Antarjyoti Part 4

Author(s): Kirtisagarsuri
Publisher: Adhyatma Gyan Prasarak Mandal
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008521/1

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iSir, BA% thI mIra, vaDI (((iii)1/1/III))))) 2 {\dylli bhAga cauthI che lekhaka che AcArya bhagavaMta zrImatI kIrtisAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI sAhitya prakAzana granthamA puSya navamuM AMtara jyoti bhAga cotho racayitA : parama pUjya, zAntamUrti AcArya bhagavanta zrImat kIrtisAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba For Private And Personal Use Only

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prakAzaka : zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI sAhitya prakAzana granthamALA vatI zAha cImanalAla jecaMdabhAI manasukhabhAI zeThanI poLa kALupura, amadAvAda vIra saMvata 249 vi. saM. 2023 sane. 1967 prApti sthAna? zrImad buddhisAgarasUri jaina jJAna maMdira vijApura (gujarAta) tathA prakAzaka pAsethI kiMmata 2325 mudraka : maNalAla chaganalAla zAha navaprabhAta prInTIMga presa ghIkAMTA roDa, amadAvAda, For Private And Personal Use Only

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adhyAtmajJAnadivAkara sva-pa2 zAstra vizArada thaoNganiSTha AcArya bhagavaMto zrImada budidhasAgarasUrIzvarajI || - For Private And Personal Use Only

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ardhAMjalI mArI jIvana naukAnA sukAnI mArI madonmatta yuvAnInA sArathI mArI susuptadazAne amRta AvI mArA ajJAnI AtmAnA saMskAra zilpI ane mArA masta ka nA mugu Ta maNi parama pUjya, pa ma A rA dhya, pUjya pA da gurUvarya nA pA va na ca ra o mAM............ Apane ca ra Na raja kItisAgara For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhaviSyavANuM eka dina e Avaze, eka dina e Avaze, mahAvIranA zabdo vaDe, svAtaMtrya jagamAM thAvaze. eka dina. 1 sahu dezamAM svAtaMtryanAM, zubha divya vAdya vAgaze, bahu jJAnavIra karmavIre, jAgI anya jagAvaze. .eka dina 2 avatArI vIre avatarI, kartavya nija bajAvaze; aNu luhI sau jIvanAM, zAnti bhalI prasarAvaze. eka dina. 3 saha dezamAM sau varNamAM, jJAnIjane bahu phAvaze, uddhAra karaze duHkhIne, karUNa ghaNuM mana lAvaze. eka dina. 4 sAyansanI vidyA vaDe, zodhe ghaNI ja calAvaze, je gupta te jAheramAM, adbhuta vAta jaNAvaze. .eka dina5 rAjA sakala mAnava thaze, rAjA na anya kahAvaze; hunnara kaLA sAmrAjyanuM, bahu jora leka dharAvaze. ..eka dina. 6 eka khaMDa bIjA khaMDanI, khabara ghaDImAM Avaze, gharamAM rahyAM vAte thaze, para khaMDa ghara sama thAvaze. eka nyAya save khaMDamAM, svAtaMtryatAmAM thAvaze budhya prabhu mahAvIranAM, to jagamAM vyApaze. eka dina 8 (saM. 1967mAM lakhAyuM) For Private And Personal Use Only

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22 kI . ' AtmaguNadRSTA pUjyapAdu prazAntamUrti zrImat kIrtisAgarasUrIzvarajI For Private And Personal Use Only

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pU. anuyogAcArya payAsapravara zrI mahodayasAgarajI gaNivarya For Private And Personal Use Only

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samudramAM dIvAdAMDI [ prakAzakIya ] * zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI sAhitya prakAzana granthamALA ' Aje ApanA karakamaLamAM navamuM puSpa mukatAM atyaMta AnaMda sahu utsava anubhave che. eka mahAna lekhaka lakhe che ke-sAhityathI mAnava samAjanuM utthAna thAya che ane adha:patana paNa sAhityathI ja thAya che. adhaHpatana zAthI ? manane mahekAve, IndriyAne uttejita kare ane raMgarAga mahephila tarapha vRttione kheMcI jAya, tevu' vikRta ane azlila sAhitya jyAre pracura pramANamAM thAkanA theAkabaMdha rAta ane visa pracAra pAme ane sabhya samAja tene ja jIvananA eka sAcA sAthI mAnI tenI pAchaLa belA dhelA banI haeNvaMze hAMze haraNaphALe AMdhaLIyA karI doTa mUke che, tyAre mAnava samAja adhaHpatananI UMDI gartAmAM utarI paDe che. ane tethI tenI AMdhImAM aTavAvuM paDe che. ane tenAM mAThAM bhayaMkara pariNAma tene avazya bhAgavavA ja paDe che. AvuM azlila ane vikRta sAhitya thAkabaMdha vadhatuM javAthI tenA bhaya'kara kharAba pariNAmAne Aje ApaNe bhAgavI rahyA chIe, te kAI neya samajAvavuM paDe tema nathI. pAnanA patha: parama upakArI, gAndhu, parama tAraka, devAdhideva, tItha kara paramAtmAe samavasaraNumAM ApelI dezanA-dharmAMpadezarUpa vacanAmRtanuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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pAna karIne ane gaNadhara bhagavantAe racelA Agama sutrAnusAre pUnA AyAya bhagavantAe upakAra karIne mahAna granthAnI racanA karI che. A parama tAraka granthA dvArA ja mAnava mAtranA utthAnanuM, ulhAranu tathA sukha ane zAMtinuM samaNuM siddha thaze te vinA anyathA nahi ja. jIvana paMtha bhUlelA mAnavAnu` kalyANu kema thAya? kaI rIte cAya ? e ja eka udAtta ane ujjavala bhAvanAthI A granthanA karyAM, parama pUjya, parameApakArI AcArya bhagavanta zrImat kIrtisAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe aneka granthAnI racanA karI mahAna upakAra karyAM che. teozrIe bhajanapada bhAvArtha bhA. 1-2. tathA AMtara nyAti bhA. 1-2-3 vagere granthA lakhyA che. ane Aje paNa 78 varSanI ativRddha uMmare paNa teozrIne jayAre paNa jue tyAre teozrInu lekhana, vAMcana, manana ane dhyAnanuM AtmakalyANakArI kAya` satata aviratapaNe cAlune cAlu ja hAya che. teozrInI A apramattadazA joIne ApaNuM haiyuM namrabhAve teozrInA caraNAravindamAM jhUkI paDe che. teozrI ApaNA jIvana pathane prakAzita karavA vadhune vadhu sAhityika prasAdI prasAda kare ane ApaNe sahu teozrInA sAhitya prasAdanA suMdara lAbha uThAvI jIvana pathane ujajavala banAvIe ane sahunA sukhanA zilpI tathA sAthI banI svagIya AnaMda anubhavIe. A granthanI mananIya prastAvanA 'jyAtiSTAma'nA lekhaka pU. munivarya zrI kSamAsAgarajI ma.sA. sneha razmi' zrIne AbhAra mAnavA sahu namra bhAve vandanA karIe chIe. taduparAMta A granthanA prakAzana kAryamAM suMdara sahakAra ApI je jJAna bhaktinA AtmakalyANakArI mahAna lAbha prApta karyAM che te mahAnubhAvAne hArdika AbhAra mAnavA sAthe teozrInI udAra bhAva For Private And Personal Use Only

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nAnI anumodanA karIe chIe. tenI anyatra sAbhAra svikAra neMdha levAmAM AvI che. vizeSa A granthanA prakAzana kAryanI kALajIpUrvaka sAMgopAMga suMdara vyavasthA ane anya kArya karanAra munivarya zrI manaharasAgarajI ma.sA. tathA saMpAdana kArya karanAra bhAIzrI guNavanta zAhanA tathA granthanuM mudraNa kArya zIghratApUrvaka suMdara karavA mATe zrIyuta maNilAla lmanalAla zAhanA tathA jazavaMtalAla gIradharalAla zAhane ame AbhArI chIe. antamAM AzA che ke jIvana patha bhUlele mAnava samAja samudranI dIvAdAMDI samA A granthanA vAMcana, manana ane Antara nirIkSaNathI punaH sanmArge AvI sukha, zAMti ane samAdhithI jIvana pathane bharyo bharyo anubhave eja zubhAbhilASA. --prakAzaka For Private And Personal Use Only

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jyotibdoma " etacca kevalaM tajjhAnaM, yattatparaM jyotiH|| jyotiH paraM parastAttamaso yadvIyate mhaamunibhiH||" -SoDaSaka mukhyavAdo : vividha vividhatAothI ubharAtA A vizvamAM vAdo ane prativAde agamya che. chatAM e badhA vAdone be vAdamAM samAvI zakAya che. avAMtara prakAra bhale game teTalA heya paNa mukhya mAnyatAne anusarI vicAra karatAM be vAdamAM vizvanA sarvavAda samAveza pAmI zake che. 1 adhyAtmavAda: 2 bhautikavAda: adhyAtmavAda: AtmAnuM astitva, punarjanma, punarjanmanA kAraNabhUta karma, mokSa, karmabaMdhanA kAraNe, mekSanA upAya. A che vAtano eka yA bIjA rUpe svIkAra kare, te vAdo adhyAtmavAdanA mAnanArA gaNAya. bhautivAda: AtmAnA astitvane ane ene lagatA punajanmAdi kAraNene asvIkAra karanArA ane dRzyamAna suMdara jaDa padArthomAM sukhanI mAnyatA dharAvanArA vA, te bhautikavAda bhaNuM DhaLatA gaNAya. bhautikavAdanI asara : AtmA e "AMtara ti" svarUpa che. paNa bhautika karma For Private And Personal Use Only

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39 aNuoe AtmAnI " AMtara jyaMti " upara AvaraNu lAdI dIdhu che. e AvaraNanI asaranA lIdhe AtmA pAtAnA mULasvarUpane pa bhUlI gayA che. ene peAtAnI zaktinuM jJAna ane bhAna rahyuM nathI. dhRtanA dIpakAnI jyotithI dhara zItaLa prakAzamaya hAya paNa tyAM AgaLa lImaDAdi kASTane dhUvADe karavAmAM Ave te yeAtine prakAza DhaMkAI jAya che ane zyAma aMdhakAra vyApaka banI jAya che. tyAM yAtine abhAva che evu nathI paNa enA upara AvaraNA AvI gayelA che. ema AtmajyeAti upara karmAMnI AvArita asara samajavI. e kAraNe je vastue pAtAnI hatI te parAI manAvA lAgI ane parAI varatue peAtAnI manAvA lAgI. AtmA karmAMNuenI asarathI bAhya ragarAgane pUjArI banI gayA che. ene dharmo nathI joI teA paNa dhana joI e che, rAma nathI gamatA, kAma game che. e manane dAsa hoya che, tananA pUjArI hAya che, vaibhava bhaNI jIve che, paNa bhava tarapha joteA nathI. AtmA virATa zaktine dhaNI che. paNa karmAMNunI asarathI vAmaNA banI gayA che. e sukhanI zeAdha mATe bhagIratha prayAsa kare che, chatAM sukha maLatuM nathI ane du:kha TaLatu nathI. kAraNamAM ceAgya purUSAnI khAmI mAnavI joIe. AdhunIka vijJAne khAdya sukhanA sAdhane apAra banAvI ApyA paNa ethI sukha vadhyu che ema kAI huMdhya pUrvaka kahI zake tema che ? ke pachI duHkhanuM palluM ja namatu cAlyuM che ? sukha duHkhanA kAraNA : sukha ane duHkhanuM kAraNa mAnavInuM mana hoya che. eja rIte aMdhana ane muktinuM kAraNu pazu mana hoya che. tyAsI je padArthAne For Private And Personal Use Only

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duHkhanA sAdhane mAne che, rAgI e ja padArthone sukhanA sAdhana mAne che. padArtho eja che, chatAM vyakti paratve eja padArtho sukha duHkhanA sAdhana bane che. alipta mAnavI pAse bhoga sukhone sAdhane aDhaLaka DhaLatA hoya te vakhate paNa e sukhI hoya che ane bIje ja kSaNe bhoga sukhanA aDhaLaka sAdhano naSTa bhraSTa thaI jAya te paNa e eTalo ja AnaMdita hoya che ke jeTale bhega sukhane aDhaLaka sAdhanonI vacce vasate hate. paraMtu je Asakta che, e managamatA sAdhanonI vidyamAnatAmAM pitAne sarva rIte sukhI mAnate heya che, paNa pitAnI sAhyabImAMthI ekAda vibhAga ghaTavA lAge ke naSTa vinaSTa thAya tyAre e Asakta mAnavI potAne sarvathI vadhu duHkhI mAnavA lAge che. badhAnA badhA duHkha jANe enA tyAM ja AvI bharANuM na hoya, ema enuM vAmaNuM mana mAnavA lAge che. je badhI ja bAhya saMpattino saraMjAma sarvathA naSTa thaI jAya to enI dazA karUNuM janaka banI jAya che. sukha kayAM? : bAhya jagatamAM ApaNe sAvadhAnI pUrvaka nihALIzuM te paNa sukha kayAMyathI meLavI zakIzuM nahi. kAraNa ke bAhya jagatamAM sukha karyA che? eTale bAhya daSTine saMkelI laI ApaNe AMtara tarapha vaLIe. tanane svastha banAvIe, manane svaccha banAvIe. nIrava banI aMtaramAM uMDAne uMDA utaratAM jaIe. jyAM sudhI javAya tyAM sudhI cAlyA jaIe. eka divasanA prayatnathI A kAya nahi sare. alpa paNa satata prayatna karavo joIze. ema karatAM aMtaranA uMDANamAM haLavI chAyA For Private And Personal Use Only

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11 jaNAze. e chAyAnuM nAma jyoti. enu nAma jJAnanA prakAza. enu nAma sukha. jyeAtinA pUrNa vikAsa eTale sukhane vikAsa. jyeAtinI prApti eTale sukhanI prApti. nyAti eTale zu? : <" 'etacca kevalaM tajjJAnaM yattatparaM jyotiH A parama tatvanu' ddana e kevaLa jJAna che. je kevaLa jJAna te para caiAti che. "" " jyotiH paraM parastAttamaso yadgIyate mahAmunibhiH // ' "" dravya ane bhAva aMdhakArathI rahita para jyeAti che. ema mahAmunionuM kathana che. " tad dRSTvA tattvaM paramamanena samarasApattiH " para jyoti rUpa tattvadarzana thayA pachI samarasanI prApti thAya che. AnaMdanI prApti thAya che. A AnaMdane paramAnaMda kahevAya che. mahAna kahevAya che. " jyAtisu jyAta milata janma dhyAve, hAvata nahI tama tyArA......... ' For Private And Personal Use Only --pADaSaka pU. 3. zrI yovijayajI prabhunA kevaLajJAnanI jyaMti ane ApaNA jJAnanI jyeAtine ekAkAre dhyAna karatAM evA anubhava thaI zake che ke prabhu ane ApaNe eka chIe. paNa tamasa jyAre jyeAti upara AvaraNa pAthare che tyAre ApaNe ane paramAtmA judA chIe evuM lAge che.

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mUdha jyotimAM saMyama karavAthI (dhyAna siddhi) karavAthI siddhAtmAnA darzana thaI zake che. -gadarzana zrI jinezvara paramAtmAnI aSTa prakArI pUjAmAM dIpaka pUjAnuM vidhAna che. e zItaLa ti prabhu AgaLa dharavA dvArA "AtmA para aDDo jamAvI beThelA ajJAna andhakArane dUra karI amane AMtara jyoti prApta thAo" evI abhIpsA karavAnI hoya che. vedAnta anuyAyI dharmomAM "tiSThoma" nAmano yajJa karavAmAM Ave che. tima zabdanA aneka artha thaI zakatA hoya che. 1 tikToma- agnijavALAone samuha, je yajJamAM vadhu pramANamAM hoya te. 2 jyotinI prApti mATe karavAmAM AvatI stutio. 3 jyoti - agnidevatAne prasanna karavA mATene yasa. 4 jyoti - AtmajJAna prApta karavA mATe yajJa. A pramANe jAti eTale AtmajJAna e mukhya artha che. sArAMza eTaluM ja ke jeTaluM "AMtara ti" bhaNu lakSa eTaluM sukha. bhautika jagatamAM paNa patinuM mahatva ghaNuM che. paNa e bALa ti che. AMkhanI kIkIye bhale sArI dekhAtI hoya, paNa aMdaranI ti je cAlI jAya che e koI padArthane nihALI zakato nathI. joti vidUNe mAnavI mAnava jagatamAM eka abhizApita vyakti gaNAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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adhyAtma jagatamAM "AMtara joti" vinAne AtmA aMdhanI tulanAmAM Ave che. dekhate chatAM aMdhApe enA lalATe lakhAye hoya che. ajJAna aMdha e kahevAya che. graMthanuM nAmAbhidhAna : A graMthanuM nAma "AMtara ti" che. graMtha kAgaLa upara chapAye che, derAthI baMdhAya che, pUThAthI maDhAye che. AmAM kayAMya AMtara jyoti" jaNAya che? te zuM A graMthanuM nAma nirarthaka che? nA, evuM nathI. vyavahAramAM ghaNIvAra kAraNa vigeremAM kArya vigereno upacAra thato hoya che. evI bhASAne zAstrIya paribhASAmAM vyavahAra satya kahevAmAM Ave che. ApaNe bolIe chIe ke vAdaLAM varase che. paNa keIe kadI vAdaLAMne varasatAM joyA che? pANI varasatuM hoya che ane kahevAya che ke vAdaLI varase che. paraMtu pANI varasavAnuM kAraNa vAdaLAmAM che ane ethI vyavahAra bagaDato paNa nathI, mATe A bhASAne vyavahAra satya bhASA gaNI zakAya. e paddhatie A graMthamAM "AMtara ti" nathI paNa AtmA upara lAgelA zyAmalatA jevA AvaraNe dUra karavAmAM nimittabhUta bane che. A graMtha AtmAnI "AMtara ti" kholavAnuM eka zreSTha sAdhana che. tethI ene "AMtara jAti" nAma ApavuM sArthaka che. te joItuM hoya che pANu ane khedAya che mATI. ema khedatAM khetAM amUka uMDANamAM gayA eTale nirmaLa jaLane kuvo banI banI jAya che. - ema A graMtha vAMcIe paNa enI asara cetanA upara thaze ane AtmAnI AMtara jyoti pragaTI uThaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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graMthakAra mahAtmA : A graMthanA sarjanahAra vAtsalyasiMdhu pUjyavAra AcArya bhagavaMta zrI kIrti sAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAjA che. bhASA ghaNuM ja saumya che. prAthamika kakSAnA AtmAone dhamanI abhirUci ane zraddhA karAve tevI che. e karUNavaMta mahAmanA graMthakArazrInuM jIvana Antara tithI jaLahaLatuM che. emanI pAse pAMDityane mithyA ATopa nathI, tema mRtakene phaTATopa nathI. paNa emanI sAnidhyamAM jatAM bhalabhalAne divya anubhUtine kaIka AbhAsa thatuM hoya che. AvA divya AbhAsane anubhava emanI sAnidhyamAM mane paNa thayo che. sugaMdha, vAyu, uSNutA, zItaLatA vigere A AMkhe joI zakAtA nathI chatAM mAnyA vinA cAlI zake nahi. ema ApaNe AMtara jyotine " bhale na joI zakatA hoIe to paNa mAnyA vinA nahi ja cAle. mahApurUSanA zarIre kAMI alamasta hotA nathI, chatAM ghaNAnA aMtaramAM pitAnuM sudaDha sthAna jamAvI detA hoya che ane evo anubhava ApaNe paNa karIe chIe. AmAM koI kAraNa heya te emanI "AMtara ti" balavatI banelI hoya che, te che. upasaMhAra : patita pAvana graMthakAra zrI bhArA pradAdA gurU thAya che. emanI vaMzalatAne huM bALaka chuM. pUjyazrInA graMtha upara "tiSThoma" lakhatAM huM saMkoca anubhavuM chuM. emanA ane mArA jIvanamAM ghaNuM meTuM aMtara che. e pavitratAnA sidhu che, tyAre huM pavitratAnA biMdune pAme nathI. emanA jIvananI nimaLatA ane guNagaNunI For Private And Personal Use Only

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garimA gaNI zakAya tema nathI. mArA jIvanamAM koI rUDuM tattva nathI. chatAM nA kahevAnI azaktinA lIdhe lakhuM chuM. huM e pavitratAnA sidhu pAse prArthanA karuM chuM ke muja jevAne paNu pavitra banAvaje. mane paNa sidhumAMthI biMdu Apaje. ApanA udAtta guNAnA kaNe paNa ama jIvanamAM aDaze teya bhAgyazALI. banIzuM. paramAtmAnI AjJA virUddha lakhAyuM hoya te kSamA IcchuM chuM.. A graMthanA vAMcana dvArA sau kaI "AMtara jyoti" nA prApta karanArA thAo eja maMgala kAmanA. vi. saM. 2023 pioSa vada 12. sneharazmi siddhakSetra For Private And Personal Use Only

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pUjyapAdu prazAtamUti anugAcArya panyAsapravarazrI mahedayasAgarajI gaNivarya mahArAjazrInI jIvana jharamara janmasthAna : anekAneka tAraka tIrthothI pavitra garavA gujarAta dezamAM ginika AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI pAvanakArI janmabhUmithI vizeSa vikhyAta thaelA vijApura zaheranI samIpamAM samI nAme nagara che. nyAya, nIti, popakAra ane sadAcAramAM praviNa janakemamAM ravacaMdabhAI nAme dharmiSTha AgevAna zeTha che. guNa ane zIlathI adhika zebhatI samaratha bena nAmanI temanI dharmapatnInI kukSIthI vi.saM. 154 A suda pa nA zubha divase eka putraratnane janma thaye. prabhAvazALI putraratnanA janmathI AkhA kuTuMbamAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI gayo. mAtA-pitAe te putranuM zubha nAma maMgaLadAsa pADayuM. bIjanA caMdranI peThe sahunA mananuM haraNa karato ane hRdayamAM AnaMda pamADato mAtA pitAnA zubha manorathanI sAthe vRddhi pAmavA lAge. haMmezA vakrasvabhAvI vidhie AnaMda ane karlola karatAM kuTubamAM acAnaka bhaMga paDe. ane nAnA bALakane AdhAra ekadama tuTI paDe. bALakane mAtA-pitA TuMka samayanI bImArImAM svargavAsI thayA. bALakanA kAkA maganabhAI tathA yAcaMdabhAI vagere snehALu ane mAyALu kuTuMbIjanonA saujanyazIla sAra saMbhALa ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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dekharekha nIce bALake suMdara zikSaNa lIdhuM ane umaralAyaka thatAM gerItA. gAmamAM dharmiSTha zeTha zrI gautamadAsa svarUpacaMdabhAIne dharmapatnI pAravatI benanI suzIlaputrI hIrAkerabenanI sAthe lagnagranthIthI joDAyA. tyAra. bAda AjIvikALe maMgaLadAsabhAI muMbaI gayA. patnI paralokane paze : aneka prakAranI vicitratAthI bharelA A saMsAramAM yamarAjAnA kura jhapATAmAM keNu kayAre caDhI jaze? ane kALanI eka palakanI bhayaMkara, AMdhImAM saghaLI bAjI palaTAtA kayAre AMkha mIMcAI jaze tenI jarApaNuM khabara paDatI nathI. dharmazIlA hIrAkera bene svajana saMbaMdhI ane snehI kuTuMbI janonA mAyALu saMbaMdhane tyAga karI eka aNadhArI paLe paralokamAM praNaya karyuM. saddagurUnA caraNe : A saMsAramAM Dagalene pagale, kSaNe kSaNe, ghaDIe ghaDIe, are ! AMkhanA eka mAtra palakArAmAM evA hRdayadrAvaka prasaMge bane che ke jethI, mumukSu bhavyAtmAone kSaNe bhaMgura saMsAranI anityatAnuM bhAna thayA vinA rahetuM nathI. suzIla dharmapatnIne AghAtajanaka mRtyuthI dharmazIla maMgaladAsabhAInuM aMtara asAra saMsAra parathI uThI gayuM.. saMsArano bhramakArI AnaMda kSaNajIvI che, ajJAnI AtmAoja sAMsArika viSayamAM AnaMda anubhave che ane vaiSayika sukha prApta karavA aheniza prayatnazIla rahe che. saharAnA raNamAM bhUlA paDelA tRSAtura musAphare tRSAnI pIDA dUra karavA mATe jhAMjhavAnuM jaLa meLavavAno karele prayatna adhika adhika kaSTa dAyaka thAya che tema saMsAranA. vaiSayika sukha ane AnaMda meLavavA prayatna niSphaLa ja che eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu anaMta duHkha ane vipatti dAyaka che. dharmAtmA maMgaladAsabhAIne saMsAranA AnaMda janaka sukho mahAma samAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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18 lAgyA. zAzvata sukha zAMti ane samAdhi prApta karavA mATe temaNe zrI sajJa paramAtmAe atAvelA zrI pAramezvarI bhAgavatI pratrajayAnA mAge` javAne mahAmoMgalakArI zubhra niya karyo. pratrajyAnA punita paMce : parama pUjya, parameApakArI, paramArAdhya suvihita ziAmaNi, adhyAtmajJAna divAkara, sARRtaka graMtha ratna praNetA, yAganiSTha AcAya' bhagavanta zrImad buddhisAgara surIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA paTTadhara prazAntamUrti panyAsa pravara zrImata ItI sAgara gaNivaya ( hAla AcAya bhagavaMta zrImat kIrtisAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA.) nI pAse samau gAmamAM vi. saM. 1994 vaizAkha suda 6nA zubha divase maMgalamaya mukte bhAgyazALI mumukSu bhavyAtmA mAMgaLadAsabhAI e adhyAhnikA jinabhakti mahAtsava pUrvaka pAramezvarI bhAgavatI pravrajyA aMgIkAra karI ane saMviratidhara banyA ane temanuM munirAja zrI mahAdayasAgarajI ma. nAma sthApana karavAmAM AvyuM. tyAra bAda gurUdevanI sAthe vihAra karatA prAMtija padhAryAM. ane aSADa suda 10 nA divase upasthApanA vaDI dIkSA karavAmAM AvI. ane atre ja prathama cAturmAMsa karyuM. jJAna-dhyAnamAM ane tapa-tyAgamAM AgaLa vadhatA tathA parama tAraka gurUdevanI ananya bhAvAllAsapUrvaka vaiyAvacca karatA ane gurUdevanI nizrAmAMja cAturmAMsa karatAM aneka bhAvika bhakta zrAvaka zrAvikAone dhamanI ArAdhanAmAMja jotA hatA. adhyAtma maDaLanA punaruddhAra : pa. pU. adhyAtmajJAna divAkara yAganiSTha gurUdeva AcAya bhagavanta zrImad buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba viracita sA kSatakAdhika granthAnuM prakAzana kAya` vi. saM. 1967mAM sthApela zrI adhyAtmajJAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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19 prasAraka maMDaLa karatu hatu. paraMtu Arthika tema ja anya saMjogonA kAraNe maMDaLanI pravRtti baMdha paDI gaI hatI. A zubha kAryane vegavAna banAvavA mATe vi.sa. 2002 nA muMbaInA (goDIjInA upAzraya) cAturmAsamAM zubha niOya karavAmAM AvyA. navI samitinI racanA karI maMDaLane punarjIvita karavAmAM AvyuM ane pustakAnA prakAzana mATe phDa karavAnA zubha kAryamAM parama pUjya AcAya bhagavanta zrI tisAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA zubha AzirvAdathI saraLa svabhAvI pa. pU. munivaya zrI (hAla-paMnyAsa pravarazrI) maheAdaya sAgarajI mahArAja sAhebanA sahRdayI sadupadeza, zubha preraNA ane satata prayatnathI ja TuMka samayamAM ja rUA. 70000] jevI meATI rakama bhegI thaI hatI. ane jhAMkhI thayelI nyAta adhika prakAzita thaI maMDaLa kAya`zIla banyuM. tyArabAda muMbaIthI vihAra karI punA gayA. ane cAturmAMsa punAmAMja karyu. cAturmAsa bAda vi. saM. 2004 mAgazara mAsamAM eka mumukSu, bhAI ne bhAgavatI pravrajyA dIkSA ApI vaiyAvaccI munirAjazrI mahAdayasAgarajI ma. sA. nA ziSya tarIke munirAjazrI gulAbasAgarajI ma. nAma sthApana karavAmAM Avyu. jemane deheAtsaga vi. sa. 2011 vijApuramAM thayA hatA. tyAra bAda AcArya bhagavAnazrI punAthI muMbaI tarapha vihAra karI gADIjInA upAzraye cAturmAsa padhAryAM. vi. saM 2004 nA jeTha vada aSTamInA zubha divase theAraDI nivAsI bhAvanagaravALA suzrAvaka cheTAlAla durlabhadAsa ne dIkSA ApI munirAjazrI maheAdayasAgarajI sa. sA.nA ziSya tarIke munirAjazrI dula bhasAgarajI ma. nAma sthApana karavAmAM AvyuM. guruvaranI zubhasmRti : saraLa svabhAvI muni pravarazrI maheAdayasAgarajI mahArAja sAhebanA aMtaramAM 5. pU. upakArI gurUdeva AcAya bhagavantazrI kIrti sAgara For Private And Personal Use Only

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20 sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA zubhanAmathI aMkIta zubha smRtirUpa eka jJAnamaMdira karavAnI bhAvanA hatI A bhAvanAne mUrta svarUpa ApavA mATe temaNe sahadayI udAratAone sadupadeza ApI kiMmatI pustako tathA pratAne surakSIta rIte sAcavavA mATe sTIlanA gerejanA aDhAra kabATo meLavyA je "zrImad buddhi-kIrti sAgaragaccha jaina jJAna bhaMDAra(sANaMda) ne arpaNa karavAmAM AvyA. muMbaI thI gujarAta tarapha vihAra karI vi. sa. 2005nuM cAtumasa pAdarA karyuM. pa. pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad kItisAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe saraLa svabhAvI munivaryazrI mahodayasAgarajI ma. nI yogyatA joIne zrI bhagavatI sUtranA garvahanamAM zubha muddate praveza karAvyo ane vi.saM. 2006 mAgazara vada 7 nA zubha divase amadAvAda mukAme AMbalIpaLa upAzrayanA AgevAna zeTha zrI mANekalAla cunIlAla jhaverI taraphathI ujavAyela zAMtisnAtra saha aSTAhnikA mahatsavapUrvaka nagarazeThanA vaMDAmAM bhavya maMDapamAM caturvidha saMdha samakSa zrI vardhamAnavidyAthI abhimannita vAsa-cUrNa nikSepapUrvaka zrI paMcamAMga bhagavatIjI sUtranI anujJA pradAnarUpa zrI gaNipada tathA paMnyAsa padathI vibhUSita karyA. zAsana prabhAvanAnA kAryo : temanI zubha preraNAthI zAsananA aneka zubha kAryo thayela hatA. dholerA mukAme zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI gurUmaMdira tathA zAsana rakSaka pragaTa prabhAvI zrI ghaMTAkarNa mahAvIra yakSamaMdira ema banne nUtana bhavya maMdire temanA suprayatna, sadupadeza ane zubha preraNAthI thayA hatA. tathA zrI kelavADAnA jainasaMdhamAM aMdara aMdaranA varSo junA asaMtoSanA kAraNe keTalAya varSothI prabhujInI pratiSThAnuM maMgalakArI zubhakArya aTakI paDayuM hatuM. te pratiSThAnuM mahAmaMgalakArI kArya temanA asarakAraka satata suprayatnathI saMdhanA asaMtoSanA kAraNe dUra karAvI For Private And Personal Use Only

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11 ane aikayatApUrNAMkanuM susaMgaThana ane sa Mpa karAvI varSoMthI parANAgata khIrAjatA devAdhideva zrI RSabhadeva paramAtmAnI aSTAttarI snAtra saha bhavya aSTAhnikA maheAtsavapUrvaka paramapUjya AcAya devezazrImata kIti sAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA varad haste vi. sa. 2011 vaizAkha vada 6 nA zubha divase magalamaya mutaeN pratiSThA karavAmAM AvI A saghaLAya yaza temane che. taduparAMta harasAlamAM paMnyAsapravarazrI mahAdayasAgarajI gaNivayaMzrInA zubha haste vi. sa. 2014mAM prabhujInI pratiSThA bhavya aSTAttarI snAtrasaha aSTAhnikA maheAtsavapUrvaka thaI hatI. temaja dIkSA maheAtsavavaDIdIkSA mahotsava tathA bIjA aneka zAzana prabhAvanAnA zubha kAryoM tathA sAdhu sAdhvIjI mahArAjone yAgAhananI zubha kriyA vagere temanA haste thayA hatA. prakAzana-pravRtti: 5. pU. AcAya deveza zrImat kati sAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. viracita AMtarajye ti bhA. 1-2-3 tathA bhajanapada bhAvArtha saMgraha bhA. 1 tathA zrImad buddhisAgarasUrijI sAhitya prakAzana saMsthA ( mAnad maMtrI cImanalAla jecaMdabhAI ) taraphathI prakAzita thayela puSpA jainepaniSad, ziSyopaniSad, ratnadIpa, AntarajyAti bhA. 4, saMskRta mahAvIr gItA, bALakonA muddhisAgara tathA buddhi prabhA mAsika vagere aneka suMdara suvAcya prakAzane, temanA satata sadupadeza ane sanniSThApUrvakanA suprayatnane AbhArI che tr " allu' cAmAsu ? Aje ghera ghera AnaMda chavAyA che. zuM nAnA, nAnA bhulakAe ane bALakA ? zuM kIzorA ane kIzorIe? zuM yuvA ane yuvatIe ? zu' vRddho ane prauDhA ? are zuM jaina ane jainetarASTra ra For Private And Personal Use Only

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sA. nI khasa Aje te sahunA manamAM AnaMda, AnaMda te AnaMda. kAraNa ke kharA aMtaranI bhAvanA ane sAcA hRdayanI prAnA phaLIbhUta thAya che. keTakeTalAya varSAnA vhANA vItI gayA bAda vi. saM. 2022nA varSamAM parama zAzana dhurandhara doDhasA AkArI mahAgranyaratnanA praNetA paramAdaraNIya mahAmaheApAdhyAya zrImad yazevijayajI ma. janmabhUmi kuNaghera (pATaNa) gAmamAM parama pUjya, suvihita ziArmANa paramazAsana prabhAvaka, yAganiSTha AcAya bhagavanta zrImad buddhisAgara surIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA paTTadhara prazAntamRti AcArya. bhagavanta zrImat kIrti sAgarasurIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA ziSyaratna panyAsa pravara zrI mahodaya sAgarajI gaNivaryAM mahArAja sAheba potAnA ziSyaratna saujanyamUti munivarya zrI durlabhasAgarajI ma. sA.nA cAturmAMsanA pravezane aSADa suda 6nA zubha mahA bhagalakArIdivasa che. praveza svAgata ane ArAdhanAo : zrI saMghe svAgatanI bhavya taiyArIo karI vAjate gAjate pUjya gurUdevanuM bhavya svAgatasaha sAmaiyu karyu.. AkhuM gAma utsAhaghelu anI gayuM. Thera Thera gahulIe karI gurUdevAnA zubha Agamanane utsAha pradarzIta karI akSata vaDe sahue gurUdevAne vadhAvyA, jinAlayamAM prabhujInA darzana-stavana karI upAzrayamAM AvI moMgalAcaraNu saMbhaLAvI gurU-ziSyanI melaDIe satata dhArAbahU surIlA kaMThathI evI te| madhurI dezanA ApI, are! temanI vANIe janatA upara jabarU kAmaNu kayu ke, rAjerAja temanI vANI sudhAnuM pAna karavA upAzrayamAM ThaMDa jAmavA lAgI. yugAdi dezanA tathA pAMDava carItranAvyAkhyAnA sAMbhaLavA jainajainetara, AbAla vRddho badhAya kAma paDatA mUkIne savAre nava vAgyA pahelA hAjara thaI jatA ane utkaMThApUrNAMka vANI sudhAnuM pAna karI, anAdi kALanA vaiyika viSanuM parimArjana karI, ajJAnanA gherA timira For Private And Personal Use Only

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23 paDalAne dUra karavA jJAna jyAti jannAvIne asAra saMsAramAM ekamAtra sAra rUpa dhama ArAdhanAM karavA sahu utsAhita thayA. zrI sImaMdhara svAmi bhagavAnanA adbhUma, tathA caMdanabALAnA aTThama tapanI ArAdhanA su Mdara rIte thaI gayA bAda aSTa kama sudana tapanI ArAdhana zarU thaI. sAtamA divase eTale ke prathama zrAvaNa vada 5 zukravAra tA. 7-8-'67 nA divase saMdhyA samaye pratikramaNanI kriyA bAda suzrAvaka premacaMdabhAI, jagajIvanadAsa, cImanabhAI, nAthAlAlabhAI, haragovanadAsa, bAbubhAI, zAMtibhAI, khADIdAsa, kacarAbhAI, aMbAlAla, bhuvaradAsa, jayaMtibhAI, zviralAlabhAI, cImanalAlabhAI mAstara tathA umedakumAra vagere zrI sadhanA dareka AgevAna suzrAvake| mahArAja sAheba pAse AvyA. ane atrenA jinAlayanI pratiSThA thayAne 100 varSa purA thatA heAvAthI te nimitte utsava ujavavAnI tathA upadhAna tapanI moMgalamaya ArAdhanA karAvavA saMbaMdhI vicAraNA karavA mATe sahu bhegA thayA ane te sabaMdhI mahArAja sAhebanI salAha sucanA vagere laI ne yeAgya vicAraNA karyAM bAda lagabhaga 10 vAge sahu chuTA paDayA. tyArabAda pAMca kizArA ke jemaNe rAtrI pauSadha hatA temaNe ane mahArAja sAhebe saMthArA perisinI vidhi karyA bAda saMthArA karyAM. adhurAM sAnerI sAlAM : Aje vyAkhyAna bAda jIvananI sa MdhyAe pahoMcelA bhadrAtmA pU. gurUdeva paMnyAsajIe vineya munivaya zrI dula bhasAgarajI ma.ne kahyuM ke kAlathI vyAkhyAna dararAja tAre ja vAMcavAnuM che huM nivRtti lau chuM, bIjuM have huM ahiM ja sthiratA karIza. ema e vacane kahyAM zuM AjanA A zabdo mArmika haze ke svAbhAvika ! hA, hA, e zabdo Aje paNa evAM ja svarUpe saMbhaLAya che. rAtrinI nirava zAMtimAM carAcara jagatanA trasta AtmAo nidrAdhina manI sukhanI zvAsa laI zAMtine anubhavatA hatA. divasabharanI For Private And Personal Use Only

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24 dhAMdhala ane dhamAlamAMthI nivRtta thaI rAtrInA samaye ArAma kare che te rAtrinI nirava zAMtimAM tyAgI mahAtmA purUSo AtmaciMtana, dhyAna tathA namaskAra mahAmaMtrane jApa vagere AtmakalyANakArI ArAdhanA karI saMsAra sAgarane pAra pAme che. dehatsarga: pUjyavara paMnyAsa pravarazrI mahadayasAgarajI ma.sA. rAtrinA 15 vAge uThayA, namaskAra mahAmaMtrane 3 vAgyA sudhI akhaMDa jApa karIne pAchA saMthArAmAM suI gayA ane savAre 4 vAge temano uttama ArAdhaka AtmA jINuM deha vastrane tyAga karI paralokamAM prayANa karI gaye. jaina zAsanane eka tejasvI tAre kharI paDe. pUjyavara paramopakArI gurUdevazrI kALadharma pAmyAnA AghAtajanaka samAcAra AkhA gAmamAM vIjaLI vege phelAI jatA zokane kALo kAramo aMdhakAra chavAI gayo. ane badhe gamagInI phelAI gaI tarata ja pATaNa samAcAra mokalavAmAM AvatA tyAMthI munivaryazrI aikaya sAgarajI ma.sA. tathA sAdhvIjI candraprabhAzrIjI mavagere sAdhvIjI bha0 tathA sAgaragacha upAzrayanA AgevAna suzrAvake vagere AvI pahoMcyA. temanA pAvanakArI dehanA caMdanathI vilepana karyuM ane vAsa cUrNathI pUjana karyu. smazAnayAtrA : tyAra bAda lagabhaga 11 vAge temanA dehane pAlakhImAM padharAvavAmAM AvyuM. te vakhate temanuM tejasvI mukhAravinda tathA bhavya lalATa teja veratuM hatuM. pAlakhI upADavAnI vagere anya uchAmaNIe bolatA ghaNuM ja sArI rakamanI upaja thaI hatI. tathA jIvadayAnI TIpamAM paNa ghaNI ja sArI rakama bharAI hatI. smazAnayAtrAmAM janajetara aDhAre AlamanA hajAre leke joDAyA hatA. pATaNathI maMgAvela benDa tathA Dhola-nagArA-trAMsA ane zaraNAInA gaganabhedI sure ane For Private And Personal Use Only

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25 jaya jaya naMdA, jaya jaya bhaddAnA bulaMda avAje sahita pAlakhI upADIne cAra mAIla dUra vAvaDI gAma najIka AvatA gAmanA loko kahevA lAgyA ke zuM Aje-mahAtmAne nadI snAna karAvavA laI jAo cho? pachI jyAre khabara paDI tyAre teo paNa smazAnayAtrAmAM sAthe joDAyA. pavitra sarasvati nadInA je kAMThe AjathI lagabhaga cAra se varSa pahelA zrI vijayahIrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA gurUvarya zrI vijayadAnasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA dehano agni saMskAra karavAmAM AvyA hatA te jagyAe zA. premacaMdabhAI ravacaMdabhAInA varadahaste temanA dehane agni saMskAra karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. ane zrI saMgha samasta devavaMdananI kriyA karavAmAM AvI hatI. zeka pradazaka saMdezA sadgata AtmA kAladharma pAmyAnA samAcAra tArathI, patrathI temaja jAhera dainikapatra muMbaI samAcAra, janasattA-saMdeza-gujarAta samAcAra vagere chApAomAM mokalavAmAM AvatA aneka sthaLoethI tAra tathA patra dvArA zoka pradarzaka samAcAra AvyA hatA. sadgata AtmAne zreyArthe kuNagheramAM aThAI mahotsava tathA amadAvAda, bhANasA, vijApura, cANasmA, sANaMda, samI, prAMtija, mahesANu, AMjela, puMdharA, mahuDI, gavADA, punA vagere aneka sthaLoe pAMca divasa, traNa divasa, eka divasanI pUjAo, bhaNavavAmAM Avela tathA prabhujInI aMgaracanAo karavAmAM Avela hatI. ane pANI pALavAmAM Avela hatI. sadgata AtmAne cirasthAyI zAMti IcchI ApaNe temanA Adarzavanta AdaraNIya jIvanamAMthI kaMIka aMze guNadha prApta karI ApaNuM pAmara jIvanane urdhvagAmI banAvI paramapadanI kAmanA siddha karavA prayatnazIla rahIe eja aMtima maMgalakArI bhAvanA u zAMti. For Private And Personal Use Only

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padma parAga 5 5. parama tyAgI, kriyArUcI, zAsana prabhAvaka, sAgaragacchAdhIzvara, munIzvara zrImad ravisAgarajI ma. sA. tathA naiyAyika ziremaNi munivaryazrI dAnavijayajI ma. sA. ne sadupadezathI garavA gujarAtamAM sthapAyelI "zrI yazovijayajI jaina saMskRta pAThazALA" nI digaMta yaza-kItithI bhAratabharamAM suprasiddha thayeluM, nava-nava gaganacuMbI, uttuMga bhavya jinAlaya tathA aneka bhavyAtibhavya dharmasthAnothI mahimAvanta mahesANA zaheramAM jemAM agragaNya dozI kuTuMbamAM suzIla ane saMskArI mokamacaMda zreSThi hatA. temanA putranuM nAma nAnu bhAI nAme nAnuM chatAM kAme bhAnu hato. nAnubhAInA dharmapatnInuM nAma nAthIbAI hatuM. temane traNa putra tathA traNa putrIo hatA. paraMtu temAM be putra ane be putrIo AyuSya alpa hevAthI nAnI uMmaramAM ja paraloke vahelI musApharIe upaDI gayA hatA. pitAnI AzAnA dIvaDA ane vahAlasoI mAtAnA manaDAnA mera samA putra putrImAM temanA dalaDAne zAMti lAdhI. putranuM nAma zAMtilAla ane putrInuM nAma babubena nAnubhAIne dilanI paramazAMtine vidhAtA zAMkhI nA zakaye. ane mAtra aDhAra varSanI khIlatI yuvAnImAM ja jagatane saMsAranI bhayAnaka anityatAnuM digadarzana karAvate mAtApitA tathA benIne codhAra AMsue raDAvata ane pite hasate mukhaDe namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM raTaNa karato ArAdhaka bhavyAtmA zAMtilAla zAMtinI zodhamAM anaMtanI musApharIe upaDI ga. puSpa vikase te pahelAM ja pamarATa prasarAvIne kharI paDyuM. eka kavie kahyuM che ke : For Private And Personal Use Only

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jaba tuma A jagatameM, jaga hase tuma roya, aba karaNI aisI kara cale, tuma hase jaga reya, saMskArI mAtApitAnA aneka susaMskAra ane zikSaNanA pratApe zAMtilAle khUba ja nAnI vayamAM zauryavatu ziyalavrata aMgIkAra karyuM hatuM ane nAnA moTA sukAmAM Azare rU. 5000 vAparyA hatA. nAnI vayamAM satkAryo karanArA AtmAo atyaMta alpa pramANamAM ja heya che. A pramANe jagatane pivaDAvatA ane pite hasate hasate zAMti saunI vaccethI haMmezane mATe cAlyo gayo. dhanya che, zAMtibhAI! tamArA bhavya ArAdhaka bhAvane ane dhanya che tamArI saMskArI janetAne! patana ane punarUtthAna, udaya ane asta, janma ane mRtyu, harSa ane viSAda, A trikAlAbAdhita acaLa tothI para thavA mATe ja jinezvara paramAtmA zrI tIrthakara bhagavanta praNita siddhAntanuM zravaNa, zraddhAna ane jJAna prApta karavAnI jarUra che. tyAra pachI dharma saMskArathI suvAsita dharmAtmA suzrAvaka nAnubhAI tathA nAthIbene saMsAranI mAyA jaMjALa cheDIne jIvanane dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM ja joDI dIdhuM ane putrImAM paNa dharmanA susaMskAronuM siMcana karavA mAMDayuM. tIrthabhUmi : - mahesANAnA zrI jena saMdha upara chellAmAM chelle mahAna upakAra pa. pU. parama tyAgI, parama tapasvI, krIyArUci sAgaragacchAdhIzvara parama pUjya munIzvara zrI ravisAgarajI ma. sA. ne che. teozrInA sadupadezathI sudhArA khAtAnI peDhI sthApavAmAM AvI ane saMdhanA dareke dareka dhArmika tathA anya khAtAo ane saMsthAonI suMdara vyavasthA karavAmAM AvI hatI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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28 mahesANuM zrI jana saMdhanA ananya upakArI ane hitakArI pUjya mahArAja sAhebazrI ravisAgarajI mahArAja sAhebe vRddhAvasthAnA kAraNe mahesANAmAM ja sthiratA karI hatI. ane gurUbhakta zrI saMghe khUba ja suMdara vaiyAvaccano lAbha lIdho hato. vi. saM. 1954 nA jeTha vada 11 nA divase pU. mahArAja sAheba kALadharma pAmyA hatA. pU. upakArI gurUdevazrInA nirmaLa ane vizuddha keTInA prabhAvaka cAritranA pratApe ane teozrInA ananya upakAranuM RNa adA karavA mATe tathA cira smaraNIya kArya karavA mATe mahesANAnA zrI jaina saMghe gAmanI bahAra (atyAre te gAma vacce AvI gayuM che) eka moTuM khetara vecAtuM laIne tyAM agni saMskAra karyo ane te sthAnamAM teozrInA ziSya ratna pa. pU. gurUvarya, parama tyAgI, parama tapasvI munIzvara zrImAna sukhasAgarajI ma. sA. nA sadupadezathI gurU maMdira bAMdhavAmAM AvyuM ane vADInI racanA karavAmAM AvI hatI. Aje A sthAna eka bhavya tIrtha samAna zobhI rahyuM che. megherU puSpa zAsana caraNe : saMskArI AtmAo dhamanI ArAdhanAmAM ja mAnavajIvananI saphaLatA samaje che. ArAdhaka bhavyAtmAo saMsAranA baMdhanonI jaMjIrone teDavA mATe jinezvara zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA praNita pratrajyAnA mArganuM AlaMbana laIne saMsArathI sadA mATe mukta thAya che. nAnubhAI nAthIbena tathA bALabrahmacArINuM babubene paramezvarI bhAgavatI pravajyAnA mArge javA mATe nirNaya karyo ane bhavya udyApana saha aThThAI mahetsavano prAraMbha karyo. sAgaragacha Adya mahAna zAsana prabhAvaka AcArya, adhyAtmajJAna divAkara, zrImadda yazovijaya jaina gurakala (pAlItANA) uddhAraka, sArdhazataka mahAna grantharatna praNetA pa. pU. ganiSTha AcArya For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhagavAna zrImad buddhisAgarajI sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA padadhara pa. pU zAnamUrti AcArya zrI kIrtisAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA parama pAvanIya varadda haste tapasvI ratnA, pravattinI sAdhvIjI maneharazrIjI ma. sA. nA prathama ziSyA sAdhvIjI hiMmatazrIjI ma.nA ziSyA tarIke nAthIbenanuM nAma sAdhvIjI nirmaLAzrIjI marAkhavAmAM AvyuM ane babubenanuM nAma sAdhvIjI hiMmatazrIjI ma. nA ziSyA sAdhvIjI pramAdazrI ma. nA ziSyA sAdhvIjI umaMgazrIjI ma. nAma rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. sA. nirmaLAzrIjI ma. 14 varSane ujajavala saMyama pALI vi. saM. 2011 vaizAkha vada 14 savAre 9 vAge namaskAra mahAmatranuM dhyAna ane jApa karatAM kAmadharma pAmyA hatA. teozrInA zreyArthe nAnubhAIe aThThAI mahotsava vagere dhArmika kAryo karyA hatA. A pramANe suzIlA patnI tathA putrI bannee jinezvarazrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA paramezvarI bhAgavatI pravajyAnA mArge prayANa karyuM ane nAnubhAInI paNa Antarika utkaTa bhAvanA pavitra mAge prayANa karavAnI hatI. babbe, traNa-traNa vakhata aMtyaMta ullAsa pUrvaka muhUrta vagerenI taiyArIo karI hatI. paranta "zAMti dui vinAni kalyANakArI hitakArI kAryomAM bahu vine ubhA thAya che. Antarika utkaTa bhAvanA hovA chatAM parama tyAgane mArga nAnubhAI prApta na karI zakayA ane chevaTe ati vRddhAvasthAnA kAraNe temanA aMtaranA aramAne adhurAne adhurA ja rahyA. have nAnubhAIe zuddha zrAvaka dharmanuM ArAdhana zarU karyuM. puNyayoge prApta thayelI lamIne sAta kSetramAM suviniyoga karyo. siddhakSetra gIranArajI, sametazikharajI vagere aneka tIrthonI yAtrAo karI hatI. tIrthakSetramAM paramatAraka paramAtmAnI pratimAo sthApanA karI hatI. aneka dhArmika kSetramAM sArI rakama ApIne te te kSetre ane dharma For Private And Personal Use Only

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30 sthAnene saddhara karyA hatA. upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanAmAM sArI rakamane phALo Apyo hate. ujamaNuM utsamAM AgevAnI bharyo bhAga lIdhuM hatuM. vadhamAna tapanI 55 mI oLInI ArAdhanA karI hatI. navapadajI, jJAnapaMcamI vagere tapanI paNa ArAdhanAo karI hatI tathA ArAdhanAo karAvI hatI. nAnubhAInI dinapratidina uMmara vadhatAM 78 varSanI uMmare vi. saM. 2018 aSADa vada 13 nA divase namaskAra mahAmatrane jApa karatAM bapore traNa vAge temano AtmA anaMtanI musApharIe paraloka prayANa karI gayo. eka vikasita puSpa parAga prasarAvIne saMdhyA TANe kharI paDyuM. temanI pAchaLa sA. umaMgazrIjI ma nA sadupadezathI temanI mikatanA karelA TrasTamAMthI dozI chanAbhAI amacaMda tathA vakIla cImanalAla amaratalAlabhAIe sAta kSetramAM tathA anya dhArmika prasaMgamAM rUA. 40000] ne savyaya karyo hato. temanI lakSmI sukRtanI hovAthI sanmArgamAMja vaparAI hatI. dhanya che e uttama ArAdhaka AtmAne! ane A pustakanA prakAzanamAM teozrInA zreyAthe sA. umaMgazrIjI ma. nA sadupadezathI rU. 501 arpaNa karavAmAM AvyA che, tenI amo svikAravA saha zubha anumodanA karIe chIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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sAbhAra svIkAra A pustakanA prakAzana kAryamAM udAra dilathI sArI rakama ApI suMdara sahakAra ApanAra udAra carita mahAnubhAvonI zubha nAmAvalI. 1000] jJAnakhAtAmAMthI sAgara gaccha jaina saMgha, sANaMda 37 pa. pU. anugAcArya--panyAsa pravarazrI mahedayasAgarajI gaNivaryazrInA sadupadezathI zrI jaina saMgha samI. pa* sAdhvIjI umaMgazrIjI ma. nA sadupadezathI nAnubhAI makamacaMda dozInA zreyArthe 25 munirAjazrI caMdraprabhavijayajI ma.nA sadupadezathI jJAnakhAtethI dazAvaDA. 5 zrI parasotamadAsa celajIbhAI parIkha, kuMbhAsaNuM -prakAzaka For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra adhyAtma gItA zAnti sAra mahAvIra bhajana ,, ,, pa. pU. cAganiSTha AcAya bhagavanta zrImad buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nI sAhitya sarjanA ,, 23 ,, vyAkhyAnamALA anubhava paccIsI Atma pradIpa "" "" ,, "" prakAza ,, - svarUpa zakti prakAza dana gItA 37 samAdhi zataka zikSA bhAvanA prakAza AtmAnuzAsana www.kobatirth.org AgamasAra Anadhanapada bhAvAtha kakkAvalI sudha samayAga Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir kanyAvikraya niSedha kRSNagItA kAvya saMgraha bhA-7 guNAnurAga kulaka gura mAdha gahulI saMgrahe bhA. 1-2 gurU gIta gahulI saMgraha ghaMTAkaNu mahAvIra ceTaka kheAdha cintAmaNI jaina dharmAMnI prAcIna ane arvAcIna sthiti jaina dhAtu pratimA lekha sa Mgraha bhA. 1-2 jaitApaniSad jaina gItA jaina dRSTie izAvAsyApaniSad jaina sUtramAM mUrti pUjA jaina dhama ane prIsti dhamanA mukAbalA For Private And Personal Use Only

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33 jaina prIstI saMvAda , dhAmika zaMkA samAdhAna jIvaka baMdha tIrthayAtrAnuM vimAna tattva vicAra tattvajJAna dIpIkA tattvabiMdu yAgrantha devavaMdana stuti stavana saMgraha dhArmika gadyapadya saMgraha dhyAna vicAra nemisAgara caritra pratijJA pAlana patra sadupadeza bhA. 1-2-3 paramAtma darzana ,, jyoti prajA samAja kartavya pUjA saMgraha bhA. 1-2 prema gItA saMskRta bhajana pada saMgraha bhA. 1 thI 11 bhArata sahakAra zikSaNa kAvya mitra maitrI mayAsAgara caritra mahAvIra gItA mukita jaina - grantha gAIDa yoga dIpaka yazevi, nibaMdha ravisAgara caritra lAlA lajapatarAya ane jainadharma vijApura vRtAMta nAnuM tathA moTuM vacanAmRta ziSyopaniSadda zoka vinAzaka zuddhopayoga zrAvaka dharma svarUpa bhA. 1-2 zreNika subodha Sa dravya vicAra samAdhi zataka sukhasAgara gurUgItA sAbaramatI guNa zikSaNa kAvya saMgha pragati sAmya zataka sudarzanA subodha sukhasAgara caritra snAtra pUjA saMdha kartavya satya svarUpa sAMvatsarika kSamApanA stavana saMgraha devavaMdana sahita jJAna dIpikA For Private And Personal Use Only

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prerIta temaja saMdhIta kama prakRti jaina aitihAsika devavilAsa rAsamALA devacaMda bhA. 1-2 devacaMdra gurjara sAhitya nibaMdha sAtakSetrane rAsa anya prakAzita graMtha bhajana pada bhAvArtha bhA. 1-2 pAtheya AMtara jyoti bhA. 1-2-3-4 ratnadvIpa tattva ane dravya svAdhyAya sAgara maMgaLa pUjA For Private And Personal Use Only

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0 0 0 0 0 anukramaNikA viSaya patrAMka viSaya patrAMka ardhAjalI 3 jIvana jharamara bhaviSyavANI 4 padma parAga prakAzakIya pa pa. pU. yoganiSTha AcAryadevazrImad jyotiSTomAM 8 buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajInI sAhityasarjanA 32 viSaya paSTa viSaya pRSTha traNa maMgaLa svArtha ane paramArtha sukhanI cAvI Atma sudhAra haiyA hoLI dharma nahi, dhaMdho dhaMdho-dharma=0 zUnya khADo khode te paDe premanuM prajanana patananA paMthe jhAMjhavAnA jaLa nAga ane nAgaNa zuM karazo ? boTano dhaMdho anAdine bimAra vANIne jAdu bhaLatuM saLatuM paDadAM pAchaLa najaranI bhUla saMgama sAdha sukhanI meja evuM ja kara 13 parAjaya ane paribhramaNa kamara kase 13 bakarInA AMcaLa ApaNA duzmana dhamanI TrIya nakAmuM dAna je maLyuM te vAvo tevuM pAmo amarapaTo nathI jhADa ane musAphara kauravo kema hAryA? sarItAne saMdeza AbAdI ane barabAdI 8 sAgara khAre ane laheramIThI 17 kudarata ane kArya vicAra karaje " 0 0 12 0 13 14 8 0 18 For Private And Personal Use Only

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18 ja. che < - 3 21 21 2. G viSaya bheda rekhA lADu ane lalanA samatA ane svachaMdatA 19 kene khabara ? aMdhApa kayAMthI maLe ? mata kara gumAna 21 sarva nAza thAya mugdha mA bana paMthanA patharA sahana kara toDa de baMdhana name te game adhyavasAya jANe lagana lagADa anukaraNa eTale maraNa 26 puNya sarakhuM nathI pahelI pavitratA eka ja upAya 27 be be Apa muvA vinA 29 khumArIne badale khuvArI 30 zarama zA mATe prathama dharma duHkhanA mULa 31 AtmAne jANa 23 viSaya pRSTha gherAyelA vAdaLA aMdhakAranI athaDAmaNa dIvo jhagamaga thAya kalpanAnAM kAMTA mUrkha zrImate jIvatAM maDadAM AMkha khele muktino mArga 34 hoya to Apa e nahi bane buddhinAM devALIyAM bhUlyAM tyAMthI pharI gaNe 37 tame bhoTa nathI ekamAMthI anaMta mukAbalo kara, vikArane bApa ekanA pApe avaLe raste darda ane davA oLakhANa kara sAdhana khoTuM nathI saga-viyoga 43 garIba zrImaMta 44 zrImatene cImakI mAMgyA vinA Apa viyoga ane vikAsa 46 X' 25 40 27 2 8 31 44 For Private And Personal Use Only

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p 47 47 48 49 64 50 62 51 pa1 51 68 viSaya sApa na banaze vinA mahenate tuMDe tuMDe.... pahelAM jAta je bhUlI jAva khuzI ane khurasI rIsa kara mA saMtenA pratApe khAnA kharAkhI taphAvata sahAre nahI maLe pramAda ane prada duzmana jANu bhaktanI bhUgoLa nyAyenA trAjave jevI jenI najara bhAvanA kaLaze viSayanA kIDA evA ya mANase che sukhanI zodha jAgatA rahejo nimitene cAho AlaMbana A bhavamAM ja pratimA nahI, prabhu e bhramaNa che 3 viSaya aste enA e vivekanI tAkAta pAse chatAM dUra AtmA te paramAtmA e keNa karI zake sukha saune vahAluM sukhane trikoNa chuTako ja nathI rAmabANa IlAja zrImaMta dhyAna rAkhe prekSaka bane bhAgamAM tucchatA zokano IlAja hitanI bAdabAkI ekaDA vinA zUnya gaMdakI dUra kare viSTAnA kIDA kAle zuM thaze ? premathI kare sAvadhAna lUMTArA Ave che sAdhanA zuddhi rastAmAM paththara nazAmAM madaheza sAdo savAla javAba reganI davA pacce pALe che ja 54 55 55 72 55 56 74 17 57 74 57 58 paha 19 For Private And Personal Use Only

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38 199 178 78 98 - 9 84 viSaya pRSTha jhAMjhavAnA jaLa e azakaya che pAchA haThA meha cheDe saMdhI kare cetatA rahejo anivArya ane Avazyaka 80 bhalA karane vAle, bhalAI kIjA 81 lAga maLatAM ja keI upAya nathI lAja cheDe sukhanI bhramaNa mamatAne madhura bhAra 86. mamatAne bhAre 87 zANu mANase te che ( 87 mata kara gumAna 88 kAmano reTa kAMkare kAMkare pALa baMdhAya TIpe TIpe sarovara bharAya 90 sAcuM sukha joIe che 91 upAya che ja vicAranI tAkAta mumukSanI IcchA buddhinI saphaLatA he Atmana viSaSa svAdano saMga dezavaTe do hisAba kADho tame ja kahe paramANu ne paMDita sAkSara ke rAkSasa sevakanI vyAkhyA dago sage nathI tevuM banatuM nathI bhUlenuM zuM karazo? 98 kAlanuM bhAvI kazuM ja Azcarya nathI 99 pattAno khela satyAnaMda 101 zANI salAha 101 mArApaNuM dUra karo 101 kayAM sudhI A zarIra 102 chupA duzmane 102 bramaNanuM paribhramaNa 103 kAcu paNa vaja baMdhana 103 : AlaMbana le 103 gulAmInI jiMjira teDe 104 abhinaMdananA adhikArI 104 tamAre zrImaMta banavuM che? 105 anate to hAra ja che 16 bhavobhavanI athaDAmaNa 106 85 ja For Private And Personal Use Only

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39 viSaya 107 sAvadha raho viSaya tuM nirjarA kara pragatinAM sopAna 107 koka viralA ja pele pAra 108 vartanane nakazo 108 jAgRtinuM paroDha 108 jAgate rahe 109 109 saDo dUra kara 110 Azaya samaje 110 apekSA ane anekAnta 111 jugajuga june nAte 111 sAthe nahi Ave 112 kalyANanI keDI 113 sAcuM maMgaLa 113 dharmanA zaraNe jA 114 zA mATe ? 114 svAdhinatA mATe 115 ema bane to ja 115 haiyAno dAvAnaLa 116 satsamAgama sukhane paDade rasto sujhe che 117 te jJAnI che 117 bAyalA ane bahAdura 117 maMgalanI sArthakatA 118 pRSTha saMskAra dhArA 118 sukha kAyamI nathI 119 dhAta, vizvAsaghAta ane AtmaghAta 1ra vicAra AcArane sadAcAra 121 mAtra mAnavI ja 122 gussAnI garabaDa 123 bIcAro mAnavI 123 eka prazna 124 satyane jANa 124 raMgamAM bhaMga 125 badhuM ja karmAdhIna 125 karmanI ghaTamALa 126 ALasuno pIra 127 banAvaTathI cetatA rahejo 127 khATale moTI kheDa 128 saMgane raMga 128 kAryasiddhinAM pAna 129 Apa muvA vinA 129 kharIdelI pratiSThA 10 nAmanA ane kAmanA 131 evA vIralA keTalA? 101 rUpALI jALa 12 tamAruM ghara luMTAya che 133. bhavabhavano rajhaLapATa 134 sukhI thavAnI sAdI rIta 134 116 For Private And Personal Use Only

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40 viSaya 147 bheda jANa 15ra viSaya pramAda ane paramAnaMda 135 amaratA 135 apakAra, upakAra ane pastA 136 duHkhanI nizAnI 136 gaMdavADo dUra kara 127 138 sevAnA badalAmAM zuM ? 138 khAsa jarUrI 139 adhikArIone savAla 139 mAnavatA meLava 140 nakAmI lamaNujhIka che 140 mArakhAdhA pachI 140 jIvananuM sAphalya 140 madhure bhAra 141 ekAnta, anekAMta ane apekSA 141 dUra raho 141 kSaNajIvI AnaMda 142 sukhane badale duHkha 143 e pravRtti ni gha che 143 svArtha ane paramArtha 143 mahenata nakAmI jAya che 144 jJAnodaya. - 144 vilAsI jIvaDAM 145 Apatti vipatti 146 pRSTha sapurUSa jarUra che 147 lokaraMjana ke AtmaraMjana 147 baLadIyAne lIlecAro 148 ciMtAmaNi 148 sAcuM zuM ? khoTuM zuM? 148 pIDA pitAnI ane pArakI 148 lAja zarama che ? 249 khuzAmata 150 sadAcAra saMhitA 151 Izvara bele che 15ra doSa kone tamAre sukhI thavuM che 153 hajI kAma bAkI che 153 choTA moTA ane goTA 154 zaMkAnA mULa ju 155 sajajanAnI bhAvanA 155 taraNA othe DuMgara 156 je kare te bhagave 17 sAthe nahi Ave 158 deha nahi, dehanI mamatA choDo - 15 ghara baLe che 160 sAco paropakArI koNaH 161 deSa dazakane, mitro mAne 161 rAgane tyAga kara 162 For Private And Personal Use Only

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pRSTha 186 18 10 192 193 viSaya bhavane bhavADa 163 bicArA bApaDA 164 najaranA jhera 165 vizvAsa kena karaze? 166 buddhi kayAM vAparaze 166 piTanI parAdhInatA 167 AjhAdInuM navaprabhAta na68 baLa ane buddhi 169 satata cokI rAkho 170 ghaDIne ya vizvAsa nahi 170 AtmAnA AvaraNa 171 AtmAne svabhAva 173 cakrAvo 174 emAM vAMka kono? 175 bhAraNanuM nivAraNuM 176 kAyA netaranI seTI 177 kazuM sAthe nahi Ave 177 bhUlyA tyAMthI pharI gaNe 178 guNonuM smaraNa kara 179 pANIno parapoTo 179 benkamAM jamA karAvo 180 dAna kema karaze ? 181 soya ane kAtara 182 AtmAnuM ekAnta 182 hasI letAM zIkha 184 viSaya pRSTha jIvana me jamajA=duHkha 185 jIvananuM dhyeya 185 AtmAnI oLakha 186 saune vahAluM sukha nirAza na bane 187 tuM mAnava bana 188 sAdhana zuddha rAkho mana bheda na rAkho utthAna ane patana 191 buddha-IzumahaMmada jita meLavI pakSapAta tyAM nahi paramezvara 194 Dagale ne pagale 15 duHkha dUra thaI zake che 196 197 sugaMdha vinAnuM puSpa 201 202 pharI pharIne vicAra kara 205 dRSTAMta zalya haThA 208 rahasya meLave 208 oLakha ane sukhI thAo. to patana thaze 209 vArtA vArtA 206 For Private And Personal Use Only

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viSaya dAna + badala = 0 29 upayoga rAkha 209 ApaNuM ja vAMke 210 Aphatane AmaMtraNa 211 be vANiyA 211 hAthanA karyA haiye vAgyAM 212 ciMtA, citA samAna 212 sukha vahAluM heya te 213 zakti veDaphe nahI 213. dizA badalAtI nathI 213 AkAza kusuma viSaya segananI jarUra nathI 215 jJAnIonuM kartavya 216 ciMtAnuM curaNa 217 jheranAM esiDa 218 amRtanA Asava 218 teo muMjhAtA nathI 220 hAthInuM pUchaDuM 220 paraNyA pachI khalAsa 221 paLanI khabara nathI rarara sarvathA sukhI thAo 223 subodha sudhA 214 224 For Private And Personal Use Only

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mAM ghara jyoti bhAga cotho For Private And Personal Use Only

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ahIM zrIM zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajIsagulyo namena AMtara jyoti bhAga 4 traNa maMgaLa jenAthI kalyANa sadhAya, duHkhe ane saMkaTa dUra jAya temaja jenAthI satya svAdhinatA prApta thAya, tene maMgaLa kahevAya che. AvuM hitakAraka ane zreyaskara maMgaLa tyAre ja sAdhya thAya ke jyAre mehanIya karmathI janamelAM mamatA-ahaMkAraISya vagere doSane heya tarIke mAnIne samyaga darzana-jJAna ane cAritranI rUDI rIte ArAdhanA karavAmAM Ave. A traNeyanI ArAdhanA karavAthI ezIyALApaNuM rahetuM nathI ane parAdhInatAne nAza thAya che. mATe Atma kalyANa karavA mATe moha-mamatA-ahaMkAra-ISya vagerene tyAga kare joIe sukhanI cAvI Aje saune sAcA sukha ane zAMti nathI maLatAM tenuM kAraNa dareke satya maMgaLa nathI karyuM te che. leka bAhya maMgaLa kare che. geLa-dahIM akSata vagerene dareka maMgaLa mAne che. paraMtu bAhya maMgaLathI pApa nAza pAmatA nathI. pApa te kaleza kaMkAsa-adekhAI vagere doSane tyAga karavAthI ja khase che. ane mana-vacana ane kAyA jyAre zuddha thAya che tyAre ja satya svAdhinatA prApta thAya che ane mAnavIne sAcA sukha ane zAMti maLe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti haiyA hoLI tame e jANatA haze ne anubhavyuM paNa haze ke kaSAya janya kaleza ane kaMkAsathI haiyA heLI zAMta banatI nathI. tema ja dhArelI guNa samRddhi paNa maLatI nathI. A mATe yAda rAkhavuM joIe ke saMsAranuM sukha ane Atmika sukha paNa vyAvahArika kAryomAMthI viSaya kaSAyanA vicAre ane vikAzane tyAga karavAthI ja maLe che. dhaMdhe-dharma = 0 zUnya Atmadharmane upaga rAkhyA vinA baMdha karavAthI dhana maLe che paraMtu dharma maLatuM nathI. ane dharma vinA Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhi naSTa thatI nathI. mATe dhaMdhA sAthe dharmane meLa rAkhe. tethI tamane paisA sAthe puNya paNa maLaze. ane je dhamanI ArAdhanA barAbara nahi karelI hoya te dhananI sAthe mada-mAna-krodha vagere Avaze. ane A kaSAe ApaNuM haMmeza kharAba ja karyuM che. teoe anekavAra ApaNI AbarU pratiSThAne nukazAna karyuM che. mATe dhaMdhA sAthe dharmanI paNa ArAdhanA karatA rahe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti premanuM prajanana saMsArane prema pramAdane pidA kare che. ane pramoda temaja satyAnaMdamAM vAre ghaDIe vine nAkhIne dhArmika kAne bagADe che. jyAre Atmika prema, pramAdane tyAga karAvIne prada ane satyAnaMdane hAjara kare che. jhAMjhavAnA jaLa saMsArika sukhene sAcuM mAne che te bhrama che. mithyAtva che. rAyaNane badale tame lIMbaDI le te kaDavAza ja maLaze. sAcA mitIne badale kalcaranA motI le te tame ThagAvAnA ja che. A badhuM bhramaNa vinA-mithyAtva vinA bane nahi. pariNAme sukha kyAMthI maLe? evA khoTA sukhane tyAga karavAthI temaja tenA viSe vAraMvAra vicAra viveka karavAthI brAMti ane mithyAtva nAza pAme che. zuM karaze? zarIra para kharaja thaI hoya te tene sukha keNa mAnaze? ajJAnI ja tene sukha mAne paraMtu samajaNa ke te tene rega ja jANaze. ane tenI davA karaze. paraMtu tene vAraMvAra khaNyA karaze nahi te ja pramANe viSaya sukhe paNa rega samAna che, tenI davA karavAnI hoya ke te rega vadhe tevuM karavAnuM hoya? For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti anAdine bimAra bhava rega anAdi kALane che. tene sAre ne umadA te bhramaNamAM paDele ja mAne. jJAnIo te tevA raMgane haThAvavA temaja tene mULamAMthI dUra karavAnA ja upAye letA hoya che ane tema karIne sarvathA duHkhathI teo mukta bane che. bhaLatu-saLatuM bhavAnaMdI ane pudgalAnaMdI AtmAo sAcA sukhanI bhramaNamAM bhUlA paDelA hovAthI duHkhanA sAdhanane sukhanA sAdhane mAnIne ekaThA karatA rahe che. paraMtu tethI teone sAcu sukha maLatuM nathI. najaranI bhUla mAnavInI najara mAtra zarIra para paDatI hovAthI tene rAga dveSa thAya che. zarIra je rUpALuM hoya che te tenA para rAga thAya che ane e ja zarIra je kadarUpu ane kALu hoya che te te tarapha aNagamo thAya che, paraMtu mAnavI je tenI najara zarIranI aMdara rahelA AtmA tarapha kare ane tenA guNane juve te tene kadI aNagame thAya nahi. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke je zarIramAMthI AtmA cAlyA gaye hoya che tenA tarapha kaI rAga rAkhatuM nathI. tenA zarIrane bALIne rbhasma ja karavAmAM Ave che. mATe mAnavIe hazezA AtmAnA guNe tarapha ja najara rAkhavI joIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara nyAti sukhanI moja cha dravyamAM AtmA jJAna-darzana ane cAritryAya che. temaja te cetanamaya che. jyAre bIjA dravya cetanamaya che ja nahi. cAra anugamAM dravyAnuga zrI sarva pradhAnapade pharamAvyuM che. caritrAnuga, rAga-dveSa-meha-mamatA-ahaMkAra -AdithI malina thaela AtmAnI malinatA dUra karavA ananya kAraNa rUpa che ane te kiyA rUpe che. A caraNakaraNanuegamAM je prema dhAraNa kare che ane te mATe prayatnazIla bane che. tene AtmA jarUrathI sarvathA nirmala banI anaMta zaktine svAmI bane che ane anaMta sukhanI te ja mANe che. temaja chevaTe te janma-jarA ane maraNanA duHkhamAMthI sadAya mATe chUTI jAya che. parAjya ane paribhramaNa "jIte zakti maMta, jagatamAM jIte zakti maMta" Ama kahI sadgata AcArya zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. pharamAve che ke mAnavI dunyavI sattA temaja baLanA AdhAre nahi paNa jeNe jJAna-kiyAnA vegathI pitAnA AtmAne nirmaLa karela hoya temaja tema karavA mATe je prayatnazIla rahete heya te ja jagatane jItI zake. jyAre bIjA te saMsAranI saMpatti, sattA ane baLa hovA chatAM paNa parAjya "pAme che ne bhAbhavanuM paribhramaNa kare che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti bakarInA AMcaLa artha ane kAma puruSArtha kahevAya che te dharmanI ArAdhanAne lIdhe ja. dharma vinA te benI-artha ane kAmanI -mAyA ghaTatI nathI paraMtu temAM vadhAre thate ja jAya che. evA dharma vinAnA artha ane kAmane tyAga ja kare gya che. bakarInA gaLAmAM rahelA AMcaLamAMthI dudha maLatuM nathI. ane tema karavA keI prayatna kare, te tene te prayatna niSphaLa jAya che. te pramANe je gAyanA AMcaLane dehavAmAM Ave te dUdha jarUra maLe che. artha ane kAma bakarInA AMcaLa jevA che. temAMthI sukha rUpI dUdha maLatuM nathI. mATe dharmanI niSkAmabhAve rUDI rIte ArAdhanA karI Atmika guNo rUpI dUdha meLave ane sukhI thAva. dharmanI TriIya dharmane tyAga karI artha ane kAma khAtara cAre dIzAe paribhramaNa karavAmAM Ave te paNa zAMti maLatI nathI. A zAMti te vicAra ane vivekapUrvaka dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAthI ja maLe che. ganiSTha saddaguru AcArya zrI pharamAve che ke vicAra uccAra ane AcAra-dharma vinA sAcA sukha ane zAMti maLaze. nahi. mATe vicAra, uccAra ane AcAranI zuddhi karavA dharmanI khAsa jarUra che. vicAra-AcAra ne uccArane nirmaLa karavA te paNa dharma che. tenA vege Atmika guNone AvirbhAva thAya che. ane AvaraNa dUra khasavAthI AtmA prakAzamAna thatuM jAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti saMsAramAM mahattA ane prasiddhi meLavavA mATe keTalAka uccAra ane AcAranuM pAlana karatAM jaNAya che paraMtu prasaMge temanA te uccAra ane AcAra khAsa jovA ane jANavA joIe. gussAnA prasaMge je teo bhAna bhUlI game tema bele ane varte te temanI kaI ja mahattA nathI. mATe zrI saddaguru kahe che te sAcuM kahe che ke"prasaMga paDe parakhAya, bhUlyAM kAM bhame che?" je maLyuM te karmodaye tamane gamatAM ke aNagamatA je tana ane mana maLyAM hoya tene AnaMdapUrvaka svIkAra karI le. kamane te svabhAva ja e che e duHkha paNa Apaze ane sukha paNa Apaze mATe sukhamAM abhimAna karavuM nahi ane dukhamAM gabharAI javuM nahi, paraMtu sahanazIla banI maLeluM jIvana pasAra karavuM. amarapaTa nathI tamane badhI jAtane anukULa sAdhane maLyAM hoya te bIjAonI avagaNanA karazo nahi. kAraNa ke mana ane tana sadAya eka sarakhA rahetA nathI. ane jyAre te khasI jaze tyAre bIjAe tamArI ja avagaNanA karaze mATe koInI avagaNanA karaze nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara yAti kaurava kema hAryA ? tu ane zekhane samabhAve sahana karavAmAM Ave ta koI vairI mane nahi. ane AMtazatruone hAthavAnI zakti hAjara thAya, sahanazIlatA rAkhavAthI ja AMtarika zaktiyenA vikAsa thAya che. jyAre asahiSNu banavAthI mada ane mAnathI mana-tana ane AtmAnI zakti dhavAya che. kauravAe pAMDavAnI sAthe vaira madhI mATI laDAI ArabhI temAM teonI Atmika zaktiyA ghavAyelI hAvAthI kauravAnA nAza thaye ane aMte saune dutimAM javuM paDyuM. sahiSNu banI teee jo pAMDavAne pAMca gAma ApyA hAta to evuM anata nahi. abhimAna ane asahiSNutA kevA kevA kAma karAve che te A dRSTAMta batAve che. AkhAdI ane akhAdI mArA jevA kANu che, huM eTale keNu ? AvA abhimAnanAM tAramAM mAnavagaNu peAtAnuM bhAna bhUle che ane a Mte tana-mana ane dhananI barabAdI karI nAMkhe che. mATe AkhAdI ane AjhAdI meLavavI hAya tA abhimAnanA tyAga karavAnI jarUra che. kudarata ane kAya spRhA rahita ane satya zraddhAthI karelAM kAryAnI kadara kaI bhale na kare paraMtu kudarata te| tene malA jarUra ApI rahe che. ane tevI bhAvanAthI karelAM kAmeA kadI nakAmAM jatAM nathI. ulTu. tenAthI ghaNAM ja lAbha niHspRhabhAve kAma karo. maLI rahe che mATe * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti svArtha ane paramArtha je kAMI kAma kare temAM paramArthanI pradhAnatA rAkhavI joIe. tenAthI satya svArtha sadhAya che ane Asakti nAza pAmatI jAya che. paramArthamAM svArtha samAyela che. paraMtu ahIM svArtha ane paramArthanuM jJAna na hovAthI ane sAMsArika ja zekhane teo svArtha mAnatA hoya che. A svArtha anarthane karanAre che ane tenAthI Adhi vyAdhi ane upAdhi ubhI thAya che. AtmasudhAra bIjAone sudhAravA mATe ghaNAM paMDite bhASaNa karatA hoya che paraMtu pite jAte je sudharelA na hoya te te bhASaNanI asara bIjA para barAbara thatI nathI. mATe pahelAM jAte sudharavAnI jarUra che. dharma nahi, dhaMdho pustaka vAMcavA, tene upadeza Ape te saraLa che paraMtu pAMca Indriye temaja manane vaza karI vAsanAone naSTa karavI te muzkela che. kAmAdi vAsanA je naSTa thAya te vAMcana ane pravacana karyuM saphaLa thAya. nahi te tema karavu e dhadha ja gaNAya. tenAthI kaMI dharmanI ArAdhanA karI kahevAya nahi. keTalAka AjIvikA khAtara te keTalAka mahattA meLavavA khAtara upadeza Ape che, bIjAone bhaNAve che, paraMtu temanAmAM je te pramANe vartanane abhAva hoya to te temane dha gaNAya, dharma nahi.. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 10 AMtara jyAti khADA kheAde te paDe satya dhArmika ane sajjanAne adekhAIthI jee halakA pADe che temaja pepareAmAM halakA cItare che teo ja Akhare halakA paDe che ane nIca ane che. sAcA dhAmi konI te prazaMsA karavI joIe ane temanA zubha kAryoMnI anumAdanA karavI joIe. kharekhara koInI adekhAI karI temane halakA pADavA te adhama ane nIca kAma che. dRSTa buddhivALA mANase ja AvuM kAma karI zake che. temanu kAma ja e hAya che ke koI AgaLa vadhye ke tenI praza MsA thaI eTale turata ja tene nIce pachADavA A pravRttimAM ja teo DUbelAM rahe. paraMtu satya dhArmika puNyavAna ane pavitra hAvAthI temanu kaMI cAlatuM nathI ane aMte temanI gaDamathalA badhI phAgaDha jAya che. patananA pac lAbharUpI viSavRkSathI prANIone jherIlA phaLeA prApta thayA che. krodhathI ane tenA vikArAne lIdhe mANasA svabhAna bhUlIne melAmAlI temaja kayAreka mArAmArI karIne peAtAnI zakti ane saMpattine khuvAra karI bese che. ane tethI te durgAMtimAM jAya che. keTalAka mANaso sattA ane saMpattinA jore abhisAnI manIne khIjAone herAna karavAmAM khAkI rAkhatAM nathI tevA mANase paNa dugatimAM jAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti 11. nAga ane nAgaNa mAyArUpI nAgaNathI karaDAyelAe dagA-prapaMca karIne pitAnA parivAranuM piSaNa karavAne ghaNe prayAsa kare che chatAM paNa temanA zeka ane saMtApa, ciMtA, ane udvega jarA paNa ochAM thatAM nathI. te pachI bharUpI nAga sarvasvane nAza kare temAM zI navAI ? AvA lebha ane mAyA rUpI jherIlA jhADane te mULamAMthI ja ukheDI nAMkhavA joIe ane potAnA sAcA sukhanA athIo te, parINAme durgatinA khADAmAM dhakelanAra evA vRkSene mULamAMthI ja nAza karavAne roja prayatna karatA hoya che. AthI viparIta jeo kare che teo saddagati meLavatA nathI. khoTane baMdha Aje mANasa dhaMdhAne ja dharma mAnI, ane svadharmane tyAga karI dhaMdhAmAM ja vadhu Asakata banyAM che. tyAre dharmane. bhUlIne dhadho karanArane pUchI juo ke - dharmavinAnA dhaMdhAthI keTalI ciMtA ochI thaI? keTalI zAMti maLI? sukha keTaluM maLyuM? ane paralekamAM paNa sAthe rahe evI keTalI kamANI karI? For Private And Personal Use Only

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atara ti A badhAne eka ja javAba maLaze. eka paise paNa nahi. tyAre kahe dharma vinAne dhaMdhe ke kahevAya? vANIne jAhU tamArI AMkhamAM jyAM sudhI vikAra che tyAM sudhI savicAra ane vivekane tyAM sthAna maLaze nahi. tamArA kAna jyAM sudhI saddagurune upadeza sAMbhaLaze nahi tyAM sudhI vikAre khasaze nahi. A vikAre che tyAre je prasaze ke jyAre tame sadgurunI maMgaLavANI sAMbhaLI tene haiyAmAM dhAraNa karaze ane te pramANe jIvana jIvaze tyAre ja. paDadA pAchaLa parzendriya, svAdendriya, ane prANendriyanA vikAro kadApi khasavAnA nathI, kAraNa te vikAre vinAza saMbaMdhI che. teone dUra karavA mATe haMmeza jAgRta rahevAnI jarUra che. - je je aMze pAMce IndrinA vikAre khasavA mAMDaze te te aMze jJAna-darzana ane cAritranA je Atmika che tene prakAza thaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti saMgama sAdha jagatamAM kahevAya che ke kSINa thaela phaLavALA vRkSone pakSIo tyAga kare che, sukAI gayelA sarovarane sArasa paMkhIo tyAga kare che, bhamarAo paNa rasahIna puSpo tyAga kare che, pazuo baLI gayelA jaMgalane tyAga kare che, gaNikA temaja svajana dhana vinAnA mAnavIne tyAga kare che, sevake rAjyabhraSTa rAjAne tyAga kare che. te pramANe AtmA paNa zarIrane tyAga kare che. mATe AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya te mujaba saMsAramAM vANuM-vartana ane vicAra rAkhavAnI jarUra che. evuM ja kara mANasoe pitAnA AcAra-vicAra ane uccAra evA rAkhavA joIe ke jethI mAyA-mamatA-ahaMkara vagere dUra thAya ane Atmika saMpatti prApta thAya temaja paraloke sagati prApta thAya. sadgati sivAya sArA sAdhane je vikAsa sAdhavA samartha che te maLatA nathI. AthI vikAsa vinA vinAza sarjAya che. tethI durgatinA paMthethI keI UMce caDhAvanAra maLI Ave te paNa temanAM vacane gamatAM nathI. mATe sadguNa meLavavA haMmezA kaTIbaddha bane. For Private And Personal Use Only

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kaIS AMtara jyoti ApaNu duzamane sadguNene nAza karanAra je kaI mahAna zatruo hoya te te daMbha-kapaTa-vizvAsaghAta-adekhAI. IryA vagere che. A duzmane zAthI UbhA thAya che? te kahevAnuM ke saMsAranA svArtha kAje paramArthane tyAga karavAthI. mATe bhasvArthane khAtara paramArthane bhUlaze nahi. ane je paramArthane bhUlI jaze matalaba ke tene tyAga karaze te tamArAmAM je kAMIka guNe che te paNa dabAI jaze ane jIvana jIvavAne kaMTALe Avaze ne duHkhamaya jIvana pasAra karavuM paDaze. mATe pahelethI ja A Antarika duzmanathI cetIne cAlavuM joIe. ahaMkAra, mamatA, niMdA, adekhAIvagerene tyAga karyA sivAya, sAcI sukha sAhyabI ApanAra paramArtha sadhAte nathI. puSyane manuSyabhava meLavIne te zuM karyuM? svArtha sAdhavA mATe te daMbha prapaMca, vizvAsaghAta karI dhana meLavyuM che. paraMtu enAthI tene sAcA sukha zAMti maLaze nahi. kAraNa kapaTa karanArane kadAca adhikArI na paNa pakaDI zake te paNa kapaTa karanAranA manamAMthI bhayanA bhaNakArA dUra thatA nathI. ane te haMmezA bhayabhIta rahyA kare che. ane tema karatAM je pakaDAI javAya te bhegu kareluM dhana badhuM ja gumAvavuM paDe che. mATe paramArthane bhUle nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyAti 15 nakAmu dAna juThThI ane khATI sAkSI ApanAra, dararoja juThuM khelanAra, karelA kAryAnI kadara nahi karatAM kanaDagata karanAra, dArU pInAra, ane zikArI-A kadApi zuddha thatA nathI. bhale pachI te AkharU meLavavA khAtara dAna-puNya kare te paNa te azubha ane azuddha rahe che. vAveA tevuM pAmeA jenuM mULa kaDavu hAya tenA phaLa paNa kaDavA ja hAya pachI temAMthI mIThA phaLeAnI AzA rAkhavI nakAmI che. mIThA phaLA joItA hAya tA khIja paNa mIThA ja ropavA joie. te ja pramANe mAnavagaNu jo asatya vicAra-uccAra ane AcAranA tyAga karIne satya AcAra-vicArane uccArane haiyAmAM vAve te tenA satya sukhanAM madhurAM phaLe tene jarUrathI maLe. paraMtu khIja kaDavA vAvavA che ne phaLa mIThA joI e che te kAMthI ane? : kSamA, saraLatA, namratA, sa MtASa vagere guNurUpa khIje che. tene haiyAmAM vAvavAthI mIThA phaLa maLe che. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti A phaLonA nitya sevanathI saMsArasAgaramAM jhelA khAtI ane paribhramaNa karatI jIvana naukAne saraLatAthI muktinA kinAre utArI zakAya che. jhADa ane musAphara jagatamAM musApharI karanAra mAnavI ! tArA pravAsanA mAge vividha vRkSonI zItaLa chAyAmAM tuM ArAma levA jarUra beTho haze ane tApathI tapelA evA tane zAMti paNa maLI ja haze. paraMtu te vRkSoe tane zAMti ApavAmAM keTaluM kaSTa sahana karyuM che tene paNa tuM khyAla karaje. teoe unALAmAM tApa ane tarasa sahana karyA che. kuhADInA ghA paNuM sahana karyA che. varasAdanA dhamadhokAra pANInA pravAhane paNa kSamA ane sahanazIlatAthI jhIlIne pitAnA mULane majabUta rAkhyuM che. pavananA jhapATAo paNa sahana karyA che. are! keIe paththarA mAryA haze to tenA para gusse nahi karatAM temane mIThAM phaLa paNa ApyAM haze. temaja keIe pAMdaDAM-DALa vagere teDyAM haze te paNa koInA para rIsa karI nathI. te musAphara! vRkSanAM tevA guNene tArA jIvanamAM utAravAne tuM sadAya prayatna karaje. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti sarItAno saMdeza jagatamAM musApharI karanAra mAnavI ! musApharInA mArgamAM tane tarasa lAgatAM tene zAMta karavA mATe mArgamAM AvatI nadInA mIThA jaLa pIne te tArI tRSA jarUra zAMta karI haze. paraMtu e nadIo kevAM kevAM kaSTo sahana karyA haze tene paNa tuM jarA vicAra karaje. keIe AvIne tenA khaLAmAM vastra vAsaNa ane zarIranA melane dUra karavAM temAM snAna paNa karyuM haze. keTalAka lokee tyAM AvIne kUdAkUda paNa karI haze ane majA paNa mANuM haze. tethI nadIne pIDA paNa thaI ja haze. chatAM paNa lekenI malinatAne teNe peTamAM samAvI che. ane duHkha denAra pratye teNe kadI roSa nathI karyo. A nadI aneka parvata-TekarAo vagere vinene pAra karIne paNa potAnA jIvana kAryane cAlu ja rAkhe che. mATe he musAphara! vicAra ane viveka karIne tenA guNene tuM jIvanamAM utArIne tArI jiMdagIne vadhune vadhu ujajavaLa banAvaje. sAgara khAro ne lahera mIThI. samudra Are che chatAM temAM mIThA maherAmaNanI lahera Ave che. temAM maNi metIo paNa rahelA che. marajIvAo temAM DUbakI mArIne bhegA kare che. tyAre mAnavavI pharaja che ke khArA pANIne tyAga karIne mIThA maherAmaNanI laheNuM mAna karavuM joIe ane anAdikALanI tRSNanI pIDAne maTADavI joIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti vicAra karaje saMsAra sAgaramAMthI sadguNIrUpI amRta levAya che ane viSaya-kaSAyanA vikArarUpI viSa paNa levAya che. tamAre amRta levuM che ke viSa, tene vivekapUrvaka vicAra karaje. amRta je levuM hoya te viSarUpI keInA doSone joIne tene haiyAmAM dhAraNa karaze nahi. paraMtu A mATe tamArA AtmAmAM rahelAM samyagU darzana-jJAna ane cAritrane bahAra lAve ane pavitra bane. bheda rekhA doSitanA dene jevA saraLa che. paNa te pratye madhyasvabhAva keLave muzkela che. paraMtu je mAnavIne AtmAnA guNenuM ane pudgalenuM bheda jJAna thAya te rAga-dveSarUpI do jarUrathI dUra karI zakAya. lADu ane lalanA Atmika guNe sivAya duniyAmAM je guNe-AbarU, pratiSThA, satkAra ane sanmAna-te puryodayanA pudgalane prabhAva che. A pudgalene e svabhAva che ke puNya hoya tyAM sudhI anukULatA Ape ane puNya na hoya tyAre pratikULatA Ape. evA samaye madhyasthatA Ave te sabhya darzana-jJAna ane cAritranA mege AtmasAkSAtkAra thAya ane saghaLI ciMtAo naSTa thAya. A madhyasthabhAva keLavavA zraddhApUrvaka prayAsa karI jarUrI che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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19 AMtara ti aSADhAbhUti mahArAja labdhidhAraka hatA. naTakanyAo pAsethI rUpa parAvartana karI lADu meLavyA. paraMtu lADu meLavatAM lalanAmAM te lubdha banyAM. ane temanI sAthe saMsAra mAMDI gurujIne rajoharaNa ane mukhavakipIne vilAsamAM DUbI gayAM. eka divasa te lalanAonA deSa dekhI pharI vairAgya AvyuM ane rAjAnI AgaLa bharata cakravartInuM nATaka karIne arIsA bhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna pAmyA ane pAMca pAtrane paNa madhyasthabhAvane upadeza ApI temane kevaLajJAnI banAcAMA saghaLe prabhAva madhyasthabhAvane jANu. saMsAramAM je samatvane mahimA samyagRjJAnIo gAya che te madhyasthatA sivAya Avato nathI. maitrI-prada ane anukaMpA bhAvanA te madhyastha bhAvanAnA kAraNe che. tenAthI sAce samatAbhAva jAge che. samatA ane svacchaMdatA svachaMdatA mujaba cAlavuM che, viSaya kaSAyenA vegamAM vikArI banavuM che ane samatA meLavavI che te kyAMthI bane ? kAraNa jyAM samatA hoya che tyAM vikAre hetAM nathI. ane jyAM vikAre hoya che tyAM svacchaMdatA rahelI hoya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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ati ti kone khabara ? vikAre ja Atmika guNamAM khADe pADI rahelA hoya che ane svacchaMdatAne piSI rahela hoya che. paraMtu A kezu jANe? te kahe che ke AtmAnA guNene jANanAra ane tene bIjAne upadeza ApanAra. aMdhApe samyagAnIo ja svAdhInatA prApta kare che. kAraNa ke vikAra janya svachaMdatAne te sArI rIte jANe che ane tene tyAga karavAmAM teo prANanI paNa paravA karatA nathI. jema janmAMdha ke regathI aMdha banelAne divasa ane rAta sarakhA lAge che tema samyagajJAna vinAnA mAnavIne dehanA dharma ane AtmAnA dharmo ane samAna ja lAge che AthI teo zarIra sukhamAM rAcI mAcIne rahe che. AvA ajJAnI mAnavIone sAcI svAdhInatA kyAMthI maLe ? kyAMthI maLe? sAmAyika, pratikramaNa ke pauSadha karatAM paNa dunyavI vikathAo karanAranA vikAre kayAMthI dUra thAya? ane temane samatA paNa kayAMthI maLe? e mATe te mANase cAra bhAvanA, anityAdi bhAvanA bhAvavI joIe ane batrIza dAne TALavA barAbara upaga rAkhavuM joIe. te ja vikAro dUra thAya ane samatA Ave. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti mata kara gumAna pramANika ane pavitra banavAthI je je sva ane para prakAranA kalyANakArI kAryo karela che tenA be bhAgyeyane vadhAre thatAM, vinA mahenate tamane Aja sattA, saMpatti ane siddhi temaja baLabuddhi ane rUpa maLelAM che te tenuM abhimAna karaze nahi. kAraNa pApiya thatAM ja te badhAM ja cAlyAM jAya che. sarvanAza thAya puNyadayanA AdhAre prApta thaela padArthone sahAre laIne puNya vadhe ane pavitra banAya tevA hita kAryo karavAM temAM ja jIvananI sArthaktA che. ApaNe yAda rAkhavuM joIe ke te padArtho ApaNane abhimAna karavA nathI ja maLyAM ane abhimAna karavAthI te kedhAMdha banAya che, tethI te badhAne ja nAza thAya che. mugdha mA bana namratAdi dhAraNa karanArA bhAgyazALIye, vinaya ane vivekathI mAyA-mamatAmAM mugdha banatAM nathI. jeo temAM mugdha bane che te Aleka ane paralekamAM paNa sarvasva gumAvI bese che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti paMthanA paththara abhimAna karavAthI prabhu mahAvIra svAmIne kevAM kevAM kaSTo sahana karavAM paDayAM hatAM te tame jANe che. te ApaNuM te evI kaI tAkAta che ke te kone ApaNe haThAvI zakIzuM ? AthI ja bhAgyazALIo ! keI paNa jAtanuM abhimAna karaze nahi. kAraNa karela jJAna-dhyAna vagere kriyAonuM abhimAna puNyamAM nukazAna kare che ane AgaLa vadhavA detA nathI. sahana kara vacananA ghAtane samatA pUrvaka sahI le che te mamatA ane mehanA marmasthaLane ghAta mAravA zaktimaMta banI satya vacananI siddhine vare che. tathA mAnasika saMkalpa vikalpane TALavA samatA rAkhe che te bIjAonA vicAre jANavA bhAgyazALI bane che. ane je kAyAnA ghAta vakhate samatA rAkhe che te janma maraNanA saMkaTo para ghAta mArI anaMtaguNa samRddhinA adhikArI bane che. - ATha karmonA AdhAre ja mana vacana ane kAyA maLela che. tenA ghAne samabhAve sahI levuM te kamene ghA karavA babara che. koI paNa siddhi prApta karavI hoya te sahana karyA vinA te kyAMthI prApta thAya? mATe sahana kara ! For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti toDa de baMdhana svAdhInatA meLavavA mATe A mAnavabhava maLela che. parAdhInatAne A saMsAramAM pAra nathI. sujJajane te parAdhInatAnI beDIone teDavA, jJAna meLavIne saghaLuM baLa vApare che ane svAdhIna bane che. ane svAdhInatA evI meLavavI ke bIjI vAra parAdhIna banAya nahi. name te game garva-gumAnamagarUbInA mULa krodhAdika che. A be bhegA thaI mAyA-mamatAne sAthe laIne jagatamAM phare che. ane bhalabhalA cakravartIone paNa pachADavAmAM bAkI rAkhatAM nathI. zAstrakAre ATha prakArane mada pharamAve che. temAMthI eka paNa prakArane mada pIDA karanAra che te pachI ATheya prakArane mada eka sAthe hoya te zuM thAya? jIvananI khAnAkharAbI ja thAya ne? te he bhAgyazALIo ! mada cheDIne tame namratA dhAraNa kare. For Private And Personal Use Only

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ati nika adhyavasAya jANe sAna nArAone keIema kahe ke teo prati-prasiddhi mATe dAna de che athavA te mAyA mamatAne tyAga karavA mATe dAna kare che. paraMtu teonA adhyavasAya jANyA sivAya kahI zakAya nahi. mATe ApaNe te sAmAnya rIte ema ja mAnavuM joIe ke teo moha-mamatAne tyAga karavA mATe ja dAna de che. te ja ApaNane lAbha thavA saMbhava che anyathA satya lAbha maLe duSkara bane. kAraNu jJAnI je hoya che te mamatAne tyAga karavA dAna de che paNa prasiddhine IcchatA nathI. mATe ApaNe te ema ja mAnavuM joIe ke mamatAne meha cheDayA vinA dAna daI zakAtuM nathI. ane kaMjusanI jema dhana bheguM nahi karatAM thoDuM paNa dAna kare che te uttama ja che. mamatAnA je pariNAma heya te tyAgAnusAre Ama vikAsa sadhAya. paraMtu pratiSThA ke prasiddhi khAtara karelA dAna kastAM mamatvanA tyAga mATe kareluM dAna ja uttama gaNAya. dAna devAmAM jevI lAvanA hoya te mujaba phaLa maLe che. jenA mULa madhurAM hoya tenAM phaLa paNa madhuza ja maLe ane kaDavAM mULa heya te kaDavAM phaLa maLe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyAta stha te ja pramANe bhAvanA paNa evI uttama rAkhavI joie ke jethI. uttarAttara mamatAnA tyAga thAya. ane AtmA para je AvazthA lAgelAM che te khasavA mAMDe ane aMte satyA prakAza thAya. lagana lagADa tapa-japa-jJAna-kriyAe bhAvanA pramANe phaLa Ape che. je je bhAvanA karavAmAM Ave temAM ekAgratA hAvI joI e. vikalpAnA tyAga karavA joIe te ja te bhAvanA phaLadAyI ane. jamatI vakhate vilpA karatAM jIbha kacarAya ane vedanA UbhI thAya te jamavuM kahevAya ? abhyAsa karatAM vikalpe karavAmAM Ave to bhUla ja thAya. jhaverI hIrAmANeka vecatI vakhate grAhaka sAthe gapATe caDe te te dhArele lAla meLavI zake nahi. te ja pramANe kriyA vagere karatAM ne eka dhyAna rAkhavAmAM na Ave te te dhAreluM aa ApI zake nahi. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti anukaraNa eTale maraNa bIjA deze ane prAMtanA mANasenA khAna-pAnava-AbhUSaNonuM anukaraNa karatAM pahelAM pitAnA deza-prAMtagAma ane nagaranA khAna-pAna-vastra ane AbhUSaNane mANase viveka pUrvaka vicAra karavuM joIe. dareka vyAvahArika kAryo pitAnA dharmane anusarIne haze te bAdha Avaze nahi, anyathA Dagale ne pagale bAdha AvavAne saMbhava che. bIjAo game tema vartana rAkhe paNa ApaNe te vicAra pUrvaka ja vartana rAkhavuM joIe. dekhAdekhI karavAmAM parINAme zeka saMtApa thAya che temAM doSa ApaNuM ja rahe che. eka zaktimAna mANase vizALa khADAnuM ullaMghana karyuM tene joIne je azakta mANasa khADo oLaMgavA jAya te te khADAmAM paDe ane tenA hADakAM khokharAM thAya. AthI cetIne cAlavuM ane AMdhaLuM anukaraNa nahi karavuM e ja hitakAraka che. sazakta dhamIe eka ke be mAsanA upavAsa karelAM hoya tenuM anukaraNa karIne je azakta mANasa tevA lAMbA upavAsa kare te jIvana I ja bese ne? tenA karatAM zakti pramANe upavAsa kare te bAdha Ave nahi ane svAdane tyAga karavAthI zakti paNa A mATe zaktine vicAra karIne ja anukaraNa karavuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti ra7 puNya sarakhuM nathI zrImate vAyadone vepAra karatAM bhAgyadaye ja kamAya che. koI vakhate temAM nukazAnI jAya che tene teo pahoMcI vaLe che. paraMtu temanuM joIne sAdhAraNa mAnavI e vepAra kare te nukazAnImAM ja utare ne ? - Ama zakti vinA bIjAnI hariphAI karavAmAM nukazAna thavAne prasaMga Ave che. mATe sarakhe sarakhA sAthe ja hariphAImAM utaravuM joIe chatAM paNa darekanuM puNya sarakhuM hotuM nathI. pahelI pavitratA satya viveka ane vicArathI mana-vacana ane kAyAnI zuddhi thAya che. ane te sarve pavitra bane che. paraMtu phakta pANIthI pavitra thavAtuM nathI. pavitra banyA pachI karelI sarva dharma kriyAo saphaLa thAya che. eka ja upAya prazamatA dhAraNa karyA vinA sahanatA AvatI ja nathI ane sahanatA AvyA sivAya samatA AvatI nathI. vinene saMkaTane haThAvavA sahanatA sivAya apAya che ja nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyAti e benA sahanatA ane samatAne gADha sabaMdha che. jyAM sahanatA che tyAM samatAne AvatAM vilaMma thatA nathI. sahanatA jJAna pUva kanI hovI joI e. koInA damANuthI nahi paraMtu mArA karyAM nAza pAme che ema mAnIne samatA rAkhavI joIe. gajasukumAra, ska Mdhaka munivaryAM, vageree sahana karavA pUrNAMka samatA dhAraNa karavAthI ATheya kamane khapAvI anaMta sukhane prApta karyu hatu. . jagatamAM kamaeNce janma-jarAmaraNa anAdikALathI che. tenuM kAraNa ApaNe sahanatApUrNAMka satya samatva dhArela nathI manuSyA ja sahanatA pUrvaka kamAM khapAvavA samartha bane che. je duHkhAne barAbara jANe che te sAMsArika sukhanI Asaktine tyAga karI vividha yAtanAo mULamAMthI nAza karavA tatpara bane che. se vAra pratimAne vahana karanAra kArtika zeThe ahaMkArI parivrAjakathI asahya kaSTa sahana karyu tyAre temaNe sahanatA ane samatA rAkhI viveka karyAM ke je meM saMyama dhAraNa karyuM" hAta tA A kaSTa bhogavavAnA vakhata Avata nahi. tyAra pachI samyag jJAnanA AdhAre sayama laI rItasara ArAdhanA karI AyuSya pUrNa thaye saudharmendra banyA. ane ahukArI paritrAjaka airAvaNu hAthI banyA. Ama sahuna karavA pUrvaka samatA rAkhavAthI saMsAramAM ghaNuM sahana karavuM paDatuM nathI. ane zAka satApa thatAM nathI. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti Apa muvA vinA sArA sAdhane maLatAM garva karyo tevA sAdhanane viga thatAM valepAta karyo. tethI ezIyALI badhI bAbata vaLagI ane ApaNe ezIyALA banyAM. dareka bhavamAM have te pasaMda na hoya te svAdhInatAnA sAdhane meLave. e sAdhane tamArI pAse ja che paNa parAdhInatAmAM svAdhInatAnI bhrAMti hovAthI tenA tarapha dhyAna rAkhyuM nahi ane parAdhInatAmAM ja rAcI mAcI rahevAmAM sukha mAnI lIdhuM. koNa kaheze ke saMpatti sattAnA teramAM pilAne ghaNe garva thaye che te utAravA huM samartha chuM te A tenI bhramaNA che. tenI ajJAnatA che. Ama belavAthI garva gaLate nathI. paNa virodha ane kaDavAza vadhe che. tene garva utAravAne upAya judo che. pite gavarahita banI niSkAma bhAve zAMta banI upadeza Ape ane tenI haiyAmAM sArI asara thAya te ja garvavALo garvane tyAga karI zake. mATe ja pote prathama abhimAnane tyAga karI bIjAnuM abhimAna utAravA pravRtta banavuM. sarakhe sarakhA maLyA hoya te upadezanI asara prAyaH thavI muzkela che. ane garva anAdI kALane che. mANasa pote samaje te ja dUra karI zakAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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30 AMtara jyoti khumArIno badalo khumArI garva kare joIe evI mAnyatA dharAvanAra mAnavIene pUchI juo ke garva karIne tame zuM meLavyuM ? te tene javAba teo e ja Apaze ke garva karIne ame saMtApa ane paritApa ja meLavyA che. ane narI kaDavAza ja vadhArI che. ane aMte khuvArIne ja pAmyA chIe, mATe tamAre je phAyado ane satya AtmalAbha meLave hoya te ATheya prakAranA madane-abhimAnane tyAga karavA kSaNe kSaNe upaga rAkhe. zarama zA mATe? kharAba vicAra-AcArane IccAravALA zrImaMtanI zaramathI temane te kharAba AcAra vicAranI prazaMsA karavI te sAme caDIne duHkhane netaravA barAbara che. jyAre sadAcArI manuSyanI prazaMsA karavI te sukhazAMtinuM kAraNa che. saguNenI jarUra hoya te tamAre sadAcArI manuSyanI sebata karavI joIe. ane tenA saddaguNenI jAheramAM temaja khAnagImAM prazaMsA karavI joIe. tema karavAthI tamArA saduguNonI vRddhi thaze ane nahi hoya te te guNe dhIme dhIme tamArAmAM Avaze ane yAda rAkhajo ke saddaguNe ja ApaNI sAcI kamANI ane mita che. temane sAcavavAM tame je sadAcAra rAkhaze te tene keI lUMTI zakaze nahi mATe saddaguNe meLavavA sadAcArI bane. For Private And Personal Use Only

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31 AMtara ti prathama dharma uttama vicAra karavAvALA zakti mujaba tene vartanamAM mUke che paraMtu uttama AcAravALA te uttama ja vicAre che mATe ja te kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke mAraH prathama dharma duHkhanA mULa bhAgyadaye ApaNe anaMtIvAra devakamAM gayA ane IcchA mujabane vaiSayika AnaMda mANI AvyAM temaja mAnava bhavamAM paNa tevA bhege anaMtIvAra bhegavyAM chatAM paNa ApaNane hajI saMtoSa thaye nathI. tenuM kAraNa tapAsIzuM te mAluma paDaze ke je sukhe ApaNe bhegavyA hatA te kSaNa vinAzI hatA. ane te paugalika dharma saMbaMdhI hatA. je te Atmika dharma saMbaMdhI hota te tevuM banata nahi. Atmika sukhanA bhegathI pUrepUre saMtoSa thAya che. amane tenAthI duHkhanuM kAraNa rahetuM nathI. AtmAne jANa je sukha ane duHkhane anubhava ApaNane thAya che ane thaze te AtmAnA guNene barAbara nahi oLakhavAthI thAya che jyAM sudhI AtmaguNenuM jJAna nahi thAya tyAM sudhI sukha duHkha rahevAnAM ja ane je divase samyagU darzanajJAna ane cAritranI dravya-bhAvathI ArAdhanA zarU thaI ke turata ja sukhadukha jatA rahevAnAM. ja For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtare nyAvi gherAyelAM vAdaLI AkAzamAM vAdaLo gherAyelAM hoya che tyAre duTiMna kahevAya che. ane jyAre vAdaLAM khasI jatAM sUryane prakAza. Ave che tyAre tene sudina gaNavAmAM Ave che. paraMtu jJAnIo te sudina tene ja gaNe che ke mAnavI je divase sukRtya kare, sadAcArane seve pachI bhalene te divase sUryane prakAza hoya ke vAdaLo gherAyA heya mATe sadAya sadAcAra sevIne dareka divasane sudina banAve. aMdhakAranI athaDAmaNa AtmAnA guNe vinA A saMsAramAM satya sukha ane zAMtine upAya sUjhatuM nathI. ane tethI meharUpI aMdhakAramAM aTavAvuM paDe che. A meharUpI aMdhakArane dUra karavA samyaga darzana-jJAna ane cAritra rUpI sUryanA prakAzanI jarUra che. dI jhagamaga thAya mATInA dIvA jyAM sudhI tenA keDiyAmAM tela hoya tyAM sudhI aMdhakArane dUra kare che. paraMtu tela khUTatAM ja te bujhAI jAya che. paraMtu jJAnarUpI dI te kadI bujhAtuM nathI. temaja tene mATe telanI paNa jarUra paDatI nathI. A satya. dIpa paTAvAnI jarUra che. A dIpakathI meharUpI aMdhakAra dUra thaI jAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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4 AMtara ti kalpanAnAM kAMTA banAvaTI ane kalpela sukha ane duHkhane kAMTA rUpe jANavA joIe. kAraNa tenAthI vAre vAre pIDA thAya che. jyAre asala ane satya sukhamAM pIDA thatI nathI. mATe tevA kalpelA sukha-duHkharUpI kAMTAone dUra karavA prayatna karavuM joIe. mUrkha zrImaMta jyAM sudhI jIvAtmAo sakarmaka che matalaba ke jyAM sudhI teo kriyAo kare che tyAM sudhI temane parAdhInatA ochI ke vadhatI taratamabhAve hoya che. pachI bhalene zrImaMta ane adhikArIe pitAnI sattA ane saMpattinA AdhAre pitAne svAdhIna mAnatA hoya paraMtu te temanI jamaNu che. e temanuM ajJAna che. jIvatAM maDadAM je mANase mana-vacana ane kAyAthI kharAba kAmane kare che ne tevuM ja jIvana pasAra kare che teo jIvatAM chatAM marelAM che. jIvatAM mANase te te ja che ke jeo sAdAkaranuM sadAya pAlana kare che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 34 AMtara jyAti AkhA khAlA duSTa mAnasika vRttiyA ane duSTa vAcika ane kAyika pravRttiyAe A saMsArane kalezamaya banAvI mUkayo che. ane teNe ja A janma maraNanI asahya vedanAo UbhI karela che. mATe vivekapUrvaka sadvicAra karIne tema ja AtmajJAnInA sahavAsa karIne te pravRttiyAne nAza karavA joIe. ane evI duSTa pravRttiye| kadAca jo jora kare te viveka cakSu ughADavAnu bhUlaze nahi. muktinA mA sarvajJa bhagavatAe je satya mA khatAnyA che te janma maraNanI aniSTa paraparAne TALavA mATe temaja anAdi kALanI parAdhInatAne tADI sarvathA svAdhInatA maLe te mATe ja khatAvyA che. mATe temanA para pUrNa zraddhA rAkhI te mA gamana karI. saMsAra sukhanA rasikAe sukhanA je je mAga atAvyA che, batAve che ane bhaviSyamAM paNa batAve teA ya temanA para vizvAsa rAkhazeA nahi. kAraNa te mAge` javAthI parAcInatA vadhatI ja javAnI che ane parAdhInane sukha kacAMthI ? mATe ja svAdhInatAnuM sukha ApanAra evA saga bhagavatAe matAvela mArga para ja vizvAsa rAkhaze. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti hoya te Ape samyagu darzana jJAna-caritranA ge tamane je satya saraLatA-namratA-sateSa-prazamabhAva prApta thayela hoya te bIjA adhikArI bhAgyavaMtene tevA thavAne upadeza ApIne popakArI banavAmAM tera kAThIyAne dUra karaje. sarvajJa bhagavatee je je jANyuM ane anubhavyuM te pramANe jagatanA jIvane upadeza Apela che. tenA para pUrNa zraddhA rAkhavAnI khAsa jarUra che tevI zraddhA rAkhavAthI dunyavI raMga rAgamAM phasAI paDAtuM nathI. dunyavI raMga rAgamAM Asakta banelA che jyAre asahya pIDAo bhegave che te samaye je samyagajJAnIne sahavAsa thAya te ja bhagavaMtenA vacanamAM vizvAsa jAge. e nahi bane ghaDI be ghaDInI zAMti mATe kSaNika sukhanI prApti mATe prayatna kare che ane tenA badalAmAM zAzvatA sukhanI IcchA rAkhavI che paNa e kyAMthI bane? zAzvatA sukha mATe te zAzvata prayatna ja karavA joIe. kAraNa je puruSArtha karavAmAM Ave tevAM ja phaLa maLe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti buddhinA devALiyAM ajJAnatAnA yoge bAhyAtmAo dhanamAM ja sukha mAnIne. temAM ja harakeI prakAre Asakta rahe che. ane jyAre pAdiye. dhana jatuM rahe che tyAre teo zeka kare che. dhanamAM zAMti maLatI na hovAthI keTalAka prasiddha thavAmAM prema rAkhe che. temAM vaLI anukULatAnA abhAve patnImAM prema rAkhI rAjI thAya che ane patnIne paNa rAjI rAkhavA mathAmaNa kare che. paraMtu jyAre temAM pratikULatA Ave che tyAre tenA para dveSa rAkhIne tene tyAga kare che ane kyAreka te mArI nAMkhavA sudhIne paNa duSTa prayatna kare che. paraMtu jyAre te strI marI jAya che tyAre te raDavA bese che. keTalAka pitAnI AbarUne nukazAna karanAra mANase sAme paDIne pitAnI AbarU sAcavavA hajAro rUpiyAne vyaya kare che. A badhuM karavA chatAM paNa jyAre zAMti maLatI. nathI tyAre teo bhAgyane doSa kADhavA bese che. paraMtu pitAnA doSa tarapha te teo letA ja nathI. Ane buddhinuM devALuM na kahevAya te bIjuM zuM kahevAya? For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyAti Dha bhUlyAM tyAMthI pharI gaNA dhanAdikane meLavavA mATe jeTalI mahenata karavAmAM Ave che teTalI mahenata jo pAtAnA doSone dUra karavA mATe karavAmAM Ave te jarUrathI sukha saMpatti maLe. pagamAM kAMTA vAge che te pachI mANasa joI vicArIne cAle che, anAjamAM kAMkarA hAya che te tene vINIne dUra karavAmAM Ave che ne anAja sApha rakhAya che, hiMsAkhamAM bhUla thAya che te te bhUla sudhArIne hisAba cAkhkhA karavAmAM Ave che, vidyAthI parIkSAmAM nApAsa thatAM khIjI vAra cAkasAIthI mahenata karIne pAsa thAya che. te ja pramANe mANasa jo potAnA doSane dUra karavA niraMtara prayAsa kare teA jarUrathI tene satya sukha maLe. mANusanA svabhAva bhUlakaNA che mATe teNe doSo tarapha vAravAra najara karIne tene dUra karavA satata prayatna karavA joIe. doSo tarapha dRSTi rAkhanArA, teone dUra karavAthI guNurAgI ane che paraMtu doSAnu' pASaNa karanArA-guNu mAnanArA-guNAne meLavI zaktA nathI ane guNAnurAgI anelA nahi hAvAthI doSA vadhAratAM paraMparA alpa karatA nathI tethI Ata -raudra dhyAne svajIvana pasAra kare che ane anya bhavAmAM doSane dUra karavAnA nimitto ane saMcAgeA maLyA hAya tA paNa teone pasaMDha paDatA nathI. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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38 aMtara ti manuSyabhava dene tyAga karavA maLela che nahi ke vadhAravA mATe. dethI te anaMtabhava mahAkaNa yAtanA veThI pUrNa karyA. tyAM guNAnurAgI guNI banavA sAdhana sAmagrI maLI he paNa te tarapha lAgaNuM thaI nahi AthI kaSTa yAtanAo bhegavavI paDe che. te A devadurlabha e manuSyabhava ApaNane maLela che te tene pUrepUre upayoga karIne, dene dUra karIne guNI banavuM joIe. guNanurAgI banavAmAM paramAtmAnI AjJA mujaba AcAra-vicAra ne uccAranI agatyatA svIkAravI joIe. jyAre te svIkAravAmAM Ave tyAre ja prazama-saMvega-vairAgya ane viveka vagerenA vegathI-namratA-saralatA-saMtoSanibhatA Adi guNe pragaTe che ane guNAnurAgI banAya che. AvuM jIvana jIvavAthI de dUra thAya che. ane dene dUra karavAmAM ja manuSyabhavanI saphaLatA che. anya prANIone duHkhI joI temanAM bene dUra karavA prayatna kare. paraMtu temanAM duone joI khuzI nahi thatAM vicAraje ke A jIve rAga-dveSa vagere doSothI doSita anIne Aje A yAtanA bhegavI rahyAM che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyAti Ta je je aze SA dUra thAya te te aMze satya sukha maLe che ane jyAre aDhAre ya doSa - mULamAMthI nAza pAme che tyAre kevaLajJAna pragaTe che. te pachI koI jAtanI ciMtA ke yAtanA rahetAM nathI. tame bhATa nathI moTAmAM mATo doSa abhimAna ane mamatvanA che. temAMthI ja rAga-dveSa-mAha-adekhAI vagere janame che ane pachI tene lIdhe viSaya kaSAyanA vikArA AvI vaLage che. vicAro paNa 'vikArI ane che. AnA lIdhe potAnuM satya svarUpa parakhAtuM nathI. ane kalpelAM sukhamAM ja prema lAge che. para`tu jyAre . sadguru bhagavaMtAnI vANI para prema jAge che tyAre ahaMkAra ane mamatA temaja viSaya kaSAyanA vicAra ochA thatA jAya che ane tenA lIdhe guNA niLa ane che. tyAra pachI vikArone AvavAnuM sthAna bahu ochuM maLe che. A mujaba upadeza sAMbhaLI sadguNlRAnA adekhA ane doSAnA ja pakSapAtI ema kahe ke zuM ame lATa chIe ke tame amane rAja rAja tyAga ane zAMtinA upadeza Ape che ? nA, bhAI ! tame bheTa nathI, paraMtu tame je rIte khelI rahyA che. te amane lATa jevu mAluma paDe che. tArA khelavAmAM abhimAnanA paDaghA saMbhaLAya che. AthI tu bheATa jevA dekhAya che, paraMtu tethI kaMI ame tane bheATa kahetA nathI. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jori jeo sAMsArika vikAsanA rasimA che ane satya sukhanA sAdhanamAM jemane rasa nathI evA tyAga dharmanI vAta sAMbhaLIne baDabaDATa kare tene zuM samajavA, DAhyA ke mUkhaM? e tame ja nakakI karI leje. paraMtu jeo sujJa ane DAhyA che teo te evA mUrkha mANasonA bolavA sAme jarA paNa jaze nahi. ekamAMthI anaMta uttamagati jyAre prApta thAya che tyAre halakI gati rahetI nathI. ane uttama gatimAMthI je uttamottama sthiti je siddha padanI che te prApta thAya che. mukAbale kara vikArI avasthA halakI che chatAM sadavicAra ane viveka dvArA uttama avasthA prApta thAya che. saddavicAra ane viveka vaThavikAro khasavA mAMDe che ane ze a ze nirvikArI banAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti vikAra ane nirvikArane kSaNe kSaNe mukAbale karatAM rahevuM joIe. kSaNe kSaNe na bane te ghaDI be ghaDI agara pahAra e paheAra athavA te sAMje paNa jarUrathI mukAbalo karavuM joIe. mukAbale karavAthI vikArI ane nirvikArI jIvanane khyAla Avaze. vikArI jIvana keIne ya priya nathI hotuM. vikArathI pIDA UbhI thAya che. A vikAre naSTa thayA pachI ucca sthiti prApta thAya che ane aMze aMze satyAnaMdane anubhava thAya che. vikArane bApa vikAra utpanna karavAmAM prabala kAraNa je kaI hoya te ahaMkAra ane mamatva che. te be bhegA thaI mAnavIne rAga-dveSa ane mehamAM phasAve che. teoe bhAI bhAI vacce kaleza, kaMkAza, jhagaDA ane mArAmArI karAvyAM che. ane aneka rIte teoe ApaNane duHkhI karyA che ane aMte durgatimAM dhakelyAM che. evAne kaNa suMdara mAne? ekanA pApe jyAM sudhI ahaMkAra mamatAjanya rAga-dveSa ane meha che tyAM sudhI mithyAtva javAnuM nathI. tema ja jyAM sudhI vikAre haze tyAM sudhI vikAsa thaze nahi. mATe vikArone dUra haTA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti avaLe raste mehathI utpanna thaela mithyAtva prakRtie vikAra ane nirvikArane mukAbale karavA dIdhuM nathI ane mAnavIne vikArI mArge caDhAvI dIdhuM che. AvA unmArge vikAsa kyAMthI thAya? darda ane davA zakti meLavavA manuSya ghaNu prayAsa kare che. vedanI pAse judA judA prakAranI davAo le che paraMtu kaleza-kaMkAane tyAga karatAM nathI. ane sAdhanAmAM ja sukha mAnI temAM Asakta bane che. AthI temane davA lAgu paDatI nathI. oLakhANa kara AzA-tRSNA ane svacchaMdatAe Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhinA asahya kaSTa UbhAM karyA che. AnA lIdhe satya sattA guNa samRddhinI oLakha thatI nathI. jyAre AzA-tRSNa ane svacchaMdatA vagerene tyAga karavAmAM Avaze ane anaMta jJAnInI AjJA mujaba vartavAmAM Avaze tyAre ja pitAnA satya svarUpanI oLakhANa thaze. AthI e AzA-tRSNA ane svacchaMdatAne tyAga karavA mATe prayAsa karavAnI ghaNI jarUra che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyAti sAdhana khATu nathI jIvana pUratu, parivAranA pASaNa pUratuM sAdhana che. chatAM AzA-tRSNA vadhe che zAthI ? teA kahe che tenA vicAra ane viveka nathI karyAM tethI ja te vadhe che. 43 je sAdhanathI sAdhya karavAnuM jJAna na heAya te te sAdhana phaLa ApatuM nathI. A phaLa na maLe temAM doSa kaI sAdhanane nathI. paraMtu tamArI e bina AvaDataneA temAM doSa che. AthI buddhi--baLa--sattA-sapattine vicAra vigere karavA pUrvaka svacchaMdatAnA tyAga karIne satya anaMta Rddhi siddhi maLe te mATe upayAga karI. sacAga-viyAga saceAge maLela vastunA viyAga thatAM tenA svarUpanu sAcuM bhAna nahi hAvAthI ajJAnIe tenA zeka karavAmAM jarAya khAmI rAkhatAM nathI. paraMtu ajJAnatAne lIdhe Ama zAka karavAthI peAtAnA guNAnA nAza thAya che. tenI teo jarAye ciMtA rAkhatA nathI. * saMcAge je vastuo maLe che te viyeAga dhavALI che. tenuM jene samyagUjJAna heAya tee zeAka satApa karatAM nathI ane tenuM satya svarUpa samajIne Atmika dharma prApta karavA viveka kare che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara pati garIba zrImaMta nirdhananI sAcI sAhyabI temanAM Atmika dharmamAM rahelI che. Ama samajI te mahAzaye dhananA abhAvamAM ke tenA viyegamAM teo zeka saMtApa karatAM nathI. paraMtu jeone Atmika dharmanI samaja nathI evA zrImate dhanAdikane viyoga thatAM zeka saMtApa kare che. zrImaMtone cImakI samyaga darzana-jJAna-ane cAritra te AtmAne dharma che. temAM rasika banelAnI pAse samRddhi ne vaibhava hoya che te teo tene mamatA ane mohane tyAga karavAmAM sakSama kare che. jyAre viSaya sukhanA rasiyA meja majAmAM ne raMga rAgamAM te vaibhavane veDaphI nAkhe che ane pachI parAdhIna banI mahA kaSTone bhegave che. Ave samaya Ave nahi te mATe zrImaMtoe khAsa cetavAnI jarUra che. teoe ALasa karavI nahi. pramAdane tyAga kare. For Private And Personal Use Only

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atara ti mAMgyA vinA Apa prabhAvazALI, mahimAvaMta, mahAzayane saMbaMdha dareka prANIo sAthe hoya che. temAM manuSya balavAnI zakti dharAve che. ajJAnatAnA yoge kadAca teo arUcikara bele te paNa te mahAzaye temanA pratye roSa ke aNagamate batAvatA nathI. mAta-pitAnI AgaLa bALaka jema tema bele te paNa mAta-pitA te tenA tarapha prema bhAva ja rAkhe che ane bALakanA mAMgyA vinA paNa tenA manebhAva jANIne te, te vastu Ape che. te pramANe jJAnIo kAlAvAlA karAvyA vinA bhAgyazALIone IcchA mujaba Ape che. AthI teone mahimAprabhAva vadhe che ane teo pUjya bane che. dhamI zrImaMta svAmIbhAIne saMbaMdha jANIne temanI paristhiti jANIne teo madada mAge te pahelA ja temane madada kare che. Ama karavAthI temane mahimA vadhe che ne. pratiSThA paNa jame che. zrImaMta je Avela svAmIbhAIne AjIjI ke kAlAvAlA karAvyA vinA tenA bhAva jANIne te tene madada kare te temanA ahaMkAra--mamatA ochA thAya ane puNya sAthe pavitra paNa banAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti viyoga ane vikAsa puSyayoge je prApta thayela che tene aMte viga te thavAne che. te pachI tene viyega thAya te pahelAM, sAta kSetrarUpI benkomAM jame karAvIne sadupayoga karavAmAM Ave te puNya sAthe pavitratA paNa maLe ane ahaMkAra temaja mamatAne nAza thatAM Atmika vikAsa paNa thAya. viyegavALI vastuo vaDe vikAsa tyAre ja sadhAya ke jyAre te vastuonI anityatAnuM samyagrajJAna thAya ane tene tyAga karIne sAta puNyakSetramAM vAparavAmAM Ave tyAre ja. sApa na banaze ahaMkAra mamatvabaddha banI pitAnA vikAsa mATe temaja paropakAra mATe je ISTa vastuo ApatA nathI teo mamatA-AsaktinA ge sApa thAya, uMdara bane ane kiMI levA Ave te DaMkha mAre ane mAthuM pakaDI paTakIne maraNa pAme che ane aMte durgatinA bhAjana bane che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti. vinA mahenate abhimAnIe meTAI tathA prasiddhi mATe prayAsa karavAmAM bAkI rAkhatA nathI. teo manamAM ema mAne che ke sattA ane saMpattithI pitAne meTAI ane prasiddhi maLaze. paraMtu paropakAra karavAmAM pAchaLa rahe te mahattA kayAMthI maLe? pAse hoya ane mamatAne tyAga karI parepakAra karavAmAM Ave te vinA mahenate meTAI ane prasiddhi maLe temaja abhimAnane tyAga karavAthI mAna, sanmAna ane mahattA svaMya AvIne bheTe che. tuMDe tuMDe.... keTalAya evI prakRtinAM hoya che ke pitAnI sAhyabI karatAM bIjAnI vadhu sAhyabI jeIne haiyAmAM baLyA kare che. ane tene ja zoka karIne potAnI saMpattine te joIe tevo sadupaga karI zakatuM nathI. bIjA je sAhyabI joIne khuzI thAya che te pramAda lAve che teo pitAnI pAse sAhyabI na hoya te paNa AnaMdamAM rahe che ane dhArmika kAryone suMdara rIte kare che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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48 AMtara jyAti keTalAya evA svabhAvanA hAya che ke mahAjananA kAryamAM AlavAnuM bhUlI gayAM hAya tA haiyAmAM DaMkha rAkhIne dhArmika kriyA karatI vakhate peAtAnI anumati Ape nahi ane ADu avaLu khelIne vighna UbhAM kare. AvA svabhAvavALA dha zI rIte karI zake ? Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir jyAre keTalAka bhAgyazALIe evAM hAya che. ke vAta vAtamAM kadAca temane utArI pADavAmAM AvyA hAya te paNa haiyAmAM DaeN'kha rAkhatA nathI ane peAtAnI zakti pramANe te kAryoMmAM anumAnanA karI sahakAra paNa Ape che. ane tema khuzI paNa thAya che. AvA bhAgyazALIe ja Atma vikAsanA sAdhanA meLavI zake che, ane Atma kalyANa sAdhI zake che. pahelAM jAta jo dha, abhimAna, mAyA leAbhathI vAraMvAra bhUla karatAM mAnavAne joI temanI mazkarI karanAra khUda ja mazkarIne pAtra ane che. ane evI mazkarI karanAra pAte zuM kadI bhUla nathI karatA ? ane bhUla kare te bIjAnI mazkarI karavAnA tene zuM hakka hAI zake ? * peAtAnI Adatanu jeone bhAna heAya che ane peAtAnA svabhAvanuM jemane jJAna haiAya che teo bIjAnI bhUle sAme hasatAM nathI tee tA peAtAnI bhUlA sudhAravA ja huMmeza prayatna kare che. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti bhUlI jAva hAMsI mazkarI nahi karanAra ane mAnasika vikArI vicAranA saMyama rAkhanAra mahAzaye sanmAna pAtra ane prazaMsanIya bane che. chatAM paNa teo temAM mugdha banatAM nathI. kAraNa ke apamatta guNa sthAnake ArUDha thayela mahAmunirAjanI mAphaka mAnasika vAcika ane kAyika vikArane pite TALyA nathI ema samajIne pitAnA satkAra sanmAnamAM UMDe rasa batAvatA nathI. je te pramANe pitAnA sanmAnamAM Asakta banatAM nathI, teo Amennati karavAmAM AgaLa vadhe che. koI apamAna kare ke gALo de te paNa teo tenI upekSA karatA hovAthI temanuM keI vidhI banatuM nathI. ane evuM banyuM hoya te namana karIne temanI mAphI mAMge che, mATe AtmavikAsa sAdhave heAya te mAna sanmAnane haiyAmAM pacAve ane apamAnAdikanI upekSA kare ane tene bhUlI jatAM zIkhe. khuzI ane khurasI ghaNu paisAne vyaya karIne bahumati meLavIne saMsAramAM sattAnI khurazI meLavI paNa AtmAne khuzI karavA mATe keTalAkane saMta sAdhuone namana karavAmAM zarama Ave che. te temanI khurazI temane khuzI karaze ke parINAme saMtApa Apaze tene vicAra karavo joIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti rIsa kara mA zIkha denAra para je rIsa kare che te kevI rIte sadguNa pAmI zake ? tevA rIsamAM ne rIsamAM avaguNene vadhAre kare che. ane cAra gatimAM bhaTakI bhaTakIne vadhu duHkhI thAya che. rIsamAMthI adekhAI utpanna thAya che. tenA vege kaI hitaiSI sarI salAha sUcanA Ape tyAre paNa temane te salAha avaLI lAge che. evAone salAha paNa gamatI nathI ane kalaha kaMkAzamAM ja pitAnuM hita samaje che. sArI zIkhAmaNa sAMbhaLI rIsa karanAra jyAre barAbara khattA khAya che tyAre ja temane te zIkhAmaNa sAcI lAge che. mATe prathamathI ja sArI zIkhAmaNa mAne, kAraNa te pramANe amala karavAthI umadA nimitta maLatAM pitAnuM bhaluM karavA samartha bane che. saMtonA pratApe tamene je Atmika vikAsanI sAdhana sAmagrI maLI che te samyaga jJAna-dhyAnanA saMge maLI che. te sAthe maLI che. temane sadupadeza haiyAmAM dhAraNa karavA pUrvaka zakaya saMyamanA vegathI ja te maLela che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyAti khAnA kharAkhI viSaya kaSAyanA vicArA ane vikArAe teA khAnA kharAkhI karavAmAM jarAya bAkI rAkhyu nathI, puNyeye rAjya vaibhava maLela hAya to paNa A vikAzane lIdhe mUDha mANasA te gumAvI bese che. ane muja rAjAnI mAphaka bhIkha mAMgavAnA duHkhadAyaka prasaMga Ave che. A saghaLe vikArAnA prabhAva che. pA taphAvata jagatamAM mugdhA peAtAnI nAmanA prasidhdhi mATe yudhdha kare che, ane pAte temaja bIjAne paNa khuvAra kare che. ane aMte duHkhI thAya che. tyAre nile pa jJAnIe Atmannati prApta karI anaMta sukhanA svAmI banI anaMta meAjamAM rahe che. mugdha ane nile panA A taphAvata che. * sahArA nahi maLe viSaya kaSAya eTale krAdha-mAna-mAyA ane lebha rUpa pramAddanA yAge tathA vividha vilAsa mATe jIveAnI hisA karavAthI hiM'saka ghaNIvAra agara sa'khyAtI, anaMtavAra janma jarA ane maraNanI gheAra yAtanAe bhAgave che, tyAM koI sahArA ApanAra maLatuM nathI. jyAre ahiMsaka bananArane janmAdinI pIDA TaLI jAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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para AMtara jyoti pramAda ane pramoda viSaya vilAsomAM rAcI mAcI rahevuM ane temAM adhika vilAsI banavA mATe mAdaka padArthonA khAna pAna karavA ane mAtra vilAsanI ja vAta karavI te saghaLe pramAda kahevAya. je pramAdamAM Asakata che te pramedanI nizcaMta avasthAne meLavI zaktA nathI. pradanA abhilASIoe pramAdane tyAga kare jarUrI che. ghera nidrAmAM gherAvuM te paNa pramAda che. tevA agherIo satkArya karI zakatA nathI. duzamana jANa hiMsa karavA-karAvavA ane tenI anumenA karavAthI, asatya bolavA-belAvavA ane tenI anumodanA karavAthI, corI karavA, karAvavA ane tenI anumodanA karavAthI, abrahmacarya sevavA-sevarAvavA ane tenI anumodanA karavAthI, parigrahano saMgraha karavA-karAvavA ane tenI anumodanA karavAthI haiyAne bALanAra, saMkaTamAM sapaDAvanAra, vipatti viTaMbaNamAM nAMkhanAra duHkha jevuM rahe nahi, evuM kahenAra ne duzmana jANu. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 53 je evuM hota nahi te janma maraNanI asahya yAtanAonI pIDA rahetI nahi. paraMtu AvA pramAdathI-adyatethI uparokta asahya yAtanA vadhe che vadhelI che ane vadhatI jAya che. teone TALavA mATe saMyamanI suMdara ArAdhanA anaMta jJAnIee pharamAvela che. te mujaba je paMcAcAramAM prema rAkhavAmAM Ave te kaI prakAranuM duHkha rahe nahi ane satya sukha svaya hAjara thAya che, ane vikArI sukhe nAza pAme che. bhakatanI bhUgoLa vikArI sukhamAM vahAla rAkhanAra deva-guru ane dharmanA bhakata kahevAtA nathI. satya bhakta te deha-geha dhanAdikanI mamatAne tyAga karI paMcAcAramAM prema rAkhe che. sAcA bhakatanI prasaMge kasoTI thAya che. tyAre temAMthI teo pAra utare che. tame paNa sAcA bhakta thavAnI bhAvanA rAkho. nyAyanA trAjave jeo anyajane nyAya Ape che, paNa pite ja nyAya nIti mujabanuM jIvana khAnagImAM rAkhatA nathI, teo sAcA nyAyI kevI rIte gaNAya ? jeo pote nyAyI ane pramANika che. te ja sAce nyAya ApI zake che. teo ja kharA nyAyI che, ne temanA nyAyanI ja kharI sArthakatA che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti jevI jenI najara nirdoSa mahAzaya guNe grahaNa karavAmAM mahattA mAne che ane deneja dekhanArAo deSa jovAmAM mahattA mAne che, ane doSonA sevanamAM ja mahattA mAne che. guNa grahaNa karanAra guNe meLavIne AnaMdamAM rahe che jyAre doSavALA doSone sevIne parINAme duHkhI thAya che. bhAvanA phaLaze Atmika vikAsanA athae A pAMcamAM ArAmAM paNa zakyatA mujaba vartana rAkhe che. ane dararoja evI bhAvanA bhAve che ke jyAre e samaya Avaze tyAre sarvathA karmane kATa dUra karIzuM. AvI bhAvanA bhAvatAM teone jyAre anukULa sAmagrI maLe che tyAre tene sadupaga karIne anaMta duone dUra karI svabhAva sidha anaMta zakitane svAmI bane che. ApaNe paNa sarvathA mAyA mamatva ahaMkAra jenA thakI utpanna thayela che evA mahAdi ghAtIyA karmakATane kADhavA dararoja bhAvanA bhAvIe te ApaNane paNa cothA ArAnA jevAM sAdhana maLI ja rahe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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papa AMtara ti viSaya kIDA viSaya sukhanA athI ene te sAdhana sAmagrI maLI hoya te paNa temane karmane mela kADhavAnI rUcI thatI nathI. ane dunyavI vilAsomAM rAcI mAcI rahIne teo parINAme rIbAya ane anaMta yAtanA bhegave che. A viSaya vAsanAmAM akathya dukhe rahelAM che, te temAM rAcI rahelAne dekhAtAM nathI. tenAthI zakita-saMpatti-buddhi badhAMnI ja barabAda thAya che. paraMtu viSayanA kIDA te lata mUkatAM ja nathI. evA ya mANasa che. caNA mANaso sukhanI cAhanA kare che. ne te mATe pravRtti badhI evA ja prakAranI kare che ne hAthamAM duHkhane duHkha ja Ave che. kharekhara jagatamAM AvA paNa mANasa che. sukhanI zodha Abhava-parabhava are bhAbhavanI paraMparAmAM prApta thayela sukha ane sukhanA kAraNenI abhilASA heya te viSaya vikAramAM mugdha banavuM na joIe. e mATe anAsaktapaNe darareja saddavicAra ane saduviveka pUrvaka pravRtti karavI joIe te ja sAcA sukhane prAdurbhAva thaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti jAgatA raheje dhArmika kAryomAM bhUla thApa ApanAra ne prabala viSaya vAsanAnA kAraNene abhAva hoya te kArya saphaLa bane che ane kAraNa evA maLe te eka be bhavamAM paNa saphaLa thAya nahi mATe jaldI dhArmika kAryone phaLa ApanAra banAvavA hoya te viSama vAsanA AvI lAge tyAre agAu jegatA rahevAnI khAsa jarUra che. viSaya vAsanAnA vege mANasa halakI jAtimAM avatarI mahAduHkha bhogave che. tenuM kAraNa A bhAvanA ane parabhavanA evA evA nimitta ane saMyogenA AdhAre kharAba saMskAro paDyA che. tenA para je manane sthira karI sArA saMkalpa karI sArA saMskAra pADavAmAM Ave te ucca gati thAya. pitAnA AtmAne hitakArI-uraca sthitimAM sArA saMskAra pADanAra cetana munirAjenA satsaMgamAM hoya te jaldI prabhumaya banavA bhAvanA jAge temaja temane upadeza haiyAmAM barAbara dhAraNa karyo hoya agara AtmajJAnanA pustako vAMcI vicAra viveka karyo hoya te prabhumaya jIvana banAvavAne mArga maLI che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti nimittane cAho sArA nimitta ane saMga sivAya kharAba vicAre AcAre, uccAre jaladI khasatA nathI ja, aniSTa ane duSTa vicAronA kusaMskArathI jAmelI vAsanAmAM jIvana vyatIta karI rIbAvuM paDe che. mATe cetana vinAnA mUrti pustaka che chatAM vicAra ane vivekIne kalyANakArI bane che Ama samajI te nimitta para prema rAkhavuM joIe. AlaMbana A paMcamakALamAM te prabhunI mUti ane jinAgama ApaNane saMsAra khADAmAMthI udhdhAra karanAra che. A AlaMbana sArAmAM sAruM che. mATe temanI upekSA agara AzAtanA karavI te durgatinuM kAraNa che. A bhavamAM ja samyaga darzana jJAnavALA samaje che ke prabhumaya jIvana banavAnA sAdhane manuSya bhavamAM ja prApta thAya che, bIjA bhavamAM nahi ja. Ama samajI thaela aparAdha doSone tyAga karavA sArA nimittA ane saMgenI cAhanA rAkhI prabhumaya jIvana jIvavA sarvasva arpaNa kare che, tyAga kare che, tyAre karmamaLa dUra thatAM ja prabhumaya banAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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58 AMtara jAti pratimA nahi prabhu keTalAka vidyAna paMDite ema samaje che ane samajAve che ke prabhumUrtinA AlaMbananI jarUra nathI, phakta jJAna prApta kare. paraMtu A AtmajJAna sArA saMyogo ane nimitto vinA kyAMthI prApta thAya? AtmajJAna prApta karavAmAM ghaNAM ghAtI DuMgare paDayAM che. tene haThAvyA vinA AtmajJAna thavuM ne te kAyama rahevuM azakaya che. te ghAti DuMgarone haTAvavAnuM purAvalaMbana prabhu pratimA che. tene joIne temanA guNene jANa prabhumaya jIvana jIvavAne utsAha pragaTe che. guNavAna mAtA-pitA-baMdhujanenI chabI pheTa dekhI A naMda thAya che ne temanI chabI joI temanAM guNanuM smaraNa thAya che. viSaya kaSAyanA vicArone tevA vicAromAM piSaNa maLatuM rahe che tethI tevA vicAra ane vikAravALAnI saMgati game ane vikArI banI sva-paranI barabAdI kare che. AvA vikArIne prabhumaya jIvana jIvavAno mArga kayAMthI maLe? paraMtu tevA vikArI je prabhu pratimAnuM darzana-parzana kare te ja vikAra khase che ane AtmajJAnanA ge pitAne bhava sudhArI kaSTa kApavA samartha bane che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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pada AMtara ti e bhramaNuM che saMsAranA viSaya sukhanI tRNamAM taNAyela zrImate- rAjA mahArAjAo ema mAne che ane bole che, ke vikArane zAMta karavA vikAranA sAdhane meLavavA joIe, tethI ame tenA kAraNe tapAsI sattA-saMpatti-sAhyabI ne AraMbha samAraMbha karIne meLavI che, ane meLavI tyAre ja vikAranI pIDA dUra karavA paheMcI vaLazuM. te mATe rame mahenata karIe chIe. ThIka che, paraMtu vikAranI pIDA kyAM sudhI zAMta raheze tene vicAra karyo che? ka raNa zAMta banela vikAre ghaDI be ghaDI zAMta banI pharI uchALe mAre che, ane uttarottara vadhatA ja jAya che. mATe te vikArane vizvAsa rAkhavA je nathI. tene vizvAsa karavAthI bhaviSyamAM dharmane bhUlI javAthI asahA yAtanAmAM 1 lAvuM paDe che. ane tevA duHkhane sahana karavAnI zakti vi reine lIdhe nAza pAmela hovAthI tenA duHkhe asahya lAge che. mATe vikAronA sAdhana ja vikArone zAMta karaze e mA tA bhUlI bharelI che. te tene tyAga karavA samyagajJAna me che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra te AMtara jyAti aMte enA e eka baLavAna gunegAra aparAdhI ema mAnatA hatA ke cArI karavAthI phAvI javAya che. ane e vicAranA phAMkAmAM te vadhu cArI karavA lAgyA. eka divasa te cAra pakaDAI gaye ane tene nyAyAdhIza pAse hAjara karavAmAM AvyeA. nyAyAdhIze tene kahyuM ke tArA badhA ja gunA sAmita thAya che ane have tane kedanI sajA karavAmAM Ave che. te khela huve tArI pAse chuTavAno koI raste che. khare? tyAre cAre phAMkAthI kIdhu' hA mArI pAse evA raste che ane huM jarUrathI chUTI jaIza, ema kahI teNe chuTavA mATe ghaNA dhamapachADA karyA. paraMtu te chUTI zakayA nahi. ane chevaTe kedakhAnAmAM keda thayA ane tenA hAtha page lekhaDanI eDIe nAMkhavAmAM AvI Ama a Mte te duHkhI thayA. A pramANe keTalIkavAra sattA sapatti vagerenA krAMkA rAkhavAthI phAvI javAya che kharuM, paraMtu kayAreka ka nI sattAmAM evuM sapaDAI javAya che ke pachI tyAMthI chUTavuM muzkela banI jAya che ane a Mte mahA du:kheA bhegavavA paDe che vivekanI tAkAta prApta thaela samRdhdhinA vikArAne huThAvI zakAya che. te mATe sadvicAra ane sadviveka rAkhavA joIe ane ajJAnatAnA tyAga karI dharmanI rUDI rIte ArAdhanA karavI joie tA jarUrathI vikAre naSTa thAya. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyAti 1 pAse chatAM dura jeone jenA para bhaktibhAva hAya, mAna-sanmAna haiAya prema ane sneha hAya tee peAtAnI najadIka ja rahelA mAne che, ane jemanA para premabhAva na hoya te pAse hAvA chatAM paNa dUra che. mahAvideha kSetramAM viharamAna tIrthaMkarA ghaNAM dUra che. chatAM temanA upara bhikata bhAva hovAthI te pAse lAge che, jyAre tyAM rahelAMne jo temanA pratye bhaktibhAva nahi oya te temanA mATe te dUra che. AtmA te paramAtmA ApaNA AtmAnI prabhutAnuM bhAna thAya tA dunyavI prabhutAnI IcchA thAya nahi. ane peAtAnI satya prabhutA meLavavA mATe ja prayatna karavAnI IcchA thAya. peAtAnI A prabhutA mehu prakRtie dakhAvI che tethI te mATe zakti kharAkhara pheravAtI nathI samyagajJAna thAya te ja A damAyelI zaktione A virbhAva thAya. jo sadvicAra ne viveka jAge te ja mehu prakRtithI dakhAyela jJAna saMpattineA prAdurbhAva thAya. ane jo mAha mamatAnuM jora ochuM thAya nahi te dakhAyelu jIvana jIvavuM paDe. ane Avu... jIvana kANu Icche ? mATe AtmajJAna meLavA ane meha prakRtine dUra karo. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 62 e kANa karI zake ? anAhikAlina A meha prakRtinA dabANane dUra karavA samyagajJAnI jo potAnI zakita geApavyA vinA phArave te A dabANu jarUrathI haLavu' ane ane AtmazikatanA sathA pragaTabhAva thatAM sarvatra ane sadA te dakhANune dUra karI satya svAdhinatAnA adhikArI ane. AMtara jyAti karmanI sattAnuM dukhANu khase ema che. paraMtu A dabANu sathA kANu khaseDI zake? vicAra viveka karavA pUrNAMka tenI jaMjALamAM phasAya niha te ja A dabANu sathA khaseDI zake. anyajane teA tenA dabANamAM ghaTAine du:khamaya jIvana ja pasAra kare che. mATe jJAnapUrvaka zitane phAravA. * dabANa dUra karavAnI IcchAvALA ema kahe che ke ame jJAnapUrvaka zaktine phAravIe chIe chatAM ciMtA zAka satApa vagerenuM dabANu Avu thatu nathI. tenuM zuM kAraNa? tenu e ja kAraNa ke jevuM dakhANu hAya tevI zakti phAravavI joie. dabANa joradAra hoya te! zakita paNa joradAra ja pheAravavI joIe. te ja dabANu evu thAya ane duHkha dUra thAya. mATe jevu dabANu tevA prayatna tene dUra karavA mATe karo. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti sukha saune vahAluM prANImAtra cetanavaMta hevAthI sukhanI cAhanA rAkhe che. kAraNa duHkha keIne priya nathI. pRthvI-pANI-agni-vAyu vanaspatimAM jIva hovAthI temane paNa sukha ja priya lAge che. duHkhathI teone paNa vedanA thAya ja che. paraMtu temane vANInI zakti nahi hovAthI te potAnuM duHkha kahI zakatA nathI. jyAre pazu-paMkhI-mAnava dAnava vagerene vAcA zakita prApta thayela levAthI vyakta ke alkata bhASA belIne paNa pitAnuM duHkha jaNAve che. manuSya vyakta bhASA belI DI. pIDAne pratikAra karavA mathe che. paraMtu tenAthI baLavAna AgaLa temanuM jora cAlatu nathI. tethI tene te sahana karI le che. paraMtu e tAkAtanA abhAve ja sahana karI le che. paNa manamAM te vera virodha vagere rAkhe che ane A veranI vAsanA manamAM rahI javAthI anyabhavamAM paNa tene badale le che. A pramANe vairanI paraMparA cAlu rahe te sukha zAMti kyAMthI maLe? mATe ja samyagajJAnIo kahe che ke banatAM sudhI keIpaNa prANIne pIDA ke duHkha do nahi. kAraNa ke bIjA bhavamAM te ja prANIo zakita maLatAM tamAre badale laI tamane duHkhI karavAmAM bAkI rAkhaze nahi. mATe sukhI thavuM hoya te koIne paNa duHkhI karo nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 4 sukhanA trikANu dareka mAnava temaja samagra pazu jAta peAtAnA jIvanamAM sukha maLe tevI abhilASA sevatA hoya che. teonAM jIvanamAM jeTalA avaradhA vinA nAMkhIe teTalAM ja avarAdhA eka sA bIjA prakAre ApaNane pAchA AvIne naDe ja che. dareka jaNu samaje che ke duHkhA koIne ya gamatA nathI. AthI koInA jIvanamAM duHkhA UbhAM karavAM nahi. tame jo hAMsI-mazkarI karI sAmAnu mana dubhavaze! teA tamAruM paNa te prasaMga Ave mana dubhavaze. tame jo sAmAne gALe bhAMDaze, mAra mAraze te te paNa tamane gALe Apaze ne mAra mAraze. AthI samajavAnuM ke tame jevuM sAmA tarapha vana rAkhaze tevuM te tamArA tarapha vana rAkhaze. sujJa purUSo te mana, vacana ane kAyAthI paNa koInuM ya ahita na thAya tema vana rAkhe che, ane vadhumAM teo sAmAnI kema unnati thAya te mujaba ja vicAra AcAra ane uccAra rAkhe che. Ama karavAthI temane AtmajJAna sahajamAM sAMpaDe che. ane temanA jIvanamAM duHkhA vagere rahetA nathI. * AMtara jyAti mAnavabhava pAmIne paNa mAnavI jo tenA vicAra-AcAra uccAra sudhAre nahi te anAcArathI duHkhA ja maLavAnA che ane te bhegavyA sivAya tenA chuTake thavAnA nathI mATe anAcAra sevavA nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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65 AMtara jyoti chuTake ja nathI manuSyamAM sahana zakitane guNa rahele ja che. ane jyAM mAnavIne pitAne lAbha dekhAya che tyAM te sahana paNa kare che. te mujaba potAnA para AvI paDelI vipattio ane viDaMbanAone sahI levAmAM lAbha rahe che, ema samajIne je mAnavI e dukhone jJAna pUrvaka sahana karI le te e duHkhe jarUrathI dUra thaI jAya. kAraNa jJAnanA prabhAva AgaLa duHkhanuM jora bahu cAlatuM nathI. mAnavIe A samaja keLavavI joIe ke dareka duHkha pote ja UbhuM kareluM che. A duHkhane je ajJAnatAthI kaMTALApUrvaka rADo pADIne ke mAnasika kaleza UbhuM karIne sahana karavAmAM Ave te duHkhanI vedanA vadhu baLavattara bane che. tenAthI ulaTu A dukha te meM jAte ja UbhuM kareluM che. ne te bhagavyA sivAya mAre chuTako nathI ema jJAnapUrvaka samajIne sahana karavAmAM Ave te e duHkhathI bahu vedanA thatI nathI ulaTu kALI vedanAmAM paNa thoDI zAMti maLI rahe che. mAnavabhavanI sArthakatA ane saphaLatA duone jJAnapUrvaka sahana karavAmAM rahela che. kAraNa keTI janmanA pApe. A bhavamAM dukhe UbhA kare che ne mAnavIne rIbAve che, e duHkhane dUra karyA sivAya, temaja tene bhagavyA sivAya unnati kayAMthI thAya? hane rikSA kare che sAthe keTa ja rAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti rAmabANa ilAja mANase yuvAvasthAmAMthI ja sahanazIlatA keLavavI joIe. jethI vRddhAvasthAmAM duHkho AvI paDe te paNa e dukhethI mAnasika saMtApa UbhA na thAya. je keTalAka vRddhAvasthAmAM dukhe ne agavaDamAM samatA rAkhe che ane jJAna-dhyAnamAM sahelAIthI ramaNatA kare che tenuM kAraNa temaNe javAnImAM keLavelI sahanazIlatAne ja AbhArI che. ApaNe ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLIe chIe ane vAMcIe chIe ke keIe jhera khAdhuM ne marI gaye, keIe ghAsaleTa chAMTyuM ne baLI ma. keIe gaLe phAMso khAdhe ne marI gaye, keIe UMcethI paDatuM mUkayuM ne marI gaye. A badhuM bane che kAraNa ke mANase joIe tevI sahanazIlatA keLavI nathI. nAnI umarathI je A guNa keLavavAmAM Ave te dukhe ATalA badhA asahya na lAge. manuSya ane jAnavaramAM prAyaH ATale taphAvata che. jAnavare kSamA karatA nathI jyAre mANaso kSamA dhAraNa karI zake che. Ama je mANasa kSamA, samatA temaja sahanazIlatA na rAkhe che te pazu paMkhInI koTImAM ja AvI jAya. mATe he bhavya che ! mAnava bhavanA duHkhane dUra karavA tame kSamA, samatA ane sahanazIlatAnA guNanuM sevana karaje. For Private And Personal Use Only

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67 AMtara jAti zrImate dhyAna rAkhe he bha! vakhANa karavAnuM mana thAya te zrImatanA dAna-zIyaLa-tapa ane bhAvanA vagere guNenA vakhANa karaje, prazaMsA karaje, tenA ja guNa gAje, kAraNa tethI Atmika lAbha thAya che. paraMtu tenAthI ulaTuM je zrImaMtanI sukhasAdhyabi ane vaibhava vilAsanA vakhANa karavAmAM Ave te Atmika guNonI prApti karavAmAM te bAdhArUpa bane che. zrImaMtAI sAthe dAnAdika dharmanuM jeo ArAdhana karI rahelA che teo sAce ja prazaMsApAtra che. temaja jeo aDhaLaka sukha-sAdhabi vacce paNa saMvega-vairAga ane praza mAdika bhAmAM rahI jANe che teo paNa prazaMsAne pAtra che. paraMtu jeo tevI rIte jIvatA nathI ane mAtra sukha cena ane vaibhava vilAsa temaja moja majAmAM ja jIvana gALe che tevA zrImaMta jarA prazaMsAne yogya nathI. kAraNa dharma vinAnI lakSmIthI mAnavImAM khoTuM abhimAna AvI jAya che. mATe zrImaMtee temaja sAdhAraNa sthitivALAoe pitAnA sukhanA sAdhanonA kAraNane viveka karavAthI temane darzana zuddhi thAya che. Ama darzana zuddhi thAya che. Ama darzana zuddhi thavAthI mehanA AvaraNane dUra karavA teo samartha bane che ane aMte sAcI zAMtine prApta kare che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti prekSaka bane jeo prazama, saMvega vairAga, anukaMpa ane samyaka zraddhA rAkhe che teo mithyAtvanI prakRtiene upazamAve che Ama karavAthI teo vastunA sahaja svabhAvane oLakhI zake che. jethI game tevA sArA ke kharAba prasaMgamAM paNa teo vicalita banatA nathI. ane e dareka prasaMgamAM te prekSaka banIne jIve che. bhegamAM tucchatA saMsAranA Aleka ane paralekanA sukhanI AzA, tRSNA temaja vAsanAne jJAna-pUrvaka tyAga karavAthI adhyavasAya ane vicAronI zuddhi thAya che. ane e tyAga jIvanamAM vaNAI gayA pachI vaiSayika sukhanI paNa kAmanA rahetI nathI. zAzvata satya sukhane anubhava thayA pachI bhautika sukhe kSaNabhaMgurane tuccha lAge che. jJAnI puruSa evA tuccha ane kSaNa vinAzI sukhanI kAmanA karatA nathI. mATe he bhavya ! tame satya ane zAzvata sukha mATe ja prayatna kare. kSaNavinAzI ane tucha sukha mATe A mahAmUlA mAnavabhavane barabAda na kare. bhautika sukhanI tRSNa sAcI nathI. tethI duHkha janaka paraMparA vadhatI. jAya che mATe satya sukhane Agraha se. For Private And Personal Use Only

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karavAthI nathI temaja vize A rAgane AMtara jAti zekano IlAja rAga-dveSathI kaSAye utpanna thAya che. AthI mAnavI sArA kheTAne viveka karI zakatA nathI. tethI tene dareka prasaMge zeka ne saMtApa thayA kare che. A rAgane dveSa sadvicAraNA karavAthI temaja viveka pUrvaka paMcAcAranI ArAdhanA karavAthI nAza pAme che tyAre kaI prakAranI ciMtA, zeka ke saMtApa rahetA nathI. AthI rAga-dveSa dUra kare. rAga-dveSa vagerene dUra karavA mATe je prayatna kare che teonI mahenata barabAda jatI nathI. niSkAma bhAve tema karavAthI aMte teo satya-sukha zAMtinA adhikArI bane che. hitanI bAdabAkI adhikArI, svArtha ane svAda sAdhavA khAtara banyA hiya te chevaTe te te dhikkAra pAtra bane che. ane e adhikAra tene mATe pIDA janaka banI rahe che. paraMtu je te popakAra mATe jIvatA hoya che te te adhikArI prazaMsA pAtra banI jAya che. tethI sva-paranuM hita sadhAya che. hita sAdhavAmAM svArtha ane svAdane bAkAta rAkhavA joIe. saMvegI, vairAgI, jJAti mahAmunie Adi svaparanuM hita sAdhIne kalyANane varyA che. teone te pitAnA satkAra temaja sanmAnanI paNa ciMtA rahetI nathI. mATe bha! svArthane svAdane tyAga kare. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti ekaDA vinA zunya viSaya sukhanI Asakti temaja tenI AzA TaLe tyAre ja sva-paranuM hita sAdhavA samartha banI zakAya. ane kSaNika sukhonI apekSA rahe nahi. sukhanI apekSA padaya heya te ja phalavatI bane, nahi to te viphaLa jAya. gaMdakI dUra karo anItinA mArge cAlanArI mane vRtti malIna hoya che. e vRtti sudhAravAmAM na Ave te durgatinA duHkha bhogavavA paDe che. A mane malinatA ghaNI kharAba che. te mana ane vANI temaja AtmAne duSita karI nAMkhe che. AthI mananI zuddhi karavAnI prathama jarUra che. zarIranI malinatA pANI AdithI dUra thAya che. jyAre mananI malinatA vivekane keLavavAthI thAya che. jeo nyAya-nIti mujaba vartana kare che teonI sabata karavAthI temaja te aMgene upadeza sAMbhaLavAthI, vAMcavAthI mananI gaMdakI dUra thAya che. mananI zuddhi thatAM vANuM ane vartana baMnenI zuddhi thAya che ane AtmA nirmaLa bane che. mana, vacana ane kAyAnI zuddhi thatAM Atmika guNene vikAsa thAya che. eTale saMsArane tajavAthI mokSa mArge javAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti viSTAnA kIDA makSa mArganI upekSA-avagaNanA karavAthI duHkhamaya saMsArane tyAga thaI zakyuM nathI. saMsAra mArge cAlatAM duHkha-pIDA vagerene kAyama mATe dUra karavAne upAya sUjhatA nathI. ane kadAca sUjhe te paNa pasaMda paDatuM nathI. viSTAnA kIDAne viSTA pasaMda paDe, khArA pANI pInAra macchane khAruM pANI ja game tema saMsAranA vaiSayika sukhamAM Asakate ne viSaya vikAre pasaMda paDe che pariNAme saMsArIne duHkha sahana karavA paDe che. manuSya vicAra-vivekanA AdhAre, mekSanI apekSA rAkhI saMsAranA vikAre ane vAsanAone tyAga karavA mATe AtmajJAna pUrvaka vrata-tapa-japa Adi kare te ja saMsAranA dukha kaMI haLavA bane. anyathA bIjo upAya nathI. kAle zuM thaze? vilAsamAM DUbelAMo bhaviSyamAM temanI kevI avadazA thaze tene vicAra karatAM nathI. padaya khatama thatAM vilaMba thatuM nathI. ne pApadaya AvatAM paNa vAra lAgatI nathI. pariNAme pAdiya AvatAM te parata kare che ne zakti haNAI gaI hovAthI e duHkhamAM ja AyuSya pUruM kare che. - jyAre puNyavatene bhaviSyanuM bhAna hovAthI te vilAsamAM DUbatA nathI ane dharma upara prema rAkhe che ne sukhe AyuSya pUruM kare che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 72 premathI karA Atmika jJAna prApta karanAra bhAgyazALIne vrata-tapa japa vagere ghaNA sahArA ApI mAha mamatA, ahaMkAranI jaMjALa dUra karAve che. ane AThe cakarmanA kSaya karAvI janma-jarA ane maraNanA du:khAne TaLAve che. AMtara jyAti zakti na hoya temaja baLa-buddhi ane sattA na hoya te paNa jJAnInI nizrAe vrata, tapa, japa karavAthI e badhuM ja AvI maLe che. AthI sujJa manuSyanuM e kartavya che ke teNe vrata, tapa, japa karavAM joIe devA, dAnavAne baLa ane buddhi haiAya che paNa vratatapa japamAM dIna hAvAthI teo vaira-virAdha, IrSyA vagerenA dUra karI zakatA nathI. jyAre mANasA pAse vaibhavanA abhAva hAya che te paNa teo vrata-tapa-japathI vera-virAdhanA nAza karI zake che. * sattA, sauMpattine zakti karatAM jJAna pUrvaka ArAdhela vrata-niyama vageremAM eka era prakAranI zakti rahelI che. tenAthI Atma dhama sahelAIthI sadhAya che. AthI mANase vrata-tapa upara prema rAkhavA jarUrI che. ghaNA mANusA vratatapa kare che paNa joIe tevA temAM Adara temaja prema rAkhatAM nathI jethI teo vera-virAdha vadhArIne halakI gatimAM sAI paDe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti sAvadhAna ! lUMTArA Ave che unmAda, vera, virodha, IrSyA temaja adekhAImANasane unmAge caDhAvIne tenI zaktinI khuvArI kare che ane tene bhraSTa karIne tenuM sarvasva luMTI le che. evAM duSTa luMTArAothI sAvadha rahe. dekhatAM luMTArAthI ghaNI sAvadhAnI rAkhavAmAM Ave che te pramANe adazya lUMTArAone sUkSma nirIkSaNa karIne tene oLakhaze te lUMTAI javAne vakhata Avaze nahi. bahAranI sAvadhAnIthI saMpattinuM rakSaNa karavuM te satya sAvadhAnI kahevAya nahi. AMtarika lUMTArA tamArA AtmAnA guNenI lUMTa karavA kevA dAva peca rame che te jANaze ne tenAthI sAvadha banaze te ja jJAnI kahevAze. sAdhana zuddhi sArA sAdhanonI upekSA karavAthI ne game tevA sAdhana dvArA sAdhyanI siddhi karavAnI apekSA rAkhavAthI ke tevA sAdhanathI prayatna karavAthI sAdhyanI siddhi thatI nathI. brahmacaryanI bhAvanA rAkhavAvALe je strInA saMgamAM rahe te brahmacarya pALI zake nahi. tenA mATe teNe vikAro manamAMthI dUra karavA joIe temaja vikArI vastuo temaja saMgathI dUra rahevuM joIe te ja brahmacaryanuM pAlana thaI zake anyathA nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti rastAmAM paththara dunyavI bAbatamAM rasika bananArane mokSa mArga maLaze duSkara bane temAM Azcarya zuM che? te te saMsAranI sarva vAtane tyAga karI tenA tarapha nirlepatA keLavavAmAM Ave te ja mokSa mArga hAthamAM Ave. mokSanA mArgamAM saMsAranI vAto bAdhaka che. mamatA, mAyA, IrSyA janya kaleza kaMkAsa, jhaghaDAnA vicAre, uccAre ane AcArene barAbare duHkhadAyaka jANuM teone tyAga karI dhArmika vartana ane vicAra rAkhavAmAM Ave te ja mokSamArga hastagata thAya. nazAmAM madahoza saMsArika sukhanA rasiyAone temaja zrImaMtone sattA ane saMpattine nazo caDhaye hevAthI, sukhanI pAchaLa duHkha doDatuM Ave che tene khyAla rahetuM nathI. dArUmAM cakacUra banelAne duHkhanuM bhAna kayAMthI hoya? AbarU-pratiSThA bhale jAya paNa te Teva te mUke ja nahi. sattA temaja saMpattine naze caDhe nahi mATe anaMta jJAnIo pharamAve che ke je saMyoge maLela che te zarada RtunA vAdaLe mAphaka nazvara che. temAM cakacUra banI herAna-parezAna thazo nahi. tenAthI Atmika vikAsa sadhAze nahi. tema nahi kare te tamArI paDatI thaze ne ghaNuM ja tamane lAgaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti sAde savAla : javAba vicAra kare. yuvAnI kAyama rahe che kharI? ghaDapaNa Ave che ke nahi ? koInAya viSaya sukha kAyama rahyAM che kharAM? kayAreya paNa tene viga te thAya ja che ne? ane viga thatAM tamane duHkha paNa thAya che kharuM ne? saMga tene viga nakkI che. bhautika tamAma sukha saMdhyAnA raMga jevA che. tenuM vaLI abhimAna zuM? nazvara sukhanuM gumAna koNa kare? vaLI jene na caDe che tene khabara nathI paDatI ke nazo utaryA pachI kevI hAlata thAya che. abhimAna, gumAna, mada je kahe te e kharAba naze che. e eka kepha che. he bhavya ! te e bUrI AdatathI dUra raho. roganI davA mANasane sattA saMpatti vagere para rAga-meha hoya te ja tene mArA jevo kaI saMsAramAM nathI e ghamaMDa thAya. ane tema thavAthI tene rAga ghaNA rege UbhA kare che ne mANasane duHkhanI paraMparAmAM nAkhe che. paNa AvA rAga-rUpI reganI je vahelAsara davA karavAmAM Ave te mANasane jarUra zAMti thAya ane sukha maLe. A roganI davA che. regane tyAga karavo. temaja ghamaMDane tyAga karI ema vicAravAmAM Ave ke mArA karatAM ya paNa bIjA sattAvAna ane saMpattivALA che te paNa A roga haLa bane. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti pathya pALe bhava regane TALavA upAya sujhe paNa baLa vAparI tene dUra karavA prayatna karavAmAM na Ave te tyAM sudhI rAganI saMbaMdha dharAvanAra rega rahevAne ja ane tenAthI utpanna thatI janma-jarA ane maraNanI pIDAo paNa rahevAnI ja. he bha! bhava rogane TALavA tame kyAre upAya leze? keTalAka evA edIne ALasu hoya che ke bhava rega TALavAne upAya jANavA chatAM tene dUra karavA prayatna karatAM nathI. pariNAme teo asatya pIDAone bhegave che. regane jANyA pachI tenI davA barAbara levAmAM Ave te ja roga nAbUda thAya. te ja pramANe bhava regane upAya e barAbara leve joIe ke pharIthI te rega thAya nahi ane AtmAnuM Arogya sadAya TakI rahe. A roganA nimitte evA hoya che ke tene nAza karavAnA bhAvane upayoga je kALajIpUrvaka rAkhavAmAM na Ave te te mANasane saMsAramAM phasAvI mAre che ane sadbhAvane naSTa karI nAkhe che AthI saMbhAvane TakAvI rAkhavA temaja tene poSaNa ApavA sadgurune paricaya rAkhave ane temanA sadupadezanuM niraMtara sevana karavuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti jhAMjhavAnA jaLa sukha ane svataMtratA darekane priya che. te mATe mAnavI dararoja aneka prayatna kare che. paNa sAcuM sukha ane sAcI svataMtratAnuM sAcuM jJAna na hovAthI sukhane badale mAnavIne dukha ane svataMtratAne badale parataMtratA maLe che. kalpita sukhane sukha mAnI levAthI e sukha keTalI zAtA ApI zake? satya sukha mATe te viSamAM je sukhanI bhramaNuM rahelI che tene tyAga karavAmAM Ave te ja satya sukha ane svataMtratA maLe. viSaye ane vikAro sAthe satya sukhane anAdi kALathI virodha rahela che ja. te virodhane dUra karavA mATe tame kaI upAye lIdhA che kharA? jyAM sudhI e upAye levAmAM nahi Ave tyAM sudhI sukhane badale duHkha pIDA ane ciMtA ja rahevAnI. - kalpita sukhamAM vikAro bhArebhAra rahelAM che. te vikAre mananA vicArone haThAvIne ciMtA-zeka saMtApa vagere utpanna karAve che ne mAnavInI behAla dazA kare che. AthI dareka mAnavIe vikArene dUra karavA prayatna karavA joIe jethI zarIra paNa nirogI banI rahe ane mokSa mArga tarapha gamana karavAnI rUci thAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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78 AMtara ti e azakaya che. zrImate dhananA teramAM zakaya tevI jAta mahenata paNa karatAM nathI. eka gAu ke be gAu cAlavuM hoya te meTara vApare che te vinA cAlI zake nahi. bazera pAMca zerane bhAra paNa upADe nahi, mATe majura kare, mALathI utaravAmAM sAdhanane upaga kare te vinA temanAthI utarI zakAya nahi AvA aneka kAraNothI dhanADhaye pitAne sukhI mAnatA hoya paNa tenAthI temane zArIrika keTaluM nukazAna thAya che tene khyAla temane rahetuM nathI. AthI temane svAdhInatA kayAMthI maLe? zArIrika zakti vadhAravI che ane tAkAta ochI thAya thAya evA kAraNe sevavAM che tenAthI duHkha AvI paDe temAM doSa te pitAne ja che. tenA badale je zrImaMte jAta mahenata kare ane indriyanA viSayanI parAdhInatA dUra kare te zarIramAM rahelA mana ane AtmAnI ArogyatA vadhe ane prAyaH re dUra thAya. jAta mahenata karavI nathI ane vikArone piSaNa ApavuM che. ane sukha zAtA meLavavI che te banavuM azakaya che. zaka saMtApane dUra karavA che te viSaya kaSAyamAM Asakta banavuM che. te kaMI bane nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti pAchA haTha tamAre sAcuM sukha ane sAcI svAdhInatA joItI hoya che je tame asthira sukha khAtara prayAsa karI rahela che tethI pAchA haTho. tevA sukhanI bhramaNAne tyAga kare ane mana, vacana temaja kAyAnI pravRttine AtmAnA guNemAM je. moha choDe saMsAranA sukhanI pravRtti karavAthI viSaya-kaSAya kadI dUra thAya nahi. tevI pravRttino rAga-meha dUra thaze tyAre. ja saddaguNe tarapha pravRtti thaze. saMdhI kare eka bIjAnI saMdhI tyAre ja thAya che te ja TakI rahe ke jyAre ekabIjAnA AcAra-vicArane vANImAM ektA Ave. nahitara vicAramAM vadhe paDatAM vivAda thAya ane jhagaDe thAya, pariNAme saMdhI tUTI jAya. mATe jenA vANI-vicArane vartana pasaMda paDatA hoya tenI sAthe saMdhI karavI ane tUTe nahi te mATe kALajI rAkhavI. sukhanAM sAdhana hovA chatAM sukha nathI maLatuM tenuM kAraNa samyagU jJAnInA vANI-vicAra gamatAM nathI te che. temanI sAthe saMdhI kare to game tevA sAdhanathI paNa tamane sukha maLI raheze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti cetatA rahejo pavitra kayAre banAya temaja pavitratAnuM saMvardhana kyAre thAya? te kahevAmAM Ave che ke prathama manane sArA vicAramAM jevuM pachIthI sadguru pAse jaIne temanA upadezanuM pAna karavuM temanA upara samyapha rAga rAkhave. Ama karavAthI pavitra thavAya che. jema jema pApamaya vicAra, vANI ane vartana ochA thatA jAya tema tema vadhu ne vadhu pavitra banAyA che. prApta thayela pavitratAne TakAvavA Agama vacananuM niraMtara zravaNa karavuM. tethI pavitratAnuM rakSaNa ane saMvardhana thAya che. durAcArane saMga thAya te pavitratAno bhaMga thavAne saMbhava che mATe durAcArathI cetatA rahevuM. anivArya ane Avazyaka dhaMdhAnI dhamAlamAM pavitratA jaLavAtI nathI. ane baMdha karyA vinA vyavahAra jaLavatA nathI. Ama tame kahe che te pachI tame pavitra kyAre banaze? jema tame nitya karma karavAne samaya kADhe che tema dharma karavAne paNa samaya kADha joIe. khAvuM-pIvuM, zauca-snAna jema Avazyaka che te ja pramANe dharma karI tene haiyAmAM dhAraNa karavAnI khAsa AvazyaktA che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyaMti bhalA karane vAle bhalAI kIye jA.... saMsAramAM apakAranA upara upakAra karanAra virala hAya che. jo ke upakAra karanAranA upakAra karanArA virala hAya che. paraMtu apakAranA upara upakAra karanArA virala hAya che. teo jAte kaSTa sahana karatA hAvAthI jJAnI mane che ane bIjAone paNa jJAna ApavA zaktimAna bane che. } 81 peAtAnuM ane khIjAnuM kalyANu sadhAya kayAre? jyAre apakAra karanAranu ApaNe bhalu karIe tyAre ja te kalyANu sadhAya che. paraMtu jee apakAra karanAranuM apakAra ja kare che teo bIjAnu ke peAtAnuM kalyANu sAdhI zakatAM nathI. ulTu teo vera-virodhanI paraMparAmAM vadhArA kare che. upakArInA upara upakAra karavA te badale ApyA kharAkhara che. tema karavAmAM paNa jo sArI bhAvanA hAya te peAtAnuM hita sAdhI zakAya. paraMtu sAmAnuM hita sadhAya ke na sadhAya temAM bhajanA vikalpa che. apakArInA upara upakAra karanArA jarUra sva-paranuM kalyANa sAdhI zake che tema karIne AtmAnA vikAsamAM AgaLa vadhe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti lAga maLatAM ja je je mahAbhAgyazALIoe apakArI upara karuNa bhAva rAkhI upakAra karela che teo mamatA mehane tyAga karI, Atma vikAsamAM AgaLa vadhI kevalajJAna meLavavA pUrvaka saMsAranA dukhethI pAra gayela che. saMsAranA dukhene dUra karavA hoya te upakAra karavA bhUlavuM nahi. tethI pUrvanAM karma khare che ane navAM karma baMdhAtAM nathI. ane apakAra te keIne paNa kayAreya kare nahi. tethI vera-virodha vadhe che ne duHkhe utpanna thAya che. mATe kadI apakAra kare nahi. keTalAka ema kahevAya che ke apakAra vigere karavAthI apakArI dabAI jAya che. A mAnyatA zAMti ApanArI che ja nahi. ane kadAca tema karavAthI apakArI dabAte rahe paNa tethI vera-virodha dabAI jatAM nathI. lAga maLatAM ja te A bhavamAM ke parabhavamAM paNa tene badale levA taiyAra bane che. Ama thavAthI sukha maLatuM nathI. samyagRjJAnIe to vera-vidhine badale kadI IcchatA nathI. teo te tene badale sahana karIne kSamA karIne ja vALe che. ema karavAthI prAyaH temane Amennati karavAmAM vidane AvatAM nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti ( 3 koI upAya nathI apakAra karavAmAM ne aMta AvatuM nathI. mahA dukhe veThIne jIvana jIvavuM paDe che. paraMtu apakArIne yukti pUrvaka samajAvI tene upakAranA mArge joDavAthI te upakAra apakArI tenA jIvana paryata visarete nathI. ane tene te guNa gAna gAya che. apakArInA upakAra apakArane pUche ke apakAra karavAthI te zuM lAbha meLavyo? tenAthI tAre bhaya, ciMtA, zoka vagere gayAM ke vadhyAM che? je apakArI baliSTha hoya to bhaya, zeka, ciMtA vagere manamAM paNa rahevAnA ja, UMghamAM paNa tenA bhaNakArA vAgavAnA ane uMgha harAma thaI javAnI. zAMtinI UMgha joItI hoya te koInI sAthe virodha kare ja nahi. kadAca tema thaI jAya te paNa kSamA mAMgavAmAM te pramAda kare ja nahi. ema karavAthI tamane mAluma paDaze. ke kSamA mAMgavAthI sAruM thayela che. sAruM thayela AtmAne game che. paraMtu kSamA mAMgatA lAja-zarama AvatI hoya te kSamA mAMgI zakAtI nathI te paNa AtmA sAthe apakAranI niMdA paNa nahi kare te bhaya khasavAne pachI kaI upAya nathI For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti lAja cheDo kSamAnI zobhA vera-virodha, IrSA adekhAI vagerene aMtaHkaraNathI visarAvavAmAM che. bahArathI phakta dekhAva pUratI mAphI mAMgavAthI viredha vagere khasatAM nathI. mATe aMtaHkaraNathI ja sAmAnI kSamA mAMgavI joIe. AnaMdane pragaTabhAva IcchavAmAM Ave paNa manamAM theDI paNa kaDavAza rahelI hoya to te AnaMda kyAMthI pragaTa thAya? e mATe te manamAMthI badhI ja kaDavAzane dUra phagAvI devI joIe. - kSamA na mAMgavI agara mAMgavAmAM lAja zarama rAkhavI te meha-mamatAnA aMdhakAramAM athaDAvA jevuM che. jenAthI bhaya-dveSAdi dUra khasatAM hoya ane aMte AnaMdamAM rahevAtuM hoya te pachI kSamA mAMgavAmAM zarama zAnI rAkhavI ? tarasa lAgI hoya ne lAja-zarama rAkhavAmAM Ave te? kyAreka maraNa paNa thAya ema samajIne musApharImAM tarasa lAgatA jarAya paNa lajavAyA vinA ke zarama anubhavyA vinA tame pANI mAMge che ne tarasa chIpAve che tethI zarIrane zAtA thAya che. te pramANe anaMtA bhavanI pIDAne haThAvanArane AnaMda ApanAra kSamA mAMgatA mAnavIe lAja zarama rAkhavI na joIe, For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara cAti sukhanI bhramaNA AraMbha samAraMbha dvArA dhana prApta karavuM che, yauvana prApta karIne patnI sAthe temaja parastrI sAthe viSaya vilAse karavA che ane putrAdi piravAranu pASaNa karavA punaH AraMbha samAraMbha karIne sukhanI abhilASA rAkhavI che. AvA AraMbha samAra mathI ciMtA vadhavAnI ke echI thavAnI tenA mAnavIe viveka karavA jarUrI che. 5 AraMbha-samAraMbha karIne jeo sAcA sukhanI AzA rAkhI rahela che tenI AzA viSphaLa jAya che. tenu jJAna viralane ja hAya che. evA jJAnIe AraMbha samAraMbhamAM sukhanI spRhA rAkhatA nathI. teo temAM nile pabhAve vate che. e pramANe vartavAthI teo sAcA sukhanA adhikArI ane che. Dan mamatAmAM mugdha anelA mANaso ema mAnI beThela hAya che ke AraMbha-samAraMbha dvArA parigraha vadhArIe tA sukhazAMti maLe, paNa A mAnyatA bhUla bharelI che. jo tenAthI sukha zAMti maLatI hAya yA maLelI hAya te paNa mANusane zAka-ciMtA vagere thavA joI e niha. paNa meTe bhAge tevu anatu jovAmAM Avatu nathI. e ja batAve che ke AraMbhasamAraMbha ke parigrahamAM sAcuM sukha nathI ja, For Private And Personal Use Only

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* nahe. AMtara ti mamatAne madhuro mAra saMga tene viga hoya nahi te sarvathA, sarvatra ane sarvadA je mANasane zeka ciMtA, udyoga thAya che te thAya nahi ane AnaMda pUrvaka jIvana pasAra thAya. mana, tanane gamatI vastuone viyAga thatAM ke tene nAza thatAM je ciMtA vagere thAya che tenuM kAraNa mamatAne madhure mAra che. vastu para mamatvabhAva hoya nahi te mamatAne mAra paDe nahi. najare dekhatA mArane upAya karavAmAM Ave che paNa parigrahane mAra dekhAtuM nathI. paNa tene upAya karavA jevuM che. ne prayatna karI te mAra dUra karavA jevuM che. keTalAka corI-jArI dagA prapaMca karIne parigraha vadhArI zAMtipUrvaka jIvana jIvavA prayatna kare che. paNa te barAbara nathI. cAreya bAjue te parigrahIne mamatAnI beDImAM baddha banAvI te parigraha Atma vikAsamAM AgaLa vadhavA dete nathI. Ama AvA parigrahamAM mUkha sivAya bIjA keruM Asakta bane ? parigrahanI mamatAmAM pratibaddhatA che. tenAthI zeka, ciMtA, saMtApa vagere vadhe che. ne mahApApanA bhAgIdAra banAya che. evA parigrahane tyAga karavAmAM na Ave te sukha zAMti kyAMthI maLe ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti mamatAne mArA mamatAnA ge duHkha ApanAra durgatimAM paDyA pachI janmAMtare piSela te Asakti kayAMthI naSTa thAya? ane ISTa -miSTa paNa kayAMthI maLe? na ja maLe. e te manuSya bhavamAM sArA savege maLatAM jJAna pUrvaka viveka lAvI meha mamatAne aMze aMza tyAga karela hoya te duHkha veThatAM paNa Asakti TaLI zake. aMze aMze mamatA-Asakti TALI hoya te ja kaMIka sukha zAtAne AvavAnI jagA maLe. zANe mANaso te che je vikArI vilAsamAM bhArebhAra saMkaTa ane paritApa vagere che ema barAbara jANI tene parihAra kare che, tenA para prema dharAvatA nathI te ja jANakAra duHkhanA mArgone tyAga karavA pUrvaka mekSa mArge saMcare che. ane tenAthI pAchu paDAya nahi tene khyAla rAkhe che. pAchI paDavAnA paNuM nimitte maLe chatAM tenA tarapha mITa mAMDI jotAM nathI. evA bhAgyazALIe sArAmAM sAro lAbha le che. uttamamAM uttama lAbha emAM ja che ke tenA mATe kayA saMgane nimitte che te jANavA. ane duHkha temaja avanatinA mArgone paNa jANavA. evA mANasanuM pradhAna kartavya e che ke te jANyA pachI lAbhanA nimittone upayoga kare ane duHkhanA nimittene cheDI devA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti mata kare gumAna are manehara aMgavALA tAruM zarIra suMdara dekhAya che tethI khuza thate nahi. kAraNa ke vRddhAvasthA jyAre tane Avaze tyAre tAruM je Aje mane hara zarIra che tenI suMdaratA jatI rahevAnI che ane sarva aMgo paNa DhIlA thavAnA ja che mATe vRddhone dekhI tathA kheDavALA zarIra dekhIne he yuvAna ! tuM hAMsI kara nahi. ' hAMsI karanAranI hAMsI karanArA maLe che. tyAre ghaNu duHkha thAya che. te mujaba tArI paNa hAMsI karanArA maLI Avaze. tyAre tane paNa ghaNuM duHkha thaze. duHkha kaI paNa prANIne vhAluM hotuM nathI. dareka jIva sukhane Irache che. hAMsI-majAka karavAthI paNa duHkha thAya che mATe te yuvAna ! tAre tene khyAla kare joIe. ' are ! dhanADhaye ! dhananA madamAM dhana vinAnA mAnava samudAyane dekhI tene utArI pADI tenuM apamAna kare nahi. tamArI paNa evI sthiti prathama bhamAM hatI ane A bhavamAM paNa thavA saMbhava rahela che. hAMsI karavAthI temaja apamAna karavAthI puNyadaya khavAya che ane pApane AvavAnI jagA maLe che. te vakhate tamane apamAna ja maLaze. mATe he dhanADhaye ! tame keInuM paNa apamAna karaze nahi. he sattAdhArIo ! sattAnA jore bIjAnuM nukazAna kare nahi. evA ghATa ghaDe nahi. kAraNa sattA khasI jatAM e nukazAna tamane ja thavAnuM che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyAti kALanA reTa tame jANA che| divasa kAyama rahetA nathI. divasa pachI rAtrI ane rAtrI pachI divasa uge che. Rtue paNa kAyama rahetI nathI. unALA pachI cAmAsu, pachI ziyALA ema pheraphAra thAya che. kALanA ArAe paNa sthira rahetA nathI. pahelA Areza gayA pachI bIje, bIjA pachI trIjo, ceAtheA, pAMcamA, chaThTho ema ArA Ave che. ane uttarAttara parAvartIna thayA ja kare che te pramANe suMdara zarIra, sattA ane saMpattinI paNa parAvanA thayA ja kare che. te A saMsAra ja parAvartana svabhAvavALe che. sukha pachI duHkha, duHkha pachI sukha, soMpatti pachI vipatti, saMyeAga pachI viyeAga ema cAlyA ja kare che. chatAM nAnI samatAnA yeAge lAbha levA samartha ane che, tethI temAM muMjhAtA nathI. mAha mugdhA parAvartanazIla saMsAramAM zubha-azubha sayeAgA maLatAM kAM tA ghelA ane kAM teA akasAsa-saMtApa karIne pAte duHkhI thAya che ane koI sahAro maLe te ja duHkhanA tyAga karavA vicAra viveka karatAM zIkhe che. * puNyavALAAne buddhi, khaLa, sukha ane soMpatti hoya che chatAMya muMjhavaNane dUra karI zakatAM nathI. tenuM kAraNa tapAsavu' joI e. evAM kAraNe! tapAsI je jIve che te jJAnI kahevAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti kAMkare kAMkare pALa baMdhAya TIpe TIpe sarovara bharAya samatvanI sArthakatA ane saphalatA tyAre ja thAya ke jyAre pratikULa saMgemAM paNa kaDavAza, kaMkAsa ne kalahane vadhAranAra temaja kaSAya ane vikArene vadhAranAra vilAsamAM pravRtti thAya nahi. viSayanA vilAsamAM vikAre thAya che ane vadhatA jAya che tethI krodhAdika kaSAye, samatA rAkhavAmAM punaH punaH vine UbhAM kare che. adekhAI ISya vagere kaSAyajanya che. tene tyAga karavAthI kaSAyanI maMdatA thAya che. kaSAye zIthIla banatA vyAvahArika kAryomAM vine AvatAM nathI jAheramAM kaSAya krodhAdika karo nahi paNa manamAM adekhAI ISya heya te dhArmika kAryomAM te pitAne bhAga bhajavyA sivAya rahe nahi mATe adekhAIne tyAga karavA manamAM viveka kare joIe. - dhArmikane jagatanA leke kaheze tethI samatA AvatI nathI paNa sAcA dhArmika banavA mATe jinezvaranI AjJA mujaba zakya anuSThAna karavAmAM dhArmiktA pragaTa thavAnI. sAthe sAthe samatvane paNa udaya thavAne ja. jinezvare anaMta jJAnI hatAM ane jJAna dvArA jANI teoe pharamAvyuM ke kaSAya viSayonA vikAramAM mAnavabhava vRthA jAya nahi te mATe tene tyAga kare. aMze aMze tene tyAga karatAM sarvathA anaMta sukhane lAbha maLaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyAti 1 sAcuM sukha joI e che ? kadApI du:khanA aMza rahe naThui evA sukhanI IcchAvALA manuSya, samyajJAna prApta karI pratikala saMcAgomAM adekhAi karavI niha ane evI adekhAI hAya tA tenA tyAga karavA. tethI kaDavAza vagere thaze nahi ane viveka karavAthI kaDavAza vagere khasavA mAMDaze pachI nibheLa sukhane anubhava svAda anubhavavA maLaze. upAya che ja duHkhathI kaMTALA Ave tenA upAya che. upAya e ja ke viSaya kaSAyanA vikAro unmAda pAgala banAve che ane mANasane unmArge caDAve che. tenA punaH punaH kSaNe kSaNe viveka karavA ane dekhAdekhImAM rAjI thavuM nahi. gatAnugatine anusaranArA ghaNA maLI Avaze. AvI dekhAdekhIne anusaranArA dharmatattva pAmI zake nahi. dhama tattvane kharAkhara jANanArA ja svadha pAmIne sAcA AnadanA adhikArI banI zake che. IrSyA, adekhAI,viSaya, kaSAyAnA vicAra| . temaja vikAronA aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka tyAga karavAmAM Ave tyAre ja AtmasvarUpanI sAcI oLakha thAya che. pachI vyAvahArika kAcamAM vikArA vadhu vakhata TakI zakaze niha. kAraNa satya tejamAM te vikArA TakI zakatAM nathI. A satya teja samyag jJAna, darzIna ane caritramAM raheluM che. mATe dharmAM tattvane lakSyamAM rAkhI vyavahAranA kAryo karavA te kalyANakAraka che. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara pati vicAranI tAkAta eka bIjAnA vicAro jANavA ane sAMbhaLavA. paNa kevA vicAre? te kahevAmAM Ave che ke jemAM krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebhanI malinatA hoya nahi ane paricaya karavAmAM TA saMskAra praveza kare nahi tevA vicAra sAMbhaLavA ane teone ja paricaya karavo. jethI pavitratA sacavAya ane vicAre vageremAM kharAba asara thAya nahi. AtmAne hitakArI vacana-vicAro ane paMcAcAranA pAlana karanAranA paricayamAM AvavAthI vyavahAranI zuddhatA thAya che ane nizcaya mArganI oLakhANa thAya che tethI aMte mekSamAge gamana thAya che. mumukSunI IcchA mokSamArge gamana karanArA mahAzaye duHkha-pIDA ke saMkaTa Ave tyAre gabharAtA nathI. teo te ema ja Icche che ke evA duHkhe kayAre Ave ane kSamAM rAkhI teone dUra karI mArA AtmAne pavitra banAvuM. je je pIDAo bIjAo pratiSathI karela che ane cIkaNuM karma bAMdhela che te nimitto lAga maLavAthI hAjara thAya che. teone vadhAvI lenAra ane samatA pUrvaka sahana karanAra sukhI thAya che. tema thavAthI te karmo paNa khasavA mAMDe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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aMtara jAti buddhinI saphaLatA manuSya pAse buddhi, baLa ane sattA vagere sAdhana sAmagrI hovA chatAM udayamAM ApI paDela duHkhane dUra karavA sAro upAya karatAM nathI. tethI teonuM jora kayAMthI ochuM thAya? buddhi, baLa ane sattAne evA prakAre vAparIe ke jethI karmonA udaye AvI lAgelAM janma-jarA, maraNanI. viTaMbaNA TaLatI jAya ane vedanA rahe nahi. Ama karavAmAM ja buddhi, baLa, sattAnI saphaLatA rahelI che. he Atmana ! are Atmana ! tane sArAM sAdhane maLyAM che to pachI tAre gabharAvavAnI jarUra nathI. ane valopAta karavAnI paNa jarUra nathI. saddavicAra ane saviveka karIne bAyela zaktine AvirbhAva karIne tAkAtane pharava! svAdane saMga mana gamatuM khAIne khuzI thavA jevuM nathI. khuzI thavA jevuM te tenI Asaktino tyAga karavAmAM che. ane kyAre have huM nirAhArI banIza? tene vicAra viveka karavAmAM che. khAvA pIvAnI parAdhInatA paNa eka prakAranI beDI che. mana pasaMda khAvAnuM maLe nahi te krodha thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. ane manamAM duHkha-lAni thAya che. AthI ravAdane saMga dUra karavA jevuM che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 22 4 AMtara jyAti dezavaTA vilAsI jIvanamAM sadguNlRA jovA maLaze nahi. ulTu je saguNA haze te paNa vilAsane lIdhe jatA rahevAnA. A mATe teA jIvanamAMthI vilAsane dezavaTo ApavAmAM Ave tA ja sadguNA jIvanamAM AvI zake. vilAsathI vikArA vadhe che ane kSamA, namratA, saralatA ane sASa vagere je guNeA che te khAtA rahe che. Ama dakhAi rahelA guNAnA prabhAva bahAra kyAMthI pragaTa thAya ? mATe jIvanamAMthI vilAsane dUra karajo. e dUra thatAM ja pragaTa thayelAM guNa! avikArI Anada Apaze. hisAai kA vikArAthI vilAsAthI keTale AnaMda maLyA ane kAM sudhI te TakI rahyo? tene hisAba kADhace che? na kADhayA hoya teA kADho. ane eTaluM yAda rAkho ke vilAsathI ha MmezAM duHkha ane ciMtA vadhatI ja jAya che. ciMtA teA kAI ne vahAlI nathI. duHkha paNa koIne priya nathI. teA pachI duHkha ane ciMtA utpanna karanArae vilAsane huThAvavAnA upAya levA ja joI e. zArIrika tAva, ajINu, khAMsI, dama thatAM te ne dUra karavA paisA khacI ne upAya karI che ke nahi ? paNa te thavAnu kAraNa jANeA che ? tenu kAraNa che vilAsa. te hai bhavye ! jIvanamAMthI vilAsane dezavaTo ApavAnA khUba ja prayatna karo. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti tame ja kaho maha-mithyAtva ke zamaNane laIne je vikArane A bhavamAM dUra karavAmAM nahi Ave te paNa bhavamAM ya tamane te pIDA ApatAM ja raheze. A mATe mAtra bahAranA upAya karavAthI kaMI nahi vaLe. te mATe AMtarika upAya paNa levA ja joIze. AMtarika upAya tarIke anAsakta bane. anAsakta rahevAmAM vikArenuM jera cAlatuM nathI. paNa Ama rahevuM prAyaH manuSyone pasaMda paDatuM nathI. ulaTuM vikArenA sAdhanamAM ja DUkhyA rahevAnuM game che. pachI kahe anAsakta kyAMthI banAya? vilAse utpanna kayAMthI thAya? ane tema na thAya te vilAsethI utpanna thatAM duHkha zeka ane saMtApa kayAMthI dUra thAya ? paramANa ne paMDita saMsAranA viSaya rasika paMDite, vidyAne tathA vaijJAnike sthUla daSTithI, sUthamadarzaka yaMtra dvArA duniyAnA dareka padArthone jANe che, paramANuo paNa joI zake che. paraMtu zarIramAM rahelA AtmAne tathA tenA guNane joI nathI te khedajanaka che. duniyAnA paramANuthI AraMbhI dareka padArtho jANavA pUrvaka jeo AtmAne jANe che teo ja paMDita, vidvAna ane vai. jJAnika kahevAya. te ja paMDite rAga, dveSa maha vagere nivAravA samartha bane che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti sAkSara ke rAkSasa? AbarU, prasidhi, pratiSThA temaja sanmAna ane satkAra prApta karavA keNa keLavaNI letuM nathI? badhA ja le che. paraMtu pratiSThAne sthira karanAra te jeo Atmika guNone barAbara jANe che te ja zikSita kahevAya. jeo vidvAna vaijJAnika prasiddha thayela che te je anya deza, rASTrane khuvAra karanAra bane te teo mahA hiMsaka banI mANasAIne paNa gumAvI bese. sAkSarane badale teo rAkSasa jevA bane. rAkSasa pAse ghaNI vidyAo hoya che, paNa mANasAI hetI nathI. tethI temanI vidyA viphaLa bane che. bIjAonI mita paDAvI letA teo pote ja patita bane che ane pApanI gAMThaDI bAMdhI durgatimAM phasAya che. sevakanI vyAkhyA sArA saMsAranuM hita karanAra sevA karanAra je pitAnA svArthane tyAga kare te ja te sAcI sevA karanAra kahevAya. nivAthI sevaka satya paramArthane sAdhavA adhikArI bane che ane te pUjya bane che. svArthane sAdhanAra je paramArtha sAdhanAra bane te ja paramArtha sAdhaka banI zake anyathA anarthakAraka bane. kAraNa ke svArthamAM ja dagA prapaMcanI jaMjALa rahelI che. temAM rAcI mAcI rahenAra pAtharelI jALamAM kaDIyAnI mAphaka pote ja sapaDAIne pIlAI mare che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti dage sage nathI dagA-prapaMcanI jaMjALa evA prakAranI che ke pAtharanArane ja te aMte phasAve che ane maraNa na hoya te paNa aNuciMtavyuM mata karAve che. kahevAya che ke dago keIna sage nathI. chatAM paNa mUrkha mANase temAM sukhanI AzA rAkhI kapaTa kalA keLavI tene lAbha levA tatpara bane che. dhana, vaibhava, sattA vagere pu ye prApta thAya che temAM je kaMI pApa vadhAranAra hoya te te vizvAsaghAta, dage prapaMca ja che. dagAkhera, prapaMcI. vizvAsaghAtI bahArathI madhura vANI belatAM dekhAya che ane bahArathI namra jaNAya che. paNa bagalAnI jema temanA manamAM haLAhaLa jhera raheluM che. lAga AvatAM ja te pragaTa thaI jAya che. mATe evA mAnavIethI cetatA rahevuM. keTalAka loko do karIne svArtha sAdhe che kharAM paraMtu pariNAme pitAnA Atmika guNe ghavAya che tenuM bhAna na hovAthI teo duHkhapUrvaka maraNa pAme che ane paralokamAM parAdhIna banI pIDAne pAme che. karelA kAme ja pitAnI katala karAve che ane mAnavIne vipattimAM nAMkhe che. temAM kaMI Azcarya nathI. mATe sukha zAtA prApta karavI hoya te kaIne daLe kare nahi. prapaMca kaze nahi. kAraNa kahevAya che ke dago koI nA bApane sage thatuM nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti tevuM banatuM nathI dharmanA zikharethI maitrI-prada vagerene pravAha vahe che. temAMthI zAMtinAM jharaNuM phUTe che. tenAthI trividha tApa nAza pAme che. A mATe te jharaNane haiyAmAM jhIlavA joIe. te vinA tApa TaLatuM nathI. - mana, vacana ane kAyAnI vRttine pravRttithI. kharAba vicAre ne uccArethI vividha tApa ThaMDA pANIthI ke baraphathI ke caMdananA pANIthI jato nathI. paraMtu maitrI, pramoda, karuNA, vagerenA pravAhane haiyAmAM jhIlavAthI te tApa ThaDe paDe che. dunyavI upacArothI vikAro vagere TaLatAM hoya to dhamajane manahara bhAvanA bhAve nahi. tevuM banatuM nathI. mATe ja dhamI jane prathamathI bhAvanA bhAvI sukha zAMtinA bhoktA bane che. bhUlonuM zuM karazo? bhUtakALanI thayela bhUlenI AtmasAkSIe niMdApUrvaka sadguru sAkSIe gaI karavI te ArtadhyAna nahi paNa dharmadhyAna kahevAya. tema karyA sivAya mana, vacana ane kAyAnI malinatA dUra thatI nathI. ane malinatA dUra karyA vinA dharmakriyAmAM sthiratA kyAMthI Ave? jenA haiyAmAM thayela bhUle viMchInI jema DaMkhe che te savAra ne sAMja bhUlanuM prAyazcita karavA sAmAyika tema ja pratikramaNa kare che ne tema karI ne haiyAnI malinatAne dUra kare che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti kAlanuM bhAvi jeo bhUtakALanI bhula sudhAre che teo vartamAnakALamAM prAyaH bhAvikAsamAM paribhramaNa karAve tevI bhUla karatAM nathI. atae bhaviSyakALane sudhAravA teo samartha bane che. jeo vartamAnakAla sudhAratA nathI teone bhaviSyakALa bagaDe che eTale parAdhInatAmAM sapaDAIne asahya duHkhane veThI temanuM jIvana pUruM kare che. AthI he bho! tamAre vartamAnakAla sudhAravA saviveka kare. pazu, paMkhI, jalacara ane sthalacara temaja becaramAM ane mANasAI sahita mANasanAM dIrghadazI vicAra viveka vagerene taphAvata che. A pheraphAra hovAthI mANaso pazu-paMkhI kahevAtA nathI. teo mANasAIne meLavI divyatAne vare che paNa je mAnavImAM vicAra-vivekano abhAva hoya te pazusamAna kahevAya che. mATe he bhavya mANasAIne dIpAvavA tame saviveka kare. kazuM ja Azcarya nathI anAdikAlanI mahA viDaMbanA tathA janma-jarA maraNanA saMkaTomAM pratibaddha karanAra mahAdikane haThAvanAra tathA mUlamAMthI nAza karavA mATe tapa, japa, dhyAna karanAra mahAzaya ! jagatanA prANIonI vicitra paristhiti joIne tuM acaraja. pAma nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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100 AMtara ti pattAne khela koI nAce, kUda, vilAsamAM magna bane, keI lUlA, laMgaDA, aMdha, baherA heya, anukULatA AvatAM keI khUzI thatAM hoya, pratikULatA AvavAthI maravA taiyAra thayela hoya, keIe vepAramAM ghaNe phAyado karyo hoya, keIe lAbhane badale nukazAna meLavyuM hoya; kaI regI-nirogI hoya, keIbhIkha mAMgI apamAnapUrvaka parivAranuM piSaNa karatA hoya te A badhI karmodaya rUpa pudgalanI bAjI che. temAM koI navInatA nathI, keI apUrvava nathI. tethI kaMI Azcarya pAmavA jevuM nathI. sarva prANIo karmodayathI parAdhIna banI bhava nATakamAM khela karI rahela che. Azcarya pAmavA jevuM te e che ke keI bhava nATakamAM nAcavAnuM baMdha karI AtmAnA svabhAvadharmane oLakhI kADhe. samyam darzana, jJAna cAritramAM ramaNutA karI teonA hetunI jANakArI karavI te ja Atmika dharma svabhAva kahevAya. Amika guNadharmamAM ramaNatA karanAra AnaMdamAM hAle che, teone sArA-kharAba, sago maLatAM harSa zoka thatuM. nathI. teone samyagU jJAna hovAthI e khabara hoya che ke je je ISTa ke aniSTa saMge maLe che te saMdhyAnA raMgenI jema zANabhaMgura che. AthI teo sadAya AnaMdamAM rahe che ne jagatanI paristhitimAM muMjhAtA nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti 10 satyAnaMda Atma svabhAvane prabhAva tema ja mahimA ghaNe che. jyAre karmAdhIna mANase bhavanATaka bhajavavAnuM baMdha karaze agara baMdha karavAnA sAdhanane tyAga karI pitAnA AtmadharmamAM ramaNatA karaze tyAre teo satyAnaMdane meLavaze temAM kiI zaka nathI. zANI salAha AtmajJAnI upadeza Ape che ke he Atmana ! tuM koIne sage ke saMbaMdhI nathI. ane koI tAruM paNa saguM ke saMbaMdhI nathI. jyAre tAruM keI sAcu svajana nathI chatAM mamatA, ahaMkAra dhAraNa karI, bhrAMtithI mAruM mAruM" tuM mAne che ane aDhAra pApa sthAnake sevI aDhAra deze ekaThA karI asahya vedanA veThe che, chatAMya tArA saMkaTa-nyAtanAnA kaTamAM tArA te mAnI lIdhelA svajane jarA paNa temAM bhAga paDAvaze nahi. e duHkha ne yAtanA tAre ekalAe ja bhegavavA paDaze. mATe e duHkha ne yAtanA dUra karavA ne sukha prApta karavA Atmadharmane oLakhI, tenA je je sAdhane che te meLavavA saddagurunA paricayamAM Ava. ane AtmadharmamAM ramaNa kara! mArApaNuM dUra kare jema jema mArApaNAnA cage mamatAne ahaMkAra vadhaze tema tema pApa sthAnake vadhatAM ja javAnAM. tene ochA karavAnI IcchAvALAe mArApaNanI bhAvanAne dUra karavI joIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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12 AMtara jyoti kyAM sudhI A zarIra ? zarIra ane tenI tAkAtamAM je mArApaNuM mAnI beThelA che te zarIranI tAkAta kSaNe kSaNe kSINa thatI jAya che. chatAM mANasa te tAkAta kAyama raheze ema bhrAMtithI mAnIne tenI ALapaMpALa karI pApa karavAmAM pAchuM vALIne jete nathI. chatAMya zarIra temanuM thatuM ja nathI. ane aMte te zarIra kaMgALa banI jAya che. Ama zarIranI mamatA mAnavIne mIThe mAra khavaDAve che deva, dAnavo ane mAnavIe potAnA zarIranI saMbhALa rAkhavAmAM ke upadrava macAve che te jANavA jevuM che. teo zakti ochI thAya nahi te mATe aneka padArthonuM sevana kare che, ne pachI laDAI-akheDAmAM tene vephI nAMkhe che. paraMtu tenA badale je mANasa saddagurune samAgama karIne zarIranI Asaktine tyAga karI AtmajJAna meLave te satya sukhane pAme che. chupA duzmano rAga, rIsa, adekhAI vagere mahAna duHkha ApanAra chUpA zatruo che. tene tyAga karyA vinA mokSamArga sugama banaze nahi. saMsAramAM je koI mIThe mAra khavarAvanAra hoya te te A rAga, rIsa, adekhAI vagere che. tene jo tyAga karavAmAM Ave te AtmA paramAtmA bane. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 103 bamaNunuM paribhramaNa rAga, rIsa vagere rAkhavAthI ane teone piSavAthI bhale sukha zAMti maLe che tema kahevAya paraMtu te eka bhramaNA ja che. AvI bhramaNanA vege jagatamAM mAnavI punaH punaH paribhramaNa karyA che ne tene kadApI vizrAMti maLatI ja nathI. teone tyAga karavAmAM Ave te ja mAnavIne sAcI zAMti maLe. kAcuM paNa vajabaMdhana pArakI AzAe jIvana jIvavuM temAM parAdhInatA che. rAgathI utpanna thayela AzAmAM nirAzA rahelI che. tenAthI zeka, ciMtA, saMtApa vagere thAya che. AzAnA baMdhanamAM baMdhAyela mAnavI mukata thavA ghaNuM taraphaDIyA mAre che paNa tenAthI mukta thavAtuM nathI. ulTe te baMdhanathI te vadhu ne vadhu baMdhAya che. AzAthI je mukta che te svAdhInatAne vare che. AzA naSTa karavAmAM Ave te duHkha thAya ja nahi. upekSA ne udAsInatAthI jIvana jIvatAM sukha maLe che. jyAre A leka ane paralekanA viSayenI AzA karavAthI jIvanane mArga rUMdhAya che ane punaH punaH bhava bhramaNamAM athaDAvavAnuM bane che. AlaMbana le kSamAdika je Atmiya gaNe che tenuM avalaMbana levAmAM Ave te rAga, dveSanA je baMdhane che te jarUrathI tUTI jAya ne Atmasukha maLe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 104 gulAmInI jijira tADA saMsAranI parAdhInatAnA tyAga karavA mATe game teTalI mahenata karavAmAM Ave paNa jyAM sudhI rAga-dveSanA adhanA che ne tenI pratiSThaddhatA che tyAM sudhI te parAdhInatA javAnI nahi ja ane saMsAranAM je zAka sa MtApa ane ciMtA che te sadAya rahevAnI. AMtara jyoti tameA kadAca ema mAnatA haze ke rAgadveSa karavA chatAM pazu saMsAranI parAdhInatA khasI jaze. pazu tamArI e mAnyatA bhrAmaka mAnyatA dUra karI sAcA viveka karavAnI jarUra che, samyag jJAnapUrvaka vicAra ane vana rAkhavAmAM Ave ane sahana karavAmAM Ave te ja sasAranA aMdhanA DhIlA thAya ane tene samULagA nAza karavAnA upAya sUjhe mATe OM bhavye ! Atmazaktine phAravA. * abhinaMdananA adhikArI je mana-vacana ane kAyAnI vRtti temaja pravRttione nivArI saMyamanI pravRtti karI rahelA che ane mamatA ahaMkAra vagerenA tyAga karavA pUrNAMka prabhunA guNeAmAM ane Atmika guNA upara prema rAkhe che te abhinadanane caiAgya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyoti tamAre zrImaMta manavu che? AtmA priyatama hAya te tenI ci'tA vigerene TALavA mATe kaSTa veThI upAye levA joIe ja. jyAre peTe paritApa hoya che ane piravAra vagerenu pASaNa thatu hoya nahi tyAre kaSTa veThIne paNa temanu pASaNa karavA upAya kare che. ke nahi ? upAyeA karatAM puNyadaye sAcA sAdhanA prApta thAya che tyAre zrImata aneA che ne ? paraMtu te zrImaMtAI pApAnA cege naSTa thAya che tyAre pAchA ridra banI dInatA hInatA ane yAcanA AvI vaLage che eTale zrImaMtAI kAyama rahetI nathI. A mATe rAgadveSa mAhArdikanA AMtarika baMdhanAne dUra karaze! te ja tamArI zrImatAI Takaze. 05 mehArdikanA baMdhane tUTe che tyAre satya svAdhInatAne AvavAnI jagA maLe che. sAcI zrImaMtAi kadApI jatI nathI. tamAre dunyavI zrImaMtAI joI e che ke Atmika zrImaMtAI? satya zrImaMtAI joItI heAya te rAga-dveSa mehAdikane TALA. te maLavAthI pachI bhaya jevuM kaMI ja nahi rahe. ane kevalajJAnanA je satya lhAveA che tene tamane anubhava thaze. kevalajJAna thayA pachI rAga-dveSa vagere doSo mULamAMthI nAza pAme che. kevaLajJAnIne pachI saMsAranI lIlA hAtI ja nathI. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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106 AMtara jyoti aMte te hAra ja che sat kAryo paikI mamatA-ahaMkAra krodhAdika viSaya vikArone TALavA prayatna kare te uttama kArya che. je te prayatna ane prayAsa kare che teone satkAra-sanmAna-abhinaMdana, vigerenI IcchA AzA hatI nathI chatAM paNa samudAya Ape che. kapaTa kalAthI Adara meLavanArane satkAra-sanmAna meLavanAra ghaNu maLI Avaze paNa niSkapaTI, pRhArahitane sanmAnAdi ApanAra ochA maLaze kAraNa ke teone kaLA batAvAnI paNa IcchA hatI nathI chatAM samajanAra te Adara satkAra kare che ane kapaTa kalA kADhavAnI abhilASA pite rAkhatA hoya che. kapaTa kalAne aMte parAbhava thAya che. bhavabhavanI athaDAmaNa pRhA je ke anAdikAlanI che chatAM sad vicAra ane sad viveka vaDe sad darzana jJAnAdikathI tyAga karI zakAya che temAM evI tAkAta che. A saMsAranI IcchAo, AzAo, tRSNAone dUra karavAmAM nahi Ave to tamAre bhabhavamAM athaDAvavAnuM thaze. " tuM nirjarA kara Atmika vikAsa kayAre sadhAya? ane nirjarA eTale zuM? je aMze bhautika sukhanI IcchAne tyAga teTalA pramANamAM nirjarA thAya. saMsAranA viSaya sukhanI abhilASAne. tyAga karavAmAM Ave ane sarvathA AtmA tarapha najara karavAmAM Ave te karmanI nirjarA thAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyoti 107 pragatinAM sApAna mAnavI jyAre aparAdhInA upara paNa vera virAdha rAkhe nahi ane tenA Upara prema dhAraNa kare temaja tene karmAdhIna mAnI jo peAtAnuM sAdhya cUke nahi teA te teTalA aMze kamanI nirjarA kare che. pote aparAdhI nathI chatAM sAmA mANasane aparAdhI jema lAge ne tethI e tiraskAra kare, apa zabdo mele tyAre jo kSamA rAkhI e sahana karavAmAM Ave ne tenI kaDavAza haiyAmAM dhAraNa na karavAmAM Ave te karmanI nirjarA thAya che. kanI nirjarA thavAthI Atmika vikAra nAza pAmatA jAya che ane a Mze aMze Atmika vikAsa thatA jAya che. kAka viralA ja asatya elIne khADa kADhanArA ghaNA maLI Avaze paNa satya kheAlIne peAtAnI khADA-bhUlA-sudhAranAra koka viralA ja maLaze. teo te ema ja samaje che ke AmAM tA kanA ja doSa che, vyakti te AmAM nimita mAtra che. asatya khAlI bhUla kADhanArA bhale maLI Ave paraMtu mAre te kamanI nirA karavI che, temAM sujhAvu nathI ane Atmika vikAsa ja sAdhavA che. bhUla haze teA sudhAravA jJAnapUrvaka prayatna karIza.--Ama jJAnapUrNAMka sahana karanArAnI dRSTi AtmA tarapha jANavI. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti pele pAra savicAra ane viveka vinA Atmika guNa tarapha najara paDatI nathI ane kaleza kaMkAsa vagere ochA thatAM nathI. AthI saMsAramAM bhaTakavAnuM thAya che. ane tene pAra pahoMcavAnI bhAvanA hoya te paNa pahoMcAtuM nathI. vartanano nakazo kSamAzIla banavuM, namratA sAthe AtmaguNe meLavavA, sarala banavuM, saMtoSa rAkha, ane mana-vacana-kAyAnI zuddhatA jALavavI te savartana kahevAya. AnAthI vyavahAra zubha bane che ane bhaviSyamAM paNa banaze. dhArmika kriyAo paNa tenAthI phaLavatI banaze. jAgRtinuM paroDha saMsAre paribhramaNa karatAM sArA sago ane nimitte maLatAM eTale AtmAga rahe teTalI sAcI jAgRti Ave ema jJAnIo kahe che. mithyAMdhakAra naSTa thAya tyAre samyagU-darzana jJAnAdidvArA jAgRti Ave che. te alpa pramANamAM hoya che. paraMtu kSAyika bhAve maLe tyAre ja khuzI thavuM joIe. kAraNa ke upazama ane kSapazamane upaga kAyama rahetuM nathI jyAre kSAyikabhAva te kAyama rahe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 108 jAgate raho saMsArakha viSaya kaSAyanI Asakti vaDe jAgRti rAkhavI te saMsAramAM kaleza-kaMkAsanuM kAraNa bane che, ane unmArge javAya che. ane tenuM duHkhadAyI pariNAma Ave che. saMsAranI pravRttimAM vikathAnI vAta hoya te karma baMdha thAya. paraMtu te TANe dharmadhyAna karavAmAM Ave te karma baMdha na thAya ane sadbhAvanA vadhe. mATe jAgatA rahIne dharmadhyAna karavAmAM upaga rAkha. tethI duHkha-daridratA naSTa pAmatI jAya che. karma baMdhAtA nathI ane aMte sukha zAMti maLe che sAvadha rahe vicAra karatAM, belatAM ane vartana karatAM sArI jAgRti hoya te navIna cIkaNuM karma baMdhAya nahi. ane junAM to samaye kSaya pAme che. mATe vicAra vagere karatAM navAM karma baMdhAya nahi tene upaga rAkhave. viSaya kaSAyanA vikAre evA duSTa che ke dhArmika kAryo prasaMge je jAgrata rahevAmAM na Ave te lAga maLatAM te manamAM praveza karIne puNya-pavitratAne badale pApI ane apavitra banAve ane dhArmika kriyAonuM sAcuM phaLa besavA de nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 10 AMtara jyoti sA dUra kara mULamAM saDo heAya teA sArA kAryanu phaLa maLatuM nathI. duSTa vicArA paNa saDArUpa che, te saDA upara adhika saDA kare che, ane khelavAM cAlavAmAM vArevAre preraNA karyAM kare che. AthI vicAra karatAM viveka karavA. jyAre evA viveka rahetA nathI tyAre vikArAne pravezavAnA lAga maLe che. pachI sArI bhAvanA kaMI ane kharAba bhAvanA kaI tenI samaja paDatI nathI. viveka karavAvALA te vicArAmAM saDA thavA detA ja nathI ane kadAca praveza thaI jAya tA tene bahAra kADhI nAkhe che. vicArAmAM ghaNI tAkAta che. te kharAba vicArAne karavA sama che ane satya elavA cAlavAmAM ghaNo sahakAra ApI, karmAne kApI nAMkhI AtmAnnatimAM AgaLa vadhavA preraNA Ape che. Azaya samajo jJAnIoe lakhelu vAMceA. te lakhavAmAM zuM Azaya che. te samajavAmAM bhUlaze nahi. vacananA mane jANe te jJAnI ane. nahi samajanAra ekAMte Asakta manI viSamavAda Ubhe kare ane karaze. tenAthI samAdhAna kyAMthI thAya ? jJAnIonu lakhelu vAMcA paNa anekAMta apekSA ane rahasyane bhUlatA nahi. tethI mamatva ane ahaMkAra thaze nahi. ane bhUlA thatI haze te pazu nIkaLI jaze. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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111 AMtara jyoti apekSA ane anekAMta apekSAne jANanAra ja vacananI zradhdhApUrvaka ArAdhanA karanAra ArAdhake bane che, virAdhaka banatAM nathI. ataeva mahAdika mahAna zatruone parAjaya karI vijyamALa pahere che ane paheraze. karmanI kaThIna ne malIna zaktine haThAvavA anekAMtaapekSAdi samartha che. A sivAyanA vAdo ekAMta banI jAya ane kaSAyane vadhArI zaktine parAjaya karavA pUrvaka ghAta kare ane IcchA mujaba lAbha maLe nahi saMpatti zuddhi vagere khasatI jAya. mATe lakhe, vAMce ne manana kare, paNa anekAMta ane apekSA bhUlatA nahi. Rddhisiddhi-zuddhi-zAMti, tuSTi ane puSTi arpaNa karanAra syAdAvAda anekAMtavAda jayavaMta che. tenAthI rAga teSa vagere TaLatA jAya che. ane dharma karmanI saphaLatA thAya che ne zuddhi thAya che. juga juga june nAte azAMti ane AzA tRSNane anAdi kALane saMbaMdha hovAthI ciMtA-zeka-saMtApa vilepAtAdi khasatA nathI paNa vadhatA ja jAya che. mATe he bhavya ! zAMti meLavavI hoya te AzA tRSNane nivAre. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 112 AMtara jyoti sAthe nahi Ave vAsanAnA yeAge AzA-tRSNA dUra khasatI ja nathI. tene dUra karavAnA upAya jJAnIe nIce pramANe jaNAve che, temAM huM bhaLye ! zradhdhA rAkhe. huM AtmA ! tuM jJAna-darzanAdi yukata che. Aja sukha zAMti ApanAra tArA parivAra che. A sivAya sayeAge maLela tArA parivAra sAcA nathI. AtmA ekaleA AnyA ane ekale AyuSya khatama thaye paraleAke javAno, mATe addIna banI, utsAha rAkhI AtmAnA guNone anusara. jo sayeAge maLelA parivAranA rakSaNa pASaNu khAtara sa'sAramAM Asakata banIza tA paraleke parAdhInatAnI eDImAM aMdhAI vividha kaSTo sahavA paDaze. te samaye tArA parivAra sAthe Avaze nahi temaja sahAre paNa Apaze nahi mATe AtmAne oLakhI Asakitano tyAga thAya evA AcAra vicAra ne uccAra rAkha ke jethI paralAke paNa anukULatA rahe. A cAlu bhavamAM Atmika guNomAM utsAha pUrvaka anusaravAthI ja dInatA-hInatA ane yAtanA--yAcanA naSTa thatI jAya che. tenA saMskArAvAsanA palAke dareka Akhate dI natAdino nAza karaze ja. AtmAnA guNone anusaravAthI sayeAge prApta thayela parigraha parivAramAM Asakata manAtu nathI. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 113 kalyANanI keDI AtmA sivAya bIjA bahAranA saMye bahAranA saMge maLela che. te badhA ja viyegavaMta che. tevA saMgamAM Asakta banavAthI duHkhanI paraMparA ochI thatI nathI paNa vadhatI ja rahe che. Ama samajIne te paraMparA ochI karavA tathA tene samULago nAza karavA AtmajJAna prApta karavuM te ja hitakAra ane zreyaskara che. AtmajJAnathI pIDAnI paraMparA paNa nAza pAme che ane AMtarika zatruo hAravA mAMDe che. dararoja evI bhAvanA bhAvavI ke jagatamAM rahelAM saghaLAM prANuonuM kalyANa thAo. ane paraspara pitAnA hita-kalyANamAM tatpara bane. je je de hoya te te nAza pAme ane sau sukhI thAva-A pramANe bhAvanA bhAvanAranuM paNa kalyANa thaze. sAcuM maMgaLa dAthI mukta banavA mATe vividha maMgala mAnava samudAya kare che, paNa sarvathA sAcuM maMgaLa te arihaMte, siddha bhagavaMte temaja sAdhu bhagavaMtenuM maMgaLa che. teonI ArAdhanA karyA vinA duHkha dUra thatAM nathI temaja pApa paNa nAza pAmatA nathI. atae kevaLajJAnI bhagavatee kahelA dharmanI ArAdhanA vinA sukha-zAMti maLatI ja nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti dharmanA zaraNe jA saMkaTane nAza karavA mANesa, jagatamAM kahevAtAM zrImatenI pAse jaIne temane uttama mAnI namaskAra kare che. chatAM temane bhAgya e ja dhana-sahakAra vagere maLe che. paraMtu tenAthI duHkhane janama ApanArA kaMI karmo nAza pAmatA nathI. dhana khatama thatAM pharIthI dukhe zarU thAya che e ApaNe joIe che. uttamottama te arihaMta-siddha bhagavaMte ane sAdhu munivaryo che. temanA vacanAnusare vartana karavAmAM Ave te kalyANa jarUrathI thAya. Ama vicArI uttama rIte jIvI zakAya te sukhI thavAya ane janma-jarA-maraNAdika nAza pAme. zaraNe jaIne zaraNa svIkAravAnI IcchA thatI hoya te zrI arihaMta-siddha-sAdhu mahArAja tathA kevalI bhagavaMtee kahelA dharmanuM zaraNa svIkAro. te ja tamArA duHkhane dUra karI zakaze. cetanA zakti hoya te pakta cAra maMgaLa svIkArIne pitAne dUra karavA prayatnazIla bane. zA mATe ? zrI paramAtmA arihaMta-siddha-bhagavate-sattara bhede saMyamapAlaka sAdhu munirAje ane te bhagavaMte kathana karela dharmanuM maMgala karavAnuM ane tene uttamattama mAnavAnuM temaja tenuM zaraNa svIkAravAnuM zA mATe? tene vicAra kare. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 115 svAdhInatA mATe bhagavaMtoe ahaMkAra-lebha vagerene mULamAMthI naSTa karI svAdhInatA prApta karI che. tema ja viSaya vikAre je Atmika guNonA avarodharUpa che tene naSTa karI svazaktio meLavI che. ApaNe paNa tevI zaktio prApta karavI che. ane e zaktine pheravI sarva kRddhi-siddhi ane zuddhine meLavavI che. ane te bhagavaMtenuM uttama maMgala svIkArIne svataMtra banavuM che. te prathama zuM karaze? prathama ahaMkAra-madarbha vagerene TALavA mATe lakSya rAkhIzuM. tethI zuM lAbha thaze? viSaya-kaSAyana AcAra-vicAra ane uccArane TALavA zakya zakita pheravazuM tethI zuM lAbha thaze? mehAdike je jaMjALa vadhArI che tene viveka jJAna vaDe barAbara pichANI tene haThAvIne teDI pADI amArI sAcI svAdhInatAnA svAmI banIzuM. ema bane to ja ApaNI vRtti-pravRtti prazaMsApAtra egya ekadama banatI nathI. ane bane paNa kyAMthI? jyAre cAlu vicAra uccAra ane AcAra pIDAkAraka lAge tyAre ja tema banI zake. duHkhAdi karanAra vRtti-pravRttinI samajaNa paDe che tyAre ja tevI pravRttione tyAga karavA niyama vrata-tapAdine svIkAra thayA pachI tenA AdhAre vividha vikAre khasavA mAMDe che ane mana-vacana-kAyA kabaje Ave che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 116 AMtara jyoti haiyAnA dAvAnaLa haiyAnA dAhane zAMta karavA duniyAnI koI paNa zItala vastu khapamAM Ave tema nathI. ane te jo khapamAM AvatI heAta tA kAI paNu mAnavI tenA vaDe haiyuM zAMta karata ane nirAMte meAja-majA karata. paNa tevuM anavu zakaya nathI. AthI vrata-niyama-tapa-japano AdhAra lai mana, vacana, ane kAyAnI zuddhi karavI joIe. sattamAgama sat samAgama, savicAra ane vivekavaDe saMsAramAM sukha duHkhanA kAraNeAnI sAcI samajaNa thAya che, tethI ATheya karmomAM meha kanI prakhalatA jANI tene haThAvavA jJAnIe pramala puruSArtha kare che ane mehanIya saMcAge ane nimittone tyAga karI sasamAgama vagerene seve che evA samAgama zAMti Ape che. sukhanA paDadA viSaya--kaSAyanA vikAra prathama sukharUpe manAtA hatA. te viveka vaDe viSanA sarakhA manAtA hAvAthI te vikAre tyAga karavA tatpara bane che. priyatama lAgatA hatA te luMTArA sarakhA manAya che. dunyavI Rddhi-siddhi upara je pyAra hatA tenA tyAga karI Atmika guNAmAM prema dhAraNa karAya che ane teemAM ja satya sukha rahela che ane A sivAya anya sukhA kAramA bhaya kara manAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyoti 117 rastA sUjhe che je azubha kAryane zubha mAnI beThelA ane zubhane zuddha mAnI rahelA hatA tenA satyamAgama vicAra viveka karavAthI je ajJAnatA hatI tenI bhayaMkaratA hatI te nAza pAme che. AvA jJAnanA yeAge duHkhAdine haDAvavavAne! mA sUjhe che. te jJAnI che vika'thA, vyasana ane Asakti rUcikara lAgatI na hAvAthI tevA prasaMgAthI pAchA haThI prazama-sa vega-vairAgya anukaMpA ane zraddhAnI vAtA cAlatI haiAya tyAM jaI prema dhAraNa karI je zravaNa kare chete jJAnI bane che. AyalA ane bahAdura viSaya-vikathA-vyasana vagerene koNa pasada kare ke jeone vikArAnI pIDA vahAlI hAya te ja pasaMda kare. te ene koI samajadAra kahe, AvI pIDAjanaka vAtA sAMbhaLavI nahi ane tevI vAtA karavI paNa nahi tyAre vikArIe sAmu kahezetameA teA khAyalA che, mahAdura nathI ame te khahAdura chIe. cArI, jArI, dagA-prapaMca, vizvAsaghAta karanArane pUchI juo ke tame kevuM kAma karI rahyAM che? te saphAIpUrvaka tamane kaheze : bahAdurInuM. paraMtu jyAre pApa phuTI jAya che ne hADakAM kheAkharAM thAya che tyAre temanI che, ane pastAya che. mATe kharAba kAma pIDAkAraka che. bahAdurI cAlI jAya karI khuzI thavuM te * For Private And Personal Use Only

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118 AMtara jyAti maMgalanI sArthakatA maMgala kahevAthI pApa nAza pAmatA nathI. paraMtu pApanA vicAre, vacana ane durAcArane tyAga karI sadAcAranuM sevana karavAthI maMgalanI sArthakatA thAya che. saMskAra dhArA kSaNe kSaNe je pApanA vicAro AvatA hoya che, tenA upara upaga rAkhavAmAM Ave te ja vANuM ane vartanamAM parivartana thAya che ane thaze. pApanA badale puNyanA vicArone AvavAno avakAza maLaze. puNya ane pavitratAnA vicAranA saMskAra vANI upara paDe ane pavitra vANInI asara AcaraNa-vartana upara paDe che tethI je pApa thayA hoya che te thAya che te dUra khase che. pApanA vicAre-vacano ane vartanone tyAga kare ane pavitratA dhAraNa karavI, te dharmanI ArAdhanA che. te ArAdhanA pApamAM paDatAM ne bacAve che ane paDelAne uddhAra karI zAMti, suSTi-puSTine arpaNa kare che. dhanAdikanI IcchAvALAne tenI abhilASA pUrNa karI dharmamAM joDe che. dharma karanAra Irachuka dharmane marma jANIne karmano tyAga karavA taiyAra thAya che. ane pavitra banI pitAnI pAse je che tene sadupayega karavA pUrvaka paDakAra karIne jIvana saphaLa kare che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti pavitratA ane parepakAra pavitra banyA pachI anyajanono upakAra karI temane paNa pavitra banAve te svaparano sAco upakAra che. mATe pavitra banI papakAra kara. Ama karanArA dharmamAM utkRSTa bane che ane mehanI jaMjALane teDI svataMtratAnA svAmI banI paramapadanA adhikArI banI paramazuddhinA svAmI bane che. mehanIya karmonA vicArevikAre pavitra banela AtmAnI AgaLa thatAM nathI. kadAca thAya te te vadhu TakatA nathI. be ghaDImAM te vicAre ghasAI jAya che. AvA maMgalarUpa dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA he Atmana ! tuM tatpara bana. sukha kAyamI nathI dharmanI ArAdhanAne prabhAva aciMtya che. kAmadhenakAmaghaTa-kalpavRkSa karatAM paNa tene mahimA vadhu che. te mukhethI kahI zakAya tema nathI. kAmaghaTa vagerene mahimA te kahI zakAya tema nathI. kAmaghaTa vagereno mahimA te kahI zakAya kAraNa te dunyavI kalpita sukhanA sAdhane Ape che. paNa e sukhe kAyama rahetAM nathI. cethA-pAMcamAM ArAmAM naSTa thAya che te chaThThA ArAmAM te dekhAya kyAMthI? jyAre dharmano mahimA dekhAya che ane mahAvidehamAM pragaTa thaI te satya lAbhane Ape che. AthI ApaNe je pAMcamAM ArAmAM zakya dharmanI ArAdhanA karIzuM te te niSphaLa jaze nahi ane sukha-zAtApUrvaka jIvana pasAra thaze. A vartamAnabhavamAM je kaleza vagere karavAmAM Avaze te bIjA bhavamAM paNa tenA saMskAra naDavAnA che. AthI sukha zAMti mATe dharmanI ArAdhanA karavI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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120 AMtara jyoti ghAta, vizvAsaghAta ane AtmaghAta Arthika lAbha meLavavA khAtara je manuSyane vizvAsaghAta kare che ane bIjA manuSyane duHkhamAM mUke che ane khuzI thAya che tevA mANaso Atmika guNene ghAta kare che, tevA AtmaghAtI manuSya bhavabhavamAM mahA yAtanAne pAme che. je Arthika lAbhane prApta karI sukha-zAMtinI AzA hatI tene badale prathama manamAM bhayanA bhaNakArA vAge che ane mAnasika azAMti UbhI karI mahA duHkhane anubhava kare che. zAthI? vizvAsa vigere karavAthI pachI, vartana ne vicAramAM paNa ke zAhukArI batAvavAmAM paNa keI sajjana vizvAsa rAkhatAM nathI. Ama pApathI peTa bharIne kayAMthI sukhI thAya? ajJAnatAthI durAcAra sevavAM ane vizvAsaghAta kare ane pachI sukha zAtAnI AzA rAkhavI te tema kema bane? kAraNa e vizvAsaghAta te mAnavIne duHkha ja Ape. mATe sukhazAMti joItI hoya te mANase tenI vANI vartana ane vicAra zuddha rAkhe joIe. sadAcArInuM kaI duzmana banatuM nathI, ane je bane che to tenI AgaLa tenuM jhAjhuM cAlatuM nathI ane kadAca thoDuM samaya tenuM jora cAle te paNa aMte te e tenI mAphI mAge che. A sadAcArane mahimA che te he bhavya ! tame sadAcArI bano; For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 121 vicAra AcArane sadAcAra sadAcArI cakavatInI jema sukha sAhyabI bhagavate hoya te paNa te temAM rAcI mAcI rahetuM nathI. saMvega ane vairAga dhAraNa karI te sAhyabImAM te jalakamaLanI jema nilepa rahe che. bhAgyane durAcArI sAdhana saMpanna hoya chatAM temAM Asakta banI lapAtAM rahe che. koI jJAnI tene zikhAmaNa Ape ke AvI maLelI sAmagrIne paropakAra karI saphaLa karIza te pariNAme paritApa thaze nahi ane mAyA-mamatAnA vikAre thaze nahi. tyAre paNa durAcArI te ema ja kaheze ke tame te dharma ghele che, aMdha che. AvA puNyahInAone kayAMthI sukha sAdhane maLe? - mANasamAM mANasAI hoya te sukhanAM sAdhane haze te tene e vivekathI vicAra karaze ke A sAdhane mane sadAcAranA pAlana piSaNathI ja maLyA che. mATe lAva e sAdhane jyAM sudhI mArI pAse che tyAM sudhI tene svaparane upakAra thAya tema upaga karI lauM. viveka pUrvaka vicAra karavAthI suMdara bhAvanA bhavAya che. te je kAyama rahe te dhArelA kAryo hitakAraka bane. ane saMge badalAtAM paNa je tene upaga rAkhavAmAM Ave te e bhAvanA paNa kAyama rahe. AvI bhAvanA AtmajJAnI sadgurune saMga maLatAM daDha bane che. ane prasaMga maLatAM te bhAvanA AcAramAM mukavAnI paNa zakti maLI rahe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 1112 AMtara jyoti mAtra mAnavI ja manuSyA ja mANasAI, divyatA ane prabhutA prApta karavA ceAgya che. manuSyA sivAya devA paNa prabhutA prApta karI zakatA nathI ja. prabhutA prApta karavAnI IcchAvALAe aDa kAra-mamatAnA tyAga karIne prabhu mahAvIra svAmInI AjJAne haiyAmAM dhAraNa karI saMvegavairAga anukaMpA ane prazamatAne Adara karavA joI e. te pachI vrata-tapa-japAdikane jJAnapUrvaka karavAthI meAha-mAyAdi nAza pAmatA jAya che. prabhutA prApta karanAre prathama upAkta hetu siddha karavA joI e pachI mANasAI sAthe divyatAe meLavI prabhutA prApta karavA ceAgya ane che ane Atmika vikAsa sAdhatAM prabhutA svayaM prApta thAya che. saMsAranA padArthA prApta karI je prabhutA icchI rahela che. te temanI ajJAnatA che ane dekhAdekhInI mADu ja jALa che. te dvArA prabhutA maLatI nathI ja. ulTu' manumAna-mAyA ane lAbha vagere thAya teA halakAi hAjara thAya che. AvA mAsA bIjA upara prabhutA--sattA jamAvavAnA prayatnA karatA hAya che. paraMtu AvI prabhutA tA Atmika guNAthI ja maLe che, Atmika guNAnA abhilASIe bAhya dRSTine tyAga karI chupA rahela rAga-dveSa-maiAhArdika luTArAone rItasara ALakhI tene kADhavA prayAsa karatA heAya che ane AtmAne vikAsa thAya tevA sAdhanA meLavavA darareAja prayAsa karatAM heAya che. AvA AtmAthI e peAtAnA mAna-sanmAnAdi mATe paNa prayAsa karatA nathI. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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123 AMtara jyoti gussAnI garabaDa Atmonnati karanArAo te mAna-sanmAnAdine luTArA samaje che. AthI koI temanuM sanmAna kare ke apamAna kare te paNa teo temAM AnaMda ke kheda dhAraNa karatA nathI. AnaMda ane kheda vagere dhAraNa karavAthI te mohAdika hAjara thAya che ane mANasane AgaLa vadhAravAnA badale pAchA pADe che. jJAnIo AvuM samaje che tethI harSa-zekAdinA janaka ane sAcA sukhanI bhramaNamAM nAMkhanAra mahAdikanI prakRtine vikRti samAna jANI tene haiyAmAM dhAraNa karatAM nathI. AMkhe nirmaLa hoya te lAlAza raMga pUranAra koNa? zItaLa hoya te tene garama karanAra kezu? mehe utpanna karela kepa che ane abhimAne tene madada karI che. tenA AvezamAM AMkha lAla banI pIDA kare che. hadayamAM krodha rAkhI ane mukha upara zAMti dekhADanArane jJAnIo jANI jAya che ke tenA haiyAmAM gusse saLage che. tethI tevAone te dUra rAkhe che. - ajJAnatAe krodhAdikane uzkerI mUkayA, abhimAne teone paMpALyA ane mAyAe tene chAnA-gupta rAkhyA paraMtu lele tene vega vadhArI prANuonI ghaNI khuvArI karI. zANuM manuSya AvuM samaje che ne lAga joIne gussAne dUra karavA kamara kase che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 124 AMtara jyoti bicArA mAnavI peAtAnI AkharU sAcavavA khAtara manuSyA gusse kare che. paraMtu tethI zuM kAMi AkharU sacavAya che kharI ? jyAre AbarU ughADI paDI jAya che tyAre mAnavI mAthu phUTe che, hAtha pachADe che ne raDavA mAMDe che. Ama karavAmAM ja te vadhu e AbarU banI jAya che. mANasa jo namra ane sarala ane te tene AvA duHkhA bhAgavavA paDe nahi. paraMtu mAnavIne madya-mAna-mAyA ane leAla evA teA vaLagyA che ke kAcA peAcA mAnavI pAse tA teo namratA ane saralatAne AvavA ja detA nathI. aMte teo valeApAta karatAM AyuSya pUrNa kare che. eka prazna sArAmAM sAre lAbha kayAre maLe? ema pApa bhIrU ane bhava bhIrUe prazna karyAM. sArAmAM sAro lAbha te! tyAre ja maLe ke AtmazraddhA jJAna sahita kAyAne tyAga karI, ahaMkAra-mamatAne nivArI tathA namratA-saralatA-sa tASane AbarU rAkhanAra temaja sukhazAtA ApanAra mAne te ja lAbha maLe. Ama banavuM duSkara lAgatu hAya tA te vikArA vinAza karanArA che ema vicAra karavAmAM vAMdhe! che? nA. tene khATA, asatya mAnaze| tyAre ja tame kai sAra meLavI zakaze. tema thaze tyAre tamane samyag darzana thaze. satyane jANa khATAne khATu ane satyane sAru mAnaze| tyAre ja vivekathI samyak darzana thaze. ane khATAnA tyAga karavA rUci pragaTaze. pachI satya-sAruM prApta karavA samyag jJAna meLavavA pUrvaka Adara karazeA tyAre ja khATu khasavAnuM. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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12pa AMtara jyoti raMgamAM bhaMga vicAra ane viveka vaDe samajyA pachI baTAne vaLagI rahevAze nahi. pachI tenA raMgamAM bhaMga paDavAne ja ane tethI sArI vastumAM raMga-saMga thavAne. A sivAya anAdi kAlathI lAgelA mahAdika vicAra vikAra-khasaze nahi. manahara satyamAM raMga saMga lAgela hoya temAM vijAtIya raMga-saMga lagADavAmAM Ave te satyanA svabhAvamAM bhaMga paDatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. satya raMga-saMgamAM Atmika guNene raMga lAge te bhava rega jarUrathI naSTa thAya. | svabhAvanA kAraNarUpa jJAna-dhyAnano raMga lAgyo hoya ane temAM je vijAtIya viSaya kaSAyane raMga lAge te vicitra ghaTanA te UbhI kare che. mATe jJAna dhyAnamAM lAgela raMga bhaMga karanArA saMyogathI khuzI thavA jevuM nathI. badhuM ja karmAdhIna kanainA anusAre buddhi mati utpanna thAya che. zubha karma karela hoya te zubha buddhi mati upaje ane azubha karmonA vege azubha buddhi upaje. Ama karmanA kAraNe vANI vicAra ane vartana zubha-azubha thayA kare che. he bhale ! tame zubha karmano sahAre laI zubha vicAranA yoge sAcI sukha zAMtine meLave. azubha karma, mati-buddhine sahAre laI mana-vacana ane kAyAmAM vikAre utpanna kare che. tethI zeka saMtApa vagere thAya che. tene pratikAra banI zake tema che. je sArA saMga maLe ane teno lAbha levAmAM Ave te zubha karma baMdhAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti karmanI ghaTamALa viSaya kaSAyanA vikAre-vANuM ane vartana-te azubha karmonA AvirbhAve che ema samajavAvALA dharma dhyAnamAM rahI zubha vicAra, vANI ane vartana rAkhatA hovAthI azubha karma baMdha pADatA nathI. jJAnIe sukha zAtAne zubha vedanIya karma jANatA hovAthI temAM Asakta banatA nathI, paNa teno sahAre laI zubhAzubha karmano nAza karavA zakya parAkrama pherave che. tethI ja AtmA sAthe lAgela kama kharavA mAMDe che. zubhAzubha karmane bhegavaTo che tyAM sudhI karmo khasatAM nathI ane anukULatA pratikULatA AvyA kare che ane tethI zAtA-azAtA sukha dukha vArA pharatI AvyA kare che. je viSayamAM prema thAya te vikArenuM jora vadhatAM azubha karmo baMdhAya ane je tapa japa-trata-niyamAdikamAM prema thAya te vikAre ochA thAya ane pratikULatA alpa thAya ane kaMIka zAMti thAya. mATe he bhavya ! tamAre vikArane ghaTADavA mATe vrata-tapa ane japAdika karavAnI jarUra che. viSayanA vicAre karavAthI ja kaSAyanA vicAre utpanna thAya che. viSayanA vikAre ane vicAre ochA thAya te ja kaSAye ochA thAya. A viSaya kaSAyanA vikAree mAnavIne barAbara beDI paherAvIne saMsAramAM bAMdhI rAkhyA che. eTale aMze temAMthI mukta thavAya teTalA aMze svataMtra thavAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 127 ALasuno pIra viSaya-kaSAya jeone vahAlA che te pramAdI bane che. chatAM guNavALAmAM khapavA banatA prayatna karatA hoya che, AnA karatAM pite guNavAna banI pramAdane tyAga kare te tene evI banAvaTa karavI paDe nahi. AtmaguNomAM evI tAkAta che ke jeTalI banAvaTo che. teone te pArakhI laI temAM phasaDAI paDatAM te vicAra-viveka karAve che. pramAdIne e khabara paDatI nathI ke te banAvaTI vastu pAchaLa mahenata karIne potAnI sAcI zaktine gumAve che. banAvaTathI cetatA raheje. bAhya najare jotAM banAvaTI vastuo dekhAze. satya, zivaMkara vastuo dekhAze nahi. te jovA mATe dRSTi aMtaramAM vALavI ja paDaze. jyAre te najarane aMtaramAM vALavAmAM Avaze tyAre sAcI vastune anubhava thaze. ane pachI banAvaTa upara prema thaze nahi. satya-zivaMkara vastu najare dekhAtI nathI. paNa anubhavamAM Ave che. tethI AtmajJAnIo satya vastuo ane guNone anubhava karavA vikathAnI vAte temaja viSayanI vAtano tyAga karI potAnI vRttione aMtaramAM vALe che. satya vastuone evA guNemAM vALI che ke vairAga-saMvega upazama abhyAsathI ja maLI zake. viSayanA vicAro ane vikAronI pravRttithI pragati kayAMthI thAya? haragIjha na ja thAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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128 AMtara jyoti khATale moTI kheDa kaSAnA kAtIla mArane jyAre khyAla Ave tyAre ja saMsAramAM prasiddha thavAnI pravRtti para aNagame thAya ane pravRtti baMdha karavAno prayatna thAya. ane pachI jJAna-dhyAna dRDhatA mege AtmAno anubhava AvatA rahe. te anubhava pachI kadI naSTa thAya nahi. banAvaTI vastuone anubhava kadI kAyama rahetuM nathI. tenI pAchaLa Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhi rahela hovAthI mujhavaNa thAya che. mATe tenA upara vizvAsa na rAkhatAM sAcI vastuomAM raMga lagADI aMtaramAM vRttine vALavAthI pragati sadhAze ane vyavahArika kAmamAM vine Avaze nahi. vyavahArika kAmamAM vino Ave nahi te mATe ghaNuM prayatna karavAmAM Ave che. chatAM paNa pragati kema sadhAtI nathI? tenuM kAraNa mULamAM ja khAmI che. mULamAM ja DhIlAza che. dhanAdika meLavavAmAM raMga lAge che ane samAjamAM matanI mahattA meLavavI che. te kevI rIte bane ? e bane ja nahi, dhanAdikane raMga e che karazo te vyavahArika kAryo paNa saphaLa thaze ane vine paNa haMThAvI zakAze. saMganA raMga dehAdikane abhyAsa hoya tyAre lIdhelI pratijJAnuM pAlana thatuM nathI. tapa-japa-jJAna ane dhyAna te pachI thAya ja kyAMthI? Asakitane bhege manamAM kaMI juduM hoya ane vANI temaja vartanamAM paNa phera hoya tyAM satya guNemAM saMga lAgatuM nathI. ulaTa kuraMgano saMga ghere banatuM jAya che. pachI thAya ja che, manamAM kaI ja vanamAM paNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti kAryasiddhinAM pAna mahattA meLavanAra ane tenuM rakSaNa temaja saMvardhana karanAra bhAgyazALInA manamAM vacanamAM ane AcAramAM satyatA bhAse che. temAM pheraphAra thato nathI. ane tenI pravRtti badhI satyatA tarapha hovAthI te pragati sAdhI zake che ane saphaLatAne vare che. kapaTa ne prapaMca manamAM rAkhI pravRtti karI pragati karanAra kadAca thoDA samaya mATe phAvI jAya che paraMtu aMte te temAM phasAIne, mahattA gumAvI duniyAmAM halakA paDe che mATe dehAdikane adhyAsa TALI satyatAmAM raMga rAga lagAve jethI tamArAM saghaLAM kAryo sadhAze. Apa muvA vinA... Atmika satya guNe te ApaNe jAte kaSTa sahana karIe te ja meLavI zakAya che. bIjA te kaMI ApaNane meLavI ApI zake nahi. sagA-saMbaMdhIo je ApaNA mATe bhAvatuM bhajana jamI le tethI kaMI ApaNuM peTa bharAI jatuM nathI. e mATe te ApaNe jAte ja khAvuM paDe che. te ja pramANe Atmika guNe pote jAte jJAna-dhyAnapUrvaka prApta karIzuM te ja maLaze. anya saMge, sArA nimitto vagere madada kare paNa te guNe te ApaNe jAte ja meLavavA paDaze. ApaNuM kAma bIjA kadAca karI Ape te eka vakhata cAlI jAya, paNa A Atmika guNa meLavavAnuM kAma bIjA kaI ja karI zake nahi te mATe te ApaNe sArA saMyego ane nimitto pAmI teonuM AlaMbana grahaNa karI AtmAnA guNene meLavavA paDaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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130 AMtara jyoti kharIdelI pratiSThA guNavaMte tathA vItarAga bhagavaMte upadeza Ape che ane ApI gayelAM che, tene haiyAmAM barAbara dhAraNa karAya ane te pramANe vartana thAya to ja guNe pragaTe ane avaguNa khasavA mAMDe. ame avaguNathI bharelA chIe ema guNIjane AgaLa bolavAthI ke kAlAvAlA karavAthI te deSa ke avaguNo nAza pAmatA nathI. keTalAka mArI nAmanA thaze ane mAruM nAma kAyama amara raheze te mATe paththaranA mahela baMdhAvIne dagA-prapaMca karavA pUrvaka dhanADhaya banI popakAra karavA prayAsa kare che. keTalAka lagna prasaMge agara anya kAryonA prasaMge jaza maLe ane nAmanA kAyama rahe te mATe ghaNuM dhana vApare che. Ama kAryo karavAthI nAmanA kaMI kAyama mATe rahetI nathI. bahu bahu to jIvana paryaMta te nAmanA kAyama rahe. paNa tenA mRtyu bAda lake tene bhUlI jAya che. jyAre avagaNane tyAga karI AtmaguNa meLavI mAnavI sva-paranuM hita-kalyANa sAdhavA samartha bane te ja tenI nAmanA kAyama raheze. nAmanA keInI kAyama rahetI nathI paNa meha-mamatAne tyAga karI je mahAzayAe potAnA Atmika guNo tarapha najara rAkhI guNane prApta karyA che te kAyama rahe che. te mATe adekhAIkrodhAdika karavA paDatA nathI. jAheramAM nAmanAnI kAmanA khAtara jeo rAga-dveSa kare che te egya nathI. nAmanA game tevI haze paNa guNe je nahi hoya te tenI kiMmata nathI. Ama samajI paisA kharcIne nAmanA kamAvavAnI IcchA rAkhaze nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 131 nAmanA ane kAmanA nAmanAnI kAmanAne ane AtmAnA guNone anAdi. kALathI saMbaMdha che ja nahi. jyAM kAmanA hoya tyAM Atmika guNanI bhAvanA hoya nahi. Atmika guNo meLavavA hoya te nAmanAnI kAmanAne gauNa kare. - evA vIralA keTalA? asAdhya vyAdhi AvI vaLage agara maraNa pAmavAnI taiyArI hoya tyAre ghaNo bhaya thAya che. e vyAdhine haTAvavA banI zake evA IlAje karavAmAM Ave che ane mRtyune haThAvavA mATe zakya upAya karavAmAM khAmI rAkhavAmAM AvatI nathI. chatAMya mRtyu thAya che ane jIva valepAta karato paraloka jAya che. - asAdhya vyAdhi ke maraNa AvyA pahelAM te Ave nahi tenA upAya karanArA keTalA ? tevA viralA ja hoya che. te vIralA, dhIra-vIra banI vyAdhinA ane maraNanA kAraNe rItasara zodhI punaH punaH evo bhaya nA ubhe thAya te mATe guNa prApta kare che. AtmAnA guNe Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhi temaja maraNanA bhayano nAza karavA samartha che. dunyavI upAyathI janma-jarA maraNane bhaya nAza thato nathI. AtmAnA guNone sAkSAtkAra kare te ja eka mAtra upAya che. A mATe. evuM na hota te jJAnIo AtmAnA guNane vikAsa karavAnuM kaheta nahi ane dunyavI upacArathI ja e bhaye nAza pAmI jAta. paraMtu ema banatuM nathI. mATe he bhavya ! tame AtmAnA guNane vikAsa kare. For Private And Personal Use Only

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132 AMtara jyoti rUpALI jALa meha-mamatAnI kaLA ajaba prakAranI che. tene deve temaja ma Naso barAbara oLakhI zakatA nathI. mehanI kaLA evI che ke kaI prasaMge tamane te mAra khavaDAve. belAbelI karAve, vahAlAmAM virodha karAve ane pachI khasI jAya. mehanI A kaLAmAM phasAyela prANIone khabara paDatI nathI ke tene A meha khuvAra kare che. te te uo khuza thAya che. saMyamI, zalyarahita mANaso, munirAje mehanI A kaLAne barAbara oLakhe che tethI tenI jALamAM phasAtA nathI. ane tenAthI dUra rahevA te dararoja upayoga rAkhe che. AvA manuSya pAse mehanuM jora cAlatuM nathI. Ama je mAnavIe saMyamI bane te A mehanA jerane ochuM karI zake. saMyamanI kaLAo AgaLa mehanI kaLAne parAjaya thAya che. jIvanamAM saMyama na hoya te A meha aneka rIte pitAnI jALamAM mAnavIone phasAve che. vaira ne jhera zAthI thAya che? ane thayela bhUlanI sAcA aMtaHkaraNathI zAthI mAphI mAMgavAmAM nathI AvatI? kAraNa ke Ajane mAnavI mehanI rUpALI jALamAM e phasAI gaye che ke te khATAne sAcuM mAnI rahyo che ne sAcAne TuM. pachI tene sAcA sukha zAMti kayAMthI maLe? For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 133 tamAruM ghara luMTAya che mANasa saMpattinA jore moTA moTA mahela-baMgalA baMdhAve che. ane tenuM rakSaNa karavA tenA pharate meTA keTa baMdhAve che ane daravAjA upara cekIdAre UbhA rAkhe che. te paNa meharUpI cAre temAM sItathI ghUsI jAya che ane dhIme dhIme tenuM sarvasva lUMTI le che. jeo tene dUra karavA prayatna nathI karatAM temane kevA kahevAya ? duniyAmAM DAhyA gaNatA vidvAne A mATe AMtarika keTa race che. ane tenuM majabUta rakSaNa karI meharUpI corane AvatA vAre che. tame paNa je sAcA DAhyA haze te A AMtarika keTa ra ane bahAra evA kaDaka paheregIra ubhA rAkhe ke viSaya-kaSAyarUpI lUTArA Ave te paNa te hArIne pAchA jatA rahe. tame tamArA jIvana baMgale e banAve ke temAM bagalA AvI vase nahi ne hagAra viSTA karI tamArA e baMgalAne gaMdo kare nahi. AMtarika cerene praveza karavAnA mArgo mANAe ghaNuM rAkhela che. e khullA mAgene baMdha karavAnuM zIkhavuM joIe. jethI e cerene AvavAne raste baMdha thAya ane lUMTAI javAne bhaya UbhuM na rahe. AvA cAre bAvana che. viSaya-kaSAyanA vividha rUpa dhAraNa karIne te mAnavInA aMtaramAM pravezI jAya che ne tenI AMtarika samRddhi lUMTI le che. AthI mAnavI dIna-hIna bane che, ane bhava saMsAramAM rakhaDyA kare che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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134 AMtara jyoti bhavobhavane rajhaLapATa viSaya-kaSAyanA duzmanane jera karavA, mahApuNya tamane A mAnavabhava maLe che. A bhavamAM ja teone dUra karavA prayatna nahi kare te saMsAranI rakhaDapaTTIne aMta Avaze nahi. A rakhaDapaTTIne dUra karavA anaMtajJAnIoe je upAya batAvelA che tene je upAya levAmAM Ave te nirAMtanI uMgha laI zakAya. tame AvI nirAMtanI UMgha levA mATe prayatna karI rahyA che ke cAragatimAM bhamavA khAtara ? tame je cAra gatimAM rakhaDavAthI thAkI gayA che te vyavahArika kAryamAM dharmane AgaLa dhare. tethI ja kaMIka ArAma maLaze, nahitara zeka saMtApa vagere thavAnA. sukhI thavAnI sAdI rIta saMsAranI herIne satya mAnanAra kahevAtA DAhyA manuSya ema kahetA hoya che ke je gALe bele tene sAmI gALe ApavI, kaDavA vacane kahe te kSamA ApavI nahi, paNa sAmA kaDavA vacana kahevA, eka mAre te ApaNe be mAravI. ame AvuM na karIe te jIvI zakIe nahi-A mujaba jIvana jIvanAra zuM sAcI zAMti meLavI zake kharo? nA. nahi ja. A mATe te apazabda bolanAra sAme mauna dhAraNa karavuM, mAre te sahana karavuM ne tene kSamA ApavI. jIvanamAM sukha-zAMti lAvavA mATe A upAye satya zivaMkara ane sukhadAyI che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 135 pramAda ane paramAnaMda tamArA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya te mATe kevalajJAnIo upadeza Ape che. ane dareka prANIo Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhi vigerene nivArI paramAnaMda prApta kare evA upAya batAve che. zraddhALuo je e batAvelA upAne amala kare te ja bhavareganA kaSTo dUra karI zake. dehanA rega, bhavanA rega temaja janma-maraNanA kaSTo nAza pAmatA nathI, tenuM kAraNa e che ke tame jJAnIonA upadezanuM eka citte zravaNa karyuM nathI, ane je karyuM che te te pramANe tene tame jIvanamAM amala karyo nathI. asahya pIDA bhegavavA chatAM paNa je tene dUra karavAne prayatna karavAmAM na Ave to te pramAda kahevAya. pramAda kadI paramAnaMda apAvI zakatA nathI. tene jIvanamAMthI tame haThAvaze te ja tamane paramAnaMda prApta thaze. pramAda kevI hAnI kare che tenuM jJAna karIne tene khaMkherI nAMkhavA tame prayatna kare. kAraNa pramAda e ja ghaNA duHkhonuM mULa che. amaratA deve paNa amara hoya che, ane manuSyanuM nAma paNa amara hoya che chatAM paNa janma-maraNanA saMkaTo TALI zakAtA nathI. deve ane manuSya anaMtajJAnInA upadezane pAmI viSaya kaSAyane tyAga karI AtmAnA guNa meLave te ja teo satya amaratA meLavI zake. ane anaMta samRddhi pAme, For Private And Personal Use Only

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136 AMtara jyoti apakAra upakAra ane pastAvo. apakAra karanAra pratye apakAra karavAthI bhabhava apakAranA nimitta maLaze. tethI sukha dUra ja bhAMgatuM javAnuM. mATe apakArI upara paNa zakya teTale upakAra kare. upakAra karatAM apakArI ema mAne ke mane duHkhI karavA ja A upakAra karavAmAM Ave che. te samaye upakArIe kSamA ApIne khasI javuM, kAraNa kSamA rAkhanArane ethI lAbha ja thavAne che. sAmAnuM kalyANa IcchavuM ane manamAM jarA paNa aNagame rAkha nahi. upakArInuM A uttama kArya che. upakArIne nahi oLakhanAra ane jema tema belanAra, jevuM tevuM vartana karanAra jayAre peTa bharIne khuvAra thAya che, tyAre te samaje che ke upakArI kSamA mAgavA AvyA tyAre meM mAnyuM nahi te kharekhara sAruM karyuM nahi. duHkhanI nizAnI sArI zikhAmaNa ApanAra upara adekhAI dhAraNa karIne aNagama rAkhave ane tenuM kahyuM mAnavuM nahi te duHkhanI nizAnI che. e mANasa duHkhane dUra karI zaktA nathI, e mANasa je zikhAmaNa mAnIne sanmAge vaLe ne sadvartana kare te duHkha dUra te thAya ane ciMtA zeka thAya nahi. samajaNuM paNa bhUle kare che, paraMtu teo ema mAne ke A zIkhAmaNa mArA mATe lAbhakAraka che ne mAre have bhUla na karavI joIe ane sAruM vartana rAkhavuM joIe. mATe he bhavyA! tame jJAnIonI zIkhAmaNane mAne, svIkAre ane jIvanamAM teno amala karo. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 137 gaMdavADe dUra kara jJAnIo kahe che ke AcAra-vicAra ne uccAranuM punaH punaH vivekathI nirIkSaNa kare. pApanA AcAra-vicAra ne ucAno tyAga kare. ane puNyanA ja AcAra-vicAra ne uccAra rAkhe tethI pavitratA Avaze. pavitratA AvavAthI ahaMkAra-abhimAna, mAyA ne mamatA vagerenI malinatA dUra khasatI jaze. pApanA vicAre, pApanA AcAre ne pApanA ucA AtmAne malIna kare che. A malinatA-gaMdavADathI zeka-saMtApa thAya che. tamane je A zeka-saMtApAdi gamatA na hoya te A gaMdavADane dUra karavA mATe tamArA AcAra vicAra ne uccArane pavitra rAkho, malInatA che te karma kahevAya che. A karmoe ja cAre gatinA dukhe ubhA karyA che ane thaze ja. A malInatAne darpaNanI mAphaka sApha karavAmAM Avaze tyAre ja mukhanI mAphaka, pratyakSa AtmAne anuvabha thaze. AtmAno anubhava kara hoya ane zaka-saMtApAdi dUra karavA hoya to mana-vacana ane kAyAnI malinatAne dUra kare. mAtra zarIranI ja gaMdagI dUra karavAthI pavitratA Avaze nahi. A mATe A traNeyanI malinatA dUra karavI paDaze. kAraNa mana-vacana ane kAyAnI malinatAthI vikAre vadhe che. ane e vikAra pachI mAnavIne aneka rIte duHkha ApIne cAre gatimAM rakhaDAvI duHkhI kare che. mATe sukhI thavA dareke mana-vacana ane kAyAnI malinane dUra karavI joIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti bheda jANu daMbhI ane kapaTakalA karanAranI prazaMsA karI temaja temane praNAma karI ane mAna-sanmAna ApI rAjI thavA jevuM nathI. kAraNa teo aMte dago de che. namra, sarala, sadguNI tamArI prazaMsA kare nahi ke mAna-sanmAna na kare te tamAre tenA upara aNagamo dhAraNa kare nahi. temAM hita che. kAraNa daMbhI karatAM saguNa uttama che. te dao karaze nahi. mATe prathama sadguNI ane daMbhIno bheda jANu. sevAnA badalAmAM zuM? koIpaNa badalAnI AzA-tRSNA rAkhI je sevA kare che te sAce sevAbhAvI nathI. sAcA sevAbhAvI te keIpaNa prakAranI AzA-tRSNa vinAne hoya che. pachI bhale te samAja saMgha ke rASTranI sevA karate hAya. sevA karavAnI IcchAvALe badalAnI AzAe sevA kare te te sevA sAcuM phaLa ApatI nathI. tenAthI mAna-sanmAnAdi maLe. paNa te kaMI sAcuM phaLa nathI. sAcuM phaLa te mamatA ahaMkAra vagerene tyAga karavAmAM che. badale levAnI je tRSNa hoya te A mamatA-ahaMkAra vagere kayAMthI dUra thAya? badale levAnI IcchAe kaleza kaMkAsanuM kAraNa che. jeo sevA karatI vakhate keIpaNa prakAranI spRhA rAkhatA nathI teone sArA saMye maLyA ja kare che. AthI sevA. karanAre kadI badalAnI AzAe sevA karavI nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 139 khAsa jarUrI nispRhatAne Atmika guNo AvIne bheTe che. tethI kaI prakAranI saMsAranA padArtho prApta karavAnI abhilASA thatI nathI. paNa Atmika guNomAM sahAre Ape evA saMgenI IcchA rAkhe che te spRhA kahevAya nahi. evI spRhA te rAkhavI joIe. tenA sahakArathI Atmika guNe pragaTa thAya. - saMsAranI sukha-sAhyabI ane sattA karatAM Atmika guNenI mahattA atyaMtaguNa adhika che. mATe Atmika guNa meLavavAnI IcchA karavAnI temaja te mATe prayatna karavAnI khAsa jarUrI che. adhikArIone savAla sabhya darzana tathA heya-ya-upAdeyanA vivekathI prApta thayelA samyam jJAnanA AdhAre cAritrya sadhAtuM rahe che. te guNethI guNa AtmA aMtarAtmA banI aMte paramAtmapadanA adhikArI bane che. saMsAranI sattAothI sAcA adhikArI banAtuM nathI. ane te adhikAra parakamAM sAthe Avate paNa nathI. are kahevAtA adhikArIo! tame palekamAM sAthe Ave e adhikAra meLavyuM che ke A bhavamAM paDI rahe e? tene tame vicAra-viveka karyo che ke nahi? ane je na karyo hoya te vicAra karajo. guNavALA ke avaguNavALA kAryone vicAra-viveka karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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140 AMtara jyoti mAnavatA meLavI vicAra-vivekanA abhAve mANasone hRdayadahI vipAka veThavuM paDe che. mATe dareka kAmamAM viveka bhUlavA jevuM nathI. pazupaMkhIomAM e viveka hotuM nathI jyAre mANasamAM e viveka hovAthI dareka kAryomAM kSamA rAkhI, samatAbhAve rahe che. ane mAnavatA prApta karI ane divyatA prApta karavA bhAgyazALI bane che. nakAmI lamaNAjhIka che. ajJAnI jJAnI banavAnI IcchAvALo hoya te prasaMge jJAnI maLela hoya te samajaNavALe bane ane upakAra mAne. paraMtu jJAna madavALe, samyagrajJAnI na nikSepa pUrvaka samajAve te mAne nahi ulTo viSamavAda karIne potAnA abhimAnanuM paSaNa kare. evA madavALAnI sAthe vAda kara te vRthA che. mAra khAdhA pachI pApabhIrU-bhavabhIrUne samajAvIe te mAnI jAya paNa jene bhaya hAya nahi te kaI samajavA tayAra thatAM nathI. ulaTuM ApaNuM hAMsI mazkarI kare che. paraMtu AvA mANase jyAre kama rAjAne mAra khAya che tyAre ja samaje che. jIvananuM sAphalya mana gamatuM khAIpIne haravuM pharavuM temAM jIvananI saphaLatA nathI. paraMtu madamAnAdino tyAga karI AtmAnA guNone rItasara oLakhI teno Adara kare temaja sAdhana meLavavA ane tevA sAdhane bIjAne paNa batAvavA temAM ja jIvananI sAcI saphaLatA che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyoti 141 madhurA mAra mana gamatAM khAna-pAnathI zarIranu pASaNa thAya paNa tenAthI guNa AvI zakatAM nathI ane tenA sAdhano paNa sAcA Ana ApatAM nathI. viSayanA AnadI jeone pasaMda paDe che teo punaH punaH madhure mAra khAya che. ekAMta-anekAMta ane apekSA ame barAbara jANatA heAvAthI ame je kahIe te sAcu ane bIjA samyajJAnIo je kahe te kheATu, Ama ekAMte pakaDI rAkhanArane satya lAdhatuM nathI. evA ekAMta jaDavAdIo ajJAnatAnA vicArAne vikArAnA vamaLamAM gAthA khAIne duHkhI thAya che ane khIjAne paNa duHkhI kare che. ekAMtavAdI AtmAnA tattva svarUpane pAmI zakatAM nathI. anaMtakALa gayA ne jaze teA paNa evA ekAMtIAne mATe Atma svarUpa pAmavuM azakya che. mATe apekSAne dhAraNa karIne duHkhAne dUra karavA prayatna karavA. anekAMtI ane apekSA rAkhanAra have anaMtakAla rakhaDaze nahi. karmono aMta karI, laghukamI manI gheADA bhavamAM te anaMta sukha meLavavAno. dUra raho huM bhaLye ! tame AnaMdanA evAM sAdhano prApta karI ke jenAthI janma--jarA ane maraNano aMta Ave. vilAsanA sAdhanothI te e traNeya vAravAra AvanAnA che. mATe evA sAdhanothI dUra raheA. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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142 AMtara jyoti e kSaNajIvI AnaMda mAna-meTAI vagerene mahenata karI meLavI ane dAna puNyAdi karI tene sAcavI paNa kharI. paraMtu te vadhu vadhe ema karyuM kharuM? enA vardhana ane piSaNanAM kAraNe tapAsyA kharAM ? je ahaMkAra, abhimAna, viSaya kaSAyane tyAga karavA pUrvaka AtmadharmanI ArAdhanA rItasara karI hota to te vadhArI zakAta. paraMtu AnI khAmIne lIdhe te vadhArI zakyA nahi. have mahattA vagerene vadhAravI hoya te AtmadharmatattvanI ArAdhanA karavA tatpara thAo. AtmAnA guNone prApta karavAthI mAna, satkAra-sanmAnAdi svayaM hAjara thAya che. ene mATe mahenata karavI paDatI nathI. jANakAre Atmatatvane bhUlatA nathI, nirlepa rahIne teo sva-paranA kAryo karatAM hoya che. AthI Atmika dharmane teo saMkaTamAM paNa bhUlatA nathI. ane sahana kare che. vikArene piSanArAo Atmatatvane jANatA nathI. teo pudgalemAM rAcAmAcI rahe che. ane e AnaMda nAza pAmyA pachI, raDatAM phUTatA jIvanane pUrNa kare che. vikArenA AvA kSaNajIvI AnaMdane vicArake temaja vivekI sujJajane pasaMda karatA nathI. teo te teno tyAga karavAnA ja prayatna karatAM hoya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyaMti 143 sukhane badale duHkha viSaya vikArAne Anandva pazupa'khIne hAya che. mANasAmAM te hateA nathI, tethI tee uttama kahevAya che. A mANasA e uttamatA vadhAravA dararAja doSAne TALIne nirdoSa manavA ciMtA kare che. devA ane dAnavA doSA dUra karatA nathI, tethI tee sadoSI jIvana gujAre che. mANase nirdoSI jIvana jIvavA mATe doSAne dUra karavA paDaze ja. te vinA sadoSI jIvanamAM game tevA prayAsa karavAmAM Avaze te paNa sukhane badale duHkha ja e pravRtti nidha che maLaze. leAkahItanI pravRtti jo peAtAnI vAsanA sAdhavA mATe thatI hAya, te te pravRtti nIca ane kSudra pravRtti che. AvI pravRttio karanArA bheALA ane ajJAnI mANasAne peAtAnI jALamAM phasAvI duHkhI kare che. jee peAtAnA ane pArakAnA hItanI pravRtti kare che te sAcI pravRtti che. temAM temano svAtha nahi hAvAthI te sAyelAone bahAra kADhe che. svArtha ane paramAtha mANusAIthI sabhyajJAna prApta thAya che. jJAnIe paramAne svArtha mAne che tethI te paramArtha sAdhavAmAM IMbha prapaMca vagere karatA nathI. ane Atmika vikAsanI pravRtti karavAmAM racyA pacyA rahe che. tethI tee pAtAnu jIvana sadA AnaMda ane saraLatApUrvaka pasAra kare che. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti mahenata nakAmI jAya che tame sukha-zAMti mATe prayAsa karatA ja haze. kAraNa dukha keIne vahAluM nathI ja. mahenata karavAthI tamane sukhazAtA maLavI joIe ane tamane ciMtA zeka ke saMtApa thavA joIe nahi. paNa je e badhuM thatuM hoya te mAnajo ke tamArI mahenata nakAmI jAya che. mananI prasannatA mATe e prayAsa kare joIe ke zeka ne saMtApa ochA thatAM jAya ane mananI sthiratA thAya. saMsAranA sukhanI abhilASA ane mahenata, dhArela sukha -zAMti tyAre ja prApta thAya ke jyAre tame temAM Asakta bane nahi. jJAnodaya sUryodaya thatAM aMdhakAra khasI jAya che ane prakAza thAya che. te pramANe svayaMprakAzI AtmAno udaya thatAM mehamamatA tema ja ajJAna rUpI aMdhakAra dUra khasI jAya che ane aMtaramAM jJAnano ujAsa thAya che. jJAnodaya thatAM mehanI jaMjAlamAM vyApela AsaktimAMthI khasI javAze ane kevA AcAra, vicAra ne uracAra rAkhavA tene khyAla Avaze, saMsAranI AsaktimAM je phasAve che te to pachI raheze nahi ane dhArela kAryo saphaLa thatAM mAnasika prasannatA hAjara haze. tamAre prasannatA. joIe che ke akaLAmaNa? te te tamAre vicAravuM joIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 145 vilAsI jIvaDAM viSaya-vilAsenI prasannatAmAM mugdha banAya nahi te mATe khAsa upaga rAkha te hitAvaha che kAraNa ke vilAsethI mana-vacana-kAyAmAM bagADe thAya che. vikAre bhalabhalAne unmArge caDAve che. tenAthI mana vacana-kAyAnI zuddhi kayAMthI rahe? vilAse ochA karavA jJAna sahita vartana rAkhavuM te ja zreyaskara che. dhana rahita mANase vilAsa karatA nathI chatAM temanI abhilASA alpa thatI nathI. kAraNa ke te vilAse vikAre UbhAM karI bhayaMkara evA rego lAgu paDe che. teone tenuM jJAna hetuM nathI, jJAna hoya te sAdu jIvana ja jIve, ane moja majA ane vikAsamAM rahe nahi. vilAsanA vipAkanuM samyagRjJAna manuSyA vinA keNa meLavI zake ema che. devatAo paNa te sAna meLavI zaktA nathI tethI teo paNa vilAsI jIvana jIve che vilAse mANasane pazu mAphaka vartana karAvI banazIba banAve che, ane puNya-pavitratA nAza karAvIne tene halakI keTImAM mUkI de che. mANasa je samajIne sAcA saMge meLave te ja ucca sthiti rUpa mANasAI meLavI zake. For Private And Personal Use Only

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146 AMtara jyoti Apatti-vipatti yaza-kItinA lebhIonI dazA kaMgALa jevI hoya che. ane prayane karatAM paNa jo te na maLe te pachI tenI dazA joI le. pachI teonI dazA kaMgALa karatAM burI thAya che, eTale AtaMraudranA vicAronA vamaLamAM athaDAya che. kaMgALa te pitAnI avasthAne vicAra karI saMteSa- saraLatA ane sahanatAnA AdhAre prabhunI sevA-bhakti karI svahita sAdhe che. kIti vagerenA lebhIne sad viveka kayAMthI hoya? svArtha ane svAdanA lobhI, Asaktane keI sajjana rItasara hetu-daSTAMte ApI samajAve te paNa svArtha ane svAdane cheDI zakatA nathI. paraMtu jyAre te barAbara saMkaTamAM sapaDAya che tyAre je tene sAcI samaja paDe che. Apatti-vipatti Ave tyAre keTalAka bUmo pADe che, raDavA bese che. paraMtu tema karavAthI AvelI Apatti kaMI dUra thatI nathI. ulTo tenAthI duHkhamAM vadhAre thAya che. tenA badale je viveka karIne tene gheryatApUrvaka AnaMdathI sahana karavAmAM Ave, te te ApattinuM jhAjhuM duHkha thatuM nathI. Apatti-viSAdi sarakhI pitAnA karmathI AvI lAgI che. je pitAnA karmone zubha ane zuddha kare te vipatti vagerenuM nAma nizAna paNa rahe nahi ane samatvanA satyasukhanA adhikArI banAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyoti 147 satpuruSa satpuruSa kAne kahevAya ? sadAcAronuM pAlana karavA pUrNAMka, svArtha ane svAdane tyAga karI paramArtha prApta karavA peAtAnI vRttie ane pravRttimAM kAmanA temaja nAmanAne Icche nahi. jarUra che peAtAnA jIvana pUratu meLavavA prayAsa karanArane kAlAvAlA karavA paDatA nathI. dInatA-hInatA-yAcanA heAya kyAMthI ? hAya nahi. paNa patnI putra parivAra vigerenA pASaNu khAtara dInatArdi kare che chatAM yAcanAdvi khasatI nathI, te jANavAnI jarUra che. lAkarajana ke Atmarajana kalA kauzalyAdikathI leAkara'jana karanAra peAtAnI malinatA karanAra kAma-krodhAdine dUra karavA pUrvaka peAtAnA AtmAnuM rajana karavA kozISa karatA nathI, te ajAyaNI-acaMbA jevuM che. peAtAnA AtmAnuM rjana karanAra ane pravINatAthI leAkarajana karanAra puNya sAthe pravitratA prApta kare che. phakta leAka rajana karanAra Atmika guNA kyAMthI meLave ? puNyayeAge tamane buddhi maLI che tenA zuM upayoga karaze ? sAMsArika sukhA mATe jo tame tenA upayAga karaze te tene sAcA upayAga karyAM kahevAze nahi. maLelI buddhinA uparyeAga Atmarajana karavAmAM levA jarUrI che. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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148 AMtara jyoti baLadIyo ne lIle cAre pArakAe mAthe upADela lIlA cArAne dekhI baLadIye tenI pAchaLa khAvA doDe che tema dhanalobhI dhana pAchaLa, sattA lepa sattA pAchaLa, kAmIo kAmInI pAchaLa doDyA jAya che. tema karavAthI te kaMI hAthamAM AvatuM nathI ulaTuM tenAthI mAra paDe che.. ciMtAmaNI AMtarika dhana-saMpatti meLavavAmAM Ave te A badhI doDAdoDa maTI jAya. satya ciMtAmaNI je bhAgyazALIe oLakhIne pAse rAkhela che tene keInI paravA hotI nathI. sAcuM zuM ? khoTuM zuM ? kheTAne kharuM mAnanArane dareka bAbate parAdhInatA, hoya che. khoTA vilAsane kharA-satya mAnI khuzI thanArane ane pastAvo thAya che. ane vividha viTaMbanAo temaja Ata tenA jIvanamAM utarI Ave che. mATe jagatanA saghaLA khela khoTA che ema samajI temAM mugdha bane nahi. tame kaheze tene beTA zA mATe kahe che? enA javAbamAM kahevAnuM ke je te sAcA hoya te tamArI sAthe ne sAthe ja te paralokamAM Ave. ane parAdhInatA jaNAya nahi paraMtu AvuM banatuM nathI. have tamane je parAdhInatA ozIyALApaNuM pasaMda hoya to ja tame khoTAmAM mugdha bane. ane e pasaMda na hoya te Aleke ne paraleke sAthe Ave evI satya vastu prApta kare. tenuM rakSaNa kare ane rakSaNa thAya tevA sAthe meLave. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti pIDA pitAnI ane pArakI pitAnA sukhane IcchanAra dareka prANIo hoya che paNa teonA duHkhane dUra karavAvALA keTalA? evuM vicAravAvALA vicArako ane vivekI keTalA? jeoe satya vastu jANuM oLakhI, sahana karI pite graDaNa karI che teo je duHkhapIDAdi dUra karavA samartha bane che. pitAnA vinazvara sukhamAM rAcI mAcI rahelA che, teo pitAnI ciMtA-valepatAdi viDaMbanAo dUra karavA azakta che. pachI teo bIjAnA duHkhe te dUra kare ja kayAMthI? asatya upara prema rAkhe nahi ane satya-zivaMkara upara prIti rAkhI, AvI paDatA vidanene nivAravA dhIraja dhArI sahana karatA zaktimAne, prathama prazamatA rAkhe to ja pitAnI ane pArakAnI pIDAne dUra karavA samartha bane. nahi te saMsAranA khele khIjAya ane pIDA pAme. lAja zarama che? viveka vinAnA vividha khele je khele che teone pUchI juo ke e khela khelIne tame zuM sAra meLavyuM? zuM sukha meLavyuM ? zAMti meLavI? te tene javAba ApI zakaze nahi. e belatAM temane lAja zarama AvavAnI ja. mATe je tamane evA khela khelatAM lAja zarama AvatI hoya te evA khela khele nahi. ane satyane rItasara Adara kare. kAraNa temAM lAja zarama naDatI nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 150 AMtara jyAti khuzAmata tamane khuzAmata karavI gamatI nathI. te pasaMda paDatI nathI te pachI zeThIyAe ane sattAdhArInI zA mATe khuzAmata karI che? tame kaheze ke te vinA parivAranuM bharaNu pASaNa thatu nathI tethI khuzAmata karavI paDe che. paraMtu tamArI te mAnyatAmAM bhUla che. parivAranuM bharaNu-peASaNa sadAcArAnA pAlanayeAge pavitra anavAthI thAya che. ane thaze. khuzAmata karaze! ane jo tamAruM puNya nahi hAya teA tamArI e khuzAmata nakAmI nIvaDaze, ane dhArelA kAma sadhAze nahi. khuzAmata karanAranuM jIvana tapAseA. tenAthI keTalAnu bharaNa pASaNa thayu? keTalI yAcanA ochI thaI ? khuzAmatanA abhilASIee tamane IcchA mujaba arpaNu karyuM paNu sadAcArInA abhAve rahevAnu nahi ja ane pAchI khuzAmata karavAnI khasI nahi. sadAcArAnA ceAge puNya vadhe che ane pavitra thavAya che. pavitra banavAthI saheje parivAranuM bharaNa poSaNa thAya thAya che. te mAge gamana karanArane te IcchA mujaba Ape che. mATe sadAcAra pALeA ane pavitra aneA. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 151 sadAcAra saMhitA vikramAditye zrIdhara brAhmaNane dariyAnA devane AmaMtraNa karavA mokalyA. devI ane deve tene cAra maNI ApyA. temAMthI tene eka paNa chAnuM lIdhuM nahi. ane te maNI mahArAjAne arpaNa karyA. eka maNI ApavAthI gharamAM kaMkAsa thaye, te pAcho Ave. pachI sadAcAranA ge cAre ya maNI pAchA ApyA. pitAnA baMdhuoe ratna mATe kaMkAsa karavAthI dhanyakumAre sarve ratnane tyAga karI paradeza gamana karI ddhi, siddha meLavIne guNa samRddhine havAmI bane te sadAcAranA yege ja. jyAre tenA bhAIoe sadAcAra vinA pitAnI mAla mikta gumAvI. sadAcArane prabhAva A loke ne paleke anukULatAnA saMge Ape che ane guNa saMpadA paNa Ape che. sadAcAronuM pAlana-poSaNa kayAre thAya ? pitAnA doSe dekhI teone dUra karI guNI jane upara prema rAkhe tyAre ja. sadguNe te vicAra-vacananA doSe thaela hoya tene barAbara tapAsI dUra kare che. ane guNIjana dekhI te rAjI rAjI thAya che. jyAre avaguNI upara tiraskAra karI cheDA paNa tenAmAMthI guNo na lenAra niMdA vikathAmAM samaya pasAra kare che. mATe guNe grahaNa karavA hoya te avaguNIne paNa tiraskAra kare nahi ane tenAmAMthI paNa guNa zedhI kADhe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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152 AMtara jyoti izvara bele che cAlI cAlIne thAkI gayelA prabhu pAse prArthanA kare che ke he prabhe! tuM ane AvuM paribhramaNanuM duHkha ApIza nahi. bahu kanyAo paraNAvIne thAkI gayelA pitAe prabhu pAse prArthanA kare che ke he prabha! have tuM mane koI paNa bhavamAM ekeya dikarI ApIza nahi. pitA pAsethI nArAja thayelA putra prabhu pAse prArthanA kare che ke he prabhe ! tuM mane pitA pAse yAcanA karavAne have prasaMga ApIza nahi. paraMtu AvI prArthanA karavAno samaya na Ave, te mATe prabhu te kahe che ke mArI AjJA pramANe vartana rAkhaze te tamane AvI prArthanA karavAne samaya ja nahi Ave. prabhunI AjJA mujaba jIvana nahi jIvavAthI AvA prasaMge UbhA thAya che. prabhunI AjJA mujaba vartAya te dareka bAbatamAM anukULatA rahe ane te ge potAnA hita-kalyANanA upAya sUjhe. paraMtu AvuM karavuM nathI ne vilAsomAM rAccA mAgyA rahevuM che pachI duHkhanA divase Ave temAM kaMI navAI pAmavA jevuM nathI. doSa kene? prabhunI AjJA mujaba dRSTine sthira karavI joIe. tenA badale je najarane cAre tarapha bhamatI rAkhavAmAM Ave te vANI upara niyaMtraNa rahe nahi. AcAranuM paNa ThekANuM rahe nahi. te pachI karelI prArthanA phaLa Ape nahi temAM deSa kene? AjJA ApanArane ke AjJAnuM pAlana nahi karanArano? For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 153 tamAre sukhI thavuM che? para prANuone du:kha ApavuM che ane temanuM nukazAna karavuM che. ane pitAne sukha, zAMti joIe che. paNa te ane nahi. je tamAre sukhazAtA joItI hoya te bIjAone duHkhI nahi karavAnI tamAre pratIjJA levI joIe. pratijJA lenArathI bhUla thavA saMbhava che. ane evI bhUla kadAca thAya paNa kharI. paraMtu dayA bhAva hevAthI alpa pApane baMdha thAya, vadhAre thAya nahi. jyAre pratijJAnAabhAvamAM dareka bAjuethI adhikAdhika baMdha thAya che. pratijJA lenAra bhAgyazALInI parAdhInatA uttarottara khasatI jAya che. ane anukrame svAdhInatA maLatI rahe che. pachI tene sukhanI yAcanA karavI paDatI nathI. mATe dareke amuka pratijJA-niyama te jarUra levI ja joIe. hajI kAma bAkI che. tame e jarUranAM saghaLAM kAryo karyo haze ane tethI tame khuzI thatAM hazo. paNa hajI jarUranuM khAsa kAma rahI jAya che. tame kaheze, evuM kayuM kAma rahI jAya che te amane kahe. te sAMbhaLe! hajI tamAre duSTa kamene kApe ane paralokamAM sAthe Ave evI kamANInuM kAma karavAnuM bAkI che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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154 AMtara jyoti cheTAmeTA ane DeTA dunyavI sattA, saMpatti-baLa vigere meLavI meTA kahevAya ane jana samudAya tene namana kare che. paNa prApta thayela sattA vigerenuM rakSaNa, piSaNa karavA jAya-nItipUrvaka AcaraNa kare nahi, te te cheTA kahevAya. pachI manamAM goTA vaLe. manamAM geTa vaLe tenI davA maLavI duSkara che. chatAM khaMta ne dhIraja rAkhI prayatna karavAthI enI davA paNa maLI raheze. pachI evA beTA vaLaze nahi. mananA goTAnI davA e che ke sArA saMge meLavI, kharAba saMkalpa vikalpane dUra karIne saddagurue darzAvela zubha saMkalpa kare. ane teonA sadupadezane jIvanamAM utAre. sAruM ane saMskArI jIvana thavAthI pachI manamAM goTA vaLaze nahi. - A goTA eTale kharAbamAM kharAba ciMtAo karavI, IrSyA ane jhera karavuM, pUratI tapAsa karyA vinA zaMkA karavI. A badhuM zubha saMskAra vinA khasaze nahi. sArA saMskAre ja cheTAne moTA banAve che. ane mananA upara jaNAvela goTAone dUra karI zake che. sArA saMskAra ja sukhazAtAnA kAraNabhUta che. te vANa ane vartanane zubha banAve che. atyAra sudhI tame kevA saMskAra keLavyA che tene vicAra karo. ane kharAba saMskAra keLavyA hoya, te te dUra karI sArA saMskAra meLave. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 155 zaMkAnA mULa ju keIe zaMkAne dhAraNa karI tamane ema kahe ke tamAre vizvAsu mANasa avaLI cAla cAlI rahyo che, paranArIne paricaya keLavI rahyuM che. tyAre pUratI tapAsa karyA vinA tame tamArA mANasanuM apamAna karI, tenA upara durAcAranuM deSAropaNa karI tene kADhI mUkaze nahi yA daMDa karaze nahi. kAraNa zaMkA karanAre najare hakIkta dIThI na paNa hoya, ane mAtra tamane anumAnathI ja kIdhuM hoya. evA saMjogomAM tame jo tamArA mANasanuM apamAna kare, te pachI pAchaLathI tamAre pastAvuM paDaze. mATe AvI bAbatamAM pUratI jAta tapAsa karIne AgaLa vadhavuM te ja samajunuM kartavya che. zaMkA karanAra aneka maLaze ane ADu avaLuM belI pitAnuM kAma sAdhanArA paNa ghaNu maLI Avaze. paraMtu temAM bhaviSyamAM pastA thAya nahi, te pramANe vartana karavuM joIe. sajananI bhAvanA dhamI sajjanenI bhAvanA bIjAone namAvavAnI ke temane pitAnA hAtha nIce rAkhavAnI bhAvanA hotI nathI. ulaTuM teo te bIjA taraphathI duHkha paDe te paNa AnaMdathI sahana karavAnI zakti dharAve che. A sahanazIlatA ane sabhAvanA jJAnathI Ave che. he bhavya tame sahu bhAvanA bhAve ane sahanazIla bane. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 156 taraNA othe DuMgara ApaNA je sAcA--satya guNA che te khIjAnA thatA nathI, ane pArakAnA je satyaguNA che te ApaNA thatAM nathI. AtmAnA guNe! te ApaNA kahevAya. jaDa pudgaleAnA guNe! te pArakA che. AMtara jyoti '1 samyak dana-jJAna ane cAritra te AtmAnA guNA che. te atyAre zarIranA jaDa puddagalA sAthe rahelA che. te rAgeAthI gherAyelAM che. jarA-maraNathI vyApta che. azvaya nAzavALu che. jIvana maraNu sahita che, chatAM ya AtmaguNNA kadApi nAza pAmatA nathI. janma-jarA ane maraNanA rAgeA karmothI utpanna thayelAM che. ane karmAM te pudgalA che. te AtmAnA guNA che ja nahi. karmAM jo AtmAnA guNNA heAya teA te nAza pAme nahi. paraMtu te nAza pAme che. tethI tene AtmAnA guNA kahI zakAya nahi. * mehArdika karmAM AtmAnA guNNA upara AvaraNa rAkhIne paDayA che. jyAre AtmAnA guNAnI ArAdhanA rItasara karIzu tyAre ja A AvaraNa khasatAM AtmA svaya' prakAzI banaze. Atmika guNAnA AvirbhAva thatAM roga-zeka-satApAdika nAza pAmaze. janma-jarA ane maraNanI asahya vedanAe dUra thaze. pachI karmAnuM nAmanizAna nahi rahe. mATe he bhavyeA ! Atmika guNAne prApta karavA tame dararoja kALajI rAkhe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti paka je kare te bhagave saMgItane nAda sAMbhaLanAra haraNa ke sApane khabara nathI hotI ke A saMgIta temane khuza karavA vagADavAmAM Ave che ke pachI potAno zikAra karavA? chatAM ya teo saMgItamAM mugdha bane che ane aMte haraNane zikAra thaI jAya che ne sApa madArInA karaMDIyAmAM pUrAI jAya che. , , svAdamAM Asakta banelAM mAchalAM ane mANase maraNa pAmIne evI gatine pAme che ke jemAM duHkhane pAra na hoya, mRgAputranI mAphaka svAda kSaNabhara Ave che ane tene mATe karelA pApanuM phaLa bhabhava bhogavavuM paDe che. - parivAra mATe karelA pApa paNa pitAne ja bhegavavA paDaze. parivAra tamane kahetuM nathI ke amArA bharaNu piSaNa mATe tame mahAraMbha ne mahA anartha kare. ne karaze te tamAre ja te bhegavavuM paDaze. tyAre tame zA mATe nAhaka papakArane AgaLa dharIne anarthadaMDamAM daMDA che? zA mATe mahApApa karIne malakAtA pharo che ne phulAve che? tenAthI tamane A bhavamAM temaja parabhavamAM e mAra paDaze ke tenAthI tame trAhi mAm trAhi mAm pikArI jaze te. paNa tamAre chuTakAre nahi thAya. - papakAra e karo ke jethI anarthadaMDanA tamAre bhoga banavuM na paDe, tamane vicAra karavAnI zakti maLI che te khUba khUba vicAra kare ane AvA pApathI bacatA raho. For Private And Personal Use Only

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158 AMtara jyoti sAthe nahi Ave tamee prApta karela sthAvara ke jaMgama mikta bahAragAma ke paradezamAM tamArI sAthe Ave che? nahi ja. te pachI e paralekamAM tamArI sAthe kevI rIte Avaze? to pachI tame zA mATe bebAkaLA banIne parigrahane vadhAre ja jAva cho? parigrahanuM pApa sanmArge jatAM tamane pakaDI rAkhaze ane aMte bhikhArI banAvaze. tamAre bhikhArI banavuM che ke zrImaMta banavuM che? tame kaheze ke zrImaMta banavuM che te AraMbha samAraMbhano tyAga karI parigraha ocha kare ane tenI mAyA mamatAne paNa haLavI kare. tame kaheze ke amArI pAse parigraha che ane mamatA rAkhIe nahi te tenuM rakSaNa kevI rIte karI zakIzuM? mATe amAre te mamatA rAkhavI jarUrI che. paNa bhaLe! mamatA rAkhIne rakSaNa karavA chatAM paNa pApadayane lIdhe e naSTa thAya che. te e mATe tame zuM kare che? valepAta ja ne? AnA badale je tame mamatA ja rAkhI na hoya te tamAre valepAta karavAne vakhata Ave nahi. parigrahanI mamatAne tyAga karyo paNa deha-hanI mamatAne tyAga karyo che? nA. deha-rohanI mamatA rahelA hovAthI parigraha prApta karavAnI IcchA thaze ja. mATe je tamAre sukhI thavuM hoya te deha temaja mAla milakta tamAmanI mamatAne dUra kare. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti deha nahi, dehanI mamatA choDe dehanA nibhAva mATe je kaMI sArA kAma kare te mamatA kahevAya nahi. dehanA AdhAre te dhArmika kAryo thAya che. tenuM je rakSaNa karavAmAM na Ave te dharma dhyAna kayAMthI thaI zake ? na ja thaI zake. ghara makAnanuM rakSaNa thAya nahi te AjanA kALamAM jaMgalamAM ja javAno vAro Ave. paNa ame evuM kyAM kahIe chIe ke tame tamArA deha-gehane pADI nAkhe. ame te kahIe chIe ke jarUra pUratuM rAkhe. mamatAnA ge je vadhAre rAkhe che te na rAkhe ane mamatAno tyAga kare. parigraha vadhAravA pahelAM jJAna dhyAnanA ge mamatAne tyAga hoya te te uttama che. parigrahane vadhArI teno tyAga karo agara karavAmAM Ave-Avaze to ye mamatAnA nimitto maLatAM te punaH Avaze parigraha :uparanI mamatA, tenI Asakti badhAyane patita karI mahAduHkhamAM sapaDAve che. mATe parigraha uparanI mamatA tyAga karavA jevI che. deha-ha vigere parigraha kahevAya che. tenI mamatAne tyAga karI je dharma dhyAna kare che tene mahimA deve paNa barAbara varNavI zakatA nathI. evA mamatA tyAgI su pAse de paNa AvIne namaskAra kare che ne temanA guNonI prazaMsA kare che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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160 AMtara jyohi ghara baLe che jagatanA jhaghaDA ne TaMTA, kaleza ane kaMkAsa dUra karanAra A jagatamAM ghaNuM jovA maLI Avaze. paraMtu AtmajJAna meLavIne je A badhAnuM mULa che tevA rAga-dveSane dUra karanAra te kaI viralA ja jaDI Avaze. dhamI ! bahAranA jhagaDAothI laDanAra ane duHkhI thanArAone samajAvI zAMta karyA te sAruM karyuM. tamArA mATe te ucita che ane paDakAra paNa che. paNa A sAthe sAthe tamArA aMtaranA jhagaDAone dUra karavAnA prayatna paNa karatA rahezo. jagatanA prANIo kAma-krodha, meha mAyAdithI mahA duHkhI thaI rahelAM che. teone pitAnA viSaya kaSAyane dUra karavA samajAvaze, te tame sAcA sva-para upakArI banI. zakaze. phakta dunyavI laDAI patAvavAthI pakArI banI. zakAze nahi. pADozInA gharamAM Aga lAgI hoya to pitAnA gherane paNa AMca AvavAne saMbhava khare ja pitAnA makAnanuM rakSaNa karanAra samyaka kahevAya. paraMtu pitAnA baLatA makAnane tyAga karI bIjAnA gharanuM rakSaNa karavA jAya te tene keve kahevAya? A te ghara bALIne tIrtha karavA jevuM thAya. Ane artha ema nahi samaje ke paropakAra kare nahi. paraMtu pitAnuM rakSaNa karIne te mujaba kAma-dhAdika je ta Atma guNene bALI rahela che tene zAMta karIne pachI bIjAnA e davane zAMta karaze te sva-para upakArI banI AnaMdano anubhava tamane mANavA maLaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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16 AMtara jyoti sAce paropakArI keNa? viSaya-kaSAyathI mamatA-ahaMkAra ane adekhAI vagere utpanna thAya che. tene tyAga karyA vinA je upakAra-papakAra kare te banAvaTa che. ane banAvaTI para kAramAM sukha zAMti na ja maLe. papakAra karatAM potAnA AtmAnA guNonI yAda Ave ane vikAre dUra jAya te banavA cagya che. paNa pitAnA guNenuM smaraNa thAya te ja bane. nahitara popakAra karatAM sAmA vidhI sAthe vaira-jhera thAya. te sahana karavAnI tAkAta. hoya te sukhethI paropakAra karavA bhUlavuM nahi. sAce popakAra karatAM vairI ke virodhIe karelAM vinone jJAna-viveka sahita sahana kare ane manamAM jarA paNa DaMkha ke kaDavAza na rAkhe te sAco parepakArI kahevAya. tema karanAranA jIvanamAMthI mAyA-mamatA dUra thAya che. ane te svaparanI unnati karI zake che. vidhIe lAga joIne karela nukazAnane joIne tene badale levA jAva te vadhu kaDavAza thavAno saMbhava che. ja, paraMtu te sAme na jotAM kSamA rAkhIne tenA sAme vartavuM te hitakara ane kalyANakAraka che. doSa dazakane mitra mAno bhUle batAvanArane mitra mAnavA joIe. temanA upara rIsa karavI joIe nahi. hAjI-hA kahenArA te badhe ja maLI Avaze. ne badhA ja karaze. paNa tethI kaMI jIvana sudharaze nahi. jIvanane sudhAravuM hoya te tamArI bhUle. batAvanAra pratye reSa karaze nahi. ja For Private And Personal Use Only

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162 AMtara ti rAgano tyAga kara ApaNe ema na samajavuM ke ApaNe kaMI bhUla thatI ja nathI. meha-mamatA-ahaMkAra ajJAnatA vagere jyAM sudhI ApaNAmAM che tyAM sudhI ApaNI bhUle thavAnI ja. jyAre kevalajJAna thaze tyAre kaI paNa prakAranI bhUla thaze nahi. mATe jJAnIoe batAvela bhUlene sudhArI levI joIe. - tamArI pAse raddhi-siddhi-sattA vagere haze te paNa tamArI bhUle te thavAnI che. ane jema te adhikAdhika haze tema vadhu ne vadhu bhUle thavAnI ane vilAsa khAtara vadhAre deSa lAgavAnA. A thavAnuM kAraNa Atmika guNa saMpattine abhAva che. Atmika guNonI saMpatti haze te ja bhUle ochI thavAnI ane doSe paNa ochA thavAnA ane anukrame mULa mAMthI rAgadveSa naSTa thatAM sarvathA te bhUle ne de thaze ja nahi. mATe e bhUlene dUra karavAnA prayatna upara prema rAkho. tyAga rAga mATe have joIe, nahi ke rAga khAtara. je rAga khAtara tema karavAmAM Ave te bhUlo ane doSamAM vadhAro thate ja rahevAnuM ane haiye lhAya saLagatI ja rahevAnI. rAgane tyAga kare te haiyAnI lhAyane zAMta karavAne sAce upAya che. jyAM rAga hoya tyAM tyAga hoya nahi ane jyAM tyAga hoya tyAM rAga hoya nahi. jo tyAga karavAmAM saMsAranA sukhe rAga haze te vividha rAgone AvavAnI jagA maLaze. mATe rAgane dUra karavA saMvega ne vairAga dhAraNa kare. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 163 bhavane bhavADe jyAM sudhI saMsAranA sukhane guNa rUpa jovAya tyAM sudhI caMcaLatA khasatI nathI ane sthiratA rUpI guNane nivAsa thatuM nathI. sthiratA Atmika guNa lAvavAne samartha che. jyAre caMcaLatA vikArene vadhAre che. kaI paNa kAryo sthiratA sivAya pAra utaratA nathI. te pachI sthiratA vinA mana-vacana ane kAyAnA vikAre kyAMthI ochA thAya? na ja thAya. mATe sArA saMga ane zubha nimittA prApta karavAnI jarUra che. - caMcaLatAno tyAga karavAthI sukha zAMti svayameva prApta thAya che. pAMca indriyenA viSayanA piSaNamAM jeo sukha zAtA mAnI beThelA che te vikArI ane nAzavALI hovAthI tenA viyegathI duHkha thAya che. anityAdi bAra bhAvanA ane maitrI-prada Adi cAra bhAvanA sadA bhavAya te A bhava ne parabhavano bharaDo TaLI jAya. bAhya dazAne tyAga karI je aMtarAtmAne lAbha laI rahela che, teo pAMca indriyanA viSaya pratye vizvAsa zraddhA rAkhatA nathI ja. atae AtmAnA guNamAM AgaLa vadhe che. tyAre bAhyAbhA lAbha levA azakta bane che. aMtarAtmAmAM evI alaukika zakti jAgatAM sukhanI AzA paNa rahetI nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 164 AMtara yAti bicArA ApaDA zreyAthI o ! bAhyanA ADaMbaramAM khuzI thaze! nahi. kAraNa ke temAM khuzI thavAthI tenuM ghama`Da thAya che, abhi mAnanA vicAro Ave che. A vanamAM asara karyA vinA rahe nahi. ane tenI asara thatAM ja AtmazreyaH bhUlI javAya mATe ADa'baramAM rAjI thavuM nahi. jee dunyavI ADaMbara dekhIne AnaMda pAmI temAM Asakta bane che. te pAtAnuM hita cUkI joya che. ane pote jAte ja vighna UbhAM kare che. ADaMbare kAyama rahetAM nathI. te patI gayA pachI zakti vinAna! mANasane evI sthitimAM mUke che ke te bicArA bApaDA manI hInatA dhAraNa kare che. peAtAnI je sthiti prApta thayela hAya te sthitinA viveka karI sateSa dhAraNa karavA ane sadguNA meLavavA mATe mahenata karavI. tethI ADaMbara karavAnI IcchA thaze ddhi ane guNeA vadhAravAnA prema jAgaze. tamArA bhAgyeAya je je sAdhanA-sayegA maLyA che te AchA maLyA nathI. te sAdhanAnA sahArA laI ne guNe meLavazeA tA duHkho TaLavAnA, zAMti maLavAnI ane pachI dInatA dhAraNa karavI paDaze nahi. mATe je maLyuM che temAM satASa mANe. guNA vinA ADaMbara koI paNa lAbha ApI zakaze nahi. lAbha mAtra sadguNeA ja Apaze. mATe te prApta bhUlavuM nahi. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti najaranA jhera pArakAnA avaguNo sAMbhaLI khuzI thanAra pitAnAmAM guNe lAvavA prAyaH azakta bane che. guNa sAMbhaLanAranA doSa TaLe che ane guNe meLavavA mATe prema jAge che. guNone prabhAva kaDava za kApe che. daSTine badalavI te guNa janenuM uttama kAma che. daSTimAM jhera paNa ane amRta paNa che. doSane jovAmAM vera virodhAdikanA vicAra AvatAM adekhAI janme che ane adekhAIne lIdhe gussAne AvavAne avakAza maLe che. tethI buddhimAM bagADe thAya che ane vikAre thAya che. parINAme vira- vidhanI paraMparA vadhatI ja jAya che. guNI najare jotAM sArA vicArenA vege viveka thAya che. kedhaadekhAI vagere TaLe che ane hRdayamAM zAMtine nivAsa thAya che. buddhi nirmaLa bane che. citta sthira thAya che. guNemAM vadhAro thAya che. ane AvelA duHkha dUra thAya che. jyAM sudhI guNI najare jevAze nahi tyAM sudhI viSaya kaSAyanA vikAre dUra thaze nahi ane tenuM phaLa bhegavavuM paDaze. jJAnapUrvaka sahana karaze nahi, te vikAre tamane jema tema duHkha Apaze. karelA kAmanI kadara guNa najare jevAthI thAya che. bhUla thaI hoya te paNa te deSarUpe dekhAtI nathI. mATe kadara karavA mATe-kRtajJI thavA mATe guNI najare jovAnI Teva pADavI te hitakara che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti vizvAsa kone karaze? svajanone je virodhI hoya, mitra drohI haya, khoTI sAkSI puranAra hoya, vizvAsaghAtI hoya, kapaTathI parivAranuM piSaNa karanAra hoya, teonI najara vikAra bharelI jANavI. teonA upara vizvAsa rAkhave nahi. vizvAsa te sadAcArI upara ja rAkhave. jAheramAM sadAcArI dhamI kahevAtA hoya ane khAnagImAM anAcArI hoya te paNa vizvAsu kahevAya nahi. khAnagI ane jAheramAM je nyAya-nIti parAyaNa ane pApabhIrU tema ja bhavabhIra hoya tene ja vizvAsa kare. buddhi kyAM vAparaze ? keI sAre kahe te sAMbhaLatAM AnaMda thAya che ane punaH punaH sArA sAMbhaLavAnI AzA thAya che. paraMtu sadAcAranuM pAlana karI sArA banavuM pasaMda paDatuM nathI. manapasaMda zAMtikara banavAnI IcchA hoya te sadAcAranuM sevana kare. tamArI pAse sArA sAdhano haze te nyAya nipuNa banI sadAcAranuM pAlana karaze tyAre Atmika guNa prApta karavAmAM sAro sahAre Apaze. nahitara te ja sAdhana unmArge caDhAvI kharAbI karavAmAM bAkI rAkhaze nahi. sahAre game teTalo lAbha ApanAre hoya paNa tene bagADanAra buddhi che. buddhi bagaDatAM mAnavI unmArge caDe che. ne te ja buddhi kyAreka mastaka paNa kapAve che. buddhine jema vALIe tema vaLe che. tame buddhine upaga kyAM karaze ? sadAcArane bagADavAmAM karaze nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti peTanI parAdhInatA vRkSanA phaLa khAI pazu-paMkhIo temaja mANase peTa bharI zake che paNa nArake tathA deve phaLethI peTa bharavA azakta che. te mujaba mANase jJAnIo maLe te bhabhavarUpI bhUkhathI rIbAtA duHkhane dUra karavA samartha bane. jJAnI sivAya peTanI sudhAne TALavA kaI samartha che nahi. phaLethI tRpti kAyamI rahetI nathI. bahu bahu te ekAda be divasa sudhI, pachI bhUkha satAvyA ja kare che. A mATe jJAnInI jarUra paDe che. jJAnIo upadeza Ape che ke peTanI pIDA-bhUkha vigerenI ochI parAdhInatA nathI. tene ochI karavI hoya to be ghaDI traNa ghaDI sudhI kAbUmAM rAkhavA mATe sahana kare. ema karatAM AgaLa vadhu sahana karavAnI tAkAta Avaze. anAdi kALathI bhUkhanI pIDAthI khAvA mATe TevAI gayela che. te ekadama TALI zakAze nahi. A Tevane kabajAmAM levA mATe thoDo samaya sahana karavuM paDaze. dareka bAbatanI parAdhInatA dUra karavA Duka sahana karavuM ja paDe che. tema karyA vinA svataMtratAnuM sukha maLatuM nathI. temaja satyAnaMda paNa maLatuM nathI. mANase ane devane paNa mAna-satkAra meLavavA mATe ochI mahenata karavI paDatI nathI. te mATe ghaNuM ozIyALI karavI paDe che. te tyAre ja khase ke AzaMsAne tyAga kare te ja, For Private And Personal Use Only

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168 AMtara jyoti AjhAdInuM nava prabhAta dunyavI AzaMsAne tyAga karI, kaSTa sahana karavAthI svataMtratAne AvirbhAva thAya che. manuSyamAM A zakti rahelI ja che paraMtu tene pheravavAmAM Ave te ja te pragaTa thAya. svataMtratA meLavavI che ane dunyavI AzAtRSNAmAM taNAvuM che. te banavuM ja azakya che. AzaMsAdi nahi kare te paNa pragaTa thaela svataMtratAnI tAkAta evI che ke dareka bAbatamAM te anukULatA Apaze. meha mamatA ane ajJAnatAnA ge IcchA-tRSNa vadhe che tema tema AtmAnI zakti upara dabANa vadhatuM jAya che ane joIe tevI dareka bAbatamAM anukULatA thatI nathI. ulaTuM tenAthI pratikULatA ja AvI maLe che. samyak darzana-zAna ane cAritranuM pAlana karavAmAM Ave, te ja mahAdika TaLe ane Atmika svataMtratAne ughADa thAya. A sivAya anya koI upAya nathI. ApaNe viveka kare joIe ke raja baja ApaNe saMsAranI parAdhInatA ochI karIe chIe ke tenA baMdhanane vadhu majabUta banAvIe chIe? A viveka karavAthI sAcI samaja Avaze ane vicAre paNa parAvartana pAmaze. Ama thavAthI parAdhInatA dhIre dhIre ochI thatI jaze. mATe bhavyo ! dareka bAbatamAM tame viveka karavAnI Teva pADe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyAti 169 baLa ane buddhi manuSyabhava te pAmyA, paraMtu tenA sAthe upayoga karI lenAra kuzAgra buddhivALA kahevAya. A mAnavabhavanA evA upayeAga karI le ke Aleke ne paraleAke sukharUpe jIvana gujArI zakAya ane sarva prakAranA duHkhA dUra thaI jAya. manuSyabhavamAM maLa-buddhi sArA pramANamAM hAya, mAyA mamatAdika echA hAya ane tene TALavA mATe prayAsa thatA hAya te! ja buddhimAnA gheADA bhavamAM mAyA-mamatAdikane mULamAMthI TALI sathA sukhanA svAmI thAya. aLa ane buddhi evA meLavA ke jethI AMtarika malInatA TaLe ane AtmA ujjavaLa khane ane parama sukha sAMpaDe. keTalAka peAtAnA baLa buddhithI khIjAne herAna karIne rAjI thAya che. jayAre sajjane tema nahi karatAM tenAthI khIjAonu bhalu karIne rAjI thAya che. khIjAone herAna karanArA, temane du:khI karanArA vera-vidhanI paraMparA vadhAre che. jyAre sajjanA te paraparAne vadhatI aTakAve che. vera-virAdhane TALe, tenI paraparA vadhavA de nahi ane prazamatA dhAraNa kare, te ja buddhimAna ane khaLavAna kahevAya. evA sujJA praza'sApAtra ane anukaraNIya banI sva-parane lAbha ApavA samartha ane che. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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170 AMtara jyoti satata cekI rAkhe - tAtvika nizcaya daSTi dvArA vicAra karIne jJAnIo kahe che ke AtmA te pavitra che. paraMtu rAga-dveSanA lIdhe te malIna bane che. A malinatAne dUra karavAmAM Ave che. AtmA punaH pavitra banI zake che. ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa-japAdikathI AtmAne pavitra banAvI zakAya che. AtmAnI pavitratAnA barAbara khyAla rAkhI je manuSya duniyAnA viSamAM laMpaTa banatA nathI ane kaSAyenA vicAramAM phasAtAM nathI teo ja Atmika guNene prApta karIne AtmAne pavitra banAvavA saphaLa thAya che. vyAvahArika kAryo karatAM AtmAne pavitra karavA satata jAgRta rahevuM te jarUrI che. A jAgRti jo satata rAkhavAmAM na Ave te mAnavI tenuM mULa kartavya bhUlIne vikAromAM phasAI paDe ane AtmA vadhu malina bane. ghaDIne ya vizvAsa nahi AyuSya te nadInA pravAhanI mAphaka vyatIta thAya che. saMdhyAnA raMganI mAphaka kSINa thAya che ane sAme AvI rahela aMdhakAranI jema hAjara thAya che. te koInI zarama rAkhatuM nathI, ke hajI A bhAI nAnA che. tamane ghaNuM kAma, karavAnI umeda che mATe lAva thaMbhI jauM. paNa te eka ghaDI ya bhaze nahi. ane mananI manamAM rahI jaze. mATe ghaDIyane vizvAsa karaze nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti 17 AtmAnA AvaraNa samyagajJAnIo karma mAtrane bhAva rega kahe che tenAthI zArIrika ane mAnasika roga anAdi kALathI mANasane lAgu paDayA che. A zArIrika rogane vyAdhi kahevAya che ane mAnasika rogane Adhi kahevAya che. A banne ya rogo karmanI upAdhine lIdhe vaLagyA che. A bhAva regone dUra karavA upAya karavA joIe. te kyAre karaze ? A kamenI cIkAza ghaNI ja gADha ane gupila che. tene dUra karavAno prayAsa karavAmAM Ave te te jarUrathI dUra thAya. rAga-dveSa, kAma-krodha-mahAdi cIkAza che. AnI sAthe karmone saMbaMdha che. AtmAnI sAthe je tene sIdho saMbaMdha heta, te dUra karI zakAta ja nahi. paraMtu tema nathI. AthI ja anaMta jJAnIo karmonA saMbaMdhane kApIne akSayapadane pAmyA che ane pAmaze. AtmA te jJAtA-daSTA svabhAvavALo che. paraMtu tenA upara rAga-dveSa vagerenI cIkAza lAgavAthI te malIna banyA che. A malinatAne dUra karavA mATe viveka karavAnI jarUra che. jJAna-dhyAna vagere karavAM jarUrI che. bhale anAdikALathI A cIkAza AtmAne vaLagelI hoya, paraMtu tene A pramANe jJAna dhyAnathI sApha karavAmAM Ave to AtmA jarUrathI nirmaLa ane pavitra banI zake che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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172 AMtara ti bhAvo sarvathA, sarvatra ane sarvadA mATe nAza pAme, te mATe prayatna karavAnI khAsa AvazyakatA che. phakta zArIrika ke mAnasika roga kSaNabhara mATe nAza pAme tethI saMtoSa mAnave nahi, paraMtu te haMmezane mATe TaLI jAya tevA prayAse karavA. rAga-dveSAdikathI mana sadA ciMtAtura bane che. vyAdhi hiya te ye AtmAne zuddha karavA gama paDatI nathI. viSaya vilAso maLatAM te khoTI zAMti mANe che. paNa jyAre tene viga thAya che. tyAre tenA duHkhathI te pAgala jevA thaI jAya che A saghaLuM jANavA jevuM che. putrAdikane abhAva hete zA mATe mAtApitA ciMtAtura banatA haze? putrAdika haze te ja AnaMdamAM rahevAze ema mAnavuM te ajJAna che. je karmanI cIkAza khase to ja AnaMda maLe, nahitara cakavatane vaibhava maLe tathA devenI sAhAbI maLe te paNa sukha-zAMti maLavI azakya che. A mujaba jANanAra vivekI karmanI cIkAza dUra karavAnA haMmezA prayatna kare che. karma malInatArUpI cIkAzane kADhavA taiyAra thaI bhAgyAnusAre prApta thayelAnI pAse putra pitA-parigraha-parivAra na hoya te sukhethI cIkAza dUra karavA ghaNuM vidane AvatAM nathI. ane hoya te udAsIna bhAve vartana rAkhI temAM levAtAM nathI. kamanI cIkAzane sArI rIte dUra karavAmAM Ave te AtmA sva svarUpe prakAze, For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 173 AtmAne svabhAva matijJAna-zrutajJAna-avadhijJAna tathA manaparyAya jJAna je thAya che te karmanI cIkAza aMze aMze dUra thavAthI ja thAya che. ane kevaLajJAna te sarvathA ghAtika cIkAza khasavAthI ja thAya che. cIkAzaneaMze aMze dUra karavAthI karmanI malInatAno sarvathA tyAga karavAnI zakti Ave che. mAthe ghaNuM devuM thaI gayuM hoya, te tene dhIme dhIme cUkavatA jema aMte. devAmAMthI sAva nIkaLI jAya che, te pramANe karmanA devAmAMthI sAva chUTI javA mATe dhIre dhIre tenuM devuM bharapAI karavuM joIe. karmanI malinatA jyAM sudhI che tyAM sudhI AgaLa vadhAtuM nathI. AgaLa vadhavA mATe tene tyAga kare jarUrI che. Ama karavuM ekadama agharuM lAge. paNa dhIme dhIme tenI Teva pADavAthI pachI te sahaja banI jAya che. tana-mana daIne prayAsa karIzuM te ja karmanI malikhasavA mAMDaze ane je AnaMda DhaMkAI gayela che tene pragaTabhAva thaze. ane jyAre te sarvathA khasI jaze pachI tevI malinatA punaH lAgaze nahi, A AtmAne svabhAva che. vastrAdikane sApha karyA pachI paNa tene malinatA lAge che. AthI tene punaH punaH sApha karavA paDe che. karmanI malinatA dUra karavA mATe paNa punaH punaH saphAI karavI paDaze. ane AtmA jyAre sarvathA nirmaLa ne nirmaLa banI jaze. pachI tevuM karavAnI jarUra nahi rahe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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174 AMtara jAti cakAvo jyAM sudhI mAyA-mamatA para prema rAkhIzuM ne tene vadhAravA prayatna karIzuM, tyAM sudhI te dUra khasaze nahi ane cAra gatinA cakAvAmAM paribhramaNa karAvaze. temAM AnaMda mAnavAmAM Avaze te nirmaLa banaze nahi. deva gati ke mAnava gati paNa cakAve che. ane sarvathA zAMti-tRSTi-puSTi ApanAra nathI ja. A cakra AyuSya khatama thayA pachI karmanAM anusAre bIjA cakrAvAmAM AvavuM ja paDaze. bIjA cakrAvA kayA ? te te tiryaMca ane nArakInA che. temAM te mahAduHkha che. ghaDI-be ghaDInA manathI mAnelA sukha khAtara mahA paritApa ane parAdhInatA koNa pasaMda kare ? ajJAnI paNa pasaMda kare nahi. te paNa sadA sukha zAMti Icche che. ApaNe te samajI ane zANuM chIe. tethI kSaNabhaMgura sukhanI IcchA karAya nahi. - jyAre kSaNabharanA vilAsane tyAga karI jinavaranI AjJA mujaba vartana thaze tyAre paribhramaNa a5 thatAM sarvathA baMdha paDaze. yaMtramAM tela hoya tyAM sudhI cAle. te khatama thayA pachI te baMdha ja paDe. A zarIra paNa eka yaMtra che. temAM sArA vicAra ane bhAvanAnuM tela pUre. ane viSaya kaSAyane kacare temAM ghUsI na jAya te mATe kALajI rAkhe ne darareja tene sApha kare. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 175 emAM vAMka kene? tame rastA uparathI pasAra thatA hatA ane tame juve ke uparathI kaI chAparAnuM naLIyuM paDI rahyuM che. paraMtu tame tyAMthI khasatA nathI ane naLIyuM tamane lAge che. temAM vAMka kone? e vAMka te tamAre ja gaNAya. kAraNa tame je tyAMthI khasI gayA hatA te e naLIyuM tamane vAgata nahi. mANase jyAM mAra khAvAnI bhIti hoya ane jyAM Adhi-vyAdhi thavAnA kAraNo hoya tyAM ja jAya te pachI temane mAra paDe ane Adhi vyAdhi lAgu paDe che. paNa je te mArge na jAya te te jIvana sukharUpe pasAra karI zake. saMsAranA vilAse ja evA che ke Adhi-vyAdhiupAdhi na hoya te paNa te AvIne vaLage che. mATe samajue che te mArgethI khasI javAmAM ja lAbha che. jeo evA rastethI jatAM rahyAM che te Atmika vilAsanA AnaMdamAM hAle che. jyAre bIjAo Adhi-vyAdhine mAra khAya che. mAra eka prakArane nathI. kharAba vicArone mAra, kaDavA vacanane mAra, kAyika durAcArane mAra, ema aneka mAra che. tenAthI bacI zakAya to jIvana nirbhaya bane. dareke vicAravuM joIe ke pitAne kyA prakArane mAra paDe che? te zAthI paDe che? te jANIne pachI te mArathI bacAya te mATe prayatna karavA joIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti mAraNanuM nivAraNa keInuM kharAba ciMtavavuM nahi. darekanuM kalyANa thAo ne sau sukhI thAo, e mujaba bhAvanA bhAvavAthI mArI paDaze nahi. ane paDatA haze te ocho thaze. vacanamAM kaTutA dhAraNa karavI nahi. hita mita ane pathya vANIne. pravega karo. tema karavAthI phaleza ane kaMkAza thaze nahi. paMcAcArarUpI sadAcAranuM pAlana karavAthI durAcAranuM duHkha thaze nahi ane tene mAra paNa paDaze nahi. sukha zAMti mATe A suMdara mArga che. jJAnIo pharamAve che ke, je je mAra paDe che te te mana, vacana ane kAyAnA kharAba vicAre ne vartanathI paDe che. sadAcArane tyAga karI unmArge gamana karavAthI paDe che. mATe je tame samaju che te tenAthI cete. ApaNe vividha mAro anubhava karIe chIe, tethI sukhazAtAnI IcchA karIe chIe. paraMtu te mAra mAryA vinA sukha zAMti Avaze nahi. heyaya ane upAdeyanA vicAra-vacana ane vartanane yoge samyaga darzanavALA bhAgyazALIe vicAra vartanamAM punaH punaH upaga rAkhe che ane rAkhe te ja samyagudarzana jJAna duSTa karmone kApIne zAMti ApavA samartha bane. samyaga darzanane prabhAva dareka mAnavIone nilepa rAkhe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 177 kAyA-netaranI soTI pANI zarIranI malinatA dUra kare che ane tene cokhkhuM rAkhe che. savicAre mAnasika vRttione zuddha rAkhe che ane madhurI vANI mukhane bhAve che. AnAthI mAnavajIvana saphaLa bane che. kAyA-mAyAne jema vALIye te vaLe che. saMsAranA viSaya kaSAyamAM vALIe te temAM te vaLe che ane prabhu arihaMtAdinA guNenuM AlaMbana laI Atmika guNemAM vALIye te temAM paNa vaLe che. vALanAramAM viveka na hoya te A kAyA tene mAra khavarAve che. mATe tamArI A kAyAne evI rIte vALe ke jethI saddaguNa vadhe ane tamAre mAra khAvo na paDe. pArakI saMpattine bhagavaTo karI garva kare tethI kaMI kIti maLatI nathI. paNa pitAnI mamatA ahaMkArAdie bacAvI pADela pitAnI ja saMpattine bala-buddhi vAparI svAdhIna karavI temAM ja meTAI che ne kIti che. bAkI je pArakI saMpatti che te chevaTe mUkIne ja javI paDaze. kazuM sAthe nahi Ave eka rAjAe bIjAnuM rAjya paDAvI lIdhuM ane abhimAna karavA lAgyuM. paraMtu mRtyu pachI tenI sAthe kaMI na AvyuM ane AtaM dhyAna dharate te durgatimAM gaye. mATe pitAnI Atmika samRddhine meLavI Abhava ane parabhavanA dukhe dUra karI sukhI thAo. ja For Private And Personal Use Only

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178 AMtara ti bhUlyA tyAMthI pharI gaNe be traNa luMTArAoe bhegAM thaIne zrImaMte ane sAdhAraNa lokonuM dhana lUMTI bheguM karavA mAMDyuM. tenAthI saMteSa thaye nahi, AthI rAjAne bhaMDAra lUMTavA gayAM. paNa tema karatAM teo pakaDAI gayAM ane temane phAMsI devAne hukama karyo. luMTArAoe ghaNuM kAlAvAlA karyA. paNa rAjAe te mAnyuM nahi. aMte luMTArAo phAMsIe caDyAM. ne lUMTane mAla ahIM ja mUkIne maraNa pAmyA. A pramANe pArakI vastuone dago karIne bhegI kare te paNa eka prakAranI lUMTa che. ahIM bhale tame zAhakArI batAve. paNa dharmarAjA AgaLa te tame gunegAra ja Tharaze. tethI lUMTa karavAthI tamane anaMta maraNanI zikSAo thaze. mATe bhavya ! dharmarAjAnA kadI gunegAra banaze nahi. sadAcAranuM pAlana poSaNa karI dharmamaya jIvana jIvaze te dharmarAjA tamane devakanI sAhyabI Apaze ane akSayanIdhinA tamane adhikArI banAvaze. prabhunA-AtmAnA-dharmanA gunegAra banazo nahi. ane gune karyo hoya te tenI mAphI mAMga ane pharIthI tevuM na bane te mATe viveka rAkhajo. bhUlyA tyAMthI pharI gaNaje. ane durAcArano tyAga karI sadAcAranuM pAlana poSaNa ne saMvardhana karaje. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 179 guNanuM smaraNa kara sAcA premavALAne prabhunI pratimA paNa prabhu rUpe jaNAya che. temanA guNenuM smaraNa karavAthI prabhu rUpa banAya che. IyaLa bhamarInuM satata dhyAna dharatAM bhamarI bane che te pramANe ziSya gurUmahArAjanA guNanuM smaraNa karIne gurU bane che. putre mAtApitAnuM smaraNa kare te ja pitA tarIke thaIne nirlepa bhAve rahIne guNI bane. | saguNonuM smaraNa zubha saMskAra pADe che ane zubha saMskAranA ge zuddha banAya che. tenAthI je kharAba saMskAra paDelA hoya che te khasavA mAMDe che. A saghaLe prabhAva zuddha prema che. IcchA mujaba vastuo maLatI hoya tyAre putrAdika prema rAkhanArA ghaNuM hoya che, paNa tethI kaMI guNI banAtuM nathI. jeo mAtApitAnA guNe grahaNa kare nahi, gurujananA guNa grahaNa kare nahi temaja te guNanuM smaraNa kevI rIte karI zake? na ja karI zake. paraMtu bhavya ! tamAre dararoja je je upakArI che temanA guNanuM smaraNa karIne te guNone grahaNa karavA joIe. pANIne parapoTo parapoTo ema kahe che ke vaibhava maLyA pachI madaabhimAnamAM phulAI jaze nahi. nahitara mArI mAphaka phUTI javuM paDaze. kAraNa ke dunyavI vaibhava puNyanA AdhAre che. ane mada-abhimAna te puNyane khAI jAya che. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 180 AMtara jyoti benkamAM jamA karAvA jama laga tere puNyakA, AyA huM karAra taba laga saba kucha mA hai, gunhA kare! hajAra. jyAM sudhI puNyeya varte che tyAM sudhI saghaLI bhAgatamAM anukULatA rahe che. ISTa vastuo maLe che, sArA sarcage UbhA thAya che, sArA nimitto maLe che, vepAra dhamadhokAra cAle che, avaLA paNa savaLA thAya che, vidhIo paNa mitra bane che. paraMtu jyAre riddhigAva, rasagArava ane zAtAgAravamAM Asakta banatAM puNya khatama thAya che tyAre adhuM ja ulTu mAne che, vahAlAM verI bane che, vepAramAM nukazAna jAya che, savaLu avaLu paDe che, zarIramAM re!gA thAya che ane dareka prakAre pratikULatA hAjara thAya che. atyAre tamArI pAse je saMpatti che te tamArI nathI. jo te tamArI ja hAya te! te dUra khasI jAya nahi, paraMtu te kAyama lavAbhava tamArI pAse rahe, paNa tema te kAyama rahetI nathI. AthI mAluma paDe che ke A saMpatti, vaibhava, tamArA nathI. puNyAye ja te TakI rahelA che, ane pApane udaya thatAM tene khasI jatAM vAra lAgavAnI nathI. mATe huM bhaLyeA ! tamArI lakSmIne sAta kSetrAmAM vAve. sAta kSetra rUpI eNkAmAM te jamA karAve. tenAthI tamArI e lakSmI hajAra gaNA vyAja sahita te tamane maLaze. lakSmI meLavavAnA ane tene vadhAravAne A ja satyeApAya che. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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181 AMtara jyoti dAna kema karaze? jo tame tamArI lakamIne sAta kSetra rUpI benkomAM jamA nahi karAve che te lakSmI puNyadayanA abhAve tamArA hAthamAMthI chaTakI ja javAnI. mATe tamArI zakti mujaba tamArI laphamIne A sAte kSetramAM vAparatA rahe, keTalAka lekanI hAlamAM evI vRtti thaI che ke ame AkhA gAmanuM khAIzuM, paNa je amAruM khAze tenuM nAda jaze. AvI vRtti rAkhavI te barAbara nathI. jyAM AvI vRtti hoya tyAM udAratA kyAMthI hoya? saMteSa kyAMthI hoya?. keTalAka be pAMca hajAranuM dAna kare che. pachI bIje divase chApAmAM juve che ke mAruM nAma AvyuM che ke nahi, mAre pheTo chapAye che ke nahi. je tema nathI banatu te teo duHkhI thAya che. ne kareluM dAna jANe nakAmuM gayuM hoya tema mAne che. AvA dAnathI lake vAha vAha kare che ne kItine lAbha maLe che paNa je satya lAbha tha joIe te thatuM nathI, Ama dAna karavAthI kaphamI uparanI Asakti dUra thatI nathI. tenAthI AtmavikAsa thato nathI. Atmika guNane vikAsa thAya te mATe ja dAna karavuM joIe. kIti to paDachAyA jevI che. paDachAyAne pakaDavAthI te hAthamAM AvatuM nathI. mATe kItine lebha choDIne pitAnA AtmAne AvirbhAva thAya te rIte tamArI lamIne vyaya karo. For Private And Personal Use Only

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182 AMtara jyoti seya ane kAtara pArakAnI vastuomAM rAcI mAcI rahelA potAnA pakSane vadhAravA, pitAnI mahattA vadhAravA samAjamAM bhAgalA paDAve che. tevA mANaso kAtara jevA kahevAya. jeo paDelA bhAgalAne sAMdhavAno prayAsa kare che, te seya jevA kahevAya. kAraNa ke tevAone dunyavI mahattA meLavavAnI abhilASA hotI nathI. tethI teo bhAgalAne sAdhavA mATe prayatnazIla banatA hoya che. darajI kApavAnuM kAma kAtarathI kare che ane sAMdhavAnuM kAma soyathI kare che. vastrane kApI te kAtarane paga pAse mUke che, jyAre seyane te barAbara kALajIthI UMce mUke che. te pramANe je bhAgalA paDAve che tenI halakI sthiti thAya che. ane je bhAgalA sAMdhe che tenI UMcI sthiti thAya che. mATe tamAre je ucca sthiti meLavavI hoya te bhAgalA paDAvavA nahi ane jyAM paDelA hoya tyAM sAdhavA mATe prayatnazIla banavuM. bhAgalA paDAvanAra bhAgalA paDAvI ghaDI mATe kulAI jAya, paNa aMte tene pastAvAne ja samaya Ave che. jyAre bhAgalAnI saMdhI karAvanArane te AnaMda ja hoya che. ataeva AnaMdanA abhilASIoe haMmezA sAyanI jema sAMdhavAnuM kAma karavuM joIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 183 AtmAnuM ekAMta je janamyA che temane koIpaNa paLe eka vakhata javAnuM ja che. jatAM jatAM je teo saMyama ne sadAcAranI suvAsa mUkatAM jAya che temanuM saMsAramAM AvyuM sArthaka gaNAya. tenA badale je teo durAcAranI durgadha mUkatA jAya te temanuM saMsAramAM AvavuM nirarthaka banI jAya che. mAnave dAnava banavuM nahi paNa deva banavA prayAsa karavuM joIe. jyAre tamane phurasada maLe tyAre tamArA AtmAne ekAMtamAM prazna karajo ke are ! Atmana ! tAre urdhvagAmI banavuM che ke agAmI? AtmAne svabhAva urdhvagAmI che. mATe agAmInA nimitte temaja vicAreno tyAga kare jarUrI che. tema nahi karavAmAM Ave te AtmA adhogAmI banaze. ane pachI tene urdhvagAmI banavA mATe asaMkhyAte agara anaMte kAla tene paribhramaNa karavuM. paDaze. he Atmana ! tuM cetI jA. tArA vANuM vicAra ane vartana evA rAkha ke adhogAmI banAya nahi. kAraNa ke vANuM-vicAra ane vartananA AdhAre ucca avasthA prApta thAya che. urdhvagAmI banavAne tane hakaka che, ne te tuM banI zake che. jo ke A mArga ghaNe kaThIna ane aghare che. paraMtu zraddhAne vizvAsathI, khaMta ane dhIrajathI te mATe prayatna karavAmAM Ave te jarUrathI AtmA urdhvagAmI banI zake che. jha For Private And Personal Use Only

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184 AMtara jyoti hasI letAM zIkha jyAM sudhI mAnavIne mAthe vipatti viDaMbanAdika AvI nathI tyAM sudhI kadAca e kahI zake ke emAM te zI moTI vAta che! vipatti vagereno sAmano te hasatA mukhe kare. joIe. paraMtu jyAre sAcesAca vipatti Ave ane zraddhA pUrvaka A vAkya belAya te A sAmAnya vAkyanI kiMmata trASi munionA vAkyanI kIMmata barAbara gaNAya. - vaSi munio kahe che ke are! mAnavI, vipatti veLAe valepAta kara nahi. zeka saMtApane tyAga karIne AnaMdamAM raho. kAraNa mAthe AvI paDelI vipatti pitAnI tAkAta batAvyA vinA raheze nahi. ane je tuM tene jJAnapUrvaka hasatA moMe sahana karIza te te tene vipAka be ghaDI batAvI khasI jaze. ane jo tuM zeka saMtApa karIza te te tane vadhu rIbAvaze. mATe tuM tArI vipattione hasatA mukhe sahana karI le. jethI vipattionuM jora tArA upara cAle nahi. A mujaba kaSi munine vacana upara jJAnapUrvaka zraddhA rAkhanAra saMkaTone dUra karavA samartha bane che. AvA samartha banela zUravIra karmodaye vipattine sAmane karI zaktione vadhArI sujanmanI sArthakatA karI ghaNuM ja lAbha meLave che. ane jana samudAyane uddhAra karavA kaTIbaddha bane che. mATe samyaka jJAnInA vacana upara zraddhA rAkhI sva-parano uddhAra kare. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti jIvana - mejamajA = dukha jenA vANI-vicAra ane vartana jinezvaranI AjJA mujaba che tenA upara Aphata AvatI nathI ane AvI hoya to tene khasI jatAM vilaMba thato nathI. mATe sukhI thavAne mArga AcAra-vicAra ane ucAranI zuddhimAM samAcele che. nahi ke mAla malIdA khAIne vilAsamAM DUbI maja majA karavAne. - AcAra-vicAra ne uccAra zuddha karavA te dharma kahevAya. jyAM A traNeyanI zuddhi thatI nathI te adharma kahevAya. jIvananuM dhyeya jIvana pravRttinuM kendra che. jIvanamAM kaMI ne kaMI pravRtti hoya ja che. tamArI dareka pravRtti evI hovI joIe ke jenAthI tamane svAdhInatA prApta thAya. tevI pravRtti je na thAya te duHkhanI paraMparAne UbhI kare che. pravRtti evI hovI joIe ke stra ane parane te satyAnaMda arpaNa kare. potAnA AtmAne jIvavA lAyaka banAve. sAcI ne sAcI rIte jIvavA mATe je pravRtti kare che tenAmAM dAnavatA hotI nathI. tyAre ja anya prANIo pitAnA jIvanane jIvI zake che ane sahAre ApavA samartha bane che. AvA jIvananuM aMtima dhyeya, sarvathA karmone tyAga karI mokSa meLavavAnuM hovuM joIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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186 AMtara ti AtmAnI oLakha je pitAnA AtmAne rItasara oLakhe che te ja bIjAnA AtmAne oLakhI zake che. jeNe potAnA AtmAne ja oLakhe nathI pachI e bIjAnA AtmAne kyAMthI oLakhI zakavAne che? pitAnA AtmAne oLakhe kyAre kahevAya? pitAne sukha priya che te mujaba bIjA ne paNa sukha priya che, duHkho keIne vahAlA nathI. Ama je samyam rIte samaje che tene pitAnA AtmAnI prAthamika oLakhANa thaI che ema kahI zakAya. AvA aMtarAtmAo karmanI sattAne teDavA tatpara bane che. eTale aDhAra pApasthAnaka ne duHkhanA kAraNe mAnI tenAthI bane teTalA dUra rahevA prayatna kare che. pApa sthAnakonA sevanathI aMte pIDAno pAra rahetuM nathI, evA jIvanane jIvavuM te duHkhane AmaMtraNa ApavA barAbara che. saune vahAluM sukha jJAnI hoya ke ajJAnI paNa darekane sukhanI abhilASA hoya che. kAraNe sukha saune vahAluM che. paraMtu jJAnIo satya dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM sukha mAne che. jyAre ajJAnIo bhautika sAdhanomAM sukha mAne che. satyadharmanuM sukha zAzvata che. jyAre A bhautika sukha kSaNabhaMgura che. mATe zAzvata sukha mATe bhavya ! prayatna kare. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti 187 nirAza na bane ghaNuM mANasa evA hoya che ke saghaLAM sAdhanonI anukULatA hovA chatAM paNa mAnava banavAno vicAra ke viveka karatAM nathI. ane jIvana eTale basa meja-majA ne bhega. vilAsa ema ja mAne che. ane te meLavavA mATe teo game te karatAM paNa acakAtAM nathI. evA mANasanuM jIvavuM samAja mATe bhArarUpa che. jIvana zuM che ane mAnava banavA mATe zuM karavuM joIe, te vicArIne te pramANe vartana karavAthI sva-paranuM kalyANa sAdhI zakAya che. mANase mANasa banavuM joIe ane tene maLela dehane teNe sva-paranA kalyANa mATe upayoga karavuM joIe. e saMbhava che ke jIvananA vikAsa mATe aneka muzkelIo ane vine rahelAM che. paNa tenAthI DarIne vikAsa tarapha AgaLa na vadhavuM te barAbara nathI ja. duHkha ane nirAzAthI mAnava gherAI gaye che e hakIkata che. paNa tethI temAM goMdhAI rahevAthI duHkha ane nirAzA dUra nahi thAya. tamAre keIpaNa bhege, pitAne AnaMda mATe nirAzAne khaMkherI nAMkhavI paDaze. jyAre tame ema karI zakaze tyAre tamArA AtmAmAM rahelA AnaMdane AvirbhAva thaze. ane svarUpa temaja svadharmanI tamane prApti thaze. mATe he bhavya ! tamArI nirAzAne khaMkherI nAMkhavA tamArI baLa-buddhine upayoga karo. For Private And Personal Use Only

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188 AMtara jyoti tuM mAnava bana nirAzA ane ciMtA dUra thaI zake ema che. paNa te mATe tenA upAye levAmAM Ave te ja te dUra thaI zake. ALasu banIne besI rahevAmAM Ave to te dUra thAya nahi. ane mAnava jIvana tarIke jIvana jIvAya nahi. jyAre mAnavajIvana tarIke jIvAya nahi tyAre dAnavatAne praveza karavAno mArga saraLa bane che. tethI ja dunyavI padArtho khAtara temaja prasiddhimAM AvavA mATe bIjAonA khUna karavA taiyAra thaIne khuvAra thAya che ane bIjAone herAna parezAna kare che. jyAre mAnavatAne varelA mAnavI prasiddhine IcchatA nathI. ane Atmonnati mATe prayatna karatA rahe che ne kaleza kaMkAsa dUra karavA paNa prayatna kare che. ema karavAthI te IicchA vinA paNa sArA jagatamAM prasiddha bane che. mAnavatAne varelA mAnavIo satya mahenatane AdhAre satya mahattAne meLavI AnaMdamAM magna rahe che. teone cerI-jArI, luccAI laphaMgAI pasaMda paDatI nathI. teone saguNe pasaMda paDatA hovAthI saguNIone dekhIne khuzI thAya che. ane durgaNIone paNa samajAvIne sadguNI banAvavA prayatna kare che. he bha! tame mAnavatAne meLavI satya vikAsane prApta kare. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyoti 189 sAdhana zuddha rAkhA zubha kAryo niSkAma bhAve karavAmAM Ave te Atmannati sAdhI zakAya che. ane jIvanapatha temaja dharma path kaTaka rahita bane che. vighnone haDAvavAnI zakti jAgrata thAya che tyAre dharma patha sarala ane sugama ane che. tenAthI gRhastha dharmanI ArAdhanA su Mdara rIte thaI zake che, ane a Mze a Mze mamatA -ahu kAra-adekhAI vagere deSA khasavA mAMDe che. mATe zubha kAryAmAM Azaya ane dhyeya zuddha rAkhavAnI jarUra che. jo bhauttika sukhanI abhilASA dhAraNa karavAmAM Ave, tA Atmika vikAsane aTle mAnasika, vAcika ane kAyika vRttie ane pravRttio malIna ane che ane jIvana patha temaja dharmapatha kaMTakamaya banI jAya che, tethI je rIte peAtAne jIvana jIvavAnu che te rIte jIvana jIvI zakAtuM nathI. kAraNa ke bhautika sukhAnA abhilASI janonI dRSTi ghaNI nIca ane halakI hAya che. jyAre niSkAmabhAve zubha kArya karanAranI bhAvanA Ucca ane zuddha heAya che. tethI temano mArga saraLa ane sugama bane che. dunyavI sukhamAM Asakta anela mANase anyAya-anItine karIne dhana meLavatA hAvAthI te ciMtAmaya jIvanajIve che. ane A bhavanAM evA kusaauMskAreAnI Teva paDelI hAvAthI parabhavamAM paNa te du:khI jIvana pasAra kare che. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 190 AMtara jyoti manabheda na rAkhA TUMkI ane halakI najaravALAe jAtibheda, matabheda ne manabheda karIne vividha akheDAe UbhA karIne dharmanA mArgamAM aneka vighno UbhAM kare che. tethI jIvanano mArga vadhu viSama ane vikaTa banI jAya che. parINAme AtmadharmanA mArgomAM gamana karavAnuM agharuM ane che. mATe jo sukhI thavu' hAya, jIvana tamAre sukhethI gujAravAnI bhAvanA heAya te jAtibheda ke matabheda bhale game teTalA hAya paNa manabheda pADA nahi. ane apekSA rAkhI samanvaya sAdhI jIvanane ujjavaLa banAveA. tethI je mahattA ane prasiddhinI bhAvanA che tenI svayaM siddhi thaze. manamAM bheda rAkhI bhAgalA paDAvaze| te prasiddhimAM matA Avaze. ane Atma vikAsanA rAhumAM vighno UbhA thaze. pachI anya bhavamAM samanvayanA vicAra AvavA azakaya banaze. ane ragaDA-jhagaDA temaja AsaktimAM jIvana vyatIta thaze. mATe prathamathI ja udAra dRSTi rAkhavAnI jarUra che, buddhino sadupayoga karI jAtibheda ke matabheda upara dhyAna Apaze nahi ane dhama mAgane tathA jIvanapathane nirmaLa banAvajo. nirmaLa banelA haze te ja anyane unmArgethI pAchA haTAvI sanmAge caDhAvI zakaze. tema karavAthI tamane sahajAnaMdano anubhava AvatA raheze. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 191 uthAna ane patana jIvanapaMtha mahAna vikaTa ane viSama che. kAraNa ke anAdikALathI viSaya kaSAyanA vikAre bharapUra bharelA hovAthI temAM saralatA temaja sugamatAye cAlI zakAtuM nathI. te mArgamAMthI kAma-krodha-lebhAdi kaMTakane kADhI nAMkhavAmAM Ave to ja jIvanapatha saraLa bane. - jyAM sudhI pitAnA AtmAne oLakhe nathI, dRSTi sthira karI nathI tema ja mArganAM kaTakene dUra karyA nathI, tyAM sudhI e mArge cAlatAM vedanAo thavAnI ja. rakhene tame ema ja mAne ke gRhastha dharma unnatine mArga nathI, paNa tenuM barAbara pAlanapoSaNa thAya ane Asaktino be haLave thAya to dhIme dhIme muktinA mArge jaI zakAze. paraMtu tenA badale je mokSamArge gamana karatAM pAchaLa rahelI Asaktio tarapha kheMcAIne bejAne vadhu vadhAratA jazo te vikAsanA e unnata zikharethI kayAM paDI jaze tenuM ThekANuM nahi rahe. evuM sthAna bhraSTanuM jIvana zuM kAmanuM? ApaNe te jIvana mArge AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. enA sAdhana vinA AgaLa vadhAze nahi. tethI samyagajJAnIoe A mArge javA mATe ahiMsA-saMyama-tapa vagere sAdhane batAvyA che. A sAdhanenA sahAre mekSa mAge gamana karI zakAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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19ra AMrata jyoti buddha-Izu-mahaMmada dharmanI ArAdhanA evI che ke temAM pramAda sevavAmAM Ave to AgaLa vadhavAnuM aTakI jAya ane unnatinA zikhare ArUDha thavAya nahi. mATe dharmAcaraNane rojiMdu banAvI levuM joIe. khAvuM-pIvuM-kamANI karavI ne rejane niyama che, te mujaba ahiMsA, samatApUrvaka saMyama tathA zakaya tapasyAnI paNa rejiMdA jIvanamAM AvazyakatA che. paraMtu pudgalAnaMdI bhavAnaMdI AtmajJAna pUrvaka dharmAcAraNanI vAta sAMbhaLI mAM kaTANuM kare che. enA kAraNabhUta rUpe aMdhazraddhA ane khoTuM jhanuna hoI zake. chatAMye e badhI bInAone bAda karI dharmane rItasara samajIe, te jIvana jIvavAnuM saraLa banaze. musalamAne game tevA hoya chatAMya mahaMmadana-mUDI upara vyAja na levuM, garIbane madada karavI, ImAnamAM pAkA thavuM-A mAnava jIvananA utkarSane suMdara upadeza kharekhara upagI che. jagatanA jhagaDAone zAMta karavA ane brAtRbhAvanAne vyakta karatuM Izu khristanuM A vAkaya-jo tane keI DAbA gAle tamAce mAre to tuM sAme gAla dharaje-khUba ja preraka che. nahi veNu verANI samanti ca kadAcana-buddhanuM A vAya jagatanI sukhazAMtine mArga batAve che ke, mAnavIe keInI sAthe paNa vera virodha haiyAmAM rAkhave nahi. tema karavAmAM Avaze te ja dharmane mArga sugama banaze ane jIvanamAM AnaMda Avaze. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 1 jita meLavI sarvajJa prabhu mahAvIra svAmI pharamAve che ke aMtaranA kAmAdika zatruone haThAvaze te bAhyanA zatruo raheze nahi ane tenA vege vera-virodhAdika utpanna thaze nahi. A mujaba vartana karanArAonuM jIvana vikAsa pAme che. ane sadgati pAmI paramapadanA adhikArI bane che. bahAranA duzamane upara jIta meLavI khuzI thavAthI AMtarika duzmano chatAtA nathI. ulaTuM teo adhika jera kare che. A AMtara zatruo ghaNuM ja baLavAna che. teonI sAthe yuddha karavAmAM satya puruSArtha samAyelo che. tene jItavAthI satya sAhyabInA bhakatA tarIke prasiddha thavAya. soDama huM te ja chuM. A vedavAkya mANasanA virATa prabhAvazALI AtmAnuM jIvatuM jAgatuM svarUpa raju kare che. tame ene dharma na mAne paNa mAnavajIvananA utkarSa mATe AkhuM jIvana manana karIne temaNe je satya sUtrarUpe raju karyuM che. tenI tame avagaNanA te nahi ja karI zake. je loko ema mAne che ke dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAthI amArI IcchA mujaba maLatuM nathI. paraMtu vepArane vyavahAra vagere karavAthI badhuM amane maLI rahe che ne amArA parivAranuM poSaNa thAya che. teone kahevAnuM ke dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAthI puNya maLe che ne pavitra banAya che. A baMnenA prabhAvathI ghaNuM badhI maLI rahe che. 1 3 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 194 AMtara jyAti pakSapAta tyAM nahi paramezvara keTalAka jJAnAbhyAsa kare che kharA, paraMtu te jJAna meLavIne te mujaba kriyA kare nahi te tenuM phaLa tene maLe nahi. AvI maLelI vidvatA AMdhaLAnA AMjaNa jevI samajavI. AthI samyajJAnIe pharamAve che ke, jJAnAbhyAsa karIne vidvAna anela mahAzaye te mujaba yathAzakti kriyAe karavI joie. jJAnapUrvaka karelI kriyA mekSanuM kAraNu ane che. ane tenAthI vikAsa sadhAya che. jJAnIe vikAsanA athI hAvAthI tethI tene pakSapAta pasaMda paDatA nathI. tethI anekAMta mAge eTale ke apekSApUrNAMka vyavahArika kAryo karatA heAvAthI, vicArAnAM bhinnatA lAvatA nathI. ane apekSAe samAdhAna karI hRdayanAM AnaMdanI lhAvA le che. ane khIjAone sanmArge caDhAvI peAtAno AnaMda lhAvA temane paNa Ape che. jyAM pakSapAta hAya che, tyAM satya dhavAya che. satya ghavAyA pachI kaleza kaMkAza thAya temAM zuM Azraya che ? pakSapAtathI kadI meATAi maLI che? ane tenAthI kAi mahAna anyuM che? pakSapAta rahitapaNu dharmanI ArAdhanA cege prApta thAya che. dharmanI ArAdhanA karIne jo pakSapAtamAM prema rAkhe, tA rItasara ArAdhanA karI che ema kahevAya nahi. jyAM dhama che tyAM satyatA samAyela che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 195 Dagale ne pagale - jyAM rItasara dharmanI ArAdhanA hetI nathI tyAM asatya te. asatyane haThAvanAra sadAcAra sahanatA, udAratA pApa bhIrU ane bhaya bhIrutA che. A vastunA abhAvamAM asatyane AvavAne avakAza maLI rahe che. tethI AtmA adhamatAne dhAraNa karI pite ja duHkhanuM bhAjana bane che. mATe pitAnA jIvanano lhAve levuM hoya te zAstrokta AjJA mujaba zakaya satyatAne dhAraNa karavAmAM ALasa kare nahi. anyathA Dagale ne pagale saMkaTa Avaze ane AgaLa vadhavuM duSkara banaze. keTalAka saMkaTo AvatAM AtmannitimAM pAchaLa paDe che. paraMtu satyatAne dhAraNa karanArane te jIvanamArga zuddha thayela hovAthI pite AgaLa ne AgaLa vikAsa sAdhatA rahe che. pramANiktAne tyAga karanArA vi iAvatAM kaMTALIne kayAreka te viSa khAIne jIvanane aMta ANe che. ane ajJAnatAnuM dabANa eTaluM badhuM vadhI jAya che ke khAvA pIvAnuM paNa bhAna rahetuM nathI. te paNa ekavAra nahi paNa aneka asaMkhyAta anaMtavAra. AvI sthitimAM paDavuM paDe nahi te mATe kaSTa veThIne satyanA paMthe saMcaravAnI AvazyaktA che. eTale asatya mArgane tyAga karI sukhI thAo. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 196 AMtara jyAti duHkha dUra thaI zake che ajJAnatAne haThAvavA mATe prathama vicAra ane viveka karavA joie. ane amArA jIvanamAM kayA mArgathI vighnI ane viDabanAe hAjara thAya che tenI tapAsa karavI. jo bhUle thaela hAya tA sudhAravI ane punaH punaH ela ane thatI bhUlAne dUra karavA kALajI rAkhavI. viveka vicAra vaDe bhUlA sudhAravAnI zakti deveza-- dAnavA ane mAnavA traNeyane maLelI che. te zaktithI dASAno tyAga karI pAtAnA jIvanapathane ujjavaLa banAvI zakAya che. aMdhakAranA khasavAthI, jJAna prakAzanA mArge gamana karavAthI sugamatAe AgaLa vadhavAnA mArgo paNa maLI rahe che. tamArAmAM jeTalI vicAra ane viveka karavAnI tAkAta hAya teTalI ajamAvI juvA. ane pachI jIvA ke jIvana che ane Atmapathe kavA Ara prakAranI AnaMdanI anubhava Ave che. zraddhA rAkhane vilAseAnA AnaMda karatAM te AnaMda koI anokhA ja prakArano haze. e AnaMdano lhAvA levA mATe gurU gamadvAra samyag jJAna meLavavu joie. samyakUrAna maLatAM bhUlAnI alpatA thaze ane aze aMze te mULamAMthI mUlA jatI raheze. medayathI bhUlA thAya che ne duHkhA UbhA thAya che. paraMtu e krameAMne haThAvavAnI mANasamAM zakti rahelI che. e zaktine kAvavAnAM Ave te. jJAnaprakAzanA ceAge e dUHkhA jI "mama For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti 197 vArtA eka duHkhI ane garIba mANase pitAnA duHkhane dUra karavA mATe eka devanI cha mAsa sudhI ArAdhanA karI. deva prasanna thayAM. ane kahyuM ke tAre zuM joIe che? tyAre te garIbe kIdhuM ke mAre evuM sukha joIe che ke jemAM zeka-ciMtA ane saMtApa na heya. deve kIdhuM tuM evI vyaktine zodhI lAva. pachI te mujaba tane evuM sukha huM tane ApIza. A sAMbhaLIne te bhAIsAheba evI vyaktinI zodha karavA nIkaLyA. te eka nagarazeThane maLe. ane kahyuM ke tame saMpattimAna che temaja putra-patnI tathA parivAravALA che. AthI tamane koI paNa prakArano zeka ke saMtApa haze nahi ane tame AnaMdathI jIvana pasAra karatA haze. mAre paNa tamArA jevA naciMtane saMtApavihIna sukhanI deva pAse mAMgaNI karavI che. te kaho zeTha! tame sukhI che ne? tamane keI jAtano zeka-saMtApa ke ciMtA nathI ne? tyAre zeThe kahyuM ke are! mahAnubhAva ! dharmanI upayoga pUrvaka ArAdhanA karyA sivAya saMsAramAM sukha kyAMthI hoya? saMsAra te zeka saMtApa ane ciMtAothI bharelo che. saMsAranA sukhanI mAMgaNI karavI che ane nizcita banavuM che te kayAMthI bane ? na ja bane. mahAnubhAva! mArI pAse sukha ane sAhyabI te ghaNuM che paNa mane ciMtAono pAra nathI. cAra munine mAM mAgyA mujaba pagAra ApavAmAM Ave che, chatAM kapaTa karIne chAnI rIte te vepAramAMthI paisA bhegA karIne potAnA ghara For Private And Personal Use Only

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198 AMtara jyAti bhare che. tethI mane ghaNuM nukazAna thAya che. huM tene rajA ApI zakatA nathI. kAraNake teone chUTA karavAthI temanA jevA khIjA munImA mane maLatA nathI. ane huM ekaleA peDhInuM kAmakAja sAMbhaLI zakuM tema nathI. dIkarAo che te badhA hajI nAnA che. ane abhyAsa kare che. AnA lIdhe mArI ciMtAono koI pAra nathI. ane peDhIonAM je nukazAna thai rahyuM che te paNa sahana thatuM nathI. eTale zAka-saMtApa pAra vinAnA che. pelA bhAIsAhema A sAMbhaLIne tyAMthI ravAnA thaI gayA. ane rAjAne maLyA ne badhI hakIkata jaNAvI pUchyuM he rAjan ! tamane to kaI vAtanI ciMtA nathI ne ? tamane koI zeAka satApa satAvatA nathI ne? tyAre rAjAe kahyuM, are bhramita mAnava ! saMsAranA nadhara sAdhano tane naciMta banAvI zakaze nahi. e te ulTI tArI ciMtAomAM vadhAro ja karaze, mArI ja vAta jANu. mArI pAse mana pasaMda ane aDhaLaka vaibhava che paNa mArA du:khAno pAra nathI. piMgalA rANInI mAphaka mArI rANI mIjAnI anurAgI che. adhikArIe mArI AjJA mujaba vartana karatAM nathI. ane lAMcarUzrvata laIne prajAne duHkha Ape che. AvI AvI te he mahAnubhAva ! mane ghaNI upAdhao ane ciMtA che, tane temAMthI keTalI gaNAvu ? rAjAnI A vAta sAMbhaLI pelA bhAisAheba paDita pAse gayeA. ane tene paNa rAjA ane zeThanI jema prazna pUchyuM. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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19 AMtara jyoti tyAre paMDite kahyuM ke mArI pAse baLa-buddhi ane dhana badhuM ja che. paraMtu mArI patnI ghaNI ja kajIyALI che. tethI mane mAnasika ciMtA karI khAya che. kahevata che ke bairI bagaDI tene bhava bagaDaze. tyAMthI paNa saMtoSa na thatAM te upAzrayamAM AtmajJAnI AcAryanI pAse jaI pitAnI vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI. tyAre guru mahArAje tene upadeza Ape ke are! bhAI jagatanI sukha-sAhyabIthI zeka-ciMtA ane saMtApa dUra thatAM nathI paraMtu tenAthI temAM vadhAre thAya che. tuM duHkhI ane daridrI che tenuM kAraNa A bhavane parabhavamAM tArA jIvanamAM vicAra, viveka ane sadAcAranI khAmI hovI joIe. tethI tArI AvI avasthA thaI che. mATe have tuM AvI paDela upAdhine jJAnapUrvaka hasatA moMe sahana kara ane dharmadhyAna kara. tethI tArA duHkha ane dAridra dUra bhAgaze ane sadAcAranA pratApe tane sukha ane sAhyabI AvI maLaze. guru mahArAjanI pAsethI AvuM sAMbhaLI te devanI pAse gaye ane kahyuM ke mane satya sukha ane sAhyabI Ape. tyAre deve kahyuM ke mArI pAsethI te maLavuM azakya che. je tAre evI sukha-sAhyabI joItI hoya te devAdhideva jinezvara bhagavaMtanI AjJA mujaba jIvana jIva ane AtmajJAnI saddagurunA mujaba tAruM jIvana banAva. tenAthI tane zeka-ciMtA ane saMtApa raheze nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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200 AMtara jyoti devanuM kathana sAMbhaLIne, duHkha ane daridratAne dUra karavA mATe, zoka-saMtApane ciMtAne tyAga karI, kaSTa sahIne paNa deva-guru ane dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM A bhAgyazALI tatpara thaye. AthI AcAra-vicArane uccAramAM zuddhi thatAM pitAnI sAmAnya sthitimAM paNa te AnaMdamAM rahevA lAgyA, tathA puNya ane pavitratA pragaTa thaIne bahAranI lahamI-sattAsAhAbIne avakAza maLatAM hAjara thaI ane Adhi-vyAdhiupAdhinuM jora cAlyuM nahi. bAhyanI lakSamI-sattA maLI che tene sahAre laI sadupayega karavAmAM AnaMdapUrvaka jIvana jIvavA lAge. zAstrakAre paNa kahe che ke sadAcAra tathA puNyadayanA cage je vaibhava maLe che tene sadupayega kare ane tene bhega-vilAsamAM vRthA veDaphI na nAkhe. A pAMcamAM ArAmAM je zarIra saMpatti maLI che tene je sadupayoga karavAmAM Avaze te mokSa mArga kaMTaka vinAne banaze ane visAmA tarIke prathama, bIjA ke trIjA devaleke deva thavAze. tyAM paNa tamane Rddhi-siddhi maLaze. paraMtu tame temAM lubdha banaze nahi ane tyAM sumesaraNamAM bIrAjamAna tIrthakarenI vANunuM zravaNa karavA jaje. jethI devabhavanuM AyuSya pUrNa karyA pachI durgatimAM javAnuM thAya nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyoti 201 sugaMdha vinAnuM puSpa dAna-zIyaLa-tapa-bhAvanA ane puruSAmAM vAre vAre vijJo upasthita karanAra je kAI haiAya te te mAyA-mamatA ne ahaMkAra che. tene dUra karavAmAM Ave te ja dAnAdikamAM pUrepUrI zakti pheravI zakAya, ane mAnavajIvananI sAkatA sAthe meAkSanA mArge paNa jhaDapathI gamana karI zakAya. dAnAdvika vinAno DheDa, Atma vinAnA deha samAna che, sugaMdha vinAnA puSpa samAna che. kAraNa ke dAnathI mamatAno tyAga thAya che ane nile patAe vyavahuArika kAryA sAdhI zakAya che tema ja Atmika guNAno avirbhAva thAya che. zIyaLanA pAlanathI zArIrika tAkAtanI sAthe mAnasika zakti paNa sthiratAne dhAraNa kare che. kalpanAe alpa thAya che. tema ja apUrva siddhione AvavAno avakAza maLe che eTale te puNyavALA mAnavIone bhayanA bhaNakArA geAcara thatAM nathI. te pachI bhaya tA hAya ja kyAMthI ? niya ane nIDara banIne teo potAnA jIvanapathane ujjavaLa manAvI anya prANIonA jIvana mArgomAMthI kaTakAne dUra karavA prayatna kare che. uparAMta teo pAMca indriye! rUpI azvIne kabaje karI yathAzakti tapa karavAmAM paNa ALasa karatA nathI, tema ja mAra bhAvanAone e nitya bhAve che. AthI temanA vamAna ke bhAvi jIvanamAM bhayane AvavAnI jagA maLatI nathI. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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202 AMtara jyoti vArtA eka bhAgyazALI zrAvaka gRhastha dharmanuM rItasara pAlana karavA pUrvaka AtmajJAnI AcArya pAse jaIne vinayapUrvaka temano upadeza haiyAmAM pacAve che tathA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI ghaNA AnaMdathI jIvana vyatIta kare che. - eka vakhata te pitAnI pAse je delata rahelI che tenI saphaLatA karavA eka derAsara baMdhAve che. temAM ghaNuM paiisAno te kharca kare che. A joI jANIne tenA putra parivArane bhaya thaye ke A te AmAM lAkha be lAkha rUpiyA khacI nAkhaze. pachI amAruM zuM thaze. ame kevI rIte jIvIzuM. chevaTe amAre bhIkhArI banAvAno samaya Avaze. A bhayane dhAraNa karI te vAre vAre zeThane Thapako Ape che ke tame ATalA badhA rUpiyA kharcIne amArI sthiti kaphoDI karI nAkhaze. ghara bALIne tIrtha na thAya e tame kema samajatA nathI. parivAranA sAmuM te tame jarA juo. paisA khalAsa thaI jaze pachI koI ApaNane mAna satkAra paNa nahi Ape. ane paise. e to agIyArano prANa che. te je kharcAI jaze te pachI amArA badhAnuM zuM thaze? mATe tame kaMI vicAra kare, viveka karo. paraMtu zeTha A badhAne kaMI javAba ApatAM nathI ane manamAM vicAre che ke puNya-dAnAdika karatAM kaI paNa bhUkhe maratuM nathI ane mAravAnuM paNa nathI. tenAthI mAnasanmAna vadhavAnA ja che. chatAM ya A parivAra vRthA bhaya seve che. paraMtu temanA belavA tarapha joyA jevuM nathI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 203, puNya kriyAo karavAthI pApa dUra jAya che ane tenAthI navA puNya baMdhAya che. puNyadaye koI divasa duHkhI thavAya nahi ane dukha Ave te paNa te dUra thaI jAya. avaLuM hoya te paNa savaLuM thaI jAya. duHkhada avasthA sukhadAyI bane che. A parivArane temAM zraddhA nathI tethI bhale te game tema belyA kare. mAre te A pavitra kAmamAMthI pAchA haThavuM nathI ja. Ama vicAra karI temaNe derAsaranuM kAmakAja cAlu ja rakhAvyuM. azubhedaye vepAramAM nukazAna AvavuM zarU thayuM. chatAM ca zeTha temanI zraddhAmAMthI DagyA nahi. ane derAsaranuM kAma temaNe pUrNa karAvyuM. zeThanI AvI ananya bhakti joI nagarajano temanI khUba ja prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. paraMtu zeThane parivAra AthI khuza na tha ne zeThane game tema bolavA lAge paraMtu zeTha te samatApUrvaka badhuM sAMbhaLe jAya che ane dharma dhyAnamAM vadhu dhyAna Ape che. eka divasa savAramAM pUjA karatI vakhate temaNe ghaNA ja bhaktibhAvathI phulanI mALA prabhune paherAvI ne pachI prabhu smaraNamAM lIna thaI gayA. te arasAmAM parIkSA karavA mATe gharaNendra deve sApanuM rUpa dhAraNa karI zeThanA zarIra upara pharavA mAMDyuM. paraMtu zeTha te prabhunA dhyAnamAM eTalA badhA UMDA utarI gayA hatA ke temane kaMI ja khabara paDI nahi. te to sthiratAthI prabhunuM dhyAna dharatA ja rahyAM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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204 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir AMtara jyoti zeThanI AvI dRDha ne niSkAma bhakti joI ne dharaNendra deva sAkSAt thayAM ane prasanna thaI zeThane kahevA lAgyA ke huM mahA bhAgyazALI ! tArI prabhunA dhyAnamAM sthiratA ane ekAgratA joIne huM tArA para khuza thayA chuM. mATe mAga mAga, tu je mAMgIza te huM tane ApIza. zeThe kahyuM ke meM prabhunA kaMThe mALA paherAvI che tenu mane phaLa Apo. deve kahyuM ke te mALA niSkAmabhAve paherAvela hAvAthI tenu phaLa ApavA huM. azakta chuM tyAre zeThe kahyu ke mALAmAM rahelA eka puSpanu phaLa ApeA. te paNa ApavAne devane :azaktimAna jANI zeThe eka pAMdaDInuM phaLa ApavA kahyuM. tenu' paNa phaLa ApavA dharaNendra samartha na hatA. A jANI zeThe kaI paNa AgaLa mAMgyu' nahi, ne kahyuM ke mAre kaI joItuM nathI. Apa have padhAro. dharaNendra zeThanI nispRhatA dekhIne tenI praza'sA karavA lAgyA, ke huM mahA bhAgyazALI tamArI jevI prabhu pUjA karanAra virala heAya che. tema ja nirbhayatAne dhAraNa karavA pUrvaka dhyAna dharanAra paNa virala heAya che. tamArI keAI paNa prakAranI mAMgaNI nathI, te paNa tamArA putra-parivArane dAnAdi karavAthI tathA dhArmika kriyAo karavAthI phaLa maLe che, ema teone kharAkhara zraddhA bese te mATe tame ghera jaI ne tamArA parivArane kahejo, ke gharanA cAra khUNA khAde. temAMthI tamane jhaverAta maLaze. ATaluM kahI dharaNendra adRzya thaI gayA ane zeDa ghare AvyA. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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20pa AMtara jyoti zeThe ghera AvIne parivArane gharanA cAra khUNuM pedavA kahyuM. devanA kahyA mujaba temAMthI jhaverAta bharelA cAra zaru nIkaLyA. A joIne parivAra zeThanI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA ane temanI dharmazraddhAnA vakhANa karavA mAMDyA. pachI temane paNa dharma zraddhA beThI. A dRSTAMta upathI mahAnubhae samajavAnuM che ke dharmanI ArAdhanA niSkAma bhAve ja karaje. dunyavI keIpaNa padArthanI pRhA rAkhI dharma karaze nahi. pharI pharIne vicAra kara prAyaH akakala ochI hoya tathA jhAjhuM vicAravAnI zakti na hoya teoja dunyavI mAvika padArthomAM Asakta banI parAdhInatAnI beDImAM baMdhAya che. ane ghaNuM pIDAe pAme che. A mATe je saddagurune upadeza vAraMvAra zravaNa karavAmAM Ave te vicAra karavAnI zakti jAgRta thAya che. ane sAthe sAthe buddhine paNa vikAsa thAya che. sadguruone upadeza sAMbhaLIne punaH punaH vicAra karavAnI agatyatA che. vicArone ge viveka chatAM jJAna pratye prema thavAne ja. e prema thavAthI dunyavI padArthonA baMdhane DhIlA paDaze. pachI teonuM dAsatva raheze nahi. AthI AjhAdI sAthe AbAdI prApta thatAM kaI paNa prakAranI ciMtA, Adhi, vyAdhi ne upAdhi rahevAnI nahi. For Private And Personal Use Only

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206 AMtara jyoti dRSTAMta eka mANase pitAnA gharamAM pitAnA tathA parivAranuM piSaNa na thavAthI vicAra karI eka divase prabhAvika devanI ArAdhanA karI. deve prasanna thaI tene varadAna mAMgavA kahyuM. tyAre te mANase kahyuM ke mAre hAthI ghaDA-ke rAjavaibhava vagerenI mAMgaNuM nathI karavI. paraMtu mAruM tathA mArA parivAranuM rItasara poSaNa thAya ane AnaMdapUrvaka jIvana pasAra thAya teTaluM ja mAMgavuM che. deve kahyuM ke tArA gharanA AMgaNe roja eka mera Avaze. te kaLA karIne ja eka pIchuM kheravaze. te senAnuM thaI jaze. Ama thavAthI tene bharaNa poSaNanI ciMtA thaze nahi. A mujaba varadAna pAmI te mANasa potAnA ghare AvyuM ane sonAnAM pIchAM ja maLavAthI AnaMdamAM rahevA lAge. ekAda te dIkarAne kahI paragAma gaye. tyAre dIkarAe meranA saghaLAM pIchAM kADhI levAne lebha karyo ne te mATe teNe merane pakaDe. paraMtu mera nAsI gaye. ane ulaTu tene eka paNa pIchuM maLyuM nahi ane gharamAM je senAnAM hatA te paNa pIMchAM dekhAyAM nahi. pitAe jyAre bahAragAmathI AvI A jANyuM tyAre putrane ghaNe Thapako Ape. tyAra pachI te sarevaranA kInAre rahelA sarpane dararoja dUdha pAvA jAya che ane sApa tene dararoja be senA mahera Ape che. tethI tenuM jIvana sukhethI pasAra thAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti 207 keI kAma prasaMge tema pharIthI paragAma javAne prasaMga Ubhe thaye. te samaye teNe putrane sApane dUdha pAvA javAnuM kAma soMpyuM. sApe dUdha pIne putrane be senA mahera ApI. A jeIne putrane thayuM ke sApanI pAse hajI vadhu senA mahera hevI joIe paNa te Apato nathI. mATe tene mArI nAMkhIne tenA rAphaDAmAM rahelI badhI ja senA mahera kajo karI lauM. Ama vicAra karI bIje divase sApa jyAre dUdha pIvA lAge tyAre teNe tenA upara lAThI mArI. paraMtu ethI sApa che chelA ane putrane DaMkha mArIne mArI nAMkhe. bahAragAmathI AvIne jyAre tene A badhI bInAnI khabara paDI tyAre tene ghaNuM ja duHkha thayuM ane te pastAve karavA lAgyo. paNa have zuM vaLe? pharI pAchA tene duHkhanA divase AvyA. ane duHkhI thavA lAgyo. kaI samyak jJAnIe kahyuM che ke puryodaya vinA jAta mahenata dvArA dhanAdika maLe che paNa puNyadaya je hoya te ja te TakI rahe che. ane tene lAbha laI zakAya che. dharmathI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya che. dharmanI ArAdhanAthI ja bhavabhava jIvanapatha sarala ane sugama bane che. Adhi-vyAdhine upAdhi tenA lIdhe dUra thAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 208 AMtara khyAti zalya haDAvA dhama-kriyA karatAM je Adhi-vyAMdhi AvI naDe che temAM kriyAono doSa nathI paNa kriyA karanArano doSa che. kAraNa je AMtarika zalya kADhavu joIe te kADhayu' nathI mATe. mAyAzaya, mithyAtvazalya temaja nidAna zalyano tyAga karyA sivAya dha kriyA kayAMthI phaLa Ape ? mATe AtmAnA vikAsanA athI bhAgyazALIoe nIti-nyAya temaja pramA NikatAno tyAga karavA joI e nahi. ke jethI anya mANasAne asara thAya ane dharmanA mArge joDAI jIvana mAne sugama banAve ane ArAdhela dharmAMnI praza MsA thAya ane anumAdanA karI puNya bAMdhe ane vepAra karatAM paNa vizvAsapAtra banAya. rahasya meLave. tamArAmAM buddhi hAya nahi te| . bhaNelAoe jIvana zuddhinA je uttama graMthA che te vAMcavA agara sadgurunA upadezanuM zravaNa karI manana karavA pUrNAMka tenuM rahasya meLavavuM ke jethI meha-mamatAthI dabAyela sadguddhino pragaTabhAva thAya ane jIvanapatha ujaLA ane eLakhA ane sukhI thAo tamArA dhArela kAryAM jaldI pUrNa kema thatAM nathI ? ekatA vinA ja nathI thatAM. zunyatArUpI sAdhanonI kiMmata kayAre vadhe? ekatA haiAya te ja. mATe bhedabhAvano tyAga karI AtmAne oLakheA ane sukhI thAo. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jyoti 2e te patana thaze jIvana zuddhi thayA pachI urdhvagAmI banavAthI pAMkhe Avaze. dayAdAna-saMyama rUpI pAMkhe dvArA urdhvagAmI banaze. paraMtu te pAMkhe neha rAga-kAmarAga ane daSTirAgathI malina thAya nahi ane bhAre thAya nahi te mATe khAsa takedArI rAkhaze. je malIna thaze ane bhAre banaze te urdhvagAmI banAze nahi. udarvagAmI banavAnI abhilASA haze te paNa tame patana pAmazo. dAna +badale = 0 dAna karavAmAM kaI paNa badalAnI IcchA rAkhavI nahi. badalAnI IcchA rAkhavAthI dIdhela dAnanuM satyaphaLa maLatuM nathI. tathA dama kahetAM pAMca Indriyane jItavI paNa tene kanja karIne keIne vaza karavAnI ke keIna upara kAbU jamAvavAnI vRtti rAkhavI nahi. paraMtu teone vikAsa thAya tevI ja pravRtti karavI. temAMnA de dUra TaLe te mujaba prayAsa ane vicAra karo A karatAM mAna-satkAranI bhAvanA rAkhavI nahi. upaga rAkha agAmI banavA mATe A saMsAramAM aneka nimitte che. temAM muMjhAvavuM nahi. meha-mamatA-mAyA, rAga-dveSa vagere tamane vividha lAlacethI tamane adhogAmI banAvaze. mATe upaga rAkhaze. dareka bAbatamAM upaga-dhyAna rAkhavAthI bhUla thavAno saMbhava ocho rahe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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210 AMtara jAti ApaNu ja vAke ApaNe ApaNuM bhUlethI ja jAte dukhe UbhA karIe chIe. kyAreka ApaNe evuM belI nAkhIe chIe ke bIjAne te apriya lAge ane tene vera-jhera karavAnI vRtti thAya. pachI bhale bhAI ke svajana vargane koI paNa hoya agara te sivAya bIjA mANaso hoya. te balavAna hoya te tene badale levAne teo lAga jotA hoya che ane evuM lAga Ave te teo badale levAnuM cUkatA paNa nathI. Ama vera-vidhanI paraMparA vadhatI ja jAya che ne tethI navI navI Aphata ubhI thatI ja jAya che. pachI kaheze ke Aphate ubhI thatI ja jAya che. pachI kaheze ke amuka amane duHkha ApyuM, amane phasAvyo. paraMtu prathama je belavAmAM bhUla thaI che, teno tene khyAla AvatuM nathI. evA je khyAla Ave te virodhane tyAga karavAnI IcchA thAya. tema thavAthI pachI vera-jhera thaze nahi. paraMtu keTalAka evA bhAre kamI che hoya che ke, teo pitAnI thaela bhUla jANavA chatAM te kabUla karatAM nathI ane vera-jherane vadhAre ja jAya che. ane ulaTuM teo ema mAne che ke je huM have bhUla kabUla karIza te bIjA mArI mazkarI karaze, huM mUkhamAM khapIza. AvA khoTA DarathI teo bhUla kabUla karatA nathI. AthI teo potAnA jIvana paMthane ujajavaLa banAvI zakatA nathI. AnAthI ulaTu jeo laghukamI jIve che. teo pitAnAthI thayela bhUlanI tarapha mAphI mAMge che ane evI bolavAmAM bhUla na thAya tenI kALajI rAkhe che. ane pitAnA jIvanapaMthane ujjavaLa banAve che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti ra11 Aphatane AmaMtraNa anItine AraMbha te paNa Aphatane AmaMtraNa ApavA barAbara che. te pachI temAM Asakta banI viSaya sukhanI lAlace vAre vAre pravRtti karavAthI viTaMbanA kayAMthI dUra TaLe? ane sAcA sukhanI AzA kayAMthI phaLe? adhikAdhika AraMbhamAM ja satyasukha satyazAMtinA sAdhane tarapha najara paNa paDatI nathI. kAraNa ke anItithI prApta thayelAM sAdhano, vicAra ane vivekane karavAmAM vidano upasthita karavAmAM mati-buddhine bagADI nAkhe che ane mANasane unmArge caDhAve che. be vANIyA be vepArI vANIyAoe dhana haze te dharma thaze ane viyenI kAmanA tRpta thaze, ema vicArI paradezamAM jaIne dhana khAtara baMdha karavA mAMDyuM. AraMbha-samAraMbha karavA pUrvaka nIti nyAya ane pramANikatA vagerene khyAla rAkhyo nahi ane bheLA mANasene cAlAkI vAparIne temaja game tema karIne dhana meLavyuM. AnAthI jIvana ane AtmA bagaDe che tene teoe khyAla karyo nahi. ekadA ghaNuM dhana meLavI potAnA vatana tarapha prayANa karatAM mArgamAM bhAta khAvA beThA. e arasAmAM baMne mATe mAhe e vicAra kare che ke sAmAne mArI nAMkhyuM te tenuM saghaLuM dhana mArA hAthamAM Ave. ane mAruM jIvana sukharUpe pasAra thAya. For Private And Personal Use Only

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212 AMtara jyoti hAthanAM karyA haiye vAgyAM eke bIjAne kahyuM ke pAse rahelA kuvAmAMthI pANI laI Ava. bIje kuvAnI pAse pANI levA gaye te daramiyAna teNe pitAnI pAse rAkheluM jhera bhAtAmAM bheLavI dIdhuM. ane pachI tenI pAchaLa jaIne te vANIyAne dhakako mArI kuvAmAM pheMkI dIdhe. pANI vadhu UMDuM hovAthI te turata ja marI gayo. AthI khuza thate te pAchA AvyA ane bhAta khAvA beTho. paraMtu harSaghele banela hovAthI teNe pite bhAtAmAM jhera bheLavyuM che te tene yAda na rahyuM ane te khAvA beThe ane khAtAM turata ja te maraNa pAmyuM. ane pApa karIne prApta thayela mAla milakta tyAM ja paDI rahI. Ama ekabIjAne mAravAthI vicAramAM malInatAnA ge A be vANIyAe durgatinA bhAjana bane temAM zuM Azrarya ? eka AraMbhane vepAra-bIjI anIti ane taddana malInatAnA ye kayAMthI jIvana sukharUpe pasAra thAya? mATe zAstrakArenuM pharamAna che ke vyAvahArika kAryomAM nyAya-nItipramANiktA rAkhaze te ja jIvanamArga sugama banaze. ane saMkalpa-vika9pa janya ciMtAo thaze nahi. ciMtA citA samAna mAnavIone ciMtAo citA jevI lAge che. te haiyAne bALI nAkhe che. temaja te mANasane sArA kAme karavA detI njI. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jyoti 13 sukha vahAluM hoya te sukha vahAluM hAya, ciMtA vinAnuM jIvana gujAravu heAya, udhvagAmI banavu hAya, te huM bhaLye ! tame yathA zakti saMyamanI ArAdhanA karo. prathama tamane te duHkharUpa jevuM lAgaze, para'tu aMte te tamane te sukharUpa ja jaNAze e nakkI mAnajo. nyAya--nIti tema ja saMyamamAM ja sAcuM sukha samAyelu che te yAda rAkhajo. zakita vaikA nahi tamArI pAse game tevI Rddhi-siddhi ke sattA haze paNa jo tamArAmAM namratA, saralatA-kSamA vagere guNe haze nahiM te tamAruM' jIvana AnaMdamaya pasAra thaze nahi. te vinA tamAruM jIvana ciMtA ane vyAdhiothI gherAyelu raheze. mATe je guNA jIvanane AnaMdamaya karanAra che, anaMtaavyAkhAdha sukha arpaNa karanAra che, evA guNAne meLavavA saue prayatna karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. vicAra-viveka ane prayatna vinAnuM jIvana pazu-pa'khI samAna che. tame teA manuSya che ane kSamAdi guNAne prApta karavAnI tamArAmAM zakti che. te zaktione tame mAtra bhAga vilAsa ke meAja-maMjAmAM veDaphI nAkhaze nahi. dazA badalAtI nathI saceAgA-nimitto badalAya paNa vibhAvabhraMzA badaMlAtI nathI. tene badalavA mATe te svabhAva kahetAM Atmatattvane jANuvAnI AvazyakatA che. Atmatattvane jANyA pachI vibhAvadazAmAM palaTA thAya. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra 214 AMtara jyoti AkAza kusuma manuSyabhavamAM maLelI zaktione saphaLa karavAno sAcA upAya hAya te te kSamAdi sadguNA che. te vinA sukha zAMtinI icchA rAkhavI te AkAza kusumavat che. tame game tevI sukha-zAtAnI abhilASA rAkhaze! te paNa jyAre kSamA-saralatA-namratA, sa MtoSa vigere sadguNA hAjara thaze, tyAre ja te AzAone saphala thavAnA sAdhano ane nimitto hAjara thaze. ane teenA upara prema dhAraNa karaze! te paNa samAjamAM dekhAva pUratA haze nahi, paNa AMtarika haze eTale dunyavI sattA-sa Mpatti samRddhi karatAM te sAdhanAnI kimata anataguNI mAluma paDaze. ane te sAdhanonuM rakSaNa karavA sadA sAvadhAnI rAkhaze. paNa tenI kimata jANyA pachI tathA anaMta sukhane ApanAra ema kharAkhara haiyAmAM pacAvI prayAsa karazeA, tAkAtane pheravaze tyAre te saMdguNA hAjara thaze. eTale AleAkanI tathA paraleAkanI sukha-zAtAnI icchA-abhilASA pUrNa karavAnI vRtti raheze nahi. anaMta vastunI oLakhANa pUrNAMka te prApta thayA pachI atavALI vastumAM prema jAgatA nathI ane Asakta manAtu nathI. amRta cAkhyA pachI viSayarUpI viSa upara prema kayAMthI rahe ? jene sadguNeA prApta thayA nathI te viSaya viSamAM Asakti rAkhe che. ane tene meLavavA khAtara prApta zaktione mAnasika tara MgAmAM veDaphI nAkhe che. mATe amRtano svAda levA hAya teA kSamAdi guNe! meLavo. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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22 AMtara jyoti segananI jarUrI nathI satya prApta thayA pachI sAkSI ke segananI jarUra nathI paDatI. kAraNa ke satya te AtmAnI sAkSIe maLe che. pararaMjanamAM maLatI nathI. pararaMjana karIne prApta karelI vastumAM sAkSI ane segananI kaI vakhate agatyatA che. keI pUche ke are ! te A vastu kyAMthI meLavI? je maLI zake tema na hatI chatAM paNa te meLavI. te te zuM karI te nathI karIne ? tuM sAcuM bela? tyAre vastu prApta karanArane bolavuM paDe che ke cerI karIne nathI meLavI. A pramANe sAMbhaLI pUchanAra pharI pUche che te cerI karIne te vastu nathI meLavI tene sAkSI kezu? je ema hoya te tuM tArA vahAlA jIvana sogana khA. A mujaba sAMbhaLI zAhukArI sAcavavA khAtara AjIjI karavA pUrvaka te sAkSI UbhA kare che tema ja juThA segana paNa khAvA paDe che. Ama dunyavI vastunI prAptimAM kaI vakhate sAkSI lAvavA paDe che ane segana khAvA paDe che jyAre saddaguNa meLavavAmAM tevuM karavuM paDatuM nathI. mATe sAkSIo tathA segananI takalIpha na levI hoya te satya dharma-kSamA-saralatA saMteSa samatAne dhAraNa kare. tethI duniyA tamArA tarapha kheMcAIne Avaze. koI kaheze ke A duniyAmAM kSamA vagere dhAraNa karIe te bhUkhe marIye ne bhIkha mAMgavI paDe. paNa A ajJAna che. temAM satya sadguNene doSa nathI paNa mAyA-mamatA ahaMkAra vagereno doSa che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti jJAnIonuM kartavya anAcAramAM Asakta banela mANasene sadupadeza dvArA sanmArge vALI AtmadharmanuM jJAna ApavuM ane teonA AtmAne nirmaLa banAvavA prayAsa kare tenA je bIje upakAra nathI. unmAge gamana karavA pUrvaka sAta vyasanemAM phasAI paDelAone punaH punaH durgatinA atyaMta duHkho bhegavavA paDe che. Atmika teja temanuM jhAMkhuM paDeluM hovAthI Amenati karavAne te azakta banela hoya che. AthI temanA duHkhane pAra nathI rahetuM. AvA mANasane sadupadeza ApI teone sadAcArane pathe vALavA te samyakajJAnIonuM kartavya che. sadAcArethI ajJAna vaDe avarAyela tejane pragaTabhAva thAya che. ane anukrame sazakta thayA pachI te manuSya svakalyANa sAdhavAne samartha bane che. A upakAra je te nathI: sadAcAranA paDelAM saMskAre paralokamAM sAthene sAthe rahe che ane AlekanA vinene dUra kare che. jo ke karmodayathI duHkhI thayelAone keTalAka zrImaMte dhanAdikane sahakAra Ape che paNa upadeza vinAnA teo sanmArge vaLI zaktA nathI. tethI dhanAdika sAdhana khUTI jatAM pAchA teo duHkhI thAya che. mATe dhanAdikanI madada ApavA sAthe teone e upadeza ApavuM joIe ke jethI teo sanmArge caDhI zake ane pitAnuM kalyANa sAdhI zake. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara jAti 217 ciMtAnuM curaNa jinezvaranI vaMdanA-pUjA ane stuti karanAra bhAgyazALIoe jinezvara bhagavaMtanI AjJAnuM pAlana karI temanA -guNane grahaNa karavA tatpara banavuM te vaMdanA-pUjAdine hetu che. tenAthI meha-mamatA ahaMkArAdinuM dabANa ochuM thatuM jAya che ane anukrame Atmika guNe pragaTa thAya che. Atmika guNene AvirbhAva thatAM je parataMtratA- ezIyALApaNuM rahela che te dUra thaze ane nyAya-nIti pUrvaka prApta karela dhanAdika sAdhana saphaLa thaze. e guNe vinA nahitara e sAdhane bhegapabhegamAM ja veDaphAze, tethI saMsAranI duHkhajanaka paraMparA vadhavAnI ja ethI sukha ane zAMtinI IcchA tRpta thatI nathI. tame jANe che ke sazakta mANasane paNa kayAreka aNadhArI vyAdhi AvI jAya che. tethI te duHkhI thAya che. keTalAka dhanAdika hovA chatAM paNa potAne tyAM putra nahi, havAthI duHkhI thAya che. ane je putra hoya che ane temanI AjJAmAM nathI rahetuM tethI te duHkhI thAya che. Ama sau ciMtAmAM rahe che. AvA saMsAranI cAhanA keNa kare? AvI ciMtAone cUravA ane tenI pIDAone TALavA mATe ja vaMdanA-pUjA pUrvaka jinezvaranI AjJAne amala karIne temanA guNene grahaNa karavAmAM Ave te Adhi-vyAdhi ne upAdhi jarUrathI dUra TaLe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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218 AMtara jAti. jheranAM esiDa vItarAgInA guNe haiyAmAM javAthI vicAramAM parivartana thAya che ane AtmAnA guNe tarapha prema jAge che. tethI zubha-zuddha vicAronA cege puNyabaMdha ane saMvaranI prApti thAya che. Ama thavAthI AvatA karmonuM jora cAlatuM nathI ane nirjarAnA vege Atmika vikAsa thAya che. mATe prathama vicArone zubha banAvavA mATe vItarAnA guNene grahaNa karavAnI jarUra che. bhegopabheganA vicAra karavA te Atmika guNenA ghAtaka hevAthI te viSa samAna che. viSa khAvAthI te eka ja bhavamAM maraNa Ave che. paNa A bhAge pagarUpI viSa. te bhabhava maraNa lAve che. AvA viSane mAravAne IlAja vItarAganA guNe grahaNa karavA te che. je je aMze A guNe hAjara thaze te te aMze. viSayarUpI viSapAna karavAnI kAmanA ochI thatI jaze ane aMte sAva nirmULa thaI jaze. amRtanA Asava uttama puruSonA guNene grahaNa karavAM teonI saMgatithI. uttamatA vadhe che. rAjule tIrthakara zrI neminAthanA guNe grahaNa karavAthI ja uttamatA prApta karI. ane prabhunA pahelAM mekSanAM anaMta. avyAbAdha satya sukhane pAmyA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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AMtara ti 219 cAra buddhinA ghaNI abhayakumArezrI mahAvIra svAmInA guNene haiyAmAM pacAvI sarva saMgone jJAna pUrvaka tyAga karI uttamatA prApta karI. Ama uttama puruSonI saMgati zAMti tuSTi karavA pUrvaka karavAthI Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhionI viTaMbanA TaLe che. ane vikArenA vicArone nAza kare che. - vilAsamAM AsakatanI sobata karavAthI uttamatAnI, sthitie ArUDha thayelane adhama banAve che tathA vicAromAM malinatA ANe che. eka te samyaphajJAna heya nahi ane evAono paricaya hoya te te kevI khuvArI kare te kahI zakAya nahi. mATe uttama puruSanI sakhata karavI ane temanI prazaMsA karavI te amRta samAna che. bhogapabheganA vikAsamAM sukha mAnanAra evuM ja kaheze ke vilAsamAM satyAnaMda rahelo che. vilAsIne tyAga karI dAna-tapa-zIyaLa, saMvega-vairAga dhAraNa karavAthI managamatI moja mANavAnI kayAMthI maLe? AvA mANaso viSayarUpa viSanA pyAlA pI ane bIjAne pAIne pitAnI tathA bIjAnI akathya khuvArI kare che. AvA mANasanI sobata aMte mahAduHkhanuM kAraNa bane che. DAhyA ane sujJajano temaja AtmAnA vikAsa athIo to AvI viSaya vilAsIonI sobatathI dUra rahevAmAM ja lAbha juve che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra -220 AMtara jyAti teo muMjhAtA nathI satyasukhanA athI janA zrI sadgurUnA vacanAmRtanu pAna karatA hAvAthI saMsAranA sukhane bhAgave che, paNa temAM Asakta banatA nahi heAvAthI temAM te muMjhAtA nathI. ane dAna-zIyaLa-tapa ane bhAvanAne bhUlatA nathI. chevaTe viSaya vilAsAnA tyAga karavA pUrvaka tapa-japa ane dAna-zIyaLamAM tatpara bane che te paNa dekhAva pUratAM nahi paNu aMtaranI bhAvanA sAthe. ataeva te mahAbhAgyazALIne citAo, vyAdhiAnI viDaMbanA jora pakaDatI nathI ane aMte AnaMda sAthe sva ne visAme pAmI akSaya sukhanA svAmI ane che. AvA uttama soMsArI mAnavInA paricayamAM paNa mehu mamatAnI pakaDa anukrame nAza pAme che. ane parAdhInatAezIyALApaNuM rahetuM nathI, svata MtratAnA lAbha maLatA apU ananya atyAnaMdamAM jhIlAya che anyathA sihu jevA baLavAneAne paNa ajJAnathI parAdhInatAnI eDImAM sapaDAvavuM paDe che. hAthInuM pUchaDuM AbAla brahmacArIne yuvAvasthAmAM khUba ja baLa hatuM. eka divasa cauTAmAM karatA hatA tevAmAM nagarano rAjA hAthI upara esIne tyAM AvyuM. tevAmAM A aliSTha kautukatA khAtara hAthInuM pUchaDuM pakaDayuM ane jora karIne hAthIne tyAMne tyAM ja UbhA rAkhyA. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra AMtara jgyAti ra31 paraNyA pachI khalAsa rAjAne AthI acaMbA thayA. tene thayuM ke A mANasa te hAthI karatAM paNa vadhu maLavAna che. Anu maLa - ochuM karavAmAM na Ave to ko'ka divasa e mArA sAme ja aLavA kare. mATe atyArathI ja tenI takedArI rAkhavI joie. Ama vicArI rAjAe tene darabAramAM khelAnyA. ane tenI tAkAtanI prazaMsA karI. ane tene khUba kulAnyA. A baliSTa paNa tethI phulAI gayA. rAjAe tene kahyu ke bhalA tu paraNI jA. tArA jevA aliSTa Ama kuMvArA rahe te sAruM niha. ane Ama bhaTakatA rahevAthI jIvana saphaLa thatu nathI. A mATe tuM ciMtA na karIza. huM tane dhana Apu chuM tethI tane muzkelI nahi paDe ne tAruM jIvana sukharUpe pasAra thaze. A joI ne A bhAI sAhema rAjAnI jALamAM ajJAnatAthI sAI gayA ne paraNI gayAM. pachI tene saMtAna thayA. sasAranI javAbadArI vadhI A badhAmAM tene khabara na paDI ke peAtAnI zakti khalAsa thaI gaI che. AthI eka divasa te hAthInu' pUchaDuM pakaDI Ubhe rAkhavA gayA tA hAthI UbhA na rahyo ane te hAthInI pAchaLa DhasaDAvavA lAgyA. leAkeA tene ema joIne mazkarI karavA lAgyAM. A joIne tene ghaNuM duHkha thayuM. ane tene jJAna thayuM ke me nAhuka. lagna. karI nAMkhyA. have mArI badhI zakti khalAsa thaI gaI. have mane tAkAta maLavI azakya che. * For Private And Personal Use Only

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13 Acharya Shri Kailassagarsuri Gyanmandir AMtara jyAti A mujaba are buddhivALAe ! vilAsenA sAdhana maLe te paNa temAM tame Asakata thaze nahi. nahitara tamArI zakti khalAsa thaI jaze. pachI tame kazuM nahi karI zako. paLanI khabara nathI se varasa jIvavAnI AzAe mAsa seAse varasa cAle evI lAgeApabhAganI sAdhana sAmagrI meLavavA mahenata kare che kharA paNa temane paLanI khabara nathI. tathA jeone puNyanA prabhAve ApadAdA taraphathI se varSa cAle evI sAdhana sAmagrI maLelI che teone amAruM jIvana seA varasa sudhI cAlaze evI AzA rahelI che. teone paNa paLanI khakhara nathI ke amAruM AyuSya kayAre pUrNa thaze. AyuSyane ochuM karanAra saMkSepe sAta che, rAga-dveSanA adhyavasAyeAnA cAge paNa eka paLamAM AyuSya tUTe che. ane paraleAke anicchAe sagAM vahAlAMne raDAvI javu paDaze te te manuSyone mAluma che ja. se| varasanI sAdhana sAmagrIvALA zrImate, rAjA mahArAjAe ghaNuM jIvavAnI AzA heAvA chatAM paNa sAdhana sAmagrIne ahIM mUkIne eka paLamAM paraleAke padhAryAM che. tAM manuSya te sAdhanAnAM mukhya khanI paraleAka sudhare, tathA AnaMda pUrvaka jIvana paMthamAM tathA mekSa mAge saMcarAya te mATe prayAsa karatA nathI, A te kevI mUDhatA ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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'AMtara ti 223 sarvathA sau sukhI thAo sUrya jaDatAne dUra karI prakAza pAthare che. aMdhakArane haThAvI sanmArge caDAve che. te ema kahe che ke mArI mATe saddagurunA upadeza rUpI amRtanuM pAna karI mithyAtvane tva karI samyajJAna prApta kare. tethI jaDanI Asakti dUra che ane AtmajJAnane ujAza thaze. jJAnane prakAza thayA vinA saMsArarUpI aTavImA athaDAvAnuM banaze ane khADA TekarAmAM athaDAI dukhe bhogavavAno samaya Avaze. A samaya Ave nahi te mATe satya jJAnane meLave. caMdra tamane kahe che, mArI mAphaka saMsAranI deDadhAmathI thAkI gayelA prANuone zItaLa prakAzathI zAMti Apaje. temanA tApane dUra karajo ane saune sukhazAtA Apaze. tArA-graha-nakSetre dekhI aMdhakAramAM khuzI thAva che. je ke amAre prakAza sUrya caMdra je nathI chatAM zakya prakAza ApI sukhI duHkhI thavAmAM ame sucanA ApIe chIe, paNa sukhI ke duHkhI karatAM nathI. te pramANe tame tamAre zakaya prakAza ApIne sukhanA sAdhanonI sucanA bhalAmaNa karavA pUrvaka zakya sahAre Apaze ane dukhInA duHkha-pIDAo ane saMtApAdi dUra thAya te pramANe yathAzakti prayatna karaje, For Private And Personal Use Only

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224 AMtara ti subodha sudhA (zrAvaka dharma svarUpamAMthI uddhata) - tanuM svarUpa jANavAthI zrAvakadharma pAmI zakAya che. 1zrAvaka dharma je pALe che, te alapakALamAM muktipada pAme che. azuddha gaMbhIra manuSya dharmaratnane prApta karavA egya bane che. svabhAve zAna svabhAvavALe manuSya dharmaratnanA gya bane che. cAle je je karavuM, te AtmAnA guNe khIlavavA mATe ja karavuM. vairathI manuSyanuM hRdaya azuddha bane che. pApabhIru manuSya dharmaratnane egya che. azaThapaNuM pitAnA AtmAnI nirmalatA kare che. zrAvakadharmanI gyatA mATe aMdAkSiNya guNa prApta kare joIe. lajajAvALe manuSya sadAcArane Acare che. dayAnA pariNAma vaDe hRdayanI zuddhi thAya che. mAdhyasthadraSTi prApta karyA vinA samyakatvanI prApti thatI nathI. guNAnurAgInA manamAM ane vacanamAM amRta vase che. dharmAthI purUSe satyathA karavI joIe. supakSavALe manuSya unnatinA mArge sukhe gamana kare che. dIrvAdazitva guNavALo manuSya prazaMsavA gya che. tanuM svarUpa samajavA mATe vizeSajJa guNanI AvazyaktA che. jJAnavRkrane anusaravAthI ajJAna aMdhakAra vilaya pAme che. vinaya vinA dharmane bedha maLI zakatuM nathI. ' guNenI vRddhine mATe kRtajJa manuSya gya che. - - zrImad buddhisAgarasUrIzvarajI For Private And Personal Use Only

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aneka janmasaMskArAcchaddhAvAnmAM prapadyate / / gurukRpAtaH zraddhAvAn, prApnoti mAM prayatnataH // aneka janmanA saMskArothI zraddhAvAna AtmA mane prApta kare che. gurU kRpA tathA samyagra prayatnathI zraddhAvAna AtmA mane prApta kare che. mahAvIra gItA [zrImad buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. ] 6) Cine. For Private And Personal Use Only