUpa prApti pachI chellA traNa patramAM sahaja thavA mATe puruSArtha mATe mane dhakko mAro cho, mane khabara che. 3ii paNa tamo dhAro cho teTalo jhaDapathI progresa kadAca nahIM thato hoya | paNa satata-kSaNe kSaNe nivRttimAM svabhAvamAM rahevAnI Teva (aMguThAnI | jema) pADavAnI che-jenA puruSArthamAM chuM. pravRttimAM bahAra nIkaLI vA javAya che. paNa cokkasa nAnA chokarAnA aMguThAnI jema Teva paDI jaze. tamane kharekhara mane UMce levAnI satata ciMtA (bhAva) thAya vI che. teno mane khyAla ja che. mane paNa Telepathy- sAmA bhAva vA Ave ja che. tamArA bhAva pramANe Progress karyo ane haju thaze vI ja. ApanI asIma kRpA paNa che ja. lef O r omoOOx vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 |uuupppppppppppppppppppppppppUUUUUUuuuuuuuud . 000000VU7VVVUUUUUU 10. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #212 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | 0000000000000000000000000 hamaNAM Aje savArathI tyAMnA vicAramAM hatI ane patra maLyo. vA sAce AnaMda Avyo. mane lAge che ke tame aMtaryAmI paNa hoya ema | & CULT sh. Mountain goes to Mahmad. va C. U.e haju sudhI kAMI vAMcana zarU karyuM nathI. 7. G. L. nI E vI ciMtAmAM che. e 0. G. L, be eka mahinAmAM zarU thaze. tyAM sudhI huM emanuM mana citta asthira ja raheze. kAraNa A dhaMdho 35 varSano che, la je Item nIkaLI jAya enuM emane khuba duHkha thayuM che. badhuM sAruM ja 5. Gii thaze, paNa mananI zAMti rahevI joIe. 3 minalanuM vAMcana joradAra che. mArI bAnI sAthe paNa yathArtha bodha la vagere vAtacIta thaI. te barAbara samaje che. eTale meM puchyuM ke savArathI thI sAMja koNa kriyA kare che to tAbaDatoba javAba Apyo-AtmA. A 5 | be vakhata thayuM. eTale e mithyAtvamAM che. je dehanI kriyAne AtmAnI B mAne che. je je daza daza varSe ke 40 40 sAMbhaLyA chatAM yathArtha 3 bodha haju nathI. paNa meM jyAre samajAvyuM tyAre tarata ja samajI B. gayA. khUba pastAvo emane thayo. pachI mArA moTAbhAIne pUchyuM 5 lo to-e kAnajI svAmI pAsethI samajyA hatA-bolyA, paramANuthI dehanI 5. kriyA thAya che e thoDuM samajyA che. kharekhara huM khUba nazIbadAra chuM 5 vI ke bethI traNa varSamAM badhuM ja (svarUpa paNa) prApta karyuM ane have vI saheja moTo puruSArtha cAlu che te paNa jarUrathI thaze, ApanA lakhyA | vI pramANe (ApanI kRpAthI). AtmArthI nagInabhAI, zAMtibhAI vagere majhAmAM haze, bIjA mumukSu, va parama mumukSu ne yAdI. pU. bA tathA dilIpabhAI, bhAbhI, bALako vagere B va majhAmAM haze. huM kharekhara jJAnI jo hoya to tene udaya samabhAve vedavo ja joIe. eja, 5 lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA vaMdana 3 E0000004 0 . AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 191 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #213 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqqqqqqqqq 44 AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tamAro tA. 29no lakhela iglenDa patra tA. 30-4nA roja maLyo. vAMcI saMtoSa thayo che. sAyalA, tA. 2-5-80 | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH / satata jAgRtirUpa tamAro purUSArtha-nivRtti-pravRttimAM cAlu hoI kAMI vizeSa sUcanA atrethI ka2vApaNuM nathI. e bAbatamAM chellA traNa patromAM jaNAvela che. 192 tamArA pU. mAjI tathA pU. moTAbhAI sAthe vAtacIta thaI te bAbatamAM jainadharmamAM to syAdvAda zailI che. ekAMta pakaDAya tyAM mithyAtva che. AzayanI samajaNapUrvaka yathArtha bodha hoya to kAmano che. bAkI mukhya vAta to anubhavanI balihArI che. roga, zoka, duHkha, mRtyu dehanA che te jIvamAMhe jaNAya che. dehAdhyAsa e ajJAnane laI jJAna thatAM dUra thaI jAya che. tamo purUSArtha cAlu rAkhazo. zrImAna sujJa mumukSu bhAI zrI cimanabhAIne vIra vaMdana. baMne mAjIne vaMdana. dezamAM garamI 1090 che. tamone khuzI majAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka, lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana vIra-rAjapathadarzanI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #214 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000 00000000000000000000000000000 * 45 7 tA. -5-80 || OM || | sahajAtmasvarUpAya namaH vI pa. pU. sadgurUdevAya nama: hamaNAM cAra vAgyA che. adhyAtmasAra-anubhava svarUpa vAMcatI hatI. vI ekAeka TapAlano vicAra Avyo. bahAra bAraNA pAse jaIne joyuM | te to kharekhara Apano patra bIjI TapAla sAthe Avela hato, vAMcI khUba hA AnaMda thayo che. | cothI vakhata lakhyuM ke satata jAgRtirUpa tamAre purUSArtha nivRtti | pravRttimAM cAlu hoI koI vizeSa sUcanA atrethI karavApaNuM nathI. 5 paNa tame jarUrathI dareka patramAM sUcanA ApyA ja karatA rahejo ke 5 | jethI mArI jAgRti vadhatI jAya che. nivRttimAM purUSArtha cAlu che. pravRttimAM mahenata karuM . thoDIvAra B rahe che ke pAcho nIkaLI jAya che. paNa banne purUSArtha cAlu che. ApanI B vI asIma kRpAthI jarUrathI thaI jaze. divase divase sudhAro thato jAya che. 5. sAgaramAM javAnuM baMdha karyuM che. savAranA 9 thI 8 sudhI svAdhyAya vI cAle che. pachI 11 thI 12 tyAra pachI 4 thI 5. sAthe purUSArtha hai paNa Akho divasa cAlu ja che. ahiMyA sakhata garamI zarU thaI gaI che. tyAM paNa AnAthI paNa 5 Gii vadhAre garamI haze, paNa A rUmamAM cAre bAjuthI ThaMDo ThaMDo pavana 5 24 kalAka Ave che. gharamAM garamI lAgatI nathI, vacanAmRtamAM atyaMtara Gii vAMcuM chuM, kAle purUM thaze, have mAre zuM vAMcavuM ? jJAnasAramAM khUba vI majhA Ave che, choTAbhAInA patro paNa spaSTa samajAya che, majhA te paNa Ave che. | OOOOOOOOO T 00000000000000000000000000000000002. AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 193 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #215 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pa , 2014 a c. C. Shah roja stavananI tathA AtmasiddhinI keseTa rAtanA vI roja sAMbhaLe che. niyamita sAMbhaLe che, vAMcavAnuM zarU karela nathI. | va AtmArthI naginabhAI, zAMtibhAI tathA bIjA AtmArthI bhAI |B hai baheno majhAmAM haze. pU. bA, dilIpabhAI, bhAbhI, bALako majhAmAM haze kRpALu deva kahe ke lA che ke- "kevaLa aMtarmukha upayoge satata jAgRti ane zrI tIrthakara dharma Gii kahe che", basa A ja prApta karavAnuM che. thaI jaze-izvarakRpAthI. lI. AzAMkita saguNAnA praNAma 5 cha 46 7 sAyalA, tA. 15-5-80 | OM || || sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: // AtmArthI benazrI saguNAbena, muMbaI tamAro tA. -5no patra tA. 8-5nA roja maLyo. vAMcI saMtoSa | thayo. kevaLa aMtarmukha upayoge satata jAgRti ane zrI tIrthaMkara dharma kahe IB Saa che. eka samaya mAtra bahurmukha upayoga na thavA devo ane zrI tIrthaMkara 5. va mArga kahe che." A barAbara lakhela che. te lAgu paDe che, ane te ja have Gii karavAnuM che. sAgarano vakhata bacatAM purUSArtha roja vadhArI dIdho lAge che. kA5 | thI 8 (2) 11 thI 12 (1) 4 thI 5 (1) eTale rojanA cAra vI kalAka thayA. eTalA TAImamAM zuM na thAya ? have pragati vadhaze tema | vI lAge che. zuM vAMcavuM? te pUchAvo cho to je lakhavA vicAryuM hatuM te to ke vA tame vAMco cho. 194 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #216 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (1) adhyAtmasAra-anubhava prakaraNa (2) jJAnasAra (3) atyaMtara pariNAma (4) pU. choTAbhAInA patro te badhAnuM tamone punarAvartana cAle che eTale vadhAre ahiMthI lakhavAnuM rahetuM nathI. e ja amAro sadAyano svAdhyAya rAkhelo hato. tamAro purUSArtha joI pramoda Ave che. zrImAna sujJa bhAIzrI stavana tathA AtmasiddhinI keseTa 2oja sAMbhaLe che-niyamita hoI- saMtoSa. nivRtti maLaze tyAre jarU2 vAMcana zarU karaze tema AzA che. baMne pU. mAjIne vaMdana. tamone khuzI majAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAva vaMdana 47 11 30 11 || sahAjAtma svarUpAya namaH II pa. pU. sadgurudevAya namaH Apano 15 mIno patra vAMcI AnaMda thayo che. na kevaLa aMtarmukha upayoga satata jAgRtine tIrthaMkara dharma kahe che. eka samaya mAtra bahirmukha upayoga na thavA devo ene tIrthaMkara mArga kahe che. have huM AnA ja purUSArthamAM ja chuM. nivRttimAM aMtarmukha upayoga ghaNuM kharuM rahe che, paNa pravRttimAM upayoga bahirmukha nIkaLI jAya che paNa lakSa tarata jAya che ke : upayoga bahirmukha thayo, purUSArtha cAlu che. svAdhyAya cAlu che. adhyAtmasAramAM anubhava svarUpamAM mUDha-vikSiptaekAgra ane niruddha mana karatAM jJAnasAramAM sArUM samajAvyuM che. AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra tA. 23-5-80 For Personal & Private Use Only 195 Page #217 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ U0000000 vA niraMjanA bahenano phona hato ke Apane svAdhyAya karatAM karatAM 15E vI miniTa AMkhe aMdhArA (Guidy) AvI gayA hatA. surendranagara batAvavA ? vI javAnA hatA. DokTare zuM kIdhuM ? have sArU haze. nahIM to Aje B vI naginabhAI sAthe muMbaI batAvavA Avo to sAruM. ahiMyA sArUM 5. & Checking 42l. vI dilIpabhAI tathA saroja bhAbhI AvyA che. phona karyo hato tyAre 3ii teo uSAbenane ghera gayA hatA. halavAsananuM bokSa maLyuM che. sAgaramAM to eka mahino huM na gaI paNa gharamAM huM Bore thaI gaI hatI. A 5 3 bahAne eTaluM bahAra javA maLatuM ane svAdhyAya thato. khAsa karIne 5. vA vacanAmRtanuM sAruM thAya che. ane traNa cAra varSanI Adata paDI gaI 5 vI hatI. eTale pAchuM zarU karyuM che. svAdhyAya to niyamita cAlu ja che. huM tyAM garamI sakhata paDatI haze ahiyA paNa hamaNAM sakhata garamI vI paDe che. paMkho Akho divasa rAkhavo paDe che. - c. . Shah pAchA traNa cAra divasa dilhI gayA hatA. AvI hai gayA che. AtmArthI naginabhAI, zAMtibhAI tathA bIjA mumukSu, parama mumukSu vI bhAI baheno majhAmAM haze. pU. bA majhAmAM haze. | satsaMganI khAmI lAge che paNa sAgaramAM javAthI thoDoka satsaMga Gii thayo hoya ema mana manAvavAnuM che. bIjuM svAdhyAyathI satsaMga paNa 5 va kharo satsaMga nathI-kharA satsaMgIono. minalano niyamita svAdhyAya cAle che. vacamAM vacamAM pUchavA Ave vI che. paMcAstIkAyamAMthI pUchavA AvI hatI. DAyarImAM noMdha kare che. Gii baporanA Lunch mAM Ave tyAre ja vacanAmRta vAMce che ane savAramAM ! vI vAMce che. + 00000000000000000000000 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 196 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #218 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ " ApanI tabIyatanI saMbhALa rAkhajo. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma - 48 . sAyalA, tA. 28-5-80 | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | AtmArthI benazrI saguNAbena, muMbaI tamAro tA. 24mI me no patra tA. 27-5nA roja maLyo, vAMcI che saMtoSa thayela che. | nivRtti tathA pravRttimAM tamAro purUSArtha barAbara che. hA ! B vI adhyAtmasAranA anubhava prakaraNa karatAM jJAnasAranA varNavela mananA 5. vA prakAra vadhAre sarala che. sAgaramAM javAnuM karyuM, vadhAre sArU tyAM paNa svAdhyAya ja cAle che ne. A vakhate muMbaI tIthalanA 48 divasanA progrAmamAM tamo tathA ci. vI minala muMbaI 18 tathA tIthala divasa maLI 24 divasano lAbha B va svAdhyAyano lIdho ane alabhya phAyado paNa thayo. kudaratanI kRpA. atre 22 beno+7 bhAIo, 18 bALako maLI 47 bhAIo beno vI che temAM 8+10 aDhArane 50% prApti thaI che. pU. baMne pAjI tathA ci. minalane yAda karyAnuM kahezo. zrImAna sujJa vI bhAIzrI vakhata hoya tyAre Atmasiddhi uparAMta upadeza chAyA vAMce to va sAruM. mArI AMkhanuM prIskrIpzana bIDela che. tamane khyAla Avaze. B vI zukravAre batAvavA jazuM, tyArabAda tA. 31 AsapAsa jarUra paDe to B vI tyAM AvavAnuM bane. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ** s | U AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 17 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #219 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nqshqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq tamone khuzImAM cAhuM chuM. lI. lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdanA 49 11 30 11 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH II pa. pU. sadgurudevAya namaH Apano tA. 28no lakhela patra vAMcI ati ati AnaMda thayo che. nivRttimAM svabhAvamAM ghaNuM kharUM 2hevAya che. hajI sudhI pravRttimAM satata rahevAtuM nathI. kAmamAM Busy hoIe tyAre anyabhAvamAM guMthAI javAya che. ane AtmAno lakSa ghaNI vakhate vismaraNa thAya che paNa tarata ja lakSa dorAya che ke svarUpamAMthI nIkaLI javAyuM. thoDuM thoDuM rahevAya che. sAgaramAM pahelI prArthanA 15 thI 20 miniTa cAlatI hoya tyAre huM svarUpamAM beThI rahuM chuM- ema truTaka truTaka rahevA pravRttimAM paNa purUSArtha cAlu che. 198 gaI kAle niganabhAIno phona hato. ApanI AMkha saMbaMdhI samAcAra pUchyA hajI barAbara nathI. ahiMyA Do. praphullane ke Do. zrophane eka vakhata Apa jo muMbaI Avo to batAvI daIe ane emano Opinion paNa laI zakAya. tabIyatanI saMbhALa rAkhazo. svAdhyAya bilakula ka2zo nahIM. AMkhane Strain 5De evuM kAMI karazo nahIM. tA. 2-6-80 sarayubenano paNa phona hato. ApanA khabara ApyA hatA. khuba khuba khuza che-50 %nI prApti maLI che mATe. ahiMyAM baMne mAjI bimAra che. A patra lakhI bAne jovA varlI jAuM chuM. ahiMyA mArA vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #220 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ moTA naNaMda AvelA che. baMne pathArIvaza che. Mr. C. U. Shah pAchA dilhI gayA che. hajI emanuM patyuM nathI. tyAMthI madrAsa jaze. pAMca divasa pachI Avaze. svarUpamAM ghaNI majhA Ave che, AkuLatA vyAkuLatA thatI nathI. saMkalpa vikalpa paNa ochA. kaSAyo paNa ghaNA ja moLA. ghaNI zAMti rahe che. gaI kAle meM paNa DokTa2ne batAvyuM.Cardiogram pharIthI kaDhAvyo che. emAM Do. J. K. MehtanuM kahevuM che ke Low Voltage batAve che. te Thyroid dificiencynuM kAraNa che. eka mahinA Thyroid - Tab. ane Eltroshil + Tab. 8 A. M savAranA laI, mahinA pachI pharI kaDhAvavAno che. vadhAre paDatuM vajana paNa ene lIdhe vadheluM che. Diabetic Test mATe paNa javAno TAIma thaI gayo che, paNa have ControlmAM hoya ema lAge che paNa thoDI khAMDa kerI khAvAmAM Ave che. Aje dilIpabhAIno phona hato. gurUvAre AvavAnA che. milanano svAdhyAya barAbara cAle che mane ghaDI ghaDI pUchavA Ave che-ke A barAbara che, A Ama che-tema (Guidance mATe huM paNa batAvuM chuM.) A. zAMtibhAI tathA bIjA badhA A. mu. 5. mu. bhAI bahenone vaMdana pU. bA majhAmAM haze. AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra lI. AjJAkiMta sadguNAnA praNAma For Personal & Private Use Only 199 Page #221 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqqq 5 vyu AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tamAro tA. 2/7 no patra tA. 6/7 nA roja maLyo. vAMcI saMtoSa theyala che. su 200 sAyalA, tA. 12-6-80 1130 11 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH II nivRtti pravRttimAM je purUSArtha che te cAlu rAkhavuM. svasvarUpamAM sthiti sahaja thavAmAM eja pUrUSArtha karavAno che. pU. banne mAjI tathA pU. benane have sArUM haze. zAtA pUchazo. zrImAna sujJa bhAIzrI cimanabhAIne saprema yAdI tamArA zarIranuM svAsthya sAcavazo. AMkhe sArUM che. ci. dilIpe tyAMnA khuzI samAcAra ApyA che. tyAMnA tamArA badhAnA AgrahathI tA, 3 julAInI TikITa A. zAMtibhAIe laI rAkhela che. DaoN. praphulabhAIne batAvavA Agraha badhAno che. thAya te kharUM. Aje coTIlAvALA zrI naTavaralAlabhAI AvyA hatA. te madrAsanA DokTarane batAvavA kahetA hatA. ema kahyuM zrImAn zeTha sI. yu. zAhe TelIphona mAraphata sajesTa kareluM paNa tevI kAMI jarUra lAgatI nathI. bahu bahu to Do. praphullabhAIne batAvazuM. tamone khuzI majhAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #222 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - pa1 7 sAyalA, tA. 17-7-80 | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | hhhhhhhhhh 000000000000000000000 va zrImAna ramaNikabhAI, zrImAna hIrAbhAI, zrImati A. saguNAbena, vI muMbaI Gii lI. lADakacaMda mANekacaMda vorAnA vIravaMdana vAMcazo. pU. mAtuzrIjInA avasAnanA duHkhada samAcAra phulachAbamAM vAMcI pArAvAra dilagIrI thayela che. va e krama darekane Ave che kAraNa zarIra nAzavaMta che. teo to 3 bhAgyazALI thaI gayA. kAraNa dhArmika jIvana gALI gharamAM dhArmika vI saMskAra mUktA gayA. mArI sAthenI mulAkAta yAda Ave che. teono mAyALu saraLa svabhAva ane dharma rUci ane jIjJAsApaNuM jANI mane Gii vasamo lAge. Apane paDela A viyoganA duHkha mATe gharanA badhA vA bhAIo benone dilasojI pAThavuM chuM. A. saguNAbenane mAluma thAya je hiMmata rAkhI gharamAM badhAne hiMmata Apazo, jyAre yAda Ave tyAre dharmadhyAna karavuM. gItAmAM | AtmA sAthe zarIrano saMbaMdha jIrNa vastrono zarIra saMbaMdha sAthe sarakhAvyo | che. ArtadhyAna na thAya te jovuM. parama kRpALu paramAtmA sadgatanA AtmAne zAMti arpe e ja prArthanA. A mATe zrImAna sujJa bhAIzrI cimanabhAIne paNa dilAso pAThavuM chuM. lI. lADakacaMda mA. vorAnA vIravaMdana 000 * OiOOOOOOOOOOU AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra ) 201 h For Personal & Private Use Only Page #223 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * .* | * para chu. sAyalA, tA. 10-8-80 Tvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | tA AtmArthI bena zrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI - ci. minalakumArInA patrathI baMne sukharUpa pahoMcI gayAnA samAcAra jANela che. muMbaI daza divasa AvavAnuM thayuM te satsaMgamAM cha mAsa jeTalA vI satsaMgano lAbha thayo tema kahetAM hatAM te sAyalAnA aThavADiyAnA va nivAsa daramyAna zuM Impression thaI te jaNAvazo. vI pravRtti nivRttimAM bhedajJAna dhArAvAhI thaI satata jAgRti sahaja va rahe te dazAe pahoMcavAnuM che. te to tamone moTA bhAge rahe ja temAM vI zaMkA nathI. phakta udayano jabaro dhakko Ave. tyAre thoDo vakhata Gii jAgRti upara AvaraNa AvI jAya turata dhyAnamAM AvatAM svarUpanuM 5 va anusaMdhAna thaI jAya. A puruSArtha cAlu rAkhavo. zrImAna zeTha zrI cinamalAlabhAIne vIravaMdana kahezo. pU. mAjIne 3 yAdI. tamone khuzI majAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 3 | tA. 13/8 badhA 10-20 bhAIo baheno vavANIyA jaIe vI chIe, tA. 178 sAyelA AvazuM. puuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu 202 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #224 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Lao 9 pa3 7. muMbaI, tA. 13-8-80 llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | va pa. pU. sadgurudevAya namaH lAM ame sukharUpa zAMtithI muMbaI pahoMcI gayA chIe eno minale hA lakhelo patra pahoMcyo haze. mane patra lakhavAmAM thoDo vilaMba thayo che, va mATe kSamA Apazo. lAM ApazrInI udharasa tathA tabIyata sArI haze. Apa tA. 13mIe | va vavANIyA javAnA cho, enA samAcAra maLyA che. A naginabhAInuM, 5. Gii bhAIonuM phemIlI tA. 12mIe ravAnA thavAnuM che. amane paNa, jo vI ame mukta paMkhI hoIe to tyAM uDI jaI AvavAnuM khUba mana thaI vI jAya che. paNa hari icchA. gayA somavAre huM tathA c. U. Shah naginabhAIne ghare gayA 5 va hatA, e samAcAra maLI gayA haze. mane tathA milanane AdhyAtmika vI rIte sArI rIte meLa khAya che ane badhI ja rIte meLa khAze ema mArA |B vI e kuTuMba sAthenA be traNa varSanA paricaya pachI lAge che. paNa thoDAka lo paricaya mATe c. C. Shahne TAIma ApIe. badhuM ja sAruM thaI jaze 5 va izvarecchAthI. paramArtha-nivRtti pravRttimAM purUSArtha cAlu che. saMtoSa thAya eTalo ke to pravRttimAM lAMbo vakhata TakAtuM nathI. anyabhAvamAM citta parovAI jAya 5 vI che. lakSa tarata kheMcAya che. pAcho svabhAvamAM laI javA purUSArtha cAle Gii che. (TUkamAM pravRttimAM strugling Period che) jJAnasAra-mAkhaNa ghaNI ja majhA Ave che. AtmajJAnanA sAdhana, 15 Survivororrorvoorrrrrrrrrr | 203] AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only Page #225 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0000000000000000000000000000 va AtmajJAna, samyagdaSTi- samyajJAna, samyak darzana samyagvAritravALA | 3 ja AtmA eja AtmajJAna, e ja badhA jJAnanA upAya che, te ja hai mokSagAmI che. A AtmA caitanya svarUpa che. te karmanA saMyogathI vI zarIra thAya che. (cAre kaSAyovALuM) te ja AtmA jyAre dhyAnarUpI va agnithI karmone bALI nAkhe che, tyAre niraMjana, azarIrI, siddha 5. vI thAya che, cAre kaSAyo-krodha pratipakSa kSamAthI dUra thAya che, mAna namratAthI va dUra thAya che, mAyA saraLatAthI dUra thAya che, ane lobha saMtoSathI vI dUra thAya che. GkrodharUpI agni satvaguNa ane bhAvanAnA baLathI rokI zakAya che. . bhAvanA A pramANe je manuSya mane pApano baMdha karI nukazAna karavA | icche che te kharekhara potAnA karmathI ja haNAyelA che. tenA upara kayo | viveka purUSa krodha kare ? jo tuM tArA apakAra karanAra para gusse thAya ke vI che to vadhAre du:khanA kAraNabhUta tArA karma para kema gusse thato nathI? 5 vI je kara karmanI preraNAthI bIjo tArA upara krodha kare che to teM evuM puNya |E Gii kema na karyuM ke jethI pIDA ja na karI zake ? jAMgulI maMtranI samAna |P. vI ni:svArtha kSamAno niraMtara Azaro levo joIe. indriyone jitavA hai sivAya manuSya kaSAyo upara vijaya meLavavA samartha thato nathI. kema ke IE. ziyALAnI ThaMDI prajvalita agni sivAya dUra karI zakAtI nathI. 5. vI aniyaMtrita-caMcaLa ane unmArgI indriyarUpI azvo prANIne kheMcIne 5 narakarUpI araNyamAM jaladI laI jAya che. je prANI indriyothI jitAyelo che te kaSAyothI jaladI parAbhava pAme che. na jitAyelI indriyo vI mANasanA kuLano nAza-adha:patana baMdha, baMdhanA kAraNa rUpa thAya che. huM indriyonI sarvathA epravRtti te indriyono jaya nathI, paNa rAga-dveSa Saa vinA pravRtti karavI te indriyono jaya che. rAga-dveSa jarUra nivArI vI zakAya che. viSayonuM priya-apriyapaNuM dUra karI aupAdhika samajI rAga- 3 vI DhaSa dUra karavA buddhimAna purUSe mananI vizuddhi vaDe indriyo para 3 * O OOOOOOOO | 204 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #226 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ET AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA vI vijaya meLavavo. mananI vizuddhi vinA manuSyone yama-niyamo vaDe kAyaE vI kleza thAya che. game te viSayamAM nirbhayapaNe bhramaNa karato mana rUpI | vI rAkSasa traNa jAtanA saMsArarUpI cakrAvAmAM pADe che. mukti pAmavAnI ke huM icchAthI tapa tapatA manuSyone caMcaLa citta vaMToLIyAnI peThe bIje va kyAMya pheMkI de che. mananA nirodhathI jJAnAvaraNIyAdi ati prabaLa va karmano sarvathA nirodha thaI jAya che. mananI zuddhi vinA tapasvInuM dhyAna vA paNa nakAmuM che. mATe siddhinI icchAvALAe mananI ja zuddhi karavI ? vI joIe. te sivAya tapa, zruta, yama-niyamAdi upAya vyartha che. mananI DhA zuddhi karavA rAga-dveSano kSaya karavo, rAga-dveSa jItavAthI AtmA vI malinatA dura karI potAnA zuddha svarUpamAM sthira thAya che. nirvANapadanI 5 Gii icchAvALA purUSoe pramAdano tyAga karI samabhAva vaDe rAga-dveSanA | vI hetuomAM madhyastha pariNAma vaDe rAga-dveSarUpI zatrune jitavo joIe. vI ati AnaMdajanaka samatArUpI pANImAM DUbakI mAranAra puruSanA rAgavI TreSarUpI mela tatkAla (ardhakSaNamAM) nAza pAme che, jene AtmasvarUpano 5 | nizcaya thayo che, evA sAdhu sAmAyikarUpI saLI vaDe paraspara maLela vA jIva ane karmane judA kare che, AtmajJAnano abhyAsa thatAM tathA vidha Gii AvaraNo dUra thatAM punaH punaH svasaMvedanathI AtmAno daDha nizcaya vI thAya che, tethI AtmasvarUpane AvaraNa karanAra ane AtmasvarUpathI vI bhinna evA karmone parama sAmAyikanA baLathI nirjare che, sAmayikarUpI 9 sUryathI rAgAdi aMdhakArano nAza thatAM yogIo potAnAmAM paramAtmAnuM Saa svarUpa dekhe che. badhA AtmAo tattvadRSTithI paramAtmA ja che kevaLa 5. va rAgadveSAdithI malina thayelA hovAthI paramAtma svarUpanI abhivyakti B vA thatI nathI. paraMtu samabhAvarUpa sUryanA prakAzathI rAgAdi aMdhakArano | vI nAza thatAM AtmAne viSe ja paramAtmasvarUpa pragaTa thAya che. potAnA 3 svarUpanI prApti mATe samatvanuM sevana karanAra sAdhunA prabhAvathI nityaE vairavRttivALA prANIo paNa paraspara prema kare che. anna ane buddhimAnone 5 vvvv v vv llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. ** OOOOOO AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra O OT 205 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #227 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * va mATe eka ja bhavavyAdhine zamana karanAruM samabhAvarUpa auSadha che, IB vI jenAthI pApIo paNa kSaNamAtramAM zAzvatu pada pAme che. je samabhAva IP prApta thatAM ratnatrayI saphaLa thAya che. sarva zAstranuM rahasya samabhAva. 5 | A loka paralokamAM enA sivAya koI sukhanI khANa nathI. samabhAvanI prApti nirmamatva prApta thavAthI thAya che te thavA mATe anityAdi bAra 5 Gii bhAvanAonuM avalaMbana karavuM Avazyaka che. . svAnubhava kathana haMmezAM kleza ApanAra zalyarUpe thayelA aMta:karaNane | zalyarahita karavA mATe amanaskatA sivAya bIjuM auSadha nathI. caMcaLa 5 indriyorUpI pAMdaDAvALI ane manarUpI kaMdavALI keLarUpa avidyA, amanaskatA phaLanuM darzana thatAM sarvathA nAza pAme che. mana ati caMcaLa, atisUkSma, vegavALuM hovAthI lakSamAM Ave evuM nathI. tene pramAdarahitapaNe, Rii thAkyA sivAya unmanI bhAvarUpa zastra vaDe bhedI nAkhavuM. jyAre 5. Gii amanaskatAnI prApti thAya tyAre yogI potAnuM zarIra chUTuM paDI gayeluM, 5. baLI gayeluM, uDI gayeluM, ogaLI gayeluM, hoya ja nahi ema jANe che. vI A anubhava che-aMze madonmatta indriyarUpa sarposahita amanaskatArUpa vI navina amRtakuMDamAM magna thayelo yogI amRta AsvAda anubhave che, ke anubhavAya che-aMze je jAgRta avasthAmAM sutelA jevo rahe che te 5. zvAsozvAsa rahita yogI muktajIva karatA koI paNa rIte utarato ke vI nathI. bhale mokSa thAo ke na thAo paNa zuddha AtmajJAna prApta thaye | | kharekhara paramAnaMdano anubhava thAya che, jenI pAse saMsAranA badhA ra te sukho tRNa tulya paNa lAgatA nathI. * zama aSTaka-zama upazamarasanuM varNana karanArA zubhASitarUpa sudhAamRta vaDe jeonuM mana rAtri divasa siMcAyeluM che teo kadi paNa rAgarUpa sarpanA viSanA taraMgo vaDe baLatA nathI. kevuM sarasa ! AvuM 5 vI sTeja AvavuM joIe. magna jenI dRSTi, karuNAnI vRSTi varSo pravAha 5 vA jevI che. jenI vANI kevaLa zamarUpa amRtano chaMTakAva karanArI evA IF OOOOOO " hhhhhhhhhhhhh 201] vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #228 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * vA zubha prazasta evA jJAna- dhyAnamAM magna-lIna thayelA yogIne yogamArganA B vI svAmIne namaskAra ho ! hA kriyA aSTaka-vacana anuSThAna-nirvikalpa samAdhirUpa asaMga kriyAnI vI yogyatAne prApta thAya che. kAraNa asaMga bhAvarUpa kriyA zuddha upayoga va ane zuddha virSollAsanI sAthe tAdAbhya (tanmayatA) dhAraNa kare che. (gurugama) vaLI te svAbhAvika AnaMdarUpa amRtarasathI AI - vI bhIMjAyelI che.. va vacana anuSThAna sAdI bhASAmAM samajAvazo. evI ja rIte badhA ja vI aSTakono saravALo to gurugama che. badhAnuM auSadha paNa e ja che. 3ii bIjA vaMcAya che. jema jema vaMcAya che tema samajAtA jAya che. vI moha- "ahaM mama" prANIone sarva saMsAra cakrAvAmAM jamADavAne tI mATe ahaM mama e cAra akSarano maMtra moharAjAno maMtra che. teno vI virodhI maMtra mohane jitanAra che. cAritra dharmarAjA e maMtrano jApa vI daI bhavya prANIonA mohano nAza kare che. have A sTeja "ahaM Gii mama" gayuM che (mithyAtva) tarata ja khyAla Ave huM koNa ? ApaNe vA phakta nimitta ja che. ema badhuM- svAdhyAya, dhyAna vagere cAlu ja che. | AtmArthI, parama mumukSu, mumukSu bhAI-bahenone mArI yAdI. pU.bA. vI dilIpabhAI to khAsa yAda Ave. emanI Hospitality bhUlAya ema 3ii ja nathI, sarojabhAbhI tathA bALako paNa majhAmAM haze. covIza tIrthakaranA stavananI caset sAMbhaLIe chIe. tyAre te. 5 G U. Shah dhyAnathI sAMbhaLe che. koI vakhata artha paNa pUche che. lI. AjJAMkita saNAnA pramANa t | OOOOOOO AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 207 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #229 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 9. 54 7 || OM | | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | muMbaI, tA. 18-8-80 va parama pUjya gurudevAya nama: tA. 10no lakhelo patra Aja maLyo. vAMcI khUba ullAsa thayo che. 5 Gii gaI kAle rAtre phona para be traNa miniTa vAta karI hatI to paNa khUba 5 vI ja AnaMda thayo hato. A kudaratI-nirdoSa AnaMda thAya che. lo AnA pahelAno mAro lakhelo patra maLyo haze. pravRtti nivRttimAM | vI dhArAvAhI thaI. satata jAgRti, sahaja dazA rahe emAM mane tamAre | pahoMcADavI che. mAre paNa tvarAthI pahoMcavuM che, paNa vacce saharAnA | va raNa jevuM udaya, enuM kema ? te vakhate svarUpanI vismRti thaI jAya che. vA chatAM cittavRtti to satparUSanI vismRtti sAthe ja joDAyelI rahe che. 5 vI AtmA-paramAtmAnuM joDANa-parAbhakti chevaTanI bhaktimAM haMmezA huM haraghaDI enuM to badhuM phaLa che. have nivRtti pravRttimAM satata jAgRti-satata purUSArtha cAlu che. 3 vI pravRttimAM ghaNo vadhAre vakhata TakAya che. dhyAnamAM beThA hoIe tyAre 15 Rii zarIra-azarIra chUTuM paDI gayeluM, jANe hoya ja nahI- ema anubhavAya 15 | che-halakuM lAge che. AnaMda skUrti lAge che. e dhArAvAhI paNa ApanI vI kapAthI sahaja thaI jaze, e udaya samabhAve vedanA izvara khUba khUba E baLa Ape che. samabhAve ja vedAya che, paNa chatAM eno aMta kyAre jhaTa vI Ave e ja icchA. paNa e badhuM hari icchA. ATha divasa sAyalAnA sapurUSanA parama satsaMganA lAbhanI zuM IE te vAta karavI ? hajI sudhI enA ja kephamAM chuM. haraghaDI sapurUSa, parama 5 # 00 | | 208 | hhhhhhh vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #230 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ u00lllllllll OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK L 20 , vA satsaMga vagerenA smaraNamAM rahuM chuM. ahIM svapnamAM paNa e ja smaraNa 5 vI bIjuM vadhAre zuM lakhuM. G gurupurNimAnA divase AgalI rAtanA garabA vakhate enA goLa vI goLa cakkara huM sahelAIthI ane skUrtithI pharI zakatI hatI, je ghaNA B vA vakhatathI mAre mATe muzkela hatuM. te kAMI Atmika zakti ja kAma vI karatI hatI. paryuSaNanA 5-6 divasa AvavAno vicAra che, pachI izvarecchA. jJAnasAramAM svAnubhava kharekhara anubhavAya ja che. aSTaka paNa vAMcuM chuM. AtmajJAnanA sAdhana te paNa vAMcuM chuM, have khUba majhA Ave che. vacanAmRtamAM varSa 25muM vaMcAya che. basa, emAM to samAdhi-samAdhi. B bAhyasamAdhi-bhAvasamAdhi ane sAthe sAthe udaya karma, baMne sAthe 5 huM sAthe bhogavAya che. AvuM sTeja kyAre Avaze. zAstramAM mokSamArga prakAzaka (ToDaramalanuM) vaMcAya che. ekalo vI. yathArtha bodha sAdhako mATe khUba upayogI che. jo savAranA svAdhyAyamAM che ke baporanA rAtrInA svAdhyAyamAM vaMcAya to teone mATe AzirvAda hA rUpa thAya tevo che. A sUcana mATe lakhyuM che. pU. bA majhAmAM haze. B-complex Tablet jo cAlu rAkhe to | jIbhanA-hoThanA cAMdA maTI jAya. dilIpabhAI, saroja bhAbhI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. AtmArthI bhAI-baheno parama mumukSu, mumukSu bhAI baheno majhAmAM 3 va haze, mArI yAda e ja, lI. AzAMkita saguNAnA praNAma 5. * : ' AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 209 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #231 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ voor 9 papa 7 sAyalA, tA. 1-9-80 5 // sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: // AtmArthI benazrI saNAbena, muMbaI to tA. 17-8no lakhela patra tA. 22-8-nA roja maLyo ane 3 tA. 18-8nA roja lakhela patra 21-8nA roja maLyo. baMne patra 5 vI vAMcI parama saMtoSa thayela che. huM prathama tamArA 16-8 nA patranA traNa lAMbA peijIjha che. temAM vI bIjuM peIja AkhuM sarbodhano pravAha che. je karmathI haNAyela che huM tenA upara krodha thavAne badale anukaMpA thavI joIe. anaMtAnubaMdhI va kaSAya to graMthabheda sAthe gayA chatAM bAra bheda cAra kaSAyanA indriya vI viSayanA jaya pramANe kramasara javAnA ja. mana zuddhi mukhya che te | va karavI joIe. samabhAvarUpa sUryanA prakAzathI rAgAdi aMdhakArano nAza va thAya che ane paramAtmapada saMpUrNa pragaTe che. A badhuM vAMcatA A te jJAna pravAha mATe tamArA mATe mAna thayuM. bAIbalamAM sahamaju phomathI hA mAunTa Ave che tema A saguNAbenanA bodhano krama jANe pravAha vI hoya tevuM lAgyuM. dhanyavAda ! vItrIjuM pAnuM amanaskAtA upara je bhAra mUkela che ane zarIra chUTuM huM paDI gayeluM-uDI gayeluM jaNAya che te muktajIva karatAM jarAya ochuM lA nathI. aSTakonA pada lakhI artha lakhela che te barAbara che. bIjA patramAM jaNAvo cho tema udaya Ane saharAnA raNa sAthe 3ii sarakhAvAya nahIM. udaya samapariNAme vecavA ema jJAnIoe kahyuM ke che. javAba lakhatAM DhIla thavAnuM kAraNa mane be traNa divasa tAva 15 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 5 che. | 10 | vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #232 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ , 1 . va AvI gayo. be divasathI sAruM che. huM hamaNAM Aje puSpAbena AvyA. zeThazrI cimanabhAI madrAsa gayA ke vI che. ci. minalanI TapAla eka maLI che. rAha joI. AvI zakI nahIM. 5 pU. mAjIne vaMdana. ci. minalane AzISa. Apane khuzI majhAmAM vA cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana | pa6 7. tA. 3-9-80 | OM | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | hA pa. pU. sadgurudevAya nama: tamArA lakhelA be patro maLyA haze javAba nathI, tamane ema haze ke 13 hA ame paryuSaNa para kadAca tyAM Avaze. meM paNa gayA patramAM lakhyuM che vA kadAca AvazuM. paNa e lAMbo vAyado hato. khera ! paNa amAruM IE. vA AvavAnuM Cancel thayuM che. kadAca paryuSaNanA chellA cAra divasa E. va AvI zakAya to paNa kazuM ja nakkI nahi. AvavAnI ghaNI ja icchA | Gii hatI. paNa hari icchA pramANe ja thAya che. c. C. Shah gaI kAle Gii madrAsa gayA che. to sAgaramAM 25muM varSa vaMcAya che. basa AkhA patramAM udaya, vyavahAra, te vyApAra, gRhasthAzrama badhuM ja paNa sAthe bAhya samAdhi. samAdhi pAne va pAne lITIe lITIe e ja. udaya upAdhi chatAM aMtarmukha-aMtarsamAdhi B vI ane sAthe sAthe ATalo bodhaApI gayA. huM roja 25muM varSa sAMbhaLatI 5 vI jAuM ane vicAre caDhuM-zuM emanI alaukika dazA-adbhUta dazA, basaE tA sAMbhaLyA ja karIe. ane ApaNe (mAre) cha mAsa thayA. haju joIe 5 U0000000000000lupppppppppp | * 0000000000000000000000000000000 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 211 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #233 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Gii evuM sahaja thavAtuM nathI. pachI meM jIvane baLIyo karyo, purUSArtha ? vo karyo, basa aThavADIyAmAM ja sahaja jevuM ja thaI gayuM che. citta joIe ? va evuM jatuM nathI, bahAra kADhavuM paDe che. varSa 25muM bahu ja interesting che. sahaja thavA pAno caDhAve evuM che. Ape mane AtmA pragaTa thayA 5 pachI vAMcavA mATe bhalAmaNa karI hatI paNa tenI atyAre ja vadhAre asara thAya che. have meM je sAMbhaLyuM teno badho ja khyAla rahe che. tyAre jyAre have 5 vAM vaMcAya tyAre, thoDA divasathI svabhAvamAM rahevAthI (sahaja) eka lITI 5. samajAya, bIjI lITImAM citta aMdara jatuM rahe, eTale joIe evuM concentration na rahe. mokSamArga prakAzamAM paNa evuM ja thAya che. vI have, enuM zuM kAraNa ? hajI 25 muM varSa cAle che. mane bahu game che, B. va thoDuM bAkI che, have basa zuddhatA vicAre dhyAve, zuddhatamAM kelI kare, zuddhatAmAM sthira vahe, amRtadhArA varase." amRtadhArAnI tarata ja khabara paDe. uttarasaMDAvAlA saguNAbena maLavA mATe AvyA hatA. kahetAM hatAM 5 ke ApanA viSe bahAra bahu sAMbhaLyuM che, vagere vagere. emanI uMmara kapa varSanI che. emanI vAta uparathI emanI junI pakaDa majabuta che, vI te A jiMdagI mATe nahIM chUTe evuM lAge che. emane laghurAja svAmI va sAkSAt che ane emane mAne che. bhakti, svAdhyAya, stavana, patro vA vagere badhuM ja moDhe paNa saghaLuM ekaDA vinAnA mIMDAM jevuM lAgyuM. huM atyAre to ApaNane lAge kaMI aMze UNuM, (AtmajJAna-samakita ke la vinAnuM) jevuM che. pharIthI yogadRSTinI sakjhAya vAMcuM chuM. . hhhhhhhhh * UUUUUUUUUU 21ra vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #234 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 000000000000000000000002 arkaprabhA sama bodha prabhAmAM dhyAna kriyA e diThI, tattvataNI pratipatti ihAM, roga nahIM sukha puThThI re." prabhA nAmanI 7mI dRSTimAM samyakadarzananI nirmaLatA darzAvI tyAM 5 cothuM guNasthAna ghaTe che, chaThThI kAntA dRSTimAM zrutajJAna svAdhyAyanI mukhyatA darzAvI che tyAM pamuM chuM guNasthAna ghaTe ane 7mI prabhASTimAM huM cAritranI atyaMta nirmaLatArUpa dhyAnanI mukhyatA che. tyAM sAtamuM B. guNasthAna ghaTe che. huM Apane guNasthAna viSe haMmezAM pUDyA karatI hatI, paNa have vI mane spaSTa samajAya che, kvakhate huM badhuM pUkyA karuM chuM, paNa vakhata jatAM ApoApa badhuM samajAya che, arthAt zudhdhAtma tattva pragaTa jema vI che tema spaSTa jaNAya che, 7mAM guNasthAnavALAne 14me kevI dazA hoya vI te samajAya che. dhyAnano pratipakSa roga che, cAritra moha e ja kharo roga che ane | jIvane muMjhave tethI du:kha lAge che. cAritra mohamaMda thAya tema sthiratA Gii rahe ane dhyAnanuM sukha anubhavI zakAya, pUrve jJAnano kSayopazama karyo 5 vI hoya tene cAritra moha bahu rokI zake nahIM, paraMtu dhyAnanA AnaMdane 3 vI roke che, e roga nAmano doSa A dRSTimAM dUra thAya che. bAhya roga | upAdhi-asamAdhi paNa temane na hoya ane kadAca hoya to tene gaNe 5. tA nahI. dhyAnamAM sukhanI ja vRddhi thAya che. dhyAna karavAmAM prathama dhyeyano nirNaya karavo paDe che. mokSane arthe | vA prayatna karavAno hovAthI AtmAthI juduM dhyeya nathI. va darzanamohanI maMdatA thAya tyAre dhyeya viSe niHzaMkatA thAya ane va jIva pAMcamI dRSTimAM Avyo gaNAya, tyAra pachI cittavRtti vizeSa vI ekAgra karavI athavA dhyeyamAM cittanuM sthApana karavuM te dhAraNA che. B ta chaThThI dRSTimAM kahyuM che te zrutanuM avalaMbana levuM paDe che, e rIte 5 00000000000000(llllllllllll 213 llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllluuuuu AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only Page #235 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vA abhyAsa karatAM dhAraNAnA viSayamAM eka sarakhI vahetI vRtti athavA B dhyeyamAM aMtarmuhUrta sudhI ekAkAra sthira thavuM te dhyAna che. dhyAna karatAM 5 karatAM dhyeyarUpa-AtmarUpa thavuM te samAdhi che, A purUSArtha cAluM che. | samAdhimAM dhyAna karanAra ane dhyeya vacce bheda arthAt dhyAnamAM huM zuddha 5 svarUpanuM dhyAna dharuM chuM evo vikalpa che te vikalpa dUra thAya ane Gii dhyeyAkAra vRtti aMtarmuhUrta karatAM adhika TakI rahe te samAdhi che. basa, A sTeja para lagabhaga pahoMcI javAyuM che. jJAnasAra-mAkhaNa vAMcuM chuM. mauna aSTaka-AtmA, mohanA tyAgathI AtmAne viSe AtmA vaDe AtmAne jANe te ja tenuM caritra, jJAna ane darzana che. A (ratnatraya) dazA anubhavAya che. jema sojAnuM puSTapaNuM , athavA vadha karavA laI jatA purUSane kareNanA phulanI mALA vagere hai AbharaNa paherAvavAmAM Ave che tema saMsAranA unmAda-ghelachAne jANatA 5 muni AtmAne viSe ja saMtuSTa che. vI pudgalomAM yogonI mana, vacana, kAyAnI avyApArarUpa apravRtti | De che te utkRSTa mauna che, e ja muninuM mauna che. vIjema divAnI uMce gamana karavA, nIce gamana karavA Adi rU5 kiyA vI vagere badhI ya kriyA prakAzamaya tema ananya svabhAve eTale pudgala svabhAve nahIM pariNAma pAmelA jenA AhAra vyavahArAdi saghaLI vI kriyA jJAnamaya che, tenuM mauna utkRSTa che. tattvabuddhi-te zuddha AtmadravyamAM nityapaNAnI, zuci-paNAnI ane vI AtmapaNAnI buddhi-te yathArtha jJAna, te vidyA. ema yogdaSTi saMpanna lI pataMjalI pramukha yogAcArye kahyuM che. je nitya sadA avicalita || vI svarUpavALA AtmAne dekhe, parasaMyogane anitya, adhruva, asthira 5 vI dekhe, tenuM chala chidra meLavavAne moharUpa cora samartha nathI. nirbhaya-eka brahmajJAnarUpa zastra dhAraNa karI moharUpa senAne muni ! 00000 vrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr 214 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #236 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 000000000000 saMgrAmanA mokharA upara rahelA madonmatta hAthInI peThe bhaya pAmatA nathI. qqw tattvadaSTi-skurAyamAna, karUNAmaya, amRtanI vRSTi karanArA tattvadaSTi purUSo vikArane mATe nahIM paNa vizvanA upakArane mATe utpanna thAya che. je tRNanI peThe dhana-dhAnyAdi bAhya ane mithyAtvAdi aMtaraMga parigraha tyajI udAsIna thaI rahe che, tenA caraNakamala traNa jagata seve che. jema pALane nAza karavAthI sarovaranuM saghaLuM pANI kSaNavAramAM cAlyuM jAya che tema parigrahano tyAga karavAthI sAdhunuM saghaLuM pApa cAlyuM jAya che, je mUrchAthI rahita ane cinmAtra-jJAna- mAtramAM Asakta che evA yogIne pugalanuM baMdhana zuM hoya ? jJAnamAtrano dipaka (apramattasAdhu) nirvAta sthAna samAna dharmopaka2Noe ka2Ine niSparigrahapaNAnI sthiratAne eTale jJAnadipakane taila samAna yuktAhAra jema AdhAra che, tema nirvAtasthAnatulya dharmopakaraNa vaDe AdhA2 che ema jANavuM. paryuSaNa nimitte jene joga haze teo AtmArthI, parama mumukSu, mumukSu bhAI-baheno AvI gayA haze. parama satsaMgano lAbha maLaze. mArI yAdI Apazo. pU. bA. dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze, minala have dhyAnamAM (AtmAmAM) rahe che. taraMgamAMthI bahAra AvI gaI che, vAMcavAnuM vagere cAle che. lI. AjJAMkita sadguNAnA praNAma AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only 215 Page #237 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prila 2015 pa7 7 sAyalA, tA. 7-9-80 5 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | hA AtmArthI bena zrI saguNAbena, muMbaI ahIMthI tAva utaryA pachI tA. 19 no patra tArIkha 3/9 nA roja huM tamArA banne patra pahoMcyA bAbata lakhela che. tabiyata have taddana sArI va che, to ucATa phIkara karazo nahIM. tabiyata bAbata muMbaI, verAvala |B vA rAjakoTa khabara na paDe tenI kALajI rAkhelI, nakAmI dhamAdhama thaI IP te paDe. sAdhAraNa tAvamAM zuM ? vI tamAro tA. 3/9no patra gaI kAle traNa vAge maLyo. vAMcI khUba 3 ullAsa ne AnaMda thayo. va jIvane baLIyo karyo, puruSArtha phaLyo, aThavADIyAmAM ja sahaja hai jevuM thaI gayuM che jANI keTalo AnaMda thayo ! cittane bahAra kADhavuM vA paDe che. vikalpa dUra thAya ane dhyeyAkAravRtti aMtarmuhUrta karatA vadhAre | vI TakI rahe te samAdhi che. basa A sTeja upara lagabhaga pahoMcI javAyuM che vI che, te vAMcI tamone kharekhara abhinaMdana ApavA pAtra cho, ema huM nizaMka thaI Ave che. jJAna, darzana, cAritra ratnatraya anubhavAya che pachI zuM bAkI rahyuM? tamAro purUSArtha dAda mAgI le tevo che. have pahoMcI javAyuM tema va jaNAya che. 1 ci. minala taraMgamAMthI AtmadhyAnamAM AvatI jAya che te jANela 3ii che. tene yAdI. pU. mAjIne vaMdana. zrImAna zeTha cimanabhAIne vIra | Gii vaMdana. madrAsathI Avela haze. tamone khuzI majhAmAM cAhuM chuM. 5. 1 lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 3 OOOOOOOOOOT | vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 | 216 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #238 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2000000000000000000000000008 . 58 vha. muMbaI, tA. 17-9-80 | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | va pa. pU. saddagurudevAya namaH huM tathA minala sukharUpa pahoMcI gayA chIe minala e loko sAthe ke satsaMga karavA gaI TheTha amadAvAda sudhI. huM mArA DabAmAM beThI. basa 5. vI eja sAkSAt AvIne ubhA rahe. jyAre navarA paDyA tyAre eTale ? hasatAM ramatAM pragaTa hari dekhuM re, mArU jIvyuM saphaLa tava lekhuM re, muktAnaMdano nAtha vihArI re, saMto, jIvanadorI amArI re." basa upara pramANe ja cAle che. sahaja karatAM paNa vadhAre kRpALudevanuM lo kahevuM sAruM che. c. U. Shah zukravAre madrAsathI AvI gayA che. va A vakhate paryuSaNamAM ane khAsa karIne pratikramaNamAM khUba majhA 5 vI AvI. ApanI pAsethI lAvelI copaDI vAMcavAnI zaru karI che. vA A. nagInabhAI aThavADIyAmAM be vakhata satsaMga rAkhavAnuM kahetA 5 Gii hatA. paNa mane ema lAge che darekane potAne ja purUSArtha karavAno, va are-vAMcavAno, dhyAnano, samajAvavAno. vAMcatAM vAMcatAM DAyarImAM 5 Gii TAMkI le pachI e pUche to eno ukela lAvI zakAya. e mane ThIka lAge 5 vI che. Apane zuM lAge che ? A. nagInabhAIne vAta vAtamAM kahejo, B vI khAsa vAta nahIM kADhatA. dilIpabhAI vAMcatAM haze. emane kahejo huM 5 te yAda karuM chuM. vAMcavAnuM thoDuM thoDuM cAluM kare. vI pU. bA majhAmAM haze. bALako paNa majhAmAM haze. AtmArthI, parama | AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 217 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #239 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vI mumukSu, mumukSu bhAI baheno majAmAM haze. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma cha pa9 7 sAyalA, tA. 27-9-80 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tamAro tA. 17-189no khuzIthI pahoMcyAno ilaeNnDa patra tA. 23/9 nA roja maLela che. vAMcI khuzI thayA chIe. viramagAmathI amadAvAda sudhI tamArA svarUpamAM beThA jANI AnaMda. hA, hasatAM ramatAM pragaTa hari dekhuM re...e sthiti sahaja thAya eTale svasvarUpe lIna thayethI pravRtti-bahirAlva muka, AMkha ughADI chatAM bIjuM dekhAya nahIM, kAna chatAM bIjuM saMbhaLAya nahIM, muMgA mauna thavAya.' caMdra bhUmine prakAze che. samasta bhUmi tenA prakAzathI zveta thaI ke vI jAya che. paraMtu caMdra bhUmirUpa thato nathI." tema ApaNo AtmA sakaLa 5 vizvane prakAze che. paNa te vizvarUpa thaI jato nathI, tema anubhava 15 va jJAnIne thAya che. va hA, aThavADIyAmAM be divasa svAdhyAya rAkhavAne badale vAMcI 5. thI vicArI noTa karI pUche te vadhAre sAruM che tema meM A. naginabhAIne vA kIdhuM che, ane vadhArAmAM kIdhuM ke haju temanI dazA ekadama sthira ane 2 va sahaja thAya teTalI DhIla karavI che, pachI bIjI vAta. utAvaLa svAdhyAya ? vI bAbata karavA kahevuM ema mAro abhiprAya nathI. bAkI pUchaze tene te mArgadarzana Apaze. /* 0000000OOOOOOOO vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvur** OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOX) 218 vIrarAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #240 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ .nqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq // 3 zrIyut zeThazrI cimanabhAI majAmAM haze. pU. mAjIne vaMdana. ci. |R 3 minala kumArIno sAthe patra lakhyo te vAMcela che. sAyalAnA vAtAvaraNanI to haju asara che, ane dhyAna sAruM thAya che, jANI saMtoSa thayela che. 5 vI. 5. mu. bhUpatabhAInuM poSTakArDa hamaNAM maLyuM. eka savAranI kepasyula ane udharasanI davA (daza divasa) cAlu rAkhIza. tamone khuzI majAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana To go o tA. 30-9-80 5 // sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | tA pa. pU. sadgurudevAya nama: vI Apano tA. 27no lakhelo patra Ajaroja maLyo. vAMcI khUbaE | AnaMda thayo che. A patra paNa chevaTanI dazAno khUba sUkSma, jhINo, B hai paramArthavALo che. badhA ja patra Ama step by step vALA (sUkSma) Jka vI tattva-paramArthavALA che. tamAro patra traNa divasamAM maLI gayo che. jyAre mAro patra tamane vI pa-6 divase kema maLe che ! have saurASTra mela surendranagara sudhI jAya vI che. to kaMI AddressmAM pheraphAra thayo haze. tenI Post OfficemAM vI tapAsa karAvazo. huM tathA minala vijyAbenane gera aMdherI gayA hatA tyAre ke te amRtalAlabhAI khUba ja (mArA phAdharanuM nAma paNa e ja hatuM.) 15. Suurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 219 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #241 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ U00000000000000000000000000000laa Upset hatA ane ema kahetA hatA jo hasunuM mRtyuM 8 varSa pahelAM thayuM vI hota to ATalo AghAta na lAgata. paNa 19 varSa thatAM enI sAthe | vI khUba atachment thayuM te bhUlAtuM nathI. emanI vAta sAcI che. putra ke lA ke mA, bApa jevA saMbaMdhonA mRtyu jaladI na bhUlAya- enA pratyenA 5 va mohane kAraNe, vijyAbenanuM kahevuM hatuM. to bApujI thoDA divasa Ave va to amRtalAlabhAI tathA vijyAbenane zAMtvana maLe to sAruM ke jethI va e jIvone zAMti thAya. bIjuM ApanI AMkha paNa batAvI devAya. mATe 3 seriously vicAra karI AvavAnuM rAkhazo. mArA Motherno zoka kharekhara ApanA muMbaI AvyA pachI mane vI visAre paDI gayo hato, ane huM sAyalA AvI pachI to ekadama vI bhUlAI gayo hato. eTale mane ema lAge che ke ApanuM AvavuM emanA vI jIvane zAMtidAyaka thaze. 3 A. zAMtibhAI maMgaLavAre 8 divasa mATe uttarasaMDA dhyAna karavA vI mATe (sahaja mATe) javAnA che, ema ame sAdaDImAM gayA tyAre kahetA hatA. che. AtmArtha pU. bA tathA gharanA bALako, sarojabhAbhI vagere majhAmAM lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma 9 61 7. sAyalA, tA. 23-10-80 5. || sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: //. AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tA. 18-10 baporanA tamo badhA taraphathI nIkaLI tA. 20-10. UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #242 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq savAramAM sAyalA sukharUpa pahoMcI gayA chIe. traNa vAgatAM era zIpa zAMtAkrujhathI upaDyuM te cAra'vAge barAbara rAjakoTa eroDrAma pahoMcI lenDa thayuM hatuM. badhA rIsIva ka2vA AvyA hatAM, Do. manubhAIne tyAM cApANI rastAmAM laI, A. cunIbhAIne tyAM gayA hatA. bapore-rAtrInA svAdhyAya rAkhyA hatA. tA. 19-10 Akho divasa ane rAtrI nIkaLavA dIdhA nahIM. tA. 20-10 savAre rAjakoTathI ravAnA thaI sAyalA AvyA. tA. 7-10 thI tA. 17-10 sudhIno muMbaIno progrAma bharacaka rahyo, yogIrAja zrI AnaMdaghanajInA stavanono bhAvArtha eka vakhata vAMcI jaIza. tamo badhAnI sahAyathI te kAma purUM thaI zakyuM. homIyopethI goLIyothI gaLuM sheja khUlyuM hoya tema dekhAya che. paraMtu purato korsa pUro thAya tyAre khabara paDe. gulAbI lAMbI goLI roja eka kaTakA karI khAvAnI che te rAjakoTanA DokaTaro kahe temAM carabIno paTa Ave che. tevI bIjI goLIo ahiMsaka Ave che to Ane badale tevI bIjI goLIo AvatI hoya to goLI bIjInuM prIskAIba karI lakhI mokalazo. tyAM sudhI levAnuM baMdha rAkhela che. pU. mAjIne vaMdana. zrImAna zeThazrI cimanabhAIne vIra vaMdana. ci. minalakumArIne AzISa. A vakhatanA 12 divasanA satsaMgamAM zuM asara thaI te jaNAvazo. tamArI pragatithI mane saMtoSa thayela che. tamone khuzI majhAmAM cAhu chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only 21 Page #243 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * llllllllllllllllllllllaa tA. 25-10-80 5 || OM || // sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH || vI pa. pU. sadgurudevAya nama: lA tA. 23-10 no lakhelo patra maLyo. vAMcI AnaMda thayo. hamaNAM lI enA ja vicAramAM hatI ke patra lakhuM ne hAthamAM Apano patra hA minese Apyo. surbex T Tablet je savAramAM TukaDA karI roja 5 lo che, emAM carabInuM pramANa che evuM muMbaInA koI DokTaroe B haju sudhI kahyuM nathI. ahIM moTAmAM moTA DokTara bhAremAM bhAre E | goLI tarIke sArI (TonIka) Prescribe kahe che. huM tathA c. U. B Shah tathA muMbaInA ghaNA loko A ja TebaleTa vApare che. paNa ke to haju sudhI koIe emAM carabInuM pramANa che ema kahyuM nathI. paNa meM chatAM jo tamane vahema jevuM lAgatuM hoya to e badalI stress Cap. hA - eka AkhI kepaDyula savAramAM gaLI javI, TukaDA karavA nahI kAraNa A rabbaranI capsul che. A paNa huM ghaNI vakhata lauM chuM. B tA. 7-10 thI 17-10 sudhIno bharacaka progrAma rahyo, emAM 5 parama satsaMga maLyo ane emAM yogIrAja AnaMdaghanajInA stavana samajavA maLyA. khUba majhA AvI. e paNa pUrA thaI gayA. have pustaka | chapAya eTale basa. Apa have barAbara joI jazo. bIjuM yoga aSTaka jyAre vAMcatA hatA tyAre khuba ja majhA AvI Gii jenuM varNana huM karI zakatI nathI ane vaLI chelluM nirAlaMbana yoga viSe 5 haMmezA gayA varSe huM nalinabhAIne ghera svAdhyAya karavA beThA (yogasAranuM) B tyAre pUchatI hatI paNa have A vakhate barAbara anubhavAyuM samajAyuM B AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA OOOOOOO 222 vIra-rAjapathadazinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #244 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 000000 LI vI eTale jyAM sudhI paramAtmatattvanuM darzana thAya tyAM sudhI paramAtmatattvanAtha va darzananI asaMgabhAve iccharUpa anAlaMbana yoga che te paramAtmatattvamAM | sthiratA rahita che ane jethI dhyAna dvArA paramAtmadarzanamAM pravRtti thAya che. tethI yoga nirodharUpa sarvottama yoganA pUrvabhAvI anAlaMbana va yoga kahyo che. nirAlaMbana yoga te dhArAvAhI (akhaMDa prazAMtavAhitA- 15 vI sthiratA) citta che. te yatna sivAya sahaja rIte lagabhaga pahoMcI javAyuM che. te sthiratA mATe cha mahinA paNa nahIM lAge. purUSArtha cAlu vI che. svarasamAM sadaza dhArAmAM yatna sivAya cittanuM vismaraNa te nirAlaMbanaE yoga, te anubhavAya che to pachI sthiratA thAya, sahaja hoya to 5. vI svabhAvanI niraMtara ja pratIti thAya ne? thAya ja. savAranA pharavAnuM cAlu karyuM che. Homeopathic Doctor paNa be the lo mAIla cAlavAnuM kahyuM ne dariyA para jaI dhyAna karo. mane e rUci 5 gayuM have sahajamAM eTale AMkha thoDI baMdha karavAnI che. cAlatAM pharatAM 5 sahaja svabhAvamAM ja lakSa hoya eTale savAramAM have phAvI gayuM che. 5 vA Apa gaLA mATe Homeo davA cAlu rAkhazo. Aste Aste gaLuM | ughaDI jaze. AM. zAMtibhAI, naginabhAI, zubhIbena tathA bIjA bhAI-bahenone vA mArI yAda. pU. bA paNa majhAmAM haze. dilIpabhAI tathA sarojabhAbhI, 5 bALako majhAmAM haze. uttarasaMDAvALA sadguNAbenanI vAta parathI zuM lAgyuM? kadAgraha che ke nahIM. 27muM varSa vaMcAya che. svAdhyAya, dhyAna vagere cAlu che. huM minalanuM dhyAna, svAdhyAya vagere cAlu che, paNa navarAtrInA garabAmAM vI roja rAte gAvA jatI hatI. ophIse javAnuM zarU karI dIdhuM che. dardI 5 vI khUba ja che, kAraNa rAtanA ujAgarA, ThaMDA pINA, vagere. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma 5 OOOOOM | 00000000000000000 N AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 223 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #245 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cha 63 7 sAyalA, tA. 30-10-80 5 sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: || vI AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tamAro tA. 25-10no patra tA. 28-10nA roja maLyo, vAMcI vA AnaMda thayo. surbex T. Tablets cAlu rAkhI che. tamAruM dhyAna Gii dorI phakta verIphAya karAvavuM hatuM. Homeo Pethic davAne zarU vI karyA paMdara divasa thatAM AjathI pAMca goLI be vakhata ane eka vI vakhata dhrujArI (Tremur)nI goLI zarU karI che. va tamone be mAIla pharavAnuM DokTare kahyuM to copATImAM savAre sva vI svarUpamAM rahyA chatAM pharI zakAya. vaLI tamone phAvI gayela che. sAruM IP 3 che. rastA upara nahIM paNa copATInI aMdara dariyA kAMThe ja cAlatA ja . te sahaja rIte svabhAvamAM lIna rahevAze ane pharI zakAze. vA vaLI yogasAramAM kyAM caDyA? e bhUmikA vaTAvI dIdhI che. paNaB | jJAnasAramAM AtmajJAnanuM sAdhana pAnuM 239 thI ane zloka 30 thI 3ii AgaLa chevaTa sudhI manana karI abhyAsa karazo eTale sahaja bhedajJAna 5 9 dhArAvAhI thaze. tA. 10-11 thI 18-11 sudhI parama kRpALudeva vicaryA hatA te 3 sthaLo, khaMbhAta, vaDavA, rAja, nAra, uttarasaMDA, naDiyAda, iDara vi. sthaLo thaI kuMbhArIyAjI, aMbAjI, Abu, acaLagaDha, zaMkhezvara, | pArzvanAthajInA pravAsa yAtrAno A loko vicAra kare che. rijhavarDa basa va karaze (divALI vekezanamAM) kSetra sparzanA pramANe thaze. ci. milanakumArIne navarAtrI jAgaraNa-ThaMDA pINAM, zaradI thAya 00000000000000000000000 224 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #246 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vA ja. have sAruM haze. vAMcana, dhyAnano vakhata rAkhe ja tema kahezo. 3 zrImAnuM cimanalAlabhAI tathA pU. mAjIne vIra vaMdana. tamone khuzI |B vI majAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 7 64 7. muMbaI, tA. 3-11-80 5 OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | la pa. pU. sadgurudevAya namaH vI Apano tA. 30-10no lakhela patra maLyo. vAMcI khUbaja AnaMda 3 thayo che. surtecii zarU karI jANI khuzI thaI. A TebaleTa sAce ja Raa sArI che. badhA ja DokTara 2-3 mAIla pharavAnuM kahe che. huM kAMI rastA IE tA para cAlatI nathI. mArA gharathI nIkaLI kevaladhAma tyAMthI mAchalI ghara 5 Gii tyAMthI copATIno moTo brIja che tyAM sudhI mArA gharathI tyAM sudhI vA sIdhesIdhuM cAluM chuM. ahIM cAlavA mATe spezIyala jagyA che jyAM vI vAhanonI paNa avara javara nathI eTale cAlavuM paNa sugama paDe ane vA svarupamAM rahyA chatAM pharI zakAya. copATInI aMdara ke dariyA kinAre thI huM cAlatI ja nathI. vI. have yogasAra huM vAMcatI ja nathI. e je lakhyuM hatuM te jJAnasAranuM 3 hatuM bhUlathIkadAca yogasAranuM nAma lakhAyuM haze. e yoga aSTaka saMbaMdhI hatuM-nirAlaMbana yoganuM hatuM. vI Apa muMbaI AvyA tyAre 913 patramAM be traNa jagyAe dhyAna va khecyuM hatuM. A patra sahaja pariNati thAya emAM upayogI che. eTale te sahaja thavAya tyAM sudhI eTale "upayoga lakSaNe sanAtana rita 5 OO AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra rarapa | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #247 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OOOOuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuI 000 0000000000000000000 vA evA AtmAne dehathI, tejasa ane kArmaNa zarIrathI paNa bhinnaB 3ii avalokavAnI dRSTi sAdhya karI, te caitanyAtmaka svabhAva AtmA niraMtara | Gii vedaka svabhAvavALo hovAthI abaMdhadazAne saMprApta na thAya tyAM sudhI ke va zAtA azAtArUpa anubhava vedyA vinA rahevAno nathI ema nizcaya Gii karI, je zubhAzubha pariNAma dhArAnI pariNati vaDe te zAtA azAtAno 5. va saMbaMdha kare che te dhArA pratye udAsIna thaI, dehAdithI bhinna ane vI svarUpa maryAdAmAM rahelA te AtmAmAM je cala svabhAvarUpa pariNAma Gii dhArA che teno AtyaMtika viyoga karavAno sanmArga grahaNa karI, parama : lI zuddha caitanya svabhAvarUpa prakAzamaya te AtmA karmayogathI sakalaMka pariNAma darzAve che tethI uparAma thaI, jema upazamita thavAya, te 5 upayogamAM ane te svarUpamAM sthira thavAya, acala thavAya, te ja vAM lakSa, te ja bhAvanA, te ja ciMtavanA ane te ja sahaja pariNAmarUpa | va svabhAva karavA yogya che. mahAtmAonI vAraMvAra eja zikSA che." Gii aMtaraMga dRSTi karavAthI upayoga sivAyanA sarvabhAvo saMyogI che, va, tenAthI upayogane niraMtara chUTo pADavo. nirmaLa thayelo upayoga ja vI sAmAnya cetananI sAthe ekAgra thaze. nirmala thayelA AtmAmAM vI paramAtmAnuM pratibiMba paDaze, prakAza thaze, jyoti thaze, AtmAne 3ii paramAtmA eka thaze. AtmajJAnanA sAdhana'nuM vAMcana paNa cAlu che svAnubhava paNa chatAM IE vI ApanI sUcanA mujaba pharI vAMcIza. to 913 patra traNa sTejamAM che. (1) AtmAno vedaka guNa svabhAva, lA (2) AtmAno cala svabhAva AtmA, karmayogane kAraNe zAtA azAtA va hoya che-sakalaMka che. (3) te badhAno upAya athavA sanmArga basa 5 Gii eka ja-gurugama svarUpa ke upayogamAM sthira, acala thAya tyAM enuM 5 vI ja lakSa, ciMtavanA bhAvanA eTale sahaja pariNati thAya tyAM sudhI. 'B 00000000000000000000000000 AAAAAAAAAAA000000000000000000000000004 226 vIra-rAjapathadazinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #248 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ U00000000000000000llllllllllllllllllllll A patra huM barAbara samajI ke nahIM te tame jozo, Apano divALI vekezanano pravAsa yAtrAno progAma vAMcyo, AvavAnuM ke khuba mana thaI jAya che, joIe zuM thAya che ? izvarecchA. tA, 10mIe 5 keTalA vAge nIkaLavAnA cho vagere Detail jaNAvazo, pahelAM kyAM | jazo ? minalane zada hatI te have sAruM che. dhyAna, vAMcana haMmezA B kare ja che. AtmArthI bhAI-bahenone yAdI. pU, bA, dilIpabhAI, bALakone 5. vA yAdI, mumukSu, parama mumukSu bhAI-bahenone yAdI. hamaNAM puSpAbenano phona hato, badhAM pravAsanI TrIpa mATe tA.5 | 12mIe nIkaLavAnA che. ema nalinabhAI mAraphata samAcAra maLyAM lo che, amAro amadAvAda joDAvAno vicAra che, to tyAM kyAM divase kyAM 5 maLazo te jaNAvazo. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma cha upa 7 sAyalA, tA. 24-11-80 5 | OM || | sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: || AtmArthI benazrI saguNAbena, muMbaI tamAro tA. 3/11 no patra tA. /11nA roja maLela. vAMcI saMtoSa thayo che. pravAsa pahelA javAba lakhavo hato paNa vakhata maLyo to nahIM. pravAsamAM amadAvAda kadAca bhegA thazo ema mAnela paraMtuE 9 zrImAna zeTha cimanabhAIne phalyu thatAM progrAma rada thayo. amArA vatI 5. Gii tabiyatanA samAcAra pUkyA haze. have sArUM haze, phalyu lAMbo vakhata B 0000000000 * * AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 227 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #249 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ O va paNa cAle, asakti AvI jAya. saMpUrNa ArAma levo joIe. upakokta IP vI patrano javAba lakhI zakela nahIM tethI amadAvAdathI phona karyo tyAre |B vI phalyunA khabara paDyA. have tA. 3/11nA javAbamAM yogasAra tamArAthI bhUlathI lakhAI B | gayuM. jJAnasAranA yoga aSTakane badale. meM paNa AdhyAtmasAranuM yogasAra 5 vI prakaraNa joyuM kAMI na nIkaLyuM. TapAlano TAIma thato hoI lakhI nAkhyuM. hai pAchA yogasAra digaMbarI pustakamAM kyAM paDyA? te sTeja tamo vaTAvI 5 vI gayA cho. vismaraNa mane thAya nahIM chatAM thayuM te kSamya che. 3 have tamoe temAM asaMgatA mATe nirAvalaMbana yogaparamAtmadarzana vI tathA sthira svabhAva viSe je je lakhela che ane je je tame anubhavo | vA cho te yathArtha che. te jANI parama saMtoSa che. cha mAsa have purUSArtha 5 jotAM thAya nahIM. AMka 913nA patranI traNe sTejanI samajaNa yathArtha che. paNa te IE lo purUSArtha sahaja pariNati thAya tyAM sudhI jAgRti rAkhI karavAno che. pU. mAjIne vaMdana zrImAna zeTha cimanabhAI tadana sAjA thaI gayA 5 vI haze. 5. mu. minalakumArI majAmAM haze. tamone khuzImAM cAhuM chuM. I lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 3 cha 66 7. ka0000000000000000000 // sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | tA. 29-11-80 5 vapa. pU. sadgurudevAya namaH Apano tA. 24 lakhelo patra tA. 26mI e maLyo. vAMcI khuba 5 * OUii cjA 28 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #250 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Gii AnaMda thayo che. amadAvAda AvavA mATe mArI ane minalanI TikITa paNa AvI vI hatI ne tA. 14mI e savAranA 11 vAge cancel karAvI. kAraNa Gii ke c. M. Shah nI tabiyata sArI hatI nahIM. Influenza tathA | va, Bronchitis, udharasa, kapha, te haju Ave che. rAtanAM thoDo thoDo kapha vI nIkaLe che. 4241 2441 zl Delhi. O. G. L. Urgent meeting eluler Gii jaI AvyA. gaI kAle AvI gayA che paNa haju taddana sAruM nathI.' va Aje Dr. Ashwin Mehta ne batAvyuM che. Alergic Cold kahyuM che |B ane thoDuM vajana utAravAnuM paNa kahyuM che. vI pU. mAjInI paNa tabiyata sArI nathI. Anaemia thaI gayo che. Gii 66% Hg che. davA cAlu che. mArA Checking mATe paNa budhavAre 4 30 vAge Dr. Ashwin Mehta pAse javAnuM che.Blood chlorestrol vA 317 vadhAre AvyuM che.Normal 240 joIe. savAramAM cAlavAnuM ke pharavAnuM cAlu ja che. vajana paNa 12 pAunDa utAryuM che. vacanAmRta 28muM varSa pUruM thavA AvyuM che. samajyA te zamAyA va sarasa 109 patra paNa sarasa che. badhA ja patro sArA che. jJAnasAra-AtmajJAnanA sAdhana,svAnubhava vagere vAMcavAnuM cAle che. sthiratA ghaNI ja anubhavAya che. dhyAnamAM hoIe tyAre zvAsozvAsa to ekadama maMda lAge, prakAza lAge, saMkalpa-vikalpa paNa ochA, zUnya vA jevuM, zarIra paNa halakuM, chUTuM paDI gayeluM be joDelA hAtha "1, 1" thI chuTA paDI jAya che, pagano sparza paNa lAgato nathI, sthiratA paNa va ghaNI ja lAge che. te svarUpamAM sahaja paNa ghaNuM kharuM rahevAya che. *:009 | 20000000000000000000000000004. AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 229 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #251 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU. kAnajIsvAmI gaI kAle 7-10 kALadharma pAmI gayA. 15 divasa pahelAM jazalokamAM Prostrate Gland nA oparezana mATe dAkhala karyA hatA, pachI Leukorinia vadhI gayo Antiljotic ApI zakyA nahIM Complication thaI gayAM. Phenomia, Diohria, Weakness, Fever vagere pachI e sAruM thayuM nahIM, basa AyuSya sthiti pUrI thaI 40- 45 varSa zAstrIya bodha lokone Apyo. Aja savAranA pAMca vAge sonagaDha laI gayA che- AmbulancemAM AvatI kAle sAMje ravivAre aMtimakriyA ka2ze, AtmArthI bhAI-baheno majhAmAM haze. 5. mu. mu. bhAI-baheno majhAmAM haze. pU. bA tathA dilIpabhAI, bhAbhI, bALako majhAmAM haze. A. zAMtibhAIno phona hato. AvatI kAle A vajubhAIne tyAM badhAM bhegA thavAnAM. kevaLabIja saMpanna buka mATe. lI AjJAMkita sadguNAnA praNAma Greenham School-Admition mATe lakhyuM hatuM te minalanA lakhavA pramANe Interview vagere Formality patAvI devI. bAkInuM mArca-eprIla pachI patAvI devuM. 0 230 sAyalA, tA. 4-12-80 AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tA. 29/11 no tamAro lakhela patra tA. 2/12 maLela che. vAMcI AnaMda thayela che. 11 30 11 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH II vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #252 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqd samajyA te samAI gayAM. atyAra sudhI vAcatAM paNa have to lIna B thavA paNuM anubhavamAM hoI keTalo AnaMda Ave. patra 309 paNa sarasa | che. satsaMganA yoge sahajasvarUpabhUta evuM asaMgapaNuM jIvane prApta 5 thAya che te sahaja asaMgapaNuM anubhavatA hoIe tyAre parama ullAsa 5 Ave ja. satsaMga, sapuruSanI oLakhANa, tenI zraddhA, teno yoga traNe kALamAM durlabha che. saMkSepamAM lakhAyelA jJAnInA mArganA Azrayane upadezanArA A patranA vAkyo parama hitakArI che. vI choTamanI vANImAM rANI madAlasAnA cAra putrone jJAna ApanAra va hAlaraDAmAM pahelAM anubhava bAbata pada che. "jene ugyo che anubhava | arka, evA koI anubhavI" e pada atre Aja svAdhyAyamAM Avela, tyAre pU. kAnajI svAmInA dehavilayanA duHkhada khabara ApatAM 40thI 45 varSa zAstrIya bodha lokone Apyo tema lakhyuM te yathArtha che, kAraNa anubhavIono pradeza ja judo che ane tyAM sudhI to pahoMcI gayA che. zrImAna zeThazrI cimanabhAIne sukI udharasa che to tvarIta upacAra | karazo. pU. mAjIne zAtA pUchazo. tamane blaDa klorosTrola vadhAre che. budhavAre batAvyuM haze. upacAra karazo. minala majhAmAM haze. lI. saMtacaraNasevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 7 68 7 - tA. 8-12-80 || 8 | | sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: || pa. pU. sadagurudevAya nama: Apano tA. 4no lakhelo patra maLyo. vAMcI AnaMda thayo che. je je dazAe caDhAya eno Apa jyAre sikko mAro tyAre ati 5 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 231 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #253 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ va AnaMda Ave che. je pahelethI ja ApanI pAsethI icchatI hatI. paNa va hamaNAM je ullAsathI kaho cho te ora ja che. c. . Shah ne udharasa ochI che, paNa haju thoDo kapha nIkaLe che. vA meM Do. azvinane budhavAre batAvyuM che. Cardiogram vagere vadhuM ja- B va Diabetis sAruM che. phakta Chlorostrol vadhAre che. comAsAnI Rtu vI hovAthI savAre pharavA javAnuM irregular hovAthI tathA khAvAmAM paNa te telanuM taLeluM khAvAmAM AvyuM haze ke jethI vaLyuM haze. AvuMchlorestor hA avAranavAra dhyAna rAkhavAmAM na Ave to vadhe che. paNa ene mATe G ATROMIDs goLI levAnI kIdhI che. be mahinAmAM utarI jaze. ane va sAthe be traNa mAila pharavAnuM temaja taLeluM vagere ochuM. ghI to huM vI khAtI ja nathI. badhuM sAruM thaI jaze. Treatment zarU karI dIdhI che. minalano progresa ghaNo sAro che. tene paNa Apano sikko mArelo va joI mane khUba Aje AnaMda thayo. eNe paNa khUba kudakA mAryA. khUba va AnaMda anubhavyo. rohitano phona verAvaLathI hato. Apa amadAvAda javAnA cho vI ane Ape milana para patra lakhyo che e sAMbhaLI minala khUba khuza vI thaI hatI. Akho divasa Apane yAda kare che. bApujI beThA haze, vA vAMcatA haze, sutA haze vagere, mArI paNa yAda tAjI karAve che. jo ke mane to sapurUSonI mUrti hRdayamAMja che. va dararoja choTama, prItama, kabIra baporanA vAMcuM chuM- 2 thI 3-4 va thI 5 jJAnasAra vagere. rANI madAlasAnA cArA putrone jJAna ApatAM Gii hAlaraDAM vagere vAMcyAM che. chello putra alarka, vairAgya letAM pahelAM Saa ene rAjagAdI vagere saMbhALavuM paDyuM hatuM. sAthe jJAna paNa hatuM. eno Gii putra moTo thAya tyAM sudhI ene rAjagAdI saMbhALI hatI. choTamanA va moTA pustakamAM meM vAMcyuM hatuM. choTamanI vANI-nAnuM pustaka to ghaNIvAra 000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 232 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #254 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2: va vAMcyuM che. badhAM ja kabIra, pritama vagere nAnAM pustaka che ne eTale B vI AkhA divasanA navarAsanA vakhatamAM pahelAM to khuba vAMcatI hatI. | che have to judI vastu che. have svabhAvamAM, anubhavamAM lInatA, sahajatA.15 vacanAmRtamAM varSa 29 muM cAle che. ka79 mo patra ghaNo ja sarasa che ane 680 mAM paNa keTaluM kahe che ke "o duSamakALanA durbhAgI | jIvo!bhUtakALanI bhramaNAne choDIne vartamAna vidyamAna evA mahAvIranA 5 zaraNe Avo eTale tamArUM zreya ja che. "saMsAranA tApathI trAsa pAmelA ane karmabaMdhanathI mukta thavA | icchatA paramArtha premI jijJAsu jIvonuM trividha tApAgnine zAMta karavAne ame amRtasAgara chIe. "mumukSu jIvonuM kalyANa karavAne mATe ame kalpavRkSa ja chIe. " vadhAre zuM kahevuM? A viSama kALamAM parama zAMtinA dhAmarUpa ame G! bIjA zrI rAma athavA zrI mahAvIra ja chIe." A Akho patra IE yathAtathya che ane ame paNa eja pada pAmazuM. AtmArthI bhAIbahenone yAdI. mu. 5. mu. bhAIbahenone yAdI vI pU. bA, dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI, bALako majhAmAM haze. ApanI B 3 tabiyata sArI haze. lI. AjJAMkita sadgaNAnA praNAma % 69 7. sAyalA, tA. 16-12-80 5 | sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: II. AtmArthI bena saguNAbena, muMbaI tA. 9-12 amadAvAdathI TelIphonamAM ci. minala tathA tamArI AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 233 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #255 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Et at Gii sAthe vAtacIta thaI tethI zrImAnuM zeThe_c. U. Shah tathA tamArI E va tabiyatanA khabara jANela che. phera paDI gayela che tethI AnaMda. temAM 3 Gii patra lakhavAnuM kahela te patra tA. 8-12 no tA. 10-12 nA roja 5 GI Avela te amadAvAdathI AvI vAMcatAM AnaMda thayela che. kAraNa sujJa 5 vI bhAIzrI sI. yu zAhane udharasa ochI che ane tame blaDa klorosTrola vA mATe TrITamenTa zarU karI dIdhI che. banne tabIyata barAbara saMbhALajo. 5 vI ci. minala tathA tame eka bahu sArA samAcAra ApyA ke zrImAnuM IP vI sI. yu. zAha ci. minala pAse ophIsamAM vacanAmRta vaMcAvI sAMbhaLe|E Raa che. vAMcana, zravaNa, manana thAya tema rUci vadhe ane rUci vadhe to 5. 3 AnaMda Ave. lo amo vaDhavANa vikAsa vidyAlayanI mulAkAte jaI AvyA. pU. Gii sevAniSTa arUNAbene badhuM pharIne batAvyuM. saMsthA ane temanI sevA 5 vA ajoDa che. eka hajAra hinA phaMDamAMthI ane eka hajAra A. IR 3ii naginabhAIe saMsthAne ApyA. have 5. mu. goradhanabhAI zrImati | lava kamaLAbenane nAme ApavAnA che. AMhIthI chellA kAgaLamAM lakhAyela te game teTalI vidvatA hoyaE la chatAM anubhavanA eka aMza pAse hisAbamAM nathI. banne vacce rAta 5. divasanuM aMtara che te "40-45 varSa zAstrIya bodha lokone Apyo" 5. vI tema lakhela te khyAla tamArA jevA jene anubhavanA aMzo pragaTa thayA P. De che tevA AtmAone ja Ave, tevo Azaya hato. A. 180 no E | ullekha karI kRpALudeva to "bIjA zrI rAma agara mahAvIra ja chIe ke vA kemake ame paramAtmarUpa ja thayA chIe." tema lakhI zake paNa tenI IE vI Aropa vartamAnakALamAM koInAmAM thaI zake nahIM kAraNa ApaNe to P. va temanI hajAramAM aMza gaNI zakAIe nahIM. temanI caraNaraja chIe. IE badhAne majAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 5 O OOOOT | 234 | vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqd For Personal & Private Use Only Page #256 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka00000000000000000000000thI 9. 70 7 muMbaI, tA. 1-1-816 | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | pa. pU. sadgurudevAya nama: Apano tA. 16-12-80 no lakhela patra tA. 20 mIe maLyo va hato. vAMcI khUbaja AnaMda thayo hato. ApazrI pAlItANAthI AvI gayA hazo. hamaNAM Postmen nI 5 4 Go slow haDatAla cAle che eTale darekane 8-10 divase TapAla maLe 5 vI che eTale kadAca mAro patra paNa moDo malaze. DI have je divasanI huM tathA tame rAha jotA hatA te sthiratA jo Gii sthiratA hoya to ja sahaja pariNatI thAya, svarUpamAM rahevAya, ema 15. Gii mane lAge che. 6 mahinAno vAyado karyo hato paNa cAra mahinAmAM vI sthiratA AvI gaI che. bahAranA, vyavahAranA, dainika vagere kAmakAja 3 pate ke tarata ja upayoga svarUpamAM svabhAvamAM jato rahe che. svarUpa ke | sthitimAM rahevAya che. eka samaye be upayoga na hoya e pramANe va (kRpALu jevI mArI dazA to na hoya) ke bIjA kAma karatA upayoga DI bIjAmAM parovavo paDe che athavA svabhAvamAMthI bahAra AvavuM paDe IP 3ii che. bahAra na AvIe to kAmamAM goTALA thAya che evA anubhavo | Gii thAya che. khAsa karIne Trust nA letter para Sign karatAM dhyAna 5 va rAkhIne, bahAra AvIne karavI paDe che nahIM to bhUla AvI jAya che. vI te zarUAtamAM Ama bhUla thAya che pachI Aste Aste Adata paDI Gii jaze. badhA kAma sArAM thaI jaze. paNa A sthiti mATe jyAre Apa thI DokTara jozo ane Diagnosis karazo tyAre sAcuM. jAnyuArImAM Gii tyAM AvavA vicAra che. vvvvvv AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 235 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #257 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ital ci. minalano patra vAMcyo haze. samatA ramatA patronA dhyAnamAM je 3 vI AtmAnA lakSaNa ne guNa che tenuM manana ciMtana mInaLa karavAnuM che ema | | bApujInI AjJA che ema minaLe sUcavyuM. paNa tAre te patra pahelAM | samajavo paDaze. to teNIe mane e patra eka miniTamAM samajAvI | dIdho meM to ene 1st tiral, 1st ClassmAM pAsa karI paNa bApujInI vI parIkSAmAM pAsa thaI Ava ema kIdhuM che. 1 minalanI be traNa divasathI tabIyata sArI nathI. e paNa thoDI JE Anaemik-Weak che. ArAma le che. niyamita khAvA pIvAnuM, suvAnuM | chellA 5-6 mahinAthI barAbara lIdhuM nathI eTale Exertion paDela 5 vI che. have ArAma le che. svAdhyAya cAlu ja che. va vacanAmRtamAM varSa 29muM Atmasiddhi vaMcAya che. khUba majhA Ave 5 tA che. yathArtha samajAya che. jJAnasAramAM aSTaka-AtmajJAnanA sAdhana-pA. 239 zloka 30 thI paNa vAcavAnuM niyamita cAle che. svAnubhava paNa vaMcAya che. choTamanI vANI tathA pritamanI vANI te paNa vaMcAya che. vA khUba majhA Ave che. kabIranA pado paNa vAMcuM chuM. savAramAM pharavAnuM cAlu che, tyAre to svabhAvamAM rahevAnI majhA | Ave che. eka kalAkano savAramAM zAMtino vakhata maLe che, AnaMda | vA Ave che. AtmArthI naginabhAI, zAMtibhAI vagere bhAIbaheno majhAmAM haze. mu. 5. mu. bhAIbahenone mArI yAdI. pU.bA tathA dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. | vikAsa vidyAlayavALA arUNAbenanuM kAma kharekhara prasaMzanIya che. 5 huM tana, manathI sevA kare che. A saMsthAne c. . Shah khuba support 5 vA Ape che ke saMsthA ghaNI AzirvAda rUpa che ane e jIvatI rahevI IE OOOOOOOOOOOOM AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 236 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #258 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vA joIe. ghaNA varSothI Ane jIvatI rAkhavA tana, mana, dhanathI madada 9 va kare che. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma 70 71 7. sAyalA, tA. 2-2-81 2000 // sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: // AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tA. 27/1nA roja tyAMthI Apa sarvathI ravAnA thaI tA. 28/12 va savAranA 10-30 vAgatAM khuzIthI sAyalA pahoMcI gayA hatA. te 3 vA samAcAra A. vinubhAIe tamone ApyA haze. bAra divasano bharacaka 3 kAryakrama gayo. chellA patranA javAba rUbarU Apela chatA lakhavAnuM ke cha mAsane va badale apekSA mujaba cAra mAsamAM kAma pUruM karyuM te mATe dhanyavAda va pAThavuM chuM. aMdarathI upayogane kADhI bahAranA kAmamAM na lagAvavAmAM va Ave to bIju kAma DhaMgadhaDA vagaranuM thAya te barAbara che. bahAranuM kAma patyA bAda pAcho upayoga svabhAvamAM DUbI jAya che ane svabhAvaE vI sukha maLe che. Gii je vAMco cho te barAbara che. dhyAnamAM jAgRti to AkhA divasa vI daramyAna moTo bhAga rahyA ja kare. gharamAM badhAne yathAyogya vaMdana. 3 va tamone khuzI AnaMdamAM cAhu chuM. lI. saMtacaraNasevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAva vaMdana hN AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 237 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #259 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ muMbaI, tA. 5-2-81 00000000000nI || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | vI pa. pU. sadgurudevAya namaH la Apano tA. 2-2-81no lakhelo patra Aje maLyo. khUba AnaMda 5 vA thayo che. satata 12 divasanA parama satsaMgano apUrva-anupama lAbha hA mane to maLyo che. je jJAnasAra, adhyAtmasAra, choTama, pritama vagere vA badhA ja zAstra yathArtha samajAya che. khUba majhA Ave che. kalAka doDha vI kalAka 5-10 minITamAM ja pUrI thatI hoya ema ja lAgatI hatI. va ane basa sAMbhaLyA ja karIe ema ja thayA kare. mane kadIe saLaMga vI pahelethI chelle sudhI sAMbhaLavA maLyuM nathI. bAkInuM niyamita mArI vI jAte vAMcuM chuM. eka vakhata saLaMga sAMbhaLavAnI icchA che. hari icchA te pramANe thaze. minala niyamita ophIsamAM vacanAmRta vAMce che, vicAre che. e vI paNa samaja mujaba sArUM samaje che. savAranA dhyAnamAM paNa bese che. | progesa thato jAya che. ApanI sUcanA mujaba A. zAMtibhAIne minalanI prApti mATe | sUcavyuM hatuM paNa emane bahu rUgyuM hoya ema lAgyuM nahIM. bIjI vI prApti gurupUrNimA para ja hoya ! paNa e vakhate badhAMne kadAca 3ii AvavAnA saMjogo paNa na bane. paNa mukhya to koI pa. mu. yathArtha vI rIte taiyAra che ke nahIM ane enI dazAno jeTalo tamane khyAla | (Judgment) Ave eTalo A. zAMtibhAIne na Ave ane tamArA 5 a Judgment para A. zAMtibhAIne pUro vizvAsa hovo ja joIe. B OO O OOOOOOOST 00000 238 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #260 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAvya va ane AjJA bhakti paNa hovI joIe. kaMI bolAyuM, kahevAyuM haze vI te vicArIne kahevAyuM haze. sAme vAdavivAda hovo na joIe ema 3 mAnuM chuM. pachI bhale minala hoya ke bIjuM 5. mumukSu hoya paNa hA tamArI AjJA mAnya hovI joIe. te ja AjJA bhakti. basa, pachI hA to be traNa mahinA vaheluM ke moDuM emAM kAMI vAMdho nahIM, mane ke vA minalane Apane jema rUce tema karazo to vAMdho nathI. jayazrInA lagna tA. 27mI e niradhAryA che. A. zAM. ne ApazrIne va muMbaI teDAvavAnI icchA che. mane lakhavAnI bhalAmaNa karatA gayA che. vI jo ahIM AvavAnuM thAya to muMbaImAM janma divasanI ujavaNI thAya. paNa va to ahiMyAthI 70-80-90 mANasonI TikITa paNa kensala karAvI | 4 zakAya-jo bApujI muMbaI Ave to, Apa vicArI jojo. badhA ja vA AtmArthI bhAI-baheno tathA mArA vatI paNa khAsa lakhuM chuM ke Apa va zAMtithI vicAra karazo, jaNAvazo. va paramArtha : aMtarmukha upayoga rahe, ne cAlu rahe pravRtti; to banI zake e riti, ho bhaktajana ura ullAla vadhArI; sthiti sahaja kevaLa aMtarmukha, jyAM kevaLa bhUmikA; mukhya paNe karI toya sAtame guNasthAnedipIkA-hobhaktajana. (prajJAvabodha - samiti, gupti), AtmarUcI, lInatA AtmAma, dhyAnarUDha banI jatA; sthiratA muni be ghaDI pAme to, kevaLa banatA dhyAtA-ho bhaktajana, je prajJAvabodha huM vAMcavAnuM kahuM chuM temAMthI lakhyuM che. A anubhava va vANI che. Apa paNa kaMI paramArtha lakhazo. eka ghaDI dhyAnamAM to rahevAya ja ke che ane dhyAnamAM jAgRti to Akho divasa ja hoya ja. qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqd * * *OO AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra OOO 239 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #261 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vA pU. bA tathA dilIpabhAI, bhAbhI vagere majAmAM haze. bAe vinubhAI uM vI sAthe mokalela pApaDano Dabbo maLyo che. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma 73 7. sAyalA, tA. 28-2-81 phhhhhhhh | sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: // vI AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI va AhiMnA patranI pahoMca tA. pa-2 nA invenDa patrathI maLI. vAMcI 3 saMtoSa thayela che. javAba lakhavAmAM DhIla thayela che. vItyAMnA svAdhyAyamAM eka doDha kalAkano TAIma daza miniTa lAgato B vI ane daza-bAra divasa kyAM gayA tenI khabara paDI nahIM tema lakhyuM te 3 vI tamAro mokSamArgamAM rasa ane akhaMDa prema darzAve che. eka sArA khabara te ja patramAM ApyA. ci. minala ophisamAM va vacanAmRta vAMce che. zrImAna sI.yu. zAha paNa samaja mujaba sArU samaje vI che. savAramAM dhyAnamAM paNa bese che. praveza thato jAya che jANI AnaMda.| vI pa. . minala to pAsa thavAnI che eTale A vakhate tenuM kAma thaI B vI jaze ema lAge che. prajJAvabodhanA be kavitA lakhyAM te kharekhara sArA che. meM eka B vA vakhata vAMcela che. have vAMcanamAM dAkhala karaze. pAna 769, AMka IP 4, perA 30, "hajI jJAnInI AjJA pramANe zAMtapaNAmAM vicare to vA aMtarmuhUrtamAM mukta thAya che." juo ! mokSamArga agamya che chatAM keTalo saraLa che. 240 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #262 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ atre kuLaLatA che tyAM pU. mAjIne vaMdana. zrImAna sI. yu. zAhane vIra vaMdana. ci. minalakumArI majAmAM haze. tamone khuzI majAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 74 o muMbaI, tA. 2-4-81 11 30 11 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH II pa. pU. sadgurudevAya namaH ci. minala para lakhela patra vAMcI AnaMda thayo. be lITI vadhAre lakhI hota to vadhAre AnaMda Avata. ci. minalano progresa ghaNA sArA pramANamAM, jhaDapathI vadhato jAya che. be traNa divasathI to khUba ja AnaMdamAM rahe che ne kahe che ke pote sAdhanamAM ja rahe che ne khUba khUba AnaMda Ave che, ke tenuM varNana nathI karI zakatI paNa ApaNe samajI zakIe chIe-e anubhava. phulachAba pahelAM koIe mokalyuM. haju paNa emAM phoTo na hato. te tArIkha phe2vALuM che, Ape ATalI takalIpha laI chApAmAMthI kApI mokalI ApyuM Thank You. udghATana vakhate minala sAthe ja hatI paNa pAchaLa UbhI haze paNa mArUM dhyAna na hatuM. ravivAre tA 29mIe A. niganabhAIne tyAM svAdhyAya karyo ame badhA 20 jaNA hatA. oparezana vakhate ane pachI paNa kamaLAbenane khuba ja zAMti hatI. AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only 241 Page #263 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka foooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo aat paNa gaI kAle savAranA A. naginabhAIno phona hato. phona upara 3 huM khUba DhIlA hatA ke kamaLAbenane pharI tAva zarU thayo che. Do. azvina hai mahetAne bolAvyA che. doDhavAge AvavAnA che. Urine tapAsavA mATe TB vA mokalyuM che. joIe ! DokTara zuM kahe che. va Aje savAramAM pharI phona Avyo.Do. rAtre AvyA.Heart vAyaraja vo badhA saLe che eno ja tAva che. Hospital mAM dAkhala karavA paDaze. vI Aje bapore jazalokamAM dAkhala karavAnA che. huM sAMjanA hospiTalamAM 3ii javAnI chuM. have kamaLAbenane hiMmata ApavA mATe Ape jarUrathI 5. va veLAsara bane to oparezana pahelAM AvI jAva to sAruM. Ama 5 thI AvavAnuM to che ja to be cAra divasa pahelA avAya to sArU. 5 vA oparezananI vAta che, zraddhAnI vAta che zAti rahe e agatyanuM che. 5 va khUba seriously vicAra karajo. A. bhAIbahanene svAdhyAya cAlatuM haze. majhAmAM haze. progrAma | jaNAvazo javAba Apazo. paramArtha : haratAM-pharatAM, kAma karatAM svarUpamAM thoDuM thoDuM rahevAya che che. purUSArtha cAlu che. pU. bA, dilIpabhAI tathA phemilI sarva majhAmAM haze. lI. saguNAnA praNAma 9. 75 7 douupllllllllllllllllllllllllll0000000000 tA. 4-4-81 vI AtmArthI benazrI saguNAbena, muMbaI to tamAro tA. ra-4no invenDa patra hamaNAM ja maLyo. vAMcI saMtoSa Gii thayela che. , * * COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO O 242 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #264 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAM. tA. 31-3no A. minalakumArIno patra tA. 2-4nA roja maLelaE lAM temAM be phATa AtmA anubhavAyAno AnaMda AnaMda darzAvela che. 15 vI teNIne meM sevIMgagrAma dvArA te ja divase abhinaMdana ApyA che. huM tamArA tA. 2-4nA AjanA patramAM teNI AnaMdamAM rahe che ane vI tenuM varNana te karI zakatI nathI tema kahe che paNa te bAbata tamAro vA abhiprAya jaNAvatAM nathI paNa tema hovAnuM zakya che tema mArI IP vI mAnyatA che. sUrya udaya-asata rahita che, mAtra lokonI cakSu maryAdAthI bahAra DhI varte tyAre asta ane cakSu maryAdAne viSe varte tyAre udaya ema va bhAse che, sUryane viSe udaya-asta nathI." temaja jJAnIne viSe AtmAnuM vI che te bIjA svamati kalpanAe kyAMthI jANI zake ? A. kamaLAbenane dAkhala thavuM paDyuM, tAva che, oparezana karavuM vI paDaze. gurUvAre oparezana che tevo phona hato. tethI maMgaLavAra tA. vI 7mI e saurASTra meIlamAM ravAnA thaI tA. 8mI ne budhavAre tyAM AvuM Gii chuM. TikITa Aje maMgAvI che. zrImAna sI. yu. zAhane tathA pU. mAjIne 5. vA vIra vaMdana. tamone khuzI majhAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 0 76 7 muMbaI, tA. 7--81 1000UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUppppppppppppppppppUUUUUg || sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: II vA pa. pU. sadgurudevAya nama: lo Apano rAjakoTathI sAyalA pahoMcI gayAno patra vAMcI khUba khUba | AnaMda thayo che. OOOOOOOO U **] AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 243 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #265 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0000 ApanA muMbaInA 33 divasanA svAdhyAya daramyAnanA e parama satsaMgamAM mane anero ullAsa Avato hato, ane khUba ja majhA AvI hatI. TAIma kema pasAra thaI jAya, khabara ja na paDe e badho svAdhyAya huM muMbaI Regular karatI hovAthI Apa vAMco tyAre spaSTa moDhe jevuM ja thaI jAya ne yathArtha samajAI jAya. ApanI sUcanA mujaba AMka 710 meM tathA minale vAMcyo. jo ke e to mane moDhe jevo ja che kAraNa ghaNA varSathI e mane khUba gamato ane meM mArI DAyarImAM aNasamajaNamAM lakhyo che ane pachI chellA mArI lAMbI noTabukamAM to pahele ja pAne lakhyo che ke jethI pahelAM enA ja tarapha najara jAya. paNa have e vAMcavAno ke moDhe karavAno nathI, anubhavavAno che ne e sTeja paNa huM kyAranIe vaTAvI gaI chuM ane ApanA lakhavA mujaba hamaNAM pharIthI dareke dareka vAkya anubhava sAthe maLe che. khUba game che. mArI jiMdagImAM mane eka paramArtha ane Medicine eTaluM ja vadhAre game che, bAkI badhuM ja gauNa. have to Medicine karatAM paNa paramArtha caDhI jAya. AMka 710-A AMka parathI ApaNe kyAM che e paNa khabara paDe ane have zuM karavAnuM che -"tathArUpa pratIti thaye anyabhAva saMbaMdhI ahaMmamatvAdi, harSa, zoka krame karI kSaya thAya. manarUpa yogamAM tAratamyasahita je koI cAritra ArAdhe te siddhi pAme che ane je svarUpa sthiratA bhaje te svabhAvasthiti pAme che. niraMtara svarUpa lAbha, svarUpAkAra upayoganuM pariNamana e Adi svabhAva aMtarAya karmanA kSaye pragaTe che, kevaLa svabhAva pariNAmI jJAna te kevaLajJAna che... kevaLajJAna che." A badhI ja dazA sahaja, sthiratA mATe huM Apane ja dhanyavAda ApuM chuM, bIjA rAma ke mahAvI2no bodha Ape ja Apyo che. have badhuM ja pAchuM routine pramANe thaI gayuM che. tou 244 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #266 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0000000000000000000000000d va sAgaramAM prajJAvabodhamAM RSabhadevanuM caritra, 13bhava, vaMcAya che, vI bIjuM ratnakaraMDa zrAvakAcAra zarU thayuM che, mokSamArga prakAzaka puruM thayuM 3 che, vacanAmRtamAM atyaMtara cAle che. mAro svAdhyAya 11ii-12aa, DI jJAnasAra, adhyAtmasAra, choTama, prItama kabIra, stavanAvalI vagere. strick Dieting cAlu che, mahInA pachI Blood Test mATe javAnuM che, Do. chandavia e Warning ApI che-mahinA be mahinAmAM Chlorostrol Dieting ell g zuckt Walking ell Gulzaj A. kesara kerI rohita verAvaLathI laI Avyo che, e aMdarathI ekadama va kesarI ane mIThI hoya che. meM to Aje ja joI. pU. bA. dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. A. zAMtibhAI, A. naginabhAI tathA bIjA parama mumukSu, mumukSu va bhAI-bahena majAmAM haze. svAdhyAya niyamita thato haze. garamI sakhata paDatI haze. ahiMyA haju varasAda zarU thayo nathI. 15 va garamI sakhata che, jo ke gharamAM garamI lAgatI nathI. muMbaImAM varasAda laMbAze to pANI tathA ilekTrIsITImAM kApa Avaze. lI. AzAMkita sadaguNanA praNAma 77 7. sAyalA, tA. 15-6-81 | || OM || | | sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: || AtmArthI benazrI saguNAbena, muMbaI muMbaI senTralathI saurASTra meIlamAM Apa sarvanI vidAya lIdhA bAda lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 245 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #267 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OOOOOOOO S paka vyat va sukharU5 surendranagara jaMkazana tA. 11-ka savAre 8-45 pahoMcI gayela B vI chIe. 9-15 moTaramAM ravAnA thaI 10- 15 sAyalA AvI gayA. 5 vA prathama be aThavADIyAmAM tA. 8-4 thI 23-4 ane boraDInA ATha 5 divasa ane pachI tA. 1-6 thI 10-6 sudhInA maLI 33 divasa 5 vA daramyAna svAdhyAya tathA satsaMgano je ullAsapUrvaka tamoe tathA A. vI minalakumArIe lAbha lIdho te tarapha dRSTi detAM parama saMtoSa thayela che. 5 vI. sahajAnaMda sudhA joI javAno mane prasaMga thayo ane ApaNA | vI svAdhyAyamAM mokSamArga prakAzaka tathA kabIra sA.nI copAIo vAMcavA B vI dAkhala karI te sucavanAra tamo cho. sAmAnya mumukSu mATe jarUrI che. 3 3ii have paNa evAM sucana karatAM rahezo. tA. 10-3 savAra zrI sI. ke. nAyaDa hola (krikeTa kalaba)mAM vA savAranA khANAmAM badhAne maLavAnA tathA AITemsa jamavAno badhAne Gii AnaMda Avela hato. ci. minalane dhanyavAda. 3 tA. 11-6 rAjakoTa sAMje gayA, tA. 12-6 A.cunIbhAInI putrI vI ci.bhAvanAnA lagna hatAM. tA. 13-4 sAMje sAyalA AvI gayA chIe. vI pU. mAjIne zAtA pUchI vaMdana kahezo. zeThazrI sI. yu zAhane vIra Gii vaMdana. A. minalane zubha AziSa kahezo. vI tamo tathA ci. minala vacanAmRta pAna 519, patrAMka 710, vaDavA, va bhAdaravA suda 15no vAMcI vicArazo. ci. minale pharI pharI vAMcI 5 Gii vicAravo. tamAre eka vakhata vAMcI dareka vAkya ApaNA anubhava 5 vA sAthe meLavavuM. lAM tamo carI pALI, davA laI tabIyata sAcavazo, tamone khuzI majAmAM | vI cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNasevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 5 MUQUUUUUUU00000000000000 246 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #268 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAyalA, tA. 30-6-81 3 // sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | 3 AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tamAro tA. 19-6no invenDa patra tA. 22-6 nA roja pahoMcyo, 3. vAMcI parama satsaMgano je lAbha lIdho, ane badhuM anubhavAya che ane 5 3 AMka 710nA patranA anubhavano sTeja vaTAvI gayA cho tema lakhyuM te 5 vA vAMcI saMtoSa thayo ane barAbara che. vAMcana purUSArtha cAlu rAkhazo. B tA. 21-6 nA A. minalanA patrathI gharamAM lapasatAM tamone vAgyuM ke vI che te jANatAM gharamAM badhAne ucATa thayo che. have taddana sAruM thaI gayela 5 vI haze. ci. dilIpanI bAnA phekyaranI tamone Do. khAroDe vAta karI te 5 Gii sAcI che. tA. 18-nA roja bonsanA ekasaparTa Do, saMghavI pAse 5 G! plAsTarano pATo baMdhAvela che te traNa aThavADIe tA. 9-7 chUTaze, IP vI tyAre khabara paDe, Do. khAroDa tathA Do. saMghavIno abhiprAya che ke B va 90% sudharaze. 10 TakA khAmI rahI jaze. jethI calAze to kharuM. paNa 5 vI besavAmAM palaMga khurasI AvI jaze. muMbaI ApaNe hatAM tyAre tA. 4- E 6 nA paDela ane hADavaide te vakhate xray levaDAvyo nahIM. temane Gii vedanI-pIDA bhogavavAnI haze. pathArIvaza to pATo hoya tyAM sudhI rahevuM paDe umara hisAbe oparezana thAya nahIM tema Do. khAroDa kahetAM. 5 va. pU. mAjIne vaMdana, mumukSu bhAI sI. yu. zAhane yAda karyAnuM kahezo. 3 va tamone khuzI majhAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 3 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 247 | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #269 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 70 79 7 muMbaI, tA. 3-7-816 * U000000000000vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvu0000000000 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | lA pa. pU. sadgurudevAya nama: 3 Apano tA. 30-6-81no patra vAMcI khUba AnaMda thayo che. va Do. khAroDa tathA caMdubhAI vagere bIjA 6-8 jamavA AvavAnA va hatA te ja divase 11 vAge hAthamAM khAlI sTIlanI thALI laI DI DAInIMga rUmamAM jatI hatI. bAraNAmAM ja cIkaNuM pANI DhoLAyuM haze Gii tyAM paga lapasyo ne paDI gaI. haMmezAM e jamaNe page ja vAge che. 5. Sl Sprain 41245 9. Surgical Bondaid U21 Qiel rell Sugranil 15 3 tablet laI te Do. khAroDe bAnA paganA tibula bone fracture | barAbara samajAvIne samAcAra ApyA hatA. vakhatasara Xray tathA Gii plasterno pATo nahIM bAMdhavAthI vadhAre vakhata rIbAvuM thayuM, vagere 5 va Ape lakhyuM e mujaba ja kahyuM hatuM. mAro patra maLaze tyAM sudhImAM pATo va chUTI gayo haze ane have sArUM haze. huM prabhu pAse prArthanA karuM chuM ke pU.bAne jaladI sAruM thaI jAya. pU. vI bA ApanI savAranA cArathI rAta sudhI khUba khUba saMbhALa le che. hI tA. 15-7-81 nA gurupUrNimA para huM, rohita tathA minala vala sAyelA AvavA mATe nIkaLavAnA che. vAMcana pUrUSArtha cAle che. teM mArA Sitting RoomnA Tebala para paDelI be lAla noTa meM joI 15 Sii mane vicAra Avyo ke jouM minale bApujInI noTabuka keTalI lakhI che Gii to phakta be cAra pAnAM ja, A gayA aThavADIyAnI vAta che. Gii mane vicAra thayo ke have minalane TAIma bahu ocho maLe che. 5 248 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #270 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000000 0 | 3ii Akho divasa ophIsa, bAkIno TAIma rajAmAM sAMje rAtanA rohita vA tathA tenA phemilI sAthe, ane enA mATe dayA AvI. meM lakhavAnuM te sArA moTA akSare nakkI karyuM. te ja ghaDIthI zarU karyuM. pUrI thavA | AvI che. mane hamaNAM khabara paDI ke zAtidAdAnI kopI maMgAvI che. paNa have jarUra nathI. mane ApanuM ne mAruM lakhANa khabara paDI. 3 hamaNAM samayasAranA savaiyA lakhuM chuM. e pUrA thavA AvyAM che. jyAre | vI pahelI vakhata mArI noTamAM lakhatI hatI tyAM kaMI samajAtuM na hatuM. 15 lA Mechanical lakhyA hatA tyAre atyAre khUba khUba ullAsa, AnaMda, E vA spaSTa yathArtha samajAya che. Akho mokSamArga ja kahI dIdho che. mane IP vI samayasAra nATaka jANe pAchuM vAMcavA na maLyuM hoya ? evo AnaMda IE. vo thAya che, akSara moTA lakhyA che. vI sI. yu. e vacanAmRtamAMthI pahelIthI 70 pAnAM vAMcyAM che. hamaNAM E vI roja vAMce che. huM icchuM chuM ke e cAlu rAkhe. Apa paNa ene mATe 5 iccho, vicAra karajo . kaMI enuM ja pariNAma lAge che. paNa AvatA 5 aThavADiye madrAsa javAnA che. pachI ame sAyalA AvIzuM. sAthe 3 | vacanAmRta laI jAya to sAruM. pU. mAjInI tabIyata Ama to sArI che, paNa emane potAne vI mAnasika rIte sAruM na lAge, jeno koI upAya nathI. A. naginabhAI, A. zAMtibhAI tathA sarva A. bhAIbaheno, mu. 5. mu. bhAIbahenone yAdI. vI dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. atyaMtara, hA. no. 3, 23 mAMche (1) "aho ! sarvotkRSTa zAMta rasamaya sanmArgavI (2) "aho ! te sarvotkRSTa zAMta rasa pradhAna mArganA mULa sarvajJadeva- B tI.(3) "aho !te sarvotkRSTa zAMta rasa pradhAna mArganA mULa sarvajJadeva 5 * * 000000000000000 | ** 0000000 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 249 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #271 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vvvvvvvvvr (4) "A vizvamAM sarvakALa tame jayavaMta varSo, jayavaMta varte." lI. AjJAMkita sadguNAnA praNAma muMbaI, tA. 25-7-81 pa. pU. sadgurudevAya namaH huM tathA minala sukharUpa pahoMcI gayA chIe bombe senTrala sTezana AvyA tyAre khabara paDI ke sI. yu. zAha madrAsathI somavAre muMbaI AvI gayA hatA ne maMgaLavAre amadAvAda gayA hatA, kAmakAja mATe. eka to I. M - Nanavati je amArI badhI ja kolejanA Managing Trustee hatA, tenuM taila citra C. U. Shah kolejamAM mUkavAnI vidhi hatI. emanI kolejo pratye khUba khUba sevAo hatI. Madical Seat (Trust)nI gavarnamenTa sAthe vAtacIta karavA mATe gayA hatA te ame AvyA te ja divase 9-20nA pleInamAM amadAvAda AvavAnA hatA. tethI ame sIdhA Air Port 52 emane levA mATe gayA hatA. lagabhaga 10-45 AvI, nAhI dhoI, jamI ArAma karyo hato. tou 250 11 30 11 // sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: II A vakhatano ATha divasano parama satsaMga jyAre svAdhyAyamAM besIe tyAre eka lIna thaI javAya che. badhuM ja visarAI javAya che, khuba ja AnaMda, yathArtha samajAya che. ane bAkInuM, Apano parama satsaMga eTale bIjuM zuM joIe. eTale A 8 divasa 8 mahinAno svAdhyAya jevo lAge che. are tyAMnA maMdiramAM paga mUkIe ke tarata ja pUjA, stavana, prArthanA vageremAM citta lIna thaI jAya ane khuba AnaMda Ave. muMbaImAM paNa svAdhyAya ke maMdiramAM evuM ja thAya che. citta puup TOTT vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #272 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000 svarUpamAM svIca Off ane On jema thaI jAya che. divasano poNo bhAga emAM ja jAya che, eTale AnaMdamAM jAya. tyAre badhuM ja visarAI jAya. bAkI thoDo vakhata maLe to keseTa vagere sAMbhaLIye eTale pragatimAM kazo ja vAMdho Avato nathI. divase divase pragati ja hoya ema ja lAgyA kare che. izvarakRpAe badhuM ja saraLa che. basa jarA nimittAdhIna harSa, zoka e sTeja vaTAvI javAya to jaga jItyA. ApanI RingwormnI davA AMgaDIyA sAthe mokalI ApuM chuM. tema bAne page duHkhAvAnI davA paNa mokaluM chuM. basa, bAnI kasarata tathA mAliza cAlu rAkhazo. e pote khuba hatAza thaI gayA che. e jarUra cAlatAM thaI jaze. ci. rohitano progesa jotA rahezo ane lakSa kheMcazo tathA puSpAbenarse paNa. AtmArthI bhAI-bahena, mu. 5. mu. bhAI-bahenone yAdI. dilIpabhAI AvI gayA haze. saroja bhAbhI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. lI. AjJAMkita sadguNAnA praNAma minala 7-45 UThI gaI che. joIe, roja UThe che ke zuM ? Aje svAdhyAya, dhyAna kare che, ke pAchI cA pI sUI jAya che. 4 / hajI sudhI sUI nathI gaI. lAge che gADI pATA para caDhI gaI. have mArI khurazI Vacate ka2vAnuM kahe che. besavA taiyAra thaI che. 81 o muMbaI, tA. 9-8-81 1130 11 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH II pa. pU. sadgurudevAya namaH rohita sAthe mokalela patra maLyo che. have Ringworm nI TebaleTa OCTO AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only 1 Page #273 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ llllllllllllllllllll00000000000000000 vI zarU karyuM aThavADIyuM thayuM. lagabhaga sAruM thaI gayuM haze. pU. bA paNa 5 vI cAlatAM thaI gayA haze. have ame paryuSaNa para AvIe tyAM sudhI 5 te badhAne taddana sAruM thaI jaze. G mAro Blood sugar Report taddana Normal Avyo che.Fasting va Blood sugar 105 Normal 80 to 120 sudhI Ave to paNa cAle, | 774149 Blood Sugar 133 Normal, 180 He Bild al 431 15 DI cAle, Blood Chlorostrol 235 Normal 250 sudhI cAle, Dr. 5 Chandalia report joI khuza thaI gayA che. Aja pramANe Dieting va cAlavAnuM cAlu rAkhavAnuM kahyuM che. munnI (minalano Book karelo) sAyalAno phona lAgyo tyAre huM pharavA gaI hatI. e mane bAtharUmamAM 5 hai zodhatI hatI. vI ApanI lAla noTa-chapadano patra, yama niyama, apUrva avasara, vI ATha dRSTinI sakjhAya, bodha, sAgaramAMthI kabIranuM, jJAna bAvanI 8 vI vagere badhuMja purU karI dIdhuM che. aThavADIyA pahelA purI thaI gaI che. 5 Gii ratnakaraMDa zrAvakAcAra vaMcAya che. khuba majhA Ave che. samyajJAnava ratnatrayanI vyAkhyA ApI che. jo sAco Atma lakSa, nizcaya samakita, vI pachI ja tenI pratIti, temAM ramaNatAM, tyAre ratnatraya, bAkI samyaguE darzana nahIM. mithyAtva jAya nahIM tyAM sudhI eTale darekane pote kyAM che IE lAM teno khyAla AvI jAya khAsa karIne, sAgaravALA mATe. rAja-sobhAga satsaMga maMDaLa Azrama bAMdhavA mATe c. U. Shah gayA ravivAre baporanA muDamAM hatA, vAto karatAM hatA te vakhate la AzramanA plAna saMbaMdhI, temaja Azrama bAMdhavAno Purpose zuM che 5. vI je kRpALu devathI sobhAgabhAIne chellA amArA pU. gurudeva ke jenAthI 5 hA ame badhAe jJAna prApti karI che, karIye chIe tenI yAdamAM sAyelA vI pasaMda karI tyAM bAMdhavAnuM vicArela che.Estimate viSe paNa jaNAvyuM. UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll jaa rapara vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #274 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lagabhaga 11|| lAkhanuM Project che, vagere badhuM zAMtithI sAMbhaLyuM che. nA, evuM kAMI kIdhuM nathI. joIe pachI, vicAra karatA mUkI dIdhA che, AcArya buddhisAgara racita AnaMdaghanajInA padono artha-ApanI lAla noTabukamAM je pado che enA artha emAMthI vAMcyAM bahu majhA AvI. A copaDI rAjunA dAdAjInI che. pada 7muM- "avadhuM kyA sove tana maThameM" eno artha vAMcatA emano mArga kuMDalInIno hoya ema spaSTa lAge che. ApaNo rAjamArga nathI. sAgaramAM vacanAmRta pahelethI ja zarU thayuM che. hamaNAM bAra bhAvanAo vaMcAya che. emAM zuM sarasa, yathArtha bodha-upadeza bodha, upadeza bodha hoya to ja siddhAMta bodha pariName. ane zuM emanI vairAgyatA, ekatva bhAvanA ane rAja rAjezvara bharatanI anyatva bhAvanA cha khaMDanA cakravartI rAjAne eka AMgaLIthI vIMTI sarakI javAthI keTalo bodha pAmI gayA ! ane te arisA bhuvanamAM Atma-anAtmAno viveka, bhedajJAna1st stage ahaM mamattva chUTI gayuM-2nd state, mohatImira TaLI gayuM 3rd stage zukla dhyAna thayuM. 12mA guNasthAnamAM AvI gayA, kevala jJAna thayuM ane mokSe gayA. pUrvanuM ArAdhana eka vIMTInA sa2kavAthI svayaM bodha pAmyA. amArI kiMmatI gaLAnuM penDana tathA hIrAnI baMgaDI paNa gumAI hatI, paNa evo kAMI vairAgya thayo nahIM hato. tyAre AvuM jJAna paNa pAmyA na hatA. anyatva vagere bhAvanA vaMcAya tyAre Temporary vairAgya Ave anAsakta bhAva to 2he che ja. evI azuci bhAvanA-sanatakumAranuM caritra-kSaNamAM kAyAnuM viNasI javAnuM, rakta pIttIyA tenAthI vairAgya pAmyA, te svayaMbudha-bodha pAmyA. e rIte badhIja bhAvanAo paramArtha dRSTie khuba ja upayogI che mATe darekane pUrNa prApti ke sArI dazAvALA ke ardha prApti ke badhAne mATeja pahelethIja vAMcavAnuM sucana karazo. e mArA anubhava uparathI lakhuM chuM. OTT AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only na 253 Page #275 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka vI A. bhAI benone yAdI, parama mumukSu mumukSu bhAI bahenone yAdI. 3 vI dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI, bALako majhAmAM haze. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA vaMdana cha 82 7 sAyalA, tA. 2-8-81 TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH va AtmArthI bena zrI saguNAbena, muMbaI lA tA. 25-7no ilaeNnDa patra tA. 28-7 nA roja maLyo. khuzIthI vA pahoMcI gayAnA samAcAra jANela che. te pahelA khuzIthI pahoMcyAno vI ane sIdhA eraporTa gayAno pU. mAmAzrI amadAvAdathI AvavAnA B vI hoI, ci. minalakumArI no patra AgalA divase maLela hato. thI sAdhakono chello beca tA. 1-8 nA roja ravAnA thaI tamArA tarapha Gii Avela che. ATha divasanA svAdhyAye ATha mAsanA svAdhyAya jeTalI asara 5. lo karI tema lakhyuM to parama satsaMganI asara bahu ja thAya ema Theka | Gii ThekANe badhA lakhI gayA che. divasano poNo bhAga svarUpa lInatAmAM vI jAya che eTale AnaMda AnaMda ja hoya paNa AThe pahora sahaja rIte vI tema rahe tema thaI jaze tyAre anubhavano ora raMga Avaze. divase te divase pragati che to tema thaIne raheze. davA maLI che, cAlu karela che. ci. dilIpanI bA holamAM TekAthI be va vakhata cAle che. kasarata ane coLavAnuM cAlu che. badhA khuzI hazo. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka, lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 5 254 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #276 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka,0000000 004, * 83 7 sAyalA, tA. 15-8-81 | | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH vI AtmArthI benazrI sagUNAbena, muMbaI thI tamAro tA. 9-8no lakhela patra tA. 10-8 nA roja maLI gayela Gii che. vAMcI saMtoSa thayela che. Ringworm nI davA maLI gayela. Aje vI lIdhA 12-13 divasa thayA.ekadama phera paDI gayo. lagabhaga maTI gayuM. Blood sugar Report noramala Avyo jANI te phIkara maTI vI paNa Dieting to cAlu rAkhavuM paDaze lAla noTanI nakala thaI gaI jANIne AnaMda have te noTabuka A. vI zAtibhAInI TAIpa karelI nakala sAthe meLavAvI lezo. vI ratnakaraMDazrAvakacAra vaMcAya che.badhAne majhA Ave che. samyakdarzananI B vI mahattA keTalI che te sthaLe sthaLe jaNAvyuM che. tenA vagara badhuM nakAmuM che. 3 AcArya buddhisAgaranA pU. AnaMdaghanajInA padonA artha TIkA lA vAMcyA, jANela che. meM te artha- TIkA varSo pahelAM vAMcelI atyAre pada vA 7no khyAla nathI. bAra bhAvanAnI vAta lakhI te kharekhara temaja che. ApaNe adhyAtma va upaniSada pa. pU. hemacaMdrasUrinA Atma anubhavanuM prakaraNa vAMcIe to chIe tyAre te pahelAM bAra bhAvanAo ApI che. te zA mATe ApI to haze ? tema mane thatuM hatuM. paNa A tamArA patra pachI samajANuM ke vI keTalI vairAgya preraka bhAvanAo che. to te bhUmikA thayA pachI ja 5 CL anubhava yathAta thAya. urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr * OOOOOOOOOOOO AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra pApa For Personal & Private Use Only Page #277 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAM pU. mAjIne sukhazAtA pUchazo. zeThazrI sI. yu. zAhane vIra vaMdanaE va ci. minalakumArI majAmAM haze. tamone khuzI majhAmAM cAhu chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 70 84 vha. muMbaI, tA. 9-9-81 | OM || _| sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | 5. 5. sadgurudevAya nama: ame muMbaI ravivAre sukharUpa pahoMcI gayA chIe A vakhate paryuSaNa | saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karatAM khubaja AnaMda thayo hato. ane Apano lA svAdhyAya to 8 divasano eka varSano thayo hoya ema lAgyo hato. 5 huM 10 divasa jANe 10 miniTa jevA lAgyA hatA. muMbaInuM badhuM ja 5 Gii bhUlAI gayuM hatuM. | muMbaI AvavAnA be divasa pahelAM ja Ape chevaTano bodha Apyo lo teno badhA patro sAthe chellA RecordmAM rAkhavo che. ane huM Apa jyAre chevaTano bodha ApatA hatA tyAre huM ApanAmAM eTalI badhI vI lIna hatI ke mArA magajamAM e badhuM gayuM nathI. to A be kAraNathI vI Apa jarUrathI A patranA javAbamAM Detail mAM sArI rIte bodha | | lakhavA maherabAnI karazo to huM khuba khuzI thaIza, ane e mane trI purUSArthamAM madada karaze jethI ApanA vacana pramANe 1 varSamAM chellA Gii sTeja mATe taiyAra thaI jAuM. e mAruM paNa vacana che, purUSArtha karI Gii tamane saMtoSa ApavAnuM. to huM muMbaI AvI tyArathI e purUSArtha cAlu karyo che paNa haju spaSTa vA samajavuM che, guMcavADo thAya che. UUDUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUg 256 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #278 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo vI pU. bAne page sArUM haze. dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI, bALako B va majAmAM haze. A. 5. mu. mu. bhAIbaheno majhAmAM haze Ano patrathI 3 vI ja javAba Apazo. muMbaI AvatA pahelAM lakhazo. kyAre nIkaLavAnA 5 3 cho te jaNAvazo. c. U. Shah tA. 7mI e laMDanathI sIMgApura gayA che, tA. 15nI AsapAsa muMbaI Avaze. majhAmAM che, have A naginabhAInI tabIyata aMge, temaja ci. nalinabhAI, huM A. baTukabhAI vI. nahIM joDAvAnA saMyogone laIne kAzmIra pravAsano va progrAma hAla rada karela che tethI te pahelAM tyAM AvavApaNuM te kAraNe | thI rahetuM nathI. 3 muMbaI AvavA agAu be divasano bodha vigate lakhI mokalavA 3ii jaNAvyuM. be divasa vicAryuM paNa te yathAtathya vANImAM Avela hoya vo to paNa yathAtathya lakhI zakAya tema jaNAtuM nathI chatAM samAgame 5. vI pUchazo to samajAvAya teTaluM samajAvavA prayatna karIza chatAM nicenA vI upara vicAra karazo, vedanA vedatA jIvane kaMI paNa viSamabhAva thavo te ajJAnanuM | lakSaNa che. paNa vedanI che te ajJAnanuM lakSaNa nathI. vartamAnamAM te | mAtra prArabdharUpa che. tene vedatA ke bhogavatA jJAnIne aviSamapaNuM che. eTale jIva ane kAyA judA che evo je jJAnayoga te jJAnI purUSano 3 abAdha ja rahe che. navA karmano hetu nathI. va "je vardhamAna svAmI gRhavAsamAM chatAM abhogI jevA hatA, avyavasAyI DI jevA hatA, nispRha hatA, sahaja svabhAve muni jevA hatA, AtmAkAra vI pariNAmI hatA. temane te badhuM asAra lAgyuM" to nirvikalpa samAdhi _dazA mATe puruSArtha karavo ane satata jAgRta rahevuM. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 257 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #279 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaa, vA have zrIyut sI. yu. zAha AvI gayA haze. majAmAM haze. ci.B vI dilIpanI bA holamAM dhIme cAle che. lAkaDIthI cAlI AzramamAM | vI svAdhyAyamAM bhAga le che paNa duHkhAvo rahe che. pU. mAjIne vaMdana. ci. 3 minalano tA. 10-9no patra maLyo. vAMcI khuzI thayA chIe, tamone to khuzI AnaMdamAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana cha 85 7 muMbaI, tA. 5-11-81 OM || | sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: || vI pa. pU. saddagurudevAya nama: vA Apano tA. 18-9-81no lakhela patra maLyo che. vAMcI ghaNo ghaNo vI harSa thayela che. A patra ati ucca UMco-che. chevaTanI parAkASTAno vI che. te nirvikalpa samAdhi dazA mATe, puruSArtha karavA mATe tathA satata hai jAgRti rahevA mATe lakhyuM hatuM, paNa mane patra vAMcatA ema ja thayuM ke 15 hA A chevaTano mArga karI zakIza? mane bahu vikaTa lAgyo. paNa vicAra karatAM e vicAra Avyo-(ATalo kALa vahI gayo ne patra lakhavAmAM 5 vI DhIla thaI te badala kSamA) ke ane ema lAgyuM ke-mane zuM ciMtA, mAtheB va samartha satu guru beThA che ne ? vicAra karIne ja AjJA karI haze ne? vI mAre to basa AjJA pALavAnI rahI. purUSArtha karavAno ja rahyo. ane 5 huM khUba khUba vicAra karI nirvikalpa samAdhidazA thavA viSe barAbara 5 vAM samajI purUSArtha zarU karI dIdho. ane mane lAge che ke aMze pariNAma 15. Gii sAruM AvyuM che ne Avaze ja. mane AzA baMdhAI che ke mArA gurunuM E va vacana aphaLa na ja jAya. ane nahIM ja jaze. jhAjho vicAra karyA vinA uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu 258 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #280 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 000000000000000000000000000 vA puruSArtha karyo jA. mArA satvagurunI asIma kRpAthI badhuM ja pAra paDI B 3ii jaze. ema mane cokkasa vizvAsa bese che. ' va divase divase progresa (AtmAnI dazA) vadhato jAya che. AtmAtA paramAtmAnI ekAgratA vadhatI ja jAya che. sthiratA paNa vadhu (AThe vA pahora jevuM ja) vakhata TakI zakAya che. (svarUpamAM). lAM c.U. Shah 9-11-81 madrAsa jAya che. tyAMthI 16mIe malezIyA va tathA siMgApura jaze. huM tathA minala tA. 16mIe muMbaIthI sIdhA va siMgApura, malezIyA jaIzuM. pAMca kalAka pleInano rasto che. 27 ke va 28 tArIkhe pAchA AvI jaIzuM-dasa bAra divasamAM. A. naginabhAI, zAMtibhAI tathA bIjA bhAIbahenone mArI yAdI. vI pU. bAne page have sAruM haze. dilIpabhAI, saroja bhAbhI tathA bALako 5 va majhAmAM haze. minala niyamita dhyAna tathA svAdhyAya kare che eno Progress paNa vadhato jAya che. ApazrI tathA A. naginabhAI tA. 13 mIe verAvaLa javAnA cho va ema sAMbhaLyuM che. tA. 28mIe ahIMyAM muMbaI Apa padhArazo ema vI paNa sAMbhaLyuM che. lagnamAM to Avazo ja. naginabhAI sAthe Avazo Saa ja. eja, lI. AjJAMkita sadgaNAnA praNAma 86 7 jAmanagara, tA. 9-11-81, budhavAra UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | te AtmArthI bena zrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI to tamAro tA. 5/11 no patra tA. 9/11 nA roja maLyo. vAMcI ati Gii saMtoSa thayela che. | | | AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 259 -- - - For Personal & Private Use Only Page #281 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lllllll000000000000000000llllllllllllllllllllll 0000000000000 tamArA puruSArthane dhanyavAda ghaTe che. mane vizvAsa che ke te lakSe E te pahoMcI jazo. tamArA patranI rAha joto hato. progrAma zrI zAhano B tathA tamAro jANela che. atyAra sudhI vizeSa AdhAra vacanAmRtamAMthI 5 hA zodhavA bilakula TAIma maLela nathI, eTale atyAre paNa vizeSa lakhI 5. vI zakato nathI. gayA patranA AdhAre tame je puruSArtha karo cho te cAlu rAkhazo. 3 AThe pahora sthiti rahe che te jANI ghaNo AnaMda thayo che. - have to malezIyA, sIMgAporathI Avazo te arasAmAM muMbaI AvuM 3ii chuM, eTale samAgame vadhAre vAtacIta thaI zakaze. tamone khuzI majAmAM 5 lI cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana - 87 7 0000000000000000000000000 sAyalA, tA. 16-12-81 3 zrImAnuM zeThazrI cimanalAlabhAI tathA A. sadguNAbena tathA ci. minaLa, Gii muMbaI vI lADakacaMda mANekacaMda vorA tathA nagInadAsa kalyANajI zAhanA vA vIra vaMdana vAMcazojI. ApanA pU. mAtazrInA dehavilayanA mATA samAcAra te ja divase vI bapore malatA amone bahu dilagIrI thaI hatI. rAtre arajanTa phonathI Gii Apa badhAne dilazojI ApI hatI Apa badhA samaju cho, teo to bhAgyazALI thaI gayA. to hiMmata B vI rAkhI badhAne hiMmata ApazojI. badhAya dehadhArInuM zarIra game tyAre javAnuM che. paNa tenuM sahacArIpaNuM 5 * * 000 260 vIra-rAjapathadarinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #282 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vA hoya tyAM sudhImAM ApaNe ApaNA AtmAnuM kArya karI levAnuM che, vI kAraNa ke manuSyabhavanI durlabhatA che, ane e ja bhavamAM A kAma thaI vI zake tema che, te Apa badhA jANo cho. to atyAre jAgRta thaI vI ApaNane je joga maLyo che teno ApaNI sAdhanAmAM banI zake teTalo va purUSArtha karI levo te sArthaka che. | mama bahu bhoLA svabhAvanA hatA. tA. 7-12-81nA bapore vI amo badhA cA nAsto karavA ApanA ghera AvyA tyAre maLyA hatA Gii ane vAparavA Agraha karatA hatA te yAda Ave che. parama kRpALu va teonA AtmAne zAMti Apo e ja abhyarthanA. lI. ApanA lADakacaMda vorA tathA B naginadAsa ke. zAhanA vIravaMdana 5 7 88 7. muMbaI, tA. 23-12-81 || sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: || vI pa. pU. saddagurudevAya nama: thI tamAro tArIkha 16-12-18no dilAsAno patra vAMcI saMtoSa vA thayo che. gayA somavAre tA. 14mIe svapna paNa khyAla nahIM ke Ama pAMca minITamAM pU. mAjIno hArTapheIlamAM jIva cAlyo jaze. basa ane | AyuSyasthiti pUrI thaI ke eka kSaNa paNa jIva rokAyo nahIM. ghaDIkamAM va hatA na hatA thaI gayA. pU. mAjIno covIze klAkano gharamAM cokI huM pahero, jyAre Avo tyAre rAtri divasa jAgatA ja hoya. evA khUba Rii nIDara ane puruSa jevA baLavAna hatA. emanAthI badhA ja loko Dare. OiOOOOOOOOO OOO/ 261]. AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only Page #283 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2, , vI emanI khUba hiMmata hatI. C. V. Shah pUjya mAjInA bharose jaE vI avAra navAra bahAragAma jatA. have vicAra karatA mUkI dIdhA. 28E 3 varSa navembaramAM pUrA thayA ane 29 mu varSa beThuM, eTalo emanI 5 la sAtheno mAro adhyAsa-sahavAsa hato. eTale gharamAM sUnuM sUnuM lAge che. 5. Gii Adata paDI gaI hatI. have emanA vinA rahevAnI Adata pADavI jaE. Gii rahI, bIjo upAya ja nathI. | gayA aThavADIye huM patra lakhavAno vicAra ja karatI hatI ane 5. lAM acAnaka ja Ama banI gayuM. vI ApanA muMbaInA daza divasanA vasavATa daramyAna je Ape amArA u. vI mATe selected patro vAMcavA tathA samajAvavA mATe je jahemata - B vI mahenata uThAvI te kharekhara prazaMsApAtra che. te uparAMta verAvaLamAM . vacanAmRtamAMthI Select karavA je mahenata uThAvI-cIvaTa karI te to ke. vI khUba ja prazaMsanIya che. have amAre mATe mArga saraLa karI Apyo, ane 5 vA izvara icchAthI ane ApanI asIma kRpAthI ame jarUra saphala thaizuM. 5. 3 amane paNa izvara baLa Ape hiMmata Ape ane ApanI asIma kRpA 52 va satata varSAve, evI prArthanA karuM chuM. lAM pU. mAjIno prasaMga vicAra karatA mUkI de che. he jIva! vilaMba huM na kara. satata purUSArtha kara. vyavahAramAM, gharamAM, saMsAramAM vageremAM vakhata Apavo paDe che. have gharamA paNa javAbadArI AvI. mane B. Gii gabharATa chUTe che. A. nagInabhAI tathA badhA bahenone mArA vaMdana. pU. bA, ke vI dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma shqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqw 26ra vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #284 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6,000thI chaH 89 byu sAyalA, tA. 8-1-82 ne sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | 3 AtmAthI benazrI saguNAbena, muMbaI tamAro tA. 23-12no patra tA. 25-12nA roja maLela che. vA vAcI zrI kRpALu deve vicAravAna purUSo kevaLa dezA thatAM sudhI mRtyune 2 va nitya samIpa ja samajIne pravarte che" tema lakhyuM che tene "he jIva! B vilaMba na kara, satata puruSArtha kara" evuM tame kaho cho eja satata E lo puruSArthane tame kevA sevo cho tenI gavAhI pUre che. ci. minala tenA 5 vA patramAM paNa lakhe che ke pU. bhAbhIe kahyuM ke jo cetananI karAmata kevI 5 vI che ? je pU. mAjI hAlatAM, cAlatAM, bolatAM, tene bolAvI jo ! B vI halAvI jo ! A prasaMgamAM tame sAkSAt batAvI bodha Apyo tenI IP 3ii asara teNI upara bahu thaI che, te svAbhAvika che. teNe mRtyu pachInI E vI pratyakSa sthiti kyAre joI hoya ? | verAvaLamAM jarUrI noTa vacanAmRtanI karI ane muMbaImAM te noTa B 3 upara vizeSa samajaNa ApI. te khubaja prazaMsanIya che, tema lakhyuM, to IB lo amo to mumukSuonA dAsAnudAsa chIe. te utAravAnuM nimitta to 5 huM tamAro patra ane mAMgaNI hatI. pU. mAjI to khuba hiMmatavAna hatAM ema ci. dilIpanI bA kahetA ta hatAM. pU. mAjI aDIkhama hatA ema kahe che. dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAvathI apratibaddhatAe vicAratA evA jJAnInA B va mArgane anusaravA ApaNo purUSArtha daDha rIte cAlu rAkhIe. zrImAnuM zeThazrI sI. yu. zAhane vIravaMdana. ci. minala majAmAM haze. 15 JOVOT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 263 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #285 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ .... .? tamone khuzI AnaMdamAM cAhu chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana go COB muMbaI, tA. 12-2-82 | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | pa. pU. sadgurudevAya nama: tA. 8-1-82no lakhelo patra maLyo. vAMcI ati AnaMda thayo va hato. patrano javAba paNa lakhyo paNa te ja divase TelIphona vAta vA thavAthI, badhI ja vAta phonamAM karI hovAthI patra Post karyo na hato. 3dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvathI apratibaddhatAe vicaratA evA Gii jJAnInA mArgane anusaravA purUSArtha daDha rIte cAlu ja che. satata e jaE. vA dhyeya che. atyArathI anahada nAda 5 thI 7 saMbhaLAyA 10 thI 12 [P vI minITa sudhI. samayasAra kaLaza TIkA maLI che. prastAvanA vAMcatAM ja anubhavInI vA vANI khabara ja paDI jAya che. khuba sarasa che. gayA zani, ravi boTAda gayA hatA. somavAre sAMjanA pAMca vAgyAnA | pleinanI TikITa hovAthI ravivAra sAMjanA pAlitANA gayA hatA, a c.U.Shah ne pAlitANA javAnuM mana thayuM hatuM. tyAMthI AvatI vakhate vI rastAmAM sonagaDha paNa 15-20 miniTa gayA hatA. phakta 10/15 | | mANaso vAMcanamAM hatA. have ronaka ja uDI gaI hoya ema lAge che. pAMca vAge bhAvanagarathI pleInamAM beThA hatA. c.U.Shah e vA khAsa lakhAvyuM che - ci. minalanA lagna prasaMge Apane sahakuTuMba * O OOOOOy | vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 0000000000000000000000000nI 24 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #286 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 000000000000000000000000 va padhAravA bhAvabhInuM AmaMtraNa mokalyuM che, te svIkArazo. ane ApaE va sarva veLAsara AvI jazo. pU. bAne khAsa AvavA mATe kahezo. AtmArthI bhAI baheno, 5. mu. tathA mu. bhAI bahenone vaMdana. lI. AjJAkita saguNAnA praNAma pU. mAjInA dehavilayano patra Ape sI. yu. zAha para lakhelo te B va patranI emane khuba asara thaI hatI. be traNa vakhata vAMcyo hato ne E huM bolyA-yathArtha lakhyo che. have mAre paNa A mArgamAM javuM che paNa hajI huM emano evo kema joga bAjhato nathI ? sAyalA, tA. 24-2-82 0000000000000000000000000 // sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | vI A. henazrI saguNAbena, muMbaI che tamAro tA. 12-2-82no invenDa patra tA. 17-2-82 nA roja vA maLela che. vAMcI AnaMda thayo che. dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvathI apratibaddhatAe vicaratA evA va jJAnInA mArgane anusaravAno tamAro puruSArtha daDha rIte cAlu che, va satata e ja dhyeya che jANI parama saMtoSa thayo che. samayasAra kaLaza TIkA maLI che ane vAMcatA ja anubhavInI vANInI va khabara ja paDI jAya che, khUba sarasa che, ema lakhyuM te barAbara ja che. boTAda, pAlItANA AvI gayA temAM boTAdano riporTa to pU. 5 va sobhAgabhAInA sva. vijyAbenanA putrIe atre AvyA hatA. teo 15 vI muMbaI rahe che paNa boTAdanA che, jeNe ahIMyA pU. sobhAgabhAIvALuM 3 - vALavAi AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 25 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #287 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq // * 000000000000000000000000000 vA makAna smAraka mATe ApyuM che te boTAdanA phaMkazanamAM hAjara hatA E vI tethI ahIM samAcAra temaNe ApyA hatA ke zeThazrI sI. yu. zAheB Rii A hospITalanA saMkalanamAM rU. sADA pAMca lAkha ApyA. vA ci. minaLa ane ci. rohitanA patro hatA. ci. rohita sI. e. vI mAM pAsa thavAnuM jaNAvela hatuM te bAbata dhanyavAda to A. vinubhAI hai sAthe lakhI mokalyA hatA. | tA. 27-2nI TikITa che eTale 28-2 e tyAM AvavAnuM banaze va eTale ci. minaLa tathA tamone maLavAnuM banaze. banne majhAmA hazo. zrImAna sI. yu. zAha khuzI AnaMdamAM haze yAda karyAnuM hazo. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana cha 92 7. muMbaI, tA. 23-3-82 | sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: // vI pa. pU. gurudevAya namaH vI sukharUpa sAyalA pahoMcI gayA hazo .Homeopathic davA cAlu karI vI dIdhI haze. niyamita lezo. koIne ApavAnuM kahezo. sAruM thaI jaze pU. vI bAnI tabIyata sArI haze. dilIpabhAI tathA phemilI majhAmAM haze. 'to ci. minala kAzmIra pahoMcI gaI che ThaMDI che ema lakhe che. patra AvI gayo che. tamane yAda kare che. lakhe che. svAdhyAya, dhyAna, pharavAnuM vI paNa cAle che. rohitanuM paNa sAthe sAthe sAdhanamAM temaja svAdhyAya va vagere thAya che. minalanA Progress saMbaMdhI Apane mukhethI jAherAta vI sAMbhaLI ati AnaMda thayo che mane khAtrI che ke Apa jaldI abhiprAya rrro] , r 26 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #288 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vA Apo nahIM. AvI rIte abhiprAya apAyo e kharekhara evA AtmAne va vaMdanIya che. ane vaya 22, 23, 24 hamaNA. cokkasa ApanI kRpAthI che bhaviSyamAM cheDe pahoMcI jaze. pU. aruNAbena (vikAsa vidyAlayavALA) muMbaI AvyA che tene B vI tArIkha 28-3-82 surendranagara AvavA mATe gADI mokalavAnuM kahI | diIdhuM che. te savAranA moTara AvI jaze. paramArtha-mAro purUSArtha satata cAlu che. have vacanAmRta, bAkInA 3ii patro, svAdhyAya vagere niyamita thaI gayuM che. gayA mahine Disturb hatuM. AtmArthI bhAIbaheno, mumukSu bhAIbahenone yAdI. vasaMtabenane cidAnaMda svAmInA pada lakhavAne DAyarI ApI dezo. lI. AzAMkita sadgaNAnA praNAma ke cha 93 7. muMbaI, tA. 22-4-82 lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll II % II // sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH || pa. pU. sadgurudevAya nama: Apano lakhela patra ci. minale tA. 16mIe mane Apyo. sAce ja 5 kI mane vAMcI khUba ja AnaMda thayo. kAraNa e Unexpected patra hato. 5 surendranagara banne divase ApazrI hAjara rahyA tethI mane khUba ja gamyuM. ApanI sAthe be divasa satata hevAnuM maLyuM. kharekhara Eye HospitalnuM khAta mUhurtanuM Function saphaLa ja thayuM, ane puSpAbena Gii tathA arUNAbenanA sanmAnano divasa paNa dhanya thayo. AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 267 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #289 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vA paramArtha-zuM 170 no patra, varSa 24, amRtasAgaranuM avalokanaE vI sukha alpa paNa vismaraNa na thAya. basa, bIjuM zuM ? jo A thaI B. vI jAya. vismaraNa na thAya ghaDI paNa, to nirvikalpa samAdhi kyAM dUra- E che. A eka vAkya kyAnuM kyAM laI jAya evuM che. puruSArthamAM, A vAkya, Gii A raTaNa, uMce laI jAya che. ane Akho divasa satata jAgRti A vI eka ja vAkyathI rahe che. AvI ja rIte ApanA selected badhA ja patro sarasa che. atyaMtara puruM thavA AvyuM che, tamane thaze zuM 5 G Result AvyuM ? puruSArtha satata jAgRtapaNe cAlu che. khUba AnaMda vA Ave che- amRtasAgaranA avalokana sukhamAM. cidAnaMda mahArAjanA padonI Language bahu kaThina paDe che. be lAM traNa vakhata vAMcavA paDe che. e bhASAnA artha mAre ApanI pAse 5. va samajavA paDaze. thoDAka padonA artha sAMbhaLyA che. paNa kazuM ja saLaMga vI samajavA, sAMbhaLavA, svAdhyAya maLyuM ja nathI. vI Aje savAre ApanA janmadinanI lIdhelI Video Cassette joI Gii ema thayuM, Aje ja hamaNAM muMbaImAM ja svAdhyAya karatA hoya ema vI lAgatuM hatuM. A uparathI vicAra Avyo jo ApanA svAdhyAyanA vI cassate vagere jo levAmAM AvyuM hoya to ame muMbaI beThAM ApanuM lAM svAdhyAya sAMbhaLI zakIe, khUba khuzI thaIe. ane bhaviSyamAM paNa vI tenA artha sahita Apano avAja, ApanuM sarvasva jovA maLe, sAMbhaLavA Gii maLe, khUba AnaMda thAya. sonagaDhamAM karela che. atyAre Cassette para 5 vI ja vyAkhyAna cAle che. 1lI May Apa badhAno Abu javAno progrAma che. te jANyo. vI muMbaIvALA mATe khUba dUra che. jo ke AvavAnI icchA che, chatAM vI joIe zuM thAya che, avAze ke nahIM. May 16, amAro juno | 4 servant dezamAM jAya che... V. Shah pAse sItArAma ke huM bemAMthI 15 Gii eka to hovI ja joIe. & OOOOOO * AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA000000000000000000 ph . 268 vIra-rAjapathadazinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #290 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OOOOOOOOOOO ka000000000000000 ApanI tabIyata sArI haze. pU. bAne taddana sAruM thaI gayuM haze. 5 vI dilIpabhAI tathA phemilI majAmAM haze. AtmArthI bhAI bahenone | | vaMdana, mumukSu, parama mumukSu bhAI bahenone vaMdana. sI. yu. zAhanuM kahevAnuM ke Azrama bAbatamAM bhaTTane Architect tarIke rAkhavA. solaMkIne konTekTara tathA suparavIjhana tarIke cAlu rAkhavA, bhaTTane rAkhavAthI kAmamAM ghaNo ja pharaka paDI jaze. 1-1/2 15 TakAmAM karaze, AMkhanI hospITalanA kAma mATe Avaze, eTale sAyalA AvavAno vadhu kharca lAgaze nahIM. vadhu paDatuM leze nahIM ema enuM 5 kahevuM che. ema e caMdubhAI sukhalAlane kahetA hatA, lI, AjJAMkita sadgaNAnA praNAma * 94 7 zrI guruzAMti sadana TrasTa, mAunTa Abu, tA. 11-5-82 | OM || | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | AtmArthI bahenathI saNAbena, muMbaI tamAro invenDa patra tA. 24 AsapAsa sAyalA maLela hato. vAMcI bInA jANela che. tA. 26-27/4 surendranagara lagna upara javuM paDela tA. 29-4 Gii savAre lIMbaDI pU. hemakuMvarabhAI svAmI Adi pAse javuM paDela. bapore va bAra vAgatA amadAvAda varSI tapanA pAraNA upara hAjarI rahI tA.12 30-4 amArA pU. moTA bhAIzrInI tabIyata bagaDatAM navasArI jaI 5 tA. 1-5 savAre 8-30nI basamAM ravAnA thaI 4-30 bapore mAunTa | Abu pahoMcI gayela chIe. atyAre beno bhAIo bALako maLI vIza 5 TOOOOOOOOOOO M 1 qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqd BOOOOO AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 269 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #291 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * vA vyaktio che. tA. 12 thI 15-5 sudhImAM bIjA trIza bhAI baheno B. vI Avaze ane daza jaze Azare pacAza bhAI baheno Akhara sudhI 3 vI raheze. ema jaNAya che. hA, muMbaIvALA mATe Abu dUra gaNAya. atre tamArA mATe to era va sTezana dUra eTale dUra ja gaNAya. amadAvAda 225 kI.mI.ane jayapuravI udepura 300 kI.mI. uparAMta haze eTale TreinamAM ja AvavuM paDe. 3 vadhu AMka 170 nA perA be mAM, rasa sAgaranuM avalokana karatAM eka tuMhI hI tuMhI thaI samAdhi thAya. teno AnaMda ane ullAsa keTalo thAya te bAbata vA tame darzAvI te kharekhara satya ja che. AThaso upara AMka (837) va samadarzItA guNanuM vivecana karela che te kharekhara nididhyAsana karavA yogya vI ane upAdeya che. A. puSpAbene, ci. minala, ci. rohita ane tamArA vigate vI khuzI samAcAra ApatA ane zrImAna sI. yu. zAha sAthe madrAsa tA. va 20-5 no progrAma che ane tethI koI atre AvI zakaze nahIM, te 5 vA samAcAra ApatAM patra lakhavA vicAra thatAM lakhela che. kAMI harakata vI nahIM. ci. minalanA patro sAyelA maLela che. vAMcana, dhyAna darekane vI niyamita karavAnuM che. zrImAna zeThazrI cimanalAlabhAIne praNAma. tamone | 3ii khuzI AnaMdamAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMta caraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana tA tA. ka. :- tamo to jANo cho ke, dazA prApta thatAM, udayamAM Ave Gii te samabhAve AnaMda pUrvaka bhogavavuM, teja purUSArtha che. purUSArtha badho lo karavo paNa chatAM udaya Ave te samatAthI AnaMda pUrvaka bhogavAya to vI sAcI samajaNa gaNAya, mArI tabIyata sArI che. da : pote. *ll000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 kip g roor | vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 ra70 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #292 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 00000000000000000000000000 cha ~ ~ tA. 1-3-82 hhhhhh. h | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | pa. pU. saddagurudevAya nama: Apano tA 11-5-82no lakhelo patra maLyo. javAba lakhavAmAM Gii DhIla thaI mATe kSamA Apazo. Abu AvavAnI icchA hovA chatAM 45. va paNa AvI zakAyuM nahIM. hari icchA. London thI Mr. Edwin no Telegram Avela che, ane sI. yu. zAha laMDana,0. G.L., nIkaLI gayela hovAthI e juno 40 varSanA dhaMdhA mATe je laMDanathI paNa Ave che, tene maLavA mATe junamAM ja 5 bolAvela che ane madrAsa paNa javuM paDe ema hatuM eTale tA. 20thI 30, madrAsanuM paNa lagabhaga kAmakAja patAvI dIdhuM che. junamAM laMDana jaze to huM tathA minala aThavADIyuM sAyalA AvavAnA chIe. Rose-4012 Eye Hospital dell aller Function quid AvyA pachI C. C. Shah Apane roja ja yAda kare che ane kahe che ke pU. bApujIne kahe ke mane paNa prApti karAvI de. huM agatyanA patro vAMcI laIza. khabara nathI zuM jAduI lAkaDI tame pheravI ke emane Avo vicAra phUryo che ? tamArA tathA kRpALudevanA phoTAne dararoja page lAge che. bhakti to che ja. emane tame ja guru cho. korA kAgaLa jevA ja che. AMka 837, samadarzitAno vAMcyo, vicAryo-have e ja puruSArtha vA karavAno che ane are AMka 170 to AMkha samakSa, pratyakSa taryA kare 5 | che. eka tuMhI tuMhInI raTaNA-brAhmI vedanA, kRpALu deva lakhe che - OOOOOOOOOO | 271] qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq - AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only ph Page #293 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 200000000000000002, vI jene lAgI hoya ene ja khabara hoya. vI ci. rohita Business mAM Involve thAya e pahelAM bIjI prApti patI jAya to sAruM. kAraNa enuM mind eka vakhata dhaMdhAmAM lAgI jaze to AmAM vALavuM muzkela thaze. AtmArthI bhAI baheno, mu, parama mumukSu bhAI bahenone vaMdana, pU. bA nI tabIyata sArI haze. dilIpabhaAI, sarojabhAbhI, bALako vI majhAmAM haze. mAro patra pahoMcaze tyAre Apa sAyalAmAM Settle thaI gayA hazo. tabIyata sArI haze. barAbara ArAma lezo svAdhyAya 5. vA eka ja TAIma vAMcazo. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma >> 96 7. sAyalA, tA. --82 // sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, | ci. minalakumArIno madrAsathI lakhela tA. 21/pano patra mAunTa Abu tA. 27/5nA roja maLela ane tamoe 1/3nA roja lakhela invenDa patra tA. 5/6nA roja gaI kAle maLela che. vAMcI khuzI IPL DI utpanna thayela che. AMka 837 samadarzitAno pharI pharI vAMcI vicAravAno tathA tamArI bhUmikA mujaba barAbara amalamAM mukAyo ke kema, te jovAnuM che. mane khAtrI che ke tamArAthI sahajamAM amalamAM mUkAya tevI IB Gii tamArI dazA che te jANI keTalo AnaMda thAya ! AM. 170 AMkha 15. samakSa pratyakSa tare evo che, te barAbara che. | OOOOOOOT 272 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #294 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllodov0000000000 A 00000000000000000000002 vI zrImAnuM sI.yu. zAhane bhAva jAgyA te prazaMsanIya che. paNa vAMcavAthI B va bhUmikA taiyAra thAya che. te mumukSunA lAbhanuM che. chatAM Monotonus haiM lAgatuM hoya 20-30 divasa ApaNo pahelo svAdhyAya sAMbhaLavo 5 vI joIe. te zakya nathI. to lagna pahelAM vAlakezvaranA mArA mukAma vI vakhate tamone cha jaNAne verAvaLa mukAme, spe. patronI noMdha samajAvelI vI te spezIyala patra tamAre kramasara zrImAna sI.yu. zAhane vAMcI saMbhaLAvavA IE. joIe. agara teoe te kramasara vAMcI javA joIe. teonI zraddhA 15. Gii saMpUrNa che temAM zaka nathI, agara tamo Avo tyAre batAvazo ke temane vI yathArtha bodha kevI rIte thAya ke jethI bhaviSyamAM jhaDapI pragati karI zake, vI teone mArA vIravaMdana kahezo ane yAda karyAnuM kahezo. tame junamAM AvavA lakhatA hatAM. Aje phonanA samAcAra A. vI zAMtibhAIe ApyA ke tA. 12 mIe ravAnA thaI Avo cho ane 3 zrImAna sI. yu. zAha laMDana javAnA che. dezamAM garamI che. ekAda varasAda paDI jAya to sAruM. tamone khuzI | majAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakaMjanA AtmabhAve vaMdana cha 97 7. muMbaI, tA. 15-6-8ra 0.000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | 3 pa. pU. sadgurudevAya namaH | va Apano tA. 7-68rano lakhelo patra maLyo. vAMcI AnaMda thayo che. AMka 837 samadarzitAno pharI pharI vAMcI vicAravAno tamArI | GI bhUmikA mujaba barAbara amalamAM mUkAyo che ke kema, te jovAnuM che paNa 5 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 273 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #295 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka , ka004 a , ,, Gii Apane jANIne AnaMda thaze. amalamAM mUkavAnuM tAtkAlika ja mArA B vI bhAgyamAM AvI gayuM hatuM. junamAM sAyalA AvavA mArI pUrI taiyArI hatI, icchA hatI, 5 vA nakkI karela ke c. . Shah laMDana jAya te divase ke bIjA divase IP vA sAyelA 8-10 divasa mATe javuM ja che. kAraNa Abu paNa javAyuM hatuM ke nahIM, tyAre paNa madrAsa javAnuM thayuM hatuM. paNa C. U. Shah nuM sApha 15 huM nA kahevAnuM thayuM. "mArI gerahAjarImAM tamAre ke minale ke rohite 5. Gii ahIMyA rahevuM anivArya che. huM AvuM pachI gurupUrNimA para jo. Apano A pahelAnA patramAM tA. 11-5-82 mAM lakheluM ke je 5. va udayamAM Ave te samabhAve AnaMdapUrvaka bhogavavuM. te ja purUSArtha che. 5 va purUSArtha badho ja karavo paNa udaya Ave te samatAthI AnaMdapUrvaka | bhogavAya to sAcI samajaNa gaNAya. basa, ApanA A be lakhelA vAkyathI tarata ja meM mArA manane vA vALI lIdhuM ane eka ja kSaNamAM zAMtithI kheda karyA vinA ApanA B. | lakhavA mujaba AnaMdapUrvaka samatAthI ahIMyA rahevAnuM emanI gerahAjarImA | nakkI karI lIdhuM. ApanA A be vAkya to zuMnuM zuM kAma karI lIdhuM. thaI ke. huM jAya ane have pachI paNa izvara ApanI asIma kRpAthI AvA prasaMgo 5. Gii AnaMdapUrvaka samatAthI bhogavavA baLa ane buddhi Ape ema huM icchuM vI chuM, mAthuM . A vAta meM nalinabhAIne paNa phonamAM kahI hatI. ema vI ja hoya ane mAre ahIMyA ja rahevAnuM hoya, paNa pahelA mane kheda va thato hato. A vakhatanI vAta judI che. A. puSpAbene phonamAM ApanA khuzI khabaranA samAcAra ApyA che. ApanI eka AMkhamAMthI pANI paDe che to surendranagara batAvI TIpAM niyamita nAMkhazo, saMbhALa lezo. A. nalinabhAInI phonathI sUcanA mujaba homIyopethIka davA A. O O OOOOOOOOOOOO**! llllllllllllUUU0000000000000000000000000000000 274 vIra-rAjapathadazinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #296 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqqq naginabhAI sAthe mokalI ApIza. pU.bAne page have sArUM haze. dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. minala meghadUta rahevA AvI che. ophise gaI che. svAdhyAya, dhyAna barAbara kare che. e ja, lI. AjJAMkita sadguNAnA praNAma 7 98 11.30 11 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH II pa. pU. sadgurudevAya nama: ame badhA-huM, rohita, zAMtAbena vagere sukharUpa muMbaI pahoMcI gayA che. minala sTezana para amone levA AvI hatI, tyAMthI ja sudarzana cAlI gaI hatI. A vakhatanA 10 divasanA 52ma satsaMgamAM sAce ja khUba ja majA AvI hatI, 10 divasa 10 minITa jevA ja lAgyA hatA. ane te rAtrInA gurugama tathA gurumahimAnA bhajanamAM paNa majhA AvI hatI. tethI adhika AnaMda to ApazrI sAthe besI, mane tathA nalinabhAIne carcA ka2vAno moko maLyo hato tathA Ape svAnubhava samajAvyuM ane ame kyAM che e paNa samajAvyuM hatuM, sAce ja khUba ja AnaMda thayo ke mArI ghaNA vakhatanI jhaMkhanA, mokaLA mane besI, carcA vicAraNA karavAnI hatI ane haju paNa besI carcA ka2vAnI che, to vadhAre AnaMda Avaze, mane khabara che ke jyAM sudhI huM bolIza nahIM tyAM sudhI Apa paNa muMge moDhe ja besazo. svAdhyAya-paramArtha bAbata e to Ama beThAM hoIe to sahaja nIkaLI jAya. khAsa, bolAtuM ja nathI. gurupUrNimAnA divase amane je mahatva-chance Apo cho te amArA mATe kharekharA AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra tA. 14-7-82 For Personal & Private Use Only 275 Page #297 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vvvvvvr q dhanabhAgya ja che, ema huM samajuM chuM. paNa, amane paNa barAbara cakAsazo ja. AzramanI carcA vicAraNAthI vicAro jANavA maLyA. amArI javAbadArInuM paNa bhAna thayuM. izvara ene mATe preraNA ane zakti Ape. ApanI tabIyatano khyAla rAkhazo, thoDo thakAvaTa anubhavatA hoya ema lAge che. AtmArthI bhAIbahenone vaMdana. pU. bAne vaMdana. sarojabhAbhI, dilIpabhAI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. C. U. ShahnuM vAMcana cAlu che. Aje choTamanu-Atma-anAtma vivekamAMthI yathArtha bodha, 1. avidyA, 2. asmitA, 3-4, rAga-dveSa, 5. bhaya-te pAMca kaSAya kleza rahita thAya to jIva ziva thAya, te meM samajAvyuM hatuM. ema samajAvyuM ke jJAnI guruthI avidyA jAya, jIva samakitI thAya, pachI AtmAnuM dhyAna dharavAthI karmonI nirjarA thAya, to ja mokSa thAya. eTale tIrthaMkaro je siddho thayA che ema thavAya. thoDuM samajAvyuM. lI. sadguNAnA praNAma 201 +3+ 99 o sAyalA, tA. 1-8-82 AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tamo badhA khuzIthI pahoMcI gayAnuM tA. 14-7nuM iglenDa patra OUR 11 30 11 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH II vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #298 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqz, vA tA. 19-7nA roja maLela ane te vAMcI saMtoSa thayo hato. tenI B vI pahoMca lakhavAno Aje TAIma maLatAM lakhavAnuM ke 10 divasanA A 15 vA vakhatanA parama satsaMgamAM sAce ja khUba ja majhA AvI jANI khuzI Gii thayA chIe. vI guru mahimA tathA gurugamanA bhajanomAM paNa majhA AvI. badhA vamahAtmAo eno ja mahimA gAI gayAM che te jANIe tyAre ApaNane vI keTalo AnaMda Ave. A. nalinabhAI tathA tamArI sAthe mokaLA | va mane carcA thaI tethI tamArI jhaMkhanA thoDI saMtoSANI jANI AnaMda Gii thayela che. huM moTA bhAge mauna rahevAnI Teva te kyAreka sahaja rIte chUTI jAya vI che. va zrIyut sI. yu. zAhanuM vAMcana cAlu che ane choTamanuM AtmavA anAtma vivekanuM prakaraNa- avidyA, asmitA, rAga-dveSa, bhaya e pAMca vI phleza samajAvyA jANI AnaMda thayela che. bIjA hoya to lakhuM ke jainanA | te yathArtha bodha sAthe bIjA darzanano yathArtha bodha hamaNAM bheLavazo nahIM. vI jarA dvidhA thAya. - zrI zAhanI kuzAgrabuddhi ane grAmyIMga zakti jotAM kAMI lakhavApaNuM vI nathI. tamone yogya lAge tema AgaLa vadhazo. lA AMka 148 no utAro lakhI viramuM chuM. dazyane adazya karyuM ane adazyane dazya karyuM evuM jJAnI puruSonuM 5 va AzcaryakAraka anaMta aizvarya vIrya vANIthI kahI zakAvuM yogya nathI." vI tamo bannene khuzI majAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 3 llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 277. For Personal & Private Use Only Page #299 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 000000000000000000000000000000000 * 100 muMbaI, tA. 27-8-82 || OM || | sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: || Raa pa. pU. sadgurudevAya nama: Gii tA. 25-8-82 nA roja huM tathA sarve sukharUpa muMbaI pahoMcI gayA vI che. A vakhatanA daza divasa paryuSaNa daramyAnano parama satsaMga mane to 5 G khUba ja phaLyo che. sAmAyika pratikramaNa vakhate Ape mane sUcanA karI IE vI ke mauna rahI svarUpamAM raho cho paNa tema nahIM mana, vacana, kAyAnA B. va yoga kAma kare ne upayoga ravarUpamAM rahe e pramANe purUSArtha karavAnuM ]B | sUcavyuM, sAcuM ja hatuM. ghaNuM kharuM maunathI ja rahevAtuM hatuM. paNa tame 5 vA cetavI kahyuM, dIvo pragaTyo, ullAsa khuba vadhyo, bhamarI ilikAne G! caTakAve tevo ja caTako lAgyo, ne lagabhaga zarU ja thaI gayuM che. mAro vI to sAyalAno phero, nivRttikSetra mArA mATe, satyarUSanI chatrachAyA, vI Azraya vagere phaLI ja gayuM che. vaLI vadhArAmAM svAdhyAyamAM zrI cidAnaMdasvAmInA pado 10 samajAyA. AnaMdaghanajInA stavana je mokSasvarUpa che te samajAyA, upaniSada 9 3ii vagere zuM na samajAyuM ? badhuM ja prApta thayuM. ApanI davA Lid-drop nI eka ja bATalI rahI che. khalAsa thavA B AvI che, maMgAvI dIdhI che te AMgaDIyA sAthe vajubhAI surendranagara | mokalI Apaze ne tyAMthI sAyelA mokalavAnI vyavasthA thaze ema kahyuM ke lo che. te Apane be cAra divasamAM maLI jaze paNa urine frequency huM rahI te daramyAna ghaNI ja ochI thaI gaI hatI. Apa khuba khuza | vI mijAjamAM hatA. Surrouvvoorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry hN : 278 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #300 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq Dilantin Capsule have be levAnI zarU karazo. AtmArthI bhAI-bahenone vaMdana. pU. bA tathA dilIpabhAI, huM sarojabhAbhI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. muMbaImAM vAtAvaraNa zAMta che. muMbaI nIkaLatI vakhate chello paNa e ja bodha Ape Apyo ke, | basa! mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoga kAma kare ne upayoga svarUpamAM rahe ema purUSArtha karavAno. meM javAba Apyo ke ema ja zarU thaI gayuM che. 15. basa ! Ape dIvo pragaTAvI Apyo. lI. AjJAMkita sadgaNAnA praNAma 9 101 ju. sAyalA, tA. 9-9-82 . qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq llllllllllllllllllllllllllluuuuuuuuuuuuuuu | | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI - tamAruM invenDa patra tA. 27-8nuM tA. 30-8 nA roja tamo E kI badhA khuzIthI pahoMcI gayA cho tenuM maLela che, vAMcI tamane paryuSaNa 3 Gii parvano parama satsaMga khUba ja phaLyo che te jANI khUba ja khuzI utpanna JE 3ii thayela che. mane satata vicAra thayo ke A. saguNAbenane have TuMkAmAM zuM 5. dhyAna doravuM ke eka dhakko evo lAge ke pragati thAya ane banyuM paNa 5 temaja. sahaja vAta karI dhyAna doryuM tyAM to tamArI vicakSaNatA evI ke 5. va muddo pakaDI pADyo ane te purUSArtha zarU karI dIdho te evo ke ravAnA 5 thatI vakhate mane vaMdana karatAM hatAM tyAre paNa svarUpamAM tame hatAM ane 2 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra | 279 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #301 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ va eTaluM ja bolyA ke, "bApujI ! e to tyArathI zarU thaI gayela che. E huM keTalI AnaMdanI vAta ! te mATe dhanyavAda. keTalo saMtoSa ! 5 traNa bATalI Lid dropsnI A. vajubhAI mAraphata mokalAvI te 3ii zrI koThArI mAraphata maLI gaI che. homIyopathInI davA cAlu che. 15 | Dilantin Capsules tA. 25-8 rAtrithI be vakhata cAlu karela che. zrImAna sI. yu. zAha tathA ci. minala majAmAM haze. tamone khuzI majAmAM cAhuM chuM. mArI tabIyata sArI che. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMda mA. vorAnA AtmabhAve vaMdana * 102 7. muMbaI, tA. 20-9-822 || OM . // sahajAtma svarUpAya nama:// 3 5.pU. sadgurudevAya namaH ApazrIno tA. 9-9-82no lakhelo patra tA. 13-9-82nA roja vA maLyo. vAMcI khuba ullAsa AnaMda thayo. ApazrImAM paNa svarUpamAM sthita thaI mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoganI vA pravRtti-kAma kare che, te ghaNA kALathI che, paNa amane mApavAnI zakti vI ja kyAM hatI? e to jyAre ame e dazAnA aMzamAM AvIe tyAre IE Gii ja khabara paDe. AMka 194 meM Apane pahela vahelo lakhyo hato. ApanA pUchavA | vI mujaba, jenA caraNAraviMda sevyA hoya, jeno Azraya hoya tenA jevA jaE | ziSyane banAve che e satya ja che. pU. kRpALudeva paNa 24 varSathI 5 svarUpamAM sthita, samAdhimAM ne mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoga kAma kare. 5 ** chaOOOOOOOO 0000000000000000 280 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #302 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ phhhhhhhhhhhhh va eno yathArtha mArga Ape ja amane samajAvyo, batAvyo, cIMdhyo. jeno 5 vI upakAra sapurUSanA upakArano pratiupakAra vALavA, A ziSya (huM) B vI sarvathA asamartha chuM. jethI huM mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekAgratAthI ApanA 5 nA caraNAraviMdamAM namaskAra karuM chuM. ApanI parama bhakti ane vItarAga 5 vI purUSanA mULa dharmanI upAsanA mArA hRdayane viSe bhava paryata akhaMDa 5 va jAgRta raho. eTaluM mAguM chuM, te saphaLa thAo, OM zAMti: zAMti: B vI zAMtiH keTaluM yathArtha che. ane cha padano patra paNa yathArtha che. parama vI purUSanA vacane je cha padathI je purUSanA AtmAno nizcaya thayo che ke hI te Adhi vyAdhi, upAdhithI, sarva saMgathI rahita thayA che, thAya che ane 5 Gii bhAvikALamAM temaja thaze. je saMpurUSoe, janma, jarA maraNano nAza karavAvALo sahaja | svasvarUpamAM avasthAna thavAno upadeza karyo che, te satparUSone pharI te pharI trikALa namaskAra ho. A aMtaramAMthI nIkaLelA udgAra je cha lI padano patra anubhavano, ullAsano, AnaMdano che jyAre yathAtathya vI ema Ave tyAre. A. sarva bhAIbahenone vaMdana A. puSpAbenano phona hato. 5 vI ApazrIne amadAvAdathI AvyA bAda thakAvaTane kAraNe tAva AvI DI gayo hato, te have sAruM haze. davA laI lezo. pU. bAne sArU haze, vI dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. rohita madrAsa Gii gayA che. majhAmAM che. minala Aje meghadUta rahevA AvavAnI che. 5 majhAmAM che. sAro progresa kare che. patra lAMbo che. vAMcatA Bore Gii nahIM thAvane ! lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma hN vrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 281 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #303 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 103 nyu sAyalA, tA. 12-10-82E || OM || | | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | huM AtmArthI benazrI saddaguNAbena, muMbaI tamArUM tA. 20-9 nuM invenDa patra tA. 23-9nA roja maLela che. 5 vA vAMcI prasannatA sAthe ullAsa thayo. kAraNa, tamArI parIkSA vakhate mokSamArga zuM ? evo meM prazna vI karyo. tamoe javAbamAM 194 AMka kaDakaDATa bolavA mAMDyA ane DI chevaTe Aje nizAne pahoMcyA bAda te ja patranA zabdonA anubhavanA vI ullAsa sAthe jaNAvo cho. cha padanA patramAMnA je paregrAphano ullekha vI karyo che temAM paNa anubhava sAthe ullAsa thayela dekhAya che. - tethI tamArI prajJA ane bhaktine amo namaskAra karIe chIe. va parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra pU. saubhAgyabhAInI prajJAne namaskAra karela. amo tamArI prajJA ane bhaktine tamo kinAre pahoMcyA pachI va have namaskAra karIe chIe. zrImAnuM cimanabhAI majAmAM haze. tamone AnaMdamAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana * * 004 | 282 | vIra-rAjapathadakSiInI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #304 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : hhhhhhhhhhhhh 7 104 vya muMbaI, tA. 11-4-83 llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll . | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | va pa. pU. saddagurudevAya nama: sukharUpa pahoMcI gayA hazo, vinubhAI AvI gayA che, eTale vI khabara malI gayA che. Apano sudarzana TelIphona hato, ema minale vI khuzI khabaranA samAcAra ApyA che. vI pU. bAne davA ApI haze, phAvI gaI haze, savAra tathA rAtanA vI levAnI che, ema kahezo. 3 Aja mahine eprIla 24 thI 29, pAMca divasa Chloromycetin 3 capsuls tamAre rojanI traNa levAnI che. sAthe baMne Syrup paNa vI levAnA che. laI lezo, saMbhALa rAkhazo, kapha have sAro thaI gayo haze. 21 divasanA satata sAthe rahevA tathA svAdhyAyathI khUba ja ullAsa 15 vI ne saMtoSa thayo che. ghaNA vakhatathI cut off thayuM hoya ema lAgatuM hatuM va te ghaNuM ja sAruM lAgyuM. lA Do. jhAMkharIyA pAse (xray chest) kaDhAvyo te ghaNA sArA DokaTara Saa che ane amArA khAsa oLakhItA ane amArI Raitan officenA 3 Laljibhai AccountantnA jamAI thAya, eTale khAsa dhyAna rAkhe, vA khAsa dhyAnathI sArA phoTA pADe. Gii satata jAgRti che tathA purUSArtha cAlu che, thoDuM Push up thAya ke vI evI jJAnavArtA lakhazo. kAraNa unmani-amanaska sudhI pahoMcavAnuM hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Gii che. | OOOOOOOOOOOO AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra O 283 * For Personal & Private Use Only Page #305 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vA svAdhyAya, dhyAna cAlu che, samayasAra guTako pUro thayo che. samayasAra re nATaka gujarAtI lIpImAM banArasIdAsanuM vAMcavAnuM zarU karyuM che. tA. 7-4-83 8. U. Shah, Singapore gayA che. 9-4-83 5 rohita vAyA madrAsa, singapore gayA che. banatA sudhI 13 athavA 15mI tArIkhe pAchA AvI jaze. AtmArthI bhAIbahenone vaMdana. mu. 5. mu, bhAIbahenone vaMdana, vasaMtabenane have sArUM haze. sarojabhAbhI, dilIpabhAI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. minala meghadUta rahevA AvI che. tabIyata ThIka aThIka che. DokTare Complete Rest levAnuM kahyuM che, eja, lI. AjJAMkita sadgaNAnA praNAma 7 105 7 sAyalA, tA. 16-4-83 che sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | phI AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tamAro tA. 11-4-no patra tA. 14-4nA roja maLyo. khuzI | samAcAra jANI AnaMda thayo, khuzIthI pahoMcyAnA samAcAra A. Gii vinubhAIe ApyA te jANela che. - tamArI bAne davA zarU karAvela che, cAra divasa savAra sAMja 1-2 | vI ApI pachI eka TikaDI ApIe chIe. kapha che. kAMIka sukAyela jIrA 15 jevuM nIkaLe che. Do. rasikabhAI surendranagarathI AvelA te kahe A 5 vI TikaDI bahu sArI che. Of vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 | 284 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #306 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hR vA. tA. 24 thI 29 mAre kepzala levAnI che te levAze, banne sIrapa cAlu che kapha to bilakula ocho thaI gayela che. A 5 Gii vakhate Do. ke. bI. zAha,Xray ane Do. manoja ane Do. mahetA, traNa 5 va ThekANe ceka thaI gayuM, sAruM thayuM. hA, Do. jhAMkharIyAno chestX-Ray |B va paNa sAro-cokkasa kALajIne lIdhe lAgyuM ke tabIyata sArI che. vA zrImAna sI. yu. zAha pAMca vAge kRSNakuMja AvyA aMta sudhI | Gii sekAyA kahyuM paNa gayA nahIM. hA pU. kalIkALa sarvajJa hemacaMdrasUri anubhava prakAza, jJAnasAra pAnuM thI 238 zloka 32 thI 38 unmanI bhAva mATe che, zloka 36 vilaya 5. Gii mATe che. zloka 36 mananA vinAza mATe che. te badhA zloko pramANe |B Gii purUSArtha karavo. zloko 39, 40, 41, 42, 43, 44, 45, 46 B va kramasara vAMcI dhyAnamAM upayoga lagAvavo. A prazna vAMcI tamArA | to purUSArtha mATe AlhAda utpanna thAya che. 21 divasa tame tathA ci. | minale satata lAbha lIdho. teNI meghadUta Avela che ane DokaTare G kamplITa resTa levA kahyuM che to te pramANe ArAma le tema kahezo. tamo vI ne khuzImAM icchuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana - 106 7. muMbaI, tA. 3-5-836 || sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: || pa. pU. sadagurudevAya nama: ApazrIno 11-4-83no lakhelo patra maLyo che. A patra sAce jAu * * * | T AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra | | 285 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #307 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mArA mATe sphuraNAdAyaka hato. thoDA divasa to vAMca vAMca karyo. khUba ja AnaMda anubhavyo. pachI jJAnasAramAMthI ApanA lakhelA zloka naMbara vAMcavA zarU karyA. jo ke pahelAM ghaNA vakhatathI svAnubhava ja vAMcatI hatI chatAM A preraNA pachI to dhyAna tathA purUSArthamAM ora ja progresa thayoche ane khUba ja AnaMdamAM rahevAya che. to zuM tame pUchyA vinA to nahIM ja kaho paNa eka jotAM e ja sAcuM che ke je jenI yogyatA pramANe dazA paripakva thaye tenA svamukhe ja sarasa rIte ja AvA prazno nIkaLI jAya tyAre ja Apa yogya vakhate sUcana-preraNA Apo cho. ApanI pahelethI ja e ja rIta che, te ja barAbara che. A rItanA yogya vakhatanA, yogya jJAnavArtAnA, yogya dhakkA lagAvo cho, evo mane pahelethI ja anubhava che, thayela che, e satya che. ApanI kRpAthI zraddhA ane vizvAsa che ke jarU2 pahoMcI javAze. ja 'qqqqqqqqqqq' udharasanI homIyopethIka davA niyamita lezo. jethI vadhu paDatI udharasa ke kapha thAya nahIM. pU. bA majhAmAM haze. have sArUM haze. dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. AtmArthI, mumukSu, parama mumukSu bhAIbahenone vaMdana. minala majhAmAM che. ArAma le che rohita tathA sI. yu. zAha madrAsathI AvI gayA che. ciM. dipakanA lagna nimitte muMbaI AvavAno Agraha karavA khAsa sUcana mATe zubhIbenano phona hato. Apa Avazo to jarU2 amone AnaMda Avaze thaze. AzramanuM kAmakAja barAbara cAlatuM haze. AtmArthI lavacaMdabhAInuM samAdhimaraNa thayuM - hajI sudhI mArAthI javAyuM nathI. lI. AjJAMkita sadguNAnA praNAma 286 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #308 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : hhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhh 0 107 (c). sAyalA, tA. 13-5-83 5 | sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: || hA AtmArthI benazrI saguNAbena, muMbaI tamAro tA. 3-5-83 no lakhelo patra tA. 6-5-83nA roja te maLela che. vAMcI parama saMtoSa thayo che. AtmajJAnanA sAdhananA pachavADe amanaska bhAvanA je zloko TAMkyA va hatA te vAMcI vicArI, anubhavI ullAsa pragaTe ja e svAbhAvika vI che. paNa e svaanubhavanA chellA zloko (pU. zrI hemacaMdrasUrInA) vI pUrepUrA pharI pharI vAMcI vicArazo to sva-anubhava pramANe vadhAre 3 AnaMda Avaze. vI zrImAna sI. yu. zAha sAdhanamAM rahe che te jANI khuzI thayA chIe. vA jeTalo vadhAre vakhata raheze teTalo phAyado thaze. tevI temanI satata yAdI vI tamo ApatA rahezo. vI ci. minalane sUkhazAtA pUchajo ane ArAma le ema khAsa sUcanA vI Apazo. evuM paNa sAMbhaLyuM che ke chevaTa traNa mAsamAM to A takalIpha B huM enI meLe ja dUra thaI jAya che. ci. dipakanA lagna nimitte bhakti tathA pUjAmAM A subhadrAbena 15 lI tathA bhAI naredandrakumArano rUbarU AvI ati Agraha hato tethI 1 5 divasa AvavAnuM karyuM che. tA. 22-5 nI savAramAM kalAka 7-32 nI 5 va pratiSThA vidhimAM amadAvAda 5. mu. zrI yazavaMtabhAIne tyAM hAjara 5 rahevA tA. 21-5 nI rAtre tyAMthI ravAnA thavuM paDaze. 000000000000000[ 00000000 UUppppppppppppppppppaalllllllllllllllllllllllll AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 287 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #309 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ // nqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqw vAA. dalIcaMda dozI tathA A lavacaMdabhAInA samAdhi bhAve dehavilayaE va thayAnA samAcAra jANI saMtoSa thayo che. baMnenI ArAdhanA paNa sArI 3ii hatI. - tamArI tabIyata sArI haze sAcavazo. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 3 tA.ka. : tamArA bAnI tabIyata tamArI davA lIdhA pachI kAMIka | sudharatI che, teNe badhAne yAda karI sukha zAtA pUchela che. 00000000000000000000000000000000000000000 mArI tabiyata sArI che. lI. vasaMtanA vaMdana - 108 7. tA. 17-5-83 | OM || || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | G! pa. 5. sadgurudevAya nama: hA mahinA pahelAM sAyelAthI pAchA AvavAnI to 10nI TikITa vI lIdhI hatI ane tyAM AvavA mATe relvenI TikITa nahIM AirnI TikITa va lIdhI paNa mArA bhAgyamAM ja Apane hAthe khanana vidhi jovAnI nahIM vI haze bIjuM zuM? phoTA joyA, khuba ja AnaMda thayo, khuzI thaI. | daseka divasa pahelAM uparanI dADha kADhavA mATe moDhAmAM Local vI injection Dentist DokaTare ApeluM hatuM te jagyAeAbcess jevI gAMTha 3ii thaI ane temAMthIulcer thayuM. tenI pIDA hajI cAlu che, hajI te pUrepUrUE vI rUjhAyuM nathI. A gAMThanI barAbara nIce chellI dADha kharAba hatI te A 5 Gii sojo ane dADha ghasAyA kare eTale rUjhAya nahIM. eTale DokaTara kahe A 15 000000000000000000000000 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 288 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #310 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqqqqqqqqqqqq' chellI dADha kADhI nAkhIe to jaladI rUjhAze. eTale dADha kADhavA mATe nakkI karyuM .General anacsthesia ApyuM eTale hAthanIVeinmAMInj. ApIne chellI banne dADha DokaTare kADhI nAkhI, dADha kADhyA pachI banne dADhanI khAsa takalIpha nathI. tyAM sArUM che paNa hajI peluM moDhAmAM Local Inj. mAreluM teulcer pUrepUruM rUjhAyuM nathI. tenuMirritation tathA moDhAmAM thoDo du:khAvo rahe che.Gumex apply ka2vAnI tathApain mATetablet paNa cAlu che. Slow progress che. DokTara kahe che, moDhAmAM Soft Tissue ne kAraNe vAra lAge che. ApanI tabiyata sArI haze. pU. bA majhAmAM haze. A. bhAIbahenone vaMdana. mumukSu, parama mumukSu bhAI bahenone vaMdana. dilIpabhAI tathA sarojabhAbhI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. vikAsa vidyAlayavALA arUNAbena thoDA divasa pahelAM muMbaI hatA. emane gADI-moTara mokalavA tA. 10 nuM kIdhuM hatuM. emano phona gaI kAle Avyo hato ke meM gADI mokalAvI, tame plenamAM jatAM rahyAM ? meM kIdhuM huM AvI zakI ja na hatI. arUNAbena tA. 22 amerikA jAya che. gaI kAle muMbaI hatA. e ja. lI. AjJAMkita sadguNAnA praNAma 7 109 jI muMbaI, tA. 21-6-83 11 30 11 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH II pa. pU. sadgurudevAya nama: Apano tA. 13-5-83no lakhela patra tArIkha 17mI e maLela hato. vAMcI AnaMda thayo hato, ApazrI ci. dipakanA lagna prasaMge G AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only 289 Page #311 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Gii tA. 20-5-83 muMbaI padhAryA hatA to khUba ja AnaMda thayo hato. vI eno pAvara hajI sudhI hato. vI che. U. Shah tathA rohita laMDana gayA hovAthI huM tyAM AvI zakI va nathI. ci. minalanI tabiyata have sudhArA para che. ene 10injection vI Vitamin B. ComplexnA meM ApyA pachI pharavA-haravAmAM sudhAro thayo che. khorAka thoDo levAya che Weakness ochI lAge che. e 3 loko guruvAre rAtre 11-20 nA plenamAM muMbaI Ave che. bannenI Gii tabiyata sArI che. puSpAbena sAyalAthI gaIkAle AvI gayA che. 15 va meghadUta AvyA hatA, be kalAka beThA hatA. emanI vAta parathI ema 5 vA lAgyuM ke ApanI AMkhamAM takalIpha hoya ema lAge che. to (1) B | VANMYCETIN Drops divasamAM be vakhata naMkhAvazo. (2) vacamAM IE cough jevuM thayuM hatuM, to mane lAge che ke cha mahinAno kaphano 5. vo chloromycetinno corsue karavAno bAkI che. bhUlI gayA lAgo 5 vI cho. te capsule davAnI peTImAM che. temAMthI 5 divasa 4 capsule vA divasanA cAra vakhata eka capsule laI levI joIe. ane bAkInA louisl syrup, Benadryl Syrup dell Bronchocordial syrup al 3ii camacI divasamAM be vakhata levAthI ArAma thaI jaze. vasaMtabena AvI gayA che to emane khAsa kahezo ke niyamita vA Apane davAno korsa ApI jAya. tabiyatanI saMbhALa rAkhazo. | paramArtha-unmanInA badhA ja zloko vAMcuM chuM purUSArtha cAlu che. kaMI Gii jJAnavArtA lakhazo. te AtmArthI bhAIbahenone vaMdana. pU. bAne khAsa sArUM nathI, paNa e vA to have mananuM kAraNa che. paNa serenad Tablet cAlu rAkhazo to 5 Gii sArU lAgaze. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma. 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A. zrI puSpAbena meghadUta AvyA ane mane AMkhamAM takalIpha | ane vacamAM kapha jevuM thayuM hatuM te samAcAra ApyA to tyAM rAjakoTa vA Do. dozIne AMkho batAvI hatI ane davA, goLI, TIpA lakhI ApyA IE vI che. kaphamAM to cha mahine nahIM paNa te ja mahinAnI chellI tArIkhamAM E je korsa karavAno hato te karela che. gaI kAle savAranA svAdhyAya vakhate chAtImAM thoDuM du:khatuM hatuM. 5 vI baporanA svAdhyAya vakhate chAtImAM tathA vAMsAmAM vadhAre du:khAvo thatAM vI DokTara paDhIyAra tathA Do. saradArasiMhane bolAvyA hatA. te lokoe te tapAsIne "maskulara peina" hovAnuM nidAna karela che ane gesane kAraNe che, iMjekzana ane davA ApatAM rAtre chAtIno duHkhAvo maTI gayo 5. vA ane pIThamAM duHkhAvo ocho paNa hato je atyAre 25 TakA jeTalo che. E 0000000000000 0 000 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 291 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #313 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ LI vAA vakhate meM nA pADelA chatAM tame "hArTano kArDIogrAma" levaDAvela.E vI cAra varSa thaI gayA te na cAle ema Do. ke. bI. zAhe kahela che ema B hI tame kahela, je riporTa normala Avela te tame jANo cho. eTale mane 5 vI khAtrI hatI ja ke hArTanuM kAMI hoI zake nahIM. Aje khorAkamAM bAphelA 5. maga ane maganuM pANI lIdhuM che. ane ArAma levAnuM sUcana hoI G! ArAma lIdho che. A patra lakhatI vakhate lagabhaga ArAma che eTale IE. 3ii tamo badhA bilakula ciMtA karazo nahIM. badhI davAo A. vasaMtabena | va Ape che. paramArthamAM unmani bhAvanA badhA zloko vAMco cho jANI khuzI vA thayA chIe. ci. minala to lakhe che ke satsaMga, dhyAna ane svAdhyAya vI ja cAle che-purUSArtha karatA rahezo. badhAne khuzI AnaMdamAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 5 0 111 7. sAyalA, tA. 16-7-83 | OM || || sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: // lA AtmArthI benazrI sadgaNAbena, muMbaI lI tA. 7-7nuM lakheluM invenDa tA. 11-7nA roja maLyo te pahelAM va tamArA TelIphonanI sUcanA mujaba davA baMdha karI dIdhI hatI. hA Do. dalAla sInIyara (moTAbhAI) pU. nAraMgIbenanA jamAinA 5 vA kahevAthI jIva evo lalacANo ke te davAthI svara (zuddha) bilakula khulI | va jaze. A. vasaMtabene kahyuM pU. sadgaNAbenane pUchAvo pachI zarU karazo IF O OOOOOOOOT 000000000000000000000000000000 | 292 | vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #314 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Lohana , va to paNa gaLuM khulI jaze te hoMzamAM kharIdI zarU karI dIdhI. homIyopathInI 9 davAthI gaLAmAM ke dhrujArImAM traNa mAsa levA chatAM kAMI phera paDyo | nahIM. jo ke urine nA period ane phrIkavansImAM phera paDela hato. 5 game tema vedanIya karma haze tethI mArAthI utAvaLa thaI ane davAnuM | rIekzana AvyuM. svAdhyAyamAM DojhIMga AvatAM joI A. vinubhAIe amadAvAda la phona karyo ane ci. dilIpe te davA saMtADI dIdhI. amadAvAda phula 5 cekIMga karAvatAM lIvaramAM sojo che tema nidAna thayuM. blaDa sIsI 30 5 Gii noramala gaNAya te 290 sIsI AvyuM. te nidAna tA. 11-7 thayuM. va junIyara dalAla daMpatI traNa vakhata amadAvAdathI AvI gayAM. vI surendranagarathI Do. trivedI tA. 7-7 rAtre ahIM hatA. Do. dalAla | vI daMpatI Do. trivedIne maLI tA. 8-7 Azare 12 thI 3 atre hatA.| Gii tyArathI davA baMdha, carabIvALo khorAka baMdha, saMpUrNa ArAma. | vI parama divase Do. junIyara dalAla yugala Avela te 12 thI 4 | | rokAyela. te lohI laI gayela. teno riporTa 290 sIsIne badale 75 5 Gii sIsI Avela che. haravA pharavAnI chUTa Apela che. be traNa divasamAM | thI ArAma thaI jaze. 3 zrImAnuM sI. yu. zAhane laMDana tAva AvI gayo ane muMbaI AvyA 9 pachI cAlu rahyo, ucATa thayo hato. temAM A patramAM 1-2 kalAka vI ophIsamAM jAya che, tAva utarI gayela che, nabaLAI che, jANI rAhata 5 thaI. 3 ci. minalane tA. 14 guruvAre TAMkA levAnA hatA tema phonamAM 5. kahetI hatI to te levAI gayA haze, ane tabIyata sArI haze. tame 5 Gii gaLu Do. mahetAne ApaNe batAvela tenA zeka mATe, garama pANIno vI zeka, masakyulara peina mATe je davA lakhI te barAbara che. tame A B gooooooooooooooooooooooooo 000000000000000000000 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 293 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #315 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ L: 00. 00 vA zarIranA ane ci. dilIpanI bAnA phemilI DokTara hoI vadhu vigata 3 vI jaNAvela che. tamone khuzI majAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 5 7 112 7 muMbaI, tA. 21-7-83 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH || lA pa. pU. saddagurudevAya namaH va Apano tA. 16-7-83no lakhelo patra maLyo. vAMcI bInA jANI, va paNa have LivernI takalIpha to sAva ochI thaI gaI haze. badhI rIte taddana sAruM ja haze. gurupUrNimAM para Apane dirdhAyu icchuM chuM. 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IP 8aa jamavAnI joIe evI Antibioticne kAraNe (hajI somavAra sudhI cAlu ja che.) ruci thatI nathI. to Aje ja cancel karAvI che. mArI G kSetra pharasanA haze nahIM. hari icchA. gurupUrNimA jevA agatyanA IE G! prasaMge badhA mumukSuo Avaze, paNa Apa ArAma karazo. pU. bAnI tabIyata sArI haze. dilIpabhAI majhAmAM haze. be-eka mahinA pahelAM Ape pUchyuM-unmanI thaI gayuM. meM kIdhuM nA.E huM paNa mane dhyAnamAM beThA hoIe tyAre be traNa mahinA pahelAMno 5 anubhava che. kSaNa be kSaNathI paNa vadhAre vakhata jANe dhyAnamAM beThA ke Raa hoIe tyAre jANe zarIra hoya ja nahIM, bilakula ja nahIM ema ja 5 rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr 294 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #316 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * T1. kathA 00000000000000004, kI thayuM. mane ekadama bIka lAgI. mutrI (minala) bAjumAM hatI. meM ene 9 vI vAta karI. mane bIka lAgI ke zarIra kyAM gayuM A zuM? dhyAnamAM beThA hoIe tyAre eTalI tanmayatA hoya, huM kyA rUmamAM beThI chuM. kaI ! to khurazImAM beThI chuM, koI AvyuM-gayuM, kazuM ja khabara paDatI nathI. basa 5 vI prakAza-prakAza ekadama sthiratA AvI che. paNa mAre lakhavuM nahIM 5 vI joIe. Apa juvo (jozo) ane nakkI karo e ja sAcuM. varSa 28-jo jJAnI puruSanA daDha AzrayathI sarvotkRSTa evuM mokSapada 5 hA sulabha che, to pachI kSaNe kSaNe Atmopayoga sthira karavo ghaTe evo 5 Gii kaThaNa mArga te jJAnI puruSanA daDha Azraye prApta thavo kema sulabha na vI hoya ? kemake te upayoganA ekAgrapaNA vinA to mokSapadanI utpatti vI che nahIM. jJAnI puruSanA vacanano dRDha Azraya jene thAya tene sarva sAdhana ke va sulabha thAya evo akhaMDa nizcaya puruSoe karyo che. AtmArthI, parama mumukSu, mumukSu bhAIbahenone vaMdana. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. ka 113 7. sAyalA, tA. 23-8-83 5 | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | vI AtmArthI benazrI sadaguNAbena, muMbaI hI tamAro gesanI judI judI sAta davAo game te eka levAnI tevo va patra turata maLyo hato. paNa Do. dalAla banne mANaso atre AvI lohI B va tathA Tulano riporTa lAvela ane temaNe dasa divasanA korsanI davA vooroooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 295 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #317 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr vA mokalI te zarU karatAM A. puSpAbena sAthe samAcAra mokalyA ke pAMcaB va divasa purA thayA pachI anukULa Ave to vadhAre lejo . meM kahevarAvela 5 to ke tema karIza. paNa anukULa AvatAM te daza divasano korsa parama | lA divase pUro thayo che. ane tame lakhela davA paikI koI eka davAno 5. Gii upayoga karavo paDela nathI. mArI tabiyata sArI che. rAtre svAdhyAya 5. G vakhate cAra AnI gesa dekhAya che te maTI jaze. che A. subhadrAbene khabara ApyA ke tamane tAva Ave che. muMbaImAM 5 huM satata varasAdane aMge, evA vAyarA che. to have tAva utarI gayela 5. vI haze ane tabiyata sArI haze. zrImAna sI. yu. zAhane paNa laMDana tAva AvyA pachI, ahIM 5 va AvyA pachI lAMbu cAlyuM. ophisa jatAM AvatAM hatAM. tevA chellA 5 samAcAra tame lakhelA hatA. have taddana sAruM haze. mArA vatI tabiyatanA huM khabara pUchazo. A. minalakumArInA samAcAra A. puSpAbene vigatavAra ApyA ke va hatA. have taddana sAruM haze. vA ahIM dilIpanI bAnI tabiyata sArI che. tamArI goLIo savAra 5 vI sAMja le che. bahAra pharavAnI DokaTare rajA ApyA pachI huM AzramamAM 5 svAdhyAyamAM, derAsaramAM pUjA karavA tathA cAreka pharlAga pharavA mATe jauM chuM. have badhI davA baMdha che. be vakhata DIlInTAIna ane jamyA vI pachI zaktinI davA Geriforte be vakhata lauM chuM. sarvene majhAmAM cAhuM . va chuM. paramArtha saMbaMdhI kAMI lakhato nathI. - saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdanaB llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. . 0 0000000000000 vIra-rAjapathadarinI-1 296 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #318 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 7 114 o parama pUjya sadgurudevAya namaH 1130 11 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH II AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra muMbaI, tA. 14-9-83 tA. 17-9-83nA roja savA2nA atre badhA ja sukharUpa pahoMcI gayA che. surendranagara sTezana para eka kalAka vahelA pahoMcI gayA hatA. roja vahelA khAvAnI Teva mujaba bhUkha lAgI hovAthI ame badhAe waiting RoommAM jamI lIdhuM hatuM tyAM to Trenano AvavAno TAima thaI gayo ane huM (za2I2) TrenamAM besI gaI. basa, amadAvAda gayuM pachI beDIMga choDI A zarIra sUI gayuM. sIdhuM savAra. 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Shah madrAsathI Ave che. temane levA sahAra international Air port para javAnuM che, AvatAM eka vAgaze, AvatI kAlathI barAbara svAdhyAya vagere lAIna para caDhI jaze. paNa bAkI tyAMnA 12 divasanA paryuSaNa daramyAna parama satsaMga maLyo (je 12 minITa jevo ja hato) te mane to khUba khUba phaLyo che. je thoDoka amAro pramAda hato te sAce ja ApanA parama satsaMgathI ene bhAgI ja javuM paDyuM hatuM, satata akhaMDa AtmadRSTi rahe che, keTalo moTo phAyado thayo jenuM kAMI mUlyAMkana ja na thaI zake, je mane haMmezAM yogya vakhate yogya phAyado ja ApanA prasAde thAya che. khUba ja AnaMdanA khuzI khabara che ke Ape chelle Atma-sAkSAtkAranI poo For Personal & Private Use Only sp 297 Page #319 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ va jAherAta karI te sAMbhaLI huM khUba ja khuzI chuM. Apane dhanyavAda vI ApavA mATe mArI pAse koI zabdo ja nathI ke ApanA prasAde ja ! vI prApta karI zakuM chuM. pU. bA tathA dilIpabhAI majhAmAM haze. vAMcavAnuM niyamita kare | vI ema huM icchuM chuM. A. sarojabhAbhI tathA bALako majAmAM haze A., parama mumukSu, mumukSu bhAIbahenone vaMdana. lI. AjJAMkita saNAnA vaMdana | 7 115 7. sAyalA, tA. 4-10-83 | sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: | AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI badhAthI judA paDI ravAnA thaI sAyalA gaI kAle ka. 9-45 khuzIthI pahoMcI gayA chIe. borIvalI 10 ane amadAvAda 20-21 vI mu. bhAIbaheno maLavA AvyA hatA. paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA sAyalA karI tamo muMbaI khuzIthI E. Rii pahoMcyAno patra maLela hato. ane A. zAMtibhAInA oparezana bAdanI 5. caDa utara sthitinA aMge amAre muMbaI acAnaka AvavAnuM thatAM te 5 patranI pahoMca lakhAI na hatI. paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA AnaMdathI 5 3ii thaI te vAMcI khuzI thayA chIe. tyAMnA amArA daza divasanA rokANa daramyAna badhA svAdhyAyomAM 5 vAM hAjarI ApI tethI AnaMda thayo che. ahIM chellA divase ane muMbaI tA. 2-10-83 chellA divase 15 IFE O O OOOOOOOOOO 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 puuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu 298 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #320 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1, 100thI ApaNI AdhyAtmika lAInanI mArA dehavilaya pachInI je vyavasthA B jAhera karI teno amala muMbaInA svAdhyAyamAM karyo. baporano svAdhyAya tA A. nalinabhAI ane tamArI pAse karAvyo. rAtre svAdhyAya ci. IS minalakumArI tathA ci. vikrama pAse mArI hAjarImAM karAvyo te tarapha Gii dhyAna kheMcuM chuM. - have eka vAkya lakhI patra pUro karuM chuM. "dazyane adazya karyuM ane adrazyane dazya karyuM, evuM jJAnI puruSonuM 5 AzcaryakAraka anaMta aizvarya vIrya vANIthI kahI zakAtuM nathI. zrIyut cimanabhAIne yAda karyAnuM kahezo. ci. minalane AziSa. 15. tabIyata sAcave. tamone khuzI majhAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 70 116 7. muMbaI, tA. 8-10-83 | sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: II. va pa. pU. saddagurudevAya nama: sukharUpa sAyalA pahoMcI gayA hazo. ramezabhAI AvI gayA che. 5 tabiyata sArI haze. Neurobolin eka goLI roja niyamita dhrujArI 5 vA mATe letA hazo. phera ghaNo paDI jaze. Homeopathic davA gaLA mATe paNa cAlu karI haze na karI hoya va to cAlu karI dezo. ane gaLAmAM thoDo vakhata varALano zeka karavAthI Sii ArAma thaze.gaLu vadhAre khulaze.baporanA tathA rAtano svAdhyAya vAMcavAnI vA ApazrIne baMdhI che. Alternate day supradyn capsule lezo. IP ** OOOOOOOOOOO O AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 29 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #321 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 00000 pada000000000000000thI Gii basa, have to satata akhaMDa svarUpamAM ja tRpti AnaMda, saMtuSTa, IP va samAdhi, svarUpa sthiti, moja-basa, basa have zAMtiH zAMtiH jo kadi pragaTa paNa vartamAnamAM kevaLajJAnanI utpatti thaI nathI, 5 | paNa jenA vacananA yoge, vicAra yoge, zakti yoge kevaLajJAna che ema vI spaSTa jANya, zraddhA paNe kevaLajJAna thayuM che. mukhyamayanA hetuthI kevaLajJAna vI varte che, te kevaLajJAna sarva avyAbAdha sukhanuM pragaTa jenA yoge sahaja mAtramAM jIva pAmyA yogya thayo te satparUSane sarvotkRSTa bhaktie 15 vA namaskAra ho ! namaskAra ho. A vakhatanA 10 divasanA parama satsaMge apUrva (pUrve na pAme hI tevo) lAbha thayo che. pU. bA, dilIpabhAI tathA sarojabhAbhI majhAmAM haze bALako khuzImAM vI haze. AtmArthI bhAIbenone mArA vaMdana. lI, AjJAMkita saguNAnA vaMdana 5 9 117 7. sAyalA, tA. 5-1-846 lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll 00000 // sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | va AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tamAro tA. 21/12 no patra tA. ra6/12nA roja maLyo che A. vA nalinabhAI pAsethI khabara sAMbhaLyA pachI tAbaDatoba phona joDyo. naB Gii lAgavAthI uparano patra lakhyo. maraDAnI davA lakhI te pramANe davA lauM 3 va to pachI peTamAM garabaDa thAya. maraDo sakhata hato paNa pAMca divasamAM SUU TRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU 300 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #322 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ voorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr va maTyo. e junA maraDAnuM ja hoya ke gAmaDAnuM pANI, kapaDAM vaheMcavA ke vA javAnuM hoya. atyAre to paMdara divasanA korsamAM navuM kAMI thAya te bIka 2 to lAge che. taddana sAruM che. tethI ucATa karazo nahIM. tA. 27/12 phorenanA yAtrIko tathA Do. sonejInA anuyAyIo vA 70 bhAIo-baheno AvyAM, jamyAM, svAdhyAya baporano sAMbhaLyo. | DhA eka basa gaI. eka rAtrI rokANI. savAranI AjJAbhakti pachI cA IE nAsato karI savAre Do. sonejI sahita gayA. pAMca baheno eka 5. va bhAI paradezI arpaNa thayA. cAra beno atre rokANAM che te paNa 5 | arpaNa thayA. bAvIsa laMDana, AphrikAnA hatA. temAM nava arpaNa thayA. 5 vI te mATe ja sAyelA chelluM rAkheluM. A. sudhAbene kSetra taiyAra kareluM. B zeThazrI cimanabhAIne vIra vaMdana. tamo svarUpamAM masta hazo. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 9 118 7 sAyalA, tA. 22-5-84 vvvvvvvvv // sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI surendranagarathI judA paDyA pachI zrI zikharabaMdhI derAsara (zrI | vAsupUjyasvAmI jinAlaya)nI khanana vidhinI kumakuma patrikA tamArA va badhAnI jema mArA hAthamAM mUkavAmAM AvI vAMcI te vidhi mArA hAthe vI thavAnI che jANI Azcarya thayuM ! daramyAna iDaranA pravAsamAM tA. 5 / hA tamo joDAzo tevA khabara maLyA pachI tA. 8-5 ci. minala, ci. vI rohita tathA tamo Avazo tema jANavA maLyuM. TikITa lIdhI hatI, bega Gii taiyAra karela temAM dAMta kADhatAM ijekzanathI alsara thayuM. pAchalI dADha AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 301 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #323 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 000000000000000000000000 vA kaDhAvavAnI che te kAraNa tamAruM AvavAnuM baMdha rahyuM tema ci. minale | vigatavAra samAcAra ApyA hatA. Aje TelIphona karI tabiyatanA vA samAcAra rAtre pUchAvavAM hatAM temAM tamAruM invenDa tA. 17-5 nuM IE te Aje hamaNAM ja maLyuM. dADha pAchaLanI kaDhAvI ane tyAM rAhata che paNa 15. hA alsara dhImI gatie maTaze jANI rAhata thaI gharanA badhAne ucATa va thayo hato. - te be divasamAM pU. AnaMdaghanajInA covIzInA arthanI prastAvanA vI parama kRpALudeve lakhI che te navamAM stavanano temAM ullekha che ane va pratimA sthApana mATe pAMca kAraNo temaNe AgamanA AdhAra sahita vI ApyA che te svAdhyAyamAM lIdhA hatA. zeThazrI cimanabhAI khUzI AnaMdamAM haze. dhyAnamAM besatA haze. A dAMtanA du:khAvA ane vedanAmAM tamane zuM anubhava thayo te lA lakhazo. lI. saMtacaraNasevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 119 7. sAyalA, tA. 11-8-84 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | AtmArthI benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI dravyAnuyoga parama gaMbhIra ane sUkSma che. nigraMtha pravacananuM rahasya De che, zukladhyAnanuM ananya kAraNa che. zukladhyAnathI kevaLajJAna utpanna Gii thAya che. mahAbhAgya vaDe kevaLajJAnanI prApti thAya che. darzana mohano anubhAga ghaTavAthI athavA nAza pAmavAthI, viSaya 302 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #324 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOc" vA pratye udAsInatAthI ane mahatparUSanA caraNakamaLanI upAsanAnA baLathI 5 va dravyAnuyoga pariName che. AtmArAma pariNAmI, parama vItarAgavaMta, vI parama asaMga evA mahAtmA purUSo tenA mukhya pAtra che. ApaNe tyAM la sudhI pahoMcavAnuM che. 3 A. ci. minalakumArI sAthe DokTare prikozanarI pagalA tarIke je vA kemyulsa levA kaheluM te ATha divasano korsa Apelo te korsa be traNa va divasa pahelAM pUro thayo che ane zarIra svAthya sAruM che. traNa divasa Gii pahelAM jamaNA AMkhanA khUNAmAM Do. praphulabhAIe paMca karela ane e 3 traNa mAse paMcIMga karAvavA lakhI Apela te pramANe paMcIMga karAvela che. vI tabiyata sArI che. va tamAruM zarIra svAthya sAruM haze. zrIyut sI. yu. zAhane yAdI. 15 DI vAMcana, dhyAna karatA haze va ci. minalakumArI doDha divasa AvI gaI. ghaNuM kAma karI gaI te E lo have pragati jhaDapathI karaze tema lAge che. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 3 7 120 7. muMbaI, tA. 21-8-84 | OM || | sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: || va pa. pU. sadgurudevAya namaH Gii Apano tA. 11-8-84no lakhelo patra maLyo che. A patra ghaNo vI ja UMco che. yathAtathya che. vI darzanamohano anubhAga ghaTavAthI athavA nAza pAmavAthI ane 5 vI mahapuruSanA caraNa kamaLanI upAsanAnA baLathI dravyAnuyoga pariName B If UMG | qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq - AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 303 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #325 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ va che. eno sacoTa khyAla zarUAtamAM ja vacanAmRtanA 194 nA patrathI vI ja AvI gayo hato. eTalA mATe ja e pramANe ja satparUSa je | 3ii AtmArAma pariNAmI, parama parama vItarAgI, parama asaMga che, te ja 5 to mukhya pAtra che tenI upAsanAmAM ja mukhya baLa che. A jyArathI jANa 5 G thaI tyArathI e ja AjJA pramANe vartavAno daDha nizcaya ja karela che, B vo ane tyAM sudhI pahoMcavAnuM che. eTaluM badhuM ja pariNAma enI meLe vI Automatic, step by step eTale dharma dhyAna pachI zukla dhyAna, vI pachI kevaLajJAna vagere, e to thaze ja. evA ame mahAbhAgyazALI < chIe ke amane parama satparUSano bheTo thayo che ane A badhe saheje 5. vI pahoMcI jaizuM ApanI kRpAthI. adhyAtmasAra, Atma nizcayAdhikAramAMGI zloka 1 thI 10 sudhI joyAM. naM. 1 zlokamAM AtmadhyAnathI AtmajJAna |B vI thAya che. AtmadhyAna nahIM e bhUla dekhANI. bIjA zlokamAM mane bhUla ? vI na dekhANI-khyAla Avato nathI paNa Apa bhUla sudhArIne ja bIjI vI kopI chapAvajo. - c. U. Shah gayA zanivAre tA. 12-8-84 nA laMDana gayA va che. tA. 23-8-84 11 vAge rAtanA AvavAnA che. have mAro Hi 3ii progAma tyAM AvavAno pahelA tA. 20-8-84 no hato paNa have 15. 3. sI. yu. zAha Avaze pachI nakkI karIza. AvavAnI icchA che. va mAruM dhyAna tathA svAdhyAya niyamita cAle che. e to khorAka che, 3ii enA vinA na cAle. hA moTA bhAge tA. 28-8-84 huM tyAM AvIza. atyAre bhAvanA che. vI AtmArthI bhAI bahenone mArA vaMdana dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI bALako va majhAmAM haze. pU. bA majAmAM haze. lI. AjJAMkita sadgaNAnA praNAma Kuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! 304 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #326 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tathA . sAyalA, tA. 10-9-84 || || | | sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: || phI AtmArthI benazrI saguNAbena, muMbaI vI paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA karatAM jagatanA sakaLa jIvone khamAvyA vI che te pramANe tamArA pratye thayela, jANatA ajANatAM doSo pratye mana, va vacana, kAyAthI aMta:karaNapUrvaka khamAvIe chIe. te ja pramANe zrIyut B vI zeTha cimanabhAIne paNa khamAvIe chIe. teozrInI tabiyata have huM taddana sArI haze. 4 sarva kleza ane sarva duHkhathI mukta thavAno upAya eka AtmajJAna 5 hai che. sad vicAra vagara AtmajJAna thAya nahIM ane asatsaMga ane 5. Gii asa...saMgathI jIvanuM vicAra baLa pravartatuM nathI. emAM kiMcituM mAtra E va saMzaya nathI." AMhI paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA kevI thaI ? te A. puSpAbena vI agara A. vinubhAIthI vAkepha thazo. lagabhaga eMzI mumukSu bhAIte baheno hatA. mAruM zarIra svAthya sAruM che.tamo mu.gulAbabenane tyAM mu. sarayubenanA 5 vI AdhyAtmika rAjacaMdra upara vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA gayA hatAM, tema A. ke. minala kahetI hatI. AMhIthI ci. minalakumArI mAraphata tamo bannene khamAvyAnuM saMvatsarIne | divase phonamAM kahevarAvyuM hatuM. tamone khuzI majhAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 3 AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 305] For Personal & Private Use Only Page #327 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0 , . 0000 che. 1rara vha. muMbaI, tA. 15-9-84 || sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: || va pa. pU. sadagurudevAya nama: | ApazrIno tA. 10-9-84no lakhelo patra tA. 13-9-84nA maLyo che. vA huM sAce ja aMtaHkaraNathI dilagIra chuM ke Apane khamAvavA mATe ? 3 phona na karI zakI ke patra paNa lakhyo nahIM. mane jarUra mAphI Apazo. | lo TelIphonanI haMmezAM takalIpha hoya che. huM bIjuM c. C. Shah ne 20 divasa thayA chatAM haju joIe evuM ke sArUM (zaradI, udharasa) thayuM nathI. tA. 11-9-84nA moTA Do. je. ke. 5. vA mahetAne batAvyuM che. temane Allergy Bronchitis kahyuM che. 20 thI 5. va 40 divasano korsa lakhI Apyo che. gaIkAlathI zarU karI dIdho che. 3 Gii bahu khAsa hajI sudhI pharaka nathI, rAtanA udharasa Ave che, kapha nIkaLe 5. va che, ophisamAM jAya che, koI vakhata savAre jAya to koI vakhata bapora 5. vI pachI jAya, gharamAM kaMTALo Ave. vI paryuSaNa para zrImad rAjacaMdra AdhyAtmika vikAsanA thoDAka ja 5 vyAkhyAna sarayubenanA sAMbhaLyA hatA, te viSe rUbarU vAta karIza. | chelle saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karela hatuM ja. amane ahIM parama satsaMga ke huM sAdA satsaMganI khAmI che. svAdhyAya, dhyAna vagere barAbara cAle che. 5 pU. bAnI tabiyata sArI haze, AtmArthI bhAIbenone vaMdana.5 huM dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. zrI sI. yu. 5 Gii zAhe ApazrIne khamAvyA che. lI. AjJAMkita sadgaNAnA praNAma 5. * 900000000000 306 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #328 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A. puSpAbenanA kahevA mujaba paryuSaNamAM kalpasUtra A. vinubhAI B vI savAranA vAMcatA hatA, kalpasUtra sAMbhaLavA jevuM ja che, mArI pAse che B huM kalpasUtra paNa hajI vaMcANuM nathI, e samuhamAM ja vaMcAya. 9 123 7. surendranagara, tA. 23-10-84 vI AtmArthI bena zrI saguNAbena, muMbaI to zrImatinI AjanI sthiti nIce pramANe che. palsa-86, eca.| vI Ara. 90, bI. pI. 150- 90, phIvara nathI. uMgha Ave che, pravAhI vI le che, jhADo pezAba kudaratI thAya che. traNa aThavADIye x-ray lIdhela, progesa jevo joIe tevo che. 15 thI lAMbo vakhata pathArImAM paDyuM rahevuM te kasoTI che. Aje cAra vika davAkhAnAmAM thayA, be aThavADIyA dardIne haju rahevuM paDaze, tabiyata | te ekaMdare sArI che. AvatI kAle dipotsavI che, sAyelA jAuM chuM. tA. 28, kA. suda-! vI 5 sudhI tyAM rahIza, kAraNa te daramyAna mumukSuo tyAM Avaze. badhAMne khuzI majAmAM cAhuM chuM. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 5. qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq Surendranagar, D. 23-10-84 Shriman Chimanlalbhai, Shrimati Sadgunaben, Bombay. WITH ALL GOOD WISHES FOR A HAPPY DIWALI AND A PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR WITH SPIRITUAL PROGRESS. 5 Ladakchand Vora. 5 OOOOOOOOO Oche?* AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 307 ** For Personal & Private Use Only Page #329 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 13-11-84 7 124 7 muMbaI, tA. 16-11-84 5 || OM || | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | pa. pU. sadgurudevAya namaH ApazrIno tA. 23-10-84no surendranagarathI pU. bAnI tabiyatanI vigatano patra maLyo che. javAba ApavAmAM DhIla thavAnuM kAraNa-kyAM | javAba lakhavo? Apa C. J. Hospital raho cho.mahezabhAI taraphathI niyamita pU. bA. nI tabiyatanA samAcAra traNa cAra vakhata Teliphona dvArA maLyA che. tabiyatamAM sudhAro thato jAya che. have Pus cells tathA B. P. vagere paNa sAruM ja haze. mahezabhAInA kahevA mujaba badhuM vI sAruM ja che. teo muMbaI AvyA che. traNa cAra divasa pachI Exercise vI karAvaze. ane aThavADIyAmAM sAyalA javAnI rajA Apaze. huM AzA vI rAkhuM chuM ke pU. bAne treatment barAbara maLI haze. kAraNa mahezabhAI, 5 vI caMdubhAI tathA DokTa2 Personal dhyAna rAkhatA hatA. vI A. zAMtibhAI muMbaI AvyA hatA, gayA ravivAre ghATakopara 5 vi. emanA ghera nalinabhAIno svAdhyAya rAkhyo hato.. V. Shah haMmeza vI tamane yAda kare che. minalane avAra navAra zardI tathA tAva AvI jAya IP che, Exertion paDI jAya che. bAkI thoDuM thoDuM dhyAna kare jAya che, thoDo vI svAdhyAya paNa. paramArtha-svAdhyAya, dhyAna barAbara che-svarUpamAM rahevAnuM. have A 5 va jJAnasAra kharekhara anubhavavALuM zAstra che, gokhaNapaTTI cAle ema 3 vI nathI. eka eka aSTaka anubhavamAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe tema che. emAM 5 tI indriyajaya aSTaka, je samabhAvavALuM, je jJAna vaDe (upayoga vaDe) B 00000000000000000000000000000 308 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #330 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka000000000000000000004, vA viSayane grahaNa karanArA indriya dvArA pravRtti thayela jJAnanuM iSTapaNe E pariNamatA jJAnane rokavuM te indriyajaya. je dvArA varNAdinuM jJAna thAya, iSTapaNuM ke aniSTapaNuM (rAgadveSa) na thAya te indriyajaya che. te anAdi kALanI azuddha asaMyama pravRttine nivAraNa karavAnI che. jo aMze paNa Ave to athavA yathAtathya AvI jAya, jItI zakAya to moTo gaDha jitI 5 javAya. khera je je mahAtmAoe Ane jityA ja che, samamAM rahe te B vaMdanIya ja che, te kehaNI saheluM paNa AcaraNa kaThina che. pU. bAnI tabIyata sArI haze, badhA mumukSu majhAmAM haze. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma ke 7 125 ~ sAyalA, tA. 20-11-84 5 | OM || | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | AtmArthI benazrI saguNAnAbena, muMbaI tamAro tA. 19-11no ilaeNnDa patra gaIkAle maLyo vAMcI parama saMtoSa thayela che. tamArA bAnA samAcAra bhAI mahezabhAIe ApyA te barAbara |B Gii che, rahI gayela te eTaluM ke cha aThavADIye X-ray levarAvatAM hADakuM IE to kudaratI rIte nIcethI saMdhAI gayela che, te phoTAmAM dekhAya che. uMmara 5 te pAkI ane necarala saMdhAvuM te vikaTa manAtuM hatuM, parama divase guruvAre 5 Gii rajA Apaze, sAiTha divasa thayA dardI ekadama kaMTALI gayela che B va eTale bAkInI kasarata lagabhaga eka mAsa ghera karavAnI raheze. TrITamenTa | va to tamArA bAne pUrepUrI saMtoSakAraka maLelI che. bhAIzrI caMdubhAIJE to tathA bhAI mahezabhAInI ekAMtarA hAjarI ane Do. vyAsabhAI ane 5 Vourvorurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 309 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #331 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr vA Do. desAIbhAInI kALajIbharI TrITamenTa hatI. prathama daza divasa vI putrI uSA, A. puSpAbena ane A. anasuyAbena, tyArabAda AvatI tI kAla sudhI bIjI putrI saralAbena (kalaktA), A. divALIbene karI huM che ane A. maraghAbena divasa rAtrI hAjarI ane sevA, premabhaktibharI 5. Gii karI che. mArA zarIrane to pharajanA hisAbe pharajIyAta vekezana rajA mANavA maLI, 8varSa thayAM tene svAdhyAyamAMthI eka divasa paNa mukti nahI, to | vekezananI kema AzA rakhAya ? paramArthika-jJAnasAra pustakamAM badhAM aSTakanA tamAma zlokonI zuM vAta karavI ? anubhavathI tamo ekeka zlokamAMthI anubhava mAraphata thI pasAra thAo cho. vAMcI mane keTalo AnaMda thato haze ? zrI sI. yu. zAhane yAda karyAnuM kahezo. ci. minalanI tabiyata vo kema narama rahe che ? barAbara zarIranI kALajI rAkhe. ci. pArasa 5 doDato phare che, tamo khuzImAM hazo. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 70 126 7 200000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 sAyalA, tA. 1-2-85 | | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH vI AtmArthI benazrI saguNAbena, muMbaI vI ci. minalakumArIno patra gaI kAle maLyo. A. naginabhAIthI 5 vI mArA zarIra svAthyanA samAcAra sAMbhaLI tamo badhA ucATa karo 5 vA cho tema lakhe che. tethI lakhavAnuM ke mArI tabIyata have taddana sArI ? | 310 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #332 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che to ucATa phIkara karazo nahI. kAle A. vinabhAIno phona hato temAM e ja khabara Apela che. teoe khabara ApyA haze. qqqqqqqq' traNa varSa pahelAM kAMdAvADI jaina hospiTalamAM mArA zarIranA DAbA khaMbhA nIceno X-ray letAM tyAM peca AvelI tethI tamone tathA DaoN. saMghANI vi. ne dhrAsko paDela tethI pIThanA be traNa krosa-X-Ray levarAvatAM judI zaradIno upalaka DAgha che tema jaNAtAM badhAMne zAMti thayela, te prasaMga upara dhyAna dorUM chuM. tyAra bAda traNa varSa sudhI tyAM duHkhAvo rahela nathI. have morabI, vavANIyA, rAjakoTa javAnuM banyuM. temAM rAjakoTathI tA. 26 jAnyu. 7-45 2vAnA thatAM jhAkaLa evuM paDyuM ke moTaramAM dasa phUTamAM jhAMghuM dekhAya, kazuM tyAra pachI dekhAya nahIM. sAmI lAInamAM doDhaso khaTArA, moTo, TrAphIka jAma thaI gayelo. amArI lAIna kIDInA vege cAlu rahI. AnAthI khaMbhA nIce zaradI lAgI gaI tethI A. nagInabhAI gayA tyArathI davA laI zeka karatAM have sArUM che to ucATa karavo nahIM. zrImAn cimanabhAI, A. vinubhAI, A. puSpAbena, rohita, minalane khabara Apazo. tamArAM bA lAkaDInA Teke holamAM cAle che. OT AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana For Personal & Private Use Only 311 Page #333 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ qqq' 7 127 o muMbaI, tA. 3-2-85 11:30 11 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH II 5. pU. sadgurudevAya nama: ghaNA vakhatathI patra lakhANo nathI, kSamA Apazo. A. niganabhAI taraphathI samacAra maLyA che ke svAdhyAya karatAM karatAM Apane asvastha lAgatAM vaheluM svAdhyAya baMdha karyuM hatuM ane Checking mATe surendranagara javAnA hatA. mAro patra maLaze tyAre riporTa AvI gayo haze. zuM riporTa Avyo che te jaNAvazo. patra dvArA huM prabhu pAse prArthanA karUM chuM ke mArA gurudevano riporTa sAro ja Ave. 100 varSa sudhI svastha, taMdurasta jIvana jIvo ! samAcAra maLyA che ke pU. bA cAlIne AzramamAM svAdhyAya mATe jAya che. eTale lagabhaga sArUM thaI ja gayuM kehavAya. kasAyeluM zarIrane kAraNe ja ATaluM jaldI cAlI zakyA. bAkI hajI vAra lAge. dilIpabhAIno AdhyAtmika rIte progresa thato haze, sarojabhAbhI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. A. bhAIbenone vaMdana kahezo. A. nalinabhAI majhAmAM haze. AzramanuM kAmakAja pUrUM thayuM haze athavA pUra jhaDape cAlu haze. A. nalinabhAIne khAsa sucanA Apazo ke mArA BlockmAM LavatorymAM pheraphAra karI ubhuM Toilet mUkAvA bhalAmaNa kare. paramArtha-ApanI sUcanA mujaba jJAnasAramAM tapa aSTakathI ulaTuM vAMcavAnuM zarU karela che. gujarAtI bAyabala paNa maLyuM che te vAMcavAnuM zarU karela che. temAM Every thing is created by god ne duniyA kema zarU thaI tyAranI badhI vAta badhuM ja izvaranI icchAthI thAya. TO 312 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #334 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0000000000000000000000000 tulasI kRta rAmAyaNa thoDuM vaMcAya che. gItA to ghaNI vakhata vaMcAI gaI che chatAM pharI pharI vAMcavI ghaNI ja game. badhuM ja ApaNo svAdhyAya paNa vAMcavo khUba ja game. choTama paNa sarasa che. zivAnaMda upaniSad paNa sarasa che.upayoga rAkhI svAdhyAya vagere karavuM. lI. AjJAMkita sadguNAnA praNAma +86 7 128 o 11 30 11 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH II pa. pU. sadgurudevAya namaH patra ghaNA vakhata pachI lakhAya che. kSamA Apazo. ci. minala paranA lakhelA patrathI vigata jANI. tA. 3-4-85 gaI kAle 6 vAge kRSNakuMjamAM A. nalinabhAI vinubhAI tathA huM, Aje miTIMga hatI, temAM huM TrasTI tathA pramukha tarIke Resign thaI C. U. Shah TrasTI tathA pramukha tarIke Ave che. bIjI meTara paNa Discuss karI hatI te vinubhAI AvavAnA che te jaNAvaze. have huM AnaMdamaMgala TrasTamAM pramukha ke TrasTI tarIke chuM. bIjuM AzramanuM udghATana thayuM te vakhate vyavasthA vagere ghaNAM ja sarasa hatA. mANasa paNa ghaNuM hatuM. have badhuM ja goThavAI gayuM haze. Apa paNa savAranA 10 thI 1 sudhI AzramamAM raho cho e ghaNuM ja sArUM che. amo mumukSuone rAtanA paNa 7-8 varSathI ApanI sAthe svAdhyAya-bhakti karavAnI Adata paDI gaI che. paNa have kaMI khuTatuM hoya ema ja lAgatuM haze. AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only 313 Page #335 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000000000000000 Gii ci. minala tathA rohita guruvAre rAtanA sAyalA AvavA nIkaLavAnA vI che. ravivAra sudhI rokAvAnA che. mArI paNa AvavAnI ghaNI icchA 3ii thaI jAya che. paNa juone A c. U. Shah nI thApaNa sAcavavAnI Gii javAbadArI mAre mAthe AvI che. e laMDana ravivAre tA. 31- 3Gii 85nA roja gayA che ane A vakhate gharamAM rahevA AvI zake ema 5 koI nathI. ekalA nokaronA bharoMze ghara-thApaNa mUkavAnuM ThIka nathI, vI atyAre tothI sAMbhaLyuM che ke eTale ke A. naginabhAIe kahyuM ke ApanI TikITa vA 9mI menI muMbaI AvavA mATe buka thaI che eTale mAre mATe tyAre vI malavAnuM ke satsaMga vagere raheze. zAMti: zAMti: zAMti: vI pU. bAnI tabiyata sArI haze, majhAmAM haze. dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI va vagerene vaMdana. AtmArthI bhAIbahenone vaMdana. paramArtha-pUrepUruM svarUpamAM ja rahevAya che-apramatta ja. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma navuM adhyAtmasAra ghaNuM ja sarasa che. vAMcanAmAM ghaNI ja majhA Gii Ave che. 9 129 7 sAyalA, tA. 14-4-85 | | OM | // sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | | AtmArthI benazrI saguNAbena, muMbaI tA. 3-4no invenDa patra tA. 6-4nA roja maLela che, vAMcI vI saMtoSa thayela che. 314 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #336 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ turvorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tA. 22-2 nA AzramanA udghATananI vyavasthA sArI hatI ane 2 mANaso ghaNA hatA vigere lakhyuM teno yaza A. nalinabhAI, A. B va naMdalAlabhAI, A. savitAbena temaja maMDaLanA tamAma sabhyone jAya che. B savAre 9-45 vAge AzramamAM AvI savArano svAdhyAya 10. 3 vAre zarU karI 11 vAge pUro thAya che. baporano svAdhyAya 3-15 vI zarU karI 4-15 vAge pUro thAya che. pAMca vAgatAM ravAnA thaI ghera vA jAuM chuM. eTale uMgha rAtre 10 thI 9 ATha kalAka, navA AzramanA kAmo hA thI pA ATha kalAka, ghera sAMje pa thI 10 eTale ke 15 kalAka tathA savAranA thI 9o eTale 3 kalAka, Ama progrAma rAkhela che. zrImAna cimanabhAI AvyathI yAda karyAnuM kahezo, tamo khuzImAM va hazo. have paramArtha saMbaMdha-tamArI pragati jANI parama ullAsa Avyo kAraNa pUrepUruM svarUpamAM ja rahevAya-apramatta ja eTale A kALe lI A kSetre kAMI ochuM kahevAya ! mArA hRdayapUrvakanA dhanyavAda. have lAM pragati thAya ke nahIM ghaNa ghaTavuM nA joIe. adhyAtmasAranI to zuM Gii vAta karavI. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 5 karmayogaM samabhyasya jJAnayogasamAhitaH / dhyAnayo samAhya kuriyori prapadyate pAdarU -yogathAra. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK | OOOOOOOOOO AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra OOO" 315 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #337 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ F 0i0 & cha 130 7 O tA. 18-4-85 OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Svoorrrrrrrrrrrrrr | | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH pa. pU. sadgurudevAya namaH lo ApazrIno tA. 14mIno lakhelo patra pahoMcyo, vAMcI khUba AnaMda vA thayo che. to atyAre je kaMI pahoMcI che te ApanI saMpUrNa kRpAthI ja banyuM che. Saa bIjuM jyAre jyAre purepUruM svarUpamAM ja rahevAtuM tyAre khUba ullAsa Gii thayo, mana kholavAnuM mana thayuM. Apane khullA dilathI jaNAvI dIdhuM vI ane have paNa pahelAnA jevI ja balake sArI ja sthiti che. 15 vI juo A kALamAM A kSetre ane ApaNA kAgaLa jevA zarIre vA AgaLa nA javAya. icchA hoya chatAM paNa bhalabhalA nathI karI zakyA ? to to ApaNuM zuM gajuM ? A to mAtra mArA vicAra jaNAvyA. yoga adhikArano 83mo zloka bahu sarasa che. badhA ja yogIo, lAM sAdhakone upayogI che ke te muni karmayogano abhyAsa karI, caDhavAne Gii ujamALa thaI, jJAnayogarUpa doraDuM jhAlI samAdhipaNe dhyAnayoga nisaraNIye va caDhIne muktirUpa maMdirane pAme. va AtmArthI bhAIbahenone vaMdana. pU. bAnI tabIyata sArI haze. | vI dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI tathA bALako majhAmAM haze. thI 0. U. Shah haju laMDana che, AvatA aThavADiye kaMI nakkI thaze. ci. minala, rohita tathA pArasa majhAmAM che, teo rAtanA ahiMyAM 8 suvA Ave che. lI. AjJAMkita sadgaNAnA praNAma 15 * OOOOOOOOO 00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 316 vIra-rAjapathadazinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #338 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 9 131 7 sAyalA, tA. 18-5-85 B ( hvvhaa | sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: //. va brahmaniSTha benazrI saguNAbena tathA ci. minalakumArI, muMbaI huM tamArA badhAthI chUTA paDyA pachI sukharUpa sAyalA pahoMcI gayA | G chIe. A vakhatano progrAma sAmAjika hato chatAM bharacaka adhyAtma huM svAdhyAyamAM gayo, teTalo saMtoSa che. AvatI kAlathI unALu vekezananA 5 vI mumukSu bhAIo beno AvavAnuM zarU thaze. parama mumukSu cimanabhAI, A. vinubhAI, A. puSpAbena, ci. rohita, ci. rUpAbena, ci. cirAga vigerene zubhAziSa. vAMcana dhyAna karavA bhalAmaNa. zubham zivam AtmalIna cha 13ra 7 sAyalA, tA. 21-5-85 h hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh | || sahajAtma svarUpAya nama: || 3ii brahmaniSTha benazrI saguNAbena, muMbaI vI tame mane mArA lakhelA patra devA AvyA hatA te meM pAchA ApyA. te tame kahyuM ke A. vasaMtabene nakala karI che meM kahyuM nakala karI nathI paNaE hA tamArI phAIlamAM kayA kAgaLonI nakala karavI tenI nizAnI karI che. 15 vA aMhi AvatAM A.vasaMtabena kahe meM tamone patro lAvavA bhalAmaNa karI 15 COOOOOOOOOOO O OT 317| AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only Page #339 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hatI te lAvyA ne ? mAre tenI nakala karavI che. pahelAnA patronI tenI pAse nakala che. tethI banne bAbata mane yAdadAsta rahI nahI. qqqqqqqqqqqqqqqqq' have koI gha2nA saMgAtha sAthe te badhA patro turata mokalazo. A. nalinabhAIne brahmaniSTha lakhavAno prasaMga Avela nathI. kAraNa hamaNAM meM patra lakhela nathI. 7 133 bru tou 318 sAyalA, tA. 20-6-85 11 30 11 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH II bahmaniSTha benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tamArA taraphathI hamaNAM patra nathI, atre kuzaLatA che. AtmasamAdhi lAbhena, pUrNAnando anubhUyate / AtmanA brahmalInatvAt sarva karmakSayastataH II (adhyAtma gItA-pUjya buddhisAgarajI) zIvam suMdaram kRSNakuMjamAM svAdhyAya hato te samAcAra jANela che. A patra lakhavAno hetu e che ke bAkInA patro gha2nA saMgAtha sAthe mokalo tyAre patronI asala phAIla paNa mokalazo, kAraNa AMhi karela kopImAM phera Ave che te asala patro sAthe meLavI zakAya. zrImAn sI. yu. zAhane yAdI. tamo khuzI majhAmAM hazo. ci. minala, ci. rohita, ci. pArasa paNa majhAmAM haze. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka mithyAnAmadhArInA vaMdana vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #340 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0000000000000000000000 9 134 7 O OOOOOO0000000000000 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | pa. pU. sadgurudevAya nama: ghaNA mahinA pachI patra lakhavA mATe kSamA mAguM chuM. paNa koNa jANe 5 kema pahelAnI jema kalama sahelAIthI lakhI zakatI nathI. ghaNA vicAra IBE vI pachI lakhAya che. AtmArthI naginabhAIe ApazrInA sukhAkArInA samAcAra ApyA che, ane amArA badhAnI sukhAkArInA samAcAra kahevaDAvyA che, te paNa 5 maLyA che. A. nalinabhAInA svAdhyAya sudarzanamAM gayA aThavADiye hato. gurupUrNimA para huM sAyalA AvI tyAre pahelA divase Bislery BottlemAMthI pANI pIdhuM ane bIje divase AzramanA mATalAmAMthI pIdhuM vI tyArathI A zarIranA peTamAM khUba garabaDa zarU thaI hatI.Dysentryno 5 atack hato. kAraNa A peTane varSothI ukALeluM ne pachI filter karIne B pANI pivAnI Teva paDI gaI che. tethI ekAeka A pANI suit nahIM thavAthI peTamAM garabaDa thaI tyArathI paMdara divasa sudhI takalIpha-davAno korsa hovA chatAM cAlu rahI eTale mane lAge che ke AzramamAM AvyA va pachI A peTane ukALeluM pANI ja ApavuM paDaze. hamaNAM Diabetic no Test karAvyo che. Report Normal Avyo tA che. ApanI tabIyata sArI haze. paramArtha, have Apano ane mAro AtmA eka thayo. game teTalA Gii dUra pugala hoya to paNa zuM ? e chabI hRdayamAM ja hoya ane kAma 5 Gii saphaLatApUrvaka thAya. siddhino e ja upayoga che. # OOOOOOO O OT hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. * AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra 319 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #341 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0i00000000000000000000 vA C. V. Shah vajana utAravA Banglore gayA che. aThavADiyA IR vA mATe. A zanivAre AvavAnA che. vI dhyAna bAbatamAM-savAramAM UThIne AkhA divasanA plAna vicArIka nakkI kAma karavAnuM hoya che, te mujaba thAya che. paNa paramArtha paNa, lI rAtanA emane moDethI uMgha Ave che, eTale dhyAna, sAdhana, mALA va vAMcana vagere zAMtithI kare che. - pU. bAnI tabIyata sArI haze. A vakhate barAbara maLI zakAyuM vI nahIM. dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI vagere majhAmAM haze. A. bhAI va beno majhAmAM haze. minala, ci. pArasa majAmAM che. pArasa sAdhana vI para ja hoya che. divasanA ramatAM, thoDuM paNa uMghamAM sAdhana para ja 9 3ii hoya che. huM haMmezAM joI cokkasa karuM chuM. e pUrvanuM lAge che. paNa 15. vA ravivAranA to divasanA tophAna zarU thayA che-kare che. lI. AzAMkita saguNAnA praNAma 7 135 7. 0i000000000000000000000000000000 sAyalA, tA. 25-8-85 000000000 || OM .. | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | brahmaniSTha benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tamAruM invenDa patra tA. 12-8-85 maLela che. vAMcI khuzI thayA | chIe. - have tamAre atre garama pANI karI ThArI, naLanI lAIna AvatAM vI sudhI pIvuM paDaze. naLanA pANI gAmamAM pItA tyAre tamArI kadI E Gii pharIyAda AvI na hatI. paramArtha saMbaMdhI tamArI dazA lakhI te vAMcI ane khuzI thayA chIe. 0 0000000000000 0 320 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #342 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00000000000000000 jJAnInA sarve vyavahAra 52mArtha mULa hoya che to paNa udaya paNa AtmAkAra vartaze te divasane dhanya che. sarva duHkhathI mukta thavAno sarvotkRSTa upAya AtmajJAnane kahyo che. te jJAnI puruSanA vacano sAcAM che, atyaMta sAcA che. jyAM sudhI jIvane tathArUpa AtmajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI AtyaMtika baMdhanI nivRtti na hoya, emAM saMzaya nathI. te AtmajJAna thatAM sudhI jIve mUrtimAna AtmajJAna svarUpa evA sadgurudevano niraMtara Azraya avazya karavA yogya che, emAM saMzaya nathI. te Azrayano viyoga hoya tyAre AzrayabhAvanA nitya kartavya che. 5. mu. cimanabhAI beMgaloranI kavAyata vigerethI vajana ochuM karI AvyA haze ane taddana taMdurasta thaI AvyA haze. ci. pArasa gatabhavano puNyazALI jIva to che ja paNa temAM te vumbamAM hato tyAre ci. minalanuM sAdhana sadAya tenAM ThekANe satata rahyA karatuM haze. eTale ci. minalano paNa temAM hisso gaNAya, ane ci. minalane tamo taiyA2 ka2vAmAM paNa kAraNabhUta cho. ahIM tamArI bAne pathArImAM vIza divasa thayA. Aje holamAM TekethI cAle che. lI. saMtacaraNa sevaka lADakacaMdanA AtmabhAve vaMdana 7 136 blyu muMbaI, tA. 5-2-85 11 30 11 || sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH II pa. pU. sadgurudevAya namaH be traNa divasathI patra lakhavAno vicAra karatI hatI. temAM tA. 3 up AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra For Personal & Private Use Only 321 Page #343 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0000000000000000000000000000 vA 9-85 e Apano patra maLyo, vAMcI khUba AnaMda thayo. vI A. nalinabhAIno svAdhyAya bhUpatabhAIne tyAM borIvalI hato. Gii ene mATe phona hato. emAM ApanI tabIyatanA samAcAra AvyA hatA vI ke thoDIka zaradI temaja tAva hato, have taddana sAruM thaI gayuM haze. | vA pU. bAnI tabIyata sArI thaI che, vAMcI khuzI thaI che. have svAdhyAyamAM G! paNa AzramamAM jaI zakaze. huM A pANI pIvA bAbatamAM huM ja badhAne kahetI hatI ke ahiMyAnA 5 va pANIthI kazuM ja thatuM nathI. pANI sAruM che ane A vakhate mane jaE vI takalIpha thaI. zA mATe ? junA ghare eka ja mATalAmAMthI ane bahu B vI ja thoDA glAsanA upayogathI pANI pIvAtuM chatAM sAruM rahetuM. tenuM 3 kAraNa zuM ? glAsa, rUma vagere juduM bIjuM zuM ? huM tathA minala zukravAre tA. 13-9-85nA nIkaLavAnA che, 14mIe vI AvIzuM. dilIpabhAI, sarojabhAbhI tathA bALako majAmAM haze. AtmArthI bhAIbahenone vaMdana 8. i. beMglorathI AvI madrAsa tA. 5. tA 25-8nA gayA hatA, tA. 3-8-85 AvI gayA che, pAchA tA. 17- 05 vA 8-85 madrAsamAMd. U. 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A vakhate sAyalAthI AvyA pachI Dysentry ke evI koI garabaDa thaI nathI, sArUM che. AdhyAtmika patravyavahAra bIjI vakhata AvavAnuM thAya e pahelAM rUmamAM iMglIza sTAIlanuM Lavatory tathA bAtharUma thaI gayAM haze-tyAM hADamArI bAtharUmanI tathA ToiletnI ochI thAya. jarU2thI yAda karI mUkAvI dezo. paramArtha-ApanI kRpAthI badhuM ja saraLatAthI cAlyuM jAya che, thAya For Personal & Private Use Only OO 323 Page #345 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Gii che. basa AnaMdamAM. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma 5 vI A patra posTa karavA jatAM hamaNAM ja sAyalA derAsarethI AmaMtraNa | 3 patrikA maLI jemAM Apane haste mANiksasAgara sUrIzvarajI smRtibhavananuM huM khAtamuhUrta haste thaze. A patrikA Aje ja 19-10-85 nA maLI che, vA A rU. 501 tame jAhera karI dejo, tamAruM nAma Apazo nahIM), | vI tamAruM ja lakhAvazo. lI. AjJAMkita saguNAnA praNAma : 138 7 sAyalA, tA. 2-4-86 000000000000douuuuuuuuuuuuplllllllllllllll | sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH | va brahmaniSTha benazrI sadguNAbena, muMbaI tyAMnA chellA mukAma daramyAna svAdhyAyanI keseTo (pU. devacaMdajI Gii svAmI) stavanonA bhAvArtha sahitanI noTabuka-kAcI noMdha taiyAra karatAM 5 vA hazo. adhyAtmasAra, Atmanizcaya adhikAranA Avela noTa mujabanA Gii zloko tapAsI gayA hazo. hinI zrI rAja-sobhAga smAraka graMthamALA puSpa 4the chapAvavAnI lo kopI taiyAra thaI gayela che. temAM sAmela karavA chellA tamArA patro meM Gii A vakhate tamone Apela che ane e patro mArA kayA patranA javAba 5 vI che, te pAMca cha patro atre mokalI Apazo. jJAnasAramAM hemacaMdrasUrino anubhava darzAvatA zloko mahinAmAM 5 | U0Quollllllllllllllll 3ra4 vIra-rAjapathadarzinI-1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #346 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka000. 000 Gii eka vAra vAMcI ApaNA anubhava sAthe sarakhAvavA prayatna karazo. meM B vI te pramANe zarU karela che mATe lakhela che. te kalyANakArI che. 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