Book Title: Bhimsen Charitra Gujarati
Author(s): Ajitsagarsuri
Publisher: Buddhisagarsuri Jain Gyanmandir
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ORE bhImasena caritra XOXFXXXSXSXabakaxes : preraka : bAlamuni zrI udayakItisAgarajI mahArAja kartAH AcArya zrImad ajitasAgara sUrIzvarajI mahArAja P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka tathA prAptisthAna : zrImad buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI jaina jJAna maMdira vijApura (u. gu.) (C) sarvahakka prakAzakane svAdhIna. dvitIya AvRtti vIra saM. 2506 vi. saM. 2036 sane. 1980 kiMmata : 12=00 mudraka : pu. me. brahmabhaTTa jayazrI mudraNa avanikApArka, khAnapura amadAvAda-19 P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzakIya "bhImasena caritra" graMthanuM punaH mudraNa karI, dharma rasika jana samudAya samakSa sAdara rajU karatAM ame Aje gaurava saha atyaMta AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. AjathI 13 varSa pahelAM A graMthanuM prathama mudraNa karyuM te samaye A graMthane Avo suMdara AvakAra maLaze evI amone kalpanA paNa na hatI. sAdhu, sAdhavI, zrAvaka, zrAvikArUpa caturvidha saMghe prastuta graMthane je addabhUta AvakAra Apyo che, ane je A graMtha ati AdaramAna thayuM che, tene amo amAruM ahobhAgya samajIe chIe. chellA keTalAka samayathI A graMthanI aneka sthaLethI ane bhAvikonI satata mAMgaNI thatI hatI. paraMtu nakale upalabdha na hevAnA kAraNe darekane nirAza karavA paDayA hatA. prastuta grantha punaH mudrita karavA mATe preraka zrI bAlamunizrI udayakIti sAgarajI mahArAje amane punaH punaH preraNA karatAM temaja pUjyapA, paramArAthapA, paramopakArI, prAtaH smaraNIya, AcArya bhagavAna zrImad subodha sAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI parama kRpAmathI daSTinA prabhAve amo Aje A graMthanuM punaH mudraNa karavA zakatamAna banyA chIe. yoganiSTha AcArya ' nA suvihita nAmathI bhArata deza ane videzamAM suvikhyAta thayela sugrahita nAmadheya, ekaso ATha graMtharatnanA praNetA AcArya bhagavanta zrImad buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nA paTTadhara prasiddhavakatA, prabhAvaka pratibhAvaH AcArya zrImad achata sAgara surIzvarajI ma. sA. A graMthanA racayitA che. pUjyapAzrIe saMskRta bhASAmAM vairAgyarasa bharapura pre jhanIravA karo pi jaina zAsananI mahana sevA karI che. jana abhiyama P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. un Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra, ajitasena caritra, caMdrarAja caritra vagere saMskRta graMthanI racanA karI che. temaja AgamasUtra ziromaNi zrI kalpasUtra upara vidrattApUrNa vRtti-TITa racanA karI che. je adyApi paryanta aprakAzita che. surasuMdarI caritra, kumArapALa bhUpAla caritra vagere graMthono anuvAda pragaTa karyo. temaja prakaraNa sukha siMdhu, saMvedha-chatrIzI vagere tAtvika AdhyAtmika gujarAtI graMthanI racanA karI pUjyapAd zrIe jaina sAhitya jagatamAM gujarAtI sAhityane samRddha karavAmAM ajoDa phALo Ape che. prastuta "bhImasena-caritra" graMthanA prakAzana kAryamAM je je udAracaritra dharmapremI mahAnubhAvoe amUlya sahakAra ApI amone protsAhita karyA che, te sarvene sahRdayabhAve AbhAra mAnIe chIe. taduparAMta jemanI paramakRpAmayI dRSTinA prabhAve Aje ame A graMthanuM punaH mudraNa karavA zakitamAna banyA chIe, te amArA parama upakArI pUjyapAd AcArya bhagavanta zrImat subodhasAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA prastuta prakAzananA saMpAdaka pUjyapAd AcArya bhagavanta zrImad manohara kIrtisAgara surIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA prastuta graMthanA mukhya preraka bAlamuni zrI udaya kItisAgarajI ma. tathA jemaNe prastuta prakAzana kAryamAM prAraMbhathI prAnta sudhI cIvaTatA rAkhI sahakAra Ape che te zrI navanItabhAI je. mahetAne AbhAna mAnIe chIe. temaja "jayazrI mudraNa" prinTIMga presanA mAlika zrI purUSottama bhAIne paNa ame A take AbhAra mAnIe chIe. "bhImasena-caritra' graMthanA manana ciMtana ane parizilana dvArA dehAdhyAsabhAvathI sarvathA mukta banI. AtmatatvanA AlaMbana dvArA zivasukhanI kAmanA siddha kare eja antima zubha abhilASA. - - - - -' . kA, dvArA deha, P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMdhArAmAM divaDA pristAvanA]. paramopakArI devAdhideva zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe samavasaraNanI anuttara dharmasabhAmAM deva-dAno ane mAnavonI parSadA samakSa cAreya anugathI samyagU gumphIta, jana bhUmi prasaratI dharmadezanA vaDe mokSa mArgane prakAzIta karI vacanAtIta upakAra karyo che. drayAnuga, caraNakaraNanuga, gaNitAnuga, ane dharmakathAnuM gathI samyam guskRta, svayaMbhUramaNasamudra sama gahana samasta zrutajJAnamAM bALa-ajJAnI AtmAone dharmakathAnuyoga kaMIka vizeSa upakAraka che, ema kahIe te aMza mAtra paNa atizayoktine saMbhava nathI. dhama kathAnuga sahajabhAve sugamya hovAthI, AbAlavRddhajano, asAdhAraNa utkaMThA saha temAM rasiyA bane che. ane temAM vIra rasa : vagere SaTranuM suMdara vistRta vivecana hovAthI sarvasAdhAraNa upayogI bane che. | sarva jana upakAraka A dharmakathAnuyoganuM zravaNa karavAthI hiMsA vagere zAstrokta aDhAra asad AcaraNonA phaLarUpe duHkhaprada mAThA pariNAmenA ane ahiMsA vagere zAstrokta anekavidha sadAcAranA phaLarUpe ekAnta kalyANakArI hitaprada pariNAmonI (Results) tAdazya jhAMkhI thAya che, - jyAre asat taravo ane sata tavonuM samyaga zraddhA saha jJAna thAya che tyAre asatasa tyAga mATe ane satata pAlana karavA mATe bhANI tribhAva kvika ukaThIta bane P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri I Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. jyAre AMtarabhAvanA pUrNa bhAve vikase che tyAre jIva zIvane (mokSa) kAmI bane che. mokSane rasika banela bhavyAtmA jIvasRSTi ane ajIvasRSTinA samyapha jJAnathI jIva mAtra para anaMta upakAra karavA samartha bane che. ane anya jIvone paNa samyakajJAnanuM pradAna karI anaMta upakAra karavA samathIta kare che. A pramANe upakArarUpa velanI jaDa je koIpaNa hoya te paramopakArI devAdhideva zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA ja che. - prastuta bhImasena caritra " grantha, e dharma kathAnuyegane rasathI. paripUrNa uttamacaritra grantha che. ane sarva rasa ziromaNi samarasa - samatAsanuM A granthamAM pracura darzana thAya che. A caritra granthanA pAne pAne ane pakti paMktie nIti, nyAya, paropakAra, sevA, sadAcAra, kSamA, titikSA, karma, udyama, satya, zIyala, zraddhA ane samabhAva vagere sArvajanIna siddhAntanuM samyam parizIlana che. A pramANe pratyeka upakAraka siddhAntanuM vistRta vivecana karI mokSarasika bhavyAtmA priya vAcakabaMdhune ahIM ja sithara karI grantha vAMcananI abhilASArUpa rasanI kSati karavI ucita nahi mAnatA atre ja Iti zrI karuM chuM. prAnta sahu keI bhavyAtmA A granthanuM vizeSa prakAre vAMcana karI asara tattvathI virAma pAmI kama malathI azuddha banelA sva Atmatattvane sadAcArathI suvizuddha banAvI akSayapadanA svAmi banI aMdhArAmAM divaDA bane, e ja zubhAbhilASA saha viramuM chuM. -manahara kIti sAgarasUri P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anukrama prakaraNa viSaya * * * 1. saMsAra ane svapna.. .*** 2. rAma -lakSamaNa ... ... .. *** 3. sumitradutanuM dezAMtaragamana 4. suzIlA .. *** pa. vara gheDe caDe . 6. saMyama paMthe ... 7. bhImasenane saMsAra 8. AMbAnI Aga da. bhImasenanI nAzabhAga 10. jaMgalanI vATe .. 11. haripheNane rAjyAbhiSeka 12. nazIba be DagalAM AgaLa 13. nekarInI zodhamAM .. 14. suzIlAnI agni parIkSA ... 15. bhadrAnI bhAMDaNa lIlA ... 16. "nahi jAuM beTA ! he " 17. prathama grAse ... 18. phera nakAme gaye . 18. suzIlAne saMsAra . 20. mota paNa na AvyuM .. 21. vidhAtA ! Ama kayAM sudhI ? 22. AcAryazrIne Atma sparza 2 3. bhAgyapalaTo .. ... 24. kuTuMba meLo ... ... ... 119 128 .. 134 149 156 163 173 186 203 223 235 ... ... 257 P.P.A. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 264 278 .. *** 290 25. mahAsatI suzIlA .... ... 26. saje ! zastra zaNagAra .. *** 27. devano parAbhava . ... . 28. e ja jaMgala, e ja rAta ! 29. bAMdhava belaDI ... ... 30. gurUvaranI garavI vANuM ... 31. AcAryazrI hariSeNa sUrijI 32. pApa ADe AvyAM 33. re ! A saMsAra ! ... 34. baMdhana tUTayAM .... ... ... 310 320 33ra. 361 377 413 424 ... ... P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ KiO SO 2): R pa. pU. thANAneSTha AcArya kamala bAhirAgarasUrIDAra na cA - pa. pU. yoganiSTha AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad buddhisAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5 pU. prazAntasUti AcArya bhagavaMta zrImana kIrti sAgara sUrIzvarajI ma. sA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5 ke " : :::: * ba ka triti '* mA. zrI subodhasAgara sUrI che. zrI manaharakirti sAgara sUrI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 : saMsAra ane apana rAjagRha Aja to A nagara ItihAsanI eka yAda jevuM ja banI gayuM che. paNa purANakALamAM A nagaranI jAhojalAlI AjanA moTA moTA zaheronI haroLamAM UbhI rahe tevI hatI. jambudvIpamAM AvelA bharatakSetramAM magadha nAme eka deza hato. deza eTale AjanI parIbhASAmAM rASTra nahi, paNa eka prAMta. AjanA mahArASTra rAjayanI kalapanA karI lo. evo eka prAMta magadha hato. rAjagRha e dezanI rAjadhAnInuM nagara hatuM. rAjadhAnInuM nagara eTale pUchavAnuM ja zuM hoya? vizALa corasa mAIla dharAvatuM e nagara hatuM. e nagaranI racanA aneka videzIone AkarSatI hatI. deza-paradezanA aneka sahelANIo A nagara jovA AvatAM. tyAM rokAtAM. tenA core ne cauTe ghUmatAM. ane "vAha vAha! zuM nagara, che!" evI tenI prazaMsA karatAM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra tyAMnA rastAo ghaNA ja vizALa hatA. eka sAthe pAMca pAMca hAthIonI katAra cAlI zake teTalA e rastA moTA hatA. rastAnI baMne bAjue AsopAlavanA vRnI katAra ubADelI hatI. jenI zItaLa chAyAmAM nagarajano zaizAkhI bapore paNa ArAmathI pharI zakatAM hatAM. rastAnI zerIo paNa samAMtara samarase paDatI hatI. e badhI ja zerI ne khaDakIo koI ne koI moTA rastAne jaDatI hatI rastA upara vividha vastuonA vecANanI dukAno hatI ane e dareka dukAnomAM AkarSaka rIte mAla goThavelo hate. nIcenA bhAgamAM dukAno ane uparanA bhAgamAM AvA hatAM. ne e dareka AvAsonuM praveza dvAra zerInA aMdaranA bhAgamAM ja paDatuM. A zerIe paNa ghaNI moTI hatI. traNa ghoDesvAro to ekI sAthe eka haroLamAM jaI zake tevI meTI hatI. e rastAo ane zerIo ghaNI ja svaccha ane sApha rahetI. nagaranA madhyabhAgamAM vizALa bagIco paNa hato. zaheranA bIjA bhAgomAM nAnA nAnA evA bagIcAo to ghaNA ja hatA. sarovare paNa hatAM. nATayagRho paNa hatAM. citrazALA, saMgItazALA, nRtyazALA to core ne cauTe najaramAM AvatI hatI. ane dareka zerImAM eka eka vyAyAmazALA hatI. paNa rAjagRhanuM kharuM AkarSaNa to tenA maMdire ane havelI hatI. Ama te tyAM aDhAre varNanA loko vasatA hatA. paraMtu jananI vastI tyAM moTA pramANamAM hatI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsAra ane svapna jenonI vastI hoya tyAM jinAlaya, upAzraya, jJAna maMdira, pauSadhazALA, pAThazALA vagere na hoya tema bane ja kema? ane temAM rAjagRha te magadhanI rAjadhAnInuM nagara. rAjagRhanA rastA uparathI pasAra thanAra sau koIne unnata ne gaganacuMbI jinAlayanA zikharanuM darzana thAya ja. badhA ja derAsara zikharabaMdhI. UMce UMce jinazAsananI dharma patAkA pharakayA kare ane sUryanA tApamAM suvarNanA kaLAtmaka kaLaze caLakyA kare. eka derAsara juvone bIjA derAsarane bhUle. eka ekathI caDIyAtI darekamAM kArIgIrI. bahArathI derAsara jonAranuM haiyuM bhavyatAthI bharAI jAya evAM e bhavya derAsaro, upAzra, pauSadhazALAo ane jJAna maMdire paNa evAM ja vizALa. bahArathI e jeTalAM bhavya jaNAya tenAthI ya vizeSa e aMdarathI divya lAge. tyAMnA pavitra vAtAvaraNamAM jagatanA tamAma tApa ane saMtApa zamI jAya. - havelIo to badhI ja gaganacuMbI gagana sAthe vAto kare. tenA jharukhA kalAtmaka. rAte dIvAonA jhagamagATathI rastAo jhaLahaLAM banI rahe. e nagaranA koIpaNa khUNe ghUmanArane samRddhinAM ja darzana thAya. sAhyabI ja sAhyabI jovA maLe. duHkha ane dAridra, zodhyAM ya na jaDe. tyAMnA loko paNa sukhI ane saMtoSI. dharmaparAyaNa = ane prAmANika. pApabhIrU badhA jIva. vase badhAM ja aDhAre varNanA leka. paNa sau saunA dharmamAM rata. koI keInI sAthe III IIIIIIIIII P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra vero vaMce nahi. jainonA varaghoDAmAM brAhmaNe paNa Ave. ane brAhmaNonA prasaMgamAM jene paNa jAya. dareka koma ane jAta vacce bhAIcAro. A nagarane rAjA tyAre guNasena hato. nAma pramANe ja te aneka guNothI alaMkRta hato. pitAnI vIratA ane parAkramathI teNe aneka duzamanane jItI lIdhAM hatAM ane zAma, dAma, daMDa ane bhedathI, jyAre jenI jarUra paDe tenAthI te rAjya calAvato hato. svabhAve te udAra hato. tenA darabAramAM AveluM koI paNa khAlI hAthe pAchuM nahatuM jatuM. chUTe hAthe te saune cogya dAna karato. paMDita, zAstrIo, sAdhu, saMto AdinuM to e ghaNuM ja bahumAna karatA ane moTA moTA pAritoSika ApI, moTA moTA dAna daI teonI te bhakita karato. prajAne e prathama saMtAna mAnato prajAnuM kalyANa thAya, prajA kema vadhu ne vadhu sukhI thAya te mATe te ahoniza prayatna karato. ochA karaverA letA ane aDhaLaka sagavaDe prajAne Apato. prajAnuM duHkha darda jANavA gutaveSe paNa e kayAreka kayAreka pharato ane duHkhIAone jAte madada karato. nyAya toLavAmAM e niSphara paNa hato ne dayALu paNa hato. gunegArano guno joIne nahi paNa gunegAranuM haiyu joI e nyAya toLato ane cagya sajA karato. na chUTake ja e kakaLatA haiye koIne dehAMta daMDanI sajA phaTakArate. A ne AvA bIjA aneka guNone lIdhe prajA paNa P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsAra ane svapna tenuM khUba sanmAna karatI hatI ane tene paDo bola jhIlI letI hatI. guNasenane priyadarzane nAme rANe hatI. te paNa nAma pramANe guNa dharAvatI hatI. tenuM nAjuka ne namaNuM vadana jonAranA cittane umadA ja bhAva karAvatuM hatuM. tenI AMkhomAM nirmaLatA hatI ane rUpamAM to e devAMganAone paNa zaramAve tevI hatI. paNa strI sahaja svabhAvathI te para hatI. rUpanuM tene abhimAna na hatuM. jeTaluM rUpa tenAthI hajAra ghaNuM e namra ne vinayI hatI. dAsa-dAsIo sAthe paNa nIcA avAje ja vAta karatI hatI. zIla ane cAritryamAM te utkRSTI hatI. rAjakuLamAM ucharI hatI ane rAjAnI mAnItI rANuM hatI chatAM paNa kayAreya tenAmAM uchaMkhalatA ke uddaMDatA jaNAyAM nahotAM. saMyama ane sAdAInI te pratimUti hatI. saMskAre te jainadhamI hatI. guNarasena paNa jainadharmI hatA. baMne jaNA yathAzakti dharmanuM pAlana karatAM hatAM. pUjya zramaNa bhagavaMtonI sevA-suzruSA karatAM. vyAkhyAna zravaNa karatAM. darzana-pUjA karatAM ane Avazyaka anuSThAna vagere paNa karatAM. A baMneno saMsAra sukhe pasAra thato hato. baMne vacce pUrepUre ekarAga hato. keI caDabhaDa na hatI. AnaMdathI baMne jIvatAM hatAM ane yauvananI rasa lhANu mANatAM hatAM. eka rAte priyadarzanA saphALI jAgI gaI tyAre rAtrine P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra chelle praDara pasAra thaI rahyo hato. jAgIne teNe joyuM to pote, suvarNapalaMgamAM poDhI hatI. dIvAonI vATa dhImedhIme prakAzI rahI hatI; bahAra gaganamAM tArAo jhabukI rahyA hatA ane pite khaMDamAM ekalI ja sUtI hatI. e vicAravA lAgI. huM jAgI kema gaI? mArI UMgha ekAeka kema UDI gaI? kaMI kazu karaDayuM? kaMI kazI asuvidyA thaI? paraMtu A mATe tene bahu lAMbo vicAra na kare paDyo. tene tarata ja yAda AvyuM. pite eka svapna joyuM hatuM. zuM svapna haze e ?' tenA AMtaramane tene pUchyuM. svapna tAju ja hatuM ane tAbaDatoba ja e joyA pachI AMkha khUlI gaI hatI. tene yAda AvyuM ke pote svapnamAM nirmaLa ane vizALa maMDaLathI vibhUSita evuM sUryanuM biMba joyuM hatuM. e joIne priyadarzanAne lAgyuM ke sUryanAM kiraNe to camakI rahyAM che ane hajI pate sUI rahI che. savAra paDI gayuM A te. khUba ja moDuM thaI gayuM UThavAmAM. ane e saphALI jAgI gaI. AMkha kholIne joyuM tyAre to khabara paDI ke rAtrino chelle prahara pasAra thaI rahyo che ne pote to svapna joyuM che. savAra ugavAne to hajI ghaNo samaya bAkI che. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsAra ane svapna have zuM thAya ? to zuM pAchuM sUI javuM? paNa nA priyadarzana sUI na gaI. kAraNa tene khabara hatI ke pote eka zubha svapna joyuM hatuM. vanamAM pote maMgaLa pratIkanAM darzana karyA hatAM. e svapnathI jarUra lAbha thaze eTalI tene khabara hatI. sAthe te e paNa jANatI hatI ke zubha svapna joyA bAda je pharI UMghI javAya to e svapnanuM phaLa maLe nahi. e pachI to navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa ja karavuM joIe. ane e svapnanI vAta cogya ne adhikArI pAtrane kahI kapaDAnA cheDe gAMTha vALavI joIe. ema karavAthI e zubha svapna tenuM cokkasa phaLa Ape che. AthI priyadarzane pharI pAchI gaDhaDu tANIne sUI na gaI. navakAra maMtranuM te smaraNa karavA lAgI. ane haLavA pagale e svapnanI vAta kahevA potAnA svAmInA khaMDamAM gaI. te jamAnAmAM pati-patnI eka ja zayyAmAM sAthe sUtAMnahi. baMne alaga alaga khaMDamAM sUtAM. guNasena paNa te ja pramANe bIjA khaMDamAM sUtA hatA, te vakhate savArano prathama prahara hato. guNasena paNa nityanI Teva pramANe jAgI gayo hato. ane Atma ciMtavana karI rahyo hato. - priyadarzanAe AvIne prathama guNasenane praNAma karyA. tene caraNa sparza lIdhe ane be hAtha joDI kaMIka kahevA mAMgatI hoya evA bhAvathI, guNasethI thoDe dUra UbhI rahI. -- potAnI rANIne Ama acAnaka AvelI jeI guNasenane - -- - kana : P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena cAritra Azcarya thayuM. kAraNa te koI divasa AvI rIte AvI na hatI. Aja prathamavAra ja te A pramANe AvI hatI. AthI tene navAI lAgI. temaNe pUchyuM : devI ! tame ? atyAre kaMI ? zarIre to sukha anubhave che ne ? tamane joIne mane atyAre hajAro prazna jAge che. kaho, zA mATe padhAryA che ?" guNasene eka sAthe aneka savAlo priyadarzanAne pUchI nAMkhyA, ane pachI tenA javAba mATe rANe sAme jovA lAge. tyAre ja tene khyAla Avyo ke rANI to UbhAM, che. tarata ja teNe kIdhuM : "bese, ane nirAMte ApanI vAta kaho ke atyAre ApanuM AvavuM zAthI thayuM che?" AyanarI patinA kahyA sivAya UThatI ke besatI nathI. tenI AjJAnopAlanamAM te potAno strIdharma samaje - che priyadarzanA guNarasenane page lAgI ne UbhI ja rahI. paNa e pitAnI Lei besI na gaI patinI AjJAnI teNe rAha joI e ojJA maLI ke tarata ja pitAnA vastrone saMkelI e suvarNa siMhAsana upara beThI. ane AdarapUrvaka vinayathI te bolI : - "he svAmi ! gADha nidrAmAM sUtI hatI. tyAM jhabakIne jAgI gaI. AMkha ughADIne joyuM tyAre mane khyAla Avyo ke hajI te rAta bAkI che. ane meM svapna joyuM che. savapnane lIdhe huM jhabakI gaI... P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsAra ane svana priyadanAne bolatA vacamAM ja aTakAvIne guNasene pUchayuM : devI ! evuM to kayuM svapna hatuM ke jeNe ApanI madhura niMda bagADI nAkhI ?" vhAlA, e svane to mArI AjanI savAra khuza khuzAla karI nAMkhI che. ethI mArI madhura niMda tUTI gaI paNa tenuM mane duHkha nathI. e svapna dazanathI mAruM meroma AnaMdathI ullasita thaI rahyuM che..." to to jarUra e maMgaLa svapna haze. mane e kaheze, evuM te kayuM svapna hatuM ke jethI Aja Apa savAramAM Ama harakhAI UThayAM che? !" zAstromAM kahyuM che ke zubha ane maMgaLa svapna dekhAya pachI sUI na javuM. yogya vyaktine e svapna kahevuM ane jAgyA bAda prabhunuM nAma maraNa karavuM. AthI navakAra maMtra jApa japatI huM ApanI UThavAnA samayane rAha jotI hatI. Apane jAgRta celA jANI huM Apane e svapna kahevA AvI chuM..." priyadarzanAe pote svapna aMge jeTaluM jANe chelle vinayathI kahI batAvyuM. "to have jaladI kahe ke e svapnamAM Ape zuM joyuM hatuM ?" divya kAMtivALA ane apUrva maMgaLadAyaka evA sUryanA biMbane meM svapnamAM nihALyuM hatuM." P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra A svapna Ape tyAre joyuM ?" trinA chellA prahare... kema ema pUchavuM paDyuM ? zuM svapna ane samayane kaMI saMbaMdha che?" priyadarzanane svapnanA samaya saMbaMdhanI khAsa khabara na hatI tethI pUchayuM. hA, devI! svapnane samaya sAthe ghaNe ja saMbaMdha. rahelo che. eka to Ape ghaNuM ja zubha ane maMgaLa svapna joyuM che. temAM vaLI te rAtrinA chellA prahare joyuM che te ghaNuM ja sucaka che..." guNane kIdhuM. he svAmin ! A zubha svapnanuM mane zuM phaLa. maLaze, te mane jaNAvaze to upakAra thaze." sulocane ! A savapna ema nirdeza kare che ke Apane TUMka samayamAM ja putraratnanI prApti thaze." priyadarzanA to e sAMbhaLIne AnaMda vibhera banI gaI ane kaI strI e vAtathI AnaMda na pAme ? strIjanmanI sArthakatA te janetA thavAmAM che. saMtAna vinAnI strInuM kaI zukana paNa nathI karatuM. A svapnathI pitAne putra thaze te jANI priyadarzanAnuM haiyuM nAcI UThayu teNe tarata ja pitAnA pAlavanA cheDAne gAMDa bAMdhI. ane zukanagraMthI karI. ane umaLakAthI bolI : to to ApanA memAM sAkara. ApanuM vacana satya. thAo. tyArabAda rANe pharIthI guNasenane page lAgI. svAmInI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsAra ane sva'na caraNaraja mastake caDAvI ane vinayathI vidAya laI potAnA khaMDamAM AvIne beThI. tyAM dAsIone bhegI karI ane dharma kathA temaja prabhustavana karavA lAgI. samayane jatAM kaMI vAra lAge che? AMkhanA palakArAmAM te savAra paDI. sUryanA kiraNothI rAjagRha nagarI camakI UThI. sau ALasa maraDIne beThAM thaI gayAM. ne sau saunA kAme lAgyAM. rAte zAMta ne sUta paDelI rAjagRha nagarI divasa UgatA ja pravRttithI dhamadhamI rahI. guNasena ane priyadarzana paNa potapotAnI pravRttimAM paDyAM. paNa rAtanA svapnane bemAMthI koI visaryuM na hatuM. guNaene rAjadarabAra bharAtA agAu ja anucarone mekalI svapnazAstro ane naimittikene rAjasabhAmAM hAjara rahevA AmaMtraNa devA mokalI dIdhA hatA. - rAjagRha nagaramAM jAtajAtanA viSayanA niSNAto ane prakAMDa vidvAno rahetA hatA. jANe sararavatIno darabAra ! naiyAyiko, vyAkaraNazAstrIo, sAhitya samrATo, kavio, saMgItajJo, ane yuddha niSNAto badhA ja A nagaranI zebhA hatA. guNasene naimittikone AmaMtraNa pAThavyuM. e AmaMtraNa maLatAM ja sau rAjasabhAmAM hAjara thaI gayA. rAjA padhAre te agAu to rAjasabhA hakaDeThaTha bharAI gaI hatI. nagarajanone khabara paDI gaI hatI ke potAnA priya rAjAnI rANIne zubha svapna AvyuM che ne teno phaLAdeza kADhavA mATe Aje P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ne 12 ' . '.. bhImasena caritra rAjAe TAmeTA naimittikone nimaMcyA che. AthI nagarajano e phaLAdeza jANavA mATe nIyata samayathI paNa agAu AvIne potapotAnI jagA saMbhALI lIdhI hatI. samaya thatAM ja chaDIdAre chaDI pokArI. guNasenanA AgamananI vadhAI khAdhI. guNasena AvIne rAjasiMhAsana upara beTho. prajAe paNa UbhA thaIne rAjAnuM sanmAna karyuM ane tenA beThA pachI sau besI gayA. rAjAe premabhInI najare saunA upara najara nAMkhI. UMce jharukhAmAM paNa najara karI. tyAM strIonI beThaka hatI. ane priyadarzInA paNa A ja te tyAM AvIne beThI hatI. - '' saunA mA upara usukatA ane AturatA jaNAtI hatI. sau e jANavA adhIrA banyA hatA ke rANIne kahyuM svapna AvyuM haze ane tenuM zuM phaLa Avaze. A aMgenI vadhumAM vadhu adhIratA priyadarzanAnI AMkhamAM jaNAtI hatI. tenI najara vAraMvAra naimittike upara jatI hatI. guNasene tarata ja naimittikone uddezIne kahyuM : vidvAna ! tame sau te A nagaranA bhUSaNe che. tamArI vidyAthI te sarasvatIne darabAra paNa lajavAya che. tamane Aje meM eka svapnanuM phaLa jaNAvavA mATe nimaMcyA che. | gaIkAle rAtrinA chelA prahare rANIe svapnamAM divya kAMtivALuM ane apUrva maMgaLadAyaka evA sUryane biMbane jo yuM hatuM. A svapnathI rANIne zuM lAbha thaze? e have tame prakAze.' ra P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 13 saMsAra ane svapna rANanA A svapnanI vAta jANI sau sabhAjane paNa AnaMdamAM AvI gayA. ane aMdara aMdara gaNagaNATa paNa karavA lAgyA. keTalAka to bolavA paNa lAgyA : kharekhara ! raNane svapna to suMdara AvyuM che." jarUra lAbha ja thaze." are lAbha ja nahi, mahAlAbha thaze. mahAlAbha. kAraNa rAtrinA chelalA prahare AvuM maMgaLa svapna dekhAya to keI mATe lAbha ja thaze." rANane evo zu moTe lAbha thavAno haze ?" Ama aneka jaNa aneka prakAranI vAto karavA lAgyA. naimittiko paNa bhegA maLIne aMdara aMdara vicAravA lAgyA. ane A svapnanuM zuM cokkasa phaLa maLe tenI carcA karavA lAgyA. thoDA samaya bAda eka naimittike UbhA thaIne kahevAnuM zarU karyuM : he sUryasamAna pratApI rAja! ApanI kIti sadAya amara raho. rANajIe je svapna joyuM che te kharekhara ja uttama che. svapnazAstramAM botera prakAranAM svapna batAvyAM che. jemAM trIza prakAranAM svapna uttama gaNAvyAM che. svapnamAM te padArtho va. dekhAya to tenAthI te svapna jonAra vyakitane lAbha thAya che. ane bAkInA beMtALIsa svapno azubha gaNAvyAM che. jenAthI vyaktine nukasAna thavAno saMbhava moTe hoya che. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra rANIjIe je svapna joyuM che, tethI temane putraratnanI prApti thaze. je strI svapnamAM sUryanA biMbane jue che te uttama guNavALA putrane janma Ape che tema svapnazAstromAM batAvyuM che. - temAMya rAjI e to uttama kAMtivALuM sUryanuM biMba joyuM che, tema ja rAtrinA chelalA prahare e svapana nIhALyuM che. AthI TUMka samayamAM ja temane garbha raheze. A garbha khUba ja ucca haze. ne je putra janma pAmaze te putra buddhimAM bRhaspati samAna thaze. parAkrama karanAre thaze. ane lokomAM sAro evo prabhAva paNa pADaze. A uparAMta te dhIra ane vIra banaze. ane potAnA ja bAhubaLathI te kIrtine pAmaze. ane ubhaya vaMzane te dIpAvanAro banI raheze...." ATaluM kahI e naimittika rAjAne temaja rANIne praNAma karI potAnA Asane besI gayo. svapnano A phaLAdeza sAMbhaLI rAjA ane rANInAM haiyAM to harakhaghelAM banI gayAM. hajI to putra janma paNa ja thavAno bAkI hato, are ! tevAM kaI cihno paNa priya dazanAne jaNAtAM na hatAM, paraMtu jANe Aje ja putrajanma na tha hoya tema teo benAM haiyAM nAcI UThayAM. guNasene khuza thaI e naimittikane pitAnA gaLAno hAra bheTa Ape. rANIe paNa potAno hAra upahAra tarIke Ape. bIjA sAthI naimittikone paNa rAjAe chUTe hAthe P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsAra ane svapna 15 suvarNa mudrAonuM dAna karyuM ane badhAyanuM rezamI zAla ApI yogya sanmAna karyuM. naimittikoe paNa rAjA ane rANInI te samaye bhara peTe stuti karI. ane maMgaLa AzIrvAda ApyA. te divase rAjasabhAmAM basa ATaluM ja kAma thayuM. sau A zubha samAcAra sAMbhaLIne putrajanmanI vAta karavA lAgyA. ane AnaMdathI guNasena ane priyadarzInAnI prazaMsA karatA vikharAvA lAgyA. 14 P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2 : rAma ane lakSmaNa mAnavInuM mana ati caMcaLa che. komaLa paNa teTaluM ja che. tenA upara sArI-narasI vAto ane banAvonI ghaNI ja asara thAya che, AthI ja mAnavI ghaDImAM AnaMdamAM jaNAya che to ghaDIkamAM te zokamAM dekhAya che. - priyadarzana ane guNasenanA mana upara savapnanA phaLAdezanI ghaNuM ja zubha asara paDI hatI. te jANIne teo baMne vadhune vadhu AnaMdamAM rahetAM hatAM ane aneka prakAre bhautika AnaMdone mANatAM hatAM. ane rAjavaMzone AnaMdanAM sAdhanonI zI kamInA hoya ? Aje upavana vihAra to kAle jalavihAra. savAre sAgara snAna to sAMje azvakUca. nRtyanA jalasA, saMgItanA jalasA, nATaka, kAvya vinoda va. aneka AnaMdo temane sulabha hoya che. savAre zuM thaze? tenI jhAjhI ciMtA temane karavI paDatI nathI. jayAre mAnavI AnaMdamAM heya che, mojazekhamAM gulatAna P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 17 rAma ane lakSmaNa hoya che, tyAre teno samaya kayAM vItI jAya che tenI tene jarAya khabara paDatI nathI. priyadarzana ane guNasenano samaya paNa tevI ja rIte jhaDapathI pasAra thaI rahyo hato. baMne khuzamijAjamAM hatAM, bhautika bhoga vilAsanI sAthosAtha teo yathAzakti dharmanuM paNa ArAdhana karatAM hatAM. teo samajatAM hatAM ke Aje ApaNane je sukha ane sAhyabI maLyAM che te to pUrvabhavanI puNyakamAInI mUDI che. ane ko DAhyo mUDIne vAparI nAMkhe ? zANA to e mUDIne vadhAre ja kare. devadarzana, pUja, vyAkhyAna zravaNa, zramaNa bhagavaMtonI sevA, supAtradAna vagere aneka prakAranI dharmakriyAo A rAjArANI karatAM hatAM. samaya thatAM ja svapnanuM phaLa dekhAvA lAgyuM. priyadarzanAe have jhAjhu haravA-pharavAnuM, zarIrane vadhu zrama paDe tevuM kArya karavAnuM choDI dIdhuM. ane potAnA garbhane poSaNa maLe, gaLathuthImAM ja zubha saMskAra maLe te rIte teNe jIvavA mAMDayuM. strI mATe A samaya ghaNe ja nAjuka hoya che temAMya saMtAna mATe to A samaya ghaNo ja agatyano hoya che. A samayamAM tenA baMdhAtA jIvako para, mAtAnA jIvana vyavahAranI ghaNI asara paDatI hoya che. mAtA A samayamAM jevAM vicAre ne kAryo karatI hoya che te pramANe mAtAnA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 bhImasena caritra udaramAM rahele jIva te te vicAra ane kAryanI asara jhIlato hoya che. saMtAnane saMskArI banAvavA mATe A samayamAM mAtAe ghaNuM ja kALajI levI paDe che. priyadarzAnA paNa pitAnA udaramAM rahelA jIvane cagya, saMskAra maLI rahe te pramANe pitAnA jIvananAM dainika kAryo karatI hatI. divasano moTo bhAga te dharmakAryo ane dharmakathAmAM ja pasAra karatI hatI. AnaMda vihAro te cheDI ja dIdhA hatA. ane AhAra sAdA ne sAtvika letI hatI. Ama badhI ja rIte te potAnA garbhanuM rakSaNa ane saMvardhana karatI hatI. guNasena paNa priyadarzanAne sukhamAM rAkhavA madada karato hato. samaya maLe tenI sAthe dharmakathA paNa karato hato. sAthe devadarzane ane guruvaMdane paNa jato hato. rANInI dareka IcchA pUrI karavA te haMmezA tatpara raheto hato. trIjA mahine priyadarzanAne azvasenA sAthe upavanane kriDA-vilAsa karavAne dohele utpanna thaze. rANIe tenI jANa guNasenane karI. guNasene tarata ja te aMgenI vyavasthA karAvI ane e doha pUro karAvyuM. priyadarzanAnuM mana tethI khUba ja AnaMdamAM AvI gayuM. te tethI utsAha ane umaMga anubhavavA lAgI. e pachI barAbara cha mahine priyadarzanAne peTamAM sakhta pIDA upaDI. tenuM aMgeaMga taNAvA lAgyuM. dardathI te pIDAvA lAgI. e pIDA koI roganI na hatI, prasUtino P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19 rAma ane lakSmaNa e pIDA hatI. svapnanA phaLAdezane janma thavAnI e pUrva - taiiyArI hatI. paricArikAo priyadarzanAnI tahenAtamAM khaDe page UbhI hatI. ane vedanAne zAMta karavA prayAsa karI rahI hatI ane rANIne mIThA ne madhurA bola belI AzvAsana ApI rahI hatI. eka dhImI ne tINI cIsa pADI priyadarzanA suvarNa zayAmAM zAMta paDI rahI, prasava thaI gaye. navajAta zizu uM....u...uM raDIne tenA AgamananI jANa karavA lAgyuM. paricArikAoe tarata ja zizune hAthamAM haLavethI laI lIdhuM. azuci sApha karI nAkhI. priyadarzanAne paNa svaccha karI, yogya auSadha ApyuM ane haLavethI kAnamAM vadhAI ApI. AnaMdo! rANI mA ! AnaMdo! kULadIpakanuM Agamana thayuM che..." priyadarzanA ghaDI pahelAnI asahya pIDA visarI gaI ane tenA hoTha upara hAsya pharakI gayuM. bALakane teNe mana bharIne joyuM ne vahAlathI asaMkhya cUmIe bharI lIdhI. putra janmanI A maMgaLa vadhAI guNasenane paNa dAsIe kahI. guNasena tyAre tenA khaMDamAM Atura ne utkaMThita hai AMTA mArI rahyo hato. ne vAre ghaDIe te pravezadvAra tarapha P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20 bhImasena caritra najara karI rahyo hato. priyadarzanAne prasava mATe laI gayA te samayathI ja tenuM mana caMcaLa banI gayuM hatuM ane vAre ghaDIe rANunI khabara kaDhAvI rahyo hato ane manomana navakAra maMtra jApa japI rahyo hato. tyAM ja zvAsabhera doDatA doDatA AvIne dAsIe guNasenane praNAma karyA ane ekIzvAse vadhAI khAtA kahyuM : "putrano janma thaye che..." A sAMbhaLI guNasenanuM haiyuM nAcI UThayuM. tene AtmA harakhAI UThayo. e khuzamijAjamAM teNe vadhAI khAnAra dAsIne pitAnA gaLAne ratnahAra bakSIsamAM ApI dIdhuM. ' jota jotAmAM to nagara AkhAmAM putra janmanI vAta prasarI gaI. sau nagaravAsIoe e divase janmatsava manAvyo. ghare gharanA rasoDe te divase miSTAnna banyAM. ane maMdira temaja derAsaromAM te divase AMgIo thaI pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM AvI ane prabhAvanA karavAmAM AvI. saie pita potAnI rIte rAjaputrane AzIrvAda ApyA. guNasane paNa te divase putra janmanI khuzAlImAM nagara AkhAnA gurukuLa ane zALAmAM patAsAM vahecyAM, sAdhu, saMto ane phakIrane rAja rasoDe teDI jamADayA. zramaNa bhagavaMtone bhAvathI gecarI herAvI nagaranA mukhya derAsaramAM hIrAjaDita bhavya AMgI karAvI, pUjA bhaNAvI ane sonA mahoranI prabhAvanA karI. rAjadarabAramAM karmacArIo ane anucarenuM cogya P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAma ane lakSmaNa bahumAna karyuM. vidvAna, paMDita temaja zAstrIone ucita A pAritoSika ApyA. nagaranI pAMjarApoLa, gekuLa temaja azvane gaja zALAomAM prANIone ghAsacAre khavaDAvyo. piMjare purAyelAM aneka pakSIone te divase mukata karyA. kasAIkhAnAM te divase baMdha rakhAvyAM ane aneka baMdIjanone te divase mukti bakSI. putra janmano A utsava pUrA be divasa cAlyo. trIjA divase navajAta zizune sUrya ane caMdranA darzana karAvyAM. chaThThInA divase sau kuLajanoe jAgaraNa karyuM. bAramA divase sau svajano, nehIo, saMbaMdhIo temaja nagaranA pratiSThita ane mukhya mANasonI hAjarImAM putranuM nAmAbhidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM. sUrya svapnanA anusAre bALakanuM nAma bhImasena pADyuM. bhImasena janmathI ja taMdurasta ane rUpALo hato. tenI nAnI nAnI AMkhamAM eka apUrva teja camakatuM hatuM. kapALa paNa tenuM vizALa ane jhagArA mAratuM hatuM. tenAM dareke dareka aMga saMpUrNa vikasita hatAM. suvarNanA pAraNAmAM e sUto hoya tyAre tene joIne lAgatuM ke jANe ahIM koI sahastra pAMkhaDIvALuM gulAba sUtuM che! e hasate tyAre jANe vahetA jharaNAno kalakala nAda saMbhaLAto. prakRtie te janmathI ja zAMta ane hasamukha hato. bhUkha lAgatAM e raDate, ThaMDI-garamIno anubhava thatAM e raDato. bAkI sAro samaya tenA nAjuka hoTha upara hAsya P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun.Aaradhak Trust Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 22 bhImasena caritra ramyA ja karatuM. jenAra saune parANe hAla karAve te e bALaka hato. AvA bALakanA ucheramAM zI kamInA heya ? eka to rAjaputra ne temAMya svabhAve zAMta ne hasamukhe. AthI sau koI ene hoMze hoMze ramADatuM. tenI tahenAtamAM aneka dAsa-dAsIo hAjara rahetAM ane tenA ucheramAM pUrepUrI kALajI rakhAtI. priyadarzana ane guNasena to tene joIne harakhaghelAM banI jatAM hatAM. tenA hasavA mAtrathI temanuM lehI zera zera caDatuM. rAjakAjanI aneka dhamadhamatI pravRttimAMthI paNa samaya kADhI guNasena AvIne bhImasenane acUka ramADI jato. tenA kAnamAM navakAra maMtra saMbhaLAvato ane vahAlanI cUmIe bharI jato. bhImasena aDhaLaka sukha ane sAhyabImAM dhIme dhIme ucharI rahyo hato. prathama ja gAdI upara chato sUI raheto hato te UMdha paDavA lAgyo. Udha paDIne e khasatAM zI . pitAnI meLe besavA lAgyo. ne mA....A....mA... vagere bolavA paNa lAgya, samaya jatAM potAnI meLe Ubho paNa rahevA lAgyuM. ane varasa varasamAM te ghUMTaNiyA tANatAM tANatAM e nAnAM nAnAM pagalAM paNa bharato thaI gayo. be varasamAM to e priyadarzanAnI AMgaLI pakaDI dhIme dhIme dera-upAzraye paNa javA lAgyo. guNasenanI sAthe rAja darabAramAM ja thaI gaye. ekalo ekale paNa nidoSa ramato P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAma ane lakSmaNa 23 ramavA lAgyo. tenA rUpAnAM vividha ramakaDAone e bhAMgavA ne toDavA lAgyo. kAlu kAlu belavA paNa lAge. e ja arasAmAM priyadarzanAe eka zAMta ne cAMdanI rAte suvarNa zayyAmAM sUtA sUtA rAtrinA chelalA prahare eka svapna joyuM. svapna pUruM thatAM ja te jAgI gaI ane cAre bAju jovA lAgI. bArImAMthI bahAra najara karatAM joyuM te hajI tArA TamaTamatA hatA ane aMdhAruM AchuM AchuM avani para patharAyeluM hatuM. paNa svapna eTaluM suMdara ne zubha, bhavya ane divya hatuM ke teNe sUvAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. ane bAkIno samaya vItarAga bhagavaMtanuM samaraNa karavA lAgI. guNasena jAge eTale tarata ja tenI pAse jaIne vinayathI UbhI rahI. prathama praNAma karyA ne potAnA AvavAnuM prayojana kahyuM : he svAmin ! Aja meM rAtrinA chellA prahare svapnamAM rUvAbathI UbhelA ane jagata AkhAne jANe paDakAra karato hoya evA vanavihArI mRgendrane je hate. ene jotAM ja huM jAgI gaI ane A zubha svapna che tema samajI pachI bAkIno samaya navakAra maMtra gaNavA lAgI." he prANanAtha ! Apa mane samajAve ke A svapnanuM phaLa mane zuM maLaze ?" guNasene tarata ja kIdhuM : "devI ! Apane siMhasamAna evA parAkramI putra ratnanI prApti thaze." P.P.Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra priyadarzanAe te jANI zukanagraMthI bAMdhI. ane AnaMdathI e divasanI rAha jovA lAgI. e zubha divasa paNa AvI gayuM. A samaye priyadanAne vadhu vedanA na thaI. saraLatAthI prasava thaze. purA Avyo. rAjamahela babbe bALakonAM hAsya ane rUdanathI gUMjI UThayo. bhImasena tenA nAnA bhAIne tenI rIte ramADavA lAge. tenI kAlI kAlI bhASAmAM tene chAno rAkhavA lAge. bIjA putra janmano utsava paNa eTalI ja dhAmadhumathI nagarajanoe manAvyuM. guNane A bIjA prasaMge paNa agAunI rIte ja dAna karyuM ne pazu pakSIone abhayadAna ApyuM. baMdIjanone mukata karyA. A bIjA putranuM nAma haripeNa pADayuM. TAnuM nAma bhImaena ane nAnAnuM nAma haripeNa. jANe rAma-lakSmaNanI nAnI DI. A baMne bALake ghaNI ja kALajIthI ucharavA lAgyAM. aneka dAsa dAsIo temanI sAra saMbhALa mATe satata hAjarI ApavA lAgyAM. baMne bALakone hasatA ne ramatAM joI priyadarzana ane guNasenanAM hayAM harakhAI UThatAM. rAtanA baMne bALake priyadarzanAne vaLagIne ja sUI jatA. kayAreka bhImasena priyadarzanAne vaLagIne ja sUI jatAM. kayAreka kayAreka bhImasena guNasenanI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAma ane lakSmaNa 25 sAthe paNa sUI jato. paraMtu haripeNa te mA sivAya bIjA sAthe sUto ja nahi. divaso vahetA gayA ne baMne bhAIo sonArUpAnA hAthI ghoDe ramatAM ramatAM sAcA hAthI ghoDA upara besatA thaI gayA. azvasvAra baMne bhAIone ghoDe besADIne dUra sudhI pharavA laI jatAM. kayAreka gajarAja upara paNa pharI AvatA. bhImasena haripeNa karatAM umaramAM be varasa moTA hatA. paraMtu evI moTAI te rAkhato nahi. baMne jANe sarakhI uMmaranA hoya tema ja e vartato. nAnA bhAIne te khUba ja cAhato. badhI vAtamAM tene ja prathama pasaMdagI Apato. - hari peNa paNa moTAbhAInuM bahumAna karatA. temano paDyo bola jhIlI leto. temanI sAthe UMcA avAje bolato nahi. A badhuM hovA chatAM paNa baMne vacce prema ghaNo ja hato. beyanA jIva ekameka sAthe khUba ja haLImaLI gayA hatA. AthI jayAM juo tyAM A baMne sAthe ja jaNAtA. bhImasenanI uMmara moTI hatI AthI tene prathama gurukuLamAM mUko. e pachI haripeNane paNa te pachInA be varase tyAM mUko. baMne bhAIo buddhimAM kuzAgra hatA. ane janmathI ja teone sArA ne ucca saMskAra maLyA hatA. AthI gurukuLamAM badhA ja chAtronI vacamAM teo alaga tarI AvatA hatA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena carirA guru je kaMI pATha Ape te barAbara dhyAnathI te sAMbhaLatAM. tenuM manana karatA. kaMThastha karavA yogya kaMThastha paNa karatA. ane tyAM potAne zaMkA paDe tyAM prazno paNa pUchatA. carcA sabhAomAM te baMne bhAIo mokhare rahetA. baMne ekabIjAne mahAta karavA mATe jaDabAtoDa, ekabIjAne mujhavI nAkhe evI dalIla karatA. ane baMneya tenA javAba paNa suMdara ne saceTa ApatA. keInAyathI utare tevA teo na hatA. baMne prathama rahetA. zuM sAhitya ke zuM zastra zAstra, dareka viSayamAM baMne prathama naMbara rAkhatA. AvA vidyAthIe gurunA vahAlA hoya temAM zuM navAI ? kayAreka te e gurune paNa harAvI detA. tyAre pitA karatAM pitAne ziSya vadhu vidvAna banato jAya che e joIne guru, evo ziSya pitAne havA mATe gaurava anubhavatA. guru paNa A baMne bhAIone adakero utsAhathI badhA ja prakAranI tAlIma ApatAM. e tAlIma ApatI veLA te e. na jatA ke A to rAjaputro che, temane kema kaMI kahevAya ? tyAre gurunuM mAna sauthI UMcAmAM UMcuM hatuM, temanA belane sau svIkAra karatAM. badhA ja chAtrone e chAtra ja samajatA. A rAjaputra che, A nagarazeThano pATavIkuMvara che ne A. mAmulI bApane dIkare che evA alaga cakAthI te chAtrone zIkhavatA nahi. badhA upara sarakhuM ja dhyAna ApatA. gurue aneka varSonI jahemata laI A baMne bhAIone P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAma ane lakSmaNa puruSanI botera kaLAomAM pravINa banAvI dIdhA. evI eka paNa vidyA ke zAstra na hatuM ke je bhaNyA vinA A baMne bhAIo rahI gayA hoya. gurue te baMnene tamAma zastra ne zAstranI tAlIma ApI hatI. vidyAbhyAsa pUro thaze. A baMne bhAIo yauvananA thanaganATamAM kUdatA ne ramatA rAjamahele pAchA pharyA. rAjamahelamAMthI teo gayA tyAre sAva nAnA ane sukumAra hatA. Aja jyAre teo pAchA pharyA hatA tyAre teo yuvAna ane paDachaMda sazakata ne vIra banIne AvyA hatA. AvIne baMne bhAIoe sau prathama mAtapitAne praNAma karyA. ane AzIrvAda mAMgyA. guNasena ane priyadarzanA te pitAnA saMtAnono A vikAsa joIne, bhAvabhInI AMkhe jotAM ja rahI gayAM. mUka AMkhothI jANe kahI rahyAM hatAM : "are ! mArA dIkarA ! ATalA badhA moTA thai gayA !...." P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3 : sumitranuM dezAMtara gamana guNasena ane priyadarzanA eka bapore zItaLa gRhamAM beThAM hatAM ane alakamalakanI vAto karI rahyAM hatAM. baMne putro te samaye kaMIka bahAra gayA hatA. haLave mane badhI rAjakAja vagerenI vAto thaI rahI hatI. tyAM guNasene kahyuM : "devI ! have ApaNI uMmara thaI. putrono vidyAbhyAsa paNa have pUro thaI gayo che ane lAge che have temanA upara javAbadArI lAdavI joIe ane temane saMsArI banAvavA joIe...." barAbara che. baMne dIkarA paNa have uMmaralAyaka thayA che. temanA ne ApaNA kuLane cagya evI kanyAonI tapAsa ApaNe karavI joIe." 'huM paNa e ja vicAruM chuM. ApaNuM rAjadUtane vividha dezamAM mokalI ApaNuM kRLane ajavALe tevI kanyAnI tapAsa karAu ane baMne pakSe barAbara hoya tyAM teonA lagna karI nAMkhyuM....." to emAM rAha zI javAnI che ? zubhasya zIdhrama P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 29 sumitranuM dezAMtara gamana sArA kAmamAM vaLI vilaMba za kare. Aje ja ApaNe dUtane mokale. tene badhI mAhitI Apo ane cogya kULa ne kanyA joI saMbaMdha karI lAvavAnI AjJA Apo." priyadarzanAe kahyuM. e ja divase guNasene sumitra nAmanA rAjadUtane dezAMtara mokalI dIdhe. A dUta ghaNo ja vicakSaNa hato ane te badhI ja kalAono jANakAra hate. vArasAmAM ja tene vAcALatA maLI hatI. A vAcALatA koIne kaMTALo nahatI ApatI. kAraNa tenI bhASA ghaNI ja saMskArI hatI. ane bolatI veLAe te sAmA pAtranI cagyatAne prathama joto hato. uparAMta te jatiSa vagereno paNa sAre jANakAra hato ane pravAsa te teNe aneka kheDayA hatA. AthI deza videzanI tene ghaNI mAhitI hatI. aneka rAjAone, temanA kULane temaja temanA saMtAna ne sagAo suddhAne te barAbara oLakhato hato. guNasenane A sumitra upara pUrepUro vizvAsa hato. ane tene zraddhA hatI ke je kAma mATe tene pote mokalI rahyo che te kAma e jarUrathI yazasvIpaNe pAra pADI lAvaze, zubha divase ne zubha coghaDiye sumitra rAjAne praNAma karI temaja temanA zubhAziSa laIne dezAMtara mATe nIkaLI paDayo. e jamAnAmAM AjanA jevA jhaDapI vAhano na hatAM. lAMbI ke TUMkI saphara karavI hoya tyAre te samayano mAnavI kAM gADu, ghaDe ke sAMDhaNI laIne nIkaLI paDato. jhaDapathI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30 bhImasena caritra pahoMcavuM hoya tyAre sAMDhaNIne te upayoga karato. te yuganI sAMDhaNuM eTale AjanA yuganuM jeTa vimAna. e sAMDhaNI laIne sumitra nIkaLI paDaze. vahelI savAre e mAM upara pANI chAMTIne eka gAmathI bIje gAma nIkaLI paDato. baporanA koI vaDanI chAyAmAM ArAma karato. bapora namatAM pharI daDamajala zarU karI deto. ane rAta paDatAM kaI maMdiranA eTale ke gAmanA core chayu pAtharIne sUI jato. rAjakanyAnI zodha karavAnI hatI. guNarasenanA rAjamahelane zabhAve tevI rAjavadhU jovAnI hatI. bhImasenane paDakhe UbhI rahe to dIpI UThe evI kULavAna kanyAnI tapAsa karavAnI hatI. AthI sumitra vividha dezanA rAjadarabAramAM ja. tyAMnI mAhitI meLavato. rAjakanyAone nIrakhato. banI zake tyAM temano sIdho ke parokSa paricaya paNa karato. A rIte te aneka rAjadarabAro ghUmI vaLyo. ghaNI badhI rAjakanyAonA nAma tenI pAse bhegA thaI gayA. ekane jo ne bIjIne bhUle tevI paNa rAjakanyAe teNe joI. paraMtu mAtra rUpa uparathI ja kanyAnuM pArakhuM kare ne te ja bhImasena mATe egya che evo nirNaya sumitra kare tevo te na hatuM. rUpa, zIla, cAritrya, vidyA, saMskAra, taMdurastI, uccakULa A badhuM ja te darekamAM jhINavaTapUrvaka jeto hato. paNa hajI sudhI kayAMya tenuM mana mAne evI kanyA jaDI na hatI. je teNe joI hatI. temAM koInAmAM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sumitranuM dezAMtara gamana 31 rUpa hatuM to zIla na hatuM. zIva hatuM to saMskAra na hatA. taMdurastI hatI to bIju badhuM na hatuM. ghaNe badhe samaya Ama teNe rajhaLapATa karyo. eka divasa daDamajala karatAM sumitre vatsa dezamAM praveza karyo. vividha gAma nagarane nIrakhato nIrakhato te kauzAMbI nagarImAM AvyuM. A nagarInI prazaMsA teNe pitAnI sapharamAM ghaNI sAMbhaLI hatI. rAjagRhathI pitAne nIkaLe ghaNo samaya thaI gayo hato. ane hajI sudhI je kAme nIkaLyo hato te kAma pUruM thayuM na hatuM. tene manomana ema lAgatuM hatuM ke A nagarImAM tenuM kAma jarUrathI saphaLa thaze. A mATe tenI pAse kaI nakakara kAraNa na hatuM. paraMtu sumitrano AtmA tene kaheto hato ke have A sapharane zubha aMta ahIM ja AvI jaze. - A kauzAMbI nagarI rAjagRhanagarIthI jarAya utare tevI na hatI. UMcI UMcI havelIo, gaganacuMbI jinAla, vizALa rastAo, rastAonI be bAjuoe zItaLa chAMya pAtharatAM AsopAlavanAM vRkSo, e rastAo upara cAlyA jatA rathe, haNahaNATa karatAM pANIdAra veta, kathaIne kALA ao, malapatI gatie cAlatAM madonmata gajarAje ane aDhAre AlamathI ubharAtAM vividha cauTAo, A badhuM joIne sumitrane rAjagRhanI yAda AvI gaI. A nagarI upara mAnasiMhanuM rAjya cAlatuM hatuM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 bhImasena caritra mAnasiMha pratApI rAjA hato, tenI ANa ghaNA deza 1 cAlatI hatI. bhATa cAraNa ane nagarajano tenA parAkramI svabhAvanI guNagAthA gAtA dharAtAM nahatAM. sumitre jayu ke mAnasiMha rAjA to janadharmamAM apUrva zraddhA dharAve che. ane vItarAga prabhuno ananya bhakata che. tenI rANuM kamalA paNa nAma pramANe kamala svabhAvanA che. rAjamahelamAM rahetI hovA chatAM paNa rAjAzAhI ThATha ane ThasAthI alipta che. A rAjArAne be kanyAe che. meTAnuM nAma suzIlA che ane nAnInuM nAma sucanA che. sumitra mATe ATalI mAhitI pUratI hatI. pachI to teNe pitAnAM buddhi kauzathI ghaNu mAhitI bhegI karI ane ema karI te jANI za ke suzIlA ane sulocanAne, mAnasiMhe rAjamahelamAM khAsa to rAkhIne baMnene cAsaDa kaLAonI tAlIma ApI hatI. ane baMne sutAonuM ghaNI ja kALajIpUrvaka jIvanaghaDatara karyuM hatuM. sumitrane lAgyuM ke pitAnuM adhuM kAma to have patI gayuM che. adhuM ja bAkI rahyuM che. bAkInuM kAma patAvavA te utsAthI suMdara vastromAM paridhAna thaI rAjadarabAre javA nIka. sAthe guNasenanI pratiSThA vadhe tevuM UcA prakAranuM najarANuM paNa laI gayo. rAjadarabAre e ghaDIkavAramAM AvIne Ubho rahyo. dvArapALane khAnagImAM sonAmahora ApI. A mahora maLatAM ja P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sumitranuM dezAMtara gamana 33 dvArapALa deDato darabAramAM gaye ane praNAma karIne Ubhe rahyo. ane kahyuM : "svAmin ! magadhadezathI koI paradezI ApanA darzane Avyo che. ApanI AjJA hoya te te mahAnubhAvane ApanI pAse laI AvuM." mAnasiMhe tarata ja kIdhuM : "jA, e mahAnubhAvane tarata ja vinayathI, Adara ApIne laI Ava." sumitrane zraddhA hatI sonAmahora tAtkAlika asara karaze ja. e rAjamahelanI racanA joto Ubho hato tyAM ja dvArapALa AvIne praNAma karIne sumitranI sAme Ubho rahyo, ane bolyA: padhAre, padhAre, mahAnubhAva! amArA pratApI rAjA mAnasiMha nareza vatI huM ApanuM svAgata karuM chuM. Apa mArI sAthe cAle, nareza ApanI rAha juve che." sumitranA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. teNe turata ja bIjI senAmahora dvArapALanA hAthamAM seravI dIdhI ane tenI pAchaLa pAchaLa cAlavA lAgyo. mAnasiMhane rAjasiMhAsana upara beThelo joI sumitre dUrathI ja prathama namaskAra karyo, ane pachI pAse AvI khUba ja vinayathI narezane caraNa sparza karyo. ane be hAtha joDI temanI sanmukha Ubho rahyo. kalyANa thAo, mahAnubhAva ! kaho, Apa kayAMthI 3. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34. bhImasena caritra padhAro che ? ane ApanA AgamananuM zuM prayojana che? mArA yogya je kaMI kahevA jevuM hoya te jarUrathI kaho." mAnasiMhe zAMta svare kIdhuM. ane sumitrane bAjunA suvarNa siMhAsana upara besavA mATe sucana karyuM. sumitre siMhAsana upara besatAM pahelAM mAnasiMha narezane najarANuM dharyuM ane vinayathI te belyo : he pratApI ne parAkramI nareza! magadha dezanI rAjadhAnI rAjagRhI nagarInA nareza guNasena nRpe Apane A najarANuM me kahyuM che. Apa teno svIkAra kare...." | sumitrane A pramANe kaheto sAMbhaLI mAnasiMha vacamAM ja bolI UTho : "eha! guNasena nareze mane yAda karIne A najarANuM mokalyuM che ? dhanyavAda ! dhanyavAda ! pharamAvo ApanA nareze mArA mATe zuM sevA batAvI che ?" "sevA to ame karIe rAjana ! Apa jevA ucca ne mahApuruSoe to upakAra karavAnuM che. huM eka ghaNA ja zubha ane maMgaLa kAme nIkaLyo chuM ane mane zraddhA che Apa e kAma jarUrathI karaze ne mArA upara upakAra karaze." "mahAnubhAva ! mArAthI banatuM kAma huM jarUra karIza. Apa ni:saMkoca kahe. ane Apano paricaya to Ape A ja nahi? mAruM nAma sumitra che. ane huM dUtanuM kAma karu chuM. mArA svAmIe mane eka mahattvanA kAme dezAMtara meka P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 35 sumitranuM dezAMtara gamana che. deza videzamAM pharatAM meM ApanI ghaNI ja kIti sAMbhaLI. ApanI dIkarIe ane raNamAnI paNa ghaNI ja prazaMsA sAMbhaLI. AthI huM bIjA dezamAM vadhu na rekAtAM sIdho ja Apane tyAM doDI Avyo...." e ghaNuM sAruM karyuM te sumitra! have tArA svAmIe tane kyA kAme mokalyA che, te jaNAvavA yogya hoyato mane jaNAva." e zuM bolyA rAjana ! Apa ja te e kAma karI zake tema che. Apane e nahi jaNAvuM to e kAma pAra zI rIte paDaze?.." sumitra bolyo. bolavAmAM tuM ghaNe ustAda lAge che sumitra! je rAjAne tArA jevA dUto che e rAjA keTale bhAgyazALI ane pratApI haze! e te have mAre kalpanA ja karavI rahI." Apa paNa rAja! mArA svAmIthI kayAM Utara tevA che? ApanA nAmano Dake te daze dizAe vAge che. nagarajano te UThatAMnI sAthe ApanuM ja nAma prathama zravaNa kare che. paraMtu mArA svAmI ane ApanI vacce eka ghaNo moTe bheda che...." e kevI rIte ?" "mArA svAmIne be rAjakuMvare che. ekane juo ne bIjAne bhUle. buddhimAM te jANe brahaspati joI lyo. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra parAkramI ne sAhasI paNa evA ja che. nizAnabAja te evA che ke AMkhe pATA bAMdhIne pharatA mAsyanI AMkha vIdhI zake che. paraMtu haiyAnA teo baMne kumaLA che. temAMya pATavI kuMvara to aMtaranA ghaNA ja kUNuM che. keInuM paNa duHkha joI temanI AMkha bhInI banI jAya che. paNa chatAMya jAta pratye to te ghaNuM ja kaThera che. boMtera kaLAemAM te pravINa che. A bAju Apane be rAjakanyAo che. meM sAMbhaLyuM che ApanI te baMne sutAe paNa cosaTha kaLAomAM pravINa ne dakSa che. saundaryamAM apratima che. ne zIla, cAritryamAM te te bejoDa che. basa bheda hoya to ATale ja che. bAkI baMnenA kuLa ne saMskAra, bhAvanA ane vicAra, dharma ane jAta, sukha ane sAhyabI; sattA ane zekha ekasarakhA che...." sumitrane bolatA vacamAM ja aTakAvI mAnasiMha bolI UThe vAha! ghaNuM suMdara ! tArA svAmIne kuvara che ne mAre kanyA! ghaNuM ja sudara taka kahevAya ! ema kema na banI zake ke amArA baMnenA kuLe eka banI zake ?..." rAjana ! to te ApanA mAMmAM sAkara. ApanI mATI dIkarIne amArA pATavI kuMvarane Apaze te sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLI jaze. ane mane to pUrepUrI zraddhA che ApanI dIkarIne AthI suMdara vara bIje kayAMya nahi maLe ! P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sumitranuM dezAMtara gamana 37 Apa paNa jaina dhamI che ne mArA svAmI paNa jaina dhamI che. kuLano to koI vAMdho nathI. rahI vAta kuMvara ane kanyAnI !...." sumitra! tuM e kuMvaranI kaI chabI lAvyuM che? temanI koI janmakuMDaLI tArI pAse che?" mAnasiMhe pUchayuM. "rAjana ! e sivAya te A kevI rIte bane ? le A moTA dIkarAnI chabI ane temanI kuMDaLI!" ema kahI sumitre saMbhALathI bhImasenanI chabI ne kuMDaLI kADhIne rAjAnA hAthamAM mUkI. mAnasiMha te bhImasenanI chabI joI ja rahyo. paDachaMda kAyA, sazakta ne mAMsala zarIra, bharAvadAra meM, vizALa kapALa, aNIyALuM nAka, pratApI AMkhe, lebhAmaNuM hoTha ne najaramAM bhArobhAra vinamratA. - mAnasiMhe e chabIne dhArI dhArIne ane manabharIne joyA karI. A joIne sumitra bolI UTha. "zuM jue che nareza? amArA kuMvaramAM kaMI khAmI jaNAya che ? ' "e zuM bolyo sumitra ! tArA kuMvara te sarvAga suMdara che. je ne kevI pratApa mukhamudrA che ?" to pachI zuM vicAra karo cho ?" vicAruM chuM A chabI suzIlA ane tenI mAne paNa batAvI jouM. temano paNa abhiprAya jANI lauM ane P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38 bhImasena tharitra A kuMDaLI rAjatiSIne jovA mATe ApI dauM. ghaNuM ja suMdara vicAra che rAjana paNa nareza! ApanI dIkarIno te paricaya karAvo ? je ke mAruM mana te sAkSI pUre ja che ke ApanI dIkarI paNa pUrepUrI sulakSaNA ane amArA pATavIkuMvara mATe egya ja haze. paraMtu AvA jiMdagIbharanA saMbaMdhe joDatAM agAu badhuM pAkuM karavuM joIe. mArA A avinayane Apa kSamA karaze...." nA, nA. temAM avinaya zAne ? e to vyavahAra che. kanyA joyA vinA kaMI thoDAM sagapaNa baMdhAya ? hA, te sumitra! tAre pAchA pharavAnI utAvaLa to nathI ne ? nA, rAjana ! A kAmamAM utAvaLa kare na cAle. Apa kahezo teTalA divasa ApanuM svAgata mANIza...." to tuM becAra divasa ane rekAI jA. A kauzAMbI nagaramAM ne A rAjamahelamAM moja kara. tyAM sudhI huM A aMge mAre pAko vicAra karI lauM..." "jevI ApanI IcchA. sumiro vinayathI kIdhuM. sumitra e pachI rAjamahemAna banyo. tyAMnA rokANa daramyAnanA divasomAM teNe rAjakuLano, rAjakuLanA mAnavIono paricaya karyo. rANI kamaLAne paNa maLe. sulocanA ane suzIlAne paNa joI. temano paNa saMparka sAdo. - moTI dIkarI suzIlAne joI teno AtmA saMtoSa pApe, tenuM lajajAzIla vadana, vinayI rItabhAta, bolavAmAM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 39 IT * * * sumitra dezAMtara gamana mRdutA, praznone samajavAnI tenI buddhi, kAMcanavarNa saundarya, namaNe ne nAjuka deha ane ucca saMskAra, A badhuM joIne sumitra khuza thaI gaye. AnaMdanA AvegamAM teNe mane mana suzIlA ane bhImasenanAM lagna paNa joI lIdhA. bhImasena sAthe suzIlAnuM nakakI thaI jAya to raMga rahI jAya ! pitAnuM kAma yazasvI banI jAya. ne te bane te mATe prabhune prArthanA paNa karavA lAgyo. A bAju mAnasiMhe bhImasenanI chabIne kamalAne batAvI. kamalAe paNa te manabharIne nIrakhI. devI ! zuM vicAre che? suzIlA mATe A kuMvara yogya che ke nahi? mAnasiMhe pUchayuM. huM zuM kahuM? ApanI buddhi ne guNa parIkSA mATe mane zraddhA che. Apa je karaze te yogya ja haze." kamalAe vinayathI kIdhuM. "devI! ema kahIne to tame mArAmAM ApanI zraddhAnI vAta karI. huM to pUchuM chuM suzIlA mATe A vara kevA che? "A prazna to ApaNe suzIlAne pUchIe te ja sAruM che. enI paNa IcchA to ApaNe jANavI joIe ne.' ghaNa kuzaLa che tame he devI! kaI vAte paNa ema nathI kabUla karatAM ke A yuvAna mane pasaMda che." rahevA do have. ema kahI mArA vakhANa na kare. zAstromAM kahyuM che ke, strIonI bahu prazaMsA na karavI....." P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra eTale to huM tamArI DI prazaMsA karuM chuM." mAnasiMhe hasatAM hasatAM javAba Ape. e pachI bhImasenanI chabI suzIlAne batAvI. bhImasenano paricaya Ape. guNasena ane priyadarzanane paNa paricaya karAvyuM. suzIlA to bhImasenanI chabI joIne AnaMdavibhora banI gaI. paraMtu teNe pitAnA haiyAnI uchaLatI lAgaNIone bahAra pragaTa thavA na dIdhI. zAMta citto, mananA bhAva manamAM ja dabAvIne e nIcuM meM karIne besI rahI. "beTA ! tane zuM lAge che? tane A yuvaka game che ne ?' kamalAe pUchayuM. "mA ! temAM mane zuM pUchavAnuM ? Apa to mArA hitasvI che. A5 je kaMI karaze temAM mAruM kalyANa ja haze." A sAMbhaLIne sumitra vicAravA lAgyo. kanyA keTalI vinayI che! kevo moMghama javAba Ape ! bhImasena sAthe A kanyA dIpI UDaze. tyArapachI mAnasiMhe suzIlA ane bhImasenanI kuMDalIo rAja jayotiSI pAse sarakhAvI joI. baMneno yoga thAya ema che ke nahi, baMne sukhI thaze ke nahi. vagere praha vi. nI tapAsa karAvI. rAja jayatiSIoe baMnenI kuMDalI joI ane gaNita gayuM. e gaNIne abhiprAya Ape ke baMnenA graho eTalA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sumitranuM dezAMtara gamana 41 badhA ucca ne sArA ne sAmya dharAve che ke baMnenuM joDuM sukhI thaze ane kanyA pitAnA zIla cAritryathI pitAnA saMsArane abhUtapUrva rIte ajavALaze. bhImasena paNa A kanyAne sArI rIte rAkhaze. tene sukha ane zAMti mATe sakhta kALajI rAkhaze. ne tene jarApaNa duHkha nahi paDavA de. temaja suzIlA pratye apUrva rAga dharAvaze. jotiSanA AdhAre ema kahI zakAya ke Avo ega bahu ochAne maLe che. A lagna saMbaMdha bAMdhavAmAM sukha ne sukha ja raheluM che. rAja jayotiSIono A abhiprAya jANuM badhA ja AnaMdamAM AvI gayA. bhImasenanI chabI joIne te saune e yuvAna gamI gayo hato. aMtarathI badhA ja IcchatA hatA ke suzIlAno hAtha bhImasenanA hAthamAM Apo. tyAM jatiSIono A manabhAvato abhiprAya maje. pachI pUchavuM ja zuM ? vadhumAM vadhu AnaMda sumitrane thayo. pitAnA svAmIputra mATe AvI suMdara kanyA maLI gaI tethI tenA harSane to pAra ja na hato. tenuM mana te have rAjagRhamAM pahoMcI javA UDuM UDuM thaI rahyuM hatuM. kema jaladI A zubha samAcAra guNasenane pahoMcADuM e vicAramAM teno manamayUra nAcI UThayo. mAnasiMhe A nirNayane vadhAvI lIdhuM ane sumitra sAthe suzIlA ane bhImasenanA sagapaNanuM nakkI karyuM. sagapaNanI nizAnI rUpa sonAmahora ane suvarNa nALiyera ApyuM. bharasabhAmAM A sagapaNanI jAherAta karI ane sumitrane P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra mUlyavAna vastro, ratnahAra vagere upahAra ApI, vevAInA gharane mANasa mAnI tenuM bahumAna karyuM. ane vidAyaveLAe guNasena ane priyadarzanAne praNAma temaja khuzakhabara kahevaDAvyA ane jema bane tema jaladI lagna samAraMbha goThavavA jaNAvyuM. suzIlA paNa A najare pitAnA svAmInA rAjadUtane jato nIhALI rahI ane jyAM sudhI sumitra dekhA tyAM sudhI tene jotI e mahelanA jharukhe UbhI rahI. ane piyunA AgamananI rAha jovA lAgI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4: suzIlA sumitranA utsAhane pAra nathI. saphara lAMbI che. paraMtu have tene tene jhAjho thAka lAgato nathI. utAvaLI gatie te sAMDhaNIne haMkArI rahyo che. baporano ArAma paNa teNe e che karI nAMkhe che ane cIla jhaDape te rAjagRhe pahoMcavA mATe prayatna karI rahyo che. kauzAMbI pahoMcatA tene jeTalo samaya lAgyo hato tenAthI ardhA samayamAM te rAjagRhamAM AvI pahoMce. AvIne tarata ja sIdhe e rAjasabhAmAM pahoMcI gayo. pravAsamAM dhULavALAM thayelAM kapaDAM badalAvIne ke parasevAthI rebajheba thayelA zarIre nAna karavAnI paNa teNe darakAra na karI ane caDayA zvAse guNasenane praNAma karIne Ubhe rahyo. sumitrane Avela joI guNasene tarata ja tenuM svAgata karyuM. ane sau prathama tenA kSemakuzaLa pUchayA. pachI tene ucita Asane besavA kahyuM. tenA didAra joI lAgatuM hatuM ke te rastAmAM kyAMya paNa khATI thayA sivAya sIdho ja P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 44 bhImasena caritra rAjasabhAmAM cAlyo Avyo che. AthI tenA mATe zItaLa jaLa paNa maMgAvyuM. ghaNA samayathI sumitre vatananuM mIThuM ne madhuruM pANI pIdhuM na hatuM. vatananuM jaLa kaThe paDatAM ja tenA dhakhatA zarIrane zAtA vaLI. jaLanA zItaLa sparza mAtrathI ja tenA pravAsana ardhA thAka UtarI gae. pANI pIne te svastha thayo. parasevo lUchI nAMkhyo ane pite lAvelI kuMkuma patrikA guNasenane ApI. guNasene te vAMcI, vAMcIne pUchayuM : " sumitra ! te ghaNuM ja uttama ne umadA kAma karyuM che. have e kahe ke te je kanyA joI che te kevI che? tenuM kULa ne mAbApa badhA kevA che? tuM lagnanuM nakkI karIne Avyo che tyAre e ApaNuM rAjagauravane anukULa ja haze tema mAnI lau chuM." "rAjana ! huM ghaNA badhA dezamAM pharyo. ghaNA rAjamahelamAM ghUmI vaLe. aneka rAjakanyAo, zreSThi kanyAo, joI, paraMtu jenI sAthe meM yuvarAja bhImasenanuM sagapaNa bAMdhyuM che tenA jevI kanyAnI to koI jeDa meM na joI tenA jevuM ucca kULa ne umadA saMskAra ane bIje kyAMya jovA na maLyA. vatsa nAmanA dezamAM kauzAMbI nagarI che. e nagarI para zrI mAnasiMha narezanuM Adhipatya che. khUba ja pratApI ane parAkramI rAjA che. nyAyaparAyaNa ane khUba ja nItivAna e P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ suzIlA 45 rAjavI che. jena dharmamAM tene bhArobhAra AsthA che. tenI sAteya peDhI janma ane karmathI jainadhamI che. A rAjAne be dIkarIo che. jema Apane be dIkarAo che. ApanI jema ja mAnasiMha nareza temanI dIkarIone cosaTha kaLAonI tAlIma ApIne temanuM ghaDatara karyuM che. A mATe teozrIe rAjamahelamAM khAsa tajajJo, vidvAno ane zAstrIone kayAM hatAM. ane e badhI ja cosaTha kaLAomAM te baMne dIkarIone pravINa ne dakSa banAvI che. meTI dIkarInuM nAma suzIlA che. nAma karatAM guNomAM te te lAkha ghaNI vadhu suzIlA che. sulakSaNA paNa tevI ja che. - nAjuka ane namaNuM tenI kAyA che. kaMcanavarNa tenuM saundarya che. geruM goruM gulAbI vadana che. paravALA jevA kamanIya haTha che. haraNanI AMkhone paNa ghaDI bhulAve evI tenI aNIyALI AMkho che. e hase che tyAre jANe ema lAge che ke pAse koI jharaNuM vahI rahyuM che. e bole che tyAre to ApaNane ema ja lAge ke vasaMtanI koyala TahukI rahI che. tenA hAtha kamaLanI nALa jevA sukomaLa che. ne hAtha upara ratnakaMkaNa paherelAM che. tenAthI te tenI zobhA ora vadhI jAya che. kapALamAM karela cAMdalo paNa tenA vadananI zobhAmAM vadhAro kare che. e cAle che tyAre rAjahaMsI cAlI rahI hoya ema lAge che. paNa rAja! A badhuM te kanyAnuM bAhyarUpa che. tenuM bhItarI saundarya te ghaNuM ja anupama che. buddhimAM to ghaNI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra ja kuzAgra che. rAjaprazrone e saraLatAthI samajI zake che. paraMtu e vinayI eTalI badhI che ke tene pUchavAmAM Ave te ja te rAjakAjanA praznomAM salAha Ape che. vagara pUche te DahApaNa oLatI nathI. vivekI paNa te eTalI badhI ja che. kone keTaluM sanmAna ApavuM, kevI rIte kone kevo satkAra karavo vagere te khUba ja sArI rIte jANe che. ane bolave te evI madhura bhASiNI che ke nAnA sAthe e nAnI banI rahe che ne moTA sAthe meTI paNa banI rahe che, tenA svabhAvamAM kayAMya ugratA nathI. khUba ja zAMta ane saraLa che. strI svabhAva caMcaLa kahyo che, paraMtu A kanyA te pUrepUrI svastha mijAjanI che. rAjamahelamAM ucharI che, paraMtu tenAmAM kayAMya abhimAna jaNAtuM nathI. khUba ja sAdAI ane saMyamathI e rahe che. tenuM yauvana soLe kalAe paripUrNa khIleluM che, paraMtu tenAmAM meM kayAMya uddeDatA ke uchuMkhalatA joI nathI. meM tenI sAthe ghaNe samaya jJAnacarcA vageremAM pasAra karyo hato. e pachI ja meM nakkI karyuM ke AvI kanyA ApaNA pATavIkuMvara mATe barAbara cogya che. AthI paNa vadhu sArI rIte meM tyAM bhImasena kuMvarano paricaya Avye hato. temanI chabI batAvI hatI. tyArapachI teoe e chabIne manabhera nIrakhI, pUchavA gya evA mane prazno pUchayA ane chellI vidhimAM temaNe kuMvara ane kanyAnI kuMDalIo jovarAvI. tyAra bAda mAnasiMha nareze bhara rAjasabhAmAM A sagapaNanI jAherAta karI ane mAruM cagya sanmAna bI . P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ suzIlA 47 karyuM. A kAma patI gayuM eTale tarata ja huM tyAMthI vidAya thaye. ane rastAmAM nirarthaka kayAMya paNa khoTI thayA sivAya sIdhe ahI cAlI Avyo chuM...." sumitre potAnuM bolavAnuM pUruM karyuM ane potAnA Asane besI gayo. zAbAza! sumitra, zAbAza ! tArI buddhi ane kArya, zakitane dhanyavAda che ! te khUba ja uttama kULanI kanyA zodhI kADhI che! have ApaNe ghaNI ja tvarAthI lagnanI taiyArI karavI paDaze. kema kharuM ne? "hA, rAjana ! mAnasiMha nareze bane teTaluM jaladI A avasara goThavavA mane jaNAvyuM che....... sumitro kIdhuM. te karo AjathI tenI taiyArI ane zubha divase ApaNe ahIMthI prayANa karIe." guNasena bolyo. jevI ApanI AjJA." sumitro rAjAnI AjJAne svIkAra karyo. ane hAM, sumitra! le A ratnahAra sagAInI khuzAlImAM tane bheTa. A rAja sAMDhaNI paNa have tArI ja pAse rAkhaje. te paNa tane upahAramAM bheTa ApuM chuM." guNasene gaLAmAMthI ratnahAra kADhIne ApatAM kahyuM. ghaNuM ja rAja! ghaNuM jIvo! ApanA sukha zAMti sadAkALa raho !" sumine praNAma karI ratnahAra laI lIdho. e pachI tarata ja guNasene lahIyA pAse suvarNAkSare lagnapatrikA lakhAvavAne hukama karyo. ane eka sAMDhaNa svArane P.P.:Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 bhImasena caritra tAbaDatoba kauzAMbI nagara ravAnA karAvI dIdho. ane tene sAthe kahevaDAvyuM : lagnanI taiyArI karo- ame jAna laIne AvIe chIe. e ja divase rAjagRha nagarIne pratiSThita sajajanene lagnanuM AmaMtraNa mokalI ApyuM. ane rAjamahelamAM lagnanI taiyArI karavAno Adeza Ape. jotajotAmAM te rAjagRhanagara lagnanI dhamAlathI dhama dhamI UThayuM. IT III P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5 vara ghoDe caDaye saMsArika jIvana vyavahAramAM lagna eka ghaNe moTo utsava gaNAya che. A aMge mahinAo agAu bhAre taiyArIo thAya che. jene tyAM lagna prasaMga hoya che tyAM pravRttinI dhamAla macI rahe che. A to rAjAnA dIkarAnA lagna hatA. pachI emAM zI maNuM hoya ? rAjamahelanA karmacArIothI mAMDIne nagaranA sAmAnya jana paNa A utsavanI taiyArI karavA lAgI gayAM. ghareghara AnaMda chavAI gaye. strIo to A prasaMgane laI gelamAM AvI gaI jAta jAtanA lagna gItathI rAjagRha nagara rAta divasa gUjI UThayuM. rAja AjJAthI nagaranA pAkazAstrIo nAma sAMbhaLIne momAM pANI AvI jAya tevA miSTAnna banAvavAnI taiyArImAM lAgI gayA. dUra dUra sudhI miSTAnnamAM vaparAtA sugaMdhita padArthonI suvAsathI corA ne cauTA maghamaghI UThayA. sonIo paNa ALasa khaMkherIne sAbadA thaI gayA. bhI. 4. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 50 bhImasena caritra rAjakuLanA mANasenA alaMkAra ghaDavA mATe teo rAta diva mahenata karavA lAgyA. ane vividha kalAmAM ne nakazI kAmama koI hAra, keI vIMTI, kaI bAjubaMdha, koI ratnakaMkaNa, ke kAnanA erIga, to keI kAnanAM lavIMgIyAM, nAkanI nathI keTe bharavavAnAM baTana, sAke bAMdhavAnI kalagI vagere ane prakAranAM alaMkAronA ghATa teo ghaDavA lAgyA. darajIoe paNa pitAnA saMcAone kAme lagA dIdhA ane mUlyavAna kApaDamAMthI paheratAM prabhAva paDe te pioSAka taiyAra karavAmAM maMDI paDayA. vAjiMtravAdakoe potAnA sAja ane zaNagAra na banAvI lIdhA. ane roja rAte tenI rIyAjha karavA lAgyA anAja bhaMDAmAM anAja sApha thavA lAgyAM. azva zALAe, gajazALAomAM azvo ane gajarAjone khavarA pIvarAvIne tagaDA banAvavAmAM AvyA. temane suMdara raMge raMgavAmAM AvyA. rAjamahelanI bahAra eka vizALa lagna maMDapanI racana karavAmAM AvI. A racanA mATe zipIe, kArIgare majUro kAme lAgI gayAM. kalAtmaka thAMbhalAo UbhA karavA AvyA. ratnajaDita ne vividha raMgI maNIothI bharelA caMdara ne toraNa bAMdhavAmAM AvyAM. rAtanA rezanI karavAmAM Ave ghareghare raMgoLI pUravAmAM AvI. dareke potAnA jharu ne aTArI upara dIvA mUkayA, toraNa bAMdhyAM. jAhera rastA upara paNa zaNagAra sajavAmAM AvyA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - vara ghoDe caDayo - jotajotAmAM te rAjagRha ane kauzAMbI baMne nagaranI surata badalAI gaI. jANe IndrapurI pRthvI upara utarI na na AvI hoya tevI tenI racanA thaI gaI! varagheDAno divasa AvI pahoMce. varane sajAvavAmAM AvyuM. prathama bhImasenane pITha cALIne sugaMdhita gulAba jaLathI snAna karAvyuM. uttama ane mulAyama aMgaluMchaNAthI bhImasenanuM zarIra lUchayuM. piSAka paridhAnakoe AvIne bhImasenane vezabhUSA paherAvI. suravAla, paheraNa ane upara makhamalana jarIbharata jaDele lAMbe keTa paherAvyuM. mAthe kalAtmaka ne bArIka kArIgarIvALa ratnono teja prakAza pAtharato mukuTa mUko. tenA upara suvarNakalagI mUkI. daze AMgaLIe vividha raMgI vITIo paherAvI. gaLAmAM navalakhe hAra bAM kAna AgaLa be suvarNa kaMDale bAMdhyAM. kamaranI pharatI ratna mekhalA paherAvI. sugaMdhita masAlAothI bharapUra meMmAM pAnanuM - bIDu khavarAvyuM. * A pramANe uttamottama rIte bhImasenane zaNagArI te tenA hAthamAM zrIphaLa mUkayuM. kapALamAM kukuma tilaka karyuM. ane pachI tene suMdara rIte zaNagArelA evA veta azva upara besADa. maMgala ghaDI thatAM ja varaghoDe cAlI nIkaLe. zaraNAI. - enA sUra gUMjI UThayA. Dhola-trAMsAM gaDagaDI UThayAM. nagaranA strIvRMdee lagnagItothI bajArane bharI dIdhuM. sAjana eTaluM | adhuM hatuM ke jANe mAnava maherAmaNa UmaTayo hoya tevuM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ para bhImasena caritra lAgatuM hatuM. dUra dUra sudhI varaghoDe lAMbo hato. te ghUgharamALa bAMdhelA gADAo, ra paNa hatA. suMdara rI zaNagArela ne gaLe sumadhura avAja karatA ghaMTa bAMdhe gajarAjo paNa hatA. ane azva svArono to pAra na hate bhImasenanA sau svajane, sAthIo Adi kiMmatI piSA paherI, suMdara alaMkAra paridhAna karI varaghoDAmAM cAlI rahyuM hatA ane alakamalakanI vAto karatAM AgaLa paMtha kA jatAM hatAM. A varaghoDe ane vararAjAne jovA mATe kauzAMbI nagarajano rastAo upara ane potapotAnI havelIne AvA nI agAsI ne jharukhA upara hakaDeThaTha banI UbhA hatA. A dUra dUra sudhI cAlatA varagheDAne joI, temAM beThelAne cAlata sAjanane joI, temaja vararAjA ane sauthI pAchaLa lagnagIta gAtA nArIvRMdane joI kauzaMbInA nagarajane prazaMsAnAM phu veratA hatA. nAnuM meTuM sau bhImasenanA vakhANa kara hatuM. ane suzIlAne A suMdara ane sohAmaNo - maLe te mATe tenA saubhAgyanI IrSyA karatA hatA. dhIme dhIme cAlato A varagheDe lagnamaMDapa Aga AvIne Ubho rahyo. bhavya evA maMDapanA dvAra Aga bhImasenane AvIne Ubhelo joI sAsue umaLakAthI vararAjA piAMkhyA. tyArabAda jamAIrAjane lagna maMDapamAM laI ja ratnajaDita bAjoTha para besADayA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vara ghoDe caDa bhImasena bAjoTha para beThe ke tarata ja be anucara suMdara piSAkamAM sajaja banIne vIMjhaNo vIMjhavA lAgyA. temanA mATe zItaLa jaLa maMgAvyuM. sAjanane paNa pIvarAvyuM DIvAra bAda vevAIe masAlA dUdha darekane ApyuM. A bAju rAja brAhmaNe lagnavidhinI zaruAta karI ane yajJanI vedImAM ghI nAMkhI tenI pavitra zIkhAone vadhu prajavalita karI. sAthe sAthe maMtroccAra paNa te karavA lAgyuM. rAjabrAhmaNanI AjJAnusAra bhImasena lagnavidhimAM sAtha Apato hato. tyAM rAja brAhmaNe sAda karyo: "kanyAnA mAmA, kanyAne - laIne hAjara thAya." . kanyAnA mAmA, suzIlAne laIne hAjara thayA. maMda pagale suzIlA lagnamaMDapamAM AvI ne zaramAtI, lajAtI bhImasenanA sAthenA bAjoTha para besI gaI rAja brAhmaNe pharIthI lagnavidhi AgaLa calAvI. hasta meLApa karAvyo ne saptapadI vara-kanyA pAse bharAvI. sau - sagA-saMbaMdhIoe AvIne suzIlAnA kAnamAM kahyuM : "akhaMDa saubhAgyavatI ho." . tyArabAda lagnavidhi cheDI cAlI ane thoDA samayamAM e patI paNa gaI. vidhi samApti bAda mAnasiMha rAjAe ane kamalAe temaja bhImasenanI sALI sucanAe ghaNuM ja Agraha ane umaLakAthI vararAjAne kaMsAra jamADo. -anya sAjanavargane paNa miSTAna jamADayAM. mAnasiMha rAjAe jAnaiyAone khUba ja suMdara rIte P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 54 bhImasena caritra sAcavyAM. temanI badhI ja jarUriyAto pUrI pADI. ane dareka premapUrvaka satkAryA ne bhAva ne AgrahapUrvaka jamADayA. be traNa divasa bAda guNasene mAnasiMha rAjAne kahyuM Apano AdarabhAva ne cagya satkAra joI ame ghaNA 8 khuza thayA chIe. rAjagRhIthI nIkaLyA amane ghaNe sama thaI gace che. have Apa amane javAnI anujJA Ape." "are eTalI badhI zI utAvaLa che ? hajI H Ape pUrI kauzAMbI joI paNa nathI. thoDA divasa vadhu rokA jAva. javAnuM to che ja ne ?.." mAnasiMhe rekAvavA mA Agraha karyo. paraMtu guNasenAthI vadhu rokAvAya tema na hatuM. teNe pAda pharavAno Agraha jArI rAkhyuM. AthI na chUTake mAnasiM kanyA vaLAvavAnI taiyArI karI. mAnasiMhe azrubhInI AMkhe kanyAne vidAya ApI kamaLAe vidAya ApatA samaye dIkarIne kIdhuM : "beTA ApaNA kuLane zobhe e rIte sAsarA raheje. ane have sAsu sasarAne ja tArA mAbApa samajI temanI sevA karaje. ane tArA zIlane barAbara sAcavavuM strInuM moTAmAM moTuM AbhUSaNa ja zIla che. tenuM jAta paNa vadhu jatana karaje." suzIlA raDatI AMkhe mA-bApane page lAgI. tema AzIrvAda lIdhA ane bhImasenanA rathamAM AvIne te vinaya aMgeaMga saMkecIne zaramAtI besI gaI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 55 vara ghoDe caDaye mAnasiMhe A prasaMge dAyajAmAM eka hajAra hAthI, be hajAra uttama jAtanA azvo, be hajAra dAsadAsIo, lAkha sonAmahora ApI. suzIlAne cha cha joDI ratnakaMkaNo, ratnahAra, bAjubaMdha, vIMTIo temaja aneka prakAranAM mUlyavAna vastro ApyAM. A vidAya prasaMga kharekhara ghaNo ja karuNa hato. paraMtu teTale ja te strI mATe anivArya hato. "beTA ! sukhI raheje ! tArA sukhaduHkhanA samAcAra kahevaDAvaje. tArA sAsu sasarAnI sevA-cAkarI karaje. dharmane bhUlIza nahi.... vagere avAjethI suzIlAe vidAya lIdhI. jAna kanyAne laIne rAjagRhamAM pAchI pharI. te samaye nagarajanoe vara-vadhUne akSatane phUlothI vadhAvyAM. temaja te baMnenA mIThaDAM ovAraNAM lIdhAM. lagnane A mahAavasara nividane patI gayo eTale guNasene zAMtino zvAsa lIdhe ane rAjakAjanI dhamAlamAM lAgI gayo. A bAju bhImasena ane suzIlA paNa lagnajIvanane AnaMda mANavA lAgyAM. | hariNa paNa have uMmaralAyaka thayo hato. tenI vaya = paNa have lagnane lAyaka thaI hatI. gharamAM uMmaralAyaka juvAna dIkaro ke dIkarI hoya eTale svAbhAvika ja tenA mA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 56 bhImasena caritra bApane tenA lagnanI ciMtA thAya ja. temAMya dIkarInA mAbApane to ciMtA savizeSa thAya. aMga dezanA rAjA vIrasenane eka suMdara ne sulakSaNa kanyA hatI. saMgItamAM te niSNAta hatI ane tene kaMTha paNa sUrIle hato. AthI ja to tenuM nAma vIrasene surasuMdara rAkhyuM hatuM. tenI uMmara divase ne divase vadhatI jatI hatI. lagna kALa tene thaye hato. AthI kanyAnA vivAha mATe teNe pitAnA rAjadUtane rAjagRha meka. rAja te AvIne guNasenane praNAma karyA, egya ne bahumUlya najarANuM bheTa dharyuM. pachI hariSaNa mATe surasuMdarInI vAta karI. guNaena to AvA prasaMganI rAha joIne ja beThe hato. temAM A sAmethI kaheNa AvyuM. ne e kaheNa paNa samAna kuLadhamI rAjA taraphathI AvyuM hatuM. - rAjate potAnAthI banatI badhI rIte surasuMdarIno paricaya Ape. ne rAjabhavanI paNa badhI vAta karI. guNasena vicAravA lAgyo. zubha kAmamAM vaLI DhIla zI? teNe tarata ja e kaheNane svIkArI lIdhuM. ane ghaDIyA lagna levAnuM jaNAvI rAjadUtane satkArI vidAya karyo. thoDA divasamAM pharI ekavAra rAjagRhI lagnanI dhamAlathI dhamadhamI UThI. hariSaNano bhAre dabadabApUrvaka varaghoDe caDyo P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vara gheDe caDha 57 ne eka zubha divase te aMge dezamAM AvIne Ubhe rahyo. rAjA vIrasene bhAre ThAThamAThathI jAnaiyAone satkAra karyo. pitAnI dIkarIne dhAmadhUmathI paraNAvI ane aDhaLaka dAya ApIne eka maMgaLa dine vidAya karI. haripeNa ane surasuMdarI lagna karIne rAjagRhI pAchA pharyA. nagarajanoe te baMnenuM umaLakAbhera svAgata karyuM. guNasenanI have baMne ciMtAo patI gaI. meTA ane nAnA baMnenuM lagna thaI gayuM. have te haLavA ane rAjakAjamAM dhyAna ApavA lAgyuM. A bAju mAnasiMha rAjA pitAnI bIjI dIkarI sucanA mATe ciMtA karato hato. moTI suzIlAne to bhImasena sAthe vaLAvI dIdhI. paNa have nAnI uMmaralAyaka thaI hatI. teNe rAjadUtane mokalI badhe tapAsa karAvI. rAjadUte vividha dezamAM pharIne AvIne jaNAvyuM ke kSitipratiSThita nAme nagaramAM vijayasena nAme rAjA rAjya kare che. tenA pratApathI dumane tharathara dhruje che. ane rUpa ane guNamAM temaja kuLamAM paNa ApaNI sucanA mATe yogya che." mAnasiMhe tarata ja vijayasenane pitAnI putrInuM kaheNuM mekalAvyuM. vijayasene paNa te tarata svIkArI lIdhuM. ane baMne pakSe jorazorathI lagnanI taiyArI zarU thaI gaI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 58 bhImasena caritra A prasaMge bhImasena ane tenA kuTuMbIjanone paNa. lagnamAM hAjara rahevA nimaMtraNa pAThavyuM. ane eka zubha divase vAjate gAjate vijayasena ane sucanAnA lagna thaI gayA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6 : saMyamanA paMthe eka divasa rAjagRhane AMgaNe prAtaHsmaraNIya parama pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrImAna caMdraprabhasUri mahArAja sAheba potAnA ziSya samudAya sAthe padhAryA. AcArya bhagavaMtanI AkRti divya ane prabhAvazALI hatI. temanA darzana mAtrathI saMsAranA sarva saMtApa zAMta thatA hatA. teozrI ghaNA ja vidvAna ane sakala zAstra pAraMgata hatA. temanI vANI ghaNuM ja asarakAraka hatI. ghaNI ja saraLatAthI ane sahajatAthI te zrotAone dharmazAstronI vAta samajAvatA hatA. rAjagRhanI bahAra udyAnamAM A sUripuMgave potAnA pagalAM karyA. udyAnanA rakhevALe sUrIzvarane vidhipUrvaka vaMdana karyuM. ane temanA mATe yogya sarabharA ane sagavaDa karI. pachI deDato jaIne e guNasenane khabara karavA gaye. guNasena tyAre nityakriyA karI rahyo hato. udyAnanA rakhevALe AvIne vadhAI khAdhI? "rAjana ! ApaNA udyAnamAM bhavatAraka ane parama P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra tAraka evA mahAprabhu zrI AcArya bhagavaMta zrImAna caMdraka prabhasUri mahArAja sAheba padhAryA che. A5 darzanArthe padhAre.." guNasene A zubha samAcAra sAMbhaLI tarata ja rakhevALane pitAnA hAthanI badhI vITIo kADhIne bheTa ApI dIdhI. AcAryazrInA AgamanathI guNasenanuM haiyuM nAcI UThayuM. tenuM marama harSa anubhavavA lAgyuM. teNe rAjakAjanA badhA ja kAma paDatA mUkayA ane nityakarmathI paravArI e sIdhe guru bhagavaMtane vaMdana karavA mATe AvI pahoMce. AcAryadeva pAse AvIne teNe vidhipUrvaka paMcAMga praNipAta karyA. sukhazAtAdi pUchI ane temane pavitra caraNa sparza karyo. gurudeve rAjAne dharmalAbha ApyA. thoDIvAra bAda gurudeve vyAkhyAno AraMbha karyo. zarUmAM pitAnA maMjula kaMThe navakAra maMtra bhaNyA ane pachI ArAdhya ne bhavobhava tAraka, mokSa dAyaka evA zrI tIrthaMkara prabhunI stuti karI. maMgalAcaraNa karatAM samaye sau sabhAjane UbhA rahyAM. maMgalAcaraNa pUruM thatAM ja sabhAjano "jI" kahIne vinayathI zAMta bhAve besI gayAM. AcArya bhagavaMte te pachI dharma dezanAno prAraMbha karyo. he bhavyAtmAo! A jagatanI aMdara dharmathI ja sarva kArya siddha thAya che. dharma maMgalarUpa velIe sIMcavAmAM megha samAna che. sarva manorathane pUrA karavAmAM kalpavRkSa samAna che, pAparUpa vRkSene bhedavAmAM hastI samAna che ane sukRtane vadhAravAmAM je mukhya kAraNarUpe koI hoya to eka dharma ja che. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyamanA paMthe dharmathI potAnI abhilASA saMtoSAya che. mahAna ane ati duHkhakara kaSTa zAMta thAya che. tenAthI devatAo paNa vaza thAya che. temaja tenA ArAdhanathI AtmAne lAgelA aneka karmo kamazaH kSINa thatA jAya che. aneka prakAranA dAnomAM jema abhayadAna zreSTha che. sarva guNomAM jema kSamAguNa zreSTha che, sarva pUjyamAM jema gurU bhagavaMta zreSTha che. tema sarva sAmAM dharma zreSTha che. jeNe ekavAra dharmAmRtanuM pAna karyuM hoya te bhavyAbhAnA sarvakArya siddha thayA ema samajavuM. kAraNa jemane dUdha maLyuM hoya che, temanA mATe pachI dahIM, ghI vagere padArtho sulabha hoya che. ' he bhavyAtmAo ! A duniyAmAM durlabha evo manuSya janma pAmIne jeo yathAzakita dharmanI ArAdhanA karatA nathI te mUDhajano, atyaMta kaSTathI meLavela ciMtAmaNI ratnane samudramAM pheMkI de che. | he rAjana ! jenI aMdara mukhya dayA hoya tene ja dharma kahyo che. dayAne mUkI jeo dharma kare che teo vAstavamAM dharma karatA nathI. kAraNa zAstrakAroe dayAhIna dharmane niSphaLa kahyo che. jema nAyaka vinAnuM sainya game teTaluM moTuM hoya to paNa te niSphaLa nIvaDe che, tema dayA vinAne dharma paNa niSphaLa nIvaDe che. mATe ja dayAne ja pradhAna gaNavAmAM AvI che. vaLI guNa vinA gurU ane guru vinA tatvajJAnanuM yathArtha jJAna buddhimAna puruSane paNa thaI zakatuM nathI. tathA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra mANasanAM netre game tevAM vizALa ane tejasvI hoya te paNa gADhA aMdhakAramAM te dIpakanI madada vinA barAbara joI zakato nathI. AthI bhAvikajanoe sanmArga batAvavAmAM dIpaka samAna, bhavasagAra pAra karAvAmAM naukA samAna ane mokSAthI puruSane hastAvalaMbana ApanAra gurumAM zraddhA rAkhavI joIe. - guru bhagavaMtanI AvI asarakAraka vANI sAMbhaLI guNasenanA haiyAmAM dharmanA bhAve ubharAvA lAgyA. te divasathI te vadhu dharmaparAyaNa banyo. bhImasena ane harigheNe tyAM ne tyAM ja samyakRtvane svIkAra karyo. bIjA anyadhamIoe tyAM jaina dharmane svIkAra karyo. vyAkhyAna UThayA bAda rAjA parivAra sAthe rAjamahelamAM pAcho pharyo. e pachIthI tenuM citta sAMsArika pravRttimAMthI virakita anubhavavA lAgyuM. eka rAtrie te zAMta mane Atma ciMtavana karavA lAgyuM : arere ! meM Aja sudhI mane maLelo mAnava bhava arthahIna pravRttimAM veDaphI nAMkhe. bhautika sukha mATe ja meM rAta divasa dhAMdhala dhamAla karI ane nityasukha ApanAra evA samyaktva vatanI meM ArAdhanA karI nahi. e mahAtmAone dhanya che ke jeoe A saMsArane tyAga karyo che. saMsArathI, saMsAranI vAsanAothI virakta thaI jeo mAtra AtmajJAna ane AtmaciMtavanamAM ja rata rahe che tevA muni bhagavaMtane hajAra hajAra dhanyavAda che ! tevAonuM ja jIvuM sArthaka che. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyamanA paMthe - sAMja ane savAra, sukha ane duHkha, AzA ane nirAzA, jaya ane parAjaya, amIrAI ane garIbI ema dviddo jagatamAM cAlyA ja kare che. kALanuM cakra niraMtara aviratapaNe ghUmatuM ja rahe che. AyuSya kSaNa kSaNa karatuM dhIre dhIre ne dhIme dhIme kSINa thatuM jAya che. ane aMte A jIva kALano koLi banI jAya che. tyAre mAnavInA parivAramAMthI koIpaNa tenI sAthe AvatuM nathI. putra, patnI, mAtA, pitA, mitra, svajana e samaye kaMI kAma lAgatA nathI. ane e badhAMyane ahIM ja mUkIne paraleka gamana karavuM paDe che. te samaye te A bhave je kaI sukRta ane dukRta karyo hoya te ja sAthe Ave che. bAkInuM te badhuM ja ahIne ahI ja cheDIne cAlyA javuM paDe che. - guru mahArAja kahe che te sAva satya che. sarvajJa bhagavaMte prarUpele traNa lokamAM prasiddha evo jainadharma ja kalyANakArI che. ane temAMya nivRtti mArga to anaMta kalyANakArI che. tenI ArAdhanAthI A samasta saMsArane, Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhino, janma, jarA ane maraNano sarvathI nAza thAya che. mAre paNa have e ja dharmanuM ArAdhana karavuM joIe. ane kALa mAre koLi karI jAya te agAu ja mAre have tenI sAdhanA karI levI joIe. nahi to A AyuSyaneze bharose? A rIte guNasene bAkInI AkhI rAta Ama AtmaciMtanamAM pasAra karI. bIje divase savAranA teNe pitAnA maMtrIone bolAvyA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra ane kahyuM : "maMtrIo ! ghaNu samaya sudhI meM A rAjakAjanI pravRtti karI. te mATe meM ghaNAM badhAM pApa bAMdhyAM. have mArI uMmara thaI che. bhImasena paNa uMmaralAyaka thayo che. meM ghaNuM vicAra ne manomaMthana bAda nirNaya karyo che ke, huM A mAnavabhava hArI jauM te karatAM bAkInuM je kaMI AyuSya mArI pAse bacyuM che teno apramAdapaNe upayoga karI lauM. A mATe meM saMsAra choDI dIkSA aMgIkAra karavAno nirNaya lIdho che. jethI mArA A leka_neparaleka-paNa sudharI jAya. A vicAra sumaMtra maMtrIne na game. temAM tene rAjAnuM ajJAna dekhAyuM. AthI te potAnuM jJAna batAvatA bolyA : rAjazimaNuM ! tamArA A vicAre mane AkAza kusuma jevA lAge che. kAraNa jyAM jagatamAM jIva tatva jevuM kaMI che ja nahi, pachI paralokanI to vAta ja zenI karavAnI ? jyAM mULa ja nathI tyAM zAkhA hoya ja zI rIte ? janma pahelAM ke maraNa bAda jIvanuM svarUpe jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. e jIva kyAre ne kevI rIte A dehamAM praveza kare che temaja kayAre ne kevI rIte ane kayAM A Liyu cheDIne cAlyo jAya che te Aja sudhI koIe pratyakSa joyu nathI. AthI dehathI alaga evo AtmA che ja nahi AtmA te pRthvI, agni, jala ane vAyunA saMsargathI pragaTa thAya che. mATe he rAjana! tame dekhItA sukhane tyAga karIne na dekhAtAM sukha mATe vRthA prayatna na kare. buddhimAna purUSa P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyamanA paze te evuM nathI karato. kAraNa gAyanA AMcaLa tyajIne karyo DAhya zaMgAjhathI dehana kare ?...." sumaMtrane Ama ajJAnapaNe javAba Apato joI guNa sena svasthapaNe be : "sumaMtra ! tArA A vicAramAM to mane tArA ajJAnanI ja pratIti thAya che. A loka pahelAM ane paralokamAM jIva nathI hoto ema kahevuM tAruM barAbara nathI. A jIva te svasaMvedya che. dareka jIva tene potapotAnI meLe jJAna dvArA anubhave che. te ja pramANe e bIjAnA zarIramAM rahelA jIvane anumAnathI oLakhI zake che. - jo jIva A janma pahelAM kayAMya nahoto ane nave sarathI ja prathama vAra ja te janma pAmato hoya, te bALaka janma pAmIne mAtAnuM stanapAna, e keIne zIkhavyA vinA kevI rIte karI zake ? e tema karI zake che. e ja batAve che ke pUrva bhavanA saMskAra tene tema karavA prere che. = ane jIvanuM svarUpa te amUrta ane akSaya che. A jagatamAM bAhya daSTithI tene oLakhavA koI samartha thaI zake tema nathI. koI sainika khaDaga laIne AkAzane bhedavA prayatna kare te e AkAzane bhedI zake kharA? na ja bhedI zake evuM ja jIvanuM che. vaLI teM je agAu kIdhuM ke jIvanuM prAgaTaya pRthvI, _la, agni ane vAyunA saMsargathI thAya che, te kahevuM paNa _kti pura:sara nathI. kAraNa pavanathI pradIpta thayelA agnithI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra tapI gayelA pAtramAM jaLa bharIne tene vadhu ukALavAmAM A to paNa e jaLamAM caitanya zakti pragaTa thatI nathI ja. sumaMtra ! tane jaDa ane caitanyanuM barAbara jJAna na jagatanI aMdara cetana-jIva spaSTa dekhAya che. dehathI te sA bhinna che. svabhAve te trikAla thAyI ane nirAbAdha tema amUta che. karmano kartA ane bhaktA paNa te ja che. jIvane svabhAva udarvagativALo ja che. paraMtu 5 bhamAM karelA karmone lIdhe te citravicitra rIte A jagata paribhramaNa kare che, pavananA jhapATAthI jema dIvAnI ja AmathI tema dhrujI UThe, tema A jIva aneka prakAranI jIvA enimAM bhaTakato ne kUTAto sukha duHkhano anubhava kare che AthI ja meM nirNaya karyo che ke mArA AtmAne ? kamarUpa kAdava lAge che, tene huM tArUpI jaLa vaLe sa karIza... guNasena laMbANapUrvaka jIvanuM svarUpa samajAvI mauna bane. sumaMtra A aMge have zuM dalIla kare? teNe pitA ajJAna kabUla karyuM ane rAjAnA nirNayane saharSa vadhAvI lI tyArabAda tarata ja bhImasenane bolAvyo. pitA AjJA thatAM ja bhImasena tarata ja rAjasabhAmAM AvI pahoMce AvIne sau prathama teNe pitAne vinayathI praNAma ka ane bolyo. pitAjI ! Apa mane yAda karyo ?" hA, beTA ! mAre tAruM eka mahattvanuM kAma paDa P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyamanA paMthe che ane mane vizvAsa che tuM e jarUrathI karIza." bhImasenane pitAnI sAthenA siMhAsana upara besADatAM guNasena bolya. ApanI AjJA mAre ziromAnya che, pitAjI!" bhImasene vinayathI kIdhuM. beTA bhImasena ! tuM to jANe che have mArI uMmara thaI che. mArA aMge have zithila banatAM jAya che. kone khabara A AyuSya kyAre paNa pUruM thaI jAya ?.." pitAjI evuM amaMgala na bole, Apa te ghaNuM jIvavAnA che !" bhImasena vacamAM ja lAgaNI ne bhaktibharyA haiye bolI UThayo. beTA ! e kaMI ApaNA hAthanI theDI vAta che? jeTaluM jIvAya teTaluM kharuM. have te huM pAkayuM pAna kahevAuM, kayAre paNa kharI paDuM. AthI meM have nirNaya karyo che ke mAruM bAkInuM AyuSya huM dIkSAvasthAmAM pUrNa karuM. A mAnavabhava huM hArI jAuM te pahelAM huM tene bane teTale sArthaka karI levA mAMgu chuM." - "pitAjI! Apano nirNaya kharekhara umadA che. have mane pharamAvo ke temAM huM ApanI zI sevA karI zakuM tema chuM ?" beTA ! tuM eka narezanuM saMtAna che. huM dIkSA laI rAjapATa cheDI dauM, to pachI A rAjyanuM pAlana koNa kare? tuM mAre mATe putra che. mArA pachI tAre ja A rAjagAdI I I P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra saMbhALavAnI che. huM have dharma dhuraMdhara thAuM ane tuM have rAjadhuraMdhara thA...." pitAjI ! hu A rAjagAdI kevI rIte saMbhALI zakIza? haju to mArI e mATe uMmara paNa cagya nathI thaI. A sivAya bIjI koI paNa AjJA mane pharamAve.' bhImasene kIdhuM. ne te pachI teNe ghaNe Agraha karyo ke pApakArI evI A rAjagAdI pitAne na sepe. guNasene ane maMtrIoe tyArabAda tene ghaNuM samajA ane rAjagAdIne svIkAra karavA mATe manA. pitA ane maMtrIe badhAno Agraha joI bhImasene pitAnI AjJAno svIkAra karyo. ane eka sArA divase ne zubha coghaDiye guNane bhImasenane bhAre dabadabApUrvaka rAjyAbhiSeka karyo. rAjamukuTa ane rAjamudrA ApatI veLAe guNane kIdhuM. beTA A rAjamukuTa ne rAjamudrAnuM gaurava barAbara jALavaje. ApaNe prajAne tArA pitAnA saMtAna samI gaNIne teonuM jatana karaje, ane nyAya temaja nItiparAyaNa banI raheje. prajAnA sukha duHkhamAM bhAgIdAra banaje. ane rAjayanI AbAdI temaja jAhejahAlI vadhu ne vadhu vadhe te rAjavahIvaTa karaje. rAjanA badhA ja dharmone sarakhuM mAna Apaje. ane sAdhu-saMto temaja vidvAnonuM sanmAna karaje. pramAdane tyAga karIne rAjakAja karaje. bhImasene vidhipUrvaka pitAnI AjJA mAthe caDAvI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyamanA paMthe 69 nagarajanoe te pachI "rAjA bhImasenano jaya ho" evA nAdathI rAjasabhAne bharI dIdhI. e pachI guNasene pitAnI dIkSAnI taiyArI karI. nagara AkhAmAM sAMvatsarika dAna karyuM. ane pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrImAna caMdraprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba pAse AvIne vidhipUrvaka dIkSA aMgIkAra karI, priyadarzanAe paNa patinA pagale cAritrya dharmano svIkAra karyo. A uparAMta bIjA keTalAka bhAvi jIvoe paNa dIkSA lIdhI. bIjAoe samyaktva dharmane svIkAra karyo. keTalAke caturthavratanA paccakkhANa lIdhAM. tyArabAda varaso sudhI dayAnA eka pAtrabhUta cAritra ratnanuM niraticAra sabhya pAlana karIne divya krAMtivALA teo baMne AyuSya pUrNa karIne anuttara devalokamAM gayAM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 7 : bhImasenano saMsAra rAjagRhI upara have bhImasena rAja karato hato. svabhAte ghaNe ja dharmaparAyaNa ane pApabhIru hato. rAjakAjama tene bahu ocho rasa hate. chatAM paNa te badhAMja kAmakAja karato hato. paraMtu tene lAgyuM ke harine paNa je rAjanI DI javAbadArI ApavAmAM Ave to pitAne ghaNe bhA haLavo thaI jAya. A vicAra teNe maMtrIone jaNAvyuM maMtrIoe te vicArane vadhAvI lIdho. ane eka zubha diva haripeNane vidhipUrvaka yuvarAja pade sthApana karyo. bhImasenanI tethI adhI upAdhi ochI thaI gaI. . have vadhune vadhu gRhastha dharmanuM vizuddhapaNe pAlana karavA lAgyuM eka vakhatanI vAta che. bhImasenanI patnI suzo sukharUpe zAMta rAtrIe divya zayyAmAM sUtI hatI. e rA teNe eka svapna joyuM. svapna zubha ane maMgala hatuM. svapnamAM teNe uttama prakAranuM vimAna joyuM. te vima aneka prakAranA ucca koTinA vividha ratnonI krAMti vaDe su P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasenane saMsAra 71. prabhAne teja hIna karatuM ane ghugharIonA manohara nAda vaDe cAre taraphathI digamaMDaLane vyAkuLa karatuM ghUmI rahyuM hatuM. AvA divya vimAnane joI suzIlA AzcaryathI jAgI gaI ane cAre tarapha jevA lAgI. paNa tene koI evuM vimAna bahAra dekhAyuM nahi, te vicAravA lAgI : zuM A IndrajALa haze ? kautuka karanArI ke IdevAyA haze ? ke pachI mArA ISTa manarane sUcavatuM keI Izita haze?....' Ama vicAra karatI te zamyA tyajIne beThI thaI gaI ane navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karatI bhImasenanA zayana gRhamAM gaI bhImasena tyAre sUto hato. suzIlAe jaIne tene haLavethI jAgRta karyo. bhImasenane jAgela joI te maMjula svare belI : vasudhAdhipa ! zAMta ane tejasvI mUti vaDe Apa sarva janonA duHkhane hamezAM dUra kare che. Apa to karma ane dharma anenA utkRSTa sAdhaka che. prajApate A lokamAM sarva prajAnuM pAlana karavAthI Apa kharekhara pitA cho. he gRpa teonAM mAtApitA to mAtra janmadAyaka ja che. he Iza! huM ApanI caraNa chAyAmAM AvI chuM. A chAyA mane sarva sukha ApanArI che. he naranAtha ! Apa premala daSTi vaDe mane AnaMdita P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ s -- * - kare. he janAdhipa! ApanI kRpAdRSTi vaDe sarvajane saMpUra sukhane bhogave che. he durbhikSanAzaka! Apa kaTAkSa lezaka mane zidhra kRtArtha karo." ' suzIlAnI A majala vANI sAMbhaLI guNasena barAbara jAgrata thaI gaye. teNe rANIne besavA mATe kahyuM ne pUchayuM "are kamalAkSi ! Apa atyAranA samaye ? rAtri to hajI ghaNuM bAkI che. Ama, ekAeka ApanuM Agamana kema thayuM? e mane jaNa....." suzIlAe tarata ja haLavA sAde potAnA svapnanI badhI vAta jaNAvI. e jANu bhImasene svapnanuM phaLa kahyuM : priye ! tane AveluM A svapna ghaNuM ja zubha ane maMgaLa che. A svapna batAve che ke tene tethI putra thaze. e putra ApaNe kuLane dIpAvaze ane jagatamAM mahAyazane prApta karaze. prabhAvazALI paNa evo ja thaze." A sAMbhaLI hazIlA AnaMdamAM AvI gaI ane te divasathI te prasutinA samayanI rAha jovA lAgI. garbhanA trIjA mAse tene dehale tho. teNe bhImasenane jaNAvyuM ke pote hAthI para besIne baLavAna sainike sAthe laI meTA ADaMbara sahita devAdhideva zrI vItarAga prabhunI pUjA karavA mAMge che. bhImasena to zaNanI A abhilASA jANIne khuza thaI gaye. eka to te jinendra bhagavAnane parama bhakta hato. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 73 bhImasenane saMsAra temAM A rIte bhavya pUjA karavAnuM nimitta maLyuM. teNe tarata ja A mATe badhI vyavasthA karAvI ane vAjate gAjate suzIlAne dehale pUrNa karyo. tyArabAda pUrA mAse suzIlAne putra janma Ape. kahevata che. putranAM lakSaNa pAraNAmAMthI. A putranAM lakSaNa janmathI ja ucca hatAM. te samayanA badhA graho paNa saumya ane UMcA rathAne hatA. TUMkamAM putra uttama lakSaNavato hato. putrajanma thatAM ja paricArikAe jaIne bhImasenane vadhAI ApI. rAjAnuM haiyuM A khuzakhabarathI nAcI UThayuM. teNe tarata ja vadhAI ApanAra paricArikAne hIrAjaDita vIMTI bheTa ApI dIdhI. anya yAcakavargane paNa cogya dAna karyuM. te divase sAdhu-saMtonI bhakti karI. jinAlayomAM pUjA bhaNAvI ane bahumUlya prabhAvanA karI. rAjagarane bolAvI putrajanma saMskAra karyo. chaThThInuM jAgaraNa karyuM ane bAramA divase, nehI-svanone bolAvI teonI hAjarImAM putranuM nAma devasena jAhera karyu. A devasena svabhAve zAMta ane sahiSNu prakRtine hate. tenuM aMge aMga saumya ane rUpALuM hatuM. pAMca dhAvamAtAo tenuM niratara saMvardhana karatI hatI. bhImasena ane suzIlA paNa tene vAraMvAra ramADatAM hatAM. Ama anekanA hAthamAM ramato kUdato devasena meTa thavA lAge. - tyArabAda keTalAka samaye suzIlAe pharI ekavAra zubha P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 74 bhImasena cA2tra svapna joyuM. A vakhate svapnamAM teNe suMdara vimAna para rahele ghaNo UMce Inadradhvaja je. svapnathI jAgrata thatAM ja te svAmInA zayana gRhamAM gaI. ane bhImasenane jagADI svapnanI hakIkata jaNAvI. ane pUchyuM: "svAminAtha ! A svapnanuM mane zuM phaLa maLaze ?' bhImasene tarata ja kIdhuM : "priye! A svapnanA prabhAvathI kuLamAM dIpaka samAna e tane putra thI. AvA zubha samAcArathI kaI strIne AnaMda na thAya ? suzIlA paNa te jANI AnaMda vibhora banI gaI. cogya samaye teNe suMdara lakSaNothI zobhatA evA putrane janma Ape. rAjamahelamAM to A zubha samAcArathI doDAdoDa macI. gaI bhImasene A samAcAra ApanArane ratnahAra bheTa ApI dIdho. ane rAjamahelanA tamAma anucara ane karmacArIone gya pAritoSika vahecyAM. bAramA divase ghaNuM ja dhAmadhumathI A bIjA putrane. nAmAbhidhAna mahotsava ujavyo. A prasaMge aneka nehIsvajano ane nagaranA pratiSThita AgevAna ane vidvAnone. bhejana mATe nimaMtraNa ApyuM. e saunI hAjarImAM bALakanuM nAma ketusena pADayuM. have rAjamahelamAM ekanA badale be bALakonA. nirdoSa avAjo saMbhaLAvA lAgyA. baMne bALako paNa premathI IIIIIIIII II | P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasenane saMsAra 75 kayAreka teDIne pharato hato. kyAreka te tene hasAvato hato te kyAreka te tenuM pAraNuM paNa jhulAvato hato. nAnA bALakonI e badhI nirdoSa ramato ne kIDA joI sau AnaMda pAmatA hatA. suzIlA ane bhImasena te temane jetA paNa dharAtAM na hatAM. e baMne temane kyAreka kyAreka bahAra udyAnamAM, upAzraye ke jinAlaye paNa laI jatAM hatAM. Ama bhImasenano saMsAra sukhe vahyo jato hato. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8. AMbAnI Aga bhImasenanA rAjamahelathI thoDe dUra eka udyAna hatuM. A udyAnamAM aneka prakAranAM vRkSo hatAM. AsopAlava, rAtarANI, gulamahora, Amra vRkSa vagerethI ughAna bharyo bharyo hato. vividha phUlonA paNa aneka ropAo hatA. meMdInI cAre bAju vADe hatI. - temAM eka divya e AMbe hato. A vRkSane evo prabhAva hato ke niraMtara AmraphaLa Apato hato. eka divasa bhImasenanI dAsI sunaMdA ane hariSaNanI dAsI vimalA A udyAnamAM AvI. baMne dAsIe AmraphaLa levA mATe AvI hatI. devage te divase AmravRkSa upara mAtra pAMca ja AmraphaLa UtaryA hatAM. Ama to reja cha phaLa utaratAM hatAM. paraMtu koI agamya kAraNasara te divase tenA uparathI eka phaLa ochuM UtaryuM. bAganA mALIe to pAMca phaLa utArI ApyAM. paraMtu P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ wq AMbAnI Aga tene vahecavAM kevI rIte ? sarakhe sarakhA te bhAga paDI zake nahi. paNa mALI tenI bhAMjagaDamAM paDyo nahi. teNe pAMce pAMca phaLa sunaMdAne ApyA. kAraNa sunaMdA rAjAnI dAsI hatI, jyAre vimalA yuvarAjanI dAsI hatI. sunaMdAe traNa phaLa pitAnI pAse rAkhyAM ane be phaLa vimalAne ApatA bolI: "be phaLa tuM laI jA. kAraNa tuM yuvarAjanI dAsI che. moTA bhAga vadhu hoya ane nAnAne bhAga che." paNa vimalA be phaLa levA taiyAra na hatI. tene te traNa phaLa levAM hatAM. teNe traNa phaLa levA mATe jIda karI. ane UMcA avAje bolI jhaghaDo karavA lAgI. to sunaMdA ya kyAMya gAMjI jAya tema hatI ? teNe paNa eTalA ja UMcA avAje potAnI vAta pakaDI rAkhI. Ama A be dAsIo game tema ekabIjAne bolavA lAgI. bolatI veLAe koIe vivekabhAna paNa na rAkhyuM. chevaTe sunaMdAe kIdhuM: "levAM hoya to laI le A be phaLa ane raste paDa. huM tane traNa phaLa kadI nathI ApavAnI, jA tArAthI thAya te karI le." ema dhutkArIne, be phaLa phekIne sunaMdA cAlI AvI. vimalAne AthI khUba ja du:kha thayuM. temAM tene pitAnuM ane pitAnI rANImAnuM apamAna lAgyuM. A sAMbhaLIne te cIDAI gaI. teNe phaLane tyAM ne tyAM ja pheMkI dIdhAM. ane udAsa vadane te surasuMdarInA mahelamAM gaI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 78 bhImasena caritra - vimalAne AvelI joI surasuMdarI bolI UThI : "are ! tuM AvI gaI? AmraphaLa kyAM che ?" paNa vimalAe kaMI javAba na Ape. ne meM caDAvIne UbhI rahI. AthI rANee pharI pUchayuM. paNa tuM Ama udAsa kema che ? tArI AMkhomAM AMsu kema che? zuM bAgamAM kaMI aghaTita banyuM che?" vimalA A sAMbhaLIne gussAmAM bolI UThI: udAsa na rahe te zuM huM nAcI UThuM? Aja to mAruM evuM apamAna thayuM che ke huM te jiMdagImAM kadI nahi bhUluM. ane huM teno have pUrepUro badalo laIza. e sunaMdaDI tenA manamAM samaje che zuM?...." zuM kayuM sunaMdAe? kaMI mAMDIne zAMtithI vAta te kara, jethI samaja paDe." rANIne kaMI A vAtamAM samajaNa na paDI tethI te bolI: zuM mAMDIne badhI vAta karuM ? mAruM apamAna karyuM hota te ThIka, A to bheguM tamAruM ya apamAna teNe karyuM che. kayA zabdomAM huM e badhI vAta tamane samajAvuM ? vimalAe juThuM bolI potAnI vAta sAcI karAvavAne prayatna karyo. to zuM sunaMdAe mAruM paNa apamAna karyuM ? enI AvI hiMmata? huM paNa tene batAvI ApIza ke surasuMdarIne cheDavI keTalI kharAba che! paNa tuM mane kahe to kharI ke teNe tane kahyuM zuM?" P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AMbAnI Aga 78 vimalAe joyuM ke tIra barAbara nizAna upara lAgyuM che. AthI tarata ja te mIThuM maracuM bhabharAvIne belI: "e sunaMdAe mane rUvAbathI kIdhuM, tane zuM adhikAra che A AmraphaLa levAne? tuM to nokaranI paNa nokara che " jyAre huM te rAjAnI rANInI dAsI chuM. A AmraphaLa upara to amAro ja hakaka che. tAre joItAM hoya te A be phaLa laI jA. paNa tane huM traNa phaLa to nahi ja ApuM. ema kahI e be phaLane mArA para chUTo ghA karIne cAlI gaI rANI mA! have te tame mane jhera ja pAI do. AvA apamAna sahana karavAM tenA karatAM te mRtyune varavuM sAruM!" Ama kahI vimalAe potAnuM gaLuM jorathI dabAvyuM ne maravAne TaeNga karyo. surasuMdarIe tarata ja vimalAne tema karatAM rekI ane tene zAMta pADatAM kahyuM : "vimalA, tuM zAMta bana. huM ja A apamAnane pUrepUro badale laIza. e sunaMdA ne suzIlA temanA manamAM samaje zuM? rAjano badho kArabhAra to mArA svAmI ja kare che. sAcA rAjA te te ja che ane badhe adhikAra ApaNa che. tuM ciMtA na kara. huM ja mArA svAmIne kahIne teone nagara bahAra hAMkI kADhIza.." - tyArabAda, surasuMdarI potAnA AvAse gaI. tyAM jaI teNe strI caritranI zarUAta karI dIdhI. mAthAnA vALa vIkhI nAkhyA. AMkhone hAthathI cALIne lAlaghUma karI nAMkhI. kapaDAM paNa melAM ne jADAM paherI lIdhAM. ane meM caDAvIne eka P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 80. bhImasena caritra pUNAmAM jaIne sUI gaI. tyAM te haripeNanA AvavAnI pratIkSA karavA lAgI. DI ja vAramAM haripeNa AvyA. rANIne tyAM na joI eTale teNe tyAM UbhelI vimalAne pUchayuM : "rANuM kyAM che?" vimalAe gussAthI javAba Ape : "haze kayAMka, paDI haze keka khUNAmAM, jAva ne tapAsa karo." | hariNuM to A javAba sAMbhaLIne saDaka thaI ga. te vicAravA lAgyA. jarUra kAMIka azubha banyuM hovuM joIe. ema vicAra karatAM te mahelamAM surasuMdarInI tapAsa karavA lAgyo. tapAsa karatAM joyuM, to eka aMdhArA khUNAmAM rANI zokamagna banIne sUtI hatI. tene jotAM ja haripeNa belI UTho : "are! devI! A zu ? ApanA moM upara A udAsI zAnI ? AvA didAra kema banAvI dIdhA che? mArI hayAti hovA chatAM Apane ciMtAnuM zuM kAraNa che? evuM te zuM banyuM che ke Ape raDI raDIne A AMkha lAla karI nAMkhI che ?" surasuMdarI hariNane joIne vadhu gussAmAM AvI gaI strI cAritrane teNe te samaye suMdara bhAva bhajavyuM. te krodhathI belI UThI : tamane zuM kahuM? tamAro adhikAra keTale ! tame to bhImasenanA nokara cho. nokarathI zuM thaI zake ? AthI tamane kaMIpaNa kahevuM e vRthA che ? " P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AMbAnI Aga surasuMdarI ! tame zuM bolo cho? jarA, viveka rAkhe. zAMta banIne je vAta banI hoya te mane jaNAvo. paNa Ama mAruM lohI ukaLe tevuM vacana na bolo. hariNa belI UThayo. surasuMdarIe te pachI banelI badhI bInA kahI ane chele umeyu : priye ! thoDA varase agAu meM kuLadevInI ArAdhanA karI hatI. meM mAMga karI hatI ke mArA patine bArame varase rAjya maLavuM joIe. nahi te pachI pati ne mAruM maraNa thavuM joIe. devIe mArI sAdhanAthI prasanna thaI varadAna ApyuM hatuM, ke tAre maravAnI koI jarUra nathI. bAramA varase tArA patine rAjaya maLaze. evuM mAruM vacana che. svAminAtha ! e divaso have pAkI gayA che. ane tame te jANe che devatAonuM vacana kadI vRthA nathI jatuM. vaLI tame have rAjakArabhAramAM hozIyAra banI gayA che. badho ja vahIvaTa tame saMbhALe che. chatAM paNa dAsI jevI eka mAmulI strI tamane dAsa ne nokara gaNe, e mArAthI kema sahana thAya ? have te mArAthI A gulAmI nathI sahana thatI. AvA apamAna sahana karavA ane dAsamAM gaNAvuM, tenA karatAM te. bahetara che huM gaLe phAMso khAIne marI jauM. kAraNa mAre have A kUtarAnA jevuM jIvana nathI jIvavuM..." harigheNe dekhItA zAMta bhAve rANInI badhI vAta sAMbhaLI. paraMtu tenuM re merama rANunA vacanathI saLagI UThatuM hatuM. bhI. 6 P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra apamAnanI dAhaka javAlA tenA aMgeaMgane dajhADatI hatI chatAM paNa te zAMtithI bolyo : priye ! tuM zAMta thA. huM chuM pachI tAre, ciMta karavAnuM koI ja kAraNa nathI. A rAjano kartAhartA huM ja chuM. nagarajano mArI ja AjJAnuM pAlana kare che. bhImasenane to A rAjamAM koI oLakhatuM paNa nathI. badhe mAro ja pratApa ne sattA che. bhImasena to mAtra nAmane ja rAjA che. te A rAjyamAM kaMIpaNa karavA samartha nathI. kAraNa mArI AjJA vinA A nagaramAM pAMdaDuM paNa hAlatuM nathI. ' - priye ! have tuM vadhu zeka na kara. tuM to mAruM jIvana che. mAro AnaMda che. tAruM huM A duHkha joI zakato nathI. tuM svastha bana. ciMtAone phagAvI de. huM tArAM badhAM ja manoratho pUrNa karIza. tuM zraddhA rAkha ke A rAjamAM mArI ja ANa varte che ne huM dhAruM te karI zakuM tema chuM. mATe have tuM kheda karIza nahi." - "svAmin ! tamArI badhI vAta barAbara che. paraMtu rAjagAdIe je beThe hoya te ja rAjA gaNAya. nokaranI mAphaka rAjakArabhAra calAve tethI kaMI te rAjA na banI jAya. loko paNa tene rAjA samajIne tene mAna Ape ja nahi. bhImasena nareza kaMIpaNa karatA nathI. Akho divasa svarganA sukhamAM hAle che ane tame Akhe divasa gaddhAcaitaruM kare che. tethI tamane ciMtA ane duHkha sivAya bIju zuM maLe che ? P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sa3. AMbAnI Aga * bhImasena ja je rAjA che to pachI tame AvuM nakAmuM vaitaruM zA mATe karo cho ? ethI tamane koI lAbha thavAno nathI. ane huM te mAro janma saphaLa thaze tyAre ja mAnIza ke jyAre tame bhImasenane rAjabhraSTa karIne rAjayapada dhAraNa karaze" surasuMdarInAM A vacane haripeNanA kALajA sasarAnIkaLI gayAM. teNe tarata ja kahyuM : priye ! have ema ja thaze. huM ja have rAjagAdI para besIza. ne sArA ya nagaramAM mArI ja AjJA phelAvIza. kAle savAre ja bhImasenane rAjabhraSTa karIza ne rAjanI samagra sattA mArA hAthamAM laI laIza. daivayoge kadAca tema nahi bane te he jAnathI bhImasenane tenA strI putra sAthe mArI nAMkhIza." priye ! A bhUmaMDaLamAM hajI evo koI mAyano pUta ja nathI ke je baLamAM mArI barobarI karI zake. huM mArA baLa ane parAkramathI kAle savAramAM ja rAjasattAne hAthamAM laIza. te he priye ! have tuM naciMta banI jAya. ane sukhethI rahe. koIpaNa vAte phikara na karIza. tArAM e badhAM ja mane ratha have huM pUrNa karIza." surasuMdarI e ja IcchatI hatI. tenI eka ja bhAvanA na hatI, ke game tema karIne paNa pote mahArANuM bane ane pitAno svAmI rAjA bane. mahArANuM banI ghUmavAnI ane P.P.AC. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra leka para rUvAba chAMTavAnI tenI tIvra abhilASA hatI. A rIte e IcchA bara AvatI hatI, te jANIne te AnaMdamAM AvI gaI. ane ghaDI pahelAM te je udAsa mukha karIne beThI hatI, te badalIne e hasatI hasatI cAlI gaI. haripeNa paNa te pachI cAlyA gaye ane bIje divase bhImasenane kevI rIte padabhraSTa karavo, tenI kAryavAhImAM lAgI gaye. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 9 : bhImasenanI nAzabhAga kahe che dIvAlane paNa kAna hoya che. AthI ja sujJajano jyAre evI koI khAnagI maMtraNa kare che tyAre khUba ja dhImA avAje vAta kare che. ane be kAnathI trIjA kAne vAta na jAya tenI pUrI takedArI rAkhe che. paNa haripeNe evI koI ja sAvadhAnI na rAkhI ane moTA avAje te badhI vAta karavA lAgyo. e samaye sunaMdA tyAM chAnImAnI UbhI badhuM sAMbhaLatI hatI. bhImasenane padabhraSTa karavAnI ane tema na banI zake te rANI ane kuMvaro sAthe temane mArI nAMkhavAnI vAta sAMbhaLI te nakhazIkha dhrujI UThI. ane tarata ja koIne paNa jANa na thAya te rIte gupacupa tyAMthI deDI gaI. ane sIdhI ja hAMphatA zvAse e bhImasenanA mahele pahoMcI gaI bhImasena te vakhate ArAma karato hato. teNe tarata ja temane jagADavA kahyuM. bhImasena paNa tarata ja jAgI gayo. sunaMdAne Ama gabharAyelI ane Dara pAmelI joI te bolyo. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra 'sunaMdA ! Ama gabharAyelI kema che? zuM banyuM che rANuM ane kuMvaro te badhA kSemakuzaLa che ne ?" * sunaMdAe tarata ja koI sAMbhaLI na jAya te rIte sAvadhAnI rAkhIne dhIrA avAje badhI vAta karI. bhImasena e bIna jANIne UMDA vicAramAM paDI gaye te vicAravA lAgyuM: "ahAhA ! zI karmanI gati che ! mAre bhAI Aja mane mArI nAMkhavA tatpara banyuM che! tene A rAjanuM gheluM lAgyuM che. sattAnA madamAM te AMdhaLe banya che. strImAM te mehAMdha banI Aja te viveka bhAna kheAI beThe che. karmanI ja A badhI vicitratAne ? nahi to sage bhAre Aja AvA duSTa vicAra kare khare? kharekhara karma ja badhA ja bhulAve che. ne na karavAnAM kAma karAve che. haripeNa paNa Aje tevuM ja duSkRta karavA udyakata tha che. - mAre have koIpaNa hisAbe mArI ne rANI temaja kuMvaronA jAnamAlanI rakSA prathama karavI joIe. kAraNa huM jIvato hoIza to A saMpadA pAchI meLavI zakIza, mATe mAre prathama tenI ja vyavasthA karavI joIe." Ama vicArI teNe tarata ja pitAnA eka vizvAsu anucarane bolAvyo ane tene AjJA karI ke hamaNAMne hamaNa pavanavegI ratha joDI lAvo.. anucarane tema AjJA karI bhImasena rANuM temaja kuMvarane laI javAnI khUba ja sAvadhapaNe taiyArI karavA lAgyA . A bAju bhImasena pitAnA prANa bacAvavAnI taiyArI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - bhImasenanI nAzabhAga karatA hatA, tyAre haripeNa tenA mahelamAM tene prANa levAnI taDAmAra taiyArImAM paDa hate. . haripheNa cAlyo gayo. eTale surasuMdarIne ekAeka vicAra AvyuM H A vAta koI sAMbhaLI to nahi gayuM hoya ne ? e vicAra AvatAM ja te sIdhI hari pAse doDI gaI ane tyAM jaI belI : "svAminAtha ! saMbhava che ApaNI vAta koI sAMbhaLI paNa gayuM hoya ane jo e vAta bhImasena jANuM jaze to te jarUrathI ahIMthI nAzI jaze. jo tema bane to e kayAreka paNa tamArA upara humale kare ne yuddha kare. jo ke mane tamArA baLa ane parAkrama upara pUrepUro vizvAsa che. paNa chatAMya zatrune to ugato ja DAmI devo joIe, jethI e kadI mAthuM na UMcakI zake. | mATe he prANavallabha ! tame hamaNAM ne hamaNAM bhImasenanA rAjamahela pharate cokI pahere mUkAvI de. jethI te nAzI na zake. ane tene temaja tenAM strI ane saMtAnone jIvatAM ja pakaDIne kedakhAnAmAM pUrI sakhtamAM sata zIkSA kare. tame Ama karazo te ja mArA manoratha barAbara siddha thaze. - hari peNa A sAMbhaLIne khuza thaI UThe ! ne belI UThaH "vAha! priye! vAha! tArI buddhine dhanya che. A vAta te mArA dhyAnamAM AvI ja nahi. te ThIka samaye mane yAda devarAvyuM. huM hamaNAM ja tene prabaMdha karuM chuM.' P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra ema kahI teNe anucarane pitAnA subhaTane bolAvI lAvavA hukama karyo. yuvarAjanI AjJA maLatAM ja subhaTa hAjara tho ne prathama praNAma karI bolyo : " pharamAvo rAjana ! mArA cAgya zI AjJA che. hamaNAM ne hamaNAM ja jaIne ApaNI sazastra TukaDIne laIne tame jAo ne bhImasenanA mahelanI pharatI sapta ekI goThavI de. ane mArI AjJA vinA e mahelamAMthI koIne bahAra javA deze nahi, temaja koIne aMdara praveza karavA deze nahi. ema karatAM kaMIpaNa tamane najare maLe to tarata ja tene tyAM ne tyAM ja vadha karI nAkhaje. jAva, jaladI jAva A tamArA mahArAjAnI AjJA che." "jevI AzA rAjana " ema kahI subhaTa tyAMthI cAla ga. ne harinI sucanA mujaba bhImasenanA mahelane pharatI sazastra ekI goThavI dIdhI. ne darekane sapta tAkIda karI ke mahelamAMthI koI bahAra nIkaLavA na pAme, = temaja mahelanI aMdara kaI praveza na kare, ema karavAmAM je cUkI jaze ke tenuM mAthuM dhaDathI alaga karI devAmAM Avaze. = pitAnA senAnAyakanI AvI sakhta AjJA sAMbhaLI - sau zUrA sainiko sAbadA banI gayA ne mahela pharatI jhINI = najare jovA lAgyA. bhImasene mahelanI bahAra joyuM to khullI talavAra III P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasenanI nAzabhAga laIne hariSaNanA sainike cokI karI rahyA hatA. e joI te vadhu vicAramAM paDI gayo. "have zuM karavuM ? bahAra kevI rIte nIkaLavuM ? bahAra ja je na nIkaLAya to prANanuM rakSaNa kevI rIte thaI zake ? Ama aneka vicAramAM te UMDe UtarI gayo. - suzIlAe A badhI ati sAMbhaLI tyAre tenuM haiyuM bhAMgI paDayuM. tenA kumaLA dila para bhAre AghAta lAge. tene ciMtA thavA lAgI. "mArAM saMtAnonuM zuM thaze ? bicArAM ene nAnI vayamAM upAdhi AvI paDI ! " A ciMtAmAM te bebhAna thaI gaI bhImasena ane sunaMdA tarata ja tenI pAse doDI gayAM ane tene jaLa chAMTIne bhAnamAM lAvyAM. suzIlA bhAnamAM te AvI paNa tenAM badhAM ja gAtro zithila banI gayAM hatAM. chatAM paNa teNe hiMmata rAkhI ane AvelI muzkelIne sAmano karavA sajaja banI gaI - tyArabAda sunaMdAe bhImasenane kIdhuM " rAjana! have tame utAvaLa kare ne jaladIthI kuMvara ane raNane laI nAsI javAnI taiyArI kare." paNa sunaMdA ! bahAra te sakhata cokI pahero che, javAze zI rIte ? ema karavA jaIe to hAthe karIne mota ja Ave." bhImasene kIdhuM. - "rAjana ! tame tenI jarAya ciMtA na kare. mane A P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 90 bhImasena caritra mahelanA gupta mArganI khabara che. tame e mAge nIkaLI jAva. savAra sudhImAM to tame A nagarathI ghaNe dUra jagalamAM pahoMcI jaze ane ahI koIne khabara paNa nahi paDe." - sunaMdAnI A vAta jANI bhImasene tAbaDatoba badhI taiyArI karI. kuMvarone baMne jaNAe teDI lIdhA. sAthe thoDI sonA mahora ane hathIyAra lIdhAM ane ghaNuM ja tvarAthI e badhAM sunaMdAnI pAchaLa pAchaLa suraMga AgaLa AvI pahoMcyA. loka sunaMdAe suraMganI kaLa dAbI. kaLa dabAtAM ja suraMganuM dvAra khulI gayuM. sau temAM dAkhala thayAM. sunaMdAe aMdara, utarI kaLa dabAvI suraMganuM dvAra yathAvata vAsI dIdhuM. ane mazAla pakaDIne te rasto batAvatI AgaLane AgaLa cAlavA lAgI. * cAlatAM cAlatAM bhImasene pUchayuM : "sunaMdA ! Aja sudhI te mane A suraMganI vAta kema nA karI ? ane A suraMganI tane kayAMthI khabara paDI ?" sunaMdA vinayathI belI : "rAja ! keTalIka bAbata evI hoya che ke te koIne khabara karavAnI nathI hotI. samaya Ave tyAre ja teno prakAza karavAno hoya che. Aje eve samaya hato tethI meM A suraMga tamane batAvI ane A suraMganI vAta mane mArI mAe maratI vakhate kIthI hatI. A hakIkata Aja dina sudhI mArA sivAya koI jANatuM nathI. Ama vAta karatAM karatAM saue be ejana jeTalo paMtha kApI nAkhe tyAM sunaMdAe kIdhuM. "he rAjana! have mAre pAchA pharavuM joIe. tamane P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasenanI nAzabhAga saune choDatAM mAruM aMtara valevAI jAya che. paNa tema karyA sivAya chuTako nathI. have ahIMthI tame ardho jana jeTaluM cAlaze eTale suraMga pUrI thaze. ne gADha jaMgala zarU thaze. e jaMgala pasAra karatAM eka guphA Avaze. e guphA pasAra karazo eTale tarata ja vastI Avaze. tyAMthI tame ThIka lAge tyAM jaze. ane svAmi ! huM pAmara jIva tamane zuM kahuM ? evo mAro adhikAra paNa kayAMthI ? paraMtu hiMmata rAkhaje. ne rANamAM temaja kuMvaronI saMbhALa rAkhaje. dharmanuM jatana karajo. vItarAga prabhunuM niraMtara samaraNa karaje. tenA prabhAvathI sau sArA vAnA thaze." eTaluM kahetAM to sunaMdA raDI paDI. suzIlA ane bhImasenanI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu AvI gayAM. bhImasene tene eka sonAmahora ApI. paNa sunaMdAe te na lIdhI. ane raDatI AMkhe teNe e badhAMyane vidAya ApI. e badhAM dekhAtAM baMdha thayAM tyAM sudhI e mazAla dharIne UbhI rahI. te dekhAtAM baMdha thayAM ke tarata ja te utAvaLI gatie pAchI pharI. ane suraMgane ughADI, keIne khabara na paDe te rIte baMdha karIne pitAnA khaMDamAM jatI rahI ane jANe kaI banyuM ja nathI ema badhI pravRtti karavA lAgI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 : jagalanI vATe sunaMdAnA batAvyA mujaba bhImasena ane rANIe temaja kuMvaree ardho jana kApI nAkhyuM. daDamajala karatAM karatAM teo suraMganI bahAra nIkaLI gayAM. suraMganI bahAra nIkaLatAM ja ghara, gADha ane bhayAnaka jagala zarU thayuM. jaMgalanI aMdara eTalAM badhAM nAnAM moTAM ane vizALa vRkSo hatAM ke jene koI pAra na hato. vaLI e vRkSa ekamekanI sAthe evAM aDIne goThavAyelAM hatAM ke nAMkhI najara nahotI pahoMcatI. bhImasene jyAM najara nAMkhI tyAM teNe lIlAM lIlAM ane barachaTa vRkSe ja dekhAyAM. mahAmuzIbate teNe jagalanI keDI zodhI kADhI. e keDIe teo AgaLa vadhavA lAgyA. jema jema teo sau AgaLa vadhatAM gayAM tema tema jagala vadhu gADuM banatuM gayuM. uparAMta siMhanI garjanAo, vAghanI trADa, ghuvaDano apazukaniyALa avAja, gajarAja, cittA ne dIpaDAe temaja zIyALavAM ane bIjA aneka jagalI pazuonA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaMgalanI vATe vikarALa avAjo saMbhaLAvA lAgyA. jagala eTaluM badhuM bhayAnaka hatuM ke Dagale ne pagale saunI chAtI dhaDaka dhaDaka thatI hatI. rasto paNa kAMTALa ane patharALo hato. cAlatAM cAlatAM aneka vakhate teo Thokara khAvA lAgyAM. pagamAM kAMTAne ghaNu ujharaDA paDyA. kapaDAmAM paNa kAMTA bharAyA ne kyAMka kyAMka te kapaDAM phATI paNa gayAM. pagamAMthI lehI paNa nIkaLatuM hatuM. | devasena ane ketusena baMne calAya tyAM sudhI cAlyA. paNa nAnA kumAro cAlI cAlIne keTaluM cAlI zake ? temAMya A te aghera jaMgalamAM cAlavAnuM. rastA upara naryA khADA TekarA hatA. aNIyALA kAMTA patharAyelA hatA. uparAMta cAre bAju jagalI pazuonI bhayAnaka trADe saMbhaLAtI hatI. AvA jaMgalamAM cAlavuM jyAM moTAo mATe muzkela hatuM. tyAM nAnAonuM te zuM gaju? chatAM ya rAjakuMvaro hiMmata, karIne calAya teTaluM cAlyA. cAlatA jyAre baMne thAkyA tyAre bhImasene devasenane teDo lIdhe ane ketusenane keDamAM nAkhI suzIlA athaDAtI ne Thekara khAtI maMthara gatie cAlavA lAgI. strI ane saMtAna baMne A jaMgalanA bhayathI dhrujI rahyAM hatAM. kayAreka to temanA moMmAMthI vedanA ne DarathI cIsa paNa nIkaLI jatI hatI. tyAre bhImasena teone samajAvato: "A jaMgalamAM ApaNe bahu sAvadhAnIthI cAlavuM joIe ane jarA paNa avAja na thAya tema gati karavI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 94 bhImasena caritra joIe. ApaNA avAjathI je kaI hiMsaka prANIne ApaNI gaMdha AvI jaze to teo ApaNane jIvatAM nahi choDe. mATe badhAM ja duHkhane mauna bhAve sahana karIne tame prabhunuM smaraNa karatAM A jaMgalane pasAra karo." Ama vItarAgadevanuM smaraNa karatAM karatAM teo eka moTI guphA AgaLa AvyAM. sunaMdAnA batAvyA mujaba teo sau e guphAmAM dAkhala thayAM.. guphAmAM ghaNuM ja aMdhAruM hatuM. ane jIva gUMgaLAI jAya tevI havA hatI. paNa temAM dAkhala thayA sivAya chuTake ja na hato. sau navakAra maMtra gaNatAM temAM dAkhala thayAM. temano padarava thatAM ja cAmAciDiyAM uDAuDa karavA lAgyA. jherI sarpo paNa kutkAra karatAM AmathI tema doDavA lAgyA. jagala karatAM guphA vadhu bhayAnaka hatI. bhImasena cakamaka ghasato ne ajavALuM karato badhAnI sAthe hiMmatathI AgaLa vadhI rahyo hato. tenuM dharya te samaye apUrva hatuM. te paNa manamAM A bhaya ne Apattine dUra karavA navakAramaMtranuM satata smaraNa karI rahyo hato. chevaTe A trAsajanaka ne bhayadAyaka sapharano aMta AvyuM. sau guphAnI bahAra AvI gayAM. tyAM dUra eka parNakuTiranAM darzana thayAM. sau eTalAM badhAM thAkI gayAM hatAM ke paga have eka DagaluM paNa bharavA nA pADatA hatA. chatAMya manane makakama karI sau dhImI gatie tyAM pahoMcI gayAM. P.P. 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Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaMgalanI vATe kumAre to tyAM pahoMcatA ja jamIna upara hAthanuM ozIkuM karIne sUI gayA. vAha re karmarAjA! vAha! zI tArI lIlA. kyAM rAjamahelamAM suvarNa palaMgamAM ne sukomala zayyAmAM sUtA A rAjakuMvaro ! ne kyAM Aja bheMya pathArI karI hAthanuM ozIkuM karIne sUtelA kuMvaro! kayAM e rAjamahelanA vaibhava ne ThAThamATha ! ne kyAM A jaMgalanI garIbAIne kacho ! kayAM e rAjamahelanI sukha sagavaDo ! ne kayAM A dhULathI kharaDAyelAM zarIre ! kyAM e sugaMdhita jalAzamAM snAna ! ne telamardana ! ne kayAM Aje gaMdhAtA ne parasevAthI ladabada zarIre ! kharekhara A karmanI lIlA aparaMpAra che! tene koI pAra pAmI zakayuM nathI. karmanA pratApe jIva ekavAra apUrva sukha ane sAhyabImAM hAle che. te enA ja pratApe e jIva Adhi ne vyAdhimAM sabaDe che ! sAce ja kahyuM che ke, svArthane nAza karanAra praTa racanAvALI daivanI gati vicitra che. nahi te A rAjakumArone zI vAtanI kamInA hatI ? kaI vastunI teone uNapa hatI. paNa mAMgatAM dUdha hAjara thatuM hatuM. temane paDyo bola jhIlavA aneka dAsadAsIo khaDe page UbhA rahetA hatA. rahevA mATe AlizAna mahela hato. khAvA mATe pauSTika ne sAtvika bhaya padArtho hatA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra paheravA mATe aneka mUlyavAna vastro ne alaMkAra hatAM. meja zekha mATe aneka prakAranI vividha sAmagrI hatI. tenA badale Aja teo eka parNakuTiramAM rahetA hatA. khAvA mATe kaNa kaNanA vAMdhA hatA, bhUkhathI peTa cImaLAI gayAM hatAM. ane bhUkhyA peTe ja temane sUI javuM paDayuM hatuM. ane te paNa paththaravALI ne dhULathI ragadoLAyelI jamIna upara sUvuM paDayuM hatuM. upara khUluM gagana hatuM. bahArathI zItaLa pavana kuMkAto hato. TADhathI sukomala aMge prajatAM hatAM. chatAMya tenA rakSaNa mATe vArano eka TukaDe paNa na hato. A badhI kamanI lIlA nahi to bIja zuM ? kumAre vayamAM nAnA hatA. paraMtu bhImasena ane suzIlAe temane dharmanuM zikSaNa barAbara ApyuM hatuM. AthI teo samajatA hatA ke A badhe karmane je pratApa che. pite pUrvabhavamAM koI kharAba karmo bAMdhyAM haze, jenuM phaLa A bhave bhegavavAnuM AvyuM che. Ama potAne atyAre AvI paDelA duHkho e potAnA ja karmonuM pariNAma che, ema samajIne baMne kumAre samabhAve ane daDhatApUrvaka e du:khane sahana karatAM thoDI ja vAramAM nidrAdhIna thaI gayAM. tyArabAda bhImasene potAnI sAthe lAvelI ghareNAM ne sonAmaheranI piTalI parNakuTiranA eka khuNAmAM khADo karIne dATI dIdhI ane koIne khabara na paDe te rIte pharIthI tenA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaMgalanI vATe upara dhULa ane paththara vagere mUkIne te paNa AvIne kuTiramAM sUI gaye. sauthI chelle suzIlA sUtI. kAraNa AryAnArI patinA sUtA bAda ja sUI jAya che. badhAyane cAlavAthI eTale badhA thAka lAgyo ke thoDA ja samayamAM sau nidrAdevInA khoLe zAMtithI poDhI gayAM. keTalAka samaya bAda baMne kumAro eka jhINI cIsa pADIne jAgI gayA. e cIsa sAMbhaLIne bhImasena ane suzIlA paNa jAgI gayAM. e baMnee joyuM te baMne kumAranA pagamAMthI lehI nIkaLatuM hatuM ane pagamAM kaMIka vAgye hatuM. e vedanAthI teo herAna thaI rahyA hatA. - bhImasena ane suzIlAe baMnene samajAvIne temaja thoDI suzruSA karIne zAMta karyA. ane pharIthI temane sUvarAvI dIdhA. kuMvaro sUI gayA che ema jANI teo paNa sUI gayAM. teo ghasaghasATa UMghI rahyAM hatAM, tevAmAM tyAM keTalAka cAra AvyA. ane parNakuTiranI pAchaLanA bhAgamAM corIne lAvelA mAlanI vaheMcaNI karavA beThA. e vaheMcaNI karatAM hatAM, tyAM eka coranI najara bhImasene je khuNAmAM ghareNunI poTalIo dATI hatI e jagA upara gaI. tene zaMkA gaI ke ahIM ATalAmAM kaI sUtuM hovuM joIe ane teNe A jagAe kaMI saMtADayuM hovuM joIe. teNe tarata ja kuTiramAM tapAsa karI, te bhImasena vagere badhAne teNe sUtelA joyA. teNe pAkI khAtrI karI joI bhI. 7 P.P. 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Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra ke teo ghasaghasATa UMghe che ke nahi. e khAtrI thatAM ja teNe te jagA bedI kADhI ne temAM saMtADelI pioTalIo kADhI lIdhI. ane e piTalIo laIne te palAyana thaI gayA. savAra paDatAM ja kukaDAe prabhAtane pikAra karyo. paraMtu bhImasena ane suzIlA temaja kumAre eTalA badhA zramita thaI gayA hatA ane eTalI badhI gADha nidrAmAM hatA ke te pikAra temaNe sAMbhaLe nahi. chevaTe kuTiramAM sUryane taDako praveza pAmyuM tyAre teo sau jAgrata thayAM. jAgrata thatAM ja suzIlA ane kumAree bhImasenane praNAma karyA. kAraNa zAstromAM kahyuM che ke, AryanArIe UThIne sau prathama patine praNAma karavA joIe temaja putroe paNa mAtapitAne praNAma karavA. kAraNa zAstromAM mAtApitAne prathama tIrtha tarIke oLakhAvyAM che. e vidhi patI gayA bAda saue navakAra maMtranuM samaraNa karyuM. - bhImasene e bAda jyAM piTalI saMtADI hatI e jagA bedI kADhI. paNa tyAM dhULa ne DhephA sivAya kaMI ja na maLyuM. ghareNAMnI piTalI keI guma karI gayuM hatuM. - suzIlAe jyAre A jANyuM tyAre te mUcchita banI gaI ane jamIna para DhaLI paDI. bhImasene ane kumAre e tarata ja tenI suzruSA karI ane zItaLa jaLane tenA vadana ane netro upara chaTakAva karyo. - tyAra pachI bhImasene suzIlAne AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM? priye! A samaya rudana karavAnuM nathI. je banavAnuM hatuM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 99 jaMgalanI vATe te banyuM. have te mithyA thanAra nathI ane vivekI AtmAo naSTa thayelI ke guma thayelI vastuono zoka karatA nathI. tuM te vivekI AtmA che. mATe zaka cheDI de ne svastha bana. jo tuM ema nahi kare ne A samayamAM ApaNane koI duSTa mANasa oLakhI jaze te ApaNe nAhaka upAdhimAM mukAI jazuM. mATe tuM badhI ciMtA cheDIne zAMta bana ane mauna banIne have AgaLa gamana karavA tatpara thA." suzIlA paNa samajI gaI ke svAmi kahe che te barAbara che. je vastu corAI gaI che teno zeka kara have vRthA che. mAre te hajI ghaNuM sahana karavAnuM che. huM je hiMmata hArI jaIza ne Ama vAre ghaDIe ja zakAtura banI jaIza to A kumAre tenA AdhAre hiMmata rAkhaze ? Ama svastha banI te AgaLa prayANa karavA mATe tatpara banI ane ketusenane pitAnI AMgaLIe vaLagADI AgaLa cAlavA lAgI. P.P. Ac. 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Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 11 : hariSaNane rAjyAbhiSeka mAnavI dhAre che kaMI ane thAya che kaMI. kyAreka e zubha manera kare che ne te mATe prayatna paNa kare che. paraMtu karmanI vicitra gatine lIdhe tenA badhA ja prayatane viphaLa jAya che ane azubha banIne ja rahe che. te kayAreka mAnavI keInuM aniSTa ciMtave che ne te mATe prayatna kare che, paNa karmanA nyAya AgaLa tenuM kaMI cAlatuM nathI. tenA badhA ja dhamapachADA phegaTa jAya che ane sAme mAnavI AbAda bacI jAya che. bhImasena nAsI na jAya ane tene jIvate ja pakaDIne jera karI zakAya te mATe harigheNe tAbaDatoba badhI taiyArI karI. tenA mahelane pharatA sazastra cokIdAre mUkI dIdhA. koI paNa jagAethI bhImasena nAzI na zake te mATe badhA ja rastA baMdha karI dIdhA. cakaluM paNa pharakI na zake te teNe ghero nAM . paraMtu A kazu ja kAragata na nIvaDayuM. bhImasena koIne paNa jANa na thAya te rIte suraMga vATe bahAra nIkaLI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 101 harine rAjyAbhiSeka ga. paNa haripeNa te ema ja mAnate hate have bhImasenanuM AvI banyuM. huM ene jIvate ja pakaDIne jiMdagIbhara kedakhAnAmAM pUrI rAkhIza. tenAM strI ane putrone paNa beDIo paherAvIza ane evI sakhta sajA karIza ke kayAreka te mArA sAmuM mAthuM na uMcakI zake. bhImasenane jIvate ja pakaDI levAnA teramAM hariNa dhasamasato hAthamAM nAgI talavAra laIne bhImasenanA mahelamAM Avyo. paNa bhImasena hoya to najare paDe ne? teNe cAre tarapha joyuM. mahelanA ekaeka khaMDamAM e jAte gusAthI lAlacoLa banIne paga pachADato ghUmI vaLyuM. paraMtu kyAMya tene bhImasena na dekhAyo. rANI ane kuMvarone paNa patto na lAge. bhamarana Ama tene hAthatALI ApIne cAlyo gaye. tethI teno gusso AsmAne caDI gaye. te jorathI barADI UTha. "are! koNa che ahIM?" sunaMdA tharatharatI tyAM AvIne UbhI rahI ane praNAma karIne bolI : "jI rAja!" tene joIne hariSaNa tADUkI UTho : "bhImasena kayAM che? tenI rANI ane kuMvare kayAM che ? sunaMdAe kaMI javAba na Ape. te mauna banIne UbhI 2hI. hari peNe tarata ja tyAM cokI karatA subhaTane bolAvyeH P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : bhImasena caritra 12 - "ahI thI kaI bahAra gayuM hatuM ? " 'nA rAjana ! cakala ya ahI thI te pharaka nathI. ame ughADI AMkhe ne nAgI talavAre cokI karIe chIe." subhaTe kIdhuM. . ' . 'bhImasena kayAM che ? tenI rANI ane kuMvare kayA che ? mahelamAMthI e jAya kevI rIte ?" . '. subhaTa zuM javAba Ape ? te paNa mauna chAnI gaye. AthI hariNu vadhu re bharAya ne teNe tarata ja hukama kacI . " jAva nagarano khUNe khUNe phedI vaLe. nagara bahAra cAre tarapha ghUmI vaLo ane bhImasenanI tapAsa kare. ane tene jIvato pakaDIne mArI pAse hAjara kare." - hariNane hukama chUTatAM ja pavanavegI azvo ne ratha dhanuSyamAMthI tIra chUTe tema doDavA lAgyA. sainiko sAtha gAma dhI vanyA. nagaranI bahAra dUra dUra sudhI caDatA zvAsa tapAsa karI AvyA. paraMtu kayAMya bhImasenanI bhALa na maLa: subhaTae AvIne haripeNane khabara karI : bhImasenane kayAMya patto lAgato nathI. A khabara sAMbhaLI haripheNa to rAjI thaI gaye. tene mana te TADhA pANIe khasa gaI. | hariNe surasuMdarIe tarata ja A badhI vAtathI vAkepha karI. ane baMne jaNa tethI khUba ja AnaMdamAM AvI gayAM. bIje divase teNe pitAnA rAjyAbhiSekanI taiyArI karAvI. : sattA zuM nathI karI zakatI ? ane A to haripeNa! P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ harine rAjyAbhiSeka 103 tene pratApa nagaramAM sakhta hatuM. tenA avAja mAtrathI nagarajane dhrujatA hatA. maMtrImaMDaLa paNa tenI AjJAnuM ullaMghana karavAnI hiMmata nahotA karI zakatA. | hariNanI AjJA thatAM ja bIje divase nagaramAM rAjyAbhiSekano utsava thaze. saue hariSaNanI bIkathI mAM upara hAsya ne haiyAmAM duHkha saMgharIne e utsavanI taiyArI karI. zubha coghaDiye rAjagare hariNane rAjamukuTa paherAvyuM. ne rAjamudrA ApI. bhATa cAraNoe haripeNanI stuti karI. ane "rAjA haripeNano jaya he." evA jayanAda karyA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust - Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 12 : nazIba be DagalAM AgaLa paNa kuTiramAM ArAma karavAthI bhImasena ane tenA rANI temaja kuMvarano thAka De haLavo thayo hato. AthI teoe AgaLa prayANa karyuM. prayANa karatAM agAu bhImasene suzIlAne kIdhuM ApaNe sonAmahoranI piTalI te care laI gayA. have ApaNI pAse aMge upara ja alaMkAro che te ja bacyAM che. jo ke lakSmIne caMcaLa kahI che, AthI je lamI cAra! laI gayA che tene zoka karavo nakAme che. have tuM A ghareNAMnI paTalI tArA mAthe laIne cAla. ApaNI pAse have je che te paNa ghaNuM che. ane gayelI lakSmInI zuM ciMtA karavI ? ApaNA zarIra svastha ne taMdurasta haze to pachI lakSmI ja lakSamI che. mATe priye ! zokanA vicAro tuM choDI de ane AnaMdathI dauryapUrvaka have tuM prayANa kara." patinI AjJA thatAM suzIlAe ghareNAMnI eka piTala P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra 105 bAMdhI mAthe mUkIne cAlavA lAgI. eka hAthe te poTalI saMbhALatI hatI ane bIjA hAthe te ketusenane pakaDIne cAlatI hatI. bhImasena ane devasena sAthe sAthe cAlatA hatA. paraMtu baMne kumAra khUba ja thAkI gayA hatA. rAtanA teoe gADha nidrA lIdhI hatI, paraMtu temane thAka utaryo nahato. vaLI pagamAM kaMI vAgavAthI lehI paNa nIkaLyuM hatuM, ane e ghA sakhta vedanA Apato hato. rAjamahelamAM kaI divasa duHkha anubhavyuM na hatuM. are ! tenI kalpanA paNa nahotI karI. AthI A duHkha temane asahya vedanA ApatA hatA. chatAM paNa saMskAranA baLe teo thAya teTaluM samabhAve sahana karatA hatA. chevaTe jyAre e vedanA sahana na thaI zakI eTale temanAthI raDI paDAyuM. AMkhamAMthI AMsu sarI paDyAM. pitAnA saMtAnone duHkhamAM raDatA joI kayA mAbApa dhIraja dharI zake ? evA te kayA mA-bApa hoya ke je mananI svasthatA dhAraNa karI zake? devasena ane ketusenane raDatA joI bhImasena ane suzIlAnI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu ubharAI AvyAM. temanuM haiyuM aMdarathI AnaMda karavA lAgyuM. tyAM devasena bolyoH "mA mane tarasa lAgI che. mane pANI lAvI de ne." - "lAvI dauM chuM beTA ! jarA darya dhara hoM. je sAme nadI dekhAya che tyAM sudhI tuM cAla. suzIlAe ketusenane vAtsalyathI paMpALatAM kahyuM.. dhIme dhIme cAlatAM teo sau nadI kAMThe AvI pahoMcyAM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 106 nazIba be DagalAM AgaLa tyAMthI thoDe dUra eka jhADanI zItaLa chAyAmAM sau beThAM. bhImasene suzIlAne kIdhuM: "tame sI DIvAra hamaNAM ahIM ArAma kare. tyAM sudhImAM nadImAM keTaluM pANI che te huM jeI AvuM." ema kahI bhImasena nadInA pANuM uMDANa mApavA nadImAM paDe ane pitAnI sazakata bhujAothI nadInA nIrane vidhate nadI pAra karavA lAgyuM. mA ! have nathI sahana thatuM. tuM mane pANI lAvI de ne. mane khUba ja tarasa lAgI che. nadI jeIne devasena bolI UThe. lAvI dauM beTA! hAM, ahI tuM besa, hamaNAM ja nadImAMthI pANuM laI AvuM chuM.' ema kahI suzIlA jhADanA pAMdaDAMnuM paDIyuM banAvIne nadImAM pANI levA gaI. e pANI laIne AvI tyAM ketusene dehazaucanI mAMgaNI karI. suzIlA pharIthI te mATe nadIe gaI A samaye eka cera tene pAchaLathI barAbara dhyAnathI joI rahyo hato. tenI najara piTalI upara hatI. jevI suzIlA nadI tarapha gaI ke tarata ja teNe jhaDapathI e poTalI upADI lIdhI ane raphucakkara thaI gayo - suzIlA ketusenane laI pAchI pharI te devasene nirAMte - sUryo hato ane piTalI gAyaba thaI gaI hatI. e joIne te haiyAphATa raDI paDI ane raDatAM raDatAM ja mUchita thaI jamIna upara DhaLI paDI. . - P.P. 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Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra . . 107 mAne raDatI joI ane tene jamIna upara paDI gayelI jaI baMne kumAre gabharAI gayA. teo paNa jora jorathI raDavA lAgyA ane "pitAjI.pitAjI..." ema bUme mAravA lAgyA. - bALakonI cIso ne raDavAno avAja sAMbhaLI bhImasena ghaNI ja jhaDapathI tarato tarato bahAra AvyuM ane doDatA kumAra pAse AvIne Ubho rahyo. kumAroe jaNAvyuM ke ghareNAMnI piTalI koI AvIne upADI gayuM eTale mA raDI paDI hatI ane raDatAM raDatAM ja jamIna upara DhaLI paDI hatI. bhImasene prathama bALakone raDatAM zAMta karyA. pachI nadImAMthI jaLa lAvI suzIlAnA aMge upara chAMTavA lAge ne premathI tene paMpALavA lAge. jaLane zItaLa ane svAmIne nehALa sparza thatAM ja suzIlA thoDIvAre bhAnamAM AvI. bhAnamAM AvatAM ja te haiyAphATa raDavA lAgI ane ni:zAsA, nAkhavA lAgI bhImasenane paNa tethI sakhata AghAta lAgyuM. tenuM haiyu paNa vicalita banI gayuM. te vicAravA lAgyuM : have huM zuM karIza ? kayAM jaIza? mArA A duHkhanI vAta huM kone jaIne kahIza? koNa mAruM sAMbhaLaze? meM A janmamAM te evA kaI pApa nathI karyo. uttama prakAranA meM dAna dIdhAM che. chatAM paNa Aja mArI A dazA kema ? nahi, nahi, mArA pUrvanA karmonuM ja A phaLa mane maLI. rahyuM che. nahi te mAre sage bhAI Aja mAre duzamana P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 108 nazIba be DagalA AgaLa bane khare? e mane Ama gharavihoNe ne svajanathI dUra kare re ? Aja mAruM rAja gayuM che. svajanone mane vicAga tho che. bhUkha ane tarase Aja mAre jagale jaMgale rakhaDavuM paDayuM che. bAkI hatuM te care AvIne mArA dhana ane ghareNAM tUTI gayA che. A badhuM ja karmano prabhAva che ! mArA pUrva janmanA duSkRtye ja Aja udayamAM AvyAM che. nahi te AvuM bane ja zI rIte ?" Ama bhImasena karmanI lIlA vicAra karato hato ane pitAnA manane manAvato hato. paraMtu ema je mana mAnI jAya to e mana zAnuM? ene te eka ja vicAra AvatA hato. dhana vinA have huM zuM karIza? - e vicAra baLa karatAM ja bhImasena dhananA vicAre caDI gayo : "dhanano prabhAva ja eve A jagatamAM che ke duniyA dhanavAnone ja vadhu mAna Ape che. jagatamAM dhanathI ghaNA kAryo pAra pADe che. dhana na hoya ane mAtra ekalA guNo hoya, te e guNo paNa nirdhanatAne lIdhe bahAra prakAzamAM nathI AvatA. are ! kuLahIna mANase pAse je dhana hoya che to dhananA pratApe teo kuLavAnanI pratiSThA pAme che. kharekhara A jagatamAM dhananA jevo bIjo koI bAMdhava je nathI. putra, patnI, sagA, saMbaMdhIo sau dhanathI ja mAnavIne mUlave che. dhana hoya che to teo paNa ghaNo rAga rAkhe che. nahi te teo paNa nirdhananI upekSA kare che. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 100 bhImasena caritra jagatane vyavahAra ja e banI ga che, ke nirdhana mAnava Aja dharatI upara bhAra jevuM lAge che. Aja mArI paNa evI durdazA thaI che. mArI pAsenuM tamAma dhana Aja lUMTAI gayuM che. cera tene corI gayA che. Aja huM garIbamAM garIba chuM. vaLI mArAM vastro paNa sAva melAM ne gaMdAM thaI gayAM che. rastAnA rajhaLapATa ne AvI paDelI ApattinI ciMtAthI zarIra paNa sAva kaMgAla banI gayuM che. huM zuM karuM? zuM na karuM ? zuM mAre have ghareghara bhikha mAMgavI paDaze? nA, nA, bhikha te huM nahi ja mAMguM ? te huM zuM karuM ? Ama dhananA ane pitAnI garIbAInA vicAra karatAM pharI e karmanA vicAre caDI gaye: kharekhara mAruM A duHkha ne daI jJAnIo ja jANI zake tema che. teo ja kahI zake ke Aja huM mArA kayA pApanuM pariNAma bhogavI rahyo chuM. A badhI karmanI ja viTaMbanA che. pUrva janmamAM jevAM karmo karyA hoya tevAM ja zubha azubha phaLa A bhave bhegavavAM paDe che. AthI vRthA ciMtA zuM karavI ? karmarAjAe kaI ne bAkI nathI rAkhyA. meTA moTA camarabaMdhI ane zahezahenazAhanI paNa teNe paravA nathI karI ane pitAno samatola nyAya te che. rAmacaMdrane vanavAsa apAvyo, balIrAjAne baMdIvAna P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 110 nazIba be DagalAM AgaLa banAvyo, pAMca pAMDavone ghara bAra choDAvyA. naLarAjane rAja BNa karyo. rAvaNa jevA rAvaNane paNa harAvyo. e prathA karmanI ja lIlA che. ane A ja kae rAjA harizcaMdrane zuM ochAM duHkha zrApyAM hatAM? kasAInA ghare tene gulAma banAvyo. pitAnA hAlathI tArAmatInuM jAheramAM lIlAma karAvyuM, putrane vicezakarAvyuM ane bIjA aneka prakAranAM duHkho tene ApyAM. kharekhara karmanI sattA amApa che. sUrya kadAca pazcimamAM u. meru parvata paNa kadI calAyamAna thAya, agni tene ravajAva badalIne zAMta bane ane kadI paththara upara paNa kamaLa khIlI , paraMtu karmanA lekha kadI pheraphAra thatA nathI. jevAM karma bAMdhyAM hoya te udayamAM AvatAM bhAgye ja chuTako thAya che. temAMthI nAzI zakAtuM nathI. temaja koIpaNa upAe bacI zakAtuM paNa nathI. Aja mArA karmo udayamAM AvyA che ane mAre te bhagavye ja chuTako che." Ama ulaTa salaTa vicAradhArAmAM taNAto bhImasena pitAnA parivArane laI AgaLa vacce. te sau eTalA badhA amita thaI gayA hatA ke thoDe sudhI cAlatAM cAlatAmAM to teo sau mUcha khAIne jamIna upara DhaLI paDayA. A e samaye AkAzagAmI vidhAdharee temane joyAM. temanA duHkhane joI teonAM haiyAM paNa sahRdayatAthI bhIMjAI gayA. DIvAra bAda bhImasena mUcchamAMthI jAgrata thayo. teNe kumAre IIIIIIIIIIIII P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra - 111 ane suzIlAne paNa jaLa chAMTI temaja ThaMDA pavana nAMkhIne jAgrata karyA. . pachI sau dhIme dhIme Daga bharatAM AgaLa vadhyAM. paNa badhAM eTalAM badhAM thAkI gayAM hatAM ke cAlatAM cAlatAM teo majatAM hatAM ane cakakara anubhavatAM hatAM. paNa cAlyA sivAya chUTako ja nahoto, koI gAma ke nagaramAM pahoMcAya to ja kaI ArAma, kherAka ne AvAsane baMdobasta thaI zake. AthI hama Na nagaramAM pahoMcI jaIzuM; evI AzAe sau manane majabUta karIne DagalAM bharatAM hatAM. tevAmAM adhavacce ketusena raDavA lAgyuM. tenAthI have eka DagaluM paNa AgaLa maMDAtuM na hatuM. temaja tene sakhta bhUkha lAgI hatI. bhUkhanI vedanA tenAthI sahana nahotI thatI. AthI te raDavA lAgyo ane bhImasenane kahevA lAge? pitAjI! mane bhUkha lAgI che. kaMI khAvAnuM Apa ne? have mArAthI bhUkhane lIdhe eka Daga paNa bharAtuM nathI." bicAre bhImasena ! kyAMthI khAvAnuM lAvI Ape ? dravya to ghaNuM badhuM cerAI gayuM hatuM. jaMgalane rasto hato ane gAma to hajI dUra hatuM. putrane bhUkhathI pIDAto joI tenuM haiyuM valevAI gayuM. tenI AMkhanA khUNA bhInA thaI gayA. suzIlAnI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu camakI UThayAM. Aha ! zuM karmanI gati che! ane keTalI badhI e vicitra che? Indra sarakhA devatA paNa tene jItavA samartha thaI zakatA nathI. nahi to kyAM aDhaLaka sukha vaibhavamAM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 112 nazIba be DagalAM AgaLa jIvatA bhImasena ane tyAM Aja vana vana rakhaDatA ke gA bhImasena ? e paNa karmanI ja lIlA ne ? tyA te devasena paNa raDI UTho : pitAjIhave to khAdhA vinA mArAthI jarA paNa calAze nahi. game tema paNa mane tame kaMI khAvAnuM lAvI de. mArAthI bhUkhyA nathI 2hevAtuM. ane tame je khAvAnuM nA ApI zake tema hA, to tamArI talavArathI mAruM mastaka chedI nAMkhe. ethI mArAM badhAM ja duHkha zAMta thaI jaze." evuM amaMgaLa na bola beTA ! hamaNAM ja ApaNe sAme gAma pahoMcI jaIza. tyAM sudhI tuM dhIraja dha* ATale samaya te bhUkha sahana karI to hajI thoDI vadhu bhUkha sahana kara. Ama hiMmata na hArI jA. duHkhamAM te tAre dauya dhAraNa karavuM joIe." pitAnA vacana upara vizvAsa rAkhI baMne kumAre potAnA pagane parANe ghasaDatA AgaLa cAlavA lAgyA. paNa thaDe sudhI cAlatAmAM ja teo thAkI gayA ane rastA vaca besI paDayA. besIne raDavA lAgyA ane bhUkhanI phariyAda karavA lAgyA. bhImasene pharIthI baMnene samajAvyA. vahAlathI temane paMpAnyA ane devasenane pitAnA khabhe teDI temaja ketusenane suzIlAne ApI, baMne AgaLa rasto kApavA lAgyAM. eka te bALakane teDIne cAlavAnuM, temAM rastAne P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra 113 pitAne lAgele thAka, bhUkha, ujAgara, AvI paDelI paristhitinI ciMtA ne saMtAnonuM duHkha-A badhAMne lIdhe bhImasenane cAlatAM cAlatAM cakkara AvavA lAgyAM. mahAmuzIbate manane makkama karI, devasenane saMbhALato te AgaLa cAlavA lAgyo. cAlatAM cAlatAM rastAmAM eka sarovara AvyuM. havA paNa ThaMDI kuMkAvA lAgI. saunA dilane DI zAtA thaI. bhImasene devasenane sarovarane kAMThe nIce utAryo ane pote saunA mATe pANI levA sarovaramAM gaye. saune pANI pAyuM ane chelle teNe pANI pIdhuM. pANI pIvAthI saunA dehamAM thoDI rRti AvI. thoDA samaya tyAM ThaMDakamAM sau beThAM. thoDAka ArAma karyo ane pachI AgaLa cAlyA. tyAM kSitipratiSThita nagara AvyuM. tenA pAdare eka vAva hatI. vAva ghaNuM ja vizALa hatI. ane nagaranI zobhAmAM abhivRddhi karatI hatI. haMsanA nAdathI tyAMnuM vAtAvaraNa prasanna lAgatuM hatuM. tyAMthI thoDe dUra eka jinAlaya hatuM. zikhara upara jaina zAsananI vijayapatAkA pharakI rahI hatI. bhImasene saune vAva AgaLa besADayA. pite vAvamAM snAna karavA gayo. snAna karIne te pUjA karavA jinamaMdiramAM ga. suzIlA ane kuMvare paNa jinezvaranAM darzana karavA mATe tyAM AvyA. vItarAga prabhunI nirmaLa ne zAMta pratimA joI saunA. aMtaranI vedanA adhIra zAMta thaI gaI. saue bhAvapUrvaka traNa, bhI, 8 P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 114 nazIba be DagalAM Agava pradakSiNa daI caityavaMdana karyuM ane halakA kaMThe prabhu stavana gAyuM. bhImasenanI bhakitadhArA ora vadhavA lAgI. te be hA jeDI bhAvabharyA haiye prabhunI stuti karavA lAgyo. he jinendra ! Apa to kalyANarUpa velaDIne prakutila karavAmAM megha samAna che. ApanA caraNakamaLamAM to deva paNa namana kare che. Apa sarvajJa cho. sarvatra Apane 9 mahimA prasarI rahyo che. mAMgalika kAryanA kIDAgRha cho. mAhe devAdhideva ! Apa mArA duHkhane nAza karI mane sukha Ape Apa to traNa lekanA AdhAra che. dayAnA Apa ava tAra cho. duraMta saMsAra rogane zAMta karavAmAM zaidya samAna che kSamAnidhAna he vItarAga pratye ! Apane praNAma karI huM mArA duHkha tamane jaNAvuM chuM. eka bALaka jema tenI kAlIghelI bhASAmAM pitAnI vAta tenA bApane kare che, tema he tAta ! huM paNa tamAre bALaka chuM ne mArI bhASAmAM huM tamane mArI vAta karuM chuM. - he dayAnidhe ! huM bahu duHkhathI pIDAyela chuM. he nAtha ! meM jama pAmIne koI supAtra dAna ApyuM nathI. zIlavratanuM vizuddhapaNe pAlana karyuM nathI. tapazcaryA paNa karI nathI. temaja meM zubha bhAvanA paNa bhAvI nathI. jethI mAre A saMsAramAM 2khaDavuM paDyuM che. . kodhAgnithI baLI rahyo che. kara svabhAvavALA lebha P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra 115 rUpI sApe mane DaMkha mAryo che. mAnarUpI ajagarathI huM prasAce chuM ane mAyApAzathI baMdhAyelo chuM. tethI huM Apane kevI rIte bhajI zakuM ? paralokamAM ke lekamAM meM kaMIpaNa hita karyuM nathI. tethI he trilekanA nAtha ! mane kiMcit sukhanI paNa prApti thaI nathI. vaLI he bhagavaMta ! mArA sarakhA prANuono janma kevaLa saMsAra puravA mATe ja tha che. he jagatapAlaka ! ApanA mukharUpa caMdranA darzanathI dravita thaI mAru mana zreSTha koTimAM rahelA mahAAnaMda rasano svAda letuM nathI. AthI huM jANuM chuM ke mArA sarakhA prANIonuM hRdaya paththarathI paNa vadhu kaThina che. he prabho ! aneka bhavo bhamyA bAda mane A mAnava bhava maje, temAMya temane atyaMta durlabha evI jJAna, darzana ane cAritrarUpa bhavya ane advitiya ratnatrayInI prApti thaI chatAM paNa mUDha evA meM tenI ArAdhanA karI che A aMge have mAre kone phariyAda karavI? ne konI ApI te phariyAda karavI ? bIjAonA mananuM raMjana karavA meM' pade . bIjAone muMDavA pUratI ja e dharAya lAvanI che mAtra vivAda karavA khAtara ja che. zAstranuM' rIvA , che ?' he jinendra bhagavAna ! hu' hArane para ApanI AgaLa be hu vizeSa zu tha' Vt V * P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 116 nazIba be DagalAM AgaLa meM mArA sukhane, parastrIne nIrakhIne meM mArA netrane ane bIjAonA doSanuM ja ciMtana karIne me mArA manane duSita karyuM che. he bhagavAna! have mArI zI gati thaze ? he trilokezvara ! viSayavAsanAmAM Asakta banI che kharekhara viTaMbanAne pAtra tha chuM. he tIrthanAyaka ! Apa to sarvajJa che. sakala senA jJAtA che. ApanAthI mAruM kayuM duHkha ane bhAvanA ajANa hAya, chatAM ya zaramAtA zaramAtAM paNa meM mArI je hakIkata che te Apane akSarazaH jaNAvI che. he devAdhideva! meM mArI buddhine bhramita karI nAMkhI che. mUDha matine lIdhe meM ApanuM dhyAna dharavAne badale strIonA mata saundarya ane tenA vilAsI aMga upAMgenuM ja dhyAna dharyuM che. strIonA rAganA kAdavane meM mArA haiyAmAM eTale badhe bharyo che ke huM tAraka zuddha siddhAMta samudramAM chevAthI paNa te jAya tevuM nathI. he prabhe ! mAruM zarIra zuddha nathI. mana paNa azuddha che. mArA durguNano pAra nathI. koIpaNa prakAranuM vizuddha AcaraNa meM karyuM nathI. have mArAmAM koI prabhAva rahya nathI. ojasa nathI. to ce mArAmAMthI hajI ahaMkAra jato nathI. reje reja kSaNe kSaNe mAruM AyuSya kSINa thatuM jAya che, chatAMya mArI pApabuddhine nAza thato nathI. mArI uMmara vadhatI ja jAya che chatAM ya mArI viSaya vAsanA he? virAma pAmatI nathI. zarIranA sukha ane saundarya mATe me P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra 117 ghaNuM auSadha lIdhA paraMtu dharmakAryamAM me jarAya prayatna karyo nahi. ' arere! A mohano pAza ke jabare che. AtmA nathI. puNya nathI. parabhava nathI. evI nAstika vANI upara meM zraddhA rAkhI. kharekhara mArA mATe e keTaluM badhuM zaramajanaka che ke satya siddhAMtarUpa Apa birAjamAna hovA chatAM paNa te nAstikanA daravAco dorA. he prabhe ! mArI e mUDhatAne dhikAra che ! - manuSyajanma pAmI me devapUjA na karI. pAtra sevA na karI, pavitra ane mahAmUla evuM mane jainakuLa maLyuM, chatAMya meM zrAvakadharma na pALyo. sAdhu bhagavaMtonI suzruSA na karI. kharekhara ! he prabho ! mAre janma to phogaTa go che. he nAtha kAmavaza thaI meM viSayamAM prIti karI. je pariNAme te duHkhadAyaka ja hoya che. chatAMya huM temAM Asakta banIne rahyo. paraMtu ubhaya lokane sudhAranAra evA jinendra bhagavaMtanA upadezamAM meM jarApaNa mana parovyuM nahi. nita navIna bhogapabhoganA vicAra karyA paNa te sau rAganA kAraNe che, tevI buddhi mane sUjhI nahi ane sau maraNanA kAraNa che ane saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karAvanAra duSTa ta che, tene meM vicAra karyo nahi. - he tAraka prabho ! meM sAdhunA zIlaratnanuM dhyAna karyuM nathI. parepakAra ka nathI. tIrthone uddhAra karyo nathI. kharekhara mAruM A jagatamAM janamavuM vRthA ja gayuM che. he jagabhe ! garunA vacanemAMthI zAMti meLavavAne badale P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 118 nasIba be DagalAM AgaLa e huMja nAnA vANIsaMgamAM zAMti ne AnaMda mAnyAM ane lezamAtra paNa me Atmatatvano vicAra karyo nahi. arere huM A saMsAra samudrane have kevI rIte pAra karI zakIza : he bhagavaMta ! pUrvabhavamAM tame koIpaNa prakAranuM puNya bAMdhyuM nathI. tethI A bhavamAM he duHkha pApe che. Aja huM ApanI aMtaranA bhAvathI stuti karuM chuM, jethI mArA traNeya bhavanA du:kha samApta thAya. he pUjaya ! mArI buddhi duSita thayelI hoI huM ApanI AgaLa mArA duzcaritanuM zavarNana karuM ? tema karavuM nakAmuM che. kAraNa Apa te samasta saMsAranA padAthIne hastAmalakavat juo che. he dInadayALa ! Apa to dakhiyAonA uddhAraka chI. mAruM duHkha dUra karavA A jagatamAM koI ja samartha nathI. ane ApanA sivAya huM have kAnI 5 dayAnI yAcanA karuM ? prabho huM ApanI pAse dhananI yAcanA nathI karatA. mAre to prabho ! have satattvomAM zubharatna samAna, satra Ichita maMgalenA ekadhAmarUpa evA mokSapadanI ja IcchI che. e ja mArI AvabharI yAcanA che. he jagadIza ! A mane Ape ne mAro uddhAra kare !" - Ama prabhunI stuti karI bhImasena pitAnA strI ane bALaka pAse Avyo. Apa nA mokSapadanI ja che AvabharI mane Ape P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 13: nokarInI zodhamAM vItarAga prabhunI stuti karavAthI bhImasenanI ciMtAo baLIne khAkha thaI gaI hatI. manano bhAra haLave banyo hato. ane haiyAmAM ullAsa jaNAto hato. AthI teNe suzIlAne kahyuM : "priye ! tuM ane kumAre baMne atre ja ArAma kare. ha" nagaramAM jauM chuM. ne tyAMthI bhejana vagereno prabaMdha karI tvarita ja pAcho pharuM chuM.' suzIlA ane kumAro vAvanA kAMThe, zItaLa chAMyamAM vItarAga prabhunuM smaraNa karatAM potAno thAka utAravA beThAM ane bhImasena nagaramAM gaye. A nagaranA mukhya bajAramAM ghaNuM badhI dukAna hatI ane ghaNI badhI tyAM bhIDa hatI. aneka loko aneka jAtanI kharIdI karatA hatA. bhImasena e bhIDamAMthI pasAra thatA eka vepArInI dukAna AgaLa AvyuM. enI ja mAtra eka evI dukAna hatI ke jayAM koI gharAka na hatuM ane e vepArI grAhake sAme Atura nayane P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 120 nekarInI zodhamAM joI rahyo hato. bhImasena tenI dukAnanA oTalAnI eka bAjue koIne paNa AvavA javAnI agavaDa na paDe te rIte beThe ane vicAravA lAgyuM, ke have zuM karavuM ? bhajananA prabaMdha kevI rIte karavo ? bhImasena e oTale beTho hato tevAmAM ja e dukAne grAhako AvavA lAgyAM. ane DIvAramAM to tyAM grAhakenA bhAre bhIDa jAmI gaI jotajotAmAM to e vepArIne badhA ja mAla upADI gate divase tene sAre taDAke paDaye. vepArI vicAravA lAgyo : "AvuM to koI divasa" AjasudhI banyuM nathI. Aja ekAeka kayAMthI badhA grAhako UbharAI paDayAM ? jarUra AmAM koI devano saMketa lAge che. ATalAmAM koI puNyaprabhAvI puruSane sparza tha hovo joIe." ema vicArI teNe dukAnanI bahAra joyuM. bahAra jotAM ja tene potAnI dukAnanA oTalA upara bhImasenane beThele jo. tene thayuM: "nakakI A ja mANasano prabhAva lAge che. tene beThA bAda ja Aja mAre sAre vepAra thayo che. ema vicArI teNe bhImasenane dhArI dhArIne je. pharI manamAM vicAravA lAgyuH "nakkI kaI tejasvI purUSa lAge che. paNa kaMI upAdhimAM AvI paDe lAge che. tenI mukhamudrA jetA lAge che, te khUba ja vyagra ane ciMtAmAM haze. zenI ciMtAmAM haze? lAva tene ja pUchI lauM. ane mArAthI thAya teTalI tene madada karuM." ITI ITI | | P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra 121 ' ema vicArI teNe bhImasenane pUchayuM : "bhAI! tuM koNa che? kayAMthI Ave che? A nagaramAM zA mATe tAre AvavuM paDayuM che. tene koI divasa A nagaramAM je te nathI. AthI lAge che, te koI paradezI che. je hoya te bhAI! sukhethI kahe." zeThanAM AvAM sahAnubhUti bharyA veNa sAMbhaLI bhImasena bo : "kSatriya chuM ane pUrvabhavanA pApakarmonuM phaLa Aja bhogavI rahyo chuM ane duSTa evI udarapUti karavA mATe A nagaramAM Avyo chuM. zeTha! tame to jANatA ja haze, ke jeNe uttama rAjya zaibhavanA sukha meLavyAM hoya, mahAjana loka jenI stuti karatuM hoya, sarva lekanI zobhAthI je zebhato hoya, te ja mAnava A jagatamAM prazaMsanIya sukRtanuM eka pAtra gaNAya che. tevo ja mAnavI puNayazALI manAya che. ane vidvAnajane te evA ja mAnavInA jIvanane sArthaka gaNe che ke je jJAna, zaurya ane zaibhava temaja uttamaguNethI opato hoya. e vinA to kAgaDA ane kUtarA paNa game tema karIne paNa jIve che. paNa tenA jIvananI kiMmata zuM ? vaLI zeTha! jenI buddhi hita ane ahitane vicAra karavAmAM zUnya che, jinendra bhagavAnanA siddhAMtathI je dUra che, ane je mAtra piTano khADe bharavA mATe ja rAta divasa mahenata kare che, tevA mANasa ane pazumAM zuM pharaka che ? tevA mANaso ane pazu baMne barAbara ja che. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 122 . nekarInI zodhamAM kharekhara A peTanuM duHkha ghaNuM ja kaThina che. tenA lIdhe bhalabhalA - puruSanuM abhimAna naSTa thaI jAya che. A peTanI bhUkhanI ciMtA na hota, tenuM duHkha na hota, to jAtane koIpaNa mANasa koInuM ya apamAna sahana na karata. zeTha ! huM jANuM chuM, ke yAcanA karavAthI mAnavInuM mahattva nAza pAme che. tenAthI mane zarama paNa Ave che. chatAMya paNa huM ApanI pAse Avyo chuM. A peTanI baLatarA, bhUkhanuM duHkha kharekhara asahya che. ane zeTha! huM e paNa samaja ke vana avasthAmAM garIbAImAM jIvavuM ati kaSTadAyaka che. paraMtu parAdhIna rahevuM ane pAna khAvuM, te duHkha te tenAthI ya vizeSa ne kaSTakAraka che. zeTha ! A peTane khADe ja evo che ke je kadI bharAtA nathI. te sadA sarvadA khAlIne khAlI ja rahe che. AthI ja mAnavI tenA mATe ghaNA badhA prayatno kare che. A mATe teo durAcAra seve che. asatya bole che. vizvAsaghAta paNa kare che. Ama aneka prakAre te juTha ane prapaMca kare che. ane aneka pApakarmo kare che. A mAnavazarIra uttamaguNenuM sthAna che. koI paNa prakAranI dharmakriyA karavA mATenuM te sAdhana che. ane A ja deha aneka duHkhanuM kAraNa paNa che. eTaluM ja nahi tiraskAranuM sthAna paNa te ja che. A jagatamAM mAnavI pitAnA ane pitAnA kuTuMbI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 123 bhImasena caritra jananA peTane khADe pUro karavA mATe te vepAra kare che, ane keTalAka to A lekamAM nahi sevavA cagya evA adhamapurunI sevA cAkarI paNa kare che. na jANe mAnavI A bhUkhanA duHkhane nIvAravA zuM zuM nathI karato ? nirdhana puruSe anya mANaso sAthe banAvaTa karI temanuM dravya paDAvI le che. lUMTArAo musApharone rastAmAM luMTI le che. cera leka khajAnAmAM dATela dhana cerI jAya che. A badhA ja e potAnA piTane khADo pUravA mATe ja kare che. chatAM paNa e khADe to adhUre ne adhUro ja rahe che. sAMje vALu karIne sUtA bAda savAre to pharI pAcho e khAlI thaI jAya che. ne bhUkhanuM duHkha kAyama rahe che. durdevane lIdhe mAnavIne garIbAI prApta thAya che. garIbAIthI zarama pedA thAya che. zarama pidA thavAthI satvathI bragaTa thavAya che. niHsava thavAthI parAbhava thAya che. parAbhava pAmavAthI mAnavInA aMtaramAM zoka vyApe che. zokathI gherAyelA rahevAthI buddhi bhraSTa thAya che. bhraSTa buddhithI nivIya thavAya che. Ama A eka garIbAI ja aneka duHkhonI jaDa che. A mATe zaMkaranuM ja daSTAMta juvone ? zaMkaranuM vastra mAtra eka vyAghracarma che. AbhUSaNamAM mAnavanI khoparI che. aMgalepanamAM juo to bhasma che. ane besavAnA Asana mATe baLadI che. je gaNo te zaMkaranI ATalI saMpatti che. ema vicAra karIne gaMgA jevI gaMgA nadI temanI garIbAIthI dUra thaI samudramAM cAlI gaI! P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 124 nokarInI zodhamAM - zeTha! sAce ja garIba ane nirdhana mAnavInuM jIvavuM A saMsAramAM duSkara che..." bhImasenanI A dukhadAyaka sthiti sAMbhaLI lamIpatinuM haiiyuM Adra banI gayuM. e vepArInuM nAma lakSamIpati hatuM. tene bhImasena upara dayA AvI. ane karuNAthI e bolyA : . "bhAI! tAruM du:kha kharekhara asahya che. koI bhavanA pApakarmo Aja tAre udayamAM AvyA lAge che. paNa kaMI nahi. tuM muMjhAIza nahi. ciMtA na karIza. tuM mAre tyAM raheje ane kAma karaje." bhImasena tarata ja bolyo : "paNa zeThajI ! huM A nagaramAM ekale nathI. mArI sAthe mArI patnI ane be bALake paNa che. temane huM A nagaranI bahAra vAva upara besADIne Avyo chuM. teo mArI rAha jotAM haze. ane bALako te bhejana mATe adhIrAM banI rahyAM haze." "kaMI vAMdhe nahi. bhale tuM tArA kuTuMba sAthe ahIM cAlyo Ava. e saune paNa mAre tyAM samAveza thaI jaze. ane huM te tArA jevA mANasanI AjakAla dhamAM ja hato. Aja anAyAse tuM maLI gaye che. tethI mArI ghaNI ciMtA dUra thaI gaI che. lakSamIpatie ema kahI tenA kuTuMbano paNa svIkAra karyo. thoDIvAra pachI kaMIka yAda AvyuM hiya ema saMbhALI te bolyo : je bhAI! huM tane mArI vAta paNa karuM. ame pAMca bhAIo hatA. amArA dareka vacce ekasarakho ne atUTa prema P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra 125 hato. ame sau vItarAga dharmamAM zraddhALu hatA. uMmara thatAM amArA saunA uttama kuLanI strIo sAthe lagna thayAM. amArA. saunAM kuTuMbano vyavahAra sArI rIte cAlato hato ane sI. sukha ane saMpathI jIvana vyatIta karatA hatA. paNa devane e na rUThu. daivayoge mArA cAreya bhAIo devagati pAmyA. ane huM ja eka mArI patnI sAthe jIvato rahI gayo chuM. AthI hAlamAM ghaNAM ghara khAlI paDayAM che. temAM tuM sukhethI. nivAsa karaje. ane bhAI ! mAre ATalI badhI samRddhi ne sAhyabI hovA chatAM paNa mAre duHkha che. mAre zera mATInI khoTa che. putra vinA saMsAranuM sukha zuM kAmanuM? paNa jevI devanI IcchA. A to tane mAtra jaNAvavA khAtara ja jaNAvyuM. mATe tuM sukhethI tArA parivArane laIne Ava. mahine huM tane be rUpiyA pagAra ApIza. ane tAru tathA tArA, kuTuMbanuM huM bharaNapoSaNa karIza. vastra ne anAja ApIza. A mATe mArI dukAnanuM kAma karaje ane tArI patnI gharanuM kAma karaze. kema tane A maMjUra che ne bhAI lakSmIpatie chevaTe pUchayuM. anAyAse ja Ama pitAnI badhI ciMtA rahevA. khAvA ne pIvAnI dUra thatI hatI, tethI bhImasenanA AnaMdane. pAra na rahyo ne kRtajJabhAve belI UThayo. dhanya zeTha ! dhanya! Apane upakAra kadI huM nahi bhUluM." P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 126 nokarInI zodhamAM "to basa, laI Ava tArA kuTuMbane ane lAgI jA AjathI kAme." lakSmIpatie utAvaLa karI. - bhImasena e sAMbhaLI vicAramAM paDI gaye. tene thayuM ke Aje ne Aje to kevI rIte kAme lAgI javAya. bhUkhathI peTa saunA bhaDake baLe che. ne musApharIno thAka asahya lAgyuM che. AthI te dInabhAve zeThane kahevA lAgyoH * "zeThajI! eka vadhu upakAra mArA upara karo. chellA traNa divasathI ame keIe annane dANe paNa je nathI. tyAM khAvAnI to vAta ja kayAM karavI? mATe prathama amArA saunI sudhA zAMta thAya tevo prabaMdha karAvI mane upakRta kare." lakSmIpatie tarata ja tene bajAramAMthI bhojana sAmagrI maMgAvI ApI ane A bhAtu laI utAvaLI gatie te pitAnA bALako pAse Avyo. potAnA bALakanI bhUkhanuM duHkha tenAthI joyuM nahotuM jatuM. AthI prathama teNe premathI bALakone jamADayA. vAva- mAMthI pANI lAvIne temane ApyuM. peTamAM bhejana javAthI devasena ane ketusenane ThaMDaka thaI ane teo AthI utsAhamAM AvI gayA. e joIne bhImasena ane suzIlAne paNa zAMti thaI tyArabAda baMne pati-patnIe bAkInuM bhAtuM pUruM karyuM ane upara vAvanuM zItaLa jaLa pIdhuM. thoDIvAra bAda suzIlA vinayathI bolIH "svAmIna ! AjanI ciMtA to dUra thaI gaI. paNa have pachI zuM karIzuM? P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra 127 ApaNe kayAM jaIzuM ? ApaNA cAreyanuM poSaNa kevI rIte thaze ? mane to A badhA vicArathI khUba ja mUMjhavaNa thAya che." e sAMbhaLI bhImasene lakSmIpati zeTha sAthe thayelI badhI vAta jaNAvI. suzIlAne tethI haiye TADhaka vaLI ane tenI mUMjhavaNa dUra thaI gaI. e pachI sau utAvaLA pagale lakSamIpatinI dukAne AvyAM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14: suzIlAnI agniparIkSA lakSamIpati zeThane parivAramAM mAtra eka patnI ja hatI. tenuM nAma te bhadrA hatuM. paraMtu nAma je te eka paNa guNa na hate. e to kubhadrA ja hatI. pitAnuM kAma game tema karIne laDIne jhagaDIne paNa te karAvI levAmAM kuzaLa hatI. jIbha tenI ghaNuM ja lAMbI ane kaDavI hatI, paraniMdA karatAM tenI jIbha jarAya thAka nahotI anubhavatI. jhADAno prasaMga bane tyAre tenI jIbha tIkhA maracAM jevI banI jatI. kukarmo karavAmAM te pAvaradhI hatI. tenuM dehasaundarya paNa jugusA upajAve tevuM hatuM. TUkA ane jADA barachaTa tene vALa hatA. mukha to leDhI AnA. jevuM hatuM. nAka vikRta hatuM. peTa paNa ghaNuM ja meTu hatuM. AMkho vAMdarA jevI hatI. vakSa sthaLa to sAva DhaLI paDeluM hatuM lAja zaramane to te jANatI ja na hatI. nirdayI hatI. dharma ane puNyanI vAta tene rUcatI nahatI. dayALu janonI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ suzIlAnI agni parIkSA 129 nidA karavAmAM te sadAya tatpara rahetI hatI dhamI janenI IrSyA paNa khUba ja karatI hatI. - bhImasena ane teno parivAra lamIpati zeThanI dukAne Avyo eTale teone laI zeTha ghare AvyA. ane potAnI patnIne kahyuM : "suMdarI ! A lake ghaNA ja bhAgyazALI ane puNyavaMtA che. paraMtu pUrvabhavanA kaMI pApakarmane lIdhe Aja teonI AvI du:khadAyaka dazA thaI che. ApaNA bhAgyane ja teo ApaNe tyAM AvyA che. kAma karavAmAM A pati-patnI baMne kuzaLa che. meM teo saune ApaNI tyAM kAme rAkhyAM che. A puruSa che te mArI dukAnanuM kAma karaze ane A strI tane tArA kAmamAM madada karaze. mATe he A ! mIThA ane madhurA vacanathI tenI pAse kAma karAvaje. temane duHkha ApIza nahi. ane samaya thaye teone bhejana vagere Apaje. ane temanA dilane duiHkha pahoMce tevuM koI kAma temane soMpIza nahi." panIne A pramANe sucanA ane zIkhAmaNa ApI lakSmIpati zeTha ane bhImasena dukAne gayA. kahyuM che ne zeThanI. zIkhAmaNa jhAMpA sudhI. ahIM paNa ema ja banyuM. zeTha cAlyA gayA. ne bhadrAe pitAnuM pita prakANyuM. suzIlAnI te ja paLathI agniparIkSA zarU thaI gaI. "alI ! Ama vAMsaDAnI jema UbhI che zuM ? mArA ghera zeThAI karavA AvI che, te Ama UbhI rahI che. cAla, jaladI karI ane tArA bhulakAMne ramavA mUkI de. hajI to. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 130. ' bhImasena caritra keTaluM badhuM kAma gharamAM paDayuM che !? bhadrAe eka ja dhaDA suzIlAne vinA vAMke dhamakAvI nAMkhI. * suzIlA to bhadrAne A kaThora avAja sAMbhaLIne camakI gaI. AvA phUra vacanathI tenA aMtarane bhAre duHkha thayuM - temAM tene potAnuM apamAna paNa lAgyuM. paraMtu atyAre svamAna sAcavavAno avasara ja kayAM hato ? teNe maunabhAve e kaThera vacano sAMbhaLI lIdhAM. bALakone teNe dUra javA kahyuM. paNa bALako to ethI raDavA lAgyA. ane jIda karavA lAgyA. nA, mA ! ame to tArI sAthe ja rahIzuM. ame ekalAM nahi ramIe." chatAM paNa suzIlAe temane samajAvI, paTAvIne dUra mokalI dIdhA. pachI bhadrAne udezIne bolI : kaho, mAre zuM kAma karavAnuM che? mane batAve huM te karavA mAMDuM." ane bhadrAe tarata ja be bhAre beDAM ApyAM ane kahyuM, "le A beDAM ne sAmenA kUvethI pAchuM kheMcI lAva." suzIlAe natamastake beDAM laI lIdhAM. ane eka beDuM mAthe ane eka beDuM kAkhamAM. nIkaLI te kuve pANI bharavA. beDAM vajanadAra hatAM. vaLI kaI divasa teNe kUvAmAMthI pAchuM bharyuM na hatuM. chatAMya manamAM navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karatI e kuvAmAMthI doraDuM nAkhIne pANI bharavA lAgI. doraDAne lIdhe tenI hathelImAM cAMdA paDI gayAM. lehI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 131. suzIlAnI agni parIkSA nIkaLI AvyuM. chatAMya sahiSNutA rAkhI te pANI bharIne ne cAlavA lAgI. koI divasa beDuM mAthe mUkIne e cAlI na hatI. AthI cAlatAM cAlatAM pANI ghaNuM chalakAvA lAgyuM. vastro badhAM bhInAM thaI gayAM. beDuM paDI jaze to ? AvI satata bhIti sevatAM e mahAmuzIbate pANI bharIne gharamAM AvI. thoDIvAramAM to tenI keDa ane Deka duHkhavA AvyAM. pANInuM beDuM mUkIne e thAka khAvA beThI, tyAM to caMDikA barADI UThI : "are rANI sAhebA ! besI zenA gayAM ? hajI to evAM dasa beDAM pANI bharavAnAM che. tyAra pachI cUle pheMkavAno che. rasoI banAvavAnI che. vAsaNa mAMjavAnA che. ghara sAphasupha karavAnuM che. anAja vINavAnuM che. hajI te AvAM aneka kAma bAkI che. ne tuM besI zenI gaI che. UTha, UbhI thA ! ane jaladI jaladI kAma ATApa." Ama eka pachI eka bhadrAe kAma cIdhavA mAMDyAM. suzIlA eka pachI eka kAma karavA lAgI. tenAthI thAya teTalI jhaDapathI e sarva kAma pUrAM karatI hatI. paraMtu bhadrAne e jovAnI phurasada ja kayAM hatI? te to pitAnI zeThAImAM ja masta hatI. ane beThA beThA badhA hukamo choDe jatI hatI. vacamAM vacamAM e tADukI paNa UThatI : A te kacaro sApha karyo che? tane to AMkha che ke DeLA ? A je ahI keTale badhe kacaro rahI gayo che. are tuM te keTalI badhI harAma hADakAMnI che! A vAsaNa keTalAM badhAM cIkaNuM rAkhyAM che? jarA ghasIne P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 132 ke bhImasena caritra mAMjatA zIkha. ghasIne mAMjIza to tArI mahedI sukAI nahi jAya. . "chokarA sAcavavA'tAM te ahI zu dATavA AvI hatI. khabaradAra ! je chokarAo pAchaLa bahu samaya bagADathI che to ? ahI tuM mArA gharanuM kAma karavA AvI che. tArA chokarA ucheravA nathI AvI samajIne ! AvI AvI te aneka kaTakaTa bhadrA karatI ne suzIlAne na saMbhaLAvavAnuM saMbhaLAvatI. e sAMbhaLIne suzIlAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jatAM. paNa e pragaTa 2DatI nahi. ema raDe to to bhadrA vadhu ja phelI khAya ne ? AthI e chAnuM chAnuM raDI letI. bhImasenane paNa potAnA A duHkhanI vAta kahetI nahi. pite ekalI ja samabhAve te badhuM sahana karI letI. bhadrA bALakone vaDhatI ne DarAvatI tyAre tene jIva kapAI jato hato. evuM jyAre banatuM tyAre te rIte te bALakone vahAlathI paMpALIne khUba raDatI. ane kayA pApe mArA A phUla jevA bALakonI A dazA thaI che ema devane pUchatI. paNa deva kaMI thoDuM javAba Ape che? AthI e vicAratI ke A badhI kamanI lIlA che. piote pUrvabhavamAM koI kharAba karmo karyA haze. te Aja udayamAM AvyAM che. Ama pitAnA ja karmono doSa daIe zAMtabhAve badhAM duHkha sahana karatI hatI. ceDA divasomAM to bhadrAe suzIlA ane tenA bALakanI dazA adhamUA jevI karI nAMkhI. LIIIIIIIILAL . P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 133. bhImasena caritra vahelI savArathI ja teNe suzIlAne kAme jotarI. savAranA pahoramAM sau prathama tene daLavAnuM kAma soMpyuM. deLAne UThe eTale tarata ja gharamAM vAsI pUje kADhavAnA. e karIne taLAve ne kuve pANI bharavA javAnuM. e pachI tene savAramAM lukha-suke nAsto karavA ApatI, e nAsto karI rahe eTale tarata ja tene nadIe kapaDAM dhovA mokalatI. kapaDAM dhoIne Ave ke baporanAM vAsaNa majAvatI. ane baporanA bhojanamAM paNa gaNatrI gaNune ja khAvA ApatI. vAsaNa maMjAI jAya eTale kapaDAM vALavA besADatI. bALake pAse paNa kapaDAM vaLAvatI. kapaDAMnuM kAma patI jAya eTale anAja sApha karavAnuM kAma kADhatI. Ama TheTha rAta sudhI kAma karAvatI. rAte paNa meDe sudhI tenI ane bALaka pAse potAnA paga dabAvatI. pathArIo patharAvatI. ane khUba ja moDI rAte temane sUvA mATe mekalatI.. ane e dareka kAmamAM tene gALe devAnuM kAma to cAlu ja rahetuM. kayAreka kayAreka te e bALakane dhola-dhapATa paNa lagAvI detI. bALake te nAdAna che. kUmaLA choDa che, e vicAra ja tene Avato nahi. temane paNa nAnA nAnA kAma batAvatI ane dhamakAvatI. Ama bhadrAnI zeThAI ane suzIlAnI gulAmInA divasa pasAra thaye jatA hatA. nA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - 15: bhadrAnI bhAMDaNalIlA bhImasena rAjakuLamAM janmyo hato. e rAjavI saMtAna hite. janmathI ja teNe sukha ane zaibhava joyA hatA. rAja gAdIe beThA pachI ane e pahelAM paNa teNe mAtra hukamo ja karyA hatA. pANI levAnI paNa tene mahenata nahotI paDI. AthI ene AjJA jhIlatAM kayAMthI AvaDe. paraMtu paristhiti AgaLa mAnavIne namavuM paDe che. je kadI na karyuM hoya, te karavuM paDe che. e na AvaDatuM hoya to te karatAM zIkhavuM paDe che. lakSmIpati zeTha svabhAve dayALu ane namra hatA. sAmA mANasanA duHkha-darda ane tenI zakti azakti jANuM zakatA hatA. bhadrA zeThANI ane temanAmAM Abha jamInanuM aMtara hatuM. bhImasenane temaNe premathI badhuM kAma zIkhavADyuM. mAla kevI rIte Apa, dukAnamAM mAla kevI rIte goThavave, gharAka sAthe kevI rIte vartavuM, teo potAnI dukAnethI ja mAla kevI rIte laI jAya temaja mAlanI kImata zuM, vagere P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 135 bhImasena caritra aneka vAto temaNe zIkhavI. ane bhImasenane te pachI ugharANInA kAme mokalavA mAMDaze. vepAramAM ugharANInuM kAma ghaNuM kaThina hoya che. caDI gayelI ugharANIone vasula karatAM zeThiyAone nava nejA thAya che. A mATe mANasone ekanA eka sthaLe aneka dhakakA khAvA paDe che. mANasanI rAha joI khoTI thavuM paDe che. temaNe samAjavavA paDe, temane AkarAM veNa paNa saMbhaLAvavAM paDe che." lakSamIpati zeThanI nagaramAM ghaNI ugharANuo bAkI hatI. keTalIka te mahinAo ane varasothI hajI vasula nahotI thaI. zeTha bhImasenane roja be cAra jagAe mekalatA. bhImasena tyAM jato ne khAlI hAthe pAcho pharato. eka damaDInI paNa ugharANe te vasula karI zakato nahi. ane e kayAMthI karI zake? svabhAvathI ja te zaramALa prakRtino hato. temAMya mAMgatA te tenuM mAthuM vaDhAI jatuM hatuM. jyAM e jato tyAM e mAtra ATaluM ja kahe : mArA zeThe paisA magAvyA che. ghaNI rakama tamArI pAse temane levAnI nIkaLe che. te e ApIne mArA zeTha upara upakAra karo. AvI nagna vANuM koNa sAMbhaLe? sau tenI pAchaLathI majAka karatAM ane avAranavAra dhakakA khavaDAvatA. ghaNA divasa sudhI eka paNa damaDI chUTI na thaI eTale zeThano mijAja gaco. Akhara te e vepArI ne ? vepArI vANi badhI ja gaNatrI mUke. bhImasena ne tenA kuTuMba P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra pAchaLa pote kharca kare che, to teNe amuka kAma to karI ja ApavuM joIe. eTaluM kAma na thaI zake te dukAne tALu mAravuM paDe ne bhikha mAMgavAno ja samaya Ave. lakSmIpati zeThanI A mATe taiyArI na hatI. AthI eka divasa e UMcA avAje bolyA : * "are bhAI! tuM te kAma kare che ke veTha utAre che ? keTalAya divasathI tane ugharANanuM kAma soMpyuM che. paNa tuM to hajI eka badAma paNa vasala karI nathI lAvyA. Ama kema cAle ? tuM kAma na kare to mAre tane pagAra kevI rIte Apavo?' A sAMbhaLI bhImasene zAMtithI javAba Ape : "zeTha ! huM re ja e badhAnI tyAM jauM chuM. ne kahuM chuM, mArA zeThanA paisA ApIne temanA para upakAra kare. paNa mArI vAta koI sAMbhaLatuM nathI. bhImasene sAcI vAta jaNAvI. are mUDha! ema te kaMI ugharANI vasula thatI haze ? leNadArathI te ema belAtuM haze ? e vaLI ApaNA upara upakAra zAnA kare ? upakAra to ApaNe karyo che, ke tema muzkelImAM udhAra ApyuM che. evAone to dhamakAvavA joIe ugra zabdathI temanI sAthe vAta karavI joIe. e loko ApaNane page lAgavuM joIe, tene badale te tuM temane 5 lAge che. sAva gamAra ! che gamAra tuM che. mAtra zarIra 8 tagaDuM karI jAyuM che. buddhi te jarA baLI nathI. have ta ha kevI rIte mAre tyAM kAme rAkhI zakuM ?" P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhadrAnI bhAMDaNa lIlA 137 zeThanAM AvAM vacano sAMbhaLI bhImasena lajajA anubhavavA lAgyo ane nokarI javAnA bhayathI gaLagaLo banI ga. zeThane ArjavabharyA kaMThe te kahevA lAgyA : nahi nahi. zeTha ! evuM na bolaze. tame to dayALu che. mArA parama upakArI che. tame mane nokarImAMthI kADhI mukaze te huM kayAM jaIza? mAruM te zuM thaze ? huM te Apane bALaka chuM. mArA upara Apa krodha na kare. huM barAbara dhyAnathI badhAM kAma karIza." lakSmIpati zeThane paNa dayA AvI gaI. temaNe mauna dhAraNa karyuM. thoDIvAra pachI bolyA : "ThIka, havethI kAmamAM barAbara dhyAna rAkhaje. ane kaDaka rIte ugharANI karaje." bhImasena te pachI kAmamAM barAbara dhyAna rAkhavA lAgyA. potAnAthI kaMI bhUla na thaI jAya tema kALajI rAkhavA lAgyA. ugharANI karavAmAM te thoDe ugra thavA lAgyo. Ama tenuM gADuM cAlavA lAgyuM. - paNa vidhine bhImasenanuM gADuM barAbara cAle te pasaMda na hatuM. e hajI tenI ghaNI koTI karavA mAMgatI hatI. eka divasa evI kasoTI AvIne UbhI rahI. eka bapore zeTha ghera AvyA. temane dehazauca mATe javuM hatuM. A mATe temane paNa joItuM hatuM. bhadrA te samaye uparanA khaMDamAM hatI. AthI suzIlAe kaLaze pANI bharIne Ape. dehazaucathI AvyA bAda teNe ja zeThane hAtha-paga dhavarAvyA. A samaye anAyAsa ja zeThanI najara suzIlA upara gaI. bapere zaTha 1ii joItuM hatuM bharIne Akhya P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 138 bhImasena caritra ane tenA nisteja vadanane nirdoSa ane karuNA bhAve jovA lAgyAM. bhadrA zeThANIe A joyuM. tenuM mana asUyA ne IrSAthI saLagI UThayuM. teNe hajAra hajAra vicAra karavA mAMDayA. tenuM mane kahevA lAgyuM: "zeTha te suzIlAnA rUpa pAchaLa Asakta thayA che. tuM atyArathI saveLA nahi cete, te eka divasa suzIlA A gharamAM besaze, ne tane dhakakA mArIne bahAra kADhI mUkaze." - suzIlA ke zeThanA manamAM to AvA vicArane eka aMza paNa na hato. paraMtu bhadrAe te evuM ja mAnI lIdhu.. ane zokyanA vicArathI tenuM haiyuM bhabhaDI UThayu. teNe manathI nakkI karI lIdhuM ke A suzIlAne have koIpaNa hisAbe ahIMthI dUra karavI joIe. nahi to eka divasa e mArA dhaNane chInavI leze. ane mAre saMsAra cUMthI nAMkhaze. manathI Ama nakkI karatAM ja teNe potAnI kubuddhine kAme lagADI dIdhI. ane A mATe tene upAya paNa tarata ja jaDI AvyuM. - teNe dhIre dhIre ane eka pachI eka vAsaNa, kapaDAM ne ghareNAM laI jaIne pitAnA bApanA ghera mUkI AvI. pachI eka bapore zeTha jamavA AvyA tyAre teNe suzIlA pAse zeThanA mATe thALI-vADako maMgAvyA. suzIlA. thALI-vADake levA gaI paNa thALI-vADake hoya te maLe ne ? P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhadrAnI bhAMDaNa lIlA 139 suzIlA khAlI hAthe pAchI pharI. A joIne te gussAthI bolI UThI: "khAlI hAthe kema AvI? thALI-vADake laI Ava." 'tyAM to kazuM ja nathI. suzIlAe DaratAM DaratAM kahyuM. 'zuM kahyuM? tyAM thALI-vADako nathI? to gayAM kayAM ? te ja te savAre tyAM mUkayAM hatAM. pachI jAya kayAM ?" mane zI khabara bena ?" suzIlAe kIdhuM. te kone khabara ? mane khabara? kulaTA ! eka te corI kare che ne uparathI zIrorI kare che? chellA keTalAya divasathI cAra pAMca vAsaNa khUTe che paNa huM bolatI nahotI. ane zeThane paNa kahetI nahatI. paNa Aja te mArAthI rahevAyuM nahi. meM ja tane e thALI-vADake bahAra laI jatA joI che ne pAchI uparathI zAhakArI kare che ke mane khabara nathI. Ama ja tuM badhAM vAsaNa cerI jatI lAge che. bola! e thALI-vADako tuM kayAM mUkI AvI che? kone ApI AvI che? kene vecyAM che? belane, mUMgI zuM marI che ? meMmAM maga bharyA che?" suzIlA to A sAMbhaLIne DaghAI ja gaI. te kaMI ja na bolI. mAthuM DhALIne UbhI rahI. zeTha ane bhImasena paNa A vAta sAMbhaLI sajajaDa thaI gayA. suzIlAne ema mauna UbhelI joI bhadrA pharIthI tADukI UThI : "bole zenI bApaDI ! bole te be khAya ne. mane te P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 140 bhImasena caritra pahelethI ja enAM lakSaNa sArAM nahotAM jaNAtAM. Aje te vAsaNa caryA kAle mArAM ghareNAM corI jaze. kAle tamArI peTImAMthI dhana corI jaze. AvI cAra bAyaDIne vizvAsa zo ?" ema ekI zvAse bhadrA bolatI ja gaI. pachI jANe kaMIka yAda AvyuM hoya ema DoLa karIne pharI bolIH mAre hamaNuM ne hamaNAM mArA dAgInAnI tapAsa karavI paDaze. e te upADI nathI gaIne? AvI halakaTa strIne vizvAsa zo?" ema bolIne e pitAnA dAgInAnI tapAsa karavA lAgI. A mATe teNe badhuM upara nIce karI nAMkhyuM. chevaTe kaMI ja hAthamAM na AvyuM eTale chAtI phUTatI ne moTe moTethI raDatAM e bolavA lAgI. arere ! A rAMDe to mane luTI lIdhI re ! mArA ghereNAM teNe cerI lIdhAM re! hAyahave karIza re !.... mArA bApane have zuM javAba ApIza re!" A to strInuM ru. temAMya bhadrA zeThANa raDavA beThAM. e kaMI raDavAmAM bAkI rahe ? ane tene to huM ja 23vAnuM hatuM. raDIne sAmAnA dilanI sahAnubhUti jItI pitAnI vAta sAcI karAvavAnI hatI. AthI e te chAtI phATa raDyAM. jANe sAta khoTane ekano eka dIka bharajavAnImAM marI na ga hoya. bhadrAne raDavAno avAja sAMbhaLI ADesI pADezIe bhegA thaI gayA. tamAsAne teDuM thoDuM hoya che ? vagara AmaMtraNe ja sau eka pachI eka AvavA lAgyA. ane aMdara aMdara P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhadrAnI bhAMDaNa lIlA 141 ekabIjAne pUchavA lAgyA: "zuM thayuM ? A Ama chAtI kema phUTe che?" badhAne bhegA thayelA joI? bhadrAe to, hatuM eTaluM badhuM jera karIne raDavA mAMDyuM. ane raDatAM raDatAM teNe suzIlAne gALa devAnuM cAluM ja rAkhyuM. lakSamIpati zeTha Akhara kaMTALI gayA. chatAMya temaNe zAMti rAkhI ane bhadrAne samajAvavA mAMDI : 'tuM nakAmI raDe che. A leke evA mANaso nathI. tuM vRthA emanA upara ALa caDAve che. zAMta thA ane gharamAM tapAsa kara. kayAMka ADA avaLAM vAsaNa mukAI gayAM haze." zeThane A pramANe suzIlAnI tarapheNa karatAM joI bhadrAe te Udhe ja vicAra karyo. nakkI A dAsIe zeTha upara bhUrakI nAMkhI che. ane zeTha paNa tenA rUpamAM mahI paDyA. che. AvA samaye to AvA duSTa mANasonI khabara laI nAMkhavI joIe, tenA badale A to mane ja zIkhAmaNa Ape che. mAre have vadhu gusse thavuM paDaze. zeThanI paNa dhULa kADhavI paDaze. Ama manamAM ne manamAM vicAratI vipharelI vAgheNanI mAphaka e zeTha upara tADukI UThI. hA. hA. kahene. huM te temanA upara khoTuM ALa caDAvuM chuM. arere ! tame mane paNa na oLakhI! varasothI huM tamArI sevA karuM chuM, ane A te hajI AjakAla AvI che. huM juThuM boluM chuM ne A te bApaDI satyavAdI harizcaMdranI dIkarI che!! arere ! huM mAruM duHkha kone kahuM? P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 142 bhImasena caritra jyAM dhaNuM ja rUTho hoya, dhaNuM ja eka gulAmaDInA rUpamAM AMdhaLo banyuM hoya, tyAM mAruM zuM cAle? arere! hAya re mane to A dAsIe barabAda karI nAMkhI ! eka te mArA eNe vAsaNa vecI nAMkhyAM...ghareNAM corI gaI.ane have mArA dhaNane kAmaNa karavA beThI che." bhadrAnuM A navuM svarUpa joIne to suzIlA, bhImasena ane zeTha traNeya sajaDa thaI gayAM. suzIlAnA zarIramAMthI jANe lohI UDI gayuM. tenuM haiyuM AkraMda karI UThayuM : samabhAvathI teNe cerIne Apa sAMbhaLI lIdhe. paNa bhadrAne cAritrya uparane A AkSepa tenAthI sahana na thayo. chatAM paNa manane kAbU gumAvyA vinA, khUba ja zAMti ane namratAthI teNe kIdhuM zeThANI mA ! tame A zuM bole che? zeTha te mArA pitA samAna che. huM to tamArI dIkarI barAbara chuM.." - suzIlAnuM A bolavuM AgamAM ghI paDavA jevuM banI gayuM. bhadrAne ethI baLa maLyuM. te tarata ja tene jhapaTamAM levA lAgI ? joI joImeTI dIkarI banavAnI vAta! zarama nathI AvatI tane AvuM kahetA ? kayAM tuM eka gulAmaDI ne kayAM ame ? ane Ama kAluM kAluM bolIne ja te mArA dhaNane phasAvI nAkhe che. huM tArI jAtane ghaNuM oLakhuM chuM. kulTA ! tAro dhaNuM marI gayo che te mArA dhaNane have kAmaNa karavA mAMDyAM che? eka to te corI karI, ne uparathI zIrajerI kare che. na jANe te AvA te keTalAya ghara bhAMgyA haze ?" P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhadrAnI bhAMDaNa lIlA 143 bhadrAnuM Ama raDavAnuM cAlu ja hatuM, tyAM agAuthI nakkI karyA pramANe tenA bApa ane bhAIo tyAM doDI AvyA. bhadrAne te ratA'tA ne piyarIyAM maLI gayAM. temane joI e vadhu jorathI raDavA lAgI ne chAtI kuTavA lAgI. AthI bhadrAnA bApe zeThane kIdhuM : are zeTha ! AvA daSTa mANasone te kaMI gharamAM rakhAtA haze ? tame teone hamaNAM ne hamaNAM bahAra kADhI muko ane A kakaLATane zAMta kare." pitAnA sasarAnI A zIkhAmaNa sAMbhaLIne temane kahyuM : zeTha! tame nakAmI ciMtA kare che. A mANaso evAM cora ne labADa nathI. bicArA ! karmanI kaThaNAIthI Aja teo AvI dazAne pAmyA che. meM kayAreya paNa teone kharAba rIte vartana karatAM joyAM nathI. teo sau ghaNAM ja zAMta ane sahiSNu che. ApaNe to AvA garIba mANasonI dayA karavI joIe ane teone banatI badhI madada karavI joIe, tenA badale teone ghara bahAra kADhI mukIe to ApaNe to dharma ja lAje ne ? ane lakramI to vIjaLInA camakArA jevI caMcaLa che. pUrvabhavamAM zubha karmo karyA hoya tene ja A bhave te maLe che. ane jeo A bhavamAM evAM zubha puNya temaja paropakAranAM kAma karatAM nathI, teonI lamIne jatI rahetA vAra lAgatI nathI. ane A bicArA ! vadhu mArI pAse mAMgatA paNa nathI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 144 bhImasena caritra temane huM je ApuM chuM, temAM teo saMtoSa mAne che ane AnaMdathI mAru tathA gharanuM kAma kare che." . ' - bhadrAe joyuM ke A to bAjI bagaDatI jAya che. ane je pote have zAMta paDI jaze to banI banAvelI bAjI badhI ja UMdhI vaLI jaze. AthI e zeThane ja UMcA avAje kahevA lAgI : "rahevA de, have rahevA de. huM paNa tamArA lakhaNa badhAM pArakhI gaI chuM. tame A duSTa dAsInA rUpamAM lubdha banI gayA che. eTale tame enAM vakhANa kare che. paNa nahi, huM nahi calAvI lauM. mAre have A gharamAM te eka ghaDI paNa na jue. hamaNAM ne hamaNAM te badhAMne A gharamAMthI hAMkI kADhe. zeTha to A sAMbhaLIne hataprabha ja thaI gayA. pitAnI sagI patnI ja potAnA upara kalaMka lagADatI hatI. kone phariyAda kare ? te tarata ja bIjA khaMDamAM cAlyA gayAM. eTale bhadrA zeThANuMe tarata ja suzIlA ane tenA bALakone bAvaDethI pakaDIne kheMcyA. ane kahyuM : "nIkaLo mArA gharamAMthI. mAre tamAruM have jarAya kAma nathI. khabaradAra! je have pharIthI mArA uMbare paga mUke che to !ema bolI teNe e saune dhakko mArI gharanI bahAra dhakelI mUkyA. bhImasena paNa A apamAna sahana na karI zakyo. kalina puru bhUkhanuM duHkha sahana karI zake che. garIbAIne P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhadrAnI mAMDaNa lIlA 145 te jIvI zake che. paNa A jAtanuM kalaMka ne A jAtanA apamAna teo sahana karI nathI zakatAM. AthI bhImasena raDatI AMkhe ne baLatA haiye suzIlA ane bALakone laI bahAra nIkaLI gaye. bALake-devasena ane ketasena A joIne DaghAI ja gayA hatA. temane samaja nahotI paDatI ke, A zeThANuM kema mArA mA-bApane vaDhe che ne kema gALo de che. te te A sAMbhaLIne hIbake ne hIbake raDatAM hatAM. | devasena suzIlAne raDatA raDatA pUchato hato: "mA ! mA ! A lake ApaNane kema Ama bahAra kADhI muke che ?" ketusena paNa pUchate hato: "mA! mA ! have ApaNe kayAM jaIzuM ? suzIlA ane bhImasena teno zuM javAba Ape? temane ja pitAne kayAM khabara hatI ke have kayAM javAnuM che ! kamanA AdezanI ja teo rAha jotAM hatAM. e jyAM dorI jAya tyAM javAnuM hatuM. chatAMya suzIlAe kIdhuM : "beTA ! ApaNI leNa deNa pUrI thaI. have te jyAM bhAgya dorI jAya tyAM javAnuM.' - zeThanuM aMtara A lokone Ama jatAM joI dayAthI dravI UThayuM. temane thayuM: "A bApaDA kayAM jaze ? zuM karaze ? zuM khAze? A phUla jevA bALakanuM have zuM thaze ?" Ama vicAra karatAM te zeThANIthI chAnAmAnA gharamAM sIdhu levA gayA. ane sIdhA nI poTalI saMtADI bhImasenane ApavA bahAra nIkaLyA.. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 146 bhImasena caritra - bhadrAe e joyuM. ne tarata ja vAMdarAnI jema kudako mArI teNe e poTalI chInavI lIdhI. ane zeThane baLatA lAkaDAno jorathI. prahAra karyo. prahArathI zeThanuM mana vadhu vyagra ne vyathita thaI gayuM. te tarata ja hAtha paMpALatA dukAne gayA. bhadrA paNa jANe kaMI banyuM nathI ema mAnIne cAdara oDhIne sUI gaI. bhImasena thoDIvAre dukAne Avyo ane zeThane be hAtha jeDI prArthanA karavA lAgyo : "zeThajI! mArA upara Apa dayA karo. ane bhejana lAvavA mATe mane thoDAka dAma Apa." bhImasenanI A mAMgaNI sAMbhaLI zeTha vicAramAM paDI gayA. kAraNa temaNe nakkI karyuM hatuM ke dukAnamAMthI eka paNa damaDIne vyaya na karavo. ane bIjI je kaMI rakama hatI te to ghare paDI hatI ane bhadrAne te rakamanI khabara hatI. AthI e te dharma saMkaTamAM mukAI gayA. ane kaMIpaNa javAba ApyA vinA mauna besI rahyA. A joI bhImasene pharI AjIjIbharyA svare kahyuM : zeThaApa te sajana ane dayALu che. sajajana puruSe to hamezAM duHkhIyA upara dayA kare che. Apa mArA upara dayA kare ane Apa mArA bhejana mATe kaMI prabaMdha karI Apo! A5 je bhojana vagere na ApI zake te mArA pagAramAM vadhAro karI Ape. jethI mAruM gujarAna cAlI zake. huM teTalAmAM saMtoSa mAnIza. kAraNa saMtoSa samAna A jagatamAM bIjuM ekeya sukha nathI. ane zeTha! huM tamAruM kAma khUba P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhadrAnI bhAMDaNa lIlA 147 ja kALajIthI karIza. mATe he dayALu ! tame mArA upara dayA kare." zeThanuM hRdaya A sAMbhaLIne pIgaLI gayuM. temaNe tarata ja be rUpiyA ApyA. ane kahyuM : "le A be rUpiyA, ane joItI vastuo vagere kharIdI lAvaje." be rUpiyA kayAM sudhI cAle ? bhImasene temAMthI eka rUpiyAnI vAsaNa temaja bIjI anAja vagerenI kharIdI karI. ane ema cheDA divasa kADhI nAMkhyA. chevaTe eka damaDI paNa tenI pAse bacI nahi. pharI pAcho e sAva nirdhAna thaI gayA. AthI pharI eka divase bhImasene zeThane kIdhuM : "zeThajI ! tame ApelA dAma to badhA ja kharcAI gayA. have mArI pAse phuTI badAma paNa nathI. ane arthamAM lubdha banelo mAnavI to smazAnanI sAdhanA karavAmAM paNa pAchu vALIne joto nathI. kahyuM che ke vayavRddho, tapavRddho ane jJAnavRddho paNa dhanikonA ghare AzAthI jAya che. he zeTha! mane bhojananI khUba ja ciMtA rahe che. mArA bALako ne patnI temaja huM paNa bhUkhyA peTe divaso kADhIe chIe. to tame mAre pagAra vadhArI Ape ane mArA pagAramAMthI thoDA dAma ApI mArA upara upakAra kare." zeThe A vakhate dayA na karI. temaNe tarata ja kahyuM : je bhAI! huM have tane eka badAma paNa ApI zakuM tema nathI. bIje tane jyAM vadhu maLatuM hoya tyAM sukhethI jA. huM to tane mAtra be ja rUpiyA mahine ApIza." P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 148 - bhImasena caritra A sAMbhaLIne bhImasena vicAravA lAgyuM: "sAcI vAta che. kaMjusa mANaso AvA ja hoya che. camaDI toDe paNa damaDI na choDe. loDhAnA caNA cAvavA, nAganA mAthethI maNi utArI levo, sutelA siMhane chaMcheDavo, eka hAthamAM parvata UMcakavo, tIkSaNa asidhArAne sparza karavo, A badhuM ja azakaya che. chatAM te paNa kadAcita banavAno saMbhava khare. paNa kaMjusa mANasa pAsethI dhananI AzA rAkhavI sadA, sarvathA azakaya ja che. ane evA kRpaNa mANasa napuMsaka jevA hoya che. je dhanane bhegavI paNa nathI zakatA ane bIjAne dAna paNa karI nathI zakatA. kharekhara vidvAnoe sAcuM kahyuM ne ke, dhana Taubhava vagaranA mANase agnimAM prANonI Ahuti ApavI zreSTha che, paraMtu dayAhIna kaMjusa mANasane prArthanA karavI te jarAya sArI nathI." Ama vicAramAM mUDha banIne dIna vadane zeThanI dukAnethI bhImasena pAcho pharyo. ane rastA upara ciMtAthI cAlavA lAgyA. ja tenA manamAM hajAra hajAra prazna UThatA hatA : "have kayAM javuM? zuM karavuM? bALakane zuM bhejana ApavuM? kayAM rahevuM? kene duHkhanI vAta karavI ? ke mArA upara upakAra kare? na jANe A duHkhane kyAre aMta Avaze?" - A ciMtAnA bhAramAM ja te eka sthaLe jaIne mAthe hAtha daIne besI gaye. ' P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16H "nahi jau beTA ! hAM" bhImasena rastAnI eka bAju beThe hato. tenA vadana upara ciMtAo spaSTa jaNAtI hatI. bhUkhanA lIdhe tenuM vadana plAna banI gayuM hatuM. AMkhomAM AMsu taravarato hatAM. ane aMge aMgamAMthI thAka varatAto hato. nokarI jatI rahevAthI te sakhta maMjhavaNa anubhavI rahyo hato. ' A nagaramAM te paradezI hato. dayAbhAvathI lakSamIpati zeThe tene nokarI ApI ne Azare Apo hato. e ekamAtra Azaro chInavAI gaye hato. temAM ghaNI kharAba rIte tene gharabahAra nIkaLavuM paDayuM hatuM. AthI have bIju koNa A nagaramAM tene kAma Ape ? A vicArathI te satata ne asahya akaLAmaNa anubhavI rahyo hato. tenI buddhi kAma nahatI karatI. te aneka saMkalpa vika9pa karato hato. pitAnA bhAgyane ja doSa deto hato. ane vItarAga prabhunuM smaraNa karato te A upAdhimAMthI ugaravAno vicAra zodhI rahyo hato. tyAM eka AgaMtuke tene A dazAmAM joIne sahAnubhUtithI pUchayuM: "are bhAI! tuM Ama kema plAna vadane P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 150 bhImasena caritra ahI beThe che ? tArI mukhamudrA jotAM lAge che tArA upara ghaNuM upAdhi AvI paDI che. za che bhAI ! je hoya te mane jaNAva. mArAthI banatI sahAya huM tane jarUra karIza.' AgatukanI A sahadayatA joI bhImasene pitAnA vitakathA kahI saMbhaLAvI. e kathAnA eka eka zabda pelA AgaMtukanA hRdayane raDAvyuM. arere ! mAnavInI A dazA? ja niSphara che ! vAta pUrI thaI eTale AgaMtuke kIdhuM : "bhAI ! tArI vedanA ghaNI ja asahya che. e vedanA dUra karavA huM tane eka rasto batAvuM chuM. tyAM tuM jA. tArI badhI ja nirdhanatA tyAM dUra thaI jaze. ahIthI bAra yojana dura pratiSThAnapura nAme nagara che. e nagaramAM ghaNuM ja dhanADha ane udAra puruSa rahe che. e nagara upara arijaya nAme rAjA rAjaya kare che. e rAjA ghaNe ja dayALa ane paropakArI che. te dara cha mahine prajAnA duHkha, darda jANavA bahAra nIkaLe che. ane aneka duHkhiyAone te madada karI temanA uddhAra kare che. jarUratavALAne dhana Ape che. bhUkhyAne anna Ape che. navastrAne vastra Ape che, gharabAra vinAne raheThANa Ape che. bekArane nokarI Ape che. apaMga ane anAthanuM rakSaNa kare che. sAdhu ane saMtonI sevA kare che. pitAnA karmacArIone te cagya pAritoSaka Ape che. jIvananirvAha mATe te P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahi jau beTA ! hAM 151 dareka karmacArIne pratimAsa batrIsa rUpiyA Ape che, Ama aneka rIte te dayA dharmanuM pAlana kare che. te ane A rAjAno jamAI che te to temanAthI paNa vadhu mahenatANuM Ape che. pratimAse cosaTha rUpiyA te Ape che. jitazatru tenuM nAma che. * to bhAI ! tuM badhA ja saMkalpa-vikalpano tyAga karIne e rAjA pAse pahoMcI jA. tyAM tAruM jarUra kalyANa thazI ane tArI saghaLI ciMtA dUra thaI jaze." * bhImasene e Aga takano A vAta mATe AbhAra mAnyo. ane tyAM javA mATeno vicAra karato karato te suzIlA ane mArI pAse Avyo. AvIne badhI hakIkata jaNAvI ane pite tyAM javA mAMge che e paNa jaNAvyuM. - A zubha samAcAra jANe suzIlA AnaMdamAM AvI gaI. ane A mATe teNe prabhuno pADa mAnyo. e pachI bhImasene suzIlAne kIdhuM ke - "priye ! tuM mane anumati Ape to huM e nagaramAM jaI AvuM. be traNa mAsamAM to huM pAcho AvI jaIza. tyAM sudhI tuM ane bALako atre ja raheje.' suzIlA zuM javAba Ape? hA pADe to patino viyoga sahana karavo paDato hato. ajANyA nagaramAM ekalA rahI bALakane ucheravA paDatA hatA. ane nA pADatI hatI to duHkha dUra thAya ema na hatuM. AthI teNe kaMI javAba na Apyo. mauna besI rahI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ? 15ra bhImasena caritra - suzIlAne mauna joI bhImasena tene samajAvate bolyo : jarAya ciMtA na karIza. kAryanI siddhi thatAM huM doDatA AvI pahoMcIza. tuM to jANe che ke je mANasa dezAMtara karato nathI, navA navA rItarivAja, navI navI bhASAo ane vividha saMskAro jANato nathI, zAstra vizArada evA paMDitanI je caraNa sevA karato nathI, tevA mANasanI buddhi khIlatI ja nathI. te sadAya saMkucita ja rahe che. jema ghInuM TIpuM pANImAM paDI gayuM hoya to te vistArane pAme che. tema jeo dezAMtara kare che, avanavA mANasenA vividha saMskAra ane rItabhAtonA saMparkamAM Ave che, temanI buddhi vikAsa pAme che. ane jeo tema nahi karatAM ALasa ne pramAdamAM samaya pasAra karI mAtra khoTA ne durbaLa vicAra karI eka ja jagAe paDayA rahe che teo to daridratAne ja vare che. A mATe nItizAstranA vicakSaNa paMDito jaNAve che ke dezavidezamAM pharanArAo, nitya navA navA kautukone juve che ane vepAra karIne ghaNuM dhana kamAIne jayAre teo pitAnA vatana pAchA phare che, tyAre patinA vicagamAM taDapatI teonI patnI temanuM umaLakAthI ne AvegathI svAgata kare che. leke paNa evA puruSane dhanyavAda Ape che ne tenI bhurI bhurI prazaMsA kare che. ' paraMtu je puruSa kAyara banIne mAtra gharamAM ja besI rahe che, kaMI paNa udyama ke prayatna karato nathI evA nirdhana ane P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahi jau beTA ! hAM 153 kaMgALane tenI patnI paNa upekSA kare che, ane tene vyaMga bANathI vadhe che. evA mANase sauthI bhaya pAme che ane bIjAone maLatAM paNa zarama anubhave che. AvA ALasu ne pramAdI jano kuvAnA deDakA jevA hoya che. teo A vizALa duniyAnA Azcaryone kevI rIte jANI zake ane kevI rIte sukhane mANuM zake ? dezAMtara gamana karavAthI rANakapura, bhadrezvara, zaMkhezvara Adi tIrthonI yAtrAno lAbha maLe che. sthAne sthAne navA parica thAya che. aneka avanavA anubhavo maLe che. AthI buddhi vadhe che. vANamAM mIThAza Ave che. temaja aneka prakAre prayatna karavAthI dhanano paNa lAbha maLe che. AvA to aneka lAbho dezATanamAM rahelA che. mATe he bhAminI! eTale kALa tuM mArA viyeganuM duHkha sahana kara. tyAM sudhImAM huM ghaNuM dhana kamAIne pAcho pharIza." jema jema bhImasena dezATananI vAta karato gaye, tema tema suzIlAnuM haiyuM vadhu ne vadhu zoka anubhavavA lAgyuM. patinA virahanA vicAra mAtrathI tenuM aMtara raDI UThayuM, ne te AMsu sAravA lAgI. ane belIH - "he svAmina ! AvA du:khanA samaye Apa amane choDIne cAlyA jAva te kevI rIte cogya gaNAya? je zarIra nirogI hoya to koInI paNa apekSA rahetI nathI. paraMtu P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 154 bhImasena caritra nAtha ! duHkhamAM to kuTuMbIjano upakAraka che. AthI he. vallabha ! amane paNa tamArI sAthe ja laI jAva." - suzIlAnI sAthe AvavAnI vAta sAMbhaLI bhImasena beH "priye! tArI vAta sAcI che. paNa tyAM tamane saune kevI rIte laI javAya ? kAraNa jyAM udaMDa ne uchuMkhala sainikanI sAthe kAma karavAnuM hoya, jyAM teonI ja vastI vadhu hoya, evA sthAnamAM strIne laIne rahevuM yogya nathI. tethI to ghaNI bIjI upAdhi AvI paDe. mATe he valabhe ! eTale samaya tuM prabhunuM smaraNa karatI mArA vicArane sahana karaje. tane khyAla paNa nahi Ave eTalI jhaDapathI. huM dhana kamAIne tarata pAchA pharIza. tuM ahI ApaNuM saMtAnonuM rakSaNa karaje. kAraNa e ja ApaNuM satya dhana che." A vAta cAlatI hatI, tyAM ja devasena ane ketusena raDatA raDatA tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. temanAM vastro jIrNa thaI gayAM hatAM ane AMkhe paNa temanI nisteja banI gaI hatI. vadana to sAva plAna jaNAtAM hatAM. AvatAM ja teoe sIdhuM pUchyuM : "pitAjI! pitAjI! tame amane mUkIne kyAM jAva. che ? dezAMtara karavA to sukhI loko ja jAya che. ane amane mUkIne ja je tame cAlyA javAnA ho, to pitAjI! amAre ziracheda kare ane pachI tame sukhethI gamana kare." putronI AvI vANI sAMbhaLI bhImasenane ghaNuM duHkha. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahi jau beTA ! he 1papa thayuM. tenI IcchA paNa pitAnA bALakane tyajIne javAnI nahatI. paraMtu ema karyA sivAya chuTake ja nahoto. AthI teNe baMne bALakone vahAlathI paMpAnyA. thoDIvAra ramADayA ane temane samajAvIne kahyuM, "nahi jauM beTA ! hAM, nahi jau. tame tamAre sukhethI ArAma karo!" rAta paDatAM ja baMne bALako pitAnA vacana upara zraddhA rAkhIne sUI gayAM, bALakone ghasaghasATa UMghatA joI vahelI savAre bhImasena jA. suzIlA to jAgatI ja paDI hatI. potAnA svAmine jAgelA joI te UbhI thaI. prathama teNe praNAma karyA - bhImasene tenA mAthA para hAtha mUkI AzIrvAda ApyA. ane pachI khUba ja dhImA avAje tene mIThA bolathI badhI sucanAne salAha ApI. ane suzIlA tarapha eka mIThI ne karuNa najara nAMkhI tyAMthI vidAya thaze. suzIlA kaIvAra sudhI bhImasenane jato joI AMsubhInI AMkhe UbhI rahI. prathara P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 17 : prathama grAse vahelI savAranI zItaLa pavana kuMkAto hato. vAtAvaraNa AkhuMya khuzanumA ane prakRlita hatuM. suzIlAnI vidAya laI bhImasene paradezanI vATa pakaDI. prathama teNe bhAvapUrvaka traNa navakAra gaNyA. pachI pUrvadizA sAme UbhuM rahI, be hAtha joDI sImaMdhara bhagavatanI stuti karI. ane pitAnA A kAryamAM saphaLatA maLe tevI vinaMtI karI, navakAra gaNutAM teNe cAlavA mAMDayuM. bhImasenane AzA hatI. arijaya tenuM du:kha dura karI ja deze. AthI AzA ne umaMgathI te jhaDapathI paMtha kApato hato. vahelI savArathI te bapora sudhI cAlato. baporanA koI vAvanA kAMThe ke koI zItaLa vRkSanI chAMya taLe ArAma karato. ane pharI bapora namatAM nIkaLI paDato. rAtanA keI maMdira, dharmazALA ke corA para jamIna upara khUllA AkAzane joto sUI raheto. bhUkha lAge tyAre rastAmAM AvatAM phaLavALA jhADa uparathI phaLa vagere khAI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prathama grAse 157 leto. ane sarovara, nadI ke vAvanuM jaLa pI sudhA zAMta karI leto. - Ama daDamajala karatAM eka divasa pratiSThAna-nagaranA pAdare AvI pahoMcyo. A gAma ane nagarano temaja rastA ane mANasano ajANyo hato. vaLI tene to arijaya rAjAne maLavuM hatuM. AthI teNe pAdara AgaLathI pasAra thatAM eka bhAIne pUchayuM: he mahAnubhAva! huM eka videzI duHkhIyAre jIva chuM. pUrvabhavanA duSkarmanA pariNAme muzIbatamAM AvI paDyo chuM. mane keka dayALu AtmAe jaNAvyuM ke ApanA nagarano rAjA dayALu che. ane te mArA jevA dIna-dukhI. Ano uddhAra kare che. to he sujJa ! mane e narezano bheTo, karavAno upAya batAva." A sAMbhaLIne te bhAI bolyo : "bhadra puruSa ! tuM gaIkAle kema ahI na AvyuM ? hajI gaIkAle ja rAjAno jamAI Avyo hato ane ghaNAne teNe kAma ane dhana ApyuM hatuM. bhAI! tuM eka divasa meDe paDyo chuM. have to tAruM kAma cha mahine ja banaze. tyAM sudhI A nagaramAM rAjAnI vATa je. e sivAya bIjo koI upAya have = tArA mATe nathI." . A sAMbhaLIne te bhImasenanI AMkhe aMdhArA AvavA lAgyA. tenAM gAtre gaLavAM lAgyAM. tenI ekanI eka AzA, upara pANI pharI vaLyuM hatuM. te khinna ane udAsa banI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 158 bhImasena caritra gaye. tenuM haiyuM bhAre banI gayuM. tenuM mana viSAda anubhavavA lAgyuM: arere ! e bhAgya ! tuM keTaluM badhuM niya che ? tAre mane duHkha ja ApavuM che, to have mane meta ja Apa ne ! mRtyunuM duHkha to ghaNuM asahya ane bhAre kahyuM che. te tuM have mane evuM mahAduHkha ja Apa. paNa mane Ama vAraMvAra nirAza ne hatAza karI rIbAva nA. e mArAthI sahana nathI thatuM." mAruM e saubhAgya che ke mane manuSyabhava maLyo che. pUrvabhave kaMI sukRta karyA haze, te mane rAja maLyuM. rAjazaibhava ne rAjasAhyabI maLI. ane huM pUrepUrI prAmANikatAthI kahuM chuM, ke Aja sudhI meM jarAya nIti ane nyAyanuM ullaMghana karyuM nathI. chatAMya Aja mArI kevI kharAba hAlata che ! - mAre jaMgale jaMgala bhaTakavuM paDe che. bhUkhyA. ane tarasyA AthaDavuM paDe che. mArA bALakone paNa mAre khavarAvyA vinA ja suvarAvavA paDe che. ane A badhA ja duHkhamAM mAre mArI patnIne paNa sAthe ghasaDavI paDe che. "arere ! bhagavAna ! mArA duHkhano to kaMI pAra che! na jANe A duHkhomAMthI mArI kyAre mukti thaze ?" Ama viSAdathI bhAre AMtaravyathA anubhavato te tyAM ja besI paDaze. , . . e sivAya te samaye e bIju karI paNa zuM zake P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prathama grAse 158 tema hato ? kAraNa devane tiraskAra karIne mANasa je kArya karavA prayatna kare che, te kArya saphaLa thatuM nathI. jemake cAtakane tRSA lAgavAthI sarovaranA pANImAM cAMca to bole, paNa te paNa tenA peTa sudhI pahoMcatuM ja nathI. gaLAnA chidra vATe te bahAra ja nIkaLI jAya che. AthI cAtakanI tRSA tRpti pAmatI nathI. cAtakanuM karma ja AmAM kAraNabhUta che, vaLI janma to bhAgyazALIone ja prazaMsanIya che, zuravIra, paMDita puruSono nahi. kAraNa ke zuravIra ane paMDita gaNAtAM evA pAMca pAMDavo aneka vidyAmAM vizArada hatA, zastra ane zAstranA jJAtA hatA, toye kauravonI sAthe jugAramAM hArI gayA. bAra bAra varasa sudhI temane vanavAsa seva paDaze. ane aneka duHkhone sahana karavAM paDayAM. paraMtu AthI ema mAnavAnuM kAraNa nathI ke karmanI sattA mAtra pazu ane mAnave upara ja cAle che. are ! tenI sattA to abAdha che. tene mAnava zuM ke pazu zuM. deva zuM ke dAnava zuM. nAno jIva zuM ke meTo jIva zuM. saune te tenA cagya ja phaLa Ape che. temAM jarAya alpa nahi ke adhiku nahi. nahi to kubera bhaMDArI to mahAdevano mitra gaNAto hato. paraMtu te ya mahAdevane sahAya na karI zako. ane mahAdevane mRgacarmathI ja calAvI levuM paDayuM. Ama karmanI sattA AgaLa devonuM paNa kaMI cAlatuM nathI. - ApaNA aMgenuM nirIkSaNa karIe to, tyAM paNa P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 160 bhImasena caritra A karmano nyAya jaNAya che. Akho deha chidravALe che. je madhyabhAgamAM kuTila che, te kAna aneka prakAranA alaMkArone dhAraNa kare che. ane AMkho AkhA zarIranuM eka mahatvanuM aMga ane te sArA ya zarIrane doratuM hovA chatAM tene to mAtra kAjala ja maLe che. kavio kahe che : AvA kuTila svabhAvanA devane dhikakAra he !" sUrya ane caMdra to A jagatanA netra che. temane to niraMtara bhramaNa karavuM paDe che. paLanI ya temane nirAMta maLatI nathI. ekadhAruM temane pharavuM paDe che. - kharekhara daivane oLaMgavA zaktimAna te koI ja nathI. jayAM deva ja eka phaLane ApanAre che, tyAM bhalA bhalA mahArathIo, dhanapatio ke zAha zahenazAhanuM paNa cAlatuM nathI. ane daivanI upekSA karIne kAma karanAranA kAmane te niSphaLa ja banAve che. ane jenuM bhAgya ja suMThayuM hoya, tene keNa sahAya kare? duHkhamAM ane ApattimAM mAta-pitA, bhAI-bena, bhAIbaMdha-stAra, patnI ke putra, game teTalA pitAnI sAthe hoya, to paNa e sau duHkha to pitAne ja sahana karavAM paDe che. temAM keInuM kaMIpaNa cAlatuM nathI. ' juo to kharA ke, kALA ane gaNagaNATa karatA evA kezararaMgathI raMgAyelA bhramarAe kamaLanA phUlanA rasarUpa madhune sukhapUrvaka Aroge che ane rUpa-raMga, raheNI-karaNathI paNa paDe che. tema aA ke, A kamaLana -karaNa P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prathama grAse 161 suMdara gaNAtA evA haMso pANI upara mAtra zevALa khAIne ja jIvana jIve che. * devanI A vicitra lIlA kharekhara kheda upajAve tevI che. vyavahAra, nyAya ane nItinA jANakAra loko Amatema aneka prakAranA vyApAra bhale kare, paraMtu tenuM phaLa keTaluM maLaze, e to eka deva ja kahI zake ! samudranuM maMthana sarva devoe bhegA thaIne karyuM. temAMthI ratno, hIrA, motI vagere sAmAnya deva laI gayA. viSNudeva to aneka manovAMchita bhega ApanAra lakSmIne ja laI gayA ! jyAre zrImAna harahara mahAdevane hAthamAM to bhayaMkara ane haLAhaLa jhera ja AvyuM ! ! AthI paMDito kahe che : daiva ja mANasone zubha athavA azubha phaLa Ape che. jema hajAre gAyono samuha Ubho hoya, chatAMya vAcharaDuM to e samuhamAMthI tenI mAnI pAse ja pahoMcI javAnuM. tema game te bhavamAM bAMdhelA karmo paNa tenA kartAne zodhI ja kADhe che. ane zubhAzubha phaLa Ape che. preraNuM nahi karAyA chatAM paNa vRkSa cogya samaye phaLa ane kula Ape che. paraMtu kALanA kama te ullaMghatA nathI, tema pUrvakAlina karma paNa kALanA kamane ullaMghatA nathI. AthI duHkhanA samaye raDavuM chuM ane harSanA samaye hasavuM zuM ? kAraNa bhavitavyatA pramANe ja pariNAme pragaTa bhI.-11 P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra thAya che. karmonI gati ja evA prakAranI che. temAM pachI harihara hoya ke brahmA hoya ke bIjA koI baLavAna deva hoya te paNa lalATe lakhAyelA lekhane pheravavA koI ja zaktimAna nathI. sajajano hoya, pitA hoya ke putra hoya, bhAI hoya ke sAdara hoya, mAtA hoya ke bahena hoya, paraMtu jyAM bhAgye ja rUThayuM hoya tyAM temAMthI koI ja rakSaNa ApI zakatuM nathI. ' ane mAtra duHkha ja aNadhAryo ne aNacatavyAM Ave che tevuM kaMI nathI, sakhe paNa tevI ja rIte Ave che. AthI deva AgaLa te sau koI pAmara che. bhImasena paNa Aja devanI AgaLa lAcAra banI gayo hato. nahi te e ghaNI AzAthI pratiSThAnapura AvyuM hato. paraMtu jyAM nasIba ja be DagalAM AgaLa hoya tyAM zuM thAya ? P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - ----- 18 phera nakAmo gayo ja - * * * * bhAre viSAdamAM guMgaLAyela bhImasena pratiSThAnanA pAdare meTho hato. ane vicArato hato 'have zuM karavuM ? kayAM javuM? cha mAsano samaya kevI rIte pasAra karavo? tyAM sudhI kene tyAM rahevuM ? keNa mane kAma Ape ? zuM kAma Ape ? keTale pagAra maLe?" gere vagere. tyAM eka anAjano vepArI tyAMthI pasAra thaye. nasAra tenuM nAma hatuM. eka ajANyA paradezIne Ama dAsa ane plAna joI tene karuNA AvI. ane sahRdayatAthI che pUchyuM : 'mahAnubhAva! Apa koNa che ? ane Ama zuM cArI rahyA che?" zeThajI! vicAre te ghaNuM karuM chuM, paNa deva gaLa mArA vicAronuM kaMI ja cAlatuM nathI. kSititiSThita nagaramAMthI AvuM chuM. mane tyAM khabara paDIust * * Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 164 bhImasena cari ke, A nagarano rAjA arijaya gheNe ja dayALu ane paropa che. AthI mArAM duHkha dUra karavA huM ahIM AvyA. mane khabara paDI ke rAjA to hajI gaIkAle ja A cAlyA gaye. have te cha mahine Avaze. e cha mahinA kayAM gALuM? kevI rIte teTale samaya pasAra karuM? huM A nagarano sAva ja ajA chuM.' ema kahI bhIma pitAne pUrvavRtAMta kahyo. dhanasArane bhImasena upara dayA AvI. teNe mamata kIdhuM: "bhAI! hAya e te. bhAgye ja jyAM guDyuM ? tyAM zuM thaI zake? sau jIvo e devane Adhina che. ' tuM muMjhAIza nahi. A cha mAsa mAre tyAM tuM rahe khAje-pIje ane mArI dukAnanuM kAma karaje. UTha ! bhA' UTha. ciMtA cheDI de. ane bhagavAnanuM nAma laI hiM rAkha. aMte sau sArAvAnA thaze." - bhImasenanI ciMtA dUra thaI gaI. dhanasAra " mAnato ane karmanI lIlAthI acaraja ne duHkha pAmatI tene tyAM kAme lAgI gaye. : cha mAsane jatAM vAra zI? jotajotAmAM to e sa. pUro thaI gayo. rAjA arijaya pAcho Avyo. bhIma tarata ja tenI pAse pahoMcI ga ane be hAtha joDI namra vinaMtI karavA lAge P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ phero nakAme gaye 165 - ane Apane zaraNe Avyo chuM. mane zraddhA che, Apa mArA heHkhane dUra karaze ja. Apa mane game te kAma ApIne - mArA A duHkhano aMta kare." bhAI! tuM keNa che? kyAMthI Ave che? e badhI ' mane vigata jaNAva. arijaye kahyuM. - bhImasene badhI vAta jaNAvI. e sAMbhaLI arijaya vicAravA lAgyuM : are ! A to dhUrta mANasa jaNAya che. haripaiNu pAse e zuM karavA nahi gaye hoya? te paNa A mANasane to kAma ApI zake tema che. tema nahi karatAM e - aneka gAunI daDamajala karatAM mArI pAse Avyo che, tenuM : kAraNa zuM ? nakakI AmAM kaMI bheda jaNAya che. AvA ajANyA mANasane huM kAma ApuM to kaI divasa e mAruM = kharAba na kare enI khAtrI zI? nahi, A mANasa upara = dayA karavA jevI nathI." Ama manamAM vicArI teNe = bhImasenane kIdhuM? bhAI! tArI badhI ja vAta meM sAMbhaLI. tAre to - tArA nagaranA rAjA haripeNa pAse ja yAcanA karavI joIe. paNa e yAcanA te tyAM bhale na karI. huM to mArI vAta jANuM. huM tane kaMI ja madada karI zakuM tema nathI. mAre tyAM hamaNAM mANasanI jarUra nathI. mATe bhAI! tAro samaya bagADayA vinA have tuM' bIje prayatna kara." ema belI arijaya cAlyo ga. bhImasene AvI apekSA nahotI rAkhI. te te kAma P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 166 bhImasena caritra maLaze ja ane have sarva duHkhono aMta AvI jaze, evI AzA ane utsAhathI arijayane maLavA Avyo hato. paNa ahIM te ur ja jovA maLyuM. rAjAe jarAya dayA na batAvI. kAmanI spaSTa nA pADI dIdhI. bhImasenanI AzAnA cUrecUrA thaI gayA ane bhAMgelA haiye te dhanasArane tyAM pAchA AvyA. "are! bhImasena ! Ama meM kema utarI gayuM che? zuM rAjAe tAruM kAma na karI dIdhuM ?" dhanasAre pUchyuM. . "zeThajI ! jyAM nasIba ja vAMkuM hoya, tyAM keNa kenuM kAma kare ? badhI kamanI ja lIlA che. karmathI ja mAnavI cakravatI, vAsudeva ane prativAsudeva thAya che. karmanA ja pratApathI mAnavIne sukha ane saMpadA maLe che ane kamanA ja pratApe mAnavI raMka ane dIna bane che. sAruMya jagata A karmanA tAMtaNAthI guMthAyeluM che. jene jevuM pUrve karma karyuM hoya, tevuM teNe tenuM phaLa bhegavavuM paDe che. mArAM paNa karma kuTalAM tyAre ja ne, Aja mAruM kAma na thayuM ne?" bhImasene bhAre vyathita haiye badhI hakIkata jaNAvI. "jevI bhavitavyatA ! bIju zuM ? paNa bhAI! tuM vRthA zaka na karIza. ciMtAmAM tAruM kALajuM bALI na nAMkhIza. hiMmata rAkha. cha mahinA pachI rAjAne jamAI Avaze, tene tuM maLaje. te tAruM duHkha jarUra dUra karaze. tyAM sudhI tuM bhale mArI dukAne ja kAma karaje." dhanasAre bhImasenane AzvAsana ane Azare baMne ApyAM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ phere nakAme gayA bhImasenane DuM baLa maLyuM ane bhAvinI sukhada AzAe samaya pasAra karavA lAge. cha mAsa thatAM ja rAjAne jamAI jitazatru AvyuM. bhImasena tarata ja tenI pAse doDI ga ane pitAnI duHkhakathA kahevA lAgyo. bhAI bhImasena ! tArI badhI vAta meM sAMbhaLI, paNa te e te kahyuM nahi ke tuM ahI keTalA samayathI rahe che ?" jitazatrue pUchayuM. "rAjana ! mane ahIM AvyuM to bAra bAra mAsanAM vahANAM vAI gayAM. ApanI ja rAha joI rahyo hato. reja savAra paDe ne gaNuM eka divasa gayo. have kAle to Avaze ja." to tuM Arijaya narezane kema na maLyo? e te mArA AvatA agAu eka vakhata ahIM AvI gayA hatA. tAre temane maLavuM hatuM ne ?" dayALu prabho ! huM zuM vAta kahuM? mane kahetAM paNa have to zarama Ave che. teone paNa maLe hato ane Apane kahI te badhI ja vigata jaNAvI hatI. bhImasene kIdhuM. te temaNe kaMI ja na karyuM?" jitazatrue AzcaryathI pUchayuM. " nA pratye ! teoe mane kaMI ja madada na karI." bhImasenanA avAjamAM dInatA AvI gaI. "kema ? ema karyuM ?' "prabhe! e te mane zI khabara paDe? temaNe mane P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 168 bhImasena caritra kIdhuM, mAre hamaNAM mANasonI jarUra nathI. basa ATalI ja vAta karI ane teo te cAlyA gayA." bhImasene arijayanI vAta karI. jitazatru e sAMbhaLI vicAramAM paDI gaye. arijaye kema nA pADI haze? e to dayALu che. duHkhIonAM duHkha joI temanuM haiyuM dravI UThe che. to A duHkhIjana para zA mATe dayA nahi karI haya? agAu te kayAreya AvuM nathI banyuM. to Aja Ama kema ? zuM temane te cagya nahi lAgyuM hoya? A mANasa sAcuM nathI kaheto, evuM temane lAgyuM haze? A mANasa pitAne chetare che ema zaMkA thaI haze ? zuM haze ?--Ama aneka vicAre ghaDIkamAM karI nAkhyA. tyAM bhImasena AvabharyA kaMThe bolyo : rAja! Apa te dayALu che, udAra che. Apa te mane nirAza nahi ja karo. Apa game te kAma batAvaze te huM karIza. paNa prabhe! have tame mAro uddhAra kare. huM ApanA zaraNe Avyo chuM." "nahi bhImasena ! e mArAthI have nahi banI zake. huM tArA mATe kazuM ja karI zakuM tema nathI. mAre tArA jevA mANasanI jarAya jarUra nathI." jitazatrue vicArane aMte nakakI karyuM. arijayanareza kaMI vagara vicAre kazuM kare ja nahi. jarUra A mANasamAM temane kaMIka apAtratA ke ayogyatA jaNAI haze, mATe ja temaNe Ane kaMI madada nahi karI hoya. emaNe je ema karyuM hoya te mArAthI tene kevI rIte madada karAya ? P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 196 phere nakAme gayo nahi, moTAe je karyuM che e ThIka ja haze. mAre paNa Ane madada nahi karavI. ema nakkI karI teNe bhImasenane nana bhaNI dIdhe. rAjana ! A Ape zuM kIdhuM ? Apa mane kAma nahi ApI zake? arere ! have mAruM zuM thaze?" paNa bhImasenane A vilApa sAMbhaLavA jitazatru tyAM UbhuM na hatuM. e te nA pADIne tarata ja cAlyo gayo hato. eka mAchalu jora karIne mAchImAranA kaThera hAthamAMthI chaTakI gayuM. paNa te na bacI zakahyuM. tyAMthI chaTakI e jALamAM phasAyuM. e jALane paNa teNe toDI nAMkhI ane pharI mukta thayuM. paNa mukti tenA nasIbamAM hatI ja nahi. tyAMthI AjhAda thayuM te bagalAe tene cAMcamAM pakaDI lIdhuM. ane marI gayuM. hAthInA kuMbhasthaLa upara mAvata aMkuza mArato hato. aMkuzanA mArathI trAsIne temaNe navuM rUpa dhAraNa karavAnuM mana thayuM. ane nArInA vakSa:sthaLa upara te beThA. paNa hAya ! bhAgya tyAM paNa e bicArA zAMti na pAmyA ! puruSanA nakhathI bhedAyA ane hAthathI amaLAyA! - caMdramAM kalaMka, kamaLanALamAM kaMTaka, yuvatine stanabhAra, kezasamuhamAM pakavatA, samudranA jaLanuM apeyapaNu, paMDitanI nirdhanatA ane pAchalI vaye dhanaviveka. kharekhara ! vidhAtA A badhuM jotAM nivivekI ja jaNAya che! P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 170 bhImasena cari vidhinI vakratA ane vicitratAne vicAra karato karato, pitAnA pUrvabhavanA pApane nIdato ane have zuM thaze ? zuM karIza ? evI ciMtAmAM zekAto, bhAMgelA haiye ane page bhImasena dhanasArane tyAM AvyuM. kema bhAI! zuM thayuM ? have to tArAM duHkha darda dUra thaI gayAM ne ?" dhanasAre pUchayuM. zeTha ! nasIba mArAM ghaNAM vAMkA che. huM jyAM jyAM sukhanI AzAe doDuM chuM ne tyAM jaI Ubho rahuM chuM, tyAM tyAM nasIba be DagalAM AgaLa AvIne UbhuM ja rahI jAya che. jitazatrue paNa mane nA pADI. have huM mArA bALako ane patnIne mAruM mAM kevI rIte batAvIza? e bicArAe tyAM kevI rIte jIvatAM haze? bhImasene kakaLatA haiye kIdhuM. ane pachI umeryuM : zeTha! have to basa mAre ahIMthI tarata cAlyA ja javuM joIe. jyAM have kaI AzA nathI, tyAM rahIne vRthA samaya zA mATe vyatita kare ? mATe dayALu ! tame mArA zastro mane pAchAM Apo. huM have ahIMthI cAlyA ja jaIza.' "zenAM zastro ne zI vAta? dhanasAre pAghaDI pheravI. tenA manamAM zetAna vaco. teNe bhImasenanI lAcArIno lAbha uThAvavA mAMDayo. bhImasenane koIpaNa rIte jUTho pADI zakAya te ja tene ApavAnA pagAramAMthI bacI zakAya. ane eTaluM dhana bacI zake. Ama dhananA pApe teNe bhImasenane AMkha pheravIne vAta karI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAre tyA mAMge cheA lakhaNa che na phere nakAme gayo 171 tane duHkhI jANIne eka to meM tArA para dayA karI ane have tuM mArA gaLe paDe che? tane te kaMI lAja zarama che ke nahi? mAro pADa mAnave to bAju upara rahyo ane have mArA para ALa mUke che? kharekhara ! tuM to badamAza mANasa lAge che. nahi to arijaya ane jitazatru tane madada na kare? bhAImAM te lakhaNa che nahi ane have mArI pAse zastro mAMge che? jA, bhAI ! jA. tuM tAre raste paDa. mAre samaya have barabAda na kara." bhImasenano tIraskAra karIne dhanasAra zeTha pitAnA kAme cAlI gayA. bhImasena te A navI upAdhithI vadhu DaghAI gayo. hajI jitazatrunI nirAzAnA ghAthI vAgelI kaLa mAMDa mAMDa zamI hatI, tyAM dhanasAre eka vadhu AghAta Ape. tenuM haiyuM chinnabhinna thaI gayuM. marama kALajhALa gusso vyApI gaye. paNa paristhiti samajIne viveka rAkhI teNe saMyama rAkhyuM. ane udAsa ane hatAza haiye tyAMthI nIkaLI paDayo. - nokarInI AzAthI viphaLa thavAthI dhananI ciMtA to hatI ja. have bhImasenane patnI ane bALakonI ciMtA thavA lAgI. teo zu karatAM haze ? suzIlA bicArI kayAM kAma karatI haze? devasena ane ketusenanuM zuM thayuM haze? teone niyamita bhejana maLatuM haze? temanI pAse paheravA pUratAM kapaDAM haze? ThaMDInI rAtamAM oDhavAM jADAM koI sAdhana haze ! na jANe A eka varasamAM te badhAMnI zI dazA thaI haze? P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 172 bhImasena caritra kALaju bALI nAMkhe ane jIvanane mRtaHpAya karI nAkhe evI bhImasenanI dazA hatI. dazA zenI? avadazA ja hatI. chatAMya samabhAvathI e paMtha kApe jato hato. ane bhUkhyA tarasyA e daDamajala karate hato. ghaNA divaso bAda sapharathI thAkela, tRSA ne sudhAthI pIDAyele, nirAza ane hatAza bane te potAnA ghara AgaLa AvIne eka rAte Ubhe rahyo. makAnanI pAchaLanA bhAgamAM eka jALIyuM hatuM. temAMthI e pitAne saMsAra jevA lAge. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19: suzIlAne saMsAra bApanA rAjamAM na samAya paNa mAnA reTIMyAmAM samAya. bhImasena rAjA hato. rAjagRha upara tenI amApa sattA cAlatI hatI. bAraNe hAthI jhulatA hatA, gharamAM suvarNa hIMcaLA hIMcatA hatA. eka kahetAM hajAra vastu hAjara ! karanArA hajAre dAsadAsIo hatAM. kazI vAtanI kamInA na hatI. aDhaLaka sAhyabI hatI, aparaMpAra sukha hatuM. zAMtithI teno saMsAra cAlyA jate hato. paNa vidhinI vaka najare e badhuM ja jhuMTavAI gayuM. rAja gayuM. vaibhava ga. zAMti gaI. e sukha ane cena cAlyAM gayAM. bhImasena rastAnA rajhaLu bhikhArI je banI ga. eka gAmathI bIje gAma dara daranI Theko khAtAM te pitAnA parivArane laIne bhaTakavA lAgyo. kSitipratiSThita nagaramAM AvyuM. tyAM thoDA samaya rahyo. nasIbanuM pAMdaDuM te ce na pharakayuM. ane eka vahelI savAre sUtA bALakone mUkI, patnInI azrubhInI yAda laIne e nIkaLI paDaze. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 174 bhImasena caritra eka ja AzAe, ghaNuM dhana kamAIza. duHkha ane dAridratAne daphanAvI daIza. A rajhaLapATane aMta ANI daIza. patnInI azrubhInI yAda laIne e nIkaLI paDe. e AzA ThagArI nIvaDI. deve tenA upara jarAya maherabAnI na karI. dura banI teNe bhImasenane bhAMgI nAMkhe. bhImasena hatuM te ne te ja pAcho pharyo. potAnI patnI ane bALakone maLavA adhIrA banya. paNa hAya ! tyAM to kALaju kaMpI UThe tevuM dazya hatuM. khUlI jamIna upara eka kaMtAna pAthareluM hatuM. kaMtAnanAM reseresA bahAra dekhAtAM hatAM. ane pavananA sapATAthI Amatema uDatAM hatAM. - phATelA e kaMtAna upara bhImasenano sAro ya saMsAra sUto have, suzIlA ADe paDakhe jamaNI bAju pharIne sUtI hatI. tenuM meM bhImasenane spaSTa dekhAtuM hatuM. AMkho UMDI utarI gaI hatI. AMkhane nIcene bhAga kALe paDI gaye hato. tyAM be-cAra ADI avaLI karacalIo paDI gaI hatI. gAla sAva besI gayA hatA. tene asalane gulAbI raMga ekadama UDI gayo hato. jaDabAnAM be hADakAM ekadama vartAtAM hatAM. kezakalApa chUTa hato. vALa lUkhA ane rUkSa banI gayA hatA. jamIna upara paDele hAtha sAva kaMgALa jaNAte hato. tenA upara paherelAM sahAgakaMkaNu vAre vAre sarI jatAM hatAM ane khUba ja pilANa rahetuM hatuM. chAtI sAva cImaLAI gaI hatI. zarIra P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ suzIlAne saMsAra 175 AkhuM kRza thaI gayuM hatuM. tenA upara DhAMkelAM vastro barAbara na hatAM. ghaNI jagAethI te phATelAM hatAM ane suzIlAnA eka vakhatanA apratima saundaryanI cADI khAtAM hatAM. bhImasene joyuM. suzIlA nahi paNa suzIlAnuM jIvata hADapiMjara sUtuM hatuM. tenA haiyAe bhAre niHzvAsa nAkhe. | devasena ane ketusenanA dehanuM varNana to kahyuM jAya tevuM nahotuM. baMnenAM DAcAM sAva besI gayAM hatAM. chAtInI eka eka pAMsaLI gaNI zakAya tevI hatI. ughADA zarIre baMne TUMTIyuM vALIne sUI rahyA hatA ane pavana satata phUMkAI rahyo hato. ziyALAne ThaMDo pavana keInI paNa zarama bhare ? ThaMDI havAthI baMne prajI rahyA hatA. suzIlAne deha paNa ThaMDIthI kAMpato hato. tyAM ketusena jhabakIne jAgI UThI. "mA! mA !" ema kahI raDavA lAge. | ketunA raDavAthI suzIlA paNa jAgI gaI. devasena paNa beTho thaI gae. suzIlAe ketusenane godamAM letAM hAlathI paMpALI pUchayuM : "zuM thayuM beTA ! kema raDe che ? mA! mane bhUkha lAgI che, kaMI khAvAnuM Apane." beTA ! atyAre kaMI khavAya ? hajI to rAta ghaNuM bAkI che. savAre ApIza hAM, sUI jA mArA lAla ! sUI jA." suzIlAe ketusenane thAbaDo. nA, mA ! tuM jUThuM bole che. kAle paNa te ema ja kIdhuM hatuM. Aje savArathI te atyArasudhI te mane kaMI ja P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 176 kema kaNa nathI AvatAba ja bhUkha lAgI adhadhu khAdhuM bhImasena caritra khAvA nathI ApyuM ane kAle paNa meM adhupardha khAdhuM hatuM. mA ! mA ! mane khUba ja bhUkha lAgI che. bhUkhane lIdhe UMgha paNa nathI AvatI. mane khAvA Apane mA ! Ama kema kare che ? mane bhUkhe zA mATe mAre che?" ketusene raDatAM raDatAM kIdhuM. kAle jarUra ApIza beTA! Aje ja DuM nathI letI. kole paNa jUhuM nahotI bolI. paraMtu je ghare huM kAma karuM, chuM, te zeThe mane kaMI ja na ApyuM, AthI mAre tane Aje bhUkhya rAkhavo paDaye beTA ! paNa have kAle tema nahi thAya. bIja zeThe mane kAle leTa, ghI ne sAkara vagere ApavA kahyuM che. e Apazene eTale jarUrathI tane savAre garama garama raI khavaDAvIza, he beTA! atyAre tuM sUI jA." suzIlAe ketune paTAvatA kahyuM. paNa mA! have mArAthI nathI sahana thatuM. Ama kayAM sudhI cAlaze ? ketue raDatAM raDatAM ja kIdhuM. "beTA! have bahu divase ApaNe A duHkha nathI sahana karavAnuM. tArA pitAjI paradeza gayA che ne, te have AvatA ja haze. e khUba khUba dhana laIne Avaze, pachI te tane huM rojaroja mIThAI khavaDAvIza. sArAM sArAM kapaDAM paherAvIza. tane ramavA ramakaDAM lAvI ApIza." paNa mA! pitAjI te cha mahinAmAM pAchA AvavAnuM kahI gayA hatA. hajI cha mahinA nathI thayA mA !" ramakaDAM ne khAvAnI vAta sAMbhaLI ketasena zAMta thaI gaye. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ suzIlAne saMsAra 177 cha mahinA te kayAranA ya thaI gayA beTA ! paNa zI khabara e kema nahi AvyA hoya ? mane paNa temanI reja satata ciMtA thAya che. zuM thayuM haze emane ? e sAjAsaravA te haze ne ? e tyAM sukhI to haze ne ? zuM karatA haze? kayAM khAtA-pItA haze ? kayAM rahetA haze ? AvA AvA to beTA ! hajAro vicAra mane Ave che. temanI rAha joI joIne have te mArI AMkhe paNa thAkavA AvI che. divase gaNIgaNIne te mArA veDhA paNa ghasAIne duHkhavA AvyA che, paNa beTA! tuM ciMtA na karIza he! tArA pitAjI have thoDA ja divasamAM AvI jaze. atyAre have tuM sUI jA." suzIlAe ketusenane thAbaDIne sUvarAvavA mAMDe. DIvAramAM ketusena UMghI go. mAnA hAthamAM ja ekamAtra evo jAdu che, je tene sparza thatAM ja bhUkhyuM bALaka paNa nirAMte UMghI jAya che. ketusena paNa suzIlAne vAtsalyabharyo sparza pAmatAM ja ghasaghasATa UMgha anubhavavA lAgyo. - tyAM devasena phariyAda karavA lAgyuM: "mAmA! mane kaMI oDhADa ne, mane bahu TADha vAya che." - suzIlAe tarata ja UbhA thaIne pitAnI nIce pAthareluM phATeluM kaMtAna tenA upara oDhADayuM ane je eka jALiyuM ughADuM hatuM, tenI bArI baMdha karI dIdhI ane pachI pite jamIna upara ja sUI gaI. * paNa ema UMgha zenI Ave? eka to bahAra sAta bhI. 12 P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 178 bhImasena caritra ThaMDI hatI. divasabharanA kAmane tene thAka hato. babe divasathI teNe kaMI khAdhuM na hatuM. bhUkhathI peTa cIso pADatuM hatuM bALake bicArAM bhUkhyA tarasyAM sUtAM hatAM. pati paradeza hato. kAle zuM bALakane khAvA ApIza tenI saLagatI zilpa hatI. A badhAne lIdhe te sUI na zakI. te beThI beThI prabhune phazciAda karavA lAgI. sazIlAne jALiyA pAse AvatI joI bhImasena ja khasI gayo. bArI baMdha thaI javAthI have kaMI jevAM maLavAnuM na hatuM, chatAMya tenI phATamAMthI te prayatna karavA lAgyA. bArInI phATamAMthI joyuM to suzIlAnI AMkhamAM AMsu dadaLatAM hatAM ane e vidhAtAne pUchatI hatI : arere ! vidhAtA ! tuM kema ATale badhe phura amArA para zu che ? tArA haiyAmAM dayAne jarA ya chAMTo nathI rahyo che zA mATe tuM amane Ama roja roja rIbAve che?" ane tAre je :kha ja devuM che, te e tamAma duHkha mane ekalIne ja Apane. bicArAM A phUla jevA kemI bALakone tuM zA mATe duHkhathI dajhADe che? e nirdoSa saMtAnoe tAro ze aparAdha karyo che? ane mAna ke teoe tAre kaMI avinaya ke aparAdha karyo hoya to teonI sajA tuM mane kara. mane satAva. mane zikSA kara. paNa e bicArA bApaDAone tuM zA mATe bhUkhe mAre che zA mATe huM temane ThaMDImAM thIjavI nAkhe che? zA mATe tuM emanAM UMdha-ArAma ne AnaMda chInavI le che ? P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ suzIlAne saMsAra 179 vidhAtA ! kaI mAtA pitAnA bALakone duHkhI joI zake ? mArAthI emanuM duHkha nathI sahana thatuM. . kayAM e rAjakuLanAM saMtAno? eka vakhata teo chatrapalaMgamAM paDhatAM hatAM, mevA-miThAI AregatAM hatAM, senAnA jhUle jhUlatAM hatAM. hIrA-matInA ramakaDe ramatAM hatAM. kInakhAba ane jarInAM kapaDAM paheratAM hatAM. eka karatAM ekavIsa vastu temane maLatI hatI. AjJA paNa nahotI karavI paDatI. vagara kIdhe ja badhuM temane maLI jatuM hatuM. sadAya AnaMda ane mastImAM rahetAM hatAM. rAta paDe nirAMte sUI jatAM hatAM. savAre UThI pharI khelakUdamAM paDI jatAM hatAM. ane jyAM AjanAM mArAM A bALako kahe che vidhAtA bhUkhe uThADe che paNa bhUkhe sUvAta nathI.' vidhAtA ! huM tane pUchuM chuM kyAM che tAre A nyAya? mArA bALaka babbe divasathI bhUkhyAM ja sUI jAya che ane bhUkhyAM ja UThe che ane jyAre temane khAvAnuM maLe che tyAre paNa te lUkhuM-sUkuM, eThuM--jUhuM: ' are o vidhAtA ! tuM mArA bALake pAchaLa zAM mATe paDa che? temane bicArAone te sukhe jIvADa. temane rAja na Ape to kaMI nahi. senAnA jhale na jhalave te ce kaMI nahi. temane masAlA dUdha ne bhAre mIThAI na khavaDAve to kaMI nahi, temane paheravA kiMmatI piSaka ne Ape to kaMI nahi, paNa temane nirAMte be TaMkano lUkhosUke roTale to roja Apa. temane paheravAM pUratAM kapaDAM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 180 bhImasena caritra te Apa. temane nirAMtanI UMgha te Apa. zaizavanA nido AnaMda ane mastI te Apa. . vidhAtA ! tArI nirdayatAnI A badhI vAta mAM kone kahevI ? A badhu du:kha jANe tane ochuM hatuM, te te mArA svAmIne paNa bahAra paradeza mokalI dIdhA. temane vinA te mArI dazA jaLa vinAnI mAchalI jevI thaI gaI che. cha mAsamAM ja teo pAchA AvavAnuM kahI gayA hatA A ja to bAra bAra mAsanAM vahANAM vahI gayAM vidhAtA haju paNa mane temanAM darzana nathI thayAM. * vidhAtA !' kayAM che mArA svAmI ? kayAM che e kahe. teo jyAM che tyAM sukhI to che ne ? temanuM zarIra to sAruM che ne? tyAM e zuM kare che ? vAyado ApIne paNa hajI te kema pAchA AvyA nathI ? are o ! nirdu vidhAtA ! mane kaMIka to javAba Apa." patinI yA suzIlA vadhu vyagra banI gaI. bolatAM bolatAM tenAthI mATe avAje raDI paDAyuM. bhImasenanI AMkhamAMthI te codhA AMsu dadaLI rahyAM hatAM. pitAnA parivAranI A dazA je tenuM haiyuM aMdarathI poka mUkIne raDatuM hatuM. a mAnA raDavAno avAja sAMbhaLI baMne bALako jAga gayAM ane pUchavA lAgyAM : "mA! mA ! tuM kema raDe che ' tane zuM thayuM che? mA ! " - bALakone jAgI gayelAM joI suzIlAe potAnA zokane saMbhALI lIdho ane jhaDapathI pitAnAM AMsu lUchI nAkhyA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 181 - suzIlAne saMsAra = ane bolI: "kaI nahi beTA ! kazu nathI thayuM, huM kyAM raDuM chuM ? e to A AMkhamAM kaMI paDayuM che. eTale tamane = ema lAge che. pitAnAM bALake pitAnI vedanA na jANuM jAya eTale suzIlA jUThuM bolI. . * "nA mA ! tuM asatya bole che. tArI AMkho ja kahe e che ke tuM khUba raDI che, mA ! tuM zA mATe jUThuM bole che ? - mane sAcuM kahene." devasene kIdhuM. =' "he mA huM rahuM chuM ne khAvAnuM mAMDyuM che eTale tuM raDe che? to nA raDIza mA! huM nahi have, - have khAvA paNa nahi mAMguM, basa. have tuM raDIza nahi hAM." = ketusena bolI UThe. : : ''nA beTA ! nA. ha tArA khAvAnA mAMgavAthI nathI raDatI ha. tuM tAre nirAMte sUI jA mAre lAla ! " ketune chAtI sarasa cAMpatAM suzIlAe gaLagaLA sAde kIdhuM. - "mA ! tane mArA pitAnI yAda Ave che? tenI tane : ciMtA thAya che ? mA ! tane zuM thAya che! tuM Ama udAsa kema che? Ama tuM vArevAre ni:zvAsa kema nAMkhe che ?" | devasene pharI pUchyuM. te jarA vadhu samajadAra ane sahanazIla hato. mAnuM duHkha tenAthI sahana na thayuM. hA beTA ! tArA pitAnI yAda Ave che. temanI - mane ciMtA thAya che. e kema haja na AvyA ? mArgamAM - kaMI amaMgaLa to nahi banyuM hoya ne ? AvA AvA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - 182 bhImasena caritra vicArathI mArAthI raDI paDAya. che! mAe ardhA sAcA khulAso karyo." - "mAtuM nakAmI ciMtA kare che. pitAjI te have eka be divasamAM ja AvI pahoMcaze. tuM dhIraja rAkha. ATalA mahinA rAha joIne te ApaNe kADhayA. have zuM be cAra divasa nahi nIkaLI jAya?" devasene mAne AzvAsana ApavA mAMDayuM. bicAre bhImasena ! bahAra Ubho Ubhe e A badhuM sAMbhaLI rahyo hate. eka eka zabda tenuM haiyuM valevAI jatuM hatuM. e vicArato hato : Aha ! mArA AgamananI A lake keTalI AturatAthI rAha joI rahyAM che ! Aja Avaze kAla Avaze. ema ja mArI vATa jue che, ne kevI kevI AzAe bAMdhIne divaso pasAra kare che ? -. ane jyAre A badhAM jANaze ke huM AvI gayo chuM ne khAlI hAthe pAcho pharyo chuM, tyAre na jANe emanA AzAbharyA haiyA upara zuM ne zuM ce vItaze ? bALakonA aramAna upara te vIjaLI ja tUTI paDaze. suzIlAnuM haiyuM paNa bhAMgI jaze. ane mArA maLavAthI to teo sAva ja bhAMgI paDaze. temanA aMtarane bhAre dhakako lAgaze. kharekhara mane dhikAra che! mArA janmane dhikkAra che! puruSa je puruSa thaIne paNa huM khUda mArA ekalAnuM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ suzIlAne saMsAra 183 paNa have te pUruM karI zakuM tema nathI. tyAM mArA A saMsAranuM te kevI rIte pUruM karI zakuM? meM AjasudhI puruSArtha karavAmAM jarAya bAkI nathI = rAkhyuM. paNa deve sadAya mArI sAthe chetarapIMDI karI che. teNe mane sadAya duHkhanI ja bheTa dharI che. kharekhara deva mAruM sAva ja meM pheravIne beThuM che. mArA sukhanI e satata upekSA ja kare che. mane eNe sadAya aNamAnIte ja mAnIne rAkhyo che. ane mArI sAthe sAthe mArA A parivArane paNa teNe duHkhamAM pIsavAnuM bAkI nathI rAkhyuM. have huM zuM karuM? mArAM bALakone kevI rIte sukhI karuM ? patnIne kevI rIte zAMti ApuM? nirdhana ane aki. cana huM tene kevI rIte sukha ane zAtA ApI zakIza? arere! AvA jIvana karatAM te mRtyu ja ghaNuM sAruM. mATe he mArA bhAgyavidhAtA ! have mArI A jIvAdorI TUMkI karI nAMkha ane mane mota Apa. mArA A dukhone ethI aMta lAva. A duHkha ne yAtanA have huM nathI joI zakato nathI temAMthI ugarI zakavAne koI upAya che. tema ja nathI e badhuM sahana karI zakato. mATe prabho ! have te tArI pAse be hAtha joDI eka ja yAcanA karuM chuM. "tuM have mane meta Apa." bhImasena mRtyuno vicAra karatA tyAMthI dUra bhAgavA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #195 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 184 bhImasena caritra lAge. ane bhAgate bhAgato nagaranI bahAra nIkaLI gaye. tyAM eka vaDa nIce jaIne Ubho rahyo. - vaDanI vaDavAIo phaNidhara nAganI jema nIce labaDI rahI hatI. e joIne bhImasene vicAra karyo. A vaDavAIo mAre uddhAra karI zakaze. mArA gaLA pharatI e vIMTaLAIne mArA duHkhane nAza karI zakaze ane mArA jIvanane paNa aMta ANaze. lImasene A duHkhI jiMdagIno aMta lAvavAno pAka nirNaya karI lIdhuM. have meta be AMgaLa ja cheTu che, ema samajIne aMta samaya sudhArI levA mana-vacana ane kAyAne ekAgra karI vItarAga devanuM samaraNa karavA lAgyA. ghaNA ja utkaTa bhAvathI namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM thaDA samaya mATe pArAyaNa karyuM. ane pachI pitAnA jIvana daramiyAna je kaMI jANatAM ajANatAM sthaLa ane sUma aparAdhe karyA hoya tene yAda karavA lAgyo. ane jagata samastanA jIvone udezIne e pragaTa kahevA lAgyA : " he jIvarAzIo ! meM ajJAnatAthI, ALasa ke pramAda vaza banIne tamArA aneka aparAdha karyA haze, tamane duHkha ApyuM haze, saMtApyA haze, tamArA AtmAne dubhAvyuM haze. tamArA aMtarane kaleza karAvyuM haze. mArA keI kArya ne vicArane lIdhe tamAre A ane raudra dhyAna karavuM paDyuM haze. e sarva pApanI huM Apa saunI namra bhAve kSamA mAguM chuM, mArA e tamAma aparAdhane tame sau mApha karaje. * lIdhe ii huM Aja P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #196 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ suzIlAne saMsAra mArA upara Apa sauno ghaNe ja upakAra che. huM tamArA sarvane RNI chuM. Aja huM tene jarAya badalo cUkavI zakuM tema nathI. AthI tame mArA upara dayA ane karuNuM varSAvI mArA e RNa bhAramAMthI mane mukta karaje. meM A janmamAM ghaNAM bhayaMkara duHkhe anubhavyAM che. e mATe huM tamArAmAMthI koIneya doSa deto nathI. mArA ja karmanuM e phaLa che. pUrvabhavanA koI azubha karmanA pari. NAme A bhavamAM mAre e badhuM bhegavavuM paDayuM che. AthI temAM huM tamArA koIne aparAdha jete nathI. huM have maraNane zaraNa thAuM chuM, tyAre huM aDhAra lAkha, vIsa hajAra ekasone vIsa vAra mithyA dukRta mAguM chuM. ' he arihaMta bhagavaMta! tamone namaskAra thAo. he siddha paramAtmA ! tamane mArA praNAma ha ! he prAtaH smaraNIya pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta ! huM tamane praNipAtu chuM. ane he sarva lokanA muni zramaNa bhagavaMta ! mArA tamane A AkharanA chelalA chelalA namana." Ama prabhuprArthanA karI bhImasene pitAnA gaLA pharatI vaDavAIone vIMTALavA mAMDI. ane kasa kasIne bAMdhI dIdhI. ane pachI pote addhara jhUlavA lAgyo. ane matanI vATa jetA navakAramaMtranuM raTaNa karavA lAge. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20 meta paNa na AvyuM - puruSArtha ane prArabdhanA be cakothI A jIvana cAle che. be cako barAbara hoya che te jIvana sIdhI gatie saDasaDATa cAlyuM jAya che. paNa temAMthI je eka paNa caka bagaDe che te jIvana paNa Dagamaga cAle che. ane temAMya je prArabdhanuM caka saheja bagaDeluM hoya che te te samajavuM ke jIvananuM AvI ja banyuM. e cakanI theDI paNa kharAbI jIvanane gabaDAvI nAMkhe che, bhAMgI nAMkhe che ne tene zINuMvIzIrNa karI nAMkhe che. " jIvana che temAM duHkha paNa Ave che ane sukha paNa. jevAM mAnavInAM zubhAzubha kama tevuM tene phaLa maLe che. azubha karmane ja jyAre udaya hoya che tyAre jIvanamAM duHkhanI vaNajhAra cAlI Ave che. A duHkhothI mAnava raDe che, vilApa kare che, bhAgyane doSa de che ane aneka rIte duone dUra karavA e prayatna kare che. paraMtu azubha karmo jyAre sasa jevA cIkaNuM bAMdhyA hoya che tyAre duHkha paNa charI banIne jIvanane vaLagI rahe P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #198 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meta paNa na AvyuM 187 che. mAnavI tethI trAhya trAhya pokArI jAya che. tenAthI gabharAIne, trAsIne, akaLAIne tenAthI chUTavA AtmahatyA karavA taiyAra thAya che. na jANe jIvanane eka jhATake kApI nAMkhavAnuM potAnA hAthamAM na hoya, ema te prayatna kare che. ghAsaleTa chAMTe che, viSa ghaLe che, khUba UMcethI paDatuM mUke che, kUve pUre che, jIbha kacare che. cAlatI gADIe paDatuM mUke che. AvA hajAra hajAra prayatna mAnavI duHkhathI trAsIne kare che. paNa mAMgyuM mota je maLatuM hoya ane duHkhamAMthI chuTakAro maLI jato hoya te te joIe ? te te duniyAmAM badhA sukhI ja mANase na vasatA hota? bhImasene paNa mata mAMgI lIdhuM hatuM. duHkhathI kAyama mATe chuTakAro meLavI levA gaLe phAMsa nAMkhIne motanI rAha jeto hato. paNa mAMgyuM mota keIne ya maLyuM che? te bhImasenane maLe ? e ja samaye eka zeTha tyAM paDAva nAMkhIne paDayA hatA. temanA paDAva pAse tApaNuM bhaDabhaDa saLagI rahyuM hatuM. ThaMDI sakhta hatI ane sau tenI garamIthI rAhata anubhavI rahyA hatA. tApaNunI agnizIkhAthI cAre bAju ajavALuM jaNAtuM hatuM. e ajavALAmAM zeThanI najara bhImasena tarapha gaI temaNe dUrathI joyuM. eka mAnavI gaLe phAMse nAkhI potAnA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #199 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 188 bhImasena caritra jIvanano aMta ANI rahyo che. ghaDIne ya vilaMba karyA vinA talavAra laIne doDayA. temanuM haiyuM karuNAthI : dravI rahyuM hatuM. dRzya ja evuM hatuM ke sahRdaya AtmAnuM aMtara pIgaLI UThe, raDI UThe. : : ' ' ' * zeDa te jaina dharmanA custa anuyAyI hatA. temanuM ahiMsaka hRdaya e dazya jIravI na zakayuM. vegathI doDatA e bhImasena pAse AvI pahoMcyAM ne tarata ja talavAranA eka ja ghAthI vaDavAIno pAza kApI nAMkhyo. ane bhImasenane paDato jhIlI lIdhe. nIce saMbhALathI tene mUkI gaLAnA phAMsAne kADhI nAMkhyo ane bhImasenane pavana nAMkhavA lAgyA. eTalAmAM to zeDanA bIjA sAthIdAre paNa tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. ane eka mANasane Ama bharajuvAnImAM ApadhAta karatA joI arerATI anubhavavA lAgyA. phAsa eTale phase. e te tenuM kAma kare che. e jaDane thoDI buddhi hoya che, ke e vicAra kare, ke A mANasane mArI naMkhAya ane pelA mANasane na mArI naMkhAya. e te tenA svabhAva pramANe kAma kare ja. . phAMse khAvAthI bhImasenano zvAsa rUMdhAvA lAgyA. nADIo tUTavA lAgI. gaLu saMkecAI gayuM. AMkhanA DeLA cakara vakara ghUmavA lAgyA. kapALanI nase taMga banIne sUjha gaI. mAthAnA vALa UbhA thaI gayA. hAtha DhIlA paDI gayA. chAtImAM guMgaLAmaNa thavA lAgI. paraMtu bhImasene A kazAyanI paravA na karI. kAraNa tene mana A thoDI ja paLenuM duHkha P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #200 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mata paNa AvyuM 189 hatuM. ghaDI pachI te e saghaLA duHkhane, jIvana samastanI yAtanAne aMta AvavAno hato. paNa vidhAtAe bhImasena mATe kaMI judu ja nirmANa karyuM hatuM. teNe sukha mAMgyuM to duHkha ApyuM. bhikha mAMgI te tiraskAra Apo. nokarI mAMgI te bekArI ApI.are ! mata mAMgyuM te eNe jIvana ApyuM. keI vAte ya vidhAtA tenI tarapheNa nahatI karatI. e kaI judA ja mijAjamAM hato. bhImasenane teNe motanA mukhamAMthI pAcho dhakelI dIdho. zeThe AvIne tenA upara dayA karI. popakAra karyo. kahyuM che ke, pArakAnA bhalA mATe je prayatna nathI karatA teono janma niSphaLa ja che. mATe mAnavIe potAnAthI bane te tamAma rIte sAmA mANasa upara jarUrathI upakAra karavo. paropakAra karavA jatAM prANanI Ahuti devI paDe te paNa daI devI. kAraNa paropakAra karavA jatA thatuM maraNa zreSTha che. ane vidhAtAe sUrya, caMdra, vRkSo, nadI, gA ane sajanonuM sarjana paropakAra mATe ja karyuM che. have je mANaso anyane upakAra nathI karatA, tenAthI te jaMgalamAM ugeluM ghAsa paNa uttama che, e ghAsa jevuM ghAsa paNa potAnA prANanuM balidAna daI pazuonuM poSaNa kare che. laDAImAM laDatAM sainikonuM te rakSaNa kare che. - zrI janArdane eka vakhata kAMTo laIne paropakAra ane mukitane tanyAM ane temaNe nakakI karyuM ke mukita karatAM paNa papakAra bahumUlya che. ane A mATe ema kahevAya P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #201 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 190 bhImasena caritra ke paropakAra karavA mATe ja zrI janArdane daza daza avatAra dhAraNa karyA. A jIvalokamAM sau potAnAM sukha ane svArtha mATe ja bahudhA jIve che. paNa jeo paropakAra mATe ja jIve che, teonuM jIvana ja sAcuM jIvana che. bAkI paropakArahIna manuSyanuM jIvana to dhikkArapAtra che. ane mANasa karatAM te pazuo vadhAre upakArI che. jIvatAM te mANasenA aneka prakArano bhAra vahana kare che. ane mRtyu bAda teo pitAnuM cAmaDuM, hADakAM, dAMta, zIMgaDAM vagere ApIne paNa bhaluM kare che. paropakArathI prerAIne to vRkSe pitAnAM amRta tulya phaLa Ape che. A mATe teone aneka prakAranuM kaSTa sahana karavuM paDe che. mANasanA mArene paNa vadhAva paDe che. chatAMya phaLa ApavuM e pitAnuM kartavya che, ema samajI teo AnaMdathI phaLa Ape che. gAye pitAnA saMtAnane kakaLatuM ne bhAMbharatuM rAkhIne paNa dUdha ApI upakAra kare che. govALa tenA AMcaLane aneka rIte masaLe che ne duHkha Ape che, paraMtu paropakArI gAya e duHkhane jarAya mana upara letI nathI. ane paropakAramAM AnaMda mANe che. - phaLe Ave che tyAre vRkSo nIcA name che. pANIbharyA vAdaLo paNa nIcAM Ave che. te ja rIte satparuSe samRddhithI anuddhata ane vinamra bane che. paropakArIone A sahaja svabhAva che. kAna dharmazravaNathI zobhe che, kuMDalathI nahi. hAtha P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #202 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 191 meta paNa na AvyuM supAtradAnathI zobhe che, kaMkaNathI nahi. zarIra paNa parepakAranA parasevAthI zobhe che, caMdanathI nahiM. - sUrya kamaLane vikasIta kare che. caMdra kairava samuhane vikasIta kare che. pRthvI upara megha pANe varasAve che. A mATe sUrya, caMdra ane pRthvI, keInI mAMgaNI ke yAcanA, vinaMtI ke prArthanAnI rAha nathI jotA. te potAnI meLe ja, A mAre karavAnuM ja che, karavuM ja joIe samajIne tenuM kAma kare che. sajajane ane puruSone svabhAva paNa evo ja hoya che. bhImasene to mRtyune AliMgana karyuM hatuM. te kaMI koInI pAse bhikha mAMgavA nahote gaye, ke are ! mane koI mata Ape. ane gaLe phAMso khAdhe tyAre paNa teNe bUma nahotI mArI ke, "bacAvo ! bacAve ! huM marI rahyo chuM !" - zeThe dUrathI e dazya joyuM. temane paropakArI AtmA tarata ja tyAM deDI Avyo. ane bhImasenane mRtyunA duHkhamAMthI ugArI lIdhuM. zeThe tene pavana nAMkhyo. zItaLa jaLano chaMTakAva karyo. hAtha-paga dabAvyA. mAthe paMpALe. vAMse hAlathI hAtha pheravya. baMdha moMmAM dhIme dhIme pANI pAyuM. A badhI kriyAthI dhIre dhIre bhImasena bhAnamAM Avate gaye. duHkhathI te te marI ja gayo hato. mana te tenuM kayAranuM ya marI gayuM hatuM. paNa dehane prANa nahote gaye. eka teNe ja sAcI vaphAdArIpUrvaka teno sAtha pakaDI rAkhyo hato. . P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #203 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 192 bhImasena caritra - thoDuM bhAna AvatAM ja bhImasene AMkhe khelI. tene hoTha phaphaDayA. te belyo : arihaMta ! arihaMta ! . zeTha A sAMbhaLIne camakyA. temanA haiyAmAM duHkhane sAthosAtha AnaMda chavA. temanuM aMtara belI UThayuM are ! A to mAre bhAI! sAdharmika baMdhu! huM paNa jaina. ane A paNa jaina lAge che. nahi to tenA heThetha arihaMtanuM nAma kayAMthI nIkaLe? Ame ya huM tene mANa samajIne, tene duHkhI samajIne madada to karavAno ja hato paNa have te mArI pharaja vadhI jAya che. huM jarUrathI te badhI ja madada karIza." manamAM Ama vicArI e pragaTa belyA 'bhAItuM koNa che ! Ama akALe tuM tArA jIvanane raheMsI nAMkhavA kema taiyAra tha che? je hoya te jaNAva huM tane badhI ja sahAya karIza. mane tuM tAro bhAI ja mAnaje." !. bhImasene pachI badhI hakIkata jaNAvI ane kahyuM zeTha ! have huM na maruM to zuM karuM? jIvana ja ekaluM badhuM asahya banI gayuM hatuM ke mAre maryA sivAya keda ja chuTake na hatuM. paNa vidhine e ya maMjura nathI lAgatuM tame mane dayAbhAvathI mukta karyo. jIvatadAna ApyuM. paNa have huM zuM karIza? kayAM jaIza? kevI rIte mAruM jIvana gujarAna calAvIza ?" mahAnubhAva! tArI jiMdagI kharekhara kaSTadAyaka che aneka duHkho te sahana karyA che. aneka yAtanAo te bheLavI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #204 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. sAthe ja te kahI tevI nathI. bha che. ma mota paNa na AvyuM 193 che. sAthe ja te kahI jAya tevI nathI. ane e sAMbhaLyA pachI sahana thaI zake tevI nathI. - "paNa bhAI! A mAnavabhava to durlabha che. mahApudaye - Aja tane e prApta thayo che. tenuM to tAre aneka kaSTa veThIne paNa rakSaNa karavuM joIe. tane to kadAca khabara 'haze, ke je mANasa ApadhAta kare che te Ata ane raudra = dhyAnanA duSTa yoge narakagatine ja pAme che. tuM to bhalA sura - che. samajadAra che. tAre A rIte hiMmata hArI jIvanano aMta ANavAno mithyA prayatna na karavo joIe. kAraNa ekavAra maraNa AvI gayuM ke khela khalAsa. jIvato haze -te tuM kaMI pAmI zakaze. kaMI karI zakaze. mATe bhAI! nirAza na bana. hiMmata na hAra." : "zeThajI! huM A badhuM ja samaju chuM. paNa anaMta e mArI buddhine kuMThita karI nAkhI che. have mane = 4TalI badhI ciMtA satAve che ke, have huM zuM karIza ? kayAM kIza ? " bhImasena ciMtAthI bolI UThyo. - "bhAI! ema duHkhethI hArI jaI avicArI sAhasa Poe, to kharAba ja pariNAma Ave. pUrve hatAM tethI ya ra yu duHkhano bhAra vadhI jAya. * tuM ja vicArI je. zrI rAmacaMdra sagarbhA sItAne - navAsamAM kADhI mUkI, mahArAjA naLa damayaMtIne vanamAM sUtI mUkIne cAlyA gayA, satyavAdI harizcaMdra utAvaLathI sagarbhA kabhI 13. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #205 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 194 bhImasena caritra harine vadha karyo, pAMDavoe jugAramAM sAhasa karI draupadIne hoDamAM mUkI-A badhAe ja pAchaLathI zuM hAMsala karyu ? pAchaLathI khUba ja pastAyA. mATe bhAI ! saue sArAsArane viveka karIne ja kAma karavAM joIe. ane duHkha to kone nathI paDyAM? bhalabhalA cakravatIo, are ! khUda tIrthakara bhagavaMtone paNa duHkhanI AgamAMthI pasAra thavuM paDayuM che. to tArA mArA jevAnI to zuM visAta? sukha-duHkhanuM cakra to niraMtara ghUmatuM ja rahe che. kadI duHkha to kadI sukha. jevA karmo tevAM tenAM phaLa. zubha karmanAM zubha phaLa ane azubhakarmanAM azubha phaLa. A to zAzvata niyama che. mATe he bhavyAtmA ! tuM samabhAva dhAraNa kara. tArA duHkhathI duHkhI na bane. e paNa tArA ja kaI azubha karmonuM pariNAma che tema samaja. ane sahiSNu bana. zAMti rAkha. utAvaLo na thA. puNya pragaTaze tyAre A duHkhane paNa aMta Avaze." bhImasenane ATaluM lAMbuM sahRdayI AzvAsana ApI zeTha zAMta thayA. bhImasene ghaNA samayathI AvA dayALa AtmAno avAja sAMbhaLyo na hate. AvA zAstranA preraka ne zAtAdAyaka vacane paNa sAMbhaLyAM na hatAM. rAjagRha choDayA pachI tene badhI jagAethI jAkAre ja maLe hato. lakSamIpati zeThe kaTu vacane stranA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #206 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mota paNa na AvyuM 195 saMbhaLAvyAM hatAM. dhanasAra zeThe tene juTho pADo hato. arijaya ane jitazatrue tene nirAza karyo hato. A badhAnA lIdhe tenuM aMtara ghaNuM ja saMtapta hatuM. apamAnanI javALAethI tenuM hiyu dhakhatuM hatuM. zeThanA A zabdothI tene saLagatA jigarane TADhaka thaI. keI svajana maLyuM hoya evo tenA aMtare bhAva anubhavyo. duHkhanAM vAdaLa tene vikherAtAM lAgyAM. nirAzAno aMdhakAra bhedato lAgyuM. teNe zeThane kIdhuM "zeThajI ! ApanA preraka vacanathI mArA dilane ghaNI zAtA maLI che. paraMtu e zAtA kAyama kevI rIte Take ? je duHkha che, te te A garIbAInuM che. bhUkhamarA ane rajhaLapATanuM che. jIvana gujArA jeTaluM ya je DuM maLe, to saMtoSathI jIvI zakAya. Apa mane evuM kaMI kAma na Apo ? eTale upakAra tame mArA upara na karo ? Apano upakAra huM kadI nahi bhUluM. ane Apa je batAvaze te tamAma kAma karIza. . . ' ' T "bhAI ! mArI zakti hovA chatAM paNa je huM tArA mATe kaMI na karI zakuM te mAruM jIvyuM dhULa ja thAya ne ? - tane jarUrathI kAma ApIza. je ame paNa dhana kamAvavA _nIkaLyA chIe. ahIMthI ghaNe dUra eka rehaNAcala parvata che. tyAM AgaLa ghaNI badhI khANo che. e khANemAM rAjAonA - mukuTamAM zobhatAM ratna che. saundaryavatI nArIonA gaLAmAM zobhatA navalakhA hAra mATenA hIrAo che. pannA che. metI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #207 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 196 bhImasena caritra che. mANeka che. amArI sAthe tuM paNa e khANomAMthI te zedhI kADhavA mahenata karaje. khAje-pIje ane raheje amArI sAthe ja. ApaNuM kAma saphaLa thaze eTale tane paNa huM, tu tAruM kAyama mATe daLadara pheDI zake teTaluM mahenatANuM ApIza. mATe bhAI! tuM e mATe ciMtA na kara. prabhunuM nAma laI atyArathI ja tuM amArI sAthe cAla." zeThe sakriya AzvAsana ApyuM. bhImasena e rAte zeThanA taMbumAM ja sUI ga. sarasa majAnA khATalA upara suMvALuM suMvALuM ane picu picu gAdaluM pAthareluM hatuM. mAthAne TekavavA evA ja majAnA be ozIkAM hatAM. oDhavA mATe rajAI hatI. ane taMbunA uparanA chidromAMthI caMdranAM kiraNo amRtadhArA relAvI rahyAM hatAM. ghaNA badhA samaye sUvA mATe A rItanI sagavaDa bhIma senane maLI hatI. zarIra laMbAvatA ja tene rAhata thaI duHkhatAM hADakAMone ArAma maLe. ane caMdrane nIrakhate e vicAre caDI gaye. vicAramAM tene suzIlA ane bALako nI yAda paNa AvI. eo zuM A rIte sUtAM haze ? nA. nA. AvuM sukha kayAMthI maLe teone ? mArI najare te tene me joyAM che. bicArAM! kevI kaMgALa hAlatamAM jIvatAM hatAM. aMge ardhA bhAganAM badhAM ughADAM hatAM. ane ThaMDIthI dUka rahyAM hatAM. teo evAM duHkhamAM sabaDatAM hoya ane mArAthI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #208 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ I IIIIIIIII mAta paNa na AvyuM 197 A rIte sUI javAya? nA..nA......huM te jamIna upara ja sUI jaIza. Ama vicArI te jamIna upara hAthanuM ozIkuM karIne ADo paDa. navakAra maMtra gaNatAM gaNatAM ja sUI gaye te savAra vahelI paDe. he phATatA te zeThanA DerA taMbu chUTavA lAgyA. baLado gADe joDavAmAM AvyA. gadheDAo upara sAmAna lAdavAmAM Avyo. ghoDAo upara jIna nAMkhyuM. savAre taiyAra thaI gayA. cAlavAvALA bhomiyA sAbadA thaI gayA. bhImasena paNa A sau kAmamAM madada karavA lAgyuM. sAmAna UMcakI UMcakIne gADAmAM bharavA lAgyA. ghaDAo upara jIna sarakhuM nAMkhyuM. ane pote paNa sAbadA thaI go. ane sau cAlavA lAgyA rehaNAcala parvata tarapha. - savAre saphara. baporanA koI zItaLa chAMya taLe ArAma. bapora namatAM pharI pAchI daDamajala ane rAte gAmanA pAdare DerA taMbumAM zayana. Ama sau kUca karatA hatA. bhImasena kayAreka pagapALA cAlatuM hatuM. to kayAreka ghoDA upara. te kayAreka gADAmAM. tene A saphara ane sAthIdAro sAthe AnaMda =Avato hato. te pitAnuM duHkha dhIme dhIme bhUlato jato _hatuM. ane jIvanane ullAsa mANI rahyo hato. vacamAM vacamAM _kayAreka pitAnA parivAranI duHkhada ane karuNa yAda AvI jatI. tyAre baLapUrvaka e yAdane khaMkherI nAMkhate. ane bhAvinI ujajavaLa AzAmAM paMtha kApe jate hato. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #209 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 198 bhImasena caritra bhImasenanA vinaya vivekathI zeDa paNa khuza hatA. tene sAthe e mamatA ne premathI vAta karatA hatA. bane tyAM sudhI bhImasenane koI kAma te karavA detA nahi. paNa bhImase ja jIda karIne premathI badhAM kAma karI nAMkhate. zeThanA manama AthI bhImasena mATe sArI chApa paDI hatI. e temane mahena: ane prAmANika lAgyuM hatuM. dilano sApha ane svaccha lAge hato. AthI zeTha khUda tenI kALajI letA hatA. bhImase khAdhuM ke nahi, teNe baporanA ArAma karyo ke nahi, rAte 2 nirAMte UMce ke nahi, cAlatA cAlatA e thAkI te na gayo ne, TADhathI te herAna te thato nathI ne. AvI A aneka bAbatenuM zeTha dhyAna rAkhatA. thoDA divasamAM te 2 be vacce sArI mAyA baMdhAI gaI eka savAre sau parvata AgaLa AvI gayA. maMjhi maLI gaI. have kUca karavAnI rahetI. sAdhanAnA divaso za thavAnA hatA. kAmano prAraMbha have ja thavAne hatA. rehaNAca parvatanI eka taLeTImAM saue mukAma karyo. te divase sau mAtra ArAma karyo. musApharIne thAka utAryo. '. bIje divasathI sau kAme lAgI gayA. bhImasena 5 kAme lAgI gayA. kedALI, trikama, pAvaDe ane tamAruM la e upaDI gayo. jamIna mApavA ane mATI pArakhavA sAdhana paNa teNe pAse rAkhyAM. pitAnA yuvAnakALamAM bhUmiparIkSAne teNe abhyAsa kare hatA. e abhyAsa ahIM kAme lAgyo. pUrA eka diva P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #210 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mota paNa na AvyuM 199 sudhI jAta jAtanI jamInanI teNe majaNa karI. jamInanA ADA avaLAM mA5 deryA. karavA cagya nizAna karyA. manamAM eka alAna doryo. ane bIje divasathI ekalapaMDe eka jamIna upara trikama laI maMDI paDa. kUkaDo bole te agAu ja bhImasena e divasathI UThavA lAgyo. UThIne navakAra maMtranuM samaraNa karate karato ja e khINamAM pahoMcI jato. kamare kachoTe mArI, ughADA page, ughADA badane jamaNA hAthamAM trikama pakaDI e khaTApha khaTApha davA maMDI paDayo. ja bhImasenanuM zarIra sazakta ane taMdurasta hatuM. rAjakALamAM pUrato vyAyAma ane dehanuM pUratuM poSaNa karyuM hatuM. AthI A kAma karatAM tene jhajha thAka nahote lAgate. vaLI bhUmi parIkSA te jANato hate. AthI ochI mahenata tene karavI paDatI hatI. . . = ' . traNa cAra divasa savAra ane sAMja ekadhAruM chellA bAda teNe camakatA paththara joyA. raMga veratA kakaDA joyA. tenA AnaMdanI avadhi na rahI. have tenuM kAma saraLa banI gayuM hatuM. jotajotAmAM te teNe evA ghaNA badhA camakatA ne raMgaberaMgI patharA judA. tAravI kADhayA. = e divasathI eNe khedavAnuM baMdha karyuM. e paththaronI mAvajatamAM paDayo. hatheDI ne chINI laI e besI gaye. ne = bhaththara temaja mATImAM jaDAI gayelAM rane ane hIrA alaga = karavA lAgyo. .. . . .. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #211 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 200 bhImasena caritra - be cAra divasanI mahenata bAda e kAma paNa pUrNa thaI gayuM. zeTha to tenA A kAma ne saphaLatAthI khuza khuzAla thaI gayA. tenA kAmane dhanyavAda ApyA. zAbAzI ApI. teno baraDe thAbaDo. bhImasene ghaNI mahenata bAda ane sakhta parizrama karI teNe A ratna meLavyAM hatAM. e ratno pote ja rAkhI le to peDhI enI peDhIonuM daridra phATI jAya. paraMtu eNe AvI koI melI bhAvanA sevI na hatI. tene to kAmamAM ja AnaMda ane saMtoSa hato. zeTha tene jarUrathI cagya mahenatANuM Apaze ja evI tenI zraddhA hatI. AthI e lAlacu banyA vinA ane kaMIpaNa jAtanI apramANikatA sevyA vinA e tamAma ratno teNe zeThane ApI dIdhAM. - zeThane bhImasena upara pUrepUro vizvAsa hato. temaja temanA aMtaranI bhAvanA paNa nirmaLa hatI. lahamIpati ane dhanasAranA jevA mananA te melA na hatA. temaNe ja bhImasenane kIdhuM : "A ratna laI tame bAjunA gAmamAM jAva. ane jhaverI bajAramAM jaI tene vecI Ave. ' - bhImasena suMdara kapaDAM paherI ane jatanathI ratnone laI gAmamAM gayo, jhaverI bajAranI dukAnomAM jaI Ubho rahyo. eka jhaverIne e badhAM rane batAvyAM. bIjAne batAvyAM. trIjAne, cothAne ema pAMca cha jaNa pAse e ronI kiMmata aMkAvI joI. jhaverIoe paNa ratnanI ulaTa sulaTa tapAsa karI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #212 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meta paNa na AvyuM 201 joI. ratnonI parakha karI. hIrAne nANI jeyA ane tenI kIMmata paNa kADhI joI. koIe traNa lAkha kahyA. koIe cAra lAkha kahyA. eka be jaNAe pAMca lAkha ApavA kahyuM. bhImasenanuM mana mAnatuM nahotuM. tene hajI vadhu dAmanI IcchA hatI. kAraNa te jANato hato ke A rana ne hIrA ghaNuM ja mUlyavAna che. chevaTe eka jhaverIe tenI Akhara kImata AMkI. "bhAI A rane ne hIrAnI kIMmata nava lAkha rUpiyA thaze. ethI vadhu huM tane ApI zakuM tema nathI. tArI IcchA thatI hoya te vecI jA." bhImasenanI dhAraNA hatI ke ochAmAM ochA daseka lAkha to AnI kImata upajaze ja. teNe atyAra sudhI cha lAkhathI vadhu kImata sAMbhaLI na hatI. A jhaverIe ja mAtra nava lAkhanI kIMmata karI. e jhaverI sAthe teNe thoDA vadhu ApavA rakajhaka karI. chevaTe e ro ne hIrAne sodo patI gaye. bhImasena nava lAkha rUpiyA laIne zeTha pAse Ave. | ane vinayapUrvaka badhI hakIkata jaNAvI. zeTha to bhImasenanI pramANikatA upara vArI gayA. temane manamAM thayuM: "A keTalo badho pramANika puruSa che ? nava lAkhane badale teNe mane cAra-pAMca ja lAkha ApI dIdhA hota to mane zI jANa thAta ? kharekhara, A bhImasenanI mAre yogya kadara karavI joIe." bhImasena ! te to bhAre karI bhAI! te Aja ghaNuM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #213 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra sarasa kAma karyuM che, A rananI kImata tuM tArI pAse ja rAkha. ane temAMthI tene ThIka lAge tema kharcaje. ATaluM tane mAruM mahenatANuM. have je ratno tuM mane meLavI Ape teTalAmAM mArAM. A upara have tAre ja adhikAra raheze." zeThe kIdhu. bhImasene upakAravaza banI e rakama laI lIdhI, ane bIje divasathI pharI kAme caDI gaye. ane zeThane khUba ja ratna ane hIrA meLavI ApyA. eka divase bhImasene kIdhuM : "zeTha have A bhUmimAM kayAMya rane nathI. mATe tame mane have javAnI anujJA Apo. zeThe bhImasenane bhAvapUrvaka vidAya ApI. bhImasena paNa jatA samaye gaLagaLe banI gaye. ane temane vAraMvAra upakAra mAnavA lAgyo. zeThanI zubhAziSa maLatAM ja te pitAnA bALako pAse AvavA adhIro banI gaye. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #214 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 21 vidhAtA! Ama kyAM sudhI? cha mAsano vAyado ApI bhImasena cAlyo gaye hato. devasena ane ketusenanI saghaLI javAbadArI have suzIlAnA mAthe paDI hatI. eka samayanI rAjarANuM Aja rastAnI bhikhAraNa banI gaI hatI. suzIlAnAM duHkha ane yAtanAono pAra na hate. patinA virahamAM te sukAtI jatI hatI. tenuM mana ghaNIvAra caMcaLa banI jatuM hatuM, devasena ane ketusena te samaye tene sArA sahAyarUpa banI rahetA hatA. te bene jeI hiMmata TakAvI rAkhatI hatI ane aneka duHkhane e samabhAve sahI letI hatI. bhadrA zeThANIe kALo kakaLATa karI temane ghara bahAra dhakelI mUkayA tyArathI suzIlA gAmanI bahAra eka ghAsanI jhUMpaDImAM rahetI hatI. tyAM rahI AjubAjunA pADezIo vagerenAM gharakAma karatI. koInAM vAsaNa mAMjatI, koInAM pANI bharatI. keInAM kapaDAM chevA jatI. kuMbhAranA gharanA mATalAM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #215 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 204 bhImasena caritra vecavA e bajAramAM paNa jatI. ane tyAM dhoma taDakAmAM besI e mATalAM ne bIjAM mATIThAma vecAya tenI rAha jotI. A badhA kAmamAMthI, e traNeyane jIvana gujAre mAMDa mAMDa thaI raheto. kayAreka to Akho ne Akho divasa bhUkhyA rahevuM paDatuM. kAmanA mATe rakhaDavuM paDatuM hatuM. paraMtu kAma na maLatAM nirAza thaI, thAkyA ne bhUkhyA saune sUI rahevuM paDatuM. | devasena ane ketusena paNa have to A badhAM duHkhethI TevAI gayA hatA. te suzIlAne jhAjhI phariyAda nahotA karatA. raDatA paNa nahi. teo to suzIlAnI dazA joIne ja raDI paDatA hatA. potAnA raDavAthI mAne vadhu duHkha thAya ema samajI teo baMne samabhAve dukha sahana karatA hatA ane sukhanI AzAmAM divaso vyatIta karatA hatA. . paraMtu temanA nazIbamAM hajI sukha lakhyuM na hatuM. eka savAre bhadrA zeThANuM suzIlAnI jhuMpaDI AgaLathI pasAra thaI rahI hatI. bahAra khulalAmAM devasena ane ketusena AnaMdathI ramatA hatA. aMdara paDImAM suzIlA rasoI banAvI rahI hatI. bhadrA zeThANanuM lehI UkaLI UThayuM. tene IrSALu svabhAva saLagI UThayo. e sIdhI ja jhUMpaDImAM dAkhala thaI ane suzIlAnuM kAMDu pakaDI UbhI karI dIdhI ane pitAnI gaMdI sarasvatI cAlu karI dIdhI. - "are! kulTA ! hajI paNa tuM ahIM ja marI chuM ? tane te kaMI lAja zarama che ke nahi? mArA gharamAMthI tane kADhI mUkI, to tuM ahIM AvIne TaLI chuM. tArI dAnata P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #216 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 205 vidhAtA ! Ama kayAM sudhI ? hajI sudharI nathI lAgatI. paNa tane khabara nahi hoya ke huM koNa chuM. tArI badhI ja dAnata dhULamAM ragadoLI nAMkhIza samajI! ane A tArA bApanI jhuMpaDI che, te ahIM AvIne rahI chuM. nIkaLa ahIMthI. tAre rahevAthI to have mArI A paDI paNa apavitra banI gaI!" suzIlA to bhadrAne Ama AvelI joI ane tene Ama bhAMDatI joI mUDha ja banI gaI. tene kaMI ja samajaNa na paDI, ke potAne zuM vAMka che ne A kema Ama UkaLI UkaLIne bolI rahI che. te to bhadrAne sAMbhaLatI mauna UbhI rahI. devasena ane ketusena paNa suzIlAne pakaDIne, bhadrAthI DaratA dhRjatA UbhA rahyA. A joI bhadrA vadhu tADukI UThI : "Ama TheyA jevI UbhI zuM rahI che. huM kahuM chuM te sAMbhaLatI nathI ? cala, nIkaLa mArI A jhuMpaDImAMthI ane khabaradAra ! je pharIthI A bAju te paga mUkayo che, to jIvatIne jIvatI tane saLagAvI mUkIza." ATaluM bolIne eNe TapoTapa eka eka vAsaNa jhuMpaDInI bahAra pheMkavA mAMDayAM. suzIlAne paNa dhakko mArIne jhuMpaDI bahAra dhakelI mUkI. bALako paNa tenI sAthe bahAra pheMkAI gayA. paNa bhadrAne eTalAthI saMtoSa na thayo. culAmAMthI saLagatuM lAkaDuM kADhIne teNe jhuMpaDIne Aga cAMpI. ghAsane P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #217 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 206 bhImasena caritra AganI jhALa lAgatAM ja e to saLagI UThayuM. jotajotAmAM e jhuMpaDI bhakimabhUta thaI gaI . - suzIlA pharI gharabAra vinAnI thaI gaI. bALako pharI ThaMDImAM dhrujavA lAgyAM. - A badhuM joI ane anubhavI suzIlAnuM haiyuM cIrAI jatuM hatuM. tenuM aMtara AkaMda karI rahyuM hatuM. te vAraMvAra potAnA karmano vicAra karatI hatI. ane A saghaLuM pitAnA pUrvakRta karmonuM ja phaLa che, tema samajI hiyAne zAMta rAkhI, svastha citte samabhAvapUrvaka A badhuM sahana karatI hatI. bhadrAe to jhUMpaDI bALI nAMkhI. thoDI ghaNI je gharavakharI hatI te paNa toDI keDI nAMkhI ane jANe kaMI ja banyuM nathI tema ThassAthI cAlI gaI. - A jhuMpaDI vastIthI ghaNuM dUra hatI. AthI tene kaI bacAvanAra paNa na hatuM. jhuMpaDI khAkha thaI gaI. bhadrA cAlI gaI. suzIlA bALakone laI navakAra maMtranuM raTaNa karatI tyAM ja ghaNe samaya sudhI UbhI rahI. Ama niSkrIya UbhuM rahe kayAM sudhI cAle? thoDI vAre aMtaranI pUrI svasthatA meLavI suzIlA kAmanI zodhamAM javA lAgI. rahevA mATe paNa jagAnI. tapAsa karavA lAgI. zodha karatA tyAMthI thoDe dUra killAnA eka jIrNa bhAga AgaLa thoDI jagA hatI te teNe joI. ane tyAM ja teNe rahevAnuM rAkhyuM. devasenane ane ketusenane tyAM besADI e kAmanI zodhamAM nIkaLI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #218 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 207 vidhAtA ! Ama kyAM sudhI ? babe divasa sudhI te aneka gharomAM pharI. kAma mATe prArthanA karI. paNa kayAMya tene kAma na maLyuM. saue tene tiraskArathI jAkAro Ape. e be divasa mA- dIkarAoe bhUkhyA peTe kADhayA. trIjA divase eka kuMbhArane tyAM thoDuMka kAma maLyuM. e kuMbhAre tene mATInAM vAsaNo vecavA bajAramAM mekalI. eka samayanI rAjarANuM Aja bharabajAre mATInAM ThAma vecavA besavA lAgI. thoDA divasa bAda tene bIjA kAma maLavA lAgyAM. A badhuM ja kAma karatAM paNa te traNeyanuM mAMDa mAMDa pUruM thatuM hatuM. lagabhaga to te traNeya ardhabhUkhyAM ja divaso pasAra karatAM hatAM. temAMya suzIlA to ardhAyathI adhIra bhUkhI rahIne potAnA jIvanane TakAvI rahI hatI. suzIlAne saMsAra Ama duHkhamAM sabaDI rahyo hato.. tyAre bhImasena harakhAto harakhAto rehaNAcalathI nIkaLI kSitipratiSThita nagara tarapha AvI rahyo hato. . rAjagRhI nagarI cheDayA bAda pahelI ja vAra bhImasenanA hAthamAM aDhaLaka dhana AvyuM hatuM. rehaNAcala parvatamAM pote karelI kALI majUrI UgI nIkaLI hatI. kAmane tene pUrepUro badale maLe hato. zeThe tene lAkha rUpiyAnI kimatanAM ratno ApyAM hatAM. have te basa sukha, sukha ne sukha ja hatuM. ratno hAthamAM AvavAthI bhImasenanI tamAma ciMtAo dUra thaI gaI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #219 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 208 bhImasena caritra hatI. badhI ja nirAzAone aMta AvI gayo hato. rastAmAM jarA paNa khoTI rIte vilaMba karyA vinA e cIla jhaDape AvI rahyo hato. ghaNA lAMbA samayathI patnI ane putrane joyAM na hatAM. temane maLavA ane temane A zubha samAcAra ApavA tenuM mana adhIruM banI gayuM hatuM. ane e adhIrAImAM ghaNuM ja jaldIthI kSitipratiSThita nagara AgaLa AvIne Ubho rahI gayo. - tyAMthI vastI ghaNuM dUra hatI ane bAjumAM ja suMdara saravara hatuM. tene nirmaLa pANImAM gulAbI kamaLa khIlI rahyAM hatAM. pravAsanA lIdhe bhImasenanAM kapaDAM ghaNuM ja jIrNa ne gaMdA banI gayAM hatAM. zarIra paNa asvaccha hatuM. AvA veze zuM pite patnI ane putrone maLaze ? to to e mArA mATe zuM vicAraze? Ama manamAM bhImasena vicAra karato DI paLa UbhuM rahyo ane pachI teNe nakkI karyuM: "nA, pote nAhI dhoIne, suMdara ane svaccha kapaDAM paherIne ja pitAnI patnI ane putrone maLaze. Ama nakkI karI tarata ja teNe nAhavAnI taiyArI karI. pagathiyAnI pALa upara phATalI kathA mUkI. e kathAmAM teNe kALajIthI ratna bAMdhyAM hatAM. e kathA upara pitAnAM kapaDAM utArIne mUkayAM ane pachI cAre bAju joyuM. tyAM koI ja nahetuM bhImasena ekalo ja hato. - - - - - P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #220 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vidhAtA ! Ama kayAM sudhI ? 209 arihaMtanuM nAma laI jhaTapaTa teNe sarevaramAM bakI mArI. sarovaranA zItaLa jaLanA sparzathI teno thAka UtaravA lAge. ekAda be vadhu DUbakI mArI te AnaMda ane ullAsathI nAhavA lAgyo. tyAM eka vAMdaro doDato doDato sarovaranA pagathiye Avye. pANI pIdhuM. ane kaMthA upADIne doDato jhADa upara caDI gaye. A badhuM thoDIka ja kSaNamAM banyuM. bhImasene sarovaramAM UMDI DUbakI mArI. A bAju vAMdaro kaMthA laI palAyana thaI gaye. be kSaNano ja khela ! vAMdaro ramata ramya ane bhImasenanA prANa javA lAgyA. ' sarovaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLatAM ja bhImasenanI najara kaMthA upara gaI. paNa kathA hoya to dekhAya ne ? teNe AMkha paTapaTAvIne pharI joyuM. paNa pagathiyAnI pALa sAva kerI dhakakara hatI. tApa paDato hato ne taDake tyAM patharAyela hatuM, paNa kaMthI tyAM na hatI. bhImasenanI AMkhe aMdhArA AvavA lAgyAM. tene jIva gUMgaLAvA lAgyo. te jhaTapaTa pALa upara Avyo cAre bAju ' jevA lAge. dhArI dhArIne joyuM. jamIna upara paNa tapAsa karI. keInA ya pagalAM tyAM na hatAM. to kathA laI kaNa gayuM ? bhImasena kaMI ja nakakI na karI zako. e hatAza haiye besI paDe. tenuM to bhI. 14 . P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. * Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #221 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 210 bhImasena caritra kinAre AveluM nAva DUbI gayuM hatuM. te bhAMgelA page pALa upara mahAmahenate beThe. . tyAM dUra jhADa uparathI vAMdarAe hupAhupa avAja kayo. bhImasenanI najara tarata ja e avAjanI dizA tarapha gaI. ane joyuM to vAMdaro tenA bhAvine Amatema jhulAvI rahyo hato. tene dAMta mArI rahyo hato. nakha bharI rahyo hato ane tenI sAthe AnaMdathI ramI rahyo hato. bhImasena utAvaLe e jhADa tarapha doDe. jhADa nIce UbhA rahI teNe hAkoTA karyA. e sAMbhaLI vAMdarAe jorathI hupAhupa karavA mAMDayuM. bhImasene paththara pheka. vAMdarAe te ghA cUkavI dIdho. ane chalAMga mArato ja bIjA jhADa upara caDI gaye. bhImasena paNa tenI pAchaLa do . A samaye to te Aste rahIne jhADa upara caDe. paNa je e vAMdarA pAse pahoMcyo ke turata ja vAMdaro bIjI DALe pahoMcI gaye. vAMdarAnA hAthamAMthI kaMthI choDAvavA bhImasene ghaNuM mahenata karI. paraMtu vAMdarAnA pavanavegI kudakAone lIdhe e mahenata saphaLa na thaI zakI. vAMdaro eka jhADathI bIje, ne bIjethI trIjA jhADe kUdate bhImasenanI najara bahAra thaI gaye. have kaMthI pAchI maLavAnI koI ja AzA na rahI. bhImasenanuM haiyuM naMdavAI gayuM. ghora nirAzAthI tenuM mana mAMgI paDyuM. tene vadana upara bhAre viSAda chavAI gaye. kakaLatA aMtare e vicAravA lAgyuM : II I IIIIIII P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #222 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vidhAtA ! Ama kayAM sudhI ? 21. are ! bhagavAna ! A te mArI kevI jiMdagI che? sukhano zvAsa hajI to meM mAMDa lIdhe hato, tyAM e daiva! te A duHkhano dIrgha niHzvAsa mane kayAM Ape ?" * kevA umaMga ane ullAsathI huM . snAna karI rahyo hato ! keTakeTalA aramAnathI huM mArA hiMyAne bharI rahyo hete ! suzIlAnI smRtimAM huM kuti anubhavI rahyo hato ! ghaNA samaye patnI ane putronuM milana thaze. hAthamAM have dravya hovAthI garIbAI ane bhUkhamarAno aMta Avaze. sukhane roja roTale haze. zAMtinI raja niMdara haze. bALako paNa lADa pyAra ne sukha sagavaDamAM ucharaze. - keTaluM ramya svapna ha nIhALI rahyo hato ! paNa hAya ! mArA bhAgyane kaMI judu ja maMjUra che. huM sukhI thavAnA prayatna karuM chuM. e mane duHkha ja Ape che. che ane huM paNa kevo mUrkha ! kaMthA mUkIne snAna karavA. gaye. ema na karyuM heta to Aja A dazA na Avata ne ! A kinAre lAMgareluM nAva pharI pAchuM DUbI na jAta ne ? paNa nA, snAna te nimitta ja che. mAruM bhAgye ja avaLuM che. mArA pUrvabhavanAM azubha karmono udaya Aja soLe kaLAe khIlI UThe che. e karmo ja paripAka Aja huM laNI rahyo chuM. ' paNa Ama kayAM sudhI dukhonI jhaDI varasatI raheze? 'kayAM sudhI bhAgya mane chetaratuM raheze ! - have to A yAtanAo nathI sahana thatI. suzIlAnuM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #223 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 212 bhImasena caritra duHkha joyuM nathI jatuM. bicArAM bALako phUla jevA kemI che haju to. ane e pUrA khIlIne vikAsa pAme te pahelA to temanA upara vedanAone kALajhALa tApa paDavA mAMDaze. che! e mAsuma bALakanI asahAya najara ! temanuM e. rudana ! temanAM AMsu he bhagavAna! mAruM kALaju cIra, nAMkhe che! nathI sahana thatI e svajanonI vedanA ! nathI je jato e saune paritApa ! - "he vidhAtA ! have to mArI A jiMdagIno tuM aMta ja ANa. mAre nathI jIvavuM. mota karatAM paNa vadhu kaSTadAyaka Aja mane mAruM jIvana lAge che. e jIvanane tuM have nAza karanAza kara." zokathI vyAkuLa banele bhImasena pharI AtmahatyAnA vicAre karavA lAgyA. - bhImasena samaju hato. jaina dharmanuM jJAna ne saMskAra pAmele hato. AthI pitAnAM A duHkha mATe teNe koIne doSa na kADho. haripeNane teNe jarAya vAMka na kADha. dekhItI hakIkata to evI ja hatI. harijeNe tenA upara je saMkaTa na utAryuM hota to Aja tene A duHkhanA dAvAnaLamAM zekAvuM na paDayuM hatuM. A mATe te hariNa upara bhArobhAra kola karI zake che. paraMtu evuM teNe kaMI ja na karyuM. badhe ja deSa teNe pitAnA azubha karmone je je. vAraMvAra teNe pitAnAM karmo mATe pastAvo karyo P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #224 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vidhAtA ! Ama kyAM sudhI ? 213. . bhImasenanI hiMmata eTalI badhI chinna bhinna thaI 1 gaI hatI, ke e have jIvavAnI hAma beI beTho hato. uparAuparI maLelI niSphaLatAe tenA manane nabaLuM pADI dIdhuM hatuM. tenAmAM e samaja hatI ja ke mRtyune hAthe karIne bheTavAthI kaMI mRtyu AvavAnuM nathI. ane AvI paNa jAya to tethI kaMI duHkhono aMta paNa AvavAno nathI. ulaTu duHkhamAM vadhAre ja thavAne che. A samaja te gumAvI beThe hato. aSADhI amAsanI kALI rAta jevI hatAzAnA AvaraNa taLe tenI e samaja DhaMkAI gaI hatI. AthI ene basa eka ja vicAra sUjhato hata--marI javuM. A jIvanano aMta ANuM de. zubha vicAronI asara ghaNI ochI thAya che. te vicAra kiyAmAM palTAtA ghaNo samaya le che. jyAre azubha vicAra kriyA mATe jora kare che. anAdi kALathI nabaLuM paDeluM mana azubha vicAronI jALamAM jaladI phasAI jAya che. bhImasene paNa tarata ja maravAnI taiyArI karI. vaDanA jhADa nIce e gayo. jamIna sudhI patharAyelI vaDavAIo teNe potAnA gaLe bAMdhI. ane havAmAM addhara khulavA lAgyA. vaDavAIonA kaThaNa pAzathI tene zvAsa rUMdhAvA lAgyuM. AMkha UMce caDI gaI. na taNAIne bahAra upasI AvI. rome roma khaDuM thaI gayuM. lehInuM bhramaNa aTakI javA lAgyuM. jIvana ane mRtyune be ghaDInuM ja cheTuM hatuM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #225 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 214 bhImasena cari pAzane laI bhImasenane asahya vedanA thatI hatI paraMtu tenI teNe paravA na karI. ulaTu vedanAne vadhu vadhA mUkI. teNe zvAsa rokI rAkhyo. ne mRtyunI rAha jovA lAgyA paNa e mRtyu ya tenuM vhAluM na banyuM. eTale AvegathI ane AvezathI teNe mRtyunI jhaMkhanA karI tenA bamaNa vegathI mRtyu dUra bhAgatuM gayuM. thoDA samaya sudhI e addhara TIMgAI rahyo. mRtyunI vedanA anubhavI rahyo. tyAM ja te e dhaba daIne jamIna upara paDayo. pAza tUTI gaye. paDatAMnI sAthe ja tenA memAMthI zabdo sarI chaDayA. a...ri...haM.ta.... - motane e pAza kaMI ekAeka taTI nahoto paDaze. bhImasena jyAre jIvana ane mRtyu vacce jholA khAI rahyo hato, tyAre tyAMthI thoDe dUra eka jaTAdhArI sAdhu pasAra thaI rahyo hato. - bhImasenane mRtyunI rAha jote joI e utAvaLe tyAM Avyo. potAnI pAse rahelA tINa trizULathI teNe vaDavAIo upara ghA karyo. ane pAza tUTI gaye. bhImasena matyunI vATa joto hato. paNa tene jIvana ja maLyuM ke jenAthI te bhArobhAra trAsa anubhavI rahyo hato. - sAdhue bhImasenane catto sUvADeco. kamaMDaLamAMthI pANI chiAMTayuM. tenA hAtha paga dabAvyA. premathI chAtI paMpALI. tenA bhInA vadanane kaupInathI lUchI nAMkhyuM. ane hetALa avAjathI pUchayuM : P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #226 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 215 vidhAtA ! Ama kyAM sudhI ? mahAnubhAva! AMkha khole. juo tamane navajIvana maLyuM che. " bhImasene thoDIvAre AMkha khelI. teNe joyuM to tenI sAme eka jaTAdhArI sAdhu khullA dehe tenI mAvajata karI rahyo hate. tenI chAtI ane baraDe paMpALI rahyo hato. bhImasene nirAza svare pUchayuM : "mahAtma! mane zuM karavA ugArI lIdhuM ? mane maravA ja de." mahAnubhAva! jIvana jevuM jIvana jIvavAnuM mUkIne tuM maravAnuM pasaMda kare che? lAge che tuM ghaNe duHkhI che. ane duHkhathI hArIne tuM AtmahatyA karI rahyo che. paNa bheLa ! ema karIne to tuM vadhu duHkhane notarI rahyo che. pUrvabhavanA pApanuM phaLa to tuM bhogavI rahyo che. have A eka vadhu navuM pApa karIne zA mATe tuM tArA AvatA bhavane paNa bagADI rahyo che? mUkha na bana. svastha thA. AtmabaLa keLava. tArA duHkhanI mane vAta kara. mArAthI banatuM tamAma huM e duHkha dUra karavA prayatna karIza.' - sAdhunA mAyALu AzvAsanathI bhImasene potAnI saghaLI vitaka kathA kahI. e kahetAM tenI AMkhomAM AMsu ubharAI AvyAM. sAdhunI AMkha paNa karuNAthI bhInI thaI gaI. kaMI nahi vatsa ! hiMmata na hAra: banavA kALe badhuM ja bane che. tene zoka na kara. svastha thA. cAla, mArI sAthe tuM Ava. huM suvarNa siddhino prayoga karavA mATe jau chuM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #227 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 216 bhImasena caritra mArA e pragamAM tuM sAtha Apa. tane paNa huM e siddhi ApIza. pachI tene koI ja duHkha nahi rahe." upakAranI lAgaNIthI bhImasenanuM haiyuM gadgadita banI gayuM. te sAdhunA page paDyo. sAdhue tenA mAthA para hAtha mUkI AzIrvAda ApyA. bhImasenanA AtmAe tethI zAtA anubhavI. ane nirAzA khaMkherI e sAdhu sAthe cAlavA lAgyA. sAdhue jaMgalanI vATa pakaDI. ghanaghora ne nibiDa jaMgalamAMthI baMne pasAra thavA lAgyA. rastAmAM kayAMkathI sAdhue cAra tuMbaDAM lIdhAM. pite prayoga karavAnuM che ethI teNe pravega anusAra amuka amuka jagAe pracAgane anuLa ne jarUrI evI sAdhana sAmagrI teNe agAuthI taiyAra ja rAkhI hatI. be tuM baDAMmAM sAdhue tela bharyuM. be khAlI rAkhyAM. khAlI tubaMDAM pitAnI pAse rAkhyAM ane telathI bharelAM tuMbaDAM bhImasenane ApyAM. be hAthamAM eka eka tuMbaDuM jhAlIne karmanI vicitratA upara vicAra karato bhImasena nIcI najare cAlate hato. jaMgala vaTAvI baMne eka parvata AgaLa AvyA. parvata upara thoDuM caDhANa karI eka guphAmAM dAkhala thayA. guphA aMdhArI hatI. sAdhue cakamakathI eka DALa saLagAvI. tenA prakAzamAM baMne AgaLa vadhavA lAgyA. guphAmAM jherI janAvaro ne pakSIonA citkAra saMbhaLAtA hatA. parvatanI kaMdarAomAM sUtelA vAgha siMhanI trADe paNa saMbhaLAtI hatI. kAcApicAnuM to haiyuM ja besI jAya evI bhayAnaka e guphA hatI. 1la bharyuM pAtAnI - dbaDAM bharI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #228 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vidhAtA ! Ama kyAM sudhI ? 217 - A be to bhaDavIra hatA. temAMya svArtha mATe sAhasa karavA nIkaLyA hatA. Dara rAkhe temane kema pAlave ? jaMgalI sApa, nAga, cAmAciDiyA vagerethI bacatA ne tenAthI sAvadha banI teo eka kuMDa AgaLa aTakayA. kuMDamAM caLakATa mArato rasa ukaLI rahyo hato. te eTale badhe garama hato ke dUra sudhI tenI aganajhALa lAgatI hatI. sAdhue dUrathI ja kaMIka maMtrano jApa karyo. bhImasenane AMkho baMdha karavA kahyuM. jApa pUro karIne sAdhue kahyuM. * svAhA, svAhA. bhImasene paNa sUcanA mujaba e zabdanuM be vAra punarAvartana karyuM. aganajhALa zItaLa lAgavA mAMDI. sAdhue be khAlI tuM baDAM kuDamAM banyAM, gaDaDaDa gaDarADa avAja thaze. e sAthe ja bhImasene temAM telanI dhAra bheLavI. sAdhue kaMIka maMtroccAra karyo. pharI che svAhAno sAta vAra baMnee nAda karyo, ane cAre tuMbaDAM bharIne baMne guphA bahAra AvyA. vIra bhImasena ! A tuMbaDAMomAM suvarNarasa che. tenuM eka TIpuM le khaMDa para paDatAM ja AkhuMya lokhaMDa suvarNamAM badalAI jaze. varanI mahenata bAda meM A siddhi prApta karI che. tane huM siddhi nahi paNa AmAMthI eka tuMbaDuM ApuM chuM. tene tuM sadupayoga karaje. tenAthI tArI nidhanatAno aMta Avaze." sAdhue bhImasena upara karuNA lAvIne kahyuM. ' "mahAtmana ! ApanI karuNa aparaMpAra che. Ape P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #229 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 218 bhImasena caritra mArA upara anahada upakAra karyo che. Apa vizvAsa rAkhaje A rasanA ekeeka buMdano huM sadupayoga ja karIza."bhImasene upakAravaza banIne kahyuM. to cAla. have ApaNe jaldIthI kSitipratiSThita pahoMcI jaIe." - sAdhu ane bhImasena utAvaLA kSitipratiSThita nagaranA pAdare AvI pahoMcyA. jhaDapathI ekadhAre, kaMTALAjanaka paga pravAsa karyo hato, tethI baMne thAkI gayA hatA. paraMtu suvarNarasanI prApti thaI hovAthI baMnenA AtmA prasanna hatA. haiyuM ullAsa anubhavatuM hatuM. . baMne nagaranI bahAra eka yakSamaMdiranI parasALamAM beThA. parasALanI bahAra vaDalAnI zitaLa chAyA hatI. thoDI vAra bAda sAdhu bolyA: - "bhImasena ! mAruM peTa to bhUkhathI bhaDake baLe che. tine paNa bhUkha te lAgI ja haze. tuM A nagaramAM jA ane bhejana vagere laI Ava. tyAM sudhI huM ahIM thAka khAte beThe chuM.' . 'jevI AjJA mahAtmana ! " bhImasene kIdhuM. ane sAdhu pAsethI theDI suvarNa mudrA laI e nagara tarapha javA ravAnA thayo. " bhImasenanI pITha dekhAtI baMdha thaI ke tarata ja sAdhue pitAno khela bhajavyuM. tenuM mana bagaDayuM hatuM. tenA dilamAM pApa peThuM hatuM. raste cAlatAM cAlatAM ja te vicAra karate P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #230 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vidhAtA ! Ama kayAM sudhI ? 219 hato ? zA mATe huM A bhikhArI bhImasenane mAre A mahAmUle suvarNa rasa ApI dau? mahenata badhI meM karI ane tenuM phaLa A raMkane ApavAthI phAyade zuM ? AvA raMka ne dIna to A jagatamAM ghaNuM rajhaLe che. sau saunA karma bhegave che. mArA puNyathI Aja mane A suvarNa rasa maLe che. e puNyane bhAgIdAra huM A bhImasenane zA mATe banAvuM? nahi, mAre tene kaI paNa yukti karIne dUra kare joIe. Ama vicArIne sAdhu e eka AkhI janA vicArI nAMkhI, te anusAra bhImasenane teNe nagaramAM dhakelI dIdho. ane pote tyAMthI jhaDapathI palAyana thaI gayo. - bhImasene nagaramAM jaI suMdara pakavAna lIdhAM. pharasANa kharIdyAM. phaLa paNa DAM lIdhAM. ane utAvaLathI e yakSamaMdira AgaLa pAcho pharyo. - mIThAI, pharasANa ne phaLa vagerene eka jagAe mUkyAM. ane sAdhune jovA mATe maMdiramAM gaye. tyAM sAdhu nahotA. garbhadvAramAM joyuM. tyAM paNa nahotA. pharI ekavAra AkhuM maMdira jaI va. bahAra AvI bUma mArI: "mahAtmana ! 'mahAtmana !" . . . - ke I ja avAja na saMbhaLA. pitAnA ja zabdane pratiSa tene sAMbhaLavA maLe. bhImasena hAMphaLA phAMphaLe thiI gaye. tene duniyA pharatI lAgI. haiyu besatuM lAgyuM. AMkhe aMdhArAM AvavA lAgyAM. mahAmuzIbate teNe svasthatA jALavI rAkhI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #231 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 220 bhImasena caritra mahAtmana ! kayAM gayAM haze? zuM temanI buddhi pharI gaI haze? temanA dilamAM pApa peThuM haze? zuM agAuthI ja temaNe nakakI karI rAkhyuM haze ke mane nagaramAM bhejananA bahAne mekala ne pite ahIMthI palAyana thaI javuM? - hAya vidhAtA ! tuM kevI phara ramata mArI jiMdagI sAthe khelI rahI che? jItanI bAjI Aja mArI hAramAM palaTAI gaI che. keTakeTalAM kaSTa veThIne huM sAdhu sAthe gayA hatA. meM bhUkha nahotI joI, tarasa nahotI joI. TADhataDakAnI paravA nahotI karI. khUba ja ekAgra mane ane pUrepUrI vaphAdArIthI meM e siddhAtmAne sAtha Ape hato. tene vidhAtA ! zuM A ja badale ? mArA prayatna ne prAmANiktAnuM zuM A ja pariNAma? he karmarAjA ! tame mArA kayA karmonI Aja mane zikSA karI rahyA che? A bhavamAM te meM khUba ja zuddha jIvana vItAvyuM che. nyAya ane nItithI meM rAjazAsana karyuM che. koIne paNa kaSTa na paDe te rIte huM ja chuM. vapatnImAM meM saMtoSa mAnyo che. para strIne meM mArI mAbena gayAM che. vyasana ane bhabhUkatI vAsanAothI huM sadAya dUra rahyo chuM. yathAzakti meM tapa karyuM che. supAtra dAna dIdhAM che. vrata niyamanuM paNa te yathArtha ne zuddhapaNe pAlana karyuM che. to he karmarAjA! mArI A avadazA zA mATe ? A bhavanA keI karmanuM te pariNAma A nathI ja. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #232 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vidhAtA ! Ama kayAM sudhI ? rarA to zuM pUrvabhave meM ghaNAM ja azubha karmo karyA haze ? zuM meM bALakonAM dhAvaNa choDAvyAM haze? lUMTaphATa karIne nirdoSa evA vaTemArguone lUMTayA haze? pazu pakSIone mojamAM mAryA haze? sAdhu-saMto ne strIo upara meM atyAcAra gujAryA haze? koInuM dhana dagAthI lUMTI lIdhuM haze? na jANe meM kayAM kayAM pApa karyo haze ? jJAnI bhagavaMta sivAya e mane kaNa kahe? e pApa to je hoya te. paNa A vartamAnanI vedanA kevI rIte dUra karavI ? - dhana vinA mArA ane mArA kuTuMbane jIvana nirvAha kevI rIte calAva ? have te A zarIra paNa sAtha nathI ApatuM. aneka divasanA rajhaLapATa ane vAraMvAra maLelI niSphaLatAothI te paNa kaMgALa banI gayuM che. cetana to have sAva ja osarI gayuM che. mArI AzA have marI paravArI che. bhaviSyanI koI ja ujaLI nizAnI jaNAtI nathI. thoDI ghaNI kaMIka haiyAmAM garamI AvI hatI, te paNa sAdhunA vizvAsaghAtathI TharIne jAma thaI gaI che. eha! mArA jIvanane dhikAra che ! mAruM jIvavuM have vyartha che! na to huM mArA bALaka ne patnIne upayogI banI zake, ke na to huM khUda mArA pitAnA upagamAM paNa rahI zako. mArA ekalA paMDanuM paNa pUruM karavAnI mArAmAM hAma nathI rahI. AvA asahAya, kaMgALa ne dIna jIvanane TakAvIne zuM karavAnuM ? P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #233 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 222 bhImasena caritra nahi...nahi....have bhale mane koI bacAvavA Ave. huM temanI koI vAta nahi mAnuM. huM mArA prANa have to choDIne ja jaMpIza. jIvananA A aneka duHkha karatAM to maraNanuM ekavAranuM duHkha sAruM. have mAre basa bIje kaMI ja vicAra nathI karavo. Aja jiMdagIne mAro chello divasa banI raheze." bhImasene pharIthI motane nimaMtraNa dIdhuM. A tene trIjIvArano prayAsa hato. pahelAM sArthavAha zeThe bacAvyuM hato. ne tene ratno ApyAM hatAM. e 2ne cAlyAM gayAM. pharI gaLe phAMsa nAMkhe. sAdhue bacAvyo. suvarNa rasanI lAlaca ApI. rasa maje. paNa bhImasenanA bhAge e rasa nahato. sAdhue dago dIdho. bhImasena have dhIraja dharI zake 1 tema na hato. teNe tarata ja vaDanI vaDavAIone gaLA pharato pAza bAMdhyo. mRtyue tenA gaLA pharatI mUDa pakaDI. - ane bhImasena jIvanane have chellA chellA rAma rAma karavA lAgyo. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #234 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 22: AcAryazrIne Atmasparza - bhImasena jiMdagIthI thAkI gayo hate. e thAke e sahaja hatuM. kAraNa daiva tenI pAchaLa hAtha dhoIne paDayuM hatuM. rAjagRhI cheDayA pachI tenA upara duHkhane meru tUTI paDayo hato. uparA uparI maLelI niSphaLatAone lIdhe te manobaLa I beThe hato. babe vAra teNe AtmahatyA karavA prayatna karyo. beya vAra te ugarI gayo. AthI A vakhate to teNe saMkalpa ja karyo. bhale koI mane bacAvavA Ave. huM teno InkAra karIza. ane mRtyune ja varIza. bhImasena Ama hAma to gumAvI ja beThe hato. paraMtu eNe sadbuddhi sAva gumAvI dIdhI nahotI. duHkhanA bhAra taLe je kaMI buddhi bacI hatI te vaDe aMta samaya sudhArI levAne vicAra karyo. buddhie kahyuM : "bhImasena! Ayakhu te AkhuM tAruM dhULamAM gayuM. have jyAre te A jIvanane aMta ja lAvavAne saMkalpa karyo che, to pachI A chellI ghaDI te sudhArI le. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #235 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 224 . bhImasena caritra zA mATe ArtadhyAna ne haidradhyAna thAvI AvatA bhavone paNa tuM bagADe che? mRtyune tAre bheTavuM che to hasatAM hasatAM bheTa. raMjane reSa rAkhyA vinA tene maLa. aMtaranA umaLakAthI tenuM svAgata kara. zubha dhyAna dhara. prabhunuM nAma maraNa kara. ane tArA aMtane ujaLuM banAva." buddhinI A Takore bhImasenane AtmA jAgI UThaze. teNe vaDavAIone phAMse taiyAra karyo. tenI gAMTha barAbara cakAsI joI. pachI pUrva dizA tarapha UbhA rahI teNe be hAtha dhyA. AMkhane baMdha karI. e baMdha AMkhee te vItarAga paramAtmAne nIhALavA prayatna karavA lAgyo. AtmAnI ujajaLa jatikAne prakAza DhaMDhavA teNe prayAsa karyo. temaja hoTha ughADIne te mahAmaMgalakArI namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM bhAvapUrvaka raTaNa karavA lAgyo. | namo arihaMtANuM...name siddhANuM...namo AyariyANuM .name uvajajhAyANa....name e savasAhUNaM..... eka eka pada e bolato gaye ne kalpanAthI baMdha AMkhe e sAkSAt arihaMta paramAtmA, siddha bhagavaMta Adine nIhALI pitAnA AtmAne namAvato gayo. name AyariyANuM.... pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtane namaskAra thAo. ema belI teNe mastaka namAvyuM. tyAM tene jAgrata AtmAe vadhu ghero ne utkaTa bhAva anubhavyuM. A samaye mane je teozrInAM darzana thAya to mAruM jIvyuM saphaLa thaI jAya ! paNa evuM saubhAgya mane kayAMthI . P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #236 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AcAryazrIne Atmasparza rara5 maLe? huM to A nirjanatAmAM Ubho chuM. evA gInI to keI zakyatA nathI. to zuM mAre avatAra emanA darzana vinA eLe ja jaze ? he vidhAtA ! Aja sudhI meM tArI pAse sukha ne saMpatti mAMgI che. tenA badale te mane duHkha ne vedanA ja ApI che. to paNa meM tene hasatA hasatA svIkAryA che. Aja maraNa paNa e ja rIte svIkAruM chuM. maratA mANasanI eka aMtima abhilASA he vidhAtA! tuM pUrI na kare? A ghaDIe mane basa eka ja jhaMkhanA che. jIvananI have eka ja kAmanA rahI che. 'vidhAtA ! tuM mane saMsAratAraka AcArya bhagavaMtanA darzananuM dAna de !..." Ama aMtarathI bhAvavihvaLa banI bhImasene pUrva dizA bhaNuM mAthuM namAvyuM. ne be : "pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtane mArA lAkha lAkha namaskAra thAo !...." ane jANe sAkSAt AcArya bhagavaMta ja tenI sAme hoya tema teNe paMcAMga praNipAta karyA. be ghaDI sudhI e ja bhAvamAM te jamIna upara mastaka aDADIne paDyo rahyo. dharmalAbha" eka zAMta ne zItaLa avAja havAmAM gUMjI UThe. bhImasena e sAMbhaLatAM ja Azcarya ne AnaMdathI ekadama Ubho thaI gaye. tenA sAzaMka mane pUchayuM : "ahIM AcArya bhI, 15 P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #237 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 226 bhImasena caritra bhagavaMta kayAMthI? nahi....nahi....bhramaNa che. paNa e avAja saMbhaLAco hato e nakkI. jarAya vilaMba karyA vinA, te jamIna uparathI UbhuM thaI gayo. ane jovA lAgyuM. e pavitra ne zAMtidAyaka avAja kayAMthI AvyuM e zodhavA bhImasenane jhAjha zrama na paDyo. tenI sAme ja tenI aMtaranI abhilASA mUrtimaMta banIne tene AzIrvAda ApI rahI hatI. "dharmalAbha..." zabda pharI saMbhaLA. bhImasenano AtmA harakhAI UThayo. potAnI sAme sAkSAt zramaNa bhagavaMta UbhelA joI tenuM haiyuM nAcI UThayuM, tenI AMkhamAM umaMga ubharAI AvyuM. romeroma tenuM harSolasita banI gayuM. ghaNuM ja bhAvapUrvaka bhImasene vidhipUrvaka zramaNe bhagavaMtane vaMdana karI. sukhazAtAdi pUchI ane temanA caraNano sparza karI AnaMdathI chalakAtI AMkhoe be hAtha jeDI Ule rahyo. A zramaNa bhagavaMta dharmaghoSasUri hatA. A ja temane sADa upavAsanA pAraNane divasa hato. gocarI mATe te AkAzagamana karIne keI nagara tarapha jaI rahyA hatA. tyAM temanI karuNudra najara bhImasena upara paDI. vaDanI nIce laTakato phAMse je. be hAtha joDIne navakAra mahAmaMtranuM raTaNa karatAM bhImasenane sAMbhaLe. | | | | P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #238 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prAcAryazrIne Atmasparza rara7 tarata ja te nIce utaryA ane bhImasenane AtmahatyAnA mahApAtakamAMthI ugAravA tenI samIpa AvIne UbhA rahyA. ane bolyA : "dha........lA...bha." - pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta jJAnI hatA. bhImasenane te oLakhI gayA. bolyA: "bhImasena ! tuM A zuM karI rahyo che? AtmahatyA karIne anantA bhava bagADavA beThe che ? rAjana! tuM to sujJa che. tuM jANe che ke duHkha ane sukha to badhA karmAdhIna che. azubha karmonAM udayathI duHkha Ave che. zubha karmonA udayathI sukha Ave che. jIvanane akALe aMta ANane je karmono kSaya thaI jatuM hoya to karyo jIva jIvavAnuM pasaMda kare? * bhImasena ! tuM to bhavyAtmA che. pUrvanuM puNyanA baLe tane jaina zAsana maLyuM che. vItarAga prabhune tane dharma maLyo che. e dharma pAmIne paNa tuM zuM A rIte vatI rahyo che ? . . . AtmAne jAgrata kara rAja! AvI paDelAM duHkhone samabhAve sahana kara. ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAnane dUra kara. e dhyAnathI to duHkhe ghaTavAne badale vadhatAM ja jaze. karmonAM AvaraNa jADAM banatAM jaze ane temAM AtmA to kayAMya UMDe DhabUrAI jaze. mATe evuM akRtya tuM na kara ! zubha dhyAna dhara. karmone bhegavatAM bhegavatAM paNa karmanI nirja kare. vicAra kara. A je dukho tane paDI rahyAM che te tane nahi tArA dehane paDI rahyAM che. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #239 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2280 bhImasena caritra tuM deha nathI. tuM AtmA che. duHkha to dehanA hoya. AtmAne duHkha na hoya. sAvadha bana rAjana ! sAvadha bana. mananI nirbaLatA khaMkherI nAkha. AtmavIryane phorava ane maLelA A mAnava janmane sukRtyothI sArthaka kara......" AcArya bhagavaMtanI maMgaLa ane maMjula vANI sAMbhaLI bhImasenanA saghaLAya paritApa zAMta paDI gayA. mananI tamAma durbaLatAo ne nirAzAe bhasmIbhUta thaI gaI. teno AtmA cautanya anubhavavA lAgyo. duHkhathI thAkelI kAyAmAM tAjhagIne saMcAra thaze. gadagada kaMThe te bolyo : "gurudeva! Aja mAro janma saphaLa thaI gaye. ApanA darzana mAtrathI Aja mArAM saghaLAM duHkha dUra thaI gayA hoya ema lAge che. ApanuM kahevuM yathArtha che. sukha ne duHkha karmAdhIna che, jIvanano akALe aMta lAvI devAthI karmanI sattAmAMthI chaTakI nathI zakAtuM. mananI durbaLatAne laI huM ghaNuM ja mahApAtaka karavA taiyAra tharyo hato. Ape mane saveLAe ugArI lIdho. dhanyavAda! gurUdeva ! dhanyavAda! mArA Apane zata koTi koTi praNAma...." bhImasene pharI paMcAMga praNipAtapUrvaka vaMdanA karI. rAjana ! tArA Atmadharmane bhUlIza nahi. tenuM yathArtha ArAdhana karaje.' ema aMtima upadeza ApI. AcArya bhagavaMte gaucarI javA mATe paga upADayA. gurudeva! mArI eka namra vinaMtIne Apa svIkAra P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #240 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 229 rahI che AcAryazrIne Atmasparza karaze, te mahAupakAra thaze. AcAryazrIne gaucarI mATe jatAM joI bhImasene prArthanA karI. kaho rAjana! zuM prArthanA che ?' gurudeva ! huM mArA ne siddhAtmA mATe nirdoSa evuM bhejana laI Avyo chuM. nirAzAne laI meM e bhajanane sparza paNa karyo nathI. Apane khape evI e vAnagIo che. gaucarIno lAbha mane Apaze te mAre bhava sArthaka banI jaze." aMtaranI ubharAtI bhAvanAthI bhImasene Agraha karyo. - AcArya bhagavaMte dharmalAbha ApyA. AtmabhAvanA reDIne bhImasene pUjya AcAryazrIne gaucarI vaharAvI. te vaherAvatAM tenI AMkhomAM AnaMdanAM AMsu dadaDI UThayAM, tenuM haiyuM zubha bhAvanAthI vibhera banI gayuM. AcAryazrIe gaucarI vahorI ne dharmalAbha ApyA. e ja samaye nIla gaganamAM devadubhi gUMjI UThI. = devavimAnamAMthI devatAoe pArijAtaka pupanI vRSTi karI. sugaMdhI jaLanI rImajhIma varSA karI. divya vastrono varasAda _karyo. suvarNa mahoranI vRSTi karI ane bulaMda svare "aho dAna! ahe dAna !"nA gheSapUrvaka dharmaghoSasUri mahArAjane jayanAda karyo ane dharatI upara AvIne e sau deva-devIoe _vidhipUrvaka AcArya bhagavaMtane vaMdanA karI. bhImasenanI tene supAtra dAna mATe prazaMsA karI ane mUlyavAna vastro temaja alaMkArothI tenI uttama bhakita karI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #241 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 230 bhImasena caritra kharekhara A mAnavabhava uttama che. mekSamAM laI janAra A ja eka mAtra janma che. mahAmAnava bhImasenane jaya ho." ema jayanAda karI devatA e adazya thaI gayA. devadubhino karNapriya avAja sAMbhaLIne kSitipratiSThita nagaranA prajAjane kutUhala anubhavavA lAgyA. A nAda 88 rAjadarabAramAM paNa pahoMce. nagaranareza vijayasena tarata ja rAjakAja cheDIne Ubhe thaze. jaina dharmane zraddhALu ane jJAtA hato e. teNe mAnI lIdhuM, A kaI mAnavanA vAjiMtrano avAja nathI. de dirda bhi vagADe che. jarUra koI puNyazALI AtmAe mahA puNya prApta karyuM lAge che. keNa haze e puNyAtmA? ke tenA mAnavabhavane ujAjo haze? ' AvA kaMI kaMI vicAra karate vijayasena tenA rAjazAhI rasAlA sAthe dubhinA avAjanI dizA tarapha AvavA nIkaLe. dUrathI zramaNa bhagavaMtane jotAM te azva uparathI nIce utaryo mugaTa kADhI nAkhe. zastrAstra bAju para mUkayAM ne ughADA page zramaNa darzananI utkaTatA anubhavato zrI dharmaghoSasUri mahArAja pAse Avyo. sAthe sAthe nagarajano paNa AvyA. . jotajotAmAM te nagaranA pAdaramAM sArI evI medanI jamA thaI gaI. A vaDalAnI chAyA taLe pUjya AcArya bhagavaMte dharmadezanAno prAraMbha karyo : P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #242 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AcAryazrIne Atmasparza 231 bhavyAtmAo ! A akhila brahmAMDamAM ati durlabha evuM kAMI je hoya to te A mAnavabhava ja che. pUrvabhavanA koI paNa puNyabaLe A bhava prApta thAya che ane A mAnava janma kaMI vAraMvAra nathI maLato. e mATe te A bhavamAM satata jAgRta rahevuM joIe. AtmAne dareka paLe sAvadha rAkhavo joIe. Ama A manuSyajanma ati durlabha che. temAM ya jaina kuLamAM janma pAmavo, janma pAmIne mokSadAtA muni bhagavaMtano satsaMga pAmavo, temanI vANa pAmavI, e vANI upara zraddhA janmavI, e zradhdhA jamyA bAda tene amala kare, e te mahA mahA atyaMta durlabha che. evuM saubhAgya jeone maLyuM che te kharekhara puNyAtmA che. A utkRSTa mAnavajanma pAmIne jeo AtmadharmanuM ArAdhana karatAM nathI, teo A bhavane eLe gumAve che. hAthamAM Avela ciMtAmaNI ratnane pheMkI de che. bhavya lakSmI caMcaLa che. AyuSya caMcaLa che. saMsAranAM kahevAtAM sukha vIjaLInA camakArA jevAM kSaNika che. AvA nAzavaMta padArthonI pAchaLa jIvanane barabAda karavuM e ajJAnatA che, mUrkhAmI che. - jJAnI bhagavaMtoe dharmahIna puruSone pazunI upamA ApI che. jeo dharmanuM sevana karatAM nathI teo mAnavadehamAM jIvatAM chatAM paNa pazuo ja che. bho! tame mAnava bane. mAnavane egya evA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #243 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ra3ra bhImasena caritra kartavya karo. AtmadharmamAM sthira bano. dharma ja saghaLAM sukha-duHkhano aMta ANe che. AtmadharmanA ArAdhanathI bhavyAtmAe A saMsAra tarI jAya che. janmamaraNanA duHkhAnI tethI kAyama mATe aMta Ave che. mokSanI prApti thAya che. AtmA AtmAmAM bhaLI jAya che. mahAnubhAvo ! AtmA upara anAdikALathI karmanAM aneka paMDaLe caDelAM che. e paDaLane tapanA tApathI bALI nAkhe. vardhamAna tapa e sarva tapomAM uttamottama tapa che. A tapanI ArAdhanAthI nikA cIta karmo paNa kSaya pAme che. utkaTa ArAdhanAthI bhavyajIva A tapa vaDe tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhe che, ane anukrame sakala karmane bhasmIbhUta karIne atine vare che. A tapanI vidhi A pramANe che. prathama eka AyaMbila ane eka upavAsa, pachI be AyaMbila ne eka upavAsa, traNa AyaMbila ne eka upavAsa Ama vadhIne pAMca AyaMbila ne eka upavAsa karIne pAraNuM karI zakAya che. tyAra pachI ja AyaMbila ne eka upavAsa e pramANe eka eka AyaMbilanI vRddhi karatAM TheTha so AyaMbilane eka upavAsa sudhI tapa karatAM A vardhamAna tapa pUrNa thAya che. A tapanA ArAdhakoe roja bAra legassano kAussagna kare joIe, tema ja OM namo arihaMtANa, OM name siddhANuM, che name tavaksa, A traNamAMthI game te eka maMtra padanI 20 navakAravALI gaNavI joIe. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #244 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AcAryazrIne Atmasparza 233 A uparAMta savAra sAMja pratikramaNa, devadarzana, deva pUjA, devavaMdana, jega hoya tyAM guruvaMdana, vyAkhyAna zravaNa, sAmAyika, svAdhyAya Adi karavAM joIe. A tapanuM ArAdhana karIne dayAnA sAgara zrI munIzvara mahAsena, sAdhuguNA zrI kRSNa sAthvI tema ja zuddha cAritrI zrI caMdra rAjarSie kevaLajJAna prApta karIne mokSapadane meLavyuM hatuM. bhavyAtmAo ! A tapanA ArAdhanathI anaMtA bhavana karelA karmonI nirjarA thAya che. A bhava ne parabhava baMne sudhare che ane kALakrame sakala karmane kSaya thAya che. mahAnubhAvo ! A tapanuM yathArtha ArAdhana kare. ane mahAdurlabha evA mahAjanmane sArthaka karo. pUjya AcAryazrIe tapa upara bhAra mUko ane vyAkhyAnanI samApti karI. bhImasena ekacite AcArya bhagavaMtanI amRtavANInuM pAna karI rahyo hato. AcAryazrInA eka eka zabda tene AtmA pulakita thatuM hatuM. tenA aMtaranI badhI ja zubha ne zuddha bhAvanAo saLavaLI rahI hatI. bhagavaMte tapanuM mAhAtamya saMbhaLAvyuM. e sAMbhaLI teNe manomana nakakI karyuM ke pote paNa A tapanuM utkRSTa ane yathArtha ArAdhana karaze. vijayasena rAjAe UbhA thaI AcArya bhagavaMtane pUchyuM: 'gurudeva! mArA yogya kaMI AjJA hoya te pharamAvo." "rAjana ! tame te prajAnA pAlaka pitA che. pazu P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #245 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 234 bhImasena caritra pakSIo paNa tamArAM saMtAna ja gaNAya. teonuM rakSaNa ane saMvardhana karaje. nagaramAM cAlatAM kasAIkhAnAM baMdha karAvaje. ane jaina zAsananI vijayapatAkA pharapharatI rahe tevAM dharmanA kRtya karaje." AcAryazrIe Adeza Ape. ApanI AjJA e ja mAro dharma che. vijayasene mastaka namAvI vinayathI kIdhuM'. anya zrotAgaNe paNa pitAnI yathAzakti vrata niyamonA paccakakhANa lIdhAM ane sabhAjane eka pachI eka vikharAvA lAgyA. AcArya bhagavaMte paNa gamananI taiyArI karI. potAnI jaghAne temaNe hastasparza karyo ane AkAzapaMthe UDI gayA. - saue bulaMda avAje dharmaghoSasUri mahArAjane jayanAda karyo. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #246 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 23 : bhAgya paTo traNa traNa vAra sabhAjanoe AcAryazrIne jayanAda karyo. paNa bhImasena te e jayanAdathI para banI gaco hato. e bulaMda jayaghoSaNA tenA karNapaTa para athaDAI paNa tenA hoTha kazuM ja na belI zakayA. bhAva samAdhimAM e lIna thaI gaye hato.' cAritrya ane tapanA tejathI jhaLahaLatI AcAryazrInI mukhamudrA jotAM e saghaLuM bhautika bhAna visarI gaye hato. ghaNuM lAMbA samaye tenA AtmAe AvI parama zAMti anubhavI hatI. e zAMtine te chevA mAMgato na hato. AtmAnI e apUrva zAMti tene vadana upara prabhAva pAtharI rahI hatI. A zAMti, devee paridhAna karAvelAM divya vastrone laIne aura prabhAva pADatI hatI. vyAkhyAnamAM te sauthI AgaLa beThe hate. tenI bAjumAM ja vijyasena rAjA ane anya maMtrI samUha beThe hate. bhImasena pote anahada bhAva samAdhimAM hoI tene A kazAyane khyAla na hato. dehathI te anubhava karI rahyo hato ke pitAnI AsapAsa aneka P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #247 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 231 bhImasena caritra mAnave upasthita che. aMtarathI tene te sparza nahoto thavA dete. je divya ne gaMgAsama nirmaLa jJAna sAgaramAM tene snAna karavAno lahAvo maLe hato, e 9hAvAnA AnaMdane bIjI vAtomAM dhyAna daIne khaMDita karavA nahoto mAMgata. vijayasenanuM tevuM nahatuM. e to dubhine nAda sAMbhaLIne doDI Avyo hato. AvIne joyuM to eka bAju rAjA hatA. bIjI bAju mahArAjA hatA. bhImasenane jetA ja temaNe tene oLakhI kADha. je ke oLakhavAmAM thoDI zrema paDe ja. kAraNa je bhImasenane temaNe rAjagRhImAM joyo hato, tenA karatAM A samayane bhImasena kaMIka judo ja hato. duHkhanA aneka ujharaDA tenA tanabadana upara dekhAtA hatA. kRza kAyA ane cImaLAyelA moM uparathI bhImasenane tarata ja oLakhI kADha muzkela hato. chatAMya vijayasene tene dhArI dhArIne joI oLakhI kADhaye. dhAyuM hota to vijayasena sau prathama tene ja bolAvata. _ paraMtu ema karavuM teNe ucita na mAnyuM. pite AcArya bhagavaMtanA darzanArthe Avyo hato. temanI upasthitimAM tema = karavuM e avinaya gaNAya evuM te samajato hato. AthI vyAkhyAna UThavAnI teNe rAha joI. vyAkhyAna UThatAM ja teNe bhImasenane premathI pokAryo : rAjagRhIne nareza bhImasena ! ahIM mArA AMgaNe padhAryA che ?" A sAMbhaLatAM ja bhImasenanI bhAva samAdhi tUTI gaI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #248 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 237 bhAgya paTTo pharI tenuM mana saMsAramAM pAchuM pharI gayuM. sAme ja vijayasenane pitAne uddezIne bolatAM joI tenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM. ghaNA varase sanehInAM darzana thayAM hatAM. tenuM aMtara ubharAI AvyuM. tarata ja bhImasena vijayasenane gaLe vaLagI paDe. bhImasena kSitipratiSThita nagaramAM AvyuM tyAre tene khabara ja hatI, ke A nagarane nareza vijayasena che. ane pitAne sAddha bhAI che. pite tenA Azare gayo hota to kaI vAte duHkha nahotuM paDavAnuM. paNa tene svamAnI AtmAe evA AzarA mATe InkAra bharo. pitAnA puruSArtha upara, ja jIvavAnuM teNe pasaMda karyuM. AthI khUba ja ajJAtapaNe te A nagaramAM rahyo. suzIlA ane bALakone paNa rAkhyA. suzIlAe paNa patinuM mana jANI keIne jANa na thavA dIdhI, ke pote A nagaranarezanI sALI che. pite eka dIna kaMgALa sAmAnya strI che temaja samajIne A nagaramAM rahI. anAyAse A bheda khule paDI gayo. bhImasene supAtra dAna dIdhuM. devoe dubhi vagADI ane vijayasene khUde tene oLakhI kADha. baMnenI AMkhomAMthI milananAM harSAsu vahI rahyAM hatAM.. vijayasene ja aMte mauna toDayuM : rAjana ! Apa Aja sudhI kayAM hatA? mane e samAcAra te maLyA hatA, ke bhAI haripeNanI kaMIka khaTapaTane Jun Gtr Aaradhak Trust Page #249 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 238 bhImasena caritra laI Apa rAjagRhIM choDI cAlyA gayA hatA. tyAra pachInA kaMI samAcAranI mane jANa nathI. are ! tame ekalA kema cho? bena suzIlA ne kumAra kayAM che?" eka sAmaTA vijayasene premabhInA prazno pUchI nAMkhyA. "vijayasena ! e sau A nagaramAM ja che." bhImasene dabAtA haiye kIdhuM. A ja nagaramAM? kayAM?' vijayasene AzcaryathI pUchyuM. * bhImasene mAMDIne badhI vAta karI. e vAtanA eka eka zabda vijayasenanuM ruvADuM ukaLI UThayuM. gussAthI tenI AMkho lAlaceLa banI gaI. te bolI UTho : ' e bhadrA ne lakSmIpatinI A hiMmata ?" pachI teNe tyAM UbhelA subhaTone uddezIne kahyuM : ' "subhaTa! hamaNAM ne hamaNAM ja tame lakSmIpati zeThane tyAM jAva. temane ane temanI patnIne muzkeToTa bAMdhIne baMdIkhAnAmAM dhakelI de. ane juo ! temane tyAM rANI suzIlA ane be rAjakumAre che. teo saune atyaMta Adara satkAra karIne rAja darabAramAM teDI lAvo." .. rAja AjJA maLatAM ja subhaTo tenuM pAlana karavA gheDe caDI gayA ane dabaDUka DabaDUka deDatA lakSmIpati zeThane tyAM AvI UbhA rahyA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #250 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAgya 5 239 - subhaTonA gayA bAda vijayasene premathI kahyuM : rAjagRhI nareza bhImasena ! juo ApanA AgamananA AnaMdathI azvo paNa haNahaNATa karI rahyA che. padhAro ! azvArUDha bane ane mArA rAjamahelane pAvana kare. " * "vijayasena ! jyAM mAre saMsAra duHkhamAM sabaDato hoya, tyAM mane AvAM sukha na zobhe. mArA bALake bheya pathArI karIne ALoTatAM hoya, tyAre mane makhamalanI zayyAne ArAma na zobhe. jyAre mArI patnI ughADA page lokonA ghare majUrI karIne thAkIne letha banI jatI hoya, tyAre mane A avanI savArI na le. tamArA Ijanane huM svIkAra karuM chuM. paNa huM avArUDha nahi banI zakuM. e mATe tame mane kSamA karo." bhImasene aMtaranI vedanA ThAlavatAM kahyuM. ApanI vAta yathArtha che. paNa have ApanuM duHkha gayuM samaje. e kALa tamAro vItI gaye. have sukhano divasa ugyo che. subhaTe rANuM suzIlAne levA gayA che. teo temane laIne sIdhA ja rAjamahela jaze. mATe padhAre ApaNe so pagapALA tyAM jaladI pahoMcI jaIe." vijayasene bhImasenanI vAtano svIkAra karyo. baMne rAjavIo cAlavA lAgyA. tyAM AkAzamAM devavANI = thaI: 'ahIM je suvarNa mahero paDelI che, te tamAma bhImasena mahArAjAnI che. koIe bhUlathI paNa tene laI javI nahi. = ema jeo karaze tenuM mastaka dhaDathI alaga thaI jaze. " vijayasene tarata ja e sonAmahore bhegI karAvI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #251 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 240 bhImasena caritra ane alaga rakhAvI. thoDe sudhI teo gayA haze tyAM ja subhaTe pAchA pharyA. 'tame sau ahI kema pAchA AvyA ?" vijayasene pUchayuM. mahArAjAdhirAja rANImA ane kumArane to bhadrA zeThANIe mAra mArIne hAMkI kADhayA che. teo je jhuMpaDImAM rahetAM hatAM e jhuMpaDIne paNa teNe Aga cAMpI dIdhI che. atyAre teo kayAM che tenI koIne tyAM khabara nathI." subhaTanA agresare kIdhuM. A sAMbhaLatAM ja bhImasenanA haiyA para vIjaLI tUTI paDI. tenA moMmAMthI cIsa nIkaLI gaI. suzIlA amaMgaLa samAcArathI tenuM haiyuM besI gayuM. tene mUcha AvI gaI. dhabU daI e dharatI upara DhaLI paDaze. bhImasena dharatI upara pachaDAya te pahelAM ja vijayasene bhImasenane pitAnA hAthamAM jhIlI lIdho. ane potAnA kheLAmAM suvADI tene pote ja pavana nAMkhavA lAgyA. A joI subhaTo paNa hAMphaLA phAMphaLA thaI gayA. ane tarata ja jaLa lAvI bhImasena upara haLave haLave chAMTavA lAgyA. zItaLa jaLa ne ThaMDI havAnA sparzathI bhImasenanI mUrNa DIvAre utarI gaI. tenA zarIramAM thoDA cetanane saMcAra thayo. teNe AMkha kholI. bhImasena ! tame svastha bano. rANamAM ane bALakone ApaNe hamaNAM ja zodhI kADhIza. meM badhA ja subhaTone P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #252 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24. bhAgya palaTe. temanI zodha mATe mokalI dIdhA che. tame dhIraja dhare. DI ja vAramAM e saunuM ApaNane milana thaze." nA, vijayasena ! nA. huM jarAya dhIraja dharI zakuM tema nathI. mAruM aMtara e saune maLavA adhIruM banI gayuM che. Aha! e bicArAo atyAre kayAM haze ? kevI rIte rahetAM haze ? nahi. huM pote ja temanI zodha mATe jaIza." ema kahI bhImasena Ubho thayo. 'huM paNa ApanI sAthe AvuM chuM. cAla ApaNe baMne sAthe maLIne temanI tapAsa karIe.' vijayasene lAgaNI bharyA avAje kIdhuM. - aneka subhaTanA rasAlA sAthe A baMne rAjavIe suzIlAnI zodhamAM bhamavA lAgyA. bIjA aneka subhaTa nagaramAM ghUmI rahyA hatA. AthI A badhA nagara bahAra zodha karavA lAgyA. - bhamatAM bhamatAM sau nagaranA killA AgaLa AvyA. bhImasena ane vijayasena jhINI najare killAnI eka eka jagyA tapAsI rahyA hatA. ghaNIvAra sudhI killAnI AsapAsa sau rakhaDyA. kayAMya patto na lAgyuM. tyAM ITa ne dhULa sivAya koInI vastI na hatI. chatAMya saue zodha jArI rAkhI. tyAM bALakanA raDavAno avAja saMbhaLA. bhImasene e avAja oLakhI kADhaye. te harSathI bolI UTho : "vijayasena ! vijayasena ! kumAre maLI gayA. juo pahaNe ketusenanA raDavAno avAja saMbhaLAya che." bhI. 16 : ...Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #253 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 242 bhImasena caritra vijayasene kAna saravA karyA. tene paNa e rudana saMbhaLAyuM. tarata ja baMnee e tarapha doTa mUkI. ketusena... devasena... ketusena... devasena..." bhIma sene doDatAM deDatAM saMtAnane bUma mArI. ' A bUma dUrathI sAMbhaLI, bhoMya upara UMdhe mAthe raDatA ketusenane joI devasene kahyuM : ketu! eya ketu ! je pitAjI ApaNane bolAvI rahyA che. UTha, Ubho thA !" kayAM che pitAjI! tame to jahuM bole che. ketusene 2DatAM raDatAM kIdhuM. nA, ketu! tuM je sAMbhaLa. huM jarAye asatya nathI bolato." . . . ketusene UbhA thaI kAna saravA karyA.. ketusena. devasena ketusena devasena." bhImasenane sAda najadIka Avato ga. ketusena ekadama Ubho thaI gayo. devasena te Ubho ja hatA. baMne eka khUNAmAMthI daDatA bahAra AvyA. ane bolavA lAgyA. ' pi...tA.jI... pitA ... .." bhImasena sAme javAba Apyo : "beTA... ketusena, beTA... devasena..." potAnA pitAne ja sAda che A te, ema baMnene ' thA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #254 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAgya palaTo 243 nakkI thaI gayuM. ne baMneya utAvaLa bhImasena pAse pahoMcavA doDI gayA. - bhImasena paNa doDato hato. sAmethI baMne kumAre doDI rahyA hatA. pitA-putre sAma sAmI dizAomAMthI doDatA eka thavA taDapI rahyA hatA. tyAM "o...mAre" cIsa pADato ketusena gaThImaDuM khAIne paDI gayo. devasena tarata ja aTakI gaye. e ja samaye vijayasena ane bhImasena tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. bhImasene ketusenane uMcakI lIdhuM. tenA gAle kapALe cumIone varasAda varasAvI dIdho. devasenane paNa vahAlathI bAthamAM lI . tene baraDe paMpALyo. tenA paNa gAle ne kapALe cumIo bharI. putrane joI bhImasenanI AMkhamAMthI codhAra AMsu sarI paDayAM. tenA gaLe DUmo bharAI AvyuM. vijayasenanI - Akho paNa sajaLa banI. tenuM haiyuM pitA-putranuM milana joI eka paLa AnaMda anubhavatuM hatuM. to bIjI ja paLe putranA didAra jaI tenuM aMtara kakaLI UThatuM hatuM. zu A rAjakumAra che! rAjagRhInA A rAjavaMze che? kayAM che, e rAja teja? kayAM che e rAjavI prabha ? ahAhA ! kevA thaI gayA che A phUla jevA saMtAne ! AMkhamAM teja nathI. gAle upara surakhI nathI. hAthamAM kauvata nathI. pagamAM cetana nathI. chAtImAM hAma nathI. kapaDAM, te P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #255 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 244 bhImasena caritra jANe che ja nahi jevA che. lohI nathI. mAMsa nathI. hADakAne jIvato mALe jANe ghUmI rahyo che. : ararara ! na jANe A bALako keTalA divasanA bhUkhyAM haze ! keTalA ya divasothI A samAroe nirAMtanI UMgha paNa nahi lIdhI hoya ! are vidhAtA ! koI tane na maLyuM, te te A mAsuma phUle upara tApa trATako ? bhImasena paNa evA ja bhAva anubhavato hato. sAthe Avela parivAra paNa rAjakumArane joI karUNAthI raDato hato. pitAjI! pitAjI ! tame kayAM hatA? tamArA vinA amArI kevI dazA thaI gaI che? bicArI mA to roja raDI raDIne adhIra thaI gaI che !" devasene kIdhuM. pitAjI! have to tame amane mUkI nahi jatA rahe ne ? pitAjI! have to tame amane roja khAvA Apazo. ne? amane bhUkhe nahi mAre ne? amArAthI have A bhUkha nathI sahana thatI pitAjI!" ketasene jorathI bhImasenanI chAtIe dabAtAM kahyuM. nahi jau beTA ! he. have tamane mUkI kadI nahi jau! tamane roja sAruM sAruM khAvAnuM khavaDAvIza. ramavA ramakaDAM paNa lAvI ApIza. ne khUba ArAma ne AnaMdathI tamane rAkhIza hAM..." bhImasene AMsu lUchatAM lUchatAM kIdhuM. beTA devasena ! tamArA mAtuzrI kayAM che?" vijayasene pUchayuM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #256 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAgya paTTo 245 keNa mA? mA to vahelI savArathI amane UMghatA mUkIne kAme gaI che. e to have sAMjanA ja Avaze." devasene kIdhuM "kayAM kAma kare che e beTA ?" vijayasene pUchayuM. kAma te e be cAra jaNAnuM kare che. atyAre te nagarazeThanI havelIe haze. temane tyAM kaMI moTo utsava thavAne che, eTale hamaNAM tene khUba ja kAma rahe che. bicArI ! mArI mA to adhamU thaI gaI che!" devasene bhAre niHzvAsa nAMkhIne kahyuM. * "have beTA ! emane kAma nahi karavuM paDe ho. tamane paNa have duHkha nahi paDe. cAle, ApaNe saue rAjamahelamAM javAnuM che. tyAM tame khUba khAje. khUba ramaje. sArAM sArAM kapaDAM paheraje. ane khUba khUba UMghaje. tAjA mAjA thaje. ne hera karaje." vijayasene kumArane AzvAsana ApyuM. he pitAjI! have amane khUba khAvAnuM maLaze?" ketusene pUchyuM. tyAM devasena bolI UTha: pitAjI ! A vaDIla koNa che? e ApaNane temane tyAM kema laI jAya che?" "beTA e tArA mAsA che. A nagaranA rAjAdhirAja che. teo ApaNane teDavA AvyA che." bhImasene khulAso karyo. A kumAre to A jANuM AnaMdamAM AvI gayA. ne hasatAM hasatAM vijayasenane bheTI paDayA. vijayasene vhAlathI baMne kumArane paMpALyA. ketusenane pitAnA hAthamAM teDI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #257 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 246 bhImasena caritra lIdho. ane cAlavA mAMDayuM. devasene bhImasenanI AMga0 pakaDI. sau have nagara tarapha javA lAgyA. jatAM jatAM vijayasena subhaTane AjJA pharamAvI. ' jAva, mahArANane A zubha samAcAra Apo ke tamAra bena, banevI ane temanAM bALako A nagaramAM padhAryA che ane teo rAjamahelamAM AvI rahyAM che. ? bIjA subhaTane bIjI AjJA karI : 'tame nagarazeThanI havelIe jAva. tyAM jaIne rANa suzIlA devIne A zubha samAcAra Ape. ne teone atya Adara bhAvathI rAjamahelamAM teDI lAve." - baMne subhaTe A AjJAnuM pAlana karavA ravAnA thaI gayA. : AvaDe moTo prasaMga kaMI chAno thoDe rahe? jetA jotAmAM to AkhA ya nagaramAM A vAta prasarI gaI. rAjagRhIne nareza bhImasena padhArI rahyA che. temanAM - mahArANI ne bALako paNa temanI sAthe che." sulocanAne A samAcAranI tarata ja khabara paDI. koI subhaTe AvIne A maMgaLa samAcAranI vadhAI khAdhA. te tarata ja potAnI moTI benane maLavA mATe pAlakhImAM besIne nagaramAM AvI. . tyAM ja tene vijayasenanA subhaTe maLyA. temaNe suzIlAnA bIjA ja samAcAra AvyA. tarata ja pAlakhAna nagara zeThanI havelIe levaDAvI. - mahArANI sucanAne pitAnI havelIe AvelI joI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #258 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAgya padya 247 nagarazeTha ane nagarazeThANa hAMphaLAM phAMphaLA thaI gayAM. temanA satkAra mATe teo hAtha joDIne UbhAM rahyAM. ane atyaMta Adara bhAvathI sucanAne potAnI havelImAM lAvyA. rANI mA ! Aja Apa A tarapha padhAryA? mane saMdeza mokalyuM hota to huM pite ApanI sevAmAM hAjara thaI jAta. Ape zA sAru ATale zrama veTha ? ? nagarazeThe vinaya karyo. nagarazeTha ! Apane tyAM suzIlA nAme koI strI kAma kare che ?" mahArANae sIdhe ja prazna karyo. "hA. chellA eka mAsathI e strI mArI havelInI sApha suphInuM kAma kare che. vAsaNa ane kapaDAM paNa te ja dhue che. ghaNI ja bhalI bAI che. koI UMcA khAnadAnanI e lAge che. paNa nasIbanA vAMke Aja A dazA bhagavatI hoya tema lAge che ! nagarazeThe vigatathI khulAso karyo. sulocanAnuM aMtara cIrAI gayuM. pitA nI moTI benanI A avadazA? huM rAjarANInuM sukha bhegavuM ne e ghara gharanAM ThAma mAMje ? ararara bicArI ! kevAM duHkha bhegavI rahI che! A vicAramAM tenI AMkhe AMsuthI chalakAI UThI. are ! ApanI AMkhamAM AMsu ? Apa 2DI kema rahyAM che ? zuM e dAsIe kaMI ApanuM kharAba karyuM che?" nagarazeThane kaMI khabara na hovAthI pUchayuM. , "nagarazeTha! tame mane jaladI temanI pAse laI jAva." adhIrAIthI sucanAe kIdhuM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #259 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 248 bhImasena caritra 'mahArANuM evI zI jarUra che? hamaNuM ja tene huM ahIM bolAvI hAjara karuM chuM." nagarazeThe kIdhuM. nA, nagarazeTha! nA. pitAnI moTIbenane hukama na karAya. temanI pAse to mAre ja javuM joIe. tame utAvaLa karo. temanA darzana vinA mAru haiyu muMjhAI rahyuM che?" sucanAo adhakacarI spaSTatA karI. suzIlA tamArI moTIbahena nA, hoya." nagarazeThe AzcaryathI kIdhuM. hA, nagarazeTha! e satya che. suzIlAbena karmanI lIlAno bhaMga banyAM che. e mArA moTIbena che. mArA banevI paNa A nagaramAM ja che. ne temane laI tamArA mahArAjA rAjamahela tarapha jaI rahyA che. huM paNa mArI moTIbenane rAjamahele teDI javA AvI chuM." nagarazeTha te A spaSTatA sAMbhaLI Azcaryacakita banI gayA. tarata ja utAvaLa mahArANI sucanAne laI jyAM suzIlA kAma karatAM hatAM, tyAM AvIne UbhA rahyA. suzIlA tyAre vAsaNa mAMjI rahI hatI. tenA mastaka upara lAja DhAMkelI hatI. chatAMya parasevAthI nItaratuM tenuM kapALa ne gaura mukha spaSTa dekhAtuM hatuM. suzIlAne jotAM ja sucanAe doTa mUkI ne bolI : me.....TI.be.....na..." A sAMbhaLatAM ja suzIlA ekadama UbhI thaI gaI. te P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #260 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAgya padya 249 hajI kaMI vicAre te pahelAM ja sulocanAe tene chAtI sarasI cAMpI dIdhI ane dhAra AMsue raDavA lAgI. raDatAM raDatAM babaDatI gaI moTIbena ! tamArI A dazA ? mane to maLavuM hatuM ? zuM tame mane paNa pArakI gaNI ? meTI ...bena... mo....TI .be na nA raDa, mArI bena. nA 23. sau karmanA khela che. karmAnI sattA AgaLa konuM cAlyuM che, te mAruM cAle ? saue pitAnAM karelAM karmo bhegave ja chuTako che. mATe bena ! AMsu luchI nAMkha. raDavAthI kaMI mArAM karma ochA ke haLavAM nathI thaI javAnAM. cAla javA de e badhI duHkhanI vAta. kahe, mArA banevInA zA samAcAra che! kSemakuzaLa to che ne ? moTIbena ! tame keTalAM badhAM sahiSNu che ? mArA samAcAra pUcho cho, paNa tamArI to tame kaMI vAta ja nathI karatAM ?" sucanA e haiyAno bhAra haLavo banAvatAM kahyuM. "mArI zuM vAta karuM bena ? mArA jIvanamAM have rahyuM che paNa zuM, ke huM tane kaMI navI vAta karuM ?" nizvAsa nAMkhI suzIlAe kahyuM. - "te bena ! huM tamane tamArA jIvananI eka vAta kahuM. jANune tamane jarUra AnaMda thaze." khuzIthI kahe bena ! zubha samAcArathI bIju rUDa zu ?" "meTIbena ! mArA banevI A nagaramAM padhAryA che. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #261 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 250 bhImasena caritra ane teo vAjate gAjate bALako sAthe rAjamahelamAM jaI rahyA che. sulocanAe umaLakAthI kIdhuM. - suzIlAnI jIvana sitAra jhaNajhaNI UThI. khuzInuM eka gIta tenA samasta dehamAM gUMjI UThayuM. virahanI AgamAM zekAI gayeluM tenuM dila pharI khIlI UThayuM. te A samAcAra sAcA na mAnI zakI. chatAMya mAnIne teNe pUchyuM. . "kayAM che e ? e sIdhA mArI pAse te kema na AvyA ?" ' , moTIbena ! tArA samAcAra sAMbhaLyA ke tuM lahamApati zeThane tyAM nathI. tArI jhuMpaDIne bhadrAe bALI nAMkhI hatI. ane pharI tame gharavihoNAM thaI gayAM hatAM. tarata ja te mUcha khAIne jamIna upara DhaLI paDayA. bhAnamAM AvyA tyAre bAvarAM banI e tArI zodhamAM deDavA lAgyA. tArA nAmanI bumo pADI temaNe pitAnuM haiyuM cIrI nAMkhyuM. tamArA banevI paNa temanI sAthe hatA. baMnee sAthe maLIne tamArA AvAsanI zodha karI. kumAro maLyA paNa tame na maLyAM. e paNa mArI jema tamane ja maLavA AvavA jIda karatAM hatA. paraMtu saue tema karavA nA pADI. AthI tamArA nAmanuM ja raTaNa karatAM e rAjamahela tarapha pagapALA jaI rahyA che. tame paNa have tyAM padhAre." sucanAe vistArathI badhI hakIkata jaNAvI. nagarazeTha te A badhuM sAMbhaLIne AzcaryathI dimUDha ja banI gayA. suzIlAe temane caraNa sparza karIne kahyuM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #262 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAgya palaTo - 251 - "zeTha ! Apano upakAra huM kadI nahi bhUluM. Ape mane je A thoDe ghaNe sahAro na A hota, to mArA bALakanuM zuM thAta? kharekhara! tamArI udAratAne dhanya che. have Apa rajA Ape huM mArI bena sAthe jAuM." vinayathI suzIlAe nagarazeThanI rajA mAMgI. - "are, are ! Apa A zuM karo che ! vaMdananA adhikArI to Ape che. ema karIne mane vadhu zaramamAM na nAMkhe. meM te Apano akSamya aparAdha karyo che. mane kSamA karo mA ! kSamA karo." nagarazeThe pastAvAthI kIdhuM. "evuM na bole nagarazeTha ! evuM na bole. aparAdha te mATe ja che, ke meM pUrvabhave kaMI azubha pApAcaraNa karyuM haze e pApane badale Aja huM vALI rahI chuM. tame te mArA duHkhane haLavuM karyuM che. ane huM tamAre tyAM raMka banIne AvI hatI, rANImA rUpamAM nahotI AvI. AthI tamAre pastAvAnI koI ja jarUra nathI. basa, tame mane sukhethI rajA Apo. eTale huM vidAya lauM." suzIlAe nagarazeThane sAMtvana ApyuM. nagarazeThe baMne rAjarANIonI bhakti karI. najarANuM dhayuM ane atyaMta AdarathI baMnene pAlakhImAM besADI AvI vidAya ApI. pAlakhI rAjamahela tarapha javA ravAnA thaI. bhImaseMna ane vijayasena paNa kumAre sAthe rAjamahela tarapha AvI rahyA hatA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #263 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 252 bhImasena caritra nagaranareza khuda pagapALA rAjamahela tarapha jaI rahyo che, e jANuM tene jovA ne tene satkAra karavA nagarajano cere ne cauTe, gekhe jharukhe bhIDa jamAvIne UbhA hatA. jyAM jyAMthI teo pasAra thayA, tyAM tyAM prajAjanoe temane kulaDe vadhAvyA, vijayasena ane bhImasenano paNa jayanAda karyo. nagaracokamAM AvatAM, rastAnA bAju uparanA jhADanI DALa upara beThelA eka kapirAje bhImasenanuM abhUtapUrva svAgata karyuM. teNe hupAhupa karI pitAno harSollAsa vyakata karyo. potAnA beDoLa hAthathI pupanI vRSTi karI. kayAMkathI upADI lAvelI phulamALAne evI rIte pheMkI, ke e sIdhI ja bhImasenanA gaLAmAM paDI. bhImasene upara je yuM te kapirAja tenA sAmuM joI hupAhupa karI harSanI cIcIyArI karI rahyo hato. ane e hAtha joDI tene namana karI rahyo hato. vAMdarAnI A bhakti joI bhImasena ghaDIbhara tene jota Ubhe rahyo. vAMdarAe tarata ja eka gaMdI ne cha kaMthA DALa uparathI pheMkI. kaMthA sIdhI bhImasenanA paga AgaLa paDI. bhImasene tarata ja tene laI lIdhI ane harSa thI tene pitAnA hoThe aDakADI. are bhImasena ! A zuM karo cho ? AvA gaMdA ne malina gAbhAne tame sparza kare che ? hi! chi ! !i pheMkI de tene." vijayasene jugusAthI kIdhuM. vijayasena ! kALI majUrInI mArI A bheTa che. A P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #264 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAgya paTo 253 kaMthA ja mAtra nathI. amUlya ratnone e khajAno che." bhImasene vaLate javAba Apyo. cAlatAM cAlatAM pachI tenI savistara kathA kahI. vijayasene tarata ja e kaMthA saMbhALathI rAkhavA subhaTone sUcanA karI. sau cAlatAM cAlatAM rAjamahelanI najadIka AvI pahoMcyAM. thoDuM ja aMtara have bAkI hatuM. tyAM eka aMdha bA doDato e saunA mArgamAM AvIne bUma pADavA lAgyuM. arere ! mane kaI bacAvo. mane ghaNuM vedanA thAya che. huM to sAva lUMTAI gaye re...arere !..mane AvI kubuddhi kayAM sUjhI ?" - bhImasene tarata ja e bAvAne oLakhI kADha. "e siddha purUSane ahIM derI lAvo. mAre temanI sAthe vAta karavI che. bhImasene eka subhaTane AjJA karI. subhaTa siddha purUSane laI AvyuM. namaskAra, siddha purUSa ! kuzaLa to che ne ? are ! tamArI AMkhene A zuM thayuM ?" aMdha AMkho tarapha najara jatAM ja bhImasene karuNAthI pUchayuM. kaNa bhAI ? A bhImasenano te avAja nathI ne ?" siddha purUSe avAja oLakhIne pUchayuM. hA mahAtmana ! huM ja bhImasena chuM. paNa A avadazA kevI rIte thaI?" bhImasene pUchyuM. keNa bhImasena ? bhAI! tuM? are ! huM to sAva P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #265 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 254 bhImasena caritra barabAda thaI gaye chuM. arere ! tane keTaluM badhuM duHkha ApyuM ! tArI sAthe huM dago ramyo, tenuM huM A phaLa bhegavI rahyo chuM." mahAnubhAva! tuM mane kSamA kara. mane mArA e pApane khUba ja pastAvo thAya che. mAruM aMtara roja raDe che, sujJa! meM rasa laI lIdhe, ne vidhAtAe mArI AMkha laI lIdhI. mArA pApane badale mane Aja bhavamAM maLI gaye. huM reja tArI pratIkSA karato hato. paNa mane aMdhane tArA darzana kyAMthI thAya? - Aja tuM maLI gayo che te bhAI! mArA e aparAdhane kSamA kara. meM sAdhu thaIne zetAnanuM kAma karyuM che. dravyanI lAlacamAM lalacAIne tArA jevA nirdoSanI aneka AzAenuM meM khUna karyuM che. mahAbhAga! tuM e rasano svIkAra kara, ne mArA e bejane haLa kara." siddha purUSe raDatAM raDatAM pitAno pastAvo karyo. ane bhImasenanA page paDaze. bhImasenane dayA AvI gaI. siddhapuruSanI AMkho cAlI gaI hovAthI tenuM hayuM karUNAthI chalakAI gayuM. teNe premathI siddhapurUSane UbhA karyA. pitAnI chAtI sarasA cAMpyA, ane anukaMpAthI kIdhuM : ' "mahAtmana ! e saghaLuM visarI jAva. banavAnuM hatuM te banI gayuM. tamAruM aMtara pApanA pastAvAthI raDI rahyuM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #266 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAgya paze 255 che e ja ghaNuM che. haiyAno bhaDabhaDa baLato pastA ja tamArA jIvanane sukhI karaze. kalaMkti banelA tamArA AtmAne vizuddha karaze. tame te siddhapurUSa che, jJAnI cho. tamane vizeSa huM zuM kahI zakuM ? chatAM ya mArA lAyaka kaMI sevA hoya te pharamAve. - "bhImasena ! tArI udAratAne dhanya che! tuM to haiyuM vizALa rAkhI chUTI gaye. paNa mArI zI gati thaze ? tuM tAre e bhAga svIkArI le. ane mane e pApamAMthI mukta kara. siddhapurUSe savarNarasathI bharelAM tuMbaDAM ApavA mATe Agraha karyo. "jevI mahAtmana ! ApanI icchA." bhImasene siddhapurUSanA Agrahano svIkAra karyo. e ja paLe siddhapuruSanI AMkhamAM ajavALuM thayuM. najara AgaLa baMdhAyelAM AvaraNe tUTI gayAM. aMdhatva nAza pAmyuM. siddhapuruSe AMkha paTapaTAvIne joyuM, to sAme rAja mugaTamAM zubhatAM vijayasena ane bhImasena temaja anya samuha pitAnI sAme Ubho hato. siddhapurUSanA harSanI sImA na rahI. pitAnuM aMdhatva cAlI gayuM joI teno AtmA AnaMdathI nRtya karavA lAgyuM. te pharIthI bhImasenane page paDyo. tenA caraNa pakaDI vAraMvAra kSamA mAMgI ane upakAra mAnya. bhImasenane paNa navAI lAgI. teNe kahyuM : "mahAtmana ! A badhe ja karmane pratApa che. tamArA azubha karmanA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #267 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 256 bhImasena caritra baMdhane laI tamane aMdhatva maLyuM. e karma pUruM thayuM. zubha karmodaya pragaTa ne tamane prakAza maLe. huM to temAM nimitta mAtra chuM ! mArUM temAM kaMI ja nathI." siddhapurUSa AnaMda ane upakAranA bhAvamAM AMsu sArI rahyo. "rAjana ! tame sau cAlatA thAva. huM abaghaDI e suvarNarasa laI AvuM chuM. have mAre kaI ja rasane khapa nathI. mane Amarasa lAdhI gayo che. cAre cAra tuMbaDAM laI huM hamaNAM ja AvI pahoMcuM chuM." ema kahI siddhapurUSa doTa mUkI. ane sau DIvAramAM rAjamahelamAM AvyAM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #268 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 23: kuTuMbameLo bhImasena ane vijayasena vagere rAjamahelamAM Ave te agAu ja suzIlA ane sucanA tyAM AvI gayAM hatAM. suzIlAnI adhIrAIne te pAra na hato. vAraMvAra tenAM romAMca khaDAM thaI jatAM hatAM. traNa traNa varasanA kAramA ne duHsahya viga bAda te Aja tenA prANavallabhanA darzana karavAnI hatI. tenA umaMganI koI avadhi na hatI. caMcaLa mane te bhImasenanI pratIkSA karI rahI hatI. sucanAe rAjamahelamAM AvI tarata ja suzIlAne rAjarANIne cagya evAM vastro paridhAna karAvyAM. alaMkArothI tene suzobhita karI. suzIlAne deha kRza thaI ga hato. paraMtu satItvanA tejathI tenuM vadana prabhA pAtharI rahyuM hatuM. tenI AMkhanI nirmaLatA jonAra saunA aMtarane zAtA bakSatI hatI. rezamI ne mulAyama vastra paridhAnamAM te saunda. ryanI tejadIpIkA lAgatI hatI. thoDe dUrathI teNe bhImasenano jayanAda sAMbhaLe. tarata ja svAmInA svAgata mATe e bAvarI banI gaI. hAthamAM * bhI. 17 P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #269 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 258 bhImasena caritra suvarNathALamAM AratInI pavitra tarekhAo TamaTamI rahI hatI. e suvAsa ne e jota rekhAonA prakAzathI tenuM sukumAra ne namaNuM saudarya aura dIpI rahyuM hatuM. bhImasene rAjauMbare paga mUke ke tarata ja suzIlAe akSata ne pukhethI vadhAvyuM. tenI AratI utArI. ane pote patinA caraNamAM paDI bhAvathI namaskAra karyA. namaskAra karatAM suzIlAnI AMkhamAMthI AMsu sarI paDayAM. ne bhImasenanA paga bhIMjAvA lAgyA. bhImasena paNa bhAvavivaLa banI gayo hato. suzIlAnuM A rIte milana thayeluM joI tenI AMkhamAMthI paNa premAku vahI rahyAM hatAM ane suzIlAnA kezakalApa upara paDIne e AMsue TapaTapa tUTI paDatAM hatAM. "akhaMDa saubhAgyavatI ha." AnaMdathI rudhAyelA avAje, suzIlAnA mAthA upara hAtha mUkI bhImasene AzIrvAda ApyA. suzIlA bAju upara sarI gaI. bhImasena AgaLa va. devasena ane ketusena mAmA.. bolatAM khuzIlAne vaLagI paDayAM. apUrva vAtsalyathI suzIlAe baMne bALakone pitAnI chAtI sarasA cAMpI dIdhAM. bALako, mAta pitA baMnene sAthe joI AnaMdamAM AvI gayA. ane e traNeya bhImasenanI pAchaLa pAchaLa rAjamahelamAM AvyAM. vijayasenanA rAjamahelamAM utsava thaI gaco. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #270 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kuTuMbameLe 259 nehIonA milanathI mahelana khUNekhUNe gUMjI UThaze. cAre bAju AnaMdanuM vAtAvaraNa chavAI gayuM. traNa varasanA samayamAM te bhImasena ane suzIlAnA upara eTalI badhI vItI hatI ke e vAta kahetAM tene pAra Ave tema na hate. pUrA traNa divasa sudhI sau sAthe ne sAthe ja rahyAM. vijayasene e traNeya divasa rAjakAjane bAju upara rAkhyuM. ane svajananI sarabharAmAM e pote ja khaDe page Ubho rahyo. bane bane e gaLe vaLagIne vAto karI. suzIlAe pitAnI tamAma ApavItI nAnIbenane kahI saMbhaLAvI. bhImasene paNa vijayasenane pitAnI karmanI kaThaNAIonI kathA kahI. bhImasena ane suzIlAe paNa ekabIjAnA duHkhenI Apa le karI. sau jayAre bhegA maLI vAta karatAM tyAre temanI eka AMkhamAMthI AnaMdanAM AMsu chalakAtAM hatAM, to bIjI AMkhamAMthI duHkhanAM AMsu TapakatAM hatAM. punarmilananA AnaMdathI haiyuM ghaDI harakhAI UThatuM, te bIjI ja paLe viganA gALAmAM paDelI yAtanAonI vAta sAMbhaLI haiyuM AkaMda karI UThatuM. devasena ane ketusenane te rAjamahelamAM majhA paDI gaI. ghaNuM varase temane sukha ane sAhyabI maLyAM hatAM. peTa bharIne khAvAnuM maLyuM hatuM. ramavA mATe sonA cAMdInAM ramakaDAM maLyAM hatAM. sUvA mATe makhamalanI zayyA maLI hatI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #271 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 260 bhImasena caritra kaI temane rokaToka karanAra na hatuM. mAtAnI mamatA pitAnuM vAtsalya eka sAthe baMne upara ghaNA varase DhaLI rahyuM hatuM. mejamAM AvIne temAM ramatAM hatAM. ramatAM thAkI jatAM tyAre tyAM ne tyAM ja teo UMghI jatAM. ghaNuM varase bhImasenanA saMsAre Ama sukhane zvAsa lIdho. trIjA divasanI bapore sau bhImasenane vIMTaLAIne beThA hatA. suzIlA ne sucanA paNa tyAM hAjara hatAM. devasena ane ketusena paNa tenAthI thoDe dUra hAthI-ghoDAnI rAjaramata ramatAM hatAM. - "vijayasena ! joyuM ne azubha kamene udaya hoya che, tyAM sudhI mAnavI sukhano zvAsa paNa laI zakato nathI. duHkhanA bhAramAM e dina pratidina kacaDAto ja jAya che. ane e ja azubha karmo jyAre pUrAM thAya che ne zubha karmone udaya thAya che, tyAre sukha AvatAM paNa samaya nathI lAgatuM. sukha duHkhanuM cakra Ama niraMtara gati karyA ja kare che. sukha paNa sthAyI nathI ne duHkha paNa sthAyI nathI. baMne asthira paNe ghUmyA ja kare che. na jANe ame pUrva bhave kevAya nikAcita ne azubha karmo bAMdhyAM haze, te A bhave Aja amArI A avadazA thaI ! ane amArAM e ja karmo pUrAM thatAM amane badhuM ja pAchuM maLavA lAgyuM che. nahi te kaMthA gaI tyAre ne suvarNarasa chInavAI gaye tyAre huM eTalo badho hatAza thaI gayo hato, ke mRtyu karatAM paNa mane jIvana vadhu duSkara ne P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #272 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 261 kuTuMbameLe -duHsahya lAgyuM hatuM. ane meM A jIvanane aMta lAvavA gaLe phAMso paNa bAMe hato. - paraMtu karmanI lIlA ja vicitra che. e ja kaMthA ne e ja rasa Aja sAme caDIne mArI pAse AvI gayAM. - A vAta sAMbhaLatAM ja sucanAne kaMIka yAda AvyuM. - te tarata ja UbhI thaI. kema bena ! UbhI thaI gaI? A vAta tane pasaMda na paDI ?" suzIlAe hasatAM hasatAM pUchayuM. nA moTIbena ! evuM nathI. A kaMthA ne rasanI vAta nIkaLI eTale mane yAda AvyuM ke tamArAM ghareNuM paNa tamane ApI dauM.' sulocanA belI. "mArAM ghareNAM ? tArI pAse kayAMthI AvyAM ?" suzIlAe AzcaryathI pUchayuM. enI vAta huM tamane kahu, vijayasena vacce bolI UTha. sucanA te daramiyAna ghareNAMnI peTI levA doDI gaI. "amArA nagaranA jhaverInI dukAne eka paradezI AvyA. jhaverIne teNe eka piTalI ApI. jhaverIe pioTalI ughADIne joyuM. aMdarathI mahAmUlyavAna evAM strI ane puruSonAM ghareNA nIkaLyAM. jhaverIe pUchayuM : "mahAnubhAva! A alaMkAranuM tuM zuM karavA mAMge che?" paradezIe jaNAvyuM : "huM te vecavA Avyo chuM. tenI kimata karI mane tenA dAma Apa. atyAre huM khUba ja bhIDamAM chuM. ane Aja mAruM jIvana che. " P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #273 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 262 bhImasena caritra jhaverIe pheravI pheravIne eka eka alaMkAra je. tenuM mana zaMkAmAM paDI gayuM. A alaMkAra A paradezanA nathI. sAmAnya ke asAmAnya prajAjananuM gaja nathI ke AvA alaMkAra pitA mATe e ghaDAve. AvA alaMkAro to rAjA ne tenA parivAranA ja hoya. ane alaMkAra uparanI rAja mudrA joI tenI A zaMkA daDha thaI. teNe paradezIne kahyuM!"tame ahIM DIvAra bese. tyAM sudhImAM huM enI kiMmatanA dAma laIne AvuM chuM.' paradezIne besADI jhaverI utAvaLe mArI pAse Avyo. badhI vigata jaNAvI. meM subhaTe mokalIne tene keda karAvyuM. ne mArI pAse hAjara karAvI tene badhI vigata pUchI. prathama te kaMIvAra sudhI teNe eka ja vAta gokhyA karI. A alaMkAra mArA ja che. meM e alaMkAra jAte joyA. sucanAe paNa te joyAM. tenA upara rAjagRhInI mudrA hatI. vaLI sucanAnA jevA alaMkAro hatA tevA ja alaMkAra e hatAM. ame anumAnathI pachI nakkI karyuM ke A alaMkAra tamArAM ja che. ne tamArI pAsethI e paradezIe game tema corI lIdhA che. basa e pachI meM tene baMdIkhAnAmAM nakhAvyuM. ane e tamAma alaMkAre sucanAne sAcavavA ApI dIdhAM." "moTIbena ! le tamArA A alaMkAre. che ja ne e tamArAM ?' vijayasena vAta pUrI kare tyAM ja sulocanA alakAra laIne AvI pahoMcI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #274 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kuTuMbameLe 263 bhImasena ane suzIlAe e badhA ja alaMkAra tapAsI joyA. eka paNa vastu gUma nahotI thaI je yuM ne ? AnuM nAma ja karma. azubha karmonuM AvaraNa jayAM sudhI hatuM, tyAM sudhI e ApaNuthI dUra rahyAM. e AvaraNa dUra thatAM ja ApoApa alaMkAra AvIne maLI gayAM. vAha karmarAjA! vAha! zuM tArI lIlA che!" bhImasene anAsakata bhAve kIdhuM. e ja divasathI dharmamAM vadhu zraddhAvAna banI bhImasene vardhamAna tapane prAraMbha karyo. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #275 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 mahAsatI suzIlA bhImasene sAro divasa joI vidhipUrvaka vardhamAna tapano prAraMbha karI dIdhA. vijayasena ane sucanAe tapa mATe utAvaLa na karavA bhImasenane samajAvyuM. temanuM ema mAnavuM hatuM ke ghaNA samayathI bhImasene bhUkha ane tarasa, thAka ane anidrA sahana karyA che, rajhaLapATa paNa sakhta karyo che. A badhAne laI tenuM zarIra sUkAI gayuM che. evA zarIre jo AvuM ugra tapa e Adare to zarIra sAva tUTI jAya. zarIra te dharma ane karmanuM sAdhana che. tene je Ama bagADI nAkhavAmAM Ave to baMneya bagaDe. AthI ja vijayasene bhImasenane tapanA prAraMbhanI utAvaLa karavA nA pADI. vijayasena ! Aje je kaMI tamArA sauno mane prema ane Adara maLyA che, rahevAne suMdara AvAsa, khAvA mATe miSTa pakavAna ane paheravA suMdara vastra vagere maLyAM che, e sau dharmane ja pratApa che. pUjya zrI dharmaghoSasUri mahArAjane dIdhelA supAtra dAnanuM ja e phaLa che. ane tapathI to kAyA ane AtmA ane nirmaLa thAya. tamArI mArA mATenI ciMtA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #276 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAsanI suzIlA 265 huM samaju chuM, paNa e ciMtA vyartha che. tapanA prabhAvathI badhuM ja sAruM thaI jaze." bhImasene vijayasenanuM kahevuM na mAnyuM. tema karavuM e tenA AtmAne rucyuM nahi. vijayasene 5) e pachI kaMI Agraha karyo nahi. tapanA pahelA ja divase bhImasene jIvanamAM kadIya zAMti nahotI anubhavI tevI zAMti anubhavI. tenI tamAma mAnasika vedanAo zAMta paDI gaI. baLatA jIgare TADhaka anubhavI. AyaMbilanAM lukhAM ne zuSka bhajanamAM paNa apUrva mIThAza AvI. prabhu-pUjA ane pratikramaNa vagere karatAM tene AtmA AnaMdI UThayA. suzIlA, devasena ane ketusenanI vijayasene khUba ja mAvajata karAvavA mAMDI. rAjauda pAse temanA ArogyanuM nidAna karAvyuM. rAjavaidoe kharalamAM jaDIbuTTIo ane vanaspati vagere ghUMTIne teonI sAravAra karI. - A traNeyane have koI ja ciMtA na hatI. saMpUrNa ArAma hatuM. sukhanI niMda hatI. peTa bharapUra khAvAnuM hatuM. ane naciMta mana hatuM. suzIlAne bena banevIne prema paNa bharapura hato. bhImasena have tenI sAthe ja hato. viroganuM koI duHkha na hatuM. bALako paNa pitA sAthe rahetAM hatAM. ne temanI bALa rAja ramatomAM mazagula hatAM. pati ane putrone sukhI ne svastha joI te paNa AnaMdamAM rahevA lAgI. devasena ane ke tusena paNa mAsAnA rAjamahelamAM bhaLI gayAM hatAM. have temane kaI bIka rahI na hatI. sau temane P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #277 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 266 bhImasena cAritra vhAlathI ramADatA hatA. je joIe te temane maLI rahetuM hatuM. mAta pitA paNa temanI pAse hatAM. temanA mATe have temane kaI phariyAda na hatI. thADA samayamAM ArAma, AnaMda ane auSadhioe bhImasenanA parivAra para asara karavA mAMDI. temanA dehanA raMga badalAvA mAMDaze. kRza kAyAmAM lehI bharAvA lAgyuM tUTatAM hADakAomAM baLa pUrAvA lAgyuM. AMkhamAM camaka AvI. gAla para sarakhI AvI. phikakI ane nisteja cAmaDImAM saundarya ubharAvA lAgyuM. saunAM zarIra cetanathI thanaganavA lAgyAM. - vijayasene e arasAmAM rAjakAja zarU karI dIdhuM. eka divase teNe rAja darabAra bharyo. e divase teNe bhImasenane amAnuSI rIte trAsa ApanAra bhadrA zeThANI, lakSamIpati zeTha temaja bhImasenanA alaMkAro corI janAra corane zikSA karavAnuM nakakI karyuM hatuM. - rAjadarabAra e divase hakaDeThaTha bharAye hato. samaya thatAM vijayasena ane bhImasena rAjadarabAramAM AvyA. pratihArIe baMnenI chaDI pokArI. prajAjanoe baMnene jayanAda karyo. ane baMne sAdra bhAIe pita pitAnA siMhAsana upara beThA. rAjadarabAranuM kAmakAja zarU thayuM. vijayasene lakSamIpati ane bhadrA zeDANane darabAramAM hAjara karavA hukama karyo. subhaTo baMnene laIne darabAramAM hAjara thayA. baMnene P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #278 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAsatI suzIlA doraDAthI bAMdhelA hatA. ane temanI zeThAI chInavI lIdhI hatI. ghaNA samaya sudhI baMdIvAsamAM rahevAthI baMnenAM nara teja UDI gayAM hatAM. zeTha-zeThANIne jotAM ja vijayasene teone pUchyuM : tame tamAro aparAdha kabUla kare che ne ? bhImasena ane suzIlA temaja temanAM bALakone vinA aparAdha herAna karavA mATe ane rANe suzIlA upara khoTo AkSepa mUkavA mATe tamane keda karavAmAM AvyA che. tamAre A aMge kaMI kahevuM che?" - "rAjana ! amAro aparAdha kSamA karo. amArA e kRtya mATe ame khUba ja zarama anubhavIe chIe." lakSmIpati zeThe dIna mukhe kahyuM. nahi, tame kSamAnA jarAya adhikArI nathI. tame te mAnavatAne na zobhe evuM kAma karyuM che. ApaNA nagarane tame kalaMkita karyuM che. tame tamArA AtmAne paNa DAgha lagADayo che. mAnava sAthenA mAnavanA egya vyavahArane tame ! cUkI gayA che. tamArA aparAdha akSamya che. rAjya tamane kSamA karI zake tema nathI. A mATe tamane mRtyu daMDanI zikSA karavAmAM Ave che. vijayasene hukama saMbhaLAvyuM. zeTha ane zeThANI mRtyunA bhayathI tharatharI gayA. tyAM hAjara rahele bhImasena paNa thatharI gaye. te bolyo : vijayasena ! A aMge mane kaMIka kahevA dezo ? P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #279 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 268 bhImasena caritra jarUra. e mATe tamAre mArI AjJA levAnI hoya ja nahi. khuzIthI tame tamAre je kahevuM hoya te kaho.' vijayasene saMmati ApI. vijayasena ! A nagaramAM ha tyAre AvyA tyAre paradezI hato. te samaye A zeThe ja mane Azaro A hato. zeThe to mAnavatAnuM kAma karyuM hatuM. temanAthI bane te tamAma rIte mane temaNe sukha ane sagavaDa ApyAM hatAM. mArA upara temane ghaNe upakAra che. alabatta, zeThANIe na karavAnuM ghaNuM karyuM che, na belAya tevuM e bolyA che. e temanA svabhAvano deSa che. - mRtyu daMDa karavAthI temanuM ja mRtyu thaze. jarUra te temanA kharAba svabhAvane nAza karavAnI che. ApaNe rAjamAMthI aparAdha ane pApane nirmULa karavA che. mANasane dehAMta daMDanI sajA karavAthI to mANasa ja ochA thaze. mane lAge che ane huM joI rahyo chuM ke have temane AtmA ghaNe ja haLave banyuM che. pApanA pastAvAthI temanuM jigara harahaMmeza baLI rahyuM che. karelA apakRtyeno temane baLApa thaI rahyo che. vaLI A kaMI rIDhA gunegAra nathI. aparAdha kara e temanA svabhAvamAM nathI. khAnadAna mANasa che. temane keda karavAthI ja temane badhI zikSA maLI gaI che. kAraNa khAnadAna mANasa mATe pratiSThA cAlI javI, e mota karatAM vadhu bhayaMkara che. AvA mANaso pratiSThAthI ja jIvatAM hoya che. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #280 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAsatI zIlA 269 AthI mArI tamane namra ane AgrahabharI vinaMtI che ke temane tame mukta karI de. - vijayasena bhImasenanuM vacana mAnya rAkhyuM. zeTha ane zeThANI utabhAve bhImasenane namI paDayAM. ane tene upakAra mAnavA lAgyAM. A rIte cerane paNa bhImasene mukita apAvI. ane tene corI nahi karavA mATe samajAvyuM. cora paNa sarala AtmA hato. teNe tema nahi karavA pratijJA lIdhI. ane bhImasenane te page paDaze. AMsubhInI AMkhe tenI udAratAne upakAra mAnavA lAgyuM. darabAramAM upasthita prajAjanoe paNa bhImasenanI dayA ane udAratAno jayaghoSa karyo. rAjapurohitae prazaMsAnI stuti gAI. bhATa cAraNoe kavita karyA. bhImasene e saune senAmahoro ApIne khuza karyA. e divase ATaluM kAma karIne rAja darabAra barakhAsta tha. e pachI thoDA divasa bAda bhImasene eka dharma kAryane prAraMbha karyo. supAtra dAnano mahimAthI bhImasenane aDhaLaka dravya maLyuM hatuM. e dravyane teNe bhautika AnaMdamAM kharcavAne badale, dharmanA pratApathI maLelA dravyane dharmanA kAryamAM ja kharcavAnuM nakakI karyuM. - vijayasena pAsethI teNe eka vizALa jagA kharIdI. e jagAmAM bhavya jinAlaya baMdhAvavAnuM nakakI karyuM. sArA muhUte tenI zarUAta karI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #281 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 270 bhImasena caritra A jinAlaya eTale pRthvI uparanuM mekSa bhavana. temAM praveza karanAra tenI racanA jotAM ja mukitano AnaMda anu. bhave, evI racanA karAvavAno bhImasene vicAra karyo. A mATe deza videzamAMthI zilpa zAstrIone teDAvyA ane A derAsara uttamottama bane te mATe hukama karyo. A aMge jeTaluM dravya kharcAya teTaluM dravya kharcavAnI bhImasene taiyArI batAvI. zilpa zAstrIoe ceDA ja divasamAM jinAlayane nakazo banAvI bhImasenane batAvyuM. e joI bhImasena khuza thaI gayo. ane tenA bIjA ja divasathI nakazA pramANe kArIgare kAma karavA lAgI gayA. rAta divasa kAma cAlu karavAmAM AvyuM. A kAmanI dekharekha bhImasene jAte rAkhI. vardhamAna tapanI oLI cAlu hovA chatAMya paNa jarAya pramAda sevyA sivAya teNe jAta dekharekha rAkhI. A jota jotAmAM te jinAlaya AkAra pAmatuM gayuM. jyAM eka samaya ujajaDa jamIna hatI tyAM vizALa ane bhavya jinamaMdira dekhAvA lAgyuM. bahAranA gavAkSe ane staMbhomAM zipIoe bArIka kotarakAma karyuM hatuM. temAM teoe jina bhagavaMtanA jIvana prasaMgenuM aMkana karyuM hatuM. jonAra sau koI te mugdhabhAve joI rahetAM hatAM. aMdaranA bhAgamAM paNa evI ja kalA kArIgIrI cAregama najaramAM AvatI hatI. raMga maMDapa, tenI chata, tenA staMbhe vagere tamAmamAM AbehUba vItarAgatvanAM darzana thatAM hatAM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #282 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 271 mahAratI suzIlA raMga maMDapa barAbara madhyamAM hatuM. ne tenI cAre bAju bhamatInI racanA karI hatI. A racanA evI kuzaLatApUrvaka karI hatI ke cAre bAjunI pratimAnuM darzana eka ja sthaLe UbhA rahIne thaI zakatuM. A mATe vacalA koI paNa staMbhano aMtarAya naDatA nahi. Ama to lagabhaga badhuM ja taiyAra thaI gayuM hatuM. mAtra mukhya zikharanA kaLazanuM kAma bAkI hatuM. A kaLaza zuddha suvarNana mUkavAno hato. suvarNakAre e kAmamAM lAgI gayA hatA. e kaLaza paNa taiyAra thaI gaye. maMgala coghaDiye kaLaza zikhara upara caDAvavAmAM Avyo. paNa Azcarya ! bIje divase bhImasene joyuM to e kaLaza nIce paDa hato. zikhara dhaDa vinAnA mAthA jevuM kaLazahIna hatuM. Ama kema? teNe zilpIone pUchayuM. zilpIoe A aMge tapAsa karI. maMdiranI racanAmAM te kaMI bhUla nathI ne ? nakazA sAthe badhI ja racanA tapAsI joI. temAM kaMI ja bhUla na hatI. te zuM muhUrtamAM kaMI phera paDa haze? tiSIone bolAvI pUchayuM. temaNe AvI graha-nakSatro-sUrya-caMdra-aMza akSAMza vagerenuM gaNita gayuM. te ya barAbara ane cokkasa hatuM. te pachI kaLaza paDI kema gaye ? P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #283 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra zuM koI duSTa devanuM e kAvatru haze ? kaMIka prazno vicArI joyA. kazAyathI samAdhAna na thayuM. bIje divase pharI cokasAIthI kahIza caDAvavAmAM AvyA. e AkhI rAta bhImasene kaLaza sAmuM joIne kADhI. maTaku mAryA vinA e rAta teNe pasAra karI. 'paNa Azcarya ! savAre zikhara upara kaLaza na hato. bhImasena UMDA vicAramAM paDI gaye. zilpIe ane jyotiSa vizArado paNa muMjhavaNa anubhavavA lAgyA. Ama kema banatuM haze teno koI ukela kADhI zakatuM na hatuM. e ukela kADhavo anivArya hato. kaLaza caDayA vinA madira adhUruM ja gaNAya. te kAma paDatuM mUkavuM e pAlave tema na hatuM. bhImasenanI ciMtA vadhI gaI. vijayasena paNa ciMtA karavA lAgyA. baMnee rAja hukama kADha. A kaLaza nahi caDavAnuM je kaI kAraNa zodhI Apaze ane te kAraNe dUra karI kaLaza caDAvI Apaze tene rAja taraphathI moM mAMgyuM InAma ApavAmAM Avaze. divase sudhI tenuM kaI ja kAraNa na jaDyuM. eka savAre bhImasenane koIe khabara ApyA ke videzano koI mahA naimittika Apane maLavA mAMge che. naimittika bhImasenane maLyo. teNe jaNAvyuM ke je divase e jinamaMdiranA pravezadvAramAM zuddha zIlavatI nAra P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #284 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 273 mahAsatI suzIlA tenA putra sAthe praveza karaze te ja divase e kaLaza tyAM zikhara upara sthira thaI jaze. A sAMbhaLI bhImasene e naimittikane yogya pAritoSika ApyuM. ane nagaranI tamAma putravatI strIone e jinAlayamAM praveza karavA mATe nimaMtraNa ApyuM. A mATe sArA ya nagaramAM teNe gheSaNa karAvI. A ghoSaNA sAMbhaLIne te ADe divase paNa je strIo A nUtana jinamaMdira jevA AvatI ne raMga maMDapamAM jatI te paNa baMdha thaI gaI. zudadha zIlanI zaratathI nagaranI sau strIo bhaya pAmatI hatI. vizuddha zIla eTale mana-vacana ane kAyAthI keIpaNa para puruSano jAtiya saMbaMdhe vicAra na karyo hoya tevuM zIla. tevuM utkaTa cAritrya mana che. tenI caMcaLatAnA lIdhe kayAreka parapuruSa sAthe e rIte achaDato vicAra AvI paNa jAya. ane na kare nArAyaNa ne pitAnA pravezathI kaLaza sthira na thAya te? pote to asatImAM ja khapI jAya ne ? nA, bhAI nA. ApaNe evAM jheranAM pArakhAM nathI karAvavAM. AvuM vicArI nagaranI koI putravatI strI jinAlayamAM AvavA taiyAra thatI na hatI. baLapUrvaka to koIne praveza karAvI zakAya tema na hato, jyAre zarata pramANenI koI strI tyAM AvatI na hatI. divase vItatA jatA hatA. ane bhImasenanI ciMtA gherI banatI jatI hatI. bhI. 18 P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #285 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 274 bhImasena caritra potAnA svAmIne khUba ja vyagra ne vyathita joI suzIlAe ja pUchayuM : Aja kAla Apa Ama ATalA udAsa kema jaNAe che ? zu tapane lIdhe kaMI Apane azAtA to nathI jaNAtI ne ?" nA, devI ! tapanA prabhAvathI te mArA tamAma paritApa upazama pAmyA che. mArI udAsI to A kaLaza laIne che. zuM A nagaramAM koI vizuddha zIlavatI nArI ja nathI ? bhImasene ciMtA vyakata karI. nA. evuM to na ja bane. paNa evAM jheranAM pArakhAM koNa kare?" suzIlA strI hatI. strInI zarama ne strIne bhayane e jANatI hatI. AthI ja teNe kahyuM : "paNa kaMI vAMdho nahi. huM devasena ane ketusenane laI kAle maMdira praveza karIza. jagata paNa bhale jANI le ke rAjagRhI narezanI patnI satI che ke asatI. nA devI! nA. evuM na bole. tame te satI ja che. mane pUrepUrI zraddhA che. tamArA pravezathI jarUra e kaLaza sthira thaI jaze." bhImasene zraddhAthI kIdhuM. mAruM e ahebhAgya che ke Apane mArA para evI zraddhA che. paraMtu e zraddhAne mAre A kasoTIe caDAvavI ja rahI." suzIlAe daDhatAthI kIdhuM. bIje divase to sArA ya nagaramAM A vAta prasarI gaI jinAlaya AgaLa te mAnava maherAmaNa umaTa hatA. P.P.Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #286 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAsatI suzIlA ra75 moTA bhAge temAM strIo hatI. ane saunA hAthamAM akSata ke phUla thALa hatAM. satIne vadhAvavA mATe sau agAuthI ja taiyAra banIne AvyAM hatAM. samaya thatAM ja rathamAM besI suzIlA devasena ane ketusenane laIne AvI. dUrathI teNe bhAvathI vItarAga prabhune mane mana praNAma karyA. ane pitAnA AtmAne uddezI bolI: "he zAsana devatA ! Aja sudhI meM manathI, vacanathI ke kAyAthI kaIpaNa parapuruSane sevyuM nathI. A aMge mArI heje paNa khalanA thaI hoya to jarUra tame mane zikSA karaje. paraMtu temAM huM je aNizuddha houM to A kaLazane tame sthira karaje." prArthanA karI suzIlAe bALako sAthe praveza karyo. e ja samaye zilpIoe zikhara upara kaLaza caDAvyo. thoDA ja prayatnomAM zikhara upara kaLaza sthira thaI ga. e AkhI rAta suzIlA ane bALakoe temaja anya parivAre e maMdiramAM dharma jAgaraNuM karyuM. prajAjanemAMthI paNa keTalAka e rAte tyAM rokAyA. ane vahelI savAramAM to lekanI hakaDeThaTha jAmavA lAgI. loke ToLAbaMdha tyAM AvavA lAgyA. savAranA sUrye potAnuM prathama kiraNa e suvarNa kaLaza upara pheMkayuM. kaLaza jhagamagI UThayo. ghaNA divaso bAda kaLaza upara sUrya kiraNe vistarI rahyAM hatAM. jinAlaya baMdhAyA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #287 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 276 bhImasena cArika bAda Aja prathama divasa hato ke zikhara upara suvarNa - tenA teja pAtharI rahyo hato. suzIlAe savAramAM bhImasenane bhAvapUrvaka praNAma ke bhImasene tene AzIrvAda ne dhanyavAda ApyA. nagarajanera bhAre harSapUrvaka jayaghoSaNA karI. "mahAsatI suzIlA rANIno jaya ho." rANIe rAjamahela tarapha prayANa karyuM tyAre sau naga vAsIoe tenA upara kulena varasAda varasAvyo. nagara strIoe suzIlAnA satItvanAM gIto gAyAM. e pachInA eka zubha divase bhAre dabadabApUrvaka jinAlayamAM zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanI vizALa ne bha0 pratimAnI pratiSThA karAvI. bhamatImAM paNa anya tIrtha paramAtmAnI pratimAnuM pratiSThA pana karyuM. bhImasene anargaLa dravya A prasaMge khacyuM. zAMti snAtra mahotsava karyo. aThThAI mahatsava ujavyuM. svAmi vAtsalya karyuM. muni bhagavaMtane supAtradAna dIdhuM. ane jIne abhayadAna ApyuM. devoe ApelA dravyamAMthI je kaMI thoDuM bacyuM hatuM temAMthI bIjA paNa ghaNA zubha kAma karAvyAM. upAzraya baMdhAvyuM paraba baMdhAvI. prabhAvanA karAvI. ane tenI pAIe pA zubha kAmomAM khacI nAkhI. e ja arasAmAM bhImasenane tapa nividane pUrNa thaze pAraNanA divase nUtana jinAlayamAM zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavaMtana P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #288 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hAsanI suzIlA 277 na karI; parama saMsAratAraka evA zramaNa bhagavaMtane =ktabharyA haiye gocarI vahorAvI temaja anya dIna garIbone na karI pote pAraNuM karyuM. * - A prasaMge paNa pite aoI mahotsava karyo. bhImasene - badho tapane ja prabhAva mAnyo. tapanA prabhAvathI ja tAnA duHkhane aMta AvI gayo hato evI tene pAkI dvA besI gaI. - tapane lIdhe tene AtmA vizaddha banI gae. kAyAmAM zu tapanA teja camakArA dekhAtA hatA. e pachI vijayasene dhImasenane zarIranI rogya kALajI levA Agraha karyo. bhImasene nA samaye AnAkAnI nA karI. ane zarIranuM saMpUrNa vAgyA meLavavA teNe egya auSadha ne anupAna levA mAMDayA. thoDA ja samayamAM tenuM Arogya pAchuM hatuM tevuM ne tevuM thaI gayuM. - have tenA zarIramAM rAjateja vartAtuM hatuM. tenI mukhamudrA pratApI ne prabhAvI lAgatI hatI. teNe have nirNaya karyo ke potAnI rAjagRhI pAchI meLavavI. ane A mATe vajayasenanA sAtha sahakArathI teNe prayatno zarU karI dIdhAM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #289 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - 25: saje zastra zaNagA pratiSThAnapuranA nareza arijayane samAcAra maLyA che potAno bhANeja bhImasena tenA parivAra sAthe kSitipratiSThita nagaramAM AvIne rahyo che. tyAM e bhANeje divya ane bhavya jinAlaya baMdhAvyuM che. kaLazanI vAtanI paNa tene khaba paDI. manomana ja teNe pitAnI satI bhANeja vahu suzIlA praNAma karyA. ' ' mAmA bhANejanAM nagaro kaMI bahu dUra na hatAM. e samaye potAnA kAryakrama mujaba arijaye pravAsa zarU karyo vijayasenane te mahemAna banya. potAnA sATune tyAM mAmA AvyA che, e khabara maLatAM ja bhImasena tarata ja temane maLavA rAjamahelamAM gaye. 'praNAma, mAmA ! praNAma." are ! bhImasena tuM ? kema kuzaLa to che ne ? " mAmAe bhANejane pitAnI bAthamAM letAM kahyuM. "ApanA AzIrvAdathI mAmA badhuM ja kSemakuzaLa che." P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #290 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 270 sajo zastra zaNagAra - A avAjane raNake, te bolavAnI bhImasenanI Dhaba arijaya ghaDI joI ja rahyo. tenA AMtaramanamAM kaMIka khaLabhaLATa thaze. tene thayuM "A bhImasenane meM kayAMya jove che. paNa kayAM je haze ?" arija pitAnI yAdadAstane saMkorI joI ane thoDuM yAda te AvavA lAgyuM. kRzakAya, dIna ane plAna bhImasenanI tene jhAMkhI te thaI. paNa e ja bhImasena haze ke kema? te arijaya nakakI na karI zakaze. - mAmAne vicAramAM paDelA joI bhImasene pUchyuM : mAmA ! zuM UMDA vicAramAM paDI gayA? kuzaLa to cho ne?" - "bhImasena ! meM tane kayAMka prathama joyo hoya tevuM lAge che. paNa kayAM te yAda AvatuM nathI." apiMjaye potAnI muMjhavaNa kahI. temAM zuM yAda karavAnuM hatuM, mAmA rAjagRhImAM mane haze." bhImasene asala vAta chupAvI majAka bharyA svare kahyuM. : "rAjagRhI cheDyA pachI tane kayAMka joryo che. e tuM ja haze ke bIjo koI e nakakI nathI karI zakato. paNa barAbara tArA jevuM ja moM hatuM. balavAnI Dhaba paNa tArA jevI ja hatI. pharaka hoya che eTale ja mAtra hato. e mANasa sAva nisteja ane kamAla hate. zarIre sAva kRza hato ane tenA kapaDAnA paNa kaMI ThekANuM na hatA. ' ' A sAMbhaLI bhImasenanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM. - P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #291 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 280 bhImasena caritra e divase ja eTalA badhA kharAba ne kaDhaMgI pasAra thayA hatA ke tenI smRti thatAM ja haiyuM gaLagaLuM banI jAya. bhImasenanuM haiyuM paNa e purANuM smRtithI levAI rahyuM hatuM. bhImasena ! tArI AMkhamAM AMsu kema ?" arijaye AzcaryathI pUchayuM. "mAmA ! e kamanazIba kaMgALa mANasa bIje koI nahi paNa huM ja hato. huM ja tamArI pAse nokarI karavA mATe Avyo hato." arararaane meM ja tane nA pADI dIdhI ! he bhagavAna ! mArA hAthe te A kevuM kAma karAvyuM ? bhImasena ! mane mApha kara. meM tane ethI ghaNuM ja duHkha ApyuM che. huM tane tyAre oLakhI paNa na zaka, ke tuM mAro bhANeja che. mApha kara. bhImasena ! mane mApha kara.... arijayane pitAnI bhUla samajAIte zarama anubhavavA lAge. "mAmA ! e aparAdha to mAro ja hato. pUrvabhave meM kaMI azubha karmo bAMdhyAM haze. nahi to rAjanA dhaNIne nokarI mATe rajhaLavuM paDe kharuM ? karmanI sau kaThapUtaLIe chaye ApaNe to. e nacAve tema nAcavAnuM bhImasene svasthatAthI kIdhuM. paNa bhImasena ! tAre te tArI oLakha ApavI hatI? ema karyuM hota to zuM huM tane duHkhamAM dhakelata khare ?' mAmA ! banavAnuM hatuM te banI gayuM. have tene raMja - P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #292 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saje zastra zaNagAra 281 ze ? mArA upara tamAro ATale bhAva che e ja mAre mana ghaNuM." bhImasene mAdhyasthatA batAvI. kharI vAta che tArI. paNa bhImasena ! tuM e to kahe, tyAM te eka varasa kayuM zuM ?" na chUTake mAmAnA AgrahathI bhImasene e badhI vAta kahI. arijaya e vAtanA eka eka zabda AMsu sArI rahyo hato. chevaTe jyAre bhImasene zastra gumAvyAnI vAta karI, tyAre tenAM AMsu aTakI paDayAM. tenI AMkha mAM gusso saLagavA lAgyA. e zeThanI A hiMmata ? mAre tene zikSA karavI paDaze. ajANyA paradezIone A rIte lUMTanAra dezavAsIone to sakhta zikSA karavI joIe." arijaya bolI UThe. nahi mAmA ! e zeTha to pAritoSakane pAtra che. mArA upara temane anahada upakAra che. temaNe mane e eka varasa Azaro na A hota to na jANe tamArA nagaramAM mAruM zuM thAta?" bhImasene karuNA batAvI. e ja samaye dvArapALe AvIne samAcAra ApyA : pratiSThAnapurathI eka keSThi AvyA che ane te rAjagRhI nareza zrI bhImasenane maLavA mAMge che." "AdarathI temane ahIM laI Ava." bhImasene AjJA karI. AvanAra zeThane dUrathI jotAM ja bhImasena siMhAsana uparathI nIce utaryo. e zeThane sAme jaI tenuM svAgata karyuM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #293 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 282 bhImasena caritra padhAro padhAro zeTha ! Apa kaMI A bAju padhAryA ?" bhImasenano A bhAva joI zeTha te tUTI paDayA. ne tenA pagamAM paDI raDavA lAgyA. kSamA karo nareza! kSamA kare. meM Apane oLakhyA nahi. mArA e aparAdhane tame mApha kare. huM to ApanI dAsa chuM. e zastrone Apa svIkAra kare ne mane pApathI mukta kare." . bhImasena ! zuM A e ja zeTha che ke jeNe tArA zastro paDAvI lIdhA hatA?"vAtane pAmI jatAM arijaye pUchayuM. hA, mAmA ! zeTha to e ja che. paNa te zeTha ane A zeThamAM ghaNo ja pharaka paDI ga che. A zeTha pApanA bhArathI kacaDAyelA che. pastAvAthI raDatA A zeTha che. e zeTha to badalAI gayA." dhanya bhImasena ! dhanya che tArI udAratAne, dhanya che. tArI karuNAne." arijaye prazaMsA karI. bhImasene e zeThane UbhA karyA. tene aparAdha mApha karyo. zastro saMbhALI pAchA laI lIdhA ane kahyuM. "zeTha ! mAnavI mAtra bhUlane pAtra che. paNa ekavAra bhUla bhUla gaNAya. e ja bhUla bevaDAya to te gune banI jAya che. pharI evI bhUla na karaze. thoDAka lAbhane mATe AtmAne kalaMkita na karaze. kAraNa deha upara DAgha paDaze to snAna vilepanathI tarata dUra karI zakAze. AtmAnA upara lAgelA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #294 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sajo zastra zaNagAra 283 DAghane devA mATe to na jANe keTalAya bhavo karavA paDaze, mATe zeTha! AtmAne ujaLo rAkhaje." vidAya ApatAM bhImasene. zeThane kahyuM. zeThe bhImasenanI salAhane zIrAmAnya karI ane laLI laLIne praNAma karI tyAMthI vidAya lIdhI. arijaya to bhImasenanI A mAnavatA ne karuNa joI Abho ja banI gayA. pitAnA bhANejamAM AvA uttama guNone vAsa che, te joI tenI chAtI harSathI phulAvA lAgI. cha eka divasa mAmA-bhANeja sAthe rahyA. e divasomAM baMnee khUba khUba vicAronI Apa-le karI. arijace bhImasenanA bALakone peTabharIne ramADayA ane temane aneka prakAranAM senAnAM ramakaDAM vagere apAvyAM. bhANeja vahune paNa gya bheTa ApI. - vidAya veLAe kahyuM "bhImasena ! jyAre paNa tane kaMI jarUra paDe to mane saMdezo mokalaje. tarata ja tene amala karIza. tuM have jarAya muMjhAIza nahi. ane jyAre tuM rAjagRhe javA nIkaLe tyAre mane jarUrathI khabara karaje.' * : bhImasene vidAya thatAM mAmAne praNAma karyA. mAmAe tenA mastaka upara hAtha mUkI AzIrvAda ApyA : "sukhI thA. tAruM kalyANa thAya." bhImasene e pachI pitAnuM saghaLuM citta devasena ane ketusenanI keLavaNImAM lagADayuM. baMnenI uMmara have jIvana P.P. 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Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #295 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 284 bhImasena caritra Datarane thaI hatI. bhImasene bane tyAM sudhI jAte te Datara karavA mADayuM. rAjakumAro mATe zastronI tAlima anivArya gaNAya. bhImasene e tAlima pote ApavA mAMDI. anya viSa mATe jone rAjamahelamAM teDaDyA. baMnee bhegA maLI rAjagRhIne mAvI rAjavIonuM ghaDatara karavA mAMDayuM. | devasena ane ketusena baMne capaLa ane hoMzIyAra hatA. yAna rAkhIne pitAne je pATha ne dAva batAvavAmAM Avato te taiyAra karatA. khUba ja mana lagAvIne teo potAnA jIvananuM zAstrIya ghaDatara karI rahyA hatA. - saMtAnanA vikAsane joI bhImasena ane suzIlA baMne harSa pAmI rahyAM hatAM. ane A saghaLe dharmano prabhAva che tema samajI yathAzakti dharmadhyAna paNa karatAM hatAM. jota jotAmAM to baMne kumAro botera kaLAmAM pravINa banI gayA. vyAyAma ane zAstranI tAlimathI temanAM zarIra pilAdI banI gayAM. teo cAlatA tyAre temanA paDachaMda zarIranA paDachAyA paNa ghaDIbhara joI rahe tema mana thatuM hatuM. ane pUrNa brahmacaryanA pAlanathI temanA mukhAraviMda upara eka AbhA pragaTatI hatI. je jonArane pitA tarapha kheMcI ' rAkhatI hatI. tAlImanA arasAmAM devasena ane ketusene jANI lIdhuM hatuM ke teo rAjagRhInA bhAvI vArasadAre che. pitAnA kAkAe kAkInI caDavaNIthI potAnA pitAne rAtorAta rAjathI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #296 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saje zastra zaNagAra 285 dUra bhagADyA hatA. jema jema teo tAlIma pAmatA gayA tema tema temano vicAra daDha thate ga, ke pote rAjagRhI pAchI meLavIne ja jaMpaze. anyAyano pite pratikAra karaze ne nyAyanuM zAsana tyAM sthApaze. have tAlIma pUrI thaI gaI hatI. kaMI zIkhavAnuM bAkI nahotuM rahetuM. deha ane mananuM ghaDatara pUruM thayuM hatuM. temanuM mana have rAjagRhI pAchI meLavavA talapApaDa banI rahyuM hatuM. pitAjI ! Apa anujJA Api to ame rAjagRha upara caDAI karIe." devasene eka samaye kahyuM. devasena ! tArI mahatvAkAMkSA huM samajuM chuM. paNa ApaNe utAvaLa nathI karavI. pahelAM ApaNe tyAMnA khabara meLavI laIe. e pachI je karavuM haze te karIzuM." to Apa Aje ja ApaNA guptacarane tyAM mokalo. amArAthI have dhIraja dharAtI nathI. ghaNo samaya kAkAne anyAya sahana karyo. amAre nyAya joIe che ne e nyAya karAvIne ja ame japIzuM. kema ketusena ! tAruM zuM kahevuM che?" devasenanI sAthe ja ketusena pitAnI vAta kahevA AvyA hatA. AthI tene vicAra devasene pUcha. mAruM paNa e ja kahevuM che pitAjI ! anyAya karanAra to gunegAra che ja. paNa tene dInabhAve sahana karanAra paNa teTale ja gunegAra che." ketusene devasenanI vAtane Teko Ape. ema ja thaze dIkarAo ! ema ja thaze. ApaNe P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #297 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 286 bhImasena caritra jarUrathI anyAyano sAmano karIzuM. paNa A mATe tamAre | DI rAha jovI paDaze. guptacarane tyAMnA samAcAra laI AvavA de. e AthI ja ApaNe ahIMthI prayANa karIzuM.' bhImasene kumArone pretsAhana ApyuM. - bIje ja divase vijayasenanA bAhoza guptacare rAjagRha tarapha javA upaDI gayA. thaDA mAsa bAda e guptacare pAchA pharyA. ane rAja gRhI nareza zrI haraNanI pUrepUrI vigatathI bhImasena ane vijayasenane vAkepha karyA. temaNe jaNAvyuM: rAjagRhI Aja nadhaNIyAta jevI banI gaI che. tyAMnuM tamAma kAmakAja vizvAsu maMtrIe ja calAve che. haripheNanuM mana rAjakAjamAMthI sAva UThI gayuM che. bhImasenane bhagADayA bAda hari peNane pastAvo thavA lAgyA. pitAthI eka mahApApa thaI gayuM che evI baLatI bhAvanA temanA dilamAM satata saLagavA lAgI. arere ! huM kayAM strInA phaMdAmAM phasAI gayo? he bhagavAna ? have mAruM zuM thaze? pitAtulya evA moTAbhAIne rAterAta bhagADIne meM zuM meLavyuM? - hAya ! Aja teo kyAM haze? sadAya sukha ne AnaMdamAM rahetA evA mArA pUjya bhAbhInI Aja zuM dazA haze ? P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #298 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ je zastra zaNagAra 287 " oha ! temano vicAra AvatAM ja mAruM haiyuM kakaLI UThe che! nahi, nahi, mAre nathI joItuM A rAja. nathI khapatA mane A vaibhava ne vilAsa! are ! mane koI bacAve ! mArA aMge aMgamAM dAha baLe che. he bhagavAna ! mArA bhAI ane bhAbhIne jyAM hoya tyAM sukhI rAkhaje ! AvI baLatarAmAM haripeNanuM mana asvastha banI gayuM. buddhi uparano kAbU te gumAvI beThA. maMtrIoe rAjadone teDAvyA. sAravAra karAvI. ghaNA divaso bAda pharI temaNe svasthatA prApta karI. paraMtu asala jevo taravarATa jovA maLato nathI. khUba ja udAsa rahe che. rAjakAjanI pravRtti paNa jANe na chUTake karatA hoya tema kare che. ane pitAnI patnI ane jenA nimitte A badhuM banyuM te vimalA dAsIne temaNe kADhI mUkI che. ane have e nareza! ApanA ja AgamananI rAha juve che. kharekhara! rAjagRhI Aja nadhIyAtI banI gaI che. tyAMnI prajA have teno asala rAjavI mAMge che. amAruM to mAnavuM che, nareza! ke A5 abaghaDI prayANa karo. Apane jarAya lehI nahi reDavuM paDe. vinA sudhe ja rAjagRhI ApanA caraNe namaze." guptacare potAnI vAta pUrI karI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #299 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 288 bhImasena caritra A sAMbhaLatAM bhImasenanI AMkhamAM pANI AvI gayAM. tenuM karuNAdri haiyuM bolI UThayuM: "arere! mArA nAnA bhAInI A dazA? kevo pratApa ne parAkramI hato ! hAya! Aja tenI kevI avadazA thaI gaI che! haya, gussAmAM e bhUla karI beThe. paNa emAM teno zuM vAMka? e to bicAro nimitta ja che. mArA ja nazIbamAM jyAM jogavavAnuM lakhyuM hoya tyAM keNa mithyA karI zake ? nahi nahi huM tene mApha karIza. tene gaLe lagADIne tene bharapUra prema karIza ane kahIza. bhUlI jA, bhAI ! bhUlI jA badhuM. e eka kusvapna hatuM UDI gayuM. have savAra thaI teno AnaMda mANa..." "pitAjI! zuM vicAramAM paDI gayA ?" bhImasenane Ama zUnyamanaska thayelo joI devasene pUchyuM. "kaMI nahi, beTA !" pitAnI vedanA chupAvatA bhImasene kahyuM. te have Apa zI AjJA kare che ?" ketusene pUchayuM. e paNa A vAtamAM hAjara hato. mAro AtmA to mane tIrthayAtrA karavA kahe che. ' pitAjI! A avasara vijayayAtrA mATe che. tIrthayAtrA paNa karIzuM. paheluM kartavya atyAre ApaNA mATe rAjagahIne saMbhALavAnuM che. devasene dalIla karI. beTA ! tArI vAta barAbara che." paraMtu mAre AmA yuddhathI DarI rahyo che. nirdoSanA lehI reDavAthI e kaMpI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #300 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saje zastra zaNagAra 289 bhAI sAme ? nAnA ..... mArAthI e nahi bane ! pApabhIrU bhImasene pitAnI AMtaravyathA kahI. bhImasena ! A kaMI yuddha nathI karavAnuM. anyAya sAme paDakAra karavAnuM che. nAnA bhAInA mAthe kaMI talavAra vIjhavAnI nathI. anyAyInA sAme talavAra upADavAnI che. kSatriyono e dharma che. anyAyane sAmano karavo, AtatAyIne jera karo." vijayasena bolI UThaze. ane pitAjI ! ApaNe yuddha karavuM ja nahi paDe. guptacaro je bAtamI lAvyA che, te uparathI te ema ja lAge che ke pUjya kakA khUda, sAme AvIne ApaNane rAjagRhIno muguTa soMpI jaze." devasene kahyuM. , "jevI tamArA saunI IcchA. te kare prayANa ane saje zastra zaNagAra. mArA tamane AzIrvAda che." bhImasene saMmati ApI. najadIkanA ja zubha muhUte bhImasene, vijayasenanA sainya sAthe kUca AraMbhI. bhI. 19 P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #301 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - 26 devane parAbhava devonI paNa eka duniyA che. A dharatIthI te duniyA taddana judI che. tyAMnI duniyAne svarga kahevAmAM Ave che. e svargamAM devo vase che. mAnavathI vizeSa zakti teo dharAve che. potAnA jJAna baLathI e ghaNuM badhuM joI zake che. mAtra IcchA zaktithI ja teo ghaNuM uthalapAthala karI zake che. A devatAonuM paNa eka vyavasthita zAsana hoya che. tyAM paNa ApaNI lokasabhAe je darabAra bharAya che. evA eka darabAramAM sau devatAo beThA hatA. alaka malakanI vAto cAlI rahI hatI. Idra mahArAjA sabhAne kahI rahyA hatA. "kharekhara ApaNA karatAM to mAnavabhava ghaNo uttama che. tyAM je sAdhanA ane siddhi meLavI zakAya che, evI sAdhanA ane siddhi ApaNA lokamAM meLavavI ghaNuM duSkara che. temAMya muktinI sAdhanA te duSkarathI ya duSkara che. e mATe te mAnava janma ja levuM paDe. e bAbatomAM mAnava ApaNAthI zreSTha che. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #302 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ devane parAbhava 291 paNa Aja mane sarvazreSTha evA bhImasenanuM maraNa thAya che. tenI smRti thatAM ja mAruM mana e bhavya puruSane Apa Apa nAma chamAMthI e pa rata jaMgalanI Aha ! kevAM kevAM kaSTomAMthI e pasAra thaye? rAja gumAvyuM. nAnA bALakane laI patnI sAthe rAtorAta jaMgalanI vATa pakaDavI paDI. peTa gujArA mATe patnI ane putrethI dUra thavuM paDayuM, bhUkhamaro veTha. apamAna ane AkSepa sahana karyA. aneka viTaMbaNAo anubhavI. chatAMya teNe vItarAgamAMthI zraddhA na khoI aTala vizvAsathI e aparaMpAra dubene sahana karato rahyo. dharatI upara aneka mAnave che. paraMtu teNe je rIte svapatnI vatane jALavyuM che, tevuM koIe jALavyuM nathI. zuM tene saMyama! zuM tenI niSThA ! zuM tenI AsthA ! kharekhara bhImasena te bhImasena ja che! mArA tene vAraMvAra namaskAra !..." "eka pAmara mAnavInI ATalI badhI prazaMsA ? chei !" eka deva tiraskArathI bolI UThaze. "jene tame eka pAmara gaNe che, te pAmara nathI. bhaDavIra che e to bhaDavIra. Indra mahArAjAe bhImasenanI tarapheNa karatAM kahyuM. "deve AgaLa evA bhaDavIra zI visAtamAM ? kayAM anaMta zakti dharAvatA de ne kayAM azaktithI khadabadatA mAnavo !" pelA devatAe ghamaMDathI kIdhuM. P.P.AC. Gunratnasuri M.S Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #303 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ra9ra bhImasena caritra . "tame bhIta bhUle che deva ! mAnavane jyAre AtmA jAge che tyAre devo paNa enI tAkAta AgaLa mastaka namAve che." mAnavane mAthuM namAve e deva bIjA, huM nahi." huMkArathI pele deva bolI UTha. te tame koTI karI che. bhImasenane tene brahmacarya vatamAMthI calAvI zake to huM paNa jANuM ke nA, deve paNa mahAna che." ' "bhale, huM paNa Apane batAvI ApIza, ke devanI tAkAta AgaLa mAnava keTalA kSudra che !" e divase denA darabAramAM garamI AvI gaI. Indra mahArAjA ne deva vaccenI cakamakamAM saune majhA AvI gaI. - IrSyA ane ghamaMDamAM deve paNa mAnave jevAM ja che. balake vadhu hIna che. ISyanI AgamAM ne ghamaMDanA teramAM e zuM na kare e ja savAla ! pelA ghamaMDI deve Indra mahArAjAne potAnI tAkAtanI paricaya batAvI ApavAnuM nakkI karyuM. ane bhImasenane tenA vatamAMthI kema calita kara tenI ejanA ghaDavA lAgyo thoDI ja paLamAM teNe saghaLo ghATa ghaDI kADhaye ane devaleka choDI, dharatI upara Avyo. - denA darabAramAM bhImasenanI prazaMsA thaI rahI hatI, tyAre bhImasenanI pracaMDa senA sAthe rAjagRhI tarapha daDamajala karI rahyo hato. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #304 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ devane parAbhava 293 yuddha tene karavuM na hatuM ane konI sAme yuddha ? potAnA ja nAnA bhAI sAthe ? jamInanA thaDA TukaDA mATe zuM nidoMdhAnAM mAthAM vadheravAnAM ! aneka sehAgaNanAM kaMgana tADavAnAM ? nAnA bAluDAMone temanA bApathI vikhuTA pADavAnAM? nahi, nahi. evI hiMsAthI maLatuM rAja nakAmuM che ane- konI hAyathI maLela e vijaya gojhAre che. bhImasenanuM AMtara mana to ahiMsAne ja vicAra karI rahyuM hatuM. te to prema yuddhamAM ja mazagula hatu. premathI je bhagavAna mahAvIre caMDakauzikane vaza karyo, to zu pate premathI potAnA ja sagA bhAIne vaza nahi kare ? na karI zake te potAno prema eTale adhUra, bAkI premanI tAkAta amApa che, apUrva che. bhalabhalA kaTTara dumano paNa tenI najara paDatAM gaLe vaLagI AnaMda mANe che. bhImasenanuM mana Ama prema ane zairamAM aTavAyeluM hatuM. tenuM aMtara vadhu prema tarapha ja DhaLeluM hatuM. kAraNa ke tenA bhAIne duzmana nahote mAnato. pitAnAM azubha karmanuM e to nimitta hatuM. AthI ja pite pracaMDa senA nI AgevAnI lIdhI hovA chatAM paNa senAnI AMkhamAM je yuddhanI Aga bhaDakatI dekhAya che. tevI Aga tenI AMkhamAM jaNAtI na hatI. tyAM te narI karuNA ja chalakAtI hatI. senAne paNa tethI teNe spaSTa sUcanA ApI dIdhI hatI. koIne paNa raMjADaze nahi, ghAsanA taNakhalAne paNa ukheDaze nahi. tamAre koI sAmano kare te ja tame tamArA rakSaNa P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #305 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 294 bhImasena caritra mATe talavAra upADajo. e upADatA samaye paNa tame ema ja mAnaje ke tame tamAruM rakSaNa karavA e laDAI laDI rahyA cho. yuddha e ApaNo maMtra nathI. vijaya ApaNe jarUra meLavavo che. paraMtu ApaNe premano vijaya joIe che. e ja vijaya sAro ne aMtima che." | devasena ane ketusenane paNa bhImasena premanA pATha bhaNAvato hato, temanA dilamAMthI e hiMsAnA saMskAra bhUMsavA mAMgato hato. 'devasena ! tu eka rAjAnuM saMtAna jarUra che. paNa e pahelAM tuM mAnava bALa che. tAruM kuLa rAjavI kharu, paNa sau prathama te tuM mAnavuM che. e mAnavanuM kartavya tuM bhUlIza nahi. tuM rAjagRhIno rAjA bane paNa je tArAmAM mANasAI nahi hoya, mAnavatA nahi hoya to rAjAzAhI tArI koI ja kAmanI nathI. mATe prathama mAnavadharmane samajaje, e dharma samajyA pachI tane rAjadharma samaja agharA nahi paDe." - baMne kumAre pitAnA pitAnI vAta dhyAnathI sAMbhaLatA hatA ane temanA AtmAne jarA paNa duHkha na pahoMce e * rIte vatI rahyA hatA. savAra sAMja ekadhArI daDamajala karatAM sainyane, gaMgA nadI AvatA thoDA divasa mATe paDAva nAMkhavA bhImasene hukama karyo. - subhaToe jotajotAmAM taMbUo bAMdhI dIdhA. gheDAe TITL TT_ _ P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #306 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ devane parAbhava 295 uparathI jina utArI nAMkhyA. khabhA upara bAMdhelA dhanuSya bANa subhaToe kADhI nAMkhyA. keDa upara laTakAvelI talavAra na kaTAra paNa bAju upara mUkI dIdhAM. ane sau mukata mane tyAM pravAsano thAka utAravA AnaMdathI viharavA lAgyA. bhImasenana taMbU sauthI alaga bAMdhavAmAM AvyA hatA. tenA taMbUthI thoDe ja dara eka upavana hatuM. e upavanamAM koyala TahUkA karI rahI hatI ne papai piyu piyu belI rahyo hate. jArvatI ane jAsudanA phulanI suvAsathI havA maghamaghI rahI hatI. yauvanane hiloLe caDAve evI ramya sRSTi tyAM vistarelI hatI. bhImasena mATe A sRSTi AtmAnA AnaMda mATe poSaka hatI. te mAnato hate vAsanA ane vikAra te mAnavInA manamAM che padArtha te jaDa che. mana temAM vAsanAnI kalpanA kare to ja e padArtha dehane jhaNajhaNAve. bAkI jaDanI te zI tAkAta che ke te caitanyane caMcaLa kare ? bhImasenanA A AMtara-sRSTinI pelA devane zI khabara ? ene te A taka uttamottama lAgI. - baporano samaya hato. tApathI dharatI zekAI rahI hatI. sau koIne zItaLa chAMyamAM sUI javAnuM mana thAya evI bahAra aganajhALa varasatI hatI. pAse ja nadI-kinAro hato ane pAse ja vananikuMje hatI. sau manaphAve tyAM jaIne ArAma laI rahyA hatA. bhImasena paNa sainyanI vastIthI theDe dUra eka ekAMta P.P. 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Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #307 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 296 bhImasena caritra sthaLe gheghUra AmraghaTAnI taLe ArAmathI paDa hato. ghaNI lAMbA samaye tene AvI nirAMta ne zAMti maLyAM hatA. privAsano thAka te tene paNa lAgyo hato. paraMtu tenA vadana upara jarAya kaMTALe ke vyagratA jaNAtI na hatI. svastha ciro ne praphulla mane e maMjarIne nihALI rahyo hato. lIlI lIlI hariyALI jotAM tenA tana ane mana baMnene TADhaka vaLatI hatI. . . . e ja samaye pilA devatAe pitAnI mAyAjALa UbhA karI dIdhI. . . . . vAtAvaraNane teNe ekadama sugaMdhamaya karI nAkhyuM. mana bharAI jAya evI soDama havAmAM prasarI UThI, zItala havA, sugaMdhI havA. bhImasenane manamayUra harakhAI UTha. maLatA baLatA baparamAM A havA tene bhAvI gaI. - tyAM to bhImasene havAmAM kayAMka saMgItano sUra ghUMTAtA je. vINAnA tArano jhINe rava kayAMka gUMjI rahyo. saMgIta dhIme dhIme matta ne madIluM banatuM gayuM. havAmAM UDatA tenA taraMgo asara karavA lAgyA. kayAMkathI doDatA doDatA Dhelane mora AvI pahoMcyAM. more nRtya zarU karyuM. potAnI kaLAno vistAra karyo, ane Dhelane joI AnaMdathI kUdavA lAge. bhImasena je AmravRkSa nIce sUto hato, tenI DALa upara zuka ane zukI AvIne besI gayAM. ekamekanI cAMca moMmAM levA gayAM. zarIra sparzanA karavA lAgyA. A to devI mAyA ! nazIluM saMgIta ne madIlI havA! paMkhI-jagata P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #308 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ devane parAbhava 297 bhAna bhUlavA lAgyuM. kelInI ramaNatAmAM e jagata ramamANa banI gayuM. ughADI AMkhe sUtelA bhImasene AMkha mIMcI dIdhI. rati prasaMgo keIna. paNa na jovAya. pazu hoya ke pakSI hoya, mAnava hoya ke deva hoya. temanA evA prasaMgo ajANatA paNa jovAI jAya te potAnA vatanuM khalana thAya. . bhImasena te e vratane kaDaka AgrahI hato. suzIlAmAM ja teNe potAnI maryAdA bAMdhI hatI. tenA sivAya bIjI koI paNa strIne jAtiya saMbaMdha, jAtiya vicAra vajarya hato. svadArA saMtoSa e ja tenuM sukha hatuM. havA ne saMgIta to dehane jhaNajhaNAvI rahyAM hatAM. lehIne dhIme dhIme e garama karI rahyAM hatAM. bhImasena sAvadha banI gaye. eka kSaNa paNa je A aMge bedarakArI sevAze, to pitAnI varasonI sAdhanA dhULamAM maLI jaze. teNe navakAra maMtranuM raTaNa zarU karI dIdhuM. mAnasapaTa upara vItarAganI chabI khaDI karI dIdhI. - havA ane saMgIta nAkAmiyAba nIvaDayAM. bhImasena upara tenI koI jhAjhI asara thaI nahi, ulaTuM e sajAga banI gaye. AvanArA AMdhInA oLAne e pArakhI gaye. mana viphare ne vakare te agAu ja teNe manane zubha dhyAnamAM lagADI dIdhuM.' devatAe tarata ja jIvaMta sRSTi khaDI karI dIdhI. tyAre bhImasena palAMThI vALI, AMkha mIcIne AtmadhyAna dharI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #309 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 298 bhImasena caritra rahyo hato. tenI khUba ja najadIka AvIne eka apasarAe pitAno pAlava bhImasenanA mukhAraviMda upara pheravyuM. - bhImasenanI AMkha khUlI gaI. sAme joyuM to sAkSAt, raMbhA tene AhavAhana karatI UbhI hatI. tenA hAthamAM sUra pAtra hatuM ane e pAtra dharIne UbhI rahI hatI. bhImasene svasthatAthI pUchayuM: "koNa che tame ?" tamArI janamajanamanI pUjAraNa chuM.' svara TahUkI UTho. belatI veLAe asarAe mRganayanone eka mAdaka IzAro karyo. pUjA vItarAganI kare, huM to pAmara chuM." - "mAre mana te tame ja mArA vItarAga che. Ave, UbhA thAva. mAra arthe svIkAre." pitAnA aMgane mareDa letAM asarAe kIdhuM. bhImasena mauna rahyo. tene A strI vAcALa lAgI. te jhAjhI carcAmAM utaravA mAMgato na hato. teNI tenI upekSA karI ane udAsInabhAve besI rahyo. asarAe jhAMjharano jhaNakAra karyo. pitAnA kezakalApane ajaba rIte uchALe. kamaLanI kumAzathI paNa caDe evI pAnIne dharatI upara tAlabaddha rIte pachADI. yauvananuM nRtya AraMkyuM. vAsanAno utkaTa nAca karyo. kamanIya dehalatAnA aMgeaMgane hacamacAvI nAkhyuM. AMkhanA IzArA karI joyA. heThenA vaLAMka vALI joyA. kaTapradezane mareDa laI co. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #310 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ devane parAbhava 299 nitaMbane halAvI joyA. vakSa:sthaLane nacAvI joyA. dhIre dhIre vastro ochA karI nAkhyAM ane mukta mane asarA nAcI. khUba nAcI. aMgeaMga zithila thaI jAya tyAM sudhI nAcI. sAthe surIluM saMgIta to cAlu ja hatuM. havAmAMthI mAdakatA to vahetI ja hatI, ane nRtya paNa gatimAM vega pakaDatuM jatuM hatuM. yauvana hatuM, ekAMta hatuM, tana ane manane tarabatara karI mUke evuM vAtAvaraNa hatuM, bhega ne vilAsanuM Ijana hatuM. bhImasena udAsabhA beTho hato. ane sAme apasarA nRtya karI rahI hatI. patana mATenI saghaLI sAmagrI sajaja hatI. koI rokanAra na hatuM. keIjonAra na hatuM. mana bharIne bhagavAya evI anukULatA hatI. puruSa hato. strI hatI. yauvana hatuM. saundarya hatuM. vikAra hatA. vihavaLatA hatI. ' khAmI mAtra bhImasenanI hatI. te taiyAra na hate. tenuM mana svastha hatuM. tenuM yauvana zAMta hatuM. laDAI eka pakSanI hatI. sAmAne bhImasenane harAvavo hatA, paraMtu bhImasena laDavA ja taiyAra na hato. e pAmI gaye hato. A mAyA che, koI devanI kapaTajALa che. pitAnI parIkSA levA A badhuM te karI rahyo che. nabaLe to ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM bhAna bhUlI gabaDI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #311 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 300 bhImasena caritra paDe evuM vAtAvaraNa hatuM. paNa bhImasena vIra hato ane A vIratA mAtra haSTapuSTa zarIranI ja na hatI. saMskArathI paNa te vIra hate. . tenI AMkho khulI hatI, paraMtu e AMkhamAM vikAra na hato. vAsanA na hatI. eka gherI udAsI tyAM saLavaLatA hatI. eka taTastha prekSaka banI e asarAnuM nRtya nihALI rahyo hato. asarA Akhara thAkI ane Dhagalo thaIne e dharatI upara DhaLI paDI. bhImasena Ubho thayo. teNe potAnI zAla tene oDhADI ane tyAMthI cAlI pitAnI zibikA-taMbUmAM Avyo. : sau prathama teNe ThaMDA pANIe snAna karyuM. zItaLa jalanI chAlake vaDe AMkhane bahArathI barAbara sApha karI nAMkhI. je khullI AMkhe teNe asarAnuM vilAsI nRtya joyuM hatuM e AMkhamAMthI te dazya te bhUMsI nAkhavA mAMgato hato. AthI teNe barAbara khene sApha ne svaccha karI. dehazuddhi karI teNe Atmazuddhi karavA mAMDI. zuddha ne svaccha kapaDAM paherI te sAmAyika laIne beThe. mana che, jANe ajANe paNa te azubha saMskAra jhIlI le. nRtya vakhate pote mana upara sakhta cekI pahero mUkyuM hatuM. tene jarAya ADuM avaLuM ke UMcuMnIcuM thavA dIdhuM na hatuM, chatAMya kayAMka karatAM kayAMka paNa tenI jhINI asara rahI gaI hoya te? duzmanano te ugatA ja nAza karavo sAro ane A te vaLI AMtarika duzmana. premathI peTamAM pese ne pachI paga T TTTT P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #312 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ devane parAbhava 301 pahoLA kare. tenA tarapha je kaDaka najara rAkhavAmAM na Ave, te to e bhavobhavanuM nikaMdana kADhI nAMkhe. AthI bhImasene AtmadhyAnamAM manane paracuM, deha ane AtmAnuM e ciMtavana karavA lAgyA. ema karI teNe mananI tamAma azudidhane vALI guDIne sApha karI nAMkhI. bhImasene e dhyAnathI apUrva rIti anubhavI. ' ' jyAre pila deva pitAnI A eka saddhara bAjI viphaLa gaI tethI azAMta banI ga. koIe kahyuM hatuM, ke saghaLI anukULatA hovA chatAM, strInuM sAme caDIne bhoga mATenuM AmaMtraNa maLyuM hovA chatAM puruSa calita na thaze, te to e mAnata ja nahi. paNa A te teNe pratyakSa anubhava karyo hate. jAtaTI karI hatI ane temAM te dharAra niSphaLa gayo hato. are ! manane te saheja paNa uzkerI zakayo na hatA, tyAM bIjI te vAta ja zI karavAnI ? . . . khera ! kaMI nahi. bIje dAva lagADIzuM. ema deve mana manAvyuM. ane e ja rAte teNe bIjI yukti laDAvI. prathama karatAM A yukti sIdhI asara kare tevI hatI. kAraNa prathamamAM kasoTI spaSTa vartAtI hatI. bIjI yuktimAM e garbhita hatI. prathamamAM mana sAme AvAhana hatuM. bIjAmAM AtmA sAme. bhImasenano AtmA karuNALuM hatuM. koInuM duHkha e joI zakate na hato. eTaluM ja nahi sAmAnuM duHkha dUra karavA mATe badhuM ja karI chUTavA e tatpara banato hato. ' : P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #313 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra 302 deva samajate hato, mAnavI jyAre dharmasaMkaTamAM mukAya che, tyAre tenA mATe kayuM zreSTha e pasaMda karavuM agharuM bane che. kAraNa baMnemAM dharma hoya che. ekamAM Atmadharma jovAne hoya che, jyAre bIjAmAM dayAdharma. kone vahAlo karaze ? dayA dharmane ke Atmadharmane? deve bhImasenane dharmasaMkaTamAM utAravAne ghATa ghaDaco. bhImasena sukhanI UMgha laI rahyo hato. madhyarAtri tenI sattA jamAvI rahI hatI. sau japIne gADha nidrA laI rahyA hatA. saghaLuM jagata zAMta hatuM. upAdhi ne upadravo nidrAnA AMcalamAM DhaburAI gayA hatA. e samaye jhINe ne karuNa svara havAmAM gUMjI UTha. svaramAM bhArobhAra lAcArI hatI. jhINe ne tINa svara hate. ethI ema lAgatuM hatuM ke koI du:khI ne saMta nArI aMdhArI rAte potAnuM duHkha raDI rahI che. e svara dhIme dhIme ghere banato ga. zokano avAja temAM bhaLato go. sAMbhaLanAranuM haiyuM dravI jAya te bhArobhara temAM vilApa hato. haiyAne cIrato e karuNa svara bhImasenanA kAne athaDAye. tenI AMkha khulI gaI. teNe kAna saravA karyA. avAja vadhu ne vadhu saMbhaLAvA lAge. - "are ! A madharAte keNa raDI rahyuM haze ? kayA dukhe e AnaMda karI rahyuM haze ? avAja parathI to lAge che ke koI strI raDI rahI che. koNa haze e ? kayAM haze e ? P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #314 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ devane parAbhava 303 | kaI vedane tene Ama AMsu paDAvatI haze?" bhImasenanA dayALu mane eka pachI eka prazno UbhA karyA. pathArImAMthI UbhA thaI tarata ja teNe avAjanI dizA tarapha kAna mAMDayA. avAjanI karuNuM tenA aMtarane sparzI gaI. tAbaDatoba ka ya vicAra karyA vinA eNe e dizA tarapha cAlavA mAMDyuM. jema jema e svaranI dizA tarapha AgaLa vadhato gaye, tema tema e varamAM zekanI gherAza vadhu ne vadhu tIvra banatI gaI. bhImasene jhaDapa karI. utAvaLathI e avAja jyAMthI Avato hato tyAM AvI Ubho rahyo. bhImasene tyAM AvIne joyuM to eka suMdara ne svarUpavAna yuvatI chAtI phATa raDI rahI hatI. tenI AMkhomAMthI codhAra AMsu dadaDI rahyAM hatAM. tenA dehanuM saundarya te eTaluM badhuM jhagArA mAratuM hatuM, ke e aMdhArI rAte paNa tene deha saundarya dIpikA jevo lAgato hate. mAthAnA vALa chuTA karI ne chAtI para hAtha pachADI pachADI te raDI rahI hatI. dazya te kharekhara dilane anukaMpA jagADe evuM hatuM. bhImasenanuM hRdaka Adra banyuM. yuvatIthI thoDe dUra UbhA rahI mamatAbharyA avAje pUchayuM : he bena ! tuM Ama madharAte zA mATe vilApa karI rahI che? ane tuM koNa che?" . bhImasenane javAba ApavAne badale te e yuvatI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #315 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 304 bhImasena caritra vadhu jorathI raDavA lAgI. ne vadhu jorathI chAtI kUTavA lAgI. jamIna sAthe mAthuM paNa pachADavA lAgI. "nA 27 bena nA raDa. tuM mane tAruM duHkha kahe. zA mATe tuM Ama zeka karI rahI che tenuM kAraNa kahe. huM tane mArAthI banatI tamAma madada karIza. tuM mane tArA zubha hitaciMtaka mAna. ane tArI saghaLI vAta mane jaNAva.' arere ! huM te luMTAI gaI re ! have mAruM zuM thaze re!....ha kayAM jaIza re !...mAre to bhava bagaDI ga re !.... he bhagavAna ! tane A zuM sUjhayuM re !.." yuvatIe bhImasenane kaI javAba ApavAne badale raDavAnuM cAlu ja rAkhyuM. koNe tane lUMTI lIdhI ? koNe tAre bhava bagADa? bena! je hoya te mane spaSTa kahe. mArAthI tAruM A rudana sahana nathI thatuM. tuM have raDavAnuM baMdha kara. svastha bana. ane mArA para zraddhA rAkhI tuM tArI vitaka kathA mane kahe.' bhImasene khUba ja lAgaNIbharyA svare kahyuM. tamane huM mAruM duHkha kevI rIte kahuM? tamane huM oLakhatI paNa nathI. ajANyAne mArI vedanA kahevAthI zuM vaLe ? arere ! have mAruM zuM thaze ? " yuvatIe potAnI vedanA kahetAM kahetAM pharI raDavA mAMDayuM. "bena ! huM rAjagRhIne nareza bhImasena chuM. mArA para vizvAsa rAkha. ane tArA duHkhanI vAta mane kare. mArAthI banatI tamAma madada karI huM tAruM duHkha dUra karIza.' P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #316 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ devano parAbhava 305 potAnI sAme rAjagRhIne nareza bhImasena Ubhe che e sAMbhaLatAM ja yuvatie raDavAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. potAnA chUTA mUkelA vALane eka ja jhATake pitAnI pITha upara nAMkhI dIdhA. AMsu luchI nAMkhyA. ane gadagada kaMThe bhImasenane kahevA lAgI : "he nareza ! mArA duHkhano pAra nathI. huM te bharayauvane lUMTAI gaI chuM. kara vidhAtAe mArI sAthe khUba ja phira ramata khelI che. ane temAM huM mArI bAjI sAva ja hArI gaI chuM. have te he kRpALa ! tame ja mAro uddhAra karo! tame ja mArI jiMdagI ane javAnIne bacAvI lo ! tamAre upakAra huM janamo janama nahi visaruM." paNa bena ! tuM tArA duHkhanI kaMI khulAsAthI to vAta kara. tArI A vAtathI mane zI khabara paDe ke tane zuM duHkha che? mATe bena ! mane tuM tArI pUrepUrI hakIkatanI jANa kara." bhImasene kIdhuM. he karuNAsiMdhu! huM vidyAdhara kanyA chuM. vaitADhaya parvata upara vijaya nAmanuM nagara che. tyAM mArA pitA maNicUDa rAjaya kare che. mArI mAnuM nAma vimalA che. ane temanI huM guNasuMdarI putrI chuM. mArI yauvana avasthA thatA mArA pitAe mAru pANigrahaNa kusumapura nagaramAM AvelA citraga vidyAdhara sAthe karyuM. A pANigrahaNa svayaMvarathI meM karyuM hatuM.. 20 P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #317 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 306 bhImasena caritra svayaMvaramAM aneka vidyAdhare AvyA hatA. paraMtu mAruM mana citravega upara moha pAmyuM ane meM mArI varamALa temanA gaLAmAM AropaNa karI. tyAre mane zI khabara ke mAruM lagna mAtra lagna ja . raheze ? e svayaMvaramAM bhAnavega nAmane vidyAdhara paNa AvyA hatA. mane joIne te mArA premamAM lubdha banyo hato. tene ema ke huM tenA gaLAmAM varamALa AropIza. bharyA svayaMvara vacce teNe e pramANenI ceSTAo paNa karI joI. paraMtu mAruM mana to citravega upara DhaLI paDayuM hatuM. AthI meM tene cheDI citravegane varamALA paherAvI. bhAnuvegathI A sahana na thayuM. teNe tarata ja mAruM apaharaNa karyuM. ane mane laI bhAgavA mAMDaze. mArA svAmInAtha paNa tenI pAchaLa doDayA. khUba aMtara kApyA bAda citravege amane baMnene pakaDI pADayA. bhAnuvege mane paDatI mUkI citro sAthe hAthe hAthanI laDAI AraMbhI dIdhI. huM to bhayathI nakhazIkha dhrujI rahI hatI. dharatI upara paDelI huM UMce gaganamAM baMnene laDatA jaI rahI. baMne vacce bhayAnaka laDAI jAmI. baMnee maMtra vidyAthI zastronI laDAI purajozamAM AraMbhI dIdhI. mArAthI cIsa naMkhAI gaI. paNa mAruM sAMbhaLe koNa? baMne khUba ja khunnasathI ekabIjAne parAsta karavA mathI. rahyA hatA. zAstronA tIrNa ghAthI temanuM rUdhira dharatI upara DhaLI rahyuM hatuM. mArI te koI buddhi kAma nahotI karatI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #318 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ devane parAbhava 307 tyAM ja meM be marmabhedana cIsa sAMbhaLI. meM DaratAM karatAM upara najara karI to baMnenAM mAthAM dhaDathI judAM thaI gayAM hatAM. ane lehIne kuvAre havAmAM UDI rahyo hato. mArA gaLAmAMthI cIsa nIkaLI gaI. huM bezuddha banI gaI. thoDIvAre bhAnamAM AvIne joyuM te upara gaganamAM kAI nahatuM. huM bebAkaLI banI gaI. jayAM temanuM lehI cheTAyuM hatuM tyAM doDI gaI. paraMtu tyAM to koInI ya lAza dekhAtI na hatI. huM pAgala banIne gaMgA nadInA kinArA AgaLa deDI gaI. dUrathI joyuM te be dhaDa ne be alaga mAthAM gaMgAnA taraMge upara tarI rahyAM hatAM. huM tyAM pahoMcuM te pahelAM te e mArI najara bahAra jatAM rahyAM. basa, tyArathI mAruM haiyuM hAthamAM nathI. mArA zokane kaI pAra nathI. mAruM duHkha hoya to have eka ja che. mArI bharavAnI huM ekalA ekalA kevI rIte jIravI zakIza? lagna jarUra karyA che, paNa meM hajI mArA patine sparza suddhA paNa nathI karyo. hajI huM akSata yauvanA ja chuM. zuM mAruM yauvana Ama akALe ja murajhAI jaze ? . jiMdagI ane javAnInA AnaMda huM have jarAya mANuM nahi zakuM ? nahi nahi..mArAthI e duHkha jarAya sahana thAya P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #319 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 308 bhImasena caritra tema nathI. huM to bIjA lagna jarUra karIza. mArI javAnI Ama cImaLAI nahi javA dauM. - he kRpALu nareza! A mAruM du:kha che. tame mAre hAtha jhAle. tamArI mane patnI banAvo. tamArA hadaya siMhA sana upara sthApa. mArI A kAyA ne AtmAnA tame bharathA bane. ane mAruM duHkha dUra karo. - tamArA jevA svAmI meLavI ha mArAM tamAma duHkha bhUlI jaIza. - he karuNALu bhImasena ! muja raMka upara dayA kare. mane basa ATalI bhIkSA Ape. tamArI mane ardhAmanA banAve, huM tamArI dAsAnudAsI banI jiMdagI pasAra karI nAMkhIza..... ? yuvatIe potAnI vitaka kathA kahI. bena ! tane Ama bolavuM zobhatuM nathI. tAruM duHkha jarUra asahya che. paNa bena ! karmanI AgaLa konuM cAlyuM che ke tAruM ke mAruM cAle? tuM svastha bana. manamAMthI AvA pApI vicAra kADhI nAMkha. satItva e ja strIno dharma che. e dharmathI bhraSTa na bane. yAda rAkha. pUrvanA keI azubha kama te karyA haze te tAre bharathAra Aja cAlyA gayA. ethI tuM bedha pAma, ane navIna karma bAMdhI tArA bhavAMtarane na bagADa. ane meM te eka patnInuM vrata lIdhuM che. mAre suzIla ne saguNa patnI paNa che. tene be bALako paNa che. vaLI meM te tane mArI bena mAnI che. bena kahIne P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #320 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na devane parAbhava 309 ja tane bolAvI che. bena sAthe evo koI vicAra kare te paNa mahApApa che. | tuM sukhethI mArA rAjamahelamAM rahe che. eka bhAInI jema huM tAruM sanmAna karIza. tane koI paNa vAte duHkha = nahi paDavA dau. UTha, UbhI thA! je banyuM tene bhUlI jA. dharmanuM - sevana kara. AtmAne tAro gaNuM. dehanI mamatA choDI de, ane A bhavamAM evI utkaTa sAdhanA karI le ke bhavAMtaramAM ya kadI A prasaMga tane na sAMpaDe." - yuvatInA kocalAmAM beThele deva to A sAMbhaLIne TharI ja garyo. tene manomana pastAvo thavA lAgyuM. teNe pitAnI mAyA saMkelI lIdhI. ane asala deva svarUpe hAtha joDIne bhImasenanI sAme Ubhe rahyo. "dhanya bhImasena ! dhanya! tArA satyavrata upara ne tArA svadArA vrata upara huM khuza thaye chuM. tArI meM ghaNI kasoTI karI. paNa tuM jarAya calita na tha. mAga, mAga. je mAge te tane ApuM." deve khUza thaI kahyuM. "mArA dhanabhAgya ke mane Aja devanA darzana thayA. tame mAMgavAnuM kahe che te basa ATaluM ja mAgu chuM, rItarAganA dhama upara mArI buddhi sadAya mATe sthira raho.' bIjA kaMIpaNa prabhanamAM taNAyA vinA bhImasene kahyuM. deve chevaTe tene divya vastro ne hAra bheTa ApyA. ne adazya thaI gayo. bhImasena paNa karmanI lIlAne vicAra karato pitAnA taMbUmAM AvyuM ne sUI gaco. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #321 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 27: e ja jaMgala, e ja rA bhImasene gaMgA nadInA kinAre ghaNA samaya pasa karyo. pravAsano thAka have UtarI gayo hato. cAlI cAlI thAkI gayelA subhaTanA paNa have navacetana anubhavatA hatA lAMbI majala sudhI azvo upara besIne subhaTenI ko jakaDAI gaI hatI te have kRtimAM jaNAtI hatI. pravAsa ujAgarAthI lAla banelI Akhe zAMta banI hatI. azva gajarAje, baLado vagere saune pUrato ArAma maLI go hate saunA tanabadana upara tAjhagI ane taravarATa jaNAtA hatA. bhImasene senAne AgaLa vadhavAne hukama karyo. subhaTora tAbaDatoba taiyArIo AraMbhI dIdhI. taMbUo upADI levAmAM AvyA. azvo upara jIna nAMkhI devAmAM AvyuM, baLada ghUgharamALa bAMdhI dIdhI. devasena ane ketusene vAkavaca paherI lIdhuM. mAre zirastrANa bAMdhyuM, keDe talavAra bAMdhI. kamarapaTTAmAM jAma tamA che. khabhAnI pAchaLa tINa dhAravALA tIrenuM bhAthuM bAMdhyuM ane jamaNA khabhAnI aMdara dhanuSyabANa laTakAvyuM P.P. 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Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #322 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e ja jaMgala, e ja rAta * 31 * zastra sajaja banelA A yuvAnone kaI jue to e mAnI paNa na zake ke eka divasa A ja yuvAno jagalanI madharAte bhUkhathI 2DatA hatA. pUrepUruM yauvana baMnenI dehayaSTiI upara jhagArA mAratuM hatuM. vadana upara vIrazrI camakatI hatI. -bIDAyelA hoTha sattAnuM sUcana karatA hatA. baMne pUrI taiyArI karI bhImasena pAse AvyA. pitAjIne praNAma karyA, temano caraNa sparza karyo, AzIrvAda lIdhA. pitAne praNAmI mA sazIlAne paNa vaMdana karyo. tenA aMtaranI AziSa lIdhI ane e vidhi patAvI baMne sapheda azvo upara savAra thayA. : bhImasena paNa AgaLa prayANa mATe jhaDapathI taiyAra thaI gaye. te paNa azva upara beThe. sauthI AgaLa teNe potAne azva Ubho rAkhyo. tenI pAchaLa baMne rAjakumAranA a goThavAyo. ane e saunI pAchaLa AkhI senA cAlavA lAgI. bhImasene pitAnA azvane DacakAre karyo. ave svAmInI AjJAne svIkAra karyo. ane dhIme dhIme cAlavA mAMDayuM. senAe bulaMda avAje gheSaNa karI : "mahArAjAdhirAja rAjagRhI nareza bhImasena jaya. 'mahApratApI devasena kuMvarane jaya he." nara baMko ketusena kuMvarane jaya he." bhImasene e samaye navakAra maMtranuM samaraNa karyuM. manomana bhAvathI teNe paMca parameSThine namaskAra karyA ane kUcano prAraMbha karyo. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #323 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAge 312 bhImasena caritra A senAmAM kaMI hajAro subhaTo joDAyA hatA. paricArako paNa hatA. pAkazAstrIo hatA. bAMdhakAmanA jANakAra kuzaLa kArIgaro paNa hatA. Ama aneka mANasonA sathavArA sAthe bhImasena rAjagRhI tarapha jaI rahyo hato. ' hAthI, ghoDA, baLado, ratha, gADA vagerenI pracaMDa sAmagrI hatI. jyAM jyAMthI e sau pasAra thayA, tyAM tyAMnA rastA dhULanA goTathI ubharAI javA lAgyA. aneka gAma, nagara, pura ane pATaNamAM thaI A sainya pasAra thavA lAgyuM. gAmegAmanA nagarajanoe bhImasenanuM svAgata karyuM nagarazreSThIoe paNa tene aneka upahAra bheTa dharyA. kumArIkAee bhImasena, devasena ane ketusenane kuMkuma tilama karyA. suhAgaNee vijayanAM gIta gAyAM. grAmajanoe gagana cIratA avAje bhImasenanA Thera Thera jayanAda karyA. daDamajala cAlu ja rAkhI. na chUTake kayAMka kayAMka senAe paDAva nAMkhe. te paNa eka be divasa pUrato ja. kUca vaNathaMbhI cAlu ja rahI. rAjagRhI have kaMI baha kara na hatI, jayAMthI senA pasAra thaI rahI hatI, tyAMthI te rAjagRhI vacce mAtra eka gADha jaMgala ja ADe hatuM. e jagala vaTAvyuM ke sIdhA rAjagRhInA pAdare. devasena ! A jagalane oLakhe che tuM ?" bhImasene pUchayuM. nA kema oLakhuM pitAjI! ahI ja to ApaNe P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #324 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e ja jaMgala, e ja rAta 313 saue paNa kuTiramAM eka rAta kADhI hatI!" devasene jUnI smRtine tAjI karI. devasena ! jo ne kALano prabhAva ! eka samaya evo hato ke TADhathI tharatharatA ne bhayAnaka jAnavaronI bIkathI pUjatA ahI ApaNe rAta vItAvI hatI. thAkathI tyAre gAtro zithila banI gayAM hatAM. bhUkhathI peTa cImaLAI gayAM hatAM. nIce rUkSa dharatI ane upara bhUkharu' gagana mAtra hatuM. ne kaMI oDhavAnuM. TUMTIyuM vALI ApaNe saue ahIM rAta pasAra karI hatI. ane Aja e ja jaMgalamAM ApaNe rAta pasAra karI rahyA chIe. Aje ApaNI pAse zuM nathI ? koI vAtanI kamInA nathI. ApaNo bola jhIlavA khaDe page mANaso UbhA che. ApaNI rakhevALI karavA mANaso akhaMDa ujAgara kare che. ApaNane jarAya asuvidhA na thAya te mATe je ApaNA sevakae A kevI sarasa zibira bAMdhI che!" jagalamAM zibiramAM beThela bhImasena potAnA parivAra sAthe e bhUtakALanA kaDavA ne kaparA saMsmaraNo ukheLI rahyo hato. kamanI ja A badhI ramata che. mAnavI to karmarAjAnI kaThapUtaLI che. mAnavIno tamAma dera tenA hAthamAM che. e jema nacAve tema nAcavAnuM. ane e karmo paNa ApaNAM pitAnAM ja karelAM ne? pUrvAbhavomAM ApaNe jarUra kaMIka pApAcaraNa karyuM haze. nahi te A e ja jagala che. e ja rAta che. e ja dharatI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #325 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 314 bhImasena caritra ne e ja gagana che. ApaNe paNa tenA te ja chIe. paNa chatAMya e be samayano keTale moTo taphAvata che ! e rAta ApaNA azubha karmanI upArjanAnI hatI. A - rAta zubha kamanI ! tyAre pApodaya hato. Aje puNyadaya che ! ' baMne karmanAM phaLa ApaNe bhagavyAM. AmAMthI dIkarAe ! eTale ja sAra lejo ke koI sukha sthira nathI, koI duHkha sthira nathI. badhu ja pitAnA karmAdhIna che. jevuM pAmaze tevuM laNaze. jevA bIja veraze, tenI jevI mAvajata karaze, tevo pAka pAmaze. zubha AcAravicAra rAkhazo to zubha pariNAma meLavaze. karmanuM phaLa te tamane maLaze ja ane e tamAre bhogavavuM ja paDaze, mATe mArA lADalA ! jIvanane zuddha na zubha AcAra-vicAravALuM rAkhajo. suzIlA e anubhava tAratamya kADhayuM. tene paNa A jaMgalanI havAne sparza thatAM duHkhanA e divasonI yAda AvI gaI. e yAdathI te duHkhI na thaI, temaja badalAyelA divasathI teNe ghamaMDa paNa na sevyuM. badhuM ja teNe karmanA caraNe dharI dIdhuM. A e ja samaye dvArapALe aMdara AvI jaNAvyuM, ke A jagalane pallIpati subhadra ApanA darzanArthe AvavA mAMge che. Apa narezanI AjJA hoya to tene aMdara laI AvuM. bhImasene tene aMdara AvavAnI saMmati ApI. - paDachaMda ane bhayAnaka mukhAkRtivALa subhadra zibiramAM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #326 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e ja jagala, e ja rAta 315 Avyo. AvIne teNe sau prathama bhImasenane praNAma karyAH 'mahApratApI, rAjagRhInA rAjAdhirAja bhImasena narezane mArA praNAma che." 'sukhI thAva. kahe kema AvavuM thayuM che ?" bhImasene AzIrvAda ApatAM kahyuM. thoDuM bheTANuM ApanA caraNe dharavA Avyo chuM ane ApanA darzana karI jIvanane dhanya karavA Avyo chuM." ema kahI subhadra suvarNane thALa bhImasenanA caraNa AgaLa mUko. e thALamAM mUlyavAna ratane, hIrA ne suvarNa alaMkAre hatAM. "are ! A te mArA ja bAjubaMdha che ! ane A 2nahAra paNa mAre ja lAge che!" alaMkAra tarapha najara jatAM ja mahArANI suzIlA belI UThI. "e satya paNa haze mahArANIjI !" subhadra satyane svIkAra karyo. - suzIlAe e alaMkAre hAthamAM laI tapAsI joyA. bhImasene paNa hAtha pheravI che. baMnene yAda AvI gayuM. A e ja alaMkAre che. je A ja jaMgalamAM corAI gayA hatA. karmane kevo prabhAva! gayuM tyAre badhuM ja eka sAmaTuM gayuM. raDI raDIne AMkha lAla karI nAkhI, e meLavavA kAyAne ghasI nAMkhI paNa tyAre kaMI pAchuM na maLyuM, te na ja maLyuM ! P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #327 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 316 bhImasena caritra ane Aje ? vAdaLa vikherAtAM hatAM. vAdaLa ADe DhaMkAyelo sUrya tene prakAza verato hato. dhummasa ochuM thatuM hatuM. tejasvI kiraNe ajavALuM pAtharatAM hatAM. anAyAse badhuM, ApoApa pAchuM AvI rahyuM hatuM. kaMthI pAchI maLI, alaMkAro pAchA AvyA. zastro maLI gayA, suvarNarasa paNa prApta thaye. ane A alaMkAre paNa Aja pAchA maLI rahyA hatA ! "vAha re kamarAjA! vAha! tArI lIlA akaLa che! tAre nyAya acaLa che ! tuM nathI adhIku deto, nathI ochuM dete !" bhImasena manomana bolI UThaye. . paNa A alaMkAro ApanI pAse AvyA kayAMthI? devasene kutUhalatAthI pUchayuM. nAnA nareza ! e kahetAM mAruM mastaka zaramathI namI paDe che, paraMtu Apa saunI samakSa asatya nahi boluM. - mAre vyavasAya corI ne luTano che. mArA tAbAmAM aneka mANaso A kArya kare che. ghaNA samaya pahelAM tame A jaMgalamAM sUtA hatA. tyAre mArA mANaso e tamArA alaMkAre corI lIdhA hatA. e jotAM ja meM tene sAcavI rAkhyA. nirdoSo ne garIbone ame luMTatA nathI. e corane khabara nahi ke tame rAjagRhInA nareza che. dhananI lAlacathI teNe e kAma karyuM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #328 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 317. sAjana e mane pitAnI e ja jaMgala, e ja rAta mane pAchaLathI badhI vigatanI khabara paDI ke tamAre, rAjagRhI choDI bhAgavuM paDayuM hatuM. tyAra pachI meM tamArI tapAsa karAvI. paNa tamAre kayAMya patto lAgyo nahi. AthI meM nakkI karyuM ke jyAre tyAre huM ja e ghareNAM tamane pAchA ApIza. AthI huM ja tamArI rAha joto hato ane jeroja tamArA samAcAra meLavavA prayatna karato hato. tyAM mane samAcAra maLyA ke Apa svayaM ahIM padhArI rahyA che ane rAtavAso A jaMgalamAM karI rahyA che. A khuzakhabara sAMbhaLatA ja huM ApanI pAse doDI Avyo chuM. "rAjana ! e mAre mahAna aparAdha che. mane kSamA kare." subhadra nikhAlasatAthI potAnI badhI vAta jaNAvI. 'subhadra! tArI satya priyatA ane mArA mATenI tArI lAgaNI ane mAnathI mane anahada AnaMda thayo che. sAthe sAthe duHkha paNa teTaluM ja bhAre bhAra thayuM che.. tAruM svaccha hadaya jotAM to lAge che ke tuM ghaNo ja kAmane mANasa che, paraMtu tuM je vyavasAya Aja karI rahyo che : te ghaNo ja nIca che. peTa gujArA mATe A halake karo e tane zebhato nathI. ane tane khabara che, dhana e to mahAprANa che. tenA cAlyA javAthI mANasa nathI te jIvI zakato ke nathI to marI zakato. tenA vinA rIbAI rIbAIne mare che. AthI . P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #329 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 318 - bhImasena caritra tuM mANasanuM mAtra dhana ja lUMTI nathI letuM, paraMtu teonI UMgha ane cena paNa chInavI le che ane teone akALa meta tarapha dhakelI de che. ' - zAstrakAroe paNa cerIne vajarya gaNI che. tene mahA pApa mAnyuM che. corI karanArane A bhava to bagaDe ja che paNa tenAthI tenA bhavAMtareya bagaDe che. subhadra ! tuM cerIne tyAga kara. prAmANika jIvana jIva. parizrama kara. parasevo pADa. tArI mahenatathI tane je kaMI maLe temAM saMtoSa mAna. ane nirdoSa jIvana gALa. mArA pratye tane je sAcI bhakti hoya, tuM mane kharA aMtaHkaraNathI svAmI tarIke bhajato hoya to mAruM A vacana tuM mAnya rAkha. 'tuM cera maTI jA ane mAnava bana. asatyane choDa ane satyane sAtha kara...." "rAjana ! ApanI AjJA mane zIromAnya che. Apa kahe te karavA huM taiyAra chuM, hukama kare. prANAte paNa tamArI AjJAnuM pAlana karIza. " subhadra pastAvAthI vinamrabhAve kIdhuM. to cAla mArI sAthe. huM tane rAjagRhImAM tArA rogya kAma ApIza." bhImasene subhadrane sAthe laI lIdhe. subhadde pharI praNAma karI, bhImasenane caraNasparza karIne kahyuM : "Apa saunI sAkSIe pratijJA lauM chuM ke AjathI huM corI karIza nahi temaja koI pAse corI karAvIza nahi" P.P. Ac. 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Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #330 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 319 e ja jagala, e ja rAta _ 'zAbAza ! subhadra! zAbAza!" bhImasene subhadrano -pAMso thAbaDa ane tene rAjagRhI AvavA kahyuM. = subhadre e AjJAno svIkAra karyo ane bhImasenanI senA sAthe ja e bhaLI gaye. bIjI savAre senAe pharI kUcano prAraMbha karyo. maMjhIla have najadIka hatI. be traNa divasamAM te sau rAjagRhI pahoMcI javAnA hatA. saunA utsAhane pAra nahoto. - yuddha thaze ke nahi te koIne khabara na hatI. chatAMya yuddha thAya to paNa nyAya mATe laDI levAnI saunI taiyArI hatI. e mATenI saghaLI taiyArI sAthe ja sau AgaLa vadhI rahyA hatA. bhImasena A aMge taTastha hato. tene zraddhA hatI. laDAI nahi karavI paDe. yuddhanI nobata vAgaze ja nahi. pitA sAme talavAra nahi upADe. e to sAme AvIne gaLe ja bheTaze. ghaNA samaye potAno bhAI jovA maLaze. e vicArathI tanuM hiyuM AnaMda anubhavatuM hatuM. ane e AnaMda ne u9lAsamAM, prema ane mamatAnA vicAramAM ja e rAjagRhI tarapha jaI rahyo hato. 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Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #331 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - 28 : bAMdhava belaDI rAjagRhInA darabAramAM hariNa zUnyacitto beThe hato. rAjasabhAmAM anya maMtrIgaNa ane mahAjana paNa beThuM hatu. eka pachI eka kAmanI carcA cAlI rahI hatI. sabhAnuM kAmakAja badhuM lagabhaga maMtrIe ja karI rahyA hatA. harigheNuM nA chuTake ja e kAmakAjamAM kaMI bhAga leto hato. - rAjazAsanamAMthI enI rUci ochI thaI gaI hatI. pratibhA to tenI hajI tevI ne tevI ja rahI hatI. paraMtu temAM eka mahatvano pheraphAra vartAI Avato hato. e pratibhAmAM sattAne rUvAba cAlyo gayo hato. tyAM enehanuM saundarya camakatuM hatuM. * potAnA vaDIla baMdhune pitAnA kAcA kAnane laIne rAtorAta bhAgavuM paDayuM hatuM, e yAdathI tenuM haiyuM zekAI rahyuM hatuM. pastAvA nI AgathI tenuM jigara baLI rahyuM hatuM. eka vakhata tene sattAno moha hato. e meha Aja naSTa banI gaye hato. rAjA banavAnI, rAjadhurA pitAnA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #332 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 321. bAMdhava belaDI hAthamAM levAnI eka samaye tene dhUna hatI. e dhUna cAlI gaI hatI. tenA badale Aja te kartavya bajAvI rahyo hato. rAjasabhAmAM AvI e besato khare, paraMtu e rAjasiMhAsana upara besato nahi. pitAnA pitAe temaja vaDIla baMdhue tene je siMhAsana upara besADe hato e yuvarAja padanA siMhAsana upara besato hate. rAjasabhAmAM AvI sau prathama e bhImasenanA siMhAsanane praNAma karato. thoDIvAra tyAM UbhA rahI, AMkha baMdha karI manomana pitAnA aparAdhanI kSamA yAcato ane pachI ja pitAnA siMhAsana upara e besato. Aja savArathI ja tenI jamaNI AMkha pharakI rahI hatI. tene lAgatuM hatuM jarUra Aja kaMI zubha samAcAra maLaze. nakkI kaI priyajananuM darzana ke tenA samAcAra sAMbhaLavA maLaze. sabhAnA cAlu kAmakAjamAM paNa e tene ja vicAra karI rahyo hato. zu Aja mane vaDIla baMdhunA samAcAra maLaze? zuM temanA ja darzana mane thaze ? to to kevuM sAruM ? vacamAM saMdezavAhaka khabara lAvyo hato ke vaDIla baMdhu kSitipratiSThita nagaramAM che. paNa tyAra pachI kaMI samAcAra maLyA nathI. e kuzaLa to haze ne? bhAbhI ne bALake sojA-naravAM te haze ne ?, mArA mATe e zuM vicAratA haze? mArA upara gusse bharAyelA haze ? mane zrApa te nahi detA hoya ne ? "bhI. 12 P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #333 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3rara bhImasena caritra nahi...nahi...mArA vaDIla baMdhu evA nIca vicAranA nathI, te mAre tiraskAra kare ja nahi. ane bhAbhI te khUba ja vizALa mananAM che. te to zrApa de ja nahi. - je hoya te. temane maLatAM ja huM temanA page paDIza. AMsuthI temanA caraNa dhoI nAMkhIza. ane mArA tamAma aparAdhanI zikSA mAMgIza. teo mane je zikSA karaze te huM hasatA bhAve sahana karIza, A rAjapATa badhuM ja temanA caraNe mUkI daIza." haripeNa jema jema pitAnA vaDIla baMdhu bhImasenane vicAra karato gaye tema tema tenuM hayuM vadhu Adra banatuM gayuM. tenI AMkhanA khUNA bhInA banI gayA. bhAInI yAda AMsu banIne TapakI paDI. e ja samaye dvArapALe AvIne vadhAI ApI : "rAjagRhInA yuvarAja zrI harizeNane jaya he. rAjana ApanI AjJA hoya to eka zubha samAcAra Apane ApuM." "mAre mana have mAtra eka ja zubha samAcAra che. ane te mArA vaDIla baMdhu bhImasenanA. temanA kaMI paNa samAcAra lAvyuM hoya to jaladI kahe. bAkI bIjA koI samAcAra mAre sAMbhaLavA nathI. evA samAcAra tuM rAjamaMtrIne kahe.' hariSaNa bhAInI yAdamAM eTale badhe DUbele rahetA hato ke harahameza te tene ja vicAra karato hato. e eTale sudhI ke temanA samAcArane ja e samAcAra mAnato hato. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #334 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAMdhava belaDI 323 - "rAjana ! Apa jaldI taiyAra thAva. ApanA vaDIla dhu bhImasena rAjagRhI AvI rahyA che." | 'baMdhu bhImasena AvI rahyA che ? kayAM che ? kayAM che ? r9dI bela A saMdezavAhaka ! utAvaLa kara !" hariNa mAnadathI citkAra karI UThayo. "teo ahI thI bAra ejana dura eka jagala che. te jaMgala vIdhIne pracaMDa senA sAthe AvI rahyA che. - "maMtrIrAja! mArA avane rauyAra karo. AjanuM kAmakAja baMdha karo. tame paNa AvavuM hoya to sAthe cAle. abaghaDI ja vaDIla baMdhu pAse javA mAMgu chuM." ane le A saMdezavAhaka ! le. A ratnahAra. tArI zubha vadhAine mArA taraphathI tane A upahAra. ane hA, sArA ya nagaramAM DiDima nAde jAhera kare.. rAjagRhI nareza zrI bhImasena padhArI rahyA che. temanA svAgatanI sau taiyArIo kare. nagarake sApha karAvo. rastAo upara sugaMdhI jaLano chaMTakAva karavo. AMgaNe AMgaNe raMgoLI purAve. dhvajAe baMdhAve. sArA ya nagarane bhavya rIte zaNagArI de. - nagarajanene jaNAvI de ke teo evuM dabadabApUrvaka ne zAnadAra svAgata kare ke vaDIla baMdhu paNa bhUlI jAya ke pate rAjagRhImAM praveza karI rahyA che ! " haripeNe utsAhathI eka pachI eka sucanAo ApavA mAMDI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #335 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3ra4 bhImasena caritra - sucanAo ApI e siMhAsana uparathI UbhuM thaI gaye. ane rAjasabhA choDI potAnA mahelamAM Avyo - mahelamAM AvI rAjapaSAka utArI sAmAnya pavAra paherI lIdhuM. ane umaMgathI uchaLatA haiye doDatA AvIne taiyAra rAkhelA azva upara eka ja kudake savAra thaI gacA eDI mArIne azvane deDavAno saMketa karyo. azva paNa svAmInI utAvaLa samajI gaye. teNe potAnI tamAma tAkAta vAparIne ekI zvAse doDavA mAMDayuM. haripeNa bhImasena pAse pahoMce te agAu ja tenA maMtrIo, mahAjananA zeThiyAo, anya senAnAyaka Adi bhImasena pAse pahoMcI gayA hatA. bhImasenanI pAse pahoMcI saue yogya najarANuM dharyuM. saunA kSemakuzaLa pUchayA. temanA gayA bAda haripeNa kevI rIte bezuddha banI gaye, rAjakAjamAMthI tenuM mana kevI rIte udAsa thaI gayuM, surasuMdarI ane vimalAne kevI rIte kADhI mUkayA, rAjamAM hAla zI pravRtti cAle che, vagere athathI Iti sudhInI tamAma hakIkatethI bhImasenane jANa karavAmAM AvI. . pitAnA anujabaMdhunI dazAnuM varNana sAMbhaLI bhImase nanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM. suzIlAnI AMkhanA khUNA paNa bhInA banyA. devasena ane ketusena paNa kAkAnI dazA sAMbhaLI raDI paDayA. "teo paNa hamaNAM AvI ja pahoMcyA samaje.' maMtrIe chevaTe kahyuM , P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #336 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAMdhava belaDI 325 bhImasene senAne thaMbhI javA kahyuM. ne tyAM ja sau jhADa nIce paDAva nAMkhIne hariSaNanI rAha jovA lAgyA. tyAM ja hariSaNano azva deDate deDato AvI pahoMce. kulaTAne jotA ja pUchayuM : " are bhAI! rAjagRhI nareza bhImasena ! kayAM che?" - "ahIMthI sIdhA cAlyA jAva. tyAM dUra AmravRkSa taLe bArAma laI rahyA che." pelA sabhaTe AMgaLI cIMdhI javAba Ape. harigheNe pharI avane teja karyo. ave paNa vegathI kIDavA mADayuM haripeNe azva uparathI ja sAda karavA mAMDayA : "baMdhu ! baMdhu !.." ja haripeNanI bUma sAMbhaLatA ja bhImasena tarata Ubhe caI gaye. teNe sAmo pratyuttara vAH "hari .......Na hari ............." . . sAmethI paNa e ja javAba maLyo : baMdhuM.... aM.dhu... - baMne avAja . ghaNA najadIka thaI gayA. bhImasenane jotA ja hariNe azva uparathI kadako mAryo, ane doDato jaI -vahAlathI bhImasenane vaLagI paDo. bhImasene paNa tene tarata ja pitAnI chAtI sarasa cAMpI dIdho. * be bhAIona e apUrva milana hatuM ! baMne gaLe vaLagI ekabIjAno neha pradarzita karI rahyA hatA. ' P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #337 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3ra6 bhImasena caritra bhImasene vahAlathI hariSaNanA mAthA upara hAtha pheravyuM. tene vAraso paMpALe, tenA kapALe premabharyuM cuMbana karyuM "keTale sUkAI gaye che tuM hariNa! jarA je te kha. tArA gAlanAM hADakAM paNa bahAra dekhAya che. are ! tArI A avadazA ?" bhImasene vAtsalyathI AMsu nItarata AMkhe kIdhuM. . tyAre hariNanI te dazA ja kaMI judI hatI. bhIma senane vaLagIne tenA khabhA upara e prasake ne dhruske cothA AMsue raDI rahyo hato. tenuM AkaMda piASANa hayAne pIga LAvI nAkhe evuM hatuM. nA, raDa bhAInA raDa, AMsu lUchI nAkha. tArA jevA yuvAnane Ama raDavuM zobhe che kharuM? cAla, svastha bane jA.." bhImasene anujane AzvAsana ne hiMmata ApatAM kahyuM kema karI AMsu lUchI nAMkhuM baMdhukema karI te aTakAvI zakuM? ane kevI rIte svastha banuM? nahi, baMdhu nahi. mane Aja peTabharIne raDI levA de. mArA AMsuthI tamArA caraNane dhoI levA de. ' meM Apane ghaNAM ja kaSTa ApyAM che. mUrkha, evA me Apane ghaNo anyAya karyo che, baMdhu! ghaNe anyAya karyo che mAre aparAdha akSamya che. baMdhu ! akSamya che ! huM te have mRtyudaMDane ja egya chuM. tame mane mArI nAMkhe talavArathI mArI garadana judI karI nAMkhe. huM mahApApI chuM baMdhu! huM mahApApI chuM. pitAtulya evA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #338 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAMdhava belaDI (3ra7 tamArA upara meM nirarthaka trAsa vartAvyuM che ! 1 mArA lIdhe ja tamAre jagala jaMgala bhaTakavuM paDayuM che. bALako bhUkhathI taDapatA jevA paDayA che. bhAbhIne bhaya pathArI karIne sUvuM paDyuM che.' A badhuM ja meM karyuM che! baMdhu! meM ja karyuM che. Aha ! mAre gune ghaNe bhayAnaka che. ghera aparAdha meM karyo : che. baMdhu ! mane sakhtamAM sakhta sajA karo. ane mArA pApa mane bhegavavA do." harigheNe kAramuM karuNa kalpAMta karatAM pitAnI vedanA raDavA mAMDI. bhUlI jA e badhuM hariNa! bhUlI jA. e yAda karIne have vadhu zoka na kara. AnaMda mAna ke tArA vaDIla baMdhu hemakhema pAchA AvyA che." bhImasene hariNane samajAvavA mAMDaze. * "kema karI bhUla bhAI ! kema karI e badhuM bhUlI zakuM ? e yAda AvatAM ja mAruM haiyu AnaMda karI UThe che. arere ! mane hatabhAgIne e paLe evuM kayAMthI sUjhayuM? . huM paNa ke mahAmUkhe ke patnInI vAtamAM phasAI gaye ! nahi nahi....baMdhu! huM e kazuM ja bhUlI zakuM tema nathI. kazuM ja bhUlI zakuM tema nathI. e prasaMga ja meM banavA dIdho na heta te ?" ke "banavA kALa badhuM ja bane che bhAI! tuM te temAM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #339 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 328 bhImasena caritra nimitta mAtra che. amArA ja kaI azubha kamo nuM e pariNAma hatuM. nahi te evuM bane ja kayAMthI ? ane Aja tane tArA duSkRtyano pastAvo thaI rahyo che, e ja zuM basa nathI ? pApa te ghaNuM kare che. paNa pApathI pastAnArA A jagatamAM ghaNuM ja ochA che. - je divase tane tArA pApanuM bhAna thayuM, e ja divasathI tAruM pApa to dhovAtuM cAlyuM che. roja roja tenA mATe Atma sAkSIe mAphI mAMgI e pApane te te kayAranuM ya haLavuM karI nAMkhyuM che. - tArI badhI ja vigata mane maMtrIoe jaNAvI che, tuM have svastha bana. tuM niraparAdhI che. nirdoSa che. * gaI gujarI have visarI jA. navA prabhAtanuM navI tAkAtathI svAgata kara. A mArA paDakhopaDakha Ubho rahe. rAjanI AbAdI kara. jaina zAsananI prabhAvanA karavAmAM mane sAtha de. tArA bhatrIjAne rAjadhurAnI tAlIma Apa. jA, temane vahAlathI bolAva. tArA bhAbhIne paNa premathI page lAga; jA, tane maLavA e adhIrA banI rahyAM che. bhImasena bolyo. "bhAbhI ! bhAbhI ! mane mApha kare ! mApha kare ! suzIlAnA pagamAM paDatAM hariSaNa raDatAM raDatAM bolI UThI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #340 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAMdhava belaDI 329 : UThe, haripeNa ! UThe. tamAro AtmA raDI rahyo che e ja ghaNuM che. bahAranA AMsune lUchI nAkho ane e kaDavI yAdane khaMkherI nAMkho. kAraNa ApaNe sau vakarmAdhIna chIe. karmAne e maMjura haze ke tamane amArA duHkhanA nimitta banAvyA. paNa tethI zuM? amAre amArA karmo bhegave ja chuTako thAta. je thayuM te sAruM thayuM ema samaje. amane aneka prakAranA, anubhava maLyA. jAtajAtanA mANase, vividha dezane tethI amane pratyakSa anubhava thaze. karmanI lIlAne ame parace che. tamArA azubha IrAdAthI amane te zubha ja thayuM che. sukha, duHkha to jIvanamAM AvyA ja kare. temAM tamAre zuM vAMka ? UThe ! svastha bane ane tamArA vaDIla baMdhunA kAmamAM madada kare. suzIlAe dIyarane bhUtakALa bhUlI javA samajAvyuM. devasena ane ketusene paNa kAkAne premathI bolAvyA. baMne kAkAne page lAgyA. pUjya kAkA ! Apa to sujJa che, vidvAna che, zuravIra che. tamArA jevA bhaDavIra je Ama raDazo to pachI amArA jevA nAnA bALanuM zuM thaze ? have te tame ja amArA jIvana ghaDayA che. amane rAjanI tAlIma Apo. rAjadhurAne egya evA saMskAranuM amArAmAM siMcana karo." . saune vAtsalyabhAva ane neha joI hariSaNanuM saMtapta ane pApanA bhArathI pIDAtuM haiyuM zAMtI anubhavavA lAgyuM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #341 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 330 bhImasena caritra tenI zarama jatI rahI. bha e che thaI gaye ane haLavA haiye pitAnA svajane sAthe te bhaLI gaye. ' - maMtrIo ane nagarazreNIe to bhImasenanI A udAratA joI mugdha banI gayA. teoe temane jayanAda karyo. DIvAre saue prayANa karyuM ahIMthI bhImasena ane harinA a sAthe sAthe cAlavA lAgyA. rAjagRhI have kaMI bahu dUra na hatI. thoDA ja samayamAM sau rAjagRhInA pAdare AvI UbhA rahyA. bhImasene dUrathI dekhAtA jinacaityanA unnata zikhara jeIne bhAvathI praNAma karyA : name jiNANuM.. rAjagRhInA nagarajane te temanA narezanA AgamananI rAha joIne ja UbhA hatA. jevA teonA darzana thayAM ke tarata ja maMgala vAjiMtro gUjI UThayAM. havAmAM bhImasenanA nAmanA jayanAdane pracaMDa gheSa UThavA lAgyo. vajAethI bajAra badhA zaNagArelA hatA. ane UMce jharukhA ane aTArIo upara aneka janonI bhIDa jAmI hatI. rastA upara paNa mAnava medanIno pAra na hato. Thera Thera raMgoLI pUrelI hatI. AsopAlavanA, sAcA motIonA toraNa bAMdhelA hatA. nagaranI kumArikAo, yuvatIo ane sehAgaNa hAthamAM akSata ane phUlahAra laIne UbhI hatI. jyAM jyAMthI bhImasena pasAra thaze, tyAM tyAM saue tene kulaDe vadhAvyuM. anekoe tenA kulahAra paherAvyA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #342 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1. bAMdhava melaDI 331 devasena ane ketusenane paNa saue vadhAvyA. ane bulaMda svare saue bhImasenanA nAmanI TheraThera jayaghoSaNA karI. suhAgaNee vadhAInA gIta gAyAM. bhATa cAraNoe stuti karI. purohitee ane brAhmaNoe AzIrvAda ApyA. Ama vAjate gAjate sau rAjamahelamAM AvyA. bIje divase rAjasabhAmAM bhImasena mukhya siMhAsana upara ArUDha tha. e divase teNe aneka baMdIjanone mukta karyA. ghaNA badhA anucane temane egya pAritoSako ApyA. anekanA kara ane mahesula mApha karyo. . . - nagaranA tamAma jinacaityamAM pUjA bhaNAvI. mukhya derAsara aSTAnikA mahotsava karAvyuM. kasAIkhAnA baMdha karAvyA. dIna ane garIbone bhojana ApavAno prabaMdha karyo. temaja sArA ya nagaramAM cerI, dArU, mAMsa, jugAra, zikAra, vezyAgamana ane parastrIgamananI kaDaka baMdhI karavAnuM pharamAna karyuM. A uparAMta anya sthaLe e upAzraye, jinacaitya, saravare, dharmazALAo baMdhAvavAno prabaMdha karyo. A zubha kAmanI jAherAta karI bhImasene te divasanI rAjasabhA barakhAsta karI. sabhAjanoe bhAre harSanAda pUrvaka bhImasenane jayanAda karyo. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #343 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 29 gurunI garavI vANuM 1 . divasone jatAM kaMI vAra lAge che? DA divasomAM to hariSaNanI udAsInatAthI kathaLelA rAjavahIvaTane bhImasene sthira karI dIdho. haripeNa pitAe paNa rAja vahIvaTamAM manapUrvaka rasa levA mAMDe devasena ane ketusena paNa te kAmamAM sAtha ApatA hatA. - rAjagRhI cheDayA bAda bhImasena aneka duHkhamAMthI pasAra thayo hato. bhUkhathI peTa kevI cIso pADe che tene anubhava karyo hato. dhana vinA mAnavI kevI hAlAkI ne kevA kevA apamAna ne agavaDa anubhave che, tene tene barAbara paraco thayo hato. jAta anubhavathI te ghaNuM zIkhyo hato. * duHkhathI rIDhA banavAne badale ke duHkhathI trAsI jaI nAstika banavAne badale, te vadhu dharma upara zraddhALu baLe hatuM. tenuM hiyu vadhu nAjuka banyuM hatuM. kumAzathI te pAtaLuM banyuM hatuM. AthI potAnA nagaramAM kaI bhUkhyuM na rahe te mATe P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #344 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurUnI garavI vANI 333 teNe pAke prabaMdha karAvyo. keI sazakata kAmadhaMdhA vinAne na rahe, te mATe paNa teNe cogya vyavasthA karI. bALakone nAnI vayathI ja cagya ne uttama saMskAra maLe te mATe paNa khAsa dhyAna ApyuM. pitAnA nagarajane kema vadhu suzIla, saMskArI ne dharmiSTha bane te mATe teNe satata kALajI rAkhavA mAMDI. pite rAjagRhIno nareza hato, chatAM paNa teNe kadI rAjAzAhI bhegavavAnI IcchA na karI. eka pitAnI jema teNe prajAne putra rUpa mAnI tenuM rakSaNa ane saMvardhana karavA mAMDayuM. - nagarajano tenA zAsana taLe sukhI ane samRddha hatAM. koIne ya tenA mATe kaMI phariyAda na hatI. sau bhImasenanI udAratA, nyAyapriyatA ne vadhu to tenA mAnavatAlakSI guNonI prazaMsA karatuM hatuM. paradezIe to tene mukta kaThe gIta gAtA hatA. - eka savAre udyAnapAle bhImasenanA rAjamahelamAM AvI vadhAI khAdhI : rAjagRhI nareza zrI bhImasena jaya he !" kahe, zuM khabara lAvyA che ? Aja kaMI zubha samAcAra che? hoya te jaNAve." bhImasene udyAnapAlana praNAma svIkAratAM kahyuM. - "rAjana! samAcAra te ApanA mATe ghaNA ja zubha ane maMgala che. rAjagRhInI dharatI Aja pAvana thaI rahI che ! saMtanA caraNa sparzathI tenI dhULa pavitra banI rahI che ! zramaNa bhagavaMtanA AgamanathI rAjagRhInI daze ya dizAo P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #345 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 334 - bhImasena caritra suvAsita banI rahI che ! kusumazrI udyAnamAM prAtaHsmaraNIya, saMsAratAraka, parama pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI dharmaghoSasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA temanA ziSya parivAra sAthe padhAryA che ! - AcArya bhagavaMtanI najaramAM zuM divya teja che! zuM temanI prabhAvI ne pratApI dehayaSTi che! aMgeaMgamAMthI jJAna ane cAritryanAM teja kiraNo jANe camake che! zuM temane gaMbhIra svara che! - temanA mukhamAMthI sarelA e zabada "dharma lAbha" hajI ya mArA kAnamAM gUMje che? mArA te temanA darzana mAtrathI saghaLA tApa zamI gayAM che ! rAjana ! Apa paNa bhagavaMtanA darzanArthe padhAro. saMsA2 Akhe Apane suvAsita banI jaze." "udyAnapAla ! tArA A zubha samAcArathI mAruM rame rema harSita thaI UThayuM che. mAre mana mayUra nAcI UThe che. le, A ratnahAra ! tArI vadhAIne tane upahAra ! huM abaghaDI tyAM AvI pahoMcu chuM. ane je, AcAryazrInI pUrepUrI AgatA svAgatA karaje. teozrIne vinA pUche ja temane joItI ne temane khape evI tamAma cIja vastuonI sagavaDa karI deje. saMtanI tArI sevAno lAbha mizyA nahi jAya." jevI ApanI AjJA." udyAnapAle ratnahAra laI vidAya lIdhI. bhImase paNa AcArya bhagavaMtane vaMdanA karavA javA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #346 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurUnI garavI vANI 335 mATe utAvaLa karavA lAgyo. ane tyAM UbhelA dvArapALane maMtrIne bolAvI lAvavAnI AjJA karI. temaja hariNa, devasena, ketusena, suzIlA saune A zubha samAcAra pahoMcADavA jaNAvyuM. rAja AjJA maLatAM ja maMtrI bhImasenane praNAma karIne Ubho rahyo. ApaNI senAne taiyAra karAvo. hamaNAM ja ApaNe kusumazrI udyAnamAM javuM che. tyAM AcArya bhagavaMta zrI dharmaghoSasUri mahArAja padhAryA che. temanA darzana karavA javuM che. " "jevI ApanI AjJA." maMtrI rAja AjJAnuM pAlana karavA cAlyo gayo. eTalIvAramAM te hariNa, devasena, ketusena ane mahArANI suzIlA paNa suMdara vastromAM sajaja thaIne AvI pahoMcyA. bhImasena paNa thoDIvAramAM snAna vagere nitya karma patAvI rAjapaSAka paherIne taiyAra thaI gayo. te ane senA sAthe bhImasena gajarUDha thaIne kusumazrI udhAna tarapha javA lAgyA. udyAnathI thoDe dUra pahoMcatAM ja pote gajarAja uparathI nIce utarI gaye. pitAne rAjamuguTa paNa utArI kADha. upAnaha paNa kADhI nAkhyA ane ughADA page AtmAno ullAsa anubhavato AcAryazrI pAse saparivAra AvIne Ubho rahyo. - sau prathama teNe bhAvapUrvaka AcAryazrIne paMcAMga praNipAta pUrvaka vaMdanA karI. temanI sukhazAtAdi pUchI. tyAra P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #347 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 336 | bhImasena caritra pachI anya muni bhagavaMtane bhAvapUrvaka vaMdanA karI. saune vaMdanA karyA bAda be hAtha joDI vinayathI AcAryazrIne vinaMtI karavA lAgyA : guru bhagavaMta ! ApanA darzanathI mAre Ajane divasa dhanya banI gayuM che! Apa te vidvAna che. gItArtha cho. zAstrajJa che. ApanI amRtavANInuM amane pAna karAve. zrI vIra paramAtmAno amane saMdeza suNA. saMsAranA tApathI saLagatA evA amane tamArI vANI jaLathI zAMta karI. AcAryazrIne bhImasena aja AtmA lAgyo. dharma pamADavAnuM to temanuM kartavya hatuM. temaNe rAjAnI vinaMtIne saharSa svIkAra karyo. ane nirdoSa Asana upara besI, mukha ADe muhapattI rAkhI temaNe dezanA prAraMbha karyo. prathama paMca parameSThI maMtranuM smaraNa karyuM. tIrthakara bhagavaMtanA stuti karI. guru bhagavaMtanI stavanA karI ane vyAkhyAnanI zarUAta karI : bhavyAtmAo ! dharma ane adharmanA vivekane jANo. dharmathI rAjya prApta thAya che. dharmathI uttama ne khAnadAna kuLamAM janma thAya che. dharmathI ja sukha ane sAhyabI maLe che. Arogya dharmathI jaLavAI rahe che. mananI zAMti ane ArAma dharmathI ja prApta thAya che. e dharmanuM ahoniza tame ArAdhana kare." : bhavya ! yAda rAkhe ke e dharmanA prabhAvathI ja tamane Aja mAnava janma maLe che. A mAnava janma meLavyA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #348 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurUnI garavI vANI 337 * pahelAM jIvana coryAzI lAkha yonImAM bhaTakavuM paDayuM che. dareka bhave tene janma ane maraNanuM duHkha sahana karavuM paDayuM che. tyAre keka bhavanA puNya baLe Aja tamane pAMca inidrAthI yukata evuM mAnava zarIra prApta thayuM che. zAstrakAra mahArAjAe A mAnava janamane samajAvatAM eka suMdara daSTAMta kahyuM che A bharatakSetramAM vasaMtapura nAme eka nagara che. tyAM eka samaye zatAyudha rAjA rAjya karato hato. A rAjAne caMdrAvatI nAme eka rA hatI. nAma pramANe ja te zarada pUnamanA caMdra jevI saundaryavati hatI. eka divasa A caMdrAvatI potAnA mahelanA jharukhAmAM UbhI UbhI rastA upara jatA AvatA mANasa, vAhano vagerene jotI hatI. tyAM tenI najara dUrathI AvatA eka yuvAna upara paDI. yuvAna sahAmaNo ne suMdara hato. tenA kALA bhammara ne vAMkA jhulphA janAranA cittane kheMcI rAkhe tevAM hatAM. paDachaMda kAyA hatI. bhavya lalATa hatuM. vizALa netro hatAM. AjAna bahu hAtha hatA. ane vizALa chAtI hatI. tenI cAlamAM eka chaTA hatI. rUvAba hato. siMha gatInI jema te dhIre paNa makkama pagale rastA upara cAlI rahyo hato. caMdrAvatI A yuvAnane joI ja rahI. tenI AMkha tenA upara sthira banI gaI. jema jema e najadIka Avate gayo, tema tema tenI chabI spaSTa thatI gaI. jyAre e bhI divasa sonTayati lI. 22 P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #349 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 338 bhImasena caritra barAbara najadIka Avyo tyAre te tenuM e rUpa, tene e bAMdhe, tenuM gulAbI vadana joI caMdrAvatI bhAna bhUlI gaI. * tenA aMgeaMgamAM kAma saLagI UThaze. tenI A tene bALavA lAgI. tenuM mana caMcaLa banI gayuM. te e yuvAnane jhaMkhavA lAgI. mane mana ja teNe nakakI karyuM. A yuvAnane huM mAre banAvIne ja jaMpIza. caMdrAvatI yuvAnanA vicAramAM eTalI badhI UMDI UtarI gaI hatI, ke tene e paNa khabara na paDI ke tenI bAjumAM AvIne tenI dAsI kayAranI ya UbhI rahI che. paNa dAsIe rANInI samAdhImAM bhaMga na pADo. te cUpacApa UbhI rahI ane rANInA manobhAva vAMcavA lAgI. rANIne jyAre khabara paDI ke dAsI tenA hukamanI rAha jotI zAMta UbhI che tyAre te bolI : "are ! tuM kayAre AvI ?" rANajI! ghaNA samayathI huM to ahI UbhI chuM. tamane UMDA vicAramAM UbhelAM joI huM kaMI bolI nahi." dAsIe kahyuM. mAru eka kAma na kare tuM ?" rANIe dhImA svare kIdhuM. eka zuM? tame kahe teTalAM kAma karI dauM ? kaho, te pelA yuvAnane meLavI ApuM." dAsIe rANInA kAna pAse jaIne kahyuM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #350 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 339 gurUnI garavI vANuM "tane kevI rIte khabara paDI ke huM e yuvAnanA vicAramAM chuM? khera, kaMI nahi. tuM e yuvAnane patto meLavI lAva. ane huM tane eka patra lakhI ApuM chuM, te tu tene ApI deje. rANIe sucanA karI. ane jatAM jatAM kahyuM : " joje. A vAtanI koIne jANa na thAya. khUba ja sAvadhAnI ane khabaradArIthI A kAma karaje." sajajano ! vicAra karaje. A rANI pariNItA che. rAjarANuM che. chatAM paNa pitAnA pati sivAya bIjA puruSane bhogavavA kAmAMdha banI che. dAsIne e A vAta te khAnagI rAkhavA jaNAve che. kAraNa che A karmanI rAjAne khabara paDI jAya te te potAnuM AvI ja bane. bhaLe ! A saMsAramAM ghaNuM moTA bhAganA mANaso A rANI jevAM ja che. pApano temane Dara nathI hoto. pApathI pakaDAI javAno ja temane Dara hoya che. kharuM jotAM te mANase pApathI ja DaravuM joIe. pApakarmano vicAra karatAM ja bhaya lAgavo joIe. paranta AvuM bhAgye ja bane che. mANasa pApa jarUra kare che, paNa e pApanI kedane jANa na thAya te mATenI ja e sAvadhAnI rAkhe che. paraMtu AvuM pApa kayAM sudhI chUpuM rahI zake ? kadAca jagatathI te chAnuM rahI zake paNa karmarAjAnI AMkhamAMthI e achatuM rahe kharuM? dAsI paNa AvA kAma karavAmAM kuzaLa hatI. rANIne patra laI e yuvAnanA mahele gaI, yuvAnane maLI. tene paricaya keLavyo ane tene vizvAsamAM laI dAsIe rANIno patra Ape. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #351 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 340 bhImasena caritra yuvAna te vicAramAM paDI ga. zuM karavuM? rANI patramAM spaSTa lakhyuM hatuM. tame je mArA dilanI Aga zAM nahi kare te tamArI yAdamAM ne tamArA virahamAM huM mAra prANane paNa tyAga karI besIza. mArA mRtyunuM kAraNa tane ja banaze. tamane strIhatyAnuM mahApApa lAgaze. mATe mAra hRdayanA cera! tame jarUra thI mArI AzA ane kAmanA pUrI karavA satvare AvI pahoMcaje. A patra vAMcI yuvAnane pote kyAMka sAMbhaLeluM yAra AvyuM. teNe kayAMka sAMbhaLyuM hatuM, ke kAmIjanonI daza dazAo hoya che. zarIramAM vikAra utpanna thayA pachI dhIme dhIme e daza dazAmAMthI pasAra thAya che. pahelAM tenA manamAM ciMtA thAya che. manamAM e vyagra bane che. Ama patranA vicAramAM ja e nizadina DUbele rahe che. e pachI anukrame bIjI dazAmAM saMganI IcchA thAya che. trIjI dizAmAM te garama garama zvAsa le che ne kADhe che. cethI dazAmAM tene jhINo tAva Ave che. zarIra garama 23 che. pAMcamI dazAmAM AkhA zarIre tene baLatarA thAya che. aMgeaMga tenuM vihavaLa bane che. kayAMya tene cena paDatuM nathI. Ama thavAthI chaThThI dazAmAM bhojana pratye tene aruci thAya che. khAvAnuM bhAvatuM nathI. khAvA bese che te pUratuM khavAtuM nathI. sAtamI dazAmAM tethI tene mUccha Ave che. e zUnyacitta banI jAya che. tenuM mana kazAyamAM goThad nathI. ane AvIne AvI dazA vadhu rahetAM te AThamI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #352 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurUnI garavI vANuM 341 dazAmAM gAMDe bane che. pAgala banI e bhaTake che ane vyartha pralApa kare che. A gAMDapaNamAM te navamI dazAe pahoMcatA maravA taiyAra thAya che. ApaghAta karavA e prayatna kare che. . ane Akhare A vikAra ugra ne utkaTa banatAM ne tenI zAMti na thatAM te chelle AtmahatyA kare che. - yuvAnane thayuM A rANI to chelI dazA sudhI AvI ' pahoMcI che. pote je tenA dilane zAtA nahi Ape to e jarUrathI AtmahatyA karaze. - paNa rANI pAse pahoMcavuM zI rIte? te vicAramAM - e UDe UtarI gaye. "zuM vicAra kare che?" dAsIe pUchyuM.' paNa A bane kevI rIte ? mane aMtaHpuramAM AvavA koNa de? ane tyAM AvI mane koI joI jAya che te huM jAnathI ja mAryo jAuM ne ?" * "tenI ciMtA tame na karaze. e badhuM ja huM saMbhALI laIza. kaumudI mahotsavanI rAte tame aMta:puranA pAchaLanA - bhAgamAM Avaje. te rAtrie rAjA zatAyudha vagere tamAmane bahAra gayA haze. e samaye rANIne tyAM rokI rAkhIza. tyAre tamane bharapUra ekAnta maLaze. rANI paNa maLaze. cenathI tame AnaMda karaje." Ama yuvAnane vizvAsa ne hiMmata ApI dAsI rANI pAse AvI. zuM' karI AvI? koNa che e yuvAna ?' dAsIne P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #353 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 342 bhImasena caritra jotAM ja tene ekadama pitAnI najadIka besADI ghaNu badhA prazno rANIe pUchI nAMkhyA. - dAsIe kahyuM : "zrIdhara nAmanA sArthavAhane e putra che. lalitAMga tenuM nAma che." ATale paricaya ApI pachI pote je pejanA karI hatI te badhI savistara kahI. rANI dAsInI buddhi upara khuza thaI gaI ane tene pitAnI vIMTI bheTa ApI dIdhI. kaumudI mahotsavanI rAte dAsInI cejanA mujaba lalitAMga rANInA aMtaHpuramAM Avyo. AvIne e rANInI sAme beThe. rANIe tene vAsanAne utteje tevAM miSTAne khavaDAvyAM. tevuM pINuM ApyuM ne vAta paNa tevI ja karavA lAgI. lalitAMga paNuM rANIne joI bhAna bhUlI gaye. tenA rUpamAM e lubdha banyo. kahyuM che ke, viSayenA vicArathI saMganI IcchA thAya che. saMga thavAthI kAma utpana thAya che. kAmathI kodha pragaTe che. krodhathI saMmeha janme che. saMmohathI smRti bhrama thAya che. smRti bhramathI buddhine kSaya thAya che. ane buddhi kSaya thavAthI sarvanAza thAya che. lalitAMganI paNa dazA evI ja thaI rahI hatI. buddhine gIrave mUkI e rANe sAthe AnaMdathI vilAsane mANI rahyo hato. rANuM paNa temAM tallIna banI gaI hatI. beyamAMthI keIne kazAyanuM bhAna rahyuM na hatuM. A duniyAmAM jANe P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #354 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurUnI garavI vANuM 343 pote be ja jIva jIve che ne bIjA koInuM astitva nathI te ma vilAsamAM DUbI rahyAM hatAM. tyAM koNa jANe kayAMthI zatAyudha tyAM AvI pahoMce, baMdha bAraNAne teNe khakhaDAvyuM. Ama te zatAyudha mahotsavamAM gaye hato. rANIne paNa sAthe AvavA Agraha karyo hato. paraMtu potAnuM Aja mAthuM dukhe che tethI pite AvI zake ema nathI, tevuM bahAnuM kADhI e ghera rahI ane rAjA ekale gaye. tyAM aMtaHpuranI vRddha kaI dAsIe jaIne zatAyudhane khabara karI rANInuM mAthuM duHkhatuM nathI. paNa evuM asatya bolI te koI parapuruSa sAthe bhoga vilAsa mANI rahI che. A jANa thatAM te sIdhe aMtaHpuramAM Avyo ne rANInA khaMDanAM bAraNAM khakhaDAvyAM. bAraNe avAja sAMbhaLI rANuM ane lalitAMga baMne gabharAI gayAM. have karavuM ? rAjAnI najarathI kevI rIte bacavuM ? rANI tarata ja kapaDAM vagere vyavasthita karIne UbhI thaI gaI. lalitAMga paNa nAsavAnI taiyArI karavA lAgyA. * rANIe tarata ja tene pAchaLanA bhAgamAM jayAM saMDAsa vagere hatA e khADAmAM saMtAI javA kahyuM. Darano mAryo lalitAga tarata ja e khADAmAM kUdI paDaze. khADAmAM paDatAM ja viSTA vagerethI tenAM kapaDAM ane zarIra gaMdA banI gayAM. durgadhathI tenuM magaja phATa phATa thavA lAgyuM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #355 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra paNa thAya zuM? rAjAnA kara mote maravuM tenA karatAM A gaMdakI sahana karavI sArI. ema vicArI e AkhI rAta temAM paDI rahyo. ne tyAM paDa paDaye vicAravA lAgyA. arara ! Aja meM mArI kevI dazA karI mUkI ! kayAM mArI buddhi! kayAM mAru rUpa! ne meM kyAM A sAhasa karyu! vaLI kayAM A kubuddhi karI? rANInA rUpamAM huM lukhya na banyo hota, tenI sAthe bhegavilAsamAM huM rata na banyuM hota, to Aja mArI AvI dazA thAta kharI ? . he prabhe! huM pharIthI have AvI bhUla kadI nahi karuM. kayAreya koI parastrI sAme kudaSTithI joIza nahi. tenA viSa vicAra karIza nahi. AkhI rAta te Ama paDe rahyo, bIje divasa u. paNa rANI to sAva bhUlI ja gaI hatI, ke tenA dilano cora saMDAsanA khADAmAM paDe che. e to tenA jIvanamAM masta banI gaI. - lalitAMgathI to bahAra nIkaLAya tema na hatuM. kAraNa bahAra nIkaLavAno koI rasto ja tene dekhAto na hato. ane aMdara rahevAnuM paNa sahana thAya tema na hatuM. adhUrAmAM pUruM savAra paDatAM ja e khADAmAM viSTA ne eThAM dhAna vagere paDavA lAgyAM. lalitAMga to A vedanAthI trAhya trAhya pokArI gayo. keTaloka samaya gayA bAda e khADAno mArga keIe P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #356 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurUnI garavI vANuM 345 khe. bhaMgIo e khADe sApha karavA AvyA hatA. lalitAga maLamUtra ne viSTAthI kharaDAI gaye hato. te jIvatA hatA. paraMtu tene bhAna na hatuM. bezuddha avasthAmAM pANInA dhasArA sAthe e bahAra pheMkAI gayo. tenA bhAgyadaye e samaye tyAMthI tenI dhAtrI tyAMthI pasAra thaI. lalitAMgane jotAM ja teNe premathI sApha karyo. suMdara kapaDAM paherAvyAM ane tenA ghare tene mokalI dIdho. lalitAMgane eTale badho kaDavo anubhava tha hatA, ke te have evA pApa karavAnI che bhUlI gaco. ane e pachI dharmakarmamAM vadhu tatpara banyo. pharI ekavAra lalitAMga ghoDe caDhI rANanA mahela taraphathI pasAra thaI rahyo hato. tyAre rANIe tene belAvyo. dAsI sAthe nimaMtraNa mokalyuM. paraMtu lalitAMga have phasAvA nahoto mAMgato. rANInA rUpamAM lubdha banI narakanI yAtanA bhogavavA nahotA Icchato. 'rANInA Ijanano teNe spaSTa InkAra karyo ane duHkhathI UgarI gayo. jJAnI gItArtha bhagavate A dRSTAMtano upanaya samajAvatAM jaNAve che ke, he mahAnubhAvo ! A lalitAga kumArane tame va jANo. mAnava bhava e rANI caMdrAvatI jevo che. ghaNu , badhAM AkarSaNo ne pralobhanothI e jIvane pitA tarapha AkarSe che, kheMce che. pitAnI pAse e jIvane jakaDI rAkhe che. ane je dAsI che tene bhegecchA samaje. e IcchA jIvane P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #357 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 346 bhImasena caritra vadhu vihavaLa banAve che. pApamAM dorI jAya che, pApa karAve che. ne aMte narakanA khADAmAM jIvane paDavuM paDe che. rAjAne sAkSAt mRtyu jANe. tenAthI jIva Dare che ane tenAthI gabharAyelo jIva game tyAM kUdI paDe che. je viSTAno khADe hatuM te garbhavAsa che. jIva tyAM nava nava mAsa sudhI UMdhA mAthe rahe che. vIrya ne parasevA vagerethI e gadhAyeluM rahe che. lalitAMganA khADAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnA prasaMgane prasava jANo. jIva aneka yAtanA veThI mAtAnA garbhamAMthI bahAra Ave che. dhAtrIne tame puNya mAna. puNya hoya to e saMvega maLe che. sukha ne sAhyabI maLe che. bhavyAtmAo! garbhAvAsanuM duHkha kharekhara asahya ne akathya che. zAstrakAro pharamAve che ke, keLanA garbha jevuM sukomaLa zarIra hoya, e zarIra upara agnithI tapAvelI lAlacaLa aneka ekI sAthe bheMkavAmAM Ave ne tenAthI zarIrane je vedanA thAya, romeromamAM je lAya baLe, aMge aMgamAM je baLatarA, kaSTa thAya tenA karatAM ATha ghaNuM vizeSa . du:kha garbhamAM rahelA jIvane thAya che. ane prasava samayanA jIvane thatAM duHkhanI te kaI gaNatrI ja nathI. anaMta duHkha te samaye jIva anubhave che. bhavya! garbhAvAsanA A duHkhane sAMbhaLIne tame P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #358 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurUnI garavI vANI 347 sau evo puruSArtha karo ke jethI bhavAMtaramAM kayAreya paNa tamAre e duHkha sahana na karavuM paDe. A duHkha nivAravAno eka mAtra upAya dharma ja che. je jIva zubha ne zuddha mane AtmadharmanI ekAgratApUrvaka utkaTapaNe ArAdhanA kare che, te jIvene pharI pharI janamavuM paDatuM nathI. bAkI A cauda rAjalekamAM evuM eka paNa sthAna khAlI nathI rahyuM, ke jyAM karma taMtrathI parAdhina evA jIve tyAM janma na lIdhe heya! ane A janama-maraNanA pherA jIve keTalIkavAra karyo, kayAM karyA tene kaI hisAba nIkaLI zake tema nathI. AvA anaMtA janmamAM bhamI bhamI Aja jIvane mAnavajanma prApta thayuM che. tyAre A bhava keTale durlabha haze ? A hisAbe A mAnava janmanuM keTaluM badhuM mUlya haze ? devabhava, tiryacabhava vagere bhavo to vAraMvAra maLe che. paraMtu A mAnavabhava vAraMvAra maLato nathI. AthI ja te zAstrakAra mahArAjAoe A mAnavabhavane daza dRSTAMto vaDe durlabha kahyo che. A daza dRSTAMto anukrame A pramANe kahyAM che ? (1) brAhmaNanuM bhejana, (2) pAzaka, (3) dhAnyano Dhagale, (4) jugAra, (5) maNI, () caMdranA pAnanuM svapna, (7) cakra, (8) kAcabA, (9) yuga ane (10) paramANuM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #359 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 348 bhImasena caritra A dRSTAMto mAnavabhavanI durlabhatA samajAvanArA che. ApaNe te vigatathI joIe. brahmadatta cakravatIe eka brAhmaNane khuza thaI varadAna AyuM ke "jAva, bhUdeva ! A samasta bharatakSetramAM jeTalA ghara che, te dareka gherathI tamane rojereja bhejana maLaze. bharatakSetramAM ghara keTalAM? ane brAhmaNanuM AyuSya keTaluM? e AyuSyanA divase keTalA ? e divasonA TaMka keTalA? - have je gharethI te brAhmaNane eka TaMka bhejana maLyuM hoya, te gharano pharIthI brAhmaNane jamADavAno samaya Ave kharo? e zakya che kharuM? A e ja rIte mAnavabhavanuM che. e ekavAra maLe te mo. vAraMvAra te maLato nathI. + + + jugAramAM khelADI cANakaye tamAma zrImaMtone jugAramAM harAvI dIdhA. ne tenAthI je dhana maLyuM tenAthI teNe caMdraguptano rAjabhaMDAra bharI dIdhA A zrImaMtemAMthI koI kadAca cANakayane pharI jugAramAM harAvI potAnuM dhana meLavI zake e kadAca bane. paraMtu je jIva mAnava janmane ekavAra hArI jAya che, te jIva pharIthI mAnavajanmane meLavI zakato nathI. - P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #360 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurUnI garavI vANuM 349 kaI kaDe maNanA hisAbe eka zrImate dhAnyane Dhagale karyo. temAM pAzera jeTalA ja sarasava bheLavI dIdhA. ane pachI eka DozIne e judA karavA kahyuM. zuM A zakaya che kharuM? kadAca zakaya bane. paNa ekavAra je mAnavabhavathI bhraSTa banI gayo, te te koI kALe pachI pAche meLavI zakAto nathI. eka rAjAe potAnA putrane kahyuM : he suta! tuM je mArI zarata pramANe mane jIte te huM tAre rAjyAbhiSeka karuM. zarata A pramANe che : ApaNuM rAjasabhAmAM eka hajAra ne ATha staMbha che. dareka staMbhane ekaso ne ATha khUNA che. jugAranA kema vaDe eka eka khUNAne jItatA, eka sone ATha khUNa jIte tyAre eka staMbha chatA kahevAya. Ama jItatAM je tuM ekavAra paNa hAre to tAre pharIthI, dAva ramavuM paDe. Ama te dareka bAjIe jItatA TheTha 1008 thaMbha jItI le te tane rAja ApuM." devanI sahAyathI kadAca e putra badhI bAjI jItI paNa le. paraMtu sukRtya vinAno hArI gayela mAnavabhava pharIne meLavo durghaTa che. jugAramAM pharIthI dAva khelI zakAya che. mAnavabhavanI zarUAta ema pharI pharI thatI nathI. e te ekavAra hAryA te hAryA ja. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #361 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 350 bhImasena caritra jhaverInA putroe dezavidezathI AvelA ghaNA badhA paradezIone kiMmatI rane vecyA. pitA te samaye bahAragAma hatA. bahAragAmathI pAchA AvI temaNe pUchayuM : "rane kayAM gayAM ?" - putroe kIdhuM: " e ratano to ame sArA mUlya videzIone vecI nAMkhyA che." A videzIo paNa koI eka dezanA na hatA. eka eka videzI alaga alaga dezano hato ane videzI te gharAka hatA. vadhu paricaya te putrone hato nahi. e ratano pAchA meLavI lAvavA putrone pitA kahe to zuM e ratno pAchAM meLavI zakAya kharAM ? mAnavabhava paNa eka vakhata gayo te go ja samaja. + muLadeva ane eka bAvAnA ziSyane eka ja rAte eka sarakhuM svapna AvyuM. svapnamAM baMnee caMdranuM pAna kayu. muLadevane e svapnanA pratApe rAjya maLyuM. bAvAnA ziSya gurune svapna phaLa pUchyuM, te gurue kahyuM Aja tane bhikSAmAM ghI ane goLavALe suMdara mAlapuo maLaze. svapna bAda je vidhi karavI joIe te ziSya karI nahi ne te uttama phaLa gumAvI beThe. mAnavabhava pAmI je sukRta karma karavAmAM na Ave te te bhavanuM phaLa paNa gumAvI ja devAya che. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #362 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurUnI garavI vANI 351 * . telano bharele mATe kuMDa che. e kuMDanI vacamAM eka sthaMbha che. e sthaMbha upara rAdhA pUtaLI che. e pUtaLInI nIce ulaTa sulaTa keme pharatA evA cAra cako satata pharyA kare che. A uparAMta A sthaMbha upara eka moTuM trAjavuM laTakAveluM che. A trAjavAmAM UbhA rahI je kaI nIcI najare eTale ke telamAM paDatA rAdhA pUtaLInA paDachAyAne joI tenI DAbI Akhane tIrathI vIdhI zake, teNe rAdhAvedha siddha karyo kahevAya. A rAdhAvedha atyaMta durghaTa che. tema sukRta vinAno hArI gayelo mAnavabhava pharIthI prApta thavo azakaya che. pUrNimAnI eka rAte sarevaranA kAMThA upara rahelA kAcabAe, pavananA jhapATAthI sevAla dUra thatA caMdrano prakAza je. A prakAza javA mATe te pitAnA kuTuMbane bolAvavA doDe. kuTuMbane laIne pAchA pharyo tyAre badhuM ja pUrvavat hatuM. sevAlane laI caMdranuM darzana thatuM na hatuM. A kAcabo kadAca pharI candra darzana karavA bhAgyazALI bane, paraMtu manuSyabhavane gumAvanAra jIva pharIthI te janma pAmI zakato nathI. + + + asaMkhya ejananA vistAravALe ane hajAra yojanA UDe e svayaMbhUramaNa samudra che. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #363 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 352 bhImasena caritra koI deva kautukathI A samadramAM pUrva dizAmAM gADInA dhuMsarI nAMkhe ane pazcima dizAe tenI khIlI nAMkhe. AvaDA moTA samudranA jalatara vacce e khIlI zuM dhuMsarImAM pese kharI ? kadAca daivage te khIlI pitAnI meLe praveza kare paNa kharI. ' paraMtu puNyahIna mANasa ekavAra A mAnavabhava gumAvI bese che, te te kadI pAchI meLavI zakato nathI. : - + + + eka deve mANikanA banAvela eka sthaMbhanuM teNe bArIka cUrNa karyuM, e cUrNane teNe eka naLImAM bharyuM. e naLI laI te merU parvatanA UMcAmAM UMcA zikhara upara gaco. tyAM jaI teNe naLIne jorathI phUMka mArI ane badhuM ja cUrNa uDADI mUkayuM. mANikanA paramANe paramANu cAreya dizAmAM verAI gayo. - have tenA te ja paramANune bhegA karI, pharIthI hatA tevo ne te mANikane thaMbha banAvavAnuM tene kahevAmAM Ave to zuM pharIthI e sthaMbha te banAvI zake kharA? zuM e zakya che kharuM? te ja rIte ekavAra maLelA mAnavabhavane game tema veDaphI devAthI pharI pAcho meLavI zakAto nathI. A pramANe mAnavabhava ati durlabha che. ekavAra je pharIthI A rathabha banAvAra pharIthI have zuM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #364 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurUnI garavI vANI 353 tene yathArtha upayoga karI levAmAM na Ave. A bhavamAM puNyane saMcaya karI tene sArthaka karavAmAM na Ave, te A mAnavabhava kayAreya pAcho maLato nathI. mATe he puNyazALI AtmAo! dharmanuM ArAdhana karI, dharmamAM rAtadivasa rata banIne tame tamArA mAnavajanmane sArthaka kare. - kAraNa jayAM sudhI A zarIra svastha ane rogarahita che. vRddhAvasthA AvI nathI, pAMce Inidro hajI barAbara kAma Ape che, ane AyuSyano aMta tha nathI tyAM sudhI sujanoe AtmakalyANa karI levuM joIe. ghara baLavA lAgyuM hoya ane kUvo khodI tene holavavA javuM, e te mUrkhAI ja gaNAya ne ? kaye DAhyo puruSa tema kare ? tema jyAre zarIra rogathI gherAI gayuM hoya, AMkhe ochuM dekhAtuM hoya, kAne saMbhaLAtuM na hoya, paga ane hAtha dhrujatA hoya, sthirapaNe na UbhA rahevAtuM hoya, ke na besAtuM hoya ane mRtyu najadIkamAM ja jaNAtuM hoya tyAre zuM AtmakalyANa tamArAthI thaI zakavAnuM che kharuM? mATe bhavyo ! atyArathI ja jAgrata bane. pramAdano tyAga kare. AtmadharmanuM ArAdhana kare. AyuSya te pANInA bUda jevuM asthira che. parapoTA jevuM te kSaNika che. ane rAjayAdika vaibhava to vIjaLInA camakArA jevA che. Ama je samajato nathI ane pramAdane bhI. 23.AC. Gunratnasuri M.S. Tu Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #365 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 354 bhImasena caritra seve che. te mukha mANasa A mAnavabhavane hArI jAya che. ane je mUrkha mANasa svarganA dvAra ughADanAra evA dharmanuM sevana karato nathI, te vRddhAvasthAthI pIDAto pastAvo karato zokAgnithI baLe che. bhaLe ! guru vacanamAM daDha zraddhA rAkho. garbhAvAsanA duHsahya dukhone yAda kare. evAM duHkhe vAraMvAra sahana na karavAM paDe, te mATe pramAdano tyAga kare. kAraNa mUrkhAono samaya pramAdamAM ja jAya che. teo vyasana ane vAsanAmAM ja jIvana barabAda karI nAMkhe che. jyAre tattvajJAnIo, sujJa jano ane vicArazIla AtmAe pitAne samaya Atma vicAraNAmAM, zubha kAryomAM pasAra kare che. mUrkhAonuM jIvana gheravAmAM ne jhaghaDavAmAM jAya che, jyAre dharmane samajelA AtmAonuM jIvana AtmakalyANamAM ja vyatIta thAya che. A lekamAM je je mANasa jamyA, te te mRtyune vaza thayA che. koI A pRthvI upara amara nathI rahyuM. paraMtu jeo dharmamArgamAM haMmezAM Asakta che, teone janma ja saphaLa thayela che. teonuM jIvana ja prazaMsanIya che. bhavya ! yAda rAkhe. jeonI samyakatva guNathI zobhatI buddhi jina bhASita zAstromAM sthira rahe che, teo ja A bhava samudrane pAra karI zake che. temAM jarAya saMzaya nathI. paraMtu jeo buddhino upayoga mAtra vAgUchaTAmAM, vAtonA tAraka mAtrAmAM che ane nIce che... . -- .> > Bo P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #366 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 355 gurUnI garavI vANI vayaM lakSyathI bhraSTa thayelA bANanI jema janma, jarA ane pratyuthI du:khIta thayelA kayAre paNa A bhavasAgarane pAra karI tA nathI. mANasane mohamAM nAkhanArA keTalAka gurUo paththara jevA che. teo pote te A saMsAra samudramAM DUbe che, paNa sAthe sAMsArika sukhanI icchAthI bIjAone paNa temAM DUbADI de che. keTalAka gurUo vAMdarA jevA hoya che. jyAM sudhI projana sidhdha na thAya tyAM sudhI teo baMdha pamADe che, paNa tyAra pachI teno tyAga karI lubdha thayelA teo bIje sthaLe cAlyA jAya che. AthI vicakSaNa pUrue mANasemAM eka ratna samAna ane sajajanoe upAsanA karavA cagya evA guru upara ja zradhA karavI. teone ja potAnA gurU samajavA, mAnavA ne pUjavA. mAMsa ane majAthI yukta tathA viSTA ane maLamUtranA utpatti sthAna rU5 A mAnava zarIra che. e zarIra upara jeo jarApaNa Asakta banatA nathI, meha rAkhatA nathI, teo ja sAcA tattvajJAnI che ema jANe. | koya haMmezAM tyAjya che. zatruone pedA karanAra krodha che. krodha karavAthI ghaNu badhu nukasAna thAya che. sAMsArika vyavahAre to tenAthI bagaDe ja che. eTaluM nahi AtmAne paNa te duSita kare che. mATe bhajo ! kadI krodha karaze nahi. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #367 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena ca= 356 krodhanI paLa Ave tyAre mana upara saMyama rAkhaje. sahi banaje. kSamAvAna thaje. A kuTuMba, svajana vagere sau svapna samAna che. - bAda kaI sAthe AvanAra nathI. AMkha mIMcAtA ja e sAthenA tamArA saMbaMdha tUTI javAnA che. - A dekhAtA vaibhava vilAse jhAMjhavAnA jaLa jevA temAM tame meha na pAmo. adhava, azAzvata ane anitya evA A zarIra pra Asakta na bane. tenI mamatAno tyAga kare. deha to baLI khAkha thaI javAne che. AtmA ja amara che. e AtmA: dhyAna dharI le. ke jeo AvI Atma saMpattimAM magna bane che, te duniyAnI bhautika samRdhine to tRNavat ja samaje che. dharmanA be prakAra che. zrata dharma ane cAritra dhama Agama sUtronuM zravaNa kare, tenA upara zraddhA rAkhe ane pramANe jIvana vyatIta kare. - cAritradharmanA be prakAra che. AgArI dharma ane ana gArI dharma. Aloka ane paralokanA bhayano nAza karanAra pahela AgArI dharmamAM zrAvakanA bAravratano samAveza thAya che. jyAM bIjA anagArI dharmamAM pAMca mahAvratano samAveza thAya che zubha bhAvathI ane dharma nuM ArAdhana karavAthI bhavAMtare me sukha maLe che. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #368 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurUnI garavI vANI 357 = bhavyAtmAo ! sukha ane saMpatti joItA hoya, saundarya [ane svAzya joItuM hoya, zAMti ane ArAma joItA hoya te zubha bhAvathI dharmanuM sevana kare. je bhavyAtmAo zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtanA vacanano Adara kare che, te te pramANe tenuM paripAlana kare che, teo AlAka ne paralekamAM avazya sukhI thAya che. - mAnavabhavanI mahattA samajAvI AcArya bhagavaMte vyAkhyAnanI samApti karI. ane sarva maMgala mAMgalyama saMbhaLAvyuM. - AcAryazrInI vANI prabhAvaka hatI. temanuM cAritrya eTaluM badhuM utkaTa ane aNizuddha hatu ke temanA zabdomAM eka jAdu Tapakato hato. teo je kaMI bolatA tenI zrotA Eupara dhArI asara thatI. temanI vANI zrotAnA haiyA upara jaIne athaDAtI ane zubha bhAvanAne te jagADatI. bhImasena ane teno parivAra te AcAryazrInI vANI sudhAnuM pAna karI harSolaSita banI rahyA hatA. paLe paLe temanA mukhAraviMda upara zubha bhAvanAonI jhalaka vartAtI hatI. AcAryazrInI maMgaLa vANIthI temanA aneka paritApa upazama pAmyA hatA. AcAryazrInA pravacananI vadhu gherI asara to hariNa upara thaI teno trAju AtmA saMsAranI asAratA anubhavavA lAge. dehanI nazvaratAthI tene AtmA avastha banI rahyo. te vicArI rahyo: have zA mATe mAre A saMsAramAM paDI rahevuM ? tenA mATe A badhe pApa bhAra veThavAne? ane P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #369 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 358 bhImasena caL e veThIne mane zuM maLavAnuM ? temAM mAruM zuM sAdhya thavomAro to janma viphaLa ja javAne? paNa nahi, hajI kaMI bagaDI nathI gayuM. hajI mAra yauvananI tAjhagI che. taravarATa che. mArI badhI indriye paNa svastha ne nigI che. je AyuSya vItI gayuM te bhale vItI gayuM. bAke mArA AyuSyanI paLepaLa huM AtmakalyANamAM khacI nAma saMsAramAM rahIne te e kaMI ja banI zake tema na AthI huM have dIkSA ja aMgIkAra karIza. pUjya Aca bhagavaMte bhAkhele e pavitra anAgArI dharma ja pALI Ama sau dharmabhAvanA anubhavI rahyA hatA. vyAkhyA pUruM thayA bAda sau koIe pitAnI yathAzakti pramANe vrata paccakakhANa lIdhA. niyamonI pratijJA lIdhI. ane sva sthAnake gayA. paNa haripeNa to AcArya bhagavaMta pAse ja be rahyo. vaDIla baMdhu Adine teNe javA dIdhA. ane eka tyAM saMtanA sAnidhyamAM Ubhe rahyo. 'mahAnubhAva! tame hajI kema ahIM UbhA cho? Apa kaMI pUchavuM che?" vAtsalya nItaratA svare sUrijIe kahyuM 'gurudeva ! ApanI vANInI mArA upara eTalI bI gherI asara thaI che, ke ApanI pAsethI mane dUra thavAnuM ma ja thatuM nathI. Ape eTalI sacoTatAthI mAnava bhavanI dulabhatA TIT P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #370 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - = gurunI garavI vANI 359 jJAna amane ApyuM che, ke e bhava huM have hArI javA nathI mAMgato. mAre AtmA to have Ape batAvelo evo anAgArI dharmanuM ArAdhana karavA ja kahe che." haripeNe vinamrabhAve kIdhuM. mahAnubhAva! to vilaMba zA mATe ? gayelI paLa kadI pAchI nathI AvatI. sukhethI dIkSA aMgIkAra kare ane Atma kalyANa karo." 'gurudeva ! huM Aje ja mArA vaDIla baMdhunI AjJA meLavI laIza. temanI anumati maLatAM ja huM ApanI pAse cAlyo AvIza. have to eka paLa paNa A asAra saMsAramAM rahevuM akAruM lAge che." harigheNe pitAnI AtmabhAvanA jaNAvI. vaDIlenI AjJA jarUra meLave temanA AzIrvAda le. ane pachI cAlyA Avo. vIraprabhune A dharma to sau mATe sadAya khUle che." haripeNa tarata ja rAjamahelamAM Avyo. AvIne bhImasenane maLe. hAtha joDIne vinamrabhAve teNe potAnI AtmabhAvanA jaNAvI. "hariNa! tArI zubha bhAvanAnuM huM anumodanA karuM chuM. AvI bhAvanA aMtaramAM janmavI e ja ghaNuM bhAgya che. tuM kharekhara bhAgyazALI che. L. paNa bhAI! hajI to tuM mArAthI uMmaramAM mAne che. vaLI saMsAranA sukhe paNa te to hajI pUrAM bhagavyAM nathI. ane dIkSA e kaMI bALakanA khela nathI. ghaNI badhI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #371 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 360 bhImasana cArja sahana zakti e mATe joIe che. bAvIsa bAvIsa pariSahone sAmano karavo paDe che. bhAI e sahana karavAne tu hajI nAno che. uMmara thaye huM jAte ja tane dIkSA mATe anumati ApIza." bhImasene haripeNane samajAvavA mAMDyo. "vaDIla baMdhu! mAro avinaya kSamA karaje. huM uMmaramAM nAno chuM tenI ne nahi. paraMtu A AyuSyane ze bharosA karave che, ane kone khabara kenuM mRtyu kaMI ghaDIe thavAnuM che? ane nAnI uMmaramAM je kaI pamarAdhAna thaI zake, e kaMI vRddha uMmare DuM thaI zakavAnuM che? " vaLI saMsAranAM sukha e to AbhAsa che. te zAzvata sukha nathI. kSaNika che. caMcaLa che. temAM zuM AnaMda mANavo ? ane saMsAramAM paNa duHkhano kayAM pAra nathI ? e mATe paNa sahana zakti to joIe ja che ne ? e duHkha sahana karI ApaNe zuM meLavIe chIe ? e karatAM to zubha dayeya mATe sahana karavuM zuM khoTuM ? A mATe pUjya bhAI! mane dIkSAnI anumati Ape. tamArA maMgaLa AzIrvAda Ape. bhImasene e pachI hariNane saMsAramAM rahevA ghaNuM samajAvyuM. paraMtu hariNane AtmA jAgI gaye hate. tenI bhAvanA baLavattara banI cUkI hatI. teNe ja badhI vAtone di A yuM, ke bhImasene joyuM ke haripeNanI bhAvanA pAchI na vaLAya tevI che. AthI zubha kAmamAM virAdhaka na banatAM teNe harirSaNane saharSa anumati ApI. mAM virodha P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #372 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30 : AcAryazrI hariSaNa surijI bhImasene AtmAnA ulAsapUrvaka hariSaNane dIkSA levAnI anumati ApI. haripeNane tethI ghaNo ja AnaMda tho. bhImasenanI A anumatimAM suzIlAe paNa sAtha Ape. teNe paNa potAnA diyarane aMtaranA umaLakAthI kharA aMtaHkaraNathI AzIrvAda ApyA. hariSaNa vaDIla baMdhanI anumati maLatAM ja sIdhe AcArya bhagavaMta pAse AvyA. sUrIkavare dIkSAnuM zubha muhUrta kADhI ApyuM. bhImasene e daramiyAna sArI ya rAjagRhI nagarImAM bhAre dhAmadhUmapUrvaka dIkSA mahotsava ujavyo. nagaranA tamAma - jinAlamAM pUjA bhaNAvI. bhAre AMgI racAvI. aSTAdvikA mahatsava manAvyuM. Thera Thera svAmIvAtsalya karAvyuM. garIbone - bhojana ane vastronuM dAna karAvyuM. amAri paDaha vagaDAvyo. kasAIkhAnA baMdha karAvyA. ane hariSeNanA pAse mukta hAthe sAMvatsarika dAna karAvyuM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Page #373 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 362 bhImasena caritra dIkSAnA maMgaladine bhAre dabadabApUrvaka vaDe kADhayo. harirSaNane suMdara rIte zaNagArelA gajarAja upara suvarNa aMbADImAM besADayo. vAjate gAjate tene nagaranA mukhya raste pheravyuM. prajAjanoe tene phala, akSata ne motIothI vadhA. maMgala dharma gIto gAyAM. * kusumazrI udyAna AvatAM varaghoDe utarI gaye. se page cAlIne udyAnamAM AvyA. AcArya bhagavaMtane sau vaMdanA karI. dIkSAno avasara thatAM ja AcAryazrIe dIkSA vidhinI zarUAta karI. haripeNane AjIvana sAmAyika levarAvyuM samaya thatAM harijeNe paMcamRSTi lonca karyo. saMsArI vastra utArI nAkhyAM. ane guru bhagavaMte Apela zramaNanAM sapheda ane nirdoSa vastra paherI lIdhAM. AcArya bhagavaMte hariSaNane Aghe Ape. ne temanA nAmakaraNanI vidhi karI. sabhAjanoe nava dIkSita sAdhuna jaya bolAvI. - dIkSAno avasara patI gaye. bhImasena ane bIjAoe navadIkSita hariSaNa munine vaMdanA karI ane munipuMgave sodharmalAbha ApyA. ane bIje ja divase sau zramaNa bhagavaMtoe vihA karyo. bhImasena ane suzIlAe, devasena ane ketusene temane anya snehI ane parivAra janoe aA bhInI AMkhe harizeSa munine vidAya ApI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #374 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 363 AcArya zrI haripeNa sUrijI bhImasena have ekale paDaze. bhAInA virahathI tenuM mana vyAkuLa banyuM. bhAInI yAdathI tenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM. potAno nAno bhAInAnI uMmaramAM saMsAra choDIne nAkaLI gayo, paNa pote nathI nIkaLI zakatA e vicArathI paNa tene pastAvo thavA lAgyo. ane potAnI azaktine nIMdavA lAgyuM. | nAnA bhAIne cAlyA javAthI rAjavahIvaTanI javAbadArI vadhI. e badhuM ja kAma karatAM tene hariSaNanI yAda satata satAvyA karatI hatI. e samaye e vicArate ? 'sAdhu to calatA bhalA. Aje A gAma to kAle bIjA gAma. na jANe have temanA darzana ane kayAre thaze?" bhImasene dIkSA te na lIdhI. paraMtu potAnuM jIvana vizuddhapaNe vyatIta karavA lAgyuM. dharmakiyA te vadhu ne vadhu karavA lAge. A bAja hariSaNa munie paNa potAnuM jIvana badalI nAMkhyuM. pote eka samaya rAjavI saMtAna hato, te e visarI gayA. ane khUba ja ekAgra banI Atma sAdhanA karavA lAgyA. - AcAryazrInI nizrAmAM temaNe zAstrone abhyAsa zarU karyo. vyAkaraNa, nyAya, vagerenuM adhyayana karavA lAgyA. japa ane tapathI AtmAne vizuddha banAvavA lAgyA. khUba ja sAvadhAnIthI apramattabhAve jIvananA divaso vyatIta karavA lAgyA. divaso vitatA gayA tema tema temanuM jJAna vadhatuM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #375 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra gayuM. tapa vadhato cAlyo. nityanI kriyAo to thatI ja hatI. gurugamathI yoga paNa karyA. .potAnA ziSyane Ama jhaDapathI vikAsa sAdhato joI guru AnaMda anubhavatAM hatA. ane tene vadhu ne vadhu gya banAvatA hatA. , . . kALakrame aneka sthaLe vihAra karatAM sau zramaNa bhagavaMto zrI siddhAcaLa tIrtha AvyA. A samaye A ziSya gya ane vIra banyo hato. AcArya zrI dharmaghoSasUrie potAnA ziSyane cogya * jANe pitAnA pada upara vibhUSita karyo. have hariSaNa muni AcArya banyA. potAnA gurune temaNe bhAvathI vaMdanA karI ane A padane pite yazasvI rIte sArthaka kare tevA AzIrvAda mAMgyA. . AcArya bhagavaMte pitAno aMtakALa najadIka je. AthI temaNe vimalAcala tIrthamAM anazana karyuM. samasta jIiva rAzIne khamAvI. zukula dhyAna dharyuM. ane samAdhi gine prApta thayelA ane nirmaLa thAna cegathI nivRtta thayelA sUrIzvara siddha thAnane varyA. - AcArya zrI hariNi sUrijIe gurUnI smRtimAM aThama tapa karyo. ane tenuM pAraNuM karI gAmegAma vihAra karatAM rAjagRhI AvyA. bhImasenane khabara paDatAM ja te saparivAra daDI AvyA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #376 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 365 AcAryazrI haripeNa sUrijI bhAvapUrvaka vidhisaha vaMdanA karI. ane dharmopadeza saMbhaLAvavA vinaMtI karI. AcAryazrIe e vinaMtIno svIkAra karyo ane meghasama gaMbhIra nAde dharmadezanAnI zarUAta karI : 'A saMsAra samudramAM DUbatAM prANIo mATe samyaphUtva dhama naukA samAna che. A saMsArathI bhaya pAmatAM evA pApabhIru AtmAoe hamezA zubha ane zuddha manathI samyakatva dharmanI ArAdhanA karavI joIe. bhavya ! AtmAnI vizuddhi mATe zrI jinezvara bhagavaMte bAra bhAvanA batAvI che. A bAre bhAvanAo nityapaNe bhAvavAthI duraMta evA saMsAra samudrane tarI javAya che. . he mUkha! tuM saMsAranA sukhonI cAhanA kema kare che? e sukho to vinazvara che. bIjanA jhabakArA jevA kSaNika ane caMcaLa che. saMsAranA bhoga vilAse samudranA jaLa taraMga sarIkhA che. tene koI aMta ja nathI. temAM ca kayAreya tRti maLatI ja nathI. AthI he jIva! saMsAranI jaDa rU5 evA mohane tyAga kara. mAyAne bhayAnaka viSa samAna jANuM. ane vilAsone vipattinuM mULa jANa. A rIte he bhavyAtmAo ! tame anitya bhAvanAne bhAve. mahAnubhAvo ! A saMsAramAM prANIone mokSa sukha ApanAra zrI jinezvara bhagavaMta sivAya anya koI zaraNa nathI. Page #377 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 366 bhImasena caritra je nindita AtmA parivAra sahita duHkhathI pIDAya che, te zuM anya ni:sahAya dukhI jIvanuM rakSaNa karavA kayAre ya samartha thaI zake khare ? are! yamarAjAnA subhaTo jyAre tane levA Avaze. tyAre svAthI evA mAtA, pitA, putra, patnI, mitra, bhAI, nokara vagere tAruM kaMI ja rakSaNa nahi karI zake. A jagata svapna samAna che. kSaNa vinazvara che. pANInA parapoTA jevuM A jIvana che. A saghaLuM mithyA che. bhramaNa utpanna karanAruM che. A badhuM te alpa jJAnavALAne samajAvavA mATe che. paraMtu viSamAMthI vimukha thayelA satya zaibhavavALA mahAtamAo te A viSaya janya bheganI kSaNane bhayaMkara kALA jherI sarpa samAna juve che. - Ama azaraNa bhAvanAthI tajavA lAyaka saMsAratvane vicArIne, bhavano aMta karanArA zaraNya evA zrI jinezvarane he bhavya ! tame bhajo. A saMsAramAM sarva jIve karmAdhIna che. sau potapotAnA karma anusAre sukha duHkha anubhave che. A saMsAramAM kaI jIva svargathI eve che, jyAre koI duHkhI jIva svargamAM jAya che. keI raMka jIva rAjA bane che. ane koI rAjA raMka paNa bane che. bhavya ! satya svarUpavALI A saMsAra bhAvanAne bhAvI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #378 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AcAryazrI hari surijI 367 putra, pautra, pautrI vagere prajA janma maraNanA bhayane dUra karavA samartha nathI. narakarUpa nagaranA mArgane kuTuMbanuM koIpaNa sabhya rokI zakatuM nathI. temaja agaNita AvatAM haHkhone paNa kaI aTakAvI zakatuM nathI. A badhAne aTakAvI zakavA koIpaNa samartha hoya te eka mAtra dharma ja che. vipattirUpa agnithI baLele A jIva pote karelA ati ghara kameM koInI paNa sahAya vinA ekale ja bhagave che. tame kadAca ema mAnatA haze, ke evA duHkhanA ke pApanA udaya sAme tamAruM kaI rakSaNa karaze, paNa evuM rakSaNa karavA kaI zaktimAna thatuM nathI. dareka jIvane pitAnA karelA kame pite ja bhogavavAM paDe che. - vipula bhayane ApanAra A saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatA A jIva kaI paNa sthAnamAM paravazapaNAne nathI pAmyA ema banyuM ja nathI. mATe saMsAranA paribhramaNane aMta lAvanAra eka dhamanI tame ArAdhanA kare. - he Atmana ! ekatva bhAvanA bhAvavAthI prArthanA vinA ja tane zAMti maLaze. naraka vagerenA bhayaMkara duHkhonuM zamana thaze. svArtha, aMdha, duSTa ane mUrkha mANasanuM mamatva bhAvathI patana thAya che. mATe ja sugurunA mukhathI dharma tatvane jANa te mATe udyama kara. "he bhavya ! jaDa svabhAvarUpa zarIrathI caitanya svarUpI AtmA bhinna che. mATe mehabuddhino tyAga karIne zuddhAtma--- . ...P.P AC. ( Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #379 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 368 bhImasena caritra vizvamAM je je padArtho jeoe bhagavyA, te te ja padArtho kharekhara sva svabhAvathI kSaNe kSaNe vilakSaNapaNuM" pAme che. | ha bhavyA! putra, patnI, mitra, baMdhu varga tathA sava dhana vagere paNa kSaNe kSaNe para svabhAvane pAme che ema tame buddhithI bhAvanA bhAve. A pramANe anyatra bhAvanAthI jaDa ane cetanana bhinnatAne jANIne he sajajana puru ! saMsAra samudramAM nAvI samAna bhavya AtmasamaNatA kare. - A zarIra rUdhira, AMtaraDAM, mAMsa, majajAnA pIDa1 aneka nA DIenA jALAthI guMthAyela che. A zarIramAM aza mAtra paNa pavitrapaNuM jaNAtuM nathI. chatAM paNa jue ja kharA, mUrkha mANaso temAM meha pAme che. ' A mAnava zarIra durgadhanI khANarUpa che. tenA poSaNa mATe aneka duHkha sahana karavo paDe che. A ja zarIranA je cAmaDI utArI levAmAM Ave, to tene joI tenA upara kAgaDA ane kUtarA tUTI paDe. evuM tenuM baMdhAraNa che. vaLI A zarIra kSaNe kSaNe nAza pAmavAnA ravabhAvavALuM che. AthI he buddhimAna puruSa! tuM zarIranA mehano tyAga kara. tenI mamatAno nAza kara. kAraNa A zarIra kRmi kIDA vagerethI malina che. hADakAno mALA che. agaNya duHkhanuM kAraNa che. regonuM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust adhak Ta. Page #380 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AcAryazrI haripeNa sUrijI 39 karanAruM che. mRtyunA pariNAmavALuM che ane aMte bhasmazAt thanAruM che. AvuM A zarIra zuM koIne svAdhina thAya kharuM? bhavyAtmAo ! haMmezAM AvI azuci bhAvanA bhAvo. che A bhAvanAnuM niraMtara sevana karavAthI AtmA zIgrapaNe vikAsa pAme che. tattvajJa purUSo mana, vacana ane kAyAnI kriyAne co" kahe che. karmanA vividha prakAranA bhedothI bhinna evA tenA be prakAra kahyA che. eka zubha Asrava ane bIje azubha Asrava. jIva A baMne kiyAgathI utA ane nIcatA prApta kare che. yama, niyama, virAgathI raMgAyeluM, tattvaciMtana ane prazamarasamAM nimagna thayeluM temaja zuddha lesthAmAM nitya anugata raheluM zubha ne zuddha mana, bhAvanAo vaDe zubha AstravanI zreSTha mitratA kare che. kaSAyarUpa dAvAnalanA tApathI abhipta thayela, bhega vigerethI vyAkula banela ane sadAya viSayamAM raMgAyeluM mana, saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra evA azubha karma bAMdhe che. je bhavyAtma, saMsAranA samasta vyApArane tRNa samAna EgaNIne mRta jJAnamAM Asakta bane che. te zubha karma bAMdhe che. prabhunA vacane satya ane kalyANaprada che. temaja asatya vacana nidha temaja anyAya-anIti mAge laI janAru pApamaya che ema mAne che ane je pitAnI kAyAnA vyApArane bhI. 24 P.P AC. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #381 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 370 bhImasena caritra kAbUmAM rAkhe che, dehanA mamatvano tyAga kare che, ane pavitra kAya cogathI nIti mAge saMyamI jIvana jIve che, te Atma zubha karma bAMdhe che. - jyAre bIjA AtmAo, ke je satata pApanI ja pravRtti kare che. pitAnI kAyAne pApakarmamAM ja DUbADI rAkhe che, teo azubha karmone bAMdhe che. bhavyAtmAo ! A prakAranI Azrava bhAvanA bhAvavA AtmA zAzvata sukhane pAme che. | sarva Astrone sarva prakAre nirodha, te saMvara. A saMvara dravya ane bhAva ema be prakAre che. tapasvIe dayAna dharIne pApano avarodha kare che. te sarva matamAM pradhAna ane prathama dravya saMvara che ane saMsAranA bhayane nAza karanAra temaja saMsAranA mULa kAraNarUpa kriyAna virati, te bhAva saMvara che. A saMvara eka mahAvRkSa jevuM che. zuddha AcAra ane viveka tenAM mULIyAM che. cAritra tenuM thaDa che. suvizudhdha prathama tenI DALI che. saddha puche che, bhAvane tenAM phaLa che. A saMvara bhAvanAthI AtmA ghaNA pApa karmathI bacI jAya che. | bha! jenAthI anya janmanA bIja svarUpa kama nAza thAya che, tene jJAnI bhagavate nirjarA kahe che. sakAma - - - - - - - -. . . .. . 0 0 che sacamI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #382 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 371 AcAryazrI haripheNa sUrijI -AtmAone sakAma nirjarA hoya che, jyAre akAma nijerA sarva prANIone hoya che. vRkSa upara rahelAM phaLe be rIte pakavAya che. eka phaLa -ApoApa vRkSa upara pAke che ne bIjA phaLa bAhya upAsethI pakavavAmAM Ave che. te ja pramANe AtmAne lAgelA karmo yathAyogya kALe svataH udayamAM Ave che ane bhagavAya che. eja tapa, anuSThAna, dhyAna vagerethI e karmono kSaya thAya che. jema prayatna vaDe senAmAM bhaLelI mATI vagere azuddhi agnithI dUra thAya che, te ja pramANe AtmAne vaLagelI azuddhi taparUpI agnithI dUra thAya che. - saMsArika duHkhothI bhaya pAmelA, dhIra svabhAvavALA ane yuta jJAnanA pAraMgata maharSie sukhapUrvaka vividha prakAranA bAhya tapanuM ArAdhana kare che. A bAhya tapa cha prakAre che. A tapathI utkRSTapaNe Bha zuddhi thAya che ane AMtara tapathI AtmAnI zuddhi vAya che. A tapa paNa cha prakAre che. * bhavyAtmAo ! AvI nirjara bhAvanA bhAvI tame mArA deha ane AtmAne vizudadha karo. jenA vaDe A gelekayanI haMmezAM vizuddhi thAya che, jenA vaDe A lekano uddhAra thAya che, evA pavitra ciraMtana merUpI kalpavRkSane namaskAra he ! - zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtoe je dharmanI prarUpaNA karI rAvALA ane : A su kha ArAdhana P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #383 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 372 bhImasena caritra je che karavAthI ti che, tenI vizudadha mane aMzamAtra paNa sevana karavAthI zi sukha maLe che. zubha lakSaNavALA A dharmanA daza prakAra zAstrakAro batAvyA che. (1) kSamA dharma (2) mArdava dharma (3) Arjava dhara (4) zauca dharma (5) satya dharma (6) tapa dharma (7) saMya dharma (8) tyAga dharma (9) akiMcana dharma ane (10) brahacarya dharma. hiMsA, asatya temaja viSayomAM rata banelA mithyAta AtmAe A AtmakalyANakArI dharmane prApta karI zakatA nathI. ciMtAmaNi ratna, divyanidhi, siddhi, kalpavRkSa temaja prasanna kAmadhenuM vagere badhA A dharmarUpa rAjarAjezvara dhanADhaya sevaka che. dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAthI A seva icchita evI lakSamIne Ape che. - traNa jagatamAM dharma samAna anya koI paNa mukita kAraNa nathI. sarva prakAranA aspRdayane ApanAra, AnaMda . ulAsadAtA, hitakAraka, pUjemAM zreSTha temaja ziva sukhada mAtra eka dharma ja che. tenI barAbarI bIju kaI - karI zake ema nathI. ApaNA AtmAne mana, vacana ane kAyAthI je = aniSTha che, te kArya mANasa svapnamAM paNa anya pratye Aca= nathI. e ja dharmanuM mukhya cihna che. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #384 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ RAryazrI hariNi sUrijI zreSTha sukha pAme che. dharmamAM eTalI badhI anahada 1 che, ke te eka kSaNamAtramAM amarAvatInAM sukha Ape che. A vizvamAM je jaDa ane caitanyarUpa padArtho dekhAya tene gItArthajanoe jIvaleka kahyo che. ane tenAthI anya gAza che, ema kahyuM che. A loka tAlavRkSanA AkAravALe che. ghanavAta, tana, ghodadhi ane tanodadhi vaDe vyAta che. ane traNeya kamAM vistare che. A lekano nIceno bhAga vetrAsana jeve che. madhyabhAga kalarInA sarakhe che. ane uparano agrabhAga murajanA jevuM che. che A leka anAdikALathI che ane anaMtA kALa sudhI hevAno che. te svayaMsiddha che. kaI ja tene sajaka ke sRSTA nathI. A lekano kadI nAza thanAra nathI. anIzvara hovA chatAM paNa te vistRta prabhAvavALI che. ane jIvAdi padArthathI te bharapUra che. - A lokamAM citra vicitra prakAranI nimAM sthitine dhAraNa karatA ane saMskRta karmarUpa pAzathI paravaza banelA samasta jI janma-maraNa vagerenA satata duHkha prApta kare che. [ A leka utpatti ane nAza vagarano che. vinAzAtmaka ya padArthothI pUNa bharela che. anAdikALathI siddha che. vAyucakanI tA madhyamAM anAdikALathI te svayameva sthita che. temaja te - nirAdhAra che ane avakAzamAM avasthita che. ' P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jan G oradiak Trust Page #385 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 374 bhImasena caritra - rata du:kharUpa zatruthI pIDAcele ane pratikSaNe mUcchi ane bhAre kacchamAM paDele A jIva keIpaNa vaDe narakanI asa vedanAthI mukAvavA mATe zaktimAna nathI. - narakamAMthI nIkaLIne A jIva, pRthvI vagere sthAva paNAmAM jAya che. tyAMthI koI azubha karmanA udaye te nita dusaha evA trasapaNAne pAme che. A sthAnamAMthI nIkaLe paryAta saMsI jIva puNyanA baLathI kadAcit prazasta za avayavathI paripUrNa evA tiryaMca paMcendriyapaNAne pa che. tyAMthI nIkaLelo manuSyapaNuM pAmIne paNa pAMce Indri saMpUrNatA, sUkSmabuddhi, prazAMtapaNuM, A regyatA, udAra bhAva vagere prApta thayuM te kAkatAlIya sarakhuM dekhAya che. tyAra kadAcit puNyagathI viSayAbhilASAthI virata ane vi. bhAvavALuM mana thAya. paraMtu tenA mATe tattvanI zraddhA 2 e to atyaMta durlabha che. durlabhamAM durlabha evuM A badhuM saMpUrNa meLavyA che paNa kayAreka keTalAka arthamAM Asakta ane kAmAbhila manuSya pramAda vazathI svahitathI bhraSTa thAya che. :* keTalAka mumukSuo samyapha ratnatrayarUpa mekSamArgane prA karIne paNa pracaMDa mithyAtvarUpa halAhala jheranA pAnathI 9 kare che. keTalAka svayaM mUrkha ja pAkhaMDIonA kuTa upadeza nAza pAme che. keTalAka pite unmArge jatA bIjAone ' P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #386 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - AcAryazrI hariNa sUraja u5 - sAthe derI jAya che ane baMneno nAza noMtare che. AvA mUDha ane saMsArano pAra pAmI zakatA nathI. . . - keTalAka saddaguru bhaktihIna mUrkha AtmAo aprameya vArtha siddhine ApanAra vivekarUpa mANikayane tyAga karIne bAhyADaMbaravALA matemAM joDAya che. mUDha manavALA mAnava Ama aneka duSTa matone bhaje che. - jema agAdha samadramAM paDI gayelA mahA mUlyavAna kiMmatI ratnane pharIthI prApta karavuM kaThIna che, tema manuSyane A saMsAra samudramAM badhI ratnane punaH prApata karavuM durlabha che. mAnane A jagatamAM sura, asura ane rAjAonuM adhipatyapaNuM temaja Indrapada pAmavuM sulabha che. saubhAgya, uttamakuLa, zUravIratA, kaLAo, rUpalAvaNya mathI aMganAo, traNalakamAM sarvapriya evI vastuo sahelAIthI maLe che, paraMtu sarvottama ane sarva zreSTha evA sabadhi ratnane prApta karavuM atyaMta durlabha che. jenA hRdayamAM hamezAM subodharUpa dIpaka prakAze che evo jJAnI, A divya bhAvanAo vaDe hamezAM atIndriya evA akSayasukhane prApta kare che. A bAre bhAvanAo muktirUpI lamInI sakhIo che. sujJa janoe tenI sAthe sakhyapaNu sAdhavuM joIe. he bhImasena nareza! tame A bAre bhAvanAnuM nitya sevana karo ane mukti sukhane vara." P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak. Just Page #387 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka76 bhImasena coratra : AcArya zrI haripeNa sUrIzvarajInI A maMgaLa vANI sAMbhaLI bhImasena prabhAvita thayo. bAra bhAvanAonuM suMdara ane samyaka svarUpa jANuM tenI zubha bhAvanA saLavaLI UThI. - AcAryazrI pAse UbhA thaI teNe zrAvakanA bAra vratonA paccakkhANa lIdhA. suzIlAe. paNa sAthe hAtha joDayA. anya zrotAgaNe paNa potAnI yathAzakti vrata grahaNa karyA. - AcAryazrInI amRtavANInuM smaraNa karatAM bhImasena saparivAra rAjamahelamAM pAcho pharyo. - thoDA divaso sudhI AcAryazrIe rAjagRhImAM sthiratA karI. ane bhavyajIvone ja dharmadezanA saMbhaLAvI. tyArabAda teo anya sthaLe vihAra karI gayA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #388 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ T - 31: pApa ADe AvyAM AcAryazrI hariNasUri gAmegAma vihAra karatAM, tyAMnA prajAjanone pratibodha pamADatAM pamADatAM eka divasa pitAnA ziSya samudAya sAthe zaibhAragiri AvI pahoMcyA. AcAryazrIe atyAra sudhImAM saMyamanI utkRSTapaNe sAdhanA karI hatI. cauda pUrveno abhyAsa karyo hato. aneka prakAranI ugra tapazcaryA karI hatI. dehanuM damana karIne dehanI aneka azadidhaone bhasmIbhUta karI nAMkhI hatI. jJAna ane karmacagathI temaja sahaja samAdhithI AtmAne paNa kaMcanavaNe karyo hato. A sarvane laI temane ApoApa ja aneka labdhio prApta thaI hatI. paraMtu A labdhiono temaNe kadI upaga karyo nahi. te svamAM gopanIya ja rAkhI. girirAja upara AcAryazrI kSapakazreNuM upara caDayA. ane azeSaghAtI karmano kSaya karyo. karmanA baMdhana tUTatAM ja temane kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM. bhUta, vartamAna ane bhaviSya hastAmalakavatuM jaNAvA lAgyuM. atIndriya evA padArthonuM P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #389 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 378 bhImasena caritra darzana paNa temane sahaja banyuM. zaMkA kuzaMkAono nAza thaze. saghaLuM spaSTa ne surekha jaNAyuM. AcAryazrInA kevaLajJAnathI Idra mahArAjAnuM siMhAsana kaMpAyamAna thayuM. Indra mahArAjAe avadhijJAnano upayoga mUkaye. jJAnathI kevaLajJAnanI jANa thaI. tarata ja devonA samuha sAthe kevaLIne vaMdana karavA temaja kevaLajJAnano bhavya mahotsava ujavavA te sau AvI pahoMcyA. dee kevaLajJAnanA A samAcAra cAreya dizAmAM prasArita karyA. divya dudubhi nAda karyo. puSpavarSA karI. ane suvarNakamaLanI racanA karI. aneka mAnava samUha kevaLI bhagavaMtanA darzanArthe AvyA deve, dAnava, mAna ane tiryA paNa parSadAmAM AvyA. saue bhaktibharyA hiMce kevaLI bhagavaMtanI prathama dharmadezanA sAMbhaLI. ane nUtana kevaLI bhagavaMte pracaMDa ghoSaNAthI jaya jayakAra karyo. . kevaLI bhagavate vaibhAragiri thaDA divasa sthiratA karI tyAMthI vihAra karyo. ane gAmanagama aneka bhavya jIvana saMyama mArge vALatAM, anekane samyakatva dharma pamADato pamADatAM rAjagRhI AvI pahoMcyA. - . pitAnA nagara . AMgaNe kevaLI bhagavaMta padhArI rahyA che, e zubha samAcAra maLatAM ja bhImasena pitAnI caturaMgI 1 senA laI temanuM sAmaiyu karavA gaye. ane vAjate gAjate | temane pitAnA nagaramAM teDI lAvyo. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #390 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa ADe AvyAM 378 kevaLI bhagavata ane temano ziSya samudAya suMdara upavanamAM birAjamAna thayA. ane e udyAnamAM ja teozrIe dharmadezanA ApavI zarU karI. 'mahAnubhAvo ! A jagata saghaLuM karmAdhIna che. dareka jIva potAnA ja zubha azubha karmanuM phaLa bhogave che. zubha karmono jyAre udaya hoya che. tyAre jIva sukha bhogave che. ane azubha karmo jyAre udayamAM Ave che, tyAre e ja jIva duHkhamAM sabaDe che. ' - karma vinA kazu ja banatuM nathI. karmathI ja jIva bhavabhava Take che. aneka prakAranA deha dhAraNa kare che. ane aneka rIte sukha duHkhane te bhegave che. ' e tamAma karmono jyAre kSaya thAya che, tyAre ja jIva amaratvane pAme che. pachI nathI tene maravAnuM rahetuM. nathI tene janamavAnuM rahetuM.' kevaLI bhagavaMte karmanuM mahAsya samajAvatAM hatA, tyAM ja bhImasene UbhA thaI vinayabhAvathI be hAtha joDI kahyuM : - "he prabhe! A janma pAmIne meM ghaNAM ja duHkha sahana karyA che. sukha paNa teTaluM ja bhegavyuM che. rAjakuLamAM janmyA hovA chatAM paNa mAre jaMgala jaMgala bhaTakavuM paDayuM che. bhUkhe rIbAvuM paDayuM che. TADhe thatharavuM paDayuM che. apamAna ane avahelanA sahana karavI paDI che. ' prabho! Ama zAthI banyuM haze ? A bhave te meM evA koI ja azubha karmanuM AcaraNa nathI karyuM. te he P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #391 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 380 bhImasena caritra bhagavaMta! pUrvabhavamAM me evAM te zA pApa karyo haze, ke A bhavamAM mAre ATalI badhI viTaMbaNuM sahana karavI paDI? Apa to kevaLI che. ApanAthI zuM ajJAta hoya? to Apa mane mArA pUrvabhava kahevA upakAra kare." "bhImasena ! karmanI sattA amApa che. A bhavamAM karelA karmanuM phaLa A bhavamAM ja maLe evo koI aTala niyama nathI. pUrva bhavomAM karelA karmano vipAka A bhavamAM veThavuM paDe che. ane A bhavamAM karelA zubha-azubha karmone hisAba bhavAMtaramAM cUkavavo paDaze. A bhavamAM tane je sukha duHkha prApta thayAM, te tArA pUrvabhavanA zubhAzubha karmanuM pariNAma che. tAro e pUrvabhava tuM have ekacitte sAMbhaLa." ema kahI kevaLI bhagavaMta zrI hariNa mahArAjAe bhImasenano pUrvabhavane vRttAMta kahevAmAM mAMDa : jaMbudvipa nAmanA dvIpamAM prabhAvazALI evuM bharata kSetra che. tene madhya bhAgamAM vaitADhaya parvata tenuM zAsana jamAvIne Ubhe che. A parvata upara aneka jinAla che. ane nitAMta suMdara evA manohara sarovare che. temaja A parvata uparathI traNa jagatanA tApane dUra karatI evI gaMgA ane siMdhu nadI vahe che. - A bharatakSetranA dakSiNAI bharatamAM, madhya bhAge vArANasI nagara che. A nagarImAM eka samaye siMhagata nAme rAjA rAjya P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #392 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa ADe AvyAM 381 karate hate. A rAjA ghaNo ja pratApI, parAkramI, tejasvI, vicakSaNa ane dharmaparAyaNa hato. A rAjAne verAvatI nAme rANI hatI. rUpa ane saundaryamAM te samaye tenI koI jeDa nahotI. te suzIla ane pativatsalA hatI. - A siMhaguptane eka mAnIte maMtrI hatA. vidyAsAgara tenuM nAma hatuM. nAma pramANe ja te kharekhara vidyAone mahAsAgara hato. rAjA-rANI baMnene apAra sukha hatuM. khUba ja azvarya ne vaibhava temane maLyAM hatAM. yauvana paNa baMnenuM thanaganatuM hatuM ane baMne sadAya nirogI rahetAM hatAM. lagna karyAne ghaNo samaya thaI gayo hovA chatAM vegavatIne koI saMtAna prApta thayuM nahotuM. AthI te ciMtAtura rahetI hatI ane A ciMtAmAM tenuM lAvaNya murajhAtuM jatuM hatuM. patnIne A rIte sadAya udAsa rahetI joI siMhagupta tenuM kAraNa pUchyuM. rAjana ! ApanA zAsanamAM duHkha to koI vAta nathI. paraMtu A ApaNuM rAjanaibhavane ApaNA pachI bhogavaze koNa? saMsAra mAMDayAne ApaNane ghaNe samaya vyatIta thaI gayo, chatAMya hajI tene koI vArasadAra ja nathI e vicArathI ja mAruM mana haMmeza udAsa rahe che." rANIe nikhAlasa bhAve kahyuM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #393 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 382 bhImasena caritra * A kAraNa jANI rAjAne paNa ciMtA thaI paNa te : zuM karI zake ? teNe rANIne AzvAsana ApyuM, paNa pite AdhAsta na banI zakyo. rAjAne Ama vyagra banele joI maMtrIe temanI ciMtAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. rAjAe pitAnI ciMtA jaNAvI. maMtrI belyo: rAjana ! A saghaLuM jagata devane AdhIna che. A jagatamAM kazuM ja IcchA mAtrathI nathI maLatuM. e meLavavA puNya upArjana karavuM paDe che. puNyathI lamI meLavAya che, puNyathI ja zubha phaLa prApta thAya che. puNya hoya to ja suMdara saMtati maLe che ane puNyanA baLathI ja sukha ane sAhyabI maLe che. - AthI he nareza! Apa vizeSa prakAre dharmArAdhana kare. dharmanA prabhAvathI ApanI ciMtA jarUra nAza pAmaze." maMtrInI A suMdara ane rocaka salAha sAMbhaLI te divasathI siMhagupta ane vegavatI baMne vizeSa prakAre dharma karavA lAgyAM. potAnA dhanabhaMDAra temaNe khullA mUkI dIdhA. chUTe hAthe temaNe dAna devA mAMDayuM. sAdhu-saMtonI sevA karavA mAMDI. dIna ane garIbanAM duHkhamAM bhAga levA mAMDayo, temane anna ane vastra pUrAM pADyAM. regIone auSadha karAvyAM. prabhu-pUjA, pratikramaNa, sAmAyika, parvatithie pauSadha, upavAsa Adi dharmakriyA paNa baMnee karavA mAMDI. ' eka divasa rAjA ane maMtrI gheDe caDI nagarathI ghaNe - - -- P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #394 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa ADe AvyAM 383 dUra upavana vihAra karavA gayA. vanazrInA saundaryanuM pAna karatAM karatAM teo nagarathI ghaNe dUra ne dUra nIkaLI gayA. samayanuM paNa teone bhAna na rahyuM. pharatAM pharatAM baMne eka vizALa vAva AgaLa AvyA. tyAM teo chelyA. vAvanuM nirmaLa jaLa pIdhuM ane tenA eTale ArAma karavA beThA. A vAvathI thoDe dUra eka jinAlaya hatuM. tenuM unnata zikhara gagana sAthe vAto karatuM hatuM. tenI vajA havAmAM masta banIne muktapaNe laherAtI hatI. rAjAnI najara jatAM ja te bolI UTha : "name jiNANuM." A sAMbhaLI maMtrIe pUchayuM : "rAjana ! zuM manamAM paMcaparameSTinuM samaraNa karI rahyA che ke zuM ?" . "maMtrIvarya ! prabhunuM smaraNa to satata cAlu ja che. paraMtu A dara jinAlayanuM zikhara joyuM, tethI zrI vItarAga prabhune manomana ahIM beThA vaMdanA karI." maMtrIe tarata ja e dizAmAM joyuM to jhADanI ghaTAomAM gherAyeluM eka jinacaitya tyAM hatuM. ane teno suvarNa kaLaza sahastrazminA tejathI jhaLakI rahyo hato. to rAjana ! mane mana ja zA mATe vaMdanA karavI ? cAlone tyAM jaI sAkSAt prabhunA darzana karI AvIe ?' maMtrIe utsAha batAvyuM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #395 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 384 bhImasena ca ratra rAjAnI paNa bhAvanA to evI ja hatI, tyAM maMtrIe utsAha batI, AthI tarata ja e UbhuM thaI gaye ane maMtrIne laIDIvAramAM e prathvI uparanA mokSabhavanamAM AvyI. * jinAlayamAM pravezatAM ja tyAMnuM pavitra ne nirmaLa vAtAvaraNa baMnene asara karavA lAgyuM. haiyAmAM bhaktinA bhAva ubharAvA lAgyA. rAjA ane maMtrI baMnee gadagada kaMThe, AtmAnA ullAsathI zrI jinezvara paramAtmAnI stuti karI, traNa pradakSiNA pharI caityavaMdana karyuM ane pharI eka chellI najare prabhunI pratimAne pitAnA haiyAmAM samAvI baMne derAsaramAMthI bahAra AvyA. - prabhudarzanathI baMnenuM haiyuM praphullita banI gayuM hatuM. AnaMdanA anerA utsAha sAthe bane teTalAmAM ja pharavA lAgyA. tyAM temaNe eka yAnastha zramaNa bhagavAnane joyA. - "buddhisAgara ! Aja puNyano sUraja Ugya lAgyo che. jo to kharo, sAme ja bhavasAgaranA tAraka evA zramaNa bhagavaMta UbhA che. cAla, teozrIne vaMdana karIe ane temanI amRtavANInuM pAna karIe." munine joI harakhAI UThatA siMhagute kahyuM. bane jaNuM munIzvara pAse AvyA. bhAvapUrvaka vidhisaha ane e guruvaMdanA karI, sukhazAtAdi pUchI ane munizrInA pAse hAtha joDI vinayathI besI gayA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #396 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 385 pApa ADe AvyA - munIzvare dharmalAbha Ape ane upadeza Ape : * bhavya ! mahA durlabha evA mAnavabhavane pAmIne, bhavya AtmAoe eka kSaNane paNa kharAba rIte vyaya na karatAM dharmanuM ArAdhana karavuM joIe. hiMsA, asatya, cerI, maithuna ane parigrahane sarvAze tyAga kare. sarvasva tyAga na banI zake te tenAthI jeTaluM khacAya teTaluM bace. tene tyAga karavAmAM ja dharma che. jeo AvA dharmanuM niraMtara sevana kare che, teone jarUrathI svarganA sukhanI prApti thAya che. jeo dharma nahi karatAM pApamaya jIvana gujAre che, teo marIne aMte naraka Adi nIca gatimAM jAya che ane asahya duHkhone bhogave che, AthI mahAnubhAvo ! dharma kare. dharma karo. munIvaranI dharmadezanA sAMbhaLI banenA AtmAne atyaMta AnaMda thaze ane dharma upara teo ane vadhu zraddhA sevavA lAgyA. tyAMthI teo pharI vAvane kAMThe AvyA, tyAre sUrya astAcaLa tarapha jaI rahyo hato. nagara tarapha pAchA pharavAmAM Ave to mAmAM ja aMdhAruM thaI jAya. AthI bane e rAtavAse tyAM ja karavAnuM nakakI karyuM. ane manamAM navakAra maMtranuM raTaNa karatAM teo e vAva upara ja nidrAdhIna banyA. moDI rAte rAjA jAgI gayo. teNe kayAMka koI strIno raDavAno avAja sAMbhaLe. e avAja kono haze e vicArathI te jAgI gaye. pite svapnamAM to rudanano avAja sAMbhaLyo nathI ne ? e khAtrI karavA teNe kAna saravA karyA. ema * lI. 25 - P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #397 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 386 bhImasena caritra karatAM ja teNe eka dhImo paNa karuNa ane komaLa rudanane svara sAMbhaLe. rAjAe maMtrIne jagADa. maMtrIzrI ! tamane koIne raDavAno avAja saMbhaLAya che ?" maMtrIe avAjanI dizAmAM kAna dharyo. teNe paNa e avAja sAMbhaLe. "mane lAge che ke koI strI duHkhamAM che. tenA upara koI Apatti AvI paDI lAge che. AthI te raDI rahI che. cAlo, tenI tapAsa karIe ane bane te tene madada karIe." maMtrI sahAya mATe utAvaLa banyuM. potAnA zastrone sAvadha karI baMne rudananI dizA tarapha AgaLa vadhyA. rAta jAmI cUkI hatI. aMdhAruM ghanaghora hatuM. vaLI vRkSenI gADhI ghaTA hatI. rasto mahAmuzIbate pasAra thato hato. cakamakathI ajavALuM karatAM baMne AgaLa vadhI rahyA hatA. rudanano avAja have spaSTa saMbhaLAto hato. e avAja eka devInA maMdiramAMthI Avato hato. baMne haLave pagale devInA maMdiramAM dAkhala thayA ane gupacupa zvAsa thaMbhAvI UbhA rahyA. maMdiranA raMgamaMDapamAM eka parivrAjaka beThe hato. yajJanI vedI saLagAvI hatI. hADakAM baLavAnI tIvra gaMdha AvI rahI hatI. yajJanI AsapAsa mANasanI khoparIone P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #398 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa ADe AvyA 387 ga paDa hato ane pele parivrAjaka moTA moTA avAje nimAM kaMIka dANuM nAkhatA >> svAhA che. svAhA belI hyo hato. e yajJavedInI sAmenA eka thAMbhale eka sukumAra vatIne doraDAthI bAMdhI hatI. e yuvatI A dazyathI bhaya mIta banIne raDI rahI hatI. - A ja yuvatI raDatI hovI joIe, ema rAjA temaja maMtrIne manamAM besI gayuM. e sAthe teo e paNa samajI sthA, ke A pizAca parivrAjaka kaMI melI sAdhanA karI rahyo che ne te mATe A yuvatIne kayAMkathI upADI lAvyA che. yuvatInA bhAge e potAnI siddhi meLavavA mAMge che. - A yuvatIne bacAvavI ja joIe. te mATe prANano paNa tyAga karavo paDe te bhale, ema nakkI karI rAjAe seTamAMthI eka ja jhATake cakacakatI talavAra kADhI ane moTA avAje bolI UThe : 'sAvadhAna ! e pizAca! sAvadhAna ! " - acAnaka rIte A avAja Avele sAMbhaLI parivrAjaka voMkI UThayo. teNe pITha pheravI pAchuM joyuM. tyAM rAjA ane maMtrI baMne talavAra laI teno sAmano karavA UbhA hatA. - parivrAjaka sAvadha thaI gaye. teNe rAjA sAme maMtra gaLathI talavAra laI laDavA mAMDayuM. rAjA vIratAthI e pari trAjaka sAme laDI rahyo ane pitAnA parAkramathI teNe e mAMtrika pArivAjakane bhagADI mUkaze. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #399 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 388 bhImasena caritra rAjAe tarata ja pelI yuvatine mukta karI. tene bAMdhe doraDAnA baMdhane toDI nAMkhyA. evAmAM ja A yuvatinI zodha karate tene pati : AvI pahoMcyo. AvIne teNe pitAnI patnIne pAse lI - yuvatie badhI banelI bInA pitAnA patine ke saMbhaLAvI. tene pati vidyAdhara hato. zaitADhaya parvata u1 rahetA hatA. madanavega tenuM nAma hatuM. jAnanA jokhame paNa potAnI patnIne bacAvanAra che upara vidyAdharane mAna uparyuM. teNe tene praNAma karI vA vAra upakAra mAnyo. ane pitAne tyAM laI javA prema bhAre Agraha karyo. - vidyAdharane atyaMta Agraha joI rAjA maMtrI sa vidyAdharane tyAM AvyA. vidyAre temane khUba ja Ati satkAra karyo. ane cAra prabhAvika guTikA rAjAne bheTa A e cAreya guTikAno prabhAva alaga alaga hato. te agAdha jalamAM paNa tAranArI hatI. bIjI vikarALa zatru saMhAra karanArI hatI. trIjI zastronA jIvaleNa ghAne paLamAtra rUjhavanArI hatI ane cothI guTikA saMjIvanI pradAtA he A guTikA ApI ane pitAne tyAM cha mAsa su rahevA Agraha karyo. A samaya daramiyAna pote teo pavitra tIrthonI yAtrA karAvaze tema jaNAvyuM. tIrthayAtrAne anupama ne mahAmUle lAbha maLe che, je P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #400 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tapa ADe AvyA 389 7 rAjA ane maMtrIe tyAM rokAvAnI hA pADI ane tyAM kAI gayA. vidyAre potAnA sevakane mokalI vArANasI nagarImAM lIne khabara kahevaDAvI dIdhI ke rAjA ane maMtrI baMne yAtrAe gayA che, ane cha mAsa bAda Avaze. ne Ama badhI vyavasthA karI ane vArtA vinoda karatAM che ane maMtrI vidyAdharane tyAM rahevA lAgyA. have banyuM evuM ke pele parivrAjaka acAnaka mRtyu bhyo. marIne te vyaMtara nimAM jo .. = eka samaye te pharato pharato A vidyAdharanA mahela parathI pasAra thA. tyAM teNe rAjA ane maMtrIne sUtelA yA. temane jotAM ja potAnA pUrvabhavanuM baira tene yAda ILyuM. tarata ja teNe baMnene UMghatA upADI lIdhA. . ane e baMnene UMghatA ja teNe eka vizALa ane gAdha samudramAM pheMkI dIdhA. - pANIno sparza thatAM ja rAjA ane maMtrI saphALA lagI gayA. jAgIne joyuM te baMne sAgaranA virATakAya rAjAo upara nAvaDI tare tema karatA hatA. te sAgaramAM paDatAM ja baMne DUbI javA joItA hatA. raMtu guTikAnA prabhAvathI baMne bacI gayA. ane taratA ritA baMne sAgaranA kAMThe AvyA. - sAgara kAMThe gADha jaMgala hatuM. baMne jaMgalamAM dAkhala P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #401 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena cari thayA. tyAM khAvA gya phaLa khAdhAM. jharaNAmAMthI jaLapa karyuM. ane nirAMte eka jhADa taLe ArAma karavA beThA. ArAma karatAM karatAM ja baMne pharI pAchA sUI gaya teo zAMtithI sUtA hatA tyAM ja pile vyaMtara krodha dhasamasato tyAM AvI pahoMcyo. tene khabara paDI ke pitA duzmanane maryA nathI paNa hajI te jIve che. A samaye teNe baMnene upADI eka aMdhArA kUvA nAkhI dIdhA. kUvAmAM pANI paNa puSkaLa hatuM. pANImAM paDatA rAjA ane maMtrI jAgI gayAM. temane samaja na paDI, ke Ama temane kaNa pANI DUbADI rahyuM che. A vakhate paNa guTikAnA prabhAvathI te bacI gayAM. teo kUvAmAM hatA tyAM ja rAjAe eka jagyA bakhola jevuM kaMIka joyuM. kutuhalathI rAjAe e vakhate lAta mArI. lAta mAratAM ja bakhala ughaDI gaI. rAja joyuM to temAMthI eka raste dekhAtuM hatuM. tarata ja 2 ane maMtrI baMne temAM dAkhala thaI gayA. ane e 2 cAlavA lAgyA. - thoDe sudhI cAlyA haze tyAM eka suMdara bagIco Ave bagIcAnI vacce eka suMdara, bhavya ane AlizAna ma hatuM. ane e mahelamAMthI svarakinnarIone sumadhura ava AvI rahyo hato. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #402 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | pApa ADe AvyA 391 baMne jaNe tyAM AgaLa gayA. e mahela AgaLa phaLathI lacelAM vRkSe hatAM. phaLa joIne baMnene khAvAnuM mana thayuM. Ameya baMnene bhUkha te lAgI ja hatI. maMtrIe phaLa teDayAM ane baMne khAvA lAgyA. phaLa khAtAM to jAdu thaI gaye. baMnenuM mAnava svarUpa adazya thaI gayuM. ane vAnara banI gayA. eciMtAno thayele A pheraphAra joI baMne ekabIjAnA sAmuM vismaya ane bhayathI jovA lAgyA. A avasthAmAM keTalAka samaya teo tyAMne tyAM ja DarathI dhrujatA besI rahyA. e ja samaye pele vidyAdhara tyAM AvyuM. tenI sAthe pelI yuvatI paNa hatI. e yuvatI ane vidyAdharane A baMne oLakhI gayA. eTale tarata ja temaNe bhayathI cIcIyArI karI. - vAMdarAno avAja sAMbhaLI vidyAdhara te tarapha jevA lAgyo. e jotAM ja tene khyAla AvI gaye, ke A to mArA upakArIjane che. teNe tarata ja eka jhADa parathI puSpa toDayuM. ane e pu5 e baMnene suMghADayuM puSpanI suvAsano sparza thatAM ja baMnee pitAnuM mAnava svarUpa prApta karyuM. tame ahIM kayAMthI ? vidyAre pUchayuM - maMtrIe banelI badhI vigata jaNAvI. ane upakAra mAnatA kahyuM : "Ape je amane pelI prabhAvika guTikA na ApI hatI, to to ame kayAranAya mRtyu pAmyA hota. ApanA prabhAvathI ja ame atyAre ApanI samakSa UbhA chIe. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #403 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 392 bhImasena caritra e ja samaye pele vyaMtara tyAM Avyo. teNe rAjA ane maMtrIne potAnI vidyAnA baLathI adhara upADayA ane nAsavA mAMDayuM. e jotAM ja vidyAdhara tenI pAchaLa doDa. tene pakaDI pADe. ane tene sakhta rIte mAra mAryo. vyaMtare vidyAdharanA page paDI kSamA mAMgI. ane have pharIthI pote kayAreya e ene herAna nahi kare, tevI pratijJA lIdhI. AthI vidyAre e yaMtarane choDI mUkyo. tyAra pachI vidyAre rAjAne kaMIka mAMgavAnuM kahyuM. A taka joI maMtrIe kahyuM. rAjAne putranI ghaNI ciMtA sAle che. putra vinA temanI jidagI nirasa pasAra thAya che. vidyAdhare tarata ja kahyuM : "rAjana ! tame ciMtA na karaze. huM tamane eka maMtra ApuM chuM. tenuM tame vidhipUrvaka ArAdhana karaze. e maMtranA prabhAvathI devIno sAkSAtkAra thaze. e devI pAse tame putranuM varadAna mAMgajo.' A pramANe vidyAre rAjAne maMtra ApI potAnI vidyAthI baMnene vArANasI najadIkanA eka udyAnamAM mUkI dIdhA. ane potAnA upakArIjanone praNAma karI teNe baMnenI vidAya lIdhI. - A udyAnamAM te samaye eka muni bhagavaMta kAussaga karI rahyA hatA. rAjA tathA maMtrIe zramaNane vaMdanA karI. - zramaNa bhagavaMte prasaMgacita thoDe upadeza Apyo. rAjAe temanI pAse parastrI sevana nahi karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #404 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja kAma ja majA pApa ADe AvyA 393 . e pachI baMne rAjamahelamAM AvyA. thoDA divasa bAda zubha divase rAjAe maMtra sAdhanAnI teyArI karI. kAlikAnA maMdiramAM teNe A sAdhanAnI zarUAta karI. pote aThama tapa karyo. A sAthe maMtrIne paNa teNe uttarasAdhaka tarIke rAkhe. trIjA divasanI rAte kAlikAdevIe rAjAnI agniparIkSA karavI zarU karI. vikarALa siMhagarjanA karI. bhariMga nAganA kuMkAra karyA. cAmaDI zekI nAMkhe tevI agni varSA karI. zarIrane ArapAra vIdhI nAkhe tevA kIDAo rAjAnA zarIra upara pheMkayA. paNa rAjA pitAnI sAdhanAmAMthI jarA paNa calita na thaze. ekaci te maMtranuM raTaNa karato rahyo. pratikULa upasargothI rAjA calita na thaze, eTale devIe anukULa upasargo karavA mAMDayA. ' teNe potAnuM suMdara ane jAjavalyamAna svarUpa pragaTa karyuM. ane bolI : "rAjana ! huM tArI sAdhanAthI prasanna thaI chuM. mAMga tAre zuM joIe che." "devI ! mArI mAMgathI A5 kayAM ajJAta che ? Apa prasanna thayA hoya te mArI e abhilASA pUrNa kare.' ' jarUra pUrNa karuM. paraMtu e pahelAM tAre mArI icchAne tAbe thavuM paDaze." P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #405 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 394 bhImasena caritra ApanI ucita IcchAno he' jarUrathI amala karIza. pharamAvo." rAjAe vinamrabhAve kahyuM. 'to Ava, UbhuM thA. ane mArI sAthe bhega bhegava." - "e nahi bane devI ! parastrI e mAre mana mAM barAbara che. tame mArI mA cho. pUjya che. evI anucita IrachA karI mane pApamAM na DhasaDe." rAjAe makkama svare kahyuM : - devIe tethI hAra na mAnatA rAjAne calita karavA ghaNA prakAre prayatna karyA. khUba ja kAmerojaka hAvabhAva kayo. -paraMtu siMhagupta to siMha ja banI rahyo. AMkha mIcIne maMtranuM raTaNa karate zAMta ane svastha citta besI rahyo. : devIe joyuM, ke rAjA pratijJApAlaka che ne ugrasAdhaka che. teNe potAnI mAyA saMkelI lIdhI ane devI svarUpe pragaTa thaI kahyuM: "rAja ! tAruM daurya ane zaurya joI huM prasanna thaI chuM. le A zrIphaLa vegavatIne te khavaDAvaje. tenA prabhAvathI tane mahApratApI evA be putraratnonI prApti thaze." ATaluM kahI devI adazya thaI gaI. rAjA zrIphaLa laI rAjamahelamAM Avyo. aDamanuM pAraNuM karyuM. ane vegavatIne pitAnI sAdhanAno saghaLo vRtAMta jaNAvyuM. temaja devIe ApeluM zrIphaLa paNa ApyuM. zrIphaLanA prabhAvathI vegavatIe kALakrame be putrone janma Ape. putra janmathI rAjA ane rANe baMnene AnaMda AnaMda thaI gayo. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #406 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa ADe Avyo 395 bAra divasa pUrA thatAM baMne kumAranuM nAmAbhidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM. ekanuM nAma kAmajita rAkhyuM ane bIjAnuM nAma prajApAla. - pAMca dhAvamAtAonuM rakSaNa pAmatA, sonA rUpAnA ramakaDe ramatA, mAtA-pitAnA aneka prakAranA lADa pAmatA baMne kumAre meTA thavA lAgyA. ATha varasanI uMmara thatA baMnene gurukuLamAM mUkyA. tyAM teone zAstra vizArada guru aneka prakAranI vidyAonI tAlIma ApavA lAgyA. keme krame temane beMtera kaLAmAM pravINa karyA. A kAmajita ane prajApAle vidyAbhyAsa pUro karyo. have teo paripUrNa yuvAna banyA hatA. yauvananI tAkAta ane tAjhagIthI, saundarya ane zaktithI baMne taravarATa anubhavatA hatA. baMne kumArene lagnanI cogya vacce pahoMcelA joI siMhagupate baMnenA lagna karAvyAM. kAmajitanA lagna prItimati sAthe karyA ane prajApAlanA lagna vinmati sAthe karyA. A baMneno saMsAra sukhe cAlyo jato hato. - eka divasa vArANasI nagaramAM pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta dhAnA ziSya samudAya sAthe padhAryA. AcAryazrI prabhAvika lAgavesakala zAstranA pAragAmI hatA. piDuguptane A samAcAra maLatAM ja te pitAnA kartavya che, hita AcAryazrIne vaMdanA karavA AvyuM. rAjakArabhAra . 1 - rara P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust kI Page #407 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 396 bhImasena caritra vidhipUrvaka vaMdanA karI te AcAryazrInA sanmukha beThe ane dharma dezanA saMbhaLAvavA vinaMtI karI. - AcAryazrIe pharamAvyuM ke he bhavyAmAe ! A mAnava janma vAreghaDIe maLato nathI. A janma pAmanAra kharekhara mahAbhAgyazALI manAya che. AvA atyaMta durlabha ane mahAmUlA mAnava janmane pAmI je jIve sArAya jIvana paryata mojazekha ane bhoga vilAsamAM ja racyA pacyA rahe che, teo hAthamAM AvelA ciMtAmaNI ratna samAna evA mAnava bhavane gumAvI de che. tevAonuM jIvyuM dhULa jAya che. temane manakho eLe jAya che. mAnava janma pAmIne sujJa janoe pUrepUruM dharmArAdhana karavuM joIe. A dharma muktidAtA che. zrI jinezvara bhagavaMte e be prakArane dharma batAvyo che. prathama mahAvrata dharma ane bIje aNuvrata dharma. he rAjana! prathama dharmanuM ArAdhana karavAthI A jIva najadIkanA bhavamAM ja muktine pAme che. A dharma sathA virati kriyA rUpa che. bIje aNuvrata dharma zrAvakone sukhadAyaka che. A vRtAMta - tenI samyakrapaNe ArAdhanA karavAthI te paNa kramazaH myuM. sukhane Ape che. - trione janma jeo prathama dharmanuM ArAdhana karavAnI zakti ane AnaMda nathI, teoe bIjA zrAvaka dharmanuM avazya pAlana P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #408 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa ADe AvyAM 397 - AcAryazrIe TUMkamAM paNa sacoTa rIte saMyama dharmanuM mahAtamya samajAvyuM. siMhagupatane A pravacananI dhArI asara thaI. tene A saMsAra asAra jaNAyo. teNe tarata ja saMyama levAnuM nakakI karyuM. rAjamahelamAM jaI teNe baMne putrone rAjya zAsanane rogya evI hitakArI sUcanAo ApI. kAmajitano rAjyAbhiSeka karyo. prajApAlane yuvarAja pade sthApita karyo. ane saunI saMmati laI bIje divase te patnI saha AcArya bhagavaMta pAse Avyo. ane patnI saha teNe saMyama dharmane svIkAra karyo. rAjA-rANI baMnee dIkSA laI saMyama dharmanuM utkRSTapaNe pAlana karyuM. apramatta bhAve svAdhyAya karyo. ugra ne utkaTa tapazcaryA karI. aMtakALa najadIka jANI baMnee anazana karyuM ane kALadharma pAmI baMne svarge gayA. kALakrame A baMne jIva sakala karmano kSaya karIne mokSe jaze. . pitAnA kALadharmanA samAcAra sAMbhaLI kAmajita ane prajApAlane duHkha to thayuM ja, paraMtu teo te pitAnuM jIvyuM saphaLa karI gayAM ema mAnI e duHkha vadhu na lAgavA dIdhuM. pitAe cIdhelA mArge cAlavuM temAM ja potAnuM putra kartavya che, ema samajI baMne kumAro nItimaya rIte vArAsaNIne rAjakArabhAra calAvavA lAgyA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #409 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 398 bhImasena caritra A baMne bhAIo vacce apUrva sakhya hatuM. baMnenA vicAro ne Adarzo eka sarakhA hatA. jIvananI nIti rIti paNa samAna hatI. ane beya bhAIo eka bIjA upara khUba ja sneha ne AdarabhAva rAkhatA hatA. kyAreya teo vacce jhaghaDe thatuM nahi. prema ane zAMtipUrvaka baMne pitA potAnuM kartavya adA karatA hatA. paraMtu A baMnenI patnIonuM tevuM na hatuM. teo baMnene jIva ekabIjAmAM maLI gaye na hato. jeThANane potAnI moTAInuM thaDa abhimAna hatuM. paraMtu e eTalI badhI kuzaLa hatI ke A abhimAnane te pragaTapaNe koIne jaNAvavA detI nahi. pahelI najare jonAra ane tenA paricayamAM AvanArane te vinamra ja jaNAtI. eka divasa devadattAe vinmatine suMdara ane kalAtmaka alaMkArothI sajaja thayelI joI. A devadattA prItimatinI mAnIti dAsI hatI. ane prItimatI kAmajitanI patnI hatI. rAjarANI hatI. vinmatinA alaMkAro joI A dAsInI AMkho pahoLI thaI gaI. alaMkAro eTalA badhA kimati ane bArIka nakazIvALA hatA, ke te joI dAsIne ghaNuM ja Azcarya thayuM. ane manamAM te ladhutA anubhavavA mAMDI. AvA alaMkAro te mArA rANa prItimatinA zarIre ja zobhe? jeThANuM jevI jeThANI, mahArANuM jevI mahArANI, P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #410 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa ADe AvyA 399 tenA alaMkAre sAdA ane A nAnI rANInA alaMkAra ATalA badhA bhavya ne meghA ! dAsInA manamAM ISyane kIDA saLavaLI UTha. tarata ja teNe prItimati pAse jaIne vAta karI : "rANI mA ! rANI mA ! tame derANInA-nAnI rANIne ratnahAra jo ? zuM tenA hIrAnI camaka che! eka eka hIrAmAM nAnI rANanA mukhakamaLanuM temAM pratibiMba paDe che !" " ane zuM temanA ratna kaMkaNa che ! zuM temanA bAjubaMdha che ! jhAMjharano jhaNakAramAMthI to jANe divya saMgItanI sarada nIkaLe che ! evA alaMkAro to rANI mAM ! Apane ja zebhe ! dAsIe alaMkAronI peTa bharIne prazaMsA karI. sAthe sAthe prItimatinA manamAM ema paNa ThasAvyuM, ke e alaMkAre to mAtra tamArAthI ja paherI zakAya. evA bhAre ne meMghA, divya ne bhavya AbhUSaNe paherI je nAnI rANImA bahAra nIkaLe, te rAjarANIno prabhAva eTalo ocho thAya. e alaMkAra te mahArANIne ja zobhe. ane mAtra temanAthI ja e AbhUSaNo aMga upara rakhAya. - dAsIe evI kuzaLatAthI prItimatinA kAnamAM viSa reDayuM. ane tenuM mana e alaMkAro koIpaNa bhege meLavI levA talapApaDa banI gayu. kAmajita tenA khaMDamAM AvatAM ja teNe alaMkArenI P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #411 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 400 bhImasena caritra vAta cheDI. derANInA e alaMkAra lAvI ApavA teNe jIda karI. | 'paNa ApaNI pAse kaMI alaMkAra ochA che, ke tuM tArI derANInA alaMkAro mAMge che? huM tane tenAthI ya suMdara ne kArIgarIvALA alaMkAro banAvI ApIza." * kAmajita AvA kSullaka kAmamAM paDavA nahoto mAgato. kAraNa tene khabara hatI, AvI badhI bAbato kyAreka bhayAnaka jhaghaDAnuM kAraNa banI jAya che. ane Apasa-Apasano prema tUTI jaI vairanuM kAraNa banI jAya che. AthI teNe rANIne samajAvavA mAMDI. samajAve samaje te strI zAnI ? e to haTha laIne beThI. mane e alaMkAre ja joIe. tame mane e lAvI Apo. kAmajite strI haTha sAme hAra mAnI. e alaMkAra jovA mATe lAvI ApavAnuM teNe vacana ApyuM. prajApAla! tArA bhAbhIne te tArI patnI mATe je hamaNAM navAM alaMkAra banAvyAM che, te jovA mATe joIe che. to tuM te lAvI Apa." bIje divase kAmajite potAnA bhAIne kahyuM. pUjya ! bhAbhIthI vizeSa zuM hoya ? abaghaDI huM lAvI dauM chuM." bhAbhIne mA tulya mAnatA diyare kahyuM. ne patnI pAse jaI te alaMkAro laI Avyo. e alaMkAre prItimatie pitAnA aMga upara paheryA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #412 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa ADe AvyA 'kema have huM kevI lAgu chu ?? abhimAnathI teNe kAmajitane puchayuM. * 'ghaNuM ja suMdara ! paNa A alaMkAre have tuM joI pAchA ApI deje. huM tane AnAthI paNa vadhu caDIyAtA banAvarAvI ApIza. kAmajite strIne khuza karI. A alaMkAro ApyAne ATha divasa thaI gayA, to paNa prItimatie e alaMkAre pAchA na mokalAvyA. AthI vidhummatie potAnI dAsI kAmadattAne jeThANI pAse mekalI. praNAma mahArANIjI! mane nAnI rANamAe ApanI pAse mokalI che. ane teoe Apane ApelA alaMkAra pAchA maMgAvyA che." dAsIe vinayathI alaMkAronI mAMgaNI karI. A samaya Avaze ja. e prItimatine khabara hatI eTale tarata ja kSobha pAmatAM ane AMkhamAM AMsu lAvI kahyuM : arara huM te sAva lUMTAI gaI. na jANe meM e alaMkAro DAbe hAthe kayAM mUkI dIdhA che, te mane jaDatA ja nathI. roja tenI tapAsa karuM chuM. paNa maLatAM ja nathI. jaDaze eTale tarata ja huM pote AvIne te alaMkAre ApI jaIza." kAmadattA te A sAMbhaLIne TharI ja gaI. paNa te ya strI hatI. strI strIne na samaje te thaI rahyuM ne? te samajI gaI mahArANe ja huM bole che. ne alaMkAro kayAMya mUkAI gayA che, tene khoTo DeLa ane zeka kare che. alaMkAre te sahIsalAmata ja che, paNa mahArANIne te pAchA ApavA nathI. bhI.-26 P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #413 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 402 bhImasena caritra che paraMtu A bhAva teNe pitAnA manamAM ja rAkhyA. te eka zabda paNa e aMge na bolI. mAtra ATaluM ja kahyuM : "ThIka tyAre, jyAre jaDe tyAre jaldI pAchA mokalAvaje." kAmadattAe vinmatine badhI vAta karI. pitAnI zaMkA paNa jaNAvI. vidyanmati to e jANIne bhAre zeka karavA lAgI. alaMkAra vinA tene jIva muMjhAvA lAgyo. . prajApAlane A vAtanI khabara paDI. teNe moTAbhAI kAmajitane kahyuM. kAmajite jAte badhe tapAsa karI. paNa alaMkAre chevAyA hoya to jaDe ne ? e kayAMka mUkAI gayA hoya te maLI Ave ne ? A to jANI joIne saMtADI rAkhyA hatA. prItimatie kAmajitane vAta karI, ke alaMkAre khavAyA nathI paraMtu potAne e gamI gayA hovAthI te saMtADI dIdhA che. kAmajita khUba ja gusse thaze. A khoTuM thAya che, ema tene lAgyuM. ema na karavA teNe patnIe ghaNuM samajAvyuM paNa patnI na mAnI te na ja mAnI. ulaTuM A vAta koIne paNa nahi karavA mATe kAmajitane manAvI lIdhuM. kAmajite jAte jayAre kahyuM, ke alaMkAre nathI maLatAM, tyAre prajApAlane khUba ja duHkha thayuM. tenA kumaLA hiMyA upara bhAre AghAta lAge. "arara! mArA moTAbhAIe mane chetaryo ! jemane meM pitA tulya mAnyA, e vaDIla baMdhue ja mAre vizvAsaghAta P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #414 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pA5 ADe AvyA 403 karyo!" prajApAlanuM haiyuM raDavA lAgyuM, vidyumnati paNa zakAtura banI gaI baMnenI A dazA joI prItimatinI dAsI devadattAe paNa tene samajAvavA prayatna karyo. AvA vizvAsaghAtathI kaMI sAruM pariNAma nahi Ave. e alaMkAro tame nAnI rANIne pAchA ApI de. paNa prItimati na mAnI, te na ja mAnI. mAyA ane chaLakapaTa karI prItimatie AthI kamabaMdha karyo. vizvAsaghAtanuM tene pApa lAgyuM. paraMtu tene te A pApanI kaMI paDI na hatI. alaMkAre A rIte meLavI levAthI te khuzakhuzAla hatI. eka divasa vArANasImAM AcArya bhagavaMta potAnA ziSya samudAya sAthe vihAra karatAM padhAryA. ' kAmajita, prajApAla temaja anya parivArajano te bhagavaMtane vaMdanA karavA mATe gayA. AcArya bhagavatazrIe saune dharmalAbha Ape ane preraka dharmadezanA ApI. AcAryazrIe te divase vizvAsaghAta viSe sacoTa upadeza Apyo. vizvAsaghAta e mahApApa che. e pApa karanAra durgati pAme che, ane anaMtA bhava duHkha pAme che. jeo tevA pApa AcaratA nathI, teo A leka ne paralokamAM nAgadattanI jema sukhI thAya che. Ama kahI bhagavaMte nAgadattanuM daSTAMta kahyuM. AcAryazrInA A dezanA sAMbhaLI kAmajita ane prIti Page #415 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 404 bhImasena caritra matina pApabhIruM AtmA dhrujI UTha. pote je chaLakapaTathI alaMkAra laI pApa sevyuM hatuM, e pApane yAda karatAM, baMnene AtmA pastA karavA lAgyo. arara ame bhAna bhUlI A kevuM mahApApa bAMdhI dIdhuM ! he prabhe ! have ame A pApathI kyAre chuTIzuM?' baMnee khUba ja utkaTa bhAvathI pitAnA pApanI niMdA karI. e alaMkAre vidyamatine pAchA ApI dIdhA. teonI kharA aMtaHkaraNathI kSamA mAMgI. pastAvA ane kSama bhAvanAthI teonuM A pApa haLavuM banyuM. kamane baMdha DhIle pa. tyAra pachI teo baMne vizeSa prakAre dharma karavA lAgyA paraMtu teo hajI joIe tevI ekAgratAe dharma karI zakatA na hatA. temanuM mana hajI barAbara dharmavAsita banyuM na hatuM. AthI thoDA ja divasomAM teo saMsAranA bhoga vilAsamAM pharI DUbI gayA. eka divasa kAmajita priyA saha jaLakriDA karavA nagarathI ghaNe dUra eka sarovara AgaLa ga. A saravara ghaNuM vizALa ane manahara hatuM. kamaLothI te apUrva zobhA pAmatuM hatuM. temAM jaLacara prANIo paNa hatAM. kAmajita te samaye tophAne caDyo hato. tenI yuvAnI phATa phATa thatI hatI. ane te mastImAM AvI gaye hate. aMgeaMga tene thanAnI Tha Da' P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #416 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa ADe AvyAM 405 * teNe sarovaramAMthI eka mahA vikarALa jaLacarane potAnI tAkAtathI bahAra kheMcI kADhayuM. jaLa vinA te jIva akaLAvA lAgyo. teno zvAsa rUMdhAvA lAgyo. te taraphaDIyA khAvA lAgyuM. kAmajite thoDIvAra sudhI tenI A vedanA joI. tene AnaMda AvyuM. paNa pachI tene e jIvanI dayA AvI. AthI tarata ja teNe e jIvane pA che sarovaramAM pheMkI dIdhA. Ama vividha prakAre sarovaramAM priyA saha AnaMda karI te vanamAM dAkhala thaze. ane vananuM saundarya jovA lAgyuM. - tyAM tenI najara jatA eka vaTemArga upara paDI. tarata ja teNe tophAna karyuM. e vaTemArgune lUMTI lIdhee vaTemArga ratane laIne jato hato. ane jhaverI hato. Ama acAnaka pite luMTAI gaye. tethI jhaverI bebAkaLo banI gayo. ne raDavA lAgyo. lagabhaga te mUcchita thaI javA jevuM thaI gaye. kAmajitane kaMI ratnonI jarUra na hatI. e kaMI lUMTAre na hato. paNa eka gammata khAtara teNe Ama karyuM hatuM. jhaverInI dayA AvI. AthI teNe tenA ratno pAchA ApI dIdhA. tyAMthI baMne jaNA AgaLa vadhatAM eka devInA maMdiramAM AvyA. A maMdiramAM eka kanyA devInI bhakti karI rahI hatI. rANInI najara tenA gaLA upara gaI. e gaLAmAM 2nahAra hato. e ratnAhAra upara tenI najara bagaDI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #417 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 406 . bhImasena caritra kAma jite tarata ja kanyAne raDatI = dayA AvI * 'mane pele hAra lAvI Ape. IzArAthI prItimatie kAmajitane kahyuM. kAmajite tarata ja e kanyAne bhaya pamADI hAra laI lIdho. thoDIvAra sudhI e kanyAne raDatI ne bhaya pAmatA joI rahyo. rANI paNa joI rahI. pachI tenI dayA AvI. AthI e hAra teNe kanyAne pA che ApI dIdho. * Ama baMne vana vihAra karatAM karatAM nagara tarapha pAchA pharyA. * nagaramAM praveza karatAM kAmajite eka dIna ane kaMgALa vaNikane . tenI sAthe tenI patnI paNa hatI. baMnene paheraveza jotAM temaja temanA sUkAyelA zarIra jotAM lAgatuM hatuM, ke baMne khUba ja duHkhamAM che. * kAmajite baMne upara karuNA lAvI pitAne tyAM kAme rAkhI lIdhA. vaNikanI patnI svabhAve namra hatI. zAMta hatI. ane jAta toDIne paNa kAma karatI hatI. paraMtu prItimati tenA kAmamAM vAraMvAra bhUla kADhatI. ane tene aneka kaDavA veNa saMbhaLAvatI. to pelI strI mUgA mee cUpacApa badhuM sahana karatI. * eka divasa prItimati khUba ja gussAmAM AvI gaI. ane te pilI strIne gharamAMthI hAMkI kADhavA taiyAra thaI. kAmajitane teNe kaDavA zabdomAM pharIyAda karI. kAmajite tene ghaNuM samajAvI. evI rIte koI ne P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #418 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa ADe AvyAM raTale na chInavI levA ghaNuM samajAvyuM. paraMtu prItimatie kAmajitano eka paNa zabda kAne na dharyo. teNe potAne ja kakko kharo karyo. ane teNe e strI temaja tenA pati banene tiraskAra karI kADhI mUkyA. kAmajitane patnInA A pagalAthI ghaNuM ja duHkha thayuM. paNa strImAM te eTalo badho Asakata hatuM, ke tenAthI upara vaTa jaI e kazuM ja na karI zakaze. - have eka divasa kAmajitanA rAjamahelamAM eka tapasvI bhIkSA mATe AvyA. A tapasvIe tapathI potAnI kAyA gALI nAMkhI hatI. dehanI mamatAno nAza karyo hato. jene dehanI mamatA na hoya tene deha DhAMkavAnA kapaDAne to moha ja kayAMthI hoya ? AthI A tapasvIe jINu ane malina evAM kapaDAM paheryA hatAM. kAmajita A tapasvIne joI krodhe bharAyo. A bhikhArI mAra mahelamAM kayAMthI ghUsI gaye? ema vicAra karI e turata ja tapasvI pAse Avyo. tene tiraskAra karyo. kaDavAM veNa kahyAM. ane dhakakA mArI tene bahAra dhakelI kADhaze. e pachInA thoDA divasa bAda kAmajita nagaramAM hAthI upara besIne grAmacarcA karI rahyo hato. tyAM teNe eka zrAvakane supAtradAna detA je. e joIe bolI UTho: "chi ! Ama te kaMI bhIkha devAtI haze? AvA dAna karavAthI zuM vaLe ?" , P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #419 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 408 bhImasena caritra pote dAna to karyuM nahi, paNa dAna karanAranI paNa teNe A rIte ni do karI, tethI kAmajite duSkarma bAMdhyuM. - e pachI eka vakhata kAmajita vanakrIDA karI rahyo hato. tyAM teNe eka munine AhAra karatA joyA. kAmajitane zuM sUjhayuM te teNe munino AhAra lAta mArI phekI dIdho. ane manine gaLuM dabAvI khUba ja herAna karyA. DIvAra pachI munine teNe mukata karyA. | muninI A rIte kadarzana karavAthI kAmajite vaLI navuM eka pApakarma upArjana karyuM. - tyAMthI AgaLa jatAM rAjAe vAMdarA ane tenA baccAne ramatAM joyA. kutUhalathI teNe eka nAnA baccAne upADI lIdhu mAthI vikhUTA paDavAthI bacce AkaMda karI UThayuM. rAjAne tethI dayA AvI ane cheDI mUkayuM. - nirarthaka rIte Ama eka jIvane herAna karavAthI rAjAe eka vadhu pApa bAMdhyuM. " eka vakhata kAmajita vanamAM gaye. tyAM eka Azrama hato. e AzramamAM muni rahetA hatA. munine thoDA satAvavA e corI chupIthI sAvadha pagale AzramamAM dAkhala thayo. | muni tyAre eka jalapAtra bharI rahyA hatA. jalapAtra bharI e kayAMka AghApAchA thayA. A taka joI kAmajite te jalapAtra saMtADI dIdhuM. munie pAchA pharI joyuM, to jalapAtra na maLe. kayAM gayuM haze e ? koNa laI gayuM e? ahIM koNa AvyuM haze ? P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #420 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa ADe AvyAM 489 - tarasathI muninuM gaLuM zekAtuM hatuM. aMgeaMgamAM dAha baLI rahyo hato. jaLapAtra guma thaI javAthI te vyAkuLa banI gayA. * gheDIkavAre kAmajitane muni upara dayA AvI. ane jaLapAtra pAchuM ApyuM. temaja muninI dharmadezanA sAMbhaLavA e beThe. munie tene dayAdharma samajAvyuM. muninI vANI sAMbhaLI tene AtmA jAgI UThayo ane pharI AvA aghaTita kRtya nahi karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI. muninI vANI sAMbhaLI e nagara tarapha pAcho pharI rahyo hato. tyAM teNe eka haraNane joyuM. A haraNanA pagamAM vela vITAI gaI hatI, tethI te khUba ja duHkha anubhavI rahyuM hatuM. mahAmusIbate te kUdakA mArI zakatuM hatuM. kAmajite tarata ja tene pakaDI pADayuM ane dayathI prerAI teNe vela kApI nAkhI. baMdhana haLavuM thatAM ja haraNa kUdatuM pharatuM cAlyuM gayuM. kAmajita paNa A dharmakRtyathI AnaMda pAmato rAjamahelamAM pAche A. bIje divase e saparivAra pharIthI e AzramamAM Aghe. munine bhAvapUrvaka vaMdanA karI, temanI amRtavANuM sAMbhaLI. - munizrIe saraLa ane sacoTa bhASAmAM dharmadezanA P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #421 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 410 bhImasena caritra ApI. e sAMbhaLI saunA AtmA kRtakRtya banyA ane saue ahiMsAdi mukhya vrato grahaNa karyA. - e pachI kAmajita ane prItimati baMnee vizuddhapaNe dharAdhanA karI. utkaTapaNe jJAna, darzana ane cAritranI sAdhanA karI. A sAdhanA karatAM temaNe jarApaNa khalana na thavA dIdhI. apramattabhAve temaNe AtmadharmanuM sevana kayu : dharmanI utkaTa ane ugra, zubha ane zuddha ArAdhanA karavAthI AyuSya pUruM thatAM baMne marIne svargalokamAM gayA. ' he bhImasena ! kAmajita svargamAMthI zyavIne A pRthavI upara rAjagRhI nagarImAM Avyo. e kAmajita te ja tu" bhImasena. prajApAlano jIva te harirSaNa rAjA thaye. prItimati devalokathI cyavIne suzIlA rANuM thaI. surasuMdarI te vighatmatino jIva. devadattA svargathI cyavIne sunaMdA dAsIno avatAra pAmI. kAmadattA vimaLA dAsI banI. vidyAsAgara maMtrIno jIva te A devasena ane vasubhUtino jIva te A ketusena. - pUrvajanmamAM te traNa traNa vAra muni bhagavaMtanA avahelanA karI hatI, AthI A bhavamAM traNa traNa vAra tArI saMpatti cAlI gaI. pUrvajanmamAM strI sahita te vaNikanuM rakSaNa karyuM hatuM ane tArI patnIe kAraNa vinA vaNika patnIne trAsa A hato. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #422 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pApa ADe AvyAM 411 AthI A bhave e ja vaNikano jIva marIne lakSmI pati thaze. tenI patnI subhadrA thaI ane teoe. A bhave tamArA gata janmano badale lIdhe. pUrvabhavamAM te vizvAsaghAtathI tArA bhAInA alaMkAro dada laI lIdhA tethI A bhave teNe tAruM rAjya jhuMTavI lIdhuM. mATe he rAjana ! bodha pAma. ane karmanI gatine samaja. je jIva je karma kare che, te bhogavavAthI ja teno kSaya thAya che. pUrva janmamAM karelAM azubha karma te A bhavamAM bhagavyAM. have navIna karma na baMdhAya ne sakala karmano kSaya ti thAya te udyama kara. haMmezA dharma kara. jyAM dharma che, tyAMja jaya che. je haMmezA sarpanI jema jana saMsane tyAga kare che, je maDadAnI jema yuvatIne dUrathI paNa joto nathI, temaja je viSaya sukhane viSa samAna samaje che, te dhIra puruSa vijaya meLave che. ane aMte mokSapadane pAme che. ajJAnarUpa kAdavathI utpanna thayeluM, tattva vagaranuM, duHkhanuM eka sthAna, janma, jarA ane mRtyuthI yukta evA saMsAranA baMdhanane anitya jANa! jJAnarUpa talavArathI tenAM baMdhano kApI nAMkha! AlekamAM suvidhipUrvaka ane samyagra rIte sevana karAyela dhama trividha tApane dUra kare che. pitAnI jema hita P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #423 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 412 bhImasena caritra karanAra che. mokSa mAge gamana karanArAo mATe te parama pAtheya che. AthI bhavyAtmAo ! tame A dharmanuM utkRSTapaNe ArAdhana kare. kevaLI bhagavate bhImasenanA pUrvabhavanI samApti karI ane dharmanuM sevana karavAnI zIkha ApI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #424 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 33 4 re ! A saMsAra !! kevaLI bhagavaMta zrI hari sUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA maMgala svara cAreya dizAmAM gUMjI rahyA hatA. zrotAo mugdha bhAve e amRtavANunuM pAna karI rahyA hatA. parSadA hakaDeThaTha bharAyelI hatI. deva, dAnavo, manuSya ane tiryaMce paNa zAMtabhAve bhagavaMtanI dezanA kAne dharI rahyA hatA. bhagavate Aje bhImasenane pUrvabhava kahe zarU karyo hato. temAM kathA hatI. kathAmAM narI saccAI hatI. e sacAImAM AtmAne jAgrata kare tevI akhUTa tAkAta hatI. kevaLI bhagavaMtanA eka eka zabda bhImasenanuM remerema dhrujI UThatuM hatuM. bhagavaMta evI asarakAraka vANImAM pitAnA pUrvabhavanA prasaMgenuM varNana karI rahyA hatA, ke bhImasena e tamAma prasaMge pitAnI AMkha sAme bhajavAI rahyA hoya tema anubhavI rahyo hate. suzIlA paNa pitAnA pUrvabhavane nihALI rahI hatI. suzIlAnA svarUpamAM e prItimatinA bhavane anubhava karI rahI hatI. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #425 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 414 bhImasena caritra "arara ! zuM huM Avo hato ? uchuMkhala ane uddhata kAmajitanA bhavamAM meM zuM AvAM ghora pApa karyA hatAM ? ane e pApa paNa pAchAM meM hasatA hasatA karelA. mane majAka sUjhI te jaLacara jIvane pANImAMthI bahAra kheMcI kADho, vAMdarAnA baccAne janetAthI vikhUTuM pADayuM, vaNikanA rane jhUMTavI lIdhAM, muni bhagavaMtanI meM traNa traNa vAra kadarthanA karI. A badhuM ja meM vinA kAraNe karyuM. na temane kaMI vAMka hato. na kaMI temano guno ! aparAdha vinA ja eka ramata karavA khAtara ja meM e badhuM karyuM ! e ramate hAya ! Aja mArI zI zI dazA thaI? prItimatinA premamAM lubdha banI prajApAlane chetaryo, te A bhave teNe mAruM rAjya lUMTI lIdhuM ! - vaNika ane tenI patnIne vinA aparAdhe kADhI mUkyA. to A bhave mAre khUda e rIte behAla thaI reTalA mATe rajhaLavuM paDyuM ! - muni bhagavaMtanI avahelanA karI, te traNa traNa vAra hAthamAM AvelI saMpattine mAre gumAvavI paDI." - Aha! zuM karmane nyAya che! " ekaeka pApakarma mAre bhogavavuM paDyuM. temAMthI saheja paNa huM chaTakI na zako. ekaeka karmane mAre pUrepUre hisAba cUkavavo paDaze. - P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #426 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ re! A saMsAra !! 415 e pApamAMthI na mane pratimati ugArI zakI ke na mane mAruM azvaya e karmamAMthI bacAvI zakayuM ! mArAM karelAM karma mAre ja bhegavavAM paDayAM. temAM koIe paNa bhAga na paDAvyo." bhImasena potAnA karmane saMbhArI tene baLabaLato pastA karato AMsu sArI rahyo. - suzIlA nI AMkha paNa AMsuthI UbharAI rahI hatI. te paNa pitAnA prItimatinA bhavane yAda karI pastAvAthI saLagI rahI hatI. pite vizvAsaghAta karI alaMkAre saMtADI rAkhyA, vaNika patnIne khoTI rIte trAsa ApI temane ghara bahAra kADhI mUkayA vagere pitAnA karmone yAda karI pitAnI e pApane niMdavA lAgI. tene paNa thayuM, ke A jagatamAM je jIva jevAM karma bAMdhe che, tevAM ja karmane badale tene cUkavavuM paDe che. karmane pAzamAMthI koIpaNa chaTakI zakatuM nathI. pApa bhale nirdoSabhAve kayu hoya ke pachI atyaMta krUra ne vairabhAve karyuM hoya, tenuM pariNAma bhegavavuM ja paDe che. - sunaMdA ane vimalA dAsI paNa Aja jAtane bhAva anubhavI rahI hatI. temanuM aMtara paNa potAno pUrvabhava jANe dharma bhAvanAthI pIgaLI rahyuM hatuM. anya jIva paNa bhImasenanA A pUrvabhavane jANIne saMsAranI asAratA, karmanI sattA, karmanA pariNAma vagereno P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #427 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 41 bhImasena caritra vicAra karI rahyA hatA. ane pitAnA bhavAMtare potAnA pApathI zuM hAla thaze, te vicArathI dhrujI rahyA hatA. pitAne pUrvabhava jANa bhImasenanI rahI sahI Asakti paNa saMsAra uparathI uDI gaI. - "zu A saMsAra jIvavAne? e jIvIne Akhara pAmavAnuM zuM ? duHkha ane duHkha sivAya bIju A saMsAramAM che paNa zuM ? saMsAramAM dekhAtA sukha paNa duHkha rU5 che. sukhanA AvaraNa taLe duHkha ja DhaMkAyeluM che. ane A mAnavabhava gumAvI dIdho to? eza ane ArAmamAM eI nAMkhe to? lega ane vilAsamAM tene veDaphI nAMkhyo to ? ALasa ane ArAmamAM tene bagADI mUka te ? kone khabara ke pachI A bhava maLe ke kema? ane A bhavamAM bAMdhelA karma to pAchA bhegavavA ja paDavAnA. e karmono kSaya karatAM pAchAM na jANe keTalAya bhavo nIkaLI jAya? ane eka bhava eTale ? janama-maraNanA asahya duHkhe. Adhi-vyAdhi ne upAdhinI anatI vaNajhAra. ekamAMthI chuTI bIjAmAM baMdhAvAnuM. bIjAmAMthI chuTI trIjAmAM jakaDAvAnuM, Ama paraMparA pAchI cAlyA ja karavAnI. nahi...nahi....A saMsAramAM have vadhu na rahevAya. A gRhastha jIvanamAM have eka divasa paNa pasAra na karAya. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #428 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ re! A saMsAra !! 417 mahAmUle meM samaya vyatIta thaI rahyo che. jIvana eka eka paLa pasAra karatuM dhImI ne cekasa gatie mRtyu tarapha dhasI rahyuM che. kone khabara A jIvana jyAre kALane ke Lio banI jaze ? e jIvana pUruM thAya e pahelAM ja mAre A saMsArano tyAga karI devuM joIe. saMsAranI mamatAne phagAvI devI joI che. dehanA mohano nAza karI nAMkhave joIe. A ja paLa che. A ja kSaNa che. jIvanane sArthaka karI levAnI A ja ghaDI che. have mane vilaMba na khape...." saMsAranI asAratAthI vicAra karato bhImasena sarivAra rAjamahelamAM pAcho pharyo. rAjamahelamAM pAchA pharele bhImasena bhImasena na hato. lAMbI UMghamAMthI jAgrata thayela e AtmA hato. rAjamahela have tene khUMcavA lAgyo. bhonA baMdhanamAM bAMdhanAra e kedakhAnA jevuM lAgyuM. ane jANe pite eka moTA baMdIkhAnAmAM Avyo hoya tevA bhAva e anubhavavA lAgyuM. pitAnI AtmabhAvanAnI vAta karatAM teNe suzIlAne kahyuM : devI ! mane A saMsAra have khAro jhera lAge che. ghaNuM varase e jhera pIdhuM. e jheranI mane have abhya akaLAmaNa thAya che. - bhega vilAsathI kharaDAyelA A dehanI huM zuddhi karavA bhI, rAMs Ac: Gunratnasuri M.S: Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #429 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 418 bhImasena caritra mAMgu chuM. moha ane mAyAthI malina banelA mArA AtmAne jJAna-darzana ane cAritrathI vizuddha karavA mAMguM chuM. "svAmI ! mArI paNa e ja dazA che. jyArathI meM mAro pUrvabhava jANa che, te paLathI ja mAruM mana to A saMsAra uparathI UThI gayuM che. mane kayAMya cena paDatuM nathI. A vaibhava ne vilAsa, A sukha ane sAbI, mane kaMTakanI jema bheMkAI rahI che. putranI mamatA, tamArI mAyA, A rAjalakSamInI mA, A dehanI Asakti, A badhAthI mane zuM maLavAnuM ? ethI janamojanama eka yonimAMthI bIjI enimAM mAre bhaTakayA ja karavAnuM ne ? paNa nA. mAre have e bhavabhramaNa nathI karavI. have to e baMdhano badhA toDI ja nAMkhavA che. sakala karmano kSaya kare che. ' - have pachI na janama joIe, na mRtyu joIe, na duHkha joIe, na saMtApa joIe. na koI kazAyanI vaLagaNa joIe. * huM AtmA chuM. e AtmA ja mAre banI rahevuM che. nazvara A dehano sadAyanA mATe mAre nAza karI nAMkhavA che ane AtmAne AtmatatvamAM bheLavI saMsArane sadAya mATe, sarvathA aMta ANave che." suzIlAe namrabhAve potAnA AMtarabhAvanA pragaTa karI. "dhanya devI ! dhanya! tamArI bhAvanA anamedanIya che. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #430 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ re! A saMsAra ! ! 419 mArA tamane AzIrvAda che. e bhAvanAne sArthaka kare. saMsArane nAza karo. kamano kSaya karo. ane muktine pAme. bhImasene utsAhathI kIdhuM. - bhImasena ane suzIlAe A asAra saMsArano tyAga karI dIkSA levAno daDha nirdhAra karyo. A nirdhAranI jANa temaNe vijayasena ane sucanAne paNa karI. bhImasenano A zubha saMdeza maLatAM ja vijayasena ane sucanA cIlajhaDape rAjagRhI AvI pahoMcyA. teo paNa A zubha kAryamAM sAthe nIkaLavA tatpara banyA hatA. tamane paNa A saMsAra asAra jaNa hato. badhAM bhegA maLatAM ja sau dIkSAnI vAta karavA lAgyA. bhImasene devasenane ane ketusenane paNa lAvyA. temane potAnA nirNayanI vAta karI. ane zubha divase devasenane rAjyAbhiSeka karyo. ke bhImasene devasenane rAjamuguTa paherAvyuM. rAjamudrA ApI. ane rAjavahIvaTa mATe suMdara zIkhAmaNa ApatAM kahyuM : - " putra ! varasa sudhI meM A nagaranA prajAjano upara zAsana karyuM che. je rIte tAruM ghaDatara karI tAro vikAsa karyo che, ethI paNa vizeSa rIte putra bhAve meM A prajAnuM kalyANa ne hita karavA prayatna karyo che. tuM paNa havethI A prajAnuM putra bhAve rakSaNa karaje. prema ane mamatAthI temanI saMbhALa le che. - saMkaTano samaya Ave tyAre dhIraja gumAvIza nahi. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #431 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 420 bhImasena caritra daurya dhAraNa karaje. kAraNa darya e puruSanuM AbhUSaNa che ane prajAnuM zAsana saMbhALatA rAjavI mATe te e guNa ghaNe ja anivArya che. AthI jarAya utAvaLe banyA vinA svastha ane zAMta citte daurya ne zaurya thI prajAnuM kalyANa karaje. rAjakArabhAra e ghaNe ja aTapaTo viSaya che. e kArabhAra karatAM tuM nItine cUkIza nahi. anIti AdarI nahi. kAraNa anIti e aneka ApattinuM mULa che. haMmezA guNo ja meLavaje. saguNa vinAnuM jIva bhArarUpa che. ezvarya ne zaibhavamAM chakI jaI avaguNathI tAra jIvanane barabAda na karIza. A rAjasaMpatti e prajAnI saMpatti che tema mAnI tene upaga karaje. badhI ja bAbatemAM vicakSaNa evA maMtrInI salA leje. temane sAthe rAkhI badhA zubha kAma karaze. ane rAja lakSamIne niraMtara vadhAre karaje. ane e lakSamIne prajAna sukha ane sagavaDamAM upayoga karaje. - sau upara prema rAkhaje. tArAthI vace meTA a jJAnamAM samRddha hoya tevA vidvAna ane vaDIlenuM uci sanmAna karaje. temano Adara satkAra karaje, temanI hita vANInuM pAlana karaje. rAjazAsana tAre calAvavAnuM che, tethI tArI pAse re baroja aneka prazno Avaze. janatAnI phariyAdo Avaze nyAya mATenI pukAra Avaze. e saghaLAmAM viveka rAkhaje sattAnA upaga karatAM AtmAnA avAjane vadhu mahatva Apaja P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #432 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ re ! A saMsAra! ! 421 : sattAnA lIdhe abhimAnI na banIza. namra banaje. sattAne upaga zAsanane suvyavasthita ane sutaMtrita karavA mATe karaje. yuddhane Azaro laIza nahi. rakSaNa mATe yuddha karaje. navA navA rAjya meLavavAnA lebhamAM nirdonuM lohI reDAvIza nahi. bane tyAM sudhI yuddhathI viramaje. - yuddha karavAnuM mana jera kare te tArI pitAnI jAta sAthe ja yuddha khelaje. tArA manane nabaLA pADanArA, tane durgatimAM gherI janArA, tArA AtmAne kalaMkita karanArA evA tArA AMtarazatrao sAme khUnakhAra yuddha laDI leje. e zatruo upara vijaya meLavaje. ne AmarAjyane yazasvI vijetA banaje. - rAjavaibhavamAM paDIne tArA dharmane visarIza nahi. tuM pahelAM mAnava che. mAnavatA e tAre prathama dharma che. e dharmathI Tyuta thaIza nahi. ane eka rAjA tarIke tArA aneka kartavya dharmo che. e dharmanuM yathArtha pAlana karaje. = artha ane kAmamAM, paisA ane patanamAM aTavAIne tArA dharmane neve na mUkIza. ane yAda rAkhaje je divase tuM tAro dharma bhUlIza, te divasathI tAruM saghaLuM azvaya nAza pAmaze. - nyAyanA siMhAsana upara besIne nirdoSone daMDa karIza nahi. gunegArone paNa ucita ja daMDa karaje. ane mRtyu daMDa te koIno paNa karIza nahi. kAraNa je jIvana ApaNe P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #433 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 422 bhImasena caritra keIna ApI zakatAM nathI te jIvana chInavI levAno ApaNane kaI ja adhikAra nathI. ApaNuM kartavya te aparAdhane dUra karavAnuM che, aparAdhIone nahi. AthI aparAdhane tiraskA karaje. ane aparAdhIo upara dayA ciMtavaje. tArA AMgaNe je koI saMta, jJAnI, guru bhagavaMta Adi Ave tenA vinaya karaje. temanI bhakti karaje, temanI hitakArI vANI nuM pAna karaje. supAtra dAna deje. garIba gurabAone anna ane vasa dije. rAjacarcA karavA nIkaLaje ane je kaI duHkhI jaNAya teonA duHkha dUra karavA prayatna karaje. pUrvabhavanA puNyabaLathI tane A rAjya maLyuM che. e puNyamAM dharma ArAdhana karIne vadhAro karaje. yauvananA unmAdama e puNya khacI na nAMkhIza. ane AthI vizeSa tane zuM kahevuM ? tuM sujJa che samajadAra che. tane, tArA kuLane, tArA dharmane temaja tAja AtmAne vadhu ujajavaLa ane yazasvI kare tevI rIte A rAjadhurAne vahana karaje." ghaNA ja vistArathI bhImasene devasenane rAja calAvavA mATenI yogya sucanAo ApI. devasene tene vinayapUrva svIkAra karyo. "pitAjI! Apa naciMta rahe che. ApanI AjJAnuM huM akSaraza: pAlana karIza." P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #434 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ re! A saMsAra !! 423 e pachInA bIjA divase devasena ane ketusene pitAnA mAtA pitAne bhavya e dIkSA mahotsava ujavyo. bhImasena ane suzIlA sAthe bIjA paNa keTalAka mumukSu AtmAo hatA. e sau vAjate gAjate kevaLI bhagavaMta zrI hari sUrIzvara mahArAjA pAse AvyA. bhagavaMte te saune vidhipUrvaka dIkSA ApI. nagarajanoe e sau nUtana muni bhagavaMtane jayanAda karyo. | devasena ane ketusene zrAvakanA bAra vrato grahaNa karyA. ane mAtapitAne vaMdanA karI rAjamahela pAchA pharyA. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #435 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 baMdhana tUTayAM bhImasena Adi mumukSu AtmAone dIkSA ApI pitAnA ziSya samudAya sAthe kevaLI bhagavaMta zrI hari mahArAjAe rAjagRhIthI vihAra karyo. nagarajanoe e sau zramaNa bhagavaMtone AMsubhInI AMkhe vidAya ApI. kevaLI bhagavaMta gAmAnagAma vihAra karatAM ane aneka bhavya jIne pratibodha pamADatAM eka divase sametazikhara AvI pahoMcyA. bhagavaMte potAnA AyuSya pUrNa thavAne samaya je. AthI temaNe e pavitra tIrtha upara anazana karyuM. zubha dhyAnamAM AtmA paravIne e besI gayA. dehanI mAyAne khaMkherI nAMkhI. cauda rAjalokanA jIvonI kSamApanA mAMgI. ane mAtra eka ja AtmAnuM dhyAna dharatAM ane AtmAnI AtmA sAthe suratA meLavI ekalIna banI gayAM. dhyAtA-dhyAna ne dayeyane akaya racAyu. bhagavaMtane P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #436 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 425 bhImasena caratra AtmA deha ane duniyA visarI gaye. AtmA AtmAne anubhava karavA lAgyo. - divya dhyAnanI A dIkSI temanA mukhAraviMda upara vilasI rahI. ane sabhAnapaNe bhagavaMte dehanA paramANuone vosarAvI dIdhA. bhagavaMta nirvANa pAmyA. AtmA AtmAmAM maLI gayo. saMsArano bhagavate nAza karyo. ane teo muktine varyA. devatAoe bhagavaMtano nirvANa mahotsava ujavyuM. ziSya samudAye guru bhakitarUpe te divase upavAsa karyo. gurune guNenuM ciMtavana karyuM. gurunI hita zikSAne yAda karI. ane e mArge satata sAvadha rahI cAlavA sau sajAga banyA. - munirAja zrI bhImasena gurunA javAthI thoDA vyAkuLa to banyA. paraMtu ghaDI pachI temaNe gurunA dehanI mAyA khaMkherI nAMkhI. ane gurunA AtmAne bhajavA lAgyA. cAritradharmanI temaNe utkaTa ArAdhanA karI. jJAnAbhyAsa karyo. ugra tapazcaryA karI. gAmegAma vihAra karyo. ekacitte AtmAnuM dhyAna dharyu. A saMsAramAM rahevAthI AtmAne je kaMI bhoga vilAsa moha-mAyA vagerene kAdava lAgyuM hatuM, te temaNe jJAna ane kriyAthI, tapa ane svAdhyAyathI dhoI nAMkhe. dehanI azuddhi paNuM svaccha karI. ane eka divasa vihAra karatAM karatAM temAM aneka ziSya samudAya sAthe rAjagRhI padhAryA. , P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #437 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 426 bhImasena caritra - A rAjagRhImAM eka vakhata teo rAjA hatA. potAnI pAse aDhaLaka avarya hatuM. sukha ane sAhyabI hatI. potAnA sevA khaDe page UbhA rahetA anucara hatA. paNa A badhuM kazuM ja temane yAda nahotuM AvatuM. junA sthaLe joI e sthaLenI smRti temane satAvatI na hatI. badhI ja Asakti temaNe bhasmIbhUta karI nAMkhI hatI. jyAM sudhI saghaLA karmono kSaya nathI thayuM, tyAM sudhI e karmo bhogavavAnAM ja che. AyuSya karma pUruM nathI thayuM tyAM sudhI jIvana jIvavAnuM ja che. ane e jIvAya tyAM sudhI saghaLAM karmone bALI khAkha karI nAMkhavAnA che. e hetuthI ja teo rAjagRhI AvyA hatA. ahI temanI AtmabhAvanA vadhu ne vadhu tIvra banI. bAre bhAvanA thI AtmA samalAsa pAmavA lAgyo. AtmAnI amara tenuM ekatva, tenI akSayatA, temaja AtmAnuM AmAmAM vilIna thaI javuM te ja satya che. evI zubha bhAvanA bhAvatAM hatAM, tyAM ja temanA cAra ghAtI karmanA baMdha tUTI gayA. munizrI bhImasenane kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM. lekAlArka prakAzita thaze. sUkSmAtisUma ane atIndriya padArtho ane bhAvane sAkSAtkAra thaze. kazuM ja ajANyuM na rahyuM. badhuM ja pragaTa thayuM. kevaLajJAnanA prabhAvathI Indra mahArAjAnuM acala evuM siMhAsana DelI UThayuM. avadhijJAnane upaga mukI Indra mahArAjAe tenuM kAraNa tapAsyuM. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #438 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - - baMdhana tUTayAM joyuM te zrI bhImasena muni kevaLajJAna pAmyA hatA. Indrane AtmA harakhAI UThaze. tarata ja teNe potAnA prabhAvathI rAjagRhImA sugaMdhI jaLanI varSA karI. suvAsathI maghamaghatA pupanI vRSTi karI. devenA samuha sAthe, divya duMdubhi eno nAda karatAM Idra mahArAjA pRthvI lekamAM AvyA. - jyAM muni bhagavaMta kevaLajJAna pAmyA hatA, e bhUmine eka jana sudhI sugaMdhita karI. zItaLa chAMya karI. vizALa ne bhavya evA suvarNa kamaLanI racanA karI. "birAje bhagavaMta! birAje, ane amane dharma dezanA saMbhaLAvo." Idra mahArAjAe bhagavaMtane vaMdanA karI vijJapti karI. duMdubhino nAda sAMbhaLatAM ja rAjagRhInA nagarajano e dizAmAM doDavA lAgyA. devasenane ane ketusenane udyAnapAle zubha vadhAI ApI. vadhAI maLatAM ja saparivAra caturaMgI senA laI baMne putra pitAnA pitAne, kevaLI bhagavaMtane vaMdanA karavA temaja dharmadezane sAMbhaLavA utsAhabhera doDI AvyA. pazu-pakSIo paNa bhagavaMtanA prema prabhAvathI tyAM doDI AvyA. e samaye sau ekabIjAnA janma jAtara visarI gayA. ane nirbhaya banI ekabIjAnI sAthe sAthe beThA. deva, dAnava, mAna ane tiryaMcethI parSadA bharAI gaI. nAnA, meTA, vRddha ane yuvAna, strI ane purUSa, aDhAre Alama bhagavaMtanI vANI sAMbhaLavA ulaTabhera AvI hatI." P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #439 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 428 baMdhana tUTayA kevaLI bhagavaMta zrI bhImasene dezanAno prAraMbha karyo : - "bhavyAtmAo ! A saMsAra duHkharUpI dAvAnaLathI satata bhaDake baLI rahyo che. temAM kayAMya zAMti nathI. virAma nathI. sukha nathI. AdhithI te gherAyeluM che, vyAdhithI te vIMTaLAcele che ne upAdhithI te ubharAyela che. janma ane maraNanA asahya duHkhothI A saMsAra bhareluM che. A duHkharUpa saMsArano tame je nAza IcchatA hai, to cAritradharmanuM ArAdhana kare. saMsAranA tame aneka duHkha sahana kare che, paNa tethI tamane sAcuM ne akSaya sukha maLatuM nathI. ulaTuM tenAthI tame tamArI bhavanI paraMparAmAM vadhAro ja kare che. AthI cAritradharmanI ArAdhanAmAM paDatAM pariSahone AtmAnA AnaMdathI sahana kare. e sahana karavAthI tamArA AtmAne lAgelA karmane baMdhane tUTI jaze. - kamarAjAnI bhakti karavAne badale, tame A cAritranarezanI bhakti karo, sevA karo, tenI aheniza pUjA kare. - A saMsAramAM sau svArthanA sagAM che. tamArA karmo bhogavatI veLAe tamane koI sAtha nahi Ape. tamArA karelA karma tamAre ekalAe ja bhegavavA paDaze. jevA karma karazo, tevAM ja phaLane pAmaze. - A AtmAne anAdikALathI karmarUpI kacare bAjhela che. AtmA upara aneka zubhAzubha karmanA thara jAmI gayA che. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #440 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhImasena caritra tenA dabANane laI tame je che, tamAre je asala svabhAva che, tamAruM je kharuM ne sAcuM svarUpa che, teno tamane khyAla Avato nathI. pariNAme dehane ja tamAre mAnI, tenA dharmamAM mazagUla banI tame aneka prakAranAM sukhaduHkha bhego cho, bhavanI bhramaNa kare che. AthI he bhavyo ! tame tamArA AtmAne oLakhe. tamArA AtmasvarUpane jANe, ane je tamAre Atmadharma che tenuM yathArtha paripAlana karo. - mehano tyAga kare, mamatAne dUra kare, Asaktine nAza kare, pApathI baco. jJAnanuM sevana kare, tattvane oLakhe. sudeva suguru ane sudharmano saMga karo. vizuddha ziyaLanuM pAlana kare, bAra prakAranA tapa kare, bAra vratonuM pAlana kare, bAra bhAvanAo bhAvo. duSTa vipAkavALA asagrahane mUkI de. zubhadhyAnathI karmamaLanuM prakSAlana kare ane vairAgya bhAvanAthI AtmAne vAsita kare. - je bhavya juvo A rIte karmane kSaya karavA apramatta bhAve udyamazIla bane che, te kadI durgati pAmato nathI ane keme kame te muktine vare che. bhavya ! Adeza . karelA guNanuM niyamapUrvaka niSThAthI pAlana kare. tenA pAlanathI saMsAranA trividhe ya tApane nAza thaze. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #441 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 430 bhImasena caritra mahAnubhAve ! je jIva tane jANato nathI, te jIva ajANyA musApharanI jema ahIMthI tahI vyartha bhamyA kare che. A to nava prakAranA che. jIva, ajIva, Azrava, baMdha, saMvara, nirjarA ane mekSa. baMdha tattvamAM puNya ane pApana aMtarbhAva karyo che. utpati, sthiti ane vyayavALo, amUrta, cetanAlakSaNa vALe, kartA, bhokatA ane zarIramAM utpanna thanAro, urdhvagAmI te jIva tatva che. je karma pravRttino karyA che ane karmanA phaLano bhaktA che. temaja je saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che ane aMte mokSa pAmanAre che, te AtmA che. AtmAnA siddha ane saMsArI evA be bheda che. ane naraka Adi cAra gatinA bhedathI saMsArI jIva cAra prakAranA che. mATe bho! A nave tane tame barAbara oLakhe. tame pApamAMthI aTako ane A mAnavabhavano yathArtha upaga karI le." kevaLI bhagavaMte potAnI dharmadezanA pUrI karI. zrotAoe pitAnI yathAzakti te samaye vrato grahaNa karyA ane bhagavaMtanI pracaMDa avAje jayaghoSaNA karI. sau zrotAo vikharAI gayA. deva devasthAne gayA ane mAnava sau sva svasthAne cAlyA gayA. kevaLI bhagavaMta zrI bhImasena mahArAjAe cagya divase vihAra karyo. P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust Page #442 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ baMdhana tUTayAM 431 vihAra karatAM karatAM teo sametazikharagiri para padhAryA. ahI teo zrIe potAno AyuSyakALa najadIka jA. AthI girirAja upara teo zukla yAnamAM beThA. AtmA sAthe ekasuratA sAdhI ane theDA ja samayamAM temaNe ekI sAthe cAre ya karma, vedanIya, nAma, gotra ane AyuSyane kSaya karyo. kevaLI bhagavaMta zrI bhImasena nirvANa pAmyA. sAvI zrI suzIlAe paNa cAritranI utkaTa ArAdhanA, ugra tapa karI, gAtrone gALI nAMkhyA ane AyuSyano aMta samaya jANI teo paNa zukala dayAnamAM sthita thayAM. ane sakala karmano kSaya karI teo paNa e ja bhave muktipadane pAmyA. zrI vijayasena rAjarSi temaja sAvI zrI sulocanAe paNuM cAritradharmanI aNizuddha ArAdhanA karI baMne kevaLI banyA ane aMte baMne sakalakarmano kSaya karI mokSapadane pAmyA. samAta P.P. Ac. Gunratnasuri M.S. Jun Gun Aaradhak Trust