Book Title: Kisne Kaha Man Chanchal Hain
Author(s): Mahapragna Acharya
Publisher: Jain Vishva Bharati
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/003132/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala J-J-11 6000 hai yuvAcArya mahAprajJa Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ NASh ShIDNEN wwwwwww www.l QQZZZZ MEM mi mu www MALE% wwwwwwwww HUTTERM tulasI adhyAtma nIDam prakAzana ULIMI Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai yuvAcArya mahAprajJa Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMpAdaka muni dulaharAja prakAzana sahayoga : mitra pariSad, kalakattA dvArA sthApita yuvAcArya mahAprajJa . sAhitya prakAzana koza / caturya saMskaraNa : julAI, 1985 mUlya : pandraha rupaye/prakAzaka : tulasI adhyAtma nIDam, jaina vizva bhAratI lADanUM, nAgaura (rAjasthAna) | mudraka / jaina vizva bhAratI presa, lADanUM-341306 / KISANE KAHA MAN CHANCHAL HAI Yuvacharya Mahaprajna Rs. 15.00 - Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prastuti bIja ko vRkSa banane ke lie laMbI yAtrA karanI par3atI hai / bIja yadi bIja hI rahe to vizva ko vaha upalabdha nahIM hotA jo vRkSa se ho sakatA hai / patra, puSpa, phala, chAyA aura iMdhana-ye saba bIja ke vikAsa se hI saMbhava hote haiM / cetanA ko bhI vikAsa ke zikhara taka pahuMcAne ke lie bahuta laMbI yAtrA karanI hotI hai / yadi cetanA supta rahe to use vaha upalabdha nahIM ho sakatA, jisakI hama apekSA karate haiM / maitrI, zAnti, sauhArda, sadbhAvanA, samatA aura samanvaya-ye sAre tattva jAgRta cetanA se hI phalita ho sakate haiN| cetanA-jAgaraNa ke lie UrjA kI UrdhvayAtrA karanI hotI hai| UrjA kA pravAha nIce kI ora jAtA hai taba kAma-cetanA kA vikAsa hotA hai / jJAna-cetanA kA vikAsa UrjA kI UdhrvayAtrA hone para hI ho sakatA hai / dhyAna kA abhyAsa UrjA ko Upara kI ora le jAne kA abhyAsa hai| prastuta pustaka meM UrjA kI UrdhvayAtrA ke kucha pahalU spaSTa kiye gae haiN| __ samaya-samaya para prekSAdhyAna ke zivira Ayojita hote haiM / unameM dhyAna ke prayoga calate haiM aura sAtha-sAtha dhyAna ke viSaya meM carcA bhI calatI hai / vahI carcA isa pustaka meM saMkalita hai / akTUbara 1977, mArca 1978 tathA jUna 1678 ke tIna ziviroM kI carcA isameM saMgRhIta hai / dhyAna ke prayoga se vyakti apane-Apase paricita hotA hai| apane bhItara hone vAlI ghaTanAoM se sIdhA samparka sthApita karatA hai| dhyAna viSayaka carcA usa kArya meM bahuta sahayoga karatI hai| zarIrazAstra kA adhyayana eka DaoNkTara ke lie bhI jarUrI hai aura eka dhyAna-sAdhaka ke lie bhI jarUrI hai / prayojana donoM kA bhinna ho sakatA hai| prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa karane vAle vyakti ke lie zarIra-bodha isalie jarUrI hai ki vaha zarIra ke pratyeka bhAga ko dekha sake / zarIra kI pratyeka kozikA kA cetanA ke dvArA sparza kara sake aura use sakriya banA ske| mAnasazAstra kA adhyayana eka manovaijJAnika ke lie jitanA Avazyaka hai, utanA hI dhyAna-sAdhaka ke lie Avazyaka hai| prekSAdhyAna kA Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ abhyAsa karane vAlA cetanA ke vibhinna staroM ko jAne binA antazcetanA kI zaktiyoM ko jAgata nahIM kara sktaa| dhyAna kA prayojana hai-Antarika cetanA meM vidyamAna zaktiyoM kA vikAsa aura unakA upayoga / / karmazAstra kA adhyayana eka dArzanika aura tattvavettA ke lie jitanA jarUrI hai, utanA hI dhyAna-sAdhaka ke lie jarUrI hai| nAr3I-saMsthAna meM uThane vAlI karma-vipAka kI vibhinna taraMgoM ko jAne binA unheM zAnta nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| prekSAdhyAna se citta kI jAgarUkatA bar3hatI hai| jAgarUka sAdhaka nAr3I-saMsthAna meM uThane vAlI uttejanA yA vAsanA kI pratyeka taraMga kA anubhava kara sakatA hai aura darzana ke dvArA use niSkriya banA sakatA hai| hama cintana kI zakti se jitane paricita haiM, utane hI darzana kI zakti se aparicita haiM / cintana se jJAna-taMtuoM meM thakAna AtI hai aura darzana se ve zaktizAlI banate haiN| unakI sakriyatA bar3hatI hai / darzana cetanA hI sahaja pravRtti hai| citta zarIra ke jisa bhAga meM AtA hai, usa bhAga meM prANa kI dhArA pravAhita hotI hai / jahAM prANa kA pravAha pracura mAtrA meM hotA hai, vahAM supta caitanya kendra jAgRta ho jAte haiN| prastuta pustaka meM jAgaraNa kI prakriyA ke kucha sUtra cacita haiN| ina dhyAna-sUtroM kI carcA kI parisamApti para AcAryazrI tulasI kI upasaMhArAtmaka TippaNiyAM bhI hotI rahI haiN| ve eka svatantra pustaka meM par3hane ko mileNgii| AcAryazrI ne merI dhyAna-carcA ko bahuta sajIva banAyA hai| unakI upasthiti aura prANavattA ne mujhe bahuta prerita kiyA hai, lAbhAnvita kiyA hai| prastuta pustaka kI pANDulipi taiyAra karane ke zrama-sAdhya kArya meM tathA usake saMpAdana meM muni dulaharAjajI ne utsAhapUrNa kArya kiyA hai| isake lie unheM sAdhuvAda detA huuN| pAThaka varga ne saMprati prakAzita hone vAle dhyAna-saMbaMdhI granthoM ke prati jo bhAvanA pradarzita kI hai, jisa abhiruci se unheM par3hA hai aura usake AdhAra para prayoga kA prayatna kiyA hai, usase isa kSetra meM ujjvala saMbhAvanAeM janma le rahI haiN| maiM maMgala bhAvanA karatA hUM ki jana-jana meM adhyAtma kI bhAvanA jAge / pratyeka vyakti apane astitva ko jAne, pahacAne / maiM phira eka bAra AcAryavara ke prati zraddhA-praNata praNAma karatA hUM aura kAmanA karatA hUM ki unake patha-darzana se samUcI mAnava jAti kA patha Alokita bane / aNuvrata vihAra, naI dillI yuvAcArya mahAprajJa 1 maI, 1976 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ caturtha saMskaraNa zAntipUrNa jIvana jIne ke lie maiM prasthAnatrayI meM vizvAsa karatA huuN| pahalA prasthAna hai-- mana ko samajhanA, dUsarA hai--use sumana banAnA aura tIsarA hai-- use amana meM badala denA / prastuta pustaka meM isa prasthAnatrayI kI saMkSipta-sI carcA maiMne kI hai / kevala mana kI caMcalatA kI ulajhana meM phaMse hue loga mana kI vAstavikatA ko nahIM samajha sakate / citta kI vAstavikatA ko jAne binA mana kI vAstavikatA jAnI nahIM jA sakatI / citta kI parikramA karane, mana ko samajhane meM yaha pustaka kucha sahArA de sakatI hai / adhyAtma yoga kI kucha naI dizAeM udghATita karanA aura vaijJAnika zodhoM ke Aloka meM adhyAtma ko samajhanA sahaja samaya kI mAMga hai / isa mAMga ko samajhanA Aja ke AdhyAtmika ke lie jarUrI hai / isa jarUrata kI pUrti ke lie isa pustaka kA upayoga ho sakatA hai / AmeTa 17 julAI, 1985 yuvAcArya mahAprajJa Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ziviroM kA krama 1. varzana kA nayA AyAma 10 akTUbara, 1977 se 16 akTUbara, 1977 taka, lADanUM (rA0) 2. zakti-jAgaraNa 10 mArca, 1978 se 16 mArca, 1978 taka, lADanUM (rAja.) 3. mAnasika-prazikSaNa 1 jUna, 1978 se 6 jUna, 1978 taka, lADanUM (rAja.) Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anakrama darzana kA nayA AyAma astitva kI khoja : samyagdarzana pratirodhAta zakti kA vikAsa : saMya cetanA kI krIDAbhUmi : apramAda vyaktitva / rUpAntaraNa : samatA UrjA kA vikAsa : tapa UrjA kI UrdhvayAtrA AdhyAtmika sukha satya kI khoja dAyitva kA bodha zakti-jAgaraNa upasaMpadA zakti-jAgaraNa : mUlya aura prayojana zakti-jAgaraNa ke sUtra sthUla aura sUkSma kI mImAMsA mAnasika tanAva kA visarjana mAnasika saMtulana adhyAtma kI yAtrA satya ko svayaM khojeM AjAdI kI lar3AI sAdhanA kI niSpatti mAnasika prazikSaNa upasaMpadA cetanA kA tIsarA AyAma mAnasika zakti kA vikAsa aura upayoga 156 169 183 195 207 216 226 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 243 252 264 275 mana kI zakti aura sAmAyika zakti kI zreyas yAtrA vyakti kA nava nirmANa mAnasika svAsthya prekSAdhyAna aura mAnasika prazikSaNa cetanA kA prasthAna : ajJAta kI dizA adhyAtma kA rahasya-sUtra adhyAtma aura vyavahAra prekSAdhyAna : mAnasika prazikSaNa ke pAMca sUtra 267 '308 323 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ darzana kA nayA AyAma Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 1 saMkalikA .. aggaM ca mUlaM ca vigica dhIre / (AyAro, 3 / 34) * pAsaha egevasIyamANe annttpnnnne| (AyAro, 615) * se bemi-se jahA vi kumme harae viNi viTucitte, pacchannapalAse, ummangaM se No lahaI / (AyAro, 66) 0 he dhIra ! tU duHkha ke agra aura mUla kA viveka kara / * tuma dekho, jo AtmaprajJA se zUnya haiM ve avasAda ko prApta ho rahe haiM / * maiM kahatA hUM-jaise eka kachuA hai aura eka draha hai / kachue kA citta draha meM lagA huA hai / vaha draha sevAla aura padmapatroM se Acchanna hai| vaha kachuA mukta AkAza ko dekhane ke lie vivara ko prApta nahIM ho rahA hai| ".. mujhe patA hai ki Apa saphala jIvana jIne ke lie * svAsthya cAhate haiN| 0 dIrghAyu cAhate haiN| 0 sukha cAhate haiN| 0 zAnti cAhate haiN| viveka ke binA zAnti nhiiN| zAnti ke binA sukha nhiiN| sukha ke binA svAsthya nhiiN| svAsthya ke binA dIrghAyu nhiiN| .. isakI upalabdhi ke lie jIvana kA nayA adhyayana, nayI paddhati apa nAeM / kucha samaya taka padacihnoM para caleM, phira antarikSa kI yAtrA kareM, jahAM koI padacihna nahIM hotA / vaha adhyAya vicAra nahIM, darzana hai / tarka nahIM, anubhava hai / Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai * saMyama sAdhanA hai, saMvara usakA phalita / * tapa sAdhanA hai, nirjarA usakA phalita / * akriyA sAdhanA hai, siddhi usakA phalita / * pratyAkhyAna kI cetanA taba jAgRta hotI hai jaba viveka jAgRta ho, prajJA yA bheda-jJAna jAgRta ho / bahuta loga mUrchA kA jIvana jIte haiM / aviveka itanI saghana mUrchA hai ki usameM patA nahIM calatA ki 'maiM kauna hUM' aura 'merA svabhAva kyA hai ?' 'merA apanA kyA hai ?' * mUrchA kI vyUha-racanA * pahalI rakSApaMkti hai-Avema / * dUsarI rakSApaMkti hai-nIMda / * tIsarI rakSApaMkti hai-asaMyama-indriya aura mana kI ucchaMkhalatA, cNcltaa| * cauthI rakSApaMkti hai-heya aura upAdeya kA aviveka / mithyAdaSTi__ koNa / duHkha aura sukha kA aviveka / * viveka-cetanA kA jAgaraNa mUrchA ke vyUha para pahalA prahAra karatA hai| * hamane rAga-dveSa ko svabhAva mAna rakhA hai| * krodha ko svabhAva mAna rakhA hai| * mAna, mAyA, lobha, ghRNA, bhaya--ye saba hamAre astitva ke abhinna aMga bane hue haiM / yahI mUrchA hai / * viveka jAgRta hote hI isakA pratyakSa darzana hone lagatA hai * rAga maiM nahIM huuN| jo rAga mujhe duHkha de, vaha maiM kaise ho sakatA hUM? 0 dveSa meM nahI hUM / jo dveSa mujhe duHkha de, vaha maiM kaise ho sakatA hUM? * krodha maiM nahIM hUM / jo krodha mujhe duHkha de, vaha maiM kaise ho sakatA hUM? kAyotsarga pratimA 0 zarIra acetana hai / maiM zarIra nahIM haiN| * zvAsa acetana hai| maiM zvAsa nahIM huuN| 0 indriya acetana hai / maiM indriya nahIM huuN| 0 mana acetana hai / maiM mana nahIM huuN| 0 bhASA acetana hai| maiM bhASA nahIM huuN| Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 1 : saMkalikA * jaba ye saba zAnta hote haiM taba astitva kA darzana hotA hai| inakI UrmiyoM ke nIce jo hai vaha hai-astitva / * samyagdarzana ke pAMca phalita0 zAnti, mukti kI cetanA, anAsakti, anukampA, satya ke prati samarpaNa / * AtmA dvArA AtmA kA darzana 0 zvAsa-spandana-AtmA kA eka hissaa| * zarIra-spandana-AtmA kA eka hissA / * mana-spandana-AtmA kA eka hissA / 0 vedanA-spandana-AtmA kA eka hissA / 0 phira AbhAmaNDala, phira prANa-darzana, phira caitanya-darzana / * draSTA kauna ? dRzya kauna ? 0 cetanA vibhakta isalie sUkSma cetanA draSTA aura sthUla cetanA dRzya / Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ astitva kI khoja : samyagdarzana Aja hamane eka yAtrA prAraMbha kI hai / yAtrA ke lie hamane eka mArga cunA hai / mArga para hara koI calatA hai / hama bhI calate the aura cala rahe haiM / hara mArga para padacihna hote haiM / kintu Aja hamane eka aisA mArga cunA hai, jisameM koI padacihna nahIM hai / padacihna hone kA artha hai - anusaraNa honA / jahAM anusaraNa nahIM hotA vahAM koI padacihna bhI nahIM hotA / hamArA mArga binA padacihna kA mArga hai / isameM koI kisI kA anusaraNa nahIM karatA / eka cintana AtA hai aura usakA saMskAra bana jAtA hai| eka pravRtti hotI hai aura usakA saMskAra bana jAtA hai / eka zabda AtA hai aura usakA saMskAra bana jAtA hai / cintana calA jAtA hai, pravRtti calI jAtI hai, zabda calA jAtA hai, kintu ve apane pIche kucha chor3a jAte haiM / jo chor3A jAtA hai. usakI AvRttiyAM hotI rahatI haiM / saMskAra zeSa raha jAte I kintu hamane aise mArga para yAtrA zurU kI hai, jisameM koI anusaraNa nahIM hai, padacihna nahIM hai / jaba calane vAlA apane mArga meM Asakta ho jAtA hai taba padacihna zeSa raha jAte haiM / kintu jo virata hotA hai, jise mArga kA koI moha nahIM rahatA, usake koI padacihna nahIM hotA / mArga calane ke lie hotA hai, mArga Asakti ke lie nahIM hotA, moha karane ke lie nahIM hotA / jo calatA hai vaha calA jAtA hai / jo AtA hai vaha jAtA hai, pIche kucha bhI zeSa nahIM chor3atA / aisA mArga hI uttama hotA hai / hamane bhI aisA hI mArga cunA hai, jahAM koI padacihna nahIM, koI anusaraNa nahIM, kucha bhI zeSa nahIM, koI saMskAra nahIM / jaise AyA vaise gayA / na smRti aura na saMskAra | hamane isa mArga para calane ke lie 'darzana' kA saMkalpa liyA hai / hama dekheM | AtmA ke dvArA AtmA ko dekheM / bar3A vicitra-sA lagatA hai / kauna dekhane vAlA aura kauna dRzya ! kauna dekhe ? kise dekhe? bahuta bar3A prazna hai / kintu jaba hamArI dekhane vAlI cetanA, draSTAcetanA khaMDita hotI hai taba usake do khaNDa ho jAte haiM- eka dekhane vAlI cetanA aura eka Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ astitva kI khoja : samyagdarzana dRzya / zvAsa ko dekho| mana ko dekho / zarIra ko dekho| vicAra ko dekho| AbhAmaMDala ko dekho / prANa ko dekho / Apa jAnanA cAheMge ki kyA zvAsa AtmA hai ? kyA zarIra AtmA hai ? kyA mana AtmA hai ? kyA AbhAmaMDala AtmA hai ? kyA prANa AtmA hai ? kucha cintana kareMge to patA calegA ki zvAsa AtmA hai / zarIra AtmA hai / mana AtmA hai / AbhAmaMDala AtmA hai / prANa AtmA hai / yadi prANa AtmA na ho to phira jIvita aura mRta meM koI antara nahIM rahegA / yadi zarIra AtmA na ho to jIvita zarIra aura mRta zarIra meM koI antara nahIM rahegA / yadi mana AtmA na ho to mana-sahita aura mana-rahita meM koI antara nahIM rhegaa| ye saba AtmA haiM / ___ AtmA ko dekhane kA pahalA dvAra hai-zvAsa / bhItara kI yAtrA kA pahalA dvAra hai-zvAsa / hama bAhara hI bAhara dekhate haiN| mana bAhara kI ora daur3atA hai / jaba bhItara kI yAtrA zurU karanI hotI hai, taba prathama praveza-dvAra zvAsa se gujaranA hotA hai / jaba zvAsa ke sAtha mana bhItara jAne lagatA hai taba antaryAtrA zurU hotI hai| zvAsa AtmA hai, zarIra AtmA hai, mana AtmA hai / jahAM taka hama pahuMcanA cAhate haiM vahAM taka inake dvArA hI pahuMcA jA sakatA hai| zvAsa kA sparza kie binA, zvAsa ko dekhe binA zarIra ko ThIka taraha se nahIM samajha sakate, nahIM dekha sakate / zarIra ko dekhe binA mana ko nahIM dekha sakate / mana ko dekhe binA AbhAmaMDala ko nahIM dekha sakate / AbhAmaMDala ko dekhe binA prANa ko nahIM dekha sakate / aura prANa ko dekhe binA usa caitanya taka nahIM pahuMca sakate jahAM hameM pahuMcanA hai / yaha pUrA kA pUrA yAtrApatha hai| yadi AtmA taka pahuMcanA hai, sUkSma tattva taka pahuMcanA hai, astitva taka pahuMcanA hai to isI yAtrApatha para calanA hogaa| isI krama se calanA hogaa| Apa cAheM ki sIdhe AtmA ko dekha leM-yaha bhrAMti hogI / maiM kahUM ki 'AtmA ko dekheM'--yaha bhI bhrAMti hogii| Apa yaha mAna leM ki usa parama sattA ko, parama astitva ko, caitanya ko jo amUrta hai, sUkSma hai, hamAre carmacakSuoM kA viSaya nahIM hai, use hama dekha leM-yaha kahanA aura aisA samajhanA bahuta bar3I bhrAnti hogii| 'AtmA se AtmA ko dekheN|' Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai isakA pahalA artha hai -- mana ke dvArA zvAsa ke spaMdanoM ko dekheM / isakA dUsarA artha hai---mana ke dvArA zarIra ke prakaMpanoM ko, saMvedanoM ko dekheM / isakA tIsarA artha hai-- vicAroM ko dekheM / isa sthiti taka pahuMca jAne para AbhAmaMDala spaSTa ho jAtA hai, ho jAtA hai / dRSTa hamAre bhItara, hamAre cAroM ora sarvatra spandanoM kA saMsAra hai / jisa vyakti ne apane AbhAmaMDala kA anubhava kiyA hai, vaha jAnatA hai ki hamAre bhItara aura hamAre cAroM ora spandanoM kA vaha ananta sAgara hai, jisakI hama kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sakate / hamAre bhItara aura hamAre bAhara (bAhara bhI kucha dUrI taka ) sAgara taraMgita ho rahA hai / AbhAmaMDala taka pahuMcane ke bAda hama usa prANazakti ko dekha sakeMge jisake dvArA ye sAre spaMdita hote haiM / zvAsa AtmA nahIM hai / zarIra AtmA nahIM hai / mana AtmA nahIM hai / AbhAmaMDala bhI AtmA nahIM hai / kintu ye jisa zakti ke dvArA AtmA ho rahe haiM, ye jisa zakti ke dvArA AtmapratiSThita aura Atmakendrita ho rahe haiM vaha hai - prANazakti, prANa kI UrjA / vaha jisake sAtha samparka karatI hai aura jisameM saMkrAnta hotI hai vaha zarIra sajIva ho jAtA hai, zarIra AtmA bana jAtA hai / prANa kI UrjA kA mana ke sAtha saMbaMdha hotA hai, mana sakriya ho jAtA hai, mana kI sArI gatividhi cAlU ho jAtI hai / prANa kI UrjA kA zvAsa ke sAtha samparka hotA hai, zvAsa ke spaMdana zurU ho jAte haiM / yaha hRdaya kI dhar3akana, zvAsa kA spaMdana, mana kI taraMgeM aura AbhAmaMDala kA bahuta sUkSma aura bahuraMgI spaMdana - yaha sArI sakriyatA prANazakti se A rahI hai / isa prANazakti kA utpatti srota hai-- caitanya kI dhArA / prANa kI UrjA hamAre samUce zarIra taMtra meM prANa saMcAlita karatI hai aura jo anAtmA hai, acetana hai, una sabako sacetana kara DAlatI hai / * zvAsa ko dekhanA AtmA ko dekhane kA pahalA par3Ava hai / * zarIra ko dekhanA AtmA ko dekhane kA dUsarA par3Ava hai / * vicAroM ko dekhanA AtmA ko dekhane kA tIsarA par3Ava hai / * AbhAmaMDala ko dekhanA AtmA ko dekhane kA cauthA par3Ava hai / * prANazakti kA sAkSAtkAra AtmA ko dekhane kA pAMcavAM par3Ava hai / Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ astitva kI khoja : samyagdarzana * ye pAMca par3Ava haiM | jaba ina pAMca par3AvoM ko pAra kara jAte haiM, taba chaThe par3Ava meM hama vahAM pahuMcate haiM jahAM hameM pahuMcanA hai / 'AtmA ke dvArA AtmA ko dekheM' - yaha Atmadarzana kI bAta sthUla se sUkSma kI ora jAne kI bAta hai / sthUla ko pakar3e binA sUkSma ko nahIM pakar3A jA sakatA / eka-eka par3Ava para bhI hameM sUkSmatA meM jAnA hogA / sAmAnyataH hama sthUla saMvedana ko hI pakar3a pAte | kintu jaba mana paTu bana jAtA hai taba - sUkSma saMvedana bhI pakar3a meM A jAte haiM / jaba taka mana paTu nahIM banatA taba taka kevala sthUla saMvedana hI pakar3a meM Ate haiM / mana jaise sUkSma hogA, caitanya kI dhArA jaise teja hogI, sUkSma saMvedana pakar3a meM Ate jAeMge / zarIra meM hRdaya kI dhar3akana ho rahI hai, rakta kA saMcAra ho rahA hai, vAyu kA saMcAra ho rahA hai / zarIra ke sAre avayava sakriya haiM / zarIra ke samasta taMtra meM sakriyatA hai / zarIra yaMtra cala rahA hai, mAno ki koI vizAlatama phaikTarI cala rahI ho / phira bhI manuSya ko kucha bhI patA nahIM hai / vaha jAna hI nahIM pAtA ki kucha ho rahA hai / isakA kAraNa hai vaha saMvedanoM ko pakar3a hI nahIM pAtA / bahuta gaharA dhyAna dene para hI patA lagatA hai ki zarIra ke bhItara kitanI sakriyatA hai ! nAr3I cala rahI hai rakta kA saMcaraNa ho rahA hai, hRdaya dhar3aka rahA hai / sUkSma hue binA ina sabakA patA hI nahIM calatA / hamArA mana bhI itanA sthUla ho gayA hai ki vaha sthUla ko hI pakar3a pAtA hai, sUkSma ko nahIM pakar3a pAtA / sUkSma ko pakar3ane ke lie mana ko sUkSma bananA par3atA hai / sAdhanA kA krama mana ko sUkSma banAne kA krama hai / mana kI yAtrA jaise-jaise Age bar3hatI jAegI, mana sUkSma hotA jAegA aura phira hama sUkSma ko pakar3ane meM sakSama ho jAeMge / jaba sUkSma kI pakar3a hogI taba sthUla saMvedana chUTate jAeMge aura sUkSma saMvedana hastagata hote jAeMge / 6. mana ko dekhane se kyA hogA ? yaha eka prazna hai / mana ko dekhane kA phalita hai - saMyama / mana ko dekhane se saMyama niSpanna hotA hai / hamane padacihna rahita mArga cunA hai / usa para calane lage haiM / mana ko dekhanA zurU kiyA to phira apane-Apa dRSTi-saMyama ho jAegA / dRSTi saMyata hogI / mana bAhara nahIM jAegA / vaha bhaTakegA nahIM / vaha eka bindu para Akara Tika jAegA / sahaja hI saMyama ho jAegA / hamArI yAtrA bahuta choTI hai, bar3I nahIM hai / bhaya na khaaeN| kahAM se calanA hai ? kahAM pahuMcanA hai ? choTA-sA mArga hai| yAtrA choTI aura yAtrA - Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai patha bhI choTA / kintu hama dekhate nahIM, dekhanA jAnate nahIM, isalie rAstA bar3A lagatA hai / yAtrA bahuta choTI hai | Apako kevala isa bindu para pahuMcanA hai - 'maiM jJAtA huuN| maiM draSTA hUM / ' yahAM pahuMcate hI ApakI yAtrA saMpanna ho jAtI hai / kitanI choTI yAtrA hai ? yAtrA choTI, usakA patha bhI choTA aura usakA vAhana bhI eka choTA / bahuta vAhana nahIM haiM, eka hI vAhana hai / vaha vAhana hai-- prANadhArA / hama do tatvoM ke bIca jI rahe haiM- eka hai jJAtAbhAva, draSTAbhAva aura dUsarA hai taijasa, prANa kI dhArA / jaba hamArI prANa kI dhArA kA pravAha jJAtA aura draSTAbhAva se haTakara dUsarI ora bahane lagatA hai taba hamArI yAtrA kA mArga bahuta laMbA ho jAtA hai / dUrI bar3hatI calI jAtI hai, vyavadhAna Ate cale jAte haiM, parde para parde girate cale jAte haiM aura aisA lagane lagatA hai kiprakAza kho gayA hai aura cAroM ora andhakAra hI andhakAra chA gayA hai / bharata ne bAhubalI ke pAsa dUta bhejA / dUta ne jAkara kahA - " bharata ne kahalavAyA hai ki tuma takSazilA meM rahate ho aura maiM ayodhyA meM / bIca meM aneka pahAr3iyAM haiM, nadiyAM haiM, jaMgala haiM / aura bhI bahuta kucha haiM / ye sArI cIjeM bhale hoM, koI cintA kI bAta nahIM hai / tumhAre aura mere bIca itanI kSetrIya dUrI hai, itane sAre vyavadhAna haiM, phira bhI koI bAta nahIM hai / hama donoM ke bIca koI cugalakhora na ho / yadi vaha nahIM hai to hama bahuta nikaTa : haiM aura yadi vaha hai to hama nikaTa hokara bhI dUra haiM / " jJAtA aura draSTA tathA prANadhArA ke bIca meM koI cugala na ho to koI dUrI nahIM hai / yadi moha A jAtA hai, koI Asakti A jAtI hai to dUrI bar3ha jAtI hai aura prANadhArA kA pravAha mur3a jAtA hai, dUsarI ora bahane laga jAtA hai / astitvavAdI dhAraNA aura AtmavAdI dhAraNA meM do bAteM phalita hotI haiM - eka hai jJAna darzana aura dUsarI hai zakti / zakti ke binA jJAna darzana kA upayoga nahIM ho sakatA / karma zAstrIya paribhASA meM kahA jA sakatA hai ki jaba taka antarAya karma kA kSayopazama nahIM hotA taba taka na jJAna kA upayoga ho sakatA hai aura na darzana kA upayoga ho sakatA hai / na jAnA jA sakatA hai aura na dekhA jA sakatA hai / jAnane aura dekhane kA AvaraNa nahIM hai | jJAnAvaraNa kA kSayopazama hai, darzanAvaraNa kA kSayopazama hai / jAnane aura Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ astitva kI khoja : samyagdarzana dekhane kI kSamatA hai / AvaraNa haTa cukA hai / kintu antarAya karma ke kSayopa-zama se hone vAlI prANa kI UrjA yadi sAtha meM nahIM milatI hai to AMkha ke hote hue bhI AdamI dekha nahIM sakatA, kAna ke hote hue bhI vaha suna nahIM sakatA aura mana ke hote hue bhI vaha cintana nahIM kara sakatA / mastiSka vikRta hone kA artha ki vahAM prANa kI UrjA samApta ho gayI hai| AMkha kA golaka sApha hai, phira bhI dikhAI nahIM detA, isakA artha hai jyoti ke kendra taka prANa kI dhArA nahIM pahuMca rahI hai| kAna kA pardA phaTA nahIM hai, kAna ke sAre upakaraNa ThIka haiM, phira bhI sunAI nahIM detA / isakA tAtparya hai ki zravaNa kA jo kendra hai vahAM taka prANa kI dhArA pahuMca nahIM rahI hai / AdamI lakave se grasta hotA hai / isakA artha hai ki zarIra ke amuka-amuka bhAga meM rakta kA saMcAra ruka gayA hai| rakta ke saMcAra ke rukane kA artha hai prANa kI dhArA kA rukanA, prANa kI dhArA kA abhAva / jahAM prANa kI dhArA nahIM pahuMca pAtI vahAM kI sakriyatA naSTa ho jAtI hai / prANa kI dhArA ke binA na jJAna kA upayoga hotA hai aura na darzana kA upayoga hotA hai / jJAnAvaraNa ke kSayopazama aura darzanAvaraNa ke kSayopazama se pahale kA kSayopazama hotA hai / antarAya kA kSayopazama arthAt zakti kI antarAya ke kSayopazama ke binA arthAt prANa UrjA ke binA koI nahIM ho sakatA, sakriyatA nahIM A sakatI / antarAya prApti / bhI kArya sabase mahattvapUrNa prazna yaha hai ki prANa kI UrjA kA pravAha kisa ora jA rahA hai ? kisa dizA meM baha rahA hai ? yaha dizA parivartana kA prazna hai / yaha rUpAntaraNa kA prazna hai / vyakti cAhatA hai ki usake vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa ho / kintu rUpAntaraNa taba taka ghaTita nahIM hotA jaba taka ki prANa kI dhArA ke pravAha ko mor3A nahIM jAtA / taba taka usakI dizA meM parivartana nahIM lAeMge taba taka rUpAntaraNa kI bAta ghaTita nahIM hogI ! 11 dharmazAstroM aura dharmAcAryoM ne jo dharma kA sUtra diyA, sAdhanA kA sUtra diyA, yoga kA sUtra diyA vaha kevala jAnane ke lie nahIM diyA / kucha loga yaha mAnate haiM ki dharma aura darzana kevala jIvana kA darzana dete haiM, mArga batalAte haiM, kintu rUpAntaraNa nahIM karate | yaha bhrAnta dhAraNA hai / koI bhI sAdhanA kA sUtra jIvana ko nahIM badalatA aura kevala tatva kI hI bAta batalAtA hai to vaha sahI artha meM dharma kA sUtra nahIM hogA, adhyAtma kA sUtra nahIM hogA, sAdhanA kA sUtra nahIM hogaa| samAja vyavasthA ke parivartana kI bAta Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 12 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai maiM nahIM kara rahA hUM aura saMbhavataH usake lie adhyAtma ke sUtra nahIM die ge| kintu pratyeka adhyAtma ke sUtra ke dvArA jIvana kA rUpAntaraNa na ho, aisA ho nahIM sktaa| adhyAtma sUtra se dizA kA parivartana hotA hai aura dizAparivartana se vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa hotA hai| sArA svabhAva badala jAtA hai, samUcA dRSTikoNa badala jAtA hai, sArI dhAraNA badala jAtI hai| vyakti itanA rUpAntarita ho jAtA hai ki use lagane lagatA hai kyA maiM vahI hUM? yA mere zarIra meM koI dUsarI cetanA praviSTa ho gayI ? apane-Apako Azcarya hone lagatA hai| hamArA yAtrA-patha choTA hai| hameM jJAtA aura draSTAbhAva taka pahuMcanA hai aura pahuMcanA hai eka sAdhana ke dvArA / vaha sAdhana yaha hai ki hama prANa kI dhArA ko usa dizA meM pravAhita kreN| isake atirikta koI dUsarA sAdhana nahIM hai jisakA AlaMbana lekara hama usa sthiti taka pahuMca jaaeN| bIca kA sArA krama use samajhane ke lie, pravAha ko mor3ane ke lie hai| kucha manuSya jJAtA aura draSTAbhAva ko utanA nahIM cAhate / unheM isakA artha bhI utanA AkarSaka nahIM lagatA / ve cAhate haiM--svAsthya, dIrghAyu, sukha aura zAMti / pratyeka vyakti, jo samAja ke pariprekSya meM jItA hai, svAsthya cAhatA hai| usakI kAmanA hotI hai-svastha rahUM, dIrghAyu banUM / maranA par3atA hai, phira bhI jitanA jiyA jA sake, vaha utanA jInA pasanda karatA hai / dIrghAyu cAhatA hai, para duHkhamaya dIrghAyu nahIM cAhatA / vaha sukha cAhatA hai aura sAtha-sAtha zAMti bhI cAhatA hai| kintu kyA viveka ke binA zAMti saMbhava hai ? kyA zAMti ke binA sukha saMbhava hai ? kyA zAMti ke binA dIrghAyu aura svAsthya saMbhava hai ? aisA kabhI nahIM ho sakatA / ApakI cAha kA rAstA alaga hai aura prApti kA rAstA ulTA hai| cAha kA krama hai-svAsthya, dIrghAyu, sukha aura zAMti / kintu calanA par3egA ulttaa| yadi viveka hai to zAMti hogii| yadi zAMti hai to sukha hogaa| sukhAnubhUti hogI to Ayu dIrgha hogI aura svAsthya acchA rhegaa| viveka kA artha hai-vivecana karanA, pRthak karanA, alaga-alaga karanA / sabako eka samAna nahIM maannaa| isa viveka ko samajhane ke lie yAtrA-patha ko ThIka se samajhanA hogaa| hamAre yAtrA-patha kA eka virAma hai-viveka / yAtrA-patha ke pUre virAma ye haiM-zravaNa, jJAna, vijJAna, pratyAkhyAna, saMyama, saMvara, tapa, nirjarA, Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ astitva kI khoja : samyagdarzana akriyA aura siddhi / sunanA aura jAnanA-ye do staMbha haiM hamAre yAtrA-patha ke / tIsarA hai--vijJAna / vijJAna kA artha hai-viveka / yaha hamAre yAtrApatha ko Alokita karatA hai| hamane sunaa| hamane jaanaa| jAnane ke bAda viveka paidA huA, hamArI viveka kI cetanA jAgata huii| hamane yaha anubhava kiyA ki yaha heya hai, yaha upAdeya hai| ise chor3anA hai, ise svIkAra karanA hai| yaha viveka ho gyaa| kintu jaba taka yaha viveka jAgata nahIM hotA taba taka kaThinAI samApta nahIM hotii| jahAM aMdherA hotA hai vahAM saba kucha samAna dikhAI detA hai, saba kucha eka mAna liyA jAtA hai| heya aura upAdeya kA bheda nahIM hotA / heya bhI karate cale jAte haiM aura upAdeya bhI karate cale jAte haiM / taba taka heya aura upAdeya kA bheda nahIM samajhate taba taka prakAza hameM prApta nahIM ho sktaa| jaba viveka spaSTa ho jAtA hai taba pratyAkhyAna kI bAta AtI hai / heya apane-Apa chUTa jAtA hai / heya taba taka hI rahatA hai jaba taka hamArA videka jAgRta nahIM hotA / jaise hI heya chUTatA hai, pratyAkhyAna prApta ho jAtA hai / saMyama sadha jAtA hai / saMyama ke sadhate hI saMvara prApta ho jAtA hai / saMyama hamArI sAdhanA hai aura saMvara usakI niSpatti hai| kisI vijAtIya tattva kA bAhara se na AnA saMvara hai / jaba saMyama kI sAdhanA hotI hai taba bAhara se AnA apane-Apa baMda ho jAtA hai| jaba saMvara sadhatA hai taba tapa kI cetanA zurU ho jAtI hai / eka Andolana prArambha ho jAtA hai / jaba taka bAhara se rasada pahuMca rahA thA taba taka bahuta bar3I zakti mila rahI thii| bAhara kA sArA rasada baMda ho gayA, aba jo bhItara hai usameM bar3A Andolana hone laga jAegA / tapa kI prakriyA eka sAdhanA hai| nirjarA usakI niSpatti hai / nirjarA koI sAdhanA nahIM hai, saMvara koI sAdhanA nahIM hai| ye donoM niSpattiyAM haiM / saMyama kI niSpatti hai saMvara aura tapa kI niSpatti hai nirjraa| jaba bAhara se AnA baMda ho jAtA hai aura jo bhItara hai vaha bAhara bhAgane lagatA hai, usakA bhItara rahanA kaThina hotA hai, usa samaya akarma kI sthiti prApta hotI hai| hamArI caMcalatAeM samApta ho jAtI haiN| hamArI pravRttiyAM samApta ho jAtI haiM / sahaja hI sthiratA prApta hotI hai, akarma kI avasthA upalabdha hotI hai| akarma kI sthiti prApta hone ke pazcAt siddhi prApta hotI hai| taba jJAtA aura draSTAbhAva sthira ho jAtA hai| jisa jJAtA aura draSTAbhAva ke lie yAtrA prArambha kI thI vaha yAtrA saMpanna ho jAtI hai| yaha hamArI yAtrA kI maMjila hai / isameM hamArA svarUpa prakaTa ho jAtA hai| hamArA svarUpa Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai hai-siddha, buddha aura mukta / isa yAtrA-patha kA pahalA jyotistaMbha hai-viveka / prekSA aura anuprekSA kI samUcI sAdhanA viveka-jAgaraNa ke lie hai| jaba taka viveka jAgRta nahIM hotA taba taka Age nahIM bar3hA jA sktaa| do bAteM haiM-jJAtA-draSTAbhAva aura prANazakti / ina donoM ke bIca meM hai-saghana mUrchA kA cakravyUha / isake rahate hue koI bhI Age nahIM bar3ha sktaa| mUrchA ne apanI surakSA ke lie cAra rakSApaMktiyAM banA rakhI haiM : 1. pahalI rakSApaMkti hai--Avega, uttejanA / 2. dUsarI rakSApaMkti hai-pramAda, vismRti / 3. tIsarI rakSApaMkti hai-AkAMkSA, icchA / 4. cauthI rakSApaMkti hai-aviveka / yadi pahale hI yaha prayatna ho ki hama priyatA aura apriyatA ke bhAva ko samApta kara deM, rAga-dveSa ko samApta kara deM, aura apane Atma-astitva taka pahuMca jAeM, zuddha svarUpa ko prApta kara leM to yaha duHsAhasa hogaa| vahAM taka hama pahuMca hI nahIM pAeMge / hameM eka krama se calanA hogaa| aviveka sabase saghana rakSApaMkti hai| isako tor3e binA Age nahIM bar3hA jA sktaa| usako tor3ane ke bAda zeSa tIna rakSApaMktiyAM apane-Apa TUTa jAtI haiM, kyoMki ye itanI sudRr3ha nahIM haiM jitanI ki aviveka kI rakSApakti hai| aviveka kI rakSApaMkti para prahAra karanA duHkha para pahalA prahAra hogaa| Apa prahAra karanA cAhate haiM, sabhI rakSApaMktiyoM kA bhedana karanA cAhate haiM aura unheM bheda kara apane astitva taka pahuMcanA cAhate haiN| kintu prazna hai ki yaha kaise kiyA jAe ? usakI prakriyA kyA hai ? abhyAsa kA krama kyA hai ? sAdhanA kyA hai ? isa sAdhanA ke do prayoga haiM / eka hai--viveka-pratimA kA aura dUsarA hai--kAyotsarga-pratimA kA / tIna yA chaha mahIne taka inakA prayoga cale / caitanya ke jAgaraNa meM nizcita hI saphalatA milegii| viveka pratimA kAyotsarga kI mudrA meM baiThe yA khar3e raheM / mana ko zAMta kreN| cintana yA vicAra ke stara para nahIM kintu anubhava ke stara para cleN| vicAra ke stara meM tathA anubhava ke stara meM bahuta bar3A antara hai| vicAra satahI hotA hai| usameM gaharAI nahIM hotii| eka AtA hai, dUsarA calA jAtA hai| jaba Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ astitva kI khoja : samyagdarzana anubhava kI gaharAI meM pahuMca jAte haiM taba usameM tanmayatA A jAtI hai aura eka tAdAtmya saMbaMdha jur3a jAtA hai / usa tAdAtmyabhAva ke sAtha Apa dekheM-maiM krodha nahIM kara rahA hUM, kyoMki krodha mujhe duHkha detA hai| use maiM kaise apanAUM ? kyA kabhI apanA astitva apane-Apako duHkha de sakatA hai ? kyA apanA svarUpa apane-Apako kaSTa de sakatA hai ? 'maiM krodha nahIM haiN|' 'merI cetanA krodha nahIM hai|' prANa kI dhArA usake sAtha jur3a rahI hai aura maiM krodha bana rahA huuN| mujhe viveka kahatA hai ki prANa kI dhArA ke sAtha krodha ko na joDaM / prANa kI dhArA ko haTAeM aura krodha ko apane upayoga se, apanI cetanA se, apane jJAna se alaga anubhava kareM / soceM nahIM, vicAra nhiiN| yadi soceMge aura vicAreMge to vaha cetana mana taka nahIM pahuMcegA / jitanA rUpAntaraNa hotA hai vaha cetana mana ke stara para nahIM ho sktaa| cetana mana sthUla hotA hai / sthUla mana ke stara para rUpAntaraNa nahIM ho sktaa| rUpAntaraNa avacetana mana ke stara para hotA hai| usa stara para gae binA rUpAntaraNa nahIM ho sakatA / adhyavasAya kA stara avacetana mana kA stara hai| anubhava ke stara para pahuMcakara Apa anubhava kareM--- 'maiM krodha nahIM huuN|' 'maiM abhimAna nahIM haiN|' 'maiM lobha nahIM huuN|' 'maiM ghRNA nahIM huuN|' 'maiM rAga nahIM haiN|' 'maiM dveSa nahIM huuN|' yaha merA svabhAva nahIM hai / yaha merA dharma nahIM hai| isa gaharAI meM jAkara Apa anubhava kareM aura karate cale jAeM / vahAM jo zeSa bacegA vaha 'maiM huuN|' yaha viveka kI paddhati hai| ise haTAte cale jAo, kATa-chAMTa karate cale jAo, tor3ate-tor3ate cale jAo, jo zeSa bacegA, vaha 'maiM huuN'| jo zeSa bacatA hai, jisakA vibhAjana nahIM hotA, vaha 'maiM huuN'| isa anubhava meM viveka jAgRta ho jAtA hai / yahI hai--samyagdarzana / / jaba sadhana mUrchA kI gAMTha khulatI hai taba hamArA viveka spaSTa ho jAtA hai / isase spaSTa anubhava hone laga jAtA hai ki 'maiM kauna hUM ? Aja taka hajAroM bAra yaha pUchA jAtA rahA hai ki 'maiM kauna hUM?' parantu yaha prazna -sadA anuttarita hI rahA / isa viveka-pratimA dvArA usakA uttara hAtha laga jAtA hai / yaha spaSTa anubhava hone lagatA hai ki 'maiM vaha huuN'| prazna sadA ke lie samAhita ho jAtA hai| viveka kareM, kintu pratimA hokara kareM, AdamI hokara nahIM / pratimA jitanI zAMta, spaSTa aura sthira hotI hai, usI avasthA meM jAkara viveka kareM / pratimA kI bhAMti zAMta, sthira, nizcala hokara kreN| astitva ke jAgaraNa meM astitva-bodha kI yAtrA meM yaha viveka pratimA bahuta Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai sahAyaka siddha hogii| kAyotsarga-pratimA ___ isakA artha hai-zarIra ko chor3anA / 'AcArAMga sUtra' meM eka zabda hai--muyacca-mRtArcA / arcA kA artha hai-zarIra / jaba taka arcA nahIM maratI, zarIra nahIM maratA taba taka dharma ko nahIM jAnA jA sakatA ! yaha vaijJAnika sUtra hai| dharma kA pahalA rahasya hai-viveka kA jAgaraNa / yaha taba samajha meM AtA hai jaba zarIra mara jAtA hai| kAyotsarga zarIra ke mAraNa kI prakriyA hai| zarIra ko mAra deM, chor3a deN| jIvana kA sAra hai-jIvita zarIra kA mRta-sA ho jaanaa| jaba kisI vyakti ko jIvita hote hue bhI mRta hone kI anubhUti hotI hai taba kAyotsarga ghaTita hotA hai / AdamI marA yA nahIM, ise jAnane ke lie mRta vyakti ke nathunoM para ruI kA phovA rakhA jAtA hai| yadi zvAsa kA spaMdana nahIM hai to AdamI mRta hai| zarIra kA spaMdana aura zvAsa kA spaMdana-ye jIvita rahane ke do mUlabhUta pramANa haiM / yadi donoM nahIM haiM to mRtyu ghaTita ho jAtI hai / / kAyotsarga maraNa kI prakriyA hai, mRtyu kI prakriyA hai| isameM donoM bAteM ghaTita hotI haiM / zarIra itanA zithila ki usameM koI pravRtti nahIM hotI / zvAsa itanA maMda ki usake spaMdana atyaMta halke ho jAte haiN| lagatA hai ki zvAsa baMda ho gayA hai / _____ kAyotsarga meM do bAteM avazya honI cAhie-zarIra zAMta, zvAsa zAMta / zarIra zAMta hai aura zvAsa zAMta hai to kAyA kA visarjana, kAyA kI mRtyu / kAyotsarga viveka kI bahuta bar3I prakriyA hai| yadi hamane yaha samajha liyA ki yaha zarIra hamArA astitva nahIM hai, yaha zvAsa hamArA astitva nahIM hai / hamArA astitva zvAsa se haTa kara hai| hamArA astitva zarIra se haTa kara hai / ye eka pahalU ke do rUpa haiM-zvAsa astitva, astitva zvAsa / zarIra astitva aura astitva zarIra / zarIra AtmA aura AtmA zarIra / yaha itanA jo ekIkaraNa ho rahA hai, yaha mUrchA kI saghana rakSApaMkti hai| isameM lagatA nahIM ki ye do haiN| advaita, korA advaita-sA lagatA hai| jaba kAyotsarga kA abhyAsa puSTa hotA hai taba zarIra aura AtmA, zvAsa aura AtmA ke pArthakya kA spaSTa bhAna hone lagatA hai| aisA anubhava hotA hai ki Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ astitva kI khoja : samyagdarzana 17 mAno zarIra chUTa gayA / pravRtti itanI zAMta ho jAtI hai ki aisA anubhava hotA hai ki zarIra hai hI nahIM aura kabhI-kabhI aisA avasara bhI A jAtA hai ki sAdhaka pUcha baiThatA hai--are, merA zarIra kahAM calA gayA ? yaha anahonI bAta nahIM hai / aisA hotA hai / kAyotsarga kA abhyAsa bhedajJAna kI sAdhanA hai / eka sAdhaka guru ke pAsa jAkara bolA- "merA moha zAMta nahIM ho rahA hai| mAna kI mAtrA bhI nahIM ghaTa rahI hai / ahaM kA Avega bhI hai / yaha nahIM ho rahA hai / vaha nahIM ho rahA / " usane praznoM kI jhar3I lagA dI / AcArya zAMtabhAva se sunate rahe / unhoMne kahA - "cupa raho / merI zAMti bhaMga mata karo / cale jAo / chaha mahInoM taka eka prayoga karo ki AtmA bhinna hai aura zarIra bhinna hai / phira mere pAsa AnA / " ziSya apane sthAna para gayA / chaha mahIne taka usI prakriyA meM lagA rahA / bahuta hI tanmayatA se vaha prayoga karatA rahA / chaha mahIne biite| vaha AcArya ke pAsa AyA / AcArya ne kahA - " kucha pUchanA cAhate ho ?" ziSya bolA - "kucha bhI nahIM pUchanA cAhatA / sAre prazna samAhita ho gae haiM / mana meM prazna rahe hI nahIM / saba samApta ho cuke haiM / " prazna taba taka ubharate haiM jaba taka hamArA stara bauddhika hotA hai, anubhavAtmaka nahIM hotA / zravaNa aura jJAna bauddhika pakSa ke pratinidhi haiM / jJAna ke bAda AtA hai -vijJAna | vijJAna arthAt viveka / yahAM se sAdhanA prArambha hotI hai, anubhava kA stara yAtrA patha banatA hai / samyagdarzana kI sAdhanA ke do sUtra haiM--viveka pratimA aura kAyotsarga pratimA / donoM kI carcA prastuta kI / prazna hotA hai ki viveka pratimA kI sAdhanA se kyA phalita hotA hai ? viveka jAgaraNa se kyA hotA hai ? isake pAMca pariNAma haiM : pahalA pariNAma hai-- zAMti / samyagdarzana ke binA zAMti nahIM ho sakatI / heya aura upAdeya ko samajhe binA zAMti phalita nahIM hotI / dUsarA pariNAma hai-- mumukSubhAva / baMdhana meM AdamI rahanA nahIM cAhatA / jise zAMti kA anubhava ho cukA hai vaha baMdhana meM rahanA nahIM cAhegA | jisase zAMti milI hai usI ora jAnA cAhegA | phira moha kI mUrcchA saghana nahIM hogI saMvega kA artha hai - mumukSA - mukta hone kI icchA tIsarA pariNAma hai- anAsakti / jo zAMti aura saMvega kA anubhava Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai kara cukA hai vaha kahIM Asakta nahIM hogaa| vaha mArga meM kabhI Asakta nahI hogA / vaha maMjila taka pahuMcegA kintu patha meM kahIM Asakta nahIM hogaa| vaha mAnegA ki mArga mAtra calane ke lie hai| usameM Asakta hone jaisI bAta nahIM hai| cauthA pariNAma hai-ananta karuNA / krUratA samApta ho jAegI / ananta maitrI kA vikAsa hogaa| pAMcavAM pariNAma hai-satya ke prati samarpaNa / vaha sAdhaka sadA ke 'lie satya ke prati samarpita ho jaaegaa| phira vaha asatya ke lie koI kAma nahIM kregaa| viveka-jAgaraNa ke ye pAMca phalita haiN| hamArI yAtrA kA pahalA jyotistaMbha hai-viveka jAgaraNa / astitva. darzana kA pahalA sAdhana hai-samyagdarzana / samyaka kA darzana arthAt vivekacetanA kA jAgaraNa / Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 2 saMkalikA * saMjamati No pgmmti| [AyAro, 5351] * egappamuhe vidisappANNe, nigvinacArI-[AyAro, 5154] * mumukSu indriyoM kA saMyama karatA hai, unakA ucchRkhala vyavahAra nahIM krtaa| * mumukSu apane lakSya kI ora mukha kiye cle| vaha cetanA-jAgaraNa kI virodhI dizAoM kA pAra pA jAe, padArtha ke prati virakta rhe| * nimitta se baceM yA upAdAna ko nirmala kreN| * heya-upAdeya kA viveka hone para heya kA pratyAkhyAna hotA hai| * atIta kA pratikramaNa aura anAgata kA pratyAkhyAna / * anAgata kA pratyAkhyAna hone para vartamAna kA saMvara svayaM, phira atIta kI zuddhi / apane kendra yA dhurI se khisakI huI cetanA kA apane kendra para lauTa aanaa| pratyAkhyAna mUrchA ke vyUha para dUsarA prahAra hai / * pratyAkhyAna aura saMvara ke bIca kA tattva hai-saMyama / saMyama se pratyAkhyAna siddha hotA hai aura saMvara niSpanna / saMyama sAdhanA hai aura saMvara niSpatti / * saMyama kI sAdhanA ke AyAma 0 asparza-viSaya kA sparza na kreN| * sparza meM asparza-viSaya kA sparza hone para bhI rAga-dveSa kI cetanA ko na jodd'eN| 0 pratisaMlInatA-prANa kA pratisaMharaNa / Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20 * kisane kahA mana caMcala hai * indriya-cetanA ke prati jAgarUkatA - vRtti ko dekhanA : indriyacetanA dvArA hone vAlI pratyeka pravRtti ko dekhanA | 0 pratisaMlInatA 0 indriya, zarIra, vANI, mana aura zvAsa kI sakriyatA prANa ke dvArA / * prANa dhArA ko khIMca lene para ve niSkriya ho jAte haiM / * saMkalpa-zakti ke dvArA o tanmUtti dhyAna ke dvArA * ekAgratA ke dvArA * saMyama ke artha 0 asvIkAra -- icchA utpanna ho usakA uttara na deM / * satata saMkalpa -- dRr3ha nizcaya kreN| itanA dRr3ha nizcaya kareM jisase vAtAvaraNa yA vyakti Andolita ho jAe / * dIrghakAlika ekAgratA / tanmUtti dhyAna - lakSya ke rUpa meM svayaM kA pariNamana / jJAna-tantuoM ko kRtya kA nirdeza / o 0 jJAtA draSTA kA prayoga prANa-zakti ko khIMcakara kisI eka biMdu para le jaaeN| * mana ko bhItara le jAeM / * apane jJAtA draSTA svarUpa kA anubhava kareM / * vRttiyoM ko taTasthabhAva se dekhate jAeM / Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratirodhAtmaka zakti kA vikAsa : saMyama hamAre astitva ke do mahAsrota haiM-zakti aura cetanA / cetanA ke dvArA hama bAhya ko prakAzita karate haiM aura apane-Apa bhI prakAzita hote haiM / zakti ke dvArA cetanA ho sakatI hai, para usakA upayoga nahIM ho sakatA / mastiSka ke hone para bhI yadi prANazakti svastha nahIM hai to mastiSka kA koI upayoga nahIM ho sakatA / indriya-cetanA hai, para yadi usake sAtha prANa UrjA kAyoga nahIM hai to indriya-cetanA kA koI upayoga nahIM ho sakatA | zakti kA svastha yoga milane para hI cetanA kAma kara sakatI hai / zakti kA vikAsa aura cetanA kA vikAsa -- donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiM / zakti kA vikAsa pratyAkhyAna ke dvArA ho sakatA hai| viveka cetanA ke jAgaraNa para jo pahalI pratikriyA hotI hai vaha hai pratyAkhyAna / jaise hI viveka cetanA jAgatI hai, heya aura upAdeya -- donoM jAna liye jAte haiM / isa spaSTa jJAna ke bAda jo hamArI pratikriyA hotI hai, vaha hai pratyAkhyAna / pratyAkhyAna kA artha hai - chor3anA / pratyAkhyAna ho sakatA hai zakti ke prayoga ke dvArA / zakti kA eka rUpa hai - saMkalpa | saMkalpa arthAt icchA zakti / do AdamI haiN| eka baiThA hai, cala rahA hai / prazna hotA hai - aisA kyoM ? donoM kyoM nahIM cala rahe haiM ? donoM kyoM nahIM baiThe haiM ? isa antara ke pIche eka zakti jo kAma kara rahI hai, vaha hai icchAzakti / prANI meM icchAzakti hotI hai / vaha apanI icchAzakti ke dvArA hI kisI kArya meM pravRtta hotA hai, koI kArya karatA hai, koI kArya nahIM karatA / icchA hotI hai taba calane laga jAtA hai / icchA hotI hai taba baiTha jAtA hai / icchA hotI hai taba bolane laga jAtA hai / icchA hotI hai taba mauna ho jAtA hai / icchA hotI hai taba khAne baiTha jAtA hai aura icchA hotI hai taba ArAma karane laga jAtA hai / usakA sArA - kAma icchA se prerita hotA hai / dArzanika yuga meM eka prazna uThA thA ki vAyu jIva hai yA nahIM ? kucha Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai dArzanikoM ne kahA-vAyu jIva hai| kucha dArzanikoM ne kahA-vAyu jIva nahIM hai / vAyu ko jIva svIkAra karane vAloM ne tarka diyA ki vAyu gatimAn hai, isalie jIva hai / phira prazna huA ki pudgala bhI gatimAna hai, vaha bhI jIva honA caahie| phira kahA gayA ki kevala gatimAna hone se hI jIva nahIM hotA / vAyu dUsare ke dvArA prerita hokara gati nahIM karatA, vaha svataH gatimAna hai / pudgala svataH gatizIla nahIM hai / vaha dUsare kI preraNA se gatizIla hai| vaha dUsare kI preraNA se gatizIla hai, isalie vaha jIva nahIM hai| jisameM gati karane kI icchA hai, gati kI svataH preraNA hai, vaha jIva hai| eka DhelA pheNkaa| vaha bhI gati kregaa| eka golI daagii| vaha bhI bahuta dUra taka gati kregii| yaha sva-prerita gati nahIM hai| yaha para-prerita gati hai| jo sva-prerita gati karatA hai vaha prANI ho sakatA hai| ___ jIva kA bahuta bar3A lakSaNa hai-icchAzakti aura saMkalpazakti / yaha jIva kI pahacAna hai| jisameM saMkalpazakti nahIM hotI, vaha jIva nahIM ho sakatA / sUkSma se sUkSma jIvoM meM, cAhe phira ve pRthvI ke hoM yA vanaspati ke, unameM bhI icchAzakti hotI hai, saMkalpazakti hotI hai| zakti kA eka rUpa hai-saMkalpazakti, eka rUpa hai--ekAgratA, eka rUpa hai-niyAmaka zakti / hamAre zarIra kI zakti kA kendra hai-nAr3I-saMsthAna / zarIra meM yadi nAr3I-saMsthAna na ho to zarIra kA koI bahuta bar3A mUlya nahIM hai / kucha bhI mUlya nahIM hai / nAr3I-saMsthAna meM jJAnavAhI aura kriyAvAhI-donoM prakAra ke nAr3I-maMDala haiN| yadi ina donoM prakAra ke nAr3I-maMDaloM ko nikAla diyA jAe to na jJAna hogA aura na kriyA hogii| hamArI cetanA aura zakti- ina donoM ke saMbhAvya kendra isa nAr3IsaMsthAna meM haiM / Apa yaha na bhUleM ki hamAre astitva ke do mUla srota haiMcetanA aura zakti / unakA saMvAdI kendra hai hamArA sthUla zarIra / sUkSma zarIra meM jo spaMdana hoMge, unake saMvAdI kendra isa sthUla zarIra meM haiN| binA saMvAdI kendroM ke abhivyakti nahIM ho sktii| abhivyakti ke lie mAdhyama caahie| kyoMki jaba bhItara se bAhara AnA hotA hai taba vaha binA mAdhyama ke nahIM ho sakatA / yaha mAdhyama hai-nAr3I-saMsthAna / vaha jJAnAvAhI nAr3I-maMDala ke dvArA Atma-cetanA ko abhivyakta karatA hai tathA kriyAvAhI nAr3I-maMDala ke dvArA Atma-zakti ko abhivyakta karatA hai| Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratirodhAtmaka zakti kA vikAsa : saMyama 23 paira meM koTA lagA / hAya use nikAlane ke lie tatpara ho jAtA hai / .. yaha kyoM aura kaise hotA hai ? jJAnavAhI nAr3I-maMDala isa bAta ko grahaNa kara. mastiSka taka pahuMcAtA hai aura mastiSka hAtha ke jJAnavAhI taMtuoM ko Adeza detA hai ki kAMTe ko nikaalo| hAtha usa kArya meM tatpara ho jAtA hai| vaha samUcA nAr3I-saMsthAna sAdhanA kI dRSTi se bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa hai| sAdhaka yadi nAr3I-saMsthAna ko nahIM samajhatA hai to vaha sAdhanA meM saphala nahIM ho sktaa| hama pratyAkhyAna karate haiM / pratyAkhyAna kA artha hai-chodd'naa| isase saMyama ho gyaa| kyA chor3a dene mAtra se saMyama ho gayA ? Apane saMkalpa-zakti ko jAgRta kara liyaa| Apane saMkalpa kara liyA ki Aja se maiM vaha nahIM karUMgA jo pahale karatA thA / yaha saMyama ho gayA, kintu saMkalpa-zakti kA eka hI kAma nahIM hai| kevala saMyama honA hI paryApta nahIM hai| usakI siddhi honI caahie| usakI siddhi ke lie aura bahuta kucha karanA hotA hai| saMyama kiyA, saMvara ho gyaa| anAgata kA pratyAkhyAna kiyA, vartamAna kA saMvara ho gyaa| kintu anAgata kA pratyAkhyAna puSTa kaise ho? kyA kevala saMkalpa ke sahAre lambI yAtrA kI jA sakatI hai ? saMkalpa se daravAje to baMda ho gae, kintu bhItara jo kUr3A-karakaTa jamA huA thA, use nikAlanA bhI Avazyaka hotA hai| use nikAlane kI prakriyA ke do rUpa haiN| eka hai nimittoM se sambandhita aura dUsarI hai utpAdana se sambandhita / ___ saMyama kI sAdhanA prAraMbha kara dii| nimitta Ate haiM aura mana ko AMdolita kara dete haiN| koI gAlI AtI hai, mana AMdolita ho jAtA hai| koI prazaMsA AtI hai, mana AMdolita ho jAtA hai| koI zabda, rUpa, rasa aura gaMdha AtI hai, mana AMdolita ho jAtA hai| saMyama ko dhakkA lagane lagatA hai / kyA hama nimittoM se baca sakate haiM ? saMyama kI sAdhanA meM eka abhyAsa cAlU kiyA gayA ki nimittoM se baco, viSayoM kA pratyAkhyAna karo, viSayoM se bco| aisA karanA koI kaThina bAta nahIM hai, sAdhAraNa bAta hai| baccA Udhama macA rahA hai| mAM ne use cAMTA maaraa| cAMTA mArate hI mAM ke snAyu-saMsthAna meM Aveza kA aMkana ho jAtA hai| aba vaha saMskAra bana jAtA hai| jaba bhI aisA prasaMga AtA hai, na cAhate hue bhI hAtha uTha jAtA hai| nimittoM kA bar3A mahattva hai / nAr3I-saMsthAna jisa bAta ko pakar3a letA Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai hai phira vaha pratyAkhyAna se Tala nahIM sakatA / mAdaka vastuoM kA sevana karane karane vAle jAnate haiM ki mAdaka vastuoM kA sevana acchA nahIM hai / ve nahIM cAhate ki madirA pI jAe, kintu jaba samaya AtA hai taba unakI sArI nAr3iyAM vyAkula ho jAtI haiN| mAMga itanI prabala ho jAtI hai ki na pIne kI bAta nIce daba jAtI hai aura vaha nAr3I saMsthAna vivaza karatA hai use pIne ke lie / nAr3I saMsthAna bahuta bar3A nimitta hai / saMyama kI sAdhanA meM eka kaThihai bAhara ke nimittoM kI ora dUsarI kaThinAI hai snAyu saMsthAna kI / saba kucha yahI nahIM hai / paristhitivAda ke vicAraka aura nimittavAdI vicAraka sArA kA sArA doSa nimittoM para DAlate haiM, paristhitiyoM para DAlate haiM / jaisI paristhiti, jaisA vAtAvaraNa, vaisA pariNAma / ye inase Age nahIM jAte / yahIM inakI kathA samApta ho jAtI hai / unake sAmane eka bahuta bar3A prazna yaha hai fe after ke kendroM kA niyAmaka kauna tattva hai ? koI kahate haiM ki hamArA nAr3I saMsthAna mastiSka ke kendroM kA niyamana karatA hai / kintu yaha koI samA dhAna nahIM hai / zarIra kA nAr3I saMsthAna aura mastiSka kA nAr3I saMsthAna jitane keMdroM kA niyaMtraNa karatA hai usakA mUla kAraNa, upAdAna kAraNa, mastiSka meM nahIM hai, kintu vaha hai sUkSma zarIra meM aura sUkSma zarIra meM upAdAna AtA hai AtmA se / hama nimittoM se baceM / pratyAkhyAna ke bAda hama jAgarUka raheM ki aisI koI bhI pravRtti na ho jo ki Adata bana jaae| hama pUrNa jAgarUka aura saceta raheM / yaha pratyAkhyAna ho gayA / kintu jaba taka upAdAna zuddha nahIM hogA taba taka bhItara se Ane vAlA rUpa rukegA nahIM / Apane AMkha baMda kI, bAhara kA rUpa samApta ho gayA / kintu koI bhI AdamI jIvana-bhara AMkheM baMda kara baiTha nahIM sakatA / AMkha caitanya kA vAtAyana hai, jharokhA hai / isameM se chanakara hamAre caitanya kI razmiyAM bAhara AtI haiM / use baMda kyoM kiyA jAe ? hamAre jo snAyu haiM, ve jo pravRtti karate haiM unako baMda kyoM kiyA jAe ? na indriya ke vAtAyana ko samApta kiyA jA sakatA hai aura na snAyu saMsthAna ko rokA jA sakatA hai, na mana kI gati ko sarvathA rokA jA sakatA hai / yaha nimittoM se alpakAla ke lie bacane kI bAta samajha meM A Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'pratirodhAtmaka zakti kA vikAsa : saMyama 25 sakatI hai, kintu yaha sArvabhauma, sArvakAlika ho, yaha bAta samajha meM nahIM aatii| aisA honA bhI nahIM cAhie / hamArA yaha tapa jar3atA kI ora na bddh'e| cetanA kA tapa calatA rahe / hama indriyoM kA upayoga kareM, mana kA upayoga kareM aura nAr3I-saMsthAna ko itanA svastha rakheM jisase ki hamArA mastiSka hamArA sahayoga kara ske| ___bahuta sAre loga ajJAnavaza aisI kriyAeM kara lete haiM jinase unheM bhArI hAni hotI hai| ve tapasyA ke nAma para tathAkathita tapasyA karate haiN| unakA nAr3I-saMsthAna itanA durbala aura kSINa ho jAtA hai ki vaha tapasyA unako vikAsa kI ora nahIM le jAtI, hrAsa kI ora le jAtI hai| (tapasyA kA artha hai-prANazakti kA vikAsa / yadi prANazakti kA vikAsa, UrjA kA vikAsa nahIM hogA to caitanya kA vikAsa kaise hogA? tapasyA isalie kI jAtI thI ki prANazakti kA vikAsa ho, UrjA kA vikAsa ho| kintu tapasyA kA artha samajhA gayA ki zakti kama ho, zarIra kSINa ho / yaha bahuta bar3I bhrAMti hai| ise hama nikAleM / hama isa bAta para : dhyAna kendrita kareM ki zakti kA hrAsa jisase ho, vaha dharma kA kArya nahIM ho sktaa| hama zakti ke keMdroM ko baMda nahIM kareMge, vAtAyanoM ko khulA rkheNge| kintu yaha sabase bar3I kaThinAI hai ki jaba nimitta haiM to unake doSoM ko kaise rokA jA sakatA hai / inase bacane kA upAya kyA hai ? inase bacane kA upAya hai-upAdAna kI siddhi / manuSya yAMtrika jIvana jI rahA hai| kampyUTara ke AviSkAra ke bAda yaha siddha ho gayA ki manuSya yAMtrika hai| jo kucha manuSya karatA hai, kara sakatA hai, vaha saba kucha kampyUTara karatA hai| vaha kavitA banAtA hai, prazna karatA hai, prazna ke samAdhAna prastuta karatA hai, gaNita ke jaTilatama prazna hala karatA hai, abhivAdana karatA hai, smRti rakhatA hai, anAgata kI kalpanA karatA hai, socatA hai, mImAMsA karatA hai, vizleSaNa karatA hai, viveka karatA hai, saba kucha karatA hai jo manuSya karatA hai| phira prazna uThA ki manuSya aura yaMtra meM antara kyA hai ? bhedarekhA kyA hai ? manuSya AtmavAn hai, yaMtra AtmavAn nahIM hai ? prANI aura aprANI ke bIca kI yaha bhedarekhA hai| kintu jaba mahAvIra se pUchA gayA "kyA AtmA zvAsa letI hai ?" Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai| "nahIM, vaha zvAsa nahIM letii|" "kyA AtmA socatI hai ?" "nahIM, AtmA nahIM soctii|" "kyA AtmA khAtI-pItI hai ?" "nahIM, AtmA na khAtI hai aura na pItI hai|" mahAvIra ne sAre uttara nakAra meM die / ve nahIM, nahIM kahate ge|' neti-neti / phira prazna huA ki manuSya AtmavAna kaise hai ? vaha AtmavAn kaise bane ? isa paridhi meM rahakara koI bhI AtmavAna nahIM bana sktaa| koI bhI saMyama kI sAdhanA nahIM kara sktaa| koI bhI upAdAna kI zuddhi nahIM kara sakatA / isa paridhi ko tor3anA hogaa| yaha paridhi cetanA kI paridhi nahIM hai / yaha mAtra eka yAMtrika paridhi hai, cetanA ke AsapAsa meM hone vAlI / isa paridhi ko tor3akara gahare meM jAnA hogaa| yadi hama vahAM taka pahuMca pAeM ki jahAM hama kevala jAnane vAle haiM, kevala dekhane vAle haiM, khAne-pIne vAle nahIM, socane vAle nahIM, vizleSaNa karane vAle nahIM, kevala jAnane aura dekhane vAle, kevala jJAtA aura draSTA-vaha hogI prANI aura aprANI ke bIca kI bhedarekhA, jIva aura ajIva ke bIca kI bhedarekhA / yaha upAdAna hai| isa upAdAna taka pahuMcate hI yAMtrika jIvana samApta ho jAtA hai aura saMyama kI siddhi kA sUtra prApta ho jAtA hai / saMyama kI siddhi kA artha hai-jJAtA-draSTAbhAva kI anubhUti / jaba taka jJAtA-draSTAbhAva kI anubhUti hotI rahegI, saMyama zuddha hotA calA jAegA / jaba-jaba yaha anubhUti chUTegI, taba-taba pratyAkhyAna para dhakkA lagatA rhegaa| hamArI cetanA ke do vizAla krIr3A-prAMgaNa bane hue haiN| eka kA nAma hai-viSaya-ramaNa aura dUsare kA nAma hai-Atma-ramaNa / cetanA donoM meM krIr3A karatI hai / kabhI vaha viSaya-ramaNa karane lagatI hai aura kabhI AtmaramaNa / jaba jIvana kI yAMtrika prakriyA calatI hai taba cetanA viSayoM meM krIr3A karatI hai, usI ora bhAgatI hai| yaha bAhara kI prakriyA hai| ___Atma-ramaNa kA artha hai-upAdAna taka pahuMcanA, apane svarUpa meM kIr3A karanA / cintana kI paridhi, zvAsa kI paridhi tathA sArI yAMtrika paridhiyoM ko tor3akara jJAtAbhAva aura draSTAbhAva kI sImA meM pahuMca jAnA Atma-ramaNa hai aura yahI cetanA kA svAbhAvika krIr3A-prAMgaNa hai / Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratirodhAtmaka zakti kA vikAsa : saMyama 27 saMyama ko bAhara se nahIM lAyA jA sakatA / usakA srota bAhara nahIM hai / usakA upAdAna hai - bhItara meM, gahare bhItara meN| vaha hai- jJAtAbhAva, draSTAbhAva | jaba cetanA jJAtAbhAva aura draSTAbhAva se jur3a jAtI hai, usameM ramaNa karane laga jAtI hai taba nimittoM kA prabhAva naSTa ho jAtA hai| hajAroM nimitta milakara bhI cetanA ko prabhAvita nahIM kara skte| jaba taka cetanA usa upAdAna taka nahIM pahuMcatI, jJAtAbhAva aura draSTAbhAva meM ramaNa nahIM karatI taba taka nimitta nahIM milane para bhI manuSya nimittoM kI Toha meM jAtA hai, unako paidA karatA hai, unake pAsa jAne kA prayatna karatA hai| vahAM taka pahuMcane ke lie vRttiyAM AMdolita hotI haiM / saMyama kI sAdhanA kA pahalA sUtra hai - cetanA ko jJAtAbhAva - draSTAbhAva se saMyukta karanA | saMyama kI sAdhanA kA dUsarA sUtra hai - dekhanA | AMkha se kevala dekhanA, kAna se kevala sunanA, jIbha se kevala cakhanA / inake sAtha na rAga ko jor3eM aura na dveSa ko jodd'eN| korA dekheM, korA suneM aura korA khAeM / acche-bure kA vikalpa na kareM / cetanA kI isa nirmala dhArA meM, cetanA kI isa gaMgA meM priyatA aura apriyatA, rAga aura dveSa kI gaMdagI ko na jur3ane deN| yaha dUsarA sUtra hai / pahalA sUtra hai nimittoM se bacane kA aura dUsarA sUtra hai cetanA kI dhArA ke sAtha vikalpoM ko na jor3ane kA / kintu ye donoM taba taka saphala nahIM ho sakate jaba taka ki upAdAna ke khUMTe para vaha gAya nahIM baMdha jAtI / isake binA saMyama kI sAdhanA bhI saphala nahIM hotI aura pratyAkhyAna para lagane vAle dhakkoM ko bhI nahIM rokA jA sakatA / pratyAkhyAna se saMyama phalita hotA hai aura saMyama kI niSpatti hai - asamparka | aba prazna yaha raha jAtA hai ki upAdAna taka kaise pahuMcA jAe ? usa taka pahuMcane kI prakriyA yA prayoga kyA hai ? pahale hama nimittoM se caleM / bAhara ke nimittoM ko eka bAra chor3a deN| snAyu saMsthAna meM Adata arjita hai yA maulika, isase nipaTane ke lie bhAvanA kA prayoga kreN| prAcIna bhASA meM jise hama bhAvanA kahate haiM, manovijJAna ko bhASA meM use sujhAva kahA jAtA hai / jJAnataMtuoM ko sujhAva deM, nirdeza deN| yaha nirdezana kI kriyA sujhAva kI kriyA hai| Adata ke parivartana meM yaha bahuta sahAyaka prakriyA hai / koI bhI indriya kI ucchRMkhalatA hai, caMca Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai latA hai, vikSepa hai aura hama nahIM cAhate ki aisA ho to hama una jJAnataMtuoM ko nirdeza deN| pahale hama usake kendra ko pakar3eM aura phira sujhAva deM, nirdeza deN| pahale hama yaha jAneM ki jisa vRtti ko hameM badalanA hai usakA kendra kaunasA hai ? usa keMdra ko pahacAnakara hama nirdeza deN| vahAM ke jJAnataMtu hamArA nirdeza mAnane laga jAeMge / nirdeza bhI atyaMta priyatA ke sAtha denA cAhie / bhASA madhura ho / kaThora aura karkaza bhASA meM die gae nirdeza utane kAryakArI nahIM hote| priyatA se die gae nirdeza bahuta saphala hote haiN| jJAnataMtu atyanta komala haiN| komalatA hI unheM iSTa hai| nirdeza komala hoM, kaThora na hoN| dhIre-dhIre ve jJAnataMtu Apake nirdezoM ke adhIna ho jaaeNge| ve ApakI bAta mAnane laga jAeMge / kevala raTana se koI niSpatti nahIM hotii| raTana ke sAtha bhAvanA ho, tAdAtmya ho, tabhI vaha saphala hotA hai| eka AdamI 'saMsAra anitya haiM', 'zarIra anitya hai'-- aisA bAra-bAra kahatA rhe| eka dina nahIM, eka mAha nahIM, varSa-bhara bhI yaha raTana lagAtA rahe, parantu usakI yaha raTana saphala nahIM ho sakatI jaba taka ki vaha apane mana ko isa anityatA ke bhAva se bhAvita nahIM kara letA, vAsita nahIM kara letA, usake sAtha tadAtma nahIM ho jAtA, usa bhAvanA ko hRdgata nahIM kara letA / jaba taka vaha bAta vANI mAtra kA viSaya banI rahatI hai taba taka vaha niSpatti nahIM ho sakatI jo hama cAhate haiN| hama jo honA cAhate haiM yA hama jo karanA cAhate haiM, usameM jJAnataMtuoM ko tanmaya banA deN| yahI bhAvanA hai / hama tanmUrtika bana jaaeN| ___ bhagavAna mahAvIra ne eka zabda diyA-tanmUrti / bahuta mahattvapUrNa zabda hai / unhoMne kahA--"tuma calate ho| eka hai gati aura eka hai gatimAn / aisA na rahe / do na raheM / gati aura gatimAn-ye do na rheN| tuma svayaM gatimAn mata raho, gati bana jaao|" gatimAna aura gati-yaha dvata miTa jAe / advaita rahe / jo gatimAna hai vahI gati hai aura jo gati hai vahI gatimAn hai / yahI tanmUrti hai| yahI bhAvanA hai| upAdAna taka pahuMcane kA yaha eka prayoga hai| upAdAna taka pahuMcane kA dUsarA prayoga hai-taTastha rahakara vRttiyoM ko dekhnaa| vRttiyoM ko rokane kA prayatna na ho| jo vicAra A rahe haiM, phira cAhe ve vicAra vAsanA ke hoM yA anya kisI vRtti ke, Ane deN| unheM roke nhiiN| unheM mAtra dekheM / jo ajita hai vaha to AegA hI, ubharegA hii| Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratirodhAtmaka zakti kA vikAsa : saMyama isameM burAI kyA hai ? koI burAI nahIM hai / Ane kA artha hai vipAka / jo ekatrita hai usakA vipAka hogA hI / use roko mata / vipAka AegA aura calA jaaegaa| rokane kA artha hai use aura adhika puSTa karanA | vicAra Ate haiM, Ane deM, rokeM mata / unheM mAtra dekhate raheM / taTastha bhAva se dekhate raheM / mana se na rAga Ane deM aura na dveSa | dekhate raheM, dekhate raheM / 'yaha krodha kA vicAra A rahA hai / yaha vAsanA kA vicAra A rahA hai / yaha lobha kA vicAra A rahA hai / yaha moha kA vicAra A rahA hai / yaha kisI kI hatyA karane kA, kisI ko mArane kA vicAra A rahA hai / yaha pratizodha lene kA vicAra A rahA hai|' ina sabako Ane deN| rokeM nahIM / inheM dekhate jAeM / inheM khulakara Ane deN| pratirodha na kreN| inheM taTasthatA se dekhate raheM aura haMsate raheM ki kyA-kyA ho rahA hai / kaisA nATaka cala rahA hai / yaha dekhane kI prakriyA parivartana kI sazakta prakriyA hai / dekhate-dekhate arjita Adata meM parivartana Ane lagatA hai / yaha jAgRti kI sAdhanA hai / isameM sAdhaka suSupta nahIM raha sakatA / vaha jAgRta rahakara hI ubharane vAlI vRttiyoM ko dekha pAtA hai / kucha manuSya prazna karate haiM ki zvAsa ko dekhane kA mUlya hI kyA hai ? zvAsa bhagavAn to hai nahIM ki hama use dekhate hI rheN| yadi bhagavAn ko dekhate to kucha niSpanna hotA / zvAsa ko dekhane kA prayojana hI kyA hai ? hama sAdhanoM meM zvAsa kA AlaMbana lekara cala rahe haiM / hamane nirAlaMba AkAza meM calane ke lie rassI bAMdha lI / usa rassI para hameM calanA hai / parantu rassI para calane meM bar3A khatarA hai / hameM pUrNa jAgRta hokara rassI para calanA hogaa| eka-eka paga para pUrNa jAgRta rahanA hogA / kahIM bhI eka jhapakI AyI ki hama nIce gira par3eMge / zvAsa ko dekhane kI prakriyA jAgRta rahane kI prakriyA hai / yaha mana ko jAgRta rakhane kI prakriyA hai / jaba mana jAgRta rahegA taba vRttiyoM ko Apa ThIka vaise hI dekheMge jaise ki chAyAcitra ko dekhate haiM, calacitra ko dekhate haiM / upAdAna taka pahuMcane kA yaha dUsarA prayoga hai / j upAdAna taka pahuMcane kA tIsarA prayoga hai - pratisaMlInatA / yaha bahuta bar3A viSaya hai / isakI carcA Age kreNge| Aja itanA hI / 26 Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 3 | saMkalikA * sanvamao pamattassa bhayaM / * savvao apamattassa patthi mayaM // [AyAro, 3 / 75] * suttA amuNI sayA, muNiNo sayA jAgaraMti / [AyAro, 331] * No Nihejja viiriy| [yAro, 5141] 0 pramatta ko saba ora se bhaya hotA hai| 0 apramatta ko kahIM se bhI bhaya nahIM hotaa| * ajJAnI sadA sote haiM, jJAnI sadA jAgate haiM / * apanI zakti ko mata chupAo / * jJAtA-draSTA-kevala draSTA bane rheN| jAgRta rheN| zvAsa A rahA hai, jA rahA hai / kampana ho rahA hai| vicAra uTha rahA hai, vilIna ho rahA hai| vAsanA uTha rahI hai, vilIna ho rahI hai| krodha-uttejanA uTha rahI hai, vilIna ho rahI hai| nirvicAra dazA meM prajJA upalabdha hotI hai / karane kI Adata hai, isalie na karanA yA honA kaThina lagatA hai| - apramAda 0 caitanya kA satata upayoga / * karma ke sAtha cetanA kA satata yoga / * viveka-dRSTi spaSTa / saMyama-sukha kA anubhava / jyoti kA anubhava / Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 3 : saMkalikA apramAda - sukhAnubhUti kI nirantaratA / akhaNDa jyoti / samatA - sukhAnubhUti ke zikhara para / jyotirmayaH jJAna jJAna meM pratiSThita / * pUrva karma kA pratikramaNa uttara karma kA pratyAkhyAna } caritra vartamAna karma vipAka kI AlocanA - bhedAnubhava | 31 Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kI krIDAbhUmi : apramAda eka AdamI jA rahA thaa| rAste meM eka rAkSasa milaa| usane kahA--"eka samasyA hai| ise pUrI kro|" AdamI ne kahA-"batAo, samasyA kyA hai ?" rAkSasa ne kahA-.-"kimAzcaryamata: param"-"isase bar3hakara aura Azcarya hI kyA hai ?" AdamI hoziyAra thaa| usane samasyApUrti karate hue kahA : "ahanyahani bhUtAni, gacchanti yamamandire / zeSAH jIvitumicchanti, kimAzcaryamataH param ?" -pratidina prANI yamamandira meM jA rahe haiM, mRtyu ke mukha meM jA rahe haiM / yaha dekhate hue bhI zeSa prANI yahI socate haiM ki ve to sadA jIvita rheNge| isase bar3hakara aura bar3A Azcarya kyA ho sakatA hai ?-yaha usa AdamI kI upaja thI / bahuta hI sundara samAdhAna usane diyaa| ___ yadi mujhe isa samasyA kI pUrti karanI ho to maiM dUsare DhaMga se hI kruuNgaa| maiM kahUMgA--- "anantazaktisaMpannAH bhikSAM yAcAmahe yadi / dainyaM pradarzayanto hi, kimAzcarya mataH param ?" -hama anantazakti ke adhikArI aura svAmI hote hue bhI apanI zaktiyoM ko nahIM jAnate / pramAda se mUr3ha hokara unheM bhUla jAte haiM, bhUla gae haiM / unako vismRta kara hama yatra-tatra apanI dInatA pradarzita karate haiN| hama kaha dete haiM---"maiM eka ghaMTA eka Asana para baiTha nahIM sktaa| maiM itanI garmI ko sahana nahIM kara sktaa| maiM dhyAna karatA hUM taba sira meM darda hone lagatA hai| yaha dInatA hai / isakA pradarzana karanA sabase bar3A Azcarya hai / eka ora to vyakti ananta zaktiyoM kA svAmI hai aura dUsarI ora vaha alpa samaya taka dhyAna karane meM bhI samartha nahIM hai, eka Asana meM baiThane meM bhI samartha nahIM hai / yaha sabase bar3A Azcarya hai| hama ananta zaktisaMpanna haiM, ananta cetanAsaMpanna haiM, vipanna nahIM haiN| kintu hama apanI isa saMpadA se paricita nahIM haiN| apanI saMpadA kA hameM bodha Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kI krIDAbhUmi : apramAda nahIM hai| bodha na hone kA bhI eka kAraNa hai / vaha kAraNa hai-pramAda / yaha AvaraNa hameM apanI saMpadA se paricita nahIM hone detA / pramAda saghana AvaraNa hai| lohAvaraNa hai| vaha hameM apanI saMpadA se vilaga kie hue hai| eka ora hama haiM aura dUsarI ora hai hamArI saMpadA kA bodha / bIca meM pramAda kA saghana AvaraNa hai, pramAda kA lohAvaraNa hai| hamArA usase saMbaMdha TUTa-sA gayA hai| ananta cetanA aura ananta shkti| cetanA spaSTa nahIM hotI hai to zakti spaSTa nahIM hotI aura zakti spaSTa nahIM hotI hai to cetanA spaSTa nahIM hotii| donoM eka-dUsare se saMbaMdhita haiN| donoM jur3e hue haiN| cetanA kA vikAsa hogA to zakti kA vikAsa hogA aura zakti kA vikAsa hogA to cetanA kA vikAsa hogaa| cetanA spaSTa nahIM hai isIlie yaha bodha nahIM ho rahA hai ki hamAre meM ananta zakti hai| hama apanI zakti se paricita nahIM haiM, isalie cetanA kA upayoga nahIM kara pAte / hama nahIM jAna pAte ki hamArI cetanA kitanI hai / donoM kA, cetanA aura zakti kA, saMbaMdha TUTa jAtA hai| donoM ke bIca meM eka AvaraNa A gayA, eka dIvAra khar3I ho gii| donoM bichur3a ge| eka isa ora raha gayA aura dUsarA usa ora / donoM eka-dUsare se aparicita jaise ho ge| sAdhanA kA sabase mahattvapUrNa caraNa hai-cetanA kA zakti ke sAtha yoga karanA / eka ko dUsare se jor3anA / vAstava meM jahAM zakti aura cetanA kI samanviti hai vahIM yoga kI sAdhanA hai / yaha samanviti taba saMbhava hotI hai jaba pramAda kA AvaraNa haTa jAtA hai, TUTa jAtA hai / pramAda kA AvaraNa bahurUpI hai / vaha aneka rUpoM meM prastuta hotA hai| vaha itanA saghana hai ki koI bhI usameM se jhAMka nahIM sktaa| pramAda kA rUpa hai-maadktaa| vaha cetana ko mAdaka banA detA hai| jaise madirA vyakti meM mAdakatA lA detI hai, vaise hI pramAda vyakti ko mAdaka banA detA hai| pramAda madirA hai| usameM bahuta mAdakatA hai / jaba pramAda chAtA hai taba cetanA lupta ho jAtI hai, zakti bhI lupta ho jAtI hai, daba jAtI hai| pramAda kA eka rUpa hai-nidraa| AdamI sotA hai, sAtha-sAtha zakti aura cetanA bhI so jAtI hai| pramAda kA eka rUpa hai-kaSAya kI uttejanA / krodha AtA hai, cetanA lupta ho jAtI hai, viveka bhI lupta ho jAtA hai| pramAda kA eka rUpa hai-anutsAha / dharma ke prati, sAdhanA ke prati Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai utsAha na hoga anutsAha hai / sAdhanA meM utsAha kama vyaktiyoM meM hotA hai| una para pramAda chAyA rahatA hai| hama thor3A mur3eM aura apanI saMpadA se paricita hone kA upakrama kareM / hama pramAda ko haTAne kA prayatna kreN| isa prayatna meM sabase bar3A sahayoga milegA cetanA kaa| sabase pahale hama yaha bodha prApta kareM ki hamAre meM ananta zakti hai / yaha bodha ho jAne para hI usake prayoga kI bAta socI jA sakatI hai / pahale hama apanI zaktiyoM se paricita hoN| hama jAna leM ki hamAre bhItara zaktiyoM kA ajasra srota baha rahA hai / isase paricita hote hI phira upayoga kI suvidhA ho jAtI hai / pUrva caudaha the| ye jJAna ke Akara-graMtha the| inameM eka thA-vIryapravAda / isakA varNya-viSaya thA-zakti ke srota aura pryog| isameM kevala zakti kA hI pratipAdana thA, anya viSayoM kA nhiiN| bahuta adbhuta grantha thaa| Aja vaha upalabdha nahIM hai| isameM jIva aura ajIva, prANI aura aprANI, cetana aura acetana-sabhI padArthoM kI zaktiyoM kA varNana thaa| prANI kI taraha aprANI meM bhI ananta zakti hotI hai| acetana padArthoM kI vibhinna zaktiyoM kA usa grantha meM varNana thaa| dravya kI zakti, kSetra kI zakti aura kAla kI zakti ananta hotI hai| ajIva kI bahuta bar3I-bar3I zaktiyAM haiN| ina zaktiyoM kA sahayoga jIva ko bhI milatA hai| ajIva kI zaktiyoM kA vistRta varNana nahIM kareMge, kintu prasaMgavaza kucha carcA prastuta karatA huuN| kSetra kI zakti adbhuta hotI hai| eka kSetra meM jAne se mana prasanna hotA hai aura eka kSetra meM jAne se mana viSaNNa hotA hai| eka kSetra kI taraMgeM itanI pavitra aura zAMta hotI haiM ki mana zAMta ho jAtA hai, udvignatA miTa jAtI hai| eka kSetra kI taraMgeM itanI mAdaka hotI haiM ki mana azAMta ho jAtA hai, udvigna ho jAtA hai, unmatta ho jAtA hai / kAla kI bhI apanI zakti hotI hai| eka kAla meM jo bAta ho sakatI hai vaha dUsare kAla meM nahIM ho sktii| prAtaHkAla meM kie jAne vAle dhyAna meM jitanI sthiratA hotI hai vaha madhyAhnakAla meM nahIM hotii| sardI meM mana kI jitanI sthiratA hotI hai, garmI meM utanI nahIM hotii| Ayurveda meM kAla ke AdhAra para auSadhisevana kA vidhAna bhinna-bhinna rUpa meM pratipAdita hai| harItakI kA prayoga bhinna-bhinna RtuoM meM bhinna-bhinna prakAra se hogaa| kAla kI zakti dravya kI zakti ko ghaTA-bar3hA sakatI hai / Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ " cetanA kI krIDAbhUmi : apramAda 35 dravya kI apanI zakti hotI hai / usako jAnane vAlA dravyoM se lAbhAnvita ho sakatA hai / prAcInakAla ke sAdhaka isa bAta se paricita the ki sAdhanA meM kauna-kauna-se dravya sahAyaka hote / dhyAna kI sthiratA, Asana kI sthiratA, mana kI sthiratA meM amuka-amuka sahayogI banate haiM / - Aja una dravyoM kI jAnakArI kama ho gaI hai, isalie sAdhaka dravyoM kA upayoga nahIM kara pA rahe haiM / do prakAra kA bala hai / eka hai zarIra kA bala aura dUsarA hai AtmA - kA bala, adhyAtma kA bala / zarIra ke bala se hama paricita haiM, kintu adhyAtma ke bala se paricita nahIM haiM / adhyAtma kA bala zarIra ke bala se bahuta adhika hai / hama indriyoM ke bala se paricita haiM / AMkhoM meM zakti hai. isalie hama dekhate haiM / kAnoM meM zakti hai, isalie hama sunate haiM / sparza meM zakti hai, isalie hama sardI-garmI kA anubhava karate haiM / kyA ina indriyoM meM itanI hI zakti hai, jitanI zakti se hama paricita haiM ? nahIM, inakI zakti aura adhika hai / sAmane par3I vastu ko dekha lenA mAtra hI AMkha kI zakti nahIM hai / unakI - zakti bahuta Age taka kAma karatI hai / sAdhanA karane vAlA vyakti usa zakti ko abhivyakta karane kA prayatna karatA hai | indriya zakti ke do rUpa haiM - saMbhava zakti aura saMbhAvya zakti | AMkha - se hama dekhate haiM / kintu usakI bhI eka sImA hai| jahAM taka koI avarodha nahIM hotA, ucita dUrI para padArtha hotA hai, vahAM taka hama AMkha se dekha sakate haiN| yaha hai AMkha kI saMbhava zakti / hama isakI saMbhAvya zakti se aparicita haiN| AMkha kI zakti kA vikAsa kiyA jAe to hama bahuta-bahuta dUrI para sthita padArthoM ko bhI sAkSAt dekha sakate haiM / isase dUradarzana saMbhava ho sakatA hai / vyavadhAna hone para bhI dekhA jA sakatA hai / sthUla ko bhI dekhA jA sakatA hai aura sUkSma ko bhI dekhA jA sakatA hai / yaha hai - saMbhAvya zakti | pAMcoM iMdriyoM kI sImita zakti hotI hai / use saMbhava zakti kahA jAtA hai / unakI asIma zakti bhI hai / ise saMbhAvya zakti kahate haiM / usakA vikAsa kiyA jA sakatA hai / saMbhava zakti hameM prApta hai, hama usakA upayoga karate haiM / saMbhAvya zakti kI sImA bahuta Age hai / kucha viziSTa vyakti hote haiM jinakI saMbhava zakti dUsaroM kI saMbhAvya zakti jaisI viziSTa hotI hai / inameM tIrthaMkara, arhat, kevalI Adi Ate haiN| jo apane kada ko sUkSma banA DAlatA hai, jo apanA mAnasika vikAsa kara letA hai, vaha 'manokAmI ho Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai jAtA hai| vaha mana se jo kAmanA karatA hai, vaha tatkAla sadha jAtA hai / mana meM bhojana kA saMkalpa kiyA aura bhojana kI tapti ho gyii| kavala-AhAra kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai / kintu yaha sabako sahaja prApta nahIM hai / isa zakti kA vikAsa hara vyakti kara sakatA hai / devatA sahajarUpa se manobhakSI hote haiN| ve kavala-AhAra nahIM karate / vaikriya zarIradhArI bhI manobhakSI hote haiN| yaha unakI saMbhava zakti hai aura hara vyakti ke lie saMbhAvya shkti| vANI kI bhI saMbhava zakti hotI hai aura saMbhAvya zakti hotI hai / tIrthakara bolate haiM taba unakI vANI eka yojana taka sunAI detI hai| unakI vANI aneka bhASAoM meM pariNata ho jAtI hai| yaha unakI saMbhava zakti hai| vaha sahaja hI unheM prApta hai / dUsaroM ke lie yaha saMbhAvya zakti hai| __ vAk vIrya ke do rUpa haiM / eka hai-kSIrAsravalabdhi aura dUsarA hai-- madhvAsravalabdhi / ina labdhiyoM se saMpanna vyakti jaba bolatA hai taba sunane vAle ko lagatA hai mAno vaha dUdha pI rahA hai, madhu cATa rahA hai| zabda itane mIThe hote haiN| yaha usa labdhisaMpanna vyakti ke lie sahaja hai| hara vyakti ise prApta kara sakatA hai, saMbhAvya hai sabake lie / eka rAjA AcArya ke pAsa Akara bolA-"gurudeva ! devatAoM kI Ayu bahuta laMbI hotI hai| kyA ve jIte-jIte nahIM aghAte ?" AcArya ne kahA-"ve itane sukha meM jIte haiM ki unheM kAla kA bodha hI nahIM hotaa| kAla kA bodha unheM hotA hai jo kaSTa meM jIvana bitAte haiN|" rAjA ne kahA-"yaha kaise saMbhava hai ? kAla kA bodha kyoM nahIM hotA?" AcArya kSIrAvalabdhi se saMpanna the / unhoMne kahA-"rAjan ! kucha dera upadeza to suna lo|" rAjA upadeza sunane baitthaa| AcArya bolane lge| do prahara bIta gae / rAjA tanmaya hokara sunatA rahA / upadeza ke anta meM AcArya ne rAjA se pUchA--"kitane samaya se upadeza suna rahe ho ?" "gurudeva ! abhI do kSaNa hI to hue haiN| abhI-abhI to Apane upadeza zurU kiyA thaa|' AcArya ne kahA--"rAjan ! tumheM upadeza itanA mIThA aura sarala lagA ki kAla kA bodha hI nahIM huaa| mujhe bolate do prahara ho gae haiN|" rAjA avAk raha. gyaa| yaha vAkzakti kA rUpa hai| ___ zarIra kI zakti bhI vicitra hotI hai| mahAvIra ko hama samajheM / unhoMne cAra mAsa taka khar3e rahakara dhyAna kiyaa| na uccAra, na prasravaNa, na Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kI krIDAbhUmi : apramAda AhAra, na niihaar| kucha bhI nhiiN| na macchara ur3AyA, na aMgulI hilAI, kucha bhI nahIM kiyaa| ve khar3e the| lagatA thA koI patthara kI pratimA khar3I hai| yaha cAturmAsika pratimA thii| isI prakAra vArSika pratimA kA bhI ullekha hai| bAhubalI bAraha mAsa taka kAyotsarga meM khar3e rhe| unake zarIra para latAeM phaila gayIM / ve khar3e hI rahe / hama eka-do ghaMTe bhI khar3e nahIM raha skte| kyA hamArI zakti meM aura unakI zakti meM koI antara hai ? nahIM, kucha bhI antara nahIM hai| jitanI zakti unameM thI utanI hI zakti hamAre bhItara hai / antara kevala itanA hI hai ki ve apanI zakti se paricita the aura hama apanI zakti se paricita nahIM haiN| paricaya kA antara hai| ve apanI zakti aura cetanA ko bhalI-bhAMti jAnate the| hama apanI zakti aura cetanA ko vismRta kara baiThe haiN| unheM zakti-vikAsa kA sUtra prApta thaa| hameM vaha prApta nahIM hai / isIlie cAra mahIne yA bAraha mahIne taka khar3e rahane kI bAta se hameM Azcarya hotA hai / Azcarya isIlie hotA hai ki hama apanI zakti se ajAna haiM / hama abhyAsa kareM to saMbhAvya zakti ko abhivyakta kara sakate haiN| yahI sAdhanA kA rahasya hai| sahiSNutA kA vikAsa saMyama kA vikAsa hai / sahiSNutA kI zakti kA 'vikAsa saMyama-zakti kA vikAsa hai| kucha vyakti bhayaMkara kaSToM meM bhI vicalita nahIM hote| ve eka draSTA kI bhAMti kaSToM ko dekhate rahate haiN| yaha sahiSNutA kA vikAsa hai, saMyama kA vikAsa hai| ____ adhyAtma-zakti kA eka rUpa hai-svAvalaMbI jIvana / kucha vyakti aise hote haiM jo sva-nirbhara hote haiM / saba kucha ve apane-Apa hI karanA cAhate haiN| ve para-nirbhara nahIM hote / para nirbharatA sAdhanA kA vighna hai / ___ sAdhanA kA dUsarA vighna hai-adhati / Aja ke sAdhaka sAdhanA kA tatkAla phala cAhate haiN| do varSa sAdhanA kii| usakI niSpatti ve cAhate haiN| sAdhanA ke prArambha meM hI pUchane laga jAte haiM ki isa sAdhanA kA kyA pariNAma hogA? use kahate haiM-"bhAI ! abhI to tumane sAdhanA prArambha kI hai aura abhI niSpatti cAhate ho? yaha kaise saMbhava hai !" sAdhanA meM jo samaya laganA cAhie, jo kAla kA paripAka honA cAhie, usake hue binA niSpatti nahIM hotii| niSpatti ke binA sAdhaka vicalita ho jAtA hai aura vaha sAdhanA chor3a detA hai| adhyAtma-zakti kA eka rUpa hai-kssmaa| kitanI hI viparIta pari Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai.' sthitiyAM AeM, sAdhaka kSamAzIla rahe, vaha kSubdha na ho / jalAzaya meM eka DhelA pheMkate haiM to jala kSubdha ho jAtA hai| isa duniyA meM Dhale pheMkane vAle bahuta haiN| yadi AdamI bhI DheloM para kSubdha hotA jAe to vaha sAdhanA hI kyA kara pAegA? saba kucha sahate jAnA hI sAdhaka kI gambhIratA hai| yaha gambhIratA nAma kI zakti hai| ise vikasita karanA caahie| ___ adhyAtma zakti ke aneka rUpa haiM, jo aneka dizAoM se Ane vAlI bAdhAoM se hamArI surakSA karate haiM, unase hameM bacAte haiN| ye sAre kavaca haiN| yadi zakti kA kavaca na ho to cetanA kabhI bhI malina bana jaae| cetanA ko malinatA se bacAne kA ekamAtra tattva hai-shkti| zakti ko chor3akara cetanA kI upAsanA nahIM kara skte| hamArI yAtrA bahuta choTI hai| hameM kevala itanA hI kAma karanA hai, usa anantazakti ke srota ko khoja nikAlanA hai| hamArI yAtrA kA itanA hI uddezya hai| choTA-sA uddezya hai| choTA yAtrApatha aura choTI maMjila / prayatna karane para vahAM taka pahuMcA jA sakatA hai / aba prazna hotA hai ki vahAM taka pahuMcane ke sUtra kyA haiM ? aneka sUtra haiM / maiM eka sUtra prastuta karatA huuN| vaha hai-tanmUrti yoga / dhyAna do prakAra ke hote haiM-svarUpAvalaMbI dhyAna aura pararUpAvalaMbI dhyAna / sAdhaka ko pahale yaha nirNaya karanA hotA hai ki vaha kyA bananA cAhatA hai / yadi vaha vItarAga bananA cAhatA hai to use svarUpAvalaMbI dhyAna karanA hogaa| koI dUsarA dhyAna vahAM taka nahIM pahuMcA paataa| zuddha cetanA ko prApta karane ke lie kevala vItarAga svarUpa kA AlaMbana hI kAryakArI hotA hai| dUsare AlaMbana usakI upalabdhi nahIM karA skte| yaha hai hamArA vaha dhyAna, jaise koI vyakti sira para dIyA rakhakara khar3A rahatA hai to cAroM ora prakAza hI prakAza phaila jAtA hai, vaise hI isa dhyAna se cAroM ora prakAza hI prakAza phaila jAtA hai, zuddha cetanA kA anubhava ho jAtA hai| yadi koI sAdhaka manobalI bananA cAhatA hai, vAkbalI bananA cAhatA hai, indriyoM ko paTu-paTutara banAnA cAhatA hai to phira use dhyAna kI sArI UrjA ko, prANa kI sArI UrjA ko eka dizA meM pravAhita karanA hogaa| isakI prakriyA yaha hai sAdhaka pahale apane dhyeya ko nizcita kare / mAna leM ki vaha kAyavalI bananA cAhatA hai / yaha usakA dhyeya hai| aba use kAyabalI ke apratima Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kI krIDAbhUmi : apramAda 36. vyakti kI pratimA kA mana-hI-mana nirmANa karanA hogaa| use aise vyakti ko dhyeya banAnA hogA jo kAyabala meM utkRSTa hai| bAhubalI kAyabala ke pratIka haiN| sAdhaka unheM apanA dhyeya banAtA hai| unheM dhyeya banAkara sAdhaka dhyAna karatA hai| dhyeya hai bAhubalI aura sAdhaka hai dhyAtA / yaha saMbheda dhyAna hai| dhyAtA aura dhyeya ke bIca saMbheda hai, dUrI hai / kintu jaise-jaise dhyAna kI paTutA bar3hatI jAegI, uddezya phalita hotA jaaegaa| phira dhyeya aura dhyAtA alaga nahIM rheNge| unameM dUrI nahIM rahegI / Apa svayaM bAhubalI bana jAeMge / itanA abheda sadha jAegA ki Apa svayaM dhyeya ke rUpa meM pariNata ho jaaeNge| svayaM bAhubalI bana jaaeNge| isa sthiti taka pahuMcane ke lie Apa zithilIkaraNa kareM, kAyotsarga kreN| zarIra ko zUnya kara deM, mRtavat kara deN| svayaM dhyeyamaya banane kA prayatna kareM, dhyeya kA anubhava kreN| ApakI bhItara kI zakti pariNamana karanA zurU kara degii| eka dina anubhava hogA ki zarIra meM bahuta bar3I zakti utpanna ho rahI hai aura Apa dRr3hakAya vAle, kAyabalI banate jA rahe haiN| yaha choTA-sA sUtra hai : 0 dhyeya kA nirNaya kreN| 0 dhyeya kA AkAra bnaaeN| 0 dhyAna kI UrjA ko eka hI dizA meM pravAhita kreN| 0 bheda se abheda ko sAdhe, tanmUrti bana jaae| yaha sUtra hai zaktiyoM ke vikAsa kaa| zakti cAhe kAyika ho, vAcika ho yA mAnasika ho / RddhiyoM aura labdhiyoM ke vikAsa kA yahI sUtra hai| kabhI-kabhI binA prayatna ke bhI kisI eka dizA meM vikAsa hotA hai kintu vaha koI niyama nahIM bntaa| UrjA ko eka dizAgAmI banAne se hI vikAsa kI saMbhAvanA hotI hai, yaha niyama hai| Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * saMsayaM parijANato, saMsAre pariNNAte bhavati / saMsayaM aparijANato, saMsAre apariNNAte bhavati || [ AdhAro, za] * fazafo azz afzoong | [ aardt, & 15] * esa tiSNe mutte virae viyaahie| [AyAro, 6 6 6 ] * jo saMzaya ko jAnatA hai, vaha saMsAra ko jAna letA hai / jo saMzaya ko nahIM jAnatA, vaha saMsAra ko nahIM jAna pAtA / * mumukSu samatva kI prajJA se rAga-dveSa kI zreNI ko chinna kara DAle / * vaha mumukSu tIrNa, mukta aura virata kahalAtA hai / .. pravacana 4 * * zuddha cetanA kI pahalI kiraNa - dRSTi kI spaSTatA / zuddha cetanA kI dUsarI kiraNa - sahaja sukha kA anubhava | jyoti kA anubhava / cetanA kI tIsarI kiraNa - sahaja sukhAnubhUti kI nirantaratA / akhaNDa jyoti kA prakaTIkaraNa / zuddha cetanA kI cauthI kiraNa - sahaja sukha ke mUla srota kI upalabdhi / akhaNDa jyoti ke mUla srota kI upa saMkalikA sunakara, jAnakara yA sahaja hI cetanA kA koI konA bhaMkRta ho uThatA hai / apane astitva kI pahalI kiraNa phUTa par3atI hai / zuddha labdhi | vyaktitva aura astitva kA bheda hone para vyakti kA rUpAntaraNa | sukha-duHkha kA jor3A acchA lagatA thA, aba kevala sukha acchA lagatA hai / karmaphala bhogatA huA apane ko sukhI yA duHkhI anubhava karatA thA, aba nahIM, taTastha rahatA hai / . caitanya kA anubhava kabhI-kabhI, aba caitanya kA satata anubhava | Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 4 : saMkalikA * karma kahIM, mana kahIM, behozI meN| aba karma ke sAtha mana kA satata yoga / saba karma jAnate hue| * jJAna 'para' maiM pratiSThita thA, aba jJAna (para se cyuta hokara) jJAna meM pratiSThita hai| * viveka kA phala-taTasthatA / taTasthatA kA phala-upekSA / upekSA kA phala-samatA / * rUpAntaraNa kA prayoga : 0 bheda-vijJAna kI avicchinna dhArA / 0 UrjA kA UrvIkaraNa / 0 caitanya prekssaa| Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa : samatA jaba cetanA kA koI konA saMkRta ho uThatA hai to apane astitva kI eka jhalaka mila jAtI hai / vaha jhalaka hamAre lie bahuta Avazyaka hotI hai / vaha hamArI prajJA ko jagA jAtI hai| usase viveka jAgatA hai | jaba mUrcchA kI saghanatama prathama paMkti para prahAra hotA hai taba viveka jAga uThatA hai | cetanA kI prathama kiraNa phUTa par3atI hai / astitva ke prakAza kI prathama kiraNa prApta hotI hai / sAdhaka kucha Age bar3hatA hai | cetanA kI dUsarI kiraNa phUTatI hai / eka anubhava honA zurU ho jAtA hai / pahalI kiraNa meM kevala dRSTi spaSTa hotI hai / dUsarI kiraNa meM sukha kA anubhava hone lagatA hai / aisA sukha jo pahale kabhI anubhava meM nahIM AyA thA / sAdhaka Age bar3hatA hai / use eka aura kiraNa upalabdha hotI hai / usase caitanya kA anubhava, sukha kA anu bhava satata hone laga jAtA hai| usakI dhAra avicchinna ho jAtI hai, kahIM khaMDita nahIM hotI / jIvana meM akhaMDa jyoti jala uThatI hai / sAdhaka Age bar3hatA hai / cauthI kiraNa upalabdha hotI hai / use cetanA apane bindu para pahuMca jAtI hai / sukha kA anubhava apane zikhara para pahuMca jAtA hai| vahAM pahuMcA huA sAdhaka phira lauTakara AnA nahIM cAhatA / viveka se saMyama, saMyama se apramAda aura apramAda se vItarAgatA / sAdhaka eka-eka prakAza kiraNa ko upalabdha karatA huA Age se Age bar3hatA jAtA hai | sAdhanA usa jhalaka se prArambha hotI hai jaba se astitva kA bodha hotA hai / jaba taka kisI vyakti ko astitva kI jhalaka nahIM milatI taba taka usake lie sAdhanA kA koI artha nahIM hotA, tapasyA kA koI arthaM nahIM hotA, dhyAna kA koI artha nahIM hotA / dhyAna vahI vyakti karatA hai, tapasyA vahI vyakti karatA hai, sAdhanA vahI vyakti karatA hai jise apane astitva kI koI jhalaka upalabdha ho jAtI hai / phira usake mana meM eka chaTapaTAhaTa paidA hotI hai, vyAkulatA paidA hotI hai / ekAgratA kA mUlya ho sakatA hai, kintu sarvatra usakA mUlya nahIM hotA / mana meM chaTapaTAhaTa, caMcalatA, vyAkulatA bhI honI caahie| usakA bhI apanA mUlya Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa: samatA 43 hai / jaba taka vyAkulatA paidA nahIM hotI, taba taka usa dizA meM bar3hA nahIM jA sakatA / hama ekAgratA kA prayatna nahIM kara rahe haiM / hama mana ko calA rahe haiN| aMtara itanA sA hI AyA hai ki jo mana hameM calA rahA thA, hama use calA rahe haiM / jo mana hameM krIr3A karA rahA thA, hama use kIr3A karA rahe haiM / krIr3A karane ke lie hamane use bahuta laMbA-caur3A maidAna diyA hai / pUrA zarIra usake krIr3A ke lie prastuta hai / vaha zarIra meM khelatA rahe, krIr3A karatA rhe| kahIM koI bAdhA nahIM hai / antara kevala dizA kA hai| viveka jAgatA hai, prajJA jAgatI hai, dizA badala jAtI hai, rUpAntaraNa ho jAtA hai / jisake hAtha meM svAmitva thA, vaha china gayA | svAmitva dUsare ke hAtha meM A gyaa| pahale hama mana ke sevaka the / viveka jAgA aura hama mana ke svAmI ho ge| pahale M mana svAmI thA, aba vaha sevaka bana gayA / aba vaha svAmI ke pIche-pIche. calane vAlA ho gayA / rUpAntaraNa ho gayA / aura koI antara nahI AyA / caMcalatA to maujUda hai | sAdhanA kA artha hai - vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa / yadi vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa nahIM hotA hai aura sAdhaka dhyAna karate hI cale jAte haiM, tapasyA karate hI cale jAte haiM, sAdhanA karate hI cale jAte haiM to eka dina svayaM ko anubhava hotA hai ki ye sArI upAsanAeM vyartha haiM itane dina taka inakI upAsanA kI aura kahIM bhI nahIM pahuMca pAye / usI bindu para Aja haiM, jisa bindu para prAraMbha meM the / isase nirAzA hotI hai aura sAdhaka sAdhanA ko chor3a dene ko lalacAte haiM / itanI laMbI tapasyAeM kIM, dinoM, mahInoM aura varSoM taka bhUkha-pyAsa sahana kI, kucha bhI nahIM milA, kucha bhI prApta nahIM huA / saba vyartha hai / isase cipake rahanA bhUla hai / ise chor3a diyA jAe / dhyAna karate rahe, para vyaktitva usa bindu para TikA rahA, koI parivartana nahIM AyA to dhyAna ke prati rahI huI AsthA DagamagA jAegI / jI cAhegA ki use chor3a diyA jAe / dhyAna kI sArthakatA, tapasyA kI sArthakatA aura sAdhanA kI sArthakatA hai - vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa / isakA anubhava svayaM ko to honA hI cAhie, dUsaroM ko bhI honA cAhie / dUsaroM ko ho hI yaha Avazyaka nahIM hai, svayaM ko to honA hI caahie| aisA hone para hI AsthA jamatI hai aura sAdhaka Age se Age bar3hatA jAtA hai / pahale jaisA thA, Aja vaisA hI Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 44 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai hai-yaha bAta sAdhanA meM cala nahIM sakatI / rUpAntaraNa avazya hI honA caahie| rUpAntaraNa hotA hai| eka sAdhaka kI anubhava kI bhASA meM batAUM ki rUpAntaraNa kyA hotA hai ? jaba taka viveka jAgata nahIM hotA, sAmyagdarzana nahIM hotA, prajJA nahIM jAgatI taba taka sukha aura duHkha ke jor3a meM hama lIna rahate haiN| use hI parama tattva mAnate haiM / jaba prajJA jAga jAtI hai, viveka jAga jAtA hai, darzana samyak ho jAtA hai taba sukha-duHkha ke jor3e se haTakara, hamArI gati kevala sukha meM hone laga jAtI hai| eka hai-sukha-duHkha kA jor3A aura eka hai-kevala sukha / jaba taka viveka nahIM jAgatA taba taka sAdhaka sukha-duHkha meM jhUlatA rahatA hai| kabhI vaha sukha kA anubhava karatA hai aura kabhI duHkha kA / kevala sukha yA kevala duHkha kA anubhava nahIM hotA / duHkha ke bAda sukha aura sukha ke bAda duHkha AtA rahatA hai / manacAhA bhojana milaa| khUba khA liyA / sukha kI anubhUti huI / paripAka kAla meM duHkha kA anubhava hone lagA / bhogoM ke bhoga-kAla meM sukha kI anubhUti hotI hai aura paripAka-kAla meM duHkha kI anubhUti hotI hai| yaha sukha-duHkha kA jor3A barAbara calatA rahatA hai / duHkha isalie saha liyA jAtA hai ki usase sukha bhI milatA hai / yaha jJAta hai ki sukha ke bAda duHkha aura duHkha ke bAda sukha hotA hai| yaha cakra calatA rahatA hai| rAta ke bAda dina aura dina ke bAda rAta-yaha krama hai| AdamI isake pare nahIM jA sakatA / kintu jaba viveka jAga jAtA hai taba dRSTikoNa spaSTa ho jAtA hai, darzana samyak ho jAtA hai / taba sukha-duHkha kA jor3A nahIM rahatA / kevala sukha rahatA hai, duHkha nahIM rhtaa| sAdhanA ke kSetra meM jor3e kI bAta nahIM cltii| usameM kevala kI bAta calatI hai / jJAna aura ajJAna kA eka jor3A hai| kintu sAdhanA ke kSetra meM kevala jJAna calatA hai, ajJAna chUTa jAtA hai| korA jJAna, saMvedanA nhiiN| sukha aura duHkha kA jor3A hai / sAdhanA ke kSetra meM kevala sukha calatA hai, duHkha chUTa jAtA hai / korA sukha, duHkha nhiiN| zakti-utkarSa kA eka jor3A hai aura zakti-hInatA kA eka jor3A hai| sAdhanA ke kSetra kevala zakti hotI hai, zaktihInatA chUTa jAtI hai| __jaba taka viveka nahIM jAgatA taba taka sAdhaka jor3e meM hI cakkara kATatA rahatA hai| jaba prajJA jAga jAtI hai taba spaSTa dIkhane laga jAtA hai Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa : samatA ki yaha rahA 'jor3A' aura yaha rahA 'kevala' / yaha hai jJAna-ajJAna kA jor3A aura yaha rahA kevala jJAna / yaha rahA sukha aura duHkha kA jor3A aura yaha rahA kevala sukha / yaha rahA zakti aura zakti-hInatA kA jor3A aura yaha rahI kevala zakti / dRSTi spaSTa ho jAtI hai / koI bhrama nahIM rahatA, koI saMzaya nahIM rahatA, koI viparyaya nahIM hotA / yaha vyaktitva ke rUpAntaraNa kA pahalA caraNa hai / yadi yaha prApta nahIM hotA hai to sAdhanA nahIM ho sktii| ___ vyakti ke rUpAntaraNa kA dUsarA caraNa hai-anubhava / rUpAntaraNa se pUrva sAdhaka kabhI sukha kA anubhava karatA hai aura kabhI duHkha kA / kevala sukha kA anubhava nahIM karatA / jaba sAdhaka meM cetanA kI dUsarI kiraNa phUTatI hai taba anubhava kI zakti jAgatI hai aura usa zakti ke jAgane para kevala sukha kA anubhava prakaTa ho jAtA hai, jo pahale kabhI prakaTa nahIM huA thA / sAdhaka ko yaha jJAta bhI nahIM thA ki 'para' ke yoga ke binA bhI sukha hotA hai, ho sakatA hai, para-vastu, para-dravya, para-upakaraNa, para-nimitta-inake binA bhI koI sukha hotA hai, yaha anubhava se sarvathA pare thaa| kintu jaba anubhava kI cetanA jAga jAtI hai, saMyama kI cetanA jAga jAtI hai taba rUpAntaraNa hotA hai aura yaha anubhava meM A jAtA hai ki binA kisI sahayoga ke, binA kisI AlaMbana ke, binA kisI padArtha ke bhI itanA sukha hotA hai ki jisakI tulanA nahIM kI jA sktii| jaba anubhava kI zakti jAga jAtI hai taba AlaMbana ke binA bhI aisA sahaja-sukha jAgRta hotA hai ki phira use sukha-duHkha ke jor3e meM jAne kI icchA nahIM hotii| dUsarI bAta hai ki AdamI karma kA phala bhogatA hai / puNyakarma kA phala bhogatA hai taba sukhI hotA hai aura pApakarma kA phala bhogatA hai taba duHkhI hotA hai| priya padArtha milatA hai taba sukha kA anubhava karatA hai aura apriya padArtha milatA hai taba duHkha kA anubhava karatA hai| kintu zuddha caitanya ke anubhava kI zakti jAga jAne para vyakti sukha-duHkha ko bhogatA huA bhI taTastha rahatA hai| na sakhI banatA hai aura na duHkhI / kucha bhI nahIM bntaa| usakI anubhava-zakti prabala ho jAtI hai| use lagatA hai ki koI bhogane vAlA bhoga rahA hai, vaha mujhase pare hai / duHkha mujhase pare hai| mahAvIra ne aneka kaSTa sahana kie / dUsare aneka sAdhakoM ne bhI apAra Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai kaSTa sahe / kyA hamArI cetanA ke stara para rahakara yaha saMbhava hai ? aise kaSToM ko haMsate hue saha lenA saMbhava hai| kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai / aise kaSToM ko isa stara para sahA nahIM jA sktaa| kintu jaba sukha-duHkha se pare rahane kI anubhavazakti jAgRta ho jAtI hai taba lagatA hai sukha bhI nIce hai aura duHkha bhI nIce hai / jo saMvedanAtmaka cetanA hai vaha nIce hai / jo saMvedana haiM, ve saba nIce haiN| maiM to kevala draSTA hUM, dekhane vAlA huuN| aisA socane vAlA, isa stara kI cetanA para jIne vAlA bhayaMkara kaSToM ko sahana kara sakatA hai| yaha sahiSNutA kahAM se AtI hai ? isakA srota hai-bhedajJAna / viveka se hamArA bhedajJAna prAraMbha hotA hai aura samatA taka vaha puSTa hotA calA jAtA hai / bhedajJAna kI chenI jaba maloM ko tor3atI rahatI hai taba Age se Age anubhava kI prakharatA bar3hatI jAtI hai aura vyakti saMvedanA se Upara uThatA jAtA hai| saMvedanA se Upara uThanA, unakI bhASA meM hai samatA aura hamArI bhASA meM hai---sahiSNutA / jo saMvedanA ke stara para jIte haiM ve dekhate haiM ki amuka vyakti kitane kaSToM ko saha rahA hai, kitanA sahiSNu hai / kintu jo samatA ke stara para haiM, anubhava ke stara para haiM, saMvedanAoM se Upara uTha cuke haiM, unake lie sahiSNutA nahIM, samatA vyavahata hotI hai| anubhava kI cetanA jAgRta hone para, sukha-duHkha kI saMvedanAoM se Upara uThane para, sukha-duHkha ko bhogatA huA bhI vyakti taTastha rahatA hai / vaha na apane ko sukhI mAnatA hai aura na apane ko duHkhI mAnatA hai / yaha dUsarA rUpAntaraNa hai-tttsthtaa| ___ yaha bhI vyaktitva ke rUpAntaraNa kA antima bindu nahIM hai / isase bhI Age calanA hai / sAdhaka apramAda kA prayoga karatA hai / vaha apramatta rahakara caitanya kI dhArA ko avicchinna rakhane kA prayatna karatA hai / usa jyoti ko akhaNDa, zAzvata, prajvalanazIla banAe rakhane ke lie prayatnazIla rahatA hai| -kintu eka ora se mUrchA ke thaper3e lagate haiM / mUrchA apanA kAma karatI hai / sAdhaka kabhI jAgatA hai aura kabhI so jAtA hai / vaha kabhI jAgarUka rahatA hai aura kabhI supta rahatA hai / jAgatA hai, sotA hai| phira jAgatA hai, phira so jAtA hai| yaha jAgane aura sone kA krama calatA rahatA hai| jaba cetanA kI tIsarI kiraNa phUTatI hai, anubhava kI zakti aura adhika prakhara banatI hai, bhedajJAna kI dhArA satata pravAhI hotI hai, viveka kI chenI aura tejI se calatI Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa: samatA hai taba kabhI sone aura kabhI jAgane kI bAta samApta ho jAtI hai / phira satata jAgaraNa hotA hai, akhaMDa jyoti jalane lagatI hai / isase pUrva mana aura karma - donoM TUTe-TUTe rahate haiM / mana kucha aura hotA hai aura karma kucha aura hotA hai / mana kahIM hotA hai aura pravRtti kahIM hotI hai| donoM sAtha-sAtha rahane vAle bhI alaga-alaga ho jAte haiM / kintu jaba yaha anubhava kI dhArA teja hotI hai, cetanA kI yaha tIsarI kiraNa - apramAda kA prakAza phailatA hai to karma aura mana do nahIM rahate, eka ho jAte haiM, eka sAtha jur3a jAte haiM / ve itane jur3a jAte haiM ki usa avasthA meM phira jJAna aura AcaraNa do nahIM rahate / * unakA bheda samApta ho jAtA hai / kucha loga jJAnavAdI hote haiM aura kucha loga kriyAvAdI / pahale yaha dRSTikoNa sAdhanA ke kSetra meM calA thaa| phira yaha tarka ke kSetra meM AyA / kucha loga kevala jJAnavAdI ho gae aura kucha loga kevala AcAravAdI, kriyAvAdI ho gae / kintu isa sAdhanA kI bhUmikA meM jJAna aura AcAra kA koI dvaita nahIM hotA / hama nahIM kaha sakate ki yaha jJAna hai aura yaha AcAra hai / donoM eka ho ge| kisI vyakti ne use abhivyakti dene ke lie jJAna kahA aura kisI ne AcAra kahA / AcAra kaha diyA to jJAna usameM samA gayA aura jJAna kaha diyA to AcAra usameM samA gyaa| donoM ko tor3A nahIM jA sakatA / kintu jaise-jaise sAdhanA kI yaha bAta vismRta hotI gayI, eka pakSa AcAravAda kA bana gayA aura eka pakSa jJAnavAda kA bana gayA / 47 apramattatA kI jaba akhaMDa jyoti jala uThatI hai taba mana aura pravRtti -donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiM / taba eka bhI kAma aisA nahIM hotA jisake sAtha - mana na ho / aMgulI uThatI hai / use patA hotA hai ki aMgulI uThI hai | zvAsa AtA hai to patA rahatA hai ki zvAsa A rahA hai, jA rahA hai / usakI koI bhI kriyA behozI meM nahIM hotI / saba kucha hoza meM hotA hai / saba kucha jAgaraNa meM hotA hai / karma ke sAtha mana calatA hai / aisA eka bhI vyavahAra nahIM hotA jahAM karma to hai, para mana nahIM hai / karma kahIM aura hai aura mana kahIM aura hai - aisA nahIM ho sakatA / apramattatA hai rUpAntaraNa kI tIsarI kiraNa / isameM phalita hotA hai--karma aura cetanA kA ekIkaraNa, advaita, abhinnatA / jaise-jaise sAdhanA Age bar3hatI hai, anubhava kA prakAza saghana hotA jAtA Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai hai, taba cauthI kiraNa phUTatI hai| cauthI kiraNa hai - vItarAgatA / jaba yaha kiraNa phUTatI hai taba cetanA sabhI maloM se mukta ho jAtI hai, vItarAga bana jAtI hai / vItarAga kA artha hai - 'para' se haTakara apane Apa meM pratiSThita honA / isa avasthA meM 'para' kA saMbaMdha samApta ho jAtA hai / yaha bar3I upalabdhi hai / Aja taka jJAna 'para' meM pratiSThita thA / dUsaroM meM TikA huA thA, dUsaroM ke ghara meM raha rahA thA / use apanA ghara prApta nahIM thA / kintu jaba cetanA kI yaha kiraNa -- vItarAgatA prasphuTita hotI hai taba jJAna jJAna meM pratiSThita ho jAtA hai / vaha apane sthAna para A jAtA hai / use apanA ghara mila jAtA hai / vItarAgatA aura kaivalya meM koI dUrI nahIM hai, koI antara nahIM hai / jaise vItarAgatA prakaTa hotI hai, cetanA pUrNa rUpa anAvRtta ho jAtI hai / jo mUr3hatA kA AvaraNa thA, vaha sadA ke lie haTa jAtA hai / mUr3hatA ke TUTate hI vItarAgatA prakaTa ho jAtI hai aura vItarAgatA ke prakaTa hote hI kaivalya prApta ho jAtA hai| donoM ke bIca meM koI AvaraNa nahIM rahatA / kaivalya kA artha hai - zuddha cetanA kA prAdurbhAva / 48 astitva kI jhalaka kA pahalA phala hai viveka / hamArI cetanA ke jAgaraNa kI pahalI bhUmikA hai-- viveka / viveka kI niSpatti hai-taTasthatA | yaha cetanA ke jAgaraNa kI dUsarI bhUmikA hai / taTasthatA arthAt upekSA / upekSA: ke do artha haiM- dhyAna na denA aura nikaTatA se dekhanA upa + IkSA = upekSA / jo taTastha hotA hai vahI nikaTatA se dekha sakatA hai | pakSapAta meM rahane vAlA nikaTatA se nahIM dekha sakatA / vaha priya ke prati anurakta hogA aura apriya ke prati dviSTa hogA / vaha eka ke prati rAga karegA aura dUsare ke prati dveSa karegA | jisameM jhukAva hotA hai vaha sahI artha meM nikaTatA se nahIM dekha sakatA / vaha dUra se hI dekhatA hai / na priya ko ThIka se samajha sakatA hai aura na apriya ko ThIka se samajha sakatA hai / upekSA kA eka artha hai- - dhyAna na denA, avagaNanA karanA / jo taTastha ho jAtA hai, usake sAmane priya bhI AtA hai, apriya bhI AtA hai| kintu vaha donoM kI upekSA kara, avagaNanA kara Age bar3ha jAtA hai / upekSA kA phala hai - samatA / viveka kA phala hai - taTasthatA / taTasthatA kA phala hai - upekSA / upekSA kA phala hai - samatA / hamArI sAdhanA saMpanna hotI hai taba taka vyaktitva kA pUrA rUpAntaraNa Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa : samatA 46 ho jAtA hai| jisa bindu para vyaktitva kA pUrA rUpAntaraNa hotA hai vahAM vyaktitva hI samApta ho jAtA hai / vyaktitva rUpAntaraNa ke carama bindu para pahuMcakara samApta ho jAtA hai| vahAM se astitva kI sImA prAraMbha ho jAtI hai| vaha vyaktitva kA carama bindu aura astitva kA pahalA bindu hai / donoM kI sImA saTI huI hai / jahAM vyaktitva kI sImA samApta hotI hai vahAM astitva kI sImA prAraMbha hotI hai| vahAM phira 'kevala' rahatA hai| koI dvandva nahIM rahatA / 'kevala' kA sAmrAjya bana jAtA hai / yaha sAdhanA se hone vAlA pariNAma hai| ___isa bindu taka pahuMcanA sarala nahIM hai, kaThina hai / tIna kAla haiM-atIta, vartamAna aura bhaviSya / atIta kA pratikramaNa hotA hai, bhaviSya kA pratyAkhyAna hotA hai aura vartamAna kI AlocanA / pataMjali ne likhA hai -'heyaM duHkhamanAgataM'-anAgata kA duHkha heya hai, jo karmavipAka bhogA jA cukA, vaha heya nahIM banatA, kyoMki vaha bhukta ho gayA hai| vartamAna bhogArUr3ha hotA hai| vaha heya nahIM ho sakatA / use hama chor3a nahIM sakate / heya hotA hai anAgata / abhI jo AyA nahIM hai, use hI bhogA jA sakatA hai / atIta ke karma-vipAka ko heya nahIM banAyA jA sktaa| vartamAna ke karma-vipAka ko, jo bhogArUr3ha ho gayA hai, heya nahIM banAyA jA sktaa| kevala jo anAgata hai, use heya banAyA jA sakatA hai / isIlie anAgata karma kA pratyAkhyAna hotA hai| tIna bAteM huI-anAgata kA pratyAkhyAna, atIta kA pratikramaNa aura vartamAna kI AlocanA, vartamAna kA sAmAyika yA saMvara / sAdhakoM ke lie yaha Avazyaka hai ki ve atIta kA pratikramaNa kreN| pramAdavaza hamArI cetanA jo bAhara calI gayI thI usako mUla sthAna meM lAyeM / pachatAve kI jarUrata nahIM hai / jo ho cukA usake lie pachatAvA kaisA ? pratikramaNa Avazyaka hai| cetanA ko mUla sthAna prApta karAnA Avazyaka hai / vartamAna kI AlocanA kareM / vartamAna ke karma ko dekheM, prekSA kreN| kintu sabase bar3A kSetra hai-anAgata kA / usakA pratyAkhyAna kareM / jo heya haiM, use chodd'eN| yadi sAdhanA ke dvArA heya nahIM chUTatA hai to rUpAntaraNa kaise ghaTita hogA ? vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa hue binA sAdhanA phalita nahIM hotii| jo pratimAeM banA rakhI haiM unakA aMga-bhaMga honA hI caahie| kucha parivartana to honA hI caahie| maiM Aja hI vItarAga bana jAne kI bAta nahIM kaha rahA Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai hUM, kintu vItarAga banane kA dhyeya avazya ho / vahAM taka hameM pahuMcanA hai / hama yAtrA to prArambha kareM / dhyeya kI dizA meM eka paga todhareM / kabhI-kabhI kevala sukha kA bhI anubhava kreN| pratidina sukha-duHkha ke jor3e kA anubhava karate haiM, 'kintu kabhI-kabhI kevala sukha kA hI anubhava kreN| jaba kevala sukha kA anubhava hogA taba jIvana meM saMyama phalita hogaa| sukha-duHkha ke jor3e ke prati jo tIvra Asakti hai, nizcita hI usameM eka cheda ho jAegA aura vaha dhIre-dhIre TUTane lgegii| caitanya ke anubhava kI satata dhArA pravAhita ho jAe, yaha sarala nahIM hai, bahuta hI kaThina hai / kintu sAdhanA ke dvArA kabhI-kabhI to usakA anubhava kreN| usake lie samaya lagAeM aura kevala caitanya kA anubhava kareM, koI dUsarA vikalpa na aae| nirantara apramatta rahanA, jAgarUka rahanA sarala nahIM / lambI sAdhanA ke bAda hI pUrNa jAgarUka rahA jA sakatA hai| kintu thor3A abhyAsa to aisA honA hI cAhie ki jo bhI kiyA jAe vaha behozI meM nahIM, hozapUrvaka kiyA jAe / Apa yaha saMkalpa kareM ki dina meM eka-do ghaMTA itanA jAgarUka rahUMgA ki jo bhI karUMgA vaha jAgata avasthA meM hI kruuNgaa| paira uThe to patA rahe ki paira uTha rahA hai| para Tike to patA rahe ki paira Tika rahA hai| jo kucha ho vaha jAnakArI meM ho, ajAnakArI meM na ho / mana aura karma-donoM sAthasAtha caleM / yadi alpa samaya ke lie bhI aisA nahIM hotA hai to rUpAntaraNa kI bAta ghaTita hI nahIM ho sktii| samatA kI sAdhanA bhI duSkara hai| eka hI dina meM sArI viSamatA miTa jAe, samatA pratiSThita ho jAe-aisA nahIM hotA / saMbhava nahIM hai| itanA kSayopazama, itanA vikAsa kahAM hai ki eka sAtha aisA ghaTita ho jaae| kintu kama se kama yaha to prayoga kareM ki jJAna jJAna meM pratiSThita ho / saMvedanA na ho / saMvedanA ko tor3akara kevala jJAna meM pratiSThita rahanA samatA kA vikAsa karanA hai| __ yaha rUpAntaraNa kI prAraMbhika prakriyA hai| yadi yaha nahIM hotI hai to pUre rUpAntaraNa kI carcA hI vyartha hogii| kumhAra cAka para miTTI kA loMdA car3hAtA hai aura kucha hI samaya meM rUpAntaraNa zurU ho jAtA hai / cAka ghUmatA hai / miTTI ke loMde kA rUpa badalatA jAtA hai| yadi vaha rUpAntaraNa prArambha nahIM hotA to ghar3A kabhI nahIM bana Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa : samatA pAtA / jaise-jaise cAka ghUmatA hai vaise-vaise vaha miTTI kA piNDa apane piNDa ko chor3akara dUsare AkAra meM badalanA zurU ho jAtA hai| yadi vaha rUpAntaraNa nahIM hotA hai to sAdhanA karane vAle ke lie bhI prazna hotA hai aura dUsaroM ke lie bhI prazna hotA hai / svayaM ko to mahasUsa honA hI cAhie ki sAdhanA se rUpAntaraNa prArambha ho gayA hai| dUsare use mAne yA na mAneM, koI mahattva kI bAta nahIM hai| grAhaka ghar3A cAhatA hai, miTTI kA piNDa nahIM / ghar3A prApta nahIM hotA taba taka use vizvAsa nahIM hotaa| miTTI ke piNDa meM na pAnI rakhA jA sakatA hai aura na anAja / miTTI kA piNDa jaba pUrA rUpAntarita hokara ghar3A bana jAtA hai taba vaha pAnI bhI TikA pAtA hai aura anAja bhI TikA pAtA hai| vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa sAdhanA kI niSpitti hai| Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 5 / saMkalikA * juddhArihaM khalu dullahaM / [AyAro, 5 / 46] 0 yuddha ke yogya sAmagrI nizcita hI durlabha hai| * adhyAtma sAdhaka ko saMgharSa kA sAmanA karanA hotA hai| * viveka-cetanA jAgane para vaha jJAtA-draSTAbhAva kI ora jAne ke lie pratyAkhyAna karatA hai| * upAdeya kI pratimA sAmane hotI hai taba heya pIchA nahIM krtaa| * upAdeya ko upalabdha hone para vaha saMyata, jAgRta aura zAnta rahanA cAhatA hai, taba Asrava (vRttiyAM) yuddha cher3a dete haiM / unase nipaTane ke lie aneka sAdhanoM kA upayoga Avazyaka hai| adhyAtma kI sAdhanA, pUrI kI pUrI bheda-vijJAna kI sAdhanA, Ayoga kI sAdhanA hai0 zarIra aura AtmA kA bheda / 0 icchA aura AtmA kA bheda / 0 mUrchA aura AtmA kA bheda / 0 Avega aura AtmA kA bheda / Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ UrjA kA vikAsa : tapa kAyotsarga bheda-vijJAna kI sAdhanA hai / tor3ate jAo, bheda karate jAo, zeSa jo bacegA vaha vAstavika hogA, paramArtha hogA, parama satya hogA / parama - satya abhedya nahIM hai / bheda karate jAo - zarIra aura caitanya kA bheda, AkAMkSA aura caitanya kA bheda, prasAda aura caitanya kA bheda, uttejanA aura caitanya kA bheda, bheda hI bheda | zarIra se bhinna, icchA se bhinna, nIMda se bhinna, pramAda se bhinna, Avega se bhinna / isa bhinnatA se Atmopalabdhi kI ora yAtrA hone laga jAtI hai | astitva upalabdha ho jAtA hai / hAthoM kA saMyama karo, pairoM kA saMyama karo, vANI kA saMyama karo, indriyoM kA saMyama karo, adhyAtma meM cale jAo / adhyAtma meM jAne kA rAstA hai - saMyama / isa patha para sabase pahale prApta hotA hai-- kAyotsarga | adhyAtma kI yAtrA meM sabase sthUla sAdhana hai-- zarIra / zvAsa zarIra .se bhinna nahIM hai / vaha usI kA eka hissA hai aMga hai / pravRtti ke tIna srota haiM-- mana, vacana aura zarIra / zvAsa pravRtti kA mUla srota nahIM hai / vaha zarIra kA hI eka aMza hai | sAdhaka kAyotsarga karanA cAhatA hai, kAyA ko chor3anA cAhatA hai, caMcalatA ko miTAnA cAhatA hai, kintu prazna hotA hai ki yaha kaise kiyA jAe ? kAyA kI caMcalatA ko kaise miTAyA jAe ? jaba taka prANa kI UrjA pUre zarIra meM baha rahI hai, jaba taka mana kI caMcalatA pUre zarIra meM hai, taba taka zarIra kI pravRtti ko nahIM chor3A jA sakatA, zarIra ko sthira nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, zAMta nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / kAyotsarga nahIM ho sakatA / - kAyotsarga karane ke lie mana ke ghor3e ko kahIM aura bAMdhanA hogA / ise hilatI huI khUMTI se na bAMdheM / kAyotsarga apane-Apa ho jAegA / Apa mana ko bhItara le jAeM use caitanya ke athAha samudra meM DubakiyAM lagAne deM / Dhakkana se Dhake hue isa jyotipuMja meM ise jAne deN| jaba mana isa jyotipuMja meM lIna hogA, jaba mana caitanya ke isa zAMta samudra meM DubakiyAM lagAyegA taba zarIra apane Apa zAnta hogA, sthira hogA, vyakta hogA / zarIra kI sArI Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 54 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai caMcalatA prANa-UrjA kI caMcalatA hai| zarIra kI sArI caMcalatA mana kI caMcalatA hai| yadi prANa kI dhArA caitanya kI ora bahane laga jAtI hai, yadi mana kI dhArA caitanya kI ora pravAhita hone laga jAtI hai to zarIra zAnta ho jAtA hai, kyoMki caMcalatA paidA karane vAlI prANa kI UrjA use prApta nahIM ho rahI hai, mana kI gati bhI use prApta nahIM ho rahI hai| taba zarIra zAnta aura sthira ho jAtA hai| usakA utsarga ho jAtA hai / aisI sthiti meM hI pUrA kAyotsarga sadhatA hai| yadi Apa mana ko jJAtA aura draSTA ke sAtha nahIM jor3ate haiM, jo jAnane vAlA hai aura dekhane vAlA hai usake sAtha mana kA yoga nahIM karate haiM, to kAyA kA utsarga nahIM ho sakatA, pravRtti kA visarjana nahIM ho sktaa| ___ kAyotsarga ke do caraNa haiN| eka hai--zithilIkaraNa aura dUsarA haivisarjana / zithilIkaraNa visarjana nahIM hai / visarjana kA artha hai-kAyA aura caitanya ke pRthaktva kA spaSTa anubhava / yaha lagane lage ki kAyA kahIM alaga par3I hai aura caitanya kahIM alaga par3A hai| piMjar3A raha gayA, paMchI alaga haTa gayA, ananta AkAza meM ur3ane laga gyaa| Dhakkana par3A hai aura jyoti usase bhinna ho gayI hai| aisA kAyotsarga taba hotA hai jaba mana adhyAtma meM rama jAtA hai| usa samaya hAtha, paira, vANI aura samasta indriyAM apane-Apa saMyata ho jAtI haiN| hama donoM ora se caleM / bAhara se bhI caleM aura bhItara se bhI caleM / bAhara se caleM taba sabase pahale hAthoM kA saMyama kareM, pairoM kA saMyama kareM, vANI kA saMyama kareM, indriyoM kA saMyama kreN| jaba hama bhItara se caleM taba isa mudrA meM baiTha jAeM jisase mana kI dizA badala jAe, prANa kI dhArA badala jAe aura mana prANa kI sArI UrjA bhItara kI ora bahane laga jaae| yaha bAhara se bhItara kI ora gati hai| eka gati hai--bhotara se bAhara kI ora aura dUsarI hai--bAhara se bhItara kI or| yadi mana bhItara kI ora rama gayA, yadi astitva kI koI jhalaka mila gayI, yadi astitva meM mana rama gayA to zarIra ke samasta avayava apane-Apa zAMta ho jaaeNge| prayatna karane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, apekSA nahIM hai| caMcalatA apane-Apa miTa jaaegii| usa samaya sAdhaka 'susamAhitAtmA' bana jAegA / AtmA kA vaha svarUpa prakaTa hogA jo pahale kabhI nahIM huA thaa| isa svarUpa ko Aja taka Apa yA to inkAra karate rahe haiM yA kevala mAnate rahe haiM, kintu jAnate nahIM rahe haiN| Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ UrjA kA vikAsa : tapa do prakAra ke loga haiN| kucha AtmA ko mAnate haiN| kucha AtmA ko nahIM mAnate / kucha logoM ne yaha mAna liyA ki AtmA hai| yaha mAnane vAlI bAta adhika nahIM ttiktii| kisI ne prabala tarkoM ke dvArA yaha pratipAdita kiyA ki 'AtmA nahIM hai, AtmA ko mAnane vAlI bAta TUTa jAtI hai / kevala mAnane kA yahI pariNAma hotA hai / mAnakara calane vAlA sadA dUsaroM ke sahAre calatA hai, vaha dUsare ko hI mAnakara calatA hai| vaha kisI vyakti ko mAnatA hai, kisI grantha ko mAnatA hai, yA kisI aura ko mAnatA hai, kintu vaha mAnatA hai, jAnatA nhiiN| mAnane kA matalaba hai-parAvalambana, dUsaroM ke sahAre calanA / apane pairoM se nahIM calanA, dUsaroM ke pairoM se calanA, dUsaroM ke kaMdhoM para baiThakara clnaa| yaha nitAnta parAvalambana hai / jAnane kI bAta tatra AtI hai jaba kAyotsarga kI sthiti prApta hotI hai| jAnane kI sthiti prApta hotI hai taba kAyotsarga apane-Apa sadha jAtA hai| kAyotsarga AtmA taka pahuMcane kA dvAra hai / AtmA kI jhalaka milatI hai to kAyotsarga apane-Apa sagha jAtA hai| adhyAtma kA artha hai-apane astitva kI upalabdhi, apane caitanya svarUpa kI upalabdhi, jJAtA-draSTAbhAva kI uplbdhi| hama jAnate haiM, dekhate haiM, kintu hamArA jAnanA bhI zuddha nahIM hai aura dekhanA bhI zuddha nahIM hai| dahI meM cInI milI ho to na dahI kA svAda rahA aura na cInI kA hI svAda rhaa| tIsare svAda kI utpatti ho gyii| dahI kA khaTTApana bhI nahIM rahA aura cInI kI miThAsa bhI nahIM rhii| aisA hI kucha caitanya ke sAtha rahA hai| na caitanya kA hI pUrA svAda prApta hai aura na pudgala kA hI pUrA svAda prApta hai| tIsarA milA-julA svAda prApta hai / ise hI hama bahuta bar3I upalabdhi mAna rahe haiN| yadi caitanya kA zuddha svAda kabhI prApta ho jAe to patA cala sakatA hai ki vaha svAda kitanA anupama hai / eka bAra bhI yadi hama usa svAda taka pahuMca gae to phira vahAM se lauTanA nahIM hogaa| sAdhaka use chor3a nahIM paaegaa| eka bAra bhI yadi usa jyotipuMja kI jhalaka mila jAe to sAdhaka usake lie pAgala ho jaaegaa| phira vaha prANoM kI bali de sakegA, mRtyu ko saharSa svIkAra kara sakegA, para usa apUrva anubhUti ko nahIM chor3a skegaa| usake lie vaha anubhUti hI saba kucha hogii| yaha hai adhyAtma kA maarg| yaha mArga kaMTakAkIrNa hai, saMgharSoM se bharA hai| yaha saMgharSa kA mArga hai| adhyAtma ke mArga para bar3hane vAlA sAdhaka paga-paga para saMgharSa Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai karatA jAtA hai / usakA mArga sIdhA nahIM hai, Ter3hA-mer3hA hai / yAtrA choTI, yAtrApatha choTA, saba kucha choTA, kintu hai bahuta Ter3hA-mer3hA / isa mArga para hI hamArI viveka kI cetanA jAgatI hai| hameM astitva kA bodha hotA hai aura heya-upAdeya kI spaSTa dRSTi vikasita hotI hai| pratyAkhyAna kI cetanA jAgatI hai / apane-Apa saba kucha chUTane lagatA hai| jo manuSya kevala chor3ane ko calatA hai to jise vaha chor3anA cAhatA hai, vaha vastu usake pIche daur3atI hai| yaha saca hai| kintu viveka kA artha kevala chor3anA nahIM hai| pratyAkhyAna kA artha kevala chor3anA nahIM hai| pratyAkhyAna taba hotA hai jaba heya aura upAdeya-donoM hamAre sAmane hote haiN| donoM pratimAeM hamAre sAmane hotI haiM / ina donoM meM jo pratimA AkarSaka hotI hai, vaha hameM apanI ora khIMca letI hai| pratyAkhyAna tabhI sadhatA hai jaba upAdeya kI pratimA AkarSaka hotI hai, zaktizAlI hotI hai| heya apane-Apa chUTa jAtA hai| use prayatnapUrvaka chor3ane kI AvazyakatA hI utpanna nahIM hotii| yadi kevala heya hI ho, upAdeya na ho to manuSya kyA karegA? vaha mara jaaegaa| upAdeya hai to heya ko chor3A jA sakatA hai| acchI bAta sAmane AtI hai taba burI vastu chUTa jAtI hai| sukhada vastu Ato hai taba duHkhada vastu chUTa jAtI hai| pahale loga bailagAr3iyoM se yAtrA karate the| jaba rela aura moTaroM kA AviSkAra huA taba bailagAr3iyAM chUTa gyiiN| loga rela aura moTaroM kI yAtrA karane lge| havAI jahAja ke AviSkAra ne sabhI vAhanoM ko pIche Dhakela diyaa| yaha hotA hai / acchI cIja burI cIja ko pIche Dhakela detI hai| kisI ke kahane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotii| pratyAkhyAna se saMyama kI cetanA jAgRta ho jAtI hai / saMyama kI cetanA se apane Apa meM lIna rahane kI bAta prApta ho jAtI hai| sAdhaka ko lagatA hai ki aba bhItara rahanA hI acchA hai| mana bhItara kI khUTI se baMdha jAtA hai / mana caitanya ke zAMta sAgara meM DubakiyAM lagAne laga jAtA hai / mana jyotipuMja ke prakAza meM itanA AkarSaNa dekhatA hai ki aba vaha bAhara ke aMdhere meM jAnA pasaMda nahIM karatA, bhItara hI rahanA cAhatA hai| aisI sthiti meM eka bhISaNa saMgharSa khar3A ho jAtA hai / bhItara ke Asrava, bhItara kI vRttiyAM, bhItara ke Avega saMgharSarata ho jAte haiN| pramAda aura viSaya-kaSAya apanA kAma zurU kara dete haiN| mUrchA bhI sakriya ho jAtI hai| rAga-dveSa-ye donoM apanI rakSApaMktiyAM majabUta karane laga jAte haiN| bhayaMkara yuddha chir3a jAtA hai| yaha yuddha sAdhaka ke lie eka avasara hai| AcArAMga meM kahA hai-'juddhArihaM khalu Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ UrjA kA vikAsa : tapa 57 dullaMha- yuddha kA yaha avasara bahuta hI durlabha hai| sAdhaka ko jamakara morcA lenA hai| yaha bar3A avasara hai| isakA lAbha uThAnA hai| aisA avasara kabhIkabhI prApta hotA hai| eka ora se rAga-dveSa AkramaNa karate haiM, dUsarI ora se unake sainika uttejanA, pramAda, kaSAya AkramaNa karate haiN| sAdhaka una sabako tor3akara hI Age bar3ha sakatA hai / vaha unheM samApta karake hI astitva taka pahuMca sakatA hai| jaba sAdhaka vahAM taka pahuMca jAtA hai taba use lagatA hai kyoM zvAsa ko dekheM, kyoM zarIra ke caitanya-kendroM ko dekheM, kyoM anazana kareM, kyoM UnodarI kareM, kyoM saMyama kareM--yaha sArA jhaMjhaTa hai| sIdhA rAstA hai ki jJAtA-draSTAbhAva ko hI dekheM, use hI dekhate hI raheM / pahuMca jAne vAle ko lagatA hai ki yaha sIdhA rAstA hai, kintu jo abhI taka nahIM pahuMcA hai, use yaha rAstA bahuta Ter3hA-mer3hA aura kaThina lagatA hai| use paga-paga para jUjhanA par3atA hai| sAre AkramaNa eka sAtha hote haiN| una AkramaNoM ko viphala kie binA vaha eka para bhI Age nahIM bar3ha sktaa| sAdhanA ke prAraMbha meM isakA anubhava nahIM hotA / sAdhanA ke prArambhakAla meM ina AsravoM ko itanA khatarA nahIM hotA ki unheM bhI sthAna chor3anA par3e / una sabhI vRttiyoM ko bhI khatarA nahIM hotA ki unheM bhI sthAna chor3anA pdd'e| kintu jaba sAdhaka dRr3ha nizcaya ke sAtha Age bar3hatA hai aura una sabhI AsravoM tathA vRttiyoM para prahAra karanA prAraMbha karatA hai, unake sthAyI AzrayoM ko chur3Ane kA prayAsa karatA hai, taba ve saba kucha kruddha sAMpa kI bhAMti phuphakArane lagate haiM kyoMki sAdhaka ne unheM ukher3ane kA prayAsa kiyA hai| jaba taka unheM cher3A nahIM jAtA taba taka ve apanA kArya zAMtabhAva se karate rahate haiN| jyoM hI unheM cher3A gayA, ve krudha hokara ubhara Ate haiM, phuphakArate haiM bhaya dikhAte haiN| sAMpa bAMbI meM zAMta baiThA hai / Apa pAsa se gujara jAte haiM / sAMpa nahIM phuphkaartaa| use thor3A-sA cher3eM, vaha kruddha hokara Dasane dauDatA hai| yahI bAta AsravoM aura vRttiyoM kI hai / inake anAdikAlIna sthAyI sthAna ko chur3AnA sarala nahIM hai| jyoM-jyoM sAdhaka Age bar3hatA hai, vRttiyAM aura tIvra hotI haiN| jaba sAdhaka sAdhanA ke madhya meM pahuMcatA hai taba ve jamI huI vRttiyAM, jamI huI vAsanAeM aura uttejanAeM, itane tIvrarUpa se ubharatI haiM ki sAdhaka vicalita hone kI sthiti meM A jAtA hai| yadi usa samaya use koI sahAyaka nahIM milatA hai to vaha sAdhanA se cyuta ho jAtA hai| usa samaya yogya guru yA yogya sahAyaka kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| vaha samaya khataranAka hotA hai| usa samaya jo vRttiyAM Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 58 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai ubharatI haiM, unakI kalpanA hI nahIM kI jA sktii| anokhI-anokhI vRttiyAM ubharatI haiM / sAdhaka becaina ho uThatA hai| vRttiyAM na ubhareM, aisA nahIM hotaa| sabhI sAdhakoM kA yahI anubhava hai ki sAdhanA ke madhyakAla meM vRttiyAM tIvra hotI haiM / usa samaya una para niyantraNa karanA Avazyaka hotA hai / ___ isa yuddha kI sthiti se nipaTane ke lie aneka sAdhanoM kA sahArA lenA par3atA hai| pahale se hI pUrI taiyArI karake calanA par3atA hai| usa taiyArI ke aneka sAdhana haiM : 1. zvAsa ko dekhnaa| 2. zarIra ko dekhnaa| 3. caitanya kendroM ko dekhanA / 4. anazana krnaa| 5. upavAsa krnaa| 6. kama khaanaa| 7. Asana krnaa| ye saba taiyArI ke sAdhana haiM jo sAdhaka isa sAdhana-sAmagrI ko sAtha lekara calatA hai vaha kabhI yuddha meM nahIM haartaa| vaha bhayaMkara AkramaNa aura prahAroM ko saharSa jhela letA hai / vaha kabhI pIche nahIM haTatA, Age se Age bar3hatA calA jAtA hai / isameM bhI kucha rahasya hai / eka vaijJAnika tIsa varSoM se eka anusaMdhAna meM lagA huA thaa| usane pratipAdita kiyA ki jo cabAkara khAtA hai vaha kama hiMsaka hotA hai| binA cabAe khAne vAlA adhika hiMsaka hotA hai| kahAM se kahAM kA sambandha ! kahAM hiMsA aura kahAM dAMtoM se cabAnA ! bar3I vicitra-sI bAta lagatI hai / kintu usa vaijJAnika ne itane pramANa prastuta kie haiM ki isa tathya ko sahasA nakArA nahIM jA sktaa| ___ saMcita vRttiyAM nimittoM ko pAkara ubharatI haiN| agara nimittoM ko badala diyA jAtA hai to ye vRttiyAM zAMta ho jAtI haiN| bhojana kevala zarIra ko hI puSTa nahIM karatA, usakA prabhAva indriyoM aura mana para bhI hotA hai / bhojana ke sUkSma aNu jo rasa rUpa meM parivartita hote haiM, ve indriyoM, mana aura vRttiyoM ko prabhAvita karate haiN| bhojana kA paripAka kaise hotA hai, yaha mahattvapUrNa bAta hai| cavAne kA artha hai-ucita paripAka ke lie prastuta karanA / jitanA adhika cabAyA jAegA utanA hI acchA paripAka hogaa| Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ UrjA kA vikAsa : tapa ucita paripAka hogA to mala AMtoM meM nahIM cipkegaa| AMtoM meM mala nahIM cipakegA to sar3AMdha paidA nahIM hogii| sar3AMdha ke binA apAna dUSita nahIM hogaa| apAna dUSita nahIM hogA to mana kI svacchatA kabhI naSTa nahIM hogii| apAna dUSita nahIM hogA to vyAkulatA nahIM hogI, becainI nahIM hogI, bure bhAva nahIM aaeNge| bure bhAva nahIM AeMge to hiMsA kA bhAva phira kaise AegA ? yaha cabAne se hone vAlI niSpatti hai / ___ AhAra kA saMyama tapasyA hai / UnodarI, rasa-parityAga-ye tapa ke prakAra haiN| ye hamAre yuddha ke sAdhana haiN| yadi sAdhana-sAmagrI paryApta aura dRr3ha hotI hai to AkramaNakAriyoM se sahajatayA nipaTA jA sakatA hai| yadi koI sAdhaka ina hathiyAroM se sajjita hokara nahIM bar3hatA, vaha apanI sAdhanA se phisala jAtA hai, cyuta ho jAtA hai| jJAtA-draSTAbhAva taka pahuMcane ke lie, astitva taka pahuMcane ke lie bahuta sajjA kI AvazyakatA hotI hai / __upavAsa vyartha nahIM hai, UnodarI vyartha nahIM hai, rasa-parityAga vyartha nahIM hai / bhojana kA viveka sAdhanA kA bahuta bar3A aMga hai| yaha bhI kAmya nahIM hai ki bhojana sarvathA chor3a diyA jaae| yaha bhI kAmya nahIM hai ki bhojana ke prati lAparavAhI baratI jaae| hameM donoM ke madhya se gujaranA hai / bilkula kama bhojana karane se zArIrika zakti kA hrAsa hotA hai| adhika bhojana karane se Alasya bar3hatA hai| zArIrika zakti kama na ho tathA Alasya bhI na bar3he isake lie bhojana kA saMtulana Avazyaka hotA hai| hameM sAdhanAkAla meM bhI zarIra se kAma lenA hai| yadi usakI zakti kSINa ho jAtI hai to sAdhanA meM Age nahIM bar3hA jA sktaa| jisa zarIra se kAma lenA hai, yadi usa para bhojana kA adhika bhAra DAla dete haiM to bhI vaha sAtha nahIM detaa| isa becAre zarIra para hama utanA hI bhAra DAleM, jisase yaha apanA kAma sahajatA se kara ske| sAdhanA meM anAhAra kI nahIM, AhAra-saMyama kI bAta mukhya hai / UnodarI, rasa-parityAga--ye AhAra-saMyama ke aMga haiN| sAdhanA ke sAtha inakA gaharA saMbaMdha hai| inakI vistRta carcA Age kreNge| eka sAdhaka mere pAsa aayaa| vaha aneka dinoM se prekSA-dhyAna meM saMlagna thaa| usane kahA-'Aja pahalI bAra mujhe apane astitva kI jhalaka milI, AtmA kI anubhUti huii| AtmA ko dekhane se bar3hakara koI dUsarA Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 60 dhyAna nahIM hai / yahI honA cAhie / ' maiMne kahA - " bAta ThIka hai / Atma-darzana taka pahuMcanA hameM iSTa hai / kintu yaha yAtrApatha kucheka ghumAvoM se gujaratA hai / ekasAtha isa maMjila taka nahIM pahuMcA jAtA / hameM kramazaH pahuMcanA hotA hai / jo sAdhaka Aja prathama kakSA meM hai, jo Aja hI cale haiM, yAtrApatha para pahalA hI kadama uThAyA hai, ve jJAtA draSTA AtmA kI ekasAtha jhalaka kaise pA sakate haiM ? unheM hama kaheM ki apane zarIra ke bhItara jJAtA aura draSTA ko dekheM, jyotipuMja ko dekheM, caitanya ke laharAte samudra ko dekheM, to ve kaheMge ki zarIra ke bhItara dekhA, vahAM camar3I hai, camar3I ke bhItara haDDiyAM haiM, khUna hai, medA hai, majjA hai / na koI jJAtA hai aura na koI draSTA / na koI jyotipuMja hai aura na koI caitanya kA laharAtA samudra / saba vyartha haiM / ve nirAza ho jaaeNge| hama una sAdhakoM ko zanaiH-zanaiH bar3hane deM / pratyeka stara se gujarane deN| pahale ve sthUla saMvedanoM ko pakar3eM | jaba ve unheM pakar3a leM taba zarIra kI gaharAI meM jAkara sUkSma saMvedanoM ko pakar3eM / sthUla zarIra ko pAra karanA kaThina hai / usako pAra kara jAne para sUkSma zarIra prApta hotA hai / vaha hai taijasa zarIra, AbhAvalaya / use dekheM / usakI taraMgoM ko pakar3eM / vibhinna varNoM se nirmita isa vibhinna taraMgoM ko dekheM, pkdd'eN| phira AtA hai aMtima sUkSma zarIra - karmazarIra / karmaparamANuoM ke vipAkarUpa spaMdanoM ko pkdd'eN| vahIM se saba kucha bAhara AtA hai / jo bAhara meM ghaTita ho rahA hai vaha mAtra pratibiMba hai / sArA kA sArA mUla karma zarIra meM ghaTita hotA hai| sUkSma zarIra meM ghaTita hone vAlI ghaTanAoM ke AdhAra para hI mRtyu kI ghoSaNA varSoM pahale kI jA sakatI hai| bImArI kI sUcanA varSoM pahale dI jA sakatI hai / Aja kA vijJAna bhI isa ora anusaMdhAna kara rahA hai aura use isa dizA meM kAphI saphalatA bhI milI hai / 1 AbhAvalaya kI kisane kahA mana caMcala hai Aja jo bImArI sthUla zarIra meM dIkha rahI hai, vaha sUkSma zarIra meM pahale hI ghaTita ho cukI hotI hai| vahAM se sthUla zarIra meM abhivyakta hone meM use kAphI samaya laga jAtA / mRtyu kI ghaTanA sUkSma zarIra meM ghaTita ho rahI hai / bAhara Ane meM use samaya laga sakatA hai / Aja itane sUkSma yaMtra vikasita ho cuke haiM ki sUkSma zarIra meM ghaTita hone vAlI mRtyu, bImArI Adi ke phoTo lie jA sakate haiM / sUkSma zarIra meM na jAne kitane spaMdana, kitane saMvedana, kitane vipAka Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ UrjA kA vikAsa : tapa ho rahe haiN| sUkSma zarIra bahuta bar3A jaMgala hai| sAdhaka ko usa jaMgala meM praveza kara una spaMdanoM aura saMvedanoM ko pakar3anA hogaa| yadi mana ko hama itanA sUkSma, itanA paTu aura itanA saMvedanazIla banA sakeM to phira sUkSma zarIra kI dIvAra ko bheda kara Age bar3hA jA sakatA hai| vahAM pahuMcakara sAdhaka anubhava karegA ki yaha rahA jnyaataa-drssttaa| vahAM koI saMzaya nahIM, koI viparyaya nahIM, koI aspaSTatA nahIM, koI vyavadhAna nhiiN| vahAM jyotipuMja ke darzana hoMge / caitanya kA laharAtA huA samudra AMkhoM ke sAmane nAcane lgegaa| jJAtA-draSTA kA sAkSAtkAra hogaa| sAdhaka pahale caraNa meM kahegA-maiM jJAtA-draSTAbhAva kA sAkSAt karane ke lie yAtrApatha para calA huuN|' jaba vaha maMjila taka pahuMca jAegA, taba vaha kahegA---'maiMne jJAtA-draSTAbhAva kA sAkSAt kara liyaa| kintu itanI dUrI taya karane ke lie aneka anubhavoM se gujaranA par3atA hai| jaba koI isa yAtrApatha para calanA prAraMbha karatA hai taba use dhuMdhalA-sA anubhava hotA hai| kintu jaba vaha Age bar3hatA hai taba anubhava spaSTa hotA jAtA hai| vaha usa sthiti para pahuMca jAtA hai jahAM aspaSTatA dUra, parokSatA dUra, dhuMdhalApana duur| vahAM anubhava karane vAlA aura anubhAvya-do nahIM rhte| eka ho jAte haiN| usa dUrI taka pahuMcane ke lie hama jJAtA aura draSTA kA anubhava lekara cleN| Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 6 | saMkalikA * saMdhi vidittA iha macciehi / [AyAro, 23127] * avi uDDhaM ThANaM ThAejjA / [AyAro, 281] 0 pUruSa maraNadharmA manuSya ke zarIra kI sandhi ko jAnakara kAmAsakti __se mukta ho| * ghuTanoM ko UMcA aura sira ko nIcA kara kAyotsarga kreN| * yAtrA kA uddezya : cetanA kA Urdhvagamana / * kAmukatA aura rasAsvAdana-do maulika vRttiyAM / * cetanA kAmakendra meM ulajhI rahatI hai| * AtaM-rodra dhyAna aura adharma lezyA kA yahI kendra hai| * nAbhi sandhisthala hai| * hRdaya se Urva yAtrA kA prArambha / * UdhrvayAtrA hone para vRtti uThegI, taraMga AegI para UrjA kA sahArA na milane para binA phala die lauTa jaaegii| * sthirAsana se UrjA kA vyaya kama hotA hai / * UrjA ke Urvagamana kA mukhya hetu hai tapa / tapa ke tIna phalita0 UrjA kA adhika saMcaya / * UrjA kA alpa vyaya / 0 UrjA kA UrvIkaraNa / Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ UrjA kI UrdhvayAtrA AtmA eka jyotipuMja hai / eka bahina ne pUchA-'yadi vaha jyotipuMja hai to usakA varNa kaisA hai ? ___AtmA eka jyotipuMja hai / eka bhAI ne pUchA-'yadi vaha jyotipuMja hai to dIye kI bhAMti dikhAI kyoM nahIM detA ?' AtmA jyotipuMja hai to usakA koI varNa honA caahie| AtmA jyotipuMja hai to vaha jalate hue dIpaka kI bhAMti dikhAI denA cAhie / kintu na usameM koI varNa hai aura na vaha jalatA huA dikhAI detA hai|| eka AdamI kamare meM gyaa| andara bijalI jala rahI thii| kucha hI kSaNoM ke pazcAt bijalI calI gii| aMdherA chA gyaa| kucha bhI nahIM sUjha rahA thaa| koI bhI vastu dikhAI nahIM de rahI thii| bAhara khar3e eka AdamI ne pUchA-'bhItara kauna hai ?' usane kahA-'maiM huuN|' ___'maiM haM'--yaha kaise dekhA ? bhItara aMdherA hai| kucha bhI dikhAI nahIM de rahA hai, phira 'maiM hUM' yaha kaise jAnA ? yadi AtmA jyotipuMja nahIM hai to kaise dikhA ki maiM huuN| yadi AtmA jyotipuMja nahIM hai, dIpaka kI bhAMti jyotirmaya nahIM hai to kaise dikhA ki 'maiM huuN'| kitanA hI saghana aMdhakAra ho, vyakti cAhe bhUgRha meM khar3A ho, kintu 'maiM hUM'-yaha dIpa kabhI nahIM bujhatA / yaha sadA jalatA rahatA hai / 'maiM hUM'-itanA-sA prakAza paryApta hai yaha samajhane ke lie ki bhItara koI jyotipuMja hai| yaha prakAza kI eka kiraNa paryApta hai| yadi hamArI yAtrA jyotipuMja kI dizA meM cale, hamAre prANa kI sArI UrjA usI ora pravAhita ho to eka na eka dina usa jyotipuMja kA sAkSAtkAra avazya hogA / usameM cAhe varNa ho yA na ho jvalanazIlatA ho yA na ho, vaha sAkSAt hogaa| vaha Aja sAkSAt nahIM hai, phira bhI usake prati hama saMzayazIla nahIM haiN| usakI kucha razmiyAM hameM dIkha rahI haiM / pUrA jyotipuMja AMkhoM ke sAmane nahIM hai, kintu usakI kucha razmiyoM se hama avagata haiN| una kucheka razmiyoM ke AdhAra para hama yaha sahaja anumAna kara sakate haiM ki jyotipuMja hai| jisa Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai dina hamArI yAtrA saMpanna hogI, hama majila taka pahuMca jAeMge, usa dina hamArA yaha anumAna sAkSAt anubhava meM badala jaaegaa| jo Aja AbhAsamAtra hai, vaha pUrA pratyakSa ho jAegA / hama yAtrA kreN| nIce se Upara kI ora yAtrA kreN| cetanA kI UrvayAtrA, UrjA kA UrdhvagAmI pravAha, prANa kI Urdhvagati-ye lakSya taka pahuMcane ke mAdhyama haiM / hameM yAtrApatha isa zarIra meM hI cunanA hogA / hamAre isa dRzya zarIra meM do kendra haiM-jJAna kendra aura kAmakendra / nAbhi se Upara mastiSka taka kA sthAna jJAna kendra hai, cetanAkendra hai aura nAbhi se nIce kA sthAna kAmakendra hai| hamArI cetanA ina do vRttiyoM ke AsapAsa ulajhI rahatI hai| jahAM cetanA jyAdA ulajhI rahatI hai vahAM cetanA kA pravAha bhI adhika ho jAtA hai| UrjA kA mukhya kendra kAmakendra hai| sArI cetanA isI ke AsapAsa bikharI huI hai / nAbhi aura jananendriya-isI ke AsapAsa manuSya kI cetanA aura UrjA bikharI par3I hai| jJAnakendra meM UrjA bahuta kama hai, kyoMki Aja ke manuSya kI maulika vRtti hai kAma aura isalie usakI sArI cetanA, sArI UrjA vahIM simaTI par3I hai| usakA dhyAna udhara hI jyAdA jAtA hai| mAnasazAstrI kahate haiM-'manuSya meM kAma kA jitanA tanAva hotA hai utanA aura kisI vRtti kA nahIM hotA / bhaya kA tanAva kabhI-kabhI hotA hai / krodha kA tanAva kabhI-kabhI hotA hai / IrSyA aura mAna kA tanAva kabhI-kabhI hotA hai| isI prakAra anya AvegoM kA tanAva bhI kabhI-kabhI hotA hai| kintu kAma kA tanAva sabase jyAdA hotA hai, saghana hotA hai| usakI jar3eM bahuta gahare meM haiN|' isI AdhAra para yaha kahA jA sakatA hai ki kRSNalezyA, nIlalezyA aura kApotalezyA-ina tIna aprazasta yA adharma lezyAoM kA kendra bhI yahI honA cAhie aura yathArtha meM yahI hai| hamArI pratyeka vRtti kA kendra isa sthUla zarIra meM avazya hI hogA / usako abhivyakti kA kendra isI zarIra meM hogA / ina tIna adharma lezyAoM kI abhivyakti ke kendra kAmakendra ke bIca se apAna deza taka haiM / ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna ke kendra bhI ye hI haiN| jaba cetanA yahAM rahatI hai taba iSTa kA viyoga hone para vyAkulatA utpanna hotI hai| aniSTa kA saMyoga hone para kSobha paidA hotA hai| priyatA, apriyatA kI anubhUtiyAM utpanna hotI haiM / vedanA ke Ane para vyAkulatA, vedanA ko naSTa karane kI ceSTAeM, krUratA, IrSyA, ghRNA-Adi ke spaMdana kAmakendra ke AsapAsa anubhUta hote haiM / ve yahIM ubharate haiN| hamAre kAmakendra Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ UrjA kI UrdhvayAtrA kI cetanA ke Asa pAsa hI ve spaMdana kriyAnvita hote haiN| __hamArI eka zakti hai--prANazakti / eka hI prANazakti aneka rUpoM meM abhivyakta hotI hai / usake dasa rUpa bana jAte haiM / indriyoM ke sAtha jaba prANaUrjA kAma karatI hai to pAMca prANa bana jAte hai-sparzana indriya prANa, rasana indriya prANa, ghrANa indriya prANa cakSu indriya prANa aura zrotra indriya prANa / vahI prANadhArA jaba mana ke sAtha jur3atI hai taba manobala bana jAtA hai / jaba vaha vacana ke sAtha kAma karatI hai taba vacanabala bana jAtA hai aura vahI jaba kAyA ke sAtha jur3atI hai, taba kAyabala bana jAtA hai| yahI prANadhArA jaba zvAsa ke sAtha jur3atI hai, zvAsa ko gatizIla banAtI hai taba zvAsaprANa bana jAtA hai / vahI prANa kI UrjA jaba jIvana ko TikAe rakhane meM sakriya hotI hai taba AyuSyaprANa bana jAtA hai, jIvanazakti bana jAtI hai / eka hI prANadhArA dasa rUpoM meM vibhakta ho jAtI hai| eka hI nadI kI dasa dhArAeM bana jAtI haiM, dasa pravAha bana jAte haiN| __jaba prANa kI dhArA nIce kI ora pravAhita hotI hai, citta nIce kI ora jAtA hai taba sAre astitva kA, zarIra kA aura cetanA kA kendra kAmakendra bana jAtA hai| usa kAmakendra meM ulajhI huI cetanA ke AsapAsa kRSNalezyA ke vicAra panapate haiM, nIlalezyA ke vicAra panapate haiM, kApotalezyA ke vicAra panapate haiN| adharma ke jitane vicAra haiM, Arta aura raudra dhyAna kI jitanI pariNatiyAM haiM ve sArI isI kAmakendra ke AsapAsa panapatI kRSNAlezyA kA eka lakSaNa hai-ajitendriyatA / jisameM kRSNalezyA hotI hai vaha ajitendriya hotA hai| yaha isakA sUcaka hai ki aisI vRtti kAmakendra ke AsapAsa hI utpanna hotI hai| kAmakendra ke pAsa jo cetanA hai vaha kRSNalezyA kA hI pariNAma hai| jaina darzana ne chaha lezyAoM ke AdhAra para jina tathyoM kA pratipAdana kiyA hai, haThayoga ne unhIM tathyoM kA chaha cakroM ke AdhAra para pratipAdana kiyA hai| donoM kI apanI-apanI paribhASAeM haiN| yadi donoM ko paribhASAoM se mukta kara deM to tathya-pratipAdana akSarazaH mila jAtA hai| haThayoga tIna cakroM ko Upara aura tIna cakroM ko nIce mAnatA hai| mUlAdhAra, svAdhiSThiAna aura maNipUra-ye tIna cakra hRdaya se nIce haiM aura anAhata, AjJA aura sahasrAra--ye tIna cakra hRdaya se Upara hote haiM / Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana cacala hai jaba mUlAdhAra cakra soyA rahatA hai taba uttejanA bar3hatI hai| svAdhiSThAna cakra soyA rahatA hai taba AdamI kAmuka hotA hai| maNipUra cakra soyA rahatA hai taba AdamI meM IrSyA, ghRNA, kra ratA ke bhAva paidA hote haiN| tIna aprazasta lezyAoM ke pariNAma se inakI tulanA kareM, sArI bAteM jyoM kI tyoM mila jaaeNgii| tIna aprazasta lezyAoM ke ye hI sthAna haiM / yahAM se aghoyAtrA prAraMbha hotI hai, cetanA adhoyAtrA prAraMbha karatI hai| sArI prANa UrjA kA pravAha nIce kI ora hone laga jAtA hai / ___ eka rUpaka hai| jaina AcAyoM ne lokapuruSa kI kalpanA kii| unhoMne loka ko puruSa ke rUpa meM citrita kiyaa| lokapuruSa ke tIna bhAga haiM-urdhvaloka, madhyaloka aura adholok| urdhvaloka meM haiM devatA, madhyaloka meM haiM manuSya aura adholoka meM haiM nairayika / mokSa urdhvaloka meM hai / hRdaya se hamArA udhvaMloka prAraMbha hotA hai / urvaloka jahAM devatAoM kA nivAsa hai, vahAM siddha jIvoM kA nivAsa hai, muktAtmAoM kA nivAsa hai| madhyaloka meM manuSyoM kA nivAsa hai / kaTi se nIce kA bhAga adholoka hai / yaha narakAvAsa hai| hRdaya se para dharma lezyAoM kA sthAna hai aura hRdaya se nIce adharma lezyAoM kA sthAna hai| hama deha-prekSA meM hRdaya se prekSA prAraMbha karate haiN| yaha bhI sakAraNa hai| prANaUrjA kI yAtrA sabase pahale Urdhva honI cAhie / usakA pUrNa vikAsa hone para phira adhoyAtrA meM koI khatarA nahIM honaa| devatA kisI kAraNavaza nIce AtA hai to koI kaThinAI nahIM hotii| usakI to mAtra eka yAtrA hai / yadi cetanA nIce hI ulajhI raha jAtI hai to bar3I kaThinAI paidA ho jAtI hai / yadi hama usa jyotipuMja kA, parama tattva kA, pAramArthika tattva kA, parama sattA kA sAkSAtkAra cAhate haiM to urdhvayAtrA karanI hogii| prANa-UrjA kI UrdhvayAtrA hue binA kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| nimna prakAra kI vRttiyoM se chuTakArA nahIM ho sktaa| vyakti kitanA hI sune, mAne aura vyavahAra ke stara para jAne, phira bhI vaha ina nimnastarIya vRttiyoM se nahIM chUTa sktaa| UrdhvayAtrA prArambha hote hI vRttiyoM meM parivartana Ane laga jAtA hai / UrdhvayAtrA kA prAraMbha sAdhanA kA pahalA caraNa hai| isI kA nAma hai tpsyaa| UrjA ko ekatrita kara UrdhvagAmI banAnA hI tapasyA hai| UrjA ke binA kucha nahIM ho sktaa| visphoTaka kie binA kucha bhI niSpanna nahIM Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ UrjA kI UrdhvayAtrA hotaa| jaba taka visphoTa kI zakti nahIM hotI taba taka koI bhI krAMti ghaTita nahIM hotii| krAMtikArI kArya ke saMpAdana ke lie visphoTa kI jarUrata hotI hai / visphoTa ke lie UrjA bhaMDAra kI AvazyakatA hotI hai / UrjA kA saMcaya kreN| UrjA kA vyaya kama kreN| UrjA kA visphoTa kreN| UrjA ko UrdhvagAmI kreN| tapasyA kA pahalA prakAra hai-anazana, bhUkhe rhnaa| bhUkhe rahane se UrjA adhika utpanna hotI hai| bhojana karane se bhI UrjA utpanna hotI hai| kintu vaha UrjA kevala hamAre zarIra-yaMtra kA saMcAlana mAtra kara sakatI hai| vaha UrjA kozikAoM ko sakriya banA detI hai| kintu cetanA ke kSetra meM visphoTa karane ke lie vaha UrjA paryApta nahIM hai| usase visphoTa saMpanna nahIM hotaa| visphoTa ke lie sUkSma UrjA apekSita hotI hai| yaha tapasyA aura bhAvanA ke dvArA utpanna hotI hai| vaha sUkSma prayogoM ke dvArA utpanna hotI hai / vaha anna khAne se paidA nahIM hotii| tapasyA meM bhI yadi pAnI nahIM liyA jAtA to adhika UrjA paidA hotI hai| garmI ko sahane se aura adhika UrjA utpanna hotI hai| UrjA ko utpanna karane, Upara le jAne, usakA vyaya kama karane kA upAya hai-pravRtti kama karo, sthira adhika rho| jitanI pravRtti hotI hai, UrjA kA vyaya bhI utanA hI hotA hai| yaha kevala AdhyAtmika jagat kI hI bAta nahIM hai / zarIrazAstrI bhI isI tathya ko svIkAra karate haiM / pravRtti adhika, UrjA kA vyaya adhika / pravRtti kama, UrjA kA vyaya kama / cikitsaka vizrAma kA sujhAva dete haiM, usake pIche bhI yahI dRSTikoNa hai| vizrAma karane se zakti kA vyaya kama hotA hai / UrjA ekatrita hotI hai| kAyika pravRtti karate haiM to UrjA kA vyaya hotA hai, isalie kahA gayA hai-kAyagupti kro| vAcika pravRtti karate haiM, bolate haiM to UrjA kA vyaya hotA hai, isalie kahA gayA-vAkgupti kro| socate haiM to UrjA kA aura adhika vyaya hotA hai, isalie kahA gayA-manogupti karo, nirvicAra rho| ___ adhyAtma ke kSetra meM UrjA ke vyaya ko kama karane ke ye upAya nirdiSTa haiN| guptiyoM ke dvArA UrjA kA utpAdana adhika hotA hai, gupti kro| UrjA kI Aya adhika hotI hai, vyaya kama hogaa| UrjA ko Upara kaise le jAyA jA sakatA hai, yaha eka prazna hai| baiThane Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 68 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai kI vibhinna mudrAeM UrjA ke UrdhvArohaNa meM sahAyaka banatI haiM / sAmAnya AdamI yaha nahIM soca sakatA ki pAlathI mArakara baiThane se tathA padmAsana yA ukar3e Asana meM baiThane se kyA antara AtA hai / bahuta antara AtA hai| ye sAre Asana viziSTa uddezya se hI nirNIta kie gae haiM / inase UrjA kA pravAha Upara kI ora jAne lagatI hai / ukaDUM Asana se nIce ke snAyuoM para dabAva par3atA hai | godohikA Asana se pIche kI ora dabAva par3atA hai / UrjA Upara jAne lagatI hai / mahAvIra se pUchA --- "bhaMte ! brahmacarya kI sAdhanA ke lie kucha vizeSa jAnanA cAhatA hUM / ' mahAvIra ne kahA - "uDDhaM ThANaM ThAejjA -- khar3e-khar3e kAyotsagaM karo / " khar3e-khar3e kAyotsarga karane se UrjA Upara kI ora jAtI hai, rakta nIce kI ora jAtA hai / sarvAMgAsana, zIrSAsana, vRkSAsana, padmAsana --- ina sabase UrjA Upara kI ora jAtI hai| dhyAna ke lie jitane AsanoM kA vidhAna kiyA gayA, ve saba UrjA ko UrdhvagAmI banAne ke upakrama haiM / inase UrjA kI UrdhvayAtrA, citta kI UrdhvayAtrA hotI hai / isase rUpAntaraNa prAraMbha ho jAtA hai, eka visphoTa hotA hai / isa visphoTa ke bAda hI cetanA Upara kI ora bahane lagatI hai / ina tIna adharma lezyAoM aura tIna dharma lezyAoM ke bIca pahale eka aisI dIvAra khicI rahatI hai ki sAmAnya AdamI use tor3a nahIM sakatA / kintu jaba sAdhaka prabuddha cetanA vAlA ho jAtA hai, UrjA ke mahattva ko samajha letA hai, UrjA kA saMcaya kara letA hai aura UrjA ke dvArA kabhI visphoTa karatA hai taba vaha dIvAra TUTatI hai aura sAdhaka Upara kI ora uThane lagatA hai | vahAM tIna prazasta lezyAoM - tejolezyA, padmalezyA aura zuklalezyA kA kSetra AtA hai / eka jyotirmaya prakAza zurU hotA hai / Ayurveda ke granthoM meM do mahattvapUrNa vAkya haiM-- 0 hRdaya cetanAsthAnam -- hRdaya cetanA kA sthAna hai / * tatparamaujasaH sthAnam - cetanA ke bAda oja kA sthAna hai / ye donoM cetanA ke parama sthAna haiN| yahAM se UrdhvayAtrA zurU hotI hai / lezyA dharma kI bana jAtI hai / tejolezyA jyotirmaya puruSa, caitanya puruSa kI yAtrA hai / usa samaya Artta - raudra dhyAna samApta ho jAte haiM / dharma dhyAna kA prArambha Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ UrjA kI UrdhvayAtrA 66 ho jAtA hai / sAdhaka padmalezyA para pahuMca jAtA hai| padmalezyA kA raMga pIlA hotA hai / (AcArya kA dhyAna vizuddhi cakra para kiyA jAtA hai| vahAM pIle raMga kI kalpanA kI jAtI hai / cetanA kI yAtrA Age bar3hatI hai, sAdhaka AjJAcakra para lAla raMga ke sAtha dhyAna karatA hai| vahAM kA raMga hai lAla / sAdhaka aura Age bar3hatA hai / vaha sahasrAra cakra para dhyAna karatA hai / vaha zukla dhyAna kA sthAna hai| yaha zuklalezyA kA sthAna hai| yahAM saba kucha sAttvika hI sAttvika / prakAza hI prakAza aura kucha bhI nhiiN| citta kI sArI vRttiyAM zAMta ho jAtI haiN| cittavRttiyoM kA ubhAra zAMta ho jAtA hai, kaluSatAeM zAMta ho jAtI haiN| zeSa rahatI hai--nirmltaa| yaha UrjA kI UrdhvayAtrA hai| dharmalezyA praveza-dvAra hai| yaha nahIM bhUlanA cAhie ki dharmalezyA meM praveza kara dene para adharma lezyAeM sarvathA samApta ho jAtI haiN| ve samApta hotI haiM, kintu eka sAtha samApta nahIM hotii| hamane atIta meM vRttiyoM kA, AsravoM kA itanA saMcaya kara rakhA hai ki UrdhvayAtrA karane para bhI unakA dabAva barAbara par3atA rahatA hai| vRttiyAM bAra-bAra ubharatI haiM, dabAva par3atA hai, kintu pariNAma kucha bhI nahIM aataa| kAI vRtti jAgI / spaMdana huA / taraMgeM calIM aura kAmakendra ke pAsa " phuNcii| koI UrjA nahIM milI to vApasa lauTa gyiiN| koI pariNAma nahIM huaa| bekAra ho gyiiN| UrjA milane para vaha vRtti kA kAma karatI hai anyathA AtI hai aura binA phala die hI lauTa jAtI hai| jaba hamane UrjA kA sArA pravAha Upara kI ora kara diyA, UrjA kA bhaMDAra jo nIce thA vaha khAlI kara diyA aura jJAnakendra meM bhara diyA, phira koI bhI vRtti pariNAma nahIM de sktii| vRttiyoM kI taraMgeM AtI haiM aura lauTa jAtI haiN| vyakti para unakA koI asara nahIM hotaa| na kAmavAsanA kA asara hotA hai, na IrSyA aura ghRNA kA asara hotA hai ; na rAga-dveSa kA asara hotA hai| sArI vRttiyAM bekAra / aisA lagatA hai ki vRttiyAM haiM kintu una vRttiyoM meM phalane kI zakti samApta ho gayI hai| phaladAna nimitta-sApekSa hotA hai| binA nimitta ke koI phala de hI nahIM sktaa| vipAkodaya taba hotA hai jaba koI nimitta milatA hai| binA nimitta ke vipAkodaya nahIM ho sakatA / vaha vyartha calA jAtA hai / koI pariNAma nahIM aataa| Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 70 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai UrjA kI UrdhvayAtrA kA eka pariNAma hai-vRttiyoM kI phaladAna-zakti ko naSTa kara denaa| taba ve vRttiyAM svataH naSTa ho jAtI haiN| jaba taka unako poSaNa aura siMcana milatA rahatA hai taba taka ve panapatI rahatI haiN| jaba siMcana hI banda ho jAtA hai taba unakA panapanA samApta ho jAtA hai| kucha samaya taka ve taraMgeM jAtI-AtI haiN| sAdhaka jaba Age hI bar3hatA calA jAtA hai taba eka dina aisA AtA hai ki ve taraMgeM samApta ho jAtI haiM / udhara unakA AvAgamana miTa jAtA hai| yaha saba hotA hai tapa ke dvaaraa| sAdhaka ko kahA gayA hai ki zarIra ko prakaMpita kara do, vRttiyoM ko prakaMpita kara do, karma-zarIra ko prakaMpita kara do| vRttiyoM ke kendroM ko itanA hilA do ki unakA mUla ukhar3a jAe aura ve apane sthAna se cyuta ho jAeM / rAga kA, dveSa kA, kaSAya kA, kaSAya se utpanna hone vAle AsravoM kA aura AsravoM se utpanna hone vAlI vRttiyoM kA mUla ukhar3a jAe / AhAra saMjJA, bhaya saMjJA, maithuna saMjJA aura parigraha saMjJA-~-ye cAra kAmanAmUlaka saMjJAeM haiM / krodha saMjJA, mAna saMjJA, mAyA saMjJA aura lobha saMjJAye cAra manomUlaka saMjJAeM haiN| ye AThoM samApta ho jaaeN| unakI Asakti, samApta ho jaae| unako ukhAr3ane kA, miTAne kA ekamAtra upAya haitapasyA, UrjA kA Urdhvagamana, UrjA kI uurdhvyaatraa| eka bAta para hameM dhyAna denA hai| rasanendriya aura kAmakendra kA gaharA saMbaMdha hai| dhyAna kI pratyeka prakriyA meM yaha dhyAna diyA jAtA hai ki vRttiyoM kI caMcalatA ko samApta karane ke lie jIbha ko sthira karanA Avazyaka hai| sAdhaka dhyAna karane baiThA hai| bahuta vikalpa A rahe haiM, caMcalatA hai| usa samaya yadi vaha sAdhaka jIbha ko ulaTakara tAlu kI ora sthira kara detA hai, tAlu para lagA detA hai to vicitra prakAra ke spaMdana prArambha ho jAte haiM aura vikalpa zAMta ho jAte haiN|/ vikalpoM ko zAnta karane kA yaha sundara prayoga hai| jaba jIbha sthira hotI hai taba vRttiyAM zAnta hone laga jAtI haiM / kAmakendra aura rasanendriya kA bahuta bar3A saMbaMdha hai| sAdhanA ke granthoM meM rasanendriya ko jItane para bala diyA gayA hai| yaha nirarthaka nahIM hai, sArthaka hai| kAmavAsanA para vijaya pAnA hai to pahale rasanendriya para vijaya prApta kro| rasanendriya kA saMyama kro| pAMca indriyoM meM do indriyAM kaThora aura ajaya mAnI jAtI haiM / eka hai sparzana indriya aura dUsarI hai rasana indriya / sparzana indriya kA sIdhA Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ UrjA ko UrdhvayAtrA sambandha hai kAmakendra se aura rasana indriya kA kucha Ter3hA sambandha hai kAmakendra se / rasanA kA saMyama aura kAma kA saMyama-donoM sAtha calate haiN| jaise hI rasanA kA saMyama hotA hai, vahAM ke spaMdana jaba kama hote haiM, spaMdana jaba vijita hote haiM taba kAmavAsanA ke spaMdana bhI kama hone laga jAte haiN| jaise hI jIbha kA saMyama kiyA, AdhyAtmika spaMdana zurU ho jAte haiM / ye spaMdana hamArI pakar3a meM bhI Ate haiN| sAdhanA karane vAle sAdhaka ko yaha spaSTa anubhava hogA ki ye spaMdana itane sukhada hote haiM ki ve kAmakendroM ke spaMdanoM ko bhI parAbhUta kara DAlate haiN| UrjA kI Urdhva yAtrA meM rasanendriya bahuta bAdhaka hotI hai| jaba hama usakI UrjA ko vahAM se haTA lete haiM aura use sthira kara dete haiM taba vaha bAdhA samApta ho jAtI hai| rasalolupatA nIlalezyA kA pariNAma hai / yaha pariNAma samApta ho jAtA hai| aisA hone para hI dharmalezyAeM pUrNa jAgRta ho jAtI haiN| UrjA kI UrdhvayAtrA, prANa kI UrzvayAtrA, cittavRttiyoM kI nirmalatA, dharmyadhyAna aura zukladhyAna kI sthiti-ye saba ghaTita hotI haiM / sArI sthiti hI badala jAtI hai-rUpAntaraNa ghaTita hone lagatA hai / yaha saba tapasyA kA phala hai| tapasyA ke dvArA tIna bAteM phalita hotI haiM1. UrjA kA adhika saMcaya / 2. UrjA kA alpa vyaya / 3. UrjA kI Urdhva yAtrA / yaha ghaTita hone para jyotipaMja ke sAtha sAdhaka kA saMparka sthApita ho jAtA hai| vaha razmi jo 'maiM hUM'--itanI-sI pratIta hotI thI vaha jyotipuMja meM mila jAtI hai aura taba 'maiM haM' badala jAtA hai aura kevala 'hai' zeSa raha jAtA hai| 'maiM' kI bAta samApta ho jAtI hai| jo razmiyAM bikharI par3I thIM, jo eka jAlIdAra Dhakkana se chana-chanakara bAhara phaila rahI thIM, ve sArI razmiyAM simaTakara jyotipuMja meM lIna ho jAtI haiM / usa samaya jyotipuMja ke sAkSAtkAra kA prazna bhI samApta ho jAtA hai| vahAM kauna jyotipuMja aura kauna maiM--yaha bheda miTa jAtA hai| saba kucha jyotirmaya bana jAtA hai| Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 7 saMkalikA * loya ca phAsa viphaphaMdamANaM (AyAro, 4137) * je pajjavajAtasatyassa kheyaNNe, se asatthassa kheyaNe / * je asasthassa kheyaNNe se pajjavajAtasatthassa kheyaNNe // (AyAro, 3517) * dekha, yaha loka cAroM ora se prakaMpita ho rahA hai| 0 jo viSayoM ke vibhinna paryAyoM meM hone vAlI Asakti ke antas ko jAnatA hai, vaha anAsakti ke antas ko jAnatA hai / jo anAsakti ke antas ko jAnatA hai, vaha viSayoM ke vibhinna paryAyoM meM hone vAlI Asakti ke antas ko jAnatA hai / 0 dravya pariNAminitya hotA hai / 0 do prakAra ke spaMdana hote haiM 0 svAbhAvika spaMdana-AtmA meM caitanya ke spaMdana / 0 nimittaja spaMdana-karma yA sUkSma zarIra ke spaMdana / prANa yA taijasa ke spaMdana / caitanya ke spaMdana sUkSmatama / 0 karma ke spaMdana sUkSmatara / prANa ke spaMdana sUkSma / 0 sthUla zarIra ke spaMdana sthUla / mUrchA yA moha ke spaMdana sabase adhika hote haiM / * zvAsa ke spaMdana se UrjA utpanna hotI hai : ghArSaNika vidyut tathA mastiSka meM dhArAvAhI vidyut / jaba taka jIvanI zakti ke spaMdana haiM taba taka prANI jItA hai| vAsanA kA pratipakSI saMvedana0 RNa aura dhana vidyut kA yoga / 0 prANa aura apAna kA yoga / jIbha kI RNa aura tAlu kI dhana vidyut kA yoga / Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 7 : saMkalikA * AdhyAtmika sukha kA anubhava karAne vAle spaMdana - * maMtrI japa, bhakti aura zraddhA ke dvArA, UrjA kI UrdhvayAtrA ke dvArA, parama vairAgya ke dvArA, nAsAgra para animeSa prekSA ke dvArA ve spaMdana hote haiM / yahI tejasa ( kuNDalinI) kA jAgaraNa hai / majjA -- yahI 'gre maiTara' hai / yahI avacetana mana kA stara 1 yahI bindu hai / sUkSma zarIra kA isase sambandha hai | prANadhArA kA suSumnA meM praveza hone para sukha hI sukha, mana zAnta, AdhyAtmika spaMdana prArambha / yahI Atma-ramaNa yA Atma- rati hai / sukha-duHkha kyA hai ? spaMdana aura mana yA cetanA kA yoga hI sukha-duHkha hai | moha ke spaMdana - 0 Avega, bhaya, zoka, ghRNA, vAsanA aura viSAda / * ye pratipakSI saMvedanoM se nirasta ho jAte haiM / 73 Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AdhyAtmika sukha dravya pariNAminitya hotA hai| yadi vaha nitya hI ho to hameM kucha karane kI jarUrata hI nahIM hotii| usameM parivartana tabhI hotA hai jaba ki parivartanazIlatA hai| kucha utpanna hotA hai aura kucha naSTa hotA hai| AtmA bhI pariNAminitya hai| usameM do prakAra ke spaMdana hote haiN| pratyeka padArtha meM do prakAra ke spaMdana hote haiN| eka hai svAbhAvika spaMdana aura dUsarA hai nimittaja spaMdana / caitanya kA spaMdana svAbhAvika hotA hai / yaha niraMtara hotA rahatA hai / dUsarA spaMdana nimittoM se utpanna hotA hai / nimitta aneka haiM / eka nimitta hai-karma / karma se spaMdana utpanna hote haiN| dUsarA nimitta hai-prANa / prANa se spaMdana utpanna hote haiN| isa prakAra hamArA astitva tIna prakAra ke saMdanoM se ghirA huA hai-caitanya kA spaMdana, karma kA spaMdana aura prANa kA spaMdana / spaMdanoM kA samudra taraMgita hai / miyAM hI UrmiyAM / eka sthira aMza, para vaha bhI pUrA asthira / eka nitya aMza, para vaha bhI pUrA anitya / itanA pariNamana hai ki cAroM ora spaMdana hI spaMdana dikhAI de rahA hai| usa spaMdana meM aspaMdita aMza ko khoja pAnA bhI sarala nahIM hai| caitanya ke spaMdana sUkSmatama spaMdana haiN| karma ke spaMdana yA sUkSma zarIra ke spaMdana sUkSmatara haiN| prANa ke spaMdana sUkSma haiN| sthUla zarIra ke saMvedana sthUla haiM / hama sabase pahale ina sthUla spaMdanoM ko hI pakar3ate haiM / inakA hI hameM anubhava hotA hai| inako hI hama sukha yA duHkha mAnakara calate haiN| sthUla zarIra meM hone vAle sthUla spaMdana hI hamAre lie sukha-duHkha bane hue haiM / unase pare jAkara sukha kI kalpanA karanA hamAre lie satya bhI nahIM hai, saMbhava bhI nahIM hai| jaba taka vyakti cetanA ke sthUla stara para jItA hai taba taka yaha kalpanA bhI nahIM kI jA sakatI ki isake pare bhI koI sukha ho sakatA hai / zvAsa ke spaMdana hote haiN| unase vidyut utpanna hotI hai| jIvanIzakti ke spaMdana hote haiM, hama jIvita rahate haiN| hamAre jIvana kI niyAmaka prANazakti hai-AyuSyaprANa / usake bhI spaMdana hote haiM / jaba taka ye spaMdana hote rahate haiM taba taka sAre prANoM ke spaMdana hote haiN| pAMca indriyoM ke spaMdana Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AdhyAtmika sukha 75 hote haiM / mana ke spaMdana aura vANI ke spaMdana hote haiM / kAyA-zarIra ke bhI spaMdana hote haiN| isa prakAra prANa dasa haiM / sabake apane spaMdana ho rahe haiM / inhIM ke AdhAra para hamAre jIvana kA yaha DhAMcA cala rahA hai| __ ATha prakAra ke karma haiN| ATha prakAra ke spaMdana haiN| unameM moha ke spaMdana sabase adhika haiM / Avega, uttejanA, bhaya, zoka, viSAda, ghRNA, vikAra, kAma-vAsanA-ye sAre mUrchA ke spaMdana haiM, moha ke spaMdana haiN| ye niraMtara hote rahate haiN| ye kabhI virAma nahIM lete| ye apane-Apa kabhI rukate bhI nahIM / inake AdhAra para kabhI sukha kA anubhava hotA hai, kabhI duHkha kA anubhava hotA hai| inameM kucha spaMdana aise hote haiM jo sukha kA anubhava karAte haiM aura kucha spaMdana aise hote haiM jo duHkha kA anubhava karAte haiN| ___sukha-duHkha kyA hai ? ise samajhanA hogaa| spaMdanoM ke sAtha mana kA yoga sukha hai aura spaMdanoM ke sAtha mana kA yoga hI duHkha hai| spaMdanoM ke sAtha yadi mana kA yoga nahIM hotA hai to na sukha kA anubhava hotA hai aura na duHkha kA anubhava hotA hai| priya spaMdanoM ke sAtha mana kA yoga hotA hai to sukha aura apriya spaMdanoM ke sAtha mana kA yoga hotA hai to duHkha / sukha-du.kha kI jo kalpanA hai vaha mana ke yoga ke sAtha hotI hai| mana ko na jodd'eN| spaMdana hote raheM, koI bAta nahIM hai / na sukha hogA aura na duHkha / spaMdana nimittaja haiM / prANa ke spaMdana nimitta se utpanna hote haiM aura karma ke spaMdana bhI vipAka meM nimitta se hI Ate haiM / spaMdana ke nimitta aneka haiM / unameM eka nimitta hai-ciMtana / ciMtana karate haiM, spaMdana prAraMbha ho jAte haiM / smRti hotI hai, spaMdana hone laga jAte haiN| eka ghaTanA hai| cAra AdamI bur3hiyA ke ghara Ae / bur3hiyA ne unheM chAcha pilaaii| cAroM cale ge| bur3hiyA ne dekhA ki chAcha ke bartana meM sarpa marA par3A hai| bur3hiyA ne socA-becAre cAroM mara gae hoMge / kucha varSa bIte / ve cAroM pathika punaH usI bur3hiyA ke yahAM tthhre| bur3hiyA ne unheM Azcarya se dekhaa| pUchane para bur3hiyA ne ghaTita ghaTanA batA dii| cAroM ke smRti-koSTha jAga ge| unakI AMkhoM ke sAmane jahara milI chAcha ke pAna kA dRzya upasthita huA aura ve cAroM usI kSaNa mara gae / unako viSa ne nahIM mArA, kintu viSa kI smRti ne mAra ddaalaa| ve sacamuca mara ge| ___ ciMtana se, smRti se, kalpanA se spaMdana paidA hote haiN| inase sukhada spaMdana bhI paidA hote haiM aura duHkhada spaMdana bhI paidA hote haiN| bhakti aura japa Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai kA mArga jo vikasita huA usake pIche bhI spaMdanoM kA hI siddhAMta kAma karatA hai| kahA jAtA hai-amuka prakAra kI dhvani karo, amuka prakAra ke spaMdana paidA kro| uccAraNa sahita japa karo, maMda japa karo, mauna japa karo, mAnasika japa karo aura sUkSma meM jAkara prANa kA japa kro| yaha spaMdanoM ke utpAdana kA hI siddhAMta hai| maMtra kA siddhAMta bhI dhvani kA siddhAMta hai, spaMdanoM kA siddhAMta hai| maMtra kI racanA karane vAle jAnate the ki kisa prakAra kI dhvani se kisa prakAra ke spaMdana paidA hote haiM aura unakA kyA prabhAva hotA hai| dhvaniyoM ke vividha spaMdanoM ke AdhAra para hI samUcA maMtra-zAstra vikasita huA / saikar3oM graMtha maMtra-zAstra para likhe gae / aisI koI bhI vyAdhi, cAhe phira vaha zArIrika ho yA mAnasika, nahIM hai, jisake upazamana ke lie koI na koI maMtra nirdiSTa na kiyA ho / maMtra ke dvArA cikitsA kI jAtI hai| maMtra ke dvArA zakti kA vikAsa kiyA jAtA hai| maMtra ke dvArA dhana kI prApti kI jAtI hai| maMtra ke dvArA aniSTa kA nivAraNa kiyA jAtA hai| sukha-duHkha, lAbha-alAbha-sabameM maMtra kA prayoga kiyA jAtA hai| dhvani spaMdana paidA karatI hai aura ve nAnA prakAra ke spaMdana nAnA prakAra kI avasthAeM paidA karate haiM / anubhava bhI spaMdana paidA karate haiM / hama kisI anubhava meM jAte haiM / eka viziSTa prakAra ke spaMdana prAraMbha ho jAte haiN| dhyAna bhI spaMdana paidA karatA hai| jitane Asrava, utane hI saMvara / jitane baMdha ke prakAra utane hI mokSa ke prakAra / jitanI bImAriyAM utanI hI auSadhiyAM / isI prakAra spaMdana kI utpatti ke bhI aneka nimitta haiN| jitane nimitta, utane hI prakAra ke spaMdana / isIlie bhaktimArga bhI cala rahA hai| zraddhAmArga bhI cala rahA hai; jJAna aura kriyAmArga bhI cala rahA hai| kisI bhI mArga para cleN| amuka-amuka prakAra ke spaMdana paidA kareM aura amuka-amuka prakAra ke spaMdanoM ko roka deM, kAma bana jaaegaa| adhyAtma ke kSetra meM jaba spaMdanoM kA sUkSmatA se adhyayana kiyA gayA to aneka sthApanAeM huiiN| eka sthApanA huI-pratipakSa bhAvanA kii| spaMdana paidA karane kA aura sUkSma stara taka pahuMcane kA eka mArga hai-bhaavnaa| bhAvanA kA artha hai-vaisA ho jAnA, dhyeya ke anurUpa ho jaanaa| pratipakSa spaMdanoM se bahuta sArI bAteM ghaTita ho jAtI haiN| krodha kA pratipakSI hai Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AdhyAtmika sukha upazama / krodha hai to upazama ke spaMdana paidA kro| mRdutA / mAna hai to mRdutA ke spaMdana paidA kro| RjutA / mAyA hai to RjutA ke spaMdana paidA kro| saMtoSa | lobha hai to saMtoSa ke spaMdana paidA karo pratipAdana hai / isa 'pratipakSa' saMvedana ke dvArA kiyA jA sakatA hai / / kisI ko moha ho rahA hai, zoka ho rahA hai, viSAda ho rahA hai, ekatva kI anuprekSA karo, ekatva ke spaMdana paidA karo, moha ke spaMdana samApta ho jAeMge / eka strI thI / usakA nAma thA 'atuMkArIbhaTTA' / usameM krodha ke itane spaMdana hote ki sarpiNI se bhI vaha adhika phuphakAratI / usane upazama kI bAta ko samajhA / usakA krodha zAMta ho gayA / krodha kA pratipakSa hai upazama / upazama ke spaMdana krodha ke spaMdanoM ko naSTa kara dete haiM / shi 7 mAna kA pratipakSI haimAyA kA pratipakSI lobha kA pratipakSI yaha upadeza nahIM, satya kA 'pakSa' ke saMvedanoM ko naSTa eka jijJAsA ho sakatI hai ki pratipakSa kI bhAvanA se 'pakSa' ke spaMdana naSTa ho jAte haiM taba hama khAne kA kaSTa hI kyoM kareM ? jaba bhUkha ke spaMdana hone lageM taba hama bhojana ke spaMdanoM kA anubhava kareM, bhUkha zAMta ho jAegI / kyA aisA ho sakatA hai ? ise hameM samajhanA hai / pratipakSa bhAvanA kA prayoga jIva-vipAkI sthitiyoM meM hI kiyA jA sakatA hai | kucha spaMdana aise hote haiM jinakA prabhAva kevala pudgala para hI hotA hai, hamAre zarIra para hI hotA hai / kucha spaMdana aise hote haiM jinakA prabhAva caitanya para bhI hotA hai / mUrcchA ke yA moha ke jitane spaMdana haiM- ye sAre jIva-vipAkI haiN| inakA prabhAva hamAre caitanya para hotA hai / zubha-azubha vedanIya kA prabhAva pudgaloM para hotA hai / bhUkha ko pratisaMvedI spaMdanoM ke dvArA nahIM miTAyA jA sakatA / kintu mUrcchA ke spaMdanoM ko pratisaMvedI spaMdanoM ke dvArA miTAyA jA sakatA hai / pratipakSI spaMdanoM ko utpanna karane kI bAta adhyAtmazAstra meM vikasita huI jo bhI spaMdana hoM, unheM dekho jAno / vipAka-vicaya karo | dekhojAno / tatkAla pratipakSI spaMdana zurU karo / viSAda, ghRNA zoka, krodha -- ye sAre samApta ho jAeMge / kisI meM vAsanA ke spaMdana, kAma ke spaMdana hote haiM / kAma ke spaMdanoM ko samApta karane ke lie pratipakSI spaMdana paidA karane haiN| eka haiM 'pararasI' spaMdana aura eka haiM 'AtmarasI' spaMdana | eka hai- viSaya - ramaNa aura Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 78 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai eka hai-Atma-ramaNa / hamArI UrjA, vidyutzakti, prANazakti jo mastiSka meM hotI hai vaha jaba nIce kI ora pravAhita hotI hai to kAma ke spaMdana hote haiM / ve spaMdana sukha kI anubhUti karAte haiN| sukha kA anubhava spaMdanoM meM hai, kisI vastu meM nhiiN| ye spaMdana anya upakaraNoM ke dvArA bhI paidA kie jA sakate haiN| donoM meM koI antara nahIM aaegaa| kAmakeMdra kI ora pravAhita hone vAlI UrjA se kAma ke spaMdana paidA hote haiM / unase sukha kI anubhUti hotI hai / manuSya sukha mAnatA hai| aba una spaMdanoM ke pratipakSI spaMdana paidA karane ke lie hameM ulTA calanA par3egA / hameM pratisaMlInatA karanI par3egI / mastiSka kI dhana-vidyut hai, pojiTiva vidyut hai, aura kAmakeMdra kI RNa vidyut hai, negeTiva vidyuta hai| sahasrAra cakra meM jaba prANadhArA kA pravAha calegA taba AtmarasI spaMdana paidA hoMge / una spaMdanoM se jo sukha kI anubhUti hogI vaha apUrNa hogii| isakI tulanA meM kAmakeMdra ke spaMdanoM se hone vAlI sukha kI anubhUti nagaNya hai / jo vyakti usa anubhUti taka pahuMca jAtA hai, vaha vahAM se nIce utaranA nahIM cAhatA / ghaToM taka sukha kI anubhUti meM lIna rahatA hai| vahAM se haTane ke bAda bhI viSAda nahIM hotA / use ulTA adhika Ananda, adhika ullAsa aura adhika zakti kA anubhava hotA hai / eka prazna hai-sukha kyA hai ? RNa vidyut kA dhana vidyut ke sAtha jo yoga hai, vaha sukha hai| yaha sAmAnya sukha nahIM, AdhyAtmika sukha hai| kAmakeMdra kI niSedhAtma zakti hai / usakA yoga jaba vidhAyaka zakti ke sAtha hotA hai taba adhyAtma sukha utpanna hotA hai| taba vicitra prakAra ke spaMdana paidA hote haiN| hamAre caitanya kA, jJAna kA kendra hai nAr3I-saMsthAna / yaha samUce zarIra meM parivyApta hai / kintu pRSTharajju ke nicale sire se mastiSka taka kA sthAna caitanya kA mUla keMdra hai / AtmA kI abhivyakti kA yahI sthAna hai / yahI citta kA sthAna hai| yahI mana kA aura iMdriyoM kA sthAna hai| saMvedana, pratisaMvedana, jJAna - sAre yahIM se prasArita hote haiM / zakti kA bhI yahI sthAna hai| jJAnavAhI aura kriyAvAhI taMtuoM kA yahI keMdra sthAna hai| manuSya UrjA ko adhogAmI karanA hI jAnatA hai, UrdhvagAmI karanA nahIM jaantaa| kevala dizA kA hI parivartana huA ki jo zakti nIce kI ora jAtI thI vaha Upara kI ora jAne lagatI hai / itanA-sA hI antara par3atA hai / mastiSka kI UrjA kA nIce jAnA bhautika jagat meM praveza karanA hai / kAmakeMdra kI UrjA kA Upara jAnA Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AdhyAtmika sukha adhyAtma jagat meM praveza karanA hai / UrjA ke nIce jAne se paudgalika sukha kI anubhUti hotI hai / UrjA ke Upara jAne se adhyAtma sukha kI anubhUti hotI hai| yaha kevala vidyut kA parivartana hai| ise kahA gayA-antamaithuna, Atmarita AtmaramaNa / AtmaramaNa kI bAta jyartha nahIM hai / prazna hotA hai ki AtmA amUrta hai, dRzya nahIM hai, phira Atma-ramaNa kaise ? prazna ThIka hai / isake samAdhAna meM kahA gayA ki Atma-ramaNa kA keMdra hamAre pAsa vidyamAna hai| isameM hama ramaNa kara sakate haiN| zarIra meM sAta dhAtueM haiM / sAtavAM dhAtu hai-zukra, vIrya / kahA gayA hai-'maraNaM bindupAtena, jIvanaM bindudhAraNAt'-bindu ke pAta se maraNa hotA hai aura bindu ke dhAraNa se jIvana prApta hotA hai| bindu kyA hai -ise ThIka samajhanA hai| mastiSka meM, jo prANa UrjA hai, yaha jo gre maiTara (Grey matter) hai, yaha jo dhUsara hissA hai, yahI hai bindu, yahI hai vIrya / 'sahasrAropari bindu:'-sahasrAra ke Upara bindu kI avasthiti hai / usa bindu ke sAtha jaba zakti kA milana hotA hai taba Atma-rati paidA hotI hai| bindu ke pAta se maraNa aura bindu ke rakSaNa se jIvana-yaha bAta bilkula ThIka hai / jaba prANa kI UrjA nIce jAtI hai taba manuSya maratA hai aura jaba prANa kI UrjA Upara jAtI hai taba manuSya jItA hai, amara ho jAtA hai| vaha AtmA ko prApta kara letA hai| yaha AtmA ke ArohaNa kA mArga hai, adhyAtma ke vikAsa kA mArga hai / jaba taka manuSya kI cetanA nAbhi ke nIce ke kendroM ke AsapAsa hI ulajhI rahatI hai taba taka ArohaNa nahIM hotaa| guNasthAnoM ke kramArohaNa kI bAta bhI yahI hai| jaba UrjA kA nimnagAmI pravAha hotA hai taba manuSya pahale, dUsare, tIsare guNasthAna meM hI rahatA hai| jaba cauthA guNasthAna AtA hai to viveka kI prajJA jAgatI hai aura UrjA nAbhi ke AsapAsa AtI hai| phira kramazaH ArohaNa hotA hai / sAdhaka Upara uThatA hai| vaha suSumnA ke mArga se mastiSka ke kendra taka pahuMcatA hai aura dhIre-dhIre Age bar3hatA huA kevalajJAna prApta kara letA hai, AtmA kA sAkSAtkAra ho jAtA hai| yaha mArga choTA hai / yAtrA bhI choTI hai| paraMtu hai bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa / isameM khapanA par3atA hai| suSumnA se calanA aura sahasrAra taka pahuMcanAitanA-sA karanA hai| rAstA choTA hai| kevala car3hAI hI car3hAI hai| ArohaNa hI ArohaNa hai| isa ArohaNa meM zraddhA kA honA atyaMta Avazyaka hai| hama zraddhA ko Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai smjhe| zraddhA kyA hai ? jaba cetanA sahasrAra keMdra meM jAtI hai, usameM lIna ho jAtI hai, usa cetanA kA nAma hai-zraddhA / zraddhA tIvra lAlasA hai, tIvra pyAsa hai| itanI tIvra pyAsa ki vaha samudra ke samUce pAnI ko pI lene para bhI nahIM bujhtii| isa gaharI pyAsa kA nAma hai shrddhaa| yaha avacetana mana ke stara para hotI hai| ___upAsaka ke lie eka vizeSaNa AtA hai--'atttthimiNjpemmaannuraagrtte'| upAsaka yA zrAvaka vaha hotA hai jisakI asthi-asthi aura majjA-majjA meM dharma kA anurAga praviSTa ho jAtA hai| asthi aura majjA meM dharma kA anurAga kaise praviSTa hotA hai-yaha eka prazna hai| kyA asthi aura majjA ke sAtha zraddhA aura bhAvanA kA koI saMbaMdha hai ? asthi kA eka artha hai--haDDI aura dUsarA artha hai-pRSTharajju / majjA kA artha bhI mastiSka aura pRSTharajju kA vaha dhUsara bhAga hai jo bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa hai / zraddhA yA bhAvanA kA vahAM taka pahuMcanA hI dharma ke anurAga kA asthi-majjA meM praveza karanA hai| yahAM taka zraddhA ke pahuMca jAne para vaha dRr3ha ho jAtI hai / vahI phalavatI hotI hai| jaba taka zraddhA avacetana mana taka nahIM pahuMcatI, usakA koI pariNAma nahIM hotaa| Aja vyakti eka dizA meM zraddhA karatA hai, eka ora AkarSaNa karatA hai aura dUsare dina usakI zraddhA kA pravAha kisI dUsarI ora jAtA hai to vaha zraddhA nahIM hai / ise hI yadi zraddhA mAna liyA jAe to isase bar3hakara aura jhUTha kyA ho sakatA hai ? eka vyakti eka strI ke prati mohita ho gyaa| usane use kucha vazIkaraNa prayoga sikhA diyaa| vaha strI usake prati anurakta ho gayI / aba usa vyakti ke sivA koI dUsarA vyakti dIkhatA hI nahIM thaa| vaha usake prati pAgala ho gyii| gharavAle cintita hue / eka maMtravid ko bulaayaa| usane gharavAloM se kahA--"isakA anurAga asthimajjA taka pahuMca gayA hai| jaba taka usakA parizodhana nahIM hogA taba taka vaha vyakti hI ise dIkhatA rhegaa| vaha isake mana se haTegA nhiiN|" maMtravid ne usa stara taka parizodhana kiyA / asthi majjA se usa anurAga ko nikAlA aura vaha strI pUrNa svastha ho gyii| jo bAta asthi-majjA taka pahuMca jAtI hai, phira vaha vismRta nahIM ho sakatI / suSumnA aura sahasrAra-~-ye do zaktizAlI kendra haiM / anubhavI sAdhakoM ne inheM bahuta hI mahattva diyA hai / jaba yaha zraddhA paidA ho jAtI hai ki AdhyA Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AdhyAtmika sukha 81 tmika sukha hI bar3A sukha hai aura yaha usa avacetana mana ke stara para pahuMca jAtI hai taba adhyAtma ke saMdanoM kA, caitanya ke spaMdanoM kA, dhanAtmaka vidyut yA prANa UrjA ke spaMdanoM kA anubhava hone lagatA hai / zraddhA sthira hotI hai, gati badala jAtI hai| ___ bhagavAn mahAvIra se pUchA gayA-"dharma kI zraddhA se kyA hotA hai ? usakA pariNAma kyA hotA hai ?" bhagavAn ne kahA-"dharma-zraddhA se anautsukya paidA hotA hai| utsukatA samApta ho jAtI hai|" jina spaMdanoM ke prati, podgalika spaMdanoM ke prati utsukatA thI, vaha dharma kI zraddhA jAgane se miTa jAtI hai| sArI utsukatA samApta ho jAtI hai / utsukatA samApta hote hI adhyAtma ke spaMdanoM kA anubhava hone laga jAtA hai / adhyAtma ke spaMdanoM kA anubhava karane kA eka upAya hai kAmakendra kI UrjA ko UrdhvagAmI banAnA / saMkalpa kareM aura apAna deza ke snAyuoM ko Upara kI ora uThAeM / yadi yaha prayoga 15-20 minaTa yA AdhA ghaMTA taka calatA hai to AdhyAtmika sukha ke spaMdana prAraMbha ho jAte haiN| jIbha kI vidyut hai.---RNAtmaka aura sira kI vidyut hai-dhanAtmaka / jIbha ko tAlu se lagAeM / apUrva Ananda kA anubhava hogA / AtmaratI jaisI sthiti utpanna ho jaaegii| RNAtmaka aura dhanAtmaka vidyut kA yoga aura bhAvanA kA prayogaye AdhyAtmika spaMdana paidA karate haiM / jaise-jaise ye spaMdana gahare hote jAte haiM, vaise-vaise paudgalika spaMdana chUTate jAte haiM / aisA lagane lagatA hai ki mAno loha chUTa rahA hai aura svarNa mila rahA hai, jhoMpar3I chUTa rahI hai aura prAsAda mila rahA hai| yaha viSaya tarka kA nahIM hai, anubhava kA hai| tarka ke dvArA yahAM taka nahIM pahuMcA jA sakatA / cAhe bRhaspati bhI A jAeM, ve bhI apanI prakhara prajJA se isa tathya ko samajhA deM, phira bhI zrotA binA abhyAsa ke vahAM taka nahIM pahuMca sakatA / yaha anubhava kA mArga hai / abhyAsa karate jAo, vahAM taka pahuMca jAoge / abhyAsa-kAla meM aneka avarodha A sakate haiM, rukanA bhI par3atA hai, pIche bhI haTanA hotA hai, phira bhI yahI ekamAtra mArga hai adhyAtma ke sukha ke anubhava kaa| samUce vizva ke paudgalika sukhoM ko hama rAzIkRta kara leM phira bhI ve zuddha caitanya ke spaMdanoM se utpanna sukha kI tulanA meM nagaNya haiN| adhyAtma ke Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 82 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai sukhoM kI bAta sunane meM acchI laga sakatI hai aura sAtha hI sAtha citta meM saMzaya bhI paidA kara sakatI hai, utsAha ko utpanna bhI kara sakatI hai aura nAnA prakAra ke vikalpoM ko ubhAra bhI sakatI hai| ye sArI sthitiyAM haiM / ye hotI haiN| bhASA ke mAdhyama se kahane vAlA, cAhe phira vaha kevalI ho yA tIrthakara yA sAmAnya sAdhaka, donoM sthitiyoM se bacA nahIM sktaa| sunane vAle kucha logoM kA mana preraNA se bharegA to kucha logoM kA mana saMzaya se vyApta hogaa| donoM bAteM ho sakatI haiM / preraNA pAkara calane vAle kA bhI eka hI mArga hai-anubhava kA aura saMzaya ko miTAne kA bhI eka hI mArga hai-anubhava kaa| isake sivAya koI rAstA nahIM hai| sAdhanA kA ekamAtra prayojana yahI hai ki ve spaMdana pakar3a meM A jAeM, rAstA khula jAe aura yaha spaSTa avabhASita ho ki aisA bhI sukha hai jisakA bAhara se koI nAtA nahIM hai| jo adhyAtma ke spaMdanoM ko jAnatA hai vaha bhItara ke spaMdanoM kI jAnatA hai aura jo bAhara ke spaMdanoM ko jAnatA hai vaha bhItara se spaMdanoM ko jAnatA hai| donoM ko jAnakara hI vaha bhItara ke spaMdanoM ke prati anurakta ho jAtA hai / vaha sAkSAt kara letA hai ki ye spaMdana adhika sukhada, adhika nirapavAda, adhika lAbhadAyI aura adhika Anandamaya haiN| vaha usI ora cala par3atA hai| Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana saMkalikA * AyakadasI na kareI pAvaM [AyAro, 3133] * samattadaMsI na kareI pAvaM [AyAro, 3128] je aNNavaMsI, se aNaNNArAme / je aNaNNArAme, se annnnnndNsii| [AyAro, 21173[ 0 jo hiMsA Adi meM AtaMka dekhatA hai, vaha pApa nahIM krtaa| 0 jo samatvadarzI hai, vaha pApa nahIM krtaa| 0 jo ananya ko dekhatA hai, vaha ananya meM ramaNa karatA hai / jo ananya meM ramaNa karatA hai, vaha ananya ko dekhatA hai / khoja apane se hI prArambha kareM, jIvana se hI prArambha kreN| zvAsa se jI rahe haiM, zarIra meM jI rahe haiM, mana aura citta se yAtrA cala rahI hai, caitanya se prakAza mila rahA hai| baMda, khulI yA adhamuMdI AMkhoM se dekheM--nAsAgra para, vastu prspNdn| upalabdha hoMge------ 0 prajJA, 0 draSTAbhAva, 0 sAkSitva, 0 sAmya, 0 mAdhyastha / kyA dekheM?-- 0 krodhadarzI-krodha ko dekheM / 0 AtaMkadarzI --vipAka ko dekheN| 0 samatvadarzI sAmya ko dekheN| 0 ananyadarzo-kevala AtmA ko dekheN| * paramadarzI-kevala parama ko dekheM / * naiSkarmyadarzI--akarma ko dekheN| 0 lokadarzI--zarIra ko dekheN| Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya kI khoja prekSA-dhyAna kI upasaMpadA svIkAra karane vAlA sAdhaka pratijJA karatA hai-'saccavvataM uvasapajjAmi'-satya kA vrata svIkAra karatA huuN| dhyAna kA sArA prayojana hai--satya kI khoja / jo vyakti dhyAna nahIM karatA vaha satya kI khoja kI dizA meM Age nahIM bar3ha sakatA / hamAre cAroM ora itane satya haiM, itane sukSma satya haiM, jinheM sthUladRSTi se nahIM dekhA jA sktaa| unheM sthUla mana se bhI nahIM pakar3A jA sakatA / ve sthUla cetanA ke viSaya nahIM bnte| unheM jAnane-dekhane ke lie sUkSma dRSTi kI AvazyakatA hai, sUkSma mana kI AvazyakatA hai aura sUkSma cetanA kI AvazyakatA hai| dhyAna ke binA dRSTi ko sUkSma nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, mana ko paTu aura sUkSma nahIM banAyA jA sakatA / dhyAna ke binA cetanA bhI sUkSma nahIM bana sktii| cetanA para rAga-dveSa aura mala ke AvaraNa jame hue haiN| ve jaba taka nahIM TUTate taba taka cetanA meM sUkSmatA nahIM A sktii| isalie dhyAna kI sAdhanA karane vAlA sabase pahale satya kI khoja karatA hai aura vaha satya kI khoja apane se hI prArambha karatA hai / vaha satya ko bAhara nahIM khojatA, apane meM hI khojatA hai| hama sabase pahale zvAsa kI prekSA karate haiM, zvAsa ko dekhate haiN| hamAre jIvana kA pahalA tattva hai-zvAsa / hama zvAsa se jI rahe haiM isalie sabase pahale hamArI satya kI khoja zvAsa se hI prArambha ho rahI hai / hama zarIra meM jI rahe haiM, isalie hamArI satya kI khoja kA dUsarA viSaya banatA hai zarIra, shriirprekssaa| hamArI jIvana-yAtrA mana se calatI hai, vicAra se calatI hai, vikalpa se calatI hai, cintana se calatI hai / hama vicAra kI prekSA karate haiM, mana kI prekSA karate haiM, vikalpoM kI prekSA karate haiM, cintana kI prekSA karate haiN| hamAre astitva ke mUla meM hai-caitny| yaha saba caitanya ke dvArA calatA hai / caitanya ke dvArA mana calatA hai, zarIra calatA hai aura zvAsa calatA hai| sabake mUla meM hai-caitanya / isalie hama caitanya kI prekSA karate haiM / hamAre satya kI khoja ke AyAma Age se Age bar3hate jAte haiN| ve mukhya rUpa Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya kI khoja 85 se cAra haiM / pahalA AyAma hai-zvAsa / dUsarA AyAma hai-zarIra / tIsarA AyAma hai-mana, citta, buddhi / cauthA AyAma hai-zuddha caitanya, AtmA / ye sAre ke sAre AyAma satya kI khoja ke AyAma haiN| satya ko khojate jaaeN| prazna hotA hai ki zvAsa aisA kauna-sA bar3A satya hai jinake lie hama khoja prAraMbha kareM / zvAsa bar3A satya hai| zvAsa bhItara jAtA hai / usake sAtha aneka dravya bhItara jAte haiN| prANatattva bhI bhItara jAtA hai| jisa kisI ne prANa kI sAdhanA kI hai, vaha jAnatA hai ki zvAsa ke sAtha prANa kI UrjA kisa rUpa meM bhItara jAtI hai, usake kitane AkAra banate haiM aura ve AkAra niraMtara AMkha ke sAmane ghUmate rahate haiN| AMkha khulI hotI hai taba bhI dikhAI dete haiM aura AMkha baMda hotI hai taba bhI dikhAI dete haiM / ___bahuta varSoM se mana meM eka prazna uThatA thA ki oMkAra ko itanA mahattva kyoM diyA gayA ? sAdhakoM ne use Izvara kA pratirUpa maanaa| yaha kyoM ? aneka grantha dekhe, par3he / hamAre mana meM eka granthi hai, vahIM taka granthoM kI bAta samajha meM AtI hai / vaha bAta granthi ko pAra kara Age nahIM jaatii| granthoM ke AdhAra para yaha bAta samajha meM AyI ki oMkAra zaktizAlI bIjamaMtra hai| isameM apUrva zakti hai| isakI dhvani se amuka-amuka pariNAma Ate haiM / yaha saba kucha jAna liyaa| kintu jo bAta samajha meM AnI cAhie thI, vaha granthoM meM kahIM nahIM milii| abhyAsa karate-karate vaha bAta spaSTa hotI gaI / anubhava se vaha pratyakSa hotI gii| jaba vyakti prANa kI sAdhanA meM calatA hai taba AkAza maMDala meM vyApta prANa ke paramANu AkAra lenA zurU karate haiM / ve itane AkAroM meM sAmane Ate haiM ki unakI gaNanA nahIM kI jA sakatI / AkAra badalate rahate haiM / badalate-badalate jo aMtima AkAra hotA hai vaha oMkAra kI pratikRti hotA hai / prANadhArA kA yaha AkAra sAdhaka ke sAmane abhivyakta hotA hai| yaha maiM grantha kI bAta nahIM kara rahA huuN| yaha mere anubhava kI bAta hai| oMkAra prANazakti kA vizeSa rUpa hai / jaba prANazakti kA pUrA vikAsa hotA hai aura jaba vaha hamAre bhItara praveza karatI hai taba oMkAra kA rUpa dhAraNA kara letI hai| prANadhArA kA vizeSa AkAra yA saMsthAna yA saMsthAna hai- oMkara / isIlie ise itanA mahattva diyA gayA hai / hamAre jIvana kA samUcA krama, hamArI sArI pravRttiyAM prANazakti yA Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ .:. kisane kahA mana caMcala hai prANaUrjA ke dvArA saMcAlita hotI haiN| yadi prANa kI UrjA nahIM hai to phira yA to mukta AtmA kI avasthA hogI yA phira acetana patthara kI avasthA hogii| mukta AtmA meM prANa ke spaMdana nahIM hote| usameM kevala caitanya ke spaMdana mAtra hote haiN| acetana patthara meM na caitanya ke spaMdana hote haiM aura na prANa ke spaMdana hote haiN| __ bolanA, calanA, dekhanA, indriyoM kA gatizIla honA, mana kA gatizIla honA, buddhi kA kriyAzIla honA-ye saba prANaUrjA ke kArya haiN| inakI sakriyatA kI pRSThabhUmi meM prANa kA pravAha kArya karatA hai| indriyAM acetana haiM / prANaUrjA kA yoga pAkara ve sacetana ho jAtI haiN| mana acetana hai / prANaUrjA ke pravAha se vaha bhI sacetana ho jAtA hai| zarIra acetana hai| prANaUrjA ke pravAha se vaha sacetana ho jAtA hai| prANazakti kA bar3A srota hai-zvAsa / zvAsa ke sAtha kevala rAsAyanika dravya hI nahIM jAte, prANadhArA bhI jAtI hai, prANazakti bhI jAtI hai| jitanA gaharA zvAsa lete haiM utanI hI adhika prANazakti jAtI hai| saMkalpa jitanA puSTa hotA hai, prANazakti kA pravAha bhI utanA hI adhika ho jAtA hai| jaba hama zvAsa-darzana karate haiM prANazakti aura adhika bar3ha jAtI hai| zakti ke vikAsa kA eka bar3A sUtra hai-zvAsa / jo camatkAra yA pradarzana Aja dekhane meM Ate haiM ve sAre zvAsa ke stara para ghaTita hone vAle pradarzana haiM, prANika pradarzana haiM / zvAsa ke AdhAra para moTara yA Traka ko bhI chAtI para se nikAlA jA sakatA hai| zvAsa kA prayoga na ho to sArA zarIra caramarA jAtA hai| haDDiyAM TUTa jAtI haiN| zvAsa meM athAha zakti hai| AsmA kI ananta zakti kA eka aMza zvAsa ke dvArA pradarzita hotA hai / AtmA meM ananta zakti hai, ananta vIrya hai, yaha saca hai| zvAsa ise pramANita karatA hai| zvAsa ko hama kahAM dekhate haiM ? hama dekhanA jAnate hI nhiiN| hama jisa duniyA meM raha rahe haiM, usa duniyA meM dekhanA, jAnanA jaisA koI tattva hai hI nhiiN| vahAM kevala hai-socanA, vicAranA, tarka krnaa| vahAM sArA kA sArA bauddhika vyAyAma hai, mana aura buddhi kA kArya hai| soco, vicAro, samajho / basa duniyA samApta / yaha hai hamArI duniyA / zvAsa kA stara cetanA kA nimnatara stara hai| yadi yahI hama ruka jAte haiM to cetanA kA mUla stara bahuta dUra chUTa jAtA hai / AtmA svataMtra dravya hai| svataMtra dravya vaha hotA hai jisameM koI vizeSa guNa ho / vaise dravya dravya hai / / Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya kI khoja guNa-vizeSa hI vibhAjaka rekhA hai / vaha eka dravya ko dUsare dravya se pRthak karatA hai| yadi yaha vibhAjaka rekhA na ho to dravyoM ko vibhAjita nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| unakI saMkhyA nahIM ho sktii| AtmA kA vizeSa guNa hai-caitanya / yaha vibhAjaka rekhA hai| yaha guNa AtmA meM hI milatA hai, dUsare dravyoM meM nahIM / yadi yaha sAmAnya guNa hotA, AtmA meM bhI milatA aura dUsare dravyoM meM bhI milatA, pudgala meM bhI milatA to AtmA ke nAma ke dravya kA svataMtra astitva prasthApita nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| AtmA nAma ke dravya kI svataMtra prasthApanA tabhI kI jA sakatI hai jaba usameM koI svataMtra guNa ho, viziSTa guNa ho, vibhAjaka guNa ho / caitanya guNa AtmA meM hI hai| dUsare dravya meM nahIM hai / isalie AtmA svataMtra dravya hai| cetanA kA mUla svabhAva hai-~jAnanA aura dekhnaa| jJAtAbhAva aura draSTAbhAva / inheM hama eka bhI kaha sakate haiM aura do bhI kaha sakate haiM / koI antara nahIM aataa| hama jaba apane astitva meM hote haiM, AtmA kI sanidhi meM hote haiM taba kevala jAnanA aura dekhanA-do hI bAteM ghaTita hotI haiN| kintu jaba bAhara Ate haiM, apane kendra se haTakara paridhi meM Ate haiM taba sAtha meM aura kucha jur3a jAtA hai, mizraNa ho jAtA hai| ise punaH zuddha kara pAnA kaThina ho jAtA hai / mizrIkaraNa sarala hotA hai, zuddhIkaraNa kaThina hotA hai| pudgaloM kA mizraNa hote hI jAnanA, dekhanA chUTa jAtA hai| rAga-dveSa kI dhArA milate hI jAnanA, dekhanA chUTa jAtA hai| zeSa rahatA hai-socanA, vicAranA, ciMtana karanA, manana karanA / Aja kI duniyA meM vaha AdamI bar3A mAnA jAtA hai jo acchA soca sakatA hai, ciMtana kara sakatA hai, manana kara sakatA hai, salAha de sakatA hai / usa AdamI ko pahacAnA hI nahIM jA sakatA jo kevala jAnatA-dekhatA hai, jo kevala jJAtA-draSTA hai| jo apane ghara meM hai, jo AtmA kI sannidhi meM hai, usako kauna pUche ? isa duniyA meM jo kucha ghaTita hotA hai vaha paridhi meM ghaTita hotA hai| isakA pariNAma yaha huA ki jahAM socane-vicArane kA prazna AyA vahAM 'asthi satthaM paraNa paraM'-eka zAstra ko kATane ke lie dUsarA zastra taiyAra huA aura dUsare zastra ko nisteja karane ke lie tIsarA zastra AyA aura zastroM kI yaha paraMparA Age se Age calatI gii| use kahIM virAma hI nahIM milaa| yahI socane para ghaTita hotA hai / eka ne itanA socA to dUsare ne usase Age socA pahale ne jo tarka die, dUsare ne una sabako kATa DAlA / nae tarka sAmane A ge| Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 88 kisane kahA mana caMcala haiM tIsare ne unako bhI kATa DAlA / tarkavAda bar3hatA hI gyaa| khaMDana-maMDana kA kahIM anta hI nahIM AyA / jAnane-dekhane kI bAta chUTI aura socane-vicArane kA krama bar3hA / usake sAtha-sAtha zatrutA kA bhAva pnpaa| jahAM satya ko khojane kI bAta hai vahAM maitrI hI hogI, zatrutA nahIM hogii| zatrutA taba hotI hai jaba satya kI khoja nahIM hotI, satya kI kATa-chAMTa hotI hai| citana-manana satya kI khoja ke sAdhana nahIM haiM / ve satya ko tor3ane-maror3ane ke sAdhana haiM / ye sAdhana jisake pAsa adhika hote haiM, vaha vizvavijetA bana jAtA hai| jo ina sAdhanoM se zUnya hai, vaha parAjita ho jAtA hai| madhyakAlIna dArzanika granthoM meM jaya-parAjaya kA eka cakra milegA, vyavasthA milegii| satya kI khoja vahAM dRSTigocara nahIM hogii| satya kI khoja aura jaya-parAjaya kI bAta kA koI mela nahIM hai| sattA ke prazna meM jaya-parAjaya kI bAta samajha meM A sakatI hai| bhautika padArthoM kI chInAjhapaTI meM jaya-parAjaya kI bAta samajha meM A sakatI hai| kintu jahAM kevala satya kA nirUpaNa ho, satya kI khoja ho, vahAM kaisI jaya aura kaisI parAjaya ? darzana kA mUla artha thA-dekhanA / darzana to chUTa gayA aura tarkazAstra darzana bana gayA / anumAna darzana bana gyaa| parokSa darzana bana gyaa| kahAM pratyakSa aura kahAM parokSa ? kahAM sAkSAtkAra aura kahAM anumAna ? isI darzana ne sAre vivAdoM ko janma diyaa| yaha buddhi ke sahAre calane vAlA darzana thaa| buddhi ke dvArA prasthApita kie gae vivAda kabhI samApta nahIM ho sakate / ye vivAda tabhI samApta ho sakate haiM jaba yathArtha darzana zurU hotA hai| vivAda tabhI samApta hote haiM jaba adhyAtma kI cetanA jAgRta hotI hai, jaba dekhanA prAraMbha hotA hai| zvAsa ko dekhanA adhyAtma kI dizA kA pahalA caraNa hai| pahalA caraNa mUlyavAn hotA hai| sahI dizA meM uThAyA gayA pahalA kadama maMjila taka pahuMcAne vAle asaMkhya kadamoM kI zRMkhalA kA eka aMza hotA hai| vahI maMjila kA Adi kadama hai / mUlya isa bAta kA nahIM hai ki AdamI kitanA calatA hai / mUlya isa bAta kA hotA hai ki usakA calanA kisa dizA meM ho rahA hai| vaha sahI dizA meM cala rahA hai yA viparIta dizA meM cala rahA hai ? viparIta dizA bhaTakAtI hai / maMjila taka kabhI nahIM pahuMcA paatii| usakI ora bar3hane vAle hajAroM-lAkhoM kadama bhI bhaTaka jaaeNge| sahI dizA meM uThAyA gayA eka-eka kadama maMjila kI dUrI kama karatA hai / eka dina aisA AtA Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya kI khoja hai ki antima kadama maMjila ko chU letA hai / zvAsa ko dekhanA Atma-sAkSAtkAra kI maMjila taka pahuMcane kA pahalA kadama hai| jisa satya kI dizA meM jAnA hai, usI dizA kA yaha pahalA caraNa hai / zvAsa ko dekhane kA artha hai-darzana kI bAta para A jaanaa| yahAM socanA chUTa jAtA hai| kevala dekhanA zeSa rahatA hai| yahI dizA hai / dekhanA zurU karate hI vicAroM para, vikalpoM para prahAra hone laga jAtA hai / ve becAre TUTane lagate haiN| vikalpoM se haTa kara avikalpa para aura cintana se haTakara acintana para kadama bar3hane lagate haiM / yaha hamArA pahalA prasthAna hotA hai| hamAre jAnane aura dekhane kI yAtrA kA, AtmA ke zuddha svarUpa kI yAtrA kA pahalA prasthAna hai--zvAsa-darzana / dUsarA prasthAna hai-zarIra-darzana, shriir-prekssaa| zarIra ko dekhanA / yaha bAta bar3I vicitra lagatI hai ki jisa zarIra meM hama jI rahe haiM, jo hamArA sabase nikaTa kA mitra hai, use hama kyA dekheM? usake bhItara kyA dekheM ? ye prazna tabhI hote haiM jaba taka hama dekhanA prAraMbha nahIM karate / dekhanA prAraMbha karate hI sAre prazna samAhita ho jAte haiM / zarIra meM bahuta kucha hai dekhane ko| dekhate rheN| kabhI pUrA nahIM hotaa| pratidina nae-nae anubhava hote raheMge / phira lagegA ki zarIra meM itanA hai dekhane ko ki vaha kabhI pUrA hI nahIM hotaa| bImArI kA patA lagAne ke lie cikitsaka bhI to zarIra ke bhItara hI dekhatA hai| jo cikitsaka jitanI adhika nipuNatA aura sUkSmatA se zarIra ke bhItara dekha pAtA hai, vahI bImArI kA sahI nidAna kara sakatA hai| cikitsaka nabja para apanI aMguliyAM TikAtA hai / nAr3I kI dhar3akana ko vaha pakar3atA hai| anyAnya sUkSma upakaraNoM se vaha zarIra meM hone vAlI caMcalatAoM ko pakar3atA hai, sUkSma spaMdanoM ko pakar3ane kA prayatna karatA hai aura phira una spaMdanoM ke AdhAra para bImArI ke mUla ko pakar3akara nidAna prastuta karatA hai| vaha sAre zarIra ko dekha jAtA hai| use patA laga jAtA hai ki zarIra meM kyA ghaTita ho rahA hai| kevala 'ciMtana ke AdhAra para aisA nahIM ho sakatA / cikitsaka dekhane kI gaharAI meM jAkara hI sUkSmatama kAraNoM ko pakar3a pAtA hai / dekhane kI gaharAI meM cAhe vaha upakaraNoM ke mAdhyama se hI kyoM na jAe, yaha bAta dUsarI hai| binA gaharAI meM gae, jo pAnA hotA hai vaha nahIM pAyA jAtA / dhyAna ke dvArA bhI gaharAI meM jAyA jA sakatA hai aura upakaraNoM ke mAdhyama se bhI gaharAI meM Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai jAyA jA sakatA hai / dhyAna darzana hai, dekhane kI prakriyA hai / eka caukIdAra thaa| rAta ko paharA de rahA thaa| eka dina acAnaka hI vaha apane mAlika ke pAsa Akara bolA- 'kala Apa Trena se saphara karane vAle haiM / ise Apa sthagita kara deM / pravAsa na kreN| kala pravAsa karanA zreyaskara nahIM hai / ' mAlika bolA- 'bhole ho tuma / bahuta Avazyaka kArya hai| kaMpanI ke sAre adhikArI vahAM ekatrita ho rahe haiN| bahuta mahattvapUrNa nirNaya hameM lene haiN| maiM na jAUM to ve sAre nirNaya nahIM le paaeNge| mujhe avazya hI jAnA hogA | sArI taiyAriyAM kI jA cukI haiM / ' paharedAra ne kahA- 'maiM isa mahattva ko samajhatA huuN| parantu niSedha karane kA bhI eka prabala hetu hai / kala hI mujhe eka sapanA AyA thA ki jisa Trena meM Apa jAyeMge vaha durghaTanAgrasta hogI / mere kahane se ruka jAie / ' mAlika ne socA- ' pravAsakAla meM isa paharedAra ne apazakuna kara diyA / calo, Aja ruka jAUM / ' mAlika ruka gayA / dUsare dina Trena durghaTanAgrasta ho gaI / aneka vyakti mara gae / mAlika ne paharedAra ko bulAkara kahA - 'tumane merI jAna bcaaii| isake lie maiM tumheM eka hajAra rupayA inAma meM detA hUM aura sAtha hI sAtha tumheM naukarI se barakhAsta karatA hUM / ' paharedAra yaha sunakara stabdha raha gayA / eka ora puraskAra aura dUsarI aura nokarI kI samApti / mAlika ne kahA- 'maiMne tumheM sapane lene ke lie yahAM naukara nahIM rakhA hai, caukIdArI karane ke lie rakhA hai / ' jAgaraNa kA sabase bar3A sUtra hai - dekhanA / pratyakSa sabase bar3A pramANa hai / parokSa pramANa nahIM ho sakatA / saba pramANa pratyakSa se choTe haiM / anumAna pramANa usase choTA hai, smRti pramANa usase choTA hai, Agama pramANa usase choTA hai | Agama bhI hama usako mAnate haiM jisane satya ko sAkSAt dekhA hai aura phira kahA hai / aise vyakti kA kathana Agama banatA hai / aura vahI hameM mAnya hotA hai | Agama kA prAmANya bhI darzana ke AdhAra para hai / anumAna bhI pramANa taba banatA hai jaba usakI pRSThibhUmi meM darzana ho / 'dRSTapUrvo'yaM --- yaha maiMne pahale dekhA hai ki jahAM-jahAM dhUma hotA hai vahAM-vahAM agni hotI hai / dekhate-dekhate yaha bAta jaba puSTa hotI hai taba vyApti banatI hai / darzana ke Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya kI khoja binA vyApti nahIM banatI / vyApti pratyakSamUlaka hotI hai, parokSamUlaka nahIM / " jJAna kI sArI dhArA pratyakSa se pravAhita hotI hai, parokSa se nahIM / zarIra kI prekSA / zarIra meM kyA-kyA ghaTita ho rahA hai, use dekheM / pratyeka kSaNa zarIra meM kucha-na-kucha ghaTita hotA hI hai / use dekheM / usakI vipazyanA kareM, prekSA kareM / satya samajha meM Ane lagegA | jaba bhItara kA satya spaSTa hogA to bAhara kA satya chipA nahIM raha pAegA / dekhane ke sAtha yaha prazna hotA hai ki kaise dekheM ? dekhane kI prakriyA kyA hai ? 1 prekSA tIna prakAra se kI jA sakatI hai-khulI AMkhoM se AMkheM baMda rakhakara aura adhakhulI AMkhoM se / dekhane kA eka srota hai-AMkha / AMkha baMda karake bhI prekSA kI jA sakatI hai / AMkha baMda kara dI / bhItara ke darzana kI zakti ko udghATita kara diyA / eka srota khola diyA jo AMkha se bhI bar3A hai / darzana kI zakti ko hamane khola diyA aura dekhanA prAraMbha kara diyaa| AMkha baMda karake bhI dekhA jA sakatA hai aura bahuta gaharAI taka dekhA jA sakatA hai / jo khulI AMkhoM se dikhAI nahIM detA vaha AMkheM baMda kara dene para prajJA se dekhA jA sakatA hai / ha khulI AMkhoM se bhI dekhA jA sakatA hai / yaha animeSa prekSA hai / apalaka AMkheM, sthira AMkheM / palaka nahIM jhapakanA hai / animeSa prekSA se bhI vastu ke antastala taka pahuMcA jA sakatA hai / animeSa prekSA prAraMbha kii| sAmane eka ceharA hai / use dekhanA prAraMbha kiyA / AdhA ghaMTA dekhate rahe / cehare ke hajAroM rUpa sAmane aaeNge| aMta meM eka jyotipuMja-sA dIkhane lagegA | prakAzapuMja sAmane rahegA / yaha anubhava kI bAta hai, sunI-sunAI bAta nahIM hai / prekSA kA tIsarA prakAra hai-adhakhulI AMkhoM se dekhanA / isakA kendra bindu hotA hai -- apanA hI nAsAgra / jAlaMdhara baMdha kara apane hI nAsAgra ko dekhanA prAraMbha kreN| AdhA ghaMTA taka prayoga karane para Apako vicitra - sA anubhava hogA / nAsAgra jo mAtra camar3I kA eka Tukar3A thA, vaha bhI kitanA jyotirmaya hai - yaha tabhI jJAta hogA / prakAzamaya, jaba hama dekhate haiM taba aneka nae-nae paryAya sAmane Ate haiM, nae-naeanubhava hote haiM / Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 62 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai AMkha kholakara dekhanA, AMkha mUMdakara dekhanA, adhakhulI AMkha se dekhanA-prekSA kI ye tIna paddhatiyAM haiN| dekhanA hai vahAM vicAranA nahIM hai aura vicAranA hai vahAM dekhanA nahIM hai| dekhane kI tIna bAteM haiM-mRd, madhya aura adhi / dekhanA tarala hai, mRdu hai to dekhane ke sAtha-sAtha cintana bhI clegaa| yadi dekhanA thor3A saghana hotA hai, madhya hotA hai to vicAra kama aaeNge| dekhanA adhika calegA, vicAra kama caleMge / jaba dekhanA 'adhi' atyanta saghana ho jAegA taba vicAra samApta ho jaaeNge| vahAM kevala dekhanA hI zeSa rhegaa| isa avasthA meM do sAtha nahIM cala sakate / kevala eka dekhanA hI rhegaa| dekhanA saghana honA caahie| vikalpoM ko samApta karane kA yahI ekamAtra sAdhana hai| eka vyakti ne kahA-'sardI laga rahI hai| ThiThura rahA huuN|' dUsare ne kahA-'jAo, kapar3A or3ha lo|' vaha ghara meM gayA aura malamala kI cAdara or3ha AyA / Akara bolA-'kapar3A or3ha liyA phira bhI ThaMDa laga rahI hai|' usane kahA-'bhale AdamI ! maiMne kapar3A or3hane ke lie kahA thaa| isa ThiThurana se bacane ke lie kaisA kapar3A or3hanA hai, yaha viveka to tumheM honA hI cAhie / malamala se ThaMDa nahIM rukatI / vaha rukatI hai moTe kapar3e se, UnI kapar3e se / jaba taka moTA kapar3A yA UnI kapar3A nahIM or3hA jAegA, ThaMDa rukegI nhiiN|' yahI bAta dekhane ke viSaya meM hai| dekhanA bhI cala rahA hai aura vicAra bhI cala rahA hai, yaha nahIM honA cAhie / dekhane meM kevala dekhanA hI cle| yaha tabhI saMbhava hai jaba dekhanA saghana ho / ThaMDa kA rukanA tabhI saMbhava hai jaba moTA kapar3A or3hA jaae| prazna hotA hai ki kise dekheM ? kyA dekheM ? acchA-burA jo bhI Ae use dekheN| krodha Ae to use bhI dekho| mAna Ae to use bhI dekho| vAstava meM jo krodha ko dekhatA hai, vahI mAna ko dekhatA hai| krodha hamArI sabase sthUla vRtti hai| yaha sabake samakSa pratyakSa hotI hai| mAna chipA rahatA hai| prakaTa kama hotA hai krodha tatkAla prakaTa ho jAtA hai| krodha ko dekho, mana ko dekho| isakA pUrA cakra hai / dekhate-dekhate duHkha taka cale jAo / duHkha ko dekhanA prAraMbha karo / apAyoM ko dekho, hetuoM ko dekho| AtaMka ko Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya kI khoja dekho / pariNAma ko dekho| krodha kA pariNAma hai-duHkha / duHkha ko dekho| sukha ko bhI dekho / sukha ke spaMdanoM ko dekho| duHkha ke spaMdanoM ko dekho / jo bhI acchA yA burA hai, use dekho| zvAsa ko dekho| zarIra ko dekho / samatva ko dekho| taTasthatA ko dekho| ananyadarzI ko dekho| usako dekho jahAM dUsarA koI nahIM haiM / cetanA ke usa zuddha svabhAva ko dekho jahAM jAnanedekhane ke sivAya kucha bhI nahIM hai| vahI parama darzana hai| usake Age kucha bhI nahIM hai / dekhane meM yaha bhedarekhA mata khIMco ki ise dekhUgA aura use nahIM dekheMgA / acche ko dekhaMgA, bure ko nahIM dekhNgaa| dekhane ke kSetra meM acchA yA burA kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| ye vikalpa hote haiM - socane-vicArane ke kSetra meM / jo bhI Ae dekhate raho / dekhate-dekhate vaha bindu A jAegA jahAM Age dekhanA zeSa nahIM hai / parama A jaaegaa| jahAM hamArI yAtrA kI sampannatA hogI / ananya A jAegA / taba hama apane zuddha caitanya ke anubhava meM, jJAna aura darzana kI samagratA meM pahuMca jaaeNge| vahAM kevala jAnanA-dekhanA hI rahegA aura saba samApta / yaha yAtrA kA antima bindu hai / yahAM yAtrA saMpanna ho jAtI hai| dekhane ke abhyAsa ke binA jAgaraNa phalita nahIM hotA, apramAda phalita nahIM hotA / apramAda aura jAgati hamArI buddhi kI paTutA ko bar3hAtI hai, smRti kI paTutA ko bar3hAtI hai, viveka-cetanA ko spaSTa karatI hai| ina sabake mUla meM kAma karatA hai dekhanA / isIlie hama sahI rUpa se dekhane kA prayatna kareM aura sAtha-sAtha anuprekSA bhI kreN| Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 8 saMkalikA * se hu ege saMviddhapahe muNI, aNNahA logamuvehamANe / ]AyAro, 150] 0 kevala vahI muni apane patha para ArUr3ha rahatA hai jo viSaya-loka aura hiMsA-loka ko bhinna dRSTi se dekhatA hai, loka-pravAha kI dRSTi se nahIM dekhtaa| .. adhyAtma cetanA ke jAgaraNa kA prayatna gurutara dAyitva / * adhyAtma cetanA nahIM jAgatI taba saba doSa dUsaroM para / usake jAgane para sArA dAyitva apane para / adhyAtma kI sAdhanA se prajJA jAgatI hai| prajJA jAgatI hai taba bhrAntiyAM TUTatI haiM, satya upalabdha hotA hai / * sukha-duHkha kA dAyitva svayaM para hai| 0 sukha bhItara bhI hai aura vaha adhika mahattvapUrNa hai| * zAnti bhItara bhI hai| * svAsthya bhItara bhI hai| * dIrghAyu kI kuMjI apane hAtha meM hai / Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAyitva kA bodha jo vyakti adhyAtma kI cetanA meM praveza karatA hai, adhyAtma kI cetanA ke jAgaraNa kA prayAsa karatA hai, vaha apane para bahuta bar3A uttaradAyitva le letA hai| itanA bar3A dAyitva ki duniyA meM koI bhI vyakti utanA bar3A dAyitva nahIM uThAtA / eka pUre sAmrAjya ko calAne vAle samrATa para bhI utanA dAyitva nahIM hotA jitanA bar3A dAyitva hotA hai usa sAdhaka para jo cetanA ke jAgaraNa meM lagA huA hai| yaha kaise? ekAnta meM, eka kone meM baiThakara apane bhItara jhAMkane vAlA, apane-ApakI sAdhanA karane vAlA bar3A dAyitva kase letA hai ? yaha tarka-saMgata nahIM, kintu virodhI bAta hai| sAdhanA kA mArga tarka kA mArga nahIM hai, anubhava kA mArga hai, dekhane kA mArga hai, darzana kA mArga hai| sAdhaka kA dAyitva gurutara kaise hai-ise hama smjheN| pratyeka vyakti sukha-duHkha kA dAyitva dUsaroM para DAlatA hai| cAhe samrATa ho yA anya koI-saba apane-ApakA bacAva karate hue dAyitva dUsaroM para DAla dete haiM / sArA doSa dUsaroM meM dekhate haiM, svayaM nirlipta raha jAte haiN| kintu adhyAtma kI sAdhanA karane vAlA, cetanA ke jAgaraNa kI sAdhanA karane vAlA, sArA dAyitva apane para letA hai| cAhe sukha kA dAyitva ho yA duHkha kA, vaha dAyitva apane para letA hai, dUsaroM para nahIM thopatA / koI zatrutA karatA hai to sAdhaka socatA hai ki kahIM na kahIM merI hI bhUla huI hai| kitanA bar3A dAyitva hai yaha ? aisA dAyitva vahI vyakti uThA sakatA hai jo adhyAtma ke kSetra meM praveza karatA hai / Apa sAre itihAsa ko dekhie, jina logoM ne bAhara kI duniyA meM vicaraNa kiyA hai, unhoMne hamezA dUsaroM para hI doSAropaNa kiyA hai / sattA badalatI hai to naI sattA purAnI sattA para doSAropaNa karatI hai| bAhya jagat meM rahane vAlA dUsaroM ke kaMdhoM para bhAra DAlakara svayaM halkA rahanA cAhatA hai / adhyAtma kA sAdhaka dAyitva ko or3hakara bhArI rahatA hai| vaha apanA dAyitva dUsaroM para kabhI nahIM ddaaltaa| adhyAtma sAdhanA kI pahalI pariNati hai-dAyitva ko or3hane kA Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai bodha, dAyitva ko lene kA sAhasa / adhyAtma sAdhaka kI bhrAMtiyAM sabase pahale TUTatI haiN| vaha asatya se dUra aura satya ke nikaTa hotA hai| sAmAnyatayA AMkheM banda karane kA artha hotA hai-nahIM dekhanA, so jAnA / bAharI duniyA meM AMkheM banda karane ke do hI artha hote haiM-so jAnA yA nahIM dekhanA / adhyAtma ke kSetra meM ye artha badala jAte haiN| ThIka viparIta ho jAte haiN| sAdhaka kI bhrAnti TUTa jAtI hai| usake lie AMkheM banda karane kA artha hotA hai-jaagnaa| AMkha banda karane kA artha hotA hai-bhItara jhAMkanA, bhItara kI gaharAiyoM ko dekhanA / artha badala jAtA hai| jo bAhya jagat meM jItA hai vaha mAnatA hai ki sukha bAhara meM hai| adhyAtma sAdhaka kI yaha bhrAnti TUTa jAtI hai| vaha mAnane lagatA hai ki sukha bAhara nahIM, bhItara hai / jisane kabhI adhyAtma kA sparza hI nahIM kiyA vahI bAhara sukha kI kalpanA kara sakatA hai / jisane eka bAra bhI adhyAtma ke sukha kA sparza kara liyA, use bAhara meM kabhI sukha nahIM lagatA / bhItara ke sukha kI tulanA meM bAhara ke sAre sukha nagaNya haiN| sAdhaka jaba bhItara kA thor3A mArga taya karatA hai taba use lagatA hai ki jo sukha ke spaMdana yahAM haiM, ve bAhara durlabha haiM / jo raMga yahAM dIkhate haiM, unakA astitva bAhara hai hI nahIM / bhItara meM jaba sukha ke spaMdanoM kI anubhUti hone lagatI hai taba sAdhaka Atmavibhora hokara usI meM kho jAtA hai ? usakA sArA samparka adhyAtma se hotA hai, vAhara se sAre samparka TUTa jAte haiM / aba vaha use chor3anA nahIM caahtaa| itanA tanmaya ho jAtA hai vaha usameM ki vaha apanA bhAna hI bhUla jAtA hai / jisa vyakti ne bhItara jAne kA prayAsa hI nahIM kiyA, jisane bhItarI dvAra kA udghATana hI nahIM kiyA, vaha kabhI yaha anubhava nahIM kara sakatA ki bhItara meM kyA kucha ghaTita ho rahA hai| yaha tarka ke dvArA samajhAyA nahIM jA sktaa| isakA anubhava hI kiyA jA sakatA hai| jo isa mArga se nahIM gujarA hai, usake sAmane tarka vyartha hai; mauna zreyaskara hai / ___ adhyAtma sAdhanA kI dUsarI pariNati hai-bhrAntiyoM kA TUTa jaataa| cikitsA kI bhAMti sAdhaka bhI pahale viveka karatA hai aura phira pratyAkhyAna / viveka kA artha hai-pRthak karanA aura pratyAkhyAna kA artha hai-chor3anA / jaba pratyAkhyAna hotA hai taba saMyama kI cetanA jAgatI hai| saMyama arthAt apane meM rho| kama bolo| kama ghuumo| pravRtti kama kro| Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAyitva kA bodha PS13 isakA pariNAma yaha hotA hai ki sAdhaka kI pratirodhAtmaka zakti bar3ha jAtI hai / jisameM pratirodhAtmaka zakti prabala hotI hai vaha bAhara se kama prabhAvita hotA hai / bAhara ke kITANu usa para AkramaNa nahIM kara paate| usa sAdhaka meM lar3ane kI kSamatA jAga jAtI hai| isase do lAbha hote haiM - bAhara ke kITANu niSprabha hote haiM aura bhItara ke kITANu naSTa hone lagate haiM / mAnasika svAsthya aura zArIrika svAsthya - donoM apekSita hote haiM sukhI jIvana ke lie / jo mAnasika svAsthya kI sAdhanA nahIM karatA vaha zArIrika svAsthya kaise banAe rakha sakatA hai ? adhyAtma kI sAdhanA karane vAle sAdhaka kI yaha bhrAnti TUTa jAtI hai ki svAsthya kevala zArIrika hI hotA hai / use mAnasika svAsthya bahuta UMcA lagatA hai / adhyAtma kI sAdhanA se donoM prakAra ke svAsthya sadhate haiM / yaha zArIrika rogoM se mukti dilAtI hai aura sAtha hI sAtha Antarika rogoM ko bhI naSTa karatI hai / manuSya svAsthya cAhatA hai, dIrghAyu cAhatA hai, sukha aura zAnti - cAhatA hai / adhyAtma kI sAdhanA se ye sArI bAteM phalita hotI haiM / ekaH prazna hotA hai ki adhyAtma cetanA se dIrghAyu kaise mila sakatI hai ? alpAyu kA sabase bar3A kAraNa hai-rAga-dveSa kA adhyavasAya / jitane bhI mAnasika Avega haiM ve saba alpAyu ke kAraNa banate haiM / ve AyuSya ko kSINa karate cale jAte haiM / bhItara-hI-bhItara kATate cale jAte haiM / adhyAtma kA mArga adhyavasAyoM ko rokane kA mArga hai / rAga-dveSa kama karo, rakho, taTastha raho / Ane vAle spaMdanoM kI upekSA karo / priya-apriya bhAva se baco | adhyAtma kI sAdhanA se adhyavasAya nirmala banate haiM / ve anajAne hI AyuSya ko lambA kara dete haiM / samabhAva zvAsa- prekSA kA AdhyAtmika mUlya hai--mana kA jAgaraNa aura vyAvahArika mUlya haiM - prANa UrjA kA bar3ha jAnA / (dIrghazvAsa kA prayoga hotA, hai taba gharSaNa bar3hatA hai / gharSaNa se prANaUrjA bar3hatI hai, prANazakti bar3hatI hai kAyotsarga se bhedajJAna puSTa hotA hai, zarIra kI jar3atA samApta hotI hai, sukhaduHkha meM sama rahane kI vRtti jAgatI hai, cetanA jAgatI hai, prajJA jAgatI hai / zarIra- prekSA ko ThIka se samajhanA hai | loga zarIra ko nissAra mAnate / use kevala hAr3a-mAMsa kA samUha mAnate haiM / loga usameM kevala nissAra ko hI dekhate haiM / sAra jaisA unheM kucha lagatA hI nahIM / AtmA kA nivAsa zarIra meM hai / AtmA jJAnamaya hai, darzanamaya hai, cetanAmaya hai / yahI sAra hai Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai isakA hameM bodha honA cAhie / caiyanyamaya AtmA sabase bar3A sAra hai| isa jagat kA sabase bar3A sAra tattva hamAre zarIra ke bhItara hai / usake darzana se jaivika-rAsAyanika parivartana hote haiN| antaHsrAvI granthiyoM ko rasAyana badalate haiM / nAr3I-saMsthAna para niyaMtraNa sthApita hotA hai| mUrchA TUTatI hai aura caitanya jAgRta hotA hai / AtmA kA astitva kisI zarIra ke mAdhyama se prakaTa hotA hai| jo zarIra ko dekhanA nahIM jAnatA, usake antarbhAva meM avasthita caitanya kendroM kA darzana karanA nahIM jAnatA, vaha apane astitva ko bhI nahIM jAnatA / jise apane astitva kA bodha nahIM hotA use dAyitva kA bodha nahIM hotaa| prekSA-dhyAna kI niSpattiyAM vyAvahArika AdhyAtmika prajJA jAgRta hotI hai| * dIrgha zvAsa-prekSA se prANa-UrjA jAgRta hotI hai * samavRttizvAsa-prekSA se nAr3I-saMsthAna zuddha hotA hai / * deha-prekSA se rAsAyanika kriyA badalatI hai| svAsthya para anukUla prabhAva hotA hai| kAyotsarga sedeha kI jar3atA naSTa hotI hai| saMkalpazakti jAgatI hai| prajJA jAgatI hai| mUrchA TUTatI hai| caitanya jAgRta hotA hai| caitanya aura pudgala kA bheda-jJAna spaSTa hotA hai| sukha-duHkha meM madhyasthatA AtI hai| halkApana AtA hai| mati kI jar3atA naSTa hotI hai| anuprekSA sesUkSma vidyut utpanna hotI hai| vyavahAra kA parivartana hotA hai / prajJA jAgatI hai| saghana mUrchA TUTatI hai| Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAyitva kA bodha zArIrika svaasthy| pratirodhAtmaka shkti| roga ke aNuoM kA niklnaa| mAnasika svAsthya / saMyama / krodha Adi ke vikalpoM ko kSINa krnaa| naiSkarmya / svaasthy-siddhi| vidhAma / svAsthya-siddha / price Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti-jAgaraNa Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10. upasaMpadA sAdhanA-kendra sAdhanA kA sthala hai / yahAM sAdhaka khAlI Ate haiM aura bharakara jAte haiM yA yoM kaheM ki bhare hue Ate haiM aura khAlI hokara jAte haiN| donoM bAteM saMbhava haiN| jo bharakara Ae haiM unheM khAlI hokara jAnA hai aura jo khAlI hokara Ae haiM, unheM bharakara jAnA hai| adhyAtma-sAdhanA khAlI hone kA bhI prayatna hai aura bharane kA bhI prayatna hai| jo vamanIya hai, jo parityAga ke yogya hai use chor3anA hai aura jo bharane yogya hai use bharanA hai| sAdhanA prAraMbha karane se pUrva saba prekSA-dhyAna kI upasaMpadA svIkAra kareM / sabhI sAdhaka sukhAsana meM baiTha, baddhAMjali hokara suneM / zarIra zithila, mana tanAvamukta rahe / maiM kucha sUtroM kA uccAraNa kruuNgaa| Apa usI laya meM unakA pratyuccAraNa kareM 'abbhuTiomi aaraahnnaae|' maiM prekSA-dhyAna kI ArAdhanA ke lie upasthita huA huuN| 'maggaM uvasaMpajjAmi / ' maiM adhyAtma-sAdhanA kA mArga svIkAra karatA huuN| 'sammattaM uvsNpjjaami|' maiM antardarzana kI upasaMpadA svIkAra karatA huuN| 'saMjama uvasaMpajjAmi / ' maiM AdhyAtmika anubhava kI upasaMpadA svIkAra karatA huuN| yaha prekSA-dhyAna kI upasaMpadA hai / isake pAMca sUtra haiN| isakA pahalA sUtra hai-bhaavkriyaa| isake tIna artha haiM 1. vartamAna meM jiinaa| 2. jAnate hue karanA / 3. satata apramatta rhnaa| pahalI bAta hai-vartamAna meM jInA / hamArA adhikAMza samaya atIta kI udher3abuna meM yA bhaviSya kI kalpanA meM bItatA hai| samaya kA nabbe Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 204 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai 'pratizata bhAga ye donoM kAla khA jAte haiN| AdamI muzkila se samaya ke dasa pratizata bhAga meM vartamAna meM raha pAtA hai| atIta bhI vAstavika nahIM hai aura bhaviSya bhI vAstavika nahIM hai| atIta mAtra smRti hai aura bhaviSya mAtra kalpanA hai / vAstavika hai vartamAna / usameM AdamI bahuta kama rahatA hai| vaha yA to smRti meM ulajhA rahatA hai yA kalpanA ke madhura svapna dekhatA hai| vartamAna usake hAtha se chUTa jAtA hai| vaha use pakar3a hI nahIM pAtA / vAstavikatA yaha hai ki jo kucha ghaTita hotA hai, vaha hotA hai vartamAna meM / kintu AdamI usake prati jAgarUka nahIM rahatA / bhAva kriyA kA artha haivartamAna meM rhnaa| ... bhAvakriyA kA dUsarA artha hai-jAnate hue karanA / hama jo bhI karate haiM vaha pUre mana se nahIM karate / mana ke Tukar3e kara dete haiN| kAma karate haiM, para mana kahIM bhaTakatA rahatA hai| vaha kAma ke sAtha jur3A nahIM rhtaa| kAma hotA hai amanaskatA se / vaha saphala nahIM hotaa| kArya ke prati sarvAtmanA samarpita hue binA usakA pariNAma acchA nahIM aataa| isameM zakti adhika kSINa hotI hai, anAvazyaka vyaya hotI hai aura kAma pUrA nahIM hotA / ataH hama jisa samaya jo kAma kareM usa samaya hamArA zarIra aura mana-donoM sAtha-sAtha cleN| donoM kI sahayAtrA ho| ___ bhAvakriyA kA tIsarA artha hai-satata apramatta rahanA / sAdhaka ko dhyeya ke prati satata apramatta aura jAgarUka rahanA caahie| dhyAna kA pahalA dhyeya hai-citta kI nirmltaa| citta ko hameM nirmala banAnA hai / dhyAna kA dUsarA dhyeya hai| inake prati zaktiyoM ko jAgRta karanA hamArI dhyAna-sAdhanA ke do dhyeya haiN| inake prati satata jAgarUka rahanA bhAvakriyA hai| upasaMpadA kA dUsarA sUtra hai-kriyA karanA, pratikriyA na krnaa| AdamI pratikriyA kA jIvana jItA hai / vaha kapar3A pahanatA hai, or3hatA hai, isalie ki use sardI lagatI hai, use lajjA ko DhakanA hai / ataH kapar3A pahananA yA or3hanA bhI pratikriyA hai, kriyA nhiiN| AdamI khAtA hai| vaha bhI pratikriyA hai, kriyA nhiiN| bhUkha lagatI hai, peTa meM pIr3A hotI hai, use zAMta karane ke lie AdamI khAtA hai| hamArA khAnA, pInA, kapar3e pahananA Adi sArI pratikriyAeM haiN| ye saba svataMtra kriyAeM nahIM haiM, pratikriyAeM haiM / hama pratikriyA kA jIvana na jIeM, kriyA kA jIvana jIeM / adhyAtma-sAdhanA kA Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upasaMpadA 105 artha hai-pratikriyA se bacanA / pratyeka vyakti kA svataMtra astitva hai, usakI svataMtra sattA hai| usakA svataMtra astitva aura sattA taba sthApita hotI hai jaba vaha svataMtra kriyA kare / yadi usakI sArI pravRttiyAM pratikriyAtmaka hI hotI haiM to isakA artha yaha huA ki vaha pUrNa svataMtra nahIM hai| vaha apanI svataMtratA kA svayaM hI khaMDana kara rahA hai| vaha pUrNa parataMtratA ko ghoSita karatA hai aura dUsaroM ke hAtha kA eka khilaunA mAtra bana jAtA hai| sAdhaka ko aisA nahIM honA cAhie / vaha kriyA kare, pratikriyA nhiiN| Aja kA AdamI svataMtra buddhi se kAma nahIM kara rahA hai / vaha bAhya vAtAvaraNa, paristhiti aura AsapAsa ke kArya-kalApoM se prabhAvita hokara kArya karatA hai / yaha pratikriyA hai, kriyA nhiiN| vaha Avega yA uttejanA ke vazIbhUta hokara kArya karatA hai, vaha bhI pratikriyA hai| sArA kA sArA indriya-vyavahAra pratikriyAtmaka hotA hai / hama AMkha se dekheM aura kAna se suneM, kintu koI saMskAra pratikriyA paidA kara rahA hai isalie dekheM yA suneM to yaha dekhanA aura sunanA svataMtra kriyA nahIM hai, pratikriyAtmaka kriyA hai| svataMtra cetanA se dekhanA yA sunanA hI svataMtra dekhanA yA sunanA hai| upasaMpadA kA tIsarA sUtra hai-maitrI / sAdhaka kA pUrA vyavahAra maitrI se otaprota ho| usameM maitrI kI bhAvanA kA pUrNa vikAsa ho| kisI vyakti ko sAMpa kATe aura vaha soce-'kitanA ajJAnI hai ! nahIM samajha pA rahA hai| vyartha hI krodha ke vazIbhUta hokara dUsaroM ko kaSTa detA hai ! isakA bhI kalyANa ho / ise sahI dRSTi mile / isakA krodha zAMta ho / yaha kisI ko na kaatte|' isa prakAra sAMpa para bhI jo gIle netroM se isa prakAra karuNAvRSTi karatA hai vaha sabakA mitra hotA hai| usameM maitrI kA vikAsa carama bindu para hai| yaha tabhI saMbhava hai jaba vyakti pratikriyA se sarvathA mukta ho jAtA hai| anyathA gAlI ke prati gAlI, IMTa kA javAba patthara se, 'zaThe zAThyaM samAcaret'-ye saba bAteM calatI haiN| inheM rokA nahIM jA sktaa| inheM kevala vahI vyakti roka sakatA hai jisane isa sacAI ko samajha liyA hai ki svataMtra astitva kA dhanI AdamI pratikriyA kA jIvana na jiie| vaha kriyA kA jIvana jIe / vaha sacAI jaba hRdayaMgama ho jAtI hai taba maitrI svayaM phalita hotI hai| - upasaMpadA kA cauthA sUtra hai-mitAhAra / parimita bhojana kA mahattva Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 106 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai. pUrNa sthAna hai sAdhanA meN| bhojana kA prabhAva kevala svAsthya para hI nahIM hotA, dhyAna aura cetanA para bhI usakA prabhAva hotA hai| AdamI anAvazyaka bahuta khAtA hai / isake pIche dezagata, paramparAgata, samAjagata yA bhojana ke jJAna kA abhAva - kucha bhI kAraNa ho sakatA hai / yaha cala rahA hai / anAvazyaka bhojana vikRti paidA karatA hai / khAyA huA paca nahIM pAtA kyoMki usako pacAne vAlA rasa pUrI mAtrA meM nahIM milatA / bhojana utanA hI pacatA hai jitanA use pAcana rasa prApta hotA hai / zeSa vyartha ho jAtA hai| usase aneka vikRttiyAM paidA hotI haiM / usase sar3AMdha paidA hotI hai / mala AMtoM meM jama jAtA hai / isase sArA nAr3I maMDala dUSita ho jAtA hai / / isase mana aura vicAra bhI dUSita hote haiM / AdamI svastha citana nahI kara pAtA / cetanA para AvaraNa AtA calA jAtA hai| hama yaha prayatna karate haiM ki hamArI cetanA kI nirmalatA ho, mana kI nirmalatA ho, zakti kA jAgaraNa ho / yaha tabhI saMbhava hai jaba hamArA nAr3I saMsthAna zuddha hotA hai, nirmala hotA hai / jaba kAMca sApha hogA taba hI usameM nirmala pratibimba par3egA, usase prakAza bAhara AegA / jaba nAr3I sApha nahIM, nAr3I saMsthAna nirmala nahIM,. usake binA hamArI cetanA kA prakAza bAhara kaise AegA ? koI rAstA nahI hai dUsarA / vaha prakAza bhItara hI bhItara dabA raha jAegA, vikasita nahIM ho pAegA / jisa vyakti ko kevala jIbha kA svAda lenA hai, vaha bhojana ke prati a-jAgarUka raha sakatA hai / jo vyakti apane mana aura mastiSka ko vikRta rakhanA cAhatA hai, vahI bhojana ke prati lAparavAha raha sakatA hai / usako kevala apanI jIbha ko hI saMtuSTa karanA hotA hai / jisa vyakti kA yaha dhyeya ho ki mastiSka ko bahuta kAma meM lenA hai, supta zaktiyoM ko jAgRta karanA hai, zaktiyoM se kAma lenA hai, koI-na-koI bar3A kAma kara dikhAnA hai, vaha vyakti khAne ke prati kabhI lAparavAha nahIM ho sakatA / svAda usake lie gauNa hai / vaha bhojana karatA hai kevala zarIra ke poSaNa ke lie, svAda ke lie kabhI nahIM khAtA / sAdhaka ne eka viziSTa mArga para calane ke lie kadama bar3hAe haiM / usakA dhyeya hai - zaktiyoM ko isalie sAdhaka ko bhojana kA jIbha ko saMtoSa denA usakA dhyeya nahIM hai / jAgRta karanA, gati karanA, upalabdhi karanA / pUrA jJAna honA cAhie aura kauna sA bhojana kyA pariNAma lAtA hai, usakA Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upasaMpadA 107 bhI jJAna honA caahie| ___upasaMpadA kA pAMcavAM sUtra hai-mitabhASaNa yA mauna / bolanA isalie jarUrI hotA hai ki hama jana-samparka meM haiN| bole binA rahA nahIM jaataa| kintu kama bolanA sAdhanA hai| maiM nahIM kahatA ki jIvana-bhara mauna rheN| anAvazyaka na boleN| bolanA par3e to dhIme boleN| hama rahasyoM ko DhUMr3hane ke lie sAdhanA meM pravRtta hue haiN| isalie bAta bhI arahasyamaya kyoM ? rahasya kI bhASA boleM, gupta bhASA boleN| kAna ke pAsa dhIre se kucha kheN| bhagavAna kA sArA vyavahAra 'abahubhASA' se otaprota thaa| ve abahubhASI the| yaha nahIM kahA gayA ki bhagavAn bolate hI nahIM the| yaha kahA gayA hai ki bhagavAna bahuta nahIM bolate the| yaha madhyama mArga acchA hai / isase vyavahAra bhI nahIM TUTatA aura zakti kA anAvazyaka vyaya bhI nahIM hotaa| kucha vyakti mauna kara lete haiN| mana meM vicAroM kA tUphAna uThatA hai| ve use roka nahIM paate| phira panne ke panne bhara DAlate haiM / yaha kaisA mauna ! sArI zakti likhane meM kharca kara ddaalii| mauna kisalie / ve maunI sAdhaka iMgitoM se sArI bAta kara DAlate haiN| eka minaTa kI bAta ko ve iMgitoM se pAMca minaTa meM samajhA pAte haiN| zakti kA kitanA apavyaya ! isase to acchA hai bolnaa| mita bolanA sAdhanA kA mahattvapUrNa aMga hai| isase zakti saMcita hotI hai| prekSA-dhyAna kI upasaMpadA ke ye pAMca sUtra haiN| inako hRdayaMgama kara yadi hama sAdhanA meM pravRtta hote haiM to sAdhanA sukhapUrvaka cala sakatI hai| ___ hama dhyAna kA abhyAsa kisalie kareMge-isa dhyeya kI pratimA bhI bahuta spaSTa honI cAhie / sAdhanA ke pahale dina hI vaha pratimA spaSTa rUpa se pratiSThApita ho jAnI caahie| prekSA-dhyAna kI sAdhanA kA pahalA dhyeya hai-mana ko nirmala bnaanaa| mana kaSAyoM se malina rahatA hai| kaSAyoM se malina mana meM jJAna kI dhArA nahIM baha sktii| hamAre bhItara jJAna hote hue bhI vaha prakaTa nahIM hotA kyoMki bIca meM malina mana kA pardA A jAtA hai, avarodha A jAtA hai / mana kI nirmalatA hote hI jJAna prakaTa hotA hai, usakA avarodha samApta ho jAtA hai / vaha pAradarzI bana jAtA hai| jaba mana kI nirmalatA hotI hai taba zAMti kA anubhava svataH hone lagatA hai| mana kA saMtulana, mana kI samatA aura Ananda kA anubhava hone Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 108 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai lagatA hai| sAdhanA kI pahalI niSpatti hai-Ananda kI anubhUti / sAdhanA kA prArambha hotA hai-tejolezyA se| tejolezyA kA pahalA lakSaNa haiAnanda kI anubhUti / jaise hI taijasa kI vidyutdhArA hamAre zarIra meM pravAhita hotI hai, Ananda kI razmiyAM phUTa par3atI haiM / jitanA Ananda hai, jitanA sukha hai, vaha saba vidyutkRta hai| tejolezyA AtI hai taba sukha-srota phUTa par3ate haiM / tejolezyA se Ananda, padmalezyA se zAnti aura zuklalezyA se nirmalatA, vItarAgatA prApta hotI hai / hamArA dhyeya hai-mana kI nirmalatA / hamArA dhyeya Ananda kI prApti nahIM hai| Ananda prApta hogA, kintu vaha dhyeya nahIM hai| Ananda hamArA AlaMbana bnegaa| hameM Ananda bhI milegA, zAMti bhI milegii| kintu hameM inako pArakara Age jAnA hai| hameM pahuMcanA hai mana kI nirmalatA taka / mana kI nirmalatA-hamArI dhyeya-pratimA hai| yaha hamAre sAmane rhe| dhyAna prArambha karane se pUrva bhAvanA kreN| bhAvanA kA artha hai-kavaca kA nirmANa / hama hamAre cAroM ora aNDAkAra kavaca kA nirmANa kreN| isase bAhara kA prabhAva sakrAMta nahIM hogA / jo kucha karanA hogA vaha sucAru rUpa se clegaa| koI bAdhA nahIM aaegii| kavaca kA nirmANa kaise ho-yaha eka prazna hai sAdhaka apane sthAna para baiThe aura 'ahaM' 'ahaM' kA mAnasika jApa kare aura sAtha-sAtha yaha kalpanA kare ki ahaM kI razmiyAM cAroM ora phaila rahI haiN| ve saghana ho rahI haiN| kavaca kA nirmANa ho rahA hai / thor3e samaya bAda yaha anubhava hone lagegA jaise samUce zarIra ke bAhara do-tIna phuTa kI dUrI taka eka kavaca bana gayA hai| usameM sAdhaka surakSita baiThA hai| yaha bhAvanA-yoga sAdhanA kA bahuta bar3A AlaMbana hai| sAdhaka isakA abhyAsa kre| upasaMpadA ke pAMca saMkalpoM kA svIkAra, dhyeya-pratimA kA nirmANa aura bhAvanA-yoga arthAt kavaca-nirmANa kI prakriyA kA upayoga-ye saba dhyAna-sAdhanA kI prArambhika taiyAriyAM haiN| Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 11 / saMkalikA * jIvana kI do dhArAeM--(1) zaktiyukta dhArA (2) zaktizUnya dhArA / * zakti avikasita 0 zakti aprayukta / * zArIrika zakti-jo prANazakti zarIra ke mAdhyama se prakaTa / * mAnasika zakti-jo prANazakti mana ke mAdhyama se prakaTa / zakti pratyeka padArtha meM cetana meM cetanA, Ananda aura zakti kA samanvaya / * manuSya vikasita cetanA vAlA ataH zakti kA vikAsa kara sakatA hai| vikasita zakti khataranAka : usakA samyak upayoga, usakA dizA darzana adhyAtma dvArA / * hama sUkSma se paricaya prApta kreN| * zakti jAgaraNa kA pahalA sUtra--sUkSma kI zakti se paricita honaa| sthUla zarIra kI sUkSma racanA0 mastiSka meM 1 kharaba nyUraoNna / 0 jJAna-taMtu-eka lAkha mIla lNbe| * kozikAeM-sATha araba / zakti vikAsa ke tIna AyAma0 zakti ko jgaanaa| * zakti ko sNbhaalnaa| * zakti kA sahI upayoga karanA / adhyAtma-yoga ke tIna upAya0 pravRtti aura nivRtti kA saMtulana / * ciMtana aura aciMtana kA saMtulana / * vAk aura mauna kA saMtulana / Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti-jAgaraNa : mUlya aura prayojana jaba se manuSya ciMtana karatA rahA hai taba se vaha mUla tatva ko khojatA rahA hai / mUla tattva kI khoja pAMca hajAra varSa pahale bhI calatI thI, pacIsa sau varSa pahale bhI calatI thI aura Aja bhI cala rahI hai yaha Age bhI ananta kAla taka calatI rhegii| satya ananta hai| ananta satya ko sadA khojA jA sakatA hai| pacIsa sau varSa pahale kI ghaTanA hai / eka rAjA thaa| usakA nAma thA prdeshii| eka mahAmedhAvI muni kezIkumAra vahAM aae| rAjA unakI upAsanA meM gayA / rAjA ne muni se kahA-"mahArAja ! AtmA nahIM hai| cetana tattva kA astitva nahIM hai / jo zarIra hai vahI AtmA hai| AtmA aura zarIra bhinnabhinna nahIM hai / jo pratyakSa hai vahI satya hai| zarIra pratyakSa hai / usase atirikta AtmA nahIM hai| acetana hI vAstavika hai| vaha bhI ananta zaktizAlI hotA hai / kucha acetana tattvoM kA yoga hotA hai aura cetanA nirmita ho jAtI hai| kucha kSaNa aise Ate haiM aura eka dina cetanA khaMDita ho jAtI hai, acetana raha jAtA hai / cetana jaisA kucha hai hI nhiiN|" rAjA ne eka udAharaNa se apane mata kI puSTi karate hue kahA-"eka bAlaka hai| usakI zakti vikasita nahIM hai / vaha dhanuSa para bANa nahIM car3hA sktaa| vahI bAlaka jaba taruNa ho jAtA hai, usake sAre avayava vikasita ho jAte haiM, vaha zakti-saMpanna ho jAtA hai, taba vaha sugamatA se dhanuSa para bANa car3hA sakatA hai aura dUra taka bANa pheMkane meM saphala ho jAtA hai| yadi AtmA aura zarIra bhinna hote haiM to yaha antara A nahIM sakatA kyoMki bAlaka meM bhI vahI AtmA hai aura taruNa meM bhI vahI AtmA hai| isalie AtmA aura zarIra bhinna nahIM haiM, eka hI muni kezarIkumAra ne kahA-"rAjan ! tumhArI bAta meM jo sacAI hai maiM use svIkAra karatA huuN| kintu eka bAta maiM pUchatA cAhatA hUM ki dhanuSa khaMDita hai, pratyaMcA TUTI huI hai, to kyA koI usa dhanuSya para bANa car3hA sakegA? bANa car3hAne vAlA taruNa hai, samartha hai, zaktizAlI hai, phira bhI vaha Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti-jAgaraNa : mUlya aura prayojana 111 usa dhanuSya para bANa nahIM car3hA pAtA / yadi dhanuSya akhaMDita hai, pratyaMcA TUTI huI nahIM hai to phira koI bhI yuvA usa para bANa car3hA sakatA hai| dhanuSya purAnA hai, usase bANa nahIM pheMkA jA sakatA / dhanuSya nayA hai, usase bANa pheMkA jA sakatA hai / isakA tAtparya yaha hai ki bAlaka ke upakaraNa paryApta nahIM haiM / vaha dhanuSya para bANa nahIM car3hA sakatA / yuvA ke upakaraNa paryApta haiM, vaha dhanuSya para bANa car3hA sakatA hai / yaha antara upakaraNoM kI paryAptatA yA aparyAptatA kA hai, AtmA kA nhiiN| bacce kI AtmA aura yuvA kI AtmA meM koI antara nahIM hai| kintu bacce ke upakaraNa abhI aparyApta haiM, jaise TUTe hue dhanuSya ke upakaraNa aparyApta haiN| nae dhanuSya ke upakaraNa paryApta haiM jaise yuvA ke upakaraNa paryApta hote haiN|" prazna hai upakaraNa kA, AtmA kA prazna nahIM hai / isa ghaTanA se hama yaha samajha sakate haiM ki hamArA jIvana tIna AyAmoM meM calatA hai-AtmA, zarIra aura zarIra kI zakti / AgamoM meM kahA gayA hai ki hamArA jIvana 'tridaMDa' hai-eka daMDa hai zakti, eka hai zarIra aura eka hai AtmA / AtmA bahuta dUra hai| maiM kSetrIya dUrI kI bAta nahIM kara rahA huuN| AtmA itanA bhItara hai, itanA bhItara ki vaha carmacakSuoM se dIkhatA hI nhiiN| vahAM hamArI pahuMca nahIM hai| hama ina tIna AyAmoM meM jIte hai-AtmA, zarIra aura zakti / hamArI eka kaThinAI hai| hama sthUla ko bahuta jAnate haiM, sUkSma ko nahIM jAnate / hama sUkSma ko jAnane kA prayatna bhI kahAM karate haiM ? isIlie nahIM karate ki hamArA usase paricaya nahIM hai / jisase paricaya nahIM hotA hai, usake viSaya meM kucha bhI nahIM jAnA jA sakatA hai| jisase paricaya hotA hai, usI ke viSaya meM hama kucha jAna sakate haiM / hama sUkSma se aparicita haiN| darzanazAstra meM eka prazna bahuta cacita hotA rahA hai ki sUkSma kA astitva hai yA nahIM ? jo indriyoM ke dvArA dikhAI de rahA hai, vahI hai yA usase pare bhI kucha hai ? isa carcA se do zabda prastuta hue-indriyagamya aura atIndriyagamya athavA hetugamya aura ahetugamya / ___ kucha dArzanikoM ne use hI satya mAnA jo indriyagamya hai / jo indriyagamya hotA hai vaha nizcita hI hetugamya hotA hai / use siddha karane ke lie hetu aura tarka die jAte haiM / hetu aura tarka usako gamya karAne meM sakSama hote haiM, isalie vaha hetugamya kahalAtA hai / isa rekhA para dArzanikoM kI eka vicAra Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 112 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai dhArA calatI rhii| darzana kI dUsarI vicAradhArA ne isase Age bar3hakara kahA-satya atIndriyagamya bhI hai / jo dIkhatA hai vahI satya nahIM hai, jo nahIM dIkhatA vaha bhI satya hai / indriyoM se pare bhI satya kA astitva hai / usakA sAkSAtkAra indriyoM se nahIM hotA / vaha atIndriyagamya hotA hai / hetu aura tarka usake kSetra meM praveza nahIM kara sakate / vaha ahetugamya aura atarkagamya hotA hai / phira eka prazna AyA ki atIndriyagamya ko kaise jAnA jA sakatA hai ? usake sAdhana kyA haiM ? isa prazna ke samAdhAna meM kahA gayA ki jo atIndriya draSTA RSi haiM, jinakI atIndriya zakti vikasita ho cukI hai, jinhoMne sUkSma satya kA sAkSAt kara liyA hai, unake kathana ke dvArA hI usa sUkSma satya ko jAnA jA sakatA hai| bhautika jagat meM bhI sAre sthUla padArthoM ko hama ina indriyoM se kahAM dekha yA jAna pAte haiM ? kucha sthUla padArthoM ko hama dekha lete haiM, jAna lete haiM, kintu aise ananta sthUla padArtha haiM jinheM hama dekha nahIM pAte, jAna nahIM paate| bhautikI vaijJAnikoM ne inakA dekhane ke lie sUkSma upakaraNoM kA nirmANa kiyA aura una upakaraNoM ne sthUla se kucha sUkSma padArthoM ko dekhane kA rAstA khola diyaa| __ zarIra ke bhItara hama ina sthUla AMkhoM se nahIM jhAMka skte| eksare kA AviSkAra huA / zarIra kI atala gaharAiyoM taka usakI pahuMca huI aura Aja zarIra ke bhItara hama aNu-aNu meM jhAMka sakate haiM / eksare bhI eka prakAra se atIndriya hI hai / jo bAta indriyoM dvArA nahIM jAnI jAtI vaha ina sUkSma upakaraNoM dvArA jAna lI jAtI hai| hamArA yaha zarIra sthUla hai| kintu isameM bhI gajaba kI sUkSmatA hai| hamArA mastiSka hamAre zarIra kA kevala do pratizata bhAga hai| kintu isa choTe-se mastiSka meM eka kharaba 'nyUraoNnsa' hai| ye sAd 'nyUraoNnsa' svatantra haiN| pratyeka kI svataMtra ikAI hai / sabakA svataMtra astitva hai| isa zarIra meM sATha kharaba kozikAeM haiM / pratyeka kozikA apanAapanA kAma karatI hai, apanI vidyut paidA karatI hai| pratikSaNa kozikAeM naSTa ho rahI haiM, nayI kozikAoM kA nirmANa ho rahA hai| pratyeka kozikA meM aneka saMskAra saMgRhIta haiN| inameM sUkSma zarIra se upalabdha saMskAra pratibimbita ho rahe haiN| sabhI prakAra ke saMskAroM ko vahana karanA inakA Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti-jAgaraNa : mUlya aura prayojana kArya hai| isa zarIra meM jJAnataMtuoM kA eka jAla bichA huA hai| yadi inako eka rekhA meM bichAyA jAe to eka lAkha varga mIla taka pahuMca jAte haiN| hamArA yaha saMsAra kevala pacIsa hajAra vargamIla meM A jAtA hai| jJAnataMtu isase cAra gunA adhika taka pahuMca jAte haiM / ye jJAnataMtu hamArI vidyut ke saMvAhaka haiN| __ zarIra kI yaha eka saMracanA bhI sthUla hI hai| isakI bhI hameM pUrI jAnakArI nahIM hai| hamArA jJAna sImita hai| hama zarIra ke kucha eka bhAga ko hI sthUla rUpa se jAnate haiM / usakI sUkSmatA se Aja bhI hama anabhijJa haiN| jaba hama sthUla zarIra ke bAre meM bhI pUrA nahIM jAnate taba sUkSma zarIra kI jAnane kI bAta bahuta dUra raha jAtI hai| jaba sUkSma zarIra nahIM jAnA jAtA taba AtmA ko jAnane kI bAta bahuta hI dUra raha jAtI hai / hama apanI supta cetanA ko jAgRta karanA cAhate haiM, apanI zaktiyoM ke srotoM ko udghATita karanA cAhate haiM / isakA pahalA sUtra hai-sUkSma se paricita honA / jo vyakti sUkSma se paricita nahIM hotA vaha apanI zakti kA jAgaraNa nahIM kara sakatA / zakti ke jAgaraNa ke lie sakSma se saMbaMdha sthApita karanA hotA hai, usase paricita honA par3atA hai|| yadi hameM sUkSma se paricita honA hai, usake sAtha saMparka sthApita karanA hai to sabase pahale hama sthUla ko samyak prakAra se jAneM / bAhara kA daravAjA khole binA bhItara ke daravAje taka nahIM pahuMcA jA sakatA / pahale sopAna para car3he binA pacIsaveM sopAna taka nahIM pahuMcA jA sktaa| hameM sthUla se sUkSma kI ora gati karanI hogii| dhyAna meM hama zvAsa kA AlaMbana lete haiN| yaha pahalA sopAna hai| isase sthUla se sUkSma kI ora gati prAraMbha ho jAtI hai / zvAsa hI eka aisA tattva hai jo bAhara bhI AtA hai aura bhItara bhI jAtA hai / dUsarA aisA koI bhI sAdhana nahIM hai jo bAhara bhI rahe aura bhItara bhI rahe / mana hai| para mana beDhaMgA hai| vaha svayaM itanA caMcala hai ki use AlaMbana nahIM banAyA jA sktaa| usako to AlaMbana denA pdd'egaa| mana eka naTakhaTa bacce kI taraha hai jo apanI coTI pakar3ane kI koziza Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 214 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai kara rahA thA / eka baccA khela rahA thaa| dhUpa thI / parachAI meM bacce ne apanI coTI dekhI / vaha use pakar3ane daur3A / jyoM-jyoM vaha Age bar3hatA, parachAI bhI Age bar3ha jaatii| idhara-udhara daur3atA rahA / coTI pakar3a meM nahIM aayii| eka samajhadAra AdamI ne kahA-"bacce ! parezAna kyoM ho rahe ho ? coTI aise hAtha nahIM AegI / tuma apanA hAtha apane sira para rakho, coTI pakar3a meM A jaaegii|" bacce ne hAtha utthaayaa| coTI para rkhaa| aba usane parachAI meM dekhA ki coTI hAtha meM A gaI hai| __ mana bhI parachAI kI coTI hai / hama use jitanI bAra pakar3ane kA prayatna kareMge; vaha Age se Age bhAgatA calA jaaegaa| mana ko vaza meM karane kA prayatna kareMge, vaha Age se Age bhAgatA calA jAegA / mana ko vaza meM karane kA prayatna karate haiM to mana dUra bhAgatA jAtA hai| mana ko sthira karane kA prayatna karate haiM to mana aura adhika caMcala hotA hai / na jAne kitane logoM ne mana ko vaza meM karane kA prayatna kiyA, para mana kabhI unake vaza meM nahIM aayaa| isa coTI ko pakar3ane kA prayatna kiyA para yaha coTI kabhI pakar3a meM nahIM AI / ina vyartha prayatnoM se ghabarAkara hajAroM-hajAroM vyakti nirAza hokara mana ko vaza meM karane kI bAta hI bhulA baiThe haiN| ve yaha dhAraNA banA cuke haiM ki mana ko vaza meM nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| kucheka manovaijJAnika bhI yaha mAnate haiM ki mana ko pAMca sekeNDa se adhika sthira nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / usakA svabhAva hI hai caMcalatA / svabhAva ko kaise badalA jA sakatA hai ? ___ manovaijJAnikoM kI yaha bAta sahI hai kintu yoga ke AcAryoM ne mana ko vaza meM karane kA eka upAya bhI batAyA hai / vaha upAya hai-zvAsa / zvAsa ko pakar3ate hI mana pakar3a meM A jAtA hai / taba mana itanA sarala, sIdhA ho jAtA hai ki usakI caMcalatA miTa jAtI hai| isIlie hamane isa prakriyA meM zvAsa ko AlaMbana banAyA hai| yaha zvAsa vaha yAtrI hai jo bAhara kI yAtrA bhI karatA hai aura bhItara kI yAtrA "bhI karatA hai| yaha vaha dIpa hai jo bhItara ko bhI prakAzita karatA hai aura bAhara ko bhI prakAzita karatA hai / yadi hama bhItara kI yAtrA karanA cAheM to hamAre pAsa ekamAtra upAya hai ki hama mana ko zvAsa ke ratha para car3hA deM aura usake sAtha-sAtha bhItara cale jAeM / hamArI antaryAtrA prAraMbha ho jaaegii| hama antarmukhI ho jaaeNge| hama AdhyAtmika bana jaaeNge| N ational Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti-jAgaraNa : mUlya aura prayojana 115 AdhyAtmika banane kA sabase sarala upAya yaha hai ki zvAsa ke sAtha mana ko jor3a denA, donoM kA yoga kara denA / yaha hai zakti-jAgaraNa kA pahalA sUtra / yaha hai naye prasthAna kA AraMbha bindu / mana zvAsa ke sAtha jur3a gayA / antaryAtrA prAraMbha ho gyii| aba prazna hai zakti ke jAgaraNa kA / isa prazna ko samAhita karane ke lie hameM zakti ke svarUpa ko samajhAnA hogaa| vizva meM jitane tattva haiM, saba meM zakti hai / koI bhI aisA tattva nahIM hai jo zakti-zUnya ho / jo zakti-zUnya hai vaha tattva nahIM ho sktaa| __darzanazAstra meM sat aura asat-ina do tattvoM kI carcA hai / sat vaha hai jisameM artha-kriyAkAritA hai / asat vaha hai jisameM artha-kriyAkAritva nahIM hai / do zabda haiM - vRkSa-kusuma aura AkAza-kusuma, vRkSa kA phUla aura AkAza kA phUla / donoM meM antara kyA hai ? eka sat hai, eka asat hai| eka kA vAstavika astitva hai aura eka kevala kalpanAmAtra hai| vRkSa kA phUla sat hai kyoMki vaha vAstavika hai| vaha vAstavika isalie hai ki usameM arthakriyA hai| usameM nirantara kriyA calatI hai| usameM zakti hai| vaha cala rahI hai| jisameM pratikSaNa zakti cala rahI hai, vaha sat hai, vAstavika hai / AkAza-kusuma meM koI kriyA nahIM hotii| usakI koI zakti nahIM hai / vaha asat hai| zakti sat kA lakSaNa hai / prazna hotA hai-kyA cetana kA lakSaNa bhI zakti hai ? yahAM eka bAta aura jur3a jAtI hai / jisameM zakti hai vaha sat hai aura jisameM zakti aura cetanA ---donoM hote haiM vaha cetana hai / paramANu meM zakti hai, kintu cetanA nahIM hai / AtmA meM zakti bhI hai aura cetanA bhI hai| zakti aura cetanA kA yoga-yaha hamArI vizeSatA hai / isIlie hama cetanAvAna haiM, saMvedanazIla haiN| hama anubhava karate haiM, saMvedana karate haiM aura apanI zakti kA upayoga karate haiM / Aja ke vijJAna ne yaha spaSTa rUpa se ghoSita kiyA hai ki eka paramANu meM itanI zakti hai ki yadi usakA visphoTa ho jAe (kintu aisA kabhI hotA nahIM hai) to sArA saMsAra naSTa ho sakatA hai| paramANu meM ananta zakti hotI hai / AtmA meM bhI ananta zakti hotI hai / paramANu meM kabhI visphoTa hotA nahIM, yaha jAgatika sacAI hai, yUnivarsala paramANu meM jaba itanI zakti hai taba kalpanA kareM ki cetanA meM kitanI zakti hogii| zakti bhI ananta aura cetanA bhI ananta / donoM kA yoga hai Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 116 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai manuSya meM / aba usake sAmarthya kA andAjA lagAyA jA sakatA hai ? zakti ke isa akSaya bhaMDAra kA svAmI manuSya kyA nahIM kara sakatA ? dharma ko sAdhanA, mana ko pakar3anA-ye to prAraMbhika bAteM haiM / hamArI sAdhanA mana ko pakar3ane kI sAdhanA nahIM hai, mana ko samApta karane kI sAdhanA hai, amana hone kI sAdhanA hai| kucha prANI samanaska hote haiM aura kucha amanaska / kucha prANiyoM ko mana prApta hai aura kucha prANiyoM ko mana prApta nahIM hai / samanaska prANI saMjJI kahalAte haiM aura amanaska prANI asNjnyii| manuSya samanaska prANI hai| use saMjJA upalabdha hai / usakA mana vikasita hai| kintu eka avasthA aisI bhI hotI hai jisameM manuSya 'no-saMjJI noasaMjI' bana jAtA hai / vaha 'no-mana' bana jAtA hai| mana naSTa ho jAtA hai, samApta ho jAtA hai| mana utpanna hI nahIM hotaa| usa avasthA meM kevala cetanA zeSa rahatI hai / yaha zakti ke visphoTa kA pariNAma hai, zakti kI niSpatti hai / manuSya apanI isa ananta zakti ko pahacAne aura usako vikasita kre| zakti kA vikAsa prayatna-sApekSa hai| jitanI bhI sAdhanAeM calatI haiM, ve saba zakti ke vikAsa ke lie hI haiN| sAdhanA isIlie hotI hai ki supta cetanA jAge, supta zaktiyoM kA vikAsa ho| manuSya meM zakti hai, para jaba taka vaha supta rahatI hai taba taka koI niSpatti nahIM AtI / sAMpa kuMDalI lagAkara baiThA hai / zAnta hai| kisI ko usakA bhaya nahIM staataa| jaba vahI sAMpa phuphakAratA hai, taba sArA vAtAvaraNa bhaya se kAMpa uThatA hai / bujhI huI Aga para baccA bhI paira rakhakara cala par3atA hai / jaba vaha Aga dhadhakatI hai, taba bar3e-bar3e bhI usake pAsa jAne se jhijhakate haiM / jaba zaktiyAM soI huI rahatI haiM taba manuSya bujhI haI Aga kI bhAMti niSkriya jIvana jItA hai| jaba zaktiyoM kA jAgaraNa hotA hai taba vahI manuSya prajvalita agni kI bhAMti dIpta hokara kriyAzIla jIvana jIne lagatA hai| yaha sArA antara suSupti aura jAgRti kA hai / yaha sArA antara supta zaktiyoM kA aura jAgRta zaktiyoM kA hai / hamArA sArA prayatna eka dizAgAmI hai / hama supta zaktiyoM ko jAnane ke lie hI sAdhanoM se gujarate haiM / hama cAhate haiM ki jo cetanA supta hai, vaha jAga jAe / zakti ke jAgane se bahuta-se anubhava hone lagate haiN| dabI huI Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti-jAgaraNa mUlya aura prayojana bImAriyAM bAhara AtI haiM aura unakA anubhava hone lagatA hai| bImAriyAM thIM, ve supta par3I thiiN| zakti kA thor3A-sA visphoTa huA, dhyAna-sAdhanA ke dvArA zakti kA kucha jAgaraNa huA aura bImAriyoM kA anubhava hone lagA / sAdhaka ko lagatA hai ki ye bImAriyAM, pIr3AeM aura vyathAeM dhyAna se udbhUta haiM / nahIM, ye to zarIra ke taha meM pahale se hI maujUda thIM, Aja unakA ubhAramAtra huA hai / zakti ke jAgaraNa ko saMbhAlanA bhI bahuta kaThina hotA hai| eka sAdhaka mere pAsa aayaa| usane kahA-"maiMne ApakI kucheka pustakeM pddh'iiN| dhyAna prAraMbha kiyaa| jApa karane lagA / eka dina meM 15-15 hajAra jApa karane prAraMbha kie / prAraMbha meM kucheka kaThinAiyoM se gujaranA pdd'aa| mastiSka pAgala-sA lagane lgaa| kucha samaya biitaa| aba aisI sthiti bana gaI hai ki dhyAna aura jApa karane se apUrva Ananda AtA hai, isalie use kie binA bhI nahIM rahA jAtA aura karatA hUM to kabhI-kabhI itanI bhayaMkara sthiti bana jAtI hai ki use saMbhAla pAnA bhI kaThina hotA haiN| kabhI-kabhI pAgala-sA ho jAtA huuN| jaba zakti jAgatI hai taba aghaTita ghaTanAeM ghaTita hotI haiM aura kabhI-kabhI durghaTanA bhI ghaTita ho jAtI hai|" zakti ko jagAnA, zakti ko saMbhAlanA aura zakti kA sahI upayoga karanA-ina tInoM AyAmoM se hameM socanA hogaa| __ sabase pahale hama zakti ko jagAeM / zakti kI jAgati kisI anubhavI sAdhaka kI dekha-rekha meM karanI cAhie / anyathA jo soI huI zakti jAgatI hai to vaha usa sAMpa kI bhAMti phuphakAratI hai jisa sAMpa para kisI kA paira par3a gayA ho / manuSya ghabarA jAtA hai / vaha na zakti ko saMbhAla pAtA hai aura na apane-Apako hI saMbhAla pAtA hai / vaha duvidhA meM DUba jAtA hai / yadi koI sahI mArga-darzana hotA hai to vaha isa sthiti ko saMbhAla letA hai, anyathA durghaghanA ghaTita ho jAtI hai| dUsarI bAta hai-zakti ko saMbhAlanA / zakti ko saMbhAlane meM sAdhaka sakSama ho / samaya-samaya para vaha apanI sAdhanA meM hera-phera kare aura usa zakti ko saMjone meM prayatnazIla rahe / tIsarI bAta hai-zakti kA sahI upayoga / jaba zaktiyAM jAgatI haiM taba aneka upalabdhiyAM hotI haiN| kabhI-kabhI sAdhaka ina upalabdhiyoM meM "bhaTaka jAtA hai / vaha camatkAra ke cakAcauMdha meM apanI sAdhanA ko vismRta Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 118 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai: kara detA hai / aba pradarzana prAraMbha hotA hai| sAdhaka pradarzana meM phaMsakara kabhI pAnI para calatA hai, kabhI AkAza meM adhara TikA rahatA hai aura kabhI aura kucha dikhAtA hai | sAdhanA kA bhAva dhUmila ho jAtA hai, lakSya TUTa jAtA hai / loga bahuta bAra pUchate haiM - 'itane varSa sAdhanA kI, usase kyA camatkAra prApta hue ?' maiM kahanA cAhatA hUM ki camatkAra kA nAma hI jhUTha hai / vaha korA bhulAvA, korI chalanA, korI ThagAI hai / camatkAra koI hai nahIM / sArA hai prakRti kA niyama / jo usa prakRti ke niyama ko nahIM jAnate ve use camatkAra kaha dete haiM / koI AdamI adhara meM uTha gayA, hama mAna lete haiM ki camatkAra ho gayA / yaha kaisA camatkAra ! yaha to prakRti kA prabhAva mAtra hai / hama apane zarIra ko Thosa mAnate haiM / Thosa cIja jaba Upara uThatI hai taba Azcarya honA svAbhAvika hai / kyA yaha mAnanA sahI hai ? zarIra Thosa kahAM hai ? yadi zarIra Thosa hotA to sardI usake bhItara kaise praveza kara letI / garmI kaise andara jAtI ? pasInA bhItara se bAhara kaise AtA ? dUsarI vastuoM kA prabhAva, bhItara kaise jAtA ? itanI sArI vastuoM kA saMkramaNa kaise hotA hai ? zarIra Thosa nahIM hai / vijJAna ke chAtra jAnate haiM ki vizva ke sabhI padArthoM ko kUTa-pITakara yadi eka golI banAI jAe to vaha eka choTI-sI hI golI bana pAegI / ataH ThosatA bahuta kama hai, pola hI pola hai / hamArA zarIra pudgaloM kA piMDa hai| eka-dUsare paramANu ke bIca itanA vyavadhAna hai ki hama usakI kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sakate / zarIra asaMkhya paramANu kA piMDa hai| eka-eka paramANu ke bIca bahuta bar3A vyavadhAna hotA hai / isakA sAkSAt anubhava hameM zarIra prekSA se prApta hotA hai / zarIra prekSA kA abhyAsa puSTa hone para zarIra Thosa hone kI bhrAMti TUTa jAtI hai / hameM paramANu- paramANu ke bIca rahI viralatA kA anubhava hone lagatA hai / hameM eka-eka kaNa alaga-alaga dIkhane lagegA | jaba hama eka-eka kozikA ko pRthak-pRthak dekhane kA abhyAsa kareMge to zarIra kI ThosatA kI bhrAMti miTa jaaegii| hameM lagegA ki zarIra ruI ke puMja jaisA hai, samudra ke phena jaisA hai / yadi yaha viralatA kI anubhUti bhara jAtI hai aura pratyeka kozikA para hamArA dhyAna hone lagatA hai taba samudAya yA ghanatva yA ekatva kI bAta TUTa jAtI hai / isake TUTate Apa A jAtA hai / halkApana Ate hI zarIra Upara uTha hI laghutva apanejAtA hai, adhara: Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti jAgaraNa : mUlya aura prayojana 116 meM laTaka jAtA hai / ghanatva kI bhAvanA ke kAraNa hI hama jamIna para Tike hue haiM / jaba viralatA kI bhAvanA puSTa ho jAtI hai taba zarIra Upara uTha jAtA hai | yaha koI camatkAra nahIM, prakRti kA niyamamAtra hai / sparza ATha haiM-zIta-uSNa, snigdha-rUkSa, halkA bhArI, aura karkaza - mRdu / isameM snigdha- rUkSa aura zIta-uSNa-ye cAra sparza maulika haiM / zeSa cAra sparza saMyoga se banate haiM / ataH halkA, bhArI - yaha vastu kA mUla dharma nahIM hai / yaha saMyoga ke kAraNa hotA hai / paramANuoM kI sthUla pariNati ke kAraNa tathA apanI anubhUti ke kAraNa aisI sthUlatA AtI hai / yadi yaha parijati badala jAe to sthUlatA samApta ho jAtI hai, gurutA samApta ho jAtI hai, laghutA bhI samApta ho jAtI hai, taba na koI halkA hotA hai aura na koI bhArI / kevala agurulaghu / gurutA aura laghutA, bhArIpana aura halkApana - ye mUla bAteM nahIM haiM, jaba hama isa satya ko samajha lete haiM taba AkAza meM uThanA koI bar3I bAta nahIM raha jAtI hai / jAdUgara aneka camatkAra dikhAte haiM / jAdUgara ke lie koI camatkAra nahIM hai | camatkAra usake lie hai jo jAdU nahIM jAnatA / jaba sAdhAraNa vyakti bhI jAdU ke niyama jAna letA hai taba usake lie camatkAra jaisI koI bAta hI nahIM rahatI / sAre camatkAra samApta ho jAte haiM / kucheka rasAyanoM kA prayoga kara sapheda pannoM para kucha likhA | akSara nahIM dikheNge| panne ko pAnI meM Dubote hI akSara abhivyakti ho jAeMge / dekhane vAle ko Azcarya-sA lagegA / kintu jo vyakti isa vidhi ko jAnatA hai usake lie koI camatkAra nahIM hai / jisa dina pahalI bAra Aga jalI hogI, na jAne kitanA bar3A camatkAra lagA hogA / are ! yaha kyA ? yaha prakAza ! yaha tApa ! Aja Aga camatkAra kI vastu nahIM hai, kyoki sabhI usake niyama ko jAnate haiM / vaha kaise utpanna hotI hai aura kaise bujhatI hai, saba jAnate haiM / dhyAna koI camatkAra nahIM hai / adhyAtma koI camatkAra nahIM hai / sAdhanA koI camatkAra nahIM hai / kevala prakRti ke niyamoM kI samajha hai / AtmA, zarIra kI zakti aura upakaraNoM kI zakti - inake niyamoM kI samajha hai / jo inake niyamoM ko samajha letA hai, vaha bahuta sArI nayI bAteM karane meM sakSama hotA hai / sAmAnya AdamI unheM nahIM kara sakatA / jo inake niyamoM Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 120 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai ko nahIM jAnatA, vaha camatkAra kI bhrAntiyoM meM palatA rahatA hai| yoga koI camatkAra nahIM hai| yaha sAmAnya prakriyA hai / yaha adhyAtma vikAsa kI svAbhAvika prakriyA hai / isameM kucha bhI asvAbhAvika nahIM hotaa| manuSya zarIra se kAma letA hai, vANI se kAma letA hai aura mana se kAma letA hai| yoga meM kucha nayA karanA nahIM hotaa| zarIra, vANI aura mana se kAma liyA jAtA hai| kintu vahAM eka bAta spaSTa samajha lenI hotI hai ki kinakina kAraNoM se zakti supta rahatI hai aura kina-kina kAraNoM se vaha jAgatI hai ? jina-jina kAraNoM se vaha supta rahatI hai, kSINa hotI hai, una kAraNoM ko rokanA hotA hai| jina kAraNoM se vaha nidrita rahatI hai, una kAraNoM ko rokanA hotA hai, jina kAraNoM se vaha nidrita rahatI hai, una kAraNoM ko naSTa karanA hotA hai| itanA karane se yoga sadha jAtA hai, hameM kevala saMtulana sthApita karanA par3atA hai| zarIra se kAma lenA hai, kintu aisI sthiti bhI AnI cAhie ki zarIra se koI kAma na leN| zarIra se pravRtti karanI hai to zarIra se nivRtti bhI karanI hai| pravRtti aura nivRtti kA saMtulana / vANI se kAma lenA hai to mauna bhI karanA hai| vAk aura mana kA saMtulana / socanA hai to nahIM bhI socanA hai| ciMtana aura acitana kA saMtulana / ___ isa saMtulana ke sthApita hote hI yoga sadha jAtA hai| isase zaktijAgaraNa kA mArga khula jAtA hai| zakti ko kSINa karane ke mArga baMda ho jAte haiN| sakriyatA ko avaruddha karate hI zakti kA vyaya ruka jAtA hai / zakti ajita hone lagatI hai aura bhItara visphoTa hone lagatA hai| zakti jAga uThatI hai| * apanI zaktiyoM se paricita honA, sUkSma kI zaktiyoM se paricita honA-yaha zakti-jAgaraNa kA pahalA sUtra hai| 0 zakti ke srotoM meM saMtulana sthApita karanA-yaha zakti jAgaraNa kA dUsarA sUtra hai| Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 12 saMkalikA - mRtyu ke sAtha tIna tattva nikalate haiM* AtmA 0 karmazarIra * tejasa shriir| * eka amUrta, do mUrta / * zarIra meM pratikSaNa parivartana / * pUrI zrRMkhalA hai jIvana kI-jIva se zarIra, zarIra se vIrya, vIrya se yoga, yoga se pramAda aura pramAda se karma-baMdha / 0 samUcI sRSTi ke vistAraka do tattva-jIvayukta zarIra yA jIva mukta shriir| - zakti-jAgaraNa ke tIna sUtra dIrghazvAsa-prekSA, samavRttizvAsa prekSA, sUkSmazvAsa-prekSA * zvAsa kA sambandha prANa se, prANa kA sambandha sUkSma prANa se aura sUkSma prANa kA sambandha sUkSma zarIra se / * zvAsa ko pakar3anA samUcI prakriyA ko pakar3anA hai| - zarIra meM aneka saMvAdI kendra haiN| una para mana ko ekAgra karane se vibhinna zaktiyoM kA vikAsa hotA hai| Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti-jAgaraNa ke sUtra vartamAna yuga ne zalya-cikitsA meM kIrtimAna sthApita kie haiM / manuSya (prANiyoM) ke zarIra kI cIra-phAr3a jitanI isa yuga meM huI hai utanI atIta meM nahIM huI / yadi huI ho to bhI usakA vizada ullekha prApta nahIM hai / Aja ke zalya-cikitsaka ne zarIra ke pratyeka hisse ko kholakara dekha liyA hai, jAna liyA hai| usase koI bhI hissA ajJAta nahIM hai / samUce zarIra kI cIra-phAr3a kara lene para bhI use zarIra ke atirikta kucha bhI nahIM milaa| bahuta sUkSma nirIkSaNa ke bAda kucha bhI upalabdha nahIM huaa| isake AdhAra para yaha dhAraNA banI ki zarIra meM zarIra ke atarikta aura kucha hai hI nhiiN| prAcIna kAla kI bAta hai| mahArAjA pradezI ne AtmA ke viSaya meM kucha prayoga kie the| vaha AtmA ko pratyakSa dekhanA cAhatA thA, jAnanA cAhatA thaa| usane jIvita zarIra ko tolA, mRta zarIra ko tolaa| vaha jAnanA cAhatA thA ki AtmA kA vajana kitanA hai ? vaha bhArahIna hai yA bhArayukta? vartamAna ke vaijJAnikoM ne bhI isa dizA meM prayatna kiyA hai| unake pAsa sUkSmatama upakaraNa haiM / prAcIna mAnyatA meM kucha antara AyA hai| mahArAja pradezI ke pAsa sUkSma upakaraNa nahIM the| vaha kisI niSkarSa para nahIM pahuMca skaa| usane dUsarA prayoga kiyaa| AdamI ke Tukar3e-Tukar3e kara die / pradezI pAsa meM baiThA rahA / vaha yaha dekhanA cAhatA thA ki yadi zarIra meM AtmA nAma kA koI tattva hogA to vaha avazya hI kisI avayava se bAhara niklegaa| vaha dekhatA rahA / kucha bhI nahIM diikhaa| prayoga pahale bhI hote the / prayoga Aja bhI hote haiN| kintu Aja bhI yaha prazna asamAhita hI hai ki AtmA hai yA nahIM ? usameM bhAra hai yA nahIM ? vaha dRzya hai yA nahIM ? rUsa ke DaoNkTara kiraliyAna dampati ke anveSaNa se eka nae tathya ko abhivyakti milii| unhoMne oNrA kA phoTo liyaa| oNrA yA AbhAmaMDala sthUla dRSTi se dRzya nahIM hotaa| usake lie ati saMvedanazIla kaimare kI Ava Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti-jAgaraNa ke sUtra 123 zyakatA hotI hai| usI kaimare ke dvArA kiraliyAna dampatti ne phoTo lekara yaha pratipAdita kiyA ki pratyeka prANI ke cAroM ora AbhAmaMDala hotA hai| DaoN0 je0 sI0 TrasTa ne bhI AbhAmaMDala ke phoTo liye / usase eka naI dizA kA udghATana huA ki sthUla zarIra ke atirikta bhI isameM kucha aura hai| sUkSma kA eka AyAma khulaa| Aja ke vaijJAnika sUkSma zarIra ke phoTo lene meM bhI saphala ho cuke haiN| eka vyakti mara gyaa| marate hI usake phoTo liye ge| kucha dhuMdhale aura kucha camakIle dravya thA vaha saMbhavataH tejasa zarIra thA, sUkSma zarIra thaa| jaba prANI maratA hai taba zarIra meM se tIna tattva nikalate haiM---AtmA, karmazarIra aura taijasa zarIra / karmazarIra aura tejasa zarIra-ye AtmA ko kabhI nahIM chor3ate / ye sadA AtmA ke sAtha rahate haiN| ye taba taka AtmA ke sAtha rahate haiM jaba taka ki AtmA pUrNarUpa se baMdhana-mukta nahIM ho jaatii| anAdikAla se ye sAtha haiM aura anantakAla taka sAtha raha sakate haiN| tInoM tattva sAtha nikalate haiN| inameM kabhI viyoga nahIM hotA / aisA nahIM hotA ki AtmA akelA nikala jAe, karmazarIra aura tejasa zarIra pIche raha jAeM / karmazarIra nikala jAe aura tejasa zarIra raha jAe--aisA kabhI nahIM hotaa| tInoM sAtha-sAtha rahate haiM aura sAtha-sAtha hI zarIra se nikalate haiN| tInoM kA ghaniSTha saMbaMdha hai / vaha kabhI TUTatA nahIM / ___ eka prazna hotA hai ki tejasa zarIra ke phoTo le liye gae, parantu karmazarIra ke phoTo kyoM nahIM liye gae ? jaina darzana kI vyAkhyA ke anusAra karmazarIra ke phoTo nahIM liye jA sakate / yaha saMbhava bhI nahIM hai / tIna haiM --- sthUla zarIra, sUkSma zarIra aura AtmA / unakA saMbaMdha isa prakAra hai--AtmA, karmazarIra, tejasa zarIra aura sthUla zarIra / sthUla zarIra ke paramANu sthUla haiM / ve hamArI pakar3a meM A jAte haiN| usake pazcAt AtA hai taijasa zarIra / vaha sthUla zarIra kI apekSA sUkSma hai| phira hai krmshriir| vaha taijasa zarIra se bhI sUkSma hai / phira hai AtmA / vaha sUkSmatama hai, amUrta hai, apaudgalika hai| sthUla zarIra se calate haiM to sUkSmatA Age se Age bar3hatI jAtI hai| sthUla zarIra ko dekhA / taijasa zarIra ko dekhanA usase kaThina huaa| tejasa zarIra ko dekhA / karma zarIra ko dekhanA kaThina ho gayA / mAna leM ki karmazarIra ko bhI dekha liyA to bhI AtmA ko dekha pAnA asaMbhava hai, kyoMki vaha amUrta hai, dIkhatA vahI hai jo mUrta hai / cAhe phira vaha sthUla ho, sUkSma ho yA sUkSmatama Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 124 kisane kahA mana cacala hai ho| zarIra ke aNu-aNu ko dekha liyaa| haDDiyAM, mAMsa, majjA, rakta Adi dikhAI die| aura Age bddh'e| sUkSmatA meM praveza kiyaa| vRttiyoM ke kendroM kI jAnakArI huii| kucha aura Age bar3he aura sUkSma zarIra ke astitva ko na mAnane kI bAta samApta ho gii| atIndriya draSTAoM ne jo pratyakSa kiyA thA, jinhoMne sUkSma zarIra ke astitva ko svIkArA thA, Aja kA vijJAna sUkSma upakaraNoM se vahAM taka pahuMca gyaa| usane tejasa zarIra ke astitva ko svIkAra liyA / AtmA ko mAnane kI bAdhA pUrNataH samApta nahIM huI hai / vijJAna usa dizA meM gatizIla hai, paraMtu abhI taka vaha kisI mahattvapUrNa niSkarSa para nahIM pahuMca pAyA hai| atIndriya draSTAoM kI dRSTi se AtmA kI svIkRti meM koI bAdhA nahIM hai kintu vijJAna ke AdhAra para use pUrNa svIkRti denA saMbhava nahIM hai| sAdhanA kA prayojana hai sthUla zarIra ko bheda kara sUkSma zarIra taka pahuMcanA / hama pahale sthUla zarIra ke prakaMpanoM ko dekheM, sthUla zarIra meM hone vAle rAsAyanika parivartanoM ko dekheM, sthUla zarIra meM ghaTita hone vAle jaivika parivartanoM ko dekheM aura graMthiyoM ke srAvoM ko dekheN-smjhe| ___ zarIra meM pratikSaNa parivartana ho rahA hai; eka paryAya prakaTa ho rahA hai, dUsarA paryAya naSTa ho rahA hai| yaha utpAda aura vyaya kA cakra niraMtara cala rahA hai| usa cakrAkAra paryAya ke srota ko hama dekheN| itanA hI dekhanA paryApta nahIM hai| yaha to kevala sthUla ko dekhanA hI huaa| hameM sUkSma ko bhI dekhanA hai| hama dekhane kI apanI zakti ko itanA vikasita kareM ki kisI upakaraNa yA yaMtra kI sahAyatA ke binA bhI hama tejasa zarIra ko sAkSAt dekha sakeM, AbhA-maMDala ko dekha sakeM aura Age bar3hakara karma zarIra ko bhI dekha skeN| usameM hone vAle karma-vipAkoM ko bhI dekha leM / ina sabako dekhakara hama usako bhI dekha leM jahAM dekhane vAlA aura dekhanA do nahIM rhte| dekhane vAlA svayaM dekhane vAlA hI rahe, draSTA hI rahe / draSTA aura dRzya eka ho jAte haiM, use bhI dekheN| hama calate-calate apane caitanya ke mUla svarUpa meM cale jAeM, usameM avasthita ho jAeM / bahuta laMbI yAtrA hai / abhI hamane yAtrA kA prAraMbha hI kiyA hai| hameM bahuta dUra pahuMcanA hai| hama utsAha, vIrya aura zakti ko bar3hAeM jisase ki yAtrApatha nirbAdha ho sake aura hama yAtrA ko AnandapUrvaka saMpanna kara lakSya taka pahuMca skeN| bhagavAn mahAvIra se pUchA- "bhaMte ! pramAda kisase pravAhita hotA Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti - jAgaraNa ke sUtra hai ?" " vatsa ! pramAda yoga ( pravRtti) se pravAhita hotA hai / " "bhaMte ! yoga kisase pravAhita hotA hai ?" " vatsa ! yoga vIrya se pravAhita hotA hai / " "bhaMte ! vIryaM kisase pravAhita hotA hai ? " vatsa ! vIryaM zarIra se pravAhita hotA hai / ' "bhaMte ! zarIra kisase pravAhita hotA hai ?" " vatsa ! zarIra jIva se pravAhita hotA hai / " Age prazna ke lie avakAza nahIM rahA / prazna samApta ho gayA / jIva se zarIra, zarIra se vIrya, vIrya se yoga, yoga se pramAda aura pramAda se karmabandha - yaha eka pUrA cakra hai, pUrI zRGkhalA hai / vedAMta ne yadi isa bAta ko svIkRti dI ki cetana acetana se paidA hotA hai, to yaha sApekSa dRSTi se sahI ho sakatI hai / bhagavAn mahAvIra ne aura kyA kahA ? ve kahate haiM-- jIva se zarIra utpanna hotA hai / isakA artha huA-- cetana se acetana utpanna hotA hai / sApekSa dRSTi se dekheM to koI kaThinAI nahIM hai / nirapekSa dRSTi se dekheMge to kaThinAI AegI, anyathA nahIM / jIva se ajIva (zarIra ) utpanna hotA hai, yaha sApekSa kathana satya hai | 125 zarIra kA nirmAtA kauna hai ? zarIra kA nirmAtA ekamAtra jIva hai / jIva ne apane-Apa zarIra kA nirmANa kiyA hai / yadi jIva na ho to zarIra kA nirmANa ho nahIM sakatA / zarIra paryApti, AhAra paryApti, bhASA, mana aura zvAsa - ina sabakA nirmAtA hai jIva / ye saba paudgalika haiM kintu pudgaloM kI nirmiti nahIM hai / kevala pudgala inakA nirmANa nahIM kara sakate / kevala pudgala na zarIra kA nirmANa kara sakate haiM, na bhASA kA nirmANa kara sakate haiM, na AhAra, mana aura zvAsa kA nirmANa kara sakate haiM / ye saba paudgalika haiM, kintu inakA nirmAtA pudgala nahIM hai / AkAza meM ve pudgala vyApta haiM jinheM bhASA ke rUpa meM, mana ke rUpa meM, zvAsa ke rUpa meM, zarIra ke rUpa meM aura AhAra ke rUpa meM badalA jA sakatA hai / kintu ve pudgala svayaM ina saba rUpoM meM parivartita nahIM ho sakate / jIva hI unako ina rUpoM meM parivartita kara sakatA hai / jIva kI bahuta bar3I sRSTi hai / sUkSma se sthUla kA nirmANa jIva hI karatA hai / jitane bhI dRzya padArtha haiM, cAhe ve sthUla hoM yA sUkSma, sabakA ghaTaka jIva hai / jo pudgala hamAre upayoga meM A rahe haiM, ve saba jIva ke hI vyakta zarIra haiM / Apa khAte haiM to jIva ke zarIra ko hI khAte haiM / Apa paha Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 126 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai nate haiM to jIva ke zarIra ko hI pahanate haiM / jisa para baiThate haiM, sote haiM, ve . saba jIva ke hI zarIra haiM / hamAre sAmane do hI padArtha haiM- jIvayukta zarIra yA jIvamukta zarIra / sRSTi kA sArA vistAra jIva se hI huA hai, kintu sRSTi kA vistAra karane vAlA yaha jIva parde ke pIche rahatA hai / IzvaravAdI bhI yahI mAnate haiM ki Izvara ne sRSTi kA nirmANa kiyA kintu vaha svayaM parde ke pIche rahatA hai / hama bhI bhASA ko badalakara kaha sakate haiM ki jIva ne sRSTi kA nirmANa kiyA, kintu vaha svayaM parde ke pIche rahatA hai / yadi gaharAI se dekheM to donoM bAtoM meM bahuta kama antara hai / jIva Izvara hai / vaha kartA hai| usane hI sArA nirmANa kiyA hai / hameM jIva taka pahuMcanA hai| usa draSTA aura jJAtA taka pahuMcanA hai, jo parde ke pIche hai / kintu vahAM taka pahuMcane ke lie pairoM meM zakti cAhie / paMgu pahAr3a para nahIM car3ha pAtA / paMgu lambI yAtrA nahIM kara pAtA / pairoM meM paryApta zakti caahie| pairoM kI suvidhA ke lie hama jina vAhanoM kA upayoga karate . haiM, ve bhI zaktizAlI hone cAhie / zakti cAhe pairoM kI ho yA vAhana kI / zakti kI pramukhatA hai / zaktizUnya kA upayoga nahIM hai / eka Asana meM baiThane ke lie zakti cAhie / sAdhanA karane ke lie zakti cAhie | lambe dhyAna ke * lie zakti cAhie / zaktihIna kucha nahIM kara pAtA / zakti ko jAgRta kaise kareM ? zakti jAgaraNa ke sUtra kauna-se haiM ? hama - zakti jAgaraNa ke sUtroM ko khojeM / unheM upalabdha kara zakti ko jAgRta kareM / zakti jAgaraNa kA pahalA sUtra hai- dIrgha zvAsa- prekSA / yaha mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai / ise samajhane se pahale hama zvAsa ko samajha leM / zvAsa kA sambandha - bahuta gahana hai / vaha bahuta gaharAI meM calA jAtA hai| ise samajhane ke lie jar3a ko samajhanA jarUrI hai, phUla ko samajhanA jarUrI nahIM hai / bahuta sAdhA-raNa bAta hai ki jo jar3a ko nahIM samajhatA vaha phUla ke rahasya ko bhI nahIM samajha sktaa| jisakA dhyAna jar3a kI ora jAtA hai, jo jar3oM ko samajha letA hai, usake lie saba bAteM sarala ho jAtI haiM | zvAsa kI jar3a ko samajheM / zvAsa kA saMbaMdha hai prANa se, prANa kA sambandha hai paryApta se arthAt sUkSma prANa se aura paryApti kA sambandha haiM karmazarIra se / karma zarIra zvAsa kI jar3a hai| zvAsa isase jur3A huA hai / jaba 1 Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti-jAgaraNa ke sUtra . 127 AtmA eka zarIra ko chor3akara dUsarA zarIra dhAraNa karatI hai, usa antarAla kAla meM usake do zarIra hote haiM-eka tejasa zarIra aura dUsarA kArmaNa -zarIra / ina donoM zarIra ke mAdhyama se AtmA antarAla kI yAtrA karatI hai aura apane utpatti sthAna taka pahuMca jAtI hai / utpatti ke pahale kSaNa meM AtmA karmazarIra ke dvArA AhAra grahaNa karatI hai| use karmazAstrIya bhASA meM oja AhAra kahate haiM aura vijJAna kI bhASA meM use UrjA kA AhAra kaha sakate haiM / hamArA jIvana taba taka rahatA hai jaba taka oja AhAra hai, UrjA kA AhAra hai / jaba oja AhAra samApta ho gayA, UrjA samApta ho gaI to lAkha upAya karane para bhI jIvana TikatA nahIM, samApta ho jAtA hai| isake binA prANI jI nahIM sktaa| yahI hai jIvanI zakti, jo jIvana ko TikAe rakhatI hai| oja AhAra yA UrjA ke AhAra kA saMcaya jIva pahale hI kSaNa meM pUrA kara letA hai| usake pazcAt sthUla zarIra kA nirmANa hotA hai| hamAre sthUla zarIra kA jitanA vikAsa hotA hai, usameM jitanI nADiyAM banatI haiM, jitane cakra aura jitane prakAra ke saMsthAna banate haiM ve sabake saba saMvAdI haiM, mUla nahIM haiN| unakA mUla hai kamazarIra meN| karma zarIra meM jitane srota haiM, jitane zakti-vikAsa ke kendra haiM, jitane caitanya kendra haiM, unakA saMvAdI hai yaha sthUla zarIra / yadi kisI prANI ke karmazarIra meM eka indriya kA vikAsa hai to sthUla zarIra kI saMracanA meM kevala eka sparzana indriya kA hI vikAsa hogA, zeSa indriyoM kA sthAna nahIM bnegaa| unake kendra nahIM bneNge| unake golaka nirmita nahIM hoNge| na AMkha kA nirmANa hogA, na kAna kA nirmANa hogA, na nAka kA nirmANa hogA aura na jIbha kA nirmANa hogaa| yadi karmazarIra meM do indriyoM kA vikAsa hai to sthUla zarIra meM do indriyoM ke saMsthAna baneMge; yadi karmazarIra meM pAMca indriyoM kA vikAsa hai to sthUla zarIra meM pAMcoM indriyoM ke saMsthAna bana jAeMge aura yadi mana kA vikAsa hai to sthUla zarIra meM mastiSka kA nirmANa hogaa| jina jIvoM meM mana kA vikAsa nahIM hai, unake pRSTharajju bhI nahIM hotA aura mastiSka bhI nahIM hotA / pRSTharajju aura mastiSka unhIM meM hotA hai jinameM mana kA vikAsa hotA hai / isa prakAra racanA kA sArA upakrama sUkSma zarIra ke AdhAra para hotA hai| isIlie hama yaha kaha sakate haiM ki sUkSma zarIra hai 'bimba' aura yaha sthUla zarIra hai 'pratibimba' / sUkSma zarIra hai 'pramANa' aura yaha sthUla zarIra hai 'saMvAdI Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 128 pramANa' / Aja ke zarIrazAstriyoM ne zarIra meM avasthita graMthiyoM ke viSaya meM bahuta sUkSma vizleSaNa kiyA hai / koI AdamI baunA hotA hai / isakA kAraNa hai ki thAirAiDa granthi ke hAramoMsa satulita nahIM hai / isI prakAra laMbA honA, sundara yA asundara honA, svastha yA bImAra honA, buddhimAna yA buddhizUnya honA, vizleSaNa kI zakti honA yA na honA, jitane bhI hamAre zArIrika, mAnasika yA mastiSkIya parivartana hote haiM ve saba bhinna-bhinna granthiyoM ke srAva para nirbhara haiM / granthiyoM ke srAva ina sabako niyaMtrita karate haiM / inake hrAsa yA vikAsa meM ye hI nimitta haiM / kisane kahA mana caMcala hai karmazAstrIya bhASA meM hama ise samajheM / ATha karmoM meM eka karma haiMnAmakarma / usakI aneka prakRtiyAM haiM, vibhAga haiM / manuSya laMbA yA baunA hotA hai--- saMsthAna nAmakaraNa ke kAraNa / isI prakAra sundara-asundara honA, susvara vAlA yA duHsvara vAlA honA, subhaga yA dubhaMga honA - yaha saba nAma - karma kI vibhinna prakRtiyoM ke kAraNa hotA hai / adhyAtma ke tattvavettAoM ne karmazarIra ke AdhAra para sArA vizleSaNa kiyA / nAmakarma kA sUkSma adhyayana karane para yaha spaSTa ho jAtA hai ki hamAre zarIra kA sArA nirmANa, yaza-apayaza, Adeza anAdeza - yaha saba nAmakarma ke AdhAra para hotA hai / sUkSma zarIra meM jisa prakAra ke rasavipAka ho rahe haiM una rasa-vipAkoM ke AdhAra para zarIra kA sArA cakra calatA hai sAdhakoM ne dhyAna kI gaharAI meM jAkara sUkSma zarIra se sAkSAt kiyA aura sArI sUkSmatAoM kA pratipAdana kiyA / vijJAna abhI taka vahAM nahIM pahuMca pAyA hai / usakI pahuMca sthUla zarIra taka huI aura usane usa sthUla zarIra kI sUkSmatama vyAkhyA kI / hama donoM-karmazAstrIya vizleSaNa aura zarIra zAstrIya vizleSaNa ko milAkara dekheM / hameM pratIta hogA ki donoM kA svara eka hai / donoM eka hI bAta batA rahe haiM / kevala bhUmikA kA bheda mAtra hai / dharmazAstrIya bhUmikA zarIrazAstrIya bhUmikA se kevala Upara hai / karmazAstra ke vettAoM ne mUla bimba ko dekhakara pratipAdana kiyA aura zarIrazAstra ke vettA pratibimba ko dekhakara pratipAdana kara rahe haiM / ve bimba kI bhASA meM bole aura ye pratibimba kI bhASA meM bola rahe haiM / bhASA to eka hI hogI / kAMca meM pratibimba par3atA hai / AdamI bAhara khar3A hai / usI kA pratibimba kAMca meM par3atA hai / pratibimba vahI hogA jo mUla bimba hai| isameM antara kaise AegA ? bimba kucha ho aura pratibimba kucha Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti-jAgaraNa ke sUtra 126 aura hI Ae, yaha nahIM ho sakatA / jo bimba hai usI kA pratibimba aaegaa| karmazAstriyoM ne bimba kI bhASA meM sArA pratipAdana kiyA aura zarIrazAstriyoM ne pratibimba kI bhASA meM sArA pratipAdana kiyaa| donoM meM bhASA kA antara ho sakatA hai, tathya kA nhiiN| zarIrazAstrIya hAramoMsa, sikrizana oNpha glainDsa, pranthiyoM kA srAva kahate haiM / karmazAstrI karmoM kA rasa vipAka, anubhAvabaMdha kahate haiN| vaha bhI rasa aura yaha bhI rasa / bhASA bhI mila gii| sUkSma zarIra ke dvArA jo vipAka hotA hai usakA rasasrAva anthiyoM ke dvArA hotA hai aura vaha hamArI sArI pravRttiyoM ko saMcAlita karatA hai, prabhAvita karatA hai| yadi hama ise ucita rUpa meM jAna lete haiM to hama sthUla zarIra taka kabhI nahIM rukeMge, aura Age bar3heMge / sAdhanA kA yahI prayojana hai ki hama Age se Age bar3hate jAeM, sthUla zarIra para hI na rukeM, usase Age sukSma zarIra taka pahuMca jAeM / hameM una rasAyanoM taka pahuMcanA hai jo karma ke dvArA mizrita ho rahe haiM / vahAM bhI hama na rukeM, Age bar3heM aura AtmA ke una pariNAmoM taka pahuMceM jo una srAvoM ko mizrita kara rahe haiN| __ sthUla yA sUkSma zarIra upakaraNa haiN| mUla hai AtmA ke pariNAma / hama' sUkSma zarIra se Age bar3hakara, AtmapariNAmoM taka phuNce| upAdAna aura nimitta ko samajhe binA sAdhanA ko ThIka se nahIM samajhA jA sktaa| upAdAna ko samajhanA hogA, nimitta ko bhI samajhanA hogA, pariNAmoM ko bhI samajhanA hogaa| mana ke pariNAma, AtmA ke pariNAma niraMtara calate rahate haiM / AtmA ke pariNAma yadi vizuddha caitanya kendroM kI ora pravAhita hote haiM to pariNAma vizuddha hote haiM aura yadi ve hI AtmapariNAma vAsanA kI vRttiyoM ko uttejanA dene vAle caitanya-kendroM kI ora pravAhita hote haiM, to pariNAma kaluSita hote haiM / jo caitanya-kendra krodha, mAna, mAyA aura lobha kI vRttiyoM ko uttejita karate haiM, jo caitanya-kendra AhArasaMjJA, bhayasaMjJA, maithunasaMjJA aura parigrahasaMjJA ko uttejanA dete haiM, yadi ina caitanya-kendroM kI ora Atma-pariNAma kI dhArA pravAhita hogI to usa samaya vahI vRtti ubhara AegI, vaise hI vicAra bneNge| mAja yaha parama Avazyaka ho gayA hai ki isa ora gaharI khoja ho / khoja ke dvArA yaha spaSTa ho jAe ki zarIra ke kisa bhAga meM mana ko pravAhita karane se acche pariNAma A sakate haiM aura zarIra ke kisa bhAga meM mana Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 130 kisane kahA mana caMcala haiM ko pravAhita karane se bure pariNAma A sakate hai| yadi yaha sArA spaSTa ho jAe to hama hamArI sArI vRttiyoM para niyaMtraNa pA sakate haiN| aura taba hama apanI icchAnusAra zubha lezyAoM meM praveza kara sakate haiM, azubha lezyAoM se dUra raha sakate haiM / kintu yaha sthiti anveSaNa-sApekSa hai| Aja aise vaijJAnikoM kI AvazyakatA hai jinakI adhyAtma meM AsthA ho, ruci ho aura jina meM sAtha hI sAtha vaijJAnika paddhati kA spaSTa bodha ho, vaijJAnika tathyoM kI avagati ho / aise vaijJAnika yadi zarIra ke pratyeka avayava kI chAnabIna kareM, AtmA ke pariNAma kI dRSTi se aura vRtti kI dRSTi se, to bahuta bar3A kAma ho sakatA hai| isake phalasvarUpa aneka nae-nae tathya sAmane A sakate haiN| ____ maiMne eka prAcIna graMtha dekhaa| vaha gujarAtI-mizrita rAjasthAnI bhASA meM likhA huA thaa| usameM kucha mahattvapUrNa tathya pratipAdita the| patA nahIM lekhaka ne una tathyoM kA anubhava kara phira unako lipibaddha kiyA yA kinhIM dUsare granthoM ke AdhAra para unheM likhaa| kucha bhI ho, vaha grantha kucheka naI jAnakArI prastuta karatA hai| usameM likhA hai-nAbhi kamala kI aneka paMkhur3iyAM haiM / jaba Atma-pariNAma amuka paMkhur3I para jAtA hai taba krodha kI vRtti jAgatI hai, jaba amuka paMkhur3I para jAtA hai taba mAna kI vRtti jAgatI hai, jaba amuka paMkhur3I para jAtA hai taba mAyA kI vRtti jAgatI hai, jaba amuka paMkhur3I para jAtA hai taba vAsanA uttejita hotI hai aura jaba amuka paMkhur3I para jAtA hai taba lobha kI vRtti ubharatI hai| jaba Atma-pariNAma nAbhi-kamala se Upara uThakara hRdaya-kamala kI paMkhur3iyoM para jAtA hai taba samatA kI vRtti jAgatI hai, jJAna kA vikAsa hotA hai, acchI vRttiyAM ubharatI haiN| jaba Atma-pariNAma darzana-kendra para pahuMcatA hai taba caudaha pUrvo ke grahaNa karane kI kSamatA jAgatI hai| jaba Atma-pariNAma jJAna-kendra para pahuMcatA hai taba kevala jJAna kI kSamatA jAgRta ho jAtI hai / amuka sthAna para Atma-pariNAma pahuMcatA hai to avadhijJAna kI kSamatA jAgatI hai / yaha sArA pratipAdana kisa AdhAra para kiyA gayA hai-yaha nizcayapUrvaka nahIM kahA jA sakatA / kintu isa pratipAdana meM eka bahuta bar3I sacAI kA udghATana hotA hai ki zarIra meM aneka saMvAdI kendra haiM / ina kendroM para mana Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti-jAgaraNa ke sUtra 131 ko ekAgra kara, mana se unakI prekSA kara, hama aise dvAroM kA udghATana kara sakate haiM, aisI khir3akiyAM khola sakate haiM, jinake dvArA cetanA kI razmiyAM bAhara nikala sakeM aura apaghaTita ko ghaTita kara skeN| - hama mUla ko smjhe| zvAsa kA saMbaMdha hai prANa se, prANa kA saMbaMdha hai paryApti se arthAt sUkSma prANa se / yaha jIvana ke pahale hI kSaNa meM nirmita ho ho jAtA hai prANa ko bhI prANa cAhie / jo sUkSma zarIra kA prANa hai, use bhI prANa cAhie / vaha prANa AkAza-maMDala se prApta hotA hai| sAre zarIra meM, sAre AkAza-maMDala meM prANacakra phailA huA hai, AhAra paryApti ke yogya vargaNAeM sAre AkAza meM phailI huI haiM / UrjA kI yA prANazakti kI vargaNAeM phailI huI haiM, ve prApta hotI haiM zvAsa ke mAdhyama se| hama kevala zvAsa hI nahIM lete, usake sAtha prANa bhI lete haiM / zarIrazAstra ke anusAra bhI jaba hama zvAsa lete haiM to oNksIjana grahaNa karate haiM, nAiTrojana lete haiM aura bhI na jAne kitanI gaiseM aura kitane tattva grahaNa karate haiN| kintu karmazAstra kI bhASA meM hama prANa lete haiM / zvAsa ke sAtha jAne vAlA prANa usa prANa ko saMvaddhita karatA hai, poSaNa detA hai / __ jaina Agamana bhagavatI aura prajJApanA meM yaha prazna upasthita kiyA gayA hai ki jIva kaba AhAra letA hai aura kitanI dizAoM se AhAra letA hai ? prazna ke uttara meM kahA gayA hai ki jIva pUrva, pazcima, uttara, dakSiNa, Urdhva dizA aura aghodizA-chahoM dizAoM se AhAra letA hai / vahAM kevala AhAra kA prasaMga hI nahIM hai / roma AhAra bhI alpa mAtrA meM hotA hai / vahAM AhAra kA artha hI hai-prANatattva kA AhAra / jIva jIvita rahane ke lie niraMtara bAhara se AharaNa karatA hai, vaha niraMtara prANaUrjA letA hai / yaha AharaNa kabhI nahIM ruktaa| UrjA yA prANa ke AharaNa kA sazakta mAdhyama hai zvAsa / yaha nirantara calatA hai to AharaNa bhI niraMtara calatA hai| zvAsa kA saMbaMdha hai prANa se, prANa kA saMbaMdha hai sUkSma prANa se aura sUkSma prANa kA saMbaMdha hai sUkSma zarIra se, karma zarIra se / hama dIrghazvAsa lete haiM, dIrghazvAsa kI prekSA karate haiM, isakA artha yaha huA ki hama zakti ke mUla srotoM ko jAgRta karane kA prayatna karate haiM / dIrghazvAsa ko dekhane kI bAta bahuta choTI-sI lagatI hai, kintu yaha bahuta gaharI bAta hai| eka aMgulI ko pakar3akara samUce ghara ke svAmI bana jAne kI bAta hai| hama isa prakriyA meM kevala prANa ko hI nahIM pakar3a rahe haiM, samUcI Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 132 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai prANazakti ko jAgRta karane kA prayatna kara rahe haiM / jaise-jaise hama zvAsa ko dIrgha karate haiM, hama pUrI UrjA ko khIMcate haiM aura use dekhate haiM to zakti ke mUla srota ko jAgRta kara lete haiM, jisake visphoTa ke dvArA hameM naI-naI upalabdhiyAM prApta hotI haiN| naI dizAoM ke udghATana ke lie zvAsa-prekSA bahuta hI mahattva pUrNa hai| ise sAmAnya na maaneN| jaise dIrghazvAsa-prekSA zakti jAgaraNa kA mahattvapUrNa tattva hai, vaise hI samavRtti zvAsa-prekSA bhI zakti-jAgaraNa kA mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai / eka nathune se zvAsa lenA aura dUsare se nikAlanA-yaha hai samavRtti zvAsa / ise dekhanA, isake sAtha mana kA yoga karanA mahattvapUrNa bAta hai| manokAyika cikitsaka isa niSkarSa para pahuMce haiM ki samavRtti zvAsa ke mAdhyama se cetanA ke viziSTa kendroM ko jAgRta kiyA jA sakatA hai / unhoMne yahAM taka pratipAdita kiyA hai ki isake puSTa abhyAsa se atIndriyajJAna upalabdha kiyA jA sakatA hai / klevoyensa kI upalabdhi isase saMbhava ho sakatI hai| samavRtti zvAsa kA satata abhyAsa aneka upalabdhiyoM meM sahAyaka ho sakatA hai| __zvAsa ke aneka prayoga haiM-dIrghazvAsa-prekSA, samavRttizvAsa-prekSA, sUkSma-zvAsa-prekSA Adi / aura bhI aneka prayoga haiM / mUla bAta hameM jJAta ho jAnI cAhie ki zvAsa bahuta hI mUlyavAn hai / ise choTA na samajhA jAe / yadi yaha choTI-sI bAta bhI samajha meM A jAtI hai to sAdhanA kI bar3I-bar3I bAteM svataH samajha meM A jAeMgI / manuSya kI kaThinAI yaha hai ki vaha sadA dhvajA ko dekhatA hai, nIMva ko nahIM dekhatA / adhyAtma kI sAdhanA meM zvAsa ko dekhanA nIMva ko dekhanA hai / yaha nIMva kA patthara hai / isI para sAdhanA kA mahala khar3A kiyA jA sakatA hai| yadi hama zvAsa kI bAta ko ThIka se pakar3a lete haiM to agale dvAra apane-Apa udghATita hote cale jAte haiN| Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 13 | saMkalikA * vizva meM saba kucha yaugika, zuddha kucha bhI nahIM / * jJAna ananta, bhASA sAnta, anubhava ananta / * rUpI sattA, arUpI sattA / * sUkSma racanA -- catuHsparzI pudgaloM kI saMracanA | sthUla racanA - aSTasparzI pudgaloM kI saMracanA | * kozikA kI racanA atyanta sUkSma, jaTila aura Azcaryajanaka / * karma - zarIra kI kozikAeM - eka varga iMca meM araboM-kharaboM / jJAna kI kSamatA kA honA eka bAta hai| jJAna kI abhivyakti ko phailanA dUsarI bAta hai | sthUla zarIra kI kriyAoM kA jJAna-vijJAna kA kSetra - ve kriyAe kyoMvijJAna ke pAsa koI uttara nahIM / * sthUla zarIra aura karma - zarIra kA setu hai - tejasa zarIra / bhASA acetana, bhASAyoga cetana / mana acetana, manoyoga cetana / kAyA acetana, kAyAyoga cetana / Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sthUla aura sUkSma kI mImAMsA vizva meM jitane prANI haiM, saba yaugika haiM, koI bhI zuddha nahIM hai| jIva hai / zarIra hai / cetanA zarIra ke binA abhivyakti nahIM hotI aura zarIra cetanA ke binA nirmita nahIM hotA / cetanA aura zarIra-ina donoM kA yoga hai, isalie sabhI prANI yaugika haiN| zuddha cetanA jaisI koI vastu upalabdha nahIM hotii| yaha mAtra bhAvI kI kalpanA ho sakatI hai / na jAne jIva aura zarIra, cetanA aura zarIra kaba se sAtha haiM ? isakI koI vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sakatI / yaha kaba se hai ? kyoM hai ? kaise hai ? ---ye prazna anuttarita hI haiM : isake lie itanA mAtra kahA jA sakatA hai ki yaha saba anAdi kAla se hai / vaha kAla jisakA Adi nahIM hai, zurUAta nahIM hai / isake atirikta hamAre pAsa isakA koI uttara nahIM hai / yaha yoga anAdi hai| aisA lagatA hai ki jIva aura pudgala meM eka samajhautA hai, pudgala kI eka zarta hai jIva ke sAtha ki tuma merI sImA se bAhara nahIM jA sakate, mere prabhAva-kSetra se mukta nahIM ho sakate / jIva anAdikAla se zarIra ke prabhAva-kSetra meM raha rahA hai, usakI sImA se mukta nahIM ho rahA hai / jIva kI bhI eka zarta hai pudgala (zarIra) ke sAtha ki tuma mere maulika astitva ko nirmUla nahIM kara sakate, vibhakta nahIM kara sakate / zarIra apanI zarta ko nibhA rahA hai / vaha jIva ke maulika svarUpa ko vikRta nahIM kara rahA hai / jIva maulika svarUpa meM hai, para vaha zarIra ke prabhAva-kSetra se mukta nahIM hai| zarIra jIva para apanA prabhAva DAla rahA hai, kintu usakI maulika sattA ko kabhI nirmUla nahIM kara paataa| isI AdhAra para bahuta kucha batAyA gayA hai / ____ jAnanA eka bAta hai aura use batAnA dUsarI bAta hai| jAnanA svagata hotA hai / batAne meM bhASA kA mAdhyama liyA jAtA hai| bhASA kI apanI sImA hai ataH batAnA bhI sImita ho jAtA hai / jAnane ko ananta hai kintu bhASA meM ananta jaisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| bhASA meM sImita abhivyakti hI ho sakatI hai| bhASA ananta nahIM aura bhASA meM jo pratipAdya hotA hai, vAcya hotA hai, vaha ananta ho hI nahIM sktaa| jaba bhASA ananta nahIM, sImita hai, Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sthUla aura sUkSma kI mImAMsA 135. sAnta hai, taba vaha sImita tattva asImita yA ananta ko apane mAdhyama se kaise abhivyakta kara sakatA hai ? sAnta meM ananta ko kaise utArA jA sakatA hai / jo jAnA gayA, vaha sArA kA sArA batAyA jA sake, aisA koI mAdhyama hamAre pAsa nahIM hai / ananta kI carcA ko hama chor3a deN| kintu pratidina hone vAle dhyAna ke anubhavoM ko bhI hama bhASA kA paridhAna nahIM de sakate / unako bhASA ke mAdhyama se abhivyakta nahIM kara skte| jo kucha batAyA jAtA hai vaha adhUrA hI hotA hai / hama pratIka ke rUpa meM use thor3I-sI abhivyakti de pAte haiM, pUrI amivyakti nahIM de paate| anubhavoM ko bhASA ke mAdhyama se bAhara nahIM lAyA jA sakatA / koI mAdhyama nahIM hai, koI vAhana nahIM hai, jisa para anubhava apanI yAtrA kara dUsaroM taka pahuMca ske| jaba sukha kI anubhUti hotI hai taba mukha-mudrA prasanna ho jAtI hai| jaba krodha kI anubhUti hotI hai taba bhauMheM tana jAtI haiM, sArA zarIra tanAva grasta ho jAtA hai| yaha sukha kI yA krodha kI pUrI abhivyakti nahIM hai| usakA kevala eka aMza mAtra hI abhivyakta ho pAyA hai| na pUrA sukha abhivyakta huA hai aura na pUrA krodha abhivyakta huA hai| unakA kevala eka aMza hI bAhara phUTA hai| __ tattva do haiM-jIva aura ajIva / jIva vaha hai jisameM cetanA hai| jIva vaha hai jo arUpI sattA hai| jIva aura ajIva ke bIca jo bhedarekhA hai vaha hai cetnaa| cetanA donoM ko vibhakta karatI hai| jisameM cetanA hai vaha jIva aura jisameM cetanA nahIM hai vaha ajIva / yaha eka bAta hai| dUsarI hai-arUpI sattA / arUpI-yaha zabda hamAre lie bilakula aparicita hai / yaha aparicita isalie hai ki hama indriyoM ke jagat meM jIte haiM, indriyoM se paricita haiM / hama manas aura buddhi ke jagat meM jIte haiM, unase paricita haiM / buddhi, mana aura indriyoM ke pAsa arUpI ko pahacAnane kA koI sAdhana nahIM hai, jAnane kA koI upAya nahIM hai / isalie yaha 'arUpI' zabda bahuta aparicita hai| isa zabda kI khoja usI vyakti ne kI jisane indriyoM ke pare, mana aura buddhi ke pare jAkara kucha dekhA, jAnA / avadhijJAnI bhI arUpI ko dekha nahIM pAte, nahIM jAna pAte / manaH-paryavajJAnI bhI arUpI ko nahIM dekha sakatA, jAna sakatA / avadhijJAna aura manaH-paryavajJAna-ye donoM atIndriya Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 136 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai jJAna haiM, para ye bhI arUpI ko jAnane-dekhane meM asamartha haiM / atIndriyajJAna kI eka antima sImA hai jahAM pahuMcakara vyakti ne udghoSaNA kI ki hama jisa jagat meM jI rahe haiM vahAM eka aisA bhI tattva hai jo arUpI hai / jisameM varNa, gaMdha, rasa aura sparza - kucha bhI nahIM hai / jisameM saMghaTana aura vighaTana nahIM hai / jo na jur3atA hai aura na bikharatA hai / jo na skaMdha banatA hai aura na kucha aur| vaha AkAza kA avagAhana karatA hai para usako rokatA nahIM / vaha apratihata hai / aisA eka bhI sthAna nahIM jahAM vaha na ho, jahAM vaha na rahe / yaha hai arUpI sattA | arUpI sattA aura cetanA sattA- donoM indriya aura mana ke pare haiM / yadi hama inheM indriyoM, mana aura buddhi ke mAdhyama se jAnanA cAheM to hama kabhI nahIM jAna pAyeMge / kyoMki indriya mana yA buddhi ke ye viSaya nahIM banate / jo jisakA viSaya nahIM hai, use usake dvArA samajhane kA prayatna karanA vyartha hai, prayatna kI koI sArthakatA nahIM ho sakatI / hama usI ke dvArA usa viSaya ko jAna sakate haiM jo jisakA sAdhana bana sake, gamaka aura jJApaka bana sake / dUsare dUsare sAdhanoM kI kSamatA ke pare kI bAta hai / unheM koI doSa nahIM diyA jA sakatA / yadi koI vyakti cetanasattA ko svIkAra nahIM karatA, arUpI sattA ko svIkAra nahIM karatA to koI Azcarya nahIM hotA / Azcarya taba ho jaba buddhi se jAnane kI bAta bhI buddhi se na jAnI jaae| taba mAnA jA sakatA hai ki isa vyakti meM bauddhika vikAsa paryApta nahIM hai / isake lie upAya karanA cAhie | eka maMdabuddhi kA AdamI hai aura eka prakhara buddhi kA AdamI hai / donoM meM taratamatA hai / isa taratamatA ko miTAne ke lie prayatna hotA hai / buddhi kA vikAsa karane kA prayatna kiyA jAtA hai / eka vyakti kI smRti kamajora hai aura dUsare vyakti kI smRti prakhara hai / taba kamajora vyakti kI smRti ko bar3hAne kA prayatna kiyA jAtA hai / kintu jahAM koI tAratamya kA prazna hI nahIM hai, vahAM vikAsa kI bAta prApta nahIM hotI / buddhi aura smRti ke vikAsa ko carama bindu taka pahuMcAyA jA sakatA hai, phira bhI arUpI tattva ko nahIM dekhA jA sakatA / kintu atIndriyajJAna kI carama sImA para pahuMcakara jinhoMne isa arUpI sattA kA sAkSAtkAra kiyA, vaha buddhi ke pare kA jJAna thA / yaha zarIra hamArI indriyoM kA viSaya hai, buddhi kA viSaya hai / hama ise Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sthUla aura sUkSma kI mImAMsA 137 indrayoM dvArA dekha sakate haiM aura buddhi ke dvArA isakI vyAkhyA kara sakate haiN| prAcIna kAla meM bhI zarIra kI vyAkhyA bahuta kI gaI aura Aja ke zarIrazAstriyoM ne bhI isakA bahuta vizleSaNa kiyA hai / zarIra ke eka-eka - avayava kI sUkSmatama vyAkhyA Aja prApta hai / zarIra kA choTA yA bar3AaisA koI bhI avayava nahIM, jisakA sUkSmatama vizleSaNa Aja upalabdha na ho / prAcIna kAla meM jo vizleSaNa kiyA gayA vaha dekhane ke AdhAra para yA anu- mAna ke AdhAra para kiyA gayA thaa| Aja kA vizleSaNa vaijJAnika parIkSaNoM aura prayogoM ke AdhAra para huA hai / zarIra acetana hai, rUpIsattA hai / vaha dIkhatA hai, indriya-gamya hai, isalie usakI itanI vyAkhyAeM saMbhava haiM; Aja eka-eka kozikA kI saMracanA bhI ajJAta nahIM hai / DaoN0 huka zIzI kA kArka dekha rahA thA / usane dekhA ki kArka meM jAliyAM hI jAliyAM haiM / vaha jAliyoM se saMkIrNa / vaha Azcarya meM DUba - gayA / khulI AMkhoM se jo kArka kevala eka kArkamAtra hI dIkha rahA thA, eka bhI jAlI nahIM dIkha rahI thI, vaha mAikroskopa se dekhA khAne para jAlI-dAra dIkhane lagA / zarIra ko dekhA / usameM asaMkhya prakoSTha dIkhe / unakA nAma rakhA 'selsa' (Cells) | zarIra meM aura bhI aneka Azcaryajanaka tattva dekhe / kozikAoM kI saMracanA dekhI / Azcarya kA ThikAnA nahIM rahA / yaha sArI sthUla saMracanA kI kahAnI hai / yaha hamAre sthUla zarIra kI bAta hai / hama Age caleM / sUkSma zarIra ko dekhane kA prayatna kareM / paudgalika racanA do prakAra kI hotI hai / eka hai sUkSma racanA aura dUsarI hai sthUla racanA / jaina pAribhASika zabdAvalI meM kaheM to sUkSma racanA arthAt catuHsparzI pudgaloM kI racanA aura sthUla racanA arthAt aSTasparzI pudgaloM kI racanA / jisameM ATha sparza hote haiM vaha sthUla hotA hai aura jisameM kevala cAra sparza hote haiM vaha sUkSma hotA hai | sthUla aSTasparzI hai aura sUkSma catuHsparzI | aSTasparzI paudgalika saMracanA ko dekhA jA sakatA hai | carmacakSuoM ke dvArA tathA vaijJAnika upakaraNoM ke dvArA use pakar3A jA sakatA hai / kintu catuHsparzI paudgalika saMracanA ko dekhanA yA jAnanA bahuta kaThina hai, sarala nahIM hai / manovijJAna tIna prakAra kA mana mAnatA hai-- avacetana mana, cetana mana aura acetana mana / tInoM mastiSka ke hI vibhAga haiM / sUkSma zarIra kI sattA Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 138 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai isase pare haiM / Aja taka jo kozikAoM aura guNasUtroM kI vyAkhyA huI hai vaha sthUla zarIra ke AdhAra para hI huI hai / kozikA kI atyanta sUkSma saMracanA ko dekhakara vaijJAnika Azcarya meM DUba ge| eka sukSma kozikA aura itanI jaTila saMracanA / eka varga iMca meM gyAraha lAkha satahattara hajAra pAMca sau kozikAeM hotI haiM / itanI sUkSma hai inakI saMracanA ! inakA kArya bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai| jitane bhI AnuvaMzika guNa aura avaguNa haiM, una sabakA niyaMtraNa ye choTI-choTI kozikAeM karatI haiN| unakA lekhA-jokhA rakhatI haiM / pahalI kozikA jaba naSTa hotI hai aura dUsarI kozikA kA nirmANa hotA hai taba pahalI pIr3hI vAlI kozikA apanI bhAvI pIr3hI kI kozikA ko sArA dAyitva sauMpa jAtI hai, sArI sUcanAeM de jAtI hai| kyA karanA hai, kaise karanA hai, kaba karanA hai-yaha sArA batA jAtI hai| yaha kitanA AzcaryakArI kArya hai ! prazna hotA hai ki yaha ghaTita kaise hotA hai ? Aja kA zarIra-vijJAna bhI isa gutthI ko nahIM sulajhA pA rahA hai / zarIra-vaijJAnikoM ne kucheka yuktiyAM nikAlI haiM aura isa prazna ko samAhita karane kA prayatna kiyA hai| vividha prakAra kI kozikAeM nAnA prakAra ke proTInoM kA utpAdana karatI haiM aura prAkRtika jagat meM vividhatA banAe rakhatI haiN| kintu Aja bhI yaha samasyA sulajha nahIM pAI hai / yaha eka bindu hai / isa para khar3e hokara yadi hama Age kI ora dekhate haiM to patA calatA hai ki hamAre pAsa isa gutthI ko sulajhAne kA eka sAdhana hai / vaha hai-karmazarIra / yaha sUkSmatama hai / sArI vyavasthA isI se A rahI hai / yaha vyavasthA svataH cAlita hai / ananta-ananta paramANu haiN| sabakA saMcAlana svataH hotA hai| __ karma pudgaloM kA skaMdha anantapradezI hotA hai / vaisA skaMdha hI karma yogya hotA hai| karma ke anantapradezI skaMdha AtmA ke pradezoM se cipake hue haiN| itanA sUkSma jagat ! itanA vizAla jagat ! eka varga iMca meM gyAraha lAkha se adhika kozikAeM hotI haiM kintu yadi sUkSma zarIra-karmazarIra-kI kozikAoM kA lekhA-jokhA kiyA jAe to eka varga iMca meM araboM-kharaboM kozikAoM kA astitva jJAta hogaa| sthUla yA sUkSma-sAre niyamana sUkSma zarIra se hote haiM / vaha niyaMtA hai niyamana karane vAlA hai usake ATha vibhAga haiM / niyamana ke ATha vibhAga haiM / saba apanA-apanA kAma saMbhAle hue haiM / eka vibhAga hai-jJAna ke niyamana kA / vaha jIva ke jJAna kA niyamana Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sthUla aura sUkSma kI mImAMsA 136 karatA hai / vaha isakA niyamana karatA hai ki itanA jJAna bAhara prakaTa honA cAhie, itanA nhiiN| hamAre zarIra meM bhI eka vyavasthA hai| vyakti ko jaba jyAdA kaSTa hotA hai taba use mUrchA A jAtI hai / jaba vyakti pUre kaSTa ko sahana nahIM kara pAtA taba vaha mUcchita ho jAtA hai| yaha prakRtigata vyavasthA hai| jaba taka vyakti kaSToM ko sahana karane kI sImA meM rahatA hai taba taka use koI mUrchA nahIM AtI / jaba kaSTa sImA ko pAra kara jAtA hai, taba prakRti ise mUcchita kara detI hai, jisase ki use kaSTAnubhUti na ho| vaise hI jJAna kI vyavasthA bhI svataHcAlita hai| kisa vyakti ko kitanA jJAna milanA cAhie, kauna vyakti kitane jJAna ko vahana kara sakatA hai-yaha saba sUkSma zarIra--karma zarIra kI vyavasthA hai| yadi isa vyavasthA kA atikramaNa hotA hai to vyakti pAgala bana jAtA hai, mUcchita ho jAtA hai / usa vyakti meM jJAna kI kSamatA itanI jAgata hai to use utanA hI jJAna prApta hogA, kama yA adhika nhiiN| adhika ko jhelane kI kSamatA nahIM hai to adhika Tika nahIM paaegaa| hama par3hate haiM ki amuka vyakti ko jAtismRtijJAna (pUrvajanmajJAna) huA / use pUrva janmoM kI smRti huii| aba usakA jInA dUbhara ho gyaa| kyoMki vaha pratyakSa dekhatA hai ki usane yaha kiyA, vaha kiyaa| usase lar3A, isase lar3A / use mArA, ise maaraa| vaha ghabarA jAtA hai / vaha pAgala ho jAtA hai / aisA isIlie hotA hai ki vaha una smRtiyoM ke bhAra ko jhela nahIM sktaa| usameM itanI kSamatA vikasita nahIM hai| kisI kI tIsarI AMkha khulatI hai / vaha dekhatA hai-amuka dasa dina bAda mara jaaegaa| amuka kA Aja eksIDeMTa hogaa| amuka kA pati mara jaaegaa| aisA hogA, vaise hogA / saMsAra ke sAre jhaMjhaTa usake sAmane A khar3e hote haiM / vaha ghabarA jAtA hai / ghabarAhaTa isalie hotI hai ki usameM ina tathyoM ko jhelane kI kSamatA nahIM hotii| ___jaba taka jhelane kI kSamatA pUrI nahIM jAgatI taba taka yadi jJAna adhika prakaTa hotA hai to saMtulana bigar3a jAtA hai| bijalI ke volTeja jyAdA hote haiM aura yadi iMsulezana nahIM hotA hai to khatarA hI khatarA hai| jaba jJAna ke volTeja, cetanA ke volTeja jyAdA jAga jAte haiM aura yadi kSamatA ke vikAsa kA iMsulezana nahIM hotA hai to vyakti use mela nahIM pAtA / Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai jJAna bhI use pAgala banA detA hai, mUrchA meM DAla detA hai| saMtulana Avazyaka hotA hai| jJAna kA vibhAga isa bAta ko saMbhAlatA hai ki jJAna utanA hI bAhara jAnA cAhie jitanA ki kSamatA kA vikAsa hai| pAribhASika zabdAvalI meM kahA gayA hai ki jitanA antarAya karma kA kSayopazama hogA, utanA hI jJAnAvaraNa kA kSayopazama hogA, utanA hI jJAna kAma meM aaegaa| ziSya ne pUchA- "bhaMte ! indriyoM kI upalabdhi kaise hotI hai ?" guru ne kahA-'jJAnAvaraNa, darzanAvaraNa aura antarAya karma ke kSayopazama se indriyoM kI upalabdhi hotI hai / antarAya karma iMsulezana kI bhAMti jur3A hI rahegA / yadi antarAya karma ko chor3akara kevala yaha kahA jAe ki indriyoM kI upalabdhi kA mUla hetu hai-jJAnAvaraNa aura darzanAvaraNa kA kSayopazama to yaha uttara adhUrA hogA / jJAna kA vibhAga aura darzana kA vibhAga jJAna aura darzana kA niyaMtraNa karatA hai to antarAya kA vibhAga kSamatA kA niyaMtraNa karatA hai / vaha isa bAta ko socatA hai ki vyakti kI mUrchA kitanI TUTI, pAgalapana kitanA TUTA, moha kA AvaraNa kitanA httaa| moha prabala ho aura yadi kSamatA ko adhika jagA diyA jAtA hai to saMtulana bigar3a jAtA hai| phira aNubama banatA hai aura vizva ke saMhAra kI bAta sAmane A jAtI hai| zakti kA vikAsa utanA hI ho, jitanA ki moha TUTA hai| aisA hone para hI saMtulana banA raha sakatA hai / jaba jJAna kA vikAsa, darzana kA vikAsa aura kSamatA kA vikAsa saMtulita hotA hai taba usake anupAta meM mUrchA TUTatI hai / bItarAgatA kA vikAsa yA rAga-dveSa ke mala se mukti pAne kA vikAsa bhI usake saMtulana se prakaTa hotA hai| ye cAroM vibhAga-jJAna kA vibhAga, darzana kA vibhAga, antarAya kA vibhAga aura moha kA vibhAga--apanA-apanA kAma saMbhAle hue haiN| sUkSma zarIra kI saMracanA meM ina cAroM kA bahuta bar3A yoga hai| cAroM vibhAgoM ke kArya svataH saMcAlita ho rahe haiM yA ye cAroM ina kAmoM ko karate haiM, Apa kisI bhI bhASA meM kaheM, koI antara nahIM AtA / sUkSma zarIra ke cAra vibhAga aura haiM-nAma, gotra, AyuSya aura vedanIya / ina sabameM bar3A vibhAga Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sthUla aura sUkSma kI mImAMsA 141 hai-nAma kA / hamArA sthUla zarIra nAmakarma ke kAraNa banatA hai| sUkSma zarIra sthUla zarIra ko banAe binA nahIM rahatA, kyoMki ise apanI abhidhyakti ke lie kucha na kucha cAhie / sArI abhivyakti sthUla zarIra ke mAdhyama se hotI hai, isalie sthUla zarora kA nirmANa hotA hai| nAmakarma ke upavibhAgoM kI saMkhyA bhI sabase adhika hai| kisI karma ke vibhAga haiM ATha, kisI ke pAMca, kisI ke do to kisI ke aTThAIsa / nAmakarma ke vibhAga sau se adhika haiN| unameM eka vibhAga hai-nirmANa nAmakarma / yahI zarIra kA nirmAtA hai / yaha eka zilpI hai / kozikAoM kA nirmAtA bhI yahI hai| vaha purAnI kozikAoM ko naSTa kara rahA hai aura naI kozikAoM kA nirmANa kara rahA hai| vaha jIrNa-zIrNa aMgoM ko naSTa kara naye aMgoM kA nirmANa kara rahA hai / vaha sadA karmarata hai, jAgRta hai, nirantara kAma meM lagA rahatA hai| vaha donoM kAma karatA hai-utpanna bhI karatA hai aura vyavasthA bhI karatA hai| vaha nae avayava ko utpanna karatA hai, usake pariNAma kA nizcaya karatA hai ki vaha kitane bhAga meM hogA aura usakI vyavasthA bhI karatA hai| Aja kA zarIra vijJAna batalAtA hai ki koI vyakti kAlA hai aura koI gorA / isakA niyAmaka sUtra kyA hai ? usakA mAnanA hai ki yaha saba guNasUtra ke dvArA hotA hai / karmazAstrI kahate haiM ki nAmakarma kA eka vibhAga hai 'varNa nAmakarma' / isI ke dvArA prANiyoM kA varNa nirdhArita hotA hai / yahI niyAmaka hai| jIna ke AviSkAra ne vaijJAnika jagat meM halacala paidA kara dI hai| usameM sAre saMskAra mUkSma zarIra se pravAhita hokara Ate haiM aura isa sthUla zarIra meM abhivyakta hote haiM / ___Aja eka naI khoja aura huI hai| eka vyakti kamare meM baiThA hai / vaha eka ghaMTA usa kamare meM baiThakara calA gyaa| bAda meM usa kamare ke vAyumaMDala ke vizleSaNa ke AdhAra para usa vyakti ko pahacAna liyA jAtA hai| saMghane ke AdhAra para aparAdhI ko pahacAnane meM kuttoM kA upayoga ho rahA hai| vaijJAnikoM ne gaMdha-vizleSakoM kA nirmANa kiyA hai| usake AdhAra para amuka kSetra ke vAyumaMDala ko sUMghakara vaha batA detA hai ki amuka prakAra kA vyakti yahAM AyA thA, baiThA thA Adi-Adi / yaha zarIra kI gaMdha ke Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 242 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai AdhAra para hotaa| tIrthaMkaroM ke lie kahA jAtA hai ki unake zarIra se padmakamala jaisI surabhi-gaMdha nikalatI hai| yaha unakI vizeSatA mAnI gayI hai| pratyeka prANI ke zarIra se gaMdha nikalatI hai| vaha acchI bhI ho sakatI hai aura burI bhI ho sakatI hai| sabake zarIra se padma jaisI hI gaMdha nikale yaha Avazyaka nahIM hai| striyoM ke varNana meM prAcIna graMthoM meM yaha ullekha hai ki jo strI padminI hotI hai, usake zarIra meM padma jaisI sugaMdha AtI hai| usa strI ke mAdhyama se aneka prakAra kI vidyAoM kI siddhi kI jAtI thii| pratyeka prANI ke zarIra se gaMdha nikalatI hai| pratyeka vyakti meM hathelI aura pairoM ke talave se gaMdha pravAhita hotI hai pasIne ke mAdhyama se / coroM ko isa gaMdha ke AdhAra para pakar3A jAtA hai| unake hathelI aura pairoM se nikalane vAle pasIne ke AdhAra para yaha hotA hai / Aja ke cora isase bacane ke lie hAtha meM moje aura pairoM meM jUte pahanakara corI karate haiM / kintu gaMdha ke paramANu itane sUkSma hote haiM ki ve inako pAra kara pRthvI para yA padArtha para apanA cihna chor3a jAte haiN| nAmakarma kI eka prakRti hai-gaMdha nAmakarma / yaha eka vibhAga hai| isake dvArA hI gaMdha kA sravaNa hotA hai| isI prakAra nAmakarma ke aura-aura vibhAga bhI haiM-rasa nAmakarma, sparza nAmakarma, Adi-Adi / hamane nAmakarma ko bhulA diyA hai / maiM kaI bAra socatA thA ki nAmakarma kI prakRtiyoM kA itanA laMbA jAla kyoM bichAyA gayA hai-Atapa nAmakarma, udyota nAmakarma, parAghAta nAmakarma, zvAsocchvAsa nAmakarma, zarIra nAmakama, gati nAmakarma / itane nAmoM kA prayojana kyA hai ? zarIra ke sAtha ye sArI bAteM jur3I huI haiM / sAmane dIkha rahI haiM / phira inako ginAne kA prayojana hI kyA hai ? koI naI bAta batAte / naI khoja prastuta krte| aisA socanA ajJAna kA dyotaka hai / granthiyoM ke AdhAra para jaba isa karmazAstrIya varNana ko samajhane kA prayatna kiyA jAtA hai to yaha sacAI sAmane A jAtI hai ki granthiyAM jo kAma hamAre sthUla zarIra meM kara rahI haiM ve sAre kArya sUkSma zarIra meM bhI ho rahe haiM / jo kArya sUkSma zarIra meM ho . rahe haiM, unake hI saMvAdI kArya sthUla zarIra meM ho rahe haiN| sakSma zarIra niyaMtA hai / hamAre zvAsa aura ucchvAsa kA niyantraNa sUkSma zarIra karatA hai| Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sthUla aura sUkSma kI mImAMsA 143 hamArI prajJA kA niyantraNa sakSma zarIra karatA hai / hamArI indriyoM kI zakti kA tathA varNa, gaMdha, rasa aura sparza kA niyantraNa sUkSma zarIra karatA hai| hamArI sArI zakti kA niyAmaka hai sUkSma zarIra / dUsaroM ko coTa pahuMcAne kI kSamatA yA dUsaroM se coTa na khAne kI kSamatA kA niyantraNa bhI sUkSma zarIra se hI hotA hai / isa prakAra nAmakarma ke aneka upavibhAga haiN| unakA apanA-apanA kArya hai| saba kArya svataHsaMcAlita haiM / sthUla zarIra meM jo kriyAeM ho rahI haiM, vijJAna unako jAnatA hai| kintu vaha yaha nahIM jAnatA ki ve kyoM ho rahI haiN| vaha una kriyAoM ke pIche kAraNa-zRMkhalA ko nahIM jaantaa| vaha yadi isa bAta ko bhI samajha pAtA ki sthUla zarIra se Age sUkSma zarIra kA bhI astitva hai, jisake dvArA sArI vyavasthAeM ho rahI haiM, jo eka kaMTrola-rUpa kI taraha haiM, jo sAre niyaMtraNa kara rahA hai yadi yaha tathya samajha meM A jAe to bahuta sArI samasyAeM sulajha sakatI haiN| ____ zarIra nAmakarma aneka zarIroM kA nirmANa karatA hai| eka hai sthUla zarIra / yaha hAr3a-mAMsa aura raktamaya zarIra hai| eka hai taijasa zarIra / yaha hamArA vidyut zarIra hai| sArI vyavasthA ke saMcAlana meM isakA yoga hai| isake Age hai karma zarIra aura sthUla zarIra ke bIca setu kA kAma karatA hai tejasa shriir| maiM bola rahA huuN| mere sAmane mAika hai| mere zabda dUra taka saMcaraNa kara rahe haiM / yaha vidyut ke sahAre ho rahA hai / vidyut kA kAma saMvahana karanA hai / taijasa zarIra yahI kAma karatA hai| karma zarIra ke dvArA jo kucha sthUla zarIra meM A rahA hai vaha sArA tejasa zarIra ke dvArA A rahA hai / yadi yaha setu nahIM hotA to sUkSma zarIra yA karma zarIra kucha nahIM kara paataa| karma zarIra karma zarIra banA rhtaa| akelA par3a jAtA / sthUla zarIra kucha bhI saMkrAMta nahIM hotA / vaha akelA par3a jaataa| donoM ke bIca koI sambandha-sUtra nahIM rahatA / tejasa zarIra vidyut zarIra hai| yahI mAdhyama banatA hai| sUkSma zarIra kA bimba sthUla zarIra meM pratibimbita hotA hai| ____ hama zvAsa lete haiM / zvAsa ke sAtha prANa kA grahaNa hotA hai| yadi tejasa zarIra na ho to prANa karma zarIra yA sUkSma zarIra taka nahIM pahuMca paataa| isI prakAra taijasa zarIra ke abhAva meM sUkSma zarIra kI prANazakti sthUla zarIra taka nahIM pahuMca paaegii| hamArI bhASA kI zakti, mana kI zakti aura sthUla Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 144 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai zarIra kI zakti-ye sArI zaktiyAM karma zarIra se sthUla zarIra taka tejasa zarIra ke mAdhyama se pahuMcatI haiM / eka hotI hai bhASA aura eka hotA haibhASAyoga / eka hotA hai mana aura eka hotA hai-manayoga / eka hotA hai zarIra aura eka hotA hai-zarIrayoga / yoga taba banatA hai jaba taijasa zarIra apane saMvAhana kA kArya prArambha kara detA hai| tejasa zarIra kA yoga milate hI bhASA vacanayoga bana jAtI hai| tejasa zarIra kA yoga milate hI mana manayoga bana jAtA hai / taijasa zarIra kA yoga milate hI zarIra zarIrayoga bana jAtA hai / bhASA, mana aura zarIra acetana hai / ve jIva kI zakti ke sAtha taijasa zarIra ke mAdhyama se jur3akara cetana ho jAte haiN| bhASA acetana, bhASAyoga cetana / mana acetana, manayoga cetana / kAyA acetana, kAyAyoga cetana / Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 14 saMkalikA * vyagratA ekaagrtaa| * eka sAtha aneka kAma "eka hI kAma / * haThadharmitA samanvaya / / * krodha, cintA, nirAzA, bhaya, cir3acir3Apana / * AkAMkSA se-aisA hotA to acchA hotA / smRti, kalpanA / * pratIkSA yA dhRti kA vikAsa / * upacAra cetana mana ke stara para / * upacAra acetana mana ke stara para / * bimba kA pariSkAra ho, pratibimba kA nhiiN| zvAsaprekSA-vartamAna meM jInA / * zarIraprekSA vartamAna meM jiinaa| jo vartamAna meM jItA hai, usakA tanAva apane Apa visajita ho jAtA hai| * zvAsaprekSA-samabhAva meM jInA / * zarIraprekSA-samabhAva meM jInA / jo samabhAva meM jItA hai, usakA tanAva apane-Apa visarjita ho jAtA * tanAva ke mukhya kAraNa-~-atIta meM jInA, bhaviSya meM jiinaa| * utsukatA, vyagratA, AkAMkSA, Artta-raudra-dhyAna / * zArIrika-mAnasika tanAva krodha Adi Avega paidA karate haiN| Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika tanAva kA visarjana hama zvAsaprekSA, zarIraprekSA aura kAyotsarga kA abhyAsa karate haiM / "prazna hotA hai ki zvAsa ko dekhane kA prayojana kyA hai? zarIraprekSA kI "niSpatti kyA hai ? kAyotsarga kA phalita kyA hai ? Aja ke yuga kI sabase bar3I kaThinAI hai-bhArAnubhUti / ise hama tanAva kahate haiM / tanAva arthAt bhArIpana / jaba zarIra halkA hotA hai taba * anubhUti acchI hotI hai| jaba zarIra bhArI hotA hai taba anubhUti * acchI nahIM hotii| jaba dimAga bhArI hotA hai taba eka prakAra kI anubhUti hotI hai aura jaba dimAga halkA hotA hai taba dUsare prakAra kI anubhUti hotI hai| hama bhAramukta rahanA cAhate haiM / hama halkA rahanA cAhate haiN| hama laghutA yA lAghava kA anubhava karanA cAhate haiM / sAdhanA kI prAraMbhika niSpatti hai-lAghava, halkApana, bhAramukta avasthA, tanAvamukti / Aja kA AdamI tanAva kA zikAra hai / use zAnti kA anubhava nahIM hotA / vaha niraMtara becaina rahatA hai / jaba vaha kAma karate-karate thaka jAtA hai taba vaha vizrAma karatA hai / thakAna ke bAda vizrAma, zrama ke bAda vizrAma / eka AdamI kaMdhe para bhAra Dho rahA hai| calate-calate jaba kaMdhA darda karane lagatA hai taba vaha bhAra ko dUsare kaMdhe para rakhakara Age bar3ha jAtA hai| jo kaMdhA thaka gayA thA, use vaha vizrAma detA hai / calate-calate vaha bhAra ko nIce rakhakara pUrA vizrAma karatA hai| phira vaha bhAra ko uThAkara calatA hai aura apane gantavya taka pahuMca jAtA hai| vahAM bhAra ko utArakara aisA mahasUsa karatA hai ki mAno vaha bilkula bhAramukta ho gayA ho / vaha bhAramukta kA anubhava karatA hai, sukha kI zvAsa letA hai| hama zarIra ke zrama ko bhI jAnate haiM aura usa zrama ko miTAne kA upAya-vizrAma ko bhI jAnate haiM / donoM se hama paricita haiM / donoM kA hama niraMtara upayoga karate jA rahe haiM / zrama ke bAda vizrAma aura vizrAma ke bAda Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - mAnasika tanAva kA visarjana zrama | yaha cakra calatA rahatA hai / hama mana kA zrama to karate haiM, bahuta karate haiM kintu usako vizrAma -denA nahIM jAnate / hama cintana karanA jAnate haiM kintu acitana kI bAta nahIM jAnate, ciMtana se mukta honA nahIM jAnate / jaba hama socanA prAraMbha karate haiM, usako tor3anA kaThina ho jAtA hai| kaThina isalie ki hama acitana bAta - nahIM jAnate / zarIra thaka gayA / hama leTa jAte haiM, vizrAma kara lete haiM, thakAvaTa miTa jAtI / zarIra meM sphUrti A jAtI hai / nIMda le lete haiM to bhI zarIra ko ArAma mila jAtA hai kiMtu dimAga ko ArAma nahIM milatA / nIMda meM cintana cAlU rahatA hai, mana kA tanAva banA rahatA hai sapane Ate rahate haiM / usakI zrRMkhalA nahIM TUTatI / mana unameM ulajhA rahatA hai / usakA tanAva nahIM TUTatA / kucha vyakti pUrI nIMda meM sapane hI dekhate rahate haiM / sArI nIMda sapanA bana jAtI hai / jaba ve uThate haiM taba yaha zikAyata karate haiM ki sAta ghaMTA taka sote rahe, nIMda lete rahe, kintu dimAga halkA nahIM huaa| vaha bhArI hI banA rahA / nIMda meM bhI mana ko vizrAma nahIM milatA / hama mana ko vizrAma denA jAnate hI nahIM taba mana vizrAnta kaise ho ? hama zvAsa kI prekSA isIlie kara rahe haiM ki mana ko kucha vizrAma mile| hama zarIraprekSA isalie kara rahe haiM ki mana ko kucha vizrAma mile / hama mana ko sulA sakeM / sulAne kA artha hai use bhAramukta kara denA, use bhAra se chuTakArA dilA denA, halkA kara denA, khAlI kara denA, use ciMtana se acina kI avasthA taka pahuMcA denA / mana ko vizrAma denA tabhI saMbhava hai jaba hama vartamAna meM rahanA sIkha jaaeN| manuSya atIta yA bhaviSya meM adhika rahatA hai, vartamAna meM bahuta hI kama rahatA hai / vaha smRtiyoM kI udher3abuna meM yA kalpanAoM ke tAne-bAne bunane meM vyasta rahatA hai / vaha anAvazyaka smRtiyAM aura kalpanAoM ke jAla meM phaMsA rahatA hai, ataH vartamAna meM rahane ke lie use bahuta alpa samaya milatA hai yA samaya milatA hI nahIM / manuSya socatA hai ki yadi atIta kI smRtiyAM na kI jAeM to kAma kaise cala sakatA hai ? atIta surakSita kaise raha sakatA hai ? yadi atIta kI smRti ko chor3a deM to ghara kaise pahuMceMge ? ghara kI smRti kareMge tabhI ghara pahuMceMge, anyathA nahIM / smRti ke binA hamArI jIvana-yAtrA cala nahIM 147 Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 148 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai sktii| yadi hama kalpanA ko chor3a deM, bhaviSya kI yojanAoM se chuTakArA pA leM bhaviSya kI bAta hI na soceM to kala roTI kaise bnegii| yadi hama bhaviSya kI koI yojanA hI na banAeM to kala kauna bAjAra jAyegA ? kauna sAmAna lAyegA aura kArya kaise saMpanna hogA? ye prazna uThate haiN| inhIM ke AdhAra para sAmAnya vyakti kaha detA hai ki adhyAtmavAdiyoM kI ye bahakI-bahakI bAteM haiN| ve kahate haiM-"smRti ko chor3a do, kalpanA ko chor3a do|" inake binA jIvana cala nahIM sakatA / AdamI eka dina bhI nahIM jI sktaa| aisA socanA ThIka hai / mana kA yaha saMdeha bhI ucita hai| kintu adhyAtmavAdiyoM ke kathana ko hama yathArtha meM smjhe| adhyAtmavAdI yaha kabhI nahIM kahate ki smRti ko sarvathA chor3a deM, smRti-zUnya ho jAeM / ve yaha nahIM kahate ki kalpanA ko chor3akara apane jIvana kI gAr3I roka deM / unake kathana ko samajhe, unake hArda ko samajhe, unake marma ko smjhe| unake kathana kA tAtparya hai ki manuSya anAvazyaka smRtiyoM aura kalpanAoM ke bhAra se mukta ho jAe / vaha jitanA samaya una smRtiyoM aura kalpanAoM meM bitAtA hai, usako kama kara de / Avazyaka smRti aura kalpanA ke lie jitanA samaya Avazyaka ho utanA lagAeM, kintu anAvazyaka samaya lagAne kI manovRtti se chuTakArA pA leN| hamArA pUrA samaya smRtiyoM ke udher3a-buna meM aura kalpanAoM ko saMjAne meM bIta jAtA hai| sote samaya bhI kalpanAeM hotI haiM aura jAgate samaya bhI kalpanAeM hotI haiN| ye svapna kyA haiM ? jAgate samaya kI kalpanA aura jAgate samaya kI smRtiyAM sote samaya svapna bana jAte haiN| sote-jAgate smRtiyoM aura kalpanAoM kA cakra calatA rahatA hai| sAdhanA ke kSetra meM praveza karane kA artha hI hai ki hama ina smRtiyoM aura kalpanAoM ke cakra ko tor3a deN| jIvana meM kevala vahI bace jo anivArya hai| Avazyaka smRti aura kalpanA kA apanA upayoga hai| anAvazyaka smRti aura kalpanA kA koI upayoga nahIM hai / ve kevala tanAva kA sRjana karatI haiM / mana ko bhaTakA detI haiN| anAvazyaka smRtiyoM ke sAtha kabhI gussA AtA hai, kabhI lobha jAgatA hai, kabhI mAna ubharatA hai / sAre Avega cakkara kATane laga jAte haiN| Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika tanAva kA visarjana 146 khAnA-pInA harAma ho jAtA hai / yaha kyoM hotA hai ? yaha isalie hotA hai ki manuSya vartamAna meM nahIM rhtaa| usane vartamAna meM rahanA nahIM sIkhA / vartamAna meM rahane kA matalaba hai ki hama jaba jo kArya karate haiM, usake atirikta koI bhI smRti na staae| khAne baiThe haiM, to mana khAne meM hI rahe / calate haiM to mana calane meM hI rahe / idhara-udhara na bhaTake / na atIta meM daur3e aura na bhaviSya meM chalAMga lagAe / kevala vartamAna kI kriyA ke sAtha saMlagna rahe / yaha hai vartamAna meM jiinaa| yaha hai vartamAna kSaNa meM rahanA / / sAmane thAlI parosI huI hai| sArI sAmagrI upalabdha hai| vyakti khA bhI rahA hai / phira bhI na jAne usakA mana kahAM-kahAM bhaTakatA rahatA hai / mana' duniyA-bhara kI thAliyoM para ghUmane laga jAtA hai / kisane kaba kaise apamAna kiyA ? kisane kaba kyoM gAlI dI? ye saba smRtiyAM ubhara AtI haiM / khAnA taba kevala khAnA nahIM rahatA, aura bahuta kucha bana jAtA hai| adhyAtma kahatA hai-khAne ke samaya kevala khAeM / vyartha hI saMsAra kA cakkara na lagAeM / ina smRtiyoM kA prayojana hI kyA hai ? smRtiyoM yA kalpanAoM meM phaMsanA mUrkhatA hai| nAstika bhI yahI bAta kahate haiM ki vartamAna ko chor3akara, bhaviSya kI kalpanA karanA mUrkhatA hai| prApta sukhoM ko chor3akara, anAgata sukhoM ko pAne kI icchA karanA ajJAna hai| vartamAna meM jIne kI unakI bAta acchI hai| ___ samajhadArI kI bAta yaha hai ki jisa samaya jo kAma karanA hai usa samaya vahI kAma kareM, kevala vahI kAma kreN| yaha hai vartamAna meM rhnaa| atIta kA dvAra bhI baMda aura bhaviSya kA dvAra bhI baMda / donoM dvAra baMda kara ArAma se vartamAna meM rheN| yadi hameM smRti karanI hai yA yojanAeM banAnI haiM to hama usI uddezya se baiTheM aura jo Avazyaka smRtiyAM hoM unheM kareM, jo Avazyaka yojanAeM hoM, unheM banAeM / isameM koI hAni nahIM hai / kintu baiThe kisI uddezya se aura kareM kucha aura hI, yaha ucita nahIM hai| yahAM tanAva utpanna hotA hai, khiMcAva utpanna hotA hai| yaha kAla kA dvandva hai| vartamAna kAla yaha kabhI pasanda nahIM karatA ki usake kArya meM atIta hastakSepa kare yA bhaviSya hastakSepa kre| vaha atIta aura bhaviSya ko apanI sImA meM nahIM rakhanA caahtaa| vaha nirdvandva akelA hI Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 150 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai rahanA cAhatA hai / koI bhI vyakti apane kArya meM hastakSepa sahana nahIM karatA to phira kAla meM hama hastakSepa kyA kareM ? hama vartamAna ko vartamAna hI rahane deM, bhaviSya ko bhaviSya hI rahane deM aura atIta ko atIta hI rahane deN| jaba kabhI AvazyakatA mahasUsa ho to smRti ko sthAna deM, aura kalpanA ko bhI sthAna deM / jaba Avazyaka na ho to vartamAna ke kAma meM smRti aura kalpanA ko hastakSepa na karane deN| vartamAna meM jIne kA artha hai-mana ko vizrAma denA, bhAra se mukta honA, mAnasika tanAva se chuTakArA pAnA / zvAsaprekSA karane kA artha hai-vartamAna meM jIne kA abhyAsa karanA / zvAsa eka ghaTanA hai| yaha vartamAna kI ghaTanA hai, atIta kI nhiiN| yaha vartamAna kI ghaTanA hai, bhaviSya ko nahIM / jisa kSaNa meM hama zvAsa le rahe haiM, usI kSaNa meM use dekha rahe haiM / yaha vartamAna kA kSaNa hai| yaha hai vartamAna meM jIne kA abhyAsa, vartamAna meM rahane kA abhyAsa / jaba hama vartamAna meM haiM, use dekha rahe haiM, usa samaya na koI rAga hai, na koI dveSa hai| kyoMki jaba smRti nahIM hai to rAga bhI nahIM hai aura dveSa bhI nahIM hai / hama smRti aura kalpanA se mukta tathA rAga-dveSa se mukta kSaNa meM jI rahe haiN| yaha hai zuddha cetanA kA kSaNa / yaha hai vartamAna kA kSaNa / yahAM na priyatA hai aura na apriyatA / na koI atIta kA anubhava hai aura na koI bhaviSya kI ciMtA / kevala vartamAna ke kSaNa kA jIvana hai| zvAsa ko dekhane kA artha hai-samabhAva meM jInA / zvAsa ko dekhane kA artha hai-vItarAgatA ke kSaNa meM jInA, rAga-dveSa-mukta kSaNa meM jiinaa| jo vyakti zvAsa ko dekhatA hai, unakA tanAva apane Apa visajita ho jAtA hai| jo vartamAna meM jItA hai, usakA tanAva apane-Apa visajita ho jAtA hai| hama zarIra ko dekhate haiN| zarIra ko dekhane kA yaha artha nahIM hai ki hama kevala camar3I ko dekheM / avayavoM ke AkAra-prakAra ko dekheN| yaha to hama aneka bAra dekha cuke haiM / zarIra-prekSA meM hama aisA nahIM karate haiM / hama dekhate haiM ki isa kSaNa meM hamAre zarIra meM kyA ghaTita ho rahA hai / sukha kA saMvedana ho rahA hai yA duHkha kA saMvedana ho rahA hai| priyatA kA saMvedana ho rahA hai yA apriyatA kA saMvedana ho rahA hai / kyA-kyA rAsAyanika parivartana ho rahA hai| ina sabako hama dekhate haiM / hamAre zarIra meM vartamAna kSaNa meM jo Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika tanAva kA visarjana 151 ghaTita ho rahA hai use hama dekhate haiM, cAhe phira vaha bhItara ghaTita ho rahA hai yA bAhara ghaTita ho rahA hai / zarIra meM khujalI ho rahI hai, use bhI hama dekha rahe haiM, kyoMki vaha bhI eka ghaTanA hai, sacAI hai / pasInA A rahA hai use dekhate haiM, kyoMki yaha bhI sacAI hai, ghaTanA hai| garmI kA anubhava ho rahA hai, sardI kA anubhava ho rahA hai, jo kucha bhI ghaTita ho rahA hai, use hama taTastha bhAva se dekha rahe haiM, kyoMki yaha vartamAna kI ghaTanA hai, yathArtha hai sacAI hai, korI smRti yA kalpanA nahIM hai| ghaTanA ko dekhanA, taTasthabhAva se dekhanA,. samabhAva se dekhanA, rAga-dveSamukta bhAva se dekhanA, vartamAna meM jInA hai, vartamAna kA anubhava karanA hai, vartamAna kA upayoga karanA hai / zarIraprekSA se samabhAva kA vikAsa hotA hai / zarIraprekSA se rAga-dveSa mukta kSaNa meM jIne kA abhyAsa bar3hatA hai| isa abhyAsa se hama mAnasika tanAva se baca jAte haiN| tanAva tIna prakAra ke haiM-zArIrika tanAva, mAnasika tanAva aura bhAvanAtmaka tanAva / pratyeka vyakti ina tInoM prakAra ke tanAvoM se ghirA huA hai / zArIrika tanAva se mukti pAne ke lie kAyotsarga kA abhyAsa bahuta. upayogI hai| do ghaMTe taka sone se jitanA ArAma nahIM milatA, mAMsapeziyoM ko vizrAma nahIM milatA, utanA vizrAma Adhe ghaMTe taka vidhivat kAyotsarga karane se mila jAtA hai / usase adhika vizrAma milatA hai| ___Aja ke vaijJAnika vidyat ke jhaTake dekara bImAra vyakti ko nIMda dilAte haiN| pacIsa minaTa kI nIMda se vyakti ko chaha ghaMTe kI nIMda jaisA vizrAma mahasUsa hotA hai / yadi AdhA ghaMTA kAyotsarga kiyA jAe to vaha dotIna ghaMTe nIMda kI pUrti karatA hai| isase itanI bhArahInatA kI anubhUti hotI hai ki nIMda se bhI vaha nahIM hotii| mAnasika tanAva miTAne ke lie dhyAna bahuta upayogI hai / kisI eka viSaya para hama dhyAna kreN| vartamAna meM rheN| mAnasika tanAva kramazaH miTatA jAegA / dhyAna karane vAle yaha mahasUsa karate haiM ki jaise-jaise dhyAna kI paripakvatA AtI jAtI hai, mAnasika tanAva visarjita hotA hai, mAnasika halkepana kA anubhava hotA jAtA hai| mAnasika tanAva kA mukhya kAraNa hai-adhika socanA / socane kI bhI eka bImArI hai / kucha loga isa bImArI se itane grasta haiM ki prayojana ho yA na ho, ve niraMtara kucha-na-kucha socate hI rahate haiM / ve isI meM apane jIvana Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 152 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai kI sArthakatA samajhate haiM / prayojanavaza koI pravRtti hotI hai, to vaha sArthaka mAnI jA sakatI hai / prayojana ke lie socanA par3e to vaha samajha meM A sakatA hai / kintu yaha nahIM ki vyakti socatA hI rhe| adhika socanA tanAva paidA karatA hai| mana bhArI ho jAtA hai| dhyAna ke dvArA hama isa para niyaMtraNa pA sakate haiM / hama utanA hI soceM jitanA Avazyaka hai| jarUrata pUrI hote hI socane kA daravAjA baMda kara deM, cintana baMda kara deN| mana zAMta ho jAegA / ujjaina cAturmAsa kI ghaTanA hai / Agama-kArya prAraMbha karane kI yojanA bana cukI thii| maiMne socA-bahuta vizAla kArya hai| samaya-sAkSepa aura zrama-sAdhya / isa dIrghakAlIna kArya ke lie kucha vizeSa taiyArI apekSita hai| hama nirantara eka hI kArya nahIM kara skte| aneka kAryoM meM samaya lagAnA hotA hai ataH maiMne eka vyavasthA socii| dina ke tIna bhAga kara die / eka bhAga jJAna kI ArAdhanA ke lie, eka bhAga darzana kI ArAdhanA ke lie aura eka bhAga cAritra kI ArAdhanA ke lie| maiMne tIna ghaMTe kA samaya cAritra kI ArAdhanA ke lie nizcita kiyaa| cAritra kI ArAdhanA arthAt apanI sAdhanA / cAritra kA artha hai-Ananda / cAritra aura Ananda do nahIM, eka hI haiN| vaha cAritra nahIM ho sakatA jisakI anubhUti Ananda nahIM hai| jJAnArAdhanA arthAt AgamoM kA pArAyaNa / tIna ghaMTA Agama kArya meM lagAnA / Agama ke viSaya meM jo kucha karanA hai vaha ina tIna ghaNToM ke samaya meM karanA aura zeSa samaya meM isakI smRti se bhI mukta ho jaanaa| tIsarI hai-samyagdarzana kI ArAdhanA / isa vibhAga meM mujhe jo kucha nayA likhanA hotA, kucha bhI nirmANa karanA hotA, vaha maiM krtaa| pUre dina ko tIna bhAgoM meM bAMTane ke sAtha-sAtha maiMne isake sAtha eka mahattvapUrNa bAta aura jor3a dI ki jaba eka kArya kA samaya pUrA ho jAe, taba usakI bilkula vismRti kara, dUsare kAma meM laga jAnA / dUsarA kAma karate samaya pUrva kArya kI smRti hI nahIM karanA / jaba maiM eka kArya pUrA kara uThatA hUM taba socatA hUM-'yaha kAma pUrA ho gyaa|' agale dina kyA karanA hai, koI cintA nahIM, koI smRti nahIM / mAno ki vaha kAma Aja hI pUrA ho gayA ho| Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika tanAva kA visarjana isa vidhi se kArya kiyaa| kArya calatA rhaa| zakti lagI, kintu usakI kSINatA kA anubhava nahIM huA / smRti se chuTakArA pA jAne se zakti kA saMvardhana hotA hai / vahAM kama zakti kSINa hotI hai / zakti kama kSINa ho aura kArya adhika ho, yaha hai usakI vyavasthA aura niSpatti / kAryAntara meM praveza karanA-- yaha hai vizrAma / isI ko maiMne vizrAma mAnA / zakti kI surakSA ho gyii| eka sUtra aura kAma meM liyA / eka kArya karake uThe / mana meM yaha sUtra jama gayA ki 'niHzeSam'--kucha bhI zeSa nahIM hai| jo karanA thA vaha sArA saMpanna ho gayA, aba kucha bhI bAkI nahIM hai| yadi hama zeSa kI anubhUti saMjoe raheMge to tanAva utpanna hogaa| 'kala mujhe yaha karanA hai, vaha karanA hai'-yaha zeSa kA cintana tanAva paidA karatA hai| jaba yaha sUtra hAtha laga gayA ki 'niHzeSam'---kucha bhI bAkI nhiiN| . jo karanA thA saba saMpanna ho gyaa| yadi kareMge to kala se nayA adhyAya prAraMbha kareMge / Aja kucha bhI zeSa nahIM hai / yadi kala raheMge to Age kareMge, yadi nahIM raheMge to karane kI bAta hI prApta nahIM hogii| saMpanna / sArI yAtrA saMpanna / isa sthiti meM tanAva ko avakAza hI nahIM miltaa| mana bhAramukta hotA hai| tanAva visajita aura mana zAMta / jaba taka 'kala kareMge' kI bAta banI rahatI hai taba taka 'yaha karanA' 'vaha karanA'-yaha sUcI itanI laMbI ho jAtI hai ki usakA kahIM bhI aMta nahIM aataa| vaha Age se Age phailatI jAtI hai| isase dimAga bhArI banA rahatA hai| vaha kabhI halkA nahIM ho paataa| hama yaha anAvazyaka bhAra kyoM DhoeM ? hama jaba sacAI ko jAnate haiM ki saMsAra meM kisI bhI vyakti kA kAma kabhI pUrA nahIM huaa| kAma zeSa rahA aura ve vyakti cala base / marate samaya rAvaNa ne bhI kahA--merI mana kI bAteM mana meM hI raha gyiiN| maiM yaha karanA cAhatA thA, vaha karanA cAhatA thaa| mana kI mana meM hI raha gyii| rAvaNa kI hI yaha bAta nahIM hai, sabakI yahI bAta hai| jo adhyAtma kA jIvana nahIM jItA, vaha marate samaya aisA hI socatA hai| adhyAtma kA jIvana jIne vAle vyakti samAdhipUrNa mRtyu kA varaNa karate haiM / ve saMtoSa ke sAtha marate haiN| ve yahI socate haiM-'kucha bhI zeSa nahIM rhaa| jo karanA thA, vaha sArA saMpanna ho gyaa| jIvana kI yAtrA sukhapUrvaka saMpanna ho rahI hai, maraNa bhI samAdhipUrNa ho rahA hai, sukha se mara rahe haiM, pIche kucha bhI zeSa nahIM hai|' Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 154 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai| adhyAtma kA jIvana nahIM jIne vAle, sadA tanAvapUrNa sthiti meM rahane vAle vyakti marate samaya bhI duHkha se marate haiM, apane sAtha duHkhoM kI gaTharI le jAte haiM aura pIche bhI duHkhoM kA aMbAra chor3a jAte haiN| adhyAtma kA jIvana jIne vAlA vyakti tanAvamukta jIvana jItA hai| vaha saMtoSa ke sAtha maratA hai aura dUsaroM ke lie bhI Ananda kI anubhUti chor3a jAtA hai| _ isa sthiti meM cintA kA bhAra DhonA kahAM taka buddhisaMgata ho sakatA hai| vyakti kyoM cintA kA bhAra DhotA hai aura kyoM isa bhAra se bhArI hotA calA jAtA hai / vaha kyoM socatA hai ki zeSa hI zeSa hai, niHzeSa kucha bhI nhiiN| hama sAdhanA ke dvArA isa mAnasika sthiti ko bdleN| dhyAna ke dvArA hama isa sacAI ko upalabdha kareM ki vartamAna hI saba kucha hai / vartamAna meM jo hotA hai, vaha saMpanna ho jAtA hai, zeSa kucha bhI nahIM rhtaa| tIsarA hai-bhAvanAtmaka tanAva / yaha bahuta hI jaTila hai / yaha eka bahuta bar3I samasyA hai / Arta aura raudra dhyAna isake mUla kAraNa haiM / hama ina do dhyAnoM ke saiddhAntika pakSa se paricita haiM / aba hameM sAdhanA kI dRSTi se inheM samajhanA hogaa| __ jo vastu prApta nahIM hai, use prApta karane kA prayatna karanA, usI prayatna meM lage rahanA Arta dhyAna hai| priya vastu kI prApti tathA manojJa, aura manonukUla padArtha kI upalabdhi ke lie prayatnazIla rahanA aura amanojJa, apriya aura mana ke viparIta vastu se chuTakArA pAne kA prayatna karanA-bhAvanAtmaka tanAva paidA karatA hai| priya vastu kaise mile aura apriya vastu kaise chUTe-isa cintA meM hI sArA samaya bItatA jAtA hai, varSoM ke varSa bIta jAte haiM, sAre prayatna usI dizA meM pravAhita hote haiM / priya kA viyoga na ho----yaha bAta bhI satAtI hai aura apriya kA saMyoga na ho yaha bAta bhI satAtI hai| priya kA viyoga ho jAne para use punaH prApta karane kI cintA bhI satAtI hai aura apriya kA saMyoga ho jAne para usake viyoga kI cintA bhI satAtI hai / yaha cintA bhAvanAtmaka tanAva banAe rakhatI hai| vyakti kabhI isase mukta nahIM ho pAtA / sacAI yaha hai ki vizva meM kisI bhI vyakti ko priya kA saMyoga niraMtara nahIM milatA aura apriya kA saMyoga bhI niraMtara nahIM banA rahatA / kabhI Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika tanAva kA visarjana priya kA saMyoga hotA hai aura apriya kA viyoga aura kabhI apriya kA saMyoga hotA hai aura priya kA viyoga ! yaha cakra calatA rahatA hai| aisA eka bhI prANI nahIM milegA jisake sadA priya kA saMyoga hI rahe, viyoga ho hI nahIM aura aisA vyakti bhI nahIM milegA jisake sadA apriya kA saMyoga hI rahe, viyoga ho hI nahIM / saMyoga aura viyoga kA cakra niraMtara gatimAna hai| yaha vizva kA niyama hai| koI bhI isakA apavAda nahIM hai / vizva meM aisA ghaTita hotA hai ki jise hama cAhate haiM vaha prApta nahIM hotA, jise hama cAhate haiM vaha calA jAtA hai aura nahIM cAhate vaha prApta ho jAtA hai, jise hama nahIM cAhate vaha nahIM jaataa| jAne vAlA calA jAtA hai| hama vyartha hI duHkhI ho jAte haiN| kisI kA lar3akA kisI kA pati, kisI kA bhAI, kisI kI patnI, kisI kI bahina, kisI kI saMpatti, kisI kA vaibhava, kisI kA rAjya aura kisI kI sattA calI jAtI hai / calane vAlA calA jAtA hai / phira saba vyakti duHkhI ho jAte haiN| saMyoga do tarapha kA hotA hai| jo calA gayA vaha bhI eka saMyoga haiM aura jo pIche bacA, vaha bhI eka saMyoga hai / jaba jAne vAlA calA hI gayA taba hameM phira yaha bhAvanA kyoM satAe ki pIche rahane vAle vyakti rote hI rheN| yaha bhAvanA kA Avega AtA hai| yaha ArtadhyAna hai| bhAvanAtmaka tanAva kabhI samApta hI nahIM hotaa| varSoM ke varSa bIta jAte haiN| tanAva banA kA banA rahatA hai / vaha satata zalya kI taraha cubhatA rahatA hai| jaba taka ArtadhyAna se chuTakArA nahIM hotA taba taka hama sukha kI anubhUti nahIM kara sakate, bhArahInatA yA lAghava kI anubhUti nahIM kara sakate / raudradhyAna bhI bhAvanAtmaka tanAva kA kAraNa banatA hai / mana meM saMkalpavikalpa calatA rahatA hai| kabhI hiMsA kA bhAva paidA hotA hai, kabhI pratizodha kA bhAva paidA hotA hai| mUla ghaTanA kucha kSaNoM kI hotI hai, kintu pratizodha kI bhAvanA varSoM taka calatI rahatI hai| mana meM niraMtara badalA lene kI bhAvanA banI rahatI hai / isI meM sArI zakti kA vyaya hotA hai| yahI tanAva kA kAraNa hai| ____loga pahale bhI vyApAra karate the aura Aja bhI karate haiN| pahale ke vyApAra meM itanA tanAva nahIM rahatA thA, jitanA Aja rahatA hai| Aja kA vyApArI jaba prAtaHkAla uThatA hai, taba se hI usakA mana tanAva se bhArI Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 156 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai rahatA hai / mAno ki vaha tanAva ko nimaMtraNa dekara hI uThA ho / aura jaba vaha rAta meM sotA hai taba bhI bhArI mana lekara sotA hai| tanAva se bharA rahatA hai / tanAva ko sirahAne dekara hI sotA hai| use sAre dina jhUTha ko chipAne ke lie yojanA banAnI par3atI hai| kisa jhUTha ko kaise chupAyA jAe, yaha use pahale se hI socanA par3atA hai / yaha tanAva paidA karatA hai / jhUTha bolane vAlA jhUTha bolane se pUrva bhI ciMtA karatA hai, jhUTha bolate samaya bhI cintA karatA hai aura jhUTha bolane ke bAda bhI cintA karatA hai / pahale isalie cintA karatA hai, ki maiM aisA jhUTha bolUM jo dUsare ke sAmane prakaTa na ho| vaha ciMtA kA jAla bichAtA hai| jhUTha bhI aisA bolUM jo saccA jhUTha ho / dUsaroM ko saccA lage / jaba vaha jhUTha bolatA hai taba yaha cintA, yaha bhaya banA rahatA hai ki kahIM mukha mudrA se vaha vaha prakaTa na ho jAe / sAmane vAlA bhAMpa na le ki yaha jhUTha hai, mithyA hai| isalie vaha kRtrima svAbhAvikatA banAe rakhane kA prayatna karatA hai / jhUTha bolane ke bAda use yaha cintA satAtI hai ki jhUTha bola to gayA, kintu kahIM usakA bheda khula na jAe, koI jAna na le / isalie pahale cintA, bolate samaya cintA aura bolane ke bAda cintA / yaha krama TUTatA hI nahIM / aisI sthiti meM Aja kA vyApArI tanAvagrasta na ho - yaha kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai ? yaha prabala raudra dhyAna kI sthiti hai / raudra dhyAna se utpanna bhAvanAtmaka tanAva cAra sthitiyoM meM utpanna hotA hai / pahalI sthiti hai - hisAnubaMdhI - hiMsA kA anubaMdha, dUsarI hai - mRSAnubaMdhI -- jhUTha kA anubaMdha, tIsarI hai-- steyAnubaMdhI - corI kA anubaMdha aura cauthI sthiti hai - saMrakSaNAnubaMdhI - parigraha ke saMrakSaNa kA anubaMdha / ye sArI bAteM tanAva utpanna karatI haiM / bhAvanAtmaka tanAva paidA karane ke lie, AtaM raudra dhyAna mUla kAraNa haiM / Aja ke yuga meM zArIrika tanAva eka samasyA hai| mAnasika tanAva usase ugra samasyA hai aura bhAvanAtmaka tanAva sabase vikaTa samasyA hai, bhayaMkara samasyA hai | mAnasika tanAva se bhI isake pariNAma bahuta bhayaMkara hote haiM / isa samasyA se nibaTane ke lie hamane dharmadhyAna kA sahArA liyA hai, hamane isakA dvAra kholA hai / dharmadhyAna ke abhyAsa se AtaM- raudra dhyAna aura zukladhyAna -- ye apane-Apa meM jIne ke sAdhana haiM, apane bhAva meM rahane ke Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika tanAva kA visarjana 1570 upAya haiN| hama tejolezyA kA dhyAna karate haiM / hama padmamalezyA aura zuklalezyA kA dhyAna karate haiM / tejolezyA kA dhyAna isalie karate haiM ki hama jIvana meM prakAza prApta kara sakeM, Ananda kI anubhUti kara skeN| hama padmalezyA kA dhyAna isalie karate haiM ki citta ko nirmala aura pavitra banA skeN| hama zuklalezyA kA dhyAna isalie karate haiM ki kaSAyoM ko zAnta kara sakeM zAnti kA anubhava kara skeN| aba yaha svataH spaSTa ho gayA hai ki hamArA yaha prayatna zArIrika, mAnasika aura bhAvanAtmaka tanAvoM se mukti dene vAlA hai| ina tanAvoM se utpanna samasyAoM ko sulajhAne vAlA hai / yadi yaha sacAI samajha meM A jAe to isa abhyAsa meM aura gaharI niSThA utpanna ho skegii| Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 15 | saMkalikA * tanAva mukti zakti-jAgaraNa kA mahattvapUrNa sUtra / * tanAva Avega paidA karate haiM / kaSAya se tanAva, tanAva se kaSAya, usase asantulana / sukha kyA? duHkha kyA? 0 jisakI pariNati sukhada, vaha hai sukha / * jisakI pariNati duHkhada, vaha hai duHkha ! * tanAva aura Avega eka haiM, do nhiiN| * jahAM tanAva hai vahAM Avega hai| jahAM Avega hai vahAM tanAva hai| * tanAva duHkhoM kA mUla / / * roga ke mukhya tIna kAraNa* zarIra * mana 0 bhojana * padArtha-mukti aura padArtha-mukti ke pariNAma / * mAnasika saMtulana kA artha hai-na rAga aura na dveSa, kevala samabhAva / * Adhi aura vyAdhi kA kAraNa hai-manuSya kI mUrkhatA / kevala jAnanA nahIM, sAkSAt krnaa| Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika saMtulana "AhaMsu vijjA caraNaM pamokkaNaM'-duHkhamukti ke lie vidyA aura AcAra kA anuzIlana kareM-yaha hamArI sAdhanA kA mUla sUtra hai| manuSya kA sArA prayatna duHkhamukti ke lie hotA hai| usakI sArI kalpanAeM, sArI yojanAeM, sArI ceSTAeM kevala duHkha se chuTakArA pAne ke lie hotI haiM / adhyAtma kI sAdhanA karate haiM to usakA bhI ekamAtra uddezya yahI hai ki duHkha se pUrA chuTakArA mila jaae| yadi duHkhamukti nahIM hotI hai to adhyAtma kI sAdhanA vyartha hai| phira koI bhI isa dizA meM gatizIla nahIM hogaa| eka prazna hotA hai ki yadi duHkha se mukta honA hai to phira hama kucha kAma kreN| AMkheM mUMdakara dhyAna meM kyoM baiThe ? nikamme kyoM baiThe? nikamme baiThane se padArthoM kI prApti nahIM hogI aura padArthoM ke abhAva meM duHkha nahIM miTa sakatA / dhyAna meM baiThe rahanA, isa dRSTi se nikammApana hai| isase duHkhamukti kaise ho sakatI hai ? yaha virodhAbhAsa-sA pratIta hotA hai| sabhI loga yaha mAnate haiM ki utpAdaka zrama ke binA duHkha miTa nahIM sakatA / bhUkha lagatI hai| vaha roTI ke khAne se miTa jAtI hai| sardI lagatI hai| kapar3e se vaha miTa jAtI hai / bhUkha duHkha hai, sardI duHkha hai| inako miTAne kA upAya hai-roTI aura kpdd'aa| yaha eka vAstavikatA hai / sAdhanA meM baiThane vAle isako nakAra kara kAlpanika jagat meM viharaNa karate haiM / kyA yaha aphala-prayatna nahIM hai ? kyA adhyAtma korI kalpanA nahIM hai| __hama yathArtha kA jIvana jIeM, vAstavikatA se AMkhamicaunI na kareM, vAstavikatA ko bhogeM-yaha Aja ke yuga kI sacAI hai| isa vAstavikatA ko samajhakara hama duHkhoM ko kama karane kA prayatna kareM, kaSToM ko miTAeM / anyathA hama kalpanAoM meM bahate raheMge, duHkha bar3hegA, miTegA nhiiN| yaha loka-pravAda hai / ise hama samajhate haiN| aba hameM yaha samajhanA hai ki adhyAtma-sAdhanA meM hama aisA kauna-sA prayatna kara rahe haiM jisase duHkhabhakti ho? dhArmika loga, adhyAtma kI sAdhanA karane vAle sAdhaka yaha ghoSaNA Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 160 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai karate haiM .---'dharma karo, sAre duHkha miTa jaaeNge| adhyAtma-sAdhanA karo, duHsvamukti prApta kara loge|' yaha duHkhoM ko miTAne kI ghoSaNA hai, para dharma yA adhyAtma ke pAsa sukha dene ke lie eka iMca jamIna nahIM hai, eka gAMva para Adhipatya nahIM hai, koI padArtha nahIM hai, phira vaha sukha kaise degA ? phira vaha duHkha se chuTakArA kaise karA pAegA ? vaha khAlI hAtha hai / na bhUmi hai, na padArtha hai, na sattA hai aura na adhikAra hai| phira bhI itanI bar3I ghoSaNA karanA 'savvadukkha vimokkhaNaM- sabhI duHkhoM se chuTakArA'- kyA yaha hAsyAspada bAta nahIM hai ? yaha prazna ve vyakti uThAte haiM jo yaha mAnate haiM ki sukha dene vAle haiM padArtha / adhyAtma ke logoM ne eka prazna uThAyA ki yaha bAta samajha se pare hai ki padArtha sukha dete haiM / yaha bAta mAnI jA sakatI hai ki padArtha bImArI kA ilAja karane vAle haiM, kintu sukha dene vAle nhiiN| roTI khAne se sukha kahA~ milatA / peTa meM bhUkha kI pIr3A paidA hotI hai aura vaha roTI khAte hI samApta ho jAtI hai, kucha samaya ke lie zAMta ho jAtI hai| ise sukha mAna liyA gayA / samaya bItate hI phira bhUkha lagatI hai aura pIr3A prAraMbha ho jAtI hai| phira roTI khAte haiM aura pIr3A zAMta ho jAtI hai| yaha krama jIvanaparyanta calatA hai| peTa kI Aga jalatI hai, roTI kA chIMTA diyA, vaha bujha jAtI hai| phira bhabhaka uThatI hai / phira zAMta hotI hai / yaha kaisA sukha ? bImArI huI / usakI cikitsA kI / bImArI daba gyii| yaha kaisA sukha? ___ mana azAMta hotA hai| AdamI socatA hai-zarAba pIne se mana zAMta ho jaaegaa| zarAba pIne vAle isalie zarAba pIte haiM ki ve apane-Apako bhUla jAeM, mana kI azAMti ko bhUla jAeM, mAdakatA A jAe, mastI meM jhUma uThe, Ananda meM cale jaaeN| zarAba pIte haiM / mastI AtI hai / parantu yaha kauna-sA sukha hai ? yaha kaisA sukha ? zarAba pIne se viSa zarIra meM jAtA hai| snAyumaMDala prabhAvita hotA hai / vaha satAtA rahatA hai / vaha miTatA nahIM, zarAba pIne se vaha upazAMta hotA hai / jaba taka mAdakatA rahatI hai taba taka pIr3A upazAMta rahatI hai| jyoM-jyoM nazA utaratA hai, pIr3A ubhara AtI hai| ise hama sukha kaise mAne ? ___adhyAtma ke sAdhakoM ne sukha kI pahacAna ko eka kasauTI dI hai / sukha vaha hai jo pariNAmabhadra ho--jisakA pariNAma, jisakI pariNati sukhada ho / pariNAma meM jo duHkha paidA na kare, vahI vAstava meM sukha hai| vartamAna meM jo Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika saMtulana 161 sukhada anubhUti kA kAraNa banatA hai kintu pariNAma meM vaha duHkha detA hai to samajha lenA cAhie ki vaha sukha nahIM hai| sukha vahI ho sakatA hai jo vartamAna meM bhI, prayoga-kAla meM bhI sukha detA ho aura pariNAma-kAla meM bhI sukha dene vAlA ho / pAribhASika zabdoM meM yaha kahA jA sakatA hai ki jo ApAtabhadra aura pariNAmabhadra ho, vahI sukha hai| yuddha jItane vAle sukha kA anubhava karate haiM / kintu eka yuddha kitane saMkaToM ko janma detA hai, yadi isakA vizleSaNa kiyA jAe to jJAta hogA ki yuddha duHkhoM kA hI sarjaka hai, sukhoM kA nahIM / vijetA bhI duHkha bhogatA hai aura parAjita bhI duHkha bhogatA hai, varSoM taka una duHkhoM se chuTakArA nahIM miltaa| vijayollAsa eka pAgalapana hai, mAdakatA hai, unmAda hai| yaha sukha nahIM ho sktaa| donoM ora dhvaMsa hI dhvaMsa / koI sukha nahIM, koI prasannatA nhiiN| vaha sukha, sukha nahIM hotA jisakA pariNAma du:khamaya ho / vaha sukha, sukha nahIM hotA jo duHkhoM kI laMbI zRMkhalA ko utpanna kare / vahI sukha sukha hotA hai jisakI niSpatti sukhada ho / yaha kasauTI hai / isake AdhAra para hama samajhe ki sukha kyA hai aura duHkha kyA hai ? adhyAtma-sAdhanA sukha dene vAlI hai yA duHkha dene vAlI ? adhyAtma-sAdhanA kI niSpatti sukhada hai yA duHkhada ? tanAva duHkha paidA karatA hai / tanAva Avega paidA karatA hai| adhikAMza Avega tanAva se utpanna hote haiN| tanAva meM hone kA artha hai Avega meM honA aura Avega meM hone kA artha hai tanAva meM honA / tanAva se zaktiyAM kSINa hotI haiM / tanAva kI sthiti meM vyakti gAliyAM dene laga jAtA hai, cir3acir3A ho jAtA hai / tanAva meM kyA-kyA nahIM hotA? jo nahIM hone kA hotA hai, tanAva meM vaha ghaTita ho jAtA hai / sAre Avega tanAva meM janmate haiN| ___ mAnasika tanAva zArIrika saMtulana ko bigAr3a detA hai / saba kucha asaMtulita ho jAtA hai| tanAva se kevala Avega hI paidA nahIM hote, bImAriyAM bhI paidA ho jAtI haiM / zarIra meM tanAva hotA hai taba rakta kI gati meM tIvratA A jAtI hai / zarIra meM tanAva hotA hai taba hRdaya kI dhar3akana bar3ha jAtI hai| zarIra meM tanAva hotA hai taba graMthiyoM kA srAva adhika hone lagatA hai aura vaha aneka visaMgatiyAM utpanna karatA hai| zarIra meM tanAva hotA hai taba eDrInala granthi sabase adhika prabhAvita hotI hai aura vaha atirikta srAva ko chor3atI hai / zarIra meM aneka vikRtiyAM paidA ho jAtI haiM / Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai tanAva sAre duHkhoM kA mUla hai| tanAva se mukta hone kA artha hai kaSAyoM se mukta honA - krodha se mukta honA, mAna se mukta honA, mAyA se mukta honA aura lobha se mukta honA / tanAva kaSAyoM ko uttejita karatA hai / uttejita kaSAya tanAva ko bhI uttejita karate haiM, tanAva bar3hatA hai / kaSAya se tanAva aura tanAva se kaSAya - yaha cakra bana jAtA hai / isa cakra ke 162 bIca meM rahatA hai AdamI / vaha sAre duHkhoM ko jhelatA jAtA hai / sArI -AdhiyAM aura vyAdhiyAM use jhakajhoratI haiM / vaha becArA sahatA hai / duHkha bhogatA hai| pIr3A kA anubhava karatA hai / bahuta sArI vyAdhiyAM tanAva ke kAraNa utpanna hotI haiM / prAcIna granthoM meM bImArI ke do prakAra batalAe haiM - AgaMtuka bImArI aura karmaja bImArI / bImArI ke tIna kAraNa haiM-vAta, pitta aura kapha / koI coTa lagI / yaha AgaMtuka bImArI hai, kaSTa hai / pUrva saMcita saMskAroM se utpanna hone vAlI bImArI karmaja hai / eka hotI hai mAnasika bImArI / bImAriyoM ke ye aneka -prakAra haiM / Aja ke zarIrazAstriyoM ne eka bImArI kA ullekha kiyA hai / vaha hai " sAikosomeTika' / yaha zArIrika aura mAnasika bImArI kA dyotaka zabda hai / prAcIna granthoM meM mAnasika bImArI ko 'Adhi' aura zArIrika bImArI - ko 'vyAdhi' kahA gayA hai / Aja kI bhASA meM donoM kA saMyukta nAma hai'sAikosomeTika' arthAt 'manodaihika' bImArI - zarIra kI bImArI aura mana kI bImArI / P mana tanAva se bharA hai, bhArI hai, azAnta hai to aneka bImAriyAM utpanna hoMgI / ina bImAriyoM kA mUla kAraNa banatA hai mana, aura AdamI doSa mar3hatA hai zarIra para ki zarIra kamajora hai, zarIra ke paramANu rogagrasta haiM, zarIra ke taMtu DhIle haiN| bImArI mana paidA kara rahA hai aura doSI bana rahA hai zarIra / yaha kaisA nyAya ! manodaihika bImAriyAM bahuta hI jaTila hotI haiM / Aja kA mAnava inase grasta hai aura usake kaSTa bar3hate hI cale jA rahe haiM / yogamanaskAra ne eka mahattva kI sUcanA dI hai| unhoMne likhA hai"vyAdhi aura Adhi--ye donoM prakAra ke roga manuSya kI mUrkhatA ke kAraNa "utpanna hote haiM / " yaha bahuta bar3A tathya hai ki manuSya ke ajJAna ke kAraNa zArIrika roga-vyAdhiyAM hotI haiM aura mAnasika roga-AdhiyAM hotI Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 163 mAnasika saMtulana haiN| apane hI ajJAna ke kAraNa hama ina rogoM ko utpanna kara rahe haiM / hameM duHkha se mukti pAnA hai to isa sUtra ko bAra-bAra doharAnA hogA ~ appaNA sacca mesejjA-AtmA se satya kI khoja kro| svayaM satya ko khojo| satya ko khoje binA duHkha se mukti nahIM ho sakatI / ajJAna ko miTAnA Avazyaka hai| rogoM kA eka nimitta kAraNa bhojana bhI hai| bhojana ke viSaya meM bhI hamArA ajJAna hai / ajJAna miTatA hai to bahuta sAre roga utpanna hI nahIM hote aura jo utpanna ho cuke haiM ve bhI dhIre-dhIre naSTa ho jAte haiM / roga kA mUla TUTa jAtA hai| jaba hama jAna lete haiM ki mana kaisA ho, cintana kaisA honA cAhie, mana ko kahAM kaise niyojita karanA cAhie to bahuta bImAriyAM miTa jAtI haiN| isa lie zarIra, mana aura bhojana ke viSaya meM hameM bahuta-kucha jAnanA cAhie / ye tInoM roga ke kAraNa haiN| tInoM kI sahI samajha roga-nivAraNa meM sahAyaka hotI hai| __bhojana se duHkha kama hotA hai to duHkha bar3hatA bhI hai| jitane poSaka dravya haiM, unameM poSaka tattvoM ke sAtha-sAtha apoSaka tattva bhI haiN| Ayurveda ke AcAryoM ne bahuta spaSTatA se likhA hai ki vizva meM aisA eka bhI padArtha nahIM hai jo kevala amRta ho yA kevala viSa ho| sarvathA, nirdoSa, yA sadoSa padArtha eka bhI nahIM hai / saba kucha mAtrA-bheda se hotA hai / mAtrA se hI padArtha nirdoSa hotA hai aura mAtrA se hI padArtha sadoSa hotA hai| mAtrA ke bheda se saMkhiyA bhI amRta hai aura amRta bhI saMkhiyA hai, viSa hai / saba kucha mAtrA-bheda se hotA hai| koI bhI padArtha aisA nahIM hai jise amRta kahA jA sake yA viSa kahA jA sake / amRta ke sAtha viSa aura viSa ke sAtha amRta jur3A huA hai| roga-nivAraNa ke lie davAiyAM lI jAtI haiM / kyA inake sAtha zarIra meM jahara nahIM jAtA ? bahuta jahara jAtA hai| davAI se lAbha hai to hAni bhI hai| ailopaithika davAI kA sevana karane vAle ise bahuta acchI taraha se jAnate haiN| lAbha aura hAni-donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiM / amRta aura viSa-donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiN| mAtrA-bheda se hama kisI ko lAbhakAraka mAna lete haiM aura mAtrA-bheda se hama kisI ko hAnikAraka mAna lete haiN| kisI ko hama sukhada mAna lete haiM aura kisI ko duHkhada mAna lete haiN| hama sukha ke nAma Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 164 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai para, priyatA ke nAma para sAre duHkha jhela rahe haiM / duHkha bar3hatA hI calA jA rahA hai / padArtha AtA hai / usakA upabhoga kara hama sukha kI anubhUti karate haiM / kintu jaba pariNAma AtA hai taba duHkha kA anubhava hotA hai / padArthajanya sukha kI pariNati, niSpatti duHkha hI hotI hai / hameM yaha jAna lenA cAhie ki sukha kisase hotA hai aura duHkha kisase hotA hai ? sukha kyA hai aura duHkha kyA hai ? jaba taka yaha spaSTa bodha nahIM hogA taba taka hama una saba padArthoM ko sukha mAnate raheMge to hameM antataH duHkha meM DAlate haiM aura jo hameM antataH duHkha meM nahI DAlate unako hama duHkha mAnate raheMge / hameM lagatA hai ki sAdhanA karanA duHkha hai, nIrasa hai, kucha bhI nahIM hai / yaha isalie lagatA hai ki hamArI mAnyatA, hamArI kalpanA padArtha ke ghere se sukha ko mAnane ko nahIM hotI / hama isa ghere ko tor3akara dekha hI nahIM pAte ki padArtha ke binA bhI koI sukha ho sakatA hai / padArthamukti se bhI sukha prApta hotA hai-yaha jJAna hI nahIM hai / vAstavikatA yaha hai ki padArtha mukti ke binA vAstavika mukti ghaTita hI nahIM hotI / kintu hamane ulTA mAna liyA ki padArtha kA baMdhana hue binA duHkha - mukti ho nahIM sakatI / eka ora yaha sArA vizva hai, bhautika jagat hai jo isa bAta kI udghoSaNA karatA hai ki padArtha ke vikAsa ke binA, padArtha ko bar3hAe binA, duHkhoM se mukti nahIM ho sakatI / dUsarI ora adhyAtma jagat hai jo isa bAta kI udghoSaNA karatA hai ki padArthoM se chuTakArA pAe binA duHkhoM se chuTakArA nahIM mila sakatA / eka ora kAMcana bhukti kA svara hai to dUsarI ora kAMcana-mukti kA svara hai / eka oda padArtha ke saMgraha kI ghoSaNA hai to dUsarI ora padArtha mukti kI ghoSaNA hai / ye donoM bAteM cala rahI haiM jaba taka manuSya snAyavika tanAva kA zikAra banA rahatA hai taba taka isa sacAI ko samajha nahIM sakatA / kintu jaise hI vaha dhyAna kA abhyAsa karatA hai, snAyavika tanAva dhIre-dhIre kama hone lagatA hai, granthiyoM kA srAva saMtulita hotA hai, mastiSka saMtulita hotA hai taba use Ananda kA anubhava hotA hai / usakI bhrAMti TUTane lagatI hai / padArtha mukti kA gherA TUTatA hai aura padArtha - mukti kI bhAvanA kA udaya hotA hai / bAta yaha hai ki sukha kA bharanA hamAre bhItara baha rahA hai aura hama usakI khoja bAhara kara rahe haiM / eka bur3hiyA sar3aka para suI khoja rahI thI / kucha bacce Ae, pUchA"dAdI ! kyA khoja rahI ho ?" bur3hiyA ne kahA - "suI / " baccoM ne pUchA Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 165 mAnasika saMtulana "dAdI ! suI sar3aka para guma huI thI ?" bur3hiyA ne kahA-"nahIM, vaha kamare meM guma huI thii|" bacce bole-"dAdI ! yaha kyA ? suI kamare meM girI aura use tuma khoja rahI ho sar3aka pr| vaha kaise milegI ?"bur3hiyA bolI"beTA ! ThIka kahate ho, para karUM kyA? kamare meM aMdherA hai| prakAza kevala sar3aka para hI hai| prakAza meM hI to DhUMr3ha rahI hUM?' AcArya bhikSu ne isI tathya ko prakaTa karane kI kathA khii| eka AMkha kA rogI vaidya ke pAsa gayA / vaidya ne AMkha meM AMjane ke lie davA dii| vaha ghara para AyA aura davA pITha para malane lgaa| saMyogavaza vaidya vahAM A pahuMcA / usane dekhA, davA pITha para lagAyI jA rahI hai / vaidya ne kahA-"yaha kyA, AMkha kI davA pITha para lagA rahe ho ?" rogI ne kahA - "vaidya jI ! aura kyA karUM? davA ko AMkha meM lagAte hI AMkha jalane lagatI hai / itanI jalana ki maiM use sahana hI nahIM kara sktaa| pITha para koI jalana nahIM hotii|" do pazu pAsa-pAsa khar3e the| eka thA UMTa aura eka thA baila / UMTa bImAra thA--use dAganA thaa| dAgane vAlA AyA aura usane UMTa ke badale baila ko dAga diyaa| pUchane para bolA-"UMTa taka hAtha nahIM pahuMca rahA thA, isalie baila ko hI dAga diyaa|" bImAra thA UMTa aura dAgA gayA baila / pariNAma kyA ho sakatA hai ? / hamAre jIvana meM aise virodhAbhAsa kitane calate haiM, koI lekhA-jokhA nahIM hai| hama dUsaroM ke virodhAbhAsa para haMsate haiM, unakI mUrkhatA kA upahAsa karate haiM, kintu hama svayaM apane jIvana meM na jAne kitane virodhAbhAsoM ko pAlate cale jA rahe haiN| sukha kA nirbhara bhItara hai aura khoja rahe haiM bAhara meN| kyA yaha virodhAbhAsa nahIM hai ? kyA hamArI yaha sthiti bur3hiyA kI-sI nahIM hai ? sAdhanA isa bhrAnti ko cUra-cUra kara detI hai| sukha ko khojane ke lie bhItara meM praveza karane kI ora prerita karatI hai aura AvazyakatA kI pUrti ke lie padArtha ko apekSita batAtI hai| padArtha sukha nahIM dete, ve AvazyakatA kI pUrti mAtra karate haiM / ___ do khojeM haiN| eka hai AvazyakatA-pUrti kI khoja aura dUsarI hai sukha kI khoja / AvazyakatA kI pUrti padArtha se hI saMbhava hai, adhyAtma se vaha nahIM ho sktii| sukha kI upalabdhi adhyAtma se hI saMbhava hai vaha padArtha se nahIM ho sakatI / isa sUtra kA spaSTa bodha ho jAnA caahie| Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai adhyAtma ke dvArA sukha kI khoja ho sakatI hai, sukha kI pUrti ho sakatI kheta-khalihAnoM meM yA bAjAra meM jAne para AvazyakatA kI pUrti hotI hai| padArtha ke kisI bhI kSetra meM jAne para, padArtha kI sImA meM jAne para yaha saca hai ki AvazyakatA kI pUrti hogii| padArtha kA samUcA kSetra AvazyakatApUrti kA kSetra hai| __ adhyAtma kA kSetra isase bilkula ulTA hai| vaha hai sukha-pUrti kA kssetr| ____manuSya isa viSaya meM bhrAnta hai / jo AvazyakatA-pUrti kA kSetra hai use usane kucha dene vAlA mAna liyA, duHkha se chuTakArA dene vAlA mAna liyaa| agara isase sukha kI pUrti hotI to maiM samajhatA hUM ki Aja ke yuga kA vyakti sabase adhika sukhI hotaa| Aja ke vijJAna ne jitane padArtha upalabdha karAe haiM, ve anagina haiN| unakA vikAsa carama sImA ko pAra kara gayA hai| phira bhI AdamI duHkhI hai, use sukha nahIM milA hai| hama isa sacAI ko svIkAra kareM ki jina manuSyoM ko adhika padArtha upalabdha haiM, ve hI adhika pAgala hote haiN| ve hI adhika AtmahatyA karane vAle hote haiN| ve hI adhika anidrA ke zikAra hote haiN| ve hI adhika-se-adhika nIMda kI goliyAM khA-khAkara nIMda lene kA prayatna karate haiN| una logoM meM hI aparAdha kI vRtti adhika panapI hai| ina saba rogoM kA eka hI kAraNa hai-padArthoM kI adhika upalabdhi / hameM isa para vicAra karanA hai| yadi padArtha se hI sukha hotA to ye nyUnatAeM kabhI manuSya meM nahIM pnptiiN| padArtha kI dRSTi se jo sampanna rASTra haiM ve yaha ghoSaNA karate-'Ao, hama tumheM sabhI duHkhoM se chuTakArA dilA deNge| kintu Aja ve rASTra digbhrAMta ho rahe haiN| bhaTaka rahe haiN| ve svayaM zAMti kI khoja meM haiM, sukha kI khoja meM haiN| hama saba sAdhanA ke lie upasthita haiM, AvazyakatA-pUrti ke lie nhiiN| zarIra hai to usakI kucha mAMgeM bhI haiN| parivAra hai to usake prati kucha dAyitva bhI hai| AvazyakatAoM ko pUrA karane ke lie kamAnA bhI Avazyaka hotA hai| adhyAtma isa tathya ko svIkAra karatA hai| vaha ise kabhI nahIM nkaartaa| sAdhanA kA abhyAsa karane se yaha antara avazya AtA hai ki sAdhaka sAdhanA ko kevala samaya-yApaka mAtra nahIM maantaa| vaha use sArthaka mAnatA hai, Avazyaka mAnatA hai| sAdhanA se sphUrti bar3hatI hai, dRSTi ational Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika saMtulana sApha hotI hai aura mAnadaNDa ke AyAma badala jAte haiM / sAdhaka karmakSetra meM rahatA hai| vaha karma karatA hai, AjIvikA ke sAdhana juTAtA hai kintu karma se jo duHkha utpanna hotA thA, usa duHkha kI bhAvanA se baca jAtA hai| karma ke sAtha jo doSa Ate the, vaha unase baca jAtA hai| kriyA se jo pratikriyA hotI thI, vaha unase baca jAtA hai| usakI yaha bhrAMti TUTa jAtI hai ki padArtha se sukha hotA hai| usakI dRSTi samyak ho jAtI hai| duHkha kA mArga bhinna hai aura sukha kA mArga bhinna haiyaha spaSTa bodha ho jAtA hai| sukha kA mArga bhinna hai aura AvazyakatA-pUrti kA mArga bhinna hai-samajha meM A jAtA hai| isa bodha se santulana sthApita hotA hai| mAnasika saMtulana prApta hotA hai| Aja ke yuga kI bahuta bar3I samasyA hai mAnasika asaMtulana / mana ubar3a-khAbar3a bana jAtA hai| kabhI vaha priyatA se labAlaba bhara jAtA hai to kabhI apriyatA se bhara jAtA hai| kabhI vaha vizvAsa se pUrNa hotA hai to kabhI avizvAsa kI sImA lAMgha jAtA hai| yaha sArA asaMtulana hai| adhyAtma-sAdhanA ke dvArA hama mAnasika saMtulana ko prApta kara sakate haiM / mAnasika saMtulana kA artha hai-na rAga aura na dveSa / kevala samabhAva / prekSA-dhyAna samabhAva kI vRddhi kA pratIka hai / ) hama zarIra kI prekSA karate haiN| priya saMvedanoM ko dekhate haiM aura apriya saMvedanoM ko bhI dekhate haiN| priya saMvedanoM ke prati rAga na ho aura apriya saMvedanoM ke prati dveSa na ho| donoM ke prati samatA, samabhAva banA rhe| hama kevala draSTA bane raheM, dekhane vAle bane rheN| sukha kI khoja kA prayoga itanA lAbhadAyI hai ki vaha hamAre dainika jIvana meM koI bAdhA nahIM DAlatA / vaha AvazyakatA-pUrti ke sAtha Ane vAle viSa ko dho DAlatA hai aura vyakti ke jIvana ko pavitra banAtA hai| jisa vyakti meM prekSA-dhyAna kA abhyAsa paka cukA hai vaha kabhI kisI ko dhokhA nahIM de sktaa| vaha kisI ke sAtha zatrutA nahIM rakha sktaa| kyoMki usane ina tathyoM kA sAkSAt anubhava kiyA hai, kevala jAnA hI nahIM hai / kevala jAnanA adhUrI bAta hotI hai / sAkSAt anubhava kI bAta hI pradhAna hotI hai| vaha rUpAntaraNa meM sahAyaka hotI hai| Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 16 saMkalikA * adhyAtma kA artha hai-AtmA ke bhItara / * adhyAtma ke tIna rUpa-bahirAtmA, antarAtmA, prmaatmaa| * manovijJAna kI bhASA meM mana ke tIna rUpa / cetana mana, ardhacetana mana, avacetana mana / * dharma kI sabase bar3I upalabdhi-adhyAtma kI yaatraa| * saba dharmoM kA mUla hai-abhaya / rUpAntaraNa kA upAya* zarIrazAstrIya bhASA-ardhacetana mana ko sakriya krnaa| 0 AdhyAtmika bhASA-antarAtmA ko sakriya krnaa| * upadeza kI bhI sImA / * upAya kI bhI siimaa| Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtma kI yAtrA hamane adhyAtma kI yAtrA zurU kI hai| yaha hamAre jIvana kI naI yAtrA hai, aparicita yAtrA hai / isake patha se hama paricita nahIM haiM / yaha nayA mArga hai, jisase paricita honA hai, ho rahe haiN| yaha patha laMbA hai, yAtrI laMbI hai| hameM laMbe mArga ko taya karanA hai / adhyAtma kI yAtrA bhItara kI yAtrA hai| adhyAtma meM do zabda haiMadhi+AtmA / 'adhi' kA artha hai-bhiitr| adhyAtma kA artha hai-AtmA ke bhItara / AtmA ke bAhara-bAhara hama yAtrA kara rahe haiN| atIta se karate raheM haiM / bAhara hI bAhara, bAhara hI baahr| kabhI bhItara jAne kA avakAza hI nahIM milaa| hameM saba kucha vahI acchA lagatA hai jo bAhara hai| hama mAnate haiM ki duniyA meM jo kucha sAra hai vaha bAhara hI hai, bhItara kucha bhI nahIM / bAhara sAra hai aura bhItara vaha hai jo sAra ko bhogatA hai| sAra ko karane vAlA, lene vAlA, grahaNa karane vAlA bhItara hai, parantu bhItara meM koI sAra nahIM hai| yadi bhItara meM sAra hotA to bAhara se sAra lene kI AvazyakatA kyA hotI ? bhItara meM sAra nahIM hai, asAra hai, isIlie hama bAhara se sAra lekara bhItara bhejate haiN| yahI hamArA anubhava hai| aura isI anubhava ke kAraNa hama bhItara meM asAra mAnate haiM aura bAhara meM sAra mAnate haiM / hamane khoja zurU kI ki sAra sAkSAt ho sake / bAhara ke kaNa-kaNa meM sAra ko khojA, khojate rahe haiN| Aja bhI khojate haiN| viTAminsa meM sAra hai, proTInsa meM sAra hai, sinemAghara aura dukAna meM sAra hai| khoja kA niSkarSa nikAlA ki sAra bAhara hai, bhItara nhiiN| ___ hamane jaba se bhItara kI yAtrA zurU kI, adhyAtma kI yAtrA zurU kI, apane bhItara calanA prAraMbha kiyA, bhItara dekhanA zurU kiyA to sArI mAnyatA badala gayI / Aja taka kA anubhava parivartita ho gyaa| 'bAhara meM sAra hai'-yaha sarvathA mithyA lagane lgaa| 'bhItara meM sAra hai'- yaha sarvathA satya pratIta huA / anubhava kI cinagAriyAM uchalI, sphuliMga bikharane lage aura taba anubhava huA ki jo kucha sAra hai vaha bhItara hai, bAhara nissAra hI Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai nissAra hai / bhItara kA sAra itanA hai ki bAhara kA sAra nagaNya hai, tuccha hai| bhItara sAra kA samudra laharA rahA hai aura bAhara sAra kI do-cAra bUMdeM bikharI-sI lagatI haiN| kahAM bhItara meM vidyamAna sAra kA atula bhaMDAra aura kahAM bAhara meM par3A nissAra kA aMbAra ? donoM kI koI tulanA nahIM ho sakatI / jo sAra banAtA hai, sAra kI anubhUti karAtA hai, jo sAra kA mUlya detA hai, vaha to bhItara hai| agara bhItara vAlA so jAe to sArA sAra asAra ho jAe, sArA sArthaka nirarthaka bana jaae| sAra banAne vAlA, sAra kA mUlyAMkana karane vAlA, sAra kA sthAna dene vAlA jo hai vaha paramAtmA, vaha devatA bhItara baiThA hai, bAhara nahIM hai / hamane isa adhyAtma kI yAtrA ke sAtha doharAnA prAraMbha kara diyA hai-'saMpikkhae appagamappaeNa' AtmA ke dvArA AtmA ko dekho |'yh udghoSa, yaha svara sAmane Ate hI AtmA ke atirikta dUsare ko dekhane kI bAta hI samApta ho jAtI hai| 'AtmA ke dvArA AtmA ko dekho-yaha udghoSa isa bAta kA sUcaka hai ki AtmA meM bahuta sAra hai, use dekho| aura kisI mAdhyama se nahIM, kevala AtmA ke mAdhyama se dekho| ____ adhyAtma-yAtrA ke jo naye-naye pathika haiM, unheM isa patha para calane meM kaThinAI kA anubhava ho sakatA hai, kucha bAdhAeM bhI sAmane A sakatI haiM / unako yaha laga sakatA hai ki AtmA ke dvArA AtmA ko dekho--isa ghoSa meM do AtmAeM kahAM se A gyiiN| eka dekhane vAlI AtmA aura eka dRzya banane vAlI aatmaa| do AtmAeM / kauna dekhe ? kise dekhe ? yaha ulajhana svAbhAvika hai, asvAbhAvika nahIM hai| yahAM AtmA bhI baMTa gyii| AdamI kA yaha svabhAva hai ki vaha bAMTatA jAtA hai| vyavasAya ke kSetra meM baMTavArA hai| dharma ke kSetra meM baMTavArA hai| rAjanIti ke kSetra meM baMTavArA hai| sabhI baMTe hue haiM / aura yaha saba manuSya dvArA kRta hai| usane Age bar3hakara AtmA ko bhI bAMTa diyA, do kara diyA / eka vaha jisake dvArA hama dekheM aura eka vaha jisako hama dekheN| do AtmAeM bana gayIM / yaha vaidha ho gyaa| yaha ulajhana jaisI lagatI hai, para koI ulajhana nahIM hai| yaha ulajhana taba taka hI pratIta hotI hai, jaba taka adhyAtma kI yAtrA prAraMbha nahIM hotii| isa patha para jaisejaise caraNa Age bar3heMge, ulajhana sulajhatI calI jaaegii| samAdhAna hotA jaaegaa| jaba hama aMtima vindu para pahuMceMge taba vahAM samasyA hI nahIM rhegii| saba spaSTa ho jaaegaa| Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtma kI yAtrA jaba hama bAhara hI bAhara dekhate haiM taba bAhara ke prati hamArI Asakti itanI gAr3ha ho jAtI hai, itanI tIvra ho jAtI hai ki hamArI AtmA 'bahirAtmA' bana jAtI hai, antarAtmA nahIM rhtii| bhItara se haTakara kevala bAhya bana jAtI hai| bAhara kA AkAra le letI hai| phira sArI pravRtti bAhya ko dekhatI hai / saba kucha bAhara hI bAhara, bhItara kucha bhI nhiiN| bahirAtmA kA pariNamana hotA hai| hamArI AtmA bahirAtmA bana jAtI hai| ___ jaba kisI nimitta se bhItara kI yAtrA prAraMbha hotI hai aura isa sacAI kA eka kaNa, eka lava anubhUti meM A jAtA hai ki sAra sArA bhItara hai, sukha bhItara hai, Ananda bhItara hai, Ananda kA sAgara bhItara laharAtA hai, caitanya kA vizAla samudra bhItara uchala rahA hai, zakti kA ajastra srota bhI bhItara hai, apAra Ananda, apAra zakti, apAra sukha--yaha saba bhItara hai, taba AtmA antarAtmA bana jAtI hai bAhya AtmA kA valaya TUTa jAtA hai / bAhya anubhUti ke stara para AtmA bahirAtmA banatI hai to Antarika anubhUti ke stara para AtmA AntarAtmA banatI hai| adhyAtma kI yAtrA ke stara para AtmA antarAtmA bana jAtI hai / taba hamArI pariNati Antarika bana jAtI hai| antarAtmA kA unmeSa jAga jAtA hai| jaba sAdhaka isase Age bar3hatA hai taba anubhUti kA stara badala jAtA hai / zreya ke sAtha hamArA saMbaMdha jur3a jAtA hai, zuddha cetanA ke sAtha hama mila jAte haiN| jisake sAtha saMbaMdha kaTA-kaTA-sA thA, usa vizuddha cetanA ke sAtha punaH saMbaMdha sthApita ho jAtA hai| eka choTA srota apane mUla srota se mila jAtA hai / yaha parama AtmA kI sthiti hai| isa stara para AtmA paramAtmA bana jAtI hai| anubhUtiyoM ke staroM ke AdhAra para AtmA ke tIna rUpa bana jAte haiM bahirAtmA, antarAtmA aura prmaatmaa| hama isakI tulanA Aja ke manovijJAna kI bhASA se kara sakate haiN| usake anusAra mana ke tIna prakAra haiM-konziyasa mAiMDa, sabakonziyasaM mAiMDa aura anakonziyasa mAiMDa-~-cetana mana, arddhacetana mana aura avacetana mn| cetana mana arthAt jAgata mana / yaha sthUla mana hai| yaha bAhara hI bAhara ghUmatA hai, bAhara ko hI dekhatA hai, yaha kevala bAhara kA bana jAtA hai| ise hama bahirAtmA kaha sakate haiM / yaha bahirAtmA kI sthiti kA anubhava hai| arddhacetana mana bhItara hai, bAhara nahIM hai| yaha bhItara hI kAma karatA Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 172 hai| yahAM AtmA kI sthiti kA anubhava hone lagatA hai / jaba hama avacetana mana meM cale jAte haiM, vahAM AtmA kI mUla sthiti kA anubhava hone lagatA hai, mUla sthiti kA darzana hotA hai / 'AtmA ke dvArA AtmA ko dekheM' - arthAt usa paramAtmA kI anubhUti kareM jo upalabdha nahIM hai / usa sthiti ko upalabdha karanA aura jo vartamAna kI sthiti hai use vismRta karanA, Atmamaya bana jAnA hI AtmA ke dvArA AtmA ko dekhanA hai / tarkazAstra kA kathana hai ki dIpaka ko dekhane ke lie dIpaka kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI, kyoMki dIpaka svayaM prakAzamAna hai / jo svayaM prakAzI hotA hai, usako dekhane ke lie dUsare prakAza kI jarUrata nahIM hotI / sUraja ugA yA nahIM - ise jAnane ke lie bijalI jalAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI / aura yadi koI vyakti sUraja ko dekhane ke lie bijalI jalAe to vaha samajhadAra nahIM mAnA jA sakatA / sUryaM svayaM prakAzI hai / kisane kahA mana caMcala hai tarkazAstra kA yaha kathana prastuta prasaMga meM ulaTa jAtA hai / AtmA ko dekhane ke lie AtmA kI jarUrata hai, dIpaka ko dekhane ke lie dIpaka kI jarUrata hai, prakAza ko dekhane ke lie prakAza kI jarUrata hai / pahale hama dIyA jalAeM aura phira sUrya ko dekheM / AtmA rUpI sUrya ko dekhane ke lie kisI pArthiva dIpaka kI jarUrata nahIM hai / kintu hamArI paramAtmA, antarAtmA aura bahirAtmA ke bIca jo saghana aMdhakAra hai use miTAnA hai, use haTAnA haiM / kaSAyoM kA aMdhakAra jJAnAvaraNa-darzanAvaraNa- moha aura antarAya - ina karmoM kA aMdhakAra yA pardA - ye saba bIca meM haiM / ina sabako cIrakara parama AtmA taka pahuMcanA kaThina hotA hai / bahirAtmA aura paramAtmA meM bahuta dUrI hai / bIca meM anagina bAdhAeM haiM / sabako tor3akara Age calanA zramasAdhya kArya hai / ye bAdhAeM sthUla nahIM haiM jo hameM ina AMkhoM se dIkha sakeM / ve sUkSma haiM / yadi ina bAdhAoM ke paramANuoM ko bAhara nikAlakara phailAyA jAya to ananta vizva meM bhI ve nahIM samA paaeNge| hamAre bhItara yaha ananta saMsAra samAyA huA hai / itanA sUkSma hai ki hameM usake astitva kA kucha pratyakSa bhAna hI nahIM hotA, kyoMki hama sUkSma ko dekhanA jAnate hI nahIM / sUkSma ko dekhane kI dRSTi hamAre pAsa nahIM hai, isIlie hameM una sUkSma bAdhAoM ke astitva kA pUrA bhAna hI nahIM hotA / hama adhyAtma kI yAtrA meM sUkSma ko dekhane kA prayatna karate haiM, Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtma kI yAtrA 173 abhyAsa karate haiM, taba hameM lagatA hai ki maMjila bahuta dUra hai, yAtrApatha bahuta laMbA hai| hameM rukanA nahIM hai, nirAza nahIM honA hai, calate calanA hai| maMjila hamAre nikaTa AtI jaaegii| hameM AzA aura sphUrti ke sAtha bar3hate jAnA hai, saba bAdhAoM ko para karanA hai, kintu hamAre hAtha meM eka dIyA cAhie, jisase ki hama caTTAnoM se na TakarAeM, paryoM ko dUra haTAeM aura aMdhakAra ko cIra ddaaleN| yaha dIyA hogA zuddha cetanA kaa| adhyAtma kI yAtrA meM hamane zuddha cetanA kA eka dIpaka liyA hai| yaha rAga-dveSa ke kSaNoM se rahita dIpaka hai / hama rAga-dveSa se rahita kSaNoM meM jIeM aura dIye ke sAtha-sAtha calate raheM / hama sArI bAdhAoM ko miTAne meM sakSama ho jAeMge phira ve bAdhAeM cAhe aMdhakAra kI hoM, caTTAnoM kI hoM aura mAdaka mUrchAoM kI hoM, sabako tor3akara, cIrakara hama Age bar3hate jaaeNge| hAtha meM thAme usa dIpaka ke dvArA hameM usa mahAn prakAzapuMja taka pahuMcanA hai| dharma kI sabase bar3I upalabdhi hai-adhyAtma kI yaatraa| jo dharma adhyAtma kI yAtrA prAraMbha nahIM karatA aura apane anuyAyiyoM se adhyAtmayAtrA nahIM karAtA, vaha dharma eka prakAra se chalanA hai, dhokhA hai, DhoMga hai aura yadi use aphIma bhI kahA jAe to atizayokti nahIM hogii| ___ Aja ke dhArmika logoM ne adhyAtma-yAtrA ko bhulA diyA isa mahApuNya yAtrA ko vismRta kara diyaa| unhoMne logoM ko sikhAne kA prayatna kiyA-bhale AdamI bano, svArtha ko chor3a paramArtha meM praveza karo, prAmANika bano, naitika bano, zuddha AcaraNa karo, sabake sAtha maitrI karo, ahiMsA kA pAlana karo, corI mata karo, saMtuSTa raho / ye bAteM acchI haiN| inako cAhanA acchA hai / kintu ye upadeza calate rahe aura AdamI mUla kA ho rahA / usameM koI rUpAntaraNa nahIM huaa| upadeza upadeza mAtra banA rahA / bAta yaha hai ki jaba taka parivartana kI prakriyA sAmane nahIM AtI, kriyAnvita kA upAya sAmane nahIM AtA, taba taka kahane vAlA kahatA rahatA hai, sunane vAlA sunatA rahatA hai, donoM nahIM thkte| na kahane vAlA thakatA hai aura na sunane vAlA thakatA hai| yaha bhI mana-bahalAva kA sAdhana bana jAtA hai / isa prakAra ke upadezoM se koI parivartana nahIM hotaa| eka cUhA thaa| eka ullU thaa| donoM mitra the / eka dina cUhe ne ullU se kahA-'mitra ! kyA karUM ? billI bahuta satAtI hai / usase sadA bhayabhIta rahatA huuN| koI upAya batAo ki maiM isa bhaya se mukta ho skuu|' ullU ne kahA Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 174 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai - 'bahuta acchA upAya batAe detA huuN| tuma jaMgalI bilAva bana jAo, phira bhaya nahIM rahegA, tuma nirbhaya bana jaaoge| billI tumase Darane lgegii|' cUhA prasanna ho gayA usane kahA-'upAya bahuta acchA hai| para yaha batAo ki maiM bilAva kaise bana sakatA hUM?' ullU bolA-mitra ! yaha kaisA prazna ? kyA saba-kucha maiM hI karUM? maiMne upAya batA diyA ki tuma bilAva bana jAo / bilAva kaise banA jAtA hai, tuma bilAba kaise bana sakate ho-yaha saba tumhArA kAma hai, merA nhiiN| merA kAma to kevala upAya batAnA hai| upAya ko kAma meM lenA tumhArA kAma hai|' mujhe lagatA hai ki dharma ke kSetra meM bhI kucha aisA hI ho rahA hai| dharma ke upadeSTAoM ne kucha aisA hI kiyA hai / unhoMne kahA-'acche bno| aisA karo, aisA mata kro| yaha karo, vaha mata kro|' jaba dharma ke una upadeSTAoM ko pUchate haiM ki acchA kaise banA jAtA hai ? yaha kaise chor3A jAtA hai ? taba ve kahate haiM. hama to upadezaka haiN| hamane kaha diyA, aba Apako socanA hai ki usa upadeza ke anusAra kaise bananA hai|' yaha bar3A ajIba-sA lagatA hai ki dhArmika upadeSTA yaha kahe-'paramArthI bano, ahiMsaka bano, satyavAdI bano, para upAya nahIM batAte / unakI kriyanviti kA mArga prazasta nahIM krte| ve bhI usa ajJAna pakSI kI taraha kaha dete haiM ki acchI bAteM bhI hama batAeM aura -unakI kriyAnviti kA upAya bhI hama batAeM-yaha doharI bAta kaise saMbhava ho sakatI hai ? yaha eka bhaTakAva hai / jaba taka dharma upAya nirdiSTa nahIM karatA, kriyAnviti kA mArga prazasta nahIM karatA, korI bar3I-bar3I bAteM prastuta karatA hai, taba taka usa dharma se kucha bhI rUpAntaraNa hone vAlA nahIM hai| AdamI badalane vAlA nahIM hai / aise dharma ke prati aruci yA anAsthA hotI hai to Azcarya hI kyA hai ! dharma ke prati nAstikatA kA manobhAva, AtmA aura paramAtmA ke prati nAstikatA kA manobhAva, adhyAtma ke prati nAstikatA kA manobhAva inhIM kAraNoM se panapatA hai / dharma kI nissAratA kA bhAna hotA hai| vyakti dharma se dUra bhAga jAtA hai / dharma ke prati usake mana meM ghRNA paidA ho jAtI hai / Aja kA yuga isa bAta kA sAkSI hai| Aja buddhivAdI aura vicAraka, Aja kA yuvaka, dharma se isalie dUra hotA jA rahA hai ki vaha dekhatA hai-dharma kI bAteM bahuta bar3I haiM / vaha bar3I-bar3I bAteM banAtA hai, karatAdharatA kucha bhI nahIM / vaha mohaka madirA kI aisI pyAlI pilAtA hai jisase pIne vAlA naze meM ho jAtA hai, bebhAna ho jAtA hai| yaha sthiti dhArmikoM ke Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -adhyAtma kI yAtrA 175 lie bahuta bar3I cunautI hai / yaha unake lie bhI eka cunautI hai jo dharma ke ghuraMdhara haiM, dharma kI ghurA ko vahana karane vAle haiM, dharma ratha ke sArathI haiM, dharmaratha ko Age bar3hAne kA dAyitva or3he hue haiM / yA to ve isa cunautI ko leM yA phira bar3I-bar3I bAteM banAnA chor3a deM / ve rUpAntaraNa kI prakriyA prastuta kareM, logoM ko sakriya abhyAsa karAeM unameM yaha vizvAsa paidA kareM ki dharma rUpAntaraNa kI vaijJAnika prakriyA hai / isake pAsa vaha saba kucha hai jo AdamI ko Anandamaya, sukhamaya aura zAMtimaya banA sake / yadi aisA ho pAe - to cunautI kA saTIka uttara mila jAegA / mujhe smaraNa hai / tIsa varSa pahale kI bAta hai / eka dina AcAryazrI ne kahA - "hamAre pAsa itane loga Ate haiM / sadA bhIr3a lagI rahatI hai / dUradUra se ve Ate haiN| bar3I zraddhA pradarzita karate haiM, bhAvanA rakhate haiM aura hameM taba kucha mAnakara calate haiM / kintu hama inheM dete kyA haiM, yadi kucha bhI nahIM dete haiM to kyA hama apane karttavya kA pUrA pAlana karate haiM ? unakI itanI bhakti aura zraddhA lete haiM aura vApasa yadi kucha bhI nahIM dete haiM to yaha unakI bhakti aura zraddhA kA zoSaNa hai, anyAya hai / " yaha cintana gahare meM gayA / isake pariNAmasvarUpa aNuvrata Andolana ne janma liyA / isake pariNAmasvarUpa adhyAtma kI yAtrA ne janma liyA / yaha socA gayA ki jo bhI zraddhA pradarzita karate haiM, unakI zraddhA kA pratiphala unheM milanA cAhie | unakA jIvana badalanA caahie| unake jIvana kI yAtrA badalanI cAhie / mUla prazna hai- jIvana kaise badale ? isake samAdhAna meM kahA gayA ki adhyAtma kI yAtrA para calane se jIvana badala jAtA hai | badalane kA sabase bar3A upAya hai-- AtmA ko AtmA ke dvArA dekhanA / jaba taka bhItara meM nahIM dekhA jAtA taba taka badalAva nahIM hotA, rUpAntaraNa nahIM hotA / isa prasaMga meM maiM zarIrazAstrIya carcA karanA cAhatA hUM / DA0 kaoNpa (KAPP) ne eka pustaka likhI hai / usakA nAma hai - 'glaiNDsa: di invi - 'jibala gArajiyana' yaha pustaka likhane vAlA adhyAtma-guru nahIM hai / vaha eka zarIrazAstrI hai / vaha likhatA hai - "hamAre bhItara jo granthiyAM haiM ve krodha, kalaha, IrSyA, bhaya, dveSa Adi ke kAraNa vikRta banatI haiM / jaba ye aniSTa bhAvanAeM jAgatI haiM taba eDrInala glaiNDa ko atirikta kAma karanA par3atA hai / vaha thaka jAtI hai, aura aura granthiyAM bhI atizrama se thakakara zlatha ho Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 176 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai jAtI haiM / atirikta bhAra thakAna paidA karatA hai / bailagAr3I para jyAdA bhAra lAdoge to baila thaka jAeMge / moTara para adhika bhAra lAdeMge to iMjana TUTa jAegA, kAma nahIM kregaa| yaMtra ho yA prANI-yaha atirikta bhAra se thaka jAtA hai| jaba-jaba hamAre Avega aura saMskAra jAgate haiM taba-taba una granthiyoM para atirikta bhAra par3atA hai / ve asvAbhAvika rUpa se kAma karane lagatI haiN| srAva adhika hotA hai / yaha atirikta srAva aneka vikRtiyAM paidA karatA hai / granthiyoM kI zakti kSINa ho jAtI hai / pariNAmasvarUpa zarIra kA sArA saMtulana bigar3a jAtA hai| isalie yaha Avazyaka hai ki hama ina AvegoM ko rokeM, ina bhAvanAoM ko rokeM, ina para niyaMtraNa kreN| AvegoM ko samajhadArI se sameTeM aura granthiyoM para adhika bhAra na Ane deM / isakA bhI upAya hai| vaha upAya hai-dhrm| Aja aisA dharma cAhie jisake sAtha bhaya jur3A huA na ho / bhagavAn mahAvIra kA vAkya hai-na bhetavvaM-Daro mata / unhoMne apane dharma kA prAraMbha yahI se kiyA / vaha dharma cAhe ahiMsA hai, satya hai, aparigraha hai, sabake Age jo praharI baiThA hai vaha hai-Daro mata, abhaya raho / unhoMne kahA-kisI se mata Daro-bur3hApe se mata Daro, bImArI se mata Daro, mauta se mata Daro, zatru se mata Daro / kisI se mata ddro|' bhaya aneka vikRtiyAM paidA karatA hai / bhaya se sabase jyAdA prabhAvita hotI hai-eDrInala granthi / saba dharmoM kA mUla hai--abhaya / bhagavAn mahAvIra ne kahA-"jo abhaya nahIM hotA, vaha ahiMsaka nahIM hotA / jo abhaya nahIM hotA, vaha satyavAdI nahIM hotA / jo abhaya nahIM hotA, vaha brahmacArI yA aparigrahI nahIM hotaa| AdamI bhaya ke kAraNa hiMsA karatA hai, asatya bolatA hai, corI karatA hai, parigraha kA saMcaya karatA hai|" zastroM kA vikAsa bhaya ke kAraNa hI huA hai / eka rASTra dUsare rASTra se DaratA hai| apane bacAva ke lie vaha zastra-nirmANa karatA hai / bhaya se bhaya bar3hatA hI jAtA hai / zastroM kA vikAsa hotA jAtA hai / isake mUla meM haibhaya / jaba manuSya ke mana meM bhaya jAgA taba astroM kA AviSkAra huaa| pattharoM ke zastrAstroM se hama cale / jyoM-jyoM bhaya bar3hatA gayA, zastroM meM pariSkAra huA aura Aja hama navIna, sUkSma aura vicitra zastroM kA aMbAra lagAe Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtma kI yAtrA 177 hue haiM / yaha sArA vikAsa bhaya ke kAraNa huA hai / aNuyuga taka pahuMcAne meM bhaya kA hAtha hai| manuSya bhaya ke kAraNa hI hiMsA karatA hai, dUsaroM ko mAratA hai|' manuSya bhaya ke kAraNa hI jhUTha bolatA hai| vaha socatA hai--saca kahane se mujhe ye-ye kaThinAiyAM sahana karanI pdd'eNgii| baccA socatA hai saca kahane para pitAjI mAreMge, mAsTara piitteNge| vaha jhUTha bolatA hai aura baca nikalatA hai| vyApAra meM jo kucha aniyamitatAeM calatI haiM, ve saba bhaya ke kAraNa haiM / parigraha ke saMgraha ke pIche bhI bhaya kI zRkhalA jur3I bhaya burAiyoM kI jar3a hai / bhaya se mukta honA doSoM se mukta honA hai| isalie kahA gayA ki Aja aise dharma kI jarUrata hai jisake sAtha bhaya jur3A huA na ho / yaha bhaya bhI na ho ki dharma na karane para naraka meM jAnA par3egA / naraka se bacane ke lie yadi koI dhArmika banatA hai to vaha zuddha dhArmika nahIM banatA / usako bhaya satAtA rahatA hai / dharma ke kSetra meM jaise bhaya ne dhAmikoM meM vikRti utpanna kI hai vaise hI pralobhana ne bhI aneka vikRtiyAM utpanna kI haiN| ina donoM ke kAraNa dharma kI AtmahatyA hI ho gayI / dharma karo svarga milegA, yaha milegA, vaha milegaa| devAMganAeM phalamAlA liye khar3I mileNgii| svAgata hogaa| apAra saMpatti aura vaibhava, naukara-cAkara, yAna-vAhana prApta hogaa| mana ina pralobhanoM meM lubdha ho gayA / dharma kI mUla AtmA vismRta ho gayI aura use ye bhautika sukha hI sukha dIkhane laga ge| prAraMbha meM hI mAtAeM apane baccoM meM bhaya kA saMskAra jamA detI haiN| are, aisA karoge to naraka meM jAoge, naraka milegA / roja yaha sunate-sunate bacce meM bhaya ke saMskAra palane laga jaaeNge| vaha bhIru bana jaaegaa| bhaya vyakti meM hIna bhAvanA paidA kara detA hai| dharma to vahAM se prAraMbha hotA hai jahAM bhaya samApta ho jAtA hai / dharma kA ekamAtra uddezya hai-nirjarA ke lie-nijjaraTyAe / usakA ekamAtra lakSya hai--purAne saMskAroM ko kSINa karanA / caitanya kI upalabdhi dharma-sAdhanA se hI saMbhava hai| jo caitanya ko upalabdha karAe, purAne saMskAroM ko miTAe, bhaya ko naSTa kare, pralobhana se Upara uThAe, vahI dharma hai, vahI adhyAtma hai| prazna yahI hai ki rUpAntaraNa kaise ho? isakA ekamAtra upAya hai Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai arddhacetana mana ko sakriya karanA, jgaanaa| yaha zarIrazAstrIya bhASA hai / AdhyAtmika bhASA meM kaheM to antarAtmA ko sakriya karanA, jAgRta karanA / phira prazna uThatA hai ki arddhacetana mana ko hama kaise jAgRta kareM ? yaha kyA haiM ? isakA svarUpa kyA hai ? isakA kArya kyA hai ? hamAre zarIra meM jitanI bhI granthiyAM haiM, glaiNDsa haiM, ve saba arddhacetana mana haiM, saba-konziyas mAiMDa hai / sArA granthitaMtra arddhacetana mana haiN| yaha mastiSka ko bhI prabhAvita karatA hai / yaha granthitaMtra mastiSka se bhI adhika mUlyavAna hai / ise hameM jAgRta karanA hai / yadi ise sahI sAdhanoM ke dvArA jAgata karate haiM to bhaya se mukti milatI hai| bhaya se mukta hone kA artha hai sArI bAdhAoM se mukta honA / zarIrazAstra abhI yaha batAne meM samartha nahIM hai ki granthiyoM kI jAgati ke sahI sAdhana kyA haiM / adhyAtma ke pAsa isakA uttara hai aura yaha uttara prayogAtmaka hai / zvAsa-prekSA, zarIra-prekSA, Atma-prekSA, lezyAoM kA dhyAna-ye saba granthiyoM ko sakriya karane ke sAdhana haiM / hama caitanya kendroM (granthiyoM) para dhyAna kareM, ve sakriya hoNge| jyoM-jyoM hama una para adhika kendrita hoMge, ve aura adhika sakriya hote jaaeNge| unakI sakriyatA se bhaya samApta hogA, Avega samApta hoMge, saba kucha samApta ho jaaegaa| eka nayA AyAma khulegaa| nayA Ananda, naI sphUrti, nayA ullAsa prApta hogaa| ___abhI-abhI eka sAdhaka ne kahA- "mujhe Aja dhyAna kAla meM aisA anubhava huA ki pahale kabhI nahIM huA thaa| granthi-vimocana kA vaha anubhava apUrva thaa|" maiMne kahA-"saca hai| ise 'apUrvakaraNa' kahate haiN| sAdhanA karate-karate do bAra 'apUrvakaraNa' kA anubhava hotA hai / eka bAra jaba samyag dRSTi kA pUrA jAgaraNa hotA hai taba 'apUrvakaraNa' kA anubhava hotA hai aura dUsarI bAra jaba sAdhaka 'kSapaka zreNI' kA ArohaNa karatA hai, eka viziSTa patha para calanA prAraMbha karatA hai, dhyAna kI viziSTa zreNI meM car3hatA hai, zuklacyAte meM ArohaNa karatA hai taba 'apUrvakaraNa' kA anubhava hotA hai| 'apUrvakaraNa' kA artha hai vaha karaNa jo pahale kabhI nahIM huA thA / apUrva vahI hotA hai jo pahale kabhI nahIM huA ho / pahale ho jAe vaha apUrva nahIM ho sktaa| 'karaNa' kA artha hai manobhAva / aise manobhAva kA jAgaraNa hotA hai jo pahale kabhI nahIM huA thaa| Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtma kI yAtrA 176 caitanya-kendroM ko dekhane kA prayatna mahattvapUrNa hI nahIM, adhyAtma-vikAsa kA ekamAtra sAdhana hai| zarIra-prekSA ko Apa choTA na mAneM / yaha na samajhe ki zarIra ke bhItara kyA dekheM ? bhItara rakta hai, mAMsa hai, haDDiyAM haiM, granthiyAM haiM aura snAyu-maMDala hai| inheM kyA dekheM? kyoM dekheM ? yadi sAdhaka yahI dekhegA to vaha zarIra-prekSA karatA huA bhI bahirAtmA hI raha jaaegaa| ye zarIra kI cIjeM haiM / sAdhaka ko aura gahare meM jAnA hogaa| use isa zarIra ke bhItara sUkSma sattA kA jo prakAza hai, arUpI sattA kA jo Aloka hai, caitanya kI jo jagamagAhaTa hai, usakA anubhava karanA hogA, sAkSAt karanA hogaa| vaha prakAza bAhara prasphuTita hone ko taiyAra hai, yadi sAdhaka use bAhara lAnA cAhe / usakI taiyArI hai, utsukatA hai kintu sAdhaka kI upekSA hai / vaha usakI upekSA kie jA rahA hai / kevala upekSA, upekSA hI upekSA / ___eka sAdhaka ne kahA-"jaba maiM pahalI bAra dhyAna karane baiThA, mujhe lagA ki samaya nikammA bIta rahA hai|" eka ghaMTA yadi kucha likhA jAe, kAma kiyA jAe, par3hA jAe, bhojana banAyA jAe to samaya kI sArthakatA hotI hai| dhyAna meM samaya bItatA avazya hai, para vaha nirarthaka bItatA hai| AMkha mUMdakara baiThanA koI kAma nahIM kahA jA sktaa| kAma vahI hotA hai jisakI niSpatti batAI jA sake / eka ghaMTA taka rasoI ghara meM kAma kiyaa| usa kAma kI niSpatti huI-bhojana kI taiyaarii| eka ghaMTA taka pddh'aa| niSpatti huI-jJAna kI vRddhi, tathyoM kI avagati / eka ghaMTA dhyAna kiyA, AMkheM banda rakhIM, milA kucha nahIM, niSpatti kucha bhI nhiiN| kisI ke pUchane para dhyAnI kyA batA pAyegA? kucha nahIM batA paayegaa| jaba yaha sthiti hai, vAstavikatA hai to aisA nirarthaka kArya kyoM kiyA jAe ? vahI kArya hAtha meM leM jisakI niSpatti ho, jisakA phala sAmane dIkhe, dUsare ko batAyA jA sake ki 'yaha kAma kiyA thA, isakI niSpatti yaha hai, isakI phalazruti yaha hai|' aneka zodha-saMsthAna haiM jahAM hajAroM zodhakartA vibhinna viSayoM para zodha kara rahe haiN| saMsthAna dhapapatiyoM dvArA calAe jA rahe haiN| ve nahIM jAnate ki zodha kyA hotI hai ? zodhakartA haiM vidvAn / ve jAnate haiM zodha kA mArga kitanA Ter3hA-mer3hA hai, kitanA kaMTakAkINaM hai| dasa dina taka eka zabda para ruka gae to ruka hI gae / usakI zava-parIkSA karane meM unheM aneka dina bitAne par3a sakate haiN| zodha-saMsthAna ke adhikArI socate haiM ---yaha kyA ! eka Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 180 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai mahIne meM itanI hI paMktiyAM likhI gayIM ? hamAre itane dhana kA vyaya ho gayA ! ve pUchate haiM paMDita se ki Aja kyA kiyA ? vaha kahatA hai - kucha bhI nahIM / usa zabda kA sahI artha nahIM milA / gAr3I aTaka gayI / Age nahIM bar3ha sake / isa uttara se ve adhikArI socate haiM - yaha kaisA kArya ? roja-roja usakI niSpatti AnI hI cAhie / kucha nahIM ho rahA hai / saMsthAna ko calAne se kyA lAbha ? AtmA kI zodha karane vAle, khoja karane vAle, calate haiM aura calate jAte haiM / khojate jAte haiM, kuredate jAte haiM, cIra-phAr3a karate jAte haiM / kucha samaya bAda unheM lagatA hai ki yaha kAma nikammA hai / jo prAraMbha nahIM karate unheM bhI lagatA hai ki yaha kAma nirarthaka hai / zodha dharma sApekSa hotA hai / khoja vahI kara sakatA hai jo dhIra hotA hai / adhIra vyakti khoja nahIM kara sakatA / mujhe anubhava hai aura maiM yaha nizcayapUrvaka kaha sakatA hUM ki sAdhanA karane vAlA pratyeka sAdhaka, jo niSThApUrvaka sAdhanA karatA hai, vaha kucha-na-kucha prApta karatA hI hai / use anubhava hotA hI hai / jinhoMne ina ziviroM meM sAdhanA kI hai, unameM adhyAtma kI bhUkha jAgI hai, prakAza ke sphuliMga uchale haiM aura ve prakAza se bhare haiM / unameM yaha bhAvanA panapI hai ki sAdhanA calanI cAhie / yaha acchA sUcaka hai / adhyAtma-patha para yAtrA karanA nirarthaka nahIM hai, yaha jIvana kI sabase bar3I sArthakatA hai, upalabdhi hai / zvAsa- prekSA, zarIra prekSA, dIrghazvAsa- prekSA, samavRtti zvAsa- prekSA, caitanya - kendra- prekSA, lezyA-dhyAna, kAyotsarga - ye sArI prakriyAeM haiM rUpAntaraNa kI / phira upadeza dene kI jarUrata nahIM hogI ki aisA bano, vaisA bano, dhArmika bano, svArtha ko chor3o, bhaya aura IrSyA ko chodd'o| yaha kevala upadeza hai upadeza kAragara nahIM hotA / jo upAya nirdiSTa kie gae haiM, unako kAma meM lo / svayaM eka dina yaha spaSTa anubhava hone lagegA ki rUpAntaraNa ghaTita ho rahA hai / dhArmika vRtti kA jAgaraNa ho rahA hai, krodha aura mAna chUTa rahe haiM, mAyA lobha TUTa rahe haiM / una doSoM se chuTakArA pAne ke lie alaga se prayatna karane kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM rahegI / ye svayaM miTate jAeMge / ina doSoM ko mUlataH naSTa karane kA yahI upAya hai / dasa dina kA zivira saMpanna huA / eka sAdhaka ne batAyA -- Aja sArA Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtma kI yAtrA 181 kA sArA aTapaTA sA laga rahA hai / sAdhanA kAla mastI kA kAla thA / jo anubhava huA, usakA dhAgA abhI nahIM TUTA hai / usakA prasAda abhI bhI mana Ant AhlAdita kara rahA hai / vaha prasAda-varSA abhI banda nahIM huI hai / kyA hI acchA ho yadi yaha banI rahe / aisA hotA hai / yaha koI anahonI bAta nahIM hai / Apa kevala upadeza kI bhASA meM vizvAsa na kreN| isase maiM upadeza kI vyarthatA nahIM batA rahA / vaha bhI apane kSetra meM sArthaka hai / kyoMki sabase pahale upadeza hI kAma detA hai / AdamI sotA hai / use jagAne ke lie eka saMbodhana kAma detA hai / kintu jaba vaha jAga gayA, jAga uThA to phira kyA sAre dina saMbodhana hI kAma karatA rahegA ? ghaMTI bajatI hI rahegI ? aisA nahIM hotA / sAre dina saMbodhana cale yA ghaMTI bajatI rahe to AdamI bora ho jAtA hai / choTA baccA mAM kI aMgulI pakar3akara calatA hai / yaha bAta samajha meM A sakatI hai / kintu yadi pacAsa varSa kA AdamI bhI dUsare kI aMgulI pakar3akara cale, yaha bAta samajha meM nahIM A sakatI / baccA prAraMbha meM mAM kI aMgulI pakar3a sakatA hai, jAgane ke lie saMbodhana ko bhI suna sakatA hai, ghaMTI bhI suna sakatA haiM, kintu isakI bhI eka sImA hai / sImA samApta hote hI yaha saba samApta ho jAtA hai / phira to ve yAtrA zurU upadeza kI bhI eka sImA hai| jaba taka vyakti usa tathya ko nahIM samajhatA taba taka upadeza upayogI hai / jaba vyakti usa bAta ko jAna letA hai, samajha letA hai, phira upadeza kA kAma samApta ho jAtA hai / vyakti apane upAyoM ko kAma meM leM / unake AdhAra para apanI kareM, calate raheM / maMjila taka pahuMca jaaeNge| maiM samajhatA hUM ki jo loga upadeza kI sImA ko ThIka jAnate haiM aura upadeza kI sImA samApta hone para upAyoM kI sImA ko bhI jAnate haiM, ve sahI mArga ko jAna lete haiM / unakI adhyAtma kI yAtrA maMgalamaya hotI hai / vaha unheM maMjila taka pahuMcA detI hai / Page #195 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 17 saMkalikA * sukhI jIvana kA AdhAra--sabake sAtha maitrii| * pratipakSa- iDA, piMgalA, snigdha, rUkSa / * mana-amana / * pravRtti se zaktikSINa / nivRtti se zakti saMrakSita / * vicAra-saMvedana niyaMtraNa / * serebrala kArTeksa ke do golArddha-dAyAM golArddha bAeM ke lie / aura bAyAM golArddha dAeM ke lie| * bAyAM golArddha mahattvapUrNa-bhASA kI kSamatA, gaNita, tarka, cintana, vizleSaNa, yojanAbaddhakArya, kAlakrama aadi| Page #196 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya ko svayaM khojeM hamane satya kI khoja prAraMbha kI hai| manuSya-jIvana kA sabase bar3A uddezya hai-satya kI khoja / prANI-jagat meM manuSya hI eka aisA prANI hai jo satya kI khoja kara sakatA hai / dUsare sAre prANI, phira cAhe ve pazu-pakSI hoM yA devatA, koI bhI satya kI khoja nahIM kara sakatA / manuSya ke pAsa jitanA vikasita mastiSka, vikasita granthiyAM aura atIndriyajJAna ke kendra haiM, utane dUsare kisI bhI prANI ke pAsa nahIM haiN| isIlie manuSya hI satya kI khoja kara sktaa| bahuta acchA huA ki hamane isa rahasya ko samajha liyA, isa sacAI ko jAna liyaa| hamane manuSya hone kI sArthakatA ko pahacAna liyA. ki manuSya-jIvana kA sAra hai-satya kI khoja, satya kI upalabdhi / bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA--"appaNA sacca mesejjA-apane-Apa satya kI khoja kro|" hama satya kI khoja ke lie prastuta haiN| satya khojanA hai aura svayaM ko hI khojanA hai| aisA nahIM hotA ki eka vyakti satya khoje aura dUsarA upayoga kare / vaijJAnika jagat meM yaha hotA hai ki eka vyakti satya ko khojatA hai aura sArA jagat usakA upayoga karatA hai| kintu adhyAtma kA saMsAra isase bhinna hai| isa jagat meM jo vyakti satya ko khojatA hai, vahI usakA upabhoga karatA hai, vahI usa upalabdhi se Ananda ko prApta karatA hai| "jina khojA tina pAiyAM-yaha hai adhyAtma ke saMsAra kI bAta / 'jina nahIM khojA tina nahIM pAiyAM'-yaha hai adhyAtma ke saMsAra kI bAta / jo khojeMge, ve paaeNge| jo nahIM khojeMge, ve kabhI nahIM paaeNge| vaijJAnika jagat kI khoja dUsare ke pUrI kAma AtI hai| adhyAtmajagat kI khoja dUsare ke pUrI kAma nahIM aatii| vANI ke mAdhyama se, vacana ke prayoga se upalabdhi ko dUsare ko batAte haiM, dUsare sunate haiM, para ve usa upalabdhi ko tabhI hastagata kara sakate haiM jaba ve usa patha para calate haiM, svayaM khoja karate haiM aura svayaM hI usa satya kA sAkSAt karate haiM / adhyAtma ke kSetra meM jo khojeM huI haiM, atIndriyajJAniyoM ne jo khojeM Page #197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 184 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai kI haiM, jo dekhA hai, jo pAyA hai, jo anubhava kiyA hai, usako unhoMne dUsaroM ko batalAyA / dUsaroM ne sunA / lAbha uThAyA / para pUrA lAbha nahIM milA / dUsaroM ke vaha kAma AyA, para pUrA kAma nahIM AyA / una atIndriyasAdhakoM ne AtmAnubhUti kA satya dUsaroM ke sAmane prastuta kiyA, kintu usa abhivyakti ke mAdhyama se jo satya kI anubhUti honI cAhie thI, vaha kisI ko nahIM huI / vacana ke mAdhyama se prApta vaha satya zruti ke kAma AyA, sunane ke kAma AyA tathA mastiSka aura buddhi ke kAma AyA, kintu vaha anubhUtigamya nahIM banA / vaha anubhUtigamya taba banA jaba -sunane vAloM ne svayaM khoja prAraMbha kI, svayaM usako upalabdha hue / usase pahale kucha bhI nahIM huA / sunanA vyartha nahIM gayA / usase khoja kI pRSThabhUmi taiyAra huI / vaha pRSThabhUmi taba taka pRSThabhUmi hI banI rahatI hai jaba taka sAdhaka usako AdhAra banAkara Age bar3ha nahIM calatA / sAdhaka jaba taka anubhava ke stara para usa satya ko nahIM pA letA taba taka vaha yaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki'yaha sacAI hai, jisakA maiMne pratyakSataH anubhava kiyA hai / ' vaha taba taka dUsaroM kI duhAI detA rahatA hai / yaha udhArI bAta hai / vaha yaha kaha sakatA hai - yaha AgamoM kI sacAI hai, gItA yA bAibila kI sacAI hai, grantha sAhaba yA kurAna kI sacAI hai, piTaka yA anya dhArmika zAstra kI sacAI hai / vaha kabhI nahIM - kaha sakatA ki yaha merI sacAI hai / yaha merA bhogA huA satya hai / yaha merA jAnA dekhA huA satya hai / jaba vyakti usa satya ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai, use sAkSAt kara letA hai, tabhI vaha kaha sakatA hai--yaha merA satya hai / maiMne ise jAnA - dekhA hai / ' - aisA kSetra hai jisameM adhyAtma kA kSetra vaijJAnika kSetra hai / yaha eka - sabako vaijJAnika honA par3atA hai / jo bhI isa yAtrApatha para calatA hai, use vaijJAnika bananA hI par3atA hai| aisA nahIM hotA ki AcArya tulasI vaijJAnika bana jAeM, satya kI khoja kareM aura zeSa sAre unake anuyAyI banakara usa khoje hue satya kA upabhoga karate raheM / aisA nahIM ho sakatA / pratyeka sAdhaka ko - vaijJAnika bananA hotA hai, parIkSaNa karanA hotA hai aura satya ko DhUMDha nikAlanA hotA hai / 'satya ko khojo' - itanA hI paryApta nahIM hai| mahAvIra ne isake pIche 'appaNA' - svayaM - zabda lagAkara isa ora saMketa kiyA ki 'satya ko khojo' - yaha adhUrI bAta hai / 'svayaM satya ko khojo' - yaha pUrI bAta hai / Page #198 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya ko svayaM khojeM 185 yaha atyanta mahattvapUrNa saMketa hai / yaha saMketa sAdhaka ke puruSArtha kI gAthA gAtA hai / dUsarA prazna hai ki hamane satya kI khoja prAraMbha kI hai, kintu hamAre pAsa prayogazAlA kahAM hai ? kaise kareMge satya kI khoja ? satya kI khoja ke lie samRddha prayogazAlA caahie| vaha yahAM nahIM hai / bAta saca hai, kintu hamane apane zarIra ko hI prayogazAlA banA DAlA hai / yaha zarIra itanI bar3I prayogazAlA hai ki vizva ke kisI bhI vaijJAnika ke pAsa itanI samRddha aura vizAla prayogazAlA nahIM hai / isa zarIra meM itanI sUkSma yaMtra- saMracanA hai jo bar3e-se-bar3e vaijJAnika ko bhI Azcarya meM DAla detI hai / eka vaijJAnika prayogazAlA nahIM, kintu yadi vizva kI samasta prayogazAlAoM ko ekatrita kara liyA jAe, phira bhI ve isa zarIra kI prayogazAlA ke eka arabaveM hisse meM bhI nahIM samA pAtIM / tulanA hI nahIM kI jA sakatI / yaha hamArA zarIra sAdhana-sampanna prayogazAlA hai / yaha hamAre sAmane hai / hameM satya kI khoja karanI hai / prayoga ke sAdhana aura upakaraNa bhI hamAre pAsa haiM / caitanya ke ye sAre prayoga hamArI khoja ke sUkSmatama upakaraNa haiM / Aja sUkSma taraMgoM vAle yA sUkSmatama zakti vAle yA hAI phrIkvensI vAle jitane bhI sUkSma upakaraNa upalabdha hote haiM, vaijJAnika prayogazAlAoM meM, ve sAre ke sAre, yA unase bhI adhika sUkSma upakaraNa, hamAre isa zarIra meM prApta haiM / ve svataH saMcAlita haiM / kintu unako kAma meM na lene ke kAraNa una para jaMga jama gayA hai, ve niSkriya ho gae haiM / hamane yAtrA prAraMbha kI hai / hama usa jaMga ko haTAne kA prayAsa kara rahe haiM / jaise hI yaha jaMga sApha hogA, jaise hI yaha jamA huA maila haTegA, ye sAre upakaraNa pUrA kAma dene laga jAeMge | unhIM upakaraNoM ke dvArA hama sUkSmatama satya ko pahacAna pAeMge / satya kI khoja aura satya kI niSpatti - donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiM / jaba hama satya kI khoja prAraMbha karate haiM taba pahalI niSpatti milatI hai - maitrI -bhAvanA | sabake sAtha maitrI, sabake prati maitrI / yaha nahIM ki sabake sAtha zatrutA / satya kI khoja kara hameM aise zastroM kA nirmANa nahIM karanA hai jo dUsaroM ko coTa pahuMcA sakeM, kSati pahuMcA sakeM aura dUsaroM ko duvidhA meM DAla sakeM / hameM aise upakaraNoM kA nirmANa karanA hai jo dUsaroM kA bhalA kara sakeM, dUsaroM kA kalyANa kara sakeM, maitrIbhAva kA vistAra kara skeN| unase kevala kalyANa hI kalyANa ho aura kucha nahIM / sva kA kalyANa aura para kA Page #199 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 186 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai kalyANa / kevala kalyANa / satya kI khoja na karane kA pariNAma hai-zatrutA ke bhAva kA vistAra / jaba taka hama satya kI khoja nahIM karate taba taka zatrutA kI bhAvanA bar3hatI hai| jaba hama adhyAtma kI bhUmikA para utarakara satya kI khoja prAraMbha karate haiM taba yaha sacAI anubhava meM Ane lagatI hai ki duniyA meM koI zatru nahIM hai| hama usako zatru mAnate haiM jisake vicAra hamAre vicAroM se nahIM milate / hama usako zatru mAnate haiM jo hamAre se bhinna vicAradhArA kA sAthI hai / hama usako zatru mAnate haiM jisakA kArya-kalApa hamAre kArya kalApa se bhinna hai| hama usako zatru mAnate haiM jo hamArI sabhyatA aura saMskRti se bhinna sabhyatA aura saMskRti kA upAsaka hai| hama usako zatru mAnate haiM jo hamArI bAta ThukarA detA hai, svIkAra nahIM krtaa| kintu hama adhyAtma jagat kI isa sacAI para dhyAna deM ki isa duniyA meM aisA kucha bhI nahIM hai, jisakA pratipakSI na ho| pakSa kA astitva pratipakSa para TikA huA hai / pratipakSa ke abhAva meM pakSa jaisA kucha hotA hI nhiiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne jisa mahAn satya kI ghoSaNA kI thI, vaha usI sAdhanA ke AdhAra para, adhyAtma ke AdhAra para kI thii| vaha satya hai-anekAnta / yaha pratipakSa ke svIkAra kA mahAna siddhAnta hai| yaha pakSa aura pratipakSa---- donoM ko samAnarUpa se svIkAra karatA hai| eka ko nakArane kA artha haidUsare ko nakAranA aura eka ko svIkArane kA artha hai-dUsare ko svI-. kaarnaa| pakSa eka sacAI hai| pratipakSa bhI eka sacAI hai| hama 'samavRtti zvAsa' kA prayoga kara rahe haiN| isa prakriyA meM zvAsa kI anuloma aura vilomagati hotI hai| hama eka nathune se zvAsa lete haiM aura dUsare se use chor3ate haiM / yaha anuloma-viloma prakriyA hai| eka hai pakSa aura dUsarA hai pratipakSa / haThayoga kI bhASA meM eka hai iDA aura eka hai piNglaa| prANa ke tIna pravAha haiM- iDA, piMgalA aura suSumNA / jo bAeM nathune se prANa kA pravAha AtA hai vaha hai iDA, jo dAeM nathune se prANa kA pravAha AtA hai vaha hai piMgalA / jo prANa kA pravAha rIr3ha ke madhya se pravAhita hotA hai, suSumNA se pravAhita hotA hai vaha hai 'suSumNA' ! iDA candrasvara hai, samasvara hai, ThaMDA hai| piMgalA sUryasvara hai, garama hai / suSumNA madhyasvara hai| iDA aura piMgalA-donoM virodhI haiN| eka ThaMDA hai aura dUsarA Page #200 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya ko svayaM khojeM 187 garama / kyA donoM pratipakSa nahIM haiM ? pratipakSa haiM, kintu donoM meM koI zatrutA nahIM hai| yadi donoM meM zatratA A jAe to jIvana cala nahIM sktaa| pratipakSa honA, virodhI honA, do dizAoM meM rahanA, bhinnatA rakhanA-yaha zatrutA kA AdhAra nahIM hai| pakSa aura pratipakSa-donoM eka-dUsare ke AdhAra para Tike hue haiN| eka kA astitva dUsare ke AdhAra para hai| hamane apanI bhrAnti ke kAraNa, jhUThI mAnyatAoM aura dhAraNAoM ke kAraNa, bhinnatA rakhane vAle ko zatru mAna liyA aura samAnatA rakhane vAle ko mitra mAna liyaa| hama samavRtti-zvAsa kA prayoga kara rahe haiM / yaha jAne-anajAne maitrI kA prayoga hai / hama maitrI kA prayoga kara rahe haiN| hama isa bAta kA prayoga kara rahe haiM ki jo ThaMDA hai vaha bhI Avazyaka hai aura jo garama hai vaha bhI Avazyaka hai| donoM Avazyaka haiM / donoM meM koI zatrutA nahIM hai| donoM bhinna haiM, para paraspara zatru nahIM haiN| donoM upayogI haiN| hamAre jIvana ke lie atyanta upayogI haiN| jaba garamI kA anubhava ho taba dAeM svara ko baMda kara, bAeM svara ko calAeM, ThaMDaka kA anubhava hogaa| jaba ThaMDaka kA anubhava ho taba bAeM svara ko baMda kara, dAeM svara ko calAeM, garamI kA anubhava hogaa| svara-zAstra meM isa viSaya kI laMbI carcA prApta hai| eka svara saumya hai, eka svara uttejaka hai / candra svara saumya hai aura sUrya svara uttejaka / jaba zAMta yA ahiMsaka kAma karane hote haiM taba saumya svara kAryakArI hotA hai| jaba krUra yA uttejaka kAma karane hote haiM taba uttejaka svara kAryakArI hotA hai / donoM prANa-pravAhoM kA kArya bhinna-bhinna hai| donoM prANa-pravAha hamArI upayogitA meM A rahe haiM aura hamAre jIvana ko upayogI banA rahe haiN| donoM meM kahAM hai zatrutA? yogazAstra kI dRSTi se inameM bheda hai, para zatrutA nhiiN| padArtha vijJAna kI dRSTi se hama dekheN| jaina darzana ke anusAra pudgala meM cAra sparza hote haiM / zIta, uSNa, rUkSa aura snigdha-ye cAra mUla sparza haiN| ye pratyeka pudgala meM prApta haiM / ye cAroM haiM tabhI pudgala-skaMdha hamAre upayogI hotA hai| zIta aura uSNa, snigdha aura rUkSa-ye virodhI haiM, para inakA saha-avasthAna hai / duniyA meM saba kucha yugala hai, jor3A hai| yugala ke binA sRSTi hI nahIM ho sktii| yugala kA matalaba hai-pakSa aura pratipakSa / vidyut kA bhI eka yugala hai| eka vidyut hai-pojiTiva aura eka vidyut hai Page #201 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 188 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai negeTiva / donoM zaktiyoM kA saMgama hotA hai taba prakAza hotA hai| ise hama snigdha aura rUkSa kaha sakate haiN| snigdha kA artha cikanA nahIM hai aura rUkSa kA artha rUkhA nahIM hai| snigdha kA artha hai-'pojiTiva' vidyut aura rUkSa kA artha hai-'negeTiva' vidyut / eka dhanAtmaka vidyut aura eka RNAtmaka vidyut / jaba dhana aura RNa-donoM kA saMgama hotA hai taba Aloka phailatA hai| donoM virodhI haiM, para donoM meM zatrubhAva nahIM hai| donoM vidyut sAthasAtha kAma karatI haiM aura upayogitA ko bar3hAtI haiN| sAre padArtha aura pudgala ina virodhI dharmoM ke dvArA hI hamArI upayogitA meM A rahe haiN| ___ hamAre zarIra meM mahattvapUrNa aMga hai-mastiSka / usake do bhAga haiM-- eka dAyAM aura eka bAyAM / hama hAtha se likhate haiN| mastiSka kA bAyAM hissA usako niyaMtrita karatA hai| dAeM hisse kI jitanI pravRttiyAM haiM unakA kanTrola karatA hai mastiSka kA bAyAM hissA aura bAMe hisse kI jitanI pravRttiyAM haiM unakA kanTrola karatA hai mastiSka kA dAyAM hissA / dAeM hisse kI pravRtti kA niyaMtraNa dAyAM mastiSka nahIM karatA aura bAeM hisse kI pravRtti kA niyaMtraNa bAyAM mastiSka nahIM krtaa| kintu virodhI bhAga niyaMtraNa karatA hai| ___isase yaha spaSTa hotA hai ki padArtha-jagat meM avirodha mAnya nahIM hai| virodhI hone kA matalaba hI avirodha hai| aisI sthiti meM hama kisI ko virodhI yA zatra kyoM mAneM ! jisane bhinna mata prakaTa kiyA usako virodhI mAna liyaa| usase zatrutA kara lii| yaha kyoM ? maitrI kA artha hai-bheda aura abheda meM sAmaMjasya kI anubhUti / yadi hama maitrI kA yahI artha kareM ki sAtha meM rahanA, acchA vyavahAra karanA, sAtha meM kAma karanA, to maitrI ko hama bahuta hI sImita kara deMge / kevala sau-pacAsa vyaktiyoM se hI maitrI sAdha skeNge| 'sarvabhUta maitrI' kI bAta chUTa jaaegii| maitrI kA artha hai ki hamArI aisI anubhUti jo ki jahAM pakSa aura pratipakSa ho, virodha ho, bhinnatA ho, vahAM bhI zatrutA na ho| yaha anubhUti jaba puSTa hotI hai taba use maitrI kahate haiN| yaha maitrI sImita nahIM, asIma hotI hai| yaha maitrI sabake sAtha ho sakatI hai| na kevala prANiyoM ke sAtha kintu padArtha ke sAtha bhI yaha maitrI ho sakatI hai| rAjanIti kI mAnyatA hai ki janataMtra saphala tabhI ho sakatA hai jaba sattArUr3ha dala ke sAtha virodhI dala kA astitva bhI ho| anyathA janataMtra Page #202 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya ko svayaM khojeM 186 viphala ho jAtA hai / virodhI dala ke abhAva meM sattArUr3ha dala unmAdaka bana jAtA hai, aniyaMtrita ho jAtA hai| yadi virodhI dala sabala hotA hai to sattArUr3ha dala manamAnI nahIM kara sakatA hai| vaha jAgarUkatA aura sAvadhAnI se kAma karatA jAtA hai| samUce vizva kI prakRti meM pakSa aura pratipakSa kA astitva hai| padArtha jagat aura cetana jagat bhI isakA apavAda nahIM hai / ise hama smjhe| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne anekAnta kI ghoSaNA kii| yaha buddhi kA pratiphalana nahIM hai / unhoMne buddhi ke AdhAra para soca-vicAra kara anekAnta ke siddhAnta ko, samanvaya ke siddhAnta ko, sApekSatA ke siddhAnta ko nahIM diyA kintu jaba ahiMsA ke stara para sAdhanA karate-karate maitrI kA bhAva jAgA aura usake nIce kI gaharAiyoM ko dekhA to lagA ki isa vizva meM zatru jaisA kucha bhI nahIM hai / vyartha hI mithyA dhAraNA ko kaMdhe para Dho rahe haiN| zatrutA kA koI AdhAra nahIM hai / unhoMne kahA-"yadi satya ko jAnanA hai| dekhanA hai to anekAnta kI dRSTi se dekho, samanvata kI dRSTi se dekho, sApekSatA kI dRSTi se dekho| virodhI yugala sAtha rahate haiM, isa sacAI kA pratipala anubhava karo / sadA yaha virodhI yugala sAtha rahatA hai, kabhI nahIM ttuutttaa|" hamane satya kI khoja prAraMbha kii| satya kI khoja kA dUsarA prayoga hai-zvAsa aura zarIra kA AlaMbana, mana kA AlaMbana / eka prazna hotA haimana ko kaise rokeM ? mana azAnta hai, use zAnta kaise kareM ? yahAM hameM eka sacAI ko samajhanA hai / mana aura usako rokanA-ye do bAteM kaise saMbhava ho sakatI haiM ? havA cala rahI hai / makAna para jhaMDA phaharA rahA hai / vaha havA ke sahAre hila rahA hai| havA calatI rahe aura jhaMDA na hile-yaha kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai ? barpha gira rahI hai / usake yoga se havA ThaMDI cala rahI hai| Apa cAheM ki barpha giratI rahe para havA ThaMDI na rahe, garama ho jAe, yaha kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai ? ho hI nahIM sktaa| barpha giregI taba havA ThaMDI ho jaaegii| garmI kA prakopa hogA taba havA garama ho jaaegii| havA ko Apa garama yA ThaMDI hone se nahIM roka sakeMge / havA calatI hai to jhaMDe ko hilane se nahIM rokA jA sktaa| do sthitiyAM haiN| eka mana aura dUsarA amana / mana kI tIna avasthAeM haiM 1. samanaskatA 2. amanaskatA Page #203 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 160 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai 3. 'no samanaskatA'-'no amanaskatA'-mAnasika taTasthatA yA amana / samanaskatA kA artha hai ki hamArA mana usI pravRtti meM saMlagna rahe jise hama kara rahe haiN| amanaskatA kA artha hai-hama kisI eka kAma meM lage hue haiM, kintu mana kisI dUsarI pravRtti meM lagA huA hai| yaha amanaskatA hai| samanaskatA yA amanaskatA meM amana kI sthiti paidA nahIM hotI / mana rahegA, cAhe vaha isa pravRtti meM lagA rahe / yA usa pravRtti meM lagA rahe / mana kisI meM lagA avazya hI rahegA / vahAM amana kI sthiti prApta nahIM hotii| mana chUTatA nhiiN| koI vyakti bhojana karane baiThA hai kintu mana dukAna meM daur3a rahA hai| yahAM mana kA anastitva nahIM hai| mana hai, bhojana meM nahIM, kintu dukAna meM / mana kI upasthiti hai| amana kI sthiti taba prApta hotI hai jaba mana kahIM bhI lagA huA na ho / nosamanaskatA aura noamanaskatA-yaha sthiti hai amana kii| mana kI do avasthAeM haiM-samana aura amana / samana kA matalaba hai mana kA honA aura amana kA matalaba hai mana kA na honA, miTa jaanaa| mana ko utpanna hI nahIM karanA / mana bhI kho sakatA hai aura zarIra bhI kho sakatA hai| Aja hI eka sAdhikA sunA rahI thI ki jaba zarIra-prekSA kara rahI thI, zvAsa-prekSA kara rahI thI taba vaha usameM itanI nimagna ho gayI ki use lagA zvAsa A-jA rahA hai| yaha cakra cala rahA hai kintu zarIra kho gayA hai, zarIra gAyaba hai| sAdhanA meM yaha lAghava prApta hotA hai| purAnI jaina ghaTanA hai| eka sAdhaka dhyAna kara rahA thA / usakA dhyAna puSTa thA / eka dina vaha bahuta gaharAI meM calA gyaa| zarIra halkA ho gyaa| acAnaka vaha uThA aura cillAyA-'are, dekho, merA, zarIra kahAM hai, vaha kho gayA hai / use ddhNddho| use khojo|' koI ajAna vyakti ise pAgala kA pralApa-mAtra mAna sakatA hai, kintu yaha eka satya ghaTanA hai / aisA hotA hai / bhAra kI anubhUti miTa jAtI hai| zarIra kI anubhUti samApta ho jAtI hai aura kevala aise lagane lagatA hai ki paramANuoM kA puMja idhara se udhara aura udhara se idhara A rahA hai| aura kucha nahIM hai / yaha amana kI sthiti hai| jaba amana kI sthiti AtI hai, mana se atIta kI bhUmikA AtI hai, mana utpanna nahIM hotA hai taba zarIra bhI kho Page #204 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya ko svayaM khojeM jAtA hai, vANI bhI kho jAtI hai aura mana bhI kho jAtA hai / hama amana kI bhUmikA aura samana kI bhUmikA ko sAtha-sAtha samajheM / jaba taka mana kI bhUmikA hai taba taka isa bAta ko soceM ki mana ko miTA deN| kintu isa bAta ko soceM ki mana ko koI acchA AlaMbana mile / mana ko zuddha yA pavitra AlaMbana mile aura mana jo nAnA prakAra ke AlaMbanoM meM bhaTakatA hai, usa bhaTakAva ko bhulA deM aura eka hI AlaMbana meM laMbe samaya taka raha sake aisA prayatna kreN| hamAre do hI prayatna hoM- - mana kI bhUmikA meM pavitra AlaMbana aura eka dizA-gAmitA, eka dizAgAmI pravAha | mana kI dhArA eka dizA meM bahe / vibhinna dizAoM meM bahane vAlI mana kI yaha dhArA - samApta ho jAe aura eka vizAla dhArA ke rUpa meM vaha pravAhita ho aura sabako apane Apa meM sameTa le / mana ko AlaMbana denA hai aura usa dhArA ko eka hI dizA meM bahAnA - ye do kAma haiM mana kI bhUmikA meM hama zvAsa kA prayoga isIlie karate haiM ki mana kevala zvAsa ko dekhatA rahe / mana aura zvAsa - donoM sAtha-sAtha cleN| donoM sahayAtrI baneM / hama isa AlaMbana ko na chodd'eN| isa DorI ko na chodd'eN| ise dRr3hatA se pakar3e rakheM / sahayAtrA bahuta bar3A AlaMbana hai / zvAsa ke prati hamArA koI rAga na ho, koI dveSa na ho / zvAsa itanA sIdhA-sAdA hai ki isake prati rAga-dveSa ho hI kyA sakatA hai / saMbhAlatA hai / hamAre usakI bahuta upekSA eka trAsa hI aisA hai jo jAne-anajAne hamako jIvana kA sabase mUlyavAna tattva hai zvAsa / kintu hamane kI hai / hama laMbA zvAsa lenA hI nahIM jAnate / hamane jIvana bhara usakI upekSA kI aura Aja pahale hI dina hama yaha AzA kareM ki pUrA zvAsa Ae, to yaha anyAya hogA / hamane itanI bar3I upekSA kI hai to phira yaha kaise saMbhava hogA ? ho nahIM sakatA | zvAsa bahuta bar3A AlaMbana hai / yaha sahaja AlaMbana hai / ise bAhara se lAnA nahIM par3atA / jaba cAheM taba isako AlaMbana banA sakate haiM / 191 jitanA samaya mile hama zvAsa- prekSA kreN| pAMca hI minaTa kA samaya milA taba bhI zvAsa- prekSA kara lI, zarIra prekSA kara lI, samavRtti zvAsa- prekSA kara lI | karanA kyA hai ? mana ko Upara se nIce aura nIce se Upara le jaaeN| eka-eka avayava ko dekheM / isake lie kisI bAhya sAdhanA kI jarUrata nahIM hotI / na samaya - vizeSa yA sthAna- vizeSa kI AvazyakatA hI rahatI Page #205 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 162 kasane kahA mana lacacaM hai 1 hai / uThate baiThate, calate, phirate, rela meM yA havAI jahAja meM saphara karate samaya bhI yaha kiyA jA sakatA hai / yadi hamArA yaha krama bana jAtA hai to mana kI bhUmikA sucArU rUpa se saMcAlita ho sakatI hai / miTa jAtI hai ki mana bahuta bhaTaka rahA hai / jAtA hai / yaha mana kI pahalI bhUmikA hai / taba yaha zikAyata mana kA bhaTakAva samApta ho dUsarI bhUmikA hai - amana kI / yaha amana-caina kI bhUmikA hai / kevala amana-caina | zabda kA hI aisA yoga mila gayA - amana ke sAtha caina jur3a gayA / amana kI avasthA caina kI avasthA hai / mana AlaMbana ke sAtha calatA hai / calate-calate jaba vaha AlaMbana kI ekAgratA aura sthiratA ke bindu para pahuMca jAtA hai taba mana kI gati lar3akhar3Ane laga jAtI hai, TUTane laga jAtI hai, mana vahAM samApta ho jAtA hai, amana kI sthiti prApta ho jAtI hai / jaba hama lezyA - dhyAna kA prayoga karate haiM aura jaise hI yaha jyoti prakaTa hotI hai taba kucha camakIlA padArthaM dIkhane lagatA hai / jaba bhItara ke spaMdana jAgate haiM, lezyAoM ke spaMdana jAgate haiM taba ye taraMgeM hamAre sAmane AtI haiM / eka aisA prasAda barasane lagatA hai ki mana kho jAtA hai, kahIM nahIM rahatA / sAdhaka dUsarI sthiti meM calA jAtA hai / yadi mana upasthita rahatA hai. taba kAla kA bodha hue binA nahIM rahatA / kAla kA abodha amana kI sthiti dhyAna meM baiThatA hai kintu use anubhUti amana kI sthiti meM / amana kI sthiti kAlAtIta meM hI ho sakatA hai / vyakti eka ghaMTA taka lagatA hai ki pAMca-dasa minaTa hI hue haiM / yaha hI ho sakatI hai, mana kI sthiti meM nahIM sthiti hai / amana kI sthiti dezAtIta sthiti hai / jAgarUkatA se dekhanA, jAnanA / vaha kAlAtIta yA dezAtIta nahI ho sakatA / amana kI sthiti meM na koI vikalpa AtA hai, na cintana AtA hai, kucha bhI nahIM AtA / mana ke sAre kArya samApta ho jAte haiM / mana kA kAma hai kAla ko amana kI sthiti sahaja prApta nahIM hotI / yaha sAdhanA se prApta hotI hai / isake lie laMbI pratIkSA aura sAdhanA karanI par3atI hai / Aja ke yuga kI sabase bar3I kaThinAI hai ki AdamI pratIkSA karanA nahIM cAhatA / vaha tatkAla phala cAhatA hai / Aja hI bIja boyA aura Aja hI usakA phala mila jAe - yaha usakA prayatna rahatA hai / yaha adhairya, pratIkSA na karane kI vRtti, sAdhanA kA vighna hai / sAdhanA kA sUtra hai -- pratIkSA karanA, jaldabAjI na karanA / jaldabAjI Page #206 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ satya ko svayaM khojeM karane meM aneka samasyAeM khar3I ho jAtI haiN| eka AdamI taMga jUte pahane jA rahA thaa| sAmane se dUsare vyakti ne pUchA-"bhAI ? jUte bahuta hI taMga pahana rakhe haiM, kyA bAta hai ?" usane kahA-"taMga haiM to haiM, tumheM kyA ?" phira usane pUchA-"kahAM se lAye ?" vaha to gusse meM thA hii| bolA-'per3a se tor3akara lAyA huuN|" vaha sajjana vyakti bolA-"bhale AdamI ! kucha aura ruka jAte, pratIkSA karate / pakane dete / tumane kacce hI tor3a lie, isIlie ye taMga ho rahe haiN|" kaccA jUtA taMga hotA hai, kaccA phala khaTTA hotA hai, to kaccI sAdhanA acchI kaise hogI? hameM pratIkSA karanI hogI ki phala paka jaae| vaha khaTTA na rhe| pakane ke lie pratIkSA karanI hotI hai| vaha eka hI kSaNa meM ghaTita nahIM hotii| sAdhanA ke mArga meM jaldabAjI khataranAka hotI hai| dhIme-dhIme abhyAsa ko bar3hAnA cAhie, anyathA zarIra kA saMtulana bigar3a jAtA hai / use saMbhAla pAnA kaThina ho jAtA hai| dhairya ke sAtha cleN| adhairya kI sthiti utpanna na hone deN| amana kI bhUmikA prApta karane ke lie utAvale na hoN| mana kI bhUmikA jaba samucita DhaMga se calatI rahegI, AlaMbana zuddha aura mana kI eka dizAgAmitA banI rahegI to eka dina vaha samudra meM pahuMca jAegA, amana ho jaaegaa| hama satya kI khoja ke lie nikala par3e haiM, hameM satya ko khojate jAnA hai| bahuta sAre satya ko khojanA hai| satya ke khoja kI kucheka dizAeM maiMne spaSTa kI haiN| sAdhaka apane anubhava aura prayogoM ke AdhAra para satya kI khoja kare aura isa sacAI ko sadA sAmane rakhe-'appaNA sacca mesejjA, appaNA sacca mesejjA'-svayaM satya ko khojo, svayaM satya ko khojo| Page #207 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 18 | saMkalikA * sAdhaka bhItarI lar3AI lar3atA hai| * bAhara meM usakA pariNAma maitrI-saMdhi / * cakravartI bharata aura bAhubalI kA yuddha vAstava meM moha kI vizAla senA aura caitanya kI senA ke bIca / * sAdhaka cakravartI bharata nahIM, bAhubalI bane / * prekSA hai-zaktizAlI cakra / * prekSA hai-daSTiyuddha-bhItara kI gaharAI meM dekhanA / * vidhi kA jJAna-saphalatA kA varaNa / * zraddhA kA artha hai-AkarSaNa, icchaa| * zraddhA ke sAtha samarpaNa kA yoga / * samarpaNa kA sUtra hai-arahate saraNaM pavajjAmi, siddhe saraNaM pavajjAmi, ___ sAhU saraNaM pavajjAmi, kevalI pannattaM dhamma saraNaM pavajjAmi / * sAdhanA ke vighna-pramAda, akarmaNyatA, Alasya / * dasa aura dasa sATha-yaha hai mAnanA / * dasa aura dasa bIsa-yaha hai jaannaa| * saphalatA ke cAra sUtra-puruSArtha, zraddhA, samarpaNa aura stynisstthaa| Page #208 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjAdI kI lar3AI Aja hamane eka yuddha zurU kiyA hai| prAtaHkAla meM anuprekSA kA abhyAsa kiyaa| yaha eka yuddha hai| sabase pahale, jahAM hama baiThe haiM, usa haoNla se lar3e / phira apane Asana se, kapar3oM se, phira zarIra se aura anta meM karmazarIra se ldd'e| krodha, mAna, mAyA, rAga, dveSa, IrSyA Adi AvegoM se lar3e / bhayaMkara yuddha chir3a gyaa| hama morce para DaTe rhe| acchA huA, itane dina bAhara hI bAhara lar3ate rhe| Aja lar3ane kI dizA badala gyii| bAhara kI lar3AI banda ho gyii| bhItara kI lar3AI prAraMbha ho gyii| bhItara kI lar3AI prArambha hote hI maitrI kI bhAvanA ghaTita hone lagatI hai aba bAhara ke sAtha maitrI karanI hogI yA vaha svataH sadha jaaegii| maitrI-saMdhi karanI pdd'egii| aba doharI lar3AI hama nahIM lar3a sakate / bAhara kI lar3AI bhI lar3eM aura bhItara kI lar3AI bhI lar3eM, yaha nahIM ho sktaa| eka hI lar3AI saMbhava hai| yA to bhItara kI lar3AI calegI yA bAhara kI lar3AI clegii| donoM sAtha-sAtha nahIM cala sktiiN| donoM ora lar3eMge to hama parAjita ho jaaeNge| vijaya prApta karane ke lie eka hI lar3AI lar3anI hogii| hamane bhItara kA yuddha prAraMbha kara diyaa| aba hama kisI ke sAtha zatrutA nahIM rakha sakate / sabake sAtha maitrI-saMdhi karanI hogii| yaha karane para hI hama bhItara kI lar3AI meM saphala ho skeNge| anyathA hama parAjita ho jAeMge / yaha vaisI hI lar3AI hai jaisI cakravartI bharata aura bAhubalI ke bIca huI thii| bharata kI vizAla senA ne bAhubalI para AkramaNa kara diyaa| bharata cakravartI thaa| vizAla pradeza kA svAmI, vizAla senA kA adhinAyaka / bAhubalI choTe pradeza kA svAmI, choTI senA kA mAlika / cakravartI kI vizAla senA ke AkramaNa ko hama moha aura mUrchA kA AkramaNa mAneM to bAhubalI kI choTI senA kA pratirodha cetanA kI alpa jAgRti maaneN| bharata ne cunautI dI ki "tuma merI AjJA mAno, merI sImA meM yadi rahanA cAhate ho to merI prabhusattA svIkAra kro|" bAhubalI ne kahA---"yaha asaMbhava hai / Page #209 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 166 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai bAhubalI kabhI kisI kI AjJA nahIM maanegaa| bAhubalI sarvathA svataMtra hai sarvathA svatantra rhegaa| parataMtratA meM vaha kabhI nahIM jiiegaa|" isakA pariNAma huA-yuddha / yadi bAhubalI nata ho jAtA to yuddha Tala jaataa| vaha nata nahIM huA, yuddha kI vibhISikA cAroM ora phaila gyii| isa yuddha se hama bharata aura bAhubalI-ina do zabdoM ko nikAla deM to yaha lar3AI moha kI vizAla senA aura caitanya kI senA ke bIca hai| moha sadA se manuSya ko apanI AjJA manavAne kA prayatna kara rahA hai, apanI prabhusattA meM use rahane ko bAdhya kara rahA hai| kintu koI bAhubalI hotA hai to vaha sarvathA inkAra kara detA hai| aise bAhubalI kama hI hote haiN| bahuta sAre to AjJA mAnane vAle hI hote haiN| ve saba praNata ho jAte haiM isa moha rAjA ke sAmane, jaise bharata ke sAmane sAre rAjA praNata ho gae the| eka bAhubalI hI aisA vIra thA jisane usakI AjJA ko lalakArA aura praNata hone se sarvathA inkAra kara diyaa| isI prakAra jinakI cetanA meM kucha sphuraNa ho cukA hai, kucha sphuliMga uchalane lage haiM, vaha bAhubalI kabhI bhI moha ke rAjA ke sAmane praNata nahIM ho sktaa| vaha usakI pratyeka cunautI ko jhelatA hai aura apane parAkrama se usake sAmrAjya ko khaMDa-vikhaMDa karane kA prayatna karatA hai| vaha lalakArate hue kahatA hai-"maiM merI sattA meM rahUMgA / maiM kisI dUsare kI sattA meM nahIM jaauuNgaa| maiM apanI hI AjJA maanuuNgaa| dUsare kI AjJA mujhe sarvathA amAnya hogii| maiM apanI hI prabhusattA meM jiiuuNgaa| dUsare kI prabhusattA ko maiM sarvathA ThukarAe cluuNgaa|" sAdhaka aisA hI bAhubalI hotA hai| sAdhanA karate-karate usameM soyA huA bAhubalI jAga uThatA hai / taba vaha moha-mUrchA ko AjJA mAnanA banda kara detA hai / AtmavizvAsa jAga uThatA hai aura vaha moha se lar3AI cher3a detA hamane yahI kiyaa| lar3AI prArambha hai / hameM dRr3ha vizvAsa honA cAhie ki jo apanI svataMtratA kI surakSA karanA cAhatA hai vaha kabhI bhI moha kI vizAla senA se parAjita nahIM ho sakatA / vaha nizcita vijayI hogaa| koI use parAjita nahIM kara sktaa| yadi dRr3ha vizvAsa meM kamI AtI hai to vaha lar3akhar3A sakatA hai| yadi usakA vizvAsa dRr3ha hai, saMkalpa phaulAdI hai to vaha kabhI nahIM hAra sktaa| vaha saba para vijaya prApta karatA huA Age bar3ha sakatA hai| Page #210 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjAdI kI lar3AI 167 bAhubalI aura bharata ke yuddha kI pariNati kyA huI ? bAhubalI apane nizcaya para aTala hai / svataMtratA kI surakSA karane kA adamya utsAha aura sphUrta bhAvanA ne use vijayI banA diyA / bharata kI vizAla senA hAra gayI / vyaktigata yuddha meM bhI bharata ko parAjita honA pdd'aa| bAhubalI vijayI ho gayA / jo bhI sAdhaka apane nizcaya para aDiga rahatA hai, apanI svatantratA ko banAe rakhane meM prayatnazIla rahatA hai, jo sadA jAgRta aura apramatta rahatA hai vaha moha kI sattA ke sAmane nahIM jhuka sakatA / eka dina aisA AegA, jisa dina moha kI vizAla senA parAsta hokara bhAga jAegI, naSTa ho jAegI / bharata cakravartI ke pAsa eka cakra thA / vaha devatAoM dvArA upAsita aura sevita thA / mahAn parAkramI thA vaha eka / Apake pAsa bhI eka cakra hai, zaktizAlI cakra hai, vaha hai- prekSA / dekhanA, dekhanA aura dekhanA / kucha bhI nahIM karanA, kevala dekhanA hai / jaba bharata aura bAhubalI ke yuddha kA koI pariNAma nahIM nikalA taba yaha prastAva AyA ki senAoM meM hone vAle yuddha ko banda kara diyA jAe / kevala bharata aura bAhubalI ldd'eN| do kI lar3AI ho / jo jItegA, vaha vijayI hogA / usa vyakti yuddha meM eka thA dRSTiyuddha / donoM Amane-sAmane khar3e ho jAeM / AMkhoM se eka-dUsare ko dekheM / jo apanI palakeM pahale jhapakAegA, vaha parAjita ghoSita hogA / donoM Amane-sAmane A khar3e hue | hama bhI usI prakAra ke yuddha meM praveza kara rahe haiM / prekSA kA artha hai - dRSTiyuddha | bhItara meM dekhanA, apramattabhAva se dekhate jAnA / prekSA dRSTiyuddha hai / hama prekSA kareM, bhItara kI gaharAiyoM meM utreN| vahAM krodha, mAna, mAyA, rAga, dveSa, unmAda, vAsanA aura vikAra ke sphuliMga uchalate najara AeMge / hama unako apalaka dRSTi se dekheM, kevala dekheM, dekhate raheM / ve svayaM bhAga jAeMge / Apako hAthApAI nahIM karanI pdd'egii| ve svayaM bhAga jAeMge / dRSTi kA astra bahuta zaktizAlI hotA hai| prekSA eka zaktizAlI astra hai / jo sAdhaka dRSTiyuddha meM pAraMgata ho jAtA hai, jo dekhanA jAna jAtA hai, samajha jAtA hai vaha kabhI parAsta nahIM ho sakatA / jo bhI sAmane AegA, vaha parAsta ho jAegA / prekSA kA astra bahuta tIkSNa aura marmavedhI hotA hai / vaha sAmane vAle ko samUla naSTa kara detA hai | Page #211 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 198 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai: hama prekSA karate haiN| hama saMkalpa aura bhAvanA kA prayoga karate haiN| hama sUkSma taraMgoM kA prayoga karate haiN| lezyA-dhyAna kA prayoga karate haiM / ye saba eka prakAra ke yuddha hI haiM / inase sAdhaka sabhI doSoM para vijaya prApta kara sakatA hai / vaha saba AkramaNoM ko viphala kara sakatA hai| Aja vijJAna ke kSetra meM aneka prayoga cala rahe haiN| vaijJAnika mAnate haiM ki Ane vAle yuddha mAnasika stara para lar3e jaaeNge| unameM senA kI AvazyakatA nahIM rhegii| mana ko itanA zaktizAlI banAyA jAegA ki vaha hajAroM mIla dUra raha rahe zatru ko parAsta kara sake, use klIva banA sake, use zaktihIna banA ske| mAnasika vikAsa ke lie ve prayatna kara rahe haiM / yadi ve isa dizA meM saphala ho jAeMge to bhI hAni hai aura nahIM hoMge to bhI hAni hai| kintu sAdhaka ko isa ora nizcita hI prayoga karanA hai aura mAnasika kSamatA ko itanA vikasita karanA hai ki jisase zatruoM kA zastrAgAra unhIM ke saMhAra ke lie kAma meM A ske| mUrchA aura moha ke sAre astrazastra unhIM ke saMhAra meM kAma aaeN| yaha saba mAnasika kSamatA ko bar3hAne se ho sakatA hai| isakI saphalatA ke lie dRSTiyuddha, bhAvanAyuddha, taraMgayuddha, vAkyuddha-Adi se gujaranA hogaa| ina sAre morgoM para lar3anA hogaa| pratipala jAgarUka rahanA hogaa| raNanIti ko sabase pahale samajhanA hogaa| raNanIti ko samajhe binA lar3AI nahIM jItI jA sakatI / yaha raNanIti hai. prekSA-dhyAna kI vidhi / isI ko ThIka samajhane ke lie maiM bAra-bAra kaha rahA hUM / isako samajhe binA hama Age nahIM bar3ha sakate / yadi hama vidhi ko samajha lete haiM to ATha AnA saphalatA hameM prApta ho jAtI hai| yadi vidhi ko ThIka se nahIM samajhA jAtA hai to mana saMdehoM se bharA rahatA hai| sAdhaka socatA hai-zvAsa ko dekhane se AtmA kaise upalabdha hogI? yadi zvAsa ko dekhane se hI AtmA upalabdha hotI hai taba to zvAsa ko dekhane vAle aneka yaMtra mila jAeMge jo zvAsa kA pUrA grApha lete haiM, usakA rekhAMkana karate haiM, usakA mApa karate haiN| phira prazna hotA hai-zarIra-prekSA se AtmA kaise prApta hogI ? azuci se bhare, mala-mUtra se bhare isa zarIra ko dekhane se AtmA kaise upalabdha hogI? yahI saMdeha vidhi ko na samajhane ke kAraNa ho sakatA hai| sAdhaka ulajha jAtA hai| eka yAtrI jA rahA thaa| aMdherI rAta thii| use lambA rAstA taya. Page #212 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjAdI kI lar3AI 166. karanA thA / eka vyakti ne use lAlaTena dete hue kahA - " isake prakAza meM tuma apanA rAstA dekha pAoge / mArga sukha se kaTegA / ise le jAo / " usa yAtrI ne dekhA ki lAlaTena kA prakAza tIna-cAra phuTa taka phaila rahA hai / usake mana meM saMdeha huA ki rAstA to bahuta lambA hai / prakAza kevala tIna-cAra phuTa taka par3atA hai rAstA pAra kaise kara pAUMgA ? vaha ulajha gayA aura ulajhatA hI gayA / vaha bolA - "tIna-cAra phuTa kA prakAza mujhe dasa mIla kI M / yAtrA kaise karA pAegA ?" yahI gatividhi ko na samajhane vAle kI hotI hai / use lagatA hai zvAsa- prekSA yA zarIra prekSA se AtmA upalabdha kaise hogI ? ye choTe-se sAdhana AtmA taka kI yAtrA kaise karA pAeMge ? AtmA bahuta dUra hai | zvAsa becArA nathune taka hI sImita hai / usakA prakAza vahIM par3atA hai / Age nahIM phailatA / zvAsa kA antima par3Ava hai phephar3A / yaha AtmA kI yAtrA kaise karAegA ? yaha vidhi na samajhane kA kAraNa hai / vidhi ko samajhe binA sAdhaka ulajha jAte haiM / vidhi ko ThIka samajha lete haiM to tIna-cAra phuTa kA prakAza dasa mIla kI yAtrA karA sakatA hai / yaha prakAza dasa mIla ke pUre patha ko prakAzita kara sakatA hai / Apa calate caleM, dasa mIla kA rAstA prakAzita ho jAegA aura yadi usI bindu para khar3e raha gae to do phuTa kA rAstA hI prakAzita hogA, zeSa andhakAra hI andhakAra rahegA / AvazyakatA hai calane kI, satata gatizIla rahane kI / vidhi ko samajheM aura caleM / vidhi ko samajhanA hI paryApta nahIM hai, calanA bhI par3egA / Age se Age bar3hanA hogA / yadi nahIM cale, ruke raha gae. to prakAza jahAM par3atA hai vahIM par3egA, vaha Age nahIM bar3hegA / vaha tabhI bar3hegA jaba hama bddh'eNge| vaha hamAre rukane ke sAtha rukegA aura bar3hane ke sAtha bar3hegA | abhyAsa karate jaaeN| abhyAsa karate jaaeN| Apa apanI maMjila taka pahuMca jAeMge / kintu eka bAdhA aura A jAtI hai / calate-calate eka saMdeha aura ubhara AtA hai ki zvAsa ko dekhane se kyA hogA ? zarIra ko dekhane se kyA hogA ? mana meM azraddhA A jAtI hai / AkarSaNa samApta ho jAtA hai | zvAsa nirantara cala rahA hai| use kyA dekhanA ? saMsAra meM jo nayA hai, use dekhanA cAhie / saMsAra mohaka hai / kahIM pacAsa maMjila makAna haiM aura kahIM kAMca kI Page #213 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai sar3akeM haiN| unheM dekho| dekhate jaao| zvAsa ko kyA dekhanA ? yaha vicAra Ate hI AkarSaNa kI dhArA mur3a jAtI hai| vaha moha ke sAmrAjya meM calI jAtI hai| lar3AI kA morcA ThaMDA par3a jAtA hai| dhyAna bhI cale aura bAharI AkarSaNa bhI banA rahe-donoM bAteM sAtha-sAtha nahIM cala sktiiN| bAharI AkarSaNa ko tor3anA hogaa| khAna-pAna, rahana-sahana badalanA hogA / AkarSaNa kI dhArA ko mor3anA hogaa| maiM yaha nahIM kahanA cAhatA ki pahale hI dina saba kucha badala jaaegaa| do-cAra dinoM meM badala jAegA / abhyAsa yadi laMbA calegA to dhIre-dhIre saba-kucha badala jaaegaa| rUpAntaraNa hone lgegaa| varSoM taka abhyAsa karanA hogaa| jIvanaparyanta abhyAsa karanA hogA / kisIkisI sAdhaka ko aneka janmoM meM sAdhanA karate-karate hI maMjila prApta ho sakatI hai| eka-do janmoM meM nhiiN| hameM apanI zraddhA ko badalanA hogaa| zraddhA kA artha hai-AkarSaNa, icchA / AkarSaNa kI dhArA ko mor3anA hogaa| AkarSaNa kI jo dhArA eka dizA meM baha rahI thI, use mor3akara viparIta dizA meM pravAhita karanA hogaa| __saphalatA meM samarpaNa kA bhI mahattvapUrNa yoga hai| jo samarpita nahIM hotA, vaha saphala nahIM hotaa| lakSya ke prati jo DeDikeTa nahIM hotA, vaha kabhI saphala nahIM hotaa| pUrNa samarpaNa / na tarka, na vitarka, kevala samarpaNa / samarpita bhAva se eka choTA vyakti bhI bahuta bar3A kAma kara sakatA hai| jisameM samarpaNa bhAva nahIM hai vaha zaktizAlI hone para bhI choTA kAma nahIM kara pAtA / asaphala rahatA hai / hAra jAtA hai| hama abhyAsa ke prAraMbha meM arha-ahaM kI dhvani karate haiN| ahaM ke prati saMpUrNa bhAva se samarpita hote haiN| hama apane samasta AkarSaNa ko ahaM ke prati pravAhita karate haiN| hama sarvAtmanA 'ahaM' ke prati samarpita ho jAte haiM aura apanI sArI zraddhA usameM antanihita kara dete haiM / ahaM kI dhvani gUMjatI hai| sArA vAtAvaraNa usa dhvani se taraMgita hokara vidyutmaya bana jaataa| phira hama apanI sAdhanA meM lagate haiM / jo abhyAsa karanA hai, usameM laga jAte haiN| jaba hama apanI sAdhanA ko saMpanna kara uThate haiM taba bhI hama ahaM ke prati samarpaNa bhAva yA kRtajJabhAva jJApita karate haiN| hama kahate haiM--'arahate saraNaM pavajjAmi, siddhe saraNaM pavajjAmi, sAhU saraNaM pavajjAmi, kevali pannattaM dhamma saraNaM pavajjAmi / ' pUrA samarpaNa / pUrA smrpnn| kucha bhI zeSa nahIM rahatA / mahAn satya ke prati samarpaNa / ahaMta koI vyakti nahIM hai / siddha koI Page #214 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjAdI kI lar3AI 201 vyakti nahIM hai| sAdhu koI vyakti nahIM hai| dharma bhI koI vyakti nahIM hai / koI sattA nahIM hai| __ apanI hI AtmA kI sarvocca ahaMtA, sarvocca samatA kA vikAsa hai, vaha hai arhat / apanI hI AtmA kI saMpUrNa siddhi kA jo carama bindu hai, vaha hai siddha / apanI sAdhana kA jo nirmala rUpa hai, vaha hai sAdhu / apanI AtmA kA jo pUrA samarpaNa hai jJAna kI arAdhanA ke lie, darzana kI ArAdhanA ke lie, cAritra kI ArAdhanA ke lie, vaha hai dharma / dharma ke prati samarpaNa, sAdhanA ke prati samarpaNa, siddha ke prati samarpaNa aura arhat ke prati samarpaNa / pUrA samarpaNa / jaba sAdhaka mahAn zaktiyoM ke prati itanA samarpita ho jAtA hai taba parAjita hone kA koI kAraNa hI zeSa nahIM rhtaa| mahArAja koNika yuddha kara rahA thaa| parAjaya kI velA sAmane thii| sthiti lar3akhar3Ane lagI taba vaha indra ke prati samarpita ho gayA / aba koNika kA kAma lar3anA nahIM rhaa| lar3ane kA kArya indra para A gyaa| jaba indra ne sthiti saMbhAla lI taba usake sAmane koI yoddhA kaise Tika paataa| koNika vijayI ho gyaa| jaba hama mahAn satya ke prati samarpita hote haiM, taba hamArI zakti zataguNita ho jAtI hai| phira hAra yA parAjaya kA prazna hI nahIM utthtaa| sAdhanA ke vighna aura bhI haiN| pramAda, akarmaNyatA aura Alasyaye moha ke hI yoddhA haiM jo bAra-bAra AkramaNa karate haiN| yuddha meM donoM prakAra ke zastra prayukta hote haiM-anukUla aura pratikula / pratikUla zastra raNabhUmi meM kAryakara hote haiM to anukUla zastra binA raNabhUmi ke bhI kArya karate rahate haiM / donoM se hI yuddha jItA jAtA hai| Aja ke yuddha meM donoM prakAra ke zastrAstra kAma meM lie jAte haiM / eka ora aNubama, TaiMka Adi-Adi kAma meM Ate haiN| dUsarI ora sundariyAM aura guptacara bhI mahattvapUrNa bhUmikA nibhAte haiM / sundariyoM ko bar3e-bar3e adhikAriyoM ke pAsa bhejA jAtA hai| ve unako mohita kara sAre rahasya jAna letI haiM aura phira una rahasyoM ko apane mUla adhikAriyoM ke pAsa pahuMcA detI haiN| Aja bhI pratyeka rASTra ke pAsa aisI hajAroM sundariyAM haiM jo dUsare-dUsare rASTroM meM guptacarI karatI haiN| mohaka astroM kA yaha prayoga bhI yuddha kA aMga bana cukA hai| kevala mAraka astroM se hI kAma nahIM calatA, mohaka astra bhI kAma meM lie jAte haiN| sAdhanA ke kSetra meM pramAda mohaka astra hai| jaba pramAda AtA hai taba Page #215 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 202 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai aisA lagatA hai ki saba kucha pA liyaa| kucha bhI karane ko nahIM hai, kucha bhI karanA zeSa nahIM hai / jaba AdamI pramAda meM calA jAtA hai taba vaha vijaya kI bAta ko bhUla jAtA hai, lakSya ko bhUla jAtA hai, uddezya ko bhUla jAtA hai| Aja taka duniyA meM aisA vyakti kauna huA hai jo pramatta rahA ho aura apane Apako na bhulA diyA ho| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA-"savvao pamattassa bhayaM / ' pramAda bhaya utpanna karatA hai|" jo pramatta hotA hai, cAroM ora se bhaya use ghera letA hai| bhaya barasane lagatA hai| koI bhI vyakti aisA nahIM hotA ki pramatta ho aura DarA na ho / vaha nizcita hI ddregaa| pramAda AtA hai, Alasya AtA hai, akarmaNyatA AtI hai| sAmane jItane kI sthiti hotI hai, para ye use jItane nahIM detiiN| vaha socatA haikyA karanA hai ? abhI baiThe haiM / kaise pAra par3egA ? kaise hogA ? __eka kahAnI hai / eka rAjA thaa| use maMtrI kI niyukti karanI thii| vaha niyukti se pUrva parIkSA karanA cAhatA thaa| pAMca-sAta vyakti aae| usane sabako eka kamare meM biThAkara kahA--"Apa saba yahAM baitthe| maiM kamare ke bAhara tAlA lagA detA huuN| jo bhI tAle ko kholakara bAhara nikala bhAegA use matrI bnaauuNgaa|' sabane sunaa| socA-"kitanI vicitra priikssaa| daravAjA baMda / bAhara se tAlA baMda aura bhItara vAloM se kahe ki bAhara aao| yaha asaMbhava hai|' chaha vyaktiyoM ne socA-'rAjA pAgala ho gayA lagatA hai| yaha bhI koI parIkSA hotI hai ! dUsare prakAra se bhI parIkSA lI jA sakatI thii| bAhara jAnA kase saMbhava ho sakatA hai ?' ve hAtha para hAtha die baiThe rahe / kucha parAkrama nahIM kiyaa| sAtavAM vyakti akarmaNya nahIM thA, puruSArthI thaa| usane socA-'jarUra isa zarta meM koI rahasya hai| rAjA aisI zarta kyoM rakhatA ? mujhe apanA puruSArtha karanA hai| vaha utthaa| daravAje ke pAsa gayA / use jora se DhakelA, vaha khula gyaa| usane bAhara Akara rAjA kA abhivAdana kiyaa| daravAje para koI tAlA lagAyA hI nahIM thA, kevala sabako bhulAve meM rakhA thaa| rAjA jAnanA cAhatA thA ki kauna karmaNya hai aura kauna akarmaNya / sabakA kartavya thA ki ve puruSArtha karate / tAlA khule yA nahIM, yaha alaga prazna thA / unhoMne socA---'jaba bAhara tAlA hai taba daravAjA kaise khulegA?' isI bhrama ne unheM akarmaNya banA DAlA / ve bAjI hAra ge| jisane puruSArtha kiyA, karmaNyatA kA paricaya diyA, vaha jIta gyaa| vaha maMtrI bana gyaa| Page #216 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjAdI kI lar3AI 203 sAdhanA kA kSetra nirvighna nahIM hai / usameM aneka bhulAve haiM / una bhulAvoM se sAdhaka yadi akarmaNya bana sAdhanA ko bhulA detA hai to sAdhanA se bhaTaka jAtA hai / yaha bAta sadA smRti meM rahanI cAhie ki jaba adhyAtma ke patha para - cala par3e haiM, lar3AI prAraMbha kara dI hai to akarmaNya nahIM bananA hai / yadi vaha akarmaNya bana jAe, puruSArthaM ko chor3a de, vaha kabhI saphala nahIM hotA / mArga meM hI bhaTaka jAtA hai / lakSya chUTa jAtA hai / AvazyakatA hai ki sAdhaka puruSArtha karatA rahe, daravAje ko khaTakhaTAtA rahe / yaha mAnakara na baiTha jAe ki bAhara tAlA lagA huA hai| tAlA nahIM hai to daravAjA khula jAegA aura yadi tAlA lagA huA bhI hai to bhI prayatna se khula jAyegA / puruSArtha ke sAmane vaha baMda raha nahIM sakatA / sAdhaka yaha mAnakara prayatna chor3a de ki Aja ke yuga meM avadhijJAna, manaH paryavajJAna yA kevalajJAna to prApta ho hI nahIM sakatA / vaha prayatna ko cAlU rakhe / saba kucha saMbhava hai prayatna karane vAle ke lie | saba kucha saMbhava hai karmaNya ke lie / saba kucha asaMbhava hai akarmaNya ke lie| saba kucha saMbhava hai puruSArthI ke lie aura saba kucha asaMbhava hai a-puruSArthI ke lie | jaina paraMparA ke AcAryoM ne kahA - "jaMbU svAmI aMtima vyakti the jinhoMne mokSa prApta kiyaa| unake bAda koI mokSa nahIM pA sakatA / avadhijJAna aura manaH paryavajJAna nahIM ho sakate / " AcAryoM ne ina viziSTa upalabdhiyoM kI prApti ko sarvathA nakAra diyA, tAlA hI lagA diyaa| logoM ke mana meM yaha bAta itanI ghara kara gayI ki una viziSTa prakriyAoM kA prayatna hI chUTa gayA / prayatna hI nahIM rahA to prApti kI bAta dUra ho gayI / koI khar3A hI na ho to calegA kaise ? calane ke lie khar3A honA Avazyaka hai / upalabdhi ke lie prayatna Avazyaka hai / prayatna hI na ho to upalabdhi kaise ho sakatI hai ? kucha varSo pUrva 'manonuzAsanam' grantha kA kArya cala rahA thA / jaina paraMparA meM 'jinakalpa' eka viziSTa sAdhanA paddhati hai / usakA prasaMga calA / atIndriyajJAna kI prApti kA prazna AyA / AcAryazrI ne kahA- "maiM purAneM AcAryoM kI avajJA karanA nahIM cAhatA, kintu yaha kahanA avazya cAhUMgA ki jina AcAryoM ne viziSTa upalabdhiyoM ke na hone kA pratipAdana kiyA, unhoMne jaina paraMparA kA hita nahIM kiyA / usase ahita hI huA / sAdhakoM Page #217 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai ke mana meM hIna bhAvanA paidA ho gayI aura unakA prayatna zithila ho gayA / yaha saca hai / aisA hI huA hai / jaba AdamI mAnakara baiTha jAtA hai taba usa dizA meM gamana hI nahIM hotA / vyakti usa ora eka Daga bhI nahIM - bharatA / usakI hAra to pahale hI ho jAtI hai / prApti kI bAta sarvathA chUTa jAtI hai / - 204 eka vyakti ne apane mitra se sATha rupaye udhAra liye / kucha dina bAda vaha AyA aura bIsa rupaye dekara bolA -- " sAre rupaye A gae ?" mitra ne kahA - " sATha die the aura tuma bIsa lauTA rahe ho, to abhI cAlIsa rupaye bAkI raheMge / tIsa aura tIsa sATha hote haiN| usane kahA- "nahIM, dasa aura dasa sATha hote haiM / maiMne sATha rupaye lauTA die haiM / " mitra ne kahA--" bhole AdamI ! dasa aura dasa bIsa hI hote haiN| tIsa aura tIsa sATha hote haiM / " usane kahA - " maiM isa bAta ko nahIM maantaa| maiM to yahI mAnatA hUM ki dasa aura dasa sATha hote haiM / merI mAnyatA mere pAsa aura tumhArI mAnyatA tumhAre pAsa / " aise mAnane vAle ko vidhAtA bhI nahIM samajhA sakatA / gaNita kA niyama hai- tIsa aura tIsa sATha hote haiN| dasa aura dasa bIsa hote haiM / koI vyakti isa gaNita ke niyama ko jAnane kI bAta chor3akara, mAnane kI bAta ko hI pakar3a baiThatA hai to usakA koI ilAja nahIM hai / hama mAnane kI bAta ko chor3a deM aura jAneM / sadA jAnane kA prayatna kareM / sadA jaaneN| hama viziSTa upalabdhiyoM ke lie prayatna kreN| ve prApta hoM to ThIka hai, na hoM to koI bAta nahIM / puruSArtha ko sahI dizA meM lagAeM / puruSArtha niraMtara hamArA sAtha de / hama prayatna ko baMda na kareM / puruSArtha ko sAtha lekara caleM / mana aura zarIra ko vizeSa Adeza deM / mana jo bhaTakatA rahatA hai, aneka pravRttiyoM meM saMlagna rahatA hai, bahuta adhika sakriya aura gatizIla hai, usa para hama kucha niyaMtraNa kreN| mana kI sakriyatA ko kama kareM / yaha kAyotsarga ke dvArA ho sakatA hai / kAyotsarga kI prakriyA zakti-saMtulana kI prakriyA hai / hamArI zakti kSINa na ho / zakti banI rahe / usake lie zarIra ko pUrA poSaNa milatA rahe / kevala khAne se hI poSaNa nahIM milatA / kAyotsarga bhI usa poSaNa kI eka kar3I hai / kAyotsarga kA artha hai - kAya gupti | kI zakti bhI kSINa na ho / manogupti se manogupti kareM, jisase kI mana mana kI sakriyatA kama hotI hai / Page #218 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjAdI kI lar3AI 205 usakI gati maMda ho jAtI hai / usakA bhaTakAva baMda ho jAtA hai| vAkagupti kA bhI bahuta mahattva hai / tInoM guptiyAM sAtha-sAtha caleM / ye sAdhaka ke kavacarUpa haiN| ina tInoM kavacoM se kavacita sAdhaka kabhI nahIM hAratA / vaha vijayI hotA hai / zakti kA kSaya nahIM hotaa| zakti barAbara banI rahatI hai| sAdhaka kA utsAha kSINa nahIM hotaa| vaha pratyeka paristhiti ke sAtha lar3ane meM sakSama hotA hai| bhagavAn mahAvIra ne kahA-"AtmA se ldd'o| bAhara lar3ane se kyA hogA ? moha aura mUrchA se ldd'o| yaha durlabha lar3AI hai / isa yuddha meM sammilita hone kA avasara kisI-kisI ko prApta hotA hai, sabako nahIM / 'juddhAriyaM khalu dullahaM'-aise yuddha kA avasara kabhI-kabhI milatA hai|" Apane yuddha prAraMbha kara diyaa| raNAMgaNa meM utara gae / para Age bar3hA die / aba yaha kadama kabhI pIche na htte| Apa Age bar3hate jaaeN| apane puruSArtha kA pUrA upayoga kreN| apanI zakti ko kAma meM leM aura jo kucha bIca meM Ae use haTAte caleM / bIca meM nirAza na hoN| sadA AzAvAn raheM / hAra sadA-sadA ke lie samApta ho jaaegii| maMjila para pahuMcane para sAre dvandva samApta ho jaaeNge| vahAM nimna sthitiyoM kA sArA gherA TUTa jAtA hai| vahAM kevala vijaya hI vijaya, uccatA hI uccatA, saphalatA hI saphalatA / hama apane puruSArtha kA, apanI zraddhA kA, apane samarpaNa kA aura apanI satyaniSThA kA pUrA-pUrA upayoga kareM aura cetanA ko usa sthiti taka le jAeM jahAM jAne para phira cetanA nIce nahIM utaratI, vaha UrvArohaNa hI karatI hai| anta meM vaha parama sattA ko upalabdha ho jAtI hai| Page #219 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 16 saMkalikA * tanAva-mukti: upaay-kaayotsrg| * jAgarUkatA: upAya-zvAsa-prekSA, shriir-prekssaa| * antaHkaraNa kA parivartana : upaay-caitny-kendr-prekssaa| * apane-ApameM samAdhAna khojane kI pravRtti : upAya--bhItara dekhane, apane-Apako dekhane kA abhyAsa / / ulajhe hue prazna kA samAdhAna : upAya-dasa minaTa Ananda-kendra meM pIle raMga kA dhyAna / * mAnasika uttejanA kA nivAraNa : upAya-dasa minaTa jJAna-kendra meM zveta raMga kA dhyAna / * mana kI azAnti kI samApti : upAya--suSumNA meM mana kI yaatraa| * akarmaNyatA, Alasya, niSkriyatA : upAya-dasa minaTa taka darzana-kendra meM lAla raMga kA dhyAna / Page #220 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhanA kI niSpatti prArambha aura pariNAma-donoM sAtha-sAtha rahate haiN| donoM eka sAtha utpanna nahIM hote, kintu donoM jur3e rahate haiN| eka pahale hotA hai aura eka piiche| koI bhI manuSya kucha prArambha karatA hai to pahale soca letA hai ki isakA pariNAma kyA hogA? niSpatti kyA hogI? pariNAma yA niSpatti kA citana kie binA koI bhI kArya prArambha nahIM kiyA jaataa| pariNAma kA ciMtana kie binA jo kArya prArambha karate haiM, ve bahuta samajhadAra nahIM hote| adhyAtma ke patha para caraNanyAsa karane vAlA sAdhaka bhI pahale yaha socatA hai ki isa sAdhanA kI niSpatti kyA hogI? mere abhyAsa kA, mere isa prayatna kA pariNAma kyA hogA? jo bIja boyA hai, usakA phala kaisA hogA? phala kI bAta samajha meM A jAe to vyakti calanA prAraMbha kara detA hai| niSpatti kI bAta bahuta Avazyaka hai| niSpatti ke binA sAdhanA kA koI krama cala nahIM sktaa| hamArI sAdhanA cala rahI hai / isakI pahalI niSpatti hai-tnaavmukti| jo bhI sAdhaka isa sAdhanA meM AegA, prayatna karegA, samaya lagAyegA, usako yaha sukhada anubhava hogA ki usake tanAva dhIre-dhIre visajita ho rahe haiN| koI kAyotsarga kare aura tanAva na miTe, yaha kabhI nahIM ho sakanA / kAyotsarga tanAva-mukti kA acUka upAya hai| kAyotsarga bhI cale aura tanAva bhI cale-yaha ho nahIM sktaa| donoM sAtha nahIM raha skte| kAyotsarga sadhate hI tanAva miTa jAtA hai / use miTanA hI hotA hai| eka hI raha sakatA haiyA to kAyotsarga rahegA yA tanAva / donoM nahIM raha sakate / ina donoM meM koI samajhautA nahIM hai| jinhoMne kAyotsarga kA abhyAsa kiyA hai, zarIra ke zithilIkaraNa kA prayatna kiyA hai, mamatva ke visarjana kA abhyAsa kiyA hai, mAnasika granthiyoM ko kholane kA abhyAsa kiyA hai, unhoMne yaha anubhava kiyA hai ki zarIra halkA ho gayA hai| vaha sarvathA tanAvamukta ho gayA hai| usakA zarIra jamIna se Upara uTha rahA hai / zarIra kA jamIna se Upara uThanA choTI Page #221 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 208 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai bAta hai| bar3I bAta hai mAnasika bojha kA kama honA, mana ke bojha se upara uThanA / kAyotsarga karane vAlA kevala bhUmi se hI Upara nahIM uThatA, vaha mana ke bojha se bhI Upara uTha jAtA hai| vaha halkA ho jAtA hai / yaha pratyakSa lAbha hai--kAyotsarga kaa| yoga ke sabhI AcAryoM ne eka bAta para bala diyA ki jo bhI vyakti sAdhanA meM praveza kare, use tatkAla kucha anubhava karA denA caahie| isase usa sAdhaka kI AsthA sAdhanA meM jama jaaegii| yadi guru ziSya ko sAdhanA kA upadeza detA rahe, korI vyAkhyA samajhAtA rahe, korA vizleSaNa karatA rahe aura kucha bhI anubhava na karAe to vaha yogya guru nahIM ho sakatA / sAdhanA ke kSetra meM adhyApaka kA mukhya kAma hai anubhava karAnA, samajhAnA gauNa kAma hai| yadi sAdhanA ke kSetra meM samajhAnA yA vizleSaNa adhika ho aura anubhava na ho to sAdhanA kA krama cala nahIM sktaa| vaha upakrama vyartha ho jAtA hai| buddhi ke kSetra meM samajhAne kI bAta cala sakatI hai, kintu vijJAna yA sAdhanA ke kSetra meM yaha nahIM cala sktii| vijJAna kA vidyArthI pratyeka siddhAMta ko praikTikala rUpa se siddha karanA caahegaa| korA samajhAne kI bAta use mAnya nahIM hogii| sAdhanA kA kSetra vijJAna kA hI kSetra hai| yaha pUrA vaijJAnika kSetra hai / isameM kevala siddhAMta nahIM cltaa| isameM prayoga aura anubhava calatA hai| yadi kAyotsarga kI vyAkhyA, sAdhaka ko, buddhi ke stara para samajhA dI jAe to usake dimAga meM aura-aura jo ulajhaneM haiM unake sAtha yaha eka ulajhana aura bar3ha jaaegii| manuSya kA mastiSka buddhi ke bhAra se pahale hI AkrAMta hai, usameM thor3A bhAra aura bar3ha jaaegaa| aisA nahIM honA cAhie / hama cale haiM-bhAramukti ke lie aura yadi hama aura bhAra bar3hAeM to yaha buddhimattA nahIM hogii| hameM anubhava ke stara para calanA hai| svayaM kA prayoga aura svayaM kA anubhava hI adhyAtma kI sAdhanA meM sAthI hote haiN| apanA anubhava, apanA prayoga aura apanA parIkSaNa / siddhAnta ko samajhane kA itanA-sA upayoga hai ki hamArI dRSTi sApha ho jaae| dRSTi ke sApha hone para phira karanA hI zeSa rahatA hai| karanA mukhya hotA hai, jAnanA gauNa ho jAtA hai| sAdhanA kA pahalA caraNa hai kaayotsrg| isakI niSpatti hai--tanAva kI mukti / kAyotsarga karane vAlA sAdhaka pahale hI dina yA dUsare dina isa Page #222 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhanA kI niSpatti 206 sthiti kA anubhava kara letA hai / vaha anubhava karatA hai ki usakA zarIra halkA ho gayA hai, bhAra miTa gayA hai / adhyAtma sAdhanA kI pahalI niSpatti hai tanAva mukti aura dUsarI niSpatti hai - jAgarUkatA / mana ko jAgarUka banA denA / mana ko jAgarUka banAe binA hama manacAhA kAma usase nahIM le sakate / hama zarIra- prekSA karate haiN| mana ko bhItara le jAne kA prayAsa karate haiM, kintu vaha bAhara hI bAhara daur3atA hai, bhaTakatA hai / kyoMki vaha jAgarUka nahIM hai / ajAgRta avasthA meM aisA hI hotA hai / jaba mana jAga jAtA hai taba saba kucha jAga jAtA hai | ko jagAne ke bAda aura kisI ko jagAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI / mana jaba jAga jAtA hai taba apane bhItara baiThA huA apanA prabhu, apanA paramAtmA jAga jAtA hai / jaba mana nahIM jAgatA taba bhItara baiThA huA prabhu nahIM jAgatA / eka ke jAgane para saba jAga jAte haiN| eka ke sone para saba so jAte haiM / eka mana ke jAgane para saba jAga jAte haiM / eka mana ke sone para saba so jAte haiM / dUsarA mahAyuddha cala rahA thA / bhISaNa bamavarSA ho rahI thI / laMdana nagara saMtrasta thA / sAre nagara meM bhaya kA sAmrAjya chAyA huA thA / usa nagara meM eka bUr3hI mahilA nizcita sotI aura nizcita jAgatI / Asa-pAsa ke logoM kI nIMda harAma ho cukI thI / ve na sukha se so pAte aura na sukha se jAga pAte / dUsare sabhI jAgate kintu bur3hiyA nizcinta sotI, gaharI nIMda tI / logoM ne bur3hiyA se pUchA - "mAM ! kyA bAta hai ? sArA nagara bhaya se AkrAMta hai| yahAM koI bhI sukha kI caina nahIM so sakatA / tuma kaise sukhapUrvaka so jAtI ho ? rahasya kyA hai ?" bur3hiyA ne kahA - "beTA ! merA prabhu sadA jAgatA hai / phira maiM kyoM jAgatI rhuuN| do ko jAgane kI jarUrata nahIM hai / " yaha saca hai / jaba mana jAga jAtA hai phira koI jAge yA na jAge, koI jarUrata nahIM hai / kisI ko jagAne kI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai / vAstavikatA to yaha hai ki mana ke jagAne para koI soyA raha nahIM sakatA / sabako jagAnA hI par3atA hai / jAgarUkatA kA vikAsa siddhAnta ko jAnane mAtra se nahIM hotA usakA vikAsa taba hotA hai jaba sAdhaka ucita dizA meM jAgarUkatA kA abhyAsa kare / Page #223 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 210 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai jAgarUkatA kA acUka upAya hai--zvAsa-prekSA / hama bhItara jAne vAle zvAsa ko bhI dekheM aura bAhara nikalane vAle zvAsa ko bhI dekheN| yadi mana jAgarUka hogA to zvAsa ko ThIka se dekhA jA sakatA hai| yadi mana jAgarUka nahIM hogA to na bAhara jAne vAlA zvAsa dIkhegA aura na bhItara jAne vAlA zvAsa hI diikhegaa| daravAje para khar3A praharI yadi jAgarUka nahIM hotA hai to koI bhI bhItara jA sakatA hai, koI bhI bAhara A sakatA hai| phira praharI hone kA koI artha hI nahIM hai| Ate-Ate, zvAsa ko dekhate-dekhate mana itanA jAgarUka ho jAtA hai ki phira eka bhI zvAsa usase bacakara nikala nahIM pAtA / pratyeka zvAsa ko vaha dekha hI letA hai / zvAsa aura mana sAtha-sAtha raheM, sAtha-sAtha caleM, sahayAtrI rheN| do sAthI sAtha meM caleM aura eka nIMda letA rahe, yaha nahIM ho sakatA / nIMda Ate hI sAtha chUTa jaaegaa| zvAsa kA kAma hai nirantara clnaa| mana kA kAma yaha nahIM hai ki vaha isI sImA meM cale, zvAsa ke sAtha hI rahe / zvAsa kA kSetra sImita hai| mana kA kSetra asIma hai| zvAsa kI yAtrA choTI hai / usakA yAtrA-patha bahuta saMkIrNa hai aura choTA hai| nathune se phephar3e taka hI usakI yAtrA hotI hai| vahAM pahuMcakara vaha vApasa lauTa jAtA hai| bahuta hI choTI yAtrA, bahuta hI choTA maarg| kintu mana kA mArga bahuta lambA-caur3A hai, bahuta dIrgha hai| vaha eka kSaNa meM sArI duniyA kA cakkara lagA sakatA hai| itanI vizAla yAtrA karane vAle aura itanI tIvra gati se calane vAle mana ko zvAsa jaise choTe yAtrI ke sAtha jor3e rakhanA bahuta hI kaThina kAma hai / mana ko zvAsa kA sAthI banAnA bahuta kaThora karma hai, bahuta bar3I bAta hai| mana ko choTI-sI yAtrA aura saMkIrNa yAtrA-patha se bAMdha lenA, vAstava meM hI bar3I bAta hai| kintu yaha kiyA jA sakatA hai| aisA karane para hI mana jAgarUka hotA hai| phira vaha kabhI nahIM sotaa| usakI jAgati banI rahatI hai| vaha zvAsa kA sAthI bana jAtA hai| jaba kabhI mana ko thor3a-sI jhapakI A jAtI hai, zvAsa kA sAtha chUTa jAtA hai| hameM mana ko pUrNa jAgarUka rakhanA hai| zvAsa-prekSA isakA sabala mAdhyama hai| mana ko sAdhane ke bAda usakA bhaTakAva miTa jAtA hai, pramAda miTa jAtA hai, sone kI Adata miTa jAtI hai| phira vaha pUrNa anuzAsita ho jAtA hai, niyaMtrita ho jAtA hai| jAgarUkatA sAdhanA kI dUsarI niSpatti hai| sAdhanA kI tIsarI niSpatti hai-antaHkaraNa kA rUpAntaraNa / rUpA Page #224 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhanA kI niSpatti taraNa kI bahuta bar3I samasyA hai| vyakti ne badalane ke lie hajAroM prayatna kie haiM / vaha kitanA sAhitya par3hatA hai, pravacana sunatA hai, Adarza puruSoM kI jIvana-gAthA par3hatA hai, kitane pralobhana aura bhaya se vaha gujaratA hai, phira bhI vaha nahIM badalatA aura yadi kucha thor3A-sA rUpAntaraNa hotA hai to vaha nagaNyasA hotA hai / pratyeka vyakti dUsare ko bhalA banAne kI bAta nirantara socatA hai, cAhe phira vaha svayaM bhalA ho yA na ho| kavi kavitAeM banAtA hai aura yahI cAhatA hai ki usI kavitAoM se sArA rUpAntaraNa ghaTita ho jaae| sAre AdamI kavitA ko sunakara badala jaaeN| kintu vaha svayaM khAlI hI raha jAtA hai| eka kavi ne apanI patnI se kahA- "Aja aisI kavitA sunAUMgA ki sArI duniyA meM Aga laga jaaegii|" patnI ne kahA--"kyoM zekhI baghArate ho ! Age kI bAta chodd'o| Aja ghara meM koyalA nahIM hai, lakar3I nahIM hai / apane kavitA-pATha se cUlhe ko jalA do to jAnUM / " duniyA meM Aga lagAne vAlA kavi apane ghara ke cUlhe meM Aga nahIM lagA pAtA / duniyA ko badalane kA prayatna karane vAlA pravacanakAra svayaM ko nahIM badala pAtA / duniyA ko haMsAne vAlA svayaM ro-rokara jindagI bitAtA hai| eka ghaTanA yAda A rahI hai / briTena kA bahuta bar3A hAsyakAra thA-gremAlDI / vaha bImAra ho gyaa| DaoNkTara ke pAsa jAkara bolA--"DaoNkTara ! merI cikitsA kro| maiM bahuta duHkhI haiM / maiM bahuta khinna huuN| maiM mAnasika vyathAoM se ghirA huA haM, pIr3ita huuN|" DaoNkTara ne usakA parIkSaNa kiyA kucheka prazna pUche / anta meM DaoNkTara ne kahA- "maiMne tumhArI bImArI kA mUla pakar3a liyA hai| maiM tumheM koI davA nahIM dUMgA / merA eka parAmarza mAno, tuma svastha ho jAoge / tuma eka saptAha apane deza ke prasiddha hAsyakAra premAlDI ke pAsa rho| tuma nIroga ho jAoge / tumhArI mAnasika granthiyAM khula jaaeNgii|" usane sunaa| vaha avAk raha gyaa| Azcarya-bharI vANI se vaha bolA-"DaoNkTara ! maiM hI hUM gremaalddii| duniyA ko haMsAne vAlA, sukha dene vAlA, tRpti dene vAlA maiM hI hUM gremAlDI / maiM kitanA duHkhI hUM !" yaha hai saMsAra kA rvaiyaa| pratyeka kavi, sAhityakAra, netA-saba duniyA ko badalane meM lage haiN| ve svayaM ke atirikta saba-kucha badala denA cAhate haiM / ve yahI cAhate haiM ki saMsAra kA pratyeka AdamI pavitra bana jaae| Page #225 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 212 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai duniyA kA namUnA hI badala jaae| Aja ke dharmaguru bhI yahI prayatna kara rahe haiM ki AdamI devatA bana jAe, paramAtmA bana jaae| isake lie ve nAnA prakAra ke upakrama prastuta karate haiN| kintu Aja taka jo huA hai vaha aparyApta hai| maiM yaha nahIM kahanA cAhatA ki ina upadezoM se kucha bhI nahIM huaa| kintu maiM yaha avazya kahanA cAhUMgA ki jo huA hai vaha nagaNya hai, kucha bhI nahIM ke samAna hai| zabda kA AlApa zAbdika hI raha jAtA hai| jaba taka vRtti kA rUpAntaraNa nahIM hotA, jaba taka vRtti kA mUla nahIM badalatA, taba taka vAstavika rUpAntaraNa ghaTita nahIM hotaa| isakA upAya hai| vaha upadeza meM nahIM, kriyA meM hai / yaha zAbdika nahIM hai / ___upAya kie binA antaHkaraNa nahIM bdltaa| jaba taka antaHkaraNa nahIM badalatA taba taka bAharI kalevara badala jAne para bhI kucha bhI nahIM badalatA / itanA mAtra hotA hai ki jo bImArI bAhara hotI hai vaha aura gaharI calI jAtI hai| DaoNkTara ke lie samasyA bana jAtI hai| jo dina meM kiyA jAtA thA, vaha rAta meM hone lagatA hai| jo prakAza meM kiyA jAtA thA, vaha aMdhere meM hone lagatA hai / kevala itanA parivartana A sakatA hai, aura adhika nahIM / antaHkaraNa badale binA AdamI kaise badale ? jAdUgara ne cUhe ko bAgha banA diyaa| socA ki logoM ko karataba dikhAUMgA / karataba dikhAne kA maukA aayaa| sAmane se eka billI AI aura bAgha bhAga khar3A huA / jAdUgara hairAna raha gyaa| usane socA---'cUhA bAgha bana gayA, para usakA antaHkaraNa nahIM bdlaa| antaHkaraNa se vaha cUhA hI rahA, isIlie billI ko dekhate hI vaha bhAga gyaa|' jaba taka antaHkaraNa nahIM badalatA taba taka cUhA cAhe bAgha bana jAe yA aura kucha, vaha billI se DaratA hI rhegaa| antaHkaraNa badale binA jIvana kI prakriyA meM parivartana nahIM aataa| hamArI sAdhanA parivartana kI sAdhanA hai| yaha kevala kapar3e badalane yA zarIra ko badalane kI sAdhanA-mAtra nahIM hai, yaha antaHkaraNa ko badalane kI sAdhanA hai| antaHkaraNa ko badalane kA upAya hai-caitanya kendr-prekssaa| hamAre zarIra meM aneka caitanya kendra haiN| hama unakI prekSA karate haiN| kabhI hama tIna caitanya-kendroM, kabhI do aura kabhI eka ko dekhate haiM / kabhI pUre vartula meM unakI prekSA karate haiM, una para dhyAna kendrita karate haiM / jaise hI hamArA dhyAna jaise hI hamArI mAnasika AMkheM una kendroM para TikatI haiM, ve sakriya ho jAte Page #226 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhanA kI niSpatti 213 haiN| unake srAvoM meM parivartana hone lagatA hai| jo karma-zarIra ke sakriya guptacara the, hamAre guptacara bana jAte haiN| ve hamAre adhIna ho jAte haiN| ve guptacara nahIM 'khulecara' bana jAte haiN| sArI kriyAoM meM parivartana hone laga jAtA hai / jaba granthiyoM ke srAva meM parivartana AtA hai taba antaHkaraNa apaneApa badala jAtA hai / taba kisI upadeza yA bAdhyatA kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| badalAva apane-Apa Ane laga jAtA hai| __eka vyakti hai / vaha cena-smokara hai| bahuta sigareTa pItA hai / pahalI sigareTa se dUsarI sigareTa sulagAtA hai| sAdhanA zivira meM Ane se pUrva usase kahA-'sigareTa chor3a do| isase aneka roga utpanna hote haiN|' usane kahA"kyA maiM itanA bhI nahIM samajhatA? kyA maiM mUrkha hUM? duniyA meM itane padArtha haiM, yadi vyakti unakA upabhoga na kare to kyA hogA una padArthoM kA ? ve phira banAe hI kyoM jAeMge? yadi hama sigareTa na pIeM to kyA vaha vyavasAya banda nahIM ho jAegA? kyA Arthika dRSTi se samAja ghATe meM nahIM rahegA ?' ye tarka haiM usa AdamI ke / tarka ke dvArA use nahIM samajhAyA jA sktaa| vaha vyakti zivira meM rahA / dhyAna kA krama siikhaa| caitanya kendroM para mana ekAgra karanA sIkhA / dhIre-dhIre usakA antaHkaraNa badalane lgaa| usako sigareTa se ghRNA ho gayI aura Aja yaha sthiti hai ki usake pAsa bhI yadi koI sigareTa pItA hai to use vamana jaisA hone lagatA hai| yaha hai antaHkaraNa kA rUpAntaraNa / jaba antaHkaraNa badala jAtA hai taba kisI upadeza kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI, kisI dharmaguru kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI / jo honA hotA hai vaha svataH ghaTita hone laga jAtA hai / vaha draSTA bana jAtA hai / draSTA ke lie upadeza vyartha hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA- 'uddeso pAsagassaNatthi'- draSTA ke lie upadeza nahIM hotaa| upadeza adraSTA ke lie hotA hai| yaha zAzvata satya hai / ise hama smjhe| upadeza, zikSA aura kathana una vyaktiyoM ke lie haiM jo dekhanA nahIM jAnate, jo draSTA nahIM haiM / hamArI prekSApaddhati meM pahale dina se hI dekhane kA abhyAsa prAraMbha ho jAtA hai| isakA sUtra hai-svayaM ko dekho, dUsare ko nhiiN| hama sadA dUsaroM ko dekhate haiM, svayaM ko nahIM / prekSA se svayaM ko dekhane kA abhyAsa paripakva hone lagatA hai| vijJAna meM tIna AyAma mAnya haiM-laMbAI, caur3AI aura uuNcaaii| usameM aba cauthA AyAma bhI mAnya ho gayA hai / cauthA AyAma hai-kAla / puruSa ke bhI tIna AyAma haiM-smRti, cintana aura klpnaa| usakA cauthA Page #227 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana cacala hai AyAma prekSA ho sakatA hai| isa AyAma meM kisI ko kucha kahane kI jarUrata nahIM hotI / manuSya svayaM calatA hai, pravRtta hotA hai| caitanya kendra-prekSA ke abhyAsa ke dvArA saba kucha ghaTita hotA hai / draSTAbhAva yaha cauthA AyAma hai / jaba vaha khula jAtA hai taba rUpAntaraNa ghaTita hotA hai| prekSA-dhyAna kI eka mahattvapUrNa niSpatti hai-antaHkaraNa kA rUpAntaraNa / sAdhanA se saba kucha eka sAtha ho jAtA hai, yaha ati-kalpanA hai| sAdhanA jAdU kA DaMDA nahIM hai ki use dhumAte hI sAre parivartana ghaTita ho jaaeN| ise niSpatti kA Adi bindu mAneM / upalabdhi hogI, para dhIre-dhIre / jyoM-jyoM sAdhanA paripakva hogI, mana kI eka dizAgAmitA sadhegI, AkarSaNa kI dhArA mur3egI to saba kucha prApta hotA jaaegaa| hama dasa dina yA eka mahIne kI sAdhanA kara yaha na mAne ki hamane sAdhanA kI coTI kA sparza kara liyA, hama vItarAga bana gae yA sabhI AkarSaNoM se chUTa gae, hamArI vAsanAeM samApta ho gyiiN| yaha bhrAnti hai| yaha kucha hI samaya meM ghaTita hone vAlI avasthA nahIM hai / yaha kAla-sApekSa hai| prekSA paddhati ke grahaNa ko Apa yaha mAneM ki yaha eka nayA AyAma khulA hai / isameM praveza kara Age bar3hanA hai| Age bar3hanA apane-apane puruSArtha para nirbhara hai / Age bar3hanA apanI-apanI AsthA para nirbhara hai / Age bar3hanA apanI-apanI sAdhanA kI dIrghakAlitA aura niraMtaratA para nirbhara hai| yadi puruSArtha, zraddhA, dIrghakAlitA aura niraMtaratA banI rahI to eka dina sAdhanA kI carama upalabdhi ho sakatI hai, siddhi kA zivira hastagata ho sakatA hai| sAdhaka vItarAga bana sakatA hai, AtmA ke astitva kA sAkSAt kara sakatA hai| hamArA caraNa uThA hai| naI dizA udghATita huI hai| hameM calanA hai, rukanA nahIM hai / vAstavikatA ko samajhakara caraNanyAsa karanA hai| sAdhanA kI cauthI niSpatti hai-apanI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna apane-Apa meM DhUMr3hanA / isa khoja kI manovRtti ko jagAnA cAhie / jaba hama bAra-bAra bhItara dekhane kA prayAsa karate haiM taba bAhara ko dekhane kA cira abhyAsa khaMDita hone lagatA hai| rAjanIti kA sUtra hai-dUsare ko dekho| adhyAtma kA sUtra hai-apane-Apako dekho| rAjanetA sArA doSa dUsaroM para mar3hatA hai| vahI saphala rAjanetA hotA hai jo dUsaroM ko adhika se adhika doSI ThaharAe aura svayaM doSoM se baca nikle| adhyAtma isake viparIta hai| Page #228 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhanA kI niSpatti 215. dhAgA TUTa jAtA hai saphala AdhyAtmika vaha hogA jo apane doSoM ko pahale dekhegA / dUsaroM ke doSoM kI ora aMgulI nahIM karegA / usakA sUtra hI hai-svayaM ko dekho / jaba hama sva-prekSA karane laga jAte haiM taba para prekSA kA aura isake sAtha-sAtha dUsaroM se samAdhAna pAne kI bAta sAdhaka apane meM hI sAre samAdhAna DhUMr3hane lagatA hai aura sUtra use vahAM upalabdha ho jAte haiM / bhI chUTa jAtI hai / samAdhAna ke sAre hama nahIM jAnate ki hamAre bhItara sAre samAdhAna haiM, isIlie hama samAdhAnoM kI khoja bAhara meM karate haiM / yadi yathArtha meM yaha bAta jJAta ho jAe to hamArA bhaTakAva miTa sakatA hai / / eka-do prayogoM kI carcA prastuta karatA jaba kabhI akarmaNyatA, Alasya yA pramAda chA jAe taba hama darzana kendra kI prekSA kreN| kucha hI samaya meM ApameM tAjagI kA saMcAra hogA / akarmaNyatA, Alasya aura pramAda miTa jAeMge / ina doSoM ko miTAne kA upAya Apa svayaM meM hai, phira bAharI upAya kyoM DhUMr3he jAeM ? Apa Asana lagAkara baittheN| dasa minaTa taka bAlasUryaM jaise camakate lAla raMga kA apane darzana kendra para dhyAna kareM / dasa minaTa ke bItate-bItate Apako sphUrti kA anubhava hone lagegA / mana karmaNyatA aura utsAha se bhara jAegA / koI vyakti mAnasika uttejanA se grasta hai / vaha yadi dasa minaTa taka jJAna-kendra para nAraMgI raMga kA dhyAna karatA hai to uttejanA zAMta ho jAtI hai / koI vyakti vAsanAoM ke ubhAra se pIr3ita hai| vaha yadi dasa minaTa taka jyoti kendra, lalATa ke madhya meM dhyAna kare aura Antarika zvAsa gale ko chUte hue le to vAsanAeM zAMta ho jAtI haiM / ye caitanya- kendroM para dhyAna karane ke kucheka phalita / unameM auraaura samAdhAna bhI haiM / prayatna karane para ve sAre khoje jA sakate haiM / samasyA bhI bAhara se lAte haiM, samasyA kA bhAra bAhara se Dhote haiM aura samAdhAna bhI bAhara meM khojate haiM / bhItara koI samasyA nahIM hai, yaha saca hai / samasyA bAhara se hI AtI hai | paraMtu usakA samAdhAna hama bAhara se hI kyoM lAeM ? bhItara usakA samAdhAna hai / yaha anubhUti taba hotI hai jaba hama caitanya - kendra - prekSA karate haiM / hamAre bhItara samAdhAna bahuta haiM / sAre hamane khoja liye, yaha maiM nahIM kahatA / jitane khoje gae haiM, unakA hama upayoga kareM / sAdhanA kI cauthI niSpatti hai -apanI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna apaneApa meM DhUMr3hanA / Page #229 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #230 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika prazikSaNa Page #231 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #232 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20. upasaMpadA hama eka viziSTa anuSThAna ke lie upakrama kara rahe haiM / yaha anuSThAna eka Antarika prayatna hai| koI bhI manuSya prayatna ke binA raha nahIM sakatA, kintu prayatna kI do dizAeM hotI haiM-eka bAharI dizA meM prayatna hotA hai aura eka Antarika prayatna hotA hai| bAhya prayatna apane pariNAma lAte haiM aura Antarika prayatna apane pariNAma lAte haiN| bAhya prayatna ke pariNAmoM ke darzana ke pazcAt anubhava hotA hai ki pUrA nahIM huA, kucha zeSa hai, bAkI hai| yaha anubhUti hI isa antaHprayatna ko preraNA detI hai| yadi yaha na ho, riktatA na ho, bAhya prayatna se pUrNatA ho jAe to phira manuSya ko isa antaHprayatna ko gati dene kI koI apekSA nahIM rhtii| kintu hama dekhate haiM ki tIvratama bAhya prayatna yA bAhya prayatna ke zikhara para pahuMcakara bhI loga aisA anubhava karate haiM ki abhI jIvana kI talahaTI meM hI haiM / vaha zikhara kA anubhava nahIM kraataa| taba socanA par3atA hai ki itanA UMcA pahuMcane para, zikhara para pahuMcane para bhI vahI mAnasika vyathAeM, vahI kaSTa, vahI citAeM-duzcintAeM sArI kI sArI haiM aura bar3hatI calI jA rahI haiM to jarUra yaha zikhara, jo cunA hai, koI sahI rAstA nahIM ho sakatA / bhUla se isa zikhara para Ae yA bhrama ho gayA ki jo zikhara nahIM thA use zikhara mAna liyA gyaa| isIlie naI dizA khojane kI bAta calatI hai| hama eka anuSThAna kara rahe haiM, yaha vAstava meM satya kI khoja kA anuSThAna hai| eka aisA ArohaNa hai ki jo evaresTa kI coTI se bhI bahuta UMcI coTiyoM para pahuMcane kA abhiyAna hai / isa abhiyAna meM kAphI zakti cAhie / zarIra-bala bhI cAhie, manobala bhI cAhie aura tapasyA kA bala bhI cAhie, guru kA bala bhI cAhie / AcAryazrI upasthita haiM, isa anuSThAna ke Adi kSaNoM meN| aura Apa socate haiM ki kala AcAryavara prasthAna kareMge, yahAM upasthita nahIM hoMge / yaha bhI Apa khoja kreN| ise hI satya kI khoja banAeM / upasthiti kA artha mAtra zArIrika dUrI kA na honA hI ho, taba to yaha satya kA anuSThAna nahIM hai| phira to eka zarIra kA anuSThAna hogA, bAhara kA hI anuSThAna hogaa| hameM mana kI zakti para Page #233 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 220 kisane kahA mana caMcala haiM vicAra karanA hai aura mana meM yaha zakti hai ki vaha deza, kAla kI dUrI ko pATa kara bhI jahAM cAhe vahAM sAnnidhya prApta kara sakatA hai / isa bAra eka bar3A prayoga hameM karanA hai / vaha prayoga yaha hai ki mana kI zakti kA vizeSa jAgaraNa | hamArI carcA kA viSaya yahI hai - mana kI zakti aura sAmAyika | mana kI zakti ko jagAnA hai aura vaha jAgRta ho sakatI hai, sAmAyika ke dvaaraa| isalie hI ye donoM bAteM banatI haiM, mana kI zakti aura sAmAyika | eka prayoga yahI kareM ki jo deza-kAla kI dUrI hai usako mana se miTA sakeM, mana jahAM cAhe pahuMca sake aura jahAM cAhe vahAM sAnnidhya prApta kara sake / Apako phira yaha pratIta nahIM hogA ki hamAre isa anuSThAna meM eka kamI hai ki AcAryazrI kI upasthiti prApta nahIM hai / ise prayoga ke dvArA Apa pUrA kara sakeMge aura hameM AzA hai ki AcAryavara kA yahAM virAjanA na ho sakane para bhI unakA AzIrvAda upalabdha rahegA aura unakI upasthiti bhI / Apa loga apane manakI, dhyAna kI zakti ke dvArA upasthiti prApta kareM aura kabhIkabhI AcAryavara se prArthanA kareM ki ve bhI apanI upasthiti yahAM prApta karAveM / to ve donoM bAteM pUrI ho jAeMgI aura yaha anuSThAna eka bahuta prayogAtmaka anuSThAna hogA / isameM aura naI upalabdhiyAM hoMgI / mArga para calane kA saMkalpa, antardarzana kA saMkalpa aura AdhyAtmika anubhava kA saMkalpa -- ye tIna saMkalpa hamAre antaHkaraNa meM pratiSThita hote haiM to prastuta anuSThAna ke lie bahuta bar3A bala upalabdha ho jAtA hai / aba `upasaMpadA ke pAMca sUtroM para vizeSa manana kareM / upasaMpadA kA pahalA sUtra haibhAva-kriyA / bhAva - kriyA - kriyA - kAma karanA / kAma hama karate haiM / kAma do bhAgoM meM baMTa jAtA hai / eka varga kA nAma rakhA gayA - dravya - kriyA aura dUsare kA nAma hai-bhAva kriyA / jaba eka kAma karate haiM aura aneka kAma karane laga jAte haiM taba kriyA dravya kriyA yAnI avAstavika kriyA ho jAtI hai, vAstavikata kriyA nahIM rahatI / kriyA kA vAstavika rUpa samApta ho jAtA hai / hAtha calatA hai, muMha meM kaura jAtA hai / hAtha kI kriyA huI, kaura uThA, muMha meM gayA / aba hAtha kI kriyA samApta ho gayI to dAMtoM kI kriyA zurU ho gayI / cabAnA zurU kara diyaa| usake sAtha mana koI dUsarI kriyA na kare, koI vyavadhAna na DAle, taba vaha kriyA bhAva-kriyA hotI calI jAegI / kintu mana ne itanA vikSepa DAla diyA ki hAtha kucha kara rahA hai, dAMta kucha Page #234 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upasaMpadA 221 kara rahe haiM aura mana hajAroM-hajAroM mIla kI yAtrA meM cala par3A, kucha dekhanA zurU kara diyA aura vyavadhAna DAlane zurU kara die to kriyA dravya-kriyA, avAstavika kriyA hogii| zarIra aura mana kA yoga na honA dravya-kriyA hai| zarIra aura mana kA yoga honA, donoM kA eka sAtha rahanA, eka sAtha calanA, sAtha-sAtha kadama bar3hAnA, bhAva-kriyA hai| hama isa bAta kI ora kabhI dhyAna nahIM dete ki zarIra aura mana ko sAtha-sAtha calAnA caahie| hamane mAna liyA ki jaba zarIra calatA hai to mana kahIM bhI cale hamArA kyA liyA ? isa bAta kI paravAha nahIM karate aura phira aisI Adata bana jAtI hai ki hara kAma meM mana ke vyavadhAna aura hastakSepa Ate rahate haiM / ina hastakSepoM ko miTAnA isa sAdhanA kA mukhya uddezya hai| usake lie bhAva-kriyA kareM yAnI zarIra aura mana ko sAtha-sAtha claaeN| bhAva-kriyA ke vibhinna arthoM ko ThIka se samajha leM / pahalA artha hai -- vartamAna meM jiinaa| hamAre sAmane tIna kAla haiM-atIta, bhaviSya aura bIca meM hai vartamAna / hama jaba-jaba smRtiyoM meM utarate haiM, atIta kI yAtrA zurU ho jAtI hai| yA jaba atIta kI yAtrA zurU ho jAtI hai taba smRtiyoM meM utara jAte haiM / jaba bhaviSya kI yAtrA zurU karate haiM taba kalpanAoM kA tAnA-bAnA bunane laga jAte haiN| bhAva-kriyA ke lie jarUrI hai ki na smRti, na atIta kI yAtrA / na kalpanA, na bhaviSya kI yAtrA / kevala vartamAna meM jIne kA abhyAsa kareM, vartamAna meM raheM aura vartamAna ke kSaNa ko gaharAI se dekheM / vartamAna ke kSaNa ko dekhane kA maukA hI nahIM milatA jaba hama atIta aura bhaviSya meM basa jAte haiM / vartamAna meM jIeM, vartamAna ko dekheM / yaha hai-bhaav-kriyaa| dUsarI bAta-jo bhI kreN| acchA kareM yA burA bhI koI kareM to jAnate hue kareM / behozI meM na kareM, pramAda meM na kreN| jAnate hue kreN| vaha bhAva-kriyA ho jAtI hai| tIsarI bAta-dhyeya ke prati satata apramatta rahane kA abhyAsa kreN| hamane jo dhyeya banAyA usake prati nirantara jAgarUka rahane kA abhyAsa kreN| vaha bhAva-kriyA hogii| hamArI jAgarUkatA bddh'egii| hamAre isa anuSThAna kA dhyeya hai mana ko nirmala banAnA, yAnI satya ko upalabdha karanA / satya taba upalabdha ho sakatA hai jaba mana nirmala ho / svaccha darpaNa meM to ThIka pratibimba par3a sakatA hai kintu darpaNa yadi dhuMdhalA ho to usameM kaise pratibimbita hogI koI vastu ? isalie mana ko nirmala banAnA jarUrI hai aura jo mana nirmala hogA vaha nizcita hI zaktizAlI hogA / malina mana kabhI zaktizAlI nahIM bana sakatA / hamArA dhyeya hai-mana Page #235 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "222 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai ko nirmala bnaanaa| isa dhyeya ke prati nirantara jAgarUka rahane kA pahalA sUtra hai bhAva-kriyA / aura dUsarA sUtra hai-prtikriyaamukt-kriyaa| hama vividha kAma karate haiN| vividha logoM ke bIca rahate haiM, pratikriyA ke lie bhI bahuta avasara ho sakate haiM / akelA AdamI ho to bhI kahIM-kahIM pratikriyA juTA letA hai to jahAM pacAsa AdamI sAtha rahate hoM, vahAM pratikriyA ke lie avasara hote haiM / eka abhyAsa kareM-kriyA kareM, pratikriyA se yathA-sambhava mukta rahane kA prayatna kreN| jAgarUkatA kA tIsarA sUtra hai-maitrii| maitrI kA artha hai sabameM AtmAnubhUti / sabameM Atmaupamya buddhi kA vikAsa / AtmA ke dvArA AtmA ko dekho-- yaha hamArA sUtra hai / svayaM kI AtmA ko dekhanA hai aura dUsare kI AtmA ko bhI dekhanA hai| jo eka AtmA ko dekhane laga jAtA hai vaha saba AtmAoM ko dekhane laga jAtA hai / maitrI kA matalaba itanA hI nahIM ki hama kisI se jhagar3A na kreN| maitrI kA artha hai-AtmAnubhUti karanA / apane meM jaise AtmAnubhUti karate haiM vaise hI dUsare meM yaha anubhUti kara-'yaha bhI AtmA hai, paramAtmA hai / jaise AtmA mere meM hai, vaisI hI AtmA isameM hai|' jaba yaha anubhUti puSTa hotI hai taba vyakti kI dhAraNA badala jAtI hai| jaba hamArI anubhUti bAharI stara para calatI hai taba sAmane vAle vyakti ke viSaya meM aneka vikalpa uThate haiM---yaha acchA hai yaha burA hai, yaha kAlA hai, yaha Thaga hai, yaha murkha hai Adi-Adi / isa stara para jo vyavahAra hogA vaha bhinna hogA, vaha Atma-paraka nahIM hogaa| maitrI kA artha hai ki hama saba prANiyoM meM usI parama sattA kA anubhava kareM jo sattA hamAre bhItara virAjamAna hai / Atma-tulA kA anubhava hI yathArtha rUpa meM maitrI hai| jAgarUkatA kA pahalA sUtra hai-AhAra viveka / janma ke prArambhika kSaNa se AhAra prAraMbha hotA hai aura antima kSaNa taka calatA hai / eka janma se dUsare janma meM jAne kI gati-antarAla-gati meM bhI AhAra ke kSaNa rahate haiM / AhAra kA artha hai-bAhara se lenA / jo bAhara se liyA jAtA hai usakI zarIra para yA mana para kyA pratikriyA hogI-isakA viveka honA Avazyaka hai / jo mana ko nirmala karanA cAhe vaha isa bAta ko jAne kI kaba khAnA hai, kyA khAnA hai, kitanA khAnA hai aura kyoM khAnA hai ? jAgarUkatA kA pAMcavAM sUtra hai-bhASA-viveka, mita bhASaNa yA mauna / mauna kA artha kevala itanA hI nahIM hai ki hama na bole / mauna kA mUla artha Page #236 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * upasaMpadA 223 hai - hamAre bolane kI apekSAeM hI mauna ho jAeM / apekSA itanI kama ho ki bolane kI jarUrata nahIM rahe / do sAdhaka mile| do ghaMTe AmanesAmane baiThe rhe| donoM nahIM bole, mauna rahe / donoM Apasa meM samajha ge| yaha hai mauna | bhagavAn mahAvIra sAr3he bAraha varSa taka mauna rahe arthAt mitabhASI rahe / ve bahuta nahI bolate the / kucha hI bAta karate the / viziSTa pratimAdhArI aura jinakalpa kI sAdhanA karane vAle vyakti bhI mitabhASI hote haiN| aisA nahIM ki ve bolate hI nahIM / ve bolate haiM, mauna kA artha hI hai--apekSAoM ko kama kara denA, kama kara denA / kintu atyanta apekSita / bolane kI jarUrata ko sAdhaka upasaMpadA ke pAMca sUtroM ko svIkAra karatA hai / vaha isa svIkaraNa se apane aMtaraMga saMkalpa se jur3a jAtA hai / aba use kucha prayoga karane hote hai / pahalA zvAsa kA prayoga / zvAsa hamAre jIvana kA sabase mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai, setu hai / yaha bAhara ke jIvana aura bhItara ke jIvana kA setu hai / yaha sUkSma zarIra aura sthUla zarIra ko jor3ane vAlA hai / sUkSma zarIra ke dvArA jo prANa kI zakti upalabdha hotI hai, vaha prANa zvAsa ke sahAre calatA hai / zvAsa aura prANa bhinna-bhinna haiM / prANazakti ke lie zvAsa itanA jarUrI hai ki yadi zvAsa kA anudAna na mile to prANa kucha nahIM kara pAtA / isa IMdhana ke bala para hI vaha apanA kAma calAtA hai / zvAsa bahuta mahattvapUrNa vastu hai / jo zvAsa kA ThIka abhyAsa nahIM karatA vaha na mana ko vaza meM kara sakatA hai aura na vikalpoM aura vicAroM ko hI niyaMtrita rakha sakatA hai / zvAsa para niyaMtraNa kie binA citta kI caMcalatA bhI nahIM miTa sktii| isalie hameM zvAsa kA ThIka abhyAsa karanA caahie| zvAsa ko gaharAI se pakar3anA sIkheM aura mana ko isake sAtha isa prakAra jor3a deM ki vaha binA jor3e bhI jur3A rahe / zvAsa ko samajha lene para yAtrA sugama ho jAtI 1 dUsarI bAta hai -- zarIra - prekSA / isakA artha hai -- bhItara meM dekhanA | jaba hama bhItara dekheMge taba pahale zvAsa dIkhegA aura phira zarIra / zarIra ke sthUla avayavoM ko pAra kara aura Age bhItara meM dekheMge taba jo dekhanA hai vaha dIkhegA / hamAre zarIra meM kucheka mahattvapUrNa sthAna haiN| aise to hAtha, paira, AMkha, kAna Adi sabhI mahattvapUrNa haiM / inake binA kAma nahIM cala sakatA / kintu ina saba avayavoM ko aura indriyoM ko jo mahattvapUrNa banAte jAnate / ve haiM - caitanya - kendra | caitanya - kendra saba avayavoM meM sakriyatA paidA haiM hama unheM nahIM Page #237 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 224 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai 1 karane vAle haiM / ye indriyoM ko bhI saMcAlita karate haiM aura mana ko bhI saMcAlita karate haiN| ye caitanya kendra aneka haiM / sAta bhI haiM aura sAta sau bhI haiM / aura bhI adhika ho sakate haiM / unako saMtulita karanA, unakI kriyAoM ko saMcAlita karanA, sAdhanA kA mukhya aMga hai / yaha kArya caitanya- kendra kI prekSA dvArA kiyA jA sakatA hai / prekSA darzana kA nayA AyAma hogA / hama darzana ke saiddhAntika rUpa ko hajAroM varSoM se mAnate A rahe haiM / kintu darzana ko jIvana meM jInA yaha hai darzana kA nayA AyAma / isake dvArA aneka naI dRSTiyAM upalabdha ho sakatI haiM / hameM anuprekSAoM kA abhyAsa kara moha ke valaya ko tor3anA hai / hameM lezyA - dhyAna kA abhyAsa kara pariNAma-dhArA ko zuddha karanA hai / aba hama apane anuSThAna ke prati sarvAtmanA samarpita hokara juTa jAeM / Page #238 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 21 saMkalikA * cetanA ke do AyAma-indriya cetanA kA AyAma aura manazcetanA kA AyAma / * ye do AyAma dvandva kI ApUrti se saMbaddha / * dvandva pAMca haiM-- 0 lAbha aura alAbha kA pahalA dvandva / 0 sukha aura duHkha kA dUsarA dvandva / 0 jIvana aura maraNa kA tIsarA dvandva / 0 nindA aura prazaMsA kA cauthA dvandva / 0 mAna aura apamAna kA pAMcavAM dvandva / * tIsarA AyAma hai-samabhAva / * yaha hai adhyAtma ke vikAsa kA Adi-bindu / * yaha hai-dvandvAtIta cetanA / Page #239 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kA tIsarA AyAma hama manuSya haiM / manuSya haiM, isalie saubhAgyazAlI haiN| hamAre saubhAgya kA mUla AdhAra hai-hamArI zaktiyoM ke vikAsa karane kI kSamatA / indriya cetanA, mAnasika cetanA aura manotIta cetanA ko vikasita karane kI kSamatA hamAre bhItara hai / indriya cetanA prANI mAtra meM hotI hai| atyanta avikasita prANiyoM sthAvara prANiyoM meM bhI vaha hotI hai| do, tIna aura cAra indriya vAle prANiyoM meM vaha cetanA upalabdha hai kintu manuSya meM isa cetanA ko vikasita karane kI apUrva kSamatA aura saMbhAvanAeM haiM / aisI saMbhAvanA dUsare prANiyoM ko upalabdha nahIM hai| mAnasika cetanA kI bhI yahI sthiti hai| mana dUsare prANiyoM meM bhI hotA hai, pazuoM meM bhI mana hotA hai, kintu mana ke vikAsa kI jo saMbhAvanAeM manuSya ko upalabdha haiM, ve pazuoM ko upalabdha nahIM haiN| manuSya mana kA bahuta vikAsa kara sakatA hai, mana kI zakti ko zikhara taka le jA sakatA manuSya kI indriya cetanA bhI bahuta kSamatAzIla hai aura mAnasika cetanA bhI adbhuta saMbhAvanAoM se bharI par3I hai| hama indriya-cetanA ke vikAsa kI saMbhAvanA se paricita hoM tathA mAnasika cetanA ke vikAsa kI saMbhAvanAoM se paricita hoN| ___mana bahuta zaktizAlI hai / usameM ananta zaktiyAM haiM / mana ke dvArA smRti hotI hai, kalpanA aura cintana hotA hai| hama smRti karate haiM, isalie mana kI kSamatA ko jAnate haiM / hama kalpanA karate haiM, isalie mana kI kSamatA se paricita haiM / hama cintana karate haiM, isalie mana kI kSamatA se paricita haiN| kintu mana kI kSamatAeM itanI hI nahIM haiM, aura bhI vyApaka haiN| kintu ve vyApaka kSamatAeM taba jAnI jA sakatI haiM aura taba unakA vikAsa kiyA jA sakatA hai jaba sabase pahale hama jJAta kSamatAoM se kucha dUra haTa skeN| jaba taka hama smRti, kalpanA aura ciMtana ke ghere meM raheMge taba taka mana kI -saMbhAvita kSamatAoM ke bAre meM hama jAna nahIM paaeNge| unake prati vizvAsa nahIM hogA aura unheM upalabdha karane kA koI upAya bhI hastagata nahIM hogaa| Page #240 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kA tIsarA AyAma 227 hamane mana kI eka sImA banA lI hai| hama usake bAhara jAkara dekhanA nahIM cAhate / isa saMkucita dAyare ko tor3e binA kSamatAoM kA vikAsa nahIM ho sakatA / smRti, kalpanA aura cintana-ina tInoM valayoM ko tor3e binA hama apanI mAnasika kSamatAoM kA aMkana nahIM kara sakate / mana kI zakti ke dvArA dUsaroM ke vicAra jAne jA sakate haiM, dUsaroM ke vicAroM ko prabhAvita kiyA jA sakatA hai, saMdeza bhejA jA sakatA hai, saMdeza maMgAyA jA sakatA hai / mana kI zakti se paudhoM ko bhI prabhAvita kiyA jA sakatA hai| jisa prakAra cetana ko prabhAvita kiyA jA sakatA hai vaise hI acetana ko bhI prabhAvita kiyA jA sakatA hai / mana se padArtha paricAlita kie jA sakate haiM, sthAnAntarita kie jA sakate haiM; eka sthAna se dUsare sthAna para bheje jA sakate haiN| isa prakriyA meM kevala mana kI zakti hI kAma karatI hai| kisI ko chUne kI jarUrata nahIM hai / jaba mana jAgRta ho, abhyasta aura prazikSita ho, to ye kArya sahaja-sarala ho jAte haiN| prazna hotA hai ki mana ko prazikSita aura abhyasta kaise kiyA jA sakatA hai ? usako jAgRta karane kA upAya kyA hai ? mana ko jAgRta karane kA ekamAtra upAya hai-jIvana kI dizA ko badalanA, jIvana kI gati ko badalanA / zvAsa ko badale binA jIvana kI dizA ko nahIM badalA jA sakatA / zvAsa kI gati ko badale binA jIvana kI gati ko nahIM badalA jA sakatA / hamArI sArI zaktiyoM kA pratinidhi haizvAsa, prANa / sArA jIvana prANa ke dvArA saMcAlita hai| hama prANI haiN| prANa haiM; isalie hama jIvita haiN| niSprANa kA artha hai mRta / jaba taka prANa kA dIpa jalatA hai taba taka saba kucha hai| hama aisA prayatna kareM jisase yaha dIpa sadA jalatA rahe / aise dIpa isa duniyA meM jale haiM jo zatAbdiyoM taka jalate rahe haiM / eka dIpa vaha hotA hai jo ghaNTA-bhara jalakara bujha jAtA hai / eka dIpa vaha hotA hai jo do-cAra, dasa-bIsa dina jalakara bujha jAtA hai ! tela samApta ho jAtA hai, bAtI jala jAtI hai, dIpa bujha jAtA hai| kintu manuSya ne kyA nahIM khojA ! usane aise dIpa jalAe jo saikar3oM varSoM taka jalate hI rhe| iTalI deza kA eka kisAna kheta meM kAma kara rahA thaa| kAma karatekarate usakA phAvar3A eka sthAna para aTaka gyaa| Asa-pAsa se khodanA zurU kiyaa| vahAM eka daravAjA dikhAI diyaa| daravAje ko todd'aa| jaba vaha usake Page #241 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 228 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai bhItara praveza karane lagA taba use vahAM prakAza dikhAI diyA / eka dIyA jala rahA thaa| usane socA-pretAtmA hai| bhalA, jamIna ke bhItara dIyA kaise jale? vaha nikaTa gyaa| usane dekhA, na tela hai aura na baatii| vaha binA tela aura bAtI kA diyA thA, usake bujhane kA prazna hI nahIM hotA / vaha jalatA rahA hai aura jalatA hI rahegA / vaha nirantara jalane vAlA dIyA thA / usako manuSya ne hI banAyA thaa| jaba bAhara aise dIpa jalAe jA sakate haiM taba kyA bhItara aise dIpa nahIM jalAe jA sakate, jo sahasrAbdiyoM taka nirantara jalate raheM ? aise dIpa jalAe jA sakate haiN| unake lie alaga prakAra kI bAtI cAhie, alaga prakAra kA tela cAhie, jo kabhI samApta na ho / aise dIpoM ke lie havA kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotii| inako jalAne ke vizeSa IMdhana hote haiN| pahalA iMdhana hai-zvAsa / zvAsa ke IMdhana se hI aise dIpa jalAe jA sakate haiM jo nirantara jalate rheN| jina logoM ne zvAsa kI sAdhanA nahIM kI, zvAsa ko nahIM dekhA, nahIM jAnA, ve kabhI bhI prakAza-kendra taka nahIM pahuMca sakate / kyoMki jaba taka zvAsa ko nahIM dekhA jAtA taba taka vikalpoM kA zamana nahIM ho pAtA aura jaba vikalpoM kA zamana nahIM hotA, smRti aura kalpanA kI udher3abuna samApta nahIM hotI, taba taka nirantara jalane vAlA, bAtI aura tela se zUnya, dIpa nahIM jalAyA jA sktaa| yaha vizvAsa ke sAtha kahA jA sakatA hai ki jitane arhat, tIrthaMkara yA viziSTa jJAnI hue haiM, viziSTa sAdhaka hue haiM, una sabane zvAsa kA iMdhana kAma meM liyA hai / vartamAna ke viziSTa sAdhaka bhI isI iMdhana ke sahAre prakAza taka pahuMcate haiM aura anAgata kAla meM bhI yahI iMdhana prakAza taka le jAne vAlA hogA / yahI ekamAtra upAya hai| zvAsa kA saMyama aura zvAsa kI gati kA parivartana-sAdhanA kI yaha pramukha zarta hai| zvAsa ko dekhane kI bAta bahuta choTI laga sakatI hai, kintu yaha bahuta hI mUlyavAn bAta hai / jise aba taka nahIM dekhA, use aba dekhanA prAraMbha kara rahe haiM / jisase hama Aja taka paricita nahIM the, hama usase paricita ho rahe haiM / jisakI hamane upekSA kI usakI apekSA kara rahe haiM / jo hama choTA zvAsa lete the, Aja hama use dIrgha kara rahe haiM / prANa vAyu ko hama bhItara bahuta kama le jA rahe the, aba usako adhika le jAne kA prayatna kara rahe haiN| prANavAyu ke dvArA jina zakti kendroM ko hama vikasita nahIM kara pA rahe the, aba pUre prANavAyu kA prayoga kara hama una zakti kendroM ko vikasita kara paaeNge| mana kI Page #242 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kA tIsarA AyAma 226 zakti ko vikasita karane ke lie prANavAyu kI zakti kA vikAsa karanA bahuta Avazyaka hotA hai| prANa kI zakti ko vikasita karane ke lie zvAsa kI zakti bahuta jarUrI hai| isakI eka zrRMkhalA hai / sUkSma zarIra se prANa kI zakti AtI hai / usa prANa ke dvArA prANI banatA hai aura yaha prANa kI dhArA zvAsa ke sahAre calatI hai| zvAsa kA sahArA liye binA, zvAsa ke ratha para car3he binA prANa ko dhArA nahIM cala sktii| zvAsa aura prANa, zvAsa aura mana-~ye abhinna bana jAte haiM, aTUTa kar3I ke rUpa meM kAma karate haiN| eka kar3I yadi asta-vyasta hotI hai to dUsarI kar3I bhI gar3abar3A jAtI hai| mana ko hama sIdhA (DAirekTa) nahIM pakar3a sakate / bahuta zakti cAhie mana ko pakar3ane ke lie| prANa kI dhArA ko bhI sIdhA nahIM pakar3A jA sktaa| kintu zvAsa ke mAdhyama se prANa ko pakar3A jA sakatA hai aura prANa ke mAdhyama se mana ko pakar3A jA sakatA hai| mana ko pakar3ane ke lie prANa ko pakar3eM aura prANa ko pakar3ane ke lie zvAsa ko pkdd'eN| jaba zvAsa kI pakar3a AtI hai taba sArA vyaktitva hI badala jAtA hai| zvAsa-parivartana ke dvArA hama mAnasika vikAsa kara sakate haiN| mAnasika vikAsa ko bar3hAne ke lie 'sAmAyika' jarUrI hotI hai| jaba taka sAmAyika nahIM hotI to mAnasika vikAsa bhI paryApta nahIM hotaa| sAmAyika ke binA samatA kA vikAsa nahIM hotA aura jo vikAsa hai vaha bhI khaMDita hone lagatA hai / jo nirmita hotA hai vaha TUTane laga jAtA hai| donoM kA yoga hai / mAnasika zakti kA vikAsa hue binA sAmAyika kA vikAsa nahIM ho sakatA aura sAmAyika kA vikAsa hue binA mAnasika zakti kA vikAsa nahIM ho sakatA / sAmAyika hamArI cetanA kA tIsarA AyAma hai| hama cetanA ke do AyAmoM meM jIte haiM, jinakA sambandha dvandva kI ApUrti se hai| hamAre jIvana meM bahuta sAre dvandva haiN| lAbha aura alAbha kA eka dvandva hai, sukha aura duHkha kA eka dvandva hai, jIvana aura maraNa kA eka dvandva hai, nindA aura prazaMsA kA eka dvandva hai, mAna aura apamAna kA eka dvandva hai-ye pAMca prakAra ke dvandva haiN| adhyAtma zAstra aura jyotiSa zAstra ina pAMcoM dvandvoM ke AdhAra para calate haiN| zakuna kA zAstra bhI inhIM dvandvoM ke AdhAra para calatA hai| jyotiSI grahoM kI gati ke AdhAra para lAbha-alAbha, sukha-duHkha, jIvana-maraNa kA nirNaya karatA hai / zakuna zAstrI zakunoM ke AdhAra para aura Page #243 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 230 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai svarazAstrI svaroM ke AdhAra para inakA nirNaya karatA hai / manuSya ke bhAgya kA nipaTArA ina dvandvoM ke AdhAra para hotA hai| jaba ina dvandvoM ke viSaya kI jijJAsA samApta ho jAtI hai taba dvandva samApta ho jAte haiN| adhyAtmazAstra inase prAraMbha hotA hai kintu dvandvAtIta cetanA ke AdhAra para calatA hai| sAmAnya jIvana meM hama dvandvoM se hI paricita hote haiM / pratikUla sthiti meM mana meM zoka aura anukUla sthiti meM mana meM harSa AnA svAbhAvika hai| hamane svAbhAvika mAna liyaa| zoka ko bhI svAbhAvika mAna liyA aura harSa ko bhI svAbhAvika mAna liyaa| hamAre lie kaSTa svAbhAvika saMvedanA svAbhAvika aura bhI sAre sukha-duHkha svAbhAvika / hamane ina sabako svAbhAvika mAna liyA, arthAt cetanA ke pare bhI koI saMsAra hai, cetanA ke AyAmoM ke pare bhI koI mana kI sthiti hai-yaha hameM jJAta hI nahIM hai| hamAre jIvana kA pUrA krama ina do AyAmoM-indriya cetanA aura manaHcetanA meM calatA hai, unakI paridhi meM calatA hai| adhyAtma kA vikAsa vahAM se zurU hotA hai jahAM ye AyAma TUTa jAte haiM / vahAM tIsarA nayA AyAma khulatA hai / vaha samabhAva kA AyAma hai / vahAM sAre dvandva samApta ho jAte haiM / na zoka, na harSa / na sukha, na duHkha / na jIne kA harSa aura na marane kA zoka / na mAna ke prati AkarSaNa aura na nindA ke prati prakaMpana-isa donoM se haTakara eka aisI sthiti bana jAtI hai jo saMtulita hotI hai / yaha hai cetanA kA tIsarA AyAma / isa nae AyAma para hameM bahuta vicAra karanA hai| Page #244 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 22/ | saMkalikA * mAnasika zakti ko jagAne ke cAra sUtra * zithilIkaraNa / * zaktiyoM ke apavyaya se bacanA / 0 prANadhArA ko nizcita dizA meM pravAhita karanA / * bhAvanA kA pUrNa abhyAsa / mastiSka aura merudaNDa dvArA saMcAlita sakriyatA ko jisa sImA taka rokate haiM usa sImA taka svaicchika nAr3I-maNDala dvArA saMcAlita avacetana kI sakriyatA bar3hatI hai / usase zarIra ke 'involaNTarI' kriyA-- kalApoM para niyNtrnn| * prazikSita vyakti mAnasa-taraMgoM kI AvRttiyoM ko kama kara sakatA hai,. unakI lambAI ko bar3hA sakatA hai| Page #245 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika zakti kA vikAsa aura upayoga hama adhyAtma kI sAdhanA ke lie upasthita haiN| adhyAtma kI sAdhanA AtmA kI sAdhanA hai| hameM AtmA ko jAnanA hai, dekhanA hai, anubhava karanA hai / AtmA ko dekhane ke lie zaktizAlI astra cAhie, visphoTaka zakti cAhie, jisase ki hama Atma-sAkSAtkAra ke bIca meM Ane vAlI rukAvaToM, avarodhoM tathA bAdhAoM ko pAra kara vahAM taka pahuMca skeN| mAtmA ko dekhane ke do zaktizAlI astra haiM--mAnasika zakti aura prANa zakti / eka astra hai mana kA aura dUsarA hai prANa kaa| mAnasika zakti kA jAgaraNa aura prANa kA saMcaya-ye do mahattvapUrNa sAdhana haiM / jaba mAnasika yoga aura prANika yoga sadhatA hai taba AdhyAtmika zakti kI bAta sahaja sagha jAtI hai| mana ko zaktizAlI banAe binA, prANa kI zakti ko vikasita kie binA yadi koI vyakti AdhyAtmika zakti kA sAkSAtkAra karanA cAhe, AtmA ko dekhanA-jAnanA cAhe to yaha cAha mAtra ho sakatI hai use saphalatA kabhI nahIM mila sktii| mana bahuta zaktizAlI hai| usakI anagina zaktiyAM haiN| ve prazikSaNa ke dvArA jAgRta hotI haiN| mana kI do sthitiyAM haiM-prazikSita aura ashikssit| azikSita mana apanI zaktiyoM kA vikAsa nahIM kara sktaa| zaktiyAM zaktiyAMmAtra raha jAtI haiM / AdamI soyA kA soyA raha jAtA hai / vaha kabhI jAgatA hI nahIM / jAgaraNa ke binA zakti kA upayoga hI nahIM ho sktaa| jaba mana eka nizcita paddhati se prazikSita ho jAtA hai taba AzcaryakArI ghaTanAoM ko ghaTita karane meM vaha sakSama ho jAtA hai| mana ke prazikSaNa kI eka paddhati hai| yaha koI AdhyAtmika bAta nahIM hai| mana kI zakti ko jagAnA koI AdhyAtmika ghaTanA nahIM hai, AdhyAtmika jAgaraNa nahIM hai| jo loga jJAna, darzana aura caritra meM pUrNa niSThAvAna nahIM hote, jinakA AcaraNa bahuta UMcA bhI nahIM hotA, ve loga bhI mAnasika zakti kA jAgaraNa kara lete haiM / kyoMki yaha to eka paddhati kA abhyAsa hai| koI bhI ise kara sakatA hai| zarIra kI lAghavatA ko ghaTita kiyA jA sakatA hai| zarIra ko halkA banAnA paddhati Page #246 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika zakti kA vikAsa aura upayoga 233 sApekSa hai / ATha siddhiyoM meM eka siddhi hai--aNimA / isake abhyAsa se zarIra halkA ho jAtA hai| itanA halkA ki vaha cAhe jahAM Tika sakatA hai, Thahara sakatA hai| yaha yoga kI eka prakriyA hai kintu yaha bhI koI AdhyAtmika prakriyA nahIM hai / jitanI siddhiyAM haiM, ve saba adhyAtma ke nIce raha jAtI haiN| ye siddhiyAM mAnasika zakti ke jAgaraNa aura mAMsapeziyoM ke samudita vyAyAma ke dvArA upalabdha hotI haiM / rUpAkozA magadha deza kI rAjanartakI thii| AcArya kapiladeva ke pAsa usane nRtya aura saMgIta kA abhyAsa kiyaa| dhIre-dhIre vaha apanI nRtyakalA meM itanI nipuNa ho gayI ki sarasoM ke Dhera para rakhI suI para nAcane meM vaha sakSama ho gyii| sarasoM kA eka dAnA bhI Dhera se alaga na ho aura suiyoM se para bhI na vidhe| yaha thA nRtya kA kauzala / rUpAkozA usa nRtya meM uttIrNa thii| abhI kucha varSoM pUrva kI ghaTanA hai / bIkAnera ke mahArAjA gaMgAsiMhajI kI hIraka jayantI manAI jA rahI thii| eka nartaka AyA huA thaa| vaha apanA nRtya dikhA rahA thA / eka maMca para vaha nAca rahA thaa| maMca ke nIce anAja ke do-cAra Dhera kie hue the| vaha nartaka maMca para nAcate-nAcate anAja ke DheroM para thirakane lgaa| jisa rUpa meM vaha maMca para nAca rahA thA usI rUpa meM vaha anAja ke Dhera para nAca rahA thA / anAja ke dAne jyoM ke byoM the| anAja ke Dhera para nAcA jA sakatA hai aura sarasoM para rakhI huI sUiyoM para bhI nAcA jA sakatA hai| isakA rahasya yahI hai ki jaba zarIra ke gurutvAkarSaNa ko abhyAsa ke dvArA, sAdhanA ke dvArA kama kara diyA jAtA hai taba zarIra bhArahIna ho jAtA hai| jaba gurutvAkarSaNa samApta ho jAtA hai taba nataMka cAhe anAja ke Dhera para nAce yA suI para nAce, yA adhara meM nAce, koI aMtara nahIM aataa| eka antarikSayAtrI jaba antarikSa kI yAtrA karatA hai aura gurutvAkarSaNa kI sImA se pare calA jAtA hai taba vaha AkAza meM tairane laga jAtA hai| bhArahIna avasthA meM kahIM bhI avasthita hone meM koI kaThinAI nahIM hotii| ziSya ne pUchA- "bhaMte ! padArtha kisa para Tike hue haiM ?" bhagavAna ne kahA-"vatsa ! padArtha sva-pratiSThita haiN| ve kisI anya padArtha para Tike hue nahIM haiN|" ___yaha kaise ho sakatA hai ? spaSTa hai ki hama pRthvI para Tike hue haiN| vRkSa, per3a-paudhe Adi sAre padArtha pRthvI para Tike hue haiN| yaha kase kahA jA Page #247 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 234 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai sakatA hai ki padArtha sva-pratiSThita haiM ? vyavahAra ke dharAtala para hama kahate haiM ki padArtha pRthvI para Tike hue haiM / nizcaya ke dharAtala para kahA jA sakatA hai ki padArtha apane AdhAra para hI Tike hue haiM / vyavahAra sthUla hotA hai / usakA nirUpaNa sthUla hI hogaa| nizcaya sUkSma kI vyAkhyA karatA hai| sUkSma satya yaha hai ki saba padArtha sva-pratiSThita haiN| koI kisI para AdhArita nahIM hai, koI kisI para TikA huA nahIM hai| gurutvAkarSaNa kevala Aropita hai| gurutvAkarSaNa samApta hote hI koI kisI para AdhArita nahIM rhegaa| ghar3A ghar3A rahegA, pAnI pAnI rahegA / na ghar3e meM pAnI hai aura na pAnI meM ghar3A hai / ghar3A apane astitva meM hai aura pAnI apane astitva meM hai| sthUladRSTi se nirUpaNa kiyA jAtA hai ki ghar3e meM jala hai / ghar3A aura pAnI do vastueM haiM / ghar3e meM pAnI hai-yaha hamArI sthUladRSTi hai| vyavahAra naya hai / ghar3A apane svarUpa meM hai aura pAnI apane svarUpa meM hai / gurutvAkarSaNa samApta hote hI bhArIpana samApta ho jAtA hai / phira AdhAra kI koI apekSA hI nahIM rhtii| ___ mana kI zakti abhyAsa ke dvArA jAgRta hotI hai / eka hai abhyAsa aura eka hai abhyAsa kI paddhati / abhyAsa kI paddhati prApta ho jAe aura bAra-bAra abhyAsa kiyA jAe to usa dizA meM vikAsa ho jAtA hai / abhyAsa kI hajAroM paddhatiyAM haiM jinase mana ko zikSita kiyA jA sakatA hai| mana ke dvArA hajAroM-hajAroM kAma kie jA sakate haiM / eka hI vyakti saba paddhatiyAM sAdhe yaha saMbhava nahIM hai / eka dizA meM abhyAsa kiyA jA sakatA hai| eka vyakti ne socA ki maiM eka abhyAsa para bijalI ko jalAne aura bujhAne kI zakti prApta kara luuNgaa| eka dizA meM abhyAsa prAraMbha kiyaa| saMkalpa bddh'aa| vaha dUra baiThA hI bijalI jalAne-bujhAne meM saphala ho gyaa| isako hama koI AdhyAtmika mUlya nahIM de skte| vaha kevala mAnasika zakti kA eka prayoga-mAtra hai| amuka dhArA meM mana kA pravAha le jAyA gayA aura vaha sadha gayA / eka vyakti ne prayoga kiyA ki maiM mana kI zakti ke dvArA kisI ko varadAna aura kisI ko zApa dUMgA, kisI para anugraha karUMgA aura kisI para nigraha kruuNgaa| usI dhArA meM mana ko pravAhita kiyA aura use vaha zakti prApta ho gyii| usameM varadAna dene kI zakti bhI A gayI aura zApa dene kI zakti bhI A gyii| eka saMnyAsI bhikSA ke lie gayA / bahina ne sunA-anasunA kara diyA / saMnyAsI kA krodha bhabhaka utthaa| usane zApa dete hue kahA-"bhasma ho jaao|" strI ne haMsate hue kahA-"mahArAja ! maiM vaha cir3iyA nahIM hUM Page #248 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika zakti kA vikAsa aura upayoga 235. jisako Apane bhasma kiyA hai| maiM pativratA nArI huuN| ApakI mana-zakti mere para kAma nahIM karegI / " mana kI anagina zaktiyAM haiM / eka dhanurdhara thA / vaha apane samaya kA vikhyAta dhanurdhara thA / use apanI dhanuvidyA para garva thA / eka vyakti ke samakSa vaha apanI prazaMsA kara rahA thA / usa vyakti ne kahA- "bhAI ! tuma prasiddha dhanurdhara ho / parantu mere guru kI tulanA meM tuma nahIM A sakate / ve aise dhanurdhara haiM, jinakI tulanA kaThina hai / " vaha guru ko dekhane gayA / dhanuvidyA kA camatkAra dikhAne kI prArthanA kii| guru use eka pahAr3a kI coTI para leM gyaa| guru ne AkAza ko ekaTaka dekhanA prAraMbha kiyA / AkAza kI UMcAI para pakSiyoM kA eka jhuNDa ur3a rahA thaa| vaha usakI dRSTi kI reMja meM A gayA / jyoMhI usakI dRSTi pakSiyoM para par3I, sAre pakSI jamIna para A gire / usane na koI pratyaMcA tAnI aura na koI tIra sAdhA / kevala animeSa prekSA se vaha saMgha gayA / yaha thI binA dhanuSa aura bANa kI dhanuvidyA / animeSa prekSA se yaha saba kucha ho sakatA hai / ur3ate pakSiyoM ko girAyA jA sakatA hai, calate vAhanoM ko rokA jA sakatA hai / ye saba AdhyAtmika nahIM, kevala mAnasika zakti ke prayoga haiN| AdhyAtmika vyakti ko bhI mAnasika zakti kA jAgaraNa karanA hotA hai / camatkAra dikhAne vAle vyakti ko bhI mAnasika zakti kA jAgaraNa karanA hotA hai / mAnasika zakti kA jAgaraNa donoM ke lie nitAnta jarUrI hai / mAnasika zakti ke jAgaraNa ke binA Age nahIM bar3hA jA sakatA kintu dizAeM bhinna ho jAtI haiM, dhyeya bhinna ho jAte haiM, kintu jAgaraNa kI paddhati meM koI antara nahIM hotaa| aisA nahIM hotA ki sadAcArI vyakti ke to mAnasika zakti kA jAgaraNa ho jAtA hai aura asadAcArI vyakti ke vaha nahIM hotA / jisakA acchA dhyeya hai usake mAnasika zakti kA vikAsa hotA hai aura jisakA burA dhyeya hai usake mAnasika zakti kA vikAsa nahIM hotA - vaha niyama nahIM hai / zatruoM ko naSTa karane ke lie kisI ne vidyA kI sAdhanA kI to vaha bhI T siddha ho gayI / aura kisI ne dUsaroM kI bhalAI yA kalyANa ke lie vidyA kI sAdhanA kI to vaha bhI siddha ho gayI / adhyAtma kA mArga hI eka aisA mArga hai jahAM apavitra mana, vacana aura karma ke lie koI avakAza nahIM hai / nitAnta nirmala mana, nirmala vAk aura nirmala karma hI isa adhyAtma jagat kI apekSA hai / yahI isakI iyattA hai / anya kSetroM meM yaha niyAmakatA nahIM hai / Page #249 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 236 . koI bhI usa zakti ko jAgRta kara sakatA hai / zakti jAgaraNa kA abhyAsa jaTila nahIM hai / usameM kucheka tathya apekSita hote haiM / pahalA tathya hai - zithilIkaraNa / pratyeka zakti ke jAgaraNa meM isakA mahattvapUrNa yoga hai / mana kA zithilIkaraNa, vANI kA zithilIkaraNa, zarIra kA zithilIkaraNa aura zvAsa kA zithilIkaraNa kie binA koI bhI zakti abhivyakta nahIM hotI / tanAva kI sthiti meM koI bhI zakti jAgRta nahIM ho sakatI / mastiSka meM tanAva hai, zarIra meM tanAva hai to yaha sthiti zaktijAgaraNa meM bAdhaka hotI hai / zithilIkaraNa arthAt pravRtti kA visarjana / jaba pravRtti kA visarjana hotA hai taba bhItarI zaktiyoM ko jAgane kA avasara milatA hai / bhItarI zaktiyAM jAganA cAhatI haiM, kintu unake sAmane pravRtti kA avarodha A jAtA hai / ve jAga nahIM pAtIM / jaba pravRtti kA avarodha samApta hotA hai taba ve jAga jAtI haiM / jo vyakti kAyotsarga sAdha letA hai, vaha zakti - jAgaraNa kA bIjamantra pA letA hai / kisane kahA mana caMcala hai dUsarA tathya hai - zaktiyoM ke apavyaya se bacanA / sAmAnyataH pratyeka vyakti zaktiyoM kA apavyaya karatA hai / AvazyakatA ho yA na ho AdamI socatA rahatA hai, cintana karatA rahatA hai / mastiSka ko eka kSaNa bhI vizrAma nahIM milatA / sote haiM taba bhI vaha calatA hai / svapna Ate haiM, mastiSka sakriya rahatA hai / yaha zakti kA kitanA bar3A apavyaya hai ! mana nirantara kriyAzIla rahatA hai / vaha kabhI sthira nahIM hotA / zarIra bhI sthira nahIM rahatA / kabhI AdhA ghaMTA bhI eka Asana meM baiTha jAte haiN| to aneka sthAnoM para darda hone laga jAtA hai / sthiratA kA hameM abhyAsa hI nahIM hai / hama mAnate haiM ki yadi mana gatizIla rahegA, vANI aura zarIra gatizIla raheMge to vikAsa hogA / zarIra gatizIla hogA to zakti bar3hegI, mana gatizIla hogA to zakti bar3hegI, mana gatizIla hogA to cintana kI zakti vikasita hogI, buddhi bar3hegI aura vANI gatizIla hogI to vaktRtva kA vikAsa hogA / kintu yaha ulTI prakriyA cala rahI hai / vAstavikatA yaha hai jaba mana, vANI aura kAyA kA aprayoga hotA hai taba zakti kA jAgaraNa saMbhava banatA hai / inakI kriyAzIlatA meM zakti kabhI nahIM jAga sakatI / inase kama kAma lenA cAhie, tabhI zakti kA jAgaraNa ho sakatA hai / maiM yaha nahIM kahatA ki inase kAma lenA hI nahIM cAhie, kintu inase kama kAma lenA hI Page #250 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika zakti kA vikAsa aura upayoga zreSTha hai / hamAre nAr3I saMsthAna ke do bhAga haiM - eka hai svataHcAlita aura dUsarA hai - parataHcAlita | svataHcAlita nAr3I saMsthAna ko hama kama kAma meM lete haiM / parata:cAlita nAr3I- saMsthAna kA upayoga adhika karate haiM / isalie hamArI Antarika zaktiyAM jAgRta nahIM hotIM / unheM jAgRta hone kA avasara hI nahIM milatA / hamArA yaha sakriya nAr3I saMsthAna, jo mastiSka aura merudaMDa praNAlI ke dvArA zAsita aura saMcAlita hai, jitanA sakriya rahatA hai utanI hI hamArI Antarika zaktiyAM dabI raha jAtI haiN| jaba hama usa nAr3I saMsthAna ko anuzAsita karate haiM, usakI sakriyatA ko kama karate haiM taba Antarika sakriyatA, avacetana mana kI sakriyatA apane-Apa bar3ha jAtI hai / avacetana mana kI sakriyatA bar3hane kA artha hai-zakti kA jAgaraNa / zaktiyoM kA srota phUTa par3atA hai, srota khula jAtA hai / zakti jAgaraNa ke lie yaha atyanya apekSita hai ki sthUla yA cetana mana kI sakriyatA ko, parataHcAlita nAr3I saMsthAna kI sakriyatA ko kama kara Antarika mana kI sakriyatA ko bar3hAyA jAe / tIsarA tathya hai- prANadhArA ko nizcita dizA meM bahAnA / jaba hama prANadhArA ko eka nizcita dizA meM pravAhita karate haiM taba eka bindu aisA AtA hai jahAM dizA udghATita ho jAtI hai / koI sAdhaka cAhatA hai ki vaha ajJAta deza ko jAne / vaha prayoga karatA hai / jisa dizA meM vaha deza sthita hai, usa dizA meM vaha apanI prANadhArA ko pravAhita karanA prAraMbha kara detA hai / pUrI tanmayatA aura ekAgratA ke sAtha vaha aisA karatA hai / kucha dinoM taka yaha prayoga calatA hai / saMkalpa jaba pUrNa sthira ho jAtA hai taba eka dina vaha ajJAta deza usake lie jJAta bana jAtA hai / aba vaha ajJAta sthAna sAkSAt ho jAtA hai 1 237 eka hai jJAta sthAna ko jAnanA / Apane apanA ghara dekhA hai, jAnA hai / aba Apa ghara se hajAroM mIla dUra cale gae / ko usa ghara kI dizA meM niyojita kreN| apanA ghara pratyakSataH dIkhane laga jaaegaa| jaaegii| mana ko ekAgra kara prANadhArA kucha hI samaya ke pazcAt Apako vahAM kI sArI halacala pratyakSa ho jaise ajJAta deza ko jAnA jA sakatA hai vaise hI ajJAta kAla ko bhI Page #251 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -238 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai jAnA jA sakatA hai / atIta kI yAtrA bhI ho sakatI hai aura bhaviSya kI yAtrA bhI ho sakatI hai / sthUla paryAyoM kI yAtrA bhI ho sakatI hai aura sUkSma paryAyoM kI yAtrA bhI ho sakatI hai| deza-kAla ke pare bhI jAnA jA sakatA hai aura deza-kAla kI dUrI ko bhI jAnA jA sakatA hai / use samApta kiyA jA sakatA hai / isa prakriyA se yaha saba saMbhava hai / aba yaha vyakti para nirbhara hotA hai ki vaha kyA sAdhanA cAhatA hai ? jo vyakti apane lakSya ko bahuta UMcA nirdhArita karatA hai vaha nIce kI bAtoM meM nahIM phaMsatA / rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa ne vivekAnaMda se kahA - "tuma Arthika saMkaTa meM se . gujara rahe ho / mAM kAlI ke pAsa jAo aura prArthanA karo ki tumhArA Arthika saMkaTa miTa jAe / " guru ke Adeza ko mAnakara vivekAnanda mAM kAlI ke samakSa gae / hAtha jor3e aura kucha bolanA cAhA / para ve bola nahIM sake / mAM ke dhyAna meM lIna ho gae / pratidina aisA hI hotA rahA / ve apanI prArthanA kara hI nahIM pAe / eka bAra rAmakRSNa ne pUchA - " kyA tumane mAM se prArthanA kI ?" vivekAnanda ne kahA- "maiM prArthanA kara hI nahIM pAtA / bhalA, apane choTe-se svArtha ke lie mAM ko kaSTa dUM ? yaha nahIM ho sakatA, kabhI nahIM ho sakatA / " jo vyakti parama kI sAdhanA meM laga jAtA hai, vaha AtmA kI sAdhanA meM laga jAtA hai, usake lie AtmA hI dhyeya hai, Atma-sAkSAtkAra hI uddezya hai / vaha apanI sArI UrjA aura prANazakti ko eka hI dizA meM, AtmA kI khoja meM, pravAhita kara detA hai, bIca meM nahIM rukatA / yaha vAstavikatA hai ki jo bhI adhyAtma yogI hue haiM, AtmA kI khoja karane vAle hue haiM, ve bahuta cAmatkArika nahIM hue haiM / camatkAroM ke jAla meM ve kabhI nahIM phaMse haiM / jo adhyAtma yogI nahIM hue haiM, isa madhyavartI mArga meM rahe haiM, isakI yAtrA kI hai, ve cAmatkArika hue haiM / unakA dhyeya simaTakara itanA sA raha gayA ki ve anugraha aura nigraha kI zakti ko prApta kara sakeM / varadAna aura zApa kI zakti ko karane meM hI unhoMne apanI sAdhanA niyojita kI / kisI kA bhalA kara denA aura kisI kA burA kara denA --- yahI saphalatA kA mAnadaNDa bana gayA / aise loga sAmAnya janatA meM AtaMka - utpanna kara dete haiM / bhaya se pratAr3ita loga aise vyaktiyoM ke bhakta bana jAte haiM / kintu yaha saca hai ki jinhoMne camatkAroM meM par3akara, pradarzana ko hI saba kucha mAna liyA, una logoM ko duHkha kA jIvana jInA hotA hai / ve vyaktigata Page #252 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika zakti kA vikAsa aura upayoga 236 jIvana meM bahuta duHkhI hote haiN| aise loga anta samaya meM aisA kahate hue sune gae haiM-'koI bhI isa mArga ko na apanAe / yaha nikRSTa mArga hai|' hama saToriyoM ko bahuta bAra yaha kahate hue dekhate haiM ki bhAI ! yadi koI apanA bhalA cAhe to vaha saTTe ke vyApAra meM na phaMse / yaha kharAba dhandhA hai / koI unheM pUchatA hai-"phira Apa kyoM karate haiM ?" ve kahate haiM-"yaha hamArI Adata kI lAcArI hai| hama to phaMsa ge| dUsare isameM kabhI na phNseN| yaha barabAdI kA mArga hai| isa mArga meM par3akara koI sukhI nahIM huA hai|" ThIka yahI dazA una logoM kI hai jo tuccha zaktiyoM ke lie apanI mAnasika zakti niyojita karate haiM / ve choTI-choTI siddhiyoM meM ulajhakara apane mahAn lakSya ko mulA baiThate haiM / yaha bhI ruci kA prazna hai / kucheka vyakti adhyAtma ke mArga para calane meM ruci rakhate haiM aura kucha cAmatkArika sAdhanA ko apanA dhyeya banAte haiN| donoM kI do dizAeM haiM / eka dizA maMjila taka pahuMcAtI hai aura eka dizA bhaTakAtI hai / eka AtmagAmI dizA hai aura eka anAtmagAmI / eka Antarika yAtrA kI dizA hai aura eka bahira bhaTakAva kI dizA hai| mana kI zakti kA jAgaraNa donoM dizAoM meM hotA hai| kevala antara hai-usa zakti ke upayoga kaa| adhyAtma kI sAdhanA parama kI sAdhanA hai| usameM mana kI zakti kA upayoga adhyAtma kI dizA meM karanA hotA hai| mana ko nirmala banAnA, Atma-sAkSAtkAra karanA-- yaha sabase bar3A camatkAra hai| isase bar3hakara duniyA meM koI camatkAra nahIM ho sktaa| Atma-sAkSAtkAra se bar3A upakrama koI hai hI nhiiN| isase bar3I koI upalabdhi nahIM hai| jo sAdhaka parama ko pakar3a letA hai vaha tuccha meM nahIM uljhtaa| jo ananyadarzI hai vaha dUsare ko nahIM dekhatA, svayaM ko hI dekhatA hai| jo ananyadarzI hai vaha dUsare meM ramaNa nahIM karatA, vaha sva meM hI ramaNa karatA hai| jo ananyadarzI hotA hai vaha dUsare ko nahIM cAhatA, parama ko hI cAhatA hai| jo ananya meM ramaNa karatA hai, dUsare meM ramaNa nahIM karatA, vaha ananya ko dekha letA hai| vaha ananyadarzI ho jAtA hai| ananya kA artha hai-AtmA / ananyadarzana kI prakriyA Atmadarzana kI prakriyA hai / isakA tAtparya hai-kevala AtmA ko dekhanA, aura kisI ko nahIM Page #253 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 240 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai dekhnaa| hamArA ghoSa hai-Atma ke dvArA AtmA ko dekheM / zvAsa ko dekhanA bhI AtmA ko dekhanA hai, kyoMki zvAsa usI kA eka hissA hai / zvAsa isIlie saMcAlita ho rahA hai ki AtmA usa para chAyA huA hai / usa para AtmA kA anugraha barasa rahA hai, isIlie vaha zvAsa hai, prANa hai| AtmA na ho to zvAsa hogA hI nahIM / zarIra ko dekhanA, usake sUkSmatama spaMdanoM ko dekhanA bhI AtmA ko dekhanA hai / zarIra ke spaMdana AtmA se bane hue haiM, isIlie hama zarIra ke spaMdanoM ko dekhane ko mahattva dete haiM / AtmA ko dekhane ke lie hama ina sabako dekha rahe haiM / jo ananyadarzI hotA hai vaha AtmA ke atirikta aura kisI ko nahIM dekhatA / jisa sAdhaka meM itanI gaharI niSThA hotI hai vahI usa parama ko prApta kara sakatA hai| AtmA ko dekhane ke lie mana kI zakti kA jAgaraNa atyanta apekSita hai / hamArA dhyeya spaSTa hai, kintu usa dhyeya kI pUrti ke lie mAnasika zakti kA sphoTa Avazyaka hai| mana kI zakti ko zithilIkaraNa yA pUrNa vizrAnti ke dvArA jagAyA jA sakatA hai / manogupti, vAkgupti aura kAyagupti ke dvArA use jagAyA jA sakatA hai| DaoNkTara kI bhASA meM pUrNa vizrAma kA artha hotA hai-bistara para leTe rahanA / adhyAtmazAstra ke anusAra usakA artha hai---mana, vANI aura zarIra-tInoM ko sulA denA / jahAM DaoNkTara kevala zarIra ko sulAtA hai, vahAM adhyAtma yogI tInoM ko sulA detA hai| DaoNkTara kabhI-kabhI vANI ko sulAne kI bAta kahatA hai, mauna rahane kI bAta kahatA hai / para mana ko sulAne kI bAta use prApta bhI nahIM hai / adhyAtma kI sAdhanA karane vAlA sAdhaka mana kI gupti ko sAdhatA hai, vacana kI gupti ko sAdhatA hai aura zarIra kI gupti ko sAdhatA hai / vaha tInoM guptiyoM se yukta hokara apanI sArI pravRttiyoM ko sulA detA hai| cauthA mahattvapUrNa tathya hai- bhAvanA / bhAvanA kA abhyAsa bahuta sUkSma bAta hai / jaba taka bhAvanA kA abhyAsa nahIM hogA, jaba taka mana parama se bhAvita nahIM hogA, taba taka zaktiyoM kA vikAsa nahIM hogaa| 'bhAviappA' bhAvitAtmA zabda jaina AgamoM kA mahattvapUrNa zabda hai| usake pIche rahasyamayI mAvanA chipI huI hai| jo bhAvitAtmA hotA hai vaha apanI bhAvanA ke anusAra kAma karane meM sakSama hotA hai / bhAvanA kA artha kevala kucha soca lenA mAtra nahIM hai| usakA artha hai - hamAre jJAna-tantuoM ko, kozikAoM ko apane vA Page #254 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika zakti kA vikAsa aura upayoga 24 // vartI kara lenA, una para apanI bhAvanA ko aMkita kara denaa|| ____ hamAre zarIra meM araboM-kharaboM nyUraoNna haiM, jIvakozikAeM haiM / ye nyUraoNna hamArI aneka pravRttiyoM kA niyamana karate haiN| ye niyAmaka haiM / jo saMkalpa nyUraoNna taka pahuMca jAtA hai vaha saphala ho jAtA hai| nyUraoNna bar3e-bar3e kAma saMpAdita karate haiN| inakI kArya-praNAlI ko samajhanA bahuta hI kaThina hai araboM-kharaboM kI saMkhyA meM ye jJAna-taMtu hamAre mastiSka meM bikhare par3e haiN| inakA mana kI zakti ke jAgaraNa meM bahuta bar3A upayoga hai / prAkRta cikitsA vAle kahate haiM ki koSThabaddhatA ho to pahale sthira baiThakara dhyAnastha ho jAo aura jJAna-taMtuoM ko sUcanA do ki zauca sApha ho rahA hai, peTa sApha ho rahA hai / jJAna-taMtu vaisA hI AcaraNa karane laga jaaeNge| mAnasika vikAsa ke kSetra meM svataH sUcanA yA sUcanAoM kA bahuta bar3A mahattva hai| sammohana kI prakriyA bhI AzcaryakArI hai| inakI pRSThabhUmi meM jJAnataMtuoM kA hI camatkAra hai / ina jJAna-tantuoM meM vicitra kSamatAeM haiM jinakI hama kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sakate / sammohana kA prayoga sUcanA ke AdhAra para calatA hai| sUcanA ke AdhAra para zArIrika avayava bhI usI prakAra kAma karane laga jAte haiM / jaba sUcanAoM ke AdhAra para jJAna-tantu kAma karane meM tatpara rahate haiM taba hama unase lAbha kyoM nahIM uThAeM ? apane-Apa sUcanA deN| purAne ko badalane ke lie, nae ko ghaTita karane ke lie sUcanAeM deN| una tantuoM ke sAtha AtmIyatA sthApita kreN| Apa jo honA cAheMge, vaha avasthA ghaTita hone lgegii| pariNamana prAraMbha ho jaaegaa| mana kI zakti kA vikAsa hone lgegaa| mana kI zakti ke jAgaraNa kI yaha eka prakriyA hai / ise hama samajheM / Page #255 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 23 | saMkalikA * mana kI zakti jAge aura dvandva-cetanA rahe, taba duHkha adhika / * dvandva-cetanA se tanAva / tanAva se mAnasika vikAra aura roga / * mAnasika cikitsA kA mukhya aMga hai-tanAva kA alpIkaraNa / * samatA ke tela meM jAgati kI bAtI nirantara jle| * dvandva-cetanA Avega ke lie urvarA / sArI samasyAeM yahIM aMkurita hotI haiM / sAre duHkha yahIM panapate haiM / * dvandvAtIta cetanA kI tIna preraNAeM 1. manuSya duHkha aura samasyA nahIM cAhatA / 2. mAnava mastiSka meM bhautikatA ke pare kI cAha / 3. svatantratA kI anubhUti / / * dvaMdvAtIta cetanA kA nAma hai-sAmAyika / * anya cAhoM se bar3I cAha hai--nirdvandva cetanA kI upalabdhi krnaa| sAmAyika ke phalita / * mana kI gati para aMkuza / * samasyAoM kI samApti / 0 samasyAmukta, duHkhamukta jIvana kA prAraMbha / Page #256 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika zakti aura sAmAyika hamArA jIvana do viparIta dizAoM meM cala rahA hai / eka hai zakti kI dizA aura dUsarI hai zakti-zUnyatA kI dizA / jaba zakti jAgRta nahIM hotI taba aneka kaThinAiyoM kA sAmanA karanA par3atA hai aura jaba zakti jAga jAtI hai taba bhI aneka kaThinAiyoM kA sAmanA karanA par3atA hai| zaktizUnyatA kI avasthA meM Ane vAlI kaThinAiyAM eka prakAra kI hotI haiM aura zakti-jAgaraNa kI avasthA meM Ane vAlI kaThinAiyAM dUsare prakAra kI hotI haiN| zakti kA na honA bhI eka samasyA hai aura zakti kA adhika honA bhI eka samasyA hai| ina donoM samasyAoM se hameM nipaTanA hai| zakti-jAgaraNa ke bAda yadi dvaMdvAtIta cetanA nahIM hotI, sArI cetanA dvandva meM baddha hotI hai, usa sthiti meM bhayaMkara samasyAoM kA sAmanA karanA par3atA hai / zakti ke jAgane ke bAda use jhelane ke lie dvaMdvoM se atIta cetanA Avazyaka hotI hai| usake binA jAgI haI zakti se anartha ghaTita ho sakatA hai / bhUtoM ko vaza meM karane vAle jAnate haiM ki jaba bhUta jAgate haiM taba bali kI mAMga karate haiM usa samaya bhUta-sAdhaka ghabar3A jAtA hai| yadi vaha sthiti ko nahIM saMbhAla pAtA to jAgA huA bhUta use hI lIla jAtA hai| yadi vaha sAdhaka bhUta kI mAMga pUrI kara detA hai to vaha bhUta usake vaza meM ho jAtA hai| yahI bAta zakti-jAgaraNa meM ghaTita hotI hai| zakti-jAgaraNa ho jAne para jo sAdhaka jAgRta zakti kI mAMgeM pUrI kara detA hai taba to vaha zakti usake lie bahuta upayogI ho jAtI hai / yadi vaha usakI mAMgeM pUrI nahIM kara pAtA taba vaha jAgI huI zakti usI ko grasita kara jAtI hai / sAdhaka ke lie vaha zApa bana jAtI hai / dvaMdva-cetanA jaba taka vidyamAna rahatI hai taba taka manuSya ko jo cAhie vaha upalabdha nahIM kara sakatA / zakti to bahuta jAga gayI kintu yadi sAdhaka dvaMdva kI cetanA meM hI hai to vaha harSa aura zoka ke jhUle meM jhUlatA rahegA / harSa hogA to bhI tIvra hogA aura zoka hogA to bhI tIvra hogA / zakti-jAgaraNa ke kAraNa bhinnatA AegI, kintu vaha sAdhaka harSa aura zoka ke pare kI sthiti meM nahIM jA Page #257 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 244 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai paaegaa| vaha donoM ke bIca meM rhegaa| kabhI harSa aura kabhI zoka-isI dhere meM baMdhA rahegA / vaha kabhI ruSTa hogA aura kabhI tuSTa, kabhI rAjI aura kabhI nArAja / yaha sthiti barAbara banI rhegii| use eka ora yaha nirAzA satAegI ki maiM itanA zaktizAlI ho gayA, phira bhI maiM itanA azAnta, udvigna aura pratANita hUM, itanI samasyAoM se ghirA huA huuN| yaha tathya use kacoTane lagemA / kamajora AdamI to samajhatA hai ki maiM durbala haM isIlie satata satAyA jA rahA huuN| itanA socakara vaha saMtoSa kara legaa| kintu zaktisampanna vyakti aisA nahIM kara sakatA / eka ora use zakti kA darpa satAtA hai aura dUsarI ora yaha vicAra satAtA hai ki maiM jo cAhatA hUM vaha nahIM to rahA hai| / kevala zakti se hI saba kucha nahIM hotA / yaha samanvaya kA saMsAra hai| kisI eka tattva se kucha nahIM hotA / prakRti ke sAre tattvoM meM aisA sAmaMjasya . aura saMtulana hai ki aneka milate haiM tabhI eka ghaTanA ghaTita hotI hai| eka se koI ghaTanA ghaTita nahIM hotii| yaha saMsAra sahayoga aura samavAya kA saMsAra hai / saba samaveta hoM to eka kArga bana jAtA hai| kevala zakti se kucha nahIM hotaa| Anandamaya jIvana ke lie cAra tathya apekSita hote haiM / jaba ve cAroM tathya samanvita hote haiM taba pUrNa jIvana jIyA jA sakatA hai| vaha jIvana jisameM koI kamI khalatI nahIM, koI azAMti aura becainI nhiiN| ve cAra tathya haiMjJAna, darzana, vItarAgatA aura zakti / jaba ina cAroM kA avataraNa eka sAtha hotA hai taba vyakti meM pUrNatA AtI hai| aisI sthiti meM na zakti-zUnyatA kA anubhava hotA hai, na azAMti aura udvega kA anubhava hotA hai aura na anubhava hotA hai ki jIvana meM koI khAlIpana hai| aisA pratIta hone lagatA hai ki jIvana saritA kI bhAMti pravahamAna hai, jisake donoM taTabandha vyavasthita haiM, jisame jIvana-dhArA nirbAdha gati se pravAhita ho rahI hai| yaha saba hotA hai samanvita ke dvArA / eka se kucha nahIM hotaa| hama eka kI hI upAsanA na kreN| hama kevala zakti ke, kevala cetanA ke yA kevala vItarAgatA ke upAsaka na baneM / hama kevala jJAna ke, kevala darzana ke kevala pavitratA ke aura kevala zakti ke hI upAsaka na baneM / hama cAroM ke upAsaka bneN| hama yaha mAnakara caleM ki vItarAgatA hogI to cetanA kA jAgaraNa hogA, cetanA kA jAgaraNa hogA to zakti kA saMvardhana hogA; zakti kA jAgaraNa hogA to vItarAgatA kA jAgaraNa hogaa| cAroM sAtha-sAtha jAgeMge / jJAna, darzana, Page #258 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika zakti aura sAmAyika 245 vItarAgatA aura zakti-ye cAroM jAgeMge taba vyaktitva kA pUrA vikAsa hogaa| sArA jIvana khila utthegaa| cAroM sAtha-sAtha nahIM jAgeMge taba vyaktitva kA pUrA vikAsa nahIM hogaa| eka dizA meM hone vAlA vikAsa kabhI iSTa nahIM hotA / jaba phailAva cAroM dizAoM meM hotA hai taba vaha iSTa hotA hai| zakti kA bahuta bar3A mahattva hai / hama ise asvIkAra nahIM kara skte| kintu yadi kevala zakti kA hI vikAsa hotA hai, dvandvAtIta cetanA kA vikAsa nahIM hotA hai to vaha zakti lAbhadAyaka nahIM hotii| vaha zakti dvandva ko hI bar3hAyegI, ghaTAyegI nhiiN| dvandva-cetanA tanAva paidA karatI hai / dvandva-cetanA AvegoM ke lie urvaraka bhUmi hai, jahAM sAre Avega aMkurita hote haiN| jitanI uttejaH nAeM haiM / ve sArI tanAva kI sthiti meM paidA hotI haiM / jaba vyakti meM tanAva nahIM hotA taba Avega nahIM A sakatA, uttejanA nahIM A sakatI, vAsanA kA ubhAra nahIM ho sakatA / ye saba taba Ate haiM jaba tanAva kI sthiti hotI hai| tanAva isakA janaka hai / pratyeka saMskAra pahale tanAva paidA karatA hai| tanAva paidA kie binA koI bhI saMskAra nahIM ubharatA / dvandva-cetanA tanAva utpanna karatI hai| jaba tanAva hotA hai taba mAnasika roga aura mAnasika vikAsa ubharate haiN| usa samaya vyakti ko yaha nahIM lagatA ki bahuta bar3A anartha ho rahA hai| anartha jaisA kucha bhI pratIta nahIM hotaa| kintu ve dhIre-dhIre saMcita hote jAte haiM aura eka bindu aisA AtA hai ki vaha mAnasika vikAra mAnasika pAgalapana ke rUpa meM badala jAtA hai / pAgalapana kI sthiti A jAtI hai| vartamAna jagat meM mAnasika vikAroM aura mAnasika unmAdoM kI jitanI bhayaMkara sthiti hai, saMbhavataH atIta meM vaisI nahIM rahI hogii| Aja mAnasika vikAroM aura mAnasika pAgalapana ko bar3hAne ke ke lie bahuta avakAza hai, suvidhAeM haiN| aisI sthiti hai ki AdamI kA pAgalapana bahuta bar3ha sakatA hai, mAnasika vikAra bahuta bar3ha sakate haiN| inake lie vAtAvaraNa anukUla hai| Aja mAnasika vikAra itane bar3ha gae haiM ki unakA samAdhAna nahIM ho rahA hai| unakI cikitsA asaMbhava-sI pratIta ho rahI hai| Aja kI sAiko-someTika paddhati ke dvArA eka bAta pratipAdita huI hai ki jo bahata sArI zArIrika bImAriyAM samajhI jAtI haiM, ve vAstava meM manokayika bImAriyAM haiM, mana aura zarIra se saMbaMdhita bImAriyAM haiN| ve kevala zArIrika bImAriyAM nahIM haiM / ve pahale mana meM janma letI haiM aura phira Page #259 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 246 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai zarIra meM abhivyakta hotI haiN| unakA mUla kAraNa zarIra nahIM hai| unakA mUla kAraNa hai mana / isa khoja ke pazcAt yaha samasyA aura adhika gaMbhIra ho gayI ki hara bImArI ke mUla meM mAnasika vikRti kI khoja honI caahie| ___ isa sthiti meM eka jvalaMta prazna hai ki itane mAnasika roga haiM to unakA upacAra kaise kiyA jAe ? bahuta bar3A prazna hai| manocikitsaka mAnasika rogoM kA upacAra kara rahe haiN| unake sAmane aneka paddhatiyAM haiN| bijalI ke jhaTake dekara tanAva kI cikitsA karate haiN| lagAtAra nidrA dilAte haiN| aisI davA iMjekTa karate haiM jisase rogI caubIsa ghaMTe taka nidrA meM rhe| arddha nidrA bhI dilAte haiN| kucha aisI davAiyAM dete haiM jinase rogI AdhI nIMda meM rahatA hai| mastiSka meM kareMTa kA niraMtara prayoga kiyA jAtA hai| tanAvavisarjana meM ye upAya upayogI mAne jAte haiN| isa prakAra cikitsA kI aneka paddhatiyAM haiN| una sArI paddhatiyoM se do bAteM spaSTa hotI haiM ki roga-nivAraNa ke lie auSadhi kA prayoga hotA hai yA vidyut kA prayoga hotA hai| sabakA prayojana hai mastiSka ko ArAma denA, vicAroM aura vikalpoM kI udher3abuna ko samApta karanA / jo vicAra niraMtara ubhara rahe haiN| unakA zamana karanA, nIMda lAnA, behozI lAnA--ye saba smRti ko khone ke lie kie jAte haiN| kyA inake duSpariNAma nahIM hote ? Aja kA cikitsaka yaha spaSTa rUpa se svIkAra karatA hai ki Aja jo auSadhiyA dI jAtI haiM, ve pratikriyA paidA karatI haiM, zarIra meM kSati paidA karatI hai / aura bhI aneka mAnasika samasyAeM paidA hotI haiM, ye cikitsA-paddhatiyAM pUrNa nirdoSa nahIM haiN| cikitsA ho para pratikriyA paidA na ho, aisA ina cikitsA-paddhatiyoM meM nahIM hai / isa mAnasika tanAva kI sthiti meM hama prekSA-dhyAna praNAlI para vicAra kareM / jo kArya auSadhiyAM aura vidyut se saMpanna hotA hai kyA vaha kArya-prekSAdhyAna se saMbhava hai ? isa prazna kA uttara 'hAM' meM diyA jA sakatA hai| prekSAdhyAna ke antargata hama jo choTe-choTe prayoga karate haiM, ve isa saMdarbha meM bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa bana jAte haiM / jo kAma auSadhiyAM nahIM kara pAtIM vaha kAma dhyAna ke ye choTe-choTe abhyAsa kara dete haiM / prazna hai mastiSka ko vizrAma denA / prazna hai vicAroM kI udher3abuna ko samApta karanA / kAyotsarga se jitanA vizrAma mastiSka ko milatA hai, snAyu-saMsthAna ko jitanA ArAma milatA hai utanA vizrAma kisI dUsarI praNAlI se nahIM miltaa| na auSadhiyAM aura na vidyut ho utanA ArAma de pAte haiN| inakI apekSA hI nahIM hotI. vicAroM kI Page #260 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika zakti aura sAmAyika udher3abuna bhI dhyAna se samApta ho jAtI hai / prekSA- dhyAna meM zarIra aura zvAsa kI prekSA kI jAtI hai / jaba mana zarIra kI prekSA meM laga jAtA hai taba bAharI vikalpa samApta ho jAte haiM / yadi hama dina meM AdhA ghaMTA bhI vikalpazUnya raha sakate haiM, vicAroM kI udher3abuna se chuTTI pA sakate haiM to samUce dina kI kriyA saMpanna ho jAtI hai, phira aura kucha karane kI jarUrata hI nahIM hotI / prekSA se bar3I-bar3I upalabdhiyAM bhI saMbhava ho sakatI haiM / bharata cakravartI ne prekSA ke dvArA bahuta bar3I upalabdhi prApta kI / ekaH dina ve snAnagRha meM gae / snAna se nivRtta hokara vastra dhAraNa kara bAhara Ae / apane Adarza gRha (kAMcaghara) meM gae / AdarzagRha vaha hotA hai jisameM saba kucha pratibimbita ho sakatA hai| vahAM jAkara ve baiTha ge| cAroM ora unake pratibimba dIkhane lage / eka pratibimba para unakA dhyAna aTakA / ve use T animeSa dRSTi se dekhane lage / animeSa prekSA prAraMbha ho gayI / bharata apane hI pratibimba meM kho gae / sthUla zarIra kI prekSA karate-karate ve sUkSma zarIra kI prekSA karane lage / sabase jyAdA sUkSma zarIra hai karma zarIra / ve karmoM ke vipAka kI prekSA karane lge| vahAM ghaTita hone vAlI sUkSmatama avasthAoM ko ve dekhane lage / asaMkhya aura ananta avasthAeM / sAre paryAya sAmane Ane lage / sArA nayA hI nayA / nayA saMsAra dRSTigocara hone lagA / animeSa dRSTi | AMkheM pratibimba para TikI huI haiM aura ve sUkSmatama paryAyoM kA avalokana kara rahI haiM / zarIra kI prekSA karate-karate zubha pariNAma Ae / zubha adhyavasAya aura lezyA bar3hatI gyii| eka bindu aisA AyA ki samagra cetanA nirAvRta ho gayI / AvaraNa haTa gayA / sAre baMdhana TUTa ge| pUrNa cetanA prakaTa ho gayI / ve kevalajJAna aura kevaladarzana ko upalabdha ho ge| aba bharata cakravartI samApta ho gae / nae dharma cakravartI kA janma ho gayA / AdarzagRha meM baiThe-baiThe, isa zarIra prekSA ke dvArA unhoMne uccatama upalabdhi prApta kara lI / 247 paraMparA ke anusAra bharata ke isa kathAnaka meM kucha bheda hai / aMgulI se aMgUThI ke gira jAne para bharata cakravartI anitya bhAvanA meM ArUr3ha hote haiM aura bhAvanA ke prakarSa meM kevalajJAnI bana jAte haiM / yaha paraMparAgata kathAnaka hai / kintu jaMbUdvIpa prajJapti sUtra meM 'attANaM pehemANe' kA saSTa pATha hai / ve zarIra ko dekhate-dekhate, apane zarIra kI prekSA karate-karate itane gahare cale gae ki ananta ananta karma-vargaNA ke skaMdhoM ko cIrakara pUrNa cetanA, kevala cetanA ke sAmrAjya meM praveza pA liyaa| vahAM jAte hI jIvana kA nayA adhyAya prArambha Page #261 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 248 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai ho gyaa| zarIra-prekSA kA itihAsa bahuta purAnA hai| yaha itihAsa usa Adi yuga se jur3a jAtA hai jo dharma kA prAraMbhika yuga thaa| prekSA-dhyAna kI paraMparA nayI nahIM hai| hAM, vaha vismRta kara dI gayI thii| usakA Aja punaH uddhAra ho rahA hai| duniyA meM nayA kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| jo bahuta purAnA ho jAtA hai, usI kA nAma hotA hai nyaa| eka bAta prAraMbha hotI hai| phira vaha vismRta ho jAtI hai| atIta kA antarAla bar3ha jAtA hai / phira jaba vaha sAmane AtA hai taba loga use nayA kahate haiM / prekSA kA pahalA prayoga bharata cakravartI ne kiyA thA, yaha itihAsaprasiddha bAta hai / itane yugoM taka yaha vismRta rhii| Aja usakI bAta phira cAlU ho rahI hai / yaha dhyAna kI sarala paddhati hai| jo sAdhanA-paddhiti kaThina hotI hai, vaha kabhI mAnya nahIM hotii| manuSya kI prakRti hI kucha aisI hai ki vaha kabhI kaThora bAta ko sahasA svIkAra nahIM krtii| vaha saralatama mArga ko svIkAra karatI hai / prekSA kI paddhati saralatama mArga hai / prekSA-dhyAna se samabhAva phalita hotA hai, dvaMdvAtIta cetanA kA udaya hotA hai| aisI taTasthatA, aisI samatA, aisI dvandAtIta cetanA jahAM cetanA ke donoM AyAma samApta ho jAte haiM aura tIsarA AyAma khula jAtA hai-vaha hai samabhAva / lAbha-alAbha, sukha-duHkha Adi jitane dvaMdva haiM, jo hamAre mana ko vicalita karate haiM, jo hamAre mana ko vikRta aura rugNa banAte haiM, ve sAre samApta ho jAte haiN| sacAI yaha hai ki sAre duHkha dvaMdva kI cetanA se prasUta haiM / eka apanA priya putra hai / vaha vyApAra karatA hai, kintu lAbha nahIM kamA paataa| pitA ke mana meM aisI pratikriyA hotI hai ki putra kI priyatA usa pratikriyA ke nIce daba jAtI hai aura pitA kA mana Akroza se bhara jAtA hai| aisI kaTutA paidA ho jAtI hai ki jIvanabhara ke lie pitA-putra kA saMbaMdha-viccheda ho jAtA hai| yaha kaTutA kyoM ? yaha priyatA kA vilopa kyoM ? yaha sArA hotA hai dvandvacetanA ke dvArA / isake atirikta aura koI kAraNa nahIM hai / yadi beTA bahuta dhana kamAkara detA hai to pitA use sira para rakha lete haiN| tIna beTe haiN| eka khUba dhana kamAtA hai, do nahIM kamAte / pitA kI sArI priyatA usa kamAU beTe kI ora pravAhita hone laga jAtI hai| donoM beTe apriya bana jAte haiN| Page #262 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mana kI zakti aura sAmAyika 246 yahIM se alagAva kA silasilA cAlU ho jAtA hai / yaha saba dvandvAtmaka cetanA se hotA hai| dvandva-cetanA samasyAoM kI jananI hai / vahAM sabhI prakAra kI samasyAeM ubharatI haiN| unakA kahIM anta nahIM aataa| jaba taka dvandva-cetanA hai taba taka cAhe jJAna kI zakti kA upayoga kiyA jAe, darzana kI zakti kA upayoga kiyA jAe, zuddha zakti kA upayoga kiyA jAe, ye tInoM eka ora khar3e haiM aura eka ora mUrchA kI cetanA, mUrchA kI zakti khar3I hai, to ve tInoM kAryakara nahIM hote| mUrchA utpAdaka kendra hai| vaha Avega ko utpanna karatI hai, dvaMdva ko utpanna karatI hai| isa sthiti meM tInoM ke hone para bhI duHkha samApta nahIM hotA / yadi duHkha ko samApta karanA hai to dvaMdva cetanA ko samApta karanA hogaa| koI bhI manuSya samasyA nahIM cAhatA, duHkha nahIM caahtaa| yahI eka preraNA hai dvandva-cetanA ko samApta karane kii| yahAM eka vyApti banatI hai| jaba taka dvaMdva-cetanA hogI taba taka duHkha nizcita hI hoNge| unakA kabhI anta nahIM hogA / dvaMdva-cetanA kA honA hI duHkha kA honA aura dvaMdva-cetanA kA nahIM honA hI duHkha kA nahIM honA hai / samasyAoM aura duHkhoM se chuTTI pAne kA eka hI upAya hai aura vaha hai dvaMdva-cetanA kA samApana / dvaMdva-cetanA ke samApana kA eka aura hetu hai| vaha yaha hai ki mAnava mastiSka meM abhautikatA kI eka cAha niraMtara banI rahatI hai| yaha manuSya kI prakRti hai / manuSya kI isa prakRti kA bodha una logoM ko nahIM hotA jo abhAva se grasta hote haiM / jinheM bhautika padArtha upalabdha nahIM hote, una manuSyoM ko isa sacAI kA bodha nahIM hotA kyoMki unakI sArI UrjA padArthoM kI ora hI pravAhita hotI hai| kintu jo loga padArthoM ko upalabdha ho cuke haiM, jinheM bhautika padArthoM kI koI cAha nahIM hai, unako yaha bodha hotA hai ki manuSya meM eka aisI amiTa cAha hai jo una bhautika padArthoM se bhI pare hai / vaha jAna jAtA hai ki aisI cIja bhI hai jo ina padArthoM se pare hai| yadi bhautika padArthoM kI saMpannatA zikhara para pahuMca jAe aura AdamI pUrA saMtuSTa ho jAe, taba to kathA samApta / koI khoja kI jarUrata hI nhiiN| kintu zikhara para pahuMcane para to aisA lagatA hai ki mAno eka nayI talahaTI para pahuMca gae haiN| duHkhoM kI nayI talahaTI unake sAmane A gayI hai / taba lagatA hai, kucha aura honA cAhie jo pUrNatA de sake / ye bhautika padArtha pUrNatA nahIM de pA rahe haiN| usa sthiti Page #263 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 250 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai meM dvaMdvAtIta cetanA kI khoja prAraMbha hotI hai aura manuSya socate haiM ki dvaMdvacetanA ke pare bhI koI nidvaMdva cetanA ho jo manuSya ko pUrNatA de sake, apU-" rNatA samApta kara sake / yaha abhautikatA kI cAha jo antara meM hotI hai, use samajhAne kA maukA mila jAtA hai| pratyeka zarIra ke cAroM ora eka AbhAmaMDala hotA hai| AbhAmaMDala nirjIva vastu meM bhI hotA hai| eka siddhAMta hai ki pratyeka sthUla padArtha se razmiyAM vikIrNa hotI haiM, razmiyoM kA utsarjana hotA hai| yahI phoTogrAphI kA siddhAMta hai| manuSya ke cale jAne para bhI, usa sthAna para usa manuSya kA phoTo liyA jA sakatA hai / vaha phoTo isIlie liyA jA sakatA hai ki zarIra ke cAroM ora se razmiyAM vikIrNa hotI haiM / AbhAmaMDala ko hama dekha nahIM pAte, kintu usako dekhane kI bhI eka paddhati hai| Apa andhere meM baiTha jaaeN| kahIM se prakAza kI rekhA na aae| apane hAtha ko UMcA kreN| thor3e samaya taka vaise hI baiThe rheN| Apako hAtha to dikhAI nahIM degA, kintu hAtha ke AsapAsa cAroM ora jo AbhAmaMDala hotA hai vaha dIkhane laga jaaegaa| donoM hAthoM ko UMcA kareMge to yaha lagegA ki eka hAtha kI razmiyAM dUsare hAtha meM jA rahI haiM aura dUsare hAtha kI razmiyAM pahale hAtha meM A rahI haiN| ___ eka aura prasiddha paddhati hai / do vyakti dasa hAtha kI dUrI para andhere meM baiTha jAeM / ve eka-dUsare ko dikhAyI nahIM deMge / ve yadi nagna hoM to unakA AbhAmaMDala spaSTatA se dikhAI dene lgegaa| dekhate-dekhate kucha samaya ke pazcAt eka nIle raMga kA AkAra sAmane dIkhane lagatA hai| jo cIja prakAza meM dikhAyI nahIM detI vaha andhere meM dokhane laga jAtI hai| abhautika sattA kI cAha, cetana tattva kI cAha jisakA hameM jIvana kI cakA-cauMdha meM, andhere meM patA hI nahIM lagatA thA, kintu jahAM bhautika padArthoM kA sevana karate-karate jIvana meM ghora andherA chA jAtA hai taba patA calatA hai ki bhItara meM eka aura bhI cAha hai jo ina cAhoM se bahuta bar3I cAha hai| vaha cAha hI isa sacAI ko prakaTa karatI hai ki dvaMdva-cetanA se pare bhI manuSya nidvaMdvacetanA ko cAhatA hai| isa dvaMdvAtIta cetanA kA nAma hai-sAmAyika / isa sAmAyika ke ghaTita hone para, mana kI gati para eka aMkuza laga jAtA hai / mana kI gati para aMkuza hotA hai taba samasyAeM samApta hone lagatI haiN| usa sthiti meM samasyAmukta, duHkhamukta jIvana kA abhyAsa prAraMbha ho jAtA hai / Page #264 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 24 |saMkalikA * jaba dvandva ke AghAta se cetana sattA ke sAkSAt kI bhAvanA aura sva tantratA kI anubhUti jAgatI hai taba Atmika unmeSa ghaTita hotA hai| yahI hai-sAmAyika / * jitanA AtmA kA anubhava utanA hI samabhAva / * dhyAna aura dhyeya ke bIca kI dUrI jitanI adhika utane hI vikalpa adhika, jitanI dUrI kama utane hI vikalpa kama / dUrI samApta, vikalpa samApta / * hamArA pariNamanAtmaka astitva / isa prakriyA se hama tanmaya yA tad rUpa ho, hama vahI ho jAte haiM jaisA hamArA dhyeya hotA hai| * ajJAna+zakti = azreyas kI yaatraa| jJAna + zakti =zreyas kI yaatraa| * 'banane' ke cAra staMbha0 kalpanAzakti * saMkalpazakti * ekAgratA kI zakti / 0 tanmayatA kI zakti / * mana kI do bhUmikAeM * vyagratA 0 ekAgratA / * karma-zarIra mahAprapAta hai, zeSa sAre choTe-choTe prapAta haiM / Page #265 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti ko zreyas yAtrA mana kI zakti kA jAgaraNa jIvana kI eka mahattvapUrNa yAtrA hai / jisake caraNa isa yAtrA meM Age nahIM bar3hate, vaha kucha bhI karane meM sakSama nahIM hotaa| akSama vyakti daridra hogA / usakI dInatA kabhI samApta nahIM hogii| vaha jIvana-bhara dayA kA pAtra banA rhegaa| isa duniyA meM acchA yA burA jo kucha huA hai vaha samartha vyakti ke dvArA hI huA hai / azakta vyakti ne kucha bhI nahIM kiyaa| usane kucha burA bhI nahIM kiyA aura kucha acchA bhI nahIM kiyaa| zakti-saMpannatA jIvana kI saphalatA kA pahalA cihna hai| kintu itanA hI paryApta nahIM hai / kevala zaktizAlI honA hI paryApta nahIM hai| paryAptatA ke lie kucha aura bhI honA Avazyaka hai| zaktizAlI vyakti yadi jJAnI hotA hai to jIvana kI paryAptatA ho jAtI hai| zakti bhI hai, jJAna bhI hai| vaha puruSa zakti-saMpanna bhI hai aura jJAna-saMpanna bhI hai / vyakti zaktizAlI hai aura ajJAnI hai to zakti kA durupayoga hogA, zakti kI azreyasa yAtrA zurU ho jaaegii| zaktizAlI puruSa yadi jJAnI hotA hai to jIvana kI yAtrA zreyasonmukha ho jAtI hai / jaba zakti aura jJAna ke sahayoga se zreyas kI yAtrA prArambha hotI hai taba vyakti kI sArI jIvana dhArA badala jAtI hai / eka manuSya zakti-saMpanna hai kintu vaha jJAna-saMpanna nahIM hai to vaha dUsaroM utpIr3ana kregaa| tathya yaha hai ki vaha svayaM kA bhI utpIr3ana kregaa| vaha dUsaroM ko ayathArtha kI yAtrA para le jaaegaa| dUsaroM ko hI nahIM, vaha svayaM ayathArtha kI yAtrA para cala pdd'egaa| vaha anAtma kI ora bddh'egaa| vaha dUsaroM ko tthgegaa| sAtha-sAtha svayaM ko bhI tthgegaa| usakI sArI yAtrA azreyasa kI yAtrA hotI hai, akalyANa kI yAtrA hotI hai| kintu jaba jJAna aura zakti-donoM eka sAtha ghaTita hote haiM taba vyakti kA sArA puruSArtha, sArA parAkrama zreyas meM laga jAtA hai| usakI samUcI yAtrA zreyas kI, kalyANa kI ora hotI hai| vaha svayaM ko jAnane kA prayatna karatA hai, svayaM ko pAne kA prayatna karatA hai / aura jaba vyakti svayaM ko jAnane aura pAne kA prayatna karatA hai taba vaha dUsaroM ke lie ahitakara, akalyANakara yA azreyakara nahIM hotaa| vaha aisA ho hI Page #266 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti kI zreyas yAtrA 253 nahIM sktaa| hajAra prayatna karane para yA hajAra paristhitiyoM ke Ane para bhI vaha aniSTa, ahita yA azreyas nahIM kara sakatA / jo vyakti apane-Apako dekhanA yA jAnanA prAraMbha kara letA hai, use itanI bar3I sacAI upalabdha ho jAtI hai, mUrchA ke sAre valaya isa prakAra TUTa jAte haiM ki vaha phira mUrchA ke cakravAta meM nahIM phaMsatA / vaha mUrchA se cAlita nahIM hotaa| Aja taka vaha usa bindu se prerita hotA rahA hai jisakI Adi nahIM khojI jA sakatI hai / vaha usa mUrchA ke thaper3oM se pratAr3ita hotA rahA hai jisase chUTane kA prayatna karane para bhI nahIM chUTa pAyA hai| kintu jaba svayaM ko jAnane-dekhane kI abhIpsA tIvra hotI hai taba aisA bindu AtA hai ki mUrchA kA valaya TUTane lagatA hai, mUcchI kI tandrA samApta hotI hai aura AdamI jAga jAtA hai / jAgaraNa kI avasthA meM kucha vicitra-sA ghaTita hotA hai| eka vyakti meM jaba jAgaraNa ghaTita ho gayA taba usane kahA"bandho ! krodha ! vidhehi kiJcidaparaM svasyAdhivAsAspadaM, bhrAtar ! mAna ! bhavAnapi pracalatu, tvaM devi ! mAye ! vraja / haMho ! lobha ! sakhe ! yathAbhilaSita gaccha drutaM vazyatAM, nItaH zAntarasasya samprati lasadvAcA garUNAmahama // -"bhAI krodha ! aba tuma apanA dUsarA ThikAnA khoja lo| isa sthAna meM tumheM aba avakAza nahIM hai|" krodha ne socA-'yaha kyA ? yaha kaisA pAgala hai ? hama ananta kAla se sAtha raha rahe haiM, Aja acAnaka mujhe bAhara Dhakela rahA hai| yaha kyA ho gayA ?' sAdhaka ne mAna ko sambodhita kara kahA--- "bhAI mAna ! tuma bhI cale jaao| he devI mAyA ! aba tumhArA yahAM koI kAma nahIM hai / tuma bhI calI jaao|" sabane socA, zAyada sAdhaka pAgala ho gayA hai, anyathA vaha apane jIvana-sAthiyoM ko cale jAne ke lie kyoM kahatA ? hamane kabhI yaha socA bhI nahIM thA ki isase bichur3anA pdd'egaa| yaha hameM isa prakAra cunauti degA, yaha hamAre samajha se pare kI bAta thii| itane meM sAdhaka ne kahA - "are bhAI lobha ! tuma bhI apanA sthAna khAlI kro| yahAM se jahAM cAho vahAM cale jaao|" krodha, mAna, mAyA aura lobha cAroM asamaMjasa meM par3a ge| unhoMne kahA -"hama sadA se tumhAre sAtha rahe haiM / eka kSaNa ke lie bhI hamane tumhArA sAtha nahIM chodd'aa| tumhAre sukha meM bhI hama sAtha rahe aura duHkha meM bhI hamane tumhArA sAtha nibhaayaa| Aja tuma hameM chor3a rahe ho, yaha anyAya hai|" Page #267 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai sAdhaka ne kahA- - " jaba maiM soyA thA taba tuma jAgate the / jaba taka maiM - sotA rahA, tuma mere meM bane rhe| Aja maiM jAga gayA huuN| merI mUrcchA TUTa gayI hai / aisI koI amRta varSA ho rahI hai jisameM maiM AkaNTha magna huuN| maiM jAgUMgA taba tuma nahIM raha paaoge| maiM soyA rahatA hUM taba hI tuma kucha kara pAte ho / jAgane ke bAda tuma akiJcatkara ho jAte ho / mAlika sotA hai taba ghara meM cora ghusa jAte haiM, ghara meM raha sakate haiM, kintu jaba mAlika jAga jAtA hai taba cora ghara meM nahIM raha sakate / " jIvana meM jaba koI Atmika unmeSa jAgatA hai, AdhyAtmika ghaTanA ghaTita hotI hai taba sArI dizA badala jAtI hai aura sArI zakti zreyas kI dizA meM pravAhita hone laga jAtI hai / yaha Atmika unmeSa hI sAmAyika hai / yaha jAganA hI sAmAyika hai / sAmAyika, samatA, sAmya taba ghaTita hotA hai jaba svAnubhava kA eka lava bhI jAgRta ho jAtA hai / jaba taka sva kA anubhava nahIM hotA, AtmA kA anubhava nahIM hotA, AtmA kA unmeSa nahIM jAgatA, taba taka jIvana meM sAmAyika ghaTita nahIM hotA, kucha bhI zreyas ghaTita nahIM hotA / -254 sAmAyika aura caitanya kA anubhava -- donoM sAtha meM jur3e hue haiM / jitanA - jitanA caitanya kA anubhava utanA utanA sAmAyika / aise bhI kahA jA sakatA hai - jitanA jitanA sAmAyika, utanA utanA caitanya kA anubhava, sva kA anubhava yA AtmA kA anubhava / parAnubhava aura svAnubhava - ye do virodhI dizAeM haiM / ye kabhI milane vAlI nahIM haiM / parAnubhava bhI calatA rahe aura svAnubhava bhI hotA rahe, yaha kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai / do samAnAntara rekhAeM kabhI nahIM milatIM / parAnubhava aura svAnubhava do samAnAntara rekhAeM haiM / parAnubhava aura sAmAyika sAtha-sAtha bhale hI caleM, para ve paraspara kabhI nahIM mila sakate / jaba AtmA kA anubhava jAgatA hai taba vyakti kahatA hai - " karemi bhaMte ! sAmAiyaM - bhagavan maiM sAmAyika karatA huuN|" sAmAyika karane kI bhAvanA taba jAgatI hai jaba svAnubhava kA unmeSa hotA hai / sAmAyika ke lie yaha bahuta hI jarUrI hai ki use sAnnidhya mile / unmeSa aura nimeSa - donoM kA krama satata calatA rahatA / taraMge uThatI haiM / taraMgeM giratI haiM / taraMgoM kA unmeSa hotA hai| hotA hai / palakeM khulatI haiM / palakeM giratI haiM / palakoM kA taraMgoM kA nimeSa unmeSa hotA hai / Page #268 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti kI zreyas yAtrA 255 palakoM kA nimeSa hotA hai / yaha unmeSa aura nimeSa kA cakra calatA rahatA hai / Atmika unmeSa jAgA, kintu vaha sthAyI kaise ho, yaha mahattvapUrNa bAta hai / jo jyoti jalI, vaha akhaMDa jyoti kaise bane, zAzvata jyoti kaise bane, usameM nimeSa Ae hI nahIM, sadA unmeSa hI rahe, yaha kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai ? isake lie sAnnidhya kI jarUrata hai / isake lie mana kI zaktiyoM kA prayoga aura saMkalpa zakti jarUrI hai / sabase pahalI bAta hai sAnnidhya kI / koI vyakti samatA kI yAtrA prAraMbha karatA hai, yaha anajAnI yAtrA hai, ajJAna yAtrA hai / yaha vaha mArga hai "jisa para vaha pahale kabhI calA nahIM hai / yaha vaha dizA hai jisa dizA meM paira kabhI Age nahIM bar3he haiM / sArA ajJAta hI ajJAta / ajJAta mArga meM, ajJAta dizA meM sahArA apekSita hotA hai / anyathA vyakti bhaTaka jAtA hai / jahAjoM ke lie bhI dizA-nirdeza yaMtra kI AvazyakatA hotI hai, jo dizA kA ThIka nirdeza de ske| isI prakAra isa ajJAta yAtrA meM kisI-na-kisI vyApaka yA gamaka sAdhana kI jarUrata hotI hai, jisase ThIka dizA kA patA laga sake aura sahI dizA meM yAtrA ho sake / adhyAtma ke isa anajAne mArga para pAdanyAsa karane se pUrva sAdhaka - sAnnidhya kI yAcanA karatA hai / vaha kahatA hai--" karemi bhaMte ! sAmAiyaM"bhagavan ! maiM sAmAyika meM upasthita ho rahA hUM, maiM sAmAyika kara rahA hUM, ApakI sannidhi mujhe prApta ho, ApakA sAnnidhya mujhe prApta ho / maiM ApakI sAkSI se isa mArga para cala par3A hUM / " vaha sAmAyika karatA hai bhagavAn kI sAkSI se / vaha pahale sAnnidhya ko apane meM utAratA hai / vaha usa AtmA ke sAnnidhya ko upalabdha hotA hai jisa AtmA ne sAmAyika ke carama zikhara para pahuMcakara sAmAyika ke utkarSa ko prApta kara liyA hai / aise sAnnidhya ko prApta karane se koI lAbha nahIM hotA jisane svayaM sAmAyika kA abhyAsa nahIM kiyA hai / aisA sAnnidhya aura afare asAmAyika kI ora le jAegA / sAnnidhya kA bahuta bar3A prabhAva hotA hai / koI eka vyakti sAmAyika ke patha para cala rahA hai aura use sAnnidhya milatA hai asAmAyika kI ora le jAne vAle vyakti kA, viSamatA kI ora le jAne vAle vyakti kA to rAstA chUTa jAegA aura vyakti bhaTaka jAegA / vaha kahegA - " kahAM jA rahe ho ? hiMsA aura utpIr3ana kie binA roTI kamAkara kaise khA sakoge ? kyA binA paise ke bAla-baccoM ko par3hA pAoge ? kyA rahane ke lie makAna banA pAoge ? kyA Adhunika sukha-suvidhAoM kA upabhoga Page #269 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 256 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai kara sakoge ? tuma kahAM bhaTaka gae ? yaha sAmAyika kA rAstA galata hai|" yaha vyakti aisA bhaTakatA hai, mArga-cyuta hotA hai ki sAmAyika kahIM raha jAtI hai, poche chUTa jAtI hai aura vaha punaH viSaya mArga para agrasara ho jAtA hai|" isalie sAnnidhya aisA mile jo samatA kI ora bar3hA sake, Age le jA sake, jisase yaha satata preraNA aura sphuraNa milatI rahe ki jIvana meM yadi sAmAyika upalabdha nahIM huA to kucha bhI upalabdha nahIM huaa| saba-kucha pAkara bhI vyakti daridra hai yadi use sAmAyika prApta nahIM hai| vaha becArA garIba hI banA rahA jisane sAmAyika ko upalabdha nahIM kiyA aura jisane samatA kA AsvAdana nahIM kiyA / jaba hamAre sAmane eka parama pavitra AtmA virAjamAna rahatI hai, hamArA iSTa hotA hai, usa parama AtmA kA sAnnidhya hamAre antaHkaraNa meM, hamArI cetanA ke kaNa-kaNa meM vidyamAna hotA hai, usa samaya koI bhI zakti hameM samatA se vicalita nahIM kara sktii| isalie zreyas kI yAtrA meM sAnnidhya bahuta apekSita hotA hai| sannidhi kA artha hai-nikaTatA / jaba sAmAyika ke carama zikhara ko upalabdha AtmA ke sAtha hamArI ekAtmakatA hotI hai, taba sahaja hI hamAre jIvana meM sAmAyika kA avataraNa ho jAtA hai / usI kSaNa meM yaha anubhUti jAgatI hai-'karemi bhaMte ! sAmAiyaM-bhagavan ! maiM sAmAyika karatA huuN|' sAmAyika jIvana kI eka bahuta bar3I ghaTanA hai| yaha ghaTanA ghaTita hotI hai usa yAtrA meM gati hone para / jaba vyakti sabhI pApamaya pravRttiyoM se apane astitva ko pRthak anubhava karatA hai taba sAmAyika ghaTita hotI hai| jaba sAvadha karmoM ke sAtha, kleza meM DAlane vAle karmoM ke sAtha apane astitva ko jor3atA calatA hai taba taka sAmAyika ghaTita nahIM hotii| sAmAyika ghaTita hotI hai usa saMkalana ke dvArA ki jo kucha mere sAmane hai vaha sArA kA sArA bhinna hai / merA astitva ina sabase bhinna hai / mere astitva ke sAtha inakA jur3anA hI duHkha hai / jaba vyakti apane astitva ko pRthak dekhanA zurU karatA hai aura apane astitva se pare kI sArI vastuoM ko bhinna dekhatA hai, usa kSaNa meM jIvana meM sAmAyika ghaTita hotI hai| jitanI bhI sAvadha pravRtiyAM haiM, jitanI bhI krodha kI, mAna kI, mAyA kI, rAga-dveSa kA pravRtiyAM haiM, jinako hamane apane astitva se jor3a rakhA hai, jinakoM hamane apane astitva kA aMga banA rakhA hai, jaba taka unake sAtha abhinnatA kI dRSTi banI rahegI taba taka Page #270 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti kI zreyasa yAtrA 257 sAmAyika kabhI nahIM ghaTegI, usakA avataraNa nahIM hogA / jaba yaha mithyAdRSTi badala jAegI, jaba samyagdRSTi A jAegI ki ye vijAtIya tattva mere aMga nahIM haiM, ye saba 'para' haiM, mere svatva para adhikAra jamAe hue haiM, mujhe duHkha ke cakra meM DAle hue haiM-yaha dRSTi banate hI sAmAyika ghaTita hogii| ye vijAtIya guNa-dharma mujhe kaSTa dene vAle Thagane vAle, duHkha ke cakra meM DAlane vAle haiM-yaha spaSTa hote hI, usI dina sAmAyika ke lie ucita sthAna bana jaaegaa| hama sAmAyika ko upalabdha karane ke lie mana kI zaktiyoM kA prayoga kreN| mana kI zakti kA prayoga anAvazyaka nahIM hai / vaha bhrama nahIM hai| mana kI pahalI zakti hai-kalpanA / kalpanA kI zakti kA bhI mahattva hai| kalpanA-zakti kA upayoga kie binA koI bhI AdamI bar3A kAma nahIM kara sakatA / dhyAna ke abhyAsa-kAla meM hama bAra-bAra kahate haiM-"kalpanA mata karo, kalpanA mata karo, vikalpa mata karo / " kintu kAma ke samaya kalpanA kI bahuta apekSA hotI hai / nirvikalpa zakti ke dvArA kalpanAzakti kA vikAsa hotA hai| Apa yaha na mAneM ki nirvikalpa dazA meM aura kalpanA kI manodazA meM koI sarvathA virodha hai| unameM sarvathA virodha nahIM hai| dhyAna-kAla meM koI vikalpa na kareM, koI kalpanA na kareM zakti ke saMvardhana ke lie / dhyAnamukta kAla meM kalpanA kareM / donoM jarUrI haiN| dhyAna ke vikAsa ke lie kalpanA karanA bahuta jarUrI hai| dhyAna meM baiThane se pUrva kalpanA karanI caahie| arhat kI kalpanA kreN| eka svastha AkRti khiiNceN| mana meM eka svastha AkRti kA nirmANa kreN| jaba taka koI AkRti spaSTa nahIM hotI taba taka kAma Age nahIM bar3ha sktaa| sabase pahale kalpanA karanI hotI hai, eka citra kA nirmANa karanA hotA hai ki maiM yaha bananA cAhatA huuN| dhyAna meM yaha kSamatA hai ki Apako apane saMkalpa ke anusAra DhAla sakatA hai| jaisA cAheM vaisA baneM-isameM dhyAna mAdhyama banatA hai| eka vyakti cAhatA hai ki maiM amuka vyakti ko pIr3ita karUM / aisI zakti bhI dhyAna ke dvArA hI prApta hotI hai, ekAgratA ke dvArA hI prApta hotI hai / ekAgratA ke dvArA zakti ko ajita kara aneka vyakti dUsaroM kA utpIr3ana karate haiM, dUsaroM ko satAte haiM, luTate haiM aura mAra bhI DAlate haiN| yaha zakti bhI dhyAna ke dvArA prApta hotI hai| koI vyakti kisI kA bhalA karanA cAhe, acchA karanA cAhe to yaha zakti bhI dhyAna ke mAdhyama se hI Page #271 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 258 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai prApta hotI hai| isa prakAra donoM prakAra kI zaktiyAM dhyAna ke mAdhyama se hI upalabdha hotI haiM / isalie AtmavikAsa karane vAle vyakti kA yaha pahalA kartavya hai ki jo bananA hai usakA vaha citra banAe / jaba taka yaha nahIM hotA, taba taka jo bananA hotA hai vaha nahIM banA jA sktaa| isake pazcAt saMkalpazakti kA upayoga kareM, icchAzakti kA upayoga kreN| jo hamArI bhAvanA hai usameM prabalatA laaeN| bhAvanA meM prabalatA kA nAma hI icchAzakti, saMkalpazakti yA dRr3ha nizcaya hai| jaba icchAzakti dRr3ha aura prabala hotI hai taba 'banane kI dizA meM gati prAraMbha ho jAtI hai| icchAzakti ke dvArA vicAroM meM aise prakaMpana paidA hote haiM ki hamArA pariNamana prAraMbha ho jAtA hai / na kevala hamAre vicAroM meM prakaMpana zurU hotA hai kintu AkAza-maMDala bhI prakaMpita ho uThatA hai| vAyumaMDala meM prakaMpana hote haiM aura vaha ghaTita hone laga jAtA hai, jo honA hai| hama kabhI-kabhI sunate haiM ki amuka vyakti ne bhagavAn kA sAkSAtkAra kara liyA / kaise kiyA ?-yaha eka prazna hai / jisa vyakti ke mana meM mahAvIra kA citra spaSTa thA, usane mahAvIra kA sAkSAt kara liyaa| jisa vyakti ke mana meM rAma yA kRSNa kA citra spaSTa thA, usane rAma yA kRSNa kA sAkSAt kara liyaa| yaha sAkSAt usI rUpa meM hotA hai jisa rUpa meM vyakti ne mahAvIra, rAma yA kRSNa ko dekhA hai, jAnA hai, samajhA hai / jisa vyakti ke mana meM AcArya bhikSu kA citra spaSTa thA usa vyakti ne AcArya bhikSu ke darzana kara liye| na jAne kitane bhakta kitane bhagavAnoM ko dekha lete haiM / ve dekhate usI bhagavAn ko haiM jisakA citra mana meM spaSTa hotA hai| dUsare bhagavAnoM ko nahIM dekhA jA sktaa| isakA tAtparya yahI hai ki pahale hamane eka citra bnaayaa| phira kalpanAzakti yA saMkalpazakti ke dvArA vAyumaMDala ko itanA Andolita kara diyA, itanI taraMgeM paidA kara dI ki sArA vAyumaMDala prakaMpita ho uThA aura usameM se jo hamArA iSTa thA, usakI AkRti hamAre sAmane spaSTa ho gyii| yahI hamArA sAkSAtkAra hai| do zaktiyAM haiM / eka hai kalpanAzakti aura dUsarI hai saMkalpazakti / ina donoM kA upayoga kreN| tIsarI zakti hai-ekAgratA / isakA bhI upayoga kreN| hama jo honA cAhate haiM, usI kI ora mana kI sArI zakti ko pravA. hita kara deN| bhaTakAva ko miTA deN| mana kI zakti jaba idhara-udhara daur3atI hai, eka lakSya kI ora pravAhita nahIM hotI taba saphalatA nahIM mila sktii| mana Page #272 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti kI zreyas yAtrA 256 kI UrjA jaba eka dizAgAmI hotI hai taba hama jo bananA cAhate haiM vaha bana jAte haiM / 'egAyaNaM rayassa-jo eka hI Ayatana meM rata hotA hai, jo eka hI Ayatana ko dekhatA hai, vaha usa Ayatana taka pahuMca jAtA hai| kabhI nahIM bhaTakatA / hama sIdhI dizA meM caleM, parikramA na kreN| parikramA karane vAlA usa nizcita vartula meM hI ghUmatA rahatA hai, Age nahIM bar3ha paataa| Age vaha bar3hatA hai jo eka hI dizA meM calatA rahatA hai| sAdhaka parikramA na kare, sIdhA usa citra kI dizA meM bar3hatA jaae| mana kI sArI UrjA ko eka dizA meM pravAhita karanA saphalatA kA cihna hai / jaba tInoM zaktiyoM-kalpanAzakti, saMkalpazakti aura ekAgratA kI zakti-kA upayoga samyak hone lagatA hai, usa samaya hama tanmaya hokara dhyAna kI sthiti meM cale jAte haiN| hamArA dhyeya hai sAmAyika / hama haiM dhyAtA / dhyAtA aura dhyeya ke bIca bahuta dUrI hotI hai| Apa pUchege-kitanI dUrI? isakA kucha nizcita uttara nahIM diyA jA sktaa| kintu isake lie eka siddhAnta sthApita kiyA jA sakatA hai ki jitanI vyagratA utanI hI duurii| jitanI ekAgratA utanI hI dUrI kI kamI / mana kI vyagratA dUrI ko bar3hAtI hai| mana kI ekAgratA dUrI ko kama karatI hai| mana kI do bhUmikAeM haiN| eka hai vyagratA kI bhUmikA aura dUsarI hai ekAgratA kI bhUmikA / vyagna mana arthAt eka agra-AlaMbana para na Tikane vAlA mana / nAnA agoM-AlaMbanoM para bhaTakane vAlA mana / usakA bhaTakAva kabhI nahIM miTatA / ekAgramana arthAt eka hI agra para Tikane vAlA mn| inameM bhaTakAva miTa jAtA hai| jitanI vyagratA hotI hai utanI hI dUrI banI kI banI rahatI hai| vyakti dhyeya ke nikaTa nahIM pahuMca paataa| dhyeya taka pahuMcane ke lie vyagratA ko kama karanA hogaa| jJAna kI do avasthAeM haiM---jJAna aura dhyAna / donoM jJAna haiN| jo cetanA caMcala hai, usakA nAma hai jJAna aura jo cetanA sthira hai, usakA nAma hai dhyAna / dhyAna jJAna hai, parantu hara jJAna dhyAna nahIM hai / pratyeka dhyAna jJAna hai| aisA koI bhI dhyAna nahIM hai jo jJAna na ho, ajJAna ho / kintu pratyeka jJAna dhyAna nahIM hai| vahI jJAna dhyAna hai jo ekAgra hai, eka AlaMbana para calane vAlA hai| Page #273 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 260 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai dhyAtA aura dhyeya meM bahuta bar3I dUrI hai| use pATanA bahuta kaThina hotA hai / jaba sAdhaka isa dUrI ko pATane kA prayatna karatA hai taba bIca meM aneka abarodha A jAte haiM / dhyAna bhaMga ho jAtA hai / ekAgratA miTa jAtI hai / mana bAhara kI cIjoM meM ulajha jAtA hai / dhyeya dhuMdhalA ho jAtA hai, chUTa jAtA hai / jaba dhyeya kI dizA meM gamana hI nahIM hotA yA bhaTakAva ho jAtA hai taba dhyeya upalabdha kaise ho sakatA hai ? jaba caraNa dhyeya kI dizA meM bar3hate hI nahIM, taba vahAM taka pahuMcane kI bAta hI prApta nahIM hotI / dhyeya kI dUrI nahIM miTa sakatI / dUrI tabhI miTa sakatI hai jaba hamAre mana kI gati niraMtara dhyeya kI dizA meM hotI hai / jaba mana vyagratA se zUnya ho jAtA hai taba dhyeya kI nikaTatA hone lagatI hai| jaba nikaTatA bar3hate-bar3hate hamAre caraNa dhyeya taka pahuMca jAte haiM taba mana kI jo sthiti banatI hai, vaha hai tanmayatA / tanmaya ho jAne kA artha hai - eka ho jAnA / dhyeya aura dhyAtA taba do nahIM rahate, eka ho jAte haiM / jo pUrva rUpa thA vaha miTa jAtA hai aura jo dhyeya kA rUpa hai vaha avatarita ho jAtA hai / pUrvaM vyaktitva samApta ho jAtA hai aura dhyeya kA vyaktitva samAviSTa ho jAtA hai / vahAM 'maiM' samApta ho jAtA hai / jo bananA hotA hai vaha ghaTita ho jAtA hai / sAdhaka usa sthiti meM calA jAtA hai, jahAM dhyAtA aura dhyeya do nahIM rahate / dhyAtA svayaM dhyeya rUpa bana jAtA hai / phira vyakti alaga nahIM hotA aura sAmAyika alaga nahIM hotI / vyakti svayaM sAmAyika bana jAtA hai / phira vaha aisA nahIM kaha sakatA ki 'maiM sAmAyika kara rahA hUM / ' kauna karane vAlA aura kauna sAmAyika ? ' maiM sAmAyika karatA hUM'isakA tAtparya hai ki eka karane vAlA hai aura eka kI jAne vAlI vastu hai / yaha bheda samApta ho jAtA hai / taba 'maiM' aura 'sAmAyika' do nahIM rahate / karane kI bAta chUTa jAtI hai / sAmAyika jIvana meM avatarita ho jAtI hai / samatA ke dhyeya ko upalabdha karane ke lie jIvana meM sAmAyika kI ghaTanA ghaTita honI Avazyaka hotI hai / isakI saMpUrti ke lie cAroM prakAra kI zaktiyoM kA upayoga karanA hotA hai 1. kalpanA kI zakti 2. icchA kI zakti 3. ekAgratA kI zakti 4. tanmayatA kI zakti / jaba ye cAroM zaktiyAM sAdhaka ko upalabdha ho jAtI haiM, taba jIvana meM sAmAyika avatarita hotI hai / yaha kevala sAmAyika kI hI prakriyA nahIM hai / Apa jo bhI dhyeya banAeM, jo bhI citra banAeM, jisako upalabdha Page #274 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zakti kI zreyas yAtrA 261 honA cAhate haiM, usakI yahI prakriyA hai| isI prakriyA ke dvArA Apa jo cAheM vaha sAdha sakate haiM, use upalabdha kara sakate haiN| yaha eka bahuta mahattvapUrNa prakriyA hai| hama prekSA kA abhyAsa karate haiM / hamArA dhyeya hai-caitanya kA anubhava karanA / yaha dhyeya to hamane cuna liyA kintu prekSA-dhyAna meM hama sabase pahale camar3I ko, phira haDDiyoM ko, phira mAMsa ko, phira majjA aura rakta ko, phira aura-aura cIjoM ko dekhate jAte haiN| zarIra meM jitanI gaMdagI hai, usako dekhanA prArambha karate haiM / dhyeya to hai AtmA ke anubhava kA aura dekhate haiM dUsarI-dUsarI cIjoM ko| yaha virodhI-sA lagatA hai| kintu yaha virodhI bAta nahIM hai| dizA kA bhaTakAva nahIM hai| sahI dizA meM hamArI gati kA krama hai / hameM caitanya kA anubhava karanA hai / caitanya kyA AkAza se TapakatA hai ? hama bandara to nahIM haiM jisane magaramaccha se kahA thA ki tuma merA kalejA cAhate ho para maiM to apane kaleje ko sAtha lekara nahIM phiratA / use maiM vRkSa para TAMga AyA huuN| AdamI bandara nahIM hai / vaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki maiM mere adhyAtma ko, maiM merI sAmAyika ko kahIM anyatra rakhakara AyA huuN| AdamI vikasita cetanA vAlA prANI hai| vaha bandara kI taraha alpa vikasita prANI nahIM hai| ____ jo vyakti apane jIvana meM kucha ghaTita karanA cAhatA hai, apane caitanya kI yAtrA karanA cAhatA hai, vaha yaha bahAnA nahIM kara sakatA ki merA caitanya kahIM vRkSa para TaMgA huA hai| sArA kA sArA caitanya isI zarIra ke bhItara avasthita hai| jaba vaha zarIra ke bhItara hai, taba use prApta karane ke lie hameM zarIra kI yAtrA karanI hogii| isa yAtrA kA prArambha hameM camar3I se karanA hogaa| phira eka-eka AvaraNa ko pAra kara hameM nAr3I-saMsthAna taka pahuMcanA hogaa| phira hameM tejasa zarIra ko pAra karanA hogaa| tejasa zarIra hamArI samasta pravRttiyoM kA saMcAlaka hai| hamArI prANazakti tejasa zarIra ke dvArA prApta hotI hai| use bhI hameM pAra karanA hogaa| jo prANa hameM jIvanIzakti de rahA hai usake spaMdanoM ko pAra karane ke pazcAta hameM karma zarIra kI yAtrA prArambha karanI hogI, jahAM se sArI zaktiyAM umar3a-umar3akara AtI haiN| ye saba choTe-moTe jharane haiM / mahAprapAta to vahI kama-zarIra hai / sUkSma karma-zarIra ke eka-eka aNu para, anAdikAla se cipake hue saMskAroM ko dekhanA hogA aura eka-eka ko pAra karane kA prayatna karanA hogaa| Page #275 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 262 kisane kahA mana cacala hai sUkSma zarIra kA bahuta bar3A saMsAra hai / vaha itanA bar3A saMsAra hai ki Aja ke araboM-kharaboM dRzya saMsAra isameM sahajatA se samAviSTa ho sakate haiM / itanA bar3A saMsAra dUsarA hai nahIM / kucha tAre aise haiM jinameM sAta nIla pRthviyAM samA jAtI haiN| kintu sUkSma karma zarIra ke sAmane ye tAre bhI choTe haiN| usa ananta saMsAra ko, ananta saMskAroM ke saMsAra ko hameM pAra karanA hogaa| usako pAra karate hI caitanya kA anubhava prAraMbha ho jAtA hai| Page #276 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ o pravacana 25 * vyaktitva ke chaha khaMDa * bhaugolika vyaktitva -- jo AkAra-prakAra detA hai / AnuvaMzika vyaktitva - jo janma ke sAtha-sAtha bahuta kucha detA hai | * sAmAjika vyaktitva -- jo vikAsa aura prakAza kA avasara detA / * zArIrika vyaktitva -- jo tRpti atRpti kI anubhUti kA mAdhyama banatA hai / * mAnasika vyaktitva jo sabake dAyitvoM aura pratikriyAoM kA bhAra akelA DhotA hai / * parAmAnasika vyaktitva -jo vyakti ke sabhI prakAroM para apanA svAmitva rakhatA hai, sabako apane prabhAva se saMcAlita karatA hai / * sAmAyika hai---vyaktitva ke nava nirmANa kI prakriyA | * sAmAyika hai - recana kI prakriyA | saMkalikA ------ * sAmAyika hai - atIta ke vyaktitva ko visarjita kara nae vyaktitva ko ghaTita karane kI prakriyA | Page #277 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyaktitva kA nava nirmANa hamArA vyaktitva chaha khaMDoM meM vibhAjita hai / ye chaha karmazAstrIya avadhAraNA ke AdhAra para hote haiM / karmazAstra ke anusAra maiMne ina chaha khaMDoM para vyaktitva ko dekhane kA prayatna kiyA hai / ye chaha khaMDa haiM : 1. bhaugolika vyaktitva 4. zArIrika vyaktitva 5. mAnasika vyaktitva 6. parAmAnasika vyaktitva | 2. AnuvaMzika vyaktitva 3. sAmAjika vyaktitva sabase pahalA hai - bhaugolika vyaktitva | hamArA eka vyaktitva hotA hai jisake nirmANa meM bhUgola kA bahuta bar3A anudAna hotA hai / eka vyakti bhArata meM janma letA hai / dUsarA vyakti yUropa meM janma letA hai / eka vyakti uttara meM janma letA hai / dUsarA vyakti dakSiNa meM janma letA hai / donoM meM apanI-apanI vizeSatA hotI hai / yaha vizeSatA bhaugolika hai / hama vyakti ke varNa, rahana-sahana Adi ko dekhakara jAna lete haiM ki yaha amuka deza kA hai / amuka prAnta kA hai / usakI kSetrIya viziSTatA usake bhaugolika vyaktitva ko ujAgara karatI hai | AnuvaMzikatA kA bhI vyaktitva meM bahuta bar3A avadAna hotA hai / AnuvaMzikatA kA bhI eka pUrA vyaktitva bana jAtA hai| mAtA-pitA ke guNadoSa saMtAna meM sakrAMta hote haiN| mAtA-pitA ke avayava, avayavoM ke guNa-doSa saMtAna meM saMkramita hote haiM / saMtAna mAtA-pitA kA mizraNa hai / unameM tIna avayava mAtA ke aura tIna avayava pitA ke hote haiM / manuSya manuSya jaisA hotA hai, vaha hAthI jaisA nahIM hotaa| isakA kAraNa hai - AnuvaMzikatA / yaha AnuvaMzikatA hI yaha nizcita karatI hai ki manuSya manuSya ke AkAra kA hI hogA, hAthI ke AkAra kA nhiiN| mAnava ko mAnava AkAra milatA hai, mAMsa peziyAM milatI haiM, asthi-saMsthAna, mastiSka Adi milate haiM, yaha saba AnuvaMzikatA ke kAraNa milatA hai / hamAre vyaktitva kA eka khaMDa hai- AnuvaMzika vyaktitva | vyaktitva kA tIsarA khaMDa hai- sAmAjika vyaktitva | samAja ke Page #278 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyaktitva kA nava nirmANa 265 kAraNa vyakti kA vyaktitva banatA hai| vaha samAja se pare rahane para nahIM banatA / eka AdamI dUsare se bAtacIta karatA hai, spaSTa bolatA hai| apanI bAta dUsaroM ko samajhAtA hai aura dUsaroM kI bAta svayaM samajhatA hai, vaha vikAsa samAja ke AdhAra para hI hotA hai| yadi samAja na ho to yaha vikAsa nahIM ho sktaa| eka manuSya dUsare manuSya ke sAtha vyavahAra karatA hai, lenadena karatA hai, yaha sArA sAmAjika vyaktitva hai| jitanI parasparatA hai vaha sAmAjika vyaktitva hai / samAja ke niyama haiM, samAja kI vyavasthAeM haiM aura samAja kI avadhAraNAeM haiM / eka vyakti eka prakAra kI vezabhUSA pahanatA hai aura dUsarA dUsare prakAra kii| yaha sAmAjika prabhAva hai| jo vyakti jisa samAja meM rahatA hai vaha usakI avadhAraNA ke anusAra vastra pahanatA hai aura yadi vaha kucha bhI parivartana karatA hai to vaha svayaM eka praznacihna bana jAtA hai / vezabhUSA, vyavahAra aura AcAra-vicAra-ye sAre hamAre sAmAjika vyaktitva ke kAraNa haiM / yadi vyakti akelA vyakti hotA, yadi usakA sAmAjika vyaktitva nahIM hotA to zAyada vyakti apane taka hI sImita rahatA, bahuta vikAsa nahIM kara paataa| yaha hamAre vyaktitva kA tIsarA mahattvapUrNa khaMDa hai| cauthA khaMDa hai-zArIrika vyaktitva / zarIra ke AdhAra para hamArA eka vyaktitva nirmita hotA hai| zarIra kI avadhAraNAoM ke AdhAra para, zarIra kI dIpti ke anusAra eka vyaktitva nirmita hotA hai| hamAre bahuta sAre kArya zArIrika avadhAraNAoM ke AdhAra para hote haiN| zarIra kI mAMga ke AdhAra para, zarIra kI tRpti aura atRpti ke AdhAra para aneka varjanAeM aura kArya kI aneka vidhAeM cala sakatI haiN| pAMcavAM khaMDa hai-mAnasika vyaktitva / yaha saba vyaktitvoM kA bhAra Dhone vAlA hai| yaha saba vyaktitvoM ke dAyitvoM aura pratikriyAoM kA bhAra DhotA hai / parAmAnasika vyaktitvoM kA bhAra bhI vahI DhotA hai / sabhI prakAra ke dhyaktitvoM ke dAyitva kA vahana karanA, pratikriyAoM ko jhelanA, kriyAoM kA utsarjana karanA-yaha saba mAnasika vyaktitva karatA hai| yaha vyaktitva mana ke AdhAra para khar3A hai / isane aneka mAnyatAeM banA rakhI haiM / inameM donoM prakAra ko mAnyatAeM haiM-varjanA kI mAnyatAeM aura bahuta karane kI maanytaaeN| hamane itanI mAnyatAeM khar3I kara rakhI haiM ki pUrA mAnasika vyaktitva hamAre Upara chAyA huA hai| Page #279 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai ye pAMcoM vyaktitva spaSTa haiM / inakI pratiSThApanA ke lie bahuta tarka apekSita nahIM hai | bahuta saralatA se inheM samajhAyA jA sakatA hai / vyakti para mAtA-pitA kA samAja kA, zarIra kA aura mana kA prabhAva hotA hai / ye aisI ujalI, sapheda bAteM haiM ki inako dekhane ke lie dIyA jalAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI / jo svayaM meM spaSTa hai usake lie prakAza Avazyaka nahIM hai / hamAre vyaktitva kA chaThA khaMDa hai - parAmAnasika vyaktitva | yaha chipA huA hai, tamas meM hai, aMdhere meM hai / prakaTa nahIM hai / kintu yaha aisA vyaktitva hai jisake hAthoM meM dUsare pAMcoM vyaktitvoM kI nakela hai / vaha cAhe to bhaugolika AnuvaMzika, sAmAjika, zArIrika aura mAnasika - sabhI prabhAvoM ko naSTa kara sakatA hai / isake hAtha meM hai-- banAnA aura bigAr3anA, sRSTi aura saMhAra / pralaya aura nirmANa - saba kucha isake hAtha meM hai / yaha bhItara chipA rahakara isa prakAra saMcAlana kara rahA hai ki saba isake izAre para nAca rahe haiM / vartamAna vaijJAnikoM aura mAnasazAstriyoM ne bahuta bar3I krAMti kI / unhoMne kahA - " cetana mana ke stara para yA bhautika stara para jo ghaTita ho rahA hai vaha avacetana mana kA pratibimba hai / yaha bhautika jagat meM bahuta bar3I ghaTanA hai jo samUce siddhAnta ko badala detI hai| jahAM kevala zarIra yA sthUla mana ke AdhAra para sArI avadhAraNAeM calatI haiM, usa sthiti meM yaha pratipAdana sAmane AyA ki vyakti jo svapna letA hai, vyakti ke mana meM jo vAsanAeM ubharatI haiM, jo vAsanAeM haiM, ve saba damita vAsanAeM svapna meM ubharatI haiM aura jAgate meM ubharatI haiM / -- mana ke do stara haiM - cetana mana kA stara aura avacetana mana kA stara / avacetana mana kA stara atyanta zaktizAlI hai / avacetana mana usase kucha avadAna prApta kara apanA kArya calAtA hai / jitanI ghaTanAeM ghaTita hotI haiM, hamAre jitane AcaraNa haiM, una sabakA srota hai-avacetana mana / karmazAstra ne hajAroM varSoM pUrva isa viSaya kA pratipAdana kiyA thA ki vyakti jo kucha karatA hai usake pIche karmaka preraNA hotI hai / 'kammuNA jAyae' - karma se hI hotA hai / yahI preraka tattva hai / hamAre sabhI AcaraNoM kA mUla srota hai karma / jo karma saMcita haiM, jo karma astitva me haiM, sattA meM haiM aura jaba ve udaya meM Ate haiM, jaba unakA vipAka hotA hai taba nAnA prakAra kI ghaTanAeM ghaTita hotI haiM / sArA kA sArA vyaktitva unake AdhAra para calatA hai / karmazAstra kI bhASA meM jise hama karmoM kA vipAka kahate haiM, use hI manovijJAna kI bhASA 266 Page #280 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyaktitva kA nava nirmANa 2670 meM damita icchAoM kA ubhAra kahate haiN| donoM kA Azaya to nikaTa hai hI, bhASA kI dUrI bhI nahIM hai| __ hamAre samUce vyaktitva ke pIche vyaktitva meM ghaTita hone vAlI ghaTanAoM ke pIche jo rahasyamaya sattA chipI huI hai, vaha hai sUkSma zarIra yA karmazarIra kA sattA yA sUkSma zarIrIya cetanA kI sattA / ise hama parAmAnasika sattA kahate haiN| isa taka pahuMce binA kisI bhI kArya yA ghaTanA kI vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sktii| karma kA saMbaMdha parAmAnasika hai / eka vyakti usI bhUkhaMDa meM rahatA hai jahAM dUsare loga rahate haiN| kucha logoM para bhaugolikatA kA asara nahIM hotA aura kucha logoM para bhaugolikatA kA prabhAva hotA hai| isakI vyAkhyA kaise kI jAe ? yadi hama kevala bhaugolikatA ke AdhAra para usakI vyAkhyA kareM to pUrI vyAkhyA nahIM ho sakatI / parAmAnasika vyaktitva usa meM parivartana lA detA hai / AnuvaMzikatA kI bAta bhI aisI hI hai| yaha bhI sarvathA lAgU hone vAlA sArvabhauma siddhAMta nahIM hai| zArIrika, sAmAjika aura mAnasika vyaktitvoM meM bhI aneka apavAda milate haiN| una saba apavAdoM ko ghaTita karane vAlA parAmAna sika vyaktitva hai / parAmAnasika vyaktitva vyakti ko calate-calate badala detA hai / cetana mana kI icchA hotI hai- sAdhanA karUM, dhyAna karUM / kintu parAmAnasika vyaktitva eka aisI prakriyA cAlU karatA hai ki dhyAna kahIM kA kahIM raha jAtA hai, sarvathA chUTa jAtA hai aura vyakti dhyAna kI pratikUla avasthAoM meM calA jAtA hai| mana kI icchA kucha hotI hai aura usake viparIta hI saba-kucha ghaTita hone laga jAtA hai| koI vyakti saccaritra hai, sAmAjika pratibaddhatAoM, niyamoM aura avadhAraNAoM ko mAnakara calane vAlA hai, kintu aisA koI akalpita kArya kara baiThatA hai ki loga Azcaryacakita raha jAte haiM / ve socate haiM-aise AdamI ne yaha jaghanya aparAdha kaise kara DAlA? kitanA samajhadAra, buddhimAna aura vivekI thA vaha, phira bhI yaha kArya kara baiThA / vahAM logoM kI samajha kAma nahIM krtii| tarka ke AdhAra para bhI ise nahIM samajhA jA sktaa| vaha kArya atArkika aura ahaituka hai / koI tarka yA hetu spaSTa nahIM diikhtaa| kintu usake bhItara bhI eka sUkSma hetu hai, jo usa kArya ko ghaTita karatA hai| vaha sUkSma hetu andara kAma karatA hai / hama sAmAyika kareM, mana kI zakti ke sAtha samatA kA upayoga kareM yA aura kucha kareM, hama isa sacAI ko avazya samajhe ki jaba taka Page #281 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 268 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai atIta hamArA pIchA karatA rahegA taba taka hama jo cAhate haiM vaha jIvana meM ghaTita nahIM kara pAeMge / atIta kA bhUta hamArA pIchA kara rahA hai, hama isase pIchA chur3AeM / jaba aisA hogA tabhI hama svataMtra rUpa meM apanA svataMtra jIvana saMcAlita kara paaeNge| vaha hamArA pIchA karatA rahe, hama usase na baca pAeM to hama svataMtra vyaktitva ko nahIM panapA skeNge| parataMtratA kA sAmanA hameM paga-paga para karanA pdd'egaa| sAmAyika karane vAlA vyakti isa bAta se bahuta sAvadhAna aura jAgarUka rahatA hai, isalie vaha kahatA hai-"karemi bhaMte ! sAmAiyaM savva sAvajjaM jogaM paccakkhAmi jAvajjIvAetivihaM tiviheNaM maNeNaM vAyAe kAyeNaM na karemi na kAravemi, karaMtapi anna na samaNujANAmi / tassa bhaMte ! paDikkamAmi nivAmi garahAmi appANaM vosirAmi !''-"bhaMte maiMne ApakA sAnnidhya prApta kiyA hai| maiMne samatAbhAva ke sAtha tAdAtmya sthApita karane kA saMkalpa liyA hai| maiMne sAvadha karmoM aura pravRttiyoM ko tyAgane kA saMkalpa kiyA hai| maiM koI bhI akarma nahIM karUMgA / koI bhI avAMchanIya karma nahIM kruuNgaa| mana se, vacana se aura kAyA se maiM sAvadha karma na karUMgA, na karAUMgA aura na karane vAle kA hI anumodana kruuNgaa|" yaha bahuta hI svastha saMkalpa hai| sAnnidhya bhI upalabdha hai| saba kucha ThIka hai / sAtha-sAtha sAdhaka isa sacAI ke prati jAgarUka bhI hai ki merA yaha saMkalpa taba hI phalita ho sakatA hai jaba atIta kA pIchA chUTa jaae| yadi atIta kA pIchA nahIM chUTatA hai to saMkalpa nahIM cala sktaa| TUTa jAtA hai / isalie vaha sAdhaka doharAtA hai --- 'paDikkamAmi nidAmi garahAmi appANaM vosirAmi / ' 'bhaMte ! atIta meM maiMne jo AcaraNa kie the, maiM unakA pratikramaNa karatA huuN| usa bhUmikA se aba maiM nayI bhUmikA meM lauTa AyA huuN| maiM jo viSamatA kI bhUmikA meM thA aba samatA kI bhUmikA meM lauTa AyA huuN| maiM apane se dUra calA gayA thA, apane svatva se dUra calA gayA thA, apane ghara ko chor3a bAhara calA gayA thA, aba maiM apane ghara meM phira loTa AyA huuN| maiM nindA karatA huuN| maiMne viSamatA kA jo AcaraNa kiyA thA, Aja maiM anubhava karatA hUM ki vaha niMdanIya aura kutsita thA / maiM gardA karatA huuN| sArA pApakarma ghRNita thA / AdaraNIya nahIM thaa|" 'appANaM vosirAmi'-"maiM apane sAre purAne vyaktitvoM kA visarjana karatA huuN| Aja se maiM nae vyaktitva kA nirmANa karatA huuN| vyaktitva kA nava nirmANa karatA hUM aura jo maiM thA use Page #282 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyaktitva kA nava nirmANa 266 chor3a detA hUM / sAmAyika se pUrva jo merA vyaktitva thA, usakA visarjana karatA hUM | Aja se merA nayA janma hogA, vyaktitva kA nava nirmANa hogA aura maiM nae sire se janma prApta kara apanA jIvana dhAraNa karUMgA / " yaha bahuta bar3I jAgarUkatA hai| jaba taka atIta kA zodhana nahIM hotA taba taka hamArA saMkalpa calatA nahIM hai / vyakti dina meM 10-20 bAra soca letA hai ki yaha kAma acchA nahIM hai, mujhe nahIM karanA cAhie / kintu samaya Ate hI vahI kA vahI kAma ho jAtA hai / isI prakAra krodha na karane kI socatA hai kintu ghaTanA Ate hI gussA taiyAra hai / vyakti aneka manoratha nirmita karatA hai kintu jaba avasara AtA hai taba sArI bAteM vyartha ho jAtI haiM, vilIna ho jAtI haiN| aisA kyoM hotA hai ? isalie hotA hai ki hama kevala vartamAna ko sudhAranA cAhate haiM, kintu atIta kI nirjarA karanA nahIM cAhate / atIta kI nirjarA kie binA, atIta kI zakti ko kSINa kie binA kevala vartamAna ko sudhArane kI bAta vyartha ho jAtI hai / vartamAna meM rahanA bahuta hI jarUrI hai / kintu vartamAna meM rahanA tabhI saMbhava hai jaba atIta pIchA karanA chor3a de / atIta ko kSINa karane kA ekamAtra upAya hai- - draSTAbhAva kA vikaas| jisa vyakti ne apane draSTAbhAva ko vikasita kara liyA usane atIta se apanA piMDa chur3A liyA / jisane draSTAbhAva kA vikAsa nahIM kiyA, use atIta bhUta kI bhAMti satAtA rahatA hai| jaba vaha dhyAna karane baiThatA hai taba hajAroM prakAra kI vAsanAeM ubhara AtI haiM / vyakti nirAza ho jAtA hai / socatA hai-dhyAna mere vaza kI mana kI zAMti ke lie karatA hUM kintu dhyAna karane ke azAMta ho jAtA hai / vaha nirAza vyakti dhyAna ko chor3a detA hai / jaba taka draSTAbhAva kA vikAsa nahIM hotA taba taka sthiti meM parivartana nahIM ho sakatA / prekSAdhyAna ke abhyAsa se draSTAbhAva vikasita hotA hai / prekSAdhyAna se vaha susthira hotA hai / hamArI cetanA kI aisI avasthA nirmita ho jAtI hai ki jo kucha ghaTita hotA hai vaha dekhA jAtA hai, pratikriyA nahIM hotI / sAdhaka mAtra draSTA rahe, pratikriyA na kare / draSTAbhAva kA vikAsa hote hI pratikriyAe pIche raha jAtI haiM / bAta nahIM hai / dhyAna lie baiThate hI mana atIta kA recana karane ke lie do AlaMbana apekSita haiM -- kAyotsargaM aura prekSA / jaba sAdhaka ko yaha lage ki atIta satA rahA hai, mana ko jhakabhora rahA hai, vAsanAeM ubhara rahI haiM, AkAMkSAeM bar3ha rahI haiM, lobha bar3ha rahA Page #283 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "270 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai hai, tRSNA bar3ha rahI hai--ye bAteM mana meM jAgatI haiM taba sAdhaka kAyotsarga kre| jo bhI vicAra Ae, use dekhatA rahe / vicAroM ko roke nhiiN| unheM Ane kA mukta avakAza de| draSTAbhAva se dekhatA jaae| jo AtA hai vaha apane-Apa calA jAegA / jaba sAdhaka draSTAbhAva meM rahatA hai taba atIta kucha bigAr3a nahIM sktaa| karmoM kA, saMskAroM kA ubhAra hotA hai, unakA udaya hotA hai, sAdhaka draSTAbhAva se saba kucha dekhatA jAtA hai| ve vipAka hote haiM aura miTa jAte haiM / unakA AnA-jAnA cAlU rahatA hai aura sAdhaka kA dekhanA cAlU rahatA hai| yahI prekSAdhyAna kI paddhati hai| AcArya hemacaMda ne yogazAstra likhA / usameM bAraha prakaraNa haiN| prathama gyAraha prakaraNoM meM unhoMne paramparAgata dhyAna kI paddhati kA pratipAdana kiyA aura bArahaveM prakaraNa meM apane anubhUta tathyoM kA ullekha kiyaa| unhoMne likhA --"maiM jo kucha isa prakaraNa meM likha rahA hUM vaha kisI zAstra ke AdhAra para nahIM likha rahA hUM, kisI paraMparA ke AdhAra para nahIM likha rahA hUM, kintu merA apanA jo anubhava hai vaha maiM yahAM prakaTa kara rahA huuN|" apane anubhavoM ke prakaTIkaraNa meM unhoMne batAyA ki jo vicAra Ate haiM unheM roko mata / vicAroM ko rokane se ve bhItara daba jAte haiN| aisA lagatA hai ki unake ye vicAra Aja kI manovijJAna kI bhASA meM isa prakAra kahe jAte haiM'icchAoM kA damana mata kro| icchAoM kA damana karoge to ve aura gahare meM calI jAeMgI aura phira bhayaMkara rUpa dhAraNa kara staaeNgii| __ AcArya kahate haiM-"vicAroM ko roko mata, dabAo mt|" to kyA bUre vicAroM ko bhI Ane deM? dhArmika loga bhalA bure vicAroM ko kaise Ane deMge / ve kaheMge-'bure vicAroM para niyaMtraNa lagAnA caahie| unheM rokanA caahie|" Aja ke dhArmika svayaM ke bure vicAroM ke prati itane jAgarUka nahIM hote, jitane jAgarUka ve dUsaroM ke bure karmoM ke prati rahate haiM / ve dUsaroM ko bure karmoM se bacAne ke lie aneka prakAra kA niyaMtraNa rakhate haiM, aneka niyamaupaniyama banAte haiM / aisA lagatA hai ki mAno dharma niyaMtraNa ke AdhAra para cala rahA hai / niyaMtraNa se pariSkAra nahIM aataa| yaha pariSkAra yA nirjarA kI paddhati nahIM hai / yaha to eka aisI paddhati hai ki jisase roga daba jAtA hai, miTatA nhiiN| prAkRtika cikitsA paddhati doSoM ko bAhara nikAlakara svAsthya pradAna karatI hai / doSoM ko dabAtI nhiiN| Page #284 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyaktitva kA nava nirmANa 271 Ayurvedika cikitsA paddhati paMcakarma ke dvArA doSoM ko samApta kara zarIra ko svastha banAtI hai / ailopaithika cikitsA paddhati doSoM ko dabAtI hai / jaba doSa daba jAte haiM taba vyakti meM svastha hone kA bhrama paidA hotA hai / kAlAntara meM ve -doSa ubharate haiM aura vyakti ko daboca lete haiM / niyaMtraNa se burAI ko miTAne kI tulanA ailopaithika cikitsA paddhati se kI jA sakatI hai| isameM burAI miTatI nahIM, upazAMta hotI hai / jo upazAMta hotI hai, vaha ubharatI hai / jo miTa jAtI hai, usake ubhAra kA prazna hI paidA nahIM hotA / moha karma kA upazamana karane vAlA vItarAga kI sthiti taka calA jA sakatA hai / usakA vItarAga vyaktitva prakaTa ho jAtA hai / kintu 'usa sAdhaka ne moha ke aNuoM ko dabAyA hai, upazAMta kiyA hai ! usane kaSAyoM kA upazamana kiyA hai / ve AtmA meM dabe par3e haiM / unakA astitva - banA huA hai / nimitta milate hI ve uchalate haiM aura vItarAga vyakti punaH avItarAga bana jAtA hai nIce calA jAtA hai, gira jAtA hai / vaha lakSya taka nahIM pahuMca pAtA / upazamana kI prakriyA, dabAne kI prakriyA, bhItara rahane dene kI prakriyA - bahuta hI khataranAka hotI hai / bahuta sAre adhikArI loga pratikUla ghaTanA ko dabAne meM adhika vizvAsa karate haiM / ve bhUla jAte haiM ki dabI huI ghaTanA bhayaMkara rUpa dhAraNa karatI hai aura usase aparAdha bhI bhayaMkara hotA hai / sAdhaka dabAe nahIM, pariSkAra kare, nirjarA kare / vicAra cAhe acchA ho yA burA, use dabAe nahIM use khulakara Ane de / sAdhaka kevala mana kA kAyotsarga kare, vacana kA kAyotsarga kare aura zarIra kA kAyotsarga kare | sAdhaka jAgarUkatA se bahuta kucha dekhatA rhe| jaise zvAsa aura zarIra kI prekSA karate haiM, jaise caitanya- kendroM aura karma vipAkoM kI prekSA karate haiM, vaise hI vicAroM kI prekSA kreN| vicAroM ko taTasthabhAva se dekhate cale jAeM / vicAra apane Apa visarjita ho jAeMge / jaba taka unakA recana nahIM hogA taba taka ve satAte raheMge / prANAyAma meM tIna bAteM kI jAtI haiM-- recaka, pUraka aura kuMbhaka / hamAre vyaktitva meM do bAteM prApta hotI haiM--- recaka aura pUraka, chor3anA aura lenA / kintu vAstava meM dekhA jAe to lene kI bAta gauNa ho jAtI hai, kyoMki hama mAnate haiM ki AtmA pUrNa hai / AtmA ko kucha bhI lenA nahIM hai / Page #285 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 272 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai upAdeya kucha bhI nahIM hai / vahAM kevala recaka kI bAta pradhAna hai / hamArI pUrNatA isalie prakaTa nahIM hotI ki hama recana karanA nahIM jAnate / hamAre saMkalpa, hamArI kAmanAeM aura bhAvanAeM, hamAre manoratha isIlie adhUre raha jAte haiM ki hama recana karanA nahIM jAnate / hama recana karanA sIkheM / sAmAyika ke sAtha recana kI bAta Avazyaka aMga ke rUpa meM jur3I huI hai / 'tassa bhaMte ! paDikkamAmi nidAmi garahAmi appANaM vosirAmi' - yaha recana kI prakriyA hai / pratyeka sAdhaka recana karanA sIkheM / acche vicAra Ane para khuza na ho aura bure vicAra Ane para nirAza na ho / jo hotA hai use hone do / jaba nae loga dhyAna kA abhyAsa karate haiM taba bure vicAra Ate hI ghabarA jAte haiM / ve kahate haiM - Aja bahuta burA huA / maiM kahatA hUM-bahuta acchA huA ki utanI gaMdagI bAhara nikala gayI / dhyAna kA artha hai - gaharAI meM jAnA / jaba vyakti gaharAI meM utaratA hai taba eka ke bAda eka parata ughar3atI hai aura dabe hue sAre saMskAra udita hone lagate haiM / yaha dhyAnakAla ke prAraMbha meM hotA hI hai / sAdhaka isase ghabarAe nahIM / do prakAra ke jvara hote haiM-hADajvara aura sAmAnya jvara / jaba jvara haDDIgata ho jAtA hai taba lagatA hai ki koI jvara nahIM hai kintu vaha jvara bahuta hI khataranAka hotA hai / jisa jvara ke lakSaNa pratyakSa dIkhate haiM usakI cikitsA kI jA sakatI hai / kintu asthi-jvara aisA nahIM hai / vaha bAhara nahIM dIkhatA / bhItara hI bhItara calatA hai / vicAroM kA, saMskAroM kA bhI yahI krama hai / sAdhaka ke dvArA jaba una saMskAroM ko kuredA jAtA hai, ukhAr3A jAtA hai taba ve AkramaNa karate haiM / jo sAdhaka dhyAna kI gaharAI meM jAtA hai vaha isa bAta se na ghabarAe ki bure saMskAra ubhara rahe haiM / bure vicAra A rahe haiM / yadi vaha ghabarAkara dhyAna chor3a detA hai to vaha pathacyuta ho jAtA hai / yadi vaha usa sthiti ko saMbhAla letA hai to Age bar3ha jAtA hai / yaha eka aisA bindu hai jahAM se vyakti nIce gar3he meM bhI gira sakatA hai aura chalAMga mArakara Upara zikhara para bhI pahuMca sakatA hai / isalie sAmAyika kI sAdhanA karane vAlA vyakti samajha letA hai ki jo atIta kA RNa yA deya hai, vaha prakaTa hogA, sAmane avazya hI AegA, kintu mujhe ghabarAnA nahIM hai, kyoMki maiM apane vyaktitva ke nava nirmANa meM Page #286 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vyaktitva kA nava nirmANa 273 lagA huA hUM aura purAne vyaktitva ko vijita karane meM prayatnazIla huuN| maiMne aneka mAnyatAoM aura dhAraNAoM ke AdhAra para jisa vyaktitva kA nirmANa kiyA thA use Aja chor3a rahA hUM, usakA recana kara rahA huuN| vyaktitva ke nava nirmANa ke lie naI iMTeM, nayA cUnA aura naI sAmagrI caahie| maiMne use juTA lI hai| purAne vyaktitva ke vijita ho jAne ke kAraNa aba maiM sAmAyika kI sAdhanA meM niraMtara Age se Age bar3hatA jaauuNgaa| Page #287 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 26 / | saMkalikA zakti aura samatA kI dhArA eka sAtha bahatI hai taba mAnasika svAsthya ghaTita hotA hai| samatA kI sAdhanA ke sUtra hI mAnasika svAsthya kI sAdhanA ke sUtra 0 0 * apane-Apa ko jAneM--apanI kSamatA akSamatA ko jAneM / * apane kRta ke pariNAmoM ko svIkAra kreN| 0 satya (sArvabhauma niyamoM) ke prati samarpita rheN| 0 sahiSNutA ko vikasita kreN| * apanA yathArtha rUpa prastuta kreN| parsaneliTI perAmITara isase vyaktitva kA aGkana aura mAnasika svAsthya kI parakha hotI hai / isake chaha saMketa-bindu haiM1. vezabhUSA-kapar3e kaise pahanatA hai ? apane prati kitanA sajaga hai ? 2. vyavahAra-vibhinna paristhitiyoM meM kaisA vyavahAra karatA hai ? 3. vicAra--apane bAre meM tathA dUsare ke bAre meM kitanA sAmaJjasya sthApita kara pAtA hai ? 4. pratikriyA-utAra-car3hAva yA vibhinna paristhitiyoM kI kyA pratikriyA hotI hai ? 5. svabhAva kaisA hai ?-AzA, nirAzA, milanasAritA / 6. nirNaya-zakti-vyaktigata aura sAmAjika-donoM stara para / Page #288 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika svAsthya kyA hama svastha haiM ?-yaha prazna hama kisI dUsare se na pUche, apaneApa se pUche / isa prazna kA uttara kisI dUsare se pAne kA prayatna na kareM kintu apane-Apa se hI isakA uttara pAne kA prayatna kreN| yadi hamAre jIvana meM samatA hai to samajhanA cAhie ki hama zarIra se bhI svastha haiM aura mana se bhI svastha haiM / yadi samatA nahIM hai to hama zarIra se bhI svastha nahIM haiM aura mana se bhI svastha nahIM hai| hama svAsthya ko do Tukar3oM meM tor3ate haiN| eka hai zArIrika svAsthya aura dUsarA hai mAnasika svAsthya / yadi hama gahare meM utarakara dekheM to yaha vibhAjana jarUrI nahIM lgtaa| mana svastha hai to samajha lenA cAhie ki zarIra svastha hai| zarIra svastha hai to samajha lenA cAhie ki mana svastha hai| zarIra aura mana--donoM jur3e hue haiN| mana zarIra ko prabhAvita karatA hai aura zarIra mana ko prabhAvita karatA hai| kintu mana kA prabhAva zarIra para gaharA hotA hai| yadi mana svastha hai to zarIra svastha hogA hii| mana kA svAsthya samatA se saMbaMdhita hai| yadi mana meM samatA hai to mAnasika svAsthya hogA aura yadi samatA nahIM hai to mana kabhI svastha nahIM ho sakatA / samatA kI sAdhanA ke jo sUtra haiM, ve hI mAnasika svAsthya kI sAdhanA ke sUtra haiN| mAnasika svAsthya kI sAdhanA kA pahalA sUtra hai-apane-Apako jaano| jo vyakti apane-Apako nahIM jAnatA, vaha manasA svastha nahIM hotaa| mAnasika svAsthya ke lie apane-Apako jAnanA bahuta jarUrI hai| jo apanI kSamatA ko nahIM jAnatA, apanI akSamatA ko nahIM jAnatA, vaha vyakti mana se svastha kaise ho sakatA hai ? hamAre meM yogyatA hai, kSamatA hai, kintu hamane kabhI apane-Apako jAnane kA prayatna nahIM kiyA / vyakti sakSama hote hue bhI akSama anubhava karatA hai / mana anutAra se bhara jAtA hai / apane prati abhadra vyavahAra dekhakara vyakti bhabhaka uThatA hai, mana meM asaMtoSa ubhara AtA hai kyoMki vaha apanI akSamatA ko nahIM jaantaa| jaba vaha apanI akSamatA ko nahIM jAnatA taba vaha dUsaroM ko hI dekhatA hai, svayaM ko nahIM dekha paataa| pitA ke do putra haiN| pitA eka putra ko dAyitva sauMpa detA hai taba dUsare ke mana meM asaMtoSa ko Page #289 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 276 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai jvAlA ubhara AtI hai / yaha isalie ubharatI hai ki vaha yaha nahIM jAnatA ki vaha isa dAyitva ke lie akSama hai / jo vyakti apane-Apa ko nahIM jAnatA vaha apane mana meM sadA jalane vAlI Aga sulagA detA hai aura usameM sadA jalatA rahatA hai| mAnasika svAsthya ke lie svayaM kI yogyatA aura ayogyatA kA nirIkSaNa bahuta Avazyaka hai / mAnasika svAsthya kI sAdhanA kA dUsarA sUtra hai-pariNAmoM kI svIkRti / hama pravRtti karate haiM, kintu usake pariNAmoM ko svIkAra nahIM karate aura isIlie mana meM asaMtoSa aura azAMti paidA hotI hai / kRta ke pariNAmoM se jahAM apane-Apa ko bacAne kI manovRtti hotI hai, vahAM mAnasika svAsthya khatare meM par3a jAtA hai / roga kA eka kITANu usameM ghusa jAtA hai / pariNAma ko svIkAra karane ke lie mana bahuta zaktizAlI cAhie / jo mana zaktihIna hotA hai vaha kabhI pariNAmoM ko svIkAra nahIM kara sakatA / hameM acche yA bure sabhI prakAra ke pariNAmoM ko svIkAranA caahie| isameM kabhI hicakicAhaTa nahIM honI caahie| jisa vyakti meM pariNAmoM ko svIkAra karane kA sAhasa nahIM hotA, bhaya hotA hai vaha pariNAmoM ko dUsare ke mAthe para mar3ha detA hai| svayaM baca nikalanA cAhatA hai| yadi pariNAma acchA hai to usakA zreya svayaM lenA cAhegA aura yadi burA pariNAma hai to usakA azreya dUsare para ur3ela degA / yaha sAhasahInatA hai / isase mana malina hotA hai, bImAra hotA hai| ___mAnasika svAsthya kI sAdhanA kA tIsarA sUtra hai-satya ke prati samarpaNa / satya kI vyAkhyA bahuta hI jaTila hai / kise satya mAnA jAe ? hameM isameM ulajhanA nahIM hai / satya kA artha hai-sArvabhauma niyama (yunivarsala TUtha) mRtyu eka sArvabhauma niyama hai, yaha eka bar3I sacAI hai / koI bhI ise nahIM TAla sakatA / isa duniyA meM tIrthaMkara bhagavAna, arhat, masIhA Adi-Adi aneka zaktizAlI vyakti hue haiM jo isa zAzavata niyama ko nahIM TAla pAe haiN| koI bhI isa sArvabhauma niyama kA apavAda nahIM bana sktaa| koI amara nahIM raha sakatA / koI bhI prANI sadeha amara nahIM hotA / videha meM jo amara hotA hai vaha hamAre sAmane nahIM hai / mRtyu eka sacAI hai / karma eka sacAI hai / kAla eka sacAI hai / vastu svabhAva eka sacAI haiM / jo bhI sArvabhauma sacAiyAM haiM, vyApaka satya haiM, unake prati jo samarpita rahatA hai, vaha mAnasika dRSTi se svastha raha sakatA hai| eka vyakti ke pAsa eka ghar3I thii| vaha guma ho gayI / vyakti rone nal Page #290 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika svAsthya 277 lagA / usakA vilApa kaI dinoM taka calatA rhaa| usake muMha para udAsI chA gaI / jo arabapati haiM, karor3apati haiM, unake jeba se bhI yadi sau rupaye guma ho jAte haiM, to usakA sArA dina udAsI meM bItatA hai / isakA matalaba hai ki ve sacAI ke prati samarpita nahIM haiM / ve isa sacAI ko nahIM jAnate ki jahAM saMyoga hotA hai vahAM viyoga nizcita hai / hama isa sacAI ke prati samarpita hoM - 'saMyogAH viprayogAntA: ' saMyoga viprayoga se jur3e rahate haiM / jisa kSaNa meM saMyoga hotA hai vahIM se viyoga kA silasilA bhI cAlU ho jAtA hai / janma ke sAtha hI mRtyu kA kSaNa bhI prAraMbha ho jAtA hai| janma kA aMtima pariNAma hai mRtyu | janma ho aura mRtyu na ho yaha kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai / jo isa sacAI ke prati samarpita nahIM hote ve asaMtulita aura vikRta ho jAte haiM / unakA mana asvastha ho jAtA hai / mAnasika roga AkrAnta kara letA hai / jo mRtyu kI sacAI ko jAnate haiM ve kisI ke mara jAne para apanA saMtulana nahIM khote / kucha duHkha hotA hai, kintu vaha bhI sthAyI nahIM rahatA, kSaNika hotA hai / jinhoMne isa zAzvata satya ke prati samarpaNa nahIM kiyA ve mRtyu kI ghaTanA se vicalita ho jAte haiM aura apane mana ko rogI banA dete haiM / mAnasika svAsthya kI sAdhanA kA cauthA sUtra hai - sahiSNutA kA vikAsa / sahiSNutA ko vikasita kie binA koI vyakti saMtulita jIvana nahIM jI sakatA / jo vyakti sahiSNu nahIM hotA vaha apane mana ko sadA duHkha meM DA rahatA hai | kAMca kA bartana kaba phUTa jAe kahA nahIM jA sakatA / asahiSNu vyakti kA mana kaba TUTa jAe kahA nahIM jA sakatA / sadA AzaMkA banI kI banI rahatI hai / thor3I-sI koI sthiti AtI hai aura tatkAla mana becaina ho uThatA hai / vyakti dhyAna karane baiThatA hai / garmI ke dina haiM / paMkhA acAnaka baMda ho jAtA hai / aba mana dhyAna se haTa kara paMkhe meM ulajha jAtA hai / mana tar3apane lagatA hai / mana itanA Akula vyAkula ho jAtA hai ki becArA dhyAna kahIM aTaka jAtA hai / yaha kyoM hotA hai ? yaha isIlie hotA hai ki vyakti ne sahiSNutA kA mUlyAMkana nahIM kiyA / hajAroM padArthoM ke upalabdha hone yA na hone para bhI sahiSNutA apanA mUlya nahIM khotI / jIvana kI sArI sukha-suvidhAeM upalabdha hoM, kintu ve zAzvata nahIM haiM / yaha sArvabhauma niyama hai ki ve prApta hotI haiM aura dUra ho jAtI haiN| jisa kSaNa meM ve chUTatI haiM usa kSaNa meM kyA bItatI hai, yaha vahI vyakti jAna sakatA hai, jisane sahiSNutA ko nahIM samajhA Page #291 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 278 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai hai| jisane sahiSNutA ko sAdha liyA hai usake lie sardI-garmI, bhUkha-pyAsa, suvidhA-asuvidhA koI arthavAn nahIM hote| kyoMki aise vyaktiyoM ne apane mana kA aura apane zarIra kA aisA nirmANa kara DAlA hai ki vaha hara sthiti ko jhelane meM samartha aura sakSama hotA hai| jaba hara sthiti ko jhelane kA sAmarthya nahIM hotA taba aneka samasyAeM uThatI haiM, vyakti ghabarA jAtA hai / jo vyakti kaThinAiyoM meM palA-pusA, phira kucha suvidhAeM upalabdha huI ArAma meM jIne lagA, phira kaThinAiyAM A gayIM to aisA vyakti una kaThinAiyoM ko jhela sakatA hai / vaha vicalita nahIM hotaa| jisa vyakti ne Aga ko jhelA hai, vaha hara AMca meM se gujarane meM saphala ho jAtA hai| kintu jo vyakti ArAma meM rahA hai, jisane kabhI duHkha-duvidhAoM ko nahIM dekhA, vaha vyakti Akasmika kaThinAiyoM meM TUTa jAtA hai| vaha unako sahana nahIM kara sakatA / isalie vipadAoM ko jhelane kA abhyAsa karanA cAhie / ___ loga sakalpa karate haiM, para apane saMkalpa para Tika nahIM pAte / isake tIna kAraNa haiM--- 1. citta kI cpltaa| 2. ashissnnutaa| 3. indriyoM kI ucchaMkhalatA / 'atyaktacitta cApalyAH, ajitograparISahAH / aniruddhAkSasantAnAH, praskhalantyAtmanizcaye // ' "saMkalpa karate samaya kaSToM kI dhAraNA nahIM hotI, kintu ve Ate haiM taba jinameM titikSA kA abhyAsa nahIM hotA unakA jIvana hI naSTa ho jAtA hai|" jIvana meM sahiSNutA kA vikAsa atyanta Avazyaka hai| titikSA kA itanA vikAsa honA cAhie ki vyakti Ane vAlI pratyeka paristhiti ko bhela sake aura usake sAtha sAmajasya sthApita kara sake / aisI sthiti meM vizva kI koI zakti mana ko vicalita nahIM kara sktii| jisa vyakti ne sahiSNutA kA abhyAsa kara liyA, sahiSNutA sAdha lI, usa vyakti ke mana ko bhagavAn bhI asaMtuSTa nahIM kara sktaa| jisane sahiSNutA kA abhyAsa nahIM kiyA usa vyakti ke mana ko bhagavAna bhI svastha nahIM banA sakatA / saba-kucha mila jAne para bhI vaha yahI kahegA-amuka vastu nahIM milii| usakA asaMtoSa ubhara-ubharakara bAhara AtA rhegaa| sahiSNutA kA vikAsa hone para asaMtoSa miTa jAtA hai / Page #292 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika svAsthya mAnasika svAsthya kI sAdhanA kA pAMcavAM sUtra hai--apane-Apako yathArtharUpa meM prastuta karanA / samAja ke sandarbha meM vyakti apane-Apako yathArtharUpa meM prastuta karanA nahIM cAhatA / vaha apane-Apako bar3e ke rUpa meM prastuta karatA hai jisase ki usakI sAmAjika pratiSThA bar3he aura vaivAhika saMbaMdha suvidhApUrvaka ho sake / kintu jaba yathArthaM sAmane AtA hai taba bahuta kaThinAiyAM paidA ho jAtI haiM / taba mana-muTAva hotA hai, lar3AiyAM hotI haiM, mAnasika azAMti hotI hai aura vaha varSoM taka banI rahatI hai / sunA hai, eka vyakti apanI lar3akI ke lie dUsare gAMva meM lar3akA dekhane gyaa| vahAM pahale se hI SaDyaMtra racA rakhA thA / eka kamare se rupayoM ke TanakAra kI AvAja A rahI thI / vaha TanakAra kSaNa bhara ke lie bhI banda nahIM ho rahI thI / lar3akI vAloM ne socA, kitanA dhana hai inake pAsa ? kitane samaya se ye rupaye gina rahe haiM ? bahuta saMpanna lagate haiM / vivAha kI bAta taya ho gayI / ThIka samaya para vivAha ho gayA / phira vAstavikatA kA patA claa| donoM parivAra vAle eka-dUsare se kaTa gae / saMbaMdhoM meM darAreM par3a gayIM / sAmajika sandarbha meM apane Apako ayathArtharUpa meM prastuta karanA apaneApako dhokhA denA hai dUsare ko dhokhA denA hai| isase na jAne kitanI kaThinAiyAM aura samasyAeM paidA ho jAtI haiM / pratyeka vyakti apane jIvana ke hara kSetra meM yathArtha ko chipAtA hai aura ayathArtha ko prastuta karatA hai / yaha dvaidha hai / jo sundara nahIM hai, vaha apane ko sundara dikhAne kA bharapUra prayatna karatA | vaha sabhI upAya kAma meM lAtA hai / jitanI bhI prasAdhana kI sAmagrI hai vaha upayoga karatA hai / para vAsta vikatA jaba khulatI hai taba nagna satya sAmane AtA hai / sAmane vAlA vyakti bhI asaMtuSTa hotA hai aura svayaM bhI asaMtuSTa hotA hai / eka vyakti thA / vaha aneka bAra saMparka meM AtA / vaha sadA yahIM kahatA - " maiMne jIvana meM eka vrata le rakhA hai ki maiM jaisA hUM vaisA hI dIkhUM, vaisA hI apane-Apako prastuta karUM / aisA na ho ki maiM hUM to aura kucha aura prastuta kucha aura hI karUM apane vyaktitva para aisA paradA DAla dUM ki dekhane vAle ko vaha aura kisI rUpa meM dIkhe / yaha dhokhA hai / " jo vyakti sAmAjika saMdarbhoM meM apane-Apako yathArtha rUpa meM prastuta karatA hai vaha mAnasika dRSTi se bahuta svastha aura zaktizAlI hotA hai / ayathArtha rUpa meM vahI vyakti apane ko prastuta karatA hai jo mana se durbala hotA hai / aisA vyakti apanI 276 Page #293 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 280 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai kamajorI kA lAbha uThAnA cAhatA hai| mAnasika svAsthya ke ye kucheka sUtra haiM / ye hI samatA ke sUtra haiM / jisa vyakti ke mana meM samatA pratiSThita hai vaha kabhI apane ko ayathArtha rUpa meM prastuta nahIM karegA / jisa vyakti ke mana meM sahiSNutA kA vikAsa hai vaha samatA ko sAdha skegaa| jisake mana meM sahiSNutA nahIM hai, vaha samatA nahIM sAdha sakatA / vaha bAlU kyA samatA sAdha pAegI jo thor3I-sI garmI meM garma ho jAtI hai aura ThaMDa meM ThaMDI ho jAtI hai ? prazna hai ki kyA bAlU garma hai ? kyA bAlU ThaMDI hai ? uttara kucha bhI nahIM diyA jA skegaa| vaha sardI ke dinoM meM ThaMDI aura garmI ke dinoM meM garma hotI hai| dina meM bAlU garma hotI hai aura rAta meM tthNddii| isakA apanA kucha nahIM hai| vaise hI havA bhI na ThaMDI hotI hai aura na garma / sardI ke dinoM meM vaha ThaMDI aura garmI ke dinoM meM garma ho jAtI hai| havA apane Apa meM ThaMDI bhI nahIM hai aura apane-Apa meM garma bhI nahIM hai| jisa vyakti kA mana mUr3hatA se AplAvita nahIM hai jisa vyakti kA mana samatA meM pratiSTita hai, vaha na ThaMDA hai aura na garma, vaha na rAjI hai aura na nArAja / kucha bhI nahIM kahA jA sktaa| jisakA mana mUr3ha hotA hai daha pahale kSaNa meM rAjI hotA hai aura dUsare hI kSaNa meM nArAja ho jAtA hai| mana ke anukUla hotA hai to vaha rAjI hotA hai aura pratikUla hone para tatkAla nArAja ho jAtA hai / vaha madArI ke hAtha kA baMdara bana jAtA hai / jaba cAho taba nacA lo, jaisA cAho vaisA nacA lo| samatA ke Ane para yaha saba chUTa jAtA hai| nArAjagI aura rAjIpana kA cakra TUTa jAtA hai / __ mana kI ananta paryAyeM haiN| vaha pratipala badalatA rahatA hai| mana ke AdhAra para kisI eka nizcita siddhAMta kI sthApanA nahIM kI jA sktii| kisI bhI, eka nizcaya kI anubhUti nahIM kI jA sktii| mana aneka rUpa badalatA hai| isako eka nizcaya para le jAne kA eka hI mArga hai, vaha mArga hai--sahiSNutA kaa| sahiSNutA aura samatA kA pArasparika anubaMdha hai / sahiSNutA se samatA kA vikAsa hotA hai / mana anukUla aura pratikUla-donoM sthitiyoM ko samabhAva se saha sake, yaha hai usako eka nizcaya para le jaanaa| jaba vyakti satya ke prati pUrNa samarpita ho jAtA hai taba samatA kI sAdhanA vikasita hotI hai| jo vyakti satya ke prati samarpita nahIM hotA vaha sAmAyika nahIM kara sakatA, samatA kI sAdhanA nahIM kara sktaa| samatA aura mAnasika svAsthya alaga-alaga nahIM haiN| samatA kA hI eka nAma hai-- Page #294 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika svAsthya 281 svAsthya / donoM paryAyavAcI haiM / Ayurveda meM zarIra ke svAsthya ko hI svAsthya nahIM mAnA hai, mana ke svAsthya ko bhI svAsthya mAnA hai| eka prazna AyA ki svastha kauna hai ? isake uttara meM kahA gayA 'samAgniH samadoSazca, samadhAtumalakriyaH / prasannAtmendriyamanAH, svastha ityabhidhIyate // ' -jisa vyakti ke zarIra kI dhAtueM sama haiM, viSama nahIM haiM, agni sama hai, viSama nahIM hai, doSa aura mala kI kriyA bhI sama hai, vaha svAsthya ke ye lakSaNa haiM / jisakI iMdriyA ucchaMkhala nahIM haiM, jisakA indriyoM para niyaMtraNa hai, jo prasanna AtmA hai vaha svasthya hai jisakI zarIra kI dhAtueM aura maladoSa sama haiM kintu mana kI prasannatA nahIM hai, nirmalatA nahIM hai to vaha vyakti svastha nahIM ho sakatA / jisakA indriyoM para niyaMtraNa nahIM hai vaha svastha nahIM ho sakatA / svastha rahane ke lie zarIra kI kriyAoM kA ThIka honA aura mana kI prasannatA honA-donoM Avazyaka haiM / mana kI prasannatA kA artha harSa nahIM hai / jahAM harSa hai vahAM zoka hai| jahAM zoka hai vahAM harSa hai| kevala harSa yA kevala zoka nahIM hotaa| yaha eka jor3A hai, dvandva hai| mana kI nirmalatA isase bhinna vastu hai| 'nirmalaM gaganaM'-AkAza nirmala hai| isakA artha hai ki AkAza bAdaloM se rahita hai, nirmala hai / jo AkAza bAdaloM se vyApta hai, reta aura dhUla se vyApta hai, vaha nirmala nahIM hotaa| jo ina sabase zUnya hai vaha nirmala hotA hai| jisameM harSa aura zoka-donoM nahIM haiM vaha hai mana kI nirmala avasthA, mana kI prasanna avsthaa| zArIrika svAsthya aura mAnasika svAsthya ko nahIM tor3A jA sakatA / mAnasika svAsthya aura samatA ko bhI nahIM tor3A jA sktaa| apane-Apa se prazna pUche aura apane-Apa samAdhAna 'prApta kara leN| manovijJAna ne mAnasika svAsthya ke parIkSaNa kI kasauTiyAM bhI dI haiM / 'parsaneliTI perAmITara' kI paddhati se vyaktitva ko aMkita karane aura mAnasika svAsthya ko jAMcane ke sUtra die haiM, kucha bindu prastuta kie haiM / pahalA perAmITara hai-vesh-bhuussaa| vyakti kaise kapar3e pahanatA hai| vaha apane prati kitanA sajaga hai| vaha kapar3oM ko kisa caturAI se dhAraNa karatA hai| kapar3e pahanane kI vidhi se mana kI prasannatA nApI jA sakatI hai| dUsarA perAmITara hai-vyavahAra / vyakti vibhinna paristhitiyoM meM kaisA vyavahAra karatA hai ? kabhI saMtulita vyavahAra aura kabhI asaMtulita vyavahAra Page #295 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 282 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai karane vAle kA mana svastha nahIM hotA / jo vyakti mAnasika dRSTi se svastha hai to usake prati sAmane vAlA kitanA hI durvyavahAra kyoM na kare, vaha apanA saMtulana nahIM khoegaa| vaha acchA vyavahAra ho kregaa| vaha apane acche vyavahAra ke dvArA sAmane vAle vyakti ke vyavahAra ko badalegA yA use yaha socane ke lie bAdhya karegA ki yaha vyakti sacamuca hI vinamra aura sadvyavahAra karane vAlA hai| amerikA ke rASTrapati abrAhama liMkana AdhyAtmika vyakti the / sAdhAraNa se sAdhAraNa vyakti bhI unake sAmane AtA, TopI utArakara praNAma karatA to svayaM rASTrapati bhI apanA haiTa utArakara usake abhivAdana ko svIkAra karate / rASTrapati ke mitroM ne yaha dekhakara kahA-"Apa rASTrapati haiM / Apako sAmAnya vyakti ke Age haiTa nahIM utaranA caahie| eka sAmAnya nAgarika ApakA abhivAdana karatA hai to vaha usakA kartavya hai, use karanA hI cAhie / para Apa rASTrapati haiM, Apako apane sthAna kI garimA rakhanI hai|" rASTrapati bole-"amerikA kA rASTrapati vinamratA aura vyavahAra meM kisI se choTA par3anA nahIM cAhatA / amerikA kA nAgarika sadvyavahAra kare aura amerikA kA rASTrapati tuccha vyavahAra kare yaha kaise ho sakatA hai ? rASTrapati kA jo pada hai, dAyitva hai, usakI jo garimA hai, usako dekhate hue yaha Avazyaka hai ki vaha apane vinamra vyavahAra ko na chodd'e|" ___ mAnasika svAsthya kI eka kasauTI hai / jo vyakti mana se svastha hotA hai vaha acchA vyavahAra karane vAle ke prati acchA vyavahAra karatA hai aura usa vyakti ke prati bhI acchA vyavahAra karatA hai jo pratikUla vyavahAra karatA hai / acche ke prati acchA aura bure ke prati bhI acchA / vaha aisA isalie karatA hai ki yadi sAmane vAlA vyakti mAnasika dRSTi se asvastha hai to kyA vaha bhI asvastha ho jAe ? vamana karane vAle ko dekhakara kyA svayaM bhI vamana karane laga jAe ? bhana kI svasthatA rakhane vAlA vyakti aisA nahIM kara sakatA / pratikUla vyavahAra vahI vyakti karatA hai jo mana se durbala hai, mana se asvastha hai| jina vyaktiyoM ne ina sUtroM kA vikAsa kiyA ki 'zaThe zAThyaM samacaret,' 'iMTa kA javAba patthara se'-ve vyakti vAstava meM hI mana se rogI the| yadi ve svastha hote to isa prakAra ke sUtroM kA pratipAdana nahIM hotA / AvazyakatA yaha hai ki sAmane vAlA vyakti yadi mana se durbala hai, asvastha hai to tuma apane mAnasika svAsthya kA paricaya do aura use yaha samajhane kA Page #296 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika svAsthya avasara do ki tuma mana se rugNa nahIM ho, mana se svastha ho / mAnasika svAsthya kA tIsarA perAmITara hai- vicAra / mAnasika azAMti kA bahuta bar3A kAraNa yaha ki vyakti vicAra karanA nahIM jAnatA / AdamI socane kucha baiThatA hai aura soca kucha aura letA hai| AdamI jAnatA hI nahIM ki kaise socanA cAhie, kaise cintana karanA cAhie ? manuSya kA sArA jIvana vicAra ke dvArA saMcAlita hotA hai / jIvana kA sArA kAryakalApa vicAra ke dvArA nirdhArita hotA hai, kintu vaha nahIM jAnatA ki kaise socanA cAhie, kaise cintana karanA cAhie ? socate samaya manuSya ke sAmane M aneka tarka prastuta hote haiM aura vaha apane socane ke mArga se bhaTaka jAtA hai / vicAra ke dvArA vyakti ko parakhA jA sakatA hai / vyakti ke vicAroM kA vizleSaNa karo aura tuma yaha jAna jAoge ki vaha kaisA hai / vicAra ke dvArA hI vyakti ke mAnasika svAsthya ko jAnA jA sakatA hai / jaba mana svastha hotA hai, taba vyakti kI upaja bhI svastha hotI hai / vaha sahI bAta ko sahI DhaMga se socatA hai | svastha cintana kaise hotA hai, ise hama samajheM / AcArya bhikSu jaMgala meM eka vRkSa ke nIce baiThe the / saMyogavaza koI sAdhu pAsa meM nahIM thA / ve a hI the| usa mArga se eka kAphilA nikalA / kucha loga pAsa meM aae| unhoMne vaMdanA kara pUchA - "mahArAja Apa kauna haiM ? ApakA nAma kyA / " AcArya bhikSu ne kahA - " maiM muni hUM / merA nAma hai bhIkhana / " loga eka sAtha bola par3e - "are, bhIkhanajI ! hamane ApakI bahuta prazaMsA sunI hai| gAMva-gAMva meM ApakI mahimA ke gIta gAe jA rahe haiM / hamAre mana meM to ApakI tasvIra hI dUsarI thI / hamane socA thA --- kitane bar3e saMta hoNge| unake sAtha saMtoM kI bar3I TolI hogI / unake pAsa hAthI, ghor3e, naukara-cAkara Adi hoNge| bar3A ThATa-bATa hogA / parantu Apa to akele hI haiM / jamIna para baiThe haiM / na naukara, na cAkara, na ghor3A, na hAthI / sAmAnya vyakti kI bhAMti Apa baiThe haiM / " 283 AcArya bhikSu ke mana para isa cintana kA koI asara nahIM huA, kyoMki unakA cintana svastha thA / yadi cintana asvastha hotA to mana-hI-mana duHkhI ho jAte aura yaha socate ki logoM ke mana meM merI tasvIra kucha aura hai aura maiM kucha aura huuN| yadi jamIna phaTa jAe to maiM usameM samA jAUM / AcArya bhikSu ne socA- 'yadi mere pAsa itanA ThATa-bATa, hAthIghor3e hote to bhIkhana kI itanI mahimA nahIM hotii| maiM akelA hUM isalie Page #297 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 284 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai yaha sArI mahimA hotI hai| jo vyakti apane meM akelA hotA hai aura apane akelepana kA anubhava karatA hai vaha svayaM apanI mahimA kA anubhava karatA hai aura dUsare bhI usakI mahimA kA anubhava karate haiN|' yaha thA Acarya bhikSu kA svastha cintana / cintana se vyakti ko parakhA jA sakatA hai, vyakti ke mAnasika svAsthya kA parIkSaNa kiyA jA sakatA hai| mAnasika svAsthya kA cauthA perAmITara hai-pratikriyA / vibhinna paristhitiyoM meM hone vAlI vibhinna pratikriyAoM ke dvArA samajhA jA sakatA hai ki vyakti kA mAnasika svAsthya kaisA hai| koI vyakti kaTu bAta kahatA hai to usakA uttara kaTu bAta se hI diyA jAe yaha jarUrI nahIM hai| kintu jaba ye pratikriyAeM pragaTa hotI haiM jaba yaha jAna liyA jAtA hai ki vyakti mana se kitanA rugNa hai / pitA yadi mAnasika dRSTi se svastha hai to putra ke krodhita hone para bhI vaha vicalita nahIM hogA / vaha kahegA-"beTA ! koI bAta nahIM hai| dhairya rkho| zAMta hokara isa bAta ko soco|" loga socate haiM-"beTA gusse meM hai aura bApa yadi usase dugunA gussA na kare to vaha kaisA bApa !" aisA socanA mAnasika asvAsthya kA lakSaNa hai| beTe ne gusse meM kahA"pitAjI ! Aja se maiM Apase alaga hotA huuN| maiM Apake sAtha bhojana nahIM kruuNgaa|" svastha mana vAle pitA ne kahA-"koI bAta nhiiN| tuma mere sAtha bhojana mata krnaa| maiM tumhAre sAtha bhojana kara liyA kruuNgaa| itane dina tuma mere sAtha the, Aja se maiM tumhAre sAtha rhuuNgaa|" yaha sunate hI beTe kA krodha utara jAtA hai aura saMgharSa Tala jAtA hai| mAnasika svAsthya ko mApane kA pAMcavAM perAmITara hai-svbhaav| AdamI kA svabhAva kaisA hai ? AdamI AlasI hai yA karmaTha ? AzAvAdI hai yA nirAzAvAdI ? kucha loga aise hote haiM jo AzA meM bhI nirAzA DhUMr3ha nikAlate haiM aura kucha loga aise hote haiM jo nirAzA meM bhI AzA DhaMr3ha nikAlate haiN| AzAvAdI vyakti nIrasa vAtAvaraNa meM bhI AzA aura utsAha bhara detA hai| Apa yaha na mAneM ki jo vyakti hamezA AzA aura utsAha kI bAta karate haiM ve ayathArtha kI bAta karate haiM / vaha jIvana kA yathArtha hai, jIvana kA palAyana nahIM hai / ve isa sacAI meM eka tathya yaha jor3a denA cAhate haiM jisase ki vaha sacAI vAstavika sacAI yA kriyAnviti kI sacAI bana jAe / "nirAzA meM AzA dekhane vAle vyakti aise hote haiN| eka ghaTanA hai| AcArya bhikSu ke samaya meM veNIrAmajI nAma ke eka Page #298 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAnasika svAsthya 285 muni the| eka bAra ve bhikSA meM do dAleM mizrita kara le Ae / eka dAla thI ur3ada kI aura eka dAla thI mUga kii| AcArya bhikSu ne kahA- "yaha kyA kiyA ? do dAleM kyoM milA lAe?" veNIrAmajI ne kahA-"donoM dAla haiN| milAne meM apatti hI kyA hai ? dAla-dAla eka hI hotI hai|" bhikSu bole"mAnA ki donoM dAleM haiN| kintu rugNa muni ke lie yaha mizrita dAla abhojya hai| use kevala mUga kI dAla hI dI jA sakatI hai|" veNIrAmajI ne Aveza meM Akara kahA-"jo ho gayA so ho gayA / " AcArya bhikSu ne upAlaMbha diyaa| veNIrAmajI jAkara so ge| saba bhojana karane baitthe| AcArya bhikSa ne kahA-"veNIrAma nahIM AyA ?" saMtoM ne kahA-"ve so rahe haiM / " AcArya bhikSu ne kahA-"veNIrAma ! doSa mere dekha rahA hai yA apane ?" yaha sunate hI veNIrAmajI Ae aura AcArya bhikSa ke caraNoM meM par3akara kSamAyAcanA karane lge| kucha vyakti aise hote haiM jo AzA meM nirAzA jagA dete haiM aura kucha vyakti aise hote haiM jo nirAzA meM bhI AzA ke dIpa jalA dete haiM / mAnasika svAsthya ko nApane kA chaThA perAmITara hai-nirNaya kI shkti| vyakti ThIka nirNaya letA hai yA nahIM letA? vyakti tatkAla nirNaya letA hai yA nahIM letA ? ciMtana to calatA hai aura nirNaya kucha bhI nahIM liyA jAtA-ina sabake AdhAra para mana ke svAsthya kA patA lagAyA jA sakatA manovijJAna ne mAnasika svAsthya ke parIkSaNa ke ye kucha pairAmITara, chaha bindu sujhAeM haiN| hamane AdhyAtmika dRSTi se samatA ke binduoM para vicAra kiyA aura manovijJAna kI dRSTi se mAnasika svAsthya ke binduoM para vicAra kiyaa| isakA niSkarSa yaha hai ki jo vyakti saMtulita jIvana jItA hai, samatA kA jIvana jItA hai, sahiSNutA kA jIvana jItA hai, mana ko AvezoM aura duzcitAoM kI bhaTTI meM nahIM jhoMkatA, vaha vyakti mAnasika daSTi se svastha hotA hai / samatA kA bahuta bar3A pariNAma hai mAnasika svAsthya / jisa vyakti ne samatA kA mUlyAMkana nahIM kiyA, usane apane mAnasika svAsthya ko kabhI bhI saMjokara rakhane kA prayatna nahIM kiyaa| jo vyakti samatA kA anubhava karatA hai, saMtulana kA anubhava karatA hai, vaha vyakti apane mAnasika svAsthya ko eka bahuta bar3I dharohara mAnakara usakI surakSA karatA hai / samatA kA honA mAnasika svAsthya kA honA hai aura mAnasika svAsthya kA honA samatA kA honA hai| Page #299 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 27 | saMkalikA * prekSA ke abhyAsa se * zarIra kI sakriyatA bar3hatI hai| 0 caitanya kendra sakriya hote haiN| * draSTAbhAva kA vikAsa hotA hai| * padArtha se nikaTa kA sambandha sthApita hotA hai aura usake Anta rika svarUpa ko jAnane-samajhane kA avasara milatA hai| anuprekSA ke abhyAsa se* yathArtha kI anubhUti hotI hai / * sAmAjika samparkoM se panapane vAlI mUcrchA ko tor3ane aura maloM ___ kI saphAI kA avasara milatA hai| 0 mana kI nirmalatA kA vikAsa hotA hai| * ekAgratA ke abhyAsa se 0 mana kI zakti kA vikAsa hotA hai| * lezyA-dhyAna ke abhyAsa se * nirmala bhAvoM kA nirmANa hotA hai| * darzana-mUlaka darzana-Atma-pariSkAra, samanvaya, maitrii| * tarka-mUlaka darzana-vivAda, saMgharSa, jaya, parAjaya / * sUkSma-satya aura sthUla-satya ko jAnane ke sAdhana-sUkSma aura sthUla / Aja ke dArzanika ke pAsa kevala tarka, jo pahuMcatA nahIM kintu ulajhAtA hai| 00 Page #300 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prekSA-dhyAna aura mAnasika prazikSaNa prekSA-dhyAna kI sAdhanA ke dvArA darzana kA nayA adhyAya khula rahA hai| maiM darzana kA vidyArthI rahA hUM isalie usakI vizeSatAoM ke sAtha-sAtha usakI kamiyAM bhI jAnatA huuN| darzana ke prati mana meM eka sammAna kA bhAva hai to sAtha-sAtha usake prati mana meM alpatA kA bhI bhAva hai aura vaha isalie hai ki Aja darzana kI bhUmikA kahAM se kahAM taka pahuMca gii| jo darzana, darzanamUlaka thA, Aja vaha kevala taka-mUlaka raha gayA hai / darzana kA artha hai-dekhanA, sAkSAt karanA / dekhane kI jo paddhati hai, sAkSAtkAra kI jo paddhati hai, usakA nAma hai darzana / Aja dekhane kI bAta chUTa gayI, sAkSAt karane kI bAta lupta ho gaI / Aja kevala tArkika niyamoM ke AdhAra para darzana kA samUcA prAsAda khar3A huA hai| Aja kevala tarka hai, anubhUti nhiiN| saba kucha udhAra hI udhAra / apanA kucha bhI nahIM, sva-anubhava kucha bhI nahIM, kevala para-anubhava / pratyakSAnubhUti kucha bhI nahIM, kevala parokSAnubhUti / isIlie madhyayugIna darzana kA vikAsa kevala anumAna ke AdhAra para huaa| jaba pratyakSa kA anubhava nahIM huA taba anumAna kI zaraNa meM jAnA par3A aura anumAna ke sahAre satya kI khoja kA dAvA karanA pdd'aa| kintu kyA parokSa ke AdhAra para, vyApti ke AdhAra para satya ko khojA jA sakatA hai ? kyA inake AdhAra para satya upalabdha ho sakatA hai ? kyA sUkSma satya ko tarka ke dvArA jAnA jA sakatA hai ? kabhI nhiiN| yaha saMbhava hI nahIM hai| prAcIna dArzanika sUkSma satya ko sUkSma cetanA ke dvArA khojate the / jaba taka cetanA ko sUkSma nahIM kiyA jAtA taba taka sUkSma satya nahIM khojA jA sktaa| sthUla cetanA se sthUla satya hI pakar3A jA sakatA hai / sUkSma cetanA meM donoM zaktiyAM hotI haiN| vaha sUkSma satya ko bhI pakar3a sakatI haiM aura sthUla satya ko bhI pakar3a sakatI haiN| kintu sthUla cetanA meM sUkSma satya ko pakar3ane kI zakti nahIM hotii| Aja kA vaijJAnika sUkSma satyoM ko khojane meM bahuta saphala huA hai / isakA kAraNa hai sUkSma yantroM kA nirmANa / Aja sUkSma yantroM ke dvArA sUkSma satya khoje gae haiM / sthUla yaMtroM ke dvArA sUkSma satya nahIM khoje jA sakate / paramANu ko dekhA gyaa| aNu ko tor3A gyaa| yaha saba sUkSma yantroM ke dvArA hI ho sakA hai| talavAra kitanI Page #301 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 288 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai hI painI kyoM na ho, vaha paramANu ko nahIM tor3a sakatI, nahIM kATa sktii| cazmA kitane hI nambara kA kyoM na ho, usase paramANu nahIM dekhA jA sktaa| ye saba sthUla upakaraNa haiM / inase sUkSma satya nahIM pakar3A jA sktaa| samUce vaijJAnika jagat kI saphalatA kA AdhAra hai-sUkSma yantroM kA nirmaann| ise darzana kI bhASA meM atIndriya yantroM kA nirmANa bhI kahA jA sakatA hai| jo bAteM indriyoM dvArA nahIM jAnI jAtIM, ve ina yantroM ke dvArA jAnI jA sakatI haiM / hama kyoM na mAneM ki ye atIndriya yaMtra haiM / atIndriya yantra kA artha haiindriyoM se pare kAma karane vAle yantra / indriya-cetanA ke dvArA jina sUkSma satyoM kA grahaNa nahIM hotA ve ina atIndriya upakaraNoM ke sahayoga se gRhIta ho jAte haiN| ___ atIndriya kA artha parama satya kI upalabdhi nahIM hotaa| atIndriyacetanA kA artha parama satya kI upalabdhi kI cetanA hI nahIM hotaa| atIndriyacetanA parama satya kI upalabdhi karAne vAlI hI hotI hai| kintu atIndriya. cetanA prAraMbhika-cetanA bhI hotI hai / himAlaya kevala zikhara hI nahIM hotaa| talahaTI bhI himAlaya hotA hai| atIndriya-cetanA kevala zikhara hI nahIM hotI vaha talahaTI bhI hotI hai| atIndriya-cetanA kA prAraMbhika rUpa yaha hai jo indriya ke dvArA nahIM jAnA jAtA vaha atIndriya ke dvArA jAna liyA jAtA Aja kI sthiti se mujhe Azcarya bhI hotA hai aura kheda bhI hotA hai| Azcarya isalie hotA hai ki Aja kA dArzanika donoM se vaMcita ho gyaa| na vaha pUrA dArzanika hI rahA aura na vaha pUrA vaijJAnika hI rahA / na usake pAsa prAcIna dArzanikoM kI cetanA ke jAgaraNa kI prakriyA hai, jisake dvArA sUkSma cetanA kA jAgaraNa kara sUkSma satyoM ko dekha sake aura na usake pAsa sakSmatama vaijJAnika upakaraNa haiM, jinake dvArA vaha sUkSma satyoM ko dekha ske| vaha donoM se vaMcita hai / aba unake lie kevala tarka hI zeSa rahA hai| vaha eka kA samarthana kare aura dUsare kA asamarthana / hama yaha kaha sakate haiM ki Aja kA dArzanika eka vakIla bana gayA hai| use dArzanika kahane kI apekSA eka vakIla kahanA cAhie / vakIla ko kisI sAdhanA kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotii| use kevala kAnUna kI pustakeM par3hanA paryApta hotA hai / vaha una pustakoM ke AdhAra para apanI tArkika meghA ke dvArA kATa-chAMTa karatA rahe / sUkSma nAma yA atIndriya jJAna ko vikasita karane kI koI apekSA nahIM hai| Aja Page #302 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prekSAdhyAna aura mAnasika prazikSaNa 28 kA dArzanika isa dRSTi se, korA vakIla yA tArkika bana gayA hai| Aja darzana kI vicitra sthiti hai / Aja vidyAoM kI aneka zAkhAoM meM darzana kI dayanIya sthiti hai| jahAM vijJAna kI zAkhA meM saikar3oM vidyArthI mila jAte hai, vahAM darzana ke vidyArthI pAMca-dasa hI mila pAte haiN| prekSA-dhyAna kI prakriyA darzana ke punarjAgaraNa kI prakriyA hai| yaha darzana kI prakriyA hai, dekhane kI prakriyA hai| purAne jamAne ke dArzanika RSi kahalAte the / RSi kA artha hai-draSTA, dekhane vAlA / 'darzanAt RssiH|' jo dekhane vAlA hotA hai vaha RSi kahalAtA hai| eka samaya AyA jaba dekhane vAle samApta hone lage / taba devatAoM ne kahA-"aba hamArA sahArA kauna hogA? RSi saba jA rahe haiN|" kahA gayA aba RSiyoM ke abhAva meM tumhArA sahArA tarka hogA / taba se tarka kA prAbalya huaa| darzana-mUlaka darzana ke dvArA AtmA upalabdha hotI hai, samanvaya sadhatA hai, maitrI upalabdha hotI hai / tarka-mUlaka darzana ke dvArA saMgharSa bar3he haiM, vivAda aura jaya-parAjaya kI bhAvanA bar3hI hai / madhyayugIna dArzanika granthoM meM pratyeka darzana kA tAkika rUpa upalabdha hotA hai| usameM jaya-parAjaya kI vyavasthita prakriyA hai / apane pakSa kA samarthana aura para-pakSa kA khaMDana kaise kiyA jAe, kauna-kauna-se tarka diye jAeM, isakI vyavasthita paddhati nirdiSTa hai / unameM chala, jAti aura vitaNDA kA bhI nirdeza hai| vAda-vivAda meM inakA prayoga bhI svIkRta hai, sahamata hai| yaha mAnya kara liyA gayA ki pratipakSI ko parAjita karane ke lie yadi chala, jAti aura vitaNDA kA prayoga kiyA jAtA hai to vaha anucita nahIM hai, ucita hai| pratipakSI ko harAne ke lie pratyeka darzana ne kyA-kyA vidhAna nahIM kie| unameM zuddha darzana kI bAta chUTa gyii| kevala jaya-parAjaya hI lakSya bana gyaa| isake phalasvarUpa vivAda bar3he, matabheda khar3e ho ge| anubhava ke kSetra do nahIM ho skte| isa kSetra meM cAhe 'ka' jAe yA 'kha' jAe, cAhe bhArata kA vyakti jAe yA yUropa kA vyakti jaae| anubhava meM dvaidha nahIM ho sakatA / isameM kAla kA vyavadhAna bhI nahIM hotaa| Aja bhI vahI anubhava aura dasa hajAra varSa pahale bhI vahI anubhava / anubhava meM koI antara nahIM AtA / eka hI pariNAma hogaa| eka hI prakAra kI cetanA kA jAgaraNa hogaa| koI matabheda nahIM ho sktaa| dharma aura adhyAtma meM koI dvaita nahIM hotA / sArA dvaidha, sArA saMgharSa hotA hai tarka-mUlaka darzana meN| Aja Page #303 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 260 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai hama darzana ko punaH darzana-mUlaka banAeM / vartamAna ke vaijJAnika vikAsa ke bAda yaha aura prajvalita apekSA ho gaI hai ki darzana kA nayA adhyAya khule| yaha adhyAya kevala dhyAna ke dvArA hI ho sakatA hai| jaba taka dhyAna kI sAdhanA ke dvArA atimAnasika cetanA kA jAgaraNa nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, jaba taka dhyAna 'kI sAdhanA ke dvArA mana ko prazikSita nahIM kiyA jAtA, jaba taka yAma kI sAdhanA ke dvArA saMvedanazIlatA ko vikasita nahIM kiyA jAtA, taba taka darzana kA nayA adhyAya nahIM khula sakatA tathA dharma aura darzana ke bAre meM ubharane vAle praznoM ko samAhita bhI nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| darzana kA pahalA AyAma hai-atIndriya-cetanA kA jAgaraNa / dhyAnasAdhanA kA prathama dhyeya hai-atIndriya-cetanA kA jaagrnnN| isakA tAtparya yaha hai ki aisI sUkSma cetanA jAge jisake dvArA sUkSma satyoM ko dekha sakeM aura unakA anubhava kara skeN| darzana kA dUsarA AyAma haiM-mana kA prazikSaNa / hama mana ko prazi'kSita kara, mana ko sUkSma banAkara jitanA dekha sakate haiM utanA sthUla mana ke dvArA nahIM dekha pAte / mana ko prazikSita karane ke aneka sUtra haiN| unameM pahalA sUtra hai-bhAvakriyA / bhAvakriyA kA artha hai-karma aura mana kA sAmaMjasya / karma aura mana donoM sAtha-sAtha caleM / mana kahIM bhaTaka rahA hai aura kriyA kucha ho rahI hai, yaha visaMvAda hai| jo kiyA jAe mana usI meM lagA rahe / AdamI calatA hai to mana calane meM hI lagA rhe| aisA hone para hI gamana sahI ho sakatA hai, anyathA saba kucha gar3abar3A jAtA hai| jyotiSI jA rahA thaa| zarIra cala rahA thA dharatI para aura mana AkAza meM grahoM meM bhaTaka rahA thaa| paira dharatI para the aura mana AkAza meM / calate-calate vaha gar3he meM jA girA / vaha cillaayaa| eka bur3hiyA ne use gar3he se nikAlA / vaha bolI- "jyotiSIjI ! kevala AkAza ko hI na dekheM, kabhI-kabhI dharatI ko bhI dekha liyA kreN|" kitanA tIkhA vyaMgya thA / na jAne hamAre jIvana meM aise kitane vyaMgya 'palate haiN| hama karate kucha haiM, aura mana kI yAtrA kucha aura hI hotI hai| jIvana meM aise kSaNa virala hI Ate haiM jahAM karma ke sAtha mana lagA rahatA hai| mana ko prazikSita karane se karma aura mana kA sAmaMjasya sAdhA jA sakatA hai| mana ko prazikSita karane kA eka mAtra upAya hai-dhyAna / dhyAna sadhatA hai to mana sadha jAtA hai / khAyeM to mana khAne kI smRti meM rahe, caleM to mana calane kI smRti meM rahe, boleM to mana bolane kI smRti meM rahe, soceM to mana mastiSka Page #304 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prekSAdhyAna aura mAnasika prazikSaNa 261 kI prakriyA meM juTA rahe, yaha hai karma aura mana kA sAmaMjasya / bhAvakriyA darzana kA mahattvapUrNa AyAma hai / jaba bhAvakriyA sadha jAtI hai taba dhyAna kI paddhati kevala eka ghaMTA baiThakara karane kI paddhati nahIM rahatI, vaha samagra jIvanadarzana bana jAtA hai| phira pratyeka kriyA meM dhyAna banA rhegaa| phira cAhe vyakti jhADU lagAegA taba bhI dhyAna hogaa| hAtha jhADU lagAegA to mana bhI sAtha-sAtha jhAr3a lagAne kI kriyA meM saMlagna ho jaaegaa| yaha nahIM hogA ki hAtha to jhAr3a lagAe aura mana kahIM siMhAsana para jAkara baiTha jaae| yaha vyaktitva kA vibhAjana nahIM hogA / yaha khaMDita vyaktitva nahIM hogaa| jisa kAma meM zarIra vyApta hai, usI kAma meM mana vyApta ho jaaegaa| aisA nahIM hogA ki mana Adeza dekara kahIM calA jAe aura zarIra becArA kAma karatA rahe / yaha svAmI aura sevaka kA sambandha bhAva kriyA meM nahIM rhegaa| vahAM do sAthiyoM kA sambandha hotA hai mana aura zarIra meN| donoM sAtha-sAtha kAma kareMge / donoM sAtha-sAtha vizrAma kreNge| mana kAma karegA to zarIra bhI kAma kregaa| mana vizrAma karegA to zarIra bhI vizrAma kregaa| donoM kA pUrA sAmaMjasya hogaa| bhAvakriyA mana ko prazikSita karane kA pahalA sUtra hai / isase mana paTu hotA hai, sUkSma hotA hai, jisase ki vaha sUkSma satyoM ko pakar3a ske| . mana ko prazikSita karane kA dUsarA sUtra hai-kalpanAzakti kA vikAsa, saMkalpa yA icchAzakti kA vikAsa / mana ko isa prakAra prazikSita kiyA jAe ki vaha spaSTa citra banA sake / kalpanAzakti ke dvArA citra kA nirmANa aura saMkalpazakti ke dvArA usa citra kI upalabdhi / hamArI jo bhAvanA hotI hai usako hama apane sujhAvoM ke dvArA icchAzakti ke rUpa meM badala dete haiM aura "phira icchAzakti ke dvArA jahAM pahuMcanA cAhate haiM vahAM pahuMca jAte haiN| jo honA cAhate haiM vaha ho jAte haiN| jisa dizA meM hama calanA cAhate haiM, usa dizA meM svayaM prasthita ho jAte haiN| mana ko prazikSita karane kA tIsarA sUtra hai-ekAgratA / mana kA sahaja svabhAva hai caMcalatA / vaha kahIM eka sthAna para nahIM ttiktaa| kahIM na TikanA, caMcala banA rahanA, yaha mana kI apanI sahaja prakRti hai| yadi vaha sthira ho jAtA hai to mAnanA cAhie vaha apanI prakRti se Upara uTha gayA hai| mana kI tulanA pAre se kI jA sakatI hai| pArA mahaja caMcala hotA hai, use Page #305 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 262 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai| pakar3A nahIM jA sktaa| mana bhI sahaja caMcala hai| use pakar3A nahIM jA sktaa| hajAroM varSoM se yaha prazna carcita hotA rahA hai ki mana ko kaise pakar3A jAe? manuSya udyamazIla hai| usane aneka gUr3ha satya khoja nikAle haiN| pArA caMcala hai, para AdamI ne usakI goliyAM bAMdha dI / aba use pakar3A jA sakatA hai| pAre kI golI ho sakatI hai to mana kI golI kyoM nahIM ho sakatI? jaba pArA bAMdhA jA sakatA hai to mana ko kyoM nahIM bAMdhA jA sakatA ? vaha bhI baMdha sakatA hai| vibhinna prakriyAoM ke dvArA pArA baMdha sakatA hai / vaise hI dhyAna kI prakriyA ke dvArA mana bAMdhA jA sakatA hai| mana ko bAMdhane kI eka prakriyA hai-ekAgratA / mana ko aisA abhyasta karanA cAhie ki vaha eka sthAna para Tika sake, eka dhyeya para Tika sake / jaba mana eka viSaya para tIna ghaMTA Tika jAtA hai taba mana kI asaMkhya zaktiyAM jAgRta ho jAtI haiN| tIna ghaMTA TikA pAnA sahaja nahIM hai| bahuta abhyAsa aura dhRti kI apekSA hotI hai| yadi mana eka ghaMTA bhI Tika jAtA hai to sAdhaka svayaM anubhava kara sakatA hai ki bhItara kitanA visphoTa ho rahA hai| kitanI zaktiyAM jAga rahI haiM / eka ghaMTA sthira rahanA bahuta dUra kI bAta hai, yadi koI vyakti 5-10 minaTa eka viSaya para sthira raha sakatA hai to vaha anubhava kara sakatA hai ki zarIra meM zakti aura utsAha kA nayA srota ubhara rahA hai| __ mana ko prazikSita karane kA cauthA sUtra hai-prekSA kA abhyAsa / prekSA kA artha hai -- dekhanA / mana ko dekhane kA abhyAsa karanA cAhie / mana socanA to bahuta jAnatA hai| use yahI sikhAyA gayA hai / mana bhI pakkA ho gyaa| vaha niraMtara socane meM lagA rahatA hai| hameM use isa dizA meM prazikSita karanA hai ki vaha dekha ske| mana meM dekhane kI zakti bhI hai| socanA aura vicAranA--yaha satahI stara kI avasthA hai| dekhane meM bahuta gaharAI hotI hai| jaba mana dekhane laga jAtA hai taba socane kI bAta nIce raha jAtI hai| koI bhI bAta AtI hai to dekhane kI bAta mukhya hogI, socane kI bAta pAripAzvika bana jaaegii| hama socate haiM, vicArate haiM, usakA hama svayaM anubhava nahIM karate aura vahI bAta jaba hamAre sAmane AtI hai taba hama vizvasta ho jAte haiN| hama mAna lete haiM ki yaha bilkula ThIka hai| kyoMki jaba hama kevala socate haiM, dekhate nahIM taba vaha bAta hamAre pratyakSa nahIM hotii| kintu jaba hama AMkhoM se dekha lete hai taba koI saMdeha nahIM hotaa| pratyakSa kA kitanA Page #306 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prekSAdhyAna aura mAnasika prazikSaNa 263 vizvAsa aura bharosA hotA hai / vyavahAra meM bhI kahA jAtA hai- yaha AMkhoM dekhI bAta hai, kevala kAnoM sunI nahIM / jo AMkha kI duhAI detA hai vaha apanI bAta ko sarvocca banA detA hai| AMkhoM kA artha hI hai - pratyakSIkaraNa yA sAkSAtkaraNa / sAkSAtkaraNa kA bahuta bar3A sthAna hai| ghaTanA sAkSAt ho jAe, kaSTa sAkSAt ho jAe, usase bar3A koI pramANa nahIM ho sakatA / 'pratyakSaM pramANam' - sabase bar3A pramANa hai-- pratyakSa / mana ko prekSA kA abhyAsa deM / use dekhanA sikhAeM / mana ko gahare meM utAra kara dekheN| dekhane kA itanA abhyAsa kareM ki socane kI bAta dvayaM ho jAe, prathama na rahe / mana kA sAmAnya abhyAsa yaha hai ki usake lie socanA prathama hai aura dekhanA dvitIya hai / prazikSaNa ke dvArA isa sthiti ko ulTA jA sakatA hai / 1 hama prekSA kA abhyAsa zurU karate haiN| zvAsa ke mAdhyama se zvAsa ke sAtha mana ko jor3ate haiM yA mana se zvAsa ko dekhate haiM; AMkha se nahIM dekhate / zvAsa AMkhoM se nahIM dekhA jAtA kintu mana se dekhA jA sakatA hai / mana se zvAsa ko dekhate haiM; kintu socate nahIM / yaha dekhanA bhI ekAgratA kA prayatna nahIM hai| ekAgratA to sAtha-sAtha saghatI hai / mUlataH kevala dekhane kA prayatna hai | hama zvAsa kI prekSA ekAgratA ke lie nahIM karate, kintu apane draSTAbhAva ko vikasita karane ke lie karate haiM / hamArI cetanA kA mUla dharma haijAnanA aura dekhanA, jJAtAbhAva aura draSTAbhAva / hama zvAsa- prekSA ke dvArA apane jAnane aura dekhane kI mUla prakRti kA jAgaraNa karate haiM, jJAtAbhAva aura draSTAbhAva ko vikasita karate haiM / ekAgratA apane-Apa saghatI hai / yaha goNa bAta hai, mukhya bAta nahIM hai / -- hama zarIra- prekSA karate haiM / zarIra ke bAharI bhAga ko dekhate haiM / zarIra ke bhItara mana ko le jAkara bhItarI bhAga ko dekhate haiM / zarIra ke sthUla aura sUkSma spaMdanoM ko dekhate haiM / zarIra ke bhItara jo kucha hai use dekhane kA prayatna karate haiM / zarIra ke bhItara vaha saba kucha hai jo isa saMsAra meM hai / aisA kyA tattva hai jo saMsAra meM ho aura isa zarIra meM na ho / yaha zarIra samUce saMsAra kA pratinidhatva karatA hai / hama usa zarIra kI prekSA karate haiM, - mana ko dekhane kA prazikSaNa dete haiM / Apa yaha mAneM ki hamArA mana vahI hai jo mastiSka se sambandha rakhatA hai / mana bhI bahuta bhAgoM meM baMTA huA hai / hamArI cetanA bhI bahuta bhAgoM meM baMTI huI hai| eka hai-- indriya starIya cetanA aura dusarI hai -- koSastarIya cetanA / hamAre zarIra ke jitane selsa haiM, jitane koSa Page #307 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 264 kisane kahA mana caMcala haiM haiM, una sabake sAtha apanA mastiSka bhI hai| vaha mastiSkIya cetanA, koSIya cetanA, jo hara koSa ke pAsa hai, use bhI hama prekSA ke dvArA jAgata karate haiN| samUce zarIra ko dekhane kA artha hai-cetanA ke jo koSa soye hue haiM, kuMThita haiM, unheM jgaanaa| unakI mUchI TUTa jAe, yaha apekSita hai / caitanya kA kaNakaNa jAga uThe / caitanya mUrchA se mukta ho jaae| zarIra kA pratyeka avayava mUrchA se grasta hai| usa mUrchA ko tor3ane kA hamane kabhI prayatna hI nahIM kiyaa| yadi ThIka prayatna ho to koI kAraNa nahIM ki zarIra kA kaNa-kaNa mana kI zakti kA svAgata na kare, use svIkAra na kare / zarIra kA pratyeka kaNa citta ke nirdeza ko svIkAra karane ke lie tatpara hai ki vaha jAga jAe aura citta ke sAtha usakA sambandha-sUtra jur3a jaae| kintu jaba jagAne kA prayatna nahIM hotA taba ve mUrchA meM raha jAte haiM aura aisI sthiti meM citta kA nirdeza una taka pahuMca hI nahIM pAtA / ve niSkriya hI bane raha jAte haiN| __ zarIra ke stara para zarIra ke koSa jAgRta haiM aura ve barAbara apanA kAma karate haiN| hamArI nAr3I-saMsthAna meM jitane jJAnavAhI aura kriyAvAhI tantu haiM, ve zarIra-saMcAlana ke kSetra meM apanA kAma pUrA karate haiM / paira meM kAMTA cubhA / tatkAla mastiSka yA pRSTharajju meM saMdeza phuNcegaa| vahAM se nirdeza milegaa| mAMsapeziyAM sakriya ho jAeMgI aura hAtha kAMTA nikAlane ke lie Age bar3ha jaaegaa| yaha kAma itanI zIghratA se sampanna hotA hai ki hameM patA hI nahIM calatA / saMdeza preSaNa kI sArI prakriyA bhItara-hI-bhItara calatI hai aura kArya niSpanna ho jAtA hai / yaha isalie hotA hai ki sAre jJAna-tantu aura kriyA-tantu jAgRta haiN| kintu sUkSma satyoM ko jAnane ke lie jina jJAna-tantuoM ko jAgRta honA cAhie, ve abhI soye hue haiM / isalie caitanya-kendroM kI prekSA kA bArabAra abhyAsa karate haiM jisase ki mUcchita jJAna-tantu sakriya ho jAeM, ve jAga uThe / inake jAgane se sUkSma satyoM kI atIndriya-cetanA vikasita ho jAtI hai| taba sUkSma satyoM ke sAtha samparka sthApita karane meM koI kaThinAI nahIM rhtii| prekSA-dhyAna ke dvArA kevala apane zarIra ko yA zarIra kI bhinna-bhinna paryAyoM ko hI nahIM dekhA jAtA, kintu dUsare padArthoM ko bhI dekhA jA sakatA hai| unake sAtha samparka sthApita kiyA jA sakatA hai| dharma-dhyAna yA vicayadhyAna kI paddhati bhI prekSA-dhyAna kI paddhati hai| isase padArtha kA AMtarika svarUpa, usakI saMracanA pratyakSa ho jAtI hai| Page #308 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prekSAdhyAna aura mAnasika prazikSaNa 265 eka paudhA hai / Apa usake guNa-doSa nahIM jAnate / vaha atyanta aparicita hai / Apake mana meM jijJAsA uThI ki yaha kyA hai ? isakA svabhAva kyA hai ? isakA vIrya kyA hai ? isameM kauna-kauna-sI zaktiyAM haiM ? Apa dhyAna kara baiTha jAeM aura usa paudhe ke sAtha samparka sthApita kareM, tAdAtmya jor3eM aura phira usa paudhe se hI pUche-tumhArI prakRti kyA hai ? tumhArA guNa-dharma kyA hai ? tumhArI kriyA kyA hai ? Apa itane saMvedanazIla baneM, aisA gAr3ha sambandha sthApita kareM, aisA advaita sthApita kareM ki vaha paudhA Apako saba-kucha batA de| samparka sthApita hote hI Apa usakI lipi ko samajhane laga jaaeNge| usakI pratIka-lipi ko, usakI sAMketika bhASA ko Apa samajha leMge / usakA pUrA lekhA-jokhA sAmane A jAegA / Apako aisA lagegA ki kisI pustaka ke panne ulaTe jA rahe haiM aura sArI bAteM sAmane prakaTa ho rahI haiM / prekSA-dhyAna ke dvArA jaise zarIra kI paryAyoM ko jAnA jA sakatA hai vaise hI padArtha ke paryAyoM ko bhI jAnA jA sakatA hai| apane tathA padArtha ke sUkSma paryAyoM ko jAnane ke lie prekSA-dhyAna-paddhati bahuta hI mUlyavAna hai| yaha darzana kA nayA adhyAya hai| ise isa bhASA meM bhI kahA jA sakatA hai ki yaha purAnI kar3I kA nayA anusaMdhAna hogaa| darzana ko apanI mUla sthiti prApta ho jaaegii| madhyayuga meM jo kar3I TUTa gayI thI, usakA anusandhAna ho jaaegaa| hama isa dhyAna-sAdhanA ke dvArA darzana ke nae adhyAya ko kholeM, usake pRSThoM ko likheM, par3heM, bhareM to bahuta sAre prazna samAhita ho jAeMge / Aja darzana aura dharma ke viSaya meM jo bhI nae prazna ubhara rahe haiM, ve binA tarka kA sahArA liye svataH uttarita ho jaaeNge| Page #309 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 28 | saMkalikA * vikAsa kA AdhAra-satya kI khoja aura satya kA anuzIlana / * badalane vAlA badale, na badalane vAlA na badale / * mana para jamane vAle maloM kA saMzodhana / * svabhAva-parivartana / * mAnavIya sambandhoM meM parivartana / * aise nirjana dvIpa kI khoja jahAM zakti kA vyaya kama ho, nayI zakti kA saJcaya ho / * zakti vyaya kA hetu 0 nirantara gtishiiltaa| 0 atirikta prvRtti| * bure karma va bure vicAra / 0 vicAra aura saMvedana kA aniyaMtraNa / * zakti kA upayoga kareM / upayoga na hone para vaha vyartha hai| * zakti ke upayoga kI sahI dizA * svayaM ko jAna sake, svayaM ko pA ske| * siddhi ke tIna stara 0 prAkRtika, jaise paristhitiyoM para prabhutva pAnA / 0 cetanA kA jAgaraNa / * mUrchA kI samApti / sAdhanA kA uddezya* kaSAya kI zAMti / 0 cetanA kI nirmltaa| Page #310 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kA prasthAna : ajJAta ko dizA sAdhaka ko jyoti kI jarUrata hotI hai / use prakAza kI apekSA hotI hai / jisase ki vaha dekha sake / andhakAra meM dikhAyI nahIM detA / prakAza meM saba kucha dIkha jAtA hai / prakAza jitanA teja hogA, dekhane kI spaSTatA bhI utanI hI adhika hogii| jo jJAta hai vaha bhI prakAza se dIkha jAtA hai aura jo ajJAta hotA hai vaha bhI dIkha jAtA hai| jJAta ko dekhane ke lie utanA prakAza nahIM cAhie, jitanA prakAza ajJAta ko dekhane ke lie apekSita hotA hai / hamArA jJAta jagat bahuta choTA hai aura ajJAta jagat bahuta bar3A hai / ajJAta jagat kI tulanA meM jJAta jagat eka sUI ke agrabhAga jitanA bhI nahIM hai / jJAta jagat eka bindu hai to ajJAta jagat eka sindhu hai / jJAta-jagat sImita hai| ajJAta jagat asIma hai / use kisI upamA ke dvArA upamita nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / hama indriyoM ke dvArA jo jAnate haiM, vaha bahuta hI sImita hai / kAna ke dvArA hama sunate haiM, kintu amuka phrIkvensI ke zabda hI hama suna pAte haiM / yadi hama hone vAlI samasta dhvaniyoM ko suna sakeM to kAna kA patA hI nahIM calegA / sArA vAyu maNDala dhvaniyoM se prakampita hai / ina sabako sunane vAlA baca hI nahIM paataa| hama isa pRthvItala se jo upalabdha karate haiM, apanI indriyoM ke dvArA, unameM se hama kucheka rUpoM ko hI dekha pAte haiM, kucheka zabdoM ko hI suna pAte haiM aura kucheka vastuoM kA hI upayoga kara pAte haiM / basa itanA hI jJAta hotA hai, zeSa sArA ajJAta raha jAtA hai lie manuSya kI jijJAsA bhI hai / manuSya kA svabhAva hai ki vaha ajJAta ko jJAta karatA hai / vaha isI meM saMtoSa aura tRpti mAnatA hai ki vaha sadA satya ko khojatA rahe, ajJAta ko jJAta karatA rhe| manuSya kI cetanA isa dizA meM AdikAla se prasthAna karatI rahI hai aura samUce vikAsa kA AdhAra hI haisatya kI khoja / yadi satya kI khoja nahIM hotI to manuSya kA vikAsa nahIM hotA / pazu kA isIlie vikAsa nahIM hotA ki vaha satya kI khoja meM prasthita nahIM hai / hajAra varSa pahale bhI vaha bailagAr3I meM jutatA thA aura Aja bhI vaha aura ajJAta hai isI Page #311 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 218 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai gAr3I meM jutatA hai / usakA koI vikAsa nahIM huA hai| manuSya ne na jAne hajAra varSoM meM kitanA vikAsa kiyA hai, kitane nae AyAma khole haiM / yaha saba isI AdhAra para huA ki mAnavIya cetanA meM vikAsa kI kSamatA hai aura vaha sadA satya kI khoja karatA rahatA hai| manuSya jaise-jaise satya kI khoja karatA hai, vaise-vaise usake jJAna kA kSetra vistRta hotA hai aura upayogitA kA kSetra bhI vikasita hotA hai| sAtha-sAtha usakI kSamatAeM bhI bar3hatI haiN| manuSya kucha jJAta karatA hai| usameM se kucha jJAta jJeya ke rUpa meM hI rahatA hai aura kucha jJAta upayogitA meM badala jAtA hai, upAdeya bana jAtA hai / sAdhanA kA prayatna, prekSA-dhyAna kA abhyAsa, ajJAta ko khojane kA prayatna karanA hai| hamArI vaha kahIM na rukane vAlI anavarata yAtrA satya kI khoja kI dizA meM satata agrasara hone vAlI yAtrA hai| isa yAtrA ke phalasvarUpa jo jJAtA hai vaha bhI upalabdha hotA hai aura jo ajJAta hai vaha bhI upalabdha hotA hai / sabase bar3A sUtra jo upalabdha hotA hai, vaha yaha hai ki isa duniyA meM kucha aisA hai jo badalA jA sakatA hai aura kucha aisA bhI hai jo nahIM badalA jA sktaa| jo badalA jA sakatA hai, use badalanA cAhie aura jo nahIM badalA jA sakatA use nahIM badalanA caahie| jaba yaha sacAI spaSTa ho jAtI hai to agalA caraNa yaha hotA hai ki jo badalane yogya hai use badala denA caahie| sAdhanA kA yaha mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai ki jo anitya hai, parivartanazIla hai, badalane jaisA hai, use badala hI denA cAhie / yathAvat vahI raha sakatA hai jo zAzvata hai / azAzvata kabhI yathAvat nahIM raha sktaa| hama badalate haiM sAdhanA ke mAdhyama se / sabase pahale use badalate haiM jo nirantara hameM badalatA rahatA hai| zvAsa jIvana ko nirantara badalatA rahatA hai| sabase pahale hama usa zvAsa ko badalane kA prayatna karate haiN| yaha bahuta bar3I sacAI hai ki jaba taka usa zvAsa kI gatividhi ko nahIM badalA jAtA, taba taka sAdhanA meM vikAsa nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, taba taka ajJAta kI dizA meM lambI yAtrA nahIM kI jA sktii| ajJAta kI dizA meM lambI yAtrA karane ke lie prANazakti kI pracuratA apekSita hotI hai| prANazakti ke lie zvApsa kA iMdhana cAhie / zvAsa kA IMdhana jitanA sazakta hogA, prANazakti utanI hI sazakta hogii| prANazakti jitanI sazakta hogI, hamArI yAtrA utanI hI. nirvighna hogii| isalie zvAsa kI gatividhi ko badalanA jarUrI hai / . prekSA-dhyAna kA abhyAsa karane vAlA sabase pahale zvAsa kI gati ko Page #312 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kA prasthAna : ajJAta kI dizA 266 saMkhyA ko bar3hAne badalatA hai / jo zvAsa choTA hotA hai, usako laMbA banA detA hai, gati meM dIrghatA A jAtI hai, zvAsa dIrgha ho jAtA hai / sAmAnyataH AdamI eka minaTa meM 15-17 zvAsa letA hai / isake Asa-pAsa do sthitiyAM banatI haiN| eka sthiti hai zvAsa kI kI aura dUsarI sthiti hai zvAsa kI saMkhyA ko ghaTAne kii| dUsare zabdoM meM, eka sthiti hai zvAsa kI gati ko choTA karane kI aura eka sthiti hai zvAsa kI gati ko lambA karane kI / ye do sthitiyAM banatI haiM / jo vyakti sAdhanArata nahIM haiM, bahuta AvezazIla haiM, ve vyakti usa dizA meM prasthAna karate haiM ki zvAsa kI gati kama ho jAtI hai aura usakI saMkhyA bar3ha jAtI hai / 1517 kI saMkhyA 30 -40, 50-60 taka bar3ha jAtI hai| Aveza meM, kaSAya meM, vAsanAtRpti meM zvAsa kI saMkhyA bar3ha jAtI hai / pavAsa kI saMkhyA bar3hatI hai, gati ghaTatI hai aura sAtha-sAtha prANazakti para usakA prabhAva par3atA hai / isI prakAra zArIrika aura mAnasika svAsthya para bhI asara hotA hai / kintu prekSA dhyAna kI sAdhanA karane vAlA vyakti sabase pahale zvAsa kI gati ko badalane kA prayAsa karatA hai / vaha zvAsa kI gati kI lambAI ko bar3hAtA hai / zvAsa maMda ho, zvAsa dIrgha ho, zvAsa sUkSma ho, zvAsa kI sArI dizA badala jAe - yaha sAdhaka kA prathama prayAsa hotA hai / phalasvarUpa zvAsa kI saMkhyA ghaTatI hai, lambAI bar3hatI hai, mana zAMta hotA hai / isake sAtha-sAtha Aveza zAMta hote hai, kaSAya zAnta hote haiM tathA uttejanAeM aura vAsanAeM zAnta hotI haiM / zvAsa jaba choTA hotA hai taba vAsanAeM ubharatI haiM, uttejanAeM AtI haiM, kaSAya jAgRta hote haiM / jaba zvAsa choTA hotA hai taba ye saba ubharate haiM yA dUsare zabdoM meM yaha bhI kahA jA sakatA hai ki jaba ye ubharate haiM taba zvAsa choTA ho jAtA / ina sabase zvAsa prabhAvita hotA hai / ina saba doSoM kA vAhana hai zvAsa | ye zvAsa para ArohaNa karake Ate haiM / jaba kabhI mAlUma par3e ki uttejanA Ane vAlI hai taba tatkAla zvAsa ko lambA kara deM, dIrgha zvAsa lene laga jAeM, Ane vAlI uttejanA lauTa jAegI / isakA kAraNa hai ki zvAsa kA vAhana use upalabdha nahIM ho pAtA hai / binA Alambana ke koI uttejanA yA vAsanA prakaTa nahIM ho sakatI / dhyAna kI sAdhanA karane vAlA sAdhaka mana kI sUkSmatA ko pakar3ane meM abhyasta ho jAtA hai / vaha jAna letA hai ki mastiSka ke amuka kendra meM koI vRtti ubhara rahI hai / vaha tatkAla dIrghazvAsa kA prayoga prArambha kara detA hai / ubharane vAlI vRtti tatkAla zAnta ho jAtI hai / sAdhaka una vRttiyoM kA, uttejanAoM kA zikAra nahIM hotA / Page #313 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ -300 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai sAdhaka ko sabase pahalA parivartana jo karanA hotA hai vaha hai zvAsa kA parivartana / jo isake mUlya ko nahIM jAnatA, vaha sacAI ko nahIM pakar3a sktaa| jo sAdhaka dIrghazvAsa ko kevala prANAyAma ke rUpa meM hI svIkAra karatA hai vaha apane svAsthya taka sImita lAbha ko uThA sakatA hai kintu vaha dIrghazvAsa prekSA se hone vAle Antarika parivartanoM ke lAbha ko nahIM uThA sakatA / hama yaha spaSTa mAneM ki dIrghazvAsa kevala prANAyAma hI nahIM hai, vaha usase Age bhI hai| hama dIrghazvAsa ko prANAyAma kI dRSTi se nahIM le rahe haiM / hama dIrghazvAsa kI prekSA karate haiN| usakA mUla upayoga hai-vRttiyoM kA zamana, uttejanAoM kA zamana aura vAsanAoM kA zamana / isake sAtha-sAtha zArIrika aura mAnasika lAbha bhI hote haiN| __ sAdhanA kA dUsarA kAma hai-zarIra kI dizA kA parivartana / jaba zvAsa kI dizA badalatI hai taba zarIra kI dizA apane-Apa badalane laga jAtI hai| hama prekSA-dhyAna ke dvArA zarIra kI dizA ko bhI badala sakate haiN| zarIra meM bhI bImAriyAM taba AtI haiM jaba zarIra ke caitanya-kaNa mUcchita ho jAte haiN| zarIra ke caitanya-kaNa jaba mUrchA aura suSupti kI avasthA meM hote haiM taba bImAriyAM AtI haiN| yadi sArA caitanya jAga uThe, zarIra ke kaNa-kaNa meM rahA huA caitanya jAga uThe, mUrchA TUTa jAe, suSupti miTa jAe taba vikAroM aura uttejanAoM ko Ane kA avakAza hI nahIM rahatA / zarIra-prekSA ke dvArA hama zarIra kI samUcI kriyA ko badala DAlate haiN| jJAna-tantuoM ko itanA sakriya aura sakSama banA DAlate haiM ki jisase vaha hara sthiti kA sAmanA kara sakatA hai| jaba hamArI jIvanIzakti para sabase bar3A AghAta hotA hai taba pratirodhAtmaka zakti kama ho jAtI hai| Aja kA AdamI teja davAiyAM khA-khAkara apanI jIvanIzakti ko yA pratirodhAtmaka zakti ko kamajora kara DAlatA hai| dhyAna pratirodhAtmaka zakti ko banAe rakhane kA acUka upAya hai / sAdhaka dhyAna ke dvArA jJAna-tantuoM aura zArIrika tantuoM ko sakriya banAkara jIvanIzakti ko bar3hA sakatA hai| dhyAna kA abhyAsa na cale, AdamI teja davAiyAM letA rahe, jIvanIzakti kA kSaya karatA cale, jIvanIzakti ke lie upayogI kITANuoM ko naSTa karatA cale to eka ora se hone vAlA kSaya use na jAne kahAM nIce le jAkara paTakatA hai, kucha bhI nahIM kahA jA sktaa| prekSA-dhyAna kA abhyAsa karane vAlA sAdhaka, apane caitanya kendroM ko Page #314 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kA prasthAna : ajJAta kI dizA 301 dekhane vAlA sAdhaka, zarIra ke kaNa-kaNa meM caitanya kA anubhava karane vAlA sAdhaka samatA kI sthiti meM calA jAtA hai| jaba jIvana meM samatA ghaTita hotI hai taba sArA AcaraNa badala jAtA hai, saMbaMdhoM ke prakAra badala jAte haiM / saba AcaraNoM meM parama AcaraNa hai- - samatA / jisa vyakti ke AcaraNa meM samatA aura vyavahAra meM mRdutA A jAtI hai usake sAre sambandha sudhara jAte haiM / / mAnavIya sambandhoM meM sabase kar3I kaThinAI hai -- viSamatA aura kaThoratA | pahalI kaThinAI hai- viSamatA pitA kI dRSTi putroM ke prati sama nahIM hotI, mAtA kI dRSTi putriyoM ke prati sama nahIM hotI, taba saMbaMdhoM meM vikRti Ane laga jAtI hai| sAmAjika vyavasthA meM jahAM-jahAM viSamatA hai, vahAM-vahAM upadravoM kA honA anivArya hai aura upadrava na ho to mAnanA cAhie ki viSamatA meM jIne vAle ajJAnI loga haiN| jahAM sAmAjika sthiti viSamatApUrNa ho, usa sAmAjika sthiti meM satAe jAne vAle loga vidroha na kareM to mAnanA cAhie ki ye mUcchita haiM, soe hue haiM to viSamatA ke prati vidroha kI Aga na bhabhake, yaha kabhI nahIM ho sakatA / viSamatA ke prati vidroha honA svAbhAvika hai aura vidroha na ho to eka bahuta bar3A Azcarya hai / do bahaneM sAtha caleM aura bAta na kareM to yaha Azcarya: ho sakatA hai, bAta karanA koI Azcarya nahIM hai / / yadi loga jAge hue hoM AcaraNa kI, vyavahAra kI, mAnavIya sambandhoM kI sabase bar3I samasyA hai viSamatA kI / viSamatA yadi parivAra meM ho to parivAra sukhI nahIM ho sakatA / viSamatA yadi samAja meM ho to samAja sukhI nahIM ho sakatA / mAnavIya sambandhoM kI dUsarI kaThinAI hai-- kaThoratA / AdamI apane se choTe vyakti ke sAtha mRdu vyavahAra nahIM karatA / apane se bar3e vyakti ke sAtha use mRdu vyavahAra karanA par3atA hai / anyathA use svayaM ko kaThinAI bhoganI par3atI hai / choTe ke sAtha mRdu vyavahAra karane para bar3e kA bar3appana hI kaise surakSita raha sakatA hai ? yaha dhAraNA rUr3ha ho gaI hai / eka mAlika apane naukara ke sAtha mRdu vyavahAra karane meM kaThinAI kA anubhava karatA hai / kintu barAbara ke sAthI ke sAtha vaha vinamra aura mRdu vyavahAra karane meM gaurava anubhava karatA hai / bhalA naukara ke sAtha mRdu vyavahAra kaise kiyA jAe ? usako to do-cAra gAliyAM hI dI jAnI caahie| isa dhAraNA ne sAre vyavahAra ko Page #315 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 302 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai avyavasthita kara DAlA hai| Aja sarvatra yaha dhAraNA hI bana gayI ki choTe ke sAtha to kaThora vyavahAra hI karanA caahie| eka mila mainejara yadi majadUroM ke sAtha mRdu vyavahAra karatA hai to bhalA mila kaise cala sakegI? isa prakAra kI dhAraNAoM ne sAmAjika samparko, sAmAjika sambandhoM aura mAnavIya sambandhoM meM bahuta bar3I darAra paidA kara dii| hama isa bAta ko bhUla gae ki maitrI aura premapUrNa bhAvanAoM ke dvArA, nirmala aura pavitra bhAvanAoM ke dvArA AdamI ko jitanA jagAyA jA sakatA hai, jitanA prerita kiyA jA sakatA hai, utanA kaThora vyavahAra se nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| Aja vaijJAnika khojoM ke dvArA nayI sacAiyAM sAmane AyI haiM ki pavitra aura sadbhAvanApUrNa bhAvanAoM ke dvArA paudhoM ko vikasita kiyA jA sakatA hai| khetI ko bar3hAyA jA sakatA hai| phUloM ko aura adhika upayogI banAyA jA sakatA hai / aisI sthiti meM pUrNa cetanAzIla vyakti ko nirmala aura sadbhAvanApUrNa cetanA ke dvArA vikasita nahIM kiyA jA sakatA? kyA vaha nirA patthara hai ? patthara ko bhI pavitra bhAvanAoM se caitanya jaisA kiyA jA sakatA hai / jaba bar3I caTTAna ko uThAnA hotA hai taba pAMca-sAta AdamI usa caTTAna ke prati samarpita hokara, saMkalpazakti ke sahAre use Upara uThA dete haiN| vinamratA, mRdutA hara kisI ko pighalA detI hai / Apa kisI ke prati sadbhAvanA kareM, premapUrNa bhAvanA kareM vaha pighala jAtA hai| gAya adhika dUdha dene laga jAtI hai, vRkSa adhika phala-phUla dene laga jAte haiM aura latAeM apanI dizA badala detI haiN| eka IsAI mahilA ne eka prayoga kiyA / usane kucha paudhe lagAe / kintu eka latA una para chA jAtI, una paudhoM ko DhaMka detii| paudhoM ko panapane kA maukA hI nahIM miltaa| eka dina mahilA usa latA ke pAsa gayI aura vinamra svara meM bolI-"latA ! mujhe duHkha hai ki tujhe kATanA pdd'egaa| kyoMki tumhArA zarIra becAre isa paudhe para chA jAtA hai| paudhe ko bar3hane kA maukA hI nahIM milatA / maiM tujhe kATanA nahIM cAhatI, kintu kATanA par3egA / mujhe kheda haiM ! tU mujhe kSamA karanA / " usa mahilA ne paudhe para chA jAne vAle latA ke bhAga ko kATa ddaalaa| phira latA ko sujhAva diyA ki tuma amuka dizA meM bar3hatI jaao| kucha dinoM bAda dekhA ki usa latA ne apanA mArga badala DAlA aura dUsarI dizA meM bar3hanA prArambha kara diyaa| jaba latA bhI vinamra bAta suna letI hai, paudhA bhI suna letA hai taba AdamI hamArI bhAvanA kyoM nahIM sunegA? hamArI mRdutA ko vaha na samajhe, yaha kaise ho Page #316 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kA prasthAna : ajJAta kI dizA 303 sakatA hai ? kintu hamane yaha rUr3ha dhAraNA banA lI ki AdamI para mRdutA se zAsana nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| isa dhAraNA se mAnavIya sambandhoM meM kaTutA AyI hai| eka AdamI dUsare AdamI ko zatru yA parAyA mAnatA calA A rahA hai| prekSA-dhyAna kI sAdhanA ke dvArA AdamI ke svabhAva meM parivartana AtA hai, sAtha-sAtha mAnavIya sambandhoM meM bhI parivartana ghaTita hotA hai / yadi mAnavIya sambandhoM meM koI parivartana ghaTita na ho aura AdamI pahale jaisA hI kaThora, nirdaya aura krUra banA rahe to samajha lenA cAhie ki dhyAna jIvana meM utarA nahIM hai, jIvana meM usakA praveza hI nahIM ho pAyA hai| dhyAna kI sAdhanA ke dvArA svabhAva kA parivartana aura mAnavIya saMbaMdhoM kA parivartana taba ghaTita ho sakatA hai jaba pratidina hamAre mana para jamane vAle maloM kA zodhana hotA rhe| pratidina malaM jamatA rahatA hai| pasInA AtA hai, zarIra para maila jama jAtA hai| dhUla ur3atI hai, zarIra aura kapar3e maile ho jAte haiN| AdamI inake maila ko pAnI se dho DAlatA hai| kintu vaha isa ora dhyAna hI nahIM detA ki mana para pratipala kitanA maila jamatA jAtA hai| usa maila ko haTAne ko vaha nahIM soctaa| kitane Azcarya kI bAta hai ? jaba taka isa maila ko nahIM dhoyA jAtA taba taka svabhAva kA parivartana yA mAnavIya sambandhoM meM parivartana karane kI kalpanA kevala kalpanA mAtra hI raha jAtI hai| kucha bhI yathArtha ghaTita nahIM ho sktaa| yaha ciMtana kevala duzcitana aura tarkaNA kevala tarkaNA raha jAtI hai| koI pariNAma nahIM A sktaa| sabake mUla meM hai zodhana / prekSA-dhyAna ke sAtha-sAtha hama pratidina pratikramaNa kreN| pratikramaNa arthAt jo dina meM yA rAta meM maila jamA ho use dhokara sApha kara ddaaleN| aisA prayatna kareM ki maila jame hI nhiiN| anukSA se yaha kAma sarala ho jAtA hai| dhIre-dhIre abhyAsa bar3hatA hai aura mana nirmala hotA jAtA hai| mana para maila jamatA hai padArthoM ke dvArA / padArtha anitya haiM, azAzvata haiN| AdamI unako nitya aura zAzvata mAna letA hai| isase mUrchA palatI hai| itanA lagAva ho jAtA hai padArtha se ki eka sUI bhI kho jAe to mana kho jAe / padArtha ke viyoga se mana becaina ho jAtA hai / kAMca kA eka pyAlA bhI TUTa jAe to mana becaina ho jAtA hai| nIMda harAma ho jAtI hai| anitya ko hamane itanA nitya mAna liyA ki mAno vaha kabhI bhI bichur3ane vAlA nahIM hai| padArthoM ke prati jo nityatA kI buddhi hai, usase maila jamatA hai| Page #317 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kasane kahA mana lacacaM hai| parivAra eka saccAI hai, kintu AdamI apane Apako usase abhinna mAna letA hai| 'maiM aura merA parivAra eka hai'- yaha mAnyatA bana jAtI hai| jaba taka vyakti parivAra ke svArthoM kA poSaNa karatA hai taba taka parivAra vAle usako alaga nahIM mAnate aura vaha bhI parivAra se apane ko alaga nahIM mAnatA / kintu yaha sacAI taba khaDita ho jAtI hai jaba vyakti ke dvArA hone vAlA svArtha kA poSaNa TUTa jAtA hai| usa dina patA calatA hai ki parivAra vyakti ke prati kyA hai aura vyakti parivAra ke prati kyA hai ? phira eka sAtha itanA anutApa ubharatA hai, itanA duHkha hotA hai ki vyakti kA mana Tukar3ATukar3A ho jAtA hai / vaha socatA hai-jisa parivAra ke lie maiMne itanA kAma kiyA, itane kaSTa sahe, yaha kiyA, vaha kiyA aura vahI parivAra Aja mere se AMkha taka nahIM milAtA / use atyanta duHkhada anubhUti hotI hai / mana mailA ho jAtA hai| usa para maila kI parateM jamatI jAtI hai| usake lie duHkha ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM bctaa| hama isa sacAI ko mAnakara caleM ki pArivArika sambandha, mitroM aura sAthiyoM ke sambandha vAstavika nahIM hai| antima sacAI yaha hai ki vyakti akelA hai, bilkula akelA / yaha hai ekatva anuprekssaa| isa sacAI ko samajhakara hI hama pArivArika sambandhoM ko nibhA sakate haiN| jo isa sacAI ko bhulAkara sambandhoM ko antima sacAI mAnakara calate haiM, unake mana para maila itanA gAr3hA jama jAtA hai ki usako dhone ke lie bahuta adhika prayatna karanA par3anA hai| mana para jamane vAle maloM ko dUra karane ke lie hameM anuprekSA kA abhyAsa karanA caahie| anuprekSAeM tIna haiM-anyatva anuprekSA, ekatva anuprekSA aura anitya anuprekSA / anyatva anuprekSA arthAt zarIra aura AtmA kA bhedajJAna / zarIra ko alaga mAnanA, AtmA ko alaga mAnanA / doSa kA mUla kAraNa hai-zarIra ke prati muurchaa| yahI mUrchA dUsarI sArI mUrchAoM ko janma detI hai| jaba anyatva anuprekSA kA abhyAsa hotA hai taba zarIra ke prati hone vAlI mUrchA nahIM panapatI, maila nahIM jamatA, taba phira padArtha ke dvArA hone vAlA yaha gharSaNa, yaha mUrchA aura usase jamane vAlA yaha maila bhI kama hone lagatA hai / ekatva anuprekSA ke abhyAsa se sAmAjika sambandhoM se Ane vAlI mUrchA kama hone lagatI hai| anitya anuprekSA ke abhyAsa se padArthoM ke prati hone vAlI mUrchA naSTa ho jAtI hai| isa prakAra ina tIna prakAra kI anuprekSAoM se mana ke maila ko dhoyA Page #318 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kA prasthAna : ajJAta kI dizA 305 jA sakatA hai| Aja kucha viparyAsa ho gayA hai| Aja dhyAna kI upalabdhi yaha mAna lI gaI hai ki dhyAna karane vAlA adhara meM rahe, dharatI se Upara uThane vAlA ho / yadi yaha siddhi nahIM hotI hai to dhyAna ko nikammA samajha liyA jAtA hai| yadi dhyAna kI siddhi kA yahI mAnadaMDa rahA to siddhi ke kucha camatkAra to pradarzita ho sakate haiM, kintu antara kA koI camatkAra ghaTita nahIM ho sakatA / kucha bhI upalabdhi nahIM hotii| naTa nAnA prakAra ke veza banAte haiM aura dUsaroM ko sukhada anubhava karAte haiM, kintu apane Apa meM rikta hI rahate haiM / camatkAra ko siddhi mAnane vAle dhyAna-sAdhakoM kI bhI yahI sthiti bana jAtI hai| ve rikta ke rikta hI raha jAte haiM / siddhiyoM ke tIna stara haiN| eka hai-prAkRtika, jaise paristhitiyoM para prabhutva pAnA / dUsarI siddhi hai-dhyAna aura darzana kI viziSTa uplbdhi| tIsarI siddhi hai-svabhAva kA parivartana, kaSAyoM kA parivartana / zarIra ko halkA banAnA, zarIra ko bhArI banAnA, jala para calanA, AkAza meM adhara uThanA-ye sArI siddhiyAM prAkRtika niyamoM ko jAnane para aura sthitiyoM ko badalane para ghaTita hotI haiM kintu inake dvArA AtmA meM koI parivartana nahIM hotA, cetanA nahIM bdltii| ina siddhiyoM se cetanA kA adhyAtma kI dizA meM prasthAna hotA hai yA svabhAva meM parivartana AtA hai, yaha mAnanA bhUla hai / aise camatkAra pradarzita karane vAle anugraha yA nigraha karane meM samartha hote haiM / ve itane saMvedanazIla bana jAte haiM ki thor3e se aparAdha para ve zApa de dete haiM aura thor3e se prasanna hone para varadAna de dete haiM / siddhi kA yaha eka stara hai| jinheM camatkAra dazita karanA hai, jinheM prazaMsA pAnI hai, unake lie yaha stara ThIka hai kintu jina logoM ko mUlataH apane ko badalanA hai, AtmA ko upalabdha honA hai; unakI dizA dUsarI hogii| unakI siddhiyAM bhI dUsare prakAra kI hoNgii| siddhiyoM kA dUsarA stara hai-cetanA kA jAgaraNa, mati-zruta jJAna se lekara kaivalya taka kA jAgaraNa / mati-zruta kI paTutA kA vikAsa, atIndriya kA vikAsa, kaivalya cetanA kA vikAsa-yaha bhI siddhi kA eka stara hai| pUchA jA sakatA hai ki pAMca varSa ke dhyAna ke abhyAsa se cetanA kI nirmalatA kitanI bar3hI ? jJAna kitanA vikasita huA? anubhava meM kitanI vRddhi huI ? yaha cetanA ke jAgaraNa kA stara hai / Page #319 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai siddhi kA tIsarA stara hai-mUcho kI samApti, kaSAya kI samApti / 'jisa vyakti kI mUchI kama ho jAtI hai, kaSAya naSTa ho jAte haiM, vaha isa siddhi ko prApta kara letA hai| jaba yaha siddhi prApta ho jAtI hai taba cetanA kI nirmalatA apane-Apa bar3ha jAtI hai / hamArI sAdhanA ke do mukhya uddezya haiM-kaSAya kI zAnti aura cetanA kI nirmalatA / ye do mahAn siddhiyAM haiM / camatkAra kI siddhi bhI eka 'prakAra kI siddhi hai| use maiM sarvathA nikammI nahIM smjhtaa| kintu vaha hamArA dhyeya nahIM hai| jise kaSAya-zamana kI siddhi upalabdha hai; jise cetanA ke jAgaraNa kI siddhi upalabdha hai, usa vyakti ko aNimA, laghimA, mahimA Adi RddhiyAM prApta hoMgI to unakA upayoga bhI usI dizA meM hogA; cama'kAra kI dizA meM nahIM hogaa| hama prekSA-dhyAna ke dvArA jo pAnA cAhate haiM, jo siddha karanA cAhate haiM, jo sAdhanA cAhate haiM, use saadhe| itanA saba kucha hotA hai to phira nae vAtAyana meM baiThakara prekSA-dhyAna ko samajhane kA maukA milatA hai, dekhane kA maukA milatA hai| dhyAna kA artha kyA hai, mUlya kyA hai-ise samajhA jA sakatA hai| Page #320 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana 26 / saMkalikA * sAdhAraNa vyakti ke lie yaha jagat raGga, dhvani aura tApamaya hai| * vaijJAnika ke lie yaha jagat dig, kAla aura vidyutmaya hai / * AdhyAtmika ke lie yaha jagat cetana aura acetana meM uThane vAlI taraMgoM se bharA huA hai| * manuSya vidyut-AvegoM se AviSTa hokara pravRttiyAM kara rahA hai / * hamAre vidyut-Avega niyaMtrita ho jaaeN| taraMgoM kI lambAI bar3ha jAe yahI hai adhyAtma sAdhanA kA sAdhya / ise samajhane vAlA hI adhyAtma ke rahasya ko samajha sakatA hai| lezyA dhyAna-nistaraMga taka pahuMcane kA mAdhyama / * taraMgAtIta AtmA kI abhivyakti ke do mukhya sthAna 0 mstissk| * caitanya kendr| * taraMgAtIta avasthA ko prApta karane ke pAMca sAdhana / Page #321 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtma kA rahasya-sUtra hamAre hAtha meM eka nIMbU hai| usakA raMga-rUpa dekhakara hama jAna lete haiM ki yaha nIMbU hai / aMdhere meM nIMbU ko sUMghakara hama jAna lete haiM ki yaha nIMbU hai| raMga-rUpa se bhI hama nIMbU ko jAna lete haiM aura gaMdha se bhI hama nIMbU ko jAna lete haiN| chUkara aura cakhakara bhI hama usako jAna lete haiM / varNa, gaMdha, rasa aura sparza se hama vastu ko jAna lete haiN| prazna hotA hai ki nIMbU kyA hai ? hama raMga-rUpa ko dekhate haiM vaha nIMbU nahIM hai / gaMdha, rasa aura sparza se jo jAnate haiM vaha bhI nIMbU nahIM hai / inase to hama kevala eka paryAya ko jAnate hai| AMkha meM raMga-rUpa ko jAnane kI kSamatA hai aura ghrANa meM gaMdha ko jAnane kI kSamatA hai / isI prakAra tvacA meM sparza ko aura jIbha meM rasa ko jAnate kSamatA hai| hama ina indriyoM se eka-eka paryAya ko jAna lete haiN| para prazna hai ki dravya kyA hai ? ye sArI paryAyeM haiM, taraMgeM haiN| mUla kyA hai ? vijJAna sadiyoM se yaha khoja kara rahA hai ki mUla kyA hai ? Aja bhI khoja cAlU hai| bahuta sAre kaNa khoje gae haiM, kintu mUla kaNa kA prazna Aja bhI prazna hI hai| dArzanika jagata meM yaha prazna hajAroM varSoM se carcA jAtA rahA hai ki mUla tattva kyA hai ? mUla tattva taka pahuMcanA bahuta kaThina bAta hai| vaha kaThina isalie hai ki yaha sArA jagat laharoM kA jagat hai| sArA jagat paryAyoM kA jagat hai| paryAya hI paryAya / mUla samudra kahAM hai ? isakA koI patA nahIM hai| taraMgoM aura paryAyoM ke itane AvaraNa haiM ki mUla tattva taka pahuMcanA sarala nahIM hai| jo kucha dRzya hai va saba taraMga hI taraMga hai, paryAya hI paryAya hai| taraMga taraMga ko jAnatI hai| jo AMkheM jAnatI haiM, vaha AMkha svayaM eka taraMga hai, paryAya hai / AMkha meM kevala taraMga ko jAnane ke atirikta kisI taraMgAtIta ko jAnane kI kSamatA nahIM hai| hamArI koI bhI indriya taraMgAtIta ko jAnane meM sakSama nahIM hai| isalie indriyoM ke AdhAra para jinhoMne cintana kiyA, unhoMne yaha ghoSaNA kara dI ki isa saMsAra meM taraMgAtIta kucha bhI nahIM hai| aisA kucha bhI nahIM hai jo taraMgAtIta ho, paryAyoM meM atIta ho / jAnane vAlA svayaM taraMga aura jAnA jAne vAlA svayaM taraMga / aisI sthiti meM Page #322 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtma kA rahasya - sUtra 306 taraMgAtIta kI bAta samApta ho jAtI | hamArA sArA DhAMcA hI aisA hai / hama zvAsa se jIte haiN| zvAsa svayaM eka taraMga hai / hama zarIra meM jI rahe haiM / vaha zarIra bhI svayaM eka taraMga hai / hama zarIra ko Thosa mAnate / vaha Thosa hai nahIM / anitya anuprekSA ke abhyAsa se zarIra meM hone vAle sUkSma spaMdana pakar3a meM A jAte haiM / hameM haDDiyAM Thosa lagatI haiM, kintu unameM bahuta chidra haiM / eka vaijJAnika apanI anusaMdhAnazAlA meM baiThA rahA / vaha eka 'kArka' kI saMracanA ko dekha rahA thA / sUkSmavIkSNa yaMtra kA sahArA liyaa| usane dekhA ki kArka meM kevala jAliyAM hI jAliyAM haiM / usane phira zarIra ko dekhA / zarIra meM chidra hI chidra dikhe / isI AdhAra para kozikAoM kA siddhAnta vikasita huA / hama mAnate haiM ki bhIMta Thosa hai / kintu isameM se niraMtara itane paramANu nikalate haiM, itane paramANu ghusate haiM ki yadi unako krama se rakhA jAe to hamArI pRthvI jaisI asaMkhya pRthviyoM meM bhI na smaaeN| isa sthiti meM kaise mAnA jAe ki bhIMta Thosa hai ? chidra hI chidra, tarala hI tarala, saba kucha taraMgita hai / jaba paryAyoM kA itanA bar3A samUha hai taba mUla padArtha taka hamArI pahuMca kaise ho / zarIra bhI eka taraMga hai / mana bhI eka taraMga hai| zvAsa bhI eka taraMga hai aura buddhi bhI eka taraMga hai / hamAre upabhoga meM Ane vAle jitane bhI upakaraNa haiM ve saba taraMgeM haiM / ina taraMgoM ke AdhAra para jo hama jAneMge vaha taraMga kaise nahIM hogA ? taraMga ke dvArA taraMga hI pakar3A jAegA, nistaraMga nahIM pakar3A jAegA / zvAsa, zarIra, indriya, mana aura buddhi ke dvArA nistaraMga nahIM pakar3A jA sakatA / isalie hamAre aindrika, mAnasika, vaicArika aura bauddhika jagat meM yadi yaha ghoSaNA hotI hai ki AtmA nAmaka koI mUla tattva nahIM hai to hameM Azcarya nahIM honA caahie| ina upakaraNoM ke AdhAra para yaha ghoSaNA kaise kI jA sakatI hai ki eka tattva aisA bhI hai jo nistaraMga hai, taraMgoM se atIta hai| eka aisI bhI avasthA hai jo taraMgAtIta hai / indriyacetanA se lekara bauddhika cetanA taka ke jagat meM aisA koI mAdhyama nahIM hai jo nistaraMga ko pramANita kara sake / yadi hama mana kI taraMga ke dvArA yaha kaheM ki koI nistaraMga tattva hai to yaha bhI eka mana svayaM taraMga hai to vaha nistaraMga ko kaise pakar3a nahIM hai ki nistaraMga bhI kucha hotA hai / usakA bhI astitva hai / mana kevala mana kI taraMga hI hogI / pAyegA ? use patA hI Page #323 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 310 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai eka TeparikArDara kI bhAMti hai / jo mAnyatA yA AvAja usameM bhara dI gayI vaha usakI punarAvRtti karatA hI rahegA / mana meM eka bAta bhara dI gayI ki eka tattva aisA bhI hai jo nistaraMga hai, vaha bAra-bAra yaha bAta kahatA rahegA / kintu usake pAsa nistaraMga jagat se AyA huA koI bhI sAkSya nahIM hai jisake dvArA vaha yaha pramANita kara sake ki aisA bhI eka tattva hai jo taraMgAtIta hai / phira yaha bhI eka prazna hotA hai ki dhyAna bhI mana kI eka taraMga hI | dhyAna kA jo pariNAma hogA vaha bhI mana kI eka taraMga hI hogI / hama paryAya ke isa mAyAjAla meM itane ulajha jAte haiM ki paryAyAtIta aura taraMgAtIta kucha bhI hameM upalabdha nahIM hotA / yahI eka aisA bindu hai jahAM pahuMcakara vyakti adhyAtma kI khoja karatA hai / yadi yaha bindu na ho to adhyAtma kI khoja kabhI saMbhava nahIM ho sktii| jina logoM ne adhyAtma kI khoja kI hai, unakA ArohaNa isI bindu para huA hai / isa bindu para Akara hI unhoMne adhyAtma ko khojane kA prayAsa kiyA hai / yaha madhya bindu hai / eka ora taraMgoM kA jagat hai aura dUsarI ora taraMgAtIta jagat hai / madhya meM yaha biMdu hai / ise pakar3e binA taraMgoM ke saMsAra se taraMgAtIta saMsAra meM nahIM pahuMcA jA sakatA / / hotA hai ki taraMga ko / eka prazna hotA hai ki kyA taraMgoM ko samApta kiyA jA sakatA hai ? kyA taraMgoM ko sthira kara pAnA saMbhava hai ? dhyAnayogiyoM ne isakA uttara 'hAM' meM diyA, yaha saMbhava hai isa saMbhAvanA para manuSya ne ciMtana kiyA / saMbhAvanA aura Age bar3ha gayI / sAdhaka ko anubhava rokA jA sakatA hai / zvAsa eka taraMga hai ise rokA jA sakatA hai / isa para khoja huI / ye tathya sAmane Ae ki eka minaTa meM 15 zvAsa lene vAlA vyakti, sAdhanA aura abhyAsa ke dvArA, usa saMkhyA ko ghaTAkara 10, 7, 5. aura eka minaTa meM eka zvAsa taka A jAtA hai / jaba usakA abhyAsa aura Age bar3hatA hai taba pUrA varSa zvAsa liye binA raha sakatA hai aura bAraha varSa taka bhI zvAsa liye binA raha sakatA hai / zvAsa kA daravAjA bilkula baMda karake bhI jI sakatA hai| zvAsa ke taraMga kA nirodha kiyA jA sakatA hai / usako samApta bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai / mahAprANa dhyAna kI sAdhanA meM zvAsa ko bilkula samApta kara diyA jAtA hai aura bhI aneka prakAra kI samAdhiyoM meM zvAsa kA sarvathA nirodha kara diyA jAtA hai / sAdhaka zvAsahIna sthiti meM calA jAtA hai / zarIra bhI eka taraMga hai / ise bhI rokA jA sakatA hai| isakI sabhI Page #324 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtma kA rahasya sUtra 316 dhar3akanoM ko baMda kara ise zava jaisA banAyA jA sakatA hai| mana bhI eka taraMga hai| dhyAna kI sthiti meM mana kA sarvathA vilaya ho jAtA hai| isa sthiti meM mana a-mana bana jAtA hai| yaha sthiti eka dina nahIM, varSa bhara raha sakatI hai| sAdhaka varSa taka a-mana kI sthiti meM raha sakatA hai / mana ko sarvathA niSkriya kara denA hI a-mana kI sthiti hai| jaba sAdhaka ko yaha patA laga gayA ki taraMgoM ko rokA jA sakatA hai, taraMgoM ko samApta kiyA jA sakatA hai to isa sthiti meM se hI manuSya ko taraMgAtIta bindu kA bodha huaa| paryAya se pare jo mUla tattva hai usako jJAta huaa| jisa kisI vyakti ne isa siddhAnta ko samajhakara taraMga ke nirodha kA abhyAsa kiyA usane vicAroM kA nirodha, saMvedanoM kA nirodha, caMcalatA kA nirodha karane kA prayatna kiyaa| isa nirodha kI sthiti meM use isa sacAI kA bodha huA ki isa saMsAra meM eka aisA bhI tattva hai jo taraMgAtIta hai; taraMgoM se pare hai| dArzanika dRSTi se kahA jA sakatA hai ki saMsAra meM taraMgAtIta kucha, bhI nahIM hai| jisa AtmA ko hama taraMgAtIta svIkAra karate haiM, vaha bhI taraMgAtIta nahIM hai / ise hama thor3A samajhe / taraMgeM do prakAra kI hotI haiN| paryAya do prakAra ke hote haiM-svAbhAvika paryAya aura vaibhAvika pryaay| eka ve paryAya haiM jo svabhAvataH prakaTa hote haiM / ve anAdi-ananta dravya meM pratipala utpanna hote rahate haiM aura miTate rahate haiN| ye svAbhAvika taraMgeM kabhI samApta nahIM hotI, utpanna hotI haiM aura miTatI haiN| ye paryAya hamAre lie bAdhaka nahIM hote| hameM jina paryAyoM aura taraMgoM se bAdhita honA par3atA hai, jo hamArI mati meM bhrama paidA karate haiM, ve haiM vaibhAvika paryAya / dUsare zabdoM meM kahA jA sakatA hai ki nimittoM se utpanna hone vAle paryAya / ina vaibhAvika paryAyoM ko miTAyA jA sakatA hai| inakI samApti hI taraMgAtIta avasthA hai| yaha nahIM mAna lenA cAhie ki dhyAna karane ke lie baiThate hI sAre paryAya samApta ho jAte haiM, taraMgeM samApta ho jAtI haiN| dhyAna kI sthiti meM aneka paryAya calate haiM; taraMgeM calatI haiN| dhyAna para kie gae vaijJAnika prayogoM se yaha patA lagA ki vizrAma kI sthiti meM jo lakSaNa paidA hote haiM, ve hI lakSaNa dhyAna kI sthiti meM prakaTa hote haiN| hamAre zarIra meM 'lepTika' esiDa hai| vizrAma kAla meM usakI sthiti kama hotI hai, kintu dhyAna kAla meM nahIM hotii| ATha ghaMTe ke nIMda ke samaya meM jitanI mAtrA kama hotI hai, utanI Page #325 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai mAtrA dhyAna ke bIsa minaTa meM ho jAtI hai| yaha esiDa zarIra ke lie hAnikAraka hotA hai / dhyAna meM aura bhI aneka parivartana hote haiM / kintu vaha taraMgAtIta sthiti hai, aisA nahIM mAnanA caahie| taraMgAtIta avasthA eka vItarAga kI bhI nahIM hotI, kevalI kI bhI nahIM hotii| gautama ne bhagavAn se pUchA- 'bhate ! kevalI ne jahAM hAtha rakhA kyA vaha vahAM punaH hAtha rakha sakatA hai ?' mahAvIra ne kahA-'nahIM rakha sktaa|' asIma jJAnI bhI jaba vaisA karane meM asamartha hai to bhalA sAdhAraNa AdamI yaha dAvA kaise kara sakatA hai ki vaha vahI kara rahA hai jo usane pahale kiyA thA / gautama ne phira pUchA---'yaha kaise, kevalI dUsarI bAra usI AkAza pradeza para hAtha nahIM rakha sakatA ?' mahAvIra ne uttara diyA-gotama ! zarIra caMcala hai / kevalI ho jAne para bhI zarIra kI caMcalatA nahIM miTI hai| isa zArIrika caMcalatA ke kAraNa vaha kevalI dUsarI bAra usI AkAza pradeza para hAtha nahIM rakha sktaa| kucha-na-kucha antara A jAyegA / AkAza-pradeza badala jaaeNge| isa prakAra kevalI bhI taraMgAtIta sthiti meM nahIM hai| hama yaha kabhI kalpanA na kareM ki do-cAra ghaMTe kI dhyAna kI sthiti se taraMgAtIta avasthA prApta ho jAtI hai| jaba vyakti zailezI avasthA ko prApta hotA hai, caudahaveM guNasthAna meM pahuMca jAtA hai, ayogI bana jAtA hai, taba use taraMgAtIta avasthA prApta ho jAtI hai / yaha mokSa kI nikaTastha avasthA hai| AtmA vaibhAvika paryAyoM se sarvathA mukta hokara aprakampa ho jAtA hai| aprakampa dazA kI yAtrA hamArA lakSya hai / yaha laMbI yAtrA hai| isa dazA taka hameM pahuMcanA hai| dhyAna usakA mAdhyama hai / hama taraMgoM meM jI rahe haiN| dhyAna kAla meM bhI taraMgeM AtI haiM, vikalpa uThate haiM / isase nirAza yA khinna nahIM honA hai| yadi do-cAra kSaNoM taka bhI taraMga na Ae, vikalpa na uThe to yaha taraMgAtIta avasthA kI kSaNika prApti hai / yaha bhI mahattvapUrNa upalabdhi hai| hama taraMgoM ke ghere meM baiThe haiM, taraMgoM meM jI rahe haiM, taraMgoM meM zvAsa le rahe haiN| isa taraMgita jagat meM yadi 2-4 minaTa bhI nistaraMga kA anubhava karate haiM to yaha dUsarI dizA kI ora prasthAna hai| isa jagat meM jIne vAle gurutvAkarSaNa ke ghere meM baMdhe hote haiN| yadi koI vyakti kisI abhyAsa ke dvArA gurutvAkarSaNa se haTakara halkepana kA anubhava karatA hai to mAnanA cAhie ki vaha eka nayI yAtrA para cala rahA hai| tIna sthitiyAM haiM-1. bure vicAra 2. acche vicAra aura 3. Page #326 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtma kA rahasya-sUtra nirvicAra / karma ko bhI hama tIna bhAgoM meM bAMTa sakate haiM-burA karma, acchA karma aura akarma / 'bure vicAra' bhI eka taraMga haiM aura 'acche vicAra' bhI taraMga haiN| donoM taraMga haiN| donoM meM, taraMga kI dRSTi se, koI antara nahIM hai| kintu eka taraMga aura dUsarI taraMga meM bahuta bar3A antara hotA hai| sAmAnya AdamI yaha mAnatA hai ki isa saMsAra meM raMga hai, rUpa hai, dhvaniyAM haiM, tApa hai, saba-kucha hai / kintu eka vaijJAnika isa bhASA meM nahIM socegaa| vaijJAnika ke lie yaha duniyA na raMgamaya hai, na rUpamaya hai, na dhvanimaya hai, na tApamaya hai / usake lie yaha jagat kAla aura vidyut kA pravAha mAtra hai| saba kucha vidyutmaya hai| aisI sthiti meM acchA sonanA bhI vidyut kI taraMga hai aura burA socanA bhI vidyut kI taraMga hai / socanA, cintana karanA, pravRtti karanA, saba kucha vidyut kI taraMga hai| yadi hama nistaraMga kI ora bar3hanA cAhate haiM, taraMgAtIta sthiti meM jAnA cAhate haiM to usakI yahI prakriyA hogI ki sabase pahale burI taraMga ko samApta kara acchI taraMga kA nirmANa kreN| acchI taraMga kA nirmANa kie binA burI taraMga ko samApta nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / jisa bure ciMtana se vyakti taraMgAtIta sthiti se dUra calA gayA thA vaha acche ciMtana se usa dizA meM kadama bar3hA sakatA hai| yadyapi acche ciMtana se bhI vyakti taraMgAtIta avasthA meM nahIM pahuMca sakatA kintu jahAM burA ciMtana taraMgAtIta se hamArI dizA ko mor3a detA hai vahAM acchA citana usa dizA meM gati karAtA hai| bure citana se acche ciMtana meM Ane kA sabase sarala upAya hai-lezyA dhyAna / isa dhyAna kA abhyAsa kie binA ciMtana ko nahIM mor3A jA sktaa| sAmAjika sambandhoM ke kAraNa vyakti meM zatratA ke bhAva Ate rahate haiN| dUsare kA aniSTa karane kI bhAvanA usameM panapatI hai| apriya vyakti ke sAmane Ate hI AMkheM tamatamA jAtI haiM / virodhI vyakti kI smRti hote hI sArI ciMtana dhArA prakaMpita ho jAtI hai| ina pratikriyAoM ko taba taka nahIM rokA jA sakatA jaba taka zuddha lezyAoM kA dhyAna nahIM kiyA jAtA / tejasa, padma aura zukla - ye tIna zuddha lezyAeM haiN| inakA varNa hai-prazasta lAla, prazasta pIta prazasta zveta / ina vargoM kA dhyAna kara hama AMtarika prakriyA ko badala sakate haiM aura mana kI Antarika prakriyA ke dvArA phira una vargoM meM parivartana zurU ho jAtA hai / taba hama bAhara se bhItara ko prabhAvita karate haiM aura bhItara se bAhara ko prabhAvita karate haiN| Page #327 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai vicAra do kAraNoM se uThate hai| kucha vicAra Antarika pravRttiyoM ke kAraNa uThate haiM aura kucha vicAra AkAza meM phaile hue zabda vargaNA ke kAraNa uThate haiM / jaba zabda vargaNA ke pudgala hamAre mastiSka meM praviSTa hote haiM taba vicAra uThate haiN| eka sajjana vyakti uttama vicAroM vAlA vyakti baiThA hai|' usake cAroM ora pacAsoM vyakti haiN| kucha vyakti acche vicAra vAle haiM aura kucha vyakti bure vicAra vAle haiN| kintu usa sajjana vyakti ke vicAra mastiSka se nikalakara vAyumaMDala meM vikIrNa hote haiM aura upasthita sabhI vyaktiyoM ko prabhAvita kara DAlate haiN| sabake vicAra badala jAte haiN| isI prakAra eka bure vyakti ke vicAra-pudgala AkAza meM phailakara acche vicAroM vAle vyaktiyoM ke vicAroM ko bhI burA banA DAlate haiN| yaha saba hotA hai vicAroM kI zakti ke AdhAra para / vyakti ke mastiSka se nikalane vAle pudgala AkAza meM phailate haiM aura dUsare vyaktiyoM se TakarAkara unako prabhAvita karate haiM / satsaMga kA isIlie to mahattva hai ki saMta vyaktiyoM ke pAsa baiThane se vicAroM kI vizuddhi hotI hai| AcArAMga kA eka sUtra hai-'alaM bAlasya saMgaNaM'-bure vicAra vAloM kA saMga mata kro| unase sadA dUra rho| aisA na ho jAe ki bure vyaktiyoM ke vicAra tumheM prabhAvita kara tumheM bhI burA banA DAleM / isase bacane ke lie hameM do ora se prakriyA karanI hotI hai| pahalI yaha ki hamArI antarvattiyAM burI na jAgeM / antarvRttiyoM ke zodhana ke lie tejasa aura padma lezyA kA dhyAna kiyA jaae| dUsarI bAta hai ki bure vicAra na uThe, bure vicAra hameM AkrAnta na kareM, hamAre mastiSka ko prabhAvita na kareM, isalie hameM zukla lezyA kA dhyAna karanA hogA / hama eka aise kavaca kA nirmANa kareM jisako bhedakara bure vicAra na A pAeM / ve bAhara hI raha jaaeN| hamAre mastiSka meM na AyeM / yadi zukla lezyA ke dvArA hama eka zaktizAlI kavaca banA lete haiM to bAhara ke khatare se bace jAte haiN| yadi hama taijasa aura padma lezyA kA kavaca banA lete haiM to bhItara se uThane vAle bure vicAroM ke AkramaNa se baca jAte haiM / isake bAda acche vicAroM kI taraMgeM paidA hone laga jAtI haiM aura ye taraMgeM bahuta sahayogI banatI haiN| ye hamArI adhyAtma yAtrA meM Age bar3hane meM sahayoga karatI haiM aura niraMtara hamArA sAtha detI haiN| kahIM bAdhA nahIM ddaaltiiN| lezyA dhyAna kA bahuta bar3A mahattva hai| nistaraMga taka pahuMcane ke Page #328 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtma kA rahasya-sUtra 315 lie lezyA dhyAna Avazyaka hai| yadyapi lezyA svayaM taraMga hai kintu nistaraMga kI dizA meM prasthAna ke lie lezyA dhyAna bahuta sahayoga karatA hai| hama isakA ucita mUlyAMkana kreN| hama zvAsa-prekSA ke dvArA apane zvAsa para niyaMtraNa karate haiM / hama zarIra-prekSA ke dvArA zarIra ke spaMdanoM ko dekhate haiM, unake anitya svabhAva ko dekhate haiM, anitya anuprekSA meM utarate haiN| phira hama anitya se pare kisI nitya kI khoja ke lie prasthAna karate haiN| hamArI yAtrA aura Age bar3hatI hai| hama caitanya kendroM kI prekSA ke dvArA usa nae AyAma kA udghATana karate haiM jo caitanya kendroM ke mAdhyama se kabhI-kabhI apanA prakAza DAlatA hai| hamAre zarIra meM taraMgAtIta AtmA kI abhivyakti ke do mukhya sthAna haiM-eka mastiSka aura dUsarA caitanya-kendra / do mahattvapUrNa dvAra haiM jinake mAdhyama se bhItara meM chipI huI jyoti kabhI-kabhI bAhara bhI apanA prakAza DAlatI hai| vaha jyoti bhItara hI chipI rahatI hai, phira bhI usakI kucha razmiyAM hama taka pahuMca jAtI haiM / jo sAdhaka caitanya-kendroM para dhyAna karatA hai, vaha usa jyoti ko anAyAsa hI upalabdha ho jAtA hai| jaba eka bAra bhI vaha use upalabdha ho jAtA hai taba cAhe kitanI hI taraMgeM use ghere raheM, kitanI hI bAdhAeM DAleM, vaha kabhI vicalita nahIM hotaa| jo eka bAra bhI taraMgAtIta avasthA kA anubhava kara letA hai vaha anubhava kabhI samApta nahIM hotA / jise eka bAra samyak darzana upalabdha ho gayA, phira usake vikAsa ko koI nahIM roka sktaa| thor3I-bahuta bAdhA DAlI jA sakatI hai, para usake Age bar3hane vAle caraNoM ko nahIM roka sktaa| anuprekSA ke dvArA hama vastu ke yathArtha svarUpa ko jAneM / padArtha ke ayathArtha svarUpa kA bodha mUrchA hI mUrchA paidA kara rahA hai aura mUrchA kA jAla itanA saghana ho jAtA hai ki hama usake pAra dekha nahIM paate| anuprekSA ke dvArA hI isa mUrchA ke cakravyUha ko tor3A jA sakatA hai| taraMgAtIta avasthA ko prApta karane ke pAMca sAdhana haiM1. zvAsa prekssaa| 2. zarIra prekssaa| 3. anuprekssaa| 4. lezyA dhyAna / 5. kAyotsarga / Page #329 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai ye pAMcoM prekSA dhyAna ke maulika AdhAra haiN| ina sAdhanoM kA samyaka upayoga hone para taraMgAtIta avasthA prApta ho sakatI hai| isameM abhyAsa kI pradhAnatA hai| do-cAra dina ke abhyAsa se kucha nahIM banatA / laMbA aura saghana abhyAsa hI saphalatA prApta karA sakatA hai| Apa zvAsa-saMyama kA abhyAsa kareMge to anubhava hogA ki zarIra halkA hotA jA rahA hai / jaba zuddha lezyA kA dhyAna hogA to zarIra halkA hogaa| use bhArI banAne vAlI haiM azuddha leshyaaeN| ina azuddha lezyAoM ke sparza itane rUkhe haiM ki unase zarIra bhArI bana jAtA hai| zuddha lezyAoM kA sparza mRdu hotA hai| isase bhArahInatA kA anubhava hotA hai / lezyAoM ke AdhAra para zarIra kI gaMdha badala jAtI hai| mahAvIra ke zarIra se padma kI gaMdha AtI thii| yaha yathArtha bAta hai| jo vItarAga kI sthiti meM calA jAtA hai, usake zarIra kI gaMdha padma jaisI ho jAtI hai| zuddha lezyAeM sugaMdha paidA karatI haiM aura azuddha lezyAyeM durgaMdha / bure vicAra karane vAle vyakti ke zarIra se durgandha nikalatI hai aura acche vicAra karane vAle vyakti ke zarIra se sugandha phUTatI hai / gaMdha ke dvArA jAnA jA sakatA hai ki vyakti acche vicAra vAlA hai yA bure vicAra vAlA / muMha kA rasa kabhI khar3A ho jAtA hai, kabhI mIThA ho jAtA hai aura kabhI kar3avA ho jAtA hai| sAmAnyataH isakA kAraNa hai-vAta, pitta aura kapha / hameM yaha jAna lenA cAhie ki vAta, pitta aura kapha bhI hamAre vicAroM se prabhAvita hote haiN| jaba pitta kA prakopa hotA hai taba krodha adhika AtA hai / jaba vAyu kA vikAra bar3hatA hai taba vicAroM kI udher3abuna bar3hatI hai, saMkalpa-vikalpa bar3hate haiN| jaba kapha kA prakopa hotA hai taba vAta, pitta aura kapha vicAroM ko prabhAvita karate haiM aura vicAroM se prabhAvita hote haiN| lezyA dhyAna kI antima bAta hai-kAyotsagaM / zarIra kI sArI taraMgoM ko sameTane, mana kI taraMgoM ko sameTane, bure vicAroM ko niSkriya banAne meM kAyotsarga kI pramukha bhUmikA rahatI hai| hama sabhI sAdhanoM kA prayoga kara usa taraMgAtIta sthiti kA aMkana kara sakate haiM, usakI jhAMkI pA sakate haiN| aba hameM hI yaha nirNaya karanA hai ki kyA hameM taraMga kI hI yAtrA karanI hai yA taraMgAtIta ke lie apanA caraNa Age bar3hAnA hai ? Page #330 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30. adhyAtma aura vyavahAra adhyAtma ke stara para jIne vAle vyakti kA vyavahAra aura vyavahAra ke stara para jIne vAle vyakti kA vyavahAra bhinna hotA hai / vyavahAra se mukta koI bhI nahIM ho sakatA / jo zarIradhArI hai vaha vyavahAra karatA hai / vyavahAra ke binA vaha jI nahIM sakatA, usakA jIvana cala nahIM sakatA / kintu donoM kA vyavahAra bahuta bhinna hotA hai / AcArAMga sUtra kA kathana hai ki AdhyAtmika vyakti ko anyathA vyavahAra karanA cAhie / anyathA vyavahAra kI bhUmikA para jIne vAlA jaise vyavahAra karatA hai, vaise vyavahAra adhyAtma kI bhUmikA para jIne vAle ko nahIM karanA cAhie, kintu use bhinna prakAra se vyavahAra karanA cAhie, anyathA vyavahAra karanA cAhie / hama 'anyathA' zabda ko samajheM / isake tAtparya ko samajheM / vyAvahArika zakti kA vyavahAra kriyAtmaka nahIM hotA, vaha pratikriyAtmaka hotA hai / vaha socatA hai-usane mere prati aisA vyavahAra kiyA to maiM bhI usake prati aisA hI vyavahAra karUM / yaha kriyAtmaka vyavahAra nahIM, pratikriyAtmaka vyavahAra hai / aise vyakti meM karttavya kI svataMtra preraNA nahIM hotI aura kattaMvya kA svataMtra mUlya bhI nahIM hotA / usakA karttavya sva-saMkalpa se prerita nahIM hotA, vaha hotA hai dUsaroM se prerita / vartamAna ke AcArazAstriyoM aura dArzanikoM ne AcAra ke mUlya kI mImAMsA meM isa prazna para bahuta carcA kI hai ki hamAre karttavya kI preraNA aura hamAre karttavya kA svarUpa kyA honA cAhie ? prasiddha dArzanika kAMTa ne kahA - " kartavya ke lie karttavya honA cAhie, na dayA ke lie, na anukaMpA ke lie aura na dUsaroM kA bhalA karane ke lie| ye saba naitika karma ke hAmI nahIM haiM aura usase saMbaMddha bhI nahIM hai / kevala manuSya kA svataMtra saMkalpa usakA svalakSya mUlya hai / isalie karttavya ke lie hI hamArA karttavya honA cAhie / " kartavya ke lie karttavya kI yaha bAta bahuta hI mUlyavAna hai / yaha kriyAtmaka bAta hai, pratikriyAtmaka nahIM / koI vyakti dayA kA pAtra hai, usa Page #331 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 318 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai para koI dayA karatA hai to yaha koI svataMtra kriyA nahIM hai / yaha pratikriyA hai| kintu yaha merA dharma hai ki maiM prANImAtra ko apanI AtmA ke samAna samajhatA hUM aura usake sAtha maitrI kA vyavahAra karatA huuN| yaha svataMtra kartavya hai, svataMtra mUlya hai, kriyAtmaka kArya hai / ___ maiM isalie prasanna hoUM ki dUsare ne merI prazaMsA kara dI aura isalie nArAja hoUM ki dUsare ne mujhe gAliyAM de dI-yaha sArA pratikriyAtmaka vyavahAra hai / vyavahAra ke stara para jIne vAlA pratyeka vyakti sadA pratikriyAtmaka vyavahAra karatA hai / kriyAtmaka vyavahAra karane kA usake sAtha koI darzana jur3A huA nahIM hai| anyathA vyavahAra kA pahalA sUtra hai-kriyAtmaka vyavahAra / jo vyakti AdhyAtmika hai vaha sadA kriyAtmaka vyavahAra karegA, kyoMki vaha usakA dharma hai / usane merA upakAra kiyA hai to mujhe usakA upakAra karanA cAhie, usane mujhe sahayoga diyA hai to mujhe usako sahayoga denA cAhie-yaha usakA cintana nahIM hogaa| vaha socatA hai-koI merA upakAra kare yA na kare, mujhe sahayoga de yA na de, maiM sadA dUsaroM kA upakAra karUMgA, sahayoga duuNgaa| eka zramaNa dUsare zramaNa ke pAsa gyaa| donoM ke bIca kaTutA thii| usane jAkara kahA-"bhaMte ! Apake sAtha kucha anabana ho gaI, maiM usake lie kSamA mAMgatA huuN|" dUsare zramaNa ne sunA / vaha kucha nahIM bolA / aneka prayatna karane para bhI usane muMha nahIM kholA / taba vaha AcArya ke pAsa jAkara bolA-"deva ! maiM amuka zramaNa se kSamA-yAcanA karane gyaa| hajAra prayatna karane para bhI vaha na kSamA karatA hai aura na bolatA hai| aba mujhe kyA karanA cAhie ?" AcArya ne kahA-"vatsa ! vaha kSamA kare yA na kare, usakI apanI icchA hai / tumheM nirmala mana se kSamA mAMga lenI caahie| tuma kSamA mAMgo aura vaha tumheM kSamA de-yaha vyavahAra hogA, pratikriyA hogii|" eka kavi ne kahA 'tuma Ao Daga eka to, hama AyeM Daga atttth| tuma hamase karar3e raho to, hama haiM karar3e laTTha // ' yaha pratikriyA kI bAta hai| yaha sArA pratikriyA kA vyavahAra hai| AdhyAtmika vyakti aisA nahIM kara sktaa| vaha nahIM soca sakatA ki 'tuma aisA karo to maiM aisA karUM / ' yaha samajhaute kI bAta vaha kabhI soca nahIM sakatA / vaha kahatA hai-"yaha merA dharma hai, mujhe yaha karanA caahie|" AcArya Page #332 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtma aura vyavahAra ne Age kahA - " jAo, tuma usase kSamA-yAcanA kara lo / " zramaNa ne pUchA - "bhaMte ! mujhe aisA kyoM karanA cAhie ?" AcArya ne kahA - " uvasama uvasamasAra khalu sAmaNNaM' - 'zrAmaNya kA sAra hai - upazama, zAMti / ' vaha dUsarA zramaNa tumheM Adara de yA na de, tumhArI ora dekhe yA na dekhe, tumhAre se kSamA-yAcanA kare yA na kare, tuma jAo aura kSamA-yAcanA kara lo| yaha isalie karo ki yaha tumhAre zrAmaNya kA dharma hai, zrAmaNya kI mAMga hai / tumheM aisA karanA hI cAhie / " .. 316 yaha hai kriyAtmaka vyavahAra | AdhyAtmika vyakti yaha apekSA nahIM - rakhatA ki sAmane vAlA vyakti kyA karatA hai ? vaha yaha socatA hai ki merA dharma kyA kahatA hai ? dharma kI dRSTi se mujhe kyA karanA hai ? yaha hai anyathA vyavahAra kA pahalA lakSaNa / jisa vyakti kA vyavahAra kriyAtmaka nahIM hotA usakA pratyeka AcaraNa * asaMtulita rahatA hai | saMtulana kA artha hai-na idhara mukAva, na udhara jhukAva / na pakSapAta, na rAga, na dveSa, na priyatA aura na apriyatA / pUrA saMtulana / tarAjU ke donoM palar3e samAna / koI bhI jhukA huA nahIM / upaniSad kI eka kathA hai / jAjalI nAma ke eka RSi ghora tapa tapa rahe the| unakI jaTAeM bar3ha gayI thIM / ve nizcala khar3e the / pakSiyoM ne unakI - jaTA meM ghoMsale banA liye / unhoMne aMDe die / aMDoM se bacce nikale aura - vayaska hokara ur3a ge| taba taka RSi jyoM-ke-tyoM khar3e rahe / tapa ke sAthasAtha ahaM bhI bar3hatA gyaa| maiMne kitanA vikaTa tapa tapA hai ? yaha bhAva ahaM ko vRddhigata karatA hai prabhutA pAsa meM ho aura ahaMkAra na ho, yaha kaba hotA hai ? aisA kauna vyakti hai jisake pAsa prabhutA hai aura ahaM nahIM hai ? jJAna kA, sattA kA, saMpatti kA, zakti kA aura prabhutA kA ahaMkAra hotA hai / tapa kA bhI ahaMkAra hotA hai / tapasvI kA ahaM puSTa hotA jA rahA thA / eka dina devavANI huI - " jAjalI ! abhI taka tuma sadhe nahIM ho| tuma tulAdhara vaizya ke pAsa jAkara sIkho / " yaha sunate hI RSi kA mana baukhalA gayA / ahaM para gaharI coTa lagI / devavANI ke prati vaha nata thA / vaha binA kucha nanunaca -kie tulAdhara vaizya ke pAsa AyA / usane dekhA ki vaizya tulAdhara eka dUkAna meM baiThA hai / grAhaka A rahe haiM, jA rahe hai / tulAdhara tarAjU se tolatA jA rahA hai / koI sAdhanA nahIM koI dhyAna nahIM, koI svAdhyAya nahIM, koI .. tapasyA nahIM | vaha kevala tarAjU se tola rahA hai / itanA sA dhyAna de rahA hai Page #333 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 320 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai ki donoM palar3e samAna raheM, koI bhI mukA huA na ho / sAMjha huii| tulAghara vaizya dukAna baMda karane lgaa| RSi pAsa meM jAkara bole-"bhAI ! kyA tumhArA nAma tulAdhara hai ?" "hAM, jAjalI ! Ae ho tuma ! kahokisalie Ae ho?" "maiM tumhArI sAdhanA jAnane ke lie AyA huuN| tumhArI sAdhanA kA mamaM kyA hai ?" RSi ne puuchaa| tulAdhara ne kahA-"merI aura koI sAdhanA nahIM hai| maiM to vyApArI huuN| vyApAra karatA hUM / vastueM tolatA hUM kintu eka bAta kA dhyAna rakhatA hUM ki donoM palar3e samAna hoM, donoM palar3oM ko samAna rakhatA haiN| isa bAharI saMtulana ne mere bhItara bhI saMtulana paidA kara diyaa|" jaba bhItara saMtulana kA balaya bana jAtA hai to dhyAna apane-Apa siddha ho jAtA hai aura samAdhi bhI siddha ho jAtI hai| __ tulAdhara vaizya ne bAharI saMtulana saadhaa| usakA Antarika saMtulana sadha gyaa| aba alaga dhyAna karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM rahI / dhyAna sahaja bana gyaa| RSi jAjalI ko bodha milA ki maiMne tapasyA kI, kintu saMtulana nahIM sghaa| saMtulana banatA to ahaM kaise AtA ? saMtulana kI avasthA meM sAre dvandva samApta ho jAte haiM / jIvana ke prati jhukAva hotA hai to saMtulana bigar3a jAtA hai / mauta ke prati jhukAva hotA hai to bhI saMtulana bigar3a jAtA hai| lAbha aura alAbha ke prati, mAna aura apamAna ke prati, nindA aura prazaMsA ke prati jo jhukAva hotA hai vaha bhI asaMtulana paidA karatA hai / jo samasta dvandvoM ke prati sama rahatA hai, saMtulana banAe rakhatA hai, vaha hai adhyAtma kA upAsaka / adhyAtma kA dUsarA sUtra hai-saMtulita vyavahAra / AdhyAtmika zakti kA vyavahAra jJAnAtmaka hogA / yaha tIsarA sUtra hai| vyavahAra ke dharAtala para jIne vAle vyakti kA vyavahAra saMvedanAtmaka hogaa| jJAna aura saMvedanA do haiN| cetanA ke vikAsa kI pahalI bhUmikA hai sNvednaa| jJAna usake Age kI bhUmikA hai| avikasita prANiyoM meM saMvedanA hotI hai, para jJAna nahIM hotaa| jitane avikasita prANI haiM unakI cetanA saMvedanA ke stara para kAma karatI hai, jJAna ke stara para kAma nahIM krtii| sunA hogA ravizaMkara ThAkura prasiddha sitAravAdaka the / ve kanADA ge| Page #334 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtma aura vyavahAra 321 ve sitAra bajA rahe the| donoM ora ke paudhoM meM saMvedanA jAgI aura ve saba saMgIta ke sAtha-sAtha idhara-udhara Dolane lage, jhukane lge| jo paudhe dUra the, jahAM saMgIta kI dhvani pahuMca nahIM rahI thI, ve paudhe jyoM ke tyoM khar3e hI rahe / yaha dekhakara niSkarSa nikAlA gayA ki jo paudhe nikaTa the, unameM saMvedanAtmaka bhAva itanA prabala ho gayA ki ve saba sitAra kI laya ke sAtha-sAtha jhUmane laga gae / baccoM ke prati bhI saMvedanAtmaka vyavahAra hI adhika kAryakara hotA hai, jJAnAtmaka vyavahAra kAryakara nahIM hotA / cetanA kI bhUmikA meM indriyoM kI tulanA baccoM se kI jA sakatI hai| tvacA, jihvA aura nAka se hone vAlI anubhUti saMvedanAtmaka hI hotI hai / AMkha aura kAna se jJAnAtmaka pratIti hotI hai / kintu ina sabhI indriyoM ke sAtha bhItara se pravAhita hone vAlI priyatA aura apriyatA kI dhArA jur3atI hai aura saMvedanA prabhAvita ho jAtI hai | AdhyAtmika vyavahAra karane vAlA priyatA aura apriyatA se prabhAvita nahIM hotA / vaha jisa indriya kA jo viSaya hai use jAna letA hai yA usakA saMvedana kara letA hai, isase Age kucha bhI nahIM karatA / kAna se zabda sunA aura usakA artha jAna liyA / yaha jJAnAtmaka vyavahAra hai / priya zabda sunA aura mana rAga se bhara gayA / apriya zabda sunA aura mana dveSa se bhara gayA / yaha saMvedanAtmaka vyavahAra hai / AdhyAtmika vyakti priya aura apriya zabda ke artha se paricita hotA hai phira bhI priyatA aura apriyatA ke bojha se apaneApako bhArI nahIM banAtA / kevala vyavahAra stara para jIne vAle loga priyatA aura apriyatA ke bojha se lade rahate haiM / unakA mAnasika tanAva kabhI samApta nahIM hotaa| unakI sArI citA priya ko anugRhIta aura apriya ko nigRhIta karane meM lagI rahatI haiM / AdhyAtmika vyavahAra kA cauthA sUtra hai -satyAbhimukhatA / AdhyA-tmika vyakti satya kI dizA meM muMha karake calatA hai| korA vyAvahArika vyakti padArthAbhimukha hotA hai / usakA muMha sadA padArtha kI ora rahatA hai| AdhyAtmika vyakti bhI padArtha ke binA nahIM jI sakatA / jIvana-yAtrA calAne' ke lie padArtha nitAnta jarUrI hai / padArtha aura padArthAbhimukhatA - ye donoM eka nahIM haiM / sukha mana kI avasthA hai / padArtha sukhAnubhUti kA nimitta ho sakatA hai, kintu sukha padArtha kI avasthA nahIM hai / padArtha hone para bhI koI sukhI nahIM hotA aura padArtha na hone para bhI koI sukhI hotA hai, isalie. Page #335 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 322 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai "padArtha se sukha hotA hai, yaha nizcita vyApti nahIM hai / padArtha ke hone para sukha ho bhI sakatA hai aura nahIM bhI ho sktaa| mana kI saMtulita avasthA meM sukha kI nizcita vyApti hai / jaba mana zAnta hotA hai taba sukhAnubhUti nizcita hotI hai / isakI puSTi alphA taraMga ke vaijJAnika siddhAnta se ho rahI hai| 'zAnta mana kI avasthA meM mastiSka meM alphA taraMga paidA hotI hai| usase vyakti sukha kA anubhava karatA hai| mAnasazAstrI 'jilDara penaphIlDa' ke anu"sAra mana meM kSobha aura udvega jitanA kama hotA hai utanA hI mana svastha rahatA hai / padArthAbhimukhatA mana meM kSobha aura udvega paidA karatI hai| padArtha ke prati hone vAlI ati utsukatA granthiyoM ke srAva ko aniyamita banA detI hai / phalataH duHkha kI paraMparA antahIna ho jAtI hai| isIlie adhyAtma pRSThabhUmi para vyavahAra ko calAne vAlA padArtha kA upabhoga karatA hai, padArtha kI dizA meM muMha kara nahIM cltaa| usakI jIvana-yAtrA satya kI dizA meM calatI hai / jise satya upalabdha ho jAtA hai, vaha duHkha se mukta ho jAtA hai / hamAre sabhI duHkhoM kA mUla hai-asatya / hama asatya ko pAlate haiM, bhrAntiyoM ko janma dete haiM aura duHkha ko nimantrita karate haiN| duHkha-mukti kA pahalA caraNa hogA-cirapoSita bhrAntiyoM ko tor3anA, bhrAntiyoM ko janma dene vAle asatya se dUra honA aura satya kA sakSAtkAra krnaa| vyavahAra Akhira vyavahAra hai / jIvana yAtrA ke lie usakI upayogitA ko nakArA nahIM jA sktaa| isa sacAI ko bhI asvIkAra nahIM kiyA jA sakatA ki vyavahAra kI pRSThabhUmi meM padArtha kI preraNA hotI hai taba manuSya duHkhI banatA hai aura jaba usakI pRSThabhUmi meM padArtha kI preraNA hotI hai taba manuSya duHkhI banatA hai aura jaba usakI pRSThabhUmi meM adhyAtma kI preraNA hotI hai taba manuSya zAnta aura sukhI jIvana jItA hai| Page #336 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 31. prekSAdhyAna : mAnasika prazikSaNa ke pAMca sUtra AtmA ke dvArA AtmA ko dekho, svayaM svayaM ko dekho-yaha prekSAdhyAna kA mUla sUtra hai| __ bhagavAna mahAvIra kI dhyAna-paddhati darzana kI paddhati hai / hamArI AtmA aura zarIra tatvataH bhinna hote hue bhI vyavahAra ke dharAtala para bhinna nahIM haiM / zvAsa, zarIra, vANI aura mana-ye saba prANazakti dvArA saMcAlita hote haiM / prANazakti sUkSma zarIra (tejasa zarIra) kA vikiraNa hai| sUkSma zarIra atisUkSma zarIra (karmazarIra) dvArA saMcAlita hotA hai| ati sukSma zarIra AtmA dvArA saMcAlita hotA hai| isalie zvAsa, zarIra, prANa aura karma ke spaMdanoM ko dekhanA AtmA ko dekhanA hai| apane-Apako dekhane kA pahalA sUtra hai-~-kaayotsrg| hama zarIra kI sakriyatA kA mUlya jAnate haiM / usakI niSkriyatA kA mUlya nahIM jAnate, isI. lie hama mAMsapezIya tanAva ke zikAra hote haiN| isa tanAva se bacane kA upAya hai-zarIra kI caMcalatA kA visarjana / zarIra zAnta hotA hai, taba zvAsa maMda ho jAtA hai, mana kI caMcalatA kama ho jAtI hai| kAyotsarga kA AdhyAtmika mUlya hai-antara kI anubhUti aura usakA mAnasika mUlya haimAnasika tanAva aura manokAyika rogoM se chuTakArA / ___apane-Apako dekhane kA dUsarA sUtra hai-apramAda / usakA eka rUpa hai-jAgarUkatA-satya aura saMyama ke prati jAgRta manobhAva / usakA dUsarA rUpa hai-bhAvakriyA-zarIra ke karma aura mana kA sAmaMjasya / mithyAdRSTi aura asaMyama yA indriya-lolupatA se hamArI cetanA suSupta ho jAtI hai| suSupta cetanA meM duHkha-bIja aMkurita hote haiM / apramAda jIvana kI dizA ko badala detA hai / hamArI sukha kI dizA udghATita ho jAtI hai| hamAre zarIra ke kama aura mana donoM sAtha-sAtha nahIM clte| hama zarIra se eka kAma karate haiM aura mana se dUsarA kAma karate haiN| isase hamArI zaktiyAM kSINa hotI haiM / bhAvakriyA dvArA hama isa zakti ke apavyaya se baca jAte haiN| Page #337 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisane kahA mana caMcala hai apane Apako dekhane kA tIsarA sUtra hai-- bhAvanA / isase prANa UrjA aura saMkarupazakti ( vila pAvara) kA vikAsa hotA hai / prANa UrjA kA vikAsa hone para saMkalpazakti kA aura saMkalpazakti kA vikAsa hone para hameM hara padArtha sammohita nahIM kara sakatA / hamArA nizcaya aTala ho jAtA hai / saphalatA kA mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai - dRr3ha nizcaya / apane-Apako dekhane kA cauthA sUtra hai - anuprekSA / sAmAjika saMparka, padArtha ke saMyoga-viyoga se panapane vAlI mUrcchA ko tor3ane aura mana para jamane vAle maloM kI saphAI ke lie yaha bahuta mUlyavAn abhyAsa hai / yaha cintanAtmaka dhyAna hai / yaha cintana se prArambha hotA hai aura eka viSaya meM ciMtana kI dhArA ko pravAhita kara anubhava ke stara taka pahuMca jAtA hai / isase sacAI kI anubhUti hotI hai, mana kI nirmalatA aura sahiSNutA kI zakti bar3hatI hai / apane-Apako dekhane kA pAMcavAM sUtra hai- prekSA / prekSA se zarIra kI sakriyatA bar3hatI hai, caitanya kendra jAgRta hote haiM / zvAsa, zarIra aura zarIra ke caitanya kendroM se nikaTa saMparka sthApita hote haiM / unake Antarika svarUpa ko jAnane-samajhane kA avasara milatA hai / dIrghazvAsa prekSA zArIrika aura mAnasika svAsthya ke lie atyanta upayogI hai / isase tejasa zarIra jAgRta hotA hai / mana kI caMcalatA ko miTAne kA yaha sahaja-sarala upAya hai| zarIra prekSA se zarIra ke viSa visarjita hote haiN| mana kI sUkSma ko pakar3ane kI kSamatA vikasita hotI hai / zarIra prekSA kA artha hai -- zarIra ke pratikSaNa badalate hue paryAyoM ko dekhanA, anubhava karanA / yaha paryAya ke mAdhyama se mUla dravya ko dekhane kI yAtrA hai / 324 zarIra ke rAsAyanika parivartanoM ko dekhanA, anityatA kA anubhava karanA / hama nitya ko nahIM dekha sakate, isalie nitya darzana kI yAtrA anitya-darzana se zurU karate haiM / zarIra meM ghaTita hone vAlI kucha ho, unheM draSTAbhAva se dekhanA, karanA / ghaTanAoM ko dekhanA, vedanA - pIr3A jo zarIra aura caitanya ke bheda kA anubhava caitanya kendra prekSA se caitanya kendroM para hamArA niyaMtraNa sthApita hotA hai | hama unakI zakti kA sahI niyojana kara sakate haiM / unameM rAsAyanika parivartana kara sakate haiM / Page #338 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prekSAdhyAna : mAnasika prazikSaNa ke pAMca sUtra 325 prakampana-prekSA-hamAre zarIra meM niraMtara prakaMpana ho rahe haiN| zarIra ke prakaMpana, vANI ke prakaMpana, mana ke prakaMpana aura zvAsa ke prakaMpana / sUkSma prANa kA prayoga kara prakaMpana bar3hAe jA sakate haiN| prANa kA nirodha kara ve ghaTAe jA sakate haiM, roke jA sakate haiN| bhAvanA ke dvArA virodhI prakaMpana paidA kie jA sakate haiN| prekSAdhyAna meM pavitra vikalpa yA AlaMbana aura nirvikalpa dazA donoM kA upayoga kiyA jAtA hai| zvAsa kI gati aura prakaMpanoM ke badalane para dRSTi badala jAtI hai| zvAsa aura zArIrika prakaMpanoM ko saMvAdI aura layabaddha karane kI paddhati hastagata hone para AdhyAtmika krAMti ghaTita ho jAtI hai, mAnava-saMbaMdhoM meM nayA mor3a A jAtA hai| prekSAdhyAna kI paddhati meM hama mana kI cAra bhUmikAoM ke vikAsa kA abhyAsa karate haiM1. jAgarUkatA 3. vicAra 2. bhAvanA 4. drshn| hama satya aura saMyama ke prati jAgarUka nahIM hote, isIlie mithyAdRSTi, indriya aura mana kI ucchakhalatA calatI rahatI hai| hamArA astitva pariNamanazIla hai isIlie hama bAharI vAtAvaraNa se sammohita hote haiM, sujhAva aura vANI se bhI sammohita ho jAte haiM, jaisA nimitta milatA hai, vaise hI bana jAte haiM / rAga-dveSa ke nAnA Aveza bhI bhAvanA ke stara para ubharate haiM / jaisI bhAvanA hotI hai, vaise hI vicAra banate haiN| jaise vicAra hote haiM, vaisA hI hamArA darzana hotA hai / jaba hama indriya-viSayoM ke prati mUcchita hote haiM, taba bhAvanA, vicAra aura darzana-ye saba indriya viSayoM ke AsapAsa hI ghUmate rahate haiN| yahI sArI samasyAoM aura duHkhoM kA mUla srota hai| prekSAdhyAna ke abhyAsa se hamArI mUrchA TUTa jAtI hai, mana satya aura saMyama ke prati jAgarUka bana jAtA hai| jAgarUka mana dUsare ke sammohana ko asvIkAra karane meM sakSama ho jAtA hai / isa kArya meM mantra bahuta sahayogI banate haiM / hama zarIra aura mana kI asvasthatA ko dUra karane ke lie sva-sammohana kA prayoga karate haiM aura pavitra bhAvanA ke dvArA hama nirmala bana jAte haiM / hameM zarIra aura mana kA svAsthya upalabdha ho jAtA hai| jAgarUka cetanA meM pavitra bhAvanA ke aMkura phUTate haiM taba hamAre vicAra bhI vAstavika bana jAte haiM / vicAroM kI vAstavikatA ko upalabdha kara hama apane bhItara kI yAtrA zurU karate haiM / hamArI darzana kI zakti svayaM ko dekhane Page #339 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 326 kisane kahA mana caMcala hai meM laga jAtI hai / isa avasthA meM bhAvanA, vicAra aura darzana-ye saba caitanya kI parikramA karane laga jAte haiM, mana rAga-dveSa se mukta ho taTastha aura pratikriyA zUnya hone laga jAtA hai| yahI hai sArI samasyAoM aura duHkhoM se chuTakArA pAne kA maarg| sukha-duHkha ke prati hamArA dRSTikoNa mithyA hotA hai, hamArA mana indriya viSayoM ke prati AkarSita hotA hai-yaha hamArI suSupti-starIya cetanA hai| hamArA mana padArtha tathA hAtha kI aMguliyoM, AMkhoM aura vANI ke sAtha bAhara Ane vAlI vidyut se sammohita hotA hai-yaha hamArI bhAvanA-starIya cetanA hai| hamArA mana padArtha aura vyakti ke sAtha citana pUrvaka saMbaMdha sthApita karatA hai| heya ko chor3ane aura upAdeya ko svIkAra karane kI bAta hama jAnate haiM, para bhAvanA se prApta sammohana se mukta hue binA kyA yaha saMbhava ho sakatA hai ? bhale na ho, phira bhI hama svatantra cintana kA upakrama karate haiM---yaha hamArI vicAra-starIya cetanA hai / hama padArtha ke bAharI svarUpa ko dekhakara hI saMtuSTa nahIM hote, usake AMtarika yA sUkSma svarUpa taka jAne kA prayatna karate haiM-yaha hamArI darzanastarIya cetanA hai| prekSA ke dvArA hama suSupti ko jAgarUkatA meM badalakara darzana zakti ko antadarzana kI bhUmikA para le jAte haiM / prekSAdhyAna ke phalita1. sakriyatA aura niSkriyatA kA saMtulana, zArIrika saMtulana / 2. lakSya ke prati mana kI jAgarUkatA, karma aura cintana kA sAmajasya / 3. saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa, dRr3ha nizcaya kI kSamatA kA vikAsa / 4. satya kI anubhUti yA sAkSAtkAra, mana ke maloM kI saphAI / 5. draSTAbhAva kA vikAsa / 6. ghaTanA ke prati sama yA taTastha rahane kI kSamatA yA pratikriyAmukta cetanA kA vikaas| 7. mAnasika saMtulana / 8. AcAra meM samatA aura vyavahAra meM mRdutA kA vikAsa / 6. vaiyaktika aura sAmAjika jIvana ke antavirodhoM kA samanvaya / 10. atimAnasika cetanA kA jAgaraNa / Page #340 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prekSAdhyAna : mAnasika prazikSaNa ke pAMca sUtra 327 11. vyasana mukti / 12. tanAva-janita rogoM kA nivAraNa / 13. zarIra aura mana se svastha vyaktitva kA vikAsa / 14. mana vikalpazUnya hone se ekAgratA sadhatI hai| usase jJAna-taMtu aura mAMsapeziyAM prazikSita hotI haiN| prekSAdhyAna mAnasika prazikSaNa aura mAnasika cetanA ke jAgaraNa kI eka sahaja-sarala prakriyA hai / Page #341 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Page #342 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________