Sharda Parimal

Author(s): Shardabai Mahasati, Kamlabai Mahasati
Publisher: Jivanlal Padamshi Sanghvi
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/023162/1

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sona Kang Kang Kang Kang Kang Kang Kang Kang Kang Kang Kang Kang Kang Kang She Kang Kang maNakI 9 ma * zrI neindraca nama: 1 [ zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtra - adhyayana 14 muM che jIvanA adhikAra Kang Kang Kang Hao cAritra zAradA-parimala Wan pravacanakAra pRbhAta soMpradAyanA pUjya mA. pra. viduSI zrI zAradAbAi mahAsatIjI rAjakoTa cAturmAsa : samRta 2026 Wan saMpAdaka pUjya khA. a. zrI zAradAbA mahAsatIjInA suziSyA pU. kamaLAbAI ahAsatIjI 5 prakAzaka sAMdhavI gulAla padamazI 25, saghavI sadana, bhArata seAsAyaTI, surendranagara, saurASTra kiMmata : : cAra rUpiyA paDatara kiMmata 9 rUpiyA Zai Ji Nan Yan Sheng Kang Kang Kang Kang Kang Yuan

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dazana hara ha hara hara je rasa je maNake 9 me La vI ginenA nA .. [zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtra - adhyayana 14 muM] . cha jIvane adhikAra zAradA-parimala pravacanakAra khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA pUjya bA.bra. viduSI zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI - pAjakoTa cAturmAsa : saMvata 202 saMpAdaka - pUjya bA.. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA suziSyA pU. kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjI prakAzaka saMdhavI jIvaNalAla padamazI 25, saMghavI sadana, bhArata saMsAyaTI, surendranagara, saurASTra kiMmataH cAra rUpiyA + paDatara kiMmata 9 rUpiyA che ke je che che e ja cAritra :

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prakAra che saMghavI padamazIbhAI kAnajIbhAInA smaraNArthe saMghavI padamazI kAnajIbhAI saMghavI jIvaNalAla padamazIbhAI - The. kheravA pA zerI, 25, saMghavI sadana, bhArata sosAyaTI, - surendranagara (saurASTra) raliphena ophisa : 245 TelI : ephisa 393-700 A ja ghara ? 209 ghara 158 * prAMgadhrA (saurASTra) vIra saMvata 2498 vikrama saMvata 2028 I. sa. 1971 a 5 Na pitAnA hRdayanI vAtsalya bhAvanA ane puruSArthanA prakAze amArI jIvanamAM dharmazraddhAnAM bIja repI sadAya dharmakArya karavA tarapha doranAra pUjya mAtA-pitAne sAdara samarpaNa ame chIe ApanA traNa putra - jayaMtIlAla, jIvaNalAla, prANalAla, hIrAlAla, manaharalAla. ka sudraka : maNIlAla chaganalAla zAha dhI navaprabhAta prinTiMga presa, ghIkAMTA, neveTI sinemA pAse, amadAvAda

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Hu Li Ban Ban Sui Sui :Ni Ni Ni Ni Ni Ni Ni Mi Mi sva. saMghavI padamazI kAnajIbhAI-dhrAMgadhrA Ban Mei Ban Ban Yu Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Mei Mei Mei janma : saMvata 1947 Aze 46 13 dl. 36-10-12-1 gurUvAra svargavAsaH saMvata 2010 phAgaNa zuda 14 dl. 1-3-1-18 Tu Xiang Xiang Xiang Xiang Xiang Xiang Xiang Xiang Xiang Xiang Xiang Xiang Xiang Xiang Qiu Qiu Qiu Qiu

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pitR devo bhava ! zraddhAM ja li mAtR devA bhava ! sva. pU. pitAjInA caraNa kamaLAmAM khAya-zizu yamAMthI ja Ape amArAmAM dhArmika sajkAronuM je siMcana karyu" ane amArA jIvanane sadAcAra ane susa'skAritAnA sanmArge laI javAmAM preraNAnAM je piyUSa pAyAM, te mATe ame ApanA bhavAbhavanA RNI chIe.... dhrAMgadhrA kArtika pUrNimA : 2028 ApanA e parama upakAraka RNa-tapaNunI yatkiMcita smRti rUpe, "zAdA-pazmila" nAmanuM A pravacana pustaka ame Apane apaNu karIe chIe ane ethI kaMIka aMze ame kRtakRtya thayAnA satASa anubhavIe chIe. ApanA putrA saMghavI jayaMtIlAla padamazI saMghavI jIvaNalAla padamazI saMdhavI prANalAla padamazI saMghavI hIrAlAla pasaMgI saMghavI anaeNhuralAla padamazI

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bAla brahmacAriNI pUjya zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI saMvata 2026 nA cAturmAsa mATe rAjakoTamAM padhAryA hatA. teo khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA parama zAMta ane vidvAna sAdhvIjI che. teozrIe rAjakeTa cAturmAsanA samaye karelAM pravacane A graMthamAM ApavAmAM AvyAM che. emanI vyAkhyAna zaili paraMparAnA Adarzane jALavI rAkhe che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa zrotAonA hRdaya para jainadarzananI eka bhavya chApa ubhI kare che. sAmAnya mAnavI paNa samajI zake evI pravacanadhArA teozrI akhalita vahAvI zake che ane Adhunika bhautika lAlasA para AdhyAtmika ane dharmatatvanI uttama prakAre chApa upasAve che. teozrIe potAnA prathama pravacanamAM tAva mApavAnA tharmomiTaranuM suMdara udAharaNa ApI A saMsAra duHkhamaya che ke sukhamaya che te mApavAnI vAta karI che ane saMsAranuM svarUpa mApavAnuM tharmomiTara jJAnarUpI bhAvanAmAM paDeluM che te saceTa rIte samajAvyuM che. karmabaMdhanI majabuta graMthIone bhedavA mATe teoe tapa, tyAga, vrata, niyama, zraddhA, jJAna Adi tane upaga karI karmabaMdhanane levAnI rIta paNa saralatAthI samajAvI che. emanA dareka vyAkhyAmAM dharmadraSTine jIvaMta rAkhanArAM ane pApabhIratA pragaTAvanAza arthAt pApavRttithI dUra rahevAnAM nAnAM nAnAM daSTAMte paNa ApyAM che. A daSTAMte arthadhanI daSTie uttama prakAranAM che ane zrotAonAM haiyA para sacoTa asara karI jatAM hoya che. pUjya mahAsatIjInA keTalAka vyAkhyAne sAMbhaLavAne mane paNa lAbha ma hatuM ane mArA manamAM thayeluM ke AvA mahAsatIjIe dhAre te ApaNA vyavahAra jIvanamAM ane sAmAjika jIvanamAM je Adhunika badIo dAkhala thaI che te jarUra nIkaLI jAya eTaluM ja nahiM paraMtu bhautikalAlasA vacce gherAyelAM ApaNA jaina parivAromAM dharmatane - prakAza paNa patharAya. prastAvanA ke bhUmikA lakhavAne mane adhikAra nathI, kAraNa ke natrayanI ArAdhanA karI rahelA tyAgIonI vANu para huM eka saMsAramAM sabaDate mAnavI kaI rIte pi piSaNa karI zakuM? hA, huM mAtra mahAsatIjInA vANI rUpa amRtane vaMdanA ja karI zakuM. AmAM pragaTa thayelAM dareka vyAkhyAne manana pUrvaka vAMcavA jevAM te che ja. sAthesAtha AjanA palaTAtA jIvanane sAce mArga darzAvanArAM paNa che. pUjya bAla brahmacAriNI zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIne bhAva vaMdanA karI huM kRtakRtya thAuM chuM. tA. 1-10-71 I. thai mehanalAla cunIlAla dhAmI rAjakeTa 3

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Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Mi Yi Yi Ni Yi Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang gaMgAsvarUpa pU. mAtuzrI kevaLIbahena padamazI saMghavI-dhrAMgadhrA Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Chuan Chuan Chuan Chuan Chuan Chuan Chuan Chuan Chuan Chuan Mi Mi Mi Mi Mi Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Mi De Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Rong Fa Fa Fa Fa Fa Shi Jiao Qing Nian . janma : saMvata 1962, piza vada 5 Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang Qiang

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sva. saMghavI padamazI kAnajIbhAInI jIvana jharamare e samayanA jhAlAvADanA pATanagara gaNatA dhrAMgadhrA zaheramAM rahetA sthAnakavAsI jaina samAjanA agresara tarIkhe vikhyAta zeThazrI kAnajIbhAI devasIbhAIne tyAM temanA dharmapatnI zrI meMdI bahenanI kuMkhe temane janma saMvata 1947nA Azo vadi 13 ne gurUvAra tA-29-10-1891 mAM thayo hato. ane temanuM nAma zrI padamazIbhAI rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. bAlyAvasthAthI ja vidyAbhyAsamAM khUbaja tejasvI hatA. vidyAbhyAsamAM AgaLa vadhavAnI tIvra IcchA hovA chatAM-temane pitAzrInA dhaMdhAmAM joDAvuM paDayuM. ane pitAzrInA kArabhAramAM saMpUrNapaNe dAkhala thaI dhaMdhAmAM khUbaja kAmayAbI hAMsala karI. temanuM prathama lagna saMvata 1964mAM vaDhavANa zaheramAM thayuM hatuM, paraMtu TuMka samayamAM ja temanA dharmapatnInuM avasAna thayuM. tyArabAda teozrIne dhaMdhAnA vikAsa arthe paradeza javAnI tIvra IcchA thaI paraMtu te vakhatanA vaDIle potAnA putrane paradeza mokalavA taiyAra na hatA. pitAzrIne samajAvI pitAzrInI rAjIkhuzIthI paravAnagI meLavI khUbaja nAnI uMmare e vakhatanA brITIza IsTa AphrIkAmAM teo nirakhI gayA hatA. paradezamAM dhaMdhAmAM khUba ja sArI nAmanA meLavI. tyAM acAnaka paheluM vizva yuddha thatAM paradezamAM vadhu samaya rokAI javuM paDayuM hatuM. yuddha baMdha thayA pachI teo sukharUpa svadeza AvyA hatA. tyAra bAda pitAzrInI paradeza javAnI paravAnagI nahiM malatAM teo dezamAM rahyA hatA. saMvata 1977 nI sAlamAM vaDhavANa zaheranA rahIza verA velasIbhAI jagajIvanadAsanI suputrI zrI kevaLI bahena sAthe lagna graMthIthI joDAyA hatA. ane temanAthI teone pAMca suputre ane be suputrIo thayAM, je nIce mujaba hAlamAM sukharUpa che. suputro suputrIo saMghavI jayaMtIlAla paramathI guNIbahena jI. dezI saMghavI jIvaNalAla padamaNI jayAbahena a. sakhIdAsa saMghavI prANalAla padamazI saMghavI hIrAlAla padamazI saMghavI manaharalAla padamazI badhA suputro-suputrIo pariNita ane khubaja sukharUpa che. sva. padamazIbhAI khubaja mAyALu, saraLa, udAraane dharmacusta hatA. kuTuMba ane samAja pratye teo khUbaja udAra ane mAyALu hatA. te vakhatanA dezI rajavADAmAM temanuM khUba ja mAna hatuM. dhrAMgadhrAnA rAjasAhebe temane nagarazeThane mAna bhaye ho ApyA hatA. saddagata roja savAra sAMja sAmAyika pratikramaNa karatA hatA temaja kAyama mATe cauvihArane niyama hatuM. teonuM pratikramaNa eTaluM badhuM manaramya hatuM ke jyAre teo samuhamAM pratikramaNa madhura kaMThe ane bhAvavAhI zailIthI karAvatAM tyAre sAMbhaLanArA sau

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kaI prasanna citta banI jatA. paryuSaNa parvamAM teo ekasAthe cha cha pauSadha karatA, eTaluM ja nahIM paNa eka be vAra to temaNe eka sAthe 8 pauSadha paNa karyA hatA. sthAnakavAsI jaina samAjamAM teo khUbaja AgaLa paDatA agresara hatA. ane eTalA ja mATe sthAnakavAsI jaina samAje jJAtinA zeTha tarIke mAnada hoddo Age ho. uMmara lagabhaga 64 varSanI thaI. zarIra saMpUrNa taMdurasta hatuM. temAM saMvata 2010nA phAgaNa suda 13 tA. 17-3-154nA reja bajAramAMthI ghera AvyA bAda pratikramaNa karyuM, cauvihAra karyo. pachIthI tarataja ajIrNa jevuM jaNAtAM potAnA dharmapatnI, putra tathA putrI vi.ne belAvyA. ane potAnA dardanI hakIkata kahI. tarata ja putrae DokaTarane lAvyA. DokaTare rAtre levAnI davAnI eka paDIkI ApI ane davA levA mATe kuTuMbIjAe khUbaja Agraha karyo, paraMtu dharmanI apAra zraddhA rAkhanAra A mahAna mAnavIe pitAnA kuTuMbIjanene khUba ja spaSTa zabdomAM kahyuM ke mAre cauvihAra che. huM keIpaNa saMjogomAM mArA vratane khaMDita karavAnuM nathI. saue jyAre khUba ja Agraha karyo tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke have mAruM AyuSya TakavAnuM nathI, huM DIja kSaNene mahemAna chuM, zarIra nAzavaMta che. dehane bhosa nathI mATe tame badhA mArA mRtyu bAda keI "jalanI azAnti karatAM nahi. "nAma che tene nAza che" ane "janma che tenuM maraNa che". enma ane mRtyu kudaratane krama che, eTale mArA mRtyubAda jarA paNa zoka karatA nahi evI suMdara zabdamAM bhalAmaNa karI ke dharmadhyAna karaze ane sau saMpathI ane premathI rihIne tamArA saunuM jIvana khUbaja sArI rIte ane Ijajata AbarU vadhArIne calAvaze eja mAre tane vAraso che, evI suMdara bhalAmaNa karatAM temanA bIjA naMbaranA suputra zrI jIvaNabhAI vadhAre paDatA lAgaNIzIla thaI raDI paDyA. tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke beTA ! zA mATe raDe che? DhIle thAya che? janma-maraNa e kudaratane kema che ane mArI uMmara 64 varSanI thaI che. pachI mRtyu Ave temAM zI harakata ! mATe zAnti rAkhe. Ama kahyuM ane kuTuMba pratyenI tamAma bhalAmaNa karyA bAda DIja vAre dardInI vyAdhi vadhAre vadhatAM teozrIne AtmA navakAra maMtranuM ekadhAruM smaraNuM karatAM A nAzavaMta dehane choDIne saMvata 2010nA phAgaNa zuda 14 tA. 18-3-154 nI vahelI, savAre 10-15 mInITe eTale ke savA dasa vAgye prayANa karI gayA. teozrInA A karI gayA. teozrInA AtmAnI zakti IcchI ane sahakuTuMbe temanI aMtima kIyA vigere karI lIdhuM. pa. va. padamazIbhAI zrI khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA pU. bA. bra. viduSI zAradAbAI mahApunIjInA saMsAra pakSe mAmA thAya che. sva.ne parivAra khUbaja dharma bhAvanAvALe che. temanA dharma patnI, suputra, suputrIo, temaja putra vadhUo vi. tathA temanA suputra saMghavI jIvaNalAla padamazIbhAI tathA temanAM dharmapatnI a. sau lIlAvaMtI jIvaNalAle A pustaka pragaTa karavA mATe khUbaja jahemata uThAvI che. lI. temane parivAra

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namra nivedana zrI khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA pUjya bA. bra. viduSI zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI Adi ThANa 13 nuM cAturmAsa saMvata 2026nI sAlamAM rAjakoTa thayela hatuM. A cAturmAsa daramyAna pUjya bA. bra. viduSI zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 14mA adhyayanamAM Avela che jIvanA adhikAra upara savAramAM vyAkhyAne pharamAvelA hatA. pU. viduSI mahAsatIjIe hRdayasparzI, sacoTa sarala ane AtmalakSI vANImAM vyAkhyAne pharamAvyA hatA, je vyAkhyAne jena ane jainetarane preraka ane AtmakalyANaka hatA. bA. bra. viduSI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAne sAMbhaLavA e jIMdagIne mahAna-amulya avasara che ema amane lAgyuM che. eka vakhata vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLanAra vyakti vyAkhyAna kadApi cheDatI nathI e amArA anubhave samajAyuM che. karmabaMdhanathI mukta thavAmAM jJAnanI jarUrata che, game te rIte paNa tame baMdhAyela che. e baMdhananA kAraNe jANe ane tene teDavAnA sAdhane taiyAra karI tenI pAchaLa saMpUrNa baLathI prayatna kare. jene dhana Adi saMpattimAM saMtoSa thato nathI ane thavAne paNa nathI, kAraNa te apUrNa che, saMpUrNa evA Atma prakAzane pragaTa karavAthI ja saMtoSa ane zAMti prApta thaze daSTikoNuM badalavAnI jarUrata che. kSaNika evA viSayenI ramaNatA ane tenA upaganI pAchaLa thato kALane anubhava ane temAMthI anyarUpe pragaTa thatI sukhanI lAlasAonAM vicAra karI che anaMta zaktivAna AtmA, tArA pitAnA svarUpa tarapha pAcho phara, pravRttinA mArgathI nivRttinA ghara tarapha jA, je te khare tyAMja zAnti AnaMda prema jJAna ane anaMta jIvananA amulya bhaMDAra bharyA che. mAyAvI saMsAranA bhegavila sI tArI vRttio pharaze te ja samaye aMtaranA Atmika dvAre ughaDI jaze. prabhune sAkSAtkAra-AtmAnI jhagamagatI jyoti tArA hRdayamAM pragaTavA lAgaze. zrI mumukSu vAcaka varga A pustaka vAMcI tenuM manana ane cintana karI dharmalakSI

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. manI pAtAnA Atma-vikAsa tara prayatnazIla thaze te A pustakathI alabhya lAbha thayA gaNAze ane A pustaka chapAvavA mATe ame kRtakRtya thayA ema mAnatA amAne harSa thaze. jaina samAjane caraNe AvuM ke'matI pustaka zAradA-parimala' samAjane upayogI thAya tevI sarala zailImAM dharatAM amene ghaNuA AnaMda thAya che. A vyAkhyAnA khUbaja lAkapriya banyA che. gAme gAma jyAM jyAM A pustaka pahoMcaze ane vadhAremAM vadhAre mAMga Avaze, nAnA gAmaDAM ke zaheramAM ApaNA pU. sAdhu sAdhvIjIonI gerahAjarImAM AvA vyAkhyAnanA pustakAnu' vAMcana sArI asara kare che. jemaNe vyAkhyAna zravaNu karyAM che te zrAvaka zrAvikAonI icchA akSarasaH vyAkhyAnA chapAya tA sArUM' evI hatI tethI e dRSTie A pustakamAM pU mahAsatIjInA suziSyA jJAnAbhilASI pU. kamaLAmAi mahAsatIjIe taiyAra karelI noMdha parathI akSarasaH prasiddha karavAmAM AvyA che. ApaNA samAjanA prasiddha lekhaka ane kavi zrI vaidya meAhanalAla dhAmIe A pustakanI AleAcanA karI suMdara vaMdanA" lakhI Apela che, te mATe ame teonA RNI chIe. A pustaka pragaTa karavAmAM ameAne je je bhAi mheneAe ane saMsthAee sahakAra ApyA che te badala ameA aMtakaraNapUrvaka AbhAra mAnIe chIe. -prakAzaka

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zAradA-parimala-1-2-3 vyAkhyAna naM. 1 saMsAra sukhanAsehAmaNuM svapna (jAhera pravacana) aSADa zuda 9 ne ravivAra tA. 12-7-70 vitarAga prabhunA virATa zAsanamAM ane vitarAga vATikAmAM vicaranAra zramapAsakane AtmAnA sAcA sukhanuM bhAna thavA bhagavate aneka mArgo batAvyA che. AjanA pravacanane viSaya che " saMsAra sukhanA sahAmaNuM svapnA." tamene sukha zabda priya che. tenAM sohAmaNAM svapnanI vAta che. tame rAtre sUtA ho ane evuM svapna Ave ke rAjAnI padavI bhegave che. rAjabhavanA bhautika sukhanI lahejata mANI rahyAM che, tyAM savAra paDatAM jAgRta thayA te e rAjabhavanA svapnane AsvAda laI zakaze kharA? nahI maLe. kema ke jJAnIonuM vacana che ke he AtmAo! tame jene zAzvata sukha mAnI rahyAM che te zAzvata nathI, paNa rAtrInA svapnA jevuM kSaNika che. tame je saMsArane mamatvabhAvathI mAro mAnI AtmasAdhanAne samaya gumAvI rahyA che te saMsAra tamAre nathI ja. jema kAgaLanA kalpita kusumamAM sAruM ke sugaMdha saMbhavI zakatA nathI tema A asAra saMsAramAM sAra ke sukha kayAMthI saMbhave! tethI ja anaMta jJAnIoe jANyuM, dekhayuM, anubhavyuM ane pachI ja jagatanI samakSa rajuAta karI. sAcuM sukha ane duHkha kene kahevAya? janme dukhiM jarA dukUkha, regANi maraNANi ya aho dukho hu saMsAra, jaltha kIsaMti janta che u. sU. a 19 gA. 15 A vAta ke A zabda mArA ke tamArA gharanAM nathI. chadamastha ke avadhijJAnI ke mana:paryavajJAnInA nathI paNa kevaLajJAnInI vANI che. ahIM A dukhamaya saMsArane ajJAnI AtmAo sukhamaya mAnI rahyAM che, te eka bhrama che. te bhramane dUra karavA saMsAra sukhamaya che ke duHkhamaya che tenuM satya darzana karavA tharmomITara dvArA tapAsavuM paDaze ke A saMsAramAM sukhanuM palluM nIcuM name che ke dukhanuM ? tamArA dikarAne tAva AvyuM hoya, keI paNa rIte utaratuM nathI. tyAre tene mApavA tame tharmomITara mUke che. tamAre ghera na hoya te pADezIne tyAM levA jAva che. tyAM na hoya te bajAramAM jAya che. ane be pAMca rUpiyA kharca karIne tame laI Ave che ane keTalI DIgrI tAva che tenuM mApa kADhI barapha, pitA Adi upacAro dvArA tane dUra karavA prayatna kare che. bele te kharA ? tyAM tame vilaMba kare che? (sabhA-sAheba jarUriyAtanI cIjamAM kaMI vilaMba karAya ?) jema tame tyAM vilaMba nathI karatA tema 1 zA.

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A saMsAra sukhamaya che ke duHkhamaya che tenuM tharmomITara vaDe mApa kADhavAnuM che. tame ja amane kahe che ne ke mahAsatIjI! A saMsAramAM kaMI sAra nathI. ghaNuM bahene kahe che ke mArI vahu sArI nathI ane dikare paNa vahune thaI gayo che. paNa ame te kahIe chIe ke bahena ! have zuM pikAra kare che ? tame ja A saMsAranI jaMjALamAM baMdhAvavA khUba dhAmadhUma karI, vAjA vagaDAvI dikarAne paraNAvyuM. vahunA mAthe hAtha mUkIne kahyuM ke vahu beTA! A ghara ne bAra tamArA che. te have dikare tene thAya temAM zI navAI mehanIya karmane A jIvane nazo caDyo che, tethI tene satya svarUpanuM bhAna thatuM nathI, jIva mahA mahanIya karma keTalA prakAre bAMdhe che. khabara che ne ? trIsa prakAre. juo savAre dUdha levA nIkaLIe tyAre kaMIka ThekANe saMsAranA nATaka jovA maLe che. bApa dikarAne ramADato hoya ane bele ke bApA, tuM kema raDe che! are bApa tuM che ke te che? sAme arise hoya ane kaMIka bhAIe vALa oLI, sArAM kapaDAM paherIne jotA hoya ke huM ke suMdara dekhAvuM chuM ! cAmaDIne zaNagAravAmAM keTale samaya bagADe che.? pahelAM te jamIna upara ja raMgoLI pUrAtI hatI paNa have te papha-pAvaDara-lAlI ne lisTIka vaDe bahenanA meDhA upara paNa raMgoLI pUrAya che. tamAro saMsAra rUDe ne raMgIle che, e AzAmAM sukhanAM svapnAM sevI rahyA che. piNI jIMdagI vitI gaI. hajI sukha maLyuM nahi. koI bhikhArIne, dhanavAnane ke madhyamane pUche ke tuM sukhI che? te kaI ema nahi kahe ke ame sukhI chIe. paNa amArA A saMta-satIjIene bhara nidrAmAMthI jagADIne pUche ke tame kevA sukhI che? to te kaheze ke amArA sukhanI te kAMI sImA ja nathI. amane te kAlanI paravA nahi. savAra paDatAM je joIe te dUdha-kephI badhuM ja maLe, chatAM Asaktine chAMTo na maLe. je maLe temAM saMtoSa. kema ke amane mAnava jIvananI mahattA samajANI che. A mAnava jIvana meLavavA mATe keTalAM kaSTo veThayAM! te jema tema nathI maLyuM. A lIbaDA, pIpaLA, saMtarA, mosaMbI, gAya ke baLadanAM varSo jatAM nathI paNa mAnavajIvananAM jAya che. tetrIsa sAgaropamanI sthitivALA, ekAMta samakitI sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM rahela deva je tyAM beThA mahAvideha kSetramAM rahelA kevaLI bhagavaMtane prazna pUche ane bhagavaMta tenuM manathI ja samAdhAna kare evA ekAvatArI deva paNa mAnavajIvananI IcchA kare che. jyAre tamane tenI kiMmata samajAI nathI. gaMgAjaLanA pavitra pANIne khALamAM nAkhI rahyA che. bahenanA kAnamAM pahereluM hIrAnuM buTiyuM khavAI jAya te zoca thAya che, paNa A mAnavajIvananI sonerI kSaNe jatAM zeca thatuM nathI. kAranuM buTiyuM pharIne maLaze paNa A amUlya avasara pharIne nahIM maLe. vastunI kiMmata samaya Ave ja samajAya che,

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saMte kahe, pANI ochuM vApare, pANInA eka biMdumAM bhagavaMte asaMkhyAta che kahyA che, chatAM mAne nahi paNa ame bAbarAmAM hatA tyAre peparamAM vAMcavuM ke junAgaDhamAM pANInI khUba taMgI che. eka rUpiyAnuM eka beDuM pANI maLe che. A samaye tame pANInA vaparAzamAM keTalo kApa kare che ! jema tAva mApavAnuM tharmomITara tame bajAramAMthI paisA kharcIne lAve che te ahIM saMsAra sukhamaya che ke duHkhamaya? tene mApavAnuM tharmomITara maphata maLe tema che. levuM che? levuM saheluM che paNa tene lIdhA pachI amalamAM mUkavuM muzkela che. tene khyAla rAkhaje. maphata maLe che paNa mAthA sATe mAla che. ahIM je cUkyA te samajI leje ke cerAsInA cakkaramAM bhramaNa ubhuM ja che. janmanuM duHkha :- tethI prathama te A jIvane janmanuM duHkha che. A lADI, vADI, bagIcA, baMgalA badhuM bhagavyuM kayAre? jayAre janma lIdhe tyAre ne? nava mAsa sudhI mAtAnA garbhamAM kerInI mAphaka UMdhe mastake laTaka ane kevAM kaSTa veThayAM! Aje te upAzrayamAM garamI lAge te yuvAna varga bole che ke badhe sudhAre thaye paNa haju ahIM kema sudhAre nathI thatuM ! huM kahuM chuM ke bhAI ! tyAM mAtAnA garbhamAM haju kAMI sudhAre thaye che? kahI de tamArA vaijJAnikane ke tyAM sudhAro kare. pachI ahIM sudhAro karavAnI vAta karaje, jJAnI kahe che ke janma samayanuM sukha anaMta gaNuM che, chatAM tame kaheze ke amane janma samayanuM duHkha yAda nathI. zuM tamane yAda che tene tame mAno ! khera. tamane yAda nathI e vAta choDI de. paNa atyAre je janme che te te tame jANe che ne? kaMIkanA janma samaye keTalI dekhAdeDI thaI paDe che! phekaTaranA zaraNe javuM paDe che. ane DokaTarane lakhI devuM paDe che ke nAnA jIvanuM je thavuM hoya te thAya paNa moTA jIvane bacAve. bIjI vAta tamArA anubhavanI karuM. mAnI lo ke tamane peTamAM asahya dukhAve tha. DokaTarane batAvyuM. tene abhiprAya che ke epenDIzanuM darda che, ane oparezana karAvavuM paDaze, turataja dardIne oparezana thIyeTaramAM laI jAya che ane oparezana karatAM pahelAM tene kalerephAma suMghADI bebhAna karI devAmAM Ave che. pachI piTa cIrI bagADa kADhI TAMkA laI le che. kepha utaryA pachI dardIne pUche ke tene kevuM duHkha thayuM te te duHkhanuM varNana karI zakaze nahi. te ja rIte janmanA duHkhanuM ApaNe samajI levuM joIe. , bIjuM duHkha vRddhAvasthAnuM che. jJAnIe kahyuM che ke "jarA duphakha" kAne saMbhaLAya nahi, AMkhe dekhI zakAya nahi, nAkamAMthI cIkaNuM pANI vahetA hoya, kamara vAMkI vaLI jAya, zarIra kAma karatuM na hoya. putre javAba ApatA nathI ane patnI dAda detI nathI,

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tyAre mAnavIne ghaDapaNamAM sukhanuM gAMDapaNa vaLage che. ane tame mAneluM e sukha aMte duHkhano dAvAnaLa pragaTAve che. ethI ja maraNa samaye dehamAM rahele jIva sukha, zAMti ane saMtoSathI nIkaLI zakato nathI. A tamAre saMsAra A duHkhamaya hovA chatAM paNa tamane te sahAmaNe lAge che. tenuM kAraNa anAdi kALathI jhera caDhI gayuM che. jherI nAga karaDa heya ane jhera caDhayuM hoya tyAre kahe lIMbaDo khavaDAvavAmAM Ave ane tene pUcho ke bhAI kaDavo lAge che ke mI! te kahe che ke mIThe lAge che. jema jema jhera utare che tema tema samajAya che ke A te kaDave jhera lIMbaDo che. tema tamArA jIvanamAMthI bhege ne tRSNArupI nAgaNInuM jhera utaratuM jaze tema tema tamane saMsAra kevo lAgaze. ghaDapaNa AvavA chatAM jIvananI jhaMkhanA-tRSNa ochI thatI nathI paNa vadhatI ja jAya che. gAmaDAmAMthI zaheramAM AvatAM, mANasa e vicAra kare che ke rahevA mATe eka sarasa makAna maLI jAya ane varSe pacIsa-trIsa hajAranI Avaka thaI jAya te saMtoSathI beThe beThe khAuM ane AdhyAtmika jIvana jIvuM. have varSo vItI jAya. ane eka sAdA makAnane badale Adhunika sagavaDo vALa suMdara phaleTa maLI jAya. TekasIna bhADAnA paisA na hatAM tene badale meTara maLI jAya. paccIsa hajArane badale pAMca lAkhanI Avaka thaI jAya, chatAM tamane sukha ke saMteSa maLaze khare? bhalA. tame zAMtithI besIne vicAra kare ke have mAre keTaluM joIe che? paccIsa varSa pahelAM AvyuM tyAre mArI pAse kAMI na hatuM, kema A vAta barAbara che ne? keI mitra tamane AvIne pUche ke sta! tArI badhI IcchAo pUrNa thaI? tame kaho ke "hA," te paNa tamArA meDhA upara AnaMda kema dekhAtuM nathI ? tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke e sukha bAhya che, AtyaMtara nathI. mANase Aja sudhI jIvana evuM keLavyuM che ke dhanapAna sivAya bIjA kazAne vicAra ja nathI karyo. ane tene mATe samaya paNa kADhaye nathI. duHkha che paNa duHkhI kema che enuM kAraNa zodhyuM nathI. zarIra tUTatuM hoya, rAtanA sUvA jAya, chatAM aja pi rahe, becenI rahe, UMgha Ave nahi, tene mATe geLIo le, chatAM geLIonuM ghena kalAka be kalAkamAM kyAMya uDI jAya ane jAgI javAya. badhuM maLyuM chatAM zAMti nathI. tyAre aMdarathI keI kahe che ke AnAthI mane saMtoSa nathI. mAre khorAka judo che. teNe ' komaLatA, mRdutA, vizvaprema che. A badho khorAka koI divasa meLavyuM nathI. devAnupriya! sAcA sukhe te Atmika che. bIjA badhA sukhe kSaNika che. jagatanAM tamAma sukhe eka bAjumAM mUke te Atmika sukhamAM bhautika sukha alpAMze paNa AvI zakaze nahi. eka divasanA cAritramAM jeTaluM sukha che, teTaluM sukha khuda IjAne ke cakravatine paNa nathI. kAraNa ke te badhAM sukhe vinazvara che. e paugalika sukhamAM rAcatAM kIDAone kayAMthI khabara hoya ke A badhuM ja cheDIne mAre eka divasa javuM paDaze

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sasAranI aMdara sinemAnA paDadAnI jema anekavidha avanavA sukha duHkhanA daramyA najare jovA chatAM sa MsArane sukhamaya mAnavA e mUkhanu lakSaNa che. A tamArA dekhAtAM sehAmaNA sa'sAramAM kANu kevu che? saMsAranA sukha retInA maMgalA jevAM che. jharamara jharamara varasAda vase tyAre nAnA mALako rUtInA maMgalA banAve che, chAparU banAve che, khArIe paNa mUke che. ane bALaka harakhAya che ke me' kevA sudara khaMgalA khanAthai ? A bALakanI vAta che, paNa vRddha ke yuvAnanI nathI. khIjI vAta pAgalanI. eka pAgala mANasa nakAmA kAgaLa cItharAM badhuM bheguM kare che. ame sukhaIthI pAchAM pharatAM marelI AvyA. rastAmAM pAgalanI hAspitAla AvI. te adhakacarA gAMDA amane joI ne kUdavA lAgyA. A pAgalanI vAta karI paNu tamArI nathI. jema bALaka retInA mahela joine khuza thAya che paNa eka pavananA jhapATA lAgyA tyAM tene retInA ramya mahela retavatu anI gayA. A joI mALaka sAre che. ajJAna keTaluM bhayaMkara terrible ( TerIkhala) che ! AcAraga kahyuM che ke aAyalI nALa AdivAya Tu ajJAna jIvanamAM ubhAM kare che. ajJAna ja saMsAranI musApharI vadhAranAra che. ajJAna ja mAnavIne satya samajavA detuM nathI. mAhunA kdAmAM dhakelanAra jo koI tatva hAya teA te ajJAna ja che. kharekhara mAhanI gati nyArI che. saMsAranA pravAsI paNu ajJAna bALakanA retInA ramya raheThAMNanI jema duHkha bharelA saMsAramAM sukhanA seNulAM sevI rahyo che. AMkhamAMthI AMsu sUtramAM bhagavAne keTalAM aniSTA nAnA bALaka te rAve paNa A ThekANe koI buDhDhA bApAnA mahela paDI jAya te rAve ke na reAve! jene mUkIne ja javAnuM che. eka seAya jeTalu paNa sAthe laI javAnu nathI, chatAM ATalI hAya baLatarA che, te pachI laI javAnu hAya te keTalI hAya ? huM te mAnuM chuM ke khApa-dikarA sAmA sAmA ubhA na rahI zake, satA tamane samajAve che paNa samajatAM nathI. baLatarA have banyu evuM ke eka divasa rAtre lAI TA khaMdha thai jatAM pAgalA rADA pADavA lAgyA. moTA zaheremAM lAITa hoya tyAM phrAnasA na rAkhe. e kacarA lAge, paNa jyAre lAITA baMdha thaI jAya tyAre phAnasa zeAdhavA nIkaLe. khaDiyA saLagAvIne lAvyA. aMdarathI sAMkaLa khaMdha karI, dIvA joI ne pAgaleA khUba harakhAyA. kapaDAMnA cheDe aDADacA tyAM saLagyuM. khIjAe trIjAe peAtAnA kapaDAM saLagAvyA ane khUba harakhAvA lAgyA, ke ame kevA sarasa dekhAie chIe ! dAjhe che te paNa harakhAya che. temanI bUmA sAMbhaLI DAhyA mANaso doDI AvyA. bahArathI kheMce che paNa bAraNAM khAlatA nathI. bAraNAM parANe khAlIne aMdara AvIne pAgalAne AgamAMthI bacAve che, tyAre pAgale kahe che ke amane evAja rahevA de. teo kUdAkUda kare che, nAce che, gAya che, paNa AgamAMthI mukta thavAnu

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mana thatuM nathI. te ja rIte saMte rUpI DAhyA purUSane thAya che ke saMsAramAM mehamadirAnA kephathI AtmAo jyAM ne tyAM paTakAI rahyA che. ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM athaDAI rahyA che ane alitA palitA rUpa saMsAramAM banI rahyAM che, temane game tema karIne bacAvI laIe. paNa mAchalIne pANImAMthI bahAra kADhavAmAM Ave che te marI jAya. tema tamane paNa saMsAramAM ja rahevuM game che. kahevAmAM Ave ke devAnupriya! dharma mATe eka kalAkane TAIma meLave, te kahe che ke zuM karIe ! TAIma maLatuM nathI. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tame game teTalA kAmamAM ho paNa hAjata javAnI peTamAM pIDA thAya te jAva ke nahi! tyAM tame TAIma kADhe che ke nahi? te ja rIte ahIM paNa TAIma laIne Ave. hAmaNe dekhAte tamAre saMsAra amArI draSTie te bihAmaNe ja lAge che. saMsAramAM koI koInuM nathI. e tamArI bhrAmaka dRSTi sudhAravA eka daSTAMta ApuM chuM - daSTAMta - eka mAnavI saMsAramAM vase che. karmanI gati nyArI che. nokarI ke dhadha kare che paNa saphaLatA maLatI nathI. pAsA savaLA nAkhe te paNa uMdhA paDe che. bhAInuM nAma tenI mAtAe pADyuM hatuM lakSamIcaMda. nAma che lakSamI, paNa lakSamI devI prasanna thatAM nathI. nAma pADavAthI kaMI lakSamI DI ja maLe che? lakSamIcaMda game tema kare paNa paisA maLatAM nathI, ghare jAya te zrImatI kakaLATa kare che. enI patnI krodhI hatI. pite peTe pATe bAMdhI zakatI nahatI. peTa bharavA paisA joIe ane pati paisA lAvate nathI. paisA vinAno mANasa saMsAramAM kaMsAra je nahiM paNa kasAra je jaNAya che. lakSamI te bhAgya hoya te ja maLe che. Aje tame dhanavinAnA mANasane zI upamA Ape che? kahevata che ne ke nANAM vagarane nAthIo, nANe nAthAlAla, vasu vinA nara pazu. saMsAramAM konI keTalI kiMmata aMkAya che te A kahevata uparathI spaSTa thaI jAya che, chatAM tamArI AMkha khulatI nathI. ekAda vakhata dhako maLe pachI ja AMkha khule che. lahamIcaMdanI patnIe kahI dIdhuM ke paisA vinA mArA gharamAM paga nahi mUkAya. kamAvAnI trevaDa na hatI te zA mATe ghara mAMDyuM che? no wealth no cost (ne veltha ne koTa) patnInA tikSaNa vacanothI lakSmIcaMdanuM hRdaya viMdhAI gayuM. bele te kharA, ghara konuM ?... tamArUM ke patnInuM ? chatAM paga mUkavA detI nathI. lakSmIcaMda mUMjhAI gaye. have karavuM zuM? mAnava mUMjhAya tyAre te zuM kare? ("sabhA- ApaghAta kare") lakSmIcaMde nakakI karyuM ke have A duniyAmAM jIvavuM vyartha che. jene huM mArA mAnate hato te mArA nathI. te paisAnAM ja sagAM che. nirdhana jIvana have mAre jIvavuM nathI.

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vizeSa karIne ja sukha upara rAga ane duHkha upara dveSa vALA hoya che. sukha ane duHkhane mAnavI satya svarUpe samaje te tenA hRdayamAM sukha-sagavaDatAmAM rAga ane duHkhanA sAdhana para dveSa janma nahi. sukha meLavavA prANane taja svarganAM sukha-zAMtinAM sava seve nahi. sukha ane dukha zubhAzubha karmanA phaLa che. jenA pApakarmanA aMdhArA cAre kora phaLI vaLyA hatAM e lakSmIcaMda gAma bahAra eka vaDalAnA jhADa nIce gayo.nirAzAnI rAzathI baMdhAyele lakSmIcaMda jhADanI Toce caDyo ane te parathI paDavA vicAryuM, paNa vicAra thayo ke paDu ne hAtha-paga bhAMge te? kema paDAya! pAcho utaryo. deraDuM lAvyA. bAMdhIne phAMsa khAvA jAya che, paNa phase khAI zakatuM nathI. paNa dhIme dhIme deraDuM gALAmAM besADate jAya che. maravAnI aNI upara che, tyAM tene bhAgyodaya jAge. ane devavANI saMbhaLAya che. he mAnavI ! tuM zA mATe A mAnavabhava hArI jAya che! zA mATe A gaLe phAMso khAya che? lakSamIcaMda kahe che-A saMsAramAM dhana vinA mArI koI velyu nathI. maravA sivAya upAya nathI. deva kahe che tuM pApI peTanI ciMtA cheDI de. huM AjathI tArA upara prasanna thaye chuM. prasanna thayelA devanA vacana sAMbhaLI duHkhI thayele mAna thI prabhAtanA khIlelA puchapanI jema prakulita banI gaye. ane bolyo ke deva! Apa mArA para prasanna thayA che te huM duHkhathI kaMTALI gaye chuM ane sukha joIe che. te have Apa mane cheDe samaya Ape jethI huM sukha zodhI AvuM. lakSamIcaMda sukhanI zodha karavA nagaramAM upaDe. eka meTI havelImAM gayo. makAnanI bahAranI zebhA joIne tenuM mana pANI pANI thaI gayuM. nokarane kahe che bhAI ! mAre AvuM makAna baMdhAvavuM che, mane jevA javA de. rajA maLI. aMdara dAkhala thayo. aMdaranA ThAThamATha joI tene thayuM. basa, AvuM sukha huM deva pAse mAMgIza. tenI vicAraNA kaMIka AgaLa vadhe te pahelAM te tenA kAne aMdarathI bAInA rUdanane karaNa vara saMbhaLAya. nekarane pUche ke AvA suMdara makAnamAM keNu raDe che? te kahe che e te amArA zeThANuM che. te zA mATe raDe che? mane temanI pAse laI jAva. pAse jaIne rUdananuM kAraNa pUche che. bahena ! ATa ATalI sukha sAmagrI hovA chatAM zA mATe raDo che ? tamArA sukhane joI huM Azcarya pAmuM chuM, tyAM tuM raDI rahI che, tenuM kAraNa zuM ? bhAI! A mAruM sukha ane zAMti denAra nathI paNa bhaMgAra che. paDachAyA jevuM che. badhAya sukhanI pAchaLa duHkhane dariye paDe che. A sukha ane sAdhananI sAmagrI vasAvanAra, lIlI vADInA khIlavanAra, mArA zirachatra evA mArA svAmInAtha A leka cheDI paralekavAsI thayAM che. have mAre A sukha zA kAmanA? bhAI! AvA sukhane ta sukha mAne che? lakSmIcaMda kahe-Ane huM sukha nahiM paNa duHkha ja mAnuM chuM. mAre AvuM sukha na joIe. tyAMthI te pAcho pharyo.

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bIjI havelImAM dAkhala thaye. tyAM eka zeThanuM sukha joIne A saMsArane pravAsI harSathI chalakAI gaye. aha! A zeTha te devanA sukha bhogavI rahyA che. huM AvA sukhane mAgIza. ane mArA duHkhane bhAMgIza. sukhAnaMdamAM mahAlIza ane mArI jiMdagI pasAra karIza. ema vicAra karI kahe che zeThajI! mane te Apa ja sukhI dekhAya che. mArA upara deva prasanna thaye che. huM ApanA jevuM ja sukha mAMgIza. zeTha kahe bhAI! tane mAruM sukha gamyuM, te enI IcchA karI paNa mAruM sukha mane kSaNabhaMgura lAge che. parabhavamAM sAthe AvanAra nathI. meM paisA meLavavAmAM lehInA pANI karyA. paralekanI ciMtA karI nahIM. pApa karatAM pAcho vaLe nahIM ne puNya kAMI karyuM nahIM. putranA pAraNA pAchaLa AzAmAM ne AzAmAM vRddha thaye, paNa putranI prApti thaI nahIM. duHkhamAM ne duHkhamAM jIvate chatAM maravA jevo ja chuM. A sukha mane madhathI kharaDelI tIkSNa talavAranI dhAra jevAM lAge che. ane tuM AvA sukhanI IcchA kare che? bele te kharA! tame badhA sukhI te cho ne? tamane kaIne AvA duHkha te nathI ne? kAraNa! tamArI pAse paisA che, putra che, patnI che, parivAra che, suMdara makAna che, maTara che, nokara cAkara che, eTale ja badhAM sukhIyAM che ne ? sAthe saMsAranA rasIyAM che ne ? (sabhA - sukhI nathI, duHkhI chIe) je sukhI nathI, eTaluM tamane samajAyuM hoya te have saMsAra pratyene rasa ocho karo. - lakSmIcaMda (cAryuM ke AvuM sukha zA kAmanuM? tyAMthI vidAya thaye. pharate pharate vIrANI pauSadhazALAmAM AvyuM. saMtenI pAse beThe. saMtanA mukha upara AnaMdanI sImA nathI. tapanA teja jhaLake che. keI tapasvI che. te kaI jJAna dhyAnamAM masta che. te kai viyAvaccamAM masta che. kayAMya azAMti ke duHkhane chAMTe na joyo. dhanavAna ke garIba badhA upara eka ja samAna daSTi che. sAcuM sukha te ahIM ja che. paisA vina gharamAM gaye to je patnI pAsethI sehAmaNAM sukhanI AzA rAkhatA hatA te patnIe jAkAro karyo. Aje traNa traNa divasa thayAM paNa saMta jAkAre karatA nathI, mATe ja jJAnIe kahyuM che ke - khaNamittasuphakhA bahukAladukhA, pagAmadukhA aNigAma suphakhA saMsAra maphakhasa vipakUkhabhUyA, pANI aNaWANa u kAmabhegA u. sU. a. 14. gA. 13 mahAna purU kahe che ke tuM jyAM sukha mAne che tyAM sukha nathI. kSaNika sukhanI pAchaLa ghaNuM kALanuM duHkha che. janma jarA ane maraNanuM duHkha sarva jIvonA mAthe UbheluM ja che. bAkI saMsAramAM svArthanI ja bAjI che. pati patnIne kahe ke peTImAM je dAgInA bharyA che te Apa. hamaNAM mAro hAtha bhIDamAM che. dIkaro mAtA pAse mAMge te premamAM

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khaTAza Ave ke nahi ? huM mAMge te ThIka paNa badhuM ja mAMge che te joI le ke ke prema rahe che. A saMsAra svArthamaya che. deva prasanna thayA. sukhanI zodha karavA jatAM lakamIcaMdanI AMkha khulI. kaMIka vakhata duHkha sArA mATe Ave che. saMtenA sukha jevuM bIjuM keI sukha nathI. lakSamIcaMdanI patnIne khabara paDI ke tene pati upAzrayamAM ja rahe che. tene bIka lAgI ke rakhe sAdhu thaI jaze? te deDatI AvIne kahe che ke svAmInAtha ! ghare padhAre, dIkSA levI nathI. mAre geLanI bAdhA che. ghI ne gaLapaNanI bAdhA che. A samaye aMtaraMga vairAgya heya te ja TakI zakAya che. lakSmIcaMda kahe che sAcA zAzvata sukhanI cAvI te tyAgamAM ja che, rAgamAM nahi. mAre rAganI AgamAM baLavuM nathI. mAre te tyAgamArga aMgIkAra karI sAcA sukhanI prApti karavI che. saMsAra sukhanAM sahAmaNAM svapnAM te saMdhyAnA raMga jevA che. baMdhuo A kSaNika sukhe rAga ghaTADI jiMdagInI eka eka sonerI paLa pramAdamAM nahIM gumAvatAM AtmakalyANanI laganImAM lagADe. e ja anaMta jJAnIone saMdeza che. TAIma thaI gayuM che. vadhu avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na racAturmAsane maMgala saMdeza [aSADa suda punama ne zanivAra, tA. 18-7-70 ]. Ajano divasa e pavitra divasa che. A vizALa holamAM najara karatAM thAya che ke Aje zuM ravivAra che? nA, ravivAra te nathI paNa Aje te zanivAra che. paNa e ravivArane ya vaTAvI AgaLa vadhIne Aje ApaNe aSADhI pUrNimAne pavitra dina che. pUrNimA te dara mahine eka vakhata Ave che, paNa AjanI pUrNimA ApaNu darekanA dilamAM AnaMdanI urmi pragaTAve che. AjanA divase duniyAbharamAM vicaratA jaina saMte pite nizcita karelA sthAne sthira thaI jaze. munirAjone vihAra priya hoya che ane vihAramAM saMtane anubhava sAthe saMyamanI surakSA paNa thAya che. jyAre zrAvakene te sthira thAya che tyAre AnaMda Ave che. upAzrayamAM saMte birAjamAna hoya tyAre zrAvake dararoja prabhAtamAM jAgRta thaI saMtadarzana kare, mAMgalika sAMbhaLe, saMtenAM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe; ane zrAvakanA je bAra vata che temAMthI eka vratanA pAlanane lAbha paNa meLavI zake. zrAvakanA bAra vratamAM svAdhIna keTalA ne parAdhIna keTalA? ja. 11 vrata svataMtra che. tame jyAre karavA dhAro tyAre karI zake che, paNa bAramuM eka ja vrata evuM che ke tame svataMtrapaNe karI zakatAM nathI. e te gAmamAM saMte birAjamAna hoya tyAre ja bhAvanA bhAvIne pUrNa karI zakAya che. 2 zA.

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18 Aje cAturmAsanI zarUAtane maMgala divasa che. te sthira thAya paNa temane AnaMda kayAre Ave ? jyAre zrAvake jinazAsanamAM sthira thAya tyAre. tame saMtane sthira karIne AnaMda mAno che. jyAre saMte zrAvakane sthira karAvavAmAM AnaMda mAne che. jo ke amane te vicAravAmAM ja AnaMda hoya che. kAraNa ke jema nadI vahetI heya tyAre te tenA kinAre rahelAM vRkSene tAjagI Ape che, ane AgaLa vadhe ja jAya che. te ja rIte saMte jyAM jyAM vicare che tyAM tyAM zrAvakanA saNamAM paNa tAjagI AvatI jAya che. ane tenA kAraNe saMtenA hRdayamAM paNa AnaMda hoya che. Aje sthira thavA chatAM amArA mukha para AnaMda che, tenuM kAraNa e ja che ke ame prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana karIe chIe. A divase mAM samUrNima jIvenI tema ja lIletArI tathA lIla kulanI utpatti vadhu pramANamAM thAya che. te jenI virAdhanA na thAya te mATe prabhue pharamAna karyuM che ke huM mArA saMte! tame cAra mahinA vihAra karaze nahi. A AjJapAlanane amane AnaMda che. prabhue amane sthira rahevAnuM kahyuM che, te AmAMthI tamane kaMI lAgu paDe ke nahIM ? ame saMpUrNa tyAgI chIe, tame kaMika AgArava La do. chatAM bane teTalA, A divase mAM AraMbha-samAraMbha karavA nahi. vinA prajane bahAragAma javuM nahi. eka sthAnake rahI bane teTalI dharma ArAdhanA karavI joIe. vaNanuM cAturmAsa aSADha suda agiyArazathI zarU thAya che. te divasane teo devapoDhI agiyAraza kahe che. temaNe devane suvADI dIdhA paNa ApaNe te aMdaramAM beThelA cetanadevane jagADavA nA che. trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa maDa 2 nanuM zAsana cAlatuM hatuM tyAre temaNe vicAryuM ke bahAragAmathI rAjAe mArI sabhAmAM Ave che. te A lazkara sahita Ave che. te A divasomAM jIvenI keTalI virAdhanA thaI jaze ! aviratI sammAdakiTa hovA chatAM dilamAM pratyenI keTalI anukaMpA che ! kRSNa mahArAjAe Adeza karyo ke he rAjAe ! aSADa suda agiyArasathI laIne kArataka suda agiyArasa sudhI koIe mArI sabhAmAM AvavuM nahi eTale A agiyArasane devapoDhI ane kArataka suda agiyArasane vaiSNave deva uThI agiyArasa mAne che. tamArA dilamAM paNa anukaMpA AvavI joIe. eka varSamAM traNa kALa Ave che. (1) zItakALa (2)uSNakALa (3) varSAkALa. A traNe kALamAM je koI atimahatvane kALa hoya te varSAkALa ja che. kAraNa ke ziyALAmAM vadhu ThaMDI na paDe te kAMI nukana thatuM nathI. unALAmAM vadhu garamI na paDe te paNa kAMI nukazAna thatuM nathI. paNa je cemAsAmAM varasAda na paDe te na thA pazu pakSI eno kevI dazA thAya che e to ApaNI pratye je kIe chIe aSADanAM vAdaLAMna je 1 ja jema mora vAdaLAMnI gaja nA tAM naLavA Atura banI jAyache tema cAturmAsa najIka AvatAM zraddhAvAna zrAvako paNa vIra vANIne TahukAra sAMbhaLavA utsuka

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11 khanI jAya che. varasAda AvatAM jema dharatI raLiyAmaNI banI jAya che, cAre tarapha prAkRtika sondraya khIlI uThe che, tema cAturmAsanA divasomAM pravacana sAMbhaLyA pachI ApaNA jIvananA bAga paNa raLiyAmaNA banI javA joIe. varasAda varasI gayA ane unALAnI sakhta garamIthI tapelI dharatIne zItaLa banAvI gaye ane vadhArAmAM vanaspatithI dharatIne lIlIchama banAvI gaye. te ja rIte-zrAvakAnA jItranamAM jJAna-dhyAna-tapa ane tyAganA aMkurA phUTavA joie. satya-nIti ane sadAinI saurabhathI jIvanakhAga mahekavA joIe. varasAdanI dhArAe saDake upara ane garemAM je gaMdakI thaI hAya che tene dhoi nAkhe che. tema vItarAga-vANInI dhArAone ApaNe ApaNA hRdayamAM utArI aMdara rahelA rAga-dveSa-mAna-mAyA Adi doSAnAM je thara jAmI gayA che tene dhAine aMtara. pradezane sApha karavAnA che. ane kaSAyAnI garamIthI tapelA AtmAne zAMta ne zitaLa anAvavAnA che. jo ApaNA jIvanamAM vIravANI sAMbhaLyA pachI kaMI sudhAro na thatA hAya tA sAMbhaLyuM te ya zuM ane na sAMbhaLyuM te ya zuM? varasAda varase paNa jyAM joie tyAM na varase te varasAda varasavAthI kAMi lAbha thatA nathI. te ja rIte ApaNAM kaSAye tema ja durguNA dUra na thatAM hAya tA sAMbhaLyAnI sAkatA kharI? ahIMthI tame vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLIne gayA. gharethI era ApIne AvyA hatA ke Aje amuka cIja manAvajo. ane ghare gayA pachI bhANAmAM e cIja na AvI te thALI, vADakA pachADA ne ? bhANA parathI ubhA thai jAva. AvA samaye kharekhara samatAbhAva rAkhavA joie. krodhI AtmAethI gharanAM mANasA paNa trAsI jAya che. je bhagavaMtane cakravartie ane indro tathA rAjA-mahArAjAe vaMdana kare che, temanI pAse javAnI hiMmata karavI sahelI nayI, tevA prabhu pAse eka strIe javAnI hiMmata keLavI. e hatI jayaMtI zrAvikA. prabhune vaMdana karIne te pUche che ke huM triaAkInAtha ! jagatanA jIvAne adhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM javAnA mArga batAvanAra, karUNAsAgara ! pRthvI upara rahelA jIvA jAgatA bhalA ke uMghatA bhalA? prabhu mAlyA, jayaMtI ! kaIka jIvA jAgatA sArA ne kaMIka jIvA uMghatA sArA. A vAta te tame ghaNI vakhata sAMbhaLI haze. ane mArA khelatAM pahelAM ja tame kahI deze. have tamAre vicAra karavAnA che ke A emAM mAreA nakhara kayAM che? jayaMtI kahe che, prabhu ! kayA jIveA jAgatA sArA ne kayA jIvA uMghatA sArA? prabhu kahe che jenA jAgavAthI aneka jIvA phaphaDe che, trAsa utpanna thAya che, ane AkhA divasa pApanAM kAryo kare che tevA jIveA uMghatA sArA che. ghe eTalA vakhata tA zAMta rahe. ane jenA jAgavAthI aneka jIvAne Ana Mda thAya che, kaMIka jIveA dhama pAme che, 'ikanA duHkha dUra thAya che evA jIvA jAgatA sArA. eka divasa savAre huM dUdha vaheAravA nIkaLela. A rAjakeTanI vAta nathI. sA gharagharamAM ghUmanArA heAya che eTale darekane temane jaldI khyAla Ave che. DAkaTara tA

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12 eka eka rAganA spezyAlIsTa DAya che. nAka ne gaLAnAM spezyAlIsTa hAya te temAM ja te jANI zake. AMkhanA spezyAlIsTa AMkhanI takalIpha dUra kare paNa satA te tamArA dravya ane bhAva anne prakAranA rAganA spezyAlIsTa heAya che. eka gharethI khIje ghare gaucarI karatAM karatAM eka gharamAM dAkhala thayA. gharamAM bALaka paNa khUba bhAvanAvALA. khALakA kahe-hu vaheArAvuM, khIje kahe huM mahAsatIjIne vaheArAvuM. ema bALaka khUba joraze(rathI khelavA lAgyA. meM kahyu', tame badhA zAMntithI eka eka vastu vaheArAvA, adhAnA hAthe vaDArIza. tyAM zrAvikAjI khALakone kahe che ke tame badhA dhImu khele. me kahyuM : kema bahena! tame Ama kaheA che ? te kahe che ke A palaMgamAM sUtA che te mAMDa uMghe che. te jAgI na jAya mATe dhImu khelavAnuM kahuM chuM. tyAre mane thayu` ke kadAca bimAra haze. athavA bIjA kAi mahemAna Avela haze. eTale meM pUchyuM-mahena, A kANu che? tamArA sasarA che ke bIjA kAi che? te bimAra che ke koI ciMtAnuM kAraNa che? je bimAra hAya tA mAMgalika saMbhaLAvuM. teA kahe che, mahAsatIjI! huM... jene paraNI chuM te mArA pati che. te khimAra nathI pazu zI vAta karU? e u Mdhe che tyAM sudhI sukhe cA-pANI pI laie. e jAgaze tyAre kaMika gaDabaDI karaze. kAine mAraze te kAI ne dhamakAvaze. evA krodhI svabhAva che ke badhA phaphaDIe chIe. e jamIne dukAne jAya tyAre amane thAya ke hAza! have zAMti thaze. jenA jAgavAthI khIjAne trAsa thAya tevA jIvA u MghatA ja sArA che. tame vicArajo ke ame te AvA nathI ne! cAturmAsanA pavitra divaseAmAM saMtA birAje che. ane vIra vANInA dhodha vahAve che. A dhodha dvArA ApaNA kaSAyeAne zAMta karavAnA che. sAmAyika, pratikamaNu karyo pachI kaSAyAnI Aga hAvI na joie. eja prabhu mahAvIranA divya sa deza che. sAMbhaLeA, trileAkInAtha zAsanapati prabhune dIkSA lIdhA pachI kevI kevI Apattie AvI ! paNa kaSAyane chAMTA dilamAM AvavA dIdhA nathI. mAranAra pratye ane pUjana karanAra pratye samatAbhAvanA jharaNAM vahAvyAM che. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM kahyu` che ke H " lAbhAlAbhe suhaidukakhe, vie maraNe tA same| niMdA pasa'sAsu, tahA mANAvamANuo / " u. a. 19-90 je lAbha-alAbha, sukha-du:kha, jIvana-maraNu, niMdA ane prazasAmAM samatAbhAva rAkhe te ja sAceA zramaNa che. tame sAdhupaNu na le te khera, paNa zrAvakapaNAmAM rahIne AvA bhAva keLavatAM zIkheA. je samajaNa keLavI haze teA ja kamedayanA samayamAM samabhAva rAkhI zakAze. ka"ne jevuM bAMdhIe chIe tevuM turata ja te udayamAM AvatuM nathI. sattAmAM rahe che. bhagavaMta kahe che huM AtmA, karma e sattAmAM che, hajI uDDayamAM AvyA nathI, te

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13 te uyamAM Ave te pahelAM sAmAyika pratikramaNa-pauSadha ane tapazcaryA dvArA sattAmAMthI ja tene nAbUda kare.. udayamAM AvyA pachI tA bhAgave ja chUTakA che. 88 bhavakeADI sa`ciya' kamma', tavasA nijarijjaI " u. su. a. 30, gA. 6nuM padma. kroDA bhavanAM saMcita karelA karmo tapazcaryA dvArA nAbUda karI zakAya che. jIva jevA pariNAme kama bAMdhe che tevA prakArane amAdhAkALa paDe che. meAhanIya karmInI sthiti sittera kroDAkoDI sAgarApamanI che. tene akhAdhAkALa utkRSTa sAta hajAra varSanA che, jenI trIsakroDAkroDI sAgarApamanI sthiti che tene traNa hajAra varSanA, ane vIsa kroDA kroDI sAgarApamanI sthitivALAone be hajAra varSanA akhAdhAkALa paDe che. kamanA kAyadA krUra ane kuTila hAvA chatAM paNu amAdhAkALanA samaya sudhI sudharavAnI taka Ape che." akhAdhAkALanA samaya pUrNa na thAya tyAM sudhI te karmo ApaNane herAna karatAM nathI. jema pAMjarAmAM pUrAyelA siha pAMjarAmAM che tyAM sudhI te kaI ja karI zakatA nathI ane chUTayA pachI kAine cheDatA nathI. sIdhA tarApa mAre che. tema sattAmAM rahelA karmo akhAdhAkALa pUrNa thaze tyAre koIne cheDaze nahi. eka mANase sarakAranA gunhA kI, te pakaDAI gayA ane jAmIna upara tene cheDavAmAM AvyA. paNa muddatanA divasa Ave tyAre tene korTamAM hAjara thavuM paDe. mudata pUrNa thatAM gunhA anusAre je zikSA thAya te tene bhAgavavI paDe che. teA karmanA udayakALa Ave te pahelAM ja cetIne tene vikherI nAMkheA. cAturmAsanA divaseAmAM karmAnI majabUta gAMTha upara tapa-tyAga-ta-niyama rUpI tIkSNa kuhADAthI prahAra karI te gAMThane cIrI nAkhavAne purUSArtha kare. je jaththara purUSArtha upaDe teA e gra MthIbheda thayA vinA na rahe. megharAjA varasyA ne dharatI hariyALI khanI gaI tema saMtA vIravANInI varSA kare tyAre ApaNuM aMtara-upavana pazu lIluMchama anI javuM joIe ane zraddhAmAM dRDha manavuM joIe. tamane thaze ke siddhAMtamAM te sAdhuonI ja vAta Ave che. zrAvakAnI kyAM vA Ave che? upAsakadazAMga sutramAM zrAvakanI vAta paNa Ave che, te tamAre bhUlavuM na joie. kAmadeva zrAvaka ane sudarzana zeThanI zraddhA kevI hatI te teA tame jANA che ne! kAmadeva zrAvaka pauSadhazALAmAM pauSadha laI ne beThA che. tenI parIkSA karavA deva Ave che. pizAcanuM bihAmaNuM rUpa laI ne kahe che, he kAmadeva ! eka vakhata kahI de ke, mahAvIrane dharma asatya che. jo tuM ema nahIM kaheteA huM tane jIvatA nahi mUkuM, chatAM kAmadeva calAyamAna na thayA ane kAmadevanI je aDaga zraddhA che te aDhI hajAra varSa pachI paNa Aje AgamamAM meAjIda che. emaNe kahyuM: tame mArA zarIrane mArI zake che, AtmAne nahi. A zarIra te anatI vakhata maLyuM che. mATe AtmAnA zAzvata dharmane kAmadeva kadI paNa asatya kahI zakaze nahi. bhale mArA aNue aNu judA thaI jAya paNa emAMthI

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14 eka ja avAja Avaze ke mArA bhagavAnane dhama satya che. A jIve hajI vAtA ja karI che paNa deha karatAM dhama vahAle che ke niha tenuM mApa kADhyuM ja nathI. sAcA zrAvakane jayAM sudhI tenI sAdhanAmAM Apatti na Ave, kasoTIne samaya na Ave tyAM sudhI majA na Ave. upasaga Ave ane mana calAyamAna na thAya tyAre khabara paDe ke huM sAdhanAmAM keTale sthira rahI zakuM chuM. miThAza sAthe theDI kaDavAza teA joie. kerInI sIjhanamAM tame rasapurI jamatAM hatAM tyAre bheguM kArelAnuM zAka khAtA hatA. zA mATe ? mIThI vastu sAthe mIThI cIja bhAve nahIM, teneA svAda mA jAya. zIrA sAthe patAsuM na khavAya tema bhautika sukhAnI miThAzamAM vipattirUpI kaDavAza Ave tyAre ja samatAbhAvanu mApa nIkaLI zake che. eka vakhata mukhaImAM rahetA eka zeThanA raseAIyAe rasAI banAvI. kArelAnA zAkamAM khUba maracuM nAkhyuM. zeThanI jIbha tataDavA lAgI ane AMkhamAMthI pANI AvI gayA. zeTha pUche che bhAI ! Aje zAkamAM maracuM khUba nAMkhyuM che. te kahe che, mane thayuM ke Aje mAravADa jevuM zAka manAvuM. thoDA divasa pachI eka divasa zAkamAM maracuM nAkhavuM ja bhUlI gayA. zeTha jamavA beThA ane pUche che bhAi ! Aje tA AyaMbIla jevu zAka anAvyuM che. tyAre rasAicA kahe che ke mane thayuM ke Aje mu MbaI jevuM zAka manAvuM--, paNa potAnI bhUla kabUla karatA nathI. zeTha teA samabhAvavALA hatA. tee kaI ja na ehyA. vadhu masAle paDI gayA te kahe che ke mAravADa jevuM ane Acho paDayA tA kahe che ke mukha jevuM zAka khanAvyuM. paNa tene peAtAnI bhUla ja dekhAtI na hatI. nAnI tA kahu che ke kei tamArA upara krodha kare teA paNa tame zAMta rahejo. krodha karanAra sAthe paNa prema kareA. meghanI garjanA sAMbhaLI meAra nAcI uThe che, tema tamArA upara akAraNe koi garajI uThe teA tamArA manane madhura banAvI dejo. te vyakti hamaNAM nahi teA cAra divasa pachI pAte potAnI bhUla samajaze ane tene pazcAtApa thaze ane peAtAnI bhUla hAya tA bhUlanA pazcAtApa karo. Aje te moTA bhAge mAnavIne peAtAnI bhUla samajAtI ja nathI. kAI pAtAnI bhUla kADhe te paNa gamatuM nathI. ghara gharamAM A ja paristhiti che. lagna pachI cAra mahinAmAM vahu judI rahevA gaI. tenI sAsune pUchavAmAM Ave ke tamArI vahu cAra mahinAmAM judI kema thaI gaI ? te sAsu kahe che ke ene judI kADhavA jevI ja hatI. enI vAta karavA jevI nathI. enA nitya navA nakharAMthI huM kaMTALI gaI. te ja rIte vahune pUchavAmAM Ave ke paraNIne cAra mahinAmAM judA kema thayA ! teA kahe che ke mArI sAsu bahu vasamI che. tenI jIbha tA savA gajanI che. te vAte vAte maheNAM mAryAM kare che. baMnee eka khIjAnI niMdA karI, paNa peAtAnI bhUla kAIne dekhAtI nathI.

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15 A jIva anAdi kALathI parAyA ja deSA jIve che, paNa svadoSane jotA ja nathI. Ama ne Ama divaseA gayA. mahinA gayA, ne vaSaeN gayA ane jiMdagI paNa pUrNa thaze, paNa jIva atyAra sudhI na samajyA. jJAnI kaDe che ke jAgyA tyArathI savAra ane samajyA tyArathI janma. bhatranI gaNatrI samakita pAmyA tyArathI ja thAya che. bAkI te rakhaDapaTI ja che. have jo samajyA hai| teA cAnurmAsanA cAra mahinA meja zeAkha ne ezaArAma cheADI kaSAyeAne maMda pADavA eka kalAka vIravANInA lAbha levA nirNaya karajo. prabhu mahAvIranuM aMtima cAturmAMsa pAvApurImAM thayuM. te pAvApurI nagarI dhana dhAnyathI samRddha ane prazaMsanIya hatI. Aje te te nagarI e hAla thaI gaI che. tyAMnA mANasane khAvAnA paNa sAMsA che. dara varSe derA AsI bhAI e prabhu mahA aa nirvANu dina ujavavA tyAM jAya che ane phALe karIne temane anAja vaheMce che. je rAjagRhI nagarImAM prabhue sauthI vadhu cAturmAsa karyAM te nagarI pazu zUnya banI gaI che, paNa prabhu vicaratA tyAre te nagarIe samRddha hatI. pAvApurImAM aMtima samaye sALa prahara sudhI prabhue akhaMDa dezanA ApI, jemAM vipAka sUtra ane uttarAdhyayana mULa sUtra che, jenA 36 adhyayana che. dareka adhyayanamAM vividha bhAvA bharelA che. sauthI prathama adhyayana vinayanu che. kAraNa ke " vinaya e dhanu mULa che." vaya game teTalI vadhe paNa vinaya viveka vinAnI vayanI kAMI kiM'mata nathI. jyAM sudhI vinaya nathI tyAM sudhI AtmAnI unnati nathI. makAna game teTalu meTuM- dazamALanuM manAvA paNa jo pAse majabUta naDui hoya te jamInadAsta banI jaze. tema sAdhu hAya ke saMsArI, paNa jo hAya ane bhASAmAM viveka na heAya te tenu jIvana aMdhakAramaya vAvAjhoDu thatAM makAna svabhAvamAM kemaLatA na che. eka sAsujI divAnakhAnAmAM sAmAyika laIne beThA hatA. ane vahu raseADAmAM rasAi karI rahI hatI. sAta zera dUdha ukALavA sagaDI para mUkelu, ubhare AvatAM vahu sALusI laIne dUdhanuM tapelu' utAravA jAya che. paNa pakaDa DhIlI hAvAthI tapeluM bhoMya paDI jAya che. tenA avAja thatAM sAmAyikamAM beThelAM sAsujI hAthamAM gucchA laIne bahAra AvyAM. dUdha DhoLAI javAthI vahu bhayabhIta khanI gaI che. AMkhamAM AMsu che. hAthapaga dhruje che. jIvAnI jatanA karanAra gucchA ane meDhe muhapatti khAMdhI samata - sAgAmAM snAna karI rahela mArA sAsujI mArA para kevI karuNA karaze tene manamAM phATa che. vahunA mukha uparanA bhAvA joI sAsujI samajI gayAM. dhIme rahIne sAsu kahe che, beTA ! zuM thayuM ? Ama jo che! zA mATe ? AMkhamAM AMsu kema AvyA? A zabdo sAMbhaLatAM vahunA bhaya AchA thayA. kahe che khA ! dUdhanuM tapelu utAratAM sAsImAMthI chaTakI javAthI badhuM ja dUdha DhoLAi gayuM. sAsu mIThAsathI kahe che ke dUdha

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16 ja DhALAi gayuM che ne ? paNa beTA ! tamane tapelInA kAMThA te nathI vAgyA ne ? garama dUdhanA chAMTA te tamane nathI uDayA ne ? dajhAyuM te nathI ne ? vahu kahe che, mane kaMI ja thayuM nathI. sAsujI kahe che. vahu beTA ! dUdha DhoLAI jatAM kaMI ja nukazAna nathI thayuM paNa jo tamArA paga upara paDyu. hAta teA kAMThA vAgI jAta athavA dAjhayA hAta tA mAre atyAre ne atyAre davAkhAne laI javA paData ane pATA a`dhAvavA paData. paisAnA kha thAta ane huM dharmadhyAna karatI aTakI jAta te mATuM nukazAna thAta. A sAMbhaLI vahu kahe che ke khA ! AvI te piyaramAM mAtA paNa na hatI. dIkarI sAsare jAya tyAre raDe che, paNa jo AvA sAsujI heAya te raDe kharI ? vIravANI sAMbhaLyA pachI tenI asara thavI joIe. eka davAnA DAjha pIe che te tenI asara paNu kalAka rahe che, teA vItarAga vANInA pAvara 24 kalAka te rahevA joie. prathama adhyayanamAM vinayanI vAta karI. sAdhu vaMdhruNAmAM paNa kheAlIe chIe. ekeka munivara rasanA re tyAgI, ekeka jJAna bhaMDAra re prANI, ekeka munivara vaiyAvacca vairAgI, enA guNanAnAve pAra re prANI, sAdhujIne vaMdanA nita nita kIje. prabhunA ekeka satA vinaya, vaiyAvacca Adi guNAthI bharapura hatA. vinayavaMta AtmAe " gurU rahyA chaTThamastha paNa vinaya kare bhagavAna " kevaLajJAna prApta karA tA paNa jyAM sudhI jANa na thAya tyAM sudhI chadamastha gurUnA vinaya kare che. gurU eThA rahe na ziSya kevaLa jJAna prApta karI jAya che. paMthakanA gurU pramAdI hatA. khAi pIte paDyA rahetA hatA. kArataka cAmAsI pAkhInA divasa ALyo. vinayavAna ziSya paMthakajI caraNa sparzI karavA jAya che. guru jAgI jatAM tADukI UThe che. chatAM ziSya ema nathI kheAlatA ke cAmAsI pAkhI che ne tame kema khamAvatA nathI ? vinayavaMta aa gurU kahe che te kare che paNa kare che tema karatA nathI. Aje cAlu dina che. TAIma thaI gayA che. paNa cAturmAsanI pAkhInA mahAna divasa che. jema tame vepAra karatAM pahelAM mukarara karI che! ke mAre kaI lAIna levI. tema amAre paNa vIravANInI cAra mahinA sudhI dhArA vahAvavI che. temAM AtmAtmAne kai rIte vadhu lAbha maLe te nakI karavu' che. A cAra mahinAmAM tamAre rAtrIbhAjanane tyAga karavA, lIleAtarIne tyAga karavA, brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM, ane teTalI tapazcaryA karavI. tapazcaryA thavAthI AraMbha samAraMbha ghaTe che. pANImAM ane lIleAtarImAM jIva che te anaMtA bhagavatAe kahevuM che, paNa tamane vizvAsa na hatA, paNa Aje teA vijJAna paNa A vAta sAbita kare che. A hAlamAM chellI lAInamAM vaDodarAnA AnaMdIlAla khI. kAThArI DAkaTara sAheba paNa beThelA che, temanA jIvanamAM dharmanI keTalI laganI che! teo sarjana che. e va

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17. pahelAM temaNe mAsakhamaNanI ugra tapazcaryA karI hatI. 27 divasa sudhI vagara cAje teo oparezana karatA ane dardIone rAhata ApatA. AvA keLavAyelA AtmAne paNa dharma rUpe che. je dharmamAM kaMI na heta te AvA mANasane dharma rUcata ja nahI. kahevAno Azaya e che ke prabhunI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sutranuM prathama adhyathana vinaya ane bIju pariSaha che. je jIvamAM vinayaguNa vaNAye nahIM hoya te pariSahamAM sthira rahI zake nahIM. A rIte uttarottara kramathI ja adhyayana gaThavyAM che. temAM caudamuM adhyayana jemAM cha jene adhikAra che. jemAM eka tarapha cAra che ane bIjI tarapha be jInAM pAtra che. kamalAvatI rANIe ISakAra rAjAne jagADaze. bIjI tarapha yazAbhAryA tenA patine saMsAramAM rokI rAkhavA mATe samajAvaze, kamalAvatI rANI strI hovA chatAM sabhA vacce ISakAra rAjAne satya vAta kahetAM saheja paNa acakAtI nathI vagere vAte A adhikAramAM Avaze. AvA sutranA gahana bhAve ekAgra cittathI sAMbhaLavAthI apUrva bhAva Avaze. have vizeSa avasare vyAkhyAna naM.-3 aSADa vada ekama ne ravivAra tA. 19-7-70. sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ane bahene ! zAsana samrATa trilokInAthanA mukhamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. vIra prabhunI vANImAM kevI tAkAta rahelI che ! je Apattione dUra karavA tame game teTale purUSArtha kare chatAM dUra na karI zake te vIra vANI karI zake che. te saMpattine ApanArI ane vipattine bhedanArI, trividhatApane maTADanArI che. AvI vIravANI pratye jyAM sudhI tamane aTala zraddhA nathI tyAM sudhI tame tenA madhurA ghUMTaDA pI zakaze nahi. jema tamArA zarIramAM darda thayuM. DokaTara pAse jaIne nidAna karAvyuM. ane DokaTare kahyA pramANe pathyanuM pAlana kare che, tema tamArA bhavareganuM saMtarUpI DekaTaroe nidAna karyuM chatAM temAM tamane zraddhA thaI nathI. jJAnI bhagavaMta kahe che ke AtmA anAdi kALathI rAga-dveSa ane mahinA baMdhanamAM baMdhAelo che. tene teDIne AtmA taraphanuM lakSa kara. Aje dareka Icche che ke mane svarga maLe, paNa e svarge sukhanI prAptinI AkAMkSA rAkhe che tene choDI de. svargamAM tamArI sITa rIjhavarDa karAvavA karatAM tame jyAM vaso che tene tame svarga banAvI de. bIjA svarganI tame IcchA na kare. je gharamAM sadA saMpa saMtoSa ane zAMti heya te ghara ja svarga bane ne ! tamane vadhu trahAluM zuM che? ghara ke. upAzraya ! upAzrayathI ghara vadhu vahAluM che. ghara zabda

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18 ja darekane priya che. ghauMTa vagADayA ke skulamAM gayela vidyArthIne ghera javAnuM mana thAya che. khALaka raDatu hoya te tene kahevAmAM A ve ke cAleA ghera jaie, teA tarataja cupa thaI jAya che. jaMgalamAM caravA gayelA Dhorane lIleAchama cArA caravAnA priya TAya che. chatAM sAMja paDatAM te DhArane khAMdhyA, tene gamANamAM nAMkhelA cAre khAvA maLe te paNa sAMje potAnA sthAne paheAMcI jAya che. tame je ephIsamAM nAkarI karI che tyAM besavAnI sITa sArI che. tyAM majAnA erakaMDIzanarUma che, TAilsa jaDelA che. adhA sAheba, sAheba' kare che, chatAM ghare javAnuM mana thAya che. zrImaMtane ghera kAma karanArI khAIne zeThANI vAsaNa ApavAmAM mADu' karaze te tarataja kaheze, khAI sAheba, jaldI karA, mAre ghera javAnuM meDu thAya che. khAI kahe-bahena ! AvuM suMdara mAruM ghara mUkIne tArA adha rA eraDa mAM jyAM besatAM paNa kapaDAM bagaDe evA lI paNavALA gharamAM javAnI ATalI badhI kema utAvaLa kare che ? darekanA ghara cakacakatI lAdI jaDelA suMdara heAya evuM nathI, paNa darekane potAnA ghara pratyenuM AkaSa Na hAya che. tame paNa pravacana pUrU thatAM ghera jaze! paNa yAda rAkhajo ke je gharamAM rahetAM gharanA mANasA dhakkA mAre, kADhI mUke te sAcuM ghara nathI. mAnI le kadAca tamArA puNyadaya hAya to kAi kADhI na mUke, paNa AyuSya pUrNa thAya tyAre te majabUta baMdhane khAMdhIne kADhI mUkaze. chatAM gharaghara zA mATe karA che? je sAthe AvavAnuM nathI tenA upara ATalI badhI mamatA zI ? cAra divasanA cAMdaraDA para juThI mamatA zA mATe? je nA Ave saMgAthe tenI mAyA zA mATe? A vaibhava sAthe nA Ave, pyArA snehIe paNa sAthe nA Ave, tuM khUba mathe che jene meLavavA, e yauvana sAthe nA Ave. ahI'nu' che te ahIM rahevAnuM, tenI ci MtA zA mATe....je nA Ave tamane pUchavAmAM Ave che ke A kenu ghara che? tA kaho che ke A te mArU ghara che. paNa kharekhara te "egeDuM natthi e kAI, nAhamannasa kassaI " A saMsAramAM mArUM kAi ja nathI ane huM paNa koI nA nathI. koi kAInuM nathI, AvA zabde ame tamArA mukhe sAMbhaLIe tyAre ema thAya ke ahA ! A zrAvaka keTale vairAgI che! A zabdo nAbhImAMthI nIkaLe che ke hAThethI ! jenA aMtaranA udagArA nIkaLyA te te ghara cheDIne cAlI nIkaLyA. ceAvIsa tIrthaMkarAmAMthI ekAkI nIkaLyA hAya te te parama tIrthaMkara prabhu mahAvIra che. gheADI tAtanu ghara cheADI rAjavaibhava-vIra vanamAM vase....ho vIra... eka kapaDe k vIra jaMgalame, nahI. sAtha maLe koi sa Mgatame, khADA, TekarA, kAMTA ne sApa, maLe aura kAi nahI.....ho aura...cheDI....

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tyAM temane sAhyabI hatI ke nahIM ? (sabhAmAMthI javAba -hatI.) te enAthI paNa vadhu tamAre tyAM haze, kharuMne? enA caraNamAM te Indro ane rAjAmahArAjAo namatAM hatAM paNa tamArA caraNamAM to tamArI zrIdevI nahIM namatI hoya. keI bahenane kahIe ke tame tamArA patine page lAgavAnI bAdhA le, to tarata ja nA pADI deze. A jIvane anAdikALathI jeTale bAhA padArthomAM rasa che teTale aMtaranA ughADa mATe nathI. upAzraye keI bahena poSadha karavA AvI ane pUche ke bIjA bahene AvyAM che? khabara paDI ke keI nathI, te kaheze ke mAre pauSadha karI nathI. kema bahena! 13 mahA satIjIba chIe ne ! te kaheze ke tame tenA bhale chavvIsa he paNa mArA jevI kaI na hoya tyAM sudhI mane majhA na Ave. kema na majhA Ave te tamo samajyA ne? tArI vahue Ama karyuM ne mArI vahue Ama karyuM, je samajaNapUrvaka AvI hota to ema vicAra karatA ke huM ekalI chuM te vAMcana-manana vadhu thaze ane satsaMga vadhu thaze. jeTalo rasa vikathAmAM che teTale dharmakathAmAM nahi Ave tyAM sudhI bhavanA pherA TaLavAnA nathI. Aje ApaNe mukhya vAta "ghara"nI cAle che. Aje te ravivAra che, eTale daza vAgaze te vAMdha nahi, paNa je dararoja lA (sADA nava) nA badale daza vAge vyAkhyAna pUruM karuM to tame patharaNuM saMkelavA mAMDazo. ethI na samajyA te ghaDiyALa tarapha najara kare ane ethI paNa na samajyA to khuMkhArA khAvA ane ADakatarI rIte meDhA sAmuM juo, chevaTe "bhAvabheda avasare' nI rAha jue, kadAca ATaluM karavA chatAM baMdha ja na karIe te kaheze ke mahAsatIjI tamAruM gaLuM duHkhaze. kharekhara tame amArI dayA khAva cho ke tamAre jhaTa ghare jAvuM che? zuM belo! AvA zrAvakanI zI vAta karavI ! dukAne besI chetare gharAkane, sthAnakamAM gurUne chetare, evA zrAvakathI bhagavAna thAkayA te sAdhuthI kema samajAze ke..vANuo. bhAva bheda avasare kahevAze ke vANI, vIMTI patharaNuM jhaTa bhAgaze....vANIye. mArA rAjakeTanA zrAvake ! tame AvA na banatA. evAM te amane bhakto maLe che ke vAta pUcho mA. ame kahIe, devAnupriya comAsu beThuM. kaMdamULanI bAdhA karo. rAtribhejanane tyAga kare, tyAre hAtha te jeDe ane manamAM zuM dhAre "mAre sAje chUTa, mAM ," " gAma chUTa, paragAma chUTa." te pachI bAdhA kayAM rahI? kadAca saMta no upayoga na hoya ane badhA ApI dIdhI te bahAra jaIne harakhAya ke meM kevuM kAma karya! chUTano chUTa ane bAdhAnI bAdhA. paNa yAda rAkhajo ke... "anya sthAne kRtaM pApaM, dharma sthAne vimucyate dharmasthAne kRtaM pApaM, vaja lepe bhaviSyati

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bIje sthAne kareluM pApa ahIM devAI jaze paNa ahIM bAMdheluM pApa vajInA lepanI jema majabUta baMdhAze. ene pUchIe ke tame zI pratijJA lIdhI? te kaheze mAre 50 thI vadhu bIDI na pIvI. te ethIvadhu keTalI pIvI? dasathI adhika pAna na khAvAM, vAgha, siMha ke hAthI upara svArI na karavI. bAdhA lIdhI paNa kyAM tenA bApe cekamAM hAthI bAMdhyA che? ane siMha ke vAghanI sAme ubhA rahevAnI te tAkAta nathI, cha chokarAnuM pUruM karavAnI trevaDa nathI tyAM AMgaNe hAthI kayAMthI bAMdhI zake ? AvA bhaktothI khuda bhagavAna thAkI jAya te amAre te kalAsa ja kayAM rahyo kadAca ame kahIe ne tame kaDaka bAdhA le te temAM amAruM kalyANa thaI javAnuM nathI. lAbha tamane thavAnuM che. dariyAmAM sTImara phare che tyAM amuka ThekANe divAdAMDI hoya che, kAraNa ke jyAM khADA ne khaDaka Adi viSama mArga heya tyAM ekasIDenTa thaI javAne bhaya rahe che. tenI cetavaNI mATe divAdAMDI nAkhavAmAM Ave che. tema tamArA jIvananI naukA viSaya ane vyasane rUpa khaDaka sAthe athaDAIne bhUkko na thaI jAya te mATe saMte divAdAMDI samAna che. keIkahe amuka saMtanA cAturmAsamAM meM mAsakhamaNa karyuM. keI bahena keI gurUNI pAse dIkSA laI le te temAM gurUNInA bhavane phare nahIM TaLe paNa karanAranuM ja kalyANa thAya che. saMte te sAce mArga batAve che. have ApaNe gharanI vAta karIe. tame musApharI karatAM che tyAre keIka ThekANe DAkabaMgale Avyo haze. jemAM phakta rAtre sUvAnI, cA pANI banAvavA mATe sTavanI ane sUvA mATe palaMga Adi sagavaDa che. temAM tame be divasa rahI ravAnA thAva. AgaLa cAlata bIjuM makAna AvyuM. enuM nAma che hoTala, AgaLa jatAM trIjuM makAna AvyuM jemAM rahevAnI sUvAnI badhI sagavaDa che. emAM eka vizALa hola paNa che. enuM nAma che dharmazALA ane cothuM eka makAna che, jemAM mANasa rahI paNa zake che, bhejana banAvI zake che. sui zake che. dareka prakAranAM phanacara ane sagavaDothI sajijata che, AnuM nAma che ghara. cAre ya makAna iMTa-mATI-sImenTa cunA AdimAMthI ja banyA che, chatAM darekane juduM nAma ApyuM. badhAmAM sAdhana sAmagrI te maLe che, chatAM tamane ghara yAda Ave che. DAka baMgalo ke hoTala bhale suMdara hoya chatAM DAka baMgalAmAM mANasa be divasa rahe che. hoTalamAM cAra divasa, ane dharmazALAmAM thoDA divasa rahe che, paNa aMte te ema ja thAya ke cAle ghera jaie. have tamane je "ghara" priya che, jemAM tame vasyA che te gharamAM nAnA-meTAM darekanA premane tame jItI zake te ja tamAro saMsAra svarga jevuM banI zake. bAkI je gharamAM dharma. ArAdhanAnI vAta nathI, jyAM kalezane ja dAvAnaLa bhabhUkI rahayo che te sthaLa te narakathI paNa bhayaMkara che. sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM rahelA deve game teTalI sAhAbIvALA che, chatAM

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1 te eka vrata-pratyAkhyAna karavA samartha nathI. je Indro khuda tIrthaMkara prabhunA janmAtsava karavA Ave che, aneka rUpo banAvavAnI jemanAmAM tAkAta che tevA devA mULarUpe ahI AvatA nathI. mULa zarIra tyAM ja rahe che, vaikreya rUpa dhAraNa karI ahIM Ave che. tyAM temanI bhoga leAgavavAnI kriyA tA cAlu ja hAya che. prabhuneA janma mahotsava kare teTale samaya paNa te brahmacaryaMnA pratyAkhyAna laI zakatA nathI. ane tame ahI AvIne mese eTaleA samaya te tamArI pApakriyA baMdha thaI ne? A manuSyabhava devAne paNa durlabha kahyo che. te tame adheA DajhananA khApa banyA tethI nahi. seAga viSayamAM masta rahevA ke sAta mALanI ImArata ubhI karo te mATe nahI, paNu devA je vrata pratyAkhyAna karI zakatA nathI te tame karI zako che, mATe devA pAse vaibhava che eTalu ja nahI paNa enI zakti keTalI khI che. eka capaTI vagADA tyAM ja budvIpane pharatAM traNa ane sAta capaTI vagADo tyAM ekavIsa AMTA mArI Ave. ATalI jhaDapa rekeTanI che? jo tenAmAM tAkAta haiAta te pahelAM epale mAkalIne zA mATe tapAsa kare che ! chatAM tyAMnI saphaLatA meLavI zakayA nathI. A mATe ja mAnavajanmanI dulabhatA che. devAnu priya ! tamane kahevAmAM Ave ke bhAI ! kema upAzraye AvatAM nathI! te kahezeA ke zu' jaIe ? mahAsatIjI teA khAdhAnuM baMdhana vaLagADe che mATe upAzraye javuM nathI. ame tamane baMdhanamAM nAMkhatA nathI, paNa tamane baMdhanamAMthI mukta karIe chIe. chatAM tamane Dara lAge che. eka rIte madhana sArUM' paNa che. dhana vinA bhUrI hAlata thAya che. eka gulAmanuM kula vicAra kare ke mAre DALI upara nathI rahevu. vRkSanu baMdhana mAre na joie, teA, te, leAkeAnA paga nIce kacarAi jAya che. e kAMThAnI vacamAM vahetI nadI vicAra kare ke mAre kAMThAnu khaMdhana joitu nathI ema samajI kAMThAnI maryAdAnuM ulla'dhana karI vahevA lAge teA nadI verAna khanI jaze. pachI zuM pavitra kahevAze ? ziSya vicAra kare ke mAre gurUnuM dhana na joIe. sAdhu svaccha dapaNe ekalA vicare te tame tene A upAzrayamAM utaravA de kharA? nAkara vicAra kare ke mAre zeThanI parAdhInatAmAM nathI rahevuM, marajI mujakha cAlavuM che, te zeThe dukAnamAM pesavA de kharA ? na ja pesavA de. tyAM te baMdhana sArU che. tema vrata pratyAkhyAnanA baMdhana tamArI pApakriyAne rokI deze. AzravanA daravAjA baMdha karI deze. ane kamanA adhanAthI mukti apAvaze, chatAM A baMdhana nathI gamatuM. saMsAravaka adhana game che. tame ekalA hatA tyAre e page cAlatA hatAM. pachI paMcanI tathA agninI sAkSIe paraNyA tyAre cAra paga thayA. have cAra paga kAne hAya ? kema khelatA nathI? pazune ! (hasAhasa) ane cArathI vadhu paga kAne hAya ? kAnakhajurAne. jema jema paga vadhatA gayA tema tema tame adhanamAM jakaDAtA gayA. eka cAtaranI anelI vAta.

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eka mAtA vidhavA banI. jene pati cale gaye. tene paisA hovA chatAM tenuM sarva saMsArI sukha cAlyuM jAya che. kAraNa ke vidhavApaNuM duHkhadAyI che. mAtAne eka dikaro che. tene bhaNAvya, gaNAvyo ne sArA saMskAra ApyA. je zikSaNa se zikSako nathI ApI zakatAM te eka mAtA ApI zake che. mAtA kahe che beTA! have tuM meTo thayo che. have tuM lagna kare to huM A baMdhanamAMthI mukta banuM. have dIkSA lauM tevI mArI zArIrika zakti nathI paNa nirAMte dharmArAdhanA karI zakuM. badho bhAra vahane seMpI dauM. sAdhu nirdoSa AhAranI gaveSaNa kare che tema huM te be vakhata jamavA ja AvIza. huM ema nahi kahe ke mArA mATe A banAvaje. A deha kSaNabhaMgura che tene zuM bharoso che? lIdhe zvAsa pAcho mUkIzuM ke nahi tenI paNa khabara nathI. ane je rAtri divase cAlyA jAya che te pAchA AvatAM nathI. jA ja vaccaI caNa, na sA paDiniyadI ahamma kuNamANasa, aphalA jati rAIo che jA jA vaccaI rayaNI, na sA paDiniyAI che dhamma ca kuNamANuksa, saphalA jati rAIo che u. sU. a 14 gA. 24-25. mahAna purU kahe che ke rAtri ane divaso dhamI ane adhama baMnenA jAya che. pharaka eTaleja che ke dhamInA saphaLa jAya che ane adhamanA aphaLa jAya che. dhanane upayoga be rIte thAya che. dAna karanAra sAcI vAvaNuM kare che ane cA, pAna, sinemA, bIDI, AdimAM je vaparAya che te pApanI vAvaNI karI rahyo che. ravivArane divasa hoya tyAre agAuthI nakakI karI che ke kaI TekIjhamAM kayuM pikacara jevA javuM! agAuthI TikiTa paNa maMgAvI rAkhe che. kayAM pharavA javuM te nakakI karI rAkhe che paNa e vicAra karI rAkhe che kharA ke ravivAre mAre kayuM vrata karavuM ThanA nATaka te A jIve anaMtI vAra joyAM. he devAnupriyo! gata janmamAM sArI ArAdhanA karI che, A mATe mAnavajIvana pAmyA che. tene phezana ane vyasanamAM gumAvaze nahi. tamArA saMtAnanA saMskAra bagADanAra tame ja che. ravivAre phemIlI (Family) sahita sinemA jevA jAya che. tyAM jevA prakAranI vezabhUSA joI tevI tamArA saMtAna zIkhI lAve che. ane dikarI kahe, bApujI, mAre AvuM skarTa joIe, te te pramANe lAvI Ape che. pahelAM te strIonI robhA vALathI vadhe che ema mAnatAM hatA. atyAre te eTalA kapAvIne navarI thaI jAya che. (hasAhasa) A sinemAe te di vALI dIdhuM che. eka vakhata eka yuvAna darzana karavA AvyA. te upAzrayamAM Amatema jevA lAgyo eTale meM pUchayuM, bhAI! kene zuM che ? te kahe khurazI zodhuM chuM. meM kahyuM, bhAI! tame te yuvAna che ane khurazInI zI jarUra? kaMi darda che ke keDanA maNukA khasI gayA che? te kahe ema nathI. mArA penTane saLa paDI jAya, bahene skarTa

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- 23 paNa evA prakAranA pahere che ke teo nIce besI zakatAM nathI. AvA penTa ane skaTa paherAvI pAchA mA bApa khuza thAya ke amArA dikarA dikarI kevA suMdara dekhAya che! brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM hoya te kapaDAM paheravAmAM paNa maryAdA hovI joIe. tamArA dikarA dikarIne kahI deje ke se rUpiye vAranuM kapaDuM paherAvIza paNa A phezanebala vo na joIe. che kahevAnI tAkAta! tyAM te Dara lAge che ke rakhe dikaro risAI jAya, paNa tijorImAMthI neTanA baMDala upADI jAya te tame tene kaMI kahe ke nahi? (sabhA -tyAM te tarata ja kahI daIe) tyAM rIsAI javAne Dara na lAgyo paNa jyAM jIvananI barabAdI che tyAM ja Dare che. mAtA kahe che ke dikarA ! tuM lagna kara. mAtAone paNa sAsu banavAnA koDa hoya che, ke vahu Ave ne huM cAkaLe besuM ane kahyuM ke, vahu pANIne loTa Ape. pachI te nIvaDe tevA kharA. sAsujI kahe, vahu Avaze pachI huM khUba dharma karIza, paNa vahu AvyA pachI te baMdhanamAM paDI jAya che. ane karatAM hatAM te paNa aTakI jAya che. A mAtAe dIkarAne paraNAvyuM. vahu sAsujInA pagamAM paDI ane sAsujIno pAlava pakaDyo eTale sAsujI mAthe hAtha mUkIne kahe che, vahu beTA ! A gharabAra tijorI badhuM ja tamArUM che ane vadhumAM mAre dIkare paNa tamAre che. dIkarI vahune saMpI dIdhe. paNa je cAra divasa dikare mAtAne na bolAve te joI le majhA ! khera, have vahune paraNyA aThavADiyuM thayuM. ghI goLa tela anAja badhuM kayAM kayAM rahe che tethI badhI rIte mAhita gAra karI dIdhI. tijorInI cAvI, dAgInAM, kapaDAM badhuMja vahune seMpI dIdhuM. tyAre vaha vicAra kare che ke mArA sAsujI kevA bheLA bhagavAna jevA che.! pite kaMIja khAnagI rAkhyA sivAya badhuMja mane arpaNa karI de che. he prabhu! mane kaI divasa kubuddhi na ApIza. mAruM ghara svarga banI rahe evI huM prArthanA karuM chuM. - pAMca varSa te vItI gayAM. kaI jAtane vAMdho na Avyo. sAsu paNa vyavahAranA koI kAryamAM mAthuM mAratA nathI. dharmasthAna kare che. paNa bAjumAM rahetI pADozaNa vahune kahe che, bahena ! tane AvuM jIvana kema game che? kaI divasa tamAre haravA pharavA javAnuM nahi, nATaka, sinemA jevA ke bheLa khAvA javAnuM nahi. A te kema game? vahu kahe che, bahena! ame to aAnaMdathI rahIe chIe. mane kaI jAtanuM duHkha nathI. mArA sAsujInI AjJA che ke8 pANIne badale dudha pIje, telanA badale ghI vAparaje, paNa ApaNA gharanA saMskAra bagaDavA joIe nahi." mATe tame te bAbatamAM kaMI ja kaheze nahi. vahu te sArI che, paNa saMga tene bagADe che. saMga karo te satsaMga karaje paNa kusaMga karazo nahi. pADezaNa reja A vAta kare che tyAre have vahunA dilamAM paNa parivartana thayuM. paNa te samaje che ke mArA sAsujI te devane avatAra che. pAMca pAMca

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24 varSa sudhI temanA sAmuM bolI nathI, te have kema bolAya? to pADozaNa kahe che-sAsu hoya ja nahi te zuM khoTuM? sAsune kADhavAne huM tamane kImiye batAvuM. vaha te kusaMge caDhI. pADozaNe barAbara zIkhavI dIdhuM. sAsujI poSadha upara pirasI karI ghare jamavA AvyA che. jamIne saheja ADA paDayA che. vahu bahAra gaI che. jyAM bahArathI pAchI Ave che tyAM te mAthAnA vALa chUTA mUkI dIdhA ane arIyA-parIyAnA nAma laIne huM te phalANI chuM. A chuM, te chuM, kahIne dhuNavA lAgI. sAsu vicAra kare che ke mArI vahu gaI tyAre sAjI sArI hatI, kaMI ja na hatuM, tene zuM thaI gayuM? tene vyaMtara deva vaLa lAge che. dukAnethI dikarAne bolAvyuM. teNe joyuM. eTale mAtAne kahe che-bA, Ane bIjuM kAMI nathI. tArI vahu bIjAnA saMge bhaLI che tene A vaLagADa che. bIjuM kAMI ja nathI. mAtA kahe che dIkarA! AvuM na bela. vahu te DAhIne suzIla che. tene bhUta vaLagyuM che. mATe caMDIpATha besADa. bhUvAne bolAva, paNa vahune mATe tema kara. bA! bhUta e paNa vyaMtara deva che. devane paDachAye na hoya. tenI kIkI sthira rahe ane te jamInathI addhara rahe che. AmAM evuM kaMI ja dekhAtuM nathI. tema bIje kaI rega paNa nathI. mAtAe dIkarAnI vAta mAnI nahIM ne badhI ja kriyA karI. paNa sAce rega hoya te mATe ne! vane oraDAmAM pUrIne tALu lagAvI dIdhuM, tyAM dhuNavAnuM baMdha thaI gayuM. kRtrima hatuM eTale thAka te lAge ne! nATaka kayAM sudhI cAle? traNa-cAra divasa pachI dikare oraDAnI aMdara jAya che. sAMkaLa khakhaDe tyAM dhuNavAnuM cAlu thaI jAya che. dIkaro pUche ke tame koNa che? tamAre zuM joIe che? te kahe, mAre te ene jIva joIe. te kahe che, jIva joIe te jIva laI jA, paNa herAna zA mATe kare che? A vicAre che ke ene pati te be mAthAne lAge che. eTale bolI. bIjI vastu mAguM te tame ApI zakaze? Apa te cheDI dauM. dikare kahe che zuM joIe? tamArI mAtAnuM mAthuM muMDAvI mAthe cune copaDI meDhe meza paDI tene eTale mArA khoLAmAM mUkI page lAge te jIvatI choDuM. chekare pUche che ke mArI mAtA ke enI? nA. enI nahi tamArI. tarata ja te bahAra nIkaLI gaye. oraDe tALuM mArI tenI mAtAne kahe che bA,! tArA premane ene mUMjhAre thaye che, mATe hamaNAM thoDA divasa tane mesALamAM mUkI AvuM. pitAnA gAmathI be mAIla dUra esALa che ane pitAnuM sAsaruM paNa be mAIla dUra che. banne uttara dakSiNamAM che. sAsu kahe che beTA! vahu mAMdI hoya ne huM piyara jAuM! dikare kahe che bA, e te dhatIMga che. mAtAne gheDe besADI mosALa mUkIne dIkare sAsare gaye. aDadhI rAtre jamAine Avele jeI sAsujI pUche che jamAIrAja ! madhyarAtre ekAeka AvavAnuM kema banyuM? mArI dikarI te majhAmAM che ne? tamArI dIkarI sAbu heta te zuM joIe?

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25 * ene vaLagADa vaLage che. vaLagADa hoya te caMDIpATha karAvo. badhuM ja karI cUkayA, paNa e te mAge che bIjuM. te je mAge te daI de. apAya tevuM mArI pAse hota te ahIM Avata zA mATe? tyAre sAsu pUche che, zuM mAge che? jamAI kahe, kahetAM jIbha upaDatI nathI. sAsu kahe che tame jaldI kaho. tyAre te kahe che. e te evuM mAMge che ke tamArA mAthethI eTale utArI mAthe cune ne meDhe meza cepaDI mArA kheLAmAM tene eTale mUke te huM jAuM. nahI te ene jIva laIza. mArI ekanI eka dikarI bacI jatI hoya te tema karavA taiyAra chuM. cha mahinA bahAra nahi jAu te vALa AvI jaze. jaI kahe, bA, tame eTaluM ja kaheje-le, bhA, le. ane ene che. bIjuM kAMI ja bolaze nahi. sAsujI mAthethI vALa utArI mAthe cune ne meDhe meza lagAvI jamAI sAthe AvI gayA. haju ajavALuM thayuM nathI tyAM teo pahoMcI gayA. eAraDe khetI aMdara gayA. vahunA meLAmAM eTale mUkI mAtAjI belyA-le, bhA, le. have ene choDI de. A te kRtrima nATaka hatuM, eTale vahu jIravI na zakI. turata ja belI "dekhe 2DIkA khela, sukha kALA ne zIra dhoLA" meM kevuM karyuMtyAM paDakhe ubhele tene pati A sAMbhaLIne turata ja belI uTha... "dekho baMdekA khela, mA merI ke terI" (hasAhasa) "mA merI ke terI" A zabdo sAMbhaLIne vahu turata ja ubhI thaI gaI ane patinA pagamAM paDI gaI. dhikkAra che mane, pote sArI hatI paNa kusaMgathI bagaDI hatI. have tenI sAna ThekANe AvI gaI. paranuM buruM karatAM pahelAM potAnuM thaI jAyakharekhara e kudaratane nyAya. khADe che te ja paDe che, raDanAre pite raDe che, dhAyuM dharaNIdharanuM thAye, mana dhAyuM nava thAya, kharekhara e kudaratano nyAya (2) paranuM buruM mahAnapurUSe kahe che ke tuM je bIjAnuM bUruM karavA IcchIza te pahelAM tArUM ja bUruM thaI jaze. mATe je tamArAthI keInuM sAruM na thAya te bhale, paNa kharAba te karaze ja. nahi. dikare kahe che ke tArI mA karatAM mArI mA keTalI sArI che, chatAM tuM enuM bUruM karavA uThI. eNe tArA mATe badhuM ja cheDI dIdhuM che paNa te kiMmata na karI. vahu mAphI mAgIne kahe che ke have huM kadI kusaMga nahi karuM. satya vastune samajI gaI. devAnupriye! je ghara tamane atipriya che te kayAre badalAI jaze, tamane dhakkA mAraze tenI khabara nathI. te have evuM ghara zeAdhI le ke jyAM gayA pachI janma, jarA ke maraNanA pherA ubhA na rahe. AvuM sthAna hoya te eka siddhakSetra ja che, ke jyAM janma, 4 zA.

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jarA, maraNa, Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi, mAtA bhavAnI, derA dhAgA ke mAdaLiyA, hanumAna kAMI karavA paDe nahi. teramA guNasthAne paNa vedanIya te che, kAraNa ke teramuM guNasthAna sagI che. temane te AhAra levuM paDe che, kAraNa ke cAra aghAtI karma bAkI che. terame guNasthAne vartanAra tIrthaMkara prabhune na banavAnuM banI gayuM ane gozAlake upasarga Ape. caudame guNasthAne koI upAdhi ja nahi. te agI che. pAMca hasva akSara "e, I, u, trA, eTaluM bele tyAM te lekane mastake jaIne birAjamAna thaI jAya. je mekSamAM jAya che tene te kayAMya vaLAMka paNa levuM paDatuM nathI. jene karmane vega che, vakragatimAM javAnuM hoya, tene ja vaLAMka le paDe che. tejasa ne kArmaNane kathaLe che tyAM sudhI ja upAdhi che. siddha thanAra AtmAne vacamAM kaI paNa jAtanI rUkAvaTa paNa hatI nathI. vacamAM merU parvata Ave ke game te Ave, tene bhedIne AtmA muktinA mahAsukhanI meja mANavA cAlyA jAya che. jo tamAre paNa AvuM zAzvata sukha joItuM hoya te AgamanI rUe cAlavuM paDaze. tamAre upAzraye AvavuM che paNa vana ve Ave che te raste pharavuM paDe che. TuMke raste Ave te sarakAra gunhegAra TharAve ane kAyadesara zikSA bhogavavI paDe che. jema zeTha ane sarakAranA kAyadAnuM barAbara pAlana kare che tema bhagavaMtanA kAyadAnuM aNIzuddha pAlana kare, te karmanA bhukkA thaI jAya. ApaNuM siddhAMta batrIsa che. 11 aMga, 12 upAMga, 4 mULa sUtra ane cAra cheda sUtra tathA batrIsamuM avazya karavA yogya evuM Avazyaka sUtra. tamArA dehane zuddha banAvavA hamAma Adi uMcI kavolITInA sAbu vApare che. A dehane hajAro ke lAkhe vakhata snAna karAve paNa AtmAne zuddha karavAnuM mana thAya che? pratikramaNa e Avazyaka sUtra che. "pApamAM paDatA AtmAne pavitra karanAra koI sAbu hoya te pratikamaNa che." pApa karmanA bhArathI haLavA banavA ane bhavanA pherA maTADavA A cAturmAsanA pavitra divasamAM pratikamaNa karavuM, brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM, cAra mahinA na bane te paryuSaNa sudhI te avazya karavuM joIe. zarIrane puSTa banAvavA viTAmIna khAva che, paNa viTApInanuM ke viTAmIna hoya te te brahmacarya che. brahmacaryamAM addabhuta zakti rahelI che. brahmacaryane mahimA aciMtya che. tamane raMga lAga joIe, batrIsa siddhAMtamAM uttarAdhyayana mULa sUtra che, temAM dharmanA mULa rUpe sauthI prathama vinaya batAvyuM che. vinayathI verI puNa vaza thaI jAya che. prabhu kahe che ke he sAdhaka tuM sAdhupaNuM letAM pahelAM vicAraje ke mArAmAM vinaya che ke nahi? prathama adhyayanamAM kahyuM che ke jema saDelA kAnavALI kUtarIne kyAMya sthAna maLatuM nathI, sarvatra tene bahira

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kAra thAya che, tevI ja rIte avinIta AtmAne paNa kyAMya sthAna maLatuM nathI. saMsAra sukhI thavA mATe paNa vinayanI jarUra paDe che. te A Atmika sukha mATe keTale vinaya joIe! tene tame vicAra karI leje. vinayavaMta AtmAne saMsAra paNa svarga je bane che ane avinItane saMsAra dAvAnaLa sarakhe banI jAya che. bIjA adhyayanamAM bAvIsa parisahanI vyAkhyA karI che. vinaya nahiM hoya te parisahane sahana kaI rIte karAya! trIjA adhyayanamAM cAra belanI durlabhatA batAvI. cethA adhyayanamAM AyuSya tUTuM saMdhAya nahi. pAMcamA adhyayanamAM jIvana te jIvI gayA, paNa kevA maraNe maravuM che, sakAma ke akAma maraNe te batAvyuM che. A rIte uttarouttara bIjA adhyayana krama batAvyA che. temAM ApaNe caudamA adhyayananuM vAcana karavAnuM che. temAM be pAtre kevA majabUta che. ISakAra rAjA ane kamalAvatI rANI, bhagu purahita ane yazA bhAryA ane tenA be putra-e chIe AtmAe meha nidrA khaMkherI kaI rIte jAgRta banaze ane zAzvata sukhane prApta karaze te vAta Avaze. ApaNe paNa e sukhane prApta karavuM che, mATe TAImasara jinavANune lAbha lezo. vyAkhyAna naM-4 aSADha vada 2. somavAra tA. 20-7-70 zAsanasamrATa rilekInAtha, zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe saMyama lIdhA pachI sADA bAra varSa ne paMdara divasa sudhI agharamAM ara evI ArAdhanA karI. teo te ja bhavamAM kevaLajJAna pAmavAnA che e te nizcita hatuM, chatAM temaNe eja vicAra karyo ke jyAM sudhI mArA mAthe karmanA Dhaga paDayA che tyAM sudhI mArAthI sukhe kema sUI zakAya! karmanI gaMjIne bALavA ugra sAdhanA karI. emanA jeTalA pAraNAnA divasa che teTalAM ApaNAM upavAsanA divasa thavA muzkela che. sADA bAra varSane paMdara divasanI tapazcaryAmAM phakta pAraNuM 349. ane eka varSanA divasa 360 eka varSa jeTalA paNa temanA pAraNAnA divase nathI. jayAre ApaNAM te pAraNuM ane attaravAraNa sUkAya ja nahi. kaMIka ja evA paNa che ke jemAM eka varSamAM phakta saMvatsarIne ja upavAsa kare che. ane upavAsanA AgalA divase rAtrinA ATha vAgyA sudhI te ToparA ne lavIMga cAvatAM hoya che. kharI rIte upavAsanA AgalA divase cekho covihAra joIe. bhagavAne cha mAsI tapa cauvihAra karyA che. tamane te upavAsanI zarUAta na thAya te pahelAM pAraNuM yAda Ave che. ApaNe sarvene mekSamAM javuM che paNa "laDu bhI khAnA aura mekSa bhI jAnA, esI bAta che te kahanA, nahi te mata bolanA"

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28 AnA jevI ApaNI vAta che. ame kahIe ke dharmadhyAna kare paNa ajJAnI che te ema kahe che ke tame te sAta naraka batAve che paNa je cauda hoya te paNa amane keDe bAMdhIne pharavAnI trevaDa che. Ama jorathI bolatA hoya che paNa jyAre bhayaMkara rogathI grasta thaI jAya che tyAre kevA rAMkaDA banI jAya che! sAdhu hoya ke saMsArI hoya paNa karma te keIne chaThatA ja nathI. mastake muMDana karAvavA mAtrathI kaMI sAdhu thaI javAtuM nathI. ane bhavane beDe pAra thaI jatuM nathI. bhagavaMte uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 25 mA adhyayanamAM kahyuM che ke na vi muDieNa samaNe, na okAreNa bammaNe na muNI raNavAseNuM, kusa cIreNa na tAva che u. sU. a. 25 gAthA 31 saMsAra choDI sAdhu banyA eTale javAbadArI vadhe che. tyAgamArgamAM AvIne jambara purUSArtha karavo paDe che. jema nekara karatA zeThane javAbadArI adhika hoya che. nokara te enA rUla pramANe nokarI kare ane sAMja paDe ghera jaIne ArAmathI sUI jAya. mAlanA bhAvamAM vadhaghaTa thAya te zeThanI uMgha uDI jAya, paNa nekarane kaMI asara thAya kharI? kAraNa ke enI kAMI javAbadArI nathI. te ja rIte zrAvaka karatAM sAdhunI javAbadArI vadhu hoya che. tyAgIone jAgRti khUba rAkhavI paDe che. trilekInAtha mahAvIra prabhue trIsa varSanI umaramAM dIkSA lIdhI. 72 varSanuM temanuM AyuSya hatuM. prabhunA cAturmAsa keTalA thayA te jANe che ne? cAkhe hisAba che. prabhunA kara cAturmAsa thayAM. temAM prabhue rAjagRhI nagarImAM 14 cAturmAsa karyA. tuMgIyApurImAM karyA, paraMtu je bhUmimAM pite nehanI sAMkaLathI chUTayA, rAganA baMdhane teyA, tyAM gayA nathI, eTale eka paNa cAturmAsa tyAM karyuM nathI. grAmanugrAma vicaratAM chelluM cAturmAsa pAvApurImAM karyuM. ane atima samaye soLa prahara sudhI ekadhArI dezanA ApI. ApaNe unmArge cAlyA na jaIe, ane AtmAnuM adhaHpatana na karIe te mATe karuNAnidhIe apAra karUNA karI che. prabhunI aMtima vANI jIvananA aMta sudhI ApaNe yAda rAkhavI joIe. ane emanI chellI zikhAmaNane ApaNe pahelI AcaravAnI che. uttarAdhyayana sUtra e cAra mULa sUtramAMnuM eka mULa sUtra che. tene mULa sUtra zA mATe kahyuM che? uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM sauthI prathama adhyayana vinayanuM che. vinaya eTale je vizeSa prakAre AtmA tarapha laI jAya tenuM nAma vinaya. "viNao jiNasAsana mUle, viNayAe saMjame te viNayAe viSpamukkasa, o dhamo ka ta che" jaina zAsanamAM vinayane ja prathama sthAna ApavAmAM AvyuM che. mAsakhamaNa kare, seLa bhaththu kare ke game teTaluM jJAna meLave, paNa je vinaya nA hoya te pAyA vinAnA

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ghara caNavA jevuM che. bAhubalimAM bharata cakavatine paNa pAchA haThAvI de eTaluM baLa kayAMthI AvyuM? temaNe pUrvabhavamAM 500 sAdhuone vinaya karyo hato. vinayapUrvaka meLaveluM jJAna lAMbA samaya sudhI TakI rahe che. na thAvacca putre dIkSA lIdhI te vakhate kRSNa mahArAjAe DhaMDhare piTAvyuM hatuM ke-jene dIkSA levI hoya te lo. rAjakumAra jevI sAdAbI choDI thAvaccaputrane dIkSA lete joI eka hajAra purUSae tenI sAthe dIkSA lIdhI. prabhunI ekaja vakhata dezanA sAMbhaLI vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gayA ane leTabaMdha purUSe dIkSA levA cAlI nIkaLyA. e ke ajaba raMga haze ! thAvacca putra dIkSA lIdhA pachI kAlakrame caudapUrvanA jJAtA banI gayA. temanI yegyatA joI prabhue eka hajAra ziSyo sahita vicaravAnI AjJA ApI. eka gAmathI bIje gAma vicaratA segaMdhIya nagarImAM padhAryA. bIjI tarapha zukadeva saMnyAsI paNa pitAnA hajAra ziSyo sahita te nagarImAM padhAryA che. baMnenI udgheSaNa jorazorathI cAlI rahI che. thAvasthA aNugAra hajAronI medanImAM lokone dharma samajAve che. dharmanuM mULa zuM che te vAta cAle che. "viNaya mUle dha" vinaya e dharmanuM mULa che. bIjI tarapha zakadeva saMnyAsI paNa moTI medanI vacce dharmanuM svarUpa samajAve che. te kahe che "zacI mUle dhamma " zacI e dharmanuM mULa che. te kahe che, hAvuM, devuM, zarIra tathA vane sApha rAkhavAM, te bese tyAM paNa pANI chAMTIne bese. jyAre jaina dharma pANI vadhu vAparavAnI nA pADe che. eka ja gAmamAM be prakAranI upadezadhArA vahe che. tyAre lokomAM paraspara zaMkA utpanna thaI ke, eka kahe che zucI e dharmanuM mULa che-ane bIjA vinayane dharmanuM mULa batAve che. te AmAM sAcI vAta kenI? jyAM ekendriyathI mAMDIne paMcendriya jIvonI virAdhanA thatI hoya tyAM traNe kALamAM dharma nathI. jema jema Indriye vadhatI gaI tema tema prANu vadhatA gayA. ekendriyane cAra prANa che. be Indriyane cha prANu, te indriyane sAta prANa, rendriyane ATha prANa, asaMsI paMcendriyane nava prANu ane saMjJI paMcendriyanedaza prANa hoya cheA daza prANamAMthI eka paNa prANunI hiMsA thatI hoya tyAM dharma nathI. tame jema jema samajatAM jAva tema tema khabara paDe ne? pahelAM te eka sAmAnya ekasIDanTa thAya te sajA thatI hatI jethI karIne bedarakArI rahe nahi ane Aje te mANasane ekasIDanTa thAya to sarakAra purA mAge che. jIva pratye sahAnubhUti ja nathI. ahiMyA baMnenI vAtamAM paraspara bhinnatA dekhAya che. zaheramAM lekane zaMkA ubhI thaI. zukadeva saMnyAsI vicAre che ke huM tenI pAse jAuM ane tene harAvI dauM. mArA zucI mULa dharmanuM nikaMdana kADhavA uThe che, tene ThekANe lAvI dau'. aMdara abhimAna bharyuM hatuM.

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30 thAccA aNugAra paNa aTala che. jenA guru aTala hAya tenA zrAvake pazu kevA sthira hAvA joIe ! tame pratikramaNamAM rAja khele che ke "zrAvako koInA DagALyA Dage nahi, koInA caLAvyA caLe nahi". A vAta sAcI che ne ! tame pAkA che ne ! game tevA prasaMgomAM DagI nahi jAva ne ? prasaMga Ave khabara paDe. tamane hAtha paga tUTavA lAgyA, mAthuM duHkhavA AvyuM ane mApyu te aa Temparecara AvyuM, te thaze ke have upAzraye javuM nathI. paNa traNa DIgrI tAva che. dikarA dukAnethI doDatA AvIne kahe, khApujI, dukAne gharAka AvyuM che, 5000 rUpiyAno mAla kharIdavA che paNa ene mArA vizvAsa nathI AvatA. e kahe che ke meTA zeTha Ave te mAla laI jA; nahIM te khIjethI kharIdI laIza. ele, A vakhate tame zuM karo ? ( sabhAmAMthI javAba H- tyAM te tarata ja paheAMcI jaI e.) tyAM traNa DIgrI tAva hoya chatAM jAva ane 99 // tAva hoya teA paNa upAzraye AvavAnuM cheDI do. tame keTalA acala che e vAta ahI` puravAra thAya che ne ? jene hADahADanI majAmAM raMga lAgyA che evA zrAvaka bimAra paDe te DAkaTarane kahI deze ke sAheba, vadhu paisA levA heAya te lejo, paNa mane dararAja vItarAga vANInA lAbha laI zakAya evA sAnne manAvA, jethI mAre lAbha gumAvI na devAya. mAre khIjuM kaMIja na joie. AvuM kahenAra tA virala ja heAya che. zItakALa, uSNakALa ane varSAkALa traNe kALamAM tame kamAva che. unALe kamAyA, ziyALe kamAyA. AtmAnA nANAM kamAvavAnI meAsama DAya te te cAturmAsa ja che. cAturmAsanA traNa divasa te cAlyA gayA. ema karatAM cAra mAsa paNu pUrNa thaI jaze. je divaseA jAya che te pAchA AvatA nathI. mATe AjathI zu karavu, mAsakhamaNu karavuM che, seLabhaththuM karavuM che, AjIvana brahmacarya vrata 'gIkAra karavuM che, kaMdamULanA tyAga karave che ? rAtre te mArAthI jamAyaja nahi. tamArA dilamAM AvI umi uchaLavI joI e. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI jI sAheba, jI sAheba, karyAM karA paNu pApathI pAchA haThe te ja sAMbhaLyAnI sAkatA che. zukadevajI abhimAnI ane jabbara vidvAna hatA. tene mAnanAra paNa ghaNA hatA. teo thAvacyA aNugAra pAse jaI ne ubhA rahyA. namana paNa karyuM nahi. temanI sAthe kaMika leAkeA kutuhala jovAnI IcchAthI jAya che ane kAMika satyavAta samajavAnI icchAthI jAya che. zukadevajI kahe che ke muni ! tame mArA praznanA sAcA javAba Apaze te huM mArA hajAra ziSyA sahita Apane ziSya banI jaIza. ane je mArA praznanA uttara nahi ApI zake tA tamArI niMdA karIza, ele-ki mUle dhamme ? " thAvoM putra javAba Ape che "viSNuya mUle dhamme. " zukadevajI kahe amArA zucI mULa dha che. thAvoM putra temane samajAve che ke jyAM hiMsA che tyAM dhama nathI.ekendriya eTale pRthvI-pANI-agni-vAyu-vanaspati AdimAM tathA e indriya, teIndriya, caurendriya, AdimAM jIva che, jyAM tenI hiMsA thatI hAya

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31 tyAM vinaya dhama sacavAtA nathI, mATe jIvAnI dayA pALavAmAM ja sAcA dharma che. jema leAhIthI kharaDAyeluM kapaDuM leAhIthI sApha karI zakAtuM nathI tema pApathI kharaDAyelA AtmA pApa karavAthI pavitra na anI zake. mATe jIva-ajIvatu jJAna prApta karA. 5 ck vinAnI jIMdagI kevaLa pazu samAna. sAta duniyAmAM janma lenArA badhA peTa bhare che, paNa chANunA kIDA jevI dazA che, jemAM janme che temAM ja te mare che. thAvaryA aNugAranA zabdo sAMbhaLI zukadevajI sthaMbhI gayA, temane abhimAna sAthe vinaya hatA. sAnAnA pAtramAM siMhaNunA dUdha TakayA vinA na rahe. zukadevajIe khIjA keTalAka prazno pUchyAM. ane thAryAM aNugA2e tenu yuktipU ka samAdhAna karyuM. satya tattvane samajatAM khATuM choDI dIdhuM. dararAja sAvaMdaNAmAM ApaNe khAlIe chIe keH-- dhanya thAvo putra tajI khatrIse nAra, tenI sAthe nIkaLyA purUSa eka hajAra, zukadeva sanyAsI eka sahasra ziSya lAra, paMcazayazu selaka lIdhA saMyama bhAra; sa` sahasra aDhAI ghaNA jIvAne tAra, puMDaragiri upara kIyA pApagamana saMthAra, ArAdhika huI ne kIdhA kheDA pAra, huvA mATA munivara, nAma liyA niratAra." thAvasthya aNugArAdi eka hajAra satA hatA, zukadevajIe peAtAnA hujAra ziSyA sahita jaina dharmanI dIkSA lIdhI. ane temanI sAthe zelaka rAjAe pAMcasA purUSa sAthe dIkSA lIdhI. kula aDhI hajAra satAe dIkSA laI puMDarigira paryaMta upara jaI sa thArA karI zAzvata sukhane prApta karyu ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 36 adhyayanamAMthI caudamA adhyayananA adhikAra vAMcavA che. pahelA adhyayanathI mAMDIne dareka adhyayananA ekakhIjA sAthe paraspara saMbaMdha che. caudamAnI pahelAM teramuM adhyayana che. teramA adhyayana sAthe caudamu` sakaLAyeluM che. tenI sAthe A prakAre te saMbaMdha dharAve che. jA teramA adhyayananI bhUmikAmAM sau prathama vAta Ave che ke sAgaracaMdramuni pAse cAra gAvA LayAee dIkSA lIdhI hatI. temAMthI citta ane saMbhUtinuM varNana taramA madhyayanamAM Avyu che. paNa bAkInA e munie zuddha saMyamanuM pAlana karI anukrame kALa karI devalekamAM gayA. tee ane daivaleAkathI cyavIne kSitipratiSThita nagaramAM kAI mahu. ddhika zreSThInA ghera putra paNe utpanna thayA. ane putrA yuvAna thatAM tamane cAra vepArIe sAthe mitratA thai, ane e chae AtmAee pharIne dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. temAMthI cAra AtmAe e dharmamAM mAyA rahita saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI ane be AtmAoe saheja mAyA sahita saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI. anukrame chae sAdhue, kALa karAne prathama devaleAkanA nalinIzukSma vimAnamAM devarUpe utpanna thayA, paNa mAyA karanAra e AtmAe devIpe utpanna thayA,

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ra pUrvabhavamAM mAyA karI haze tethI A ADhaNAM ADhavA paDayA che. purUSa mAyA kare teA ii thAya, zrI mAyA kare te napu Msaka thAya ane jo napuMsaka mAyA kare te pRthvI Adi ekendriyamAM jAya. huM te| amArI baheneAne kahuM chuM ke pUrve` mAyA karIne AvyA chIe paNa have ADhaNAM na eDhavAM hAya te mAyA na karaze|. zrI enI puNyAi keTalI AchI che. purUSa eka samayamAM siddha thAya te 108 thAya ane strI eka samayamAM vIsa siddha thAya. tamArA haddo uMcA che, paNa yAda rAkhajo ke tame mAyA karaze| te strI khanazo, tame strIonuM sthAna nIcu gaNeA che, paNa kAika vakhata strIe paNa purUSane mujhavanArI bane che. eka dRSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM chuM. eka pradhAna pAse eka peTI hatI. dararAja te peTI kheAlIne tenI sAme hAtha joDI ubhuM rahe ane dhImethI kaMIka ele. darAja Ama bane che tyAre pradhAnanI strIne zaMkA thaI ke A peTInI sAme hAtha joDIne zuM kheAlatA haze? AmAM kaIka hovuM joie. have peTI khole che tyAre paNa cAkI paherI rAkhe che paNa pradhAna e jAya tyAM peTI baMdha karI de che. eka divasa pradhAna peTI sAme hAtha joDI masta khanI gayA che. tyAM tenI patnI pahAMcI jAya che. ane che che ke svAmInAtha ! A peTI kholI dararAja tame zu khele che ? AmAM bhagavAnanA phoTo che ke mAtA-pitAnA phoTA che ? pradhAna kahe che ke AmAM bIjuM kaMi ja nathI. paNa AmAM tArA koI viSaya nathI. jo kaMI ja nathI te dararoja tene sAme rAkhIne zuM khele che? tane kahevAthI zuM lAbha ! tyAre strI kahe che zuM strI nA ka MI haeNka ja nahi ! tyAre pradhAna kahe che, jo, garama zAla sivAya aMdara khIjuM kAMI che? phakta garama zAla sivAya kAMI ja na hatuM. patnI kahe che, A zAla oDhavA jevI che, teA pachI tame tene peTImAM rAkhI zI prAnA karA che ? pradhAna kahe che huM mAnA nathI karatA paNa bhAvanA bhAvuM chuM. A zAla ADhI zaku evI mArAmAM pAtratA nathI. A zAla te lAkha rUpiyA ApatAM paNa maLe nahi. patnI kahe che ke AmAM evuM zuM che ! pradhAna kahe che ke mArA 27 mitroe gurU samakSa AjIvana brahmacarya vratanI pratijJA karI che, te pavitra AtmAone zrI saghe bahumAna karIne A zAla eDhADI che. mArA mitrAne vicAra thayA ke ame te A vrata aMgIkAra karI lIdhu paNa amAre eka mitra temAMthI khAkI na rahevA joI e, e brahmacaya nata aMgIkAra karanAra AtmAone bahumAnamAM oDhADelI zAla mArAthI kema ADhAya ? have huM tene dararAja sAme rAkhI evI bhAvanA bhAvuM chuM ke he prabhu ! mane AvA avasara kayAre Avaze ke huM A vrata aMgIkAra karU! A zabde sAMbhaLI pradhAnanI patnI dhaDAka daIne ubhI thai ane elI, svAmInAtha ! huM e vrata aMgIkAra karavA taiyAra chuM. pradhAnanI uMmara 32 varSanI hatI ane nI

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uMmara 28 varSanI hatI. pradhAna kahe che ke tArI umara nAnI che. tArI saMpUrNa taiyArI che ne! patnI kahe che, mArI te taiyArI che, paNa svAmInAtha! tame taiyAra che ne? pradhAna kahe che huM te tArI rAha jotA hatA. baMne ekabIjAnA vicAromAM saMmata thaI gayA ane saMta pAse jaIne bhara yuvAnImAM brahmacaryavratanI pratijJA aMgIkAra karI lIdhI.. bele, mArA rAjakoTa zaheranA zrAvake! tame paNa A rIte amArI zrAvikAnA vicAromAM saMmata thazone? mahAvIrane zrAvaka haMmezAM pApathI bhayabhIta rahe, ane game ke na game paNa saMte kahe ke Ama karavAmAM pApa, pApaM ne pApa che. jhera, jhera ne jhera che te pachI te pApa tarapha pagalAM na bhare. mesuba game teTaluM sarasa banAvyo hoya paNa keI AvIne kahe ke emAM jhera che te tame pheMkI de che. A jhera te eka ja bhava bagADe che paNa viSayanuM viSama viSa te anaMta bha bagADe che. mATe kAmanA kIDA banI jIMdagIne barabAda na karo. pradhAna tenI patnIne kahe che, dhanya che ke, mane tArA jevI devI maLI. mane dharmakAryamAM sahakAra Apyo. tame te ema kaho ke dhanya che mane, ke tArA jevI rUDI ne rUpALI tuM maLI. cAmaDAnA pUjArIo ! cAmaDAmAM moha na pAmaze. paNa tame patnI ne dharmanA mArge vALe ke patnI tamane jagADe tyAM dhanyavAda Apaje. kaI zrAvaka bAra vratamAMthI eka vrata aMgIkAra kare te saMte dhanyavAda ApI zake paNa kai phekaTarI bele tyAM dhanyavAda ne ApI zake. kAraNake tyAM ekAMta pApanuM ja kArya che. paisA kamAIne te dharmanA kAryamAM game teTalA vApare paNa tyAM saMte dhanyavAda na ApI zake. have je cha cha devalokamAM gayA che. be devI paNe utpanna thayA che ane cAra devapaNe utpanna thayA che. temAMthI cAra chanuM AyuSya vaheluM pUrNa thAya che. tyAMthI cavIne te AtmAo kyAM utpanna thaze ane koNa kene jagADaze ane kaI rIte te AtmAe naregya raMgamAM raMgAze, tenI caudamA adhyayanamAM suMdara rajuAta karavAmAM AvI che. tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 5 azADa vada 3 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 21-7-70 zAsana samrATa trikInAtha bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI jharelI zAzvata vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. duniyAmAM badhuM badalAya paNa siddhAMtanA bhAva kadI badalAya nahi. jJAnIone 5 zA

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34 jyAre pUchavAmAM Avaze tyAre eka ja sarakhI vAtanuM nirUpaNa karavAmAM Avaze. tamArA vijJAnanI vAtAmAM teA vaijJAnikA Aje batAvI rahyA che tene gheADA divasa paI judI ja rIte batAvaze. uMce jaI ne Aje je AvyA che tene pharIne jaze tyAre judI ja rIte kaheze. paNa sajJanI vAtamAM kayAre paNa pheraphAra thatA nathI. bhagavAne aDhIhajAra varSa pahelAM je kahyu che ke eka pANInA TIpAmAM asaMkhyAta thavA che. have te vaijJAnikAe A vAta sAbita karI che. prabhunA aMtima cAturmAsanI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM caudamuM adhyayana cAle che. teramA ane caudamA adhyayananA paraspara sa'ba'dha che. caudamA adhyayanamAM cha jIvAnA adhikAra cAle che. e munie devaaAkamAMthI AvIne zeThane tyAM utpanna thayA. temane cAra vepArIe sAthe sabaMdha thayA. cha e AtmAe dIkSA lai prathama dhruvalAke nalinI guma nAmanA vimAnamAM utpanna thayA. temAMthI cAra javA devapaNe utpanna thayA ane mAyAnA kAraNe e AtmAe daivIpaNe utpanna thayA. dIkSA lIdhA pachI paNa jo mAyAnu sevana karyu hAya tA te mAyA saMsAravaka che. che AtmAmAMthI cAra AtmAonI dhruvabhavanI sthiti pUrNa thavA Ave che. devanI sthiti pUrNa thAya tyAre tyAMthI temane cavavuM paDe che. cAhe anuttara vimAnanA daiva hAya, Indra hAya, manuSya hAya, tinca hAya ke naraka gatinA rau rau vedanA bhogavanArA nAraka hAya, paNa ADhuSya pUrNa thaye saune sthAna badalavu paDe che. phakta cavavuM na paDe evu jo koI sthAna hAya te eka siddhagati ja che ahIMthI javAnI gati pAMca che ane AvavAnI gati cAra che. jyAM gayA pachI pharIne gati karavI na paDe enI gatine jo prApta karavI hAya tA sauthI prathama rAga, dveSa ane mehunA tyAga karavA paDaze. ApaNA zAsanamAM evu nathI ke zAsana para Apatti Ave tyAre pharIne bhagavAnane janma levA paDe. jee rAgane jItIne rAganA vijetA thaI gayA temane pharIne zA mATe AvavuM paDe ? ApaNe te zarIrane sAjI rAkhavA davA levI paDe. koi mAnatA rAkhe, mAdaLiyA AMdhe, paNa huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke A badhuM karanArAe kaI divasa mAMdA paDatA haze ke nahi ? jyAM rAga nathI, ghaDapaNa nathI, janma nathI, khAdyapaNa nathI ane yuvAvasthA paNa nathI evuM sthAna hoya tA meAkSa che. tyAM gayA pachI catutinA rUTamAM pharavuM paDe nahi, A jIve anaMta pudgala parAvanA karyAM che. have ApaNe khyAla zakhaSAnA cheke bhavATavImAM bhamavuM na paDe. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM je cha thavAnA adhikAra cAlI rahyo che te cha jIvA kayAMthI Ave che te vAta sauthI prathama gAthAmAM pharamAve che,

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pa devA bhavittANu pure bhavamma, keI cuyA ega vamANuvAsI / pure purANuM uDDayAra nAme, khAe samidhye suralega ramme ! u. a. 14-1 A che jIvAtmAe prathama devalAkanA nilina guma nAmanAM eka ja vimAnamAM rahenAra che tyAMnI sthiti pUrNa karI cAra AtmAe Ave che. devalAkamAM darekanI sthiti sarakhI hotI nathI. uparanA devalekanI sthiti uttarAttara vadhAre hoya che. paNa echAmAM ochI sthiti jaghanya daza hajAra varSa ane utkRSTa tetrIsa sAgaropamanI hAya che. devalAkamAM gayelA jIva AchAmAM ochA puNyavALA hAya tA paNa daza hajAra varSanuM AyuSya te hoya ja che. A cha AtmAe mAMthI cAra AtmAe tyAMnI sthiti pUrNa kare che. devomAM samakitI devo paNa hoya che ane mithyAtvI devo paNa hAya che. davAne peAtAnI sthiti pUrNa thatAM pahelAM cha mahinA agAuthI khabara paDI jAya che. samakitI devo jANe ke have mArI sthiti pUrNa thAya che tyAre temane anera smAna Ave che. kAraNa ke tame je karA che te karavAnI bhAvanA thAya che. paNa aviratIceAthA guNasthAnakanA dhaNI hAvAthI te karI zakatA nathI. aviratIpaNAnA madhana teADI viratI bhAvamAM AvavAnA temane AnaMda hoya che. devo avadhijJAnanA upayAga mUkIne atyAre jIve ane tamane sAmAyikamAM beThelA juve tyAM temanI chAtI gaja gaja uchaLe dhanya che A AtmAone ke te kevI ArAdhanA kare che ane mane paNa Ave avasara kayAre Avaze ! " devagatimAMthI nIkaLIne madhA ja manuSya thAya evuM nathI. pahelA bIjA devaleAkanA nIkaLyA keTalA IMDakamAM jAya ? pAMca IMDakamAM jAya, manuSya, tiryaMnga, pRthvI, pANI ane vanaspati. e pAMca daDDamAM jAya. have vicAra kareA ke je devaleAkamAM dIvA ne lAITanI jarUra paDatI nathI tyAM sUryanI paNa jarUra nahIM. tyAM te temanA ratnA eTalA badhA TurdiSyamAna che ke tenA prakAzathI khUba ajavALu' Ave che. sUryanI jarUra aDhIDhIpamAM heAya che. vAMcavAmAM Avyu che ke pahelAnA mANasA makAna khadhAvatA hatA tyAre dharmArAdhanA karavA aiASadhazALA bhegI khAMdhatA hatA. tyAM besI pAte peAtAnuM vAMcanAda karI zake te mATe makAnanI thAMbhalImAM ratnA jaDAvatA hatA ke jethI tenA prakAzathI pAte pAtAnuM kAya karI zakatA. atyAranI jema lAITa Adi AraMbhanA sAdhane tyAre na hatA. dhruvene caMdra ane sUryanI paNa garaja nathI. tevA devAne saMghayaNa keTalAMDhAya ? rAjakeTa nagarInA zrAvake melA. javAba devA asa MghayaNI hAya. devA asa`ghayaNI zAthI hAya ? temanuM zarIra baikreya hAya che. temanu zarIra ApaNI jema anucI pudgalanuM hetu nathI. tethI devAne ApaNI jema zauca Adi kriyA paNa hAtI nathI. koI paNa jAtanI khaTapaTa ja nahi. upAdhi mAtra ahiM che. devAne eka samacausa saThANu hAya che, te palAMThI

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vALIne bese tyAre game tyAMthI mApa levAmAM Ave te cAreya taraphanuM mApa sarakhuM thAya che eTale tenuM nAma samacaurasa saMThANa che. devalokamAM puNyano ja bhegavaTo karavAno hoya che. jyAre puNya ane pApane kSaya karI karmanI nirjara karavA mATe eka mAnavabhava che. naraka ane tiyanca gatimAM vadha baMdhananA duHkha bhogavavAnA che. mukhya vAta e hatI ke pahelA bIjA devalokanA de avIne pAMca daMDakamAM jAya che. tame vIravANI sAMbhaLatI vakhate khUba upayoga rAkhaje. sAMbhaLavAmAM je upaga cUkaze te yathArtha bhAvane pakaDI zakaze nahi. ane satya hakIkata nahI samajavAthI kevI avyavasthA ubhI thAya che te eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM chuM. eka mANasane saMgrahaNInuM darda thayuM. ghaNI davAo karI, paNa maTatuM nathI. chevaTe zaidarAjanI davA lAgu paDI. cha mahinA davA lIdhI ane zarIra trAMbA jevuM thaI gayuM. eka vakhata tenI jJAtimAM jamaNavAra thayo. jamaNamAM zIre banAvavAne hatA. pelA dahIMne thayuM ke Aje jamaNavAra che. mArAthI zIre khavAya ke nahi? lAva. zaidarAjane pachI AvuM. te zaidarAjane pUchavA AvyuM ke mArI tabiyata sAva sAjI che. dardIne maTayA paNa bAra mahinA thaI gayA. have huM zIra khAuM ke na khAuM ? vaidarAja kahe che bhAI, tane game tevuM sAruM hoya paNa tArA mATe zIre jhera che. cAra jaNa bahAra beThelA temaNe tArA mATe zabda na sAMbhaLe paNa zIre jhera che, eTale zabda sAMbhaLe. AgaLa pAchaLanI na sAMbhaLe te vAtane veDa thaI jAya. pUrI vAta jANI nahi ane cAra jaNAe badhe vAta phelAvI ke zIro jhera che. jamaNavAramAM kAvatru che. cAra jaNanA methI cotrIsa jaNAe vAta jANI. ema karatAM AkhA gAmamAM vAta phelAI gaI A jagyAe kaI dharma dalAlInI vAta hoya te ATalI jaladI jAherAta na thAya. AkhI jJAtinA mANasoe nirNaya karyo ke jamaNavAramAM kAvatru che. zIrAmAM jhera nAkhyuM che. mATe ApaNe keIe jamavA javuM nahi. jamavAno samaya thaye. paNa kaI jamavA AvatuM nathI. tyAre jamaNavAra karanAra tapAsa karAve che ke TAIma thaI gaye chatAM kaI jamavA kema AvatuM nathI ! tapAsa karatAM khabara paDI ke AvI aphavA uDI che. pUchatAM pUchatAM pelA cAra jaNa pakaDAya che. temane pUchayuM ke tamane AvI vAta koNe karI! tyAre teo kahe che ke ApaNe gAmamAM je moTA zaidarAja che te kahetA hatA. zaidarAja kahe ke huM te kAMI ja jANatuM nathI. tyAre pelA cAra jaNa kahe che ke ame bahAra beThAM hatAM ane pelA ramaNalAlanA maDhe tame kahetA hatA ke zIre jhera che. tyAre zaidarAja kahe che ke e ramaNalAla te saMgrahaNIne dardI che. te mane pUchavA AvyuM hatuM ke zI khavAya ! tyAre meM tene kahyuM hatuM ke "tArA mATe zIre jhera che." satya hakIkata samajAI gaI te ThIka thayuM. nahi te jamaNu karanArane badhe zIre ukaraDe nAkhave

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keche. paData. ka zabda ne kayuM vAkaya kenA saMbaMdhamAM kaI rIte kahevAyuM che, te pUruM na samajAya te anartha thaI jAya. AgamamAM evA ghaNA zabda che ke jyAM eka zabdanA aneka artho thatA hoya che. AgaLa pAchaLanA saMbaMdhathI samajavuM joIe ke ahIM A zabdane zuM artha karAye che! saMskRtamAM "didhI eTale rANI ane "vi' eTale pADo thAya. baMnenA arthamAM keTale pharaka paDe che! have rANIne "vI ne badale "madiva' kahIne kaI belAve te apamAna janaka lAge. A te svAduvAda darzana che. dareka naya e pramANane aMza che. ane aMze dareka nayanI vAta satya hoya che. paNa je te nayavALA pitAnI vAtane ekAMtathI pakaDI le te te naya durnaya banI jAya. jaina darzana evuM vizALa darzana che ke je keIne nirAza karatuM nathI. keIne keI apekSAe vAtane satya samajAve che, paNa ekAMtathI nahi, jaina darzanamAM anekAMtavAdanI ja vizeSatA rahelI che. pahelA ne bIjA devalekanA deve pAMca daMDakamAM jAya che. have je deve mahAna RddhinA dhaNI hoya che temane tiryaca, pRthvI, pANI ne vanaspatimAM javuM paDe te tene keTaluM duHkha thAya! jhuMpaDI cheDI mahelamAM javAnuM hoya te AnaMda thAya, paNa divya mahela che jhuMpaDImAM javAnuM thAya te na game. tamArA game teTalA suMdara mahelo hoya paNa te devalokanA bhavanI pAse to kaMIja nathI. A rAjakoTanA vyAkhyAna hela jevo bhavya ne suMdara hola atyAra sudhImAM bIje kyAMya je nathI, chatAM devenI Rddhi pAse te kAMI nathI. devane bhava AzrI avadhijJAna hoya che. temane avadhijJAna mATe koI prayatna karavo paDato nathI. AvA devAmAM mithyAtvI devone khabara paDe ke devagatinA sukha mAre cheDavA paDaze te temane duHkha thAya che. jyAre samakitI devane AnaMda thAya che. te manuSyabhavane jhaMkhe che. "huM have mArA bhavabaMdhananA pherA maTADIza." tamane te manuSyabhava prApta thayela che te ema thAya che ke have mArA vadhu bhava na thavA joIe. tamArA eka divasa paNa sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, saMtadarzana ke jinavANI sAMbhaLyA vinA lukhe na javo joIe. ane bhUkha jAya te pazcAtApa tha joIe. jyAM sudhI siddhagatimAM na jaIe tyAM sudhI cAra gati ane vIsadaMDakamAM daMDAvAnuM che. A saMsAra saMgrahaNInA darda jevo duHkhadAyI lAgavo joIe. je duHkhadAyI lAgyo hoya te bhega-viSane tilAMjalI Ape. jema arisAmAM mukha joI DAghane dUra kare che tema AtmA upara paDelAM DAghane dUra karavA Agama rUpI arisAmAM daSTi kare. vitarAga zAsanane pAmelo zrAvaka pApathI bhayabhIta rahevo joIe ane saMsAranA trAsathI dhrujavo joIe. he prabhu ! anaMtakALathI bhaTakuM chuM, have kayAre uddhAra thaze! ema aMdarathI valopAta thavA joIe. hamaNAMja vasubAie traNa pUtaLIne nyAya Ape ke dUdhanI tapelImAM traNa pUtaLI mUkI. eka sAkaranI, bIjI

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kapaDAMnI ane trIjI ArasanI. jo tame sAkaranI pUtaLI jevA hazo te te pIrasAtAM vIravANI rUpI dUdhathI A vIrANI hola dUdhanA kuMDAM same banI jaze. ane jema sAkaranI pUtaLI dUdhamAM ogaLI gaI tema vitarAgavANI sAMbhaLIne tamAruM hRdaya pIgaLI jaze. tame te bhAgyavAna ane buddhizALI zrAvake che. A rAjakoTanA zrAvake kaMI jevA tevA nathI. saMtone paNa lAge ke A zrAvako jANakAra che. eka gAmamAM ghaNA varSe saMtanA pagalAM thayAM. varSothI jemaNe saMtanA darzana karyA nathI, jainazALA zuM kahevAya te khabara nathI. saMtane camAsI pAkhIne divasa AvI gayo. bIje kayAMya pahoMcI zakAya tema nathI. eTale pUche che bhAI! huM tamArA gAmamAM cAturmAsa karUM? zrAvake kahe, bApajI, khuzIthI raho. ghaNAM AnaMdanI vAta che. bIje divase zrAvake pUche che ke bApajI ! kayuM siddhAMta vAMcazo ! saMta vicAra kare che ke huM te samaja hatuM ke A gAmanA zrAvako te abudha che. paNa A te sArA jANapaNAvALA lAge che. bele zrAvakajI! tame kaho te vAMcIe. zrAvako kahe che ke amAre bhagavatI sUtra sAMbhaLavuM che. mahArAja kahe, bhale, paNa bhagavatI sUtra sAMbhaLatA pahelAM huM Apane prazna pUchuM chuM ke hAthIne keTalI indriya hAya! te kahe che pAMca. kAraNa tene cAra paga ane eka suMDha che, mATe hAthI paMcendriya che, te pUche gheDAne keTalI Indriya? zrAvake kahe che tene cAra paga che mATe ghaDo caurendriya kahevAya. zrAvako, tamane keTalI Indriya che te kahe che amAre be paga ne mAthe pAghaDI che, mATe ame teIndriya. ane bApajI! Apane be paga ja che mATe tame beIndriya....(hasAhasa). mahArAje zrAvakenA jANapaNAnuM mApa kADhI lIdhuM. sAMja paDI ne zrAvake pratikramaNa karavA AvyA. mahArAja pUche che tamane pratikamaNa AvaDe che? to kahe ke amane kaIne AvaDatuM nathI. mahArAja kahe che bhale te huM karuM tema tame karaje. have mahArAja vaMdaNa kare tyAre zrAvake vaMdaNA kare. saMta khamAsamaNa le che tema zrAvake pazu che. kAusaga karyo tyAre zrAvakee paNa dhyAna karyuM. have vAta evI banI ke mahArAjane laIne rega hate. adhuM pratikramaNa thayuM ane mahArAjane vaI AvI. mahArAja paDI gayA. hAtha-paga pachADavA lAgyA. moDha phINa AvI gayA tyAre pelA zrAvake paNa mahArAjanI jema bheMya ALoTavA lAgyA. hAtha-paga pachADavA lAgyA, paNa mahArAjanI jema moDhe phINa AvatA nathI. tyAre pelA kahe che ke sAbu lAve eTale phINa thaze. teo meDhAmAM sAbu nAMkhIne phINa lAvavA mahenata kare che, tyAM mahArAjane vaI utarI gaI. ane A badhAne ALoTatAM jaI kahe che, tame A zuM kare che? te kahe che tame kahyuM hatuM ne ke huM jema karUM tema karaje. are bhAI! mArA pApakarmanA udaye mane te A roga thaye che. tame zuM karavA maMDI paDayA che! e te abudha hatA. A te rAjakoTa nagarInAM zrAvake sAkaranI putaLI jevA che, ochAmAM ochuM bAra vatamAMthI eka vrata te aMgIkAra karavuM ja joIe. have caudamA

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adhyayananI prathama gAthAmAM kahyuM che ke :devA bhavijJANa pure bhavasmi, keI cuyA ega vimANavAsI che" ekaja vimAnamAM rahevAvALA pUrvabhavamAM je devo hatA temAMthI keTalAka de tyAMthI vIne kaI nagarImAM kone tyAM utpanna thaze ane zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM-6 [aSADha vada 4 budhavAra tA. 22-7-70 ] zAsakAra bhagavaMta trilekInAtha jeo A saMsAranA sukhanI zaiyAne tyAga karI saMyama mArge vicaryA. temaNe akhaMDa sAdhanAne aMte kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana prApta karyuM. tyArabAda temanA mukhamAMthI vANIne dhadha vahyo. ane gaNadhara bhagavaMtee e badhane dhidha jhIlI lIdhe. tirthaMkaranI vANI artharUpe hoya che. "alyA bhAsati arahA niuNu guthati gaNaharA " ane gaNadhare tenI gadya ane padyarUpe guMthaNa kare che. bhagavAnanI aMtima dezanA uttarAdhyayana sUtra tenA chatrIsa adhyayanemAMthI ApaNe 14mA adhyayanane adhikAra zarU karyo che. mahAvIra svAmI mekSe gayA pachI temanI pATAnu pATe prathama gaNadhara sudharmAsvAmI AvyA. bhagavAnanA gaNadhara 11 hatA. temAMthI pahelA, bIjA ke trIjA-cothA pATe na AvyA. ane pAMcamA ja AvyA, tenuM zuM kAraNa? bhagavaMtanI hayAtImAM ja nava gaNadhara te mokSe gayA. phakta pahelA IndrabhUti ane pAMcamA sudharmAsvAmI ja bAkI hatA. temAM gautama svAmIne paNa kevaLajJAna thayuM. eTale sudharmA svAmI pATe AvyA. sudharmAsvAmI pATe besI upadeza Ape tyAre kahe ke A sarvazanI vANI che. bhagavaMta jema kahI gayA tema huM kahuM chuM. A zabdo chadmastha kahI zake paNa kevaLI na kahI zake. kAraNa ke tIrthakara ane sAmAnya kevaLI baMnenA jJAnamAM kaMI aMtara hotuM nathI. pharaka eTale ja che ke tIrthaMkara prabhune anaMta bhavanI puNyAIne bhegavaTo karavAnuM hoya che. jethI sAsaraNanI racanA deve kare che. cAmara vIje che. ane bAra prakAranI prakhadA vANI sAMbhaLe che. bAkI kevaLajJAnamAM aMtara nathI. sudharmAsvAmInA ziSya jaMbusvAmI pUche che ke, he prabhu! sarvajJa bhagavaMta mahAvIra svAmIe A adhyayanamAM kyA javAnI vAta samajAvI che. anukrame caudamA adhyayananI vAta AvatAM sudharmAsvAmI pitAnA pyArA ziSya jaMbusvAmIne kahe che ? devA bhavijJANa pure bhavagni, keI cuyA ega vimANavAsI pure purANe usuyAra nAme, khAe samidhe suralega rame che gA. 1

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40 e jIve kayAMthI AvyA che, pUrva bhavamAM emaNe zI ArAdhanA karI che ane A bhavamAM te jIve kevI ArAdhanA karaze te vAta ahIM batAvavAnI che. A jIvA AgalA bhavamAM manuSya hatA, tyAM rUDI rIte saMyamanI ArAdhanA karI. tyAMthI kALa karIne teo devalAkamAM utpanna thayA. je jIve sayama laIne bhagavatanI AjJAnI saheja paNa virAdhanA karatA nathI te ArAdhaka sAdhu kALa karIne kevA devA thAya che te jANA che ne ? devAmAM paNa cAra jAti che. bhavanapati, vANavyaMtara, jyAtiSI ane vaimAnika. temAM bhavanapati te nIce adhelekamAM rahe che. vANavyaMtara ane naitiSI trIchAleAkamAM rahe che. merUparyaMta te eka lAkha jojanane che. ane jyAtiSa cakra tA 900 cAjana ja uMcu che, yeAtiSInI upara baimAnika che, baimAnikamAM khAra devalAka, nava vegaiyaka ane pAMca anuttara vimAna. temAM khAra devaleAkamAMthI A AtmAe prathama devale kamAMthI Ave che. pahelA devaleAkamAM khatrIsa lAkha vimAna che. te devalAkanA nalInIzukSma vimAnamAMthI "keI cuyA " keTalAeka jIvA junAmAM jInI ISukAra nagarImAM AvIne utpanna thAya che. purANI eTale bhAMgI paDelI, khaMDera jevI nagarI na hatI. paNa te nagarI kevI hatI ! " khAe samidhye suralAga rambhe " te IMkAra nagarI prakhyAta che. dhana-dhAnyAdikathI samRddha che. te nagarImAM ghaNAM leke dhaDa che. duHkhanuM te nAma paNa tyAM che nahi. je leke bahAragAmathI kamAvA mATe Ave che, te badhA tyAM samAI jAya che. bahAragAmathI AvanAranI pAsethI kAI >> jAtanA verA levAtA na hatA. have te paradezamAM javuM Aya tyAre agAuthI pAsaporTa kaDhAvavA paDe. ane amuka ja TAIma rahI zakAya. khamAM, AphrikA, DAMgakoMga, sudAna Adi paradezamAM jee varSothI vasyA che temane paNa hAMkI kADhe che. bicArA jAta teADIne kamAyA hAya, gharamAra vasAvyA hAya, te badhuM cheADIne khAlI hAthe nIkaLI javuM paDe che. A to pratyakSa che ne ! jema prativAsudeva yuddha karI pApanAM bhAthAM bharI rAjavaibhave ekaThA kare che ane vAsudhruva tene harAvI gAdI upara besI jAya che. pApa karIne meLave prativAsudeva ane bhAgave vAsudeva. baMdhue! ApaNe paNa e ja vAta samajavAnI che. je jIvA rAta-divasa anyAya, anIti, adhama karI kALAM nANAM ekaThAM karI rahyA che, paNa ene kANu bhAgavaze tenI jIne khabara che? putrAnI ciMtA karyA vinA pahelA potAnuM jIvana sudhArA, "pAte ja peAtAnuM karI paraMtu pachI lo hAthamAM, oNDI upAdhi gAmanI, lIna raheA AtmabhAnamAM. ""

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41 mArgAnusArInA khela Ave che, temAM nyAya saMpannatA paNa eka guNu che. AjanA vadhatA jatA meAjazeAkhane kAraNe kharca vadhyAM. tene paheAMcI vaLavA kAvAdAvA ane kALA dhALA Adi aneka pApA kareA che. jo tamAre eka zarIra TakAvavA jeTaluM ja meLavavuM haze tA kaMI ja karavu' nahi paDe. kata rATalI ne DhALa jeTaluM te nirdoSa jIvana jItratAM pazu maLI rahe che. roTalI na maLe te roTaleA ne dALa khAva. dALa na maLe te roTale ne pANI khAva. paNa have pApanI garjIe khaDakavI nathI, eTaluM te jarUra samajo. dehanuM teA ghaNu rakSaNa karyuM. have AtmAnuM rakSaNa karA. tamArA dikarA paradeza jatA hAya, tame tene eDrAma para mUkavA jAva tyAre cheka sudhI zI bhalAmaNa kareA che ? (sabhAmAM javAma) kamAvavAnuM lakSa rAkhajo. (hasAhasa ) nA....nA....tame pahelA teA ema na kaheA. paNa ema kahe ke dikarA ! paradezanI vATe jAya che. tamiyata sAcavaje. kharAkhara sabhALIne raheje. ane nANAM kamAvAnuM lakSa rAkhaje. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke puTTugalanA pUjArIe ! tame zarIrane sAcavavAnI ane nANAM kamAvavAnI bhalAmaNa karI paNa koi divasa evu kahyu che ke tArA AtmAne sAcavaje. saraNa, pANu ane vidhvaMsah svabhAvavALA zarIrane sAcavavA keTalI bhalAmaNu kare che ? paNa A zarIra kevuM che? " mAnava tana ke rAma, rAmameM, bhare hue hai roga apAra / kAraNa pAra vahI roga saba, Ate hai mAhira duHkhakAra / phuTe ghaTake jala sama hI yaha, Ayu kSINu hAtA dina rAta / roga bhare isa nazvara tanase, karatA mAha are karyAM bhrAtA rAga ane azucithI bharelA zarIrane sAcavavA keTalI ciMtA karo che ! paNa khAradAnamAM mAla bharyo haiAya tyAM sudhI ja khAradAnanI kiMmata che. mAla vinAnA khAradAnanI kaMi ja ki Mmata nathI. pAkITamAM rUpiyAnI nATA bharI hoya tevA pAkITane sAcavIne mUke che. zrImatIjIne pAkITa sAMpe te keTalI bhalAmaNa kare che ? dALamAM masAle pachI nAMkhajo. dUdha bhale ubharAI jAya, paNa pAkITane pahelA tijorImAM mUkI de. zuM cAmaDAnA pAkITanI kiMmata che ke aMdara mUkelA kaladAranI ! (sabhAmAMthI javAba :kaladAranI kiMmata che) bhAi! A deharUpI pAkITamAM AtmA rUpI mAla bharyAM che tyAM sudhI ja tenI ki Mmata che. pachI teA dehane kayAMya jalAvI devAmAM Avaze. mATe tamArA dikarAne tame bhalAmaNa karAtA evI karo ke dikarA ! dehane khUba sAcavyA. paNa tArA AtmA mAjoAkhamAM mAM na paDe tenuM dhyAna rAkhaje.. dehanA dardInI jeTalI hAya lAge che teTalI AtmAnA darda mATe nathI lAgatI. eka kensaranuM nAma paDe tyAM hAyakAra| lAgI jAya che ane mANasa DhIlo thai jAya che, ghaNI vakhata maiM zA.

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2 hekaTare paNa kahe che ke manane majabuta kare. AtmabaLa keLave te rega Apa meLe cA jaze. muMbaI TATA hespitAlamAM eka berTIsanAmane DekaTara hate. khUba premI, kensarane spezyAlIsTa, tenI uMmara paNa 50 varSanI haze. tenAM hAthe ghaNA dardIoe rAhata meLavelI. e ja hekaTara bejhIsane paNa kensara thayuM tyAre bIjA DokaTare kahe che, sAheba! tame vilAyata jAva. tyAre bejhasa kahe che bhAI. huM ja DokaTara chuM. meM ghaNuM dadIonA oparezana karyA. kiraNa ApyA. jenuM jeTaluM AyuSya hatuM teTalA ja jIvyAM. tema mAruM AyuSya haze teTaluM ja huM jIvIza. huM vilAyata jAuM ke amerikA jAuM, paNa AyuSyamAM vadhAro thavAnuM nathI. ahIM rahuM te dardIonI sevA karI zakuM. kensara jevuM darda hatuM paNa de cheDAvA agAu jovIsa kalAka sudhI teNe lekenA eparezana karyA. dadIonI sevA karI. javAnuM che te javAnuM che. paNa ATalI makkamatA tamArAmAM che? tame vrata kare che, tapazcaryA kare che ane bele paNa che ke"deha mare che huM nathI marate, ajara amara pada mArU" paNa samaya Ave tyAre samatAbhAva rahevuM muzkela che. dardI Ave tyAre DekaTarane zuM kahe che, sAheba ! game tema thAya paNa mane jaldI sAruM thaI jAya tema kare. dehanA athIe dehane sAcavavA thAya teTalA prayatna kare che. tyAre AtmAthI jIve dehanA bhege paNa AtmAne sAcavavA prayatna kare che. je ISakAra nagarImAM AtmAthI ja AvIne utpanna thayAM che te nagarI kevI che. te nagarImAM puNavAna cha vase che. garIba bahu alpa che. karmodayathI garIba heya paNa bhIkha mAMgatA nathI. bhagavAnane zrAvaka nyAya saMpanna hoya dehanuM piSaNa karavA kamAvuM paDe paNa anIti na kare. jema AMkhamAM taNakhaluM paDe te khaTake che, pagamAM kAMTe vAge te khaTake che, tema tamane pApa khaTakavuM joIe. tame te samaje che ke eka dina choDIne javAnuM che, chatAM keTalI bhUkha che? tamane thatuM haze ke cAra dikarA che tene mATe cAra dukAne nAkhI dauM, peDhIne dhIkhatI karI dauM, karoDanI milakata bhegI karI dauM, paNa bhAI! tame game teTaluM kare, jenA kismatamAM haze te ja bhogavI zakaze. bApa karoDonI milakta mUkIne gaye hoya, chatAM tene dikare tene bhegAvI zako nathI, tevuM bane che ne? A nazvara lakSamIne javAnAM ghaNAM rastA che. AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke - jema keI dhanalubdha manuSyanI pAse bhogapabheganI vividha prakAranI sAmagrIo jarUriyAta karatAM paNa adhika mAtrAmAM bhegI thaI hoya che. temAM koI vakhata svajane bhAga paDAve che. cAra leke corI jAya che. rAjA chInavI le che, vepAramAM nAza pAmI jAya che. Aga lAgavAthI baLI jAya che. pUramAM taNAI jAya che. mATe samajIne pApa karatAM aTake." ahIM evo kaI siddhAMta nathI ke gaMgA nadImAM nAna karavAthI pApane

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nAza thaI jAya che. tame mAnatA ho ke lokonA lehI cusIne dhana kamAI lauM. pachI be-pAMca hajAra rUpiyA dharmasthAnakamAM ApIza, be hajAra pAMjarApoLamAM ApIza. ane saMvatsarInA divase lAMbe avAje micchAmi dukkaDaM karI daIza eTale pApakarmathI chUTI jaIza, ahIM te aTala nyAya che. appA kattA vikattA ya duhANu ya suhANu ya u. sU. a. 20gA. 37 karmathI mUkta thavAvALo paNa AtmA che ane karma bAMdhavAvALe paNa AtmA che. puNavAna tyAM vase che te bhUmi paNa pavitra hoya che. tamArI rAjagRhI jevI rAjakeTa nagarI kevI puNayavAna che ke ahIM te saMte kAyama mATe birAjamAna hoya, paNa dUra dUra vicaratA saMtane paNa vicAra thAya ke rAjakeTa jaIe. tamArI nagarI ja puchayavAna che. ame tamane bhAgyavAna zAthI kahIe chIe? tamArA AMgaNAmAM cAra kAra ubhI che mATe nahi. kALA karIne karoDapati banyA mATe nahi. eka ThagananA bApa bane tethI nahi, paNa tame je dharmArAdhanA kare che, tamArI nagarImAM satene sadA joga hoya che, tethI tamane ame purayavAna kahIe chIe. je nagarI dhana-vepAra ne vaibhavathI chalakAtI hoya, devaleka jevI ramaNIya dekhAtI hoya paNa je nagarImAM saMtonuM AvAgamana thatuM nathI, dharmanuM jyAM nAma-nizAna hotuM nathI te nagarInA zAstramAM vakhANa karavAmAM AvyA nathI. pUrvanA puNayathI saMpatti maLI che. jenA AMgaNe sukhane sAgara chalakAI rahyo che. paNa je gharanA mANasone AMgaNe saMta Ave te padhAre kahI AdaramAna detA AvaDatuM nathI, page lAgavAnI khabara paDatI nathI, AhAra-pANI vaherAvavAmAM samajatA nathI teo pUrvanA puNayane dhumADo karI rahyAM che ane saMsAranI vRddhi kare che. AvA mAnavenA jJAnIo vakhANa karatA nathI. hamaNAM kAMtibhAIe prAkRta-ardhamAgadhI mATe varga khelavAnI jAherAta karI. mohanabhAIne paNa e bAbatamAM khUba rasa che. ane ardhamAgadhI bhASA zIkhavA jevI che, kAraNa ke tIrthakara bhagavaMte ardhamAgadhI bhASAmAM upadeza ApatA hatA. bAra prakAranI prakhadAnA ja tIrthakara prabhunA atizayanA baLathI so pitAnI bhASAmAM sahelAIthI samajatA hatA. ApaNuM Agamo paNa ardhamAgadhI bhASAmAM ja lakhAyelA che. je siddhAMtanuM vAMcana hoya ane sAthe ardhamAgadhInuM jJAna nahi hoya te tamane kaI kaI samajAvI jaze, te tame mAnI lezo, paNa je bhASAnuM jJAna haze, te tame ApameLe satya hakIkta samajI zakaze. sAthe karyo zabda kayA dhAtumAMthI banyA che, kaI vibhakti che, kahyuM vacana che, A samajAze te arthanI dhAraNA jatI thaI jaze. gokhavuM paNa nahi paDe ane satya samajyA haze te tamane ke huM samajAvaze te tame samajaze nahi.

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88 jema eka rAjAne pAkha'DI gurU maLyA. rAjAne tattvajJAnanA zekha hatA, paNa jJAna na hatuM. eka gurU tene maLI gayA. tattvajJAnanA bahAnA nIce mIThI mIThI vAtA karI tene bharamAvI dIdhA. dararAja gurU pAse rAjA Ave che. rAjAe tenA gurU tarIke svI. kAra karyAM. gurU zeAdhatAM pahelAM khUba vicAra karo. jo jo..... 99 " sadgurUne . khale madgurU na maLI jAya A rAjAne makragurU maLyA. rAjA enA raMge raMgAI gayA che. eka divasa gurUnA mukha para udAsInatA joI rAjA pUche che gurUdeva ! Aje ApanuM mukha udAsa kema che! gurU kahe-mane khIjI koI ciMtA nathI. paNu have mane mArA sa tA kheAlAve che. eTale anya tImAM javAnuM che. tethI e ci'tA thAya che ke mAMDa mAMDa tuM kaMIka samajyA che. have tArA ughADa thavA AnyA che. ane have rakhene kAI pAkha'DI gurU maLI jAya ane tuM bharamAI jAya teA tAru... zuM thAya ! rAjA kahe che gurUdeva ! huM ApanA sivAya khIjA kAIne gurU mAnIza nahi. gurU kahe che, evuM te huM tane nathI kahetA, paNa eka aAka ApI jau chuM. tenA artha je evA kare ke,, gAkhe beThI billI caNA cAve " tene tuM sAcA gurU mAnaje. gAmanA lAkone khabara paDI ke ApaNA rAjA dhama samaye che paNa koi pAkhaMDI gurUnA pAzamAM phasAyA che. tenI AMkha khAlavI joIe. gAmamAM sArA satAne elAve che. rAjAne Ama MtraNa Ape che eTale rAjA paNa Ave che, paNa koIne page lAgatA nathI, jaIne ubhA rahe che. ane pelA lAkano atha karAve che. dareka zlokano sAcA atha kareche. pazu rAjAnA magajamAM pelI gheDa esI gaI che, eTale judo atha kare tyAM uThIne cAlatA thaI jAya che. sAcI samaja vinA jIvA, mAnavajIvana pUruM karI, A rAjAne sAcI samajaNuneA abhAva che, eTale khATAmAM aTavAI gayA che. ane satya hakIkata samajI zakatA nathI. khATu chUTe te satya samajAya ne? eka vakhata gAmamAM jaina muni padhAryA che. temanA mati ane zrutajJAna ati nirmaLa che. temanI vANImAM apUrva ejasa che. pradhAna rAjAne tyAM laI jAya che. rAjA tyAM jaI ne ubhA rahyo. sAcA saMtA khIjAne samajAve kharA paNa khIjAne samajAvatAM peAtAnA mahAvratamAM dveSa lagADe nahiM. saMta kahe che, rAjan ! tArI mAnyatA pramANe A zlokanA a-gAkhe eDIbillI caNA cAve--evo thAya che. AgaLa zuM zabda vAparyAM. huM Ama arthAM karU chu ema na kahyu paNa tArI mAnyatA pramANe thAya che ema kahyuM. rAjA samajyA, ThIka mArA gurUnA kahevA pramANe a karyo mATe sAcA che. have rAjAne raga lAgyA. darAja saMta pAse Ave che ane vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe che. sa'sAramAM bhaTakAya che, cArAthI mAMhI jAya che.

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eka divasa saMta puche che, mahArAjA ! tame saMskRta ke mAgadhI bhASAnuM jJAna meLavyuM che kharuM rAjA kahe che mane evuM kaMI jJAna nathI. saMta tene bhASAnI mahattA samajAve che. eTale rAjA kahe che ane have bhASA zIkhavADe. tethI saMskRta-prAkRta bhASAnuM jJAna rAjAne zIkhavADyuM. thoDA samayamAM ghaNuM zIkhI jAya che. tyAre saMta kahe che rAjAjI! have pele loka lAve ane tame jAte ja tene artha kare, te loka nIce pramANe hate. ege chae chayA paMca, paMca chae chayA dasa, sahA cha jiNittANuM, savya satta jiNamahaM . a. 23-6 eka AtmAne jItavAthI pAMca indriye jItI zakAya che, pAMca Indriyone jItavAthI cAra kaSAya ane manane jItI zakAya che. e dazane jItyA pachI sarva zatruone jItI zakAya che. bhASAnuM jJAna thatAM rAjAne pitAne ja satya artha samajAI gayo. rAjAne ughADa thaI gaye. sadagurU maLyA te satya hakIkata samajAvI. kugurUnA saMge ja rahyo heta te satyane pAmI zakata nahi. baMdhuo! prAkRta bhASA zIkhavAthI tamAre ughADa thaze. ane A jJAna meLavavA jevuM che. saMgha paNa tamane keTalI sagavaDa Ape che. saMta-satIjIo tathA bhAva dIkSita bahenene bhaNavA mATe kAyama paMDitajInI sagavaDa Ape che. AvuM suMdara sthAna hoya te tene lAbha avazya uThAvavuM joIe. A puyavAna AtmAe samRddha ane prasiddha evI IpukAra nagarImAM utpanna thaze. tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM-7. [aSADha vada pAMcama ne gurUvAra tA. 23-7-70 ] sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ane bahene! anaMta jJAnInA mukhamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta mahAnapurUSe kahe che, he AtmAo! tame uttara guNe vize sAmAnya kaMI jANatA ho paNa jyAM sudhI mULa guNe viSe ajJAna che tyAM sudhI. tamArI dazA kevI che? mULane cheDI DALane pakaDavA jeva, DALo game teTalI moTI hoya paNa mULanI barAbara na hoya. devAnupriye! AtmAnA mULa guNe jANavAthI uttara guNe jIvanamAM sahaja rIte AvatA jAya che. mULa guNene khyAla AvatAM satya, nIti, sadAcAra te sahaja banI

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jAya che. ene mATe bahArathI sarakAranA karAyelA kAyadAonI koI jarUra nahi rahe. kAraNa ke jyAre aMdaranI jAgRti Ave che tyAre AtmA vicAre che ke huM svarUpe pUrNa ane zata hovA chatAM A kevA dhaMdhA karI rahyo chuM. pitAnA gunhAthI pitAne ja zarama Ave evI paristhiti tyAM sudhI na jAge tyAM sudhI bahAranA kAyadAone zo artha? tyAM sudhI ajJAna avasthAmAM paDelo AtmA bahArathI sAra thavA mATe phAMphA mArI rahyo che tyAM sudhI duHkha maTavAnuM nathI ane sukha AvavAnuM nathI. sAMbhaLe ! bimAra mANasane sArA kapaDAM paherAvIne, sArA senTa chAMTIne, pAvaDara capIne, tAjo mAje karIne besADI devAmAM Ave te e tamArA senTa ane pAvaDaranI zobhA kyAM sudhI rahevAnI bimArI te aMdara paDelI che. mATe palaTo kone lAvavAne che. samajAya che ne? aMdarane lAvavAnuM che. je ekane jANe che te sarvane jANI zake che. zrI AcAraMga satramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke - "jo egaM jANuI sa sarva jANuI, je savuM jaNAI so ega jaNAI" AcArAMga sUtra. je eka saccidAnaMda svarUpa AtmAne yathArtha rIte jANI le che tene bIjA padArthonuM jJAna te sahaja rIte thaI jAya che. paNa AtmA pitAnA saccidAnaMda svarUpane bhUlI bahAranI vastuonAM aTavAI gayA che. tame mAnatA che ke huM keTale sauMdaryavAna chuM, paNa bahAranA sauMdaryanI kaI kiMmata nathI. kAraNa ke te sauMdarya eka divasa viNasI janAra che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA bAvIsamAM adhyayanamAM rAjematInuM zarIra kevuM hatuM te batAvavAmAM AvyuM che. hIrA ane ranathI paNa adhika rAjetInuM zarIra prakAzamAna hatuM. varasAdathI bhIMjAI gayA ane aMdhArI guphAmAM teo gayA. guphAmAM keI nathI tema mAnIne bhIMjAyelA vastro sUkavavA vaso utAre che. enA zarIranuM sauMdarya joI rahanemI meha pAmI gayA. bele! e zarIra kevuM haze! AvuM suMdara zarIra prApta thavAM chatAM rAjematIe e ja vicAra karyo ke A zarIrane vizvAsa karavA jevo nathI. uttarAdhyayata sUtranA 1bhA adhyayayanamAM kahyuM che ke | "Ima sarIra aNicaM, asuI asuI saMbhava che asAsayA vAsamiNuM, dukakha kesANa bhAyaNuM u. a. 19-13, A zarIra game teTaluM suMdara-prakAzamAna haya, chatAM jJAnI te kahe che ke, A tAruM priya zarIra azucImaya che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa te azucImAMthI ja utpanna thayeluM che. vaLI azAzvata che. duHkha ane kalezanuM bhAjana che. A zarIra che tyAM sudhI ja upAdhi che. zarIra mAMdu paDe te davA khavaDAve, sArA sArA kapaDAMthI zaNagAre, sArAM bhejana Ape, chatAM jemAM durganya sivAya bIjuM kAMI nathI. AvA zarIrane zo meha! A pudgalamAM tame pAgala banyA che. -

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pudgala bhAvamAM prIti baMdhANI; kSAyaka svabhAvanI zAMti na jANI; rAga ane dveSe tuM bhUle nirAkAra, dipaka pragaTe dilamAM, jinavANI jayajayakAra... zAonA. pudgalanI pAchaLa pAgala banI pitAnA satya svarUpane visarI gayA che. jene tatvanI pichANa thaI hoya evA AtmAonI bhAvanA kevI hoya! " Atmavat sarva bhUteSu" dareka AtmAo pitAnA AtmA samAna che, ema mAne. jema mAtAne pitAnA saMtAna pratye vAtsalyanA vaheNa vahetAM hoya che tema tirthaMkara prabhunI evI ja bhAvanA hoya che ke- "savi jIva karUM zAsana rasI" sarva AtmAone huM zAsana rasIka banAvuM. tame duniyAnI vAta bAju para mUke. gAmanI vAta paNa choDI de, paNa eka mArUM kuTuMba zAsanarasIka banAvuM eTalI bhAvanA paNa thAya che? je AvI bhAvanA thatI haze te tame tamArA dikarAne kahetA hazo ke dikarA ! paisA ochA kamAiza tene mane aphasesa nathI; paNa mArA gharanA nekarathI mAMDIne eka paNa mANasa dharmathI vimukha na rahevuM joIe. vyAkhyAna vakhate gharane nekara paNa ghera na rahevuM joIe. nokarane paNa kahI deje ke bhAI! mAruM kAma moDuM thaze te calAvI laIza, paNa vyAkhyAnane lAbha cUkIza nahi. sAMbhaLyA pachI eka zabda paNa acaraNamAM Avaze te jiMdagI saphaLa che. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLatAM gharamAM ghora pApI paNa pAvana thaI gayA te bIjA kema na samaje? arjuna mALI je ja sAta jInI ghAta karanAra kAma kADhI gaye. prabhunA kAyadA kAnunanuM pAlana karavAnuM ane stavana karavAnuM te dUra rahyuM, paNa phaka nAmasmaraNamAM keTalI tAkAta che ! AstAM tava stavanamasta samasta devaM. saMkathApi jagatAM duritAni hanti che kare sahastrakiraNa kurUte prava padmAkareNu jalajAni vikAza bhaji che bhaktAmarastAva . ja he prabhu! tAruM nAma-smaraNa te dUra rahe paNa bhAvapUrvaka karelI tArI kathA paNa jagatanA jInAM pApa dUra kare che. A te zraddhAne viSaya che. AgamamAM varUNa nAga naTuAne nyAya Ape che. te ratha calAvanAra sArathI hatA. laDAInA medAnamAM bANa vAgatAM vIMdhAI gayo tyAre aMtima samaye zuM kahe che! mArA mAlikane jenI zraddhA hoya tenuM mane zaraNuM che. tevI ja rIte nAga nAgaNI lAkaDAmAM baLI rahyA hatA tyAre pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA AtmAe temane pitAnA AtmA samAna gaNI zaraNa dIdhAM tyAre nAga nAgaNI kahe che, ane je prabhunuM nAma saMbhaLAvI rahyA che jene amane zaraNuM che, te marIne teo dharaNendra deva ane padamAvatI devI thayA. '' ' '

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prabhu smaraNamAM zraddhA hovI joIe. koIne nAga ke vIMchI karaDe tyAre tame tene utAranAra pAse jAva che. have te utAranAre zuM maMtra bole che tenI keIne khabara nathI. pachI bhale te navakAramaMtra belate hoya ke kaI paNa maMtra le, paNa tamane keTalI zraddhA che. ATalI zraddhA navakAramaMtra upara che? regathI gherAI gayA ne DokaTara pAse gayA. DokaTara game te davA Ape te tenA upara kevI zraddhA rAkhe che? tame game teTalA bhaNelAM che, hoMziyAra che, paNa tyAM tamAre viSaya nathI. DekaTara kahe tema karavA kabula kare che. tyAM kaI jAtanI AnAkAnI karatA nathI tema baMdhuo ! bhagavaMta janma, jarA ane maraNanA rAganAM niSNAta DokaTaro kharA ke nahiM! paNa ahIM te tamArUM dhAryuM karavA jAya che. kaMIka ame tamane kahIe te tame kahe che ke Ama nahi Ama. amArAthI nahi bane. ahIM tame jhaTa sANasAmAM Ave tema nathI. paNa yAda rAkhajo ke A sANasAmAM nahi Ave te bhavanA bhukkA nahI thAya. A jIve pudgalanI kathA ghaNI karI paNa dharmakathAmAM tene rasa jAgya nathI. ahIMthI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne gayA pachI pote sAMbhaLeluM je bIjAne saMbhaLAve te paNa jIva zubha karma bAMdhe. vikathA karavAthI azubha karmane baMdha thAya, mATe have samaje ane Atma svarUpanI pichANuM kare. - jyAM sudhI tanyanI pichANa nathI karI tyAM sudhI eka nAnA bALakanI jevI tamArI dazA che. jemAM nAnakaDe bALaka bahAra ramavA gaye, tene koI dhutAro bheTI gayo. te dhutAre zuM kare che ! bALakane bhoLavavA tenI sAme 5-50 cekaleTa dhare che. bALakane premathI bolAve che. eTale bALaka tenI pAse jAya che. ane pIparamITa levA hAtha dhare che. eTale guMDe tenA hAthamAM paherelI senAnI pahecI dhIme rahIne kADhI le che. paNa bALakane tenI kaMI samaja paDatI nathI. e te hAthamAM AvelI eka sAmaTI badhI pIparamITa laI harSabhera deDate tenI bA pAse Ave ane kahe, bA ! A keTalI badhI pIparamITa lA! bALakanI mAtA pIparamITa juve che tyAM khabara paDI ke hAthamAM rahelI pahoMcI guma thaI gaI. mA pUche che beTA, hAthamAMthI pahoMcI kayAM gaI? te bALaka kahe che. e te mane jeNe pIparamITa ApI teNe kADhI lIdhI. e te pAMca varSane aNasamaju bALaka hatuM eTale tene aphasosa na thayuM. eja bALaka paMdara varSane thAya ane A banAva bane te paheMcI kADhavA de khare? "nA" kAraNa ! tyAre te vastunI kiMmata samajI zake che. bhAI! tame keTalA varSanA thayA? (sabhAmAMthI javAba60 varSanA hasAhasa). 0 1 bALakanI jema A jIva vastuo bhegI karIne rAjI rAjI thAya che ke aho ! kalA paisA, keTaluM dhana, keTale vaibhava! huM pahelAM ke garIba hato ane atyAre

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ke zrImaMta banI gaye! baMdhuo ! tamane managamatI badhI sAmagrI maLI, paNa haiyAmAM jJAna, darzana ane cAritra rUpI ratnajaDita pahoMcI sarakI gaI che. tenuM zuM ! pelI pIparamITa samAna tamArA dhana-vaibhava ane vilAse te thoDA sukhanI khAtara mahAmUlyavAna evI jIMdagI cAlI jaze, tenuM tamane bhAna che? Aje cAre tarapha pudagalanI ja mahattA dekhAya che, paNa mULatatva te guma thaI gayuM che, mATe mULa tatvanI zodha karavAnI che. tamAre tene jANavAnuM che ane amAsamAMthI pUrNimA prati prayANa karavAnuM che. kRSNapakSanuM aMdhArIyuM pUrNa thatAM ane zukalapakSanA ajavALIyAne udaya thatAM sarva jagatamAM parNAnaMda rUpI caMdramAnI kaLA soLe kaLAe khIlI uThe che. jagatanI apekSAe kRSNa pakSa eTale krame krame caMdramAnI kaLAne asta ane zukala pakSa eTale dhIme dhIme caMdramAnI kaLAne udaya. jaina darzananA tatvajJAnamAM AtmAnA guNa sAthe A vAta lAgu paDe che. jenA bhramaNanI maryAdA haju nakkI na thaI hoya evA prakAranA AtmAne kRSNa pakSa kahevAya ane jyArathI samyakatvanI prApti kare, hRdayamAM sUryodaya pragaTe tyAre te zukalapakSI banyA kahevAya. abajo gaNuM aMdhArA karatAM ratibhAra prakAza vadhI jAya che. mithyAtvathI gherAyelA hRdayamAM AtmajJAnanI eka cInagArI pragaTe tenuM nAma samyaktva. samyakatvanA keTalA prakAra che te tame jANo cho ne! susvAdAna, upazama, pazama, kSAyaka ane vedakaH temAM pazama, samakita ghaNI vakhata AvIne cAlyuM jAya che. ane kSAyaka samyakatva AvyA pachI jatuM nathI. bhale kSApazama samakita Ave ne cAlyuM jAya, paNa te eka vakhata prApta thayA pachI jIvananA janma-maraNanA pherA nakI thAya che. samyakatvanI prApti thayA pachI, te vasI jAya chatAM ardha padugala parAvartanamAM te avazaya tene mekSa thaI jAya, kAraNa ke pAche te ThekANe AvI jAya. pugala parAvartana kene kahevAya ? e te sUma vAta che. enA kALanI gaNatarI lAMbI che, paNa TuMkamAM samajAvuM chuM ke aDhIdvIpa che. urvalaka, aleka ane trI che loka ema traNa leka che ane cauda rAjaloka che. coda rAja lokamAM badhuM ja samAI jAya che. A coda rAjakamAM A jIve mAthAne vALa mUke teTalI jagyA paNa khAlI mUkI nathI. " na sA jAI na sA jeNI, na taM kula na ta ThANuM" pAMca jAtimAMthI eka paNa jAti, 84 lakSa chavA yonImAMthI eka paNa enI, eka paNa kuLa ke sthAna A jIve sparyA vinA khAlI mUkyAM nathI, ke jyAM A jIva anaMtI vakhata ja ke maryo na hoya. cauda rAjalakamAM eka ThekANethI marIne bhamIne 7 za,

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pAcho e ja jagyAmAM anaMtA bhava bhamate cauda rAjakanA badhA pradezo pUrA kare tyAre eka pudagala parAvartananuM caya purUM thAya. koI jIva ugra sAdhanA kare te trIje bhave athavA paMdarame bhave mokSe jAya nahi te ardha pudagala parAvartana jeTalA kALamAM jarUra mekSanA sukha mANI zake. AvuM samyakatva jene thAya te zakalapakSI kahevAya, samyakatva prApta karyA pachI jIvanI dazA ja judI hoya che. te samaye na hatuM tyAM sudhI pudgalanI mamatA hatI. have AtmAnI samajaNa zarU thaI. AtmAnI samajaNa eTale badhA pudgala mUkI de evuM nathI, kAraNa ke jyAre badhAM karmo pUrA thAya tyAre AtmA pudagalanI pakaDamAMthI chUTI zake che. te AtmA jagatamAM judI ja daSTithI rahe che. samakita daSTi jIvaDe, kare kuTuMba pratipALa, aMtarathI nyAre rahe, jema dhAva khIlAvata bALa, A rIte samaktiI AtmA jIvana jIve che. pachI tene sAruM ke huM kAMI ja rahetuM nathI. tene ThaMDuM pANI Apa ke sAmAnya ThaMDuM Ape, paNa tene mAtra tarasa chIpAvavAnuM ja lakSa hoya che. bhejana paNa deha TakAvavA mATe ja kare. eka vakhata tAlA velI lAgavI joie. mithyAtvanA timira TALI samyakatvanI jota jagAve. samyakatvanI prAptithI zo lAbha thAya che e te tamane have samajAvuM chuM. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 14mA adhyayananI vAta cAle che. te e ugra sAdhanA karI hatI. evA puNyavAna cha ISakAra nagarImAM utpanna thayAM. te nagarI purANI (nI) che. nagarI kene kahevAya? jemAM bAvana bajAra ane corAzI cauTA hoya tene nagarI kahevAya. have bajAra ane cATuM, temAM bajAra kone kahevAya ane cauTuM kone kahevAya? te vAta kAla karIzuM. tamArA bajAra ane A bajAra judAM che. tamArA bajAramAM jyAM ekalAM kApaDanI dukAna hoya te kApaDabajAra kahevAya, jyAM trAMbA pitaLanA vAsaNa maLe tene kaMsArA. bajAra kahevAya, dAgInA maLe te senA-bajAra, ekalA kariyANAnI dukAne hoya tene karIthANuM bajAra kahe che. A dravyabajAra che. evI ja rIte bhAva bajAra ane coTa paNa rahelAM che. A ISakAra nagarI puNyavAna che. tyAM bhAgyavAna che AvIne utpanna thAya che. je nagarImAM nyAya-nItisaMpanna cha vasatA hoya te nagarImAM janma pAmanArane satya, nIti, sadAcAra zIkhavADavA paDatAM nathI. e te sahaja rIte AvI jAya che. je gAmamAM dharma che tyAM janma tha te puryodaya che. je gAmamAM dharmanuM nAma nizAna nathI te gAmamAM janma tha pAdiya che. sulabhabadhI jIvane sahaja rIte nimitta maLI jAya che. nimitta ane naimittika saMbaMdha arasaparasa saMkaLAyelAM hoya che. eka vRddha mAjI lAkaDAne bhAre mAthe laIne jaMgalamAM AvI rahyAM hatAM. lAkaDAno bhAre mAthe vajanadAra che. unALAne divasa havAthI mAthuM tapI gayuM che, khUba thAkathI

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parezAna thaI gayA che eTale vicAra kare che ke je gAma Ave ane kaMIka eza jevI uMcI jagyA Ave te mAthethI bhAra utAruM ane visAmo lauM. je jamIna para bhAra utArUM ane caDhAvanAra na hoya te mATe bhAre caDhAvo mukela thAya. tApa ne thAkathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thayela mAcha cAlyAM jAya che. mArgamAM tIrthakara devanuM samosaraNa AvyuM. thAkelA ane dukhita thayelA AtmAne zAMti maLe evI tIrthakara deva eka dhArI mIThI dezanAne dhadha vahAve che. pramunI vANIne raNakAra sAMbhaLI mAjI sthira thaI jAya che." ahe! kevI suMdara vANuM che! AvuM te meM kahI sAMbhaLyuM nathI." sAMbhaLavAmAM evI lInatA AvI gaI che ke savA kalAka dezanA sAMbhaLI, chatAM potAnA mAthe lAkaDAne bhAro che e paNa bhUlI gayA. tyAre sAMbhaLavAmAM AtmAnuM joDANa thAya che tyAre bAhA lakSa chUTI jAya che. baMdhuo! tame ghara choDI ahIM AvIne beThA che te tamane paNa tamAruM ghara bhUlAI gayuM hazene! ke manamAM bANa upAdhinI kacarApaTI bharIne beThA che? kaMIkane ghera zAkabhAjI moDI lAvavAno rivAja hoya che. evA kaMika ahIM beThA hoya ne manamAM evA vicAre ramatA hoya ke ahIMthI uThIne zAkamArakITe javuM che. ane Aje bhIMDA ne zeLI kharIdavA che, amukane vera ugharANI javuM che, AvA vicAre cAlatA hoya. ahIM AvIne kalAka bese tyAM sudhI manane sthira che. sthiratA keLave. jJAnIo kahe che, huM jagata khavAya tyAM, sAcuM jagata uSa thatuM, I\ paNa AtmAne jANyA pachI, sahu sahumAM zamI jatuM. || jyAM ja choDayuM tyAM sAcuM samajAya che. paNa mukhya vAta ja e che ke jIvane rasa pedA tha joIe. jyAM rasa hoya che tyAM koI jAtanI viSamatA lAgatI nathI. bahene pANI bharavA gaI hoya, mAre pANInI hela bharI hoya paNa je kaI vAta karanArI sakhI maLI gaI te aDadhe kalAka ubhA rahetAM thAka lAgatuM nathI. paNa je rastAmAM gADuM maLyuM, baLadane vALavA paDe tema che. ane je gADAvALAne vALatAM vAra lAge te, kaheze ke bhAI! jahadI vALane ! mAthe pANI bhareluM beDuM che. mAthuM tapI gayuM che. je ahIM vyAkhyAna moDuM uTha te ema thAya ke ophIse javAnuM moDuM thAya che. paNa je keI mitra maLI gayA ane tenI sAthe vAta karavA rokAyA te tyAM moDuM thayuM ema nathI lAgatuM. tyAM ephIsa bhUlAI gaI. savAre sAta vAge garamAgarama cAno kapa joIe ja, enA vinA te cAle ja nahi. keI divasa navakArazI paNa karI zakatAM nathI. paNa eja TANe ke gharAka AvI gaye ne dukAne javuM paDyuM. ane mAla ApatAM nava vAgI gayAM, tyAM peluM peTI bhUlAI gayuM. ahIM ja samajAya che ke tamane bhautika sukhemAM keTale badhe rasa che? AtmAmAM ATale rasa Ave te beDa pAra thaI jAya, A IhukAra nagarImAM puNyavAna cho vase che. samakitI ane mArgAnusArI che tyAM vase che. tyAM

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para: vasanArA badhA ja che samakitI hatAM evuM nathI, paNa moTA bhAge dharmiSTha 9 hatA. khuda tIrthakara de mahAvidehamAM birAje che, tyAM paNa narake janArA jI-AtmAe hoya che, chatAM AtmAnI jAgRtivALA cha vadhu hoya che. A nagarImAM utpanna thanArA jIne kevA che te bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 8 aSADha vada 6 ne zukravAra tA. 24-7-70 zAsakAra bhagavaMta trilokInAthe A jagatanA jIvane jagADavA mATe paDakAra karI ne kahyuM ke he bhavya ja! mehanI nidrAmAM anaMta kALa pasAra karyo. have to jAgo ! eha nidrAthI jAgRta banyA sivAya traNe kALamAM tamArI siddhi thavAnI nathI. bhagavaMte AcAraMga sUtranA trIjA adhyayananA prathama uddezAmAM kahyuM che ke suttA amuNa muNiNe sayA jAgati " AcArAMga sUtra. ajJAnI mAnava, dravyathI nidrA rahita hovA chatAM paNa te sUtelA ja che. ane jJAnI purU dravyathI sUtelA hovA chatAM paNa te sadA jAgRta ja che. mahAna purUSoe nidrA be prakAranI batAvI che. (1) dravya nidrA ane (2) bhAva nidrA. deha ane indrionA thAkane dUra karavA mATenI nidrA te dravya nidrA che. A nidrA mAM sUtelA prANI jaldI jAgRta thaI jAya che. paraMtu je meha rUpI bhAva nidrAmAM sUtelA che te te jAgatAM dekhAvA chatAM paNa sUtelA ja che. mithyAtva, ajJAna tathA meha rUpa nidrAmAM sUtelA saMsArI prANI sat-asatanA vivethI rahita hovAthI te bhAvanidrAthI sUtelA che. enAthI viparIta keAI virala vibhUti ajJAna rUpI aMdhakArane dUra thavAthI tathA mokSamArgamAM satata pravRtti karavAthI sadA jAgRta rahe che, tevA AtmA kadAca dravya nidrAthI yukta hovA chatAM sadA jAgRta ja che. saMsAranAM bIjA prANuM dravya nidrAthI jAgRta hovA chatAM paNa bhAva nidrAthI sUtelA ja che, tethI ja teo saMsAramAM thatAM janma-jarA-maraNa-rega-duHkha-saMkaTa Adi nATakane jotAM thakAM paNa te joI zakatA nathI, AMkhe khullI hovA chatAM paNa temane ajJAnane paDade e paDI gayo che ke jevA gya vastune teo joI zakatAM nathI, ane tethI ja te bhAva nidrA che. gItAmAM paNa kahyuM che ke

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yA nizA sarvabhUtAnAM, tasyAM jAgati saMcamI yasyAM jAgRti bhUtAni, sA nizA pazyate muneH " badhA lokone mATe je rAta che temAM saMyamI purUSe jAge che ane jayAre samasta prANIo jAge che tyAre jJAnIone rAta dekhAya che. bhAvanidrAthI sUtele prANa tIvra narakAdinA duHkhane prApta kare che. ane je viveka saMpanna thaIne sadA jAgRta dazAne anubhava kare che te kalyANane bhAgI bane che. je sUve che tenuM zrata paNa sUI jAya che ane je jAge che tenuM zrutajJAna paNa sthira hoya che. jayaMti zrAvikAne pUchavAthI bhagavAne A pramANe kahyuM hatuM ke, dhama purUSa jAgatA bhalA ane adhama sUtA bhalA. jJAnI purUSa darzanAvaraNIya karmanA udayathI nidrA letA hoya paNa darzanamehanIya rU5 mahAnidrA cAlI javAthI te sadA jAgrata hoya che. ane ajJAnI manuSyo dravya nidrAthI jAgatAM hovA chatAM paNa darzana mehanIya rU5 gADha aMdhakAramAM sUtelA hovAthI sadA sUtelA ja che. mATe ja jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke moha nidrAmAMthI jAgRta banyA sivAya kayAreya paNa uddhAra thavAnuM nathI, - have ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 14mA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM cha : jInI vAta Ave che. e AtmAe devakamAMthI cavIne junAmAM junI ISakAra nagarImAM utpanna thayA. te nagarI kevI che tenuM varNana cAle che. te nagarI kevI che. " suralaeNga rame prakhyAta che, samRddha che ane devaloka jevI ramaNIya che. te nagarImAM zuM zuM raheluM che. nagarI sohaMtI jala vRkSa bhAgA, rAjA sohaMtA caturaMgI senA | nArI sohaMtI parapurUSa tyAgI, sAdhu sahaMtA niravadya vANI che" - je nagarImAM jaLanA jalAza hoya, dehanI zAMti mATe bagIcAo hoya, pazu-pakSI- ene kilela karavA mATe ghaTAdAra vRkSa heya, tevI te nagarI zobhe che. jema tame dehanI zAMti mATe bagIcAmAM pharavA jAya che, tema sAdhune pharavA mATe paNa bAga hoya che. huM spaSTIkaraNa na karUM te tamane thaze ke sAdhune vaLI bAgamAM pharavA javAnuM hoya? tamAre ane amAre bAga judo che. dharma bAge phare bhikSu, dhIra ne dharma sArathI, dharmamAM rakta daMtAtmA, brahmacarya samAhita. (sAdhaka sahacarI) dehanA rAgamAM Asakta banelA, indriyonA viSayamAM AnaMda mAnanArA evA AtmAone bagIce jude che. sAdhu te dharma rUpI bagIcAmAM phare che. dharma zabda aDhI akSarano che. ane dvIpa paNa aDhI che. jabudvIpa, ghAtakIkhaMDa ane ardhapuSkara dvIpa, kula aDhI dvIpa che. manuSya kSetra paNa aDhI dvIpa pramANa che. temAM vicaratA saMte dharmabAgamAM besI AtmAnI zAMti meLave che. tame jema snAna kare che tema saMte paNa brahmacaryanA kuMDamAM snAna kare che.

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dharma che jaLane kuMDa, brahmacarya sutIrtha che, temAM nA jaze de, zAMtine zuddhi pAmaze." sAdhaka sahacarI jema nagaramAM bagIcA, jaLAza Adi hoya te ja tenI zobhA che. rAjA pAse caturaMgI senA hoya te rAjA zebhe che. A dharma sthAnaka paNa kayAre zele? sApu, sAvI ane zrAvaka-zrAvikAothI zobhe che, jyAM jenI jarUra hoya tyAM vastu zebhe che. gadhena hina kusuma na bhAti, te na hina vadane na bhAti satyena hinaM vacana na jAti, puyena hine purUSa na bhAti prajJA prakAza. suMdaramAM suMdara dekhAtuM gulAbanuM phUla tame hAthamAM lIdhuM paNa jo temAM sugaMdha na hoya te zAbhA zA kAmanI? meDhAmAMthI dAMta paDI gayA te moTuM rAMdalamAnA gokhalA jevuM dekhAya che. beTI mAnyatAthI badhA gokhalAmAM deva-devI besADelA heya, paNa rAMdalamAnA gekhalAmAM kAMI ja na hoya. tethI rAMdalamAne gokhale kahevAya che. vANImAM game teTalI madhuratA hoya paNa je satya na hoya te vacananI kaMI kiMmata nathI. mANasa game teTale sAro ane svarUpavAna haya, paNa je tenAmAM sadAcAra nathI te A saMsAramAM tenI kaMI kiMmata nathI. baMdhuo! kamanI beDImAM jakaDAyele AtmA anAdikALathI paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. ke anAdi kALathI AtmAnI sAthe hatAM ane che. tamArA manamAM prazna thaze ke AtmAne karma lAgyA te lAgatAM pahelAM AtmA ke hate? ane zuddha AtmAne karmo kevI rIte lAgyA ! AtmA je nirmaLa ane zuddha have te AtmAne karma lAgavAnI zI jarUra paDI ! ane A vAta svIkArIe te mokSa gayA pachI, zuddha thayA pachI paNa AtmAne karmo kema nahi lAge? vAstavika rIte samajIe te vibhAva dazAthI karmo bAMdhe che ane svabhAvamAM sthira thAya tyAre AtmA karmane teDe che. tame sonAnI khANamAM jAo te tyAMthI nIkaLatI, camakatI 2ja joIne tamane ema nahi lAge ke A senuM che. paNa A dhULa sArI che, ghare vAsaNa mAMjavA kAma lAgaze. lAve, thADI laI jaIe. paNa te khANane adhikArI kaheze ke bhAI! A dhULa nathI paNa senuM che. paNa atyAre te dhULanI avasthAmAM che. have koI pUche ke senuM dhULanI sAthe kayAre maLyuM? keTalA hajAra varSo pahelAM maLyuM? koNe meLavyuM ane zA mATe meLavyuM te uttara maLaze? tenuM anAdi kALathI dhULanI sAthe maLeluM ja hatuM. tenA samayanI maryAdA ja na ApI zakAya. jevI rIte sonuM dhULanI sAthe maLeluM che tema AtmA karmanI sAthe maLe che. I kahe ke AtmAnI utpatti kayAre thaI? AtmAnI philasuphInI ajJAnIne kayAMthI khabara paDe? vijJAnane eka siddhAMta che ke jene janma thaye tenuM mRtyu te

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pa avazya thavAnuM ja, ApaNe te mAnIe chIe ke AtmA amara che, te pachI AtmAnA janma ke maraNuM kyAMthI hoI zake ? AmAne keIe utpanna karyo nathI, jyAM AtmAnI utpatti svIkArI tyAM ene aMta samajI levAne. jenuM sarjana thAya che tenuM visarjana to thavAnuM ja che. e eka vastunA be cheDA ja che. jenuM sarjana koIe karyuM ja nathI te tene vinAza kyAMthI hoya? paNa paryAya badalAya che. paNa A AtmAnI sAthe karmanuM mizraNa hevAthI mANasanI vRttiomAM pheraphAra thAya che. karma A jIvane vividha prakAranA nAca nacAve che. tenuM kAraNa AtmA upara karmanI asara che. dareka karmanuM phaLa judI judI rIte bhegavavuM paDe che. dareka karma pitAnA udaya pramANe manane nacAve che. tame karmanI jaMjIramAM jakaDAI gayA pachI karmanA IzArA pramANe tamAre cAlavuM paDe che. tame koI eka vAhananI selection (sIlekazana) pasaMdagI karI. pachI tame te vAhananA hAthamAM AvI jAva che eTale chUTavuM muzkela thaI jAya che. dA. ta. TeInamAM tame besI gayA ane adhavacce ja tamane vicAra Ave ke have sTezana AvatAM pahelAM ja mAre TeInamAMthI utarI javuM che te tame nahi utarI zake. bIjA Tezana sudhI te tamAre javuM ja paDaze. kAraNa ke adhavacce gADI ubhI na rahe. je tame ema kahe ke mArA manamAM thayuM ke adhavaca vagaDAmAM utarI jAuM mATe meM sAMkaLa kheMcI te daMDa bhara paDe ane kAM te tame gAMDAmAM khapI jAva. ane tamAre hespitAlamAM dAkhala thavuM paDe. tamArI manasubI pramANe mana phAve tyAM na utarI javAya! kAraNa ke e vAhana baMdhana che. bIjA dAkhalA Ape. tame plenamAM beThA. palena AkAzamAM uDavA lAgyuM. pachI tamane ema thAya ke mane have plenamAM gamatuM nathI, mAre utarI javuM che, te tyAM tamAruM dhAryuM nahiM thAya. tamArA ekanA mATe plena nIce utaraze nahi. juo! plena tame pasaMda karyuM. TikITanA paisA tame kharcA paNa tame beThA pachI ene AdhIna banI gayA. eTale tamArUM kaMI ja cAlatuM nathI. baMdhuo! ahIM ApaNe e ja vAta samajavAnI che ke A jIvAtmA paNa karma rUpI vAhanane AdhIna banI gayuM che. eTale te karma rUpI vAhanamAM besI gayo che tethI tene karma pramANe uDayana karavuM paDe che. tame kaheze ke mAre Ama nahi cAle te tyAM kaMI ja cAlaze nahi. tamAre karma pramANe ja cAlavuM paDaze. ATha karmo prakRtie bhinna bhinna che. ane tenI pariNatio paNa bhinna bhinna che. ane e pariNatio pramANe jIvana nAva cAlatuM hoya che. A karmavAda je samajAI jAya te AtmA keNe banAvyuM, pahelAM ke hate Adi prazno tamAre nahi thAya. ane AtmAnA astitvane anubhava thAya. keI mANasa ajJAna hoya te samajavuM ke AmAM jJAAnavaraNIya karmane ulya che, bhUkha lAge tyAre samajavuM ke vedanIya karmane udaya che, ane vAsanAomAM mana

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para bahu doDatu hAya tyAre samajavuM ke mehanIya karmAMnA udaya che. A rIte AThe kanI prakRtie judI judI hAya che. ekeka ka`mAnavane kevI kevI vicAraNAmAM ane jIvanane judI judI paristhitimAM mUkI de che. Abu' jagata kamanI asara pramANe kAma karatu hAya che. AtmA jema jema ka`thI vadhAre ladAya che, tema tema te saMsAramAM vadhAre pira bhramaNu kare che. jema jema AtmA kama khapAve che tema tema te haLavA khanatA jAya che. AtmAe aMdara kharAba jaDa kama tatva bharI rAkheluM DeAya che, eTale ja te apUrNa che. rastAmAM bhramatA bhikhArI peAtAnI jhoLImAM kAgaLanA DUcA bhare, cIMtharA bhare, DakhalA bhare paNu enI kiMmata kAMI nathI. paNa seAnI neTa nAnakaDI hAya paNa e kevI ka'matI hAya che? pastInA Dhagale DhagalA mUke teA paNa enI kiMmata na thAya. madhue ! A AtmAe AvuM te keTaluM bheguM karyuM! e tA pastI jevuM che. dekhAya ghaNuM paNa kaMI kAmanuM nahi. ane jo tamAre upaDavAnA samaya Avaze te madhu ja mUkIne javu paDaze. tame evuDa bhegu' karyu che ke jene jIvanamAM sAcavavAnI ciMtA ane jAya tyAre sAthe kaMIja lai javAnuM nahi, chatAM tamane keTalI ciMtA che! je AtmAo aparigrahI che temane keTalu sukha che! sukhe khAI-pIne ArAmathI sADA nava vAge tA thI jAya, mukhe dharmArAdhanA paNa karI zake. tamane dha kema nathI AvatI ! tamane ciMtA che paisA kema kamAvavA? enI geAThavaNu kai rIte karavI? kayAM zakavA ? kayAM vyAja vadhAre maLaze? jyAM vyAje mUkavA mAguM chuM te kaMpanI DUkhI jAya teA mArA badhA zerA DUbI jAya. kaMpanInA eka zera levA hAya te tame AkhI kaMpanInu khajeTa pahelAM joi AveA. kaMpanInA menejiMga DirekaTara keNu che? vagere badhu ja pahelAM vicArI lye che. eka mATe keTalI ciMtA che. jene hajArA ane sukhI kahevAya ? tame te ene ja sukhI mAneA che. lAkhA zeza zakhavA paDatA haze, te zuM eka kavie DhIka kahyu che. maheAta vaNuja mahAta meTiyAM, DhA nArI bharathAra; usake aba kayA mArIe, mAra rahyo karatAra. jene ghaNA mATeA vepAra hAya, ghaNI peDhIe hAya ane ghaNAM saMtAneA hAya tene keTalI upAdhI hAya che? ciMtAnA te pAra ja nahi. temAM paNa jo e strIo hAya tenI tA vAta ja pUche mA. kavi kahe che ke tene ApaNe zuM mArI zakIe ! ene tA enAM karmo ja mArI rahyAM che. eka dhanADhaya zeThane e patnIo hatI. zeThanAM gharamAM rAtanA bAra vAge chAnAmAnA eka cAra dAkhala thaI gayA. have zeDanI dazA jovA jevI che. cAra chAnAmAnA khUNAmAM

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lapAIne beThe che. zeTha dAdaramAMthI nIce utare che tyAre eka patnI uparathI bAvaDA kheMce che, jyAre bIjI patnI nIcethI kheMce che. zeTha banenI vacamAM adhavaca TIMgAI rahyA che. cAra vicAra kare che, ke Aje mAre cerI nathI karavI. AvuM nATaka jevAne avasara pharI pharIne kyAM maLaze? ( hasAhasa) baMne patnIe kheMcatANa kare che. aDhI vAgyA sudhI jhaghaDo cAlyo. mAMDa traNa vAge jhaghaDe patye ne zeTha nIce AvyA. tyAM palaMga nIce cAra dIThe, eTale piolisane bolAvyuM. corane pilisane havAle karavAmAM Avyo. cAra pakaDAI gaye. hAthamAM beDI paherAvI paNa cAra te hase che. bIje divase savAra paDatAM zeThane bolAvavAmAM AvyA. phojadAra pUche che bhAI ! teM zeThanA gharamAM zI corI karI ? cAra kahe che sAheba! huM zeThanA gharamAM gaye ane cerI paNa karI che. kejadAra pUche che bhAI ! te zenI corI karI che? cera kahe che, hIrA, mANeka, motI Adi mUlyavAna vastuo ApatAM paNa je jovA na maLe evI corI karI che. sAheba ! huM Apane e ja kahuM chuM ke meM corI karI che. tethI Apane je zikSA karavI hoya te kare. paraMtu be bAyaDIne dhaNI banavAnI zikSA na karaze. phejadAra pUche che, ke tuM zuM kahevA mAge che? tyAre cAra kahe che ke, A zeThane pUchI juo ke temanI kevI karuNa paristhiti che! uparathI game tevA sukhI zrImAna dekhAya che, paNa rAtre te emanI sthiti jovA jevI hatI. temanI navI patnI upara kheMcatI ane junI patnI nIce kheMcatI. aDhI kalAka sudhI meM A nATaka joyuM. bIjI koI corI karI nathI. mATe kahuM chuM ke sAheba! badhI zikSA karaje paNa be bAyaDIne dhaNI banavAnI zikSA na karaze. baMdhuo ! A jagatamAM ekeka jIvanI paristhiti kevI vicitra che! AtmA vAsanAonI vRttiothI, vikArothI, karmathI ane parigrahanA saMgrahathI bhareluM hoya te AdhyAtmika draSTie enI kiMmata ochI thatI jAya che. duniyA kenI kiMmata AMke che, te tame na jazo. paNa AdhyAtmika jagatamAM te je vAsanAthI apUrNa che te ja pUrNa che. tenAthI apUrNa? karmathI apUrNa. jenA karmo kharI gayA te zuddha banI gayA ane teo pUrNatAne pAmI gayA. bhagavatI sUtramAM zrI gautama svAmI prabhune pUche che ke he bhagavaMta! A AtmA bharelo hoya tyAre DUbI jAya ane khAlI hoya tyAre tarI jAya tenuM zuM kAraNa? tyAre prabhue pharamAvyuM ke he gautama ! jema eka tuMbaDuM hoya, enA para mATIne eka thara lagAvIne tene sukavyuM, enA para bIjo thara karyo, tene sUkavIne tenA upara trIje thara karyo. ema ATha thara lagAvIne aMdara paNa kAMkarA Adi bharIne sUkavyA pachI tuMbaDAne pANImAM mUkavAmAM Ave to zuM thAya? taravAnA svabhAvavALuM tuMbaDuM DUbI jAya che, kAraNa ke mATInA tharothI te bhAre banyuM che,

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18 pharI gautama svAmI pUche che, prabhu ! e taLIe gayeluM tumaDuM uMcuM kai rIte Ave ? bhagavata kahe che, jema jema mATInA thara pANImAM palaLe che tema tema pelo thara dhovAtA jAya che. tuMbaDuM UMcuM nIcuM thAya che. ane badhA kicaDa dhAvAi jAya che tyAre te peAtAnA asala svabhAva prApta kare che ane zuddha banIne sapATI upara Ava che. aMdhue ! ApaNA AtmAne paNa ATha thara lAgelA che. jJAnAvaraNIya, danAvaraNIya, vedanIya, mehanIya, AyuSya, nAma, gotra ane aMtarAya. A AThe karmanA majabUta thara lAgI gayA che. A ATha karmonI cikAzane lIdhe AtmA bhAre thatA jAya che ane pariNAme bhavasAgaramAM DUbe che. jyAre AtmA kathI apUrNa ane che, khAlI thAya che tyAre paramAtmAnI pUrNatAne pAme che. have ApaNe mULa vAta upara AvIe. AtmAnI pUrNatAne pAmavAvALA jIvA devalAkamAMthI cavIne je nagarImAM utpanna thayA che te nagarI kevI che tenuM vaNu na cAle che. gaI kAle vAta karI hatI ke nagara kAne kahevAya ? jemAM mAvana bajAra ane ceAryazI cauTA hoya tene nagara kahevAya. have majAra keAne kahevAya ane cauTu kAne kahevAya ? e teA tamArA viSaya che eTale tame te jANatAM ja hazeA. jyAM harAjIneA mAla vecAtA hAya ane harIphAI thatI hAya tene cauTa' kahevAya. ane jyAM pramANikatAthI mAla vecAtA hAya. dukAneA upara e lagAvelA hAya te bajAra kahevAya. A tA tamArA saMsAranA dravya majAra ane dravya cauTAnI vAta karI. have e bAvana bajAra ane cAryAzI cauTA ApaNe ApaNA AtmA upara ghaTAvavA che. jema eka nadI che. e nadInA e kinArA che. eka kinAre sa`sAra che ane khIje kinAre mekSa che. have e nadIne ApaNe ALaMgavI che. te tene mATe ApaNe sahArA levA paDe che. jo pulanI sagavaDa hAya tA pula uparathI javAya. sTImara ke hADI dvArA paNa sAme kinAre javAya ane jo taratAM AvaDatuM hAyatA tarIne paNa jaI zakAya che, paNa sahelAIthI je javuM hoya te te putranA mArge jaI zakAya che. kAraNa ke pula upara javAmAM keI jAtanuM jokhama nahi. sahI salAmata sAme kAMThe paheAMcI javAya che. hADI ke sTImaramAM besavAthI kyAreka jokhamanA prasaMga Ave che ane taravAmAM paNa jo kharAbara taratAM na AvaDatu hAya te| DUbI javAya che. A traNa rIte nadIne pAra karI zakAya che. pulanA mArge sahIsalAmata javA rUpa sAdhu jIvana che. kAraNa ke pula uparathI jaldI pahoMcI javAya che. khAra vratamAMthI eka paNa vrata aMgIkAra karavA rUpa hADInA khIne mA che. ane khAra 1 je aMgIkAra kare che tene mATe taravArUpa trIjo mA che. bAvana bajAra ane ceAryAsI cauTA A manuSyabhavarUpI nagarImAM rahelA che. jemAM bAvana bajAra eTale savatattvanA keTalA bhedache? sAmAnya prakAre savaratattvanA vIsa

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para bheda che ane vizeSa prakAre sattAvana bheda che. temAM bAvana bajAra rahelAM che. jemAM ThagAvAnI ke chetarAvAnI vAta nathI. A bAvana bajAra kaI che? pAMca samiti, saNuM gupti, daza yatidharma, bAvIsa pariSaha ane bAra bhAvanA kula bAvana, A bAvana bajAra che. jemAM pAMca prakAranA cAritrarUpI pAMca prakArane mAla vecAya che. te pAMca cAritra kyA che? (1) sAmAyika (2) depasthApanIya (3) parihAravizuddha (4) suhamasaM5rAya (5) yathAkhyAta cAritra. chelluM cAritra te agyAramAthI caudamA guNasthAnake ja hoya che. A pAMca prakArane mAla che. have tamAre kaye mAla kharIda che? mohanIya karmanI 28 prakRti upara je vijaya meLave te AtmA uMcAmAM UMce yathAkhyAta cAritrarUpI mAla kharIdI zake che. keIne mATe pratibaMdha nathI. A bajAra mAM chetarAvAne bhaya nathI. rAjagRhI jevI rAjakeTa nagarInA zrAvake ahIM AvIne sAmAyika vagara bese che. sAmAyika e paNa aMzathI cAritra che. tame jyAre A saMvaranA bajAramAM Avaze tyAre mAla kharIdI zakaze. jema AhAra vinA zarIra TakI zakatuM nathI, tethI zarIrane kherAka Ape che, tema tamArA AtmAne paNa kherAka Apa ja joIe, A bajAramAMthI kaye mAla kharIdave che te tame nakkI karI le che. coryAzI lakSa chavAnIrUpI coryAsI cITA che. coTAmAM harAjIne mAla vecAya che, harIphAI thAya che ane hararAjInA mAlamAM kayAreka chetarAI javAno bhaya rahe che tema coryAsI lakSa chavAyonIrUpI cauTAmAM bhUlA na paDe. AtmA anaMtakALa lakSa coryAsImAM lakhyo che ne coTAmAM mUlya che. have je na jamavuM hoya te satya svarUpanI pichANu kare. jemAM AvA bAvana bajAra ane coryAzI cATa rahelAM che evI ISakAra nagarImAM kevA pavitra AtmAo utpanna thayA te badhI vAta avasare. vyAkhyAna naM-9 [ aSADha vada 7 ne zanivAra tA. 25-7-70 ] | trilekInAtha zAstrakAra bhagavate jagatanA chanA kalyANane mATe, jagatanA jIve upara mahAna anukaMpA karIne parama pAvanakArI, amRtamaya vANInAM jharaNAM vahAvyAM. e vIra prabhunI vANI Apattine bhedanArI, saMpattine ApanArI, trividha tApane haranArI ane icchita sukhane ApanArI kalpavRkSa samAna che. A vANInuM zuddha bhAvapUrvaka zravaNa karavAthI ApaNe A leka ane paraloka sukhI thAya che paNa temAM zraddhA joIe.

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prabhunI aMtima vANI evuM uttarAdhyayana sUtra, jenA chatrIsa adhyayana che. temAM caudamuM adhyayana. jemAM cha ivene adhikAra cAle che. puNyavAna che kevI nagarImAM utpanna thayAM te nagarInuM varNana thaI gayuM. je nagarInI prajA dharmiSTha che, je kuTuMbamAM tyAga vairAgyanA kuvArA uDe che tyAM pavitra che AvIne utpanna thayA che. ApaNe je kuLamAM dharmanuM nAma nizAna nahi hoya tevA kuLamAM paNa utpanna thaI AvyA chIe. atyAre te Adeza, uttamakuLa, kevaLa prarUpita dharma ane jinavANuMnuM zravaNa badhuM ja maLyuM che. have AcaraNa karavAnuM ja bAkI che. jema keI bahenane roTalI banAvavI che te kaNaka, sagaDI, tAvaDI, cIpIo-badhIja sAmagrI mejuda che paNa roTalI banAvavAnI kiyA te teNe ja karavI paDaze. tame ghare gayA. zrImatIjIe pATale mUkI bhANAmAM badhuMja pIrasI dIdhuM paNa khAvAnI kriyA te pitAne ja karavI paDe che, tema ApaNane ahIM dharmArAdhanA karavAnA badhA ja sAdhane maLyAM che. e sAdhano dvAre sAdhaka banavAne puruSArtha te AtmAe ja karavuM joIe, kAraNa ke purUSArtha e pUrNimA che ane ALasa e amAsa che. pUrNimA prakAza che ane amAsa aMdhakAra che. mATe prakAza joIne hoya te purUSArtha karo. cha AtmAe kevA hatA, kevI rIte A nagarImAM utpanna thayA te vAta nIcenI gAthAmAM zAstrakAra bhagavaMta batAve che. sakamma meseNa purANuM, kule sudagesu ya te pasuyA che niviNa saMsAra bhayA jahAya, jiNiMda magaM saraNe pavannA che u. a 14-2 pUrvabhavamAM karelAM karmone khapAvatAM zeSa thoDAM karmo bAkI rahI gayA che. karmo zubha ane azubha ema be prakAranA che. karmo zubha hoya ke azubha heya paNa karma te karma ja che. beDI te senAnI paNa hoya ane lokhaMDanI paNa haya, zubha karma sonAnI ekI che ane azubha karma lekhaMDanI beDI che. ema tamane thatuM haze ke mAre ghera te zaibhavanI cheLe uchaLe che, mArA jevo sukhI keNa che? paNa baMdhuo ! tamane e sukha mIThA ane madhura lAgatAM hoya, paNa yAda rAkhajo ke | | madhurA mIThAM ne managamatAM paNa baMdhane aMte baMdhana che, | laI jAya janmanA cakarAve, evuM duHkhadAyI AlaMbana che,' huM lAkha manAvuM manaDAne (2) paNa ekaja ene uMhakAre.... baMdhana. tame zubha karmanA pAMjarAmAM purAyA che. jema keI netA jelamAM pUrA che. netAone jelamAM khetIvADI ke majurI karavI paDatI nathI. tyAM te emane ezaArAmathI rahevAnuM maLe che. reDiye vagADavAne, chApu vAMcavAnuM vagere badhI ja sagavaDa maLe che, chatAM kaI pUche ke phalANA netA atyAre kayAM che te zuM kahevAze? jelamAM che. tema A tamane managamatA game teTalAM sukha maLatAM hoya paNa A eka prakAranI jela

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dara ja che, paNu amArI vAta tamane rUce nahi tyAM sudhI tamane A jela che evuM nahiM thAya. eka vAra anubhava thavA joie. nAnA bALaka aMgArAne camakatA joI hAthamAM pakaDI le paNa hAtha dAjhI jAya eTale pharIne e aMgArAne pakaDavA nahi jAya. kAraNa ke tene anubhava thaI gaye ke Ane pakaDavAthI dajhAya che. tamane pazu A sAMsAranAM ghaNAM anubhavA thayA haze paNa jyAre thAya tyAre thAya, ghaDI pachI satkAra sanmAna maLe, ke pAchA hatA tevA ne tevA. saMsAra e sa dhAtuthI banelo che. su eTale sarakavu. khasatuM. temAMthI samajIne sarakI jAya te DAhyA ne sajjana che. ajJAnIne tenI khabara paDatI nathI. DAhyA mANase temAMthI sarakI gayA. paNa ajJAnI hoya che te ja cakkaramAM bhame che. bhagavAna mahAvIra trIsa varSI gRhasthAvAsamAM rahyA, tyAM sudhI kAI ja du:kha paDayuM nahi. tyAM te sukha ane sagavaDatAnI cheALA uchaLatI hatI, paNa je divase dIkSA lIdhI te ja rAtathI upadravA zarU thayAM. sADA khAra varSoM ne paMdara divasa sudhI AkarI kaseATI thaI ane aMte nimaLa banI gayA, zuddha anyA ane duHkhane badale AnaHrUpamanI gayA. kramane nahi samajanArA eka DozImA zuM kahe che? ke bicArA mahAvIra te dIkSA laIne duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayA. trIza varSa gharamAM ja rahyAM tyAM sudhI kai ja nahi. sAdhu thayA eTale duHkhI, du:khI ne duHkhI. tripRSTha vAsudevanA bhavamAM emaNe nAkaranA kAnamAM sIsu reDAvyu hatu, te kama jhamakIne udayamAM AvyuM, " ke Aje huM tArA kAnamAM khIlA nAMkhu, " tIrthaMkara jevA carama zarIrI AtmAne paNa kame cheDayAM nathI te ApaNA jevAnI te vAta ja kayAM rahI! A samaye bhagavAna samatA rAkhe che. le, tuM paNa laI jA. tuM mArA kAnamAM khIlA nathI mAratA paNa devAmAMthI mane mukta kare che. tevuM ja cUkavavAnuM hatu khAkI kAMi nahi. manamAM na dveSa-dhikkAra ke tiraskAra. baMdhuo ! A jagyAe ApaNe keTalI samatA rAkhI zakIe ! are! ApaNane te eka kIDI caTakA bhare te uMcA nIcA thai jaie chIe. eka kAusagga karyo hAya ane macchara kararDa teA kAusagga paNa pUrA karI zakaze nahi. tyAM te " namA arihaMtANuM " eTalI adhUrA kAussaga pALIne ubhA thaI jAva. gheADA TAIma mATe paNa ApaNane dhIraja rahetI nathI. prabhu tA kaThora sAdhanA karI jema jema ka thI khAlI thatA gayA tema tema pUrNa anatA gayA. pUrNatA eTale aMdara bharelA ka rUpI kacarA saMpUrNa khAlI karI AtmajJAnathI pUrNa thavu tenu nAma pUNatA che. AvA pUrNa svarUpa bhagavAna pAse zA mATe jaIe chIe ! emanA jevuM pU svarUpa prApta karavA mATe ne! sukha ane duHkhamAM prabhue samatAbhAva rAkhIne karmanA deNAM cUkavI dIdhA. tamArA saMsAramAM paNa jyAre koI mANasanI peDhI hUlavAnI taiyArImAM hAya che. te samaye jo devAdAra zAhukAra haze te te bhAgI nahi jAya, paNa e jAherAta

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karaze ke mArI peDhI phUle che mATe je je levuM hoya te laI jAva. ema sAmethI jAherAta kare. tema bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe paNa jAherAta karI ke he karmo! tamAruM devuM cUkavavA mATe saMsAra choDI tyAgI bane. jene AvavuM hoya te khuzIthI Ave. jenuM je leNuM bAkI hoya te laI jAva. - tame jyAre devuM cUkavavA bese tyAre leNadAro hAjara ja hoya. zAhukAra pAse levA jAva paNa paisA khalAsa thaI jAya te zuM kahe ? have enI pAse zuM che te ApavAno che! khAlI deDADI zA mATe karavI? hamaNuM te ApI zake tema nathI. paNa jevI kene khabara paDe ke enA ghara-bAra vecIne paNa deNuM pUruM kare che tyAM te leNadAre levA mATe deDA doDa karI mUke. cAle, have e devA mATe taiyAra che te ApaNe ApaNuM leNuM laI AvIe. tema je mANase karmanA devAmAMthI chUTA thavA mAMge che enI pAse karmarUpI leNadAre levA Ave che. "mArUM mane pahelAM ApI de." je dharmanA mArge jAya che tene muzkelIo khUba naDe che. sAcA mArge jAya tene dukha paDe. ane je AtmAnA mArge jAya tene na dhArelI vipattio AvIne kaseTa kare che. kaI mANasa dharmiSTha bane ane je tenA mAthe saMkaTa Ave tyAre ajJAnI leka zuM bole che? juo! dhamIne ghera dhADa paDI ane pApIne ghera patAsAM" bhAI! A dhADa nathI paNa sevAnI keseTI che. suvarNanI parIkSA agnimAM thAya che tyAre ja te so TacanuM sonuM bane che. tema ApaNe AvI kasoTImAMthI pAra utarIe tyAre ja AtmAne suvarNa je banAvI zakIe. je ApaNe AtmAnI pUrNatAne pAmavuM hoya te junA vera, jhera, kaleza, kaMkAza kADhI nAkhe. keI junA verane yAda karAve te kaho ke have e vAtane javA de. bhUlI jAva. jhagaDo thayuM hatuM. 1965 mAM ane atyAre 1970nI sAla cAle che. e vAtane pAMca varSo vItI gayA. have e koNa mUkha heya ke junA ghAne tAjo karIne pAcho jIvate kare. AjanA mAnavI te junI junI vAte ja yAda karyA karatA hoya ke A mane Ama kahyuM hatuM, ANe mAruM apamAna karyuM hatuM, AvI junI vAtane yAda karI magajamAM bharI bharIne beThA che tethI skUrtimaya, suMdara, jJAnanI vAte aMdara bharI zakatA nathI. sArI vAtane yAda rAkhavA aMdara ja saDo bharyo che tene bahAra kADha jhaDaze. mAnI le ke tamAre koInI sAthe sArA saMbaMdha thaye heya, te vakhate ke tamane jAnI vAte yAda karAve ke tame AnI sAthe besatA thaI gayA! tamAre te enI sAthe kevA jhagaDA thayA hatA ! zuM e vAta tame bhUlI gayA? AvA IrSALu mANase paNa che.

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$39 paNa je DAhyA ane sajjana che te te kahe " gaI gujarI bhUlI jAe. " jeTalA ApaNane herAnagati karanArAM chete badhAM leNiyAta che. jo leNiyAtA na hAya tA tamArA ane enA saMcAga kayAMthI thAya? leNadArAne je levuM hAya te bhale lai jAya paNa tame tamArA mananI sthiratA gumAvaze nahi. te vakhate dveSa ke tiraskAranI pastIe AtmAmAM na bhare te| ja sArI vastu meLavI zake. je khAlI che, jenA ka rUpI kacarA nIkaLI gayo che e AnaMdathI pUrNa che, eTale premAna graMthI pUrNa che. kuvAnu pANI gadhAI gayu. hAya. tyAre aMdara je kaheAvAi gayelo kacarA che te kADhI nAkhavAmAM Ave te pAtALamAMthI navA pravAha Ave ane pANI zuddha mane. pazu jyAM sudhI aMdara kacarA che tyAM sudhI sArA pANIne paNa te dudhI banAve che tema ApaNe paNa jo pavitra ane niLa banavuM hAya tA krodha ane viSaya-kaSAyanA kacarA kADhavA joie. aMdara kacarA bharIne bahArathI dharmanI ane tapa-tyAganI game teTalI vAtA karaze! te AtmA pavitra manavAne nathI. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayananI vAta cAle che. jemAM cha jIveAnI vAta che. A gAthAmAM sakSepathI kahyuM che ke te jIvA zeSa karyuM je khAkI rahI gayAM che tene khapAvavA mATe kulesu daggasu ya te pasuyA " uttama kuLamAM utpanna thayA. have ahI ApaNe samajavAnuM e che ke cha e jIveA sAthe tyAMthI caLyA nathI, paNa cAra jIvA pahelAM AvyA che, e jIvAnuM AyuSya hajI pUrNa thayuM nathI. A cAra AtmAe kANu che ane e bAkI rahyA te AtmAe kANu che te vAta hajI AgaLa Avaze. A AtmAe kevAM cheH '' niviSNu saMsAra bhayA jahoya, jiiMda magna' saraNuM pavattA " jemane saMsAranA bhaya lAgyo che, jemane saMsAranA bhaya lAge che te ja bhagavAna jinezvara devanA zaraNe jAya che. tamane saMsAranA bhaya lAgyo che kharA ? mAthe kALAnA dheALA thai gayA, paNa hajI viSayA chUTatAM nathI. paNa yAda rAkhaje ke zeraDInA sAMTho cheka sudhI cusavA gayA tA aMte tA khArAza ja AvavAnI che. tema jiMdagInA aMta sudhI viSayA rUpI zeraDInA sAMThanA cUsyA karazA, tA bhavabhramaNa karIne tamArA hADakA bhAMgI jaze. ahI" hADakA bhAMgaze teA hADavaida sAMdhI deze paNa durgatimAM jaze tyAM kAi hADavaida nahi maLe. Aje ekeka mANusanA meDhA sAmu jovAmAM Ave te dekhAya che ke yuvAna jANe gharaDA DAzA jevA dekhAtA hAya che. temanA khALakeA hAtha paga dvAraDI, peTa gAgaraDI. eka bALaka savA varSanuM thAya tyAM mAtA khIjA bALakane janma Ape. pachI temanI taMdurastI kayAMthI sArI hAya ane mAtA sArA sa MskAra paNa kayAMthI ApI zake? bhagavAna mahAvIre

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28 varSanI uMmaramAM bhegone choDI dIdhA. kadAca tamane thAya ke mahAvIranI vAta junI thaI gaI che. ane mahAvIrane ApaNe kayAM joyA che? te atyAranI cAlu vAta mahAtmA gAMdhIjIne te tame sahu jANe che. mahAtmA gAMdhIjIe paNa bharayuvAnImAM brahmacaryavratanI pratijJA karI hatI. cakravarti jevA cakravartie je cha cha khaMDanI samRddhi tyAgIne cAlI nIkaLyA. emanA cha khaMDane badale tame te cha eraDAnA te dhaNI che ne? chatAM choDavAnuM mana thAya che? saMsAra dAvAnaLa je lAge che? jyAre tamane aMdarathI DaMkha lAgaze tyAre amAre tamane bahu kahevuM nahi paDe. A cAre tyAM kevI samRddhi hatI. eka vakhatanA mahAna sukhI AtmAo te badhI sukha saMpattine tyAga karI bhagavAnanA mArganuM zaraNuM kevI rIte aMgIkAra karaze, e cAra AtmAomAM ISakAra rAjA, kamalAvatI rANI, bhUgu purahita ane yazAbhAryA che, teo kaI rIte Atma-sAdhanA karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM-10 aSADa vada 8 ne ravivAra tA. 26-7-70 zAsakAra bhagavaMta trilakInAtha mahAvIra svAmIe jagatanA jInA AtmakalyANane arthe pharamAna karyuM che ke he bhavya AtmAo ! samaje. samaje ne samaje. A jIve viSayAdhIna banIne anaMta kALa saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karyuM che. paNa haju tene thAka lAge nathI. amAruM ATaluM satI maMDaLa beThuM che temane traNa vakhata vaMdaNa karatAM tamane thAka lAgI jAya che, ekane vaMdana kare eTale badhu AvI gayuM, ema mAne che paNa saMsArane arthe tame keTaluM kare che? tyAM tamane saheja paNa thAka lAgato nathI. jyAre AtmAne pitAnA svarUpanI pichANa thaze tyAre tene saMsArane bhaya lAgaze. - uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM je che jene adhikAra cAle che, te AtmAo pUrvakRta karmone khapAvI devalekamAMthI avIne ISakAra nagarImAM uttama kuLane viSe utpanna thayA che. te AtmAo kevA che? niviNa saMsAra bhayA jahAya, jiNiMda magaM zaraNuM pavannA" te AtmAe saMsAranA bhayathI nirveda pAmI kAmagane choDI de che. paNa jeo saMsAranA sukhamAM magna banelA che temane satya hakIkta kyAMthI samajAya ! jJAnI purUSee A saMsAranuM svarUpa joI jagatane meha nidrAmAMthI jagADavAne mATe saMsAranI traNa vyAkhyA karI che. saMsAra kene kahevAya?

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* ' samajIne jemAMthI sarakI javuM tenuM nAma saMsAra. jANIne jIvana jIvavuM tenuM nAma jIvana. ane mUkIne mukta thaI javuM enuM nAma mokSa. baMdhuo! DAho mANasa koNa kahevAya? je saMsAramAM rahe paNa kharo ane dhIme dhIme temAMthI sarakate paNa jAya. | mAnI lo ke tame raste cAlyA AvatA he, pAse paisA ne mAla che. te vakhate cAra pAMca guMDAe tamane gherI vaLyA. ane tame kadAca bhAgavA jAo te te tamane chara mAre evI sthiti hoya tyAre tame zuM kare? tame kuzaLatAthI mIThI mIThI vAta karIne guMDAnI pakaDamAMthI chUTavAne upAya zene? - A rIte saMsAranA sakaMjAmAM barAbara sapaDAI gayA che. have je ekadama bhAgavA jAo te leke tamArAM kapaDAM phADI nAkhe tyAM sudhI tamane vaLage, "tame amane choDIne na jAe, amane cheDIne na jAo." tamArUM amAre ghaNuM kAma che. kAraNa ke e badhA samaje che ke A vagara pagArane nokara raLI raLIne badhAne mATe ciMtA karate heya e zedhavA jaIe toya maLe nahi. huM ghaNuM mANasane jouM chuM. jeenuM zarIra jarjarIta thaI gayuM che, pUrUM ghaDapaNa AvI gayuM che, chatAM chellI ghaDI sudhI dukAna cheDe nahi. ane e chokarAone ramADate heya tyAre enA mukha upara keTale AnaMda hoya che! ane pAchA manamAM vicAra kare ke A chokarAonuM koNa karaze? paNa e gamArane khabara nathI paDatI ke tuM je A ciMtAmAM paDIza te tArUM koNa karaze? e tamArAM mAnelAM sagAM ne nehio samaje che ke AjanA jamAnAmAM base rUpiyA ApatAM paNa Avo pramANika nokara nathI maLato. A mANasa vagara pagAre khAlI be TaMka jamIne Akho divasa ApaNe mATe mahenata karyA kare ! te Ave nekara zuM khUTe? eTale e loko tamane khuza rAkhavA thAya teTalA prayatna kare, paNa AtmAe vicAra kara joIe ke AmAM mAruM zuM che? huM jiMdagInA aMta sudhI A badhuM sAcavyA karIza, vevAI ane vevANene manAvyA karIza, sagAM vahAlAone sAcavyA karIza, lagna prasaMgamAM hAjarI ApyA karIza te Ama ne Ama mAruM jIvana samApta thaI jaze. hA, eka vAta che, ke A badhA vyavahAra sAcavanArane duniyA DAhyo kaheze, vyahAra kuzaLa mAnaze, ane kaheze ke Ane te ghaNI oLakhANa-pIchANa che. devAnupriye, tame vicAra karaje. duniyAmAM tame meTA zeThazAhukAra ke netAonI oLakhANa karo, pratiSThA meLave paNa jyAM sudhI AtmAnI oLakhANuM nahiM thAya tyAM sudhI A badhI ja oLakhANa nakAmI che. AtmAnI oLakhANa karavA mATe zreSThamAM zreSTha bhUmikA hoya to A manuSya janma ja che. AtmAne oLakhyA vinA je AtmAe digalika padArtho pratye mamatA rAkhe che ane badhAne mArA mAne che tenI zI paristhiti thAya che te samajavA mATe eka dRSTAMta ApuM chuM. 9. zA.

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eka zrImaMta zeTha pUba dhana kamAyA. temanI pAse navANuM lAkha ne navANuM hajAra rUpiyAnI milkata bhegI thaI, paNa saMteSanuM nAma na maLe. kahyuM che ke "jahA lAha tahA hA " manuSyane jema jema lAbha maLatuM jAya che tema tema tane lAbha vadhatA jAya che. paNa AtmAnA sukha mATe lebha thatuM nathI. ahIM te eka sAmAyika karI, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM ke pratikramaNa karI lIdhuM eTale jANe ghaNuM karyuM. ATha vAge dukAna kholI. sAro gharAka AvI gayo. ane cAra divasamAM je kamANI nahotI thaI te eka ja kalAkamAM thaI. pachI tamane evuM thAya kharUM ke ghaNuM maLI gayuM. Aje AThamane divasa che mATe have dukAna baMdha karIne upAzraye jAuM ne vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLuM! "nA" tyAM te saMteSa thAya ja nahi ne? sateSa dharmadhyAnamAM thAya, A zeThane navANuM lAkha ne navANuM hajAra rUpiyA maLyA che. paNa manamAM eka AkAMkSA che ke have eka hajAra rUpiyA maLI jAya te huM kroDAdhipati banuM ane kroDAdhipatinI vajA pharakAvuM. A meha che, eTale eka hajAra rUpiyA meLavavA mATe A zeTha athAga prayatna kare che, paNa karmodaya e che ke kaI hisAbe eka hajAra rUpiyA maLatA nathI. eka hajAra meLavavA jAya tyAM be hajAra gumAve, be hajAra meLavavA mahenata kare tyAM pAMca hajAra gumAve, paNa doDa meLavavAnI IcchA pUrI thAya nahi. jeTalA dhaMdhA vadhAre teTalI ciMtA vadhAre. jeTalAM magajanAM khAnAM teTalI jAtanI cAvIe. ane cAvIo ghaNuM. e mUMjhavaNa ochI karavA khAnA paNa ochAM karavAnAM che. mana kyAM deDe che? jyAM khAnAM hoya tyAM deDe ne? vastu vinA vicAra na Ave tamane kaI divasa evo vicAra Ave che ke ghoDAnA ziMgaDA kevA haze? kAraNa ke te vastu che ja nahi. je vastunuM duniyA para astitva che tene mATe ja vicAra Ave. ane e jaDa padArthane meha jera jamAve che. tenA mahatvane kAraNe saMsArI AtmAo tenI pAchaLa bhame che. A zeThane koThAdhipati banavuM che. makAna upara dhavaja pharakAve che, eTale zeTha te joSI ane bhuvA pAse javA mAMDayAM. koI IlAja kAma na lAge. aMte zeThane thayuM ke, sAdhu pAse jAuM. mamatAnuM jhera laIne sAdhu pAse javA paNa taiyAra thaI gayA. kAraNa ke tRSNanuM jora ghaNuM ja che. AvA ghaNA AtmAe che ke sAdhu pAse mAMgalIka sAMbhaLavA Ave te uDe bhAvanA te judI ja hoya ke Aje mAMgalika sAMbhaLIne jAuM te vepAramAM naphe maLe. mAre Aja divasa saphaLa thAya. amadAvAdamAM eka vakhata eka bhAI enA mitranI sAthe upAzraye A vyA, paNa bahAra ubhA rahyA enA mitre parANe bolAvyuM ke bhAI! AvyA che te mahAsatIjInA darzana te kare ! te mAMDa aMdara Ave, mAMgalika kahI tyAM ene thayuM ke AmAM to kaMI

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camatkAra hoya che. eTale hAtha joDI dhyAnapUrvaka mAMgalika sAMbhaLIne gaye. A bhAIne saTTA bajArane dhaMdhe hato " kAganuM besavuM ne DALanuM paDavuM " bhAIne te divase saTAmAM rU. 2500ne phAyado thaze. ane thayuM ke AvI mAMgalIka te sArI. bIje divase ekalo AvyuM. jenI mAMgalIka sAMbhaLI hatI te mahAsatIjI hAjara na hatA. bIjA mahAsatIjIene pUchayuM te khabara paDI ke e te paMcabhAInI paLe gaucarI gayA che. moDA Avaze. eTale e bhAI upAzrayanA oTale beThA. paNuM vAge e mahAsatIjI AvyA tyAre e aMdara gaye. mahAsatIjI pUche che ke, kema bhAI! atyAre AvyA che? zuM kaMI pratijJA levI che, brahAcaryanI bAdhA levI che ke parigrahanI maryAdA karavI che tyAre pelo bhAI kahe che ke mAre te mAMgalika sAMbhaLI levI che. mahAsatIjIe kahyuM ke upAzrayamAM bIjA satIjIe hatAM te tamAre mAMgalika sAMbhaLavI hatI ne? te kahe ke, mAre te ApanI mAMgalika sAMbhaLavI che. kAraNa zuM? e pachI kahIza. mAMgalika kahI eTale pelA bhAI kahe che. kAle ApanI mAMgalika sAMbhaLIne gayo te rU. 2500ne naphe thaye. Aje te ekAvana hajAra maLavA ja joIe. (hasAhasa) bhAI! mAMgalikamAM kAMI pharaka nathI. emAM tamAruM prArabdha kAma kare che. te bhAI eja mAMgalika sAMbhaLIne gayA. pharIne naphe na maLe, te zuM kahevAnA? mAMgalikamAM te evuM kaMI nathI. ame te mAMgalika saMbhaLAvatAM e ja kahIe chIe ke tame game tyAM jAva paNa A cAra zaraNuM tame sAthe ne sAthe rAkhajopaNa Aje mAMgalika sAMbhaLavAnA bhAva judA hoya che. paNa bhalA, tamArA saTA mATe A mAMgalika nathI. tamArI A bhUkha laIne mAMgalika sAMbhaLatA nahi. A zeTha emanI bhAvanAnuM jhera laIne mahArAja pAse gayA. zeTha kahe che, bApajI ! ghaNA prayatna karavA chatAM huM kroDAdhipati banI zakyo nathI. te tene upAya khare! mahArAja kahe che ke kroDapatinI dhajA pharakAvavA zuM mahenata kare che? A saMsAranuM svarUpa kevuM che! te tuM samaje che? A saMsAramAM te Ajane karoDapati te kAlane roDapati ane Ajane camarabaMdhI te AvatI kAlano ciMtharehAla! Ajane zrI kuNu te kAlane sudAmA " AvA kaMko cAlyA kare che. mATe tuM koDapatinI davajA pharakAvavAnI mahenata karyA karatAM tArA AtmAnI pravajA pharakAva ne ? zeTha pUche che bApajI! tame Ama kema kaho cho? te mahArAja kahe che zeTha, AjathI sAtamA divase tamArA ghara upara bhayaMkara vijaLI paDavAnI che. zeTha kahe. bApajI, kAMI vAMdho nahi. huM ghara choDI bIje rahevA jaIza. mahArAja kahe che tuM je gharamAM rahevA jaIza tyAM vijaLI paDaze, ane tArA upara jokhama che. AthI zeThane bhaya lAgyo ke mahArAja koI divasa bele nahi ane bele te kheDuM hoya nahi.

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saMte paNa kadI bele nahi ane bele te te jJAnI ja bolI zake. te paNa pAchaLanuM pariNAma zuM Avaze tenuM lakSa rAkhIne ja bele. have zeThane maraNane bhaya lAge "mArA para vijaLI paDaze ane huM marI jaIza.' kroDapati banavAne keyaDe karamAI gaye. zeThanuM moTuM phikakuM paDI gayuM. AMkhamAMthI bera bora jevaDAM AMsu sare che. ciMtAtura banI gayA che. khAvuM paNa bhAvatuM nathI. zeThANa pUche che ke, tamane zuM thayuM che? Ama zA mATe raDe che? tyAre zeTha kahe che, AjathI sAtamA divase ApaNuM ghara upara vijaLI paDavAnI che ane huM marI jaIza. zeThane peDhI ke ghara kAMI ja dekhAtuM nathI. phakta najara samakSa mRtyunA paDachAyA dekhAya che. A vAta dhIme dhIme AkhA gAmamAM phelAI gaI. zeThane mahele pacAsa gharane maTe che. mahollAmAM vasatA mANaso vicAra kare che ke zeThanA makAna upara vijaLI paDavAnI che. paNa kadAca bhaviSya bhUle ane ApaNuM ghara upara paDe te ? saune mRtyune Dara lAge che. mahollAnA badhA mANaso mAla-mattA laIne sagevahAle jatAM rahayA. A mahele ujajaDa banI gaye. phakata zeThanuM eka ja ghara khulyuM che. zeThanuM ghara sUnuM-bhUtiyA mahela jevuM dekhAvA lAgyuM. Ama ne Ama cAra divasa te vItI gayA. zeThane duHkhane pAra nathI. baMdhuo ! have jo ke A tamAre sAkara je saMsAra ke mITho che? dhIme rahIne zeThANI kahe che svAmInAtha ! banavAnuM che te banavAnuM che. emAM kaI mithyA karI zake tema nathI. huM paNa ADA hAtha daI zakuM tema nathI. Apa guro nahiM. raDe nahi. je Apa khuzIthI rajA Ape te A be bAbAne laIne huM mArA piyara jAuM. je badhA ja marI jaze te A lakSamI keNa bhagavaze? A zabdo sAMbhaLI zeThane pagathI mAthA sudhI karaMTa lAge. aha? huM A zuM sAMbhaLI rahyo chuM ? A keNa belI rahyuM che? zeThANI ! kaMIka te vicAra kare. cAra-cAra divasathI huM guryA karuM chuM. A mahele khAlI thaI gayo che. AkhA gharamAM huM ane tame sivAya bIjuM kaI nathI. AvA samaye tame pAse he te mane huMpha rahe, ane tame kaho cho ke huM piyara jAuM ! te pachI mArUM keNa? zeThANI kahe che zeTha! AvA sagapaNa ApaNe ghaNAMja bAMdhyA ane mUkavA mATe mane javA de. zeTha kahe che ThIka, kALA karIne karoDa kamAye, pApa karatAM pAchuM vALIne joyuM nahi. jenA mATe bheguM karyuM te te javA taiyAra thaI che. ahIM ApaNe e samajavAnuM che ke kema te je kare che tene ja bhogavavA paDe che. bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke "kattArameva aNajAI karmo " karma karanAranI pAchaLa ja jAya che. zeTha kahe-huM munImane bolAvuM. je te mArI pAse rahevAnI hA pADe te tamane javAnI rajA ApuM. zeTha ciThI lakhIne peDhI upara mekale che. temAM lakhyuM che ke-cAra munImamAMthI kaI paNa munIma je traNa divasa mATe mArI pAse rAta-divasa raheze te huM tene babe lAkha rUpiyA ApIza. munIe ciThI vAMcI ane jaNAvyuM ke zeThajI! tame ATha lAkha rUpiyA Ape

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te paNa ApanI pAse rahevA AvavAnI amArI hiMmata nathI. kaI paNa kare rahevA AvavAnI hA pADatuM nathI, kAraNa ke jIgarajAna zrImatIjI jyAre piyara padhAre che te pachI ame maravA zA mATe AvIe? munIma ke nokara keI AvavAnI hA pADatA nathI tyAre zeTha kahe che ke, have zuM karavuM? tyAre zeThANI kahe che zeTha! "tame jIvo ke mare, huM te mArA piyara jAuM chuM." (hasAhasa) zeThane te e jhATake lAgyo ke A zuM? kharekhara saMtanA zabda sAcA ja che. keI keInuM nathI re (2) nAhakanA marIe badhAM mathImathI re...kaI... A mAro dIkaro A mAro bApa che, A mArI patnI ne A mArI mAta che, muAnI saMgAthe koI jAtuM nathI re.. koI keInuM nathI re . zeThane te AMkha karatAM AMsu meTAM, duHkhane pAra nathI. khUba jhUre che. gAmamAM zeThane eka mitra rahe che. te sAme maLe tyAre baMne sAma-sAmA juhAra kare-hAtha joDe. A sivAya bIje kAMI saMbaMdha na hatA. A juhAra mitra dharmiSTha hate. sukhamAM sAthe rahe ane duHkha vakhate bhAgI jAya evo A mitra svAthI na hatuM. tene khabara paDI ke mArA mitranI A sthiti che. pitAnI patnInI rajA laIne te zeThanI pAse Ave che. zeThanI sthiti joIne vicAre che, ke mANasane mRtyune bhaya ke pAgala banAve che! duHkha vakhate mitrane joI zeTha tene bheTI paDayA. ahA ! mitra, tuM AvyuM? zeTha! samaya Avye sahAre na ApuM te mitra zene? tame have raDe mA, mUMjhAzo nahi. A saMsAra ja e vicitra che. A badhA meha, raMga ne rAganAM nATaka che. temAM "ImaM ca me asthi Ima ca nathi " A mAruM che. A mAruM nathI e mamatva bhAva rAkhe nahi. | tamane keNe kahyuM ke vijaLI paDaze.! zA mATe ArtadhyAna kare che! bhAI! -gurUdeve kahyuM che ke tArA ghara upara vijaLI paDaze. are zeTha ! vijaLI paDavAnI hatI te paDI gaI. zeTha kahe che. kayAM paDI che? tamArA gharamAM. pelI vijaLI te paDatAM paDaze paNa A tamArI patnI tamane choDIne piyara cAlI gaI che. e vijaLI nathI te bIjuM zuM che! - have tamane kAMI samajAya che ke A saMsAramAM mAruM kaI nathI. dhana kamAvavAnI pAchaLa kaI divasa saMtanI vANI sAMbhaLI nahi. dAna karyuM nahi. brahmacarya pALyuM nahi, paNa aMtima samaye jIvane zaraNabhUta hoya te te eka dharma ja che. dhamAdhanA karavAthI ApattinA pahADe paNa cAlyA jAya che. mATe have dharmArAdhanAmAM lAgI jAya. haju bacavAnI bArI che. zeDa aThama tapa lagAvIne besI gayA. zeThanA mitre evuM sacoTa samajAvI dIdhuM ke mRtyune bhaya bhUlAvI dIdhuM. jJAnI ane ajJAnInI draSTimAM ATale ja pharaka che. bhale hoya jJAnI ke ajJAnI jana, sukha du:kha rahita na keI, jJAnI vede vairyathI, ajJAnI vede rAI.

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jJAnIne samAgama thAya te jIvanane 5 thaI jAya che. baMdhuo! mitra zodhe te A zodha ke kharA vakhate kAma Ave. jJAnIne duHkha Ave ane ajJAnIne paNa duHkha Ave. paNa pharaka eTale che ke jJAnI samajaNapUrvaka-samatA bhAve karmane vede che ane ajJAnI hAya karIne vece che. zeTha te dhyAnamAM lIna banI gayA che. mitra samajAve che ke zeTha! tame tamArA bhAvamAM rahejo. deha rUpI paryAya paTAya che, AtmA paTAte nathI. he cetana! tuM tArAmAM ja masta raheje. ATha memAM cAra karmaghAtI che ane cAra aghAtI che. Aje mANasa ghAtI upara ghA karatuM nathI. aghAtI upara ghA kare che. ghAtIthI DaratA nathI. aghAtIthI Dare che, paNa bhAI, aghAtI karmane teDavAnI khuda kevaLInI paNa tAkAta nathI. samudaghAta karIne kevaLI samasthitimAM kare paNa teDI zake nahI. saheja vedanIyane udaya thAya tyAM davAkhAne deDe. je na maTe te aMbAjI ane bhavAnI karavA jAya. vedanIya karmanA be bheda che. zAtAvedanIya ane azAtA vedanIya. azAtA koIne gamatI nathI. jIvane anAdithI saMsAramAM muMjhavanAra hoya te te mehanIya che. mohanIya karmanA be bheda che. darzana mehanIya ane cAritra mehanIya. cAritra mehanIyanI 25 prakRti che ane darzana mohanIyanI traNa che. satya vastunuM bhAna thavA na denAra kaMI hoya te darzana mehanIya che. tenI upara ghA kare. aghAtI karmathI Dare nahi zeTha pitAnAmAM sthira thaI gayA che. babe divase kayAM pasAra thaI gayA tenI khabara paDI nahi. chelle divasa AvI gayo. rAta paDI. leko dhAbA upara caDIne jovA lAgyA. A jIvane kayAM rasa che, je A jagyAe dharmajAgaraNa karavAnuM hoya, eka sAmAyikatu. mA khamaNa karAvavAmAM Ave tyAre jagADavA mATe kaMIka TIkhala karAve. paNa ahIM keIne jagADavA prayatna kare paDatuM nathI. rAtrinA bAra vAgyA. khUba vijaLI thavA lAgI. A mitra zeThanI pAse Avyo che. tenI patnIne leke sAmethI kahevA lAgyA ke hAthe karIne raMDApa levA patine zA mATe javA dIdho? haju paNa bolAvI lAve, vijaLI khUba thAya che. mitranI patnI khUba gaMbhIra hatI. kahe che ke, bhAI, eka jIvane je zAMti maLatI heya, samAdhi rahetI hoya te lAbhanuM ja kAraNa che. je thavAnuM che temAM kAMI ja miyA thavAnuM nathI. tame kAMI ja ciMtA na kare. dharmathI pApa cAlyuM jAya che. vijaLI zeThanA makAna upara ghumarI khAya che. joke kahe che ke, nakkI mahArAjanI vAta sAcI ja paDaze. kaDAkA thAya che paNa zeThane kaMI ja khabara nathI. barAbara rAtrinA traNa vAge vijaLI paDI paNa kyAM paDI ! zeThanA makAnanA chAparAnI chatane vadhArAne bhAga che tenA upara paDI ane te bhAga tUTI gayo. vijaLI paDavAthI moTo dhaDAke thaye. e dhaDAke ke meTe thaye haze? zeTha te pitAnA upagamAM sthira che.

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71 vatsu sAhAve dhammA " vastune je svabhAva che te ja tene dhama che. enu ci'tvana kare che. temane bahAra zuM thAya che tenI kaMI ja khabara nathI. kAraNa ke AtmAnI laganI lAgI gaI che. have kraeNDunI mamatA nathI rahI tethI upacAga peAtAmAM vatA thayA. tame eka kAusagga karIne beThA haiA paNu kayAre keNu AvyuM tenI paNa tamane khakhara hAya, kema kharUM ne ? (hasAhasa) sa MvatsarInA divasa hAya, te divase pratikramaNamAM bhIDa hAya, kAusagga karyo hAya, aMdhAre koInuM Debu' vAgI gayuM te tamane kAusaggamAM khabara paDe ke nahi ? jo peAtAnA upayegamAM hA te khabara na paDe. '' te ba Mne savAra paDatAM mANaseA DhADI Ave che. leke| mAne che ke zeTha ane temanA citra ane khaLIne khAkha thaI gayAM haze. paNa AvIne jIve che bhaktimAM lIna che. zu manyu' tenI khakhara nathI. zeTha jAgRta banyA. Apatti AvI paNa bacI gayAM. zeTha kahe che mitra ! kharekhara! te ja mane ApattimAMthI ugAryAM che. cAra cAra divasa meM AtadhyAna ane raudradhyAna karyuM. tArA AvyA pachI traNa dvivasa kayAM na paDI ane mane samajAI gayuM ke A saMsAra kevA che ? che ne ke AmAMthI samajIne sarakI javA jevuM che. zeThanI AMkha khulI gai. have kroDAdhipati banavAnI mamatA na rahI. have te ema ja thayuM ke A badhuM cheADavA jevu che. zeTha potAnA mitrane pAMcalAkha rUpiyA Ape che. mitra levAnI nA pADe che. zeTha kahe che mitra ! jo tu' na maLye hAta teA mArI kevI dazA thAta ! khUba Agraha karIne mitrane paisA Ape che, bIjA pacAsa lAkha rUpiyA zeDha dAnamAM vApare che. tyAM svAnA sagA zeThANIne khabara maLyA ke vijaLI paDI gaI ane zeTha khacI gayA. ane pacAsa lAkha rUpiyAnuM dAna karyuM ! tyAM zeThANI DhADatA AvyAM ane kahevA lAgyAM--svAmInAtha ! huM nAnI khALa chuM, e bALako che ane Ama paisA dAnamAM phrema vAparI nAkheA che ! tame bacI gayA e teA mArI khAdhA-AkhaDI phaLI, mAre ghInI khAdhA, gALanI khAdhA ane miThAinI khAdhA che. mArA nAtha ! tamane utte vA ya na vAze.... (hasAhasa). zeTha kahe che zeThANI ! tamAre mATe hajI mUDI rAkhI che. tamane rajhaLatA nahIM karU, pazu have mane e vAta samajAI gaI ke A sa'sAramAM kAi kAinu nathI. sagA-saMba dhI badhA svAnA che. mATe huM have tamArA raMga-rAgamAM sAuM tema nathI. zeThane jyAre AvuM banyu tyAre bhAna thayuM ke kharekhara ! jJAnIoe sasAramAMthI samajIne sarakI javAnuM kahyuM che te zreSTha che, kAraNa ke Ave! mAnavadeha pharI pharIne niha maLe. je mAnava deha mATe devA jha MkhanA kare che! gurU deve je kahyuM hatu te A rIte zeThane jagADavA mATe ja, pasAra thaI gayA tenI khabara baMdhuo ! have tamane lAge

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72 devAnupriye ! sAMbhaLeA, tamArA karatAM devA keTalA samRddha che! hIrAthI, pannAthI e zAbhita hAya che, chatAM devabhava mAnava bhava karatAM uMcA nahi kAraNa ke vrata-niyama ahI' ja che. ahiMsA saMyama ane tapa A traNa tattvathI yukta evA dhama' e sarvAM maMgalAmAM utkRSTa maMgala che. A dhama jenA haiyAmAM vase che tene dhruve paNa namaskAra kare che. " dhammA maMgala muThiM, ahiMsA sajamA tavA / dhruvA vi taM nama'sati, jassa dhamme sayA maNeA ! " daza sU. a.1 gA 1. karoDapatie AvIne munine name emAM munie kAMi phulI javAnI jarUra nathI, kAraNa ke leAkeA mANasane nathI namatA paNa eNe je tyAga karyuM che tene name che, ane devatAo namana kare che te kayA bhAvathI kare che ? e mANusa sattAdhIza che, eNe ghaNI DIgrIe meLavI che agara ghaNI padavIe meLavI che eTale nahi, paNa e je namana kare che enI pAchaLa sadbhAva che. ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa AgaLa devA jhUke che. je mANasa ahiMsaka che enI pravRtti kevI hAya ! enA jIvanathI, enI karuNAthI koIne duHkha na thAya, kyAMya e hi MsAnuM nimitta na bane. tevI ja rIte manamAM ema vicAre ke mAre kAInuM azubha zA mATe ciMtavavuM joIe! ane khelatI vakhate eve vicAra kare ke mArI vANI kaDavI teA nathI ne? mArI bhASA nirdoSa ane mIThI teA che ne! leAkeA kArelAnuM zAka banAve che te paNa temAM gheADA goLa nAMkhe che. kaDavAM na lAgavA joI e. te vicAra karo. mANasanI vANImAM kaTutA hoya te sAMbhaLanArane keTaluM duHkha thAya ? eTale sAcA ahiMsaka mana-vacana-kAyA A traNe rIte nirdoSa hAya che. khIjA nakharamAM Ave che saMyama. A pAMce pAMca aniyaMtrita Indriyo resanA gheADA jevI che. e niyatrita hAya tA ja kAbUmAM rahI zake che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 23mA adhyayanamAM kahyuM che ke-- 44 maNeA sAhasI bhImA, durdA paridhAvaI / ta' sammaM tu nigirhAmi, dhammasikakhAI kanthaga' u u. sU. a 23 gA--58 mana e sAhasika duSTa gheADA che. tenA dhama rUpI zikSAthI samyaka prakAre nigraha karavAmAM Ave te ja te kAbUmAM rahI zake che. pAMca indriyA ane chaDA mana upara saoNMcama lAvI tenA su Mdara rIte upayega karavA joie. mANasa nakkI kare ke mAre mArI indriyAnA sArA upayAga karavA che teA e suMdara tattvane pAmI zake. AMkhathI ucca kakSAnuM vAMcana karI tattvajJAnanA umadA bhAvA manamAM vasAvI zake. kAna dvArA koInIya kharAkha vAta sAMbhaLavI na gamavI joIe. kAinuM ya kharAma sAMbhaLIe eTale ApaNane e vyakti pratye abhAva thaI jAya che. ane enA pratyenA sadbhAva sAmAnya rIte nIkaLI jAya che, mATe kAInI malIna vAta sAMbhaLavI, enA karatAM vIra prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavI, jIvanamAM preraNAdAyI kathAo sAMbhaLavI, mahAna purUSonA jIvanamAM

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03 banI gayelAM mahatvanA manAvA sAMbhaLyA hAya tA mana e bhAvAthI kevuM pavitra bane che! kharAba vAtA ghaNI vakhata ApaNAM divase ane rAtrIe bagADI nAMkhe che. jyAre sUvA jatAM pahelA sAMbhaLelI ke vicArelI eka sArI vAta rAtrIne sudara bhAvAthI bharI de che. jo bhagavAnanA jIvana prasaMgAnuM dararAja sUtAM pahelAM smaraNa karatAM hai, gurUne yAda karI temanA guNAnu smaraNa karI tamane sUvAnI Teva haze te svapno paNa tevAM ja Avaze. tamane paNa ema thavu joie ke Aje mane svapnamAM gurUnAM dana thayAM. kharekhara huM evuM jIvana kathAre jIvIza ! evAM svapnA meLavavA mATe sUtAM pahelAM pUrI zAMti joIe. kAnamAM sArA zabdonuM guMjana hAya, AMkhamAM cAritravAna saMtAnA krena hAya ane prANAmAM prabhutAnI parAga hAya tenuM nAma saMyama jIvana. che. ahiMsA ane sayama pachI Ave che tapa. kAI paNa kSetramAM AgaLa vadhavuM hAya tA tapazcaryA joIe. tapazcaryA eTale mAtra ekAsaNu ke upavAsa ja nahi, be kalAka palAMThI vALIne eka Asane besavuM e paNa tapa che. kSamA rAkhavI e paNu tapa "kSamA tulya tapA nAsti" ane anukuLa pratikuLa sa'cegAmAM samabhAva rAkhavA e paNa tapa che. tame niNya karyuM ke huM ATaluM dhyAna karIne ja uThIza, e saMkalpathI tame je karyuM... tenu nAma abhyaMtara tapa che. tamArI kAyAnA utsa karI sa'kalpanA khaLathI eTalI vAra tame eka Asana para beThA te AMtarika tapa che. jonArane khyAla na Ave ke A mANasa tapa kare che pazu karanAranI sAdhanA cAlu che eTale e abhyaMtara tapa che. duniyAmAM jeTalA mahAna kAryo che te tapazcaryAM vinA siddha thaI zakatA nathI. A ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa jenA hRdayamAM hAya tene devatAo paNa namaskAra kare che. duniyAmAM deve uttama kahevAya che. paNa devAne mana AvA mANasa vadhAre uttama che, kAraNa ke AtmasvarUpanI pichANa, AtmAnA vikAsa, ane A deha dvArA meAkSa je kAI meLavI zake tema heAya te te mAnava ja che. aMdhue ! A zarIra e koi sAmAnya cIja nathI. A dehathI meAkSa maLe che. mATe duniyAmAM A mAnava deha jevuM khIjuM eka paNa uttama sAdhana nathI, mATe jJAnI kahe che, A zarIranuM ratnanA karaDiyAnI jema rakSaNu karo. paNa mAtra Atma sAdhanAnA lakSathI ja. manamAM tamAruM dhyeya nakI karI lejo ke mAre mUkIne mukta thavuM eTale mAkSa meLavavA mATe mAre A sasAramAMthI samajIne sarakI javuM joie. jIva annAnathI AvRtta che eTale samajIne sarakatA nathI. baMdhue ! zeTha jyAM sudhI samajyAM na hatAM tyAM sudhI temane mamatA hatI, paNa jyAM temanI AMkha khulI tyAM te samajIne sarakI gayA. tame paNa jo samajyA hAya te sarakavA mAMDajo. 10 zA,

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74 je cha AtmAnI vAta cAle che te AtmAe sa sAranA bhayathI trAsa pAmIne, kAmabhogAne cheADIne jinezvara prabhunuM zaraNu kevI rIte a MgikAra karaze ane zuM khanaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze, Aje bA. bra. pU. maNIbAI mahAsatIjInI puNyatithi che. kharekhara mahAna AtmAnAM jIvana ja evAM hAya che ke je pAte A duniyAmAMthI cAlyA javA chatAM bIjAne preraNA ApatA jAya che. te ja pramANe pU. maNIbAi mahAsatIjI Aje temanA saMyamI:jIvananI suvAsa saune ApatAM gayA che. temanA janma 1944nA baisAkhasuda 11nA divase mALIyA gAmamAM dazAzrImALI vaNika jJAtimAM thayA hatA. bAlyAvasthAmAMthI ja dharmanA sa`skAra maLatAM pU mAMdhIbAi mahAsatIjI pAse mAtA ne dikarI antae dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laine pU. gurUNInA caraNa kamaLamAM rahI Atma jAgRtimAM rahetA khUba jJAna prApta karyuM ane bhavya jIvane jInezvaranA mAnuM bhAna karAvyuM. pU. maNIbAie peAtAnA saMyamI jIvananI suvAsa phelAvI Atma-sAdhanA sAdhI aneka jIvAne tAryo. ke je hAla vartamAnamAM birAjamAna pU. mA. pra. zrI yAbAI mar3AsatIjI, vijayAbAI mahAsatIjI vigere ThANAo vidyamAna che, te badhA pratApa pU. maNIbAi mahAsatIjIne che. Ama sADAogaNapacAsa varSI dIkSA paryAya pALI TakArA gAmamAM 2006 nA jeTha vada AThamanA divase sa` jIvane khamAvI A mahAna satIjInA jIvana divaDA sadAne mATe bUjhAI gayeA. Aja sau kAI sArA paccakhANu lezo teA ja puNyatithinI sAkatA kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na--11 aSADa vada 9 ne sAmavAra tA. 27-7-70 zAstrakAra bhagavata trileAkInAtha prabhu mahAvIra svAmIe pharamAvela uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 36 adhyayanamAMthI caudamA adhyayanamAM cha jIvAnuM varNana Ave che. te cha jIvA pUrve kANu hatA, kayAMthI AvyA che ane kai nagarImAM utpanna thayA che, tenuM varNana siddhAMtakAre karyu` che. temanA nAma zuM che te AgaLanI gAthAmAM Avaze. paNa te jIvA kevA hatA ! niSviNu saMsAra bhayA jahAya, jiNiMda magna saraNuM pavannA" te AtmAe pUrvabhavamAM karelA devagatine ceAgya zubha kamanA bhAgavaTo karIne zeSa bAkI rahelAM kramane bhegavavA mATe jyAM jinezvara deva praNIta dhama najIka hoya tevA pradhAna-uttama kuLane viSe AvIne utyanna thayAM. tyAM paNa saMsAranA bhayathI trAsa pAmyA;

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kAmaga cheDIne te AtmAoe zrI jinezvaredevanA zAsananuM zaraNa aMgIkAra karyuM, kAraNa ke pUrve karelAM zubha karmonA prabhAvathI uttama kuLa ane tene anukuLa sAmagrIo te maLI jAya che, paNa jinezvara praNIta dharmanI prApti te AtmAnA kSAyika ane kSapazama bhAvathI ja prApta thAya che. tethI te AtmAo dravyathI bhautika sukhethI yukta ane bhAvathI AdhyAtmika sukhethI yukta hatA. baMdhuo, tame amArAthI dUra jaIne bese ke najIka bese paNa eka vakhata te bhagavAna jinezvaranA prarUpelA dharmanA zaraNe tamAre AvavuM ja paDaze. jema vyavahAramAM eka Dhera je tenA mAlikanA khIlaDe hoya che te tene tene mAlika manamAje cAre ne khANa khavaDAve che, tene paMpALe che, paNa je DhAra tenA mAlikanA khIlaDAne choDI game tyAM rakhaDe che te tene DaphaNAM ja maLe che, tema ApaNe paNa je bhagavAnanI AjJAno khIlaDo cheDIne marajI mujaba pharIzuM te ApaNe mATe paNa caturgatinA duHkha rUpI DaphaNuM taiyAra che. A AtmAone tyAM vaibhavanI kamInA na hatI, chatAM bhagavAnanuM zaraNu zA mATe aMgIkAra karyuM? temane saMsArano bhaya lAgyo hato. saMsAramAM sukha karatAM dukha vadhAre che. jema pRthvImAM jamIna karatAM pANI vadhAre che tema saMsAramAM sukhane bhAga zeDo che ne duHkhano bhAga vadhAre che. e game tyAMthI chAlaka mArIne AvI jAya che. eTale satata jAgatimAM ApaNe kahevuM joIe ane vicAra karavo joIe ke mane A bhautika sAdhane maLyA che, bahAranA vipUla padArtho ane prasiddhi prApta thayAM che, e te pUrvanA purayeyathI; paNa have mAre e maya banavuM nathI, paNa tenAthI alipta rahevuM che. uttarAdhyayana satranAM 25 mA adhyayanamAM kahyuM che ke jahA miM ja jAya, neva limpaI vAriNA evaM alipta kAmehi, te vayaM bUma mAhiNuM " u. sU. a. 25 gA. 27 bhAga ane vAsanAonA zaibhavathI jeTalA alipta rahezo teTalA saMsAramAM tame AnaMdathI rahI zakazo. jema kamaLa pANImAM utpanna thAya che, chatAM tenAthI alipta rahe che, tema tame saMsAramAM rahe , vyavahAra calAve che, paNa badhuM mAruM nathI, evI rIte udAsIna bhAvathI rahe. je udAsIna bhAva keLavyuM haze, te kapara saMyogomAM paNa tamArI svasthatA TakI zakaze. taraMga vagaranA sthira sarovaranA zAMta pANI bilArInA kAca jevA pAradarzaka hoya che. enA kinAre jaIne tame bese te temAM tamArU pratibiMba dekhAze. tema manamAM jyAre bhautika sukha meLavavAnA taraMge zAMta thaI jAya che tyAre jIvana paNa bilerInA kAca jevuM banI jaze, tyAre je AnaMda aMdarathI Ave che e kaI adUbhUta hoya che.

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tenI anubhUti thatAM mANasa manamAM ne manamAM malakAya che. zAMta taraMga vinAne sarovara jevI avasthA mANasanA cittamAM thAya che tyAre ja aMdarane malakATa Ave che. evI avasthA prApta karavAne mATe prayatnapUrvaka satata jAgRta rahevuM paDe che. eka vakhata satya svarUpanI pichANa thavI joIe. ghaNI vakhata keTalIka vastuomAM tamane sukha dekhAtuM hoya paNa vAstavika sukha temAM hoya ja nahi. keTalIka vastuo evI hoya che ke jemAM sukha dekhAtuM nathI, paNa hoya che te kharuM ja. evI ja rIte pratiSThA ane prasiddhi rUpa padArthamAM zAMtinuM darzana thAya, paNa anubhava karavA jAya tyAre lAMbe vakhate jarUra samajAze ke AmAM mAtra duHkha ja che. baMdhuo! tamane saMsArane bhaya lAga joIe. bhavane kheda the joIe ke huM A saMsAranA svArthanI sAMkaLamAM jakaDAIne kALAbajAra karI karmonuM baMdhana karI rahyo chuM, te mAruM zuM thaze? mArA bhava kevA jaze? tamane kheda te jarUra thAya che paNa kayAM? tame ophIse gayA ane tamAruM dhAryuM je na thayuM te kheda thAya che. putra AjJA na mAne te kheda thAya che, paNa bhavane bhaya lAga joIe "bhavabhIrU banyA vinA bhavakaTTI na thAya ane pApabhIrU banyA vinA pavitra na banAya" eTaluM tame jarUra samajI leje. saMsAra pratyene kheda karmanuM baMdhana karAvaze ane bhavana kheda bhavanAM baMdhane teDI nAkhaze. sukha kaI bhautika bAda padArtha ke raMgarAgamAM nathI, paNa prabhunI AjJAmAM ja sAcuM sukha che. batrIsa AgamamAMthI te batAve ke lakSmIdevInA zaraNe javAmAM ke patnI putranA zaraNe javAmAM zuM sukha che? bAhyadaSTi nahIM chUTe tyAM sudhI tame sAcA sukhanI meja mANI zakazo nahi, paNa jyAM aMtardaSTi khulI jaze pachI te tamane A dehane rAga 5Na chUTI jaze. A zarIra paNa eka sAdhana che. jema upara caDhavuM hoya te sIDI sAdhana che ane e sAdhana dvArA tame upara caDhI gayA. paNa je sIDIne cheDo nahi te tamane keI mUrkha kaheze ane kaheze ke bhAI! tuM upara caDhI gaye, have sIDIne meha zA mATe rAkhe che! have choDI de. tema sAdhanAnI sIDI upara je tamAre javuM hoya, mekSanI maMjhIle pahoMcavuM hoya to tamAre dehane rAga paNa cheDe paDaze. AvatI kAlathI upavAsanI pacaraMgI karAvavAnI che. tenI jAherAta karavAmAM Ave che tyAre keTalAka ema kahe che ke zuM karIe.! paMcaraMgI te karavI che paNa bhUkha lAge che. jJAnI purUSe te kahe che ke - "tana durbala hone ke bhaya se, tuMne tapa-vrata kIyA nahi, sAmAyika ekAsana kara ke, zuddha bhAva rasa piyA nahi, puSTa banAyA jise rAta-dina, pilA khilA kara bhajana pAna, vaha zarIra bhI tujhe cheDa kara, he jAtA hai naSTa nAdAna."

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77. zarIra sUkAI javAnA bhayathI tapa karatA nathI paNa vicAra karo ke A zarIra tapathI ja sUkAya che ema nathI. zarIra aneka prakAre sUkAya che. ciMtAthI zarIra sUkAya che. TI. bI. Adi regathI paNa zarIra sUkAya che. kadAca na sUkAya te paNa eka divasa te tene choDavAnuM ja che. tenA karatAM samajIne teno moha choDavAmAM majhA che. tame pacaraMgI pAghaDI paherIne, varanA bApa banIne dikarAne paraNAvavA gayA hatA, tyAM te tamAre AnaMda kei era hatuM, paNa e AnaMda tamAro khaMkherAI jaze. je tame A upavAsanI pacaraMgIrUpa pAghaDI paheraze te bhagavAnanA darabAramAM tamane sthAna maLaze. pacaraMgI karavAnA bhAva che paNa vasamuM lAge che ? bhAI, huM tamane eka vAta pUchuM chuM ke tame vararAjA banIne paraNavA gayA. mAyAnA mAyarAmAM beThA, tyAre tamane e vicAra Avyo hato ke huM have cAra pagavALo thaIza, pachI dikarAne bApa banIza. tyAre A saMsAranI dhuMsarI upADI zakIza ke nahi?: patnI sAthe banaze ke nahi? jIvanamAM sukha-duHkhanA vAyarA vAze tyAre kaDavA ghUMTaDA pIne mArI AbarUM sAcavI zakIza ke nahi? te vakhate jarAya zaMkA paNa thatI nathI. ane cAritranI vAta Ave che tyAre reMjI paMjI banIne kaMgAlatA batAve che ! AtmAne prabaLa purUSArtha upADazo to Atmika zaktione ughADa thaI jaze. tamArA rAjakoTamAM kevA mahAna purUSa hatA. temanA zaktine tamane khyAla che ne? pU. DuMgarazI mahArAja thaI gayA, e te mahAna jJAnI ane samartha hatA paNa temanA ziSya eka DAhyAlAlajI mahArAja hatA. jevA nAma tevA guNa temanAmAM hatA. temanI prazaMsA cAre tarapha khUba thavA lAgI. pU. ajarAmarajI mahArAje temanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI. tyAre temane zaMkA thaI ke temanA gurU te mahAna che, paNa zuM emano ziSya e vidvAna haze! pU. ajarAmarajI mahArAja vihAra karIne DuMgarazI mahArAjanI pAse AvyA ane kahe che, je ApanI AjJA heya te mATe ApanA ziSyanI parIkSA karavI che. tyAM gurUnuM haiyuM harakhAI gayuM ke mArA ziSyamAM keTalI pAtratA che, lAyakAta che, te bahAragAmathI saMta tenI parIkSA levA AvyA. A jagyAe tamArI kaI parIkSA levA Ave te harakha thAya ke kheda thAya ? enuM mApa tame ja kADhI leje ke, mArI eTalI taiyArI DuMgarazI mahArAja kahe che, khuzIthI tame mArA ziSyanI parIkSA karI zake che. vyAkhyAnamAM jatI vakhate DAhyAlAlajI mahArAjane lAvyA ane pa-25 ka nahi paraMtu 500leka pU. ajarAmarajI mahArAje ApyAM ane kahyuM ke tame ATalAM bleka taiyAra karI deje. AjJA ApIne e te vyAkhyAnamAM cAlyA gayA. gaucarI-pANIthI paravAryA. bapore vAMcaNIne samaya thaye, tyAre kahe che pelA ke bolI jAva.tyAM DAhyAlAlajI mahArAja 500 zleke kaDakaDATa besI gayA.

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78 tamane kahevAmAM Ave ke zrAvakajI, pratikramaNa AvaDe che ! te zuM kahe che? mahArAja! have "pAkI keDIe kAMThA na caDe." e te mATI che eTale kAMThA na caDe paNa tame te paMcendriya che ne! tamAre vepAra kara hoya, beMkanA khAnA bharavAnA hoya, Adi kAme. mAM kaI divasa kahe che ke pAkI keDIe kAMThA na caDe. kaMIka zrAvake moTI uMmare paNa zAstra bhaNe che. jIvanI jijJAsA jAgavI joIe. vadhu na AvaDe te ochAmAM eAchuM sAmAyika ane pratikramaNa te tamane avazya AvaDavuM ja joIe. A DAhayAlAlajI mahArAja 500 kaleka kaDakaDATa bolI gayA. A joI ajarAmarajI mahArAja sthira thaI gayA. ahA ! jevA gurU che te ja temane ziSya che. jema tamane kamAu dikare vahAlo lAge che tema zAsananI vRddhi kare te vinayavaMta ziSya paNa gurUne vahAle hoya che. jJAna gekhavAthI AvaDatuM nathI, zarIra dhuNAvIne game teTaluM gekhavAthI je jJAna maLatuM nathI te vaDIlene vinaya karavAthI tathA temanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAthI maLe che. bharUcamAM eka bApa-dikara, sAsu ane vahu ema cAra mANasanuM kuTuMba hatuM. ane cAreyane e niyama hatuM ke dareka AThama pAkhInA divase bApa dikarAe ekAsaNuM karavuM ane sAsu vahue upavAsa kare. AThama pAkhInA divase cAra vAge dukAna baMdha karI devAnI. gharAka hoya te munImane seMpI de paNa pite dukAnamAM na rahe. ghare AvIne be sAmAyika kare. A cAre ja savAre vyAkhyAnamAM zuM sAMbhaLyuM hatuM, gurUdeve kayA bhAnuM nirUpaNa karyuM hatuM te viSayamAM carcA kare. grahaNa karavA egya vAtane grahaNa kare. pachI pratikramaNa kare. A rIte temane kAryakrama hate. eka divasa evuM banyuM ke gharamAM ghauM sApha karavAnA hatA, eTale sAsu vahu baMne carcA karavA jaI zakyA nahi. bApa dikare upara carcA kare che. nIce avAje Ave che. aDadhe kalAka to avAja AvyuM, pachI avAja AvatuM baMdha thaI gayo. tyAre vahu kahe che bA ! uparathI avAja AvatuM baMdha thaI gayo. baMne kema mauna thaI gayA haze? sAsu kahe che dhyAnamAM haze. vahu kahe che tame upara jaIne tapAsa karo. Ama kema banyuM che? sAsujI upara gayAM, jaIne juve che te bApa-dikaro baMne bebhAna thaIne paDayA che. sAsu vahune upara belAve che. baMnene zuM thayuM? jhera caDhayuM hoya tema lAge che, sAmAyika pUrI thaI haze ke nahi? sAsu te raDavA lAgyA. vahu DAhI ne samajaNI hatI. kahe che bA ! tame raDazo nahi. bIjuM kAMIja nathI. kaMI khAvAmAM AvyuM lAge che, bhagavAnanA zaraNe javAthI janma-jarA ne maraNanA bhayaMkara jhera utarI jAya che. te pachI A jhera kema na utare? tame mArA sasarAjInuM mAthuM khoLAmAM lo ane huM tamArA dikarAnuM mAthuM meLAmAM lauM. ane tamane bhakatAmara stotra AvaDe che, ApaNe baMne ene bleka bolIe.

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rakatekSaNe samada keli kanDanIla krodhodhanaM phaNinamuphaNa mAM patakhtama che AkrAmati kramayugena nirasta zaMka ! tvanAma nAgadamanI hadi yasya pusaH 5 bhaktAmara gA. 41 game te sarpadaMza thaye heAya ke jhera caDhayAM hoya te bhaktAmastotrathI utarI jAya che, paNa temAM zraddhA hovI joIe. sAsu ne vahu baMne ekAgra cite kaleka bolI rahyAM che. jyAM ekavIsa vakhata phaleka belyA tyAM vahunA meLAmAM rahelA tenA patine mITa thavA lAgI. peTamAMthI badhuM jhera nIkaLI gayuM ane te beThe thaI gaye, paNa sasarAnuM jhera utaratuM nathI. tyAre sAsujI kahe che beTA! mArA dikarAnuM jhera utarI gayuM ane tamArA sasarAne kema utaratuM nathI? leka te huM ane te baMne sAthe ja belyA. vahu kahe che bA ! e vAta pachI kahIza. paNa hamaNAM tame mArA bApujInuM mAthuM mArA kheALAmAM mUkI do. e bhale mArA sasarA che paNa mAre mana mArA pitAjI che. vaLI tame paNa pAse ja beThAM che. sasarAnuM mAthuM meLAmAM laI pharIne bhaktAmara staMtrane kaleka bele che. jyAM sAta vakhata vahu belI tyAM sasarAjIne mITa zarU thaI gaI ane jyAM bIjI sAta vakhata belyA tyAM bhAna AvyuM ane trIjI sAta vakhata bolyA tyAM te sasarAjI beThA thaI gayA. vahunA meLAmAM mAthuM joI pUche che beTA ! tamArA khoLAmAM mAruM mAthuM kema ? vaha kahe che pitAjI! ApanI AvI sthiti hatI. AvA samaye to Apa pitA samAna che. baMne bApa-dikaro zuddhimAM AvyA ane pUche che tamane zuM thayuM? te baMne kahe che ke Aje jamyA-na jamyA ane amane kaMIka thaI javA lAgyuM. zuM thAya che te khabara na paDI. amane lAgyuM ke garamI sakhta che mATe Ama thatuM haze. vahu kahe che, khAvAmAM ja kaMIka thayuM hovuM joIe. te divase kAma karanArI bAI AvI na hatI. tapAsa karI joyuM te dALanI tapelImAM nAnuM gaLInuM baccuM joyuM. enuM ja jhera caDhayuM che. baheno! ayatnAthI kAma karavAmAM keTaluM nukazAna thAya che. bhale dharmadhyAna ochuM thAya te khera, paNa tame gharanuM kAma karavAmAM khUba upaga rAkhaje. have sAsu pUche che beTA ! tAre ane mAre leka eka sarakhe hevA chatAM tamejhara utArI zakyA ane mArAthI kema na utaryuM ! vahu kahe che bA! huM kahevAne lAyaka nathI, Apa pUcho cho te kahuM chuM bA ! tamane pahelAM bhakatAmara stotra AvaDatuM na hatuM. huM dararoja beluM che te sAMbhaLatA sAMbhaLatA Apane AvaDI gayuM eTale Ape gurU samIpe te jJAna lIdhuM nathI. ane huM mArA gurU pAse vinayapUrvaka zIkhI chuM. dararoja

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gurUne vaMdana karI zAtA pUchIne huM, zleAka letI hatI. gurunA mukhethI tenA artha ane paramA sAMbhaLIne hRdayamAM dhAraNa karela che. eTale huM jyAre OAtra melu' ane mane aMdarathI je bhAva Ave te Apane nahi Ave. mArAmAM ne tamArAmAM A ja phaka che. sAsu kahe che beTA! bhale tame vahu che paNa have huM dararAja tamane vaMdaNA karIne vinayapUrvaka leAka zIkhIza. tuM gurU ane huM ziSya. jJAna meLavatI vakhate Ave vinaya joI e, mAlA mahenA! tame A rIte karo kharA ne ! sAsujI vinayapUrvaka bhaktAmara arthAM sahita vahu pAsethI zIkhI gayA. kahevAnA Azaya e che ke vinaya karIne lIdheluM jJAna Take che ane phaLadAyI nIvaDe che. mATe Apa savAre dararoja prAthanA thAya che temAM jarura AvavAnuM rAkhaze. vyAkhyAna na-12 aSADa vada 10ne magaLavAra tA. 28-7-70 trileAkInAtha zAstrakAra bhagavate jagatanA jIvAnA kalyANane mATe zAzvata mAga khatAvela che. jJAnI bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI vANInAM je phulaDAM jharyA che tene gaNadhara purUSoe mALA rUpe zuMthI lIdhA che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA chatrIsa adhyayanamAM caudamA adhyayananA cha jIvAnA adhikAra cAle che. te AtmAe peAte karelAM karmone devabhavamAM bhAgavIne je zeSa kAM bAkI rahI gayA che tene bhAgavavA mATe uttama kuLamAM janma pAmyA che. krama zabda eka che paNa tenA be vibhAga che. eka zubha ane khIjo azubha. puNyanA kULA zubha hAya che ane pApanA kLe azubha haiAya che. puNyathI jIvane anukuLa sAmagrI maLe che. jIva jyAre Ave che tyAre te ekalA ja Ave che. phkata tenA zubhAzubha karmAM ja tenI sAthe hAya che. tame kadAca e vAtane nahi mAnA paNa adhue, sAMbhaLeA. jIva Ave che ekalApaNu ahIM janma pAmyA pachI kAikane vizALa kuTuMba hoya che, khammA khammA thatI hAya che jyAre koine kAI ja hetu nathI. A ekapaNu ane anekapaNuM! A badhI kAnI lIlA che! pUrva janmamAM AtmAe je puNya karyuM te ja pramANe A janmamAM gAThavaNI thAya che. A sUkSma guthaNImAM kAinI buddhi kAma karatI nathI. AtmA eka bhavamAMthI khIjA bhavamAM jAya che tyAre tenI sAthe phANu Ave che? eka karma nAmanI sattA, krama

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81 eka che paNa tenAM puNya ane pAparUpathI e bhe paDayAM che. jIva eka gatimAMthI mIMjI gatimAM jAya che tyAre puNya ne pApa tenAM lemiyAM-sAthI bane che. devAnupriyA ! tame jenA upara mamatva rAkhIne mArA mArA kareA che te sagAMsnehIe paNa tamArI sAthe AvavAnAM nathI. 66 mRtyu samaya para pyArI nArI, gharame... rAtI rahe jAtI, mAtA mamatA mayI dvAra tarka, jAtI hai dhunatI chAtI, mitra kuTu bI zmazAnase, Age jAte nahi are, yaha tana bhI te| jala jAegA, tujhe akelA jAnA re." jene tame mArAM mAnyA te paNa sAthe nahi Ave ane jene tame tamArA duzmana mAnyA te paNa sAthe nahi Ave. vahAlA ane vairI badhAya ahI' ja rahI javAnA che paNa e nimitte karelAM pApa ane puNya ja sAthe Avaze. saMsAranI sAiDa tame tapAse ke tamArA saMsAra kevA che? je mApa, dikarA mATe mahenata karI paisA bhegA karI mUkIne jAya che, e dikarAnI khApane prema karavAnI rIta kevI viparIta che! bApane agni sa`skAra dikarA ja kare. je bApe dikarAnu pAlana-peASaNa karyuM, bhaNAvI gaNAvI meTA karyAM e ja dikarAne mALavAne huka maLe. khaMdhue ! A tamArA saMsAranA prema Aga lagADavAnA ja ne! baMdhue, vicAra kareA. e dikarA khApane agni sa MskAra karavA jAya che, te ja vakhate khUba pavana nIkaLyeA. te vakhate dikarA peAtAnuM dhAtiyuM sakAre che. koI pUche bhAI ! Ama zA mATe kare che ? tA dikarA kaheze ke jo mAruM dhAtiyuM na sakAr` te huM paNu bhegA maLI jA' ne ? peAtAnuM eka kapaDuM paNu khaLe nahi te peAtAne sAcavIne bApane aMzuke agni cAMpe che. jeTalAM sagAM Aga lagADe che teTalA dUranA nathI lagADatAM. zoka ane saMtApa badhuM najIkanAthI ubhuM thAya che. leke jene sneha kahe che temAMthI ja duHkhanA dAvAnaLa ubhA thAya che. A jagatamAM je kaMi avanavu' dekhAya che te pApa ane puNyanAM khela che. ane tene lIdhe jIvane sukha ane duHkhanA yoga thAya che. je vastunI kalpanA paNa na hoya tenI prApti thAya che, ane je prApta thayeluM Aya che tenA viyeAga thAya che. puNyane lIdhe anukuLa saMyogo maLe tyAre tame namra banajo ane pApane lIdhe pratikuLa sa yeme maLe tyAre temAM samabhAva rAkho, pratikuLamAM tame anukuLa khanI jazo te pratikuLatA ApameLe cAlI jaze. Aje duniyAmAM darekane sukha ja game che. duHkha gamatu nathI. sukha anukuLa lAge che ane duHkha pratikuLa lAge che. pazu sukha ane duHkha peAtAnA karyAMthI ja prApta thAya che. ane samabhAve bhAgavI laIe teA ja mukita thAya. eka kavie kahyu che ke jema 11 zA.

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82 pagamAM derInI gUca paDI gaI hoya te te vakhate kUdAkUda karavAthI te gUMca vadhu paDe che, paNa zAMtithI je ukelavAmAM Ave te ukelI jAya che, tema ApaNA karmane lIdhe je guMca paDI gaI che tene ukelavA mATe zAMti, samabhAva, dhyAna, mana ane svAdhyAya karavAne badale dhAMdhala ane dhamAla karavA mAMDIe te e kamane koyaDa kaI rIte ukelI zakAya? karamane keyaDa alabelo, ejI ene pAma nathI sahelo, karamane keyaDe alabelo. caMdana bALA rAjakumArI, dharama jene varelo, kaMcana kAyA enI coTe vecANI, karame pIche karelo... karamane keyaDa alabelo. caMdanabALA jevI satI je rAjakumArI hatI, chatAM ene karmone udaya thayo. ene cauTe vecAvuM paDyuM. mULa zeThANIe tene kevAM dukhe ApyAM. ane te samaye satI caMdanabALAe kevI samatA rAkho, A vAta te tame sau jANe che ne? pratikuLatAmAM paNa anukULa banI gayA, te mokSanA motI banI gayA. karmodaya samaye je ArtadhyAna thAya te duHkhamAM vadhAro thAya ane jo dharmadhyAna karavAmAM Ave te junAM karmo khapI jAya ane dukhanA vAdaLa khasI jatAM sukhane sUraja ugavAne ja che. tatva kone samajAya ! je kaI karmanA svarUpane samajyAM che tene. e te pitAnA AtmAne AvuM ja pUche ke zuM A nimittomAM eTalI tAkAta che ke teo duHkha ApI zake? duHkha tane keNa Ape che! nimitto nahi paNa tArA pUrva janmanuM devuM de che. sAdhune bhAvika zrAvake vaMdana kare paNa je rastAmAM koI magajane casakelo maLe te gALa de. te vakhate saMta ze vicAra kare ? eNe mane gALa kema dIdhI ? tuMkAre kema karyo? e vicAra na kare paNa e vicAra kare ke A te bicAro pAgala che, ajJAna che, ene kamane udaya che. enA nimitte mAre AvuM sAMbhaLavAne udaya che. eka jIva karmanuM baMdhana kare che tyAre bIje samatAbhAvathI karmane teDe che. Indro bhagavAnane vaMdana-namaskAra kare che tyAre saMgamadeva bhagavAnane upasargo Ape che. eka upAsanA kare che, bIje upahAsa kare che. e benI vacce samatulA rAkhavI e ja jIvananI umadA taka che. A samajaNa jeTalI jeTalI jIvanamAM utaratI jAya che teTalA janma sudharatAM jAya. ane devAnI vasUlAta thAya. devuM cUkavAI jaze te leyAta levA nahi Ave. A bAbatamAM zAMtithI jIve vicAravAnuM che ke meM je karmo bAMdhyA che enuM pariNAma puNya ne pApa che. emAM samatulA rAkhavA sadA jAgRta rahevuM joIe. vItarAga pAse cakravatIne na hoya evI siddhio hoya che ane jegIo pAse na hoya tevI tyAgavRtti hoya che,

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Aje tamArI lakSamI ane vaibhave tamane deva, gurU ane dharmanI najIka lAvavAne badale hara laI jAya che. sAcI zrImaMtAI kone kahevAya? jema jema dhana vaibhava vadhe, jema jema sagavaDatA maLe tema tema deva, gurU ane dharmanI najIka tamane laI jAya te ja kharI zrImaMtAI che. devAnupriya! A jIve ajJAnane vaza thaI keTalAM karmo bAMdhyAM? have AvuM vitarAga zAsana pAmyA pachI kaMIka te samaje. bhUla karI te karI paNa have pharIne bhUla na thAya tene mATe khUba sAvaceta rahevAnuM che. kadAca ajANa paNe bhUla thaI jAya te tene khUba pazcAttApa tha joIe ke have pharIne mArAthI kadI AvI bhUla na thAya. eka vakhata cAra chokarAe jugAra ramI rahyA hatAM. temAMthI eka pradhAnane putra hato. bIje purohitane dikaro hate. trIje musalamAnane dikarA ho ane ethe keLIne dIkare hate. A cAre jaNane jugAra ramatAM pilIsa jeI gaye. eTale teone polIse pakaDI lIdhA. ane rAjAnI pAse lAvyA. have cAreya jaNAM jugAra te ramyA hatA. guhe cAreyane sarakhe hatuM, chatAM rAjAne daMDa cAreyane mATe judo hato. darekanI zikSAmAM pharaka hato. pradhAnanA dikarAne rAjAe kahyuM bhAI ! tuM kone dikare che? AvA konI sAthe tuM jugAra rame ? A tane zobhe che? basa rAjAe ATaluM ja kahyuM tyAM pradhAna putra zaramAI gaye. ane pharIne jugAra nahi ramavAnI pratijJA lIdhI. eTale rAjA kahe che, basa tuM have ghara bhego thaI jA. bIjo purohitane putra hato. tene rAjAe kahyuM: tuM brAhmaNa-kuLamAM utpanna thaI AvA nIca lekanI sAthe jugAra rame? tArA pitA keNa che? jugAra ramavAthI keTalA anarthe thAya che? e tane khabara nathI ! carama zarIrI-mekSagAmI cha je pAMDave duryodhana sAthe jugAra ramyAM tenuM zuM pariNAma AvyuM? jugAramAM satI dropadIne hoDamAM mUkatAM paNa acakAya nahi. ane hArI gayAM. ane cauda cauda varSa vanavAsa bhogavavuM paDaze. A sAMbhaLI pahitanA putrane paNa pastA thayo. are ! huM ke pAka? mArA lIdhe mArA bApane paNa sahana karavuM paDaze. rAjAe tene se rUpiyA daMDa karIne choDI mUko. trIne musalamAnane putra hatuM. tenA sAmuM jaine rAjA kahe che ke tAre bApate savAra-sAMja be TAIma namAja paDhanAra che. musalamAne game tyAM jAya. cAhe gAmamAM hoya ke bahAragAma jAya ke gADImAM heya paNa te leke temane niyama cUktA nathI. ane A amArA bhagavAnanA zrAvakene sAmAyika karatAM zarama Ave che. muhapati bAMdhatA zarama Ave che. ane pratikramaNa karavuM te gamatuM ja nathI. tamane reDiye sAMbhaLavAmAM, pharavA javAmAM AnaMda Ave che. kharekhara ! jyAM karmanuM baMdhana thatuM hoya tyAM zarama AvavI joIe. ane

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karmonA baMdhana tUTatAM hoya tyAM zarama choDI devI joIe. paNa Aje avaLo pravAha vahI rahyo che. musalamAnanA chokarAne paNa zoka thayo ke huM jugAra rame te khoTuM karyuM. rAjAe tene eka hajAra rUpiyA daMDa karI chUTe karyo. keLIne dIkaro hato, tene rAjAe, mAthuM muMDAvI meDhe cune lagAvI gadheDA para besADI dezanikAla karI dIdhe, kAraNa ke tene pitAnA kharAba kAmanI zarama na hatI. te nirlajaja hate. cAra chokarAone eka ja sarakho gu hatuM chatAM rAjAe darekane judI rIte daMDa karyo. tenuM kAraNa zuM haze? tamane kaMI samajAya che? rAjAnI pAse eka amaladAra ubhe hato teNe pUchayuM, sAheba ! eka sarakho gunha hovA chatAM Ape zikSA judI judI karI tenuM zuM kAraNa? rAjA kahe che ke darekane zikSA maLI gaI che. tamane thatuM haze ke pradhAnanA dikarAne eTaluM ja kahyuM ke tuM ke dikaro che, tane A zobhe? ATaluM ja kahIne cheDI mUko. paNa bhAI! ene sauthI vadhAre sajA thaI che. tAre jevuM hoya te tene ghera jaIne joI Ava. amaladAra pradhAnane ghera gaye, te pradhAnano dikare eka oraDAmAM besIne raDI rahyo che. khAte pote paNa nathI, zUnamUna thaI gayela che. zaramAI gayo che, kAraNa ke te jAtivaMta ane kuLavAna hatuM. tejI ghoDAne eka ja Take re basa che. tema kuLavAnane eka ja Takera karatAM samajI jAya che. vAraMvAra kahevuM paDatuM nathI. pachI puhitanA ghare gayA te purehitaputra paNa zaramAI gaye hate. meM japurohitano putra thaIne AvuM nIca kArya karyuM? musalamAnano dikare vicArI rahaye hatuM ke eka vakhata jugAra rame ane pakaDAI gaye ane eka hajAra rUpiyA daMDa paDe. have je pharIne ramIza ane pakaDAI jaIza te hajAra rUpiyA daMDa paDaze ane dararoja namAja paDhavAvALA mArA bApane paNa kalaMka lAgaze. paNa che je keLIne dIkarA hatA tene te kaI jAtane aphasosa na hatuM. e te kahevA lAge ke kevuM sAruM thayuM ! mane AkhA gAmamAM pheravyA. enA mukha upara meza lagADavAmAM AvI chatAM moDhA upara lajajA na hatI, paNa te khuza thatuM hatuM. eka vakhata ame khaMbhAtanI pAse rAsa gAma che tyAM gayelA. eka mAjI khATalAmAM sUtelA. gAmanA leke kahe ke mahAsatIjI, A mAcha haju gaI kAleja jelamAMthI chUTIne AvyA che. meM pUchayuM ke sATha varSanI uMmare mAjIe e zuM gunho karyo ke emane jelamAM javuM paDyuM ? mAjIne pUchavAmAM AvyuM te kahe che, huM te dArU gALavAnuM kAma karuchuM. eTale pakaDAI gaI hatI. kAle ja chUTI chuM, paNa have pharIne pakaDAvAnI rAha jouM chuM. mane jelamAM majA Ave che. ahiM tyAM jevuM sukha dekhAtuM nathI. kAraNa ke ahIM te bahu kaTakaTa kare. pUruM khAvAnuM paNa Ape nahIM. ane tyAM bhale juvArane jeTaluM maLe paNa AnaMdathI rahevAnuM. karIne dArU banAvIza ane pakaDAI jaIza. duniyAmAM AvA mANase paNa che ke jene kaI jAtanI zarama hotI nathI.

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85 baMdhue ! tame jAtisaMpanna ane kulasa'panna hazo teA tamane pradhAnanA putranI jema hAya lAgI jaze. ame tamArA ghera gaucarI AvIe ane tamArA gharamAM baTATA joI e tyAre pUchIe ke A ghara kevu che? ame ghara teA bhUlyA nathI ne ? tamArA baTATAnuM zAka joine kahIe ke bhAI ! tame kayA kuLamAM utpanna thayA che ? tame keAnA dikarA che ? tamArA bhANAmAM kaMdamULanuM zAka? ATaluM ja kahIe tyAM tamane pelA pradhAnanA putranI jema zarama AvavI joie, ke mane mahAsatIjI oLakhe che, chatAM kahe che keAnA dikarA che ? satAnI TakAra thayA pachI have mArAthI kaMdamULanA svAda cakhAya ja kema ? tamane zarama AvI javI joIe. ane tamArA gharamAM kaMdamULa na ja Avavu joie. tA ja tame jaina che. tamane pApamanA bhaya lAgavA oie. ApaNe je cha jIvAnA adhikAra cAle che te AtmAone saMsAramAM sapUrNa sAmagrI prApta thavA chatAM saMsAranA bhaya lAgyA, ane sa'sArathI te niveda pAmyA. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 29 mA adhyayanamAM bhagavate kahyuM che keH -- 66 niveddeza banne jIve ka" jayaI ? nibbeTheluM divvamANusa tecchi esa kAma bheAgeSu nivreya havvamAgaththaI. savva viSaesu viraI. savva viSaeksu virajamANe Arambha parigga pariccAya kareI. Arambha parigaDha paricAya karamANe saMsAra mag vAcchinnaI siddhimaA' paDivane ya havai. " u. sU. a.29-ela-2 nivedya pAmavAthI A jIva saMsAra saMbadhI sarva kAmabhegathI virakta bane che. viSayAnI virakti prApta thavAthI AraMbha-samAraMbhanA tyAga kare che. sa` prakAranA AraMbhanA tyAga thavAthI saMsAra kaTa thAya che. ane aMte te jIva meAkSa mAne prApta kare che. A AtmAone paNa saMsAra uparathI niveda bhAva thayA che jene bhavane bhaya lAge che te AtmAo jinezvara bhagavAnanuM zaraNu aMgIkAra kare che. A AtmAoe jinezvara prabhunA mArganu zaraNu svIkAryuM che. have te AtmAe kANu che, kayA kayA kuLamAM utpanna thayA che, temanAM nAma zuM che tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna naM-13 aSADa vada 11 budhavAra tA. 29-7-70 sUtrakAra bhagavAna zuM pharamAve che? he bhavya che! anAdi kALathI jIvane saMsAraviSayanuM viSa caDhayuM che. svaghara tarapha-sva lakSa tarapha jIve theDI paNa mITa mAMDI nathI. AcAraMga sUtramAM kahyuM che ke "ahA ya rA ya paritampamANe" A jIva rAtrI divasa paritApa pAme che. ajJAnI mANasa pidugalika sukha meLavavA prayatna kare che. ekendriyathI mAMDIne paMcendriya sudhInA prANIo sukhanA abhilASI che, paNa sukha kene kahevAya tenI samajaNa nathI. bALaka pANImAM heDI tarave ke retInA mahela banAvI ramata kare paraMtu ramata pUrI thatAM heDI ane mahela pheMkIne cAlyA jAya che, paraMtu tame anAdi kALathI je ramata mAMDIne beThA che tene aMta kema nathI Avata? tame vRddhAvasthAne aTakAvavA mAMgatA haze te te nahi bane. bAraNuM baMdha karaze te paNa tene samaya thatAM te Avaze ja. azakti vadhatAM badAmanAM tela pI baliSTha padArtha khAo che, dhaLA thaI jatAM vALane kALA karavA karAmata kare che, dAMta paDI jatAM cegaThAnI ALa paMpALamAM paDI jAya che ane ghaDapaNa revA kakaLATa karo cho, paraMtu te te AvavAnuM ja che. badhI upAdhio paNa cheDavAnI ja che. te jJAna cakSu khele ane daSTine UMDI utAre. saMte upavAsa karavAnuM kahe che tyAre nathI karI zakatA, paNa mAMdA paDI game teTalI lAMghaNe kheMce che. devAnupriye ! upavAsa na kare te khAvAnA dravyanI maryAdA kare. Aje te caTaNI saMbhAranA moTA moTA thALa bhare che, paNa te badhuM nathI khAI zakavAnA, paraMtu maryAdA karavAnuM mana nathI thatuM. jIbhanA badhA rasa cAkhe che paNa nathI cAkhe phakta AtmAne rasa. jJAnIe nava prakAranA rasa batAvyA che. zRMgAra rasa, vIrarasa, karUNarasa, hAsyarasa, raudrarasa, bhayAnakarasa, bibhatsarasa, adabhUta rasa ane zAMtarasa-A nava rasamAMthI zAMtarasa dhAraNa karavA gya che. bhakatAmara tetramAM mAnatuMga AcArya bhagavAna kahe che ke vaiH zAnta rAga rUcibhiH paramANu bhindra nirmApita ai bhuvane kalalAma bhUta tAvata eva khaluM te ! praNava pRthivyAM, ya samAna mapara nahi rupamasti che bhaktAmara. gA 12 he nAtha ! AkhA jagatanA vividha svarUpane joI vaLe. brahmA, viSNu, zaMkara badhA ne paNa joyA, paraMtu te traNa bhuvananA zaNagAra! zAMta rasathI camakatA paramANuo vaDe tamArUM je rU5 racAyuM che te ananya che. zAMtarasa grahaNa karanAra tamane kaI para roga nathI. gharamAM ghara upasarga ApanAra para tamane dveSa nathI. jene tApa

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87. jIravI na zakAya tevA vajane dhAraNa karanAra Indra ApanA page paDe che. prabhunA mArgane raNakAra nathI thayo tyAM sudhI sAdhu sAdhupaNAne samaja nathI ane zrAvaka sAce zrAvaka thaye nathI. - have ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM jJAnIoe je bhAvanuM nirUpaNa karyuM che te bhAvo ApaNe samajavA che. je cha AtmAe sulabha bedhI che, mokSanI najIka jeo AvI gayA che, eTale jeo A manuSya bhava prApta karI mekSe javAnA che temane denA vaibhava tuccha lAge che. ane jayAM dharma ArAdhanA karavAnI najIka hoya che tyAM temane AnaMda Ave che, kAraNa ke bhautika sukhamAM ceDA kALanuM sukha che ane lAMbe kALa duHkha bhogavavAnuM che. eka ja vakhata Atmika sukhane svAda cAkhI lezo te tene svAda jaze nahi. meM huM kona kahAM se AyA, mujhe kahAM para jAnA hai, kauna jagatameM merA hai, Isa jagameM kahAM ThikAnA he! mAta-pitA putra nArI yaha, mere kauna jagata bhItara, kisa kAraNa saMbaMdha huA hai, kara vicAra IsakA he nara che huM keNu chuM, kayAMthI AvyuM chuM ane ahIMthI marIne huM kayAM jaIza, ene koI divasa jIve vicAra karyo nathI. eTale nazvara dehane piSavA prayatna kare che, teTalo prayatna AtmAne piSavA mATe nathI karyo. atyAre tame ahIM AvIne beThA che, AmAMthI je cA pItA haze te cA pIne AvyA haze. paNa AtmAne kherAka svAdhyAya sAmAyika, samabhAva Adi rahe che te AtmAne karI Ape che? savAranA paheramAM uThIne AtmAne kherAka ApanAra AtmAo bahu ja ochAM che. ATalA badhAmAMthI keIkane ja ema haze ke savAramAM UDIne sAmAyika pratikramaNa karavuM ane AtmAne khorAka Apavo. keI divasa AtmAne barAka ApavAnuM mana tamane thatuM nathI. a5 sukhane bhegavavA mATe jIva maDAna karma bAMdhe che. ane e evA baMdhAya che ke jene bhegavatAM jIva anaMta kALa sudhI uce AvI zakti nathI. dharmanuM bhAthuM bAMdhavA mATe manuSya bhavane je lAbha maLe che, te lAbha uThAvI zakto nathI, ane ulTa pApanA bhAthA bAMdhe che ane pitAnuM ahita karI bese che. jANe A badhuM choDIne ahIMthI javAnuM ja nathI, te rIte varte che. basa, maLyuM che te khavAya teTaluM khAI levuM, pIvAya teTaluM pI levuM, jeTalA bhego bhegavAya teTalAM bhogavI levAM. paNa jJAnI kahe che bhAI! "bhegA na bhuktA vayameva bhuktA." bhegene bhegavatAM pahelAM tuM pite ja bhagavAI jaIza. pote ja potAnA paga para kuhADo mArI rahyo che. kAraNa ke A karma baMdhananI jaMjIramAM jakaDAelA jene pitAnA AtmAnI dayA AvatI

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nathI. jaDa-caitanya, vibhAva-svabhAva ane sva-paranI jene vaheMcaNI karatAM AvaDatI nathI tevA AtmAo adhogatimAM jAya che. mahA AraMbhanA sAdhane ubhAM karIne harakhAya che ke huM ke zrImaMta chuM! mAre mIla che, be phekaTarI che, AMgaNAmAM cAra cAra kAre mAre mATe khaDI rahe che, meM mArI hoMziyArIthI ATalI kamANI karI, A badhuM meM karyuM ema thAya che, paNa jyAre tArA puNyarUpI sUryane asta thaze ane pApane udaya thaze tyAre zuM kaheze? A meM nathI karyuM, mArA karmo karyuM che. tyAM kamane deSa kADhe che. A jIvanI ajJAna dazAnuM pradarzana che. mATe jJAnIo kahe che ke tAre puNya rUpI sUrya prakAze che tyAM sudhI tuM tArA AtmAnuM karI le. jene cheDIne javAnuM che tene ATalo badhe garva zA mATe kare che? tamane "A meM karyuM evuM abhimAna Ave che. abhimAnI thavuM e paNa ajJAna dazAnuM ja kAraNa che. tenA kAraNe ja haiyAmAM huMkAra pravezI jAya che. paNa tamane khabara che ke e huM kevI rIte lakhAya che ! eka AMkaDI, bIjo AMkaDI ne trIje paNa AMkaDI ane ethuM enA mAthe mIMDuM mUkAya che. tyAre "huM" lakhAya che. abhimAnane jIvane umaLake Ave che, paNa abhimAna e te adhagatine rAjamArga che. rAjA rAvaNa jevAnuM abhimAna paNa rahyuM nathI, te sAmAnya jInI to vAta ja kayAM karavI ? mATe huM kAra cheDI dharmamAM jIvana jaDe. jarA jAva na pIi, vAhI jAva na vaDUDhaI jAviMdiyA na hAyanti, tAva dhamma samAyare che daza. sU. a. 8. gA. 36 he devAnupriye ! jayAM sudhI jarA rUpI rAkSase tamane gheryA nathI, zarIramAM eka paNa vyAdhi AvI nathI ane pAMce IndrimAMthI eka paNa indriyanI hAnI thaI nathI, tyAM sudhI tame dharmanuM AcaraNa karI le. tame mAnatA he ke AkhI jiMdagI paDI che, nirAMte dharmadhyAna karIzuM, paNa bhAI! mekSa mArganI TikiTa meLavavA mATe sthAna meLavavuM e nAnI sUnI vAta nathI. haLadara-maracAM ne dhANA-jIrAMnI dukAna nathI paNa A te jhaverAtanI dukAna che. ahIM jevA tevAnuM kAma nathI. A te zUrAnA saMgrAma, mAthuM mUkI jANe re, ahiM kAyaranuM nahiM kAma, mAthuM mUkI jANe re..A te. vIranI AjJAnuM pAlana karatAM kadAca mAthuM devAno prasaMga Ave te mAthuM paNa daI de paNa bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM ullaMghana kare nahi. te vakhate pitAnAmAM aDaga rahe. apramatta guNasthAnake hoya te vakhate pUrvanA veranA kAraNe koI deva tenuM haraNa karI upADIne laI jAya che. sAdhune deva kayAre upADI zake? sAtamA apramata guNasthAnake, daza, agiyAra ke bArame guNasthAnake na upADI zake. paNa pramata avasthAmAM ja upADIne laI jAya, e paNa haratA pharatA hoya tyAre nahi, paNa jyAre dhyAnamAM hoya tyAre upA

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DIne laI jAya che, jyAM tene upaga Ave ane khabara paDe ke A deva mane laI jAya che. mArA pUrva karmane udaya che. he AtmA! rakhe tuM tArA svarUpane bhUlate ! A te tArI kasoTIne sonerI samaya che. sonAne tejAbamAM nAMkhe pachI ja tenI kiMmata thAya che, kaseTI hIrAnI ke suvarNanI thAya che. kAca ke pittaLanI thatI nathI, mATe mAre samabhAvamAM rahevAnuM che. A sAdhu tyAM AvI paDikkamI dehanuM mamatva cheDI tyAM sathAre kare che. deva tene ghaNe ucethI nadI ke dariyAmAM pheMkI de che. te vakhate lIla kuga temaja apakAnA chAnuM chedana bhedana thaI jAya che, paNa tenuM prAyazcita sAdhune lAgatuM nathI. kAraNa 'ke temane te cha kAyanA jIvo pratye anukaMpAbhAva hoya che. ApaNe kahIe chIe ke madImAM ke samudramAM siddha thAya che, te e A rIte siddha thAya che. deve pheMkI de te vakhate 'samatabhAva ANI saMthAro kare ane AyuSya pUrNa karI te jIva siddha thAya che. sAdhu pitAnA dehanA bhAge paNa pitAnI pratijJAo choDatA nathI. pitAnAmAM rahIne para kalyANa sAdhe che. "sAdhayati sva-para kAryANi Iti sAdhu!" pUrva bhavamAM jemaNe sAdhupaNuM pAmyuM che tevA che AtmAnI vAta siddhAMtakora batAve che. che jemAM be AtmAoe sAdhupaNAmAM mAyA karI tethI temaNe strIliMga baTuM, kAraNa ke je AtmA saMsAranA raMgarAga mATe mAyA kare che te jIva veda pAme che. pachI veda saMsAramAM rakhaDapaTI karAve che, paNa dharmamAM je mAyA kare che tene A liMga baMdhAya che, paNa bhavamAM bhamavuM paDatuM nathI. jema malinAtha prabhunA jIve AgalA bhavamAM dharmamAM mAyA karI eka chaTha karyo. "huM ahiM maTe chuM te bIjA bhavamAM paNa moTo ja thAuM" eTale pitAnA mitrethI kapaTa karIne chaTha karyo, tenA phala svarUpe strIliMga bAMdhyuM paNa tIrthakara thayA ane mokSe gayA. paNa tame je mAyA kare che e te saMsAranA sukhe mATe kare che. bhAInA bhege dhaMdhe kare ane pAche mAyA kapaTa karI khAnagI dhaMdhe paNa karate heya, ane temAM judA rasoDe paNa ubhA thaI jAya che. baMdhuo! anAdi kALathI tame mAyA karatA AvyA che ane haju paNa karyA karaze te yAda rAkhajo ke tamArA hADakAM bhAMgI jaze. ahIM hADakuM bhAMgaze te hADavaida hADakAM sAMdhI deze 5NuM parakamAM game teTalI rADa pADaze te tyAM keI hADavaida nahi Ave. tyAM te bhagave ja chUTake che. A cha AtmAo pUrvabhavamAM cAritranI ArAdhanA karIne AvyAM che. temAMthI be purUSa paNe utpanna thayo che. be strI paNe utpanna thayAM che, bIjA be cha purUSapaNe utpanna thaze. temanA nAma zuM che te nIcenI gAthAmAM batAve che. pumattamAgamya kumAra de vI, purehio tassa jasA ya pattI visAlakittI ya tahesuyAre, rAyastha devI kamalAvaI ya che gAthA 3 12 zA,

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devalokamAMthI eNvIne cha AtmAo pukAra nagarImAM utpanna thayAM che. temAM prathama ISakAra rAjA che. jenI kIrti cAreya dizAmAM phelAyelI che. bIjI tenI patnI kamalAvatI rANI che. trIje bhRgu nAmano purehita ane tenI yazA nAmanI strI e cAra utpanna thayAM che. ane te bhUgu purohitane ghera be putre utpanna thaze. je nagaramAM dharmanA kuvArA uDatA hoya tyAM pavitra che AvIne upaje che. tame bagIcAmAM jaIne bese che tyAM pANIne heja hoya, hojamAM phuvArA uDatA heya, . pavana AvI rahyo hoya tyAM tamane AnaMda Ave che ne? tema dhamI chane dharmanA tapa-tyAganA phuvArA uDatA hoya tyAM ja AnaMda Ave che. tamAro AnaMda te kSaNika che. kamanuM baMdhana karAvanAra che. tyAre AtmAne AnaMda kAyama mATe TakI rahe che ane karmonA baMdhana tUTe che, te jIvenA puNyadaya che. sukha-saMpattimAM kamInA nathI chatAM temAM na rAcatAM purUSArtha karI mokSa najIka karI lIdhe, pukAra nagarI kevI ramaNIya che tenuM varNana te AgaLa AvI gayuM che. rAjA paNa pavitra che. nyAya nIti saMpanna che. ja A cha e AtmAone pUrvane saMbaMdha che, eTale A bhavamAM paNa ke saMbaMdha thAya che. eka AtmA iSakAra rAjA bane che ane bIjo bhaga purahita bane che. te rAja purohita che. rAjAne khUba mAnanIya che ane pUrvanA saMbaMdhane laIne rAjA bhagu purohitane aDhaLaka saMpatti Ape che. rAjA pAse bhagapurahitanuM khUba mAna che, eTale je sukhasagavaDa joIe te badhIja rAjA taraphathI tene maLI jAya che, kAraNa ke rAjAnI maherabAnI che. rAjA rIjhe te zuM bakI rahe! kahevata che ke- dezapati jaba rIjhata hai taba deta gAma karate nihAlI, : gAmapati jaba rIjhata he taba deta kheta ke vADI, khetapati jaba rIjhata hai taba deta dhAna pAlI de pAlI, banIyAbhAI jaba rIjhata he taba deta tAlI de tAlI. " rAjA rIjhaye te purohitanuM kAma thaI gayuM. gAmane mAlika je khuza thAya te vIghA be vIghA jamIna ApI de paNa tame rIjhe te (hasAhasa) vANIyAbhAI rIjhe te tALI pADIne hasIne patAvI de. baMdhuo ! vANIyA mATe A eka kalaMka che. mArA rAjakeTanA zrAvake, tame amane evuM karI batAvo ke ame hasIne tALI ApIne patAvIe evA nathI, evuM karI batAve ke saMte cAturmAsa karavA Ave. e tamArA sadaguga joIne vicAra kare ane kahe ke rAjakoTanA zrAvaka eTale zrAvake che. sAdhune tamArAM nANAM ke moTara-gADI nathI joItAM. tamArA dikarA dikarI paNa upADIne laI javAnA nathI. je upadAna taiyAra hAya ane bhagavAnanI vANI rUce ane vairAgyabhAva AvI jAya te sAdhu kahe ke "aha surya devANapiyA mA paDibaMdhakarehadevAnupriya! tamane sukha upaje tema kare, sArA kAryamAM

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vilaMba na kare. ane zuddha saMyama pALI karmanA vijetA bane. devAnupriye! sAdhupaNuM laI levAthI nyAla thavAnuM nathI paNa lIdhA pachI jIvananA aMta sudhI samatA bhAvamAM rahevAnuM che. atyAre te sAdhune pahelAM jevI kasoTI AvatI nathI. pahelAM saMta cAturmAsa karavA jatAM tyAre ghaNI vakhata ATha ATha divasa sudhI varasAdanI helIo thatI. amArA gurUdeva pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba eka vakhata vAta karatAM hatAM ke amArA gurUdeva pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebane e prasaMga banele ke sANaMdamAM cAturmAsa hatuM, varasAdanI helI thaI. divase varasAda Ave ane sUryAsta samaye baMdha thaI jAya. paNa pachI te sAdhu gaucarI jaI zake nahi. A rIte saLaMga ATha divasa sudhI varasAda paDaze. cauvihArI aThAI thaI gaI, navame divase varasAda baMdha thaye. AkAzamAM sUryadevanAM darzana thayAM. paNa saMta gaucarI jaI zakyA nahi, kAraNa ke te vakhate gaTara na hatI. eTale satata ATha divasanA varasAdanA pANI bharAI gayelAM. temAM jIvAta thaI gayelI, AvA pANIne khUMdIne saMta kema jaI zake? zrAvakene to ciMtA thAya ne ! eTale nAnA nAnA bALakane upAzraye dayA pALavA mokalyAM. TIphIna laIne bALake AvyA. dayA pALIne upAzraye rahyA che. baporane TAIma thaye ane jamavA mATe DabbA kholyA ane mahArAja sAhebane kahe che. bApajI! lAbha Ape. amAre mATe lAvyA chIe. tyAre mahArAja kahe che bhAI ! sAmo lAvela AhAra sAdhune kahape ja nahi. vaLI teme te pANInA cha khuMdIne AvyA che. amane A AhAra kahape nahi. tyAre kahe che. je nahetuM levuM te amane kahevuM hatuM ne! ame te Apane ATha ATha divasanA upavAsa che, eTale Apane khavaDAvavA A rIte karyuM hatuM. (hasAhasa) ATha divasa pachI bIjA traNa divase pANI utarI gayAM. rastA sApha thayAM. tyAM agiyAra cauvihArA upavAsa thayA. A te zUrAne mArga che, kAyarane nahi. pU. gulAbacaMdajI mahArAja sAheba chaTha chaThanAM pAraNuM karatA ane pAraNane divase varasAda AvI jAya te bIje divase pAcho chaTha karI letA eTale pAMca upavAsa thaI jatAM ane ApaNe chaTha karyA hoya, pAraNAnA divase varasAda paDe te ceAthe divase te pAraMNuM karIe. te mahApurUSa ema kahetAM ke mAre aMtarAya hatI mATe varasAda AvyuM. mATe pAraNuM karatAM na hatAM. AvA kaMIka prasaMge AvI jAya che. ane tyAre ja sAdhupaNAnI kiMmata thAya che. : , iSakAra rAjAnI bhaya purehita upara asIma kRpA che. zaibhavane pAra nathI. e rAjA na hate paNa eka nAnakaDuM rAjya vasAvI zake teTalI tenI pAse sAdAbI hatI. veba vadhA paNa eka vAtanuM enA manamAM duHkha thAya che ke A badhI saMpattine bhegavanAra saMtAna nathI. amArA pachI A badhI saMpatti koNa bhagavaze? A rIte bhUga purohita

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ane yazA bhAryAM ciMtA kare che. khIjI tarapha e devA hajI devalAkamAM che. temanuM AyuSya pUrNa thavA AvyuM che eTale temanI puSpanI mALA karamAya che. ratnanI krAMti jhAMkhI paDe che. te samaye e devA avadhijJAna vaDe upayega mUkIne jIve che ke ApaNe ahIMthI marIne kayAM utpanna thaIzuM....! avadhijJAna dvArA jANyuM ke ApaNe brAhmaNane ghera utpanna thaIzu. vaibhava-vilAsa ne sa`pattine pAra nathI paNa tyAM jainadhama nI prApti ApaNane nahIM maLe! haLukI jIvA dhana ke vaibhavane jotAM nathI. temane pudagaleAnI ki'mata nathI, emane te dharmAM maLe tyAM javu che. tamane dhama maLyuM che chatAM dharma thI vimukha rahevA mAMgema che. jene game che ane je Ave che tenI te vAta ja nathI, paNa kaMika jIvA jainakuLamAM janma pAmyA haze, chatAM jainadharma zuM che.te paNa jANatA nahi hoya ane kaMIka tema peAtAne jaina tarIke oLakhAvavA paNa taiyAra nathI. khaMdhue ! phIkIne AvuM vItarAga zAsana nahi. maLe. maLyuM che.tene pichANI zakatA nathI. tene tamane zaiAca thavA joie. A e devAne khabara paDI ke ApaNe brAhmaNu kuLamAM utpanna thaizu. jainadharmI, ApaNane nahi maLe ! enA zeca thAya che. have te deve zuM vicAraNA karaze ane jinamAnI prApti temane kevI rIte thaze ane zu' khanaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na. 14 aSADa vada 14 ne zukravAra tA. 31-7-70 zAstrakAra bhagavata anaMtajJAnI prabhu pharamAve che ke anAdi kALathI AtmAe pudgalanA rAga karyo che, paNa pudagalane eLakhAvanAra pAtAnA rAga karyo nathI. AtmA che. evA hejI anubhava ko nathI. arIsAmAM zarIra dekhAya tenI pAchaLa AmAM dekhAya tyAre samajajo ke, huM kaika dekhuM chuM, tame arisAmAM jIvA che. tyAre zuM jIvA che ? te khabara che ne ? AMkha, nAka, kAna, kALA dheALA raMga, A badhu tame jIvA che ke khIju kaI rRkhA che ? a....hA ! jIva keTale gamAra che. ene e vicAra nathI thatA ke tuM tA raMga vagaranA che. A je raMga dekhAya che te tArA nathI. kALA, dheALA, pILA A baMdhA raga dehanA che. devAnupriyA ! e raMganI zIkheA. A je rahanA raMgarAga pAchaLa na rAceA. aMdara beThelA nira Mjanane eALakhatA dekhAya che te badhA kyAM sudhI raheze ? jyAMsudhI

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sau cetanadeva beThA che tyAM sudhI ane jyAM te nIkaLI gayA tyAM game tevI kRti haze paNa tenI kAMI kiMmata nathI. raMga vagaranAnA A je raMga che te ja cetana che. tamArA je snehIe tamane salAma bhare che, tamArA sagAo, are! tamArA dharma patnI A tamArA zarIrane sUvA mATenI kALajIpUrvaka ja pathArI kare che e ja svajanA ane e ja tamArA zrIdevI jyAM raMga vagaranA cetana deva dehamAMthI nIkaLI jaze tyAre A zarIrane lAkaDAmAM mUkatAM vAra nahi lagADe. mATe khAsa vadhumAM vadhu oLakhavA jevA koI hAya te te AtmA che. bhale e arupI AtmA dekhAtA nathI. je nathI dekhAtA tenu kAraNa te arUpI che. makAnanA pAye dekhAya nahi paNa makAna pAyA upara ubhuM che. saMsAramAM pAye kANu che? AtmA che. ApaNane AtmAnA vicAra nathI AvatA. cAvIze kalAka pudagalane ja vicAra Ave che. ahI sau bhale vAha vAha kare. tamane ghaNuM sanmAna de. paNa yAda rAkhajo ke te AtmA mATe thavuM paNa nahi karyu. hAya te ahIMthI gayA eTale ene pattAnA mahela dhULa kharAkhara che. vaibhava-saMpatti e badhI peAtAnA puTTugalamAMthI ubhI karelI mAjI che. nIcenuM pAna khasI gayuM. AtmA gayA eTale AkhA mahela paDI javAnA che. eTalA mATe jJAnIoe kahyu che ke tuM cAhuM te ciMtana kara ke je mahela bhA karyo che. temAM tArI zI avasthA che? AveA vicAra kANe karyuM che te tamane khakhar che? bharata cakravati snAna karIne jyAre arisAjIvanamAM AvyA ane jyAM arisAmAM zvetAnu pratibiM ma. jozuM tyAM sAme ubhA rahIne vicAra karavA lAgyA. hu kANu chuM. zuM A pudagala dekhAya che,te? nA,..nA A badhuM kaSnA mATe? are! huM kayAM? zA mATe huM A baMdhanamAM chu ? ema vicAra karatAM pAtAmAM DUbakI mArI tA kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. khae! jyAre AvI vicAraNA utpanna thaze tyAre ja ApaNane rastA jaDaze. jema kAI bahena valeNuM karatI heAya teA valANAne joI rahevAthI mAkhaNu nahi maLe. paNa, mAkhaNa, kyAre ane che? sAmasAmI derI kheMce, ghamasANa thAya, pachI aMdara mAkhaNu AvyuM che ke nahi te jovA mATe hAtha cIkaNAM thAya, tyAre mAkhaNa maLe che. A ja rIte AtmA jema jema maMthana karatA jaze tema tema tene peAtAnA svarUpanuM bhAna thatu jaze. A mAnavabhavanuM TANuM maLyuM che. atyAre AtmasvarUpa nahi samajIe te kayAre samajIzuM ? jene Atma-svarUpanI laganI lAgI che tevA che . AtmAomAMthI cAra AtmAonI vAta thai. have je e devaleAkamAM khAkI che tenA vicAra karIe, je AtmAe pudagalAnI nathI paNa AtmAnI che, teo devalAkamAM rahIne paNa zuM vicAra kare che ? devane cavavAnA cha mahinA bAkI rahe che tyAre temanA badhA ja cinhA badalAya che. temanA zarIramAM becenI thAya che tyAre teo vicAra kare

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che ke ApaNe mahIMthI cavIne kayAM utpanna thaizu ? avadhijJAna vaDe jotAM khakhara paDhI ke ApaNe manuSya thaizu. samakitI AtmAne devalAkamAMthI manuSyabhavamAM javAnuM thAya tyAre apUrva AnaMda Ave. kAraNa ke Atma-sAdhanAnAM sAdhanA manuSyabhavamAM maLe che. te sAmagrI bIje kayAMya maLI zakatI nathI. jotAM khabara paDI ke ApaNe brAhmaNane ghera . janmIzuM, tyAM te ApaNane jaina dharmanI prApti thavI ja muzkela che. kAraNa ke brAhmaNA tA veda purANane mAnanArA hoya che. ane AtmAnI sAdhanA mATe jo sarvocca sAdhana hAya tA te eka vItarAganA prarUpele ja mArga che. have jyAM janmavAnuM che tyAM ja janmavAnu che. emAM mInamekha phera paDavAnA nathI. paNa ApaNe kaIka karIe ema vicArI ane devA manuSyanuM rUpa laine mRtyu leAkamAM Ave che. ahIM bhRgu pureAhita ane yazAbhAryAM peAtAne putra nahi hAvAthI talase che. putraprAptinI jhaMkhanA karI rahyA che, ke ahA! dhana-vaibhavanA pAra nathI paNa tenA bhAgavanAra kAi nathI. bhAIe karatAM ahenA putra mATe vadhu pAgala haiAya che. saMtAna mATe paththara teTalAM deva kare che. paNa tene khakhara nathI ke satAnA kayAM svage pahoMcADavAnA che! pahelAM evA rivAja hatA ke paraNyA pachI pAMca daza varSa sudhI je saMtAna na thAya tA bIjI strI paraNatAM eTale patnIne te jIvatA zeka Ave. atyAre gavarnamenTa ThIka karyu che ke eka patnI upara khIjI patnI na lAvavI, ahI bhRgu purohitanI yazAbhAryAM putra prApti mATe pAgala banIne phAMphA mAre che. te samaye A baMne devA brAhmaNanuM rUpa laIne tyAM Ave che. ane kahe che: ame bhUta, bhaviSya ane vatamAnakALanI vAta jANIe chIe. jene joSa jovaDAvavAM hAya te Ave. jyAM AvuM kaMIka Ave tyAM amArI bahenAnA nabara pahelA lAge. madhA baheneA jaldI bhegA thaI jAya. are! bhAIe pazu doDatAM Ave. eka bhikhArI jevA eThA hAya ane joSa jotA hAya tA tenI pAse hAtha jovaDAvavA paNa taiyAra thai jAya. tame vicAra kare| ke je badhuM joi te che te, enu pahelAM na joi le! te tamArA para zA mATe bhIkha mAMgavA Avata ! badhue! samajo. AtmA janmyA pahelAM cha khela khAMdhIne AvyA che. (gati, jAti, sthiti, avagAhanA, pradeza ane anubhAga) temAM tene vizvAsa nathI eTale phrAMphA mAre che. jeTalI pauDhagalika padArthanI tamane zraddhA che teTalI jJAnInA vacana upara nathI. jene jJAnInA vacana upara zraddhA che te paisA mATe ane saMtAna mATe jyAM ne tyAM bhIkha mAMgatA phare nahi. ahI' yazAbharyAM brAhmaNAne hAtha batAve che ' mArA nazIbamAM saMtAna che ke nahi ? A brAhmaNA kahe che, mAtA ! tAre hAtha batAvavAnI paNa jarUra nathI, ame vagara hAtha joye kahIe

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chIe ke tamAre tyAM jeDale putrane janma thaze. paNa eka vAta che ke te baMne putre bAlapaNathI ja "dharmanA anurAgI banaze ane sAdhupaNuM leze. tyAM tame temane rokavA jaze te paNa te rokAze nahi. mATe temane tame dharmanA saMskAra Apaje. saMta samAgama karAvaje. ATalI vAta kabUla che ne? te ame AzIrvAda ApIe chIe. A vakhata Ave te tame zuM kare? kabUla kare ke nahi? (hasAhasa) A bhUgu purohita brAhmaNa hato paNa rAjAnA rAjyamAM rahIne vaNIka jevI tenI buddhi thaI hatI. eTale teNe e ja vicAra karyo ke je atyAre nA pADIza te AzA pUrNa thaze nahi. pachI AgaLa upara joI laIzuM, eTale brAhmaNanI vAta, temaNe kabUla karI ane deve A rIte kahIne cAlyA jAya che. baMdhuo ! devakanI dhomadhAma sAdAbImAM rahelA ane paNa sAdhupaNuM levA mATe keTalI umio uchaLI rahI che. jyAre tamane badhe ga maLavA chatAM kAdavama evA kheMcI gayA che ke nIkaLavAnuM mana ja thatuM nathI. paNa yAda rAkhaje ke eka baMkhata bhAgane tyAga karyA vinA ke ja nahi thAya. kAraNa ke A zaivika saMpatti kevI che? - je Aja te kAle nahi, ghaDIe ghaDI palaTAya che, ethI ja A saMsAramAM, zAMti nahi dekhAya che." je zakti ane saMga Aje tamane maLyAM che, te kAle raheze ke nahi tenI zuM khAtrI che? jeno paLepaLe palaTAvAne svabhAva che, temAM sukha ke AnaMda kema mAnI zakAya? paNa ajJAna dazAne kAraNe mANasane jaDamAM AnaMda lAge che. jJAnI bhagavate kahe che ke tuM AnaMdaghana che tyAre tamane samajAze ke AtmAe jaDanI sAthe bhAgIdArI karI che. ane e bhAgIdArInuM duHkha atyAre sAle che. A deha mare che paNa AtmA marato nathI. nabaLe bhAgIdAra mare te sabaLA upara asara thAya che. tema AtmAe deharUpI nabaLA bhAgIdArane ane karmane saMga karyo che ane te saMganA raMge raMgAi gaye che, tenA pariNAme ghaDIe ghaDIe tene duHkha bhogavavuM paDe che. saMsAramAM paribramaNa karavuM paDe che. mukta hovA chatAM maravuM paDe che. je A duHkha maTADavuM hoya te e bhAgIdArI dhIme dhIme ochI karavI paDaze. e bhAgIdArI ochI karavA mATe cAritrane mArga ane tapane mArga rAmabANa davA che. mogalamAM chele bAdazAha ahamadazAha thaI gaye. tenI paDatI thaI. A bhavo kAyama eka sarakhAM rahetAM nathI. hamaNAM ja kahyuM ke "je Aja che te kAle nahi, ghaDIe ghaDIe palaTAya che." mATeja jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke tuM ema na mAnIza ke huM heziyAra chuM, mane saMpatti bhegI karatAM AvaDe che ane sAcavatAM paNa AvaDe che. eTale badhuM maLyuM che te TakI rahyuM che ane kAyama mATe TakI raheze. paNa jyAM tAruM puNya khalAsa

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ret thaze tyAre paisA paga karIne cAlyA jaze. te vakhate rokavA koI samatha nahI ane. akhonI milkatamAMthI eka lAkha jeTalI paNa rahetI nathI. ahamadazAhanI paNa evIja sthiti thai gai. tenA khajAnA khAlI thaI gayA. jAheAjalAlI juhAra karIne cAlI gai. sainikA ane nAkaronuM devuM vadhI gayuM. cUkavavA mATe paisA rahyA nahi, eTale madhya rAtre cAranI jema dilhI cheADIne te bhAgI chuTA. kha'dhue ! ahIMthI bhAgI jazo paNa kama te kAine cheDanAra nathI. ahamaizAha nAsI chUTayo, pazu tenA sainikA tene cheDe tevA na hatAM. jaMgalamAMthI pakaDI lAvyA ane jelamAM pUrI dIdhA. khUba herAna herAna thai gayA. pUrUM khAvA-pIvAnu' paNa maLatu nathI. unALAnA divasa che. khUba tarasa lAgI che. pANI pANI kare che, kAi pANI ApatuM nathI, tyAre eka sainikane kahe che ke, mArI khAtara na Ape te kAMI nahi. allAhanI khAtara mane pANI Apa. je mANasoe bhIkha mAMgatA avAja sAMbhaLye haze tene paNa asu krama nahi AvyA hoya ? hIrA-mANeka ne pannAnA paheranAra bAdazAhu pANI mATe tarapha? sainikane dayA AvI ane mATInA kArDiyAmAM pANI ApyuM. phIne pANI mAMge che. eka vakhatanA bAdazAha Aje anya 'ka, samRddhinA paDachAyA mAnavane kayAre palaTAya che te ApaNAthI samajI zakAtuM nathI. devApriyA ! bhagavaMtA kahe che ke AtmA puddagalanA saMge nina baMne che, kema ke pudaMgalanA sa MgathI te peAtAnA AtmAnuM je sAcuM dhana jJAna-dAna vira che tene gumAvI bese che, tethI te duHkhI thAya che ane saMsAramAM paribhramaNu karyAM ja kare che. devalAkamAM rahelA e AtmAone paNa e ja vicAra Avyo ke AvA bhAge amalI vakhata prApta ryA ne cA. A pudgale ApaNane game tyAre game tema nacAve che. pazu tenAthI have ApaNe nAcavuM nathI. paNa je vastu ApaNane nacAve che tene ja ApaNe nAvIe. AvA temanA bhAva hAvAthI manuSya lAkamAM AvI potAnI bhUmi vizuddha karI gayA. emane sapatti karatAM saMyamanI mahattA vadhu samANI hatI, jaine AtmA taraphanuM lakSa thAya che tene mana te bhautika sukhA mATInA DhephAM jevA rakhAya che. ane AtmAnI kiMmata samajAya che. teo te ema ja mAne che ke mAre hu tA eka kavara che. aMdara rahelA kAgaLa tenAthI judo che. kAgaLa ane kavara judAM che. evu tA koI virala vyaktione ja samajAya che. mATA bhAge te mAnavIone A te eka kavara che ane aMdara eka kAgaLa che enI ja khabara nathI. jema vAsa paisAnA kalamAM lAkha rUpiyAnA ceka hAya tA pelA vIsa paisAnA kavaranA kAMI kiMmata kharI ? kiMmata te aMdara rahelA lAkha rUpiyAnI ja che ne?

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baMdhuo ! tamane tamArA vepArIe agAuthI khabara ApyAM hoya ke huM amuka tArIkhe lagabhaga lAkha rUpiyAno ceka mokalIza. have tame e tArIkhanI rAha joI rahyAM che. e tArIkha AvI gaI. ceka mokalanAre kavaramAM tamane ceka meka paNa khare. have e kavara evuM phITa che ke tene pheDavA mATe jagyA nathI. cAre tarapha pheravI pheravIne juve ke kaI bAjuthI phADuM ke jethI ceka na phATe. eka bAjuthI phaDAya tema na lAge te kuzaLa vepArI kavarane game te bAjuthI phADI nAMkhe. ene lAge ke aMdarane ceka phATI jAya tema che to bIjI bAjuthI phADe, vaccethI phADe, are ! AkhuM kavara phADI nAMkhe kAraNa ke ene kavaranI sAthe kAMI ja saMbaMdha nathI. ene kiMmata che aMdara rahelAM cekanI. A ja rIte jJAnIo kahe che ke he AtmAo! A deha te vIsa paisAnuM kavara che ane emAM AtmArUpI je ceka che tenI ja kiMmata che. A cekane oLakhavAnI je zakti tenuM ja nAma samyagdarzana che. - jyAre ApaNane AvI daSTi maLaze tyAre tamane thaze ke mArA AtmAne sAcavIne huM A zarIra pAsethI kAma lauM. A zarIra eka kavara tarIke jarUra upayogI che. paNa A kavaranI koI mahattA heya te eTalA ja pUratI che ke e jema pelA cekane eka gAmathI bIje gAma pahoMcADavAnuM kAma kare che te ja rIte A zarIranI mahattA eTalA mATe ja che ke aMdara rahelA cetanarUpI cekane mokSa nagarImAM pahoMcADavA mATe e sAdhana che. A daSTi maLyA pachI bhale tame game tyAM beThA he, cAhe araNyamAM ho ke upAzrayamAM che athavA ophisamAM che, paNa tame jAgatAM che ane samaje che ke A te uparanuM kavara che, aMdara rahelA ceka rUpI cetana e huM, kavarathI alaga chuM. jenA aMtaramAM AvI daSTi Ave te ja sAco dharmiSTha che. jenI daSTi khulI che te AtmAo karmanI philosophIne barAbara samaje che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe trIsa varSe saMyama lIdho ane karmano udaya thayo te vakhate bharavADe kAnamAM khIlA bheMkyA. anArya dezamAM paNa kevAM upasargo AvyA! jyAM khuda tIrthakarane paNa jyAre karmoe cheDyA nathI te ApaNuM jevAnI te vAta ja kayAM? paNa e karmone bAMhya jhAlIne haThAvanAra keI rAjA hoya te te AtmA che. je AtmAnI zakti khIle te karma ziyALIyAMnI jema mUThI vALIne bhAgI jAya che, paNa AtmA pitAnI zakitanuM bhAna bhUlIne dAsa banI gayA che. jyAre bhagavAna muktinI maMjhIle pahoMcI gayA che. ApaNe paNa e ja sthAnanI prApti karavI che. paNa enA vicAromAM ne vicAramAM varSo vItI gayAM. e sthAnane prApta karavA mATe AtmAmAM je verajheranI, 13 zA.

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gAMThe paDI che tene kADhavI paDaze. jema sAyamAM dere pareva heya te te derAmAM rahelI gAMThe bhale pahelAM na dekhAya paNa nAkAmAM Ave tyAre aTakI jAya che te ja rIte manamAM vera-jhera ane bUrAInI gaThi vaLI gaI haze te mukti rUpI seyamAM AtmArUpI derAne pasAra thatI vakhate aTakI javuM paDaze. anyAya, anIti ane adharma karavA chatAM paNa puNyanA baLe camakatAM hazo paNa mukti rUpI senA dvAre te ene aTakavuM ja paDaze. mATe je tamAre mukti nagarImAM praveza kara haze te graMthI bheda te karavuM ja paDaze. devalokamAM rahelA be AtmAone manuSya bhava prApta karI saMyama levAno keTale harSa che, jyAre tamane saMyama levAnuM kahIe te dUra bhAge che. gAmamAM kaI saMta padhAre ane temanI vANI sAMbhaLe pachI ema kahe che ke mahArAjanI vANImAM jAdu che. tyAM jaIe eTale dIkSA levAnuM mana thaI jAya che. emanI vANI sAMbhaLIne barAgyane raMga lAgI gayo te tame tamArA dikarA-dikarIne upAzraye AvatAM paNa baMdha karI de. (hasAhasa) rakhene saMtane paDachAye lAgI jAya. ahIM brAhmaNe kahIne gayA pachI bhagu purohita ane yazAbhAryAne te harSane pAra nathI. je cAra AtmAe ISakAra rAjA, kamalAvatI rANI, bhagu purohita ne yazAbhAryA haju jAgyA nathI. e te pitAnAmAM paDelA che paNa je A be AtmAo Avaze te A cArane jagADaze. haju janma te thaye paNa nathI te pahelAM aMtarathI AtmAnI Urmio uchaLI che. Atma sAdhanA karavAnI laganI lAgI che, tamane paNa keI ne kaI kAryamAM laganI te jarUra lAge che. tame tamArA gharamAM besIne neTanA baMDala gaNatA he te vakhate tame evA ekAgra ho ke ame tamArA ghera AvIe ane tamArI pAse thaIne ja pasAra thaIe te paNa tamane khabara na paDe. ane neTa joIne khuza thaIne evA DelatA che ke jANe moTuM rAjya na meLavyuM hoya! paNa baMdhuo! tame jANe che ne ke Dele koNa? " nAga." nAga jema Dele tema noTanA baMDala dekhIne tame Dole che. paNa yAda rAkhajo ke nAga jema bIlamAM rahe che tema tamAre paNa bIlamAM javuM paDaze. dhana kevI cIja che! eka zeTha e lebhI ke kamAIne neTo khUba bhegI karelI. e neTenA baMDala tijorImAM bhegA kare. tijorI paNa eka alaga rUmamAM rAkhelI. e tijorI khelIne rUpiyA gaNe te vakhate aMdara koIne javAnuM nahi. tijorImAM e IlekaTrIka karaMTa rAkhele ke enI kaLanI koIne khabara na hoya ane ajANyo kholavA jAya te karaMTa lAgI jAya. eka vakhata zeTha bAraNuM baMdha karI neTa gaNI rahyA che tyAM saheja bAraNuM khakhaDayuM. zeThane thayuM ke keI AvyuM lAge che. rakhe mArI neTanA baMDale joI jaze. eTale badhA neTanA baMDala bhegA karIne tijorImAM pesI gayA ane bAraNAM baMdha karI dIdhA, paNa cAvIne guDa bahAra rahI gayo. A te majabuta lekhaMDI tijorI, nIkaLavAnI bArI rahI nahi. aMdara zeTha te muMjhAI gayA, paNa bahAra nIkaLAya kevI rIte?

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have gharanA mANasane oraDAmAM javuM hatuM paNa aMdarathI bApA bahAra na Ave tyAM sudhI kenI tAkAta che ke jaI zake? jamavAne TAIma thaye paNa bApA bahAra na AvyA. sAMja paDavA AvI paNa bApA bahAra nIkaLyA nahi. tyAre putravadhUo kahevA lAgI ke A rUma khele te kharAM. bApA te lebhI che, kene khabara zuM karatA haze? hiMmata karI rUma che te aMdara bApA nathI. tijorInI cAvIo bahAra che te bApA kayAM gayAM? khUba tapAsa karI paNa bApAne patto na lAgyuM. tyAre thayuM ke lakSamInA labhI bApA lakSamInA mehanA kAraNe kadAca tijorImAM te nahiM pesI gayA heya ne! tijorI khele che te aMdara zeThanuM maDaduM paDayuM che. koDanI saMpatti meLavI, e koNArka je rAta divasa rakSaNa karatA hatA te saMpatti tene bacAvI zakI? pudagalanA raMgarAgamAM paDe jIva potAne A bhava ane parabhava bagADe che. ane jAgRta AtmA A bhava ane parabhavane sudhAre che. have be kamAra yazAbhAryAne tyAM janma leze ane e banaze tenA bhAva avasara kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na. 15 aSADha vada amAsa ne zanivAra tA. 1-8-70 anaMta karUNAnidhi zAsanapati zrI mahAvIra svAmIe AjathI 2500 varSo pUrve vizvanA AMgaNe dharmane dipaka pragaTAvyuM. temaNe pitAnA kevaLajJAnamAM joIne jIvane batAvyuM ke "duHkha pApAt sukhaM dharmAt " duHkhanuM kAraNa pApa che ane sukhanuM kAraNa dharma che. nAthe samajAvyuM che ke he bhavya jIvo ! duHkhathI mukta thavA mATe pApane tyAga kare ane parama sukhanI prApti karavA mATe dharmanuM zaraNa svIkAre. ApaNane jJAnIoe keTale suMdara mArga batAve che! basa, A ja mULabhUta vAtane anekAnta draSTi biMduthI samajAvavA zAstronuM nirUpaNa karavAmAM AvyuM che. A zAstrone saraLa AtmAo te zraddhApUrvaka samajIne svIkAre che. ane zAstronA kathana mujaba pitAnA AtmAne zuddha karavA puruSArtha kare che. paraMtu manuSya dharmazAne Aje zraddhAthI mAnI levA taiyAra thatuM nathI. tevA ja pratye karUNASTithI bhagavAna mahAvIra deve seMka tarka pramANe batAvyA. dharmanA tane tarkathI samajAvanAra darzanazAstra kahevAya che. bhava baMdhananA pherAthI choDAvanAra hoya te sarva batAvele mAga ja che. juo - makAvIe markaTane nAcavAnI, khelavAnI ane kudavAnI kaLA zIkhavADI. hajAre mANasanI

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100 1 medanI vacce mAMkaDAne madArI pUche ke tane tArI mA vahAlI ke tArI patnI vahAlI tArI mA mAMdI paDe te tuM deDatuM jAya ke tArI patnI mAMdI paDe te deDatuM jAya ! A badhI kaLAe te zIkhI gayA ane jenArane khuza karI de che. paNa madArIe je sAMkaLathI mAMkaDAne bAMdhyuM che tene aMkeDe choDavAnI kaLA zIkhavADI nathI. mAMkaDuM bicArUM badhuM zIkhyuM paNa baMdhanamAMthI mukta thavAnI kaLA zIkhyuM nahi. baMdhuo ! tamArI AvI sthiti te nathI ne? bhagavAna mahAvIre ApaNane baMdhanamAMthI mukta thavAnI suMdara kaLA zIkhavADI che ane kahyuM che ke he AtmA! tuM anaMtakALathI caturgatimAM rakhaDI rahyo che. zubhAzubha karmanA baMdhane baMdhAI gayuM che. te baMdhanane jANIne baMdhanane teDavA purUSArtha kara. chetamane kayuM baMdhana che, jANe che ne? jJAnI kahe che, pahelAM tame baMdhanane jANe ane pachI tene teDavAne purUSArtha kare. je tamane baMdhana e baMdhanarUpa lAgyuM haze te tame tene toDavAne purUSArtha karaze. A jIvane moTAmAM moTuM baMdhana hoya te te aviratapaNAnuM che. e aviratInA baMdhana teDavA mATe tamane eka vakhata laganI lAgavI joIe. jene laganI lAgI che te che aDhaLaka saMpattimAM vasatAM hovA chatAM purUSArtha kare che. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM je che jeno adhikAra cAle che temAM je be AtmAe devalokamAMthI avavAnI aNI upara che. temane e ja ciMtA thaI ke ApaNe jyAM janmavAnA chIe tyAM saMpattine pAra nathI, bhautika sukhanI kamInA nathI paNa ApaNe je baMdhana teDavA mAMgIe chIe te tyAM tUTaze nahi. eTale teo mRtyulekamAM AvIne bhagu pure hita ane tenI patnI yazAne cetavaNI ApI gayA. teone jaina dharmanA saMskAra ApI gayA. ati sukhamAM mAnava dharmArAdhanA karI zakato nathI. sukhamAM thoDI kaDavAzarUpa duHkha joIe. devabhUmimAM te ekaluM sukha che eTale tyAM AtmakalyANa na thAya temaja aviratInA baMdhane paNa tUTe nahi. tame kerIne rasa ane pUrI ekalAM khAtA nathI. je ekale rasa khAvAmAM Ave te moTuM bhAMgI jAya. peTamAM karamIyA thaI jAya. paNa tame kerI sAthe kArelAnuM zAka ane vAlanI dALa khAva che. gaLapaNa sAthe ceDI kaDavAza joIe. kema barAbara che ne ? A ja rIte sAcA sukhanI prApti mATe, aviratInA baMdhane teDavA mATe tapa tyAganI kasoTI rUpI kaDavAza jaIe. bhagu purahita ane yazAne be deve brAhmaNanA rUpamAM AvIne kahI gayA ke tamAre be putra thaze. tyAM temanA harSane pAra na rahyo. jemAM putra prAptinI bhAvanAthI daMpatInuM haiyuM harakhAya che, tema amArUM haiyuM jyAre harakhAya ? amArA mahAvIranA

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101. zAsanamAM ekeka zrAvaka je dharmamAM zraddhAvAna thAya, jyAM jAya tyAM rANIgarA rUpiyAnI jema raNakAra kare. sAco zrAvaka chUpa na rahe. paNa pitAnuM zurAtana batAve. ane badhA jANe ke A sAce zrAvaka che. AvA zrAvakenI zraddhA ane dharmadhyAnamAM tenI tallInatA jeI saMtene AnaMda thAya. AvA daDhavama ane priyadhama zrAvakone siddhAMtamAM bhagavAne sAdhunA ammA-piyA tarIke varNavyA che. A be deva devakanI sthiti pUrNa karI yazAbhAryAnI kukSIe utpanna thAya che. puNyavAna AtmAo che. bhavabaMdhane teDanAra che. evA jIva garbhamAM Ave che tyAre mAtAne paNa sArI bhAvanA thAya che. garbhamAM pApI jIva AvIne utpanna thAya che tyAre mAtAne kharAba bhAvanA thAya che. garbhamAM puNyavAna jI utpanna thayA che eTale yazA bhAryAne zubha bhAvanAo thAya che ke saMtanA darzana karUM, dAna ApuM. anukrame tene tyAM be bALakone janma thAya che. bALake dhIme dhIme moTA thAya che. A mAtApitAne vicAra thAya che ke pelA jevI kahI gayA che ke A baMne bALako kizoravayamAMja saMsAranA baMdhane teDI tyAgI banI jaze. to have ApaNe e kimiyo karIe ke A bALake ne sAdhune samAgama ja na thAya. bhUgu purohita rAjAne mAnanIya che. pUrvane sneha che eTale rAjA te te je mAge te daI devA taiyAra che. rAjAnI tenA upara asIma kRpAdraSTi che. jenA upara rAjAnI kRpAdraSTi hoya tene ze phikara! baMdhuo, saMte tamArA upara kRpA kare che ane kahe che ke tame jAgo. have kayAM sudhI mohanidrAmAM uMghaze ! A purohita kahe che bApu ! mArA dikarA rUpALA che, najarAI na jAya, mATe mArA A bALakone laIne A nagarI thI thoDe dUra rahevA javuM che. ApanI AjJA heya te. rAjA kahe che are ! je Apane dUra javuM hoya te nAnuM nagara vasAvI ApuM. ISakAra nagarIthI thoDeka dUra karpaTa gAma vasAvI Ape che. mAre tamane e kahevuM che ke jyAM rAjAnI kRpA hoya tyAM ati kaThina kArya paNa sahelAIthI thaI jAya che. moTAnI kRpA mAnavane mahAna banAve che. karoDapatine reDapati banAve che. eka vakhata eka rAjAnI savArI nIkaLI. AkhuM gAma vajApatAkAothI zaNagAryuM. dukAnadAroe rAjAnA mAnamAM pitAnI dukAne suMdara rIte zaNagArI che. gAmanI zobhA joIne rAjA harakhAya che. aho! mAruM keTaluM mAna che! paNa eka dukAna zaNagAryA vinAnI che. A joI rAjA vicAre che ke, badhAe mArA mAnamAM dukAne zaNagArI che. ane A mANase kema Ama karyuM haze ! aMdaranuM mAna mAnavane muMjhave che. mAna jAya te kAma thaI jAya. bAhubalIjIe keTalI ugra sAdhanA karI. maccharanA trAsa AgaLa ApaNe kAyara banI jaIe tenA badale jenA zarIra upara kIDIoe dara banAvyA, jenA

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12 mAthe paMkhIo mALA nAMkhyA, zarIre velaDIe vIMTaLAI gaI, zarIrane suzkelu karI nAMkhyuM, paNa aMdaramAM rahele ahaM ogaLe nahi, tyAM sudhI kevaLajJAnanI prApti na thaI. paNa e jAtivaMta AtmA hatA, eTale bahenonI heja Takera thatAM jAgI gayA. paNa badhAnA manamAM vicAra thaye ke AvA garIbanA sAmuM joIne rAjA mukhaDuM malakAve che te nakI AnI sAthe rAjAne kaMIka saMbaMdha che. A rAjAne premI che. mATe have A mANasa ApaNI badhI pila rAjA pAse khullI karI deze. te ApaNane kyAMya sthAna maLaze nahi. mATe ApaNe AnI sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhIe, te ApaNane koI vAMdho Ave nahi. Aja sudhI A mANasanA sAmuM keI jetuM na hatuM. paNa have tene badhA bolAvavA lAgyA ane kahevA lAgyA -bhAI! tAre kaMI jarUra hoya te kaheje. keI sAmethI paisA ApavA lAgyA. Ama karatAM A garIba mANasa pAse paisA Ave che. puNyane sitAro camake che. ane te lAkhe pati banI jAya che. bIje varSe pharIne savArI nIkaLI. A garIba mANase AkhA gAma karatAM vadhAre suMdara sajAvaTathI pitAnI dukAna zaNagArI che. A joI rAjA kahe che A kenI dukAna che? tyAre pelA garIba mANasa je dhanavAna banI gaye che te rAjAnA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che mahArAjA! e ApanI kRpAne pratApa che. meM ApanI kRpAthI ATaluM meLavyuM che. je teNe mAMgyuM hatuM te mAMgeluM maLata. paNa A te mahAna sukha pAmI gaye. A te eka sAmAnya rAjAnI kRpA thaI ane ATaluM meLavI gayA. te tame vicAra kare che jenA upara mahArAjAne paNa mahArAjA tuSamAna thAya te zuM na meLave? mahArAjAne paNa mahArAjA keNa! tame jANe che ne? vItarAganA vArasadAra saMte mahArAjAnA paNa mahArAjA che. teonI tamArA para amI-AMkhaDI paDe che ane tamane kahe che ke devAnupriye! have jAge. viSayamAM grudha na banaze. tyAM tamane ema thavuM joIe ke aho ! saMta mane sAmethI kahe che. huM keTaluM puNyavAna chuM! eka hAkale tame jAgI javA joIe. roja brahmacarya vratanI vAta karavAmAM Ave che. paNa eka paNa zrAvaka jAgatuM nathI. jANe ke badhAe pratijJA laI lIdhI nA hoya ! rAjAnI kRpA te ekaja bhava pUratI hatI paNa saMtanI kRpA te bhavane pAra karAve che. janma, jarA ne maraNanA pherA maTADI de che. ahIM bhagu purohita upara paNa pUrvanA snehane laIne ISakAra rAjAnI khUba kRpA che. ISakAra nagarIthI traNa mAIla dUra judI nagarI vasAvA Ape che. tyAM jaIne A bhRgu purahita, tenI patnI ane be bALako AnaMdathI rahe che. have A bALakone A mAtA-pitA samajAve che ke putro! je jaina sAdhuo hoya che, temanA mukha upara muhapati bAMdhelI hoya che, hAthamAM rajoharaNa hoya che ane jamIna tarapha daSTi karIne, hAthamAM kapaDAnI thI laIne cAlatA hoya che, te jhoLImAM te leka charI, kAtara, cAku Adi zastro rAkhe che, te tamArA jevA kumaLA

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103 mALakIne pakaDI le che ane te zastrA dvArA nAka-kAna kApI le che ane mArI nAMkhe che, mATe tamAre evA sAdhuothI dUra rahevuM. temanI pAse tamAre javuM nahi. emanA saMga karavA nahi. kumaLA khALakone jevA saMskAra ApavAmAM Ave tevI tenA mAnasa upara asara thAya che. Aje bALakA DarapeAka kema hoya che? eka TAkarIyA khAvA Ave te paNa harIne gharamAM pesI jAya. are! ghaNAM bALako te amArAthI paNa Dare che. kAraNa ! nAnuM bALaka raDatu hoya ane emAM ame jaI paheAMcIe tyAM tenI mAtA kahe ke chAneA rahe, nahitara A mahArAja tane laI jaze. eTale enA magajamAM evA saMskAra paDI jAya che ane bALaka raDe che. tame saMtAnI bIka kadI Apaze nahi. mAtApitAnA AvA zikSaNathI A mane khaLakA jaina sAdhuthI bhayabhIta rahevA lAgyA. mA-Apa vicAra kare ke Ama karIe te ApaNA dikarAone muninA samAgama thAya nahi' ane dIkSA paNa le nahi. paNa upAdAna zudhdha hAya che te kevuM nimita maLI jAya che? e ja ApaNe ahI... vicAravAnu che. eka vakhata evu banyuM ke A baMne khALake ramatAM ramatAM gAma bahAra cAlyA gayAM che. te samaye rastA bhUlI javAthI e muni A navu nagara vasAvyuM che tyAM Ave che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa bhRgupurAhitane ghera ja geAcarI mATe jAya che. yazA bhAryAM khUba bhAvapUrvaka nirdoSa AhAra-pANI vaheArAve che. vaheArAvyA pachI kahe che gurUdeva ! A gAmanA mANasA anADI che. te sAthI atyaMta aparicita che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa te leAkeA saMtAnA dveSI che. ane chekarAe te eTalA taphAnI cheke jenI vAta pUche mA. mArAM peAtAnAM karA paNa evA ja tAphAnI che. bALake sAdhuonI paNa mazkarI kare che, paththara mAre che, mATe Apa AhAra pANI laine ahIthI gheADe dUra ISukAra nagarI che tyAM pahAMcI jAva. jethI A gAmanA leAkeA ApanA avinaya kare nahi ane Apane muzkelImAM kAvuM na paDe. khaMdhue ! satA tamane game teTalAM priya hAya paNa jo tamArA dikarA ke dikarI haLukamI hAya ane vairAgya AvI jAya te tamane paNa eka vakhata te abhAva thaI ja jAya, upAzraye AvavAnuM paNa baMdha thaI jAya. kahIe ke kema zrAvakajI ! tame dekhAtA nathI ? te kahe ke zuM AvIe ( tamAre te badhAne sAdhu banAvavA sivAya kaMI dhadhA che ?).! bhAI, AmAM zu muMjhAva che ? cakravarti jevA rAjA mahArAjAne vairAgya AvyeA te kAI rokI zakayuM nathI. sAcA vairAgI kAinA rokayA rokAya nahi. tame ema mAne ke huM kevA bhAgyavAna ! huM te| saMsAramAM paDaco chuM, paNa mAruM saMtAna zAsanane dIpAvavA jAya che. amane avA avasara kayAre Avaze ? bhRgu purAhita ane yazAbhAryAMnI bhAvanA joI sa Mtane thayuM ke jenA gAmanA rAjA ATalA bhAvika che . tenI prajA AvI anADI kema hAya ! saMta te purAhitanA kahevAthI

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AhAra pANI laI gAmanI bahAra nIkaLI gayAM. je banavAnuM che te banavAnuM ja che. A bALako je tarapha ramI rahayA che te tarapha ja A munie paNa gayA. A sAdhune joIne baMne bALake bhayabhIta banI gayA. A sAdhue ApaNane mArI nAMkhaze, pakaDI jaze, e bhayathI tharathara dhrujavA lAgyA. sAdhunI bIkathI baMne bALake eka moTA jhADa para caDhI gayA. have sAdhu paNa e ja vRkSa nIce nirdoSa jamIna joIne tyAM bese che. upara A bALake che tenI saMtane khabara nathI. saMte vinA prajane ADI avaLI daSTi karatAM nathI. bALakone thAya che ke A te ahIM ja AvyA. have ApaNane pakaDI jaze. A baMne munie bhUminuM paDilehaNa karI potAnAM vastra-pAtrAdinuM paDilehaNa kare che. ane tyArabAda lAvelA AhAra-pANI vApare che. A bALake sAdhunI badhI kriyA jhADa upara beThA beThA nihALe che. jyAre saMtenA pAtrAomAM kaMI ja na joyuM tyAre kahe che. ApaNA mAtA-pitA te AvuM kahetA hatA, paNa A saMte pAse kaI zastra-charI ke kAtara kaMI ja nathI. emanA pAtrAmAM paNa ApaNAM gharanAM je zuddha AhAra ja che. bIjuM kAMI che ja nahi. A badhuM dhyAnapUrvaka joIne A baMne bALakane bhaya cAlya gayo. have A bALake nIce utaraze ane zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM-16 zrAvaNa suda 1ne ravivAra tA. 2-8-70 bhagavAna mahAvIrane vaMdana namaskAra karI, sarvaza koNa banI zake te vAtane vicAra karavAmAM Ave che. jinazAsana guNane mahattA Ape che. jinazAsanamAM vyaktinI pUjAne sthAna nathI paNa prabhumAM je cAra guNo ane cetrIsa atizaya che tenI ja vizeSatA che. prabhue jyAre rAga ane dveSane khatama karyA tyAre ja teo sarvajJa banyAM. sarvajJa banyAM ke tarata ja jagatanA uddhAraka banyAM. ucca kakSAnAM ne te mahAna puruSanA jIvana jotAM ja samajAI jAya che, paNa je sAmAnya kakSAnAM jIve che temane samajAvavA mATe dezanA ApavI paDe che, ke he bhavya AtmAo! paisA e uddhAranuM kAraNa nathI. paisA prApta karavAnI pAchaLa jIvanamAM ghaNI heLIo saLage che. keIka dardI mANasane eka hajAra rUpiyA ApavAmAM Ave te zuM e paisA enuM darda zAMta karI zakaze? nahi ja. A sAcI lekasevA nathI, "janasevA te prabhu sevA" e sUtre te satyAnAza

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105 vALe che. A vAkyanA pariNAme Aje dharmabhAvanA naSTa thatI jAya che. janasevAne sAco artha e che ke koI paNa apekSA rAkhyA vinA jagatanA jIvane sAco rAha samajAve. vIranI dezanAnuM dhana ApavuM. vItarAganA vArasadAra evA saMte tamane kaMIka devA mATe AvyA che. teo kahe che ke he AtmabaMdhuo ! A saMsAranI kaI paNa vastu tamane kadI paNa AzvAsana ApI zake tema nathI. paNa rame romathI tame rAga-dveSane nAza karo. A dezanA eja janasevAne sahelAmAM sahele ane chellAmAM chello upAya che. je rAga-dveSa Adi bhAva zatruo jIte che te ja sAco vIra banI zake che.' sUyagaDAMga sUtramAM bhagavaMte pharamAvyuM che ke he AtmAo! tame mohanidrAne tyAga karI jAgRta bane. "saMbujajhaha ki na bujajhaha, saMbehI khalu pezya dulahAra ne havaNumaMti rAIo, no sulabhaM puNarAvi jIviyaM | sU. a-2 gA. 1. u. 1 AvA bedhibIjanI prApti karavAno avasara tamane pharI pharIne nahi maLe. tame kaladAranI prApti karavAmAM kAlanI rAha jotAM nathI. tyAM te e vicAra karo cho ke AvI nANAM kamAvavAnI sIjhana pharI pharIne nahi maLe. sakhata garamI paDatI hoya, dukAnamAM parasevAthI rebajheba thaI gayA che, AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI gayA ho, ane dukAnamAM kula gharAkI hoya che tyAre tame ema vicAra nathI karatA ke have kAle paisA kamAIzuM te jyAM kamanI jaMjIro toDavI che, tyAM kAlanI rAha kema javAya! : mANasa bahere hoya, mUMge hoya ke aMdha hoya te paNa tene keLavaNI ApavAmAM Ave te te dhana kamAI zake che. mAM mANasa pathArImAM rahIne paNa bIjAne sUcanA ane salAha ApIne paisA kamAI zake che. page lula hoya te paNa khurazImAM besI phena karIne paisA kamAI zake che. aMdha mANase paNa grejyueTa thAya che ane te paisA kamAya che. kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke jenI Indriye hina hoya che te mANasa paisA kamAI zake che, paNa jenI Indriye hina haze te mANasa dharmaArAdhanA karI zakaze nahi. karmanA medAnamAM zUravIra hoya te ja ubhuM rahI zake che. jyAre yuddhabhUmimAM javAnuM thAya tyAre keNa jaya! jenuM zarIra sazakta hoya, talavAranA ghA sahana karavAnI jenAmAM tAkAta hoya te ja raNamedAnamAM jaI zake che. tema A karmamedAnamAM paNa game tevI muzIbatene sAmane karavuM paDe te paNa je Dare nahi te ja ubhe rahI zake che. ahIM kAyaranuM kAma nathI. - tamane haju karmane kAMTe khaTako nathI. karmane kAMTe kADhavAno upAya keNa kare? jene karma e zatru che te samajAya jema pagamAM eka nAnakaDe kAMTo vAgyo hoya paNa te jyAM sudhI tamane khaTakato nathI, duHkhadAyI lAgatuM nathI tyAM sudhI tame tene kADhavA prayatna 14 zA,

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16. karatA nathI, paNa khaTake tyAre ja tene kADhavA purUSArtha kare che. tema jene janma-jarA ane maraNanA pherA khaTake che te ja tene TALavAnA upAye zedha che. pahelAM te e vicAre che ke janma-jarA ane maraNanA pherAnuM mukhya kAraNa zuM che? rA ya devi ya kammabIyaM, kamma ca meha5bhavaM vayapitA kamma ca jAI maraNassa mUlaM, dukakhaMca jAI maraNuM vayanti u. sU. a. 32-7 rAga ane dveSa karmanAM bIja che. tenAthI karma baMdhAya che. ane karmanA kAraNe meha thAya che. karma e ja janma-maraNanuM mULa che, ane janma-jarA ane maraNa e ja duHkha che. rAga ane dveSa e ja AtmAnuM ahita karanAra moTA duzamane che. Aje je kaMI kaleza, jhagaDA, TaMTA dekhAya che te rAga ane dveSane kAraNe ja thAya che. eka vyakti ke vastu pratye jyAre ApaNane rAga thAya che tyAre bIjA pratye dveSa thAya che. jema tamAre pADozI tamArI eka tasu jamIna dabAve te tame tenI sAthe jhagaDe kare, tethI na mAne te tame tenI sAme kesa kare, kAraNa ke putra mATe ghara banAvyuM che, tenI jamIna ochI thaI jAya. A tamane batAvI Ape che ke putra pratye tamane rAga che ane pADozI pratye dveSa che. jene saMsAra dAvAnaLamAMthI ugaravAnI jijJAsA jAgI che te ja tenA upAya zodhe che. tamane kaI roga lAgu paDyo, tenI davA levA mATe DokaTara pAse gayA ane davA lAgyA. have e davA kaDavI che. tene bUca khelatAM bIjAne paNa vAsa Ave che. vagara pIdhe paNa uchALA mAre tevI davA paNa roga maTADavA mATe pI jAya che, tema ja AtmAne AcaraNa karavuM kaThina lAge che te rU yA na rUce chatAM karmanA bIjane bALanAra e auSadhi che, ema samaje te janma-jarA ne maraNanAM roga maTI zake. kAmaga e bhayaMkara viSa samAna che. viSa te mANasa pIe te jhera caDhe che ane te marI jAya che. paNa viSayanAM viSa te evAM che ke jene jovA mAtrathI, viSaya saMbaMdhI kathA sAMbhaLavAthI paNa tenAM jhera caDe che. mATe jJAnIo kahe che ke viSayonuM jhera caDhe evA sAdhanAthI pAchA haTha, jyAre Aje te enAthI ulaTuM ja banI rahyuM che. eka sInemAnI naTI bahAra nIkaLavAnI hoya te hajAro yuvAne tene jovA mATe sInemA TokIjhamAM jAya. ane te naTInuM anukaraNa kare. pachI kAmaga vadhe nahi te bIjuM zuM thAya ? paNa cAmaDAnA pUjArIo ! tame yAda rAkhajo ke Aja nahi te kAla paNa brahmacaryanuM pAlana te karavuM ja paDaze. mANasa pitAnuM cAritra gumAvI de che te tene mahAna nukazAna thAya che. viSayathI aMdha banele mAnava kevA kukarmo kare che te eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM chuM. daSTAMta - eka mAtAne vahAlase ekane eka putra hate. mAtA bALapaNamAM ja vidhavA thaI hatI. paNa pAse paiso ghaNe hate. eka putra upara tenI AzAnA minArA baMdhAyA hatAM. duniyAmAM badhuM ja kharIdI zakAya che paNa mAtAnuM heta kroDenI kiMmata

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1 ApatAM maLatuM nathI. A dikarAne mAtAe bhaNAvI-gaNAvI sArA saMskAra ApyA. bALakanA jIvananuM ghaDatara mAtA kare che. "he putra! tuM kumArge ja nahiM. kaTokaTInA samayamAM paNa tuM tAruM cAritra gumAvIza nahi." evI hita zikhAmaNa Ape che, paNa bhAvi kaMIka juduM ja vicAre che. A chokarAne kharAba mitro maLI gayA ane temanA kusaMge caDhI nATaka-sinemA jete thaI gaye. vyasanamAM paNa pUra banI gaye, ane jyAM ne tyAM bhaTakavA lAgyo. mAtA enA putrane samajAve che, paNa kusaMge cale putra mAtAnI zikhAmaNa mAnatA nathI. have ene mAtAnI zikhAmaNa kaDavI jhera jevI lAge che. saMtanI zikhAmaNa kene game ! paNa jene pApane leza paNa Dara na hoya, tene te jhera jevI ja lAge ne? A chokaro paNa duSTa mitrenA saMge caDhI jema phAve tema vartavA lAgyo. vAraMvAra mAtA pAse paisA mAge che. mAtA rAjIthI paisA Ape paNa che. kAraNa ke kaMI karatAM je chokarA samaje te sArUM paNa A cheka dhIme dhIme parIgamana karate thaI gayo. viSayonAM viSa tenA rageragamAM vyApI gayAM. eka divasa gharamAMthI chAnAmAne paisA vagere badhuM laine te bhAgI gayo ane vezyA ne ghera cAhayo gayo. mAtA putrane zodhe che. arere....eka ja putra che. ATalA bhaNavya, saMskAra ApyAM chatAM A pAka ? badhuM laIne gayo te khera, paNa e mAre dikarA kayAM gayo haze ? enuM zuM thayuM haze? kayAre Avaze? ema mAtA raDe che, Pre che. A cheka mAlamilkata laIne vezyAne ghera cAlyo gayo. eka mahIne vezyAnA ghera rahyo. paisA TakA pUrA thaI gayA. A vezyA kaMI tenI patnI na hatI. e te paisAnI pUjAraNa hatI, eTale kahe che ke have A ghara cheDIne cAlyo jA. ahIM nidhanane Adara maLatuM nathI. ahIM te dhanavAnanuM sanmAna che. vezyAe tene gharamAMthI lAta mArIne kADhI mUkayo. A te pAchA mAtAnA ghera ALe. mAtAne thayuM ke have mAre dIkare ThekANe A lAge che. mAtA putrane premathI bolAve che, paNa aMdara viSayanuM viSa vyApeluM che, eTale mAtAne premanI pIchANu kayAMthI thAya? thoDA divasa thayA, eTale mAtA pAse je kaMI thoDuM ghaNuM hatuM te laIne ravAnA thaI gayo. jene lAta mArIne kADhI mUkI hatuM chatAM tenI pAse te AvyuM ane lAvela paisA pharIthI khalAsa thatAM pAchA vezyA kADhI mUke che tyAre A chekare kahe che, tAre khAtara gharamAM hatuM te badhuM ja laI AvyA. have mArI pAse kaMi ja nathI. vezyA kahe che-tArI mA pAse je hoya te laI Ava. chekare kahe che-have te mArI mA pAse paNa kaMI nathI. je tArI mAtA pAse kaMI ja na hoya ane tAre mArA mahelanI meja mANavI hoya te huM kahuM tema

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108 karavu' paDaze. A chekarA kahe che, zuM karU? tuM jema kahe tema karavA taiyAra chuM, paNa mane tAre ghera rahevA de. vezyA kahe che, tArI mAtAnu kALajI laI Ava. chekarA evu kAya paNa karavA taiyAra thai gayA. mANasa jyAre viSayAMdha ane che tyAre keTalA niSThura banI jAya che! bhagavAne AThe prakAranA aMdha batAvyA che. janma aMdha, jarA aMdha, rAtri aMdha, dina aMdha, krodha aMdha, mAna aMdha, mAyA aMdha ane lAbha adha tathA khIjA prakAranA AThe aMdha che, kAmAMdha, krodhAMdha, kRpaNAMdha, mAnAMdha, madAMdha, cArAMdha, jugArAMdha, cugalyAMdha. " davA pazyati ne lUkA, kAke nakata na pazyati, apUrva kApikAmAnyI, divA nakta na pati. ghuvaDa divase dekhatuM nathI. kAgaDA rAtre dekhatA nathI. paNa je mANusa kAmAMdha che te te rAtre paNa dekhatA nathI ane divase paNa dekhatA nathI. tene kRtyAkRtyane paNa vicAra AvatA nathI. khaMdhuo! viSayA naraka gatimAM lai janAra che. mATe khUba vicAra karajo, jo ATaluM sAMbhaLavA chatAM paNa tamArI AMkha na khulatI haiAya tA ghAra duHkhA sahana karavA paDaze. jo parastrIgamana karaze te tamAre bhayaMkara agnimAM mATalAnI jema pakAvuM paDaze. paramAdhAmI devA lekha'DanI dhagadhagatI pUtaLI sAthe kAmI jIvAne AliMgana karAve che. tyAM game teTalI bUma pADazeA te tamane kAi cheDAvavA Avaze nahi. mATe samajIne brahmacanA gharamAM AvI jAva. pratyAkhyAna karI le. kadAca tame mAnatA hA ke ame brahmacaryAMnu pAlana karIe chIe. mana majabUta hAya te paccakhANanI kayAM jarUra che, ema ghaNA kahe che, paraMtu.... aMdhue ! jyAM sudhI tame pacakhANa nahi le tyAM sudhI tamane pApanI kriyA tA Avaze ja. jema keAinI sAthe tame bhAgIdArImAM dhaMdhA karatA haiA ane tamane khabara paDe ke huve mArI peDhI kheATamAM che. phUlavAnI aNI upara che. te tame bhAgIdArIthI chUTA thaI gayA paNa jyAM sudhI sarakAramAM noMdhAvA nahi tyAM sudhI tame bhAgIdArIthI saMpUrNa mukta thayA nathI. peDhI devAmAM DUlI gai te vakhate leNIyAtA tamArI pAse paisA levA AvyA. tame kaho ke huM teA cha mahinAthI chUTA thaI gayA chuM, paNa pele mANasa kaheze ke tame sarakAranA kAyadAmAMthI chUTA thayA nathI, mATe tamArI upara amArA ka che. tema tame jyAM sudhI vItarAganA kAyadA rUpI paccakhANa nahi karo tyAM sudhI pApanA bhAgIdAra che. pelA chekarA pAcho ghare AvyeA. mAtAne thayuM' ke Akhare dikarA samajayA te kharA ! dikarA namra banIne mAtAne kahe che. mA! meM bahu ja bhUla karI. meM tane ahu ja duHkha ApyuM. have huM AvI bhUla nahi karU . ema kahI mAtAne pIgaLAvI dIdhI. mA samaLe che ke have dikarAnI zAna ThekANe AvI che, eTale putrane premathI rAkhe che, paNa

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mana vezyA pAse javA talasI rahyuM che. pitAnuM kAma karavA phAMphAM mAre che. mAtA eja divasa bhara nidrAmAM sUtI che. ghasaghasATa UMghe che. te samaye chokaro cha laIne mattAnI chAtI upara caDhI beThe. je chAtImAM charo bhoMkavA jAya che tyAM mAtA belIH dikarA; dikarA, A zuM kare che! paNa mAtAnA zabdo keNa sAMbhaLe ! A mAtA khUba pavitra ane tapasvI hatI. te tenA AtmAne kahe che ke he cetana deva! tuM kaSAyamAM nA joDAte A mAro putra maIne janme che paNa pUrvane koI mAro vairI che. meM pUrve ene ghaNuM kaSTa ApyuM haze tethI A bhavamAM mane mAravA uThe che. ghaNI vakhata pUrve je vaira bAMdhIne AvyA hoI e te sAMkaDI sagAImAM utpanna thaIne vairanI vasulAta karavI paDe che. jyAre keNika celaNAnA garbhamAM AvyuM tyAre celaNAne zreNIka rAjAnA kALajAna mAMsa khAvAnuM mana thayuM. tethI garbhamAM Avela chava duSTa che ema samajI celaNAe garbhapAta karavAnA upAyo karyA, chatAM garbhapAta na thA. chevaTe keNikane janma thatAM tene ukaraDe pheMkAvI de che. ane e ja zreNIka rAjA ene ukaraDethI laI Ave che. evA pavitra pitAnA upakArane bhUlI jaI keNika meTa thatAM pitAne pAMjarAmAM pUre che. te vakhate zreNIka rAjA samakita pAmI gayA hatA. je te samakita pAmyA na hita, te gharanI paraMparA vadhata. pAMjarAmAM pUrI koNika kevI zikSA kare che.! kapaDAM utArI laMgaDI page ubhA rAkhI baraDAmAM mIThuM chAMTI reja 500 keraDAne mAra mAravA 49 koraDA mArI lIdhA hoya ane adhara rAkhele paga dharatIne aDI jAya te pharAna 500 keraDAne mAra mAravAne. AvA kaTInA samayamAM paNa zreNIka rAjA te vicAra kare che ke he cetana ! jeje, tuM bhUlatA nahIM. A te tArI kasoTIne samaya che. karmanA deNa cUkavavAno A meghere avasara che. mATe tuM muMjhAto nahi. A tane koNI, zikSA nathI karate paNa tArA karmo zikSA kare che. prANa luMTayAM te kaMIka jInA, vAje kaccara ghANa, emAM tuM nA aTavAtA he, jIvaDA e te tArA dehane mAre, * jeje ho cetana rAjA, rakhe nA aTavAI jAte te te kaMIka evone jIvatA mArI nAkhyA che. A te tArA dehane mAre che. paNa tArA prANa te nathI lete ne ? ATalI kaseTImAM paNa Avo samabhAva rahe akela che. A prabhAva samyakatvane che. jene samyakatva prApta thaI gayuM tene eka saTIphikeTa maLI jAya che ke te ardha pudgala parAvartanamAM avazya mokSe jAya che. koI mANasa lAkha ke abajo rUpiyA kamAI jAya to tene evuM sarTIphikeTa maLe che ke te jIva narakagatimAM na jAya? te garIbane ghera nahi janma ke tiyagnamAM nahi jAya? paNa samakitIne te mahAra

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110 lAgI jAya che. samaktiIne pahelAM je AyuSyane baMdha paDe nahoya te te jIva sAta belane baMdha pADatuM nathI. naraka, tiryaca, bhavanapati, vANavyaMtara, tiSI, strIveda ane napuMsakaveda, e sAta bolamAM na jAya. eNIka rAjAnI jema pahelAM baMdha paDI gayela hoya te ja e jIvane narakamAM javuM paDe. bAkI samakitI jI bhavanapati, vANavyaMtara jevA halakI keTInA devamAM paNa jatA nathI. A mAtA paNa khUba samabhAva rAkhe che. dikare chare mAre che, paNa mAtAnA azumAM paNa kaSAya na AvI. mAtAnA prANa cAlyA jAya che. atyaMta samabhAvamAM mRtyu pAmavAthI mAtAne AtmA marIne deva thAya che. A cheka mAtAnuM kALajuM laIne cAlate thaI gaye. A deva avadhijJAnane upaga mUkIne juve che ke meM pUrve evuM zuM karyuM ke huM marIne deva thaye! tyAM pitAnA putrane pitAnA pUrvanA dehanA kalevaramAMthI lehIthI nItaratuM kALajuM laIne jate jove che. pitAnI duSTa bhAvanA pUrI karavA te doDate jaI rahyo che. tyAM paththara sAthe athaDAvAthI paDI jAya che. A kALajuM hAthamAM rahyuM che. mAtAne jIva je deva thaye che te adazyapaNe AvIne kahe che "khammA" tyAM te camaka. ahe! je mAtAne mArI enuM kALaju kADhayuM e kALajuM mane kahe che khammA! tyAM sthira thaI gaye. ahe! te zuM karyuM? kenuM kALaju kADhayuM? tArI viSaya vAsanAnuM poSaNa karavA vezyAnA premamAM pAgala banI pavitra mAtAnI hatyA karI? mAtAnI vAta karIne tuM kayAM jaIza? enI zAna ThekANe AvI gaI. tyAM adazyapaNe deva bele che. "tArI mAtA samAdhi maraNe marIne huM devapaNe utpanna thaI chuM. tane samajAvuM chuM ke jenI kukhe tuM janme e mAtAnA saMtAne bhAvamAM bhaTakavuM na joIe. je mAtA-pitA potAnA saMtAnane bhavamAM bhramaNa karatAM aTakAve che te ja sAcA upakArI che. e ja mAtAnuM sAcuM heta che, paNa hi bUrI cIja che. Aje A sRSTi para yuddha thAya che, tephAne thAya che, kajIyA ne kaMkAsa thAya che. A badhuM ja mehanuM nATaka che. eka vacananI khAtara mahAbhArata racAyuM. jemAM khUnakhAra laDAI thaI. lAkhe mANasanA meta nipajyAM. A badhuM zAnA kAraNe? mahAbhAratanA yuddhamAM kaura ane pAMDa laDayA. lehInI nIke vahI ane pAMDavonI chata thaI. samajadAra AtmAonA dilamAM pA5 kaNAnI jema khaTake che. - ahiM dharmarAjA laDAImAMthI nivRtta thayA pachI yudhiSThiranuM haiyuM hAtha rahetuM nathI. aha! eka rAjyanI khAtara meM keTalA ne hayA? meM tene mAryA? have AvI rAjagAdI mATe joItI nathI. ema pApane pazcAtApa kare che, tyAM kRSNa mahArAja Ave che ane pUche che he dharmarAjA! tamArI AMkhamAM AMsu kema che? tyAre dharmarAjA kahe chehe prabhu! A bhayaMkara yuddha khelyAM, lAkhe ne kaccaraghANa vALI nAkhe. A rAjya

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111 mATe meM keTale| ana karyAM ? raNamedAnamAM thayeleA mAnavasaMhAranA citAra mArI najara samakSa taravare che, tyAre mArUM kALajuM ka'pI jAya che. ATaluM khelatAM te yudhijharamAM DUmA bharAI gayA. te gadagada kaMThe kahe che-prabhu! mane teA have ema thAya che ke A pApAnuM prakSAlana karavA jaMgalamAM jaIne agheAra tapa karane e tapa rUpI agnimAM mArA pApA jalAvI dauM. tyAre kRSNa kahe che, yudhiSThira ! prajAne pApIonA pajAmAMthI cheDAvavA ApaNe dharmayuddha karyu che ane have jaMgalamAM javAnI vAta karA che? tame atyAre kyA sthAne beThA che ? tamArI zI pharaja che? enAtA tricAra karA. duSTa durgaMdhana ane duHzAsananA paMjAmAMthI prajAne mukta karAvI. huve e praznane sukhI karavI e tamArI mahattvanI pharaja che. atyAre mahAbhAratanA yuddhamAM dharmiSTha ane samajI zAsanakartA cAlyA gayA. Apa ja eka sajjana ane vivekI rahyA che. jo tame rAjakAja cheoDIne jaMgalamAM cAlyA jaze teA prajAnuM zuM thaze ! dharAjA raDatI AMkhe kahe che, prabhu ! mane mArUM' pApa DaMkhe che. basa, mAre te pApanuM prAyazcita karavuM che. ane pApane dhovA mATe teA tapa ja zreSTha sAdhana che baMdhue ! mANasa pApa tA kare che paNa pApa karyA pachI jene pazcAtApa thAya che, je pApanA ekarAra kare che e AtmA pharIne pApa karatA nathI te ja sAcuM prAyazcita che. ahiM* kRSNa mahArAja kahe che dharAjA ! tamAre Atma kalyANa ja karavu' chene? te huM tamana rAjyagAdI saMbhALatA saMbhALatA paNa tame Atma sAdhanA sAdhI zake evA saraLa upAya khatAvuM. pachI kaI che ? prabhu ! je evA upAya hAya te batAve. kRSNa kahe che, jue. dhama rAjA, have ceDA ja samayamAM kaLiyuganA pagaraNu maMDAze. satyayugamAM dhyAnathI Atma-kalyAnnu thatu hatu paNa kaLikALamAM bhagavAnanuM bhAvapUrvaka jo nAma-smaraNa karIe te paNa AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya che. tyAre dharmarAjA, bhIma, arjuna, sahadeva ane nikuLa pAMcane Azcaya thAya che. teo kahe che, prabhu ! kaLiyuga eTale pApanu' ghara. jyAM cAre kAra pApanu sAmrAjya vyApI gayuM haiAya evA kaLiyugamAM prabhunuM nAma AtmAne kaI rIte tArI zake ? kRSNa kahe che :-atyAre tamAruM hRdaya pApanA bhayathI uvigna banI gayuM che. tame pApathI dhrujI uThayA che. eTale huM tamana gamete rIte samajAvIza te paNa A vAta tamArA gaLe utaravAnI nathI. mATe tame pAMce bhAIe AvatI kAle prabhAtanA pahAramAM nirjana vanamAM cAlyA jajo. ane tyAM je kAMI avanavuM jI meM| te zAMtapaNe nihALaje. pachI tame mane AvIne kahejo eTale tamAru mana zAMta thai jaze. khIje divase pAMceya pAMDave vahelI savAre astra zastra laine cAre tarapha pharavA nIkaLI gayA. dareka judI judI dizAmAM pharavA gayA, dareke navuM kautaka joyu. sAMje pAthe bhAI e pAchA hastinApura AvI gayAM. jamI paravArI teo kRSNa mahArAjA pAse cA,

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1120 have kRSNa. pUche che ke AlA, dharmarAjA ! tame jaMgalamAM zuM joI AvyA ? dha rAjA kahe che, prabhu ! me' te kaI divasa nahi joyeluM evuM joyuM. zuM joyu e te kahe!! tyAre dhama rAjA kahe che, meM jaMgalamAM eka hAthI joye. kharekhara hAthI tA kALeA hAya paNa A te zaMkha jevA sapheda hatA, eTaluM ja nahiM paNa vadhu AzcayanI vAta te e che ke e hAthIne AgaLa ke pAchaLa baMne bAju suMDha hatI. ane te mane suDhAthI khAtA hatA. Avu me' ATalI jiMdagImAM kadI joyuM nathI kRSNa" mahArAjA hasIne kahe che-yudhiSThira ! AmAM kaMI ja navu nathI. A kaLiyuganu lakSaNa che. kaLiyuganA netAo, pradhAne ane meTA vepArIe e hAthI jevA pAkaze. Aje tame eka ja dhALA hAthI joyA, paNa kaLiyugamAM te tamane Thera Thera sapheda hAthI jovA maLaze. aMdarathI emanuM kALajI kALu meza jevu raheze ane uparathI sapheda bagalAnI pAMkha jevA banIne pharaze. AjanA mAnavI papha pAvaDara chAMTI, TInApAla nAMkhIne khAyelAM sapheda kapaDAM paherI, uparathI ujaLA thaIne phare che paNa aMtaramAM kapaTanI kAlImA bharI hoya che. AjanA netAe ane zeThiyAe prajAnA upara karaverA nAMkhI, prajA ane rAjyanuM mane khAjuthI khAi rahyAM che, emanAM peTa evAM meTAM thaI gayAM che ke game teTalu khAI jAya te paNa temanu peTa bharAtuM nathI. jeTaluM maLe teTalu ehiyAM thaI jAya. eka nyAyAdhIza hatA. temanI pAse eka kesa ALye, e kesa jarA nabaLA hatA, eTale vakIle peAtAnA asIlane salADu ApI ke bhAI ! tArA kesa namaLe che, mATe nyAyAdhIzane mADI lAMca Apa teA tAru' kAma thaze. peleA asIla kahe che sAheba ! huM lAMca ApavA jAuM ane kaMIka avaLuM paDI jAya teA mAru' te mAta ja AvI jAya. vakIla kahe che, tane hajI samaya pArakhatAM ja AvaDatu nathI. huM tane kahuM tema kara. kai nahi thAya. kAle ravivAranA divasa che, eTale sAheba jamI paravArIne beThA hAya te samaye tu tyAM jaje. sAhebanI sAthe coDIvAra ADI-avaLI vAtA karIne pAghaDI peTe paccIseka rUpiyA sAhebanA mAmAnA hAthamAM ApI devAnA. lAMca peTe ApuM chu... ema kahevAnuM ja nahi. e tA mAkhAbhAIne premathI ApuM chu. ema kahevAnuM. atyAre te pavana pramANe puMTha pheravIe teA jhaTa kAma thAya. sAmI vyakita pAsethI dhAryuM" kAma kaDhAvavu hAya tA kaLA zIkhI levI joie. jo kaLA na AvaDe nA phasAi javAya. vakIla sAhebanI salAhu pramANeM A asIla te nyAyAdhIzane ghera AnyA. ceDI vAra ADI avaLI vAtA karI uDavAnA samaya thaye tyAM nyAyAdhIzanA khAme paNa ramatA ramatA tyAM AnyA. eTale A asIle rU.25 ) khAkhAnA hAthamAM mUkI dIdhA. nyAyAdhIza kahe che bhAI ! A zuM kare che? e tenA nA karatAM rahyA. ane A asIla kahe che :Apane nathI ApatA, A teA khAkhAbhAI upara mane prema Avye ne ApuM chuM. ema kahIne cAlatA thai gayA. have A vAtanI prativAdIne jANa thai, eTale ene thayuM, A te rUA. 25

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113 ApI AvyuM eTale enuM kAma thaI jaze ane mAre kesa hAthamAMthI jaze. mATe lAva, huM paNa jAuM, ema vicArIne prativAdI paNa gaye ane nyAyAdhIzanI sAthe vAta cite karIne kahe che, bAbAbhAI nathI ? sAheba kahe che tamAre bAbAnuM zuM kAma che ? e te ramato haze. sAheba, mAre bAbAbhAIne ramADavA che. garaja taNakhalA karatAM paNa halakI che. A mANasa hato moTI uMmarane paNa pAMca varSanA bAbAne paNa garaje bAbAbhAI kahe che. bAbAne bAthamAM laIne rU. 500) nI thekaDI hAthamAM ApI dIdhI. A nyAyAdhIza kahe che bhAI ! A zuM kare che? sAheba, Apane tyAM sAta sAta bebI upara bAbe che. mane khUba vahAle che, eTale ApuM chuM. Apane nathI ApatA, ema kahIne cAlyA gaye. have nyAyAdhIze je tarapha palluM namyuM te taraphane nyAya karyo. baMdhuo ! tame kALAM karmo karI vakIla ane jajanA khIssA bharI kesa phevaramAM laI leze paNa karmarAjAnA kAyadA AgaLa AvA kapaTa kAma nahi Ave. pelA garIba mANasane thayuM, are re, sAhebane paccIsa rUpiyAnI pAghaDI baMdhAvI te paNa mArA sAmuM na joyuM. te nyAyAdhIza pAse jaIne kahe che sAheba ! jarA mArI pAghaDI sAmuM te jevuM hatuM! nyAyAdhIza kahe che bhAI! zuM karuM! tame te pAghaDI paherAvI gayA hatA paNa e pAghaDI bheMsa cAlI gaI. (hasAhasa). baMdhuo ! A nyAyAdhIza baMne bAjuthI khAnAre hate. pele garIba bicAro belateja baMdha thaI gaye. tame paNa vicAra karaje. aThAI, soLabhaNyuM ke mA khamaNa karatA ho, upAzrayanA phALAmAM hajAra rUpiyA ApI detA ho, paNa A nyAyAdhIzanI jema baMne bAjuthI khAtA nathI ne? dhaLA hAthI jevA te nathI ne? e nyAyAdhIza jevA banaze te tamAre traNe kALamAM uddhAra nahi thAya. mATe tamAruM hRdaya pavitra banAvaje. have kRSNa bhImane pUche cheH bele bhImasena ! Ape Aje zuM joyuM? bhIma kahe che prabhu,! kaMI kahevA jevI vAta nathI. paNa kaho te kharA !tyAre bhIma kahe che, prabhu! vAcharaDI gAyane dUdhapAna kare evuM meM atyAra sudhI joyuM che, paNa Aje te gAya vAcharaDIne dUdhapAna karatI hatI evuM meM joyuM. prabhu, Ama kema? kRSNa kahe che bhAI! A kaLiyugane prabhAva che. je mAtApitAe putrone ucherIne moTAM kare che te ja chokarAo paraNe che, gharamAM vahu Ave che, kamAta thaI jAya che tyAre mAtApitAne dharmakAryamAM ke vAparavA mATe paisA joIe te chokarA pAse hAtha laMbAva paDe che. pitAne putra Ape te kAma cAle. sAsune vahu pAse hAtha dhare paDe che. sAsune vahu banIne rahevuM paDe che. dikaro rajA Ape te ja mAtApitA dharmAdA ke dAna puNyamAM paisA vAparI zake. A badhe kaLiyugane prabhAva che. have kRSNa arjunane pUche che-bele arjunajI ! tame navuM zuM joyuM? prabhu, AjanuM dazya joIne mane te Azcarya pAra nathI rahyo. huM te jaMgalamAM pharate pharate ghaNe 15 zA,

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114 dUra nIkaLI gaye. tyAM eka vRkSa upara asaMkhya kAgaDAo "kRSNa kRSNa kRSNa bolI rahyA hatA, A joIne mane te thayuM. ahe! A kAganA mukhamAM kRSNanuM nAma! huM te kAgaDAonuM kRSNa nAmanuM kIrtana sAMbhaLavA jhADa nIce zAMtithI besI gaye. tyAM te ghaNA kAgaDAe mane cAre taraphathI vIMTaLAI vaLyAM ane mane cAMca mAravA lAgyA. e te sAruM thayuM ke mArI pAse gAMDIva dhanuSya hatuM tethI meM badhAne haThAvyA, nahi te badhA kAgaDAe Aje mane phelI khAta. prabhu! meM te Aje mukhameM rAma aura bagalameM churI je ghATa je." kRSNa kahe che ana! A kaLiyugamAM AvA mAnavIe thaze. uparathI dhamI banavAne DhaLa karaze paNa aMtaramAM te duSTatAno pAra nahi hoya. vadhAre bhale bheLe bheTI jAya ane enuM kATaluM kADhI nAkhe. kapALe te bheMsa bhaDake tevuM tilaka karyuM hoya, mukhethI prabhunuM maraNa karatA hoya paNa dhaMdhe te garIbane chetaravAne ja karate heya. eka bhakate gAyuM che ke kALAM nANuthI tArA maMdira baMdhAvyA, bhakatane bhejana dIdhAM ne varaghoDA caDhAvyA, AvA dauM chuM dAna, te ye duniyA mAre che....tuM kayAM... tuM te jANe che ke reja darzana karavA AvuM chuM, mALA gaNuM chuM ne tilaka lagAvuM chuM, te ye te zetAna" kahIne duniyA mAre che, tuM kayAM che bhagavAna ! mane duniyA mAre che. je ne duniyA mAre che. bhakta kahe che-kALA bajAra karI te nANAMmAMthI tArA maMdira baMdhAvyA, bhakatane jamADayA, dAna dIdhAM, reja tArA darzana karavA AvuM chuM ane kapALamAM moTuM tilaka karUM chuM ane tArA nAmanI mALA gaNuM chuM. ATaluM karavA chatAM duniyA mane "zetAna" kahIne phiTakAra Ape che. baMdhuo! kALAM karmo karIne 'zAhabanAtuM nathI, mATe tamArA aMtaranI ArasI svaccha rAkhaje. bahArathI zrAvaka banI aMdarathI zetAna na banaze. garIbanAM khissA khAlI karAvaze nahi. have kRSNa sahadevane pUche che: sahadevajI! Aje tame zuM joyuM te kahe. prabhu, meM te jaMgalamAM traNa kuMDa joyA. e traNe kuMDa pAse pAse lAInasara hatAM. eka kuMDanuM pANI bIjA kuMDamAM thaIne trIjA kuMDamAM javuM joIe, tenA badale meM te evuM joyuM ke pahelA kuMDanuM pANI trIjA kuMDamAM jatuM hatuM paNa vacale kuMDa te kare ja hate. AnuM kAraNa? sahadeva! AmAM kaMI Azcarya pAmavA jevuM nathI. A badhAMja kaLiyuganAM kArastAna che. A kaLiyugamAM bhAI bhUkhe maraze ane sAthe piSAze. amadAvAdamAM be bhAI hatA, temAM eka bhAI lAkhe pati ane bIjo bhAI garIba. nAnAbhAIne pApakarmanA udaye TI.bI. ne roga thaye. khAvAnA sAMsA paDyA che, jyAre mATe bhAI meja uDAve

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115 che. bIjA lokone pitAnI vAhavAha mATe dAna de che, paNa bhAInI khabara letuM nathI. A jagyAe sAthe hoya te pahelI khabara levA jAya. ghaNAM varSe bahena sAsarethI Ave ane kahe ke bhAI! mAre pharavA javuM che. tArA bhANIyAne amuka vastu joIe che. tyAre bhAI kahe ke bahena ! badhuM sAcuM paNa mAre zeTha e mAthAne phare che ke mane eka divasanI rajA paNa maLe tema nathI. bahena, gADImAM bese ane sALI utare te tene mATe rajA maLe ane nitya navA griAme gehavAya. sALI Ave lADa kare ne bahenI raDatI jAya" mATe A bIjA kuMDanuM sthAna bhAI bahenanuM che. ane trIjA kuMDanuM sthAna sALAnuM che. jemAM trIjA kuMDamAM pANI Ave che ane bIje ke rahI jAya che, tema baMdhuo! A yuganA mAnavIo sALAsALIne poSe che, paNa pitAnA mADIjAyA bhAI benane jAkAra kare che. bahenI raDatI jAya che, sALI zelA paherIne jAya che. have chelale nakuLane vAre Ave. kRSNajI pUche che, bele nakuLajI! Aje tame zuM joyuM? nakaLajI te sauthI nAnA hatA. te kahe che prabhujI ! huM te varaNAgI kahevAuM huM te jaMgalamAM dhUmate ghUmate eka vizALa pahADa pAse pahoMcI gaye. e pahADa te ghaNe uMce hate. enA zikhare te gaganamAM gAjatA hatA. evAmAM ekadama pralayane pavana phUMkAvA lAgyA. dharatI dhrujavA lAgI ane parvatanA zikhare gaganabhedI avAje sAthe tUTI tUTIne nIce paDavA lAgyA. uparathI moTI moTI zilAo paDavAthI moTAM moTAM vRkSe nAnI saLIonI jema bhAMgIne bhukko thaI javA lAgyAM. upara hajAra maNunI zIlA paDe tyAM vRkSe Take paNa kaI rIte? e to ThIka paNa AzcaryanI vAta te e che ke prabhu! uparathI eka moTI zIlA gabaDatI AvI ane eka taraNAne AdhAre vacamAM aTakI gaI, enuM zuM kAraNa? kuSNujI kahe che nakuLa! A te khUba samajavA jevI vAta che. jema pahADanAM uMcA uMcA zikhare tuTI paDayA tema kaliyugamAM dharma pitAnA ucca sthAnethI gabaDI paDaze. ane jJAna, dhyAna, tapa rUpI meTAM vRkSe jaDamULathI ukhaDI jaze. dharmarUpI moTI zIlA prabhunA nAma-maraNarUpI taraNane AdhAre TakI raheze, ema dekhAvamAM lAgaze nAnuM, paNa emAM ameghazakita samAyelI che. prabhunuM nAma vRddha, yuvAna, adhikArI, adhikArI, sarve laI zake che. prabhunuM nAma smaraNa amRta samAna che. jema keI mANasane roga maTe ke na maTe e zaMkAspada che, paNa je prabhunA nAma smaraNarUpI amRtanuM pAna kare che ene eka paNa roga rahetuM nathI. A duniyAmAM dareka jIvane moTAmAM moTo roga hoya te te bhavaroga lAgu paDe che. tene koI akasIra IlAja heya te te jinezvara bhagavaMte e prarUpale dharma che.

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116 .. devAnupriyA ! A viSama kALamAM Atma kalyANu sahaja rIte thaI zake che. agAu mAsakhamaNunA pAraNe mAsakhamaNu kare ane je phaLa maLatu hatuM te Aje eka upavAsamAM mAsakhamaNa jeTalu phaLa maLe che. tamArI zArIrika zakti sArI na hoya ane tapa karavA sama na heA tA supAtre dAna deje. pAse paisA hAya tA anAthanA AMsu luchajo. paisA na heAya ane sazakata zarIra maLyu. hAya teA zarIra dvArA sevA karajo. jo sevA pazu na karI zake te eTaluM teA jarUra karo ke mAre A jIbhathI madhura vacana elavu, koIne duHkha thAya tevuM kaTu vacana khelavu nahi. A jIbha maLI che kAmaLa, mIThuM madhuruM khAlavA, kaDavA melIne keAInA (2) dilaDA dubhAvaze mA. mAMgherUM. A mAnava jIvana hArI jAzeA mA.... A jIbhanA upayAga karatAM na AvaDe teA mahA anatha thaI jAya che. A jIbha kahe che ke huM jema kAmaLa chuM tema tame mRdu vANI ele. jo vagara vicArye mana phAve tema khelavAmAM Ave te aDhI iMcanI jIbha kevA dATa vALe che. A mATe huM bhudevanu eka nAnuM dRSTAMta ApuM chuM. keInI pAsethI kAma kaDhAvavu hAya tA vANImAM miThAza hAvI joIe. jo vANImAM miThAsa nahi hAya tA badhI mAjI bagaDI jAya che. eka garIba brAhmaNu bhikSArthe nIkaLyA che. te pharatA pharatA eka paTelanA ghare AnyA. A garIba brAhmaNane joI paTalANIne khUba dayA AvI eTale premathI eTale besADaco ane gharamAMthI khIcaDI lAvIne kahyuM, bhUdeva ! Apa ahu ja bhUkhyA lAgA che. te| A khIcaDI ne zAka ApuM chuM. Apa ApanA hAthe ja ahIM' banAvIne jame. Apane dUdha paNa ApIza. eTale bhudevajIe te paTalANInA AMgaNAmAM ITA mUkIne cule| manAvye ane khIcaDI caDhavA mUkI. cUle khIcaDI caDhe che. bhudevajInI najara paTalANInA zarIra para paDI ane bhrudevanuM mukha jarA malakAi gayu. paTalANInI STi paNa te ja vakhate bhudeva tarapha gaI eTale paTalANI kahe che deva ! Apa hasyA kema ? bhudeva kahe che kaMI nahi. paTalANIe khUba pUchyuM tyAre bhudeva zuM kahe che? tame paTelanuM khAI khAI ne A zarIra kevu' pADA jevu' manAvyu' che! kaMI kAmakAja kare che ke nahi ? have jeNe khAvA khIcaDI ApI tene ema kahe ke khAI khAI ne pADA jevI thaI chuM, tA paTalANI eka ghaDI ubhA rahevA de kharI ? paTalANInA mijAja gayA. hAthamAM lAkaDI laIne kahe che bhAmaTA ! ahiMthI nIkaLa. paTalANInuM raudrasvarUpa joIne bhudeva ka pI gayA ane karagarIne kahevA lAgyA-bahena, have khIcaDI caDavAne gheADI vAra che. jamIne cAlyuM. jaIza....nA, have tuM mAre AMgaNe eka sekanDa paNa na joIe. brAhmaNu khUba karagaryo tyAre paTalANIe pelI adhacaDhelI khIcaDI tenI jheLImAM nAMkhIne vidAya karyAM. khIcaDI hajI caDhI na hatI eTale jheLImAMthI pANI nItaratuM hatuM. bhUdeva cAlyA

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117, jAya che. gAmanA core ghaNA mANaso beThA hatA temAMthI eka mANasa kahe che, bhUdeva, A jheLImAMthI zuM nItare che? tyAre bhUdeve pazcAtApabharyA svare kahyuM. bIjuM zuM nItare bhAI! ene mArI bhUlI nItare che. (hasAhasa.) A mArI jIbha vazamAM na rAkhI. eNe dATa vALya. zabda zabda kayA karo, nahi hAtha nahi pAMva, eka zabda ghA rUjha, eka zabda kare che ghAva." mANasa game tema bolI nAMkhe che, tyAre te vicAra nathI karato ke AnuM zaM pariNAma Avaze ? bhUdeve tenI jIbha vazamAM na rAkhI te adhakacarI khIcaDI laIne bhAgavuM paDayuM ane pazcAtApano pAra na rahyo. mATe bolatAM khUba vicArIne belavuM. jema pANInuM gaLaNuM hoya che tema zuddha bhASA e vacananuM garaNuM che. samaya thaI gayo che. have vadhu bhAva avasare kahevAze. have mAsakhamaNanA dharane AjathI cAra divasa bAkI che. mArI rAjagRhI jevI rAjakoTa nagarInA zUravIra zrAvaka taiyAra thaze. je zaheranI ATalI khyAti hoya te zaheranA zrAvake te zUravIra ja hoya ne? tapa e karmanI bhekhaDe teDavA mATe amogha davA che. jenAthI tapazcaryA thatI hoya te avazya karavA taiyAra thaje. vyAkhyAna ne-17 zrAvaNa suda 2 ne somavAra tA. 3-8-70 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ane bahene ! zAsana samrATa trilokInAtha bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe jagatanA jInA AtmakalyANane mATe zAzvatI vANInuM nirUpaNa karyuM tenuM nAma siddhAMta, uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanane adhikAra prabhue je svarUpe varNavyuM che te vAta sudharmAsvAmI pitAnA pyArA ziSya jaMbune samajAvI rahyA che. denAra paNa mahAna hatA ane lenAra paNa mahAna hatA. dvadha siMhaNanA hatAM ane sAmuM pAtra paNa sonAnuM hatuM. eka ja vakhata sudharmAsavAmInI dezanA sAMbhaLIne jaMbukamAra vairAgya raMge raMgAI gayA. ahIM te upadeza ApatAM varSonA varSo vItI gayA paNa amArA zrAvakane vIravANune raMga caDhatA nathI. tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke prabhunI vANImAM je satya raheluM che tene haju samajyA nathI. je tamane samajAtuM hoya ke " tameva sacce nisaMke ja jirNahi paiyaM, e ja satya che. nizaMka che je jinezvara bhagavaMte e prarUpyuM che. A sUtra je samajAI jAya te game tevA prasaMgamAM

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paNa mAnava satyaniSTha rahI zake che. jema ke pativratA ane ene pati sukha Ape ke dukha Ape paNa te badhuM ja sahana karavA mATe taiyAra hoya che. ane vidhavA thayelI bALa vivApaNAnuM dArUNa duHkha sahana kare che paNa te potAnA satyane choDatI nathI. tema satya tatvane samajelo purUSa satya sivAya kaMI ja IcchatuM nathI. game tevAM kaSTa paDe, upasargo Ave tyAre te mRtyune bheTavA taiyAra thAya che, paNa pitAnuM satya choDate nathI. satyanuM pAlana karavAmAM bahu thAya te mRtyu thAya ethI adhika kasoTI te thavAnI nathI ne? Ajano mAnavI be-pAMca rUpiyAnA sAmAnya lAbha mATe amUlya satyarUpI ratnane vecI devA taiyAra thaI jAya che. paNa kharekhara, AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM ke "saccassa ANAe vidvie mahAvI mAre tarati" satyanI AjJAmAM ubhe rahenAra mAnavI mRtyuMjaya banI jAya che. arthAta mRtyune jItI le che. ApaNAM AcAryoe paNa kahyuM che ke "satyama ziva sundara" je satya che te suMdara paNa che ane te kalyANakArI paNa che. paNa Aje mANaso zarIranI suMdaratAmAM ja sukha mAnI le che. paNa jyAM sudhI AtmA suMdara ane pavitra nahi bane tyAM sudhI bahAranI suMdaratA kAmamAM AvavAnI nathI. suMdaratAmAM ja sukha mAnanAra mAnavI eka tatva pAse AvIne kahe che bApu! saMdaratAmAM sukha che te satya ane zIvane mAnavAnI zI jarUra ? tyAre tatvajJa kahe che bhAI! tane ekalI suMdaratA ja game che? te kahe "hA" tatvane jANakAra kahe che-je tane badhuM ja suMdara game che te tane suMdara bhASAmAM kaI gALo deze te e tane suMdara lAgaze? phUlane badale nAnA phUla jevA bALakanA hAthanAM kAMDA kApIne Apaze te te tane suMdara lAgaze? tyAM pUchanAra vyakti samajI gaI ke ekalI suMdaratAnI kaI vizeSatA nathI. koI strI khUba ja svarUpavAna haya, suMdara vastrAbhUSaNathI sajaja thayelI hoya paNa tenA jIvanamAM kaleza-kapaTa-mAyA ane ISa bharI hoya, cAritra zuddha na hoya, to tevI suMdaratA zA kAmanI ? paNa kharekhara, je satya ane zilathI yukata sauMdarya hoya te ja te sauMdarya zobhI uThe che. baMdhuo! A kSaNika jIvanane bharese nathI, mATe jIvanane saMyamathI sauMdaryayukta banAve. tamane ema thatuM haze ke Aje nahi kAle karIzuM. paNa kAla-kAla karatAM tamAre kALa AvI jaze. ane jayAre kALa Avaze tyAre sagA snehI ane svajane koI tamane bacAvavA samartha nahi bane. "jaheha sIha va miyaM gahAya, marcI nara neI hu antakAle na tarasa mAyA vapiyA va bhAyA, kAlami tamma saharA bhavanti u. sU. a. 13 gA tharAra uttarAdhyayana sUtranA teramA adhyayananI A vAta che. eka bhAI bhegamAM DUbe tyAre bIjo bhAI jeNe dIkSA lIdhI che tevA cittamuni kahe che ke brahmadatta ! tuM bhegAmAM

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112 masta banyA che paNa kALarAjAnA paMjAmAM sapaDAIza tyAre tArI prANa pyArI priyAe ke mAta.-pitA adi svajanA kALarUpI siMhunA paMjAmAMthI tane cheDAvaze nahi. jyAre tamAre bALaka si hanA pUjAmAM sapaDAI gayA hoya te vakhate tame sAme ubhA hai chatAM paNa si'hanI sAme javAnI hiM`mata karatA nathI. tema kALarUpI siMhanA paMjAmAMthI paNu kAi kAI ne cheADAvavA samartha banatuM nathI. A jIvananI gADI kayAre upaDaze tenI paNa khakhara nathI. sTezane gADI kayAre Ave che, keTalA TAima ubhI rahe che ane kayAre upaDe che, kaI basa keTalA vAgye upaDe che, tenuM tamAre ghera TAIma Tebala hAya che, paNa A jIvananI gArDI kayAre upaDaze tenuM keAi TAima Tebala ApaNI pAse nathI. tema ja tamAre bahAra gAma javAnuM hAya tyAre sTezana para gADI AvavA pahelAM kalAka agAu paheAMcI jAva che. eTalu ja nahi paNa gADI AgaLanA sTezanathI ravAnA thAya tyArathI pleTaphArma upara jaIne ubhA rahyA che, kAraNa ke sAthe khistare hoya, e cAra ega hAya, traNu cAra nAnAM bALake hAya, dharma patnI hAya, vRddha mAtA haiAya. A badhAne gADImAM besADavAnAM hAya eTale taiyAra thaIne ubhA raheA che, kAraNa ke jeTale sAmAna jhAjhI teTalI upAdhi vadhAre, pazu eTale sAmAna eche! hAya teTalI upavi pazu AchI sAya. tema jeTale parigraha vadhAraze! eTalI tamane ciMtA vadhaze. pazu bhautika padArthonA mADumAM sugdha anelA mAnavane e ciMtAjanaka lAgatu nathI. ghaNI vakhata mahene 20-25 cAvIonA jhuDA keDe kheAsIne Ave che tyAre amane ema thAya che ke Ane bhAra nahiM lAgatA haiAya,? bhAra teA lAge paNa tenA pratye mehadazAne kAraNe e bhAra bhArarUpa lAgatA nathI. have mAhanidrAne tyAga karI jyAM sudhI kALarUpI sihunA paMjAmAM sapaDAyA nathI tyAM sudhI kAma karI leA. jene mAkSamArganAM javAnI laganI lAgI che tevA bhRgupurahitanA be dikarA je dhruvaleAkamAM hatA tyArathI ja temaNe nakI karyu hatu ke mAnavabhava pAmIne ApaNe dIkSA levI, paNa tame teA keNa jANe kacA devaleAkamAM kheDA che ke hajI saLavaLatA ja nathI. A tamArI sAhyabInI pAchaLa ghaNAM kALanu du:kha che. tame paisA bhegA karyAM pachI paNa sukhe suI zakatA nathI. kAraNa ? e nakharanA paisA bhegA karyAM pachI tene kayAM vyAje mUkavA, tenI zI vyavasthA karavI tenI ciMtA heAya che. kAraNa ke AjanI gavarnamenTa badhAnuM lai levA kare che. pahelAnA rAjAe prajAne sukhI joI AnaMda mAnatA hatA. rAjA zreNika zAlibhadrane ghera gayAM. tenI Rddhi joi, paNa temane ema na thayuM ke mArA karatAM mArI prajA AvI sukhI che? paNa ema thayuM ke ahA ! mArA rAjyamAM AvA zrImA vase che, teA huM paNa bhAgyavAna chuM, ema khuza thatA. Aje tA sarakAranA kAyadA AgaLa tamane upAdhinA pAra ja nathI. mATe jyAM tyAga che tyAM ja sAcuM sukha che,

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120 A baMne kumAre sAdhu na banI jAya te mATe enI mAtA yazAe temane kevA bharamAvI dIdhA che. A mehanIyanuM nATaka kevuM che? jenAmAM je deSa nathI te devanuM ApaNuM karavuM te mahA pApa che. paNa mehamAM paDelA jIne tenuM bhAna rahetuM nathI. eTale bALakane kahe che ke vahAlasoyA putro! jaina munio emanI jhoLImAM chare- kAtara-capu vigere zastro rAkhe che. ane te tamArA jevA bALakane pakaDIne mArI nAMkhe che, mATe tame tene paDachAye paNa leze nahi. jema kAlasUri kasAI maravA paDe che, jIva mUMjhAya che, tyAre dIkarI pUche che ke bApA ! tamane zI mUMjhavaNa che? tyAre kahe che beTA ! mahAvIra nAmano eka avadhUtayogI vicare che tene eka zabda paNa tuM sAMbhaLIza nahi. mane vacana Ape te mAre jIva zAMtithI jAya. kAraNa tene zraddhA hatI ke mahAvIrane eka zabda paNa kAne paDaze te mAre dhaMdhe baMdha thaI jaze. pite pApanA kiccaDamAM DUbele che ane dikarAne paNa te DUbADavA mAge che. rehaNiyA cerane mahAvIrane zabda sAMbhaLa na hatuM, paNa jyAM prabhunI dezanA cAlatI hatI tyAMthI nIkaLe. kAnamAM AMgaLI nAMkhI te ja vakhate tenA pagamAM kAMTe vApe. te kAMTe kADhavA kAnamAMthI AMgaLI kADhavI paDI ane be zabda kAnamAM paDI gayA ane rehaNiye cAra ugarI gaye. bhagavAnanI vANInA eka zabdamAM paNa keTalI tAkAta che. jyAM sUryane udaya thAya tyAM aMdhakAra na rahe tema jyAM bhagavAnanI vANIne dilamAM dipaka pragaTe tyAM bhavanA pherA ubhA rahe kharA? A be bALakone mAtAe samajAvyuM hatuM ke AvA sAdhuo pAse javuM nahi. paNa yogAnuyoga ke banya! jayAM bALake ramatAM hatAM tyAM ja munie AvyA. bALako bhayabhIta thaIne jhADa upara caDhI gayAM che. muni paNa te ja vRkSa nIce besI pitAnAM vo-pAtra Adi upakaraNanuM paDilehaNa kare che, tyAre jhADa para rahelA baMne bALake vicAra kare che ke have A badhuM choDe che. AmAMthI hathiyAre kADhaze ane ApaNane mAraze. je nIce paDIne bhAgavA jaIe te paNa teo ApaNane pakaDIne mArI nAMkhe. ApaNe te kharekhara upara caDhIne phasAI gayA. sAmAnI daSTimAM jevA vicAre ramatA hoya tevAM ja daye ApaNane dekhAya che. chokarAonA manamAM bhaya che eTale temane evuM ja badhuM dekhAya che. duniyAmAM dareka jIne jIvavA je kaI AnaMda nathI ane maraNa je kaI bhaya nathI. sarve jIvAdavi chatti, viluM na marijijauM." duniyAmAM keI jIvane maravuM gamatuM nathI. tamane jema tamAruM jIvana vahAluM che tema kaDIthI mAMDIne kuMjara sudhInA sarva prANIone jIvavuM game che. tamane ATaluM samajAze te tame zAka samAratAM haze tyAre paNa arerATI chUTaze. ahe prabhu! mAre A

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121 vanaspatinA jIveAnu chedana bhedana karavuM paDe che. AvI arerATI thAya te paNa eka bhavyatAnuM nizAna che. khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA pUjya AcArya zrI harakhacaMdrajI mahArAja thaI gayAM. jemanu saMsAramAM huzAnacaMdra nAma hatuM. jee mULa pa MjAbanA hatA. paNa muMbaImAM pAyadhunI para rahetA hatA. muMbaImAM rahetA eka divasa mAchalInA TopalA bharAI ne jatAM joI temanA haiyAmAM arerATI thaI. haiyu. dhrujI uThayuM. ahA ! jayAM ATalI hiMsA thAya chete bhUmimAM kema rahevAya ? huM vepAra karU chu temAM paNa AvA pApanA paise te AvatA ja haze ne ! mAre A pApanI bhUmimAM rahevu nathI. ane jo nirdoSa jIvana jIvavu hAya te dIkSAM sivAya bIjo eka paNa upAya nathI. peAte paraNelAM hatAM paNa saMtAna kAMI hatuM nahi. phakta eka patnI ja hatI. temaNe eka thALI, vATakA ane eka leATA rAkhI AkhI peDhI sameTI lIdhI ane mAla vecI badhA paiseA dezamAM meAkalI dIdhA ane kahevaDAvI dIdhuM ke tamArI AjIvikA jeTaluM badhuM sAdhana meM tamane mekalAvI dIdhuM che. have huM A pApamaya saMsAramAM rahI zakuM tema nathI. huM have Atma-sAdhanA karavA mATe jaI rahyo chuM. : A huzAnacaMda muMbaI cheADI gurUnI zeAdhamAM nIkaLI gayAM. pharatAM pharatAM tee amadAvAdamAM AvyA. sAraMgapura daravAjAnI mahAra AvyA tyAM savAramAM jaina muni le jatAM sAmA maLyA. temane jotAM huzAnacaMdajInuM haiyuM harakhAI gayu.. vaMdana karIne pUche che, gurUdeva ! Apa kayAM khIrAjo che ? te kahe che, pacamukhI hanumAna pAse sAraMgapura DhAlatakhAnAnAM upAzraye, pU. gurUdeva mANekacaMdajI mahArAja sAhebanI sAthe chIe. Apa hamaNAM ahiM ubhA raheA. ame pAchA vaLatAM Apane laI jaIzu. A satAnI sAthe pU. gurUdeva mANekacaMdajI ma. pAse Ave che. ane gurUnA caraNamAM mastaka mUkIne kahe che gurUdeva! mane paMca mahAvratanI bhikSA Apo. mane A pApamaya kSaNabhaMgura saMsAramAM rahevuM gamatuM nathI. koI reATalAnI bhIkha mAMge, kaI vasranI bhIkha mAge paNa huM teA paMcamahAMvratanI zIkha mAMgu chuM. ene tIvra vairAgya, gabhIratA ane lAyakAta joI gurUdeva kahe che bhAI! hamaNAM ceADA divasa ahiM raheA, pachI joIzuM. gurU pAse rahIne huzAnacaMde pratikrama zIkhavAnI zaruAta karI ane pratijJA lIdhI ke pratikramaNa pUrU na thAya tyAM sudhI mAre lAMkhA thaine sUvuM nahi. ATha divasamAM emaNe pratikramaNa pUrUM karI nAMkhyuM. gurUdevane kahe che : gurUdeva! mArI eka eka kSaNa lAkheNI jAya che, mane jaldI dIkSA ApeA. A jIvane dIkSA levAnI tIvra bhAvanA che. khIjI tarapha amadAvAdanA mANase zu khele che? A zuM dardIkSA levAnA che? dIkSA leze te paNa bhAgI jaze, mATe mahArAja ! Ane ravAnA karI de, leAkeAne 16 zA.

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12 jamavA jAya te paNa pitAnI thALI laIne jAya keI khAvAnuM Ape che, kaI mAne A che te kaI apamAna kare che, je daDha vairAgI che ene mAna-apamAnanI paNa paDI nathI. - TUMkamAM mAgazara maMhinAmAM amadAvAdamAM eka bahenanI dIkSA nakakI thaI. eTale A saMtAbhAI kahe che gurUdeva ! A bahenanI sAthe mane paNa dIkSA ApI de. gurUdeva kahe, lake kahe che A te bhAgI jaze. jo huM kadAca bhAgI jaIza te Apano eka caleTe ne pacheDI laI jaIza, bIjuM zuM laI javAne chuM? Apane te ghaNAM bhAvika zrAvake vaharAvaze. paNa mane jaldI paMca mahAvratanI bhikSA Apa. A gurU pAse karagare che. te samaye sAraMgapura saMghanA eka bhAvika zeThANI AvyA. A huzAnacaMdanI bhAvanA joI kahe cheH gurUdeva ! huzAnanI dIkSA kayAre che? gurUdeva kahe che ke A bahenanI sAthe ja, maMDapamAM hazAnane paNa "karemi bhaMtemane pATha bhaNAvavAnuM che, te bahena kahe che ke temane varaghoDo caDhAvavAne che ne? gurUdeva kahe che, ene varaghoDAnI kaMI ja jarUra nathI. pilI bahena dIkSA levAnI che, tene varagheDe caDhe che, tyAre A zeThANI huzAnacaMdrane pitAne ghera laI jAya che. jaladI jaldI kaMsAra banAvI jamADe che. ane gujarAtI pizAka paheravA Ape che. paNa A paMjAbI che, temane gujarAtI dhetiyuM paheratAM AvatuM nathI. jema tema kapaDAM paheryA. gujarAtI pizAka temane zobharta paNa nathI. paNa je sAthe bairAgI che, tene kapaDAM zobhe ke na zobhe tenI paravA detI nathI. zeThANI samaje che ke, A AtmAnI amadAvAdanI janatAne kiMmata nathI, bAkI A AtmA sAcuM kahInura che. chUpuM ratna che. A zeThANI khUba hoMzathI senAne navasere hAra kADhI, huzAnacaMdranA gaLAmAM paherAve che. A kahe che-bahena ! mAre te ene choDavuM che, ane e bhAra rUpa lAge che. A hAra laIne kadAca huM bhAgI jaIza, te tamAre pastAvAnuM thaze. bahena kahe che bhAI, tame bhAgI jAva tevA nathI. - suzAlabhAIne zaNagArI gADImAM besADI dIkSAnA maMDapamAM lAve che. ane gurU tene remi bhaMtene pATha bhaNAve che. dIkSA ApyA pachI temanuM nAma pUjya harakhacaMdrajI mahArAja zAkhAmAM Ave che. dIkSA lIdhA pachI temaNe jAvajIva chaTha karavAnA paccakhANa karela. emaja jJAnane sUrya te eTale prakAzite hatuM ke dIkSA lIdhA pachI cha mahinAmAM pU. khathajI mahArAja sAhebe pahelI ja vakhata vyAkhyAna pharamAvyuM. temanA upadezanI prathama dhArAthI ja eka vakIla ane temanAM patnI vairAgya pAmyAM ane pratijJA karI ke amAre be varSamAM dIkSA levI. temaNe samAja upara suMdara chApa pADI. jemane leke kAMkarA jevA gaNatA hatA te sAcA kehInura banI gayA. leke paNa cakita thaI gayA, jemaNe dIkSA lIdhA pachI khaMbhAta saMpradAyamAM vIsa te sAdhu banAvyA, khaMbhAta saMpradAya upara ane samAja upara temane anahada upakAra che.

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* * Aje pU. harakhacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI pUNyatithi che. khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA dareka kSetramAM A tithi tapa-tyAga dvArA ujavAya che. sANaMdamAM te pAkhI pALavAmAM Ave che. 5. gurUdevanA jIvanamAM ghaNAM ja guNe hatA. teo vacanasiddha hatAM. Aje Apa sI ke temanA pavitra jIvanamAMthI guNa grahaNa karIne tata-niyama jarUrathI leze. vRkSa upara caDhelAM be bALake bhayabhIta banI gayAM che. muni te jANatA paNa nathI ke upara keNa che? pite pitAnI kriyAmAM masta che, temanA upakaraNomAM sAya, katara ke cAku kaMI hathiyAra che nahi, jaina munione koI paNa jAtanuM zastra rAkhavuM kapaDuM tathI, kapaDAM sIvavA seya lAvyA hoie te paNa sAMje gRhasthane pAchI ApIvI paDe, paNa rAta vAse rakhAya nahi. davA paNa rAtre pAse rAkhavI sAdhune kapatI nathI. je rAkhavAnI chUTa hoya te A munionI pAsethI nIkaLatuM. jyAre A chokarAoe mane pAse koI ja hiMsaka zastra na joyuM eTale thayuM ke ApaNuM mAtAe ApaNane bhramamAM nAMkhI phasAvyA che. A te keTalA pavitra saMta che. jenA darzana karatAM paNa ApaNAM duHkha dUra cAlyAM jAya che. Ama vicAra karatAM karatAM A baMne bALakone jAtismaraNa sAna utpanna thaze ane teo vRkSa uparathI utarIne sRtinI pAse Avyo ane zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.. vyAkhyAna naM 18 zrAvaNa suda 3 ne masaLavAra tA. 4-8-70 zAkAra bhagavaMta trilekInAthe kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana prApta karyA pachI jagatanA jIva upara anukaMpA ANIne kahayANakArI vANIne dhodha vahAze. jemAM bAhya sukha dekhAtuM nathI paNa Atmika sukhane khajAne bhareluM che. cAra mULa sUtramAMthI uttarAdhyayana sUvanA caudamA adhyAyamAM cha chavane adhikAra AgamamAM varNavyuM che. e chae AtmAo jAmbara puNyavAna che. te chae jIve e ja bhave mokSe javAnA che. saMga paNa ke maLe che ke eka ja jagamAM e AtmAe arasa parasa saMbaMdhamAM saMkaLAyA che. je nagaramAM prasiMha manu vattA haya, jyAM saMtanuM Agamana thatuM hoya te nagaranA manuSyane sahaja rIte majAkAra maLe che. paNa je gAmanA mANasane dharma zuM cIja che te ja khabara na hoya te ajANa paNa saMskAra kayAMthI haiyA A nagara te dharmathI ane dhanathI bane te asaddha hatuM. atyAranI sarakAranI jema huMDiyAmaNa kamAvuM paDatuM na hatuM. amerIkAthI ja Ave

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te bhAratane ghauM pUrA paDe evuM na hatuM. atyAre te prajA anAja mATe pikAra karatI heya paNa vacamAM rahelA netAo prajAne avAja sarakAranA kAna sudhI pahoMcavA detA nathI. pudagalanA lecA bhegA karavAmAM ja te paDyA che, pachI prajAne saMskAra kyAMthI maLe? - briTIza sarakAra gujarAtamAM AvI teNe cAne pracAra karyo. ane nAnA bALakanI paDIomAM paNa paheluM vAkya Ave "bA mane cA pA" eTale cA pIvAnA ja saMskAra maLene? je pustake skulamAM cAlI rahyA che temAM lakhe che ke machi khAvAthI A jAtanuM viTAmIna maLe che. IMDA khAvAthI A jAtanuM viTAmIna maLe che. mAMsa khAvAthI zarIrane puSTi maLe che. vicAra kare ke A sarakAra bhAvi prajAnA saMskAra sudhArI rahI che ke bagADI rahI che? bALake skulamAM bhaNe eTale enA bAlamAnasa upara e jAtanA saMskAra aMkita thaI jAya che. A sarakAra te je machi-udyoga kare tene paisA ApavA taiyAra thAya che! mATe baMdhuo ! have cuMTaNI Ave te vakhate voTa ApatAM vicAra karaje. jene tame veTa ApI sattAnI khurazI upara besADe che te "je ekAMta pApanAM ja khAtAM kholate heya te jainene kalaMka rUpa che. * " bhagavaMta kahe che, ke mAre eka eka zrAvaka pApabhIrU hovA joIe. Aje duniyAmAM be prakAranA bhIrU che. eka pApa bhIrU ane bIje duHkhabharU. baMdhuo ! mAnava jIvana pAmyA pachI je pApa ja karyA karatA he te te keTalA aphasanI vAta che! jJAnIee kahyuM che ke A dharatI upara cAlanArA be pagavALA prANI te manuSya che. buddhimAna che. jene puNya ane pApanuM bhAna che, agara jene bhAna thayuM che te AtmA zuM senAnA thALamAM gaMdha mArato dArU reDe khare? bole, tame jyAre upAzrayamAM Ave che tyAre traNa vAra nisTihi belo che. AnuM zuM kAraNa che, e tamane samajAya che? ahIM tame AtmA sAthe karAra kare che ke mArA AtmA rUpI senAnA thALamAM jUTha-prapaMca niMdA-kuthalI, keInI sAme AMkhathI IzArA karavA A badhA ja durNa dArUthI paNa vadhAre durgadha vALA che, te have mArA jIvanamAM kadI bharAya ja nahi. jyAre tamane khyAla Avaze tyAre ja tame Atmadarzana karI zakaze. : huM tamane eka vAta pUchuM chuM ke tame badhA zenAthI Dare che? pApathI Daro che? tame eka mArgathI jaI rahyA che. have te mArgamAM eka bAju kaMTaka verAyelA che. bIjI bAju kIDIo ubharANI che. te have tame zenAthI sAvadhAna raheze? kaMTakathI ke kIDIothI? tame kAyama nIcuM joIne cAle che ne? bele tame pApabhIru che ke dukha bharU? mArA rAjakeTanA zrAvako ! tame duHkhabhIrU na bane, paNa pApabhIrU bane. - jyAM kAMTA verAyelA che tyAM tame bUTa na paheryA hoya te bhale e vakhate paherI * le, paNa jyAM kIDIe ubharANuM che tyAM tame bUTa paheryA hoya te paNa utArI nAkhaje. UMcuM joIne cAlatA he te nIcuM joIne cAlajo.

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125 devAnupriye ! tyAM tamAruM hRdaya kaMpavuM joIe. rakhe, kaI kIDI mArA paga nIce AvI na jAya. tema upagapUrvaka cAlaje. ane je bIje raste hoya te jyAM jIva jaMtu heya te raste choDI deze ane lAMbe paNa nirvagha raste pAsa karajo. paNa TUMke sAva rasta choDI deje te huM samajuM ke tame pApabhIrU che. dukhIrU te kIDI-maMkaDAkRmI aLasiyA badhA che.jyAre tame te pAMca phUTa ne pAMca IMcanA mAnava che ane tame dukhabhIrU bano emAM kAMI tamArI vizeSatA nathI paNa pApabhIrutA e ja tamArA jIvananI sAcI vizeSatA che. - garamI thAya eTale tamane tarata snAna yAda Ave che. bhUkha lAge ke jamavAnuM yAda Ave. A badhuM tamane yAda Ave che paNa janma jarA ne maraNanA pherA maTADuM e tamane kema yAda nathI AvatuM ! paisA kamAvA che ema tamAruM mana kahe che paNa bheguM mana ema kahe che kharuM ke mAre pApa karIne nathI kamAvavA? jyAM ajJAnIne sTeja darda thAya che ke tarata ja temane hAyaya thAya che. keDalIvara oIla pI jAya che. AvuM karanAra dukhabhIrU che paNa pApabhIrU nathI. devAnupriyo ! jyAre tame pApabhIrU banaze tyAre tame jarUra pApa karatAM aTakaze. jyAre tame pApathI gabharAze tyAre temane ema thaze ke garIba mANasa mAre tyAM mAla levA Ave ane huM tene geralAbha uThAvuM e have mArAthI bane ja kema? je AtmA A pApabhIrU che te ja sAco mAnava che. paNa je pApabhIrU nathI te kharekhara jaina tarIke yogya nathI ane mAnava tarIke lAyaka paNa nathI. - jyAre mAnavamAM pApabhIrutA pragaTe che tyAre AtmAmAM keTaluM parivartana thAya che! tenA upara banelI eka kahANI che. A kahANuM gujarAtamAM banelI che. eka mAtAnA be putro hatA. temAM je mATe chokare che, tene eka zrImaMta zeTha sAthe khUba ja bhAIbaMdhI hatI. baMne jIgara jAna mitrone paraspara khUba ja prema hato. have je A mAtAne bIje putra che, te vaida che ane khUba hoMziyAra che. paNa karmanI kahANuM kaMI ora che. tene tyAM gharAkI jAmatI nathI. tethI ghara kharcane pahoMcI nahI zakavAthI teNe pitAnA mitra evA zeTha pAsethI nANAM vyAje lIdhelA paNa e divasa ja Avyo nahi ke te bharapAI karI zake, pariNAma e AvyuM ke nANAMnA mahe zeThanI daSTi badalAvI. ane premane tAra teDI naMkhAjo. tathA veranI vaNajhAra ubhI karI. eTale ke zeThe pitAnA mAMgatA nANAM mATe kerTamAM dA karyo. have je divase sunAvaNuM che te divase jene khUba ja AghAta lAge che te cauda kerTamAM javAnI nA pADe che. tenA manamAM e AghAta che ke ahe bhagavAna, haju AjathI be varSa pahelAM jyAre zeTha mAMdA paDayA tyAre meM rAta-divasa joyA vinA tenI pAchaLa mArAthI banatA badhA upAye karyA. ane traNa mahinA sudhI meM kiMmatI davAo maphata khavaDAvI tene mRtyunA mukhamAMthI bacAvyuM. tene badale teNe Aja Ape ! basa, A ja saMsAra

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16 ane A ja mAre mitra! tema vaidyarAjane AghAta lAgavAthI te kerTamAM gaye nahiM, ane nAno bhAI gayo. jyAre nAne bhAI kerTamAM hAjara thaye tyAre teNe vakIlane brinaMtI karI ke sAheba! amAre zeThane paisA jarUra ApavAnA che. amAre kaI karaja laine A janmamAMthI bIjA janmamAM javuM nathI. paNa hAla yukta paisA bharI zakIe enI amArI sthiti nathI. paNa Apa amane traNa mahinAnA haptA pADI Ape te ame jarUra bhAI karI ApIzuM. vakIle kahyuM - tame baMne gharameLe samAdhAna karI le. tethI zeThe gharameLe samAdhAna karI traNa traNa mahine haptA bharI Ape tevI kabUlAta karAvI. deNadAra kabUla thaye paNa tenI kabUlAtanI kadara leNadAra karI zake nahi te geLA jevaDuM peTa garIbanA nANAM cUsavAmAM pAchuM na paDayuM. tene kahe che - te tamArI vAta mAnya rAkhuM chuM paNa tAre mane vadhArAnA rU. 500 ApavAnA. have dara brIje mahine nAnA bhAI hapta bharavA jAya che, te ApIne rasIda lete Ave che. e bhAI ja nathI. tene khUba ja AghAta che. A rIte haptA bharatA saMpUrNa karaja sula karI dIdhuM. pachI nAnA bhAIe kahyuM ke zeThajI ! Ape je 500 rU. vadhArAnAM mAgyA che te mApha kare. ame be bhAIoe amArA gharanA tamAma dAgInA vecI dIdhA che. amArA peTane pATA bAMdhIne tamene vyAja sahita mULa rakama cUkta karI dIdhI che. te Apa amArA upara kRpA kare. kharekhara nANu vadhAravA sahelAM che paNa tene pacAvavA kaThaNa che. naNune garva dArUnA nazA jevI che. zeThane nANAMnI khUba ja magarUrI che. rane dhanarUpI dArUne naze caDhaye che evA e zeThane kayAM bhAna che ke huM Aje garIbanI hAya laI rahyo chuM paNa kAle mAruM zuM thaze? nANunA kephamAM mazagula banelA zeTha kahe che ke e kadI nahi bane. jApAMcaso rUpiyA pUrA devA ja paDaze. chevaTe AMsu sArate nAne bhAI ghera Ave che. gharanA badhA bhegA thaIne raDe che. bhagavAna ! AnA taNAM kyAM lIdhAM? AbarU khUba vahAlI che. baMne bhAImAM jAta che. puNya-pApane khyAla che tethI chevaTe mahA mahenate rU. pa0] bhegA karIne nAne bhAI ApavA jAya che. tyAre zeTha bhayaMkara bimArIne bichAne paDe che. tethI vedanA nAnA bhAIne Avate joI junI smRti tAjI thatAM zeTha khUba raDI paDyAM. rUpiyA ApavA gaela karajadAra tyAM zeThane rU. 50) Ape che tyAM dhrusake dhrusake raDatAM zeTha kahe che ke hAlA bhAI! mAre nathI joItAM. meM mArI pUrI rakama vyAja sahita laI lIdhI che. kaI hisAbe mAre have rUpiyA nathI joItA. paNa jIda karIne leNadAre rU. 500 ApI dIdhA. jyAre ApIne pAcho vaLe che tyAre zeTha vaidyarAjane raDate AMsue samAcAra kahevaDAve che ke zradarAjane kaheje ke huM mArI bhUlanI mAphI mAMgu chuM. meM varasa divasathI temanuM mukha joyuM nathI. ane teo mArA upara khUba nArAja che, eTale teo mArUM mukha zenA jue! kharekhara,

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1 meM abhAgIe paisAnA mehamAM hIrA je mitra gumAvI dIdhuM. A vakhate mAMdagImAMthI mane koNa bacAvaze? ema kahetAM zeTha dhrusake dhrusake raDI paDayA. ghera jaIne teNe badhI vAta pitAnA meTAbhAI evA vaidane kahI. - jenAmAM mAnavatAne sitAro camakI uThe che, jenA hRdayamAM dayAnA jharaNAM vahI rahyA che te moTe bhAI (da) ekadama camakI uThaze ane tarata ja tyAM javA mATe taiyAra thaze. tyAM zeThane nekara eka rUmAlathI DhAMkelI rakAbI laIne AvyuM. ane vaidarAjane caraNe rakAbI mUkI. vaidarAja tarata ja oLakhI gayA ke A mArA zeThane mekara che. vede pUchayuM : zuM lAvyA che? tarata ja nekare kAbI uparathI rUmAla upADI lIdha ane vaidarAjanA caraNakamaLamAM ciThI mUkI. e ciThImAM lakhyuM hatuM ke mArA prANAdhAra ! abhimAnI zeThe nANAnA nazAthI mastImAM paDhIne ghaNI bhUla karI che te mArsa bhUla mApha karaje. huM mRtyunI zayyA para sUto chuM. tamArA jevA pavitra AtmAnI meM kadara karI nathI. mAre AtmA have kaI gatimAM pheMkAI jaze. te rIte sAmAnA hadayane pIgaLAvI de tevA aneka zabda lakhelAM hatAM. te vAMcatAnI sAthe ja vaidarAja ekadama ubhA thaI gayA ane zeThanI sevAmAM hAjara thaI gayAM. vaida tana-mana ne dhanathI zeThanI khUba sevA kare che. AyuSya baLavAna hovAthI zeTha bacI jAya che. pitAnI bhUlanuM bhAna thavAthI rU. 5000] vaidanA caraNe dhare che, paNa vaidarAja letAM nathI. te nANAMnA bhUkhyA na hatAM, paNa selane ja bhUkhyA hatAM. tethI nANAMne sparza paNa karatAM nathI. ahIM beThelA mArA zrAvake, bele! ala jagyAe tame je vaidazaja heta te zuM karata? bhale tame na bele paNa huM tamArA badale kahuM chuM ke tame prathama te jAva ja nahi ane kadAca sadbuddhi thaIne jAva te zuM A pAMca hajAranI rakama vahetI mUke sara (tAmAM avAja nA...nA....) vaidarAje zuM karyuM te kahI dauM. te che keI hisAbe mAthe aDaze ja nahi. AvI garIbImAM paNa keTalI amIrI che! chevaTe te nANAM garIbI sevA mATe apAve che, darAje potAnI mAnavatAnuM sikane darzana kasabaM, kAraNa ke tenAmAM pApabhIrutA hatI. zeTha paNa darAjanA paricathI sAce pApabhIra bane ane nyAyanIIi jIvana jIvavA lAge. tame paNa sArA pApabhIrU ane te ja AzA rAkhuM chuM. ahIM A bhagu purohitaH be putro je vRkSa upara dukhabIrU nI gAM hatA. paNa muninAM vastra-pAtra Adi upakaraNamAM kaI ja hiMsaka zastra kayuM nahi, AhAra paNa nirdoSa ho, te baMne bALa mane mana vicAre che a! ApA mAtApitAe ApaNane kevuM bhUsuM bharAvI dIdhuM. je ApaNe badhuM najare paDyuM na hatA te A saMtAthI dUra ja bhAgyA karata. A sa jevA pavitra che, temane AcAra paNa

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128 keTale zuddha che, ema vicAranI zreNIe caDhayAM, tyAM te baMne bALakane jAtismaraNa na utpanna thayuM. pUrve je paryAyane anubhava karyo che tenuM pratyakSa smaraNa thAya che. ahe! ApaNe devabhavathI pahelAM AvuM ja sAdhupaNuM aMgIkAra karyuM hatuM. tyAMthI ApaNe che ja che sAthe eka ja vimAnamAM utpanna thayAM hatAM. be AtmAoe mAyA karI teo strIliMge utpanna thaya. jene jAtismaraNa jJAna utpanna thAya che te jIvee vacamAM ajrIte bhava na karyo hoya to saLaMga 900 bhava joI zake che. paNa je vacamAM asaMjJIne bhava karyo hoya to e bhava pachInAM bhave joI zake che. A baMne bhAIo potAnA pUrvanA bhavenuM smaraNa thavAthI jeo dukhabhIrU banyA hatA teo "have ApaNe eka kSaNa paNa saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI, pUrve sAdhanA karato je adhurI rahI che te sAdhanA ApaNe jaladI karI laIe ema vicArI rahyA hatA. - baMdhuo ! tamane evuM lAge che ke amUlya avasara cAlyA jAya che. AvI amUlya ghaDI pharI pharIne maLavAnI nathI. tame paNa amuka samaye TAImanI kiMmata AMko che. mAnI le ke sAMje tamArA lagna che. te divase baporanA tamAre mitra tamane kahe-dasta! cAla, Aje ApaNe pikacara jovA jaIe, sarasa pikacara che. pahelavaheluM caDayuM che. meM rIjhavarDa TikiTa paNa tArA mATe lIdhI che. tyAre pele mitra zuM kaheze? bele te kharA. A to tamArA anubhavanI vAta che ne ? (hasAhasa) pelo mitra kaheze ke mUkha! tane khabara nathI ke Aje ka divasa che? Aje mArA lagnane divasa che. mArI pAse samaya e che che ane kAma ghaNAM patAvavAnA che. Aje zuM sinemA jevAne samaya che? - jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke jene lagna karavAM che te mANasa paNa pitAne sonerI samaya sinemA TokIjhamAM, bagIcAmAM pharavAmAM ke vAtanAM gapATA hAMkavAmAM gumAvatA nathI. chatAM mAnI le ke te bhUla kare te tene vadhuM nukazAna thavAnuM nathI. paNa jene AtmasAdhanA karavI che te mANasa je A pramAda kare te tene amUlya samaya gumAve te kharekhara ene dhadha karI rahyo che. - tamane te kAranI ja laganI che. kalAkAra meLavavAmAM tame samayane oLakhe che. jIvanamAM kalAkAranI ja kiMmata tamane samajAI che, paraNavAnA divasanI kiMmata rAmajAI che. jema pelA mitrane kahI de che ke mUrkha ! atyAre pharavAnuM hoya tema savAramAM tame vyAkhyAnamAM AvavA taiyAra thayAM. te samaye kaI mitra kahe ke mitra! Aje te mArI sAthe tamAre atyAre bagIcAmAM pharavA AvavuM ja paDaze. A sAMbhaLI ema kaheze kharA ke mUrkha ! pharavA te meDA paNa javAze. atyAre vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLavAno samaya che. huM tArI sAthe atyAre nahi AvI zakuM! tyAM te tame taiyAra thaI jAva, kAraNa ke paisA karatAM prabhu tamane vadhAre vahAlA lAgyA nathI.

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paththara jevA paisA ane pArasa jevA prabhu, emAM koNa tamane pyAruM be paisA ke prabhu... tamArA haiye hAtha mukIne bele ke koNa vahAluM che ? (sabhAmAMthI avAja:- prabhu bahAlA che. hasAhasa). tamArI vAta ThIka che, kAraNa ke tame ahIM beThA cho tyAM sudhI tamane prabhu vahAlA che. ahIMthI bahAra nIkaLyA ke paisA vahAlA thaI jAya che. kema barAbara che ne? huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke keIe neTanA baMDala bhegA karyA haze paNa temane kensarane roga thaye. nyumoniyA ke TAIphoIDa thaye, te samaye noTe pAtharIne sUvADavAmAM Ave te paNa rAga zAMta thaze khare? chevaTe DokaTarane belAvavAmAM Ave ane DokaTarane paNa kahI do ke bhale 5000 rUpiyA le, paNa ene regathI mukata kare. te DokaTara paNa kahI deze ke AmAM mAre kaI IlAja kAma Ave tema nathI. tyAM tame dukhIrU cho. jyAre tamane pApano Dara lAgaze tyAre tame pApabhIrU banaze; zAsanamAM bhale 500 zrAvaka na haya, pAMca ja hoya, paNa te pApabhIrU hovA joIe. Aje amArA pUjya jazubAI mahAsatIjInI puNyatithi che. sANaMdamAM ame baMnee eka ja sAthe 1996mAM dIkSA lIdhI hatI. saMsAramAM temanuM nAma jIvIbena hatuM. teo 25 varSanI nAnI uMmaramAM ja vidhavA thayA hatAM. temane eka putrI hatAM. temane saMyamanI bhAvanA jAgelI paNa kuTuMbamAMthI rajA maLatI na hatI. evAmAM mane vairAgyabhAva Ave. ane dIkSA nakI thaI, tyAre teo kahe ke, tuM ATalI nAnI vayamAM saMyama paMce jAya che ane huM rahI jaIza. temaNe temanA kuTuMbIjanone pitAnI dIkSA levAnI tIvra bhAvanA jaNAvI ane AjJA meLavI. ame baMnee eka ja divase pU. gurUdeva ratanacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba temaja pU. gurUNI pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjI pAse 196nA zAkha suda chaThanA divase bhAgavatI dIkSA lIdhI. sAdhanAmAM mane emane khUba sahakAra hate. paNa e amArI joDI akhaMDa rahI zakI nahi. kALa keInI rAha joto nathI. saMvata 2016mAM amArUM cAturmAsa sAbaramatI hatuM. tyAre temanuM cAturmAsa surata pAse kaThora gAmamAM hatuM. AgalI sAla temaNe surata cAturmAsa kareluM. te samaye tApI nadImAM sakhata pUra AvyuM. AkhA suratamAM pANI pANI thaI gayuM. e pANI AkhA gAmamAM bharAI gayA. je upAzrayamAM teo rahetAM hatAM te upAzrayamAM paNa pANI bharAI gayA. sIDInA pagathiyAM sudhI pANI AvI gayA. sUryAsta thaI gayA hatA. bAjumAM rahelAM zrAvake kahe che, mahAsatIjI! amArA makAnamAM AvI jAva. kAraNa ke upAzrayanuM makAna eka majalAnuM che. ane amAruM makAna be mALanuM che. rAtre vadhu pANI bharAI jaze ane sIDI DUbI jaze te A5 muzkelImAM mUkAI ze. te vakhate pU. mahAsatIjIe zrAvakene sApha kahI dIdhuM ke je thavuM hoya te thAya. zA. 17

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130 paNa sUryAsta thaI gayA pachI amane bIjuM makAna kahapatuM nathI. vaLI saceta pANImAM paga mUkAya nahi. tame paNa apakAya chanI virAdhanA karIne koI ahIM Avaze nahi. je amAruM AyuSya pUruM thayuM haze te kaI bacAvI zakavAnuM nathI. ema manane makkama banAvI pitAnA be ziSyAo sahita pATe besI gayA. ane svAdhyAyamAM lIna banI gayA. have pANIne AvavuM hoya te Ave ke javuM hoya te jAya, keInI paravA nathI. jyAM teo svAdhyAya karavA lAgyA tyAM pANInA pUra paNa osarI gayAM. svAdhyAya-dhyAnamAM paNa ATalI zakti che. hAthamAM sAdhana che, paNa ApaNane eTalI zraddhA nathI. teo khUba daDha hatA. suratanuM 2015nuM cAturmAsa pUrNa karI vihAra karyo. tyAM bIje gAma ja temane hArTa eTekanI bimArI AvI. eTale surata pAchA AvyA. tabiyata sArI thaI eTale dhIme dhIme vihAra karI teo kaThera cAturmAsa padhAryA. tyAM pate vyAkhyAna Adi pitAnuM kArya barAbara karatA hatA. temAM pAchI ekAeka bimArI AvI. TUMkI bimArI bhegavI zrAvaNa suda trIjanA divase potAnAM ziSyAone pAse bolAvI kahe che, tame gaucarIpANI patAvI de, tyAre ziSyAo kahe che ke mahAsatIjI! haju pAMca vAgyA che. gocarIne haju vAra che. te kahe che: navI gaucarI levA javuM nathI. je che te patAvI de. pachI ziSyAone pAse belAvI hita zikhAmaNa ApI. tabiyata vadhAre bagaDatAM zrAvakane belAvyA. ane cha vAge samAdhipUrvaka pitAnI jIvanalIlA saMkelI pitAnA be ziSyAone TaLavaLatA mUkI paraleke prayANa karI gayA. ame jyAre 2006mAM rAjakoTa AvyAM tyAre teo paNa amArI sAthe hatAM. amArA pU. gurUSI sahita ame cAra ThANa hatAM. temane mArA upara anahada upakAra che. temane badale huM vALI zakuM tema nathI. Aje temanI puNyatithinA divase ApaNe temanA jIvanamAM rahelAM guNene yAda karI kaMIka guNe apanAvIe. e abhyarthanA. A baMne bALakane jAtismaraNa jJAna thaI gayuM che. teo vRkSa uparathI nIce utarI muninA caraNamAM paDI gayA che. have teo munine zuM kaheze ane zuM karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 19 zrAvaNa suda 4 ne budhavAra tA. 5-8-70 anaMta upakArI jinezvara deva zrI mahAvIra prabhue kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana pAmyA pachI bhavya jenA kalyANanA mATe siddhAMtanI prarUpaNA karela che. samudramAM jema

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131 dIvAdAMDI khaDakA vagere bhayasthAnA batAvI vahANAne mAgadazana Ape che, tema prabhunA siddhAMtA saMsArarUpa samudramAM khaDaka ane bhayanAM sthAna matAvI jIvAne mAdarzana Ape che. A siddhAMtanA AlaMbanathI bhUtakALamAM anaMtA jIvA mAkSe gayA che, vamAna kALamAM saMkhyAtA jIvA mAkSe jAya che ane bhaviSyakALamAM anaMtA jIvA mANe jaze. anaMta jJAnI mahApurUSo kahe che ke he bhavya jIvA ! e tamAre mukti joitI hAya tA dharmanI ArAdhanA kare. dharmanI ArAdhanA karanArA jIva jyAre mukita pAmavAne ceAgya dharmonI ArAdhanA kare tyAre mukita pAme, tyAM sudhI tene saMsAramAM je bhava karavA paDe, temAM paNa tene sukhanI sAmagrI ghaNI maLe. ane bhava pazu sArI gatinA ja kare. ane jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe tyAM sudhI sasAranA rAga karatAM dhamakathAnA rAga vadhu heAya. ane te dharmakathAnA Ana MdathI te AtmAne bhAna thAya ke kharekhara ! meharUpI je mahAviSa che te viSanA o kAi mAraka hAya teA AtmasvarUpanI oLakhANu ja che. eTale AtmAmAM suMdara tattvanI bhAvanA jAge. eTale saveganA rasarUpI je amRta che te AtmAmAM pragaTe, ane mAharUpI mahAviSa vilIna thaI javA pAme ane saveganA rasa rUpI amRtane pravAha AtmAmAM vahetA thAya. te vakhate tene a ane kAmanI vAtamAM evA viveka thAya ke A puNya ane pApanuM phaLa che. paNa e upAdeya nathI. ane jyAM meAkSanI vAta Ave tyAM AtmA evA AnaMda anubhave ke jANe mAkSanA sukhane sAkSAta anubhava na karI dyo hAya ! amRta devAnupriyA ! cAra purUSAmAM jyAre dhama ane mekSamAM rasa jAgaze tyAre tamane ahIMyA meAkSanA sukhane jANe anubhava karatAM hAya evA AnaMda AtmAmAM prApta thaze. jyAre tamArAmAMthI mehanuM jhera nIcAvAI jaze tyAre tamane A saMsAra kevA lAgaze te khabara che ? je saMsAra tamane sukhanA bharelA lAgatA hatA te duHkhanA bharelA lAgaze. anitya ane apUrNa sukhavALA dekhAze. are ! saMsAranuM sukha have mane gamatuM nathI, ema tamane lAgaze tyAre tame jANo ke kharekhara ! tamArAmAM savega pragaTayA che ane mAkSanI icchA joradAra banI che. tame sAMbhaLyu. tA haze ke pRthvIcaMdra rAjagAdI para beThA beThA ane guNusAgara peAtAnA lagna utsavanA cAlu prasaMgamAM beThA beThA kevaLajJAna pAmyA. vicAra teA kare ke rAjyagAdI para kevaLajJAna pAmanAra pRthvIcaMdranu haiyu. kevuM haze ? ane potAnA lagnanA cAlu utsava prasaMgamAM kevaLajJAna pAmanAra zrI guNusAgaranuM haMsu kevuM haze? A rIte kevaLajJAna levuM te kaMI jevI tevI vAta nathI. dharmAMnI ArA dhanApUrvaka AtmAnI keTalI zuddhi karI haze ? rAjyagAdI pratye ane lagna pratye kevA bhAva keLaLyeA haze? tamane khakhara tA chene? ke vitarAga banyA vinA kevaLajJAna Ave nahi ane vItarAgapaNuM, kaSAyanA sarvathA kSaya thayA vinA Ave kharU? nahi, ane kaSAyane

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sarvathA kSaya karavA mATe kSapaka zreNI mAMDavI paDe che. kSapakazreNu apramata bhAva AkhyA vinA maMDAya nahi. eTale e AtmAone apramata bhAva Avela. e apramata bhAvamAM ramatAM ramatAM temaNe kSepaka zreNI mAMDelI. emAM kaSAyane sarvathA kSaya karIne vItarAga banelA. ane e pachI ja teo kevaLajJAnane pAmelAM. A badhuM ja rAjagAdI upara beThA beThAM baneluM ne! la tsavamAM beThA beThA baneluM ne ? e sthAna evuM che ke tyAM pApanA bhAva Ave. e sthAna te AbhAne mahApramAdI paNa banAve, paraMtu A AtmAe dharmanI ArAdhanA karatAM karatAM ane Atmazuddhi sAdhatAM sAdhatA AvelAM che, tethI ja teo kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA che. je tamAre kevaLajJAna pAmavuM hoya te dharma ArAdhanA atyArathI zarU karIne AtmAne joradAra banAvo. - bhRgu purehitanAM baMne bALake sulabha badhI AtmAo che. Atmazuddhi karatAM karatAM Avela che. mAtA-pitAe sAdhune bhaya batAvyuM che, chatAM ke gAnuyoga banI gaye! kayAM bALakane ramavA javuM ane kayAM saMtanuM bhUgu purohitanA kahevAthI gAma bahAra javuM! vagaDAmAM paNa saMtane bheTe e mahAna bhAgya vinA banatuM nathI. prabhu mahAvIranA AtmAne nayasAranA bhAvamAM kayAM lAkaDAM kApavA javuM, nayasAre jamatI vakhate bhAvanA bhAvI ke supAtre dAna daIne ja jamuM ane tyAM ja tapAsa karatAM aTavImAM bhUlA paDelAM saMta bheTI gayA. supAtre dAna daI nayasAra kRtArtha thaye. saMtane upadeza sAMbhaLIne samakti pAmI gaye. A baMne bALake vRkSa upara beThAM beThAM AtmamaMthana kare che. ahe! kevA pavitra saMte che! jemanuM eka ja vacana ApaNuM hRdayane sparzI jAya te ApaNAM bhavanA pherA TaLI jAya. ApaNe sAdhu vaMdaNAmAM roja belIe chIe ke - " eka vacana mArA saddagurU keruM, je bese dilamAMya re prANI, naraka gatimAM te nahi jAve, ema kahe jinarAya re prANI." A pada belatAM paNa evAM pavitra bhAva Ave che ke e vIranA vacanamAM keTalI zakti haze! koDa rUpiyAno ceka daI de ane tame kahe ke mArA naraka gatinA daravAjA baMdha karI de. te te karavA keI samartha nathI. paNa paMcamahAvratadhArI saMta jenA hRdayamAM sadA vairAgyanI vINuM vAge che temanuM eka ja vacana hRdayamAM avadhAro te tamAre mATe naraka gatinA daravAjA baMdha thaI jAya. tyAM tamane sarTIphikeTa maLI gayuM. tyAM phroDanA cekanI paNa jarUra nathI, e te prabhunI vANImAM ja evI tAkAta che. . A saMte e bALakanA sAmuM paNa joyuM nathI. e te pitAnI kriyAmAM ja pravRtta che. paNa jenI daSTi khIlI che, jenuM upAdAna zuddha che, tevA AtmAo jAgRta thAya che. keI ghaNI vakhata kahe che ke tamArAmAM tAkAta hoya te amane sAdhu banAvI de! paNa bhAI! keIne parANe pATe besADI devAtAM nathI. sAdhu te nimitta mAtra che. upAdAna te tamArUM ja joIe. jema divAsaLInA TekAmAM je gaMdhaka rahelo che, temAM agni

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(33 pragaTa thavAnI tAkAta che, teA peTI sAthe ghaNuM thatAM agni pragaTe che. udyAna je zuddha hoya te nimitta sahaja rIte maLI jAya che. jo ame tamArUM sa`thA kalyANa karI zakatA hAta teA tamane kAI ne A saMsAramAM rakhaDavA dvaita nahiM. mATe aMdara je caitanya deva sUte tene paDakAra karIne jagADA, ke have jAga, kayAM sudhI ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM athaDAIza ? kayAM sudhI meAhanidrAmAM paDI rahIza? je amUlya avasara maLyA che tene ALakhI tA. A e bALake vRkSa upara beThA beDa! AtmAmAM lIna thayAM. ane temane jAti smaraNu jJAna thayuM. "ahA! A saMtane te ApaNe vaMdana karavAM joI e, kAraNa ke tee pApabhIrU banyA che. ane atyAra sudhI te duHkhabhIrU hatAM. A jIva anata kALathI te duHkhabhIrU banatA AvyA che. kIDI- makaiADA-aLasIyAM-pazupakSImAM gayA tyAM madhe du:khabhIrU banyA hatA paNa pApabhIrU banyA nathI. tame paNa hajI du:khabhIrU che. e nakharanA cApaDA na pakaDAya, e naMbaranA nANAM na pakaDAya, sarakAra dADI na pADete mATe tame sAvadhAna rahe che ! tyAM tame keTalAM duHkhIrU aneA che. ? paNu azubha ka rUpI cAre rAta-divasa tamAruM Atmika dhana luMTI rahyAM che, tenI tamane jarApaNa ciMtA thAya che ? ahIthI chUTIne e phIse jAva, dukAne jAva, tyAM tamane tamArA dhaMdhA yAda Ave, bhUkha lAge tyAre bhAjana yAda Ave, mitra maLe teA haravA-pharavAnuM yAda Ave, ravivArane divase nATaka ane sinemA yAda Ave, majAramAM jAva tyAre vastu kharIdavAnu mana thAya, paNa paMcamahAvratadhArI sAdhune joIne tamane kAI divasa dIkSA yAda Ave che kharI ? tapasvI vijyAmAI mahAsatIjIne Aje caudamA upavAsa che. emane joI ne tamane bhAva thAya che ke ApaNe paNu mAsakhamaNu karIe! anAdi kALathI khAtAM AvyAM chIe. khAvuM te AtmAnA svabhAva nathI. paNa AtmAnA svabhAva te aNuAhAraka che. jo AtmAnA khAvAnA svabhAva hoya to siddhane paNa khAvuM paData, paNa A jIva kayAM phAMphAM mArI rahyo che? tamane cAritravata sAdhune joI ne cAritra yAda AvatuM nathI. paiASadha karavAnuM yAda Avatu nathI. paNa jo ahIM kAI mahena navI DIjhAInanI sADI paherIne AvI ane te joI eTale tarata ja ema thAya ke huM paNa AvI sADI kharIdI lAvuM. paNu tapasvIne joIne ema nathI thatuM ke huM upavAsa karUM, mAsakhamaNunA mAMDavaDA nAMkhavA mATe zukravAre mahInAnA dharanA divasa AvI rahyo che. vacamAM kAlanA ja divasa che. mATe taiyArI karI lejo. jJAnI purUSa e cAra prakAranI sa'jJAne teADavA mATe cAra sAdhana batAvyA che. AhArasaMjJAne teADavA mATe tapa che. bhaya sa MjJAne toDavAmATe abhayadAna che.maithuna sa'jJAne teADavA mATe brahmacaryAM vrata che. ane parigraha saMjJAne teADavA mATe dAna che. mATe AtmAnI zuddhi karo. Atmapradeza para karmAMnA mela jAmI gayA che tene khaMkheravA mATe purUSArtha karavA paDaze.

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karmanI vargaNa te badhe bharelI che, paNa te AtmAne ema ne ema eNTatI nathI. paNa jyAre AtmAmAM rAga ane dveSa rUpI cikAza Ave che, tyAreja karmavargaNA AtmAne cUMTe che. Aje tala-magaphaLI-eraMDA vigeremAM cIkAzavALuM tatva raheluM che, tethI tene pIlAvuM paDe che. paNa kAMkarAne keI pIlatuM nathI. kAraNa ke temAM cIkAza nathI. atyAra sudhI jIve tapa karyA, dAna dIdhAM, A badhuM bAhyAbhAve ja karyuM che, paNa AtmAnI laganIthI karyuM nathI. eTale karmanuM baMdhana tUTatuM nathI. jeNe cha mahinAnI brahmacaryanI pratijJA lIdhI ane kAmaga choDayA, pachI ene cAmaDAnI raMgabAjImAM rAcavuM kema game! je je chUTI gayuM hoya tenI tarapha pharIne daSTi na kare. A baMne bALakonI daSTi khulI gaI che. teo vRkSa uparathI nIce utaryA ane muninA caraNamAM paDI gayA. jenI daSTi nirmaLa thAya che tenI pratyeka kriyAmAM pharaka paDI jAya che. mithyAtvInI daSTi avaLI hoya che ane samakitInI daSTi savaLI hoya che, mithyAtvI sadA paranA ja deSa juve che ane samakitI hamezAM svadeSa ja juve che. jenI daSTi samyaka hoya te sarvatra guNane ja jue che. A bALakanI daSTi savaLI thaI ane jAti smaraNa jJAna thayuM. eTale ja vicAre che ke ApaNe mAta pitAe game te rIte ApaNane saMtethI DarAvyA ane temanAthI dUra rahevAnuM kahyuM, paNa ApaNe evuM eka paNa dUSaNa A saMtemAM joyuM nathI. avaLI daSTine kAraNe ghaNI vakhata najare joyeluM paNa kharuM paDe che, mATe koI paNa vAtanI ekasAI karyA vinA ekadama tene pheMsalo karavo nahi. eka vakhata eka gAmamAM paMcamahAvratadhArI saMta padhAryA. jenA romeromamAM saMyamanI suvAsa bharelI che. lalATa upara tapanAM teja jhaLake che. jenI vANumAM ajoDa zakti che. jyAre teo vyAkhyAna Ape che tyAre cA-pAna-bIDI-jugAra Adi vyasananA tyAga upara khUba ja bhAra mUke che. vANI sAMbhaLI kaMika chAe vyasanane tyAga karyo. gAmamAM mANase vAta kare che ke aha! A saMtanI vANImAM bhAre jAdu lAge che. te kaMIka lokonA vyasane choDAvI deze. A vAta sAMbhaLI cAra pAMca mitrane vicAra thaze ke cAle, ApaNe paNa e saMta pAse jaIe. ane carcA karIe. A pAMca mitronI ToLI upAzraye AvI. pAMcamAMthI eka mitra Astika che. bAkInA cAra jaina che paNa nAstika che. A mitranI TeLI upAzraye AvI. saMta AhAra-pANI karIne jarA sUtA che, eTale A mitro kahe che. ApaNe thoDIvAra bahAra jaIne AvIe. A badhAM bahAra AvyAM. pelA cAra jaNa kahe che alyA! ApaNe upAzrayamAM te gayA paNa kAMI joyuM ? je Astika che. te kahe che bhAI! mahArAja sUI gayA hatAM. bIjuM zuM jovAnuM hoya ! are, A sAdhuo te dhutArA che.vANImAM zUrA che. bheLA lekone mAchalAnI jema jALamAM phasAve che. ane temAMya tArA jevA bheLA bharamAI jAya. badhAne

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teo vyasanatyAgane upadeza Ape che. ane emane te bIDInA bhUMgaLA pheMkavA joIe chIe. A mitra kahe che bhalA! vicAra te karo. jaina thaIne gurUnA upara A AkSepa mUke che! jena muni kadI sIgAreTa pItA ja nathI. jene agnine aDavAnA jAvajIvana paccakhANuM che te bIDI kaI rIte pI zake ! pelA cAra jaNa kahe che are ! ame najare joyuM che. e sAdhu je pATa para sUtA che tenI nIce ja sIgAreTano Dakhe paDe che. pelo mitra kahe, cAlo jaIne khAtrI karI laIe. pUrI khAtrI karyA vinA vacana bolavuM nahi. A mitre pAchA upAzrayamAM Ave che. saMta te haju sUtA che. pelo mitra vAMke vaLI pATa nIcethI sIgAreTane Dabbo levA jAya che tyAM saMta jAgI jAya che. saMtanI niMda mRgalA jevI hoya che, pele Astika mitra kahe che gurUdeva ! A Dao zeno che? te saMta kahe che, mArA page kharajavuM thayuM che. huM Aje gaucarI gayA hatA, tyAM eka DokaTare pUchayuM, A zuM thayuM che? eNe A kharajavuM joI mane page copaDavA mATe malama Ape che. te vakhate A Dao khAlI paDayo hato eTale emAM DokaTare malama bharI dIdhuM che. sAMje pAcho ApI devAnuM che. tamAre jevuM hoya to khelIne joI le ane khAtrI karavI hoya te phalANA DekaTarane tyAMthI lAvyo chuM, temane jaIne pUchI Ave. Dakhe khelIne joyuM te aMdara kharajavAne malama ja che. tyAM A mitrone khAtrI thaI. paNa je cokasAI na karI hatI te keTalo anartha thaI jAta! Dakhe sigAreTane hato paNa aMdara vastu jutI hatI. mATe baMdhuo ! kaI paNa vAtanI pUrI khAtrI na * thAya tyAM sudhI jAherAta karavI nahi. pahelAM pUrI cekasAI karavI ane pachI ja balavuM. A be bALakoe najare joyuM tethI khAtrI thaI gaI ke jevuM mAtA-pitAe kahyuM hatuM tevuM A nathI. saMtanA caraNamAM paDI gayA. saMtanA caraNe zIza jhukAvI dIdhuM. jeNe zira jhukAvyuM tene arpaNa thaI gayA kahevAya. kAraNa ke mastaka e heDa ophisa che. mastakane uttama aMga kahevAya che. jyAM mastaka jhUkAvyuM tyAM tame AkhA arpaNa thaI gayA samajo. jo tamane AvuM kahIza te pAchA mAthuM namAvatAM paNa aTakI jaze. A bALake vaMdana karIne kahe che gurUdeva ! amAruM jIvana Aje dhanya banI gayuM. Aje ame ApanA darzanathI kRtArtha banyA. amArI AMkhe Aje pAvana thaI. have Apa amArI eka vinaMtI svIkAre. saMte kahe che bhAI! tamArI zI vinaMtI che? te kahe che gurUdeva ! A najIkamAM ja dekhAya che te karpaTa nAmanuM nAnuM gAma che. tyAM ame rahIe chIe. ane najIkamAM ja ISakAra nAmanI bhavya nagarI che. te nagarIne rAjA ISakAra paraduHkhabhaMjana ane dharmiSTha che. emanuM zaurya ane parAkrama prajAnA rakSaNamAM ja vaparAya che. vaLI amArA ISakA2 mahArAjA caMdranA jevI saumya prakRtivALA ane lokapriya che. temanAmAM eka paNa kAMka nathI, vaLI amArI nagarInA rAjA supAtre dAna devAmAM udAra che. supAtre dAna daIne

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136 pitAnI addhi siddhinI sArthakatA mAne che. vaLI teo jugAra Adi vyasananA sevanamAM paNa che, eTale te vyasanemAM teo eka pAI paNa kharce tema nathI. je tenA sevaka hoya te vyasanane verI ja heya ne ! vaLI parastrI sAme teo daSTi paNa karatA nathI. parathI parAhamukha rahe che. paNa jyAre zatruo sAmano karavA Ave che tyAre sanmukha banI rahe che zatrunI sAme jaI prajAnuM ane rAjyanuM rakSaNa kare che. gurUdeva ! AvA pavitra, saumya ane udAra evA amArI nagarInA rAjA che. keI jAta ne nagarImAM upadrava nathI. prajA paNa saMtapremI che. mATe Apa amArA nagaramAM padhAre. ane ceDA divasa amArA gAmamAM rahejo. amAre have A saMsArane tyAga karI sAdhu banavuM che. amane A saMsAramAM have gamatuM nathI. eTale ame ghera jaI amArA mAtA-pitAnI AjJA meLavIe. bele narabherAmabhAI ! A bALakee keTalI vakhata saMtenA darzana karyA! (sabhA :- eka ja vakhata) ane tame keTalI vakhata darzana karyA? tamane dIkSA levAno raMga lAgyA nathI, te khera! paNa have AtmazuddhinuM parama maMgalakArI parva saMvatsarI Ave che. te have AtmA upara cUMTelA kacarAne sApha karavA mATe tapazcaryAne raMga lagADaje. Age kadama uThAve. bhagavAna kahe che ke jyArathI karavA mAMDayuM tyArathI tene karyuM kahevAya. "kaDe mANe kahe ti" tame bhAvanAnI urmi jagADe. AtmAnI zakti anaMta che. tame mAsakhamaNanI bhAvanAthI tapazcaryA kare. tamArI aMtarAya tUTI hoya te pAra paDI jaze. paNa tame je bhAvanAthI zarUAta karI tyArathI tamane lAbha thaI cUkyo che. bhagavAne cha mAsI tapa karyA. comAsuM te cAra mAsanuM. hatuM, A tarapha A be bALake ramavA gayelA, bALakane muninuM milana thaI gayuM. bhAvamAM je banavAnuM che tene mithyA keNa karI zake? kALa-svabhAva-niyati-puruSa the ane pUrva karma A pAMca samavAya bhegA thAya tyAM badhuM kAma Ape Apa thaI jAya che. A bALake samajI gayA ke ApaNane sAdhuno bheTo na thaI jAya mATe ApaNA mAtA pitAe A kImI karyo hato. paNa jeNe saMyamnA sukhane lahejata mANe temaNe pitAnA jAtismaraNa jJAnathI pratyakSa joyuM. have ene saMsAranA khADAmAM paDavuM game kharuM! jene amArA sukhane anubhava thAya che tene bIjAM sukhe gamatAM nathI. badhI vAta anubhavathI ja samajAya che. - eka vakhata huM amadAvAdamAM hAjA paTelanI paLe gaucarI gayelI. eka gharamAM eka bahena dhamapachADA kare, kUdAkUda kare. meM pUchayuM: bahena! tame ATalA moTA thaIne Ama dhamapachADA kema kare che! tamane zuM thayuM che! te kahe mane vIMchI karaDe che, tyAre meM kahyuM: bahena! eka nAnaka vIMchI karaDa te, sADAtraNa ha thanA moTA zarIrathI sahana nathI karI zakatAM ke ATalI kUdAkUda karo che! te bAI kahe, mahAsatIjI! tamane kaI vakhata vIMchI karaDe che? meM kahyuM nA bahena, mane kaI vakhata vIchI karaDa pI.

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tyAre bahena kahe che, e te anubhava thAya tyAre ja khabara paDe. tamane kaI vakhate vIMchI karaDe tyAre mane yAda karaje (hasAhasa). te vakhate comAsAne samaya ane amadAvAdamAM vIMchIne upadrava paNa ghaNe, kudarate karavuM ane barAbara eka mahine mane ja vIMchI karaDe. paroDhIye cAravAge rajoharaNa vaDe jamIna puMjIne patharaNuM pAtharIne svAdhyAya karavA beThI. tyAM vIMchIe caTake bharyo. ekadama jhATako lAgyo. eTale thayuM ke nakakI pelI bAI kahetI hatI tevuM ja thAya che. mATe vIMchI karaDe lAge che. jorathI casakAIne dorI bAMdhI dIdhI, paNa aMdara vedanA khUba thAya, eTale paga te uMco nIce thaI jAya paNa pagane dabAvI dauM. AtmAne samajAvuM ke rakhe dhamapachADA karato. pelI bAI Avaze te mane e kaheze. Ama karatAM vyAkhyAno samaya thaye. amArA pU. gurUNI kahe che, Aje vIMchI karaDe che, vedanA khUba che, mATe vyAkhyAna vAMcavuM nathI. meM kahyuM? je vyAkhyAnamAM upayoga joDAze te vedanA ochI thaze. A rakajhaka cAlatI hatI tyAM saMghanA zeThiyA a vyAM. badhAMne khabara paDI eTale kahe che. Aje vyAkhyAna vAMcavuM nathI. borDa upara lakhAvI dIdhuM ke "zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIne vIMchI karaDe che mATe Aje vyAkhyAna baMdha che." mANaso vyAkhyAnamAM AvavA lAgyAM. sau beDa upara vAMcIne Ave eTale khabara paDI gaI ke vIMchI karaDe che. eTale amAre te tamArA karatAM sagAM nehI ghaNuM. eTale jeTalA Ave teTalA pUchavA lAgyA. mahAsatIjI kayAMthI vIMchI karaDe ! te kahyuM ahIMthI. kayAre karaze? te kahyuM cAra vAgye. keTale caDhayo che? kevI vedanA thAya che? javAba daIne thAkI gayA. vIMchInI vedanA karatAM javAbanI vedanA vadhI gaI. Ama karatAM nava vAgyA ne pelI bAI beDa para vAMcIne AvI. ene jarA harSa thayo. lAva-uM to kharI. mahAsatIjI mane kahetA hatAM te temanI samatA keTalI che! (hasAhasa) mArI pAse AvIne kahe che kema mahAsatIjI! kevI vedanA thAya che! tamane khabara paDI ne ke vIMchInI vedanA kevI hoya che! meM kahyuM. hA bahena ! je vede tene ja khabara paDe che. anubhava thAya tyAre ja samajAya che. amArA sukhane anubhava kevI rIte thAya! tamane vairAgya Ave to khabara paDe ne ! aMtaramAM vairAgyanI jyota jAgatI ja nathI. saMpUrNapaNe sAdhu na banI zake te khera, eka brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra kare te paNa saMyamanA sukhane zeDo anubhava thaze. A baMne kumAra saMtane vinaMtI kare che gurUdeva! amArI vinaMtIne svIkAra karI amArA nagaramAM padhAre. amAre dIkSA levI che. A bALakone vairAgya ane bhavyatA jaIne saMte kahe che, "ka sudaM levAnupiyA mA vaMdha " he devAnupriyo! tamane sukha upaje tema karo. sArA kAryamAM pramAda na karo. saMtane upadeza sAMbhaLI darzana karI baMne bALake have ghara tarapha pAchA phare che. A tarapha saMta gaucarI laIne gayA. bALakane ramavA gayAM ghaNI vAra thaI paNa zA. 18

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178 pAchA AvyA nahi. eTale mAtA-pitAne ciMtA thAya che. aha! ApaNuM vahAlasoyA haju kema na AvyA! have A bALakonA belavA cAlavAmAM phera paDI gayA che. emanuM pahelAnuM khelavAnuM-kUdavAnuM ane ramavAnuM juduM hatuM. bAla mastI hatI. have te AtmAnI mastIne anubhava karI rahyAM che. koI jIvanI hiMsA na thAya te rIte yatnApUrvaka dhIme dhIme cAle che; mukha upara cAritranA AnaMdanI sImAne pAra nathI. dUrathI putrane AvatAM joI mAtA harSaghelI banI gaI. jyAM AvyAM tyAM baMne putrane bAthamAM laI kahe che beTA! Aje tame kayAM ramavA gayA hatAM? Aje tamane ATalI badhI vAra kema lAgI? A bALake kahe che mAtA! Aje ame apUrva AnaMda anubhavyo. beTA! zene AnaMda! tyAre bALako kahe che mAtA ! ame Aje saMtanAM darzana karyA. evA saMtane ame A jiMdagImAM kaI divasa joyA na hatA. temane saMte khUba vahAlA hoya paNa je tamArA dikarA-dikarIne dIkSA levAne bhAva jAge te tamane saMta bharaNa jevA lAge. ho... paNa vicAra kare. tamArA bhAgya hoya te tamArA saMtAnane saMyama levAnA bhAva jAge. te vakhate tame e vicAra karaje ke te saMyama levA samartha nathI paNa saMtAnane te dIkSA levA dauM. ene zA mATe saMsAramAM rakhaDAvuM? saMtanA darzana karyA pachI A bALakonA aMtaramAM Umi uchaLI rahI che. kSaNe kSaNa lAkheNI jAya che. saMtanA darzanamAM paNa keTalo lAbha che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 29mAM adhyayanamAM prabhune prazna karyo ke - "badaMNaeNa bhate jIve kiM jaNayai ? vadaNaeNa nIyAgoyaM kama khavei, uccAgoyaM kamma nibndhi|" saMtane bhAvapUrvaka vaMdana karavAthI nIca getranAM karma khapI jAya che ane jIva uMca gotranA karmane bAMdhe che. eka vaMdanamAM ATale badhe lAbha che, te jeo saMtanI AjJAne hadayamAM avadhAre temane keTale lAbha thAya! - A bALaka ne haiyAmAM AnaMda samAtuM nathI. jyAre mAtAnA haiyAmAM caDe paDe che. aho ahIMthI gayA te ja sAdhu bheTI gayA lAge che. beTA ! tame sAdhune aDyA te nahatA ne? bA! sAdhunA caraNamAM mastaka jhukAvI dIdhuM. mAtA vicAre che ke bhale sAdhu bheTI gayA paNa bAjI haju mArA hAthamAM che ne ! paNa sAce vairAgI chUpe rahetuM nathI. jene ulTI thavAnA cinho thAya, uchALA Ave tyAre mANasa vicAra kare ke Aje te huM miSTAnna ja chuM. mATe mAre ulaTI thavA devI nathI. game teTaluM dabAvavA jAya paNa uchaLeluM dhAnya kaI divasa piTamAM TakatuM nathI. tema jene saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAI gayuM, aMtaramAM vairAgyane raMga lAgI gaye, te vairAgI saMsAramAM rahI zakatuM nathI. sAco vairAgI keIne reka rakAta nathI. have A mAtA-pitA bALakone zuM samajAvaze, bALake mAtA-pitAne ke uttara Apaze ane zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna na, 21 (mahinAnuM ghara) zrAvaNa suda 6 ne zukravAra tA. 7-8-70 parama upakAraka, jagata uddhAraka, parama pitA, prabhu mahAvIra svAmIe jagatanA jIvA upara parama anukapA karI muktinA dhArI mAga khatAnye. jo tamane muktinuM sukha meLavavAnuM mana thayuM haze teA khaMdhanAthI mukta thavAnA puruSAtha karazeA. ame tamane sArAmAM sArA sukha ApavA mAMgIe paNa e tamane kayAMthI game? jema eka rAjA jaMgalamAM pharavA gayA hatA. e jagalamAM rakhaDatI eka bhikhAraNunu sauMdaya joI mugdha banI gayA. rAjA kahe che tArA jevI svarUpava'tIne bhIkha mAMgavAnI hAya ! e bhikhAraNane rAjA peAtAnA mahelamAM lAvyeA ane peAtAnI mahArANI manAvI. A mahArANIne khatrIsa jAtanAM bheAjana maLe che. paheravA meghAmUlA vastro ane hIrAnA dAgInA maLe che. tenI sevAmAM dAsa-dAsIo hAjara rahe che. have AvA sukhamAM rahevAthI rANInuM zarIra sArU rahevuM joIe tene badale te divase divase sUkAvA lAgI. rANInuM zarIra sUkAtu joI rAjAne phikara thavA lAgI. (kahevata che ne ke : dhaNInI mAnItI khAra gAu ujjaDa kare.) A rANIne rAja batrIsa prakAranA miSTAnna maLavA chatAM kema sUkAvA lAgI e te tame jANA che ne ? (sabhAmAMthI avAja : ene bhIkha mAMgIne khAvAnI Teva paDI gaI hatI.) jene mAMgIne khAvAnI Teva paDI hAya tene e mAMgIne lAve ne khAya tyAre ja satASa thAya. A rAjA rANIne mATe vaidya-DAkaTaro ane hakImeA lAvyeA. kiMmatI davAo maMgAvIne khavaDAvI, paNa rANI sAjI thatI nathI. eTale rAjA gamagIna banI gayA. rAjAne gamagIna joI pradhAna pUche che bApu! Apa udAsa kema che ? rAjAe udAsInatAnuM kAraNu batAvyuM. A pradhAna rAjakoTanA zrAvako jevA catura hatA. rANIne sUkAvAnuM kAraNa te samajI gayA. rAjAne kahe che, mane A kAma seAMpI de. huM rANIne sAjuM manAvI dauM. rAjA kahe, game tema kare, paNa rANIjIne sAjA karo. pradhAne eka makAnamAM ghaNAM geAkhalAM banAvyAM. temAM eka geAkhalAmAM zaTale tA khIjAmAM reATalI, trIjAmAM caNA ne mamarA vagere mUkAvIne rANIne kahe che, mA sAheba! Apa ahIM rahe|. ApanI pAse koI paNa mANusa Avaze nahi. ane Apane ahIM zAMti raheze. ema kahI rANIne tyAM rAkhyA. have A rANI banelI bhikhAraNa cekhalA pAse jaine " baTakuM Ape| mA-bApa ! " ema mAMge che ane geAkhalAmAM mUkelA roTalA ne rATalInAM maTakAM khAya che. A aTakA khAvAmAM ene khUba ja Ana Ave che, tethI tenuM zarIra sArUM thaI gayuM.

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kahevAne Azaya e che ke jene je jAtanI Teva paDI hoya tene te jAtanI sagavaDa maLe te AnaMda Ave. jema rAjAe tene khUba sukhamAM rAkhI paNa e sukha bhikhAraNane na gamyuM. tema ame tamane mokSanA sukhane mArga batAvavA cAhIe chIe, paNa tamane rUca nathI. have amAre tamane kevA kahevA? tame tamArI jAte ja samajI lejo kAraNa ke mAre te haju traNa mahinA ahIM rahevuM che. eTale tamane mAre te kaMI ja kahevuM nathI. ame to kahIe chIe, devAnupriye! amAre tyAM AvA sukhe che. paNa pelI rANInI jema game ja nahi. tame saMsAramAM game tevA vIMdhAI rahyAM che chatAM saMsAra ja mITho lAge che. tamArA saMsAranA sukha bhikhAraNa rANIne mAMgelA roTalAnA TukaDA jevAM che. ane muktinA sukha e rAjAnA sukho jevA kiMmatI che. mATe A roTalAnA TukaDA samAna sukhene choDI de. bhagavAna kahe cheH mArA zrAvake kevA heya! zrAvake ucca AcArane pALanAra hAya. e zrAvaka zabdanA traNa akSara che. zrAvaka zabda zuM dhAtu parathI baneluM che. kR = sAMbhaLe, va = eTale vAve ane ka = eTale kApe. have traNa akSara upasthI traNa zabdo bane che. zraNoti, vati ane pati A traNe zabda saMskRta che. zrAvaka zuM sAMbhaLe, zuM vAve ane zuM kApe? zrAvaka hamezAM jinavANInuM zravaNa kare. dInaduHkhInI bhUmimAM paisA vAve ane kAma-kepa rUpI kALI vAsanAone jaDamULamAMthI kApI nAkhe. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM sadA evI bhAvanA bhAve ke have mAre janma-maraNanA cakramAM phasAvuM nathI. mAre te AtmAnA avyAbAdha sukha meLavavA che. evI ja bhAvanA bhAvatA hoya. Akho saMsAra bhale rahyo, tijorImAM paisA bhale rahyAM, paNa A saMsAra ane paisA tamArA haiyAmAM vasI na javA joIe. jyAre tamane svarUpanuM bhAna thaze tyAre badhuM vinAzI ane azaraNuM lAgaze. laMDana jaIne epha. Ara. sI. thaIne AvyuM hoya chatAM karmanA udaya AgaLa badhuM ja phogaTa che. DokaTare paNa kahe che ke jyAre karma nabaLAM heya tyAre amAro IlAja kAma Ave, bAkI te ame kAMI ja karI zakIe nahi. devAnupriye! bhagavaMta kahe che tuM A saMsAramAM rahIne heya, reya ane upAdeyano khyAla karI le. jANavA egya jANuM le, chAMDavA gya chAMDI de, ane AdaravA yogya AdarI le. have tamane thaze ke jANavuM chuM, chAMDavuM ane AdaravuM zuM? navatattva che temAM jANavA yogya keTalA, chAMDavA yogya keTalA ane AdaravA yogya keTalA ? eTaluM te zrAvakane AvaDavuM ja joIe, navatattvamAM jIva ane ajIva e jANavA gya che. puNya-saMvaranirjarA ane mokSa e cAra AdaravA yogya che. paNa puNya nirjarAnI apekSAe nizcaya nayathI heya che, paNa terame guNasthAne na pahoMcIe tyAM sudhI upAdeya che. pApa-Azrava ane baMdha e traNa chAMDavA gya che. A rIte jANavA gya jANI le, chAMDavA yogya chAMDI de ane AdaravA cogya AdarI le te ja tame svaghara tarapha prayANa karI zakaze.

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zrAvaka vANInuM zravaNa karI aMtaramAM avadhAre ke huM koNa chuM? mArAmAM keTalI zakti rahelI che ! zuM huM ghera gherathI bhIkha mAMgelA TukaDAmAM AnaMda mAnanAra chuM? ke batrIsa prakAranA miSTAnna jamanAra chuM? huM caNoThInA hAra paheruM te chuM ke hIrAne hAra paheruM te chuM! AtmAnA svarUpanA sukhamAM ramaNutA karanAra huM te hIrAne hAra paheruM te chuM. caThInA hAramAM ke bhIkha mAMgelA TukaDA samAna bhautika sukhamAM AnaMda mAnanAra nathI. svarUpanI pichANa thayA pachI zrAvaka vAve zuM ? pUrvanA puNyathI sukha maLyAM che, te tenA vaDe garIbanA AMsu luchajo. tamAre dharma zuM che? svadharmI baMdhu bhUkhe marato hoya ane tame ja mANe te kema zebhe? bhUkhe mANasa zuM nathI karata? saMskRtamAM kahyuM che ke "kumukSi jiM pati pApa" "bhUkhe mANasa zuM pApa nathI karatA tame tamArA mAjazekhamAM, vyasanemAM kApa mUkaje, phezane ane vyasana ochAM karaje paNu garIbane sahAya karajo. sahArA gho tame (2) A dukhI manane navakArane gaNanArA, sAdhamI bAMdhane....sahArA phUla pathArI tame sUve ne, bhAI tamAre rajhaLe che, mevA miSTAna tamAre tyAM, e bAluDA TaTaLe che, uDI kema nA jAye nidrA tamArI! mIThI vAnagI kAM bane ne akArI! 'sukhamAM DUbelA manane manAve, tamane maLyuM ene badhAnuM banAve (2) vacana suNyA je vIra prabhunA phegaTa jeje thAya nA... sahArA jo tame (2) kaI parigrahanI mamatA ghaTADI dAna karatA hoya te rekaze nahi, paNa tene majabUta banAvaje. jene jyAre bhAva Ave tyAre dAna Adi satkAryo karavA deje. sAza kAryamAM aMtarAya na pADaze. keImANasane bhAva Ave ke A varSe ATaluM dAna karavuM che te karI levA deje. ema na kahezo ke A varSe nahi AvatA varSe karo. kAraNa ke enA je bhAva A vakhate che tevA bhAva AvatA varSa sudhI raheze ke nahi te nakkI nathI. mATe samajI lejo ke A tijorImAM nANAM bharyA che te nANuM svadharmI ane duHkhInI sevAmAM je vaparAya te ja sAcA nANAM che te ja sAthe AvanAra che. bAkI te kAMkarA ja che. A rIte pitAnA paisAne je garIbanI bhUmimAM vAve che te ja nANunI sArthakatA che.

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trIjuM che "parazrAvaka zuM kApe? kALI vAsanAo ane karmanA baMdhana kApe. ahIM keIne khissA kApavAnA nathI. keIbheLe bhaTakI jAya tenA gaLA kApavAnAM nathI. paNa bhava baMdhananA pherA kApavAnAM che. janma maraNanA pherA TALavAne, karmonA baMdhanane kApavAne je avasara mane maLe che te pharI pharIne maLavAnuM nathI. A deDa kSaNabhaMgura che mATe mArA jIvananI sArthakatA karI lauM. A te jAgRta rahevAnuM sthAna che. ahIM pramAda karavAnuM nathI. manuSyanuM jIvana kevuM che. te bhagavaMte uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM kahyuM che ke he AtmAo! navica mAM umAcaA jIvana kSaNika che ema samajIne pramAda na kare. vaLI kahyuM che ke "mAM vahIdA rajumo" bhIraMDa paMkhInuM daSTAMta ApIne samajAvyuM che. pachI cAhe zrAvaka hoya ke sAdhu hoya. zrAvaka eTale zramaNe pAsaka. tame zramaNanAM upAsaka che. sAdhune je vAta lAgu paDe e tamane paNa lAgu paDe che. sAdhune sarvathA ane tamane dezathI paNa lAgu te paDe ja che. ahIM bhAraMDa paMkhInuM dRSTAMta zA mATe ApyuM? bhAreDa paMkhIne be moDhAM hoya che. paNa ene khAvAnuM te eka ja moDhAthI. je e bhAkhaMDa paMkhI be moDhethI khAvA jAya te marI jAya. kAraNa ke enA be moDhA che tenI vacamAM eka pAtaLuM paDe che. je e khAvAmAM raheja bhUla kare te paDado tUTI jAya ane marI jAya mATe e khAvAmAM saheja paNa bhUla karatuM nathI. tema ApaNe paNa A mAnava bhava pAmIne saheja paNa pramAda karavA jevo nathI. e paMkhI khAvAmAM bhUla kare te marI jAya che. ane eka bhava bagaDe che, paNa ApaNAM keTalAM bhava bagaDaze! ApaNuM je saheja bhUla thaI te samajI leje ke ApaNe anaMta saMsAra vadhI jaze. kAraNa ke ApaNuM sTeja tenA karatAM UMcuM che. pramAdane choDI jAgRta banavAne A avasara che. AjanA divasanuM nAma mahinAnuM ghara che. dhara eTale pakaDavuM. A dharanA divaso eka mahinAmAM keTalI vakhata Avaze? (sabhAmAMthI javAba - cAra vakhata) AjathI paMdarame divase bIjuM paMdaranuM dhara. trIjuM aThThAI dhara ane cothuM telA dhara. A cAre para ApaNane jAgavAnI sUcanA kare che. ApaNe AjathI ja jAgRta banavAnuM che. baMdhuo AjathI eka mahine saMvatsarI parva Ave che. ApaNe gayA saMvatsarI parva pachI atyAra sudhInA agiyAra mahinAmAM je kaMI sAMbhaLyuM, je vAyune je vicAryuM tene eka mAsamAM ApaNA jIvanamAM utArI laIe, te ja ApaNe prApta karela jJAnanI sArthakatA che. kadAca tame kaheze ke have eka mahinAmAM ame zuM karI zakIe ? bhAI ! tame mahinAmAM to dhAre te karI zako tema che. jema keI eka mANasa bIjA mANasane eka paiso Ape

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ane kahe ke tAre A paisAne dararAja bamaNe karatA javuM. Aje eka paiso che tenA kAle be karavA. parama divase benA cAra karavA. ema eka mahinA sudhI bamaNuM karatAM keTalI rakama thAya che? tame to ene himAba jaldI karI zake. kAle hisAba karI lAvaje. jema eka paisAne dararoja bamaNa karatAM eka mahinAmAM keTalI saMpatti vadhI jAya che? te ja rIte ApaNe ApaNuM amUlya mAnava jIvana rUpI saMpattimAMthI Atma sAdhanA mATe eka miniTathI mAMDI haMmezA tene samaya bamaNo karatAM jaIe ane Atmazuddhi karatAM jaIe te saMvatsarI parva Ave tyAM sudhImAM keTalI Atmazuddhi karI zakIe ! A mahinAnuM ghara ApaNane zuddha thavAnI sUcanA kare che. Atmazuddhi mATe sarvaprathama jJAnanI jarUra che. Aje jJAna te ghaNuM vadhI rahyuM che. paNa sAcI vidyA che te ja che ke "sA vidyA yA vimuLe" je AtmAnA baMdhanamAMthI mukta kare. vidyA e sarva zreSTha vastu che. vidyAthI mANasa mahAna banI zake che. pUjanika banI zake che. ane e vivA AcAramAM Ave te kalyANa thaI jAya che. vidvavaM ca nRpavaM ca navaM tulya kadAcana ! svadeze pUjyate rAjA, vidvAna sarvatra pUjyate " rAjApaNuM ane vidvAnapaNuM baMne sarakhA nathI. kAraNa ke moTo rAjA hoya paNa te bahu bahu te pitAnA dezamAM ja pUjAya che. athavA bIjA dezamAM tenI oLakhANa pichANa hoya to tyAM pUjAya che. paNa vidvAna mANasa te badhe pUjAya che. kema ke "vighAcA satra jUca vidyAthI mANasa badhe pUjAya che. vidyAnI ATalI mahattA che paNa tene AcAra pAse namavuM paDe che. cAritra sAthe jJAna bhI UThe che. mATe ApaNe jeTaluM samajIe, jJAna meLavIe teTaluM ApaNe ApaNuM jIvanamAM utAravuM joIe. dareka bolI rahyA che ke dharmane pracAra karavuM joIe, paNa mane pracAra kevI rIte karAya te vAtane samajatA nathI. zuM aThThAI karIne varaghaDe kADhavAthI ke jamaNavAra karavAthI dharmane pracAra thaI zake che? nA, dharmano pracAra karavAnI uttama rIta hoya to te AcAra che. ApaNe je vAtano pracAra kare che tene ApaNe prathama AcAramAM utAravAnI jarUra che. bhagavAna mahAvIrane tame joyAM nathI. eTale temanI vAta bAjumAM mUke. paNa gAMdhIjIne te tame sau oLakhe che ne? zuM gAMdhIjI berIsTara hatA mATe Aje leke temane yAda kare che! lokamAnya tilaka vigerene tame Aje zA mATe yAda karo cho? zuM te vidvAna hatAM mATe temane Aje sau koI yAda kare che, tenuM mukhya kAraNa e che ke temaNe je jANyuM tene sarva prathama pitAnA jIvanamAM utAryuM hatuM. Aje leke pitAnA putrane grejyueTa banAvavAnI IcchA rAkhe che paNa tane sadAcArI banAvavAnuM lakSa rAkhe che kharA? pitAnA putrane dhanavAna ke grejyueTa banAva e pitAnA hAthanI vAta nathI, paNa mANasa,

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je dhAre te pitAnA putrane sadAcArI te banAvI zake che. sadAcAra ja eka evI cIja che ke je apanAvIne nirdhana ane abhaNa mANasa paNa potAnuM jIvana sArthaka banAvI zake che. A saMvatsarI parva paNa AtmAne sadAcArI banavAno saMdeza Ape che. jIvanamAM je je doSo bharyA che tene tame daphanAvI de. anAdikALathI jIve paranA ja deSa joyA che. paNa sva deSa joyA ja nathI. pitAne duHkha na paDe te mATe jeTalI sAvadhAnI che teTalI parane mATe nathI, kAraNa ke tyAM para mAnyuM che. jyAM para mAnyuM che tyAM kaMI bane te ciMtA thatI nathI paNa jyAM sva mAnyuM che tyAM ja duHkha thAya che. eka vakhata eka zeThane ghATI bahAragAma gayela. te bahAragAmathI Avya ne sIdho zeThanA ghera AvyuM ane dhrusake ne dhrusake raDavA lAgyo. zeTha pUche che, tuM bahAragAmathI cAlyo Ave che ane ATaluM badhuM raDe che zA mATe? A te vadhu ne vadhu raDavA lAgyo zeTha khUba kahe che bhAI ! tuM kema raDe che, kahe te khare? nekara kahe che zeThajI ! zuM kahuM, kahevAya tema nathI. paNa bhAI je hoya te kahe. jaladI kahe. tyAre ghATI kahe che zeTha! marI " ema kahI pAche khUba raDavA lAgyuM. tyAre zeTha kahe che bhAIA duniyAne e kama che ke je janme che te mare. chokarI marI gaI temAM ATaluM badhuM zA mATe raDe che? e gaI ane zuM tAre nathI javAnuM? ghATI kahe che bApu ! kahevuM sahelA che paNa samaya Ave samatA rahevI muzkela che. zeTha mArI dikarI nahi paNa "tumavI strI" A sAMbhaLI zeThakahe che huM mArI dikarI? kaI dikarI? ghATI kahe che huM bahAragAma gayo hato. tyAM mane thayuM ke A bahenanuM gAma che. mATe Avyo chuM to lAva maLate jAuM. huM game te bahenane ghera rokakaLa cAlatI hatI. moTA bena gujarI gayAM che. temanA gharanA mANasoe mane kahyuM ke tame jaldI gADImAM bese ane zeThane khabara Ape, eTale huM tarata ja Avyo chuM. jyAM zeThane khabara paDI ke e to mArI dikarI marI gaI tyAM haiyAphATa rUdana karavA lAgyAM. tyAre ghATI kahe che bApu ! Apa mane hamaNAM ja kahetA hatA ne Apa A zuM karo cho ? Apa samatA rAkhe. Aje ApaNA badhAnI dazA AvI ja che. ApaNe parane upadeza ApavAmAM ja paMDita chIe, paNa pitAne mAthe Ave tyAre paMDitAI cAlI jAya che. "vidyA bhaNya huM vAda mATe keTalI kathanI kahuM!" Aje vidyA svakalyANa mATe bhaNatI nathI paNa bIjAnI sAthe vAda karavA mATe bhaNAya che. A jIve para mATe ghaNuM karyuM che, paNa sva mATe kaMI ja karate nathI. bhUgu purohitanA be bALakone sva kalyANanI laganI lAgI che. temane A saMsAra asAra lAge che. temane saMsAranA baMdhana teDIne mukti meLavavI che. eTale gurUdevane gAmamAM padhAravAnI vinaMtI karIne baMne bALako potAne ghera Ave che. mAtA putranI pAchaLa ghelI banelI che. putrone bAthamAM laIne kahe che beTA! tame atyAra sudhI kyAM gayAM hatA?

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mAtAne putra pratye khUba vAtsalya hoya che. pachI e lAla mAtAne pALaze ke nahi e te jJAnI jANe. dikarAne paNa mA hAlI jarUra hoya che. paNa te kayAM sudhI? be pagavALo hoya tyAM sudhI! jyAM cAra paga thayA eTale mAtAnA heta bhUlI jAya che. pahelAM putra mAtA mATe keTaluM karato hoya che. ane ene mAtA kevI vahAlI hoya che tenuM daSTAMta- ravindranAtha TAgore eka prasaMga lakhyo che. eka mAtAne eka nAnakaDo bALaka che. mAtA mAMdagInA bichAne sUtelI che. tenI sthiti eka divasa gaMbhIra banavA lAgI. tene vahAlase lAla nizALe gaye che. mAtA kahe che mArA lAlanuM mukha mAre jevuM che. paNa je ene atyAre belAvavAmAM Avaze te ene khUba duHkha thaze. mAtA aMtima samaye paNa putrane duHkha na thAya tenI keTalI saMbhALa rAkhe che. mATe hamaNuM tene belAvaze nahi. A mAtA prANa tyAga kare che. mAtAne agnisaMskAra vagere vidhi patI jAya che. bAra vAgye skUla chUTe che ane bALaka khelato kUda ghera Ave che. bApa gamagIna cahere beTho che. nAnA bALakane bIjI kAMI khabara paDatI nathI paNa potAnI mAtA gharamAM dekhAtI nathI eTaluM te samajI zake che. bApujI! mArI bA A palaMgamAM sUtI hatI te kema dekhAtI nathI? mArI bA kyAM gaI che? pitA kAMI javAba ApatA nathI. bALaka te nirdoSa hoya che. ene thayuM ke kayAMka gaI haze ! hamaNAM Avaze eTale daphatara mUkIne bALaka ramavA gaye. gheDIvAre pAcho AvIne pUche che bApujI! mArI bA haju nathI AvI? pitAnI hAlI patnIne haju agnisaMskAra karIne AvelA pitA bALakane zo javAba Ape? pitA kaMI bolI zakyA nahi. AMkhamAM AvelA AMsune lUchIne AMgaLI UMcI karI gadgad kaMThe bolyAH beTA! tArI mAtA upara gaI che. phUla jevo bALaka zuM samaje? eNe mAnyuM ke mArI bA meDI upara gaI che. mAtAnA hetana bhUkhyo bALaka deDa meDI upara gaye. upara mAtA dekhAtI nathI. bApujI! mArI bA upara paNa nathI. mAtAne nahi jevAthI bALaka raDe che. tyAre pitA kahe che beTA! meDI upara nahi paNa AkAzamAM gaI. jema tema samajAvyuM paNa bALaka mAtA vinA jhUre che. duniyAmAM mAtAnA heta alaukika hoya che. mATe ja kahevata che ke "lAkha kamAte bApa jAya paNa ghaMTInuM paiDuM pheravIne peTa bharanArI mAtA na maraze. kAraNa ke lAkho ne koDa rUpiyA ApatAM paNa mAtAnAM heta maLatAM nathI. tame paisA kamAI jANe paNa mAtA je be upADI zake che, bALakane premanuM pIyUSa pAI zake che te tame pIvaDAvI zakatA nathI. A pitA bALakanA mAthe hAtha pheravatA sUtA che. jarA UMgha AvI gaI. madhyarAtrIne samaya che, bALaka pathArImAMthI uThI chAnomAne agAzImAM gayo, ane AkAza sAmuM TagaraTagara joI rahyo che. A vizALa AkAzamAM tenI mAtA kayAM haze? A agaNita tArAmAMthI kene pUchuM ke mArI mAtA kayAM che? animeSa dRSTithI bALaka AkAza tarapha be hAtha prasArI karUNa svare bole che ke mA ! tuM kAlanI kayAM cAlI gaI che? bA, tuM jaladI nIce Ava. huM skUlethI Avate tyAre tuM mane mIThuM dUdha pAtI hatI. kAlanuM mane keIe dUdha paNa zA. 19

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pAyuM nathI. mA, tuM jaladI Ava. A tAre bAla tArA vinA gUrI rahyo che. A putrane avAja sAMbhaLI bApa jAge. paDakhAmAM putrane na jotAM agAzImAM AvyuM. bALakane jhUrata joI manamAM vicAre che ke huM A bALakane ATaluM sAcavuM chuM paNa enI mAtA jevI haMpha te ApI zakato nathI ne? beTA! huM tane tArI mAtAnI jema ja sAcavIza. nIce cAla. bALaka kahe che mAre to mArI mAtA ja joIe. bAlyavayamAM keInI mAtA kadI maze nahi, e taraphaDato bAluDe, mAtA vinAne mUrata, sAcave ghaNuM bApa ja teye mAtA vinAne sUne..e... mAtA vinAne sUne..bAlyavayamAM... A pitAne potAnI patnI karatAM bALakane joI khUba AghAta lAgI gayo. bALakane khabara nathI ke mArI mA kAyama mATe mane choDIne cAlI gaI che. samajAvIne nIce lAve che. ane bIje divase skUle mokale che. tyAM skUlamAM to badhA chokarAo kahe che, tArI mA te marI gaI che. A chokaro kahe che marI gaI eTale zuM? tyAre chokarAo kahe che, tArI mA have tane kadi nahIM maLe. A sAMbhaLI pATI laIne ghera AvyA. mAthA phoDavA lAge. bApujI! zuM mArI bA marI gaI? have kadI nahi maLe? basa, mane te mArI bA lAvI Apo. bhAI! game tema kare, game teTalA paisA Ape. paNa gayelI mA pAchI maLatI nathI. mAtAne prema chUpa raheto ja nathI. devAnaMdA mAtA mahAvIra prabhunA darzana karavA AvyA. ene khabara nathI ke A mAre dikare che, paNa jyAM prabhune joyAM tyAM sthira thaI gaI. aMtara harakhI gayuM. aMtaramAM chupAyelAM vAtsalyanA vaheNa vahevA lAgyAM. mAtA devAnaMdAnA stanamAMthI dUdhanI dhArA chUTI ane prabhunA mukha upara chaMTAI gaI. A che mAtAnA heta. yazA bhAryAne paNa potAnA putra pratye athAga prema che. jyAM mAtAne kahyuM ke ame saMtanA darzana karyA. tyAM ja tene thaI gayuM ke joSIe kahyuM hatuM ke tamAre tyAM be putra joDale janmaze. e vAta te sAcI paDI. sAthe teNe kahyuM hatuM ke baMne bAlyavayamAM sAdhu banI jaze. te A chokarA have sAdhu te nahi banI jAya ne? ene Dara lAge. tame paNa ahIM Ave che paNa tamArA saMtAnone saMtane paDachAyo na paDI jAya tenI keTalI sAvadhAnI rAkhe che? rakhene sAdhu amArA saMtAnane bharamAvI na de. ame reja tamane samajAvIe paNa tamArAmAM kaMI phera ja na paDe. eka suthAra lAkaDA upara raMda pherave ane kArIgarI karIne suMdara phanIcara banAve. lokhaMDane TukaDo kArIgaranA hAthamAM Ave te mazIna banAve. ane paththarane TukaDo eka zilpInA hAthamAM

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maha Ave tA su Mdara mUrti manAve. paNa koNa jANe tamArAM kALajA kaI jAtanAM ghaDAyAM che ke ame rAja vIra vANIrUpI raMdA pheravIe paNa kaMI pharnicara, mUti ke mazIna khanatuM ja nathI. (hasAhasa). tamArA gaLe amArI vAta utaratI ja nathI, pahelAnAM leAkA varasAda paDe tyAre chatrI rAkhatA hatAM. eTale chatrI hAya tA thADuM paNa palaLAya. paNa have tA reInakATa pahere che. eTale sheja paNa bhIMjAvAya nahi. mane tA lAge che ke tame ahI paNa reInakeATa paherIne AvatA lAgeA che. eTale tamane kaMI asara ja thatI nathI. A be khALakA mAtAne kahe che mAtA ! te` mehanA nATaka khUba bhaLyA. have amAre e nATaka jovA nathI. ame jyAM gayA hatA tyAM ame apUrva AnaMda anubhavyA. have te amane A gharamAM rahetAM paNa bhaya lAge che. mAtA kahe che beTA ! ahIM tamane thenA bhaya lAge che? ahIM tA bhayanu kAI kAraNu ja nathI. mALA kahe che amane zenA bhaya lAge che te tuM sAMbhaLa, '' jAI jarA maccu bhayAbhibhUyA bahiM vihArAbhiniviTTha cittA / saMsAra cakkasa vimAkkhaNaTThA, daThu duhu~Na te kAmaguNe virattA || mAtA ! amane have janma-jarA ne maraNanA Dara lAgyA che. mAtA samajI gaI ke have mAjI magaDI gaI. teA DhagaleA thaI ne "mArA khALakone sAdhunA samAgama thayA lAge che. ATalI sabhALa rAkhavA chatAM koNa jANe kayAMthI bhegAM thaI gayA ?" je sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLIne rIDhA thaI gayA hoya che tenA karatAM je keAi divasa Ave che tenA upara jaldI asara thai jAya che. A jyAM sAMbhaLyu tyAM dharatI upara paDI gaI. eka zeTha rAja vyAkhyAnamAM Ave. emanI rajA tA bhAgye ja paDatI haze. evA zeTha e divasa vyAkhyAnamAM na AvyA. trIje divase AvyA. have mArA jevI tA kAMya chAnI rahe nahi. bharasabhAmAM pUchyuM : bhAi ! tamArI rajA keAI divasa paDe nahi ne e divasa rajA kema paDI ? tA kahe kaMi nahi. meM kahyuM nA, nA. kaDA tA kharA. kema upAzraye nahAtA AvyA ! zeThamAM eka guNu hatA, saraLatAnA. bahu pUchyuM' eTale kahyu ke sAheba, be divasathI mArI chekaro upAzraye AvavAnI haTha karatA hatA eTale AAvI zakAyuM nahi. meM kahyuM, tamArA cheka nAnA che ke tene samajAvavA rokAvuM paDayuM ! tA kahe nA--nA, che te vIsa varSoMnA yuvAna. paNa.... sAhema ! tamArA paDachAyA paDI jAya. zI vAta karu? amAre anAjanA vepAra che. anAja levAnA tAlA meDhA rAkhavAnAM ane devAnAM tAlA (mApa) nAnAM rAkhavAnAM. ane tame kaheA che ke khATA tAla ne khoTA mApa rAkhaze| tA marIne aLakriyA thaze. e divasa pahelAM cheAkarAe vyAkhyAnamAM A sAMbhaLyuM, have kahe

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1 * * 148 che ApaNe marIne baLadiyA thavuM nathI. mATe A beTA telA ApaNe na joIe. mAre dukAne besavuM nathI. meM ene khUba samajAvyo ke beTA ! mahArAja kahe ane ApaNe jI. jI. karavAnuM. e kahe tema ApaNe karavAnuM na hoya. roja upAzraye Ave te mAre dikaro te sAdhu ja banI jAya ne! bIjA badhA A sAMbhaLIne khaDakhaDATa hasavA lAgyA. zeThane ghaNuM avaguNamAM paNa saraLatA hatI eTale jevuM hatuM tevuM kahI dIdhuM. tame te sAcuM kaho paNa nahi. je tamArA bALake mAM AvI asara thatI hoya te temane zA mATe upAzraye AvavA detA nathI! anyAya, anIti karIne lAkho rUpiyA meLavaze te paNa te ahIM ja rahI javAnuM che. huM to kahuM chuM ke tame bhale thoDuM kamAva paNa nItithI nANuM meLave. sAMbhaLe che paNa AcaraNamAM jhAjhuM utAre evA bhale pAMca ja zrAvake haze to zAsana bhI uThaze. sAMbhaLIne kaMI ja jIvanamAM utAratA na hoya evA be hajAra zrAvakanI medanI bharatI hoya to tenAthI zuM lAbha! bhale DuM kare paNa samajIne kare, te ja tamArA vinA pherA TaLaze. A baMne bALakone raMga lAgyo che. AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. Aje mAsakhamaNanA gharane pavitra dina che. mA khamaNa tapanI ArAdhanA karavAne paNa divasa che. jenA bhAva thatA hoya te karavAnI zarUAta karI deje. kAlanI rAha joze nahi. tame najare juo cho ke gaI saMvatsarIe je mANasonI hayAtI hatI temAMthI kaMIka cAlyA gayA. je avasara jAya che te pAcho maLatuM nathI. mArA baMdhuone paNa kahuM chuM ke tame je na karI zakatA he paNa amArI zrAvikA karI zake tema hoya te tame tene anumodanA Apaje. tame sAmethI kaheje ke huM je haze te calAvI laIza. Aja sudhI tame mane pANIne pyAle bharIne ApatAM hatAM. tame tapazcaryA karaze te huM tamane pANIne glAsa bharI ApIza. paNa jo tamArI zakti hoya te tame karo. kRSNa mahArAjA pote karavAne samartha na hatAM paNa dalAlI khUba karatAM hatAM. dharmanI dalAlI karavAthI paNa jIva mahAna lAbha meLave che. mATe tame gharagharamAM tapazcaryAne saMdeza pahoMcADajo. vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAnanaM. 22 zrAvaNa suda 7 ne zanivAra, tA. 8-8-70 zAstrakAra bhagavAna trilekInAthe A jagatanA cha upara anukaMpA karIne AtmakalyANane rAhadArI mArga batAvyuM. ane kahyuM ke he bhavya AtmAo ! jAgo, saMpUrNa

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149 Atma kalyANa karavAnA mArga hoya te A mAnava bhava che. devanA bhava tA bhAga pradhAna che. tyAM te karelA puNyanA bhAgavaTA ja karavAnA che. devAnA eka eka vimAna tA caMdra ane sUrya karatAM paNa adhika dRSyimAna che. tamArI mikta tA game teTalI haze chatAM maryAdita che. enI Rddhi pAse tamArI Rddhi kaI hisAbamAM ja nathI. ApaNu AyuSya bahu mahu tA 60, 70 ke 100 varSoMnu. jyAre devAnuM AyuSya tA ochAmAM ochu daza hajAra varSa ane ethI adhika palyApama ane tetrIsa sAgarApama sudhI che. ApaNe te mAtAnA garbhamAM AvavAnu, khAla-yuvAna ane vRddhAvasthA AvavAnI. temAM paNa jo rAga AvI jAya teA mANasa yuvAna hovA chatAM vRddha dekhAya che. jyAre devane koI jAtanA roga Ave nahi. mAtAnA garbhamAM AvavAnuM nahi. temane mAla avasthA ke vRddhAvasthA paNa Ave nahi. game teTalA varSa jIve paNa deva tA sadA tarUNa ja rahe che. AvA mahAna sukhAnA anubhava karatAM devAnuM AyuSya kayAM puru thai jAya che tenI paNa temane khabara paDatI nathI. ATaluM lAMbu AyuSya ane AvA uttama bhegA cheDIne devAne cavavu' paDe che. teA pachI ApaNI tA vAta ja kayAM karavI ? mATe jJAnIe kahe che huM AtmAe ! tamAruM' AyuSya palakArAmAM pUruM thaI jaze. A manuSya jIvana kevuM che ? kusagga jaha osa bindue, thova ciThThahna lambamANae / evaM maNuyANa jIviyaM, samayaM goyama mA pamAyae / / 66 DAbhanA pAMdaDAnA agra bhAga upara rahelu AMkaLanuM biMdu kayAM sudhI Takaze ? jema DAbhanA pAMdaDA upara jhAkaLanA biMdu upara sUryanA kiraNeA paDe che tyAre tenI zolA suMdara dekhAya che, paNa jyAM patrananA eka jhapATA lAgyA tyAM e biMdu sarI paDavAnu che. tema manuSyanuM jIvana paNa evuM ja kSabha'gura che. tyAM sudhI AdhivyAdhi ne upAdhinA vAyarA vAyA nathI, kALa rAjAnI svArI AvI nathI tyAM sudhI badhA khela khelI leA, jyAre A badhI mAjI sakelIne javAnetA samaya Ave tyAre akseAsa na karatA. mahAna purUSa. tamane samajAvI samajAvIne thAkathA. eka nAnA bALakane jyAre skule pahelavahelA mUkavAmAM Ave tyAre tene skule javu gamatuM nathI hAtuM. e bALakane skule meAkalavA mATe enI mAtA ene samajAvI samajAvIne mAle che. tema chatAM khALaka na samaje te tenI mAtA jAte tene mUkavA jAya. chatAM na mAne te ene cAra pIparamI'Dha Ape. ane kahe che beTA ? jo tu dararAja skule jaIza tA huM tane rAja cAra pIparamITa ApIza. A aNusamajI khALaka pIparamITanI lAlace skule javA lAgyA. daza-paMdara divasa pIpara ApavI paDI. paNa jyAM ene bhaNavAmAM raMga lAgyA tyAM e

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1pa0 vagara pIparamITe skule javA lAge. pachI te enI mAtA kahe beTA ? pAMca miniTanI vAra che. garama garama roTalI banAvI dauM, tuM jamIne jA. te paNa bALaka nA pADI deze. kAraNa skule javAnuM moDuM thAya che. A aNasamaju bALaka samajI gaye. have amAre tamane kayAM sudhI pIparanI lAlaca ApyA karavAnI ? tame keTalAM varSothI saMtanI vANI sAMbhaLe che? sAmAyika karI karIne moDhe muDapattinA dorAnA AMkA paDI gayA. keTalI muhapatti phATI gaI keTalAM patharaNAM phADyAM ane gucchAne te kaMsArI khAI gaI. paNa haju prabhunI vANIne tamane raMga lAgatuM nathI. tame te mAne che ke be kAna maLyA che. eka kAne sAMbhaLavAnuM ane bIjA kAne kADhI nAMkhavAnuM. tamArAmAM tAkAta hoya te amane bUjhavI de ! ame te baMdA evA ne evA ja chIe. baMdhuo! karmanA vipAka jyAre bhogavavAnA Avaze tyAre koDenI milakta kAma nahi Ave. brahmadatta cakravatI bhega-vilAsamAM masta rahete hate. cakravatInI riddhi pAchaLa pAgala banyuM hatuM. eNe jIvananA aMta sudhI kAmage cheDyA nahi. jyAre narakanA ghora duHkhe bhegavavAno vakhata AvyA tyAre e cakravatI belavA lAge che patnI ! tuM mane bacAva. tyAM koNa bacAve? ahIM ja tame juo che ne ke tame tamArA kuTuMbane mATe kamAI rahyAM che paNa sarakAranA gunAmAM pakaDAI gayA te hAthakaDI tamAre ja paheravI paDe che. te vakhate sagAM ne vahAlA zekhuM ja kahI de che ke ame tamane kyAM kahyuM hatuM ke tame amArA mATe kALAbajAra kare. kama te je kare che tene ja bhegavavA paDe che. meva ags " kama te karanAranI pAchaLa ja jAya che. kALAbajAra karIne abajo ne koDenI milakta bhegI karI. have tamArA haiyAne pUchI jeje ke meM paisA kevI rIte bhegA karyA che? cera te rAtre ja cerI kare che paNa tame te gAdIe besIne dhoLe divase thorI karI che. jema baLada che ke kALe hoya paNa ene gADe te joDavAne ja ne? tema tame paNa bhale pelA ceranI jema khullI cerI na karatA he paNa ADakatarI rIte corI karatA he paNa cora te kharAM ja ne! mArA rAjakoTanA zrAvake tame te AvA nathI ne! jo tame dhoLA cAra che te tamArA manamAM samajI leje. aMdarathI tamArA vatana cera jevA hoya ane uparathI zAha jevA banIne pharatA he paNa vicAra karaje ke karmanA udaya pAse zAha ke bAdazAha keInuM cAlavAnuM nathI. karma karatI vakhate bhAna nathI rahetuM ke huM kevA karmo karI rahyo chuM! eka gAmaDAmAM eka dhanavAna rahetuM hatuM, jenI pAse pacAsa hajAra rUpiyAnI milakta hatI. zaheramAM te eTalI milakata hoya te kaMI hisAba nahiM. muMbaImAM te pacAsa hajArane phaleTa mAMDa maLe, lakhapati te kaI hisAbamAM ja nahi. A gAmaDAmAM rahete zrImaMta pacAsa hajAranI mUDI upara akkaDa thaIne phare. manamAM e pheke ke huM moTo

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zeTha. eka vakhata e gAmaDAmAM rahetAM e zeThane tyAM enA dikarAnA lagnane prasaMga AvyuM. khUba dhAmadhUmathI zeThanA dikarAne varaghoDe caDhAvyo che. dArUkhAnuM khUba phUTI rahyuM che. eno varagheDo eka garIbanA jhuMpaDA pAsethI pasAra thAya che. e dArUkhAnAmAMthI eka saLagelI havAI uDIne eka garIbanA jhuMpaDA upara paDI ane jhuMpaDuM baLIne khAkha thaI gayuM. e garIba mANasa tenI patnI ne bALaka sahita khetaramAM gaye hato. te ghare Ave, jue che te pitAnuM jhuMpaDuM baLI gayuM che. e joIne kheDUta ane tenI patnI tathA bALako badhA raDavA lAgyA. amArI garIbanI jhuMpaDI koNe bALI nAMkhI ? zeThanA dikarAne varaghoDe adhavaca che. A garIba namratApUrvaka kahe che bApu! A tamArA dArUkhAnAnI havAI mArI jhuMpaDI upara paDI ane mArI jhupaDI baLIne khAkha thaI gaI. mAre mana jhuMpaDI e baMgalo che. atyAre ame nirAdhAra thaI gayA chIe. adhavaca A garIba mANase varagheDo roka. vaNika catura bahu heya. bajAramAM te siMhanI jema gAjate hoya paNa gharamAM Ave ane zrIdevI dhamakAve te bakarI jevo banI jAya. gAmaDe ugharANI gayA che, pele gharAka khATale DhALIne besADe ane dhArIyuM batAve ke bele! have dhArIyuM khAvuM che ke paisA joIe che! tyAM sIdhAdora thaI jAva che. dukAne besIne gharAkane dhamakAve che ke tArA kAkAnA paisA laI gayo che te kyAre ApavAnA che? paNa pelo dhArIyuM batAve te kaheze bApA mAre kaMI joItuM nathI. mane jIvato choDI de eTale basa. A zeThe samayasucakatA vAparI. je atyAre hA-nA karIza to mArI AbarU jaze, eTale vANiyAe vacana ApyuM ke bhAI! lagna patI jaze eTale huM tane tAruM chuMpaDuM banAvI ApIza. A bicAre samajo ke haze. eNe IrAdApUrvaka kaMI mArI jhuMpaDI bALI nathI ane zeTha jhuMpaDI baMdhAvI deze eTale AnAkAnI karyA vinA pAchA AvyA. lagna patyA pachI be traNa divasa gayA. mahemAne AvelA paNa cAlyA gayA. tyAre A garIba mANasa zeThane kahe che bApu ! have mAruM jhuMpaDuM banAvI Apo. zeTha, kahe have zeThA divasa pachI. e rIte A garIba thoDA divase zeTha. pAse jAya che ane zeTha vAyadA ApyA kare che. paNa zeTha jhuMpaDuM baMdhAvI ApatA nathI. A mANase AzAmAM ne AzAmAM ziyALe ane unALo to jhADanA Azraye rahIne aneka muzIbate veThatAM kADhI nAMkhyA. zeTha vAtane ThelyA kare che. have A garIbanI dhIraja khUTI gaI. zeThanI AbarU lagna vakhate sacavAI gaI eTale have ene te garIbanA duHkhanI paravA nathI. kahevata che ne ke "garaja sarI eTale veda verI" zeThane te magarUrIne pAra nathI. have comAsAnA divaso AvyA. dhodhamAra varasAda varase che. A garIba mANasanA bALaka varasAdanI ThaMDIthI tharathara dhruje che. AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA vahe che, khAvAnA paNa

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sAMsA che. A mANasa kayAMkathI be zakkarIyA laI Avyo che. e enI patnIne kahe che, tuM mane zekI Apa. A strIe zakakariyA zekavA mUkyA che. kheDUta bahAra ubhe che. te samaye pelA vANiyAne bahAra jate je. eTale A garIba dete gaye ane zeThanuM kAMDuM pakaDIne kahe che zeThajI ! Apa have ApanuM vacana pALo. A mAsAmAM ame TharI jaIe chIe. mArAM kumaLA bALake karamAI jAya che. have mane dhakkA na khavaDAvaze. javAbamAM vANi kahe che "have tArAthI thAya te karI leje. have huM tane jhupaDI banAvI ApavAnuM nathI. eTaluM ja kahIne aTake nahi. uparathI cha-sAta kharAba gALo dIdhI. AzAnA taMtue jIvatA garIba mANasane moTo AMcako lAge. zeThanI dhaSThatAthI tenI AMkhamAM daDadaDa AMsunI dhArAo vahevA lAgI. garIbAInA duHkha je anubhave che tene ja khabara paDe che. eka kavie gAyuM che ke dhanavAna jIvana mANe che, dukhiyArA AMsu sAre che. kaI anubhavIne pUchI le, e kema jIvI jANe che...dhanavAna." gAmamAM koNa kaI rIte jIve che, tenI kevI sthiti che, ene anubhava Apane vadhu hoya. aMdarathI zekAI rahayAM hoya paNa mANasane bahArane vahevAra sAcavavA mATe ujaLA thaIne pharavuM paDe che. eka mahallAmAM jainanA sAta ghara. emAM ame gaucarI jaIe eTale eka bahena gharamAMthI doDatI bahAra Ave. ane evI bhAvanA bhAve ke ApaNane lAge ke A bAIne keTalA bhAva che. mahollAmAM badhA ghare sAthe phare. paNa jyAM eka ghara bAkI rahe tyAM e potAnA gharamAM pesI jAya ane bAraNuM baMdha karI de. ATha-daza divase pAcho e mahollAmAM javAne vAro Ave ane bAI harSabhera deDatI Ave ane chelle pitAnA gharamAM jatI rahe. A rIte pAMca-cha vakhata banyuM tyAre vicAra thaye ke A bAI ATalI bhAvanA bhAve che, enI bhakti ATalI badhI che. ane enuM ghara Ave tyAre bAraNuM baMdha karI de che tenuM kAraNa zuM haze? pharIne javAnuM banyuM tyAre nirNaya karyo ke A bAI dara vakhate ApaNane ramADI jAya che. paNa A vakhate te ene ja ramADavI che. mahollAmAM praveza karyo. bAIta doDatI AvI. pagamAM paDIne kahe che ke 5dhAre bApajI ! eTale huM te sIdhI ene ghera ja gaI. dara vakhate enuM ghara chelluM letA hatAM. Aje te enuM lakSa cUkavIne enA gharamAM pesI gayA. have bAraNuM kevI rIte baMdha kare ? A bahena te Te moDhe raDavA lAgI. meM kahyuM bahena ! zA mATe raDo cho? tamArI bhAvanA ane bhakti khUba che. tuM ATalI vakhata amArI pAchaLa phare che ane tAruM ghara Ave tyAre bAraNuM baMdha karI de che tenuM kAraNa zuM? mAre e jANavuM che. tArA gharamAM je hoya te vaherAva. bAI to khUba raDavA lAgI. mane thayuM ke Ane ghera huM AvI te zuM tene nahi gamyuM hoya ! gRhasthInuM mana

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1pa0 dubhAvIne sAdhuthI gaucarI levAya nahi. bAI kahe che mahAsatIjI! mane e duHkha thAya che ke huM Apane zuM vaherAvuM? huM ApanI sAthe ghare ghare pharuM tyAre keI tamane miThAI vahorA, ghI paDelI roTalI vaherAve. A joI ne mane thAya ke huM zuM vaherAvuM? mArI pAse te eka jArane roTale ja che. nathI mIThuM ke maracuM ke zAka! rAja jArane eka reTa anAvuM chuM. ghaNI vakhata bhAvanA thAya ke huM saMtane dAna dauM, paNa zuM vaherAvuM! ema thAya che. mane lukho jArane roTale vaherAvatAM saMkeca thAya che eTale mArI bhAvanAnI bharatIne dabAvI huM gharamAM pisI jAuM chuM. bIjuM kAMI ja kAraNa nathI. meM kahyuM bahena! tArI ATalI bhAvanA che ane Ama zA mATe saMkecAya che? sAdhune miSTAnnanI jarUra nathI. saMte to bhale lUkho roTale hoya paNa nirdoSa AhAranI gaSaNA kare. lUkho-sUke paNa nirdoSa AhAra je saMyamamAM puSTi Ape che te mAlamalIdA ApI zakatAM nathI. tyArathI A bAIne saMkeca cAlyA gaye ne pite je khAtI temAMthI yathAzakti saMtane vahorAvavA lAgI. . * baM dhuo. tame AmaMtraNa ApIne saMtone gaucarI laI jAva e AhAra sAdhune kalpa nahi. kaMIka vakhata evuM bane che ke amane emane ghera gaucarI laI javA khUba Agraha kare. Aje te mAre ghera padhAravuM ja paDaze. ame nA pADIe te kaheze ke pachI bhale na Avaze paNa Aje te padhAravuM ja paDaze; te eTaluM badhuM zuM che! te kahe ke Aje maracAnA garama garama bhajIyAM ane kacerI banAvI che. tyAre ame kahIe ke sAdhu svAdiSTa AhAranA gRddhi na hoya. e te sahaja rIte e tarapha padhAryA hoya ane Ave te judI vAta che. paNa AvI rIte amArAthI avAya ja nahi. tyAre kahe ke tame te have moTA thayA. paNa A bicArI nAnI nAnI celIe cAre khAya? bhAI! tamArAM bhajIyAM ne kacorI mATe amArA sAdhvIjIone tame bicArA banAve che? saMto bicArA ne bApaDA na heya. ame mahAvIranA saMtAne chIe. eka divasanI dIkSAparyAyavALe sAdhu paNa siMhane bALa che. enI sAme game tevA kAyare Ave te tene jaDabAtoDa javAba daI de. mATe bhalA thaIne tamArA bhajIyAM ne kacorI mATe saMtane bApaDA-bicArA na banAvaze. pelI bahenane samajAI gayuM ke saMte te nirdoSa AhAranA ja gaSaka che. emane mevA-miThAInI jarUra nathI. pachI te nirdoSa AhAra vaherAvavA lAgI. kahevAno Azaya e che ke mANasanI kevI sthiti hoya che te anubhavI je jANI zake che. bicArA bahArathI ujaLA thaIne pharatA hoya ne khabara paDe ke aMdarathI khakhaDI gayA che te temane kaI majabUta karavA na jAya paNa enuM bAraNuM toDI pADe. karAmAMthI eka iMTa nIkaLI gaI te temAM simenTa pUravAthI majabUta thAya che, paNa je halAvavAmAM Ave te moTuM zA. 20.

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154 gAbaDuM ja paDavAnuM che. bahArathI lAkhe ne koDAnAM dAna karanAra dAnavIrane kahuM chuM ke tame maratAne mAraze nahi paNa tene sahAya ApI majabUta banAvaje. dhanavAnanuM hajAranuM dAna ane garIbanuM eka dokaDAnuM dAna sarakhuM che. jyAre vastupALa ane tejapALa lAkha rUpiyA khacI derAsara baMdhAvatA hatAM tyAre eka garIba mANasa pAse batrIsa paisAnI ja muDI hatI. te teNe maMdira bAMdhavAmAM ApI dIdhI. e batrIsa paisAnI muDI e enuM lAkhanuM ja dAna che. mATe garIbane tucha na gaNaze. tamArI zakti hoya to sahAya karaje. sahAya na karI zake te ene tame tiraskAra te na ja karaze. pelo garIba mANasa je AzAmAM ne AzAmAM jIvato hato tenA AzAnA minArA tUTI gayA. ene e zeTha upara e tIvra krodha Avyo ke na pUcho vAta. vANiyAnA asabhya vartanathI ane gALo dIdhI eTale enI AMtaraDI kakaLI uThI. jhADanA thaDe laTakAveluM dhArIyuM teNe ekadama upADyuM ane dhaDa daIne vANiyAnA gaLA upara pheravI dIdhuM. zeThanuM khUna karI nAMkhyuM. have ene thayuM ke A khUna meM karyuM che eTale have polIsa mane pakaDayA vinA raheze ja nahi. eTale tyAMthI nAsI chUTa. e pracaMDa kodha che ke je sAmuM maLe che tene dhArIyAthI be kaTakA karI nAMkhe che. A kodhAvezamAM teNe be khuna karI nAMkhyA. pite paNa lehIluhANa thaI gayo che. pilIse tene pakaDI lIdho. enI patnIe zekelA zakakarIyA khAvA paNa te na rahyo. pitAnA vhAlA bALakone heta karavA paNa na jaI zake. ene polIsa hAtha kaDI karIne laI gaye. ene jiMdagInI jelanI sajA thaI. paNa jelamAM jaI eNe evuM nyAyanItipUrvaka kAma karyuM ke e jelamAMthI vIsa varSe ene chUTo karavAmAM Avyo. have te chUTIne ghera jaI rahyo che tyAM tene saMta mArgamAM maLe che. A mANasa saMtanA caraNamAM paDI jAya che ane pote je pApa karyuM hatuM tene pokAra kare che. saMta tene upadeza Ape che. satya vastunuM bhAna karAve che. ane saMtanA caraNe gayele pApI pitAnA jIvanane palTo karI pAvana thAya che. saMtane kahe che bApajI! mArA pApanI mane je zikSA kare te huM hasate mukhe svIkAravA taiyAra chuM. ApanA caraNe A jIvana kurabAna karuM chuM devAnupriye ! che tamArAmAM AvuM kahevAnI tAkAta ! ke jANe tamArA haiyAM te evAM ghaDAI gayAM che jANe pIgaLatAM ja nathI. A helamAM TAITisa jaDavAmAM AvI che. A TAIlsamAM taDa paDatI nathI. tema tamArA haiyAmAM paNa taDa paDatI nathI. jyAM sudhI tamArA haiyAmAM taDa nahi paDe, komaLatA nahi Ave tyAM sudhI tamArA haiyAmAM dhama vasavAne nathI.

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"bhRgu purohitanA A be dikarAonAM haiyAmAM taDa paDI gaI ane prabhunI vANI aMdara utarI gaI. have enI mAtAnA mehathI bharelA hAvabhAva ene gamatAM nathI. e tamArA jevAM na hatAM. tame paraNavA gayAM tyAre tamArI mAtAe najara na lAgI jAya te mATe gAle eka jhINuM mezanuM TapakuM karyuM hatuM. tema amArI tamane najara na lAge te mATe mezanuM TapakuM karIne AvatA lAge che. eTale ja asara thatI nathI. mAtA putranI pAchaLa pAgala che. gaI kAle kahI cUkI chuM ke jema mAtAne bALako vahAlA hAya che tema bALakane paNa mAtA hAlI hoya che paNa kayAM sudhI ? cAra pagavALe na bane tyAM sudhI. gharamAM devI na Ave tyAM sudhI ja. jyAM gharamAM devInA pagalAM thayAM pachI te devIne pUchyA vinA pANI paNa na pIve. ahIM te devI AvyAM na hatAM paNa saMsAra pratyene bhaya lAge che. mAtAne kahe che mAtA ! amane saMsArane bhaya lAge che. amane amArA jIvananA sAcA sAthI saMta maLI gayA. A sAMbhaLI yazAmAtAne te saMte pratye khUba bhAva hato tene badale abhAva thaI gaye. tamane paNa AvuM ja thAya ne? tame tamArA saMtAnonI bhale koTI kare paNa saMtane deSa na Apaze. durlabhajIbhAInA putra vidabhAIne vairAgya AvyuM. mAtApitAne ema thayuM ke AvA vaibhava ne vilAsamAM ucharelo kula je mAre komaLa viveda saMyama mArgamAM AkarA pariSaha kema sahana karaze ? ema thaI gayuM paNa sAcA vairAgIne vaibhava ne vilAsanA vAyarA DolAvI zakatA nathI. sAco vairAgI keIne reko rekA nathI. pariSaha te bAvIsa che paNa tamArA pariSadanI te koI gaNatrI ja nahi, chatAM tame temAM ja, AnaMda mAnI rahayAM che. duHkhamAM paNa sukha mAnI rahayA che. jema UMTa bAvaLane cAve che. e bAvaLane kAMTe sIdhe tenI dADhamAM pesI jAya che. ane aMdarathI lohI nIkaLe che. e lohImAM ene svAda Ave che. eTale kAMTAne te vadhu ne vadhu dabAve che. tema ekeka saMsArI AtmAonI AvI ja dazA che. ene paNa kAMTA jevA dukhe puSpanI zayA jevA lAge che. ane emAM AnaMda mAnIne aMdara khUcata jAya che. koI mANasane zarIre sojA caDhayA hoya, uparathI papha-pAvaDara chAMTI IzvIbaMdha kapaDAM paherIne pharate hoya tene zuM nIrogI kahI zakAya ? jenuM zarIra nIrogI hoya tene sejA caDhe ja nahi. saMsAranA sukhe seja jevA che. uparathI zarIra puSTa dekhAya paNa aMdarathI piluM ja che. tema A tamArA sukha uparathI tamane sArA lAgatAM hoya paNa ene bhagavyA pachI anaMta duHkhanI paraMparA UbhI thavAnI che. bALako kahe che mAtA ! A saMsAramAM amane bhaya lAge che. A tArA sukho amane zarIranA sejA jevAM lAge che. amane janma-jarA ane maraNane bhaya lAge che. have A bALaka enA mAtA-pitAne vizeSa ze javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna .... 23 mAnava ane tenuM hRdaya zrAvaNa suda 8 ne ravivAra tA. 9-8-70 zAsakAra bhagavaMta trilokInAthe A jagatanA jInA kalyANane arthe kahyuM che, te AtmAo! tamane A meMghero mAnavabhava maLe che. mAnavabhava mahAna puNyathI maLe che. A amUlya mAnavabhava maLyA pachI mAnavanuM hRdaya maLavuM e paNa muzkela che. mAnava ane mAnavanA hRdayamAM zuM taphAvata che te Aje ApaNe vicArIe. mAnavanuM hRdaya kevuM hovuM joIe? tame mAnavInI parIkSA bahArathI kare che ke aMdarathI? jyAre tame bajAramAM kaI cIjanI kharIdI karavA jAya che tyAre tenA bAhya rUpa raMga jue che ke enA guNa jue che? - pazunI parIkSA bahArathI karAya che. tamAre eka gAya ke bheMsa kharIdavI hoya te tame pahelAM ene raMga ke che, enA zIMgaDA kevA che, e keTaluM dUdha Ape che, e jaze pachI ja kharIdaze. gheDe kharIda haze te pahelAM e joze ke ene vega ke che, zIdhragatie cAle che ke maMdagatie cAle che? tyAM enuM hRdaya jevAtuM nathI. paNa tamAre eka mANasane tamArI dukAnamAM rAkhe che te te mANasa kALe che mATe na rAkhyuM ane rUpALe che mATe rAkhuM evuM jovAtuM nathI. ene sauMdaryane nahi jotAM e yuvAna che ke nahi te joze. e rUpALo hoya, yuvAna hoya paNa jo aprAmANika haze te tame tene nokarI zakhaze nahi. paNa eka mANasa bhale rUpALo na hoya, enI cAmaDI kALI hoya paNa mANasa je sajajana ane pramANika haze te tene tame rAkhI leze. kAraNa ke mAnavI bahAranI suMdaratAthI nahi paNa aMdaranI suMdaratAthI ja pArakhI zakAya che. . * A ja pramANe bhagavaMta kahe che ke samakitanA bIja vAvavAnI pavitra bhUmikA hoya te te mAnavanuM hRdaya che. dharma kevA hRdayamAM TakI zake che. " 34/muvAra, va susta ji . . ... " . nivyAnuM varSa sAruM, iyaM lisitha jAva " .. na dharmanA bIja kaI bhUmimAM uge che? jema kheDUta bIja vAvavA mATe jAya che tyAre pahelAM tapAsa kare che ke A bhUmi paththaravALI to nathI ne? je bhUmine varSo sudhI kheDavAmAM

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157 Ave tA paNa temAMthI paththara ja nIkaLe to te bhUmi bIja vAvavAne ceAgya nathI. pazu je bhUmi paththara vinAnI sapATa che, peAcI che, kALI che, ane varasAdanAM pANI peAtAnA peTALamAM samAvI zake tevI che, temAM ja bIja ugI zake che. tema jenuM hRdaya kALI mATI jevu' haze, kamaLa ane pavitra haze tenA ja hRdayamAM dhanu' khIja ugI nIkaLaze. Aje mAnava bahAranAM cAmaDAne suthebhita karavA prayatna kare che.. pazu AtmAne kALA rAkhyuM che. jJAnI kahe che .tArA kALA cAmaDA nukazAna nahi kare paNa kALu' aMtara heze te mATuM nukazAna karaze. nemanAtha prabhunu zarIra zyAma hatuM. paNa emanA aMtarAtmA evA ujaLA hatA ke e kALI cAmaDIne bhedyane temanu rUpa camakI rahyuM hatuM. sAcA kohInura hIrA kAcanA kamrATamAM mUkayA haze te paNa e chAneA nahi rahe. kAcane bhedIne paNa tenA prakAza bahAra Ave che. mATe madhue ! tame jevA bahArathI raheA tevA ja aMtarathI rahejo. : kriyA sarakhI ja karatAM hA paNa jo bhAvanA judI haze teA tenuM phaLa juduM' ja haze. eka DAkaTara eka vyaktine oparezana kare che. te zasrodvArA tenA zarIrane cIrI nAMkhe che. ane eka cAra paNa eka mANusanA peTamAM charI bheAMkI de che. DokaTaranI bhAvanA dardI ne sAjo karavAnI `hAya che. enA dilamAM karUNAbhAva che. jyAre cAranI bhAvanA mANasane mArI cArI karavAnI che, eTale baMnenu phaLa paNa juduM ja maLe che. jo. Aparezana sAruM thaI jAya te DaoNkaTarane yaza maLe che ane dhana paNa maLe che. jyAre cArane hAthakaDI paDe che ane jelanI zikSA maLe che. : kaI dayALu mANasa pakSIonI dayA khAtara juvAra Adi dhAnya nAMkhe che. tyAre zikArI pakSIone peAtAnI jALamAM phasAvavA mATe dhAnya nAMkhe che 'nenI kriyAmAM samAnatA che. paNuM hRdayanA bhAvamAM AsamAna ane jamIna jeTalI viSamatA che. eTale dareka mANasanuM hRdaya judA prakAranu' hAya che. mahAna purUSAe cAra prakAranA hradaya matAnyAM che, (1) kRpaNa hRdaya (2) anudAra hRdaya (3) udAra hardaya (4) vizALa hRdaya. (1) grupaNa hRdaya - kupaNune khIjA zabdomAM ApaNe kaMjusa kahIe chIe. kaMjusa mANasa pAte khAtA nathI ane bIjAne khAvA detA paNa nathI. kALI majurI karI je sapatti bhegI kare che tenA upabhAga pAte karI zakatA nathI ane bIjAne paNa karavA detA nathI. AnuM nAma che kRpaNuM hRdaya. AgaLanA saMtAe kRpaNane cADiyAnI upamA ApI che. cADiyA kAne kahevAya! e te tame jANA che ne? khetaramAM anAjanI rakSA karavA kheDUtA eka pUtaLu ubhuM kare che. eka vAMsaDA upara kALuM hAMDaluM UMdhuM vALe. vacce eka khapATIyu' ADuM mUkIne hAtha jevA AkAra manAvI de. ene mANasa jevA kapaDAM paNa paherAvI de, eTale e mANasa jevu dekhAya, tene cADiyA hevAya. pakSIe khetaramAM

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1pa8 anoja khAvA Ave paNa A pUtaLAne joIne samaje ke mANasa ubhe che, tethI DaranA mAryA bicArA pakSIo dUra bhAgI jAya che. ane anAjane dANe khAI zakatAM nathI. tema pUtaLuM paNa khAI zakatuM nathI. kRpaNa mANaso paNa AvA ja hoya che. keI vyaktie pANInA mATalAmAM zItaLa pANuM bharyuM che. tarasathI haTha sUkAI rahyAM che. AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI rahyo che paNa pANI pIte nathI. tene tame ke kaheze? (sabhAmAMthI javAba:- mUrakha) tema koI mANasa pAse paisA che paNa peTe pATA bAMdhe che. paNa paisAne vAparato nathI. ene ke kahe ? (kaMjusa) zarIra para prema rAkhanArane mRtyu samajAve che ke tuM tArA zarIrane game teTaluM sAcave paNa eka divasa te enI rAkha thavAnI ja che. te ja rIte dhana para prema rAkhanAra pratye pRthvI hase che, kAraNa ke e kahe che ke he mAnava! tuM game teTalI lAyamI bhegI kara paNuM Akhare te e mArA peTamAM ja samAvAnI che. eka mANasa khUba ja dhanavAna. paNa je dhanavAna te ja kaMjusa. enI kaMjusAInI te vAta ja pUcha mA. dALa vadhe ane tenI strI pheMkI de te pheMkavA de nahi. e dALa rAkhI mUko ane savAre cAne badale vAsI dALa pI jAya. rasoI banAve te ghI-tela vAparavA na che. pAzera dUdhamAM aDadho zera pANuM nAMkhIne cA banAvaDAve. dALa banAve te zAka nahi ane zAka banAve te dALa nahi banAvavAnI. bhAta banAve te roTalI nahi ane roTalI banAve to bhAta nahi. A rIte khAvAmAM khUba kaMjusAI kare. te khAya nahi ane gharanA mANasone khAvA de nahi. gharamAM janmelA bALako paNa trAsI gayA. paraNIne AvelI putravadhU paNa kupanA trAsathI kaMTALI gaI. rojanuM thAya eTale mANaso kaMTALI jAya ne? have A trAsa Ape pachI gharanA mANase zuM kare? e khAIne dukAne jAya pachI badhA bhegA thaIne pAchaLathI lasalasate zIre halAvIne khAI le. e Doso bahAra jAya eTale gharanAM mANaso khAI-pIne divALI kare. (hasAhasa) badhA khAya paNa kRpaNa te kera ja rahI jAya che. madhamAkhI jema madha ekaThuM kare che, paNa e madhuratAne AnaMda pite laI zakatI nathI. ane enI pAse bIje kaI Ave te tene paNa caTake bhare che. ema lebI-kupaNa mANasa dhana ekaThuM ja karI jANe che. ene AnaMda na to pite laI zake, na te bIjAne levA che. A che kupaNa hRdaya. have bIjuM che anudAra hRdaya. anudAra hRdaya kRpaNa karatAM kaMIka juduM che. e pahelAM karatAM kaMIka ThIka che. pahele, (paNa) pite khAte nathI ane bIjAne khAvA deta paNa nathI, jyAre anudAra hRdayavALe mAnavI

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19 pAte tA lherathI khAya che. peAtAne mATe tALA-cAvI khullA che, paNa bIjAne mATe aMdha che. peAte khAya che; paNa bIjAne khavaDAvatA nathI. peAtAnuM peTa bharavuM e ja enuM lakSya che. ene peAtAnI ja ciMtA ja che. eka peAtAnA pADeAzI bhUkhe pIDAI rahyo che, tenA sAmu jovAnuM te dUra rahyuM paNa peAtAnA najIkanA sageA bhAI jo bhUkhathI maratA haze te paNa tene kAMI ciMtA nathI thatI. sAMja paDI ane pe.te mAre pharavA gayA tyAM dukAne unA unAM maracAnAM bhajIyA laIne khAI lIdhA. peMDA ne baraphI laIne khAI lIdhA paNa pachI bhalene ghare bALake bicArA TaLavaLatAM hAya. peAtAnuM peTa bharAyu' eTale bIjAnuM paNa bharAI gayuM ema mAne are! kaMIka tA evA paNa hoya che ke saMghanA jamaNavAra hoya ane koI ajANyA mANasa jamavA AvI gayA. khabara paDe ke A ApaNA saMghanA mANusa nathI. te bhANA para beThelAne hAtha pakaDIne uDADI mUke. kema AvyA chuM? cAlyeAjA ahIthI ! baMdhue ! tamArA jamaNavAramAM eka mANasa vadhArAnA jamaze teA kayAM khUTI javAnuM che? hAthInA meADhAmAMthI eka keLiyA paDI jAya te hajArA kIDIonA peTa bharAya che. kharekhara teA jamaNavAra garIbene mATe ja che. zrImaMtA mATe nahi. svAmIvAtsalyamAM Arabha-samAra'bha thAya che ane sAthe sAthe kaMIka garIkha mANusA khuza thAya che. ane kaMIkane evI bhAvanA thAya che ke ahA ! huM A badhAnuM khAuM chuM. AvI rIte mArA svadhamI badhuMenI eTha mArA AMgaNe kayAre paDaze! uttarAdhyayana sUtranA ra9mA adhyayanamAM ceAthA khelamAM bhagavaMtane prazna pUchyA ke he prabhu !.... ** "guru sAhammiya sussa-sAe Nu. bhate jIve ki jayaI? gurusAhasmiya sussusaNAeNu viSNuyapaDivatti' jayaI| viSNuya paDivane ya Nu' jIve aNuccAsAyaNa sIle neraIya-tirikakha joNiya maNurasa devadurgAie nirumbaI / vaNu-saMjalaNu-bhatti mahu mAyAe maNussa devargIie nimandhai, siddhi' seAggaiM ca viseheI ! pasatthAi ca NuM viSNuyamUlAi savvakAI sAheI| ane ya bahuve jIve viNiIttA bhaI| " he bhagavaMta! gurU ane svadhamI baMdhuonI sevA karavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya ? bhagavata kahe che ke ziSya ! gurU ane svadhInI sevA karavAthI vinayanI prApti thAya che. vinayanI prApti thavAthI, azAtanAne tyAga thavAthI jIva naraka-tiya ca, manuSya ane deva saba"dhI dugA~tine rokI de che. tathA zlAghA, guNNAnA prakAza, bhakti ane bahumAna ne prApta kare che. manuSya ane deva saMbadhI sugatine khAMdhe che. siddhi rUpa sugatine vizuddha kare che. temaja vinayamUlaka sarva prakAranA prazasta kAryone sAdhI le che. ane khIjA ghaNAM jIvAne vinayamAga mAM joDe che. gurU ane svadhamI ma dhunI sevA karavAmAM ATalA badhA lAbha che. tame gurUnI sevA te kharAkhara karI che. gurU AMgaNe padhAre tyAre vaheArAvavAmAM pAchAM paDatA nathI. paNa

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Ro svadharmIne koI divasa AMgaNuM batAve che? hA, tame svadharmIne mATe raDA khele che, paNa tamAruM bAraNuM batAvatA nathI. tamArA ahobhAgya hoya te tamAre ghera svadhamInA pagalAM thAya. e kaMI rakhaData nathI AvyuM. keTale vyavasAya choDIne, bhADA khacIne, saMtonA dazane Ave che. e tamAre ghera be TaMka jamI jaze te keTale lAbha thaze? je tamAre jamAIke vevAI Ave tyAre gulAbajAMbu, rasagullAM bajAramAMthI maMgAve ane cA-pANI nAstA uDAvo che. ATaluM mahatva svadhama-bhAInuM samajAya che ? vevAIne jamADavA jAte ubhA raho paNa je svadharmI Ave te nekarane kahI de ke Ane jamADI deje. zAlIbhadrane ghera zreNIka mahArAjA AvyAM. bhadrA mAtA kahe che beTA zAlIbhadra! nIce utara. ApaNe ghera zreNIka mahArAjA AvyAM che. zAlIbhadra kahe mAtAjI! enAM mUlya cUkavI de ane zreNIkane vakhAre nAMkhI de. mAtA kahe che dikarA ! A kaMI haLadaLa-maracAM ke karIyANuM nathI. A te ApaNa nAtha-ApaNAM mahArAjA che. heM ! mAre mAthe dhaNI che? zreNIka rAjA pAse zAlIbhadra AvyAM, ene rAjA keruM? e paNa khabara na hatI. zreNuka rAjanA nimitte zAlIbhadra vairAgya pAmI gayAM. kaI svadhAma tamAre ghera AvI gaye. tame premapUrvaka jamADyo. tene ghera keI vakhata tame jaze tyAre enuM haiyuM nAcI UThaze. ghaNI vakhata zrAvako amArI pAse AvIne kahe ke mahAsatIjI ! ame phalANe gAma darzana karavA gayA hatAM. zuM e zrAvakenI bhAvanA ! zuM emanI bhakti! peTa bharIne vakhANa kare tyAre ame temane kahIe, bhAI ! tame jaI AvyA paNa emanuM kaMI anukaraNa karyuM ke emanA bhaktibhAva joIne ja rahI gayA ? vicAra te kare. tamane ghImAM jhabaLelI roTalI khAvA joIe che ane kAraNe bhikhArI Ave te khI roTalI ApavAnI. tamane AyaMbIlanI roTalI gaLe utaratI nathI, te ene kema khavAze? tame letAM ja zIkhyA cho paNa detAM zIkhyAM ja nathI. . . . . ' levuM kharuM paNa devuM nahi e te pazunI vRtti che. kUtarAne koIe roTalAnuM baTakuM nAMkhyuM to te pote ekale ja khAI leze, enA jAtibhAIne Apaze nahi. sAme bIjA kUtarAne joIne ghurakaze. eka sAthe bIle daza gAye bAMdhelI che. ekane cAre maLe eTale khAvA lAgaze. pachI e gAya ke bheMsa e nahi juve ke mArI bahenane cAra maLe ke nahi! tame 15 mANaso sAthe jamavA beThA . te vakhate haju badhAnA bhANAmAM bhajana pIrasAruM nathI. ane kaI mANasa ekale ja jamavA mAMDe to tame tene kahI deze ke A to taddana asabhya che. paNa samAjamAM kaMIka mANaso garIba che. ene jamADayA pahelAM tame jamI letA che te tamane kevA kahevA ! (hasAhasa). " " are bahAragAma jatA ho ne mADI jaya vIra pUche ke meTAbhAI kayAM jAva cho? te jatA he amadAvAda ane pelAne kahe ke vAMkAnera jAuM chuM. kAraNa? baMnene bIjhanesa

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eka jAtane che. mAlanA bhAva caDhavAnA che tenI khAnagI khabara paDI gaI eTale jaI rahyo che. pele bhAI jANI na jAya mATe khAnagI rAkhe che. ahe! je pitAnA sagAbhAI mATe udAratA karatA nathI te bIjA mATe zuM karI zakavAne che! zeThiyAo khAI-pIne palaMga para sUve che. peTa upara hAtha pherave che. ane bAjumAM rahelo pADezI bhUkhe TaLavaLe che. khAI pIne peTa pUraNa bharyuM, kaI bhUkhyAnI saMbhALa nava lIdhI, evA khAvA mAMhI tane dhuLa paDI.....khAI pIne..... tame tamAruM peTa bhare che, paNa bIjAne bhUlI jAya che. pitAnuM peTa te pazu paNa bhare che. emAM kaI vizeSatA nathI. tamane maLyuM che te udAra bane. tame koIne sukhe khAvA nahi do te tame zuM karabhavamAM khAI zakaze nahi. mummaNa zeTha keTale dhanavAna hato, paNa ene tela ne coLA sivAya kAMI sadatuM ja na hatuM. enuM kAraNa zuM haze? e tame jANe che? pUrva bhavamAM eNe zuM karyuM hatuM? gata janmamAM e jaina hatuM. eka vakhata tene ghera pIrasaNAmAM cAra kezarIyA lADu AvyA. haju thALImAM ja paDayAM che, tyAM jaina muni gaucarI AvyA. saMtane joIne enA hadayamAM bhAvanAnI evI umi uchaLI-ane hAtha joDIne kahe che padhAre gurUdeva! zrAvakanA bhAva joI saMta pAtra dhare che. A cAre ya lADavA vahorAvavA jAya che, tyAre saMta kahe che bhAI aDadho vaherAva. saMta nA....nA... karatAM rahayAM ane ANe to cAreya lADu pAtramAM nAkhI dIdhA. lADavA vaherAvatAM evA utkRSTa bhAva AvI gayA ke tyAM teNe jambara puNya bAMdhI dIdhuM. saMta vahorIne gayA pachI evuM banyuM ke thALImAM lADavAnI be traNa kaNIo rahI gaI te ANe cAkhI. e kaNImAM tene e svADha lAge ke tyAM te ene thayuM ke saMta te bicArA letA ja nahotA. e te aDadho ja lADa letA hatA, paNa meM cAra lADavA vaherAvI dIdhA moTI bhUla karI. AvA lADu pharIne kayAM maLaze? ene te khUba utpAta thaye. eTale e te AvyA upAzraye. have saMtanA khAvAmAM ne tamArA khAvAmAM phera che. tamAre ghera lADa Ave ane enI sugaMdha joIne khAvAnuM mana thaI jAya to tame tyAM ne tyAM ubhA ubhA khAvA mAMDI. sAdhuthI evI rIte na khavAya, ubhA ubhA kANu khAya ? khabara che ne ? Dhora khAya. lArImAMthI unA unA khamaNa laIne hAlatAM hAlatAM tame khAvA lAgyA. hAlatAM hAlatAM kaNa khAya? belene ! kema bolatA nathI? kUtarA. (hasAhasa). tame nahi kaho-paNa mArA rAjakoTanA zrAvake evA na hoya. zrAvaka te nIce besIne vyavasthita rIte jame. jamyA pachI paNa vAraMvAra moDhAmAM nAMkhe nahi. jamIne be kalAka traNa kalAkane cauvihAra karI de je AvI koI Adata haze te kaI vakhata kAma thaI jaze. ekadama ghaNAMne hATa phela thaI jAya che. beThelo gabaDI paDe che, je paccakhANa haze te enuM kAma kADhI jaze. zA. 21

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A saMta gaucarI karIne AvyA che. pAtarA DhAMkIne mUkyA che. IriyAvahI paDikamI pitAnA gurU samIpe AlecanA kare che. pite kayAM kayAM gaucarI gayA-kene tyAMthI zuM baherI lAvyA te gurUne kahe che. tyAM pele mummaNa zeTha pahoMcI gayo. haju AhAra karavA beThAM nathI. DhAMkelA pAtarAmAMthI be lADu upADI lIdhA ane kUtaruM bhAge tema bhAgI gayA. saMte joyuM...aha! A te vahorAvelA lADu upADI gaye. pitAnA pAtarAmAMthI lADu ochA thaI gayA tene aphasosa nathI. paNa saMtanA pAtramAM AveluM bhejana gRhasthIne apAya nahi ane laI gaye tenuM duHkha thayuM. tenI pAsethI pAchuM paNa levAya nahi. AnuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke teNe utkRSTa bhAve lADavA vaherAvyA tethI puNya bAMdhyuM ane mummaNa zeTha banyA. koDenI saMpatti prApta karI, paNa pote tela ane geLA sivAya kAMI khAI zakto ja nathI. ame muMbaI hatAM tyAre keTamAM gayelA. koTamAM ApaNe upAzraya te bajArageTamAM che. lokAgacchane upAzraya meIna roDa para che. sAme ja basa sTopa che. sAMje ophise chUTe eTale basasTope mANasanI moTI lAIne thAya. ame gaucarI jaIne AvIe, AhAra pANI patI jAya te paNa kaMIkanA naMbara lAge nahi. bicArA ubhA ja hoya. tyAre bIjI tarapha daSTi karIe te gADIomAM besIne kaMIka mANase pUravege deDI rahyAM hoya. kaMIkanI gADImAM kUtarAne besADyo hoya. e kUtarAnuM nAma Tapu. enA gaLe sonAne paTo paherAvyo hoya. ene sUvA mATe gAdI-maracharadAnI badhuM ja hoya. e mAMdo thAya tyAre DokaTara belAvAtuM hoya che. ene khAvA mATe pAuM ne bIskITa maLe che. A lIlA joIne vicAra Ave ke Ama kema haze? mANasane besavA gADI nahi, kaMIka bicArA phUTapAtha para paDI rahe che. kaMIkane khAvA mATe roTInA sAMsA che. zarIra DhAMkavA mATe phATayAM-tUTyAM vastro paNuM nathI ane A kUtarAne ATaluM badhuM sukha! bIjI ja kSaNe mane vicAra thayo ke A kUtare gata janmamAM dhanavAna haze. eNe kaMIka te karyuM ja che. nahi to ene AvuM sukha kayAMthI maLe ! pUrve e dhanavAna hato. have jenI pAse dhana hoya tene ghera sau Ave. kUvAmAM pANI hoya to havADAmAM Ave ne! koI saMsthAne phALe karavAnuM thAya eTale zeThiyA ene tyAM jAya. pelAne AvatAM je tyAM dhUMvAdhUMvA thaI jAya. jyAM AvIne ubhA rahe tyAM te pahelAM sArI peThe ghUrakAve ho...tamAre mATe cAmaDA nIcovIne kamAyA chIe? AvA to kaMIka hAlyA Avaze ! pelA leke enI Adata jANatA hoya, eTale bahAra jaIne beThA. thoDIvAre magaja zAMta thayuM, eTale pelA lekene kahe, kema AvyA cho? AvyA te Ave. pachI pelA loko kahe ke bhAI! phalANI saMsthA mATe ATalI jarUra che. tamArI IcchA hoya to Apa. le tyAre AvyA che te laI jAva pitAnI IcchA pramANe doDhabe hajAra rUpiyA dIdhA. ApyA to kharA. ApyA tenuM puNya maLyuM. paNa ene ApyA kevI rIte? ApatAM pahelAM khUba bhasyo eTale ene avatAra jyAM bhasavAnuM hoya tyAM

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163 tha. mATe mArA baMdhuo! tamArI pAse saMghanA sevake AzAbhera Ave te tamArI je IcchA hoya te Aje paNa pelAnI mAphaka bhasaze nahi. bhasIne deze te kyAM javuM paDaze ! have samajI gayA ne! (hasAhasa. tame letA zIkhyAM che tema detAM paNa zIkhaje. vAdaLAM samudramAMthI pANI le che. paNa je pRthvIne na Ape te prANIonI zI dazA thAya! mATe tame pote sukhI che te bIjAne tamArA jevA banAvo. bhojarAjA eka vakhata ghoDA para besIne udyAnamAM jaI rahyA hatA. te vakhate anAjanA gADA ubhA hoya tyAM teNe eka garIba mANasane anAjanA kaNa vINIne khAto joyo. tyAre rAjA bheja vicAra kare cheH aho ! huM A moTo samrATa ane mArI nagarInI prajAmAM - ATalI badhI garIbAI! bahAranI prajA jANe te AbarU jAya ne! ke bhejarAjAnA rAjyamAM mANaso bheya paDelA kaNa vINIne khAya che! A joIne bhejarAjAnA mukhamAMthI zabda sarI paDayA. " jananI ese| nA jana bhAMya paDyo kaNa khAya / " he mAtA ! tAre evuM zuM paDayuM rahetuM hatuM ke bheMya paDelA kaNa viNIne khAya evA lAlane te pedA karyo? jene peTa bharavA mATe beMca paDelA kaNa khAvA paDe che. A zabdo pelA bhikSukanA kAne paDayA. Aje darekane svamAna vahAluM hoya che. ahA ! madamAM unmatta thayele rAjA garIba upara kaTAkSa karI rahyo che. paNa vaibhava ne vilAsamAM vasatA ene kayAMthI khabara paDe ke peTanI pIDA kevI hAya! mArA peTanI Aga bUjhavavA bheMya paDelA kaNa khAI rahyo chuM te ene gamatuM nathI. sAthe sAthe mArI jananIne paNa vagove che. mAre paNa ene barAbara javAba Apa ja joIe. eTale teNe rAjAne javAba Ape. "re pe suhya nA je pa nA nIce mArA" he mAtA! evA putrane tuM pida na karatI ke jenI pAse saMpatti hovA chatAM paNa garIbanA duHkha dUra karatuM nathI. saMpatti samAjanA kAmamAM na Ave to enI dhULathI vadhu kiMmata nathI. kAraNa ke dhULa te amIra ane garIba saune mATe che. zakti hovA chatAM vyaktine madada na karIe te e saMpatti zA kAmanI? jeno rAjA ATalo samRddha hoya tenI prajA bhUkhe mare, prajAnI khabara na le te rAjA zA kAmane? rAjA tarata ja gheDethI utarI garIbane AzvAsana Ape che. ane nyAla karI de che. pitAne samajAI gayuM ke A bhUla mArI ja che. mArI prajAnI khabara meM na lIdhI tyAre Ane bheMya paDelA kaNa vINIne khAvA paDyA ne! tamArI pAse saMpatti hoya ane meja majhA uDAvatA he, paNa pADezInA bhUkhyA TaLavaLatA bALakonI khabara na letA he to tame paNa anudAra hRdayanAM ja che. have trIjuM che udAra hRdaya -

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1 . kRpaNa hRdaya ane anudAra hadaya e baMnethI udAra hRdaya zreSTha che. pite khAya che ane bIjAne paNa khavaDAve che. e pitAnA peTanI sAthe bIjAnA peTanI ciMtA kare che. gAya ghAsa care paNa e upara uparathI khAya che ane bAkInuM bIjA mATe rAkhe che. ane gadhe te ene jaDamULathI ja ukheDIne khAI jAya che. kAraNa ke ene bIjA mATe thoDuM paNa rAkhavAnI Adata ja nathI. tamAre A bemAMthI zuM banavuM che? ene vicAra tame ja karI leje. siMha paNa aDadho zikAra khAya che ane aDadho paDate mUke che. ane hAthI pitAnI sUMDha vaDe cAre khAya che. te cAre bAju vikherato vikherato khAya che. e ApaNane samajAve che ke huM verato verate khAuM chuM te temAMthI bicArA bakarA-gAyanuM peTa bharAze. A pazu paNa pitAnI sAthe bIjAnuM peTa bharavAnuM samaje che, paNa eka mAnavasamAja ja e che ke e pitAnuM peTa bharavAnuM samaje che. IndoramAM hakamIcaMda zeDa thaI gayA. emanI pAse khUba lamI hatI. joke, evuM anumAna karatAM hatAM ke zeTha pAse ochAmAM ochI daza koDanI lakSamI te haze ja. eTale eka mANasa zeTha pAse AvIne pUche che, zeThajI! ApanI pAse keTalI lamI che? zeTha namratApUrvaka kahe che bhAI! mArI pAse bahu ja a5 lamI che. mArI pAse phakta sADI sattAvIza lAkhanI ja saMpatti che. pUchavA AvanAra kahe che zeThajI! Apa Ama khoTuM zA mATe bole che ! mAre tamArI milkatamAMthI eka pAI paNa joItI nathI. Apane rahevAne eka zIzamahela ja pacAsa lAkha rUpiyAne haze. bIjA mila, makAna vigere te judA. ane tame kahe che ke mArI pAse te 2 lAkhanI ja mita che. e kema vizvAsa bese tyAre zeTha kahe che bhAI! tame mAre Azaya samajyA nathI. haju sudhI garIbonI sahAyamAM, samAjanI sevAmAM mArA hAthathI sADI sattAvIza lAkha rUpiyA ja apAyA che ane e ja mArI sAcI mUDI che. A che udAra hRdayanI ArasI. Aje AvuM kahenArA ane karanArA bahu ja ochA che. sarovaranA pANI jyAre sUkAI jAya che tyAre haMse tyAMthI bIjA sarovaramAM cAlyA jAya che. paMkhIo bIju raheThANa zodhI le che. paNa sarevaramAM rahetI mAchalIo bicArI kayAM jaze? e te tyAM ja taraphaDIne marI jAya che. tema ahIM A saMte haMsa samAna che. saMdha rUpI sarovaranuM snehajaLa sUkAtuM jaze te anya kSetramAM cAlyA jaze. paNa samAjamAM rahelAM anAtha bALako, vidhavA mAtAo, e saMgha rUpI sarevaranI mAchalIo che. emanA duHkhanI kahANa tame sAMbhaLaje. emanA AMsu luchajo. te ja tame sAcA udAra cho. Aje te evI paristhiti ubhI thaI che ke jyAM joIe tyAM garIbanI hAya sAMbhaLanArA bahu ochA che. dhanavAnenI lAgavaga hoya tyAM kAma thAya. jyAM ne tyAM lAMca rUzthata letA thaI gayA che. eka vidyAthIne kolejamAM dAkhala kare hoya, mArka zeDA ochA maLyA hoya

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15 ane sArI keAlejamAM dAkhala karavA hoya teA kAma thaI jAya. eka pezanTane davAkhAnAmAM dAkhala karavA che. DokaTare 21 mI tArIkha eparezana mATe ApI che. paNa Ine tAkIde Aparezana karavAnI jarUra che. te tyAM lAMca Ape te kAma thAya. gADImAM TikiTa mATe paNa lAMca. besavAnI sITa meLavavA mATe paNa lAMca. jyAM joIe tyAM lAMca lAMca ne lAMca. e sivAya vAta ja nahi. bicArA garIbane tA kayAMya ubhA rahevAnu sthAna ja nahi. tame zrAvaka thaI ne garIbane chetaratAM hA tA sAcA zrAvaka nathI, pahelAM vizvAsa ApIne nIcethI pATiyuM kheMcI letA ho te pachI garIbanA gaLAmAM charI pheravavAmAM zuM khAkI rahyuM! bhagavAnanA sAcA zrAvake| udAra heAya. bhale pAse dhana na hoya, paNa tamArAmAM khAnadAnI tA hovI ja joIe. garIbAImAM paNa mANusa kevI khAnannAnI batAve che ! eka gAmaDAmAM eka viNuka vasatA hatA. kamedayathI bicArA garIba che. enuM nAma rAmajI che. enA mApanA vakhatamAM sAruM hatuM. paNa pachI khAlI thaI gayela. `paisA dhIranArAoe ene tiraskAra karyAM eTale bicArA gAmaDAmAM jaine raheleA. te meTA gAmamAMthI 20 thI 25 rU. ne mAla kharIdI lAve ane mAthe kothaLA mUkI gAmaDAmAM pherI karI peAtAnuM gujarAna nabhAve A enI sthiti hatI. eNe gharamAM je hatu. te badhuM ja vecIne bApanuM devu cUkavyuM hatu. evI enAmAM khAnadAnI hatI. have te rokaDethI ja kAma patAvatA ane eka pAInuM paNa deNuM karatA nahi. kAinA ghera vinA pratyeAjane jatA paNa nahi. koinA gharanuM anna paNa khAtA nahi. e samajatA hatA ke Aje duniyA paisAnI sagI che. eka vakhata evu' anya' ke rAmajI gAmamAM mAla kharIDhavA gayA che. gAmamAM sagAnAM ghaNAM ghara che. eka sagAMne ghera dikarInA lagna che. A rAmajIne gAmamAM AvelA joI gayA, eTale kahe che bhAi ! ApaNe ghera lagna DAya ne tuM AvelA cAlyA jAya te sArU na lAge. mATe Aje jamIne ja javAnu che. sagAe khUba AgraDa karyAM. rAmajI kahe che kAkA ! huM koinA ghera jamatA ja nathI, mane javA do. paNa sagAM samajatAM nathI. khUba ja Agraha karIne kahevA lAgyAM ke ame rAja thADA kahevA AvIe chIe ! Aje prasa`ga che ane Ama kailIne jAya te sArUM na kahevAya. rAmajI samajyA ke ThIka, A kAkA te khUba catura che. Agraha Ama kare tevA nathI. paNa Aje jamavA mATe ATalA badhA Agraha kema karatA haze ? je mANasa kUtarAne maTakuM zaTalA nAkhe tevA nathI te ATale Agraha kare che te rokAI jAuM. kAkAnA khUba ja Agraha thavAthI rAmajI rAkAI gayA. sagAsaMbaMdhIone jamADatAM meDuM thaI gayuM. a dhArU thaI gayuM. gAmaDAmAM javAnA rastA vikaTa hatA. aMdhArI rAta hatI. ane lUMTArAnI khUba bIka hatI. eTale badhAM sagA-saMbadhI kahe che rAmajI ! rAta paDI che, mADu' thaI jaze

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166 mATe tuM rAkAI jA. savAre jaje. rAmajI nA pADe che paNa badhAe khUma kahyuM eTale AmajI rAkAI gayA. rAmajI mahemAnAnI sAthe sUtA che paNa tene uMgha AvatI nathI. peAte kayAMya rAta rIkAtA nathI. Aje kAI gayA che. enI strIne khALake enI rAha jotAM haze enI ciMtA thaI. parADhiye cAra vAgye rAmajI uThIne peAtAnA kothaLA laIne ravAnA thai gayA. ahIMA zeThanA jamAI AvelA che. savAramAM uThaye tyAM enuM mAM udAsa thaI gayu che. A joI sasarAjI pUche che, jamAIrAja ! tame udAsa kema che ? koI e tamArU apamAna kayuM che ? jamAI kahe che nA....nA...kaI nahi. paNa sasarAjI ema vAta cheDI de tevA na hatAM. khUSa pUchyuM. jamAI sasarAnI Adata jANatAM hatAM. e samajatA hatA ke jo huM kahIza te nirdoSa-garIba mAryo jaze. jamAI khAnadAna hatA. koine mAthe ALa caDhAvavA mAMgatA na hatA. paNa te sasarAnI pAse lAcAra banIne kahevuM paDayuM ke mArI DeAkamAM seAnAnA cena hatA te nathI. A tarapha rAmajI ghera gayA. enAM bALako ene vaLagI paDayAM. bApA! tame kAle ghera kema na AvyAM ? amane bahu ja ciMtA thatI hatI. ame te khAdhuM paNa nahi, tamArI rAha joi ne besI rahayA hatAM. rAmajIe kahyuM, ApaNA phalANA kAkAne tyAM lagna hatAM, mAre javuM na hatuM, paNa khUba Agraha karyAM eTale javu paDayuM ane sAMjanA mehu thaI gayuM eTale rAtre tyAM rokAi gayA. e garIba manamAM kAkAnA eTalAM vakhANa kare che ke kAkAe mane khUba premathI jamADaye, have A tarapha jamAinA kahevAthI kAkA tA evA vipharyAM ke vAta pUche mA. pelA rAmajI sUtA hatA tyArathI ja mArA manamAM hatuM ke A kaMI laI na jAya teA sArU.. e tA cAra che. eNe khAdhuM enu' ja khAyu'. eTaleA paNa vicArana karyAM, jamAi kahe che khApujI ! e te bicArA bahu bheALA mANasa che, e mArI sAthe ja sUtA hatA. rAtre ame sutA tyAM sudhI te eNe mArA paga dabAvyAM che. e garIba mANasa nirdoSa che. enA upara khATu' ALa na caDhAvA. are ! jamAirAja ! tame zu' samajo ! e garIkha tA geAlA. enAM badhAM kArastAna huM jANuM chuM', pahelethI ja e eve che. bicArA nirdoSa rAmajI upara cArInu' ALa caDhayu. garImAI e zaMkAnuM prathama pagathiyuM che. zAhukAra mANasa cArI kare ke khUna kare enA sAme koI AMgaLI cI'dhatu nathI paNa garIba te bicArA nirdoSa mAryAM jAya. A zeThane paisAnI magarUrI che. khasa, khatAvI dauM e rAmalAne..mArA jamAInuM cena cArI gayA, e te gheADA para besIne javA taiyAra thayA. jamAI ghaNI nA pADe che, paNa sasarA mAnyA nahi. e te| AvyA rAmajIne ghera. rAmajI te gAmaDAmAM pherI karavA nIkaLI gayA hatA.

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17 AMgaNAmAM AvIne zeTha ubhA rahI rAthI elyA : kANu che. gharamAM rAmajInA karAo AMgaNAmAM ramatAM hatAM. emaNe A zeThane peAtAne ghera AvelA joI bALako khelavAM lAgyAM. kAkA AvyA, kAkA AvyA. kAkA, tame meseA, huM gheADAne gamANe bAMdhI ghauM, tame pANI pIveDhe tyAM mArA bApujI gAmamAM gayA che tyAMthI kheAlAvI lAvuM chuM. nirdoSa bALaka ha bhera kAkAne kahI rahyo che. paNa kAkAne krodhanA pAra nathI. mAre tAruM pANI pIvuM nathI, e harAmakhAra rAmajI kayAM gA ? A zeThane gusse joI chokarA raDavA jevA thaI gayA. chekarA doDaaA bApane khelAvI lAvyeA. rAmajIe joyuM teA enA kAkA che. aDDA kAkA ! tame AvyA ! padhAA, padhAreA ! garIbanI jhuMpaDI pAvana karo. ema kahetA kAkAne bheTI paDyo, paNa gusse thayelA kAkAe rAmajIne dhakko mArI haDaselI mUkayo. rAmajI samajI gayA ke A zeTha gusse thayA che mATe kaIka kAraNu haze. mArA upara ALa teA nahi caDhyu hAya ne ! ATaluM karavA chatAM garIba rAmajI badhu ja sahana karIne melyA-kAkA ! Aje mArAM aheAbhAgya ! ApanA punita pagalA thavAthI mAre ghera sAnAnA sU ugyeA. zeTha kahe che uge ja ne ! pArakA mAla cArI lAve pachI sAnu ja dekhAya ne! rAmajI samajI gayA ke mAre mAthe cArInu' ALa Avyu che. paNa sahanazIla rAmajIe zeThanA pagamAM paDIne kahyuM : kAkA ! huM tamAru cArI lAgye chu. mArI bhUla thaI gaI che. huM garIba chuM. mArA chekarAM bhUkhe maratA hatAM, eTale dAnata magaDI ne cArI karavAnI bhUla thaI gaI. huM tamAruM' madhu' ja ApI daIza. paNa mAre ghera AveA. jamyA sivAya javA nahi dauM. A zeThane zAMti thaI ke e pAtAnI bhUla kabUla kare che eTale ApI deze. rAmajI enI patnIne kahe che, Aje te ApaNA ghera kAkA AvyA che. mATe dALa-bhAta ne kaMsAra banAva. strI kahe-gharamAM ghI nathI. are! telanA paNa ka`sAra ane tema nathI. kayAMthI banAvuM! game tema kara paNu kAkAne Aje jamADavA che e vAta sAcI che. patnI paNa sArI hatI. gharamAM bIjuM kAMI na hatuM. enA kAnamAM eka seAnAnuM leALiyuM hatuM te kADhIne patinA hAthamAM ApIne kahyuM. Ane vecIne ghI laI AveA. huM kaMsAra manAvI dauM chu. garIkha mANusa leALiyuM vecIne je paisA maLyA temAMthI ghI lAvI kaMsAra khanAvI zeThane jamADayA. eTale kaMIka zAMta thayA. rAmajI pUche che kAkA ! tamArA je dAgIno kheAvAyA che tenI kiMmata keTalI hatI ? zeTha kahe che lagabhaga mase rUpiyA haze. ThIka, kAkA tame sUi jAva. huM. hamaNAM ja ApI dauM chuM. kahI rAmajI gAmamAM gayA. eka zeThane tyAM jaI karagarIne kahevA lAgyA. zeTha ! Aje huM khUba bhIDamAM AvI

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168 gaye chuM. mane base rUpiyA Ape. huM mArI dikarI tamArA dikarA sAthe paraNAvIza. pelo zeTha kahe che-nA, bhAI ! tuM garIba mANasa che. tArI AbarU paNa nathI. mATe mAre ghera tArI dikarI na zobhe. rAmajI kahe che zeThajI ! tame mAnI jAva, huM khAnadAna chuM, paNa vakhAne mAryo Avyo chuM. dUdhe dheIne tamArA rUpiyA bharyA vyAje ApI daIza. pArakAnI eka pAI paNa mAre harAma che. aMte zeTha mAnI jAya che. rUA. 200] laIne Ave che. baMdhuo! garIbAImAM paNa keTalI khAnadAnI che? pite corI karI nathI chatAM paisA kevI rIte lAve che! A kAkAnA hAthamAM base rUpiyA ApI dIdhA. zeTha vicAra kare che ke cena vecI Avya lAge che. bIjI daSTithI teNe vicAra karyo hota ke je cena vecIne paisA lAvyA hatA te pitAne jamADavA kaMsAra te pitAnI strInuM leLiyuM vecIne banAvyuM. paisAnI magarUrIthI abhimAne aMdha banela zeTha gheDe besIne ghare Ave gaye. jamAI kahe che kema, khoTo AMTo thaye ne? e te bicAre nirdoSa hate. zeTha kahe che are? huM jAuM tema chuM? huM ema ne ema pAcho AvuM tema chuM? huM te laIne AvyuM. dAgIne eNe na Apyo. cerI karI hoya eTale zarama ja Ave ne ? jamAI kahe che, sasarAjI! have baDAI hAMkavI rahevA de. mAre cena te mane maLI gaye. tamArA gayA pachI mane khyAla AvyuM ke rAtre mAre bahAra javuM paDyuM hatuM tyAM te nathI paDI gaye ne? eTale huM tyAM jovA gaye, te kacarAmAM cena dabAI gaye hate. ene heja AMkaDe dekhAtuM hatuM. tapAsa karatAM tarata ja cena maLI gaye. A joI zeTha camakayA. ahA ! ene gharamAM te khAvAmAM paNa sAMsA che. have ene khyAla Ave. mane jamADavA mATe tenI patnInuM leLiyuM vecIne ghI lAvyuM hatuM te base rUpiyA kyAMthI lAvyA haze ? zeTha ThaMDA thaI gayA. have tene rAmajInI khAnadAnInI khabara paDI. have e paisAnuM zuM karavuM? aMte mANasa mekalIne rAmajIne pitAne tyAM belAve che. tyAM ene phALa paDI ke zuM haju bIjA paisA mArI pAse mAMgaze? huM kyAMthI lAvI ApIza? base rUpiyA te mAMDamAMDa meLavyA. bicAro dhrujatA haiye zeTha pAse AvI caraNamAM paDI karagaravA lAgyA. kAkA-mane mApha kare. have mArI pAse kaMI ja nathI. - pilA zeTha kahe che bhAI! tArI khAnadAnInI hada thaI gaI che. mAre tArI mAphI mAMgavI che. mArA jamAIne cena maLI gayA che. meM utAvaLa karI tArA mAthe beTuM ALa caDhAvyuM che. te badala huM tArI mAphI mAMgu chuM. A tArA base rUpiyA pAchA laI jA. ATaluM kahyuM tyAre rAmajInA jIvamAM jIva Avyo. rAmajI kahe che e paisA mAre nathI levA. chevaTe bahu ja kahevAthI rAmajI e paisA laIne jene tyAMthI uchInA lAvyo hato tene tarata ja pAchA ApI Ave che.

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baMdhuo! pitAnI jAtanA balidAne paNa garIbAImAM rAmajIe keTalI amIrI batAvI ane zeThane pitAnI khAnadAnInuM bhAna karAvyuM. have dhanavAna keNa ne garIba koNa! aneka saMkaTanI hAramALAmAM ubhela mAnava pitAnuM sarvasva ApIne bIjAne saMtoSe che te ja sAce udAra hRdayavALe che, samaya thaI gayo che paNa Aje ravivAre divasa che. eTale tamAre zAMtine divasa che. have zuM vizALa hRdaya - pote na khAtAM bIjAne khavaDAvI devuM te vizALa hRdayanI vyAkhyA che. vRkSe pote phaLe che, phale che paNa pite pitAnAM phaLa khAtAM nathI. paNa manuSyane khavaDAve che, nadIo svayaM vahe che. paNa piote pANImAMthI eka TIpuM pANI pItI nathI paNa bIjAnI tRSA chIpAve che. rAmacaMdrajI pitAnI AjJAnuM pAlana karI cauda varSe pAchA ayodhyA nagarImAM Ave che. tyAre prajA rAmacaMdrajInuM svAgata karI nagarImAM lAve che. saunA mukha upara AnaMda chavAI rahyo che badhA AvyAM che paNa eka mAtA kaikeyI dekhAtI nathI. tyAre rAmacandrajI siMhAsana cheDIne mAtA kaikeyI pAse Ave che. kaikeyI pitAnA mahelanA khUNAmAM besI khUba raDe che. tyAre rAmacaMdrajI kahe che. ahIM mAtAjI! tame zA mATe raDe che! beTAM huM te abhAgaNI chuM. huM tane mAruM sukha batAvavAne lAyaka nathI. meM tane vanavAsa ApI mahAna aparAdha karyo che. jyAre kaikeyI A pramANe bole che tyAre rAmanA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDe che. he mAtA ! tuM zA mATe jhare che! rUdana kare che. mAtA, mane je kauzalyAe nathI ApyuM che te ApyuM che. tAre mArA upara anahada upakAra che, Aje ayodhyAnI prajA mAruM svAgata karatI hoya te te tAro pratApa che. rAvaNanI AsurI prakRtine haNIne laMkA upara vijaya meLavavAnuM saubhAgya prApta thayuM hoya te mAtA ! tAro pratApa che. sItA satI tarIke vikhyAta thaI hoya te te paNa tAre ja pratApa che. pitAnI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAnuM bhAgya maLyuM te paNa mAtA tAro pratApa che. cauda varSa vanamAM rahI prakRtinA khoLe AnaMdamAM cauda varSa vItAvyA hoya te te tArAM pratApa che. mAtA ! tAre upakAra huM A jiMdagImAM vALI zakuM tema nathI. ema rAma caMdrajIe mIThA zabdothI kaikeyIne zAMta karI. have rAmacaMdrajIno jyAre gAdI para abhiSeka thavAno che tyAre prajAnA haiyAmAM AnaMdanI urmio uchaLI rahI che. tyAre rAmacaMdrajInA mukha para AnaMdane badale viSAdanI rekhA chavAI che. tyAre prajAjane kahe che zuM ! Apane amane miThAI khavaDA thavAnuM mana nathI, eTale ja ApanA mukha para saheja paNa AnaMda nathI. tyAre su kahe che-mane eka vAta gamatI nathI, zA. 22

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To .." vimala vaza yaha anucita eka', bandhu vihAya baDeu abhissek|" * . ApaNa raghuvaMzanA badhA rivAje mane game che, paNa eka ja thIja mane khaTake che mArA nAnA bhAIone choDIne A rAjyane tAja mane paherAvavAmAM Ave che te mane gamatuM nathI. baMdhuo ! kayAM rAmacaMdrajInA vicAronI virATatA ane hRdayanI vizALatA! baMdhuo! jIvananI nabaLI paLomAM manavI ghaNIvAra AvezanA vegamAM taNAI jAya che tyAre tene vivekane dIpaka jhAMkhe thatAM vAra nathI lAgatI. ane tyAre te dharmanA tame paNa adharma karI bese che. ItihAsamAM tathA siddhAMtamAM zuM jovA nathI maLyuM ke pArzvanAtha upara kamaThe aneka upasargo karyA! bhagavAna mahAvIre rAjavaibhava tyAga karI saMyama lIdhe ! e bhagavAna mahAvIrane trAsa pahoMcADavAmAM emanA ja ziSya gozALAe kAMI bAkI na rAkhyuM. paNa darekanI hada hoya che. sImA che. duHkha pahoMcADavAmAM jeNe pAchuM na joyuM tenA aMtaramAM paNa kayAMka te saMvedanAnuM nirmaLa tatva te beThuM ja hatuM. e tAva parayuM. AMkhamAMthI pazcAtApanA AMsu vahayA ane prabhunA caraNamAM mAthuM mUkatAM aMtara haLavuM banI gayuM. A badhuM zAthI? mahAna purUSanA vizALa hRdayanA pratApe. A cAra halsamAMthI tamAruM hRdaya kevA prakAranuM che te vicArI leze. vizALa na bane te udAra te jarara banaze. have samaya thaI gayo che mATe eTaluM kahI viramuM chuM. vyAkhyAna naM. 24 zrAvaNa suda 9 ne somavAra, tA. 10-8-70 zAmakAra bhagavaMte A jagatanA nA dukhe maTADavA mATe siddhAMta rUpa vANInuM nirUpaNa karyuM. A jagatamAM duHkha be prakAranuM che. eka zArIrika ane bIju mAnasika zArIrika dukha vyAdhi kahevAya che ane mAnasika duHkhane Adhi kahevAya che. baMne prakAranI pIDAnuM mULa kAraNa karma che. temAM azAtA vedanIya karmanA udayathI badhA prakAranI pIDAo thAya che. bhagavAnanI bhakti karavAthI saMpUrNa karmono nAza thAya che. karmone nAza thaI javAthI AtmAne koI jAtanuM duHkha rahetuM nathI. temaja jenA haiyAmAM prabhune vAsa hoya che tenA jIvanamAM alaukika samabhAva AvI jAya che. jIva saMsAravyavahAra karate thake paNa saMsAra bhAvathI alipta rahe che. meha mAyA enA aMtarane pharI zakatA nathI. samabhAva AvavAthI A jIvane dhana-saMpatti, kuTuMba-parivAra

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171 AdinI prAptimAM ene harSa thato nathI. ane enA vigathI ene dukha thatuM nathI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa potAnA zarIra uparathI tene mamatvabhAva paNa utarI jAya che. A "va qLo vi gni nA raMti mamAyaM" , deha uparathI mamatvabhAva utarI javAthI ene mAnasika pIDA paNa satAvI zakato nathI. karmodayathI zarIramAM roga utpanna thAya te paNa duHkhane anubhava thatuM nathI. A rIte prabhunI AjJAnuM je bhAvapUrvaka pAlana kare che te azaka banI jAya che. ati e zeka rahita banI jAya che. prabhunI a paNa upara keTalI karUNa daSTi che! kaI prabhunA kahelA mArge cAle che te cAle paNa dareka AtmA upara prabhunI asIma kRpA che. darekane mATe hamezAM prabhune darabAra khule che. ahIM UMca-nIca, zrImaMta-garIba koIne mATe bhedabhAva nathI. mana banI vAta bAju para rAkhe. are! tiyAne paNa prabhunA sasaraNamAM sthAna maLatuM hatuM. sarva jI prabhunI amRtamaya vANInuM pAna karatA hatAM. sava ne prabhue karmanI beDImAMthI mukta karavA mATe dharmane upadeza karyo che. prabhu e te traNe bhuvananA nAtha che. nAtha kone kahevAya? "gAna kSemA nAtha" je vega ane kSema karanAra hoya te nAtha kahevAya. je varatu prApta na hoya tenuM prApta thavuM te yaMga kahevAya. ane je vastu prApta hoya tenI rakSA karavI tene kSema kahevAya che. je jIne samyavi ane thAritranI prApti thaI nathI tene prApti karAve che. ane jeNe samakita ane cAritra prApta karyuM che, tenI rakSA karavAne upadeza Ape che. tethI bhagavAnane vega ane zrema karanAra nAtha kahe che. AvA prabhue dareka jIvone ahiMsAne upadeza Apyo che. tIrtha karanI vANI sAMbhaLIne anaMta che saMsAra sAgara tarI gayAM che. pANImAM pApI jI jenI kAryavAhI jemAM ApaNane lAge ke A je narakamAM jaze, evA ne paNa prabhujIe sudhArIne mokSa ane svarganAM mahemAna banAvyAM che. AtmA je puruSArtha upADe te enAM saghaLAM pApa kSaNavAramAM nAza pAmI jAya che. jema lAkho maNa rUnI gaMjImAM agninI eka ja cinagArI mUkavAmAM Ave te vAta maNa 2 paNa a5 samayamAM baLIne bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che. tema zukala dhyAna rUma azcinI eka ja cinagArI AtmAnA anAdinA karmone kSaNavAramAM bALIne bhasma karI nAMkhe che baMdhuo! dharma e sAmAnya cIja nathI. temAM paNa kevaLI prarUpita thAya e te bahu ja mahatvanI cIja che. dharma e anaMta pApa vagaNIone lAza tApa samartha che. mATe dharmanI ArAdhanA karI le. tame e vicAra na karaze ke meM te

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172 pUba pApa karyA che. huM te narakamAM ja jaIza. mATe have huM zuM karuM evuM na rAkhe. anaMta nA saMcita karelAM karmo dharma ane tapa dvArA nAza pAme che. dharma tamane narakanA dukhethI cheDAve che. dharmathI karma paNa badalAI jAya che. karma be prakAranA che. eka nikAcIta ane bIjA nidhatta. jema keI mANasa eka sAmaTI so laIne lokhaMDanA tArathI bAMdhI de. pachI tene chUTI pADavI hoya te temAM kaMI vAra lAgatI nathI. tArane thoDo DhIle kare ke turata ja se vikharAI jAya che. paNa je te ja sone tArathI bAMdhIne tene khUba garama karIne eraNa para mUkIne ghaNathI kuTavAmAM Ave te tene eka piMDa banI jAya che. te samaye judI thaI zakatI nathI. A rIte nikAcIta karma paNa AvA prakAranuM che. nikAcIta karma cIkAzavALuM che. e Atma pradezanI sAthe evuM ekameka rUpa thaI gayuM che je tenuM phaLa bhegavyA vinA Atma pradezothI juduM thaI zakatuM nathI. eTale nikAcIta karmane avazya bhogavavuM paDe che. ane nidhatta karma lUkhuM che. tArathI bAMdhelI sanI jema thoDA prayAsathI chUTuM paDI jAya che. phakta pradezathI udayamAM AvIne kharI jAya che. ene radaya hetuM nathI. dharmamAM AvI zakti che. tra kahevAno Azaya e che ke dharma e karmanA vAdaLane vikheravAmAM samartha che. koI kaI kama bhegavyA vinA paNa kharI jAya che. ane kaI karma evA hoya che ke jene dharma dvArA "tivANu mAvAno mALu mAvuM jarA tIvra rasavALA karmo maMda rasavALA banI jAya che. eTale te karmanuM phaLa tIvra maLavAnuM hatuM te ghaTIne maMda phaLa maLe che. mAnI le ke nikAcIta karma baMdhAI gayuM che... jema zreNika rAjAe evuM nikAcIta karma bAMdhyuM hatuM te tenA phaLa svarUpe temane narakamAM javuM paDyuM ne? ethI ApaNe ema na mAnavuM joIe ke emaNe karelI prabhubhakti phogaTa gaI. zreNika rAjAnI mahAvIra prabhu pratyenI je bhakti hatI te phegaTa gaI nathI paNa enA prabhAvathI e naraka gatimAMthI nIkaLI padmanAbha nAmanAM tirthaMkara thaIne mokSamAM jaze. karmane baMdha paDI gaye che ke nahi. agara paDI gaye che te cIkaNAM kamane baMdha paDyo che ke lukhAM kamane? e ApaNe chamastha jIve jANI zaktAM nathI. kAraNa ke karmabaMdhanI kriyA ane kALa baMne bahu ja sukSma hoya che eTale e vAta chadmasthanA jJAnathI jaNAtI nathI. tene te sarvajJa prabhu ja jANI zake che. eTalA mATe sarvajJa prabhu vacana upara ApaNane zraddhA hevI joIe. kAraNa ke duniyAmAM sarva prabhuthI adhika koI jJAnI nathI. prabhue pratyakSa jJAnamAM joIne ja jagatanA jIva upara upakAra karIne je je vAta kahI che temAM ApaNe zaMkA na karavI joIe. prabhunA vacanamAM zaMkA karavAthI kaMI ja lAbha thato nathI. AcAraMga sUtramAM kahyuM che ke "tameva sarva niha. liihaM vejinezvara dee je kaMI kahyuM che te ja satya che ane niHzaMka che. AvI jinezvara prabhunI vANI suNavAne amUlya avasara maLe che, to zakti anusAra

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193 dharmAMnI ArAdhanA karI leA. AvA avasara pharI pharIne nahi maLe. manuSya janmamAM dhamanuM AcaraNa e ja amRta che. kadAca dha'nuM AcaraNa karatAM kaSTa AvI jAya te paNa e amRtanA phaLanA vicAra karIne hapUrvaka dhane aMgIkAra karo. jyAre tamArA aMtarAtmAmAM laganI lAgaze tyAre tame kaSTane phUla samajIne saha dharmAMnA svIkAra karazeA. paNa hajI e jAtanI laganI lAgI nathI. hajI sudhI je kaMI dharmanuM AcaraNa karyuM che te badhuM bAhyabhAve ja kayuM che. A jIva khuda tIrthaMkara prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavA mATe tI karanA sameAsaraNamAM paNa jaI Avye che. chatAM enA uddhAra nathI thayeA. enuM kAraNa zu? eNe tIrthaMkaranA samAsaraNanI racanA joI, prabhunI bhASA kevI che, chatro kevA che ne cAmara kevA vIMjhAya che! A badhI mAhya Rddhi joi che paNa Atmika Rddhi joI nathI. prabhunI vANImAM zu' bhAva che, e sAMbhaLyA pachI zuM Aca ravAnuM che ane zu' cheDavAnu che enA vicAra nathI karyAM eTale ja A bhavamAM bhamI rahyo che. jene sAcI laganI lAgI che, bhavabhramaNathI trAsa utpanna thayA che evA bhRgu purAhitanA e lADIlA kumArA devabhadra ne jazeAbhadra jemaNe eka ja vakhata saMsAra tyAgI viSayAthI virakta ane dharmanA upadezaka evA saMteAnA daMna karyAM ane tyAga mAga nI laganI lAgI. eTale enI mAtAne kahe che huM mAtA! amane sa'sAranA bhaya lAgyA che. have A ane bALako zu kahe che ! " jAI jarA maccu bhayAmibhUyA, bahiM vihArA miniviTha cittA / saMsAra cakkasa vimokkhaNaThThA, daTThUNa te kAmaguNe viratA // gAthA 4 A bALakonA aMtaramAM tyAga mAnI bhAvanAnI bharatI AvI che. emane janma, jarA ane mRtyuno bhaya lAgyA che ane saMsArathI khahAra meAkSa sthAnamAM peAtAnuM citta sthApana karyu che, evA ane kumAreza sAdhuone joine sa'sAra cakrathI mukta thavA mATe tatpara banyA che. janma, jarA ane maraNanAM bhayathI bhayabhIta banelA kumAra kahe che pitA ! amane bhaya lAgyA che. mAhamAM paDelA pitAne khabara nathI ke mArA putrane zenA bhaya lAgyuM che. mAtA-pitA kahe che he putra! tamane zenA bhaya lAge che? zuM tamane koI e -AMgaLI cItrI che? tame jagalamAM ramavA gayA ane koI vAgha-siMhanA bhaya lAgyA che? koIe kaDavA zabda kahyo che? je hAya te kaheA. huM badhA bhaya dUra karI nAMkhu. bhRguM purasahitane A kAnu` maLa che ? A zabdo kema khelI zake che? ene IMkAra rAjAnuM pIThabaLa che. bheMsa khIlAnA AdhAre kUde che. bhRgu purAhita, pAte tA nAnA che, paNa e

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174 rAjAne mAnanIya purohita che. vaLI pUrva trANAnubaMdhI saMbaMdha che. eTale purahita para rAjAnI khUba kRpA dRSTi che. eTale purehita je kaMI kahe te mAnya kare che. eTale te A zabdo bole che. - bALako kahe che he mAtA-pitA ! amAruM keIe apamAna nathI karyuM. amane cAra-DAkune bhaya nathI. amane vAgha ke siMhane Dara paNa nathI lAge. amane je bhaya lAge che te bhayane maTADavAnI tamArAmAM tAkAta nathI. ane e bhaya maTADavA mATe je kaI samartha hoya te te mArA gurUdeva che. kevaLI prarUpita dharma che. paNa mehamAM paDelI mAtA hajI samajatI nathI ke A mArA putrane kayo bhaya lAge che! mAtA kahe che te bhaya jude che ane putrane bhaya paNa judo nIkaLaze. 1. sUte siMha jAgyo:" eka rAjAnI rANI pitAnA patinuM mAthuM oLatI hatI. rAjAnA hAthamAM darpaNa hatuM. rANI rAjAnA mAthAmAM tela nAkhI rahI che. A rAjA ArasImAM pitAnuM pratibiMba joI rahyo che. ekadama rAjA kahe che-dUta Avyo ! rAjAnuM sukha viluM thaI gayuM. hAsya cAlyuM gayuM. rAjAnuM mukha joIne rANI kahe che. ahe! mAre pati kSatriyane bace che ne A kAyara kema! kahe che svAmInAtha! jene mATe ATalAM cekIpaherAM heya, hajAra sevake jenI rakSA karatAM hoya, tyAM kenI tAkAta che ke data AvI zake? rAjA kahe che rANIjI! dUta AvI gayo ane mArA mAthe caDhI beThA che. rANI ekadama bAvarI banIne kahe che kayAM che dUta! mane te dekhAtuM nathI ! rANI Amatema najara pheravavA lAgI. tyAM rAjA pitAnA mAthAmAMthI dhoLo vALa cUMTIne batAvatAM kahe che, dekha A rahyo dUta! tamane keIne A dUta AvyuM che? hasAhasa) kaMIkanA mAthAM rUnI pUNI jevAM thaI gayAM che. kaMIkanA mAthA adhakacarA thaI gayAM che, paNa koI jAtane Dara lAgyo nathI. A rAjA kahe che rANIjI! teDA AvyAM. rANI kahe che svAmInAtha! kenA teDA AvyA! bheLI rANI samajatI nathI. rAjA kahe che, yamarAjAnA teDA AvyA. are, svAmInAtha! AmAM zuM Darapoka banI gayAM cho? yamarAjA Avaze te huM tene lAMca ApIne haThAvI daIza. paNa tame gabharAzo nahi. tyAre rAjA kahe che. ghelI rANI, AvuM na bela. "je jama levata lAMcaDI te jagameM mata na keI" je jama lAMca laIne choDI mUko hoya te duniyAmAM ke Imarata ja nahi. duniyAmAM badhe chakkA-paMcA karIne chUTI zakAya che, lAMca ApIne chUTI javAya che. dukAne reDa paDI. sarakArI piolIso AvyA paNa emane noTonuM baMDala dharI dIdhuM eTale chUTI gayA. paNa yamarAjAnI rADa paDaze tyAre tamArI cAlAkI nahi cAle. rAjAne kahevAne bhAva e hatuM ke amArA kuTuMbamAM badhA ja vaDIle mAthe che vALa Ave te pahelAM ja saMsAra tyAgIne sAdhu banI gayA hatAM, paNa huM ke kamabhAgI

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mane cetavavA A dvata AvI gaye, chatAM hajI celai nathI. rANuno bhaya judo hato ane rAjAne bhaya paNa jude hate. tema ahIM paNa A be bALakone je bhaya lAge che te jude che. ane mAtA-pitA jene bhaya mAne che te bhaya paNa judo che. A putro kahe che he mAtA ! amane janma-jarA ane maraNane bhaya lAgyo che. | he mAtA ! ahIMyA janma pAmIne keTalAM karTo veThayAM! vaLI garbhamAM nava mAsa raho tyAM paNa ame keTalAM kaSTo veThayAM. garbhamAM UMdhe mastake kerInI jema laTakathA ahIM UMdhA mastake aDadho kalAka dhyAna karavuM hoya te karI zakAtuM nathI. svAdhIna garamI veThI zakatAM nathI. pragadha Ave te nAka ADA DUcA de che. mArgamAM viSTA paDI hoya te sUga caDhe che. paNa garbhamAM tArA nAkanI dAMDI upara thaIne mAtAnuM viSTA cAlyuM jatuM hatuM te kema sahana karyu? se se tapAvIne koInA zarIramAM bheMkI devAmAM Ave ane jeTalI vedanA thAya che tethI anaMta gaNI vedanA A jIvane janmatI vakhate thAya che. vaLI, "gaSbhAi mijjanti buyAbuyANA, narA pare paMcasihA kumArA / juvANagA majjhima theragA ya, cayanti te Aurakhae paliNA // kaMIka che garbhamAM ja maraNa pAme che. kaMIka ja janmIne tarata ja mRtyu. pAme che. kaMIka bAlya avasthAmAM ja mRtyu pAme che te kaMIka yuvAnImAM mRtyu pAme che. "he mAtA ! have amAre AvA kaSTa veThavA nathI. amane janmane Dara lAge che." tamane maraNane bhaya lAgyo che. emane janmane bhaya lAgyo. mahAna purUSe tamane satya svarUpanuM bhAna karAve che. sAcA sukhane mArga batAve che paNa e mArga tamane rUca nathI. viSTAnA kIDAne viSTAmAM ja AnaMda Ave. bhUMDanI sAme game te sAro barAka mUkavAmAM Ave to paNa tene na game. enI dRSTi viSTA tarapha ja doDe che. tema tamane paNa bhegamAM ja sukha dekhAya che. punI vAta sAMbhaLI mAtAnA peTamAM tela reDAI gayuM. zuM mArA putro dIkSA leze? jepInA vacane sAcA paDaze? mohane naze jene caDhe che tene bIjuM kAMI ja dekhAtuM nathI. je mANase dArU pIdhe hoya che te mANasa mAtAne bahena kahe che, patnIne mAtA kahe che. jyAre dArUne naze utare tyAre sAcuM bhAna thAya che. A be kumArane janmane Dara lAge che. jo tamane A bhaya lAge te amAre tamane roja ne rAja kahevuM na paDe. jene Dara rAkhavAmAM che tene Dara tame rAkhyuM nathI. jene nathI rAkhavAne tene Dara lAge che. gharamAM cAra pisI jAya tene Dara lAge che. eTale bAraNAM baMdha karIne sUI jAva cho. birayAmAMthI so rUpiyAnI noTa paDI jAya te zuM che, paNa tamArI jiMdagInI ghaDIe mahAmUlI.

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khovAI rahI che tene zodho cho kharA? eka divasa dukAna baMdha rAkhavI paDe te zotha thAya che paNa eka divasa sAmAyika vinAne paDaye, tene eTale zoca thAya che khare? ATale rasa dharmamAM nathI. je vIravANIne raMga lAgyuM haze te eka divasa vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyA vinAne paDaze te tamane jarUra aphasosa thaze. eka mAtAnA be dikarA che. gAmamAM khuda mahAvIra prabhu birAje che. be bhAImAM nAnA bhAIne dharmane khUba rasa che. saMsArane keI vyavahAra ene na rUce. jyAre moTAne saMsAra vyavahArane khUba rasa che. keInAM sagapaNa joDI ApavAM, lagnamAM javuM ne mekANamAM javuM, A badhuM moTAne bahu game. badhuM ja kAma mATe patAve. tyAre bIjA lekee kaka bhAI! tAre ja kAma karavAnuM. tAro nA bhAI te kAMI ja karato nathI. eTale meTAne thayuM. vAta te sAcI che. e te kaMI ja karato nathI. eka divasa savAranA paheramAM ja keInuM mRtyu thayuM. zmazAne javAnuM thayuM tyAre moTe bhAI kahe che bhAI! Aje tuM zmazAne jaje, huM nahi jAuM. tyAre nAno bhAI kahe che moTAbhAI! je kAma haze te badhuM daza vAgyA pachI karIza. mAre te prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLavA javuM che. ane mane kyAM mokale che ! moTo bhAI kahe che-Aje te tAre javuM ja paDaze. tyAre nAno bhAI kahe che te ema kare. Aje tame prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLavA jAva ane huM AbhaDavA jAuM. moTA bhAine parANe mokale che paNa ene tyAM rasa nathI. nAnAne anicchAe mazAne javuM paDyuM. tene emAM rasa nathI. rasa vinA AnaMda AvatuM nathI. moTe bhAI gayela che vyAkhyAnamAM. prabhunI amRtamaya vANI vahe che. prabhu kahe che te gautama! A jIvana kSaNabhaMgura che. samaya mAtrane pramAda na kara. bhagavaMta vAraMvAra gautama svAmIne "goyamA" zabdathI saMbodhe che. pelAne majhA AvatI nathI. eTale eka jhADanA thaDIye eThIMgaNa daIne beThe. saheja uMgha AvI gaI ane meM pahoLuM rahI gayuM. tyAM kALIye kUtare A. kUtarAne svabhAva hoya che ke bahAra game teTalI jagyA hoya te choDIne sArI jagyAe AvIne chAMTaNa chAMTI jAya. A pelA bhAInuM DAcuM paheluM thaI gayuM che. tyAM kUtarAbhAI e chAMTa nAMkhI. pele jAgI gayo ane meM khAruM thaI gayuM. katare te cAlyo gaye. ene khabara nathI ke zuM banyuM? e to ghera AvyuM. nAnabhAI paNa AbhaDIne AvI game che. nhAtA nhAtA moTAbhAIne pUche che bhAI ! tame vyAkhyAnamAM zuM sAMbhaLI AvyA? mArA prabhunI dezanA kevI mIThI che? tyAre pele kahe che ke javA de ne nAma. koNa jANe tArA bhagavAnane te peTamAM duHkhatuM hatuM eTale eya mA oya mA" karIne rADa pADatA hatAM. ane emanI vANI te evI hatI ke tyAM jaIne te mAruM moTuM khAruM khAruM thaI gayuM. (hasAhasa) mANasa vAtane yathArtha rUpe na samaje te AMdhaLe baheruM kuTAI jAya che. nAnabhAI tene samajAve che ke bhAI! tame samajyA nathI. bhagavAnane peTamAM duHkhatuM nahi hoya. e te gautama svAmIne "geyamAM" kahIne be.lAvatA haze.

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paNa tame samajyA nathI. ane tame beThA hatA kyAM? te bhAI kahe che ke jhADanA Teke, ThAka, te te kUtare AvyuM haze, je kAMI karo te badhuM khUba vicAra karIne kare. vyavasthita rIte karo, te ja tamane AnaMda Avaze. je mANasa koI paNa kAryamAM samayasUcakatA na vApare ane vagara vicAryuM kAma kare te moTo anartha thaI jAya che. eka mAravADIne eka ja dikarI che. paiso khUba che. dhAmadhUma karIne dikarIne paraNavI. paraNAvyA pachI dikarIne jhIyANuM karavAno samaya AvyuM. mAravADI zeTha vicAra kare che ke mAre paisA khUba che. dikarIne sArI rIte jhIyA karUM, kAraNa ke huM marI jaIza pachI mAro pise ke jANe kaNa laI jaze? enA karatAM mArA hAthe ja dikarIne ApI dauM. dikarIne jhIyANumAM rUA. 7000ne kariyAvara karyo, jAtajAtanAM kapaDAM ne dAgInA ApyA che. pelA mAravADI zeThane vicAra thaye ke have mArI umara thaI gaI che. dikarIne badhuM ja ApyuM, paNa e dikarI vidhavA thaze tyAre ene vahevAra koNa karaze? mATe lAva bhege e kariyAvara karI dauM. bAI vidhavA thAya ane je cIje joIe te paNa bhegI mUkI dIdhI. A dikarIne khabara nathI. e te jhIyANuM laIne sAsare AvI. meTA lekane ghera badhA jevA khUba Ave che. vahu jhIyANAmAM zuM lAvI che? vahunA eka eka kapaDAM ne dAgInA eka ekathI caDhe tevA che. te joIne sagAvahAlAM Azcarya pAme che. zuM vahu kariyAvara lAvI che! TUMkamAMthI kapaDAM kADhatAM hatAM nIcethI kALe sADale ne kALuM blAujha nIkaLyuM. A joIne sAsariyA pUche che vahu A zuM ? AvA roganA kapaDAM kema lAvyAM che? vahu kahe che mane kAMI khabara nathI. dikarI kAgaLa lakhAvIne pUchAve che ke bApujI! Ape badhA kariyAvara sAthe karyo che. paNa aMdara kALA sADalA kema mUkyA che? tyAre A buddhine bede bApa lakhe che. dikarI! tuM raDe tyAre mArI hayAtI hoya ke na hoya pachI A vyavahAra keNa kare? mATe meM e kALAM kapaDAM mUkyA che. (hasAhasa) nAno bALa jamAI che tene mATe AvuM ciMtave tyAre krodha Ave ke na Ave? sAta hajAranA kariyAvara upara pANI pharI vaLyuM. jJAnI puruSe kahe che game teTalI sAdhanA kare paNa je vivekapUrvaka nahi karate tamArI badhI karaNI upara pANI pharI vaLaze. mATe je kare te samajI-vicArIne kare. A be kumArone janmane Dara lAge che. have AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. za, 23

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vyAkhyAna.naM. 25 zrAvaNa suda 10 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 9-8-70 - vikInAtha zAsakAra bhagavaMta prabhu mahAvIra svAmInI aMtima vANI tenuM nAma hila. cAra mULa sUtramAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAlI rahyo che. temAM bhRgu purohitanA be putra devabhadra ane yazobhadra jemane janmane bhaya lAge che. jene janmane bhaya lAge che te bhayane dUra karavAno prayatna kare che. paNa jene bhaya lAgatuM ja nathI te bhaya maTADavAno prayatna paNa kayAMthI karI zake? AcAraMga sUtramAM bhAvate kahyuM che ke - "jarA maccu vaso vaNIe nare sayayaM mUDhe dhammaM naabhijaannaai|" jaza ane maraNanI jALamAM phasAyele mUDha mANasa dharmane samajAtuM nathI. baMdhuo! jema jema divaso vyatIta thAya che tema tema ApaNe jarA ane mRtyunI najIka jaI rahyAM chIe. AyuSya pUrNa thaye IcchAe ke enicchAe A duniyAmAMthI vidAya thavuM paDaze. e vAta nakkI che. emAM mInamekha thavAnuM nathI. moha mAyA ane mamatAnI AMdhImAM aTavAyelo jIva e vicAra kare che ke mAre A kAma karavAnuM rahI gayuM, te karavAnuM bAkI che. kyAre pUrNa thaze ema niraMtara ciMtA karyA kare che. paNa pitAne mATe je dharmakArya karavAnuM che tenI tene koI divasa ciMtA thatI nathI. dharmakAryamAM tame bedarakAra rahe che, thAya te bhale, na thAya te paNa bhale, paisA kamAvavAmAM, saMsAra vyavahAranA kAya mAM jarA paNa bedarakArI nathI thatI e ja mehanI AMdhI che. paNa vicAra kare. tamArI sAme kALa rUpI vikarALa vAgha meM phADIne ubhe che. tamArI IcchA nahi heya te paNa te tenA mukhamAM haDaselI laI leze. "jAne me varAnaM me, kAyA ne vadhu vaLe 1 iti me ma kurvANaM, kAla vRkSo hanti puruSAjam // A anna-pANI, vastra, patni, mitro, baMdhuo badhuM ja mAruM che. A pramANe huM ane mAruM mAruM karatAM manuSya rUpI bakarA upara kALa rUpI siMha AkramaNa karIne pakaDI le che. pachI huM ane mAruM bolavAnuM baMdha thaI jAya che. paNa A ajJAnI jIva cetate nathI.

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17 saMsAramAM ekeka AtmAo ajJAnamAM aTavAyelA che. kAraNa ke pitAnA svajanene najare maratAM dekhe che. ane jANe paNa che ke A pRthvI upara Aja sudhI sadAne mATe koI amara rahyo nathI. sau koIne javAnuM che te nakkI che, chatAM paNa sAvadhAna thatA nathI. pitAnAM svajana ke priyajananuM mRtyu thAya tyAre mANasa tenI pAchaLa gure che, raDe che, mAthA pheDe che ane zaka kare che. tyAre jJAnIo kahe che ke he mUDha! tuM bIjAne mATe ATale zeka kare che. paNa pitAne tuM bhUlI gayo che. " mriyamANaM mRtaM bandhu, zocanti paridevinaH / AtmAnaM nAnu zocanti, kAlena kabalIkRtam // " kALanI kALI bhayAnaka chAyA tArI sAme chAI rahI che. tArA jIvananI eka paLa ochI thaI rahI che. te bIjAne mATe rAI rahe che ane potAne mATe upekSA kare che. devAnupriye ! A jagatamAM mamatAnuM baMdhana e majabUta baMdhana che. masatA je. sarva duHkhenI jaDa che. mamatAne kAraNe ja jIva duHkhI thAya che. tame ahIM beThA che ane kaI cheka raDI rahyo che. tamArA kAne avAja AvyuM ane lAgyuM ke mAre ja cheka raDe che. paNa sAmAyika che eTale jaI zakatA nathI. paNa dilamAM duHkha thAya che. tyAM bIjI ja kSaNe khabara paDe ke bhAI! e te tamAro dikare nathI, e to mArA keIne che. tyAM tamAruM du:kha cAlyuM gayuM. keI mANasanuM khisuM kapAyuM ane hajAra rUpiyAnuM pAkITa gayuM. evI tamane khabara paDe te kaMI duHkha thAya? "nA." paNa e ja ThekANe tamArA khissAmAMthI sanI noTa paDI gaI to ? (sabhA :- tyAM te dukha thAya ? ne !) zA mATe? tyAM mArApaNuM mAnyuM che. mArApaNuM che tyAM ja duHkha che. tamArA koI sagAMne kensaranuM bhayaMkara daI thayuM to tamane duHkha thaze. tyAM tame kaheze ke joIne anukaMpA Ave che. anukaMpA e zrAvakane dharma che paNa jene tame oLakhatA nathI e mANasa bhayaMkara dardathI gherAI gayuM hoya tene joIne anukaMpa Ave che ne anukaMpA tamArA dilamAM vasI hoya te dareka prANIone mATe anukaMpA devI joI ne? tyAM te tamAruM rUMvADuM ya pharakatuM nathI. anukaMpa sarva jI para hovI joIe. meghakumAranA jIve hAthInA bhAvamAM sasalArI dayA pALI hatI. AkhA jagalamAM dAvAnaLa saLagI uThaye. tyAM Aga na hatI te jagyAmAM badhA ja bharAI gayA. hAthIe khaNa AvavAthI paga UMce karyo. tyAM sasaluM. AvIne besI gayuM. hAthIe vicAryuM. e bicAruM ahIM AvavAnI AzAthI AvyuM che. ne paga mUkIza to bicAru marI jaze. enA upara anukaMpA karI paga addhara rAkhe. jyAre dAvAnaLa olavAI gaye ane sau prANIo svasthAnake cAlyA gayA tyAre hAthIe

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paga nIce mUko. page kaLa caDhI javAthI tamArI khAIne maraNa pAmyo. pitAnA prANano bhege paNa bIjAnuM rakSaNa karyuM. AnuM nAma anukaMpA. ahIM mamatA na hatI tame ja pratikramaNamAM bole che. rAmemi sadave nIvA, have navA vi maMtu che, .. | . * mitti savvamukSu, vera ma ra La che " tame jyAre A belI rahyA che te vakhate tamAre kaTTo zatru-jene jotAM tamArA aMgamAM krodha vyApI jAya che. e mANasa vicAra kare ke atyAre A sUtra lalakAre che mATe ene have mArI sAthenuM vera cAlyuM gayuM haze. jarA jeuM te khare ! eTale e AvIne eka heja tamane cUMTI bhare ane tamane kaMI na thAya te samajaje ke huM sAcuM bolI rahyo chuM. paNa je e duzmanane joI tamane dveSa thate heya-krodhanI javALAo bhabhUkI uThatI hoya te A haiyAmAMthI belAtuM nathI, paNa heThamAMthI belAI rahyuM che. huM ane tame tyAM sudhI hoThethI bolyA karazuM tyAM sudhI kalyANa thavAnuM nathI. vera-jhera-ISya thavAnuM je kaI kAraNa hoya te te mamatA che. jyAM sudhI mamatA maraze nahi tyAM sudhI samatA AvavI muzkela che. bhagu purohita ane yazAbhAryAne enA putra pratye khUba mamatA che. dareka mAtApitAone pitAnA saMtAne vahAlA hoya che. tame tamArA saMtAnanuM pAlana poSaNa kare che temAM tamane AzA che ke chokarA moTA thaze te tamane kamAIne khavaDAvaze, paNa pazuone saMtAna kamAIne theMDA khavaDAvavAnA che! chatAM paNa ekabIjAne kevI mamatA hoya che. eka vAMdarI pitAnAM baccAMne keTe vaLagADIne phare che. caklA cakalI paNa caNa lAvIne enA baccAnI cAMcamAM mUke che. eka zerInuM kUtarUM bIjI zerImAM Ave to ene pIMkhI nAMkhe paNa pitAnAM baccAMne kAMI thoDuM bhase che ! tamane tamArA dikarA raLIne khavaDAve eTale mamatA heya paNa A pazune paNa keTalI mamatA che! e ja dikarA paraNIne judA thayAM tyAM tamArI mamatAnA kinArA tUTI jaze. A tamAre saMsAra. amAre ne tamAre kaI divasa bane ja nahi. tamArI bhAvanA judI ane amArI bhAvanA judI. tamane jeTalI mamatA eTalI sAdhune samatA. tamArA dikarA judA ne mahAvIranA putra judA. saMte saMyama laIne ekaja bhAvanA bhAve che ke he prabhu! "chelalA zvAsa sudhI niraMtara rahe A saMyamI bhAvanA, ' AdhyAtmika sthitimAM vahe muja ure kalyANanI sAdhanA A kALa bhale vipada zIra paDe nA duHkha ke vAsanA, thAne prApta sudharma aMta samaye, eke bIjI Aza nA."

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1ve "mArI upara game teTalI vipattionAM vAdaLAM utarI paDe, mane game teTalAM kaSTa paDe, mRtyu kAle AvatuM hoya te bhale Aje AvI jAya paNa mArI A saMyamanI bhAvanA aMta samaya sudhI TakI rahe. A dhamanI bhAvanA TakI rahe. bIju mAre kaMI ja joItuM nathI. siMhanI peThe saMyama lIdhe che te siMha jevo thaIne ja tenuM pAlana karuM. "vairAgI kevA hoya che!" ThANuga sUtramAM cabhaMgI batAvI che. ekeka cha siMhanI peThe saMyama laIne siMhanI jema pALe che. bIjA prakAranA cha siMhanI peThe saMyama laIne ziyALa jevA banIne pALe che. trIjA prakAranA ja letI vakhate ziyALa jevA hoya che paNa pALatI vakhate siMhanI jema zUravIra banIne pALe che. cothA prakAranA saMyama letI vakhate ziyALa jevA hoya che ane pAlana karavAmAM paNa ziyALa jevA hoya che. jyAre saMtAno saMyama levA UThe che tyAre mAtA-pitAe temane rokavA mATe thAya teTalA vAnA kare che. paNa jyAre ene rokavA samartha nathI banatA tyAre aMte te ema ja kahe che ke beTA ! siMhanI peThe saMyama le che to siMha je bahAdura banIne pALaje. mane revaDAvI che paNa have bIjI mAtAne na rovaDAvIza. je sAdhyanI siddhi karavA saMyama le che te sAdhyanI sAdhanA karI leje eTale pharIne bhavamAM bhamavuM na paDe. AvA siddhAMtamAM kaMIka dAkhalA che. be bALakane paNa janma pharIne na levuM paDe e vega upaDe che. mAtAne bhaya lAge che ke mArA dikarA zuM karaze? tamane paNa bhaya te lAge che hai? tame raste cAlyA jatAM ho te vakhate je tamArI pAse mAla-milkata hoya te te khUba bhaya rahe. coralUMTArA na maLI jAya te mATe keTalAM sAvaceta rahe. rAtre sUI jAva tyAre paNa kahIne sUI jAva ke bAraNAM barAbara baMdha karI deje. khullAM na rahI jAya. paNa amArA bAraNAM baMdha hoya ke khullA hAya, amane jarA paNa bhaya na lAge. kAraNa! bhaya choDIne nIkaLyA chIe. A be bALako tenI mAtAne kahe che he mAtA ! tuM jene bhaya mAne che e bhaya amane nathI. amane traNa jAtane bhaya che. "gArU - -maju mA" sauthI prathama bhaya che jAI- janmane. je janme che tene ja jarAvasthA Ave che. mAnI lo ke ghaDapaNa na AvyuM, yuvAnImAM ja maraNa pAmyA te paNa maraNane bhaya te ubhe ja che ne? jene janma che tene ja vRddhAvasthA Ave che, tene ja mRtyu Ave che. mATe amAre to mokSanA sukhaDAM meLavavA che. have janma le nathI. janma ane maraNanAM duHkha veThIne have te trAsI gayA chIe. Aje te kaMika e prazna paNa kare che ke mekSamAM jaIne karavAnuM zuM ? tyAM nahi haravApharavAnuM, nahi sArA kapaDAM paheravAnAM, erakaMDIzana rUma paNa tyAM nahi maLe, nATaka-sinemA jevAnA paNa na maLe. are bhAI! siddhanA sukhanuM varNana na ja karI zakAya.

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182 "mA nakSa vijJarU" A jagatamAM evI koI vastu ja nathI ke jene siddhanAM sukhenI upamA ApI zakAya. traNe jagatanuM nATaka tyAM beThA beThA joI zakAya. e sukha te anubhave ja khabara paDe. e muktinA mahAna sukha mahApurUSoe meLavyAM che. ApaNe paNa meLavavA che paNa mamatA mUkAtI nathI. mamatAnA baMdhana tUTe te ApameLe mukti maLe. A saMsAramAM rahIne ApaNe e ja bhAvanA bhAvavAnI che ke A jagatamAM kaI mAruM nathI. huM paNa keIne nathI. AvI vItarAganI mastI jIvanamAM AvI jaze te ISTane viga ane aniSTane saMga paNa tamane duHkhI banAvI zakaze nahi. "garIbanI hAlata kevI che" - - eka mANasanA mAthe khUba ja karaja vadhI gayuM. tenA ghara-bAra vecAI gayA. patnInA dAgInA paNa vecAI gayAM. khAvAnA sAMsA paDavA lAgyA. khUba duHkhI duHkhI thaI gaye che. tyAre enI patnIne kahe che, A gAmamAM mAre mATe koI sthAna nathI. huM ApaghAta karIne marI jAuM, kAM te paradeza cA jAuM. enI patnI garbhavaMtI hatI eTale kahe che ke tene A sthitimAM mArAthI mUkIne javAya nahi, paNa have huM ahIM rahI zake tema nathI. tyAre patnI kahe che : svAmInAtha, tame ApaghAta kare te pharIne ApaNe maLI na zakIe paNa je tame bahAragAma jAva te kaIka vakhate ApaNe maLI zakIzuM. ahIM eka vAta samajavA jevI che. tamArA saMtAnone vairAgya Ave ane dIkSA Apaze te tame tenA darzane jaze, tenI pAse besaze ane dharmanA be bela tenA mukhethI sAMbhaLaze. paNa je AyuSya pUrNa thaye paralekamAM cAlyA jaze te pharIne enuM mituM joI zakaze kharA ? paNa kahevata che ne ke - jamane devAya paNa jatIne na devAya" patnInA kahevAthI pele mANasa paradeza javA ravAnA thaye. kayAre mANasane puNyanuM pAMdaDuM kare che te ApaNe jANI zakatAM nathI. A devAdAra mANasane pApakamane udaya thaye paNa e paradezamAM gayA ane tyAM tene sArA mANasone sAtha maLI gayo. ane sAmethI pitAnI dukAnamAM laIne ane pahelethI ja ene cAra AnI bhAganAkhe. puNyanI lIlA judI che. dhIme dhIme ene bhAgyane sitAre caDhate gaye. bIjI tarapha pitAnA dezathI patra AvyuM ke temanA dharmapatnIe putra ratnane janma Ape che. haju putrane te teNe je paNa nathI. te paNa tene putra pratyene meha jA. bhAgya paNuM jeramAM che. vepAramAM lAkho rUpiyA kamAvA mAMDayA che. jyAre puNyane udaya thAya che tyAre garIbamAM garIba hAlatamAM pharate mANasa kADAdhipati banI jAya che. tenA pahelAM enI pAse phATayA tUTayAM kapaDAM paNa na hatA. atyAre rezamI kapaDAM paheravA maLe che. pahelA ghAsanA jhUMpaDAmAM rahetuM hatuM. keI

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13 tenI khabara lenAra paNa na hatuM. te mANasa puNyane udaya thatAM sAta mALanAM mATe lamAM mahAle che. tenI sevAmAM kare hAjara hoya che. nItikAre kahyuM che ke - liyAzvaritraM puruSasya bhAgya, devo na jAnAti kuto manuSyaH / ... strIonuM caritra ane purUSanuM bhAgya A be cIjane deve paNa jANI zakatA nathI, te sAdhAraNa manuSya te kaI rIte jANI zake? A bhAIne dikaro be varSa thayA che. patnI avAranavAra pitAnA ane putranA kuzaLa samAcAra mokalyA kare che. A bhAI paNa pAMca sAta lAkha rUpiyA kamAI gA che. paNa kudaratane e niyama che ke jema lAbha maLatuM jAya che tema lobha vadhatuM jAya che. bhAI te have sAmAnya maTI moTo zeTha banI gayA che. A tarapha dhana maLyuM. bIjI tarapha putranI prApti thaI have ene kaI ciMtA na rahI. mANasane keI jAtanI ciMtA na rahe tyAre zarIra paNa puSTa bane che. divaso jatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. ene putra bAra-tera varSano thayo che. have patnInA uparAuparI patro Ave che. svAmInAtha! have Apane gayAne ghaNe samaya thaI gaye. ApaNe lADIle putra paNa have moTe thaye che. tame enuM mukha paNa haju joyuM nathI. ApaNe be ane trIjo putra che. have konA mATe vadhu kamAvuM che? tame jaldI dezamAM padhAro. A bhAI paNa patra lakhe. che ke have thoDA ja samayamAM AvIza. ema karatAM karatAM bIjA be varSa kADhI nAMkhyA. chevaTe patnIne khUba ja Agraha bharyo patra AvavAthI bhAI dezamAM AvavA taiyAra thayAM. daza lAkhanI kamANI karI lIdhI che. dezamAM patra lakhI nAMkhe ke phalANI tArIkhe phalANI TreInamAM huM AvuM chuM. pitAne maLavAnI utkaMThA : patine patra AvavAthI patnInA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. tenA putrane kahyuM beTA ! tArA pitAjI AvavAnA che. tyAre bALaka kahe che bA, mArA bApujI Ave che te huM temane levA mATe be gAma AgaLa sAme jaIza. mAtA kahe che beTA! te te tArA bApujIne joyA paNa nathI. temane kevI rIte oLakhIza? are! bApujIne patra sAthe laIne jaIza, putranI javAnI khUba IcchA jaI mAe hA pADI. enA bApujIne AvavAne divasa Avyo eTale A chokaro kAgaLa laIne gharethI nIkaLe. ane sAme gAma jaI sTezana paranI dharmazALAmAM utaravA mATe rUma zodhavA lAgyuM. sArI rUma badhI bharAI gaI che. eka nAnakaDI rUma khAlI hatI. te rUmanuM bhADuM bharIne teNe pitAne sAmAna rUmamAM mUkyuM. have tenA pitAjInA AvavAnI rAha joI rahyo che. badhI rUmamAM tapAsa kare che ke AmAM kaI enA pitAjI che? paNa enA pitAjI haju AvyA nathI. bIje divase

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14 savAra paDI. nava vAgyAnA samaya che. dhama zALAnI sAme eka meTara AvIne ubhI rahI, temAMthI eka zeTha utaryAM. dhananA nazA :- dharmAMzALAnA paTAvALAnI eraDI pAse AvIne sAmAna mUkA ane kahevA lAgyA ke rUmanu bhADu' zu che ? tA kahe che dararAjanA eka AA. tyAre A zeThe eka rUpiyA paTAvALAne ApI dIdhA. paTAvALA rUma zeAdhe che, paNa ceAgAnuyAga evA anI gayA ke eka paNa rUma khAlI nathI. Akhare paTAvALA pelA zakaza je rUmamAM utaryuM che tyAM AnyA. A bALakane ekaleA joI ne vicAra karyAM ke A rUma khAlI karAvu. kAraNa ke zeThe eka AnAne badale eka rUpiyA ApyA hatA. eTale zeTha tA ene bhagavAna jevA vahAlA lAgyA hatA, have zeThane kAIpaNa rIte rUma tA ApavI ja joIe eTale A chekarAne kahe che, tuM A rUma atyAre ne atyAre khAlI karI de. tu' jeTalA vakhata rahyo te maktamAM rahyo. te bhADAnA eka AnA bharyAM hai te tane pAchA ApI daIza. chokarA paNa teja magajanA hatA. te rAthI kahevA lAgyA. tame game tema karo paNa huM' A rUma kAI hisAbe khAlI nahi karu. zuM meM bhADuM nathI ApyuM? zA mATe mane khAlI karAvA che ? jo nhAtA rAkhavA tA pahelethI ja nA pADavI hatI ne ? Akhare paTAvALA thAkayA. e zeTha pAse AvIne kahevA lAgyA ke pelI rUmamAM eka ja chekarA che. ene me' khUba samajAnyA paNa rUma khAlI karatA nathI. khUba mAjI che. Apa jaine ene samajAvo. zeThe enA nAkarAne hukama kayeryAM ke tame jaIne ene samajAve. jo samaje teA ThIka che. jo rUma khAlI na kare te sAmAna uThAvIne rUmanI bahAra phekI devA ane sAmAna bahAra kADhI rUma khAlI karAveA. baMdhue ! lakSmI AvavAthI mANasa akakaDa ane che. paisAnA mamAM mANasa nItine bhUvI jAya che. hRdaya vajA jevuM kaThora khanI jAya che. 66 mAyA dulattI kahI, Ata jAta hai lAtA AtAM deve pITha para jAtAM chAtI lAta // dd dAlata manuSyane gadheDAnI jema e lAtA mAre che. jenuM nAma ja do....lata, je e lAta mAre che. lakSmI Ave che tyAre vAMsAmAM evI lAta mAre che ke manuSyanI chAtI AgaLa paDatI nIkaLe che. eTale dhanavAnA chAtI phulAvIne cAlatA hoya che. ane jyAre jAya che tyAre kulelI chAtI upara lAta mAre che eTale e vAMkI cAle che. A tA tame pratyakSa jue che ne ? chatAM paNa lakSmI maLe che tyAre kevA pAvara Ave che ! basa, mArA jevA duniyAmAM kANu zrImata che ? basa, have mane kANu kahenAra che ? A lakSmI badhI mArI ja che, paNa bhAI ! lakSmI tA vezyA jevI che. e mANasane mUkha anAvI de che,

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kharuM pUcha te lakSamI eka prakAranI bimArI che. bimArI te zarIramAM ochuM nukazAna kare che paNa lahamInI bimArI te mANasanA AkhA zarIrane bekAra banAvI de che. lakSamInA prabhAvathI mANasanA kAna baherA banI jAya che. dhanavAnAM hRdaya eTalAM kaThora banI jAya che ke kaI garIba mANasanI dayAjanaka sthiti joIne paNa tenuM haiyuM pIgaLatuM nathI. garInA rUdanane avAja paNa tenA kAnamAM praveza karI zakatuM nathI. dhanavAne potAne mATe pANInI jema paisA vApare che. paNa garIbane mATe pAI paNa kharca nathI. A zeThanI hAlatane ja vicAra kare. enA pApa karmane udaya thaye te lakSmI cAlI gaI. vaLI puNyane udaya thatAM daza lAkha rUpiyA kamAI gayo. te paNa enAmAM viveka na AvyuM. ene saMpattinI garamI AvI gaI che. eTale teNe A bALakanI hAlata vicAra na karyo. nokarane sIdhe hukama karyo. nekarA chokarAne kahe che bhAI! tuM sIdhI rIte rUma khAlI karI de tyAre chokare zuM kahe che? "meM mutame nahIM ThaharA huM maine kirAyA dIyA hai" atyAre huM rUma khAlI nahi karuM. nekare kahe che tane khabara nathI ke ahIM A zeTha AvyA che. temane mATe rUma joIe che. te chekare kahe che. evA te kaMIka zeTha Ave ne jAya. emAM huM zA mATe rUma khAlI karUM? Akhare chokare na mAne tyAra jabarajastIthI sAmAna bahAra pheMkI dIdhuM. ane zeThane sAmAna aMdara mUkI dIdhuM. - zeThanA nokaroe rUmamAM gAdI-takiyA bichAvI dIdhA. zeTha moTaramAM besIne thAkI gayA hatAM. te ArAma karavA mATe sUI gayAM. A chokare lAcAra banIne rUmanI bahAra, beThe che. paNa enI jIbha baMdha thatI nathI. meM abhI akelA huM IsI kAraNa temane merA sAmAna phrikavAyA hai magara meM bhI dekha lUMgA, dhanakI sArI khumArI na nikAla to kahanAma" A chokaro bele che tyAre nokaro kahe che badamAza! tuM zuM bole che? ema kahI enA gAla upara be - cAra lapaDe lagAvI dIdhI. je have be che te yAda rAkhaje tArA be kAna kApI nAkhIza. A chokarI paNa ema cUpa thAya tema kayAM hato? ene A zeThanI beImAnI para khUba guse Avyo hato eTale e bolyA vinA rahI zakate nahatA. ene mAra mAravAthI khUba duHkha thayuM. aho ! dhanavA kevA kaThora hRdayanA heya che! eka te mane rUmamAMthI bahAra kADhayo ane pAche mane mAre che. ema khUba dukha thayuM. karaNa svare rUdana karato zeThanI AMkha khelAvavA mATe bole che H yAda rakhanA " ne mujhe pITavAyA he para IsakA badalA liye binA nahIM mAnUgA mere pitAjI bhI paradeza se AnevAle hai" A zabdo aMdara sUtelA zeThanA kAne paDyAM. eTale pUche che tArA pitAjI kayAMthI AvavAnA che? emanuM nAma zuM che? kayAMnA rahIza che? tyAre chokare kahe che. mArA pitAjI AvavAnA che ema kahyuM eTale tamane chUra lAgyo ne ? zA. 24

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16 - mere pitAjIka nAma panAlAla zeTha huM, amuka gAMvake rahIza hai, unake Ane cara tuma sabake dekha lUMgA " huM mArA paNAnI mamatA - che. A sAMbhaLIne zeThane cahere badalAI gaye. e samajI gayo ke ene bApa te huM ja chuM. ane A mAre ja putra che. eTale enA hRdayamAM mamatA jAgI. zeTha uThIne rAkarAnI pAse javA lAgyA tyAre cheka hAthamAM paththara laIne zeThane mAravA taiyAra tharyo. tyAre zeTha kahe che beTA ! zAMta thA. krodha na kara, mAruM nAma ja pannAlAla che. huM ja tAre bApa chuM. - premathI chokarAne bAthamAM laI lIdho. paNa cheka kahe che mArA bApujI AvA hAya! bApujI! ThIka thayuM, A te huM ja tamAre dikare nIkaLe. paNa je A jagyAe bIje garIbane nabaLe pica cheka heya te enI zuM dazA thAya? enI tye A ja sthiti karane! A chokarAnI nItiparAyaNatA joI bApanA hadayanuM pari. na thaI gayuM. chokare bApanA caraNamAM namI paDyo. khUba premathI bApa-dikaro bheTI paDayA. have zuM bAkI rahe! zeThe chekarAne hIrA-mANeka ne pannAnA dAgInA paherAvI, rezamI vastro paherAvI pitAnI sAthe gAdI para besADyo. devAnupriya! vicAre te kare. theDIvAra pahelAM kaI sthiti hatI? have zuM sthiti che. A badhuM karAvanAra koNa che! "mamatA." pahelAM pitAne putra mAnyo na hato. have mArApaNuM AvI gayuM. je chokare zeThane tuccha-garIba dekhAte hato te vahAle lAgavA mAMDa. je bApa dikarAne rAkSasa jevA lAgatA hatA te have deva jevA dekhAvA lAgyA. je nokarAe chokarAne mAryo hato te paNa mAphI mAMgavA lAgyA. zeTha kahe che emAM tamAre koI doSa nathI. meM jyAM sudhI ene mAre mAnyuM na hatuM tyAM sudhI badhuM banI gayuM. A-dire nekara-cAkara bhegA thaIne pitAne gAma Ave che ane AkhA kuTuMbamAM amada AnaMda chavAya che. che A badhuM meha ne mamatAnuM nATaka che. jenA upara mamatA thAya che te vastu game che. jenA upara mamatA nathI hotI ene jevuM paNa gamatuM nathI. A bALakane saMsAra uparathI mamatA utarI gaI che. mAtAne bALake pratye khUba mamatA che. AgaLa zuM banaze te vAta avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna......naM. 26 zrAvaNa suda 11 ne budhavAra tA. 12-8-70 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtAe ane bahenA ! triaAkInAtha, vizvavanIya, sarvajJa bhagavaMte kevaLajJAna ane kevaLardezana prApta karyAM pachI ja jagatanA jIvAne upadeza ApyA che. sarvajJa bhagavaMtA traNe kALa ane traNe bhuvananI vAta jANI dekhI zake che. temanAthI eka paNa vAta chAnI rahetI nathI. khatrIsa sUtramAM, uttarAdhyayana sUtra mULa sUtra che. temAM sauthI prathama prabhue batAvyu che ke dhama nu mULa vinaya che. je vizeSa prakAre AtmAne zuddhi tarapha laI jAya che, tenuM nAma vinaya che. jo tamArI pAse vinayanI vATa ane jJAnanA prakAza nahi hAya tA jIrNamAM bhayaMkara aMdhakAra vyApI jaze. Aje jyAM ne tyAM azAMti ane ukaLATa DhekhAya che tenu kAraNu vinaye jIvanamAMthI vidAyagIrI lIdhI che. Aje ekeka mAnavImAM vinaya vacce DeAya tA ghara-gharamAM azAMti na DhAya. satra zAMti ja dekhAya. vinayavAna AtmA peAte zAMtithI jIvana jIve che ane enI sAthe rahenAra paNa zAMtinA sudhArasa pIve che. pachI kAI jAtanI azAMti thAya kharI? ahI' uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM bhRgu purAhitanA be putro paNa vinayavAna che, ane putrone saMtanA samAgama thayA. saMtanA samAgamathI ane pUnA saMskArathI temanA jIvanamAM piravata na thaI gayuM. temaNe sa MtAne vinayapUrNAMka vaMdana karyuM. ane satanA upadeza sAMbhaLyeA. jIvanamAM jJAna ke kheAdha kacAre Take che ? jyAre vinaya Ave che tyAre. kadAca tAkAlika jJAna tame meLavI lIdhu haze paNa jo te jJAna vinaya vinA lIdhuM haeNze teA lAMkhe samaya TakI zakaze nahi. vinayapUrvaka lIdheluM jJAna manuSyanA jIvanamAM Take che. jJAna letI vakhate nAnA-meAtAnA bhedabhAva na heAvA joIe. graMthakAranI eka vAta che zreNIka mahArAjAnA eka bagIcA hatA temAM eka AMkhe evA hatA ke je mAre mAsa phaLatA hatA. kAyama tenA upara kerI AvatI hatI. vinayapUrNAMkanu" jJAna paNa sadA phaLa Ape che. e gAmamAM jhADu vALanAra bhagInI strI garbha`vatI hatI. eka vakhata tene kerI khAvAnA dehada utpanna thayA. enA patine kahe che mane kerI lAvI ApA. ne vaizAkha mahinA hoya teA kerI maLe paNa Ase| mahinAmAM kerI kayAMthI maLe? koI hisAbe kerI maLatI nathI. A khAIne kerI khAvAnA DhAda utpanna thayA che. aMdUranI tIvra bhAvanA jAgI che. e mAMga pUrI thatI nathI. eTale mAInu zarIra divase divase sukAvA lAgyuM.

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188 baMdhuo ! tamane aMdarathI tIvra vega kaI divasa upaDe khare? A tapasvIone Ine paNa bhAvanA jAge che ke huM mAsakhamaNa karuM. tamane khAvAne vega UpaDe che, dhaMdhe karavAne vega upaDe che. nANAMnI TaMkazALa paDe te vega upaDe che. paNa haju AtmAnI sanmukha thavAne, mokSa gatinA zAzvata sukha meLavavAne vega haju upaDatuM nathI. e tarapha te haju pagaraNa mAMDyA ja nathI. tamane thaze ke ame roja sAmAyika karIe chIe, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIe chIe ane mahAsatIjI kahe che tame kaMI ja karatA nathI. e kema bane? baMdhuo ! ApaNe mahAna purUSanI sAdhanA AgaLa haju kaI ja karyuM nathI. pramAdanA palaMgamAM mAyAnI cAdara oDhI anAdikALathI ghasaghasATa UMghatA A jIve paDakhuM pheravavA jeTale paNa haju purUSArtha karyo nathI. A bhaMgInI patnIne kerI khAvAne dehale utpanna thaye. tamane te kema na meLavavuM, dhanavAna banuM e dehada thAya che. jyAre AtmAthI jIvone evI bhAvanA thAya che ke he prabhu anAdikALathI A avanI para aMdhAre AthaDI rahyo chuM have - apUrva avasara e kyAre Avaze, kyAre thaIzuM bAhayAMtara nigraMtha je sarva saMbaMdhanuM baMdhana tIkSaNa cheThIne, kyAre vicarazuM mahApurUSane paMtha je. tamane A vAta haiye bese che. tamane evA bhAva Ave che kharA ke mane A avasara kayAre Ave? duniyAmAM badhA ja avasara Ave che. dikarInA lagnanA mAMDavaDA nAMkhavAne avasara Avyo haze, jAna joDI varanA bApa banIne javAne avasara AvyuM haze, navuM makAna baMdhAvI tenuM vAstu karavAno avasara Avyo haze paNa saMsAra tyAgIne sAdhu banavAne avasara nahi Avyo hoya. teno tamane zaka kema nathI thato! pADozInA ghera dikarA ke dikarInA lagnanI dhAmadhUma thatI heya, vAjA vAgatA hoya tyAre jene pADozamAM putra na hoya te AMkhamAMthI AMsu sAre che. aha ! ApaNe ghera saMtAna heta ApaNe ! paNa A lhA laI zakata ne ? ApaNuM bAraNuM ughADuM rahe ane ApaNe vAraso sacavAta. paNa bhAI ! game teTale vAraso sAcavavA jAva chatAM e vAraso kAyama rahevAne nathI. sAco vAro kayo che? AtmAne apUrva amRtarasa cAkhe ane bIjAne cakhADe. e ja AtmAne sAthe vAra che jIve haju apUrvakaraNa karyuM nathI. graMthabheda karyo nathI eTale A vAte gamatI nathI. pUrve koI divasa nahIM Ave, nahIM cAkhele, AsvAda eka vakhata AtmAmAM AvI jAya ke he prabhu! jemaNe ghAtI karma upara ghA karI kamenI graMthone bhedI terame

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189 guNasthAne je saMte vicAre che e huM kyAre banIza? mukta vihArI kyAre banIza? jene saMsAra baMdhanarUpa lAge te zuM kahe che? akaLAyele A Atama kahe che mane mukta bhUmImAM bhamavA de. nA rAga rahe nA TheSa rahe..evI kakSAmAM mane ramavA do. mitrAcArI A tanaDAnI (2) be cAra ghIne camakAre. baMdhana baMdhana tamane A baMdhana haju sAlatuM nathI paNa yAda rAkhajo ke tame tamArA gharanA chAparA cAMdInA banAvI do ane sonAnAM bAraNuM mUkA, ratanajaDita siMhAsane satA ho paNa aMte baMdhana e baMdhana ja che. vana vihArI vRkSanI DALe hiMcanArA popaTane ratnajaDita pAMjarAmAM besI dADamanI kaLIo khavaDAvo paNa ene mana te e baMdhana ja che. ene te svataMtratA ja game che. paNa koI popaTane nAnapaNathI ja pAMjarAmAM pUrI dIdhuM hoya eTale ene pAMjarAmAM rahevAnI ja Adata paDI jAya che. ene pAMjaruM khelIne koI uDADavA prayatna kare te paNa te uDatuM nathI. kadAca uDe te thoDI vAramAM ja pitAnA pAMjarAmAM pesI jAya che. te rIte AtmAne svabhAva te urdhvagamana karavAne che. paNa anAdi kALathI te saMsAranA baMdhane baMdhAyeluM hovAthI ene paNa saMsAra ja game che. gharethI zrAvikA kahe have huM tamArAthI thAkI-tame ghaNe saMsAra bhagavye have sAdhu thaI jAva te sAruM. Ama kahe tyAre ghaDI pUrate vairAgya AvI jAya. paNa ghaDI pachI hatA tevAne tevA. saMsAramAM sukha paDe ke duHkha paDe te ya tamAre mana saMsAra sAkaranA TukaDA je mIThe che. jyAM kSaNamAtranuM sukha nathI. kadAca tamArI daSTie tamane sukha dekhAtuM hoya te paNa te akhaMDa te nahi ja. ane e sukhanI pAchaLa anaMta dukhanI paraMparAo sarjAya che chatAM jIvane rasa kyAM Ave che. tame kayA avasaranI rAha jue che ! kevI bhAvanA bhAve che ! apUrva avasara e kyAre Avaze, kayAre vasAvazuM lADI-vADI ne gADI je, kyAre banIzuM aDadhA DajhananA bApa je...apUrva. bele tamane AnI ja raTaNa hoya ne? (sabhA - hAya ja ne?) hasAhasa). AvI raTaNa rAkhaze te marI jaze. tamane lADI-vADI ne gADI-dikarA mokSa nahi apAve ulaTuM duHkha vadhaze. mATe evI bhAvanA bhAvavA karatAM saMsAranAM baMdhana jaldI kema tUTe evI bhAvanA bhAve. bhagu purohitanA putrane saMsAra e baMdhana lAgyuM che. evA putro mAtA-pitAne kahe che amane janmane bhaya lAgyuM che. janma pachI jarA ane pachI mRtyune bhaya lAgyo

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che. tamane Ane bhaya lAge ja nathI. tame te paramITa laIne AvyA lAge che ke ahIMthI tamAre javAnuM ja nathI. A chokarAo pitAnA mAtA-pitAne vinayapUrvaka samajAvI rahyA che. ahIM pilA bhaMgInI patnIne kerI khAvAnI tIvra IcchA thaI che. paNa kerI maLatI nathI, eTale zarIra hADapIMjara jevuM thaI gayuM che. bhaMgI kerInI khUba tapAsa kare che. kayAMya kerI na maLI tyAre chevaTe vicAra karyo ke zreNIka mahArAjAnA bagIcAmAM be che. aneM tene bAre mAsa kerInA phaLa Ave che. tyAMthI corI karI lAvavI. bhaMgI chAnemane kerI levA mATe bagIcAmAM gaye. A ghaNe ja uMce che. kerI meLavavI muzkela che. A bhaMgIne vidyA AvaDatI hatI. tenA baLe teNe AMbAnI DALa nIcI namAvI ane eka kerI lIdhI. ane tenI patnIne dehada pUrNa karyo. paNa e bhaMgIne kerIne e svAda lAge ke dararoja chAne mAne eka eka kerI laI javA maMDe. A te eka ja AMbe che. ane ketunA phaLa te ochA ja Ave ne? eTale roja ekeka karI ochI thAya eTale khabara paDayA vinA rahe nahi. nekaree eka mahArAjAne phAida karI ke ApaNuM bagIcAmAM koI cera haLI gayo che. ane te dararoja eka eka kerI laI jAya che. khUba tapAsa karI. paNa kaI rIte cera pakaDAtuM nathI. - 1 zreNIka rAjA vicAra kare che ke jyAM mArI hAka vAgatI hoya tyAM e koNa 'zarIra jAge che ke mArA AMbAnI kerI upADI jAya che! game tema karIne ene pakaDa. khUba yuktipUrvaka cara pakaDe. ene joI rAjAne e krodha AvyuM ke orDara ApI dIdhuM ke Ane phAMsIe caDhAvI de. paNa zreNaka rAjAne putra ane bIjI taraphathI pradhAna e abhayakumAra bahu buddhizALI hato. e ahiMsAne pUjArI hato jenI rageragamAM dayA bharI hatI. enuM haiyuM kaMpI uThayuM. ahe! A cere ratna-mANeka ke dhananI corI nathI karI. phakta eka kerInI cerI karI che. ene AvI kaDaka zikSA? A bicAro A manuSya janma hArI jaze! game tema thAya. koI paNa yuktithI Ane bacAvI le. Ama vicAra karI zreNIka mahArAjAne kahe che bApujI! ANe cerI karI che te sAcI che. paNa ene phAMsInI zikSA thAya evI corI karI nathI. chatAM Apane yogya lAge te sAcuM. paNa huM Apane eTaluM ja kahuM chuM ke AMbAnuM jhADa khUba UMcuM che. te ANe kevI rIte karI lIdhI. ene pUcho te kharA. rAjAne te krodha samAtuM nathI. eTale abhayakumArane kahe che tuM pUchI je. cerane pUchatAM khabara paDI ke e kaMI AMbAnI upara caDhate na hate. athavA te sIDI AdinI sahAya paNa letuM na hatuM. paNa enI pAse evI vidyA hatI ke tenAthI e DALI nIcI namAvIne kerI laI lete hate. abhayakumAra kahe che bApujI! ene tame phAMsIe caDhAvI deze te enI vidyA te enI

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lA pAse rahI jaze. ene upayoga bIjA keI nahIM karI zake. A vidyA Apane zIkhI levA jevI nathI lAgatI? game tyAre vidyA te kAma Ave. mATe Apa ene phAMsoe caDAvatAM pahelAM enI pAsethI vidyA zIkhI le. eNaka mahArAjAne A vAta gaLe utarI. zajIne pradhAna sAre hoya te rAjyanI zobhA vadhAre. anIti karatAM rAjAne bacAvI le pUrva pradhAna sAre na hoya te rAjyanuM taMtra bagaDI jAya. rAjA sAro hoya te paNa tene avaLe pATe caDhAvI che. A abhayakumAra te catura vaNika hatA. valI gerabe dhamane vAsa hato. pachI pUchavuM ja zuM? - zreNIka rAjA vidyA zIkhavA beThA. rAjA siMhAsane beThA ane bhaMgI no eka bhaMgI vidyAne maMtra zIkhave che paNa rAjAne te AvaDatuM nathI tyAre abhayakumAra kahe che bApujI? kSamA karaje. paNa Apane eka vAta pUchuM chuM ke ApaNe jenI pAsethI jJAne laIe te kaNa kahevAya! je jJAna Ape te ApaNA gurU kahevAya. e gurU nAnA hoya ke moTA hoya. brAhmaNa hoya ke bhaMgI hoya paNa jJAna meLavatI vakhate e ghamaMDa na rAkhavo joIe ke huM moTe rAjA chuM. jJAna letI vakhate namra banI javuM joIe. jJAna e te cakSu samAna che. ApaNuM rAjakeTa kSetramAM ane vaDiyAmAM vasaMtakumAra tathA rezanalAlajI be paMDitajI che. baMne bhAIo zAsananA sAcA ratna che. jeo potAnuM lehI reDIne saMta-satIjI, ene ane bhaviSyamAM dIkSA lenAra vairAgIone keTalA khaMtathI bhaNAve che. jJAnanuM dAna kare che. Aje rAjakoTamAM ne vaDiyAmAM tenuM vadhu AvAgamana thatuM hoya te te banne bhAIone AbhArI che. sau jJAna levA mATe deDIne Ave che. paMDitajIne paNa evI hoMza che ke amArA zAsananA saMte jJAna bhaNIne zAsanane kema zobhAve! emane kaMI kalAkane hisAba nathI. bIjA paMDito bhaNave paNa e kevala nekarI ja karatAM hoya. paNa A to aMtaranA umaMgathI bhaNAve che. vaLI kAyama mATe ja saMsthA che. eTale saMtane pitAnA nimitte paMDitajI rAkhavAne deza paNa na lAge. - TUMkamAM vidyA dAna denAra gurUno vinaya karavuM joIe. zreNIka rAjAne pitAnI bhUla samajAI. pite siMhAsanethI nIce utarI gayA ane bhaMgIne siMhAsane besADyo have rAha vidyA zIkhavA beThA. tyAM traNa ja vAra maMtra bolyA ane rAjAne AvaDI gaye. rANA kAma patI gayuM. vidyA AvaDI gaI. eTale kahe che ene phAMsIe caDhAvI de. abhaya kahe che bApujI! jeNe ApaNane jJAna ApyuM te gurU kahevAya. have gurUne phAMsI devAya ke dakSiNA devAya! tyAM zreNIka rAjA kahe che abhaya! mArI bhUla thaI. ene have phAMsI devAya ja nahi. ene dakSiNAmAM pAMca gAma ApI do, bhaMgInuM jiMdagInuM daridra TaLI gayuM. A raste

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19 , koNe kADho ! vicAro. baMdhuo ! tamane paNa buddhi maLI che ane abhayakumArane paNa buddhi maLI hatI. have tame buddhine upara AvI rIte karatA haze ne! tame besatA varSe paDAmAM lakhI dezo ke buddhi maLe te abhayakumAranI maLaze. paNa tamAruM hRdaya abhayakumAra jevuM che? e pahelAM tapAsI lejo ane pachI mAMgaNI karaje. kahevAne Azaya e che ke vinaya hoya te ja mANasa jJAna meLavI zake che, jJAna e ja mANasane unnatinA zikhare laI janAra che. mATe vinaya e dharmanuM mULa che. A be kumAre enA mAtA-pitAne kahe che he mAtA ! amane jarA-vRddhAvasthA rUpI rAkSasIne bhaya lAge che. vRddhAvasthAmAM kevI dazA thAya che? kevAM kevAM dukhe veThavA paDe che! mane ane tamane haju pUruM ghaDapaNa AvyuM nathI eTale parAdhInatAnI zuM khabara paDe? jene ghaDapaNe gheryA che temane pUchI juo ke temanI kevI dazA che ! eka kavie kalpanA karIne lakhyuM che ke ghaDapaNa reve che. ghaDapaNa revA beThuM re... ghaDapaNa revAne beThuM. keza kahe meM kalara badalya, nayana kahe nUra khAyuM kAna kahe mArI kiMmata thaI aDadhI duHkhaDA keTalA veThuM.. ghaDapaNa rovA beThuM re... e ghaDapaNa kahe che mArI vItaka zuM kahuM? mArA mAthe vALa dheLAM thaI gayA. kAne 53 saMbhaLAtuM nathI. AMkhanA teja cAlyA gayAM. badhA gAtre DhIlAM thaI gayAM. gharanAM mane koI pUchatAM paNa nathI. AkhuM zarIra jANe pUje che. pahelAM be page cAlatuM hatuM have te trIjA pagarUpI lAkaDIne sahAre levo paDe che. keDamAMthI vAMke vaLI gaye chuM. bhAvanA zatakamAM pU0 ratnacaMdrajI mahArAje paNa ghaDapaNa viSe kahyuM che ke - jisakA tana ati jIrNa huA hai, Dagamaga Dagamaga calatA hai, cAra kadama calane para hI je, kaMpa kara gIra paDatA hai use dekha leMsa rahA yuvaka ko, yauvanakA ye caDhA nazA, jAne ke hai vahI javAnI, terI hegI yahI dazA. che vRddha mANasa lAkaDInA Teke cAlatuM hoya, cAra pAMca kadama cAle tyAM gabaDI paDe che. A vRddhAvasthAnuM dazya joI jemane yuvAnInuM jema che tevA yuvAne hase che. vRddhanI majAka uDAve che. e vRddhane vAMkA vAMkA cAlatAM joIne pUche che he bApA! tamAruM zuM chavAI gayuM che ke tame vAMkA vAMkA zodhI rahayA che ! tyAre e vRddha zuM kahe che. jarA daNDa prahAreNa bhagna kaTi mayA kRtam gataM me yauvana ratnaM, pazyAmi ca pade pade //

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jarA rUpI daDanA prahArathI mArI keDA bhAMgI gaI che. ane mArUM yauvana rUpI ratna khAvAI gayuM che. tene huM zeAdhI rahyo chuM. paNa he yuvAna ! yuvAnInA nazAmAM amArI vRddhonI mazkarI kare che. paNa tArI yuvAnI cAra divasanA camakArA jevI che. yAda rAkhe, tamArI paNa eka divasa AnAthI khUrI dazA thaze. devAnupriyA ! ghaDapaNanAM duHkhA bhayaMkara che. jaTharAgni maMda paDI jaze pachI pUruM khAI paNa nahI zakeA. gharamAMthI badhA dhakkA mAraze. koi khakhara paNa leze nahi. amArA gharamAM sa`ta jema vRddha thAya, dIkSA paryAya vadhe tema caiAgyatA vadhe. ane tamAre tyAM gharaDA thAya tema mAna ghaTe. mAre tamArI kiMmata ghaTADavI na hoya teA tame bahAdura banIne amArA gharamAM AvI jAva. A mane kumAra kahe che mAtA !ghaDapaNamAM AvA kaSTA veThavA paDe che. mATe jyAM sudhI A jarA rUpI rAkSasIe amArA pIae karyAM nathI, zarIramAM eka paNa Dega AvyeA nathI. amArI eka paNa Indriya hIna thaI nathI tyAM sudhI amane amArI Atma sAdhanA sAdhI levA de. haju paNa A be kumAra enI mAtAne zu samajAvaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vighullatA caritra :- mAtapitAnA karUNlR vilApa khaMdhue ! A saMsAranu' sukha kevuM kSaNika che. je gharamAM AnaMdanI umie hileALA mAratI hatI te ja gharamAM e AnaMdane ThekANe udAsInatA chavAI gaI. mATe ja jJAnIe kahe che ke-- " sa'sAre saghaLu dIse, kAcA raMga samAna, vadhu sukha te te vadhu, capala vidyuta samAna " A saMsAranuM sukha jemAM tame raMgAI gayA che paNa e sukha teA kAcA raMga jevuM che. vijaLInA camakArA kSaNamAM naSTa thaI jAya che. tema A tamAru sukha vijaLInA camakArA jevuM che. AmAM sheja paNa rAcavA jevuM nathI. A vidyullatAnI kAramI cIsa sAMbhaLI sagAM - snehIe, zeTha - zeThANI sAthe doDIne AvyAM. prakAza Ine jotAM eka khAju putranuM zakha paDyuM che. bIjI bAju vahu paNa bebhAna thaIne paDI che. A jotAMnI sAthe ja zeTha-zeThANI ne tammara khAIne dharatI upara paDI gayA. sagAM - snehIoe aneka prakAranA zIta upacAra karyAM. paMkhA nAMkhyA, pANI chAMTamAM ane zeTha-zeThANI tathA vidyAlatA bhAnamAM AvyA. A vidyullatA, zeTha ane zeThANI traNe jaNAM bhalabhalA kaThaNa haiyAnAM mAnavI paNa pIgaLI jAya, paththara paNa pIgaLI jAya, evuM chAtIphATa rUchu svare rUdana kare che. ane vighullatAne pUche che beTA ! A zuM khanI gayuM ? vidyullatA kahe che khA! ame ehIM AvIne ceApATa ramavA beThA. pahelAM emaNe pAsA zA, 25

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nAkhyA te uMdhA paDayA. ane bIjI vakhata jyAM pAsA hAthamAM lIdhA tyAM ekadama dIvA bujhAI gayA. aMdhAruM thaI gayuM. eTale huM bebAkaLI banI gaI mAruM DAbuM aMga pharakavA lAgyuM. meM emane khUba pUchayuM ke dIvA kema baMdha thaI gayA? A zuM banyuM? temaNe kaMI javAba na Ape. eTale meM aMdhArAmAM hAtha pheravIne joyuM to emanuM zarIra ThaMDu paDI gayeluM. ane zarIra lAkaDA jevuM thaI gayeluM. A joIne huM te muMjhAI gaI ane mArA moDhAmAMthI cIsa paDI gaI. pachI zuM banyuM te mane kaMI ja khabara nathI. devasena bebhAna avasthAmAM paDe che. mAtA-pitA ane patnInuM haiyuM cIrAI jAya che. jyAM aMtarane AghAta hoya tyAM rUdana levA javuM paDatuM nathI. A sthiti sarjAI che. gharanuM vAtAvaraNa karUNAjanaka banI gayuM che. sagA-vahAlAM, ADezI-pADozI sau bhegAM thaI gayA che. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAnanaM. 27 zrAvaNa suda 15 ne guruvAra, tA. 13-8-70 anaMta jJAnI bhagavaMte batAvelA siddhAMtasAgaramAM aneka amUlya motIo rahelAM che. je sAce jANakAra jhaverI hoya te ja e motInI pArakha karI zake che. ane tenI kiMmata AMkI zake che. metInI mALA paherIne mANasa pitAnA kaMThane zebhAve che. ane harakhAya che. paraMtu e motInI mALA jIvananuM kalyANa sAdhI zakatI nathI paNa vIra vANuM rUpI amUlya motInI mALA paheravAthI sva kalyANa sAdhavAnI sAthe paranuM paNa kalyANa sAdhI zakAya che. A vIra-prabhunI vANI saMsAra samudrathI tAranArI che. eTalA mATe ja vIra vANIne jagata uddhAriNI kahevAmAM AvI che. uttarAdhyayana sUtrane caudamA adhyayanamAM bhRgu purohitanA be putra jeone Atma svarUpanuM bhAna thayuM che. temane e vAta samajAI gaI che ke A jIva anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM janma-jarA ane maraNanA pherA pharyA kare che. ane e janma-jarA ne maraNamAM keTale trAsa ApaNA jIve vece che. jAti maraNa jJAna thavAthI teo pratyakSa jue che ke pUrve keTalAM dukhe veThayA che. eTale e jIvene bhaya lAge che. tethI pitAnI mAtAne samajAve che ke he mAtA-pitA ! amAre AtmA anaMtakALathI A duHkhamaya saMsAramAM

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bhaye che. janmavuM, meTA thavuM, A zarIranA piMDane piSa, viSayamAM cakacura thavuM, mAMdA paDavuM, dukhI thavuM, gharaDA thavuM ane chevaTe marI javuM. AvuM te A jIva bhavo bhavathI karatA AvyA che. | he mAtA ! garbhavAsamAM nava nava mahinA sudhI aMdhArI gaMdhAtI koTaDImAM uMdhA mastake laTake. sADAtraNa koDa soye tapAvIne lAlacoLa karI eka mANasane zarIramAM ekI sAthe bheMkI devAmAM Ave to tene keTalI pIDA thAya ! tenAthI aneka gaNI pIDA ame garbhavAsamAM sahana karI. tyAra pachI janma vakhatanI pIDAne te pAra nahi. ane tethI adhika maraNanI pIDA. e te kAramI pIDA. A badhuM jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM rajhaLavApaNuM che tyAM sudhI ApaNI pAchaLa paDeluM che. ApaNI IcchA haze ke nahi hoya paNa jene janma che tene mRtyu te avazya AvavAnuM che. je khIle che te karamAya che. jene udaya che tene asta te che ja. te ja rIte jyAM sudhI aMtima maraNa eTale mokSamAM na pahoMcIe tyAM sudhI janma pachI maraNa ane maraNa pachI janma. e ghaTamALa cAluM ja rahevAnI. jema raMTamAM pANInI Dole bharAya che ane ThalavAya che. tema ApaNe AtmA AyuSya rUpI jaLa laIne eka bhavamAM AvyuM ane AyuSya pUrNa karyuM ane navA bhavanuM AyuSya bAMdhIne cAlyo. he mAtA ! ApaNe AtmA samaye samaye sAta karmo bAMdhe che. ane AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya bAMdhatI vakhate ATha karmo bAMdhe che. ane cAlu bhava pUrNa karIne je gatinuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM hoya che te gatimAM cAlyA jAya che. A saMsArane je sanAtana kama che tene pheraphAra karavAnI keInAmAM tAkAta nathI. AtmAne kadI nAza thavAnuM nathI. mAtA ! tuM amArA zarIra upara je mamatA rAkhIne tuM mArA putre, mArA putre kahe che paNa satya samaje te kharI rIte ame paNa tArA nathI. A zarIra to parAyuM che. pipaTa! piMjara nahIM tAruM, aMte uDI javuM parabAruM" A zarIrane ame sAthe laIne AvyA na hatAM. ane jyAre tyAre ahIMthI jaIzuM tyAre paNa A zarIra amArI sAthe AvanAra nathI. A zarIrane AhArAdi vaDe pAlana piSaNa karavAmAM, sAcavavAmAM, paMpALavAmAM ochI mahenata nathI karI. he mAtA ! A bhava ne parabhavamAM keTaluM khAdhuM ne pIdhuM ? keTaluM paheryuM? keTaluM ochuM ? keTaluM bhegavyuM? A bhavamsa ja ApaNe jeTaluM khAdhuM-pIdhuM che tene ja Dhagale ApaNI samakSa karavAmAM Ave te ApaNane ema ja lAge ke ApaNe te rAkSasa karatAM paNa bhayaMkara chIe. ATaluM karavAM chatAM paNa A zarIra te durjana mitra jevuM che. Atma sAdhanA karavAmAM sajjana mitra jevuM che.

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khAvA pIvAmAM hoMziyAra ane kAma karavAmAM nAdAra." samaju sadA parAyuM, suMdara zarIra mAruM, AvI paDe pIDA te, hasate mukhe svIkAruM, paNa zvAsa jyAM tUTe tyAM, zubha bhAva je dabAze. jIvaDo kayAM jAze.maratAM... AvuM A zarIra kaI divasa ApaNuM thayuM nathI ane thavAnuM paNa nathI. mATe zarIrane jeTalI kuTevo pADavAmAM Avaze te AtmAne ja naDavAnI che. zarIramAMthI AtmA cA gayA pachI zarIra te bALavAne lAyaka ja rahevAnuM che. enI game teTalI sArI saMbhALa rAkhaze chatAM paNa jyAre azubha karmane udaya thaze tyAre sAcaveluM suMdara zarIra paNa rega Ave che tyAre kevuM virUpa banI jAya che. mATe enI pAsethI jeTaluM kAma levAya teTaluM laI levAnuM che. ApaNA pUrvakarmanA udayathI roga Ave ane pIDA thAya te paNa hasatA mukhe sahana karI leje. eTale samabhAva teTaluM ja sukha che. sanakumAra cakavatine vaibhavanI jema rUpane vaibhava paNa athAga hate. eka vAra iMdra mahArAjAe IMdra sabhAmAM temanA rUpanI prazaMsA karI ke sanatakumAra cakravarti je rUpavAna A pRthvI para bIje kaI nathI, InTe karelI prazaMsA be devothI sahana na thaI kAraNa ke je viparIta daSTivALA hoya che tene koInuM sAruM joIne baLatarA upaDe che. guNAnurAga e samakitanuM bIja che. je TAIme sanaskumAra cakravati snAnagRhamAM snAna karavA beThA hatA te samaye mithyAtvI baMne deve brAhmaNanA vezamAM tyAM AvyA. ane cakaeNvatinuM rUpa joI manamAM khUba AnaMda pAme che ane vicAre che ke Indra AmanA rUpanI che prazaMsA karI che tenA karatAM paNa cakravatinuM rUpa to savANuM che. ane baMne denA mastaka hAlI uThe che. cakavati A joI temane pUche che tamArUM ahIM AvavAnuM kAraNa zuM che ! baMne de kahe che ApanA athAga rUpanI khyAti sAMbhaLIne ame ApanuM rUpa jevA AvyA hatA. ane ApanuM rUpa joIne ame khUba ja AnaMdita thayA chIe. devenI vAta sAMbhaLIne sanaskumAre kahyuM tame nhAvAnA TAIme zuM rUpa jovA AvyA ! zuM A rUpa jevAne TAIma che ! huM vastrAlaMkArathI sajaja thaIne rAjasabhAmAM ratnajaDita suvarNanA siMhAsane beThe houM. mArI baMne bAju cAmara vIMjhAtA hoya evA TAIme Apa rUpa jevA Avaje. tame atyAre kaTAIme AvyA che. deve vicAre che A cakra vartinuM rUpa addabhUta che paNa rUpane jarA mada AvI gaye lAge che. uttama purUe pitAnA mukhe pitAnI prazaMsA karavI ghaTatI nathI. sanaskumAra cakravatine te je ke svAbhAvika rUpa maLeluM hatuM chatAM paNa tevA rUpane abhimAna kare paNa sAro nathI. AjanI duniyA rUpa ane sauMdaryanI pAchaLa aMdha banI che. paNa ekalA rUpanI kaI kiMmata nathI. mAnavI je rUpavAna hoya te ja je suzIla hoya te te rUpanI kiMmata che.

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sanakumAranI vAta sAMbhaLIne baMne deve tyAMthI cAlyA gayA. ane jyAre cakravati rAjasiMhAsane beThA che tyAre be deve pAchA Ave che. cakinuM rUpa jotAM ja devanAM mukha para glAni chavAI gaI. devanAM mukha paDI gayelAM joIne cakravati temanA khedanuM kAraNa pUche che. deva kahe che. savAre ApanAM rUpamAM je mohakatA hatI temAM atyAre anaMta guNa hInatA che pachI IndranA vRttAMtanuM badhuM cakravarti AgaLa nivedana kare che. ane ApanA rUpanI parIkSA karavA savAramAM AvelA tyAre Ape kaheluM ke mAruM rUpa jevuM hoya te huM rAjasabhAmAM beThe houM tyAre Avaje. tethI ame pharIne pAchA AvyA. te savAre ApanuM rUpa jotAM amane eTale AnaMda thayele teTale ja atyAre udvega thayo che. atyAre ApanI kAyA mahA bhayaMkara rogothI gherAI gaI che. AkhA zarIramAM jANe jhera vyApI gayuM che. ApanA mukhamAM atyAre je tAMbula che temAMnuM eka TIpuM nIce paDe to tenA para besanAra mAkhIo mRtyu pAmI jAya. ane A vAtanI cakavatine khAtarI paNa karAvI de che. sanakumAra mRtyulekamAM uMcAmAM uMcA sukhone bhegavanArA hovA chatAM devanAM eka ja vacanathI jAgI gayA. emane thayuM ke eka kSaNavAramAM zarIramAM ATaluM parivartana! te A dehanA bharose te rahevAya ja kevI rIte ? mATe jevuM A dehamAM parivartana AvI gayuM tevuM ja mAre have manamAM parivartana lAvI devuM che. eka kSaNamAM je zarIramAM ATalI badhI uthalapAthala macI jAya te te ja pramANe je AtmA savaLo paDayo hoya te eka kSaNamAM kAma kema na kADhI jAya! kSaNamAM bAjI bagaDI jAya che ane kSaNamAM sudharI paNa zake che. bhale zarIranI bAjI bagaDI paNa have mAre AtmAnI bAjI bagaDavA devI nathI. je mAruM zarIra eka kSaNavAramAM viSamaya banI gayuM te kSaNavAramAM AtmA amRtamaya paNa kema na banI zake? A rIte virAgya rage raMgAyelA sanakumAra mahAbhiniSkramaNa karIne muktinA mArge maMgala prayANa karI de che. saMyama lIdhA bAda vihAra karIne jAya che tyAre temanuM aMteura, maMtrIvarga, sevake badhA lAgalagATa cha mahinA sudhI temanI pAchaLa bhame che. paraMtu pitAnI pAchaLa bhamatA snehIo tarapha jarA paNa pAchuM vALIne joyuM nahi. kevo utkRSTa tyAga ane adbhuta vairAgya ! aMte badhA saMbaMdhIo pAchA vaLI jAya che. sanakumAra maharSie dIkSA aMgIkAra karyA pachI kAyA rogathI gherAyelI hovA chatAM sAta varSo sudhI temanA zarIramAM mahAbhayaMkara rega rahayA. teTalA samayamAM apavAdamAM paNa temaNe davA lIdhI nathI. maDA bhayaMkara roga hovA chatAM zarIranI lezamAtra pRhA rAkhyA vagara cAritranuM suMdara rIte pAlana karyuM. iMdrasabhAmAM pharI che temanI prazaMsA karI ke dhanya che sanaskumAra maharSine ke jemanI kAyA mahA bhayaMkara seLaseLa regothI gherAyelI hovA chatAM manathI paNa davAnI jarA paNa spRhA karatA nathI. zarIramAM paNa temanI keTalI nirapRhatA che.

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AjanA yugamAM bheda vijJAnanI vAto ghaNI thAya che. paNa tevI vAta karanArA pudgalAnaMdI ja hoya che. bhedavijJAnanI ta je AtmAmAM pragaTI te AtmA pudgalAnaMdI nahIM paNa sahajAnaMdI hoya che. jevI jJAnanI utkRSTatA tevI ja sAme tyAga vairAgyanI utkRSTatA te ja sAcI jJAna dazA che. sanakumAra maharSi sAcA AtmajJAnI hatA. iMdra mahArAjAe temane samajIne ja prazaMsA karI che iMdra karelI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne be deva temanI parIkSA karavA dhanavaMtarInA vezamAM temanI pAse Ave che. AvIne sanakumAra maharSine kahe che ApanI kAyA rogothI kSINa thayelI dekhAya che tethI Apane pIDA paNa khUba thatI haze. ApanI AjJA hoya to ame upAya karIe. | muni kahe che piSTika khorAka ane davAo ApavA chatAM A zarIra eka divase te paDI javAnuM ja che te zarIrathI ugra tapa karIne nirjarA sAdhI levI e ja zarIranuM vAstavika phaLa che. mane zarIranA roganI jarA paNa ciMtA nathI. paNa ciMtA che bhavaraganI. mATe je ApanI pAse bhavaraga maTe evI kaI davA hoya te mAre karavI che. devee kahyuM ke e regathI te ame paNa gherAyelAM chIe karmaga maTADavAnI amArAmAM tAkAta nathI. munie kahyuM. je tamArAmAM karmoga maTADavAnI tAkAta na hoya to deha roga maTADavAnI te mArAmAM paNa tAkAta che. ema kahIne TacalI AMgaLI para ghUMka paDe che ane AMgaLI tapAvelA suvarNa jevI thaI jAya che. muni kahe che. A rIte AkhA zarIra para prayoga karyuM te mArI kAyA kaMcana jevI thaI jAya. paNa mAre labdhine prayoga kare nathI. sanakumAra maharSine utkRSTa vairAgya jeIne baMne deve pagamAM paDI jAya che. ane pitAnuM mULa svarUpe pragaTa karI munine khamAvI cAlyA jAya che. have ahIMyA A baMne bALakoe potAnA mAtA-pitAnI sAme janma-jA ane maraNanA bhayanuM khUba ja sArI rIte varNana karyuM. ane sAce bhaya karyo che te samajAvyuM. have AgaLa zuM kaheze te vAta avasare vicArazuM. Aje jaina zAsananA amUlya ratna evA vidamuninI puNyatithi che. jemanA guNone yAda karI ApaNe ApaNuM jIvanamAM tyAga-vairAgyanAM jharaNuM vahAvavAnA che. jIvana bhale thoDuM javAya paNa evuM jIvana che ke marI gayA pachI paNa duniyA ApaNane thAda kare. Aje vidamunine ApaNe kema yAda karIe chIe ! zuM e zrImaMto dikara hate mATe? virANI kuTuMbamAM ja hatA mATe ? nA, eNe jIvanamAM saMyama apanAvyo hate mATe ApaNe temanA tyAga vairAgyamaya jIvanane yAda karIe chIe. vidabhAIne janma vikrama saMvata 1992 mAM sudAnamAM (AphrikA) thaye hate.

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temanA pitAjI durlabhajIbhAI ane mAtA maNIbena. A pavitra mAtA maNIbenanI kuMkhe jaina samAjanuM aNameluM ratna pALyuM. Aje maNIbenane pAMca pAMca putra che. e bhale game teTalA hoMziyAra hAya, lAkho rUpiyA kamAtA hoya paNa ApaNe emanA guNa kema nathI gAtA? je tyAga mAge gayA emanA ja saMte guNa thAya che. jenI kuMkhe AvA uttama putra ratnane janma thAya che tenI mAtA paNa dhanya banI jAya che. A vinodabhAI nAnapaNathI ja dharmanI bhAvanAvALA hatAM. nAnapaNathI ja temane satsaMga te khUba priya hato. temanI buddhi guNagrAhI hatI paNa chidragrAhI na hatI. temane caherA jyAre juo tyAre prakulita ja hoya. AtmAnuM jJAna meLavavAmAM temaNe jarA paNa pAchI pAnI karI nathI. vinodabhAIe paradezamAM yunAITeDasTeTsa, phrAnsa, jarmanI, belajIyama, svIjhalenDa, ITAlI, IjIpta vigere dezamAM pravAsa karyo hato. sane 1953 nA laMDanamAM rANuM IlIjhAbethanA rAjyArohaNa prasaMge teo laMDana gayA hatA. A ugatI yuvAnImAM teo duniyAnA ramaNIya dezamAM pharyA te paNa A vidabhAIne paradezanI havA sarakhI paNa sparza karI zakI nahi. teo te jyAM gayA tyAM temaNe e ja ciMtana karyuM che ke A AtmAe kaMI ja nathI joyuM tema nathI. mAthAne vALa mUke teTalI jagyA mArA AtmAe sparzavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI, temaja A jIva catugatimAM anaMtI vakhata janme che. egayA devaloesu, naraesu vi egayA / egayA AsuraM kAyaM, AhAkamme hiM gacchai // " u. su. a. 3 gAthA-3 aho ! A jIve badhAja nATako bhajavyAM che. deva ane manuSya jevI zubha gatimAM paNa mAre AtmA utpana thayo che. ane naraka-tiyaca Adi azubha gatimAM paNa karmanA vazathI utpanna thayo che. emAM kaMI Azcarya pAmavA jevuM nathI. temane mukhya siddhAMta ochI aMdagImAM jhAjhuM meLavavAne hate. paradezamAM rahevA chatAM jemaNe koI divasa kaMdamULane upayoga paNa karyo nathI. sAMja-savAra pratikramaNa to sAcuM. teo jyAM jAya tyAM sAmAyikanA upakaraNo sAthe ja laI jatA hatA. teo saMsAramAM hatAM tyArathI ja saMDAsamAM javAne pratibaMdha hato. teo bahAra khullI jagyAmAM ja jatA hatAM. potAnA hAlatA cAlatAM, keI paNa kArya karatAM nI yatnA khUba karatAM hatAM. pitAnI nAnI-moTI koI paNa kriyA karatAM eka paNa jIva haNa na joIe e emanuM khAsa lakSa hatuM. ATalA sukhI kuTuMbanAM putra hovA chatAM paNa ekadama sAdAIthI ja rahetAM hatAM. jyAre jyAre kaI jJAnIne bheTo thaI jAya tyAre teo khUba ja jijJAsApUrvaka jJAnane lAbha levA besI jatAM hatAM,

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st " jJAnI se jJAnI mile, kare jJAnakI mAta gadhdhA se gadhdhA mIDhe, kare lAtAlAta" emane jJAna meLavavAnI khUba ja jijJAsA hatI. temaNe geAMDala sa`pradAyanA pU purUSAttamajI mahArAja sAheba tathA mahAsatIjIene, eTADha saMpradAyanA pU. mANekacadrajI mahArAja sAheba Adi ghaNAM sa'tasatIjIenA paricaya karyo hatA. temAM te sauthI prathama mAtA-pitAnI sAthe khATAda pU. mANekacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA dezane gayelA, tyAre temanA upadezanI je asara thai che te sauthI prathama mukhya hatI. ane khIjI asara pU. lAlacaMdrajI mahArAjanA sahakuTuMbanI dIkSA. A e prasaMge| temanA jIvanamAM vairAgyanuM nimitta banyA. pachI vAraMvAra peAtAnA mAtA-pitA pAse peAtAnI bhAvanA pradarzita karatA ke mane chUTA kara. mAre dIkSA levI che. bhalabhalA tIrthaMkaro, cakratie ane mahAna purUSA bhAganA tyAga karI tyAga mAge nIkaLI gayA. tA have mAre A bhautika sukhonI bhUtAvaLamAM na phasatAM Adhyatmika kSetramAM bane teTale vikAsa karI levA te ja bhAvanAmAM teo hu'meza tallIna rahetA hatA. saMvata 2011 mAM ame khaMbhAta cAturmAsa hatA tyAre teo khaMbhAta AvelAM. tyAre ame temane pahelavahelAM joyAM hatAM. bIjI vAra teo sANuM AvyA hatAM ane vADIlAla chaganalAla (pU. zAradAmAi mahAsatIjInA sa`sArI pitAzrI) nA ghera utaryAM hatAM. tyAM e divasa rahyAM ane uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 34 mA laizyAnA adhyayananI vAMcaNI lIdhI hatI. te jJAnanA khUba pipAsu hatA. hamaNAM ja padmAmAI svAmIe kahyuM tevI rIte teo verAvaLamAM pU. purUSAtamajI mahArAja pAse jJAna-abhyAsa mATe ghara khAlIne rahayA hatAM. je hAla vidyamAna jazarAjajI mahArAja sAheba che teo mane sAthe abhyAsa karatA hatAM. khaMdhue ! Apane te anubhava che ke virANInu maheALu' kuTuMba. maheALA parivAra, ane pUnA puNyanA cAgathI hAma-dAma ane ThAma jenA gharamAM bharacaka che chatAM te cheDIne saMyama levA vinAdabhAI tatpara banyAM. mA-bApa kahe beTA, hajI tArI uMmara nAnI che. mAnu hRdaya tA sadA kAmaLa ja hAya che. kahe che beTA ! hamaNAM tuM khamI jA, tane pa'Dita rAkhIne bhaNAvIe. tuM abhyAsa kara. paNa jene AtmA have kSaNa vAra paNa rahevA taiyAra nathI tevA vinubhAI maNIbena pratikramaNa karavA kheDa. ane temaNe khIcana javAnI taiyArI karI. lAlacaMdra mahArAjanI pAse gayA. jyAre khIcana javA nIkaLyA tyAre teo jayapuranI TikiTa laine gADImAM beThA hatAM. vacce mahesANA sTezana AvyuM tyAM gADI aDhI kalAka paDI rahevAnI hatI. te vakhate temaNe pAMcamuSTi leAca karavA jeTalA vALa rAkhIne bAkInA vALanuM muMDana karAvI nAMkhyuM. tA. 26-5-57 nI vahelI savAre

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201 sADA cAra vAge leAdI pahoMcyA. tyAMthI page cAlIne khIcana pahoMcyA. tyAM mirAjatA pU. mahArAja sAhebanA darzana karIne bahAra nIkaLI sAmAyikanA kapaDAM paheryAM. ane pachI mahArAja sAhebanI sanmukha karemi bhaMtenA pATha kheAlatAM jAvajIvAe tivihu' tivi heNu melyA. tyAre lAlacadrajI mahArAja sAheba ekadama camakIne melyA, vinedakumAra tame A zuM khele che ? tyAM " akhkhANuM vAsirAmi" elI lIdhu. ane pachI melyA ke gurUdeva! e tA khanI cUkayuM. meM svayaM dIkSA laI lIdhI. have temAM koI pheraphAra thaze nahi. have Apa je AjJA hoya te kramAve. jJAna ane cAritramAM mahAna purUSa evA sama`malajI mahArAja sAhebe khUba samajAvyA. ane kahyu` vineda! A rIte dIkSA levI te kharAkhara nathI. tame khAnadAna kuTubanA putra che! tamArA mAtA-pitAne A vAtanI khakhara paDaze tyAre keTaluM duHkha thaze. mATe tame rajoharaNa uparathI kapaDuM kADhI nAMkhe| ane zrAvakanA vratamAM raheA. paNa vinAdamunie sApha kahI dIdhuM ke have AmAM kaMI ja pheraphAra thaI zake tema nathI. have AgaLa mAre zuM karavu' te mane samajAvA. saMtAe ane sa Mghe khUba samajAvyA. vinAdamuni na mAnyAM. aMte temanA mAtA-pitAne khakhara ApyAM. te vakhate mAtA-pitAne je duHkha thayu' haze e tA emaneA AtmA ja jANI zake che. phula'bhajIbhAI tathA maNIbenane khUba bhayaMkara AghAta lAgyA. durlabhajIbhAI e rAvabahAdura ema. pI. sAheba, kezavalAlabhAI pArekha ane paDitajI pUrNacaMdrajIne ema traNane vineAkumArane samajAvIne pAchA teDI lAvavA khIcana mekalyA. teoe tyAM jaIne khUba samajAvyAM. -tenA javAkhamAM kezavalAlabhAI pArekhane vinAdamunie kahI dIdhuM ke meM teA dIkSA aMgIkAra karI lIdhI che. temAM kaIja pheraphAra thAya tema nathI. tame teA amArA virANI kuTuMbanA hitasvI che. ane jo tame sAcA hitasvI hA te mArA mA--mApujIne samajAvIne mArI vaDI dIkSAnI AjJA aThavADiyAmAM apAvI do. mArA mAtA-pitAnA mArA para agaNita upakAra che. e upakAranA badalAmAM mArI bhAvanA teA e ja che ke dareka jIvA saMyamI ane. AvA dRDha javAba maLavAthI teo rAjakeATa pAchA pharyAM. ane badhI vAta temanA mAtA-pitAne kahI. ahI lAlacaMdrajI mahArAja khIcanathI cAturmAsa mATe leAdI AvyAM. temanI dIkSA aDhI mahinA pachI tee eka dvivasa ThaMDaDIla javA mATe bahAra gayAM. kALa kALanu kAma karI jAya che. teo ThaMDIla jaine pAchA pharI rahayA hatAM. vacamAM relavenA pATA Ave che. dararAja tyAMthI jatA hatAM ane AvatA hatAM. TreIna paNu rAja AvatI hatI. paNa je divase je nimitte je banavAnuM hAya che tene koI mithyA karI zakatu nathI. kAramI paLeA AvI gaI. muni jyAM pAchA pharI rahayA hatAM tyAM relve lAIna upara zA. 26

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202 e gAyA AvI rahI hatI. bIjI khAjuthI TreIna paNa AvI rahI hatI. gADInI vhIsala para vhIsala vAgatI hatI paNa gAyA khasatI na hatI. jenI rageragamAM anuka'pAne bhAva bharelA hatA. jenA aMtaramAM karUNA bhAva hatA tevA vinAmuninuM haiyuM dhrujI uDayuM. koI hisAbe A gAyAne bacAvavAnI bhAvanA hatI. eTale peAtAnA jAnanI paravA na karI. gAyAne bacAvavA prayatna karyAM. gAyane bacAvI paNa lIdhI. A kAmAM peAtAnA rajoharaNa gADInA pATAmAM paDI gayA te rajoharaNa levA mATe gayAM. bhagavAna kahe che sAdhu rajoharaNa vinA traNa phUTathI dUra jaI zake nahi. ane bhUlathI cAlI jAya te prAyazcitta Ave che. temaja jenAthI chakAyanI rakSA karavAnI che te rajoharaNa jaina muniAnA dhvaja che. vinAmuni jayAM rajoharaNa levA jAya che tyAM kAramI Treina tyAM AvI gai. vinAdamuni TreInanA jhapATAmAM AvI gayAM. a Mtima samaye temanA mukhamAMthI arihaMta.... arihaMta....zabdo sarI paDayA. tyAM ne tyAM temanA pavitra AtmA paraleAkamAM prayANa karI gayA. te AjanA zrAvaNa sudR 12ne divasa hatA. A divase A kumaLA phUla jevA khAla muni zAsananA sitArA kharI gayA. TUMka samayamAM Atma sAdhanA sAdhI gayAM. jee dIkSA laI ne peAtAnI mAtRbhUmimAM paNa AvyA nahi. potAnA mAtA-pitAe teA sAdhunA vezamAM peAtAnA vhAlaseAyA putranAM darzIna paNa karyAM nahi. temane e ja du:kha thayuM ke ame amArA putranI dIkSAnA lhAvA tA na laI zakayAM paNa enAM dana paNa na karI zakayA. mahAna purUSone ja ugra pariSaha Ave che. gajasukumAre dIkSA lIdhI te ja divase ugra pariSaha AvyA ane sAdhanA sAdhI gayAM. khadhaka muninA 500 ziSyAne ghANImAM pIlyA, khIjA khadhaka munine tenA banevIe jIvatAM cAmaDI utarAvI. AvA gheAra piraheA paDacAM pazu samabhAvathI kAma kADhI gayAM. akSaya nIviyaM mA pamAya " e sUtra jIvanamAM vaNIne jIvananI kSaNikatA batAvI gayAM. emane virANI kuTuMba upara ja nahi paNa sArA jaina samAja upara ghaNA upakAra che. AvA guNavAna AtmAnA jIvananuM puNya smaraNa karI ApaNe paNa emanA jevA guNNA jIvanamAM apanAvIe tA ja ApaNe temane sAcI zraddhAMjalI ApI kahevAya. sarva bhAi-bahenA sArA sArA vrata-pratyAkhyAna karajo. tyAM sudhI kahevANuM. vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna....naM. 28 zrAvaNa suda 13 ne zukravAra tA. 14-8-70 anaMtajJAnI karUNa sAgara prabhue jagatavAsI one samajAvyuM ke he AtmAo! sukha bhogavyA pachI paNa je pariNAme duHkha bhogavavuM paDatuM hoya te te sukhane sAcuM sukha na kahI zakAya. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che jemAM bhUga purohita ane tenI jazA nAmanI bhAryA pUrvanA prabaLa puNyodaye rAjA nahi paNa sajA jeTalI sAhayabI bhogavI rahyAM che. enAM be putrone kamane mela AtmA upara caDhI gayo che tene sApha karavAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA jAgI che. A baMne putro 72 kaLAmAM pravINa che. sAthe dhamakaLA bhegI laIne AvyA che. "sarva kA dhamaMjhA jJAtemanAmAM samyagadarzanano guNa pragaTe che. carama zarIrI AtmAo che. chelle bhava che. jemane sva bhAna varte che te paramAM lepAya nahi. te ema ja samaje ke jaDa padArtho mArA nathI. huM teno nathI. Aje te telanA, eraMDAnA vepAramAM mAnava masta rahe paNa jo tene sAmAyika karavAnuM kahIe te kaheze ke "No time ". vepAra dhaMdhAmAM eTalo badhe rasa ke khAvA-pIvAnI paNa tene paDI na hoya. basa, TelIphananuM bhUMgaLuM kAna para rAkhe ane bhAva tAla barAbara dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLe. are ! tamArA magajamAM paNa tenuM ja tophAna cAlatuM hoya che. eka rane vepArI hatA. teNe jANyuM ke Aje rU bajAramAM tejI AvavAnI che. eTale e gAmaDAmAM rU kharIdavA jAya che. tyAM eka vaNikanI dikarI ghera che tene jaIne kahe che "rUpA". vepArIne khUba tarasa lAgelI eTale rUnI dhUnamAM pANIne badale rUpA" kahI dIdhuM. te vaNika putrI bahu catura hatI te samajI gaI ke "rU bajAra" tejImAM che. eTale AvanAra vepArIne khUba AgatA svAgatA karI rokI rAkhyo. ane kahevA lAgI. tamArA jevA dhanavAna mANasa amAre tyAM kyAMthI hAya ! zuM huM Apane phakta pANI pIvaDAvIne ja javA dauM ! nA, nA te te na ja bane. A5 bese ane amArA jevA garIbane lAbha Ape. ema kahI te AvelA vaNikane besADI putrIe Teliphona mAraphata pitAne badhI vAta kahI dIdhI. mAre kahevAne Azaya e che ke jIvane jemAM rasa heya tenA ja vikalpa manamAM AvyA kare che. kAraNa ke para vastumAM suba mAnyuM che. vibhAvamAM jIva jeTaluM lakSa rAkhe che teTaluM lakSa vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAmAM che! jeTalI

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204 jaDa vastu che te badhI para ja che. tenuM rahevuM ke cAlyA javuM e tAre hAtha nathI. tAruM zarIra che te paNa parAdhIna che. jyAre pakSaghAta thAya che tyAre patnI, kuTuMba, baheLe parivAra rahevA chatAM paNa parAdhInatA dekhAya che ne? te pakSaghAtIne pathArImAM paDyA e jhaMkhanA thAya ne ke huM keInI paNa sahAya vinA kyAre ubho thAuM? tamane parAdhInatA khaTake che kharI? zarIra te mAruM nahi. AyuSya hoya tyAM sudhI jIvavuM ane AyuSya pUruM thaye maravuM. jIvavuM te ya parAdhIna. maravuM na gamatuM hoya chatAM maravuM paDe che A badhI parAdhIna dazA. o parAdhIna dazAmAMthI jAgRta banIne daSTine pheravavAnI jarUra che. ane sarva kaLAo bhale saMpUrNa na AvaDatI hoya paNa dharmakaLA zIkhavAnI avazya jarUra che. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha - rAga - dveSa karavA e mArA svabhAvamAM te che ja nahi. paNa samyagadarzana, jJAna -cAritra - kSamA, zAMti, dayA, sahanazIlatA e badhA mArA guNa che. jenAthI jIvane karmo baMdhAya che te baMdha bhAvanAne nAza kare te bhAvane aMta Ave. ane mokSa mArgamAM prayANa karI zake. bhagavaMte karmabaMdhanA pAMca kAraNe batAvyA che. (1) mithyAtva (2) avrata (3) pramAda (4) kaSAya ane (5) azubha ga. A pAMca kAraNane chedI nAkhe te mithyAtvI jIva paNa kamathI caudamA guNasthAne paheMcI jAya. A jIva anaMtA kALathI caitanya evA Atmadevane mahimA bhUlI gayo che ane bebhAna banI bahivRttiomAM gothuM khAI rahyo che. A rakhaDapaTTI tenI AjakAlanI nathI. devAnupriye! bhagavaMte kaI janmane vakhANyo nathI. je vakhANa karyA hoya te eka manuSya bhavanA ja karyA che. kAraNa ke manuSyabhava kevI rIte maLe che ! "bahu puNya kerA puMjathI zubha deha mAnavane maLe, te ye are bhavacakane, AMTe nahIM eke TaLyo. sukha prApta karatAM sukha TaLe che leza e lakSe laha, kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAvamaraNe, kAM aha rAcI raho !" mahAna puNyanA udayathI ApaNane A mAnavabhava maLe che. have A amUlya mAnavabhava prApta karIne ApaNe zuM karavAnuM che e ja vicAravAnuM che. tame badhA vicAra kare che. kamAvavuM kevI rIte, ghara kema calAvavuM, nANAMnI vyavasthA kema karavI enA vicAre rAta - divasa tamArA magajamAM ghUmatA haze. paNa amUlya mAnavabhava prApta karyA pachI mAruM kartavya zuM che ? ene kaI divasa jIvane vicAra sarakhe paNa AvatuM nathI. jyAre ati puNyanA thoka bhegA thAya che tyAre ahIMthI marIne devalekamAM jAya che ane pApa vadhe te jIva narake jAya. ane jyAre puNya ne pApanI saMdhi thAya che tyAre manuSya bhava prApta thAya che.

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205 tame vepAra kare che ane divALIe tenuM saravaiyuM paNa kADho che. tyAre kAM te napho hoya ne kAM te nukasAna hoya paraMtu eka pAIne naphe nahi ane nukasAna paNa nahi evuM koI vAra bane kharuM? tevI rIte jIvane paribhramaNa karatAM kyAreka ja puNya ane pApanI saMdhi thAya che. ane temAM paNa pagaIbhayAe, pagaI viNiyAe, sANukAsiyAe ane amacchariyAe - jyAre prakRtinI bhadrikatA, saraLatA, karUNAthI bhareluM hRdaya ane nirAbhimAnapaNuM hoya tyAre manuSyanA AyuSyane baMdha paDe che. devene paNa durlabha manuSya janmamAM ja dharmanI ArAdhanA thaI zake che. A bhRgu purohitanA be putro tenA mAtA-pitAne hAtha joDI namra vinaMti kare che he mAtA-pitA! A saMsAramAM jIvane janma - jarA ne maraNanAM bhaya rahelAM che. vaLI A saMsAranA cakathI mukta thavA mATe cAritra e ja zreSTha upAya che. ane kAma e te jhera jevAM che. jhera kyAre paNa amRta banavAnuM nathI. tema A sukhe bhale dekhAvamAM mIThA lAge paNa enAthI karmabaMdhana ja thavAnuM che. jema ghI e zarIrane puSTikAraka che paNa e ja ghIne se vakhata pANIthI dhoI nAMkhavAmAM Ave te e ghI jhera banI jAya che. ene khAvAmAM svAda badalAto nathI paNa e jIva ne kAyA judA karAve che. kahyuM che ke "huM ricA pAuM, pariNAme na sundrA ! evaM bhuttANa bhogANaM, pariNAmo na sundaro // " u. sU. a. 19 gA. 9 jema kipAka vRkSanA phaLa dekhAvamAM suMdara hoya che ane khAvAmAM svAdiSTa hoya che. paNa ene khAdhA pachI pariNAma viSama Ave che. eTale ke ene khAdhA pachI mANasa mRtyu pAme che. tema kAmaga bhegAvatI vakhate manuSyane khUba AnaMda Ave che paNa enA vipAka bhagavatI vakhate duHkha thAya che. kAmaga e dhAyelAM ghI jevAM che. mIThuM jhera che. e tamane adhogatimAM laI jaze mATe samajIne viSayethI virame dharmanI ArAdhanA karI le. manuSya jiMdagIne ekeka divasa kiMmatI jAya che. gayele divasa pharIne pAchA AvatuM nathI. tamArA gharamAM kelenDara to haze ? e kelenDaramAMthI ja eka eka pAnuM kharI jAya che tema tamArI jiMdagInA kelenDaramAMthI eka eka divasa rUpI pAnuM khare che. e samaya pAchA pharIne maLatuM nathI. game te pazcAttApa karaze te paNa A ghaDI ne taka maLavI muzkela che. eka mANase nadInA kinAre khetaramAM zeraDIne vAta karyo hato. e vADInI vacamAM jhuMpaDI bAMdhIne te rahete hate. khetaramAM pAkane nukazAna karanAra pakSIone paththara mArIne te uDADato hato. eka divasa te nadInA kinAre Avyo che. tyAM dUra dUra nadInA pANI upara tenI najara paDI. te dUrathI teNe pANImAM eka mATIne ghaDA pANImAM tarIne Avate je. e ghaDA upara suMdara gulAbanAM kula cItarelAM che. vele cItarI che. upara

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zrIphaLa mUkIne lAla madrAsIyAnuM kapaDuM bAMdheluM che. enA upara puSpanI mALA paherAvI che. A mATIne ghaDe dUrathI khUba AkarSaka lAge. A joI A mANasane thayuM A ghaDe keTale suMdara lAge che ! ATalAmAM bIjuM kaI dekhAtuM nathI. je bIjuM koI Avaze to laI leze. enA karatAM huM ja laI lauM. ene taratA AvaDatuM hatuM eTale nadImAM paDe. tarIne ghaDo laI AvyA ghaDAmAMthI te sugaMdha sugaMdha baheke che. have e ghaDAnuM moTuM choDe che. ene choDatI vakhate keTale AnaMda haze e te ene AtmA ja jANatA haze. jo ke tame e ThekANe heta te tyAM ne tyAM enuM moDhuM na khelata. kAraNa ke aMdara mattA bharI hoya te kaI joI jAya eTale catura vaNika te ghare laI jaIne ja jue. kema barAbara che ne? (hasAhasa). A mANase kulanI mALA, zrIphaLa, kapaDuM badhuM dUra karIne jhaTa jhaTa ghaDAnuM meTuM khelyuM. te temAM patharA bharelA hatA. A joIne teNe kapALa kUTayuM ane bolyA "rUpe rUDo ne guNamAM kuDa" ATale tane zaNagAryo che ane aMdara te patharA ja bharyA che. A ghaDo kaI dhanavAnane je maLe heta te temAMthI sonuM cAMdI nIkaLatA paNa mArA nasIbamAM ja paththara che. te sonuM kayAMthI maLe ! teNe A patharAne gaNyAM te 360 thayA. patharA dekhAvamAM to bahu suMdara hatAM paNa ajJAna mANasa ene oLakhI na zake. ANe te badhA paththare vaDe pakSIo uDADavA mAMDyA. eka eka karatAM bAra vAgyA sudhImAM te teNe badhA ja paththare uDADI mUkyA. phakta temAMthI eka ja paththara rahI gayA che. bapora thatAM tenI strI bhAta laIne khetaramAM AvI. eka paththara tyAM paDele che. e nAnA chokarAe ramatAM ramatAM caLakatA paththara uThAvI lIdhuM. paththara karAnA hAthamAM che. A strI patine bhAta jamADI potAnA bALakane laIne bajAramAMthI pasAra thAya che. rastAmAM jhaverInI dukAna AvI. jhaverI hAjara nathI paNa munIma dukAne beTho che. eNe bALakanA hAthamAM paththara je. ene kahe che bahena! A patharo vecave che! huM vIsa paisA ApuM. mane e pathare ApI de. ene mana paththaranI kaMI kiMmata na hatI. eNe te visa paisAmAM paththara ApI dIdho. mA-dikare vIsa paisAnAM bajAramAMthI ramakaDAM laI khuza thatAM ghera gayA. A munimane thayuM ke Aje te huM zeThane khuza karI dauM. eTale zeTha AvyA tyAre harSabhera kahe che Aje te huM bahu sAre sodo karI Avyo chuM. ema kahI hIre zeThane batAvyo. - zeThe hIro hAthamAM laIne pArakhe ane kahyuM A hare amUlya che. A hIre meM koI divasa je paNa nathI. te A hIro kenI pAsethI lIdhe? keTalI kiMmate lIdho ? te munima kahe che meM to eka kheDUtanI patnI ahIMthI jatI hatI. tene choka A hare ramate hato. tenI pAsethI vIsa paisAmAM lIdho che. A zeTha bahu pramANika

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'padche hatAM eTale kahe che munima! A tuM mArI dukAne rahIne jhaverAta pArakhatA zIkhI gaye che chatAM te AvI chetarapIMDI karI? yAda rAkha. A anItine mAla tane phUTI nIkaLaze. tamane khabara che haze ke mATInA ghaDAmAM mIThuM bharavAmAM Ave che. e mIThuM ghaDAmAM daza-paMdara divasa rahe tyAM sudhI vAMdho na Ave paNa pachI te e mIThuM phUTIne bahAra Ave che. e AkhA ghaDA upara mIThAnI phellIo jevuM dekhAya che. tema je mANasa anyAya-anIti ane adharmathI je dhana bheguM kare che te paNa kamane udaya thatAM phUTI nIkaLe che pachI moTA moTA ude-DokaTare ane hakIe paNa tamane bacAvI zakatAM nathI. pIDAne pAra nahIM rahe. te samaye game teTaluM karIza paNa panI, bALako koI ADA hAtha dharavA nahi Ave. badhuM ahIMnuM ahIM ja rahI jAze. " dhanAni bhUmau pazavazca goSThe, nAri gRha dvAri sakhA smazAne / dehazcitAyAM paraloka mArga, dharmo'nu gacchati jIva ekaH // " tame khUba kALajIpUrvaka dATeluM dhana jamInamAM rahI jaze. hera Adi enA tabelAmAM ja rahI jAze. vahAlAmAM vahAlI tamArI patnI game teTalAM mAthAM ne chAtIo phUTatI haze paNa e gharanA bAraNu sudhI Avaze ane sagAvahAlAM ne saMtAno zmazAna sudhI Avaze ane vahAlAmAM vahAluM A zarIra paNa cittAmAM jalI jaze. paraleka jatAM jIvane sAthe AvanAra keI hoya te phakta eka dharma ja che. baMdhuo! jyAM sudhI tamArA jambara puNyane udaya che ane pApane udaya nathI thaye tyAM sudhI sukha bhegavI le. je anItinAM nANAM bhegAM karaze te mIThAnI jema phUTI nIkaLaze. nyAya nItithI kamAIne reTa ne dALa khAvAmAM je AnaMda Avaze te anItinA nANAmAMthI banAvelA mAlapuA ne dUdhapAkamAM nahi Ave. e zeTha enA munimane khUba Thapako Ape che. ane kahe che e bahenane bolAvI lAva. munima pelI bAIne belAvI lAve che. bAIne bhaya lAgyo ke zeThane tyAM paththara vece che emAM kAMI bhUla thaI haze? paisA pAchA mAMgaze? eTale bAI dhruje che paNa zeTha madhura zabdothI pUche che bahena! tuM A pAMcIke kayAMthI lAvI ! e te mahAna kiMmatI che. mAre A pacAsa hajArane baMgale, jara jhaverAta, badhuM ja tane ApI dauM te paNa enAM mUlya thaI zake tema nathI. to bahena! huM tane A baMgalA sahita kroDa rUpiyAnI milakta ApuM chuM. bAI kahe che mane eTalA paisA gaNatA na AvaDe. huM mArA patine belAvI lAvuM. ema kahI khuza thatI AnaMdabhera enA pati pAse AvIne kahe che tame te akkalanA othamIra ja rahyA. jaDa bharata jevA che. tamane kaMI khabara paDe che. tame pelA pAMcIkA paMkhIne uDADavAmAM uDADI mUkyA. eka ja pAMcako ahIM paDI rahyo hate e ApaNe gage ramate hate te jhaverIe mAMge. ane meM. A te enA kroDa rUpiyA maLyA

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208 A sAMbhaLI pelo kheDUta poke revA beTho. enuM kAraNa tame samajyA? (hA-pelA badhA pAMcIkA uDADI mUkayA ne?) je eka pAMcIkAnI ATalI badhI kiMmata che te badhA ja mArI pAse hota to keTalA paisA maLata! duniyAmAM dareka jInI AvI ja dazA che. je maLyuM che temAM AnaMda mANI zakatA nathI. ane gayuM tenI ciMtA karIne raDe che. eka vakhata eka rAjAnI svArI nIkaLI. eka garIba mANasa rAjA pAse AvyA. agAunA rAjAe nyAyI, udAra ne dayALu hatA. e prajAnI phariyAda sAMbhaLatAM hatAM. ane tenA duHkha dUra karatAM hatAM. atyAranI jema prajAne cUsatA na hatAM. rAjA pUche che bhAI! tane zuM che ! tyAre kahe che sAheba! huM garIba mANasa chuM. A dhAbaLA vecIne gujarAna calAvuM chuM. A sAle ziyALe pUro thayo paNa mAro eka paNa dhAbaLe kha nathI. have unALe AvI gaye. ane mArA dhAbaLA na khapyA. e dhAbaLA na vecAya tyAM sudhI vepArIne paisA kayAMthI ApuM? have e paisA na ApuM tyAM sudhI mArA mAthe vyAja caDhe che. e vyAja sahita paisA kyAMthI bharIza? e ciMtAthI huM udAsa chuM. rAjA pUche che tArI pAse keTalA dhAbaLA che? te kahe che pacAsa. ThIka. tArA dhAbaLA huM vecAvI ApIza tuM ciMtA na karIza. bIje divase rAjAe sabhAmAM eDara choDe ke AvatI kAle sabhAmAM AvanAra pradhAnathI mAMDIne moTA pedAra mANasone kere ne koro, jenI gheDa paNa na ukelI hoya, e dhAbaLo oDhIne AvavAnuM che je dhAbaLA oDhIne nahIM Ave te nekarI parathI utArI nAMkhavAmAM Avaze. rAjAnA adhikArIo vicAramAM paDyA. atyAre jhINA kapaDAM paheratAM paNa paraseve rebajheba thaI javAya che te dhAbaLA kema oDhAya? rAjAe Avo orDara kema choDa haze? rAjAnuM pharamAna eTale pharamAna emAM keInuM kaMI cAle nahi. rAjAnA pharamAna pAse tame badhA sIdhA cAle che. paNa ame je ema kahIe ke muhapatti bAMdhyA vinA koIe A helamAM AvavAnuM nahi te tame e vAta kabUla nahi kare. - A badhA adhikArIo pAse taddana navA dhAbaLA te kayAMthI hoya! sau navA dhAbaLA kharIdavA bajAramAM jAya che. tyAM pelA garIba mANasanI nAnakaDI dukAna che. eka jaNa tyAM dhAbaLe kharIda karavA AvyA. pUchayuM bhAI ! dhAbaLAnI zuM kiMmata? te kahe pacAsa rUpiyA. pachI te ekabIjAne khabara paDatAM dhAbaLA mATe reDa paDI. jema jema gharAkI vadhatI gaI tema tema pelA garIba vepArInI bhUkha vadhatI gaI. pahelA traNa-cAra jaNane paccIsa rUpiye dhAbaLA ApI. pachI pacAse. ema karatAM vadhIne so rUpiye keTalAMne ApyA. have chele pradhAna Avyo. pradhAna pUche che bhAI ! dhAbaLe che! to kahe che have to khalAsa thaI gayAM. pradhAna kahe che game tema kara paNa mane dhAbaLe lAvI Apa.

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209 kAraNa ke kAle sabhAmAM eDhIne javAnu` che. tyAre pelA mANasa kahe che A eka paDayA che enI kiMmata (150) rUpiyA che. pradhAna kahe che bhale deDhasA le paNa mane dhAmaLeA Apa. pahelAM enu mAM nAnuM hatuM. dhIme dhIme vadhIne rAkSasa jeTaluM mATu' thaI gayuM. eTale ene pastAvA thaye. aheA ! me pahelAM AchI kiMmate dhAmanIe vecI dIdhI. jo pahelethI ja vadhu kiMmate ApI hAta te keTalA paisA Avata! e ja mANasa khIje divase rAjA pAse AvyA. rAjA pUche che kema bhAi! tArI dhAbaLIe khapI gaI ne ! tA have zA mATe udAsa che? tyAre kahe che zuM karu...! sAheba ! huM teA DhagAI gayA. pahelAM sastI ki Mmate dhAbaLIe ApI dIdhI ane pachI teA dhAbaLInA deDhase rUpiyA upajyA. rAjA kahe che eka tA me' tArI dhAbaLIe vecAvI ApI ane uparathI te` mArI prajAne cusI lIdhI. kahevAnA Azaya e che ke mANasa vamAna sukhane bheAgavI zakatA nathI ane gayu... tene rAve che. madhue ! pelA mANasa enA pAMcIkAne rAve che. A mANasa dhAbaLIne rAve che. e tamane zu' samajAve che. samayane oLakheA, pramAdane cheDo. enI pAse 360 pAMcIkA hatA. temAMthI eNe 359 uDADI mUkayA. phakta eka ja TukaDA hatA te temAMthI tene kroDa rUpiyA maLyA. tema e ja rIte eka varSInA 360 divasa che. emAMthI 359 divase bhale ajJAna dazAmAM cAlyA gayA. eka pAMcIkA rUpI eka divasa hAthamAM che tyAM sudhI paNa kAma kADhI leA. pachI game teTalA pastAvA karaze tA paNu Ave! samaya nahi maLe. ApaNe tyAM tapasvIenI tapazcaryA cAlI rahI che. te joIne tame paNa tapazcaryA karavA taiyAra thAva. eja, te vyAkhyAna........na. 29 svAta tryadina--paMdaramI ogaSTa zrAvaNa suda 14 ne zanivAra tA. 15-8-70 trileAkInAtha bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe jagatanA jIvA upara mahAna karUNA karI siddhAMta rUpa vANInuM pAna karAvyuM. traNe kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenu nAma siddhAMta. jemAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM cha jIvAnA adhikAra cAle che. temAM bhRgu purAhitanA be putrA jemane janma-jarA ane maraNanAM duHkhAnA Dara lAgyA che. zA. 27

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10 "jAi jarAmaccu bhayAbhibhUyA, barhivihArA bhiniviTTa cittA / saMsAra cakkasa vimokkhaNaTThA, daTThUNa te kAmaguNe viracA // " upara kahelA bhayAthI bhayabhIta thayA. eTale saMsArathI bahAra je anaMta sukhanu dhAma evA meAkSamAM emaNe citta sthApyuM. eTale ke meAkSe javAnI laganI lAgI. have mAkSe javu' hAya te zuM karavu joIe? A saMsArathI mukta thavuM paDe. A saMsAra tA cakra jevA che. tame cakaDoLa tA joyu che ne! e cakaDoLanAM cAra khAnAM DAya che. temAM eka khAtuM nIce rahe, e bAjunI sAIDamAM le khAnAM rahe. ane eka khAnuM upara hAya che. e cakaDoLa kare che tyAre uparanuM khAnuM nIce Ave ane nIcenu upara jAya che. ema cAre ya khAnAnuM cakra pharyAM ja kare che. temAM sauthI vadhu sahana kAne karavuM paDe? je khAtu upara che temAMthI koI ajJAna mANasa thUMke teA nIcevALAne A trAsa sahana karavA paDe che. paNa nIcethI kAI thUMke tA uparavALAne kaMI sahana karavuM paDatu nathI. A rIte sa'sAra paNa eka cakaDALa che. enAM cAra khAnAM che. temAM nIce naraka che. upara devalAka che. ane manuSya, tiya canuM khAtu. vacamAM che. nIce rahelAM narakagatinA nArakIne ekaluM duHkha che. upara rahelAM devAne ekalu' sukha che ane manuSyatiya'cone sukha ane duHkha baMne rahelAM che. AvuM catu`tinuM je cakra che tenAthI mukti meLavavA mATe A baMne brAhmaNa putrone raMga lAgyo che. tamane hajI raMga lAgyA nathI. AjanA divasa paNa svata Mtra dina che. Aje paMdaramI ogaSTanA divase tame briTIzanI gulAmImAMthI mukta thayAM che, ane tame mAnA paNa che ke ame svataMtra banyAM. paNa tame kharekhara! hajI svataMtra banyAM ja nathI. svataMtratAnA artha ja tame samajyAM nathI. tame meha-mAyA mamatA ane parigrahanAM baMdhanathI moMdhAyelA che. tamane parigrahanI keTalI mamatA che? dhananA meAha chUTe teA dhama thAya. paNa dhanathI dhama`nA vijaya na thaI zake. devAnupriyA ! tame te Aje dhana ane dhane ekamAM ja khatavA che. paNa dhanathI dharma kadI kharIdI zakAtA nathI. dhana ane dhama ane alaga vastu che. tame kaheA che. ke dhana vinA eka vastu paNa kharIdI zakAtI nathI. paisA vinA dAtaNa paNa maLatAM nathI. e vAta tamArI sAcI che. chatAM amuka mahatvanI cIjo paisAthI kharIDhAtI nathI. e tA dharmAMthI ja maLe che. paisAthI khATAnA chUTa maLe paNa kaMI paga maLe kharA ? paisAthI TopI maLe paNa mAthuM maLe ? paisAthI pharsTa kalAsa malamalanI gAdI maLe paNa uMgha maLe kharI ? paisAthI cazmA maLe paNa AMkha maLe ? paisAthI manamAnyA svASTi bheAjanA maLe paNa bhUkha maLe ? je paisAthI leAjana maLe, gAdI maLe, paNa bhUkha ke uMgha na maLe. evI sa*patti zA kAmanI ? bhUkha mATe davA khAvI paDe. dha mATe ghenanI gALI levI paDe, AvI sapattinI kAMI ja kiMmata nathI,

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ra11 ' tame janma lIdhA te sAthe ja hAtha-paga-kAna-nAka AvuM suMdara zarIra madhuM je maLyuM. A badhuM kayAMthI maLyuM ? dharmAMthI ja A zarIra ane zarIranA a MgeApAMga badhuM ja maLyu che. Aje svataMtra dina che. tameA trevIsa varSa pahelAM gulAmImAMthI mukta banyAM. paNa e rAjakIya gulAmI teA hajI tamArA mAthe ubhI ja che. tame aMgrejanA baMdhanamAMthI mukta thayAM paNa hajI amerikA-raziyA badhA deze tamArI pAse kAzmIranI khAMdha cheDa karAvI jaze. tene bhArata ane pAkistAnane laDatA baMdha karAvavA che ane cInane cinagArI Ape che eTale cIna sAthe laDAvavAnI taiyArIo karAve che. e badhA tamane ramADI rahyAM che. ane tame svataMtratAnA nAme jalasA uDAvA che. Aje menejara badalAyA che paNa mAlika khalAyA nathI. amane A tamArI svata MtratAthI Anaa nahi Ave. ame AvI svataMtratAne svataMtratA mAnatA ja nathI. gulAmI e prakAranI che. eka bAhya ane bIjI abhyaMtara. Aje bhAratane svataMtratA apAvI paNa dezamAM keTalI AphtA AvI rahI che. divase divase jAta jAtanA AkramaNA vadhatA jAya che. ane prajAne mAthe muzIkhatA AvatI jAya che. A rAjakIya gulAmImAMthI mukta thayA nathI ane kamanI AbhyaMtara gulAmI tA hajI ubhI ja che. A gulAmI nahi jAya tyAM sudhI kaMi paNa thavAnu nathI. Aje ApaNAM upara kama trATakI rahyAM che. tyAM sudhI gulAmI ja che. kamanA kAraNe tame sittera varSanA thAva ane jenA upara tamArI AzAnA minArA che evA karA maraNa pAme te| duHkha thAya ne ? kaDhanA roga thAya eTale jaldI davA karo. kensaranu' nAma paDe ke tarata ja sIdhA DhATAmAM dAkhala thaI jAya. are ! zrImaMta hAya te svITjharlenDa paheoMcI jAya. ane rAgathI mukta thavA mATe thAya teTalA prayatnA cAle che. paNa zuM A vaijJAnika zodhakheALA tamane rAgathI ke dardathI mukta karI zake che? kadAca tamane mAM rAhata Ape tA e teA nimitta che. e veDhanIya kamA~ upazAMta hAya teA zAMti maLe, kadAca enA aMta AvyA hAya tA maTI paNa jAya. paNa emAM davA ke DaoNkaTaro kaMI karI zakatA nathI. e badhuM ka ne AdhIna che. tamArA puNyanA uddayathI mATA baMgalA maLe, rUme rUme TelIphAna hAya, AMgaNAmAM cAra kArI khaDI rahetI hoya, kroDA ke abajonI sapattinA svAmI hai| ane svataMtratA pramANe icchita sukha bhAgavatAM hai chatAM tame kamarAjAnI kedamAM sapaDAyelA che. bhayaMkara paradezI AkramaNa ane svadezI aMdhAdhUMdhIthI tame mukta thayA, te paNa kamanA kendrI teA che ja. eTale gulAma che. tamane A gulAmI e gulAmI rUpe samajAtI nathI e ja ajJAnatA che. amAre tamArI AMkha khAlAvavI che. paNa tame te AMkha adha karI de che. Aje raziyA, amerikA, keneDA bhAratane badhuM Ape che. paNu sAme zarata

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paNa kevI kare che te paNa badhI ja zarate tame maMjura kare che. paNa AtmAne karmanI gulAmImAMthI mukta karavA mATe bhagavaMte je je zarate mUkI che tene svIkAra karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. kAraNa ke pAMca Indriye ane cha mana ene gulAma banI gayela che. Indriya ane mananuM kahyuM karavA mATe jAtane gIravI mUkI devA taiyAra thAya che. kadAca upale mALa khAlI thaI gayA hoya te khera! ene khAlI rAkhe paNa aMdara bIjAne besADo nahi. mananuM kahyuM kare nahi. tamArA mAthe paradezanI gulAmI ubhI che. svadezanI mUMjhavaNa che. ane karmanI trikAlAbAdhita gulAmI che. tene cheDe. Aje vidyArthIo kahe che amAre zikSakanI parataMtratA na joIe. patnI kahe che patinI parataMtratA na joIe. nekara kahe che mAre zeThanI parataMtratA na joIe. ahIM badhe ja parataMtratA lAge che. paNa karmanI parataMtratA sAlatI nathI. karmane AdhIna ane indrione vaza thayele AtmA ja khare gulAma che. pAMca Indrio ane chaThuM mana e AtmAnA nekare che. paNa atyAre te AtmA ja nekara banI gayo che. Aje nokaronuM ja sAmrAjya vyApI gayuM che. mana rUpI nekara kaheze cAle phenTA pIvA javuM che. te taiyAra. kokA kolA pIvA javuM hoya to taiyAra. A badhI gulAmI ja che ne ? bApa pitAnA putrane kahe beTA ! tuM dukAne besI jA. ApaNe Ijanera banavuM nathI. ApaNe kyAM jhAjhA paTa bharavA che? ApaNe zAntithI khAI zakIe teTaluM dukAnamAM maLI raheze. tyAre dikare kaheze ke huM tame kaho tema karavA taiyAra nathI. huM to mane gamaze tema karIza joIne A tamArI svataMtratA. tame tamArA putra upara tamArI hakumata calAvI zakatAM nathI. Indriya para aMkuza rAkhI zakatAM nathI. zuM A svataMtratA che ke parAdhInatA? aMgreja sarakAre bhArata bhUmi upara keTalA varSo rAjya karyuM? phaktata doDhaso varSa eNe phakta doDhaso varSa bhArata upara tenI sattA jamAvI. ane bhAranane enI parataMtratA lAgI eTale briTIzanI gulAmImAMthI mukta banavA mATe bhAratanI janatAe keTale purU SArtha karyo, keTalAM yuvAnenAM lehI reDI dIdhA. keTalAM pIThIbharyA yuvAne khatama thaI gayA. keTalAMne jelanA saLIyA gaNavA paDyAM. keTalAne lAThIne mAra khA paDe. kaMIkanA upara TIyara gyAsa choDyAM. e gyAsanI kALI vedanA sahana karavI paDI. doDhaso varSanI aMgrejanI gulAmImAMthI mukta thavA ane svataMtratA meLavavA ATaluM sahana karavuM paDayuM. chatAM paNa haju purI svataMtratA maLI nathI. svataMtratAnA bahAne svacchedo vadhI rahyA che. aMgrejothI paNa vadhu kanaDagata karanAra duzmane hoya te te ApaNuM karmo che. - ApaNuM upara mehanIya karme doDhase, basa ke pAMcaso varSothI nahi paNa anaMtakALathI sAmrAjya jamAvyuM che. aMgrejanA rAjyamAM je kaSTa sahana karyuM nathI tenAthI

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22. anaMta gaNuM mahAna kaSTa jIva karmonA rAjyamAM sahana kare che. emAMthI kaI rIte chUTAya e ja ApaNe vicAravAnuM che. AvI AjhAdI to ghaNuM vakhata meLavIne bhogavI. paNa duHkha gayuM nahi. tamAma duHkhanuM mULa kAraNa moha che. Aje ApaNe je kharAba sthitImAM mUkAI rahyA chIe, duHkhanI gartAmAM gabaDI rahyAM chIe temAM mehanIya karmanA sAmrAjyanI prabaLatA che. ema samajIne moha rUpI aMgrejane harAvI tene dUra karI Atma svarUpane prApta karIe, tyAre ja ApaNe sAcA svataMtra banI zakIe. Aje dhvajavaMdana karIne, sAruM bhojana jamIne tame AnaMda mAne che paNa A vAstavika svataMtratA nathI paNa aupacArika svataMtratA che. mahAna purUSoe kama medAnamAM yuddha karIne sAcI svataMtratA prApta karI lIdhI. tevA anaMtajJAnI trikAladaza devAdhideve tevI svataMtratA prApta karavAnA upAye ApaNane batAvyAM che. je sAcI svataMtratA meLavavI hoya te tIrthakara prabhue je sAdhano kahyAM che te meLavavAM joIe. ane je upAya batAvyAM hoya te pramANe AcaraNa karavuM joIe. jyAM sudhI mane mAravAnuM mana nahi thAya tyAM sudhI svataMtratAne tame samajyA nathI. sAcI svataMtratA eTale AtmAnuM sAmrAjya, mohanA sAmrAjyathI dUra rahevuM e che sAcI svataMtratA, duniyAmAM jema potAnA para bahAranI sarakAranI sattAne parataMtratA mAnavAmAM Ave che tema ahIM paNa ApaNAM upara moharAjAnA sAmrAjyanI sattA sthApita thaI che. e ja parataMtratA samajI le. mohane mAravAnI, tene prANa vinAne karavAnI pravRtti karavAmAM Ave to sAcI svataMtratA maLe. kAyamane mATe svataMtra banAya. Aja sudhI anaMtA duHkhe sahyAM ane hajI paNa janma-maraNa, Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhiroga-zeka, A badhuM sahana karavAnuM cAlu ja che. AnuM kAraNa zuM? ApaNuM upara mohanIyanuM sAmrAjya che. jagatamAM janmele jIva jema kALathI bacI zakaya nathI tema mehathI paNa bacI zaka nathI. zAstramAM dareka prANIone cAra prakAranI saMjJAo batAvavAmAM AvI che. ane cAre ya gatinA prANIo upara mahArAjA sAmrAjaya bhogave che. mehe AtmAne eTale badhe dabAve che ke jethI tenA guNa avarAya che, DhaMkAya che, lUMTAya che. bahAranI sarakArane aMge ema kahevAya che ke te hiMdane lUMTe che. tema meha Atmadhanane lUTe che. AtmAnA satata jAgRta pradeza para mehanuM kadI cAlatuM nathI. A che jIva - ajIvane, jaDa ane cetanane bheda. ATaluM samajyA pachI A meMgherI mAnava jiMdagAnI prApta karyA pachI paNa meha upara vijaya prApta karavAnuM na sUjhe te parataMtratA kyAMthI TaLe? AvA krUra moha upara aprIti na jAge dUra rahevAnuM mana na thAya te samajI leje ke tame haju svataMtratAne samajyA ja nathI.

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zake siddha dazA eTale sAcI svataMtratA. jyAM sudhI jIva saMsAramAM rakhaDe che tyAM sudhI e parataMtra ja che. tamAre te saMsAramAM rahevuM che ane svataMtra banavuM che. hasavuM che ane leTa paNa phAke che e kayAMthI bane? agnimAM vasavuM che ane baLavuM nathI. cUlAmAM hAtha nAMkhave che ne zItaLatA joIe che. e banI zake tema nathI. kAraNa ke paraspara virodhI che. tema saMsAra ane svataMtratA A be zabdane kadI paNa meLa maLatuM nathI. A duniyAnA tamAma prANIone parataMtratAmAM pakaDI rAkhanArI ane svataMtratAnI ADe AvanArI cAra kanaDagata che. svataMtratA eTale jyAM koI prakAranI kanaDagata na hoya tenuM nAma svataMtratA. ane jyAM pArakI kanaDagata rahe tenuM nAma parataMtratA. jyAM sudhI jIva svataMtratAno AnaMda na lUTe tyAM sudhI e baMdhAyeluM rahe che. parataMtratA na tUTe e dizAmAM ke tene duHkha Ape to te ajJAnadazAmAM sahana karI le. ajJAnadazA na jAya tyAM sudhI duHkhamAM vasavAnuM. jyAM ajJAna dazA gaI tyAM sukha AvyuM samaje. tyAre have sukhI koNa? jJAnI ke ajJAnI ? sukhI jJAnI che, ajJAnI nathI. kema vartavuM, zuM bolavuM, na belavuM enuM ajJAnIone bhAna nathI hotuM. manuSyajAtine jaMgalI prANIo taraphathI cheDI herAnagati thAya tyAM ene ThAra karavAno hukama ApavAmAM Ave che. evA netAone duniyA moTAne IlkAba Ape che. jyAM hiMsAnuM sAmrAjya vyApI gayuM hoya evI svataMtratA e jenene gamavI joIe nahi. je vastunA vepArathI onI hiMsA thavAnI che evo vepAra jenee karAya ja nahi. kAraNa ke jaina dharma ahiMsAne mahatva Ape che. paNa Aje to jenenuM jainatva ja cAlyuM gayuM che. game teTalI hiMsA thatI hoya paNa jyAM paisA vadhu maLe tyAM tamArI deTa che. paNa bhalA vicAra kare ke tamane svataMtratAthI jIvana jIvavuM game che te tArA nANAMnI peTIo bharavA khAtara je nirdoSa jenI krUratAthI ghAta thAya che te jIvane keTaluM duHkha thatuM haze? bhale ochuM kamAva, majazekha na thAya paNa nirdoSa jIvane che. jaina darzanamAM eka zrAvaka thaI che. yoga enuM jIvana keTaluM sAduM ane pramANika hatuM. enA gharamAM anItinuM nAma na maLe. roja puNI kAMtIne pitAnuM jIvana nIbhAvate hate. e puNI kAMtIne paisA kamAte tethI enuM nAma puNI zrAvaka paDyuM. e baMne pati-patnI puNI kAMtIne dararoja daza dokaDA kamAtA hatAM. AjanuM maLI jAya pachI e kAlanI ciMtA karatA nahi. ene vicAra thaye ke je kuLamAM janmIne je svadharmane na jamADuM te huM zrAvaka na kahevAuM. have rojanA daza dekaDAthI vadhu paisA kamAtAM nathI. bIjI kaI mUDI paNa nathI. ane ene evo niyama hato ke dararoja eka svadhamIbaMdhune jamADIne jamavuM. baMdhuo! tame paNa jainakuLamAM janmyA che te tamAre paNa A niyama haze ne? ke pachI Ave tene jAkAre kare te niyama che? (hasAhasa). haju bicAre

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pa mahemAna sIdhA cAlyuM AvatA hAya tene gharanuM bAraNu' paNa batAvyu` nathI e pahelAM ema pUchavA mAMDe ke keTalA divasa rokAvAnA che ne kayAre javuM che ? tyAM vaLI svadhamIne jamADIne jamavAnA niyama kayAMthI hAya ! A puNIce zrAvaka ane tenI patnI vArApharatI eka divasa upavAsa kare che. ane eka divasa jame che. ane je bhejana mace che temAMthI svadhamInI bhakti kare che. ane zrAvaka-zrAvikAnI joDalI AnadathI dharmArAdhanA kare che. eka divasa puNIyA zrAvaka sAmAyikamAM beThA che. paNa mananI sthiratA rahetI nathI. A zrAvaka vicAra kare che ke Aje mArI sAmAyika kema lUMTAI rahI che ? tame paNa sAmAyika laI ne meseA che ane cittanI caMcaLatA sAmAyikamAM thatI haze. paNa AvA vicAra Ave che kharA ? tamane Ave vicAra kyAMthI Ave? kAraNa ke tame ghera navarA ja na paDeA eTale azubha vicArAnA carA ahIM laIne AveA che. ahIM mana navaru paDe eTale dukAnanA vicAra karIza. ephisanA vicAra karo. bhegI zAkanI thelI paNa letA AvyA haze| eTale ahiM thI uThIne zAka mAkITamAM javuM che ne kayuM zAka levu e paNa vicAra thatA haze. puNIyA zrAvaka sAmAyika pALIne enI patnIne pUche che Aje ApaNA gharamAM anItinuM dhana AvyuM nathI ne ? Aje sAmAyikamAM mAruM mana sthira rahayuM nathI mATe kaMika kAraNu tA jarUra che. tyAre enI strI kahe che svAmInAtha! Aje eka sanyAsI lATa mAMgavA AvyeA hateA. ene Dabalu laIne leATa ApavA gaI. meM DakhalAmAMthI mUThI lATa ApyA. enI najara DakhalA para paDI. have e khAvA game te hAya paNa enA gayA pachI eka camatkAra thayA. ane e ApaNuM Dabalu sonAnu khanI gayuM. have tame bahAragAma gayAM haiA. pAchaLathI tamArA zrImatIjI enI e cAra sADIo, tamArA etraNa paheraNu zUTa ApIne eka sTIlanI mAlTI lIdhI. tame bahAragAmathI AvyA tyAM harSabhera sAmI kahevA Ave ke jIe-jue me' khATI kharIdI. tame pUche ke keTalAnI ? tA kaheze ke are ! paisA kharcavAnA hAya ! e teA mArA ne tamArA phATalA DucA ApIne lIdhI. tame paNa bhegA harakhAvA mAMDA hA.... tame eTalA kapaDAmAM ka'IDa garIkhanAM aMga DhAMkI zako. eTalA kapaDAM ApIne eka DIkhaDuM vadhyuM te paNa zuM ane na vadhyuM te paNu zuM? tame sArA kapaDAM paherI te phATalA kapaDAM te garIbane ApeA. A puNIyA zrAvaka kahe che nakkI e seAnuM gharamAM Avyu. tethI ja sAmAyikanA sudhArasa huM pI zakayA nahi. ApaNe e kacarA gharamAM na joIe. kAraNa ke ApaNe tA rAjanA daza DhAkaDA upara eka paNa pAI rAkhavI ka9patI nathI. A tA keTalI badhI kiMmata vadhI gaI. jAva - ene ukaraDe pheMkI AveA. A jagyAe tame heta tA zu karata ? ele! teA kharA ! (sabhA : laine saMtADI deta.) tamArI zrAvikA hAta tA ema kaheta

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ke A sonAne Dabbe kaMI ukaraDe nAMkhavAne heya! AmAMthI te mArA dAgInA banAvAya. ahIM te zrAvikA paNa evAM hatAM jyAM enA patine hukama thaye tyAM sonAne Dabbo mATInA hAMDalAnI jema pheMkI dIdhe. juo ! bhagavAnanAM zrAvako kevAM heya? anItinI eka paNa pAI ene khapatI na hatI. jyAre anItinA keTalA rUpiyA tamArA piTamAM hajama thaI jAya che. A anyAya-anIti ane adharmanA kAraNe ja jIva karmanuM baMdhana karatAM jAya che. ane karmanI gulAmI nIce dabAte jAya che. karmanI kanaDagate jAya tyAre sAcI svataMtratA Ave che. mULa ATha karmo che. temAM cAra ghAtI che ane cAra aghAtI che. temAM sauthI prathama naMbara jJAnAvaraNIya karmane che. jJAnAvaraNIya karma anaMta jJAna guNa reko che. jJAnAvaraNIne bIjo bhAI darzanAvaraNIya che. e to mahAna jabaro che. e jIvane satya vastunuM bhAna thavA detuM nathI. darzanAvaraNIya kame anaMta dazana guNane roke che. mohanIya karma mUMjhave che. ane aMtarAya karma anaMta dAna-anaMta lAbha-anaMta bhega ane anaMta vIryamAM ADe Ave che. pAse koDa rUpiyA hoya paNa dAna kayAre devAya ? aMtarAya karmanI sattA tUTe tyAre ne? jJAnAvaraNIya karmane saMpUrNa kSaya thAya tyAre kevaLajJAna thAya. A cAra ghAtI kameM gayA eTale sAcI svataMtratA AvI ja samaje ne! nAma karma ane AyuSya karmathI nukazAna zuM che? ulaTuM AvI dazAne pAmelAnuM AyuSya je lAMbu hoya to lAkha jIvanuM kalyANa thAya. zrI RSabhadeva bhagavaMta je karI zakyAM te bhagavAna mahAvIra na karI zakyAM. kAraNa ke temanuM AyuSya TUMkuM hatuM. phakta sADI-egaNatrIsa varSa ja temanI sAdhanAne samaya. jyAre RSabhadeva bhagavAnanI sAdhanAne samaya eka lAkha pUrvane hate. eTale emanA AyuSyathI koDa ane lAbha thaze. kahevAno Azaya e che ke aghAtI karmo jIvane nukazAna karatAM nathI. phakta AtmAnuM ahita karanAra hoya te cAra ghAtI karmo ja che. e cAra ghAtIne nAza thaye ke terame guNarathAne jIva jAya che. ane kevaLa jJAna ane kevaLadarzana prApta karI sAcI svataMtratA meLave che. bAkI samajaNa vinA game teTalI mahenata karazo te paNa svataMtratA maLavAnI nathI. sAcI svataMtratA meLavanAra ane apAvanAra sarvajJa prabhu mahAvIra svAmI kahe che tame satya vastune samaje. ene e samajyA pachI ene meLavavAnI zakti keLa ane AgekUca kare. mithyAtva-avrata-pramAda-kaSAya ane azubhaga e pAMca karmabaMdhanA kAraNa che. mithyAtva TaLe te samyaktva Ave, aviratinA baMdhana tUTe te viratibhAva Ave, avi ratinI beDI teDavA pramattAvasthAnI beDI teDavAnI che. Aja sudhI pramAdathI ja pAyamAlI thaI che. bhaNavAmAM pramAda hoya te jJAna na maLe. bajAramAM pramAda na thAya. AtmakalyANamAM ja

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pramAda naDe che. A dhamAla, ragaDA-jhagaDA ane parigraha A badhuM pramAdane kAraNe ja che ne? dezane aMge paNa kahevAya che ne ke pramAda na heta te hiMdanI A dazA na heta. AtmakalyANamAM paNa pramAdanI beDI naDatara rUpa che. tene teDavI joIe. ane pramAda - kaleza kusaMpanI heLI karavI joIe. A varatune samajIne sAcI svataMtratA meLavavAne prayatna karo. jJAnAvaraNIyanI beDI teDavA zratane abhyAsa kare. darzana mehanIyanI beDI teDI samakitane sudaDha karo. aviratinI beDI teDI viratine vare. ceAthethI pAMcame guNasthAne Ave. ane dezavirati bane. ethI AgekUca karI che AvIne sarvavirati bane. tyAMthI AgaLa vadhI sAme AvI pramatta avasthAnI beDI teDI apramatta bane. AvI uccakakSAne keLavIne terame guNasthAne AvI AtmAnI sAcI AjhAdI meLave. pachI kahe ke huM svataMtra banyA. duniyAnA ajJAna jIvone sAcI svataMtratAnuM bhAna nathI. eTale jyAM ne tyAM bhaTake che. teramethI caudame jAya tyAM te yuganuM baMdhana paNa tUTI gayuM. eTale zAzvata svataMtratA che. e AvyA pachI kadI naSTa thatI nathI. ahIM AvyA pachI janma - jarA ne maraNa paNa nathI. ema samaja karmanI parataMtratAne jaDamULathI nAza kare. Aje te svataMtratA joIe che ne svacchede vadhatA jAya che. mahAtmA gAMdhIjIne Aje tame yAda kare che paNa enAM Adarzo jIvanamAM apanAvyA che kharA! emaNe kaI divasa sIveluM kapaDuM paheryuM nathI. phasTa kalAsanI musApharI karI nathI. jIvana paNa sAduM ne svAvalaMbI. svAvalaMbI. svAdiSTa bhojana paNa khAdhA nathI. ane tamAre te paiso vadhe eTale ThaThArAne pAra ja nahi. tharDa kalAsamAM musApharI karAya ja nahi. kapaDAM dhAbInA gharanAM game nahi. e te zIMga kaMpanImAM joyelAM kapaDAM ja game. ane svAdiSTa bhajana joIe nekara ane ghATI vinA to cAle ja nahi. A badhI svacchaMdatA nahi te bIjuM zuM? bhagavAne brahmacarya pAlanane upadeza Ape che. je enuM pAlana karyuM heta te saMtati niyojana lAvavAnI jarUra na paData. Aje saMtati niyAjananA bahAne keTale vyabhicAra vaLe che! cAritranuM nAmanizAna na maLe. AjanI sarakAra jyAM ne tyAM macchI udyoga ane katalakhAnA khelavAne pUrajozamAM pracAra kare che. tyAM sAcI svataMtratA kayAMthI maLe? baMdhuo! sAcI svataMtratA meLavavA mATe A tapazcaryAnAM divase cAlI rahyAM che. mAsakhamaNanA mAMDavaDA naMkhAI cUkyA che. jene besavuM hoya te A maMDapamAM besI zake che. ApaNA parama pitA mahAvIra prabhue be mAsI, cha mAsI Adi aghera tapa karI AtmAnI AjhAdI meLavI. ApaNe paNa evI AjhAdI meLavavI che. bhRgu purohitanA be putrone paNa AtmAnI AjhAdI meLavavAnI laganI lAgI che. zA 28

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roTa eTale saMsAranA baMdhana teDI saMyama mArge javA Icche che. teo temanA mAtA-pitAne haju zuM samajAvaze ane zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. Aje paNa samaya thaI gaye che eTale vidyullatA caritra baMdha che. vyAkhyAna naM..... 30 zrAvaNa suda 15 ne ravivAra tA. 16-8-70 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ane bahene? zAstrakAra bhagavaMta, rAga-dveSanA vijetA ane mokSamArganA praNetA evA bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. e batrIsa sUtramAM mULa uttaradhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. tenAM cha haLukamI AtmAone adhikAra cAle che. bhUgu purohitanA be bAluDAoe prathama vakhata ja saMtanuM darzana karyuM ane vairAgya pAmI gayA. temane te saMtadarzana karatAM karatAM mAthe tAla paDI gaI. mAthe kALA maTIne dhoLAM AvyA paNa haju sudhI dilamAM evo vicAra sarakhe paNa thato nathI ke - meM haiM kauna kahAM se AyA, mujhe kahAM para jAnA hai kana jagatameM merA hai, Isa jagameM kahAM ThIkAnA hai" game teTaluM dhana bheguM kare paNa jyAM sudhI tamane e vicAra nahi Ave ke huM kaNa chuM? kyAMthI Avyo chuM? ahIMthI marIne kyAM jaIza? rAta-divasa kALI majUrI karIne bheguM karuM chuM temAMthI mArI sAthe zuM Avaze? A bokasInanA AlezAna bhavanamAM rahe che. ene bahu meha lAge che. paNa yAda rAkhaje eka divasa te ene choDIne ja javAnuM che. ene pUro khyAla rAkhaje. koNa jANe tamArA kALajA ja kaI jAtanAM ghaDyAM che e ja mane te samajAtuM nathI. (sabhA - e kaThaNa kALajA che. hasAhasa) kaMIkane tame khAMdhe caDhAvIne sonApurImAM mUkI AvyA. te loko sAthe kaMI ja laIne gayAM nathI. jyAre ke tyAre mAre paNa A ja rIte eka divasa javAnuM che te mArI sAthe paNa zuM Avaze? tamArI sAthe kaMI ja AvavAnuM nathI. chatAM mamatA chUTatI nathI. vicAra phare ke atyAra sudhImAM je phoDAdhipati ke abajapati hoya tene zuM janma - jarA ne

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29 maraNanA pherA TaLI gayA che kharA? zu tene narake javuM paDatuM nathI ? vicAra tA karI narakathI te dhama ja macAvaze paNa nANAM nahI' macAve. bhagavAne ThANAMga sUtranA trIjA ThANe traNa prakAranAM purUSo batAvyAM che. (1) karmIpurUSa (ra) bheAgapurUSa (3) dharma purUSa. je purUSa peAtAnA ja parAkramathI rAjya meLave che tene kama purUSa kahevAmAM Ave che. vAsudeva e ka purUSa che. te peAtAnA parAkramathI ja rAjya upara peAtAnuM prabhutva jamAve che. teo 360 saMgrAma kare che, ane bharatakSetranA traNe khaDa upara peAtAnuM prabhutva jamAve che. e mahAna purUSA kevA heAya che. tenuM varNana zrI praznavyAkaraNa sUtramAM khUba vistArathI karavAmAM AvyuM che. vAsudeva ane khaLadevanA zarIra upara 108 zubha lakSaNeA hAya che. 10 lAkha aSTApadanu maLa maLadevamAM, vIsa lAkha aSTApadanuM khaLa vAsudevamAM hAya che. eka kroDa manA bhAre paththara vAsudeva eka kAMkarAnI jema phagAvI de che. eTale enI evI pracaMDa zakti hAya che ke jenI sAme koI duzmana TakI zakatA nathI, enA zarIramAM koI divasa rAga AvatA nathI. evI vAsudevanI puNyAI hAya che. jyAre Aje tA ghera ghera khATalA ne khATalA sUkAtA ja nathI, chAzavAre ne chAzavAre mAMdA. Aje mAthu dukhe teA kAle peTamAM dukhatuM hAya. sAmavAre sAjA hAya ne maMgaLavAre mAMdA, pahelAnAM mANasA rAtre sUI jAya tyAre ja khATalA DhALatAM hatAM. ane atyAre tA phezanamAM palaMga DhALelAM ja paDacAM hAya. sheja navarA paDe eTale sIdhA pala`gamAM paDe jema ciDa dekhe ne bheMsane ALeATavAnu` mana thAya tema tamane sheja navarAza maLI ke palaMgamAM ALoTavAnu mana thAya. A tamArA meAjazekha ane ezaArAma ja tamAru cAritra lUTI rahayA che. pahelAnAM mANase divasabhara kAma karatA hatAM. zathIrane khUba zrama paDatA hatA eTale emanI Indriye bephAma banatI na hatI. zarIramAM koi roga Avata nahiM. zarIramAM vikArA vadhatAM na hatAM. kahevAnA Azaya e che ke vAsudevanI eTalI badhI puNyAI hatI ke janmathI laIne maraNu sudhI temanA zarIramAM koI paNa jAtanA rAga AvatA nahi. vAsudeva ane khaLadeva pAse eka ratha hAya che. e ratha paNa evA jaththara hAya che ke e rathanI sAme duzmananuM sainya ubhuM hAya ane e rathanI khAlI utArI nAMkhavAmAM Ave tA enA tejathI senA bhAgI jAya. zAstramAM brahmacaya ne batrIsa upamAo ApavAmAM AvI che. zrI praznavyAkaraNa sUtramAM bhagavaMte pharamAvyu' che ke sa` rathAmAM prabhAvazALI ane meATe koI ratha hAya tA kRSNa mahArAjAnA saMgrAmaka ratha che. tevI rIte sarva dharmAMmAM brahmacaya dharma e sauthI zreSTha che. kRSNa vAsudevanA saMgrAmaka rathanI jema prAca e zreSTha che. tethI brahmacaryane vAsudevanA rathanI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che.

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vAsudevanA zarIranuM sauMdarya paNa khUba hoya che. temanA zarIramAM kaI paNa jAtanuM 'eDoLapaNuM hotuM ja nathI. vAsudevanuM zarIra suMdara ane AkarSaka hoya che. pratyeka utsapiNI ane avasarpiNI kALamAM 63 zalAkApurU thAya che. temane zalAkA purUSa eTalA mATe kahevAmAM Ave che ke temanAmAM eka paNa purUSa abhavya hoto nathI. 24 tIrthakara, 12 cakavati, 9 baLadeva, 9 vAsudeva, 9 prativAsudeva e 63 zalAkA purUSa che. rAma ane lakSamaNamAM rAma baLadeva hatA ane lakSamaNa vAsudeva hatAM. dareka baLadeva vAsudevanA moTAbhAI heAya che. ane prativAsudevane vAsudeva virodhI hoya che. jema jarA saMghanI sAme kRSNa vAsudeva, rAvaNanI sAme lamaNu hatAM. prativAsudeva paNa traNa khaMDa upara rAjya kare che. paNa bane che evuM ke vAsudevanA hAthe ja prativAsudeva mare che. ane prativAsudevanuM rAjya vAsudeva bhagave che. vAsudevanuM baLa eTaluM badhuM hoya che ke eka tarapha ekale vAsudeva ane bIjI tarapha daza lAkhanI pheji. ekalo vAsudeva daza lAkhanI phejane caklIonI jema uDADI mUke che. lAkha maNa vajana bharelI gADI enA hAtha uparathI cAlI jAya te paNa enA hAthanuM hADakuM bhAMgI jatuM nathI. vAsudevane vajanaSabhanArAya saMghayaNa ane samasyaurasa saMThANa hoya che. vAsudevane A samRddhi ane aizvarya prabhAva Adi je prApta thAya che tenuM mukhya kAraNa tapa che. temaNe pUrvabhavamAM khUba tapazcaryA karI hoya che. e tapazcaryAnuM teja vAsudevanA bhavamAM ene mahimA vadhAre che. je manuSya vAsudeva pAse namratAthI rahe che tene te pitAnA prANathI paNa priya gaNe che. ane je temanI AjJAthI virUddha cAle che. tene macharanI jema capaTImAM cALI nAMkhe che. ene te pharI navI mAtAnuM dUdha pIvuM paDe che. AvA pracaMDa zaktizALI ane pitAnA purUSArthanA baLathI je rAjya kare che tene karmapurUSa kahevAmAM Ave che. have bIjA prakAranA purUSane bhegapurUSa kahe che. bhegapurUSa cakravati che. cakravati cha khaMDa upara eka chatra rAjya kare che. cakavati cauda ratna ane nava nIdhionA svAmI hoya che. enA ratnamAM ajaba prabhAva ane zakti hoya che. cakravati bahAra nIkaLe tyAre tenuM daMDa ratna enI AgaLa cAle, ane enI AgaLa cAra gAu jamIna khADA TekarAvALI hoya te tene samAna banAvI de che. ane guphAnA daravAjA belI nAMkhe che. cakravatinA prabhAvanI vAta ja nirALI che. baMdhuo! tame AjanI vaijJAnika zodhaLAmAM aMjAI gayAM che. tame mAne che ke ame khUba AgaLa vadhI rahyAM chIe. game teTalI yAMtrika zodhakhoLa karI hoya paNa A cakravatinA sukhanI tulanA karavAmAM Ave to tamAruM vijJAna TakI zake nahi. juo, cakavatinI sAhyabI kevI che? jenI sevAmAM devakanA deve hAjara rahetAM hatAM. cakravartine

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rA mATe enuM gAthApati ratna cama ratnane pRthvInA AkAre banAvI tenA upara cAvIsa prakAranu dhAnya ane badhI jAtanA mevA-masAlA-zAkabhAjI. vigere divasanA pahelA paheAre vAve che. bIjA paheAre pAkI jAya che. trIjA paheAre taiyAra karI ceAthA pahAre cakravatine khavaDAvI de che. AvI cakravatinI Rddhi heAya che. A zAstranI vAta che. paNa Aje jeTalI zraddhA tamane vijJAna upara che teTalI bhagavAnanA vacana upara nathI. bhagavAne varSoM pUrve je vAta kahI hAya che tene jyAre vijJAna siddha kare che tyAre tamane zraddhA bese che, A pRthvI upara puNyazALI purUSAne soMsAranI koI paNa vastu durlabha heAtI nathI. pade pade nidhAnAni, yojane rasakApakA / bhAgyahInA na pazyanti, bahuratnA vasuMdharA // baMdhue ! A pRthvInuM nAma vasuMdharA che. vasu eTale dhana. A pRthvInA peTALamAM vipula dhana samAyeluM che. kiMmatI ratnA paNa pRthvImAM chupAyelA che. Aje setu ane cAMdI kayAMthI Ave che? hIrA, pannA ADhi jhaverAta tamane kayAMthI maLe che? A badhI pRthvInI bheTa che. pRthvI upara pagale pagale khajAnA, ane yAjane yAjane rasanI krupIkAo rahelI che. paNa je purUSA puNyavAna che temane e vastuo prApta thAya che. puNyahInane e cIjo maLatI nathI. puNyavAnane mATe kolasA paNa hIrA khanI jAya che. ane puNyahInane mATe hIrA paNu kAlasA khanI jAya che. bIjA bhAgapurUSa cakravarti te| mahAna puNyazALI hAya che. tenAthI paNa adhika baLavAna ane zaktizALI purUSa e dha purUSa che. trIjA nakharamAM dha purUSa Ave che. dhama purUSa arihaMta bhagavata-tIrthaMkara prabhu ja hAI zake che. tItha kara prabhu kAIne peAtAnI zaktithI kaSTa ApatAM nathI. te saMsAra tyAgIne sAdhu banI jAya che. tItha kara janmathI ja baLavAna heAya che. janma samaye Indro prabhune snAna karavA laI gayA tyAre eka aMguThe merU parvata DAlAvI dIdheA. enA khaLamAM zuM kamInA hAya! tIrthakara bhagavaMta traNa khaMDa ke cha khaMDanA adhipati nahI. paNa te traNe bhuvananA svAmI che. traNe bhuvananuM rAjya meLavavA mATe akiMcana-aNugAra banavuM paDe che. je bhautika sukhanA tyAga kare che tene ja traNe bhuvananuM rAjya maLe che. tIthaMkaranA atizayA-samAsaraNu A badhI vAte tame sAMbhaLI che paNa hajI tamane zraddhA nathI. devAnupriyA ! jyAre bhagavAnanAM vacane tamane rUcaze tyAre tame A peTI bharavA mATe doDAdoDa niha karA. bhautika Rddhi tA puNyathI maLe che. cakragati ane vAsudevanI Rddhinu' varNana tame sAMbhaLyuM ne! paNa Rddhi game teTalI heAya paNa jyAre dukALa paDe che tyAre hIrA-mANeka-meAtI ke paisA kAma AvatAM nathI. cAhe cakravatI hAya ke samrATa hAya paNa koIe hIrA ke pannAnA roTalA hajI sudhI khAdhA hAya tevuM sAMbhaLyu nathI.

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jyAre chapanI dukALa paDe tyAre tene khAvA anAja na rahyuM. te vakhate eka zrImaMtanI dikarI, enA nAnA nAnA bALake bhUkhathI taraphaDI rahyAM che. bhUkha bhUkhanA pikAre cAre tarapha saMbhaLAI rahyAM che. te samaye A chokarI AMsubharI AMkhe pitAne ghera Ave che. ane kahe che bApujI! A be muThI sAcA motI lAvI chuM. e be muThInA badale mane be muThI jAra Apo. putrInI karUNa kahANI sAMbhaLI pitAnuM hRdaya bharAI gayuM ane karUNa svare kahe che beTA ! tuM te be ja muThI metI lAvI che paNa huM tane daza muThI matI ApuM tenA badalAmAM tuM mane eka muThI juvAra lAvI Apa. bolepaisAnuM ja mahatva hoya te AvA samaye paisA khAvA kema kAma lAgatA nathI? pAse hIrA ne motI nahi hoya te mANasa bhUkhe nahi mare paNa anna nahIM hoya te bhUkhamare thaze. peTamAM jeTaluM haze te mANasane dharmadhyAna karavuM paNa gamaze. paNa je peTamAM bhUkha haze te mANasa kaMI nahi karI zake. kAmamAM enuM citta lAgaze nahi ane prabhunA nAmamAM paNa enuM mana lAgaze nahi. kahevata che ne keH "mUve magara rAya jAjA." bhUkhe mANasa kaMI ja karI zakatuM nathI. jyAre bhUkha kaDakaDIne lAgI haya, keI bhejana ApanAra na hoya tyAre paisAnI kiMmata nahi paNa bhejananI kiMmata aMkAya che. baMdhuo ! tamane je kaMI maLyuM che te pUrvanA puNyathI maLyuM che tethI tame jalasA karI rahyA che. paNa A bhavamAM kaMI ja karaze nahi te AvatA bhavamAM tamAruM zuM thaze? koI garIba, duHkhIne joI tame e vicAra na karazo ke enA karmo e bhagave che. emAM ApaNe zuM karIe? e bhale enA pApa bhogave che paNa sAthe tamAre dharma zuM che ! ene vicAra karaje. bhagavAna mahAvIra saMsAra tyAgIne sAdhu thayAM te pahelAM eka varSathI savArathI sAMja sudhI akhaMDa dAna detA hatAM. temanAM dvAra khullA rahetA hatAM. koI paNa Ave te koI prabhu pAsethI khAlI hAthe jato na hato. bhagavAne cAra rastA batAvyAM che. dAna-ziyaLa-tapa ane bhAva. saMpatti maLI hoya te sArA mArge tene vyaya kare paNa vyasanemAM tene veDaphI nAMkhaze nahi. brahmacarya pALavAmAM mananI makkamatA joIe. cAritra e manuSyane sAce zaNagAra che. jema mANasane vastra vagara cAlatuM nathI. vastrathI zarIranI maryAdA sacavAya che. tema cAritra na hoya te jIvananI kaI kiMmata nathI. cAritra viSe eka banelI kahANI kahuM chuM. eka kuTuMba bahu dhanADhaya paNa nahi ane garIba paNa nahi evI madhyama sthiti che. khAI pIne AnaMda kare che. tevA mAtA-pitA potAnA putranI sagAI kare che. kanyAnA mA-bApa paNa madhyama che. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM te nAnapaNamAM sagAI karI detA hatAM. chokarAnA bApane geLane vepAra che.

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223 kameM e ghero ghAlyo ke A chokare 18 varSane thatAM bApane dhaMdhAmAM evI beTa AvI gaI ke mAla-milakata badhuM khaTamAM khapI gayuM. bApane khUba AghAta lAge che ke zuM karIza! A karaja kyAMthI bharIza ! A AghAtamAM bApa marI jAya che. 18 varSanA chekarAne mAthe badhe bhAra AvI jAya che. dukAna gaI piso gaye ne dhaMdhe paNa gaye. A nirAdhAra karo karIne mATe phAMphA mAre che. te kaI karI rAkhatuM nathI. jyAre mANasanA pApa karmane udaya thAya che tyAre vahAlAM paNa verI thaI jAya che. karma jeTalAM khela na khelAve teTalAM ochA. A chokare karmanA udaye khUba duHkhI thaye. jema tema karIne mAMDa mAMDa nekarI maLI ane mA-dikarAnuM gujarAna nabhe che. have A dikarAnI mA verAIne ghera kahevaDAve che ke tamArI dikarInAM lagna kare. karInA mAtApitA kahe che chokarAne bApa cAlyA gaye che ane e loko garIba thaI gayAM che mATe mAre tevA bhikhArIne kanyA nathI devI. chokarI kahe che ke mAtA-pitA ! e emanAM karmodayathI garIba thaI gayAM che. temAM tame mane paraNAvavAnI nA pADo che e sAruM na kahevAya. tame mAro vivAha pheka nA karaze. huM tenI sAthe ja paraNIza. A janmamAM mAre bIjo pati na joIe. chokarIe khUba haTha karI eTale mA-bApane paraNAvyA sivAya chUTako ja na hatuM. paraNAvavAnI hA pADI paNa ADakatarI rIte chokarAne herAnagati karavA mATe na kImiye zodhe. ane jamAIne kahevaDAvyuM ke je mArI dikarIne paraNavI hoya te be hajAra rUpiyA rokaDA ApI de. te mArI dikarIne paraNavuM. A garIba chokare bAjumAM pADezIne ghera jaIne khUba raDe che. A pADozI musalamAna che. e jAte musalamAna hato paNa enuM dila musalamAnanuM na hatuM. chokarAne pUche che bhAI ! tuM kema raDe che? A chokaro potAnI badhI kahANuM kahe che. A musalamAnane jaina munine samAgama thayela hatuM. eNe jaina dharma apanAve che eTale A chokarAne kahe che bhAI ! tuM raDIza nahi. huM tane be hajAra rUpiyA ApuM chuM. mAre enuM vyAja paNa joituM nathI. paNa tAre mArI eka zarata kabUla hoya te ApuM. zuM zarata che? te musalamAna kahe che lagna karyA pachI tArI jAte kamAIne jyAM sudhI tuM be hajAra rUpiyA mane na Ape tyAM sudhI tame baMne jaNAe akhaMDa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAnuM. je A zarata kabUla hoya te be hajAra rUpiyA laI jA. A musalamAna pote paNa brahmacaryanI pratijJAvALo che. A chokarAe zarata maMjUra karI. be hajAra rUpiyA laIne sasarAne ApyAM. have to dikarI paraNAvavI ja paDe. A dikarIne enA mAtA-pitAe paraNAvI. dikarI paraNIne sAsare Ave che. e samaje che ke mArA patinI sthiti kevI che. ahIM ene pati enI sAthe vAtacIta kare che paNa amuka bAbatamAM ene prema e dekhAya che tyAre

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224 patnI pUche che svAmInAtha ! Apa Ama udAsa kema che ? zuM mArA pratyenA kAI abhAva che ke mArA koI doSa che ? zu mArA khape. e hajAra rUpiyA ApanI pAsethI lIdhA che ethI kaMI khATuM lAgyuM che ? mArA Ape ApanI sthitine vicAra karyAM nathI ane e hajAra rUpiyA lIdhA che e tA paramATI tulya che. Apa AvI sthitimAM be hajAra rUpiyA kayAMthI lAvyA hazeA? Apane je ciMtAnuM kAraNa heAya te kaheA. A mArA khApe daza hajArane kariyAvara karyAM che. A mArA dAgInA ne kapaDAM have te mArI mAlikInA ja che. mATe Apane je rIte upayega karavA hAya te rIte karI zake cho. A badhu Apanu' ja che. Apane je duHkha hAya te khullA dilathI mane kaheA. enA pati AMkhamAM AMsu sAratA kahe che mane tArA taraphathI koI asa teASanu kAraNu nathI. paNa A be hajAra rUpiyA jyAM sudhI mArI jAte kamAI ne bharapAI na karu...tyAM sudhI ApaNe akhaMDa brahmacaya' pALavAnu che. tArA dAgInA vecIne paNa huM mukta na thaI zakuM'. tyAre patnI kahe che svAmInAtha mUMjhAze nahi. brahmacaryanA pAlanamAM mAre saMpUrNa sahakAra che patnI kahe che ApaNe ane kayAMka jaIne nAkarI karIe A badhuM mAne seAMpI mahAragAma jaIe. eka bIjA nakkI karI enA kapaDAM dAgInA badhuM sAsune soMpI AjJA laIne ane bahAragAma cAlI nIkaLe che. baMne peAlIsanAM kapaDAM paherI eka rajavADAmAM Ave che. ane nAkarI karavAnI mAMgaNI kare che. kudarate baMnene peAlIsanI neAkarI maLI jAya che. A patine daravAjA AgaLa cekIpahero karavAnu maLe che. ane patnIne rANInA mahelanA daravAje cAkIpaherA karavAnuM kAma maLe che. ane mANusA khaDe page yuTI bajAvI rahyAM che. jyAre nekarImAMthI chUTA thAya che tyAre ekabIjA peAtAnA aMtaranI vAtA kare che paNa keAIne khakhara nathI ke A ane pati-patnI che. ane jyAre ApasamA vAtA kare tyAre bIjA nAkarAne manamAM thAya ke A leke koI nikaTanA snehI che. devAnupriyA ! ahI... samajavAnuM eTaluM ja che ke ane bharayuvAna che. ekabIjA sAthe rahevA chatAM, sUvA chatAM khAMDAnI dhAre brahmacarya pALe che. manamAM vikAra sarakheA paNa jAgatA nathI. paNa tamAre tA " mahAta gaI magara gheADI rahI. '' paNa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. tame kaIka samajo. brahmacarya e jIvananuM nUra che. brahmacaya e tamArI bhAvI peDhInA jIvananuM ghaDatara karanAra che. brahmacaya thI jJAnataMtue nima La bane che. Aje vijayAkhAI svAmIne paccIsameA upavAsa che. bIjA maheneAne paNa upavAsa che. e joI ne paNa tamane ema nathI thatu` ke mArI zArIrika zakti nathI. huM AvI tapazcaryA karI zakatA nathI teA khIju` karIe. upavAsa kare te mAnI le ke zarIramAM azakti AvI jAya. ubhA thaI zake| nahi. paNa brahmacarya nA pAlanamAM kayAM azakti AvavAnI che? tapasvInuM bahumAna tapazcaryAthI ja thAya. mane te jAvajIva brahmacaryaMnI pratijJA kare, na

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bane te be varSa-pAMca varSa jenAthI jeTalA aMze pALI zakAya teTalI brahmacaryanI pratijJA kare paNa kAmaga ochA kare. badAmapAka ane aDadiyAmAM je tAkAta nathI te tAkAta brahAcaryamAM che. rAjakoTanuM nAma rAjagRhI nagarI che. ame muMbaI kAMdAvADI cAturmAsa hatAM tyAre paMdaramI ogaSTanA dine eka sAthe sajoDe ekAvane brahmacaryanI pratijJA lIdhI hatI. ane ahIM te paMdaramI ogaSTane dina kAle gaye paNa rAjakoTane eka paNa rAjapUta jA nathI. tamane brahmacaryanI pratijJA levAnuM mana thatuM nathI. kaMI navIna cIja juo te levAnuM mana thaI jAya che. koI amerIkana gADI juo te ema thAya che ke AnI AgaLa mArI phIyATa gADI to DabalA jevI lAge che. huM paNa AvI gADI vasAvuM. keInA sArA dAgInA ke kapaDAM joI enA jevA vasAvavAnuM mana thAya che paNa amAre tyAM AvA nAnA nAnA mahAsatIjIone joIne dIkSA levAnuM mana kema nathI thatuM? - A satIjIemAM kaMIka tamArA gAmanAM ja haze. tamArA meLAmAM khelatI bAlikAo saMyamanA mArge jaI sAdhvI banIne tamane upadeza Ape che ke kAma choDe. tamane lajajA nathI AvatI? (hasAhasa). bhagavAnane zrAvaka eka huMkAre ubhe thaI javo joIe. kAmAgo choDaze te marI nahi jAva. paNa vadhu jIvaze. jeTalA aMze brahmacaryanuM pAlana karaze teTalA aMze lAbha che. ahIM A be mANaso aNIzuddha brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare che. ahIM musalamAna jovA AvavAne nathI paNa pratijJA eTale pratijJA. baMne mANaso e ja vicAra kare che ke musalamAne ApaNA upara keTale upakAra karyo? ke ApaNe mahAna vratanuM pAlana karI zakIe chIe. A baMne mANaso vAto kare che, tyAM rANIne paNa vicAra che ke mAne na mAne paNa A baMne koI nikaTanAM snehI che. e koNa che e ApaNe jANavuM joIe. eka divasa baMne jaNA paraspara eka bIjAnuM dila kholIne vAta karI rahyAM che rANI saMtAIne emanI vAta sAMbhaLe che. A be jaNa kahe che ke ApaNe baMnene 50-50 rUpiyA pagAra che. ApaNe haju dazavarSa sudhI brahmacaryanuM pAlana karIe tyAre be hajAra rUpiyA cUkavI zakAya. patnI kahe che svAmInAtha! tame mana nabaLuM na karaze. A vratanuM pAlana karavAmAM jiMdagI khatama thaI jAya te paNa zuM? mAruM sarvasva arpaNa karavA taiyAra chuM. ApaNI pratijJAnuM aNIzuddha pAlana thAya e ja mAre mana AnaMda che. A zabda rANIe sAMbhaLyA. pAse AvIne kahe che tamAre baMnene zuM sagAI che? te kahe che ame baMne mitro chIe. rANI kahe che tame khoTuM bole che. meM tamArI badhI vAta sAMbhaLI che mATe je hoya te sAcuM balI jAva tyAre satya hakIkta raju kare che, zA. 29

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ame baMne chI-bhara chIe. paNa bhAI-bahenanA saMbaMdhathI rahIe chIe. A rIte amAre pratijJA che. barAbara cha mahinAthI ame A rIte akhaMDa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karyuM che. tyAM rANI kahe che dhanya che tamane! A ugatI yuvAnImAM brahmacarya pALavuM hela nathI. rANIe khuza thaIne pitAnA kaMThamAM rahele kiMmatI hIrAne hAra A baMnenA kaMThamAM paherAvI dI. ane rAjAne A vAtanI jANa karI. tyAM rAjA paNa baMnenA caraNamAM namI paDyo. ane enuM bahumAna karI javAnI rajA Ape che. A chokaro pelA musalamAnane be hajAra rUpiyA Ape che tyAre musalamAna kahe che dikarA ! dhanya che tane be hajAra rUpiyAne khAtara te nAnI uMmaramAM brahmacaryanuM pAlana karyuM. mAre have e paisA nathI joItA. te brahmacaryanuM zuddha bhAvathI pAlana karyuM. mArA paisA vasula thaI gayA. baMdhuo ! tamArA dilamAM umI jagADajo. eka aho-rAtrinuM brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare tene 180 upavAsane naphe thAya che. mana-vacana-kAyAthI zuddha brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare. samaya thaI gayo che. vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 31 rakSA baMdhana zrAvaNa vada 1 ne somavAra tA. 17-9-70 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ane bahene! cAturmAsa e Atma kalyANanI esamanA pavitra divasa che. Ajano divasa triveNI saMgama tarIke oLakhAya che. agni upara sakhe caDhI hoya to phUMkaNI mArI kADhI naMkhAya che. tevI ja rIte dharmabhAvanAo upara thakI gayelI rAkhane kADhavA mATe parvo phUMkaNuM rUpa che. hiMdu dharmanuM Aje dhArmika parva che. jenuM nAma che baLeva. kSatrine mana dazerA, vaine mana divALI, ane zudrone mana haLI tahevAra che tevI ja rIte brAhmaNane mana baLevane mahimA che. saMvatsarI jema jainene mana AlecanAnuM parva che. tevuM brAhmaNone mATe baLevanuM parva che. varSa daramyAnanA pApanuM prAyazcitta karavA mATe jenenI saMvatsarI pahelAM vIsa divase A parva Ave che. baLevanA zivase brAhaNe dariyA kinAre agara nadIe jaI badalavA jAya che. AjanI jaI ane AgaLanI jaImAM ghaNe taphAvata che.

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227 pahelAM cAritra pAlanamAM pUrI pramANikatA hoya teA ja janAI paherAvavAmAM Avato. Aja te sApa gayA ne lIseATAM rahI gayAM che. janAInA traNa tAra che. te rIte traNa jAtanAM RNa darekanAM mAthe rahelAM che. te RNamAMthI mukta kema thavAya te vicAravAnuM A parva che. khIjI rIte mana-vacana ane kAyAnI zuddhi jALavavAnuM paNa A pa sUcave che. janAInA eka paNa tAra tUTI jAya te eka DagaluM paNa AgaLa calAya nahi. bIjI janAI malAvyA pachI agara tUTelA tAra sAMdhyA pachI ja AgaLa calAya. tevI ja rIte manavacana ane kAyAnA tAramAM eka paNa tAra azuddha thAya teA zuddha karyAM pahelAM AgaLa calAya nahi tA ja maLevanu parva sAcI rIte ujavyu` kahevAya. A ja pa nALiyerI pUrNimA tarIke oLakhAya che. AmAM paNa ghaNuM rahasya samAyeluM che. nALiyera phADatI vakhate e ja vicAravAnu rahe che ke kAcalI ane gADho jema judA che tema deha ane AtmA paNa judA che. keAI mANasa mRtyu pAme tyAre ApaNe elIe chIe ke eNe deha cheDayA, paNa kANe deha cheDayA ! AtmAe. A vAta samajAya tyAre Asakti chUTe ane mukti maLe. trIjI rIte AjanA Tvina rakSA baMdhananA nAme paNa eLakhAya che. AjanA divase bahena bhAIne rAkhaDI bAMdhe che. mahena paradeza rahetI hAya tA varamAM bIDIne bhAIne bahena rAkhaDI mAkale che. agara bhAI paradeza vasatA hAya tA bahena bhAIne TapAlamAM paradeza rAkhaDI ahIM tA mAmUlIka kiMmatanI rAkhaDI hoya che. paNa mAravADamAM te| tA sAnAnI-cAMdInI-meAtInI ane ratnA jaDelI rAkhaDI bhAIne khAMdhe che. bahena enA patine AvI kimatI rAkhaDI nahI' mAMdhatA bhAine khAMdhe che enuM kAraNa zuM? hAtha lAMkhA karI rAkhaDI baMdhAvI devAthI ane badalAmAM mahenane eka sADI ke pAMca paccIsa rUpiyA ApavAthI patI jatuM nathI. rAkhaDI baMdhAvavAmAM bhAInA mAthe bahenanA rakSaNunA bhAra Ave che. meAkale che. ApaNe zrImaMta mahena hoya rakSAbaMdhana duzmanAvaTa dUra karAvavAmAM paNa ati upayAgI che. agAu peAtAnA patinA duzmana rAjAne patnI rAkhaDI meAkalAvatI eTale tene ane peAtAnA patinA mana rAjAne bhAI-bahenanA saMbaMdha baMdhAtA. ane piraNAme duzmanAvaTaneAMta AvatA. eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu duzmana rAjA jarUra paDe mahenane sahAya karavA tatpara thatA Aje vidhavA baheneA apazukana rUpa manAya che. paraMtu vidhavA e teA zIyaLavatI che. e zubha zukana che. aMdhue ! sAcI rakSA kANu karI zake! tamArI sAcI rakSA karanAra hAya ta jinavANI che. A jinavANIrUpI rAkhaDI ame tamane eka mahinAthI khAMdhI rahyAM chIe. tenI tamane kiMmata che ke nathI! jinavANI te A bhavamAM rakSaNa kare che eTaluM ja

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nahi paNa aneka bhavamAM rakSaNa karanAra che. jinavANInuM rakSAbaMdhana e ja sAcuM rakSA baMdhana che. Aje tame badhAM kAMDe rAkhaDI bAMdhIne AvyAM che. ghaNuM bhAIe bahenane pitAne ghera belAvI haze. ane ghaNI bahene bhAI haze ja nahi. ane kaMIkane bhAI haze te bhAI bahenane bolAvate nahi hoya. mahAbhAratane eka prasaMga che ke A rAkhaDI bAMdhavAnI prathA kayArathI zarU thaI e tame jANe che ! jyAre arjunane putra abhimanyu yuddhe jAya che te vakhate mAtA kuMtAe abhimanyune amara rAkhaDI bAMdhI hatI. abhimanyu je yuddha jaI rahyo hato te bhayaMkara sAta kaThAnuM yuddha hatuM. abhimanyune AtmA AgalA bhavamAM enI mAtAnA garbhamAM hato te vakhate enA pitAe kaI paNa kAraNathI ke gunAthI kRSNa mahArAjAe mArI nAkhelA. tyAra bAda tene ghera putrane janma thAya che. A chokare moTo thatAM eka vakhata geDI daDe ramI rahyo hato. tyAre eka DozImAnI chAtImAM daDo vAge che tyAre DozImA kahe che ne bApA! ATaluM jora zAne kare che ! A vacana chekarAne hADa hADa lAgI gayuM. zuM huM nabApa chuM? jenI mA vyabhicAriNI hoya e nabApa kahevAya. mArI mA satI che. ghare AvIne mAtAne pUche che bA ! mArA pitAjI kyAM che? A sAMbhaLI mAtAnI AMkhamAM daDadaDa AMsu Ave che. javAba ApatI nathI. jyAre dikare khUba haTha kare che tyAre kahe che beTA ! ApaNA rAjA kRSNajI khUba nyAyI che. dayALu che, prajAne premI che. paNa tArA pitAjI sAthe pUrvanuM vera hoya ke koI gune hoya game te hoya paNa tuM garbhamAM hato ne tArA bApujIne kRSNa mahArAjAe mArI nAMkhyA che. A chokarAne khabara paDI. ene cAnaka lAgI. basa, have huM e kRSNane zodhIne mArI nAMkhu, eNe mArA bApujIne zA mATe mArI nAMkhyA ! mAtA kahe che beTA ! ApaNAthI evuM na karAya. e te rAjA mahArAjA kahevAya. paNa A cheka mAtAnI vAta sAMbhaLatA nathI. e te gharanI bahAra nIkaLI gayo ane pUchavA lAgyA keIe kRSNa kALIyAne je che! koI mane kRSNa kALIye batAve. ema belata ghUmavA lAgyA. Ama karatAM eka divasa ene kRSNa pite ja maLe che. A chokare kRSNane oLakhate nathI. eTale pUche che bhAI! tame kRSNa kALIyAne joyA che? eTale kRSNa pUche che bhAI! tAre enuM zuM kAma che? chekare kahe che eNe mArA bApane mArI nAMkhe che. mATe mAre paNa mArA bApanuM vera levuM che. A lekene pUrvanuM vera cAlyuM Ave che. vera e mahAna karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. rAidhini mahatmAna" mATe keInI sAthe vera bAMdhaze nahi. junuM vera hoya te cheDI deje ane khamatakhAmaNAM karI leje. kRSNa samajI gayAM ke je zreSThIne meM mArI nAkhe che tene ja A cheka have joIe. A vera zuM kare che ! kRSNa kahe che bhAI! huM tane

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kRSNa kALI batAvuM. te te tamAro mATe upakAra, paNa e kRSNa keTale maTe che. tyAre kRNa kahe che kRSNa te tArA jeTaluM ja che. dekhAve-rUpa-raMge tArA je ja che paNa e ema pakaDAya tevuM nathI. eTale ene pakaDIne eka peTImAM pUrI de che mATe huM eka peTI banAvI lAvuM. kRSNa eka sAta DhAMkaNAvALI cAMdInI suMdara peTI laI Ave che ane kahe bhAI! A peTImAM lAMbe thaIne sUI jA eTale mApa nIkaLI jAya. kRSNa emAM sUI zake teTalI che ne? A bicAro bALaka te peTImAM barAbara sUI gaye. ane kRSNa paTI baMdha karI. uMcakIne aMteuramAM lAvyA. - satyabhAmAM paTarANIne mahele piTI lAvIne mUkI. ane satyabhAmAne kahyuM ke A peTI koI khelaze nahi. jyAre je vastune khelavAnI nA kahevAmAM Ave tyAre ene khelavAnuM bahu mana thAya. AvI suMdara cAMdInI piTI che. aMdarathI sugaMdha sugaMdha boMkI rahI che. aMdara zuM haze? e jovAnI kRSNanI paTarANIone khUba caTapaTI lAgI. satyabhAmAM rUkamaNIne kahe che bahena ! tuM peTI khela. te rUkSmaNI kahe che svAmInAthanI rajA nathI mATe khelAya nahi. paNa cittaDuM te emAM ja che. sAsu badhe tALA lagADe te vahune adhirAI Ave ane lAga zedhe ke kayAre sAsujI bahAra jAya ane cAvIne jhuDe hAthamAM Ave te badhuM joI lauM. paNa je sAsu tALA na lagAve te vahune avizvAsa Ave nahi. enuM mana paNa udAsa rahe ahIM kRSNa piTI khelavAnI nA pADI che. paNa chavaDe raheto nathI. eTalAmAM kRSNanI benaDI subhadrA Ave che tyAre badhI bhAbhIo bhegI thaIne kahe che naNadI ! tame AvyA te ThIka thayuM. tamArA bhAI Aje A navIna cIja lAvyA che. e peTImAM zuM che te jovAnuM bahu ja mana thayuM che. paNa tamArA bhAIe khelavAnI nA pADI che. paNa je tame khelaze to tamArA bhAI tamane vaDhaze nahi. mATe tame peTI khole. badhI bhAbhIoe subhadrAne zaNagArI. subhadrAe peTI khelI-sAta DhAMkaNuM kholyAM tyAM aMdarathI kalaiyAkuMvara jevA bALakanuM kalevara che. A joI subhadrAne khUba AghAta lAge che. e peTImAM je bALakanuM mRtakalevara paDayuM che ene ja jIva subhadrAnA garbhamAM AvIne utpanna thaI gayela che. e mahAbhAratanI rIta pramANe subhadrAnA garbhamAM rahele jIva e chokarAne AtmA hato. ene kRSNanI sAthe gADha vera baMdhAyuM che. jyAre ene janma thatuM nathI. garbhavaMtA subhadrA AkuLa-vyAkuLa thAya che tyAre bahenane zAMti pamADavA mATe kRSNa sAta koThAnA yuddhanI vAte saMbhaLAve che. emanI mAnyatA pramANe ema kahevAya che ke aMdara garbhamAM rahele jIva A badhuM sAMbhaLe che. e jIva zAMta thavAthI subhadrAne UMgha AvI jAya che. cha koThA kema teDAya ane kaI rIte jItAya te badhI vAta saMbhaLAvI. bahena haMkAra bhaNatI nathI tyAre kRSNa pUche che bahena! uMgha Ave che! tyAre aMdara rahele jIva kahe che mAmA! huM jANuM chuM tame saMbhaLAvo. tyAM kRSNa samajI gayA ke nakkI A mArA vairI jIva lAge che. eTale keThAnI vidyAnI vAta baMdha karI

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30 dIkhI. eka sAtamA shelA je kAThI khAkI hatA vAta saMbhaLAvI nahi. A badhuM anyA pachI subhadrA putrane janma Ape che. ane e ja abhimanyunA nAmathI prasiddha thAya che. A abhimanyu meTo thAya che tyAre enAM lagna etrAnI sAthe karavAmAM Ave che. kRSNa mAyAjALa race che. lagna vakhate abhimanyune kahe che beTA ! ApaNA kuLamAM evA rivAja che ke paraNatI vakhate AMkhe pATA bAMdhI devAnA. tethI AtrA ane abhimanyune AMkhe pATA bAMdhIne paraNAve che. eTale ekabIjAe kAinu mADhuM paNa joyuM nathI. te jamAnAmAM kanyA paraNIne sAthe AvatI na hatI. paNa pachI vaLAvatAM hatAM. AtrA ane abhimanyunA lagna thayA pachI theADA samayamAM A sAta cakranA yuddhanA paDahu vAge che. tyAre abhimanyu sAta koThAnI laDAinA paDahu jhIle che. mAtA kuMtAne, arjunane ane kRSNanI benaDI subhadrAne khakhara paDI ke mArA bAluDAe laDAineA paDaha jhIlyA che tyAre AMkhe AMsu sAratI dikarAne vaLagI paDe che ane kahe che beTA ! te paDaddha zA mATe jhIlyA ! hajI tuM kAle savAre paraNyA che. je kanyAnA hAtha jhAlme che enuM mukha paNa joyu' nathI. A cakranI laDAI e te mRtyunA mukhamAM ja javAnu che. beTA! teM A zuM karyu? mAtA ceAdhAre AMsue raDe che. paNa A kSatriyanA baccA ka'i jevA tevA na hatA. e tA paDaha jhIlyA eTale jhIlyA. have cAkkasa yuddhamAM javAnuM, A tarapha etrAne teDA mekale che ke etrAne jaldI mekale. abhimanyu yuddhe jAya che. etrAne teDavA sAMDhaNI meAkale che. bIjI tarapha AtrA sUtI che. te uMghamAMthI jhabakI jhabakIne jAge che. ane mAtAne kahe che mAtA ! mane bhayaMkara aniSTa sUcaka svapnA Ave che. mArI cuMdaDI kALI paDI gai. mAtA - svapnAmAM meM joyu ke mArA cuDaaA naMdAI gayA. AtrA khUba De enI mAtA ene AzvAsana Ape che. beTA ! tane "unAvA paNa nA vAze " tuM raDIza nahi, svapnA kaMI sAcA paDatAM nathI. savAra paDatAM etrAnA sAsarethI teDA Ave che ke AtrAne jaldI mAle. abhimanyu yuddhe javAnA che. A AtrA pavanavegI sAMDhaNI upara besI sAsare Ave che. e jaldI Ave che tyAM kRSNane vicAra thayo ke jo etrA jaldI AvI jaze te enA mAhamAM paDI abhimanyu yuddhamAM nahi jAya. eTale adhavaca sAMDhaNInA page khIlA vagADayo. sAMDhaNI lUlI thavAthI dhIme dhIme Ave che. je divase etrA paheAMcavAnI che te ja divase abhimanyu yuddhe nIkaLI jAya che. abhimanyunA tha ane etrAnI sAMDhaNI ane gAma khaDhAra sAmasAmA bhegA thaI jAya che. baMnenI najara paraspara eka thaI jAya che. tyAre abhimanyune evA vicAra Avye ke ahA ! dhanya che A khAInA patine! ke AvI devarUpa jevI kanyAnA e svAmI banyA che. etrAnA manamAM paNa evA vicAra AvyeA ke dhanya che A purUSanI srIne! ke je enI patnI

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banI haze te mahAna bhAgyazALI che. parama saubhAgyavaMtI che ke A devakumAra je jene pati che. baMne ekabIjAne oLakhatA nathI. | game tema teya abhimanyu kRSNane bhANeja che. bhANejane vaMza rAkhave che. have e paNa jANe che ke A kSatriyane bacce yuddhanA saMgrAma mATe gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gaye che te pAchuM paDe tema nathI. eTale gAma bahAra paDAva nAMkhIne tyAM otrAne ane abhimanyune cha mahinA sAthe rAkhe che. etrAnuM rUpa joI abhimanyu mugdha bane che paNa sAce zUravIra pAchA phare nahi. etrAne tyAM gabha rahe che. have abhimanyune yuddhamAM javAne samaya thaI jAya che. e kaDabharI etrAne choDIne abhimanyu yuddhamAM jaI rahyo che. te vakhate dAdImA kuMtA pitAnA lADIlA bALaputra abhimanyune AzISa Ape che ane kahe che lADakavAyA! A keDabharI kanyAne mUkIne jAya che. tuM vijayanA DaMkA vagADIne vahele Avaje. laDAImAM tAro vALa kaI vAMke na karI zake. tuM dIrdhAyuSa bana. amara rahe eTale huM tane A eka rAkhaDI bAMdhu chuM. beTA ! tuM ene sAcavaje. ema kahIne - kuMtA abhimanyune bAMdhe amara rAkhaDI re, mArA lADIlA bAluDA tuM vahelo Avaje ghera kuMtA. he dikarA! tuM vahelo Avaje. tArI mAtA subhadrA codhAra AMsue raDe che. ema kahI vAraMvAra aMtaranA AzISa ApI dAdImA kuMtAjIe abhimanyune kAMDe amara rAkhaDI bAMdhI. abhimanyu yuddhamAM jAya che. mAtA kuMtAe je rAkhaDI bAMdhI che enA pratApe abhimanyu kayAMya aTavAta nathI. kSatriyane bacce zUrAtanathI laDe che. koI vAte hArate nathI. tyAre kRSNa vicAra kare che ahe! enA hAthe kuMtA mAtAe je rAkhaDI bAMdhI che te jyAM sudhI haze tyAM sudhI abhimanyune vALa koI vAMka nahi karI zake. kAraNa ke e rAkhaDInI bAMdhanArI mAtA kuMtA bahu pavitra satI che. eTale kRSNa abhimanyunI pAse AvIne kahe che beTA ! ApaNe te kSatriyanA bacA kahevAIe. ApaNA hAthe AvA derA ne dhAgA zebhe nahi. ene kADhI nAMkha. abhimanyu kahe che mAmA! huM evA derA-dhAgAne mAnatuM nathI paNa A te mArA vRddha mAtA kuMtAjIe haiyAnA hetathI snehane tAra bAMdhyuM che. ene huM nahi teDI zakuM tyAre kRSNa kahe che ema kara. ene A tArI talavAranI sAthe bAMdhI de. abhimanyu rAkhaDIne talavAra upara bAMdhe che. tyAre kRSNa mAyA karIne uMdaranuM rUpa laIne e rAkhaDIne dore kApI nAMkhe che. A talavAra para bAMdhelI rAkhaDI kapAI gaI. A joI abhimanyune khUba AghAta lAgyA. aho ! A mArI rAkhaDI tUTI gaI. nakkI have mArA AyuSyane tAra paNa tUTI jaze. atyAra sudhI meM vijya meLavyuM. paNa have zuM thaze? cha cha viSama kaThAmAM abhimanyu che. paNa sAtamo ke teDavAnA samaye abhimanyu e laDAImAM mRtyu pAmyA.

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' devAnupriye! abhimanyu yuddha ne tyArathI A rAkhaDI bAMdhavAne rivAja zarU thaye che. tema graMthakAranI vAta che. tame rAkhaDI baMdhAvatA pahelAM e vicAra karo ke A benanI rakSA mATe kaI rIte karavI? kaMIka bhAI vinAnI bahena Aje AMsu sAratI haze. tame evI bahenanA bhAI banaje. tame jenI sAthe paMcanI sAkSIe lagna karyA te tamArI patnI che. ane te sivAya jagatanI tamAma strIo je tamArAthI moTI che te mAtA samAna che. ane nAnI che te bahena samAna che. ema samajIne vyavahAra calAve to koI bahena bhAI vinAnI rahe kharI? Aje bhAI vinAnI bahena raDatI hoya che. paNa mane nathI lAgatuM ke kaI bhAI bahena vinA raDate haze? bahenane bhAI upara apAra heta hoya che. bahenane ThebuM vAge te paNa bole che khammA mArA vIrane ! ane kaMIka vIra evA paNa thaI gayAM ke jemaNe bahenane mATe keTale bhoga Apyo che. jUnAgaDhanA rAjA rA' navaghaNanI vAta te khUba pracalita che. e te tame ghaNI vakhata sAMbhaLI haze. rAnavaghaNa nAnAM hatAM tyAre eka kheDUtane tyAM ucharelAM, e kheDUtane jAhala nAmanI eka dikarI hatI. A navaghaNa ane jAhala sarakhI uMmaranA che. baMnene bhAI-bahenanAM khUba ja heta hatAM. A kheDUtanI putrI jAhala rAnavaghaNane pitAne dharmane vIra samajI dara zrAvaNa mahinAnI puname rAkhaDI bAMdhatI hatI. navaghaNa pite kheDUtane para ja ucharelAM hatAM eTale enI pAse bIjuM te zuM hoya! chatAM pAse je kaMI hoya temAMthI bahenane navaghaNuM vIrapasalI mAMgavAnuM kahetA. tyAre jAhala kahetI vIrA mArA! pasalIthI zuM adhika che ? chatAM tArI bahu IcchA che te mATe atyAre tArI pasalI nathI joItI. tuM rAjyanuM bIja che eTale jyAre ke tyAre tuM rAjA banIza te vakhate mAre jarUra paDaze tyAre huM mAMgI laIza. samaya jatAM jAhalanAM lagna thaI gayAM ane navaghaNa rAjA banya. eka samaya eve AvI gaye ke jAhalane enA pati sAthe duSkALane lIdhe siMdhamAM javAnuM thayuM. jAhala atyaMta svarUpavAna hatI. eka vakhata siMdhanA rAjA hamIra sumarAnI najara tenA para paDI ane sumare jAhalanA rUpamAM divAne ba. ane jAhalane pakaDIne tenA mahelamAM laI gaye. jAhale hamIrane kahyuM mAre cha mahinA brahmacaryanI pratijJA che pachI joI laIzuM. eTale hamIre cha mAsanI mudata ApI. A vakhate mahelamAM rahelI jAhale enA pati sAthe chUpI rIte rA'navaghaNane saMdezo mokalyA e zuM saMdeza mokale che! "he siMdhamAM rekI sumare, vAre dhAne navaghaNa vIra, he jAhala tuja para mITa mAMDI rahI, mune hAlavA nA de hamIra, je mudata mAsa nI vItaze, tane satya vacana kahuM vIra, jAhala mukha joiza nahi, ne te rahIza raNadhIra.

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233 - e aphara nirNaya meM karyo, satya vacana vade satI; ' ' e avasara vahele Avaje, rakhe cUke jUnAgaDha pati." !! - jAhale rA'navaghaNa upara, upara pramANe saMdezo mokalyo ane jaNAvyuM ke bhAI vIrA ! huM Aja tArI pAse vIrapasalI mAMgu chuM. mane sumarAnI kedamAMthI mukta kara ane mAre bacAva kara. A saMdeze jyAre rA'navaghaNe vAMcyuM tyAre rAnavaghaNane lagnanA cAra divasa bAkI hatAM. navaghaNu bahenane saMdeza vAMcI lagnamAM na jatAM bahenanI vahAra javA taiyAra thaye. tame A jagyAe te zuM kare? paraNavA jAva ke bahenanI vahAre. jAva (hasAhasa). navaghaNa lagna paDatAM mUkIne moTI pheja laIne bahenane bacAvavA mATe . ga. siMdha upara caDhAI karIne sumarAne harAvyo ahe bahena jAhalane pApanA paMjAmAMthI mukta karI. A che bhAI-bahenanA sAcA heta ane rakSaNanI bhAvanA. . rakSAbaMdhana kaMI hindubahena hindubhAIne ja badhe tema nathI. rAjapUta rANIoe muslIma bAdazAhane paNa rakSAbaMdhana bAMdhI che. A badhI aitihAsika vAta che. mevADa upara jyAre gujarAtane bAdazAha bahAdurazAha rAjapUtane namAvavA pATugIjhanI tapatI. madada sAthe caDhI AvyuM. tyAre badhA rAjapUte, laDavaiyAo, rANI tathA rAjapUtANIoe citoDanA gaDhanA killAne Azraya lIdho hate. ane rANI karmavaMtIe dilhInA mogala samrATa humAyu upara rAkhaDI mekalI hatI ane vinaMti karI hatI ke he bhAI vIrA! Aje, huM tArI dharmanI bahena tane rAkhaDI mokaluM chuM. ane tArI kSemakuzaLatA cAhuM chuM. atyAre citoDa upara bahAdurazAha caDhAI laIne AvyuM che. citoDa bhayamAM che te vIrA! tArI bahenane bacAva. AphatamAMthI ugArI le. dilhInA zahenazAha humAyue mevADanI rANI karmavaMtInA hAthathI mokalelI rAkhaDI joI ane ciThThI vAMcI. jemAM bahene ghaNAM hetathI bhAI vIrA! zabdo lakhyA hatAM te vAMcyA ke tarata ja teNe kahyuM ke bahenanI sagAI saMsAranA tamAma sukha-dolata-zakti ane saltanatethI vadhAre che. '; "tapta uparathI utarIne paNa je kaI sAcI bahenanA dilamAM sthAna meLavI zakuM te huM mArI jAtane duniyAne sauthI bhAgyazALI mAnavI samajIza. duniyAne huM batAvavA mAMgu chuM ke hinduonA rivAja musalamAnane paNa eTalA ja vahAlA che. humAyune dharmanI bahenane madada karavAnuM mana thaI gayuM. humAyu maTI pheja laIne ciDa upara caDhI AvyuM bahAdurazAhane harAvyuM. citoDagaDha kabaje karyuM paNa be divasa meDo paDyo jethI te bahene ghaNI rAjaputa strIo sAthe johara karyAnA samAcAra tene maLyA. humAyu dilagIra tha. bahenanI rAkhaDI pitAnA mastaka upara caDhAvI. citeDanuM rAjya tene kharA vArasane seMpI dIdhuM. zA. 30

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AvI ja rIte mahAna samrATa sikaMdara ghaNAM dezane chatate chatata tyAre hiMdu stAnamAM Ave che ane pirasanA rAjya upara caDhAI kare che te vakhate sikaMdaranI sAthe IrAnanI suMdarI rIsAnA hoya che. te yuvatIne ema khabara paDe che ke porasa sikaMdarane jarUra mArI nAMkhaze. ene e bhaya lAge che. tyAre te IrAnI yuvatI rUbarUmAM chupAveze pirasane maLe che ane kahe che vIra pirasa! tuM mAre dharmano bhAI ane huM tArI dharmanI bahena chuM. parasabhAIne huM rakSA bAMdhavA AvI chuM. ema kahI rakSA bAMdhe che. ane tenuM bhaluM Icche che. paNa jyAre pirasa ene vIrapasalI mAMgavAnuM kahe che tyAre te kahe che "sikandarane jAnathI mArIza nahi. ATaluM tArI bahenane pasalImAM Apaje. pirasa rAjI thAya che ane bahenane vacana Ape che ke bhale, bahena! tema thaze. jyAre jyAre sikaMdara laDAImAM sapaDAya che tyAre porasa tene ja kare che. paNa eka vakhata kamanasIbe pirasa keda pakaDAya che ane tene sikaMdara pAse hAjara karavAmAM Ave che tyAre sikaMdara paNa tene svataMtratA bakSe che. ane tenuM rAjya pAchuM meMpI de che. rakSAbaMdhana upara bIjI paNa eka kahANI che. A saMsAramAM jenA mAtA-pitA bALapaNamAM cAlyA jAya che tenuM koI saguM thatuM nathI. kahevata che ke "mA vinAnA sUnA vA." ne mA-bApa pAchaLa milkata mUkIne gayA hoya te kAkA-mAmA, ADozI-pADozI khabara le Ave paNa jenI pAse kaMI ja nathI tenI kaI khabara letuM nathI. eka laukika kaheNI che. eka pAMca varSanI bahena ane ATha varSanA bhAIne mUkIne enA mAtA-pitA paraleka vAsI thaI gayAM che. bALake nirAdhAra thaI gayAM che. bApa pahelAM gayo che. mAtA pachI gaI che. sALathI mAmA-mAmI laukIke AvyA che. te vakhate sagAvahAlAM kahe che bhAI! A tamArA bhANeje nirAdhAra thaI gayAM che. te tame temane tamAre ghera laI jAva. mAmA dayALu hatA. eTale laI javAnI hA pADI. paNa mAmI te vAghaNa jevI hatI. gharamAM mAmInA rAja hatAM. eTale zuM thAya! A be bALakone mAmI khUba kaSTa Ape che. pUchuM khAvA ApatI nathI. sUvA gAdaDI paNa ApatI nathI. Akho divasa gajA upasaMha kAma karAve che. bhAIne jaMgalamAM lAkaDAnA bhArA levA mokale che. ane bahenane pANInAM beDAM bharavA mokale che. rAtre bhAI ne bahena bhegAM thAya che. tyAre arasaparasa ekabIjAnAM duHkhanI kahANI kahe che. duniyAmAM bhAI-bahenanAM heta alaukika hoya che. bhAI bahenanAM hetanI sAMbhaLaje A vAta. bacapaNamAM gujarI gayAM enAM mA ane bApa. pAMca varSanI benaDI ane ATha varSane bhAI bacapaNamAM duHkha AvyuM, na letuM keI saMbhALa

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bhAI lAve lAkaDAnA bhArA, bahenI pele pANIyAro. bharI lAve pANIDAMnI hela mADInA jAyA bahenInA meNAM enA bhAMgavA re.... lAkaDAne bhAre nAne AvyuM hoya te mAmI bhAIne khUba mAre. thoDuM kAma ochuM thAya te bahenane mAre. A garIba kula jevAM bALake kone kahe! e bhAI ane bahena arasaparasa pitAnuM dila khAlI kare che. A te bahu ja karUNa kahANuM che. have samaya thaI gayA che. ghaDiyALano kAMTo pUravege deDI rahyo che mATe e vAta avasare vicArazuM. baMdhuoAje rakSAbaMdhana upara ghaNuM kahevAyuM che. ame paNa tamArI dharmanI bahene chIe. ame tamane eka mahinAthI rAkhaDI bAMdhIe chIe. tamArI bahene bAMdhelI rAkhaDI tamane amara nahi banAve. paNa ame vItarAga vacana rUpI je rAkhaDI bAMdhIe chIe te tamane durgatimAM jatAM aTakAvaze. tamArI IcchA hoya te kaheje te ame tamane rAkhaDI bAMdhI daIzuM. bele, tamAre kevI rAkhaDI bAMdhavI che! hIrAnI, metInI, senAnI ke kAgaLanI? amAre tyAM cAra prakAranI rAkhaDI che. jene hIrAnI rAkhaDI bAMdhavI hoya te jAvajIva brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karI leje. jene sAcA motInI rAkhaDI bAMdhavI hoya te pAMca varSanI pratijJA leje. senAnI bAMdhavI hoya te eka varSanI pratijJA leje. ane jene caLakatA kAgaLanI rAkhaDI bAMdhavI hoya te ochAmAM ochI eka mahinAnI brahmacaryanI pratijJA te avazya leje. ATalI rAkhaDImAMmI tamAre kevA prakAranI rAkhaDI bAMdhavI che! A rAkhaDI ja tamane amaratA apAvaze. bahena bhAIne rAkhaDI bAMdhe che pachI kaMIne kaMI bheTa Ape che ne? tema ame tamane rAkhaDI bAMdhI rahayAM chIe te Aje tame kaMIne kaMI vrata pazcakakhANa leze. kaMdamULane tyAga, vyasanane tyAga temaja mArI bahene motInA dAgInA. nAIlenanI sADIo vigere paheravAne tyAga karaze e ja AzA sahita AjanuM vyAkhyAna samApta karUM chuM. vyAkhyAna naM.-32 zrAvaNa vada 2 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 18-8-70 anaMtajJAnI zAstrakAra bhagavate jagatanA jIne Atma kalyANane mArga batAvatAM pharamAna karyuM ke he jI ! tame zAzvata sukhane Iccho cho ane e sukha tamAre dhana

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236 vaibhavamAMthI meLavavuM che tyAM ja tamArI bhUla che. kAraNa ke dhana-vaibhava Adi pAte ja azAzvata che te te tamane zAzvata sukha kyAMthI ApI zake, kahyuM che keH " anityAni zarIrani, vaimano di zAzvataH / nityaM sannihito mRtyuH, kartavyo dharma saMcayaH // A tamAruM zarIra paNa anitya che. lakSmIM ane badhA vaibhava azAzvata che. AyuSya kSaNabha gura che. jema jema samaya jAya che tema tema mRtyu ApaNI najIka AvatuM jAya che. AvI sthitimAM sAcuM sukha kayAMthI maLe ? jo tamAre zAzvata sukha joItu hAyatA dharmanI ArAdhanA karI. AtmasvarUpanI pichANu karo. kharekhara ! zAzvata sukha tA AtmAmAMthI ja meLavI zakAya che. AtmA e AtmArAmI ane te peAtAnAmAMthI ja akhUTa sukhanA khajAne meLavI zake. paNa AtmArAmI banavAne badale indriyArAmI anya che pachI akhUTa sukhanA AnaMda kayAMthI meLavI zake! zAzvata sukhA meLavavA mATe jene laganI lAge che te azAzvatane cheDI de che. ApaNe je rAjanA adhikAra cAle che. temAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 14mA adhyayanamAM je cha jIvAnA adhikAra che temAM bhRgu purAhita ane tenI yazAbhAryonA e lADIlA kumAro devabhadra ane yazeAbhadrane zAzvata sukha meLavavAnI laganI lAgI che. jenI aMtaradaSTi khule che tene A saMsAranAM sukha phAtarAM jevA lAge che. ane cAritranAM sukhA cAkhAnA kaNa jevA lAge che. DAMgaranAM photarAM mANasanI bhUkha maTADatAM nathI. tema A saMsAranAM sukhA ame teTalAM hAya paNa e AtmAne Anada ApatA nathI. bahu thaze te tamArA zarIrane Anada Apaze. paNa AvA sukhAthI Atmadeva khuza nahi thAya. tamane A vAta keTalI vakhata samajAvavAmAM AvI paNa sAcA sukhanA svarUpane samajyA nathI. eTale sa`sAranA raMga-rAgamAM ramyApacyA rahyAM che. AtmAnAM du:kha maTADanAra koI zAzvata vaibhava hAya tA samyag jJAna-dezana ane cAritra che. A che kumArIne saMsAramAM rahetAM bhaya lAgyA. paNa kayA bhaya ? jarUma-jarA ane maraNanA bhaya lAgyA hatA. AvA uttama mAnava bhava pAmyA pachI ApaNA bhavanA pherA TaLavA joIe. jenA AMgaNAmAM kalpavRkSa phAlyu' hAya, jenA hAthamAM ratna ciMtAmaNI AvI gayu. hAya tene bhIkha mAMgavAnI hoya kharI? jo e vastue maLyAM pachI paNa jo tamAruM daradra TaLatuM na hoya tA e kalpavRkSa ja nathI. nadI kinAre jaIne jo tamArI tRSA chIpatI na heAya te kAM te nadImAM pANI nathI ane kAM te janAre pIdhuM nathI. A rIte mAnavabhava pAmIne je janma-jarA ane maraNanA pherA DhALavAnI laganI na lAgatI hAya tA tame mAnava bhavanI mahattA samajyA ja nathI. A e putrAne bhavanA

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rahe pherA TALavAne talasATa jAgyA eTale mAtApitA pAse vairAgyanI vAta kare che. have mAtA-pitAne te saMtAna kevA priya che. te kahe che. "" piyaputtagA donni vi mAhaNassa, sakammasIlassa purohiyasse / saritu parANi tattha jAI, tahA suciNNaM tava saMjamaM ca // 9. sUtra a. 14 gAthA 5 * A e kumAro enA mAtA-pitAne atipriya hatAM. A be putra be kalAka bahAra ramavA gayAM hAya teA paNa mAtA emanA viyAgane sahana karI zakatI na hatI. evA putrA kahe che mAre dIkSA levI che. te mAtA-pitAne kevA AdhAta lAge ? je putrAne satAthI vimukha rAkhavA mATe bhavya ane ramaNIya IMkAra nagarI cheADIne nAnakaDu gAma vasAvI rahyAM hatAM. AnuM kAraNa aMtaranA mAha che. mAtA-pitAe ema mAne ke mArA saMtAna bahu upAzraye jaze teA sa MtAnA raMga lAgI jaze ane dIkSA laI leze. mATe ene tame bahu upAzraye bhale na AvavA do paNa e jIva haLukamI haze tA ghare beThAM paNa ene nimitta maLaze. ane enA aMtarAtmA jAgI uThaze. A ane putrAne saMyamanI laganI lAgI che eTale mAtA pitAne Dara lAgyA ke mArA vahAlaseAyA sAdhu banI jaze. tethI emanA aMtaramAM AghAta lAge che. e putrAne mATe mA--mApa keTaluM karaze e vAta teA have Avaze. A mA-bApane enA dikarA haiyAnA hAra jevAM vahAlAM che. ane gaI kAle ApaNe rakSA baMdhana viSe eka kahANI kahI hatI. e khALaka ane bALakI paNa phUla jevA saMtAnA hatAM paNa emanA jIvanamAM keTaluM duHkha hatuM. enI kahANI kevI karUNa che! te sAMbhaLavA jevI che. sukha maLavuM ane duHkha maLavuM e puNya ane pApanAM phaLa che, kama rAjAnA khela che. krama nA koyaDA ukelavA muzkela che. kama`rAjA pAse bhalabhalA hArI gayAM che. puNyanI gAMTha e sutaranI gAMTha che ane pApanI gAMTha e hIranI gAMTha che. sutaranI gAMTha jaldI chUTI zake che paNu hIranI gAMTha jaldI chUTI zakatI nathI. ema puNyane khatama karavu haze teA jaldI khatama karI zakAze paNa pApa tA bhAgavye ja chUTako che. pApane khatama karavA mATe dAnaziyaLa-tapa-bhAva vigere karavA paDe che. paNa tamAre te dha kriyA bahu ochI karavI che. ane pApa karavu che pachI duHkha bheAgavavu nathI te kema mane ! ... ahIM tamArA gurU gurUnI jema tamane meAkSanA paravAnA lakhI deze nahi. tame sa MtAnI game teTalI bhakti karA, emanI caraNa raja mAthe caDhAvA, thAya teTalA vAnA karo paNa dharmagurUo tamane meAkSane paravAnA lakhI ApavAnAM nathI. kAraNa ke jaina dazana tA kahe che ke " kartA seA bheAktA" je kama kare tene ja bhegavavA paDe. mATe devAnupriyA! kama karatI vakhate khUma sAvadhAnI

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rAkhajo. kama tame karaze! ane bIjA bhAgave evuM ahIM nahi banI zake, e te tamAre ja bheAgavavA paDaze. karmoMmAM koI bhAga paDAvavA taiyAra nahi thAya. eka vakhata eka putra khUba bimAra paDayA. ghaNI davAo karI, khUba upacAra karyAM, meATA meATA vaidyo ane hakImAne melAvyA paNa koi hisAbe putranA rAga jatA nathI. eka divasa ene ghera sata padhAre che. tyAre e karo ane sagA vhAlAM badhA saMtanA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che bApajI ! ATalA upacAro karyAM, ATalA paisAnAM pANI karyA paNa enA rAga maTatA nathI. A mahArAja kama'nuM svarUpa samajAve che ke bhAi ! dhana-mAla -milkatamAM sahu bhAga paDAve che paNa kama mAM kAI bhAga paDAvI zakatuM nathI, tyAre pele mAMdo cheka pathArImAM sUtA sUtA zu khAle che? mahArAja ! tame kaho che te sAcuM che paNa zuM thAya ? A rAga koIne apAya nahi paNa jo apAtA hota te A mArA mAtA-pitA, patnI, bhAi-bhAbhI A badhAne huM eTale badhA vahAaA chu ke mane koI Ama pIDAvA de ja nahi. A sAMbhaLI saMta vicAra karavA lAgyAM ke aheA, ane haju e khakhara nathI ke kANu ketu' sAcuM sagu che ? mATe mAre enI AMkha tA khAlavI ja joIe. kANu ketu che e hu ene Aje batAvI dauM.. A saMta zaktidhArI hatAM. A TekarAnI pAse badhA sagA-vahAlAM bharAIne beThelA che tyAre kahe che. eka dahInA vATako lAvA. huM tamArA dikarAne rAga atyAre maTADI dauM. enA mAtA-pitAne khUba AnaMda thayA. jaldI jaldI nahI'nA vATakA lAvyA, mahArAje nadI nA vATakA che|kazanA mAthe utAryAM ane badhA roga vATakAmAM laI lIdheA. chekarA ALasa maraDIne beThA thayA. badhuM kuTuMba khuza thayuM. paNa A mahArAja kahe che bhAI ! A chokaro tA sALe thaI gayA paNa tamAre badhAe AmAMthI ekeka camacI dahIM levAnuM che. eTale tamane badhAne kaMI ne kaMI roga thaze. kAinu mAthuM duHkhaze, koine hAtha du:khaze te koIne paga duHkhaze te koine peTamAM duHkhaze. paNa koI marI nahi jAya, jyAM A vAta sAMbhaLI tyAM ADAzI-pADozI ane dUranAM sagA beThA hatAM te badhAM uThIne ravAnA thavA lAgyA. badhA daraaMdara kahevA lAgyAM, ApaNe vagara kAmanI upAdhi zA mATe vaheAravI joie ! enA gharanA bhAga paDAvaze. ApaNane zuM lAge vaLage ? have teA kuTu bI paNa dhIme dhIme ravAnA thaI gayAM. phakta gharanAM ja mANasA rahyAM. mahArAja kahe che bhAI! mANasA huM AchA thaI gayAM. tamAre badhAne e-e camacI dahI levu' paDaze ane tamane rAga paNa vadhu thaze. mAleA kAne Apu? kAI javAba detu' nathI tyAre mahArAja sauthI prathama enI mAtAne dahIM ApavA jAya che. tyAre mAtA kahe che bApajI ! mane dahIM levAmAM koI jAtanA vAMdhA ja nathI. huM te AkhA vATakA pI jAuM paNa mArI have pUrI uMmara thaI che, ane AMkhe pUru' dekhAtu'

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paNa nathI. A sthitimAM je huM Akhe vATako pI jAu ane rAgathI gherAI jAuM te mArI kaI khabara leze nahi. enA bApane Ape. emanI sahu khabara leze mahArAja enA pitA pAse gayAM te bApa kahe che mane mAre putra khUba vahAlo che. putra sAje thAya e kene na game? paNa eka ja vadhe che ke huM ya gharaDo thaI gayo chuM, kamAto kaMI nathI eTale mane te khATale ja nAMkhI mUkaze, mAri koI cAkarI nahi kare eTale mApha karo. huM e vATako pI zakIza nahi. have A bhAI ne bhAbhIne vAro. tyAre bhAI kahe che mahArAja! amane amAre bhAI khUba vahAle hoya chatAM eTaluM to jarUra che ke bhAI te bhAga paDAve zaTale bhAIne bhAI jeTalo vahAlo hoya enAthI adhika enI patnIne vahAlo heya. mATe A vADake enI patnIne ApI de. A badhuM pelo kare pathArImAM sUto sUte jove che. ane vicAre che a! te mAnate have ke A badhAne huM keTalo vahAlo chuM ! have khabara paDI. A jIva ajJAnane vaza thaI badhuM mAruM mAruM karI rahyo che. AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke ajJAnI jIva badhe mamatvabhAva jagADe che. "mArA e, fgyA che, mAyA ne, maLIzo ne, mannA che, puar ne, dhuM che, dulA che." AcAraMga sUtra. a. 2 u. 1 A mAtA mArI che, pitA mArA che, patnI, putra parivAra badhuM mAruM che. jema bakarAM beM beM kare che. tema tame jyAM ne tyAM meM meM kare che paNa paralokamAM jatAM kaI ADA hAtha devA Avaze nahi e yAda rAkhaje. " mAtA pitA NhusA bhAyA, bhajjA puttA ya orsaa| nAruM te tava tALA, suvatarU samunA che " . sU. a. 6 gAthA-3 mAtA-pitA vahAlA putra, patnI kaI karmanAM udaya vakhate tamane trANa-zaraNa thanAra nathI. A chokarAne bhAna thaI gayuM. have jouM te khare ke mArI vahAlI patnI zuM kare che? have mahArAja kahe che bahena ! badhAya nA pADe che paNa tame te lezo ne! kAraNe ke sukha-duHkhanA sAcA saMgAthI tame cho. mATe tame A vADako pI jAva. purUSe enI patnI pAchaLa eTalA pAgala hoya che ke patnI Ave eTale tIrtha svarUpa mAtA-pitAne bhUlI jAya che. tamArI pAse tamArI mAtA kaI cIja maMgAve ane tamArI patnI maMgAve have tamane konuM maMgAveluM yAda rahe? patnI maMgAve te te ne bhUlAya-mAtAnI vAta bhUlI javAya. kema barAbara che ne? (sabhA -hAM, evuM ja cAle che). patnIne nacAvyA nA che. paNa yAda rAkhaje ene tame keTalA vahAlA che? A strI kahe che mahArAja ! A jagata anAdikALathI cAlatuM AvyuM che. A

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vATake pIne huM zuM karuM? tyAre mahArAja kahe che bhAI! huM zuM karuM? je tamAre koIne paNa na pI hoya to huM ene ja pAcho pIvarAvI dauM chuM. tyAre enA mAtA -pitA kahe che bApajI! bhale keIe na pIdhe paNa have A chokare sAjo thaI gayo che e kaMI thaDe mAMdo thaI javAne che? e te ame kahIe ke na kahIe paNa Apa evA karUNAsiMdhuM che ke Apa ja e vATako pI jaze. ame nA pADIzuM to paNa tame pI jazo. * haMsAhasa). tame kevA catura che. badhe eLIyoghaLI mahArAjanA mAthe nAkhI dIdhe. A te badhuM kRtrima hatuM. saMsAramAM keNa konuM che e batAvavA mATe ja A upAya karyo hate. kudaratane karavuM A chekarAne rega maTI gaye. ane ene saMsAra uparathI vairAgye AvI gaye. je sagAMne te mArA mAna hatuM te mamatva bhAva utarI gayo. ene saMta ja sAcA sagA dekhAvA lAgyA. aMte te saMsAra choDI sAdhu banI jAya che. mAtApitA-patnI badhA ene reke che paNa have e zekAya khare? tamane haju samajAtuM nathI eTale saMsAra mITho lAgyo che. ghaNI vakhata vairAgya AvI jAya evA prasaMge te tamArA jIvanamAM paNa banatAM haze ! ane tyAre ghaDI te thaI jAya ke sAdhu banI jAuM paNa jayAM thoDuM mAna maLyuM eTale pAchA hatAM tevA ne tevA thaI jAva cho. - baMdhuo! ApaNI mukhya vAta e che ke karma keIne choDatAM nathI. A bALakone mAmA mosALa lAvyA che. paNa emanAM kameM emane choDyA nahi. karmo te emanI sAthe ja gayAM. A nirdaya mAmIe bALako upara kALo kera vartAvavA mAMDyo. phUla jevA kamaLa bALako pAsethI mAmIe gajA uparAMtanuM kAma karAvavA mAMDayuM. chatAM sAMja paDe peTa pUratuM khAvAnuM detI nathI. sUkA roTalAnAM sAMsA paDavA lAgyAM. eTaluM ja nahiM paNa reTIne badale mAra ane pANIne badale prahAra paDavA lAgyA. ane gadaDIne badale gALe ApavAmAM mAmIe bAkI na rAkhyuM. ATale julama gujAre che chatAM sAMja paDe ghera Ave ne mAmInI kaTa kaTa zarU thAya. A be pApIe mArA gharamAM na joIe. ene kADhI mUke. Aje te jyAM joIe tyAM zrImatIjInuM rAjya che. eTale zrImatI. kahe te taheta. kema kharuM ne? (hasAhasa) A mAmA evAM na hatAM. dayALu hatA eTale enI patnIne kahe che ke he strI! tuM vicAra kara. A bApaDA bhANeje enI mA marI gaI tyAre ApaNe ghera AvyAM che ne? nahiM te zA mATe Ave? tuM ene khAvAnuM paNa pUrUM ApatI nathI. eka baTaku roTale ane chAzanA badalAmAM te tAruM keTaluM kAma kare che? eno vicAra kara. bAra mahinAnAM lAkaDAM ane chANAM e bAluDAM vINI lAve che. eMThavADa-pANI, daLaNuM ane heranA vAsIdAnuM kAma paNa A bALako ja kare che, vagara pagAranA AvA vizvAsu ane nirdoSa bhANejane nekara mAnIne te rAkha. AvA te nekara paNa nahi maLe. mATe tuM emanA para dayA karIne emane peTa bharIne khAvAnuM te Apa. patinA AvA vacana sAMbhaLI jema guphAmAMthI siMhaNa tADuke tema zrImatIjI tADukayA. A bhAI-bahenane paNa dukha thaI jAya che ke ApaNe lIdhe mAmAne keTaluM sahana karavuM paDe che.

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divasa jatAM A chakarI maTI thAya che. ane enA mAmA ene paraNAve che. kamanI kaThaNAI kevI che? garIbanuM nasIba paNa garIba hoya che. garIbanI dIkarIne sAsaruM paNa garIba ja maLe che. Aje kariyAvara ne rUpa jotAM thaI gayAM. guNanI kiMmata aMkAtI nathI. eTale vadhu kariyAvara karanAra zrImaMtanI dikarI zrImaMtane ghera ja paraNe che. bicArA garIbanI vAta ja kyAM? ahIM te mAmA be joDI kapaDAM ja karavAnA hatAM eTale jI suratI maLatuM nathI. eka sAmAnya gharamAM be dikarA hatAM. temAM eka hoMziyAra che bIjo te namAle che. evA hekarA sAthe A dukhiyArI bahena paraNIne AvI che. have bhAIne paNa ema thayuM ke bahena paraNIne sAsare gaI. have mAre A mAmInAM maheNAM ane mAra zA mATe sahana karavA joIe. mAre ahIM rahevuM nathI. huM mAruM saMbhALI laIza. ema vicArI bhAI pitAnA bhAgyane sitAro camakAvavA bahAragAma cAle jAya che. bahenane sAsare paNa kameM kanaDagata karavAmAM bAkI na rAkhI. jene pati namAlo hoya tenI strIne paNa ezIyALuM jIvana gALavuM paDe che. dikarI paraNIne sAsare jAya pachI piyarIyAM teDAve che paNa Ane bicArIne keNa teDAve? mAmIe te kadI bolAvI nathI. bhAI bicAro cAlyo gayo che. akaLAI mUMjhAI chokarI kayAM jAya? konAM moDhe varALa kADhe ! vakhata jatAM A bahenane eka dikare ane eka dikarI thAya che. sAsu ane naNaMda vAchaDa ghaDA che. e bahenane khUba kaSTa Ape che. paNa A bahena koIne doSa na ApatAM pitAnA karmone deSa ApatI zAMtipUrvaka jIvana vitAve che. samaya jatAM rakSAbaMdhanane divasa Ave che. A nAnA bALake ramavA gayAM che tyAM bALake vAta kare che ke amAre te amArA mAmAnA ghera jamavA javAnuM che. tyAre A bAluDA ghera AvIne enI bAne pUche che huM bA ! badhA chokarAo kahe che ke amAre amArA mAmAne ghera javAnuM che. to bA ! ApaNe mAmAnA ghera nahi javAnuM? bA ! ApaNe mAmA kayAM rahe che? A bALakonA kAlAghelA zabdo sAMbhaLI mAtAnI AMkhamAM AMsu Ave che. raDatI raDatI enA bALakonA mAthe hAtha pheravatI bele che ApaNe paNa mAmAne ghera javAnuM che. tyAM naNaMdI tADuke che ane kahe che tAre mAma te bhikhArInI jema kayAMya bhaTakato haze? e tamane zuM lAvavAnuM che? A zabdo bahenane hADahADa lAgI gayAM. e raDatI raDatI kUve pANI bharavA gaI. tyAM eka bhAI ene pUche che bahena ! tamAruM nAma zuM? A bahena pitAnuM nAma kahe che eTale kahe bahena ! A tamArA bhAIne kAgaLa che. ghaNuM varSe bhAIne patra vAMcI khUba ja AnaMda thaye. patramAM bhAInuM saranAmuM lakhyuM che. eTale bahena bhAIne patra lakhavA beThI. bahena pitAnI vItaka bhAIne patramAM lakhe che. ane lakhe che bhAI vIrA ! tuM rakSAbaMdhanane divase tArI benaDInA meNuM bhAMgavA jarUra Avaje ane tuM tArA bhANeje mATe eka paganI jhAMjharI ane hAthanI pahoMcI ane be joDI kapaDAM jarUra lAvaje, je tenuM na maLe te zA, 31

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e joDI kapaDAM jarUra lAvaje. mA bahenane kAgaLa lakhatI joI ne naNadI maheNuM mAre che. ke tArA bhAI tA bhikhArI che e tane zuM lAvI ApavAnA che? ene kAgaLa cu lakhI rahI che ? game tema Aya mahenane mana enA bhAI che ne ? bhaTakatA ane bhikhArI zabdo sAMbhaLI bahenanuM hRdaya vidhAI gayu. ane khelI " e mArI naNaMdI ! mAre eka ja bhAI che ene tame vAraMvAra laTakatA bhikhArI nA kahezeA. " kAle savAre enA bhAgyanA sitAro camakaze ane enI bahenI ane bhANejane khelAvaze ane yathAzakti kariyAvara karaze. ahene peAtAnA bhAIne premathI patra lakhyA ke vIrA ! tu vahelA Avaje. mAre tane rAkhaDI bAMdhavI che. gaI kAle rakSAma dhana upara ghaNuM kahevAyu' che. meM gaI kAle kahyuM hatuM ke tamane tamArI maheneA rAkhaDI khAMdhaze ane tame tene yathAzakti ka'Ika Apaze. te tame amArI pAse paNa-amara rAkhaDI aMdhAvo. kA vIra A bahenane rAkhaDI badhAvaze ? teA amArI rAkhaDI gaI kAle prANalAlabhAi dezI ane a. sau. zAntAbena AMdhI gayAM che. haju paNa mArA dhamanA vIrA jAgajo. ApaNe te| sadA rakSA'dhana ja che. tame jyAre kaheze| tyAre ame rAkhaDI bAMdhavA taiyAra chIe. amArI jinavANI rUpI rAkhaDI janma-jarA ane maraNanAM pherAne TALanArI che. ane AtmAnA amUlya sukhaDAM ApanArI che. mATe jarUra amArI rAkhaDI bAMdho. A bahene enA bhAine patra lakhyA che. bhAine patra maLaze ane zu' banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na33 zrAvaNa vada 3 ne budhavAra tA. 19-8-70 traNe bhuvananA nAtha, bhavya jIveAnA nAtha, trizalAna'dana bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe jagatanA jIvAnA kalyANane mATe siddhAMta rUpI vANInI prarUpaNA karI. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayelI vastu. siddhAMtanI vANI jIveAnA bhavabaMdhananA pherAne TALanArI che. paNa e vANI haju sudhI tamArA hRdayane spazI ja nathI. jo spazI hAta tA ApaNAM janma--jarA ane maraNanAM pherA TaLI gayA hota. jIvane pudgalamAM jeTaleA rasa che teTale AtmAmAM nathI. e pugalanA pathArA tamane kama khaMdhana sivAya ka'I ja karAvaze nahi. jo tamAre meAkSa joI tA hoya teA zubha bhAvanAthI vIravANInuM zravaNa kare,

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ra43. zubha pariNAmanA abhAvamAM saMpUrNa kriyAnA yeAga hovA chatAM bhagavAne meAkSanI siddhi kahI nathI. saM jIvA ana'tI vAra navamI traiveyaka sudhI jaI AvyAM che. saMpUrNa dravyakriyAnA ceAga vinA jIva nava caiveyaka sudhI jaI zaktA nathI. mATe dravya karaNI sava. jIvAe ana tIvAra karI che. paNa samyakRtva rUpa zubha kriyAnA abhAvamAM mAmI prApti thatI nathI. abhavI paNa dravyakriyAnA prabhAvathI ane dravya dharma nA sa`pUrNa pAlanathI nava caiveyaka sudhI jAya che. paNa bhAva dhanI prAptinA abhAve AgaLa jai zakatA nathI. pariNAmanI vizuddhine ja zAstramAM bhAvadhama kahevAmAM Avye che. mAtra meAkSanA ja AzayathI dhama`kriyA AcaravAthI pariNAmanI zuddhi thAya che. A leAkamAM kIti ane paraleAkamAM devanA sukhanA dhyeyathI dharmakriyA karanArA paNa zuddha pariNAmane pAmI zAM nathI. mATe tame je je anuSThAnA kare te ka-nirjarAnA lakSe ja kareA. mAhyabhAve jIve ghaNuM karyuM che. ane jyAM jyAM gayA tyAM karyAM ja mAMdhyA che. kama badhanA cAra prakAra zAstramAM varNavyA che. (1) prakRti khaMdha (ra) sthiti madha (3) anubhAga baMdha (4) pradeza adha. kamanA je svabhAva tene prakRti baMdha kahevAmAM Ave che. koI kama jJAnane Avare che te koI kamadanane Avare che. A pramANe dareka karmInA svabhAva bhinna bhinna heAya che. karmonA kALanI je maryAdA che tene sthiti baMdha kahe che. jema ke meAhanIya karmInI utkRSTa sthiti sittera kADAkrADa-sAgaropamanI che. AtmAnA adhyavasAyathI je rasabaMdha paDe che. tene " anubhAga khadha " kahevAmAM Ave che. AtmAnA pradezamAM kamavaga NAnA pudgaleAnA saMcaya thAya che tene pradeza adha kahevAmAM Ave che. kava`NAnA pudgale jIva samaye samaye grahaNa kare che. ane temAM sa jIva karatAM anaMta gaNA rasavibhAgane jIva utpanna kare che. je AkAza pradezamAM AtmAnA pradeze| avagAhIne rahelA hoya che te ja AkAzapradezamAM kAgya pudgala-ska| avagAhIne rahelAM hAya che. tevA samakSetramAM rahelA pudgala skAne jIva peAtAnA sa AtmapradezathI grahaNa kare che. prakRtiSadha ane pradezabadha mukhyatve yAga baLathI thAya che. anubhAgamadha ane sthitibaMdha kaSAyanA pariNAmathI thAya che. tIvra kaSAyanA pariNAmathI tIvra rasamadha paDI jAya che. madhanA cAra prakAramAM anubhAgamadha ( rasamadha ) tIvra na paDI jAya te mATe jIve khUba sAvadhAna rahevAnI jarUra che. madhamAM anubhAgamadha mahAna bhayaMkara che. lezyA ane kaSAyanA pariNAmathI ja tIvra rasakha"dha paDe che. tIvra evA kaSAyanA pariNAmathI kayAreka nikAcita aMdha paNa paDI jAya che. nidhatta kama tA prAyacitta ane AleAcanA AdithI khapAvI zakAya che. paNa nikAcita kama tA bhAgavavAM paDe che. mATe kaSAyanA pariNAma upara tatra vijaya meLavavAthI tIvra niAthita aMdha paDatA nathI. vItarAgavANI hRdayamAM avadhAravAthI karmanuM baMdhana karatAM jIva pAchA paDe che.

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ApaNe ahIM ja uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM bhaNuM purohitanA be lADIlA putrane karmabaMdhanuM svarUpa samajAyuM che. mAtA-pitAne putro pratye khUba meha che. baMdhuo ! ATha karmamAM pradhAnakarma hoya te mehanIya che. mehanIya karmanAM be bheda che. darzana mehanIya ane cAritra mohanIya. darzana mehanIya karma samyagadarzana prApta karavAmAM bAdha kare che ane cAritra mohanIya karma vItarAgatAne haNe che. jyAM sudhI viSaya-kaSAye taraphathI vRtti vaLe nahIM tyAM sudhI samatAbhAva AvI zakate nathI. jyAM sudhI jIve parapadArthamAM sukha mAnyuM che ane tatvane samaje nathI tyAM sudhI samakita prApta karI zakatuM nathI. jyAM sudhI samakita prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI eka paNa cAritra AvatuM nathI. yathAkhyAta cAritra akaSAyIne heya. pANInI lITI jeTalA ya krodha na heya. saMjavalane krodha jyAM sudhI haze tyAM sudhI vItarAgatA pragaTaze nahi. darzana mehanIya karma jIvane bhrama utpanna karAve che. jemAM sukha nathI temAM sukhabuddhi, mArApaNAnI buddhi, zarIra, vaibhava, lakSamI, AbarU A badhuM Take te huM TakuM ema parAdhIna paNe jIvana jIvanAre ajJAnI jIva samyagRbhAvamAM TakI zakti nathI. mana-vacana ane zarIrathI alaga tattva te Atmatatva che. para taraphathI daSTi uThAvI sva tarapha mITa mAMDavAnI che. kSAyaka samyaktva e mekSa maMjhIlanuM pAna che. kSAyaka samakti AvyA pachI pAchuM jatuM nathI. e samyakatva jIvane satya sthitinuM yathArtha bhAna karAve che. AvA deha te jIve anaMtI vAra dhAraNa karyA ane mUkyA. zuM dehabhAve tane mekSa maLavAne che ? dehAdhyAsa TaLaze te mekSa maLaze. AvuM jene bhAna thAya che te ja AtmA utthAnane mAge prayANa karI zake che. dehanA nAzathI kaMI AtmAne nAza thavAne nathI. AtmA anAdi kALane che. ane anaMtakALa rahevAne che. koI paNa sthitimAM AtmA palaTAtuM nathI ? enA paryAya ja palaTAya che. AtmA pratye nitya che, paNa paryAye palaTAya, bAlAdika vaya traNanuM, jJAna ekane thAya." AtmAne traNe kALamAM nAza thavAne nathI. e sata rUpathI rahele ja che. tatvArtha sUtramAM paNa umAsvAti AcAryae kahyuM che ke "vaFrTuM caya vya yukta sata" AtmA zAzvata, yuva, nitya, traNe kALe TakavAvALo che. utpAda-vyaya ane prayukta guNavALe che. evI tripadI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe gaNadharone ApI. e tripadIne artha

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paramArtha vicAratAM cAra jJAna ane cauda pUrvanI gaNadharee ti pragaTAvI. jene tripadI samajAI jAya tene kyAre paNa koI vAtane harSa ke zaka na thAya. kAraNa ke e samaje ke A badhI paryAye ja palaTAya che. eka rAjAe pitAnA rAjakumArane mugaTa bhAMgIne kuMvarIne sonAnI jhAMjharI banAvI ApI. have A mugaTa bhAMgIne jhAMjharI banAvI eTale kuMvarI khuza thaI ane pitAne mugaTa javAthI kuMvarane zoka thayA. jyAre rAjAne kaI vAtane nathI harSa ke nathI zoka. kAraNa ke enI dRSTi mULa sonA upara che. e samaje che ke suvarNanI mugaTa rUpI paryAyane vyaya tha ane jhAMjhara rUpI paryAyane utpAdu thaye. ane suvarNarUpI mULa dravya te kAyama rahyuM che pachI zoka zene? kaI zeThane paccIsa varSane yuvAna lADIle putra saMsArane lAta mArI sAdhu banI gaye. zuddha saMyamanuM pAlana karIne TUMkI jiMdagImAM Atma sAdhanA sAdhI gaye. pitAne hAlasoye putra dIkSA le agara kALa karI jAya te enA mAtA-pitAne khUba zaka thAya. ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna kare, khAya-pIe nahi. paNa e putra te enI ArAdhanAnA baLe marIne devalokamAM utpanna thaI jAya che. devane utpanna thavAnI zayyAmAM devadUSya vastra DhAMkeluM hoya che. tyAM deva utpanna thAya tyAre devazayyA phUlavA mAMDe che. e zayyA phUle che tyAre tyAMnA deva-devIo samaje che ke ahIM keIka jIva AvIne utpanna thAya che. eka ja aMtarmuhUrtamAM pAMceya indriyothI paryApta batrIsa varSane yuvAna deva utpanna thaI jAya che. te vakhate devIo AvIne bese che khammA mArA nAthane! aho mArA nAtha ! vinA dhyA, for , for modavA" tame pUrve zuM dAna-puNya paropakAra karyA? zuM lukhA-sUkA-tuccha AhAra karyA-tapa karyo ke amAza svAmI thayA! ane AvI devatraddhinAM dhaNI thayAM. devalokamAM deva-devIo khuza thAya che jyAre ahIM sagAnehIe, mAtA-pitA Adi kuTuMbIjane tenI pAchaLa rokakaLa kare che. lAkaDAnA vAMsanI nanAmI banAvI aMdara zabane sUvADI darathI bAMdhIne smazAne laI gayAM. kuTuMbamAM hAhAkAra macI jAya che. kUTanAra raDatAM raDatAM zuM bele che. " kAMI na ho kAMI na mAge, ema kUTe che nAra cAra jaNa upADI cAlyAM, karatAM hAhAkAra..." ahIMthI jIva gayA pachI jene mATe mAtA-pitA patnI khUba vilApa kare che tene devalokamAM khammA khammA thatI hoya che. devalokamAM tAjA utpanna thayelA devane devIe pUche che ke tame kevA puNya karyA ke jethI ahIM utpanna thayA. tyAre e deva rAvadhijJAnane upaga mUkIne juve che tyAre enA pUrvanA snehIone pitAne mATe guratAM

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dekhe che. baMdhuo ! A saMsAranuM svarUpa AvuM che. ahIMthI eTale manuSya paryAyamAMthI ene vyaya thaye. devaparyAyamAM devapaNe ene utpAdu thaye. ane dravyarUpe Atmatatva nitya rahyuM. A tripadI dareka padArthamAM ghaTAvI zakAya che. ApaNe paNa A svarUpane samajIe te saMsAranA padArtho Ave ke jAya, maLe ke na maLe te ApaNane harSa ke zaka na thAya. ApaNuM AyuSya Ape che. TUMkI jiMdagImAM je sAdhanA thAya te karI le. AgaLanA rAjA-mahArAjAo ane zrAvako mAthAmAM eka sapheda vALa dekhAya ke saMsAra tyAgI sAdhu banI jatA hatAM. Aje te paMcAvana varSanI uMmara thAya eTale sarakAra paNa nekarImAMthI rITAyarDa karI tamane dharmadhyAna karavAnI taka Ape che. paNa anAdikALathI jIva paramAM ja ramaNanA karato Avyo che. dikaro kahe bApujI! tame amAre mATe ghaNuM karyuM che. have te amAre tamArI sevA karavAno samaya Avyo che. have tame nirAMte dharmadhyAna kare. tame have dukAne Avaze nahi. huM badhuM saMbhALI laIza. paNa A saMsArarasika chavaDAne saMsAranI rasikatA choDavI kema game? e te kahI deze ke tuM AjakAlane chokaro zuM samaje? mArA vinA dukAne aMdhArA thaI jAya. jJAnIo kahe che bhAI! pAchalI jiMdagImAM dharmadhyAna karavAno avasara maLe che te paranI paMcAtamAM na paDatAM tArA AtmAnuM sudhArI le, AgaLanAM zrAvake kevA hatAM! jarA siddhAMtamAM daSTi ne khabara paDe. upAsaka dazAMga sUtrane pATha che. e zrAvake pitAnI jiMdagInA chellA sADA pAMca varSo bAkI rahetA tyAre pauSadhazALAmAM ja rahetA. pitAnuM samagra kuTuMba bheguM karI badhAnI samakSa pitAnA jyeSTha putrane badhe vahIvaTa soMpI detA. rAjAo paNa jemanI salAha letA hatAM evAM e zrAvake buddhimAna hatA. gharamAM paNa sarvanA cakSu samAna hatAM. gAmanAM dareka mANasene vizvAsabhUta hatAM. AvA DAhyAM ne vicakSaNa zrAvakoe bhagavAnanI vANuM sAMbhaLI. pite sarvavirati banavAne zaktimAna na hatAM. tethI bAra vrata aMgIkAra karI pauSadhazALAmAM rahI AtmAnuM ciMtana karatA ane AtmAne piSatA. pitAnuM jIvana sArthaka karI letAM. pitAnA gharanAM mANasone kahI detAM ke have saMsAranA eka paNa kAryamAM mane pUchaze nahi. tame pUchavA Avaze te paNa huM tamane salAha ApIza nahi. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM sAdhu jevuM jIvana gALIza. keInA lagnanI kaMkotrI Ave ke maraNanI kALotrI Ave mAre koInI sAthe levA devA nathI. mAsa rAjakoTanA ratna jevA zrAvake! tame paNa tamArA gharamAM AvI pauSadhazALA rAkhI haze ne ! ane tamArAmAMthI kaI zrAvake pAchalI uMmare A pramANe hetA haze ne ? nAnAare! tamArA gharanI pauSadhazALAnI vAta bAjumAM mUke. A pauSaka

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zALAmAM be ghaDI, Ara vI je bhAvapUrvaka sthiratApUrvaka AvIne bese ne te ja kaIka karI jAya. paNa A pauSadhazALAmAM be ghaDI besatAM paNa kIDIo karaDe che ane te kenI sagAI thaI ane konAM lagna thayA, keNe keTale kariyAvara karyo e badhuM jANavAmAM ja AnaMda Ave che. daza zrAvakoe agiyAra paDimAe mArI paDimAdhArI banyA hatAM. chelle saMthAre kayo hato. saMsArI jIvanathI nivRtti laIne dharmadhyAnamAM pravRtti karatA hatAM. asaMyamamAMthI nivRtti meLavI saMyamamAM pravRtti karatA hatA. aMdhuo! tame paNa jena kuLamAM janmyA che. temAM A rAjakoTa jevA zaheramAM tyAM kAyama satenI upasthiti hoya che. 360 dina tamane jinavANane lAbha maLe che te A zrAvako keTalA dharmiSTha hovA joIe. have AtmAnI ArAdhanAnuM anupama parva rUmajhUma karatAM najIka Ave che. paNa haju mArA zrAvakonA haiyAmAM jhaNajhaNATI thaI nathI. brAhmaNanA be putrane haiyAmAM jhaNajhaNATI thaI che. piyaputtagA donni vi mAhaNassa, sakammasIlassa purohiyss| saritu pArANiya tattha jAI, tahA suciNNaM tava saMjamaM ca // u. sU. 14 a. gAthA. 5 A be kumAro bhagu purohita ane yazAbhAryAne atipriya hatAM. e be bALakone eka ja vakhatanA saMtanA darzanathI jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM hatuM. e jJAnanA prabhAvathI temaNe pUrvabhavamAM karelAM tapa ane saMyamanuM jJAna thatAM baMnene saMsAra uparathI vairAgya bhAva utpanna thaye. A bhUgu purohita paNa kaI sAmAnya na hatuM. e khUba vicArazIla ane karmaniSTha hate. vedAMtane jANakAra hate. bhUgu purohita enA veda purANamAM daDha che. jyAre enA be putro potAnA saMyamamAM dRDha che, jene koI paNa kArya heje thaI zake che. tenI bahu vizaSatA nathI. paNa je kaseTImAM majabUta rahe che tenI ja vizeSatA che. kaMIka mANasoe aMtarAya teDI hoya te mAsakhamaNa je tapa paNa sahelAIthI karI zake che. jyAre kaMIkane aThThamamAM paNa lathaDIyAM Ave che. ulTI thAya che chatAM makakamatA keLave che. teo karmanI udIraNa kare che. gajasukumAra jevA sAmethI karmanI udIraNA karavA smazAnamAM gayAM. bhagavAna mahAvIra Arya dezamAM vicaryA hatA te ghara upasargo na Avata. paNa teo karmanI udIraNuM karI thoDA samayamAM kAma kADhI gayA. te je bahene e mAsakhamaNa karavAnI bhAvanAthI tapazcaryAnI zarUAta karI che temane dhanya che. have seLabhaththAne samaya AvI rahyo che. be divasa bAkI che. seLabhaththAnI jhaDI varasAvaje. A amUlya avasara pharI pharIne nahi maLe. pachI orate rahI jaze. besavuM hoya te besI jAje, gADI upaDI jAya che. cetavuM hoya te cetI jaje, gADI upaDI jAya che, .

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sa samajanArA samajI jAjo, gADI upaDI jAya che. rAjakoTa zaherathI gADI upaDI, muktinagara laI jAya che. mArA jevA rahI gayA te pAchaLathI pastAya che. A amArI AtmAnI musApharInI gADI upaDI jAya che. ame tene zakI AkhI che. e gADImAM besavAnI TikITa pauSadhazALAmAM, khIjaDAzerInA upAzrayamAM meghANI zerImAM ane mAMDavI cAkamAM badhe maLe che. tamAre jyAMthI levI DAya tyAMthI laI leze paNa gADImAM besI jaze. gADI upaDI jaze pachI pastAvA thaze. jIe ! ATalA badhAM satIjIo beThAM che temAM ApaNe vijayAbAi svAmInA guNa gAIe chIe. zA mATe ! emaNe mahAna tapa karyAM che. ApaNe rakSAma'dhananI vAta cAle che. ghaNAM bhAI ee yathAzakti brahmacarya, upavAsa, AyaMbIla vigerenI pratijJA laIne amArI rAkhaDI bAMdhI che. have A tapasvInuM bahumAna tapa-tyAgathI ja karavAnuM hAya, tenI tapazcaryAmAM khIjo koI AraMbha-samAraMbha ke AMkhara hAya nahi mATe sAmAyika na karatA hAya temaNe sAmAyika karavI, lIletarIonA tyAga, rAtribhAjananA tyAga, kaMdamULanA tyAga, brahmacaryanuM pAlana ane ane tenAthI aTTama-chaThTha Adi tapa karo, jene karavu' hAya tene zanivAra sudhImAM karI lejo ane amArI rAkhaDI dhAvI lejo. A bahene enA bhAIne patra lakhyA ane naNaMde maheNu. mAyu" ke tAro rakhaDatA bhikhArI bhAI zu' lAvaze! bahenane A zabdo khUkha lAgI gayA. paNa aMtaramAM AzA che ke patra vAMcIne mArI mADI jAyA vIra jarUra Avaze ane sAsu-naNuMdanA kAramA maheNAM bhAMgaze. bhAIne bahenano patra pahoMce che. patra vAMcI bhAinI AMkhamAMthI khera khera jevAM AMsu sarI paDayAM. ahe! mArI bahena mAlapaNunI duHkhayArI che ane haju paNa duHkha ja rahyuM? bhAI-mahenanA athAga sneha che. bahenanA maheNA bhAMgavA javu' che paNa pAse paisA nathI. e joDI kapaDAM paNa kayAMthI lAve ! kAraNa ke bhAI ne nAkarI maLI hatI. paNa zeTha khAvA, pIvAnu, kapaDAM ane mahine pAMca rUpiyAnA pagAra hatA. bhAIne paNa ema ke mane khAvA pIvAnu sArI rIte maLe che. kapaDAM paNa maLe che. zeTha paNa sArA che. have vadhu paisAnI zI jarUra ! konA mATe bheguM karavu che! paNa bahenanA patra AvatAM udAsa yaI gayA. raDavA lAgyA. Ane raDatA joIne zeDa pUche che. dikarA ! zA mATe raDe che? tane zuM duHkha che ? jue, hatA nAkara paNa zeThanI bhASAmAM keTalI miThAza che? mIThA zabdo sAMbhaLI paNa mANasanuM aDadhuM duHkha dUra thaI jAya. zeThanA A chekarA kahe che Apu ! mArI benanA kAgaLa Avye che, ema kahI AgaLa te erlI na zakayo. zeThane patra vAMcavA ApyA, mahenane patra lakhatAM AMkhamAMthI keTalA AMsu paDayA haze ke patramAM AMsunA TapakAM paDI gayAM che. patra vAMcIne zeThanuM haiyuM pIgaLI gayuM. A chezane kahe che beTA !

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ke A paisA. tuM na jAya te huM jAte ja laI AvuM. ema kahI zeTha jAte bahenane mATe be joDI kapaDAM, be bhANeje mATe babbe joDI kapaDAM, bhANeja mATe sonAnI sAMkaLI ane bhANejI mATe paganI jhAMjharI laI AvyA. ane kahe che beTA ! A laIne tuM jaldI tArI bahenane gAma pahoMcI jA. rakSAbaMdhanane divasa najIka Ave che. cheka kahe che bApujI! tame A kapaDAM ane dAgInA laI AvyA che paNa huM karajamAMthI mukta kevI rIte thaIza? mArI pAse te bAra rUpiyA paNa rokaDA che nahi. zeTha kahe che dikarA! huM tane bakSIsa ApuM chuM. mAre AnA paisA levAnA nathI. bApu! tame ATaluM badhuM Ape che. tamArA upakArane badale huM kayAre vALI zakIza? zeThane upakAra mAnate A bhAI bahenane mATe kapaDA ane dAgInA laI ravAnA thAya che. te samaye vAhane na hatAM. pagapALA cAlavuM paDatuM hatuM. A tarapha zrAvaNa suda punama-rakSAbaMdhanane divasa AvI gayA. bahena bhAInI rAha joI rahI che. rakSAbaMdhananA divase naNaMda kahe che ke... moTA upADe kAgaLa lakhyuM hatuM je tAre bhAI Avyo ! kayAMya bhaTakate haze. naNaMdI ! tame mArA bhAIne evuM na kahe. jarUra mAro bhAI Avaze. mane vizvAsa che. Ama kahI bahena te hAthamAM rAkhaDI laIne gAmanA pAdaramAM gaI. jarUra A dizAmAMthI ja mAre bhAI Avaze. ema rAha jotI ubhI che. ene khUba adhIrAI Avaze ane bahena jhADa upara caDhaze. tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAnanaM. 34 zrAvaNa vada 4 ne guruvAra, tA. 20-8-70 anaMta jJAnI mahApurUSoe jagatanA jInA Atma kalyANa mATe pavitra divya vANInI gaMgA vahAvI. vIranI vANImAM alaukika sAmarthya raheluM che. enA prabhAvathI anaMta che saMsAra rUpI samudrane tarI gayAM che ahIMyA bhRgupurohitanA baMne bALakone nija svarUpanI pichANa thayA pachI emane bIjI kaI pravRttimAM AnaMda AvatuM nathI. nijarUpane jANyA pachI, kaMI jANavAnuM nA rahe, ne Atmasukha mANyA pachI, kaMI mANavAnuM nA rahe. samyaktvane pAmele jIva bhale e saMsAramAM khUela heya, saMsAranA aneka kAryo zA, 32

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karate hoya. paNa aMtarathI tene emAM rasa Avato nathI. mAtra zarIrathI ja te saMsAramAM rahyo hoya che. paNa ene aMtarAtmA teM paramAthIne ja jhaMkhatA hoya che. cAhe uMdha haiya, jAgate haiya, vepAra karate heya, game te karate heya paNuM enuM mana ja niraMtara paremAthIne ja IcchatuM hoya te te samyaktvanI sAcI nizAnI che. vagaDAmAM cAro caravA gayelI gAye lIle cAre caravA mATe vanavagaDAmAM zIkha tarapha pharatI hoya che. paNa tenuM citta tenA vAcharaDAmAM hoya che. tema samakitI AtmA vyApAra, vANijya AdinI badhI pravRtti karate heya chatAM tenuM citta sadA AtmakalyANa tarapha ja hoya che. eTale jJAnIoe samakitI jIvane saMsAramAM rahyo hovA chatAM tene alipta kahyo che. jo ke samakita daSTi jIvane paNa anupAye pApa AcaravuM paDe che. pApa pratye enA aMtaramAM lezamAtra bahumAna ke prema hoto nathI. amuka kArya karavAnI enI IcchA nahi hovA chatAM paNa saMbaMdhI athavA jenuM potAnA upara varcasva che evA mANasanA Agrahane vaza thaI athavA dabANathI anicchAe kArya karavuM paDe che. tema pApakarma tarapha manamAM saMpUrNa ghaNuM hovA chatAM samakitI jIvane evA prakAranA pApakarmanA udayathI pApanuM AcaraNa karavuM paDe che. anicchAe je kAma karavuM paDe temAM rasa na hoya. ane je aMtaranA umaMgathI kArya thAya temAM bhArebhAra rasa bharyo hoya che. saMsAramAM rahIne pApanuM kArya karatAM tamane arerATI chUTatI hoya te samajI leje ke A manuSya janma pAmIne meM kaMIka kamANI karI che. AtmAnAM eka samyakatva guNamAM keTalI tAkAta rahelI che. samyaktva Ave jJAna samyak thaI jAya. temaja cAritra e ja vakhate Ave e kaMI niyama nathI. kALAntare paNuM cAritra mohanIya karmanA kSapazamathI Ave ane koIka jIvane cAritra kSapazama bhAvamAM Ave. jyAre jJAna-darzana kSAyikabhAvamAM ane cAritra kSayopazamabhAvamAM e tripuTI AvI jAya tyAre te enI tAkAta keTalI haze ! A traNamAM je ekane paNa abhAva hoya tyAM sudhI saMpUrNa mokSanI siddhi thatI nathI. A traNenA saMgane jinazAsanamAM mokSamArga kahyo che. tatvArtha sUtramAM kahyuM che ke- "sabhya jJAna rAtriALa mokSamaH " A traNe hoya te jIva mokSamArge prayANa karI zake che. ATalI vAta samajAI jAya te manaDuM khIle baMdhAI jAya. devAnupriye! mahAna purUSanA jIvananuM ciMtana karavAthI jinavANI sAMbhaLyA pachI ene ciMtanathI, mitrI Adi cAreya bhAvanAonA ciMtanathI, mananA pariNAmane sudhArI zakAya che haMmezAM zubha bhAvanAonA ciMtavanathI aMdaranA rAgadveSa Adine kSaya thAya che. saMsAranA padArthonI anityatA ane AkhA jagatanuM azaraNapaNuM aheniza vicAramAM Ave to karmonA baMdhana zithila thayA vagara rahe ja nahi. zarIrathI aTakI gayelAM manuSya paNa zubha bhAvanAnA ciMtavanathI pitAnA pariNAmane sudhArI zake che, jyAre tanathI dharma

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na thAya tyAre A rIte manathI paNa dharma thaI zake che. game tevA azubha karmodayanA kALamAM paNa mana A dhyAnamAM na paDI jAya te mATe satata jAgRta rahevAnI jarUra che. mithyAtvI jIve Dagale ne pagale AdhyAna karatA hoya che. jyAre samakitI AtmA upara game teTalAM vipattinAM vAdaLe uparAuparI tUTI paDatAM hoya tevA samaye paNa te jIva jinavANInuM AlaMbana aMgIkAra kare che. uparAuparI duHkho paDatAM hoya tyAre karmonA vipAka saMbaMdhI ciMtavaNuM karavI e paNa eka prakAranuM dharmadhyAna che. karmanA vipAkanI ciMtavana karavAthI mana ArtadhyAnathI bacI jAya che. je manane sAdhI letAM AvaDe te siddhi hAthamAM che. pahelAnAM vakhatamAM leka suvarNasiddhi mATe kAcApArAne sAdhatA hatA. temAM kAca pAra sadhAya eTale suvarNasiddhi sAdhI zakAya. tema mana sadhAI jAya te ApaNA mATe mokSa dUra nathI. jeNe manane sAdhI lIdhuM tene mokSa meLavo sahela che. paNa sauthI prathama manane sAdhI levuM e kaMI sahelI vAta nathI. Aje ghaNAM kahe che ke - "mana caMgA te kathaTImeM gaMgA" magara mana laphaMgA to phira kidhara gaMgA hai"? mana duSTa bane te kayAMya gaMgA nathI mATe manane zuddha banAve. Aje ghaNAM mANase prazna karatA hoya che ke ame bhagavAnanA nAmanI mALA gaNIe chIe. sAmAyika karIe chIe paNa amAruM mana sthira rahetuM nathI. to enuM kAraNa zuM? devAnupriya! huM tamane prazna pUchuM chuM ke mALA gaNatAM ane sAmAyika karatAM tamAruM mana bahAra bhaTakavA jAya che paNa neTanA baMDala gaNatAM tamAruM mana bIje kayAMya bhaTakavA jAya che kharuM? (tyAM te ekAgratA hoya. bahAra kayAMthI jAya-hasAhasa) jyAre noTonA baMDala gaNatAM tamAruM mana bahAra jatuM nathI ane bhagavAnanA nAmanI mALA gaNatAM tamAruM mana bahAra jAya che. tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke tame nANAmAM sAra mAnyo che. ane bhagavAnanuM nAma asAra mAnyuM che. amArI bahene ghaNI vakhata AnupUrvI gaNatAM jholAM khAtI hoya che. paNa ene roTalI banAvatAM kaI divasa uMgha Ave che? nA. tyAM to AMkhanuM maTakuM paNuM ne mAre. ahIM ja samajAya che ke jemAM jIvane rasa hoya che temAM tenuM mana ceTe che. nANAM ekaThA karavAmAM tamane jeTale rasa che teTalo ja rasa dharmapravRttimAM lAge te mana temAM eMTI jAya. tame te "vyApAramAM lIna ane prabhu smaraNamAM dIna che" vepAramAM jIva eTale badho lIna banI jAya che ke bIjI koI paNa pravRttimAM e samaye enuM mana parevAtuM nathI. dukAnamAM phUla gharAkI heya. dhaMdhe tejamAM hoya te samaye jamavAne vakhata thaI gayA hoya. gharethI jamavA mATe bolAvatAM hoya paNa tame kahevaDAvI de ke hamaNAM mane gharAka sivAya bIjA koI sAthe besavAne paNa TAIma nathI. mATe dukAne ja thALI mokalI Apaje. navarAza maLaze tyAre jamI laIza. hamaNAM vepAranI sIjhana che eTale vaheluM moDuM thAya te khAvA mATe mArI rAha na joze. bele! tamAruM mana

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para vepAramAM keTalu lIna bane che! jaDanI lInatAmAM khAvA-pIvAnuM paNa bhUlI javAya che. ane e ja mANasa prabhunuM nAma levA bese tyAre taddana dIna banIne prabhunuM nAma japatA hAya che, mATe ja jJAnIo kahe che ke AvA jIvAnI mukti kayAMthI thAya? jemAM lIna anavAnuM che temAM dIna bane che ane jemAM dIna khanavAnu che temAM lIna anyA che. mahAnapurUSA svasvarUpamAM lIna banIne kevaLajJAna pAmI gayAM. ane jeo para svarUpamAM lIna anyA te cAra gatimAM rakhaDayA. have tame niNa ya karI lejo ke amAre lInatA zemAM keLavavI ? mana azubha dhyAnamAM sheje joDAi jAya che. tene zubha dhyAnamAM joDavA mATe prayatna karavA paDe che. mATe jo tame ene zubha pravRttimAM nahIM joDA to e azubhamAM joDAI jaze. kAraNa ke anAdi kALanA avaLA adhyAsa che. e avaLA adhyAsane teADavA mATe zubha pravRttimAM joDavAnA abhyAsa karavA kAraNa ke azubha vicAromAM pravRtta thayeluM mana e tA kama bAMdhavAnuM kArakhAtu che. jema koI phekaTarI athavA kArakhAnu hoya temAM mazInA ghaNAM hAya che, e mazInAmAM keTalAya nAnA jIveA pIlAI jAya che. mazInane sApha karanAra kArIgara paNa je upayAga na rAkhe, kapaDAM sArIne na cAle, teA mazIna ene paNa jhapATAmAM laI le che. e ema vicAra nahi kare ke A mane calAvanAra kArIgara che. agara A phekaTarI ke kArakhAnAMnA mAlIka che. mazIna enu kAma karyAM ja kare che tema mana paNa enu kAma karyAM kare che. zubhamAM joDAya tA kama tADe che ane azubhamAM joDAya teA kama AMdhyA ja kare che. mATe manane navaruM paDavA devuM ja nahi. navaru' paDeluM mana zetAnanuM ghara che. athavA tA prati samaye navA khaMdhAtA kema nuM kArakhAnuM kahevAya. koI eka vaNika gRhasthe maMtravidyA vaDe eka yakSane vaza karyAM. enA maMtranI vidyA vaDe e yakSa viNakane AdhIna thayA. eTale eNe kahyuM ke te mane matravidyA dvArA vaza karyAM che eTale mAre tArU kAma karavu' paDe paNa hu e zarata karU chu... ke mane nira Mtara kaMIka ne kaMIka kAma khatAvatA rahejo, tyAM sudhI tamArA vikAsa che. ane kAma nahi batAvI zake te divase tamArA vinAza che. tamAre mane tAkhAmAM rAkhavA hAya te A zaratanu khUba dhyAna rAkho. A vaNika zeThe vicAra karyAM ke mAre ghera kAmanA kayAM dukALa che? mAre meTA vepAra che. jamIna paNa ghaNI che mATe ane kaMI ne kaMI kAma batAvyA karIza. eNe te yakSanI zarata kabUla karI. ane yakSane kaMIka ne kAMIka kAme lagADI de che. ghaDIkamAM kahuM ke tuM ahIM kUvA kheAdIne pANI kADha ane ghaDIkamAM kahe ke tuM mAre mATe suMdara mahela banAvI de. kayAreka kahe ke tuM khetaramAM vAvaNI karI Ava. te ghaDIkamAM kahe che ke amuka dezamAMthI hIrAmANeka meAtI Adi jhaverAta laI Ava. yakSa te eka prakAranA deva che. eTalI enI daivIka zaktinA prabhAvathI zeTha jeTaluM kAma khatAve teTaluM AMkhanA palakArAmAM

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patAvI de che. have te kAma paNa khUTavA AvyuM che. eTale zeThane manamAM mUMjhavaNa thaI ke have to kAma khUTavA AvyuM che. kaMI ja kAma nahi rahe tyAre mane kyAMya svAhA karI nAMkhaze. have mAre zuM karavuM? lebhane vaza thaI eNe zarata kabUla karatAM vicAra na karyo. have mUMjhAvA lAge. e samayamAM gAmamAM eka saMnyAsI gurU padhAryA che. A zeThI saMta pAse AvIne kahe che gurUdeva ! mane bacAve huM khUba mUMjhAI gayo chuM. mane jIvADe ke mAre. huM tamArA zaraNe chuM. saMto zaraNe AvelAnuM rakSaNa kare che. saMtene saMsArInI jema svArtha vRtti hotI nathI. eTale A saMta kahe che bhAI! tamAre zuM mUMjhavaNa che? ATalA badhA kema gabharAI gayA che ? zeThe badhI vAta karI. gurU kahe che AmAM mUMjhAvA jevuM che zuM? huM tamane Ane mATe eka sAde ne sIdhe upAya batAvuM. tyAre zeTha kahe che gurUdeva! Apane huM moTo upakAra mAnIza. huM mAnIza ke Ape ja mane jIvanadAna ApyuM che. zeTha! tame jaMgalamAMthI traNa moTA ane majabUta vAMsa maMgAve. ane sAmasAmA be vAMsa UbhA karAvI vacamAM eka vAMsa ADe naMkhAvI do. pachI pelA yakSane kahI deje ke huM tane jyAM sudhI bIjuM kAma na batAvuM tyAM sudhI tuM vAMsaDA upara caDha utara karavAnuM kAma karyA karaje. A tane kAyama mATenuM kAma soMpavAmAM Ave che. gurUdeva pAsethI A kaLA sAMbhaLI ghare AvIne vAMsaDA maMgAvI jamInamAM daTAvI taiyAra karIne pilA yakSane kAme lagADI de che. ane yakSane kAma maLI jatAM zeTha sadAne mATe bhayamukta banI gaye. o te eka daSTAMta che. A dRSTAMtane ApaNe mana upara ghaTAvavAnuM che. ApaNuM mana paNa e duSTa yakSa jevuM che. e duSTa manane paDakAra karIne kahI devuM joIe ke tane jyAM sudhI bIjI kaI paNa prakAranI zubha vRttimAM na jeDuM tyAM sudhI aMdara beThuM beDuM navakAra maMtra gaNyA kara. navakAra maMtranA dhyAnamAM mana parevAI jAya eTale manamAM bIjA kharAba vicArone praveza karavAne avakAza ja na rahe. navaruM paDeluM mana azubha pravRttimAM gherAI jAya che. mATe mana saheja paNa nivRtta thAya ke tarata ja navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karavuM. eTale bIjA vicAra AvatA aTakI jAya. jenuM mana saMyamamAM taraboLa banI gayuM che tevA be kumAre bhRgu purahitane ati priya che. A tarapha bhRgu purohita paNa " masIsa purohicahya" tenA veda - vedAMta Adi anuSThAnamAM rakta che. darekanuM mana pitapotAnI pravRttimAM rakta che. manuSyanuM mana e UpajAu bhUmi jevuM che. jenA para nAMkhevuM kaI paNa bIja nakAmuM jatuM nathI. te ja rIte baMdhuo! tame dhyAna rAkhajo ke A mananI bhUmi upara kadI paNa kuvicAranAM bIja verAI na jAya. nahi te te bIja prayatna vagara ja ghAsanI jema mananI bhUmi upara UgI nIkaLaze. mATe A bhUmi upara savicAranAM bIja vAvatAM rahe. pANImAM game

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2pa4 teTaluM tela nAMkhavAmAM Ave paNa te kadI pANI sAthe bhaLaze nahi paNa pANInI sapATI upara taratuM ja rahe che. tema je sAdhakanuM mana sAdhanAthI sadhAI gayuM che te saMsAranI vacce rahe chatAM paNa saMsAranA bhAvathI raMgAI jatuM nathI. A putrane samAgama thayA pachI emane jAtismaraNa jJAna thavAthI pUrvabhavamAM karelA sukRtyane najare jove che. ane pUrve A jIve kevAM kaSTa sahana karyA che A badhuM jene pratyakSa dekhAya che e saMsAramAM rAce nahi. emanA mananI pavitra bhUmimAM saMyamanuM bIja vavAI gayuM. have e mAtA-pitA game teTaluM emane samajAve paNa have e saMsAramAM zikAya tema nathI. mRgAputrane paNa saMtane joIne jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM hatuM. enI mAtAne kahyuM ke he mAtA! mAre dIkSA levI che, tyAre mAtAe kahyuM mArA lADIlA dikarA! "tudoDDazo tuma puttA, kumArI sumannizo"tuM te sukomaLa che. sukhamAM ja ucharele che ane sukhamAM ja DUbele che. keI divasa page cAlyuM nathI. tuM saMyama mArganA ugra pariSahene kevI rIte sahana karI zakIza? tyAre mRgAputra kahe che he mAtA ! meM pUrvabhavamAM rI rau narakatI ghera yAtanAo sahana karI che tene huM pratyakSa joI rahyo chuM. narakamAM jenuM peTa moTuM heya ane meTuM sAMkaDuM hoya evI kuMbhamAM utpanna thaye. bahAra nIkaLavA barADA pADate hatuM tyAre paramAdhAmIoe tIkSaNa cIpIyA vaDe mane bahAra kADha. mArA zarIranA cUrecUrA karI nAMkhyA. e te kahyAM na jAya evA kaSTo meM sahana karyA che. have pharIne mAre -evA duHkha veThavAM nathI. narakanA duHkhanuM varNana vAMcatA ane sAMbhaLatAM ApaNuM haiyuM kaMpI jAya che. baMdhuo! Aje tamane ane mane bhale jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM nathI. narakta dubene ApaNe pratyakSa joyA nathI paNa kaI mANasa bhayaMkara rogamAM gherAI gaye heya che. enI kAramI vedanAe te pratyakSa joIe chIe ne? enI vedanA joIne paNa ApaNane thavuM joIe ke A jIve kevA azubha karmo karyA che. tethI asahya vedanA bhegavI rahyo che. je huM evA karmo karIza te mAre paNa evI vedanA bhegavavI paDaze. tame samaje te A pratyakSa naraka ja che. mRgAputrae mAtAne barAbara javAba ApI dIdhuM. ahIM paNa A putrane enA mAtA-pitA prazno karaze tyAre te kevA javAba Apaze te vAta AgaLa Avaze. atyAre te baMne pakSa pita pitAnAmAM majabuta che. putrane mAtA-pitA khuza rAkhIne saMsAramAM rAkhavA Icche che. ahIMyA rakSAbaMdhanano divasa AvI gaye ane bhAI na pahoMcI zako eTale naNaMda maheNuM mAryuM. eTale bahenane khUba AghAta lAge. rAkhaDI laIne gAmane pAdara paherI saI. prabhune prArthanA karIne bole che.

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cAluM - cAla H mahezI mAravI nahuDI, sI na jAya mArA vIra, vahelA vahelA tu Avaje, raDI rahI che tArI khaMhena, jove tArA bhANaijo rAhu, jeve tArI benaDI rAhu, vahelA vahelA Ava mArA vIra........ mADInA jAyA, arunInA maheNAM ane bhAgavA 2, rakSA lIdhI hAthamAM, aDenI cAlI pAdara mAMca, vATa joI ne thAkI gaI, caDhI gADa upara bahena, joI rahI che bhAInI vATa, kayAre Ave mArA vIra, tyAM teA nIkaLyA kALA nAga, U~cA karaDavAnA lAga, bahenIne karaDayo kALo nAga........ mADInA jAyA. bahenInA mheNAM ane bhAMgavA ahe| vIrA ! mArA mAthe prahAra paDavAmAM bAkI rahyAM nathI. tuM jaldI jaldI Ava vIrA. A duHkhIyArI tArI mahenaDI rAha joIne aMtaranA umaLakAthI tane vadhAvavA hAthamAM amara rAkhaDI laine ubhI che. mahenI cAre kora najara pherave che. kayAMya bhAI na dekhAyA tyAre te jhaDa upara caDhI gaI. strIonI hiM`mata ochI hAya paNa bhAIne maLavAnA ati umareMga che eTale sAhasa karIne vRkSanI Toce caDhIne mITa mAMDI rahI che. jema megha gAje ne meAra TahukAra kare, AkAza tarapha mAra mITa mAMDe che tema A benaDI paNa mITa mAMDI rahI che, jhADanI DALI tUTaze ane huM paDI jaIza te mAruM zuM thaze enuM paNa ene bhAna nathI. haiyAmAM eka ja nAda guMje che ke mArA mADI jAyA vIra kayAre Ave. cAla - A benaDI jhADa upara caDhI enA vIrA tarapha mITa mAMDI rahI che. enu dhyAna bhAimAM che. tyAM eka kALA bhArI`ga nAga nIkaLyA. paNa Ane khakhara nathI kAraNa ke te bhAImAM taddIna che. have mahenanA paga pAse nAga AnyA. dhIme rahIne aMzuke Da Mza dIdhA. tyAM mukhamAMthI kALI cIsa paDI gaI. joyu te mATe nAga a hA hA ! kema rAjA ! y tArI vicitra gati che. kama tane zarama nathI. arara...... nAga te zuM karyu., lIdhA kayA bhavanA vaira, mArA mADI jAyA vIra na Avyo, ane te lIdhA mArA prANu, zuM karyAM pUCbhave pApa mane karaDayA kALA nAga, mArA bAluDA zu karaze Aja....... mADInA jAyA. bahenInA mheNAM ene bhAMgavA re

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Aha ! nAgadeva! tamAre khuzIthI mane karaDavuM hatuM. meM pUve tamArI sAthe vera bAMdhyA haze te tame mane karaDyA ane mane aphasosa nathI. paNa eka vAra mArA bhAIne mane bhegI thavA devI hatI ne? mAre bhAI zuM jANaze ke bahena bhAI mATe keTaluM sUratI hatI ! are re bALapaNamAM mArA mA-bApa gayA ane amArI kaI khabara lenAra na rahyuM. ame duHkhamAM moTA thayA. mArA saMtAnanI mA huM jIvatI chuM te paNa kaI khabara letuM nathI te mArA muvA pachI te enI khabara keNa leze? A mArA bALako paNa na mAyA thaI jaze? ame pUrve evA zuM karmo karyA haze ke amAre mAthe khanI jhaDI varasavAmAM bAkI na rahI. ema kalpAMta karatI benaDI jhADethI nIce utarI gaI. ane sUryanA sAme mukha rAkhI hAtha joDI kahe che he sUryadeva! mane te nAga karaDe che eTale hamaNAM mArA prANadeva uDI jaze. paNa mArA bhAIne tame ATale saMdeza Apaje ke tArI bahena hAthamAM rAkhaDI laIne AvI hatI. ane jhADe caDhIne tArI rAha joI rahI hatI. temAM ene kALo nAga karaDe. bahene vATa jovAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI. haju jhADane paNa kaheze ane AgaLa zuM karUNa kahANI banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna..........naM. 35 zrAvaNa vada 5 ne zukravAra tA. 21-8-70 anaMtajJAnI mahAna purUSoe jagatanA jInA uddhArane mATe karUNAbharI daSTithI siddhAMtanI prarUpaNA karI. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta mahAna purUSe vIra vANInI baMsarI vagADI tamane jagADe che ke he AtmAo ! jAgo. anAdikALathI dravyanidrAmAM uMghatA jIvane jagADavA mATe parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva najIka AvI rahyA che. paryuSaNa parvamAM ApaNe zuM karavuM joIe tene have tame nirNaya karI lejo. jJAnI bhagavaMtoe dharmanuM mULa samyagadarzana karyuM che. dAna-ziyaLa-tapa Adi kriyAo samyaktva sahita hoya te te zuddha kriyA che. ane samyakatva sahitanI zuddha kriyAthI nirA thAya che. ane tevI kriyA ja jIvane mokSanA phaLa apAvanAra che. eka rahita saba zUnya vyartha che, netra hina ke vyartha prakAza, - vaSa vinA bhUmimeM beyA, bIja vyartha pAtA hai nAza.

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257 . - usI jAni sabhyatva vinA hai, japa, tapa, kaSTa, kriyA bekAra, kabhI na uttama phala detI hai, milatA kabhI na mukti prakAza." ekaDe karyA vinA game teTalA mIMDA karavAmAM Ave te te ekaDA vinAnA mIDAnI kaI kiMmata nathI. varasAda vinA jamInamAM vAvelA bIja nakAmA jAya che. ane jema keI AMdhaLA mANasanI sAme game te Tayuba lAITane prakAza karavAmAM Ave te te vyartha che. tevI ja rIte manuSya game teTalI kriyA kare paNa samyakatva vinAnI karaNI karavAmAM Ave te paNa tenuM joIe teTaluM phaLa maLatuM nathI. ajJAnapaNe tapa Adi karavAthI puNya baMdhAya che paNa karmonI nirjarA thatI nathI. mATe A manuSya janmamAM je samyagradarzana rUpI ekaDe AvI jAya to ApaNe manuSya janma saphaLa che. samyagadarzana e manuSyanI divya AMkha che. ane mithyAtva e eka prakArane aMdhApa che. mATe samyagadarzananA abhAvamAM mithyAdaSTi AtmA game te bAhyatyAga kare, ugramAM ugra tapa kare, are! dIkSA laI le chatAM paNa te karmarUpI zatruo upara vijaya meLavI zakato nathI. e ja pramANe baMdhuo! mithyAdaSTi te janmAMdha karatAM paNa bhayaMkara aMdha che. aMdha mANasa te padArthone dekhate nathI paNa mithyAdaSTi te arthano anartharUpe ja mAne che. kAraNa ke enI daSTi ja avaLI che. je mANasanI AMkhamAM timira rega heya te AkAzamAM eka ja caMdra hoya che to paNa te be caMdra dekhe che. mRgajaLamAM jaLa nahi hovA chatAM haraNanI dRSTimAM deSa hovAthI temAM jaLane dekhe che ane tarasa chIpAvavAnI AzAthI tenI pAchaLa doDe che. have tame ja vicAra kare ke e haraNa game teTale vakhata mRgajaLanI pAchaLa doDayA kare to paNa zuM enI tarasa chIpavAnI kharI ? tyAM tame paNa kaheze ke mRgajaLathI koI divasa tarasa chIpe ja nahi. e te pANI nahi paNa pANIne AbhAsa ja che. baMdhuohave huM paNa tamane pUchuM chuM ke A saMsAramAM tame je sukhane sukha mAnIne besI gayA che te zuM sAcuM sukha che ! jJAnInI dRSTimAM te sukha nahi paNa sukhAbhAsa che. saMsAranAM sukha mRgajaLa jevAM ja che. chatAM ajJAna dazAne kAraNe tame e sukhanI pAchaLa pAgala banIne AMdhaLI deTa lagAvI rahyAM che. haraNayuM te bicAruM tiryaMca prANI che. paNa tame te manuSya che. samaju ne vivekI che ne? te paNa tame kema samajatA nathI. AnuM mukhya kAraNa e ja che ke haju AtmAnI dRSTi samyaka thaI nathI. saMsAranA sukhe badhA ja kSaNika che. jema vAdaLamAM ghaNI vakhata evI AkRtio dekhAya che ke jANe A kaI nagara vasI gayuM hoya tevuM dekhAya che. paNa jyAM vAdaLa vikharAI gayAM tyAM badho khela khatama thaI jAya che. nAnA bALake varasAda paDe tyAre retAnAM ghara banAve che. paNa e kAMI sAcA ghara nathI te ja rIte tame mAnelAM kalpita zA 33

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pA sukhA paNa kaI sAcA sukha nathI. vAdaLAMnI zeAbhA ane ALakanA banAvelAM mATInA ghara jema asthira ane asAra che, tema cakravarti jevAnA vaibhavA paNa asthira ne asAra che. sayyadRSTi AtmA A badhA padArthaInuM svarUpa samajyA pachI zuddha svabhAva tarapha vaLe che. AtmAnI abhyaMtara je jJAna jyeAti che te ja parama tattvarUpa che. te sivAyanu A jagatamAM je kaMI che te badhuM upadrava rUpa che. abhyatara evI jJAna jyAti koI paNa prakAranI vyAkhAdhA rahita che. eka kroDa aNumeba paNa e jyAtinA nAza karavAne mATe samatha nathI. gADI meATara sAthe ekasIDanTa thatAM zarIrane nAza thAya che. tethI kai AtmAne nAza thatA nathI. AtmA ta| sadA avinAzI che. janma-jarA-maraNu A badhuM te| paryAyAthiMka nayanI dRSTie che. dravya dRSTie AtmA zAzvata che. Atma jyAti vyAghAtathI rahita hAvAnI sAthe rAgarahita paNa che. abhyaMtara evI jJAna jyAti tattvarUpa pratibhAse ane bAkI badhuM upadravarUpa bhAse enuM nAma ja samyagdana che. janma, jarA, maraNu, Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi, ITaviyeAga ane aniSTa saceAga vagere aneka upadraveAthI bharelA sasAra che. tame je gharamAM raheA che te gharamAM koI bhUtavyaMtaranA upadrava che evI tamane khabara paDetA tame e gharamAM raheA kharA ? (sabhA : evA gharamAM kema rahevAya ?) na rahevAya ne? te tame vicAra karo ke je gharamAM tamane sheja bhUtanA upadrava lAge ke tarata ja tame e gharanA tyAga karIne bIje cAlyA jAva che te ja rIte je sa`sAra Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi, Adi aneka upadraveAthI bharelA hAya ane cheDavAnu' tamane kema mana thatuM nathI ? ahIM ja samajAya che ke tamane saMsAranA mehu che. tame sa'sAra cheADIne sarvAMviti na banI zake tA khera ! paNa saMsAra taraphanA rAga ochA karatAM jAva te ya AbhyaMtara tyAga che. Aje teA saMsAranA sukhA leAgavIne vRddha thayA paNa hajI saMsAranA rAga ghaTatA nathI. tamAre te saMsAraneA rAga paNa rAkhavA che ane meAkSa paNa joIe che e vAta kyAMthI bane ? madhue ! kaMIka samajo. dveSa karatAM paNa rAga bhayaMkara che. dveSa tA rAganI pAchaLa cAlanAro che. dveSanI jaDa rAga che. bhautika sukhanA rAge duniyAmAM kALA kera macAvyeA che. paulika sukhAne rAga e ja badhA pApAnuM utpattisthAna che. mATe A rAga ja mane anaMta saMsAramAM rakhaDAve che. AvuM tamane lAge tyAre tame samajI lejo ke huM kaMIka samajaNunA gharamAM Avyo chuM. bhRgu purAhitanA be bALakAne A saMsAranu svarUpa samajAI gayu che. jemaNe AtmAnA AnaMda mAnI lIdheA, saMsAranuM svarUpa samajI lIdhu tene have kaMI jANavAnuM phe mANavAnuM bAkI rahe? jema koI mANasane roga thAya, ene davA ApavAmAM Ave, te

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259 dhruvA kaDavI hAya ke mIThI hAya paNa davA e tA davA ja che. rogI mANasa jema DhA hAMze pItA nathI. anicchAe pIve che tema samakitI AtmA A saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM saMsAranA sukhAne bhAgavatA heAvA chatAM emAM ene rasa hAtA nathI. jeTalA a Mze saMsAranA rAga ghaTatA jaze teTalA a Mze tamArA saMsAramAM bhamavAnA rAga ghaTatA jaze. jene saMsAra tyAganI laganI lAgI che. tene kANu rokI zake? naMda nAmanA rAjAne saMtanI vANI sAMbhaLI saMsAra uparathI vairAgya AvyeA. dIkSA levAnI laganI lAgI che. paNa rAjyanI vyavasthA karIne pachI dIkSA lauM evI tenI bhAvanA hatI. bhagavAne bhagavatI sUtramAM kahyu` che ke- " hemALe pahit " jyArathI bhAvanA thaI tyArathI enA bhAvathI te e karI cUkayA ja che. je mANasane amAza tapanI gADImAM besavAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA jAgI che te jarUra enA dhyeyane pAra pADI zake che. paNa je evA vicAra kare che ke mAre mAsakhamaNu karavu` che paNa thaze ke nahi A te kAyarapaNuM che. naMdgharAjAnI tIvra bhAvanA hatI paNa dIkSA letAM pahelAM ja AyuSya pUrNa thavAthI acAnaka enuM mRtyu thayuM. dravyacAritra lIdhuM na hatuM. paNa aMtaramAM bhAvacAritranI ramaNatA hatI. tenA kAraNe marIne devagatimAM utpanna thayA. devanuM zarIra maLyuM. bya Rddhi maLI paNa tIvra vairAgyanI bhAvanAnA kAraNe e RddhimAM e mukhya na banyA. e naMdarAjAnA AtmA devanA bhavamAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke huM te manuSyabhava pAmyA paNa dIkSA laI zakye nahi paNa mArI rANIne teA vairAgya pamADu, jo e dIkSA le te AtmAnuM kalyANa karI zake. enA manuSyajanma eLe na jAya. madhue ! tame vicAra karo. je AtmA vairAgyanI vAsanA laIne gayA. che. tene tyAM beThA paNa kevI bhAvanA thAya che? eNe e vicAra karyA ke mArI rANIne vairAgya pamADuM. ane ene koI uttama saMtanA bheTo karAvu.. jethI jaldI kalyANa karI zake. mATe sAcA saMta kANu che enI pahelAM tapAsa karuM. supAtra sAdhvIjI kayAM maLe e zeAdhavA mATe dhruve eka vRddha sAghvIjInu rUpa lIdhuM. devanI zakti che te tA enI vaiyi zakti dvArA aneka prakAranA rUpa laI zake che. A deve sAdhvIjInuM rUpa laine akALe sAdhujInA upAzrayamAM praveza karyAM. bRhat kalpasUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke sAdhue sAdhvIjInA upAzrayamAM ke sAdhvIe sAdhujInA upAzrayamAM vyAkhyAna ane vAMcaNInA samaya sivAya jaI zakAya nahi. acA naka kALanA samaye ajANyA sAdhvI upAzrayamAM dAkhala thayA. badhA munie svAdhyAya karatA hatA. A sAdhvIjIne AvatAM joi sAdhujIe kahyu hai sAdhvIjI ! atyAre tamAre amArA sthAnakamAM avAya nahi. tame cAlyA jAva. A devarUpa sAdhvIjIe kahyuM gurUdeva !

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mAre ApanI pAsethI jJAna meLavavuM che. muni kahe che. atyAre jJAna levAne samaya nathI. tame jaladI bahAra nIkaLI jAva. tyAre sAdhvIjI kahe che Apa paNa avasthAvAna che. huM paNa vRddha chuM mATe kaMI vAMdho nahi. A5 mane jJAna Apo. saMte nA pADe che paNa sAdhvIjI bahAra jatAM nathI tyAre sAdhu kahe che tame bhagavAnanA niyamane bhaMga kare che. A ThIka thatuM nathI. jo tame pAchA nahi phare te ame badhA sthAnakanI bahAra nIkaLI jaIzuM. munione A daDha nizcaya joIne deva khuza thaye. dhanya che mArA vItarAganA saMtene! kevA daDha nizcayI che. prANanA bhege paNa pitAnA niyamane bhaMga karatA nathI. deve A saMtanI AjJAmAM vicaratA vidvAna sAvIne enI rANIne bheTo karAvI Ape ane rANIe vairAgya pAmI dIkSA lIdhI. baMdhuo! tame dIkSA na laI zake te khera! paNa je le tene te tame protsAhana Apaje. Aje eka bhAI sajoDe AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karavAnA che. emane e bhAvanA thaI ke huM mA khamaNa karI zakuM tema nathI. dIkSA laI zakuM tema nathI. paNa brahmacarya te laI zakuM chuM. brahmacarya e mahAna tapa che. bAra vratamAM brahmacaryavrata mahAna vrata che. brahmacArI e bhagavAna samAna che. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM kahyuM che ke - "deva dANava gandhavvA, jakkha rakkhasa kinnarA / vambhadhAri namasaMti, dukkaraM je karenti te // " u. sU. a. 16. gAthA 16. brahmacarya vrata e mahAna duSkara che. je muni siMhanI guphAmAM cAturmAsa karIne AvyA, je bhayaMkara sarpanA rAphaDA pAse cAturmAsa karIne AvyA tene gurUdeve eka ja vakhata kahyuM ke "dukkara". paNa je muni vezyAne tyAM cAturmAsa karIne AvyA temane kahyuM-dukkara, dukkara ane dukkara. Ama zA mATe kahyuM haze? zuM e ziSya gurUne vahAla hate? nA, enI sAdhanA duSkara hatI. kAraNa ke jyAM bhArebhAra viSa bharyA hoya evI vezyAnA AvAsamAM brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM hela nathI, pite brahmacaryanuM pAlana karyuM eTaluM ja nahi paNa e vezyAne paNa dharma pamADI dIdhuM. ane zrAvikA banAvI. A kaMI jevI tevI vAta nathI. praznavyAkaraNa sUtramAM brahmacaryane batrIsa upamAo ApavAmAM AvI che. jema vastromAM jugalIyAnuM vastra zreSTha che, sarva parvatamAM merU parvata zreSTha che, sarva nadIomAM 'gaMgA nadI zreSTha che, sarva hAthIomAM arAvata hAthI zreSTha che. sarva auSadhamAM saMjIvanI zreSTha che grAmAM kAmadhenu gAya, ratnomAM ciMtAmaNI ratna, vRkSomAM kalpavRkSa zreSTha che tevI ja rIte bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke -

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"yANANa se, abhayappayANa', saccesu vA aNavajja vayaMti / tavesu vA uttama baMbhaceraM, loguttame samaNe nAyaputteM // " sU. a. 6, gAthA 24. sarva dAnamAM abhayadAna zreSTha che, sarva samAM anavadya satya che tevI ja rIte sarva tapamAM brahmacarya vrata zreSTha che. brahmacarya sAgara samAna che ane bIjA vrata nadIo samAna che. AvuM mahAna vrata prANalAlabhAI dozI ane a.sau. zAntAbahena, bIjA dharamacaMdabhAI bAvIzI ane a. sau. zAntAbahena A be bhAIoe aMgIkAra karyuM. Aje trIjA nyAlacaMdabhAI ane temanA dharmapatnI a. sa. IndumatIbena sajoDe brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra kare che. baMdhuo ! tame A vrata levAmAM zarama nA rAkhaze. sabhAmAM levAthI bIjAne preraNuM maLe che. eka mANasa upara raMganI pIcakArI chaMTAtI hoya tyAre AjubAjumAM beThelAne paNa tenA chAMTA uDe che, tame sabhAmAM jAdhava brahmacarya vratanI pratijJA letA joIne bIjA bhAIone paNa bhAvanA thAya te te paNa taiyAra thaI jAya che. e jAvajIva pratijJA laI zake tema na hoya te cAra mahinA, cha mahinA ke mahinAnI paNa pratijJA le che. aMdhuo ! amArI gADI cAlu thaI che. je gADIne eka eMjIna hoya te te aTakI jAya paNa A gADIne te be eMjIna che. vijayAbAI svAmIne Aje trIsa upavAsa che, te sauthI AgaLa che. vacamAM amArA bhAI ne bahene che. pAchaLa IndIrAbAI mahAsatIjI, lAbhubAI mahAsatIjI che. have jene A gADImAM joDAvuM hoya te TIkITa levA mAMDaje. vadhu avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.....36 zIyaLane prabhAva zrAvaNuM vada 7 ne ravivAra tA. 23-8-70 anaMta jJAnI mahApurUSoe dharmanA cAra prakAra batAvyA che. te dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAva. A cAra mekSa mAnA bhavya daravAjA che. jema tamAre vyAkhyAna helamAM dAkhala thavuM hoya te tamAre kaIne kaI daravAjAmAM te praveza kare ja paDaze. te

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ra sivAya hAlamAM dAkhala thaI zake nahi. te ja rIte Atma yANune mATe bhagavAne cAra daravAjA khatAvyA che. temAMnA koi eka daravAjAmAM te tamAre praveza karavA ja paDaze. sauthI prathama dAna che. paNa dAna te jenI pAse paisA hoya te ja karI zake che. ane jenI pAse lakSmI hAya teNe dAna tA karavuM ja joIe. bhagavAna mahAvIre dIkSA lIdhI tyAre eka varSa sudhI chUTA hAthe dAna dIdhuM hatu. haLavA khanavA mATe parigrahane cheDavA ja paDaze. jenI pAse paise na hAya te zu karI zake? juo te kharA ! bhagavAnanI kevI asIma kRpA che ! garIbane mATe khIje mAga khatAnyA che. huM AtmA! jo tuM dAna daI zakatA na heAya teA zIyaLanu pAlana kara. zIyaLa vrata evu` che ke je garIkhamAM garIba hAya, ke tavaMgaramAM tavaMgara hAya badhA ja e vratanuM pAlana karI zake che. aMdhuo ! tamArI pAse lAkhA ke kroDA rUpiyA heAya. paNa emAM evI tAkAta che ke je devA ane yakSonA upadravane jItI zake ! paNa jenuM zIyaLa zuddha che te yakSeAnA upadravathI paNa macI gayA che. zIyaLanA prabhAva judo ja che. " aho zIla prabhAvena kiM na sidhyati bhUtale / zIlaM zIlavatAM loke, devendro'pi vazaMvadaH || ,, zIyaLanA prabhAvathI A pRthvI upara mANasa zuM nathI karI zakatA? arthAt khaM ja karI zake che. zIyaLavatAnA zIyaLanA prabhAvathI devAnA rAjA Indra paNa caraNamAM jhUke che evA zIyaLanA apUrva mahimA che. sudghana zeThanI vAta te tame ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLI haze te peAtAnA zIyaLa vratamAM keTalA dRDha hatA ! tethI ApaNane jarUra samajAya che ke temaNe peAtAnA jIvanamAM AtmaguNane ja mahatva ApyuM hatu. temanA jIvana viSe huM Apane TUMkamAM kahuM chuM. jyAre sudarzana zeTha upara alayA rANIe khATA AkSepa mUkayA ke A AkramaNa karavA Avya hatA. tyAre rAjAe zeThane pUchyuM tame te pratiSThita vepArI che te Apa kahe ke A rANI kahe che te samaMdhamAM sAcuM zuM ? tyAre zeThe A dhyAna nathI karatA, temaja peAtAnI mATAIne mahatva nathI ApatA eTale e kaMi paNa khulAse nahIM karatAM mauna rahe che. e te ahiMsAdi AtmaguNane ja mahatva Ape che. emanA manamAM thayuM ke mAru zIla tA sacavAI gayuM paraMtu have ahiMsAnA avasara che. ahIyA jo satya hakIkatamAM rANInA prapaMca kahI dauM te nyAyI rAjA ene bhayaMkara sajA kare. tA mAre evu' rANInA duHkhamAM nimitta zA mATe banavuM ? have ahiMsAne mama kharAkhara sAcavI lau. sudaCna zeThanI vicAradhArA keTalI UMcI che? zIlanA rakSaNu sAthe ahiMsA vratane paNa ajavALavu` che. A kevI rIte banyuM? temanA manamAM A khATA AkSepa kema TaLI

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jAya evuM AdhyAna nahotuM tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke emaNe gatanI eTI meTAIna mahatva nahi ApatAM ahiMsAne - Atma guNane ja mahattva ApyuM. je cha pudgalane mahatva Ape che te Dagale ne pagale A dhyAna pAme che. ane je AtmA varatune mahatva Ape che te ISTa-aniSTa saMyomAM paNa AtmAnI ujajavaLatAne gumAvatA nathI. ' kahevAya che. eka vAra narasiMha mahetA kayAMka bhajana karatA hatA tyAre koIe AvIne emane kahyuM. mahetA! tamArI patnI marI gaI! tyAre narasiMha mahetA ujAsa na thayA ane uparathI zuM bolyA! "sukhe bhajazuM zrIgopAla" zuM emane patnI anukULa nahatI ? nA, te te barAbara anukULa ane sevA karanArI hatI. paraMtu narasiMha mahetAne mana jeTaluM mahattva kRSNanA bhajananuM hatuM teTaluM patnInuM nahotuM. jJAtAsUtramAM teTalIputra ane temanI patnI piphrilAne prasaMga Ave che. te baMnene arasaparasa khUba prema che paraMtu eka vAra piphrilAne ema lAgyuM ke have mArA pati mane barAbara belAvatA nathI. mArA parathI emane prema uDI gayA che. eTale e Ata. dhyAna karavA lAgI ke mArA pati mane kema pahelAMnI jema belAve, calAve ane te te prema batAve. AthI piTTilA patine vaza karavAnA upAyo zodhavA lAgI. paNa koI upAya maLato nathI. ane AdhyAna tene satAvyA kare che. emAM eka vAra eka sAdhvIjI tene maLyA ane pitAnI badhI kathanI kahI. ane upAya batAvavA kahyuM. tyAre sAdhvIjIe piphrilAne kahyuM. bena ! tuM tArA duHkhanuM sAcuM kAraNa zuM che te samajatI nathI tethI tuM duHkhI thaIne badhe phAMphA mArI rahI che. tene pati nathI lAvatA eTale tuM duHkhI nathI paraMtu pidugalika viSayone mahatva Ape che ane tArA dilamAM kAmavAsanAnI Aga bhabhUkI rahI che tethI tuM duHkhI che. je tArAmAM kAmavAsanA na hota ane paugalika viSayane mahatva na ApatI heta to pati taraphanA mahinA lADane Ita ja nahi. pachI e belAve ke na lAve te paNa tArA dilamAM duHkha thAta nahi. tane tArA pati taraphathI te jIvana jIvavAnI badhI anukaLatAo maLI rahe che te pachI ATalA mATe ja duHkhI thAya che? bena! A jIva jaDanA mUlyAMkana karIne ane kAma vAsanAthI anaMtA bhave rakhaDa che, ane rakhaDatAM rakhaDatAM Aje je sonerI mAnava bhava maLe che te A paugalika viSayane ane vAsanAne poSavA mATe nahi paNa tenA cUrecUrA karI sAcA sukhane meLavavA mATe. viSayenuM sevana karavAthI ane ene yAda karavAthI te vAsanA puSTa banaze ane bhaviSyamAM trAsa ane viTaMbaNuM Apaze. mATe paugalika viSayone ja mahatva na ApavuM ke jethI enI vAsanA de nahi. piphrilAne maLeluM AtmajJAna - sAdhvIjInI A vAta piphrilAnA gaLe utarI gaI. ene lAgyuM ke kharekhara patinA nahi belAvAnA kAraNe huM duHkhI nathI paNa huM viSane mahatva ApI rahI che ane

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enI vAsanAthI jakaDAI chuM tethI dukha e viSaya vAsanAne lIdhe ja che. sAdhvIjIne athAga upakAra mAnI pihilA kahe che ! ApanuM kahevuM barAbara che. Apa mArI AMtaracakSu khelI nAkhI ane sAcuM darzana karAvyuM. ane AtmA kyAM bhUle che enuM sacoTa bhAna karAvyuM. te tame kahe ke mAre have zuM karavuM? A sAdhavAjIe piphrilAne samyakatvanuM svarUpa ane zrAvakanAM bAra grata samajAvyA. tethI padilAne thayuM ke manamAM anine dUra karavAnI ane ISTa viSaya meLavavAnI ziSa karyA karatAM A samyakRtvanI ane vratanI bhAvanA zA mATe na karuM. kharekhara beTI viSaya ciMtA karI manane ArtadhyAnathI bagADavA karatAM samyaktva ane vratanI zreSThatA vicArI manane ethI bhAvita karavuM emAM ja sAcI buddhimattA che. piphrilAe samyaktva sahita bAra vrate svIkAryA. ane evI suMdara bhAvanAthI pALavA lAgI ke peluM duHkha te bhUlI ane patine vizeSa Adara pAmI. pihilAne samajAI gayuM ke mAnavajIvana viSane mahatva ApavA mATe nahi. paNa paramAtmAnA mArgane mahatva ApavA mATe che. A suMdara satya samajI javAthI piphrilAne cittamAM AdhyAna maTI gayuM ane mahAzAMti thaI gaI. kharekhara zIyaLavaMta purUSa ane strIo pitAnA prANanA bhege paNa zIyaLanuM rakSaNa kare che. jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke eka vakhatanA abrahmacaryamAM nava lAkha saMjJI jenI ghAta thaI jAya che. mATe brahmacaryanuM pAlana e ahiMsAnuM ja pAlana meM cAritranA rakSaNamAM tamAruM ja rakSaNa che. tamArA jIvananuM utthAna che. rAmAyaNane prasaMga te tame ghaNI vakhata sAMbhaLyuM haze. sItAjI pitAnA pati rAmacaMdrajInI sAthe khuzIthI vanavAsa gayelA. ane tyAM azokavATikAmAMthI rAvaNa sItAjIne haraNa karIne laMkAmAM laI gaye. e rAvaNane ApaNe Aje dhikkArIe chIe paNa rAvaNa game te ho chatAM tenA jIvanamAM eka guNa mukhya hate. ene evI pratijJA hatI ke mane je strI enA manathI Iche nahi tenA upara mAre baLAtkAra kare nahi. rAvaNanI A pratijJAnA kAraNe ja sItAjIne jIbha karaDIne maravuM paDayuM nathI. jo ke sItAjIne paNa sabhartAra saMtoSIe evI pratijJA hatI. rAmacaMdrajI sivAya duniyAnA badhA ja purUSe ene mana pitA ane bhAI tulya hatA. AvI pratijJA lenArane paNa kaIka vakhata mAraNAMtika upasarga AvI jAya che. sItAjInA rUpanI pAchaLa pAgala banele rAvaNa sItAjIne laMkAmAM laI gayA ane sItAjIne azokavATikAmAM rAkhyA. paNa teNe baLAtkAra karyo nathI. roja roja ene samajAve che paNa sItAjI mAnatA nathI. tyAre rAvaNa enI rANe maMdodarIne sItAjIne samajAvavA mATe kahe che. madadarI paNa satI hatI. mekSanuM motI hatuM. e rAvaNane

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khANa samajAve che. A svAmInAtha! Apa A zuM bolI rahyAM che ? tamArA jevA sama pune A eNkavATha khape? eMThavADamAM te kAgaDA ne kUtarA maTuM nAkhe. Apane mATe A yogya nathI. maMderIe samajAvavAmAM bAkI na rAkhyuM paNa chevaTe rAvaNa mAne nahi. tyAre kiMmatI vastro, dAgInA ane mAtAne thALa bharIne mArI sItAjI pAse Ave che. suktAphaLane thALa bharIne, A sahasa game nAra , maMdodarI kahe mAna mAnunI, pahere have rANugAra-vahAra satya na cUke kroDapati, bele vicArIne belaje, udadhi mUke maryAdA te paNa, merU rahe aDola je, vahAre A raghupati nAtha... maMdarI rANuM ghaNuM strIone sAthe laIne Ave che. ane sItAjIne samajAve che. ane kahe che ke sItAjI ! A vividha vastra pahere ane A badhAM zaNagAra sajIne mahele vadhAre. A badhA rAvaNanA pakSanAM hatAM. sItAjI ekalA hatA. chatAM paNa ke javAba de che. ghaNI vakhata tamArA para A prasaMga Ave che tyAre tame kahe che ke ame zuM karIe ? ame ekalA paDI gayAM. amAruM kAMI cAlyuM nahi. rAjematI guphAmAM ekalAM hatAM, chatAM nIDara banIne rahanemIne kevA kaDaka zabdo kahI dIdhA. ane enI sAna ThekANe lAvyA. siddharAje rANakadevInuM ziyaLa khaMDana karavA keTalAM prayatna karyA. paNa eNe enAM prANanA balidAne paNuM cAritra akhaMDa rAkhyuM. jeNe cAritrane mATe pitAnA jIvananuM balidAna ApyuM temanA nAma amara thaI gayA. jeo cAritrathI bhaSTa thayA teo duniyAmAM phaTaphaTa thaI gayAM, duniyAmAM nAma tene nAza che. paNa jeo cAstrinI jota jagAvI gayAM te nAma amara karI gayAM. rANakadevI, sItAjI, caMdanabALA, rAjematI Adi satIone Aje ApaNe zA mATe yAda karIe chIe? teo jIvanamAM kaMIka karI gayAM che. A sItAjIe maMdodarIne kaDaka zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM ke maMdodarI ! je bole te vicArIne belaje. game tema thaze te paNa huM mAruM cAritra pAlana karIza. mArA hRdayamAM rAma sivAya bIjA koInuM smaraNa nathI. mATe tame badhA ahIMthI cAlyA jAo. tyAre madadarI jevI satI strI zuM belI! satya hatuM. satI hAruM tyAre, zIda choDayA te Iza je. mujane kalaMka rANI tujane raMDApa, eNe choDayA jagadIza je.... ! aho! sItAjI, tuM AvI beTI satI che, je tArI rage rAmane bhAsa che te

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tu' rAmane eDIne laMkAmAM zA mATe AvI? A vacanA sItAjIne hADahADa lAgI gayAM. A vakhate sItAjIthI khelAI gayu. he maMdodarI ! mAru' AvavAnuM kAraNa...mArA mAthe kalaka ane tArA mAthe raDAA che. te mATe huM rAmane cheDIne laMkAmAM AvI chuM. zrA sItAnA zabdo sAMbhaLI maMdodarI tharatharI uThI. rAvaNa pAse AvIne kahe che : sItAjInA mukhamAMthI AvA veNu nIkaLyA. nakkI have rAma Avaze ane Apa hArI jaze. huM' Apane satya kahuM chuM. Apa sAmethI sItAjIne rAmane sAMpI de. paNa rAvaNu mAnyA nahi. rAma, lakSmaNa ane hanumAnajI sItAjInI vahAre Ave che. ane seAnAnI lakA rAkhamAM rALAI gaI. ane sItAjI rAmanI sAthe apeAdhyA AvyA. sItAjI rAmanI sAthe vanavAsa gayelA tethI sAcI pativratA strI tarIke jaza pAmyA hatA. paNa ayeAdhyAmAM pAchA AvyA pachI mahArANI banyA bAda apayaza nAma karmAMnA udaya para pheMkAyA. ane bahAra gavAyA ke A tA vaibhavI rUpALA rAvaNane tyAM rahI AvelAM te satI zAnA hoya ? sa'sAra eTale karmanA vicitra ane paraspara vidhI evA paNu udayamAM sarakayA karavAnuM. hamaNAM divya kAyA ne pachI bhUMDanI kAyA. sanatkumAra cakravati hamaNAM anupama suMdara paNa pachI seALa rAga bharI kAyA. manuSyane duraizAmAM puNyAye eka vAra mAna maLatu hAya paNa pachI pApanA udaya thatAM khAsaDA paDe. jyAre karmAMnA udaya palaTAya che tyAre camarakha...dhInA abhimAna paNa TakatA nathI. jIvanamAM kayAreka kayAreka kevA meATA sukha parathI meATA duHkha para javu paDe che ? sItAjI rAmanI sAthe vanavAsa veThI AvyA. pachI mahelamAM mahArANI banIne beThA hatA. ane te samaye teo pukhta gA~vatI hatA eTale temane keTaleA vizeSa AnaM haze ? paNa leAkavacanathI rAma vaDe sItAne jaMgalamAM mekalI devAmAM AvyA tyAre keTalA duHkhamAM mUkAI gayA ? sAthe eka dAsI ke rakhevALa sipAI paNa nahi. ja`galI pazuthI acavA koi zasra ke vAhana paNa na maLe. nAnakaDI bhAtAnI pATakI paNa nahi. peAte pukhta garbhavatI hatI chatAM koI dAyANI ke gAdI paNa nahi. are! pANInA leATo ca paNa na maLe. kevA sukha parathI kevA viSama duHkha para dhakelAyA! paNa eka rAjA tyAM AvI gayA ane tene dharmanI ena gaNIne peAtAnA mahelamAM lai gayA. ane dhI sukha-sagavaDo sAthe tyAM rAkhyA. ane sItAjIne be putra lava ane kuzanA janma thayA. te kevuM sukhanA mAge prayANa thayuM ? aMdhue ! naLa damaya'tIe sukha-duHkha vacce kevA jholAM khAdhA ? zrIpALa kumAranI vAta paNa Apa jANI che, teo paNa kevA ghaDI sukhamAM ane ghaDI duHkhamAM mUkAyA ! harizcaMdra ane tArAmatIne rAjyanA dhAmadhAma sukha parathI ekane zmazAnanA kara ane khIjIne pANI bharanArI tarIkenA duHkha para javuM paDayuM ! AjanAM tamArA jIvana jotAM jaNAze ke kayAreka sukhanI lAgaNI

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297 te kayAreka kevI mahAduHkhanI pika ! AjanA tamArA vicitra saMskArI taMtra. paradezenI avanavI hIlacAla vageremAM paNa cAra divasa sukha to pAMcame divase duHkha. parAdhInapaNe, anicchAe paNa sukhamAMthI duHkhamAM javAnuM. e je ApanI najara sAme rahe te saMsAra tamane ke lAge ! pachI evI ghaTanAomAM AdhyAna ne raudradhyAna zA mATe thAya! satI sItAne vanavAsa javAne prasaMga Avyo to paNa temaNe potAnA bhAva kevI rIte na bagADyA! ane zuddha rahyAM: satI sItAjInA vicAre - sItAjIne rAmanA AdezathI vanavAsa javAne prasaMga Avyo tyAre temaNe hAyavoya na karI. mana na bagADayuM. kema! te samajatA hatA ke pativratA strIne patinI AjJA te ja dharma che. jema kariyAta mANasane pagAra ane benasa letAM AvaDe te sAthe kAma karatAM paNa AvaDavuM joIe. ema zubha karmane mAla khAtAM AvaDe che te azubha karmanA duHkha veThatAM paNa AvaDavuM joIe. vaLI te vicAre che ke te AtmA ! tuM ekalA puNyanA ja puMjavALe nathI ke jethI tane ekaluM sukha ja maLe ! paNa Atma khajAnAmAM pApanA paNa gaMja bharyA che tethI duHkha te Ave. je samaye duHkha Ave tyAre he AtmA! tAro pApane udaya che ema nizcita mAnI hasatA mukhe tene vadhAvI levuM. vaLI vana vAsane duHkhanuM kAraNa nahIM mAnatA pitAnAM pApa karma bhagavAI jaze mATe pApanAM kSaya karavAnuM nimitta mAnavuM. duHkha AvavAthI ane temAM samabhAva rAkhavAthI te karmakacaro sApha thavAnuM che, to pachI emAM nArAja zA mATe thavuM? mahAna sukhamAM paNa sItAjInI tavadRSTi." chele sItAjInI jyAre agniparIkSA karI ane temAM temanA satItvanA prabhAve agni pANI banI gayuM ane sItAjInuM satItva pragaTa thayuM. pachI sItAjIne. tyAre khUba mAna-sanmAnathI mahelamAM rahevAne prasaMga Avya, kuza ane lava jevA vinayI putranI sevA levAno samaya prApta thaye ane rAjyasukha bhogavavAne samaya Avyo tyAre paNa sItAjImAM AnaMdanI dRSTi na AvI paNa tattva daSTi AvI ke A paNa karmanA khela che. traNa traNa vAra kameM mane ThagI che. rAma jevA pavitra pati te maLyA paNa vanavAsamAM mekalI. tyAM paNa patinI zItaLa chatra chAyA maLI chatAM paNa kameM rAvaNa pAse haraNa karAvyuM. tyAMthI chUTIne ayodhyAmAM AvI. rAjyamahelamAM AnaMdathI mAnabhera rahevAnuM maLyuM. paraMtu kame pharIne pAchI ekAeka vagaDAmAM mokalI. Ama karmanI vAraMvAra ThagAI e joI, te have pAchI zA mATe ThagAvA jAuM! have te karmane nAza karavA mATe cAritra ja lauM ane temaNe cAritra lIdhuM, cAstrinuM pAlana karIne sItAjI devalokamAM gayA.

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baMdhuo! paryuSaNa parva najIkamAM Ave che. jIvananA sudhArA mATe A parvamAM zuM karavuM tene vicAra karI leje. aThAIdharanA divasathI ApaNI gADI upaDaze. mATe kone kane kayA kalAsanI TikiTa levI che tene nirNaya karI leje. samaya thaI gayuM che. vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM....37 janmASTamI zrAvaNa vada 8 ne semavAra tA. 24-8-70 anaMta karUNAsAgara bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI jemanuM zAsana vartamAnamAM vidyamAna che temaNe jIvanA kalyANane arthe ane jene tAravAnA umadA hetuthI vItarAga vANInI prarUpaNA karI. pUrve teonI "je have muja zakti Iti, te savI jIva karUM zAsanarasI"nI utkRSTa bhAvanAthI sarva jIvone karma mukta thaIne sukhI banAvavAnI bhAvanAmAM tIrthakara nAma karma bAMdhyuM hatuM. jenAthI teone tIrthaMkara pada prApta thayuM ane cAritra laIne kevaLajJAna-kevaLadarzanamAM kAlekanAM sarve bhAva jANyA ane joyA. saMsArI jIne karmathI rIbAtAM joyAM ane haiyAmAM karUNuM pragaTI, tethI upadeza ApyuM. "bhavya che, anAtkiAbathI tame cAra gati, vIsa daMDaka, rAzI lAkha jIvanamAM Adhi-vyAdhI, upAdhI-janma-jarA-mRtyurUpa vedanAthI pilAI rahyA che temAMthI bace. ane zAzvata sukhane meLavavA purUSArtha kare. jJAnIoe ApaNane A suMdara upadeza Ape che. ahiM uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 14mA adhyayanane adhikAra cAlI rahyo che. jemane bhavabanane trAsa lAge che evA bhUru purohitanA be putre saMyamanA pathika banavA mATe tatpara banyAM che. "baMne bAluDAne thayelI mekSanI IcchA" te kAmabhogesu asajjamANA, mANussaesu je yAvi divvA - mokkhAbhika khI abhijAya saTTA, tAta uvAgammaima umaMuyAhu u. . 14 gAthA 6

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he temane kumArA devabhadra ane yazAbhadra devatA ane manuSya saMbaMdhI sa prakAranI kAmabhAgeAthI virakta thaIne meAkSanI IcchA karavA lAgyA. ane mAkSane mATe vizeSa prakAthI zraddhA karavA lAgyA. A pramANe saMsArathI virakta ane meAkSanI abhilASAmAM anurakta evA te ane kumArA pitAnI pAse AvIne kahevA lAgyA. he devAnupriyA ! A baMne kumArezane saMsAranA sukhA kSaNika che tevI pratIti thai gaI che, paNa tame ATalAM avasthAvAna thayA paNa haju saMsAra asAra lAgyA nathI. jo tame samajo te A saMsAramAM sacaiAganAM sukhA karatAM adhika viyeAganA mahAdu:khA ubhelA che. bheAga-viSayA phUMphADA mAratAM sapa`thI paNa ati bhayaMkara che. maraNunI talavAra mAthe jhulI rahI che. meha mAyAmAM muMjhAine ajJAnapaNe tame mAnava jIvananI ka`matI kSaNA mULamAM ragadoLI rahyAM che. paNa yAda rAkhajo ke saMyamanI zItaLa chAyAmAM AvyA vinA tamane mukti maLavAnI nathI. jo tamane saMsAranA bhaya lAgyA haze teA maddA no 1 turuM' jevI rIte sarpa kAMcaLI mUkIne bhAge che tema tamAre paNa A kAMcaLI rUpI saMsArane ekavAra cheADavA paDaze. jenA aMtaramAM meAkSanI abhilASA jAgI che tene kAmaleAga viSabharelA kaTArA jevA lAge che. paNa hajI tamane viSaya viSa jevA lAgyA nathI. catutinA cakkaranA thAka lAgyA nathI. are! AvA krsTa kalAsa hAlamAM rahIne pauSadha karyo. ane jyAM savAra paDe ane pauSadha pALIne ghare jatAM hA te vakhate tamArA meADhA sAmu' joIe tA lAge ke A bhAI khUba thAkI gayA lAge che. sa'vatsarI jevA mATA divase vyAkhyAna ke pratikramaNamAMthI uThIne upAzrayamAMthI khahAra nIkaLatAM joIe te tamArA vega evA prakAranA hAya ke jANe pAMjarAmAMthI khakarA chUTayA. jhaTa ghera javu' che. AtmAnI sAdhanA karatAM tamane kaMTALe Ave che. paNa A saMsAranA piMjaramAM tamane kaMTALo AvatA nathI. hyu che keH-- - mAkhI caMdana parihare, tema abhAgI jIvaDA, mAkhInA evA svabhAva hAya che ke enI sAme viSTAnA TopA paheMco hAya ane khIjI mAjI miSTAnnanA thALa paDayA hoya tA mAkhInI dRSTi pahelAM viSTA upara ja jAya che, tema abhAgI jIvane pakavAnanA thALa samAna Atma sukhanA mArga batAvavAmAM Ave che paNa ahIM besatAM ene kaTALA Ave che. mane tA tamArI dazA joI ne daiyA Ave che. vana vItavA Avyu. hAya evA mArI pAse darzana karavA Ave ane temane kahuM ke he devAnupriya ! have jiMRRgImAM kaMIka karI le; te dhIme rahIne kaheze ke le| tyAre, paMdara divasanI pratijJA ApeA. A te kaI tamAru jIvana che ? sarakAra paNa nokarImAMthI 55 varSe rITAyara kare che, tA dikarAne ghera kirA thayAM te paNa tamane legathI rITara krasamala upara jAya, uMdhe kAM uThI jAya.

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raSTha thavAnuM mana nathI thatuM te keTaluM khedajanaka che! tamane saMsArane mUMjhAre lAgu paDe che. muMjhAro thaye heya tene mATe patAsuM nukazAnakArI che. tema tamane paNa kAmagane mUMjhAre lAgu paDe che. ane temAM paNa jo tamane gamatuM ja ame pIrasIe te te tamAre mUMjhAre vadhatuM ja jAya. TAIphoIDanA rogIne maganuM pANI ja apAya. tema ame tamArA mUMjhArAne maTADavA tapazcaryA ane brahmacaryarUpI davAo ApIe chIe. paNa haju levAnuM mana thatuM nathI. jene mekSanI jijJAsA upaDe e ja amArI auSadhi levA mATe taiyAra thAya. bhUgu purohitanA baMne putrone mokSe javAnI tAlAvelI lAgI che. emane saMsAramAM game teTalAM sukhe maLe te paNa ema ja lAge ke A sukho parAyAM che. jema tame sAsare gayA hoya tyAM tamArA ghara karatAM paNa adhika sAcavatAM hoya chatAM tamane tamAruM ghara yAda Ave che ne ! tamane pitAnA gharamAM AnaMda Ave che, pitAnA gharathI paNa adhika sukha maLatuM sAsaruM tamane gamatuM nathI tema he baMdhuo! tame jene meha zakhIne mAruM mAnIne besI gayA che te pitAnuM ghara nathI. mekSa e ja nija ghara che. A te paraghara che. mATe A sukhamAM mamatvabhAva na rAkhe. baMdhuo ! Aje janmASTamIne pavitra divasa che. tame AjanA divasanuM mahatva samajyA nathI. AjanA divasane gokuLa aSTamIne badale jugArASTamI banAvI dIdhuM che. meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke varSa daramyAna je jugAra nathI ramatAM te sAtama-AThamanA divase rame che. keTalI ajJAnatA kahevAya! jugArane laIne anyAya-anIti ane adharma vadhe che, dharmanI hAnI thAya che. AsurI vRttionuM tAMDava-nRtya sarjAya che. mATe jugAra Aje ja cheDo. jagatamAM satyanI ja kiMmata thAya che. A jagatamAM purUSa traNa prakAranAM heya che. (1) dharmapurUSa, (2) bhegapurUSa ane (3) karma purUSa. (1) dharmapurUSa- tIrthakara bhagavaMta dharmapuruSa kahevAya che. dareka utsarpiNa ane avasarpiNI kALamAM 24 tIrthakare thAya che. te mahAna purUSa ugra tapazcaryA karI junAM kane khapAvI saMyama dvArA navA AvatAM kamene rokI cAra ghAtI karmone teDI sarvajJatA prApta karI, paramAtmA dazA prApta kare che. ane niHsvArtha bhAvathI jagatanA jIvane sAthe mArga batAvavAne upadeza Ape che. ane adharmonuM nivAraNa karI dharmanuM sthApana kare che. vezapUjAne choDIne guNa pUjAnuM mahatva samajAve che. ane AtmAnA zuddha svarUpanuM bhAna karAvI mokSane mArga batAve che. (2) bhegapurUSa - cakravatine bhegapurUSa kahevAya che. pitAnA bAhubaLathI bhArata varSanA cha e khaMDa upara potAnI vijayapatAkA pharakAve che. anyAya, anIti ane amane

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sA dUra karIne sArI rIte rAjya calAvIne rAjyamAM zAMti sthApe che. dareka utsIi ane avasarpiNI kALamAM bAra bAra cakravartino janma thAya che. (3) karmapurUSa -vAsudeva karmapurUSa kahevAya che. vAsudeva traNa khaMDanA ghaNI hoya che. dareka utsarpiNI ane avasarpiNamAM nava nava vAsudevane janma thAya che. tenI addhi cakravatithI aDadhI hoya che. temanA samayamAM je viSamatAo Ave che tene dUra karIne zAMtinI sthApanA kare che. Ajano divasa karmavIra purUSanI janma jayaMti dina che. kRSNanA pitA koNa hatA : kRSNa vAsudevanA pitAnuM nAma vasudeva hatuM. te vasudeva paNa kevA hatA? teo vasudeva kema banyA? e vasudeva nadaNanAM trIjA bhavamAM khUba bihAmaNA rUpavALA hatA. enuM nAka naLIyA jevuM, kAna sUpaDAM jevA, heTha godaDAM jevAM. AvuM enuM rUpa hatuM. mA-bApa nAnapaNamAM mUkIne marI gayAM hatAM eTale mAmAne ghera te ucharyA. A vasudevane AtmA yuvAna thatAM ene paraNavAne koDa jA. paNa A bihAmaNane koNa paraNAve ? mAmIne kahe che: mAmI! mAre paraNavuM che. tyAre mAmI kahe che bhAI! AvA bihAmaNuM rUpavALA evA tane koNa kanyA Ape? tyAre kahe che ke ApaNA kSatrIya kuLamAM te mAmA-phaInA vare che, te tamAre sAta dikarIo che. temAMthI ekane mArI sAthe paraNAve. mAmI kahe che tArA mAmAne pUchI je. mAmAne vAta kare che tyAre mAmA kahe che mArI sAteya putrIone tuM pUchI je, ke huM tamane koIne gamuM chuM ! baLAtkAre mArAthI keAIne tArI sAthe paraNavAya nahi. paNa je hA pADe tene tArI sAthe paraNavIza. eTale A to UpaDayo. mAmAnI sAta putrIo pAse jaIne kahe cheH belo! sAtamAMthI huM koIne gamuM chuM? mArI sAthe koI lagna karavA taiyAra che? tyAre sAteya kuMvarIo kahe che...o kadarUpA! hAMDalAnA buMdA jevA! tane belatAM zarama nathI AvatI? AvA kubaDA sAthe koNa paraNe? ema kahI sAte ya putrIo enA upara thUkI, enuM apamAna karyuM. A rIte pitAnuM ghora apamAna thavAthI ene jIvana akAruM lAgyuM. ane ApaghAta karavA taiyAra che. mAmAnuM ghara choDIne gAma bahAra jaI eka jhADa upara caDhI ApaghAta karavA jAya che tyAM eka saMta pasAra thAya che. Ama Ane ApaghAta karate I saMta kahe che bhAI ! tuM zA mATe AvuM uttama mAnavajIvana hArI jAya che? Ama jhADa ke pahADa uparathI paDIne marI javAthI kaMI svarga ke mekSa nahi maLe. saMta ene upadeza Ape che. mAnava jIvananI mahattA samajAve che. tethI te

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mAM pA mahAmatayArI grata banI jAya che. dIkSA laIne eNe niSNuya karyAM ke jyAM sudhI mArA dehamAM prANa rahe tyAM sudhI mAre saMtAnI sevA karavI. ane mAre mAsa. khamaNu tapa karavuM. ANe jAvajIva mAsakhamaNu karavAnA daDha niOya karyAM parantu mAre tamane eka mAsakhamaNu karAvavA mATe keTalA divasathI dAMDI pITAvavI paDe che! nadISeNunA gAmAe dIkSA laIne satAnI khUba sevA karI. mArukhamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNunI ugra tAM karI. paNa peAtAnA mRtyu agAu evu' niyANuM karyuM ke mArA tapa saMyamanuM jo phaLa hAya tA AvatA janmamAM hu. zrI vallabha manu'. strIothI apamAnIta anya hatA te zakya dIkSA lIdhI chatAM manamAM rahI gayu ane A rIte niyANuM karyuM". tyAMthI kALa karIne te devalAkamAM gayA. vasudevanA janma - nadISeNunA AtmA devanuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne yaduvaMzamAM vasudeva tarIke utpanna thayA. A vasudeve anukrame meATA thatAM yuvAnInA pagathiye paga mUkyA. pUrve karelAM niyANAnA prabhAvathI anupama rUpa pAmyAM che. A yuvAna vasudeva kAma prasaMge bahAra nIkaLe che, tyAre AkhA nagaranI strIo enI pAchaLa pAgala ane che. kAI rasAI karatI hAya tA te rasoi karavI cheoDI de che, pANI bharatI panIhArIo pANInAM kheDAM kUve mUkIne te kAI peAtAnA pyArA putrane cheDIne vasudevanI pAchaLa DhADe che. eka e traNa vakhata Ama banavAthI AkhI nagarImAM hAhAkAra macI jAya che. gAmanA leka akaLAI jAya che tyAre tee vasudevanA meATAbhAi samudra vijaya rAjA pAse AvIne kahe che ke ahe rAjana! ApanA laghu bhAi vasudevakumAra bahAra nIkaLe che tyAre amArI vahudikarIe ane bahenA gharakAma cheDI enI pAchaLa pAgala ane che. ame te kaTALI gayA chIe. jo tame Ane mATe kAMi ja upAya nahi kare te ame badhA ja gAma cheDIne cAlyA jaizuM. tyAre samudravijaya kahe che ke mArA bhAI koInA sAme dRSTi paNa karatA nathI. e te enA kAme cAlyA jAya che. tamArI vahu-dikarIone tame kamaje rAkhA. tyAre AkhA gAmanA nAgariko kahe che ke game tema hAya; tamArA bhAIne maMtra-jaMtra AvaDe che. enI dRSTimAM kaMI jAdu che. game tema hoya paNa AkhA gAmanI strIe enI pAchaLa mugdha bane che. jo tame kaMI upAya nahi kare te ame AkhuM' gAma khAlI karI nAMkhIe chIe. have pAMca pacIsa mANasa hAya te paheAMcAya paNa jyAM AkhuM gAma khAlI thatu hAya tyAM kaMIka teA upAya karavA ja paDe, karelA niyANAnuM phaLa " kahe che bhAI ! tuM khUba svarUpavAna che. tuM bahAra jAya najara lAge che. mATe bhAi ! tu hamaNAM thADA vakhata vasudevane AgalA bhavamAM samudravijaya rAjA vasudevane che eTale gAmanA leAkeAnI tane

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273 A judA mahelamAM rahe, tAre bahAra nIkaLavAnuM nahi. ema kahIne vasudevane najarakeda karyAM. vasudevane A vAtanI khabara nathI. e te samajyA ke meATAbhAi kahe tema mAre karavAnuM. thADA divasa gayA tyAM eka divasa vasudeva mArIe ubhA che. khArImAMthI DAkiyu' karIne mahAra najara kare che teA raste jatI strIe enuM mukha joI enA sau para mAhita thavA lAgI. A samaye eka purUSa tyAMthI pasAra thaI rahyo che. vasudevane joine kahe che-tArA bhAIe tArA katavyathI kaMTALI tane najara kedamAM pUryAM. have te sIdhA rahe ! jelamAM beThA beThA paNa tArI jAdu mAyA cheADatA nathI ? A zabdo vasudevane hADahADa lAgI gayA. hai.........mane mArA bhAI e kapaTa karIne kedamAM pUryAM che ? A kAyara na hatA. zUravIranA beTA zUravIra hatA. te tyAMthI ubhA thaI gayA. mArA rAjakoTanA zrAvake ! tame paNa AvA zUravIra banajo. saMtAnI eka Takore tame jAgI javA joIe. tame jevA tevAnA putrA nathI, bhagavAna mahAvIranA vIra putro che. vasudeve racelI mAyA H-- vasudeva rAtre bAra vAgye uThayA, lAkaDAnI citA geAThavI tene agnithI saLagAvI bhaDake karIne vasudeva tyAMthI bhAgI chUTayA. tyArabAda samudravijaya peAtAnA bhAI ne maLavA Ave che. tyAM te agninA bhaDakA saLagI rahelA joyA. peAtAnA bhAI tyAM che nahi, A joi samudra vijayane thayuM ke nakkI mAro bhAI AmAM maLI gayeA lAge che. me kapaTa karIne mArA bhAine najarakedamAM pUryAM e vAtanI ene jANa thaI lAge che. pAtAnA bhAI mRtyu pAmyuM che ema samajavAthI samudravijayane khUba AghAta lAge che. AkhA gAmamAM A vAtanI jANa thAya che. samudravijayane peAtAnA bhAI prANathI paNa adhika priya hatA. vhAlA khaMdhunI pAchaLa peAte khaLI maravA taiyAra thAya che. te vakhate acAnaka eka caiAtiSI AvIne kahe cheH mahArAjA! tame raDaze nahi, jhUrazeA nahi ane ApaghAta paNa karaze! nahi. tamArA laghubhAInuM mRtyu thayuM nathI. e te jIvatAM ja che. tame ene ramADayAM te e paNa tamane ramADI gayAM che. A sAMbhaLI samudravijaya rAjA kahe che-mArA bhAI kayAM che? mane kacAre maLaze? jyAtiSI kahe che e have tamane hamaNAM nahi maLe. paNa amuka varSI khAdya kasanI bahena devakIne tamArA bhAI vasudeva paraNaze tyAre tame samajI lejo ke devakIne paraNanAra bIjo koI nahi paNa mArA bhAI vasudeva che. - vasudevanA devakI sAthe lagna : vakhata jatAM vasudeva kasanI bahena devakIne paraNe che. A keMsa e mathurAnA rAjAnA putra hatA. te khAlapaNathI ja anyAyI ane anItivALA hatA. saMtAnA duzmana hatA. te samaye bharata kSetramAM jarAsaMgha nAmanA rAjA prativAsudeva hatA. tenI putrI jIvayazA zA. 35

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204 sAthe kaMsanA lagna karavAmAM AvyA hatA. kaMsa jevA uddhatAI ane unmAdathI bharelA hatA tevI ja tenI patnI jIvayazA paNa unmAdI ane uddhRta hatI.. kaMse rAjyanA mAlika anavA mATe peAtAnA pitA ugrasena rAjAne kedamAM pUryAM hatA, ane rAjyanA mAlika khanI prajA upara te atyaMta julama gujAratA hatA. peAtAnA moTAbhAinA AvA atyAcAra joI nAnA bhAI tA saMsArathI virakta thaI ne sAdhu banI gayA hatA. A kaMsane peAtAnA sasarA jarAsaMdhanA rAjyanA ane peAtAnA mULa parAkramanA naze| hatA. te abhimAnamAM cakacUra banI koInA duHkhanI paravA karatA na hatA. paNa jJAnI tA kahe che ke rAjA rAvaNanuM paNa abhimAna TakayuM nathI. koInuM abhimAna Takayu' nathI ane TakavAnuM paNa nathI. yauvanaM dhana saMpattiH prabhutva ma vivekatA / ekaikamapyanarthAya kimu yatra catuSTayam // jJAnI kahe che jenI pAse yauvana, dhanasa'tti, prabhutva ane aviveka e cAramAMthI eka ja hAya tA paNa ghAra anatha sarjAya che te jyAM cAreya ekaThAM maLe tyAM kevA anatha thaI jAya! kaMsamAM cAre ya avaguNA bharelAM hatAM. enA atyAcArathI prajA khUba pIDAtI hatI. trAsa trAsa vyApI gayA hatA. paNa duSTa kasane koInI paravA na hatI. eka divasa yAtiSIone khelAvIne kaMsa pUche che ahe| A saMsAramAM mArI kharAkharI karI zake tevA baLavAna, parAkramI kAi rAjA che? kaMsanA mayukta vacana sAMbhaLI jyAtiSIe mAthuM dhuNAvavA lAgyA. manamAM vicAra karavA lAgyAM: ahe ! abhimAnamAM cakacUra banIne A kevAM zabdo khelI rahyo che. ahA ! abhimAna ! tuM manuSyanA hRdayamAM pravezIne na kare teTaluM ochuM che. tuM manuSyanI kAmaLatA, sajjanatA AdinA nAza karanAra che. vinayane dezavaTo denAra che. ane tu' ja saoNMsAramAM bhamAvanAra che. jyAtiSIe kaI ka javAba Ape te pahelAM ja kasa kahe che, tame kema kaMI ja khelatAM nathI! huM kevA prabhAvazALI chuM ke mArA joSa jotAM paNa tame mUMjhAI gayA lAgeA che ? kasa ane jyAtiSIe : jyAtiSI kahe che sAheba! ApanA zuM vakhANu karIe ? Apa te evA parAkramI ne baLavAna che ke tame pahele ja dhaDAke dharmanA nAza karyAM che. nyAya nItine te neve caDhAvI dIdhAM che. tamArI hAke prajA dhruje che. tame tamArA pUjya pitAjI ugrasena rAjAne kedamAM pUrI dIdhAM che. tamArA jevA parAkramI kANu ? jyAtiSIonA vacana sAMbhaLI kaMsa harakhAvA lAgyA. abhimAnanA nazAmAM cakacUra banelA kaMsane khabara nathI paDatI ke A mArI prazaMsA thAya che ke niMdyA? hajI AgaLa pUchavA lAgyuM ke A te mArAmAM je che te tame kahyuM, paNa huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke mArA jevA parAkramI koI rAjakumAra

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1 195 che? tyAre jyAtiSIo kahe che sAheba! ApanAM graheA jotAM ema lAge che ke hamaNAM ta Apane koI jAtanA vAMdheA nahi Ave. paNa amuka varSAM khAdya ApanA kuLanA uccheda karanAra ane yaduvaMzanA uddhAra karanAra eka mahAna purUSa janmaze. enA ja hAthe Apane vinAza thaze. tyAre kaMsa kahe che basa eTaluM ja ne? enI zIkhAtrI? enI nizAnI batAveA. jyAtiSIe kahe che ke te bakAsura Adi rAkSaseAnA vadha karaze. kALInAgane nAthazai ApanA vadha karaze, te sivAya bIjA ghaNAM kAryo karaze. tyAre kaMsa pUche che e purUSa kayAM janma leze ? tyAre joSIe kahe che sAheba ! e khIje kayAMya nahi paNa mathurAmAM ja dhruva'zI vasudevanI patnI ane ApanI bahena devakInI kukhe je sAtameA putra janma leze te ja tamAro saMhAra karanAra thaze. tamArA sasarA jarAsa'ghanA vinAza karI traNe khaMDanA svAmI vAsudeva khanaze. ane sAdhusa`tAnI khUba sevA karaze. AvI bhaviSyavANI sAMbhaLIne kaMsanu hRdaya kaMpI uThayuM. chatAM paNa eka lagAma tenA hAthamAM hatI tethI tene zAMti hatI. devakInAM lagna hajI thayAM nathI. jyAre enA lagna thaze tyAre vasudevane kAi paNa rIte AMdhI laiza. ane jyAtiSI kahe e badhuM ja sAcu hAya che evu kaMI ja nathI. eka vakhata evA prasaMga khanI gayA ke kaMsanI patnI jIvayazA devakInuM mAthuM eLI rahI hatI. te samaye kaMsanA nAnA bhAI je dIkSA laIne nIkaLI gayA hatA te karatA krUratA mathurAnagarImAM padhAryAM ane kaMsane ghera gaucarI mATe AvyA. peAtAnA kriyarane gaucarI mATe AvelA joI ne bephAma banelI jIyazA krAdhamAM AvIne khelavA lAgI ke tamArA bhAI AvA meATA rAjyanAM dhaNI, AvuM meTuM rAjya calAve ane tuM ghera ghera TukaDA mAMgatA kre che ? tamArAmAM raLavAnI tAkAta na heAya tA kAMI nahi, gharamAM besIne rATalA khAva, paNa A gharagharanA TukaDA mAMgIne amArA kuLane lajavI rahyAM che. teA tamAruM A bhikhArIpazu' cheDI do. jIvayazAnA gavayukta vacana sAMbhaLI muni kahe che, Apa mane TukaDA mAMganA| bhikhArI kaheA che. paNa huM bhikhArI nathI. " saMjogA vippamukkasa, aNagArassa bhikkhuNo / viNaya pAu karissAmi, ANupuvvI suNeha me // u. sU. a. 1 gAthA. 1 ,, huM bAhya ane AbhyaMtara sacAgeAthI mukta thayeleA nigraMtha muni chuM. je rIte mane kalpe te rIte bhikSAcarI karuM chuM. A rIte zAMtapaNe munie jIvayazAne kahyuM. chatAM te mana phAve tema khelavA lAgI. evAmAM tyAM eka gAya Ave che. muninuM zarIra tapazcaryAthI sUkAI gayu che, eTale gAyanuM zIgaDuM vAgatAM muni pRthvI upara paDI jAya che. A suni

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saMsAramAM hatA tyAre khUba baLavAna hatA. bhAbhIe maheNuM mAryuM hatuM tethI pitAnuM baLa batAvavA teNe kaThAnA jhADane eka muThThIthI jaDamULathI ukhADI nAkheluM. A munine gabaDI paDelAM jeIne jIvayazA majAka uDAvatAM kahevA lAgI. aho! koThAnA jhADane muThThIthI ukhADI nAMkhanAra diyarIyA! A tamAruM baLa kayAM gayuM ke gAyanA zIMgaDA aDavAthI Ama gabaDI paDyA. game tema teya muni chamastha hatAM. temaNe gAyane eka AMgaLI upara dhIme rahIne uMcakI ane traNa pherA pheravIne tene duHkha na thAya te rIte haLave rahIne nIce mUkI dIdhI. ane kahyuM, dekha huM nibaLa nathI paNa ame sAdhu zakitane ajamAza na karIe. 3 IMcanI lUlI kALo kera kare che. 3 iMcanI lUlI 3 phUTanA mAnavIne jIvate jalAvI de che mATe ja eka kavie kahyuM che ke - bhUlIne vaza rAkho, bhAI lulIne vaza rAkhe." jJAnI kahe che A jIbha mIThI bhASA belavA mATe maLI che. enAthI evI madhura ne priya bhASA bole ke mANasa zekamAM DUbele hoya te AnaMdamAM AvI jAya. paNa jyAM AnaMdanAM jharaNAM vahetAM hoya tyAM AnaMda zekamAM pheravAI jAya tevI bhASA na bolaze. chavayazAnA vacanathI muni belI gayA. jaina munio koI divasa kaI jIvane duHkha thAya tevI bhASA bolatA nathI. bhaviSyamAM Ama banaze ema kahetAM nathI. paNa je bolI jAya che te pramANe banyA vinA rahetuM nathI, muni kahe che te chavayazA! tuM ATaluM badhuM abhimAna zA mATe kare che? je phUla khIle che te karamAvavAne mATe ja khIle che. sUrya asta thavA mATe udaya pAme che. tuM tArA saubhAgyanA cUDA upara ATaluM abhimAna karI rahI che te, khaMDita thavAnuM che. tAruM saubhAgyatilaka bhUMsAI javAne samaya have najIkamAM Avate jAya che. tuM jenuM mAthuM oLI rahI che e ja devakI tArA patine mAranAranI mAtA banaze. huM tane krodhamAM AvIne zApa nathI Apate paNa bhaviSyamAM je banavAnuM che te ja kahuM chuM. mAre tane kahevAne udeza e ja che ke tuM abhimAnamAM paDI gaI che, to have tArUM abhimAna cheDI sAvadhAna bana. A pramANe kahIne muni cAlyA gayA. muninA vacane sAMbhaLI chavayazAnuM mukha phikakuM paDI gayuM. enuM haiyuM dhrujavA lAgyuM. A jIva zAnuM mukha joIne kaMsa pUche cheH Aje tuM ATalI badhI ciMtAtura kema banI gaI che? Aje te gharagharamAM evuM banI gayuM che ke mAtA karatAM patnInI mahattA vadhAre che. tame bahArathI AvyAM. eka bAju tamArA zrImatIjI mAMdA thaIne sUtA che, bIjI tarapha mAtA palaMgamAM mAMdI thaIne sUtI che. have tamAruM citta kenI tarapha

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AkarSAze? tamArI mAtA tarapha ke patnI tarapha? tame pahelAM kenI khabara leze? bele te kharA! (sabhA - zrImatIjI. (hasAhasa) - kaMsa jIvayazAne udAsInatAnuM kAraNa pUche che tyAre jIvayazAe muni padhAryA pachI banelI saghaLI hakIkata kahI. A sAMbhaLI kaMsa bhayabhIta banI gayo. aho ! joSInAM vacana ane muninAM vacana maLatAM ja Ave che. jyotiSInA vacana khoTA paDe paNa traNa kALamAM muninAM vacana mithyA nahi thAya. kaMsa bhayabhIta banI gaye. zuM Ama banaze? aMtaramAM bhaya che paNa enI patnIne kahe che tuM ene Dara na rAkhIza. atyAre te mArA je kaI baLavAna hoya evuM dekhAtuM nathI. bIjuM, jyAre devakInA lagna thaze tyAre huM joI laIza. vakhata jatAM devakI moTI thaI ane tenA lagna vasudeva sAthe karavAmAM AvyA. lagnavidhi patyA bAda jAnane rokI che. A samaye kaMse potAnA banevI vasudevane kapaTathI jugAra ramavA besADyA. vasudevane ramavAnAM bhAva na hatAM. paNa sALAnA ati AgrahathI ramavA beThA. Aje tame paNa lagnamAM jAya che tyAre jugAra rame che te sAcI vAta che? baMdhuo! jugAra sAta vyasane mAMhenuM eka vyasana che. dyutaM ca mAMsaM ca surA ca vezyA / pApArddhi corI paradAra sevA // etAni saptAni vyasanAni loke, ghorAtighoraM narake patanti // " dharmarAjA jevA satyaniSTha purUSa jugAra ramyA te keTale anartha thaI gaye ! temAM dharmarAjAne jugAra ramavAnA bhAva na hatA. kaurae emane kapaTathI ramavA besADayA. ane te ramyA. ane te ramyA te evuM ramyA ke satI draupadIne paNa hoDamAM mUkI dIdhI. ene kAraNe moTuM mahAbhArata sarjAI gayuM. ahIM paNa kese kapaTathI vasudevane jugAra ramavA besADyA. ramatAM pahelAM ja kaMse vasudevanI sAthe evI zarata karI ke je huM hArI jAuM te mAruM rAjya tamane seMpI dauM. ane jo tame hArI jAya te mArI bahena devakInI sAta sUvAvaDa mAre tyAM ja thavI joIe. vasudevanA manamAM kapaTa na hatuM. temaNe e ja vicAra karyo ke devakI enA bhAIne ghera sUvAvaDa kare temAM mane vAMdho che? A te tenuM piyara che eTale vacanathI baMdhAI gayA. sAthe manamAM e vicAra AvyuM ke Ane evI khabara kayAMthI paDI ke devakIne sAta putro thavAnAM che! kaMsanA kapaTane e jANI zakyA nahi. vacanethI baMdhAI gayA. pariNAme teo jugAramAM hArI gayA. vakhata jatAM devakInI sUvAvaDane prasaMga AvyuM. kaMsane ghera devakI Ave che. devakIne je saMtAna janme tene tarata ja mArI nAMkhavuM e kaMsane IrAde che. devakInI sUvAvaDanA samaye haraNagamevI devatAo taiyAra ja hoya che. devakIne putra janmatAMnI sAthe te deva ene upADIne laI jata ane marelI putrIne lAvIne mUkI dete. A rIte ja che vakhata devakInI sUvAvaDamAM banyuM. A devakInA pahelAM cha putro kayAM ucharyA hatAM te te tame jANe che ne ?.

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- 278 re bhaddIlapura nagarI, nAga gAhAvaI jANu, sulasA ghera vadhiyA, sAMbhaLI nemInI vANu. ,, putrAne janma thatAMnI sAthe ja bhaddIlapura nagarImAM haraNugameSI deva mUkI AvatA ane sulasAnI kukhe je marelI putrI janmatI te devakI pAse lAvIne mUkI detA. kaMsa vicAra karatA ke A tA marelI putrIe ja janme che. ene sAtamA ga`nA bhaya che. have devakI sAtamI vakhate garbhavatI che. A vakhate kaMsa khUba sAvaceta hatA. teNe pahelethI ja devakI ane vasudevane kArAgRhamAM pUrI dIdhA hatA. ane cAre bAju cokIpaherA goThavI dIdhA hatA. kasa rAha joIne beThA hatA ke kayAre devakIne putranA janma thAya ane huM tene mAruM! paNa jayAM uttama purUSonA janma thAya che tyAM pratikULa saMcAgeA paNa anukULa khanI jAya che. devakIne pahelAM garbha rahetA tyAre te siMhanuM svapna jotI hatI. paNa A vakhate teNe sAta uttama svapnA joyA hatA. tethI vasudeva ane devakInA dilamAM AnaMda hatA ke A vakhate vIra, sAhasika, parAkramI ane sAdhu sa MtAnI bhakti karanAra putrane janma thaze. mATe A vakhate game tema thAya paNa putranuM rakSaNa karavu. devakIe pahelethI ja peAtAnI khAlapaNunI sakhI yazeAdA je geAkuLamAM rahetI hatI, je naMda bharavADanI patnI hatI, tenI sAthe sa'kta karI rAkhyA hatA. saMyoga paNa kevA hatA ! devakI ane yazeAdA baMne eka sAthe garbhavatI hatA. A kRSNanA janma thatAMnI sAthe ja camatkAra thayA. mahAnapurUSonA janma pahelAM paNa keTale camatkAra thAya che! jyAre bhagavAna zAMtinAtha mAtAnA garbhImAM AvyA tyAre gAmamAM marakInA roga phelAi gayA hatA, lAkhA mANasA marI jatAM hatAM te vakhate bhagavAna zAMtinAthanI mAtAe agAzImAM jaIne nagaramAM cAre tarapha dRSTi krUravI tyAM marakInA rAga zAMta thaI gayA. mahAna purUSAnA janma pahelAM paNa ATale ATale prabhAva hAya che. kRSNanA janmanA samaya thatAM cAkIpaherAvALA badhA dhAra nidrAmAM paDI gayA, khu gAma UMdhe che. vasudevanI meDIe tUTI jAya che. A kRSNanA janma thatAM ja TopalAmAM laI vasudeva geAkuLamAM yazeAdAne ghera mUkI Ave che ane yazodAne te ja samaye marelI putrInA janma thayA hatA te laI Ave che ane devakInI pAse mUkI de che. A vAtanI koIne kaMI ja khakhara paDI nahi. savAra paDatAM kaMsane khabara paDI ke devakIne prasUti thai. eTale doDatA AnyA ane putranI mAMgaNI karI. tyAre marelI putrI ApI. A joI ne kasa khUba nAthyA ne kUdyo. ane viSTha banIne khelavA lAgyuM ke ahA ! muninA ane jyAti SInAM vacana khATAM paDacAM. temaNe tA kahyuM hatuM ke sAta putra thaze ene badale A tA sAte ya marelI putrIo ja janmI che. have mane A duniyAmAM koNu mAranAra che? A

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209 kaMse marelI putrIne paNa pagathI jhAlIne zIlA sAthe paTakI. mRta kalevara upara paNa eNe krAdha karavAmAM bAkI na rAkhyu have kasa tA nirbhaya manIne bephAma rIte vartana karavA lAgyA. enu' abhimAna vadhavA lAgyuM. je kAMI che te hu ja chuM tema te samajatA hatA. jyAtiSIene kholAvIne kahe che juo! tamArA vacana khATA paDayAM. tyAre jyAtiSIe kahe che sAheba! tame bhUla khAva che. tamArA duzmana janmI cUkayA che. ane e mATe thaI rahyo che. kaMsa kahe che ke enI zu' khAtrI ! teA kahe che e tamArAM mallAne ane tamArA mukhya mAnmatta abdone capaTImAM cALI nAMkhaze. A mAtA devakIne sAta-sAta putrai thayA paNa teNe putrAne lADa karAvyA nahi, hulAvyA, phulAvyA nahi. dUdhapAna karAvyA nahi. pahelAM cha putrAnI teA emane khabara nathI paNa sAtame putra yazadAne tyAM che e te jANatAM hatAM. eTale devakI koI phAI vakhata peAtAnA putrane vhAla karavA chAnImAnI geAkuLamAM jaI AvatI ane dUdhapAna karAvI AvatI. ema karatAM karatAM kRSNa kizAraavasthAmAM AvyA. A tarapha kaMsane paNu - vicAra thayA ke lAva mArA baLadone chUTA mUkAvuM. je mArA duzmana jIvatA haze teA joSInAM vacana sAcA paDaze. A khaLado khUba unmata banelAM che. ene chUTA mUkavAmAM AvyAM. eTale e pharatAM pharatAM yamunAnA tIre AvyAM. tAphAnI baLadone joine leAkeA DaravA lAgyA. badhA peAtAnA gharamAM pesI jAya che tyAre peAtAnA lADIlA kRSNane kahe che beTA! A baLado bahu tAAnI che, te tane mArI nAMkhaze, mATe ApaNAM gharamAM pesI jA. paNa A kaMI kAyara na hatA. ATalA mANaseAne raMjADe che evA baLadone vaza karyA vinA ene kema ja'pa vaLe! yazeAdAnA AlyA na rahyo. baLadone zIgaDethI pakaDIne capaTImAM macchara nI jema cALI nAkhyA. Avu kRSNanuM zauya hatuM, parAkrama hatuM, kAraNa ke te vAsudeva hatAM. haju kRSNe kevA kevA parAkrame karyAM che e mukhya vAta tA khAkI che. samaya thaI gayA che paNa Aje amIcaMdajI mahArAjanI puNyatithI hAvAthI temanA viSe kahevAnuM che. eTale kRSNavAsudevanA jIvananI vizeSatAo avasare kahevAze. Aje pUjya amIcaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI puNyatithI che. pU. amIcaMdrajI mahArAja amI jevA hatAM. jevA nAma tevA ja temanA jIvanamAM guNNA hatAM. amI mAMghu hoya, enA kUMDA bharavAnA na hoya. amInA eka bindunI ghaNI kiMmata hoya che. amInuM eka biMdu maLe teA kAma thaI jAya che. teA jenA jIvanamAM amI bhayu ' hAya temanI teA vAta ja zI karavI ? mahArAja sAheba pUjya purUSAttamajI mahArAjanA lADIlA ziSya ratna hatA. temano janma 1998nI sAlamAM arajaNa gAmamAM thayA hatA. mAtAnu nAma mULI bahena ane pitAnuM nAma ThAkarazIbhAI hatuM. mahAna purUSAnAM nAmanuM smaraNa

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karatAM emanA gAmanuM temaja temanA mAtA-pitAnA nAmanuM paNa smaraNa thAya che. A rAjakeTane AMgaNe paNa jo A vIra ratna jAge te rAjakeTanuM nAma amara banI jAya che. A amIcaMdajI mahArAje rAjagRhI samAna rAjakoTa gAmamAM ja saMvata 191 nA mahA vadI pAMcama ne zanivAre karmone teDanArI, Atma sAdhanA sAdhanArI, mahAmaMgalakArI bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI hatI. dikSA laIne pU. amIcaMdajI mahArAje pitAnA jIvanamAM tapa-saMyama ane sevAnI saurabha phelAvI hatI. temane jIvanamAM dareka ja pitAnuM kalyANa kema sAthe evI umadA bhAvanAne zrota vahete hato. vaDIyAmAM zikSaNazALA cAle che. jyAM aneka saMta-satIjI jJAnane lAbha le che. pU. jazarAjajI mahArAjane bhaNavAnI jijJAsA hatI eTale temanI sAthe pU. amIcaMdajI mahArAja vaDiyA padhAryA. teo tyAM jazarAjajI mahArAjane jJAna ApatAM khUba AnaMdathI rahetA ane vaDiyA saMghamAM dharmane mahAna udyota karyo. pachI thoDA samayamAM acAnaka bimArI AvI, bimArImAM paNa mahAna purUSa potAnI sAdhanAmAM tatpara rahe che. AtmAthI ene mana mRtyu paNa mahotsava hoya che. emane maraNane Dara hoto nathI. samatA bhAve vyAdhione sahana karatAM chevaTe saMvata 2022nI sAle zrAvaNa vada AThama ne semavAre vaDIyA zaheramAM pU. amIcaMdrajI mahArAja nazvara dehane tyAga karI svarge sidhAvI gayA. emane jIvanadIpaka bUjhAI gayo. AvA mahAna purUSanI Aje puNyatithi che. 5. amIcaMdajI mahArAjane zrI saMgha upara ane samAja upara mahAna upakAra che. emaNe zAsananI khUba sevA karI che. temanA traNamAMthI mukta thavA ApaNe Aje kaMI ne kaMI vrata-paccakhANa avazya karavA joIe. pU. gurUdevanI zraddhAMjalI nimite yathAzakti vrata-pratyAkhyAna karaze. eTaluM kahI baMdha karuM chuM. vyAkhyAna...naM. 38 zrAvaNa vada 8 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 25-9-70 traNe kALe siddha thayelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM bhRgu purohitanA be putro devabhadra ne yazobhadra jenA aMtaranAM prAMgaNamAM vairAgyabhAvanA phuvArA uDI rahyA che. jIvane jyAre sva-ravarUpanI pIchANa thAya che ane svanI pIchANa thatAM saMsAranA kAmaga-viSaya vAsanAo, e badhuM ene eka veTha rUpa lAge che. kAmaga kAtIla jhera

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jevA lAge che. jema ke mANase cAra zera ghIne mesUba banAvyo hoya, mesUba khUba suMdara jALIvALo banyA che. hAthamAM baTakuM laIne khAvA beThA tyAM keIe kahyuM ke, khame, khAtA nahi. ATalAM ja zabdo sAMbhaLatAM mesUbanuM baTakuM tamArA hAthamAM ja rahI jAya che. tamane kahevAmAM Ave ke emAM jhera paDayuM che. pachI e jhera koNe nAMkhyuM, koNe khAdhuM ane koNa marI gayA ? enI khAtrI karavA jatA nathI. paNa basa, khabara paDI ke emAM jhera che tyAM ja tame e mesUbane cheDI de che. kAraNa ke tyAM tame samajo che ke jhera peTamAM jAya te marI javAya. te ja rIte jJAnIo kahe che ke he AtmA ! e te dravya jhera che paNa kAma bhega e te bhAva jhera che. piluM jhera te eka ja bhava bagADaze paNa tamArI IndrimAM je kAmavAsanAo bharI che e to tamArA bhabhava bagADaze. bhRgu purohitanA be putrane kAmage viSanA kaTerAthI paNa bhayaMkara lAgyA che. tethI teo kAmagathI virakata banyAM che. " te kAmabhogesu asajjamANA, mANussaesu je yAvi divvA" devatA manuSya ane tiryaMca saMbaMdhI kAmabhego emane kAtIla jhera jevA lAgyA che. viSa be prakAranA che. eka viSa varSo sudhI sAthe laIne karavAmAM Ave te paNa kaMI ja nukasAna thatuM nathI. bIjuM viSa evuM che ke jene hatheLImAM rAkhavAmAM Ave te paNa manuSyanA mAthAnI kheparI uDAvI de che. evuM tAlakUTa nAmanuM bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara jhera che. tema A Indriyajanya kAmage paNa tAlakUTa jhera jevAM che. je manuSya ane tiryaMca saMbaMdhI bhego bhagavyA che. paNa haju ene viSayothI tRpti thaI nathI. bhegothI anaMta saMsAra vadhe che mATe tene choDe. ane brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare. brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavA mATe zuM karavuM joIe te mATe dazavaikAlika sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke " jahA kukkuDa poyassa, niccaM kulalayo bhayaM / evaM khu baMbhayArissa, itthI viggahao bhayaM // " da. sU. a. 8 gAthA 54 he sAdhaka ! je tAre aNizuddha brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM hoya te haMmezAM strInA saMsargane tyAga kare. jema kukaDAnAM baccAMne sadA bilADIne bhaya hoya che te ja rIte brahmacArIone paNa sadA strIone bhaya che. A be kumArane saMyamane raMga lAgyo che ane kAmaga te kAMTA jevA, viSathI paNa bhayaMkara lAgyA che. tevA mokSanA abhilASI putra "rAtaM vAkya rUma 36 " emanA mAtA-pitAne samajAvI rahyAM che devAnupriye! A jagata upara hiMsAnuM tAMDava vadhyuM. ajJAnI leka hiMsAmAM zA. 36

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11 prema mAnathA lAgyA, bakarAM, haraNa, pADA Adi nirdoSa mU`gA prANIone yajJamAM DAmavA lAgyA, tyAre e hiMsAnu nivAraNa karavA mATe mahAvIra svAmInA janma thayA. te ja rIte jyAre duSTonA upadrava vadhyA tyAre e duSTAnuM damana karavA mATe kRSNavAsudevane janma thayeA. zrI kRSNe cha duSTA upara vijaya meLavyeA hatA. (1) kALInAga (2) kaMsa (3) jarAsaMgha (4) durgaMdhana (5) kALayavana (6) narakAsura. kALInAga e bhaya'kara hatA. ene kAi vaza karI zakatuM na hatuM, paNa kRSNa tA ramatAM ramatAM enI pITha upara caDhI gayA. eka hAthamAM baMsarI che. baMsarI bajAvatAM majAvatAM khIje hAthe enu mastaka cheDhI nAMkhyuM. enuM mastaka chedI nAMkhyuM tyAM bIju mastaka taiyAra thaI gayuM. khIjuM cheyuM tyAM trIjuM banAvyuM. e rIte jema jema kRSNu kALInAganAM mastaka chedyatAM gayAM tema tema navA mastakeA banatAM gayAM. ema karatAM eka hajAra mastaka manAvyA. ane kRSNe kALInAganAM hajAra mastakeAne eka hAthe chedI nAMkhyA. ane duSTa kALI nAgano sahAra karyAM. bIjo duSTa kaMsa :-e mahAna pApI ane abhimAnI hatA. kaMsa kRSNanA mAmeA hatA. enA viSayamAM gaI kAle kahevAyu che. e mAnatA hatA ke duniyAmAM mArA jevA kAI parAkramI che ja nahi, paNa kahevata che ne ke "zerane mAthe savAzera " e kahevata kRSNe sArthaka karI. eka divasa kRSNe kaMsanA abhimAnanA cUrecUrA karI nAMkhyA, ane enI sArI mastI dhULamAM milAvI dIdhI. jyAre kasanA vadha thayA tyAre jIvayazA dhamadhama karatI enA pitA jarAsaMgha pAse AvIne kahevA lAgI. ahA pitAjI ! Apa tA prativAsudeva che, ApanAM eThAM kRSNe mane raDApA ApyA. jo tame zaktizALI hA tA kRSNanA nAza karo. jethI mArA AtmAne zAMti vaLe. tyAre abhimAnI jarAsaMgha kRSNanI sAthe yuddha karavA taiyAra thayA. e yuddhamAM kRSNe jarAsaMghano vadha karyAM. jIvayazA pete vidhavA thaI ane enI mAtAne paNa raDApeA apAvyeA. eTale trIjo jarAsaMghane vadha karyAM. cAthA duSTa duryodhana jeNe bharasabhAmAM draupadInA cIra kheMcyA hatAM tenA vadha karyAM. temaja pAMcamA narakAsura ane chaThTho kALayavana A cha pApI purUSAnA janma thaye tyAre tenA nAza karavA mATe A pratApI purUSanA janma thayA hatA. devAnupriyA ! kRSNe jema cha duSTo upara vijaya meLavyA tema jIvane paNa cha duSTo upara vijaya meLavavAnA che. AtmAnI sAme paNa cha duSTo ubhA che, tenA nAza karavA mATe AtmA e zrIkRSNa ja che. e cha duSTo kayA che te tame jANeA che ? kAma-krodhamadya-matsara-IrSyA ane tRSNA. tame paNa A cha duSTo upara vijaya meLavA. tamArI sAme paNa kALI nAga phuMphADA mAre che. tame ene joI zake che ? huM tamArI badhAnI pAse e kALInAga jouM chuM. ele... e kALI nAga kANu haze ? tamArI tRSNA e kALI nAgaNI samAna che.

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283 e tRSNA samAna kALI nAgaNIne tame chedI nAMkhA, nahitara tamArA jIvanane jheramaya banAvI deze. Aje tamane eka IcchA thAya che e pUrI na thAya tyAM manamAM bIjI IcchA taiyAra thaI jAya che. tame mAnatA hA ke huM garIba chuM. teA jarA sArI sthiti thAya te dharmadhyAna karu.. have tamArI IcchA pAMca hajAra maLe teA pacAsa hajAranI. pacAsa hajAra maLe teA lAkhanI icchA thAya ane lAkha maLe te pAMca lAkha ne kreDanI icchA thAya. Ama icchAo tA vadhatI ja jAya che. pAMca lAkha maLI jAya te ema thAya ke have te meTara vasAvu'. moTara vasAvI tyAM Adhunika TAIpanA baMgalA baMdhAvI dauM. e khanI gayA tyAM thAya ke have te eraka DIzana joI e.erakaMDIzana Ave tA have gharamAM ja magIcA banAvI dauM. mahAra pharavA javAnI paNa jara na rahe. melA ! tamArI tRSNAneA aMta Ave kharA ? kALInAganA mAthAM teA gaNatrInAM ja hatAM, paNa tamArI IcchA te kevI che ? 66 ,, icchA u AgAsa samA anaMtayA AkAzanA jema aMta nathI tema IcchAne kadI aMta nathI. jo tamAre sukhI thavuM hAya tA kAma-krodha-mada-matsara-irSA ADhi zatruone jaDamULathI nAza karA, kRSNane enI mAtAe janma ApyA hatA. tamane paNa tamArI mAtAe janma ApyA che. e paNa eka mAnavI ja hatA. ApaNe paNa mAnavI chIe. dhArIe te karI zakIe chIe. bhale eka putra hoya paNa zUravIra hovA joie. eka kavie kahyu` che ke-- jananI jaNa teA bhakta jaNu, kAM dAtA kAM zUra, nahIMtara raheje vAMjhaNI, mata gumAvIza nUra. ' huM mAtA! tuM janma Ape teA evA putrane janma Apaje ke kAM te te bhakta DAya, kAM tA dAtAra haiAya ane kAM te zUravIra hAya ! jo AveA putra na hoya te tuM vAMjhaNI raheje. paNa namAlA putrane janma ApIza nahi. jenuM cAritra zuddha che, je vizeSa prakAre brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare che. e ja zUravIra putra pedA karI zake che. viSayaeAganA kIDA te kIDA jevA putrA ja pedA kare che. enA karatAM vAMjhIyA rahevu e zreSTha che. kRSNe janma laIne aneka duHkhIonA duHkhA dUra karyAM che. temanuM jItrana saDhA paropakAramaya hatuM. gItAmAM arjunane upadeza ApatAM kRSNe kholyA che ke he arjuna! jyAre pRthvI upara pApanA bhAra vadhaze tyAre pApanA bhAra utAravA huM' janma laIza. A zabdonA AdhAre eka kavie enI panA zaktithI eka rUpaka banAvyu` che. A kavinI kalpanA che, zraddhAnaMda nAmanA eka mANasa brahmAjInI pAse gayA. jaIne kahyuM. prabhu ! " eka saMdezA laIne AvyA chuM. huM kRSNanI sAme eka phariyAda laine AvyA chu. brahmAjI

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kahe che bhAI! tAre vaLI kRSNanI sAme zI phariyAda karavAnI che? brahmAjI kRSNane kahe che ke mRtyulekamAMthI mRtyulokanA mAnavIne pakSa laIne zraddhAnaMda vakIla tamArI sAme phari yAda karavA mATe AvyAM che? te he kRSNa! tame kaI vakIla taiyAra rAkhe che ke nahi? kRSNa kahe che." mAre kaI vakIla nathI. mAre vakIla huM pote ja chuM. emane je phariyAda karavI hoya te khuzIthI kare. huM tene nyAya karavA taiyAra chuM. zraddhAnaMda kahe che he kRSNa! ApanA mukhanA ja zabda che. kurUkSetranA yuddhamAM ajunane upadeza ApatAM Apa bolyAM che ke "he arjuna! jyAre jyAre pRthvI upara adharma vadhaze tyAre huM janma laIza. te atyAre A pRthvI para pApanA bhAra vadhI rahyA che. ApanA vacananuM pAlana karavA Apa haju sudhI kema janma letAM nathI? tyAre zrI kRSNa kahe che. meM kahyuM hatuM te vAta barAbara che. paNa meM ema kahyuM hatuM ke "jyAre jyAre pRthvI upara pApa vadhaze tyAre pavitra devakI mAtA jevI mAtA ane vasudeva jevA pitA haze te huM janma laIza." bele, zraddhAnaMda, vasudeva pitA ane devakI mAtA mRtyu lekamAM che? te huM janma levA taiyAra chuM. paNa je evA pavitra mAtA-pitA na hoya to kone tyAM janma lauM! baMdhuo! vicAra kare. mahAna purUSane janma detAM pahelAM enA mAtA-pitAne paNa mahAna banavuM paDe che. putronA jIvananuM ghaDatara karatAM pahelA mAtA-pitAe pitAnuM jIvana caritramaya banAvavuM paDe che. kRSNa kahe che-huM tamArI pRthvI upara kevI rIte janma lauM? huM na Avyo paNa meM mArA sAthIdArane pahelAM jevA mokalyA ke pRthvI upara kevuM taMtra cAle che tenI tapAsa karI Ave. te temane tamArI prajAe goLIbAra karIne uDAvI dIdhAM. e hatA mehanadAsa karamacaMda gAMdhI. emaNe ApaNuM dezane mATe keTalAM kaSTa sahana karyA! dezanI keTalI sevA karI! chatAM tamArI prajA AvA ratnane sAcavI na zakI. tyAra pachI te zraddhAnaMda! meM mArA pAMca pAMDavone mokalyA. temane paNa tame sAcavI zakyA nahi. - dharmarAjA samAna abdulagaphArakhAnane mekalyA. abdulagaphArakhAna eka paThANa hatAM. pite hiMsaka komamAM janmelA hovA chatAM jenI rageragamAM ahiMsAnI tajalI hatI, teo mahAna cAritravAna ane nItijJa hatAM. evA dharmarAjA samAna abdulagaphArakhAnane mokalyA. tyAra pachI arjuna samAna mahAna buddhizALI ane prabhAvazALI paMDita javAharalAla naherUne mokalyA. e javAharalAla paNa dezanuM javAhara hatuM. sAcA kohInura hatA. bhIma jevA bahAdura lokhaMDI purUSa saradAra vallabhabhAI paTelane mokalyAM. bhIma mahAna sAhasika vIra hatuM tema vallabhabhAI paNa mahAna sAhasika hatAM. game tevI muzkelImAM paNa teo gabharAtA nahi. duHkha sahana karIne temanuM zarIra vaja jevuM banI gayuM hatuM. eTale vallabhabhAIne badhA lokhaMDI purUSa kahetAM. evA vallabhabhAI paNa cAlyA gayA.

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sahadeva jevA maulAnA AjhAdane mokalyA ane nakuLa jevA subhASabAbune mekalyA. te temane paNa tame guma karI dIdhA. duniyA pApamaya banI gaI che. temAM pavitra purUSa kayAMthI janma le! baMdhuo ! gaI kAle ane Aje be divasamAM tame kRSNanA viSayamAM ghaNuM sAMbhaLyuM che. emaNe jIvanamAM ghaNAM zubha kAryo karyA che. teo AvatI covIsImAM "amama" nAmanA bAramA tIrthaMkara thavAnA che. AvA trikhaMDa adhipati kRSNa vAsudevanuM jIvana sAMbhaLIne jIvanamAM kaMIka guNe apanAve ane yathAzakti pratyAkhyAna leje. jugAra ramatA he te jugArane tyAga karajo. vyasanene tyAga, kAMdA, kaMdamULane tyAga ane trIjanane tyAga karI jIvanamAM parabhavanuM bhAthuM bAMdhajo. traNa divasa pachI aThThAIdharane pavitra divasa Ave che. gharagharamAM aThThAI karavAnI dAMDI pITAvaje. rAjakeTa zaheramAM eka gADI sTArTa thaI che. emAM moTA moTA pesenjaree te temanA nAma neMdhAvI dIdhA che. have aThThAI karavA taiyAra thaze ane e tapa rUpI gADImAM zraddhA rAkhIne besI jaje. "mAyA nagaranuM sTezana meTuM, gADI thaMbhI jAya che, zraddhA te besI rahyAM ne bIjA utarI jAya che, besavuM hoya te besI jAje, gADI upaDI jAya che. " aThThAIbaranA divase upavAsa karyo ane aDhAI karavAnA bhAva che. paNa bIje divase tamArA zrImatIjI ke mAtAjI garama garama rAbaDI-maga ne suMTha banAvIne kahe ke, have pAraNuM karI le. te vakhate A gADI aTakI na jAya. tame mana makkama karIne aThThAI karI le, nahitara pachI pastA thaze. samaya thaI gayo che. vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna..na. 39 zrAvaNa vada 10 ne budhavAra tA. ra6-8-70 anaMta jJAnI zAstrakAra bhagavate asIma kRpA karIne zAstrarUpI vANIne kuvAre uDADa. e jJAna kuvArAnA biMduo jeNe pitAnA aMtaramAM jhIlI lIdhA che te AtmA. ene A saMsAra baMdhanarUpa lAge che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM cha jIne adhikAra cAle che. temAM bhRgu puzahitanA be putrane mekSa taraphanI tIvra rUci jAgI che

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286 ane saMsAra taraphanI arUci thaI che. evA be putro "tArtha vAkya maM cAMdu" enA pitAjI pAse AvIne zuM kahe che? " asAsayaM daDu imaM vihAraM, bahu aMtarAyaM na ya dIhamAuM / tamhA girhasi na raI labhAmo, AmantayAmo carissAmu moNaM // " u. sU. 14 gAthA 7 A bALako kahe che he pitA ! A manuSya janmarUpI nivAsa sthAna azAzvata che. jemane mekSanI abhilASA thaI che teone deva ane manuSya saMbaMdhI kAmabhego pratye dugaMchA utpanna thAya che ane janma-jarA ane maraNanA pherAno trAsa chUTe che. ane A saMsAra emane kArAvAsa jevuM lAge che. baMdhuo ! jene A saMsAra asAra samajAya che tevA AtmAo bAhya ane AtyaMtara bhAvathI nigraMtha banavAnA manoratha sevatA hoya che. saMsAra taraphathI nirveda e samakitanuM trIjuM lakSaNa che. kArAgRhamAM rahetA mANasane game tevI sagavaDa ApavAmAM Ave chatAM te temAMthI chUTavAnI ja IcchA rAkhate heya che. tema samyagadaSTi AtmA paNa saMsAramAM bhale cakavatinA sukha bhagavate heya te paNa temAMthI chUTavAne jaIe che. bhava pratyene aMtarathI kheda thavo tenuM nAma ja niveda. bhava pratye nirveda pAmI gayAM tevA mahAna purUSane saMsAramAM duHkha jogavatAM AtmAone joIne anukaMpA Ave che. anukaMpA e paNa samyakatvanuM cothuM lakSaNa che. temAM duHkhI taraphanI anukaMpA te dravya anukaMpA ane doSitanI je anukaMpA te bhAva anukaMpA. tamane keI garIba mANasane joIne dayA AvI jAya che paNa dharmahIna manuSyanI dayA Ave che? cakravarti je cakravati paNa je dharmahIna hoya to te dayAne pAtra che. bhautika bhegamAM DUbelA dharmahIna cakravatine joIne samyagRSTine vicAra Ave ke A bicArAnuM parabhavamAM zuM thaze? AnuM nAma ja bhAva anukaMpA. pitAnAM sagAMnehIo paNa je dharmabhAvanAthI rahita hoya te temanA upara anukaMpA lAvIne temane paNa dhama pamADa joIe. samakitI AtmAnI to evI ja bhAvanA hoya ke mArA samAgamamAM AvanAra dareka AtmA dharma pAmI jAya te kevuM sAruM? dravya anukaMpA karatAM bhAva anakaMpA zreSTha che. samakitIne duHkhI pratye anukaMpA hAya ja. ane potAnI zakti pramANe dukhInA duHkha maTADavA mATe prayatna kare. jina zAsanamAM dravya anukaMpAnuM sthAna paNa mahatvanuM che. duHkhIne joIne jenuM dila dave nahi e te niSphara hRdayane mAnavI kahevAya. e niSphara hadayavALA manuSya samyaggadarzana rUpa bhAva dharmane pAmI zakatAM nathI. bhagavAnanA vacana upara yathArtha zraddhA karavI te paNa samyaktvanuM lakSaNa che. AcArAMga

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287 sUtramAM kahyuM che ke " tameva sajja' nilaMje huM nibehi ve" te ja sAcuM ane niza'ka che ke je bhagavAna jInezvara deve prarUpeluM che. bhagavAnanA vacana upara jo zraddhA hAya te jIva duHkhamAM paNu koI bIjAne doSa nahi detAM samatAbhAvamAM TakI rahe che. bhagavatI sUtramAM gautama svAmIe prabhune prazna karyo ke he prabhu! jIva svakRtakane veDhe che ke parakRta karmIne vede che? tyAre bhagavAna kahe che ke he gautama! jIva svakRta kamane veDhe che paNa parakRta kane veDhate nathI. bhagavAnanA ekAda vacana upara jo sa.pU` zraddhA hoya tA jIva game tevA duHkhAne paNa samabhAvathI vedI zake che. A duniyAmAM dareka jIvA sukhane ja Icche che. paNa zAzvata sukha kone kahevAya te samajatA nathI. ane zAzvata sukha prApta karavAnA aMza mAtra prayatna paNa karatA nathI. saMpUrNa ane zAzvata sukha prApta karavA mATenA ameAgha upAya bhagavAne uttarAdhyayana sUtranA khatrIsamA adhyayanamAM batAvyA che. '' nANassa savvarasa pagAsaNAe, annANa mohassa vivajjaNAe / rAmsa Trolarsa ca savaLa, hAta vastuM samuve movavuM. // " u. a. 32-2 samyagjJAnanA saMpUrNa prakAzathI ajJAna ane meAhunA saMpUrNa nAzathI ane rAga- dveSanA saMpUrNa kSayathI chatra saMpUrNa ane zAzvata sukha meLavI zake che. rAga ane dveSane saMpUrNa kSaya thavAthI AtmA leAkAleAka prakAzaka banI jAya che. rAga anedveSamAM paNa rAganA kSaya thAya tyAM dveSane kSaya te sheje thaI jAya che. kAraNa ke rAgamAM ja dveSanI jaDa rahelI che. khAdghadRSTithI jonArane teA rAga karatAM dveSa bhayaMkara lAge che. paNa tAtvika dRSTithI jonArane rAga ati bhayaMkara lAge che, jo ke dveSa paNa bhayaMkara tA che ja, chatAM rAganI apekSAe dveSa bheALIyeA che. gheADIvAra bhabhUke ane pachI zAMta thaI jAya. paNa rAga te mele ane mutsaddI che. khIjI rIte joIe teA dveSa e dAvAnaLa che ane rAga vaDavAnaLa che. game tevI bhaya'kara Aga lAgI hoya teA paNa jo tenA upara pANI chAMTavAmAM Ave te te zAMta thaI jAya che. paNu vaDavAnaLa tA pANIne paNa khALI nAMkhanAro che. vaDavAnaLa eka prakAranA agni ja che ane dariyAmAM utpanna thAya che e apekSAe dveSa karatAM rAga bhayaMkara che. baMdhuo! rAga uMdara jevA che. uMdara karaDatA jAya ane phUMka mAratA jAya eTale mANasane khabara paDe nahi. emAM mIThAza lAge che paNa e mIThAza tA aMte rimAvI ribAvIne mAranArI che. dveSa karatAM rAganuM kSetra paNa mATu' che. dveSa cetana vastu upara ja thAya che jyAre rAga cetana-acetana dareka vastu upara thAya che. dA. ta. koI cIkaNI vastu upara tamAra paga AvI jAya ane paga lapasI jAya teA paNa e cIkaNI vastu upara ApaNane dveSa

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nahi thAya kAraNa ke te nirjIva vastu che. paNa je kaI mANase pAchaLathI dhakko mAryo hoya to tenA upara ApaNane tarata ja dveSa AvI jaze. mATe zreSa sacetana varatu upara ja thAya che. jyAre rAga baMne upara thAya che. eTale rAga kanaka pratye hoya teTale ja kAntA pratye hoya che. mATe kSetranI apekSAe paNa rAga bhayaMkara che. TI. bI. kensara Adi rogathI hajAre mANase ribAI rahyAM che, chatAM paNa e dardothI te amuka saMkhyAmAM mANaso ribAya che paNa rAganA rogathI AkhA jagatanA che ribAI rahyAM che. devakamAM rahelA devene paNa rAgane roga lAgu paDe che. phakta jJAna dazAmAM masta evA mahAna purUSane ja rAgane roga nathI. mahAna purUSoe sarAgInA sukha karatAM paNa virAgInA sukhane anaMtagaNuM zreSTha kahyuM che. pAMca indriyanA tIvra AsaktipUrvakanA bhAgamAMthI je sukha sarAgI prApta kare che tenA karatAM virAgI vagara prayAse anaMtagaNuM sukha meLave che. saMsArI manuSya Indriyajanya kSaNika sukha prApta karavA mATe rAta-divasa doDadhAma kare che. AkAza pAtALa eka kare che. IndriyenA vikAronuM piSaNa karavA mATe dravyanI jarUra paDe che. e dravyanI prApti karavA mATe vhAlA kuTuMba-parivArane choDIne videzanI saphara karavI paDe che. tyAM aneka kaSTa sahana karavAM paDe che. bhUkha-tarasa veThavA paDe che. kaMjusane ghera nekarI karavI paDe che. thoDA paisAnA badalAmAM ghaNuM kAma karavuM paDe che. ATalAM badhAM kaSTo sahana karavA chatAM sarAgI je sukha pAme che tenA karatAM virAgI AtmA vinA prayAse anaMta koTI gaNuM sukha meLave che. sarAgIne je karyo sahana karavA paDe che. temAMnA kaSTo virAgIne sahana karavA paDatA nathI. sarAgIne karmabaMdhana che jyAre virAgI kama teDe che. devAnupriye! ame ja tamArI pAse tapazcaryAnI baMsarI bajAvIe chIe. ta5 e paNa AtmAnA sukha mATe ja karavAnuM che. cAra mahAsatIjIone tapazcaryA cAle che te zA mATe tapa kare che? emaNe saMsArano tyAga karI saMyama aMgIkAra karyo che. sAvadyapApane tyAga karyo che. AvatAM karmone saMvara dvArA rokI dIdhA che. paNa AtmA upara je anAdikALanAM karmone mela seMTI gaye che ene sApha karavA mATe teo tapa kare che. jaina darzanamAM tapanuM sthAna ati mahatvanuM che. tapazcaryA karavAthI ahiMsAnuM paNa pAlana thAya che. tapathI aneka prakAranA lAbha thAya che. jeTalA divasa manuSya upavAsa kare che teTalA divasa tenA nimitte ekendriya jIvenuM chedana-bhedana thatuM aTakI jAya che. IndriyenA gheDA bephAma banIne viSaya tarapha doDe che. te paNa tapazcaryA karavAthI baMdha thaI jAya che. Indriya viSa tarapha jatI nathI. tapa karyo haze te reDiye sAMbhaLavuM gamaze nahi. nATaka-pikacara jovA paNa nahi game. tapa haze teTalA divasa AhAra baMdha thaze tenI sAthe nihAra paNa baMdha thaI jaze. tethI

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89 aneka samumi jIvAnI virAdhanA thatI aTakI jaze. jo jIvane zraddhA hAya tA bhayaMkara rA paNa tapazcaryAthI nAbUda thaI jAya che. sanatkumAra cakravartinA zarIramAM ekI sAthe sALa mahAna rAge utpanna thayA. temaNe saMsAra tyAgI dIkSA lIdhI ane mAsakhamaNane pAraNe mAsakhamaNu tapanI zarUAta karI. te emanAM seALa rAge zAMta thaI gayAM ane aneka prakAranI labdhio prApta karI. siddhAMtamAM kaoNMIka jagyAe vAtA Ave che ke AtmAthI jIvAe dIkSA laIne jAvajIva sudhI chaTranA pAraNe chaThThuM karavA, AyaMbIla tapa karavA, ane mAsakhamaNane paraNe mAsakhamaNu karavA. evA kaDaka niyama lIdhA hatA. e AtmAe jAvajIva sudhI ugra tapa karI sAdhanA sAdhI gayAM. jyAre tamane te jIvanamAM eka aThThAI -sALabhaththu ke mAsakhamaNu karatAM keTale vicAra karavA paDe che! kroDA bhavanAM saMcita karmAne nAbUda karanAra akasIra davA tapa che. Aje tame ane hu' na karI zakIe te te ApaNI namaLAI che. paNa kharekhara! je AvA ugra tapa karI rahyAM che te dhanyavAdane pAtra che. gautama svAmIe bhagavaMtane prazna karyAM ke he prabhu ! eka upavAsa karavAthI jIvane ze| lAbha thAya ? tyAre bhagavaMte kahyuM huM gautama ! eka upavAsa kare teA eka hajAra varSanA nArakInA pApanA nAza thAya che. aThThama kare teA kroDa varSanA ane cAra tathA pAMca upavAsa kare teA kroDAnakroDa varSanA nArakInA pApanA nAza thAya che. te sivAya mIjI rIte vicArIe te paNa tapamAM keTaleA lAbha thAya che ! eka upavAsa kare teA eka ja upavAsanA lAbha thAya che. ekI sAthe e upavAsanA pratyAkhyAna le te pAMca upavAsanA napho, ekI sAthe aThThamanA pratyAkhyAna kare teA . paccIsa upavAsanA, cAra upavAsanA pratyAkhyAna le to savAseA (125) upavAsanA, pAMca kare tA 625 upavAsanA lAbha thAya che. evI rIte eka eka upavAsamAM AgaLa vadhatAM pAMca pAMca gaNA naphA thAya che. tamane badhAne nAnA vepAra ja game che. kheATanA dhaMdhA gamatA nathI. te A tapamAM mahAna lAbha rahelA che. gujarAtamAM kaMIka AtmAe ekI sAthe aDhAInA pratyAkhyAna laI le che. tame paNa AvA lAbha levA mATe taiyArI karI lejo. aThAI dharanA divasa e divasa pachI AvI rahyo che. Atma sAdhanA sAdhavAnA divaseAmAM kAma cheADI dejo. tamArAM mAnelA sukhA kSaNika che. nANuM maLaze paNa TANuM karI pharIne niha maLe. gayeleA avasara pharI pharIne pAchA AvatA nathI. kha'bhAta sa`pradAyanA mahAna gacchAdhipati, AcAya sva. pU. gurUdeva chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanI 32mI puNyatithi " Aje amArA parama tAraka, mahAna upakArI, zAsana uddhAraka pU. gurUdeva zrI chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanI 32mI puNyatithi che. jaina dharmAMnA eka mahAna dipaka pU. zA. 37

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90 chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba khabhAtanAM vatanI hatAM. A rANA rajapUtanA pitAzrInu nAma avalasa'ga ane mAtAnuM nAma revAkuMvarabAI hatuM. temane eka bahena hatA. temanA pitAzrI navASI rAjyamAM nokarI karatA hatAM. peAte zrI kSatriya vaiSNava hatA. temane jaina mitranA saMga thAtAM upAzraye AvavA lAgyA. temanA AtmA evA haLukamI hatA ke eka ja vakhatanA paricayathI vairAgyanA raMge raMgAyA. Atma kalyANanI bhAvanA jAgRta thaI ane haLukamI AtmA jAgI UThayo. paNa emanA kAkA-kAkIe dIkSA nahIM ApavA mATe emane parANe saMsAranI dhUMsarImAM jakaDAvavA lagna karAvyA paNa jene AtmA vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gayA che temanuM mana keAI hisAbe saMsAramAM cAMTayu nahI ane teo khaMbhAta nivAsI jaina mitranI sAthe nAsI chUTayA. ane temane zrI veNIrAmajI mahArAjanA samAgama thayA. ane mahArAjanI pAse peAtAnI vAtanI rajUAta karI. mahArAje kahyuM ke bhAI! jaina dharmanA kAyadA anusAra rajA vagara dIkSA na apAya. chevaTe kAkA kAkIe ghaNI zeAdha karatAM patto meLavI peAtAnA ghera laI AvyA. paNa vairAgI kadI chUpA rahetA nathI. temaNe kAkA kAkIne kahyuM ke mArI eka kSaNa paNa jAya che te lAkheNI jAya che. tame leAkeA mane zaka che! zA mATe? zuM mAruM mRtyu Avaze tene tame rAkI zakavAnA che ? Apa mArA AtmAnu bagADo nahIM. ApaNA kuLanuM sadbhAgya che ke mane Atma kalyANanA paMtha jaDayA che. have mane jaldI javA de. kSAtra tejanA daidipyamAna zabdoe adbhuta asara karI. Akhare patnIe ane kuTu'e rajA ApI. saMvata 1944nA pASa suda 10nA dine khaMbhAta sa'pradAyanA pU. haSacaMdrajI svAmI pAse surata mukAme bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. sAdhanAnA 5the eka mahAna ceAgI Atma kalyANa sAdhavA cAlI nIkaLyeA. dIkSA bAda pU. gurUdevane temanA zirachatra pU. gurUdevane pAMca varSanA aMte viyAga paDacA, sahana zaktinA bhaMDAra, jaina dhamanA cAddhA zrI chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhema pU. zrI bhANajIrakhajI mahArAja tathA pU. gIradharalAlajI mahArAja sAthe vicaryAM. ane saMvata 1983mAM pUjya padmavIne bhAra pUjyazrInA mAthe AvI paDayo. pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAjanI gaMbhIratA, vidvatA, kAya' kuzaLatA tathA prabhAvazALI vyaktitvanA prabhAve jema sUrya-caMdra prakAze che tema bhavya jIvAe temanI chatrachAyA nIce Azraya lIdhe. ane aneka jIvA dharma pAmyA. pU. gurUdevanI prabhAvazALI, ejasabharI vANIthI temane mahAna vibhUti ratna zrI pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja, tapasvI zrI cheTAlAlajI mahArAja, mahAna vibhUti AtmArAmajI mahArAja, sevAbhAvI (khADAjI) khImacaMdrajI mahArAja, tathA mahAna tapasvI phulaca'dajI mahArAja jevA mahAna ziSyA thayA. mahAna pUjyazrInAM ziSyA paNa mahAna ja hatAM. atyAre vidyamAna vicaratAM mahAna vairAgI pU. kAMtIRSIjI mahArAja sAheba Adi ThANAo paNa pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanA ja ziSyA che. pU. gurUdevanA jevA prabhAva hatA tevA ja prabhAva Aje teo zAsana para pADI rahyAM che.

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291 pUjyazrIe jIvanamAM ghaNAM mahAna kAryo karyo che. jainazALA, kanyAzALA, zrAvakazALA Agni saMsthAo jyAM na hatI, tyAM ubhI karAvI ane tene vikasAvavAnA upadeza ApI sevAnuM mULa samajAvatA. te uparAMta teoe DagamagatA jaineAne sthira karavAnu' tathA jainetarAne premathI jaina dhamI` banAvavAnuM umadA kAma karyu che. pUjyazrIe mukhaImAM cAra cAturmAMsa karyAM che. sauthI prathama 1975nuM cAturmAsa kAMdAvADImAM karyuM hatuM. saMvata 1987nI sAlamAM ajameranAM bRdasa'melanamAM temane AmaMtraNa maLeluM. peAtAnA ziSyA sAthe jaIne temaNe peAtAnuM sthAna zaiAbhALyuM. temanA jevI ja mahAna vibhUtinA temane samAgama thayA. te pUjya zrI amelakhaRSIjI. temaNe temanI pAsethI zrI lavajIsvAmInA jIvananA itihAsa jANI lIdhA. ahIM temanI jijJAsAvRtti prakAze che. temane gAMDala saMpradAyanA pU. zrI jazAjI mahArAjano samAgama thayA. A yevRddha jJAnI pAsethI ApaNA pUjyazrIe peAtAnI jijJAsAvRtti dAkhavI ghaNuM ghaNuM meLavI lIdhuM. pUjyazrInA ziSya samudAyamAM mahAna vibhUti ane pahelA ziSya zrI mA. bra. pUjya ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja je ratna samAna hatAM. ane huMmezA daidipyamAna rahyA. gurU ane ziSya ane rAjapUta, pachI pUchavu' ja zuM? e mahAna jIvana jIvI ApaNane saune eka ja preraNA ApI gayAM che. pUjyazrI vayevRddha, anubhavI, mAheAza, vicakSaNa, vidvAna, zAMta, gaMbhIra hatAM. peAtAnA sucAritranI jyAta prasarAvI 51 varSanI dIkSA paryAya pachI Azare 75 varSanI u mare saMvata 1995nA vaizAkha vaddI 10 ne zanivAranA umadA prabhAte peAtAnuM Atma kalyANa karatAM karatAM ApaNane saune cheADI phAnI duniyAmAMthI vidAya laIne cAlI nIkaLyA. hasate mukhaDe mRtyune bheTacA, pUjya pratApI gurUjI, namana karatAM nayana bhInAM che, viyeAga sAthe che gurUjI, preraNAnI e javalaMta caiAta, kayAre gaI mUjhAI ! ama sau khALakonI milkata, kyAre gaI lUMTAI ! saMpa, sevA ane puruSAtha e ja emanA jIvana upadeza hatA. navIna sAhasa, navuM khaLa, navI jAgRti, navuM vidhAna, navIna-doravaNI. A sapUjyazrInA sudhAraka ane krAMtimaya haiye vaseluM hatuM. pUjyazrInA jIvanamAMthI kAI paNa guNu apanAvIe te ja temanI puNyatithi ujavI sAOka gaNAya. pU. gurUdeva chaganalAlajI mahArAjanA svargavAsa thayA pachI sa vata 1995mAM mA. bra. pU. ratnaca`drajI mahArAja sAheba AcAya padmavI upara AvyA. ane pU. gurUdeva saMvata 2004nA svargavAsa thatAM AcAya padavI upara pU. gulAkhacaMdrajI mahArAja AvyA. teo mahAna

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AtmAthI ane ghera tapasvI hatAM. teo zAsananA eka mahAna ratna hatAM. temanI aMtima samaya sudhI Atma sAdhanA cAlu ja hatI. bhagavatI sutra temaNe 27 vAra vAMcela. 32 siddhAMtanA rahasya temane kaMThastha hatAM. tevA mahAna saMtane jyAre yAda karIe chIe tyAre emanA jhaLahaLatA cAritrane prakAza AMkha sAme rame che. pU. mahAna saMte evA pU. gurUdeve chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba tathA pU. gulAbacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI puNyatithi nimitte Apa sau kaI Aje vratapazcakhANa aMgIkAra karaze. vyAkhyAna naM.40 zrAvaNa vada 11 ne guruvAra tA. 27-8-70 zAstrakAra bhagavAna trilokInAthanI prArthanA karyA pachI temaNe batAvelA mArganuM anusaraNa karavuM te manuSya jIvananI mahattA che. bhagavAne karmanA baMdhanane toDIne siddhadazA prApta karI. ApaNe paNa te parama gatine prApta karavI che. e parama gatimAM javuM hoya te eka vakhata te tamane A saMsAranA kAmaga viSanA karA jevA lAgavA joIe. tamArA saMsAranA sArAmAM sArA kAryo paNa karmabaMdhananuM kAraNa che. ane dharmanuM nAnAmAM nAnuM kArya paNa lAbhanuM kAraNa che. bhale eka mANasa kAMI paNa samajato nathI, chatAM sAmAyika laIne besI gaye te daihika kriyAne te rokI deze ne ? tene nirA nahIM thAya paNa puNya te jarUra baMdhAze. mahAna puNyadaye tamane badhI sAmagrI maLI che te tene sadupayoga karI le. ghaNuM evA deza che ke jyAM lokone dhama zuM cIja che tenI paNa khabara nathI. evA anAya lokoe bhagavAnane bhayaMkara upasargo ApyA. paNa prabhu eka zabda na bolyA. bhagavAnanI kevI ajaba kSamA hatI. Aje mANasa kSamA te ghaNI vakhata rAkhe che paNa temAM tene svArtha hoya che. tame ophIse javAmAM moDA paDyA ane zeTha gusse thaIne be TaMkArA kare ke be lApho mArI le te paNa tame mUMge moDhe sahana karI le ane premathI zeThane belAvatA jAva. A kAMI kSamA na kahevAya. A kSamAmAM te tamArI karI na chUTI jAya te mATenI kSamA che. jIva paravazapaNe ghaNuM sahana kare che paNa svAdhInapaNe sahana karate nathI. jyAM kaI jAtane svArtha nathI, badhe tamArI sattA cAle che tyAM pariSaha Ave ane kSamA rAkhe te ja sAcI kSamA che. ane evI kSamAM rAkhavAthI ja karma khape

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yAyI che. che. koI mANasa kaDavuM vacana kahe ane tame amRtanI jema tene premathI pI jAva te karma khape. bAkI nahi. baMdhuo ! A saMsAramAM rAcavA jevuM ja nathI. saMsAra te cheDavA yogya ja che. te tame mAnaje ke mArA prabaLa puNyane udaya che ke mane AvA paMca mahAvratadhArI saMta upadeza karI rahyA che. have te mArAthI A saMsAramAM rahevAya ja nahi. are! saMsAra na choDI zake te khera paNa saMsAramAM rahIne eTale te vicAra kare ke mAre pramAda na kara. cAra jJAna ane cauda pUrvanA jJAtA gautama svAmIne bhagavAne kahyuM. "samartha cama mA "mAyA." he gautama! samaya mAtrane paNa pramAda na kara. gautama svAmIe saheja pramAda karyo te ANaMda zrAvakane khamAvavA javuM paDyuM. bhagavAnanI AjJA thatAM gautama svAmI hasatA cahere ANaMda zrAvaka pAse kSamA mAMgavA gayA. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke tuM samaye samaye upaga rAkha. mANasa eka kalAkanI sAmAyika laIne bese. 59 miniTa te vicAre zuddha rahyA paNa je eka ja miniTa vicAramAM malInatA AvI gaI te 59 miniTane mATe lAbha gumAvI de che. satsaMga e jIvane mahAna lAbhadAyI che. ahIMyA bhRgu purehitanA be putro nAnA bALa che. temane paNa saMta samAgama thatAM teo cAritranuM pAlana karavA mATe taiyAra thayA che. aMtaramAM laganI lAgI che. teo pitAne zuM kahe che : asAsayaM dadu imaM vihAraM, bahu aMtarAyaM na dIhamAuM / tamho gihaMsi na raiM labhAmo, AmantayAmo carissAmu moNaM / / u. sU. a. 14 gAthA 7 he pitAjI! A manuSya bhava rUpI nivAsasthAna azAzvata che. emAM paNa vacamAM ghaNuM vidane Ave che. AyuSya paNa apa che. eTale amane have gharamAM saheja paNa AnaMda AvatuM nathI. mATe Apa amane dIkSAnI AjJA Ape. baMdhuo! vicAra kare. A kumAroe eka ja vakhata saMtanuM darzana karyuM, ane vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gayA. te zuM ApaNane A avasara koI vakhata nahi Ave heya! janmAMtaramAM saMtanuM darzana nahi karyuM hoya ! vItarAganI vANuM nahi sAMbhaLI heya ! badhuM ja karyuM haze paNa je bhAve karavuM joIe te bhAve karyuM nathI. vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLavA ahIM AvyA te kharA paNa varasAdanI RtumAM jema veTaraprapha paherIne koI nIkaLe te varasAdanuM pANI tene sparza karI zake nahi. tema ahIM paNa vikArenuM-moha -mAyA ane abhimAnanA paTAvALuM veTaramupha paherIne AvyA haze te vItarAga vANInuM pANI tamane spazI zakaze nahi. je sAMbhaLavA gya hoya tene barAbara zraddhApUrvaka

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sAMbhaLe te ja satya vastunuM bhAna thAya. cheDavA gya choDavAne ane AkaravA yogya vastune AdaravAne viveka jAge. paNa haju mULamAM ja saDA che, jethI satya vastunuM bhAna kayAMthI thAya! atyAra sudhI bebhAna rahyA, have dharma tarapha dRSTi kare. je bhagavaMtoe rAga-dveSane sarvathA nAza karI dIdho che evA samabhAvI purUSanI vANI sarva jI mATe sarakhI che. emanI vANI hitakArI che. "jisa gIne rAga-dveSakA jaDase kara DAlA hai nAza, jisake kucha bhI svArtha nahIM hai, nahIM mamatvabhAva bhI pAsa usa upakArI paramAthI kA, kahA dharma hai satya mahAna, kama regaka nAzaka hai vaha, hai hitakArI pacya samAna" Aje tame game teTaluM sAMbhaLatA paNa je kAnane game che te ja tame sAMbhaLo che. e to ahIM beThA tyAM sudhI ja AnaMda. pachI te hatA tevA ne tevA ja. tame DokaTarane tyAM jAya che tyAre tame DokaTarane ema kahe che ke mane bhAve te khAvA do! ane jIbhane bhAve te khAvAthI roga maTe khare? jema DekaTara pAse pathya pALIne yogya davA karavAnuM kahevuM jarUrI che tevI ja rIte vItarAga bhagavaMta to A dUrvAsa saMsAra rUpI vikArane maTADanAra mahAna cikitsaka-kuzaLa DokaTara che. temanI vANImAM tamane kema vizvAsa thatuM nathI? A jIva rAga-dveSanI vAta sAMbhaLIne karma bAMdhe che. pariNAme e karmanA baMdhanamAM vadhAre ne vadhAre jakaDAto jAya che. mATe tame dharmamAM tatpara bano. | devabhadra ane yazabhadra baMne kumAro bAlavayamAM dIkSA levA tatpara banyAM che. teo kahe cheH he pitA ! mAnava jiMdagI TUMkI che. temAM paNa dharma karavAne samaya bahu gheDe che, cheDA samayamAM paNa aMtarAye khUba naDe che. yuvAvasthAmAM paNa ApaNane kaMI ja roga nahi Ave enI zI khAtrI mATe amane tame dIkSA levAnI AjJA Apo. baMdhuo! jene cAritra levAnI jijJAsA jAge tene sauthI prathama mAtA-pitA pAse AjJA mAMgavI paDe. tyAra pachI gurU parIkSA kare. tyAre cAritra aMgIkAra karI zakAya. A kaMI ATha AnAnuM mATaluM kharIdavAnuM nathI. amArA bahene mATIne ghaDe kharIdavA jAya che te paNa TakorA mArIne le che. te ziSya banAvavA e kaMI tamArA rAjakoTa saMghanI kamITi membara banAvavAnuM nathI paNa samAjane ziromaNI banAvavAnuM che eTale jema tema dIkSA daI zakAya nahi. sAdhune ziSya nahi hoya te kaMI vaMza javAne nathI paNa ziSya banAvatAM pahelAM enI yegyatA jevI joIe. eka dhanavAna zeThanI ekanI eka putrI che. e putrIne khUba kariyAvara karIne dhAma dhumathI sArA zrImaMtane ghera paraNAve che. sArA zrImaMtane ghera dikarI ApavAthI mAtApitAne saMtoSa thaye. paNa kudaratanI kaLA nyArI che. e chekarInA patine paraNyA pachI

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cha mahinAmAM ja TAIphoDa thaye. khUba davA karI paNa tAva normala na thayo ane ene pati maraNa pAmyA. bAI nAnI uMmaramAM vidhavA thaI. bharayuvAnImAM vidhavApaNuM vaTAvavuM muzkela che. mAtA pitAne khUba AghAta lAge. yuvAna-vidhavA putrI ghera AvI. putrIne joI mAtA-pitAnuM hRdaya cIrAI jAya che. have A putrIne kayA mArge vALavI ke jethI putrInuM ziyaLa sacavAI rahe, tenI tenA mA-bApane ciMtA thavA lAgI. yuvAvasthAmAM cAritranuM pAlana karavA mATe saMta samAgama e ati hitakArI che. paNa atyAre te vidhavA thAya eTale upAzraye javAnuM baMdha karI de khUNe paLAvavAmAM Ave che. jenA aMtaramAM UMDo AghAta lAgyuM hoya, patine viyega sAlate hoya ane je upAzrayamAM laI javAya te saMte pAsethI vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLI enuM mana zAMta thaze. jyAre rAvaNanuM mRtyu thayuM ane enA zarIranI aMtimakriyA karyA pachI bIje divase gAmamAM eka munine kevaLajJAna thAya che te samaye rAma-lakSmaNa vibhISaNa badhA maMdodarIne kahe che bhAbhI ! cAle, gAmamAM saMtane kevaLajJAna mahotsava karavA de AvyAM che ane Apa kevaLI bhagavaMtanI vANI sAMbhaLavA cAle. rAvaNu jevA mahAna rAjAnI rANI maMdodarI vidhavA thaI ane bIje ja divase te saMtanA darzana karavA mATe gaI hatI. saMta samAgama karavAthI hAlAne viga bhUlI javAya che. ane sAcI samajaNa Ave che ke meM jemAM sukha mAnyuM hatuM te vAstavika sukha nathI. bIjAnI pAsethI sAMbhaLavA karatAM jAta anubhava mANasane jAgRtimAM lAve che. mATe AvuM kaMI bane tyAre ene upAzraye lAvIne sAdhu-sAdhvIone paricaya karAve, vItarAga vANuM saMbhaLAvavI. ahIM kaMI mevA-miSTAnna jamI levAnA nathI. ahIM te viSaya kaSAyane kApanAra, bharadariyAmAMthI kuzaLa nAvika jema nakAne salAmata rAkhI kSemakuzaLa sAme kinAre laI jAya che tema zAsananA netA sadgurUo viSayenA AvartathI bacAvI sabaMdhanAM dAna kare che. A vidhavA thayelI putrInA mAtA pitAe eka ja vicAra karyo ke duniyAne jema kahevuM hoya tema bhale kahe paNa ApaNe putrIne upAzraye laI javI. A putrInuM jIvana sudhAravA enA mAtA-pitA ene saMtene paricaya karAve che. saMta samAgama manuSyanuM jIvana palaTAve che. pArasamaNi era saMtame, baDe aMtara jANa, ve leha ke senA kare, te kare Apa samAna." saMta satIonA paricaya karavAthI A putrI viyeganuM duHkha bhUlI jAya che. enuM mana vrata-niyama-tapa ane svAdhyAyamAM lAgI jAya che. zAstra siddhAMtanuM vAMcana kare che. pariName enA dilamAM vairAgya bhAvanA jAge che. be-pAMca sakhIo sAthe jJAna-dhyAnamAM masta rahe che. eka vakhata gAmamAM pavitra AcArya gurU padhAryA che. te pitAnI be cAra

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sakhIone sAthe laIne gurUdeva pAse jaIne vinayapUrvaka kahe che-gurudeva! mane saMyama levAnI tIvra bhAvanA jAgI che. Apa dIkSA levAnI mane AjJA Ape. tyAre AcAryadeva kahe che bahena! dIkSA levAnI utAvaLa na kare. pAtratA keLave. pAtratA vinA vastu maLe nahi. dhamadhokAra peDhI cAlatI hoya te ja dikarI barAbara peDhI saMbhALI zake te hoMziyAra hoya tene ja tame peDhI upara besADo ne! tema jene bhagavAnanI peDhIne vArasadAra banAva hoya tenAmAM keTalI pAtratA hovI joIe ! enI parIkSA karanAra AcArya paNa gaMbhIra rahevA joIe. gurU kahe che bahena! pAtratA keLave. viSaya, kaSAya upara vijaya meLave. bIjuM, tamArA pitAnI peDhI upara pacAsa mANaso kAma kare che temAM mukhya menejara ravika nAmane mANasa che tenAthI tamAre cetatA rahevuM. gurUnA zabdo sAMbhaLI bAInuM moTuM vIluM thaI gayuM ke ahe ! huM ATaluM badhuM pavitra jIvana gALuM chuM, ATalA vakhatathI vairAgyabhAvamAM jhUluM chuM. haju mArAmAM zuM khAmI haze? mArA kevA pApane udaya ke mane gurUe kahyuM ke pAtratA keLave. jo ke gurU kahe te satya ja hoya. paNa manamAM khUba dukha thayuM. ene AnaMda osarI gaye. mukha upara udAsInatA chavAI gaI. dikarIne udAsa joI mAtApitA pUche che beTA! tuM te amAre mana dikare ja che. Aje tAruM mukha udAsa kema dekhAya che? tane zuM ochuM AvyuM! je hoya te jaldI kahe. tyAre putrI kahe che bApujI! mane bIjuM kaMI ja duHkha nathI. paNa Aje gurUdeva pAse meM mArA aMtaranI dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA vyakta karI. tyAre mane mahArAje dIkSA levAnI nA pADI nathI paNa ema kahyuM ke lAyakAta keLave. enuM mane duHkha thayuM che. bIjuM bApujI! huM Apane eka vinaMtI karuM chuM ke ApaNI peDhIne menejara je ravika nAmane mANasa che tene rajA ApI de. eNe ema na kahyuM ke mahArAje Ama kahyuM che. eTale bApu kahe che beTA! mAre putra che nahi. e ravika ApaNe tyAM viza varSathI kAma kare che. e te mane dikarA je vahAle che. vakhAramAM keTale mAla che, ene zuM bhAva che, badhI ja kaLAne e jANakAra che. vaLI e khAnadAna che. e ApaNe ghera AvatuM nathI. ane vizvAsu mANasa che mATe ene zA mATe rajA ApavI joIe? dikarI khUba raDI paDI. raDatI raDatI kahe che bApujI! huM samaju chuM ke ravi peDhIne vizvAsu mANasa che. e khAnadAna mANasa che. chatAM mArI ATalI vinaMtIne svIkAra karI ene rajA Apo. putrIne zAMta karavA zeThe ravikane ghera bolAvyA. ene pAse besADIne cAlIsa hajAra rUpiyA hAthamAM ApIne kahyuM beTA! AjathI huM tane mArI peDhI uparathI chUTe karuM chuM. A sAMbhaLI ravikanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. bApujI! mAre zuM vAMka che? mane ekAeka zA mATe chUTo kare che? zeThe zAMtipUrvaka mIThA vacanathI kahyuM beTA! tAre

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kaI vAMka guno che ja nahi. tuM te guNavAna che. paNa have mane ema thayuM ke tuM mAre ghera kayAM sudhI nekarI karIza? tuM A rUpiyA laIne vepAra kara. ane mArA je zeTha bana evI mArI bhAvanA che. je tArI IcchA hoya te ahIM ja huM tane dukAna naMkhAvI ApuM. ravika kahe che, to huM mArA gAmamAM ja cAlyA jaIza. zeThe AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM dikarA ! huM tane chUTo karate ja nathI. tuM kaI vAte mUMjhAIza nahi. tAre paisAnI jarUra paDe te jarUrathI Avaje. huM tane madada karavA taiyAra chuM. ravika pitAnA gAmamAM jaI vepAra kare che. pite khUba hoMziyAra che. vaLI puNyane yoga che. eTale te paNa dhanavAna bane che. A vAtane varSo vItI gayAM. A putrI paNa dharmadhyAna kare che. eka vakhata zrAvikAbahenenI maMDaLI sAthe gAmegAma saMta-satIjIonA darzanArthe te nIkaLe che. gAme gAma darzana karatAM karatAM je gAmamAM ravika raheto hato te gAmamAM Ave che. bAI upAzrayamAM sAmAyika laIne beThI che. ravika paNa darzanArthe upAzrayamAM Avyo che. tyAM A bAIne jaI eTale e tarata ja oLakhI gaye ke A te mArA zeThanI dikarI che. bAIne sAmAyika pUrNa thaI eTale ravika kahe che bahena ! tame AvyA che? tamAre ApaNA ghera ja AvavuM joIe. ApaNe ghera cAle. bAI kahe che bhAI! huM maMDaLanI sAthe AvI chuM ane sAMje ja amAre javAnuM che. mATe huM AvI zakIza nahi. ravika kahe che, je tame ghare nahi Ave to tamArA bhAbhIne beThuM lAgaze. mArA ghera tamAre AvavuM ja paDaze. khUba Agraha thavAthI bAI enA ghera jAya che. banavAjoga evuM ja banI gayuM ke e ja divase ravikanI patnInA piyarathI tAra AvyuM ke enI mAtA sIrIyasa che, mATe jaldI mokalI Apo. tyAre ravika kahe che ke bahena! tame AvyA che ne AvyA che. tame te mArI sagI bahena ja che. tamArA bhAbhIne piyara javuM paDe tema che te tame aThavADiyuM zekAI jAva te sAruM thAya. banavAkALa AgaLa mANasa bhAna bhUlI jAya che. AcArya mahArAje kahyuM hatuM ke ravikathI cetatA raheje e vAtanuM vismaraNa thaI gayuM ane ene Agraha thavAthI tyAM bAI rokAI gaI. ravinI patnI piyara gaI. have baMne ekalA paDyAM. bhagavAne kahyuM che, brahmacaryanuM pAlana karanArane mATe ekAMtavAsa bahu bUro che. kayAre mANasanI dRSTimAM vikAra jAge che te kahI zakAtuM nathI. temAM paNa bharayuvAnImAM te pUchavAnI vAta ja kayAM rahI? dazavaikAlIka sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke hattha pAya paDicchinnaM, kaNNanAsa vigappiyaM / avi vAsasaya nAriM, babhayArI vivajjae // da. sU. a. 8 gAthA. 16 zA. 38

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ra jenA hAtha ane paga chedAI gayAM che, kAna ane nAka kapAI gayAM che evI sA nI vRddha strI sAthe paNa tuM ekAMtamAM vAsa karIza nahi. A baMne ekalA paDyAM. jamatI vakhate ekabIjA sAmAsAmA khaTakA Ape che. tamArA jhAlAvADa kAThiyAvADamAM te ghera mahemAna Ave tyAre sAmAsAmA maTakAM ApavAnA rivAja che. amArA gujarAtamAM A rivAja nathI. vika parANe A khAIne khaTakuM Ape che. ekabIjAnA paraspara sparza thavAthI aMdaranA vikAra jAgI UThe che. vijaLInA karaTanI jema AkaSa Nu thAya che ane cAritrathI bhraSTa thAya che. khaMdhue ! ekAMta manuSyane nIce paTakAvanAra che. mATe tame ekAMtamAM besazeA nahi. pariNAma evuM AvyuM ke mane bhAna bhUlyAM ane cAritra gumAvyuM. pApa chAnuM rahetuM nathI. mAtA pitAne A vAtanI khabara paDI gaI ke mArI putrIe AvuM nIca kAma karyu che. paNa peAtAnI Ijjata sAcavavA putrIne nAnA gAmaDAmAM guptapaNe rAkhe che. prasUtinu` kA` patI jatAM ghera lAve che. ane bALakane mATe ema kahevA lAgyA ke A koI anAtha khALaka jaMgalamAMthI lAvyA chIe. ema vAta vahetI mUkI dIdhI. khAi bhUla karI beThI. eka vakhatanI vairAgya bhAvamAM tarakheALa rahevAvALI, satanA samAgama karavAvALI hatI, chatAM te bhAna bhUlI. paNa e pApa enA aMtaramAM khaTakatu hatu. ghaNAM samaya pachI e ja AcAya vicaratA vicaratAM e ja gAmamAM padhAryAM. mAi daza na karavA mATe gaI. vaMdana karIne dhrusake ne dhrusake raDI paDI. ahA ! gurUdeva ! Ape kahyuM hatu ke pAtratA keLavA tyAre mane duHkha thayuM hatu. paNa kharekhara ! mArAmAM pAtratA na hatI. hu` bhUla karI beThI have... ji MdagImAM AvI bhUla nahi thAya. Apa mane pApanuM prAyazcita Ape.. bharasabhAmAM pazcAtApapUrvaka pApanuM prAyazcita le che. jo karelAM pApanuM pAyazcita na le teA krutimAM javu paDe che. pApa karIne gepave che te mahApApI che. prAyazcita karavA mATe pAMnA adhirAja paryuSaNupava` AvI rahyAM che. tamArA aMtaranA khUNAmAM paNa jo pApa hAya teA tene bahAra kADhI aMtarane zuddha banAvajo. khAie pApanuM prAyazcita lIdhuM. aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka pazcAtApa karyAM. pachI gurUne pratIti thaI gaI ke have enAmAM pAtratA pragaTI che. ene dIkSA levAnI AjJA Ape che. sacama lai aghAra sAdhanA karI khAi peAtAnu kalyANa karI jAya che. mArA kahevAnA Azaya e ja che ke gurUnI samIpe javAthI jIvanamAM rahelA doSA dUra thAya che. jIvananuM sAcu' ghaDatara thAya che. jIvanamAM rahelI bhUlAne samajAvI bhayamukta banAve te ja sAcA gurU che. e kumArAne sAcA gurUnA saMga thayA che. bhavathI bhaya pAmyAM che. te putro enA mAtA-pitAne kahe che huM tAta ! ApaNu* jIvana azAzvata che. AyuSya TUMkuM che. echI jiMdagImAM upAdhie AjhI che. sArA kArya mAM kayAre aMtarAya AvI paDaze tenI khabara

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nathI. mATe amane te have A saMsAra kAMTALI vADa jevuM lAge che. mATe amane dIkSA levAnI AjJA Apa. have pitA temane zuM javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 41 zrAvaNa vada 12 ne zukravAra, tA. 28-8-70 anaMta jJAnI, kAlekane prakAzita karanAra anaMta jJAna ane darzananA kAraka zrI vira bhagavAnanI vANI tarasyAne jema pANI ane AdhivyAdhi ane upAdhithI pIDAtA mAnavane sAcI zAMti pradAna karanArI che. bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke he AtmAo! prANImAtrane cAra aMge maLavA mahAna durlabha che. "cattAri paramaMgANi, dullahANIha jantuNo / mANu yu sadA, saMjJamami 2 vArirca | u. a. 3-1 manuSyane A cAra vastuo maLavI durlabha che. manuSyatva, dharmanuM zravaNa, samyakrazraddhA ane saMyama mArgamAM purUSArtha. A cAra durlabha vastuomAM manuSyatvane prathama mUkavAmAM AvyuM che. tenuM kAraNa e ja che ke manuSya deha maLyA pachI paNa manuSyatva maLavuM muzkela che. mAnavadeha maLe paNa je manuSyatva prApta na thAya to mAnava mAnava maTIne dAnava banI jAya che. Aje manuSyanI saMkhyA divase divase vadhatI jAya che tyAre bIjI bAju mAnavatA ghaTatI jAya che. manuSyonI saMkhyA vadhe che ke ghaTe che te vastu mahatvanI nathI paNa mahatvanI vAta to e che ke jyAre mAnavatAnuM pramANa vadhe che tyAre ja duniyAmAM sukha ane zAMtinuM sthApana thAya che. kaI mAnatuM hoya ke bhautika sAdhano dvArA zAMti meLavI zakAze. aNuba jevI pracaMDa sAmagrI dvArA sukha ane zAMti prApta karI zakAze. e bhrama che. keImAnatuM hoya ke kArakhAnAonA vikAsamAM sukha-zAMti bharelA che te e mAnyatA paNa bhUla bharelI che. sukha-zAMti bAhyasamRddhinI vRddhimAM rahelA nathI. je emAM ja sukha ane zAMti heta te moTA camarabaMdhI rAjAo e samRddhine choDIne tyAga mArga apanAvatA nahi. mahAna-purUSe tyAganA paMthe gayA che moTe tyAga mArgamAM ja sukha ane zAMti rahelA che. mAnavadeha e kalpavRkSa samAna che. kalpavRkSa nIce beThele mAnavI Icchita vastu

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300 meLavI zake che tevI ja rIte mAnava deha vaDe paNa manuSya iSTa vastunI prApti karI zake che. mAnavadeha vaDe svarga ane meAkSanI prApti paNa karI zakAya che. ane jo tenA durupaMcAga karavAmAM Ave te narakanI gatimAM paNa javu' paDe che. mAnava kaI dizAmAM puruSAtha ii rahelA che e ja mahatvanA prazna che. jo te samyagra dizAmAM prayatna karI rahela hAya tA mAnavadeha vaDe meAkSa ane svarga meLavI zake che ane viparIta dizAmAM prayatna kare tA narakagati paNa meLave che. kha dhue! tamArI pravRtti svaga ane mekSa taraphanI che ke naraka gati taraphanI che ? teneA niNa ya tame jAte ja karI zakeA che. mahAna purUSA tA eTalu ja kahe che ke A mAnavadeha mahAmahenate maLelA che. mATe mAnavadeha vaDe manuSyatva prApta karavu' ane sabhyadizAmAM tenA upayoga karavA temAM ja mAnavabhavanI sAtha`katA che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM cha jIvAnA adhikAra cAle che. temAM devabhadra ane yazobhadra kha'ne ugatI uMmaranA kAmaLa phUla jevAM mALako che. emane mAnavabhavanI mahuttA samajAI gaI che, mAnava jIMdagInI kSaNa kSaNa emanI kaM'matI jAya che. te mAtA-pitAne kahe che huM mAtA pitA ! A mAnava jiMRRgImAM ApaNeA vizvAsa e azAzvata che. temaja temAM paNa aMtarAyA ghaNI ja Ave che. vaLI AyuSya paNa lAMbu nathI. mATe : " tamhA girhasi na raI labhAmo, AmantayAmo carissAmu moNaM / AvA kSaNika jIvanamAM kayAre Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhinA humaleA Avaze tenI khabara nathI mATe huM pitA ! amane A tamArA gharamAM sheja paNa na AvatA nathI. ApaNA jIvana dIpaka kayAre mUjhAi jaze tenI paNa khabara nathI. Avaze e kALa kayAre kaIe kahevAya nA, dIpaka bhUsAthe kayAre samajI zakAya nA, jiMdagIne mahela mAnI racce pacceA mahIM, pAnAnA mahela che e mane khabara paDI nahi', khabara nahi (2) e mahelanA nahI karavA bharosA (2) Avaze. mATe huM pitA ! ame sayama mAge prayANu yuvAna thayAM. yuvAna maTIne vRddha thayA. mAthe jIvananI kSaNikatA samajANI nathI. tame AvI ApaNI jiMdagI rahelI che. karIzuM. khaMdhue ! tame te bALaka maTI DhALA badale dheALA AvyA. paNa haju kayAre samajaze? jJAnI purUSAe anAdikALanA duHkhA dUra karavAne mATe ane mekSa mAganI prApti mATe ja tyAga dhama matAnyA che. tamane mAnavabhava maLyA che. kaMIka manuSyatvanAM lakSaNA

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31 paNa pragaTayA che. eTale tamane vItarAga vANI sAMbhaLavI game che. enA upara ka'ika zraddhAM paNa thaI che tA have ceAthu. dula bha aMga 'saMyamamAM vIya pheravavuM' e ja khAkI che enA vinA mekSa maLavA muzkela che. devAnupriyA ! saMsAranA sukhA meLavavA mATe A jIve kaI ja khAkI rAkhyuM nathI. A zarIrane sAjI' rAkhavA mATe pApa karavAmAM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. e sukha meLavavA ane zarIranA rakSaNa mATe ja mAnavabhavanI dula bhatA nathI paNa dehanA bheAge sayamanu rakSaNu karavA mATe ja mAnavabhavanI du bhatA khatAvI che. Aje jagatamAM AdhyAtmikatAnI vArtA karanArAM ghaNAM che. paNa AcaraNa karanArA te bahu ja alpa che. saMsAranAM sukhA bhAgavavA che ane AtmakalyANanI vAta paNa karavI che. ethI kaMI jIvane lAbha thatA nathI. kohaM ca mANaM ca taddeva mAyaM, lobhaM cauttha ajjhatthadAsA / eyANivaMtA arahA mahesI, na kuvvai pAva na kAravei // sUrya. sU. a. 6 gAthA 26 sudharmAMsvAmI peAtAnA gurU triaAkInAya bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI stuti karatAM khelyA che ke he prabhu ! Ape krodha - mAna - mAyA ane lAbha e cAre ya duSTa kaSAye upara vijaya meLavyo che. e cAre ya kAyAne nAbUda karI Ape paramapadane prApta karyuM che. bhagavaMte pApa karavu' nahi, ane pApa karanArane anumAdana Apavu' nahi e siddhAMta tyAgIone samajAvyeA che, bhagavAna mahAvIra akhUTa zaktinA bhaMDAra hatAM. jyAre prabhunA janma thayA tyAre Indro merU paryaMta upara snAna karAvavA lai gayA te samaye eka paganA aMgUThA vaDe AkhA merU paryaMta dhrujAvI nAMkhyA hatA. evA zaktimAna heAvA chatAM paNa jyAre upa sarvAM sahana karavAnA samaya Avye tyAre bhagavAne AMkhane khUNeA paNa lAla karyAM na hatA. jyAre atyAre zakti che nahi ane koI sheja apamAna kare te gussAnA pAra nahi. kahevata che ke " kamajora ane gussA maheAta " bhagavate rAvatau sanam '" A vAkayane mAtra kahI batAvyuM ja nathI paNa AtmasAta karI batAvyu` che. je mAge tItha karI cAlyA U te ja mAge gaNadhara cAlyA ane je mAge gaNadharo cAlyA te ja mAge AcAya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhue cAlyA che ane e ja mAge` zrAvaka-zrAvikAone paNa cAlavAnu` che, upAsakadazAMga sUtramAM bhagavAnanA daza zrAvaka kevuM jIvana jIvI gayA che, temaNe kevA kevA upasagegnene samatAbhAve sahana karyAM che, tenuM suMdara vaNuna temAM karavAmAM AvyuM che. bhagavAna neminAthanA vArAmAM jAhala zrAvaka thai gayAM. temane khatrIsa te strIo hatI. vaibhavanA pAra na hatA. AvA sukhamAM rahevA chatAM anAsaktabhAve rahetA hatAM. e jUla

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302 zrAvaka pauSadhazALAmAM rahIne pauSadha karatA hatAM. emaNe atima samaye sAMthAro karyAM hatA. temAM emane avadhijJAna prApta thayuM. khaMdhue ! vicAra karI, emanuM jIvana keTaluM pavitra haze ! jIvanamAM keTalA sadAcAranu sevana karyu" haze ke temane aMtima samaye gRhasthA vAsamAM rahIne paNa avadhijJAna prApta thayu...! ane adhijJAna dvArA emaNe jANyuM ke Aje mane agninA pariSaDhu AvavAnA che. anukULa sAgA e puNyanu phaLa che ane pratikULa sAgA e pApanuM phaLa che. paraMtu samabhAva e AtmAnA svataMtra guNu che. mATe huM Atman ! joje, tuM tArI samatA gumAvatA nahi. A pariSaddha paNa kAnAthI AvavAnA che e paNa jANI lIdhuM. jUThela zrAvakanI strIo svAnI sagI hatI. emaNe sa thArA karyAM te emane (strIone) gamyuM nahi, kAraNa ke enI pAsethI je sukha maLatu' hatu. te khaMdha thaI gayuM. tamArI sasAra tA saLagI rahyo che. tamArA prema cAra ghaDInI cAMdanI jevA che. sAceA prema nema ane rAjulanA hatA ke je temanAtha bhagavata teAraNethI pAchA pharyAM. rAjematI kuMvArI rahI. enA mAtA-pitAe kahyu': beTA! tane naeNma karatAM paNa sArA muratiyA sAthe paraNAvu tyAre rAjematIe kahI dIdhu' he mAtA-pitA ! jenI sAthe mAru sagapaNu thayu. enI patnI hu kahevAi gaI. have A janmamAM bIjo pati mAre na joie. je temanAthanA mA` e ja mAre mAga. ema kahI rAjematI dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI tyAre enI sAthe enI ghaNI sakhIe paNa dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI. Anu' nAma sAcA prema. A hatI sAcI patnI ane sAcI sakhIe. Aje te strIe paNa svAthI ane sakhIe paNa svAthI che. jAhala zrAvakanI patnIe svArthA hatI. jo sAcA prema hAta tA ema mAnata ke deDhunA rAga ghaTADI saMthArA karyAM. ApaNane AvA avasara kayAre Avaze ? paNa A vAthI strIonI kAmanA pUrI na thaI eTale badhI strIoe bhegI thaIne nirdaya bhAvanAthI ceAkamAM lAkaDAnI citA khaDakI-saLagAvIne jUDela zrAvakane emAM mUkI dIdheA. paNa jADala zrAvake manathI paNa e upara krAdha karyAM nahIM. ane zubha dhyAnamAM lIna rahI samAdhi maraNe marIne ekAvatArI banyA. kahevAnuM tAtpaya e ja che ke jUla zrAvake sAdhupaNuM lIdhuM na hatuM. gRhasthA vAsamAM rahetAM chatAM keTaleA samatAbhAva keLavyA hatA! kaSAyA upara vijaya meLaLye hatA ane jIvanamAM sAcI mAnavatA keLavI hatI. bhagavAnanA ekeka zrAvako zAsananAM amUlya ratna hatAM. tame paNa vIra prabhunA zAsanamAM janmelA che. tamAruM jIvana pazu Adaza banavuM joie. AvatI kAlathI AtmAnI sAdhanA sAdhavAnA ma'galakArI divase Ave che. kama paNa

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{ 303 ATha che ane paryuSaNa parvanA divase paNa ATha che. AtmAne karmathI mukta karavA tarapha tame vega upADo. jUThala zrIvaka citAmAM jalI gayA paNa samatAbhAva gumAvyA nahi ApaNe mATe paNa tArUpI bhaThThImAM ApaNu AtmAne tapAvI zuddha svarUpe pragaTa karavAne A sonerI samaya che. je divasanI ApaNe eka mahinAthI rAha joIe chIe te divasa te kAle AvI jaze. je paryuSaNa parvamAM nahi jAgo te tamAre amUlya avasara cAle jaze. payuMSaNa te AvIne jaze ane tame hatA tevA ne tevA ja rahI jaze. e ATha divasamAM paNa chelle saMvatsarIne divasa khUba mahatvanuM che. AgaLanA sAta divasamAM AtmAmAM rahelA rAga-dveSa-IrSA-mAnamAyA Adi durgaNone dUra karavAnAM che. jema divALI Ave che tyAre bahene gharanA khUNe khUNethI bAvA ne jALA vALI jhUDIne sApha kare che. AMgaNAmAM suMdara raMgoLI pUre che. tema saMvatsarI parva e paNa AtmAnI divALI che. aMtaranA uMDANamAM rahelAM krodhAdi kaSAyanA bAvA ne jALA sApha karIne tapa-tyAganA raMge vaDe AtmAne raMgavAne che. tapa rUpI agni vaDe karmarUpI iMdhanene bALavAnA che. mATe AvatI kAle tapazcaryAmAM joDAvA barAbara taiyAra thaje. kAlathI parvAdhirAja tharU thAya che. vadhu vAta avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.......42 aThThAI dhara zrAvaNa vada 13ne zanivAra tA. 29-8-70 anaMta jJAnI, anaMta darzanI, sarva jIvene zAMtino mArga batAvanAra, zAstrakAra bhagavaMte jagatanA jIvene mATe siMddhAMta rU5 vANInI prarUpaNa karI. e vANIne je jIve aMtaramAM utAre che te bhava sAgarane tarI jAya che. je divasanI ApaNe ghaNuM divasathI rAha jotA hatAM, jenA mATe atyaMta utsukatA rAkhatA hatA, jene yAda karatAM tamAruM dila harSathI nAcI uThatuM hatuM te pavitra maMgalakArI paryuSaNa parvane Aje pahele divasa che. AjanA divasane ApaNe aThThAI dhara tarIke oLakhIe chIe. dhara pAMca che. mahinAnuM dhara, paMdaranuM dhara, aThThAI dhara, kalpadhara ane telAdhara. eka mahinA agAuthI saMvatsarI parvanI cetavaNI ApavA mATe mahinAnuM

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04 , para Ave che. te divase je tame na ce te paMdaranA dharanA divase te cetI jAva. te divase paNa na jAgyA te Aje te avazya jAgavAnI jarUra che. Aje darekanA dilamAM anero AnaMda che. Aje savAre te ghaNI moTI saMkhyAmAM mAnava maherAmaNa ubharAya hate. paNa megharAjA padhAryA tethI AnaMdamAM oTa AvI gaI chatAM baporane samaya hovA chatAM tame badhA sAMbhaLavAnI jijJAsAthI AvIne besI gayAM che te aThThAIdharanA parvane AnaMda atyAre ja mAnavAne rahyo. Aje tame badhAM ahIM ekatra zA mATe thayAM che ? tene vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. mANasa kaI paNa ThekANe kAMIne kAMI prayajana vinA ja nathI. tamane kaMI kharIda karavAnuM mana thAya te ja bajAramAM jAya che. bajAramAM te gayA. ghaNI cIjo bajAramAM maLe che. jene levA mATe mana lalacAya che. paNa jo tamArI pAse paisA ja nahIM hoya te kevI rIte vastu kharIda karI zakaze ! Aje te jyAM juo tyAM tame paisAne prAdhAnya ApyuM che. eka sAmAnya cIja kharIdavI hoya te nANAM vagara maLatI nathI ane tamAre ucca sthAnamAM javuM che. je tamAre mokSanAM motI meLavavAM hoya te tamArI pAse jJAna-darzana-cAritra-tapa rUpI nANAMnI avazya jarUra che. A pavitra divasomAM tapa karavAnuM mana thAya che. Aje nAnA bALakoe paNa upavAsa karyA che. jene jeTalI zakti hoya teTalA pramANamAM dareke tapazcaryA karavI joIe. kAraNa ke tapa dvArA karmonI nirjarA thAya che. "tAnA nirjarA rAtapa dvArA mahAna purUSe karmane khapAvIne mokSamAM gayAM che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe kamane kATa ukheDavA kevI ugra tapazcaryA AdarI hatI ! melA kapaDAne sApha karavA mATe sAbu ane pANInI jarUra che. senAnA dAgInA sApha karavA mATe tejAbanI jarUra che. mazInarI sApha karavA peTrolanI jarUra che. tema AtmAne vizuddha banAvavAmAM jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane tapanI jarUra che. zArIrika darda thayuM hoya te tame DaoNkaTara pAse jAya che. DaoNkaTara barAbara tapAsI nidAna karIne davA Ape paNa jo tame davA ja nahIM paDe te roga kayAMthI javAnuM che? auSadhinuM pAna karyA vinA zArIrika raMga ja nathI. te AtmAne anAdi kALathI ATha karmone rega lAgu paDe che. te jJAna-darzana-cAritra-tapa rUpI auSadhinuM sevana karyA vinA kyAMthI jaze ! ATha karmamAM cAra ghAtI karma che. ane cAra aghAtI kama che. temAM ghAtI karma upara ghA karavA mATe jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane tapa e tIkSaNa zastro che. te zastro laIne karmo upara ApaNe vijaya meLavavAne che. bIjA prakAre bhagavaMte ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya ane aparigraha rUpI paMcazIla dharma batAve che. temAM sauthI prathama sthAna ahiMsAnuM che. Aje jyAM joIe tyAM hiMsAnuM sAmrAjya sthapAyuM che. AjanI sarakAra paNa hiMsaka zastronuM sarjana karavAmAM

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ha05 protsAhana ApI rahI che ane temAM paNa tamArI vaijJAnika zodhakheLa vAyu vege AgaLa vadhI rahI che. divase divase avanavI zedha karIne jagatane AMjI rahI che. ahIMyA beThA hajAro mAIlenI vAte ane samAcAra tame jANI zako cho. thoDA ja kalAkomAM mAnavI seMkaDe mAIla dUra pahoMcI zake che. AvA aneka sAdhana Aje vadhI rahyAM che. tyAre tamane ema thAya che ke ApaNe ghaNuM karI rahyAM chIe. paraMtu jarA vicAra karaze to samajAze ke jeTalA pramANamAM vaijJAnika zekheLa vadhI teTalA pramANamAM vikAsa nathI vadhyo paNa vinAza vadhyuM che. mojazekhanAM sAdhane vadhavAthI mANasa kamajora, hADapiMjara jevo banI gayuM che. ane Aba, eTama banI zodhakhoLa thatAM manuSya keTalA bhayamAM mUkAI gayAM che ! bhAratamAM cAre tarapha pazcimanI havA phelAI che. pariNAme mANasa Arya maTI anArya banI gayuM che. ane pitAnA amUlya jIvanane eLe gumAve che. ApaNA sarvajJa bhagavaMte hajAro varSo pahelAM je je samajAvI gayAM che te ja vAtane Aje vejJAnike pUravAra kare che. deva vimAnonI vAta zAstramAM sAMbhaLatAM tyAre loko ema belatAM ke A to ThaMDA pahoranAM gappAM che paNa atyAre tamane e pratyakSa dekhAya che ne? ane samajAya che ne ke bhagavaMte e je kahyuM che te tadRna satya che. A badhuM joIne jANIne zAstro upara tamane zraddhA thavI joIe. tene badale divase divase zraddhAnA pAyA Dagamaga thaI rahyAM che e aphasosanI vAta che. baMdhuo! tame kaMIka samaje. vijJAna game teTaluM AgaLa vadhyuM che chatAM te apUrNa che. jyAre ApaNu bhagavaMte pUrNa hatAM. vijJAnavAdIone ghaDIe ghaDIe temanAM siddhAMtomAM parivartana karavuM paDe che. tyAM ja samajI zakAya che ke teo adhUrA che. paNa sarvajJa bhagavaMtanA siddhAMte traNe kALamAM pharavAnAM nathI. tamArA vicAramAM parivartana thayuM paNa bhagavaMtanA siddhAMtamAM parivartana thayuM nathI. e uparathI paNa samajAya che ke sarvajJa pUrNa che ane vaijJAniko apUrNa che. bhagavaMtae je jagata enA jJAnamAM joyuM che tene bhAga paNa vaijJAnika zodhI zakyA nathI. pRthvI goLa che, pRthvIne nakazo Avo che ema apUrNa vaijJAnikoe bhUgoLa zAstramAM jeTalAM deza ane jeTalI duniyA zodhI che te jainazAnI dRSTie samudramAM biMdu samAna che chatAM tamane vijJAna upara keTalI zraddhA che? paNa enA aNuaNumAM hiMsA ja bharelI che. pahelAnA samayamAM je loko yuddhamAM jatA hatAM temanuM ja mota thatuM hatuM paNa Aje te bebanI zodha thatAM gAmanAM gAma sApha thaI jAya che. A badhuM ja thavAnuM mukhya kAraNa hoya te jIvanuM ajJAna che. Aje ATalI zodhakhoLa thayA chatAM jyAM juo tyAM duniyAmAM sukha ke zAMtine chAMTo dekhAtA nathI. jyAM joIe tyAM duHkha, duHkha ne duHkha ja dekhAya che. je tamAre sukha zA. 39 :

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30 ane zAMti joItI hoya te vijJAnavAda choDI bhagavAna mahAvIre batAvelI ahiMsAne jIvanamAM apanAvo. "sarva bhUteSu " dareka AtmAo pitAnA AtmA samAna che evI bhAvanA keLave tamane sukha jema priya che tema jagatanA dareka prANIone sukha priya che. AcAraMga sUtramAM paNa bhagavAne kahyuM che ke "sadasi vitha ciM" bIjAne duHkha ApavAthI ApaNane duHkha maLe che. sukha ApavAthI sukha maLe che. jo tame koInA duHkhamAM sahAyaka banazo te kaI tamArA duHkhamAM sahAyaka banaze. bIjAnuM duHkha joI tamAruM hRdaya dravI javuM joIe. sAce zrAvaka bIjAnuM duHkha joI zakatA nathI. jenA jIvanamAM anukaMpA hoya che e ja ahiMsAvratanuM pAlana karI zake che. ? svadayAmAM padayA samAyelI che. jyAre jIva pApa kare che tyAre ene bhAna rahetuM nathI. e pApanAM phaLa bIjA bhavamAM bhegavavA paDe che. eTale jIvane bhAna thatuM nathI paNa A bhavamAM kaI mANase keInuM khUna karI nAMkhyuM. pachI ene Dara lAge che ke huM pakaDAI jaIza te mAre jelamAM javuM paDaze ane kaSTo sahana karavA paDaze. eTale gunhAnI sajA bhogavavAnA bhayathI paNa pApa karatA aTake che. evo bhaya lAgavAthI paNa mANasanuM jIvana keIka vakhata palaTAI jAya che. eka karUNadevInuM dRSTAMta che. te pahelAM kevI unmAda hatI paNa pachI kevI sudharI jAya che! - kezaladezanA rAjAnI rANInuM nAma karUNadevI hatuM. paNa enA aMtaramAM karUNA na hatI. jina zAsanamAM nAma ke rUpanI kiMmata nathI. paNa guNanI kiMmata che. kozala narezanI rANI karUNAdevIne eka divasa nadImAM snAna karavA javAnuM mana thayuM eTale rAjAne vAta karI. rAjAnI AjJA laIne jaLakrIDA karavA nadI kinAre javA taiyAra thaI. A te rANIsAheba javAnAM eTale gAmamAM jAherAta karavAmAM AvI ke amuka samaya sudhI keIe nadIe javuM nahi. eTale nadIethI sau mANaso cAlyA gayA. rANI enI dAsIo sahita nadI kinAre Ave che. nadImAM snAna karI bahAra nIkaLyA eTale rANIne ThaMDI lAgavA mAMDI. zarIra tharathara dhrujavA lAgyuM. dAsIne kahe che mane khUba ThaMDI lAge che. tame tApaNI kare. dAsI kahe che bA sAheba! A te nadIne kinAre che. kyAMya sUkuM lAkaDuM dekhAtuM nathI. kayAMthI tApaNI karuM? bIjI dAsI kahe che A badhA jhUMpaDA che, temAMthI eka jhuMpaDuM jalAvI de te tApaNI thaze. ane bA sAhebanI ThaMDI uDI jaze. karUNadevI kahe che jaldI jhUMpaDuM jalAvI do. ane mArI ThaMDI uDADe. juo A enI karUNA! ene enA mahArANInA padane ghamaMDa hato. sattAnI khumArI hatI eTale orDara karyo ke jaldI dIvAsaLI cAMpI de,mane khUba ThaMDI lAge che. trIjI dAsI kahe che rANIsAheba! Apa gADImAM besI jaze te pA klAkamAM mahelamAM pahoMcI javAze ane ApanI ThaMDI uDI jaze. paNa A nirAdhAra garIbanA jhUMpaDA jalI jaze te emane keTalI ThaMDI lAgaze? teo keTalI muzkelImAM

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307 mUkAI jaze. tenA vicAra karo ! karUNAdevI sattAnA maDhamAM unphrAna banIne garIbanA duHkhAnA vicAra karatI nathI. A lakSmI - vaibhava ane sattA tamane tamArA puNyathI maLI che. e be-traNa divasanA varasAdathI rAjakoTamAM paNa kevI karUNa sthiti banI gai che. tame AvA suMdara makAnamAM beThAM che teA pazu ThaMDI lAge che, tamAre eDhavAM ane pAtharavAnAM ATalAM vastro che, rUnA gAdalAM che. ane jeo nadInA kinAre jhUMpaDA bAMdhIne rahe che temanI kevI sthiti thai haze ? emanAM jhUMpaDA taNAI jamAM kevI pAyamAlI thaI haze ? ene tamane khyAla Ave che? keTalAM nirdeSi pazue A puramAM taNAI gayA? jayAre tamane kaMI paNa phikara kharI? A bhavamAM je sukha ane sAmagrI maLI che tenAthI sau jIvAtu' tame rakSaNa karo, tame koInu rakSaNa karazeA teA kAI tamArUM jarUra rakSaNa karaze. kaI mANasA te ema ja samaje che ke je kaMI maLyu che tenA bhAgavaTA A bhavamAM karI le. hatyA gayA ime kAmA, kAliyA je aNA gayA / jo nALajja re joi, asthi vA nathi vA puLe| / . a. 5-6 je kAmabhAge maLyAM che tene A bhavamAM bhAgavI le, paraleAka che ke nathI e kAne khabara che? AvA sukhA pharIne kayAre maLaze? peAte sukhI te khIjAnI paravA ja nathI. bIjAnuM game te thAe paNa mArA sukhamAM vikSepa na paDavA joI e. pAtAnA apa sukhane khAtara khIjAne tame tuccha na gaNuA. dAsIe karUNAdevIne khUba samajAvyAM, paNa mAnyAM nahi. dAsIne abhimAnathI kahe che tuM mane zikhAmaNu denArI kANu ? mane badhI khabara paDe che. rANInA Ara pAse kanu' cAle ? nadIkinAre vIsa jhUMpaDA hatA. vIsa jhUMpaDAmAM kula 70-80 mANasA rahetA hatAM. atyAre karUNAdevI padhAryAM che eTale badhA jhUMpaDAvAsIo gAmamAM cAlyA gayAM che. A dAsIe niya banIne jhUMpaDuM jalAvyuM. ane karUAdevI tA ThaMDI uDADIne cAlyA gayA. nadIkinArA hAvAthI pavana khUba che. AlavanAra keAI ja nathI. badhA ja jhUMpaDA baLIne sApha thaI gayA. bhagavAne kahyuM che ke bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara jo koI zastra hAya tA te agni che. " tikkhamannayara N sattha N, savvao vidurAsayaM / talavAra, bhAlA ke gALI tA jene vAge tene ja mAre che. paNa bhayakara agni jo phelAI jAya che teA bhayaMkara nukazAna karI nAkhe che. A pavananA jhapATAthI eka jhUMpaDu saLagyu ane madhA garIkhAnA TU`paDA saLagI gayA. rANIsAheba mahelamAM padhAryA ane EYn

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3che garIba mANase pitAnA sthAne AvyAM. pitAnAM AzrayasthAna samAna-prANasamA jhUMpaDAM jalI gayAM che. garIbane mana enI jhUMpaDI e mahela che. enA sAmAna sahita jhUMpaDAM baLI gayA tethI temane kevuM duHkha lAge? A nirAdhAra beThelA badhA ja mANase karUNa vilApa kare che. have zuM karavuM? ApaNAM jhUMpaDAM koNe jalAvyAM? kaI DAhyo mANasa emane kahe che bhAI! e te rAjAnI rANIne ThaMDI lAgI. e ThaMDI uDADavA tamArA . jhUMpaDAM jalAvI dIdhA. have Ama raDIne zuM karaze? tame rAjA pAse jaIne pharIyAda kare. A 70 mANasene kAphala bhego thaIne karUNa svare rUdana karata rAjAnI pAse Ave che. rUdana sAMbhaLI rAjA pUche che tame badhA kema raDo cho? kozalanareza khUba nyAyI ane prajApriya rAjA hatA. tenA rAjyamAM garIba ane dhanavAna sarvane sarakhe nyAya maLatuM hate. garIba loko kahe che bApajI! amArA garIbanA jhUMpaDA jalI gayA, ame nirAdhAra banI gayAM. rAjA kahe che zI rIte baLI gayAM? tyAre kahe che ApanAM rANIsAheba nadIe snAna karavA mATe gayAM hatAM. emane ThaMDI lAgI. e ThaMDI uDADavA rANI sAhebe amArA jhUMpaDAnI tApaNI karI. ame badhAM behAla banI gayAM. have ame kyAM jaIne rahIe? tarata ja rAjAe karUNAdevIne bolAvI. ane pUchyuM rANIjI ! tame garIbanAM jhUMpaDAM jalAvyA hatAM. te kahe, hA. zA mATe ? mane khUba ThaMDI lAgatI hatI. ahe ! rANIjI ! tamane saheja ThaMDI lAgI te sahana karI zakyAM nahi. tame te mahelamAM besI gayAM che, tyAre A garIbo bicArA nirAdhAra thaI gayA, emanuM zuM thaze? tame eTale paNa vicAra na karyo? rAjAnA kaDaka zabdo sAMbhaLI karUNadevI tharathara dhrujavA lAgI. rAjA kahe che jAva, A rANInA dAgInA ane sArAM vastro utArI le ane sAmAnya vastra pahe rAvI de. ane rANIne kozalanareze sApha saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM ke tame jAte majurI karI garIbanA jeTalAM jhUMpaDAM bALI mUkyA che teTalA banAvI Apa, pachI ja mahArANI pade AvI zakaze. rANIne bhIkhAraNa jevAM vastro paherAvI kADhI mUkI. baMdhuo ! AnuM nAma nyAya. tamAre nyAya Ave che? tamane te moTA lekonI zarama paDe che. garIbanI dAda to koI sAMbhaLatuM ja nathI. Aje jyAM joIe tyAM dAdAgIrI vadhI che. nIti ane nyAyane dezanikAla thaI gayA che. bIjAne mATe nyAya-nItinI vAta karAya che paNa gharamAM Ave tyAre badhuM ja calAvI levAya che. kRSNa mahArAjAe DhaMDhero pITAvyo ke A senAnI dvArakA eka divasa baLI javAnI che mATe jene dIkSA levI hoya te laI le. je bhagavAna nemanAthanA zaraNe jaze te bacI jaze. tyAre satyabhAmA, rUkSamaNI Adi paTTarANIo kahe che svAmInAtha! A ghara upadeza che ke para upadeza? tyAre kRSNa mahArAjA kahe che para upadeza ja nathI paNa jene dIkSA levI hoya tene mArI AjJA che.

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karUNadevIne sakhta pharamAna thaI gayuM. rAjAnI rANI jeNe koI divasa kAma karyuM nathI e majurI kevI karI zake? have ene khyAla Avyo ke meM sattAnA madamAM AvIne garIbonA duHkhenI darakAra na karI. paNa duHkha kema veThAya che? enI mane have khabara paDI. rANIjIne traNa divasamAM kAma karavAthI hAthe cAMdA paDI gayA. AMkhamAMthI bera bera jevaDA AMsu sarI paDe che. kharekhara ! karUNadevI te karUNAne pAtra banI gaI. gAmanA lakone paNa rANInI khUba dayA AvI. gAmamAM hAhAkAra macI gaye. gAmanA mukhya mANaso rAjA sAhebane kahe che bApu! rANIjI te maraNatulya banI gayAM che. Apa have mApha kare. rAjA nA pADe che. gunhAnI zikSA bAbara bhe gavavI joIe. chevaTe jhuMpaDAvALA badhA ja mANaso rAjA pAse AvIne kahe che bApu! Apa have mApha kare ane rANI sAhebane bolAvI le. Ape nyAya karyo che jethI amArA jhuMpaDAM banI cUkayA che. paNa kozala nareza nA pADe che. chevaTe jhUMpaDAvALA lake satyAgraha karIne besI jAya che. Apa rANIsAhebanA gunhAne mApha nahi kare, tyAM sudhI ame ahIMthI uThIzuM nahi. chevaTe rAjA karUNadevIne bolAve che. pharIne AvI bhUla nahIM karavA mATe kabUla karAve che. have karUNadevIne dukhInA duHkhane khyAla Avyo. ane sAcI karUNadevI banI gaI. rAjA garIbone jhUMpaDA banAvI Ape che. baMdhuo ! kahevAno Azaya e che ke sattAnA madamAM AvIne koinA hitAhitane vicAra karatA nathI, paNa jyAre dukha bhegavavA paDe che tyAre ja khabara paDe che. kama keIne choDatuM nathI. vyAkhyAna naM. 43 paryuSaNa parva - 2 zrAvaNa vada 14 ne ravivAra tA. 30-8-70 Aje pAvanakArI paryuSaNa parvano bIjo divasa che. AtmAmAM je parabhAvanI kharAbIo ane aniSTo bharelAM che tene visarjana karavA mATe A paryuSaNa parva pavitra preraNuM laIne AvyuM che. baMdhuo ! A pAvanakArI parva ApaNane AtmajAgRtine saMdeza ApavA mATe

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mahemAna banIne AvyuM che. tamArA ghera keI mANasa mahemAna banIne Ave tyAre tame tenI keTalI mahemAnagati karo che? tamArA bhAI bahena, pADozI tathA tamArA jeTalAM sagAvahAlAM hoya te badhA temanuM svAgata karavA ekatra thaI jAya che. ane suMdara svAdiSTa bhejana banAvI tame premapUrvaka tene jamADe che. tenuM abhinaMdana kare che. A ja rIte A maMgalakArI paryuSaNa parva tamAre tyAM mahemAna banIne AvyuM che tenuM tamAre svAgata karavAnuM che. tenuM svAgata kevI rIte karaze? AdhyAtmika jAgRti karavAnI che. pitAnI jAtanuM avalokana karI AMtaracakSuthI AtmAnA darzana karavA te ja tenuM sAcuM svAgata che. baMdhuo! have A sAta divasamAM aMtaraMga AtmAne ghasI bhUsIne ujajavaLa karavAne che. kSamAthI, tapathI ane saMyamathI AtmadevanI sAdhanA karavAnI che. eka vAra bhakta kavi kabIrane keIe pUchayuM. tame pUjA nathI karatA? naivedya nathI caDhAvatA? tame maMdire nathI jatA? tyAre kabIre kahyuM huM te dararoja AtmadevanI pUjA karuM chuM. huM je kaMI khAuM chuM te AtmadevanI sAdhanAne mATe. huM pANI vagere pIuM chuM, chuM, cAhuM chuM te badhuM AtmadevanI sAdhanA mATe ja. huM koIne dilane duHkha utpanna thAya evI vANI nathI balate. ane keIne mArA zarIrathI kaSTa pahoMcADate nathI. A badhuM AtmadevanI sAdhanA nahIM te bIjuM zuM ? sAco bhagavAna ApaNI aMdara ja che. tenI upAsanA e ja sAcI upAsanA che. te bhagavAnanI sevA tyAgathI, kSamAthI, saMtoSathI karavI joIe. devAnupriye! paryuSaNa parva e AtmAnI upAsanAnuM parva che. A divasamAM AMtaranirIkSaNa karavAnuM che ke manamAM kayAMya krodhanI bhaThThI to saLagatI nathI ne? mAnanA sapa te jherI jIbhanA baTakA mAratA nathI ne? tRSNAne sAgara unmAde te caDhaye nathI ne? vAsanAnA kIDA te khadabadatA nathI ne? vikArenI AMdhI te uThatI nathI ne? A badhuM kadAcita hoya te tene nAza karavA mATe ja A parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva AvyA che. paryuSaNa parva A ja saMdeza Ape che ke AtmAmAM je vikAre bharAI gayAM che tene nAza kare ane saddaguNane divaDe AtmAmAM pragaTAve. A parva aMdhakAramAMthI prakAza tarapha, asatamAMthI sat tarapha ane rAgamAMthI tyAga tarapha AgaLa vadhavAnI preraNA Ape che. AtmAne rAga ane dveSanA melamAMthI svaccha banAve. dveSa karatAM paNa rAga te bahu bhayaMkara che. e te ghaNI vakhata huM kahI cUkI chuM. AdhyAtmika bhUmikAe pahoMcavA mATe te mULa rAgane ja tyAga kare paDaze e mATe ApaNe sarva prathama e jANavuM paDaze ke zaga e zuM che? ane AtmAne svabhAvamAMthI vibhAva tarapha e kaI rIte laI jAya che? ApaNI je dRSTithI saMsAranA badhA ja padArtho ramaNIya dekhAya che tenuM nAma ja rAga cherAgathI

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AtmAmAM mamatvabuddhi pedA thAya che. koI vastune jevI te pApa nathI kAraNa ke jJAtA ane daSTA e te AtmAnuM svarUpa che. zrI AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke "je mArAM re vinAyA ne vinAyA re gAyA " AtmA pote ja vijJAtA che ane je vijJAtA che te ja AtmA che. paNa jovAnI sAthe je rAgadaSTi hoya to ja baMdhananuM kAraNa bane che. AtmAnI jJAnazakti kahe che ke A vastune svabhAva Ave che paNa rAgadaSTi kahe che ke A bahu suMdara che. tyAre bIjI taraphathI bhavRtti bolI uThaze ke tane bahu suMdara lAge che. te laI le. basa. A laI levAnI vRtti ja pApanI jananI che. laI levAnI vRtti karAvanAra rAga ja che. duHkhakAraka nahi varatu, vyakti, dukhakAraka che mamatA rAga, baMdhana che Asakti kAje, jagata prabhune suMdara bAga." rAganI bhAvanA AtmAmAM che ke padArthamAM ! koI vastu ke vyakti e duHkhanuM kAraNa nathI. paNa enA uparanI Asakti e ja duHkhakAraka che. AsaktinA kAraNe ja jIva baMdhAya che. AtmAnI zakti anaMta che. e dhAre te mamatAnA baMdhana teDI zake che. paNa e zaktio upara AvaraNa AvI gayuM che. bhramaramAM evI zakti che ke te karamAM kaThora lAkaDAne chedIne pitAnuM ghara banAvI zake che paNa te ja bhramara jyAre kamaLanI kamaLa pAMdaDIomAM keda thaI jAya che tyAre ene bhedIne e bahAra nIkaLI zakato nathI. AnuM kAraNa zuM? e kamaLanI pAMdaDIo lAkaDAMthI paNa adhika kaThera che? nA. kamaLa te kamaLa che. bhramara dhAre te ene bhedI zake paNa enA uparane rAga che tethI emAM keda thavuM paDe che. baMdhuo ! mANasane rAga raDAve che ane rAga hasAve che. tame yAda rAkhaje ke jyAM sudhI rAga dazA che tyAM sudhI azAMti kAyama rahevAnI che. leDhAmAM jyAM sudhI agni che tyAM sudhI enA upara hathoDAnA ghA paDatA raheze. tema jyAM sudhI AtmAmAM rAga ane dveSanA tophAna che tyAM sudhI sukha ane duHkhanA vAdaLo AvavAnAM ja che. AzA ane tRSNAnA senerI tAra rAga pAse che tenA kAraNe jIva hase che ane e AzA ane tRSNAnA tAra adhavaca tUTI jAya te jIva raDe che. mAtAne enA saMtAna pratye keTale rAga hoya che! jyAre bALaka bahu pajave che tyAre mAtA bALaka upara gusse thaIne mAre che ane kahe che ke tuM ahIMthI cAlyA jA. paNa e ja bALaka pharavA gayA ane kalAka meDe Ave to mAtA keTalI ciMtA kare che ke mArA putra kyAM gaye haze? haju kema AvyuM nahi hoya! ghaDIkamAM te bahAra jaze ane ghaDIkamAM te aMdara Avaze, paNa ene keTalI adhirAI

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Ave che? ane mAtA bALakathI trAsI paNa jAya che. paNa kaMI bALakane tyAga karatI nathI. A rIte AtmA rAgadazAthI herAna thAya che. te paNa te rAgane tajI zakate nathI. anaMta anaMta bhavathI AtmAne rAga satAvyA kare che. caturgati saMsAramAM rajhaLave che. rAga ane dveSa e paNa eka prakAranAM kaSAye che. krodha - mAna - mAyA ane lebha e cAramAM krodha ane mAna e be dveSanA kAraNathI utpanna thAya che. ane mAyA ane labha e be rAganA kAraNathI utpanna thAya che. krodha - mAna - mAyA ane lobha, rAga ane dveSa e badhA kAraNathI AbhA upara mela jAmI jAya che. e AtmAne malIna banAvanAra che. baMdhuo! paryuSaNa parvanA divase mAM A badhI malInatAone dUra karI AtmAne ApaNe zuddha banAve che. A badhA kaSAye kaLaze tyAre ja ApaNA vicAromAM pavitratA Avaze. AcArazuddhi pahelAM vicAra zuddhinI khUba jarUra che. koI paNa kAryanI pAchaLa prathama vicAra zuddhi hovI joIe. je vicAra bagaDe te uccAra bagaDe che ane uccAra bagaDe te AcAra bagaDe che. kAraNa ke jevuM vicAramAM hoya tevuM vANImAM Ave che ane jevI vANI hoya che tevuM ja vartana hoya che. mATe sauthI prathama vicArane saDo nAbUda kare. karaMDiyAmAM badhI ja kerIo sArI haze paNa je eka ja kerI saDelI haze te te badhI kerIone bagADI nAkhe che. tema ApaNe kriyAo game teTalI sarasa karatA keIe paNa emAM vicAronI malInatA haze te te uttama kiyAne paNa bagADI mUkaze. vahANa vaDe hajAro manuSya nadI pAra kare che paNa ghaNI vAra e ja vahANa nadImAM uMdhuM paNa vaLI jAya che ane temAM beThelA mANaso nadImAM DUbI jAya che. AvuM tame ghaNI vakhata sAMbhaLyuM haze. e nyAyathI ApaNe samajI zakIe chIe ke je sAdhana tarAvanAra che te ja sAdhana DUbADanAra paNa che. naukAne nAvika je kuzaLa na hoya te tenI naukA uMdhI paDI jAya che tema A deha AtmasAdhanAnuM sAdhana che. paNa je jIvAtmArUpI nAvika jAgRta nahIM hoya te e naukA kayAre uMdhI paDI jaze, kayAM athaDAI jaze tenI khabara nahi paDe. jema tame pANIne gALIne vApare che tema tame tamArA vicArane gaLIne zuddha banAvIne AcAramAM lAve. dAna ane tapanI sAdhanA uttama che. dAna devAthI jIva svargamAM jAya che evuM tame sAMbhaLyuM haze paNa tame evuM sAMbhaLyuM che ke dAna devA chatAM paNa narakamAM gaye heya! nAgezrIe dAna karyuM hatuM. ane e dAna karavA chatAM paNa narakamAM gaIenuM kAraNa zuM? ane subAhakumAre paNa dAna dIdhuM hatuM. e dAnanA prabhAve svargamAM gayA. ene mATe sukhavipAka sUtramAM pRchA thaI ke ahe bhagavaMta ! subAhukumAre pUrvabhavamAM zAM dAna karyA, puNya karyA ke jenA pratApe A bhavamAM - "subAhukumAre iThe iTharuve, kate kataruve, piye piyaruve, maNunne maNAmaruve, some sunnage, piyaha saNe suruye // "

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313 subAhukumArane suMdara rUpa, ISTa rUpa, vaibhava vigerenI prApti thaI che, e khele che tA paNu lAkone priya lAge che. enu rUpa paNu khIjAne priyakArI lAge che. teA he bhagavAna ! A subAhukumArane AvI mAnuSI sauMpatti kevI rIte prApta thaI ! bhagavAne sukhADukumAranuM pUrva janmanu' vRtAnta jaNAvatAM zrI gautama svAmIne kahyuM ke pUrva janmamAM temaNe sudatta nAmanA munivarane mAsakhamaNane pAraNe zuddha dAna ApyuM hatuM, temanuM bahumAna karyu" hatuM tethI temane AvI mAnuSI sa patti prApta thaI che. zuddha ane supAtra dAnanuM AvuM mahatva zAstromAM vaNavavAmAM AvyuM che. sayamI muninA supAtramAM dAna Apavu' e jIvananA uttama lhAvA che. supAtramAM dAna ApanAra ane lenAra baMnene sadgatinI prApti thAya che. paNa nAgezrInA jIva dAna devA chatAM aneka bhavamAM bhamyA, e ja bhavAmAM ene pApakanu' pratyakSa phaLa maLyuM. eka mAsakhamaNanA ugra tapasvI muni nAgezrIne ghera gaucarI padhAryA. dhama ghASa muninA ziSya dvArA peAtAnuM zarIra subhukke karI nAkhyu che. tapadvArA te jIvanamAM AtmAne alaukika prakAza meLavavA icchatA hatA. Asaktione mAravA, IndriyAne damavA ane purANA pApane pakhALavA jemaNe trIsa divasathI AhAranA tyAga karyAM hatA, chatAM mukha upara divya teja jhaLahaLI rahyAM hatAM. citta upara ajaba prasannatA hatI. evA peAtAnA ziSyane dharma ghASa muni kahe che ahe ! dha rUcI ! samaya paripakava thayeA che. trIsa divasanA vahANAM vItI gayAM; jAma, gAmamAMthI gaucarI lAvIne dehane bhADu' Ape. gurUnI AjJAne zirodhAya karI. AjJA e teA jIvananuM amRta che. je gurU AjJAnu amRta pI jAya te bhavamAM rakhaDe kharI? dha rUcI aNugAra jevA tapasvI hatAM tevA zAMta hatAM! jenA jIvanamAM namratA che tenu' jIvana alaMkAra rUpa che. jIvana Adarza, suvAsamaya ane saMskRtithI sabhara karavuM haze teA prathama namratA aMtaramAM vasAvavI paDaze. ApaNA paDachAyAnI jema namratAne deha sAthe vaLagADavI paDaze. gurUnI AjJA zirodhAya karI. jenI cAlamAM jayaNA che, jenA nayaneAmAM karUNA che, jenA mukha para prasannatA che tevA munirAja hAthamAM eka pAtra laI ne nAgezrIne tyAM gaucarI mATe padhAryA che. te vakhate nAgezrI khUba bhAvapUrvaka aMtaranA umaLakAthI munirAjane kahe gurUdeva ! padhAro padhAro! Aje te mArUM AMgaNuM pAvana thayuM. khAInA bhAva joI muni peAtAnuM pAtra dhare che. ane e pAtramAM kaDavI tukhaDInu zAka utkRSTa bhAvathI vaheArAvI de che. kaDavA padAtha te vaida paNa Ape ja che ne ? kAI vaide kAI munine kaDavuM auSadha nahi Apyu. hAya ! paNa tethI vaida kaI narakamAM gayA sAMbhaLyu che? davA bhale kaDavI Ape paNu aMtaramAM muninA rAga nAbUda karavAnA bhAva che. vastumAM kaDavAza hAya paNa hRdayamAM mIThAza bharI che, zA. 40

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- nAgezrI pAse hadayanI mIThAza na hatI. enI jIbhamAM mIThAza hatI. eNe saMtane saMta rUpe pIchANyAM nahi eNe mAnyuM ke ThIka thayuM. A aNuteDe ukaraDo AvI gaye. eNe AvA pavitra munine ukaraDA rUpe joyA. nAgezrInA hadayamAM rahelI kapaTa bhAvanane saraLa prakRtivALA muni pIchANI zakayA nahi. mukhya vAta e hatI ke nAgezrI bhUla karIne pitAnI bhUlane chUpAvavA mAMgatI hatI. enI bhUla bahAra batAvavA mAMgatI na hatI. te divase enA ghera enA diyare derANIo jamavA AvavAnAM hatAM eTale teNe tela masAlAthI bharapUra tuMbaDInuM zAka banAvyuM hatuM. paNa e tuMbaDI kaDavI hatI te ene pachI khabara paDI. have e zAka nAMkhI devuM paDyuM ema kaI jANI jAya te enI derANIo majAka kare. e ene gamatuM na hatuM. ane pheMkI devuM paNa gamatuM na hatuM. eTale eNe e ja vicAra karyo ke A muni to game tema thaze te koIne kahevA javAnA nathI. ukaraDAmAM kaI viSTA nAMkhe ke sugaMdhI padArtho nAMkhe, hIrAkaNIo nAMkhe ke kAcanA TukaDA nAMkhe te paNa te pacAvI le che. e kaIne kaMI ja kahetA nathI. purI rame muLI vejJA" muni paNa pRthvInI jema sahanazIla hoya che. te te paNa koIne kaMI kaheze nahi. pitAnI bhUla chUpAvavA khAtara eNe eTale vicAra na karyo ke A pavitra muninuM zuM thaze? eNe e na vicAryuM ke ApaNAthI je zAka na khavAya te tapasvI munine kema apAya! e te ema ja mAnIne beThI ke hAlI cAlIne AMgaNe AvyA ane meM ApyuM temAM doSa zAne? mAro bagADa thato aTakI gaye? ane bIjuM mArI bhUla thaI che e vAtanI koIne jANa nahi thAya. evI bhAvanApUrvaka kaDavI tuMbaDInuM zAka mahAmunine ApyuM. baMdhuo ! jIva mAnane khAtara kevuM aghora pApa karI bese che ! mAna e mIThuM jhera che. tame kadI AvI bhUla na karaze. munirAjane te niyama hatuM ke pAtramAM je maLe tenAthI mAre pAraNuM karavuM. eka pAtramAM bhikSA maLI gaI. te laIne dharmarUcI aNagAra gurUnI pAse Ave che. gurU khUba ja jJAnI ane gaMbhIra che. AhAra tarapha dRSTi paDatAM ja samajI gayAM ane belI uThayA; sAdhaka ! A AhAra vAparavA lAyaka nathI. jo tame Arogazo te tamAre vinAza thaze. mATe jyAM nirjIva bhUmi hoya ane jyAM eka paNa jIvanI hiMsA na thAya tyAM jaIne A AhAra tame paraDavI Ava. A jagyAe je tame ho te zuM thAya? eka vahune aThThAInuM pAraNuM che ene je sAsu kaMI kAma cIdhe te ema thaI jAya ke sAsujI bIjI vahane kAma batAvatA nathI ane mAre aThThAinuM pAraNuM che, chatAM mane ja kAma cIdhe che. paNa je vinayavAna hoya to ema ja vicAra kare ke mAre keTalA sadbhAgya che ke mane mArA sAsu kAma batAve che. vinayavAna dharmarUcI aNagAra gurUAjJAne tahata karIne gAma choDI

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pa jaMgalamAM AvyAM. jyAM kuMbhAranA nibhADA jevI kaThaNu bhUmi hatI tyAM AvIne ubhA rahyA. gurUnI AjJA hatI ke eka paNa jIvanI hiMsA na thAya tyAM AhAra paraThavajo. eTale badhA ja AhAra ekadama kema paraThavI devAya? sAdhune paraDavatAM paNa khUba upayega rAkhave joie. jyAM ne tyAM game tema paraThavI devAya nahi. eTale dha rUcI aNugAra pahelAM eka ja TIpu tyAM nAkhe che. " eka ja maMduM pADayu jevA tyAM, kIDIenI thai hAramALA, tAlakUTa viSanA prabhAve, kIDIe tyAM prANa gumAve re.... kAmaLa haiyAnA dha rUcI, A dRzya dekhI ... pastAye re, kIDIonI karUNA dila dharI, kaDavA AhAra tyAM khAye re.... sathArA karI sarvathasiddha jaI pahoMcyA, mukti guNadhArI re, dharma ghe|Sa taNI.... jyAM eka TIpuM paDayuM tyAM tenI sugaMdhathI kIDIe ubharAI. kIDIonI ghrANendriyA khUba tIvra hAya che. jayAM gaLapaNanI kaNI verAya tyAM tarata ja doDI Ave che. A zAka teA jheramaya banI gayuM che. paNa emAM tela masAlA Adi khUba heAvAthI tenI sugadhe kIDIe AvI paNa e sugaMdha aMdara paragamatAM badhI ja kIDIe marI gaI. kAmaLa haiyAnA muninuM hRdaya A dazya joIne kapI uDayu'. ahA ! eka TIpA mAtrathI ATalA jIkenI huMsA thaI gaI. te je badhuM ja zAka paraDavI daiza teA keTalA jIvAnI hiMsA thaze ? enA karatAM je nirjIva bhUmi hoya teA mAruM peTa ja che. aneka jIvAnA saMhAra thAya tenA karatAM mArA eka ja prANa jAya te ati uttama che. aneka jIvA pratye karUNA lAvI pote ja AhAra ArogI gayA. samaye jIvananAM mUlya cUkavI jANe te ja sAceA saMta che. pAtAnA prANanA bhAge paNu anyanu bhalu karavA sajja thAya te ja sAcA saMta che. hasatAM hasatAM sahevu... ane hasatAM hasatAM khamavuM e ja mahAtmAnA lakSaNa che. munie viSamaya AhArane ArAgI, sava' jIvAne khamAvI, maitrI bhAva lAvI, cAra zaraNane aMgIkAra karI saMthArA karyAM. jema jema jhera zarIramAM prasaratuM gayuM tema tema nADI tUTavA lAgI paNa jeNe AtmA ane dehane bhinna mAnyA che te samabhAvapUrvaka sahana kare che. deha ane kAyA judA thaI gayAM. pavitra muninA AtmA anuttara vimAnamAM cAlyeA gayA. dhadhASa taNAM ziSya dharmarUpI aNugAra, kIDIonI karUNA ANI dayA apAra, kaDavA tuMkhAnA kIdheA saghaLA AhAra, sarvotha siddha pAMcyA cavI leze bhava pAra

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utkRSTa bhAvathI mAyAthI dAna denArI nAgezrI narakamAM gaI. ene mATe eka kahevata che ke "mAnamAM maMDANI, dAnamAM daMDANI ane jagatamAM bhaMDANI." baMdhue ! tame A vAtane khUba dhyAnapUrvaka samajajo. dharmakriyAo karavA chatAM paNa adhogati na thAya, AtmakalyANa cUkI na javAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhaje. sarva jIvane tamArA AtmA samAna gaNajo. tamAruM sukha cAhatA pahelAM bIjA jInuM sukha Iccho. anukaMpA e samakitanuM lakSaNa che. jainanA dikarAnA haiyAmAM karUNa hevI ja joIe. jaina kuLamAM janma levAthI tamAruM kalyANa nahi thAya. paNa jinanA vacanane anusaraze te ja tame sAcA jaina che. bAkI te jana che. baMdhuo ! nAgezrIe mAnane khAtara je karma bAMdhyuM che te evuM bhayaMkara bAMdhyuM che ke tene narakanI zai rau vedanA jogavavA javuM paDayuM. jIva ghaNIvAra hasatAM hasatAM karma bAMdhe che ane tene jotAM retAM bhogavavAM paDe che. eka vAra bAMdheluM karma vipAkamAM ochAmAM ochuM dasagaNuM thAya che. ane tIvra pariNAmathI bAMdheluM hoya te keTakeTI gaNuM thAya che. mATe tIvra pariNAmathI jIve karmo nahi bAMdhavA joIe. baMdhakALa karatAM karmane udayakALa bhayaMkara hoya che. ane bAMdhelA amuka nikAcita karma te jIvane bhegavavA ja paDe che. mATe karmonA vipAkane vicAra karIne paNa navAM karma bAMdhatAM aTakI javuM joIe. baMdhuo ! bAMdhelA karma tarata udayamAM AvI jAya che te ekAMte niyama nathI. dareka karmone abAdhAkALa zAstromAM varNavAyeluM che. mohanIya kamanI utkRSTa sthiti sittera koTA keTI sAgaropamanI che. te tene abAdhAkALa utkRSTa sAta hajAra varSane samajavAne che. jJAnAvaraNIya vagere amuka karmonI sthiti trIsa koDA kroDI sAgaropamanI che. ne te kamene abAdhAkALa utkRSTa traNa hajAra varSane che. tema jaghanya abAdhAkALa aMtarmuhUrtane che. eTale ke teTale abAdhAkALa pasAra thayA pachI te te karmo udayamAM Ave che. jhADa vAve ne tarata phaLa maLI jAya tema banatuM nathI paNa kALe karIne phaLa Ave che tema kama paNa kALe karIne udayamAM Ave che. karma bAMdhyA pachI udayamAM na Ave tyAM sudhI vacce je kALa te abAdhAkALa che. sAtamI narakanuM koI jIve atyAre AyuSya bAMdhyuM hoya te tene atyAre ahIM narakanuM duHkha bhogavavuM na paDe. te kama udayamAM Ave tyAre ja bhegavavuM paDe che. baMdhuo ! nAgezrI brAhmaNae dhama rUcI aNagArane mAnane khAtara mAyA sahita chavaghAtaka evI kaDavI tuMbaDIne AhAra vahorAvyuM te tene narakanA bhayaMkara duHkhe veThavA javuM paDayuM. mATe karelAM karma te jIvane avazya jogavavA ja paDe che. A paryuSaNa parva karma teDavAnA pavitra divase che, mATe A maMgalakArI divasamAM jeTalI bane teTalI

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jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane tapanI ArAdhanA karI kamane teDavAne purUSArtha karo. have vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM...............44 zrAvaNa vada amAsa ne semavAra tA. 31-8-70 Aje ApaNane sarvajJa ane sarvazI vItarAga bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI jharelI gaMgA samAna pavitra vANI sAMbhaLavAne sonerI avasara prApta thayo che. dIgha tapazcaryA ane ugra sAdhanAnA phaLa svarUpe e mahAtmAoe je paramatatvano sAkSAtkAra karyo. tene vizvakalyANanI pavitra bhAvanAthI prerAIne temaNe saMsAranA jIvonI samakSa pravacana rUpe upasthita karyo. zAstro e mahAna purUSanA jIvananA anubhavane sAra che. te zAso ApaNane mArgadarzaka banyAM che. te ApaNane kalyANane mArga batAvI cetavaNI Ape che ke he bhavya ja ! samaje. je nahi samaje te pAchaLathI pastAvAne pAra nahIM rahe zAstrakAra bhagavatee ApaNuM upara ke asIma upakAra karyo che. ApaNe jIvanane aMdhakArabharyo mArga pasAra na karI zakIe teTalA mATe siddhAMta rUpI dipaka ApaNA mArgamAM dharyo che. e prakAzanA sahAre ApaNe ApaNA nizcita sthAne pahoMcI zakIe chIe jJAnIoe batAvelA mArge cAlavAthI ApaNane keI jAtanI muzkelI AvatI nathI. maMgalakArI paryuSaNa parvanA be divaso te pasAra thaI gayA. Aje AtmAnI ArAdhanA karavAne trIjo divasa che. sukhanA divase jaldI pasAra thaI jAya che. ane duHkhanA divaso DuMgara jevaDA lAge che. Aje te sUryanArAyaNe paNa emanA senerI kiraNe pAtharyA che. vIra prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavA mATe mAnava maherAmaNa ubharAya che. vIrANa pauSadhazALA harSanAdathI gAjI uThI che. jJAnIo saMbodhana kare che ke he AtmAo, jAge ! have kyAM sudhI uMdhyA karaze? tyAre tamArA manamAM ema te jarUra thatuM haze ke ame te jAgIe chIe, chatAM ughe che ema kema kahetA haze? . baMdhuo ! jJAnInI dRSTie jAgyA nathI. mehanI nidrA khaMkherI nathI tyAM sudhI tame uMghamAM ja che. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke cetana ! jAga, uTha ane tArA pramAdane khaMkherI nAMkha. jJAnInA zabdo tamane preraNA Ape che. jyAM sudhI tame pramAdane khaMkhere nahi tyAM sudhI uMgha uDaze nahi. e pramAdathI AtmA saMsAramAM janma jarA-maraNa ane ginAM dukhenI paraMparA ubhI karI rahyo che.

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318 tamane kaI pUche ke tamane janmanuM duHkha thayuM che? te tame kahezo ke nA, amane janma samaye kaMI ja duHkha thayuM nathI. ane kadAca thayuM hoya te amane khabara paNa nathI. jema dadI hospiTalamAM dAkhala thAya ane ene oparezana mATe oparezana thIyeTaramAM laI jaIne Tebala upara sUvADavAmAM Ave che. paNa jyAM sudhI ene kalerapherma Adi davAothI bebhAna karavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI te zastro joIne gabharAI jAya che. paNa jyAM kalerapherma sUMghADayuM, bebhAna thaI gayA, pachI enuM peTa cIrI nAMkhavAmAM Ave to paNa ene khabara paDatI nathI. jyAM sudhI karepharmane kepha che tyAM sudhI ene pUchavAmAM Ave ke bhAI! tane kaMI darda thAya che! to kaheze ke nA, mane kaMija darda thatuM nathI. mane oparezana karyuM tenI paNa khabara paDI nathI. jema kaleraphermanA nazAthI darda hovA chatAM dardInI khabara paDatI nathI tema tame paNa meha rUpI kalorophorma saMgha che tethI saMsAranA apAra duHkhanI khabara paDatI nathI. janmanuM duHkha te jarUra thayuM che paNa avyaktapaNathI ApaNane janmanuM duHkha samajAtuM nathI. jyAM sudhI janmanuM duHkha dUra thayuM nathI tyAM sudhI tamAre mATe saMsAranI sagaDI ubhI ja che. janma che te maraNa che ja. janma ane maraNa che to jarAnuM duHkha paNa che ja. janmanuM duHkha avyaktapaNathI jaNAtuM nathI, paNa jarA eTale vRddhAvasthAnuM duHkha jANyA pachI jAgo che kharA? tamane jagADavA mATe kudaratI rIte pAMca prakAranI cetavaNI apAya che. paNa bhautika padArthanI bhUtAvaLamAM bhUta thaIne bhamate mAnavI jAgRta thato nathI. mehanA ghenathI nebatane avAja ene saMbhaLAto nathI. pahelI cetavaNI kALA maTIne dheLAM thayAM. pahelAnA samayamAM rAjA mahArAjAonA mAthAmAM eka vALa dhULa thAya tyAM rAjapATa choDIne AtmasAdhanA karavA taiyAra thaI jatA hatA, paNa meDana yugamAM mAnavI dheLAnA kALA banAvavA kalapa Adi drane upayoga kare che ane dheLAnA kALA banAve che. ane te mAne che ke haju te kALA ja che. dhaLA AvyA nathI. jema jema mAnava vRddha thatuM jAya che tema tema lAlasA vadhatI jAya che ane parane mAnIne besI gayuM che. ene haju bhava baMdhananA pherA khaTakyA nathI. jene e baMdhana baMdhana rUpe lAge te jarUra toDavAne purUSArtha kare che. paNa jene baMdhana khaTakatuM nathI e te navA baMdhane ubhAM kare che. eka DozImAnA dikarAne corI karavAnI Adata paDI hatI. cerI karatAM te eka vakhata pakaDAI gaye, jelamAM gaye ane jelamAM kALI majurI karavI paDI. jema gADe baLada De tema baLadanI jema gADIo kheMcI bAra mahine jelamAMthI chUTe che. tyAre paMdara divasa te sarakho cAle paNa pachI pAcho hate te ne te thaI gaye, eTale cerI karavA lAgyo. tyAre enI mAtA kahe che ke lADilA dikarA ! jelamAM kaSTo veThIne AvyuM che, e dukhe

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tuM bhUlI gaye ke pAche haju corI karate phare che? tyAre dikaro kahe che mAtA! mane jelamAM javuM gamatuM nathI paNa cerI karavAnI Adata paDI che te cheDavI gamatI nathI. tema bhagavaMta rUpI ApaNe mAtA kahe che ke mArA lADIlA suputra ! zuM tamane A saMsAranI jela nathI sAlatI ke haju Idriya janya viSaya sukhamAM DUkhyA che ? tyAre vIranA saMtAno bele che ke amAre to saMsAranA sukho paNa joIe che ane muktinA mevA paNa joIe che. te baMdhuo, meMmAM pANIne kogaLo bharI rAkhe che ane kAkA paNa balavuM che, e kema bane? kAkA bolavuM hoya te kogaLA kADhI nAMkhavuM paDaze. tema ja baMdhanamAMthI mukti joItI hoya te bhega-viSayeno tyAga karavo paDaze. vicAra karo. jyAM janma lIdho tyAM mRtyunuM saTIphIkeTa laIne AvyAM che. amara thavAnA nathI. AyuSyanI dorI tUTI pachI jIvavAnA kharA? tamane rokavA koI samartha banI zakaze nahIM chatAM paNa tame kema cetatA nathI! vItarAganI vANI tamArA aMtaramAM kema utaratI nathI? jema magane AkhI rAta pANImAM palALI rAkhyA. savAra paDatAM tapelImAM mUkI nIce agni saLagAvI bAphayA ane thALImAM laIne jamavA beThA tyAre pele karaDuM maga dAMta nIce AvIne avAja karIne kahe che ke de! mane pANImAM palALe, mane bAphI nAMkhyo te paNa huM te baMdo e ne e ja chuM. puSkarAvane muzaLadhAra varasAda varase te paNa maLazelI paththara te kare ne kore ja rahI jAya che. tema ajJAnI cha puSparAvartanA mUzaLadhAra varasAdanI jema prabhunI vANI ekadhArI varase che paNa kore ne kore ja rahI jAya che. paNa jenuM hRdaya kemaLa hoya che te AtmA jaldI palaLI jAya che. pASANu jevA hRdayane pIgaLAvavAnA A pavitra divasa che. jene ema lAgyuM che ke A pavitra divasomAM kaMIka karavA jevuM che, teo te ArAdhanAmAM joDAI gayA che. amAruM satI maMDaLa paNa tapazcaryAnA tejathI jhaLakI uThayuM che. darekane zAtA raheze te AgaLa vadhavAnA bhAva che. mANasa badhuM karI zake che paNa tapa sAthe bAtha bIDI zakato nathI. tame dhAre te jAvajIva brahmacaryanAM pratyAkhyAna laI zako. paNa keIema vicAra kare ke mAre jAvajIva sudhI upavAsa karavA che to e nahi karI zake. tapa kare sahela nathI. pUrve aMtarAya teDI hoya te ja karI zake che. jaina dharmamAM tapanuM vizeSa mahatva che. temAM paNuM paryuSaNa parvanA divasamAM tapanI bharatI Ave che. vIra vANIne camatkAraH zAstromAM mahAna purUSanA tapanuM varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che. e vAMcatAM ApaNuM kALajuM kaMpI jAya che. eka vakhata bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI rAmAnugrAma vicaratAM vicaratAM kAkadI nagarImAM padhAryA. bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA mATe jitazatru rAjA jAya che. jyAM rAjA jAya tyAM prajAnI te vAta ja zI pUchavI !

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320 nagarajano paNa umaTayAM che. e ja nagarImAM bhadrA nAmanI sAthe vAhinI rahetI hatI. tene dhannA nAmanA putra hatA. te khUkha vaibhavazALI hatA. pahelAnAM vakhatamAM je hu zrImaMta hAya te Icchva kahevAtA hatAM. A dhannA pAte rAjA na hatA, paNa rajavADA jevI ja sAhyakhI bhAgavatA hatA. jene rahevA mATe trIsa prakAranAM mahela hatAM. e mahelAnAM bheAMyataLiyA ratnothI jaDelA hatA. enA bAraNe laTakAvelAM tAraNA tamArA gharanAM tAraNeA jevA kIDIyA maNakAnAM na hatAM. paNa sAcA meAtI ane maNIethI guMthelAM hatAM. AvA vaibhavazALI dhannA rAjazAhI sukhA bhegavI rahyo che. A samaye bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI kADhI nagarImAM padhAryAM che. jitazatru rAjA ane nagarajane bhagavAnanAM darzanArthe jaI rahyAM che. darekanA sukha upara AnaMda che. lokonA ToLe ToLA dhannAe peAtAnA mahelanA arUkhAmAMthI jatAM joyAM eTale peAtAnA mANasAne pUche che ke Aje saMkhyAbaMdha loko kayAM jaI rahyA che? tyAre enA mANasoe kahyuM ke jenA nAma smaraNa mAtrathI kanI bhekhaDA tUTI jAya che, jenA darzInathI duHkhaDA dUra thAya che evA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI padhAryAM che. A sAMbhaLI dhannAne AnaMda thayA. ane e paNa prabhunA darzana karavA mATe gayAM. temaNe bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLI. temanA pavitra hRdayamAM eka ja vakhatanI dezanAe asara karI. bhagavAne pudgala parAvartananI vAta samajAvI. A jIvAtmAe ana takALathI keTalA pudgala parAvartana karyAM paNa hajI bhavanA aMta AvyeA nahI. A vAta sAMbhaLIne dhannAjIne vairAgya AvyA. game teTalI sa'patti heAvA chatAM eka visa cheDavAnI tA che ja. AvI sapatti huM A bhavamAM ja nahi paNa anaMtI vAra pAmyA ane cheDavI paDI. bhagavAnanI vANIe dhannAjInuM hRdaya bhedI nAMkhyu. enu hRdaya lAkhaDI na hatuM eTale jaldI pIgaLI gayuM. vairAgyanA raMga : e hAtha joDI prabhune kahe che huM prabhu! mane A saMsAra asAra lAgyA che. ApanI vANI mane rUcI che. ahIthI ghera jaI ne mArI mAtAnI AjJA laI ne vahelAmAM vahelI take ApanI pAse saMyama aMgIkAra karavA mATe Avu' '. Apa tyAM sudhI ahIM ja sthiratA karo. bhagavAna kahe che-- ahAsuyaM devANupiyA ! mA paDibaMdha kareha " he devAnupriya ! tane jema sukha upaje tema kara. sArA kArya'mAM vila`kha na kara. dhannAjI bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI ghera gayA. pahelAM jyAre bahArathI A tAM tyAre enI dRSTi pahelAM aMtera tarapha jatI hatI. Aje teA sIdhA mAtAnA mahele gaya. ane mAtAne kahyuM ke mAtA ! Aje me' bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI. mane have A sAMsAra asAra lAgyA che. mane dIkSAnI AjJA Ape. A sAMbhaLatAM ja mAtA dharatI upara DhaLI paDI. aMte mAtAne zuddhimAM lAvI mAtAne samajAvI. mAtA samajI gayA ke have mArA putra zakAya tema nathI, eTale rajA "L

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1 ApI. mAtAnI rajA maLI paNa khatrIsa kanyA ene rokanArI hatI, chatAM badhAne samajAvIne sa'pattinA tyAga karI dhannAjIe bhagavAnanI pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karI, dIkSA lIdhI te ja divase bhagavAnane vaDhaNA namaskAra karIne kahe che he prabhu! ApanI AjJA hoya teA huM jIvanabhara chaThThanA pAraNuM chaThThu karuM ane pAraNAnA divase AyaMbIla karU'. tamArA pAraNA jevA emanAM pAraNAM na hatAM. AyaMbIlamAM pazu ekalA ceAkhA khAvAnA. A eka be divasanA savAla na hatA. jiMdagInA savAla hatA. ugra tapanI sAdhanA : dhannA aNugAra pAraNAnA divase gaucarI jAya che. jeNe rAja navAM navAM rasavatA bhAjana ja AreAgyA hatAM e kevA AhAra le che ! lAkone dhara rasoDuM patI gayuM hoya ane pAchaLathI vadhI gayele tuccha lakhe-sUke ADAra vaheArI lAve che. ane ekavIsa vakhata aceta pANIthI dheAi tene rasa banAvIne pI jAya che. AvI utha tapazcaryA karI zarIra sUkko-bhUkko karI nAMkhyu, emanu peTa uMDI gakhkhI jevuM thaI gayuM hatuM. AMkhA uMDI utarI gaI hatI. zarIramAM leAhI ne mAMsa sUkAI gayAM hatAM. e cAle tyAre jema maganI ane ceALInI zIgA khakhaDe tema hADakA khakhaDatA hatA. jyAM beThA hoya tyAMthI uThIne khIje javu' hAya tA temane zrama lAgatA hatA. Avu' jenu' zarIra sUkAI gayuM hatuM. paNa AtmAnuM teja jhaLakI uThayuM hatuM. tevA dhannA aNugAra bhagavAna madgAvIranI sAthe grAmAnugrAma vicaratAM vicaratAM rAjagRhI nagarImAM padhAryAM. zreNIka rAjAne khakhara paDI ke mArA nAtha padhAryAM che. e bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA gayA. zreNIka rAjA bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLIne vaMdana namaskAra karIne pUche cheH ' imesiNaM bhaMte ! indabhUi pAmokkhANaM caudasaNhaM samaNa sAhassINa kayare aNagAre mahAdukkara kArae caitra mahANijjaratarAe ceva ? " he prabhu ! Indra bhUti pramukha ApanA cauda hajAra ziSyAmAM mar3Ana duSkara karaNI karanAra ane mahAnirjarA karanAra kayA ziSya che ? tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM ke he zreNIka ! mArA badhA ziSyA metInI mALA samAna che. mArA cauda hajAra ziSyAmAM kAI jJAnI che, koI vinayavAna che, koi vaiyAvacca karanAra che ane kAI tapasvI che. paNa tArA prazna e jAtanA che ke duSkara karaNI karanAra kANu che ? teA De zreNIka ! kAkI nagarImAM rahetI bhadrA sAtha vAhinInA putra dhannoM jeNe mArI eka ja vAra dezanA sAMbhaLIne dIkSA lIdhI che ane ugra tapazcaryAM karI rahyo che. mArA cauda hajAra satAmAM duSkara karaNI karanAra hAya tA dhannA aNugAra che. bhagavAne dhannA aNugAranA tapanI vAta zreNIka rAjAne kahI. have zreNIka rAjAne dhannA aNugAranA darzananI bhAvanA jAgI. zreNIka rAjA bhagavAnane vaMdana karI jyAM meAtInI mALA samAna cauDha hajAra satA birAje che tevA pavitra satAne vaMdana karatAM karatAM jyAM dhannA aNugAra birAje che tyAM AvyA. AvIne zuM karyuM...! zA. 43

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3rara dhaNaM apagAra tikkhutto AyAhiNa payAhiNa karei, vadei namasai vaMdaittA namasaittA evaM vayAsI dhanne siNa tuma devANuppiyA ! supuNNe sukayatthe sukayalakkhaNe suladdheNa devANuppiyA ! tava mANussae jammajIviyaphale tikaTu / " (anuttaravavAI sUtra) dhanA aNagArane vaMdana namaskAra karIne kahe che ke devAnupriya ! Apa dhanya che, mahAna puNyazALI che. Ape saMyama laIne tarata ja tapanI ArAdhanA karI lIdhI che. Ape jIvana sAdhanAnuM phaLa prApta karI lIdhuM che. Apa kRtArtha che, kRtalakSaNa che. Ape tapa sAthe samyakatva cAtrinI ArAdhanA karI lIdhI che. A pramANe zreNika rAjAe dhannA aNagAranI stuti karI, vaMdana namaskAra karI bhagavAna pAse AvyA. chevaTe dhanA aNagAre saMthAro karyo. nava mAsanI dIkSA-paryAyamAM kAma karI gayA. AyuSya sthiti pUrNa karI sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM deva paNe utpanna thayA. tyAMthI avIne mokSamAM jaze. baMdhuo! dhannA aNugArane eka paNa veniMga AvyuM na hatuM. cetavaNI AvyA pahelAM ja vIranI eka ja hAke jAgI uThayA, paNa tamane haju jAgavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. tamAruM te AkhuM mAthuM dhoLuM thaI gayuM. paNa haju cetatA nathI, te kyAre cetaze? eka cetavaNIthI na jAgyA te bIjI nebata vAge che. bIjI cetavaNImAM AMkhe ochuM dekhAze. AMkhe ochuM dekhAtAM samajaNavALe AtmA ema vicAra kare ke vadhe nahi. AMkhane gamatAM padArtho joIne moha utpanna thAya che ane karmanuM baMdhana thAya che. te karmo baMdhAtA baMdha thaze. mArA karmo upara kApa mUkAze. e te tamane game ne ! trIjI cetavaNI AvI. kAne saMbhaLAtuM baMdha thayuM. kAne na saMbhaLAya te zuM vadhe ! ochuM sAMbhaLaze te mAruM tAruM karatAM aTakaze. ane vacanavilAsathI vimukha rahevAze. paNa Ajano mAnavI eTale buddhizALI banI gayA che ke AMkha cAlI jAya te bIjI AMkha naMkhAvI de. ane kAne na saMbhaLAya te kiMmatI yaMtra lAvIne goThavI daI mananI murAda pUrI kare che. traNa traNa cetavaNI AvI paNa jAgyA nahi tyAre cetavaNI ApanAra vicAre che ke have te kaDaka cetavaNI ApI dauM. ema vicArI enI batrIzI dUra karI dIdhI. ATaluM thavAthI have jAge ane dharma kare to sAruM. A batrIsI cAlI gaI. paNa tame kaMI kama cho ! tarata ja cokaDuM baMdhAvI moDhAmAM phITIMga karAvI de che. paNa moTuM rAMdalamAnA gokhalA jevuM dekhAya te tamane gamatuM nathI. kRtrima dAMta hovA chatAM kudaratI dAMta je AnaMda mAne che. paNa kudaratI ane kRtrimamAM ghaNe phera che. baMdhuo! gaMgAne pravAha asvaccha kacaro Adi azuci padArthone saMgharate nathI, paNa kinAre mUkI Ave che ane pitAnuM pANI svaccha rAkhI gaMgA nadI aneka jIve

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323 para upakAra kare che. tema AtmA paNa gaMgAnA pANI jevA svaccha che paNa viSaya ane bhAga rUpI kacarA bhegeA karI nimA~La AtmAne mele manAve che. AtmAnI aMdara samyagUjJAna, samyagdarzana ane samyacAritranI kasturI bhare che ke ajJAna-rAga-dveSa Adi kacarAne ja bhare che ! rAga-dveSa Adi kacarAne dUra karA tA ja kasturInI sugaMdha meLavI zakaze. eka pachI eka veAniga AvyAM chatAM AtmA jAgyA nahi. jJAnI kahe che ke huM AtmA! tuM zA mATe phAgaTa phAMphAM mAre che! cAre tarapha ghAra aMdhArA chavAI gayAM che. kayAMya dizA sUjhatI nathI. prakAza vinA aMdhakAra TaLe nahi. AtmAmAM chavAI gayelA gheAra aMdhakArane dUra karavA jJAnInA jJAnanI dIvAdAMDImAMthI ajavALu' Ave che. e dIvA dAMDInA ajavALe anAdinA mithyAtva timirane TALI AtmAnA prakAza phelAve. AtmAne jagADavA kudarata paNa tamane keTaluM samajAve che. chatAM pramADha kADhIyeA AvIne aTakAve che. mADu nidrAmAMthI jAgRta karavA cAra cAra nAkhatA vAgI chatAM jAgyA nahi tyAre chellI nAkhata khUba jorazeArathI vAgI. e che vRddhAvasthA. vRddhAvasthA bahuM kharAkha che. vRddhAvasthAmAM aneka prakAranI lAlasAe jAge che. tame badhe ya yuktie racI. dheALAnA kALA karavA kalapa lagADe che. kAne sAMbhaLavA mATe reDiyA lAvyA. AMkhA navI naMkhAvI. dAMtamAM cAThu* gAThavI dIdhuM. paNa jyAM AkhA zarIranI cAmaDI laTakavA lAgI, zarIra tharathara dhrujavA lAgyuM'. pachI vicAra karo ke mAre tA gharaDA dekhAvuM nathI. teA kaMI upAya kharA ! game teTalu` kare paNa tamArI vRddhAvasthA chAnI nathI rahevAnI. ane divase divase tRSNA vadhavAnI che. sATha vaSa~nA DAsA-DosI thaI gayAM paNa paragharanI paMcAta chUTatI nathI. putraputrI putravadhU Adi parivAranI lIlI vADI jovAnI jijJAsA tRpti pAmatI nathI. deha-draSa kuTuMba piravAra A dhu' AtmAne tAranAra nathI. chatAM vRddhAvasthAmAM paNu zarIra upara apAra mamatA jAge che. saMsAramAM strI, putra, parivAra, maMgalA ke mAla milkata tArA thavAnA nathI. kAyA, mAyA, kAminI, traNe bhaginI thAya, jatana karI rAkhA sadA, aMte vaNasI jAya. kAyA, mAyA ne strI e traNene game teTalAM sAcavaze te paNa te aMte naSTa thavAnA che. kAcI kAyAnA raMga ghaDI ghaDI palaTAya che paNa AtmAmAM kaMI ja pharaka paDatA nathI. jyAre pudgala ekanu eka hAvA chatAM emAM pratyeka avasthAmAM pharaka paDatA jAya che. vRddhAvasthAnA phoTo tamane jovA paNu gamatA nathI. vRddhAvasthAmAM calAtuM nathI, khAI zakAtuM nathI, kheAlI zakAtuM nathI, kAma zAMta thatI nathI. thatuM nathI, chatAM tRSNA

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34 " vAkayane aMte jarUrata hAya pUrNavirAmanI, dhama zALAmAM musApharane jarUra vizrAmanI. vRddhavayamAM jhaMkhanA eka ja rahe ArAmanI, aMta kAle auSadhi akasIra che jina dharmAMnI." vRddhAvasthAmAM zenI jarUra che ane tame zu karI rahayAM che ? enA tame vicAra karo. jinezvare batAvelA dhamanI auSadhi choDI daI tRSNAmAM ja tatpara raheA che, tamAre keTaluM bheguM karavu` che ? dikarAnA dikarA khAya teTaluM kamAyA te paNa haju sataSa thayA nahi. jo tamAre jAgavu ja hAya teA jIvanamAM jAgRti lAvavI ja paDaze. manane tRSNA taraphathI vALI tRpti tarapha laI jAva. jo tame tamArA manane tRpti tarapha lai jAva ane A badhI paLeAjaNu samajIne nahi cheDo te kudarata tamane cheDAvaze. ekalA AvyA ane ekalA javAnuM che. jANeA che chatAM samajatA nathI, jAgatA nathI. tamane zuM kahevuM ! " jAgI jone jIvalaDA tu ekala Avye ekala jAvuM manasUbAnA caNe minArA, mRgajaLa sukha kayAM lAge sArA cAra divasanA e camakArA....ekala AvyA ekala jAvuM jAgI jone jIvalaDA.... ,, kha'dhue ! khATI AzAnA minArA caNI AtmAnuM bagaDaze nahi. Atma kalyANuMpathanA sAcA pravAsI tA e ja che ke je mRtyunI ghaDI pahelAM Atma sAdhanA karI le che. AvI uttama sAdhanA karavA mATe prabhue aneka mArgo batAvyAM che. e badhu karavA mATe jIve samajaNapUrNAMka dharma karavAnI jarUra che. bhagavAna vItarAganI vANInAM ekeka vacanA gUDha rahasyAthI bharelAM che. enAM rahasyA mAnava kharAkhara na samaje teA ane ana karI bese che. "avaLI samajaNathI thatA kAdha" eka vakhata eka gAmanI bahAra kUvAne kAMThe eka sanyAsI beThA che. te AtmajJAnamAM masta rahe che. ene gAmanA leAkeAnI ke saMsAranI koI paravA nathI. koI enI pAse Ave te tattvajJAnanI vAtA samajAve che. A saMnyAsI traNa vAkA melyA kare che, ane e khelavAnI sAthe enI sAvadhAnI paNa khUba che. kUvAnI sAme ja jhADa nIce Asana lagAvIne beThA che. kUvAnA kAMThe gAmanI aneka strIe pANI bharavA Ave che ane jAya che. eka vakhata evu' anya' ke traNa strIe eka sAthe pANI bharavA mATe Ave che. temAM AgaLa brAhmaNanI patnI che, pAchaLa vaNikanI patnI che ane vacamAM rajapUtANI che. traNe strIe kUvAmAMthI pANI sI'cI mAthe pANInA beDAM laine sanyAsI

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karapa beThA che tyAMthI pasAra thAya che. barAbara te ja vakhate saMnyAsI bele che. "agalI bhI achI hai, pichalI bhI acchI hai, bicalI ko jItte ke mAra" A vAkyane bhAvArtha pitApitAnI buddhi pramANe e traNee karyo. brAhmaNa patnI ane vaNika patnIne khUba harSa thayo ke amane baMnene saMnyAsI bAvAe sArI kahI. ane rajapUtANIne juttA vaDe mAra mAravAnuM kahyuM. eTale ene kola Avyo, ke mane jogIDAe evuM kahyuM! saMnyAsIne te koInA pratye rAga ke dveSa na hatuM. ene koIne sArA ke khoTA kahevAne zuM matalaba hAya ! saMnyAsIne mATe e vAkya maMtra samAna hatuM. paNa ene Azaya nahi samajavAthI rajapUtANInA manamAM te meTuM mahAbhArata racAI gayuM. arthane anartha thaI gaye. rajapUtANInuM lehI ukaLI uThayuM. brAhmaNI ane vANiyaNane sArI kahI ane mane ja kharAba kahIne mAruM apamAna karyuM che. have e apamAnane badale lauM te ja huM sAcI rajapUtANI. ema nirNaya karI beDuM utArIne sUI gaI. rasoI paNa karI nahi. aMgamAM veranI Aga lAgI che. eTale ene cena paDatuM nathI. baMdhuo ! Aga lAge tyAre tene bUjhavavA zuM karavuM joIe? mAla milkata, dukAna, makAna ke tamArI vakhAramAM Aga lAgI hoya te tarata ja upacAro karo cho. dravya sAdhanone nAza na thAya te mATe tame khUba takedArI rAkhe che paNa aMtaramAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha Adi kaSAyenI je Aga lAgI rahI che tene elavavAne koI divasa vicAra Ave che? enA mATe koI upAya karyA che! je sAdhane kSaNika che tene sAcavavAmAM keTalI sAvadhAnI che ! ane je sAdhane AdhyAtmika jIvanamAM zAzvata banI muktinI najIka laI janAra che tene mATe thoDo paNa prayAsa nathI. AMtarika Agane zamAvavA vItarAga vANInuM pANI ajaba sahAyaka nIvaDe che. e nIranuM nirmaLa jharaNu jenA jIvanamAM vahe che te AtmA bhava aTavIne pAra kare che. rome romamAM vyApelI veranI viSama vALA rajapUtANIne bALe che. rajapUta ghera AvyuM. patnIne khATalAmAM godaDI oDhIne sUtelI joI. pANInuM beDuM jema tema paDayuM che. rAInuM ThekANuM nathI. A joIne rajapUta pUche che. Aje tamane zuM thayuM che? zuM tamArI tabiyata bagaDI che? tyAre rajapUtANI kahe che zI vAta karavI? jene pati sAthe kSatriya che enI patnInuM eka gIDe apamAna karI jAya e kema sahana thAya ? rajapUtANIe raDatI AMkhe badhI vAta karI. vAta sAMbhaLI rajapUtanuM lehI garama thaI gayuM. eNe hAthamAM talavAra lIdhI. basa, have te e saMnyAsInA eka jhATake be TUkaDA karI nAkha. talavAra laIne saMnyAsI beThe che tyAM jAya che. paNa saMnyAsI pAse te bhaktonI maMDaLI jAmI che. saMnyAsI AtmAnI vAte temane samajAve che. rajapUte vicAra karyo ke ATalA badhA mANase vacce sAhasa karavuM nakAmuM che. A badhA vikharAya eTale

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ureda ene mArI nAkhuM. takanI rAha joI rajapUta lapAIne beThe che. ane zuM bole che te sAMbhaLe che. badhA mANasane upadeza Apata Apate saMnyAsI vacamAM bele che ke "agalI bhI acchI, pIchalI bhI acchI, bIcalI ke jutta ke mAra" A sAMbhaLI rajapUtanA kAna camakyAM. atyAre te kaI strI nathI. chatAM A saMnyAsI Ama kema bele che ! theDI vAra thaI ane badhA bhakto uThIne cAlyAM gayA te paNa saMnyAsI e pramANe belavA lAge. tyAre rajapUtane thayuM ke A saMnyAsI Ama belyA ja kare che mATe nakkI AmAM kaMIka rahasya che, nahitara vAraMvAra Ama bele nahi. mAre ekadama sAhasa karI akArya karavuM ye gya nathI. rajapUta ekadama saMnyAsI pAse AvI caraNamAM namIne pUche che bApajI! Apa AgalI ne sArI kaho che, pAchalIne sArI kahe che ane vacalIne kharAba kahe che enuM rahasya zuM che? Apa kRpA karIne mane samajAve. saMnyAsI kahe che bhAI! A uttama mAnavabhava meLavyA pachI sArthaka karavAne che. chAzamAMthI mAkhaNanI jema tatvamAMthI sAra kADhatAM zIkhavuM joIe. bhAI! pahelI bAlyAvasthA che te nirdoSa hoya che. bAlyAvasthAmAM bALakane duniyAnuM bhAna hetuM nathI. keIne pratye vera-jhera hetAM nathI. bAlyakALamAM koI jAtane beje ke ciMtA hotI nathI eTale AnaMdathI rahevAnuM. tethI te sArI che. pAchalI sArI kahevAnuM kAraNa IndriyenA gheDA zithila thaI javAthI IchA thavA chatAM pApa karI zakatuM nathI. IndriyenuM piSaNa karI zakAtuM nathI. mATe AgalI-pAchalI avasthAomAM pApa ati alpa thAya che. te dRSTithI meM sArI kahI che. yuvAnI uphAna che, AMdhaLI che, niraMkuza che je yuvAnI divAnI che te eka dina javAnI che. havA bharelA daDA jevI che. daDAmAM vadhu havA bharavAmAM Ave te phATI jAya tema zakti ane mada AvatAM yuvAnI divAnI bane che. vadhu pApa yuvAnImAM ja thAya che. IndriyenA ghaDA bekAbU hoya che tethI pApa karavA jaldI prerAya che. je tene juttA mArIne vaza karavAmAM na Ave te te ghaDA AtmAne durgatinA khADAmAM pheMkI de che. mATe vacalIne tapa ane saMyamathI baMdhanamAM rAkhavAnI che. juvAnI ja evI jAjaramAna che ke jyAM dharma paNa karI zakAya ane karma paNa karI zakAya. je avasthA rAganA divasanI che te ja avasthA tapa-tyAganI ArAdhanAnA divasonI che. mATe yuvAnImAM jAgRta banI AtmAnuM sAdhI le. saMnyAsInI vAta sAMbhaLI rajapUta kahe che, he gIrAja ApanI vANImAM te guDha rahasya samAyeluM che. je Ane khulAso na thaye heta te A talavAra dvArA meM ApanA dehane nAza karyo heta. A talavAra ApanA rUdhirathI raktavaNuM banI gaI hatI ane vagara vicAryuM kAma karanAranI jema mAre paNa pastAvAne vakhata Avata. mane

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ka7 Aje samajAyuM ke zabda para marI phITavuM nahi paNa ene Azaya samaja. na samajAya te namra banIne bIjA pAse samajI levuM joIe. tatvajJa purUSanAM vacana gUDha tatvathI bharelA hoya che. jJAnI purUSa madhura vacanothI ApaNane jagADe che. baMdhuo! parvanA divase cAlyA jaze A divasomAM pramAda khaMkherI, AMkhamAMthI uMgha uDADI jIvanamAM jJAna daSTi jagADe. jJAnathI ja heya, reya ane upAdeyane viveka Avaze. jJAna ane samajaNa vinA AtmakalyANanA sAcA rAhe cAlI zakAze nahi. jJAnInA vacanathI ja AtmAnI ramaNIyatAnA prabhAtane AnaMda mANI zakAze. je jAge che te sAdhe che, UMghe che te bagADe che." ATaluM samajaze te Atma kalyANa karI zakaze. pAMca divasamAM apramatta banIne bane teTalI dharmArAdhanA karI le. samaya thaI gayela che. vadhu bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAnanaM. 45 bhAdaravA suda 15 ne maMgaLavAra, tA. 1-9-70 zAstrakAra bhagavaMta, anaMta karUNAnIdhi bhagavAna mahAvIre jagatanA jIne pragatine mArga batAvyuM che. kahevAya che ke AjanA yuge ghaNI pragati sAdhI che. sukha ane sagavaDanA aneka sAdhane yuge meLavI ApyA che. AjanA yuge zodhelA sAdhana vaDe tame kalAkanA 600 mAIlanI jhaDape eTale ke eka miniTamAM daza mAIlanI jhaDape gati karI zake che ! tamArA kuTuMbIjane game teTalAM dUra vasatAM hoya chatAM tenI sAthe tame vAtacIta karI zake che. theDA ja kalAkamAM tame tene saMdeza pahoMcADI zake che eTaluM ja nahi paNa tame tenI pAse vAyu vege pahoMcI paNa zako che. Aje zodhAyela chellAmAM chellI DhabanA yaMtra vaDe mANasanuM kAma ghaNuM ochuM thaI gayela che. thoDA samayamAM te anekagaNuM vadhAre kAma karI zake che. yaMtramAM tame ghauM nAkhe eTale temAMthI kacaro sApha thaI jAya, daLAI jAya che ane leTa eka thelImAM pika thaI jAya che. yaMtramAM tame kAgaLane Akho rola caDhAvI do eTale tamAre joIe te mApanI thelIne kAgaLa pAI jAya. guMdara caDAIne thelI taiyAra thaI jAya che. AvA yaMtranI Aje zodhakhoLa thaI che, AmAM mAnavIne dekharekha rAkhavA sivAya khAsa mahenata

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ra karavI paDatI nathI. badhu` ja yaMtro vaDe eTomeTIka thai jAya che. tamArI besavAnI meTaro paNu yaMtrathI ja bane che. ene koI kArIgara yaMtranI sahAya vinA anAvavA Icche te tene keTalA samaya lAge ! divaseAnA divaseA ane mahinAenA mahinA te kAmamAM vItI jAya te pazu zu yaMtro vaDe manatI meTara jevu' ekadhAru baMdha besatuM kAma thAya kharuM! na ja thAya. amerikA jaI Avela ane meTaranu kArakhAnu' joI Avela leAkA kahe che ke tyAM te phakta pAMca ja miniTamAM meTara taiyAra thaI jAya che. mATA meATA patarA kapAI ne temAMthI meTara taiyAra thaI ne pAMca ja miniTamAM bahAra paDe A sAMbhaLI tamane Azcarya lAge che. paNa temAM navAI pAmavA jevuM kazuM nathI. vijJAnanI madadathI Aje enAthI paNa vizeSa navAI pamADe tevAM karyAM thai rahelAM che. A rIte AjanA yuge yaMtro ApyA che. aneka sukha sagavaDanA sAdhana ApyAM che. mANasa beDA hAya tyAMthI tene uDavAnI jarUra na rahe tevAM sAdhanA AjanA yuge tamane ApyAM che. te beTho beTho cAMpa dabAvIne badhuM meLavI zake che. AjanA mAnavI A kAraNe gava anubhave che. ane kahe che ke bhUtakALamAM kadIye na thaI heAya tevI pragati ame sAdhI che. vikAsa sAdhyuM che, ane anekavidha sAdhanA ApyAM che. A kathana kharu' che. chatAM AjanA mAnavI te mATe abhimAna karI zake tema nathI. kAraNa ke AjanI pragati ekaDA vinAnA mIDA jevI che. pAyA vinAnA mahela jevI che. tame eka pachI eka game teTalA mI'DA mUke paraMtu jo meADhA AgaLa ekaDA na heAya te ? ekaDA vinAnA mIDA vadhe te zu tethI te mIMDAonI kaI ki Mmata vadhe che kharI ! daza mI'DAnA vIsa mIDA kare ane vIsanA trIsa karA, AthI mIDA vadhaze paNa enI ki mata vadhaze nahi. Avu' ja AjanI pragatinu' che. Aje pragati thai rahI che paNa temAM dhamarUpI ekaDA ja nathI. eTale te pragatine sAcI pragati kahevAya nahi. dha e pAyeA che : kAI mahela bAMdhavAmAM Ave paNa tenA pAye ja nAMkhavAmAM na Avye hAya teA te TakI zake khare ? pAyA vinA mahela TakI zakatA nathI. te kayAre jamInadosta thaI jaze te kahI zakAtu' nathI. tevu' ja AjanI pragatinu` che. AjanI pragati dharmAMnA pAyA vinA thaI che eTale te kayAre vinAza pAmaze te kahI zakAya nahi. A kathananI jhAMkhI tamane hamaNAM ja thaI gayela che. khIjA vizvayuddhamAM eka aNuoe sajAvela vinAze ApaNane pratIti karAvI dIdhI che ke AjanuM sa'hAraka vijJAna varSonI pragatine thADI ja sekanDamAM chinnabhinna karI nAMkhaze. kadAca tame ema paNa prazna karazeA ke A pragati dharma vinA thaI che ema kema kahevAya ? agAu hatAM te karatAM aneka gaNuAM madirA ane dhamasthAnako vadhyAM che. dAna- yAvadhaka aneka saMsthAe khAlAi che. mANase paNa khUba kare che. agAu dhakriyA

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3ra9 pahelAM na apAyAM hoya teTalA pramANamAM dAtAo Aje dAna ApI rahela che te kema kahI zakAya ke AjanA yuge dharmanA pAyA upara pragati nathI karI ! A praznane javAba e che ke AjanA yuge uparanI bAbatamAM pragati karI che, e kharuM, paraMtu te pragatimAM dharma raheluM nathI. paNa dharmane AbhAsa mAtra rahe che. AjanA yuge dharmane ane dharmasthAnakane kedakhAnA rUpa gaNyA che. tethI jIvanamAM dharmane badale asatya, anIti, apramANiktA vigere jovAmAM Ave che. A kAraNe AjanA yugamAM aneka jAtanI bhautika sukha sagavaDo hovA chatAM koInA jIvanamAM vAstavika sukha jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. tamane samajAya che ke dharma vinA keI sukha maLavAnuM nathI! Aje dareka deza vizvazAMtinI vAta kare che. paraMtu pitAnI AMtarika nIti te bIjA dezamAM pitAnuM sthAna jamAvavAnI ja che. vijJAna AgaLa vadhatuM jAya che tema tema mAnavIne bhaya paNa vadhatuM jAya che. aNubanI zeAdhe darekane bhayabhIta karI dIdhAM che. A rIte vijJAna e dharmanuM eka aMga banavAne badale vinAzaka aMga banatuM jAya che. ane te ja kAraNe tenAthI sukha maLyuM che tenA karatAM duHkha vizeSa pramANamAM vadhatuM jAya che. baMdhuo ! Aje mANasene parasparane vyavahAra paNa adharmamaya dekhAya che. ekabIjAnI vAta upara keIne bharoso hetuM nathI. be sagA bhAIone paNa eka bIjA upara A jamAnAmAM vizvAsa nathI te bIjAnI te vAta ja kyAM karavI ! dhaMdhAnI pravRttimAM paNa dharma adharmanI vAta bhUlAI gaI che. AjanA yuganuM sUtra che ke jemAM paisA vadhu maLatA hoya te dhaMdhe kare" pachI bhalene te dhaMdhe game teTale hiMsaka ane anItimaya kema na hoya ! dharmane bAjumAM mUkI dIdhuM che enuM pariNAma e AvyuM che ke vAstavika sukha paNa bAjumAM mUkAI gayuM che. bhale te rASTrapati haya, koThAdhipati haya, amaladAra hoya ke meTo padavIdhArI hoya paNa dharmamaya jIvana nahIM hovAthI teo sAcuM sukha anubhavI zakatA nathI. eka vAta che. sukha sagavaDanA sAdhanane tame sukha kahetA he te tevuM sukha te avazya meLavI zake che. paNa sukhane artha mananI zAMti, paraspara prema ane Atmika sukha karatA he to tevuM sukha jIvananI dareka pravRttinuM caNatara dharmarUpI pAyA para karyA vinA maLavuM zakya nathI. bIjI rIte kahIe te dharma kahe che ke tame bIjAne sukha Apaze te ja tame sukha prApta karI zakaze. mATe tame sukha icchatA che te bIjAne sukha upaje tevI pravRtti kare, te sivAya lakSamI vaDe, sukha sagavaDanAM sAdhana vaDe "sukha meLavavAno prayatna kare te jhAMjhavAnA nIra samAna vyartha che. paradezamAM jaIne lAkho rUpiyAnI kamANI karanAra paNa sukhe uMghI zakatA nathI. paisAthI sukha sagavaDanA sAdhano vasAvI zakAya, khAI pIne moja karI zakAya, paNa AtmAne AnaMda lUMTAI jAya che. azAMti ubhI thAya che. paisAnA abhAvamAM mANasa sAdAIthI rahetA hoya che. zA. 42

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360 sukhe khAIne saMpathI kuTuMba rahetuM hoya che. paNa jayAM paisA vadhyA tyAM raMga-rAga vadhyA, abhimAna vadhyuM, nATaka-sinemA vadhyA, phezane ane vyasana vadhyAM, kusaMpa vadhe che mATe ja jJAnI kahe che ke saMtoSI ja sAce sukhI che. nyAya, nIti ane pramANikapaNAthI meLavele paise ja sukha ApI zake che. jyAM anyAya, anIti, adharma ane apramANikatA hoya che tyAM duHkhane ja nivAsa hoya che. anItine paiso mANasanI buddhimAM bhrama pedA kare che. anItithI meLavelA paisAthI kharIdelA anAjanA kaNa nItivAna mANasanA peTamAM jAya che te manamAM paNa asthiratA janmAve che. dA. ta. puNIyA zrAvakanI patnIe pADezane gherathI AvelI vAnagI paNIyA zrAvakanA bhANAmAM pIrasI. eNe khAdhI pariNAme puNIyA zrAvakanuM mana sAmAyikamAM sthira rahI zakayuM nahi. ATaluM the anAja peTamAM jAya che te paNa manamAM asthiratA janmAve che te anyAya, anIti ane kALA bajArathI meLavela lamIthI te sukha kevI rIte maLI zake? jIvanamAM niHsvArtha prema, vinaya, viveka, saMteSa ane saMyama vinA bhautika saMpatti sAcuM sukha kayAMthI ApI zake ! eTale ja Aje vijJAne aneka sukha sagavaDanAM sAdhane ApelAM hovA chatAM mAnavInA jIvanamAM sukha jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. tenAM mana upara gamagInatA dekhAtI hoya che. bahArathI bhale te sukhI dekhAto hoya paraMtu aMdaramAM te vedanA bharI hoya che. AjanA yugamAM asaMtoSanI mAtrA dharmanA avalaMbanane abhAve paNa vadhI gayela che. lAkhopati, karoDapati ane abajopati bane te paNa tethI tene saMteSa thavAne nathI. moTo deza samRddha hovA chatAM paNa temane eTalethI saMtoSa nathI. anya dezamAM pitAnuM sthAna jamAvavA mATe aneka jAtanA prayane teo karI rahyAM che. A rIte vyaktigata jIvanamAM, sAmAjika jIvanamAM, rASTrIya ke AMtara rASTrIya jIvanamAM sarva sthaLe asaMtoSanI mAtrA jovAmAM Ave che. tenuM kAraNa che manenigrahane abhAva dharmamaya jIvana vinA IcchAo para, mana para kAbU Ave zakya nathI. manane vAMdarAnI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. vAMdare vadhu caMcaLa gaNAya che. paNa mana te tethI anekagaNuM caMcaLa che. tenA upara je tame kAbU nahi meLave te te tamane kyAM DhasaDI jaze ? te kahI zakAya nahi. tene vaza karavA mATe ja saMyama ane saMtoSanI jarUra che. jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke - suvaNNa-ruppassa u pavvayA bhave, siyA hu kelAsasamA asaMkhayA / narassa ludhdhassa na tehi kiMci, icchA hu AgAsasamA aNantiyA / u. sU, a-9 gAthA 48

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331 sonA rUpAnA kailAsa jevA asaMkhya paryaMtA paNa lebhI manuSyane pUratA nathI kAraNa ke icchA AkAza jevI anata che. mAnavInI IcchA AkAza jevI anaMta che ema darzAvIne zAstrakAro kahe che ke Ama jANIne manuSye nigrahanA Azaro levA e ja ThIka che. puDhavI sAlI javA ceva, hiraNNaM dipurjA nAmeAE, rUr viSnA pasubhissaha / tavaM 22e // 3. a. 9-49 dhana, dhAnya sahita AkhI pRthvI eka ja manuSyane ApI devAmAM Ave te pa tenAthI tene sa MtASa nahi thAya ema jANI nigrahanA Azaro levA e ja ThIka che. mana upara kAbU kema AvI zake! kauTu'khika jIvanamAM sukha ane zAMti kevI rIte prApta thAya! eka deza khIjA dezathI bhaya vinAnA kema ane ! saMhAraka vijJAnanI jarUriyAta kayAre dUra thAya ! mAnavInA mAnavI pratye vizvAsa kayAre jAme ! paraspara premabhayu vAtAvaraNa kayAre sarjAya ! AjanuM zikSaNa mAnavane lAbhadAyaka kyAre bane ? A badhA praznonA eka ja javAba che ke tamArI dareka pravRttio ane bhautika vikAsanuM caNutra dharmAMnA pAyA para karo. rASTrIya nIti haiAya, sAmAjika pravRtti hoya ke vyaktigata pravRtti hAya, game te pravRtti hAya paNa te dhamaya hAya tA ja sukha-saMtASa-prema vagere prApta karI zakAze. AgaLa kahyuM te pramANe dhamane dhama sthAnaka pUratA maryAdita nahI rAkhatAM jIvanamAM utArazeA. ane " jIva-jIvavA de "nA siddhAMtane lakSamAM rAkhIne tamA khIjA pratye mAnavatAbhayuM vana rAkhazeA, tyAre ja tameA kharu' sukha prApta karI zakazeA. ane kharA vikAsa sAdhI zakazo. A ja sAcA sukhanA rAjamArga che. A vAta AjanA yuga Aje nahi samaje te tene AvatI kAle te vAta avazya apanAvavI paDaze. pAMca prakAranA kalpa aMdhue ! AtmAnI ArAdhanAnA Aje ceAthe divasa che. A divaseAmAM bane teTalI sAdhanA karI le.. AjanA divasanuM nAma kalpara che. kalpa pAMca prakAranA che. 1) sthiti kalpa 2) asthiti kalpa 3) jinakalpa 4) sthivara kalpa 5) kapAtIta kalpa. AjathI pAMcame divase mahAna pavitra savatsarI parva Ave che. eTale AjanA divasanu nAma kadhara rAkhyuM che. ane pachI chellu telAdhara Avaze. telAdharathI trIje divase saMvatsarI 51 Ave che. sthitikalpa :-sthiti eTale jene mATe amuka amuka maryAdA nirmANuM karatI

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heya, jema ke zrAvakee amuka niyamonuM pAlana karavAnuM hoya che. sAdhu-sAdhvIoe be vakhata Avazyaka (sUtra) karavuM ja joIe. sAdhune traNa pacheDI rAkhavI kalpe che. sAdhvIne cAra pacheDI rAkhavI kape che. kAraNa ke sAdhu karatAM sAdhvIne zarIranI maryAdA vadhu sAcavavAnI hoya che. sAdhune zeSakALamAM 29 divasa ane sAdhvIjIne zeSakALamAM 58 divasa rahevuM ka9pe. mAMdagI athavA zarIranA kAraNa sivAya sAdhu-sAdhvIne maryAdAthI vadhu samaya rahevuM kape nahi. pahelAM rASabhadeva bhagavAna ane carama tirthaMkara bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIna saMtane sthitikalpavALA kahevAya. vaccenA bIjA tirthaMkarathI mAMDIne trevIsamAM tirthaMkaranA sAdhuo asthiti kalpavALA che. temane jyAre pApa lAge tyAre pratikramaNa kare. temane amArI jema savAra-sAMja pratikramaNa karavuM ja paDe tema nathI. emane te cAra mahAgrata hoya che. ane RSabhadeva ane mahAvIra svAmInA sAdhuone paMcamahAvratanuM pAlana karavAnuM hoya che, kAraNa ke purimA ujjujaDA u, vaka jaDA u pacchimA / maNimAM jhupannA 3, temAM ume Tu #g | u. a. 23-26 pahelA rASabhadeva prabhunA parivAranA sAdhu prakRtinA jaDa ane saraLa hatAM, temane eka vakhata kahe te samajatAM na hatAM, paNa pAchAM saraLa hatAM. eka vakhata aSabhadeva prabhunA saMta gaucarI gayA. gaucarI karIne AvatAM vAra lAgI tyAre gurU pUche che ke saMte ! Aje ATalI vAra kema lAgI ! tyAre saMte kahe che rastAmAM naTa ramatAM hatAM te jovA ubhA rahyAM. jevuM hatuM tevuM kahI dIdhuM. tyAre gurUe kahyuM bhAI! saMsAra choDI sAdhu banyA, have naTa nATaka ApaNAthI na jovAya. tarata ja bhUla kabUla karI lIdhI. bIjI vakhata gaucarI gayAM tyAre rastAmAM naTaDI nAcatI hatI te jovA ubhA rahyAM. pharIne gurUe prazna karyo ke ATalI vAra kema lAgI ! te kahe che gurUdeva ! naTaDI nAcatI hatI te jovA ubhA rahyA hatAM, tyAre gurUe kahyuM bhAI! naTanI ramata na javAya te enAthI naTaDIne nAca javAya ? tyAre kahe che gurUdeva ! Ape te naTanI nA pADI hatI paNa naTaDInI nA pADI na hatI. AvI jaDatA hatI paNa jaDatAnI sAthe saraLatA paNa hatI. tethI kahe gurUdeva, have bhUla nahi karIe. vacalA bAvIsa tirthaMkaranA aMte prakRtinA saraLa ane prajJAvaMta hatA. eTale emane kaMI kahevuM paDatuM nahotuM. jyAre grevIsamA tirthaMkarane saMtAne evA ApaNe te vaka ane jaDa chIe, bhagavAnanI AjJAthI viparIta vartana karanArA chIe. pahelA tirtha karanA parivArane gurUe kahyuM ke bhAI ! ApaNAthI nATaka na levAya te emaNe bhUla kabUla karI lIdhI, paNa atyAranA ziSyo te ema ja kahI de ke tamAre amane pahelethI ja kahevuM hatuM ne ? tame amane evuM kayAM kahyuM hatuM ke naTa-naTaDInuM nATaka na jevAya! - A kAraNathI vIsamA tirthaMkaranA sAdhuo vAMkA ne jaDa kahevAya che.

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333 trIjA, jinakalpI sAdhuo khUba ja ucca prakAranI karaNI kare che. teo pagamAM kAMTA vAge chatAM kADhe nahi. peAte je sthAnamAM rahelA haiAya te sthAnamAM Aga lAge te te peAtAnI jAte bahAra nIkaLe nahi. kadAca koI kADhe te Iyasamiti sAcavIne bahAra nIkaLe. kAI kAMTA kADhI de teA kADhavA de paNa potAnI jAte kADhe nahi. upadhimAM eka pacheDI, caleATo, muhapatti ane rajoharaNa rAkhe. gheDunA rAga keTale chUTayA hoya tyAre AvI karaNI karI zakAya ! jinakalpI sAdhu AvI uca karaNInA karanAra hAya che. ceAtheA sthivara kalpa : sthivara kalpI sAdhuo .mATe vastra, pAtra amuka ja rakhAya evA niyama hAya che. je munie Dha'DI-garamI-DAMsa maccharanA pariSaddha sahana karI zake che, tevA munie pahelAM ja'galamAM rahetA hatAM. jemanAthI lajjAnA pariSaddha jItI zakAya te vastra paheratAM nahi, je lajjAnA pariSaddha na jItyA hoya tene vastro paheravAnI chUTa che. zarIrane DhAMkavA mATe ja vastro paheravAnA che. je vastro pahere te sAdhu na kahevAya evuM nathI. Aje digabarA laI maMDayA che ke jenA zarIra upara vastranA tAMtaNeA hoya tenA mAkSa na thAya. A vAta kharAkhara nathI. kAraNa ke jo sAdhune vastro rAkhavAnA ja na hAya te mudghapattinuM paDilehaNa karavu, vastra pAtranu paDilehaNa karavuM, ATalAM ja vaseA rAkhavAM e badhI vAtA siddhAMtamAM zA mATe AvI ? pahelA ane chellA titha karAnA saMtAne jINu vastro paheravAnI AjJA che. ane vacalA khAvIsa tirthaMkarAnA sa MtA bahumUlAM ane raMgIna vastro paNa paheratAM hatAM. kAraNu emane bahu-mUlAM vastro hAya ke halakAM hAya enA pratye mamatva na hatu. bhagavAna kahe che vasra-pAtra rAkho paNa enA upara mUrchA na rAkheA. padmara bhedde siddha thAya che: jaina dharmAMmAM paMdara bhede jIva siddha thAya che. temAM anya liMge pazu siddha thAya che. bhale bhagavAM vastro dhAraNa karyAM hAya, liMga saMnyAsInu hAya paNa ene jaina dharmanI zraddhA thaI tA e svaliMgI manIne meAkSe jAya che. mATe anya liMge siddha thaI zake che. gRhastha liMge paNa siddha thayAM che. bhagavAna RSabhadeve dIkSA lIdhI. pAchaLa maphtevI mAtA huM mArA RSabha mArA RSabha '" kahIne jhUratAM hatAM. ahA ! mArA RSabha! A ThaMDaDI garamInA pariSaheA kema sahana karatA haze? baMdhue ! tame mAtAne bhUlI jaze paNa mAtAne putra pratye keTalA prema hAya che! game tevA duHkhamAM paNa mAtA peAtAnA saMtAnanuM hita ja zrAddhato hAya che. mAtAnA premamAtAne peAtAnA bALaka upara je vAtsalyabhAva hAya che evA bhAgye ja bIjAne heAya che. mAtA peAtAnA putranu peAtAnA prANanA bhAge paNa rakSaNa kare che. eka vidhavA mAtAe peAtAnA putrane khUba lADa koDathI ucheryAM. gharamAM khAvAnA

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sAMsA hatA. putrane pa-6 varSane mUkI ene pitA cAle gaye hate. A mAtA daLaNuM daLI parasevAnA pANI utArIne mAMDa mAMDa be jaNanuM peTa bharatI hatI. dikarAnuM nAma sumana hatuM. mAtAne AzA hatI ke mAre sumana kAle savAre meTo thaze ane mArA duHkhanA divaso TaLI jaze. mAtA A pramANe AzAnA minArA caNe che. sumana bhaNavAmAM khUba hoMziyAra che. e meTrika pAsa thaI gaye. mAtAne e ja bhAvanA che ke bhale, atyAre huM majurI karu, mane kaSTa paDaze paNa mAre sumana bhaNI gaNIne hoMziyAra thaze te enuM bhaviSya sudharaze ane pachI e ghaDapaNamAM mArI sevA karaze. kadAca devuM thaze te paNa atyAre te mArA dikarAne bhaNavuM. sumana DokaTarI lAIna le che. ane ema. bI. bI. esa. pAsa thAya che. sumana mATe DokaTara banyuM. DokaTarane sArA sArA gharanI kanyAenA mAMgA AvavA lAgyA. eka sArA gharanI kanyA sAthe sumananA lagna thAya che. mAtAne harSa samAtuM nathI. hAza. "have mane zAMti thaI." have dikaro ne vahu mArI sevA karaze. ane huM nirAMte khAI pIne dharmadhyAna karIza Ama aneka vicAre karI AzAnA minArA caNatI hatI. mAtAnA zarIre karacalIo vaLI gaI hatI. Aja sudhInI jiMdagImAM mahenata majUrI karI yauvananuM nUra eNe gumAvI dIdhuM hatuM. sumana hoMziyAra DokaTara hate. yazarekhA sArI hatI. sArA gharanI kanyA para che eTale zUTa-bUTa vagerethI apa-Tu-DeTa thaIne phare che. ene mitro paNa chUTa ane bUTavALA ja maLyA hatAM. badhAM cA-pANI nAstA uDAve che. sumana mitro ane patnImAM ja masta rahevA lAgyo. vahu paNa navA jamAnAnI che eTale junA jamAnAnA AdheDa vayanA sAsujI ene gamatAM nathI. - have sumanane enI priya patnI, pyArA mitra ane davAkhAnA sivAya jagatamAM kaMI dekhAtuM nathI. eka vakhata mAtAnA paga joIne pInArA putrane have mAtA zuM kare che? kayAM che? ene zenI jarUra che? e te pUchate ja nahi. mAtAnuM mukha jevAnI ene pharasada na hatI. ene mana enI patnI ja paramezvara samAna hatI. Adhunika jamAnAnI A patnI mAtAne khUba chaNakA karatI hatI. kAma karAvatI hatI. junA jamAnAnI mAtAne enA raMgaDhaMga gamatAM na hatAM paNa mUMge mere badhuM ja sahana karyo jatI hatI. . "sattAne naze zuM kare che"- eka vakhata e prasaMga banI gayo ke eka bhikhAraNa bAI traNa divasanI bhUkhI hatI. A sumana DekaTarane ghera bhIkha mAMgavA AvI, DokaTaranI patnI zrImaMtanI dikarI che. temaja grejyueTa che. vaLI ene pati epha. Ara. sI. esa. moTo DokaTara che eTale ene abhimAnano pAra nathI. bhikhAraNa bAI karUNa svare peTanI bhUkha maTADavA bhIkha mAgI rahI che. dhanavAnene garIbanA duHkhanI khabara nathI paDatI. bAI palaMgamAM sUtI hatI. te uThIne bhikhAraNane kahe che, cAlI jA ahIMthI. mane UMghavA

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detI nathI. kyAranI zuM kaTa kaTa kare che? bhikhAraNa karagare che tyAre phekaTaranI patnI ene e jorathI dhakko mAre che ke bicArI paDI jAya che. enuM mAthuM phUTI jAya che. baMdhuo! A paryuSaNa parvanA pavitra divasa che. A divasomAM tamArA dila karU NAthI chalakAI javA joIe. musalamAno game tevA pApI haze paNa e ramajhAna mAsamAM pApa nahi kare. jahuM nahi bele, khristI leke nAtAlamAM pApa nahi kare. vaiSNave zrAvaNa mAsamAM dharmakaraNI vizeSa pramANamAM kare che. muslImane mana ramajhAna, khristIne mana nAtAla, ane vaiSNavone zrAvaNa mAsa e dharmanA dhArI divasa che. tema jenene mana paryuSaNa parva e dharmanA dhArI divasa che. lokomAM evI pratIti che ke jenA payuMSaNuM eTale e divasamAM jaine taraphathI koIne trAsa upaje nahi. paryuSaNamAM enI pAse jaIe te ApaNe gunho paNa mApha thaI jaze. thoDuM karaja haze to paNa mApha karI deze. tame tamArI A chApane lUchazo nahi. A varSe megharAjA khUba varasI gayA che. varasAda je cemAsAmAM varase te ja tenI kiMmata che. comAsA pachI varase te mAvaThuM kahevAya. enI bahu kiMmata nahi. tema tamArI jainatvanI atyAre ja kiMmata che. vadhu nahi te ATha divasa tamAre AMgaNe AvelA bhikhArIne tiraskAra na kare eTaluM te jarUra karajo. mAtAjIne mITho Thapako:-DekaTaranI patnIe bhikhAraNa bAIne dhakko mAryo vRddha mAtAjIthI sahana na thayuM. eTale kahe che beTA arUNA! tamane tamArA mAtA-pitAe lAMbe hAtha karIne ApavAnuM paNa zIkhavADyuM che ke nahi! tamAre puNadaya che. e bicArI enA karmodaye garIba banI che. eTale mAMgavA AvI che. tame zA mATe ene tiraskAra kare che ! basa mAjInA ATalA zabdoe dATa vALya. vahu godaDuM oDhIne palaMgamAM piDhI gayA. DokaTara ghare jamavA AvyuM. patnIne palaMgamAM sUtelI joI pUche che kema! tamane Aje zuM thayuM che? DokaTarane mana enI patnI e ja paramezvara hatI. patnI AganI javALAnI jema bhabhUkI uThI. ane bolI. basa, have te ema ja thAya che ke jANe ghAsaleTa chAMTIne baLI maruM ! mArA jIvanane aMta lAvI dauM! sumana kahe che. paNa che zuM? basa tamArI mA tyAM huM nahi. kAM... huM tyAM tamArI mA nahi. reja tamArI mA mane keTaluM duHkha de che! huM tamane kahetI nathI. Aje te tamArI mA mArA mA-bApa sudhI pahoMcI gaI. mAre have jIvavuM nathI. deva, devI nacAve tema nAcato hate. enI AMkhamAM AMsu joI DokaTaranuM haiyuM pIgaLI gayuM. paNa ene khabara na hatI ke strIonAM caritra kevAM hoya che. mAtAne kaI divasa pUchayuM hota te khabara paData. paNa e bhaNelA gaNelA DokaTarane mAtAnuM mukha jovAnI paNa kayAM kurasada hatI !

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33 patnInI vAtA sAMbhaLI sumananA pAre caDhI gayA. khasa, e DezI karyAM gaI ! enI khabara laI nAMkhuM. ubhI karelI kahANI-- garIba gAya jevI mAtA eka khUNAmAM besI ceAdhAra AMsue raDI rahI che. mAtAnA AMsu dekhAtA nathI. ekadama mAtAnA cATalA pakaDIne mAtAne kahe che, kabhArA ! mArI phula jevI komaLa arUNA patnIne tuM ATaluM satAve che! nIkaLa have mArA gharamAM tuM na joI e. putranA mukhanA zabdo sAMbhaLI mAtAnI AMtaraDI kakaLI uThI. chatAM dhImethI he che bhale beTA ! tu' ane tArI vahu sukhethI rahe| ane sukhI thAva. huM teA mAre A cAlI. kahI AMsu sAratI mAtA vidAya thaI. keAI eLakhItA pAsethI theDA paisA laI eka bhAMgI-tUTI nAnakaDI eraDI laine rahevA lAgI. have enAthI majurI thatI nathI. peTanA khADA kema pUravA enI pUrI ci MtA hatI. chatAM lUkhuM sUkuM je maLe te khAIne peTanA khADA pUratI hatI. ane prabhunuM nAma smaraNa karatI hatI. ghaNAM A mAne pUche che he mAtA! tamArA putra ATale zrImaMta che, meATA DokaTara che ane tame AvA gharamAM kema ekalA raheA che? vahu-dikarAe keTaluM apamAna karyu " che. chatAM mAtA emanu` kharAba dekhADavA mAgatI nathI. eTale kahe che bhAI! gharamAM ghaNAM mANaso Ave eTale mArAthI dharmadhyAna thaI zakatuM nathI, tethI ekalI rahe. chuM. khIju koI kAraNa nathI. A mAjI DAkaTara ane enI patnI tA svaga nu sukha bhAgave che. mAtA kakyAM gaI? kayAM rahetI haze? enu peTa kema bharAtu haze ? enI leza paNa ciMtA thatI nathI. khaMdhue ! je putrane mATe mAtAe kevA AzAnA minArA caNyAM hatAM, keTalAM kaSTa veThIne bhaNAvyA hatA! te putra mAtAne upakAra bhUlI gayA. ** bhUlA bhale bIjuM badhuM, mA-bApane bhUlazo nahi, agaNita che upakAra enA, eha visaraze nahi. kADhI mukhethI kALiyA, mhAMmAM I mATA karyAM, amRta taNA denAra sAme, jhera ugALaze nahi. lAkheA laDAvyA lADa tamane, kADa sau pUrA karyAM, e koDanA pUranAranAM, koDa pUravA bhUlazeA nahi. bhale badhuM bhUlI jAva paNa mAtA-pitAne kadI bhUlaze nahi. je vidyA bhaNyA pachI mAtAne bhUlI jAya te zu` keLavaNI kahevAya ! Adhunika keLavaNIthI mAnavI e mAnavI nathI rahyo. lAja, zarama, maryAdAne eNe neve mUkI dIdhI che. vinaya--vivekane eNe tilAMjalI ApI che. kharekhara! gaNatara vinAnuM bhaNatara zA kAmanuM? zabdonI saphAimAM, vAtAnI

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37 TApaTIpamAM mANasa potAnI mANasAI samaje che. Ane zuM na jamAne, navI rezanI ke ghora aMdhAruM kahevuM ! je vidyA bhaNyA pachI jIvanamAM vinaya - viveka Ave te ja sAcuM bhaNatara che. roja lUkhuM sUkuM khAvAthI sumananI mAtA bimAra paDI. kAma thatuM nathI. zarIra tharathara dhruje che. cAlavAnI zakti nathI. pAse paise paNa nathI. eTale bIjA DokaTara maphata davA Ape nahi. eTale pitAne chokarA DokaTara che enI pAse jAuM, ema vicAra karI bATalI laIne mAMDa enI mA sumananA davAkhAne pahoMcI. DekaTara samajI gaye ke mA AvI che enI pharaja hatI ke mAne jaladI tapAsI lauM ane davA ApI dauM. e bhaNelo na hato, bhAna bhUlele hato. ene A viveka kyAMthI jAge? bicArI mAtA dadIonI bAjumAM besI gaI. kamasara dadIone tapAsatAM mAtAne vAro AvyuM. mAtAne tapAsI davAnI bATalI bharI ApI. bIjAne jema bIla Apate tema mAtAne paNa bIla ApyuM. tyAre mAtAne thayuM ke dikare mane bhUlI gaya lAge che. dhImethI kahe che beTA, huM bIjI koI nathI paNa tArI mA chuM. dikare kyAM nahate jANata? eNe jANI joIne bIla mAMgyuM hatuM. game te he, mane davAnA paisA ApI de. sumananI mAtA vicAranA cakkaramAM paDI gaI. dikarAe davAnuM bIla mAMgyuM, tyAM enuM haiyuM khaLabhaLI uThayuM. mAtAe kahyuM DaoNkaTara ! ghera jaIne davAnuM bIla mokalI ApuM chuM, ema kahIne cAlatI thaI. mAtA ghera jaI pacheDe oDhI chUTI pike raDI. haiyuM haLavuM karI eka lAMbA kAgaLa upara eNe bIla taiyAra karyuM. emAM nIce pramANe lakhyuM. he mArA vahAlasoyA putra ! tane nava mAsa garbhamAM rAkhe tene rU. 10,000) tathA aneka kaSTa sahana karI tene janma Ape tenA rU. 10,000), tane nAnethI meTe karyo, nhavaDAvya, dhavaDA, dUdhapAna karAvyuM, majurI karI, daLaNuM daLI tane bhaNAvyo tenA rU. 10,000) tArI davAnA paisA kApI mAruM bIla jaladI mokalI Apaje. lI. tArI rAMkaDI mA. ATaluM lakhI bIla sumana DekaTarane mokalI ApyuM. oNkaTaranuM dila dravI uThayuMA bIla vAMcatA ja sumananuM dila kaMpI uThayuM. AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. ake adhama! ke pApI ! je mAtAne mArA upara anaMta upakAra che, enI pAse davAnA paisA mAMgatAM paNa mane lajajA na AvI ! dhikkAra che mane ! mArI keLavaNI dhULamAM maLI. mArA jevA kulAMgAra putro kharekhara A duniyAmAM bhArabhUta che. patnIne nacAvya nAce. je mAtAe pArAvAra mahenata-majUrI karI zA. 43.

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33. mane bhaNAvyA, gAnyA ane AgaLa vadhAryAM. te ja mAtAnI sAthe mAru' aa vatana ! mane keTalA lADakoDathI ucheryAM ! mArI mAe mArI pAsethI keTalI AzAo rAkhI hatI ! ene me mAthAnA ceATale pakaDI bahAra kADhI. A pApamAMthI kayAre chUTIza! A rIte peAtAnA pApanA pazcAtApa karatA sumana davAkhAnuM choDI doDatA mAtA pAse gaye. pazcAtApanA AMsue vaDe mAtAnAM caraNa pakhALyAM, ane peAtAnI bhUlanI kSamA mAMgI. he mAtA ! mane kSamA kara. cherU karU thAya paNa mAvatara kamAvatara na thAya. mAtA ! te Aje mane navuM jIvana Apyu. tyAra pachI DokaTara sudharI gayA. mAtAnI sevA karavA lAgyA. peAtAnI eka ja mAtA nahi paNa jeTalI vRddha vidhavA mAtAe davA levA Ave temane maphata davA ApavA lAgyA. baMdhue ! ApaNe pAMca kalpanI vAta cAlatI hatI. vacamAM mAtAne sa'tAnA upara keTale! prema hAya che te kahetAM A dRSTAMta AvI gayu. tame paNa e sAMbhaLIne tamArI keLavaNInA sadupayoga karo, kuTuMba, saMgha ane samAjanI sevA karo. pAMcame kalpa kapAtIta che. tirthaMkara bhagavaMte, kevaLI bhagavaMta ane cauda pUrvadharA vaMgere kalpAtIta purUSA che. jema jJAnanI vRddhi thAya tema cAritra Ave, cAritra AvavAthI meAha upazame che. Aje samaya ghaNA thaI gayA che. ghaDiyALanA kAMTA doDe che ane parvAdhirAjanA pavitra divaseA paNa pUra vege prayANa karI rahyAM che. pavitra divaseAmAM dilane pavitra banAvI mahAna purUSAnA pAvana paMthe prayANa karazeA. vizeSa adhikAra avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna....... 46 mahAvIra jayaMti bhAdaravA suda 2 ne budhavAra tA. 2-9-70 Aje hiMdabharamAM vasatA ane paradezamAM vasatA jaine bhagavAna mahAvIranA janmadivasa vAMcaze ane sAMbhaLaze. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne thai gayA Aje 2500 varSA thavA AvyAM chatAM mahAvIra prabhunu' nAma sAMbhaLatAM darekanA aMtaramAM anerA AnaMda chavAya che. evA bhagavAna mahAvIrane ApaNe eka varSImAM traNa vakhata yAda karIe chIe. caitra suda terasanA divase bhagavAna mahAvIranI jayaMti ujavIe chIe. paryuSaNa parva'mAM Aje bhAdaravA zuda

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339 bIjanA dine paNa janma dina vAMcIe chIe. ane Ase| vada amAsane divase emano nirvANa dina ujavIe chIe. ane e mahApurUSanAM guNagrAma karIe chIe. jema ghAra aMdhakAramAM sUryanA kiraNA bahAra AvavAthI aMdhakAra nAza pAme che tema jagatamAM jyAre ajJAna rUpI aMdhakAra chavAyeA heAya tyAre upadeza rUpI jJAnanAM kiraNA vaDe ajJAnanI AMdhImAM paDelA mAnavane bhagavAne jJAna rUpa kiraNAthI mAga daza na karAvyuM. evA e tejasvI purUSa kevA hatA! bhagavAna mahAvIra kayAre thayA? Aje paNa bhagavAnanuM zAsana jayavaMtu vate che. bhagavAnanA bhavanI gaNatrI kayArathI thaI! e viSayamAM Aje ghaNuM kahevAnuM che. traNa cAra peDhI thAya eTale chekarAe emanA vaDavAone bhUlI jAya che. jyAre bhagavAna mahAvIrane thayAM 2500 varSo thavA AvyA chatAM ApaNe temane bhulatA nathI. Aje ApaNe bhagavAna mahAvIrane zA mATe yAda karIe chIe ? zuM e rAjakumAra hatA eTale ? "nA" vaibhava vilAsa ke aizvaryathI mANasa pujanIka anatA nathI, paNa emaNe saMsAra tyAgI sAdhupaNuM lIdhuM. jagatanA jIvAnA kalyANanA rAha matAnyeA. ghAtI karmAMnA kSaya karI cAra tInI sthApanA karI te jagatanA uddhAraka banyA, tethI ApaNe prabhune yAda karIe chIe. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA AtmA paNa nayasAranA bhavathI eLakhAyA. te paNu pahelAM ApaNI jema anaMtakALathI anaMta pudgala parAvata nathI saMsAra rUpI aTavImAM cAra gatimAM paribhramaNa karatA hatA. jIva anAdithI che tema kama paNa anAdithI che. jIva ane karmAMnA saMcAga paNa anAdithI che. ka che tyAM sudhI jIva janma maraNu kare che. A bhavabhramaNathI aTakavAnA mArga hoya te sauthI prathama samyagdarzana che, je prApta thAya tyArathIja jIvanA bhavanI gaNatarI thAya. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA AtmAe nayasAra nAmanA suthAranA bhavamAM samyagdarzana prApta karyu. eTale tyArathI temanA bhavanI gaNatarI zarU thaI che. nayasAra-nAma paNa kevu' guNaniSpanna che ? naya + sAra. je nayanA sAra kADhe te nayasAra.. naya eTale aza ane pramANa eTale sapUrNa naya eTale aza. aMza apUrNa hAya ane pramANa pUrNa hAya che. bhagatrAna apUrNAMmAMthI pUrNa anyA. A nayasAra prathamathI jaina na hatA. suthAratA gharamAM janma pAmyA hatA. enA AtmA pavitra hatA. saraLa hatA. jenu hradaya pavitra hAya che temAMja dharUpI khIja TakI zake che. hI ujju bhUyassa, dhammo suddhassa ciTThaI / " pocI ane rasALa bhUmimAM khIja uge che tema jyAM saraLatA che tyAM dhama Take che, ""

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240 ukhara bhUmimAM vAveluM' khIja nakAmu' jAya che. tema jenuM hRdaya apavitra che, jemAM zalyanA kAMkarA bharyo che temanA jIvanamAM dhama TakI zakatA nathI. nayasAra suthAra lAkaDA pArakhavAmAM ghaNA DhAMziyAra che. rAjAnA mahela banAvavA mATe sArAmAM sArA lAkaDAnI jarUra paDI che. eTale nayasAra suthAra peAtAnA kAphalAnA mANasone sAthe laIne jaMgalamAM jAya che. lAkaDA lAkaDAmAM phera hAya che. "kASTe ca kATe taratA yathAsti, dugdhe ca dugve taratA yathAsti / jale jale cA taratA yathAsthi, guru gurau cA taratA yathAsti / / " lAkaDAnI aneka jAtA hoya che. mAvaLa-sAga-sIsama-devadAra-lI'khaDo-sukhaDa aneka jAtanuM lAkaDu hAya che, paNa caMdananA lAkaDAnI kiMmata ghaNI hoya che. dUdha-dUdhamAM paNa krUra DAya che. gAya-bheMsa-khakarInuM dUdha, AkaDAnuM ane thArIyAnuM dUdha heAya che. paNa eka dUdha jIvADanAra che. bIjuM dUdha mAranAra che. pANI-pANImAM paNa phera DAya che. kAI gAmanuM pANI evuM hAya che ke khAdheluM pace ja nahi, ane kaMIka gAmanAM pANI evAM hAya che ke game teTalu khAI e tApaNu hajama thai jAya che. sa'sArasAgarathI pAte tare che ane bIjAne tAre che. kugurUe peAte DUbe che ane bIjAne DUbADe che. nayasAra jaMgalamAM aneka prakAranAM lAkaDA pArakhe che. apeArane esatI vakhate vicAra thayA ke jo koI atithI maLI jAya te tene AA jaMgalamAM satanA yAga maLavA muzkela che. chatAM evA vicAra na te saMta kayAMthI maLe? lAva jamavA besI jAu', ema nahi, paNa saMtanI tapAsa karavA nIkaLye, tame tA bhAvanA bhAvA ane manathI pAchA bhAvanAnA dvAra baMdha karI do, ke ahI' kayAMthI sa'ta maLe! cAleAne have jamI laie. baMdhuo! jo tame jaina kuLamAM janmyA hai| tA jamatI vakhate evI bhAvanA jarUra bhAvajo ke koI atithi AvI jAya teA temane vaheArAvIne jamuM. mArA kara pavitra karu. jo atithi na maLe te svadhamI adhune jamADu' ane svadhamI' na maLe te bhUkhe pIDAtA garIkhane jamADuM bhAvanA bhAvIe tA jarUra pUrNa thAya che. kadAca aMtarAya hAya ane bhAvanA pUrI na thAya te lAbha tA jarUra thAya che. jIraNu zeThe cAra cAra mahinA bhAvanA bhAvI te temanI bhAvanA pUrNa na thaI. chatAM teo marIne devaleAkamAM gayA. pUraNu zeThe bhAvanA bhAvI na hatI, chatAM bhagavAna ene tyAM padhAryA. lUkhA-sUkA khAkuLAthI parANu karyuM. sAdhunI tithi nirmANa na hAya. pahelAnAM vakhatamAM sa MtA kevA AkarA abhigraha dhAraNa karatA hatA. paNa samaya thayeA. jamavA jamADIne jamu. karyo ke ahIM eka vakhata udepuramAM eka sa Mte abhigraha dhAryuM ke rAjAnA hAthI mane mAtaiyA lADu vaheArAye tA mArA abhigraha pUrNa thAya! abhigraha dhArIne jyAM sudhI abhigraha

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341 pUrNa na thAya tyAM sudhI dararoja gaucarI nIkaLavuM ja paDe. muni rAja abhigraha pUro karavA mATe nIkaLe che. pacAsa divasa thaI gayA. muninA abhigraha pUrNa thatA nathI tyAre udepuranA mahArAjAne ciMtA thai. pahelAnAM samayamAM jaina dharma viSNuka pUratA na hatA. rAjA mahArAjAe paNa vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvatA hatAM. rAjAne thayuM ke mArA gAmamAM AvA pavitra saMta sUkAi jAya che. emanA ze| abhigraha haze? atyAranI jema IzArA karIne samajAvatA na hatAM. dRDha nizcayI hatAM. kudaratane karavuM ane eka divasa evuM banI gayuM ke mahArAjAne je khAsa hAthI che te gAMDA banyA che ane AkhA gAmamAM DhaDe che. gAmamAM dAMDI pITAya che ke je bahAra hAya te gharamAM pesI jo. rAjAnA hAthI gAMDA banyA che. sau leAko nAsabhAga kare che. saMta paNa abhigraha pUrNa karavA gaucarI mATe nIkaLyAM che. DhAkA sau pAtApeAtAnA makAnamAM, dukAnamAM jyAM hatA tyAM pUrAI gayA. tahevAranA divasa hatA eTale kaMdoIe mIThAInA thALa bahAra kADhIne mUkelA. ene thayu ke nakAmA khagADa thaze mATe aMdara laI lauM. badhI mIThAI dukAnamAM laI levA jAya che. leke kahe che bhAI! A hAthI doDatA Ave che, tu' marI jaiza. hAthI DhADatA Ave che paNa jayAM kaMdoInI dukAna AvI tyAM zAMta paDI gayA. peAtAnI dukAna pAse AvIne hAthI zAMta thayA eTale kaDhAIe hAthInI sUMDhamAM e melaiyA lADu ApyA. te laI ne hAthI dhIme dhIme muni pAse AvyeA. saMta dRDha hatAM, hAthIne sUMDhamAM lADavA laIne AvatA joyA paNa ema nahi ke lAva jhoLI . sAcA saMta ema jIve ke enI bhAvanA che ke nahi! denAranI bhAvanA na heAya te AhAra levAya nahi. hAthI saMtanI pAse gayA ane sUMDha la'khAvI jheLI tarapha. sa Mte jhALI dharI ane hAthIe kha'ne lADavA vaheArAvI dIdhA. ekAvaname divase abhigraha pUrNa thayA. AvA kaThora abhigrahA paNa pUrA thayAM che. nayasAra atithinI zodhamAM nIkaLe che. tyAM peAtAnA gurUthI chUTA paDelA, tApathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thayelA eka saMtane tyAM jIve che. saMtane mAga jaDatA nathI. garamI khUba che. jIvananI AzA chUTI gaI che eTale muni bhUminu pazleiSaNa karI iriyAvahI kare che. ane tyAM sAgArI saMthAro karavAnA niNa ya kare che. A samaye nayasAranI najara muni uMpara paDe che. munine jotAM ja tenA sADA traNa krADa rAmarAya harSollAsathI vikasita thaI gayA. ahA ! mArA saddabhAgya che ke AvI aTavImAM paNa AvA mahAna tapasvI, cAritra sapanna, niSparigrahI evA mahAmuninA mane darzana thayA. tRSAnA pariSaddhathI muninA ka sUkAI rahyo hatA, AMkhe aMdhArA AvatAM hatAM. koI mArga sUjhatA nathI. eTale muni vicAra kare che ke have huM eka vRkSa nIce besI sAgArI saMthArA karu. jo koI mAga batAvanAra maLaze teA mArA sAdhu samudAya bhegA thaI jaIza. jo nahIM maLe te sathA zarIrane vAsarAvIne AtmAnI sAdhanA karIza. Ama vicAra karI vRkSa nIce besavAnI taiyArI kare che te pahelAM nayasAra tyAM paheAMcI gayA.

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341 ahA, bhagavata! Ape ahI' padhArI jaMgalamAM maMgala khanAvyuM. Aje mArAM bhAgya khUlI gayAM. ApanA darzanathI mAruM jIvana pavitra anI gayu che. he prabhu ! Apa kRpA karI mArA taMbu pAse padhAraze. ame ghaNAM mANaso chIe. amArA mATe snAna karavA banAveluM garama pANI taiyAra che. temaja jamavA mATe rasoI banAvelI che. badhI cIjo nirdoSa che mATe Apa amane lAbha ApeA. zrAvakane jamavA besatI vakhate khAramA atithi sa'vibhAga vratanI bhAvanA bhAvavAnI hAya che, nayasArane sheje khAramA vratanI bhAvanA saphaLa thaI. zrAvakanA khAra vratamAMthI agiyAra vrata svataMtra che ane khAramuM vrata parataMtra che. kAraNa ke tamAre ghera saMta padhAre te ja tamAruM' e vrata pUrNa thAya che. atithi eTale jenI tithi nakkI ja na Aya. sata tamAre AMgaNe acAnaka Ave ane tamAre tyAM je nirdeSa AhAra hAya zrAvakane saMkoca na paDe te rIte upayAgathI vaheAre, paNa temanA mATe pegrAmA nakkI karavAnA na heAya. temaja AmaMtraNa na apAya ke mahArAja! Aje amAre tyAM khamaNa banAvavAnA che. agara Aje mArA dikarAnI vagAMTha che, mATe jarUra padhArajo. A rIte AmatraNa Ape te sAdhu tene ghera gaucarI na jAya. temaja peAtAnA nimitte manAvele AhAra paNa na vahAre. nayasAre muninA darzana karyAM. pAtAnA utAre AvavA vinaMtI karI ane hAtha joDIne pUchyuM "he prabhu ! Apa AvI bhaya'kara aTavImAM kayAMthI AvI caDyA ! muni kahe che bhAI ! amArI sAthe ghaNAM munirAjo hatAM. paNa huM zarIranA kAraNe vAravAra zakAtA rokAtA pAchaLa AvatA hatA. temAM tApathI mAru' gaLuM sUkAI gayuM. huM rastA bhUlI gayA ane kaiDInA mArge caDhI gayA. A aTavImAM khUba bhaTakayA, paNa mAga jaDayA nahI. eTale huM saMthArA karavAnI taiyArImAM hatA, tyAM tuM mane maLI gayA. nayasAranA dilamAM ha samAtA nathI. AvA pavitra satanA samAgama thatAM tenA AnaDhanA pAra nathI. " saMta samAgama jIvane mahAna durlabha che, " mA-bApa, dikarA-dikarI, bhAI, bahena, rAjapATa ane baMgalA badhuM maLavu' spela che, paNa A jIvane sa'ta-samAgama maLavA mahA durlabha che. AvA mahAna dula bha saMta samAgama nayasArane maLI gayA. te tenA prabaLa puNyanA utkraya che. pArasamaNInI sAthe letu' rahe tA te suvaNu banI jAya che, paNa pArasa manatu nathI. paNa je mAnavane pArasamaNi samAna sa`tanA samAgama thAya te tene sata peAtAnA samAna saMta banAvI chelR che. sata samAgama karavAthI sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe, saNe nANe vinnANe, paccakhANe ya saMjame 1. ahUna tave ceya, bodANe akiriyAsiddhi / /

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343 sAMbhaLavAthI jJAna thAya, jJAnathI vijJAna thAya, vijJAnathI pratyAkhyAna thAya, pratyA khyAnathI saMyama thAya, saMyamathI anAzravI - Azrava rahita thavAya. tenAthI tapa thAya ane te tapathI karmanI nirjarA thAya ane chevaTe ega nirodha karI zAzvata sthAna mokSane prApta karAve che. bele, saMta samAgama keTale lAbhadAyI che! Aje te paryuSaNa parva ane mahAvIra janma hovAthI upAzraya ane ceka mAnava medanIthI bharacaka dekhAya che. baMdhuo! paryuSaNa pUrato ja A dharma nathI. AtmAe dararoja dharmanI bhAvanA rAkhavI joIe. tame TreInamAM musApharI kare che tyAre ghaNI vakhata jovAmAM AvatuM haze ke musalamAna game te sthaLe hoya paNa te pitAne nitya-niyama - namAja paDhavAnuM bhUlatuM nathI. te tamAre paNa dararoja eka sAmayika karavI, zAstranuM vAMcana karavuM, saMtanA darzana karavA. A ekAda niyama to haze ne! nayasArane saMtanA darzana thavAthI harSane pAra nathI. saMtane prArthanA kare che ke Apa padhAre! ame amArA mATe ghaNI raI banAvI che. ApanA mATe ghaNI rasoI banAvI nathI arthAt ApanA mATe kaMI ja banAvyuM nathI. Apa emAMthI kaMIka laIne amane pAvana kare. dAtAra ucca bhAvanAvALo che temaja uccakeTIne AtmA che. ane lenAra : paNa zuddha ane pavitra AtmA che. munie dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva joIne nirdoSa AhArapANI vaheryA. baMdhuo! sAdhune AhAra pANI sAmA laI jaIne vaherAvAya nahIM. tame sAdhunA darzane jAva tyAre vicAra kare ke bajAramAMthI paDIkuM letA jaIe. ApaNe khAIzuM ane mahArAjane vaherAvIzuM. A AhAra sAdhu le nahi. nayasAra munine vaherAve che paNa manamAM evuM abhimAna nathI karate ke huM chuM te mahArAjane zAtA upajAvuM chuM. tema sAdhu pazu AhAra vihAravA mATe lAcArI batAvatA nathI. ke aho! tame puNyavAna che, tame dAtAra che, tame saMtanI sevA karavAvALA che. tamAruM kalyANa thaze. eka paNa zabda sAdhu bele nahIM. sAdhune kaI satkAra kare te AziSa na Ape. temaja koI tirarakAra kare, koI apamAna kare, keI helaNA-niMdA kare te tene zrApa na Ape. saMta AhAra pANI karI vihAra karavA taiyAra thAya che tyAre nayasAra kahe che . prabhu! Apa A mArganA ajANyA che. huM A mArgane jANakAra chuM. cAle, huM Apane TUMke mArga batAvuM. nayasAra jAte ja saMtane mArga batAvavA cAlyuM. tame tamArI dukAnamAM beThA ho te samaye tamane koI saMta pUche ke bhAI! mAre amuka sthaLe javuM che te tame ema na kaheze ke ahIMthI sIdhA jAva ane thoDe gayA pachI DAbe hAthe vaLI jajo. tame ja mArga batAvavA jajo. nayasAra ane saMta cAlyA jAya che. huM cAlyA tyAM gAma dekhAyuM. eTale muni kahe che bhAI! A gAma najIka dekhAya che. have huM gAmamAM jaIza. nayasAra kahe che nA, sAheba, huM Apane cheka gAmamAM ApanA

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sAdhu samudAya bhegA karIne ja jaIza. juo te kharA! nayasArane viveka ke che! tene saMta pratye keTalI bhakti che! saMta belyA he nayasAra ! aTavImAM bhUlA paDelA evA mane te dravya mArga batAvyo, paNa huM tane saMsAra rUpI aTavImAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAne bhAvamArga batAvuM. tyAM munie nayasArane baMdha Ape. nayasAra badha sAMbhaLIne AnaMda pAme. zraddhAvAna banyA ane tyAM samyaphadarzana prApta thavAthI bhavanI gaNatarImAM AvI gaye. samakita pAmyA vinA traNe kALe bhavane aMta nathI. nayasArane AvuM amUlya samyakatva ratna-prApta thayuM. te bhavamAM AyuSya pUrNa karI teo bIjA bhavamAM prathama devalAkamAM utpanna thayA. tyAMthI vIne trIjA bhavamAM nAbhirAjA ane marUdevI mAtAnA putra rASabhadeva ane temanA putra bharata cakravatinA putra marIcikumAra tarIke utpanna thayA. pachI bhagavAnanA chavvIsamA bhava sudhI pU. mahAsatIjIe khUba suMdara varNana karyuM. chavvIsamA bhave dezamAM prANata devaloke puttara vimAnamAM vIsa sAgaropamanI sthitivALA deva thayA. tyAMthI AvIne sattAvIsamA bhave mAhaNakuMDa nagaramAM rASabhadatta brAhmaNane ghera devAnaMdA brAhANInI kuMkhe utpanna thayA. devAnaMda brAhmaNIe tyAM cauda svapna joyA. tenI kukSimAM bhagavAna sADI khAsI rAtri rahyA. zakrendrane avadhijJAnane upaga mUkI detAM khabara paDI ke bhagavAna devAnaMda brAhmaNInA garbhamAM utpanna thayA che. zakrendra vicAra karyo ke tirthaMkarane AtmA kSatriyakuLa sivAya bIjA kuLamAM utpanna na thavuM joIe. ane bhagavAna te brAhmaNInI kuMkhe utpana thayA che te eka Azcarya che. tarata ja zake haraNagamelI devane bolAvIne AjJA karI ke mAhaNakuMDa nagarane viSe rASabhadatta brAhmaNane tyAM devAnaMdAnI kukSimAM bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne AtmA je garbhapaNe rahele che tenuM sAhAraNa karIne kSatriyakuMDa nagarane viSe siddhArtha rAjAne tyAM trizalAdevI rANInI kuMkhe mUke. ane emanA garbhamAM putrIpaNe je garbha che tene devAnaMdAnA garbhamAM mUko. Ama banavAnuM kAraNa AgalA bhavamAM devAnaMdA ane trizalA baMne derANI jeThANI hatAM. ane trizalAdevIne ranane dAbaDo devAnaMdAe corI lIdhe hatuM. tethI A bhavamAM tenA ratnanA dAbaDA karatAM paNa adhika vahAlA garbhanuM sAhAraNa thayuM. zakendranI AjJA pramANe haraNagamaNI deve garbha heraphera karI dIdhe, eTale devAnaMdAne je cauda svapno AvyA hatA te eka pachI eka nIkaLIne javA lAgyA ane trizalAdevI mahArANa zayyAmAM sUtA hatA te samaye temane anukrame te cauda svapna AvavA lAgyA. cauda svapnA joIne trizalAdevI jAgyA. jAgIne siMddhArtha rAjA pAse jaIne rANIe cauda svapnanI vAta karI. mahArAjA siddhArtha cauda svapnanI vAta sAMbhaLI hRdayamAM avadhArIne kahe che ke trizalAdevI ! tame ratnakukSiNa che. tamArI kuMkhe trilokInAtha padhAryA che, kAraNa ke

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35 tirthaMkaranI mAtA ane cakravartInI mAtA cauDha svapna jove. vAsudevanI mAtA sAta svapna jove. maLadevanI mAtA cAra svapna jove. ane mAMDaliyanI mAtA eka svapna jove. siddhArtha rAjA kahe che trizalAdevI! tame titha karane janma Apaze. A vacanA sAMbhaLI trizalAdevInA uramAM anero Ana thayA. svapnane dhAraNa karIne peAtAnA mahele gayA. savAra paDatAM siddhArtha rAjAe AkhA kSatriyakuMDa nagarane zaNagAravA mATe sevakAne AjJA karI. ane meTAmoTA pa`DitAne svapnanuM phaLa jevA mATe AmaMtraNa ApyuM, badhA paDitAnAM uramAM paNa anerA Ana' che. sau saunA gherathI nIkaLIne badhA eka daravAje bhegA thayA. ane niya karyuM ke ApaNe badhAe judI judI rIte svapnanA phaLa jovA kharAM paNa javAba ApavA mATe eka mukhya paMDitane nImA. ane te ja javAba Ape. jo ApaNe ApaNAmAMthI koI ekane mukhya nahI anAvIe ane sausaunI IcchA pramANe 'Dita banIne judA judA javAkha Apaze te pariNAma kevuM kharAma Avaze ? je rIte pAMcase sainikonuM thayuM hatu tema ApaNu' thaze. ema samajI adhA eka sa'pa karIne ekane nAyaka manAvIne siddhArtha rAjAnA darabAramAM gayA. rAjAe temane khUba satkAra karyAM. paDitAe cauda svapnanu phaLa joyuM ane rAjAne svapnanAM phaLa yathArtha rIte kahI saMbhaLAvyA, svapnanAM phaLa sAMbhaLIne siddhArtha rAjA ane trizalAdevI khUba AnaMda pAmyA. trizalAdevI te svapnanA phaLane hRdayamAM dhAraNa karIne yathAcita rIte gabha nuM pAlana karavAM lAgI. siddhArtha rAjAe paDitAne puSkaLa dAna ApIne evA nyAla karI dIdhA ke temanI jiMdagInuM dAridra TaLI gayu. trizalAdevI AnaMdapUrvaka ganuM pAlana kare che. rAjyamAM satra AnaMda vate che. prabhAtamAM zaraNAI vAge che. aneka rIte utsava ujavAI rahyo che. jyArathI prabhu mAtAnA gabhamAM AvyA tyArathI rAjyamAM dhana dhAnya ane RddhinI vRddhi thai rahI che. AthI mAtA pitAe vicAra karyAM ke AveA puNyavAna jIva AvavAthI ApaNA ghera aneka prakAranI vRddhi thaI che mATe A kuMvaranuM nAma vadha mAnakuvara rAkhIzuM'. bhagavata mAtAnA garbhImAM rahelA che. temane ekavAra vicAra thayA ke mArA halanacalanathI mArI mAtAne duHkha thatu haze tema mAnIne peAtAnA aMgApAMga sakeAcI lIdhA. halanacalana baMdha karI dIdhuM. haju te prabhu gaOmAM che chatAM temane mAtA pratye keTalI lAgaNI ane karUNA che! baMdhue! Aje tame upakArI mAtAnA upakArane visarI gayA che paNa vicAra karo. bhagavAne garbhamAMthI ja mAtAnI keTalI dayA karI ke mArA taraphathI mAtAne sheja paNa duHkha na thavu joI e.ema jANI prabhue halanacalana baMdha karyu paNa mAtAne mahadazA hovAthI dvilamAM AdhAta lAgyA. arere! mAro gabha phakata nathI, hAlatA cAlatA nathI. jarUra mArA gabha cArAI gayA haze. ema mAnIne rUdana zA. 44

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31 karavA lAgyA. temanA Anada naSTa thaI gayA. je magala vAjiMtrA vAgatAM hatAM te adha thaI gayA. bhagavAna tA mAtAnA garbhamAM AvyA tyArathI ja traNa jJAna laIne AvyA hatA. avadhijJAna vaDe joyuM te khabara paDI ke ahe ! mArI mAtAne mArA keTalA mAha che! jyAre me' a'ga saMkocI lIdhA,halanacalana baMdha karyuM``teTalAmAM mAtAne ATaluM badhuM duHkha thayuM ? teNe mAruM haju rUpa-lAvaNya dIThuM nathI chatAM ATalA badhA aseAsa kare chetA mArA pratye keTale mAThu thaze ! tyAM bhagavAne abhigraha dhAraNa karyAM ke mAre mArA mAtA-pitAnI hayAtimAM dIkSA levI nahIM. AvA abhigraha prabhue mAtAnA udaramAMthI ja dhAraNa karyAM. sAthe sAthe tamane huM e vAta huI dau chuM ke bhagavAne abhigraha karyuM ke mAre mArA mAtA pitA jIve tyAM sudhI dIkSA levI nahi paNa tame temane vAda na karaze! ke bhagavAne paNa mAtA pitA jIvyA tyAM sudhI dIkSA lIdhI na hatI te amArAthI mA-bApa cheDIne kema dIkSA levAya ? bhAI ! bhagavAna te jANatAM hatAM ke mAruM AyuSya keTaluM' che ! ane mArA mAtA pitAnu AyuSya keTaluM che ! jo tame bhagavAnanI jema jANatA ho te tema karI zako che bAkI nahIM. caitra suddha terasanI rAtre bhagavAnanA janma thayA. te vakhate ceAsaTha Indro, chappana kumArIkAo ane ghaNAM devatAe bhagavAnane merU parvata upara laI jaIne snAna karAve che. janma pachI bArame divase vadhamAna kumAra evuM guNu niSpanna nAma pADe che. Aje paNa vamAna svAmInu zAsana pravarte che. aThThAvIsa varSa pachI mAtA-pitAnA aMtima samaya jANI sathArA karAvI pAvana karyAM. mAtA pitA kALa karI devaleAkamAM gayA. tyAra pachI bhagavAna dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. meATAbhAInA AgrahathI be varSa saMsAramAM rokAIne bhagavAne dIkSA lIdhI. khaMdhue ! dara varSe vIra prabhunI ya'ti ujavavAmAM Ave che. paNa ApaNe sAcI jayaMti ujavI tyAre ja kahevAya ke ApaNe temanA jevA vIra manI AtmasAdhanAnA paMthe prayANu karIe. samaya ghaNA thai gayA che. have vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna no.......47 bhAdaravA suda 3ne gurUvAra tA. 3-9-70 zAsanapati trileAkInAtha, jagata uddhAraka bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadana prApta karyAM pachI jagatanA jIvAnA kalyANane mATe trIsa AgamA prarUpyAM. temAM mULa sUtra uttarAdhyayana. jenA 36 adhyayana che. temAM caudamA adhyayananA cha jIvAnA

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keha adhikAra cAle che. e cha jemAM iSakAra rAjA, kamalAvatI rANI, iSakAra rAjAne mAnanIya bhUga purehita, tenI yazA nAmanI bhAryA, ane tenA devabhadra ane yazabhadra nAmanA be kumAre. e ja jIvanI vAta che. te cha AtmAomAM be kumAre sauthI prathama jAgyAM che. e be kumAree eka ja vakhata saMtadarzana karyuM. ane jAti smaraNa jJAna utpana thayuM ane emanI ragerage vairAgyane raMga lAge. tame atyAra sudhImAM keTalI vakhata saMtanA darzana karyA ! paNa haju sAdhu banuM tevA bhAva tamane AvyA che? be kumArone saMsAranA sukhe kSaNika dekhAvA lAgyA. je saMsAramAM kSaNavAranuM sukha nathI tyAM rahevAthI zuM! jyAM javAthI AtmA zAzvata sukhano bhaktA bane te mAge ApaNe javuM che. pitAnA pitA pAse AvIne kahe che he pitA! amane A saMsAramAM kSaNa mAtra AnaMda AvatuM nathI. mATe "bAbatayAmo risAmu mai" Apa amane AjJA Ape. ame saMyamanA mArge prayANa karIe. A manuSya bhavamAM ja AtmakalyANanI sAdhanA karI zakAya che. bIjA keI bhavamAMthI mokSe javAnI TIkITa maLatI nathI. devene adhipati Indra hoya, jenI sevAmAM game teTalAM deve hAjara hoya, chatAM enI tAkAta nathI ke tyAMthI sIdho mokSamAM jaI zake. eka capaTI vagADe eTalI vAramAM jaMbudvIpane pharatA sAta AMTA mAravAnI jenAmAM tAkAta che e deva paNa sIdhe mokSe javAne mATe zaktimAna nathI. mekSe javA mATe te mAnavadeha dhAraNa kare ja paDe che. | sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM rahelA devanI sthiti tetrIsa sAgarepanI hoya che. ene tetrIsa hajAra varSe AhAra karavAno vikalpa thAya che. tyAM sudhI AhAra karavAnuM vicAra sarakhe paNa Avato nathI. chatAM devatAo vrata-pratyAkhyAna karI zakatAM nathI. tetrIsa hajAra varSo nahi khAvA chatAM paNa ene tapa kahevAya nahiM. jyAre ApaNe eka ja upavAsa karIe te lAbhanuM kAraNa bane. nava raiveyaka ane pAMca anuttara vimAnanA devene manu SyanA jevA kAmo hetAM nathI. chatAM ene lAbha maLatuM nathI. ane manuSya eka aherAtrI brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare te 180 upavAsane lAbha meLave che. koI mANasane TAIphAIDa thaye heya, ene DekaTara manAI kare ke eka maganA pANI sivAya kaMI ja ApavAnuM nahi. trIsa divasa sudhI bhale anAjane kaNa na le chatAM ene mA khamaNa na kahevAya. ApaNe ahIM badhA tapasvIomAM koIne 38, koIne 28me upavAsa che. emane mATe saMghe sITo rIjhavarDa karI che. A bahumAna konuM che? je svecchAe-svAdhInapaNe tyAga kare che tenuM ja bahumAna che. tapa-tyAga Adi karavAne A amUlya avasara che. mAnavabhava sivAya A karaNuM bIje kayAMya karI zakAze nahi. tiryaMcamAM jIve parAdhInapaNe keTalAM kaSTo sahana karyA che tene vicAra kare! jIve narakagatimAM paramAdhAmInAM keTalAM kaSTa sahana karyA? tarasathI AkuLa vyAkuLa

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48 thaI gayuM hoya te vakhate be kAMThe vahetI nadIne joI bebo bharIne pANI levA jAya che, paNa e pANane sparza thatAM enA hAtha cIrAI jAya che. kAraNa ke narakamAM vaitaraNI nAmanI nadI che. jenuM nAma vaitaraNI e vetaravAnuM ja kAma kare che. A rIte narakamAM paNa keTalAM kaSTo sahana karyA? A badhuM ja jIve parAdhInapaNe sahana karyuM che, paNa svAdhInapaNe sahana karyuM nathI. je svAdhInapaNe kaSTa sahana kare, svecchAthI viSayabhogo choDe, tapa kare temAM ja kamanI nirjarA che. A be bAluDAne saMsAranA sukhe pratyethI rAga chUTI gayuM che ane saMsAra tyAgavA taiyAra thayAM che. emane tyAga karavAne AnaMda che. jyAre tamane badhuM bheguM karavAne AnaMda che. paNa yAda rAkhaje. tame game teTaluM bheguM kare, paNa aMte eka divasa te choDavuM ja paDaze. saMta samAgama mANasane pitAnA samAna banAvI de che. eka vakhata eka garIba mANasane ghera eka mahArAja AvIne ubhA rahyAM ane bolyA, maiyA! bhikSA de. mahArAja AMgaNAmAM ubhA che. A ghara khUba ja garIba che. jenA gharamAM sUvA mATe eka khATalo che. e khATalAne eka pAyo bhAMgI gayela che. sUvA mATe eka godaDI che. godaDI paNa sAta thIgaDAvALI che. eka reTa ghaDIne mUkavA mATe bIjuM bhAjana paNa che nahi. gharamAM hallA kustI kare che evI garIbAI che. jenI garIbAInI hada nathI. AMgaNe AvIne ubhelA mahAtmA kahe che maiyA! bhikSA che. paNa zuM Ape ! A garIba mANasa kahe che bApu! Aje Ape amAruM AMgaNuM pAvana karyuM. Apa amane kRtArtha karyA. Aje amArI garIbanI jhUMpaDImAM senAne sUraja uge paNa ame kamabhAgI chIe. Apane bhikSA ApavA mATe amArI pAse A vA (pA) roTalA sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja nathI. ame tadana nidhana chIe. A vA roTale laI Apa amane pAvana karo. ema kahI khUba bhAvanApUrvaka be Tale mahAtmAnA pAtramAM mUke che. A garIba mANasanI garIbAI joI mahAtmA pUche che bhAI ! tame ATalA badhA garIba che? tamArA gharamAM bIjuM kAMI ja nathI? garIba mANasa kahe che nA bApu! gharamAM bIjuM kAMI ja nathI. cAre khUNA sarakhAM che. gharanA khUNAmAM paDelA paththara upara mahAtmAnI dRSTi paDatAM pUche che-A sAme paDe che te zene paththara che ! tyAre kahe che bApu! A te caTaNI vATavAne paththara che. ame roja enAthI caTaNI vATI roTale ne caTaNa khAIe chIe. mahAtmA kahe che e paththara laIne tuM gAmamAM dareka jAtanA vepArInI dukAne jaje. zAkabhAjIvALAnI game teTalI dukAne heya paNa eka ja dukAne javuM. karIyANAnI bajAramAM eka karIyANAnI dukAne. ema dareka bajAramAM, sonI bajAramAM eka cokasI, jhaverAtanI dukAnamAM eka jhaverIne tyAM jaIne tuM A paththaranI kiMmata

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jhaTa aMkAvaje, badhe pharIne chelle rAjAnA darabAramAM jaje. game teTalI tenI kiMmata aMkAya paNa A paththara tuM kaIne Apato nahi. mane lAvaje. mahAtmAnA kahevA pramANe A garIba mANasa paththara laIne bajAramAM gaye. enA manamAM vicAra thAya che ke mahAtmAe kahyuM eTale jAuM chuM paNa caTaNI vATavAnA mAmUlI paththaramAM evuM zuM haze? je haze te, paNa mahAtmAe kahyuM che mATe emAM kaMIka mahatva jarUra haze. zraddhApUrvaka paththara laIne bakAlAvALAnI dukAne gaye. bakAlAvALe kahe che bhAI! huM tane A paththaranA ATha AnA ApuM. te kahe che nA, mAre ATha Ane veca nathI. AgaLa cAle anAjanA vepArI pAse. e kahe pAMca rUpiyA ApuM. cokasI pAse gaye e kahe paccIsa ApuM. ema dareka vepArIo pAse gaye. jema jema AgaLa vadhe tema tema paththaranI kiMmata vadhatI gaI. jhaverI pAse gaye. jhaverI kahe che A paththaranA lAkha rUpiyA ApuM. paththaranI lAkha rUpiyAnI kiMmata aMkANI. garIba mANasane rUMvADe rUMvADe AnaMda vyApI gaye. tamArA jIvana mAM AvuM banI jAya te tamane paNa AnaMda thAya ne? (sabhA kema na thAya!) zene AnaMda thAya? saMsArane ke AtmAne? (hasAhasa). jIvane anAdikALathI jaDane saMga che. e saMgano raMga lAge che. eTale ene e ja game ne ! cetanane saMga keI divasa karyo che ! saddagurUne saMga kadI karyo che? tame tamArA dehanA dardane maTADavA mATe tamAre phemIlI DekaTara rAkhe che; vakIla paNa phemIlI rAkhyo che, paNa koI gurU phemIlI rAkhyo che? tame durgatimAM javAnA kAma karatA he te vakhate tamAruM kAMDu pakaDIne kahe ke tuM zuM kare che? tane A na zobhe ! tamArA DokaTare dehanA dardo maTADaze. tamArA vakIla tamane keza tamArI phevaramAM lAvI Apaze, paNa durgatinA dvAre jatAM aTakAvaze nahi. saddagurU te tamane durgatimAM jatAM aTakAvaze. pele garIba mANasa harakhAte harakhAte paththara laIne rAjAnA darabAramAM AvyuM. rAjAne paththara batAvyuM. rAjA kahe che bhAI! mAre A keI vyavasAya nathI. A paththara kiMmatI che eTaluM kahI zakuM, paNa enI kiMmata keTalI che te jhaverIone bolAvIne aMkAvI ApuM. baMdhuo ! eka caTaNI vATavAne paththara ! jenI A lokone pichANa na hatI, paNa saMtanI daSTi paDatAM te sAcI vastunI kevI pichANa karAve che! rAjAe gAmanA jhaverIone belAvyA. e paththaranI kiMmata aMkAve che. jhaverIe paththarane joIne kahe che sAheba! tamArA A vizALa mahela sahita badhe bhaMDAra ApI do te paNa A paththaranuM mUlya cUkavI zako nahi. eTalI AnI kiMmata che. rAjA kahe che bola bhAI! tAre A paththara vecave che? mahAtmAe vecavAnI nA pADI che eTale kahe che: mAre A vecave nathI. tame he te zuM kare ! A rAjAne bhaMDAra maLI jate hoya

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56 te pachI gurUne pUchavAnI rAha jue kharA ! tame rAjakoTanA zrAvake bahu catura che. tarata ja sodo karI nAMkhe. (hasAhasa) gurUnA vacana upara zraddhA rAkhI pelA garIba mANase paththara vecyA nahi. mahAtmA pAse AvIne badhI vAta karI. mahAtmA kahe che tArA gharamAM loDhAne cIpI, sANasI, camacA je hoya te badhuM ja laI Ava. mahAtmA leDhAnA cIpIyA ane camacAne paththarane sparza karAve che. eTale leDhAnI cIjo senAnI banI jAya che. e garIba mANasane satya vastunuM bhAna karAve che. bhAI ! A caTaNI vATavAne paththara nathI, paNa pArasa che. pArasamaNI lokhaMDane aDe te te suvarNa banI jAya che. paNa tame ene pichANI zakyA nathI. devAnapriye! jene ghera pArasamaNI hoya tenA gharamAM garIbAI rahI zake? na rahe. paNa garIba mANasenA pApakarmanA udayathI gharamAM pArasamaNI hovA chatAM duHkha bhegavyuM. atyAra sudhI koI lekhaMDanI cIjane tenI sAthe sparza thavAne prasaMga ja Ave nahi. pArasamaNI te lokhaMDane suvarNa banAve che paNa pitAnA jevuM pArasa banAvatuM nathI. je pArasanI pichANa karanAra gurU che te enA saMgamAM rahenArane pitAnI samAna banAve che. baMdhuo ! lamI puNyathI maLe che. lakSmI lakSmImAM phera hoya che. je lakSamI puNyAnuM baMdhI puNyathI maLe che, te lakSmI maLavAthI mANasane sArA vicAro Ave che. jJAnI purUSa kahe che puNyane udaya eTale saMpatti nahi paNa subuddhi. ane pApa: udaya eTale garIbI nahi paNa dubuddhi. AjanA mANaso puNyanA udayane jagatamAM meLavelI saMpatti uparathI mApI rahyAM che. tenI pAse keTalI saMpati che? ane jenI pAse vadhAre saMpatti hoya ene saMsAramAM puNyazALI gaNavAmAM Ave che. paNa jenI pAse saddabuddhi hoya ane * saMpatti na hoya te leke ema kahe che ke bhaNele che, buddhizALI che, paNa kamabhAgI che, enuM takadIra nathI eTale ene puNyazALI gaNavAmAM Avato nathI. jenI pAse saMpatti hoya che e ja tamArI dRSTie bhAgyazALI dekhAze. ane paisA vinAne mANasa buddhimAna hovA chatAM kamabhAgI dekhAya che. paNa jo tame sAcuM samaje te paise puNyathI maLe che te vAta sAcI che, paNa paise e ja puNya che ema nathI. saMpattinI sAthe subuddhithI thatAM lAbha | baMdhuo! jyAre saMpattinI sAthe subuddhi Ave che tyAre ja sAcI lakSmI bane che. ane e lakSmI jIvanane ajavALe che. ane satya vastunuM bhAna thAya che. ene lAge che ke huM kaMIka jIvana jIvI rahyo chuM. enA zabdamAM madhuratA haya, magajamAM namratA hAya, vicAromAM dharma hoya. AcaraNamAM sadAcAra heya. A badhIya vastuo jenI pAchaLa Ave che? saMpattinI sAthe subuddhi Ave te ja Ave.

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pA k eka vakhatanA prasaMgamAM pAMDavA ane kauravA kRSNanI sahAya mAMge che tyAre zrI kRSNe kahyuM. " jue! eka mAjI mAru sainya ane vibhUtimattA che ane eka khAju huM ekalA chuM. ekalA Avu' paNa laDIza nahi. A bemAM tamAre jene pasaM karavA hAya te karI le. kAraNa ke mAre mana te tame ane sarakhA che. tyAre kauravAe vicAra karyAM aheA ! kRSNanA vaibhava keTalA badhA che ! kRSNanI sa'patti ane senA paNa keTalI vizALa che! A badhu jo ApaNane maLatu hAya tA ekalA kRSNanI ApaNe zI jarUra che ! ema vicArI kauravAe kahyuM ke amane tamAruM sainya, sa'patti, hAthI-gheADA badhu... Apajo. kRSNa kahe kabUla che. tyAre dhama rAjAe kahyuM. amAre kAMI na joI e. amAre te tame eka ja joie. jo tame eka haze| te zUnyamAMthI sarjana thaze. ane jo tame nahi hai| te Akhu sarjana zUnya thaI jaze. A mAMgaNImAM jIvananuM dana thAya che. A te eka rUpaka che. paNa AmAM kRSNa eTale zuM? ane enuM sainya eTale sa`patti ane kRSNa eTale subuddhi. jIvananA rathane doranArA sArathI jo subuddhi nahi haiAya te samajI lejo ke A jIvana ratha kayAMya athaDAIne bhAMgI tUTI javAnA. kurUkSetranA yuddhamAM arjuna jo saphaLatA meLavI zakayA hAya teA enI mANuvidyAnI kuzaLatAne lIdhe, nahi ke enA gAMDIvanA parAkramane lIdhe ! paNa eka kuzaLa sArathInA pratApe jenI pAse satbuddhi che ene kAi ja mArI zake nahi. tame jaMgalamAM jAo ke koIpaNa ajANyA pradezamAM jAe, ekalA bhale jAva paNa jo tamArI sAthe sadguddhi haze te tamane saphaLatA maLyA vinA nahi rahe, paNa jenI pAse subuddhi nathI, mAtra sauMpatti ja che, enI sa`pattine leAkeA jhUTavI zake che. rAjAe ene IMDa I zake che. ane sarakAra enA upara niyaMtraNa paNa mUkI zake che. zA mATe ? sa`patti che paNa subuddhi nathI. jIvananA saMgrAmamAM jenA jIvanarathanA sArathI zrIkRSNa rUpa subuddhi che. e AtmA rUpI arjunane vijaya maLyA vinA rahe kharA? A subuddhi jenI pAse hAya e ja puNyavAna che. bhAgyavAna che. ane e subuddhinA pratApe saMsAranI saghaLI sapattione peAtAnI pAse lAvI zake che, ane sa`pattionA svAmIene paNa peAtAnA caraNamAM jhUkAvI zake che. eka vakhata eka sumuddhivAna rAjAne tyAM saMpattivAna rAjA mahemAna banIne Avye.. A sa`pattivAna rAjAnA vaibhava ane vistAra ghaNuM vizALa hatA. dhanADhaya rAjAe A rAjAne tyAM khUba mahemAnagIrI mANI. subuddhi rAjAnA mahela teA sAdA hatA, enuM jIvana paNa khUba sAduM hatuM. saMpattivAna rAjAe subuddhivAna rAjAne pUchyuM: bhAI tame rAjya calAvA che ke sadAvratakhAtuM? rAjA kahe che kema? tamane mAruM rAjya sadAvrata jevuM lAgyuM

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tyAre saMpattivAna rAjA kahe che. mane te lAge che ke tame rAjya nahi paNa sadAvratakhAtuM calAve che, kAraNa ke tame prajAnI pAsethI koI jAtanA kara letA nathI. ane je kaMI che temAMthI paNa lekone Apo che. garIbone vaheMcI de che. ane tamArA bhaMDAramAM kaI saMpatti dekhAtI nathI. hIrA, panA, mANeka, motI, jhaverAta paNa tamArA bhaMDAramAM nathI. tamAre bhaMDArI paNa ke sAda che? mArA bhaMDAranI vAta te javAdo paNa mArA zarIra uparanuM jhaverAta ja eka koDa rUpiyAnuM thAya. mArA rAjyabhaMDAranI sAthe tamArA rAjyabhaMDAranI sAthe sarakhAmaNI karuM chuM tyAre mArA rAjya AgaLa mane tamAruM rAjya sadAvrata jevuM lAge che. meM ATalA divasa tamAruM anna khAdhuM tethI mane thayuM ke huM tamane rAjya calAvavAnI rIta te zIkhavate jAuM! subuddhivAna rAjA kahe che batAve. tame kevI rIte rAjya calAve che? tyAre saMpattivAna rAjAe prajAne kema cUsI levI. ane rAjyabhaMDAra kema taraLa banAvo te badhI vAta kahI. baMdhuo ! Aja nI sarakAra kevI rIte rAjya calAve che! eka bAju prajA upara Tekasa nAMkhe che. bIjI bAju emanA mAjazekha ane amana camanamAM lAkhenA dhumADA thAya che. AjanA netAo rAjyanuM paNa khAya che ane prajAnuM paNa khAya che. be moDhethI teo khAI rahyA che. paNa emanA peTa bharAtA nathI. prajAne nIcovI emanI tijorIo bharavAmAM ja paDayA che. paNa emane khyAla nathI ke prajAnI zI sthiti che? - have subuddhivAna rAjA kahe che-tame tamArI rIta batAvI. je tame kaho te have huM mArI rIta batAvuM. saMpattivAna rAjA kahe che batAvo. e pahelAM huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamArI pAse keTalI saMpatti che e mane kaho. eTale enI pAse jeTalI saMpatti hatI tene Azare aMdAja kADhIne kahyuM ke mArI rAjya saMpatti ATalA abajanI che. tyAre subuddhi rAjA kahe che tamArI pAse ATalA abaja rUpiyA che. to have mArI pAse keTalI saMpatti che te huM tamane batAvuM. subuddhivAna rAjAe tarata ja potAnA gAmamAM DhaMDhere pITAvyuM ke atyAre rAjyamAM nANunI bhIDa paDI che. ApaNuM rAjya muzkelImAM mUkAI gayuM che. bIjA rAjAne ATalA abaja rUpiyA mAre bharI ApavAnAM che. mATe sau pitAnI zakti pramANe rAjyanA rakSaNa mATe rAjyabhaMDAramAM rakama ApI jAya. traNa divasamAM te prajAe dhana, ratna, hIrA, pannA, dAgInA badhuM lAvIne Akhe bhaMDAra bharI dIdhe. subuddhivAna rAjAne mana prajA e ja dhana hatuM. prajAne mATe rAjA prANa Apate hate. pachI jyAre rAjA muzkelImAM hoya tyAre prajA paNa prANa Ape ja ne! subuddhivAna rAjAe saMpattivAna rAjAne kahyuM, have tame tamArI saMpatti A mArI saMpatti sAthe sarakhAvI juo. AnI saMpattinA DhagalA pAse saMpattivAna rAjAne pitAnI saMpatti bahu alpa dekhAvA lAgI. bele, tamane rAjya calAvatAM AvaDe che ke mane! tamAre

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. upara saMpattine sAcavavA mATe cokIyAta rAkhavA paDe che. tamArI pAse saMpatti che eTale bIjA rAjAo tamArA rAjya upara mITa mAMDe che. tamAruM rAjya levAne mATe trATakIne rahyAM che. tamArA kaMIka zatru banyA che. ane mAre te bhaMDAra sAcavavA mATe kaI cekIyAtanI jarUra nathI. mAruM rAjya levA paNa koI Icache nahi. duniyAmAM mAre koI duzmana maLe nahi. mAro rAjyabhaMDAra mAre tyAM nahi, prajAne tyAM rahe che. mAre rAjya bhaMDAra saMpatti nahi paNa subuddhi che. baMdhuo ! saMpatti ane subuddhi vacce keTaluM aMtara che e to tame samajI gayA ne? mArA rAjagRhInA zrAvake to catura ane cAlAka che. tame to rahejamAM samajI jAva tevA che. enI pAse subuddhi hatI eTale e prasanna ane saMtoSI hato. bIjAnI pAse saMpatti hatI chatAM e asaMtoSI hatA. baMdhuo dharma e dhanane virodhI nathI. dhana maLavuM te puNyane AdhIna che. paNa e pUrNa nathI. saMpattine lekee satkArI che. paNa saMpatti zenAthI zebhe che? subuddhithI ja. saMpattithI prasiddhi ane samRddhi Ave paNa zAMti te subuddhithI ja maLI zake. Aje ApaNane mAnava tarIkeno moTo IlakAba maLI gayo che. paNa mAnava banavuM e kaMI sAmAnya vAta nathI. mAnava banavA mATe subuddhinI avazya jarUra che. e hoya te ja huM koNa chuM ane kyAM chuM e vicAra Ave. zatru ke mitra pratye enA vicAre maMgaLamaya ja heya. bIjA mATenA amaMgala vicAre tamArA maMgala vicArone paNa kharAba banAve che. magajanA suvarNa pAtramAM AvA kharAba amaMgaLa vicAra zA mATe bharavA joIe ! tamArI pAse mATInuM kaI pAtra hoya ane tamArA hAthamAMthI sarakIne gaTaramAM paDI jAya te emAM gaTaranI gaMdakI AvyA vinA nahi rahe. ene tame game teTaluM sApha kare to paNa gaMdakInA aMze te emAM rahI ja jAya che. ene tame sAbuthI, garama pANIthI game teTaluM che paNa eka ja vAra gaTaramAM paDeluM pAtra jaldI zuddha thatuM nathI. te ja rIte je magajamAM thoDI ja vAra mATe azubha vicAre AvI gayAM te eTalI vAra paNa magajanuM pAtra kharAba thaI gayuM ne ? eTalA mATe ja jJAnIo kahe che ke tamAruM magaja suMdara vicArathI bharI de. je koI tamArI sAme Ave tene joIne ekaja vicAra karo ke AnuM bhaluM thAo. darekanuM sAruM jotAM zIkhe. kharAba jovAnI ApaNe zI jarUra? subuddhivAna mANasa vicAra karato karate dhIme dhIme pitAnI-aMdaranI duniyAne samRddha banAvate jAya che. mahAnubhAvo! jagatamAM Aje saMpatti vadhatI jAya che. subuddhi ghaTatI jAya che. subuddhi joItI hoya te prArthanA karavI joIe. zA, 45

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3 bhagavAnane kAgaLa lakhavA mATe zAhI nahi, kAgaLa nahi, kAMi nahi. e mATe hRdayanA zuddha bhAvathI prAthanA karo, tamArA avAja tyAM pahoMcI jaze. baMdhue ! prAthanA e zabda nathI paNa hRdayanA pAkAra che. khALaka jema peAtAnI mAtAne pAkAre che tema ApaNA hRdayanA pAkAra thavA joie ke he prabhu ! tu' mane tArI huMph Apa. prAthanA e manuSyane mATe eka jarUrI aMga che. mANasa jyAre prAthanAmAM bese che tyAre aMtaranuM avalAkana kare che ke mArI pAse saMpatti che ke subuddhi ! sapatti vadhI ke subuddhi vadhI ? pahelAnAM vakhatamAM jenI pAse lAkha rUpiyA hAya te lakhezrI kahevAtA. enuM keTalu mAna hatu.! Aje lAkha teA ThIka paNa kroDapatine paNuM eTalI pratiSThA maLatI nathI. mANasa pAse saMpattinA Dhaga thayA che paNa enI sAthe satbuddhi keTalI vadhI che enA vicAra AvatA nathI. bhagavAna ane ApaNI vacce ekatAnuM darzana thAya che tyAre ApaNe bhagavAnanI najIka AvatA jaie chIe. ane jema jema ApaNe enI najIka AvIe tema tema dubuddhi ghaTatI jAya che subuddhi vadhatI jAya che. puNyAya e zuM che? ApaNAmAM satbuddhi Ave tyAre samajI levuM ke have mArA puNyAya che. paNa samuddhi na Ave ane ekalI ja saMpatti Ave te ema na samajI letAM ke mArA puNyAya che. jo tamArA puNyadaya haiAta te tamArI pAse jeTalI sapatti che. eTalI satbuddhi paNa heta. paryuSaNa parva nA chaThTho divasa Aje pasAra thaI jaze. have phakta e ja divasa ApaNA hAthamAM che. AjanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyA pachI tamArA jIvanamAM sadguddhi Ave evI prabhune prArthanA karavI. samaya thaI gayA che. kAntibhAIne paNa kaMIka jAherAta karavAnI che. have vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna.......na, 49 bhAdaravA suda 4 ne zukravAra, tA. 4-9-70 ana'tajJAnI, baileAkaya prakAzaka, jagata uddhAraka paramapitA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe jagatanA jIvAnA kalyANane arthe, bhavya jIveAnA uddhArane arthe khatrIsa siddhAMtanI prarUSaNA karI. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayelI vastu. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayananA adhikAra cAle che. temAM e kumArA aMtaraMga vairAgyanA raMge raMgAya che. A e kumArA enA pitA pAse vairAgyabhAvanA pragaTa kare che, tyAre tenA pitA bhRgu purAhita chu' khele che!

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aha tAyago tattha muNINa tesi', tavassa vAghAyakara vayAsI / rUma vaye vevalo vanitA, ka ra ho kasucAi zeno u. a. 14=8) bhRgu purohita pitAnA putra evA munione saMyamamAM vyAghAta karanAruM vacana bele che. pote paNa vedane jANakAra che eTale vedavacana anusAra kahe che ke mArA putra! aputrasya gati rnAsti svargo naiva ca naiva c| gRhastha dharmamanuSThAya tena svarga' gamiSyati // putra rahita manuSyane svarganI prApti thatI nathI. putra vinA A lekamAM paNa sukha maLatuM nathI ane putra na hovAthI piMDa Adi ApyA vinA paralokamAM paNa sukha kyAMthI maLe! A pramANe vedamAM kaheluM che. jaina darzananA mate A vacana saMyama rUpI tapamAM vyAghAta karanAruM che. A gAthAmAM be bALakone muni kahevAmAM AvyA che. haju temaNe dIkSA lIdhI nathI. saMsAra avasthAmAM che. dravya cAritra grahaNa karyuM nathI. paNa emane vairAgya eTale badhe daDha ane tIvra hatuM ke bhAva cAritra te AvI gayuM hatuM, tethI zAstrakAre ahIM emane muni kahyAM che. saMyamamAM vyAghAtakArI vacane koNa bolAve che? ATha karmamAM mehanIya karma pradhAna che. mohanIya kama madirA pAna jevuM che. madirAne nazo caDhe che kharo paNa amuka samaye pAcho utarI jAya che paNa mohanIya karmane naze te e bhayaMkara che ke mANasane anaMta saMsAramAM rajhaLavanAra che. A mahine nazo utAranAra hoya te vItarAga bhagavaMtanA saMte che. pite mohanA viSa vamI nAMkhyA che. ane temanI pAse janArane paNa te mehanA viSanuM vamana karAve che. jene utkRSTa vairAgya jAge che evA be bALakee eka ja vakhata saMtane joyA ane emanuM jIvana palaTAI gayuM. mAtA-pitAe emanA manamAM je khoTuM bhUta bharAvyuM hatuM te paNa nIkaLI gayuM. saMtanA jIvananuM lakSya AtmasthAna che. temanI kriyA evA prakAranI hoya che ke potAnuM utthAna karatAM bIjAnuM utthAna heje thaI jAya che. paropakAra temaja paredvAra teonI AtmasAdhanAnuM ja eka aMga heya che. saMtanA jIvananI kSaNa kSaNa, zarIranA kaNa kaNa tathA mananA aNuM aNuM bIjAonA hitanA arthe ja hoya che. saravara taruvara saMta jana, cethA varase meha. para pakArake kAraNe, etA dhArI deha." samudra pitAnI pAse athAga pANIne saMcaya karI rAkhe che, te pitAne mATe nahi paNa jagatamAM vyApI gayelA saMtApane dUra karavA mATe. vRkSa phaLa-phUlathI bacI gayelAM hoya

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356 che, paNa vRkSo pote phaLa khAtAM nathI, paNa enA madhurAM ane mIThAM phaLeA vaDe bIjAnI bhUkha maTe che. sarovara, vRkSa adhAtu kAya pApakArI che. evI rIte saMte paNa peAtAnuM jIvana parahita mATe ja dhAraNa kare che. jevI rIte agarabattI khIjAne sugaMdha ApavA mATe pAtAnI jAtanuM balidAna Ape che. peAte maLIne bIjAne khuzo Ape che. saMtanu' jIvana paNu agarabattI jevu' hAya che. teo peAtAnA duHkhanI paravA karyAM vinA parahita mATe ja peAtAnuM sarvasva lUMTAvI de che. saMtanuM hRdaya mAkhaNa jevu' komaLa hoya che. sa'tanA jIvanamAM game teTalAM kaSTA AvI jAya, hajAre ApattienAM pahADa kema na tUTI paDe ! chatAM saMta dhIraja dhAraNa kare che. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyu` che ke sAcA saMta keAne kahevAya ! " chAmAAme mudde yuvuM, nItri maLe tA 1 "" samo niMdA saMsAsu, tahA mANAva mAo || u. a. 19 - 90 lAbha thAya ke alAbha thAya, AhArane badale mAra maLe, sukha maLe ke duHkhAnA DuMgarA tUTI paDe, emanI sAme koI prazaMsAnA puSpA vere ke niMdyAnA kAMTA vere, koI mAna Ape ke apamAna kare, darekamAM samabhAva rAkhe te saMta kahevAya. emanA upara mAraNAMtika upasaga AvI jAya tA paNa peAtAnA upara dayA karavAnI AjIjI nahi kare. jema jema duHkha, apamAna, tiraskAra ane dhRNAnI vALAe tene bALI khAkha karavA AgaLa vadhatAM jaze tema tema tenuM jIvana vajra jevu' manatuM jaze. pachI ene calAyamAna karavAnI koInI tAkAta nathI. saMta himAlayanI mAphaka aDAla hoya che. "" saMtAnu hRdaya peAtAne mATe kaThora hoya che. " vajrarapi orANi mRtyuni numAni' peAtAnA karma zatruone jItavA mATe saMtanuM hRdaya vajrathI paNa kaThora hoya che, ane bIjAnA duHkhA joine puSpathI paNu kAmaLa banI jAya che. kahevAnA Azaya e che ke saMta koInA duHkhA joI zakatA nathI. aMdhu! satA eka prakAranAM DAkaTara che. jyAre tamArA zarIramAM rAganAM jaMtue bharAI jAya che tyAre enA nAza karavA mATe DAkaTara pAse jaI ne davA-IMjekazana vagere levAM paDe che e ja rIte jyAre tamArA manamAM viSaya-vikAranAM jaMtuo utpanna thAya tyAre tamAre saMta rUpI DokaTaranuM zaraNa avazya levu ja paDe che. temanA sapaka thI viSabhayu mAnasika vAtAvaraNu amRtamaya banI jAya che. ane jIvanamAM koI nUtana prakAza patharAya che. saMtanA caraNe javAthI kaMIka AtmAonA jIvananA sudhAra thayA che. samartha gurU ane AjJAMkti ziSya --

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rAmadAsajI eka samaye purUSa thaI gayA. jeo pahelethI ja kevAM AtmAthI hatA! nAnapaNamAM ja emanAM lagna levAyAM hatAM. jyAre e lagnanA maMDapamAM beThelA hatAM tyAre brAhmaNa bolyA "sAvadhAna" A rAmadAse jevo sAvadhAna zabda sAMbhaLe tevA ja teo sAvadhAna thaI gayA. evAM teo sAvadhAna banI gayA ke lagnamaMDapa choDIne cAlI nIkaLyA. bAra bAra varSo sudhI temanI khUba zodha cAlI paNa patto na lAge. pachI teo saMnyAsI banIne gharagharamAM bhikSA mAMgavA lAgyA. kharekhara! svAmI rAmadAsa e ucca koTInA saMta hatAM. temane prabhAva cAre tarapha vIjaLInI rozanInI jema phelAI gayuM hatuM. temanA prabhAvathI chatrapati kahevAtA zivAjI mahArAja paNa prabhAvita thaI gayA hatAM. e zivAjIe rAmadAsane pitAnA gurU mAnyA hatAM. eka vakhatanA prasaMgamAM svAmI rAmadAsa hAthamAM jhaLI laIne gharagharamAM bhikSA mATe pharI rahyAM che te joI zivAjInA manamAM vicAra Avyo ke ahe! huM A moTe mahArAjA ane mArA gurU gharagharamAM bhikSA mAge! zuM huM ekale emanI badhI jarUriyAta pUrI na karI zakuM? tarata ja zivAjIe eka ciThThi lakhIne pitAnA nokarane kahyuM. A ciThThI svAmI rAmadAsanI jhoLImAM nAMkhI deje. nekare zivAjInA kahevA pramANe svAmI rAmadAsanI jhoLImAM ciThThI mUkI dIdhI. e ciThThImAM lakhyuM hatuM ke gurUdeva ! mAruM samasta rAjya ApanA caraNamAM samarpaNa karuM chuM. "Apa A bhikSAvRtti cheDI de." saMta rAmadAsajIe A ciThThI vAMcI ane tyAMthI sIdhA zivAjI pAse AvyA ane kahyuM : zivA! teM tArU AkhuM rAjya mane seMpI dIdhuM. bola, have tuM zuM karIza? zivAjIe kahyuM gurUdeva ! ApanI je kaMI AjJA thaze tenuM pAlana karIza. A ziva ApanI sevAmAM sadA hAjara raheze. tyAre rAmadAse kahyuM "A mArI jhaLI jhAlI le" ane mArI sAthe bhIkha mAMgavA cAla. gurUnI AjJA eTale AjJA. manamAM saheja paNa duHkha na thayuM. manamAM ema paNa na thayuM ke je gurUne bhikSA mAMgatA joIne mane zarama AvatI hatI to mArAthI bhikSA mAMgavA kema javAya! hasate mukhaDe chaLI upADI gurUnI sAthe bhikSA mAMgavA cAlI nIkaLyA. zivAjI mahArAjane jhoLI laIne bhikSA mAMgavA jatAM jaIne prajAjanone paNa khUba navAI lAgI. gurUe temane AkhA gAmamAM pheravyA. chevaTe nadI kinAre AvyAM. ane bhikSA mAM AveluM bhojana karyuM. pachI gurUe kahyuM beTA ! te mane tAruM AkhuM rAjya samarpaNa karI dIdhuM che paNa have huM AkhuM rAjya tane pAchuM meMpuM chuM. paNa te rAjya mAruM che ema samajIne rAjyane TrasTI banIne rAjyane kArabhAra karaje ane A mAru bhagavuM vastra paNa sAthe rAkhaje. jethI tane rAjya pratye meha na thAya. tyArathI zivAjIe pitAnA rAjya upara bhagavo jhaMDe pharakAvyo. Aje paNu mahArASTramAM bhagavA jhaMDAnuM mahatva che. tyAra pachI zivAjIe gurUnA kahevA pramANe

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358 rAjya calAgu. rAjyanA mAlika nahi paNa TrasTI banIne rAjya karyuM. A zivAjI upara svAmI rAmadAsane prabhAva hatA. bhagavAna kahe che-A saMsAramAM tamane pUnA puNyathI je je vastuo maLI che tenA upara tame mamatva na rAkho. gharanA vahIvaTa calAve temAM paNa tame vyAsakti rAkheA nahi. tame lakSmInA mAlika na aneA paNa TrasTI baneA. badhA khAtAonAM tamane TrasTI nImyAM che. e game teTalI vyavasthA kare, tana-manathI kAma kare, chatAM mAne che ke A milkatanA huM TrasTI chuM, paNa mAlika nathI. geAvALa game teTalI gAyeA laI ne jagalamAM carAvavA jAya. ene koI pUche ke bhAI ! A badhI gAyA tArI che? te kaheze nA, huM tA enA carAvanAra chuM. gAyA mArI nathI. tema jJAnIo kahe che tame sava padArthanA jJAtA ane dRSTA aneA. padmAnA jJAyaka aneA paNa nAyaka nahi. ajJAnane vaza thayeke jIva jyAM jyAM gayA tyAM tyAM sAyaka banavAne badale nAyaka banIne besI gayA che. eTale duHkha pAmyA che. jJAtA ane dRSTA banI. TrasTInI jema taTastha raheze| te sukha ane duHkhamAM samabhAva rAkhI zakaze. mahAma'galakArI payu SapanA Aje sAtame divasa che. cha divasa teA palakArAmAM pasAra thaI gayA. A divase dAna-ziyaLa-tapa ane bhAvanAnI ArAdhanA karavAnAM che. A varSe megharAjA paNa khUba sArI rIte varasyA che. dAtAoe dAnane pazu varasAda varasAvI dIdhA che. saMghane jeTalI jarUriyAta che, kAntibhAi ane maganabhAinI je mAMgaNI che tene paNa tame pUrI karI dIdhI che. amArA tapasvI bhAi bahenee tapazcaryA karIne tapanA paNu varasAda varasAvyeA che. rAjakoTa zaheramAM jaina samAjamAM tapatuM pUra AvyuM che. ApaNI navI pauSadhazALA tapAvana jevI dekhAya che. A cAra khelamAM be belanI ArAdhanA sArI rIte thaI che paNa zIyaLa ane bhAva e e khelanI ArAdhanA karavAnI che. hajI sudhI amArA traNa bhAioe sajoDe brahmacayanI pratijJA lIdhI che. tapasvIe tapazcaryA karI rahyAM che. jenAthI tapazcaryAM nakhanI zake tema heAya te zIla-vratanI ArAdhanA kare. bhagavAne brahmacarya nA khUba mahipA khatAnyA che. brahmacarya thI ghaNAM lAbha thAya che. brahmacarya' e amRta che. je mANasa brahmacarya rUpI amRtanA rasAsvAda mANe che te mANasa hamezane mATe amara banI jAya che. tenu nAma itihAsanA pAne lakhAi jAya che. tenu jIvana lAkhA vaSa~ sudhI prakAza ApyAM kare che, jemaNe brahmacaryanI mahattAne samajIne brahmacarya nA svIkAra karyAM che te pragatinA sarvecci zikhara para pahoMcI gayA che. te duniyAmAM peAtAnu` nAma amara banAvI gayAM che. ATalA samaya vyatIta thaI gayA che, chatAM sItAjInu jIvana paNa preraNA ApI

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rahyuM che. azeka vATikAmAM satI sItAjI ekalA hatAM. traNa khaMDane adhipati rAvaNa hAtha joDIne sItA pAse kAkalUdIo kare che. paraMtu sItA tene tiraskAra kare che. enuM apamAna kare che. tenAM pralebhanene Thekare caDhAve che. rAvaNanI camakatI talavAra joIne paNa sItAjI DaratAM nathI. devAnupriye ! sItAjI pAse kaI talavAra, topa ke baMdUka na hatAM. emanI pAse je kaI addabhUta zakti hoya te brahmacaryanI hatI. brahmacaryanuM teja mahAna che. enAM teja AgaLa bIjA badhAM teja nisteja banI jAya che. brahmacaryanI zakti AgaLa bIjI badhI zaktione parAjaya thAya che. brahmacaryanA prabhAva viSe vijaya zeTha ane vijaya zeThANInI vAta te tame ghaNI vakhata sAMbhaLI haze. vijayazeThanI vAta koI etihAsika vAta nathI. e satya hakIkata che. jenuM jIvana A vizALa sAgara jevuM che. tenuM koI taLiyuM nathI ke aMta nathI. emanI jIvanakathAo hajAro varSothI ulecAya che. chatAMya A mahAsAgaranAM nIra khUTatAM nathI. bhaviSyamAM paNa A mahAsAgaranAM nIra khUTe evI koI zakayatA nathI. - jenA jIvanamAM brahmacaryanuM teja che, sadAcAranuM baLa che, cAritranI cAMdanI camake che tenuM ja jIvana AgaLa AvI zake che. evAM purUSonAM nAme ja ItihAsanA pAne aMkita thaI jAya che. devena rAjA Indra paNa zIyaLavaMta purUSanA caraNamAM zIra jhUkAve che. jagatanI badhI ja zaktio brahmacArInuM svAmItva svIkAre che. brahmacArIne sau kaI vakhANe che. ApaNuM dezamAM bhISma pitAmaha, satI sItA, sAvitrI, draupadI Adi mahAna AtmAonAM jIvananAM ujavaLa Adarzo vidyamAna che. eja dezamAM atyAre cAritranI daridratAne prAraMbha thaI cUkyuM che. e joI mane to khUba dukha thAya che. ApaNe deza dharmapradhAna kahevAya che. ApaNe deza anya dezone dhArmika daravaNI Ape che. AvA pavitra dezamAM Aje cAritranuM pAlana thatuM nathI. bhegavilAsanI jvALAomAM leke gaLAbUDa khUMcavA lAgyA che. calacitroe dezamAM kharAba vAtAvaraNa prasarAvI dIdhuM che. nAnAM nAnAM bALakonI jIbha upara paNa sinemAnA gItonA sUra saMbhaLAya che. chokarAo mA bApane gaNakAratAM nathI. A rIte dezanuM naitika adhaH patana thaI rahyuM che. anAcAra divase divase vadhI rahyo che. kSayanA jaMtuonI jema rASTranA dehamAM phUlatAM phAlatAM A anAcArone rokavAnI javAbadArI tamArI peDhI para che. baMdhuo! A yuvAnI bhegonI AgamAM homI devA mATe nathI. yuvAnInA tophAnamAM potAnI jAtane barabAda karavA mATe A jIvana nathI. bhAratavarSanA ItihAsamAM be zahere khUba prasiddha che. eka dvArikA ane bIjI laMkA. eka samaya evo hato ke jagatanuM badhuM ja Azcarya dvArikAmAM ekaThuM thayuM hatu. yAdavone Rddhi siddhine pAra nahatAAkhI dvArakA nagarI sonAnI banAvavAmAM AvI

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3% hatI. duniyAnAM badhA rAjya para dvArakAnI vajA pharakatI hatI. yAdavakuLanA A yuvAnemAM jyAM sudhI ullAsane prakAza relAte hato, pratiSThA mATe kurabAna thaI javAnI bhAvanA hatI, moTAInI ghelachA na hatI, anIti, anyAya ane bhraSTAcAra sAme jhajhUmatA hatAM emanA jIvanamAM sadAcAranI saurabha mahekatI hatI tyAM sudhI temane vaibhava TakI rahyo. dvArakA nagarInI zobhA paNa tyAM sudhI TakI rahI. paNa jyAre yAdavakuLanA yuvAne vilAsapriya banIne pitAnI jAtane bhUlI gayAM, senAnAM mahelanI chAyAmAM mANasAInI chAyA DhaMkAI gaI keNa moTuM che, keNa nAnuM che, kene satkAra karavuM joIe, e vAta bhUlAI gaI ane vikArathI jIvananuM nUra jhAMkhuM paDI gayuM. rAvaNanA abhimAnane kAraNe ane sItA jevI satIne saMtApavAne kAraNe enI sonAnI laMkA rAkhamAM relAI gaI. jyAre mANasa potAnI mANasAI cUke che tyAre enuM nAma sAMbhaLavuM paNa koIne gamatuM nathI. duniyA tenA nAmane paNa bahiSkAra kare che. lAkha varSo vItI javA chatAM paNa Aje kaI mAtA ke pitA pitAnA saMtAnanuM nAma rAvaNa pADatA nathI. jo ke rAvaNa khUba moTo rAjA hatA. te senAnA mahelamAM rahete hatuM. tenA caraNamAM deve paNa jhUkI paDatAM hatAM te pachI bIjA mahArAjAonuM te pUchavuM ja zuM? rAvaNa ATale zaktizALI hovA chatAM Aje koI paNa potAnA saMtAnanuM nAma rAvaNa pADatuM nathI. AnuM kAraNa e che ke rAvaNa pAse vaibhava ghaNe te paNa jIvanane vaibhava taLiyAjhATaka thaI gayuM hatuM. senane mahela te hato paNa sadAcArane mahela jamInadosta thaI gaye hate. samudra para tenuM zAsana cAlatuM hatuM, paNa vikAra para tenuM zAsana cAlatuM na hatuM. eTale Aje sau kaI rAvaNanA nAmane tiraskAra kare che. rAvaNa ekane nahi paNa tenA sArA kuTuMbanI kaI vyaktinA nAme paNa InkAra kare che. haju sudhI koInuM nAma kuMbhakarNa, vibhISaNa, koInI bahena ke dIkarInuM nAma maMdodarI ke zurpaNakhA sAMbhaLavAmAM AvatuM nathI. kahevAno Azaya e che ke tamane game teTalI pratiSThA prApta thAya, tamAre ghera vaibhavanI choLa uDe, buddhine prakAza jhaLahaLe paNa je manamAM pavitratA na hoya, vicAramAM uccatA na hoya, ane indriya para kAbu na hoya, jIvanamAM saMtoSa na hoya, te sukha ane zAMti kayAMthI maLe? je mANasa bhegane bhikhArI banIne bhaTakato hoya, vikAre ane vAsanAonA pravAhamAM taNAI rahyo hoya te bhautika vijaya te meLavI zako nathI te pachI AdhyAtmika vijaya te kayAMthI meLavI zake ? azAMti ane duHkhanuM mULa kAraNa asaMtoSa ane asaMyama che. - pRthvIrAja cauhANe mahaMmada gherIne yuddhamAM bAra vakhata harAvyo hato. tenuM kAraNa yuddhamAM javAnuM hoya tyAre te saMpUrNa brahmacarya pALatuM hatuM, paraMtu teramI vakhata yuddhamAM

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javAnuM thayuM tyAre enA manamAM vAsanAnA taraMgo utpanna thayAM. enI patnI saMgina tAne yuddhamAM jatI vakhate kahyuM ke saMgitA ! Aje tuM tArA hAthe mane kamarapaTTo bAMdhI de. vAsanAne gulAma banIne yuddhanA medAnamAM gaye. jethI yuddhamAM tene parAjaya thaye. tenA parAjayanA kAraNe bhArata parataMtratAnI beDImAM jakaDAI gayuM. nepiliyananI cAritramAM daDhatA" nepoliyananA parAjyanuM mukhya kAraNa paNa asaMyama hatuM. IndrinA saMyamane lIdhe nepoliyana mATe senAdhipati banyuM hatuM. e jyAre bhaNato hato tyAre eka nAIne ghera te rahete hate. e nAInI (hajAma) strI caMcaLa mananI hatI. nAInI strI tenA sauMdaryanI pAchaLa mugdha banI hatI. e aneka prakAranA cenacALA karI nepoliyanane pitAnA tarapha AkarSavAnA prayatna karatI hatI paNa e strI jyAre jyAre enI pAse jatI tyAre tyAre nepoliyana pustaka vAMcavAmAM ja tallIna hoya. keInA sAmuM jovAnI paNa ene phurasada maLatI na hatI. nepaliyana bhaNIgaNIne jyAre dezane mukhya senApati banI gaye tyAra pachI te eka vakhata pilA gAmaDAmAM gayo. nAInI patnI dukAnanA oTalA para beThI hatI. gheDa bhAvIne nepoliyane te bAIne pUchayuM. bahena! tamAre ghera nepoliyana bonApArTa nAmane eka yuvaka bhaNavA mATe rahetuM hatuM te yAda che? tene svabhAva ke hato? tyAre pelI strIe gusse thaIne javAba Apyo ke huM nirasa vyaktinI vAta karavA paNa IcchatI nathI. teNe koI divasa hasIne mArI sAthe vAta karI nathI. e te vediyA hera je hate. tyAre nepoliyane khaDakhaDATa hasIne kahyuM. tamAruM kahevuM satya che. A ja bonApArTa je tamArI rasikatAmAM DUbI gayA hatA te dezane mukhya senApati banIne tamArI sanmukha ubhe na hota nepaliyana jyAM jyAM game tyAM tyAM teNe vijya prApta karyo hate. te jIvanamAM saMyama hovAnA kAraNe ja! paraMtu jIvananI AthamatI saMdhyAe IdrinA gulAma banavAne kAraNe chellA yuddhamAM tene parAjya thAya che. Aje brahmacarya viSe ghaNuM kahevAyuM che. badhA tapamAM brahmacarya e zreSamAM zreSTha tapa che. je manuSya A vratanuM pAlana kare che tenuM jIvana dhanya bane che. jIvananuM sAcuM teja brahmacarya che. AjanA yuvAno ane yuvatIo mATe pAvaDara, ne Adi lagADIne sauMdaryavAna banavAnA prayatna kare che. paNa jo tamAre sAruM sauMdarya khIlavavuM hoya te tame brahmacaryavrata aMgIkAra karo. saMta-satIjIe kaI jAtanA zobhAvardhaka padArtho vAparatA nathI, chatAM juo! A tamArI sAme tapasvIonAM teja kevAM jhabake che!, zA. 46

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32 Aje mA. pra. IndIrAbAI mahAsatIjIne 24mA upavAsa che. khA. bra. lAbhumAI mahAsatIne 20mA upavAsa che. mA. bra. bIjA IndIrAmAI mahAsatIjIne 17mA upavAsa che. mA. pra. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjIne 15me upavAsa che. A. zra. kAntAbAI mahAsatIne 7mA ane khA. bra. vasaMtabAI mahAsatIjIne pAMcamA upavAsa che. rAjakoTa saMghanA ahAbhAgya che ke saMghamAM ane sAmAM paNa ATalI tapazcaryAM thaI che. rAjakATa saMgha darekamAM mekhare che. samaya thaI gayA che. vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na... Y sAMvatsarI mahApa bhAdaravA suda 5 ne zanivAra tA. 5-9-70 Aje parama pavitra ane maMgalakArI saMvatsarInA dina che. jaina dharmImAM badhAM ja paryAM mahattvanAM che, paNa parvAdhirAjanu biruda paryuSaNupa ne ja ApavAmAM Avyu che. jema tamAre ghera jAna AvavAnI hAya tyAre tame jAnanI rADu keTalA hapUrNAMka jue che, te ja rIte A mAMgalika panA divaseAnI rAha eka mahinAthI jovAya che. parvAdhirAjanuM Agamana thatAM leAkeAnA manamAM navuM cetana, navI jAgRti ane bhavya bhAvanAnA camakArA dekhAya che. je bhAio ane bahenA koI divasa upAzraye nahi AvatAM hAya tee paNa A pavitra parvanA divasomAM dharmasthAnakomAM AvI dharmArAdhanA kare che. eka saptAhanI bhAvapUrNa sAdhanA pachI parvanA je chellA divasa Ave che tene savatsarI kahevAmAM Ave che. Aje bhAratamAM ane paradezamAM vasatAM jaineAnA dilamAM AnaMda haze ke Aje amArA pavitra divasa che. AjanA divase levAnu ane devAnu e e kAryAM karavAnAM che. jema vahepArI vahepAra kare che tyAre paisA Ape che ane mAla kharIde che. tame tamArI dikarI kAIne tyAM paraNAve che ane keAI emanI putrI tamAre tyAM paraNAve che. A rIte duniyAmAM badhe levaDadevaDathI kAma cAle che. tema bhagavAna mahAvIranI peDhI upara paNa Aje levaDadevaDa karavAnI che. tamAre jenI sAthe vera thayu' hAya tenI pAse tamAre kSamApanA levAnI che. ane je tamArI pAse kSamA mAMgavA Ave tene tamAre

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23 hadayane pavitra banAvI kSamA ApavAnI che. mahAnapurUSAe jevI kSamA rAkhI che tevI ja kSamAM rAkhIne ApaNe paramapadane prApta karavuM che. saMskRtamAM pRthvIne paNa "kSamA" kahevAmAM Ave che. dharatI para lAkaDAM - chANAM, maLa - mUtra Adi game tevA azucI padArtho nAMkhavAmAM Ave to paNa e vastuone dharatI dhImedhIme pitAnA svarUpamAM pheravI nAkhe che. badhI ja vastuonuM mULa svarUpa badalAI jAya che. tevI ja rIte vera ne jhera bhUlI jaI, pArakAe pahoMcADelA kone manamAMthI kADhI nAkhI tenuM saheja paNa ahita na IcchavuM tenuM nAma kSamA. kSamA vIrasya mUrvajan kSamA e kAyaranuM nahi paNa vIrenuM bhUSaNa che. je kAyara hoya che te kSamAzIla heto nathI. ahIM je majabUta zarIravALe ke vANImAM zUravIra hoya tene vIra kahevAmAM Avato nathI. paNa je daDha manobaLavALe hoya, jema ke krodha thaI jAya e prasaMga AvI jAya chatAM krodhAyamAna thato nathI. gALone javAba paNa mIThA hAsyathI Ape che. te ja sAce vIra che. bhagavAne duniyAmAM cAra prakAranAM vIra kahyAM che. (1) dharmavIra (2) buddhivIra (3) yuddhavIra (4) dAnavIra. (1) sauthI prathama naMbara che dharmavIrane. dharmavIra kone kahevAya? Aje ApaNe lIsTa karIzuM te temAM dharmavIranA nAme ochA kheMdhAze. je pitAnuM sarvasva jatuM kare paNa pitAnA jIvanamAMthI dharma na javA de te ja sAco dharmavIra che. kAmadeva zrAvaka pauSadhazALAmAM piSadha laIne beThA hatAM, deva temanI parIkSA karavA AvyA. temaNe kAmadevane pitAnA vratathI calAyamAna karavA mATe ghaNAM prayatna karyo, paNa tenuM mana saheja paNa calita na thayuM. (2) bIje che buddhivIra. je buddhi maLI che teno upayoga jJAna dvArA ane dharma tarapha vALe. lokonA ajJAnane dUra karI sanmArge vALe, pApa karato aTake te buddhivAra che. tamane buddhi te maLI che paNa e buddhine sadupayoga thato nathI. bIjAne chetaravA ane duHkha ApavAmAM buddhine upayoga na thavo joIe. "paruM tattva vivAra " tamArI buddhine upaga tatvanA ciMtanamAM ja tha joIe. (3) yuvIraH- koI mANasa moTA moTA saMgrAmo karI potAnA bhujAbaLathI daza hajAra dumane upara vijaya meLave tethI te sAce vIra nathI. jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke : jo sahassaM sahassANaM, saMgAme dujjae jiNe / ega jiNejja appANa, esa se paramo jao // u. sU. a. 9 gAthA 34 je eka AtmAne jIte che, pAMca indriya ane chaThThA mana upara vijaya meLave che, vyasane upara kAbU meLave che. viSaya vikArene jIte che. te ja sAco vIra che. Aje

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te mANaso vyasananAM gulAma banyAM che. cA devInuM pAna na kare tyAM sudhI pagamAM cetana na Ave. bIDI na pIve tyAM sudhI bhAInuM peTa sApha na thAya. A keTalI gulAmI che ! kaMIka bhAI-bahene kahe che ke ame upavAsa karIe paNa cA vinA cAlatuM nathI. eka kapa cA pIvAnI chUTa maLe te khuzIthI upavAsa karIe. eka vyasanane khAtara tapa karatAM aTakI javAya che. ApaNe kamamedAnamAM yuddha karavAnuM che. tyAM AvI kAyaratA kema cAle? je karmo sAthe yuddha karI AtmAne mukta banAvI siddhagatinAM sukhaDAM pAme te sAce yuddhavIra che. () dAnavIra - A pavitra bhAratabhUmi upara ghaNuM dAnavIra thaI gayAM che. bhAmA zAha, jagaDuzAha, vastupALa tejapALa, bema dedarANI Adi aneka dAnavIre thaI gayAM. ghaNAM varSo pUrve cAMpAneramAM cAMpazI mahetA nAmanA mahAjana thaI gayA. teo ekavAra bAdazAhanA darabAramAM jaI rahyAM hatAM. te samaye eka cAraNe temanuM svAgata karatAM kahyuM. padhAre, zAha pahele ane bAdazAha pachI." tenI sAthe bAdazAhane eka mANasa hato. tene A zabda khaTakyAM. bAdazAha pAse jaIne teNe kahyuM. sAheba! Apane AcaraNa vANIyAnI prazaMsA kare che ane ema kahe che ke "zAha pahele ane bAdazAha pachI Apane vANIyAthI paNa nIcA gaNe che. A sAMbhaLI bAdazAhane cAnaka te lAgI paNa kahyuM ke samaya Avye joI laIzuM. bAdazAhe A vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhI. vakhata jatAM eka vakhata evo prasaMga AvyuM ke gAmamAM duSkALa paDe, anna pANInAM sAMsA paDayA. leke bhUkha-tarasathI taraphaDavA lAgyA. prajAe rAjAne araja karI ke amAruM rakSaNa kare. tyAre bAdazAhe kahyuM ke AvA kaTekaTInA samaye prajAnuM rakSaNa karavuM e mArI pahelI pharaja che. paNa bAdazAhathI zAha moTA che te prajAnuM rakSaNa kare. bAdazAhe zAhane belAvyAM ane kahyuM ke A duSkALamAM nagarajanene anAja pUru pADo. je nahi pADI zake te tamAruM zAha pada laI levAmAM Avaze. pahelAnAM vaNiko vevalAveDA karIne ubhA rahe tevA na hatAM. pitAnA zAha padane zobhAvavA mATe eka vakhata pitAnuM sarvasva daI devuM paDe te devA mATe taiyAra hatAM. teo tamArI jema bhegamAM DUbelAM na hatAM. dAnavIra hatA ane cAritravAna paNa hatAM. sudarzana zeThane mAthe laMka caDhayuM. temane zULIe caDhAvyA, te temanA ziyaLanA prabhAvathI zULI phITIne siMhAsana thaI gayuM. sudarzana zeTha vaNika hatAM. mahAjane uThAvelI mahenata zAha nAmane zobhAvavA vaNikoe keDa bAMdhI. gAmegAma pharIne TIpa karavA lAgyA. duSkALamAM mANasane reTa ne chAza khavarAvI zakAya teTale kharca ApI zake

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rUpa tene eka divasa neMdhAya. khUba pharI pharIne vaNikoe cha mAsa ane vIsa divasanAM nAme dhyA. pAMca mAsa ane daza divase bAkI che. mahAjana pharatuM pharatuM pagapALA cAlIne eka gAmathI bIje gAma jaI rahyuM che. khemA dedarANIne khabara paDI ke ahIMthI mahAjana nIkaLavAnuM che. te gAmanA pAdaramAM AvIne ubhe rahyo. mahAjana tyAMthI pasAra thAya che. sAme jaIne pUche che bhAI! Apa kayAM jaI rahyAM che ? khemAnA kapaDAM sAdA hatAM. mukha uparathI taddana sAdhAraNa mANasa je dekhAtuM hatuM. mahAjana kahe che bhAI! ame amArA kAme jaI rahyA chIe. tArA kapaDAM te phATelAM che, tuM tAruM mAMDa mAMDa pUruM karate heAya tevuM lAge che. tene kahevAthI amAruM kAma pUruM thAya tema nathI. amAre beTo TAIma bagaDe che. ema kahe che-eka vakhata mArI garIbanI jhuMpaDIe padhAre. baMdhuo ! Aje tame paNa bahAranAM bhabhakone jotAM thaI gayAM che. zuTa paheryo hoya, TAI bAMdhI hoya, tene mAna Ape che paNa uparathI sIdho sAdo dekhAte mANasa hoya, tenAmAM guNe ghaNuM hoya chatAM tene keI mAna ApatuM nathI. tame bahAranAM dekhAvane na juo, aMtarane juo. mANasa uparathI game teTaluM suMdara hoya paNa tenAmAM je durgaNe ja bharyA haze te te dekhAva pUratuM ja mAnava che. uparathI sAdo ane sIdhe dekhAto mANasa mahAjanane karagare che. bApu! Apa mAre tyAM padhAre. huM tamane ema nahi javA dauM. tene khUba Agraha thavAthI aMte mahAjanane javuM paDayuM. makAna bahArathI jhuMpaDI jevuM dekhAya che. mahAjananA manamAM ema thAya che ke A ApaNane zuM ApavAnuM che? nakAme ApaNane beTI kare che. gharamAM laI jaIne jAjama pAtharIne mahAjanane besADe che ane A rIte gAmegAma pharavAnuM kAraNa pUche che. mahAjane badhI vAtanI rajuAta karI. eTale pele garIba dekhAte vaNika kahe che, mAre paNa TIpamAM kAMIka lakhAvavuM che. ema kahI tenA bApa pAse gayA. ane mahAjana A kAme AvyuM che te badhI vAta karI. tyAre pitAe kahyuM : tArI zI IcchA che? tyAre putre kahyuM pitAjI! mArA vadhamI baMdhuo mATe mAruM sarvasva daI devuM paDe te paNa deve huM taiyAra chuM. putranI AvI udAra bhAvanA joI pitAnI chAtI gajagaja uchaLavA lAgI. pitAe kahyuM putra! gurU ane svadharmInI sevA karavAmAM mahAna lAbha che. A avasara pharI pharIne nahi maLe. eTale lAbha levAya teTale laI le. tame roja peTa bharIne khAtA he, erakaMDIzana rUmamAM ArAmathI paDhatA he, AvA samaye duHkhathI pIDAtA tamArA svadharma baMdhuone yAda karaje. gAmamAM kaye zrAvaka duHkhI che? e tame jANatA nahi he, paNa sAdhu gharagharamAM gaucarI jAya te badhuM jANatAM hoya che. dhanavAnane ghera pAMca ja mANaso hoya chatAM pAMca lITara dUdhanA tapelAM bharelA paDyAM hoya, jyAre garIbane ghera pAMca-cha bALako hoya, pAMca-cha moTA mANase hoya tyAre

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nAnakaDI tapelImAM phakta lITara ke aDadhA lITara dUdha Aya che. nAnA nAnA bALako dUdhadUdha karatAM hoya paNa bicArA kyAMthI lAve ? huM dhanavAnane vinaMtI karuM chuM ke tamArA khoTA kharcA ghaTADI tame svadhamInI sevA karajo. " zAhu nAmane amara anAvyuM' pitAnI rajA maLI gaI. dikarA mahAjana pAse AvIne kahe che bhAI! A tamArI TIpa phADI nAMkheA. jenI jenI pAsethI paisA lIdhA hAya te pAchA i . ane AkhA varSanA jeTalA kharca thAya te mArI pAsethI laI jajo. A sAMbhaLI mahAjana tA sthaMbhI gayuM. bhAI ! ATale meTA khatuM eklA kevI rIte pUrA karIza? namratAthI Nika kahe che, Ape mArA ghare pagalAM karI mane pAvana karyAM che. phUla nahi phUlanI pAMkhaDI ApanA caraNe dharu chuM. Apa sahu svIkAra karo. Apa jarA paNa muMjhAze| nahi. A hatA khemA dedarANI. mahAjane tenI vAta mAnya karI. ane kahayu` ke, tame A phATelAM kapaDAM utArI sArA kapaDAM paherI amArA bAdazAha pAse cAleA. bhAI ! e phATelA kapaDAmAM ghaNuM bharyuM hatuM. kammare khAMdhelI vAMsaLImAM rUpiyAnI noTonI thappIo bharI hatI te kADhIne mahAjanane dai dIdhI. ane kahyu ke jarUra paDe te vadhAre paisA, anAja vagere je joIe te laI jajo. A vANiyA kahe che ke mAre kapaDAM badalAvavAnI jarUra nathI. mahAjane mAdazAhane khabara ApI ke phakta A eka ja zAhe bAra mahinA sudhI prajAnu rakSaNa karavAnu mAthe lIdhuM che. A sAMbhaLI bAdazAhanA gava utarI gayA. ane zAhane dhanyavAda ApatAM kahayuM : kharekhara ! cAraNe jevA vakhANa karyAM hatA. tevA ja zAhe A pRthvI upara vasyA che. " zAhu paheleA ane bAdazAha pachI " te vAta sAcI che ane kahyuM ke AjathI tamArI zAhanI padavI amara raheze. madhue ! Anu nAma sAcA dAnavIra ! tamane maLyuM hoya te AvA udAra banajo. hasIne patAvaze nahi. rAjagRhInA zrAvako evA na hAya. " savatsarI parvanA mahimA ' jainomAM AjanA divasa sa vatsarI tarIke manAvavAmAM Ave che. AjanAM divase nAnA nAnA khALako paNa upavAsa kare che, vaiSNava leAkeAmAM paNa AjanA divasa RSipa'camI tarIke manAya che. teo paNa Aje nirjaLA upavAsa kare che. saMvatsarI parva aSADha zuddha punamathI 49 divase Ave che. vaheluM mADuM AvatuM nathI. temAM paNu rahasya che. jyAre kALa khadalAya che te divasa aSADI punamanA haiAya che. te samaye saMvaka nAmanA viSama vAyarA vAya che, temAM pahADa-pata-jhADa-pAna adhu ja sApha thaI jAya che. jaina dhama tathA 363 pAkha'DInA dhama, agni badhu ja vicchetu jAya che. Ave viSamakALa AvI jAya che. ane e kALa pAcho jyAre adalAya che tyAre aSADa zuda punamanA divasa Ave

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317 che. tyAre varasAda varase che. e varasAda satata sAta divasa sudhI varase che. tenAthI dharatImAM rahelAM khAra dhAvAI jAya che. pachI sAta divasa ughADa nIkaLe che. phrIne sAta divasa dUdha nA varasAda varase che. pachI sAta divasa ughADa nIkaLe che. sAta divasa ghIne varasAda varase che. sAta divasa ughADa nIkaLe che. pachI sAta dvivasa amRtanA varasAda varase che. A rIte varasAda varasavAthI dharatImAM rasakasa Ave che. ane 4lme divase pRthvImAMthI aMkurA phUTe che. ghAsa uge che. te divase 72 khIlamAM rahetAM manuSyA je mAMsa-maccha-kaccha AdinA ja AhAra karatA hAya che te khIlamAMthI bahAra nIkaLe che tyAre A lIlu ghAsa joine khuza thAya che. ane nirNaya kare che ke ApaNe AjathI mAMsa khAvuM nahi. A ghAsa khAIne rahevu'. A divasathI mAMsAhArI lAkoe jIvAne abhayadAna ApyuM. hiMsA karatAM baMdha thaI gayA. te divasa sa`vatsarInA pavitra dina hateA. saMvatsarInA pavitra divase zrAvakane mATe pAMca kalpa matAnyAM che. (1) zrAvake e vakhata pratikramaNa karavuM. (2) yathAzakti dAna devuM. (3) zIyaLa pALavuM. (4) jenI jenI sAthe vera baMdhAyu' hAya tenI aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka kSamA mAgavI. ane koie tamAro a5rAdha karyo hoya te tamArI pAse kSamA mAMgavA Ave te mukta hdaye kSamA ApavI. (5) tapa karavA. sAdhune paNa pAMca niyamAnuM pAlana karavAnu... hAya che. saMvatsarInA divase (1) cauvihArA upavAsa karavA [ra) leAca karavA (3) saMvatsarInA divase e pratikramaNa karavA (4) saunI sAthe kSamApanA karavI (5) zAstra-siddhAMtanuM vAMcana karavuM. sAdhune jIvananI aMtima ghaDI heAya te paNa Aje cAviArA upavAsa karavA ja paDe. game tevA mAMdagInA khichAne sUtelA hAya chatAM paNa mastake leAca karavA ja paDe. Aje vera-jhera ane kaSAyAnA kAMTA ne kAMkarA kADhI hRdayanI bhumine pavitra anAvavAnA divasa che. kheDUta khetaramAM vAvaNI karatAM pahelAM jamInane kheDIne pAcI banAve che. tema ApaNA hRdayamAM dAna-dayA-kSamA AdinAM khIjenI vAvaNI karavI haze te AtmA upara rahelAM pApa-kaSAya ane karmonA kAMkarA kADhI nAMkhI hRdayane vizuddha banAvI do. kSamA tA enI ja mAMgavAnI hAya ke tamAre jenI jenI sAthe vera khaMdhANAM hAya. paNa tame teA pRthvIkAya--apakAya-teukAya-vAukAya ane vanaspatikAya Adine khamAvaze. e bicArAM tamArI sAthe vera AMdhavA AvatA nathI enI tA yA pALavAnI hAya. je jIva junAM vera-jherane bhUle che te ja sAcI saMvatsarI ujavI zake che. mATe jo tame sAcI saMvatsarI ujavatA hai| tA jenI jenI sAthe tamAre vera kha dhANAM hoya tene 'taHkaraNapUrvaka khamAvajo. tame jeTalAM jeTalAM vera bAMdhaze teTaleA tamane bhaya vadhaze. bhagavAne kahyuM che ke " verALuviMina mamayALi " A sUtrane samajyA hA te Aje bAra mahinAmAM thaI

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38 gayelI bhUlAnI AlAcanA karIne vizuddha banAvI vera jhera cheADI dejo. tA ja tame sAcI saMvatsarI ujavI gaNAze. " gujarAtamAM banelI kahANI " " eka ja mAtAnA udaramAM ALAyelAM e bhAI hatAM. ane bhAione ekakhIjA pratye khUba prema hatA. jema rAma ane lakSmaNa, kRSNa ane khaLabhadra, tevI A bhAionI joDI hatI. jema kSIra ane nIra, dUdha ane sAkara paraspara ekaeka thaIne rahe che tema A e bhAI AnA prema dUdha ane sAkara jevA hatA. teo eka bIjAne mUkIne kayAMya jatA na hatAM. sAthe jame, sAthe rame ane sAthe sUve, evA be bhAi e mATA thatAM mAtApitAe temane paraNAvyAM. amuka samaya pachI mAtA-pitA svargavAsI banyA. A ane bhAIo kamAya che. kAyama sarakhI sthiti rahetI nathI. gharamAM AsurI lakSmI Ave che tyAre kusaMpa karAve che. premamAM taDa paDAve che. ane jo daivI lakSmI Ave te mane bhAI vacce aNumanAva heAya te paNa premanA akurA phUTe che. A gharamAM AsurI lakSmInu Agamana thayu.. eTale bhAionAM prema ochA thavAM lAgyA. dilamAM saMkucitatA AvavA lAgI. derANI jeThANImAM paNa jhaghaDA thavA lAgyA. aMte baMne bhAio judA thAya che. karmInA koyaDA alabelA che. ene koI kaLI zakatuM nathI. nAnAbhAInA evA dhAra pApanA udaya thayA ke je koI dhA kare temAM khATa jAya che. dhIme dhIme gharanI khadhI vastuo vecAI gaI. khAvAnA paNa sAMsA paDavA lAgyA. jyAre nA pAra nathI. gAdIe beThA beThA paisAnI TaMkazALa pADe che. meATAbhAI ne tyAM lakSmI e traNa varSa teA AkarI kaseATImAM pasAra thayA. paNa mATrAbhAI nAnAbhAInI khabara letA nathI. nAnAbhAI thADu' ghaNuM kamAya che ane je kaMI maLe che temAM saMtASa mAnI dvivase vItAve che. Ama karatAM bhAInI sAthe aNumanAva thayAM khAra varSo vItI gayAM. * khAra varSathI meATAbhAIe nAnAbhAInA sAmuM joyu nathI. eka vakhata mATeAbhAI bimAra paDayA. te arasAmAM ja sa'vatsarInA pavitra divasa AvyeA. nAnAbhAI vyAkhyAnamAM gayA hatA. mahArAje upadeza ApyA ke jenI sAthe ApaNe aNumanAva thayA hAya tenI pAse hRdayapUrvaka kSamA mAMgI hRdaya upara jAmelA kalezarUpa kALAzanA pApaDAM ukhADI hRdayane svaccha da Nu jevu banAvavuM. bhUtakALanuM kaMI paNa kaDavu' smaraNa hRdayanA khUNAmAM rahI javuM na joI e. sa vatsarI pratikramaNa karyAM pachI ApaNe navA nAme jIvananA prAraMbha karavAnA che. AvA upadeza sAMbhaLI nAnAbhAInuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. ahA ! mAra mAra varSothI meTAbhAInI sAthe aNukhAlA che. meM mATAbhAInA darzana paNa karyAM nathI. mATe mAje ja mArA bhAInA caraNamAM paDIne temanI pAse kSamA mAMgI lauM",

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nAnAbhAInI sAcI kSamApanA" nAne bhAI moTAbhAIne ghera Ave che eTabhAI bimAra che. gaLethI pANI paNa utaratuM nathI. palaMgamAM sUve che. nAnAbhAIne Avate je eTale sUte sUte kahe che. A mAre duzmana Ave che. ene kADhI mUke, mAre enuM kALuM moTuM jevuM nathI. moTAbhAIne krodha jeI, bhAInA zabdo sAMbhaLI enA manamAM thayuM ke mArA javAthI mArA vaDIla bhAIne kheda thAya tevuM kAma mAre karavuM nathI. tarata ja bahAra nIkaLI gayo. ane bahAra ubhe rahIne kahe che moTAbhAI! mAre ApanI pAsethI kaMI ja levuM nathI. huM kaMI ja levA mATe nathI AvyuM. paNa Aje saMvatsarIne dina che tethI, ApanI pAsethI kSamA mAMgavA Ave chuM. moTAbhAI! meM Apane khUba kaSTa ApyuM che. Apa mArA gunhA mApha karI mane kSamA Apo. - moTebhAI aMdara sUte sUte kahe che, huM tene sArI rIte jANuM chuM. tArA gharamAM kaMI rahayuM nathI. huM bimAra chuM eTale tuM dhIme dhIme pagapesAro karavA AvyuM che. te nAnAbhAInI vAta sAMbhaLatuM ja nathI. nAnobhAI te khamAvIne cAlyA gaye. bhagavAna kahe che ke sAmI vyakti tane kSamA Ape ke na Ape paNa tuM ene jarUra khamAvaje. tArA hRdayanI ArasI svaccha banAvaje. kharI kasoTIne divasa A che, sAdhaka bhUla thAya nA, avasara Ave pharI nahIM Ave, jAgRti cUkAya nA, rAgathI rIjhI dveSathI khIjI, manaDuM meluM karAya nA, niMdA prazaMsAnA pudgala Ave, dilane tyAM joDAya nA, khamata khAmaNAM preme karaje, vera virodha rahI jAya nA, rageragamAM ramate karaje, arihaMta jApa bhUlAya nA" divase divase moTAbhAInI bimArI vadhatI gaI. aMtima samaya najIka AvyuM. enA manamAM muMjhavaNa thavA lAgI. A moTAbhAIne eka putra hatuM. te paNa DekaTara hatAM. teNe jANyuM ke mArA pitAjI have the tema lAgatuM nathI. eTale pAse besIne kahe che bApu ApanI je IcchA hoya te kahe. huM pUrI karavA taiyAra chuM. ApanA dilamAM zo aphase che! je hoya te dila khelIne mane kahe. mAtA-pitAnI aMtima IcchA pUrNa karavI te putranI pharaja che. maratAM paNa vera nA mUkayuM." pitA kahe che beTA! mArA be vacananuM tuM pAlana karIza? mAtA paNa ene pati putrane zuM kahe che te sAMbhaLavA mATe pAse AvIne beThI che. putra kahe che bApujI! je hoya te kahe. tyAre pitA kahe che, A tAre kAke che e mAre kaTTo duzmana che. paheluM zA. 47

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te huM tArI pAse e vacana mAMguM chuM ke mArA marI gayA pachI tAre kAke Ave te tene mArI nanAmIne aDavA daIza nahi. mArA marI gayA pachI paNa ene paDachAye na jiIe. dikare kahe che bhale, tame jarA ya ciMtA na karaze. baMdhuo ! juo vera zuM kare che? patine svabhAva kharAba hato paNa patnI sadaguNI hatI. tenAthI A sahana thayuM nahi. te bolI uThIH svAmInAtha! tame ATalI lakSmI, putra, gharabAra choDIne jAva cho te A veranI vaNajhAra zA mATe sAthe laIne jAva cho? - vera e mahA bhayaMkara che. jIvane bhavAMtaramAM rakhaDAve che. mATe haju kaMIka samaje. ane vera choDI de. nAnAbhAIne khamAvI le. tyAre kahe che tuM ahIMthI cAlI jA. mAre tAro upadeza sAMbhaLa nathI. dikaro pUche che bApujI! mArA kAkAne tamArI nanAmIne aDavA nahi dauM. bIjuM vacana zuM che? pitA kahe che bhAI! tArA kAkAne huM jouM chuM ne jANe duzmanane jouM chuM. ene jotAM ja mane thAya che ke ene mArI nAMkhuM. te ene kayArane ya mArI nAMkhyo hota paNa je huM ene mArI nAMkhyuM te sarakArane gunhegAra thAuM. Ijjatane dhakako lAge. vaLI mAre jelamAM javuM paDe. eTale meM ene mAryo nathI. paNa je beTA ! tuM mAro sAce putra hoya te mAruM vacana pALaje. tuM te DokaTara che. e koI vakhata mAM paDe ane tane belAve te DokaTarI IlAja dvArA enuM kAsaLa kADhaje. putra kahe che bhale, mArAthI banaze te karIza. moTobhAI marI gaye paNa sAthe vera lete gayo. ane dikarAne vera levAnuM zIkha. vADate gayA. sagAvahAlAM AbhaDavA AvyAM che. nAnAbhAIne khabara paDI eTale e paNa raDatA raDatA AvyuM. ane badhAnI pAchaLa beTho che. sagAvahAlAM kahe che bhAI ! have zA mATe pAchaLa bese che? tAre verI te cAlyo gayo. tyAM DokaTara kahe che tame na mAnaze ke verI cAlyo gayo che paNa haju vera lenAro huM beTho chuM. mArA bApanI nanAmIne aDavAne paNa mArA kAkAne adhikAra nathI. ahIMthI cAlyA jAva, kahIne hAtha pakaDIne kAkAne kADhI mUkyAM. garIbanuM baLa keTaluM? nA bhAI te cAlyA gaye. ATaluM enuM apamAna thayuM, apamAna thavA chatAM paNa bhAI pratye ene heja paNa dveSa na Avyo. manamAM eka ja aphasosa che ke huM ke kamabhAgI ! mAre bhAI te cAlyA gaye. mane enA mukhanAM darzana paNa na thayAM. nAnAbhAInI patnI paNa AbhaDavA mATe AvI che. e gharamAM jaIne khUNAmAM beThI. moTAbhAInI patnI kahe che beTA! tuM zA mATe dUra bese che? ahIM Ava. mArI pAse besa. huM jevI A gharanI hakadAra chuM tevI ja tuM paNa hakadAra che. ApaNe bAra bAra varSothI ekabIjAnA mukha joyA nathI. ekabIjA sAme beThA nathI. te bAra varSe mArA gharamAM paga mUkyuM che. derANIne pitAnI pAse lAvIne besADe che. ane kahe che, tArA

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jeTha cAlyA gayA. have AjathI ApaNe gaI vAtane bhUlI jaI navA nAme jIvana jIvavAnuM che. baMnee ekabIjAnI kSamA mAgI ane pavitra banyA. jeThanI badhI kriyA patyA bAda derANuM pitAne ghera AvI. tyAre tene pati kahe che, huM te tarata ja pAcho Avyo ane tuM ATale badho vakhata tyAM kema rekAI? tyAre patnI kahe che, mane bhAbhIe premathI bolAvI. ame eka bIjAnI kSamA mAMgIne vizuddha banyA. bhAbhIne ApaNA upara anahada prema che. bApAnA gayA pachI mAtA kahe che beTA! bApanI hitazikhAmaNa mAthe caDhAvavAnI hoya paNa kharAba zikhAmaNa mAnavAnI na hoya. tAre bApa tane kahI gayo che tevuM tuM na karate, ApaNe te have tArA kAkAne ApaNe ghera belAvavA che ane saMpathI rahevuM che. mAtAe putrane ghaNI hita zikhAmaNa ApI. have putranuM mana cakaDoLe caDhayuM. eka tarapha bApanuM vacana ane bIjI tarapha mAtAnI hita zikhAmaNa" baMnenI vacamAM zuM karavuM ane zuM na karavuM tenI DokaTarane samaja paDatI nathI. bIjI tarapha moTAbhAIne maraNa pachI nAno bhAI khUba jhUre che, raDe che, ene eka ja vAtane aphasosa rahI gayo ke ame baMne bhAI ekabIjAnI pAse kSamA mAMgI zakyA nahi, mane mArA bhAInA darzana na thayA che e aphasamAM nAno bhAI khAte pIte nathI. moTAbhAInA viyogamAM ane aphasesamAM nAnabhAI mAMde paDe tyAre nAnAbhAI nirNaya kare che ke mAre bIjA keI DekaTaranI davA levI nathI. mAre bhatrIjo DokaTara che, ene 'belA. e AvIne davA Ape te ja mAre tevI che. mane AzA che ke mAre bhatrIne Avaze ane enI davAthI mane jarUra sAruM thaI jaze. bhatrIne bolAve che ane kahe che beTA ! jIvADa ke mAra. mAre tArA sivAya bIjA keInI davA levI nathI. kAkA premabhAvathI bhatrIjAne belAve che, paNa bhatrIjAnA haiyAmAM vera vALavAnI vRtti che. A samaye tene bApanuM vacana yAda AvyuM. manamAM vicAra karyo ke Aje bApanuM vacana pALavAne lAga Avyo che. bApanuM vera lauM ema nirNaya karI teNe hAthamAM ijekazana lIdhuM. IMjekazanamAM davA bharavA jAya che paNa hAtha dhrujavA lAgyA. hudaya thaDakavA - lAgyuM, bIjI tarapha mAtAne khabara paDI ke dikaro enA kAkAne tyAM gaye che. 2khe enA bApanuM vera vALavA chokaramata karI bese. eTale deDatI mAtA diyarane ghera AvI gaI. DokaTara Ijekazana taiyAra karIne kAkAne mAravA jAya che tyAM mAtA putrane hAtha pakaDIne kahe che ke beTA ! sadUbhAvanA che ke asaddabhAvanA ? DokaTara kahe che mAtA ! atyAre mArA aMtaramAM zuddha ane azuddha mananI laDAI cAlI rahI che. azuddha mana kahe che bApanuM vira vasUla karI le, samaya Ave che. je bhUlate ! ane zuddha mana kahe che jeje, tenI vaNajhAra laIne javAnuM pApa na karate. mAtA putrane hAtha pakaDI khUNAmAM laI jaIne

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uchera kahe che dikarA! tAre tArA bApanuM vera levuM ja hoya te pahelAM A iMjekazana ane mAra. pachI tArA kAkAne mAra, mAru hRdaya saLagI jAya che, dhikkAra che mane ke tArA jevA krUra hadayanA nirdaya putranI huM mAtA banI. A karatAM vAMjhaNI rahI heta te sAruM hatuM. . beTA ! haju paNa tane kahuM chuM ke tuM samajI jA. zAMta thA. DI dhIraja rAkha ane tArA kAkA pAse jaIne kSamA mAMgI le. kAraNa ke kSamA mANasane sahanazIla banAve che, kSamA AtmAnI AMtarika zaktine oLakhavAne saMdeza Ape che. apakAra para apakAra kare e kArya te durjananuM che. ane apakAra para upakAra kare e kArya sarjananuM che. game tevA kaThIna kAryane siddha karavuM hoya te tene mATe vazIkaraNa maMtra kSamA che, tArA kAkAe te kAMI gunho ja karyo nathI. temanI keTalI pavitra bhAvanA che. tArA pratye temane ke vizuddha prema che. tene badale tuM A rIte vALavA uDyo che! vera-jheranA sAgaramAM tuM nA jAje, nehanA jharaNamAM tuM sadA hAje; tyAganI saritAmAM taraje tuM hele...uDI tuM jAze, saMsAra A che paMkhIne meLo, uDI tuM jAze-eka dina alo" "DokaTaranA hadayanuM parivartana ja mAtAnA zabdoe DokaTaranA dilamAM jhaNajhaNATI piThA karI. jherI ijekazana phagAvI dIdhuM. ane deDate kAkAnI pAse AvI caraNamAM paDI kahevA lAge : kAkA ! A krUra bhatrIjAne mApha karo. Ape te mane premathI belAvyuM hatuM, paNa huM te vera levA AvyuM hate. Apane jherI Ijekazana ApavAne hato, paNa mArI mAtAnA upadezathI mArA jIvanamAM Aje parivartana thayuM che. teNe potAnuM pApa pragaTa karI dIdhuM. pitAnI bhulane pazcAtApa karI azrujaLathI kAkAnA caraNa gheI nAMkhyA. - kAkAnI AMkhe paNa azrujaLathI chalakAI gaI. kAkA kahe che beTA ! mANasa mAtra balane pAtra che. paNa bhUlanI kSamA mAMgavI, pitAnI bhUla kabUla karavI te daivI guNa che. - keInI sAthe jhaghaDe thaye hoya ke vera baMdhAyuM hoya tene hRdayamAM saMgharI rAkhavuM te pAzavIvRtti che. Aje tArI buddhi zuddha banI gaI tene mane atyaMta AnaMda che. beTA! have tuM mane evI davA Apa ke jethI mAre ga maTI jAya. DokaTare hRdayanA premathI Ijekazana ApyuM. davA ApI ane kAkAnI tabiyata ekadama sArI thaI gaI. bimArI cAlI gaI. A DaoNkaTara pitAnA kAkA kAkIne pitAnA bhegA laI Ave. gaI gujarI , badhI vAta bhUlI jaIne badhA saMpathI rahevA lAgyA. AnuM nAma sAcI kSamApanA.

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303 mANasa jyAre sAmA mANasa sAthenuM vera levAnI vRtti kADhI nAMkhe che ane teNe karelA aparAdhAne mApha kare che te vakhate tenA AtmA pramaLa zakti dharAvatA thaI jAya che. ATalI prabaLa zaktinA bhUtakALamAM tene kayAre ya anubhava thayelA hAtA nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM che ke jenI sAthe tAre vera baMdhAyu' hAya tene tAre kSamA ApavI - joIe. pachI bhale te tane sanmAna ApatA hAya ke na ApatA hoya, teNe tane kSamA ApI hAya ke na ApI hAya paNa tu tenA kRtyA tarapha najara karIza nahi. tAre tarata ja tenI kSamA mAMgI levI joie. kSamApanA mahatvanA sa`deza che ke jenI sAthe ApaNe aNukhanAva thaze DAya ke kajiyA thayA hoya tenI kSamA mAMgavI. hRdaya para jAmelA kALAzanA pApaDAne ukheDIne hRdayane svaccha darpaNa jevuM manAvavuM. bhutakALanu kAI paNa kaDavuM maNu aMtaHkaraNamAM rahevu na joie. jema varasAda varase che tyAre gAmanI gaMdI galIone paNa svaccha banAve che. tema AjanA divase vItarAga vANInuM zravaNa karI saMvatsarI pachI hRdayane nirmaLa banAvI navA nAme jIvananA prAraMbha karavAnA che. metAraja muni, khadhaka murti, gaja sukumAra Adi mahAna purUSAe kevI ajaba kSamA rAkhI ane te mAkSamAM gayA. ApaNA jIvanamAM paNa evI kSamA Ave evI prabhu pratye prAtha nA karIe. tapa-tyAgacAztri-kSamA Adi guNuAthI jIvanane zaiAbhAvIe teA ja saMvatsarI parva ujanmyAnI sACkatA che. have samaya thai gayA che. kAntibhAI paNa signala Ape che. emane dhaNI jAherAtA karavAnI che. vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na.10 bhAdaravA suda 8 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 8-9-70 anata upakArI triaAkInAthe samyakUdana, samyajJAna ane samyak cAtri ane tapa e meAkSanAM sAdhanA matAnyAM che. sAdhana vinA traNe kALamAM sAdhyanI siddhi thatI `nathI. sAdhana jeTaluM' sAru' hAya teTaluM kAya paNa sAruM thavAnu AtmA upara anAdikALanAM karmanAM kacarA jAmelA che. ene dhAvAne mATe samyagdana e pANI che. jJAna e sAbu che. cAritra e dhAvAnI kriyA che. ane tapa e agni che. ekalu pANI hoya paNa jo sAbu na hoya teA kapaDAMnA khela thADA Ache

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374 thAya. ane pANI vinA ekalA sAbuthI kapaDAM dhovAmAM Ave te mela jAya nahi. te ja rIte samyakdarzananAM pANI vinAM ekalAM jJAna-cAritra ane tapa vaDe karmAMnAM kacarA dhAvAya nahi. ane bhavabhramaNa paNa TaLe nahi. mAnava janma sAdhanA mATe che. temAM jo jIva samyagdarzana pAmI jAya tA avazya enA meAkSa thai jAya. hIrA khANamAMthI nIkaLe tyAre te sAmAnya paththara jevA ja dekhAya che. paNa jyAre tene sApha karI sarANe caDhAvI pela pADavAmAM Ave tyAre tenAmAM tejanAM kiraNA phUTe che. tema samyag dezanathI AtmA uparanA kacarA sApha thaI jAya. pachI jJAna-darzana ane cAritranI sarANa upara ghasavAmAM Ave te tenAM teja anekagaNAM vadhI jAya che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM cha jIvAnA adhikAra cAle che. temAM e khALakAne samajAI gayuM che ke A mAnavadeha jevuM uttama sAdhana maLyu' che, e sAdhana dvArA sAdhyanI siddhi karI laI e. eka ja vakhatanA sata samAgamathI teo jAgI gayAM. ane emanA pitAne kahe che huM pitA ! amane A sauMsAramAM sheja paNa AnaMda AvatA nathI. amane sayamanA raMga lAgyo che. emane eka ja vakhatanA saMta samAgamamAM sayamanA raMga lAgI gayA. ane tamane teA ATalA varSoMthI saMta samAgama karavA chatAM sayamanA raMga lAgatA nathI. yuSaNa parvanA divaseA pUrA thaI gayAM. Aje duHkhathI AThamane pavitra divasa che. saMvatsarInA divase kSamApanA karatAM je kaMI kaSAyAnA thoDA ghaNA kADha rahI gayA haiAya tene dUra karI AtmAne UjajavaLa banAvavAnA che. tame dukhaLI AThamanA atha judo kyAM che. tame teA kaheA che ke paryuSaNanAM pAraNAM thaI gayA ane dukhaLI AThama AvI eTale mana dubaLA thaI gayA. bhalA-savatsarInA pAraNAM karyAM ane upAzrayanA bAraNAM cheDayAM. evA dukhaLI AThamanA saMdeza nathI. paNa dukhaLI AThamane krina tamane e saMdeza Ape che ke he mAnava ! saMvatsarInA divase tame kSamApanA karI. paNa haju aMtaranA khUNe kaSAyanA kaNIyA rahI gayAM hAya, dveSanI Aga jalI rahI hoya, rAgamAM ramaNatA thaI rahI haiAya tene duLa khanAvI jJAna-daza na-cAritra dvArA AtmAne nirmaLa banAvavA. duHkhanI AThamane saMdeza che. vinA dharama kAI tarI zake nA, amIra hA yA mahAbhikhArI, mana uDe jo gagana dvAre, lakSmI lalanAnA vicAre, adhAti leze re svIkArI.... amIra hA.... baMdhue ! jeTalAM tame dharmImAM anurakta rahezeA teTalAM tame sukhI thazeA. gaI kAle bhayakara varasAde hiMdabharane muzkelImAM mUkI dIdhuM che. keTalAM gAmaDAM taNAI gayAM, keTalAM zaherA ane gAme bhayamAM che ane keTalA leAkeAne sthAna pheravavA paDayAM ! bhIjA badhAM zaheronI paristhiti jotAM rAjakoTa ghaNuM sahIsalAmata che. ama' mANasanuM rakSaNuM kare che. adhama DUbADe che. bhAratabhUmi dharmanI dRSTie pavitra che.

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ma 'jyAM dharma nathI, jyAM hiMsAnA tAMDava macI rahyAM che, te dezomAM tame dara varSe kaMIka navA junI sAMbhaLe che ne kaMIka dezamAM varasAda khUba paDe. ane pUramAM badhuM taNAI gayuM ane lIle duSkALa paDe. kaMIka vakhata varasAda bilakula paDato ja nathI. tyAre sUko duSkALa paDe che. mANaso ana-pANI vinA taraphaDe che. je dezamAM mAMsAhAra thata hoya, dharmanuM nAmanizAna na hoya tyAM AvI paristhiti sarjAya che. paNa je dezamAM dharmanA bIja che, zAkAhArI deza che tene kasoTI Ave che. kAraNa ke badhA jInAM puNya sarakhA hetAM nathI. ghaNuM jInA pApa ubharAya che tyAre kaTI thAya che. chatAM dharmanA kAraNe bacI jAya che. tamane tamArA dhana-vaibhava AphatamAMthI nahi bacAve. paNa dharma bacAvaze. jenAmAM dharma haze tene vALa vAMke karavA mATe deva paNa samartha nathI. ahaMnaka zrAvakanI deve dariyAmAM kasoTI karI. vahANa uce uchALyuM. sAthe devane ciMtA hatI ke A daDhAmI_priyadhamI mArA mahAvIrane zrAvaka dariyAmAM paDe na joIe. deva kasoTI paNa kare che ane caraNamAM paNa namI jAya che. duHkhathI bacAvanAra hoya te dharma che. "tuti prasurA- GjUna gharacI ti gha" durgatimAM paDatA chAne dhArI rAkhe tenuM nAma dharma che. e dharma zuM cIja che? "dhammo maMgala mukidra, ahiMsA saMjamo tavo / devA vi taM namasaMti, jassa dhamme sayA maNo / " daza va. a. 1-1 mahAnapurUSa kahe che ke dharma e utkRSTa maMgala che. bAhaya TIlA TapakAM ke raMgarAgamAM dharma nathIpaNa jyAM ahiMsA-saMyama ane tapanI triveNI che tyAM ja sAce dharma che. kyAM chAnI hiMsA na thatI hoya, jIvonI rakSA karavAmAM satata upayoga raheto hoya tyAM sAco dharma che. sattara bhede saMyama paLAte heya te dharma che. ane tapa paNa kamanI nirjarAnA hetuthI ja have joIe. tapa karatAM tApa na thavuM joIe. mahAna purUSa e. tapa dvArA karmone teDayAM che. je tapa karatAM jIvanamAM tApa vadhate heya te karmanuM baMdha thAya che. dubaLI AThama tamane e sUcanA kare che ke he bhavya che ! ta5 karatAM zIra sUkAI jAya che paNa enI ciMtA nA karaze. AgaLanA vakhatamAM mahAna rAjAe, rAjAnI rANIo, ane rAjakumAroe aghera tapanI sAdhanA karI che. - dharmamAM aDaga rahetAM jIvene kaseTI te thAya. kasoTI vakhata ApaNI zraddhAnuM pATIyuM majabUta rahevuM joIe. ApaNI zraddhAne kile eTale badhe daDha he joIe ke je bAhaya pralobhanenA AkramaNathI ApaNane bacAve. mananA saMzayAtmaka AghAtethI

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376 paNa surakSita rAkhe. zarIramAM rakta saMcaraNanu' je sthAna che te sthAna jIvanamAM zraddhAnu che. zarIramAM lAhInuM sarakayulara thatuM aTakI jAya te pakSaghAta thaI jAya che tema jIvanamAM zraddhAnuM sarakayuMlara kSINu thai jAya te ApaNuM jIvana paNa pakSaghAtanA rogI jevuM azakta temaja vila khanI jAya che. mATe jIvanamAM sAdhanAnA vRkSane zraddhAnuM jaLa si'catA raheA. jethI sidhdhanAM abhinava puSpA avazya khIlaze. tevA vitaM naspatti, nala imme sAmaLo / " jenI zraddhA dhamamAM majabUta hAya che tenA caraNamAM devA paNa name che. paNa zraddhAvAnane namavu paDatuM nathI. zreNika mahArAjAne bhagavAnanA saMtA pratye ananya zraddhA hatI. ajaba bhaktibhAva hatA. zreNIkanA jIvananA khIjo eka prasaMga che. eka vakhata zreNIka rAjAne vicAra thayA ke jenA vacanAmRta sAMbhaLatAM haiyu' tRpta thatu nathI, darzInathI AMkhaDI dharAtI nathI, je bhavasamudra taravAnA sAcA rAha batAve che, evA bhagavAnanI huM kaI rIte bhakti karu` ? eNe meATA meATA pAMca rAjavaidyo rAkayA. ane vaidyone AjJA karI ke mArA sa MtAne vihAramAM saheja paNa takalIpha paDavI na joIe. tamAre saMtasamudAyanI sAthe ja davAenI peTIo laIne pharavAnuM. hu' tamane dara mahine khambe hajAra rUpiyA pagAra ApIza. sa MtAne saheja paNa takalIpha thAya tA tamAre emane auSadhi ApavAnI. A vaidyo satAnI sAthe pagapALA vihAra kare che, e varSa vItI gayA paNa eke saMte hajI vaidyanI davA lIdhI nathI. vaidyo manamAM vicAra kare che. babbe varSa thaI gayAM chatAM A saMteA ApaNI pAsethI davAnI eka paNa paDIkI letA nathI. tema kAI divasa ApaNane pUchatA paNa nathI ke tame amArI sAthe kema pharI che ? e te emanA jJAna-dhyAna tapa ane svAdhyAyamAM masta rahe che. bIjI tA ThIka, ApaNe mahArAjAne javAw zu' ApIzuM? ApaNAthI maphatanA pagAra kema khavAya ? vaidyo satA pAse jaIne kahe che gurUdeva! ame zreNIka mahArAjAnA vaidyo chIe. amane rAjAe ApanI sAthe mAkalyAM che. Apa koIka divasa te amArI pAsethI davA leA. tyAre satA kahe che bhAI! amane e dravya auSadhInI jarUra paDatI ja nathI. ane bimArI jevuM lAge ke ame taparUpI bhAva auSadhInA upayAga karIe chIe. amArI pAse AvI sarasa davA hAya tyAM mIjI davAnI zI jarUra ? sa MtAnA javAkha sAMbhaLI vaidyo cakita thaI gayA. ane pAchA cAlyA gayA. tapa eka auSadhi che - devAnuMpriyo ! tapathI zarIranAM rAge paNa cAlyAM jAya che. Aje koI mANasa tapa kare ane pAchaLa takhiyata khagaDe te mANase khele che ke tapazcaryA karI ane Ama banyuM. bhAI! e tA thavAnu' hAya tA tapa na karyAM hAta te paNu thAta. zuM badhA tapa kare tethI ja mAMdA thAya che ? e te vedanIya kama nA uDDaya

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heya te thAya. A bhAgyavAna rAjagRhI nagarImAM tapasvIonAM pAraNuM thaI gayA. paNa haju kaMIka bhAI-bahene ane cAra satIjIe -bA.bra.pU. IndIrAbAI mahAsatIane Aje 28 me, bA. ba. lAbhubAI mahAsatIjIne 24 me, bA.bra. bIjA IndIrAbAI mahAsatIjIne 22 mo ane bAbra. navadIkSita harSidAbAI mahAsatIjIne 19 me upavAsa che. haju ApaNe tyAM tapazcaryA cAlu che. tapayajJamAM junA karmarUpI kASTanI Ahuti apAya che. tapathI zarIra sUkAya che paNa AtmAnuM teja vadhe che. ane bhala bhalA asAdhya roge paNa maTI jAya che. ame muMbaI hatAM tyAre eka bhAIne kensaranuM darda thayela. kensaranuM nAma ja evuM che ke te sAMbhaLatAM ja mANasane hAyakAro lAgI jAya. kensara thatAM mANasa duniyAmAMthI kensala ja thaI jAya che. A bhAIne gaLAnuM kensara hatuM. gaLethI pANInuM TIpuM paNa utaratuM nahotuM. unALAne divasa; jIbha te sUkAI jAya che. pANI pANI kare paNa jyAM be TIpA pANI gaLethI utAre tyAM evI kAramI vedanA thAya ke enI sImA nahiM. khUba paisA khacI davAo karI. kaMI ja rAhata na thaI. tyAre e bhAIe nirNaya karyo ke meM rega maTADavA thAya teTalA vAnA karyA. TATA hespitAlamAM gaye. kiraNa lIdhA, paisAnAM pANI karyA, paNa gaLethI eka TIpuM paNa pANInuM utaratuM nathI. have mAre bIjI koI paNa davA karavI nathI. prabhune prArthanA karIne kahe che he prabhu! tArI sAkSIe AjathI trIsa upavAsanAM pratyAkhyAna lauM chuM. je mane rAhata thAya te AhAra pANIne AgAre che. ane roga na maTe sire sire. zraddhApUrvaka tapanA pratyAkhyAna karyA. ane saLage divase teNe eka pyAle pANI pIdhuM. gaLAmAM koI jAtanI takalIpha na rahI, ane vIsa upavAsa pUrA thatAM te sAva sAruM thaI gayuM. eka TIpuM pANI utaratuM na hatuM tene badale khAvApIvAmAM paNa takalIpha paDatI baMdha thaI gaI. e bhAIne tapa upara eTalI badhI zraddhA thaI gaI ke na pUcho vAta. zraddhApUrvaka karela tapa phaLyA vinA rahetuM ja nathI. vizvAsa-zraddhA e AtmAnI jyoti che. saMzaya e AtmAne aMdhakAra che. viveka hadayanI saurabha che ane aviveka e mananI gaMdakI che. jenA manamAM zraddhAnI ti jale che enA kAryanI siddhi thayA vinA rahetI ja nathI. zraddhAthI mANasa AgaLa vadhI zake che. ane duSkara kAryomAM paNa saphaLatA meLavI zake che. paNa prazna e che ke AjanA manuSyane eka paNa bAbatamAM zraddhA nathI. ethI paNa meTo prazna e che ke Aje junI zraddhA tUTatI jAya che ane navI zraddhAnuM nirmANa thaI zakatuM nathI. pachI dharma, samAja ane cAritranI caDhatI kayAMthI thAya? zraddhA eja jIvananuM baLa che. A be kumArone mAtA-pitA kahe che he mArA vahAlasoyA putra ! tamAre dIkSA levAne A samaya nathI. vedamAM kahyuM che ke je putra vinA maraNa pAme che ane varganI zA. 48

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prApti thatI nathI. mATe tame lagna kare. saMsAranA sukha bhega. ane A gAdInA vArasadAra putranI prApti thayAM pachI vAnaprastha avasthAmAM tame saMnyAsa lejo. atyAre te tamAre saMsAranA sukhe bhegavavAno samaya che. baMdhuo ! jene sAcAM rananI pIchANa thaI jAya te pachI kAcanA TukaDAmAM bharamAya khare? tamane sAcA jhaverAtanI pIchANa kiMthI thaI tethI ja amAre tamane roja kahevuM paDe che. eka vakhata eka jhaverI jhaverAtanA dhaMdhAmAM thApa khAI beTho. eNe be lAkha rUpiyAne eka hIre kharI. temAM e chetarAI gaye. e hIro kharIda karyA pachI eNe tapAsa karI te hIro beTo che. gharamAM saMpatti rahI nahi tethI khUba AghAta lAge. pariNAme zeTha mAMdA paDayA. aMtima samaya najIka AvI gaye. zeTha manamAM mUMjhAya che ke badhI saMpatti be lAkhanA hIrAmAM kharcAI gaI. have pAse kaMI che nahi. dikare nAnuM che, A be jaNanuM zuM thaze? uparathI ujaLuM chuM paNa gharamAM kAMI nathI. zeTha emanI patnIne AzvAsana ApavA kahe che, juo ! tame mA dikarA AnaMdathI raheje. ane jyAre khUba agavaDamAM mUkAI jAva tyAre gAmamAM phalANA zeTha jhaverI che te mArA khAsa mitra che. ApaNI tijorImAM eka DabbImAM lAla kAgaLe eka hIre vIMTIne mUke che, te laIne mArA mitra pAse ja . te tamArI agavaDatA cAlI jaze. * mA-dikaro mAne che ke kiMmatI hIre mUkIne gayA che paNa ApaNe hamaNAM vaTAva nathI. sukhe duHkhe jIvana vitAve che. ane zeThANI putrane bhaNAve che. paNa teo jyAre khUba kasTamAM mUkAI gayA tyAre mAtA kahe che beTA ! tijorI khela ane hIro laIne tAza kAkAnI dukAne jA. A cheka DabbI laIne zeThanI dukAne jAya che. zeTha A chokarAne oLakhI jAya che. ane pUche che beTA! Aje kema AvavAnuM banyuM? chokaro kahe che kAkA! mArA bApujI amane A pramANe kahI gayAM che. amArI atyAre A sthiti che. mATe huM ahiM AvyuM chuM. Apa A hIre vecANa le. athavA garavI rAkhe paNa mane paisA Ape. Apane jema yegya lAge tema kare. zeThe DabbI khelI. hIre che. te kAca che. zeTha risthiti samajI gayAM. ane vicAra karyo ke A te mAre khAsa mitra hato. enI patnI ane putra duHkhamAM hoya tyAre mAre madada karavI ja joIe. paNa je atyAre ema kahIza ke A te kAcane TukaDe che to emane AghAta lAgaze. eTale kahe che beTA! A hIrA bahu kiMmatI che. hamaNAM enA gharAka nahi maLe. atyAre ochI kiMmate veca paDaze. mATe tuM tAre ghera ja laIjA. huM tane A pAMca hajAra rUpiyA ApuM chuM. te laI jA. tuM ane tArI bA khAI-pIne AnaMda kare. * baMdhuo ! mitra kevA hovA joIe? duHkhamAM je sahAyaka bane te ja sAco mitra che. Aje te mitra hoya tyAM sudhI zarama paDe, pachI tuM kaNa ane huM koNa? tamane

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378 maLyuM hoya te duHkhInA dukha maTADaze. gaI kAlanA mUzaLadhAra varasAdamAM je bicArAnA ghara paDI gayAM haze, behAla banI gayA haze, tenI kaI dazA thaI haze? tame te khAI pIne ArAmathI sUI gayA haze. tamane emanA duHkhane khyAla Avyo che? phUla pathArI tame sUve ne bhAI tamAro rajhaLe che, mevA miSTAna tamAre tyAM, e bAluDAM TaTaLe che. uDI kema jAya nA nidrA tamArI, mIDI vAnagI kAM bane nA akArI, sukhamAM DUbelA manane manAve, tamene maLyuM ene badhAnuM banAve, vacana suNyAM je vIra prabhunA, phogaTa jeje jAya nAsahAza.. A duHkhInA duHkha joI tamAruM haiyuM pIgaLI javuM joIe. tamArI UMdha uDI javI joIe. tamane maLyuM che ene tamAruM ekanuM ja na mAnatAM saMvibhAga kare te ja tame sAcA jena che. A cheka pAMca hajAra rUpiyA laIne ghera Ave che. mAtAne vAta kare che tyAre mAtA kahe che beTA! zeThe hIre na rAkhe mATe ApaNe e paisA levAya nahi. tuM atyAre ja jaIne pAchA ApI Ava. chokaro peDhI upara pAcho Ave che ane kahe che bApujI! mArI bA A rIte paisA rAkhavAnI nA pADe che. te zeTha kahe che: tuM bhaNavAnuM choDI de ane mArI peDhI upara kAme lAgI jA. huM tane dhaMdho karatAM zIkhavADI dauM A chokaro zeThanI peDhI upara kAme lAgI jAya che. zeTha ene be varSamAM sAce jhaverI banAve che. kiMmatImAM kiMmatI jhaverAta pArakhatA thaI jAya che. tyAre zeTha kahe che beTA! have tAre hIre laI Ava. chokare hIre levA jAya che. have te e pote ja jhaverI banI gayela che. eTale teNe DabbI belIne joyuM kAcane TukaDo che. have e kAcane TukaDe saMghare kharo? tarata ja pheMkI dIdhe. have ene jhaverIne kahevuM paNa na paDayuM. zeTha pAse jAya che. zeTha pUche che beTA! hIre kyAM gaye ? kahe che bApujI! e te kAcane TukaDe hate. zeTha kahe che. meM e hIre rAkhe heta te tane ema thAta ke kAkAe mane dago karyo ane hIre badalI lIdhe. have tuM kayAre paNa ThagAIza nahIM. A chokarA sAthe jhaverI banI gaye. ane mahAna zrImaMta banI gaye. tema pilA be kumAre paNa eka vakhatanA saMta samAgamathI AtmAnA jhaverI banI gayAM. sva ane paranI, sat ane asanI pichANa thaI gaI. have enA mAtA-pitA bhega-viSaya samAna kAcanA TukaDAmAM lalacAve te e lalacAya kharA? mane zAca e ja che ke A kumAre eka vakhatanA saMta samAgamathI vairAgya raMge raMgAI gayA, pelo chokare be varSamAM jhaverI pAse rahIne sAce jhaverI banI gaye, paNa mArA bhagavAna mahAvIranA zrAvako

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varSothI saMta evA AtmAnA jhaverInA pAsA seve che paNa haju emane sva-paranI pichANuM thaI nathI. jyAre tamane sva-paranI pichANa thaze tyAre ja sAcuM sukha pAmI zakaze. bhAdaravA suda 11 nA divase sva pU. gurUdeva AcArya ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI puNyatithi che. te nimitte dazama-agiyArasa ane bArazanA aThThama karAvavA che. e pU. gurUdeva ratna samAna sAcA jhaverI hatAM. emane amArA upara anahada upakAra che. te aThThama moTI saMkhyAmAM karaze. amAre mAla leze to saMsArane mAra khA nahi paDe, AtmakalyANa sAdhI zakAze. vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna...naM. 51 bhAdaravA suda 9 ne budhavAra tA. 9-9-70 zAstrakAra bhagavaMta trilekInAthe A jagatanA chanA kalyANane arthe siddhAMta rUpa vANInI prarUpaNa karI. traNe kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. bhagavAnanI vANamAM anaMta sAmarthya raheluM che. vizvavyApi tamA hinasti taraNi, balo'pi kalyAGakuro / dAridrANi gajAvalI harizizuH kASThAni vahnaH kaNaH // pIyUSasya lo'pi roganivaha yaddhattathA te vibho / mUrtiH sphutimatI trijagatI kaSTAni hatu kSamA // jema ugatA sUryanuM ekaja kiraNa vizva upara vyApelA aMdhakArane nAza kare che. kalpavRkSane eka aMkuro paNa daridratAne nAza kare che. siMhanuM eka nAnakaDuM banyuM hAthIonA samUhane bhagADI zake che. agnine eka ja kaNa lAkaDAMnI gaMjIne bALIne sApha karI nAkhe che. ane amRtanuM eka ja biMdu rogane nAza kare che. mANasa game teTale mAM heya paNa je amRtanuM eka biMdu khAvAmAM Ave te ene rega nAza pAme che. te ja rIte vIranA eka ja vacana para pratIti thAya te mithyAtva rUpI aMdha kArane nAza thayA vinA nahIM rahe. paNa tamane saMsAranA kAryamAM jeTalI zraddhA che teTalI vIra prabhunA vacana pratye nathI. jeTalA reDiyAnA sUra sAMbhaLavA game che eTalA vIravANInA sUra sAMbhaLavA gamatA nathI.

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381 Aje sau koI reDiyA upara zuM samAcAra AvyA, peparamAM zuM samAcAra AvyA te sAMbhaLavA ane vAMcavA mATe Atura hoya che. vAhanavyavahAra cAlu thaye ke nahi. tAralAIna zarU thaI ke nahIM, e badhuM tame jANavA mAge che, te bhagavAna kahe che ke he AtmA! tArI jIvana naukA madhadariye jhUlI rahI che. tenI tane kaMI ciMtA thAya che. ke paranI ja ciMtA karI che? uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM che jene adhikAra cAle che. temAM be AtmAone jIvananaukAne tAravAnI laganI lAgI che. jeNe saMta samAgama karyo che, jaDa cetanI vaheMcaNI karI che, AtmAnuM mahatva samajyA che tene ja saMta samAgama karavAnuM mana thAya che. kAraNa ke te samaje che ke dhana, mAla-milkata, kuTuMba-parivAra A badhuM mane aMtima samaye trANuM zaraNu thanAra nathI. garIba yA zrImaMta, bALaka, yuvAna, vRddha, strI-purUSa sarvene eka divasa te cheDIne javAnuM che, sAthe te pApa ane puNya, zubhAzubha karma sivAya kAMI ja AvavAnuM nathI, jIvana aviratapaNe cAlyuM jAya che. je yuvAnImAM khUba kALajIpUrvaka zarIranuM jatana karavAmAM Ave che te yuvAnI paNa pANInA pUranI jema vege vahI jAya che. ghaDapaNamAM zarIranI zaktio kSINa thaI jAya che ane zarIranI lAlI cAlI jAya che. zarIra rUpI keDInI bahu saMbhALa lIdhI ane rana jevA AtmAne bhUlI gayA. paNuM dehane raMga jotajotAmAM palaTAI jAya che. AvA kSaNabhaMgura zarIra mATe zAzvata AtmAne bhUlI gayA che. jJAnI kahe che ke "makAnanI mAvajatamAM mAlikane na visAre, dehanA rapAmAM dehIne na bhUle." AtmAnI pichANu manuSya bhava sivAya bIje kayAMya nahI thAya. A avasara cUkyA te pachI pastAvo thaze. paMkhIDA khetaramAMthI dANuM caNI jAya tyAre kheDUta dhyAna na rAkhe. ALasa karIne besI rahe ane pachI pastAvo kare tene zuM artha? tema tamAruM jIvana ALasamAM vyatIta thAya che. aMtima samaye pastA thaze, paNa gayele avasara pAchA AvavAne nathI. aMtima samaye tamane koI bacAvanAra nathI. tamArI pathArI pAse tamArA sagAM-snehIo vIMTaLAIne ubhA haze, moTAmAM moTA sajana DokaTara hAthamAM nADI pakaDIne beThA haze te paNa haMsale cAlyA jaze. AyuSyanI derI sAMdhavA keI samartha nathI. bhagavAnane nirvANa samaya najIka AvyuM tyAre Ikoe caraNamAM paDIne vinaMtI karI ke he prabhu! bhasmagraha utarI jAya eTale samaya Apa AyuSya laMbA, te duniyAnA jIva zAMtithI jIvI zakaze. tyAre bhagavAne kahI dIdhuM ke he Indra! banyuM nathI, banatuM nathI ane banaze paNa nahIM. AyuSya ghaTe paNa vadhe nahIM. bhaMgImAM kahyuM che ke (1) vadhI vadhIne vadhe tRSNA. (2) ghaTI ghaTIne ghaTe

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AyuSya. (3) vadhe nahIM ane ghaTe paNa nahIM te kevaLIe prarUpelAM ne joyelAM bhAva. (4) vadhe paNa kharA ane ghaTe paNa kharA-mananA pariNAma. * baMdhuo ! AyuSya tUTeluM saMdhAtuM nathI. mATe A mAnava jIvananI naukA DUbI na jAya tenuM khAsa lakSa rAkhaje. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 23 mA adhyayanamAM bhagavAne hayuM che ke, sarIramAhu nAva ti, jIvo vuccai naavio| saMsAra chavo yuro, vaM tAMti masaLou. a. 23-73 mAnavadeha e saMsAra rUpI samudrane taravA mATe naukA samAna che. ane aMdara beThele jIvAtmA nAvika che. mahAna purUSe A naukAmAM besIne saMsAra samudrane tarI gayAM che. jene nAvika sAre hoya tenI naukAne AMca AvatI nathI. kSemakuzaLa sAme pAre pahoMcI jAya che. paNa je nAvika be phAma hoya te naukA khaDaka sAthe athaDAI jAya ane bhAMgIne bhukako thaI jAya. tame eka lAkha rUpiyAnI amerikAnI gADImAM beThA che. gADImAM reDiye, erakanDIzana badhI ja sagavaDa che. aMdara beThA beThA malakAva cho ke he lAkha rUpiyAnI amerikAnI gADImAM beTho chuM. paNa gADIne DrAyavara sAre na hoya ane je te breka gumAvI bese te ekasIDanTa thaI jAya. lAkha rUpiyAnI gADInA bhukkA balI jAya che. gADI te jaDa che. ene kaMI thavAnuM nathI. nukazAna tamane che. tema A jIvarUpI nAvika je bhava samudrane pAra karavAmAM bedarakAra raheze te nukazAna naukAne nahIM thAya, paNa cetanane khoTa jaze, naukAne sAvadhAnI rAkhavA samudramAM dIvAdAMDInI jarUra che. tema che badhuo ! A saMsAra samudramAM rAga ane dveSa rUpI magaramaccha rahelA che. ane keAdha-mAna-mAyA ane lebha rUpI meTA khaDako ubhA che. mATe tamArI jIvana naukA sAvadhAnIthI hAMkajo. nahIMtara bhAMgIne bhukako thaI jaze. A saMsAra samudra taravAne mATe bhagavAne AgAra ane aNagAra ema be prakArane dharma batAvyA che. vadhu na karI zake te AgAra dharmamAM te jarUra Ave. he rAjakoTanA zrAvake ! tamArA saMsAranAM sukhamAM svArtha bharele che. zarIra uparathI ujaLuM dekhAya che, aMdara te malInatA bharelI che. ghaNI vakhata dUdha meLavavAmAM Ave che temAM upara paDa paNa sarasa jAmI gaye hoya che. paNa nIce pANI ja hoya che. tema saMsAranA sukhe uparathI 'suMdara dekhAya che, paNa nIce te pANI ja che. ekAMta svArthanI ja bAjI che. mAta kahe merA puta saputA, bahenI kahe merA bhaiyA, ghaDI jeruM ye kahe, sabase baDA rUpiyA" mAtA kahe che-mAre putra, bahenI kahe-mAre vIra, ane gharanI strI khammA mArA

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383 svAmInAtha' kahetI hAya. e madhurUM karyAM sudhI? jyAM sudhI svAtha' sadhAya tyAM sudhI, khAkI tAru' kAI nathI. nima rAjiSa jyAre dIkSA levA nIkaLyA tyAre brAhmaNanA rUpamAM indra AvIne kahe che ke mirAja ! tArI dIkSA e dhanu kAraNa nathI paNa adharmanuM kAraNa che. puNyanu kAraNa nathI paNa pApanuM kAraNa che. A tAru aMtera raDe che. AkhI nagarImAM kolAhala macI rayA che. prajA sure che. mATe tuM dIkSA na laIza. paNa e kaMI pataMgiyA raMga na hatA, ke taDake mUke ne uDI jAya. A tA maThiyA raga hatA. namirAja RSine AtmAne raMga lAgyA hatA. emaNe kahI dIdhuM ke e te emanA sthAne raDe che. mane kAI raDatu nathI, Aje te tameAne kSaNu puratA vairAgyanA raMga lAgI jAya paNa pachI siMcana na maLe teA utarI jAya che. jyAre khUba varasAda paDe tyAre nadImAM pUra Ave che. Aje nadI e kAMThe chalakatI hoya ane kAle joI e tA pUra utarI gayA haiAya. dariyAmAM savAre joIe te amuka sthaLe pANI na heAya, ane sAMje khaMbAkAra pANI hoya che. tyAM bharatI ane eTa Ave che tema tamArAmAM paNa bharatI ane eTa Ave che. sAcA vairAgInA jIvanamAM bharatI ane ATa AvatA nathI. kaseATInA samayamAM e pAcho haThatA nathI. sAnu ane pittaLa e anenA raMga sarakhA che. pazu agnimAM nAMkhavAmAM Ave tyAre pittaLa pAchuM haThI jAya che. jyAre seAnuM agnimAM nAMkhA ke tejAbamAM nAMkhA paNu tenI kiMmata vadhe che. ThANAMga sUtramAM cAla'gI kahI che. temAM cAra prakAranA geALA khatAvyA che. eka mINanA geLA, khIjo lAkaDAnA geALA, trIjo lekhaMDanA gALA ane ceAthA mATInA mALA. e cAra prakAranA geALAne vAdAvAdI cAlI. mINanA geALA kahe che huM jakharA, lAkaDAnA gALA kahe huM baLavAna, leApaDanA gALA kahe hu maLavAna. paNa mATInA geALA kahe, mAre harIphAI karavI nathI. huM teA zAMtithI beThA chuM. tame harIphAI kare. e cAra prakAranA gALAnI jema cAra prakAranA manuSyA hAya che. pahelAM mINanA gALAne agnimAM nAMkhavAmAM Avye nathI paNa jyAM tene agninA tApa lAgyA tyAM AgaLI jAya che. tema eka purUSa evA prakAranA hAya che ke jyAM sheja kaseATI Ave, sheja koInu kaTuvacana sAMbhaLe, tyAM dhama cheDI de che. khIje lAkaDAnA geALA-ene agni pAse mUkavAthI kAMI na thAya paNa agnimAM paDayA ke maLI jAya che. tema kaMIka jIvA sheja sahana karavAmAM dharma na cheDe paNa koi ene mheNu mAre, gALa Dhe tA tarata ja dharmane cheDI de che. trIjo lAkhaDanA meLA, agnimAM nAMkhe ke tasta ja khaLI jatA nathI paNa agnimAM khUma tape tyAre DhIlA paDI jAya che, tema kAika AtmA evA che ke phoinA AkarA vacana sahana kare chatAM pIgaLe nahiM paNa jo ene mArakUTa

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kare te dhama chela de che. cothe mATIne goLo jema jema agnimAM tape tema tema majabUta thAya che. tema kaMIka ja evA che ke jema jema kasoTI thAya tema tema te dharmamAM vadhu majabUta thAya che. pite majabUta thAya che ane bIjAne paNa dharmamAM majabUta banAve che. baMdhuo ! have tamAre naMbara kevA prakAranA gALAmAM che! tame mINanAM goLA jevAM che, lAkaDAnAM goLA jevA che, lokhaMDanA goLA jevA che ke mATInA goLA jevA cho! tene tame nirNaya karI leje. - bhRgu purohitanA be putrone vairAgyane raMga lAge che. mAtA-pitA pAse vairAgyanI vAta kare che. tyAre mAtApitA te emane juduM ja kahe che. baMne bAluDA saMsAramAMthI chUTavAnI vAta kare che tyAre mAtA-pita. emane saMsAramAM bAMdhavAnI vAta kare che. ane kahe che ke he putra! putranI prApti vinA svarganI prApti thatI nathI. haju paNa zuM ahijja vee parivissa vippe, putte paridRppa gihaMsiM jAyA movANa moha sad thithardi, Ara phora muLI pasaMsthA u, a. 14-9 he mArA vahAlasoyA putro! tame pahelAM veda bhaNe. vedane abhyAsa te tamAre A karavuM ja joIe. baMdhuo! saune saunA dharmanuM abhimAna hoya che. A bhUgu purahita vedamAM nipuNa hate gautama svAmI pahelAM te vedAMtI hatA. e cAra vedanA prakhara vidvAna hatA. te to paNa tamArA dharmanA prakhara vidvAna haze ne? jene je dharma heya tenuM tatvajJAna te avazya meLavavuM ja joIe. je tamane tamArA tanuM jJAna nahIM hoya te pAkhaMDIo tamane pIMkhI nAMkhaze. tame aTavAI jaze. je tamArAmAM jJAna haze te aTavAI jaze nahIM. paNa sukha ane duHkhamAM tame samAna rahI zakaze. Aje tamArAmAM je kAMI nabaLAIo dekhAya che te ajJAna ane asaMyamane kAraNe ja che. tamArA nabaLAM paDelAM tane sabaLa banAvavAno amogha upAya hoya te jJAna ane cAritra che. duHkha Ave te pahelAM duHkhane jANI le. pachI te Avaze te tamane AkarUM nahIM lAge. jyAM ghara che tyAM duHkha beThuM ja che. cAritramAM duHkha nathI. eTalA mATe ja bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM che ke mahelamAM je AnaMda nathI te cAritramAM che. mATe mAre mahela nathI joIta. mAre saMyama mArge javuM che. mahelamAM jela che. saMyamamAM mastI che. jJAna dazAthI vicAra karavAmAM Ave te samajAya che ke je AtmAe sarva mamatAne tyAga karI cAstri mArge gayA-teo jeTalA sukhI hatA enA kareDamA aMze paNa ahIMne karoDapati sukhI nathI, jeNe badhuM choDI dIdhuM tene ciMtA nathI,

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(35) baMdhuo, duHkha kayAM che? mamatAmAM. jyAM mamatA nathI tyAM duHkha paNa nathI. mamatAmAM duHkha ane samatAmAM sukha. je vastu ke vyakti pratye mamatA thaI ane tyAM duHkha ubhuM thayuM. pachI enA ja vicAro Ave. mana enAmAM ja ramyA kare, pachI AdhyAtmika pragati kayAMthI thAya? jema pataMga derathI baMdhAyela che tema A jIva mamatAnA dorAthI baMdhAyela che. tethI jIva game tyAM jAya paNa mamatA rUpI do ene pAche nIce laI Ave che. cakravatI jevA cakravatIoe jyAre cha khaMDanA rAjyanI mamatA cheDI dIkSA lIdhI tyAre temane rAjya karatAM tyAgamAM khUba AnaMda AvyuM. choDavAmAM mardAnagI che, bheguM karavAnuM kAma te bhikhArIe paNa kare che. je cheDe che te mahAna che. tyAga ryA vinA mAnava kadI mahAna banI zakatuM nathI. cakravatIo bhegone cheDI de che tyAre teo tene taNakhaluM jANIne cheDI de che. je duHkha Ape, magajamAM aneka prakAranI ciMtAo ubhI kare enI mamatA zA mATe rAkhavI? viSayenI Asakti e te karmanuM baMdhana che. viSaye mahIM Asakti che, e baMdhanuM kAraNa kahyuM, viSaye mahIM virakti je, e mekSanuM kAraNa kahyuM je vastune choDavA beThA tenA pratye mamatA rAkhavAmAM Ave te choDI zakAya nahi. mamatA e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. ane viSaya taraphathI virakti e mokSanuM kAraNa che. jene cheDavA beThA enI kiMmata pitAnA AtmA karatAM ochI lAge te ja cheDI zakAya. nahIMtara chUTe nahIM. kadAca samajyA vinA chUTI jAya to pAchaLathI baLatarA thAya. cakravatIoe cha khaMDanuM rAjya taNakhalA tulya gaNIne choDayuM ane samatAnuM siMhAsana. meLavI lIdhuM. cAritranI majhA ja evI che ke tamArA aMtaramAM AnaMdanI lahera Ave, matI Ave. pachI e mastI AgaLa saMsAranAM badhAM ja sukha tuccha lAge. tyAga saheje AvI jAya. game tevI suMdara vastu sAme AvIne ubhI rahe te paNa mUcha thAya nahi. tyAgIo choDe te ema kahe ke meM tucchane cheDayuM ane paramane meLavyuM. akSayasukhanuM ane parama sukhanuM kAraNa tyAga-cAritra che. jJAna ane cAritrathI AtmAmAM evI zakti, pedA thAya che ke pApa te ene aDI zake ja nahIM. vizvanI koI paNa tAkAta enAthI baLavAna nathI. jJAna ane cAritrathI AtmAmAM viveka Ave che. tethI e samaje che ke huM te AtmA chuM. huM je dehamAM vasuM chuM e dehane je dukha Ave che te bIjuM kaMI ApatuM nathI. paNa duHkha ApanAra mArA pitAnA ja karmo che. mATe pahelAM mAre kamane haNavAM che, jema pagamAM kAMTo vAge ane kAMTo na nIkaLe tyAM sudhI vedanA thAya che. tema karma AtmAnI sAthe lAgelA che tyAM sudhI eka nahIM te bIjI vedanA te AvavAnI ja che. huM AtmA chuM evI pratIti thayA pachI pUrNa banavA mATe je kaMI kriyAo thAya che temAM zA, 49

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386. Anada ja Ave che. AtmAne samajyA pachI dharmakriyA karavAmAM je rUci jAge che te saMkhya-darzananuM pariNAma che. samyagadaSTi AtmA je kaI kriyA kare te dhAva mAtAnI jema kare che. dehane sajAve, navaDAve, khavaDAve tyAre kahe che ke he AtmA! tuM A dehamAM che eTale Ane navaDAva paDe che, khavaDAvavuM paDe che. je tuM na hoya te pachI Ane te bALI ja mUkavAnuM che. ajJAnIne deha mATe mUcha che. mUcha che tyAM bhaya che. Atma bhAvamAM ane dehabhAvamAM zuM pharaka che? jene deha taraphane bhAva che e bIkaNuM hoya che. huM marI jaIza, mAruM lUMTAI jaze, mAruM zuM thaze? Ama kapanAthI bhaya ubhA kare che. je mANasa bIkaNuM heya, aMdhArAthI Darato hoya te aMdhArAmAM beThA hoya te paNa aMdarathI te vicArate hoya ke aMdara kaI haze te nahIM ne? aMdara kaMIka khakhaDe ke prakAza dekhAya te tarata ja e bhayabhIta bane che. AtmadazA AvyA pachI koI jAtane bhaya rahetuM nathI. e te. e ja vicAra kare ke mArA AtmAne zuM nukazAna thavAnuM che? kadAca kaMI thaze te dehane thaze paNa mArA AtmAne nahIM. e keIthI Dare nahIM. AtmAnI zakti abhaya che. bhaya hoya te smazAnamAM gajasukumAranI mAphaka dhyAna lagAvI kema besI zake? bhaya heya tene te ekalA gharamAM jatAM paNa bIka lAge. dehabhAva ja bIkaNa che. eka vakhata eka rAjAe nakkI karyuM ke mAre saMsAra choDI saMnyAsI banavuM che. paNa konA ziSya banavuM? eNe gurUnI zodha karavA mAMDI. badhA saMnyAsIone khabara paDI ke rAjAne saMnyAsI banavuM che. ghaNAM saMnyAsIoe vicAra karyo ke ApaNe rAjAnA gurU banIe. rAjAnA gurU banavAnI AzAthI ghaNAM saMnyAsIo AvIne rAjAne kahevA lAgyA ke ame moTA AzramavALA chIe. mATe tamane badhI jAtanI sagavaDo ApI zakIzuM. A sAMbhaLI rAjAne hasavuM te AvyuM paNa mauna rahyA ane kahyuM ke jenA AzramanuM AMgaNuM lAMbAmAM lAMbu hoya tene ja huM mArA gurU banAvuM. rAjA saMnyAsIenuM AMgaNuM javA nIkaLe. darekanuM AMgaNuM pahelAnAM saMnyAsIonAM AMgaNuM karatAM moTuM hatuM. paNa eka saMnyAsI je mauna hatAM tenI pAse gayA to tyAM AMgaNuM ja na maLe. tyAre rAjA pUche che ke gurUdeva ! ApanA Azramane AMgaNuM kema nathI ? tyAre saMnyAsI kahe cheH rAjAsAheba ! tame jotAM nathI? AkhI dharatI e mAruM AMgaNuM che. ane Abha mAre paDe che. huM dharatIne bichAvuM chuM. ane Abhane oDhuM chuM. rAjA saMnyAsInA caraNamAM paDI gayuM ane eno ziSya banyoH - A be kumArane AtmAnuM bhAna thayuM che, jeNe kaMI paNa jJAna meLavyuM che te game tyAM jaze te paNa potAnA dharmane bhUlaze nahIM. mATe huM te kahuM chuM ke tamArA saMtAnone saMskArI banAve. saMskArI putro paranA havAmAnamAM paNa raMgAtA nathI. .

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te kahe juo ! A vIrANI zeThanA putro ! paradezamAM rahe che chatAM teo sAmAyika karavAnuM choDato nathI. A emanA mAtApitAne zikSaNa ane saMskAranuM baLa che. A be putrone emanA mAtA-pitAe saMta samAgamathI vimukha rAkhyA hatA. paNa pUrva bhavamAMthI saMskAra laIne AvyA hatA. te nimitta maLatAM jAgI gayA. paNa bApa kahe che beTA ! tame vedanuM adhyayana karo. vedanuM saMpUrNa jJAna meLavyA pachI brAhmaNane bhejana karAvI gRhastha dharmamAM praveza kare. saMsAranA sukho bhegavIne putra prApti thayA bAda e saMtAne moTA thAya tyAre tene gharamAM sthApana karIne pachI tame saMyama le. te sivAya dIkSA levAya nahIM. putrone bApa saMsAramAM DubADI rAkhavAnuM protsAhana Ape che. AnuM kAraNa jIvane meha che. vRddha thAya paNa jIvane meha chUTato nathI. putronA putro sudhI cAle teTaluM kamAvAnI ciMtA kare che. paNa tamane khabara che ke tamArA putro tamane zuM kaheze ? eka vakhata eka vRddha pitA mAMdA paDayA. bApane khUba mUMjhavaNa thAya che. dikare sAme ubhe che. te pUche che bApujI! tamane zI ciMtA thAya che? je hoya te tarata ja kaho. huM tamArI ciMtA dUra karu. bApa kahe che beTA ! mane kaI ciMtA nathI. eka tArI ja ciMtA thAya che ke tuM ATale meTa thaye paNa kamAtA zIkhe nathI. tyAre putra kahe che bApujI! mane tamArI ciMtA thAya che ke ATalA vRddha thayA, AkhI jiMdagI tame kALA bajAra sivAya kaMIja karyuM nathI. mArA mATe te tame ghaNuM kamAIne bheguM karyuM che. AvuM sarasa ghara che. pachI zuM joIe ! paNa tame koI divasa bhagavAnanuM nAma paNa lIdhuM nathI. tamAruM zuM thaze! baMdhuo! vicAra karo. tamAre ghaDapaNamAM Ama nA thAya. tame tamAro dikaro kamAte na zIkhe tenI ciMtA karI paNa ene navakAra AvaDatA nathI, enI kadI ciMtA karI che? je tamAre sukhI thavuM hoya te tamArA saMtAnane saMskArI banAve. jenazALAmAM mokale. jenazALAmAM jaI dharmanuM jJAna meLavyuM haze te kadI duHkha nahi Ave. A bhRgu purohita tenA putrane vedanuM jJAna meLavavAnuM kahe che. AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna...ne. para bhAdaravA suda 10 ne gurUvAra tA. 10-9-70 zAsanapati bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana prApta thayA pachI jagatanA chane vividha tApathI zAMti ApavA, bhavanuM bhramaNa aTakAvavA ane

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mAhunA mUAA maTADavA mATe ApaNA upara khUba ja anukaMpA karI che. e karUNA A bhavapUratI ja nathI paNa bhavAbhava mATe che. je saMsAra samudrane tarI gayAM ane ApaNane saMsAra samudra taravA mATe aneka dAkhalA-dalIle| ane upamA dvArA samajAvI gayAM che. mahAna purUSAe A saMsArane vaDalAnI upamA ApI che ane musApharakhAnuM paNa kahyu` che. bhRgu purAhitanA be putro devabhadra ane jaththAbhadra jemane A saMsAra eka vaDalA jevA ane musApharakhAnA jevA lAgyA che, jemanI dRSTimAM saMsAranAM sukhA tuccha dekhAyAM che. teo sayama mALe javA taiyAra thayAM che. jyAM thADA samaya mATe bhegA rahevAnu ane pAchu' vikharAI javAnu che, evA snehanI sAMkaLe zA mATe khaMdhAvuM joIe ? jema musApharakhAnAmAM adhA mANaso bhegAM thAya che ane samaya thatAM vikharAi jAya che. vaDalA upara sAMja paDatAM pakSIe ekatra thAya che ane savAra paDatAM uDI jAya che tema sarve jIvA A saMsAra rUpI vaDalA upara AvIne ekatra thayAM che. AyuSya pUrNa thatAM A vaDalA uparathI uDI javuM paDaze. jJAnI purUSo kahe che ke AvA vinazrvara sukhAnI pAchaLa tame pAgala na aneA. jyAre ke tyAre ene cheDavAnAM che. svAdhInapaNe nahI. cheDo teA parAdhInapaNe te cheADavA ja paDaze. tA zA mATe samajIne na cheDe ! AvI samajaNu Avaze tyAre te tamArI dazA judI ja haze. samajaNanA abhAvamAM jIva jyAM jyAM jAya che tyAM mamatAnA DhAre adhAya che. " razmi' je samudhvande, kendi vA savale re / ,, mamA luppai bAle, anne annehi mucchie // sUya. 3. a. 1-4 A jIva je je kuLamAM utpanna thayA, jenI jenI sAthe rahyo tyAM teNe eka khIjAmAM `ajJAnapaNe mamatA ja khAMdhI. jyAM mamatA che tyAM ja mAra che. ane samatA che tyAM sAra che. mATe samabhAva keLave. paNa tame tA jyAM jAva che tyAM cAMDhI ja jAva che. sArI upara mAkhI bese che teA te jyAM sudhI sAkaranI mIThAzanI majhA mANavI hAya tyAM sudhI mANe che. ane mana phAve tyAre uDI paNa jAya che. koI jAtanI mAdhApIDA thatI nathI. paNa je mAkhI tela ke ghI upara bese che te sukha alpa bhegavaze paNa aMdara pAMkha cAMTI jaze. ane aMte marI jaze. tema tame paNa saMsAranA raMga rAgamAM cAMTI jaze te mAkhInI jema marI jazeA. dehAthI jIvaDA dehathI judo hAvA chatAM pAte peAtAne dehamaya mAnI beThA che. ane emAM cAMTI gayA che. kozeTo peAtAnA mukhamAMthI lALa kADhI peAtAnA zarIra upara lapeTe che. pariNAme ene unA pANImAM khAvuM paDe

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che. temAM moTA bhAganA che dhana-vaibhava, sattA, saMpatti, putra, patnI AdimAM sukha mAnI madhalALamAM lapaTAya che. ene paNa aMte durgatiomAM kezeTAnI jema baphAvuM paDaze. parabhavanI vAta te javA do. A bhavamAM paNa bahArathI ujaLA thaIne pharatA hoya che, paNa aMdarathI te enuM kALajuM zekAI rahyuM hoya che. jenA jIvanamAM sva-parano viveka jAge che tevA AtmAo bhUla kare che paNa Thokara vAgatAM ThekANe AvI jAya che. te sukhamAM eMTI jatA nathI. eka vakhata eka muni gaucarI nIkaLyA. gharagharamAM gaucarI karatAM mArga bhUlyA. ane vezyAnA gharanI sIDI caDhI gayAM. emane khabara nathI ke A kenuM ghara che. te te dharmalAbha kahIne ubhA rahyA. aMdarathI kAmalattA ghUghavATa karIne kahe che, A dharmalAbhanuM ghara nathI. A te arthalAbhanuM ghara che. tamArA dharmalAbhanI mane jarUra nathI. paNa tArA jevA kamAvAnA kAyara, ghara choDIne gaucarI nIkaLelA, arthanA tyAgImAM artha lAbhanI AzISa ApavAnI tAkAta kyAMthI hoya! vezyA viSayabhegamAM cakacUra banelI hatI. teNe ema vicAra na karyo ke huM ke A zabdo kahI rahI chuM, kAraNa ke viSayAMdha mANasane koI jAtane viveka ja hotuM nathI. kamAvAnA kAyara ! gharagharamAM bhIkha mAMganAra ! AvA zabdo sAMbhaLI yuvAna munina lehI ukaLI gayuM, he ! ame muni eTale zuM kAyara ! amArAmAM koI tAkAta nathI ? ame bhagavAna mahAvIranA putra chIe. zUravIra ane dhIra chIe. amArAmAM je tAkAta che te IndramAM paNa nathI. eka divasanA sAcA saMyamImAM je tAkAta che, je sukha che te Indra cakravatIne paNa nathI. cakravatI ane IndranA sukhane paNa oLaMgI jAya tevuM mahAna sukha sAcA saMyamInuM che. paNa e sukhanI pichANa karavA mATe dRSTi joIe. jenI jevI daSTi hoya che tevI sRSTi dekhAya che. dariyA kinAre mAchImAra jAya te mAchalAM ja jove. khAre jAya te mIThuM jove ane jhaverI jAya te rane jue. tema mArA hAlA baMdhuo. jo tamane vItarAganAM vacana pratye zraddhA haze te saMtanA darzana karatI vakhate tamane sAdhutAnAM darzana thaze. aMtaramAM jhaNajhaNATI thaze ke aho prabhu! huM have A saMsAranAM baMdhana teDIne sarvaviratI kyAre banIza! gurUvaMdana karatI vakhate tamArA aMtaramAM ghara khaTakavuM joIe. tamane kaI divasa ghara khaTakayuM che kharuM? ke have huM gRhasthI maTIne sarvaviratI banuM. sarvaviratIne gharamAM AvyA vinA bhavanA bhukakA nahi thAya. ghaNuM kahe che ke bharata cakravatIe arisA bhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna meLavyuM hatuM. marUdevI mAtA hAthInA hedde kevaLajJAna pAmyA hatAM te zuM amane jJAna nahi thAya? bhAI! tame emane vAta kare che paNa emanAM jIvana tapAsyAM che. bharata cakravatI cakravatinA sukha jogavatAM hatAM, chatAM keTalA anAsakta bhAve rahetA hatAM ! bhAvacAritra vinA kevaLa

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30 jJAna thAya ja nahi, marUdevI mAtAnAM AgaLanAM bhAva kevA hatAM-emaNe kevI kamANI karI hatI! kAmalattAnA kaTAkSa sAMbhaLI muni chadmasthapaNanI laheramAM AvI gayA. bhAna bhUlyAM ane bolyA. tAre mArI tAkAta jevI che? ema kahI jamIna para paDeluM taNakhaluM hAthamAM laI enA be TukaDA karIne ya pheMkayA tyAM savA koDa senAmahorane Dhagale thaI gaye.. joyuMne ! jaina muniemAM keTalI tAkAta che! ema kahI muni te bAraNA tarapha pAchA pharI gayA. A kAmalatA te bahu cAlAka hatI. eNe vicAra karyo ke AnA jevo gharAka pharI pharIne nahi maLe. ghaNAM mArI pAse AvyAM paNa AnA je koI na je. have pharIne zodhavA jaIza te paNa nahi maLe. tamArA ghera Ave saMta padhAre ane A Dhagalo thaI jAya te pachI tame ene keDo cheDo kharA ! pachI te enI pAchaLa ja paDe. (hasAhasa). kAmalatA munine ADI pharI vaLI. caraNamAM paDIne kahe che. Ape A artha lAbha te Ape paNa A arthanA DhagalAne bhogavaze koNa? kAM A Dhagale upADI jAva ane kAM mAre ghera rahI jAva. ahIM muni muMjhAyA. bAra bAra varSanA saMyama pachI A zakti pragaTa karI hatI. paNa enuM vAraNa karavAnI vidyA jANatAM na hatAM. kAmalatA kahe che huM Apane nahi javA dauM. arthalAbha Ape te kAmalAbha paNa ApavuM ja paDaze. kAmalatAnA kAmI vacana-bANe muni viMdhAI gayA. mahAtmA maMdiNane tapamaya deha DhaLI paDe. muniveza utArI nAMkhe. munizanAM vastra ane upakaraNanI pioTalI bAMdhIne mALIye mUkI dIdhI. eNe kapaDAM ane rajoharaNa phagAvI na dIdhAM. kAraNa! sapaDAI gaye paNa aMtaramAMthI bAra bAra varSanA saMyamabhAvanI lahejata gaI nathI. AMkhamAMthI AMsu sarI paDyAM. ahe-kAmalatA ! huM Aje kAyara banI gayo chuM. bhAna bhUlyo chuM. mAruM gAvalI karma nikAcita che. paNa mArA aMtaramAM viratIne je prema che. mArA bhagavAna mahAvIranuM jeTaluM sthAna che teTaluM tAruM sthAna nathI. mArA aMtaramAM viratIne prema te haju evo ne e ja che. bhale huM paDe paNa AjathI pratijJA karuM chuM ke dararoja daza ivene pratibodha pamADI viratInA paMthe vALIza, pachI ja huM annapANI laIza. khaDakhaDATa hasatI kAmalatA bolI, keI divasa daza taiyAra na thayA te zuM tame upavAsa karaze ? are, dazamo nahi bUjhe te huM dazama nIkaLI jaIza. viratInA prema AgaLa badhA ya prema mArI pAse tuccha che. kAmalatA kahe che tamane viratI pratye prema che te mAre mana duzmana che. svAmInAtha ! Apane eka apUrva - nRtya dekhADuM chuM. ema kahIne zaNagAra sajavA cAlI gaI. bIjI tarapha nadISeNa vicAramAM DUbI gayA. aho! meM A zuM karyuM ? eka chava

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namAM traNa traNa bhava karyA! huM koNa ? magadha narezane lADakavA putra nadI! kayAM rAjabhavananAM sukha ane kyAM bhagavAna mahAvIranA upadezathI vairAgya raMge raMgAyele huM! devee mane vairAgyanA paMthe jatAM vAryo hato. mane kahyuM hatuM ke "tAruM bhogAvalI karma nikAcita che." gRhavAsa pharIne seva paDaze. paNa mArA utkRSTa vairAgyane kAraNe e vAte meM phagAvI dIdhI hatI. meM kahyuM hatuM ke huM te zuravIra chuM, kAyara nathI. huM bhagavAna mahAvIrane ziSya chuM. karmo te mArI pAse rAMkaDA che. ema vicArI zUravIra banIne nIkaLI gayo. ane A maharAjAe mane kAmalatAne ghera dhakelI mUkyo. ghera tapa, apUrva svAdhyAya, badhuM bhUlI gayA ! kaDaka niyama lIdhuM hatuM ke A dehane abhaDAvavA karatAM parvatanA zikharethI jhaMpApAta kare zreSTha che. bhagavAnanI paNa e ja AjJA che ke - "vara vANI varaM navuvikArene vaza thavA karatAM mRtyune bheTavuM sAruM che. huM vairAgyanA parvatanA zikhare caDhI gaye paNa caDhIne paTakAI gayo. Ama vicAre che tyAM kAmalatA naMdISaNa pAse AvIne vividha prakAranAM nRtya karavA lAgI. aneka prakAranA hAvabhAva karavA lAgI. tyAre naMdISeNa kahe che te kAmalatA ! te haju mane oLakhe nathI. tuM mane oLakhI le. huM bhagavAna mahAvIrane ziSya chuM. huM vIra mAtAnI hitazikSAnuM dUdha pIne baLavAna banelo vIra chuM. mohanI kapaTanItiothI huM pUrA vAkepha chuM. te atyAra sudhImAM keTalAya yuvAnene tArA saudaryanI surA pAIne pAgala banAvI dIdhA che. ane tArA caraNanAM dAsa banAvyA che. e badhA bhagavAna mahAvIranA sevako na hatAM. paNa huM te bhagavAna mahAvIra dAsa chuM, te bIjAne dAsa kema banI zake ? bhale tArI sAthe rahyo chuM paNa mAruM mana te mahAvIramAM ja che. mAruM manaDuM che mahAvIramAM...mane gamatuM nathI bhuvanamAM divaso upara divaso cAlyAM jAya che, paNa nadISeNa sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, cauvihAra te choDatAM ja nathI. emane dararojane kAryakrama che ke savAramAM sAmAyikapratikramaNa pachI daza AtmAone pratibaMdha pamADavA. pachI bhejana, tyAra bAda ArAma ane ArAma pachI thoDe vArtA-vida-tyAra pachI zAstra svAdhyAya-pratikramaNa ane bAra bhAvanAonuM ciMtana karatAM nidrAdevIne AdhIna thavuM. kAmalatA vezyA maTIne have nadIpeNanI priyatamA banI hatI. enA (vezyAnA) aMtaramAM have keIne vasavAne eNe adhikAra rAkhe na hato. magadhanA prajAjanemAM paNa vAte cAle che ke magadha narezane putra naMdISeNa bAra bAra varSa sudhI ugra tapa karI, saMyama pALI patana pAme che, kAmalatA vezyAne vera vasya che paNa AzcaryanI vAta te e che ke vezyAnA gharamAM rahIne paNa roja daza AtmAone vairAgyanA paMthe vaLIne ja bhUjana kare che. te enA dilamAM konuM sthAna

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haze? bhagavAna mahAvIranuM ke kAmalatAnu` ? leke ekabIjAne pUche che ke A naMdISeNa bhAgAtmA kahevAya ke ceAgAtmA ? tyAre vivekI mANasA kahe che ke enI divasacarcA jotAM ema kahI zakAya ke enuM tana vezyAnA maMdiramAM paDayuM che mATe te bhAgAtmA kahevAya. paNa enA jIva tA bhagavAna mahAvIranI AsapAsa bhamyA kare che, mATe te ceAgAtmA kahevAya. nahitara e vezyAne ghera rahIne rAja daza daza jIvAne pratibaMdha kayAMthI pamADI zake ? jo enA AtmA bheAgamAM DUbele hAya tA enAM vacana sAmAne asara karI zake nahi. vezyAnA gharamAM rahI vairAgyanI vAtA karavI e kAMI spela nathI. koIka mANasA kahe che ahe ! zI enI samajAvavAnI zakti che ? nIrSaNane khIjAne pratimAdha pamADatI vakhate ame najare joyAM che. ane emanI vANI sAMbhaLI che. eka mANasane pratiSa pamADatAM emaNe mAnavajIvananI dula bhatA samajAvI, e te ApaNAM hRdayamAM sAMsarI utarI jAya. pachI kanI kuTilatA, pApa karmAMnAM vipAko samajAvyAM. ane naraka gatinAM du:khAnuM varNana karyuM tyAre te ApaNuM kALajuM kapI jAya. vaLI kAmalatAe pAtAne kaI rIte phasAbyA, e vAta pazu sAraeN kahI de che. peAtAnA duSkRtyAnI gA~ karatAM AMkhamAM daDadaDa AMsu AvI jAya che. AvI temanI zuddha vairAgya bhAvanA che. Ama karatAM karatAM khAra bAra varSonAM vahANAM vahI gayAM. eka divasa evA ugyA ke je nadISeNu mATe suvarNa na hatA. nityakrama mujaba nadISeNe nava AtmAone pratikheAdha pamADI dIdhA, paNa dazamA mANasa evA A ke e nIrSaNane kahe che tame mane upadeza karI che. te pachI tame zA mATe ahIM beThA che ? tyAre nadISeNe duHkhita lei kahyuM-ke bhAI ! huM' abhAgiyA ', zuM karu...? paNa pelA mANasane saMtASa thayA nahi. ene khUba samajAvye, khAra vAgI gayA paNa khUjhatA nathI. tyAre kAmalatA kahe che. A bhejana ThaMDA thaI jAya che. jaldI uThe. tyAre nadISeNe kahyuM ke A dazamA pratibaMdha pAme eTalI ja vAra !! kAmalatA nadISeNunI majAka chtAM kahe che, dazamA na khUjhe tA kAMI nahi. Aje tame ja dazamA bhUjhI jAvane ! tamArI zrAvikAe paNa kAIka vakhata tA AvI majAka karI haze. paNa tame te ghoLIne pI gayAM hazeA. kema kharuM ne ! A nadISeNu karmodayathI paDI gayA paNa aMtaranA AnaMda esarI gayA na hatA. kAmalatAnA zabdo sAMbhaLatAM ja tene cAnaka lAgI gaI. pelA amrUjhane paDatA mUkI tarata ja pAte ubhA thaI gayAM. ahA, kAmalatA ! dhanya ghaDI, dhanya bhAgya ! Aje koi na maLe te huM... dazamA taiyAra ja chu. majAkanA A zabdoe te sAcu tAkayu tIraM, jAgyA kezarI sihajI sUtelA teADIne ja jIra;

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23 gaNikAnA vinAdI veLuM Aja ughADayAM neNu, pIrasyA bhojana paDayA rahyA ne nIkaLyA nadISeNu; vidyAya de rUpasu darI, anaMta tuja upakAra. mama bharelA tuja zabdoe dUra karyAM aMdhakAra, malina manelI saritAe pAchu palaTAvyu. veNu.... pIrasyA bheAjana paDayA rahayAM ne nIkaLyA naMdISeNu. kAmalatAnAM majAka bharelAM zabdothI nadISeNu sAvadhAna anI gayA, kezarIsiMhu jAgI gayA. nadISeNe munivezanAM kapaDAM je rAkhI mUkayA hatAM te mALIyethI nIce utArIne eka pachI eka paheravA mAMDayA. pAgala banelI kAmalatA raDatI raDatI kahe che svAmInAtha ! huM te mazkarI karatI hatI. nadISeNu kahe che....e mazkarI nahi. paNa mAre mATe seAnerI suvAkya che. teM kahayu te barAbara ja che. samajI strInI mazkarI paNa sAcI ja heAya. huM te mArA asala mAge jAuM chuM. tuM tAruM jIvana ujjavaLa anAvaje. A bhAgI nadISeNu tArA upakAra kadI nahi bhUle. tArA mama bharelAM zabdoe mAre aMdhakAra dUra karyo che. thALamAM pIraselA mIThAM madhura bheAjane paDayAM rahayAM ane naMDhIzreNa muni dharmalAbha kahetA AvyA hatAM tema dharmalAbha kahIne cAlatAM thaI gayA. ba'e ! sAcA siMha pajarAmAM pUrAyelA rahetA nathI. ene te svataMtratA ja game che. nadISeNu kAmalatAnA mahelarUpI piMjara cheDIne peAtAnA mArge cAlyA gayAM. ahI' paNa devabhadra ne jazAbhadrane mAtApitAnA mahela pAMjarA jevA lAge che. emAMthI chUTakArA Icche che. paNa pitA rajA ApatA nathI. te putrA emanA pitAne ze| javAma Apaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. AvatI kAle rAjakoTa saghane AMgaNe triveNI saMgama che. AvatI kAle amArI jIvananaiyAnA sAcA sukAnI paramatAraka pU. gurUdevanI puNyatithinA pavitra divasa che. tema ja khA. mra, IndIrAbAI mahAsatIjIne mAsakhamaNanI ugra tapazcaryAMnA pAraNAMnA ni che. temaja khA. bra. navadIkSita harSidAbAI ne paNa ekavIsa upavAsanuM pAraNuM che. nAnI u'maramAM e kha'ne satIjIee ugra tapanI sAdhanA karI che. hirSadAbAI e gai vakhate bhAvanagaramAM saMsArI avasthAmAM mAsakhamaNa karela. A tapasvInuM bahumAna tapa-tyAgathI ja karavAnuM che. emanI tapazcaryAnA bahumAnamAM trIsa chUTaka chUTaka upavAsa karavA, trIsa mahinA brahmacaryaMnuM pAlana karavuM, nATaka sinemAnA tyAga, kaMdamULa khAtA haiA te tenA tyAga, rAtrieAjanane tyAga, je ane te sArA pratyAkhyAna karo. vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. zA. 10

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vyAkhyAna naM53 bhAdaravA suda 11 ne zukravAra tA. 11-9-70 zAstrakAra bhagavAna trilekInAthe jagatanA jIvanA AtmakalyANane arthe zAstrasiddhAMta vANInuM pAna karAvyuM. e amRtavANInA ghUMTaDA pItAM jIvane jaghanya rasa Ave te anaMtakarmanI bhekhaDe tUTI jAya ane utkRSTa rasa Ave te jIva tIrthakara nAma karma upArjana kare che. uttarAdhyayana sUtra e bhagavAnanI aMtima vANI che. jenA chatrIsa adhyayanamAM caudamuM adhyayana che jene adhikAra cAle che. temAM be kumArane AtmasvarUpanI pichANa thaI che. A putro zAzvata sukha meLavavAnA abhilASI banyAM che. temane bhoga tarapha bhrama bhAMgI gayo che. janma-jarA ane maraNane temane trAsa chUTa che. ane temane jAti smaraNa jJAna utpanna thayuM che. tethI bALako vicAre che ke - | mAruM zuddha svarUpa zuM? te ApaNe bhUlI gayAM chIe. huM eTale AtmA. mArI saMpatti kaI? mArI sAcI saMpatti jJAna-darzana ane cAritra che. e sivAya jagatamAM mAruM kaMI ja nathI. bAkI te badhuM parAyuM ja che. parAyA karma zatruo ApaNA gharamAM ghUsI gayA che. jJAna ane darzana e AtmAnA svabhAvika guNa che. e AtmAnI sAthe janAra che. ane cAritra e A bhava pUratuM che. A jJAna-darzana ane cAritranA gharamAM karmo ghUsI gayAM che. je potAnuM che te jatuM nathI paNa je pArakuM che tene purUSArtha dvArA avazya kADhI zakAya che. AtmA ane karmo anAdinAM che. chatAM paNa baMnene prayoga dvArA alaga karI zakAya che. paNa jJAna-darzanane alaga karI zakAya nahi. sAkarane guNa gaLapaNa che, ene dUdhamAM nAMkho ke pANImAM nAMkhe, pite pIgaLI jaze paNa pitAne guNa nahi choDe kapaDAno mULa kalara zveta che. paNa lAla pILo Adi raMga uparathI caDhAvavAmAM Ave che. e caDhAvele raMga utarI jaze. paNa ene veta raMga to kayAre paNa ja nathI. tema AtmA jJAna ane darzanathI bhinna nathI, e guNe parAyA nathI paNa pitAnA che. kaMcana, kAminI, kuTuMbIjane, kAyA ane karme badhA ja parAyA che. pote te saccidAnaMda svarUpa che. AtmA e dehamaya nathI paNa potAnuM svarUpa bhUlIne dehamaya banI gayA che. ane je potAnA nathI tene pitAnA mAnIne eNe gharamAM ghUsADyA che. baMdhuo! tame ja vicAra karo ke parA paga gharamAM pesI jAya te gharane mAlika banIne besI jAya ne? ane gharane nAza ja kare ne? te ja rIte parAyA karma-paramANuee AtmAnA gharamAM pesIne gharane vinAza karyo che. gharamAM rahelI amUlya saMpatti

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je jJAna-darzana Adine phanA karI nAMkhe che. jIve keTalI mUrkhAI karI che ke parAyA karma paramANuo tarapha te AkarSIye. ane karmarAjA pAsethI ja eNe kama paramANuonI muDI lIdhI. vyAja vinA to kaI mUDI Ape ja nahi. e te ughADI vAta che. paNa karma rAjAnuM vyAja te cakavati vyAja che. rAga-SanA panAre paDelA jIve cakravati vyAja ApavAnI kabUlAta karI. e paramANuonI mUDImAMthI eNe vepAra karavAnI zarUAta karI. karma paramANuonI mUDImAMthI eNe vepAranI zarUAta karI. keTalAka paramANuomAMthI kAyA banAvI, keTalAka paramANuomAMthI kaMcana, kAminI, bagIcA, baMgalA, bALake, hIrA-mANeka badhuM ja eNe vasAvI lIdhuM. enI mUDI emAM rokAI gaI. vahepAra zarU karyo. e vahepAramAM kamAvAnuM te bAjumAM rahyuM paNa uparathI devALuM kADhayuM. have piluM cakravati vyAja dhI rIte bharavuM? karmarAjA e vyAjanI vasUlAta aneka rIte karAve che. kayAreka e karmanA vipAko bhegavavA jIvane naraka-tiryaMca Adi gatimAM javuM paDe che. manuSyabhavamAM Ave te tyAM janmathI ja aMdha, raktapitta, Adi rogathI rIbAte hoya che. AvI aneka prakAranI navAjunI kamarAjA karAve che. parAyA kane potAnA mAnIne gharamAM pesavA dIdhA tenI kevI krUra sajA bhogavavI paDI! ! A be kumArone karAjAnI sajA pratyakSa dekhAI che. AtmA zuddha nizcayana parama ta, tejapuMja, akhaMDa, avinAzI ane zuddha svarUpa che. mekSe javA mATe lAyaka che. e kArya karavAnI zakti pitAnAmAM ja rahelI che. AtmAmAM rahelAM jJAna-darzana ane cAritra dvArA ja karmazatruone bhagADavAnAM che. mATe he pitA! amane saMsAramAM AnaMda AvatuM nathI. Apa amane dIkSAnI AjJA Apo. tyAre pitA kahe che - ahijja vee parivissa vippe, putte paridRppa gihaMsi jaayaa| moravA mo sada rU@ithAThuiM, mArA dAdu muLa patthA || u. a. 14-9 he putra ! tame zuM pAgalanI jema dIkSAnI vAta karI rahayAM che ! haju tamAre A saMsAramAM keTalAM kAryo karavAnAM che! bhAI ! jenI vakhAramAM je mAla bharyo hoya te ja nIkaLe. kApaDIyA pAse jAva te kApaDane mAla batAve. sukhaDIyA pAse jAva te mIThAI maLe. suthAra pAse jAva te suMdara phanIcara batAve. gAMdhI pAse jAva te karIyANuM batAve. tela ane geLanA vahepArI pAse jAva te tela ne goLa maLe. te ja rIte bhAgI AtmAo pAse bheganI ja vAta hoya ane tyAgIo pAse tyAganI ja vAte hAya. tamane ema thatuM haze ke mahAsatIjI pAse jaI e tyAre tapa, tyAga ane vairAgyanI ja vAte kare che. paNa teo nATaka-sinemA ke sarakasanI vAte te karatA ja nathI. bhalA, vicAra te kare. amArI pAse kadI evI vAte hoya? sAkara garIba khAya ke zrImaMta khAya, bALaka

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khAya ke yuvAna khAya, hasatAM khAya ke raDatAM khAya. jyAre khAya tyAre sAkara te mIThI ja lAge, paNa kaDavI na lAge tema amArI pAse game tyAre game te Ave paNa tyAga ane vairAgya sivAya bIjI vAta ja na hoya. tamArI tabiyata kema che? vahepAra dhaMdhA kevA cAle che. tejI che ke maMdI? cAlu varSe keTaluM kamAyA? A badho vahepAra tamAre che. saMta te tamane e pUchaze ke devAnupriya! gayA varSa karatAM A varSe tamAre AtmA keTale tejImAM Avyo ! dharmanI keTalI kamANI karI? AtmAnI kamANI karavA mATe A mAnavabhava ja uttama che. devabhavamAM te kamANI khAvAnI che. manuSyabhavanI kamANI tyAM khAvAnI che. ahIM kamANI karI karmanI rAzIone teDavAnI che, mATe kaMIka samaje. raMga-bhegamAM raMgAI na jAva. A be kumAro tyAganI vAta kare che tyAre emanA pitA kahe che ke lADIlAo ! tame veda bhaNe, veda bhaNyA vinA muni banAya nahi, paNa baMne kumArane te jAtismaraNajJAna thavAthI ajJAnane kALo paDade paNa khasI gayo hato. emaNe veda paNa bhaNI lIdhA hatA. paNa mehanAM cazmA paherelAM mAtA-pitA e kyAM jANatA hatA? emaNe te eka ja vAta karI ke tame veda bhaNe, brAhmaNone jamADe, trIjI vAta karI ke tame putrone gharamAM sthApana kare. emane juduM na kahevuM paDayuM ke tame paraNe. thoDAmAM ghaNuM samAI jAya tevI rIte mAtA-pitA putrone samajAve che. cothI vAta e karI ke bhoccANa bhoe saha itthiyAhiM, AraNaggA hoha muNI pasatthA / he putro ! tame managamatI strIonI sAthe saMsAranAM bhoga bhoga ane saMsAranA sukha bhogavyA pachI pAchalI uMmare araNyamAM vasanAra prazasta muni banaje. bheganA kIDA ekAMta bhoganI ja vAta kare. jaina darzanamAM kayAMya bhoganI vAta karI nathI. jyAM jyAM dRSTi karaze tyAM bhegathI chUTavAnI ja vAta karI che. atyAranA tarkavAdanA yugamAM kaMIka mANase bele che ke paralekamAM sukha maLaze ke nahi tenI zI khAtrI ? A hAthamAM AvelAM sukha zA mATe na bhogavavA? maLelAM sukhane cheDI denAra te mUrkha che. bhAI! tIrthaka mUkha na hatAM. mUrkha te tame che ke amUlya takane gumAve che. je tamArA paisA, gharabAra, putra-parivAra ane baMgalA ja tamane sukha ApatA hoya te sTempanA kAgaLa upara lakhANa karI Ape ke A badhA sukhamAM kadI oTa AvavAnI nathI. A badhuM ja amArI sAthe Avaze. bele, che ATalI geraMTI ! huM tamane celenja pheMkIne kahuM chuM ke amArA tyAgIonA sukhamAM kadI oTa AvatI nathI, ane tamArA sukhamAM te ghaDIe ghaDIe bharatI ane oTa AvyA ja kare che. tamArI najare jue che ane kAne sAMbhaLe che ke A varasAdanI henAratamAM

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vAhana vyavahAra kheravAI gayuM che eTale navo mAla paNa Avato nathI. zrImaMtonA gharamAM dANA bharyA che eTale emane koI jAtanI phikara nathI. paNa je bicArA roja rojanI khIcaDI lAvIne khAya che temanI kaI sthiti haze ? vahepArIo samaje che ke ThIka che. atyAre ApaNe kamAvAnI sIjhana che. garIba pAsethI bamaNuM bhAva letAM paNa acakAtA nahi hoya ! e garIba bicAza kevA mUMjhAI jatA haze! ene khyAla sarakhe Avato nathI. kevI rAkSasI mane vRtti che! je tame bhagavAna mahAvIranA upAsaka he, ahiMsAnA pujArI che, te tame AvA gorakhadhaMdhA na karazo. jyAM cAre tarapha loko duHkhamAM DUbI rahyAM hoya, kaMIkanA gharabAra taNAI gayA hoya tyAM tamArA gaLe mIThAInA baTakA kema utarI jAya che? A samaye to bhagavAnane prArthanA karavAnI hoya ke he prabhu! mAre hAle hoya ke verI hoya, dareka jIvonuM duHkha dUra thAo. sarvatra sarva jI sukha ane zAMti pAme. bane teTalI duHkhIne rAhata Ape. A ja mAnavanuM kartavya che. Ajano divasa triveNI saMgama che. vaiSNava dharmamAM jyAM traNa nadIo maLatI heya tyAM loko tene pavitra tIrthanuM sthAna mAne che. AjanA divasane huM pavitra triveNI saMgama eTalA mATe kahuM chuM ke amArA AtmAmAM tyAga-vairAgyanI jyoti jagAvanAra, tyAganA paMthe vALanAra, bhaDake baLatA saMsArarUpI dAvAnaLamAMthI bahAra kADhanAra bA. bra. gacchAdhipati sva. pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba jemane amArA upara anahada upakAra che temanI pavitra puNyatithi che. bIjuM bA. bra. IndIrAbAI mahAsatIjIne trIsa upavAsanI ugra tapazcaryAnuM temaja bA. bra. navadIkSita harSidAbAI mahAsatIjIne 21 upavAsanI ugra tapazcaryAnuM Aje pAraNuM che. bA. bra. lAbhubAI ma. sa. tathA bA.bra. IndIrAbAI ma. sane haju tapazcaryA cAle che. trIjuM goMDala saMpradAyanA kheDAjI mahArAja sAhebanI paNa Aje puNyatithi che. eTale Ajano divasa pavitra che. 'ThANAMga sUtrane trIje ThANe traNa prakAranAM aNu bhagavAne batAvyAM che. temAM prathama jaNa mAtA pitAnuM che. putra mAtA-pitAnI game teTalI sevA kare, potAnA cAmaDAnA juttA banAvIne paherAve che paNa te mAtA-pitAnA RNamAMthI mukta thaI zake nahi. paNa je e putra mAtA-pitAne aMtima samaye dharma pamADe, bhavanA pherAthI ugAre te e traNathI mukta thaI zake che. bIjuM RNa che zeThanuM, je tamArA saMsAra vyavahAramAM tamane sukhI kare, tamane sAtha Ape che. je zeThe tamAre hAtha jhAlya, jenA pratApe tame saMsAramAM sukhI thayA, e ja sukhI zeTha temanA karmodaye garIba thaI jAya te te vakhate tame tene upakAra na bhUlatAM. ane enI evI kaparI sthitimAM tame tamAruM sarvasva tene arpaNa karI de che ane A rIte tenA duHkhamAM sahAyaka banIne aMtima samaye tene dharma pamADe to ja zeThanA traNamAMthI mukta thaI zakAya che.

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trIjuM aNa che gurUvaryonuM. ApaNe jIvanabhara game teTaluM karIe te paNa gurU varyonA traNamAMthI mukta thaI zakAtuM nathI. emane ApaNuM upara asIma upakAra heya che. keI mANasa ApaNA upara eka sAmAnya upakAra kare che te paNa ApaNe tene upakAra bhUlatAM nathI. to jemaNe ApaNane saMsAra dAvAnaLamAMthI ugAya heya, aMdhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM javAnI preraNA ApI hoya temane upakAra to kema bhUlAya ? guru vinA ko nahi muktidAtA, guru vinA ko nahi mArga jJAtA guru vinA ko nahi. jADaya hatA, guru vinA ko nahi saukhya kartA gurU vinA ApaNane koI muktino mArga batAvI zakatuM nathI. je chuTelAM hoya te ja choDAve che. baMdhAyelA hoya te kayAMthI choDAve? dareka dharmomAM gurUnuM sthAna prathama batAvyuM. tame sAmAyika le che tyAre ane pALe che tyAre baMne vakhata namentharNa gaNe che. temAM paheluM namelUNuM siddha bhagavaMtanuM, bIjuM arihaMta prabhunuM, ane trIjuM namasthaNe pitAnA dharmagurU-dharmAcAryane karavAnuM hoya che. ApaNe tAraka game tyAM birAjamAna hoya tyAM ApaNe temane vaMdana karIe chIe. tenuM kAraNa zuM? gurU ApaNuM jIvanamAM suMdara rasAyaNa reDe che, ene pAvara lAMbA samaya sudhI TakI rahe che. paradezI rAjA eka vakhata ke hiMsaka ha! jenA hAtha te lehIthI kharaDelAM ja rahetAM hatA. evA paradezI rAjAne kezI svAmI jevA gurU maLyAM. enA jIvanamAM jJAnane dIpaka pragaTa. anaMtakALane paradezI paradezI maTIne svadezI banI gaye. jyAre paradezI rAjAne sUrikatA rANIe jhera ApyuM, tyAre ene khabara paDI ke mane jhera ApyuM che. nADIo tUTavA lAgI tyAre temaNe AvI, paDikami, bhUminuM paDilehaNa karIne sarva jIne khamAvI saMthAra karyo. te vakhate siddha bhagavaMtanuM namaNUNuM gayuM, arihaMta prabhunuM gayuM, trIjuM natthaNuM gurUnuM AvyuM te vakhate paradezI pitAnA gurU kezI svAmIne yAda kare che? aho ! mArA tAraNahAra, mArI jIvananaiyAnA sAcA sukAnI gurUdeva! Apa je gAmamAM ke nagaramAM, je sthaLamAM birAjatA he te gAmane dhanya che. e nagarane dhanya che. e bhUmi pavitra che. Apa mArAthI hajAro mAIla dUra vasyAM che, paNa AMkha baMdha karI aMtaramAM avalokana karuM chuM tyAre Apa mArI samakSa dekhAya che. gurUdeva ! Apane mArA upara anahaMda upakAra che. je ApanA jevA samartha gurU mane na maLyA heta te A pApI paradezInuM zuM thAta? mArA rAjya vaibhave, mArI sUrimaMtA rANI ane prANapriya putra sUryakumAra keI mane narakanA duHkhathI ugAranAra nathI. e te mane narakagatinI khAImAM dhakelI denAra che. rANIe Aje mane jhera Apyu chatAM koInA pratye mane krodha AvatuM nathI. zreSa jAgatuM nathI. dareka pratye samabhAva rahyo hoya te gurUdeva, e tamAre ja pratApa che. gurUdevanA upadezanA pratApe paradezI rAjA jherana

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bhayaMkara vedanA bhUlI gayA ane samatA rasanA ghUMTaDA pIvA lAgyA. e gurUne pratApa hate. gurUdevane yAda karI aMtima samaye paradezI rAjAnI AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu vahevA lAgyA. jIvana naukAne sukAnI sAre hoya te kumArge jatI naukAne sAce mArge vALI bhayamAMthI mukta banAvI naukAne surakSita ane nirbhaya banAve che. "mArA parama tAraka gurUdeva paNa mahAna pratibhAzALI ane samartha hatAM. temanAM huM jeTalA guNa gAuM teTalA ochA che. teo divya jIvana jIvI gayAM che. teozrInAM jIvanamAM ghaNuM vizeSatAo hatI. tenuM saMpUrNa varNana karavA besuM te ghaNe samaya joIe. paNa Aje ApaNe pAse bahu ja zeDo samaya che. prasaMgane anusarIne ghaNuM bhAI-bahenone paNa Aje bolavAnuM che. ane Aje be satIjIene pAraNAM che. eTale TUMkamAM pUjya gurUdevanA jIvanamAM rahelA guNonuM maraNa karI kRtArtha thaIe. svargastha pUjya, bAla brahmacArI zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebane zraddhAMjalI." 1008 pUjyapAda, siddhAMta vizArada, vyAkhyAna vAcaspati, AtmoddhAraka, jenadharmadIpaka, bAla brahmacArI, mahAna vibhUti pUjya zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI Aje 22mI puNyatithi che. e mahAna purUSanuM jIvana ghaNuM ja ujajavaLa che. temAMthI ahIM saMkSepamAM ApanI samakSa raju karuM chuM. gujarAtanuM pATanagara amadAvAda che. jenI madhyamAM puNyasalilA sAbaramatI pitAne zAMta pravAha vahevaDAvI rahI che. tenA kinAre khaMbhAta riyAsatanuM galiyANA nAme nAnuM gAma che. te zUravIra evA garAsIyA rAjapUtanI puNyabhUmi che. tyAM jetAbhAI nAmanA rAjapUta kisAna vasatAM hatAM. teo bahu ja saraLa ane pavitra bhAvanAvALA hatAM. jema paMkamAMthI paMkaja utpanna thAya tema jetAbhAIne tyAM vikrama saMvata 194ranI sAlamAM kArtika suda 11 nA divase putra ratnane janma thaye. teozrInuM janma nAma ravAbhAI hatuM. teo be bhAI ane eka bahena hatAM. mAtA-pitA traNa saMtAnane bALa avasthAmAM mUkI svargane paMthe cAlyA gayA. dhIme dhIme bALake moTA thayAM. eka vakhata ravAbhAIne kAma prasaMge vaTAmaNamAM khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA pU. meMghIbAI mahAsatIjIne samAgama thatAM ane upadeza sAMbhaLatAM teo vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gayA. temanA pitAne mULa dharma svAmInArAyaNane hatuM. temane gharamAM cena paDatuM na hatuM. tethI teo gaDhaDA gayA. ane temaNe temanA AcAryane saMsAra tyAganA hRdayanA bhAva jaNAvyAM. te vakhate temanA svAmInArAyaNa paMthanA AcArye kahyuM ke tamAre amArA paMthamAM brahmacArI banavuM hoya to tamAre tamArI mAla-milakta amArA bhaMDAramAM arpaNa karavI paDaze. to ja tamane amArA paMthanI dIkSA ApavAmAM Avaze. A sAMbhaLI ravAbhAI te vicAramAM paDI gayA ke A zuM? je lakSmI anarthane janmAvanArI che tene meha ane mamatva A sAdhumAM

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XCO bharyA che. mATe A paMthamAM Atma kalyANa thaI zake nahi. tethI gAdIpatine pratyuttara laI didhuM ke mane tamArA dharmamAM AtmakalyANane sAce mArga dekhAtuM nathI. keTaluM mahAna AtmamaMthana ! kevI agAdha zakti ane buddhi! tera varSanA bALakanI kevI hiMmata ! ravAbhAIe tera varSanI uMmaramAM ATale UMDe vicAra karyo. tyAre temanA bhAvinA bhaNakArA keTalA AnaMdamaya ane prabhAvazALI haze? tyAMthI teo pitAnA vatanamAM pAchA pharyA. paNa mahAsatIjIe je upadeza Apyo hate te temanA magajamAM gUMjatuM hatuM. A bALaka vicAra kare che aho ! huM e mahAsatIjI pAse jAuM. have mAre A gharamAM rahevuM nathI. teo khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA pUjya meMghIbAI mahAsatIjI pAse pAchA AvyA. ane temaNe temane pUjya gurUdeva zrI chaganalAlajI mahArAja pAse khaMbhAta abhyAsa mATe mokalyA. gurUdeva mahAna prabhAvazALI, khUba vicakSaNa ane zaktizALI hatAM. teo bALakanuM lalATa jotAM samajI gayA ke A keI amUlya ratna che. gurUnA sAnidhyamAM rahetAM tera varSanA kizora evA ravAbhAIe paMdara divasamAM sAmAyika ane pratikamaNa zIkhI lIdhA. dhIme dhIme eka varSamAM ghaNe abhyAsa karyo. ane cauda varSane kizora dIkSA mATe tatpara banyuM. sagAM-snehIone samajAvI vikrama saMvata 156nA mahA suda pAMcama (vasaMtapaMcamI) nA divase khaMbhAta zaheramAM khUba utsAhapUrvaka A kizere pUjya zrI chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba pAse dikSA aMgIkAra karI. pUjya gurUdeve ravAbhAInuM bhAvi jIvana ujajavaLa jaI ratnacaMdrajI" nAma ApyuM. rana samAna ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba gurUdevanA sAnidhyamAM rahI jJAnamAM khUba AgaLa vadhyA. jema jema zAstrajJAna saMpAdana karatA gayA tema tema temanAmAM namratA ane vinaya guNa pragaTa thatAM gayAM. vaizAkha vadI dazamanA dine gurUdeva svargavAsa pAmatAM khaMbhAta saMpradAyanuM sukAna pUjya zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAjanA hAthamAM AvyuM. khaMbhAta saMghe pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebane pUjyazrI tarIkenI padavI arpaNa karI. pUjya padavI prApta thayA bAda gurUdeve saMpradAyane mahimA ane saMghabaLa ghaNuM vadhAryuM. pitAnA zire AvelI zrI saMghanI javAbadArI barAbara adA karavA lAgyA. grAmAnugrAma vicaratAM pitAnAM ziSya sahita vikrama saMvata 195mAM teozrI sANaMda cAturmAsa mATe padhAryA. temanA upadezathI be AtmAo bujhakyA. eka jazubAI mahAsatIjI ane bIjI ha. (zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI). je gurUdeve amane saMsAranI asAratA samajAvI, ane baLatA dAvAnaLamAMthI bahAra kADhavyAM ane AtmakalyANane rAha batAvyo, te upakAra kadI bhUlAya tema nathI. jema dariyAmAM dIvAdAMDI rAkhavAmAM Ave che tema A saMsAra samudramAM amAre mATe gurUdeva dIvAdAMDI samAna hatAM. kharekhara! jIvana rathanAM sAcA sArathI pUjya gurUdeva ja che. gurU vinA koI mArga batAvanAra nathI,

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1 pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba 2000nI sAlamAM surata cAturmAsa mATe padhArela. tyAre pALIyAdanA rahIza trikamalAla dhanajIbhAInA suputra zrI DuM'garazIbhAie dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. khA. bra. damuni pUjya ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA ziSya tarIke prasiddha thayA. pU. gurUdevanA sAnidhyamAM rahI temaNe paNa vyAkhyAtAnuM paDha prApta karyuM.. pUjya gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebe khAra cAmAsA amadAvAdamAM karyAM. khAra cAturmAsa bhatamAM, deza cAturmAsa suratamAM, cha cAturmAsa sANaMdamAM ane cAra cAturmAsa muMbaImAM ( vi. saM. 1964-1974-1975-1981) karyAM hatA. vaseAmAM traNa, kaThAramAM eka, TAdamAM eka, ane chelluM cAturmAMsa saM-2004mAM khaMbhAta karela. gurUdevane koI e pUchyuM :- sAheba, Apanu saM-2004nuM cAturmAsa kayAM che ? te kahe ke A chelluM cAturmAsa khaMbhAta che. evuM tee suratathI pAchA pharatAM vihArapaMthe khelyA hatA. te dara cAturmAsamAM vyAkhyAnamAM bhagavatIjI sUtranu' vAMcana karatAM hatAM. paNa AkharanA cAturmAsamAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM pAMcamuM adhyayana " sakAma akAma maraNu '" nA adhikAra vyAkhyAnamAM pUjyazrIe khUkha lAkSaNIka zailIthI samajAvyA hatA. temanA vyAkhyAnanA prabhAvathI saMghamAM adbhUta utsAha vartAI rahayeA hateA. te gurUdevanA jIvananA itihAsa jANavA jevA che. pUjya gurUdevanu jIvana ane cAritra eTaluM teA prabhAvazALI hatuM ke jonAra mAnavanI AMkha TharI jAya. gurUdevanI tabiyata bhAdaravA sudgha pAMcamanA dine zaradInu jora AvavAthI bagaDI hatI. paNa temAM dhIme dhIme sudhArA thayA. bhAdaravA suda dazamanA divase temanA ziSya tapasvI phulaca'drajI mahArAjane 38 upavAsa pUrA thayA. tyAre temaNe gurUdevane vinaMti karI ke sAheba ! mane zAtA che. traNa upavAsa bheLavIne 41 upavAsa karAveA. gurUdeva melyA--mAje huM tane chelluM pAraNu karAvuM chu. gurUdevanA ekeka zabdo evA hatAM ke koI ne kaI khyAla na AvyeA. te divase AkhA saMdhamAM pUjya ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja gaucarI karavA mATe padhAryAM. tyArabAda ziSyane pAraNuM karAvyuM. chelle sAMjanA pratikramaNu karavA beThAM te pahelAM peAtAnA laghuziSya hadamunine mAthe hAtha mUkI khUba zikhAmaNa ApI. tapasvI mahArAjane kahyuM ke Aje tamane mAnasika upasa AvavAnA che. tame badhA khUba hiMmata rAkho. vakIla gulAmacaMdabhAI khaMbhAta gayelA. temanI sAthe traNa mALa sudhI pharI vAtA karI ane vakIlane javAnI rajA ApI tethI vakIla amadAvAda AvyAM. khaMbhAtanA averI mANekalAla bhagavAnadAsa paTela ( hAla muMkhaI)sAyanamAM rahe che. teo muMbaI jatAM pahelA pU. gurUdevanA darzana karavA AvyAM. teone kahe che ke tame Aje mukhai na jazo. kAle tamAru kAma paDavAnuM che. AvI AvI sakSepamAM ghaNI vArtA karI. peAtAnA jIvananI aMtima ghaDInA khyAla AvI javAthI pratikramaNa karI zA, 51

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0 cauvihAranA paccakhANa karyA. pachI meDI uparathI nIce padhAryA. ane badhA ziSyane suMdara zikhApaNu ApI. ane mane jyAre amadAvAda cAturmAsanI AjJA karI tyAre meM dalIla karI ke gurUdeva ! mArI tabiyata sArI nathI. hamaNAM ja ThIka thayuM che. te Apa A vakhate mane amadAvAda cAturmAsa na Ape. tyAre gurUdeve kahayuM ke cAturmAsanI A chellI AjJA ApuM chuM. AvI ghaNI ghaNI vAta karI paNa kaI samajI zakayuM nahi. 5. gurUdevanI tabiyata rAtanA vadhu bagaDatI gaI. kAramuM vAdaLa gherAvA lAgyuM. gurUdeve zrI saMghane kahI dIdhuM ke mArA cAritramAM koI jAtane doSa lAga joIe nahi, te vAta khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhaje. ema kahI pote samAdhimAM sthira thavA lAgyA. cAra AMgaLA uMcA karI saMghane nizAna ApI dIdhuM ane chevaTe bhAdaravA suda agiyArasanA prabhAte cAra vAge saMvata 2004nI sAle pU. gurUdeva A phAnI duniyA choDI zrI saMghane raDate mUkI svarganA paMthe prayANa karI gayA. baMdhuo! pUjya gurUdevanI A raramI puNyatithi che. bA.bra. IndIrAbAI mahAsatIjIne 30 ane bA.bra. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjIne 21 upavAsanuM pAraNuM che. mATe je kaMI pratyAkhyAna kare te eTalA mahinAnA leje. mahinAnA na le te ochAmAM ochA 30, 22 ane 21 divasanAM karaze ja. upavAsa, AyaMbIla, pauSadha, rAtribhojanane tyAga, kaMdamULane tyAga jenAthI je bane te avazya karaze. te ja pU gurUdevane sAcI zraddhAMjalI ApI kahevAya ane tapasvInuM bahumAna karyuM gaNAya. Aje goMDala saMpradAyanA kheDAjI mahArAja sAhebanI paNa puNyatithi che. teozrIne janma rAjakeTanA dazA zrImALI jJAtinA suzrAvaka zrI virajIbhAIne tyAM saMvata 1892 nA kArataka suda agiyArasanA divase thayo hate. juo, mahAnapurUSane ke sumeLa che ! pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebane janmadina paNa kArataka suda agiyArasane ane pUjya khaDAjI mahArAja sAhebane janmadina paNuM e ja che. baMnenI svargArohaNa tithi paNa bhAdaravA suda agiyArasanI che. pUjya ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA ziSyanuM nAma paNa khaDAjI mahArAja sAheba hatuM. teozrI paNa khUba vinayavaMta ane saraLa hatAM. Aje mane e khoDAjI mahArAja paNa khUba yAda Ave che. 5. kheDAjI mahArAja sAhebe soLa varSanI uMmare saMvata 1908nA aSADa sudI agiyArasanA zubha dine pUjya jasAjI mahArAja pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karI hatI. te mahAna purUSe dIkSA laIne khUba pragati sAdhI che. teozrI kavivaryA hatAM. temaNe saMyama lIdhA pachI 700 uparAMta stavane ane sajhAye racela che. ane temanuM kheDA

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kAvya mALA / " nAmanuM pustaka paNa ane "citta sa bhUtine rAsa" paNu xos ahAra paDela che. te uparAMta " khoDIdAsa cAvIzI " mahAkAvya rUpe varNavela che. AvA mahAna purUSa kaviva zrI kheADAjI mahArAja nAnI umaramAM gulAbanA puSpa jevI saurabha maDe'kAvI gayA che. gulAmane laseATI nAMkheA, ke garama pANImAM nAMkhI ukALA tA paNa te suvAsa ja Ape che. tema mahAnapurUSAnuM jIvana ApaNane saurabha ja Ape che. emanA jIvanamAMthI ApaNane preraNA maLe che. teozrI kane khe!DA karI 19 varSa nimA~La cAritranuM pAlana karI 35 varSanI bharayuvAna vaye kALadharma pAmyAM che. AvA mahAna gurUvaryAnI puNyatithi nimitte jeTalI ane teTalI vadhu dharmArAdhanA karaze|. sArA vrata-pratyAkhyAna karI mahAna purUSonA Adaza jIvanamAM aSanAvaze. vyAkhyAna na'.......54 bhAdaravA suda 12 ne zanivAra tA. 12-9-70 ana'tajJAnI mahAna purUSonI zAzvatI vANI tenu nAma siddhAMta. vItarAganI vANI rUpI pANInuM eka ja biMdu aMtaramAM utare te ApaNu kalyANa thaI jAya. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM cha jIvAnA adhikAra cAle che. temAM e putrAne soMsAra asAra lAgyA che. tame ghaNI vakhata pUrva sAMbhaLyu' haze ke A sasAra asAra che, chatAM che|DavAnuM kadI mana thayu' che? tamane hajI kama`nA deNAM cUkavavAnI ciMtA thatI nathI, mATe te taraphanA puruSAtha jAgatA nathI. jethI aNugAra banavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. jeTalI jiMdagI gaI teTalI bhale gaI have jAgeA tAya sAruM che. nirAza thavAnI jarUra nathI. jJAnIe AtmAne upara caDhavA mATe cauda guNasthAnanI zreNI batAvI che. e sIDInA ekeka pagathiyAM caDhavA mATe che, paNa jyAM chIe tyAM ne tyAM paDacA rahevA mATe nohe, Ran cauda guNasthAnamAM jIvane ceAthA guNasthAnathI meAkSagatie javAnA maMDANu ma DAya che. samyagdarzana vinA jIvanA meAkSa thatA nathI. nattha caritaM sammatavihuNa, daMsaNe u bhaiyavva / sammatta pattA, jIva' putra va sanmatta 5 u. a. 28-29 2 jyAM samyaktva hAya tyAM cAritra hAya paNa kharu' ane na paNa hAya, evA kAI

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404 niyama nathI ke jyAM samyaktva hoya tyAM cAritra hoya ja, paNuM jyAM cAritra hoya tyAM samyaktva heya. je aNagAra sAdhumArgane zraddhAthI svIkAra kare che te saMsArane asAra samaje che. e te saMsArane kamodanA phatarAnI jema phagAvI de che. ene te jinezvaradevane dharma ja sAra rUpa lAge che. baMdhuo! tamane te "saMsAra asAra che" A vAkaya saMtanA mukhe sAMbhaLatAM -keTalA varSonA vahANa vAyAM. "suNI suNIne phUTyA kAna, te ye na AvyuM brahmajJAna" basa, tame te eka ja vAta samajyA che ke saMtone kahevAne dharma ane amAre sAMbhaLavAne dharma. ame ema kyAM cheDIe ema chIe. je have paNa kaMIka samajatAM ho te tamArA saMsAranAM padArtho tame asAra samaje. kaMIka evA nhAnA kADhe che ke dIkSA levAnuM ghaNuM mana thAya paNa amAre te kaMpanI joIe. bhAI! bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe rAjavaibhavane tyAga karI dIkSA lIdhI tyAre ekalA lIdhI hatI. covIsa tIrtha, karamAM ekAkIpaNe je dIkSA lIdhI hoya te bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe ja. emaNe e ja vicAra karyo ke karma bAMdhatI vakhate meM kaI kaMpanInI apekSA rAkhI na hatI. te have karma teDavAnA samaye paNa kaMpanInI zI jarUra che? A jIva ekale ja A che ane ekale javAnuM che. bhRgu purohitanA be lADakavAyA putre karmanA deNa patAvavA taiyAra thayAM che. mAtApitA emanA putrone vividha prakAre samajAve che ke he putra! tamArA upara amArI AzAnA minArA che. be ja putro che. have tame jyAre saMyama mArge jaze te A gAdIne vArasadAra koNa! ema emanA manamAM duHkha thavA lAgyuM. seAyaggiNA AyaguNindhaNeNaM, mohANilA pajjalaNA hieNaM / saMtaramAve varitaSamALa, rAsTaqmAM vahu huM 2 / u. a. 14-10 AtmAnA guNorUpI iMdhana, zaka rUpI agni ane meha rUpI pracaMDa vAyuthI bhUga purohita khUba saMtApa karavA lAge. baMdhuo ! kahevAno Azaya e che ke jema lAkaDAM hAya, agni haya, ane temAM paNa tene prajavalita karanAra pavana vAya te agninI javALA phelAtAM vAra na lAge. tema A bhRgu purohita ane yazAbhAryA baMne AtmAo bhAvInA mokSagAmI jIve che, paNa mehanuM prabaLa jara che. ATha karmomAM mukhya senApati je kaI hoya te te mehanIya karma che. "ka anaMta prakAranA, temAM mukhya ATha, temAM mukhya mehanIya, haNAya te kahuM pATha."

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45 Aje jIva adhAtI upara ghA kare che, paNa ghAtI upara ghA karatA nathI. vedanIya kama' aghAtI che. pachI cAhe zAtA vedanIya hAya ke azAtA veDhanIya hAya, paNa e aghAtI che. chatAM sheja tAva Ave, zarIramAM deg thAya, ke tarata ja enA upara ghA karavA mATe vaidyo-DAkaTaro ane hukIme zeAdhA che. tethI paNa na maTe te mAtA-mAvaDI ane dorA dhAgA paNa karI che. amArA kaIka bhAI Ane tA sAmAyika letAM paNa zarama Ave, paNa dArA ne mAdaLIyAM AMdhatA zarama AvatI nathI. mArA mahAvIranA putrone A dorA ne mAdaLIyA zAle ? AtmAnA guNeAnA mAdaLIyAM paherA. hanumAnajIne tela caDhAvavAthI ke AkaDAnA phUlanI mALA caDhAvavAthI baLavAna nahi manAya. paNa brahmacarya rUpI khaLa laIne kanI ja jIro teADavAmAM tamArA AtmAne hanumAna jevA baLavAna banAve. bhRgu purAhitane putro pratye athAga meha che. enA kAraNe putronA vacana sAMbhaLI aMtaramAM khUba duHkha thayuM. jema vAyarAthI prerita thayela agni lIlAM ane sUkAM lAkaDAene khALIne bhasmIbhUta karI nAMkhe che, tevI rIte bhRgu purAhitanA hatmyamAM zeka rUpI agni utpanna thayA che. eTale tenA AtmAnA zAMti Adi guNeAne khALIne khAkha karI rahayA che. temAM paNa mAhanA pracaMDa vAyu maLe eTale zu khAkI rahe ? zekamAM jalatA vilApa paNa kare che. meAhanIya kama jeTalAM nATaka na kare teTalAM ochAM che. A mAhune kAraNe ja jIva catu'tirUpa sa'sAramAM bhamyA che. "" vItarAganA vacanAmAM jIvane zraddhA thAya tyAre ja tenA saMsAra parita thAya. anAkrinA aMta kayAre Ave ? " saMvatau niyama " tamane je vastuo-upabheAMganAM sAdhanA maLyAM che tenA uparathI mAhu e karI enI maryAdA karI. dina pratye amuka dravyo ja vAparavAM, amuka vo khape, gamana karavAnI maryAdA kare. jeTalI chUTa lAgavA che teTalu bhramaNa vadhavAnu che. jeTalA niyamamAM raheze teTaleA sa`sAra parata thaze. jo maryAdA nahiM karo tA tamArI tRSNA nadInA puranI jema vadhatI jaze, kAraNa ke te AkAzanI jema anata che. je manuSyA saMsAranI IcchAo pUrNa karavA mathI rahyA che tenI IcchA cALaNIne pANIthI bharanAra ke paisAthI AkAzane pUrNa karanAra jevI vyartha che. '' mahA tRSNAnA pUre, ghaNAM bhavathI taNAyAM che, hajI pAchA nathI pharatAM, kaheA kayAre pachI pharaze ? " . bhUtakALathI ApaNA AtmA saMsAramAM rajhaLI rahayA che. tamane koI vakhata paNa evA vicAra thAya che ke anata AtmAe bhagavAnanA paMthe cAlI siddha thaI gayA te mArA AtmA kema na thAya ? mArA bhavanA hajI aMta kema na AvyA ? khIjA bhavAmAM

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AtmA je kArya nathI karI zake te A bhavamAM karavAnuM che. je A bhavamAM kamare kasIne kAma nahi kare ane pramAdamAM besI raheze te pAchaLathI pastAvAne pAra nahi rahe. kAraNa ke tame game tema karaze te paNa tamArI saMsArika IcchAo pUrNa nahi thAya. mahAtmA bhartuharie kahayuM che ke : bhogA na bhuktA vayameva bhuktAH, tapo na taptaM vayameva taptAH / tRSNA na jIrNA vayameva jIrNAH, kAlo na yA to vayameva yAtaH / bhegone bhagavatAM ame ja bhagavAI gayAM, amArAthI tapa te tapI zakAya nahi, paNa ame ja tapI gayAM. amArI tRSNA to jIrNa thaI nahi paraMtu ame ja jIrNa thaI gayAM. kALa te gaye nahi ane ame te have cAlyAM. A rIte bhartuharI paNa bolyAM hatAM. devAnupriye ! tyAga karyA vinA traNe kALamAM siddhi thavAnI nathI. pUrve anaMta mahAna purUSae saMsAra choDayo tyAre ja teo siddha thaI zakyA che. pUrNa thaI gayAM che. vahepAramAM napho meLavavA mATe mUDI rokanI paDe che. khetaramAMthI anAjane pAka joIto hoya te prathama te bIja vAvavuM paDe che. pahelAM tyAga kare te ja tene lAbha maLI zake che. makAnanuM bhADuM joItuM hoya te pahelAM bhADUtane makAna seMpI devuM paDe che, tema baMdhuo ! AtmAnA sukha meLavavA mATe tyAga rUpI mUlya cUkavavA joIe. paNa tamAre te tyAga kara nathI ane sukha joIe che, te kayAMthI bane ? eka vakhata eka vahepArIe pitAnA munImane eka DAyarImAMthI eka kAgaLa phADI aMdara pitAnI sahI karI ceka lakhIne beMkamAM 5000) rUpiyA levA mATe mokalyo. ghaDI ja vAramAM munIma cekanA kAgaLanA badalAmAM rU. 5000) laIne AvI gaye. jhADu kADhanAra nekare A badhuM joyuM. enA manamAM thayuM ke ahe ! zeThe eka kAgaLamAM sahI karIne kAgaLa Ape. temAM A munImajI pAMca hajAra rUpiyA laI AvyuM, te have mane kema na maLe? bIje divase nekara vahele dukAnamAM jhADU kADhavA gaye. ane zeThe je ceka bukamAMthI pAnuM phADayuM hatuM temAMthI teNe pAnuM phADayuM. tenA upara pitAnI sahI paNa karI. be hajArane AMkaDo lakhIne te beMkamAM gaye. ane kezIaranA hAthamAM ceka ApIne kahyuM ke mane be hajAra rUpiyA Ape. kezIara kahe che bhAI! ahIM tArA nAmanuM khAtuM ja nathI. mATe tene rUpiyA nahi maLe. tyAre nekara rUAbathI kahe che kema nahi maLe ? kAle zeThe sahI karI hatI te tame pAMca hajAra rUpiyA tarata ja ApyA hatA. te meM paNa mArI sahI karI che. mane rUpiyA kema na maLe? tyAre kezIara samajAvIne kahe che bhAI ! tuM samajyA vinA

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407 ja tArA zeThanI cekabukamAMthI pAnu phADIne rUpiyA levA mATe Avye che. paNa tane A viSayanuM jJAna ja nathI. tArA zeThe A beMkamAM lAkha rUpiyA jamA karAvyAM che. tethI temane rUpiyA maLI zake. te ahIM muDI jamA karAvI nathI. jeNe jamA karAvyA hAya tenA ja ceka ahI cAlI zake che. tArA zeTha be lAkhanI aMdaranA ja ceka lakhI zake. paNa jo ethI vadhu paisA lakhe tA enA ceka paNu pA ja phare. kema, A vAta te sAcI che ne ? tame A khAkhatamAM te mahu ja catura che. mArA rAjagRhInA zrAvakone AvI vAtamAM te bahu ja rasa Ave. jema e ekamAM pahelAM nANAM jamA karI te ja joIe tyAre paisA maLI zake che, tema A bhagavAna mahAvIranI saddhara eka che temAM tapa-tyAga ane saMcamanAM nANAM jamA karyAM haze te joIze tyAre maLaze. tame jeTalA bhAga-viSayAmAM kApa mUkazeA teTalAM tame parabhavamAM sukhI thaze. ka rUpI maLane dUra karavA mATe samajaNapUrNAMkanI zuddha kriyA karavAmAM Ave te ochAmAM ochA trIje bhave ane vadhumAM vadhu paMdara bhave tA avazya mekSa maLe. ane satAnA samajAvavA chatAM paNa kAmaleAgAne na cheDe tA bhavasAgaramAM bhame che. citta munie peAtAnA pUrvanA bhAi brahmadatta cakravatIne khUba samajAvyA. bhAI ! A cakravatInA sukhA dutinu kAraNa che. mATe tuM kaMIka samaja. samajIne cheADIza tA tAru' kalyANa thaze. nahitara durgatimAM jaiza. tyAre kAma rUpI kIcaDamAM DUbele brahmadatta citta munine zuM kahe che : nAgo jahA paMkajalAvasanno, daTThe thalaM nAbhisamei tIraM / rUM vayaM jAmatuLanu ziddhA, na miluLA mA ma vacAmo / u. a. 13-30 tRSAtura banelA hAthI jema taLAvanA kinAre jAya che. ane pANImAM khUba kAdava rahelA che e jANavA chatAM paNa e kAdavamAM paga mUke che ane pariNAme kAdavamAM khUMcI jAya che. jema jema e bahAra nIkaLavAnA prayatna kare che tema tema vadhu ne vadhu enA paga kADhavamAM khUMcatA jAya che. e taLAvanA kinArA paNa jove che ane jamInane paNa jove che. paNa e mahAra nIkaLI zakatA nathI, tema he munirAja ! huM paNa e hAthInI jema kAma-bhAgamAM DUbele chuM. kAmabheAgeA durgAMtinA dAtAra che, ema jANavA chatAM paNa ane huM cheADI zakto nathI. samatAnA sAgara, dayALu muni brahmadattane kahe che huM brahmadatta ! tuM kAmabheAgene sapUrNa paNe cheDavAne azakata hAya ! tuM maryAdita kAmabhoga cheDa. ane mAMsa madirA Aphri abhakSya vastuonA tyAga kara. ane nyAya--nIti, dayA, prema Aphri satkA karIza teA paNa tane lAbha thaze,

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408 "suM sAre jo rahI rAjana, jIvana zuddhi Acare, icchita sukhanA bhaktA, deva mATo thaIza tuM." he brahmadatta ! sa'sAramAM rahIne paNa jo tu' satkAryAM karIza tA icchita sukhAne bhagavanAra mahaddhi kadeva thaiza. A rIte citta munie brahmadattane khUba samajAvyeA, chatAM muninI eka paNa vAta eNe kabUla karI nahi. pUrI nAdAnI noMdhAvI. baMdhue ! tamArA mAthA upara eka lAkha rUpiyAnuM deNu hoya ane leNadArane eka hajAra rUpiyA Ape| tA paNa te khuza thatA hoya te paNa tame ema kahI do ke, eka hajAra rUpiyA ApavAnI paNa mArAmAM zakti nathI. teA tame purA nADhAra kahevA ke nahi ? paMca yA vibhadatto, sAhussa tassa vayaNaM akAu | anuttare munAiya hrAma moLe, laghuttare so naraNa viTTo // u. a. 13-34 brahmadatta muninuM eka paNa vacana mAnyuM nahi. ane kAmaleAgeAmAM ja e rakta rahyo. te uttama prakAranAM kAmaNeAgA bhAgavIne sAtamI narake bhaya kara duHkhA bheAgavavA cAlyA gayA. mahAna sukhAnA bhAktA evA cakravatI sAtamI narakanI tIvra vedanAo kevI rIte bhAgavI zakatA haze ? je kAmanA kIDA ane che tenI AvI ja dazA thAya che. mATe tame paNa samajIne cheDaze| tA sAru che. nahi samajo teA tamAre mAthe catuga`tinI jela ubhI ja che. bhRgu purohite kahyu` ke beTA ! pAchalI avasthAmAM tame saMsAra tyAgIne saMnyAsI mano, pAchalI uMmaramAM te anyadAnike paNa sAdhu banavAnuM svIkAre che. paNa mArA samajadAra zrAvakAne haju cheDavAnu` mana thatuM nathI, kaMIke te kahe che ke bAdhA laIe tA kharA paNa na paLAya teA zuM karavu? pahelethI ja chUTavAnA rastA zeAdhA che. kaMIka jIvA zUravIra thaIne sAdhu tA anI jAya paNa ema vicAra kare ke dIkSA tA lauM chuM, paNa kadAca na pALI zakuM te ? athavA mane tyAM na phAve te mArI AjIvikAnuM sAdhana tA joie ne ? eTale sAdhupaNAmAM rahIne jyAtiSa, naMbara ApavA vagere badhuM zIkhI jAya. ane dIkSA na pALI zake te khasI jAya. AvA kAyarA zAsananA ze uddhAra karI zakavAnAM che? AvA sa`khyAbaMdha sAdhue ke sAdhvIe hAya tenI amAre jarUra nathI. e karatAM bhale eka ja hAya paNa eka ja siMhanu baccuM hAthInA TeALAAne bhagADI mUke che. eka ja candra aMdhakAranA nAza kare che, paNa agaNita. tArA adhakAranA nAza karI zakatA nathI. eka vakhata eka rAjAnA rAjyamAM pAMcase sainike AvyA. emanA zarIranA AMdhA joI rAjAe vicAra karyAM ke, che teA majabUta, paNa eka vakhata laDAImAM utare,

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vijaya meLave. emanuM kAma joyA pachI emane pagAra ApuM. rAjA kahe che: bhAIo eka vakhata tamAruM parAkrama jouM pachI tamane pagAra ApuM. tyAM sudhI mArA rAjyamAM rahe. * khAI-pIne AnaMda karo. samaya Ave joI laIzuM. zatru sAme sAmane karavAne samaya AvI gayA. tyAre rAjA kahe che bIjuM sinya te taiyAra ja che. paNa A navAM AvelAM sainikone pahelAM mokale. A navA AvelA sainike te evA alamasta che ke cUMTI khaNe ne lohI nIkaLe. moTuM paDachaMda zarIra che. A paNa vikarALa che. emane joIne ja zatruo DarI gayAM. A te khUba baLavAna che. Amane kema jItI zakAze? laDIne hAravA karatAM pahelethI ja pAchA haThI jaIe. pelA siniko jyAM pAchA haThayAM tyAM pelA pAMca jaNa tALIonA TabAkA vagADI "jaya aMbe-jya bahucarA" belIne ubhA rahyAM. tyAM pelA sainike samajI gayA ke A to pAyA che. tarata ja pakaDI lIdhA. baMdhuo ! AmAM beThelAM daDhadhamI ane priyadhamAM dekhAtAM zUravIra zrAvake kasoTInA prasaMgamAM bhAgavAnAM rastAM zodhatAM hoya tene amAre kevA kahevA ! (hasAhasa) mAre tamane kaMI ja kahevuM nathI. tame ja tamArI jAte tamArI zaktinuM mApa kADhI leje. zAsanamAM AvA hajAre zrAvaka hoya te paNa zuM ? bhale eka ja zrAvaka hoya paNa kama -medAnamAM ghA jhIlavA taiyAra he joIe. be putrone karma medAnamAM yuddha karavA javuM che. pitA kahe che :- putro, tame dIkSA laI leze to amAruM zuM thaze? putro mAtA-pitAne samajAvaze. ane karma medAnamAM jatAM sAcA zuravIro pAchA nahi paDe. haju enA pitA zuM kaheze? chokarAo paNa temanI sAme kevI dalIle mUkaze ane zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAnanaM. 55 bhAdaravA suda 14 ne ravivAra, tA. 13-0-70 mahAna vibhUti, zAsanapati, sarvajJa ane sarvadazI bhagavaMte emanA jJAnamAM sarva dravya ane paryAye (jANyAM ane dekhyAM. "sarva dravya cepu revadrazya !" kevaLajJAnI sarvadravya ane paryAne saMpUrNa paNe jANI zake che. emaNe jagatanA jIne mohanidrAmAM sUtelA joIne paDakAra karyo. he jIvAtmAo! jAgo, kayAM sudhI uthA kaze? A saMsAra Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhi rUpa dukhethI bhareluM che. janma, zA, 52

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Kno jarA ane maraNanI sAMkaLathI saMkaLAyelA che. AvA duHkhamaya saMsArathI mukti meLavavI hAya tA vItarAganA vacane samajavA ja paDaze. samajIne sa'sAramAMthI sarakyA vinA uddhAra thavAnA nathI. Aje nahi samajo tA kAle paNa samajavuM teA paDaze ja, bhagavAne kahyuM che ke - . catAri paramaMgANi, dullahANIha jaMtuyo / mAnusarlR mudde sakhA, saMgamammi ca yIRsi5 u. a. 3-1 parama kAvaMta, parama upakArI, zruta kevaLI, gaNadhara bhagavata zrI suSamAM svAmI anya jIvAnA kalyANane mATe upadeza ApatA pharamAve che ke he bhavya jIvA! 'cana, krAminI, kAyA ane kuTuMbanI cAkaDI dula`bha nathI paNa mAnavatA, zrutavANInuM zravaNa, tenA upara zraddhA ane sayama e ceAkaDI dula bha che. asayama-anIti ane anAcAramAM ramaNutA karavI temAM bahAdurI nathI. e te anAdinAM che ja. paraMtu sayamamAM, nyAya. nItimAM, ane sadAcAramAM raMgAvuM temAM bahAdurI che. ghAMcInA khela AkhA divasa phare traNa sAMje tyAM ne tyAM Ave che. tema A jIva ana takALathI 84 lAkha jIvAyenInA cakkaramAM bhaTakayA haiAvA chatAM Aje paNa jue teA prAyaH hatA tyAM ne tyAM! kAraNa ke nijane bhUlIne atyAra sudhI kaMcana Adi cAkaDImAM phasAyelA rahyo che. ATale kALa bhavamAM bhaTakayA pachI paNa AtmA hajI caramAvatA mAM AvyA nathI. AthI tevA AtmAoe Aja sudhImAM anaMtA pudgala parAvartana karyA ane haju paNa keTalA karaze e te jJAnI bhagavata jANe. manuSyajanma maLe teA paNa karmInI gADhatA haiAya che ke tene evI IcchA kemeya karI na thAya ke mane kaI meAkSa mAge` caDhAve te ThIka. abhavI nava pUrva sudhI bhaNe te paNa tene meAkSanI IcchA thAya ja nahi. A dharmAMnI vAta tA laghukamI bhavyajIvA mATenI ja che. abhavI paNa cAritra teA le para`tu tene pAMca cAritramAMnuM eka paNa cAritra hAya nahi. dravyathI teA yathAkhyAta cAritra jevuM cAritra pALe. paNa te A leAkanA ahemendra paMtanA sukheA mATe paNa meAkSa mATe nahi. caramAvatamAM nahi AvelA AtmAne jJAnAvaraNIya kama' evu sajjaDa hAya che ke ene navakAra maMtra AvaDe nahi eTalu ja nahi paNa khelAvA te paNa na mele. vyavahAra adhe| AvaDe. kapilAdAsI dAna Ape te zreNikarAjAnI naraka haDI jAya. evuM bhagavaMtanuM vacana che, ema kapilA jANe che ane zreNika rAjA narake na jAya evuM paNa te hRdayathI Icche che, chatAM paNa kapilA dAna na Ape te na ja Ape. hAthe cATavA khAMdhIne baLAtkAre dAna apAvyu' te paNa kahI dIdhuM ke - "A dAna huM nathI detI paNa zreNika rAjAnA cATavA Ape che." AnuM nAma karmAMnI gADhatA ! AyuSya kama sivAyanA sAta karmonA eka kALanaphaTI sAgarApamathI nyuna evA zeSabhAga rahyA mA mAnavI je mArgAnusArI

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bane che te haju graMthI pradeze Avelo che. have tene mATe te pradeze ja asaMkhya kALa rahevAne. saMkhyAta ke asaMkhyAta kALe graMthI bhedavA ane nahi te te graMthIpradezathI pAchA javAne ema traNa prakAra che. je AtmA haju graMthIne bhedI zake tevI zaktivALo nathI te AtmA te sthaLe asaMkhyAte kALa rahIne paNuM pAcho nIce jAya. ane je AtmA graMthIne bheda kare tene tyArabAda anivRttikaraNa vaDe samakitarananI prApti thAya. eka kalpanA karo ke jema khUba melA thayelAM kapaDAMne ke talanI ghaNI cIkAza jAmelAM kapaDAMne tene mela kADhavAmAM sAmAnya pravega asara na kare. temAMnA gADha melane kADhavA mATe to te kapaDuM bebIne ja seMpavuM paDe chebI bhaThThInA ukaLatA pANImAM te kapaDAne nAkhe ane temAM melane chUTe karanAra khAra, sAbu Adika padArtho nAkhe. khUba bAphe, khUba khadakhadAve, tyAre te mela kapaDAMthI chUTo paDe. ghaNuM kALathI melane pitAne mAnanAra kapaDuM pite te melane dUra na karI zake. e to bIja mela chUTo pADI zake. kapaDuM bebInA ukaLatA bhaThThAmAM paDyA pachI melanA lIdhe baDabaDIyAM (parapoTA) kare te paNa bebI tenAM baDabaDIyAnI sAme joI tenI dayA na lAve. e te mela. chUTo na paDe tyAM sudhI nirapekSabhAve khadabadavA de. ane sAthe baDabaDIyAM paNuM karavA de. pitAnA kapaDAMnI tevI karUNa dazAne joIne tene mAlika bebIne bhadAmAMthI kADhI levAnuM kahe te paNa dhobI tenA sAme dhyAna na de. tema graMthapradeze rahela AtmAnI. anaMtakALanA rAga-dveSa rUpI melanI atyaMta gADha graMthI rUpI AmaLane bhedI nAMkhavA mATe, AtmA rUpa kapaDAMthI alaga karavA mATe, AtmAne samyaktva sanmukha lAvI mUkanAra guNa rUpa dhobI karmamelane svAmI AtmA tene rAhata ApavAnuM kahe te paNa tenI sAme dhyAna ApyA vinA tIvra sadAcAra rUpI bhaThInA tAvaDAmAM khUba khadakhadAve. ane temAM anaMtakALane saMbaMdha hovAnA kAraNe te graMthIne mAlika AtmA tenI upara kadAca dayA lAve che te sAme paNa AtmAne e kuhADAnI tIkSaNa dhAra jevA tIkSaNa pariNAma rUpa guNa bebI najara sarakhI paNa na kare. e tIvra sadAcAra rUpa bhaThThInA tAvaDAmAM khUba khadakhadIne AtmA rUpa kapaDAthI te mela karmarUpI graMthI taddana nirbaLa thaI javAthI te kapaDuM e gADha melathI mukta thAya, e melanA ge khadabadatuM zAMta thAya, pachI ja te hitasvI dhobI te AtmA kapaDAmAMnA te graMtharUpa melamAMthI AtmAne lAgaNIpUrvaka bahAra kADhe, ane te pachI tene anivRtakaraNa rUpa nadImAM nAMkhIne zAMta kare. tyAra pachI te e AtmArUpa kapaDAMne thAya ke "hAza" e prakAre AtmAne graMthabheda mATenA satata parizramane aMte prApta thatuM samyakatva e "hAza' (saMteSa) che. e pachI AtmAne durgatimAM paDate bacAve ane zubha sthAnamAM sthApe,

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evA lakSaNavALA AtmAne jinezvara deva kathita dharmanI prApti thAya che. dharma pAmyA pachI, mArgAnusAritA prApta thayA pachI AtmA eTaluM samajato thAya che ke AptapurUSanA vacanane anusaravAmAM ja lAbha che. paNa dharmane nahi samajanArA yuvAnIA te "sAThe buddhi nAThI " kahIne hasI kADhe che. ane asthira vastuonI pAchaLa pAgala banIne bhame che. paNa vicAra kare ! lakSamI e te aparigRhitA devI che. tene mATe mANasa gharabAra tajI paradezamAM bhaTake che. pAI pAI ekaThI karIne tijorI bharI paNa aMtakALe tamArI sAme jeze kharI? zA mATe jue! tamAre mana te lakSamI eka che paNa tame ene choDIne jAva eTale ene te aneka! "keLIbhAIne kUba, eka mUve ne bIje u" e sthiti aparigrahItA lakSmInI che. tame ene mATe marI phITakyA paNa tame marI jAva te tamArI pAchaLa e Avaze nahi. tame jIvatA ene eka ja svAmI hatA. pachI te aneka svAmI che. tethI tame deha choDIne jAva te paNa e te tijorImAM ja besI rahe che. kakkAnI cokaDImAMnI pahelI cIja kaMcana-lakSamI evI che. ane bIjI cIja che kAminI, ke jene e laumIne khacIne lAvelI hoya che. lakSamI karatAM A to kulInabALA che ne ! eTale pitAne pati mare tyAre e lakSmInI jema ghera besI na rahe paNa e visAmA sudhI pAchaLa cAle che. tyAM sudhI te kUTe che. paNa e kevuM? chAtI lAla na thAya evuM, pachADo khAya, paDe, AkhaDe paNa emAMya kevI mAyA ! jyAM khADA-TekarAkAMkarA-kAdava ke kelasA na hoya tevI sapATa jamIna hoya tyAM pachADa khAya. ane ema kahe ke "gayA enI pAchaLa thoDuM ja javAya"! raDavAmAM paNa tame kyAM gayA" ema kahIne raDavAnuM nahi paNa amane mUkIne tame gayA, chokarA nAnA mUkIne gayA, have amAruM pUruM koNa karaze ? evA eLabhA ApIne raDavAnuM. e rIte e potAnuM pUruM karato baMdha thaIne marI gaye eTale ene visAme vaLAvIne pAchA vaLI javAnuM. . kaMcana ane kAminI A prakAranA saMbaMdhI che. have cAra kakkAnI cekaDImAMthI trIjI thIja kuTuMba che. tenuM svarUpa kevuM che te joIe. "vananA umarane maranAranA marI gayA pachI kuTuMbIo tene zamazAna sudhI mUkI Ave che. temAM paNa lagna karIne AvelI A paNa jyAre visAmA sudhI AvI te ame te aMgata sagAMkuTuMbI, amAre te ethI the vadhu pAchaLa javuM joIe. ema vicArIne teo emane visAmAthI AgaLa vadhIne mazAna sudhI vaLAvavA jAya che. te vaLAvavAmAM jorathI raDe kharA paNa emanA raDavAmAM AMkhamAM AMsu na hoya. zamazAne gayA bAda bhAInI tApaNI kare ane unALAnAM tApamAM tApaNIthI dUra jaIne bese. tenA vize temanA keI ekAda kuTuMbIjanane evuM duHkha te na ja thAya ke cehamAM enI sAthe paDatuM mUke. A traNa kakakAnI vAta thaI. mArgasArI ane AtmA sadagurUne upadeza sAMbhaLIne saMsAranI asAratA samajI jAya che.

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413 kAranI cAkaDImAMnA ceAthA kakkAranuM nAma che kAyA. te kAyA kayAM sudhI sAthe Ave che ? "vad bitAyAM " A deha vicAre che ke lakSmInA bhAge, stra'nA bhAge, ane kuTubIonA bhAge paNa mane pASIne hRSTapuSTa karavAmAM ene koi jAtanI khAmI rAkhI nathI. huM vRddhAvasthA pAmI te mAtrAe ApIne paNa mane lAlaceALa rAkhavA ANe kamara kasI che. vadanaM dazanavihinaM vAyo na parisphuTA gatA zaktiH / avyaktendriya zaktiH punarapi bAlyaM kRtanarayA // A sukti anusAra mArI vRddhAvasthA, bAlyAvasthA samAna banI. eTale ke ghaDapaNa mAlapaNu samAna banI jAya che. jevI rIte nAnA bALakanA mukhamAM dAMta hAtA nathI tema (ghaDapaNamAM) mAre paNa mukhamAM dAMta nahi. jema khALaka spaSTa khelI zakatA nathI tema vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa spaSTa elI zakAtuM nathI. khALakanI jema cAlatAM cAlatAM paDI javAya che. pAMca indriyA paNa peAtAnA viSayane sArI rIte grahaNa karI zake nahi. eTale kAyA kahe che ke A vRddhAvasthAe te pharIne mane khAlapaNuM ApyuM. khaMdhue ! A vAta kharAkhara che ne ? tamane teA enA kharAkhara anubhava che ne ? tame kaheA che ne ke vRddha ane khALaka sarakhAM. jema nAnA khALakane vAraMvAra khAvAnuM joie ane sAruM' sAruM khAvAnuM mana thAya tema vRddha mANasane paNa ghaDIe ghaDIe sAruM khAvAnuM mana thAya che. paNa bALakanI jema vRddha ghaDIe ghaDIe mAMgI zake nahi. ane jo mAMge te gharanI strI athavA tenI putravadhUe ene khAvAnuM Ape nahi. jenA pApakamanA udaya hAya che tene gharanAM mANase ema kahI de che ke hamaNAM khAvAnuM nahi maLe. TAIma thAya tyAre Avajo. Ama kahIne chaNuke che tyAre pAtAnI bhUkhanI lAlasAne tRpta karavA mATe zuM kare che? peAtAnI meATI putravadhUne kahe che beTA ! A dikarA te raDI raDIne ardho thaI gayA che. e AnA Ape te ene gAMThIyA apAvI rAjI karu.. ema kahI e AnA meLavI cheAkarAne khajAramAM laI jaI kaMdoInI dukAnethI be AnAnA gAMThIyAnuM paDIkuM baMdhAve che ane rastAmAM paDIkuM cheADI (bIjA ema jANe ke nAnAM mALakane khAtAM zIkhavADe che e rIte) temAMthI gAMThIyA laIne kahe che : jo beTA ! Ama khavAya. ema khelatAM khelatAM peAtAnA meADhAmAM gAMThIyA mUkatA jAya. AvI mAyA karIne peAtAnI lAlasA pUrI kare che. tyAre kAyA kahe che ke mArI vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa mate maranAra AtmAe AvI rIte pAkhela che. mATe mAre tene mATe tenA kuTu'bIjanA karatAM paNa vizeSa kavu joI e. ema samajI kuTubIjanAe maranAra mATe khAlI citAmAM pAte jha MpalAve che eTale pAte maLI jAya che. chatAM paNa e kAyA maranAranI sAthe te jaI zakatI nathI. TUMkamAM "kAyA ahIM ja rahI. devAnupriyA ! jIvatAM sudhI jenI khUba saMbhALa rAkhI kakkAnI cAkaDIthI tAI

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kAyelAM akelA aTulA banI gayelA jIvane dhaNI kezu? te jJAnI kahe che" nocAri sa g vIraH" te jIve jIvanaparyata jevA karmo karyA hoya che te karmo jIvane karmAnusAra gatimAM gAyavat dorIne laI jAya. tyAM te jIva badhAnI AzA choDIne asahAyapaNe ekalI jAya che. mohAMdha banelA jIvone A sajA bhogavavI paDe che. mATe dareka jIne dharmanuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra karavAnI jarUra che. tame dharma nahi karo te tamArA vinA dharma nirmAlya nahi gaNAya. paNa dharma nahi karanAra-dharma vinAne nirmAlya gaNAze. A sAdI ane sIdhI vAtane jeo samaje che teo dharma tarapha udAsInabhAva nathI rAkhatAM. eTale dharma sanmukha thayA bAda dharmanA mArge caDhelA mArgAnusArI jIvane hakAranI cekaDImAMnI cethI cIja kAyA paNa asAra lAge. deva-gurU ane dharmane ja pitAnA sAcA saMbaMdhI mAne che. kAraNa ke potAnuM hita sAdhavA mATe dharmanA zravaNa ane sevana mATe Dagale ne pagale deva-gurU ne dharmanI jarUra paDe, mATe baMdhuo ! ATaluM sAMbhaLyA pachI tamArA jIvanamAM have dharmane sthAna Ape. je samaya gaye te te gaye, have tamAre zuM karavuM tene vicAra kare. eka paLa gaI te bhale gaI paNa bIjI sudhArI leje, bIjI paLamAM zuM karavuM te Aje vicArI leje. kAlanuM kAma karI le Aje, AjanuM kara aba hAla, samajyA tyAMthI savAra samajI, bAjI sudhArI leje. eka paLa gaI te bhale gaI paNa bIjI sudhArI leje. baMdhuo! jIvananI bAjI bagADavI ke sudhAravI te ApaNe pitAnA hAthanI ja vAta che. A kSaNa cUkyAM te paDyA samajI leje. je cUkyA teNe gumAvI dIdhuM. ane je cetyA teNe meLavI lIdhuM. bAhya daSTithI bahu vidvAna dekhAte haya, zAstrane jANakAra hoya te paMDita kahevAtuM nathI. paNa bhagavAne kene paMDita kahyo che? "vAM nANA paMkig je kSaNane oLakhe che te ja sAco paMDita che. - puMDarika ane kuMDarikanI vAta tame sAMbhaLI chene?tame roja sAdhu vaMdaNAmAM bele che ke vaLI puMDarika rAjA, kuMDIka Dagi jANuM, pite cAritra laIne na ghAlI dharmamAM hANa." paMDarika ane kuMDarika baMne sagA bhAIo hatAM. kuMDarike vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI rAjavaibhavane tyAga karI, siMha je zUravIra banIne dIkSA lIdhI. varSo sudhI cAritranuM pAlana karyuM. aghora tapa karyA. eka vakhata vedanIya kamane udaya thatAM tabiyata bagaDI grAmanugrAma vihAra karatAM karatAM pitAne vaDIla saMtanI sAthe pitAnA bhAInA gAmamAM

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AvyA. puMDarika rAjAnuM hRdaya harakhAI gayuM. pote cAritra lIdhuM na hatuM. paNa je saMyama laIne nIkaLyA che tenA pratye khUba bahumAna hatuM. pitAnA bhAI evA kaMDarika munine pitAne tyAM saMte sahita laI Ave che. ane rokAvA mATe khUba Agraha karyo tethI tyAM rokAyA..sAdhune kalpe tevA davA-upacAra karAve che. davA tathA sArA sArA AhArapANa khAvA maLyAM. pUba ArAma maLe. eTale have tyAMthI vihAra karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. Indrie AtmA upara svAmItva jamAvyuM. mana rUpI pradhAne AmarAjAnA rAjyanI lagAma hAthamAM laI lIdhI. have enuM zuM cAle! saMyamanA pariSahe have kema veThAya?" baMdhuo ! saMyamamArgamAM kayAreka mevA ne miSTAna paNa maLe ane kyAreka lukhe reTa paNa maLe. koI vakhata AhAra maLe te pANI na maLe ane koI vakhata pANI maLe te AhAra na maLe. saMtanI bhAvanA te evI ja hoya ke AhAra pANI maLe te saMyamanI puSTi thAze. ane na maLe te tapanI vRddhi thaze. sAdhune baMne hAthamAM lADu che. baMne rIte lAbha che. jyAre kuMDarike dIkSA lIdhI tyAre puMDarike khUba samajAvyuM hatuM ke vIrA ! je kare te vicArIne karaje. A kAyaranuM kAma nathI. zUrAne saMgrAma che. tyAre ene vairAgya khUba tIvra hatuM. paNa juo, mahAna tapasvI ane saMyamIo paNa kevA paTakAI gayAM che. kaMDarikanI tabiyata sArI thaI gaI eTale gurU-mahArAja vihAra karavAnuM kahe che. paNa jenuM mana nabaLuM paDI gayuM che te kuMDarika kahe che-haju mane jarA azakti lAge che. hamaNAM vihAra kare nathI. gurU enA bhAva samajI gayAM. mAMDa mAMDa samajAvyuM. vihAra karAvyuM. sAthe vihAra te karyo. gAma bahAra nIkaLyA eTale kahe che, mane bahu thAka lAge che. tame badhA AgaLa cAlatA thAva. huM thoDI vAra visAmo laIne pAchaLa AvuM chuM. gurU te vihAra karI gayAM ane A to udyAnamAM ubhA rahayA. puMDarika rAjAne khabara paDI ke mAro bhAI udyAnamAM Avyo che. pote vaLAvavA gayAM tyAre to gurUnI sAthe hatAM. ane have ekalA AvyA che. mATe nakakI enA jIvananuM parivartana thayuM lAge che. nahitara ekalA Ave ja nahi ochAmAM ochA be sAdhu ane ochAmAM ochI traNa sAdhvI hovI ja joIe. ekalA vicarAya nahIM. ekalAmAM svacchaMdatA AvI jAya che. ane vaDIlanI sAthe rahevAthI cAritramAM pila calAvI zakAtI nathI. je pAMca indriya ane cha mana e cha nokarone AdhIna thAya che tenuM patana thAya che. puMDarika rAjA tarata ja kuMDarikanI pAse AvyAM. enuM mana pArakhI gayAM. puMDarika rAjA kuMDarikane pUche che-rAjakaMkhe vA mokSaka khe? rAjyanI IcchA che ke mokSanI ? tyAre kuMDarika kahe che-rAjakaMkhe na mokSakaMkhe. mAre rAjya joIe che, mokSa nathI joIto. puMDarika kahe che bhAI! jarA vicAra kara. keDInI khAtara kehInura zA mATe gumAve che?

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hAthInI svArI mUkI gabhanI svArI kema Icche che? mahelAte mUkI jhUMpaDImAM javAnuM kema pasaMda kare che? miSTAnna mUkI sUke Tale kema Icche che? A tane na zobhe. jarA vicAra kara. paNa jenI vRttio viSayamAM bhame che tene A vAta kayAMthI gaLe utare? ghaNuM samajAvavA chatAM te na samaje. puMDarika rAjA zAsana premI che. potAnA zAsanane kalaMka lAge, dharma nirAya, te tene pasaMda na hatuM. teo kuMDarikane rAjya seMpI de che. ane eNe utArela mUniveSa pite dhAraNa kare che. AgaLanA rAjAo ane zrAvake zAsanane khAtara prANu deve paDe te devA taiyAra hatAM. zAsanane mATe marI phITatA paNa zAsananI hIlaNa thAya tevuM kArya karatAM nahi. - Aje te zAsananI hIvaNa thatI hoya tyAM pahelAM rasa dharAve che. kadAca kaI bAla sAdhu chamarathadazAne kAraNe bhAna bhUlyA te tarata ja ene dAkhale levA mAMDe che. joyuMne! sAdhupaNAmAM paNa kayAM sukha che? bhAI tame patana pAme tene nyAya na leze. uMce caDhe tene Adarzo apanAvaje. puMDarika rAjA muniveSa dhAraNa karI cAlI nIkaLyAM. jyAM sudhI gurU na maLe tyAM sudhI AhAra pANIne tyAga karyo. rezama jevI sUkamaLa kAyA, koI divasa khullA page cAlyA na hatAM. te ugra vihAra karIne gurUnI pAse pahoMcI gayA. ane dIkSA laI lIdhI. keTaluM ajaba mane baLa! vaijJAniko eka jaDa padArthamAM mananI zaktine kendrita karIne temAMthI keTalA AviSkAro pragaTa kare che! amerikAmAM bhASaNa cAlatuM hoya ane ApaNe ahIM beThA sAMbhaLIe. e jaDanI zaktine AviSkAra nathI te bIjuM zuM che? tevI ja rIte caitanyanI sAdhanAmAM mananI zaktione je ApaNe kendrita karI laIe te bhala bhalA Azcarya pAme tevA AviSkAro caitanyamAMthI pragaTa karI zakAya. puMDarika rAjAe pitAnI badhI ja zaktio saMyamamAM kendrita karI lIdhI. -khA-sukkA AhAra karI evI sAdhanA karI, manamAM e AnaMda anubhavyuM ke rAjyamAM paNa e AnaMda Avyo na hato. mAtra aDhI divasanA cAritramAM kAma kADhI gayA. A bAju viSayamAM vRddha banelo kuMDarika rANIonA AvAsamAM Avyo. rANIoe mahelanAM dvAra baMdha karI dIdhA. paNa jenI Indriyo bephAma banI che ene koNa rokI zake? eNe to bephAma viSe bhagavyAM. rasendriyamAM vRddha banI maryAdAtIta AhAra-pANI lIdhAM. jenuM zarIra tapazcaryA dvArA jIrNa thaI gayuM hoya, hAjarI kAgaLanI kothaLI jevI thaI gaI hoya te bhAre kherAka kevI rIte pacAvI zake ? eNe aDhI divasanAM kAma bhAgomAM ghaNAM varSonuM uttama cAritra ratna gumAvI dIdhuM. zarIramAM bhayaMkara rogo utpanna thayAM. tIvra vedanA thavA lAgI. amUlya lAbha gumAvI kuMDarika sAtamI narake tetrIza sAgaropamanI sthitie duHkha bhogavavA cAlyo gaye. ane puMDarika rAjA ahI divasamAM zuddha saMyamanuM pAlana karI AtmakalpaNa sAdhI gayAM.

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bhagu purohitanAM be putro Atma-sAdhana sAdhavA taiyAra thayAM che. pitAne pUba AghAta lAge che. haju paNa putrane samajAvaze. paNa samajadAra AtmAo mAtApitAne samajAvIne temanuM paNa kalyANa karAvaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na...56 bhAdaravA suda 15 ne semavAra tA. 16-9-70 anaMtajJAnI, parama upakArI, zAsana samrATa, zramaNa bhagavaMta mahAvIra prabhune vaMdana namaskAra karI, emanA batAvelA dhorI mArge prayANuM karavuM, e amAro dharma che. emaNe je mArga batAvyo che te mArge javAmAM ApaNuM kalyANuM che. ane e mArga choDIne ulTA mArge cAlaze te tamArA mATe bhavabaMdhananI parAkASTA ubhI che. tamAre javuM che vAMkAnera ane TirkiTa lIdhI che amadAvAdanI. te vAMkAnera kayAMthI pahoMcAya ? te rIte ApaNe pahoMcavuM che muktimaMjhIle ane saMsAranA raMgarAga tarapha paNa daSTi rAkhavI che, te muktimaMjhIle kayAMthI pahoMcAya? je mArge javuM hoya tenuM dhyeya nakakI karI levuM joIe. dhyeya nakkI karyA pachI te mArge cAlavAne puruSArtha kare joIe.' - jeNe dhyeya nakkI karI lIdhuM che evA be bAluDAne saMsAra tyAganI laganI lAgI che. emane bhAna thaI gayuM che ke saMsAranA sukhe game teTalA sArA hoya te paNa aMte duHkhamizrita che. se TacanuM sonuM agnimAM naMkhAze te paNa sonuM ja rahevAnuM. agnimAM rahelI uNutA traNe kALamAM zItaLatAnA rUpamAM pariNata thatI nathI. tema pANInI zItaLatA traNe kALamAM uSNutAnA rUpamAM pariNuta nathI thatI. te ja rIte sAMsArika sukhe e sAcA sukhamAM kadI pariNata thatAM nathI. game teTalAM zrImaMta hoya ke cakravati hoya chatAM jJAnIe tene sukhI kahyA nathI. jo temAM sukha heta te temane sukhI kaheta. paNa sAce sukhI keNu? navi suhI devatA devaloe, navi suhI puDhavI pairAyA, navi suhI seTha seNAvaI ya, egaMta suhI muNI vItarAgI. devalokamAM rahele deva mahAna addhine bhaktA hovA chatAM paNa sukhI nathI. pRthvIne adhipati rAjA paNa A saMsAramAM sukhI nathI. mATe zrImaMta koThAdhipati zeTha paNa sukhI nathI, paNa sAcuM sukhI hoya te vitarAgane vArasadAra muni che. bAkI zA. 53.

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tamArA saMsAnAM sukha ApanAra zeDA ane kukA joItA haze te paNa puNya haze te maLaze, nahitara nahi maLe. paNa sAdhupaNAnuM sukha joItuM haze te aba ghaDI tame meLavI zake che. amArI pAse padgalika sukhanI kaI sAmagrI nathI. tame pratyakSa joI zake che ke tamArA gharamAM reDiye, sophAseTa, palaMga, pharnIcara gaThavIne suMdara sajAvaTa kare che. te mahelI eka paNa sAmagrI saMte pAse nathI. chatAM sAdhupurUSa saMsArI karatA anaMta gaNA sukhI che, tenuM kAraNa zuM? samajAya che. tyAga che mATe sukhI che. bhUru purohitanAM pu e AnaMdanI majhA mANavA taiyAra thayAM che. paNa emane e mArge jatA emanA pitA aTakAve che. putronI saMyama prati prayANanI vAta sAMbhaLI jenA hadayamAM paritApa thAya che tevA rAgane vaza thayelA pitA eka vAra nahi paNa "kADhaHILa vaduhA vadu rA" vAraMvAra rUdana kare che. baMdhuo! gaI kAle paNa meM kahyuM hatuM ke rAga eTaluM ja rUdana che. kaI paNa vastu ke vyakti pratye rAga na hoya te rUdana na thAya. rAga e mokSamArgamAM beDI samAna che. e ApaNe zatru che. jJAnIo AtyaMtara zatruonAM rAga-dveSa-meha ane krodhAdi cAra kaSAya evA cAra vibhAga pADIne tenA svarUpanI pichANa karAve che. cAra vibhAgamAM pahelo prakAra rAgane che. sadgatinA mArgamAM rAga e manuSya mATe leDhAnI sAMkaLa samAna che. koI mANasanA pagamAM beDI paherAvI devAmAM Ave che te AgaLa cAlI zakato nathI. tema rAga dazAvALA manuSya mokSamArgamAM kayAMthI jhaDapI vikAsa sAdhI zake? rAga e te moTAmAM moTuM baMdhana che. Aje tamArI rAga dazA evI che ke ekAda divasa mATe paNa ghara choDavuM paDe to bhAre paDI jAya che. parigraha, putra, parivAra AdinI rAgadazAne kAraNe dharmakriyAmAM mananI sthiratA rahetI nathI. ITa saMgomAM cha rAgane piSeto hoya che paNa e saMgane jyAM viga thAya che tyAM jIvane tIvra duHkha bhogavavuM paDe che. saMganuM sukha rAI tulya che ane viyAganuM duHkha merU tulya che. pagamAM kAMTe uparanA bhAgamAM vAgyuM hoya te kADhatAM bahu vedanA na thAya, paNa uDo vAgye hoya te kADhatAM rADa paDI jAya tevI vedanA thAya che. tema saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM jaLa-kamaLanI jema nilepa bhAve rahyAM che te saMsAramAM koI paNa jAtanA viyoga samaye tIvra duHkha na thAya. ane saMsAramAM gaLAbUDa kheMcIne rahyA haze te viyeganA prasaMge rADa nIkaLI javAnI che. mATe rAgadazAmAM bahu levA jevuM nathI. ekekane mArAM mAnIne besI gayA che paNa kharA prasaMge koNa tamArI paDakhe ubhA rahevAnA che ene vicAra karyo? A te paMkhIne meLe che. keNu kayA TAIme uDI jaze tenI kAMI ja khabara nathI. | mATe baMdhanamAM jakaDAvA jevuM nathI. virakta bhAve rahevA jevuM che. Asakta

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virakta ane vItarAga, A rIte jIvenA traNa vibhAga paDe che. A kALamAM ApaNAthI vItarAga banI zakAtuM nathI. paNa virakta te avazya banI zakAya tema che. brahadatta cakravati Asakta hatAM te narake gayA. meghakumAra-dhanA-zAlibhadra vigere virakta hatAM te teo devaloke gayAM. ane je vItarAga hatAM te mokSe gayAM. Asakta bahirAtmA che, virakta aMtarAtmA che ane vItarAga paramAtmA che. rAga Asakti rUpa che. dveSa aprIti rUpa che. ane meha ajJAnarUpa che. bAhyadaSTie cheSa bhayaMkara lAge che, paNa tattvadaSTie rAga bhayaMkara lAge che. dehanA regathI te amuka ja manuSya rIbAya che, paNa rAganA regathI te AkhuM jagata rIbAya che. carama zarIrI purUSane paNa rAtre haMphAvyA che. rAmacaMdrajI mokSagAmI AtmA hatAM chatAM lakSamaNajI taraphanA tIvra rAgane lIdhe lakSmaNajInA mRtakalevarane cha cha mahinA sudhI khabhA para uMcakIne pRthvI para bhamyA che. koI temane ema kahetuM ke tamArA bhAI mRtyu pAmyA che te tene rAma mAravA doDatAM hatAM. teo te ema samajatAM hatAM ke mAre bhAI mArAthI rIsAI gayuM che. huM tene game tema karIne manAvI laIza. chevaTe koI mitra deve temane samajAvyAM. ane lakSamaNajInA mRta zarIranI temaNe aMtima kriyA karI. baMdhuo! AvA mahAna purUSonAM jIvananAM daSTAMtathI paNa samajI zakAya che ke rAgadazA keTalI bhayaMkara che! AvA caramazarIrI purUSane haMphAvanAre rAga ajJAnI, jIne te kayAM kayAMya durgatinI uMDI khINamAM paTakAvI deze. lakSamaNajI vAsudeva hatAM. ane rAma baLadeva hatAM. vAsudeva ane baLadeva vacce e ja gADha sneha hoya che. aMte e ja prasaMga jJAna pAmela evA rAmacaMdrajI mATe vairAgyanuM kAraNa bane che. ane dIkSA laI vItarAga banI kevaLajJAna pAmIne mekSe gayAM che. AvA mahAnapurUSa to pitAnuM kArya sAdhI gayA. paNa ApaNe to e aMdaranA zatruothI khUba cetatA rahevAnuM che. AMtarazatruo te TAMpIne ja beThA hoya che. ene saheja moko maLe ke tarata ja te sIdhA ApaNI garadana upara caDhI bese che. rAga chatAya che eTale Sa te raheje jItAI jAya che. rAga e te eka prakAranI Aga che. rAgamAM ja zreSanI jaDa rahelI che. gItAmAM paNa kahyuM che ke "mAna zodho minA" eTale ke kAma rAgamAMthI krodha utpanna thAya che, krodha ane mAna e cheSanAM paryA che. jyAre mAyA ane lebha e rAganA paryAye che. athavA "ahaM" ane mama" e jIvane maTAmAM moTuM baMdhana che. "ahaM" ne samAveza TheSamAM thAya che. ane mama" meM samAveza rAgamAM thAya che. rAgInI akaLAmaNa rAgI ja jANI zake che. mananI AkuLatA jevuM bIjuM eka paNa duHkha nathI ane nirAkuLatA jevuM bIjuM eka paNa sukha nathI. vItarAgI hamezAM nirAkuLa hoya che. jyAre rAgI hamezAM AkuLavyAkuLa

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420 hAya che. cittanI svasthatA ane samAdhi vinA kayAMya sukha nathI. viraktane tevA sukhanA anubhava hAya che ane rAgIne tevA sukhano anubhava svapne paNa hAtA nathI. rAganI rikhAmaNamAM cittanI svasthatA ane samAdhi kayAMthI hoya ? jeTalA aMze khAdya padArthA taraphanA rAga ghaTe teTalA aMze cittanI svasthatA ane samAdhi vadhatI jAya che. A rAganI Agane jJAna ane vairAgya rUpI pANI vaDe khUjhavI zakAya che. ATalA mATe ja jJAnIe ApaNane vAraMvAra kahe che ke meAkSamAga mAM rAga e eDI samAna che. jyAre dveSa e dutinA mArgomAM pratinidhi rUpa che. rAga ane dveSa jItavA upara huM tamane rAjasthAnamAM banelI eka kahANI kahuM chuM. * rAjasthAnanA eka yuvAna peAtAnA karmedrayathI garIba banI gayA. eTaleA badhA garIba ke jene khAvAnA paNa sAMsA paDI gayA. nAkarI mATe AkhA gAmamAM rakhaDayA, dukAne dukAne karyo paNa ene keI nAkarI rAkhatu nathI. Aje tamArA vadhamI baMdhue kevI sthitimAM rahyAM che, paNa emanI khabara lenAra bahu thADA che. A garIba yuvAnane badhA jAkArA kare che. rakhaDI rakhaDIne thAkavAthI ghare AvyA tA patnI kahe che, jo kamAvAnI trevaDa naheAtI te paraNyA zA mATe ? A nAnA bALakane zuM khavaDAvuM ? je raLavuM na hoya te! mArA gharamAM nahi. tane gaLe phrAMsA khAtA AvaDe che ke nahi ? koI kUvA-havADA joyA che ke nahi ? Aja sudhI jenA pratye atyaMta rAga hatA. je svAmInAtha kahIne khelAvatI hatI, tevI patnInA A zabdo tene hADahADa lAgI AvyA, A yuvAna jaina hatA. eNe ghaNuM sahana karyuM. paNa A chellA zabdo enAthI sahana na thayAM. tyAre enA manamAM thayuM ke jo ahIM rahIza tA rAjanA A kaTuvacanA sAMbhaLIne mArA manamAM kaSAya AvI jaze. ane tethI kadAca kameAte marI jaIza. bhagavAne teA kahyuM che ke kAma maraNe maravAthI sa'sAra vadhe che. mATe mAre evA maraNe maravuM nathI. eTale kaMI paNa khelyA sivAya pelA yuvAna gharamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayA. eNe niya karyAM ke je dhana kamAuM te ja A gharamAM paga mUkuM. AkhI duniyA svAnI ja sagI che. enI pAse gADIbhADAnAM pazu paisA na hatAM eTale page cAlate jAya che. ghaNuM cAlyA pachI cheka rAjasthAnane cheDe eka zaheramAM pahoMcyA. ghaNuM mATu' zahera che. A yuvAne vicAra karyAM ke mAre koI ALakhItuM ke sagu MvahAlu. te che vruddhi. kAca hoya teA paNu AvI kaMgAla hAlatamAM kANu ubheA rAkhe? gharanI strIe na rAkhyA te bIju kANu rAkhe? sAcA sagAM mArAM saMtA che ane bIje dharma che. mATe gAmamAM jo dhama sthAna hAya tA tyAM jAuM. tyAM mane fAI kADhInahi mUke. e zaheramAM eka mADhu

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dharmasthAna che, tyAM pavitra saMte birAjamAna che. e upAzrayamAM AvyuM. ane eka khUNAmAM sAmAyika laIne besI gaye. sAMje pratikramaNa karyuM. Akho divasa dharmakaraNImAM vItA. bIjA divase vyAkhyAna beThuM. A garIba yuvAna paNa vyAkhyAnamAM beThe che. moTA moTA zrImaMte paNa vyAkhyAnamAM AvyA hatAM. A garIba yuvAnane joIne kahe che. are ! A bhikhArI ahIM kayAMthI ghUsI gayA che? nIkaLa ahIMthI. ene bahAra kADhavA mAMDe. tyAre mahArAja kahe che bhAI! e tamAruM zuM bagADe che? e kAlane AvyA che. sAmAyika pratikramaNa Adi dharmakaraNI kare che. ene zA mATe kADhI mUko cho? ahIM te sarvene samAna hakada che. badhA zeThIyAo cAlyA gayAM, paNa koIne ema na thayuM ke A zrAvaka che. enA karmodayathI bicAro garIba banI gayuM che. ajANe che te ene pUchIe te kharA ke e kayAMthI AvyA che? traNa divasa sudhI bhUkhe ne tarasya upAzrayamAM rahaye. paNa koI ene pUchatuM nathI. bhUkha ane tarasathI pIDAtA yuvAne upAzrayanA bAraNuM AgaLa sUte che. evAmAM sonAnA dAgInAthI jhaLakatI eka bena tyAM saMtanA darzana karavA Ave che. bAInuM nAma lakSmI bahena hatuM. jevuM nAma tevA tenAmAM guNo hatAM. mIThA zabdothI eNe pUchayuM- vIrA ! tuM koNa che? ahIM zA mATe sUte che? "vIrA" e prema bharyozabda sAMbhaLIne yuvAnane AnaMda thayo. aho ! AvI sthitimAM mane vIre kahenAra koNa che? A premabharyA zabdothI jANe enuM aDadhuM duHkha cAlyuM gayuM hoya teTale AnaMda thayo. enA manamAM jANe navacetanA jAgRta thaI. mIThIvANIne ke prabhAva che ! ' lakSmIbAI kahe che vIrA! huM aMdara gurUdevanA mukhathI mAMgalika sAMbhaLIne tarata ja AvuM chuM. tuM ja na rahIza. tane mAre ghera laI jaIza. enI sthiti joIne bAI samajI gaI hatI ke mAre svadhamI baMdhu duHkhano mAryo ahIM AvyA lAge che. bAI mAMgalika sAMbhaLe che. paNa enuM mana pelA yuvAnamAM che. mAMDasvadharma baMdhunI sevAne avasara maLyo che. e kayAMya cAlyo na jAya, mAMgalika sAMbhaLIne tarata ja pAchI pharI. te bahAra AvIne tarata ja yuvAnane kahe che vIrA ! cAle mAre ghera. yuvAne kahe che bahena! ahIM mAre kaI bahena ja nathI. huM tamAre ghera nahi AvuM. tamAre ghera AvyAM mane zarama Ave che. lalIbAI kahe che. tArA jevA svadhAmIbaMdhuo mArA bhAIo che. khUba Agraha karIne potAne ghera laI jAya che. ene sanAna karavA mATe garama pANI epyuM. ene paheravA mATe navA kapaDAM ApyA. tyAra pachI jema upavAsIne pAraNuM kare te badhuM jamADayuM. traNa traNa divasanA bhUkhyA mANasane ATalI samAvahatA Ape tenA kevA. AzISa maLe ? temAM paNa premapUrvaka hRdayanA umaLakAthI sevA karanArane te mahAna lAbha thAya che.

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badhuM patyA pachI lamIbAI pUche che bhAI! tame kayAMnA che? kyAM rahe che? ane A upAzrayamAM AvIne rahevAnuM kAraNa zuM? tyAre yuvAne lamIbAIne pitAnI bahena samajIne pitAnI badhI vItaka saMbhaLAvI. enI vAta sAMbhaLI lakSmIbAInI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM. ene khUba dayA AvI tethI eNe potAnI peDhI upara nekarI rakhAvyA. ene khUba sArI zikhAmaNa ApI ke je bhAI! karmanA udayathI tArI A dazA thaI che. paNa koI divasa koIne upakAra bhUla nahi ane koI divasa vizvAsaghAta kare nahi. vizvAsaghAta e moTAmAM moTuM pApa che. bahenanI zikhAmaNa hRdayamAM avadhArI. paNa sAthe e zarata karI ke bahena ! mAre ja sAmAyika, pratikramaNa ane cauvihAra karavAne niyama che, mATe zeThane kaheje. mane eTalo TAIma nekarImAMthI chUTa Ape. bahena kahe che bhAI! e to ghaNI AnaMdanI vAta che. tArAthI thAya teTalI badhI ja dharmakiyA karaje, * A yuvAna, zeThanI peDhI upara khUba pramANipaNe kAma kare che. jyArathI e zeThanI peDhI upara AvyuM tyArathI kudarate zeThane vepAra vadhe. zeDe khuza thaI pagAra sAre karI Ape. baMdhuo! A yuvAnane ATale lAbha thaye hoya te e dharma pratyenI zraddhAne pratApa che. game teTalA duHkhamAM paNa eNe dharma cheDe nathI. enA prabhAvathI ja lakSmIbAIne enA upara dayA AvI. dharma bhale pratyakSa na dekhAte hoya paNa parokSa rahIne sahAya kare che. jema vRkSanA mULiyAM bahAra dekhAtAM nathI paNa jamInamAM rahIne vRkSane sahAya kare che. vRkSanA upara phaLa-phUla ane patra AvatAM hoya, vRkSa suzobhita dekhAtuM hoya te te mULane AbhArI che. baMdhuo ! tame tamArI saMsAranI lIlI vADImAM mahAlatAM ho te e dharmane pratApa che. dharma pakSa rahIne tamane sahAya kare che. duHkhamAM e tamane bacAve che. mATe dharmane kayAre paNa bhUlazo nahi. * A yuvAna khUba pramANikapaNe kAma kare che. eka vakhata dukAnamAM koI meTe. gharAka Ave. rUpiyA pAMca hajArane mAla kharIdIne cAlyA gaye. paNa rUpiyA vIsa hajAranuM pAkITa bhUlI gaye. gharAkanA gayA pachI thoDIvAre eNe pAkITa joyuM. keIe A pAkITa joyuM nathI. gharAka AvyuM. mAla Ape. mAla laIne gaye. A samaye te ekale ja hato. chatAM eNe dAnata bagADI nahIM, ke kayAM mane keIe je che? lAvane laI lauM. e paNa vANiye hate. eNe e ja vicAra karyo ke mane te have ghaNuM maLe che. na hoya te paNa anItinAM nANuM te paramATI barAbara che. zeThanI pAse jaIne pAkITa batAvatAM kahyuM. bApujI! kalAka pahelAM phalANAbhAI ApaNI dukAnethI ATale mAla kharIdI gayAM che. emaNe mane paisA ApyA tyAre meM joyuM hatuM. AvuM ja pAkITa hatuM. eTale mane lAge che ke e bhUlI gayA hovA joIe. emanuM pAkITa pahoMcADI deze.

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A yuvAnanI pramANikatA joI zeTha khUba khuza thayA. pariNAme ene pitAne bhAgIdAra banAvyuM. ane e moTo vahepArI-zrImaMta banI gayo. juo, dhana ke prabhAva che. dharmanItie ene keTale meTo banA? dhana kamAyA pachI e yuvAna daza varSe pitAne ghera Ave che. patine sArAM vastro ane be-traNa mANasonI sAthe Avele jaI patnI samajI gaI. aho ! mAro pati kamAIne Abe lAge che. eTale sAmI jaIne kahe che padhAro svAmInAtha! tame mane mUkIne kyAM cAlyA gayA hatA? meM te Apane mATe ghInI, gaLapaNanI badhI bAdhA karI che. (hasAhasa). A yuvAnane patnInA zabdo sAMbhaLI kaMI ja Azcarya na thayuM. kAraNa ke e kamanI philaselphI barAbara samajato hate, ke je patnIe mane kUve paDIne marI javAnuM kahyuM hatuM te patnI atyAre mane keTaluM mAna Ape che! AmAM raMgAvA jevuM nathI A dRSTAMta dvArA ApaNe to e ja samajavAnuM che ke lakSamIbAI kevI pavitra hatI. dhanavAna pratye rAga nahi, garIba pratye dveSa nahi. yuvAna paNa karmanI phalephIne samajavAvALo hato, tethI eNe patnIne eka paNa zabda na kahyo. patnI tathA bALakone AjIvikAnuM sAdhana karI ApI saMsAra tyAgI sAdhu banI gayA. A che saMsAranuM nATaka. A be bALake AtmAnA sukhane AnaMda lUMTavA tyAgane mArge javA tatpara banyA che. paNa pitAne rAga raDAve che. putre sAcA vairAgI che. so TacanuM sonuM che. sAcA vairAgIo game tevI kasoTI Ave te paNa pitAnAM mArgathI cuta thatAM nathI. lIMbaDI saMpradAyanA pUjya gulAbacaMdrajI mahArAjane vairAgya AvyuM tyAre temanA mAtA pitAe emane dIkSA nahi levA mATe khUba samajAvyAM. pite potAno nirNaya na choDo tyAre emanI ghaNuM ja kasoTIo thaI hatI. tyAgIo ane vairAgIone kasoTIne prasaMga Ave tyAre khUba AnaMda Ave che. te rIte baMne bALako khuba ja makkama che. AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 57 bhAdaravA vada 1 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 15-9-70 anaMtajJAnI zramaNa bhagavaMta trilekInAthe jagatanA chanA kalyANane mATe tyAgane mahAna mArga batAvyuM che.

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ApaNe citta ane brahmadatanI vAta cAlatI hatI. cittamunine vicAra thayA ke mArA bhAI kayAM haze ? ene huM sAcA mAnI pichANa karAvuM. evI emanI bhAvanA che, paNa jyAre mane bhAIonu milana thayuM, tyAre brahmata kahe che huM AveA mATe / cakravatI ane mArA bhAI ghara gharamAM gaucarI jAya ? enA karatAM mArA bhAI mArI sAMgAthe saMsAramAM rahe te sAru. ema vicAra karI bhAI. pAse te peAtAnA vailavAnu traNa na kare che. ane tyAM pAMca prakAranAM mahela hatAM. khIjA mahela te ghaNAM hatAM. paNa e pAMca prakAranA mahelA uttama hatAM. enAM nAma paNa judAM judAM hatAM. Aje tame paNa sukara maMgalA adhAvA che. ane enA upara tamArA zrImatIjInuM nAma lakhAvA che. kAraNa ke tamane zrImatIjI pratye ati prema che. ane bIjI'-patnInA nAmanu` makAna hAya te Tekasa bharavA na paDe trIjuM -varSo sudhI nAma amara rahe. kema kharAbara che ne ? (hasAhasa). prahmadatta cakravatinA mahelA tamArA jevA kAMkarAnA na hatA. paNa uttama prakAranA : aMdara ratnA jaDelAM hatAM. e maheleAnAM nAma zuM hatAM ? ane e munine zu kahe che uccae sahu kakke baMbhe, paveiyA AyasahA ya rambhA / j rUma zinna citta dhaLa vamu, parlRi paMcAha guLoyaveca / u. a. 13-13 udaya, ucca, madhu, kaka ane brahma A vividha prakAranAM suze bhata mahela, maMdiza ane pa McAla dezanuM rAjya. A badhuM tamAruM ja che. he muni! tame gharagharamAM TukaDA mAMge che, tethI mane te zarama Ave che tamAro tyAga ane tapa cheDIne mArA AvA mahelamAM cAleA. tamane jeTalI sagavaDa joize te badhI huM pUrI pADIza, tamAre sAdhupaNuM pALIne pachI devasekamAM ja javuM che ne ? tA devaleAka jevAM ja sukhA mAre tyAM che. tene tame atyAre ja bheLavI le. bheAgI bheganuM AmaMtraNa Ape che. brahmadattanAM vacana sAMbhaLI cittamuni kahe che. huM brahmatta ! sAMbhaLa. mAre devaleAkamAM javAnI te IcchA ja nathI. deva sabaMdhI ane manuSya sAdhI bhegA te jIve ana tIvAra bhAgavyAM che. je sukha mATe tuM mane AmaMtraNa Ape che te sukhe mane kevA lAge che. te tuM sAMbhaLa. savvaM vilaviyaM gIyaM savvaM naTTaM viDambiyaM / satre gAmanA mArA, satve vhAmAM TuddAddA // u. a. 13-16 gIta vilApa viDaMbana nRtya che, viSama bhAra gaNuM bhUSaNeA badhAM, viSayabhega haLAhaLa jhera ae, kSaNika sauSya anaMta duHkha kara. cittamuni kahe che brahmadatta ! je gItAne tuM AnaMdadAyaka mAnI rahyo che te tArA maneAhura gItA mane vilApa jevAM lAge che. jema koI yuvAna strInA pati akasmAta

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gujarI gayA hoya, jenA upara kuTuMbanuM gujarAna nabhatuM hatuM, enA zabane anisaMskAra paNa haju karyo nathI te samaye priya patinA viyeganA duHkhathI duHkhI thayelI sI kevI karUNa svare vilApa kare che! e vakhate tene keI madhura gIta saMbhaLAve te tene AnaMda Ave kharo? tema he brahmadara! je saMgItanA sura sAMbhaLatAM tane AnaMda Ave che, te mane te taratanI ja vidhavA thayelI strInAM vilApa jevA lAge che. vaLyuM che iiaaN ane A tArAM nATaka mane te viDaMbanA rUpa ja lAge che. jema koI manuSya dArUnA nazAmAM pAgala banIne kuceSTAo kare che tevI ja rIte A sarva nATakanI ceSTAo che. ane have nAmanA mArA A tArA AbhUSaNe nirarthaka bhArarUpa lAge che. teNe mA sujaE" ane je kAmamAM tame sukha mAnI rahyAM che te chevaTe dukhadAyaka che. ane te sarvethI ati bhayaMkara che. AvA kAma te jIve anaMtIvAra bhegavyA che. A saMsAranA sukhe kAdava ane kacaruM jevAM che. jene eka mANasa cheDe che tene bIjo bhegavavA taiyAra thaI jAya che. mATe he rAjana! A sarve vaibhavika sukho eka divasa tamAre paNa avazya choDavAnA che. kALA divase divase najIka Avato jAya che. mRtyulokamAM janma pAmIne janma, jarA ane maraNanA pherA TALI devAnI jarUra che. mRtyune dhanavAna, garIba ke sarjananI zarama paDatI nathI. mRtyunI gADI te aviratapaNe cAlyAM ja kare che. mATe brahAdata ! mahela minArA ne moTaragADI, kAkA kuTuMba kabIlA ne lADI aMta samaye tArI sAthe nahiM Ave, bALI mUke tArI kAya re lAkha lAkha rUpiyAnI, kothaLIo manavA Ave nahi tArI sAthe re. tArI A senAnI lagaDIo, hIrA-motInA hAra, ane A suMdara mahele tArI sAthe nahi Ave. e tArI saMpatti eka sekanDa paNa mRtyune aTakAvI zake tema nathI. tAro AtmA gayA pachI tArA suMdara zarIrane te badhA bhegA thaIne jalAvI deze. parigraha tane dUrgatimAM laI jaze. mATe bhAI ! tuM samajI jA. chatAM paNuM brahmadatta na samajya. 700 varSanuM AyuSya bhogavatAM je cakravatinA sukho bhegavyAM tene pariNAme te narake gaye. bAra cakravatimAM brahmadatta ane subhama be cakravatie bhegane na choDavAthI narake gayAM che. brahmadatta 700 varSanA sukhanI pAchaLa sAtamI narake tetrIsa sAgaropamanAM duHkha bhogave che. kayAM sAtaso varSa ane kayAM tetrIsa sAgarepama !! uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM bhRgu purohitanA be bAluDA saMsAranA duHkhadAyaka bhAga cheDavA taiyAra thayAM che. pitAne putra pratye atyaMta rAga che eTale te khuba raDe che. haju AgaLa teo zuM kahe che?

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/ purohiyaM taM kamaso'NuNanta, nimatayanta ca sue dhaNeNa / TH #AmALa jeva, 3mArA te misA vaka u.a 14-11 'te pitAnA putronI pAse anukrame dhana ane kAmaganAM pralebhane ApyA kare che, paNuM sAthe vairAgI emAM pIgaLate nathI, jema jema mATInA geLAne agnimAM tapAvavAmAM Ave tema tema te majabUta thAya che tema sAcA vairAgInI jema jema kaTI thAya tema tema te majabUta bane che ane udAsInabhAve rahe che. baMdhuo ! saMsAramAM vame rahyAM che, paNa jyAM sudhI choDI na zake tyAM sudhI tame paNa udAsInabhAvathI rahe. eka nagaramAM eka rAjA hatA. te rAjAne subuddhi nAmane pradhAna hatuM. pradhAnanuM nAma subuddhi hatuM, tevA ja tenAmAM guNe hatAM. A pradhAna dharmamAM sanmukha ane karma pariNAmane samajavAvALe hate. jyAre rAjA dharmathI vimukha hato. karmanI thIyerIne samajAtuM na hatuM; khAI pIne sukha bhegavavAmAM ja AnaMda mAnanAre hate. pradhAnane zajAnA kalyANa mATe khUba ciMtA thatI hatI. ene dayA AvatI hatI ke sattAnA zikhara caDhelA A mahArAjAnI palakamAM zI dazA thaze? tamane tamArA putra mATe AvI ciMtA thAya che? tamane evI ciMtA thatI haze ke mArA beThA mAre putra kamAte thaI jAya te sAruM. paNa enA paralekane mATe ciMtA nahi thatI hoya. pradhAnanA manamAM thayuM ke huM rAjAne dharma pamADuM te ja huM nimakahalAla chuM. nahitara nimakaharAma chuM. pradhAnanI rAjA mATe kevI suMdara bhAvanA hatI. pradhAna samayanI rAha joI rahyo hate. eka vakhata rAjAe moTo bhajana-samAraMbha goThavyo che. temAM nagaranA moTA moTA AgevAnone paNa AmaMtraNa ApyuM che. pradhAnane paNa AmaMtraNa ApyuM che. bhejanamAM aneka prakAranI mIThAIo banAvI hatI. samaya thaye badhA jamavA mATe AvI gayAM. badhAne bhejana pIrasavAmAM AvyuM. jamI rahayAM pachI badhAe rasoInAM khUba vakhANa karyA. ghaNuM te belavA lAgyA ke AvuM svAdiSTa bhajana ame amArI jiMdagImAM pahelI ja vAra jamyAM. jema badhA vakhANa karatAM tema tema rAjAne khUba harSa thato. badhAe to khUba vakhANa karyA, paNa pradhAna kaMI ja bolato nathI. rAjA pUche che pradhAnajI ! A badhA te ATalAM vakhANa kare che ane tame kema kaMI ja bolatA nathI ! zuM tamane bhojanamAM majhA na A rI? pradhAna tatva dRSTivALAM hatAM. vastunA guNa ane paryAyanuM ene yathArthajJAna hatuM. eTale pradhAnajI kahe che sAheba! mane bhejanamAM koI jAtanI pratikULatA lAgI na hatI. paNa enI prazaMsA to huM nahi karI zakuM. kAraNa ke bhojana banAvatAM keTale AraMbha samAraMbha thAya che! "thAya chakAyane kuTo tyAre baMne eka reTo" ApaNe te udarapUrti mATe ja bhejana karavAnuM che. vaLI he rAjana! varatu mAtra pariNamanazIla che. bhajana bhANumAM pIrasAyeluM hoya tyAre keTaluM suMdara lAge che. ane meMmAM nAMkhIe tyArathI ja enuM pariNamana thaI jAya che. ane bIje divase savAramAM te e badhuM vicitratAmAM pariNAma pAme che.

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jisakI saMgatise ati suMdara, miSTa sugaMdhita bhajana bhI, ati dugadhita kRmise parita, hetA kSaNameM hAya sabhI. A zarIrano saMga thatAM ati sugaMdhita bhojana paNa ati durgadhanA rUpamAM pariName che, mATe emAM prazaMsA karavA jevuM zuM che? pradhAnanI vAta sAMbhaLI rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ? aho ! A pradhAna te vediyA je che. enI sAthe lAMbI carcA karavA jevI nathI. juo, vivekahIna manuSya sAcA mANasone vediyA jevA mAne che. pharI eka vakhata rAjA ghaNuM mitro sAthe gAma bahAra pharavA mATe jAya che. tyAM rastAmAM eka khAI Ave che. e khAIne pANImAMthI durgaMdha Ave che. eTale rAjA sahita badhA mANasoe nAka ADA DUcA dIdhA. phakta pradhAne ja nAka ADe DU dIdhuM na hatuM. rAjA pUche che aha pradhAnajI ! tamane durgadha nathI AvatI? tyAre samatA rasane svAda lenAro pradhAna kahe che sAheba ! A durgadhInuM pariNamana paNa durgadhamAM ja thAya che. emAM zuM Azcarya che? tyAre rAjA vicAre che ke A pradhAna che ke lAge che ? ene sArAM khoTAnI pArakha ja nathI. badhA nagaramAM pAchA phare che. tyAra bAda pradhAna pitAnA nekara pAse e gaMdhAtI khAImAMthI eka ghaDo pANI maMgAve che. ane te pANImAM katakacUrNa vigere nAMkhIne zuddha banAve che. pachI temAM bIjA sugaMdhI padArtho nAMkhIne sumadhura ane zItaLa pANI banAve che. pachI pradhAna pitAne tyAM rAjAne jamavA belAve che. rAjA jamavA beThe che te samaye pradhAna peluM pANI senAnA kaLazamAM bharIne rAjAne pIvA mATe Ape che. AthI rAjA pUche che, AvuM zItaLa ane sumadhura jaLa Apa kayAMthI lAve che? mane kema pIvA mATe mokalatAM nathI ? pradhAna kahe che sAheba ! Apa mane abhayavacana Ape pachI kahyuM. rAjA kahe che. AmAM ATale badhe Dara zA mATe? tame kaye aparAdha karyo che ? Aja tame mane amRta samAna jaLapAna karAvyuM che tene khulAso karavAne che. tamane mArA taraphathI abhayavacana che. tyAre pradhAna kahe che rAjan ! A te pelI gaMdhAtI khAInuM pANI che. A vAta sAMbhaLI rAjA Azcarya pAmI gayA. paNa kahe che pradhAna ! AvuM kharAba pANI ATaluM nirmaLa kema bane? mane A vAta gaLe utaratI nathI. . pradhAna kahe che sAheba! prayogathI badhuM banI zake che. rAjA kahe che-tame mArI samakSa praga karI batAve, to ja huM sAcuM mAnuM. pradhAna pharIthI pANI maMgAvIne rAjAnI samakSa prayoga karI batAve che. A joI rAjAne pradhAna tarapha sadubhAva jANe che. ane pUche che AvuM kema banyuM tyAre pradhAna kahe che-dravya mAtra pariNamana svabhAvI che.

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428 mATe Avu' bane che. rAjA pUche che tame AvuM jJAna kayAMthI meLavyuM ? pradhAna kahe che mArA dharmagurU pAsethI me... Avu jJAna meLavyuM che. A rAjAne paNa jaina munionA samAgama karavAnuM mana thAya che. pariNAme mithyAdaSTi rAjA samyagdaSTi banI jAya che. devAnupriye ! jo tamane AvuM jJAna hoya te IMTa-aniSTanAM saoNMcAga-viyegamAM rAga-dveSanI pariNati thAya ja nahi. khALanuM pANI je rAjAne aniSTa lAgatuM hatuM te ja iSTa banyuM. AthI rAjAne dhama para zraddhA thai. bhRgu purAtinA putro samatA rasanu pAna kare che. have tee ze! javAkha Apaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna......na, 58 bhAdaravA vada 2 ne budhavAra tA. 16-9-70 anaMta karUNAnidhi, trileAkInAtha, vizvavatsala, bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA mukhathI arelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. je vIraprabhunI vANInA vacanAmRtAnuM ApaNe pAna karIe chIe te bhagavAna maMgala svarUpa che. ApaNe vyAkhyAnanI zarUAtamAM sauthI prathama ja elIe chIe. " maMja.... maLavAna vIro, maMja. gautama muH / maMgala sthUlabhadrA dyAM jaina dharmo'stu maMgalam // bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI maMgalakArI che. gautama gaNadhara mahAmaMgalakArI che. sphulibhadra Adi munivare maMgalakArI che. ane jaina dharma paNa maMgalakArI che. je AvA mahAna maMgalakArI AtmAo che temanu' ja sauthI prathama smaraNa karavAmAM Ave che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI maMgalakArI zAthI kahevAya ? dhana--vaibhava-sattA ane rAjakumArapaNAthI nahi. mukayA mahela ane riddhi siddhi, kSamA-saMyama ne jJAna vRddhi, vasyA vIra jaMgala, kI' Atma magala....prabhu mArA, gAuM nitya huM guNu 2 tamAza. jeNe mamatA mArI, vaLI samatA dhArI....prabhu mArA, gAuM nitya huM guNu 2 tamArA. jemaNe sa`sAranA samagra sukheAnA tyAga karIne tapa-saMyamamAM ajabapurUSAtha phAravIne pahelAM peAtAnA AtmAnu maMgala karI lIdhu. je pahelAM peAtAnuM maMgala kare che te ja AkhA jagatanu' maMgala karI zake che. gautama svAmIne paNu maMgala svarUpa

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'' 49 mAnavAmAM AvyA che. tenu kAraNa gautama svAmImAM aneka guNeAnA khajAnA bharelA hatA. temanA jIvanamAM vinaya guNunI pradhAnatA hatI. vinayaguNathI ja khIjA guNNA AtmAmAM pragaTe che. evA pavitra purUSa gautama svAmI, bhagavAnanAM gaNadhara hatAM. te maMgala svarUpa che. gautama svAmI mahA labdhivAna hatAM. ApaNe mAMgalikamAM dararAja elIe chIe ke H-- 6 'zuThe amRta vase, labdhi taNAM bhaMDAra, gurU gautamane samarIe, manavAMchita phaladAtAra." AvA pavitra purUSanu' nAma smaraNa karavAthI paNa ApaNA zAka saMtApa TaLI jAya che. teA emanI hRdayapUrvaka upAsanA karavAthI tA keTaleA lAbha thAya? bhagavAna mahAvIra ane gautama svAmI te magalakArI hatAM, paNa hI tA sthalibhadrajInuM nAma paNa lIdhuM che. mahAna munie te ghaNAM thaI gayAM che, chatAM ahIM sphulibhadrajInuM nAma lakhavAnuM kAraNa zuM? 21 sthUlibhadranA jIvanamAM brahmacaryanA mahAna guNu hatA. emanuM maneAkhaLa khUba majabUta hatuM. jenA zarIramAM khUkha tAkAta hAya tene baLavAna na kahevAya. raNakSetramAM ekalA handarA sainikAne jIte tene jJAnIe khaLavAna nathI kahyo. raNakSetramAM te zatruone sau jIte paNa zatrunA gharamAM dAkhala thaIne zatrune jItI lenArA tA koIka vIralA ja hAya che. tema jagaleAmAM jaI, guDhDhAmAM rahI ane dharmasthAnakamAM rahIne sau brahmacarya nuM pAlana karI zake che. paNa jyAM ekAMta meAhanuM ja vAtAvaraNa che tevA mAhanA gharamAM rahIne mAhune jItanAra tA vIralA ja hoya che. sphulibhadrajIe kaiAzAne tyAM cAra cAra mahinA sudhI ra'ga-rAganA vAtAvaraNamAM rahIne zuddha brahmacaryanuM pAlana karyu che. sthUlibhadranA gurU saMbhrutivijaya nAme mahAmuni hatA. eka vakhata cAturmAsa javAnA prasaMga AvyA, tyAre sthUlibhadra Adi cAra ziSyeA judA judA sthAnamAM cAturmAsa rahevAnI AjJA mAMge che. temAMthI eka muni siMhanI guDhDhA pAse cAturmAsa rahevAnI AjJA mAMge che. khIjA muni sanA rAphaDA pAse cAturmAsa javAnI AjJA mAMge che. trIjA muni kUvAnA madhyabhAgamAM rahelA lAkaDA upara cAturmAsa rahevAnI AjJA mAMge che. ane sthalibhadrajI kAzAne tyAM cAturmAsa rahevAnI AjJA mAMge che. cAreya ziSyAnI ceAgyatA joine gurU mahArAja icchita sthAnAmAM cAturmAsa karavAnI temane AjJA Ape che. gurU AvA bhayaMkara sthAnAmAM javAnI AjJA kayAre Ape? pAtAnA ziSyAmAM eTalI ceAgyatA hAya tA ja ApI zake. gurUdevanI AjJA zirAmAnya karIne cAre ya saMtA nirNita karelAM sthAne cAturmAsa karavA mATe pahoMcI jAya che. temAM phyulisadra

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430 muni, kozA vezyAne tyAM jAya che. sthalibhadrane kozAnI sAthe bAra bAra varSanA pUrvanA saMbadha che, eTale pUnA snehathI peAtAne tyAM sphulibhadrane AvatAM joI te ha ghelI banI jAya che. ahA! je khAra bAra varSe mArI sAthe rahyA hatA, mane cheDIne gayAM hatAM te Aje hAlI cAlIne mAre ghera AvyA ! enA Ana Mdane pAra na rahayA. muni paNa kozAnI AjJA laI tenA makAnamAM utare che. kozAe peAtAnI suMdara citrazALAmAM utAro ApyA. baMdhue ! je citrazALAmAM kozAe myulibhadrane utArI ApyA te citrazALA tA jANe arisAbhuvana joI le. e citrazALAmAM bhalabhalA mANasanuM mana calAyamAna thaI jAya evAM te mehaka citro hatAM. ane kaiAzAnuM rUpa-sau. teA adbhUta hatuM. paNa eka vAra tA citrazALAne joine ja bhalabhalA manuSya sthaMbhI jAya tevuM citrazALAnuM vAtAvaraNa atimeAhaka hatuM. sphulibhadra mahA muni AvA sthAnamAM rahIne paNa tapa ane sayamanI sAdhanAmAM lIna khanI gayAM. svabhAvamAM ramaNatA karI rahyAM hatAM. e kAIthI Dage tema na hatA. A tarapha kezA pUrvanI prIta sa MbhALIne mahAmunine DagAvavA mATe aneka prayAseA kare che. gaucarImAM dararoja navA navA pakavAnA ane jAta- jAtanA zAka khUba aMtaranA umaLakAthI vaheArAve che, paNa muninA aMtaramAM viSaya vAsanAnA chAMTA paNa pedA thatA nathI. vAta mAhanA sthAnakamAM rahIne siMha-kesariyA lADu pacAvavA e kaMi sAmAnya nathI. e tA jeNe pAMce indriyA ane chaThThA mana upara vijaya meLavyeA hoya tevA mahAna purUSA ja pacAvI zake che. bIjA teA eka rAtri paNa tyAM na rahI zake. jue, je muni siMhanI guphA pAse, sapanA dara pAse, ane kuvAnA aMtarALamAM rahelA pATIyA upara cAturmAsa rahyAM che temane gaucarI maLavAnI nathI, si'ha ke sapa` kaI gaucarI vaheArAvavAnA nathI. ahI* te| muninI sevAmAM keAzA hAjara ja rahetI. paNa sAthe kaseATI hatI. kazAnI jotAM nathI. vAta viSaya vAsanAne peASavA mATenI hatI, paNa muni enA sAmuM paNu tyAre kAzA sALa zaNagAra sajI aneka prakAranAM enI sAme nATaka kare che. kozA nRtya kaLAmAM, saMgIta kaLAmAM tA pravINa hatI. eNe sarasavanA DhagalA upara seAya rAkhI ane enA upara puSpa gAThavI te puSpa upara nRtya karyuM. ApaNe sarasavanA dANA upara cAlavA jaIe teA lapasI jaI e. enA badale enA upara nRtya karyuM. vividha prakAranuM nATaka karyuM, chatAM muni peAtAnA dhyAnathI lezamAtra calita thayA nahi rUparUpanA aMbAra samI, vIjaLInA camakArA jevI jenI kAyA che evI kaiAzAnI sAme muni AMkha paNa 'cI karatA nathI. pUrva jenI sAthe aneka prakAranAM sukhA bhAgavelAM che, jenI sAthe khAra khAra varSo sudhI viSayarasa pAyelA che, e ja viSayarasamAM joDAvA mATe kaiAzA vividha prakAranAM prayatno karI rahI che, paNa sthUlibhadrajI e kozAnI sAme najara sarakhI paNa karatAM

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bhathI. kevI ajaba saMyamanI dhArA che!! AnuM nAma ja khAMDAnI dhAra che, Aje zulibhadra suni khAMDAnI dhAra para cAlI rahyAM che. kezAe vAta viSayanI vakhANI, sthUlibhadde hadaye nava ANI,. . - huM te para saMyama pazaNI resthalika muni ghera Ave. : - jenuM mana viSayathI virakta banI gayuM che tene pitAnA tarapha AkarSavA kezA game teTalA prayatna kare paNa muni Dage kharA? jene amRtarasanI pichANa thaI te jherane grahaNa kare kharA? zulibhadrane viSaya sukho jhera jevA lAgyA che. kezAne viSayanI dhUna lAgI che. jyAre munine saMyamanI raDha lAgI che. emaNe kezAne spaSTa zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM ke he kezA! huM te saMyamarUpI paTarANIne varI cUkyo chuM. jenA gharamAM paTarANI 'heya tenuM mana metarANamAM jAya kharuM? have tuM mArI pAsethI tArA sukhanI AzA choDI de. have mArI draSTimAM te bhega bhayaMkara roga jevAM lAge che. ane yoga e amRta jevA lAge che. kezA viSayamAM rakta che. muni viSayathI atyaMta virakta che. * ! ' jema bhaktAmara stotramAM mAnatuMgAcArya bhagavAna rASabhadevanI stuti karatAM belyA che ke he prabhu citraM kimatra yadi te tridazAGanAbhi, nIta manAgapi mano na vikAramArgam / kalpAnta kAla marutA calitAcalena, kiM mandarAdizikharaM calitaM kadAcit // .... bhaktAmara stotra. gAthA. 15. !! | - - he prabhu! devAMganAo tamArA cittamAM jarA paNa vikAra utpanna karI zakatI nathI temAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM zuM che? kAraNa ke moTA moTA pahADone kaMpAvatA pralayakALanA pavanathI merU parvata te nahi paNa enuM zikhara kadI paNa DolyuM che? " " jema pralayakALane pracaMDa pavana vAvA chatAM paNa merU parvatanuM eka zikhara paNa calAyamAna thatuM nathI tema ahIM mohane pracaMDa vAyaro vAvA chatAM muninA manamAM paNa vikAra na jAge. ke daDha vairAgya ! eka vakhatanA kazAnI pAchaLa pAgala banelA sthalibhadranuM daDha manobaLa joI kezA paNa Azcarya pAmI gaI. ene garva utarI gaye. ahA ! A munine huM ke mAdaka AhAra vahevarAvuM chuM ! A citrazALAnuM vAtAvaraNa paNa keTaluM mehaka che ! chatAM paNa lezamAtra DagatA nathI. enI AgaLa Aje huM dAsa banI gaI. enI dRSTimAM A mArA zaNagAra to bhaMgAra jevAM che. chele paNa e munine potAnAmAM anurakta banavA mATe khUba samajAve che. tyAre muni kahe che ke kozA! A saMsAramAM badhA pagalika sukhe kSaNa pUratI

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ja che. ene , pAchaLa anaMta kALanAM sukhe ubhelAM che. paNa jyAM gayA pachI pharIne janma-maraNa karavA paDatAM nathI evA mekSamAM ja sAcuM sukha che. mATe huM e sukho meLavavA prayatna karI rahe che. AvA viSayajanya sukha te A jIve manuSya lekamAM ane devakamAM anaMtIvAra bhegavyAM che, chatAM tRpti thaI nathI ane thavAnI paNa nathI. he keza! te atyAra sudhI tArI kAyAne pApakarmothI abhaDAvI che. tAre paNa AtmAnA zAzvata sukha meLavavA mATe prayatna karavAne che. mATe tuM paNa samajIne mAnavajanmane sakSaLa karI che. muninA vairAgya bhaya vacanathI kezAnA jIvananuM parivartana thayuM. munie tene samyakatva pamADIne bAra vratadhArI zrAvikA banAvI dIdhI. - sthalibhadra muni kAjaLanI koTaDImAM rahayA chatAM kAjaLathI lepAyA nahi. cAra cAra mahinA viSaya utpanna kare tevA vAtAvaraNamAM muni rahayA chatAM merUnI jema aDela rahI cAturmAsa pUrNa karI gurU pAse AvyAM. bIjA traNa munio je jude jude sthaLe gayA hatAM teo sthalibhadranI sAthe AvI pahoMce che. traNa munio jyAre gurUne vaMdanA kare che tyAre gurU kahe che "dukara". ane thulibhadra vaMdana karyuM tyAre " dukakara, dukkara, dukara" ema traNa vakhata gurU belyAM. eTale bIjA munione manamAM thayuM ke joyuM? badheya pakSapAta. ApaNe cAra cAra mahinA vagaDAmAM rahIne kevAM kaSTo sahayAM, kevA ugra tapa karyA chatAM gurUe kaMI kadara karI? ane jeNe vezyAnI suMdara citrazALAmAM cAra cAra mahinA sudhI ekalA mAla pANI uDAvyAM che, ene traNa vAra duSkara- dukakaradukakara kahIne ApaNuM karatAM paNa keTaluM badhuM mAna ApyuM ? je sapanA rAphaDA pAse ane kuvAnA pATIyA upara cAturmAsa karI AvyA te be munine manamAM lAgyuM, paNa temaNe IrSyA na rAkhI. paNa siMhanI guphAmAM cAturmAsa gayelA muni mahAna samartha ane jJAnI hatAM chatAM sthalibhadranuM gurUe bahumAna karyuM te emanAthI sahana na thayuM. te IrSAnI AgathI jalI uThayA. bIjI sAlanuM cAturmAsa kozAne tyAM gALavAnI teo AjJA mAMge che. gurU kahe che bhAI! AmAM tAruM kAma nathI. sAdhupaNAmAM pratikULa pariSaha jItavA sahelAM che, paNa anukULa pariSaha jItavA kaThIna che. gurUe khUba samajAvyA paNa mAnyA naha. ane kozAne tyAM jAya che. kozA paNa khUba catura hatI. e samajatI hatI ke vezyAne tyAM kaMI saMtanA cAturmAsa heya nahi. syuli madra te mane sAco mArga batAvavA AvyA hatAM, paNa A te sthUlibhadrajInI hariphAImAM AvyA lAge che, mane sthalibhadra munie te sAcA mArge caDhAvI che, te paNa huM ane te barAbara batAvI dauM, ema vicAra karI munine citrazALAmAM utAryA. citrazALAnuM mehaka vAtAvaraNa ane kezA seLa zaNagAra sajI muni pAse AvIne ubhI rahe che, ene nRtya ane hAvabhAva joI muninuM mana kSaNavAramAM calita thaI gayuM. cAra cAra mahinA siMhanI guphA pAse nigrapaNe rahenArAM muni, kezAne tyAM eka rAtri paNa nirvikAraNe pasAra na karI * .

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saMkacara potAnA tapanA prabhAvathI siMha jevA krUra prANIne sthaMbhAvI denArA munine kAmadeve kSaNavAramAM sthaMbhAvI dIdhA. A mATe je jJAnIoe kAmavAsanA upara vijaya meLavavAnuM kAma duSkara kahyuM che. - jenA manamAM vikAra jAge che evA muni, kezAnI AgaLa viSayabhoganI yAcanA kare che. tyAre kezA kahe che: mahArAja! jenI pAse dhana hoya tenuM ahIM kAma che. dhana vinA ahIM keInuM sanmAna thatuM nathI. muni kozAnA zabdo sAMbhaLI vicAramAM paDI gayA. chevaTe temane yAda AvyuM ke nepAla-dezane rAjA enA rAjyamAM je sAdhu pahelA vahelA jAya che tene ratnakaMbaLa vaherAve che. e lAvIne kezAnA caraNe dharI dauM to mAruM kAma saphaLa thaze. juo ! viSayavAsanA kevI bhayAnaka che! muni bhAna bhUlyA ane upaDayA nepALa dezamAM. e munine khabara na hatI ke A kezA syulibhadrathI bodha pAmelI che. mahAmuzIbate ugra vihAra karIne nepALa dezamAM pahoMcyA. rAjAnI pAse ratnakAMbaLInI yAcanA karI eTale rAjAe munine mahAkiMmatI ratnakAMbaLI vaherAvI. te laIne muni pAchA phare che. rastAmAM cerie te kAMbaLI lUMTI lIdhI. tyAre muni pharIne rAjA pAse gayAM. rAjAe pharIne ratnakaMbala vaherAvI. te laIne khUba kaSTo veThatAM ugra vihAra karIne potAne sthAne pahoMcI gayA. ane kozAnA caraNamAM ratnakaMbala arpaNa karI. bhoganA sukhanI khAtara munie keTalAM kaSTo veThayAM ? ATaluM kaSTa karmonI nirjarA karavA mATe veThe to karmanA bhukkA uDI jAya. ratnakAMbaLI jevI kozAne ApI tevI ja munine dekhatAM hAthamAM laIne paga luchIne teNe khALamAM pheMkI dIdhI. tyAre muni kahe che ke zA ! tane kaMI bhAna che? mUkhI ja lAge che. A ratnakaMbala lAvatAM keTalI mahenata paDI che? ene tuM page lUchIne khALamAM phagAvI de che ? tyAre kozA kahe che muni! huM te mUkhI chuM paNa tame te mUrkhanA saradAra che. meM te ratnakaMbala khALamAM nAkhI paNa tame te ratnatraya rUpI bhAva-ratnakaMbalane viSaya vAsanAnI gaTaramAM phagAvI rahayAM cho ! have mUrkha koNa ne DAhyuM kaNa? tene nirNaya tamArI jAte karI leje. - jema rAjematIe rahanemIne ThekANe lAvavA mATe kaThora zabda kahayAM hatAM tema kozAe A munine kaThera vacane kahI dIdhA. ane kahyuM ke huM syulibhadrathI baMdha pAmelI chuM. tame emanI sAme hariphAImAM utaryA che paNa vicAra kare. enI barAbarI karI zake te bIje kaI purUSa nathI. cAra mahinAne badale tame te eka rAtri paNa nirvikA paNe rahI zakyAM nathI. dhikkAra che tamArI mane vRttine ! ema aneka kaThaNa zabdo kahayAM. - kezAnA vacana sAMbhaLI muninI sAna ThekANe AvI jAya che. muni zAnA caraNamAM zA. 55

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42 paDIne kahe che / bhavasAgaramAM DUbatA mArA AtmAne tAravA mATe te' mane hita-zikSArUpe je vacano kahyAM che tenI lAkha sonAmaheArA karatAM paNa anaMtagaNI kiMmata che. A muni tyAMthI cAturmAsa pUrNa' karIne gurUnI pAMse Ave che. prathama gurUne vana nahi karatAM skulibhadranAM caraNamAM paDI gadUga6 kaMThe kSamA mAMge che. mahA munirAja ! mApa tA mahAna kAmavijetA che. mArA jevAnuM kAma nahi. je parAkramI hoya te ja sihaNunA AMcaLamAM hAtha nAkhIne dUdha kADhI zake che. tevI ja rIte kaiAzAnA samIpamAM rahIne Apa jevA ja kAma upara vijaya meLatrI zako. khAkI mArA jevA tA kayAMnA kAMca pheMkAI jAya. pachI gurUdevanI pAse AvIne kahe che, gurUdeva ! kharekhara ! siMhanI guDhDhA pAse rahevu' hela paNa kAzAnA saMsargamAM rahIne kAma upara vijaya meLavavA muzkela che. Ape sthUlibhadra munine je traNa vAra duSkara-duSkara-duSkara kahyuM che. te ceAgya che. me khUba IrSyA karI, ApanI AjJAnI avajJA karI te aDhala vAravAra kSamA mAMgu chuM. have mArA bhrama bhAMgI gayA. mane mArI bhUla samajAI gaI. tyAM A muni peAtAnI bhUlanuM prAya. zrita karI peAtAnu kAma kADhI gayA. je mANasa bhUla karIne paNa peAtAnI bhUlane bhUla tarIke kabUla kare che te mahAna che. ahIMyA bhRgu purohitanA e mALA paNa tyAgane paMthe prayANa karavA utsuka banyAM che. temane temanA pitA khUba samajAve che. bhAge bhAgavavAnu AmaMtraNa Ape che ane kahe che ke he putra! AvA suMdara kAmabhogA maLyAM che tene zA mATe javA de che ? saMsAranA sukhAnA anubhava karIne pachI tamAre dIkSA levI hAya tA lejo. jenI dRSTi khUlI gaI che, hIrA ane kAca pArakhavAnI jenAmAM tAkAta che. tevA putrA emanA pitA sAme petAnA vicArone raju kare che. yA ahayA na bhavanti tANaM, bhuttA diyA ninti tamaM tameNaM / nAyA ca putto na ti tALAM, jo gAma te anumanteGga caM / u. a. 14-12 A putrA paDakAra karIne enA pitAne kahe che he pitAjI ! veTTa bhaNavAthI krutimAM javAnA karmo aTakI jatAM nathI, veda bhaNavAthI te adhama ne aTakAve, mithyA jJAna TALe ane pachI samajaNapUrNAMkanI kriyA kare te AtmakalyANa thAya. paNa veda bhaNI javA mAtrathI AtmA kabaMdhanathI mukta thaI zakatA nathI. vaLI Apa kahe che ke brAhmaNeAne bhejana karAvavu e paNa ApaneA bhrama che. kAraNa ke je brAhmaNA kumAge caDhelAM che, je yajJa karIne pazuvadha karavAnuM samarthana kare che tevA ajJAnI mIjAne kevI rIte tArI zakaze ? evA brAhmaNeAne karAyelu' bheAjana kevI rIte puNyanuM kAraNu khanI zake ? ajJAnI mANasA brAhmaNAne bheAjana pharAvavAmAM puNya mAne che, vaiSNava leAkeAmAM

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kapa evI mAnyatA che. eka vakhata eka bAIne pati gujarI gayA che. mAtA kahe che beTA! tAro bApujInI pAchaLa ApaNe brAhmaNone jamADavAnuM che. zayyA bharavAnI che. A kare eka jaina mitranA sahavAsathI jaina dharmanI zraddhAvALuM hatuM. tethI ene A badhuM pasaMda na hatuM. eTale kahe che bA, ApaNe brAhmaNane badhuM ApIe temAM mArA bApujIne kaMI thoDuM maLavAnuM che? tyAre mAtA kahe che, e brAhmaNone jamADayA vinA tArA bApujIne sadgati na maLe. mAtAne khuza rAkhavA putre e badhuM ja karyuM. bApa paherata hato tevA vastro-vIMTI-baTana-vAsaNa-palaMga-gAdaluM-ozIkuM vigere badhuM ja lAvyA. brAhmaNone jamADavA mATe cokhkhA ghInA lADavA banAvyA. bApanA bAramAne divase brAhmaNane bolAvyAM. brAhmaNe jamavA beThA tyAre chokare kahe che-mArA bApujIne jamatA pahelAM aphINa khAvAnI Adata hatI, eTale meM A aphINa ghoLIne taiyAra karyuM che. mATe tame badhA thoDuM thoDuM pI jAva. kAraNa ke aphINa pIve pachI ja mArA bApujInA pagamAM jera AvatuM hatuM. te tame aphINa pIve te ja mArA bApujIne svarga maLe ne? mATe aphINa pIvo, tyAra pachI ja lADavA khavAze. brAhmaNe te hAtha dhoIne ubhA thaI gayA. chokaro kahe che huM tamane jamavAnuM nA kaheto ja nathI. tyAre brAhmaNe kahe che bhAI ! ame aphINa pIe temAM tArA bApane kaMI maLavAnuM nathI. te tame zA mATe Ama karavAnuM kahe che? tyAre kahe ke A te amAruM peTa bharavA mATe ja ame ubhuM kareluM che. - A putro kahe che bApujI! e brAhmaNone jamADavAthI sagati maLI jatI nathI. temaja putra paNa ApaNane svarganI sIDI batAvavAnA nathI. mATe tamArI A mAnyatA bhUlabharelI che tene koNa svIkAra kare? eka ja vakhatanA saMtadarzanamAM A be bAluDAnI mithyAdaSTi TaLI gaI. satya daSTi khulI gaI. paNa haju samAjamAMthI mithyA mAnyatAo gaI nathI. zrAvakane ghera kaMdamULa vaparAya? ahIM kaMIka ghera kaMdamULa jovA maLe che. A badhuM zANA zrAvake tajavuM joIe. vyAkhyAna naM. 59 bhAdaravA vada 3 ne gurUvAra tA. 17-9-70 zAstrakAra bhagavaMte uttarAdhyayana sUtranA dazamA adhyayanamAM pharamAvyuM che ke "samaya joyama mA pamAyAhe gautama! samaya mAtrane paNuM pramAda na kare.

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436 bhAratanA mahA mAnava parama manISI tIrthaMkara bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe kahyuM che ke je AtmA samayanA mahatvane jANI zakatA nathI te mahattvapUrNa kAryo saMpAdita karI zakatA nathI. samaya e vastu che. jeNe mAnava jIvanane garIkhamAMthI dhanavAna, pApImAMthI puNyAtmA, rAjAmAMthI 2'ka, ALasumAMthI udyamI banAvyA che. jeNe samayanA khelane eLakhyA nathI tenI jiMdagI mRtavat thaI gaI. jo mAnavIe dhana kamAvavuM hoya te puNyathI ane udyogathI te meLavI zake che. bhUlAI gayeluM jJAna abhyAsathI tAjI karI zakAya che. paraMtu gumAvela samaya pharI prApta karI zakAtA nathI. eka zAyare kahyuM che ke : " sadA Dhaura dauza rahatA nahI, gayA vakta phira hAtha AtA nahIM " samaya eka vAra ApaNA hAthamAMthI chaTakI gayA te pachI pharIthI meLavI zakAtA nathI. eka kavie kalpanA karI ke eka mAnavI keAI eka su Mdara citrazALAmAM dAkhala thayA. tyAM tene ghaNAM citro batAvavAmAM AvyA. eka citramAM eNe joyuM teA eka manuSyane caherA kALA vALAthI DhaMkAyelA che ane tenA pagamAM pAMkhA mUkelI che. jonAra mAnavI A joIne Azcaya pAmyA ane teNe AzcaryathI pUchyu... :- A konuM citra che ? tyAre citrakAre kahyuM-amUlya kSaNanuM citra che. "C te mAnavIe citrakArane pharIthI prazna karyAM tenuM meAM kema saMtADelu che ? " tyAre citrakAre kahyu. jyAre te mAnavIonI pAse Ave che tyAre mAnavIe tene oLakhI zakatA nathI. pharIne te mAnave bIjo prazna karyAM : tenA pagamAM pAMkhA kema mUkelI che? tyAre citrakAre hasatAM hasatAM kahyu.." e te khUbI che. samaya te jaldI cAlyA jAya che. ane eka vAra te pAMkhAthI uDI gayA ke pharI tene koI pakaDI zakatuM nathI. samayanA A citramAMthI badhAne preraNA maLe che. tethI ja hAthamAM AvelA amUlya samaya cAlyA na jAya enI kALajI rAkhavA mATe mahApurUSAe khU" bhAra mUkayA che. eka aMgreja vicArake kahyuM che. " time is money samaya e dhana che. dhana jo niraka veDaphAi jAya tA tame keTaleA aksesa karo che? eTale aphsAsa samaya vyatha veDaphAya che te mATe tamane thAya che kharA ? je manuSyo samaya rUpI dhanano sadupayoga kare che te eka divasa jagatanA pUjanika mAnava banI jAya che. ane ucca pada para pratiSThita thAya che. yurApamAM kharITa nAmanA eka mANasa luhAranA dhaMdho karatA hatA. peAtAnAM dhaMdhAmAM "

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tene je kurasadane TAIma maLo tene upayoga te vividha bhASA zIkhavAmAM karate hate. A rIte teNe samayane sadupayoga karIne lagabhaga aDhAra bhASAo zIkhI. te kaheto hato ke huM je kaMI zIkhe chuM te buddhibaLathI nahi paNa samayane sadupayega karone. pipa eTriyama cho bahu garIba hate. ghaNI mahenatathI te pitAnuM gujarAna calAvate hate. Ama chatAM paNa te pitAnI eka paLa paNa nakAmI javA deto na hate. phurasadanA samaye te rAtre myunisipAliTInI battIe pustaka vAMcate ane thoDA ja samayamAM te duniyAne advitIya vidvAna banI gaye. Aje jagatamAM vaijJAnike e eka ekathI caDhIyAtI je Azcaryajanaka zodho karI che, te samayanA sadupaganuM ja phaLa che. moTA moTA dArzanike, vidrAne ane saMtaziromaNIo samayano sadupayogathI ja unnati pade pahoMcyA che. samayane sadupayoga mAnavane mahAmAnava banAvI zake che. ane bhagavAnanI kakSA sudhI pahoMcADI zake che. je samaya cUkI jAya che. tane pAchaLathI pastAvAnuM ja rahe che. nepoliyananA vijayanuM mULa kAraNa vicArIe te samaya hato. pAMca minITanA samayanI kiMmata nahIM samajanAra osTriyA nivAsIo nepaliyana benApArTa sAme hArI gayA. veTaranA yuddhamAM nepoliyananI hAranuM mukhya kAraNa tenA sAthIdAra "purI" e AvavAmAM pAMca miniTane vilaMba karyo eTalA mATe neliyanane baMdI banavuM paDayuM. mATe samayane khUba sAvadhAnIthI vitAvavo joIe. samayanI dareka paLa senAnA kaNanI jema kiMmatI hoya che. samartha rAmadAse paNa samayanuM mahatva batAvatAM kahyuM che ke eka kSaNa paNa nakAmI na javA devI ane tene sadupayoga kare e sadbhAgyanI nizAnI che. rASTrapati ziMgTana paNa samayanI bAbatamAM khUba ja cokakasa hate. ekavAra temanA eka sekreTarIe pite moDA AvyA te badala kSamA mAgI ane kahyuM sAheba! mArI ghaDiyALa jarA leITa hatI eTale AvavAmAM moDo paDe. siMgane tarata ja kahI dIdhuM janAba ! kAM te tame tamArI ghaDiyALa badalI kADhe, nahitara pachI mAre mAre sekreTarI badalI kADha paDaze. temanA jIvanane bIje paNa eka prasaMga che. rASTrapati ziMgTana dararoja cAra vAge bhojana karatA hatA. eka vakhata temaNe amerikana keMgresanA keTalAka sabhyone pitAne tyAM jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. paraMtu te sabhya nakkI karelA samayathI moDA pahoMcyA tyAre temaNe te samaye rASTrapatine jamatAM dIThAM tethI temanA manamAM jarA kheda thaye. samayanuM pAlana karanAra ziMgTane kahyuM mAre rAIo mane ema kayAre paNa pUchato nathI ke mahemAna AvyA ke nahi? te te phakta eTaluM ja kahe che ke jamavAne TAIma thaye che mATe Apa jamavA beso.

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43} ApaNA bhAratanA lAke aMgrejonA sahavAsathI ghaNA guNAvaguNu zIkhyA, para paraMtu * samayanI niyamitatA' ghaNI ochI zIkhyA. bhAratIya leAkajIvanamAM samayasara na AvavuM e sauthI moTI nima`LatA che. sabhA-samAraMbheAmAM paNa bhAratIya mATe bhAge vakhatasara jaI zakatA nathI. vyAkhyAnAmAM paNa thADA ghaNA meADA paDe che. kayAM tA amuka mANasAnA samuha ekaThA thAya pachI Ave che. jANe samayanu pAlana karavuM e tA peAtAnuM kartavya samajatAM na hAya ! seTa nihAlasi'hu nAmanA eka bhAratIya sajana perisanI sahelagAhe gayA hatA. tyAM rastA sApha karatAM eka hirajananA phATA levAnu' temane mana thayuM. hirajane pAtAnI ghaDiyALa joI ne kahyuM, sAheba, mArI DayUTI pUrI thavAmAM pAMca miniTa khAkI che. e pachI tamArI IcchA hAya tA mArA phoTA laI zake che. A vAtanI seMTa sAheba para uMDI asara thaI. temane thayu. perisanA hirajanA paNa samayanA eTalA niyamita che ke pramANikatAthI peAtAnI DayUTI khajAve che ane peAtAnA dareka kAryo TAImasara kare che. A lAko kayAM ane samayane Ama tema gappAmAM veDaphanArA ApaNA bhAratIya leAko kayAM ! tethI jaina siddhAMta paNa ApaNane pAkArI peAkArIne kahe che " jADhe dAruM samAyare '' dareka kArya agara dareka sAdhanA tenA samaye ja karo. samaya para ja e kArya karavAmAM skRti ane AnaMda Ave che. samaya tA baraphanI chAMTa samAna che. enA para cAlavAmAM jarA jeTalI asAvadhAnI haze teA lapasI paDatAM vAra nahi lAge. mATe ja jJAnI purUSAe kahyu` che ke samayanI sAcI eLakhANu tA manuSyabhavamAM thaI zake che. mAnavInA bhava durlabha che ane A bhavamAMthI ja meAkSa meLavI zakAya che. jIvanI cAra gati che. deva, naraka, manuSya ane tiya ca. jIva devamAM jAya tyAre tyAM te bhautika sukhA meLave che paNa tyAMthI pAchu manuSya dehamAM Avavu paDe che. narakamAM daza prakAranA anaMtA duHkhA bhAgavavA paDe che. ane tyAMthI paNa Atma klyANa mATe teA tene manuSya-bhavamAM AvavuM paDe che. tiya`camAM temaja pazuyeAnimAM buddhi nahI' hAvAthI tene jJAna maLatu' nathI. ane AtmajJAna vinA meAkSa nathI. mATe badhA dharmoMmAM kahevu che ke manuSyanA bhatra te ja muktinA mAga che. madhue ! ghaNAM puNyanA caiAgathI manuSyabhava maLyA, chatAM paNa jo peAtAnA AtmAne eLakhaze nahi teA karIne bhavasAgaranA cakkaramAM rakhaDavuM paDaze. mATe atyAre je manuSya bhava maLyA che tene sAka karI levA joie. tItha kara gAtra mAMdhyA pachI paNa pArzvanAtha, mahAvIra svAmI vigere badhA tIrthaMkarAne mAtAne peTe janma levA paDayA hatA. uttama purUSA zrI rAma, kRSNa vigerene paNa mAtAnI kukhe janma levA paDayA. ane tyAra pachI teo bhagavAna thayA ane thaze. mATe A manuSya jIvanamAM peAtAnA

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AbhAne oLakhIne bhagavAna sAthe eka thaI javAnuM che. te ja manuSyabhava maLe kAmane che. jyAre tIrthakara prabhu dezanA Ape tyAre devatA, devIo, tiya ane hajAro zrAvaka zrAvikAo Ave che. ane badhA para eka sarakhI jJAnagaMgA vahAve che, paNa je adhikArI hoya te ja temAMthI tene sAra meLavI zake che. ane manuSya janma saphaLa karI zake che. mATe atyAre je samaya maLe che tene Atma sAdhanA karavAmAM vItA. zubhAzubha karmothI je sAruM thAya che tene harSa nahi ane kharAba thAya te tene zoka nahi. tema nileSapaNe je rahetAM zIkhe te navAM karma baMdhAya nahi ane pUrve karelAM karmone bALI zako. ane je karmo udayamAM AvyA hoya tene bhogavIne nirjarA karI. zakAya. A rIte mAnava jIvananI saphaLatA meLavI zakAya che. . . atyAre pAMcamo Are cAle che tene kaLa yuga kahe che. AgaLanA cothA ArAne satayuga kahetAM hatAM. te samayamAM eTale ke cothA ArAmAM ghaNo ja tapa kare tyAre mokSa maLase hato. jyAre A paMcama ArAmAM bhagavAne "kuMDAmAM ratna" kahyuM che. - jainadharmanI mAnyatA che ke eka navakAra maMtranA zuddha jApathI kamanI najara thaI zake che. ane hindu dharmanI mAnyatA che ke rAmanAmanA jApathI paNa AtmA izvaranI sAthe eka thaI jAya che. badhA dharmonuM dhyeya te Atma kalyANa karavAnuM che. paraMtu jena dharme muktino mArga bahu uMDA jaIne batAvyuM che ane samajAvyuM che. je manuSya zubha bhAva kare to pahelA bAMdhelAM karmonI nirjarA thAya che. ane azubha bhAva kare te navAM karmo baMdhAya che. badhe AdhAra bhAvanA upara che. jyAre A deha ane AtmA baMne bhinna dravyo che ema samajAze tyAre jaDa caitanyanI ghaNAM samayathI baMdhAyelI gAMTha chUTI jaze ane pachI zarIra uparano mamatvabhAva ocho thavA lAgaze. ane mananI bhAvanA AtmAnA zuddha svarUpa-svabhAva tarapha vaLavA mAMDaze. tethI dhIme dhIme saMsAra asAra che te tamane khyAla Avato jaze. ane tethI kudaratI rIte ja tyAga-ane vairAgyanI bhAvanA thaze. tevI bhAvanA thatAM tamArAmAM kaI cIjanI vAsanA raheze nahi. ane navA karma baMdhAze nahi. tethI cAritra te sahaja rIte tamArAmAM AvI jaze. ane pachI jJAnI purUnA kahevA pramANe samyadarzana, samyakajJAna ane samyapha cAritra thatAM mokSane mArga khulle thaze. ane pachI tamArA janma-jarA ane maraNanA pherA baMdha thaI jaze. mATe prathama jaDa-caitanyanA bhedajJAna meLavavAnI jarUra che. A bhedajJAna thayA pachI navA karmanI Avaka baMdha thaI jaze. ane pahelAM je karma bAMdhyA che tenI nirjarA thaze. mATe baMdhuo! A je manuSya bhavane amUlya samaya maLyo che tene veDaphI na nAMkhatA AtmasAdhanA karavAmAM tene sadupayoga kare.

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ahIMyA bhuga purehitanA be bAluDAne samayanI kiMmata samajAI gaI che. tethI teo Atma sAdhanA karavA tatpara banyA che. A be putra enA pitAne kahe che ke pitAjI! Apa kahe che ke tame veda bhaNe, paNa ada, yajurveda, sAmaveda ane atharva veda e cAra vede bhaNavA mAtrathI kaMI mekSa maLatuM nathI. paNa "jJAna kriyAkyAM che?" prathama jJAna ane e jJAna pramANe cAritra (AcaraNa) karavAthI mokSa maLe che. vaLI Apa kahe che ke brAhmaNane bhojana karAve te pitAjI! brAhmaNa kene kahevAya? samAta samaLo hora, vamaLa maLo " - samatAthI sAdhu thavAya che. ane brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare che te brAhmaNa kahevAya che. kharekhara sAce brAhmaNa te e che ke, je saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM alipta bhAve rahe che, je kadI asatya bolate nathI, je brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare che te ja sAce brAhmaNa che, paNa atyAranA brAhmaNe te kevA che te Apa jANe che. kahyuM che ke - mAn trALanI ca" brAhmaNane lADavA bahu ja priya hoya che. ane dharmane bahAne hiMsA karanArA hoya che. mATe brAhmaNane jamADavAthI kaMI puNyanuM kAraNa banatuM nathI. A rIte A baMne page sAcA brAhmaNa to tapa-tyAga ne cAritramAM rakata hoya tene ja kahevAya tema pitAne samajAvI rahyAM che. kAraNa ke te baMnenA dilamAM sAcI zraddhAne dipaka pragaTI game che. tethI ja enA pitAne paNa jaDabAtoDa javAba ApI de che. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna...naM. 60 bhAdaravA vada 4 ne zukravAra tA. 18-9-70 A traNe kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA chatrIsa adhyayanamAM caudamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. vItarAga prabhunI vANI mahAmaMgalakArI, vina haranArI, zAMti karanArI, ApadAne bhedanArI, bhAvaratna ciMtAmaNI samAna Icchita sukhane ApanArI che. AvI apUrva vANI sAMbhaLatAM keTalAya samaya vahI gaye, chatAM jIvane temAM rasa pedA thatuM nathI. bhRgu purohitanAM kumaLA phUla jevA khAtAM sUve ane khAtAM uThe evA be bAluDAM

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devabhadra ane jazebhadrane sata svarUpanI pIchANa thaI che. emane jAti smaraNa jJAna utpanna thayuM che. pUrvanA bhavamAM jemaNe vairAgyanA rasane, saMyamanA sukhane svAda cAkhe che ane devanA bhavamAM aviratapaNe rahyA hatA te badhuM pratyakSa joI rahyAM che. emane have mAtA-pitA game tevA saMsAranA sukhanA prabhane Ape to paNa teo emAM have lebhAtA nathI. manuSya dhAre te karI zake che. manuSya dhAre to mekSamAM javAnI sAdhanA karI zake che. ane dhAre te narakanI khAImAM paNa dhakelAI jAya che. sarvaviratI paNa manuSya banI zake che. kAraNa ke tiya"co bahu bahu te dezaviratI banI zake che. nArakI ane devatA-thuM guNasthAna-aviratI samyakdaSTi banI zake che, paNa manuSya cI guNasthAna spazI zake che. sarvArthasiddha vimAnanA deve te siddhanA pADozI kahevAya. chatAM tyAMthI sIdhA mokSamAM jaI zakatA nathI. A manuSya jIvananI mahattA tamane samajAya che? manuSya jIvana maLyA pachI paNa saMyamI jIvana e te sonerI jIvana che. tamane rUMvADe rUMvADe AtmasAdhanA karavAne talasATa jAga joIe. A bALakone rUMvADe rUMvADe talavAha jAge che. jema raNasaMgrAmamAM laDatA sinike sAmethI AvatA zatruonA bANathI pitAnuM rakSaNa karavA mATe bakhtara pahere che. jethI bANa chAtImAM kheMcI jAya nahi. tema karma, rUpI bANathI bacavA mATe vrata-pratyAkhyAna rUpI bakhtaranI jarUra che. bakhtara pahele ddho raNamedAnamAM nirbhaya rahe che. ghAyala thato nathI. tema je pratyAkhyAna rUpI. bakhtara paheryuM haze te karma medAnamAM ghAyala nahi thAya. manuSya jIvananA alpa AyuSyamAM e vIllAsa jagADe ke kevaLajJAna thaI jAya. bIjA koI paNa bhavamAM Ave vilAsa pragaTe tema nathI. baMdhuo ! karma khapAvavAnA samaye tame kema asAvadhAna rahe che ? jarA sAvadhAna bane. bhagavAnane ekeka zrAvaka vairAgyavaMta hoya, ucca koTinI ArAdhanA karavAvALe hoya, svasaMvedana, jJAna ane jinAjJApUrvaka AtmadazAmAM ramaNatA karanAre heya, parama svarUpane parama AnaMda mANanAra hoya. bhagavAna te kahe che ke he sAdhaka ! tuM eka upavAsa karI jeTalAM karmo khapAve che teTalAM karmo khapAvatAM naranAM ne eka hajAra varSo lAge che. AvA tapanI amala auSadhi paNa mAnavanI pAme che. tapa e karmone bALanAra che ane AtmAne dedipyamAna banAvanAra che. eka vakhata sudharmAsvAmIne emanA pyArA ziSya jaMbusvAmI pUche che ke bhagavaMta!. sarvajJa ane sarvadazI bhagavAna mahAvIre narakanA bhayAnaka dunuM svarUpa varNavyuM che. te kizo. 56

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ra he prabhu ! jIve kevAM karyAM karyAM hAya tyAre te jIvA narakamAM utpanna thAya? tyAre sudharmA svAmI jajIsvAmIne kahe che huM ja chu! deva marIne narakagatimAM na jAya. nArakI marIne narakamAM na jAya paNa jIgalIyA manuSya paNa marIne narakamAM na jAya. paNu para kamabhUminAM manuSya, sa'nI tiyaca ane asa'nI tiyaMca narakamAM jAya che. asa'nI pahelI naraka sudhI ja jAya. narakamAM utpanna thavAnAM cAra kAraNeA batAvyA che. temAM paNa mA Ara MbhiyAe, mahApagihiyAe A be narakamAM javAnAM prathama kAraNeA che. Aje kApaDanI mIle| navI zarU thatI hAya, jIna, phekaTarI Adi thatAM hoya tyAM mahAna Arabha thAya che. zastro anAvavAnuM kArakhAnuM khanatu hAya emAM je tame meTA vyAjanI lAlace paisA dhIratA hA tA paNa tame e pApakArI sAdhano banAvatAM je pApa lAge che, temAM tame bhAgIdAra che. jyAM sudhI e zasro dvArA hiMsA thaze tyAM sudhI tamane pApa kanI kriyA Avaze, sAre jyAM AvA mahAAra'bha ane mahA parigrahanAM sAdhanA ekaThAM thatAM hoya tyAM sAcA zrAvakanI anumAinA paNa na heAvI joIe. mahApariyaDa bhegeA karavA mATe mahAAraMbha thAya che. Aje kApaDanI mIlemAM keTalI carakhI vaparAya che? dhagadhagatI keAlasAnI bhaThThI mujhavavA mATe kAcA pANI nAMkhavAmAM Ave che. temAM teukAya ane apakAyanA asabhya jIvonI hiMsA thaI jAya che. AvI mIkenu khAtamuhUtta thatuM hoya tyAM zrAvakathI jAya nahi. enA udghATana samAraMbhamAM jaIne abhinaMdana paNa apAya nahi. devAnupriyA ! zrAvakathI paMdara karmAdAnamAM eka paNa karmAdAnaneA vahepAra karAya nahi. tame karmAdAnanA vepAra karI game teTalI sattA ane zrImaMtAi meLavaze te paNa madhu ja ahIM mUkIne javAnuM che. sattA ane zrImaMtAI kAI tamArI sAthe AvanAra nathI. mATe samajIne jIvana jIveA. have khIjI vAta e che ke eka jIva lAMbu AyuSya bheAgavatAM hase che. jIvananA aMta sudhI AnaMdamAM rahe che ene kha'mA khamA thAya che. jyAre bIjo AtmA rAIrAine lAMbu AyuSya pUrNa kare che. ane bhagavAnane prAnA kare che he bhagavAna ! have mArA AyuSyanI derI kheMcI le. Anu kAraNa zuM ? eNe pUrvabhavamAM satAnI sevA karI, supAtre dAna dIdhuM paNa AdhAkamI AhAra pANI vaheArAvyAM che. huM teA tamane kahuM chuM ke,tamAre ghera sata padhAre tyAre tame sUjhane AhAra bhale lUkhA-sUke rATalA hAya pazu e nirdoSa vaherAveA. paNa AdhAkamI mevA mIThAI na vaheArAvA. kAraNa ke AdhAkamI AhAra tamAru' ane saMtanuM ba Mnenu bagADaze. evA dAnathI dhana tathA lAMbu AyuSya maLaze. paNa raDI raDIne bhAgavavAnA vakhata Avaze pachI AvI lAMkhI jiMdagInI zu kiMmata ? jIe, gajasukumAranu` TUMkuM AyuSya, paNa emAM AchI sAdhanAmAM ajaba samatA

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443 rAkhIne kAma kADhI gayAM. siddhAMtamAM suvarNAkSare temanuM nAma lakhAI gayuM. Aje evA lenAra ane denAra durlabha che. sUtramAM kahyuM che ke ____ dullahA u muhAdAi muhAjIvi vi dullahA / / muThThA vAr mudda jIvi ro vi chatti sujArUM || daza. a. pa-100 lenAra paNa supAtra hoya, denAra paNa supAtra hoya ane dAna paNa nirdoSa hoya te senAmAM sugaMdha bhaLe. jema dUdha pote svabhAvathI ja mIThuM che, te paNa temAM sAkara bhaLe te mIThAza ora vadhe. ane temAM paNa kezara, badAma, IlAyacI, pIstA ane cAreLI nAMkhavAmAM Ave te keTalI madhuratA Ave ! tema dAtA ane lenAra baMne supAtra hoya te baMne sugatimAM jAya che. mukhya vAta e hatI ke jIva mahA AraMbhI ane mahAparigrahI banavAthI narakamAM jAya che. paMdara karmAdAna eTale ekAMta karmabaMdhanane ja vepAra mATe je tame bhagavAnanA sAcA zrAvaka he te paisA kamAvAnA lebhe pApanA vepAra karazo nahiM. bhale koI chAnA pApa kare paNa e pApa phUTI nIkaLaze. je kamane kartA che te ja bhokatA che. e siddhAMta tamArA haiyAmAM lakhI mUkaje. nItinAM nivedokaDA sArAM che paNa anItinA lAkhe rUpiyA kheTAM che, ema samajIne sAcA rAha para AvI jaje. bhUgu purehitanAM be putra sAcA rAha para AvyAM che. enA pitAne kahe che bApujI! ajJAnapaNe bhaNAyelA vedanuM jJAna narakagatimAM jatAM aTakAvaze nahi. temaja je brAhmaNe yajJamAM pazunI Ahuti ApavI, Adi pApa-janaka kAryonuM pratipAdana karanAra che emane jamADavAthI sadagati thavAnI nathI. temaja jAyA ya puttA na havanti tANa, ko nAma te aNumannejjaeya / putre paNa paralokamAM trANa-zaraNa thanAra nathI. pitAjI, tamArI AvI vAtane mAnavA keNa taiyAra thAya? A bALakenI bhASAmAM paNa keTale viveka che! emanA ekeka vacanamAM keTale viveka bharyo che ! bhUgu purehitane atyAre enA putro pratye meha che eTale A badhuM kahe che. paNa aMte te putronI vAta enA hRdayamAM utaraze. pAMca samiti ane traNa gupti-e ATha pravacana mAtA che, temAM bhASA samitine naMbara paNa che. badhAe bhASAne khUba upayogathI vAparavAnI che. tame jANe che ne ke sArI ane kiMmatI vastu upara cekI pahere hoya tema bhASA paNa kiMmatI che eTale enA upara batrIsa dAMta rUpI batrIsa tenA cokIyAta che. ane be hoTha rUpI jenI AsapAsa majabUta keTa che. evI jIbhamAM bhASA che.

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444 kAMTA, vIMchI ke sa` je nukazAna na karI zake te bhASA karI zake che. sattu jhera utArI zakAya che. paNa jIbhanA DaMkhatuM kAtila jhera tA utaratu' nathI, e tA bhavAbhava sudhI mAre che. eTalA mATe ja mahAna purUSA kahe che ke tamArI vANInA upayega parIpakAra mATe karajo. eka vakhata eka hAMziyAra elacIne iMglenDathI hiMdustAnamAM mekalavAmAM AvyA hatA. ahIM AvIne tene eka ja kAma karavAnu` hatu` ke hiMdustAnanA rAjAe kevA che ? emanI rAjanIti kevI che? emanAmAM samajazakti keTalI che? A badhuM jANIne tyAM jaine enA badhA hevAla raju karavAnA hatA. hiMdustAnamAM AvIne te sIdheA lakhanaunA darabAramAM gayA. enI aMgrejI bhASA lakhanaunA rAjA jANatA na hatA. ane rAjAnI bhASA aMgreja samajatA na hatA. eTale baMnenI vacamAM aMgrejI ane urdU bhASA jANanAro eka trIjo mANasa rAkhavAmAM AvyeA. eTale te aMgrejInuM kare ane urdU'nu' 'grejI karI khanene samajAve. e jamAnAnAM navAkhA nRtya ane mahilAmAM masta hatAM. emane peAtAnA rAjyanI ke prajAnI paDI na hatI. emanuM badhuMya kAmakAja rAjyanA maMtrIe calAvI letA hatAM. A navAbe paNa elacIne prazna karyAM ke tamArA rAjAne begame keTalI che? vacalA mANusa rAjanItimAM nipuN hatA. teNe vicAra karyAM ke jo huM aMgrejane AvA prazna pUchIza tA e samajaze ke A navAma te ekalI bhAganI ja vAta kare che. eTale teNe vAtane pheravIne pUchyuM` ke ApanI kekhineTamAM keTalA sabhyA bese che? elacIe javAba ApyA ke 212. dubhASiyAe navAbane kahyuM 212 egame che. ? phIne navAe pUchyuM ke enA zAhajAdA keTalA che? tyAre dubhASiyAe enu bhASAMtara karIne pUchyuM ke tamArI kebineTanA membAne keTaluM' bhaththu maLe che ? tame cUMTaNI kevI rIte karA che? A rIte navAbe elacIne vAteAmAM maMgalA keTalA ? kUtarA keTalA ? ane mahephila karavAnAM sthAna keTalAM? AvI ja vArtA pUchI, kAraNa ke emanA jIvanamAM bhArAbhAra vikAra ane vilAsa bharelAM hatA. rAjanItijJa dubhASiyA hAMziyAra hatA. eTale teNe navAkhanA praznonA anuvAda karI e ja pUchyu ke tame keTaleA kara leA che ? tamArA rAjyanu vyavasthAtaMtra kevuM che vigere pheravIne pUchyuM. A vArtAlApathI elacIne thayuM ke hiM...dustAnanA rAjanItimAM ApaNAthI utare tevA nathI. AvA dubhASiyAnI viziSTa vANInA pratApe ja. tame ghI kharAkhara vAparo tArasAI sArI ane, paNa e ja ghIne 108 vAra rAjAe bhale kaMI na jANe paNu prabhAva aMgreja upara paDaye te

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pANIthI dhoI nAMkho te jhera banI jAya. tevI rIte je vANImAM kaTutA hoya, kaTAkSa heya ane bIjAne utArI pADavAnI bhAvanA hoya te e vANuM jhera rUpa ja nivaDe ne? bhale ochuM bolAya paNa madhura bolavuM. ApaNuM vacanathI keIne duHkha na thavuM joIe. mANasa ahaMkArathI zobhatuM nathI paNa alaMkArathI zobhe che. mAnavanA alaMkAra eTale paropakArI vacane, mATe dareka manuSyane mAna ApatAM zIkhe. kAraNa ke Aje nIce beThele AtmA kAle ucca gatie janAre hoya che. mRgAvatI ziSyA hovA chatAM caMdanabALA karatAM pahelAM kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. ahIM paNa bhUgu purohitanA putro pahelAM jAgyA che. emanI vANanI madhuratAthI, mIThA zabdo vaDe pitAne kevI rIte samajAvaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. Aje boTAda saMpradAyanA bA.bra. IndIrAbAI mahAsatIjIne mA khamaNanuM pAraNuM che. haju bhAgyavAna rAjagRhI nagarImAM vidabhAIne tapazcaryA cAlu che. Aje emane 1 upavAsa che. vIra prabhunA zAsanane ke ajaba prabhAva che ! Aje satIjInI tapazcaryAnA bahumAna nimite sau sArA sArA pratyAkhyAna ka. samaya thaI gayuM che, eTale ATaluM kahIne viramuM chuM. vyAkhyAna naM...........61 bhAdaravA vada 5 ne zanivAra tA. 19-9-70 anaMta karUNAnIdhi zAstrakAra bhagavate bhavyajInA Atma uddhArane mATe AgamarUpa vANanI prarUpaNuM karI. cAra mULa sUtramAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 14mA adhyayanamAM cha jIne adhikAra cAle che. temAM be AtmAone saMsAra dAvAnaLa jevo lAge che. sva-parane viveka jAgatAM AtmA e vicAre che ke anAdikALathI jIva paramAM ja paDayo che. ane paranI gulAmI karI rahyo che. para vastumAMthI sukhanI AzA rAkhI rahyo che. bhautika sukha mATe aDhAra prakAranA pApanuM AcaraNa karI rahyo che. A ja jIvanI ajJAna dazA che. devabhadra ne jazobhadra A baMne bAluDAne AtmAnI sAcI oLakhANa thaI gaI che. tethI teo vicAre che ke A AtmA dehathI bhinna caitanya tatva che. te pite AnaMda

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. . - - - - svarUpa che. paraMtu pitAnA svarUpane bhUlIne bahAramAM sukha mAnI rahyo che. tethI potAnAM AnaMdane anubhava tene thato nathI. jema pANIno mULa ravabhAva ThaDe che. agninA saMyoge te unuM thAya chatAM tene ThaMDe svabhAva nAza pAmI gaye nathI eTale unuM pANI ThaMDu thaI jAya che. te ja rIte AtmAne cidAnaMda svabhAva zAMta, anukULa ane kaMDa che, paNa puNya pApanI avarathAthI atyAre AkuLatA-vyAkuLatA thAya che. paraMtu te AtmAnuM mULa svarUpa nathI. jema sarvajJa paramAtmA che te ja A AtmAne svabhAva che. AvA svabhAvane lakSyamAM laIne ekAgratA karatAM nirmaLa zAMti pragaTe che ane malinatA TaLI jAya che. mATe saMtane samAgama karI yathArtha samajaNa meLavI AtmAnA svabhAvanI pritIti kare te AnaMdane anubhava thaze ane janma-maraNanA pherA baMdha thaI jaze. - paraMtu je AtmAone pitAnA AtmAnI oLakhANa thaI nathI tevA AtmAo te lakSamI meLavavA mATe rAta-divasa pApa karyA kare che. paNa baMdhuo ! tamArI A lakSmI kevI che! jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke lakSamI vIjaLI jevI che. vIjaLIne jhabakAre thaIne jema olavAI jAya che tema lamI paNa puNyanA bhegathI Ave ane pApane kiMjala thatAM zrAdhI jAya che. tene adhikAra pataMganA raMga jevuM che. pataMgane raMga jema cAra divasanI caDatI che tema lakSamIne adhikAra paNa kAyama raheto nathI. paNa thoDo kALa rahIne jatA rahe che. mATe sattA athavA adhikAra maLyAM te tene sadupayoga kema thAya, ane prajAnA duHkha dUra karavAmAM tene upaga kema thAya tenuM dhyAna rakhAya te te adhikArane sadupaga che. mATe dareka manuSya lakSamI, adhikAra ane sattA maLe te tene upaga jeTaluM bane teTale paropakAra arthe karavAthI ja lAbha che. je tema nahIM kare te pAchaLathI pastAvAno vakhata Avaze. AyuSya pANInAM mojA jevuM che. jema pANIne haLe Avyo ke game tema janma pAmyA ane eka dehamAM rahyA ke na rahyA tyAM bIjA dehamAM javuM paDe che. kAmabhoga AkAzamAM utpanna thatAM IndranA dhanuSya jevA che. IndranuM dhanuSya varasAdanA vakhatamAM dekhAya che ane kSaNavAramAM nAza pAmI jAya che. tema yauvanamAM kAmane vikAra thAya tyAre je saMyama rAkhavAmAM na Ave te zarIranI zakti kSINa thaI jatAM aneka rogo thAya che. ane pachI ghaDapaNamAM pastAvAno vakhata Ave che. A badhA caMcaLa ane vinAzI che jyAre AtmA akhaMDa ane avinAzI che. tethI jeNe AtmAne jANe teNe badhuM jANyuM. traNe kALamAM paramArthane paMthe eka che, mATe kaSAyanI upazAMtatA karI, manane kAbUmAM rAkhI deha ane Indriyane meha e che kare. baMdhuo ! A yugamAM ja mahAtmA gAMdhI jevA mahApurUSa thaI gayA. temaNe pitAnuM

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chavane satya, ahiMsA, brahmacarya ane aparigraha upara ja kADhayuM. ane tapanA tejathI satyAgraha karIne pitAnA AtmAnuM teja briTIza jevI satanata upara pADayuM. jethI briTIza saltanatane ahIM rahevuM azakya lAgyuM. ane pitAnI meLe cAlI gayA. bhAratane svataMtratA apAvI ane rAjya kema calAvavuM tenI praNAlikA batAvI. ane temanA khAsa anuyAyI je agresara hatA ane jeNe laDatamAM ghaNe bhoga Ape te temanA upara vizvAsa rAkhI rAjyasattA soMpI. pite dezane svarAjya apAvyuM hatuM, chatAM pitAnA hAthamAM rAjasattA lIdhI nahIM. dhanane lebha rAkhe nahIM. ane pote sAdAIthI ja rahyA. paraMtu temanA anuyAyIo rAjasattA upara AvIne gAMdhIjInA siddhAMte bhUlI gayA ane keTalAka bIna anubhavI, apramANika ane abhimAnI mANase pradhAnapada upara AvatAM teoe ahiMsA ane satyanA siddhAMtane phakta bhASaNa karavAmAM ja rAkhyA. paNa bhASaNa pramANe vartana thayuM nahi, mUMgA prANIonI katala aTakI nahIM. brahmacaryane badale bhraSTAcAra vadhI gayuM. ane aparigrahane badale pite ja svArtha sAdhavA takavAdI thaIne dhanasaMcaya karavA lAgya. ane bhega vilAsamAM paDavAthI prajAnuM kalyANa karI zakyA nahIM. AvI rIte tamAme siddhAMtane bhaMga thatAM prajAne koI dhaNI rahyo nahi. dezI rAjya ane briTIzanA vakhatamAM te prajAne avAja sAMbhaLavAmAM AvatA hatA ane prajAne cheDI ghaNI rAhata paNa maLatI hatI. paNa atyAre te koI prajAne avAja sAMbhaLanAra nathI. atyAre vijJAnamAM navI navI zodha thavAthI yaMtravAda vadhI gayuM che. raziyA ane amerikA eTama ane hAIDrojana beMba banAvIne tenA prayogo karI rahayA che. ane teo ekabIjAnI hariphAImAM utaryA che. jyAre A zone upayoga thaze tyAre duniyAmAM zuM thaze te kalpI zakAtuM nathI. jyAre lazkare vadhe tyAre pariNAme laDAI thAya. te te ApaNe ItihAsamAMthI jANI zakIe chIe. kesara tathA hITalaranI laDAIthI lAkho mANasane ane mIlkatane nAza thaI gayA hatA. temAMthI kaMIka uMcA AvyA tyAre aNuza nIkaLyA. to have te tenuM zuM pariNAma Avaze te to jJAnI jANe. sau zAMtinI vAte kare che ane laDAInI taiyArIo kare che. paNa AnuM pariNAma zuM Avaze? kharekhara , badhA zAMti IcchatA hoya ane duniyAnA badhA dezane sukha-samRddhi joItAM hoya te eka ja raste che ke bhagavAnanA batAvelA ahiMsAnA mArge AvavuM paDaze. laDatI jhaghaDatI A duniyAne eka dina, mahAvIranA cIdhyA rAhe jAvuM paDaze.prabhu mahAvIranA lAkha lAkha praznonA sAcA ukele, zo thakI nahIM Ave, . bhItithI baMdhAyelA mAnavInA haiyAmAM prIti kadI nahi jAge, satya, ahiMsA ne zAMtinuM saMgIta, bulaMda kaMThe gAvuM paDaze...prabhu mahAvIranA

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baMdhuo ! jyAM sudhI jIve ahiMsAnA premI nahi bane tyAM sudhI sAcI zAMti nahi meLavI zake. je sAcuM sukha joItuM hoya te dareka ne eka vAra bhagavAna mahAvIrane siddhAMta apanAve paDaze. ane satya, sadAcAra, pramANikatA ane premamaya jIvana banAvI sAcI mitratA keLavavI joIze. kharekhara, AgaLanAM mitro kevA pavitra hatAM ane ekabIjA mATe ke bhoga ApatAM hatAM te mATe junuM dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. daSTAMta te junuM che. paNa baMne mitronA bhAva ghaNuM ja suMdara hovAthI samajavA jevA che. * raghu ane caitanya nAmanA be mitro hatAM. A baMne mitro vacce evI maitrI ke jANe puSpa ane parAga joI le. baMne samartha vidvAna hatAM. baMne jyAre bhegA thAya tyAre teo jJAna geSThI ja kare. atyAranI mAphaka pAMca sAta mitro bhegA thaIne khAlI vAtenA gappA hAMkatA na hatAM. emanI jJAna meSThImAMthI kaMIka navIna navanIta maLatuM. eka mitra bhUla kare te bIje ene bhUla karate aTakAve. pANInA saMgathI jema vastra svaccha thAya che tema ekabIjAnA samAgamathI A mitro emanAM jIvanane svaccha ane pavitra banAvatAM. mATe ja jJAnI kahe che ke tame sAthIdAra che te ke zuM ? "mitra esA kIjIye, je DhAla sarIkhA hoya, sukhameM pIche paDa rahe, aura dukhameM Age hAya" - mitra DhAla jevA hovA joIe. kSatriyo DhAlane nIce bAMdhe che. jyAre yuddhane samaya na hoya tyAre hAla pAchaLa paDI rahe che. paNa saMgrAmamAM zatruonA talavAranA jhATakAnA ghA jhIlavA mATe AgaLa Ave che. tema tamArA mitro evA hovA joIe ke bhale e sukhanI veLAe tamArI khabara levA paNa na AvatA hoya paNa jyAre khabara paDe ke mAro mitra duHkhamAM che, tyAre deDIne Ave. pite kaSTa veThIne paNa mitrane madada kare. mitrane adhemArge jatuM aTakAve. Aje te AvA mitre maLavA muzkela che tame tamArA mitrane bAra mahine paNa patra lakhatA na he paNa khabara paDe ke mAro mitra karmodaye duHkhI thaI gayo che, bhAre saMkaDAmaNamAM AvI gayo che. te te samaye tame ene AzvAsana Apaje. aThavADiye patra lakhajo. eTaluM ja nahi paNa kaSTa veThIne paNa ene madadarUpa banaje. A raghu ane caitanya be jIvana mitro hatAM. baMnee bAra varSa sudhI khUba mahenata karIne eka graMthanuM sarjana karyuM. eka vakhata raghu caitanyane tyAM gayo. enA Tebala para eka graMtha lakhele paDayo hate. mitranI rajA laIne raghue vAMcavA lIdhe. baMnee eka ja viSaya para graMtha race hate. raghue caitanyane graMtha vAMcI lIdhe. enA manamAM thayuM ke AvA suMdara graMtha AgaLa mAre graMtha zA kAmane ? mArA pustakane te have ke

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hAthamAM paNa nahi jhAle. mAre bAra mahinAne zrama pANImAM gaye. tenuM hAsya uDI gayuM. mukha upara viSAdanI chAyA chavAI gaI. mitranuM mukha joI catane pUche che bhAI! tuM AvyuM tyAre tArA mukha upara keTale AnaMda hatA! ane ahIM AvyA pachI tAruM mukha udAsa kema thaI gayuM? tAre AnaMda, kema osarI gaye? tyAre raghue kahyuM, mitra! tAro graMtha joI mAruM mastaka tArA caramAM mUkI jAya che. mane ema thAya che ke mAro zrama pANImAM gaye. ApaNe baMnee eka ja viSaya para lakhyuM che. paNa tArI lakhavAnI zailI adbhuta che. tArI maulikatA paNa ajaba che. ema eNe mitranI prazaMsA karI. raghunI udAsInatAnuM kAraNa caitanya samajI gaye. eNe kahyuM-tArI mahenata vyartha nahiM jAya. raghu, tuM ciMtA na karIza. baMdhuo ! juo. A mitranA prema kevA hatA? tamArI AjanI mitratAnuM kSetra ghaNuM saMkucita che. pAMca mitranI ToLImAM chaThTho na maLI zake. AjanI tamArI mitratA khAbociyAnA pANI jevI che. tamArI mitratAmAM phakta svArtha bharyo che. tamArA mitra sAthe sadhAya tyAM sudhI ja tamArAM che. svArtha sadhAI jAya eTale "tala tArA ne maga mArA" ema kahIne chUTA thaI jAya che. A te maitrI nathI paNa moha che prema e hema che." "ane svArtha e kathIra che." Ajane prema e jaDa pudgala pUrato che. caitanya raghunI udAsInatAnuM kAraNa samajI gaye. paNa eNe e vicAra na karyo ke have mAre raghunI sAthe maitrI nathI rAkhavI. tame te tarata ja maitrI toDI nAkhe. eka vakhata punamanI rAtre baMne mitro nadI kinAre pharavA gayAM che. baMne hoDImAM besI jaLavihAra karI rahyA che. naukA nadInA madhyabhAge AvI tyAM caitanya be hAthamAM kaMIka upADIne jaldI jaLamAM padharAvI dIdhuM. raghue pUchyuM. mitra! te A zuM karyuM? caitanya caMdrikA jevuM smita karIne kahyuM. mArA mitranA graMtha rUpI caMdrane mAro graMtha rUpI rAhu gaLI jato hatuM, tene meM pANImAM padharAvI dIdhuM. moMghA mAnava jIvanamAM paramArtha tuM karI le, bIjAne sukha devA janma tuM A dharI le.... meghA.. ' sukhaDa bIjAne mATe pite ghasAI jAye, ghasavA chatAM ye jyAre suvAsane nA cheDe..ghA... A joIne raghune tammara AvI gayAM. mitra ! te A zuM karyuM? A apUrva graMtha te pANImAM padharAvya ! je pustaka tArI kItine vadhArata tene te Ama sahajamAM jaLazaraNa karyuM ? caitanya kahe, raghu! mANasanI kiMmata che. kIti enI AgaLa gauNa che mAsa mitranI prasannatA AgaLa e graMtha taNakhalA tulya che. mANasanA mUlya AgaLa kIrti ane za, 57

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450 nAmanAnuM mUlya zuM che? tAre graMtha e mAre ja graMtha che. tArI bAra varSanI maheta" pratye mAruM mana AdarathI jove che. - raghune prema TakAvI rAkhavA mATe caitanya ke bhoga Ape ! mitra che te AvA he ne, bhISma pitA ItihAsane pAne emanuM nAma amara karI gayA. zAthI? emanuM nAma-te gAMgeya hatuM. paNa pitAnA pitAne paraNAvavA khAtara, pitAnA AnaMdane khAtara AjIvana brahmacaryanI pratijJA karI. yuvAvasthAmAM ja temaNe bhISmapratijJA aMgIkAra karI ane jIvananA cheDA sudhI tenuM pAlana karyuM, tethI te bhISmapitA kahevAyA. devabhadra ane jazabhadra haju AgaLa temanA pitAne kahe che - tamane vinavuM chuM pitAjI, tamArA pagamAM paDI, 'have nahIM re rAcIe ame saMsAramAM ghaDI, kahevuM pitAjI tamane ghaDI ghaDI. have nahIM re rAcIe... bhale rAkhe tame sahu saMsAramAM amane, ame te varI cUkyA chIe amArA saMyamane, amArA haiye rame che arihaMtanuM raTaNa have nahIM... saMsAranA miMDhaLa amAre nathI bAMdhavA, - anya kaI devane nathI ArAdhavA, A saMyama jIvananI amane keDI jaDI... have nahIM. he pitAjI! amane jIvananI sAcI keDI jaDI gaI che. mATe have ame A saMsAramAM eka ghaDI paNa rahevA taiyAra nathI. vaLI Apa kaho cho ke pahelAM veda bhaNe, paNa he pilAjI ! ekalI vedavidyA paNa trANa-zaraNa nathI. jemane tame bhojana karAvavAnuM kaho che tevA brAhmaNe te potAnuM peTa bharanArA ane pazuvadha karAvIne-yajJa karIne pApane protsAhana ApanArA che. temane bhojana karAvavAthI "suttA riyA ninita tamaM tame." jyAM ghera aMdhakArathI paNa aMdhakAra che evI narakamAM javAya che. narakamAM paramAdhAmIo jIvane keTaluM kaSTa Ape che? A bhavamAM ja mANasa baLado pAse gajA uparAMta kAma karAve che. savAyA ne deDhA bhAra bhare che ane te Dhoro nabaLA banI jAya tyAre vadha kare che. tevA ghera pApa karanArA chane narakamAM paramAdhAmIo gADe jeDIne enI kAMdha upara dhagadhagatI dhUMsarI mUke che. khUba mAkUTa kare che. je mANasa ahIMyA parastrI gamana karate hoya che tene tyAM paramAdhAmIo leDhAnI tapAvelI pUtaLI sAthe AliMgana karAve che. apAMga chedI nAMkhe che. pArAnI jema enA aMgopAMga pAchA maLI jAya che. enuM AraSya nikAcita hoya che. eTale karmanI sajA bhogavyA vinA temane chUTakAro thatuM nathI. AvA ghera duHkhe narakamAM jIvane bhegavavA paDe che.

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451 trIjI vAta. he pitAjI! putra paNa traNa-zaraNa thavAnA nathI. je putre mATe pitA zarIranA cAmaDA utArIne kamAya che, putra mATe pApa karIne lakSamI bhegI kare che, to paNa putra, pitAne durgatimAM jato aTakAvI zakato nathI. eka zeThane anAjanI dukAna hatI. anAjanA vahepAramAM pApa vadhu thAya, kAraNa ke varasAdanA divasomAM anAjamAM jaladI saDo lAgI jAya che. saDI gayeluM ane baTAI gayeluM tathA kalakala jIvAtathI bhareluM anAja anAjanA vahepArIo dago karIne vecI de che. namunAmAM batAvavAmAM AvatuM anAja ekadama sArI kalITInuM hoya ane ApavAnuM taddana saDeluM ! paisAnA lebhamAM mANasa keTaluM pApa kare che. A zeTha khUba anyAya-dagAprapaMca karIne khUba kamAye. eka ja putra hato pitAnI badhI milakata putra mATe vArasAmAM mUkIne zeTha maraNa pAmyAM. ane marIne te bekaDe che. e bekaDo pharate pharate jyAM pitAnI dukAna che tyAM AvyuM. anAjanA kothaLA khullA paDyAM che. - temAM A bokaDAe moDhuM nAkhyuM. cheka dukAna para beThe che. tarata ja bekaDAnA mAthAmAM . evI jorathI lAkaDI mArI ke bekaDo tammara khAIne paDI gayo. evAmAM tyAM eka kasAI Ave che. A chokare bokaDAne kasAIne hAtha seMpavA taiyAra thAya che. barAbara te ja samaye eka pavitra saMta tyAMthI pasAra thAya che. A karUNa dazya joIne mAthuM halAve che, tyAre A chokaro pUche cheH mahArAja! Ape mastaka kema halAvyuM? E saMta kahe che bhAI! karelAM kama jIvane bhagavyA vinA chuTake ja nathI. rAjAmahArAjA hoya ke cIMtharehAla bhIkhArI hoya paNa darekane karelAM karmo te bhogavavA ja paDe che. A bekaDo e bIjo kaI nahi paNa tAro bApa che. tArA mATe eNe pApa karavAmAM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. enA kame e bekaDe thaye che. paNa tuM ene kasAInA hAthamAM na oMpa. tyAre chokaro kahe che e mAro bApa ja che enI zI khAtrI ? tyAre saMta kahe chetuM ene dukAnamAM pesavA de. eNe amuka ThekANe carU dATele che e tyAM jaIne ubhe raheze ane pagathI chedIne tane batAvaze. bokaDe theye che, to paNa tArA pratye ene ghaNI mamatA che. e batAve tyAM tuM khedaje. je tyAMthI dhanane carU nIkaLe te mAnaje ke e tAre bApa che. badhuM ja saMtane kahevA pramANe bane che. A joI chokarAnuM vaidhrujI uThayuM. saMte chokarAnuM bhAvi sudharaze ema jANIne AvA prakAranI vAta karI hatI. A chekarAnA manamAM thaI gayuM ke mAre bApa A dhaMdho karIne bokaDo thaye, te mATe A pApane dhaMdho zA mATe karavo joIe? chokarAe potAnuM jIvana sudhArI nAMkhyuM.. kahevAno Azaya e che ke putra paNa narakamAM jatAM aTakAvI zakatAM nathI. A bApe putrane mATe game teTaluM bheguM karyuM paNa ene bAMkaDe banatAM aTakAvI na zakya. A be bALako

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4para kahe che ke he pitAjI! putre paNa paralokamAM trANa-zaraNa thanAra nathI. mATe ApanI A vAtane mAnavA ame taiyAra nathI. haju AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.62 bhAdaravA vada 6 ne ravivAra tA. 20-8-70 ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 14mA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. bhRgu purohitanA be putra devabhadra ane jazabhadrane jaDa-cetananuM bheda vijJAna thayuM che. jaDanI pUjA cheDI caiitanya devanI upAsanAmAM emanuM citta cuMTI gayuM che. evA putrone enA pitA saMsAranA vinazvara sukha bhogavavA mATe Agraha kare te paNa e samaje kharA? eka vakhata vairAgyane raMga lAga joIe. A baMne putro emanA mAtA-pitAne kahe che ke-tame amane jemAM khuMcavI rAkhavA Icche che te saMsAra ke che? khaNamittasukkhA, bahukAladukkhA, pagAmadukkhA aNigAma sukkhA / saMsAra mokkhassa vipakkhabhUyA, khANI aNatthANa u kAmabhogA // utta. sU a. 14 gAthA-13 : he pitA! A saMsAramAM kSaNamAtranuM sukha che. enI pAchaLa lAMbAkALanuM duHkha ubheluM che. evA sukhamAM koNa rAce? jyAM eka pAInI kamANI hoya ane tenI pAchaLa so rUpiyAnuM nukazAna hoya evo dhaMdho tame karo kharA? "nA" je e beTane dha karatA nathI te A saMsAranuM sukha beTanA dhaMdhA jevuM che. je sukhamAM lubdha banI gayA che e sukha tamane duHkhanI khAImAM dhakelI denAra che. e kSaNika sukha mATe tame parigraha bhego karI che, paNa te parigraDa jIvane caturgati saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra che. baMdhuo! parigraha vRttine artha mAtra kaI vastuone grahaNa karI levI eTale ja thatuM nathI. je grahaNa karI levA mAtrathI parigraha thaI jAya te eka sAdhu aneka ThekANe phare che. aneka sthAnene grahaNa kare che. jIvana dhAraNa mATe aneka vastuone grahaNa kare che. te A paNa parigraha thaI jAya. paraMtu niSparigraha ziromaNI bhagavAna mahAvIre tene parigraha kahyo nathI. parigraha kayAM thAya che ane kayAM nathI thatuM te mATe bhagavAne siddhAMtamAM batAvyuM che ke -

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paDe jaM pi vatthaM ca pAya vA, kaMbala pAyapuMchaNaM / ta pi sajamalajjaTThA, dhAraMti pariharati ya / na so pariggaho vutto, nAyaputtaNa tAiNA / mucchA pariggahI vutto, iha vutta mahesiNA // daza. sU. a. 6 gAthA 20-21 vastra, pAtra, pagalUchaNiyuM, kAmaLI, rajoharaNa athavA anya je paNa upakaraNa nirmamatva bhAve saMyamayAtrA mATe athavA lAja DhAMkavA mATe muni dhAraNa kare che. tene prANI mAtranA trAtA kahI jJAtaputra mahAvIre parigraha gaNAvyuM nathI. paraMtu e maharSie mUchI ja parigraha che ema kahyuM che. kahevAne Azaya e che ke je vastune mehabuddhivaza thaIne, AsaktipUrvaka grahaNa karavAmAM Ave che te parigraha che. bhale pachI te vastu sajIva hoya ke nirjIva heya. eka AcArya paNa e ja vAta kahI che. "pari samantAt moha buddhayA gRhyate sa parigrahaH / " eTalA mATe parigrahane sIdho saMbaMdha ke padArtha sAthe nathI. paraMtu AtmA sAthe che. keI paNa sajIva ke nijIva vastu upara athavA pitAnA deDa upara athavA pitAnA vicAro, mAnyatAo, saMpradAya Adi paikI koInA upara paNa AtmAne Asakti, AvI gaI-jenI mUchI, mamatA ke Asakti jeTalI teja haze te teTale ja adhika saMgraha karavAnI manamAM lAlasA rAkhaze, vicAra doDAvaze. bhale koI prANI saMgraha na karI zake paraMtu tenA manamAM taduviSayaka bhAvanA te rahelI che ja. te tyAM aparigraha nathI. kIDI, kUtare, gAya Adi manuSyatara prANIo pAse bAhya daSTithI joIe te kaIpaNa jAtane saMgraha nathI. paraMtu temanA manamAM saMgrahanI vRtti bharapUra pramANamAM hoya che. eTale e parigrahavRtti kahevAze, aparigrahavRtti nahi, aparigraha vRttimAM bhAvanAne paheluM sthAna che. dhAro ke kaI mANase bahAranI vastuone tyAga karyo, paraMtu aMtaramAM te e vastuone maLavAnI AkAMkSA paDelI che. paraMtu te vastuone saMgraha karI zakatuM nathI. A tyAga nathI, aparigraha vRtti nathI, paNa bhagavAna mahAvIranA zabdomAM kahIe te - vattha gaMghamalaMkAraM, itthIo sayaNANi ya / acchadA je na bhujati, na se cAiti vuccaI // je ya kate piye bhoye, laddhe vipiTThI kubbaI / sAhINe cayai bhoe, se hu cAi-tti vuccaI // daza. sU. a. 3 gAthA 3-4

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454 suMdara vastro, suga Mdhita padArthA, AbhUSaNeA, sukomaLa zayyA vagerene potAnA hAthanI vAta na heAvAthI je meLavI zakatA nathI, ane eTalA mATe ja e vastuonA upabhAga paNa karI zakatA nathI, tene tyAgI na kahI zakAya. tyAgI e che, niSparigrahI e che je manahara vastuone pAte prApta karavAnI sthitimAM che, e vastuo sheje tenA AdhIna che, chatAM paNa svecchAthI e vastuone je tyAgI de che te ja sAcA tyAgI che. ja madhue ! mahAtmA gAMdhIjIne I vAtanI kamInA hatI ? kaI vastunA abhAve sIdhIsAdI lageTI svecchAthI paherI? jo temaNe dhAyuM hAta tA temane sArAmAM sArA pagAra maLI zakatA hatA. sArAmAM sArA ezaArAmanAM sAdhanA tee meLavI zakatA * hatA. relvemAM musApharI karatI vakhate temane pharsTa kalAsanI TikiTa maLI zakatI hatI. rezamI ke khArIka malamalanAM kapaDAM temane maLI zakatAM hatAM. paraMtu e badhAne Thokara mArIne temaNe pAtAnI svecchAthI sAdagI apanAvI, o badhuM phakta bhAratanA AtmAone gulAmInI pIDAthI pIDAtA joIne ja karyuM...! a MgrejonA atyAcAra, anyAyeA ane zeSaNAnI cakkImAM bhAratanI janatAne pisAtI joI ne temaNe A badhuM karyu.. bhArata mAtAnA e pyAre lAla mAtAnA A asahya duHkhane eI zakayA nathI. bhArata mAtA duHkhI che, adha nagna ane adhabhUkhI che. zeSita ane pIkti che. e lakSamAM rAkhIne ja gAMdhIjIe vAIsarAyanI mulAkAta letI vakhate paNu peAtAnI e sAdI lageATI ja paherI rAkhI. bhAratanI garIbAI maTADavA mATe ja temaNe aparigraDa vRtti apanAvI. bhagavAna mahAvIrathI mAMDIne Aja sudhI hajArA jaina sAdhu ane sAdhvIe svecchAthI parigrahane tyAga karI dezadezamAM vicarI rahyA che. e zA mATe! jagata sAme aparigraDa vRttinA Anandvane Adaza raju karavA mATe ane jagatane sAcI sukha-zAMtinI cAvI batAvavA mATe, baMdhue ! kharekhara Aje parigrahavRttinuM rAjya cAre tarapha najare paDI rahyuM che. tene lIdhe zASaNa, hatyA. mArakUTa ane mahAyuddha sudhInI khAkhA manI rahI che. paricahavRttinA kAraNe ja eka deza bIjA deza para kabje meLavavA koziSa kare che, parigrahavRtti eTalI badhI bhaya kara che ke te mANasamAM mANasAI rahevA detI nathI, parigrahavRtti rAkhatI vyaktine peAtAnA sagAM bhAI-mahena paNa peAtAnA kaTTara duzmana jevA lAge che. kalpanA karo. eka mANase daza hajAra rUpiyAmAM eka makAna kharIdyuM, makAna kharIdatAM pahelA e makAnanI tene kazI paravA naheAtI. paraMtu vecANa lIdhA pachI e makAna upara tene ' mArApaNA'nI chApa lAgI gai. e makAnane e mAsa bhADe ApI Dhe che, bhADUta e makAnane teDe phADe ke kayAMya jarA kharAma kare tyAM pelA mANasanA

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455 manamAM kheda thAya che. vaLI bhADUtanAM khALako jo e makAnamAM jAjezathI dAru ane rame te paNa tene du:kha thAya che. te mANasa bhADUta ane bhADUtanAM bALakone tema karatAM zake che. ane Toka Toka kare che. te ghaNI vAra te mANasAIne bhUlI jaI bhADUta sAthe durvyavahAra paNa karI bese che. have sadbegavazAt khIjA ja mahine teNe te makAna daza hajAramAM vecI nAMkhyu. ane tene daza hajAra rUpiyA maLI paNa gayA. have nA bhADUta e makAnanI bhAMgaphADa kare ke kaI paNa kare, paraMtu have tene e sAthe jANe kaze| saMbaMdha ja nathI ! kAraNa ? have tene makAna uparathI mamatva uThI gayu che. ane huve maLelA daza hajAra rUpiyA para tene mamatva thayu che. makAna parathI mamatva uThI javAthI tene have jarA paNa du:kha thatuM nathI. pelA 3 aMdhue ! mArA kahevAnA Azaya e che ke parigrahavRtti kasturI mRganI jema nAca nacAve che. sukhanI tRSNAmAM tene ahIM tahIM athaDAve che. ane jyAM sudhI mAnavI parigrahavRttine cheDato nathI tyAM sudhI tenu' sukha eka svapnanI vastu khanI rahe che. tenA manamAM mamatAnA kAraNe asaMtoSa ane azAMtinI Aga saLagatI rahe che. tenA kAna ADA parigrahavRttinA paDadA haiAvAthI te sadupadezane paNa grahaNa karI zakato nathI. tenI mamatva buddhi, cchiAe ane tRSNAe hanumAnanA pUchaDAnI jema lAMbI vadhatI ja jAya che. aMdhue ! parigrahanI te| zI vAta karu? mahArAjA zreNika ane amarakumAranI loka A mATe jANavA jevI che. 21:37 zreNika mahArAjA bhagavAna mahAvIranA bhakta thayA te pahelAMnI A vAta che. mAyAdhipa mahArAjA zreNikane peAtAnI rAjagRDu nagarImAM eka citrAmaNazALA baMdhAvavAnA koDa thayA mahArAjAe aneka zilpazAstrIo ane kArIgarAne AmaMtryA. zvetajotAmAM citrAmaNuzALA taiyAra thaI gaI. paNa bhavitavyatAnA ceAge enA daravAjo vAraMvAra tUTI paDyA lAgye rAjA zreNika ciMtAtura banyA. meATA meATA joSIene melAvyA. joSIoe salAhu ApI. he rAjana ! A sthaLe khatrIsa lakSaNA khALakane hema karavA paDaze tA ja daravAjo Takaze, rAjA zreNika koi paNa bhAge citrAmaNuzALA ubhI karavA icchatA hatA, tethI joSIee ApelI A avaLI salAha paNa teNe svIkArI. mahArAjA zreNike paDatu vagaDAvyA : zreNIka rAjAe gAmamAM paDatu vagaDAvye ke rAjAnI citrazALAne mATe je koI mAtA-pitA peAtAnA khatrIsa lakSaNA putra bhega ApavA mATe Apaze tene te putranA bhArAbhAra sAnu` tALI ApavAmAM Avaze. rAjagRhI nagaranA khUNe khUNe jorathI pADuM vAgI rahyo che. cAre ane cauTe DhAMDhA piTAya che, paNa kANu haiyAphUTayA hoya ke je thADA dhananI khAtara peAtAnA bALakane agnimAM hAmavA taiyAra thAya ! e divasa sudhI te

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koI e paDaha chI nahi paNa saMsAramAM bhAtabhAtanA loko hoya che. ahIM rAjagRhI nagarImAM rahetA rASabhadatta nAmanA gRhasthanI patnI bhadrA brAhmaNIne vicAra thaye ke mAre cAra cAra putro che. te huM A paDatu jhIlI lauM, te keTaluM badhuM sonuM maLe? jiMdagInuM dAridra TaLI jAya. eNe tarata ja paDaha jhIlI lIdhe. putra pratyene bhadrA mAtAne zreSa preraNAtmaka banyA. dezanA pracaMDa agnimAM mamatvanA aMkurA baLI gayA. mAtAnA haiyAnI komaLatA nAza pAmI. vAtsalyanA vAri sUkAI gayA. te pitAnA pati aSabhadattane kahevA lAgI ke ApaNe cAra putro che temAMthI ekane daI daIe. tyAre rASabhadatta kahe che kayA putrane ApIzuM? javAbamAM bhadrA kahe che svAmInAtha ! pele sauthI nAne amarIyA (amarakumAra) kaMI ja kAma karatuM nathI. beThe beThe khAya che ane mane pajave che paNa khUba. e mane jarAye gamatuM nathI. mATe ene ApI daIe. - parigraha zuM nathI karatA! "vArthanI che A sagAI, mAtA-pitA svArthI sau bhAI, thAye svArthathI bUrAI, vera-jhera karAve judAI" A jagatamAM koI koInuM nathI. AkhuM jagata svArthamaya che. svArtha hoya tyAMsudhI ja sneha che. jyAM svArtha pUro thaI jAya che tyAM prema e jheranA rUpamAM pariName che. paisAnI khAtara potAnA udaramAM ALeTelAM putra mATe paNa mamatA na rahI. paise kevI cIja che! paiso duniyAmAM nahi karAve teTaluM ochuM che. pILuM dekhIne bhalabhalAnA mana pIgaLI jAya che. rAjyanA lebhane khAtara keNika pitAnA pitA zreNika rAjAne pAMjarAmAM pUratAM pAchA na paDe. svArthane mATe jenI pAchaLa paradezI rAjA pAgala hatuM tevI sUrikatA rANI paradezIne jhera detAM pAchI na paDI. AvA svArtha maya jagatamAM kayAM rAcavA jevuM che? amara te jaMgalamAM lAkaDAnI bhArI levA gaye che. mAthe lAkaDAno bhAre laIne cAlyA Ave che. eka saMta jaMgalamAM bhUlA paDyA che. A chokarAne pUche che bhAI ! tuM A gAmane lAge che. huM bhUle paDe chuM, tuM mane mArga batAvIza? chokaro kahe che bApajI! cAle, huM ApanI sAthe ja AvuM. ema kahIne mAthethI bhAre bheMya mUkIne saMtane mArga batAvavA cAle. saMta paNa vicAra kare che ke A che te nAnakaDo bALa paNa zuM enI bhakti che? saMtane mArga batAvI saMtanA caraNamAM namana karI amara pAcho phare che tyAre saMta kahe che bhAI! huM tane kaMIka ApuM. sAdhu ane saMsAra e baMne mArgo bhinna bhinna che. saMsArI pAse dhana na hoya te enI kiMmata nathI. ane sAdhu pAse dhana hoya te tenI kiMmata nathI, mATe amArI pAse dhana na hoya, paNa huM tane AtmAnuM

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dhana ApuM chuM ema kahIne ene navakAramaMtra zIkhavADe. ane kahyuM ke tuM A maMtranuM haMmezAM smaraNa karaje. jyAre tAru duniyAmAM koI saguM na rahe, tArA mAthe vipattina vAdaLa tUTI paDe te paNa tuM A maMtrane bhUlIza nahIM. e tane jarUra sahAya karazetuM ApattimAMthI bacI jaIza. amare kaI divasa A maMtra sAMbha ja na hate. enA dilamAM atyaMta AnaMda thayo. meM kadI A maMtra sAMbhaLyuM nathI. saMta mahAtmAe mArA upara khUba kRpA karI. Aje tamAre mana te navakAra maMtra zAkabhAjI je thaI gayA che. jeTalI anya dhamIne ApaNuM navakAramaMtra upara zraddhA che eTalI zraddhA kaMIka jainanA dikarAne nathI. khUba zraddhApUrvaka navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karavAmAM Ave te deva lakamAMthI devane paNa nIce utaravuM paDe. e navakAra maMtrane ajaba prabhAva che. - amara lAkaDAne bhAra laIne ghera Ave che. AMgaNAmAM trAjavA paDayAM che. rAjAnA mANaso ubhA che. lekanI ThaTha jAmI che. amara harakhAte harakhAte ghera Ave che. ene khabara nathI ke A badhuM kene mATe che? amara pUche che bA ! Aje ApaNe ghera, badhI zenI dhamAla che? tyAre tenI mAtA kahe che beTA ! keI enA putrane sAkarI taLe, kaI cAMdIthI toLe paNa mane evI hoMza che ke huM tane sonAthI tenuM nAma te bhadrA hatuM paNa svabhAvamAM kUratA hatI. bALaka to tadRna nirdoSa hato. jhaTa daIne trAjavAmAM besI gayo. bhArobhAra sonAnI lagaDIethI amara taLAI gaye. tarata ja rAjAnA mANase kahe che bhAI! have cAlo rAjayamAM. Aje tArI mAe tArA bhArobhAra sonuM laIne tane vece che. tane yajJamAM homavAno che. A sAMbhaLI bALaka codhAra AMsu sAre che. haiyAphATa rUdana kare che paNa koIne ya dayA AvatI nathI. * dhanane lebhe vecIo, mAtA-pitA muja Aja, kevA anartha dhana kare, cheDI nija kuLa lAja " amara te tharathara dhruje che. ene thayuM ke basa, have mAruM AvI banyuM. mAre Ama ja marI javAnuM. jIva mAtrane jIvana priya che. jagatanI koI paNa cIja jIvanathI adhika priya nathI. bhagavAne dazavaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che ke - savve jIvA vi icchati, jIviu na marijji / / tarahA pANivaha ghora', nirA thA vaujaya tiNa // daza. sU. a. 6 gAthA-11 A jagatamAM dareka jIvana jIvavAnI icchA che. koIne maravuM gamatuM nathI. je tame sAcA ahiMsAnA pUjArI he to bhagavAnane A amUlya saMdeza "jI ane jIvavA do " hRdayamAM lakhI le, zA. 58

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- bhAre ane cauTe loko phiTakAra ane tiraskAra varasAve che, ane kahe che ke dhikkAra che enA mAbApane. je cheDA sanA khAtara phUla jevA komaLa bALakane agnimAM hemavA-taiyAra thayAM che. amara mAtA pAse jaIne karUNa svare raDatA raDate kahe che ke huM mArI vahAlI mAtA ! . mAtA morI mane mRtyune Dara ja lAge, tuM te karUNAnI saritA, - mAtA mAruM haiyuM re kaMpa.mAtA mane bacAvI lene tuM Aja... ho mAtA mane. tuM te mane prANathI paNa pyArI che. putranI vedanA te mAtAnuM hRdaya ja jANI zake che. he mAtA! huM tane kadI pajavIza nahi khAvAnuM paNa nahIM mAMgu. tuM kahIza tema karIza, mA...tuM mane bacAva. huM tArA zaraNe chuM. belatAM bolatAM amaranI AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu paDe che. nAnA bALakanAM kAlAghelA ane karUNa zabdo kaThora hRdayanAM mAnavIne paNa pIgaLAvI de tevAM che. jevA maLelA mANase paNa bole che A te kevI mAtA kahevAya? amaranAM zabda sAMbhaLI lekanuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. paNa bhadrAnA kaThora hRdayamAM karUNAne iTi 5Na ubharatuM nathI. uparathI kahe che beTA! huM zuM karuM ! tArA bApe tane vecI hoya che. jyAre mAtAnI huMpha na maLI tyAre raDate raDato pitA pAse jAya che ane kahe che bApujI! mane bacAvo. tyAre pitA kahe che bhAI ! huM zuM karuM? A tArI mA mAnatI nathI. nahIMtara huM te tane kayArane ya bacAvI lauM. mAtA-pitAnAM vAtsalyanA nIra sUkAI gayAM che. mAtA-pitAe ekabIjAe mAthe na lIdhuM tyAre pitAnI sAthe mastI karanAra bhAI-bahenane kahe che e vahAlA bhAI ane bahena ! tame mAtA-pitAne kaMIka to samajAve. paNa kaI amaranI vAta sAMbhaLatuM nathI. chevaTe kAkA-kAkI-mAmAmAmI Adi sagAMonAM zaraNe jAya che tyAre sahu ema ja kahe che tArA mA-bApe tane vece che emAM amAruM zuM cAle ! koIe Azare na Ape. tethI nirAza thaIne pAcho pharyo. rAjAnAM mANaso utAvaLa kare che. amarakumArane hAtha pakaDIne laI jAya che. gAma vae mahAjana paNa jovA maLyuM che. mahAjanane joIne karuNa svare vilApa kare amara kahe che mArA mAtA - pitA mArA nathI, kaI mahAjana mA ne bApa, mane maravuM nava game, bacAva mahAjana mA ne bApa. he mahAjana! jenuM keI na hoya tenA mahAjana mAtA-pitA tulya che. mane eka anAtha- dIna gaNIne bacAvo- bacAve- tyAre mahAjana kahe che bhAI! je rAjAne baLAtkAra heta te jarUra ame tane bacAvI zakata. paNa A to rAjAne hukama che. tArA mA bApe jANI bUjhIne vece che. eTale emAM amAruM kaMI ja cAle tema nathI. darekane eka ja javAba maLe che. amarane samajAI gayuM ke duniyAmAM koNa konuM? jyAM svArthanA kacarA bharyA hoya tyAM svacchatA kyAMthI saMbhave?

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459 chevaTe zreNika rAjA pAse amarane laI javAmAM Ave che. e rAjAnA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che he rAjana ! Apa te prajAnA pitA che. amArA nAtha che. "duniyA rUThe te bhale rUDe paNa tenA rUDI mArA nAtha-darzana deje pharI". : homa havananI taiyArI thaI. amara kumArane navaDAvI-vaDAvI phUlanI mALA vagerethI zaNagArI hAmavA mATe hAthamAM lIdhe. amakumAre mahArAjAne vinaMtI karI he rAjana! Apa prajAnA pAlaka che. prajAnA rakSaka pitA uThIne putra tulya prajAnuM bhakSaNa karaze te prajA kyAM jaze? zA mATe mArA jevA nirdoSa bALakane Apa hemI rahyA cho ? jIvatA jIne bhoga Apavo e te mahAna pA5 che. pApa pragaTa rIte kare ke chUpAM kare. parvatanI Toce caDhIne kare ke bhoMyarAmAM pesIne karo paNa pApa kadI chUpuM rahetuM nathI. karelA pApane badale avazya maLe che. rAjAe javAba Apyo-tArA mA bApa tane vecyo na hota to tane ame hemata nahi. tArI mAtAne bhArobhAra nuM ApIne meM tane kharIdI lIdhuM che. meM hakka vagara tane lIdhe nathI. eTale kevI rIte bacAvuM? Ama rAjA zreNika paNa chUTI paDe. bALaka prazke ne dhruske raDe che. vilApa kare che. paNa Aje te enI vAta sAMbhaLavA kaI taiyAra nathI. tyAre amarakumAra vicAre che. amara vicAre gurUe zIkhavya maMtra bhale navakAra, jApa japaMtA saMkaTa TaLaze, nahI bIje AdhAra" have rAjA brAhmaNone bolAvI yajJa zarU karAve che. amarakumArane pavitra gaMgAjaLathI snAna karAvI kesara caMdana kasturI Adi sugaMdhita padArthonuM vilepana karyuM. kapALamAM cAMlle karyo. kaMThamAM puSpanI mALA paherAvI. amarane besADI brAhmaNe maMtrane uccAra kare che. rAjagRhI nagarInI prajA jevA mATe umaTI che ke A amaranuM zuM thaze? rAjAne daravAje kevI rIte banI jaze? -amarane game tevA vastro paherAve ke miSTAnna jamADe paNa AvA samaye tene kaMI game kharuM? amara manamAM vicAre che ahi ! have huM to be ghaDIne mahemAna chuM. mAtApitA-bhAI-bhaginI-rAjA-mahAjana keIe mane zaraNa na ApyuM. saha svArthanA saMgA che. javAnuM che te nakakI che. te jatAM jatAM huM prabhune yAda karI lauM. mane gurU mahArAje kahyuM hatuM ke tAre mAthe vipattinA vAdaLa tUTI paDe ane kaI tAruM na rahe tyAre tuM A maMtranuM smaraNa karaje. koNa jANe mAruM bhAvi gurUrAja jANatAM haze! e ja prasaMga AvI gaye. atyAre to e gurUmaMtra ja mAruM zaraNa che. eja mAruM rakSaNa karaze. ema vicArI maraNane bhaya bhUlI jaInavakAramaMtramAM lIna banI gaye. tanmaya thaI gaye.

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460 amarakumAra navakAramaMtramAM tA evA lIna banI gayA ke jyAre tene uMcakIne yajJamAM DAmavA taiyAra thayA tyAre te ja kSaNe vAtAvaraNa pharI gayuM. amarakumAranA navakAra- maMtranI asara deva leAkamAM thaI. IndranuM Asana calAyamAna thayuM. avidhajJAnanA upayega mUkIne deve joyuM teA rAjA zreNikane tyAM amarane yajJamAM homavAnI taiyArI thaI rahI che, tyAM ekadama devA Ave che. 66 sura si'hAsana para besADe, uMcakI amarakumAra, saunI vacce guNa gAvatA amara amara kumAra" deve rAjA zreNikane siMhAsana uparathI uthalAvI nAMkhyA. ane agninI bhabhakatI javALAne zItaLa karI nAMkhI. heAma karanArA khIjA badhA brAhmaNeAne bebhAna karIne pRthvI upara lAMbA karI nAMkhyA. saunA hAzake|za uDI gayA. ane amarakumArane havana karavAnA agninA kuMDane sthAne sudara siMhAsana banAvI tenA upara besADe che. e mAjI devA cAmara vIjhe che. lekavANI thai ke " pApanA pratyakSa paracA joI le. ' A dRzya joI ne nagarajanA tA stabdha banI gayA. A cheAkarI te kaI daivI lAge che. saue amarakumArane be hAtha joDI prAthanA karI ke * sahunA prANa bacAveA. ' mahApurUSA tA bUru karanAranuMya bhalu icche tarata ja amarakumAra navakAramaMtra gaNI pANInA chAMTaNA chAMTI saune zuddhimAM lAve che. jANe navu' jIvana maLyu' hAya tema sau eThA thayA. rAjAne paNa bhAna thaI gayu` ke A cheka koI devatAI purUSa che. prajAjanA paNa mADhe khelavA lAgyA ke kumaLA nirdeiSa bALakanI hatyA karanArane kevA phaLa bhogavavA paDayA? zreNika rAjAne potAnI bhUla samajAi. e peAtAnuM Akhu` rAjya amarakumAranA caraNe dhare che. navakAramaMtranuM AvuM mahAtmya jANI rAjA zreNika jaina dharma pratye AkarSAyA. ane hAtha joDI amarakumArane vina MtI karI, A rAjyane Apa svIkAra karaze. amArA upara Ape ghaNA upakAra karyAM che. amarakumAre sApha nA pADI ane kahyu` ke mAre rAjaRddhi vagere kai joituM nathI. A svAthI saMsAranuM svarUpa me' joI lIdhu che. Aje mArA AtmAne A ucca sthitie bhAvanAra jaina munie zIkhavADela navakAramaMtra che. tame je kaI joi zako che te khadhA prabhAva navakAramaMtranA che. mATe mAre have A saMsAranA praleAbhanamAM mUMjhAvuM nathI. mArA sAcA sagA jaina muni evA mArA gurU ane navakAramaMtra che. je saMpatti mane maraNanAM mukhamAM dhakelI denAra thaI e saMpatti mAre zA mATe svIkAravI ? mAre have A jherIvAsanAthI bharapUra sa'sAramAM rahevu' nathI, ema kahI lakSmInA tyAga karI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI lIdhI ane AtmasAdhanA mATe smazAnamAM jai dhyAnamAM ubhA rahayA. A vAta AkhA gAmamAM phelAI gaI. A tarapha khALakane vecI tenAM mA-khApa

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bhArabhAra suvarNa laI AvyAM ane ujANI manAvavA lAgyA. tyAM ja mAtAe sAMbhaLyuM ke amara te amara rahe che, maryo nathI. e dIkSA laIne cAlyA gaye che. AthI mAtAne ciMtA thaI ke rAjA A dhanane dallo jarUra AMcakI leze e amarIye jIvate haze tyAM sudhI mane jaMpa vaLaze nahi. mATe huM ene mArI nAkhyuM. Aje dIkSA lIdhI che. jaina munine rAtre te calAya nahi jaI jaIne keTale dUra gaye haze! gAma bahAra jaMgalamAM ja haze. huM jaIne ene mArI nAMkhyuM. pachI rAjA dhana mAMgaze te huM kahIza ke mane mAro putra pAche Apa te dhana pAchuM ApuM. A dikarAe zuM kAma karyuM che, ene rAjA upara ke prabhAva paDe che, e vAtanI bhadrAne khabara nathI. jenA aMtaramAM krodhane agni pradipta thayuM che tevI bhadrA mAtA aDadhI rAte hAthamAM charI laI potAnA ja bALaka amarakumAra munivarane mArI nAkhavA mATe nIkaLI. "cAlI jhaTapaTa masANa mAMhI, AvI bALaka pAsa, pALIe karI pApiNI mAre, pUre mananI Aza." jyAM amara muni kAusagna karI dhyAnamAM lIna banyA hatAM tyAM mAtA AvI ane charIthI muninI garadana kApI nAMkhI. amare joyuM ke A mArI mAtA che. teNe vicAryuM he Atman ! rakhene tuM bhAna bhUlate ! deha vinAzI tuM avinAzI, je je mamatA tuM karate, mAtA pratye prema ja dharaje, verane choTe nava lAvatadeha. he cetanadeva! jeje tuM bhAna na bhUlate. Aje tArI kasoTI che. mAtAne upasarga samatA bhAve sahana karI zubha dhyAnanA baLe amara muni tyAMthI kALadharma pAmI bAramA devaloke gayA. bIjI tarapha mAtA AvuM nirdaya kAma karI khuzI thatI ghera pAchI phare che, gunho karanAranuM dila hamezAM bhayabhIta rahe che. enA kapaDAM lehIvALA thaI gayAM che. kadAca keI joI jaze te badhI vAta jANI jaze, e bhayathI eka nALAmAM thaIne bhadrA muThIe vALIne bhAge che, paNa karelAM karmane badale te avazya maLe ja che. "kRta karma bhayo nAsti, kalpakoTi zatairapi / kavarayameva motavya, kRtaM jarma zumAzuma ! " kroDe prayatna karavA chatAM karelAM kame nAza pAmatAM nathI. zubha ke azubha karma bhegavye ja aeke thAya che. bhoMyarAmAM pAIne kareluM pApa paDakAra karyA vinA rahetuM ja nathI. A bhadrAne enA karmanuM phaLa tarata ja maLe che. e jevI lAge che tevI traNa divasanI bhUkhI vAghaNu sAmethI Ave che ane tarApa mArIne bhadrAne phADI khAya che.

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462 muni hatyA karI pApiNIe, nija ghara DhADI jAya, vAghaNu vacamAM maLatAM ene, pADI phADI khAya. pApanA ghaDo phUTayA vagara rahetA nathI. azubha pravRttithI karelA pApakamanA duHkhavipAkane bhAgavavA chaThThI narake cAlI gaI. e ja mAtAnI kukSIe janmela putra saMyamanI suMdara sAdhanA vaDe samatA bhAve upasane sahana karI khAramA devaleAke gayA ane tyAMthI sahAvideha kSetramAM janma lai amara muninA AtmA AtmAnuM amaratva levA meAkSamAM jaze. ane dhanamAM pAgala banelI mAtA kanA phaLa bheAgavavA narake gaI. baMdhue ! mArI kahevAnA Azaya e che ke AtmA pAse amUlya khajAnA che. paNa karmAMnA AvaraNathI te DhaMkAI gayA che. bhRgu purAhitanA e bALaka paNa AtmAnA khajAnA meLavavA ane AtmAnuM amaratva prApta karavA taiyAra thayAM che. ApaNe paNu AtmAnuM amaratva prApta karavA mATe evA purUSArtha karI eka divasa amara banI jaIe. samaya thaI gayA che. vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na... 63 bhAdaravA vada 7 ne sAmavAra tA. 21-9-70 zAstrakAra, zAsana samrATa, vIra bhagavaMtanA mukhakamaLamAMthI jharelI zAzrvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. A jagatanAM jIve anAdi kALathI janma-jarA ane maraNanAM duHkhathI rIkhAI rahyAM che. e du;khAthI mukta thai akSaya sukha kema prApta kare te mATe jagatanA jIvAne paDakAra karIne kahyuM: huM AtmAe ! meAhunI gherI nidrAmAMthI jAge ane kaMIka samajo. samajavAnA A seAnerI avasara che. aNusamajamAM ghaNA kALa vyatIta thaI gayA. samajavAnA kALa apa che. kAraNa ke A jIve ekendriya, eindriya, teindriya, caurendriya ane asaMjJI paMcendriyapaNAmAM keTale kALa kADhayA ? saMjJI paMcendriyamAM paNa jyAre manuSyabhava meLavyeA tyAre kaMIka viveka jAgyA. temAM paNa jaina kuLa ane jaina dharmanI prApti thaI. pachI ja kharA viveka jAgyA. manuSyanuM AyuSya alpa che, alpa samayamAM jhAjhuM kAma karavAnu che. jema sarakAra jAherAta kare ke ATha divasa mATe rAjakoTamAM dararAja ATha vAgye

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lAITa baMdha thaI jaze ane kerosIna paNa aThavADiyuM maLaze nahi te tame zuM kare? gharanA mANasane kahI do ne ke bhAI ! jema bane tema jaladI divase ja badhuM kAma karI le. rAtre lAITa baMdha thaI jaze. paNa ApaNe jIvana dipaka kyAre bUjhAze enI koI jAherAta thaI che? enI kaI khAtrI che? "nA" te peluM kAma tame jema divase jhaDapathI karI le che, te ja rIte AtmAnI siddhinAM karyo jhaDapabhera karI le. kALarAjanuM AkramaNa kayAre thaze tenI khabara nathI. uMghatA haze ke jAgatA haze, beThA haze ke ubhA haze, rAtri haze ke divasa haze paNa e tamane cheDanAra nathI. ' ' A kAyA kAgaDA samAna che ane AtmA haMsa samAna che. A haMsa je AtmA kAgaDA samAna dehanA saMge bhaLI enA raMga-rAgamAM aTavAI gayo che. bhAgamAM bharamAI gayela che. je AtmAo e bhegane cheDI cAlI nIkaLyA te sAcA svarUpane pAmI gayAM. ahIM bhRgu purohitanA be putrone e vAta yathAtathya samajAI gaI che. eTale enA pitAne kahe che he pitAjI! tame je sukha mATe amane AmaMtraNa Ape che te viSaya sukhe kevA che? khaNamittasukkhA vahukAladukkhA, pagAmadukkhA aNizAmasukkhA / saMsAramo dvArA vikaravamUyA, thALI kathA mamo u. a. 14-1rU. kAmagenAM sukha madhathI kharaDelI talavAra jevAM che. madha copaDelI talavAranI dhAra keI cATe te tene saheja mIThAza lAge paNa enI jIbha kapAyA vagara rahetI nathI. tema he pitAjI ! A saMsAranA sukha madha copaDelI talavAra jevAM che. ene bheLavatAM kSaNavAra AnaMda Ave che, paNa enAM phaLa svarUpe naraka Adi azubha gatiomAM ghaNA lAMbA kALa sudhI duHkhe bhogavavA paDe che. jyAM duHkha vadhAre che ane sukha te alpa che e kAmaga saMsAra rUpI baMdhananuM kAraNa che. ane mokSane mATe pratipakSI rUpa che. eTale mokSamAM jatAM aTakAvanAra che. vadhu zuM kahevuM? saMsAranAM sarva anarthonuM mULa kAraNa koI heya te kAmaga ja che. he pitAjI ! ApanA jevA vicArazIla pitAjIne AvA kAmo mATe amane AmaMtraNa ApavuM te bilakula ucita nathI. ame atyAra sudhI bhAna bhUlelA hatA have kaMIka samajaNamAM AvyAM chIe. have ame tamArI vAtano svIkAra karIzuM nahi. kAraNe ke anAdikALathI bhAna bhUlelA jIva A cauda rAjalokamAM nIce sAtamI pAtALa sudhI, uMce siddhazIlA sudhI jaI AvyuM che. judI judI veniomAM kevI kevI sthiti hoMtha che! pudgala dravyanI khAsa karIne dArika Adi ATha vargaNAomAMthI kevA kevA karI, bhASA, zvAsepzavAsa, mana, karma vigere A jIva bAMdhe che, temAMthI karma baMdha, saMkramaNa udUvatana-apavartanA-niddhati, udIraNA, udaye vigerenuM kevuM kevuM taMtra cAle che tenI ka

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khabara nathI. kAraNa ke ajJAnadazAmAM ja jIva paDayo che. baMdhuo ! Aje je tame samaje. te jagatamAM dharma pAme keTale durlabha che? samyakatva ane cAritra sparzavuM e keTaluM zuM che ! pUrvanA mudayathI ane bhAgyeAdayathI sulabha rIte prApta karI zakIe te ApaNane avasara maLe che. kiMmatImAM kiMmatI varatu Aje ApaNA hAthamAM AvI che. sarvajJa bhagavaMte je pratyakSa joyuM che te tatvane ja jaina dharmamAM sthAna ApyuM che. sUkramamAM sUpa keTinI ahiMsAnuM varNana jaina dharma sivAya bIje kayAMya jovA maLe che? bIjA dharmanI samaja eTalI ja che ke ApaNe pApa karIe te pApa lAge. paNa keI pApa kare temAM ADakatarI rIte sAtha ke anumati hoya te paNa pApa lAge evuM kayAMya emaNe samajAvyuM che? pApa na karavA chatAM pApathI nivRtta na hoya, eTale pratijJA na karI hoya te paNa pApa lAge tevuM samajAvavAnI temanAmAM zakti che kharI? ApaNe keTalA badhA bhAgyavAna chIe ke evuM suMdara samajavAnuM tatva ApaNI sAme me juda che. ahA! AvuM suMdara tatva mejuda hovA chatAM na samajIe te pUrA kamabhAgI ja ne! adUbhuta ane vAstavika keTinA caritra mAtra jaina dharmamAM maLe che. te sAMbhaLatAM kharekhara AtmA unnatinA mArge prayANa karavA taiyAra thaI jAya, te mahAna, zreSTha ane kiMmatI dhama maLe che. dharmanI hRdayasparzI zraddhA thAya te AtmAmAM samyakatvane dIve jhaga magate thaI jAya. subAhukumAra, naMdiSeNa, dhanane vigere sarvajJa paramAtmA mahAvIra devanA vacana para zraddhA dharAvanAra banyA hatA tethI prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLI saMsAra pratye bhayabhIta banI gayAM. aNagamAvALA banyA. "have A bhayAnaka saMsArane saMga eka divasa paNa zA mATe rAkhavuM joIe ?" ema vicArI tatkAla cAritra mArge jIvana jhukAvyuM. zreNika mahArAjA kAmadeva ke AnaMda zrAvakanI jema deza viratI paNa banI zakyA na hatA. te paNa saMsAramAM rahIne AkhI daSTi pheravI nAMkhI. jagata pratyenA premanuM valaNa pheravI nAMkhyuM. samyakatvanuM ghaDatara thayA pachI jIvana palaTAtA vAra lAgatI nathI. samyagdarzana jJAna-cAritra rUpI sAdhanAmAM ja mAnava jIvananI saphaLatA che. tenA upara eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka rAjA hatA. punyA mujaba madhyama rAja saMpatti tene maLI hatI. paraMtu A duniyAmAM caDatI paDatInuM pUchavuM ja zuM? rAjAnI AbAdI karmarAjAthI sahana na thaI. tethI rAjAnI sAme aNadhAryo eka duzamana hama karavA mATe AvyuM. have A rAjA evI gaphalatamAM hatuM ke duzmana TheTha rAjamahela sudhI AvI pahoMce tyAre khabara paDI. pachI te sau cAre bAju nAThA rAjA paNa jIva bacAvavA mATe jaMgalamAM nATho. enAM haiyAmAM evI to duHkhanI coTa lAgI gaI ke rAjA nAnA bALakanI jema jaMgalamAM pike ne pike revA lAgyA. sukhamAM mahAArAmI hoya e duHkhamAM kayAMthI dhIraja rAkhI zake? dukhamAM hiMmata te e ja rAkhI zake ke je sukhamAM sAvadhAna heya, chakI gaye

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45 o na hAya, lalitAMgadeva svaya'prabhA devInA sukhamAM evA gaLAbUDa khU cI gayA hatA ke devInA mRtyuthI gAMDA jevA khanI vimAnamAM DrAma ThAma " huM svaya'prabhA, huM svaya'prabhA " karatA pharI rahayA che. kANu lalitAMgadeva e jANA che ne ! bhagavAna RSabhadeva svAmInA jIva. tamane thaze ke emanI A sthiti ! hA. jyAM sudhI jIva pAte mADhanA adhanAmAM svecchAe jakaDAya che, tyAM sudhI game tevA AtmAnI ghelI avasthA thAya temAM kaI ja navAI nathI. bAMdhela karmAMne kayAM evI zarama che ke A meATA mANasa che te emane ApaNAthI kema naDAya ? e kama teA tI karapaNuM pAmI cUkelA zrI bhagavAna mahAvIra upa2 pazu geAzALAnI tejIlezyAnuM nimitta laine trATakayu hatu. ane eNe bhagavAna jevAne pazu cha mAsa sudhI garamInI pIDA ApI hatI. pApa karmonA udaya teA bhalabhalAne Ave che. paNa e vakhate taiya rAkhavuM, sahiSNu rahevu' eTale sahana karavAmAM harSita banavu e jarUrI che, e mATe sukhanA kALamAM chakela ke gaLIyA na manavu joIe. rAjA bhUlA paDelA che. sukhamAM te madamasta hatA, tethI atyAre duHkha vakhate ja galamAM ekalI atUlI nirAdhAra sthitimAM zakakaLa kare che. hAya ! A kema sahyuM jAya ? duzmana kevA harAmI! he bhagavAna! zuM karu have! mArAthI tA A levAtuM nathI. huM narAdhama ! Avu. manyu tyAM sudhI jInnatA kema rahayA ? vigere kalpAMta karavA lAgyA. te eTale sudhI mAthuM ne chAtI kUTe che ke enA hAthamAM gaLe bAMdhela mAdaLiyAnI DhorI cAvatAM tUTI gaI ane mAdaLiyuM jamIna para pheMkAI gayu.. kahA, kalpAMta kANu karAve che? rAjya gayuM te? nA. rAya gayuM chatAM rAjA hamaNAM ja-kSaNa pachI kapAta bhUlI javAnA che. te kalpAMta kANu karAvyeA ? U MdhI samajaNe, avaLI dRSTie. te mAnatA hatA ke rAjya eTale sukhAnI khANu. A jiMdagI AvA sukha mATe ja che. uttama manuSya bhavamAM AvyA pachI paNa AvI avaLI samajaNu ! >> AvI dRSTi rahe tyAM sudhI samyaktva ane ucca cAritra kayAMthI spaze? rAjamA gaLAmAMthI paDI gayelA mAdaLiyAmAMthI ciThThI nIkaLI, te joi rAjA vismaya pAmyA ke AmAM vaLI ciThThI zAnI? kSaNabhara duHkha bhUlI ciThThI hAthamAM laI khAlI, 'tA emAM lakhANa joyuM, emAM zuM lakhyuM hatuM? emAM lakhyuM hatuM ke " A paNa TakavAnuM nathI" A vAMcatA ja rAjA cAMkaye!. te vicAre che ke zenA huM phogaTa kalpAMta karuM chuM ? duHkhamAM dhIraja dharavA mAtAjIe nAnapaNamAM A kevA sarasa hateApadeza mAdaLiyAmAM bAMdhI mApyA. ciThThI kahe che : A duHkha lAMbuM TakavAnuM nathI. teA pachI zA mATe zAka karavA jIva, udyama kara. rAjAne rhiMmata AvI gaI. kema ke dRSTi phrI. sukha bhale sadA na rahe, vacamAM du:kha paNa Ave, paraMtu e duHkha kAMI TakI na rahe. eka TUMkA paNa hiteApadeza kevuM suMdara kArya kare che. mAtAnuM e DahApaNa hatuM. pUrvakALe AvA khyAla bahu rakhAte zA. pa

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hate. jIvananuM dhAraNa lakSmI ane bhoga-vilAsa para na hatuM, paNa samAdhi-vairya ane dharmanI lAgaNI para hatuM. rAjAne eTale TUMka hitopadeza sonerI thaI paDe. duHkhamAM durgAnamAMthI e bacAvI le che. jIvanamAM AvA upadezanAM sthAna rAkhavA joIe. tame zikhyAM che ne? tamArA hisAbI cepaDAnA khUNe ekAdu hita vacananuM lakhANa rAkhaje. nIti ane satyanuM pAlana karanAra ja sadagatine adhikArI bane che. - rAjA mAdaLiyuM pAchuM ciTI sAthe gaLe bAMdhIne tyAMthI uThIne mitrarAjA pAse pahoMce. mitre AvakAra Ape. eNe mitrane badhI vAta karI. pelAe sahAnubhUti khADI, pitAnuM lazkara ApyuM. mitratA AnuM nAma ke jemAM sAmAne dukhanA avasare zakaya hoya teTalI sahAya karavAnI taiyArI hoya. lazkara laI rAjAe pitAnA duzmana para caDhAI karI ane duzmanane harAvI rAjya pAchuM kabaje karyuM". samyakatvanA valaNanI vAta have Ave che. rAjAe rAjyamAM badhuM pahelAMnI jema musthita karI dIdhuM. pachI maMtrImaMDaLa sAme besI rAjA AnaMdapUrvaka pitAnI hakIkata kahI rahaye che. kema maMtrIjI! jANe che ! A badhuM kema barAbara thaI AvyuM! ne hajura ! are zuM nA ? AmAM te camatkAra thayo. huM camatkAra ? hA. jaMgalamAM gayA pachI mane te kapAtane pAra na hato. tyAM A mAdaLiyAmAMthI ciThThI nIkaLI. te vAMcI hita meLavI. pachI te mitra rAjAnI sahAyatAthI pAchA ApaNe AbAda banI gayAM. ' khara camatkAra hajura ! thAya ja ne. duzmananuM zuM gajuM? "ciThThImAM evuM te zuM lakhyuM hatuM ! "A paNa TakavAnuM nathI" evuM lakhyuM hatuM. Ape ene zuM artha karyo? ene artha e karyo ke tane bhale duHkha AvyuM paNa te jhAjhe samaya TakavAnuM nathI. pradhAna kahe che kSamA karajo hajura ! eno artha e paNa thAya che ke A vaibhavasukha-saMpatti paNuM TakavAnA nathI. A sAMbhaLI rAjA ThaDa ja paDI gaye. manamAM have maMthana cAlyuM. vAta sAcI che. kharekhara! A saMsAranA bhege kAyama TakavAnA nathI. ema samajI rAjagAdI pitAnA putrane seMpI pite maharSi banyA. A rAjA ane maMtrI kevA ? maMtrIe rAjAnI dRSTi pheravI, valaNa pheravyuM. valaNa phare te samyakatva te zuM paNa cAritra AvatAM paNa vAra na lAge. , ahIMyA paNa eka ja vakhata saMta samAgata thatAM A be brAhmaNa putronI dRSTi pharI gaI che. cAritra levAnI jemanA cittamAM caTapaTI lAgI che tevA putro emanA pitAne kahe che - he bApujI! saMsAranAM kAmaga sarva anarthonI khANa jevAM che. amane te eka kSaNa paNa ahIM gamatuM nathI. jema koI yuvAna strI vidhavA thAya che tyAre ene pusaNu rivAja pramANe sArAmAM sAruM gharacoLuM oDhADe che, dAgIne paherAve che, eka

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/ 467 bAju gharacALA paherAvAya ane bIjI bAju ene cuDA bhAMgavAnA hAya ! A gharacALAM khAI ne aMgArA jevA lAge che. e ja gharaceALu lagna vakhate paheryu haze tyAre enA manamAM keTale Ana Mda haze? eka ja gharacALuM eka vakhata paheratAM AnaMdadAyaka lAgyuM ane khIjI vakhata paheratAM duHkhadAyaka lAgyu. A saMsAranAM ekeka padArthoM evAja che. eka kSaNe sukha ApanAra padArtha bIjI ja kSaNe du:kha ApanAra bane che. emAM zA mATe rAcavuM joIe ? hajI A putro AgaLa zuM kaheze tenAM bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna........naM. 64 bhAdaravA vada 8 ne magaLavAra tA. 22-9-70 sarvajJa paramAtmAe jagatanA jIvAnA ekAMta sukhane arthe siddhAMta rUpa vANInuM prakAzana karyu. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALamAM siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. ApaNe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 14mA adhyayananA cha jIvAnA adhikAra cAle che. bhRgu purAhitanA ane putrA devabhadra ne jazeAbhadrane bhagava MtanA nigraMtha pravacanamAM apUrva zraddhA thaI che. tethI temanA AtmAmAM ullAsa AvI gayA che. jyAM sudhI jIvanI pAse darzIna meAhanIya ka che tyAM sudhI jIvane samyagdarzana thaI zakatuM nathI. A danamehanIya ka` jIva cha prakAre khAMdhe che. 1) kevaLajJAnI ane jJAnIonI nidrA kare tA jIva meAhanIya kama bAMdhe. 2) gurU ane saMghanI niMdA kare tathA avaLu vAdya khele tA jIva meAhanIya karma bAMdhe. 3) vItarAganAM prarUpelAM siddhAMtanA vacaneAnI niMdA kare tA jIva mAhanIya kama bAMdhe. 4) arihaMtanI niMdA kare te jIva mehanIya kama` badhe. 5) jaina mAnI niMdA kare teA jIva meAhanIya kama bAMdhe. 6) kumArgonA prakAza kare tA jIva mAhanIya kama AMdhe. A dazana mAhIMya kA~nA nAza svarUpanA niNa yathI thAya che. ane tene samyakRtvanI prApti thAya che. jyAre AtmAmAM apUrvabhAva pragaTa thAya che tyAre jIvanI aMdara raNukA vAge che. ahIMyA ane putrAnA AtmAmAM Ave! raNakAra thaI gayA che. tethI teo e ja vicAre che ke anatakALathI je mane nathI maLyuM te Aje maLyu che. A ane putrAne satya svarUpanI pichANu thaI gaI che. madhue 1 jIva anaMta kALathI paramAM svapaNuM mAnIne besI gayA che. paNa tenI A mAnyatAne te pahelI ja kADhavI

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paDaze. A suMdara manuSyane bhava mithyAtvamAM ragadoLavA mATe nathI maLyuM. mATe tame sarvajJanA satya vacanamAM zraddhA rAkhatAM zIkhe. ane e zraddhA rAkhavAmAM tamAre lAkha ke koDa rUpiyAno kharco karavAne nathI. jIva cAra kAraNathI saMsArane ghaTADe che. temAM sauthI prathama jIva jIvadayA pALe to saMsArane ghaTADe che. dharmarUci aNagAre kIDIonI tathA bIjA jIvajaMtuonI karUNA lAvIne saMsAra parita karI nAMkhyo. zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanA pUrva bhavamAM megharatha rAjAnA jIve pArevAnI dayA pALIne saMsArane ghaTADI nAMkhe. tamAre paNa je saMsArane parita karavuM hoya te tame jIva dayA pALo, bIjA pAse paLA ane je pALatA hoya tene anumodana Ape. jenuM zarIra kAyamane mATe mAMduM rahetuM hoya te te jIve jANavuM joIe ke teNe jIvadayA pALI nathI. jIva hiMsA karavAthI jIva alpa AyuSya bAMdhe. azAtA vedanIya karma bAMdhe. ApaNuM jaina dharmanA badhA siddhAMta ahiMsAnA pAyA para nirbhara che. "ahiMsA paramo dharma:e suvarNa sUtrathI jena- dharmane jhaMDo pharaka che. baMdhuo! tamane je na game te bIjAne paNa na game ema samajane tamAruM dhyeya jIvadayAmAM rAkho. A pahelI vAta thaI jIvadayAnI. ke jIvadayA pALe te jIva saMsAra ghaTADe. - have bIjuM kAraNa e che ke samakti nirmaLa pALavAthI jIva saMsAra parita karI nAMkhe che. satI sulAsanI jema. 3) brahmacarya pALavAthI paNa jIvane saMsAra ghaTe che. 4) sAdhu-sAdhvIne nirdoSa-sUjhato AhAra vaherAve te paNa jIvane saMsAra parita thAya che. devabhadra ane jazebhadrane A saMsAra duHkhamaya lAge che. tamane saMsAra ke lAge che? duHkhI kare e ke sukhI kare e ? A saMsAramAM duHkha ghaNuM ane sukha a5nAma mAtranuM. paNa e sukhanI lAlaca jIvane evI vaLagI che ke duHkhI jIva paNa sukhanI AzAmAM jIve che. ane sukhI jIva sukhamAM e gAMDa banI jAya che ke AgaLa mAruM zu thaze tenI ciMtA ja tene ghaNuM karIne thatI nathI. e sukha uparathI AMkhe uThe te game teTaluM sukha maLyuM hoya to ema thaze ke A sukha kAMI mArI muktine dAtA nathI. A sukha to evuM che ke je ene vaLage tene e duHkhI karyA vinA rahe nahi. have mAre A saMsAranA alapa sukhanI IcchA karavI nathI paNa mAre te muktine upAya zodha che. saMsAranuM koIpaNa sukha je ApaNe sAvadha na haIe te duHkhadAyaka che. eTale A duHkhathI chUTavA mATe saMsAranuM sukha meLavavAne purUSArtha kare joIe nAhIM. AvuM jyAre jIvane samajAI jAya tyAre ene kharekhara dharmanI jarUra paDe. ane tenI sAthe zuddha yathApravRttikaraNa zarU thaI jAya. emAMthI anukrame asaMkhya guNa-nirjarA thavA jevI sthiti pedA thAya ane emAM vadhatA vadhatA jIva samyakdarzana guNane pAmI jAya. badhuo ! jJAna te kSe pazama pramANe hoya che. paNa je cAritra nirmaLa heya, hadaya saraLa hoya, te eka navakArane gaNanAro paNa kevaLajJAna pAmI jAya che.

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kaTa eka vakhata eka mANasane vItarAganI vANI sAMbhaLIne vairAgya Avye. dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI gaye. utkRSTa vairAgya jeI gurUe dikSA ApI. dIkSA te lIdhI paNa navakAramaMtra jeTaluM enAmAM jJAna na hatuM. dIkSA laIne eNe gurUne kahI dIdhuM ke he gurudeva! mane kaMI AvaDatuM ja nathI. huM ajJAna chuM, abudha chuM. meM jagatamAM pUjAvA ke jAherAta karavA dIkSA nathI lIdhI. huM te ApanI pAse kaMIka pAmavA Avyo chuM. Apa kRpA karIne mane jJAna Ape. gurU jJAnI che. joyuM ke ene jJAnAvaraNIya karmane jabbara udaya che, eTale ene kahyuM ke je bhAI ! bhagavAnanA badhA ya saMte kaMI jJAnI nathI hotAM. ekeka munivara rasanA tyAgI, ekeka jJAna bhaMDAra che. prANI... ekeka munivara vaiyAvacca vairAgI, enA guNane nave pAra re.prANI - sAdhujIne vaMdaNa nita nita kIje... bhagavAnanA badhA saMtemAM koI tapasvI hoya che te koI jJAnI hoya che, koI vinayavAna hoya che, paNa badhA ja guNavaMta ane pUjanIka che. ahIM ekalA jJAnane mahatva ApyuM nathI. jJAnanI sAthe saraLatA, kSamA, vinaya Adi guNa hovA joIe. A ziSyane gurUe kahyuM bhAI! tAre kaMI paNa jAtane bhedabhAva rAkhyA sivAya dareka paMcamahAvratadhArI saMtanI sevA karavI. sevA karavAmAM paNa mahAna lAbha che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 29 me adhyayanamAM bhagavAnane prazna karyo ke he prabhu! " veyAvacceNaM bhaMte jIve ki jaNayai ? veya vacceNaM titthayara nAma gottaM kammaM nibndhh|" vaiyAvacca karavAthI paNa A jIva tIrthakara nAma karma bAMdhe che. vinayavaMtano IlakAba maLI javAthI vinayavAna banI javAtuM nathI. vinaya kare e kaMI sahelI vAta nathI. upara uparathI be kAma karI devAthI vinaya karyo na kahevAya. paNa vinaya karatAM game tevI kasoTI Ave, gurU kadAca kaThora vacane kahI de te paNa prasanna rahevuM joIe. tyAre ja sAco vinaya karyo kahevAya. A ziSyane jJAna nathI paNa saraLa khUba che. gurUnI AjJA pramANe dareka saMtene khUba vinaya kare che. khUba AnaMdapUrvaka, cittanI prasannatApUrvaka, A mArA ane A mArA nahi evA bhedabhAva vinA sevA kare che. eNe evI sevA karI ke devakamAM paNa emanAM vakhANa thayAM. tame badhA jema bhegA thaIne vAte kare che, tema deve paNa emanI sabhAmAM vAte te kare. tame daDhadhamI he, zraddhAvAna che te tamArA paNa devakamAM vakhANa thayA vinA na rahe. tamArA vakhANuM thAya tyAre mithyA daSTi devane ema thAya ke Indra-mahArAjA ApaNI prazaMsA nathI karatA ane mRtyulokanA mAnavInI prazaMsA kare che ! Ama misyA daSTi jIvane duHkhanuM kAraNa bane che. avaLAIne kAraNe jIve anAdi

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470 kALathI paranA doSo joyAM che, paNa svadaSTa tarapha eNe daSTi karI nathI. jJAnI bhagavaMta kahe che he jIva! jyAM sudhI tuM parAyA deze joyA karIza ane sva-done zodhIne dUra nahi kare tyAM sudhI traNa kALamAM tAruM kalyANa nahIM thAya. ahIM A mithyAtvI devathI sahana na thayuM. eTale jaina muninuM rUpa laIne gAmanA pAdaramAM AvIne beThAM. zarIra te evuM banAvyuM ke jANe raktapita thayo hoya tema AkhA zarIramAMthI lehI ne parUnA DhagalAM thAya che. durgadhane pAra nathI. evuM zarIra banAvyuM che. ane gAmamAM kahevaDAve che ke pele sAdhuDo vinayavAna sevAbhAvIne IlkAba laIne beThA che, ene kahejo ke ahIM mArI sevA karavA Ave. kevuM kahevaDAvyuM ! gAmamAM AvIne mANase khabara ApyA. A vinayavaMta saMtane te divase ja mAsakhamaNanuM pAraNuM che. A saMte hajI pAraNuM paNa karyuM nathI. gaucarI mUkIne khabara maLatAM ja gAmanA pAdaramAM AvyA. saMtanA caraNamAM paDayA. tyAre pelA saMta kahe cheH moTo sevAbhAvIna billo laIne beTho che. meM kayAranA khabara mokalAvyA che. kaMI khabara paDe che ke nahi! hAlyA hAthe doDha kalAke Ave. khUba krodha karyo. paNa kSamAnA sAgara muninA manamAM koI na AvyuM. vinayapUrvaka kahe che, gurUdeva ! mArI bhUla thaI gaI. kSamA kare. have Apa upAzraye padhAre. tyAre kahe che mane khUSa tarasa lAgI che. pahelAM pANI laI Ava, pachI AvuM chuM. te kahe che taheta. - saMta kahe che, je tArI mATalInuM pANI na lAvate, mAre e nahi khape, gAmamAMthI vaherIne lAvaje. A saMta gAmamAM gayA. ghera ghera pharyA paNa kayAMya pANI chAMTo na maLe. ane heya te asUjhatuM hoya. pharIne pAchA AvyA. caraNamAM paDIne kahe che. gurUdeva ! kamabhAgI chuM. kayAMya pANIne jega na maLe. ke kamabhAgI ke huM ApanI sevA na karI zake ! AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. vinayapUrvaka caraNamAM paDIne kahe che gurUSa! Apa gAmamAM padhAre. mArA khabhe besI jAva. lehI parUnA DhagalAM thAya che. evA saMta emanA khabhe besI gayA. gAmamAM lAvyA. pANI pAyuM. pachI kahe che mane te bhUkha lAgI che. tyAre kahe che gurUdeva ! gaucarI taiyAra che. AhAra, pANI Ape che. te badhA pAtarAmAM lehI parUvALA hAtha nAMkhI badhe AhAra gUMthI nAMkhe, eThojUThe karIne kahe che, have mAre nathI khAvuM. ema kahIne uDI gayA. A vinayavaMta saMta kahe che gurUdeva ! Aje te lUkhe AhAra lAvyo hato. paNa Ape mArA upara kRpA karIne aMdara keTaluM badhuM ghI nAMkhI dIdhuM! mAsakhamaNanA tapasvI saMta amRtanI jema e AhAra AragI gayAM. A kALamAM A vinaya koI bhAgyavAna ja karI zake. te samaye deve upaga mUkIne joyuM ke aho ! jeu te khare ke enA aMtaramAM AnaMda che ke beTha? joyuM te mAsakhamaNanuM pAraNuM che. aMtaramAM AnaMda che. kaSAyanuM nAma na maLe. kharekhara se TacanuM senuM che. tarata ja tyAM deva pitAnA asala svarUpamAM pragaTa thAya che.

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FOR ane caraNamAM paDIne kahe che dhanya che H munirAja ! ApanI samatAne ! ApanI tAle vinayamAM kAI nahi Ave. me' jevA ApanA vakhANu sAMbhaLyA hatAM tevA ja Apa che. deve cUkI jhUkIne namaskAra karyAM. aMte vinaya karatAM karatAM e muninA jJAnavaraNIya kama nu AvaNu khasI jAya che ane chevaTe kevaLajJAna pAme che. sAcA vairAgInI jema jema kaseATI thAya tema tema te majabUta bane che, pazu peAtAnA nizcaya pheravatAM nathI. amArA gurUdeva pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanAM suziSya mA. pra. he muni mahArAja hatA. jeenI svagatithi pASa vadI pAMcamanI Ave che, paNa cAturmAsamAM vadhu dharmadhyAna thAya eTalA mATe khabhAta sa Mghe bhAdaravA vada pAMcamanI tIthI nirmANa karI che. kha'bhAta saMpradAyanA dareka kSetramAM te divase khUba dhama karaNI thAya che. teo khAlyakALamAM ja vairAgya pAmyAM hatAM. teo mULa lakhatara pAse vaNA gAmanA vatanI hatAM. meTADha saMpradAyanAM mULacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA ziSya dula bhajI mahArAja sAheba hatAM teo temanA sa'sArI pakSe dAdA thAya temanI pAse dIkSA levAnA bhAva hatA. koI koI vakhata temanI pAse jaine abhyAsa karatA. paNa emanA pitAzrI dvIkSAnA kaTTA virAdhI hatAM. e jAya eTale jaIne laI Ave. evAmAM evu banyu ke dulabhajI mahArAja sAheba kALadhama pAmyA. emanuM mULa nAma DuMgarazIbhAi hatuM. gurUdeva kALadhama pAmyA. emanI visAmAnI DALa tUTI gaI. emaNe niNa ya karyAM ke saMyama naukAnA sAcA sukAnI na maLe tyAM sudhI mAre dararoja pANI sahita cha ja nye vAparavA. temAM paNa dararoja eka dravyanA tyAga kare eTale cAra ja vastu khAvAnI. emanA bApujI emane sANuMda eka derAvAsIne tyAM nAkarI karavA mATe mUkI gayA. IF sAcA vairAgI kacAMya chUpA rahetA nathI. jema raNasaMgrAmamAM zUravIra kI chUpA na rahe tema sAcA vairAgI game tyAM jAya teA paNa chUpA zvetA nathI. eka vakhata te emanA pitAzrIe emanA pagamAM evI chUTI kuhADI mArI hatI ke jo kuhADI vAge ne tArA paga bhAMgI jAya tA tuM dIkSA letA aTakI jAya ne! paNa banyuM evuM ke savaLI kuhADI emanA paga pAse AvatAM avaLI thaI gaI. ne sheja dUra rahI gaI. paNa vAgI nahIM. chatAM eTalI ja makkamatA hatI. e DuMgarazIbhAI sANaMdamAM nAkarI karatA hatAM tA paNa dararAja pAtAnA nitya-niyama-sAmAyika-pratikramaNa vigere cUkatA na hatAM, te sivAya dukAnamAM gharAkI na heAya tyAre samaya maLe dhArmika abhyAsa paNa karatA hatAM. dararoja upAzrayamAM AvIne dhamadhyAna karatAM. paNa peAtAnA jIvana naukAnA sukAnI nahi maLavAthI emanA mana upara khUba udAsInatA rahetI. sANuMdanA zrAvakAnA manamAM thayuM ke A chokarI koI bhavya AtmA che. koI vairAgI jIvo lAge che. paNa kaI ajANyA lAge che, eka divasa vADIbhAI (mA. bra. pU. zAradAbAi mahAsatIjInA sa'sArI HIR

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472 pitAzrI) tathA zakarAbhAIe temane pUchayuM ke bhAI! tame kyAMnA rahevAsI che? ahIM kayA kAraNe AvyA che? A badhuM pUchatAM DuMgarazIbhAIe pitAnI badhI vAta karI ke huM mArA sAcA tAraNahAranI zodhamAM chuM. tyAre vADIbhAI ane zakarAbhAIe kahyuM ke te Apane bhAvanA hoya te amArA khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA bA.bra. pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanuM Apane milana karAvI ApIe. vADIbhAIe kahyuM. mArI dikarIe paNa dIkSA lIdhelI che. je tamAruM mana tyAM Thare to tyAM dIkSA leje. emaNe bhAvanA batAvI eTale vADIbhAI temane pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba pAse laI gayAM. pU. ratnacaMdrajI gurUnuM ratana sama tejasvI mukhaDuM jotAM ja DuMgarazIbhAInuM haiyuM ulasI gayuM. ane pU. gurUdevanI pAse teo jJAnAbhyAsa mATe rokAI gayAM. pitAne joIe tevA sAcA sukAnI-samartha gurUdeva maLI gayA. pachI te vairAgInA AnaMdanuM pUchavuM ja zuM? bIjI tarapha emanA bApujIne khabara paDI ke DuMgarazI te bhaNavA gayA che. eTale tAbaDatoDa sANaMda AvyA. vADIbhAI tathA zakarAbhAIne kahe che ke, tame tamArA manamAM samaje che zuM? mArA dikarAne zA mATe mUkI AvyA? khUba kaidha hate. badhI varALa ThAlavI. vADIbhAIe kahyuM ke bhAI! tamAre dikare pAchA Ave te laI Ave. ame parANe mUkI AvyAM nathI. mArI dIkarIe dIkSA lIdhI te amAruM cAlyuM nathI, te tamArA dikarAnI vAta kyAM karavI? temanA pitAzrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba pAse AvyA. krodhathI dhamadhamatA AvyA hatAM paNa jyAM pU. gurUdevanI zAMta mukhamudrAnA darzana karyA tyAM ApaApa phodha zamI gaye. mahAna tyAgI purUSanA cAritrane prabhAva paNa alaukika hoya che. gurUdevanA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che-gurUdeva! Ape zuM jAdu karyuM! te DuMgarazIne levA AvyA hatA, paNa have huM AjathI tene dIkSAnI AjJA ApuM chuM. Apane jyAre IcchA hoya tyAre Apa dIkSA ApI zake che. juo ! vairAgIne ghera laI javA AvyA hatAM paNa dIkSAnI rajA ApI dIdhI. tyAM ne tyAM dIkSAnuM muharta jevaDAvyuM. divasa nakakI karyo. ane emanA pitAjI kahe che bhAI! have tuM thoDA divasa ghare cAla. badhA sagAvahAlAMne maLIne pachI Avaje. DuMgarazIbhAI pitAjInI sAthe surendranagara AvyAM. kAraNa ke pachI teo surendranagara rahetAM hatAM. eka mahine tyAM rahI mAtA-pitAne saMteSa pamADIne teo pAchA gurUdeva pAse AvyA. have dIkSAnA 13 divaso bAkI rahyAM eTale emanA pitAjIe badhA sagAne teDAvI lIdhAM. bIje divase dIkSAmAM javuM che. paNa kudarata kaMI juduM ja vicAre che. eTale DuMgarazIbhAInA pitAzrIne ekAeka rAtre DAbI sAIDamAM paDakhAne dukhAve upaDI. DekaTare belAvyA. paNa keIne kaMI ja IlAja kAma na lAgyA. cAra kalAkanI TUMkI bimArI bheLavIne teo phAnI duniyAne tyAga karIne cAlyA gayA ! AnaMdane sthAne zoka chavAI gayo!

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40 : pUjya mahArAja sAheba DuMgarazIbhAIne kahe che bhAI! tArA bApujInuM akarta avasAna thaI gayuM che. tArA bhAIomAM tuM sauthI moTo dikare che. mATe e badhArmA AzvAsana khAtara tuM thoDA divasa dIkSAmAM pheraphAra kara. tyAre sAce vairAgI AmAM kahe che gurUdeva ! mArI dIkSAnI tithi nahi phare. mArA pitAjI gayA ne kene khabara che ke, nahi cAlyA jAuM? AyuSyane bharoso nathI. mArI kSaNa kSaNa lAkheNI jAya che. kApaDa je divase teramuM hatuM te ja divase dIkarAe dIkSA lIdhI. aDhAra varSanI bALavayamAM rIkSaNa 29 varSanI uMmare daza varSa saMyamanuM pAlana karIne kAma kADhI gayA. evA daDha vairAgI AtmAone jeTo maLa muzkela che. je vairAgya hato te ja temane vinaya hate. khUba jJAna meLavI teo suvAsa phelAvI gayAM che. e pavitra AtmAne ApaNA kaTi vaMdana hone ahIM A be bAluDAone vairAgya paNa khUba majabUta che. emanA pitAjIne ke che bApujI! kAmaga te kIcaDanAM kUDA jevA che. kIcaDathI kharaDAyelAM kapaDAM kIcaDaeNmana devAya. paNa zuddha jaLamAM ja jovAya nahiMtara kharaDAI jAya. tema AtmAne kAmaga thakI kIcaDamAM ragadoLavAthI ujajavaLa nahi bane. paNa saMyamanA zuddha jaLa vaDe ja AtmA pavitra banaze. kAmabhoge te anarthanI khANa che. mATe ame emAM nahi rAcIe. haju AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAnanaM. 65 bhAdaravA vada 8 ne budhavAra, tA. 23-9-70 anaMta jJAnI, parama tAraka, vizvavatsala, vibhunI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. jagatanA chanA kalyANane arthe mahAna purUe Agamamaya vANI batAvI. Agama eTale arise. jema tamArA mukha upara DAgha paDe che tyAre tame arisAmAM daSTi karIne mukha upara rahe DAgha dUra kare che, tema AtmA upara anAdikALathI rAga-dveSa-krodha-mAna-mAyAlebha Adi kaSAyonAM je DAgha paDI gayAM che tene sApha karavAne mATe Agama rUpI arImanI jarUra che. arIse jeTale svaccha haze teTaluM temAM mukhanuM pratibiMba paNa svaccha paDaze. tema tamAruM mana jeTaluM svaccha haze teTaluM tame jaladI Atmadarzana karI zakaze. eka vastra upara raMga caDhAva haze te te vastrane paNa pahelAM joIne svaccha banAvavuM paDaze. vastra jeTaluM zuddha haze teTale tene raMga paNa sAre caDhaze. meluM haze te zA, 60

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dhAbA paDI jaze. divAla svaccha ane sapATa na hoya te raMga bagaDe. ane mahenata mAthe paDe che. citra khIlI uThatuM nathI. te ja rIte jenuM hRdaya ane mana pavitra hoya che tenA AtmAne vairAgyane raMga sAre caDhI zakaze. anAdikALanA malIna AtmAne svaccha banAvavA mATe vItarAganI vANI rUpI pANI che. ane samyakatva rUpI sAbu che. A be vastue jenA hAthamAM AvI jAya tene AtmA pavitra-svaccha banyA vinA rahe nahIM. ahIM devabhadra ane jazebhadra e baMne bAluDAne AtmA svaccha banI gayela che. eka ja vakhata saMtanA darzana thatAM vairAgyane majIThIye raMga caDhI gaye. majIThI raMga game tevA taDake kapaDAM sUkavavAmAM Ave, ukaLatA pANImAM bAphavAmAM Ave te paNa chAM paDatuM nathI. te ja rIte A be bALakone emanA mAtA-pitA game tevI kasoTI kare te paNa emane vairAgyane raMga utare tema nathI. sAce vairAgI jema jema kaTI thAya tema tema majabUta thAya che. mATIne geLo pice hoya paNa jema jema agnimAM tape tema tema te majabUta banatuM jAya che. tema sAcA dharAgI AtmAo jema jema kaTInI bhaThThImAM tape tema tema vairAgyanAM teja vadhu jhaLahaLI uThe che. devabhadra niDarapaNe enA pitAne kahI de che ke he pitAjI ! Apa amane je sukhene mATe AmaMtraNa Apo che; e te saMsAra rUpI kAdavanA kuMDAmAM kheMcI javAnuM che. ane A saMsAranA badhA ja sneha ane padArtho kevAM che - tana-mana-sAdhana sahu jaganAM phanA thavA sarjAyA che, rAca-racIlA mahela majenA, phanA thavA sarjAyA che, mAtA-pitA ke bhrAtA bhaginI, phanA thavA sarjAyA che, dilathI dilabhara thaI rahevAnA, phanA thavA sarjAyA che." jagatane eka paNa padArtha zAzvata rahenAra nathI. sarva saMbaMdhe kSaNika che. jenA upara mamatA karavA jevI che! je sukhe ghaDIkamAM hasAvI jAya ane ghaDIkamAM raDAvI jAya tenA upara maha zA mATe kara joIe? jyAM sudhI ame ajJAna hatA tyAM sudhI paugalika sukhamAM rAcyA. have amane samajAI gayuM che ke A kSaNika sukhe lAMbA kALa sudhI duHkha denAra che. A te jANI prIchIne khoTane dhaMdho karavA barAbara che. mATe ame emAM rAcIzuM nahi. haju paNa be bALake zuM kahe che : parivvayante aNiyattakAme, aho ya rAo paritappamANe / annapamatte dhaNamesamANe, pappoti maccu purise jara ca / / utta, sU. a. 14 gAthA 14

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kAmagathI nivRtta nahi thayelA AtmAo rAta-divasa cAre dizAomAM parAmarza karatAM khUba paritApanA pAmI rahyAM che. eTale rAta divasa ciMtA rUpI agnimAM jalI rahyAM che. temaja putra-parivArane mATe dhana bheguM karavAne mATe asahaya kaSTo veThe che. emAM ne emAM amUlya mAnava jiMdagI khatama thaI jAya che. dhana meLavavAne mATe deza choDIne paradeza jAya che. te kaIka to tyAM ne tyAM ja vRddha thaI jAya che ane mRtyu pAme che. - baMdhuo ! A uparathI tamane lAge che ke have A saMsAramAMthI samajIne sarakI javA jevuM che! samajadAra - vicakSaNa purU te samajIne sarakI gayAM. jema tame dhana laIne rastethI jatAM he te samaye tamane kaI guMDAo cAre taraphathI gherI le to paNa tame game tema karIne te guMDAonA ToLAmAMthI sarakavAno prayatna kare che ne? te ja rIte tamArA kuMTuMba parivArathI tame gherAI gayAM che. tamane ame kahIe chIe ke he devAnupriye ! have AmAMthI nivRtti meLave. te tame kaheze ke have te A badhI jaMjALa ubhI karI. have kevI rIte chuTAya! tame dhAro te samajaNapUrvaka emAMthI mukta banI zake che. parivAre game teTalA gherI lIdhAM hoya, paNa temAMthI je mANasa samajIne khasI jAya che, tene bhagavAna kahe che ke te bhAgyavAna che. mAnI le ke tamArA gAmamAM akasamAta tephAna. phATI nIkaLe te samaye tamAre dikare bahAra gayo che. e kayAMya phasAI gayA che, tenI tamane khabara nathI. vAtAvaraNa khUba taMga banyuM che. te vakhate tamane keTalI ciMtA thAya? paNa tamAre dikaro bhayaMkara vAtAvaraNamAMthI bacIne kSemakuzaLa ghera AvI jAya te tame zuM kahe che? dikarA ! pUre bhAgyazALI ke AvA tephAnI vAtAvaraNamAM paNa tuM bacI gaye. amArI ciMtA maTI gaI. tame ene bhAgyazALI kahe che. - bhagavAna kahe che he AtmA! tuM cAra gati, vIsa daMDaka ane corAzI lAkha chavAyAnImAMthI sarakIne manuSya bhava pAme che te AvA manuSyabhava pAmyAM che te tame bhAgyazALI kharA ke nahi? manuSyabhava tamane jema tema nathI maLyuM. bahu puNya kerA puMjathI zubha deha mAnavane maLe, to ye are bhavacakano AMTo nahi eke Ta; sukha prApta karatAM sukha TaLe che leza e lakSe lahe, kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAva maraNe kAM aho rAcI rahe ! ' mahAna puNyanA puMja bhegA thayAM tyAre tamane mAnavadeha maLyo che. have A re aphaLa na ja joIe. tame koI gharAka pAse paisA mAMgatA he-gharAkanI pAse paisA mAMgyA te kahe ke zeTha! atyAre mArI pAse paisA nathI paNa amuka tArIkhe tame mAre tyAM Avajo. huM tamane cUkate paisA ApI daIza. have gharAka gAmaDAmAM rahe che. gAma evuM agavaDavALuM che ke basa ke gADInuM sAdhana paNa maLatuM nathI. temAM paNa unALAne

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divasa haya, be mAIla dUra evA taDakAmAM page cAlIne gharAkane ghera gayAM, paNa vAyado ApyA pramANe gharAka hAjara na rahyo. paisA maLyAM nahi. gayA tevA khAlI hAthe pAchA pharavuM paDe te tamAruM moTuM kevuM thaI jAya? divela pIdhA jevuM thaI jAya ne? tyAM tamane ema thAya che ke mAre AMTo aphaLa gaye. paNa tamAro eka divasa sAmAyika ke tapatyAga vinAne jAya te manamAM duHkha lAge che ke meM Aje kaMI ja na karyuM ! mAre divasa aphaLa gaye? jyAre tamane tamArA manathI evuM lAgaze ke mArI jiMdagInA kiMmatI divase cAlyA jAya che tyAre kaMIka AgaLa vadhI zakaze, paNa kharI rIte tamane kaMI ciMtA ja thatI nathI. tamArI ciMtA amane thAya che ke A bicArAonuM zuM thaze? - ' ajJAnI cha viSaya vAsanAo piSavA khAtara rAta ke divasa jotAM nathI. gADAnAM bela banIne bhAra uMcakayA ja kare che, chatAM paNa zAMtinuM nAma na maLe. jema bhADabhuMje dhANI ne caNa zake che tyAre enA tAvaDAmAM phaTaphaTa dhANI phUTe che. tema ajJAnI che A saMsAranA tAvaDAmAM dhANI-caNanI jema rAta-divasa phaTa phaTa phUTI rahyAM che. aneka prakAranI zitAothI tenuM kALajuM phaDa phaDa thatuM hoya che. AjanI saradAranA lapharAmAM mANasa kilo phaphaDI rahyo che? InkamaTekSa, selaTekSa, maraNane TekSa, keTalAM lapharAM? emAM tamane kaMdhAthI nirAMte UMgha Ave? sarakAra aneka prakAranAM TekSa nAMkhIne nANuM paDAvI rahI che. paNuM e konI pAsethI paDAve che? enI maryAdA che ke je amuka hajArathI vadhu kamAtA hoya ene mATe ja A badhI dhamAla che. paNa je bicArA pitAnI AjIvikA pUratuM ja kamAya che tene koI jAtane phaphaDATa nathI hete. ene pApa karavA paDatAM nathI. e te zAMtithI khAI-pIne dharmadhyAna karI zake che. Aje duniyAmAM je kaMI pApa thAya che te badhuM parigrahane mATe che. aDhAra pApathAnakamAM parigraha e pAMcamuM pApa che, ghaNuM bhAI bahene amArI pAse pApanuM prAyazcita levA Ave che. mahAsatI ! AThama hatI ne bhUlathI zAka khavAI gayuM. cAlatAM cAlatAM paga nIce mukeDo AvI gaye, tenuM prAyazcita Apo. paNa bhAI! A pAMcamuM pApa bheguM karyuM che. tenA mATe keI prAyazcita levA AvatA nathI. Aje kaleza-kaMkAsa-jhaghaDA-TaMTA ane khUnakhAra yuddha thaI rahyAM che. e badhuM parigraha mATe ja ne? hala ane vihalanI pAse eka hAra ane hAthI hatA. te padmAvatIthI joI zakAya nahIM. tethI teNe kaNikane caDhAvyA. ane keNike halahilanI pAse hAra ane hAthInI mAMgaNI karI. hala-vihale nA pADI. ane kahyuM : amane bApujIe Apela che. mATe ame hAra-hAthI nahIM ApIe. chevaTanuM e pariNAma AvyuM ke ANika yuddha karavA taiyAra the. hala-vihala nAnAne Azare gayA. ane keNike karelA anyAya sAme ceDArAjAne yuddhamAM utaravuM paDayuM. e yuddhamAM keTalA jIvane saMhAra thaI gaye? eka kroDa eMzI lAkha mANase e laDAImAM marAyA. eka hAra ane hAthI

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You mATe ja ne? paMca mahAvratadhArI saMtene bhagavAne parigrahathI dUra rAkhyAM che. te temane keTale AnaMda che! parigraha che tyAM ja duHkha che. pAMDurAjA ane dhRtarASTra baMne eka mAtAnA jAyA sagA bhAIo hatAM. pAMDurAjAnA pAMca putre te pAMDe ane ghatarASTranA so putra te kaura hatAM. e pAMDe ane kauravo vacce khUnakhAra yuddha zA mATe thayAM? eka rAjya mATe ja ne? yuddhamedAnamAM badhA ja kaura khatama thaI gayA. chele duryodhana mRtyunI zayyA upara sUto che. chellA zvAsa kheMcI rahyo che. te vakhate azvatthAmA pUche che mahArAjA! Apane kaMI zoca na rahe joIe. ApanI kaMI IcchA che? je hoya te kaho. huM tamArI aMtima IcchA pUrNa karuM. mRtyunA bichAne sUtele duryodhana zuM kahe che! mANasa maraNa pathArIe sUte sUte paNa vera choDatuM nathI. duryodhana kahe che he azvatthAmA! tuM mArI IcchA pUrNa karavA mAMgatA hoya te mArA duzmana evA pAMceya pAMDanAM mAthA kApIne mArI sAme hAjara kara, te jatAM jatAM paNa mArA AtmAne zAMti vaLe. azvatthAmA aMdhArI rAtrimAM upaDe pAMDenI chAvaNImAM. tyAM kaMI lAITa ne hatI. eTale te zodhato pAMDanA taMbumAM AvyuM. jyAM draupadI ane tenA pAMca putre sUtAM che, tyAM AvI talavAranA eka ja dhaDAke draupadInAM pAMce ya putronAM zIra uDADI dIdhA. azvatthAmA lohI nItaratAM pAMca mAthA laIne duryodhana pAse Avyo. draupadInAM putronAM mastaka joIne enI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. te bezuddha banI gaye azvatthAmA pUche che tame kema raDo che? tyAre duryodhana kahe che bhAI ! A te kumaLA phUla jevA nirdoSa bALake che. jevA mArA putro che tevA ja pAMDanAM putra che. mAre AmanI sAthe kayAM vera che ? nirdoSa bALakee mAruM zuM bagADayuM che ? ke teM emane vidhI nAMkhyA? mAre te pAMca pAMDavonI sAthe ja vera che. ema belatAM bolatAM dUryodhananA prANa cAlyA gayA. / / azvatthAmAne khUba bhaya lAge. aho ! duryodhana te cAlyA gaye. pAMDavone emanA putra marAyAnI khabara paDaze te mane mAryA vinA nahi rahe. eTale bhayabhIta banIne e gIca jhADImAM bharAI gaye. A tarapha putranAM mastaka vagaranAM dhaDa paDayAM che. lehInI nIka vahe che eTale draupadInI pathArI palaLI gaI. ekadama draupadI bharanidrAmAMthI jAgI gaI. putranA dhaDa joIne ekadama enA mukhamAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI. AkhI chAvaNImAM phelAhala macI gayo. pAMce pAMDe doDI AvyAM. draupadI kahe che pAMca pAMca patinI patnI huM pAMcALI. dharmaniSTha dharmarAjA, gadAdhArI bhaDavIra bhIma ane gAMDIvadhArI arjuna A badhA hayAta hovA chatAM mArA putronuM A rIte khUna keNe karyuM? jyAM sudhI mArA putrone mAranAra duzmanane patta nahi maLe tyAM sudhI mAre anna-jaLane tyAga che.

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ra78 pAMDe duzmanane zedhavA nIkaLyA. azvatthAmAM jhADImAM bharAI gayA che. enuM hadayuM thaDake che. eka vAta nakkI che ke je mANase gunho karyo hoya che tenuM hRdaya thaDakyA ja kare che. ene uMgha paNa AvatI nathI. kadAca UMgha AvI jAya te paNa uMghamAM enuM haiyuM thaDakatuM ja hoya che. jyAre nirdoSa mANasa te ArAmathI UMghI jAya che. mANasane be kAraNathI uMgha na Ave. eka to keIne bhayaMkara gunho karyo hoya te ane bIjuM vahAlI vastu ke vahAlA mANasane viga paDe te paNa uMgha uDI jAya che. - eka nyAyAdhIza badhAne nyAya kare che paNa enA gharamAM nyAya karI zako nathI. nyAyAdhIza gharethI kerTamAM jAya tyAre khurazImAM beThelA vakIle paNa ubhA thaIne salAma bhare e ene hoddo hato. paNa gharamAM emane hoddo na hato. patnI AgaLa enuM kaMI ja cAlatuM na hatuM. A nyAyAdhIza eka garIba mAtAne putra hatuM. evI garIba sthitimAM mAtAe putrane ucherIne moTo karyo, bhaNA-gaNa ane putra moTo nyAyAdhIza ba. sArA gharanI kanyA sAthe enuM lagna thayuM. A kanyAnuM nAma dAminI hatuM. A dAminIne damakAra e hatuM ke bhalabhabhA mANasane dhrujAvanAra nyAyAdhIza enI panI dAmInIthI tharathara dhrujate hate. gharamAM vahurANInAM rAjya hatAM. zrImatIjIne orDara thaye ke A DozImAne AjathI mArA gharanA rUmamAM paga mUkavAne hakka nathI. pAchaLane eka eraDe ApI dIdhuM. basa have mAjIne ahIM ja rahevAnuM ane vahu je Ape te khAI levAnuM. nyAyAdhIzane tyAM be putra thayAM. DezImAne evI heza thAya ke mArA dikarAnA dikarAne ramADavA jAuM. bALake ramatAM hoya te vahAlathI lAve. paNa dAmInIne dekAre e ke bALako enI pAse jaI ja na zake. mA enA bALakane evI zikhAmaNa Ape ke beTA! A DezInI pAse kadI paNa javuM nahi. e te ApaNane mAre. evI DAkaNa che. eTale bALaka nA jAya? chokarAM game tevAM pAke te paNa mAtA te hameMzA putranI sAme premabharI daSTithI ja jetI hoya che. mAtA hameMzA putranuM hita ja cAhatI hoya che. temAM eka divasa evuM banyuM ke dAmInI enA be bALakane laIne piyara gaI che. nyAyAdhIza kerTamAM gayA che. temAM eka kAmadAra ane nekanA kesane te divase cukAdo ApavAne hate. temAM kAmadAranI jIta thaI ane nekaranI hAra thaI, eTale nekaroe tophAna macAvyuM ane nirNaya karyo ke nyAyAdhIza bahAra nIkaLe eTale ene mArI nAMkhave. khUba tejAna thayuM. nyAyAdhIzanI mAtAne khabara paDI ke pitAnA putranA mAthe AvI Apatti AvI paDI che. mArA putrane mAravAnAM kAvatrA cAle che. nyAyAdhIza keTamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zakate nathI. mAtAe khAdhuM-pIdhuM nahi ane putranI ciMtA karavA lAgI. prabhune prArthanA karavA lAgI ke he prabhu! tuM mArA putranI rakSA karaje.

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kaSTa nyAyAdhIza jema tema karIne rAtre sADAbAra vAgye chAnAmAne ghera Ave che, paNa gharanAM bAraNe tALuM lagAveluM che. have tALuM khelavA jAya eTalI vAramAM paNa ene kaI pAchaLathI AvIne mArI nAkhe te? e Dara hato ane hatuM paNa ema ja, eTale nyAyAdhIze vicAra karyo ke mArI mA rahe che te pAchaLanA oraDAmAMthI jo rahuM. eTale mAtAnA oraDAnI bArIe AvyuM. hAtha aDADe tyAM bAraNuM khulI gayuM mAre gharamAM beThI che. nyAyAdhIza kahe che mA! AkhuM gAma ughe che ane eka vAgyo "chatAM tuM kema jAge che? tane uMgha nathI AvatI? mAtA kahe che beTA ! mane uMgha kaI rIte Ave? beTA! tAre mAthe maraNanI Aphata AvI hoya te mAne uMgha kema Ave? beTA! tuM ghera AvI gaye. tene joIne mArA bahotera kaThe dIvA thayA. tane joIne mArA AnaMdane pAra nathI. beTA ! huM tArA mATe prabhune prArthanA karatI hatI. mArI prArthanA prabhue sAMbhaLI. mAtAnA A zabdo sAMbhaLI nyAyAdhIza kSaNabhara thaMbhI gaye. aho! pAMca pAMca varSathI je mAtAnA sAmuM paNa meM joyuM nathI, enI khabara paNa lIdhI nathI ane eka nakAmA oraDAmAM rAkhI mUkI che, chatAM mArA pratye mAtAne keTale prema che! mAtA pratye lAgaNI darzAvate nyAyAdhIza pitAnA divAnakhAnAmAM AvI palaMgamAM sUto paNa tene UMgha AvatI nathI, kAraNa ke enA manamAM eka ciMtA che ke Aje te game tema karIne chUTa paNa kAle mAruM zuM thaze? have mAre zuM karavuM? ema aneka prakAranAM taka-vitarka manamAM thAya che paNa uMgha AvatI nathI. eTale uThIne pAcho mAtAnI pAse Avye. te paNa mAtA te beThelI ja che. nyAyAdhIza kahe che mA ! huM to ghera AvI gayuM. have tuM zA mATe jAge che? tyAre mAtA kahe che, he beTA ! huM to prabhune evI prArthanA karuM chuM ke he prabhu! sarvane saddabuddhi maLe ane badhuM tephAna zamI jAya. ane mAro dikaro kSemakuzaLa rahe. A sAMbhaLI nyAyAdhIzanuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. A hAzuM mArI mAtAnI lAgaNI che? huM jenI ciMtA karuM chuM ene mATe ja mArI mAtA prabhune prArthanA kare che. pAMca pAMca varSathI jenA premamAM pAgala banyo chuM e to duHkhanA samaye pIyaramAM jaIne beThI che. kharekhara! Aje huM bacI gayo houM te mAtA, tAro ja pratApa che. dhikkAra che mArA jevA adhamaputrane ! mAtA ! tArA upakArano badale kaI rIte vALIza? ema kahI pazcAtApanAM AMsu vaDe mAtAnA caraNa dhoI nAMkhyA. mAtA kahe che dikarA! e te hoya. mArA pApane udaya hate. emAM tAro doSa nathI. nyAyAdhIza mAtAne uMcakIne pitAnA divAnakhAnAmAM laI AvyuM ane palaMgamAM sUvADI dIdhI. bIje divase savAramAM dAmInI Ave che. mAjIne palaMgamAM sUtelAM jaIne kahe che: A gaMdhAtI gebarI DozI mArA divAnakhAnAmAM kayAMthI AvI? nyAyAdhIze atyAra sudhI bahArane ja nyAya karyo hate. Aje enI daSTi khulI gaI hatI. tarata ja AvIne te kahe che khabaradAra! mAtAne eka paNa zabda kahyo che te ! mAjIne huM divAna,

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AnAmAM lAvyo chuM. have tamane e mAjI gamatA hoya te mArA gharamAM khuzIthI rahe. nahitara tame tamAre piyara padhAre. have tamAruM kazuM nahi thAya. jyAre mANasanI dRSTi khule che tyAre satya vastunuM bhAna thAya che. kahevAne Azaya e hatuM ke mANasanA hRdayamAM gunha karyo hoya tyAre Dara hoya che. tyAre enuM hRdaya thaDake che. A mAtAne putranA maraNane Dara hate. putra pratyenA rAganA zaraNe tene uMgha AvatI na hatI. ahIM azvatthAmA Darane mAryo jhADImAM beTho beTho dhruje che. pAMDee zodhatAM zodhatAM ene zedhI nAMkhe. basa. A ja amArA putrane mAranAra che. tene pakaDIne draupadI pAse lAve che. maraNanA DarathI azvatthAmA dhruje che. draupadIe enA sAmuM joyuM. enA aMtaramAM apAra krodha hate. AMkhamAMthI krodhanA aMgArA jharatA hatA. paNa azvatthAmAne joIne hatAza thaI gaI. ahe ! A te kRpIne putra che. te ene ekane eka ja beTI uMmarane putra che. je huM Ane marAvI nAMkhIza te bicArI kRpI vAMjhaNI banaze. mArA pAMca putre gayA paNa haju te huM nAnI chuM. mAre putra prAptine saMbhava che. paNa kRpI te uMmara lAyaka che. have ene bIjo putra thAya tema nathI. bIjuM verane badale verathI na levAya. mArA putra javAthI jevuM mane duHkha thayuM che tevuM ja Ane thaze meM? huM ene marAvI naMkhAvuM te paNa mArA putra mane maLavAnA nathI. mAre zA mATe veranI vaNajhAra vadhAravI joIe? drapadInuM hadaya palaTAI jAya che ane azvatthAmAne jIvate cheDI de che. verane badale premathI vALe che. | mukhya vAta e hatI ke parigrahanA kAraNe bhAI-bhAInI sAthe paNa vera baMdhAya che. dUryodhana marI gaye te paNa eNe vera na choDyuM. ane pAMDavoe vera rAkhyuM nahi. jyAre daSTi samyapha thAya che tyAre avaLI vAtane paNa savaLAInA rUpamAM ja samaje che. devabhadra ne jazebhadrane paNa satya hakIkata samajAI gaI che. pitAnAM avaLAM vacane paNa savaLAInA rUpamAM pariNamAve che. pitAjI jema jema kaTI kare che tema tema teo mATInA gaLAnI jema vadhu majabUta banatA jAya che. haju paNa AgaLa zuM kaheze te vAta avasare laIzuM. vyAkhyAna naM66 bhAdaravA vada 10 ne gurUvAra tA. 24-9-70 anaMtajJAnI zAsana samrATa sarvajJa bhagavaMta pharamAve che ke he bhavya AtmAo ! idhaka samaje che, seya ane upAdeyane viveka kare. jANIne choDavA jevuM cheDe, ane

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grahaNa karavA jevuM grahaNa kare. devalokanA bhegamAM paDele jIva cheThavA irache te paNa cheDI zakato nathI. ane narakamAM te evI bhayaMkara vedanA che ke e vedanAthI chava kirtavyamUDha banI jAya che. sUyagaDAMga sUtramAM narakanA duHkhanuM evuM karUNa laIne Ave che ke sAMbhaLatAM bhalabhalAnAM kALajA kaMpI jAya. jyAre ApaNAthI e varNana sAMbhaLatAM paNa dhrujI javAya che te e duHkhanuM vedana karanAra jIvonI dazA kevI karUNAjanaka haze? ane tiryaMcanAM parAdhInapaNAnAM duHkhe te tame pratyakSa joI rahyAM che. sAcI kamANI karavAne je kaI bhava hoya to eka mAnavabhava ja che. pUrva janmakA puNya ga jaba, pragaTa huA ati he bhAI, taba sukhadAyaka sabhI vastuoM, kisI jIvane yadi pAI che te ati dhIra saMyamI gurUkA, mahA kaThIna jagameM saMga, kalpavRkSa sama samaje priyavara, satsaMgati kA milanA ga." pUrvanA mahAna puNyanA bhegathI kalpavRkSa samAna A amUlya mAnavabhava maLe che. jenA hAthamAM rana ciMtAmaNI hoya, jenA AMgaNAmAM kalpavRkSa ugyuM hoya ene zuM bhIkha mAMgavAnI heya? ane kadAca mAMgavA jAya te tame tene mUrkha ja kahe ne? "hA". te tame amUlya mAnava bhava pAmIne bahAra bhautika sukhanI bhIkha mAMgatA he te tame paNa mUkha kharA ke nahi! evA lAkhe ne koDe ratna ciMtAmaNI bhegA kare te paNa enAthI tamane mAnavabhava nahi maLe. mATe samajIne tamArA jIvanamAM dharmanuM vAveMtara kare. A varSe loko kahetA hatA ke senAnuM varSa che. paNa ativRSTinA kAraNe senAnuM varSa kathIranuM varSa thaI gayuM. paNa dharmamAM kaMI ativRSTi ke anAvRSTi thavAnI nathI. ane kaI jAtanuM nukazAna thavAnuM nathI. ahIM to jyAre juo tyAre lAbha-lAbhane lAbha ja che. eka vakhata tamane samajAvuM joIe ke A mAnavadeha maLe che te gAyatana mATe che paNa bhegAyatana mATe nathI. bhagavAne mAnavabhavane mahimA kaMI ema ne ema nathI gAya. "mA + nava" pharIne nava mahinA mAtAnA garbhamAM na Ave tenuM nAma mAnava. A mAnavanA nAmane sArthaka karavA mATe tamAre puruSArtha karavo jarUrI che. kAraNa ke jema tamArI sAme bhejanane thALa pIrasIne mUkyo hoya paNa hAthamAM laIne meDhAmAM keLiye mUkavAnI kriyA to tamAre karavI paDaze. ane cAvIne utAravAmAM Ave to ja bhUkha maTe che. paNa bhajana-bhejana belavA mAtrathI peTanI sudhA zAMta thatI nathI. te ja rIte mikSa-mekSa balavAthI mokSanI prApti thatI nathI. paNa puruSArtha karavAthI mokSa maLe che. kahyuM che ke - kAgaLa taNI heDI vaDe sAgara kadI tarAya nA, cItarela moTI AgathI jojana kadI raMdhAya nA." zA. 61

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che samudrane taravA mATe te lAkaDAnI naukA ja joIe. kAgaLanI suMdara dekhAtI naukA te pite DUbe che ane bIjAne DUbADe che. e te zobhAnI ja heya. Agane moTe bhaDake citarela hoya enA upara tapelI mUkI devAmAM Ave to kaMI enAthI rasoI taiyAra na zrAya. ene mATe te sAcI agni ja joIe. tema mekSamAM javA mATe te samya puruSArtha joIe. upacArathI tame zrAvaka banI gayAM che. tamane kahIe ke bhAI! 24 kalAkamAMthI eka kalAka te AtmA mATe kADhe. eka sAmAyika te kare. te kahe che ke amane TAIma nathI. bhAI! tamane atyAre TAIma nathI te tame kayAre TAIma meLavaze? tame game teTale saMpattine sAgara chalakAvaze, beMkanA khAnAmAM game teTalA nANAM jamA karAvazo paNa tamArI sAthe zuM AvavAnuM? tame ja kahe ke atyArasudhImAM tamArA vaDavAnA vaDavA badhuM cheDIne gayA e kaMI ja sAthe laI gayA? rAjA-mahArAjA keI kaMi ja laI jaI zakyA nathI. tame najare dekhe che chatAM paNa enI pAchaLa ja vaLagyA rahe che. A tamArI kevI mUrkhAI che. tame jeTalo samaya dharmamAM vItAvaze, jeTalI zakti Atma kalyANamAM kharcaze, ane jeTalAM nANuM dAnamAM vAparaze e ja tamArI sAthe AvanAra che. dhamarAdhanA-dAna-tapa Adi zubha kAryo karavA, karAvavA ane karanArane anumodanA ApavI emAM ja mahAna lAbha che. bAkI to badhuM ja ahIM rahI javAnuM che. bhRgu purohitanA be putro enA pitAne kahe che he pitA! A saMsAra ghora duHkhanuM kAraNa che. temAM jeo kAmagathI nivRta thayAM nathI, te leke rAta-divasa ciMtAmAM zeka rUpI agni vaDe banyA kare che. bIjAonI ciMtA karIne e vRddha thAya che ane maraNanA zaraNa thAya che. AukkhayaM ceva abujjhamANe, mamAi se sAhasakArI maMde / ca no ja paratapamALe, bahu mUke rAma? a | sUyagaDAMga * * AyuSya kSaNe kSaNe kSaya thaI rahyuM che. ema jeo samajatA nathI ane mArApaNAnI buddhithI jeo vyApAramAM mahAna sAhasa kheDanArA rAtri ane divasa tIvra paritApane anubhavatA pitAnA ghera ajJAnane lIdhe keTalAka mANase jANe pote ja ajarAmara na hoya te rIte AraMbha-samAraMbhAdimAM pravartatA hoya che. je mANasane janma-maraNane Dara lAge che te amuka uMmare AraMbha-samAraMbhamAMthI nivRtta thaI jAya che. sarvathA nahIM te chevaTe dezathI paNa nivRtti le che. saMsAramAMthI nivRtti le te dharma pravRttimAM uttarottara ane utsAha vadhatuM jAya che. mATe manamAM niraMtara evI bhAvanA bhAve ke A mAruM zarIra anitya che. vaibhava paNa zAzvata nathI. game tevI ISTa vastuonI mane prApti thaI hoya paNa dareka prakAranI saMpatti ane te anitya che, viSayajanya sukha te paNa anitya che. deha kahe, yauvana kahe,

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43 jIvana kahA ke gharakhAra kahA badhu ja anitya che. A pramANe vastunI anityatA vicAratAM temAMthI rAga uThI jAya tenuM nAma virAga che ane virAganuM phaLa paraMparAe vItarAga bhAva che. anityAdi khAra bhAvanAonuM ciMtana karatAM karatAM kevaLajJAna aMdarathI raNakAra Ave che. khAra bhAvanAomAM ekeka bhAvanAnA ciMtanamAM bhavanA nAza karavAnI pracaMDa tAkAta rahelI che. have tame evI bhAvanAnA ciMtanamAM lAgI jAva. khAra bhAvanAnuM ciMtana e mAkSa prAptinA eka amegha upAya che. pachI bIjA kaI upAye zeAdhavA nahi paDe. upara uparathI lukhI bhAvanA kAma nahi lAge. lukhI bhAvanA bhAvavAthI mAla pANI nahi maLe. jo meAkSanA sukhanA mAla joitA hAya tA zuddha hRdayathI bhAvanA bhAvavI joie. aMdhue ! AkhI jiMdagI sudhI dhananA saMcaya khUba karyAM, have tA dhamanA saya karA. 1) ' "niAni rAtALi, vaimavo irazAzvataH | nityaM sannihito mRtyuH, kartavyo dharmasaMcayaH // " A zarIra anitya che, vaibhava mAtra azAzvata che. ane divase divase mRtyu ApaNI najIka AvI rahyuM che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa mRtyu ApaNI ceTalI pakaDIne ja beTheluM che. e kayA samaye khe'cI leze tenI ApaNane khabara nathI. ema samajIne hamezA dharmArAdhanA karavI joie. tamane e vAta barAbara samajAI nathI, kheMce eThI nathI eTale ja rAtri-dvivasa dhanane saMcaya karavA mATe mathI rahyAM che. vItarAga vANInA eka zabda aMtaramAM utarI jAya tA Ara Ana Ave. jema meTThImAM ragatA hAya che paNa ene jema jema vadhu ghU'TavAmAM Ave tema tema enA raMga vadhu Ave che. tema jinavANInA zabde zabdamAM virAga bhare che. paNa enuM maMthana karo tA ja meLavI zako. sarvArtha siddha vimAnamAM rahenArA devA jee ekAvatArI ja hAya che chatAM paNa temane tyAMthI cyave ja TakA thAya che. temane sarvAMCsiddha vimAnanI Rddhi cheDIne tetrIsa sAgarApamanuM AyuSya pUrNa thaye mRtyulAkamAM AvIne janma levA paDe che. deve je vimAnamAM upanna thAya che te vimAna zAzvata che. paNa vimAnamAM rahenArA devA zAzvata nathI. sarvArthasiddha vimAna je devaleAkamAM uMcAmAM uMcu' sthAna che chatAM tyAM utpanna thayelAM devA paNa AyuSya pUrNa thatAM manuSyalAmAM Ave che. te pachI duniyAmAM zAzvata kANu rahI zakavAnuM che? A jIva khoTI mamatA rAkhIne beTho che. jo zAzvata-azAzvata bhAvane samaje tA jarUra mekSa meLavavAnI laganI lAge. zarIranuM ArAgya, AyuSya, tAkAta, dhana-saMpatti adhu ja kSaNika che,

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ve tamArA janmanI tArIkha tA tame noMdhI rAkhI haze. paNa mRtyu kayAre Avaze ene mATe kaI tArIkha nakkI nathI. jema kALanA dvivasa nakkI nathI hAtA tema dhama amuka prAIme karIzu evA kALa na heAvA joie. dhama sadAkALa AcaravA ceAgya che. madhue ! puSpa game teTalu' suMdara hAya paNa emAM sugadha na hoya teA puSpanI kAMI ja kiMmata nathI. sarovara game teTaluM mATu' hAya paNa emAM jo pANI na hAya tA tenI paNa zAbhA nathI. te ja rIte tame paNa rUpa-vaibhava ane saMpattithI phAlyAphulyA dekhAtAM hai| paNa tamArA jIvanamAM cAritra-ziyaLa na heAya te tamAruM jIvana nakAmu' che. jeoe svaparanA kalyANane mATe sa'sAranA tyAga karI saMyama mAga aMgIkAra karyAM che te kalpavRkSa samAna che. ane je cAritra hIna AtmAe che te kaTakavRkSa samAna che. tame sa'sAranA rAganA sathA tyAga na karI zako paNa zuddha jIvana jIvaze| te paNa peAtAnuM ane bIjAnuM kalyANa sAdhI zakazeA. cAritra viSe khanele eka prasaMga che. tenI tamArI sAme rajuAta karuM chuM. "satI suzIlAnA rUpamAM pAgala anela vidyutacadra" e mitrA vasatA hatAM. temAM ekanu nAma vidyutacaMdra ane khIjAnu' nAma udayacaMdra. ane jIgarajAna dostA. kha MnenI maitrI jANe dUdha ane sAkara jevI. ane sAthe pharavA jAya. kAI kArya karavu... hAya tA paNa sAthe maLIne ekabIjAnI salAha sUcanA mujaba karatAM. eka divasa ane maLe nahi tA cena na paDe, evI temanI gADha maitrI hatI. A mitromAM uddayacaMdranuM lagna suzIlA nAmanI eka guNavAna kanyA sAthe thayu' hatu. suzIlA jevI rUpavAna hatI tevI ja guNavAna hatI. eNe sadguNunI saurabha AkhA kuTuMbamAM phelAvI hatI. 'uyaca'dratu' mahAragAma gamana eka vakhata udayacaMdrane akasmAta khahAragAma javAnuM banyu. vidyutacadrane khakhara ba hatI ke mAro mitra bahAragAma gayA che. e tA enA mitrane maLavA mATe ghera Avye. A vakhate suzIlA mAthu. eLI rahI hatI. patinA mitrane joIne eNe mAthe oDhI lIdhu paNa A vidyutacaMdra suzIlAnu rUpa joI gayA. ahe! udayacaMdranI patnI ATalI adhI rUpALI che! enA patinI gerahAjarI hAvAthI suzIlAe enA satkAra karyAM. paNu have vidyutacadra teA jema pata'gIyu' dIpakanA rUpamAM AkarSita ane che tema te suzIlAnA rUpamAM pataMgIyu banIne bhamavA lAgyA. te udayacaMdranI gerahAjarImAM paNa vinA prayAjane AravAra yacaMdrane ghera AvavA lAgyA. ane aneka prakAranI kuceSTA karavA lAgyA. suzIlA catura hatI. enu` rahasya samajI gaI ke AnI buddhimAM pheraphAra thayA che.

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45 udayacaMdra ATha divasa mATe bahAragAma gayA hatA. suzIlA gharamAM ekalI ja hato, eTale mAkA joIne vidyutaMtre kahyuM ke mArA mitra tA mahAragAma gayA che. ane ATalA mATA gharamAM tame strI jAti ekalAM ja raheA te sAruM nahi. jo tame kahe| to huM rAtre tamAre tyAM sUvA mATe AvuM. viSayAdhIna banelA mANase viSayamAM evA cakacUra anI jAya che ke te avasthAmAM lajjA jevI apUrva cIjane paNa tilAMjalI ApI de che. suzIlAnuM hRdaya pavitra hatuM. eNe e ja vicAra karyAM ke jo mane mArA cAritranuM rakSaNa karavAnI tAkAta che tA mane koI zuM karI zakavAnu che ? eTale kAmarUpI kIcaDamAM khUMcatA uMDA khADAmAM gakhaDatA evA peAtAnA patinA mitra vidyutaca'drane bacAvavAnI buddhithI teNe kahyuM: jevI tamArI icchA. mane koI jAtanI harakata nathI. suzIlAnA madhura zabdo sAMbhaLI vidyutacadranuM haiyuM heMthI nAcI uThayuM. aheA ! mArI dhAraNA saphaLa thaI. ene mAsa pratye keTaleA prema che! AnaMda pAmatA te peAtAne ghera gayA. A taraph suzIlAe eka suMdara palaMga DhALyeA che. enA upara suMdara makhamalane raMgaberaMgI gAlIcA bichAvyA. enA upara rezama ane jarInI uMcAmAM uMcI sADIo ane zelA pAtharyAM. ane DelInI aMdaranA mArgamAM paNa dhe gAlIcA pAtharI dIdhA. ane AkhA oraDA rozanIthI jhahahaLAvI mUkayA che. evA suMdara rUma zaNagAye paNa eNe AMgaNAMmAM tA madhe kIcaDa ja pAtharI dIdhA hatA. satInA paDakArathI sudharela vidyutacaMdra rAtrinA daza vAgyA. vidyutacadre AvIne bAraNuM khakhaDAvyu. tA suzIlA jAte ja khAlavA mATe gaI. suzIlAne joI ne enA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. "e jAte ja mAruM svAgata karavA AvI." aMdara dAkhala 'thatAM cAlavAnA mArgamAM badhe makhamalanA gAlIcA khichAvelA che. rAzanIthI AraDA tA jhagamaga thaI rahyo che. A badhA bhapakA joIne vidyutaca dranA manamAM AnaMdanI Umi'e uchaLavA lAgI. enA manamAM thayuM ke A badhe! kSalako te mArA bahumAna mATe ja che ne? baMdhuo! ghuvaDa te divase adha hAya che. agaDA rAtre aMdha ane che. paNa kAmI mAnava te sadAya aMdha ja hAya che. kAmAMdha khane vidyutacaMdra zaNugArelA oraDAmAM pesavA jAya che te khadhe gAlIcA ane kiMmatI sADIo bichAvelAM joI AgaLa vadhI na zakyA. e tyAM ja stha MbhI gayA. eNe AnaMdabhera pUchyuM': A gAlIcA ane jarInI sADhIe zA mATe bichAvyAM che. tyAre suzIlAe namratApUrvaka kahyuM ke Apa padhAravAnA che eTalA mATe. A gAMDhIcA ane jarInA zelA tame upADI leA, kAraNa ke tamArA AMgaNAmAM phakta kAdava kIcaDa ne DAmara pAtharelA che. eTale mArA paga kharaDAI gayA che. huM... evA kharaDAyelA

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* a paga mUku' tA gAlIcA ane kiMmatI sADIe bagaDI jAya tyAre suzIlA kahe cheH-vAMdhA nahi. bhale bagaDI jAya. paNa vidyutacaMdra kahe che. nA' mAro jIva cAlatA nathI. huM AvA gaMdA paga emAM nahi mUkuM. tyAre suzIlA hRdayanA mane vIMdhI nAkhe evA mAmika zabdomAM kahe che ke tamane A sADI ane gAlIcA bagaDI jAya enI ci MtA che, paNa jyAM tame tamAruM ane mAruM jIvana agADavA beThAM che tyAM A gAlIcA ane vastro kAMi meAMtrA nathI. ApaNAM jIvana karatAM AnI kiMmata kaMI vadhAre nathI. je mANasa peAtAnA amUlya cAritrane saLagAvavA uThayA te taNukhalAne zA mATe raDe ? suzIlAnA zabdo vidyutacadranA haiyAmAM tIranI jema vAgI gayA. enuM haiyuM cirAI javA lAgyuM. ane enA aMtaramAM pazcAtApanI pracaMDa javALA pragaTI. enAM vivekanAM netro khulI gayAM. enA haiyAmAM aneka prakAranAM AMdolanA upaDayA. "huM kevA adhama ! kevA aMdha, pApI, nIca ke satInuM satItva lUMTavA uThayA. ! mAruM cAritra luMTAvavA uDaye ! mArA upara lAgaNI dharAvanAra mitranI patnI upara ja kudRSTi karI ?' ene khUba lajjA AvI gaI. te suzIlAnA caraNeAmAM DhaLI paDayA. pazcAtApanAM AMsuthI suzIlAnAM paga dheAI nAMkhyA. pazcAtApathI haiyuM haLavu khanI gayu. gadagada kaMThe melyAhuM ziyaLanI mUrti samAna suzIlAdevI ! te Aje mane pAvana karyAM. he mAtA ! tuM mane mApha kara. mArA jevA patitanA tu uddhAra kara. mArA aMdhakAra bharyAM jItranamAM tArA ziyaLanI jAta mane mAdaka banI che. ema elI mAphI mAMgatA vidyutaca tyAMthI cAlatA thayA. e gayA te gayA- pharIne dekhAyA ja nahi. hajI paNa enA mitro ene zodhe che paNa enA kayAMya patto lAgatA nathI. A kissA vaDAdarAmAM khanelA che. devAnupriye! vidyutacadre bhUla tA karI pazu pAchaLathI ene peAtAnI bhUla samajAI. AMkhamAM pazcAtApanAM AMsuM AvI gayA. AsuMnA be TIpAmAM ghaNI zakti che. thaI gayelA pApanA pazcAtApathI jo AMsu Ave te kama baMdhana tUTe che, ane ISTanA viyAgathI ane aniSTanA saMyAgathI Ata dhyAna thatAM jo AMkhamAM AMsu Ave te karma nuM ma'dhana thAya che. cAritravAna AtmAe peAtAnA cAritranA prabhAvathI patitane paNa pAvana kare che. je purUSa svapatnImAM sASa rAkhe che ane je skrI peAtAnA pati sivAya anya purUSAne bhAI samAna mAne che enA cAritramAM ATalI tAkAta che, teA je sa`thA brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare che enAmAM keTale prabhAva hAya ? duniyAmAM moTAmAM meTo keAI prabhAva kaheA, zakti kaheA ke prakAza kahe te badhuM ja brahmacayamAM ja che. tamArI sAme huM vAra'vAra brahmacarcanI vAta mUkuM' chu', te zA mATe ? tamArI dayA Ave che ke kAma rUpI kIcaDamAM kheMcI gayelAM mArA mahAvIranA putronuM zuM thaze ! ahI

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G tamane khabara nahi paDe paNa jyAre narakagatinI dArUNa veDhanA bhagavaze. te vakhate tamArI vahAlI patnI ke putro ke paisA koi tamane paramAdhAmInA hAthamAMthI cheDAvavA nahi Ave. narakagatinI evI dArUNa vedanAo rahelI che. zreNika mahArAjA atyAre pahelI narake che. chatAM paNa kaI paramAdhAmIe emanI dayA khAtA nathI ke e tItha kara thavAnA che. e teA samitI jIva che. samabhAvathI duHkhane veDhatA hAya che. TUMkAmAM kama koI ne cheDanAra nathI. eka vakhatanA abrahmacarya mAM utkRSTa nava lAkha te sa'nI jIve ane khIjA asaMkhya asaMjJI jIvAnA kaccaraghANa nIkaLI jAya che. have tamArA jIvanamAM brahmacarya pALavAnA samaya AvI gayA che. have nahui jAgeA tA kayAre jAgaze. ' A be khAluDA nAnI uMmaramAM jAgI gayAM che. teo kahe che ke he pitAjI ! A saMsAranA kAmabhAge duHkhakartA che. anaMnI khANu che. je jIvA jiMdagInA aMta sudhI kAmabhAgeAthI nivruta nathI thatAM te jIvA rAta-divasa khUba paritApa pAme che. hajI AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na... 67 bhAdaravA vada 11 ne zukravAra tA. 25-9-70 anaMta jJAnI zAstrakAra bhagavAne jagatanA jIvAnA kalyANane artha siddhAMta rUpa vANInI prarUpaNA karI. mahAnapurUSAnA mukhamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenu nAma siddhAMta. jJAnI bhagavaMtanA mukhethI jharatI amIrasa dhArA samAna vANInA ghUMTaDAM pItAM ziSyA dharAtA na hatAM. jema jema sAMbhaLatA jAya tema tema jijJAsA vadhatI jatI hatI. jyAre tamane divase divase nATonA baMDala bhegA karavAnA asaMtASa jAgyA che. eTale krAI divasa tRptinA eDakAra ja nathI AvatA. jaMbusvAmI sudharmAMsvAmIne vinayapUrvaka pUche che ke, he bhagavaMta! zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIre uttarAdhyanana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM kayA kayA bhAvAnuM kathana karyu" che ? tyAre sudharmAsvAmI peAtAnA pyArA ziSya jajIne kahe che: huM jakhu ! bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM cha vAnuM varNana karyuM che. A sudharmAMsvAmI paNa kaMI kama na hatAM,

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cauda pUravAra kahIe, jJAna cAra vakhANue, jina nahi paNa jina sarIkhA, sudharmAsvAmI jANIe, mAta-pitA kuLa jAta nirmaLa, rUpa anupama vakhANIe, devatAne valabha evA zrI jaMbusvAmI jAe. jemane kevaLajJAna thayuM na hatuM, paNa kevaLa jJAna samAna sudharmAsvAmI hatA. evuM emanuM jJAna nirmaLa hatuM. sudhamAM ane jaMbu gurU-ziSyanI anokhI joDI hatI. jaMbusvAmI vANInAM ghUMTaDA pItAM dharAtAM na hatAM ane denAra sudharmAsvAmI paNa evA samartha hatA. baMne samAna pAtro hatAM. ane tame te kalAka sAMbhaLo tyAM dharAI jAva cho. kAraNa ke - tame kaMcana, kAminI, kAyA, kuTuMba ane kIti e pAMca "karakAramAM aTavAI gayAM che. jeTalI kIrtinI bhUkha che eTalI viratInI bhUkha jAge te kalyANa thAya. A be bAluDA devabhadra ane jazebhadrane vitInI bhUkha jAgI che. kaMcana, kAminI, kuTuMba, kItinI jene bhUkha ja nathI. emanI daSTimAM badhuM tuccha ane asAra lAgyuM che. saMsAra baMdhana rUpa lAge che. kAraNa ke emane vairAgya mehagarbhita na hatA. keI saMtane ati rAga thaye ne vairAgya Avyo ema na hatuM. temaja duHkhagarbhita ke saMsAramAM kaI paNa jAtanuM kaSTa paDyuM ane dIkSA levA uDyA tema na hatuM. A te samajaNapUrvaka jAgelA hatAM. jJAnagarbhita vairAgya hate. emanI sAme Indra Ave te paNa e Dage tevA na hatA. AtmAne svabhAva te baMdhanathI mukta banavAnuM che. saccidAnaMda svarUpa che. gaganavihArI che. paNa haju A jIvane baMdhana khaTakayuM ja nathI. eTale baMdhanamAMthI mukta thavA chatAM sAmethI baMdhanamAM jakaDAvA jAya che. sauthI prathama vAta to e ja che ke baMdhana zuM che? e ja jANyuM nathI. te pachI mukti kayAMthI maLe? saMpUrNa baMdhanamAMthI mukita te tyAgI avasthAmAM ja meLavI zakAya che. jyAM sudhI chakAyanA jInI rakSA nahi kare tyAM sudhI sAcuM sukha nahi maLe. anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lebha, sabhya mohanIya, mithyAtva mehanIya, ane mizra mohanIya e sAta prakRtine jyAM sudhI kSepazama, upazama ke kSaya na thAya tyAM sudhI samyakatva Ave nahi. ane jyAM sudhI samyaktva na Ave tyAM sudhI muktimahelane pAye naMkhAya nahi. tame jamIna laIne emAM pA nAMkhI mUke che ane mAne che ke je pAye nAMkhI rAkhyuM haze to bhaviSyamAM makAna bAMdhI zakAze. ema jo tame samyakatva rUpI pA nAMkhI rAkhyuM haze te avazya trIje ke paMdaramA bhave te mokSa thavAne. kadAca samakti pAmIne vamI javAya te paNa adhapudagala parAvartane te avazya mekSa thAya,

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thAya ne thAya ja, paNa tamane te A pAye nAMkhavAnuM mana ja kayAM thAya che? tame te saMsArane pAye majabUta kare che. makAna game teTaluM UMcuM thAya te paNa vAMdho na Ave. bAMdhakAma paNa evuM majabUta kare ke so varSa sudhI kAMkarI khare ja nahi. paNa vicAra karajo ke makAnanI kAMkarI na khare te pahelAM tamArI kAMkarI nahi khare ne ! kaMIkanA makAna adhUrA rahI gayA ane cAlyA gayA. makAna baMdhAI gayA ane vAstu paNa na karyuM, ane eka divasa paNa mahelamAM mahAlyA vinA ja kaMIka te cAlyA gayA. AvuM A jIvana kSaNika che. | devabhadra ane jazabhadrane tyAganI tAlAvelI lAgI che. saMsAranAM baMdhanamAMthI chUTavAne ajaMpo jAge che. paNa huM nathI mAnatI ke tamane A ajapi thatuM hoya ! tamArI pAse dhananA ajaMpA sivAya bIjI vAta ja nathI. tamArAM sagAM ke snehI savAre sADA che vAgyAnA plenamAM paradeza javA upaDavAnA che, tene vaLAvavA mATe javAnuM hoya athavA kaI AvavAnuM hoya te sAme levA mATe javAnuM hoya to tamane keTale ajapi rahe che? tyAM te aDadho kalAka vahelA pahoMcI jAya che. tame bahAragAma javA mATe sTezane javA nIkaLyAM. sADA AThanI Treina che. sAme kaI mitra maLI gayuM ane tamane ubhA rAkhe te tarata ja kahI de che ke maherabAna! mApha karaje. atyAre huM tamArI sAthe vAta karavA rekAI zakuM tema nathI. kAraNa ke mAre TreIna upaDavAne TAIma thaI gayuM che. bele! ahIM tamane keTale ajapa che? keTalI utAvaLa che? paNa A jagyAe tame vyAkhyAnamAM AvavA mATe gharethI nIkaLyA. samaya thaI javA Avyo che, te ja samaye kaI khAsa snehI mitra maLI jAya te tame ema kaheze ne ke maherabAna ! huM atyAre tamArI sAthe vAta karavA mATe nahi rokAuM, kAraNa ke vIravANI sAMbhaLavAne amUlya samaya cAlyuM jAya che. huM moDo paDIza te mAruM jaze. bele...tame AvuM kaheze ke pachI vAta karavA rokAI jaze. (hasAhasa). vItarAganA saMte koInA sahAre jIvatA nathI. amane bhagavAne keTalA svAvalaMbI banAvyAM che? kaI jAtanI parAdhInatA ja na maLe. gADI-meTara khapatAM nathI. zarIranI maryAdA sAcavavA mATe be kapaDAM joIe. eka pAInI paNa amAre jarUra na paDe. "TA TukaDA khAya ne havAmAM uDyA jAya" sAdhu AhAra paNa cha kAraNe kare che. veyaNa veyAvacce, iriyaTTAe ya saMjamadAe / ta pALavattiyANa, cha pujA dharmacintA | u. a. 26 33r kRdhAvedanIya zamAvavAne mATe, vaiyAvacca karavAne mATe, isamiti sAcavIne mATe, saMyamane nirvAha karavAne mATe, prANIonI dayA pALavAne mATe ane dhametriko jAgavAne mATe. A che kAraNe sAdhu AhAra kare che. nahi ke zarIrane haSTapuSTa karIne zA 62

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490 mATe. amane koI eMjInIyara, berIsTara ke vakIlanI paNa zarama paDatI nathI. ame te akiMcana hovA chatAM dhanavAna chIe. tamArA sukha game tevAM hoya paNa e badhAM ja sukhe amArA sukha AgaLa taNakhalA tulya che. amane tamArA jeTalI hAyabaLatarA che? A vAta tamArA gaLe utare che? (sabhA -sAcI lAge che paNa kahevuM nathI, tame te mahA ustAda che. sAcuM lAge che paNa belivuM nathI. be to baMdhAI jAva ne! eTale bolatAM nathI paNa yAda rAkhajo ke eka divasa tyAga karyA sivAya to tamAre uddhAra thavAne nathI. jenI ramaNatA tyAgamAM che e bIjAne paNa A mAge ja dore che. | bhavadatta ane bhavadeva nAmanA be sagA bhAI che. bhavadatta moTo che ane bhavadeva mAne che. bhavadatta bAlapaNamAM ja saMsAra tyAgI dIdho ane saMyamapaMthe cAlI nIkaLe. baMne bhAIo vacce daza varSanuM aMtara che. moTAbhAI e dIkSA laIne khUba jJAna meLavyuM. grAmAnugrAma vicaratAM vicaratAM bAra varSe pitAnA gAmamAM padhAryA. te ja divase nAne bhAI paraNIne Ave che. gAmamAM sAdhu-saMte birAjatAM hoya te varagheDIyuM paraNIne Ave eTale ene upAzraye darzana karavA laI AvavAne eka rivAja che. bhale bhAI ke bahenane dharma gamata paNa na hoya chatAM paraNIne page lagADavA lAve che, zA mATe? emAM paNa uDe uDe bhUkha che, ke saMtanA darzana karAvIe, mAMgalika saMbhaLAvIe ane peTImAM savA rUpiye naMkhAvI daIe to emanI joDI akhaMDa rahe. saMsAranI vADI lIlIchama rahe. - ahIM te gAmamAM saMta hatA nahi. ane te ja divase anAyAse saMta padhAryA. ke suga kahevAya! bhavadevane khabara paDI ke saMta padhAryA che. temAM paNa mArA vaDIla baMdhu bhavadatta muni padhAryA che. eTale mitrone sAthe laIne bhavadeva vaDIla baMdhunA darzanArthe gaye. je kanyAnI sAthe lagna thayuM che tenuM nAma nAgIlA che. nAgIlA khUba saMskArI che. ane rUpamAM te apsarA jevI che. haju bhavadeve enuM mukha joyuM nathI ke nAgIlAe bhavadevanuM mukha joyuM nathI. eka bIjA maLyA paNa nathI. te pahelAM bhavadeva gurU mahArAjanA dazane gaye. saMtanA caraNamAM potAnuM mastaka jhukAve che. tyAre meM bhAI bhavadattamuni kahe che bhAI! tane A ujajavaLa mArga na rue ke tuM kAdavamAM kharaDAvA gaye? ApaNe baMne eka mAtAnA jAyA. eka bhAI amRta pIve che ane tuM jANIprIchIne jhera pIvA gayo! tane ema na thayuM ke mArA bhAIe dIkSA lIdhI che te huM paNa dIkSA lauM! tyAre sAthe AvelA TIkhaLIyA mitre bAjumAM ubhA che teo mazkarI karatAM belyA ke mahArAja! haju kyAM bagaDI gayuM che-ene dIkSA levI hoya te laI zake che. mitroe majAka karI tyAre bhadeve kahyuM-mahArAja! huM taiyAra chuM. mane Apa dIkSA Ape. mahArAje te sahaja bhAve kahyuM hatuM paNa have e jyAre majAkane mAryo taiyAra thaI gaye te pachI zA mATe javA de? mitrone manamAM ema hatuM ke A kaMI thaDe ema dIkSA laI levAne che ane mahArAja daI devAnAM che ! paNa ahIM te vAta vaTa para caDhI gaI

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1 bhavadeva kahe che mane dIkSA ApeA. meM ApanA caraNamAM zIra jhUkAvyuM che. have Apa leAca karI nAMkheA. ane mane dIkSA ApeA. ahI' tA mahArAje leAca karI veza paherAvI dIdhA. koDabharyAM paraNIne AvelA bhavadeva sAdhu banI gayA mitronA meDhAM jhAMkhA paDI gayA. have ApaNe javAba zuM ApIzuM? badhA vIle meADhe ghera AvyA. ane nAgIlAne temaja gharanA badhAne bhavadeva sAdhu thayAnA samAcAra ApyAM. nAgIlA khUba dharmiSTha ane saskArI hatI. paNa ene svapne ya evI kalpanA tA kacAMthI hAya ke paraNIne jaIza te divase ja mArI AzAnA minArA tUTI jaze. chatAM paNa gaMbhIra ane guNavAna hatI. eTale eNe e ja vicAra karyAM ke dhanya che enI janetAne ! keTalA kADe mane paraNyAM? ane Ama sAdhu banI gayA. huM keTalI bhAgyavAna ! AnAthI uttama bIjuM zuM! Ama tA huM dIkSA na leta, paNa have huM mAruM jIvana dharmImAM ja vItAvIza ane jiMdagIbhara brahmacaryanuM pAlana karIza ane mArU jIvana sArthaka banAvIza. madhue ! A jagyAe tamArA dikarA agara dikarIne koI saMta ke satIjI dIkSA ApI de te tame zuM karA ? (rAjakoTamAM rahevu. bhAre paDI jAya). puNyavAna ane sama AtmAone te AnaMda thAya. pahelAnAM vakhatamAM jyAre bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA jatAM hatAM tyAre bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne kaMIka jIvA tyAM ne tyAM dIkSA laI letAM hatAM. kaIka AtmAe khAra vratadhArI manatAM hatAM. paNa kaMi ne kaMi vrata grahaNa karIne ja AvatAM hatAM. kaMIka AtmAe ghare AvIne AjJA laine dIkSita khanatAM hatAM. paNa je khAlI jovA ja jatAM hatAM e te evAM ne evAM ja pAchAM AvatAM hatAM. bahenA kUve pANI bharavA mATe jAya che tyAre kheDu' kATavALu ane khAlI laine jAya che. paNa kUve jaine kheDu-uTakIne sArka kare che ane pANI bharIne Ave che. tema maMdhuo! tame paNa ahIM Ave tyAre khAlI Ave che. paNa tamArA hRdayamAM je viSaya-kaSAyanA kATa caDhayA hAya tene vItarAgavANInA pANI vaDe sApha karI zubha bhAvanAnu` jaLa bharIne jAva. khAlI AvA ane jJAnAmRtanu pANI bharIne jAva. rAja tame eka eka vacana grahaNa karatAM jaze! teA paNa tamArU hRdaya rUpI kheDu' eka divasa bharAI jaze. ane eka divasa tame mahAna guNavAna manI jazeA. A tarapha bhavadeva muni dIkSA laine peAtAnA bhAInI sAthe vihAra karI gayAM. A tarapha nAgIlAe paNa evA niNa ya karyAM ke mAre jIvanabhara AyaMbIla tapa karavA. kAra ke eka tA huM yuvAna chuM, svarUpavAna chuM. A uMmaramAM brahmacarya pALavuM shela nathI. madhue ! e bhujAe samudra taravA rahela che, paNa bhara yuvAnImAM brahmacarya pALavu' e kaThaNa che. vaLI vRkSane jeTalA phaLaphUla vadhu Avaze eTalA enA upara pakSIe madhu AvIne besaze. ane vRkSane kilAmanA upAvaze. bhagavAne uttarAdhyayana sUtranA khatrIsamA adhyayanamAM kahyuM che keH

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492 rasA pag2Ama na niseviyavyA, pAyaM rasA dittikarA narANaM / vitta 2 jAmA samaminti, tuma gaddA sAvaja'va paravI // u.a.32-10 jeTalAM jeTalAM rasAnuM ane svAdAnu sevana karavAmAM Ave teTale vikAra vadhe che. ane kAma rUpI pakSIe AtmAne kalAmanA upajAve che. mATe jo brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavu hAya tA tapa avazya karavA joIe. jeTale AhAra vadhu karavAmAM Ave eTalI indriye vadhu kUdAkUda kare che. ane jo tapa karavAmAM Ave te e kUdAkUda baMdha thaI jAya che. nAgIlA khUba tapazcaryAmAM utarI gaI che. AyaMbIla ne upavAsa karIne eNe yuvAnInuM teja jhaMkhuM banAvI dIdhuM. taddana sAdhvI jevuM jIvana jIve che. strIone enA patine raMjana karavA mATe zaNagAra sajavA paDe che. kharI rIte te patinI pAse zaNagAra sajavAnA hAya paNa bahAra jAya tyAre te taddana sAdAIthI ja nIkaLavu joie. paNa Aje tA ulTI gaMgA vahI rahI che. bahAra nIkaLe eTale bhabhakAnA pAra nahi. manI ThanIne nIkaLe temAM paNa atyAranI vezabhUSAe teA mAjhA mUkI che. jeTalI phezaneA vadhI, nakharAM vadhyAM eTalAM cAritra lUTAvA lAgyA che. kharekhara ! strIonAM zaNagAra joI ne enI pAchaLa purUSa AkarSAya che. te ene! tamArA nimitte paNa keAI cAritrathI vyuta thAya evuM zA mATe karavu' joie ? satI strIoe bahAra nIkaLe tyAre taddana sAdAIthI ja nIkaLavu. joie ke jethI keAInu' mana kharAkha na thAya. nAgIlA tA dhamaya jIvana vItAve che. bhavadevane dIkSA lIdhAMne khArabAra varSAM vItI gayAM. khAra varSa kAmarUpI sUtelA si'hu jAgyA. bhavadevanA manamAM vicAro AvavA lAgyAM ke huM kevA niSThura, kevA krUra ke mitrAnI majAkamAM raMgamAM AvIne meM dIkSA laI lIdhI ! koDa bharelI kAminIne taracheADIne huM saMyama mArge cAlI nIkaLyA ! meM enA vizvAsaghAta karyAM! e mArA viyoge dhruske ne dhruske raDatI haze ! tene nAgIlA pratyenA mehu jAgye, divase divase enA yama-saMyamanI sAdhanAmAMthI enuM mana nAgIlAmAM ramavA lAgyuM. sUtAM, uThatAM, besatAM ne svAdhyAya karatAM enA manamAM eka ja vicAra gheALAvA lAgyA ke, pativisANI nAgIlAnu zu thayu haze ? have mAre jaldI nAgIlA pAse javuM che. have mAre dIkSA pALavI nathI. have kyAre jaldI meAka maLe ane gurUne veza seAMpIne ahI thI cAlI nIkaLuM! paNa bhAine kahevAya kema? jenuM mana viSayAmAM bhame che.tene pachI koI jAtanI zarama rahetI nathI. aMte eNe zarama cheDIne bhavadatta munine vAta karI ke "bhAI! have mAre sa'sAmAM javuM che. mane nAgIlA bahu yAda Ave che. Apa mane rajA Ape|. nAgIlA mane ghaNI sAMbhaLe, ghaDI .varSa samAna dekhAya, khAra varSAM tA vItI gayAM, nAgIlA joyA viNa,

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res have bhUlI zakuM nA lagAra re, saMyama kema pALuM chuM, mane lAgyA nAgIyAnA neha re, saMyama kema pAchu jI. bhAie ene khUba samajAvyeA ke he bhAI ! "hAthInI a'bADI cheDIne have gaI bhanI svArI karavA kayAM jAya che ? kohInura cheDIne kAMkarA grahaNa karavAnu tane kema mana thAya che? je mukhe pAna cAvyA hoya te mukhe have kAlasA na cavAya. khUba khUba samajAvyeA. paNa jyAre mAnyA nahi tyAre kahe che-bAra bAra varSe dIkSA lIdhA pachI have tane mAThu jAgyA che! AvuM uttama cAritra che|DIne saMsAramAM javuM tenA karatAM "marI javu zreyaskara che. tArA karatAM agaMdhana kuLanA sapa` sArA. zreSThinA eka putrane paraNAgye. prathama rAtrie tene agadhana kuLanA sarpa karaDayA. jhera caDhayuM. e jhera utAravA zreSThinI patnIe maMtra-taMtravADhIene melAvyAM. maMtranA prayAgathI badhAM ja sA~ AvyA paNa kahe che. mahena ame tArA putrane karaDayAM nathI. badhAM dUdha pIne cAlatAM thayAM. chelle agaMdhana kuLanA sarpa AnyA. eNe kahyuM ke amArA kuLanI pratijJA che ke vamelu' jhera pAchu cUsAya nahi. mATe huM tArA kirAnuM jhera cUsIza nahi. tyAre kahe che jo tAre jhera cUsavuM nathI tA zA mATe AnyA che? sapa kahe che A agninA kuMDamAM khaLI marIza paNa jhera nahi cUsuM, peAtAnA zarIranuM gU McaLuM anAvIne agaMdhana kuLanA sarpa agninA kuMDamAM maLI maryAM paNa vaselu' jhera na cUsyuM. tArA karatAM A sapa nahi sArI ? ' ema aneka prakAre samajAvyeA. paNa uchaLyu. anna kayAM sudhI Take? anavA ceAgya evu banyuM ke bhavadatta muni thoDA vakhatamAM kALadhama pAmyAM. have tene koI nA Dara na rahyo. bIjA muniee ene samajAvyeA paNa mAnyA nahi. ane tyAMthI cAlI nIkaLyA. vihAra karatAM karatAM te peAtAnA ja gAmamAM AnyA. nAgIlAe dIkSA nathI lIdhI paNa sAdhvInI jema ja sasAramAM rahe che. tapazcaryA vaDe eNe enu rUpa bALI nAkhyu che. zarIra zyAma paDI gayu` che. yauvana osarI gayu che. eTale e have pahelAM jevI svarUpavAna nAgIlA rahI nathI. A bhavadeva gAmamAM jAya che. tyAre ene eka bAI sAmI maLe che. tene bhavadeva pUche cheH tame nAgIlAne eLakhA che ? e kyAM rahe che te tame jANeA che? khAI vicAra kare che ke A mahArAja nAgIlAne zA mATe yAda karatAM haze? pUche che ke Apatu' nAma zuM? tyAre kahe che mAru nAma bhavadeva. khAI kahe che, A gAmamAMthI bhavadratta ane bhavadeva nAmanA be bhAIoe dIkSA lIdhI che te tame ja che ? te kahe che hA. huM bhavadeva chu. khAI oLakhI gaI ke A pAtAnA svAmI ja che, e zA mATe AvyAM haze ? zuM cAritrathI enuM mana lathaDayuM haze? ema aneka prakAranA sa`kalpa vikalpa karatI nAgIlA . kheAlI; mahArAja ! nAgIlA sAthe Apane

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pUrvane kaMI saMbaMdha che? te kahe che ke hA, e mArI patnI che. mAre ene maLavuM che. tyAre nAgIlA kahe che zA mATe tamAre ene maLavuM che? tyAre bhavadeva kahe che ke, mAre enuM jarUrI kAma che. bAI kahe che huM pote ja nAgIlA chuM. Apane je kAma hoya te vinA saMkoce mane kahe. muni kahe che ahIM kahevAya tema nathI. ghare cAle. baMne ghera Ave che. nAgIlA kahe che. gurudeva! mAre lAyaka sevA heya te jaldI pharamAve. tyAre viSayAsakta ame bhavadeva kahe cheH aho nAgIlA, huM ke kaThora! tane keDabharI tara cheDIne cAlyA gaye ! tane kaMI ja sukha na ApI zakyA ane sAdhu banIne cAlI nIkaLyo ! have A sAdhuveza choDIne tane saMsAranuM sukha ApavA IcchuM chuM. A sAMbhaLI nAgIlA kahe che svAmInAtha! ujajavaLa vastra kAdavamAM kAM ragadaLe che? bAra bAra varSathI hAthamAM AveluM amUlya ratna kAM gumAve che? Apa A zuM bolI rahyAM che? Apane A na zebhe. ema nAgIlA bhavadevane kahe che. hajupaNu AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna ne........68 bhAdaravA vada 12 ne zanivAra tA. 26-9-70 anaMta karUNAnIdhi zAstrakAra bhagavate jagatanA jIvanA kalyANane arthe maMgalakArI vANI varasAvI. e vANI sAMbhaLatAM jIvane jaghanya rasa Ave te karmanI koDe khapI jAya ane utkRSTa rasa Ave te tIrthaMkaranAma kama paNa upArjana karI le, e bhagavaMtanI vANIne prabhAva che. kalpavRkSa ane ratnaciMtAmaNImAM bhautika sukha ApavAnI tAkAta che. e bAhya daridratA dUra karI zakaze paNa AtmAnI daridratA dUra karAvI Icchita sukha ApanAra bhAva kalpatarU ke bhAva ciMtAmaNI samAna keI hoya te vItarAga devanI vANI che. paNa emAM jIvane zraddhA thavI joIe. baMdhuo ! je tame sthira ane zraddhAvAna banaze te bIjAne paNa A mArgamAM sthira banAvI zakaze. paNa je bApa na samajate hoya te beTAne kyAMthI samajAve ke dikarA! saMsAranI peDhI karatAM bhagavAna mahAvIranI peDhImAM kamANI vadhu che. je tuM A peDhImAM bhAgIdArI karIza te karmanA bhukkA uDayA vinA nahi rahe. AvuM samajAvanArA bahu ochA che. mAtApitAnA svargavAsa pachI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA.

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ya tyAre temanA vaDIlama nadIdhananA hAthapaga DhIlA thaI gayA. vadha mAnakumAranI dIkSAnI vAta sAMbhaLI emane evA AdhAta lAgyA ke he ! huM mA--mApa vinAnA thai gayA. ane have bhAI vinAnA thai jaIza? zu mArA bhAI mane cheDIne dIkSA leze ? bhAInA saMtASa khAtara vadhu mAnakumAra e varSe saMsAramAM rokAI gayA. paNa sAdhunI jemaja te saMsAramAM rahyA hatAM. be varSe te palakArAmAM vahI gayAM. kArataka vada dazamanA divasa AbyA. virAgI vadha mAnakumAra A divase mahAbhiniSkramaNanA paMthe kama bharavAnAM hatAM. vIrA naMdIvardhananuM kALajuM kAma karatuM nathI. vadhu mAnakumAranuM mAna rAjA naMdIvananA dilamAM hatuM teTaluM ja nagaranA tamAma prajAjanAnA aMtaramAM hatuM. naMdIvananA bhAI che eTale emane te bhAi pratye athAga meha hAya emAM kAMI navAI nathI, paNa jyAM gAmamAM udghASaNA thaI ke " prajAnA lADIlA vadhu mAnakumAra AvatI kAle agAra maTIne aNugAra khanaze. tyAre darekanA dilamAM cADI paDI gayA. ahe| ! AvA sukumAra bAluDA tyAganA kaThIna mAge jaze ? e kaSTo enAthI kema veThAze ? tyAre kaMIka samaju mANasA khAle che ke " hiranA mAraga che zUrAnA, hiM kAyaranu' kAma jone " zuravIro medAnamAM zasro vaDe zatrune jIte che, paNa A teA kSamAnA zasrovaDe kama zatruone jItavA nIkaLe che. ApaNane te AvuM yuddha karatAM paNa na AvaDe. sau manamAM asosa karavA lAgyAM, raDavA lAgyA, paNa zuravIra thaine nIkaLe che te pachI koInA sAmu jotAM ja nathI. vairAgI vadhu mAnakumAra rAjavaibhavAnA tyAga karIne nIkaLI gayAM. ratnajaDita zimikAmAM beThAM. ma'gala vAjiMtro vAgavA lAgyA. kroDA senaiyAonA varasAda vadhu mAnakumAranA hAthe varasavA lAgyA. vamAnakumAranA mukha upara apUrva AnaMda hatA. trIsa varSImAM kayAreya evA AnaMda emanA mukha upara jovAmAM AvyeA na hatA. jene mATe pUrvanA trIjA bhave lAkha lAkha varSAM sudhI mahinA mahinAnA gheAra tapa tapyAM hatAM. dhAma dhAma sAhyakhIthI bharelA devaleAkamAM paNa jenI manuSya khanIne saMyama pALavAnI tIvra tamannA hatI. tethI siddhArtha rAjAnA rAjavaibhavA paNa phikkAM lAgyAM ane evA saMyama aMgIkAra karavAnA maMgala samaya AvI gayA, pachI tA Ana ja hoya ne! bhagavAnanI dIkSAmAM nagarajanA ja nahi paNa devA ane iMdro paNa AvyAM hatA. va mAnakumAra udyAnamAM pahAMcI gayA. ane eka pachI eka vastro ane AbhUSaNeA utAravA mAMDayA. sau gamagIna banI gayAM che. AMkhAmAMthI caiAdhAra AMsu vahe che. ane jyAM vamAnakumAre muThThImAM vALa lIdhA tyAre na MdIvardhana bebhAna thaIne dharatI upara DhaLI paDayAM paNa vadhu mAnakumAre te paMcamuSTi leAca karI nAkhyA. naMdIvardhanane khUba upacAro karIne bhAnamAM lAvyA. devAe paNa emane AzvAsana ApyuM. paNa have vadhu mAnakumAranA sAmu jovAnI emanI hiMmata na hatI.

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sahunenI vacamAM bhagavAne gaMbhIra avAje sarvaviratI sAmAyika aMgIkAra karI lIdhI. vardhamAna have vardhamAna kumAra maTIne zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra banyAM. devoe emane zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra nAma ApyuM. ane Indra bhagavAnanA khaMbhe devadUSya vastra nAMkhyuM. have bhagavAna dIkSA laIne AgekUca karavA paga upADe che. rAjA naMdIvardhana emanA caraNamAM mastaka jhUkAvI cidhAra AMsue raDe che. jyAM rAjA ATaluM raDate heya tyAM prajAjanenI te vAta ja zI karavI? vRddha-bALaka-yuvAna-strI-purUSa badhA ya jANe koI svajana paralokamAM na gayo hoya? e AghAta anubhave che. bhAnavALA paNa bhAna bhUlI gayAM che. keInI buddhi kAma karatI nathI. karmazatruone haMphAvavA sajaja thayelA vardhamAnakumArane joI sahu stabdha banI gayAM che. naMdIvardhananuM mAthuM bhAInA caraNamAMthI uMcuM thatuM nathI. keTale meha che ! "ATalAM bega bhogavyAM chatAM haju mane vairAgyabhAva jAgato nathI, ane A mAro nAno bhAI bhogane tyAga karIne cAle !" huM ene mAruM moDhuM kevI rIte banAvuM. aMte naMdIvadhanane InDe samajAvIne ubhA karyA, jANe bhayaMkara gunho na karyo hoya ! bhayaMkara cerI na karI hAya! e emane aphasosa thavA lAge. gadgadda kaMThe naMdIvardhanane kahe che prabhu ! meM Apane khUba herAna karyA. mArA mehane khAtara meM Apane babbe varSa sudhI saMsAramAM jakaDI rAkhyA. prabhu, mane mApha karo. paNa bhagavAna eka zabda paNa bolatAM nathI. mauna dharI bhagavAne Age kadama uThAvyuM. naMdIvardhana ane prajAjanonuM rUdana baMdha thatuM nathI. paNa bhagavAna koIne sAmuM jotAM nathI. AgaLa bhagavAna ane pAchaLa naMdIvardhana, de ane Indro ane tenI pAchaLa nagarajano bhagavAnane vaLAvavA mATe gayAM che. bIjI tarapha vardhamAna kumAranI patnI yazodA ane putrI priyadarzanAthI A karUNa dazya joI zakAyuM nahi. temanA paga upaDI zakayA nahi. eTale baMne eka vRkSa nIce besI gayA. Aja sukhI chuM ke svAmI mAre, svAmI trilekane thAze, dukha eTaluM ke huM abhAgI, AvI zakuM nahi sAthe, AMsu nathI A apazukananA, pulakita che muja prANa, pAmara chuM huM tema chatAM paNa, vIra purUSanI nAra, huM te nahi paNa pagale tamAre Avaze putrI tamArI, AziSa ghe priyadarzanane, pAme uttama sthAna jAo sidhA aMtaryAmi, karavA jagata kalyANa, svAmI karaje sukhe prayANa jyAM bhagavAne paga upADe tyAM e baMne mA-dikarInA mukhamAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI. baMne tyAM bebhAna banIne DhaLI paDayAM, paNa prabhu te AgaLa vadhe ja jAya

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490 che. mohathI gherAyelAM mAnavIo kayAM sudhI AgaLa cAle ! rAgI ane virAgI baMnenA paMtha nyArA che. baMdhuo ! jagata kevuM mehanA rAgamAM DUbela che ! sahune potAnA svajananA javAthI duHkha thayuM che. eTale raDe che. bhagavAnane tyAga mAge kevAM kevAM kaSTo paDaze enI kalpanA kare che. paraMtu eka paNa prajAjana mahane choDIne emanI sAthe javA taiyAra na thaye. ghaNe dUra jaIne bhagavAna thaMbhI gayA. saune mUka sUcanA karI ke have mAre mArA mAge cAlavuM che. tame pAchA vaLo. badhA bhagavAnane vaMdana karIne ubhA rahI gayAM. keInA sAsu joyA vinA jagatanA uddhAraka prabhu tyAMthI ekalA cAlI nIkaLyAM. temaNe dIkSA ekalAM ja lIdhI ane karmamedAnamAM emane ekalAne ja yuddha khelavAnuM hatuM, eTale pite ekAkI cAlI nIkaLyA. jyAM sudhI bhagavAna dekhAya tyAM sudhI samagra prajAjano ane rAjA naMdI, vardhana badhA raDatAM ja ubhA rahyAM. yazodA-priyadarzanA, jamAlI badhA ja gamagIna banI gayAM hatAM. rAjA naMdIvardhana karUNa svare vilApa karatAM karatAM bele che-e mArA lADIlA vIrA ! Ama amane mUkIne eka aTle kyAM jaIza! ghera jaMgalamAM vAgha-siMhasapa maLaze tyAM tAruM keNu? unALAnA sakhata taDakA, ziyALAnI sakhata ThaMDI tuM kema sahana karIza? kyAre paNa khullA page nahi cAlele mAro bhAI khullA page kema cAlI zakaze ? jenI sAme koI uMcA sAde bele te tene huM belato baMdha karI dauM, tenA badale mArA bhAIne kaI kaTu vacane kaheze, apamAna karaze. A badhuM e kema sahana karaze? lAkhe bhikSukane bhikSA denAre bhikSA mATe gharagharamAM ghUmaze ? vIrA ! tArA vagara huM kenI sAthe vAta karIza! Ama rAjA naMdIvardhana bhAInA bhAvinI ciMtA karatAM karatAM bebhAna banI jAya che. vaLI zuddhimAM Ave che. nagarajane samajAvIne naMdIvardhanane mahelamAM laI jAya che. paNa emane vardhamAnakumAra vinA rAjamahela paNa bhUtiyAmahela jevA dekhAvA lAgyAM. rAganuM baMdhana e bhayaMkara baMdhana che. naMdIvardhanane bhAI pratyene rAga raDAve che. jagata pitA bhagavAna mahAvIre A vaibhava choDIne dIkSA lIdhI. ane karmonI udIraNA karavA mATe anArya dezamAM cAlI nIkaLyA. tyAM emane kevA kevA kaSTa paDayAM che e te tame ghaNI vakhata sAMbhaLyuM che. emaNe karmone sAmethI AmaMtraNa ApyuM che. jyAre ApaNe te udayamAM AvatAM karmane aTakAvavA taiyAra thaIe chIe. ApaNu bhagavAne pitAnA paga upara kuhADe mArIne pachI ja jagatanI sAme tapa-tyAganI vAto mUkI che. sADAbAra varSa ane paMdara divasa sudhI uMgha karIne uMdaDA nathI. cAra mAsI, cha mAsI, be mAsI ane paMdara divasanA upavAsa AvA aneka mahAna tapa karyA. tapamAM paNa zemAsA zA. 23

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sivAyanA divasomAM te vihAra ja hoya. kyAM e purUSanI kaThora sAdhanA ane kyAM ApaNu jevA pAmara prANIone pramAda! | devAnupriye! svagharamAM sthira thayA vinA ane pramAda choDyA vinA uddhAra thavAne nathI. eka vyavahArathI tame samaje ke jamAI sAsare jAya che tyAre temane sAsarIyAM keTaluM mAna Ape che? vaLI temAM paNa sAsujIne te jamAIrAja khUba vahAlA hoya che. chatAM aMte te pitAne ghera ja AvavuM paDe che. sAsaruM e te parAyuM ghara che. game tevuM hoya te paNa pitAnuM ghara sAru, ema tame samaje che ne ? tyAM tamane je viveka che te viveka AtmA mATe jAge te A badhAMya tephAna maTI jAya. je AtmA svagharamAM sthira thAya che tenI rakhaDapaTTI aTakI jAya che. devabhadra ane jazobhadrane svagharanI laganI lAgI che. saMsAra e paraghara che. saMyama e svaghara che. te be bALake enA pitAjIne kahe che - ima ca me atthi ima ca nathi, imaM ca me kicca ima akicc| taM evameva lAlappamANaM, harA harati tti kaha pamAo // utta. sU. a. 14 gAthA 15 A mAruM che. A mAruM nathI. A kAma mATe karavAnuM che. A kAma mAre karavAnuM nathI. A prakAranI ghaTanA saMsAramAM dinarAta cAlyA kare che. jIvana TUMkuM che ane kAma ghaNuM che. A sthitimAM koI vyakti pitAnI IcchAnusAra pitAnuM kAma pUrNa karI zakatI nathI. atyAra sudhI koI paNa vyaktie saMsAranAM kAma pUrNa karyA hoya ane kRtakRtya thayAM hoya ema banyuM nathI. banI zakatuM paNa nathI. meM amuka kAma to karyuM che ane have amuka kAma karIza evI lAlasA jIvane vaLagelI ja hoya che. e lAlasAnI pUrti thatI nathI. dA. ta. gaLAnA AbhUSaNe taiyAra thayAM te pachI jIvane hAthanI baMgaDI karavAnI IcchA thAya che. baMgaDI taiyAra thaI jAya eTale paganA jhAMjhara karAvavAnI IcchA thAya che. je cAMdInA dAgInA hoya te senAnA ane sonAnA hoya te hIrAnAM dAgInA banAvavAnI IcchA thAya ane A rIte saMsAramAM tRNAne aMta Avato nathI paNa tRSNa uttarottara vadhatI jAya che. paraMtu jyAre AtmAmAM zarIra ane AtmAnuM bhedajJAna pragaTa thAya che tyAre AtmA A badhI vastuone tyAga karI de che ane tRSNAne aMta ANI teSAmRtanuM pAna kare che. Contentment is the root of happiness saMtoSa e sukhanuM mULa che. saMteSa e mahAmUlyavAna motI che. je koI daza hajAra IcchAonuM balidAna ApI saMteSanuM metI kharIda kare che te kharIdI DahApaNuM bharelI ane sukhadAyaka gaNAya che. AtmA jyAre saMtuSTha bane che tyAre ja tene zAMtine anubhava thAya che. te sivAya te AtmA tRSNA rUpI nadImAM taNAI jaI temAM ja gothAM

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49 khAI duHkha pAme che. paraMtu je AtmAne bhedajJAna thAya che te dharmAtmA te sAMsArika cIjone tuccha samajI tene tyAga karI de che. devabhadra ane jazabhadra kahe che he pitA! Ama te sAMsArika kAme ghaNAM che ane te kAma mATe hAyeya paNa ghaNI karavI paDe che. paraMtu jenA AdhAre sAMsArika kAme karavAmAM Ave che te AyuSya te kSINa thatuM jAya che. jyAre AyuSya ja kSINa thatuM jAya che te pachI sAMsArika kAma pUrNa kevI rIte thaI zake ? AyuSya kyAre pUrNa thaI jaze tenI koIne khabara nathI. mAre kahevAno Azaya e che ke saMsAranI tRSNa vadhatI ja jAya che. ane je vadhatI jAya te pUrNa kevI rIte thaI zake ? tRSNanI vRddhi karavAthI AzAnI pUti thatI nathI. AzAnI pUti te tRSNAne tyAga karavAthI thAya che. paNa ajJAnane laIne jIva svagharane bhUlI gayo che. ane ene paraghara pyAruM lAgyuM che. jagatamAM koI mATe jhaghaDo hoya te te tArA ane mArAne che. jyAM game tyAM jIva meha ane vAsanAne gulAma banyuM che. A ja rIte bhavadeva bAra bAra varSa sudhI saMyama pALIne ghera AvyA. emAM paNa mamatA ja hatIne? ke mArI nAgIlA mArA viyoge jhUratI haze. meM ene sukha na ApyuM. e saMsArane gRddhi banIne ghera Avyo paNa nAgIlA saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM cAritramAM keTalI makkama che! bhavadeva kahe che nAgalA! huM tane sukha ApavA Avyo chuM. tyAre nAgIlA spaSTa zabdomAM kahI de che ke dhikkAra che tamane! mitranI mazkarImAM tame chalAMga mArIne siMha jevA banIne nIkaLI gayAM. keTale tyAga karyo? bAra bAra varSa sudhI AvI uttama sAdhanA karI ane have tamane bheganI yAcanA karatAM zarama nathI AvatI? tame tamArA mAtA-pitAnA kULane lajavavA uThayAM che ! siMha jevA banIne have ziyALa jevA kema banI gayA? A hADamAMsa ane lehIthI bharelA zarIramAM zuM che? tamane AmAM zene meha jAge ke tame pAchA AvyAM? kahInura cheDIne kAMkarA grahaNa karavA zA mATe AvyA? evAM kaThora zabdo kahyAM ke bhavadeva sthira thaI gaye. nAgIlAe dIkSA nahotI lIdhI. e te saMsArI hatI ne? chatAM paNa enAmAM keTalI tAkAta hatI? pite gharamAM ekalI ja hatI paNa DarI nahi. jaDabAtoDa javAba sAthe khUba kaThora zabdomAM kahyuM. svAmInAtha! miSTAnnanA thALa choDIne eMThavADamAM moTuM nAMkhavA kayAM AvyA? eka vakhata tame mane eMThavADa samajIne vamI dIdhI. vamela AhAra te bhikhArI paNa Icche nahi. ane tame vamelAne grahaNa karavA Icche che? vameluM kAgaDA ne kUtarA khAya. rAjA-mahArAjA ane cakravatio keTalI strIone cheDIne nIkaLI gayA che? tame te mane ekane cheDI che. vicAra kare. A amUlya cIjane phagAvI deze te tamArI kaI gati thaze? jema rAmatI rahenemine kaThora zabdo kahIne enI

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100 H// sAna ThekANe lAvyA hatAM. ane rahanemine saMyamamAM sthira karyAM hatA tema nAgIlAe paNuM bhavadevane samajAvavAmAM pAchI pAnI karI nahi. e sAcI siMhuNa banI gaI hatI. nAgIlAnA zabdothI bhavadevanI zAna ThekANe AvI gaI. 'mAtA' ! kahIne e nAgIlAnA caraNamAM paDI gaye. atyAra sudhI enI dRSTimAM nAgIlA patnI hatI, paNa have eNe kahyuM : mAtA ! tAro upakAra kadI nahi bhUla'. te' mArA upara ghaNA upakAra karyAM che. bhAna bhUlelAne tu ThekANe lAvI chuM. bhavadeve nAgIlAnI mAphI mAMgI ane enA punaH punaH upakAra mAnatA peAtAnA gurUdevanI pAse ANye. gurUdevanA caraNamAM paDI pAte karelI bhulanu prAyazcita mAMgyuM. gurUdeva ! huM bhAna bhUlyA, mana ane vacanathI mArA cAritramAM doSa lagADacA che paNa kAyAthI doSa nathI lagADayA. have kadI AvI bhUla nahi karuM. pazcAtApanAM AMsu sArI pApanuM pAyazcita laI pavitra banyAM. gurUe karIne ene dIkSA ApI. bhava deva zuddha cAritranuM pAlana karIne devalekamAM gayA ane tyAMthI cyavIne sudharmAMsvAmInA pyArA ziSya ja bukumAra anyA. e pratApa nAgIlAnA che. aMdhue ! tame dIkSA leA tA sArI vAta che. dIkSA levAne samatha na heA te gRhastha jIvanamAM sAthI zeAdheA teA nAgIlA jevA zeAdhajo. cAmaDAne mahatva na Apaze. guNane mahatva Apo. tame adheAgatimAM paDatAM haiA tA e tamane hAtha pakaDIne bahAra kADhe. e ja sAcI sagAI che. jenA saMga thatAM bhavabhramaNa vadhe te sAcI sagAI nathI. AtmAnI sagAI e ja sAcI sagAI che. dehanI sagAI tA jIve anatI vakhata mAMdhI che. tethI bhavanA aMta Avye nathI. be bALakAnA nimitte mAtA-pitAne paNa vairAgya bhAva jAgaze. e bALake hajI AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na...69 bhAdaravA vada 13 ne ravivAra tA. 27-2-70 anaMta karUNAnIdhi, zAsanapati, trileAkInAtha bhagavAne jagatanAM jIvAne kalyANanA rAhu khatAvatAM TakAra karIne bharanidrAmAMthI jAgRta karyA. ane zAsra-siddhAMta rUpI vANInI divya vINA vagADI. bhagavAnanI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranu` 14muM adhyayana jemAM IkAra rAjA, kamalAvatI rANI, bhRgupuraiAhita ane yazA bhAryAM ane tenA e lADakavAyA putro devabhadra ane jazeAbhadra e cha jIvAnA adhikAra cAle che. je zUravIra hAya

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of te ja zUra thaIne nIkaLI jAya. devabhadra ane jazebhadra zUravIra banIne saMyama mAge javA taiyAra thayAM che. teo zuM kahe che - ima ca me atthi ima ca natthi, ima ca me kicca ima akicc| ta evameva lAlappamANa, harA haraMti tti kaha pamAoM // he pitAjI ! A saMsAramAM ekeka jIve zuM karI rahyA che? A mAruM che ane A mAruM nathI. A kArya meM karI lIdhuM ane A kArya haju mAre karavAnuM bAkI che. evI rIte niraMtara saMlApa karanArA ne kALa rUpI cera eka divasa AyuSya pUrNa thaye jhapATAmAM pakaDI le che. mATe dharmanA kAryamAM pramAda na karavuM joIe. ' devAnupriye! Aje mohamAM paDelA che saMsAranA sukhonI sAmagrIo bhegI karavAne mATe rAta-divasa pAgala banIne bhamI rahyAM che. paNa jIvane khabara nathI ke A badhuM bheguM karavAmAM ja mAruM jIvana hemAI jaze, pachI dharmadhyAna kayAre karIza? e vAta e bhUlI jAya che ke rAtri ane divasa rUpI kALA ane dhULa ceka mArA AyuganI derI kApI rahyAM che. huM aneka prakAranI Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhiomAM vyagra rahyo chuM, paNa kALa Avaze tyAre keInI rAha nahi juve. mATe pramAda cheDIne nirAMte dharma karI lauM. ATaluM je jIva samaje te beDo pAra thaI jAya. A jiMdagI te cAra divasanI cAMdanI jevI che. pachI te ghera aMdhArI rAta che. mATe jIvananI kiMmata samaje. mahAna purUSoe sAcuM jIvana zuM che e ApaNane samajAvyuM che. temaja judA judA tattva ciMtakee paNa pita pitAnI kalpanA pramANe jIvananI paribhASA judI judI rIte karI che. sAdhakanI dRSTie jIvana nadInA pravAha jema asthira che. dArzanika dRSTie jIvana eka ciMtana che. ane kavinI dRSTie jIvana eka kAvya che. ane ddhAnI dRSTie jIvana eka yuddha che. A pramANe dareke jIvananI vyAkhyA judI judI rIte karI che. paNa kharekhara samajavAnuM e che ke jyAM sudhI tyAgamaya jIvananI mahattA samajANI nathI tyAM sudhI jJAna-vijJAna ane kaLAonI kaMIja mahattA nathI. eka lekhake kahyuM che ke A uttama manuSya bhava pAmyA chatAM jene Atma-uddhAranI khevanA nathI, jhaMkhanA nathI, e manuSya buddhimAna hovA chatAM paNa abudha che. kalAnipuNa hovA chatAM paNa kamanasIba che. ane zrImaMta hovA chatAM paNa raMka che. game teTalI buddhi hoya paNa buddhine vyaya Atma kalyANamAM na thatuM hoya ane bhogavilAsa mATe ja thato hoya te te sAcuM jIvana nathI. tamArA jIvana rUpI bagIcAmAM vijJAnanI vAtanuM ghAsa ugyuM che ane AdarzonI hariyALI ghaNI che, paraMtu bhAva ane kriyA rUpI phaLethI laceluM eka paNa vRkSa haju jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. kevaLa ucca jIvana jIvavAnI vAte karyo kaMI kalyANa nahi thAya.

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52 eka tatva ciMtake jIvananA traNa prakAra matAvyAM che. (1) AsurI jIvana (2) daivI jIvana (3) AdhyAtmika jIvana. je jIvana bhAga-vilAsa, meAja-majhA ane rAga-dveSanA kAdavamAM ragadoLAyelu' che te AsurI jIvana che. dhana-vaibhava ane azvamAM ja jeNe sAcu jIvana mAnyuM che. ane ene -prApta karavA mATe pratipaLe prayAsa kare che. ane emAM ja sAcA sukhanI kheAja karatA hAya che te AsurI jIvana. AsurI jIvana e bheAgapradhAna jIvana che ane Adeza jIvana e tyAga pradhAna jIvana che. paNa Aje teA ajJAnI jIvA bhAgane mahatva Ape che. eka nAnuM bALaka janme che tyAre te paNa muThThI vALIne Ave che. enI muThThI khAlAvavA game teTale prayatna karavAmAM Ave te paNa te muDI kheAlate nathI. paNa muDImAM zuM che? dhana-jana-vastra vibhava khala terai, janma samaya para sAthe na thA, AyA thA, lAtA hai, jAtA hai / nagna rUpa heAne para bhI tU muThThI khAMdhe khaMdhI huI muThThI kahatI thI, puNya sAme kahate khule hAtha ye tera, hA sama cheADake janma samaye tame sAthe ka'I ja lAvyA na hatAM. baMdha muThThImAM sAthe puNya ane pApa,zubhAzubha karmo laI ne AvyAM hatAM. AvA uttama mAnavabhava pAmIne bhAgavilAsamAM paDayAM te puNyane dhumADo karIne khAlI hAthe A badhuM cheDIne javAnu che. mRgAputrane ghera enA mahelanI pUraNImAM ratna pUryAM hatAM. mahelanAM taLiyAmAM paNa ratnA jaDayA hatAM. dezudghaka devanA jevI mahAna sAhyakhI te bhAgavatAM hatAM. chatAM samajyA tyAre paLamAM cheDIne cAlyA gayAM. samajo te tame paNa ratna karatAM paNa ki`matI bhUmimAM janmyA che. AveA A deza maLavA dula.bha che. khIjA dezomAM leAkeAne puNya-pApanuM bhAna nathI. jyAM ghaNI hiMsA thatI hoya che, jyAre A aa dhamapradhAna deza che. je anA bhUmimAM janmyAM che emane te puNya pApanuM bhAna ja nathI. bhegA bheAgavavA, khAI-pIne majhA karavI e ja emanA jIvananuM kartavya samaje che, temanuM jIvana e AsurI jIvana che. cha danAnI aMdara eka cArvAka darzana che. emanI mAnyatA evI che ke AtmA jevI kAi svataMtra vastu ja nathI, je kaMI che te A zarIra ja che. mATe AvA su Mdara zarIra vaDe jeTalA bhAgavilAse bhegavAya teTalAM bhAgavI le. temanA A eka zloka che. yAvat jIvet sukhaM jIvet, RNaM kRtvA dhRtaM pibet / 'bhasmIbhUtasya dehasya, punarAgamanaM kRtaH ? " k jyAM sudhI jIvA tyAM sudhI sukhapUrvaka jIve. jIvanamAM kaI paNa jAtanuM kaSTa 4

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103 na veThA. ane deNu karIne paNa ghI pIvA. ene atha evA nathI ke zrI kaMi thatu, pIvAya che? paNa bhegavilAsa mATe tamArI pAse paisA na heAya te devu karIne paNa meAja majhA uDAvA. lUMTaphATa karIne paNa bhautika sukhAne prApta karI. A leAko bilakula nAstika che. te dhama jevI cIja tA mAnatA ja nathI. temanI sAme Astika loko kahe che bhAI ! devu' karIne meAjamajhA zA mATe karavI joIe ? game tyAre paNa e devuM tA bharapAI karavu ja paDaze ne? kadAca tame ahIMA nAdArI noMdhAvI deze| te cAlaze paNa kamarAjAnI hAikoTa mAM te cAkhyu noMdhAI jaze. khIjA bhavamAM game te rIte e devu' cakravati vyAja sahita cUkavavu paDaze. tyAre cArvAka danavALA nAstike zuM kahe che? A lAka ke paraleAka tA che ja nahi. puNya-pApa jevI koI vastu nathI. tamane thatu hAya ke paraleAkamAM duSTa karmInI sajA bhAgavavI paDaze, paNa paraleAka ja nathI, kAraNa ke AtmA paMcabhUtamAMthI utpanna thayA che ane poMcabhUtamAM maLI javAnA che. A deha tA bhasmIbhUta thaI javAnA che. phrI phrIne AvA deha nahi maLe, mATe mane teTalAM bhAga-bhAgavI khAI pI ne majhA karI. AnuM nAma AsurI jIvana che. AsurI jIvananA AdhAra kAmanA-vAsanA ane icchA che. icchA tA hu MmezA vadhatI ja rahe che. IcchAnI tarasa kadI paNa chIpatI nathI kAraNu ke rUcchA 3 gAvAsa samA baLatA " bhagavAne kahyuM che ke IcchA teA AkAza jeTalI anaMta che. manuSyanuM AyuSya maryAdita che. ane IcchAe amaryAdita che. temaja jagatamAM jIvA anaMtA che. ane ekeka jIvanI tRSNA paNa anaMta che. je padArthoM upara mamatA che, jene mATe tRSNA che, te padArthoM parimita che. e parimita pAtheE pratye ekeka jIvanI tRSNA anaMtI che. have e tRSNAenI tRpti kayAMthI thAya ? jJAnI purUSoe kahyuM che ke AsurI jIvananA aMte pazcAtApa sivAya bIjuM kaMI nathI. kharekhara thADA- sukha mATe keTaluM duHkha thAya che tenA upara eka dRSTAMta che, ** krADAdhipati zeThanA eka putra hatA. enA pitAnI pAse kroDonI saMpatti hatI. paNa pApakamanA utkraya thatAM bhAgya palaTAyuM. badhI saMpatti hatI na hatI thaI gaI. pitA yuvAna putrane cheDIne paraleAkavAsI thai gayAM. A cheAkareA yuvAna thayA che. kamane zarama nathI. kama ra`kane rAjA manAve che ane rAjAne raMka anAve che. AjanI sarakAre sattAdhIza rAjAone kevA banAvI dIdhA che ! have te huMDIyAmaNu paNa kapAI gayu` che. tIrthaMkara, cakravati, zeTha, senApati ke rAjA-mahArAjA kAine kama cheDatAM nathI. khudda tIrthaMkara bhagavAne paNa kramamAM uddayamAM AvyA che. ae rAya raka sahu sarakhA ene, uMca nIcanA bhedya na ene, jyAre kamanI Ave svArI cha krama kAinA pratye bhedabhAva nahi rAkhe. paNa phka eTaleA ja che ke mahAna purUSAe

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504 zuravIra banIne kamane rAMkaDA banAvI dIdhA. ane ApaNe karmanI AgaLa nirbaLa banI jaIe chIe rAheja udayamAM Ave to tarata ja ene dabAvavAnI davA karavA tatpara banIe chIe. paNa yAda rAkhajo ke mAre ne tamAre karma bhegavyA vinA traNa kALamAM chUTakAro nathI. koDapatine dikare Aje raMka banI gayA che. bApa marI gayA pachI sagA snehIoe bhegA thaIne e yuvAnane eka kanyA sAthe paraNAvI dIdhuM. baMnene saMsAra sukhapUrvaka cAle che. yuvAnane pitA khUba dhanavAna hato eTale paradezamAM paNa ghaNuM vahepArIo sAthe saMbaMdha hate. pirisanA vahepArIne khabara nahi ke zeTha te cAlyA gayAM che. ane chokarAnI A sthiti che. e pirisane prasiddha vahepArI zeThanA gAmamAM AvavAne hate. eTale A zeThane tyAM eNe eka AmaMtraNa patra lakhyuM ke huM tamArA gAmamAM amuka jagyAe AvavAne chuM. tyAM mArA taraphathI eka pATane progrAma che. tame tyAM jarUra Avaze. A yuvAne enI patnIne patra vaMcAvyA. baMnee vicAra karyo ke ApaNe kema karavuM ? nirNaya karyo ke ApaNe tyAM javuM. paNa have enI strI zuM kahe che? svAmInAtha ! huM tamArI sAthe AvuM te kharI paNa tyAM to badhA zrImaMta ane emanI strIo suMdara vastrAbhUSaNathI sajaja banIne AvavAnI, mArI pAse vastro to sarasa che paNa gaLAmAM paheravA mATe hAra nathI. vastra sArA paheryuM paNa hAra vinA zobhaze nahi. mATe tamAre mitra khUba dhanavAna che temane tyAMthI eka motIne hAra mAMgI lAve. te huM paherIne tamArI sAthe AvuM. A yuvAnane paNa patnInI vAta egya lAgI.eTale mitrane ghera gaye. ane badhI vAta karI. mitre eka banAvaTI hIrAne hAra Ape. te laIne ghera AvyA. ane baMne pATImAM gayA. rAtrinA bAra vAgye progrAma samApta thatAM ane ghera AvyAM. bAI ne thayuM ke pArako hAra che, kadAca tUTI jAya to ! tenA karatAM pahelAM ja kADhIne mUkI dauM. paNa kADhavA jAya te gaLAmAM hAra ja na maLe. pati-patnI baMne jaNA gabhara banI gayAM. rAtre khUba tapAsa karI paNa hAra maLe nahi. have mitrane zo javAba Apo, enI mUMjhavaNa thavA lAgI. ciMtAmAM AkhI rAta udhyA nahi. savAra paDatAM baMne jaNAM eka moTA jhaverInI dukAne upaDayAM. ane hAra jevA maMgAvyA. eka pachI eka hIrAnA hAra lAvyA. temAM mitrane tyAMthI je hAra paheravA mATe lAvyA hatAM te ja hAra je. eTale tenI kiMmata pUchI. eTale jhaverIe kahyuM: e hAranI kiMmata eka lAkhanI che. A sAMbhaLI baMnenA haiyAmAM. dhrAsko paDI gayo. aho ! jyAM pAMca hajAranAM sAMsA che tyAM eka lAkha rUpiyA kyAMthI lAvavA! ane mitrane hAra paheravA mATe lAvyA hatA eTale pAchA ApyA vinA te chUTako ja nathI. karmanA udayathI garIba hate paNa garIbAImAM pramANikatA cAlI gaI na hatI. eTale kahyuM- amArA kamdaye amArI A paristhiti sarjAI che. amArI pAse paisA nathI, paNa A hAranI

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505 kiMmata cUkavavA ame ane mANusa vIsa varSa sudhI tamAre tyAM nAkarI karIzuM. tame e kaheze| te kAma karIzuM. ane tamArA vadhelA kheArAkamAMthI je kaMi ApazeA te khAI laIzuM, dhruverIe A vAta maMjura karI. eTale eka lAkha rUpiyAnI kiMmatanA hAra laine mitrane tyAM ApI AvyAM. paNa khIjI kai ja vAta na karI, mitra khUba dhanavAna hatA. ene ghera dAgInAnI kamInA na hatI. eNe paNa khelIne joyu' nahi ke A kevA hAra che? joyu. hAta tA khabara paData. eNe laine bIjA dAgInA bhegA hAra mUkI dIdhA. A baMne mANasA jhaverIne tyAM nAkarI kare che. zeTha phATelAtUTelAM kapaDAM Ape te paheratAM ane lUkhA sUke reTalA Ape te khAi letA. zeTha emanI pAse kALI majurI karAvatAM hatAM. A rIte A baMne mANase vIsa varSAM sudhI nAkarI karI. vIsa varSanI mudata pUrI thatAM pati-patnI zeThanI rajA laIne pAchA pharIne ghera Ave che. zarIra tA sUkI lAkaDI jevu thaI gayu che. kapaDAM paNa phATelAM tUTelAM che. evI hAlatamAM cAlyAM jAya che. te vakhate jene hAra paheravA lAvyA hatAM te ja mitra sAmeA maLe che. ane pUche che ke bhAI! tame ghaNu N varSothI kema dekhAtA nathI ? ane tamArI A hAlata kema? tyAre A leAkeA hAranI vAta kare che. tamArA hAra khAvAye tenA badalAmAM enI ki Mmata amAre A pramANe cUkavavI paDI, pati-patnInI vAta sAMbhaLI pele mitra kahe che. are! A tA gajaba thai gayA. meM tamane je hAra ApeaA e te khATA hIrAnA hatA. ane enI kimata tA phakta pacAsa rUpiyAnI hatI. pacAsa rUpiyAnA hArane sAcA hIrAnA hAra samajIne tame tamArI jiMdagInA vIsa varSI aramAda karyAM ! cAlIsa varSanI uMmaramAM neAkarI karavA gayA hatAM ane vIsa varSa nAkarI karI, sArI yuvAnI duHkhamAM pasAra karI ane ghaDapaNa AvI gayu. 60 varSanI uMmara thaI gaI. baMne jaNAM khUba pazcAtApa karavA lAgyA. pAchaLathI pastAvA karyuM zuM vaLe ? gheADIvAra hAra paheravAnA meha na karyAM hata tA A paristhiti ubhI na thAta. pacAsa rUpiyAnA hAra khAtara ane sAcI oLakhANunA abhAve temaNe amo rUpiyA ApatAM paNa kharIddI na zakAya evI amUlya mAnavajIMoNMgInA vIsa varSI gumAvI dIdhA. apa sukha mATe keTaluM kaSTa veThayu? je manuSyA tana-dhana ane vAsanAmAM sukhanI kalpanA karIne temAM ja jIvanabhara lAgyAM rahe che. temAM sAcuM sukha maLatuM nathI, pariNAme duHkha ja maLe che. have khIjuM che devI jIvana-daivIjIvanamAM aMdhakAra na hoya paNa satyanA sUrya camakatA hAya. sadAcAra, nIti ane premanA dIvaDA jhagamagatA hoya, sadguNAnI suvAsa' maghamaghratI hoya tenuM nAma che daivIjIvana. devIjIvana jIvanAra vyakti sauthI prathama cAritra- vAna hAya che. devIjIvana jIvanAra AtmA naramAMthI nArAyaNa ane che. ane mAnatramAMthI sahA mAnava banI jAya che. enA jIvanamAM mAnavatA maheMkI uThe che. duHkhIne ene zA. 64

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506 enA dilamAM dayAnA jharaNAM vahe che. ane te pitAnuM sarvasva ApI daIne paNa dukhInA dukha maTADe che. eka vakhata prasaMga che. eka bahu moTuM nahi ane bahu nAnuM nahi tevuM gAma che. temAM eka garIba kuTuMba vase che. temAM eka mAtA ane dikaro baMne jaNA rahe che. A mAtAe mahenata majurI karIne potAnA putrane DekaTara banAvyuM. paNa sAthe e saMskAra paNa reDyA ke dikarA ! bhale jIvana ochuM javAya, paNa daivI jIvana jIvavuM. tuM DokaTara banIne paraduHkhabhaMjana banaje. garIbanAM AMsu lUchaje. tenA jIvananuM AvuM suMdara ghaDatara ghaDayuM che. A putranuM nAma azvina che. A azvinanA lagna thayAM. paNa tenA dilamAM bIbanA duHkha kema maTADI zakuM e ja tenI bhAvanA che. garIbonI sevA karatAM mArA pApa dhovAze. azvinanI patnInuM nAma saguNa che. samaya jatAM tene eka putra ane putrI thayA. putranuM nAma suzIla ane putrInuM nAma zIlA che. Ama A badhA AnaMdathI rahe che. paraMtu DokaTara azvinanI bhAvanA paraduHkhabhaMjananI che. jyAre saguNane te gamatuM nathI. jyAre pApane udaya hoya tyAre AvI patnI maLe. rathanA be paiDAM barAbara hoya te ratha sArI rIte cAlI zake tema saMsAramAM paNa je pati-patnI baMne sumeLa svabhAvavALA hoya te saMsAra sArI rIte cAle. A DekaTara jyAM sArI vIjhITa maLatI hoya tyAM jarA bekALajI kare paNa garIbanI vAta sAMbhaLe tyAre tenuM lehI uchaLI jAya. ane tyAM jaladI doDI jAya. te samajo ke garIba mANasanuM koNa? eka vAra saguNA DokaTarane kahe che-juo! badhA DokaTarane tyAM moTaro doDe che ane ApaNe ghera che meTara? tame te badhA garIbane jaze che. tyAre DokaTara kahe che ke A je badhI moTaro doDe che te ApaNI ja che ne! be-cAra AnA ApIe ke moTaramAM besavAnuM maLe. paNa vicAra te kara ke jyAre ApaNe mRtyu pAmIne paralokamAM jazuM tyAre moTara, hATa-havelI ke baMgalA sAthe nahi Ave. huM garIbAImAM ja moTe thaye chuM eTale garIba lekenI sthitine mane pUre khyAla che. ravivArane divasa che. baporanA jamI paravArIne DokaTara pitAnI patnI, suzIla ane zIlA sAthe pATa rame che. haju pATa pUrI thaI na hatI tyAM bAraNuM khakhaDAvavAne avAja AvyuM. eTale saguNA ekadama camakIne uThI ane baDabaDatI nIce gaI bAraNuM kholyuM ane rUAbamAM pUchayuM tuM koNa che? samaya-kasamaya joyA vinA ja hAlI nIkaLe che. kema jANe dAktara sAheba te yaMtra na hoya! daravAjo khelIne joyuM te sAme eka garIba kheDUta jevo mANasa ubhe hato. teNe be hAtha joDIne saguNAne namaskAra karyA. saguNAe viveka pUrato ya tene namaskArane javAba ApyA vinA pUchyuM-kema zuM kAma che? garIba mANasa javAba Ape te pahelAM te te belavA lAgI. hekaTara sAheba

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navarA nathI. khUba agatyanA kAmamAM che. gAmamAM ghaNAM DokaTaro che tyAM jAva ne ! A DokaTara sivAya tamane bIjA koI maLatA nathI? ke ravivAre paNa jaMpa vaLavA detA nathI ! garIba mANasa raDI paDe ane kahe che buna ! mAre ekane eka dikare che. tene peTamAM sakhata dukhAvo upaDe che. AMcakI Ave che. gharagaththu ghaNuM upacAra karyA paNa kAMI sAruM thatuM nathI. tethI daDAdoDa Avyo chuM. mane DekaTara para khUba zraddhA che. eka vAra mArI lADakI dikarIne maratI bacAvI hatI tethI je DokaTara Ave te mArA dikarAne sAruM thaI jAya. A garIba mANasa Ama kahe che tyAM te saguNA jorathI bAraNuM baMdha karIne upara jatI rahI. kharekhara e to jene vIte te ja jANe. dhanavAna jIvana mANe che, duHkhiyArA AMsu sAre che, keI anubhavIne pUchI je, ke kema jIvI jANe che. saguNA upara gaI eTale DokaTare pUchayuM ke koNa hatuM? te kahe, kaI nahi. tyAre DokaTara kahe-bAraNuM ke khakhaDAvyuM hatuM ? e to ApaNI kAmavALI maMgu hatI. DokaTara kahe-tArI baTuM belavAnI Teva haju na gaI! meM bArImAMthI badhI vAtacIta sAMbhaLI che. ane badhuM joyuM che. DokaTara te tarata ja uThayA ane davAnI bega hAthamAM laIne mejA ane buTa paheryA vagara junI caMpala paherIne te garIba mANasanA ghera javA taiyAra thayAM. tyAre sIDI utaratAM strI e DokaTarane kahayuM Aje pikanikane progrAma che eTale jaldI pAchA Avaje. DokaTare kahayuM je chekarAne sAruM haze to AvIza, nahIM te mAre mitra azaka ane tenI patnI uSA belAvavA Ave te tame traNe jaNa jaje. DokaTara azvina, kheDUtanA ghare pahoMcI gaye. ane traNa kalAka khUba IlAja ane upacAra karI tenA ekanA eka putrane navajIvana ApyuM. kheDUtanuM kuTuMba DokaTara para hajAre AzIrvAda varasAvI rahyuM. mAmulI phI laI azvina ghare gaye. azvinane mana e phI karatAM pelA garIba kuTuMbe ApelA aMtaranA AzIrvAda vadhAre mUlyavAna hatA. AvA DokaTare maLavA Aje muzkela che. rAkaTaranA mitra azoka pAchaLathI belAvavA AvyA paNa DokaTara vinA saguNA ane tenA bALake kaI gayA nahIM. ane saguNu rIsAIne sUI gaI. DekaTare AvIne pUchayuM pikanikanA progrAmamAM na gayA? te kahe nA. DekaTara paNa sUI gayA. DokaTarane bIjAnA duHkha dUra karavAnI bhAvanA ane temane e ja game, jyAre saguNane pharavuM ne nAcavuM game. paNa DokaTara tene khUba suMdara rIte samajAvate. ane kahe che saguNa ! huM nAne hatuM tyAre tene mAtA pitA pAsethI meM sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke tame paraduHkhabhaMjana banaze te sukhI thaze. ane e garIbanA AzIrvAdathI tamArI lIlI vADI kulI-phAlI raheze. paNa saguNAne tenI avaLAIne kAraNe A vAta gaLe utaratI nathI.

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508 eka vAra saguNA tenA patine kahe che -tame somavArathI zanivAra sudhI davAkhAnuM cAlu rAkhe. ravivAre eka divasa te ArAma he jaIe ne? A dalIlene DokaTara suMdara javAba Apate-tuM kevI vAta kare che? je rega ravivAre na AvatA hatA te huM jarUra baMdha rAkhata. paNa rega ane mota cokkasa divasanI rAha jotA nathI. mATe kaI ravivAre mAMdu paDe te IlAja te karavuM ja paDe ne ! paNa azvina nI vAta saguNAne gamatI nathI. eka ravivAre suzIlanI janmajayaMtinA AnaMdamAM saMgIta ane pATIne progrAma goThavyuM hatuM. progrAma trIje mALe vizALa agAzImAM hato. eTale saguNA nIce daravAjAmAM ubhI rahI badhA AmaMtritone satkAra karI bIje mALa meklatI hatI. bIje mALe azvina paNa badhAne satkAra-sanmAna karI trIje mALe melate. evAmAM eka garIba mANasa deDate doDato raDato raDate AvyuM ane kahe-bena! DokaTara sAheba che? mAre dikare khUba bimAra che. te jIvaze ke kema e zaMkA che. AnuM rUdana joIne ghaDIbhara te saguNanuM haiyuM palaLI gayuM. paNa bIjI ja paLe vicAra AvyuM ke je azvina jaze. te A pATIne badhe ya AnaMda uDI jaze. tethI DokaTarane A vAta karI nahi ane AzAbhera AvelA mAnavIne nirAza nahIM karatA kahyuM huM DokaTarane jarUra ekalata, paNa teo jarUrI kAme vaDodarA gayA che. kyAre Avaze ? rAtre Ave, pareDhiye Ave ke savAre Ave te huM kahI zakuM nahi paNa tame tamAruM saranAmuM ApatAM jAva eTale DokaTara Avaze tyAre meklIza. te garIba mANasa saranAmuM ApIne ghera gayo. ghera jaIne pitAnA putra mATe bIjI davA kare che paNa lAgu paDatI nathI. eTale raDate raDato DokaTaranI rAha jove che. ahIMyA saMgItane progrAma tathA pATI badhuM AnaMdapUrvaka pUrNa thaI gayuM. tyAM saguNAne pele garIba mANasa yAda AvyA paNa azvinanI AMkhomAM uMgha gherAyelI hatI eTale teNe vAta na karI. badhA nidrAdhIna thaI gayA. aDadhI rAtre bhara uMghamAM sUtelI saguNAnI AMkhe ekAeka ughaDI gaI che ke dhImA uMhakArA karI rahyuM hatuM. uThIne joyuM te zIlAnuM zarIra ekadama garama ane cAra DIgrI jeTale tAva caDhaye hate. teNe azvinane uDADa ane revA kakaLavA maMDI. jue, zIlAne khUba tAva caDhaye che. jhaTa davA kare. tyAM azvinane palaMganI najIka suzIla paNa dhImA avAje uMhakArA karI rahyo hate. saguNAe joyuM te tene paNa puSkaLa tAva che. azvine baMne mATe khUba IlAja ane upacAra karyA, kelanoTaranAM pitAM mUkyA paNa suzIla ane zIlAne eTale badhe tAva che ke eka DigrI paNa ghaTatuM nathI. ane uparathI tAva vadhI javAthI baMne bALake bebhAna banI gayA. - azvinane paNa have zuM karavuM e vicAramAM zUnamUna beTho hate. Ama beThelo joIne saguNA kahe che, lekene navajIvana ApavA doDayA jAya che ane ahIM kema dhyAna rAkhatA

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509 nathI ? tyAre azvina kahe che ATalA-upacAra me' koi divasa kayAMya keI ne mATe karyAM nathI teTalA A khALako mATe karyA che, chatAM kema sAru thatuM nathI ? chevaTe tenA mitra che. azAkane phAna karI badhI vAta karI. saguNA vicAre che ke azvinanA hAthamAM jaza rekhA che. mRtyunA mukha sudhI paheAMcelA daradIe azvinanA hAtha aDakatAM navuM jIvana meLave che ane Aje ekeya IlAja kema saphaLa nIvaDatA nathI ? ekAeka tene yAda AvyuM ke te eka divasa kahetA hatA ke je divase kAInA duHkha maTADavAmAM ekALajI karIza tyAre nakkI samajaje ke ApaNI lIlI vADI karamAi javAnA prasaMga Avaze eTale te ekadama uThIne ciThThI lAvI ane kahyuM: DAkaTara azeAkanA AvavAthI mArA putrone nahi maTe pazu Apa A ciThThI le ane peTI laI ne nIce utarI. meM pATInA AnaMda mANavAnA svArthamAM tamane vAta ja karI nahi. enAM phaLa atyAre mArA e gabharU bALaka bhegavI rahyAM che. gharamAM mambe khALakAne tAvamAM taraphaDatA mUkI DAkaTarane javAnuM' mana thatuM nathI, paNa saguNAe makkama svare kahyuM-tame tyAM jAva. tene maTaze te ja mArA saMtAneAne tAva utaraze. DAkaTara saranAmA pramANe tenA ghera gayA. DokaTarane joIne badhAe kahyuMH Ave ! have mArA dikarA sAo thaI jaze. DokaTara para badhAne khUba zraddhA che. zraddhA hoya te dru jAya. DAkaTara gayA. keza hAthamAM lIdheA ane sAru' thavA lAgyuM. A bAju azeka DaoNkaTare AvIne upacAza zarU karyAM. saguNA manamAM te garIbane dIkarA khacI jAya evI prArthanA karI rahI che. savAra thatAM suzIla ane zIlAne tAva sAva utarI gayA. DaoN. azvina te garImanA putrane maTADI ghera Ave che ane jIve che tA baMnenA tAva utarI gayA che. patnIne DaoNkaTaranu vacana have satya samajAI gayuM ke paraduHkhabhaMjana banavAthI. garIbeAnA AMsu lUchavAthI, tana-mana ne dhanathI upayAgI banavAthI ApaNI vADI lIlI ja rahevAnI, ane AsurI jIvana jIvavAthI A khIlelI vADI karamAI javAnI. saguNA sudharI gaI. chelle azvine saguNAne kahyu. bhautika sapatti tA manuSyanA prANa macAvavAmAM niSphaLa nIvaDe che, paNa garIkhAnA aMtaramAMthI nIkaLatA AzIrvAda ja manuSyanI amUlya saMpatti che. kharekhara! AvuM jIvana jIvanAra sAcA mAnava che. Anu nAma che daivI jIvana.. daivI jIvana Ave tyAM AdhyAtmika jIvana sahaja AvI jAya che. have trIjuM AdhyAtmika jIvana H-- je jIvanamAM bhagavAne batAvelA tatvA pratye akhUTa zraddhA hoya, samyag jJAnanA dvipaka jhagamagatA hoya, ane jJAna pramANe AcaraNa karavAmAM Avatu hAya tenuM nAma AdhyAtmika jIvana che. AdhyAtmika jIvanamAM samyajJAna, samyagdarzana ane samyakcAritranA pazma vikAsa thAya che. jyAM gaMgA-yamunA ane sarasvatI e traNe nadIonA

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pAI saMgama thAya che te tIrtha samAna banI gayuM che. e ja pramANe ApaNA AtmA rUpI nadImAM samyajJAna, samyagdarzana ane samyakracAritra rUpI traNe saritAone saMgama thAya te ApaNuM AdhyAtmika jIvana paNa pavitra tIrtha samAna banI jAya. A triveNInA abhAve jIvanamAM jevI joIe tevI pragati thaI zakatI nathI. sauthI prathama te satyatatva upara daDha zraddhA thavI joIe. jyAre zraddhA thaze tyAre jJAnane AnaMda Avaze. jyAre jJAnane AnaMda Avaze tyAre jIvana-AkAzamAM cAritranI cAMdanI camakaze. ApaNe jene samyakajJAna-darzana ane cAritra kahIe chIe tene bIjA bhAratIya ciMtakoe bhaktiga, jJAnayoga ane karmavega kahela che. ApaNA jIvanamAM jyAre A traNene pUrNa vikAsa thAya che tyAre AtmA paramAtmA banI jAya che. mATe baMdhuo ! AjanA jIvanamAM je azAMti dekhAya che, tenuM mukhya kAraNa AsurI jIvana che. evA jIvanane tyAga karI daivI jIvana jIvatAM zIkho ane temAMthI AdhyAtmika jIvana prati prayANa karo. ane Atma sAdhanA sAdhI le. pharIne janma-jarA ne maraNanA pherA karavAnuM na rahe. samaya thaI gayuM che eTale vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM...70 bhAdaravA suda 14 ne semavAra tA. 28-9-70 anaMtajJAnI mahAna purUe jagatanA uddhArane mATe zAstravANI prakAzI. cAra mULasUtramAM uttarAdhyayana sUtra jenAM chatrIza adhyayana rahelAM che. temAMthI caudamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM devabhadra ane jazabhadra e be bAluDAne saMsAranI asAratA samajAI che. eTale have bhavabhramaNanA pherA kema TaLe e mATe ja emane puruSArtha che. jo ke cha e AtmAo haLukamI che. cha e caramazarIrI jIve che. paNa haju be jIve jAgRta thayAM che. bALakanA nimittathI bhRgu purohita ne jazAbhAryA taiyAra thaze. ane temanA nimittathI ISakAra rAjA ane kamalAvaMtI rANuM jAgaze. paNa haju bhUtha purohitane enA putra pratye moha che. mehanA kAraNe ja A jIva mUMjhAya che. A ve pitAnA svarUpane oLakhyA vinA anaMtakALathI paribhramaNa karyuM che. AtmAe ajJAnatAthI ubhuM kareluM dukha AtmAnA jJAnathI ja dUra karI zakAya che. zarIra vinAzI che. ane AtmA avinAzI che. AyuSya pUrNa thaye zarIra te chUTI jAya che.

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paNa AtmA te amara che. AtmAe bheda vijJAnathI ajJAnane dUra karavAnI jarUra che. te ja bAhA padArtho paranI mamatA ochI thAya. saue potAnA AtmAne samajAvavAnI jarUra che ke te AtmA! calAyamAna evA jaDa pugalanI eMThane bhogavaTo tane kema game che? rAjahaMsa jema mAna sarovaramAM masta rahe che tema tAre jJAnasvarUpamAM masta rahevuM joIe. 'kukaDo jema ukaraDAne ja uthAme che tema AtmA jyAre vibhAva dazAmAM hoya tyAre ukaraDA ja uthAmata hoya che. keTalA puruSArthe ApaNane A mAnavajanma maLe tene tamane vicAra thaze tyAre tamArA vicAramAM kevuM parivartana Avaze tenI tamane khabara che? jema tamane sarpane bhaya lAge che tema tamane pApane bhaya lAgaze. samyaphadaSTi AtmA karmodayathI saMsAramAM rahyo hoya che paNa aMtaranA premathI nahi. aMtaranA premathI te paramAtmAne ja jhaMkhate hoya che. samakitI aMtarathI mekSanA sukhane jhaMkhe che. devanA game tevA sukha hoya te paNa te tene dukha mAne che. AvA zubha adhyavasAyanA pariNAme samakitI ghaNuM nijara kare che. jenuM lakSa paramAtmA tarapha vaLyuM tene beDe pAra thAya che. mekSamArgamAM cittanA adhyavasAyanI ghaNI moTI kiMmata aMkAyelI che. temAM zubha adhyavasAya pramANe je puruSArtha upaDe te eka janmamAM aneka jamenAM karmo khapI jAya che. A jIve avaLe puruSArtha to ghaNe karyo che. je have samajIne savaLe purUSArtha kare te pachI bAkI zuM rahe? alpa samayamAM kAma kADhI jAya. jIvanI anAdithI rUcI pudgalabhAvanI eMThamAM ja che. tene svabhAva tarapha rUcI thaI ja nathI. : sakala jagata te eMThavata, athavA svapna samAna, - te kahIe jJAnI dazA, bAkI vAcA jJAna." jJAnInI draSTimAM AkhuM jagata eMThavat athavA svapna samAna bhAse che. ane te ja sAcI jJAnadazA che. jyAM sudhI AvA bhAva na Ave tyAM sudhI jJAna phakta vAcAjJAna che. baMdhuo! A jagatanAM badhA padArtho jIve anaMta vAra bhegavyAM che ane anaMtIvAra cheDyAM che. ane eja padArtho bIjAoe paNa anaMta vAra bhogavyAM che. have e eM. nahi te bIjuM zuM kahevAya? tamane eMTha khAvI gamatI nathI te pudagalanI eMTha kema game. che? jaDa pudagale pratyeno rAga tamane mUMjhave che. AtmAne mehi nidrAmAMthI jAgRta kare. AtmA pramAdamAM paDe che eTale enA gharamAM moha-mAna-mAyA-mada-matsara badhAne sthAna maLe che. je gharanI bAI kuvaDa heya tenA gharamAM cakalA mALA nAMkhe. uMdaraDA dara kare ane jALAM paNa thAya. paNa je gharanI zrI sughaDa che, jAgRta che enA gharamAM cakalA mALA nAkhI zake nahi. AtmAnI pracaMDa

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zakti AgaLa koInI tAkAta nathI ke kai TakI zake. paNa jyAM pitAnI zaktinuM bhAna ja nathI tyAM zuM kahevuM? - devabhadra ane jazobhadra bhRgu purohitane kahe che ke pitAjI! A saMsAramAM kaMIka jIvo A mAruM ane A tAruM, ATaluM meLavyuM ane ATaluM meLavavAnuM che. A vyavasAyamAM ja jiMdagI pUrI kare che. vaLI dhana bheguM karatAM keTaluM pApa karavuM paDe che! jyAre puNyazALI che maLelI lakSamIne choDI de che. pUrva janmamAM jeNe khIranA dAnathI pu2ya upArjana karyuM che tevA zAlibhadranI vAta tame sAMbhaLe. zreNika mahArAjA magadha dezanA rAjA hatA. temanI rAjadhAnI rAjagRha nagarImAM hatI. tyAM zAlibhadra moTA zreSThI tarIke rahetA hatAM. emanI Rddhi AgaLa rAjAnI addhi sAmAnya dekhAtI hatI. kAraNa ke zAlibhadrane temanA pitAdeva prasanna hatAMreja 9 peTI utaratI hatI. bhajana, vastra, alaMkAre devatAI hatAM. A rAjagRDa nagarInI khyAti sAMbhaLIne nepALa dezanA vahepArIo savA lAkha sonaiyAnI kiMmatanI eka evI 16 ratnakaMbaLa laIne rAjasabhAmAM vecavA gayA. game tevI ThaMDImAM paNa nakaMbaLa DhAMkavAmAM Ave te paththara jevAM karelAM ghI paNa pIgaLI jAya. grISma RtumAM tapelAM ghI upara DhAMkavAmAM Ave te TharIne paththara thaI jAya. ane comAsAmAM na zaradI kare ke na garamI kare, AvI guNavALI ratnakaMbala melI thAya tyAre agnimAM nAMkhe te zuddha thaIne bahAra Ave. paNa rAjAe kahyuM-kaMbalanA mehamAM savA lAkha sonaiyA kharacIe tenA karatAM prajAnA rakSaNamAM kharacIe te zuM khoTuM ! vahepArIo sAMbhaLIne khinna thaI gayA ane belyA ke je mAla magadha dezanA mAlIka na kharIde te bIjuM kazuM kharIda kare ! nAhakanA mahenata karIne AvyA. zAlibhadranI mAtAe A vahepArIone udAsapaNe pitAnA ghara AgaLathI jatA joyA. dAsIne bolAvavA mokalI. je mAlane rAjA kharIdI na zakyA te tArI zeThANI zuM kharIda karavAnA hatA?" dAsIe kahayuM-eka vakhata Ave. vahepArIo AvyA. zeThANane joIne khuza thayA. bhadrA zeThANI pUche che-zuM lAvyA cho? ratnakaMbaLa keTalI che? 16. bahu cheTuM karyuM. mAre 32 joItI hatI, kAraNa ke mArA zAlibhadranI strIo 32 che. kiMmatImAM kiMmatI ratnakaMbaLa mATe batrIsane yAda karanAra zAlibhadranI mAtA pitAne kema bhUlI jAya che? emAM ja jainadharmanA hArdane pAmelI mAtAnI mahattA che. e batrIsa putravadhUe e mAtAne kevI rIte pUjatI haze? sAmAnI pAsethI je tamAre guga joine hoya te prathama tame guNavAna bane. pahelAMnAM jaina kuTuMbe gRhasthAvAsamAM paNa A dazAnAM hatAM, kAraNa ke temane tyAM tyAganI choLe uchaLatI hatI. hRdayamAM upabhegenI pipAsA nahetI eTale vahuo pratye paNa karIe eTale sadabhAva rahe. jyAre Aje te vahu mATe ghI, dUdha tALAmAM heya

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pAya che. vahue paNa manamAM kahe che ke sAsujI ! yAda rAkhajo. hAthamAM AvA eTalI vAra che, nahi khavAya teA DhALI nAMkhazu. AjanA sAsu vahu eTale koi judI ja vastu. A tamArA AjanA saMsAra! tame je saMsAranAM sukhAnuM varNana kare che te A ja ke khIjA ? tame bahAdura che ke baMgalAmAM rahI zakeA che. tame evu puNya karIne AvyA che ke sasAro saDathA sivAya chUTako nathI. tamAre gussA saMsAraneA tyAga karavAnuM kahe tenA upara. zAlibhadranI mAtAnuM hRdaya keTalu udAra haze ? zAlibhadranI mAtA kahe che ke seALanA khatrIsa TukaDA karo ane pachI mane Ape. pelA vahepArI vicAra kare che ke TukaDA karIe paNa 16nI ki`mata kayAM che ? tethI zaMkAzIla thayAM. e zeThANI jANI gayA. tarata ja nAkarAne hukama karyAM ane seAnaiyAnI thelIe vahepArIe AgaLa dharI ane ratnaka baLanA TukaDA thaI gayA. bhadrA mAtAe peAtAnI chatrIse putravadhUne eka eka TukaDA apaNu ryAM. putravadhUee snAna karI te TukaDAthI zarIrane lUchIne te TukaDA gaTaramAM phe'kI dIdhA. rANIne samAcAra maLyA ke mahArAjAe eka paNa ka`khaLa kharIda karI nahi paNa eka te joIe. tethI rAjAe vahepArIone elAvyAM. A vahepArIoe badhI hakIkata rAjAne kahI. rAjA A sAMbhaLI khUma Azcarya pAmyA. ane manamAM vicAyuM ke ahA ! te phevA. zrImaMta haze? pachI savAlAkha seAnAmaheAra ApI zAlibhadrane tyAMthI eka ratnaka baLa levA mANasane mAkalyA. bhadrA mAtA kahe che bhAI! rAjAne ema kaheje ke ratnaka baLa tA zuM. paNa khace ApanuM ja che. ame badhAM paNa ApanAM chIe. ratnakabaLa hoya teA paNa kiMmata laine ApavAnI hoya ? paNa lAcAra chuM ke seALenA TukaDA thaI gayA ane tegaTaramAM pheMkAI gayA. mANase A vAta jaIne zreNIka mahArAjAne kaDI. zreNIke vicAyu ke kevA zrImaMta haze te ! enI sAhyabI keTalI haze ? mAre jarUra ene jovA joIe. Asa vicArI rAjA abhayakumArane kahe che ke tame khabara Ape| ke zAlibhadra rAjasabhAmAM Ave. bhadrA mAtA kahe che ApanI AjJA mArA mAthA upara. paNa mArA zAlibhadre sUya kayAM uge che ane kayAM Athame che te joyA nathI. sAtamA mALethI kadI nIce utaryo nathI. tA rAjA mArA ghera padhAre ane amane pAvana kare. rAjAe paNa A vAta mAnya rAkhI. rAjA sabhyaSTi hatA. kha'nenA vicAramAM ane bhASAmAM keTalI saumyatA ane suMdaratA jhaLakI rahI che ! e khUkha vicAravA jevuM che. A badhA pratApa zrI vItarAganA zAsananI rasikatAneA che. madhue ! artha-kAmanI lAlasA e eka bhayaMkara vastu che. duniyAnA padArthAMnI Asakti rUpI agni saLagI rahela che. tene vairAgya rUpa jaLathI zAMta karI. " namA arihaMtANu " nI navakAravALI kema gaNatrI ? zA mATe gaNavI? te tA gayA che. mATe have navakAravALI rAja gaNA ke " duniyAnA padArthAna ,, 66 kSA. 5 tame badhA bhUlI mAre, eka divasa ..

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pAra cheDayA vinA chUTako nathI. " AthI tamArA AtmA divase divase pavitra ane. tame dIkSAthI AvA che paNa tene lIdhA vinA tamAro tA nahi paNa tamArA mA-bApanA paNu uddhAra cavAnA nathI. ApaNA tAraka prabhue lIdhuM teA tamAre levu ja paDaze. vairAgyabhAvavALA AtmAone sa MsAra viSa jevA lAge che. o devAnupriyA ! jJAnI purUSAnA kahevA pramANe mArgonusArInA pahelA guNa che nyAyasaaepannatA. kadAca paisA vinA cAle paNu mamatA chUTI jAya teA aheAbhAgya samajajo. anIti, asatya, vizvAsaghAta karavA e badhuM mAre na joie. yAda rAkhajo ke anIti, asatya AdithI aMdhAyelA karmA ja'pIne nahi besavA de, parabhava che nahi evI nAstikatA na batAveA. zrImahAvIra devanA zAsanamAM koinA pakSapAta nathI. jo jJAnI purUSAnI AjJA pramANe na vartyA tA narakanagAda mAhinA khADA taiyAra che. ame kahIzuM ke AgamA bahu bhaNyA, tame kaheze ke amArI sAhacakhI khUba che paNa e badhu tyAM nahi cAle. 'dhue, tamAre kayAM javu` che ! narakamAM ke nigeAdamAM! ( sabhAmAMthI avAja :- ekemAM nahi, kAraNake mane khATA che. mATe tyAM javuM nathI) paNa kAryAM tyAM javAnA karavA che. tamArI A meAja-majhA tamane uttama gati nahi apAve. mATe emAMthI Asita uThAvI laIne tame dhamamAM cittane joDA. have eka vakhata zAlibhadra kevA che e jovA zreNika mahArAjA ane ghera gayA. zAlibhadra sAtame mALa raheteA hateA. jene sUrya ugavA-AthamavAnI khabara na hatI. evA zAlibhadranI mAtAe rAjA zreNikane peAtAne tyAM AvavA AmaMtraNa ApyuM hatuM. ethI zrI zAlibhadranA khApa geAbhadra zeDa je devatA thayA che, te devatAe AkhA nagarane zaNagArI mUkayu. rAjA zreNike jayAre abhayakumArane pUchyuM' ke A badhu zuM che ? tyAre maMtrIzvara abhayakumAre kahyuM ke maDArAja! zAlibhadre karelI ApanA praveza maheAtsavanI taiyArI che. rAjA makAna joI Azcaya pAme che. have te vizeSa vAta avasare laIzuM. ApaNI mULa vAta para AvIe. bhRgupurAhitanA bALako kahe che he pitA! A saMsAramAM kSaNa mAtranA pramAda karavA jevA nathI. amAre tA have vahelI take sayama levA che. A bhRgu purAhita paNa jevA tevA na hatA. khUba buddhizALI hatA. vedaneA jANakAra hatA. te kahe che huM mArA priya putro ! tame mArI vAta sAMbhaLe. dhaNaM bhUyaM saha itthiyAhiM, sayaNA tahA kAmaguNA pagAmA / tavaM kae tappa jassalogo, taM savva sAhINamiheva tubhaM || utta. sU. a. 14 gAthA 16. he putro! ApaNe ghera lakSmInI kamInA nathI. pUrvanA puNyathI maLyuM che. mAre tA lakSmI meLavavA mATe koi jAtanuM pApa karavuM' paDayuM nathI, kAraNa ke ISukAra rAjane

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bhRgu purohitanI sAthe pUrva nANAnubaMdhI saMbaMdha che, eTale mana mAnyuM dhana Ape che. suvarNa-hIrA-mANeka, pannA Adi jhaverAta paNa ghaNuM che. sAta peDhI sudhI beThA beThAM khAva te paNa khUTe tema nathI. eTale tamAre dhana meLavavA pApa nahi karavuM paDe. vaLI devakumArI jevI kanyAo tamane paraNAvuM, ane tame saMsAramAM rahIne manamAnyA sukhe bhega. vaLI rahevAne mATe devabhavana jevA mahelo che. ziyALAmAM rahevAnA mahela judA, unALAmAM rahevAnAM mahela judA, cemAsAmAM rahevAnA mahela judA. tamAre keI jAtanI ciMtA karavAnI nathI. chatAM AvA uttama kAma zA mATe cheDI do che? baMdhuo ! jyAM khUba dhana hoya che tyAM ghaNe ThekANe dharma dekhAtuM nathI. ane kaMIka puNyavAna cho evA paNa che ke game teTalAM vaibhava hoya, to paNa dharma emane prANanI jema vahAluM hoya che. AgaLanAM rAjakumAre AvI Rddhi choDIne nathI nIkaLyAM? rAjakeTamAM vIrANIne ja dAkhale che ke jemane ghera rajavADA jevI sAhyabI che chatAM emanA kuTuMbamAM vineda muni jevAM ratna na pAkyAM? dhananI sAthe dharma rUce e paNa pusa puNyanI vAta che. dharma samajIne nyAya-nItithI kamAyeluM dhana lAMbA samaya sudhI TakI rahe che. ane anItithI kamAyeluM dhana a5kALa Take che. ane pApanAM pioTalAM baMdhAve che. bhRgu purohita haju paNa enA putrone kevA pralebhane Apaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna......naM. 71 bhAdaravA vada amAsa tA. 29-9-70 maMgaLavAra anaMtajJAnI, zAsana samrATa, trilokInAtha, karUNA sAgara bhagavAne jagatanA jIvonA uddhArane arthe zAstramaya vANInuM nirUpaNa karyuM. bhagu purohitanA be putra pramAda cheDI jAgRta banyAM che. emane bhUgu purohita kahe che ke, mArA vahAlA putro ! tame kahe che ke paisA meLavavA mATe mahAna pApa karavA paDe che. te huM tamane kahuM chuM ke tamAre paisA kamAvavAnI jarUra nahi paDe. kAraNa ke pUrvanA puNyathI mArI pAse dhananI kamI nathI. temaja sArAmAM sArI rUpavaMtI kanyAo tamane paraNAvIza. temanI sAthe tame sukha bhogave. temaja ApaNuM kuTuMba paNa ghaNuM vizALa che. sagAsaMbaMdhI paNa ghaNuM che. temanI sAthe tame AnaMda kare. sarva [ tava6 naDho, dara sAiimava tuma "

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516 he putro ! huM tamane vadhu zuM kahuM? je sukha meLavavAne mATe lokone tapa kare paDe che, evA badhA sukhe tamane saheje prApta thayAM che. ene lAta mArIne saMyama le e te tamArI narI mUrkhatA che. mATe tame samajIne saMsAramAM rahe ane dIkSA levAnI vAta cheDI do. * pitAne putro pratye atyaMta maha che. eTale mohanI ja vAta kare che. duniyAmAM badhA ja moharAjAnI mAyAjALamAM phasAyelA che. dareka jIvane dhana-vaibhava ane sattA vahAlI che. keIne sattA choDavI gamatI nathI. paNa je samajAI jAya ke mAre sAce vaibhava ke? te badhe moha utarI jAya che. bhagavAna kaSabhadeva dIkSA laIne nIkaLI gayA. tyAra bAda bhagavAnanA sauthI moTA putra bharatanI AyudhazALAmAM caka rana utpanna thAya che. je AtmAo cakravati bane che temane jabbara puSyane udaya hoya che. tene cauda ratnanI prApti thAya che. temAM cakraratna, chatraratna, daMDaratna ane kheDUga ratna e cAra rana cakravatinI AyudhazALAmAM utpanna thAya che. ane carmaratna, maNiratna ane kAkazya na e traNa raste lakSamInA bhaMDAramAM utpanna thAya che. A sAta ekendriya ratna che. ane sAta paMcendriya ratno hoya che. senApati ratna, gAthA pati ratna, vArSika ratna, purohita vana, e cAra ratna cakavatinA nagaramAM utpanna thAya che. strI ratna vidyAdharanI zreNImAM utpanna thAya che. gaja ratna ane azva ratna vaitADhaya parvatanA mULamAM utpanna thAya che. A rIte cakravatine cauda ratnanI prApti thAya che. temAM cakaratna cha khaMDanI sAdhanA karavAne mArga batAve che. cakraratna evuM kairI rana heya che ke jenuM rakSaNa karanArA eka hajAra deve hoya che. enA AdhAre ja cakravati cha khaMDanI sAdhanA kare che. bhagavAna rASabhadevane kevaLajJAna thayA pachI bharata cakravati cha khaMDanI sAdhanA karavA gayA che. sATha hajAra varSe e che khaMDa sAdhIne Ave che. tyAre khUba dhAmadhUmathI ame dhyA nagaramAM praveza kare che. ane tyAra bAda bharata cakravartinA rAjyAbhiSekano mahotsava ujavAya che. devAdhideva-bhagavaMtane jema Indro abhiSeka kare che tema naredeva-cakavatine paNa Abhigika deve abhiSeka karavA Ave che. tyAra bAda batrIsa hajAra rAjAo abhiSeka karavA Ave che. senApatio, zreSThio paNa temano abhiSeka kare che. ane sau caraNamAM zIra mUkAvI "tame jaya pAme, vijaya pAme" evA maMgalamaya zabdathI cakIne vadhAve che. bharata cakravatinA rAjyAbhiSeka mahotsavamAM deve, batrIsa hajAra mugaTabaMdhI rAjAo temaja nagarajane AvyAM. paNa sagA navANuM bhAImAMthI eka paNa bhAI rAjyAbhiSekanA mahatsavamAM bhAga levA AvyuM nahi, eTale bharata pahelAM pitAnA 98 bhAIonI pAse eka dUta mokale che. dUte jaIne kahe che-he rAjakumAre! tame je rAjyasaMpatti bhegavavA

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pa7 IcchatA ho te tamArA moTAbhAI bharata mahArAjAne tAbe thAva, ane temanI AjJAnuM pAlana kare. tyAre nAnA bhAIo kahe che-pitAjIe dIkSA letA pahelAM ja amane rAjya vaheMcI ApyuM che. te ame zA mATe bharatanA tAbe thaIe ! ApaNe enI AjJA zenA uThAvIe? e ApaNane zuM ApI devAnA che ke jethI ApaNe teno dAsa banIe? zuM acAnaka mRtyu Avaze te bharata kaMI aTakAvI zakaze? vRddhAvasthAne rokavA zaktimAna che? ApaNA zarIramAM regenuM AvAgamana thaze te e roga rUpI ripuone mArIne haThAvavAnI bharatamAM tAkAta che ke ApaNe temanI gulAmI karIe ! hA, e ApaNe vaDIla baMdhu che. eTale ApaNe tenI sevA karIe. enI AjJA mAnIe te judI vAta che. paNa e ApaNA upara hukama zene kare ! cha khaMDa jItIne Ave che te paNa haju enI tRSNanI Aga zAMta nathI thaI ? vijayanI khuzAlImAM nAnA bhAIone khuza karavAnI vAta to dUra rahI paNa A te pitAjIe amane je kaMI ApyuM che te paNa paDAvI levAnI vAta kare che ! bharata mahArAjA je pitAnA putra che temanAM ja ame paNa putra chIe. ane rAjyamAM amAre sahune sarakhe hakka che. mATe he dUto! tame bharata mahArAjAne kaheje ke ame temane tAbe thaIzuM nahi. ame A anyAyane pheMsala karavA mATe pUjya pitA RSabhadeva bhagavAna pAse jaIne nyAya karAvIzuM. tyAM sudhI A bAbatamAM kaMI nirNaya thaI zakaze nahi. 98 bhAIo bhegA thaIne bhagavAna RSabhadeva aSTApada parvata upara birAjamAna hatAM tyAM AvyA. e kevA saraLa AtmAo hatA? AvI vyavahArika bAbatamAM paNa bhagavAnanI salAha levA mATe gayAM. paNa bhagavAna kaI e bAbatamAM thoDuM ja mAthuM mAre? bhagavAnanA caraNamAM vaMdana karIne kahe che he prabhu! ame ApanI pAse eka phariyAda karavA AvyA chIe. Apa amArI phariyAda sAMbhaLI barAbara nyAya karaje. prabha te badhuM ja jANI rahyA hatAM. putre kahe che prabhu, Ape dIkSA lIdhI tyAre see putrone rAjya vaheMcI ApyuM che. ame te je kaMI maLyuM temAM saMtoSa mAnya che. ame jarA paNa tRSNa rAkhI nathI. ane moTAbhAI bharata mahArAjAe cha cha khaMDanuM rAjya meLavyuM chatAM emanI tRSNa zAMta thatI nathI. teo amAruM Ape Apela rAjya paNa paDAvI levA Icche che. emaNe amArA upara pharamAna karyuM che ke kAM rAma cheDI de ane kAM mArI sevA kare. amane kaMI ja samajaNa paDatI nathI. zuM ame evA namAlA chIe ke amArA hakkanuM rAjya cheDIne enI tAbedArI uThAvIe? Ape ApeluM rAjya amAre choDavuM nathI. ane enI tAbedArI amAre svIkAravI nathI. eTale tenI sAme yuddha karyA sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI. chatAM paNa Apane pUchyA vinA ame kaMI ja karavA IcchatA nathI. te prabhu! Apa ja amane regya salAha Ape ke ame

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palaTa enI sAme yuddhamAM utarIe ke tenI tAbedArI svIkArIe? Apa jema kahe tema ame karIe. - 98 putra, prabhu zuM nyAya karaze-e zuM kaheze te sAMbhaLavA mITa mAMDIne besI gayAM che. tyAgInA zaraNe je jAya che tene tyAganI ja vAta samajAve che. sarvajJa prabhu jevI divya dRSTi ApanAra duniyAmAM tenA samAna mahAna keI ja nathI. prabhu kahe che ke putra ! tamAre kevuM rAjya joIe che? zAzvata ke nAzavaMta? je rAjya bhogavatAM aneka zatruone bhaya rahe tevuM rAjya game che? putre kahe che-je rAjya upara keI duzmana caDhAI na kare evuM rAjya amAre joIe che. te he putro ! bharata e tamAre duzmana -nathI. tamArA sAcA zatruo e tamArA karmo che. bahAramAM tamArA koI duzmana che ja nahi. je bahirAtmA hoya te ja bahAranAne pitAnA zatru mAne che. rAga-dveSa-meha ane kaSAya e ja AtmAnA anAdinA duzmana che. anAdikALathI e zatruoe AtmAnuM sAmrAjya jhUMTavI lIdhuM che. mATe e duzmanI sAme yuddha kare. bharata tamAre vaDIla baMdhu che. e kadAca tamAruM bAhya rAjya laI leze ane tamArA A lekanAM kahevAtA sukhane dhakako lAgaze, paNa A AtyaMtara zatruo te bhavobhavamAM tamane parAdhInatAnI beDI paherAvanAra che. mATe tamAre bhAratanI sAme yuddha karavAne kaMI ja artha nathI. bhAratanI rAjya mATenI tRSNa game teTalI vizALa heya paNa jyAM e tamArA AtyaMtara yuddhanI vAta sAMbhaLaze tyAM e bhI jaze. mATe je tamAre sAcI rAjya lakSmI meLavavI hoya te mArA kahelA zatruonI sAme jaMga mAMDe. duniyAmAM je kaMI thAya che te badhuM bhautika sukhone mATe ja thAya che. ene mATe na kahe teTalAM pApa, kaSAyonuM sevana, anyAya-anIti badhuM ja thAya che. jene jIvana jIvavA khAtara jIvavuM che ene duniyAmAM kaMI ja upAdhi nathI. A 98 putrone bhagavAna pAse zA mATe AvavuM paDayuM ? rAjyanA sukha jatA na rahe e mATe ja ne! paNa bhagavAne te satya vAta samajAvI dIdhI ke rAjyanuM sukha game tevuM hoya te paNa te nAzavaMta che. je tamane rAjyanI tRSNA nathI te tamAre duniyAmAM keInA sevaka banavAnI jarUra nathI. duniyAmAM saMpattinI pAchaLa vipatti rahelI che. keI saMpatti evI nathI ke jenI pAchaLa spitti na hoya. mAtra jJAna darzana ane cAritranI saMpatti ja evI che ke jenI pAchaLa vipatti nathI. puNya khalAsa thatAM Ajane rAjA kAle raMka banI jAya che. ane pApane paDado khasI jatAM kAlane raMka rAjA banI jAya che. kSaNamAM AnaMdathI guMjatuM vAtAvaraNa zakamAM pheravAI jAya che. jyAre pravaryA e paramAnaMda prApta karavAnI pagadaMDikA che. vaLI rAjezvarI te narakezvarI kahevAya che. rAjaya maLavA chatAM rAjyamAM na levAya te ja

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pAla sadagatino mahemAna banI zake che. mATe AvA azAzvata rAjyane moha choDI zAzvata rAjyaprApti mATe saMyama mAga ja zreyakArI che. AvI uttama salAha te bhagavAna ja ApI zake. tyAM ne tyAM 98 putroe bodha pAmIne bhagavAna RSabhadeva pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. bharata mahArAjAne khabara paDI ke mArA bhAIoe dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. eTale bharata mahArAjAe pitAnI ANa vartAvI, paNa bharata mahArAjAnA senApatie sabhAmAM AvIne kahyuM ke rAjana ! Ape badhA upara vijaya meLavI lIdhuM chatAM cakraratna haju nagaramAM praveza karatuM nathI, mATe haju paNa kaI bAkI rahI gayuM lAge che. haju koI e haze ke jemaNe tamArI AjJA ziromAnya na karI hoya. tyAre bharata mahArAjA kahe che, haju vaLI keNu bAkI rahI gayela che ke cakraratna nagaramAM praveza karatuM nathI! tyAre bIjA senApatio kahe che mahArAjA ! khuda ApanA nAnA bhAI bAhubaLI ApanI AjJA ziromAnya karatAM nathI. ene kAraNe ja cakraratna aTakI gayuM che. bharata mahArAjA bAhubaline samAcAra mokalAve che ke je tame rAjya sukha bhogavavAnI ane jIvananI IcchA rAkhatA he te mATe tAbe thaI jAva. bAhubali AvelA dUtane kahe che ke bhAratane kahI deje, ke bAhubali tamArI AjJAmAM rahevA taiyAra nathI. e kaMI kAca pice nathI. sAce siMha che. bharata mahArAjA bAhubalinI sAme yuddha kare che. baMne bhAIo vacce bAra bAra varSa sudhI ghora saMgrAma cAle che, chatAM paNa baMnenA sainyamAMthI keIna sinyanI hAra thatI nathI. baMne bhAInuM yuddha jevA mATe svargamAMthI de hAjara thatAM hatAM. deve paNa kSaNabhara vicAramAM paDI jatAM hatAM ke aho! kamanI kevI vici tratA che ! baMne sagA bhAIo che. vaLI carama zarIrI ja che, chatAM tuccha rAjya lakSamInI khAtara yuddha karI rahyAM che! baMne bhAIone samajAvavA Indra mahArAjA vacce paDayA. emaNe kahyuM ke je tamAre laDavuM ja hoya to sAmasAmA laDI le. paNa nirdoSa manuSyane saMhAra zA mATe kare che? e vAta temane gaLe utarI. iMdra emane pAMca prakAranA yuddha nakkI karI ApyA. (1) dRSTiyuddha (2) vAkyuddha (3) bAhuyuddha (4) muThuiddha (5) dvayuddha. A pramANe baMne bhAIo yuddha kare che. A pAMca prakAranAM yuddhamAM bAhubaline vijaya thAya che. bharata mahArAjA hArI jAya che. pitAnI hAra thatAM bharata mahArAjA vicAre che ke bharata kSetranA cha cha khaMDa meM sAdhyA che. sATha hajAra varSa sudhI meM saMgrAma khelyA che. have e rAjyane mAlika zuM bAhubali banI jaze? eka myAnamAM be talavAra samAya nahi tema eka ja bharatakSetramAM eka sAthe be cakravati kadI hAI zakatA ja nathI. cakravatinuM baLa eTaluM badhuM hoya che ke ene kaI rAjA jItI zake ja nahi. ahIM na banavAnuM banI gayuM che. bAhubalinI paNa pracaMDa tAkAta che. ene kaI chatI zake tema nathI. have chelo ajamAza karI lauM. chellAmAM chelluM

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para0 za. sudarzana cakra mArA hAthamAM che, ema vicAra karI bharata cakavati cakraratnane yAda kare che. tyAM cakraratnanA adhiSThAyaka deve enA hAthamAM sudarzana caka Ape che. bhArata mahArAjA cakrane hAthamAM laIne jorathI AkAzamAM ghUmAve che. tyAre bAhubali kahe che - yuddhanI uttama rIta choDIne tame adhama rIta ajamAvI rahyAM che. maryAdAne tyAga kare e tamArA jevA mahAna purUSane yegya lAgatuM nathI. chatAM bharata mahArAjA bAhubali upara sudarzana cakra cheDe che. paraMtu bAhubali paNa caramazarIrI jIva che. vaLI baMne sagA bhAI che. eka zetranA hoya tenA upara sudarzana cakra asara karI zakatuM nathI. tema A baMne sagA bhAI che eTale sudarzana cakra bAhubalinI AsapAsa pradakSiNA karI pAchuM pharIne bharata cakravatinA hAtha upara AvI sthira thaI jAya che. na baMdhuo! A kALamAM vaijJAnikoe ghaNI zodhakhoLa karI che. aneka prakAranA zastronuM sarjana karyuM che. aNuba, hAIDrojana beba Adi bhayaMkara vinAzanA sAdhane zodhyAM che. A yuganA aNuba Adi zastro AsurI zastro che. jyAre sudarzana cakra te devI zastra kahevAya. te duzmananuM mastaka chedIne ja pAchuM phare paNa nirdoSane keI jAtanI IjA pahoMcADe nahIM. temaja eka ja zetranA manuSya upara asara karI zake nahi eTale e daivI zastra kahevAya. AjanA tamArA AsurI za te nirdoSa ane doSita badhAne saMhAra karI nAMkhe che. bharata mahArAjAnuM caka te pAchuM pharI gayuM. paNa bAhubali bhayaMkara muSTi ugAmI bharatane mAravA doDe che ane deDatA jevA bharatanI sAme Ave che tevA enA badhA taraMge zamI jAya che, ane manamAM vicAra thAya che ke aho! eka rAjyanA TukaDA khAtara huM kone saMhAra karI rahyo chuM? game tema teya mAre moTo bhAI che. nAne thaIne huM moTAbhAIne haNavA taiyAra thaye chuM ! dhikkAra che mane ! mArA karatAM mArA nAnA 98 bhAIo hajAre dhanyavAdane pAtra che ke jeo rAjyane lebha choDI pitAnA sAcA putra banI gayA. paNa have A ugAmelI muSTi pAchI kema vALI zakAya? tarata ja ugAmelI muSTi vaDe leca karI nAMkhe che. ane bAhubali palavAramAM raNakSetrane dharma, kSetra banAvI de che. tyAM ne tyAM dIkSita banI jAya che. deve paNa aceta puSponI vRSTi kare che ane kahe che ke ghaNuM sAruM karyuM. evI ghoSaNa kare che tyAre bharata mahArAjA paNa emanA caraNamAM jhUkI paDe che. ane gadgad kaMThe bole che vIrA ! tamane dhanya che. ATalI zUravIratA hovA chatAM tame kSaNavAramAM rAjyabhavane tyAga karI dIdho. tame ja pUjya pitAnA sAcA vArasadAra che. huM tamArA jevo banIza tyAre ja pitAne sAce putra banIza. - bharata mahArAjA cakravatinI padavI pAmyAM paNa emAM lukhya na banyAM. e saMpattithI alipta rahetAM. eNe cetavaNI ApavA mATe pagAradAra mANaso kayA hatA, ke he manuSya ! huM jyAre bhAna bhUlIne rAjyasaMpattimAM cakacUra banuM tyAre tame mane cetavaNI Apaje ke - "ceta ceta bharaha nararAyA, kAla capeTA deta ha"

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pA huM rAjan ! tuM cetI jA. tArA mAthe kALa bhamI rahyo che. ATalA sukhamAM paDyuM nira'tara AvI jAgRti rAkhatA hatAM tyAre te arisAbhuvanamAM kevaLa jJAna pAmI gayA. dIkSA laIne AtmakalyANa sAdhI gayA. jo vaibhava vilAsamAM ja sukha haiAta te cakravati e tene cheData nahi. mahAnapurUSa choDIne gayAM che, teA nakkI samajI lejo ke sukha tyAgamAM che, bhAgamAM nahi. A sapattine khAtara rAjAone kevA yuddha-saMgrAmeA karavA paDayA. aMte samajayA tyAre cheDatAM vAra na lAgI. game teTaluM dhana hAya paNa karelAM karmInI sajA bhAgavatI vakhate jIvane sahAyaka banavAnuM nathI. te samaye je sAcI sahAya karanAra hAya ! vItarAga kathita dharma che, dharma vinA traNe kALamAM jIvanA uddhAra thavAnA nathI. devAnupriyA ! gai kAle ApaNe zAlibhadranI RddhinI ane zreNika mahArAjA tene tyAM jovA javAnI vAta karI hatI. AmAM khAsa vicAravAnu` e ja che ke zAlibhadra kevA RddhizALI che chatAM jojo, zreNikanu zAlibhadranA ghera javAnuM nimitta kevuM rUpa dhAraNa kare che te sAMbhaLavA jevuM che. mATe te vAta huM kahuM chuM. zreNika mahArAjA zAlibhadranA mahela joI AbheA bane che. pahelA khaDamAM uMbare ubhA rahevuM paDe che. svaccha sphaTikanI jamIna niLa pANInA sarAvara jevI dekhAya che. rAjA mUJaya che. paga mUkuM ane DUbuM te! paNa buddhinA nidhAna abhayakumAra pAse ja hatA. gharamAM sarAvara kayAMthI ? e tarata ja samajI gayA. ekdama kaMIka cIja kADhI bheAMya upara nAMkhI ane AgaLa cAlyA. rAjA pUche che ke zAlibhadra ahI' kema dekhAtA nathI ? kahe che rAjana! zAlibhadra ahI... hAya? A tA hAthI-gheADA vigere pazuone rahevAnu' sthAna che. zreNika mahArAjA vicAre che ke bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve kahelA puNyanA aneka prakArAmAMnA A paNa eka puNyanA prakAra che. AvA makAnamAM atyAre koI rAjA Ave te tarata ja manamAM thAya ke A mArA karatAM caDhI gayA ane tene tenuM dhana paDAvI levAnI bhAvanA thAya, paNa A te samyakdRSTi rAjA hate. tethI emaNe teA vicAyu ke jevu mArI pAse rAjapuNya che tevuM zAlibhadra pAse bhegapuNya che. zreNika rAjAne jarA paNa IrSyA na AvI. " arihaMtanA zAsanane pAmelA samyagdRSTi AtmAne duniyAnI koIpaNa vastu anItinA paMthe laI javA samartha nathI. " zreNika rAjA vicAre che ke je mArA rAjabhuvanamAM nahi te enA hAthI gheADA mATe ! kevu' puNya ! jema zreNika rAjA samyagdaSTi ane bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhunA anuyasIhatA tema zAlibhadra paNu samyagdaSTi ane bhagavAna mahAvIranA anuyAyI hatA. mahArAjA zreNika upara gayA. ceAthe mALe bhadrAmAtAe kayu. rAjan padhAro. ahiM ja birAjo. pAMcame mALe huM rahuM chuM. chaThThA mALe mArA zAlibhadranI khatrIsa patnIo rahe che ane zA

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para sAtamA mALe mAre zAlibhadra rahe che. strIonA AvAsamAM thaIne ApanAthI na jaI zakAya. huM zAlibhadrane nIce bolAvI lAvuM chuM. tenA gharane badhe vahIvaTa mAtA kare che. te dIkare mAtA vahIvaTa kare e mAtAnI kevI udAratA ! AjanA mA-dIkarAmAM kevuM vartana hoya che ! te te jarA tame saMsAramAM zedhaje te kharA ! je tamAre saMsArane svarga vimAna banAve che te samyaka daSTi bane. samyakaraSTi eTale tyAgana pipAsu, tyAgane jApa karanAra" baMdhuo ! tame paNa tyAganA pipAsu bano ane rAgane lAta mAraje. je saMsAranA rAganA rasIyA banaze te caturgati rUpa saMsAramAM rakhaDaze. bhadrAmAtA zAlibhadranI pAse jAya che. mAtAne joI zAlibhadra vaMdana kare che ane pUche che. mAtAjI! kayA kAraNathI padhAryA? mAta kahe che-he putra! zreNika AvyA che mATe tuM nIce cAla. zAlibhadre kahayuM- mAtA ! emAM mane zuM pUche che! jema rAja tame tamArI meLe kare che tema karI lo ane nAkho vakhAre. mAtA kahe che bhAI! zreNika e karIyANuM nathI ke vakhAre naMkhAya. A te ApaNA gAmanA rAjA che. magadha dezanA mAlIka che. ApaNA nAtha che. te ApaNI pharaja che ke nIce AvI emanuM satkAra-sanmAna karavuM. zAlibhadra vicAre che ke nAtha ! ane e paNa mArA ! huM manuSya ane te paNa manuSya. jarUra mArA puNyamAM khAmI che. mArA nAtha te bhagavAna mahAvIra eka ja che. A navA nAtha vaLI koNa! have huM evAM kArya karuM ke nAtha ja na rahe. zAlibhadranI dazA palaTAI gaI. ene badhuM khoTuM bhAsyuM. ane mAtAne kahayuM huM AvuM chuM. paNa ATalA zabda mAtrathI ja dazA badalAya ane raste prayANa karavA mAMDe enuM zuM kAraNa! enI pAse pralene te ghaNAM hatAM. A lekamAM paNa te devatAIbhega bhogavate hate. je zAlibhadra dhArata te kahI zakata ke mAtA! jAva, kahI de ke mAlika na joIe. ene thAya te karI le. pitAnA pitA gabhadra zeTha deva hatA, tenI pAse lazkara maMgAvI laDI zakata, paNa e bAlIza vicAra na AvyuM, kAraNa ke te samyakaSTi AtmA hatA. zreNika mahArAjA paNa avirati samyaka daSTi hovA chatAM prabhu mahAvIranA parama bhakta hatA. mAtAnA kahevAthI zAlibhadra nIce AvyA. devakumAra jevA sukomaLa zarIravALA zAlibhadrane joI rAjA zreNikane khUba prema jAge. premathI pitAnA kheLAmAM besADa. Aje tamArA ghera kaI rAjA te Ave ja nahi paNa koI meTA amaladAra Ave ane tamAruM sanmAna kare to ! amaladAranI oLakhANa thatAM tame belavA maMDI paDe ke amaladAra mArA hAthamAM che. Ama karuM ne tema karuM. pachI zuM ! magadha dezanA mAlika zreNika mahArAjA zAlibhadrane pUche che. kema che? zAlibhadra kahe che ke deva, gurU ane dharmanA pratApathI AnaMda che, paNa ApanI kRpA joIe. deva, gurU ane dharmanuM vacana sAMbhaLI rAjA vicAre che ke AvI bheganI avasthAmAM paNa deva, gurU ane dharmane bhUlate

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para3 nathI. AvI devatAI sAyabI ! batrIsa devAMganA jevI strIo vacce paNa zAlibhadra deva-gurU ane dharmane yAda kare che. zreNika rAjAnA meLAmAM thoDI vAra besatAM zAlibhadrane parasevo chUTe eTale mAtA kahe che he rAjana ! mArA kamaLa puSpane Apa kheALAmAMthI cheDI de, nahIM to e karamAI jaze, kAraNake eNe mANasane zvAsocchavAsa A rIte kadI sahana karyo nathI. AvA sukomaLa zarIravALe ane dhama dhama sAhayabImAM rahenAre zAlibhadra paNa AgaLa jatAM kevI rIte AtmAnI sAdhanAnA mArga para jAya che te vAta avasare vicArazuM. Aje vinubhAIne mA khamaNa tapanI pUrNAhutine dina che. huM te temane ane je je bhAI-bahenoe ugra tapanI sAdhanA karI che te sane kahuM chuM ke A tapa karyA pachI jIvanamAM pavitratA AvavI joIe. ane kaSAyanI kALAza ghaTavI joIe. ane A tapa karyA pachI rAtri bhojanane tyAga, kaMdamULane tyAga eTaluM te jIvanabhara mATe thAya e uttama vAta che. tapanI lahejata kAyama mATe tamArA dilamAM rahevI joIe. yathAzakti brahmacaryanI pratijJA paNa karavI joIe. AvA saguNe AvavAthI jIvana zailI uThe che. samaya thaI gayela che eTale vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna....naM. 7ra suda ekama ne budhavAra tA. 30-9-70 A - rAgo ya doso vi ya kammabiyaM, kamma ca mohappabhavaM vayanti / me' ja nA maLasa mUruM, suvuM nAma vayanti II le. a. 32-7 rAga ane dveSa e karmonAM bIja che. ane karma mihane putra che. AtmA upara karmo cuMTavAnuM mukhya kAraNa mehanI cikAza bane che. A karma bhava-paraMparAnA bIje che. AthI ja AtmA janma ane mRtyunA cakramAM pharyA kare che. janma ane mRtyu rUpI duHkhanuM mULa paNa kama che. AtmA dukhathI bacavA mATe Icche che, paNa duHkhanA kAraNathI bacavA Iracha nathI. tApathI bacavA Icche che paNa sUryanAM kiraNonAM mehane choDavA Iccha nathI. paraMtu baMdhuo, e vAta nizcita che ke jyAM sudhI kAraNa hAjara che tyAM sudhI kAryanI paraMparA cAlu rahevAnI, kAryanI samApti mATe pahelAM kAraNane samApta karavuM Ize. duHkhane maTADavA te ApaNe cAlI nIkaLyA, paNa raste ja jANa nathI.

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para* jo nathI, te ApaNA prayatno niSphaLa nIvaDaze. duHkhathI mukta thavAne sAce mArga te bhagavAna mahAvIra batAvI gayA che. "turAM caM na ra o moNo" A sonerI sUtrane tame yAda rAkho. duHkha tenuM haNAyuM che ke jene moha thatuM nathI. vizvanA dukhanA uparanI chAla teDIne joze te tyAM tamane mohanuM bIja dekhAze. jarA uMDA utarIne juo te kharA ke duHkha e zuM che ane te kyAM che ? tame viyAganI kSaNene duHkhanI kSaNe mAne che. e kSaNe kyAreka evI karUNa hoya che ke viyeganuM duHkha AMkhamAM AMsu vahAvI de che. te viga pachI saMpattine heya ke saMbaMdhIna hoya paNa e mAnavanA dilane pIgaLAvI de che. badhA vigemAM putranA viyoganI vAta sauthI vadhu karUNa hoya che. e viyAgane ghA mamatALu mAtAnA hRdaya upara paDe che. - rAjakoTa rAjagRhI jevI bhAgyavAna ane vizALa nagarI che. lAkhonI saMkhyAmAM mANaso ahIMyA vase che. ahIMyA paNa ochAmAM ochA eka mANasa to darare ja mRtyu pAma haze. paNa e badhAnuM duHkha zuM tamArA manane pIDA pahoMcADe che? (sabhAmAMthI avAja-nA.) je mRtyu ja duHkhanuM kAraNa hoya te duniyAmAM ja mRtyu pAmatAM hajAre mAnavIo tamane zAmATe duHkha pedA karatuM nathI ? jo mRtyu duHkha ApatuM nathI te pachI koI vahAlI vyakti jyAre saMsAramAMthI vidAya le che tyAre zA mATe tame kalAkanA kalAka sudhI AMsu vahAvyA kare che? duHkhanuM mULa rUpa je tame jANavA mAgaze te duHkha keIna jIvavA athavA maravAmAM nathI. jo ema hota to pADozInA putranA mRtyuthI paNa tamane jarUra duHkha thAta, paNa evuM banatuM nathI. duHkha te mArApaNAmAM raheluM che. ApaNuM kaI priyajana cAlyuM jAya te ene viyega ApaNane khaTake che. putra mRtyu pAme enuM duHkha nathI. paraMtu te pitAne hato ane tethI ja mAtAnI mamatA ATalI dravI jAya che ane duHkha thAya che. pADozImAM kaI marI jAya te enA moM para duHkhanI rekhA paNa pharakatI nathI. jyAM pitApaNuM nathI tyAM duHkha nathI ane jyAM pitApaNuM gayuM tyAM duHkha paNa gayuM. paraMtu mehamaya AtmA A vAtane svIkAra karatA nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIre AcAraMga sUtranA adhyayanamAM pharamAvyuM che ke - za meva nava yugannati, be nA meda vAra" AcAraMga sUtra A mahamAM mUTha banele AtmA satyane prakAza meLavI zakatuM nathI. jyAre hRdayamAM mihanI AMdhI Ave che tyAre ene pahelo prahAra vivekanI dIpazikhA upara paDe che. viveka pite ja prakAza che. paraMtu meha aMdhakAra phelAve che. e pitAnA bhAvijIvana pratye sAvadhAna thatuM nathI tema enuM zuM pariNAma Avaze e tarapha enuM dhyAna paNa

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paraMpa jatuM nathI. sItA senAnA mRga upara mehita thaI rAmAyaNa kALamAM thanAra e mahAyuddhanI mULamAM A meha ja chUpAyele raDyo che. suvarNamRgane moha paNa yuddhanI eka cinagArI banIne rahe che. enA pachI Ave che rAvaNane sItA pratyene meha. Ama dareka yuddhanA mULamAM uMDA utaraze te emAM meha dekhAze. pachI bhalene e rUpane meha hoya ke pachI dhanane hoya. saMpatti ane suMdarIne laIne ja moTAM moTAM yuddho khelAyAM che. je je vizvayuddho thayAM temAM najara nAMkhaze te tyAM paNa tamane mehane ItihAsa ja maLaze. A mATe mane eka nAnakaDuM dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka vAra eka gAmanI aMdara jyAM aneka saMskRtio bhegI thAya che tyAM meLo bharAye. eka zeTha meLAmAM gayA ane meLAmAMthI mAla kharIdyo. sAmAnane peTImAM barAbara peka karI daza majurane peTIo upADavA bolAvyA. dareka majUranA mAthe cAra cAra peTIo mUkI. ane zeTha pitAnA ghara tarapha ravAnA thayA. raste khUba lAMbe. jeTha mahinAne sUrya pitAnA sahastra kiraNe vaDe pRthvIne barAbara tapAvI rahyo hate. AvI pracaMDa garamImAM khAlI hAthe gharanI bahAra javAnuM muzkela bane che. jyAre A bicArA majure cAra cAra peTIo mAthe mUkI dhomadhakhatA taDakAmAM raste cAlI rahyA hatA. ane tethI sakhta garamInA kAraNe temanA zarIramAMthI parasevAnI dhArAo nItaratI hatI. Akhare majuronI dhIrajanI hada AvI gaI. teo kahevA lAgyA ke have te calAya tema nathI. mAthe bhArata ane cAlavuM e banI zake tema nathI. have te eka DagaluM bharavuM paNa muzkela che. je ApaNI A ja sthiti raheze ane bhAra ocho karyA vinA cAlazuM te ApaNe ahIM ja Dhagale thaIne paDI jazuM. zeThe majuranI A vAta sAMbhaLI tethI temanuM hadaya pIgaLI uThayuM. kAraNa ke majuranI sthitine e barAbara samajate hato. garIbAIne duHkha eNe anubhavyA hatA. eTale majuranA duHkhane samajI zakyo. "jene vItI hoya te jANe re, ajANe kaI na jANe re, kAMTe kharekhara beraDI kere, hAthamAM vAgyuM hoya, vAgyA vinAnI vedanA re, jANI zake nahIM keya." je jenA upara vIte che te ja jANI zake che. je hameMzA moTaramAM pharato hoya tene page kema calAya e zuM khabara paDe? je hameMzA vizALa mahele mAM vase che ane roja miSTAnna jame che ene garIbanI jiMdagIne khyAla kayAMthI Ave? phaTapAtha upara sUnArane kevuM vIte che e zrImaMta zuM jANe! je mANase dukhanI vedanA bhogavI che te ja bIjA duHkhIonA duHkhane jANI zake che.

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parada zeTha majurAnI sthiti samajI gayA ane mIThA zabdomAM kahyuM ke bhAI A ! je jeTale bhAra upADIne zAMtithI cAlI zake te teTaleA ja bhAre upADe ane bAkInA ahI mUkI de. mane e mATe kaI duHkha nahI lAge. tamAruM kaSTa te mAruM kaSTa che. kAraNa ke tamArA saumAM huM mArA ja AtmAnuM pratiSikha jovu chuM. A jaDa TukaDA karatAM tamArAmAM rahelA jhaLakatA caitanya pratye mArA AtmAne khUba prema che. zeThanAM madhura vacanAthI majurIne kaMIka AzvAsana maLyuM. emaNe tA e-e peTIe utArI dIdhI. have eka majura hatA, jeNe vicAyu ke A prazna te te ja samaye amArI sAme AnyA hatA jyAre ame zeThane ghera peTIe paheAMcADavAnu vacana ApyuM hatuM. have ameM jo peTIe phekI daie teA zeThane keTaluM nukazAna thaze ? A bAju ame amArA vacanAthI pAchAM pharIe chIe. Ama vicArI te cAreya peTI mAthe mUkIne cAlatA rahyo. chevaTe ghara AvI gayuM. eTale badhA majurA bhArathI mukta thaine peAtAne ghera javA utsuka hatA. majurA jevI peTIe utAravA lAgyA ke zeTha khelyA. A kaSTa zA mATe karA che ? jenI pAse jeTalI peTIo che te te laine tee peAtAnA ghera jaI zake che. A madhu tamArA mATe ja che. A sAMbhaLatAM ja majurAe ekadama AMcako anubhavyeA. tee vicAravA lAgyA, amane AvI kayAM khabara hatI, nahIMtara badhI peTIe ApaNe upADI lAvata, je peTIe nIce pheMkavAthI majurIe zAMti anubhavI hatI e ja peTIe mATe have emanI AMkheAmAMthI AMsu vahevA lAgyA. kAraNa ke tyAre peTIe zeThanI hatI ane have e peAtAnI thaI gaI. pahelAM enA para mArApaNuM. nahetu eTale mAla bharelI peMTIe phe'kI devAmAM zAMti mAnI hatI. have e peTIo para mArApaNuM AvyuM eTale bhArathI halakA hAvA chatAM paNa hRdaya para duHkhanI zilA AvI paDI. mATe ja ApaNA tAraka prabhu mahAvIre kahyuM che ke jyAM mArApaNu' che tyAM ja duHkha rahevAnuM che. AgamAM je gAMDA ane tene rakhAvuM paDe che. khaMdhue ! Aje rAga tamane lUTI rahyo che paNa tame rAgane lUTArA tarIke oLakhAne ? tamane rAge kevA peAtAne vaza banAvI dIdhA che ? eka nAnA sAnAnA TukaDAmAM tame kevA khuza thaI jAva che ! pAMca paccIsa hajAra rUpiyA, ekAda suMdara khaDagale ane kai saudaryavAna kanyA maLI jAya ta tame temAM keTalA badhA khuza thaI jAva che!! ame koIka bhAIne pUchIe ke bhAi kema che ? tAe jaldI kaheze ke huM sukhI chuM. ane tarata ja sukhanI vastu gaNAvA lAgaze, ane e zu' gaNAvaze ? baMgalA peAtAnA che, paisA ghaNA bhegA thayAM che, strI paNa sArI maLI che vigere madhu' gaNAvaze. paNa A ' ghelachA nathI ? ene kANu samajAve ke baMgale kAle savAre tArA maDhIne pArakA thaze. maMgaleA ta raheze ane tAre javu paDaze. paisA paNa rahyA tA rahyA ane chevaTa strI paNa maraze athavA te tuM marIza ne ene viyega

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para thaze. AmAM zuM khuza thavA jevuM che? AmAM tAruM zuM che? putra maraze te putrane rAga "tane viyeganI keTalI pIDA karaze? AmAM kAMI khuza thavA jevuM ke malakAvA jevuM nathI. rAganA pariNAme tAre rovuM paDaze. tene A badhuM je maLyuM che te pUrvanA puryanA gathI maLyuM che, paNa emAM tuM Asakta zA mATe banyuM che? rAgamAM je gAMDA bane temane dukhamAM rIbAvuM paDe che. eka vakhatanI vAta che. eka vAra eka yuvAna chokarAnI patnI acAnaka saLagI jatAM traNa divasanI vedanA bhegavI rIbAIne mRtyu pAmI. te chokare mArI pAse AvIne khUba raDavA lAge. meM pUchyuM: bhAI ! tuM zA mATe raDe che? chokare kahe-mArI patnI traNa divasanI vedanA bhogavIne mRtyu pAmI che. te vedanA yAda Ave che ane tene mIThe sneha yAda Ave che tethI raDavuM Ave che. tyAre meM te bhAIne kahyuM-bhAI ! A saMsAra ja e che. pApanA udayathI jene na dekhAya ane na sahana thAya evI vedanAo sahana karavI paDe che. rAga paNa eTalo kharAba che ke te mANasa jevA mANasane paNa rovaDAve che. A saMsAramAM jeTalA sAga che te badhAnI pAchaLa viyeganuM duHkha te raheluM ja che. tArI patnInA javAthI tuM raDe che paNa bhAI, game teTaluM tuM raDIza paNa maranAra AtmAnuM mukha jovA maLavAnuM nathI ane raDavAthI te karmabaMdhana thaze. A raDAvanAra rAga che. mATe have tAre raDavuM na paDe evuM tuM kara. tyAre bhAIe pUchayuM ke, zuM karuM? ame kahyuM-have AvA keI saMgamAM paDavuM ja nahi ke jethI Ama raDavAne prasaMga Ave ! sauthI zreSTha upAya te e che ke tame saMsAra choDIne saMyama mArge AvI jAva. Ama kahyuM eTale te bhAI tarata ja rahetA baMdha thaI gayo ane hasavA lAgyo. ane kahe-mahAsatIjI! ema te kAMI hoya ! e te ghaDIka lAgI Ave ane raDIe. bAkI to bIje vAta cAle che. A te eka bhAInI vAta cAle che. bAkI saMsAramAM te Ama ja cAle che. baMdhuo ! je tame cAritra laI zakatA na ha ane saMsAramAM rahIne paNa sukhane anubhava kare hoya ane duHkhathI chUTavuM hoya to jIvanamAM virAgabhAva keLavavo jarUrI che. saMsAramAM virAgabhAve rahetAM zIkhe. virAgabhAve rahe eno artha ema nathI ke saMsAramAM raheje. tame jyAM sudhI saMsArane choDI na zako ane saMyamane apanAvI na zake tyAM sudhI saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe teya virAgabhAve rahevuM. tame cAritra levA samartha nahi paNa saMsAramAM rahevA jevuM te nathI e vAta tamArA haiyAmAM ketarI rAkhaje. saMsArathI chUTavA mATe rAgane dUra karavuM paDaze. rAgane dUra karavA mATe prathama te tenuM sthAna badalavuM paDaze. rAga karo te sudeva ane sudharma upara kare. paNa e sivAya bIje kayAMya rAga thAya nahi. sudeva-sugurU ane kevaLI prarUpita sudhamane rAga tamane bhAvakaTTI karAvaze.

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paTa aMdhue ! gaI kAle ApaNe zAlibhadranI vAta karI hatI. sukomaLa zarIravALA ane devatAI sAhacamI bhAgavanAra zAlibhadrane kSaNavAramAM saMsArane rAga chUTI gayA ane Atma-sAdhanAnA rasa lAgyA. te sayama levA tatpara banyA. tethI zAlibhadranI mAtA rAjA pAse jaine kahe che ke rAjana mane ApanA paTTahasti, chatra, cAmara Adi ApavAnI kRpA karo. mAre mArA zAlibhadranA dIkSA mahAtsava karavA che. zreNika mahArAjA kahe che krANu ! zAlibhadra dIkSA le che? tyAre bhadrA mAtA kahe-he rAjana! e zAlibhadra Aje khadalAI gayA che. zreNika vicAre che dhanya che ene ! sa`sAranA kemamAM huM... kIDA chuM ane AveA sukomaLa zAlibhadra sacama le che! kharekhara, sAceA tyAgI e che ke je guvAramAM maLelA bhAgeAne lAta mArIne pheMkI de. zreNika mahArAjA bhadrA mAtAne kahe che, have tamAre kaMI kahevAnI jarUra nathI. zAlibhadranA dIkSAmahAtsava huM karIza. je zreNike pahelI vAra AmatraNa mAgyu hatu. te zreNika Aje rAjasabhA madha karI zAlibhadrane ghera jAya che. zAlibhadrane pAte jAte snAna karAve che, magadhanA mAlIka snAna karAvatAM kahe che ke tuM mahAna che, dhanya che, merUnA bhAra upADavA taiyAra thayA che. kharo tyAgI, ame pAmara. puNyavAna ! tuM tarI gayA ane ame rahI gayA. zreNike peAte zAlibhadrane snAna karAvI, alaMkAra sajAvI, pAlakhImAM besADayA. ane vicAre che, bhale hu` rAjA paNa AvA tyAgInA AgaLa te nAnA chuM. je vakhate rAjA zreNika paNa tyAganI mahattA AgaLa peAtAnI nAnama matAve tyAre duniyAmAM kevI chApa paDe? " moau na ramate / " enA jenA hRdayamAM jApa cAlatA hAya tene keAI saMsAramAMthI nIkaLIne sayama mAge jo DhAya tyAre tenA AnaMdanI sImA na rahe. zreNika mahArAjA kahe che, dhanya ene! bhAga bhAMgavI paNa jANyA ane tyAgI jANyA. puNyavAna devatAi sukhAne lAta mArI saMyamara manI ughADe mAthe ane ughADe page madhyAnhakALe retImAM cAlatAM samatA rasamAM jhIlatA ane saMyamanI suMdaramAM suMdara ArAdhanA karatAM, te vIra purUSa chaThane pAraNe chaThanA abhigraha karyo hatA. chellIvAra mAsakhamaNune pAraNe rAjagRhI nagarImAM AvI mAtra dahIMnuM pAraNu karI bhagavAnanI AjJA laI vaibhAragirI upara eka mAsanuM anazana karyuM. tyAMthI kALa karI sarvAsiddha vimAne deva thayA. tyAMthI cyavI manuSyaleke AvI saMyama laI kevaLajJAna upArjana karI mukti meLavaze. devabhadra ane jazeAbhadrane meAkSanA sukhanI pyAsa jAgI che. teo kahe che ke pitAjI ! duga'timAM paDatAM macAvanAra keI hAya teA dhama che. dhana nahi. have te zuM khele che: dhaNeNa kiM dhammadhurAhigAre, sayaNeNa vA kAmaguNehiM ceva maNA bhavissA guNodhArI, bahiMvihArA abhigammabhikkha // / utta. sU. a. 14 gAthA 17

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pala ' he pUjya pitAjI! Apa amane dhana-vajana ane kAmaguNenAM pralobhane ApI saMsAramAM rahevAnuM kahe che te e bAbatamAM ame Apane pUchIe chIe ke je mANasane dharmanI dhUMsarI upADavI che, saMsAra choDI sAdhu banavuM che, moha-mAyA ane mamatA baMdhana teDavAM che tene dhana-sagA snehI ane kAmo sAthe zI matalaba che?, dhamanI sAme e badhA padArtho tuccha che. asAra che. mATe ame baMne te guNenA samudAya eTale ke jemAM guNenI ja prakarSatA che e saMyamamArga aMgIkAra karIzuM. ane dravya tathA bhAvathI apratibaddha banIne nagarathI bahAra rahI bhikSAvRtti (gaucara) karIne amAruM jIvana vyatIta karIzuM. kAraNa ke sAcuM sukha saMyamamAM che. dhana, kuTuMba, parivAra, kaI duHkhamAMthI mukta karI zakatuM nathI. mANasa rogathI gherAI gaye hoya te vakhate ene sonA cAMdInI pATo upara sUvADavAmAM Ave te paNa zuM rogInI pIDA maTADI zakaze ? "nA" atula pIDA sahana karatA ho, sArUM kuTuMba gherAIne beThuM hoya paNa e kaMI regamAMthI mukata karAvaze? janaka mAtA subAMdhava benaDI, ramaNa putra snehI samAja je, dukha karma udaya jaba AvatAM, na laI bhAga zake sukha daI zake. " ; kama udayamAM Ave che tyAre koI emAM bhAga laI zakatuM nathI, te pachI evA sukhamAM zA mATe rAcavuM joIe? mahAnapurUSe te kahe che ke je sva che te rava che. ane para che te para che. ane sva-parano bheda je jANe te khare tatvajJa che. bhautika padArtho game teTalAM maLe te paNa temAM zAMti nathI. kadAca tame zAMti mAnI le te bhale bAkI vAstavika sukha te nathI ja, kAraNa ke AtmAmAM anaMta sukha-samRddhi bharI paDI che. AtmAmAM sukha paNa anaMtu raheluM che. tema jJAna-darzana ane vIrya paNa anaMtu bharyuM che. - tAtvika dRSTie jotAM anaMta sukha mATe AtmAne koI padArthanI jarUra nathI. jarUra che phakta pitAnA svarUpanI. paNa te te aMtaramAM DhaLe ane parathI pAcho vaLe te ja prApta thAya. jIve bAla paNa te ramatagamatamAM khAyuM, yuvAnI mAjazekha ane unmAdamAM gumAvI, prauDha avasthA pramAdamAM vItAvI, ghaDapaNa, udvega ane azAMtimAM pasAra karyuM. te pachI maraNa vakhate samAdhi kayAMthI maLe? je sAcI samAdhi prApta karavI hoya te bahirmukhadRSTi choDI aMtarmukha dRSTi keLo. kabIrajIe paNa kahyuM che ke - isa tanakI kauna baDhAI dekhata nayanomeM miTTI milAi / apane khAtara mahala banAyA, Apa hI jAkara jagala soyA / / keza jale jyu ghAsakI puliyA, hADa jale jyu kASThakA mUliyAM / kahata kabIrA suna ho muniyA, Apa mUe pIche DUba duniyA // zA 67

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pa0 ! AvuM sarasa sAMbhaLyA pachI paNa para vastumAM pitApaNAnI buddhi thatI hoya te te mAnava kamabhAgI che. have tamArA manamAM thavuM joIe ke- zuddhAvA sura mAtra kuLo mama | sva eTale zuddha Atma dravya te ja huM chuM ane zuddhajJAna e ja mArUM svarUpa che. e sivAya bIjuM mAruM kaI paNa che nahi. ane huM paNa koIne nathI. eTaluM je aMtarathI samajAI jAya te? moha mahipatinA mAthe ja tUTI paDyA jevuM ja thAya ne? paNa samajAya te ne? - je AtmAne pitAnA svarUpanuM bhAna thAya che tene bAhaya bhAve svapna jevA dekhAya. koI paNa padArthamAM ene moha thatuM nathI. phakta AtmAnI upAsanAmAM ja lIna banI jAya che. saMsAra pratye udAsInatA AvI jAya che. saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe te na chUTake ja rahe che. paNa cittamAM te mokSanI ja jhaMkhanA hoya che. A rIte aMtarAtma dazAmAM ramaNatA karatAM paraMparAe paramAtma dazA prApta kare che ane parama jyotinA darzana paNa e aMtaramAM ja kare che. dehamAM pitApaNAnI buddhithI rahevuM te bahirAtmadazA che ane udAsInabhAve rahevuM te aMtarAtma dazA che. siddha bhagavaMte paramAtma dazA prApta karI cUkyA che. gIpurUSa aMtarAtma dazAmAM che. ApaNe A kALamAM paramAtma dazA prApta na karI zakIe paNa aMtarAtma dazA te pAmI zakIe ne? aMtarAtma dazAnI zarUAta cethA guNasthAnakathI thAya che ane bAramA guNasthAne tenI parAkASTA thAya che. ane terame guNasthAne te paramAtma dazA prApta thaI ja jAya che. ethe guNasthAne jIva samyaktva pAme che. ane samyaktva e ja aMtarAtma dazA che. ' devAnupriye! samakitI AtmA bhavabhIrU hoya ane pApabhIrU paNa hoya che. enA aMtaramAM mekSa sivAya bIjI kaI abhilASA hotI nathI. e saMsAranA tamAma padArthone pitAthI para ane bhinna mAne che. bheda vijJAnanI ta enA aMtaramAM jhaLahaLatI hoya che. TUMkamAM kahevAne A zaya e che ke AtmAnI prabhutA AtmAnA pitAnA ja gharamAM che. je jIva nija svarUpa-svagharane bhUlIne pudgala rUpa paragharamAM rame che, tethI ja te saMsAramAM bhame che. A eka ja saMsAranuM mULa kAraNa che. A mULane ukheDavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI saMsArane aMta Avaze ja nahi. devabhadra ane jazobhadra paNa saMsAra rUpI vRkSanAM mULane chedavA mATe taiyAra thayAM che. sava-svarUpanI emane pIchANa thaI gaI che. jene kaMIka samajAya che te avazya tyAga kare ja che. Aje vinubhAI paNuM kaMIka tyAga karavA Icche che. mAsakhamaNuM rUpI maMdira upara teo kaLaza caDhAve che. bhara yuvAnImAM vinubhAI tathA jayasukhabhAI patIza yAvajIvana zukalapakSamAM brahmacarya vratanI pratijJA kare che, te dhanyavAdane pAtra che. kharekhara tapazcaryA

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pA karyAM pachI AvA rasa aMtaramAM rahevA ja joie. badhA ja tapasvIone huM kahuM chuM ke tame paNa jIvanamAM kaI ne kai AvA uttama tyAga apanAvaze. ApaNe tyAM 11 mAsa khamaNamAM cAra te pU. mahAsatIjIene hatAM. pU. vijayAbAI ma.sa., pU. lAbhubAI ma.sa- pU. IndIrAbAI ma.sa. bIjA IndIrAbAI ma.sa. ane rAyacaMdabhAI ghI, rUpANIbhAi, vinubhAI ane bAkInA cAra baheneA. dhanya che AvA tapasvIene! vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na... 73 AsA suda 2 ne gurUvAra tA. 1-10-70 ana'tajJAnI, jagata uddhAraka, sva-para prakAzaka, trileAkInAthe siddhAMta prarUpyAM. traNe kALe siddha thayelI vastu tenuM nAma siddhAMta. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM cha jIvAnA adhikAra cAle che. temAM devabhadru ane jazAbhadra e kumArAne jAti smaraNu jJAna thavAthI AtmAmAM viveka jAgyA che. emane saMsAramAM kSaNamAtranu' sukha dekhAtu nathI. sukha mAtra adaramAM che. e bahAra game teTalA phAMphA mAre te paNa kAMthI maLe ? peAtAnA sAkSAtkAra peAtAne ja karavAnA che. ene zeAdhavA tame bahAra kAM bhamI rahyA che ? je nathI tene dIvA laIne game tyAM gAtA tA paNu kayAMthI maLavAnuM che ? svarUpanI pIchANu karyA vinA kaMI vaLavAnuM nathI. dRSTi palaTAvIne aMdara nirIkSaNa se. avinAzI teA a Mdara ja birAjele che. sAcA ArAdhya deva te ja che. " so so ?" " te huM chuM. te huM chuM. " jevA siddhanA AtmA tevA ja ApaNA AtmA che. siddha bhagavatanA AtmA asaMkhyAta pradezI che. tema ApaNe AtmA paNu asa`khyAta pradezI che. paNa pharaka eTalA ja che ke temaNe AtmAnA ana ta guNeA vyakta karyAM che. ane ApA AtmAnA guNe| ajJAnanA AvaraNathI AcchAdita manelAM che. jema phAnasa upara eka jA kapaDu' vITALI devAmAM Ave te enA prakAza AchA dekhAya, jhINuM kapaDuM vIMTALavAmAM Ave tA ethI adhika prakAza dekhAya ane kapaDuM laI levAmAM Ave te cAkhkhA prakAza dekhAya, tema AtmA paNa tejanA puja che. jJAnI purUSA tA kahe che ke AtmAnA teja pAse ratnAnAM ane sUcanAM teja jhAMkhA paDI jAya che. tamane paNu prakAza tA game che

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532 paNa bahAranA. paNa te prakAza cAlyA jAya che, paraMtu aMdarane-AtmAnA prakAza AvyAM pachI kadI paNa naSTa thatA nathI. ana`takALa sudhI sadA TakI rahe tevuM jJAna AtmAmAM che, chatAM jIvA aDhAra zeAdhe che. je AtmAo parane sva banAvavA mathAmaNu kare, peAtAnu' pAraku' mAne ane pArakA para pAtAnu svAmitva jamAve ane pArakAmAM ekarUpa banI jAya te che AtmAnI unmAda avasthA. jyAM sudhI rAte peAtAnI avasthAmAM hoya tyAM sudhI kAMI nahi, paNa jyAM pArakI vastumAM svatva ane svAmitvane adhikAra Ave eTale unmAda utpanna thAya. eka vakhata viThAkhAnA ghaNAM bhakto viThAmAnI pratimAne eka khaccara upara nAnI pAlakhImAM geAThavI eka maMdirathI khIje madira laIne jaI rahyAM hatAM. varagheADA khajAramAMthI pasAra thaI rahayo che. vAjAnA avAja sAMbhaLI kAMIka mANasA dukAnamAMthI uThIne darzana karavA Ave che. tyAre khaccarane thayuM ke ATalA badhA mANasA mArI AgaLa cAle che. Dhola-nagArA ne vAjA vAgI rahyAM che. are! mArI te mane kaMmata ja na hatI. paNa mArI mahattA keTalI badhI che? khaccara teA raMgamAM AvI gayuM. Dhola vAgatA jAya ane khaccaranA paga paNu tala pUrAvatA jAya che. tyAM te maMdira AvI gayu' ne pratimAne utArI ane khaccarane chUTu karI devAmAM AvyuM. khaccara chAtI phulAvatuM bajAramAM gayuM. cAla, Aja teA vahepArInI dukAnamAM pesI jAu ane manabhAvatI cInnemAM mAThuM nAMkhIne peTa bharIne khAI lauM. jyAM mAlamAM meDhu nAMkhyuM tyAM dukAnadAra DaphaNuM laIne mAravA TADayA. e ane khAvA de kharA ? ajJAna khaccara e na samajyu ke je DhAla ne vAjA vAgatAM hatAM, leAkeA vaMdana karatA hatA, A badhuM sanmAna kevu hatu ? e sanmAna khaccaranuM na hatu. paNa tenA upara mUti hatI tenu hatu. khaccara ane mUti alaga hatAM. khaccara e ja viThAmA .na hatA. dareka jIvAnI khaccara jevI ja sthiti che. tamArI pAse paiseA Ave, sattA Ave ke je. pI. (mAnada nyAyAdhIza)nI padavI Ave te tamAre tyAM savArathI loko sahI karAvavA Ave, tyAre tamane paNa ema thAya ke vAha, vAha, mAruM' keTaluM mAna che ! mAre tyAM keTala mANasa bhegu' thAya che ! ema mana unmAdamAM AvI jAya. bhAI ! tamArI pAse badhA mANasA Ave che e mAna tamAruM nathI, paNa tamArI pAse sarakAranA khitAma che, padmavI che tene kAraNe Ave che. ahIM sva ane paranA vibhAga karatAM AvaDavA joIe. A bheda vijJAnanI khAmI che. tene kAraNe ja pArakAne maLatuM mAna pAtAne maLe che esa jIva mAnI le che. ghaNAM jUnA vakhatanI A vAta che. eka garIba bhAi, bahenane ghera gayA. bahene jema tema jamADIne ravAnA karyAM, bhAI, bahenane gherathI nIkaLIne bahAragAma dhaMdhA karavA

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paka mATe gaye. khUba dhana kamAye. kamAIne pAchA vaLatAM bhAI dhanavAna banIne bahenane ghera Ave che. bahene khUba premapUrvaka bhAInuM sanmAna karyuM. sArAM sArAM pakavAna pIrasyAM. tyAre bhAIe jamatI vakhate bhANuM AgaLa gInIe beThavI. tyAre bahena kahe che bhAI! tuM A zuM kare che? tyAre bhAI kahe che ke, teM jemane mATe A bhejana goThavyuM che te! A badhuM mAre mATe kyAM che? traNa varSa pahelAM huM AvyuM tyAre mane pUre reTa paNa khAvA maLe na hatuM. ane Aje pAMca pAMca pakavAna pIrasAyAM che. A badhuM gInIo mATe nathI zuM? he senAmahore! tame A pakavAna peTa bharIne jama A badhuM miSTAna tamAre mATe che. mAre mATe te lUkho roTale hato. ghaNI vakhata te A rIte mANasa vastune lIdhe ja pUjAte hoya che. paNa pite ajJAnathI ema mAnI le che ke he ! mAruM mAna keTaluM badhuM che? chAtI phulAvIne phare, manamAM kulAya paNa kaI vakhata enuM apamAna thAya te joI le majhA! e tamArI sAme paNa nahIM jue. enA manamAM eka ja prazna uDaze ke mAruM ATaluM badhuM apamAna ! paNa bhAI! tane mAna hatuM ja kayAM? mAna mAtra paisA ane padavInuM hatuM. paiso ane padavI cAlyA gayAM pachI apamAna sivAya bAkI zuM rahyuM? pArakI vastu upara A jIva mamatvanuM AropaNa kare che. mANasa jema jema pArakI cIja pitAnI banAvate jAya che tema tema tenI bhUkha vadhatI jAya che. pachI e rAjA hoya ke mahArAjA hoya paNa ene badhe nyUnatA ja dekhAya che. pitAnA rAjyamAM, pitAnI vastuomAM badhe ochapa ja dekhAya. mArI pAse keTaluM ochuM che ane pelAnI pAse keTaluM badhuM che! eka rAjA moTuM lazkara laIne yuddha karavA jaI rahyo che. rastAmAM eka masta taravaciMtaka beThe hatuM. rAjAe tene praNAma karyA. ciMtake UMcuM joyuM. rAjA sAme joIne bolyo : he rAjana! tame kyAM jaI rahyAM che? rAjA kahe che? bIjA deza upara caDhAI karavA. zA mATe? vijaya meLavavA. pachI zuM karaze? bIje deza jItavA jaIza. tyAMthI kayAM jazo? tyAMthI AgaLa vadhato jaIza. ATalA badhA deza jItyA pachI zuM karazo? "pachI? pachI ArAma karIza." chellA divasomAM zAMtithI jIvanayAtrA pUrI karIza. ' ciMtake hasIne kahyuM - ATaluM yuddha karIne ATalA badhA mANasane saMhAra karIne pachI je zAMti levAnA che te AjathI ja kema zAMti letA nathI? Aje tamArI zAMtine tamArA sivAya koNa naSTa kare che? atyAre tamArI pAse zuM ochuM che? khAvA mATe bhejana che, meTo rAjyabhaMDAra che, rahevA mATe mahela che, paheravA mATe suMdara vase che, te pachI tamArI zAMtimAM keNa ADuM Ave che? vaLI tamane zI khAtrI ke tame yuddhamAM vijaya meLavIne ja pAchA Avaze! rAjA tyAMthI AgaLa vadhe ne yuddhamAM gaye. yuddhamAM te hArI gaye. ene mahelamAM zAMti na maLI. chevaTe smazAnamAM piDhI gaye.'

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134 che. mANasamAM rahelI nyUnatAnI dRSTine lIdhe e AkhI jiMdagI sudhI doDAdoDa kare e pete nathI doDatA paNa enAmAM rahelI ochapa tene doDAve che. zI nyUnatA che enA ene khyAla nathI, paNa nyUnatA satata lAgyA kare che. kAraNa ke peAtAne potAnA khyAla nathI. jene sAcI nyUnatA kai che e vAta spaSTa samajAi jAya che tevA AtmAene game teTalA mAhaca praleAbhanA ApavAmAM Ave te paNa teo temAM lapaTAtA nathI. "L bhRgu purohita peAtAnA putrone dhana-vaibhava, strIo, snehIjanA vagerenA praaAbhanA Ape che tyAre putro paDakAra karIne enA pitAne kahe che he pitAjI ! dhaNeNa kiM dhamma dhurAddivAre". jene dharmAMnI dhurA vahana karavI che tene dhananI zI jarUra che ? svajane, strIe ane kAmaguNAthI zI matalakha che? dhana keAIne tAranAra nathI. sagAM-sakha'dhIe duHkhamAM sahAyaka nathI ane kAmaguNe! narakamAM jatAM aTakAvanAra nathI, mATe have amane sa'sAramAM rahevuM gamatuM nathI. Apa jaldI rajA Ape| tA ame pravajyAnA punita paMthe prayANa karIe. jyAM bhaDabhaDatA dAvAnaLa lAgyA hoya tyAM zAMtithI kema besI zakAya ? tame ArAmathI dudha cAkhA khAI rahayAM ho te vakhate koI bUma pADe ke doDo doDo, tamArI dukAnamAM Aga lAgI. tyAM tame ema vicAra karo kharA ke dudha-ceAkhA zAMtithI khAI lau ! pachI nirAMte jaiza. tyAM te tarata ja doDo che. ane dukAnamAMnI sAra vastuone jaladI khaseDI hyA che. te ja rIte A asAra saMsAramAM dAvAnaLa bhabhUkI uThayeA che. temAMthI sArabhUta Atmatatvane bacAvI levu' che. anaMta jJAnIee tuccha padArthIne cheDI dIdhA, tA tamAre tenA saMgraha karavAnI zI jarUra che ? jaDa vastuo maLe tA huM sukhI ane na maLe te huM duHkhI." sAcu` samajAyA pachI paNa tamArI A jaDa mAnyatA yAM sudhI raheze? jaDanI ki`mata kayAM sudhI AMkayA karaze, rAga ane dveSa kayAM sudhI karazeA ? jyAM vastu ja ApaNI nathI. temaja ApaNe jene cheDIne eka divasa javu' che enA ATalA qhadhA meha zA mATe ? jJAnI kahe che ke, jo tamane sAcI vAta samajANI hoya teA para vastunI mamatA cheDA ane zraddhAnA majabUta pAyA upara cAritranI imArata caNI le. duniyAmAM mAnava jIvana, dhana-vaibhava-sattA, lADI-vADI ne gADI maLI javAthI kaMI vizeSatA nathI. badhuM ja hoya paNa sAthe cAritra na heAya te badhu nya che. badhA vaibhava ekaDA vinAnA mIDAnI jema zUnya che. Atma kalyANanI sAthe dhanane kaMi ja levA devA nathI. tyAga mArgomAM evuM nathI ke dhanavAnanA dIkarA dIkSA le tene mekSa thAya ane sarIkhanA meAkSa na thAya. ahI tA sarvenA samAna hakka che. garIkhamAM garIma mANasa paNa vahelAmAM vahelI take kalyANa karI jAya che.

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eka vakhata eka garIba sAta divasane bhUkhe mANasa gRhasthInA AMgaNe ubhA ubhe kalAkathI reTInA TukaDA mATe karagare che, paNa koI ene roTalIne TukaDe ApatuM nathI. eTale te AgaLa gaye. ane bIjA gRhasthanA AMgaNAmAM AvIne ubho rahyo. e gharamAM be saMte gaucarI mATe padhArelAM che. gharanA mANaso mahArAjane vaMdana kare che padhAro padhAre' kahI temane Adara satkAra kare che. ane lADavAno thALa laIne vaherA che. mahArAja kahe che basa-basa, amAre jarUra nathI. to paNa gRhastha khUba Agraha karIne emane lADavA vaherAve che. bahAra ubhele bhikhArI A badhuM jove che. ane manamAM vicAre che ke huM kalAkathI karagaruM chuM, chatAM mane koI lUkhI roTIne TukaDo paNa tuM nathI ane A sAdhuo nA pADe che chatAM emanuM pAtra lADavAthI bharI dIdhuM. AvA mahArAja thavuM te bahu sAruM. bIjuM to ThIka, paNa A gharagharamAM "Apo mA-bApa, Ape mA-bApa ema karagaravuM te na paDe ne? baMne mahArAja gaucarI karIne pAchA pharyA. pelo bhikhArI emanI pAchaLa pAchaLa jAya che. rastAmAM koIne na dekhatAM mahArAja ekalA paDayA eTale kahe che mahArAja ! tamArA pAtramAM te khUba lADavA AvyAM che. huM sAta-sAta divasane bhUkhyo chuM. meM lADa kadI khAdhe ja nathI mATe mane kRpA karI eka lADe Ape. mahArAja kahe che bhAI! amAro lADa bahu meM che, tane na pace. jo amAro lADa khAvuM hoya te amArA jevA sAdhu banI jAva te lADe maLe. bhikhArI lADa khAvAnI lAlace sAdhu banavA taiyAra thaye. te kahe che mahArAjA mane tamArA jevo sAdhu banAvI de. mahArAja kahe che bhAI ! amArA gurUdeva upAzrayamAM birAje che, tuM emanI pAse cAla. yogya lAgaze to e tane dIkSA Apaze. bhikhArI te sAdhunI sAthe upAzrayamAM AvyuM. gurU khUba jJAnI hatAM. emanA mati ane zratajJAna khUba nirmaLa hatAM. jJAna vaDe jANI lIdhuM ke A koI supAtra jIva che. ene atyAre khAvAnI ja bhUkha che paNa pachI enuM jIvana sudharavAnuM che. eTale saMghanI anumati laIne tene dIkSA ApI. kapaDAM paherAvI karemi bhaMtene pATha bhaNAvya. gurU, ziSyane kahe che ke pahelAM tame gaucarI khAze nahi. pahelAM navadIkSita saMtane jeTaluM khAvuM heya teTaluM dharAIne khAI levA de. je turatane sAdhu bane che ene AhAra karavA besADyo. eka te sAta divasane bhUkhe che. vaLI garIba hato eTale bhAre kherAka te kadI khAdha ja na hatuM. enI hAjarI lUkhupAkhu pacAve tevI thaI gaI hatI. ene miSTAnna khAvA maLe pachI bAkI zuM rahe? eNe te sArI rIte lADavA jhApaTayA. hojarI saMkecAI gayelI. temAM bhAre padArtha vadhu pramANumAM paDe eTale AkuLa vyAkuLa thaI javAya. khUba dharAIne khAI lIdhu: paNa pachI te akaLAmaNa thavA lAgI. peTamAM sakhata dukhAve upaDayo. zrAvakone khabara

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54 paDI eTale tarata ja upAzrayamAM AvyA. gurUne pUche che navadIkSitane zuM thayuM che? jarUra hoya te DekaTara lAvIe. zrAvake laLIlaLIne vaMdaNa kare che, zAtA pUche che ane tabiyatanA samAcAra pUche che. tyAre bhikhArImAMthI sAdhu banelAne vicAra Ave che ke aho ! meM te khAvA mATe ja dIkSA lIdhI che te paNa zrAvakone mArA pratye keTale pUjyabhAva che ! gurUne be hAtha joDIne kahe che gurUdeva ! dIkSA eTale zuM? Apa kRpA karIne mane samajAve. gurU kahe che bhAI ! dIkSA te bhavanA pherAne TALanArI, karmanA baMdhanene kApanArI ane mekSanA anaMta-avyAbAdha sukhane ApanArI che. saMyamI jIvana jevuM uttama jIvana duniyAmAM bIjuM kaMI nathI. Indro paNa sAdhunA caraNamAM namaskAra kare che. gurUnA zabdo sAMbhaLI navadIkSita sAdhunA pariNAmanI dhArA vizuddha banavA lAgI. saMyamanI mahattA samajAI gaI. zrAvake kahe che gurUdeva ! kaMI davA-upacAra karIe te emane jaladI zAtA thAya. paNa gurU jANatAM hatAM ke have e bahu lAMbu kADhe tema nathI. eTale ene saMthAro karAvI dIdhuM. premapUrvaka gurUe ApelI pratijJAne teNe svIkAra karyo. enI bhAvanA vizuddha banatI cAlIucca bhAvanAmAM rAtrinA bAra vAgye kALadharma pAmyA. tyAMthI kALa karIne caMdragupta rAjAne putra azoka, tene putra kuNAla ane tene putra saMprati rAjA thaye. ahIM tamane ema thaze ke sAdhu marIne te develekamAM jAya ane A kema manuSya thayAM haze? enuM kAraNa e che ke dIkSA letA pahelAM ja AyuSyane baMdha paDI gaye hate. eTale pheraphAra thaI zake nahi. e saMprati rAjA jyAre rAjyagAdIe AvyuM. ghaNAM dezane svAmI bane, tyAra pachI eka divasa mahelanA jharUkhAmAM beTho che, te samaye eka vakhatanA dIkSA denAra gurU pote vihAra karIne gAmamAM padhAre che. zrAvake gurUnI sAme AvyAM che, saMprati rAjA A mahArAjane juve che tyAM manamAM u9lAsa Ave che ane vicAre che ke A saMtane meM kayAMka joyAM che. vicArazreNIe caDhatAM ene jAtismaraNa jJAna utpanna thayuM, ane joyuM ke A te bhikhArInA bhavamAM lADavA khAvAnI lAlace meM dIkSA lIdhI hatI. e dIkSA ApanAra mArA parama tAraka che. Aje saMpattizALI saMprati rAjA bane heu' te A gurUne pratApa che. tarata ja te mahelamAMthI nIce utaryo ane saMtanA caraNamAM paDI gaye. A pratibhAzALI rAjA saMtanA caraNamAM paDI jAya pachI prajA upara ene kevo prabhAva paDe? rAjA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che gurUdeva! Ape mane oLakhe? mahArAja kahe che bhAI! tamane keNa na oLakhe? tame te saMprati mahArAjA tarIke prakhyAta che. rAjA kahe che gurUdeva ! huM Apane e rIte oLakhANa ApavA nathI mAMgate. huM te Apane bIjI rIte mArI oLakhANa ApavA IcchuM chuM. Apa mane bIjI rIte paNa oLakhe che. gurUe pitAnA jJAnamAM joyuM, ahe ! tuM te mAre ziSya kumaka! je bAra kalAkanI

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rIkSA pALI kALadharma pAmyA hatA te ja tuM che ane Ajane saMpratirAjA banI gaI ! rAjA kahe che gurUdeva ! Ape te mane nyAla karI dIdhuM. raMkamAMthI rAjA banAvI dIdhuM. badhe Apane ja pratApa che. have AjathI huM mAruM samasta rAjya ApanA caraNamAM arpaNa karuM chuM. Apa AjJA pharamAvo. mahArAja kahe che bhAI! sAdhune rAjapATava khape nahi. paNa je AjJA svIkAravI hoya te prathama tuM zrAvaka bana. jyAM anAya pradeza che tyAM munio jaI zakatA nathI. tyAM jaIne tuM jaina dhamane pracAra kara. gurUnI AjJAthI saMprati rAjA zrAvaka banI gayAM ane jaina dharmane rAjya dharma banAvI khUba pracAra karyo. , devAnupriye ! A daSTAMtathI eka ja vAta samajavAnI che ke dIkSA levAthI jIvane keTale lAbha thAya che. garIbamAM garIba bhikhArI dIkSA levA taiyAra thaye paNa rAjagRhInA zrAvakane saMsAra choDavAnuM mana nathI thatuM. garIba ja dIkSA le ane dhanavAna na le evuM paNa ahIM nathI. zreNika mahArAjAnI sukamaLa rANI o rAja sukhone tyAga karI cAlI nIkaLI hatI. dIkSA lIdhI eTaluM ja nahi paNa ratnAvalI, kanakAvalI Adi ugra tapa karI kAyAne suke bhUkke karI nAMkhI hatI. tame enA jevA sukumAra te nathI ne? chatAM paNa tyAga karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. dIkSA na le to khera! huM te kahuM chuM ke zrAvaka bane te paNa sAruM che. kAMdA-kaMdamULane tyAga kare, brahmacarya pALo. te paNa kaMIka samajyAM che. bAkI te kahyuM che ke "amana-camana te naraka gatimAM gamana". A deha eka divasa khAkhamAM khapI javAne che. mATe jIvanamAM thoDuM paNa dharmanuM AcaraNa kare. jinazAsanamAM jamIne jinezvaranI AjJAne vaphAdAra na rahe te gunhegAra che. saMprati rAjAe gurUnI AjJA mAthe caDhAvI jaina dharmane khUba phelAve karyo hato. tame paNa AvA saMprati bane. devabhadra ane jazebhadra emanA pitAne kahe cheH amane A saMsAra eka jela je lAge che. badhA sukhanA sAdhane baMdhana rUpa lAge che. mATe amane A saMsAramAM koI trANa-zaraNa thanAra nathI. mATe ame te mahAna guNonA dhAraka paMcamahAvratadhArI sAdhu banIne grAmAnugrAma vihAra karatAM amAruM kalyANa karIzuM. ane amArI pAse AvanArUM paNa kalyANa karAvIzuM. have bhRgu purohita AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.74 suda 3 ne zukravAra tA. 2-10-70 A anaMtajJAnI zAstrakAra bhagavaMte jagatanA jIne Atma uddhAra mATe upadeza ApatAM samajAvyuM ke he jI ! anAdikALathI je AtmAnuM keI ahita karanAra hoya te zA, 68

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538 mithyAtva, atrata, pramAda, kaSAya ane azubhayAga. A pAMca kAraNeAne laI ne jIva satya mAganI pIchANa karI zakatA nathI. meAkSamAM jatAM A pAMca kAraNeA jIvane aTakAve che. ane bhavabhramaNa karAve che. have jo tamane lAgatuM hoya ke have mane bhavabhramaNanA thA lAgyA che te A pAMca kAraNeAne dUra haThAvavAnA puruSAthaeN karo. devabhadra ane jazAbhadranI dRSTi samyak manI gaI che. te emanA pitAjIne kahe che ke huM pitAjI! Ape batAvelA prAbhanamAM ame rAcanAra nathI. tame jemAM suSma mAnA che! e tamArI mithyA bhramaNA che. tyAre bhRgu purAhita kahe che huM mArA putrA! tame je dhamakanI vAtA karI che te madhI tamArI paNa bhramaNA che. jahA ya agrI araNI asanto, khIre ghayaM tela mahAtilesu / meSa nAyA sImi sattA, saMmujbudnArUM nASide / / u. a. 14-18 he putrA! jevI rIte araNImAM agni nahIM hovA chatAM paNu araNIthI agni utpanna thaI jAya che. dUdhamAMthI ghI ane taleAmAMthI tela utpanna thaI jAya che. tevI ja rIte zarIramAMthI ja satva-jIva utpanna thAya che. ane zarIraneA nAza thavAthI AtmAnA paNa nAza thaI jAya che. eTale AtmAnuM astitva ja siddha thatuM nathI. te pachI tamAre A saMsAranA vidhamAna sukhAne cheDIne sayama levAnI zI jarUra che? tenA karatAM saMsAranA sukhA bheAgavavA e ja tamArA mATe lAbhadAyaka che. jyAM sudhI jIva peAtAnA svarUpane nathI oLakhate tyAM sudhI te kevI kevI vicitra prakAranI yuktie zeAdhI kADhe che. jhaverAtanI oLakha na haiya tyAM sudhI jIva kAcanA TukaDA bhegA kare, lAla kAgaLe vIMTIne tijorImAM mUke paNa jyAre sAcA jhaverI banI jAya pachI te kAcanA TukaDA tijorImAM rahevA de kharA ? tarata ja phagAvI de, tema tamane paNa tamArA astitvanuM bhAna thaze tyAre mithyA mAnyatAe phagAvI deze. drazya cha che. temAM pAMca dravyo tA jaDa che. eka jIva dravya ja cetana che, pAMce dravya pAtapeAtAnA svabhAvane cheDatAM nathI. dharmAstikAyanA svabhAva cAlavAmAM sahAya karavAnA che. adharmAstikAyanA svabhAva sthira karavAnA che. AkAzanA svabhAva avakAza ApavAnA che. pudgalanA svabhAva saDanapaDana--galana--vidhvaMsana che. kALanA svabhAva va nA lakSaNa-jInAnuM navuM ane nava nuM junu' banAvavAnA che. jIvanA svabhAva jJAna-darzanamaya che. evA jIva petAnA svabhAva bhUlIne AtmA dehamaya banI gayA che, deha te huM chuM ema ajJAna dazAthI mAnI beTho che. eTale Dagale ne pagale te duHkha pAme che. ' jIvamAM samajazakti Ave che tyAre koi enuM apamAna kare ke gALa de te paNa

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/ / 539 ene kaMi ja lAgatuM nathI. mAthe kALI TopI paherIne eka mANasa cAhyA jAya che. tenI pAchaLa bIjo dheALI TopIvALA mANasa cAlyA jAya che. pAchaLathI eka mANusabUma pADe ke he kALI TopIvALA bhAI! ubhA raheA. dhALI TopIvALA purUSe sAMbhaLyuM, paNa eNe evA vicAra karyAM ke e te kALI TopIvALAne ubhA rahevAnuM kahe che. meM tA dheALI TopI paherI che. mAre zA mATe kheATI thavu joIe ? mAre zA mATe AIma bagADavA joI e ? tema kALI TopI rUpI detu che ene kaI kaI kare ke kahe te AtmAne tenI sAthe kaMi ja lAgatuM vaLagatuM nathI. eka vanaspati kAya vane trevIsa TruDakathI siddhanA jIvA anataguNA adhika che. tyAM azarIrI AtmAne ja rahevAnu che. tyAM tamArA hIrAcaMda, meAtIcaMda, amaracaMda, pannAlAla, mANekalAla evu siddhamAM nAma ja nathI. A badhA nAma zarIranAM che, AtmAnAM nahi. AtmAnI malIna avasthA e ja saMsAra che. ane zuddha avasthA e mAkSa mAna apamAna A badhI mAhanIya karmanI prakRti che. e badhu AtmAnA gharanuM nathI. ene eka divasa cheDaye ja chUTako che. Avu' tamane barAbara samajAI jAze tyAre tame ahI' ja siddhagatinA sukhanA anubhava karazeA. jelamAM rahelA kedIne paNa jela kala'ka rUpa lAge che. tyAM ene game teTalAM sukhA kadAca maLe chatAM jIva ema mAne che ke game tevAM sukha hoya te paNa A te jela che. ene e jelamAMthI chUTavAnu mana thAya che. paNa jJAnI kahe ke e jela tA eka bhava pUratI che, paNa tuM anAdikALathI kAma Na kothaLAmAM pUrAyA che. e kothaLAmAM pUrAI rahevuM tane kema game che? e jela tane kema nathI sAlatI? enu kAraNu mAhu che. khaMdhue ! bhega e jhera jevA che ane saMsAra eka kheDI samAna che. bhRgu purAhita enA putrone kahe che he lADIlA putrA! dehanA nAze AtmAne nAza che. jema eka kapaDAmAMthI badhA tAra chUTA karI nAMkhavAmAM Ave te e kapaDu' kapaDu rahetu nathI. verivakhera thaI jAya che. tema pAMca bhUtamAMthI AtmA utpanna thayA che. e pAMca bhUtAnA nAza thavAthI AtmAne paNa nAza thaI jAya che. vaLI AtmA jude nahi. AtmA hoya te te kema dekhAtA nathI ? A baMne putro paNa kAcA na- hAra samajaNunA gharamAM AvelA hatAM. e khALo enA pitAne ze! javAba Ape che: h no indiyaggejjha amuttabhAvA, amuttabhAvA vi ya hoi nicco / annatyonuM niyayana vanyo, saMsArahevuM ja vayakti vamAMM / / u. a. 14-19 pitAjI ! AtmA adbhUta che. mATe indriyAthI joI zakAtA nathI. ane amUta hAvAthI AtmA nitya che. tathA adhyAtma hetu, mithyAtvAdi nizcayathI khaMdhanuM kAraNuM che, ane baMdhane ja sasAranA hetu kahela che.

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pa4 vaLI Ape kahyuM ke araNImAM agni, dUdhamAM ghI ane talamAM telanI sattA pahelAM na hatI. pachI utpanna thaI che e vAta taddana khoTI che. kAraNa ke je asat vastu hoya che tenI utpatti hatI ja nathI te pachI pAMca bhUtathI AtmAnI utpatti kyAMthI hoya? AmA te eka svataMtra dravya che. je AtmA svataMtra dravya che te e pratyakSa dekhAte kema nathI? enuM kAraNa e che ke cakSu Adi Indri, rUpI padArthone joI zake che. arUpIne grahaNa karI zakatI nathI. tathA je varNa -gaMdha-rUpa-rasa AdithI rahita che te arUpI che. ane arUpI hovAthI AtmA nitya che. kAraNa ke zarIra grahaNa karavA pahelAM paNa AtmA vidyamAna hatuM ane zarIra chUTayA bAda paNa AtmA te vidyamAna rahe che, mATe te nitya che. kadAca tamane prazna uThaze ke AtmA nitya che te enI sAthe kane saMbaMdha kevI rIte thaye? te jJAnI puruSe kahe che ke mithyAtva Adi je guNe che te ja karmabaMdhanA hetu che. kadAca e prazna uThe ke amUrta AtmAnI sAthe mUrta kamene saMga kevI rIte thaye? te ene javAba e che ke jema AkAza amUrta arUpI hevA chatAM paNa te rUpI padArthonuM bhAna che tevI rIte AtmA paNa amUtahevA chatAM te mUrta karmonuM bhAjana banI zake che. A rIte AtmAnI sAthe je karmone baMdha thAya che tene jJAnIo saMsAranA paribhramaNanuM kAraNa mAne che. eTale siddha thAya che ke AtmA e vataMtra padArtha che. ane anAdi kALathI mithyAtva Adine kAraNe karmanuM baMdhana kare che. e karmabaMdhanane nAza karavA mATe dharmanuM AcaraNa karavuM joIe. devAnupriye ! A jaDabAtoDa javAba koNa ApI zake? jeNe jJAna meLavyuM hoya te ja ApI zake ne? ame tamane eTalA mATe ja kahIe chIe ke pahelAM jJAna meLave. "paDhamaM nALa to cA " pahelAM jJAna meLavyuM haze te tame jIva-ajIva, rUpI-arUpIne jANI zakaze. paNa je jJAna nahi hoya te kevI rIte khabara paDaze? AgaLanAM zrAvake paNa kevA hoMziyAra hatA. koI enI sAme zAstra virUddha zaMkA uThAve te tene jaDabAtoDa javAba ApI detAM hatAM. maMDUka zrAvaka cAlyA ja hatA. daza nAstike eka jhADa nIce beThA hatAM. teo maMDUkane kahe che alyA, ahIM Ava. A tAre bhagavAna mahAvIra moTI moTI AtmAnI vAta kare che, paNa AtmA te dekhAtuM nathI. te AtmAne kevI rIte mAna? tamArA jevA heta te kahI deta ke vAta sAcI che. paNa A te hoMziyAra hate. jJAnI hate. eTale kahe che, duniyAmAM ghaNI vastuo evI che ke je rUpI hovA chatAM paNa joI zakAtI nathI, te pachI arUpI to kayAMthI dekhAya? vAta kare che eTalAmAM ThaMDA pavana Ave che. eTale maMdUka pUche che ke A pavana vAya che te rUpI che chatAM paNa dekhAya che kharo? hiMgane vaghAra kare che tenI sugaMdha Ave che paNa te dekhAya che kharI? jo e tame mane batAve te huM tamane AtmA batAvuM. pelA nAstike bolatA cUpa thaI gayAM. emane

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541 satya vAta samajAvI. pachI bhagavAna mahAvIra pAse AvIne vinayapUrNAMka pUche che: prabhu ! mane rastAmAM A pramANe prazna karyAM ane meM Ama javAkha ApyA che, temAM kAMI bhUla tA nathI thatI ne? anA anatha te nathI thatA ne? ATaluM jJAna hAvA chatAM paNa namratA keTalI che! namratA hAya teA ja jJAna TakI zake che. ane jJAna hAya tA ja jIvane sva-paranA bheda samajAya che, ane bheda samajAya che tyAre jIvane sa MsAranA badhA ja praleAbhanA tuccha lAge che. pachI bhalene mahela-mahelAtA maLe, hIrA-mAtI ne mANekanA Dhaga maLe paNa madhu ja enI dRSTimAM taNakhalA jevuM asAra ja dekhAya che. e samaje che ke mIThA vinAnA bheAjanamAM svAda nathI, sugaMdha vinAnA puSpanI ki Mmata nathI tema cAritra vinAnA jIvananI pazu kiMmata nathI. cAritrane mATe mANasa game teTaluM maLe te paNa te badhuM jatuM kare che, eka vakhata eka kheDUtanI strI hAthamAM dAtaraDuM' laine ghAsa kApI rahI che. strI khUkSma svarUpavAna che. eka phATayA tUTayA sADalA paDeryAM hatA. enA deha upara kAi dAgInA paNa na hatA. pUrvAMnAM puNya rUpa zreNuM maLyuM hatuM. e gAmaneA rAjA zikAra karavA nIkaLelA. pharatA pharatA e khAnA khetaramAM AvI paheAMcyA. A khAInuM rUpa joI ne te bhAna bhUlyA. purUSAnA mana bhamarA jevA hAya che. bhramara jyAM puSpa dekhe tyAM besI jAya che. tema viSayAMSa purUSa kAmanAne lIdhe jyAM rUpa dekhe tyAM lapaTAI jAya che. yauvana, prabhutA ane vaibhavavALA rAjA ekAMtamAM A kheDUta strIne joine viveka bhUlyA. e vicAravA lAgyA ke zuM A khAinuM rUpa che? vidhAtAe rUpa tA Ane ja ApyuM lAge che. khAi khetaramAM ekalI ja che. ekAMtanA lAbha lai rAjA e strInI pAse AvIne kahevA lAgyA ke--A tAru kamaLa zarIra sUryanA tApane sahana karavA ceAgya nathI. A tArA suMdara hAtha dAtaraDuM' pakaDIne ghAsa kApavA cegya nathI. tAruM maneAhara rUpa tane rAjarANI banAvavAnI pAtratA ApI rahayuM che. tuM majurI karanAra kheDUtane tyAM nahi paNa mArA rAjabhavanamAM zAbhe tevI che. mATe mArA mahelamAM cAla. huM tane mArI paTarANI manAvIza. A strI garIba hatI paNa cAritravAna hatI. garIbanI sAme rAjasukhanuM mATu' praleAlana hatuM, chatAM paNa e bheAganI bhikhAraNu na hatI. garIkhAimAM paNa saMtASa mAna nArI hatI. paudbhagalika sukhanA anurAgI hoya te dhanavAna hovA chatAM paNa bhikhArI che. khaDa kApanArI zrI vicAra karavA lAgI ke kharekhara ! rAjA bhAna bhUlyA che. bheAganA bhikhArI che. je jyAM ne tyAM bhIkha mAMgatA phare che te bIjAne zuM sukha ApavAnA che? enA aMtaHpuramAM keTalI rANIo haze? chatAM enI viSayavAsanA tRpta na thaI, te mArAthI kevI rIte tRpta thavAnI che? rAjA te mArI sAme khullI talavAra laine ubhe che. ane

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542 hu tA ekalI chuM. je huM enI vAtanA svIkAra nahi karu tA khaLajakharI karaze. mATe ahIM mAre kaLathI kAma levuM zreSTha che. zarIra tA vahelu ke mADu' cheADavAnuM ja che. bhale mArU mAta thAya paNa mArA cAritranuM rakSaNa te jarUra karU'. evA niNaeNya karIne rAjAnA sAmuM joIne te melI. ahA mahArAjA! mane rUpa tA ghaNuM maLyu` che, paNa kamanazIbe mArA janma kheDUtane ghera thayA. chatAM paNa mArA rUpa upara meAha pAmIne Apa mArI pAse AvyA che. e paNa mArA puNyanA udaya che. kheDUtanI strInA A zabdo sAMbhaLI rAjA teA khuza thayA. ahA ! mArI vAtane eNe svIkAra tA karyAM. A strI peAtAnI vAtane tarata ja svIkAra karI leze ane enA mukhamAMthI AvA suMdara zabdo sAMbhaLavA maLaze evI tA ene AzA pazu na hatI. rAjA AnaMdamAM AvIne kahe che, puNyanA udaya hAya che tyAre badhA ja sayengeA AvI maLe che. tu keTalIpuNyavAna che. khela, have tA hu tuM je kahe te karavA taiyAra chuM. huM A strIe mukha upara hA~ batAvatAM kahyuM ke mane paNa tamArA pratye khUba prema che. paNa mane mA tamArI talavAranI jhUma bIka lAge che. tyAre rAjA kahe che ke huM kSatriya chu. rAjyanuM rakSaNa karavA mATe talavAra teA rAkhavI ja joIe. strI kahe che game tema karI paNa mane teA tamArI talavAranI bahu ja bIka lAge che. jo talavAra rAkhavI hoya tA enI dhAra khuThThI thaI jAya tema karo. rAjA kahe che mane tArA pratye pUrA prema che. ane tane zA mATe bIka lAge che? talavAranI dhAra muTThI karavAnI zI jarUra che? kahe che mane bhaya ja lAge che. huM tamane talavAranI dhAra khuDDI banAvavAnA saMrasa upAya batAvuM. A jaMgalamAM eka prakAranI vanaspati thAya che teneA rasa talavAranI dhAra upara cepaDatrAthI tarata ja talavAranI tIkSNa dhAra khuDDI thaI jAya che. " sammoddAt mRti vibhramaH " mAhane kAraNe za agamya ke anubhavagamya vANI paNa samajAtI nathI. ene bhrama thAya che. kAmAMdha purUSa sAcuM vicArI zakatA nathI. mAhathI rAjA strInI pAchaLa pAchaLa cAlavA lAgyA. jaMgalamAM jaine eka jhADa uparathI pAMdaDA tADI tene rasa kADhayA. ane rAjAe jAta te rasa talavAranI dhAra upara cApaDace, paNa talavAranI dhAra khuThThI thaI hAya tema rAjAne na lAgyu. + OM kheDUtanI zrI kahe che ema khabara na paDe. mArA anubhava che ke A vRkSanA pAnanA rasa lagADavAthI game tevI tIkSNa dhAra muTThI thaI jAya che. mane tA vizvAsa che ke muThThI thaI gaI che. tamAre khAtrI karavI hoya te mArA gaLA upara ja prahAra karo. mAru gaLu' kapAze nahi. rAjAe nA pADI paNa strIe khUba haTha karIne rAjAnI pAsethI talavAra lIdhI ane eNe pAonA gaLA upara talavAranA ghA karyAM, tyAM jema cAkaDA parathI pAtra utAre

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tema chInuM mastaka dhaDathI juduM thaI gayuM. strIe ziyaLane khAtara maravuM pasaMda karyuM, paNa bhegamAM Asakata na banI. je cAritranA rakSaNa khAtara mRtyu pAme che te sugatimAM jAya che. je strI cAritrane mATe pitAnA prANa choDI de che, paNa pitAnuM vrata akhaMDa rAkhe che, te ja sAcI satI che. A strInuM mastaka dhaDathI juduM paDeluM joI rAjane kAma na utarI gaye. tene samajAI gayuM ke aho ! A sIe enA zIlaE khAtare ja pitAnuM balidAna ApI dIdhuM. parizramamAM sukha mAnanArI A strIe zIla vinAnA rAjasukhane taNakhalAnI tole mAnyuM hatuM. te vAta rAjAne samajAI gaI. "mArA aMtaHpuramAM ATalI badhI zaNuo hovA chatAM mArI kAmavAsanAne khAtara A strInuM mota thayuM ne? abhaNa ane garIba hovA chatAM rAjasukhamAM na rAcatAM cAritrane khAtara teNe potAnuM jIvana kurabAna karyuM. AvI pavitra strIne hajAra vAra dhanyavAda che. ane mane koDevAra dhikkAre che - zIra sATe zIla sAcave, tyajena Teka lagAra, prANa jatAM palaTe nahi, te satImAM zIradAra", rAjAne pitAnI bhUlane khUba pastA thaye. pazcAtApanA pUramAM snAna karI, vizuddha banIne teNe pratijJA karI ke havethI mAre kaI paNa strInI sAme kudaSTi karavI nahI. eka zIlavatI strInI kurabAnIe rAjAne sAcuM bhAna karAvyuM. rAjA samajaNanA gharamAM AvI gaye. cAritravAna AtmAnuM jIvana bIjAone preraNAdAyI bane che. atyAre bhRgu purohita enA putronI sAme kevA kevA prazno kare che, paNa putronA vairAgyanA kAraNe enA jIvanamAM paNa kevuM parivartana thaI jaze, temaja haju paNa kevA kevA prazno karaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM....75 Ase suda 4 ne zanivAra tA. 3-10-70 anaMtajJAnI zAstrakAra bhagavate jagatanA jIvonA kalyANane arthe zAstra siddhAMtamaya vANInuM nirUpaNa karyuM. je bhagavaMte ApaNuM upara karUNuM varasAvI te bhagavaMta kevA hatA? e mahAna purUSane janma thavAthI jagatanA jIvane zuM lAbha thaye e ApaNe jANavuM joIe. kei mANasa je mahattAvALe te nathI to ene enA dIkarA paNa, yAda karatA nathI te jagata te yAda kare ja kayAMthI?

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jyAre rAjAe sattA ane laDAImAM paDyA hatA, vaizya jyAre zeSaNa ane bhegamAM paDayA hatA, ane zudro jyAre phUTabolanI jema Thokare caDhI rahyA hatAM, jyAre mAnavajAta duHkhI hatI tyAre temane koI AzvAsananI, sahRdayatAthI temane hAtha pakaDe tevAmAnavInI jarUra hatI. tevA samaye aMdhakAramAM jema sUrya prakAze tema bhagavAna mahAvIrane janma eka rAjakuLamAM thayuM hatuM. AvA rAjakuLamAM janmavA chatAM garabenAM ane vyathita AtmAonAM duHkha dardo temanAthI ajANyAM na hatAM. trIsa varSanI bharayuvAna vaye bhagavAne saMsArane tyAga karyo hato. mahattA emane ema nahatI maLI. AvI mahattA meLavavA mATe sAdhanA te avazya karavI ja joIe. bhagavAna mahAvIre sADA bAra varSa sudhI ekAgra banIne evI sAdhanA karI ke jemAM khAvA-pIvAnuM, sUvAnuM bhUlAI gayuM hatuM. bhagavAne maunapaNe evI ugra sAdhanA karI hatI. e sAdhanA ane Atma saMzodhanamAMthI bhagavAna mahAvIrane kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM. te samaye brAhmaNe ema kahetAM ke ame zreSTha chIe. ane bIjA badhAM amArA aMgaupAMga che. tyAre bhagavAne jaNAvyuM ke "tamArAmAM je AtmA che te ja AtmA eka kSudramAM che. kIDI-maMkaDAmAM che. sarva jIvomAM che. tamane jema sukha priya ane duHkha apriya che. tema sarva jIvone sukha priya ane duHkha apriya che. kIDIne paNa taDako gamatuM nathI. nAnAmAM nAnA jaMtuo paNa jIvavAnuM I che che. bhagavAna mahAvIrane A pahele siddhAnta hate. baMdhuo ! AvA hatAM ApaNA bhagavAna mahAvIra. ApaNe paNa emanA siddhAMtane jIvanamAM apanAvavuM ja paDaze tame bIjAne sukha Apaze te te pharIne aMte tamArI pAse Avaze. ane tame je bIjAne duHkha Apazo te te paNa pharIne aMte tamArI pAse Avaze. duniyA goLa che. sukha yA duHkharUpI tame choDeluM bANa aMte duniyAnuM goLa cakkara lagAvIne chevaTe tamArI tarapha ja pAchuM pharaze. e lazo nahi. kAnamAM khIlA mAravA AvelA mAnavIne mATe paNa bhagavAna mahAvIre premanI lAgaNI batAvI hatI. gAMdhIjIne goDasee goLI mArI tyAre gAMdhIjI paNa moDhAmAMthI kaTuvacana bolyAM na hatAM. geLI mAranAra pratye paNa dveSabhAva na lAvatAM he rAma' belyA. kAraNa ke emanAmAM samatAbhAva hate. zrImaMta ke garIbane bhedabhAva na hate. 'eTale Aje paNa gAMdhIjIne duniyA yAda kare che. AvI samajaNamAMthI prema pedA thAya che. Aje te sau vAdAvAdamAM paDI gayA che. samAjavAda, sAmyavAda, mUDIvAda, sattAvAda Ama badhA vAta alaga thaI gayAM che. ekabIjAne samajavA mAMgatA nathI. paNa A badhuM tamAre takavAda ane bakavAda che. AjanA mAMdhAtAo sAmAne samajavAnI keziSa kare te taMga vAtAvaraNa ghaNuM ochuM thaI jAya. eTale Aje duniyAne anekAMtavAda samajAvavAnI jarUra che. AvI samajaNa Avaze te ja yuddha aTakaze ane zAMti sthapAze.

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eka vakhata eka bApa dIkaro laDI paDayAM dIkare kahe, Aje huM tamArI sAthe nahi jamuM eTale pachI bApa pATalo ane thALI laIne tenI pAse gaye ane kahyuM. huM mArI sAthe nahi jame te kaMI nahi paNa huM tArI sAthe jamIza, tethI jhaghaDo ApoApa zamI gaye. baMdhuo ! jagatanA vyavahAramAM paNa ApaNe AvuM vAtAvaraNa banAvavAnI jarUra che. bhagavAna jyAM gayA tyAM temaNe lokone anekAMtavAda samajAvyuM. dararejane ApaNe cAlu adhikAra che. temAM bhUgu purohite enA putrone prazna karyo ke he putra! je AtmA che te te kema dekhAtuM nathI ? tenuM spaSTIkaraNa gaI kAle karavAmAM AvyuM che. je AtmAo pUrve saMyamanI ArAdhanA karIne AvyAM che temaNe A bhavamAM haju dIkSA lIdhI nathI. saMsAramAM che paNa kevI zakti meLavI che. bApanI sAme kevI javAba Ape che. saMyamane AnaMda era che. je vastune svAda pahelAM cAkhele heya tene pharIne jotAM ja moMmAM pANI Ave che ne? tame lIMbune svAda cAkhele che eTale pharIne kaI tamArI sAme lIMbu lAvIne mUke te bhale, tame lIMbu khAva nahi paNa meMmAM pANI te jarUra Ave che. pAkI kerI de te tenI madhuratA yAda Ave che. tema jeNe AtmAnA anupama sukhanI anubhUti karI che tene jotAM ja tenA aMtaramAM AnaMdanI hera AvI jAya che. ene saMsArane saMga sahaja chUTI jAya che. devabhadra ane jazobhadra baMne vairAgyanA gule jhUlI rahyA che. jJAnI ane ajJAnImAM je kaI pharaka hoya che e ja che ke jJAnIne raheje chUTI jAya che ane ajJAnIne cheDavA* prayatna kare paDe che. kadAca ajJAnI mANasa raMgamAM AvIne choDI de te paNa pachI ene yAda Ave che. jJAnIne choDyA pachI yAda ja na Ave. A bALake samajaNapUrvaka saMsAra tyAgavA taiyAra thayAM che. teo zuM kahe che : jahAvayaM dhammamaNANamANA, pAvaM purA kammamakAsi mohA / . . bosamamALA ravicantA, te naiva mujho vi samAyarAmo u. a. 14-20 he pitAjI ! ame jyAM sudhI dharmane samajatA na hatAM tyAM sudhI pahelAM ghaNAM pApa karmo karyA che. ame aNasamaju hatA tyAre tamArI AjJA pramANe tathA ApanA dvArA surakSita karelAM gharamAMthI bahAra paNa nIkaLatA na hatAM. gharamAM ja pUrAI rahetA hatAM. paNa have ame pApakarmanuM sevana nahi karIe. kAraNa ke ame dharma ane adharmane sArI rIte jANIe chIe. dharmanuM AcaraNa karavAthI zuM lAbha thAya che ane viSaya mAM bhegenuM sevana karavAthI tenA kaTa phaLe naraka gatimAM kevI rIte bhegavavA paDe che ane dharma karavAthI tenA phaLa svargamAM kevA suMdara maLe che, e baMne vAta sArI rIte samajI zakIe chIe. mATe viSayabheganA prabhanamAM ame lebhAIzuM nahi zA. 69

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- ApaNAmAM je kaMI paNa samajazakti AvI hoya te pApa karatAM aTakavuM e ja sajaNanuM phaLa che. "jJAnaca 4 virati !jJAnanuM phaLa virati che. jema jema jJAna Ave tema tema manuSya pApa karate aTake che. saMsAra bhAvathI vimukha banato jAya che ane saMyamanI sanmukha thatuM jAya che. e ja jJAnanuM phaLa che. tame keTalA varSothI A vyAkhyAnavANI sAMbhaLatA AvyA che paNa haju jIvanamAM kaMI pheraphAra dekhAto nathI. . eka mANasa jAtithI jaina, na hato paNa ene pUrve jaina munine samAgama thayela hatuM. e mANasa khUba garIba hate. garIbImAM paNa enA jIvanamAM amIrI hatI, kaIka dhanathI garIba hoya che paNa manathI garIba nathI hotA. eNe saMta samAgama thavAthI aparigraha vrata aMgIkAra karyuM hatuM. emAM e niyama karyo hato ke mUDImAM eka do rAkha. ane dararoja ApaNe baMnee (pati-patnI) ane trIjo koI eka atithI e traNanA peTa bharavA pUratA paisA maLe eTalA ja lAkaDAM kApavA, ethI adhika lAkaDAM kApavA nahi. A pramANe emane jIvananirvAha cAle che. eka vakhata evo prasaMga banyuM ke cha divasa sudhI lagAtAra varasAda varasya. eTale lAkaDA kApavA jaI zakAya nahi. gharamAM anAjanA DabbA bharyA na hatAM ke na hatAM paisA. eTale cha divasanA pati-patnI baMnene upavAsa thayA. paNa manamAM jarA paNa malInatA na AvI. bhUkhanuM duHkha sAhyuM nahi. kAraNa ke samajaNapUrvaka parigrahano tyAga karelo hate. cha divasa pachI jyAre varasAda baMdha thaye, pANI utarI gayAM, eTale baMne mANaso jaMgalamAM lAkaDA kApavA mATe gayA. cha cha divasanA bhUkhyA A baMne, lAkaDA kApIne jaMgalamAMthI vecavA mATe jaI rahyA che, tyAM mArgamAM eka sonAnI gInIothI bharelI thelI joI thelInuM meTuM phATI gayeluM hatuM. eTale gInIo dekhAtI hatI. uparathI sUryadevanAM kiraNe Ave che. eTale sUryanA kiraNamAM gInIo khUba jhagamage che. pati AgaLa hato. patnI thaDe dUra hatI. patie gInIonI thelI joI manamAM vicAra karyo ke meM te mana jItI lIdhuM che, meM suvarNa tyAga karyo che. paNa mArI patnIne A gInIo joIne kadAca lebha lAgI jAya te ! kAraNa ke eka to garIbAI che, bIjuM cha cha divasanA bhUkhyA chIe eTale mananAM pariNAma palaTAtAM vAra na lAge. evA vicArathI teNe senAnI gInIonI thelI uThAvIne bAjunA khADAmAM nAkhI ane tenA upara dhULa vALI dIdhI te dhULa nAkhato hato eTalAmAM enI patnI AvI pahoMcI. teNe pUchyuM A zuM kare che? enA patie satya hakIkata kahI dIdhI. kAraNa ke ene satya bolavAnuM na hatuM. teNe kahyuM ahIM gInIothI bharelI thelI paDI hatI. huM te aparigrahI chuM. mAruM mana lebhAyuM nahi. meM ene asAra mAnyuM che. paraMtu te strI che. vaLI cha cha divasanI bhUkhI che tethI kadAca tAre mana e levA lebhAya, eTalA mATe meM enA para dhULa DhAMkI dIdhI che. A

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547 sAMbhaLI patnI kaMI paNa uttara ApyA sivAya AgaLa cAlI gaI tyAre pati pUche chetuM kema kaMI ja bolatI nathI ? tema te mane chaNako paNa karyo nahi. A sAMbhaLI patnI duHkhita hoye bolI svAmInAtha ! jene tame choDyuM che te senuM tamane sonArUpe dekhAyuM te jANIne mane atyaMta duHkha thAya che. jene choDyuM tene te rUpe zA mATe dekhAya? e te mATI che. mATIne mATIthI DhAMkatA joI mane tamArA viSe ghaNI ciMtA thAya che. ' devAnupriye ! joyuM ne ! pati mAnato hato ke patnInuM mana gInIonI thelI joIne lalacAze paNa e te senAne mATI rUpe jenArI hatI. kAraNa ke samajaNapUrvakane tyAga hato. tyAgIone mana dhananI kaMI ja kiMmata hotI nathI. tamArI samakSa hajAra hajAranI noTonA hajAra baMDala paDyA hoya te tamAruM mana AnaMdathI nAcI uThe. ane sAdhune mana to e kAgaLIyAnI thekaDI ja dekhAya. paNa zrAvaka, jenI pAse kaMI ja mUDI na hatI, paNa kAMtIne jIvana nibhAvatuM hatuM. pati-patnI upavAsa karIne sAdhamInI bhaMti kastA hatAM. e zrAvaka ke sukhI ha ! bhagavAna mahAvIra paNa emanA vakhANa karatA hatAM. eka vakhata zreNika rAjA enI jhuMpaDIe AvyA ane eka sAmAyikanI mAMgaNI karI. eka sAmAyikanA badalAmAM zreNika rAjA AkhuM rAjya ApavA taiyAra thayA. tyAre puNIyAe kahI dIdhuM: mahArAjA !" tamArA AkhA rAjya karatAM paNa mArI sAmAyika mahAna che." nityanA badalAmAM anityane sodo zA mATe kare? tamAruM rAjya anitya che ane mArI sAmAyika nitya che. te sukha ApanArI che ene sede na hoya. rAjA jevA rAjAne AvA zabdo kahI devA te nAnI sUnI vAta che? A hate mahAvIrane sAce zrAvaka. tame paNa zrAvaka te che, paNa zrAvakane gya evI samajane abhAva che. tethI jayAM dekhe tyAM mana lebhAI jAya che. jiMdagI sudhI khAva eTaluM maLI gayuM che. te paNa ATalI badhI deDaghAma zA mATe hoya? samajaNanA gharamAM Avaze eTale ApameLe tame sthira thaI javAnA. pachI amAre tamane kahevuM ja nahi paDe ke tame pApa karavAnuM choDI de. - baMne kumAre paNa have samajaNanA gharamAM AvyA che. eTale enA pitAne kahe che pitAjI ! aNasamajamAM ghaNuM pApanA bhAthAM bAMdhyAM. have ame samajaNanA gharamAM AvyA chIe. amAre agatimAM javAnA karmo karavA nathI. amane pApano Dara lAge che ane bhavane bhaya lAge che. sAcA vairAgIne rokavA keNa samartha che? kAco pica vairAgI hoya te phasAI jAya. nami rAjarSi dIkSA levA nIkaLyA tyAre Indra mahArAjA brAhmaNanA rUpamAM AvIne kahe che ke namirAja ! tArI nagarI baLI rahI che. tArA aMtaHpuranI reNue rUdana kare che. gAmamAM kolAhala macI rahe che. tuM A badhAne zAMta kara. baLatI nagarIne olava ane pachI dIkSA le. tyAre nami rAjarSi zuM javAba Ape che

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548 suha vasAmA jIvAmo, jesiM mo natthi kiMcaNa / mizriApa 3gnamALIy, me sukA viva . u. a 9-14 : huM te sukhapUrvaka vasuM chuM, sukhapUrvaka jIvuM chuM. A je kaMI thaI rahayuM che temAM mArUM te kAMI ja nathI. mithilAnagarI baLe che temAM mAruM kAMI ja baLatuM nathI. namirAjAe dIkSA lIdhI na hatI chatAM paNa ene saMsArAvasthAmAMthI ja nami rAjarSi kahetA hatAM. kAraNa ke rAjyamAM rahevA chatAM paNa teo rAjyamAM lubdha thayelA na hatA. saheje nimitta maLatAM jAgI gayAM ane rAjya cheDIne cAlI nIkaLyA. graMthakAranI eka kathA che. janaka rAjAnA gurU upadeza ApatA hatAM. gurU upadeza ApatAM janaka rAjAne janakavidehI kahIne saMbodhana karatA, ane janaka rAjAnA khUba vakhANuM kastAM hatAM. tyAre ziSyane thayuM ke ApaNe gharabAra choDIne gurUnA celA banyA. saMsAra cheDIne saMnyAsI banI gayAM, chatAM paNa gurU ApaNA vakhANa karatAM nathI. ane janaka zajAnA ja vakhANa karyA kare che. ema IrSyA AvavA lAgI. tyAre gurUnA manamAM ema thayuM ke A lekene batAvavuM te joIe. eTale gurUe mAyA racI. pravacana cAle che, janakarAjA beThA che. AkhA gAmanA loko paNa pravacana sAMbhaLavA AvyA che. te vakhate gAmamAM Aga lAgI. lokone khabara paDI ke gAmamAM Aga lAgI che. eTale badhA dhIme dhIme uThavA lAgyA. mANaso te dhIme dhIme badhA ja cAlyA gayA. badhA saMnyAsIzivene khabara paDI ke ApaNe utAre che tyAM paNa Aga lAgI che. eTale saMnyAsIo paNa vidAya thaI gayA. have rahyA gurU ne bIjA janaka rAjA. gurU kahe che he rAjana ! tArI nagarI baLI rahI che. badhA leke vidAya thaI gayAM che. have tane ema thatuM hoya ke hu gAmane rAjA ane mArAthI kema uThaya ? to tuM mArI zarame besI na rahete. tyAre janaka rAjA kahe che gurUdeva ! AmAM mAruM kaMI ja baLatuM nathI. rAjya-vaibhavamahela-mahelAte badhuM choDIne eka dina javAnuM che. sAthe te zubhAzubha karma sivAya bIjuM kaMI ja AvanAra nathI. ApanI kRpAthI huM samajaNanA gharamAM AvyuM chuM. have A badhe meha zA mATe ? mArA manamAM paNa enI ciMtA thatI nathI. mATe mAre javuM nathI. - janaka rAjAnI daDha zraddhA joI gurUe badhI mAyA saMkelI lIdhI. ziSyo pitAnA utAre gayA. joyuM te kaMI ja na maLe. pAchA gurU pAse AvyA. rAjA te AnaMdapUrvaka beThA che. manamAM jarA paNa udvega na maLe. gurU kahe che dekhe, A rAjAnI zraddhA keTalI aTala che? tamAruM baLI baLIne zuM baLI javAnuM hatuM? tamArI pAse be kapaDAM sivAya bIjuM zuM che? ane A rAjA AkhA rAjyane mAlika hovA chatAM rAjyathI para che. ziSyanI AMkha khulI gaI. kharekhara, Apa janaka videhI te videhI ja che. saMsAramAM vasavA chatAM badhuM ja eNe para mAnyuM che. ane ame saMsAra tyAgI bhagavAM vastro paheryA

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pATa paNa haju mamatA chatAI nathI. vyavahArathI rAjA che. paNa enA AtmAnA zuddha pariNAmanI apekSAe e tyAgI banI gayA che. devabhadra ane jazobhadra paNa bAhA bhAve saMsAramAM rahyA che paNa AtyaMtara bhAve tyAganA gharamAM AvI gayA che. rageragamAM vairAgyanI jyota jhaLahaLI uThI che. temaNe kahI dIdhuM ke pitAjI ! ame ajJAna hatA tyAM sudhI tamArA kahevA pramANe cAlyA. paNa have amArAthI tamArA kahyA pramANe saMsAramAM rahevAze nahi. kAraNa ke saMsAramAM rahevAthI Dagale ne pagale pApa karmonuM AcaraNa karavuM paDe che. ane amane te pApane Dara lAge che. have ame pApa kevI rIte karI zakIe! haju baMne putro emanA pitAne zo javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. - vyAkhyAna naM.............76 A suda 5 ne ravivAra tA. 4-10-70 anaMtajJAnI bhagavaMte dAMDI pITAvIne jagatanA jIne saMbodhana karyuM che, ke he bhavya jI! duniyAmAM badhuM ja pAchuM meLavI zakAya che paNa tamArA jIvanamAMthI je senerI samaya jaI rahyo che tene abajo rUpiyA ApatAM paNa tame pAcho meLavI zakaze nahi mAnavajIvana meMghu maLyuM, je ghaDI ghaDI maLaze nahi, zodhyA vinA saddavane, saMsAra A TaLaze nahi" mahAna puNyanA udayathI mahAna meMgheruM evuM mAnavajIvana maLyuM che. vAre vAre Ave avasara maLavAnuM nathI. mATe aha5 mAnava jIMdagAnImAM satya vastunI pichANa karI le, jethI vAraMvAra saMsAranI jelamAM jakaDAvuM paDe nahi devabhadra ane jazebhadrane sat tatvanI pIchANa thaI gaI che. teo temanA pitAne * kahe che ke pitAjI! ame jyAM sudhI dharma ane adharmane samajatAM na hatAM tyAM sudhI pApa karmo karyA, have ame pApa karmomAM rAcIzuM nahi. je jhaverIne sAcA ane kacara motInI pIchANu thaI jAya che te kacarane saMgraha karato nathI. tema kAmaga Adi saMsAranA sukhe amArI daSTimAM kalacara che ane AtmAnAM sukhe ja sAcA che. mATe sAcAne cheDIne kalcarane kaNa mUkha grahaNa kare?

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papa0 anAdikALathI AtmA pudgala parAvartana karI rahyo che. tenuM mULa kAraNa mithyAtva che. mithyAtvane vaza thaI jIva karmo bAMdhe che. ane karma ja paribhramaNanuM kAraNa che. tame sarakArane keI gunha kare te tamAre jelamAM jaIne sajA bhogavavI paDe che. paNa e jelanI sajA maryAdita samayanI hoya che. bahu bahu to jiMdagInI jela paDe, chatAM eka ja bhava pUratI ja ne ? paNa karmarAjAnI sajA kevI krUra che. AtmAne anaMtakALathI kedamAM pUrI rAkhyo che, A jIva tIrthakara bhagavaMtanA samosaraNamAM paNa jaI AvyuM che, emanI vANI sAMbhaLI che, abhAgI chavaDo kare ne ke rahI gayuM che. mahAnapurU kahe che je ghaDI gaI te bhale gaI, haju samaje te paNa sAruM che. haju bAjI bagaDI nathI gaI. jeTalI jIMdagI bAkI che tene tuM sudhArIza te paNa kalyANa thaI jaze. ajJAnamAM anaMta kALa cAlyA gaye paNa jo tamAro vartamAnakALa sudhAraze te bhaviSyakALa sudharI jaze. bhaviSyakALa sudharaze eTaluM ja nahi, bhUtakALa paNa sudharI jaze. bhUtakALamAM karelI bhUlane pazcAtApa karavAthI je kamane baMdha paDI gayo na hoya, khAlI daLIyAM ja bhegA karyA hoya te tene veravikhera karI zakAya che. prasanacaMdra muni dhyAna avasthAmAM lIna hatA. zreNika rAjAe bhagavAnane te viSayamAM pRcchA karI ke prabhu! e muni atyAre kALa kare te kayAM jAya? bhagavAne te vakhatanI enI pariNAmadhArA jaIne kahayuM ke e atyAre kALadharma pAme te narakamAM jAya. kAraNa ke te samaye teo manathI yuddha karI rahyA hatAM. yuddha karatAM karatAM mAthethI mugaTa levA gayA, tyAM te mAthe muMDana joIne mananI pariNAmadhArAe judo vaLAMka lIdho. ane pazcAtApa karyo. tyAM ne tyAM kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana pAmI gayAM. devaduMdubhI vAgI. tyAre rAjA pUche che prabhu Ama kema? bhagavAna zreNika rAjAne satya vAta samajAve che. kAraNa ke ApaNe te bAhaya dekhAvane jenA chIe. AMtarika dekhAvane joI zakatA nathI. carmacakSuthI to cAmaDuM ja jovAya. aMtara na jovAya. e mATe ja ApaNe prabhune prArthanA karavAnI che ane purUSArtha kheDavAne che. " " he prabhu! mArI draSTi sUphamatara ane antabhedI thAo. mArI daSTi kemerAnI jema bAhaya vAtAvaraNane aMkita karavAmAM ja na lAgI rahe, paraMtu mArI daSTi ekasaranI jema antabhedI thAo. bahAra na jue, aMdara jue, tanane nahi mananI gatine jue. dehane mahika AtmAne jue, jaDanuM nahi AtmAnuM darzana kare. mArI draSTimAM evuM teja pragaTAva ke jethI samasta bAhaya vAtAvaraNane bhedIne huM anaHsthita AtmadevanAM darzana karI zakuM. ' che. je mANasa potAnA mana upara breka lagAma) rAkhI zake che tene mATe duniyAmAM koI cIja duSkara rahetI nathI. manane jItanAra mahAvIre kahyuM che ke "riNAme ghava Lime moNo "

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51 dhana ane mukti e mananI aMdara ja che. muktinA sAdhake sarva prathama mana upara vijaya prApta karavA joI e je sAdhaka caudamA guNasthAnamAM praveza kare che te sama prathama manayeAganA nidha kare che. maneyAganA nirodha karanArathI vacanayoga ane kAyayeAganA nirodha tA sheje thaI jAya che. baMdhuo ! AvuM uttama jInnana prApta karIne ApaNe mAnavatAnA daivI guDDA-mRtyanIti-sadAcAra-sa'yama Adi guNeA pragaTa karavAnA che. 66 tArA jIvana madiramAM teM kayI mUratI padharAvI che! bhAva bharelA zuddha jIvanamAM kayI zAbhA apanAvI che. jIvana maraNanI suMdara racanA kayI rIte ajamAvI che! aNumelI vastunI kiMmata kaI rIte kharacAvI che ? 'kaM !... A uttama jIvana uttama vastuethI ja zAle che. khAdya dekhAvathI mAnava jIvananI kiMmata nathI. dhana-vaibhavanA game teTalA ThaThArA hAya paNa je jIvanamAM dhama"nathI te tenI kaMI ja` ki"mata nathI. meAtI game teTaluM ki'matI hoya paNa jo enuM pANI sUkAI gayuM te mAtInI kaMI ja kiMmata nathI. dehu game teTalA suMdara hAya paNa temAMthI prANa uDI gayA pachI kreDanI kAMI ja kiMmata nathI tema mAnava jIvanamAM satyanIti-sadAcArasaMyama ane zuddha bhAvanAnuM nIra sUkAi gayuM haze te tenI paNa kaI ja kimata nathI. jema koi mUkha mANasa ki`matI vastune najIvI kiMmatamAM vecI nAMkhe che tema A va mehamAM masta banIne kAmabheAgamAM amUlya jIMdagI khacI nAMkhe che. mahAnapurUSA kahe che ke kartavyaniSTha aneA. Agama, vedapurANa Adi sarva bhAratIya zAstrAmAM katavyaparAyaNa banavAnA upadeza Apele che. kabya e jIvananA sAnI prakAza che. jIvananu navanIta che. ane jIvanane amara banAvanAra rasAyaNu che. katavyaniSTha AtmAone jagatamAM keAInI paravA hotI nathI. e te peAtAnA kAryamAM ja lIna rahe che. kanyanA phaLanI AzA paNa rAkhatA nathI. eka satI draupadIe dharmarAjAne prazna karyAM ke he svAmInAtha ! Apa ATalA vakhata dhaniSTha rahe che., sadAcAramaya jIvana vItAveA che, chatAM paNa tamane ATaluM badhu kaSTa paDe che, Apa vana vana bhaTako che ! jyAre ekAMta 'bhanI mUrti same duryAdhana pApanI ja pravRttimAM tallIna rahevA chatAM paNa saMsAranA virATa vaibhave bhegave che. eTale mane tA emaja lAge che ke jIvanamAM sukha meLavavu hAya tA chaLa-kapaTa ja karavA joIe.. tyAre dharmarAjAe smita karIne kahyu ke draupadI! e tamArI bhUla che. e tamArA bhrama che. huM kadI phaLanI AzAthI dharmakriyA karatA ja nathI. je mANasa phaLanI IcchAthI dhama kare che te bhUlAvAmAM paDelA che. huM te je kaMI karuM chuM. te mArI pharaja samajIne kara chuM, bIjuM koi ja karatA nathI.

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- papara duryodhana je kaMI sukhe bhagave che temAM enA pUrva puNyanI pradhAnatA che. enAmAM pApanI gaNatA ane puNyanI pradhAnatA che. jyAre mArA jIvanamAM pApanI pradhAnatA che ane puNyanI gaNatA che. jene zAstrakAroe phaLanI AzAthI karavAmAM AvatA tapa-japavrata-niyamane jIvananAM zalya kahAM che. ApaNI karaNI karma nirjarAnA hetuthI ja thavI joIe. kartavya dRSTithI thatI sAdhanAmAM senAnA jevI camaka Ave che. mahAna purU tapa-saMyama Adi ugra sAdhanA kama khapAvavA mATe ja karatA hatA. sukha mATe nahi. teo sAmethI karmanI udIraNA karavA jatAM hatAM. te ApaNane karmo udayamAM Ave che tene samatAmAve sahana karI levA zuM khoTA? jemane kartavyanuM bhAna nathI, jIvanamAM sadAcAra nathI tenA jIvananI kaMI ja kiMmata nathI. e AtmA traNa kALamAM paNa sukhI thaI zakatA nathI. sadAcArI manuSya ja sukhI che ane pApI te sadAne mATe duHkhI che. - kartavyaniSTha mAnavI enAM te uparathI ja parakhAI jAya che. jema keI vasane pArakhavuM hoya te enA tAra uparathI parakhAI jAya che ane zastra enI dhAra uparathI parakhAI jAya che. tema mAnava enA nAma uparathI nahi paNa kartavya uparathI parakhAI jAya che. tame je kuLamAM janmyA che. zrAvaka nAma dharAvyuM che. bhagavAne caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA karI che-sAdhu-sAdhI, zrAvaka, zrAvikA cAre ya maLIne saMgha bane che. tame paNa saMghanuM eka aMga che. tamAruM pada kaMI kama nathI. have tamAre paNa e ja vicAravAnuM rahe che ke zrAvaka kuLamAM janmyA pachI mAre mArA jIvanamAM kevAM kartavya karavAM joIe. vyavahArathI tame saMsAramAM rahyA che, paNa nizcaye te saMsAra choDavAnuM laNa ja hovuM joIe jyAM sudhI saMsAra heya nahi lAge tyAM sudhI tame tamAruM kartavya bajAvI zakaze nahi. Aje te saMghanI mITIMga che, bahAragAmathI paNa ghaNuM zrAvako AvyAM che, eTale vyAkhyAna lA vAgye pUrNa karavAnuM che. kartavya niSThAne sUra purAvatuM eka dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. rAjasthAnanA itihAsane eka senerI prasaMga che. citoDa upara jyAre vanavIra rAjA caDhI Ave tyAre citoDane rAjA bhayabhIta banI gaye. e pitAnA prANa bacAvavA citaDa cheDIne gupta rIte nAsI chUTe che tyAre pannA nAmanI eka dhAva mAtAne potAnA putra udayane seMpIne te jAya che. "panA! ame te game tyAM bhAgI jaIzuM. kadAca duzamana amArI pAchaLa paDaze te amane paNa mArI nAMkhaze. mATe tuM A mArA udayakumArane sAcavaje." ema kahIne cAlyA gaye. bIjI tarapha duSTa vanavIra nagna talavAra laIne mahelamAM Ave che. eNe e vicAra karyo ke rAjA bhale bhAgI gaye paNa ene eka putra che. e je jIvato haze te e mATe thatAM rAjya paDAvI leze. mATe ene pahelAM vadha karUM, pachI enA bApane zedhIne tene paNa TukaDe TukaDA karI nAMkhIza.

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pitAnI pharaja bajAvatAM pitAnA ja dIkarAnuM balidAna ApyuM panA e udayakumAranI dhAvamAtA hatI. paNa enI kartavyaniSThA kevI hatI? ene vanavIranA duSTa kartavyanI pahelethI ja khabara maLI hatI. paNa e gabharAI nahi. duSTa vanavIrane siMha garjanA karIne paDakAra karyo. Akhare kaThora kartavyanI ghaDI AvI pahoMcI. eka bAju udayasiMhanA rakSaNane savAla ha. pannA nimakahalAla hatI. pUrI svAmIbhaktA hatI eTale eNe pitAnA putrane rAjakumArane paheraveza paherAvIne sUvADa hate. ane udayakumArane potAnA putrane paherAve tevA kapaDAM paherAvIne pAchaLanA rUmamAM sUvADa hatuM. pannAnI pAse AvIne vanavIra pUche che udayasiMha kayAM che? pannA kahe che. mahArAjA, huM tamane udayakumAra hamaNAM ja batAvuM chuM. paNa mane to A tamArI camakatI talavAra joIne bIka lAge che. chatAM paNa batAvyA vinA to chUTake ja nathI ema kahIne svAmI bhaktinA kartavya para daDha rahIne panAe potAnA putrane rAjakumAranA paheravezamAM sUvADe hato te batAvyuM. kaThora hadayanA vanavIre talavAranA eka ja prahArathI kulathI paNa kamaLa evA pannAnA putrane udayasiMha mAnIne pUro karI dIdhuM. AvI duSTa rIte potAnA putranuM mRtyu thayeluM jeIne kaI mAtAne duHkha na thAya? aMtaramAM te khUba ja AghAta lAgyo paNuM kartavya adA karavAnI baLavAna bhAvanA hatI, eTale manamAM e ja vicAra karyo ke je mArI AMkhamAM AMsu Avaze te A duSTa vanavIra samajI jaze. eTale eNe AMkhamAM TIpuM paNa AvavA dIdhuM nahi. pitAne putra nahi paNa rAjakumAra marAyo che e ja dekhAva karyo. udayasiMhane mArIne vanavIra te cAlyo gaye. bIjI tarapha pannAe e nirNaya karyo che ke udaya jyAM sudhI moTo na thAya tyAM sudhI mAre enuM barAbara rakSaNa karavuM. have kadAca vanavIrane A vAtanI jANa thAya to baMne bAjuthI duHkhI thAuM. mATe udayane laIne ahIMthI bhAgI javAmAM ja sAra che. ema vicAra karI eka moTA karaMDiyAmAM pAMdaDA pAtharI vacamAM udayane sUvADI upara pAMdaDA DhAMkI karaMDiye peka karI eka vizvAsu mANasa sAthe nagara bahAra mokalAvI dIdhuM ane pite paNa gupta rIte gAma bahAra cAlI gaI. pannA udayanA rakSaNa khAtara bhAgI chUTI pannA udayakumArane laIne gharagharamAM ghUme che. jene tyAM te Azraya mAMgavA jAya tyAMthI tene jAkAre maLavA lAge. kAraNa ke vanavIranI cAre tarapha hAka vAgatI hatI. ene julama khUba hatuM eTale pannAne koIe Azraya na Ape. eTale te udayane laIne vana vana bhaTakI, DuMgarAomAM daDamajala karI. kAMTA-kAMkarA ane hiMsaka pazuonI paNa eNe paravA na karI. chevaTe aravallInA durgama pahADo ane IDaranA kUTa mArgo pasAra karIne, te zA. 70.

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55 kuMbhalamerU tu paheAMcI, A duganA killedAra AzAzAha nAmanA eka jaina vaNika hatA. ane tyAM jaIne pannAe pAtAnI badhI ApavItI suNAvI ane kahyuM ke Apa te jaina che. tamArA dilamAM yAnA vAsa che. mATe mArA rAjAnA prANa macAveA. eTalA mATe ja huM temane ApatA kheALAmAM mUkavA AvI chuM. ATalA mATe ja me' Apanu zaraNa lIdhuM che. AzAzAha kahe che bahena! tArI vAta sAcI che paNa vanavIra jANe tA mAru mAta thaI jAya mATe huM' tane Azraya nahi ApI zakuM. A samaye AzAzAhanI vaye vRddha mAtA pAse ja beThI hatI. peAtAnA putranI kAyaratA ane kanyathI patita thatA joIne mAtAne khUba duHkha lAgyuM. putrane Thapake| ApatAM te kahevA lAgI. AzA ! dhikkAra che tArA jIvatarane! AnA karatAM tuM mArA peTe patharo pAkayA hota te sAru` hatu`. dhAtrIghATe kapaDAM dhovA to kAma Avata ! huM vAMjhaNI rahI heAta te zuM khATu? eka zaraNAgatane tuM Azraya nathI ApI zakatA? AzAbhera tArA zaraNe AvelI khAI ne jAkAro ApatAM tane zarama nathI AvatI ? niraparAdhIene atyAcArIenA trAsathI bacAvavAnI tArAmAM zakti che, chatAM paNa prANanA mADumAM paDIne byadhama thI tuM kema DagI rahyo che? je mAnavI koInA duHkhamAM sahAyaka nathI banatA tenu jIvana vyartha che. dIkarA! mane te tArA para evA gussA Ave che ke je ATalAmAM talavAra paDI heAta tA hAthamAM laine tArI DAka uDAvI deta. mAtAnA kaThora zabda sAMbhaLI AzAzAhanuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM ane te mAtAnA caraNumAM paDI gayA. mAtAnA zUrAtana bharelA vacana sAMbhaLI AzAzAhumAM hiM'mata AvI gaI. eTale AyeA-he mAtA ! AvI vIramAtAnA putra thaine huM AvA DarapeAka kema banI zakuM? mA, tuM eDI chuM ne huM prANanA tuccha mehamAM paDI jaine kartavyanI avahelanA have naThui karuM. mAtA ! have mArA bhrama bhAMgI gayA. te... mane katavyapAlananuM sAcuM' bhAna karAvyuM. putranA zabdo sAMbhaLI mAtAnI chAtI gajagaja phulavA lAgI. mAtAnuM hRdaya vatsalatAthI umarAvA lAgyuM ane peAtAnA putranA mAthe vahAlabharyAM hAtha pheravavA lAgI. vIra AzAzAhe uddayasiMhane peAtAnA bhatrIo karIne sthApyA. udayasiMhu meTA thatAM khIjA sAmaMtAnA sAtha laIne vanavIrane harAvI citADanuM rAjya pAchuM meLavyuM. pannAnA maneAratha pUrA thayA. uyasiMha citADanI gAdI upara beThA tyAre pannAnA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che pannA ! tu' ja mArI sAcI mAtA che. tArI mArA upara anahada upakAra che. tArA upakArane badalA huM kaI rIte vALI zakIza ? mArI khAtara teM tArA ekanA eka lAlanA lega ApyA che. have huM AjathI tArA sAcA putra chuM. tArI caraNaraja mastake caDhAvyA vinA huM A siMhAsana para nahi esa. baMdhue ! pannA dhAvamAtA heAvA chatAM paNa enA jIvanamAM keTalI katavyaniSThA

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hatI. potAnI paravA na karI paNa udayaneA vALa vAMke na thAya te mATe eNe keTalI kALajI rAkhI. AzAzAhe paNa ene sahakAra ApI peAtAnuM kartavya kharAkhara majAvyuM. keta vyaniSTha vyaktie kaSTanA kAMTAthI DarI jaine paNa peAtAnA mArga cheDatI nathI. peAtAnI prasannatA cheDatI nathI. ane te kartavyane koI leAbha-svAtha ke pratyeAbhananA badalAmAM vecatI paNa nathI. tamane ema thaze ke A te ghaNAM junA vakhatanI vAta che. paNa hamaNAM thADA vakhata pahelAM khanelI eka vAta kahuM. eka DaoNkaTara khUba hAMziyAra hatA. enI pAse seMkaDA dI e AvatAM hatAM. DAkaTarane jaza paNa sAthe maLatA hatA. ane pote sevA paNa khUba karatA hatA. dareka nI ene khUba dhyAnathI tapAsatA hatA, ane te pramANe upacAra paNa karatA. dardI sAjA thaIne DokaTaranA khUba upakAra mAnatA. eka divasa evuM banyu` ke DaoNkaTara pAse eka pachI eka dI e AvatAM gayA. e divase DokaTarane jamavAnA paNa TAIma na maLyA. sAMje thAkayA pAkayA ghera AvIne khurazImAM beTho che. enI patnI garama garama cA manAvI rahI che. evAmAM eka mANasa doDatA AvIne kahe che DokaTara sAheba! mAre ekanA eka dIkarA meDA uparathI paDI gayA che, ene mAthAmAM khIleA vAgyA che. leAhI hAlyuM jAya che, Apa jaldI padhAro. tyAre DAkaTara kahe che bhAI! thADIvAra esa. A cA thAya eTale pI lauM ane huM... khUba thAkI gayA chuM eTale pA kalAka ArAma karIne pachI AvuM chuM. DokaTaranA zabdo sAMbhaLI enI patnI suzIlA kahe cheH ahA svAmInAtha! atyAre tamane cA pIvAnA ke ArAma karavAnA adhikAra nathI. enA chekarA bebhAna thaI ne paDayA hoya tyAM vAra karAya ja nahi. A jagyAe tamAro dIkaro paDI gayA haiAta, enA mAthAmAM ghA paDayA hota teA zu tame cA pIvA rokAta kharA ? atyAre to tamAre tarata ja javuM joI e. ane dardIne dardImAM kema rAhata thAya evA ilAjo karavA e tamAru kanya che. patnInA zabdo sAMbhaLI DAkaTarane peAtAnA kartavyanuM bhAna thayuM. cA pIvAnuM eDIne chekarAne jovA mATe enA mApanI sAthe gayA ane peAtAnA kartavyanuM pAlana karyuM. a'e! have tame tamArA katavyamAM keTalA parAyaNa che. e ja jovAnu rahyu. mAnavajanma pAmIne dareka manuSya kartavyanuM pAlana karavAnu che. saMsAramAM rahIne saMsAra ane sayama ane sAiDeA tapAsavAnI che. tamArA cApaDAmAM jamA ane udhAra ane khAtA pADA che. temAM AgaLa jamAnuM khAtuM ane pAchaLa udhAranuM khAtu evuM nathI hatuM. paNa jamA ane udhAra sAme sAme rAkheA che. tema tame paNa tamArA jIvanamAM keTalA guNNA apanAvyA che, keTalAM zubha kAryAM karyAM che ane keTalA azubha kAryoM karyAM che, enA cApaDo kadI tapAsyA che? tamArA vahepAranA savAhAthanA cApaDA rAkhyAM che, paNa AtmAne mATe eka nAnakaDI DAyarI paNa nathI rAkhI. dara varSe navA cApaDA lakhA che.

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papada paNa jUnA copaDA te sAcavIne rAkhe che. tamArI pAse vIsa varSanA jUnA cepaDA mAMge te paNa sAcavIne rAkhe che. tame mAne che ke e te amAruM senuM che. tamane jeTalI copaDA sAcavavAnI kALajI che eTalI AtmAne sAcavavAnI kALajI nathI je tamArAmAM kartavya niSThA heta te jIvanamAM judI ja camaka hota. garIbImAM paNa amIrI joIe. duHkhamAM paNa sahanazIlatA hovI joIe. pannAe pite keTalAM kacho veThIne udayanI rakSA karI. eja udaya rAjA banatAM pannAnA harSane pAra na rahyo. tema tamArA jIvanane udaya pragaTAve heya to AvI daDhatA keLa. bharadariyAmAM deve vahANa DolAvyAM, chatAM paNa moDhAmAMthI ema na kahyuM ke mAro dharma cheTe che. A hate sAce zrAvaka. maraNa Ave te paNa zuM? mArA dharma karatAM zuM jIvana vizeSa che? dharma e ja mAro prANa che. mArA jIvatara khAtara dharmane vece e mAruM kartavya nathI. enA jIvanamAM zraddhAne dIpaka jalate hatA. tame paNa tamArA jIvanamAM kartavyano dIpaka pragaTAvaje. satya-nIti ane sadAcAranI saurabhathI jIvanane mahekAvaje. to ja mAnavajIvananI sArthakatA che. samaya thaI gayo che. vizeSa bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAnanaM. 77 Aso suda 6 ne somavAra, tA. pa-10-70 anaMtajJAnI, caramatIrthakara bhagavaMta mahAvIra svAmIe kahyuM che ke tatvane samajavA mATe A sonerI samaya che. kheDUta varSAkALa AvatAM pahelAM zuM kare che? e jamInane kheDIne kAMkarA Adi sApha karIne varasAdanI rAha jue che. varasAda Ave ke tarata ja bIja vAvI de che. varasAda AvatAM pahelAM AkAzamAM vAdaLAM thAya che. mera TahUkAra kare che, gAjavIja thAya che ane pachI varasAda tUTI paDe che. A joIne kheDUtanuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThe che. ane nAnA bALako paNa varasAda joIne harSathI nAce che, kUde che, paNa baMnenA AnaMdamAM phera hoya che. bALaka te mAtra varasAda paDavAthI ja AnaMda pAme che. jyAre kheDUta te vAvyA pachI ema jaze ke bIjamAMthI aMkura phUTayA, aMkurAmAMthI choDavA thayAM, phUla ane phaLa AvyAM ane chevaTe anAjanA gADA bharAya te ja ene AnaMda Ave che. ekalA varasAdathI kheDUtane AnaMda Avato nathI. te ja rIte jIvanamAM

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pipa7 paNa bIja rUpe guNe rahelAM che. tenA upara dhamarAdhanA rUpI varasAda varasAvavAne che. pachI jovAnuM e che ke guNarUpI aMkura phUTayA? guNanuM pragaTIkaraNa thayuM ? ghaNI vakhata jIvano AnaMda paNa nAnA bALaka jevo hoya che. koI paNa mahela banAvavo hoya te tene pAye majabUta joIe. te ja te mahela game tevA jhaMjhAvAtamAM paNa TakI zake che. temAM tamArA jIvanamAM dharmarUpI mahela caNa haze te saddaguNonA pAyA majabUta ane uMDA nAkhavA paDaze. dharmarUpI bIjanuM vAvetara karavA mATe anukULa gati hoya te te manuSya gati che. devagatimAM puNyane dhodha jambara che paNa temAM cAritranA bIja vAvI zakAtAM nathI. tiryaMca ane nArakImAM to ekhara bhUmi che eTale tyAM paNa saMyamanI sAdhanA thaI zakatI nathI. ane manuSyanI bhUmi kALI mATI jevI che. temAM thoDuM vA te paNa aneka gaNuM ugI nIkaLe che. mATe tame pramAda tyAgIne manuSya janma saphaLa karI le. saMyamanI suMdara sAdhanA manuSya janmamAM ja thaI zake che. jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke "jAgRti eTaluM jIvana ane pramAda teTaluM patana." jAgRti pUrvaka jIvana jIvazo te ja mRtyu sudharaze. ane mRtyu tyAre ja sArthaka thAya ke jyAre tamAro paheleka sudhare. eTale manuSyane je jIvana jIvatAM AvaDe to ja te mRtyuMjaya banI zake che. mRtyu darekane mATe anivArya che. paNa jJAnI hasatAM hasatAM mRtyune bheTe che jyAre ajJAnI mamatvane kAraNe mRtyu samaye raDe che. mATe jIvanane saphaLa banAvavuM hoya to dharmane jIvanamAM utAre. bhUgu purohitanA be putra devabhadra ane abhadra jAgRta thaI gayAM che. temaNe pitAne kahI dIdhuM ke ame jyAM sudhI dharma-karmane samajatA na hatAM tyAM sudhI pApakarmonuM AcaraNa karyuM, paNa have ame samajaNanA gharamAM AvyA chIe. have ame viSaya sukhenA pralebhanamAM paDIe tema nathI. haju paNa teo zuM kahe che - abbhAhayammi logammi, savvao parivArie / - jamodAdiM vahantIraM, rihari ne DuM u. a. 14-21 he pitAjI! amogha zastradhArAo paDavAthI sarva dizAomAM pIDita banelA A lekamAM have amane A gharamAM AnaMda Avato nathI. - bAluDAo zuM kahe che-pitAjI! amane have gharamAM AnaMda AvatuM nathI tamArI aDadhI jiMdagI cAlI gaI. ghaDapaNe ghere ghAle, te paNa gharane moha ghaTavAne badale vadhato ja jAya che. paNa devAnupriye ! samaje. A leka cAre bAjuethI duHkhamAM gherAyeluM che. enA upara tIkaNadhAravALA zastronI amogha dhArAe varasI rahI che. evA saMsAramAM AnaMda kema Ave che? be bALake kahe che pitAjI ! Apa vicAra karo ke jema eka mRga hoya ene kaI paNa rIte deraDAthI bAMdhI lIdhuM che. have e mRgane cAre taraphathI

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papeTa paNa majabUta zikArIe mAra mAratA hoya. have e mRga chUTavA mATe phAMphA mAre che madhane bAMdhI dIdhA che eTale kevI rIte chUTI zake ?mArane khUba trAsa chUTayA che. tIvra vedanAne anubhava karatAM e mRgane AnaMdanu nAma nizAna kayAMthI heAya? evI rIte je manuSya viSaya pAzathI madhAI gayeA hAya ane rAga-dveSa meAha Ardra malllAnA prahAra paDatAM hAya e sthitimAM tene gharamAM AnaMda kevI rIte Ave ? tame kaheA ke na kaheA paNa saMsAramAM vadhAI rahyAM che. duHkhathI gherAI gayelA che. paNa mAha mAyAnA evA jhera caDI gayAM che ke e duHkha tamane duHkharUpe lAgatu nathI, jene jherI nAga karaDayA hAya, jhera khUba vyApI gayu. hAya evA mANasane kaDavA lImaDA cavaDAvavAmAM Ave ane pUchavAmAM Ave ke bhAi ! lImaDo kevA lAge che ? tA kaheze ke mane teA mIThA lAge che. jheranA prabhAvathI kaDavA lImaDA mIThA lAge che tema ajJAnI viSayAsakta AtmAone mithyA meAhunA kAraNe viSa jevA viSayasukhA mIThAM lAge che. tame paNa kyAreka te saMsAranA duHkhathI kaTALI jAva che. gharamAM beThA huM! tyAre tamArA zrImatIjI kahe ke mAre AvI sADI joI e che, AvA dAgInA joI e che gharethI uThIne dukAne gayA aa khabara paDI ke vaDepAramAM maMdI AvI che. ATalI khATa gaI che tyAM tamAruM' mAthuM bhamI jAya che. tyAMthI uThIne pharavA gayA tA tyAM leNIyAtA maLyA ne paisAnI mAMgaNI karavA lAgyA. kheleA, have tamane kayAMya zAMti che kharI ? chatAM zu tamane kema AnaMda Ave che ? ugatI uMmaramAM A baMne bALako kahe che huM pitAjI ! AvA duHkhamaya saMsAramAM amane bilakula Anada AvatA nathI. samajaNapUrvaka jee saMsAranA tyAga kare che tene tyAgamArgamAM alaukika AnaMdra Ave che. je leAkoe khamIrathI tyAga karyAM tee! amIra banyA. mAtra vezaparivartana rUpa tyAga lAMbe samaya TakI zakatA nathI. cha mahine raMga utarI jAya che. tyAganA raMga kayAre Take? aMdarathI Ave tyAre. haLadaramAM raMgelA kapaDAM na bhIMjavA tyAM sudhI ane taDake na mUko tyAM sudhI ja ra'ga rahe, paNa ene jevuM taDake mUkavAmAM Ave tevA ja enA raMga uDI jAya che. gharamAM kajiyA hoya, anukULatA na hoya ane pratikULatAne laI ne gharamAMthI kaMTALIne dIkSA laIne nIkaLI gayA hAya ene haLadarIyA raMga jevA vairAgya kahevAya. manamAM vairAgya nathI Avye paNa jIvanamAM muzIbata AvI che. tyAga vairAgyamAMthI ja Ave che. vairAgya kayAre Ave ? jJAnathI pugalanI asAratA samajAya, pudgalane meLavavA khAtara ja A badhI viTaMkhanAe sahana karavI paDe che. have e sahana karavAnuM ANuM kema thAya e vicAraNA jAge te vairAgya Ave. pugalanA

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ta AganA pariNAme badhI avadazA ubhI thAya che. aMdaranuM svAmItva dekhAI jAya che ane dAsapaNa' upara Ave che. kA~kha dhana vastumAM nathI paNa AsaktimAM je vonI sAdhanA pachI, varSAnA cAritra pachI ane varSonA abhyAsa pachI e taTasthatA Ave che. anukULa saMcAgA hAya ke pratikULa samegA hoya, paNa dareka prasaMge cittamAM sUmannA rAkhavI e kaMi vAtA karavAthI na bane, za pratye zaThaMtA karavI e sa`sArItu ama che. ane zarU pratye paNa saujanyatA rAkhavI e sAdhutAnu' kAma che. A samatA eTale sAdhuvA, ajJAnatAne lIdhe AtmA amara hAvA chatAM vAravAra mAtanA vicAra kare che. mRtyu e deha mATe eka hakIkata che. deha maravAnA che, huM maravAnA nathI. huM te kyAMka ime rahevAnA . AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje gAyuM che ke : 1 66 gati pakaDeMge / ' deha vinAzI hama avinAzI, apanI A zarIra vinAzI che. e te ahIM ja paDI rahevAnu che. sagAvahAlAM ene uMcakIne zmazAne laI javAnA che ane citAmAM geAThavIne khALI mUkavAnA che. paNa huM avinAzI chuM. huM maravAnA nathI. AtmA avinAzI che evu' jIvane bhAna thAya, jJAna thAya tA cAvIse kalAka A jIva zarIranI mamatAmAM, dhananI ciMtAmAM, pratiSThAnA mAhamAM ane mArApaNAnA ajJAnamAM mUMjhAIne je sahana karI rahyo che e sahana karavAmAMthI te mukta thai jAya che. dakSiNa amerikAmAM cIlI nAmanA eka pradeza che. emAM ghaNIvAra dharatIkaMpa thAya che. tyAM ghaNA dharatIka'pa thatA haiAvAthI tyAMnA leAkeAe nakkI karyu ke ApaNe uMcA makAnA khAMdhavA nahi. makAnA meATA bAMdhIzu te e ja ApaNA mRtyunuM kAraNa khanaze. eTale cIlI dezanA mANasA makAnanA pAyA UMDA echA nAMkhe ane makAna uMcA paNa na qhAMdhe, ke jenA bhArathI mANasA dakhAIne marI jAya. e samaje che ke game te samaye dharatIka pu thAya, game te ghaDIe AMca Ave ane ApaNe khar3Ara nIkaLavuM paDe te paNa vAMdhe nahi. badhuM salAmata karIne ja teo rahe che. AtmAnA amaratvanA aparAkSa jene anu. bhava thAya che te saMsAramAM rAga-dveSanA pAyA uMDA na nAMkhe. e tA cIlI pradezamAM vasatA mANasAnI jema A dehamAM apramattapaNe vase che. madhue ! tame jANeA che ne ke saMsAramAM dareka vastu keTalI caMcaLa che ! cIlImAM te amuka TAIme dharatIkaMpa thAya paNu A jIvanamAM tA kaI ghaDIe dharatIka pa thaze tenI peAtAne khabara nathI. pepa2ezamAM vAMce che ne ke sAMje sUtelA mAjIsa savAre uDhyA ja nahi. ApaNe sAMbhaLIe chIe ke amuka ThekANe gayelA mAthusa tyAMthI pA AnyA ja nahi. eTale A saMsAra cIlI pradeza jevA che. ene emAM satata bhaya rahela che. kaI ghaDIe zu' manaze e kahI zakAya nahi.

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pache 4 AtmA rUpI rahevAsAe zuM karavuM joIe? cIlI pradezanA mANaso be kAma kare che. pAye De nahi ane divAla te tIMga nahi. tema A saMsAramAM baMdhuo! rAgateSanA pAyA uMDA nAMkhavA nahi ane mehanI divAle UMcI caNavI nahi. A be vastuo khUba sAvadhAnIpUrvaka karavAnI che. Aje te jyAM ne tyAM pAyA khUba UMDA naMkhAya che. jyAM ne tyAM mArA ne tArAnA tephAna che. rAga ane dveSanI rAmAyaNa vaMcAya che. pahelAM te jara, jamIna ane jerU mATe jhaghaDA thatAM hatAM, paNa Aje te paMthane mATe, saMpradAyane mATe, bhASAne mATe jyAM juo tyAM jhaghaDA saLagI uThayAM che. je taravAnuM sAdhana che, jenAthI AtmakalyANa karavAnuM che, rAga-dveSa ochA karavAnA che enA nAme je ajJAnIo jhaghaDA kare che te amRtane jhera banAvavA uThayA che. mahAnubhAve ! ATaluM sAMbhaLyA pachI, samajyA pachI tamane lAge che ne ke A saMsAramAM mAre Dagale ne pagale sAvadhAna rahevAnI jarUra che. "sAvadhAnI teTalI salAmatIgaphalata teTalI galata" saMsAranuM kaI paNa kArya karatAM keInI sAthe tIvra mana duHkha na thAya, kadAca ghaDIbhara keInI sAthe manaduHkha thaI gayuM te sAMja paDe enI pAse kSamApanA mAMgI copaDA cokhA banAvI levAM, kAraNa ke AvatI kAlanuM prabhAta jevAne vakhata Avaze ke nahi tenI AtmAne khabara nathI. AvI jJAna dazA Ave te A kAyA, dhana, vigere je saMsAranA uMDA pAyA nAMkhavAnuM kAraNa bane che te Atma sAdhanAnuM kAraNa banI jAya che. jagatamAM jeTalA divaso rahevuM, jeTalA mahinAo ane keTalAM varSo rahevuM temAM ajANatAM paNa ApaNA pApane pAye na naMkhAya te mATe jAgRta rahevuM. bhUlathI paNa je pApane pAye naMkhAI gaye te samajI leje ke tamAre ja sahana karavAnuM che. tetiMga divAlanuM nukazAna keIne thavAnuM nathI. tamane ja thaze. dharatIkaMpa thAya che tyAre tesiMga divAla bAMdhanArane ja revuM paDe che. jema mANasa khUba lAbha kare, ahaMkAra kare, duniyAnI khUba upAdhio ubhI kare te karanArane ja upAdhio nIce daTAI javuM paDe che. je mANasa AkhI jiMdagI sudhI dhanane mATe ja dhamAla karato rahe che, AsaktimAM gaLA sudhI kheMcI jAya che tenI dazA bagaDI jAya che. jyAre mRtyu AvIne hAtha pakaDe che tyAre rAMkanI jema hAya hAya karato mare che. mRtyu samaye jIvanaparyata karelAM mehamAyAnuM nATaka enI najara samakSa khaDuM thAya che. ahIM eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka gAmamAM eka dhanADhaya mANasa raheto hato. teNe tenI AkhI jiMdagI dhana bheguM karavAmAM vitAvI hatI. paraMtu tene sadupayoga na karyo. tenI rageragamAM kRpaNutA vyApI gaI hatI. te vyAjavaTAva ane gIrane dhaMdho karatA hatA. eka vakhata A mANasa bimAra paDe. tene pAMca putro hatAM. teo bApujInI khaDe page sevA karavA lAgyA. putroe vicAra karyo ke have bApujIne aMtaHkALa najIka Ave che eTale temanuM citta dharmadhyAnamAM joDAya tema karavuM, jethI temanuM mRtyu sudharI jAya. paNa jeNe AkhI

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jiMdagImAM dharmadhyAna karyuM na hoya, bhagavAnanuM nAma na lIdhuM hoya, tenuM citta have dhamAM ke prabhumAM kayAMthI cUMTe? zeThanI paNa evI hAlata hatI. dIkarAoe kahyuMbApujI! have dharmadhyAnamAM citta jeke! paraMtu bApujI te jIvanabhara mAyAnA kIDA ja banyAM hatAM. dharmamAM temaNe kadI citta jeDayuM na hatuM. eTale teo tarata ja bolI uThayA. beTA ! pelA gharamAM rahetA jATa pAse baso rUpiyA leNu che, je bhUlI na jate. bIjA dIkarAne thayuM ke bApujIne IzvaranuM samaraNa karAvuM, eTale teNe kahyuM. bApujI! have IzvaranuM nAma le. paNa zeTha IzvaranuM nAma kyAMthI le? Izvara ane mAyAne te vera heya che. Izvara ane mAyAne ubhA rahe paNa banatuM nathI. eTale te kahevA lAgya-are dIkarA ! pelA IzvaraprasAda para dAvo karavAnuM che. eNe mUDI ke vyAja kazuM ja ApyuM nathI. te mane yAda karAvI ApyuM te ThIka thayuM. eTalAmAM trIje dIkare AvyuM. ane teNe kahyuM-bApujI! have tame be ghaDInA mahemAna che. mATe rAma rAma kare. rAma-rAma zabda kAne paDatAM zeThane kaI purANI smRti tAjI thaI hoya tema bolI uThayA. are beTA ! pelA rAmA hajAmanuM khAtuM jarA joI leje. eNe ApaNane pUrA rUpiyA ApyA che ke nahi? the dIkaro kahe che bApujI! kRSNanuM smaraNa karaze. tyAre zeTha tarata ja belI uThayA. beTA! te yAda karAvyuM te sAruM thayuM. pele kIsane maLI che ne, enI pAsethI ApaNuM leNI rakamanA badalAmAM daza maNa anAja levAnuM che te bhUlate nahi. pachI te badhAya dIkarAo ekI sAthe bolI uThayAM ke bApujI! A badhuM ja bhulIne have bhagavAnanuM nAma le. paraMtu zeThanI buddhi upara mAyAne gADha paDado paDe hate. eTale ene bhagavAnanuM nAma yAda karatAnI sAthe bhagavAna brAhmaNa pAse pAMca so rUpiyA mAMgatA hatAM te yAda AvyA. ane kahe che beTA ! te tame yAda karIne laI Avaje. A rIte zeThanA manamAM maratAM sudhI leNadeNanA vicAre ja cAlu rahayA. paNa tenuM citta IzvaramAM na lAgyuM te na ja lAgyuM. A daSTAMta sAMbhaLIne tamane zeTha upara hasavuM Ave che. paNa baMdhuo ! AmAM kaMI hasavA jevuM nathI. maraNa samaye jevuM zeThanuM jIvana banI gayuM hatuM tevuM ja dayAjanaka jIvana A duniyAmAM hajAro vyaktionuM banI gayuM che. tamAruM jIvana paNa aMtima samaye AvuM dayAjanaka na bane, bIjAne hasavuM Ave tevuM na banI jAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhaje. atyArathI ja mRtyu sudhAravA prayatna karatAM raheje. be putro kahe che ke, pitAjI ! A moha mAyAthI bharelA saMsAramAM amane gamatuM nathI. tamArA gharamAM amane AnaMda AvatuM nathI. haju AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. zA. 71

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vyAkhyAna........na, 78 AsA suda 7 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 6-10-70 bhRgu purahitanA be putrA cAritra aMgIkAra karavA mATe utsuka banyAM che. eTale te temanA pitAne kahe che huM pitAjI! cAre taraphathI ameAgha zastradhArAonA varasAda varase che. ane Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhiothI vidhAI javAya che. evA gharamAM have amane Ana' AvatA nathI, mAnava jIvananI sArthakatA cAritramAM che. sa`sAranAM sukhA te anaMtakALathI bhAgavatA ja AvyA chIe. emAM kaMI ja navInatA AvI nathI. maMdhue ! jene AdhyAtmika kSetramAM vikAsa sAdhavAnu mana thAya che tene ja cAritranI mahattA samajAya che. e ja manuSyA cAritranuM mUlya samaje che. jemane AgaLa vadhavAnI bhAvanA nathI temane cAritranuM mahAtmya samajAtuM nathI. jemane jIvanamAM ucca vastunI siddhi prApta karavI nathI ene cAritranI vAta kayAMthI game! cAritra e lAkaDA cIravAnuM kAma nathI paNa lAkaDAmAMthI uttama prakAranI smRti ghaDavAnu kAma che. aNaghaDa kArIgara e kAma karI zakatA nathI. jene peAtAnA jIvanane lAkaDAnA phADacA jevuM banAvavu che te cAritra tarapha najara na kare, paNa jene peAtAnu jIvana maneAhara mUrti samAna anAvavuM che tene cAritra tarapha lakSya ApavuM ja paDaze. kAraNa ke cAritra e evI cIja che ke te IcchA karatAM paNa adhika uttama jIvana banAve che. *cAritra e manuSya jIvanamAM rahelA kacarAne sApha karI tejasvI khanAve che. manuSyajIvanamAM rahelI pracaMDa zaktiene cAritra jagADI zake che. cAritravAna manuSya peAtAnA zarIra ane mana upara peAtAnI sattA jamAvI temAMthI lAbha meLave che. mATe jemane uttama banavAnI icchA hAya temaNe cAritranI siddhi tA avazya karavI ja paDaze, cAritranI zakti e ekaDA sahita mIDA jevI che. je jIvananAM mUlyane vadhAryA ja kare che. sat cAritra mATe manuSye peAtAnA jIvananI dareka zaktione kasavI paDe che ane tethI ja manuSyanI zaktionA vikAsa thAya che. manuSya jyAre peAtAnI zaktionA zuddha upa cAga kare che tyAre tenAmAM cAritra pragaTe che. cAritra pragaTe che tyAre devatva ane Izvarava tenAmAM AvI jAya che. mATe jo kalyANu karavu hAya ane mAnavabhavanI mahattA tamane samajANI hAya teA cAritra aMgIkAra karavuM joie.

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pa AkhI jiMdagI para pudgalanA saMgrahamAM vItAvI. koDa ne abajonI mikta bhegI karI paNa enAthI adhika kiMmatI hoya te A mAnavabhava che. pagalika padArtho tame jene kiMmatImAM kiMmatI mAne che te lAkha-koDa ke abajanI kiMmata ApIne kharIdI zakAya che, paNa mAnava bhavanI ekeka kSaNa evI amUlya che ke tene keDanAM mUlya cUkavatAM paNa kharIdI zakAze nahi. have tame ja kaho ke jenAM mUlya ApatAM vastu maLe tenI kiMmata vadhAre ke mUlya cUkavatAM paNa na maLe tenI kiMmata vadhAre! dharma samajyA pachI manuSyane samayanI ane vastunI kiMmata samajAya che. zreNika mahArAjAne anAthI nigraMthano bheTo thaye na hatuM tyAre teo zikAramAM masta hatAM. garbhavaMtI haraNIne garbha sahita vIMdhI nAMkhI ane emAM e tIvra rasa reDa ke pariNAme temaNe narakanuM AyuSya bAMdhI dIdhuM, tyAra pachI anAthI nigraMthane bheTo thatAM dharma pAmyA. evuM pAmI gayA ke e bhagavAna mahAvIranA parama bhakta banI gayAM. eka vakhata bhagavAnane prazna karyo ke prabhu! huM marIne kayAM jaIza? bhagavAna kahe che zreNika ! tArA bhAgyamAM AyuSyanA paDelA baMdhathI narakanI zI rau vedanAo lakhAyelI che. paramAdhAmIo potAnA khaMjaro laIne tamArI pratikSA karI rahyA che. baMdhuo! ahIM tamArI zarama ne lAMca rUzvata cAlaze, paNa karmarAjAnI keTemAM cakavati ne ciMtharehAla, zrImaMta ane raMka sarve sarakhAM che. sarvene samAna InsApha maLe che. pite narakamAM jaze e sAMbhaLI zreNika rAjAne evo AghAta lAge ke hAthamAM bhikSAnuM pAtra laIne magadhanI zerIe zerIe ghUmavuM paData temAM je duHkha ke dInatA na lAgata tenAthI paNa vadhu duHkha zreNikane lAgyuM. mA vihoNuM bALaka jema dayAmaNuM thaIne rahe tema AMkhamAM AMsu lAvIne kahe che prabhu! zuM, Apane bhakta narakanI rau rau bhaDake baLatI javALAomAM bhaDathuM banaze ? zuM prabhu! Ane koI upAya ja nathI, ke lalATanA lekha upara mekha mArI zakAya? bhagavAna kahe che zreNika, karmarAjAnI korTamAM koInuM cAle tema nathI. prabhu! Ane kaMIka te upAya batAvo. kadAca magadhanuM virATa rAjya choDI devuM paDaze te choDavA taiyAra chuM. paNa kaMIka rasto batAve. ema kahI zreNika rAjA DUsakA bharIne raDavA lAgyA. bhagavAna te sarvajJa hatA. badhuM ja jANatAM hatAM. teo kahe che zreNika! tame garbha sahita haraNIne vadhI nAMkhI. temAM khUba harakhAyA. te vakhate narakAyuSya baMdha paDI gaye che. emAM mInamekha phera paDI zake tema nathI. chatAM eka upAya che. tArI kapilA nAmanI dAsI dAna Ape, kAlasaurika kasAI eka divasanI hiMsA baMdha kare. athavA te puNiye zrAvaka eka sAmAyikanuM vacanadAna Ape te tamAre lalATe lakhAyelA lekha upara mekha lAge. magadhanA rAjyasiMhAsana mATe abhiSeka thaye te vakhate paNa je AnaMda anubhavyo

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ma hato tenAthI adhika AnaMda prabhunA premabharyA vacane sAMbhaLIne anubhavyA. kapiladAsIne dAna ApavA kahyuM, paNa eNe dAna ApavAnI hA na pADI tyAre ene hAthe cATavo bAMdhIne dAna apAvyuM. kAlasaurika kasAIne eka divasa hiMsA baMdha karavAnuM kahayuM, e na mAnyuM tyAre ene kUvAmAM UMdhe mastake laTakAvyuM. tyAre eNe kUvAmAM pADA cItarIne mAryA. dravyathI hiMsA na karI paNa enA pariNAma te hiMsAmaya ja rahyAM. eTale prabhue kapilAnA dAnane dAna tarIke mAnya na karyuM. kAlasaurikanI evI ahiMsAne bhagavAne hiMsA ja kahI tyAre zreNika rAjA puNiyA zrAvakanI jhuMpaDIe gayAM. pitAne AMgaNe magadhanarezane AvelAM joIne puNI zrAvaka kahe cheH padhAre mahArAjA ! Aje mAruM garIbanuM AMgaNuM pAvana thayuM. zreNika rAjA namratApUrvaka kahe chemane eka sAmAyikanuM dAna Ape. mAre bIjuM kaMI ja nathI joItuM. paNa zrAvaka kama na hate. garIba hato paNa AtmAthI amIra hate. zreNika rAjA bhagavAnanA bhakta hatAM tema e paNa bhagavAnane bhakta hatA. bhagavAne ene dharmanAM pATha bhaNAvyA hatAM. bArabAra prakAranI prakhadA vacce bhagavAnanA mukhe enA vakhANa thatAM hatAM. jenA magajamAM AtmAnI ajaba khumArI hatI. tevA puNIyA zrAvake zreNika mahArAjAne kahayuM rAjana ! tamAruM magadhanuM rAjya nahi paNa akhila brahmAMDanuM rAjya paNa sAmAyika AgaLa mane tuccha lAge che. huM jyAre sAmAyikamAM besuM chuM tyAre A unanuM Asana mArI draSTimAM siddhazIlAnI tejasvI bhUmi jevuM banI jAya che. ane be ghaDI mATe huM A saMsAramAM nathI rahete paNa siddhakSetramAM pahoMcI jAuM chuM. eTale siddha bhagavaMtanA sukhano anubhava karuM chuM. have Apa ja kahe. huM Apane sAmAyikanuM vacanadAna kevI rIte ApI zakuM! baMdhuo! puNIyA zrAvaka pAse sAmAyikanI kevI khumArI, kevuM khamIra hatuM ke je eka ghAsanI jhuMpaDImAM rahevA chatAM mahelane AnaMda mANI zako hate. khAvA mATe AMgaLInA veDhe gaNAya teTalI ja cIjo hevA chatAM batrIsa prakAranA pakavAnane oDakAra laI zakato hate. puNIyA zrAvake zreNika rAjAne eka sAmAyikanuM vacanadAna na ApyuM eTale teo tyAMthI pAchA pharyA. paNa eka na Adarza laIne AvyAM ke traNa bhuvananAM rAjya karatAM paNa eka sAmAyika mahAna che. zreNika jevA mahArAjAne narakagatine bhaya lAge, paNa tamane haju bhaya lAge nathI. narakamAM kevI kAramI vedanAo rahelI che. ahIM te diI ApaNI aMge pAMga chedI nAkhe tyAre duHkha thAya, jiMdagInI parAdhInatA thAya, e vAta sAcI, paNa vAraMvAra vedanA bhegavavAnI nahi. paNa narakamAM te hAtha paga chedI nAkhe, vaLI pAchA bhegA thaI jAya. ene pharIne pAchA kApI nAMkhe che. sUyagaDAMga sUtramAM bhagavate kahayuM che ke -

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to chinda bhindaha NaM daheti, sadde suNentA paradhammiyA / te nAragAo bhayabhinnasannA, kakhati ka nAma disaM vayAmo // sUrya. sU. a. 5 u. 1 gAthA 6 paramAdhAmIe niraMtara 'tuNA, chede, mArA, kApA, khALA' ema beAlyA ja karatAM hAya che. enA zabdo sAMbhaLIne ja narakamAM rahelAM nArakIe bhayabhIta banI jAya che. ApaNAthI te sheja kAine mAra mAratAM paNa joI zakAtuM nathI. teA narakanI AvI tIvra vedanAo kema sahana thAya? AvA kaSTo veThavA na hAya teA pApabhIrU aneA. Aje tA jyAM jue tyAM pApa sivAya bIjI vAta ja nahIM. gIradharabhAI daphatarI vAta karatAM hatAM ke Aje eTalI badhI hiMsA vadhI gai che ke na pUche| vAta. cUMTI khaNA ne leAhI nIkaLe evI rAjanI 60 bhesene krUra rIte kApI nakhAya che. ene kApe te vakhate lAhInI jarUravALA leAhI levA, carabInI jarUravALe carakhI levA hAjara thAya che. huM te tamane kahuM chuM ke AvA nirdoSa jIvAnI jyAM hiMsA thatI hAya evA dhaMdhA karIne tame kroDAnI milkata bhegI karazeA paNa aMte kayAM javAnuM...! tame enA vicAra kare. A bhavamAM e jIvAnu chenabhedana karanArAone khIjA bhavamAM aneka vAra cheDhAvuM paDaze. kama kI tamArA pIche nahi cheADe. bhRgu purAhita, putronI vAta sAMbhaLI vicAramAM paDI gayA. tene thayu` ke ahI. te kaI zastronA varasAda varasatA nathI. ahI tA kAI gherI lenAra duHkha denAra dekhAtuM nathI, chatAM A putro Ama zA mATe khelatA haze? zuM mArA putrAne koI gupta rIte kaSTa ApatuM haze ? have te putrone pUche che- ke abbhAhao logo keNa vA parivArio / jAvA pramAddA puttA, nAcA cintAvo dume // u. a. 14-22 he mArA vhAlaseAyA putro! A leAkane kANu pIDita karI rahyuM che ? kAnAthI vIMTAI gayeleA che ane zastronI dhArAo kaI che ? e tame mane batAve. e jANavA mATe huM khUba ciMtAtura khanI gayA chuM. he putro! tame kahA che ke mRgalAne pakaDIne zikArIe ene cAre taraphathI herAna karI mUke che evI rIte tamane A saMsAramAM mAranAra kANu duzmana jAgyA che? ane tamArA upara kayA zastronI dhArAe varasI rahI che te mane tame jaldI kaheA. tamArI vAta sAMbhaLIne mane khUba ciMtA thAya che. tame mane batAvA te huM enA upAya karuM. jema koI mANasane hR thayuM hAya tA DokaTara pAse jaIne enu nidAna karAvavuM paDe. nidAna thayA pachI ja yAgya upAya thai zake che. tevI rIte tamArA du:khAnI mane ci'tA thAya che. mATe tame mane kaheA tA huM jaldI tamAru duHkha dUra karuM..

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pahe bhRgu purAhita bAhya dRSTithI jonArA hatA. jyAre enA putrA AMtarika dRSTithI jotAM hatAM. bAhya dRSTivALA khAdgha lAbhAlAbhane juve che ane aMtara dRSTivALA AtmAnA lAbhAlAbhane jue che. jyAM sudhI tamArA aMtara cakSu nahi khule, vItarAga vANImAM zraddhA nahi pragaTe tyAM sudhI sAceA lAbha ke AnaMda maLaze nahi. putro mATe, patnI mATe ghaNAM pApa karyAM have tA kaMIka samajo ane AtmA mATe to kaIka karI. sArI jiMdagI dha-- dhyAna nahi kare teA aMtima samaye dhama kyAMthI gamaze ? tamArA sAcA sagAM koi nathI ane saMsAranuM kAma tA sadAne mATe che, che ne che ja. eka kalAka teA AtmA mATe kADho. ahI' Avaze| to kaMIka samajaNu Avaze. nahi AvA tA kyAMthI maLaze ? eka dhanavAna zeTha hatA. jevA dhanavAna hatA tevA ja te jJAnavAna hatA. ene koInI salAha levAnI paNa jarUra na hatI. peAte pAtAnuM badhuM ja sAdhana karI lIdhelu hatu . zeThane traNa dikarA hatA. dIkarAone paNa temanuM sAdhana karI ApyuM hatu. eTale koI jAtanI ciMtA paNa na hatI. eka vakhata A zeTha khUba bimAra paDayAM. emane ema lAgyuM ke have huM bimArImAMthI khacuM tema lAgatuM nathI. eTale temaNe peAtAnA traNe putrone pAse melAvIne kahyuM: putro ! huM teA have thADA divasanA mahemAna chuM. mRtyu najIka AvI rahyuM che. mATe have tame traNe mArI pAse AvIne beso ane mane dhadhyAna sa`bhaLAvo jethI mAruM mRtyu sudhare, ane huM mArI a Mtima sAdhanA sAdhI zakuM. khApanI vAta sAMbhaLI bahAra jaIne meATA be putro kahe che ke evuM kaI thADu' nakkI che ke bApujI thADA divasamAM cAlyA jaze. ApaNe rAja rAja zA mATe khATI thavuM joie ? emane tA thAthA ne peAthA vAMcavA sivAya bIjuM zuM game che? ApaNe tA rAja javuM nathI. ahIM' vicAravAnuM e che ke jo Ape ema kahyuM heta ke he putrA ! mArI pAse hajI ghaNI milakata che. tame Avajo. huM tamane sarakhe bhAge vaheMcI ApIza, teA tA dIkarAe doDatA jAta. emAM vAMdhA na Avata, paNa dharma dhyAna saMbhaLAvavAnuM kahyuM eTale javA taiyAra na thayA. nAnA putra khUba samajaNA ane catura hatA. eNe e ja vicAra karyAM ke pUjaya khApujInuM amArA upara ghaNu' ja RNa che. a Mtima samaye emane ApaNe dhama na pamADIe ane emanI a Mtima icchA pUrI na karIe teA pitRRNamAMthI mukti kema maLe ? padhA tA sadAnA che. mArA moTAbhAIe te game tema kare paNa mAre te mArI pharaja cUkavI nathI. nAnA dIkarA dararoja bApanI pAse jAya che. dharmadhyAna saMbhaLAve che. paMdara divasa pachI khApa enA putrane kahe che beTA! mArI pAse A eka cadrakAMta maNI che. maNI eka che ane tame traNu bhAIo che. mATe tamAre traNee ekeka mahinA A caMdrakAMta maNIne tamAre ghera rAkhavA. A caMdrakAMta maNInA camatkAra dara pUname thAya che. maNImAM. zu' camatkAra che e badhI vAta mApe nAnA putrane samajAvI dIdhI.

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be traNa divasamAM bApa pakavAsI thaI gaye. emanI badhI kriyA patI gaI. pachI nAno bhAI kahe che bApujIe A eka caMdrakAMta maNI Ape che ane kahe che ke darekane tyAM mahine mahine rAkha. moTo putra kahe che ke huM moTo chuM. mATe mAre ghera pahelAM rAkhavuM joIe, te mane Ape. e laI gaye. ane gharamAM kAcanA kabATamAM mUkI dIdhuM. e te ema samajatuM hatuM ke mAre ghera mahine rAkhavAnuM che. enI vidhi kaMi ja e jANatuM nathI. rAta paDI eTale A maNInAM evAM ajavALAM 5NuM thaI gayAM ke lAITanI jarUra na paDe. kabATamAM mUkela maNI keTaluM teja kare che? moTA putrane thayuM ke ThIka, eka mahine kerosIna bALavuM nahi paDe. eTale kharca ocho thaze. eNe eka mahinA sudhI maNI rAkhIne bIjA bhAIne Ape. bIjo bhAI maNI ghera lAvIne sAcavIne mUke che. rAta paDI. e maNI bahAra kADhIne juve che te enuM teja jhIlI zakAtuM nathI. divasa jevuM gharamAM ajavALuM-ajavALuM lAgavA mAMDayuM. enA gharamAM mAMkaDa khUba thayA hatAM. eTale enA manamAM evo vicAra tha. ThIka thayuM. rAtre mAMkaDa bahu karaDe che, tyAre mAMkaDa vaNavA mATe lAITa karavI paDe che te e khaTakhaTa maTI gaI. mAMkaDa vINavAnI majhA paDaze. Akho mahine bIjA naMbaranA putre maNInA prakAzamAM mAMkaDa vaNavAmAM pasAra karyo. have trIjA naMbaranA putrano vAro Avyo. e te enI badhI vidhi jANato hate. bApe kahyuM hatuM ke tuM punamanI rAtre eka moTA ghaDAmAM svaccha pANI bharIne emAM A caMdrakAnta maNI nAMkhIne caMdranA ajavALAmAM mUkI deje. punamanI rAtre bAra vAgye emAM ubhare Avaze. ane emAMthI pANInI choLo uDaze. e pANI lekhaMDa upara paDaze te badhuM senuM banI jaze. eTale nAnA dIkarAe lAkha maNa lekhaMDa lAvIne agAzImAM bheguM karI dIdhuM. pUnamanI rAtre badhuM ja bApanA kahevA pramANe banyuM. lAkha maNa lekhaMDa sonuM banI gayuM. eNe barAbara caMdrakAnta maNane upaga karI lIdhuM. have moTAbhAIe pharIne ene maNI Ape ke na Ape te vAMdho nahi. eNe te pitAnuM kAma karI lIdhuM. moTAe kerosIna bacAvavAmAM, bIjAe mAMkaDa vaNavAmAM mane upaga karyo kAraNa ke teo vidhi jANatAM na hatAM. maNInA guNane jANatAM na hatAM. jyAre nAne putra bApanI pAse gaye te badhI vidhine jANakAra banyA ane nyAla thaI gaye. pharIne na maLe to paNa ene enI paravA na rahI. tema A daSTAMta uparathI ApaNe paNa e ja sAra grahaNa karavAne che ke caMdrakAMta maNI samAna camatkArI, mahAna meMghere mAnavabhava ApaNane maLe che. paNa mAnavabhavamAM ApaNe zuM karavuM joIe tenuM jJAna nathI. nAne putra bApanI pAse gaye te bApe vidhi batAvI. je na gayAM te jANyA vinAnAM rahI gayA, tema ApaNe parama pitA prabhu

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ve mahAvIranA putro chIe. ahI Avaze| to mAnavajIvananI mahattA samajAze. paNa ahI' nahi AvA ane vahepArane vaLagIne ja raheze te kayAMthI samajI zakaze. e maNI te lAkha DanuM ja suvaNa banAvatA hatA. paNa mAnavabhava rUpI maNI evA che ke mAnavane mahAna banAve che. AtmAne anaMta sukhAnA dhAma svarUpa meAkSanA meAtI manAve che bhRgu purAhitanA putro mAnavajIvananI mahattA samajyA che. teo potAnuM jIvana saphaLa banAvavA taiyAra banyA che. mApa mehupAzamAM badhAyele hAvAthI pUche che he putro! kaI tIkSNadhArAo vase che, tamane kANu kaSTa Ape che te tame mane kaheA. have putra ze| javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAro. vyAkhyAna na.......79 Aso suda 8 ne budhavAra tA. 7-10-70 bhRgu pureAhitanA lADIlA e putrA eka ja vakhata saMta darzIna karIne vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gayA. saMtanu darzIna paNa jIvAne mahAna phaLadAyI che. mRgAputra, zreNika rAjA, sayati rAjA A badhA jIvA eka ja vakhatanA sata samAgamathI jIvanamAM pAmI gayA che. e satA paNa kevA hoya che ? saMta kAne kahevAya ? jenAmAM kaI paNa jAtanA taMta nahiM te sAcA saMta kahevAya. saMta koI paNa jAtanI pakaDa pakaDe nahi. atA-jhaLatA ane prajaLatA AtmAone zAMti pamADe tenuM nAma saMta. saMte e khArA samudramAM mIDI vIraDI samAna che. bIjI rIte kahuM tA satna zeAdhe te saMta. ane satnI pichANu karAve te saMta che. sAcA saMtA ja satnI pichANa karAvI zake che. lADI-vADI-gADI-baMgalA-meTara-paisA ne putrapiravAra e koI tamane dutimAM jatAM aTakAvanAra nathI. paNa aMtima samaye sAcuM zaraNu hAya tA arihaMta-siddha-AcAya -upAdhyAya ane sAdhunu che. e te tame jANA che ne ? jeNe sArI jiMdagI dhama karyAM nathI, saMtaddana paNa kayu` nathI, evA mANasanA mRtyu samaye tA navakAra maMtranu` ja zaraNu devAya che. tyAM tamane evI zraddhA che ke dhama ja jIvane trANu-zaraNu che. satAe jIvanamAM dharmAMne apanAvyA che. e ApaNA tAraNahAra che. je tAraNahAra hAya e ja tArI zake. sAcI samajaNanA abhAve ja jIva ana'takALathI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che.

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paha ana takALathI mAthayA, vinA bhAna bhagavAna, sevyA nahi gurU saMtane, mUtyu' nahi abhimAna, saMta caraNu Azraya vinA, sAdhana karyAM aneka, pAra na tethI pAmIyeA, jgyA na aMza vaveka." (zrImada rAjacaMdra) mana takALa vahI gayA. anaMta pudgala parAvata na thaI gayAM. chatAM paNa jIvane peAtAnu' svarUpa samajAyuM nathI, kAraNa ke avaLI dRSTinAM cazmA paheryAM che. jyAM gayA tyAM abhimAna laIne pharyAM. sa MteAnI namrabhAve sevA na karI. kAI bhAI enA mitrane kahe ke bhAI! have teA cAturmAsa pUrNa thavA AvyuM che. saMtA thADA ja divasanA mahemAna che mATe tuM upAzraye cAla. tA e kaheze ke tame mane kaheA che ke upAzraye cAla. paNa mane mahAsatIjIe kayAM kahyuM che ke upAzraye Avajo. ane eka divasa gayA hatA te mArA sAmuM paNa joyuM nathI. ahI` AvavAmAM paNa jIvane mAna joie che. paNa bhAI! dharma karavAmAM mAna apamAnanI zI jarUra ? naraka ane tiyaca gatimAM te tamArI kevI hAlata hatI e bhUlI gayA? te ahIM ATaluM adhu mAna meLavavA mAge che ? mAna mUkI namra ane. sAcA dhama ja tAranAra che. namratA e ja dhanu` mULa che. tamane dhana karatAM dhama vahAlI hAvA joIe. tamArA saMtAnA karatAM saMta vahAlA hAvA joie. bhagavAna kahe che, strI-putra-kuTuMba paisA AdimAM tuM je sukhanuM kAraNa mAne che. te tA kharekhara duHkhanuM ja kAraNa che. AcAraga sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke : te tulA, mehANa, mArApu, naranAra, batiri, kkhAe satataM mUDhe dhamma nAminAnatti / AcArAMga a. 2 u. 4 dhana, vaibhava, strI, putra, parivAranA meha e duHkhanuM kAraNa che. te naraka ane tiya ca cAnImAM laI javAnAM kAraNA che. emAM satata meha pAmelA mAnavI dharmane jANI zakatA nathI. paNa kharekhara! jo tame samajo te dhama ja sAcA sakhAyA che. dharma pratye tamane prema hovA joIe. paNa Aje te mAnavA dharmane badale dhanamAM ane satane badale saMtatimAM aTavAI gayA che. have STine palTo karIne dharmanuM ArAdhana karo." dharma zAzvata sukha ApanAra che. ane bhautika padArthoM anitya, azAzvata ane durgatimAM lai janAra che. paNa mAhane vazIbhUta AtmAne enuM bhAna nathI. jema kAIne yakSa vaLagyeA hAya tA tene pAtAnA dehanuM bhAna hetu nathI. vaLagADavALA mAnavI game tyAM paDatA mUke. ghaDIkamAM hase ane ghaDIkamAM raDe. ghaDIkamAM nAce ane ghaDIkamAM kUde. khAvA bese tA khAdhA ja kare ane na khAya teA aThavADiyuM khAya nahi evuM gAMDapaNuM kare che. ThANAMga sUtranA khIje hAthe bhagavAne e prakAranAM bhUta zA. 72

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kayAM che. gomU nAnakag" eka mihanuM bhUta ane bIjuM cakSanuM bhUta. jema yakSanA vaLagADavALA mAnavIne kaI jAtanuM bhAna rahetuM nathI tema A AtmAne anAdikALathI mahane vaLagADa vaLage che. mehanA bhUte jIva upara evuM AcchAdana karyuM che ke huM caitanya svarUpa, anaMta zaktine adhipati, zAzvata sukhane savAmI chuM e bhAna bhulAvI dIdhuM che. pele yakSa vaLagyA haze te amuka samaye e vaLagADa chUTI jAya che. kadAca pUrvanuM vera hoya te maratAM sudhI rahe che. paNa deha chUTatAM e vaLagADa chUTI jAya che. paNa mehane vaLagADa te bhavobhava sudhI sAthe rahe che. enA AvaraNathI chava jamamAM paDI satya vastunI pichANa karI zakatuM nathI. AtmAmAM bhUta, vartamAna ane bhaviSyakALanI vAta eka ja samayamAM jANuM dekhI zake evI zakti rahelI che. paNa moha rUpa bhUtanA vaLagADathI, e zaktio DhaMkAI gaI che. e AvaraNa nahi khase tyAM sudhI jIvanuM kalyANa nahi thAya. kalyANanI keDI prApta karavA mATe saMta caraNane Azraya zodhI le. paMca parameSThinuM zaraNa aMgIkAra karI le. tame paMca parameSThi bhagavaMtanuM smaraNa kare che. temAM arihaMta bhagavaMtane sauthI pahelA namaskAra karI che. te zuM e arihaMta bhagavAna pAse dhana-gADI-vADI-lADI ne baMgalA che kharA? temanI pAse kaI saMpatti che ke tame ene name cho ? tame jene Icche che e cIjo te teo choDIne nIkaLI gayAM che. e te sat vastunI ApaNane pratIti karAve che. emanI pAse hoya te Atmika dhana che. pudgalanI mAyAthI teo para rahe che. kAraNa ke pudgala e jaDa che. jaDa pudgala ane cetana AtmA karmanA saMgathI bhegA thaI gayAM che. paNa traNe kALamAM eka thavAnA nathI. pudgalane meha ocho kare to savaLI dizA sUjhe. putra ane patnIne khAtara na karavAnAM kAma karI rahyAM che. e kamane vaza thaIne naraka ane tiryaMca nImAM cAlyA jaze. tyAM koI bacAvavA Avaze nahi. gharamAM, jamInamAM, milakatamAM sahu bhAgIdArI karaze, paNa karmamAM koI bhAgIdArI karaze nahi. ane karma te karanAranI pAchaLa ja jAya che. "vAva junArU " se gAyanuM ToLuM ubhuM hoya te paNa vAcharaDI enI mAne oLakhIne tenI pAse ja jAya che. bIjA koInI pAse jatI nathI. tema karma rUpI vAcharaDI paNa enA karanArane ja vaLage che. mATe karma bAMdhatI vakhate khUba sAvadhAna rahe. A jIva manathI-vacanathI ane kAyAthI-traNa karaNathI karma bAMdhe che. emAM mana to evuM mastIkhora che ke e navaruM paDe eTale kayAMnuM kayAMya pahoMcI Ave che. enI gati te AjanA tamArA rekeTathI paNa adhika che. mATe manane te evuM pravRttimAM joDI de ke e navaruM ja na paDe. ane navaruM paDe to ene eka kAma te seMpI ja rAkhe. manane kahI do ke jyAre tAre kaMI ja kAma na hoya tyAre tAre navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karyA karavuM. jeNe manane jItyuM che teNe jagatamAM saghaLuM karyuM che, je

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paha saMsAranA raMga rAgathI jeNe manane jItI lIdhuM che evA be putra devabhadra ane jazebhadra kahe che pitAjI! anekavidha duHkhethI A leka pIDAI rahyo che. cAre tarapha upAdhiothI vIMTAI gayela che. ane uparathI tINu zastronI dhArAo varasI rahI che. evA saMsAramAM amane AnaMda AvatuM nathI. A saMsAramAM have rahevA jevuM ja zuM che? tyAre mehathI gherAyele pitA kahe cheH he mArA vahAlasoyA putra ! tamane keNa satAvI rahyuM che ! huM ATale samartha ane sattAvAna chuM. rAjAnI pAse mAruM ATaluM mAna che. rAjA huM kahuM tema kare che ane mArA beThAM tamAruM nAma lenAra koNa che? tamArA dIkarAne koI kaMI kahI jAya te tame paNa kahe che ne ke e mArA dIkarAne Ama zene kahI jAya? e mArA dIkarAne kahenAra kezu? huM ene batAvI daIza. tema A bhRgu purohita paNa enA putrane kahe che ke huM mArA lADakavAyA! tamArI vAta sAMbhaLIne te huM ciMtAtura banI gayo chuM. mArI uMgha paNa uDI gaI che. bApanA manamAM ema ke hamaNAM keI duzmananuM nAma leze. paNa A kaMI bAhya duzmana na hatAM. A leka zenAthI pIDAI rahyo che? zenAthI vIMTAI rahyo che ane kayA zastronI dhArAo varasI rahI che, e bahu samajavA jevI vAta che. paNa mehamAM paDelA mAnavIne ene vicAra sarakhe paNa Avato nathI. e te dravya duzmanane nasADavA deDe che ane abhimAnamAM akakaDa thaIne phare che. paNa abhimAna kadI koInuM TakayuM nathI ane TakavAnuM paNa nathI. carotaramAM eka dhanavAnanI bAjumAM eka garIbanuM ghara hatuM. te amIna paTela hatuM, paNa enA karmodaye e garIba thaI gaye hate. vidhavA mAtA ane ene sAta varSane putra be ja hatAM. dhanavAnane ghera te lakSmInI choLo uDatI hatI. khAvA-pIvAnI kamInA na hatI. kerInI sIjhana AvI eTale ene ghera te kerInA karaMDIyA AvavA lAgyA. A dhanavAnane chokaro AMgaNAmAM ubhe ubhe kerI khAya che, tyAre A garIba vidhavA mAtAne dIkaro kahe che bhAI ! tArA ghera te ghaNuM kerIo che. meM te kerI cAkhI paNa nathI. tuM mane eka kerI Apa. bALaka te nirdoSa hoya che. eTale kahe che, ubho rahe. huM mArI bAne pUchIne tane kerI ApuM chuM. ema kahIne te bALaka enI mAtAne pUchavA gaye ke bA ! A karo kerI mAMge che, huM ApuM? tyAre mA kahe che beTA! evA te kaMIka mAMgavA hAlyA Ave, ApaNe ene kerI ApavAnI nahi. mAMge te TI batAvavAne. ema chatAM paNa je mAMge te kerI khAIne enA mAthAmAM geTale mAravAne, paNa kerI te ApavAnI ja nahi. dArUnA nazA karatAM paNa lamIne naze bhayaMkara che. pUrvanA padayathI lakSamI maLI che, paNa e lakSmI AvatAM jIvanamAMthI je sadAcAra cAlyo jate hoya te te lakSamInI kaMI ja kiMmata nathI. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI je lakSamI AvI haze te

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pahera lakSmInI sAthe jIvanamAM sadguNe| Avaze. jema AMkhA upara kerIe Ave che tyAre AMkhA nasI paDe che, tema kaMIka jagyAe evuM paNa jovA maLe che ke jema jema lakSmI vadhe che tema tema satya-nIti-sadAcAra Adi guNA vadhe che, ane kaIka evAM ghara paNa jovA maLe che ke lakSmI vadhatAM anyAya, anIti, vyasanA Adi duA vadhe che. pahelAM lakSmI na hatI tyAre jIvana sadaguNeAthI bhareluM hatuM. ane lakSmI AvatAM sadaguNNAne saCthA dUra karI dugu NAe sthAna jamAvyuM. AvI lakSmIne tame manathI paNa icchaze| nahi. dha rAjAne ghera traNa vakhata lakSmI AvI paNa dharAjAe kahI dIdhuM ke huM lakSmI ! satya-nIti-saMpa ane sadAcAra sahita jo tAre mArA gharamAM AvavuM hoya te| A dvAra khullAM che. paNa jo tArA AvavAthI mArA sadAcAra naSTa thatA hAya, bhAI-bhAI vacce jhaghaDA thatA hoya te| mAre tuM nathI joitI, tane nava gajanA namaskAra. garIbAI veThavI sArI paNa lakSmI sahita dugu NAthI bhareluM jIvana jIvavu. kharAkha che. pUnA puNyAye lakSmI maLI jAya teA lakSmIpati bano paNa lakSmInA dAsa na khanazeA. jo tame lakSmI. pati haze| tA tame dhArazeA tyAM zubhakAryAMmAM lakSmI vAparI zakaze. paNa jo enA dAsa anIne raheze| tA peTamAM pUruM khAze| paNa nahi. rANIgarA rUpiyAnuM calaNa hatuM tyAranI A vAta che. eka dhanavAna zeTha khUba kabrusa hatAM. chekarAne ghera chekarA thayAM paNa kAine sukhe khAvA de nahi. eka divasa chekarAnAM karA huM caDhayA ne kahevA lAgyAH dAdA! Aje tA peMDA khAvA che, lAvI ApeA tA ja hA. nahitara tamane dukAne javA nahi daIe. kaMjusIyA dAdA eka rokaDA rUpiyA laIne kaMdoInI dukAne gayA. mIThAInA bhAva pUchyuM. ene thayu ke pe'DA laIza tA AkhA rUpiyA ApI devA paDaze. eTale ghera pAchA AvyA. chekarAo pUke che dAdA ! peMDA lAvyA tyAre dAdA kahe che beTA! levA tA gayA paNa A rUpiyA rAvA lAgyA. eTale kayAMthI lAvuM? (hasAhasa) rUpiyA kai raDe khaze! unALAnA divasa hatA ane rokaDA rUpiyA suThImAM rAkheleA eTale hatheLImAM parasevA vaLI gayele hAvAthI rUpiyA bhIjAi gayA hatA. eTale bALakone kahe che. jIe! rUpiyA raDe che ! je mANaseA peTamAM nathI khAtAM te parane mATe teA udAra kayAMthI mane ? yAda rAkhajo. bahu lAbha karaze, mamatA rAkhazeA tA marIne enA rakhevALa anazeA. ane je paisA levA Ave tene phUMphADA mArazeA. mamatA rAkhaze te marI jaze. lakSmI e parigraha nathI paNa enA uparanI mamatA e parigraha che. jenI pAse kaMija nathI evA bhikhArI marIne narakamAM jAya che, ane mahAna vaibhavamAM mhAlavA chatAM chevaTe tyAgIne mUrchA rahita bananArA mAkSamAM gayA che. enuM kAraNa, vaibhavamAM vasavA chatAM paNa anAsakta bhAve rahetA hatAM. bhagavAna RSabhadeva bAra prakAranI pramadAmAM upadeza ApatAM kahetA hatAM ke je jIva

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pa98 mahA AraMbhI ane mahA parigrahI haze te marIne narakamAM jaze. tyAre eka vyakti ubhI thaIne prabhune prazna kare che ke he prabhu! bharata cakravarti marIne kayAM jaze? game tema te ya bharata cakravarti rAjA che eTale kaI narakamAM jaze ema te pUchAya nahi. eTale Ama pUchyuM. tIrthakaranA vakhatamAM paNa AvA tukkA uThAvanAra maLyAM che te atyAranI te vAta ja kayAM karavI? bhagavAna kahe che-bharata cakravati mekSamAM jaze. eTale ajJAnIo aMdara aMdara vivAda karavA lAgyA. joyuM ne ! bhagavAnane kayAM ochA rAga-dveSa che! game tema te ya bharata pitAne putra che, eTale jamaNe hAtha te meM bhaNI ja vaLe ne ! uMTa mare te ya mAravADa sAmuM jue che. tema bhagavAne paNa pakSapAta karyo. Ama te kahe che bahu AraMbha ne parigraha vadhAranAra narakamAM jAya. ane bharata cakravatine ghera ATalo parigraha hovA chatAM paNa kahe che ke mokSamAM jaze. baMdhuo ! zaMkA karanArane jJAna nathI ke e cho evA haLukama che ke vaibhavamAM mahAlavA chatAM anAsakta bhAve rahetA hatAM. jaLakamaLavat rahetA hatAM. jema phATI gayeluM jINuM kapaDuM phATatAM jeTalI vAra lAge teTalI vAramAM bharata kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA hatAM. marUdevI mAtA hAthInA hade kevaLajJAna pAmyA ane bhagavAna RSabhadevane dIkSA lIdhA pachI eka hajAra varSe kevaLajJAna utpanna thayuM hatuM. je tyAM pakSapAta thato heta te jhASabhadeva prabhu eTale vakhata zA mATe kevaLajJAna na pAmyA. bAra bAra mahinA sudhI AhAra-pANI na maLyAM. e badhuM kema banyuM? emAM pUrvakRta karmo kAma karatAM hoya che. e AtmAo puNyavAna ane haLukarmI hatAM. lakSmInA madamAM chakI jAya tevA na hatAM. mAtAnA kahevA pramANe dhanavAnane chokare garIbanA AkarAne TI batAvavA lAge. te paNa pelA garIba chokarAe kerI mAMgavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM. eTale mAtAnI zikhAmaNa pramANe dhanavAnanA chokarAe kerI khAIne geTale pelA chokarAnA mAthAmAM mAryo. eTale e raDate raDate pitAnI mAtA pAse AvIne kahevA lAge. bA! mane zeThanA chokarAe geTale mAryo. mAtA kahe che bhAI ! tuM zA mATe enI pAse gaye ? huM to tane nA ja pADatI hatI. paNa bALaka kaMI ochuM samaje che? eNe te haTha karI ke mAre kerI khAvI che. mAtAe ene khUba samajAvyuM paNa mAnya nahi eTale mAtAne khUba krodha caDhaye. eTale hAthamAM DhIMcaNIyuM laIne chUTuM mAryuM. enI eka khIlI uMcI thaI gayelI te chokarAne vAgI jatAM lohInI dhAra thaI. tarata ja mAtA doDatI jaIne putrane paMpALavA lAgI. aho ! bAlapaNAmAM raMDApa Avyo, have mArI AzAnA minArA A dIkarA upara che, paNa huM kevI kamabhAgI ! A vahAlA dIkarAne eka kerI paNa nathI ApI zakatI ! putranuM mAthuM meLAmAM laIne khUba raDe che. tyAre bALaka kahe che bA! tuM raDIza nahi. have huM kadI kerI nahi mAMguM. tuM je ApIza te huM khAI laIza.

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574 garIbAInAM duHkha to je veThe che te ja samaje che. divALI Avaze eTale tamAre tyAM seva-su'vALI, ghUgharA ane ghArInI ghamaghamATI khelaze ane kaMika garIbane ghera besatA vaSe mADhuM gaLyuM karavA geALanAM paNa sAMsA haze. mATe tamane je maLyu che temAM koI garIbanA sAmu jojo. pelI zrImaMta zeThANI enA cheAkarAne kahe che : tu' enA eTale jaIne khA. khALaka garIbanA oTale AvIne mevA-mIThAI uDAve che ane garIbanA chekarAne TIyA batAve che. paNa have e cheAkarI khUba samajI gayA che. eTale kahe che bhAI! tamArA pUrvanA puNyadaye tame khAva ane sukhI thAva. have huM tArI pAse kaMI ja nahi mAMgu. ene enI mAtAe eka vakhata phaTakA mAryAM te khALaka samajI gaye. paNa hu' tamane rAja phaTakA lagAvu chuM paNa tame samajatAM nathI. tamane kadAca ema thaze ke mahAsatIjI ApaNane rAja rAja cAmakhA mAre che ke Ama karI ne tema kare. e rAja rAja ApaNane zenA kahe ? bhAI, emAM mane khIje koI svArtha nathI. mane tamArA pratye e ja lAgaNI che ke mArA bhagavAna mahAvIranA saMtAna narake na javA joI e. jema pelI mAtAne enA putra pratye dveSa na hatA. eNe tA garIbAinA duHkhathI kaMTALIne DhIMca- NIyAnA ghA karyAM hatA. e ja mAtA leAhI nIkaLyuM tyAre papALavA lAgI. tema gurU tamane uparathI kaThora zabdo kaheze paNa aMtarathI te tamArA pratye lAgaNI che. jema kuMbhAra ghaDAne uparathI TapalA mAre che paNa aMdara hAtha rAkhe che. tema gurUe bhale uparathI TapalA mAratA hAya paNa aMdarathI tamArA pratye emane lAgaNI che. ka A chekarA dhIme dhIme meATA thayA. mAtAe peTe pATA mAMdhIne bhaNAvyA. bhaNavAmAM khUba hoMziyAra nIkaLyA. carotaranA paTele AphrikAmAM khUba vaselA che. A chokarAnA kuTuMbIjanA AphrikAmAM vasatA hatAM, te A chekarAne AphrikA laI gayA. ene dhaMdhe vaLagADI dIdhA. tyAM tenuM evu puNya jANyu ke te khUba kamAI gayA. Aje paNa e vyakti vidyamAna che. 30 thI 40 lAkhanA AsAmI che paNa enA jIvanamAM abhimAna na maLe. koI paNa garIbane juve te ene madada kare che. eka vakhatanI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM je garImA chokarA thara thara dhrujatA hatA, paheravA vastro na hatAM. eNe peAtAnA koTa ne khamIza utArIne ene paherAvI dIdhA. e koi garIbanuM duHkha joi zakatA nathI. kAraNa ke peAte kevI sthitimAMthI pasAra thayA che ene ene anubhava che. tamArA jIvanamAM Ave prasaMga banI jAya tyAre tamArI pUrva paristhitinA khyAla karo. kaMika evA puNyavAna jIve paNa che ke jemaNe garIbAI joI ja nathI. teA pUrvabhavanA du:khAnA khyAla karo ane jIvanane sadAcArathI bharI do. e mALakA enA pitAne javAba Apaze ke A leAka kevA duHkheAthI pIDAI rahI che, zenAthI vIMTAI rahayo che, ane kaI tIkSNa dhAro varasI rahI che tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna naM 80 Aso suda 9 ne gurUvAra tA. 8-10-70. mahAna purUSoe ApaNane khAsa samajAvyuM che ke he AtmAo! tame pahelAM pitAne oLakhe. mATe ApaNe sarva prathama ApaNI pichANa karavI joIe, ke huM te zarIra nahIM paNa saccidAnaMda svarUpa AtmA chuM. A hAtha-paga Adi nAma zarIranAM che. zarIra e paNa baMdhana che. ApaNe azarIrI banavuM che. zarIramAM rahevA chatAM paNa ApaNane ema lAgavuM joIe ke huM rAjIthI rahyo nathI paNa karmodayathI chUTako nathI mATe rahyo chuM. zarIrane lIdhe upAdhi keTalI! zarIra na hoya te Adhi-vyAdhi ke upAdhi ekeya na rahe. tame samaje ke je zarIra ApaNuM nathI te paisA TakA te ApaNuM kyAMthI gaNAya ? nahIM. paNa tame zuM mAne che? kaI pUche ke tamAruM nAma zuM ? e vakhate nAma ane piDhI jhaTa yAda Ave che ne ? paNa ApaNuM zuM? e gaNAvatAM AtmAnA guNe yAda kare che kharA? mAre cAra peDhIo che ema belatAM chAtI phulAya che. paNa e zarIra ke piDhIo sAthe Avaze? "nA" te pachI je ApaNuM nathI tenI mamatA zI? huM keNu ane mAruM zuM ? e nakkI karavuM joIe. jaina kuLamAM jagyA che ane have ahIM nakakI nahIM karo te kyAM karaze? A sAmagrI pAmavA chatAM AtmAne kyAre ane kayAM oLakhazo ? jene AtmAnI oLakhANa thaI gaI che te maraNathI Darate nathI. duHkhathI gabharAtuM nathI. e te samaje che ke zarIra e huM nahi. e te AtmAne baMdhana rUpa che. karmasattA chUTe te ja mokSa maLe. tame te ulTA divase divase rAganA baMdhanamAM baMdhAtA jAva cho. atyAra sudhI kahelI vAta je tamArA aMtaramAM utarI haze to tame rAga-baMdhanamAMthI chUTavAne upAya zodhaze. jemane baMdhanamAMthI chUTavAne upAya samajAI gayA che tevA bhRgu purohitanA be putro emanA pitAne zo javAba Ape che: mAgaramAvo DhoLo, garA parivAro . . amadA rathano yuvA, have tAya vijJAna | u. a. 14-23 he pitAjI! Apa prazna kare che ke A leka zenAthI pIDAI rahyo che?? zenAthI vIMTAI gaye che? ane kayA zastronI dhArAo varasI rahI che? te enA javAbamAM

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576 ame kahIe chIe ke A leka mRtyuthI pIDAI rahyo che. jarA-ghaDa5NathI vIMTAI rahyo che. ane rAtri-divasa rUpI amegha zastradhArAo varasI rahela che. baMdhuemRtyunI pIDAmAMthI atyAra sudhImAM koI paNa jIva chUTI zakyo nathI. mRtyuthI A leka pIDAI rahyo che, cAhe tIrthakara heya, gaNadhara heya, Indra heya, cakavati hoya ke vAsudeva-baLadeva heya, AvA mahAna purUSe paNa vikarALa kALanA mukhamAM jhaDapAI gayAM che te pachI ApaNA jevAnI te vAta ja kyAM rahI ! kALanA paMjAmAMthI bacAvavA keI samartha nathI. mAtA-pitA, bhAI_bhaginI, putra-patnI pAse ubhA hoya, moTA moTA sarjane ubhA hoya paNa e badhAM be phADIne jotAM rahe che. ane kALa keLiye karIne jIvane laI jAya che. paNa keI kALanA paMjAmAMthI bacAvI zakatuM nathI. ativRSTine kAraNe nadIomAM pUra AvyAM, emAM kaMIkanAM lAla taNAI gayAM. paNa kaI mAtA-pitA bacAvavA samartha thaI zakyAM nahi. mATe eka vAta samajI leje ke vahelA ke moDA eka divasa javAnuM che e vAta nakkI che. bIjI vAta e che ke jarAthI leka gherAI gaye che. vRddhAvasthA AvatAM A zarIranI kAti divase divase badalAtI jAya che. A jIvana kevuM che. jala pravAha samuM avizrAnta A, ghaTatuM jAya kSaNika ja jIvana; dUra jatAM jana yauvana kAnti e, DhuMkaDI AvI jarA tanane hare." pANInA pravAhanI jema aviratapaNe ApaNuM AyuSya kSINa thaI rahyuM che. tame savAramAM uThIne harakhAva che ke Aje navuM prabhAta ugyuM, paNa tamArA jIvananI sonAnI lagaDIo karatAM paNa kiMmatI kSaNe rAtri ane divasa rUpI cere laIne ravAnA thAya che. jema jema vRddhAvasthA ghere ghAle che tema tema zarIranuM baLa kSINa thAya che. pachI dharmamAM paNa citta lAgatuM nathI. rAtri ane divase vyatIta thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. jema jema divase jAya che tema tema ApaNe mRtyunI najIka AvatA jaIe chIe. eTale rAtri ane divasa rUpI tIkSaNu zastranI dhArAo varasI rahI che. AmAMthI bacavAno suMdaramAM suMdara upAya hoya te dharmanuM zaraNa ane cAritranuM grahaNa che. je AtmAo samajI gayAM te te meha-mAyA-mamatA tajIne sAdhu banI gayAM. paNa jene mamatA nathI chUTatI teo A saMsAramAM paribhramaNuM karyA kare che. tame atyAra sadhI najare dekhe che ke keInA bApa-dAdAo eka damaDe paNa sAthe laI gayAM nathI, te ame zuM laI javAnA chIe ! mamatvane kAraNe kaSAya Ave che. koI bahene tapazraryA karI hoya ane sArI sADI paherIne upAzrayamAM beThI hoya te vakhate bahArathI bIjI sAI bahema utAvaLI AvI, zarata cUkathI enI sADI upara paga paDI jAya te tarata ja kaheze ke bahena ! jarA dekhe che ke nahi ? tamArA kacarAvALA paga mArI

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ha sADI upara paDacA ane mArI sADI bagaDI. kahevAnA hetu jevI ugra tapazcaryAM karIne deha sUkavI nAMkhyo paNa nathI, eTale kroSa AvI ace. eka eka pachI ekeka kaSAyA ubhelI ja che, krodha pachI mAna Ave che. e ke, mAsakhamaNuM aMdaranI 'mamatA' sUkAi siddhAMtanA siddhAMtA bhaNI gayA. 20-100 cAkaDA bhaNI gayAM. praznanu' jJAna meLavI lIdhu, eTale ema thaI jAya ke huM... kaIka chuM. mArA jeTaluM keAInI pAse jJAna ja nathI. peAtAnA mAnanu pASaNa karavA mATe pAte je nADu pakaDe che, te cheDatAM nathI. emane kahevAmAM Ave ke ena, Ama nathI paNa Ama che. te tarata ja ene kaSAya AvI jAya che ke huM kaMIka jANu chuM. e mane zenA kahe ? huM kahu' chuM te ja sAcuM che. peAtAnI vAta sAcI TharAvavA utsUtranI prarUpaNA kare che. ame sAdhu manIne pATe besI gayAM. tamane upadeza ApIe. emAM amArI marajI mujaba siddhAMtanA atha karIe te amAre anaMta saMsAra vadhI jAya. tethI ja bhagavAna kahe che ke utsUtranI prarUpaNA karanArA kasAI karatAM paNa mahAna pApI che. kasAi te khullA pApI che paNa utsUtranI prarUpaNA karanAra tA enAthI paNa adhika pApI che. kAraNa ke utsUtranI prarUpaNA karanArA te peAtAne haNe che ane aneka AtmAone viparIta mAga upara caDhAvIne anaMta saMsAramAM peAtAnA AtmAne rajhaLAve che. mahAtmA AnaMdaghanajIe kahyuM che ke : " pApa nahi koI utsUtra bhASaNa jiscA, dhama nahi koi jaga sUtra sarikhA, sUtra anusAre je bhavika kiriyA kare, tenu zuddha cAritra parIkhA, dhAra talavAra taNI seAhayalI, dAhayalI cakramA jina taNI caraNu sevA. " utsUtra prarUpaNA karavAthI adhika duniyAmAM bIjI' kAi meATu' pApa nathI. ane sUtra-siddhAMtanI AjJA pALavA jevA bIjo keAI dharma nathI. jamAli e bhagavAna mahAvIranA jamAI hatA ane zrIjI tarapha bhANeja hatA. enA vairAgya kevA utkRSTa hatA ? enA vairAgyanI vAta sAMbhaLatAM ApaNAM rAmAMca khaDA thaI jAya che. evA jamAlI peAtAnA 500 ziSyA sahita vicaratAM hatAM. eka divasa temanI tabiyata agaDI tyAre ziSyeAne kahayuM: mArA mATe pathArI bichAvA. ziSyA pathArI karI rahayA hatAM tyAM jamAlie pUchyuM-pathArI thai gaI ? ziSyA kahe che hA, jamAli tyAM jaIne jIve che te pathArI pUrI thaI na hatI. tethI te ziSyAne kahevA lAgyA ke pathArI tA thaI nathI ane tame khATu` kema melyA ? tyAre ziSyA kahe che ke bhagavAne kahayuM che ke " hemALe kahe " arthAt kAma karavA mAMDayu. tyArathI karyuM" kahevAya. tyAre jamAlie kahayuM ke e bhagavAna mahAvIranuM vacana khATu' che. kAma pUrNa thAya tyAre ja zA. 73 ,

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pUruM thayuM kahevAya. A pramANe heja utsavanI prarUpaNA karI, eTale bhagavAne bahene. jema ghauMmAMthI kAMkarA phagAvI de tema jamAline pitAnA ziSya samudAyamAMthI phagAvI dIdhA. baMdhuo ! vaDanuM bIja nAnuM hoya che paNa e nAnAzA bIjamAM vaDalAnuM vizALa pakSa banavAnI tAkAta rahelI che. temAM eka nAnakaDI bhUlanuM pariNAma keTaluM bhayaMkara Ave che! agninI nAnI cinagArI ghAsanI gaMjI para jaIne paDe ke rUnA DhagalA para jaIne paDe te bhayaMkara vinAza sarje che. temAM nAnuM sarakhuM pApa paNa ugra rUpa le te bhayaMkara vinAza notare che. mATe utsavanI prarUpaNa karatI vakhate khUba vicAra kare. vIMchIne ThaMza soyanI aNI jeTale ja hoya che. chatAM paNa te moTA moTA mANaso mATe asahya bane che. tema alpa pApa paNa mANasane mATe ati duHkhadAyI bane che. zrI guptAcAryanA ziSya hagupta koIka vAdInI sAthe carcA karatAM hatAM. carcA daramyAna pelA vAdIe jIvarAzi ane ajIvarAzi ema be rAzinI sthApanA karI. te vakhata haguptajI eka sUtaranA dorAne vaLa caDAvI te dore nIce mUkI carcA karanArane pUchayuM ke A dere kaI rAzi kahevAya? jIvarAzi ke ajIvarAzi? je tame jIvarAzi kaheze te sUtara e ajIva padArtha che. je tame ajIvarAzi kahezo te A ajIva sUtara A pramANe halanacalana kema kare che? e pramANe sAMbhaLI ane sUtaranA derAne joI carcA karanAra cUpa thaI gaye. tyAre rehaguptajIe kahayuM bhAI! A sUtarane dore che te jIvarAzi ke ajIvarAzi na kahevAya paNa jIvAjIva nAmanI trIjI rAzimAM gaNAya. e pramANe vAdIne harAvIne potAnA gurUjI pAse AvyAM. ane carcAmAM chatyAnI tamAma vAta gurUjIne karI. tyAre gurUjIe kahayuM ke zrI bhagavAna mahAvIre te jIvarAzi ane ajIvarAzi e be rAzi ja zAstramAM pharamAvI che. ane tame tamArA manathI kalpIne trIjI rAzinuM sthApana karyuM te mithyA che. mATe tame sabhAnI samakSamAM enuM micchAmi dukkaDa le. paNa haguptajIe mAna ane magarUrIne vaza thaIne potAnI haTha choDI nahi ane pitAnI bhUlanuM micchAmi dukkaDa na lIdhuM eTale te paNa ninhava tarIke gaNAyA. baMdhuo ! je mahAna ugra karaNInA karanAra hatA, temaNe bhagavAnanA eka vacanane ulaTI rIte prarUpuM to nindava tarIke pheMkAI gayA. devAnupriye ! zAstranA gahana bhAvene tamArI buddhi pramANe samajaje. tamane na samajAya te zAstranA jANakAra gurUnI pAse jaIne tamArI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karaje. ethI paNa na samajAya te "tatva tu kevaligamyuM" ema samajaje. bhagavAne je bhAva bhAMkhyA che te ja satya che. emAM zaMkAne sthAna nathI. ema samajI prabhunA vacana upara zraddhA rAkhaze te tamAre A bhava ne parabhava baMne sudharI thaze. - devabhadra ane jazobhadra enA pitAne haju paNa ze javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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* vyAkhyAna ne.............. A suda 10 ne zukravAra tA. 9-10-70 je AtmAo kAmavAsanA upara vijaya meLave che tene mATe duniyAmAM kaMI ja kArya kaThIna nathI. jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke kAmavAsanA e AtmAne svabhAva nathI paNa vikAra che. roga che. jema ke mANasane kharajavuM thayuM hoya tene paNa te Ave che, paNa khaNyA pachI khaNu zamI jAya che. tema vAsanA paNa kharajavA jevI che. khaNatI vakhate ThIka lAge che. paNa kharajavAne vikAra vadhato jAya che tema kAma vikAra paNa bhegathI vadhe jAya che. agnimAM game teTalA lAkaDA nAMkhavAmAM Ave te paNa agni tRpta thatI nathI. samudramAM game teTalI nadIo bhaLe to paNa samudra bharAto nathI. tema tame game teTalA kAmaga bhegavaze te paNa viSayAgni bUjhAze nahi. mATe kAmaga choDo. A saMsAramAM anaMtAnaMta kALathI kAmanI pAchaLa pAgala banIne mehamayI AtmA bhamI rahyo che. ane anaMtI vakhata kAmabhAge bhagavyAM chatAM paNa kAmavikAra rUpI riga, mehamAM paDelA jIvane maTe nahi. mATe e hakIkata che ke bhogathI kAma kadI zAMta thAya nahi. "ra jJAtu jAmaH 1nAmupamona rAsthati " paNa kAmanA te brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAthI ja zAMta thAya che. mATe baMdhuo ! jema bane tema kAmanA upara vijaya meLavavA mATe brahmacarya pAlanane abhyAsa kare. jeTaluM Indriye ane mana upara niyaMtraNa karavAmAM Avaze teTaluM avazya brahmacaryanuM pAlana karI zakAze. AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpa nirvikAra che. jJAna ane cAritramaya che. vItarAga svarUpa che. te ene anubhava karavAne badale ajJAnane kAraNe kAmavikArane anubhava karI rahyo che. e cAmaDAnI ramata bAjI ramavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thavAne? kharekhara paralokamAM halakA avatAra maLe che. mATe baMdhuo! eka vAta khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevI che ke sArA sArA zabda-rUpa-rasa-gaMdhasparzanAM AkarSaNabharyA vicArone aTakAvavA joIe. kAraNa ke sarvajJa prabhue kharAba vicArane brahmacarya vratanA ullaMghananuM paheluM pagathIyuM kahyuM che, mATe manane evuM jAgRta banAvI do ke e jaDa padArtho tarapha AkarSAya ja nahi. kaI paNa padArtha pratye rAga-dveSa karyA vagara alipta ane taTastha bhAvathI ja rahe. mana ema kahI de ke he jaDa! mArA AtmAnI samRddhi sAme tArI kazI ja kiMmata nathI. tuM te mekSamAM jatAM beDI rUpa banIne mane bhavamAM bhaTakAve che. AvA bhAva kone Ave? je parabhAvathI pAchA paDayAM hoya, svabhAvamAM sthira banyAM hoya tene Ave che.

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580 devabhadra ane jazAbhadra enA pitAne kahe che ke A leAka mRtyunI vedanAthI pIDAI raheyo che. vRddhAvasthAthI viTaLAI rahayo che. rAtri ane divasarUpI zasrAnI tIkSNa dhArAe varasI rahI che. AmAM kayAM rAcavA jevuM che? huM pitAjI! tame A vAtanA vicAra karI. A saMsAramAM te! jyAM ne tyAM IMDAvAnuM ja che. jIva cAra gati, cAvIsa daMDaka ane cArAsI lAkha javAyAnImAM anAdikALathI paribhramaNa karI rahayo che. A zarIra che teA ja upAdhi che. janma paNa zarIranA ane maraNa paNa zarIrane ja hAya che. mATe have amAre A saMsAramAM rahevu nathI. devAnupriye ! jyAM sudhI jIva ajanma dazA prApta nahIM kare tyAM sudhI A badhI ja upAdhi rahevAnI che. anuttara vimAnamAM tetrIsa sAgarApamanI sthitie rahelA mahadhika deva ane, tyAM bhAgaviSayeA nathI, koinI parataMtratA paNa nathI. tee teA svayaM indro che. te loko tA cha dravya, nizceSA ane nayanI ciMtavaNAmAM ja mazagUla rahe che. emAM ane tetrIsa sAgaropama pUrA thaI jAya che. te paNa ene khakhara paDatI nathI. evA devane AvA uttama sukhA bhogavIne pAchA mAtAnA garbhanI gadhAtI kATaDImAM AvIne utpanna thavu paDe che. e devalAkamAM rahelA devAne manuSya leAkamAM AvatA gaMdha Ave che. manuSya game teTalA khahArathI svaccha ane suga Mdhita rahe paNu aMdara teA hADa, mAMsa, leAhI sivAya bIjI zuM bharyu" che? devAne vaikriya zarIra che eTale ene manuSyanA zarIranI gaMdha Ave che. evA devane mAtAnA garbhamAM kerInI mAphaka uMdhA mastake laTakavuM paDe che. jyAre mAtA DInIta ane laghunIta kare tyAre garbhanA zarIranI nAkanI dAMDI upara thaine relA utare che. A badhuM jIve kema sahana kayu haze? vicAra karI. bhavanapati-vANunya tara-jyAtiSI ane pahelA-khIjA devalAkanA deve pRthvI-pANIvanaspati, manuSya ane tiya ca e pAMca daMDakamAM jAya che. ane trIjAthI ADamA devaleAka sudhInA devA manuSya ane tiryaMca e gatimAM jAya che. navamA devaleAkathI mAMDI sarvAM-siddha vimAnanA devatAe cyavIne manuSya gatimAM jAya che. nArakI ane devAne cavavAnu kahevAya che. ane manuSya ne tiryaMcane maravAnuM kahevAya che. kAraNa ke devAne te vyavIne manuSya ke tiryaMca kAi ne koI gatimAM javu ja paDe che. jyAre manuSya eka vakhata samajIne saMsAra cheDI de tA bhavanA bhukkA karI nAMkhe che. ane ghAtI karmanA bhukkA kare sa karIne zarIra dhAraNa karavuM paDatuM nathI. ATalI tAkAta manuSyamAM rahelI che. mATe have cAvIsa daMDakamAM daMDAvu na heAya te saMsArane tilAMjalI ApavAnA purUSAtha karo. cAvIsa daMDakane IMDaka zA mATe kahyA ? tyAM daMDAvAnu' ja che. ane cauda guNasthAnamAM sauthI prathama guNasthAna tA mithyAtvanuM che chatAM ene guNasthAna kahyuM zA mATe? kAraNa ke e guNasthAnethI jIva krame krame vikAsa sAdhe te e ghaNA AgaLa vadhI jAya che. tyAM

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pa81. guNenuM pragatikaraNa thAya che eTale ene guNarathAnaka kahela che. - jinavANI sAMbhaLyA pachI je aMtaramAM utaratI hoya te jIvanamAM dina-pratidina guNenI vRddhi thavI joIe. ane mAnava jIvanane sadupayoga tha joIe. je koI AtmA dharmane mArge jatuM hoya te tene joIne aMtaramAM AnaMda thave jaIe. tyAgIvirAgIne joIne dharmiSTa AtmAnA aMtaranI umio uchaLe che. ane pote evA banavA mATenI bhAvanA bhAve che. paNa je dharma-kamane samajAtuM nathI, bhega-viSamAM pitAnuM amUlya jIvana vItAvI de che tene aMtima samaye kevI vedanA bhegavavI paDe che te eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM chuM. eka zaheramAM eka dhanavAna zeTha hato. ene enA dhananuM khUba abhimAna hatuM. sAdhuonI te khUba niMdA kare. dharmanA avarNavAda bole, koI dIkSA levA nIkaLe te ema kahe ke dIkSA le eTale kamAvuM te maTI jAya ne? maphatanA roTalA khAvA maLe. ane bahena dIkSA le te ema bele ke zuM khoTuM ! kAma karavuM te maTI gayuM! e zeThane bheTI peDhI hatI. ghera gheDAgADI hatI. gheDo te arabIne hate. heja lagAma kheMce ke pavanavege doDe. zeTha gADImAM besIne pharavA nIkaLe te jAte ja gADI hAMke. enuM moTuM jotAM ema lAge ke A abhimAnanuM pUtaLuM che. enA manamAM evuM abhimAna ke mArA je ghaDe konI pAse che.? mArA jevuM paduM zarIra konuM che? AvA abhimAnamAM bIjAnI AgaLa cAritranI ane munionI niMdA ja karyA karato hato. A niMdAnI pAchaLa dilamAM keTalA bhayaMkara azubha bhAva ane durbAna cAlyA karatA haze ? eka vakhata evuM banyuM ke enA moTA chokarAnA lagna lIdhA. AkhI nAtamAM jamavAnAM netara pheravyAM. jamaNune divasa Ave. zeTha te savAramAM vahelA uThyA. nAhI-dhoI nAstA pANI vigere kAma patAvI dIdhA. tyAM sudhImAM te paDDA jevA zarIramAM- nakhamAM paNa raMga dekhAto na hato, paNa ekAeka kaNa jANe zuM thaI gayuM? ke zeTha nAtane jamavAnI vADIe javAnI taiyArI kare che, tyAM ene blaDa prezara vadhI gayuM, kahe ke tIvra pApakarmanA udaye zarIramAM game te vikiyA ubhI thaI ane mAthAnI dherI nasa tUTI gaI. jIbha kheMcAvA lAgI. "bhAIne pIDA thAya che. tene enA chokarAne ke strIne keTaluM ya kahevuM haze." te bolavA gayo paNa e.A.... " sivAya bIjo akSara ja na kADhI zake. kAraNa ke jIbha kheMcAtI hatI. DokaTara paNa zuM karI zake? tIvra azubha karmane udaya thayo hoya tyAre DokaTara paNa kaMI ja karI zake tema nathI. bicAro traNa divasa sudhI e karate rahyo. pitAnI patnIne ke hAlA putrone dilanI kaMI ja vAta karI zake nahi. baMdhuo ! vicAra kare. pUrve karelA abhimAna ane deva-gurU dharmanI karelI niMdAthI bAMdhelA azubha karmodaye tene DhIlesa karI

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nAMkhe. traNa traNa divasanI aghora pIDAmAM zarIranI mUcha, jIvavAnI mamatA vigere DAkanA TeLAe ene e gherI lIdhuM ke enA aMge hAyavoyane pAra na rahyo. te aMtara. kalezane paNa pAra nahi. chevaTe azubha bhAva, azubha dhyAna magaja upara caDhI beThA ane e karUNa hAlate maryo. AkhI jiMdagI sevelA abhimAna, dharma Sa ane dharmaniMdAnA azubha bhAvenuM ene kevuM phaLa maLyuM? maraNa vakhate enuM abhimAna kevuM osarI gayuM ! mATe ja jJAnIo kahe che ke tame jIvanamAM zubha bhAvanA bhAve. tamArAthI koInuM sAruM na thAya te khera, paNa keInuM azubha te na ja karavuM. dhama kadAca ocho thAya te ocho kare, tame tyAgI na banI zake te na bane, paNa je dharma kare che, saMsAra tyAge che enA avarNavAda te na ja balavA. manamAM Avela heja azubhabhAva paNa keTaluM nukazAna kare che ! eka muni kAusagga karatA hatA. kAusaga te eka legassane ja hatuM. paNa legassa belatAM evA zubha dhyAne caDyAM ke tyAM emanuM avadhijJAnAvaraNIya karma tUTatAM avadhijJAna pragaTa thayuM. azubha jJAnAvaraNAdi kamene teDavAnI dhyAnamAM tAkAta che. zubha dhyAnanuM A mahatva jIva samajato nathI, eTale dhyAna karI zakato nathI. munine zubha dhyAnamAM ja tyAM avadhijJAna pragaTa thayuM. haju kAussagamAM ja che, ne avadhijJAnathI asaMkhya jana uMce vaimAnikamAM paheluM devaleka dekhAyuM. tyAM Indra zuM kare che e jovAnI jijJAsA thatAM ja khUNAmAM indra tenI IndrANIne manAvato dekhAyo. e joIne munine hasavuM AvyuM, ke aheA moTo Indra paNa IndrANIne manAvavA beThe che! ATale badho gulAma ! emane saheja hAya AvI gayuM. hAMsI mazkarI e paNa azubhabhAva che. enuM phaLa kevuM maLe che? munine hasavuM AvyuM tyAM ja avadhijJAnanAM AvaraNakarma pAchA udayamAM AvI gayA ane AveluM avadhijJAna cAlyuM gayuM. eTale aMdhAruM thaI gayuM. kaMI ja dekhAtuM nathI. saheja hAsyamAM keTaluM badhuM gumAvI dIdhuM! bIjAnI hAMsI karatAM hayAmAM je tucchatA AvI te have zubha bhAva lAvavA jAya, zubha dhyAna karavA jAya paNa emAM prabaLa pAvara kayAMthI Ave? keIka vakhatanA AvA azubha bhAvathI evI kharAbI thAya che ke haiyuM tuccha ane zudra banI jAya che. jethI zubhabhAva ane dhyAnane jAgavAne avakAza paNa rahetuM nathI. mATe azubha bhAva lAvatAM pahelAM khUba vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. muninuM avadhijJAna kema cAlyuM gayuM? muni te guNIyala hatA, paNa IndranI mohamUDha dazA jotAM enA para hasyA. hAMsIne bhAva Ave e tAmasa bhAvanA gharane che. pilA munine evA bhAva AvyAM heta ke saMsArane moha ke vicitra che! mehamAM mANasa ke mUDha banI jAya che, ene kAraNe ja e saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che, te

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avadhijJAna jatuM na raheta. paNa emane AvI dayA AvavAne badale emane to ema thayuM ke huM-Indra paNa A pAgalaAvuM kare che? ema tiraskAra A. hAMsIgachA thaI, eTale sAtvika bhAva cAle gaye. ane tAmasa bhAva jhagamagate ye pachI avadhijJAna cAlyuM jAya emAM kayAM navAI pAmavA jevuM che? eTalA mATe ja tAmasabhAvane piSanAza nimitte jeTalAM ochAM me teTalA bacI zake. huM te tamane e ja kahuM chuM ke tame tyAgI na banI zake te eTaluM te jarUra karajo ke saMsAramAM rahIne paNa koIne pratye rAga-dveSa na kare. keInI hAMsI-mazkarI na karavI. keInI majAka kazyAmAM paNa jIva karma bAMdhe che. mATe tyAga e ja sarvazreSTha kalyANanI bhUmikA che. be bALake kahe che he pitAjI! A saMsAramAM kayAMya sukhanuM nAmanizAna dekhAtuM nathI. A asAra saMsAramAMthI je kaI bacAvanAra heya te eka mAtra dharma ja che. jA jA vaccaI rayaNI, na sA paDiniyattai / ma yugamANasa, mA gatti to che u. a. 14-24 he pitAjI! ApaNuM jIvanamAMthI je je rAtri ane divase jAya che te pharIne pAchA AvatAM nathI. ane adharma karanAranA rAtri ane divasa aphaLa jAya che. manuSyajIvana amUlya che. e te mahAnapurUSe kahetAM AvyA che. be rIte mAnavajIvanane upayoga thAya che. be mANasane lAkha lAkha rUpiyAnI mUDI maLI. temAM eka mANase pitAnI mUDIne upaga dAnamAM karyo. garIbanI sevAmAM nANAM vAparyA. duHkhI jIne zAtA upajAvIne nANune sadupayeAga karyo. ane bIjA mANase mAjazekhamAM ane vyasanemAM nANune upayoga karyo. mUDI te baMnenI kharcAI paNa saphaLa kenI kahevAya! je pitAnA hAthe satkAryomAM nANune sadupayoga kare che e ja sAcuM nANuM che. kahevAno Azaya e ja che ke je manuSya adharmanuM AcaraNa kare che tenA rAtri ane divasa aphaLa jAya che. pite A jiMdagImAM sukha pAmI zakatuM nathI ane parabhavamAM paNa sukha pAmatuM nathI. haju paNa putro zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.82 (vijyAdazamI) suda 11 ne zanivAra tA. 10-10-70 A anaMtarAnI zAstrakAra bhagavaMte ApaNuM upara mahAna anukaMpA karI siddhAMta rUpa vANanI prabhAvanA karI. evA prabhune vaMdana karatAM emanA guNanuM stavana karatAM paNa

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ApaNuM pApa dhovAI jAya che. saMsAramAM tamArAthI koI mATe mANasa Ave che to tame ene namaskAra kare che. emAM te tamane svArtha che. ene vaMdana karatAM tamArA pApa dhAvAze nahi paNa bhagavAnane vaMdana karatAM, enA guNagrAma karatAM tenAmAM tadAkAra banI jaIe te mahAna lAbha thAya. AtmAnI daSTie te emane AtmA ane ApaNe AmA samAna che paNa phera eTalo ja che ke prabhue jene jItI lIdhA che tenAthI ApaNe jItAI gayA chIe. * huM te krodha kaSAye bhariye, tuM te samatA rasane dariye, huM te ajJAne Avariye, tuM te kevaLa kamaLA variye, ' huM te viSaya sukhane AsI, teM te viSaya kIdhA nirAsI, huM te karamanA bhAre bhariye, tame sarvathA dUra karIye, huM te moha taNe vaza paDI, tuM te sabaLa mehane naDiye, te huM to bhavasamudramAM khU, tuM to mokSa maMdiramAM pahoMce. he prabhu! te te kaSAyo upara vijaya meLavyo che. huM tenAthI chavAI gayo chuM. tArAmAM samatA bharI che ne huM te mamatAthI bhareluM chuM. tArAmAM jJAna bhareluM che ane huM te ajJAnathI avarAI gaye chuM. Aje divasa vijyAdazamIne che. vijayAdazamInA dine kSatriyone khUba AnaMda hoya che. AgaLanA vakhatamAM rAjA-mahArAjAo dazerAne divase svArI kADhatAM hatAM. vaDodarAnA mahArAjAnI svArI jevA mATe amadAvAdathI spezyala TreIne doDatI hatI. Aje te rAjA ane prajA sarakhA banI gayA che. sAlIyANa maLatA hatAM te paNa baMdha thaI gayA. A badho ke karmane udaya che. dazerAne vijayanuM parva kahevAmAM Ave che. AjanA divase bhalAIe bUrAI upara vijaya meLavyuM hatuM. nItio anItine parAjita karI hatI. jyAM sadAcAra hoya che tyAM durAcAra TakI zakatuM ja nathI. je vAtane lAkho varSo vItI gayA chatAM paNa Aje te prasaMga janatAnA manamAM jAgRta che. jenA jIvanamAM durAcAranI durgadha bharI hoya che tene lAkha varSonA kALane pravAhapaNa bhUlAvI zakato nathI. AjanA divasa mATe be mata pracalita che. keTalAka lokonI mAnyatA evI che ke AjanAM divase rAme rAvaNanI sAme yuddha karyuM hatuM. ane keI ema paNa kahe che ke rAma ane rAvaNane yuddhanI Aje samApti thaI hatI. A vAtamAM game tevA matabheda hoya chatAM eka vAta te nakakI che ke rAmacaMdrajIe rAvaNa upara vijaya meLavIne sItAjIne pAchA meLavyA hatAM. ApaNe vyavahAramAM ema belIe chIe ke rAme rAvaNane mAryo. paNa kharI rIte te lamaNe rAvaNane mAryo hato. rAvaNanI duSTa vAsanAone kAraNe enI kevI phajetI thaI che. uttara pradeza ane madhya pradezamAM keTalIka jagyAe gAmanI

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bahAra rAvaNanuM pUtaLuM banAvIne ubhuM rAkhe che. ene vRddhathI mAMDIne nAnA nAnA bALako sArA sArA kapaDAM paherIne tyAM jAya che. temane pUchavAmAM Ave ke bhAI! kyAM jAo che? te kaheze ke rAvaNane mAravA jaIe chIe. e nAnA bALako paNa rAvaNanA pUtaLAne paththara mArI Ave che. e rAvaNa kadAca jIvata ne jAgate tyAM ubhe hoya te kaI tyAM 'ubhA rahI zakaze kharA? emane pAchA vaLatA pUchavAmAM Ave ke tame kayAM jaI AvyA? te kaheze ke rAvaNane mArI AvyA. mahAbaLavAna vAsudeva evA lamaNane paNa rAvaNane saMhAra karatAM cha mAsa lAgyA hatAM. ane AjanA nAnA nAnA bALaka ghaDIkamAM rAvaNane mArI AvyA? nA, evuM nathI. paNa eNe karelA durAcAranI phajetI che. je manuSya sadAcArane choDI durAcAranuM sevana kare che, tenI phajetI cekasa thavAnI che. ane enI game tevI durdazA thaze te paNa koIne enI dayA nahi Ave. jenA jIvanamAM bhalAI haze tene hajAro mitro maLI jaze. ane jo enuM jIvana durAcArathI bhareluM haze to mADI jA bhAI paNa ene choDI deze. ene mATe rAvaNanuM daSTAMta sAkSI rUpa che. jyAre e ja rAvaNa sadAcAra ane nItithI cAlato hato tyAre seMkaDo rAjAo enA caraNamAM mUkI paDatA hatA. te jyAM jato hato tyAM loko enuM svAgata karatA hatA. A baLavAna rAvaNa rAmanI sAme kema hArI gayo? e te tamane ApoApa samajAI jAya tevI vAta che. e jyAM jato tyAM ekalI janatA ja nahi paNa moTA moTA samrATa paNa enuM svAgata karatA. paraMtu je divase teNe sadAcAranI sImAnuM ullaMghana karyuM te divase tenA divaso palaTAI gayAM. bIjAnI vAta te bAjumAM mUke, paNa sago bhAIvibhISaNe paNa ene choDI dIdho hate. Aje ATalAM varSo thaI gayAM chatAM bhagavAna mahAvIra, rAmacaMdrajI, kRSNa, badhAnI jaya bolatAM tamArA badhAnA haiyA harakhAI jAya che. mahAvIranuM nAma belatAM jenAne AnaMda thaze. rAma-kRSNanuM nAma bolatAM vaiSNavone AnaMda thaze. paNa rAvaNane jaya belAvatAM kaIne AnaMda nahi thAya. kAraNa ke enA jIvanamAM duSTa vAsanAnI durgadha bharI hatI. ATalAM varSo vItI gayAM, paNa haju ke mANasa potAnA saMtAnanuM nAma rAvaNuM pADavA IcchatuM nathI. Aje leka pazu-pakSImAMthI nAma pasaMda kare che. kacarAmAMthI nAma pasaMda kare che. vanaspatimAMthI nAma pasaMda kare che. ghaNA bhAIonuM nAma pipaTalAla hoya che. bahenanuM nAma menAbahena, kokIlAbahena hoya che. A pakSInuM nAma nathI? ghaNu bhAI enuM nAma kacarAbhAI ane puMjAbhAI hoya che. kaMIka bahenanAM nAma dudhIbahena, nAraMgIbahena vigere hoya che. ane mahArASTramAM te ghaNuM bahenanuM nAma badAmabena, patAsIbena paNa hoya che. A badhAmAMthI tame nAmanI pasaMdagI karI, paNa haju sudhI koIe potAnA putranuM nAma rAvaNa ke duryodhana pADayuM nathI. enuM kAraNa e ja che ke emaNe nItina niyamane Thekare mAryA hatA, zA. 74.

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pa rASaNa, padmAttara ane kIcaka vigere vAsanAnA gulAma banyAM hatAM. temaNe potAnI patnIo uparAMta parastrIe sAme vikArabharI dRSTI pheMkI hatI. vAsanAnA nimittanA eka ja jhapATe sAnAnI laMkA khaLIne khAkha thai gaI. ane rAvaNu pAte paNa nAza pAmyA ane jatAM jatAM durvAsanAnI duMgadha mUkatA gayA. devAnupriyA ! AjanA divasa mahAna pavitra che. Aje kaMIka mANasA jalebI, phAphaDA khAIne dazerAnA divasa ujavaze. paNa ethI ghaDIe ghaDI Anaa Avaze, paNa vAsanA upara vijaya nahi meLavAya. kharekhara tA ApaNe duSTa vAsanAo upara vijaya meLavavAnA che. AtmAe AtmAnI sAthe yuddha karavAnu` che. laDA sau Atma-sa`grAme, bIjA saMgrAma zAkarI, zuddhAtmAthI durAtmAne, jItIne sukha meLavA. AtmAe bahAranA yuddha khelavAnI jarUra nathI. aMtaramAM anAdikALathI zubha ane azubha vAsanAonA jaMga macI rahyo che. tenA upara vijaya meLaveA. Aje saune vijaya meLavavA game che. parAjaya koIne gamatA nathI. paNa e vijaya parAjayanA rUpamAM na palaTAI jAya evuM kayAre banI zake ? vAsanA upara vijaya meLavAya tyAre ja, vAsanA be prakAranI che. eka zubha vAsanA ane khIjI azubha vAsanA. jema eka prakAranI pravRtti bIjA prakAranI pravRttine aTakAve che tema eka prakAranI vAsanA bIjA prakAranI vAsanAne mAre che. sAsanAthI kuvAsanAnA nAza thAya che. mATe vAsanAnA vijaya karavA mATe vAsanA jarUrI che, paNa kaI vAsanA joie te barAbara samajI lejo. Aja sudhI jIve keTalAM keTalAM prayatno karyAM chatAM badhA niSphaLa zAthI gayA? enuM kAraNa e ja che ke je vAsanA meLavavI joie, jenA Azraya levA joie te vAsanA hajI aMtaramAM AvI nathI. ene Azraya lIdhA nathI tenA kAraNe ja jIva badhe niSphaLatA pAmyA che. jyAM sudhI samyakRtvanI vAsanA na pamAya tyAM sudhI mithyAtvanI vAsanA na TaLe. baMdhuo ! A jIvane anAdikALathI parataMtratAnI eDImAM sapaDAvanAra bUrAmAM pUrI kAi vAsanA hoya te te mithyAtvanI vAsanA che. vAsanA eTale zuM? je vAsita kare tenuM nAma vAsanA. AtmAmAM viparIta bhAvanAnAM saMskAra enu nAma mithyAtva vAsanA ane AtmAmAM sabhya* vAsanAnA saskAra enu nAma sabhyAsanA. jevI vAsanA je AtmAne vAsita kare te AtmA tevA rUpe vAsita thAya che. ane vAsanA paNa mahAranA vAtAvaraNane laine Ave che. tame jevA vAtAvaraNamAM rahelA hazeA tevI vAsanAnA sa skAra tamArAmAM AvavAnA che. Aje te jyAM ne tyAM mojazeAkha bhareluM mehaka vAtAvaraNa jovA maLe che. jainAnA

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pahe gharamAM gaucarI jaIe te jainanI nizAnI tarIkenuM eka paNa cinha jovA maLatuM nathI. tamArA saMtAnanuM bhaviSya sudhAravuM hoya, tamAruM jIvana sudhAravuM hoya te pahelA gharanuM vAtAvaraNa paNa sudhAravuM paDaze. tamArA gharamAM tamArA phoTA TIMgADayA hoya che enAthI tamane zuM siMcana maLavAnuM? enA karatAM gharanI eka divAla upara lakho ke "samartha joma mA pamAyaNa" he gautama, samaya mAtrane pramAda karavA jevuM nathI, te mArA te keTalA varSo pramAdamAM vItI gayA. bIjI divAla upara lakho ke "ttArame kacchanA maM" karma karanAranI pAchaLa ja jAya che. karma karanArane ja bhegavavAM paDe che. trIjI divAla para lakhe ke "jAna mora basthi" huM game tema karIza. chAnAM pApa karIza paNuM karelAM karma bhagavyA vinA chUTako ja nathI. jethI divAla upara lakhe ke "jo nathi che jerU nAmanArasa sa" A saMsAramAM huM eka ja chuM, mAruM kaI nathI temaja huM keIne nathI. tame savAranA pahoramAM uThIne AvA senerI suvAkaye vAMcaze te paNa tamAro AtmA jAgI uThaze. AvA saMskAro tamArA AtmAmAM daDha banaze. AtmAne svabhAva e che ke jevI vastu enI sAme hoya tevuM pratibiMba temAM paDe che. jema phiTika sapheda hoya che paNa tenI nIce jevA kalaranI vastu rAkhavAmAM Ave che tevuM pratibiMba temAM paDe che, mATe ja jJAnI kahe cheH jevuM vAtAvaraNa tevI vAsanA. ane jevI vAsanA tevA saMskAra paDe che. ApaNe AtmA haju sudhI mukta dazAne pAmyuM nathI. sva-svarUpane prApta karI zakyo nathI. tenuM e ja kAraNa che ke haju vAsanA upara vijaya meLavyuM nathI. vAsanAne vijya je vAsanAthI karAya te vAsanA meLavAI nathI. jema kAMTo kAMTAne kADhe che. kAMTe tIkSaNa che te tene kADhavA mATe sAdhana paNa tINu joIe. tema misyA vAsanAne kADhavA mATe samyakatvAdi vAsanA joIe. jIvanamAM samyagavAsanAnuM sthAna saMskArathI Ave che, sadAcArathI Ave che. jIvanamAM pahelethI sadAcAranuM siMcana karyuM haze te game tevI paristhitimAM paNa tame acala rahI zakaze. ane je sadAcAra nahi hoya te jIvanamAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lebha Adi durAcAra sthAna jamAvI besaze. duniyAmAM kaI moTAmAM moTo duzmana tamArUM jeTaluM ahita nahi kare tethI adhika ahita karanAra A duzmane rahelAM che. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM prabhue kahyuM che ke - koho pIi paNAsei, mANo viNaya nAsaNo / mAcI mittAni nADU, Dhoho nazva vikhAsaLo daza vai. a. 8-38 . krodha te ekalI prItine nAza kare che. mAna Ave te vinayane nAza kare che. mAyA mitratAne nAza kare che, paNa je koThAmAM lebha-zatru peThe to badhA ya guNene

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588 nAza karI nAMkhe che. lAbha Ave che tyAre tenAmAM hita-mahita, kalyANu-akalyANa ane dayA bhUlAi jAya che. peAtAnA kSaNika svAne mATe khIjAnA vinAza karatAM pazu cakAtA nathI. eka vakhatanA prasaMga che. eka dayALu mANase leAkeAne sarpadaMzanuM jhera utAravAnI akasIra davAnuM zeAdhana kayuM. ghaNI vanaspationA rasa ekaDo karI khUba mahenata karI eNe e davAnu saMzAdhana kayuM hatuM. pachI eNe e davAnA prayAga karI joyA, tA enAthI sapanA bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara jhera utaravA lAgyA. eTale emaNe davAmAMthI IMjekazanA anAvyA. ane kaMpanI khAlI. iMjekazananI kiMmata soLa rUpiyA rAkhI. gAmaDAmAM sA~nA upadrava khUba hoya che. lAkone jema jema khabara paDatI gaI tema tema tenI khapata vadhatI gaI. je mANusa maraNanA mukhamAM sapaDAyA haiAya te khacI jAya, te tene mATe seALanA maMtrIsa rUpiyA ApavA paDe te paNa mevuM paDe nahi A zeThanI kapanInI khyAti khUba prasaravA mAMDI. meATA pramANamAM eDa`rA AvavA lAgyA. A joI bIjA vahepArInA manamAM thayuM ke Aja kAla kaMpanI khAlI ane khUba jAmI gayA. e khUba kamAI gayA. tA hu' paNa AnI sAme AvI ka panI khAlu ema vicAra karI eNe pelA vahepArInI dukAnethI eka iMjekazana kharIdyuM. ane enA jevA ja AkAranA ane evA ja kalaranA IMjekazanA banAvyA. ane upara lebala paNu enA jevuM ja lagADayuM. upara lekhala lagADavAthI ke evA kalara banAvavAthI kaMI e davAnA guNA thADA ja emAM AvI jAya ? uparanAM lekhala te ghaNAM sArA hAya paNa aMdara mAla ja na hoya te! zuM? tame jaina kuLamAM janma lIdheA che, jaina tarIkenu' khIrUda dharAvyuM che, paNa aMdara jainatvanA mAla na hoya te zA kAmanu' ? tame ahIM sAmAyika laine beThA che paNa aMdara samatAbhAvanu' tattva che ke nahi e te tame ja vicAra karI lejo. juo, paisAnA lAbha zu anartha nathI karAvatA ? bIjA vahepArIe navI kaMpanI khAlI ane iMjekazanA vecavA mAMDyAM. eNe IMjekazananA bhAva ATha rUpiyA rAkhyA. Aje duniyA sastu' maLe tyAM doDe che. seALa rUpiyAnI vastu ATha rUpiyAmAM maLatI hoya te pachI seALa rUpiyA kharcavA kANu jAya? have junI ka MpanIvALAne tyAM tA koI IMjekazana levA jatuM ja na hatuM. ane AchI kiMmate vecavAnuM paravaDe tema na hatuM. ane sALa rUpiyAmAM kAI kharIdanAra na hatuM. eTale eNe mAla vecavA baMdha karyAM, junI ka panI besI gaI. AjanI duniyA mahAranuM lekhala jIve che, paNa guNa jotI nathI. tame vastunA bAhya caLakATane na joze paNa enAmAM raheluM tattva jotAM zIkhajo. e lekhala ane raMgIna pANI jherane utArI niha zake. enAthI tA dagA thAya che, leAko iMjekazana laI jAya che. temAM AyuSyanA baLavAna hoya ne khacI jAya teA mAnI le ke IMjekazanathI jhera utaryu. ane kAi mRtyu pAme tA ema mAnI letAM ke enuM AyuSya pUru thayu. ema samajI AMkhAmAMthI AMsu pADI besI rahetAM.

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bheLaseLa karIne vastu vecavI e moTuM pApa che. temAM paNa AvI davAomAM AvI jAtanI dagAkhorI karavI e to ghaNuM ja bhayaMkara pApa che. dago kaIne sago nathI. AvI dagAbAjI eka divasa pitAnuM ja ahita karanArI nIvaDe che. baMdhuo! tamane game teTaluM paise maLe paNa paisAnA gulAma banI kadI AvA pApa na karaze. lebhI manuSyane pApanI paNa paravA hotI nathI. eka vakhata navI kaMpanI para phena Avyo ke jaladI IMjekazana mokalI Ape. A kaMpanIvALA zeThanA putranA mitrane phena hatuM. eTale tarata ja ene putra ijekazana laIne pahoMcI jAya che. bAvIsa varSane yuvAna mitra sarpadaMzanA jherathI bebhAna thaIne paDe che. tarata ja DokaTara bolAvyA. iMjekazana apAvyuM. bApa rAha joIne beThe hato ke hamaNAM mAro putra AMkha khelaze, paNa kayAMthI le? davAmAM satva hoya te jhera utare ne? putre te sadAne mATe AMkha mIMcelI ja rAkhI. putranuM mRtyu thayuM jANIne enA mAtA-pitA pachADa khAIne revA lAgyA. thoDA divasa pahelAM ja jenA lagna thayAM hatAM te patnI bebhAna thaIne paDI. A karUNa vAtAvaraNa joIne zeThanA dikarAnuM haiyuM kaMpI uThayuM. teNe ghera AvIne kahyuM: bApujI! A baMdha bahu ja khoTo che. ApaNAM alpa svArthane khAtara kaMIka jInAM prANa haNAya che. A te bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara pApa kahevAya. bApa kahe che dIkarA! paisA kema kamAvAya tenI tane zI khabara paDe? AvI dharmanI vAte tuM kayAMthI zIkhI Avyo? have kAlathI upAzrayamAM jaIza nahi. dhama te upAzrayamAM karavAnuM. ghera nahi. je dharmamAM kahyA pramANe karyA karaze to bhUkhe maravAnA divase Avaze. juo ! bhavRtti dhamane paNa dezanikAla karAve che. mATe huM te tamane kahuM chuM ke bhale pisAdAra na banAya te kAMI nahi paNa dharmane cUkaze nahi. ane lebhane te hRdayamAM sthAna ja na Apaze. bApanI sAme dIkarAnuM kAMI ja cAlyuM nahi. eka divasa e prasaMga banI gayuM ke zeTha ArAmathI palaMgamAM sUtA che. enA bhayaMkara pApakarmane udaya thavAne eTale koNa jANe kyAMthI moTo bhoriMga sarSa AvIne zeThanA aMguThe karaDI gaye. je sape DaMkha mAryo tevI ja tenA moDhAmAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI. cIsa sAMbhaLI putra-patnI badhAM doDI AvyAM. lAITa karIne joyuM te moTo bhayaMkara kALe jherI nAga. bApa kahe che beTA ! ijekazana laI Ava. putra kahe che pitAjI! dukAnanI cAvI kyAM mUkI che? tyAre kahe che beTA ! ApaNe dukAnanuM iMjekazana kAma nahi lAge. e te nakalI mAla che. junI kaMpanIvALA vahepArIne tyAMthI laI Ava. pitAjI! atyAra sudhI dagA-prapaMca karI bIjAnAM prANa lUMTatA vicAra na karyo. A pApa have tamane kema bacAvaze? putra te deDo junI kaMpanImAM ijekazana levA gaye. eNe kahayuM ke soLa rUpiyA

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le ane mane jaldI ijekazana Apa. mArA bApujIne sarpa karaDe che. tyAre junI kaMpanIne mAlika pUche che bhAI! tArA pitA to moTA vahepArI che. tame bIjAne iMjekazana ATha rUpiyAmAM ApI che ane Aje seLa rUpiyA kharcIne mArI dukAne zA mATe levA AvyA? jo ke amArI pAse te have eka paNa IMjekazana nathI. tamArI kaMpanInI hariphAIne lIdhe amAro mAla khapata baMdha thaI gaye. eTale ame mAla banA- - vavAnuM baMdha karyuM che. putra kahe che bhAI! seLane badale batrIsa rUpiyA le paNa eka iMjekazana Apo. vahepArI kahe che bhAI! batrIza te zuM paNa tuM traNa hajAra basa 3200 rUpiyA Ape te paNa huM tane eka IMjekazana ApI zakuM tema nathI, kAraNa ke mArI pAse che ja nahi. putra vIle maDhe pAche A. dukAnamAM te ghaNAM IMjekazana bharelA paDyAM che, paNa e te bIjAne mATe hatAM. bhale duniyA na jANe paNa pite te jANute ja hatuM ke emAM sAcI davA nahi paNa raMgIna pANI ja bhareluM hatuM. e zA kAmanuM? cha kalAkamAM te zeTha cAlyA gayAM. baMdhuo ! bIjAne duHkha denAra pote kyAM sudhI hasate rahI zake? bIjAnuM ahita karatAM pahelAM pitAnuM ja ahita thaI jAya che. paranuM bUruM karatAM pahelAM pitAnuM thaI jAya, kharekhara e kudaratane nyAya...(2) - khADo khode te ja paDe che, raDAvanAre pite raDe che, abhimAnamAM nAnA moTAnuM, palamAM haNAI jAya. kharekhara pApakarmane badale maLyA vinA raheto ja nathI. keI mANasa A bhavamAM pApakarmanAM phaLa bhogave che, keI parabhavamAM bhegave che, te kaI A bhava ane parabhavamAM karmano vipAka bhegave che. rUe lapeTelI Aga chAnI rahe te karmo chAnAM rahe. lasaNa vAvIne kasturInI AzA rAkhe che te kayAMthI maLe? Aga upara hAtha rAkhIne bhagavAnane prArthanA kare ke prabhu! jeje mAre hAtha na baLe. e kadI banI zake kharuM? kharAba kAma karIne mANasa ema Icche ke enA kaDavA phaLa mane na maLe, paNa e kadI banavAnuM ja nathI. mATe pApa karatAM pAchA pharo. pApakarma karavAmAM pramAda kare ane dharmanuM AcaraNa tarata ja karo. 0 Ajano divasa duSTa vAsanAo upara vijaya meLavI karmazatruo upara vijaya meLavavAne che. te ja sAcA zuravIra banI zakAya. bAhaya zatruo upara to ghaNI vakhata vijya meLavyuM. have AMtarika zatruo upara vijaya meLavavA puruSArtha kare. devabhadra ane jazebhadra karmazatruo upara vijaya meLavavA taiyAra thayAM che. teo pitAnA pitAne kahe che pitAjI! pramAdanuM sevana karavAthI ane adharmanuM AcaraNa karavAthI jIvanamAM rAtri ane divase aphaLa jAya che.

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pA jA jA vaccai rayaNI, na sA paDiniyataI / dharmAM 2 kuLamAnasa, aA ganti rAnA // 3. a. 14-25 19 je manuSya dharmadhyAna kare che tenAM rAtri ane divaseA saphaLa jAya che. dhama dhyAna karavAthI catu'tinA cakkaramAM bhramaNa karavAnuM aTakI jAya che. kadAca dhama karatAM T Avaze teA e veThavAmAM paNa mahAna lAbha che. sa`sAra tyAgI saMyamanA mArge jatAM jo ugra pariSaha Avaze te paNa sahana karI laIzuM. paNa adhama mAM rata rahIne pApakama khaMdhAya evu` kA` amAre karavuM nathI. saMyama mATe kadAca A dehane DAmI devA paDaze tA paNa DAmI devA taiyAra chIe. badhuM duHkha jagatanuM khamavuM che, prabhu ca'dana mAre khanavu' che. mana mArIne mAre kramavu` che.... prabhu.... paNa kahuM chuM harakata nathI koi lAbha uThAve ghasI ghasI, nIcI muDIe namavuM che.... prabhu... huM sahana karU chuM hasI hasI, paranI zAMtimAM zamavuM che....prabhu caMdana mAre khanavu che. caMdananuM lAkaDuM. khUma ki`matI heAya che. khIjA lAkaDAnI gajIe khaDakI hoya ane caMdananA lAkaDAnA eka ja TukaDA bhale hAya paNa kiMmata caMdananA TukaDAnI che. caMdana jema jema ghasAya che tematema e suvAsa Ape che. enu vilepana karanArane paNa zItaLatA Ape che. caMdana kaIM ema nathI manAtuM! ene keTalAM kaSTo veThavA paDe che tyAre enI kiMmata thAya che. pArakAne mATe peAtAnI jAtane ghasI nAMkhe che. tema saMyama mALe jatAM game teTalAM pariSahA paDaze te! samabhAve sahana karI laIzuM. kAI karavatathI kApI nAMkhe ke koI pUjA kare enI amane paravA nathI. paNa A saMsAramAM amAre rAcavu nathI. hajI AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. koI kApe ene karavatathI tA brahmacaryanA mahimA AsA suda 12 ne ravivAra tA. 11-10-70 vyAkhyAna......na, 83 anaMta karUNAnIdhi zAstrakAra bhagavata mahAvIra svAmIe jagatanA jIvAnA AtmakalyANane arthe zAstra siddhAMtamaya vANInI prarUpaNA karI. traNe kALe siddha thayelI vastu

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tenuM nAma siddhAMta. uttarAdhyamana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM cha ane adhikAra cAle che. temAM be kumAre kahe che ke je manuSya dharmadhyAna kare che tenA rAtri ane divase saphaLa jAya che. " kuLamALa, zAnti nA " * je sonerI samaya jAya che te lAkha rUpiyA ApavA chatAM paNa pAcho maLate nathI. AvA amUlya samayane sadupayoga kaI rIte kare joIe tene viveka kare. bhagavAna mahAvIrane ApaNane saMdeza che ke te AtmAo! tame mAnavabhava prApta karIne tamArA aMtaramAM jJAnane dipaka pragaTAve. Aje AyaMbIlanI oLIne chaThTho divasa che. A divasomAM tapa karIne AtmA upara jAmela karmane mela dUra karI, aMtaramAM jJAnane dipaka pragaTAvI ApaNA AdhyAtmika jIvanane mArga saraLa banAvavAnuM che. kAraNa ke jJAnanI mazAla vinA jIvananI aMdhArI rAtrimAM tame AgaLa vadhI zakaze nahi. ajJAna aMdhakAra svarUpa che, jyAre jJAna prakAza-varUpa che. tame prakAza karavA mATe phAnasa saLagAve che to temAM phAnasa, vATa, kerosIna, divAsaLI badhuM joIe. lAITa karavA mATe gleba, baTana, pAvara vigerenI jarUra paDe che tyAre tamane prakAza maLe che, jyAre jJAna e prakAza che ke ene telanI ke vATanI AvazyakatA nathI. jJAna svataH prakAzamAna che ane anya prakAzanI jarUra nathI. jJAnane prakAza te sUryanA prakAza karatAM paNa zreSTha che. kAraNa ke sUrya te divase ja prakAza Ape che jyAre jJAna te rAtre ane divase eka sarakho ja prakAza Ape che. sUrya te prakAza AMkhavALAne ja Ape che jyAre jJAna AMkhavALAne ja nahIM paNa AMkha-vagaranAne paNa prakAza Ape che. jJAnanA abhAve AtmA anaMta kALathI duHkhamaya saMsAramAM bhamI rahayo che. ene svapnamAM paNa sukhanA darzana thatAM nathI. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM bhagavAna kahe che ke - jAvanta'vijjApurisA, savve te dukkhasaMbhavA / suSpatti vaduto mUDhA, saMsArama vAta u. a. 8-1 ajJAna e sarva duHkhanuM mULa che. ajJAnI mANasane sata-asatane viveka hete nathI. eTale te janma-maraNathI nivRtta thaI zakatuM nathI, eTale ja duHkha pAme che. anaMta saMsAramAM te paribhramaNa kare che. baMdhuo ! AdhyAtmika kSetramAM kaho ke vyavahArika kSetramAM kaho paNa jJAna te avazya joIze ja. tame kaI paNa jAtane vahepAra karaze to enA viSayanuM jJAna te joIe ja ne ? kApaDane vahepAra karavo hoya te kApaDanA viSayane lagatuM je je jJAna hoya te meLavavuM joIe. karIyANAne vahepAra karavo hoya te tenuM jJAna meLavavuM jarUrI che. tema jyAM sudhI dehanA dharmanuM ane AtmAnA dharmanuM tamane jJAna nahi hoya tyAM sudhI sAdhanAne svAdiSTa rasa kayAMthI cAkhI zakaze?

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53 A AtmAe ajJAnamAM anaMta janmA vItAvyAM. teNe evA bhavA karyAM ke jyAM pApa karavAnI sImA na rAkhI. pApa paNa ajJAnathI janme che. aMdhakAramAM kALI rassI paDI haze te e tamane sapa` jevI dekhAze. enAthI tame Daraze paNa jyAM prakAza karIne joze| tyAM rassI dekhAze. tema ajJAnathI AtmA viparIta rUpe dekhe che paNa jyAM enA jIvanamAM jJAnane dipaka pragaTaze tyAM e ja vastu ene savaLI dekhAze. NANassa savvassa pagAsaNAe, annANa mohassa vivajjaNAe / ajJAna ane mehane dUra karavA mATe temaja sapUrNa jJAnanA prakAza mATe vItarAga prabhunI dezanA prakAzita thai che. ajJAna e aMdhArI rAta che. jemAM hIrA ne kAMkarA sarakhA dekhAya che. eTale hIrAnI pichANu na hovAthI kAMkaro mAnIne pheMkI de che. tema ajJAna satya vastunuM bhAna thavA detu nathI. junApurANA rItarivAjo pramANe mANasa kAryavAhI karatA rahe che. jue, ajJAnadazAthI mANusa zu' kare che, enA upara eka dRSTAMta ApuM. mahArASTramAM banelA prasaMga che. eka gharamAM lagnanA prasaMga hatA. vara-vahuM paraNIne uThayA eTale mAtA-pitA kahe che cAlA, ApaNe gurUnA darzana karavA jaie. cArImAMthI uThIne saMtadaza ne javA kadama uThAve che. te ja vakhate khilADI khAjumAMthI nIkaLIne AvI. ApanI najara paDI. ene thayu ke khilADI ADI utare e te apazukana kahevAya. Aje tame kaMIka sAru karavA jatAM hA ane koI mANasane zaradI thaI hAya ne ene jo chIMka AvI jAya te jANe enA bAra vAgI gayA koI vidhavA bAI sAmI maLI teA ema thAya ke A kayAMthI AvI ? tamArA utsAha maDhe paDI javAnA. A paNa eka mAnavanA mananI nima LatA che. varanA bApane thayuM ke A khilADI AgaLa jaze teA apazukana thayAM ema thaze. eTale eka TopalA laine khilADI upara DhAMkI dIdhA. ghUMghaTamAMthI nAnakaDI vahue A badhu' joyu. vara-vahu gurU dana karavA gayA. e vAta tA tyAM patI gaI. vara-vahu ne gRhasthAzramI anyA. vakhata jatAM emane tyAM saMtAna thayA. peAtAnA moTA putra khAvIza varSanA thayA. peAtAnA lagna pachI paccIsa varSe ene ghera pAche lagnanA prasa`ga AvyeA. lagnanA maMgala vAjiMtro vAgI rahyAM che. maMgalagItAthI ghara guMjI uThayu che. vara-vahuM paraNI utaryA eTale gurUnA darzane laI jAya che. tyAre varanI mAtA kahe che. dana karavA ema ne ema nahI' javAya. tamane purUSAne teA gharanA rIta-rivAjonI khabara ja na paDe. basa tame tA kamAI jANeA, khIjuM zuM karI jANNA? tyAre enA pati kahe che kema ? badhA rItarivAja karyAM che. tamArA kahevA pramANe badhuM ja karyuM che. have zuM khAkI che ? tyAre emanA zrImatIjI kahe che, eTale ja kahuM chuM ke tamane zI khabara paDe? mApaNAM lagna thayAM tyAre bApujIe zA. 75

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594 eka bilADI TepalA nIce DhAMkI hatI. mATe jAva. eka bilADI jADI laI Ave. eTale kahe che, bilADI TopalA nIce DhAMkavAnuM zuM prajana? mane te kaMI ja khabara nathI. bhale, tamane kaMI khabara na hoya paNa ApaNA vaDIle je karatAM AvyAM che te pramANe ApaNe karavAnuM. vaDIle karatAM AvyA che te khoTuM thoDuM ja hoya! mATe jaldI eka bilADI laI Avo. pachI ja vara-vahu ahIMthI uThI zakaze. A kevuM ghora ajJAna che ! te vakhate te kudaratI bilADI AvI gaI hatI. ane enA sasarAe Topale DhAMkya hate. paNa eka pakaDa pakaDAI gaI devIne orDara thatAM deva ADozI-pADezIne pUche che, ahIM bilADI che? lake sAmo prazna kare che ke bhAI! tamAre vaLI bilADInI zI jarUra? ane bilADI ekadama kayAMthI maLe? kadAca maLe te ekadama thoDI pakaDAya? mAMDa mAMDa bilADIne pakaDIne lAvyA. TopalA nIce DhAMkI tyAre vara-vahu darzana karavA jaI zakyA ane gurUdarzana karIne AvyA tyAM sudhI bilADIne TapalA nIce DhAMkI rAkhI. (hasAhasa) devAnupriye! tamane A vAta sAMbhaLIne hasavuM Ave che paNa kharekhara! tamArAmAM paNa AvI jaDa mAnyatAo ghara karIne besI gaI che. vaDIlonI paraMparA pramANe mAtAnA 'nivedya kare che, zItaLA sAtama kare che, ame kahIe ke A jaDa mAnyatAo cheDe te kaho che ke e te amArA kuLamAM thatuM AvyuM che. bhAI! jo tame A badhAmAM vaDIlonI paraM parA pramANe cAle che te tamArA vaDIle garIba hatAM ane tame te dhanavAna cho, tame paNa garIba ja rahene? tamArA pitA eka AMkhe kANu hatA. tame paNa zA mATe kANuM nathI thaI jatA? paNa jyAM mithyAtvanI mAnyatA karavAnI hoya che tyAM kuLaparaMparAne vaLagI rahe che. A eka ghera mithyAtva che. tame mithyAtvamAnyatAomAM aTavAI raheze te pachI tamArA saMtAnamAM paNa sArA saMskAra kayAMthI paDavAnA? tamAre kAMdA ne kaMdamULa khAvA joItA haze te tamArA saMtAne khAvAnA ja che e nakkI samajI leje. tame je cAritravAna banaze te tamArA saMtAne paNuM cAritravAna banaze. AgaLanI mAtAo kevI pavitra hatI. pite garbhavaMtI hoya tyArathI enA manamAM pavitra bhAvanAo bhAvatI hatI. e zubha bhAvanAnI asara garbhanA jIva upara paDatI hatI. khe dedarANe garbhamAM hatA tyAre enI mAtA evI bhAvanA bhAvatI hatI ke aho! he prabhu! AvuM uttama jainakuLa maLyuM, jenadharma maLe, sadgurUne yega maLe. have mArA caturgatinA pherA na rahevA joIe. gRhasthAzramamAM rahIne dAna devuM, gurUdarzana karavA vigere bhAvanAo bhAvatI hatI. patnI garbhavatI che evI khabara paDe tyArathI saMtAna traNa varSanuM na thAya tyAM sudhI pati-patnIe saMpUrNa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM joIe. tethI saMtAne paNa zuravIra ane tejasvI bane che. Aje to brahmacaryanuM nAma

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pa95 nizAna na maLe. dina pratidina evA sAdhanonI zodha vadhatI jAya che. pariNAme vikArone protsAhana maLatuM jAya che. A adhamavRttio kayAM jaIne aTakaze? khemA dedarANIno janma thayo. savA mAsane thaye. enI mAtA khoLAmAM sUvADIne kevA hAlaraDA gAya che. e tamArI jema sUI jA .. sUI jA..ema nahi. paNa huM mArA lAla? tuM zuddha che, buddha che, niraMjana. che. beTA ! tuM bahAdura thaje. ema AtmAne jagADavAnA hAlaraDA gAI rahI che. prema aDhI mahinAne thaye. eka vakhata godaDImAM sUvADayo che. mAtA nahI joI zaNagAra sajI putrane ramADI rahI che. te vakhate ene pati tyAM Ave che. patnInA mukha upara cAritranAM teja jhaLake che ane bIjuM te sauMdaryavAna che. patnIne joI patinA manamAM saheja vikArI bhAva AvyuM. enA mukha uparanA bhAva joIne patnI samajI gaI ke mArA patinuM mana bagaDyuM che. eTale eNe mUMgI samasyA karIne patine samajAvyuM. svAmInAtha ! bAluDe traNa varSane na thAya tyAM sudhI saMpUrNa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAnuM che. tame mana malIna na banAvatAM. saMtAnone saMskArI banAvavA e te mAtA-pitAnI pahelI pharaja che. paNa mehane vaza thayele pati saheja mehanuM nizAna kare che. brahmacarya khaMDita nathI karyuM chatAM mAtAne khUba AghAta lAge che. dhikakAra che mArA jIvanane jyAM mArI ane tamArI vacce trIjuM mANasa hoya tyAM saheja paNa mehanuM nATaka na hovuM joIe. godaDImAM sUtele aDhI mahinAne nAne bALaka avaLo pharI gaye. nAnA bALakane lajajA AvI paNa patine lajajA na AvI. bIjA rUmamAM jaIne enA patine khUba phaTakAre che. svAmInAtha! ApaNuM banI vacamAM trIjuM mANasa hoya tyAM sudhI ApaNe bhAI-bahenanI daSTithI rahevuM joIe. je mAtA-pitAnuM jIvana amaryAdita haze te bALakanA jIvanamAM saMskAra kevA paDaze? bhale, jIvana TuMkuM che paNa suMdara jIvana jIvI jAva. gajasukumAra laghuvayamAM kevuM umadA jIvana jIvI gayA ! sUtramAM emanuM nAma suvarNAkSare lakhAI gayuM. ane samila brAhmaNa ghaNuM lAMbu jIvana jIvyo chatAM pApanA bhAthA bAMdhI narake gaye. mAtAnA dilamAM khUba AghAta lAge che. tene khUba lajajA AvI gaI che. putranA mAthe hAtha pheravIne kahe che beTA ! zuravIra ne dhIra banaje. tAruM jIvana ujajavaLa banAvaje. tArI samakSa ame je dRSTi deSanuM sevana karyuM che tenA prAyazcitamAM huM Aje mArI jIvana lIlA samApta karuM chuM ema kahI pAchaLanA oraDAmAM jaIne gaLe phAMso khAIne marI gaI e mAtA keTalI zUravIra ne dhIra hatI! kevaLa bhegamAM AnaMda mAnanArI na hatI. dhanya che e vIra mAtAone ! saMtAnanA bhAvi jIvananA ghaDatara mATe potAnA jIvananuM balidAna devAmAM pAchI pAnI na karI. je saMskAre so zikSako nathI ApI zakatAM te eka ja mAtA ApI zake che. evI te kaMIka mAtA pitAnA nAma amara banAvI gaI che.

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eka bIjo dAkhalo ApuM. samrATa saMprati rAjA thaI gaye. enI mAtA kevI hatI e tame jANe che? jyAre priyadarzI azokane patra saMprati rAjA digvijaya karIne ghera pAcho Ave che ane mAtAnA caraNamAM mAthuM mUkIne AziSa mAMge che tyAre mAtA enA mAthe hAtha mUkatI nathI. digvijetA saMprati rAjA mAthuM UMcuM karIne mAtAnI sAme jue che tyAre ene khabara paDe che ke mAtA te atyaMta udAsa che. Ama kema? jyAre AkhuM nagara harSanA hileLe caDhayuM che tyAre mAtA magna kema? mAtRbhakta saMprati manamAM vicAra kare che. . mAtAne pUche che he mAtA ! tuM udAsa kema che? zuM, mAro digvijya tane na gamyo? mAtA ! tArA mukha uparanI udAsInatA mArAthI joI zakAtI nathI. jherInAganA DaMkhanI vedanA karatAM paNa mArI mAtAnA mukha paranI udAsInatA joIne mane adhika vedanA thAya che. mAtA tuM jaladI kahe. tArI udAsInatAnuM kAraNa zuM che? tArI prasannatA vinAnA A mArA nagara-pravezamAM dhULa paDI. ane mArA jIvanane paNa dhikkAra che! mAtA kahe che beTA! hajAre mAnavInA kaccaraghANa karIne meLavAtA vijayamAM mane AnaMda zAne heya? ahiMsAnI Ahaleka pUkAranArA paramapitA mahAvIra prabhunA ApaNe saMtane chIe. zatrune paNa mitra banAvavAnI kaLAnA kuzaLa kArIgare! ApaNe zatrutAne hiNavAnI heya, zatrutA vadhAravAnI na hoya. te yuddha karIne keTaluM ghera pApa karyuM. khera! je banI gayuM te kharuM, paNa have tuM eka kAma kare te huM AnaMda pAmuM. | he beTA saMprati! tuM mArI vAta sAMbhaLa. AkhuM vizva rAga-rAmA-rama ane rasanAnI mohinImAM lapeTAyuM che. enA kAtIla viSa AtmAmAM vyApI gayAM che. rAgarAmA-rama ane rasanAnuM jhera utAranAra samartha gArUDika koNa che te tuM jANe che? eka mAtra vItarAga bhagavAna. evA sarvajJa prabhunI bhakti kara. ane A jhera utAra. jhera utArIne sAcuM jIvana pAmI jA. he dIkarA saMprati ! mAre te tArI vijetA dharatInA kaNa kaNa upara sarvajJa prabhu vItarAge vagADelI ahiMsAnI veNunA madhura sUra sAMbhaLavA che. je je bhUmimAM tArI ANa vartatI hoya tyAM ahiMsAne dhavaja pharaka joIe. beTA ! je tAre tArI mAtAne prasanna karavI hoya te tene A eka ja upAya che. | he mAtA ! tArI khAtara tAre bALa prANa arpaNa karI devA paDe te paNa taiyAra che. AmAM te zI moTI vAta che? mane Aje ja khabara paDI ke tuM mArI ekanI ja mAtA nathI, paNa tuM te sarva AryajananI sAcI kALajI rAkhanArI sAcI mAtA che. tyAM sudhI mArI vijetA bhUmi upara ahiMsAne vaja nahi pharakAvuM tyAM sudhI huM jaMpIne besIza nahi. mane tyAM sudhI cena nahi paDe. digvijetA saMpratie eka ja zvAse mAtAne kahI dIdhuM,

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'basa. beTA! have mane saMtoSa thaye. mArA aMtaranA tane AzIrvAda che ke te mahAna banaje. mahAtmA banaje. ane paramAtmA banaje, caraNamAM paDelAM putranA mAthe hAtha pheravatAM mAtAe AzISa ApyA. juo, devAnupriye ! ane mArI mAtAo ! A mAtAo kevI zUravIra hatI? saMsAranI sukha-sagavaDomAM ja AnaMda mAnanArI na hatI. bhArata bhUminI ekeka mAtA je AvI vIra bane te saMtAne kevA zuravIra bane ! khemA dedarANInI mAtAe cAritrane khAtara potAnA jIvananuM balidAna dIdhuM te ene putra ke dAnavIra nIkaLe! emAdedarANIe duSkALamAM ke upakAra karyo che e vAta te tame badhA jANe che. saMprati rAjAe mAtAnA AdezathI dezadezamAM keTalo ahiMsAne pracAra karyo. emadedarANI paNa zAha hato ane tame paNa zAha che. zAhanI sAme bAdazAho namI paDayAM che. je manuSya bhagavAna mahAvIranA batAvelA rAhe cAle che te kadI duHkhI nathI thatAM. kadAca pitAnA pUrvanA pApakarmanA udayathI teo dhanavAna na hoya paNa kadI duHkhI thatA nathI. brahmacaryanuM pAlana karanAra kadI bhUpe rahetuM nathI. vadhu zuM kahuM? brahmacArI AtmAmAM alaukika tAkAta hoya che. enA paramANuo paNa pavitra banI gayA hoya che. brahmacArI manuSya jyAM beThe hoya che te jagyA upara bIje mANasa bese te ene vicAromAM paNa parivartana thaI jAya che. eTalI brahmacaryamAM tAkAta che. TaMkArAmAM dayAnaMda sarasvatI thaI gayAM. teo bAlapaNathI ja vairAgya pAmI saMnyAsI thaI gayAM hatAM. emanI khyAti khuba prasarI tyAre keI rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke e ke baLavAna haze? mAre enI parIkSA karavI che. enA baLanI parIkSA karavA mATe be malavane mokalyA. dayAnaMda sarasvatI snAna karIne uThayA hatA. pote pahereluM vastra sAmAnya nIcovIne mUkayuM hatuM. tyAM pelA be malla AvIne kahe che-Apa ja dayAnaMda sarasvatIne ? "hA" te amAre ApanI sAthe kustI karavI che. tyAre dayAnaMda kahe che bhAI! mane vAMdho nathI. je ApaNe kustI karIzuM to kAM te tamArA hADakA khAkharA thaze ane kAM te mArA hADakA kharA thaze. tenA karatAM je tamAre mArA baLanI parIkSA karavI hoya te ema kare, A kapaDuM meM nIcovIne mUkyuM che. ene nIcovIne tame pANI kADhI Ape. A baMne malla kapaDAne vaLa caDhAvIne khUba jorathI nIceve che, paNa eka TIpuM pANI nIkaLyuM nahi ane dayAnaMda sarasvatIe sahaja rIte nIcevyuM te paNa aMdarathI pANI nIkaLyuM. baMdhuo! tame zarIrane majabUta banAvavA mATe pauSTika khorAka khAva che. uparathI viTAmIna sI. ane DI. mATe goLIo khAva che. bhAI! huM te tamane kahuM chuM ke je tamAre tamArA zarIrane baLavAna banAvavuM heya, nirogI rAkhavuM hoya ane viTAmIna

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joItuM hoya te e tamArA dUdha-ghI-kuTa, zAkabhAjI ke viTAmInanI TIkaDIomAM ke viTAmInanA IjekezanamAM nathI. e zakti brahAcaryamAM che. tame eka divase eka zera anAje khAva tema karatAM 40 divase 40 zera anAja tamArA peTamAM jAya, tyAre eka zera lehI bane che. ane eka zera lehamAMthI eka tole vIrya bane che. e zakti eka divasanA abrahmacaryamAM khatama thaI jAya che. pachI tame game teTaluM khAva te paNa tamArAmAM zakti kyAMthI Ave? koI mANasane TI. bI nuM darda thayuM hoya tene hespiTalamAM laI javAmAM Ave che. tyAre DekaTara paNa kahe che ke A darda mULamAMthI nAbuda karavuM hoya te saMpUrNa brahmacaryanuM pAlana karo. brahmacarya e amegha zakti che. sarva tapomAM uttama tapa che. sarva auSadhiomAM akasIra auSadhi che. nemanAtha bhagavAna nAnA hatAM tyAre kRSNane zaMkha ramata karatAM karatAM phUka. dvArakA nagarI dhrujI uThI. kRSNa paNa vicAramAM paDI gayA ke mAre zaMkha keNe pheMka? tapAsa karI te nemakumArane joyAM. temane thayuM aho ! A nAnA bAluDAmAM ATalI badhI zakti? emanuM baLa jovA mATe kRNe kahyuM ke bhAI! tuM mAre A hAtha vAMke vALI Apa, kRNe hAtha lAMbe karyo. jemakumAre saheja vAramAM kRSNane hAtha namAvI dIdho. jemakumAra kahe che moTAbhAI ! have tame mAre hAtha vAMke vALI Ape. nemakumAre hAtha laMbAvyuM. kRSNa nemakumArane hAtha pakaDI hIMcakA khAvA lAgyA, te paNa hAtha vAMke na vaLe. kRSNane samajAI gayuM ke e brahmacArI che. eTale ATaluM badhuM baLa che. mATe ene paraNAvuM te ja enuM baLa ochuM thAya. tIrthakaranuM baLa te alaukika hoya che. temanAthane paraNavA mokalyA te paNa teNethI pAchA pharyA. bhagavAna mahAvIranA kaMIka saMte lUkhA-sUkA AhAra kare, tapa kare te paNa zarIramAM keTalI tAkAta hatI. paradezI rAjA enA citta sArathInI sAthe udyAnamAM AvyA. kezI svAmI emanA ziSya parivAramAM beThA che. jJAnanI cheLe uchaLI rahI che. tyAga-vairAgyanA phuvArA uDe che. paradezI rAjA pUche che ke citta! emanA lalATa upara kevuM lAITa jhaLahaLe che. emanA zarIra kevA pahelavAna jevA che. emanA mukha upara kevI mastI dekhAya che. e leke zuM khAtA haze? citta kahe che ke rAjana! e te lUkho-sUkA AhAra kare che. ane bAra prakArane tapa kare che. paNa emanA mukha upara brahmacaryanAM teja jhaLahaLe che. tyAMganI mastI che ane AtmAnA AnaMdamAM khUle che. e kezI svAmIne samAgama thatAM #ramAM krUra evA paradezI rAjAnA jIvananuM parivartana thaI jAya che. " kahevAne Azaya e che ke sAcuM sukha ane sAce AnaMda tyAgamAM che. bhegamAM nahi. jenA aMtaramAM tyAgane raNakAra thaye che evA be putra kahe cheH pitAjI! have ame saMsAramAM nahi rAcIe. tyAga mAge jatAM amane game teTalAM kaSTa paDaze te paNa sahana karI laIzuM.

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kaI agnimAM ene bALe, nathI phariyAda karavI mAre, A AnaMdathI mAre baLavuM che.prabhu caMdana mAre banavuM che. caMdananA TukaDAne koI bALI nAkhe, ghasI nAkhe te paNa e ene zitaLa svabhAva cheDatuM nathI. e jema jema ghasAya che tema tema alaukika suvAsa Ape che. tema saMyama mArge jatAM jema jema kasoTI Avaze tema tema amArA AtmAmAMthI suvAsa maheMkaze. pIparane sAmAnya rIte vATIne khAvAmAM Ave te paNa khavAya. ane e ja pIparane 64 praDara sudhI satata ghUMTIne khAvAnA upagamAM paNa levAya che. pIpara te eka ja che paNa baMnenA guNamAM phera che. jema jema pIpara ghUMTAya tema tema temAM guNa pragaTe che. te ja rIte AtmAmAM jema jema tatvanuM maMthana thAya che tema tema guNe pragaTe che. caMdana kahe che ke mane ghasI ghasIne koI lAbha uThAve te mATe hasate mukhe sahana karavuM che. paNa bIjAne zitaLatA ApavI che. jaDa kASTha paNa bIjAne zAtA upajAvI zake che te ApaNe caitanya zuM na karI zakIe? AtmAnI zakti anaMta che. mATe "amAre saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. anaMta sukhanA svAmI banavuM che. haju AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. have te divALI najIka Ave che paNa A kAramI moMghavArI lokone bharakhI khAya che. garIbanA dilamAM divALIne AnaMda kyAMthI hoya? dhanavAnene mane divALI che, garIbane mana te heLI che. eka kavie gAyuM che ke mA dilhI te gaDhathI utaryA moMghavArI mA, e to paravarIyA gujarAta re meMghavArI mA, mA bhUkha bhUkha karatAM AvIyA moMghavArI mA, enA zA karIe sanmAna re meMghavArI mA....mA... dilhI zaherathI IndIrAe meMghavArI mAne melyA che. sArA gujarAtamAM moMghavArIe ghere nAMkhe che. jyAM juo tyAM trAsa trAsa vatI rahe che. leke pikAra kare che ke zuM khAIe ne zuM vAparIe? ghI meMvuM, telameMvuM, khAMDa-gaLa moMghA ane anAjanI taMgI. have divALImAM AnaMda kayAMthI Ave? je bhAratabhUmimAM keTaluM anAja pAke che, keTalI cIjonuM utpAdana thAya che eja bhAratanA saMtAnane pitAnI cIjo khAvA maLatI nathI. chatAM sAdhane bhArata bhUkhe mare che, enuM kAraNa netAo potAnA meja zekha khAtara pitAnA dezamAMthI ghauM, tela vigere cIjo paradezamAM mokale che. ane pitAnI prajA bhUkha bhegave che. dilhI zaherathI moMghavArI mA emanAM bALa-baccAne laIne gujarAtamAM padhAryA che. tamArA saMsAramAM keTaluM duHkha che. bhagavAna kahe che ke "kAMta suThThI muLI vItarAgI "

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600 - ekAMta sukhI hoya te vItarAgI saMta che. enA AnaMdamAM kadI oTa AvatI ja nathI. TUMkamAM je AtmA tapatyAga ane brahmacaryamAM ramaNatA karaze te AtmAnA anaMta sukha prApta karaze. vyAkhyAna naM.84 Aso suda 13 ne ravivAra tA. 12-10-70 bhagavaMte saMpUrNa jJAna prApta karIne siddhAMta prakAzyA che. emAM anaMta anaMta bhAvabheda bharelAM che. evI apUrva vANI je sAMbhaLe che te A bhavasAgara sahelAIthI tarI jAya che. AtmA karmone AdhIna banI judI judI gatimAM utpanna thAya che. jIva te je che te ja che paNa apekSAe jevAM kAma kare che tevI gatine pAme che. ApaNe e ja vAta cAle che ke adhama karavAthI jIva gatimAM jAya che ane dharma karavAthI jIva sugatimAM jAya che. adharma karanAranA divase ane rAtrie niSphaLa jAya che. devabhadra ane jazebhadra emanA pitAjIne kahe che he pitAjI! adharma karIne A jIva adhama gatiomAM utpanna thaye che. naraka ane tiryaMca gatinA khenuM varNana sAMbhaLatAM have amane A saMsAramAM rahevuM kema game? devAnupriya ! tamane have kaMI samajAya che? A saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM jene AtmA jAgRta che, ene ema lAge ke A saMsAramAM te Dagale ne pagale pApa bharelAM che. emAM AtmAnI mahA viTaMbaNuM dekhAya che. ane ema thAya che ke A saMsAra ja pApa karAvanAra che. A saMsAra ja TaLI jAya te pachI pApa, karavAnA na rahe. Ama saheje A saMsAra pratye napharata jAge ane vairAgya utpana thAya. jJAnI purUSa e ja kahI gayAM che ke A jIva cAre gatimAM je dukha bhogavI rahayo che tenuM mukhya kAraNa pUrvabhavamAM viSaya sukhonI AsakitamAM lubdha banIne jIve je pApa karyA che tenuM ja A bhayaMkara pariNAma che. dharma-adharmane nahIM jANanArA niya leke niraMtara adharmamAM rakta rahe che. rasalupI mAMsAhArIo kevA adhama pApa kare che! tathA dhananA lebhI vanane kevA dAvAnaLa lagADe che. pRthvI peDhI nAMkhe che, pANInA baMdha bAMdhe che ane vanaspatine kacaraghANa vALI nAMkhe che. bIjA ghaNAM manuSya

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601 moTA moTA Ara' karI jIvAnI ghAta karI nAMkhe che paNa dilamAM arerATI AvatI nathI. ane e jIvA parigrahanI pAchaLa tA evA pAgala anyAM che ke dhama karavAnu tA emane sUjhatu' ja nathI. devAnupriyA ! mahA AraMbhI ane mahAna parigraha bhegA karanArA manuSyA evA pApanA kIcaDamAM khUMcI gayA che ane dha-mAna-mAyA-lAbha Adi kaSAyAnuM pASaNa karatA hoya che ke pApA karIne pAche ene enA pApanA sheja paNa pazcAtApa thatA nathI. eTale e jIvA pApathI kevI rIte pAchA haThe? tame koI divasa gurUnI pAse AvI pApanu prakAzana kare che ? athavA je pApa thaI gayAM te thaI gayA. have navA pApa na thAya te mATe pratyAkhyAna paNa kare che? khasa, rAta-divasa eka ja dhUna che ke manamAnyuM khAuM, game tema karIne paisA lAvu ane niraMkuza banIne raMgarAgamAM racyApacyA rahuM. A eka ja raTaNA che ne? A kAryavAhI AtmAne pApeAthI bhAre manAvI rahI che. te paNu AzcaryanI vAta e che ke AvA ghera pApeA karavA chatAM pApane pApa rUpe mAnatA nathI. teo ema mAne che ke ame je kaMI karIe chIe te badhuM kharAkhara che. AvAM gheAra pApe! pratye jarA paNa sUga ke sa``ca nahi, bIjAne paNa e pApa karavAnuM zIkhavADe che. kevu' gheAra ajJAna ? e ajJAnI pApI jIvAne khukhara nathI ke me karelAM dhAra pApakarmonA kaTuphaLa tarIke narakamAM asaMkhya varSAM sudhI gheArAtighAra trAsabharI vedanA bhAgavavI paDaze. khaMdhue ! tamArA priya putra ane prANapyArI patnIne khAtara jIve bhayaMkara pApeA karyAM. paNa e putra ane sagAvahAlAM te marI gayA pachI zmazAnamAM khALI, nadI kinAre snAna karIne ghara bhegA thaI jaze. ane A jIvane ekalAne adhama gatiemAM jaine duHkhanI bhaThThImAM zekAvu paDaze. tenu jIvane bhAna che? mATe kaMIka samajo. jo naraka ane tiryaM ca gatimAM na javuM hAya te pApanI pravRti karatAM pAchA haTho. narakamAM jIva kevAM kevAM sthAnAmAM utpanna thAya che, ane kevAM bhayaMkara duHkhA bhAgave che te TUMkamAM samajAvuM. narakamAM nArakIne utpanna thavAnuM sthAna kevu' bhayaMkara hAya che : narakamAM narakAvAsa ghAra aMdhakArathI bharelAM heAya che. kayAMka ati uSNu ane kayAMka ati zIta hoya che. ane emAM metA-majA-carakhI-aAhI-rasI-parU-mAMsa vigere azucI padArthA jayAM tyAM verAyelA rahe che. vajra jevA mukhavALA pakSIo che, ke je narakamAM jIvAne tIkSNa cAMceA bheAMkayA ja kare che. tyAM sAMkaDI ane naLIvALA meAMnI kubhImAM utpanna thavuM paDe che. emAMthI bahAra nIkaLatAM keTalI muzIbata paDe che. paramAdhAmI devA e nArakIne kAcI-kocIne bahAra kADhe che. bahAra nIkaLyA ke sAme bhayaMkara siMhu ane zikArI * zA, chaThThuM

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602 kUtarA ane phADI khAvA taiyAra thaine ubhA hAya che. sUtrakRttAMga sUtranuM pAMcamu adhyayana vAMcA tA khabara paDe ke narakamAM kevI rau rau vedanA jIvA bhagave che!! paramAdhAmIe pApI jIvAne narakamAM ukaLatA rasamAM nAMkhe che, AgamAM mALe che ane karavatathI kApe cheH-- mRgA putre enI mAtAnI pAse narakanAM duHkhAnuM varNana karyuM' che, e paNa tame ghaNI vakhata sAMbhaLyuM haze. e vAMcatA paNa kapArI chUTe che. te jIve e duHkhA kema bhAgaLyA haze ? e siMha ene phADI khAya, cAvI jAya, tyAra pachI tarata ja paramAdhAmIe ukaLatA tAMbA ane sIsAnA dhagadhagatA rasamAM nAkhI ukALe che. vaLI khahAra kADhI tIkSNa kAMgarAvALI karavatathI vahere che, yaMtramAM pIle che, dhagadhagatI bhaThThInI AgamAM nAMkhI zeke che. e paramAdhAmI devA jagatamAM je meTAmAM meATA duHkha kahevAya te badhA duHkhAnI nArakInA jIvA upara varSA varasAve che.maLa-mUtra-rasI-parU-zrleSma vigere ati dugaMdhI bibhatsa padArthAnI bharelI kubhImAM jIvAne nAMkhI de che. emAM e bicArAnA hAtha-paga vigere aMgeA gaLI jAya che. vaLI pAchA e aMge jyAM vikasavA mAMDe eTale ku'bhImAM samAtA nathI, ku bhImAM bhIMsa thavAthI jyAM medgu' ahAra kADhe tyAM paramAdhAmIe zu khele che? are, e pApIone mArA, kApA, chede, bhedo, phADA, pakaDo ema khelatAM e jIvAne pakaDIne bhAlA-talavAra-kharachI vagere laine tUTI paDe che. khaDga vaDe kApAkApI ane bhAlAthI bheAMkAbheAMkI kare che. kevI tIvra vedanA thatI haze? e zarIranA TukaDeTukaDA karI nAMkhe che. e cheDhAyelA agApAMga pArAnI kaNInI jema bhegA thaI jAya che, ane jyAM Akhu zarIra khanI gayuM ke tarata enI pUMThamAM zULI bheAMkI zULI para ene esADe che. AvI tIvra vedanA vila'kha rahita narakamAM jIvA bheAgave che. devAnupriyA ! nArakInA duHkhAnA khyAla karo. eka pachI eka-uparAuparI mAra paDavAthI vedanAnA pAra nathI rahetA. lAkaDInA prahAra, talavAranA ghA, bhayaMkara garamI Adi veDhanAethI ati trAsa pAmelA nArako bicArA rAMka banIne karUNa svare raDatAM vinaMtI kare che ke he svAmI ! amArA upara kRpA karo. ame khUba duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayA chIe. amane khUba pIDA thAya che. ame hAtha joDIne Apane vinavIe chIe ke ame evA ze aparAdha karyAM che? zAM pApa karyAM che ke Apa amane Avu' dhAra duHkha Ape| che! ! ! mAratA, A bicArA garIbaDA jIvA namratApUrvaka pUche che tyAre paramAdhAmIe phuMphADA enA mAthAmAM ghaNune ghA mAratAM kaThora svare kahe che; he nAdAna ! tane pUrvabhavamAM tArA dhama gurUe kahetA hatAM ke koI jIvane haNze| mA, huze| te haNAvuM paDaze, tU huM na khelazA, cArI na karaze, parastrIgamana na karazeA, parigrahamAM Asakta

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na thaze, kAMdA kaMdamULa na khAze. rAtribhojana na karaze. AvA pApakarma karaze te tamAre narakamAM javuM paDaze. AvA AvA duHkho bhegavavA paDaze. paNa e gurUnI hita zikhAmaNe tane gamatI na hatI. jyAre pUrvabhavamAM tuM ne mArI nAMkhato hate, cIrI nAMkhate hatuM, ane enA mAMsanI mIjabAnI uDAvatA hatA tyAre ema nahote pUchato ke meM e ze aparAdha karyo che ke mAre A jIvane mAravA paDe che ! ane have pUche che ke meM ze aparAdha karyo che? | mana phAve teTalAM jUTha belate hate. cerIo karIne lekonA hadaya kakaLAvate hatuM, para strIomAM mohita banI bIjAnI yuvAna strIonI sAthe bhega bhegavato hato, kAcI kAkaDIne kApI upara mIThuM ne lIMbu caDhAvI kAMTAmAM bharAvIne hoMze hero khAte hatuM. baTAkAnA zAka khAte hate. madirAnI pyAlIo majhAthI pItuM hatuM. AvA AvA pApa karatI vakhate tane bhAna nahotuM. ane have pUche che ! ke meM zuM pApa karyuM? paramAdhAmIo AvA maheNuM mAre che. AvA maheNuM mAratAM mAratAM paNa emanA hAtha baMdha nathI rahetA. ekeka pApanI yAda devaDAvatAM jAya ane enA zarIra para meTA lokhaMDI ghaNanA ghA jhItA jAya che. eTale e maheNuM sAMbhaLavA jeTalo samaya paNa zastraprahAranI kAramI pIDA baMdha nathI thatI. vaLI pAchA ene saMbhaLAvatA jAya che ke he duSTa ! tuM pUrve jyAre mahAna lebhamAM paDe tyAre kevA kevA pApanA dhaMdhA karatuM hatuM. zikAra khelI mRgalA jevA bheLA prANIne nirdaya banIne haNato hate. dhananA DhagalA upara gADha mUcha karate hate. abhimAnathI akakaDa banIne cAlatA hatA. ane bIjAonI peTa bharIne niMdA karatuM hatuM. tyAre tane tArA pApane vicAra karavAne samaya na hatuM. ane gurU vacanamAM tane zraddhA na hatI. ane pApI ! have zene pUche che ke meM zAM pApa karyA? mUrkha chatAM potAnI jAtane paMDita mAnI rAga dveSa ane mohamAM kheMcIne belate hatuM ke veda vinA bIjA kayA zastro pramANika che? ema bolI pavitra saMyamI munionI niMdA karatA hatA. nAstika banI dharma-varga-naraka-mokSa jevI kaI cIja ja nathI. basa, khAI pIne moja kare, A bakavAda karatuM hatuM, te vakhate tane gurUo sAce mArga batAvavA kahetAM ke bhAI! AvA pApa tArAthI na karAya. AvA vacana tArAthI na belAya, te vakhate abhimAnamAM AvI raphathI gurUnI vAtanI hAMsI uDAvatuM hatuM ane have garIbaDo thaI zene raDe che! upara kahelAM kaTu vacane saMbhaLAvatAM duSTa de emanA zarIranA jhINA jhINA TukaDA karIne AkAzamAM uchALe che. ene samaDA jevA pakSIo toDI teDIne cAle che. narakanA chanA Atmapradeze e aMgomAM paNa prasarelA hoya che, tethI te che kAramI vedanA anubhave che. ane hAya-hAya! ema karUNa vilApa kare che, chatAM paramAdhAmIne kyAM dayA che? te aMge pAchA saMdhAI akhaMDa zarIra banatAM bhaDabhaDatI agnimAM nAMkhIne tapAve che.

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narakamAM nArakIo bhUkha ane tarasathI khUba ribAya che. ane raDatAM raDatAM bele chehe svAmI! ame baLI jaIe chIe, amane khUba bhUkha lAgI che tyAre paramAdhAmIo kahe che are! pANI lAve, ema kahI emanA meDhA pahelAM karI tAMbA ane sIsAne dhagadhagate rasa reDe che. bhayaMkara dAhathI rADa pADIne dukhI thayelA narakanA jIvo kahe che basa basa, amArI tarasa maTI gaI. have amAre pANI nathI pIvuM. amane mApha kare. te paNuM paramAdhAmIo meMmAM sANasAM nAMkhI meM pahelA karI, gaLA sudhI naLI utArI emAM garama garama-hAya jevA sIsAnA rasa reDI de che. ane bhUkha lAgI hoya te le, ema kahI enA ja zarIrane kApI enA TukaDA pakAvIne-taLIne emane khAvA Ape che. AvI atula vedanA e che tyAM bhogave che. AvA trAsathI kaMTALI nArakIo tyAMthI cAre dizAmAM doDe che. deDatAM doDatAM AgaLa jAya che. tyAM pANIthI bharelI nadI juve che. hAza! have pANI pIne ApaNI tRSA chIpAvazuM, ane ThaMDaka meLavIzuM. e nadIne pANIthI bharelI mAne che, paNa e te dhagadhagatA tAMbAM, sIsA ane parUnA rasathI bharelI hoya che. tarasa ane garamIthI AkuLavyAkuLa thayelA che zItaLatA meLavavAnI AzAthI e nadImAM jhaMpalAve che, tyAM AkhA zarIramAM jhALa uThe che. nadInA pravAhamAM taNAya che. emAMthI nIkaLavA prayatna kare che, paNa jANe guMdaranA kIcaDamAM na phasAI gayA hoya ! tema nIkaLI zakatA nathI. keTalAka vakhata e nadImAM taNAtA taNutA mahAmuzIbate bahAra nIkaLe che tyAM paramAdhAmIe mAre, pakaDe. kApe evI bUme mAre che. vaitaraNI nadImAMthI mAMDa mAMDa bahAra nIkaLelA cha nadIkinAre rahelI retIne ThaMDI mAnIne temAM ALoTavA jAya che, paNa e retI te bhADa bhejAe dhANI-caNu zekavA mATe tapAvelI retI karatAM paNa anaMta gaNuM uSNa haiya che. e ja emAM dhANI caNAnI jema zekAIne khAkha jevA thaI jAya che. baMdhuo ! A narakagatinA trAsa jevA tevA nathI. A kaMI kalpita vAta nathI. A dukho bhegavavAne vakhata na Ave te mATe khUba sAvadhAna rahejo. ATalAM kaSTa jogavavAthI paNa patI jatuM nathI uSNa retImAM zekAI gayelA nAraka zAMti meLavavA vanamAM doDe che. e sAme, vRkSethI bharapUra dekhAtAM vanamAM deDe che. e vRkSanA pAMdaDAnI dhAre talavAra ane bhAlA jevI adAra hoya che. jevAM e jhADa nIce jaIne bese che tevA uparathI sINa dhAravALAM pAMdaDA paDe che, tenAthI aMgopAMga chedAya che. mAthuM cIrAI jAya che, tyAre bacAve bacAve ema cIsAcIsa kare che. deDAdoDa kare che. paNa e viSama vanamAMthI ekadama bahAra kayAMthI nIkaLI javAya? e deDatAM jAya ane uparathI dhaDAdhaDa zastra jevAM patro ane phaLe zarIra upara paDe che. ahIM te raheja kaI kaTuvacana kahe ke koInI

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605 keNI vAge te paNa tarata garama thaI javAya che, te narakanI ghera pIDA bhogavavI paDaze te zuM thaze? A che tyAMthI chUTIne khullA medAnamAM deDI jAya che. tyAM bhayaMkara pavana vIMjhAya che. e pavanamAM moTI moTI zIlAo jevA paththare emanA mAthA upara AvI paDe che. e paththare paDavAthI emanA hAtha-paga bhAMgI jAya che. AMkhe phuTI jAya che, kAna kapAI jAya che. pavana paNa agninI jvALA jevo garama hoya che. vagaDAne cheDo ja Ave nahi. bhagavAna kahe che ke ahIM tArAthI eka vacanane prahAra sahana nathI thato te jyAM AvI zIlA jevA paththare varasAda varasaze tyAre tuM zuM karIza? ahIM te a5 duHkha sahana karaze te mahAna nirjarA thaze. paththarone mAra sahana karatAM trAsathI doDe che te sAme eka moTA parvatanI guphA dekhe che. eTale emane ema thAya che ke hAza ! AmAM pesI jaIe te A paththaranA mArAthI bacI javAya. bicArA bacavA mATe prayatna kare che paNa emanA azubha karmo ja evAM hoya che ke jyAM jAya tyAM dukha ja maLe. eTale jyAM e jI guphAmAM pese che tyAM uparathI moTI zIlA tUTI paDe che. emanA zarIranA cUrecUrA thaI jAya che, vedanAne te pAra ja nathI. "arere ! ApaNe ahIM kayAM AvI bharAyA ?' mahAmuzIbate ubhA thaIne guphAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA deDe che tyAM guphAnI vA jevI be divAla sAmasAmethI dhasI paDe che. temAM e jI bhIMsAI jAya che ane enA zarIrane jeTalA jevuM banAvI de che. baMdhuo ! A jIve narakamAM AvA mahAna kaNe veThayAM che. mahAnapurUSe A dukhonuM varNana karIne ApaNane cetAve che. kahevAne Azaya e ja che ke narakanAM duHkha ahIMnA dukhe karatAM anaMta guNa che. enI apekSAe je ApaNe vicArIe te ahIM koI ja dukha nathI. ahIM tamane garamI lAge te paMkhA naMkhAvo cho, erakaMDIzana rUmo banAve che paNa tyAMnI garamI mATe te jJAnI kahe che ke tyAMnA jIvane lAvIne ahIMnI agninI moTI bhaThThImAM sUvADa hoya te ene lAge ke mane baraphanI lAdI upara sUvADa. evI ThaMDaka lAge. nirAMte cha mahinAnI uMgha AvI jAya che. garamInI vedanA ATalI bhayaMkara che, te mArakUTa-chedana-bhedananI pIDAnI te vAta ja kayAM karavI? A narakanAM duHkhe je tamane dhyAnamAM rahe te tamane ahIMnA kaSTa kaMI ja na dekhAya ane tamane ema thaze ke atyAre badhI jogavAI che te have huM dharmanuM AcaraNa karuM. jJAnAdi guNone jIvanamAM apanAvI lauM. IndriyenuM damana karI lauM. kaSAyone dabAvI dauM. atyAre sArI sthitimAM je dharma nahi karuM to jyAre duHkhanI jhaDI varasaze tyAre huM zuM karI zakIza? ane A manuSyabhavamAM je dharmadhyAna karavAnI sAmagrI maLI che te bIje kayAM maLavAnI che? A narakanAM dukhe tamane pratyakSa dekhAtA nathI, eTale tamane pApa karavAnuM mana

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OM thAya che. ahIM' tame eka sAmAnya gunhA karA che te jelamAM javu paDe che. hAthakaDI paheravI paDe che. pharIne evA gunhA karatAM nathI. ame tamane khIe chIe ke devAnupriyA ! dharmadhyAna karA. tA tame bahAnA kADhA che ke sAheba! mane TAIma nathI. kAmadha dhAnI khUba hADamArI che. mAruM zarIra sAru nathI. ahIM kevA bahAnA kADhA che!! narakamAM AvA bahAnA nahi kaDhAya? brahmadatta jevA cakravarti enI vhAlI paTarANI kurUmaMtInI AsaktimAM taNAyA. ane marIne narake gayA. tyAM ene ahInA kayA mahAnAe ugAryAM ? narakamAM jaIne khUma pADavA lAgyA ke huM kurUmatI! mane khacAva. paNa tyAM kurUmatI ene bacAvavA na gaI. samajaNupUrNAMka dharmArAdhanA karo teA ja pApakama aTakaze. dhama karatAM, tapa karatAM jo eka kaSAyanA kaNIyA AvI gayA te mahAna amUlya karaNI khaLIne khAkha thai jaze. agnizarmAe mAsakhamaNunA pAraNe mAsakhamaNunI dhAra tapazcaryAM karI hatI. guNusena rAjAe ene traNa traNa vakhata pAraNAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. e tApasa hatA. jaina muni na hatA. enA niyama hatA ke jeNe AmatraNa Apyu. hAya tene tyAM pAraNuM karavA javu'. jo pAraNuM na thAya te pAchuM mAsakhamaNu karavu. agnizamAMM prathama mAsakhamaNunA pAraNe rAjAne tyAM gayA. tyAre rAjAne bhayaMkara mAthAnA dukhAvA upaDaye eTale tapasvInA pAraNAMnI vAta visarAI gaI. bIjI vakhata agnizamAM gayA tyAre rAjAne yuddhamAM javAnu thayu ane trIjI vakhata rANIe putrane janma ApcA, tenA utsavamAM rAjA paDI gayA hatA. eTale traNe vAra agnizamAMnA pAraNAnI vAta visarAI gaI. tethI agnizamAM tApasane traNa mahinAnA upavAsa thayA. tethI enI AhArasa'jJA bhabhUkI uThI. ene ema thayuM ke A rAjA mane vAraMvAra AmatraNa ApI jAya che. ane pAraNu karAvatA nathI ane mArU' apamAna kare che eTale peAtAnu svamAna haNAya che ema lAgyuM. A karaNAne lIdhe tene bhayaMkara krodhAgni pragaTayA. ane niyANuM karyuM ke mArA tapanuM jo phaLa hoya te bhaveAlavamAM guNusena rAjAne mAranArA thA. tethI zuzusena rAjA ane agnizamAM nava bhava sudhI sAMkaDI sagAImAM upanna thayAM. putra-pitA paNe, mAtA ane putrapaNe, pati-patnI paNe janmIne vera lIdhA. guNusena rAjAe enI sAme khUba kSamA rAkhI. te pote meAkSamAM gayA ane agnizammU anaMta bhavamAM bhamyA. devabhadra ane jazAbhadra kahe che ke pitAjI! je manuSya adhamamAM peAtAnuM jIvana vItAve che tene AvAM kaSTa sahana karavA paDe che. amAre kaSTo veThavA nathI. amArA jIvananI amUlya paLeA vItI jAya che. jA jA caccai rayaNI, na sA par3iniyattai / dhammaM ca kuNamANassa, saphalA janti rAIo // u. a. 14-25

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Foo huM pitAjI! jIvananI jeTalI ghaDIe dhama dhyAnamAM vyatIta thAya che, cAritramAM vyatIta thAya che te ja saphaLa che. je manuSya peAtAnuM dhana paramAmAM vApare te ja zubha phaLa denAra bane che, bAkI te badhuM ahIMnuM ahI ja rahevAnu che. ame te Apane paNa kahIe chIe ke Apa paNa Apanu' jIvana zA mATe adhama mAM vItAveA che ? krI pharIne AvA amUlya mAnavabhava nahi maLe. mATe amArI sAthe saMyama mAge prayANu karIne jIvana sArthaka karI le. putrAnI vAta have bhRgupurAhitanA gaLe utarI che. haMmezA tyAgIne vijaya thAya che. bhegIne parAjaya thAya che. mane putrAneA ahI' vijaya thaze. ... ane bhRgupurAhita enA putrone zu' kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na...........85 AsA suda 14 ne magaLavAra tA. 13-10-70 anaMta jJAnI zAstrakAra bhagavatanA mukhamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta, uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM cha jIvAne adhikAra cAle che. temAM je AtmAe AtmasvarUpamAM ramatA karI rahayA che te e bAluDA emanA pitAjI pAse AtmabhAvanI rajuAta kare che. te kahe che huM pitAjI ! jIvana kSaNika che. apa AyuSyamAM ghaNuM kAma karavuM che. temAM jeTalA samaya avratamAM jAya che te aMdhe aphaLa jAya che. jeTalI ghaDIe saMyamamAM vItaze te ja saphaLa thaze. A jIve ajJAnamAM anaMtakALa vItAvyeA che. ane ajJAnane kAraNe ja AthaDayA che. jJAnI ane ajJAnImAM zuM pharaka che! mAla tapasvI sahete hai, jo kaSTa karADA varSe mahAna, jitane krama naSTa karate haiM, usa tapase vahu nara ajJAna, jJAnI jana Itane karmAMkA kSaName' kara detA hai nAza, jJAna nirA kA kAraNa hai, milatA usase mukti prakAza. ajJAnI jana kroDA varSa sudhI tapazcaryA karavA zakatA te jJAnI purUSa eka kSaNamAM karmonA nAza karI chatAM je karmAMnI nirA nathI karI muktine akhaMDa AnaMda meLave che. samayanI khUba kimata che. tame kaheA che ne ke " time is money ". sarvo-siddha vimAnamAM rahelA devA ekAvatArI hoya che. temane mATe bhagavatane prazna pUchavAmAM Avya

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608 ke prabhu! sarvArthasiddha vimAnanA devene evuM zuM karma bAkI rahayuM ke tetrIza sAgare pamanI sthitie sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM temane utpanna thavuM paDyuM! bhagavAna kahe che he gautama! enI pAse lavasattamAvA-phakta sAta lavanuM AyuSya vadhu heta to e manuSya bhavamAMthI sIdhe ja mekSamAM jAta sUkA ghAsane puLa baLe teTalA samayanuM karma bAkI rahayuM jethI emane tyAM utpanna thavuM paDyuM. tamane samayanI kiMmata samajAya che ? tame te uThIne moDhAmAM dAtaNa karatA chApA vAMca. raziyA zuM kare che ane amerikAmAM zuM cAle che, e jANavAne tamane rasa che, paNa savAramAM uThI tIrthakaranA nAma ke pAMca navakAra tamane yAda Ave che ! strIkathA, bhattakathA, dezakathA ane rAjakathAmAM jIvane jeTale rasa che teTale rasa dharmakathAmAM nathI. cAreya vikathAo tyajavA yogya che. dhyAna paNa cAra prakAranA che. temAM AdhyAna ane raudradhyAna e be duSyane tyajavA yogya che. ISTane viga ane aniSTane saMga thatAM je dhyAna thAya che tenuM nAma ArtadhyAna che. AvuM asAra dhyAna karavA mATe ApaNane mana nathI maLyuM. pazuo ane anAryo karatAM ucca koTinuM zuddha mana maLyuM che te paramAtmAnA dhyAnamAM joDAvA mATe maLyuM che. tuccha ane nAzavaMta vastuomAM te pazuo ane anAryo manane joDe. ApaNuM mana te tatvajJAnanA repa repavAnuM udyAna che. ArtadhyAnane ukaraDe ubhuM karavA nahi. mATe ArtadhyAna AvatAM paDakAra kare ke kharekhara ! tuM mAruM kaMI bagADI zake tema nathI. baMdhuo! dharmiSTha jIva paNa ArtadhyAna karavAthI durgatimAM cAlyA jAya che. bhagavAna pArzvanAthane AtmA marUbhUtinA bhavamAM zrAvakanA vratanuM pAlana karanAra, dhArmika jIvana jIvanAre ane pavitra vicAramAM ramaNatA karanAre hatuM. ane temane bhAI kamaTha durAcAra ane uddhatAIvALa hatuM. tethI rAjAe ene nagara bahAra kADhI mUkyo. ene kADhavAmAM pite nimitta bane e khoTuM thayuM ema mAnI marUbhUti kamaThanI kSamA mAMgavA gaye. bele. e ke pavitra AtmA haze ke kSamA mAMgavA gaye! jyAM e kamaThanA pagamAM paDI kSamA mAMge che tyAM kamaThe reSathI enA mAthA upara paththaranI zIlA pheMkI. ane tethI khUba vedanA thavAthI dharmAtmA marUbhUti ArtadhyAnamAM paDaye. ahe! huM ene khamAvuM chuM chatAM eNe mane mAthAmAM zIlA mArI! e AdhyAnamAM marIne tyAMthI aTavInI hAthaNInA paTe hAthI tarIke utpanna thayo. tIrthakarano jIva che. varSone dharmAtmA che, chatAM durgAnane koInI zarama paDe che ! duSyane marUbhUtine uMcakIne sadgatimAMthI bhraSTa karI durgatimAM paTaka. jIvanamAM je eka ja vakhata AvuM durthona AvI gayuM te tenuM A phaLa AvyuM ! te jIvanabhara AvuM kArya karyuM janAranI kaI dazA thAya ! ArtadhyAna karavuM e eka prakArane guhe che. e gunhAnI sajA te jIvane bhogavavI ja paDe che. kaSTa ApanArane te enA gunhAnI sajA maLaze, paNa tuM te tArA gunhAnI sajA bhegavaze.

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Foe kahevAnu' e che ke khIjAnA vAMke paNa ApaNane ApaNu' mana bagADavAnA adhikAra nathI. mana khagaDayuM tyAM karyAM cAMTayA ja samaLe. Ata dhyAna te mananA bagADa che, ane ethI tiya ca gatine ceAgya azubha karmAM AtmA para cAMTI jAya che. dharmAtmA evA marUbhUtine Ata dhyAnane kAraNe hAthInA avatAra AnyA. baMdhuo ! bhale, ApaNA gunhA na heAya chatAM sAmI vyakti ApaNA upara prahAra kare, chatAM tame manane A dhyAna raudradhyAnamAM na joDazeA. juo, marUbhUti e bhagavAna pArzvanAthane AtmA hatA, chatAM Ata dhyAnanA pariNAme tene tiya camAM javuM paDayuM'. A dAkhalA dvArA e ja vAta samajavAnI che ke Ata dhyAna raudradhyAnamAM jatAM manane aTakAvavuM. manamAM raudra pariNAme AvatAM paNa bhayaMkara nukazAna thAya che. alpa Ata dhyAnanuM pariNAma vadhatAM vadhatAM ghaNuM vadhI jAya che. caDakauzika nAga kevI rIte banyA hatA e te tame jANA che ne ? alpa vairanI vaNajhAra vadhatAM vadhatAM keTalI vadhI gaI ? dravya-kSetra-kALa ane bhAvathI ene guNAkAra keTaleA badhA vadhe che? be munio savAre ThaMDIla javA mATe gayA hatA. cAlatAM cAlatAM anupayogathI gurUnA paga nIce maLelI deDakInuM kalevara AvI gayuM. sAMje pratikramaNa karIne gurUe divasa daramyAna karelAM pApAnI AlAcanA karI. tyAre ziSye yAda karAvyu ke gurUdeva! Aje savAre ApanA paga nIce deDakI kacarAI gaI hatI, tenuM prAyazcita karavuM Apa bhUlI gayA. gurU kahe che bhAI! e te marelI ja deDakI hatI. emAM mane prAyazcita zenu Ave ? paNa ziSya samajatA nathI. pAMca miniTa thaine pharI ziSya gurUne Takora karI ke tame prAyazcita kema letA nathI ? gurU kaMI ja na khAlyA, tyAre trIjI vakhata khelyA. eTale gurUne krodha AvyA. e vAtane samajatA nathI ne TakaTaka kare che mATe ene zikSA karu....' baMdhuo! ahI' jojo, veranI vaNajhAraneA kevA guNAkAra thAya che! gurU hAthamAM rajoharaNa laI ne ziSyane mAravA doDayA. ziSya peAtAnA khacAva khAtara upAzrayamAM doDayA. aMdhArAmAM krodhAvezamAM doDatAM upAzrayamAM rahelA thAMbhale gurUnA mAthAmAM vAgavAthI pachADa khAine paDayA. ane krodhAvezamAM marIne agnikAya deva tarIke utpanna thayA. tyAMthI cavIne manuSya banyA. ane nakakhala AzramamAM tApasa anIne rahevA lAgyA. e AzramanA ceAgAnamAM vRkSa-phaLa-phulathI zeAbhatuM suMdara upavana manAvyuM. e upavananI rAta-dvivasa cAkI karatA hatA. ane hAthamAM tIkSNa kuhADI laine pharatA hatA. je kAI A mArA upavanamAMthI eka phaLa ke puSpa tADaze tene jAnathI mAMrI nAMkhIza.' evA raudra pariNAma tene AvyA. jue! veranI vajhAra kevI vadhI gaI? sAdhunA bhavamAM dravyathI hAthamAM rajoharaNa hatA. kSetrathI upAzrayanI cAra divAla hatI. kALathI pratikramaNa pachInA samaya hatA ane bhAvathI ziSyane zikSA karuM evA bhAva hatA. te| tApasanA zA. 77

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bhavamAM dravyathI hAthamAM rajoharaNane badale kuhADI AvI, kSetrathI AzramanuM vizALa upavana AvyuM, kALathI game te kALa AvyuM ane bhAvathI game te Ave tene jAnathI mArI nAMkhuM evA bhAva AvyA. eka vakhata e tApasa bahAra gaye hatuM, te vakhate keTalAka madamasta yunAnee AvI tenuM upavana chinna bhinna karI nAMkhyuM. phalakula toDI nAMkhyA. e tApasa bahArathI Ave che, eTale e yuvAne bhayathI bhAge che. tINa dhAravALe kuhADe laIne tApasa emanI pAchaLa deDe che. bhale mArI kuhADInI dhAra buThThI thaI jAya paNa A yuvAnIyAone te jAnathI mArI nAMkhyuM. ekeyane jIvato na javA dauM. ema nirNaya karI krodhAvezamAM AvIne doDa. krodhAMdha banele tApasa maThI vALIne doDe che. mArgamAM ke Ave che ene paNa ene khyAla na rahyo. e kuvAmAM paDI gaye. bhayaMkara krodhAvezamAM mRtyu pAmyuM eTale tyAMthI marIne caMDakauzika nAga thaye. have te dravyathI kaI bAhya sAdhana na kahyuM, paNa e daSTi viSa sarpa bane. enI daSTi e ja enuM zastra banI gayuM. kSetrathI vizALa vana AvyuM, kALathI game te kALa ane bhAvathI game tyAre game te Ave. cAhe mAnava hoya, dAnava hoya, pazu hoya ke pakSI hoya. te jenA sAme daSTi pheke te maraNane zaraNa thaI jatAM. eka sAmAnya-krodhamAMthI AvuM bhayaMkara pariNAma AvyuM. meTI veranI vaNajhAra ubhI thaI gaI. chevaTe enI bhavyatA khIlI ane bhagavAna mahAvIranuM te vanamAM Agamana thayuM. prabhue eTaluM ja kahyuM kaMIka samaja tuM kaMIka samaja tuM kahe karUNA ANI, mahAbhayaMkara e mAragamAM vicare mahAvIra svAmI." he caMDakauzika ! kaMIka samaja. verathI veranI vasUlAta na karAya. verane zamAvavA prema joIe. ATalA ja zabda caMDakauzika jAgI gaye ane ene tyAM jAtismaraNazAna utpanna thaI gayuM. pachI zuM bAkI rahe! - baMdhuo ! karelAM karmo jIvane avazya bhogavavA paDe che. ahIM hasIhasIne karma bAMdhaze paNa parabhavamAM raDI raDIne bhegavatAM paNa pUrA nahi thAya. kama bhagavatI vakhate tame game teTalI namratA batAvaze, karagaraze, kAlAvAlA karaze te paNa uparathI DaphaNAM ja paDaze, ane vadhu ne vadhu AdhyAna thaze. ane ahIM AtmAnA lakSe namratA keLavaze te karmanA baMdhane tUTaze. tame te vaNika bahu buddhizALI che. vahepArIne dIkarAnI dRSTi lAbha tarapha ja hoya. vahepAramAM lAbha thatuM hoya te AnaMda thAya ane khoTa Ave te zoka thAya che. kheTane dhaMdhe tamane gamatuM nathI. - devabhadra ane jazobhadra bhUgu purohitane kahe che pitAjI! divase te dhamInAM paNa jAya che ane adhamanAM paNa jAya che paraMtu te baMnemAM phera

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che. dhamInA divasa ane rAtri saphaLa jAya che ane adhamInAM aphaLa jAya che, mATe ame te Apane paNa ema ja kahIe chIe ke Apa paNa amArI sAthe saMyama mArge cAle. A saMsAramAM Apane paNa rAcavA jevuM nathI. bhRgu purohita paNa samajadAra hate. putranI vAta enA gaLe utarI. eTale putrane kahe che, tamArI vAta sAcI che. paNa mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLo. egao saMvasisANaM, duhao sammata saMjuyA / pachI kAyA miraNa mo, milamAM che ke me ua. 14-26 bhUga purehita kahe che he mArA vhAlA putro ! huM tamArI vAtane svIkAra karuM chuM. paNa ApaNe cAre ya jaNa pahelAM samyaktvapUrvaka dezavirati zrAvaka banIne saMsAramAM . rahIe. jyAre tamArI uMmara paripakava thaze tyAre ApaNe dIkSA laIne ghara gharamAM gaucarI karI ApaNI jIvanayAtrA calAvIzuM. A gAthAmAM bhRgu purohita enA putrone e samajAvI rahyo che ke hamaNAM gRhastha dharmanuM pAlana karI pAchalI uMmaramAM dIkSA levI joIe. pitAne to samajAI gayuM che ke putra je mALe jAya che e mAga ja sAce che. vahelA ke meDA e mArge javuM te paDaze ja. baMdhuo ! A brAhmaNa samajI gaye. paNa tamane samajAya che ke nahi? vahelA ke moDA saMyama lIdhA vinA sAdhyanI siddhi thavAnI nathI. jene traNa prakAre vairAgya Ave che. duHkhagarbhita, mohagarbhita ane jJAnagarbhita. eka vakhata bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI grAmAnugrAma vicaratAM vicaratAM rAjagrahI nagarImAM padhAryA. A samaye zreNika rAjAnA daza putra ceDA (ceTaka)mahArAjAnI sAme yuddha karavA gayA che. jenA putro yuddhamAM gayA hoya, je yuddhamAM lehInI nadIo vahetI hoya tenI mAtAone uMgha kema Ave? je bAIne pati jelamAM pUrI hoya tene mIThAI bhAve kharI? tema he devAnupriye! jene Atmadeva anAdikALathI karmanI koTaDImAM pUra hoya tene sukhe uMgha kema AvavI joIe? karmanI sajA bhogavI rahyAM che te kema bhUlI jAva cho? daze rANIone potAnA putronI khUba ciMtA thAya che. temane uMgha AvatI nathI. khUba jhUre che. e daze ya rANIo bhagavAna pAse AvI hAtha joDI, vaMdana namaskAra karI pUche che he prabhu! Apa te sarvajJa che. Apa te samaya samayanI vAta jANI dekhI rahyAM cho. amAre eka eka ja putra che. amArA (daze ya rANIonA) daza putro ceDA mahArAjAnI sAme yuddha karavA gayA che. te he prabhu! amArA putrone yuddhamAM vijaya thaze ke parAjaya thaze? ame amArA putronuM mukha joI zakIzuM ke nahiM? bhagavAna te badhuM jANatA hatA. prabhu kahe che ceDA rAjAnA ekeka bANathI ekeka ema daza divasamAM tamArA daze ya putra mRtyu pAmyA che. A sAMbhaLI do ya rANuo

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h kAra mUchaoNMgata thaI gaI. vRkSanu' mULa kapAtAM jema vRkSa tUTI paDe tema rANIe bebhAna thaIne dharatI upara DhaLI paDI. mUrchA utarI jatAM dazerANIe bhAnamAM AvI. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI emane vairAgya AvyeA. aMtagaDha sUtramAM nevuM jIvAnA adhikAra Ave che. temAM zreNikanI A rANInA adhikAra paNa Ave che. ** zreNikanI rANI kAlIyAdika kraza jANa, daze putra viyoge sAMbhaLI vIranI vANu, caMdanabALA pe' saMyama laI hevA jANu, tapa karI deha jhAMsI paheAMcyA che nirvANu '. jenA kalaiyAkuvara jevA putro mRtyu pAmyA hAya tene saMsAramAM rahetAM AnaM Ave kharA ? rANIo kahe che prabhu ! have amAre A sa'sAramAM rahevu' nathI. amane A saMsAra duHkhadAyaka lAge che. haLukamI AtmAone duHkhanuM nimitta paNa vairAgyanuM kAraNa banI jAya che. bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI rANIoe Ata dhyAna kayu nahi. ane tyAM ne tyAM dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI gaI. nAganI pheNa jevA kALA bhramara cAbuka jevA celA utArI nAMkhyA, ane caMdanabALA pAse dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne daze ya rANIoe ratnAvalI, kanakAvalI vigere ugra tapa karyAM. ratnAvalI hAra rUpa tapamAM eka upavAsa ane pAraNu, e upavAsa-pAraNuM, traNa upavAsa ne pAraNuM pachI ATha chaThTha pachI eka upavAsa ne pAraNuM, e upavAsa ne pAraNuM ema caDhatAM caDhatAM seALa upavAsa-pAraNuM', pachI ceAtrIsa chaThThuM ane pAchu' utaravAnuM. ema seALa upavAsa karIne pAraNuM, pachI paMdara upavAsa karIne pAraNuM ema eka sudhI utaravAnuM. pachI ATha chaThThuM, pachI arjuma-pAraNuM, cha-pAraNu' ane eka upavAsa, pahelI paripATImAM pAraNe ekAsaNAM kare, bIjI paripATImAM pAraNe nIvI kare, trIjI paripATImAM pAraNe Ayakhila kare ane cAthI paripATImAM hAtha na kharaDAya evI vastuthI pAraNu kare. AvI cAra paripATI eTale ke AvA tapa cAra vakhata karyAM. ema kanakAvalI, muktAvalI, laghusi'huM kriyA vigere mahAna tapa karI kanA bhUkkA uDADI nAMkhyA. chelle eka mahinAnA saMthAro karIne meAkSamAM gayA. baMdhue ! AvI sukumAra rANIe paNa sayamanAM mAge vicarI kalyANa karI gai. tamane keTalI sukumAratA che? sheja paNa kaSTa paDe te veThAya nahi. pariSaha sahana na thAya. paNa bhAI! ahIM tamane sukumArapaNuM joie che. paNa narakamAM ne tiya gatimAM kayAM tamArA mATe DholiyA DhALI mUkayAM che ? je mahAna bane che tene kaSTa tA sahaMna karavu' ja paDe che. bhRgu purAhita putronI vAta tA mAnya karI, paNa putro have zu kare ? sasAramAM zakAI jAya kharA ? belAne, kema khelatA nathI ? mApa te kahe che ke pAchalI uMmaramAM

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paNa dIkSA laI zakAya che. pacchA vi te payAyA, khippaM gacchanti amara bhvnnaaii| laMDa tavo saMkAmo , zAMti ja va ja che daza hai. a. 4-28 je AtmA pAchalI uMmaramAM jAge che te paNa dIkSA laI zake che. gajasukumAra, ayavaMtAkumAra Adi laghuvayamAM dIkSA laIne nIkaLI gayA che. meghakumAra, mRgAputra Adi bhara yuvAnImAM dIkSA laIne nIkaLI gayAM che. ane udAyana rAjA, saMyati rAjA vigere pAchalI uMmaramAM paNa jAgyAM che. pitA kahe che he putro! ApaNe pAchalI uMmare dIkSA laIzuM. paNa A kaMI pIgaLI jAya tevA na hatA. pataMgiye vairAgya na hatuM, majIThIye vairAgya hate. je dhAnya uchaLyuM te peTamAM TakI zake nahi. e te nIkaLe ja chUTake thAya. tema jene saMsAra eMTha jevuM lAge te kevI rIte saMsAramAM rahI zake? keI che je saMyamanA premI che te dIkSA na laI zake te paNa saMsAramAM rahIne paNa saMyamIne keTaluM protsAhana Ape che. sAdhu-sAvIne kevI sahAya kare che? have divALI Avaze tyAre tame navA cepaDAmAM prathama lakhazo ke "abhayakumAranI buddhi maLaje, dhannA zAlibhadranI addhi maLajo, kevanA zeThanuM saubhAgya maLaze ane gautama svAmInI labdhi maLaje." badhuM mAMgavA taiyAra thayAM. paNa e abhayakumAra ke have tene kadI vicAra karyo? abhayakumAranA jIvanane eka prasaMga che. eka vakhata abhayakumAra prabhAtanA pahoramAM bhagavAna sudharmAsvAmInAM darzanArthe gayAM. te vakhate ekAeka sudharmAsvAmI sahita badhA saMte vihAranI taiyArI karI rahayAM che. A joI abhayakumAra stabdha banI gayA. ane pUche che prabhu ! ekAeka Ama kema? sudharmAsvAmI kahe che, abhaya! jyAM sAdhunI helaNa thAya, prItane bhaMga thAya tyAM amane rahevuM kalyuM nahi. prabhu! zuM kAraNa che? Apa mane jaladI kahe. sudharmAsvAmI kahe che abhaya! gaI kAle eka bhavyAtmA kaThiyArAne dIkSA ApI. e navadIkSita saMtanI leke niMdA kare che ane ema bele che ke ame te ATalA varSothI dharma pAmyA chIe, sAmAyika, pratikamaNuM, tapa, japa Adi kriyAo karIe chIe. chatAM paNa ame sAdhu na thayAM ane AjakAlane abudha lAkaDA kApanAro kaThiyAre sAdhu thaI gayo. zuM beTuM thayuM? lAkaDAnA bhArA vecavA maTI gayAM. sAruM sAruM khAvAnuM maLaze. AvI vAto kare che. bhAI ! tyAga mArgamAM zrImaMta ane garIbanA bhedabhAva na hoya. je dezamAM amArA sAdhunI niMdA thAya tyAM amArAthI rahevAya nahi. mATe ame rAjagRhI cheDIne vihAra karI jaIzuM. abhayakumAra hAtha joDIne sudharmAsvAmIne vinave che ke prabhu! Apa mArI khAtara be divasa rokAI jAva. huM badhuM ja ThIka karI daIza, vAtAvaraNa sudharI jaze. buddhi

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nidhAna abhayakumAra pitAnA mahele AvyAM. pitAnA mANasone bolAvI prabhAtanAM paheramAM nagarInA madhyakamAM senAnA, hIrAnA ane pannAnA DhagalA karAvyAM. ane pitAnA mANasane ubhA rAkhyA. e mANasa moTethI jAherAta karavA lAgyAM ke kaI laI jAo. A traNe DhagalA abhayakumAra maphatamAM ApI de che. jene joIe te laI jAva. ' baMdhuo! je dhananA DhagalA maphatamAM maLatA hoya che ke levA na Ave ? tamArI rAjagRhI nagarImAM AvuM bane te tame paNa doDe ne? (hasAhasa). nagarImAM vAta prasarI gaI. dhanavAne paNa AvyAM ne garIba paNa AvyAM. madhyama varga paNa doDI AvyA. jyAM dhananA DhagalAne aDavA jAya che tyAM pelA mANaso kahe che jarA . A dhananA DhagalA maphatamAM ja ApI devAnA che. paNa eka zarata che ke suvarNa lenArA mANasee jIvanabhara kAcA pANIne, agnine, vanaspatine aDakavAnuM nahi. mithunanuM sevana karavAnuM nahi A zarata jene maMjura hoya te A traNe DhagalA maphatamAM laI jAva. A zarata sAMbhaLI sau pIchehaTha karavA lAgyA. dhana laIne ApaNe bhegavavAnuM te nahi, sAdhu banI jaIe te ja emanI zaratanuM pAlana thaI zake. mATe ApaNe AvuM dhana joItuM nathI. hajAro mANasonI ThaTha jAmI hatI. eka paNa marada AgaLa na Ave. A joIne maMtrIzvara abhayakumAra eka khUNAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA. mAnavamedanI sAme pitAne gheDa ubhe rAkhI belyA he magadhanA prajAjane ! je kAMI bole te vicArIne bele. utAvaLathI apAI jatAM abhiprAye kayAreka moTuM nukasAna karI de che. sonAmahAre ne jhaverAtanA DhagalA maphatamAM ApavA chatAM eka paNa marada kema AgaLa na AvyA? tamane ATaluM dhana maLe che te paNa tame agni, kAcuM pANI ane maithuna choDavA kema taiyAra nathI thatA? ane je AtmAe gaI kAle A traNe cIjone sadAne mATe tyAga karI dIdhe enI tame prazaMsA na karI ane ulaTA niMdA karavA taiyAra thayAM? paNa vicAra kare. e kaThiyAre A sonAmahorane adhikArI che, chatAM e te bicAro suvarNa levA AvyuM nathI. ane tame te bhikSukanI jema doDI AvyAM che. paNa jarA samaje ke agni, kAcuM pANI, mithuna ane saMsArane tyAga kara e saheluM kAma nathI. je tyAge che emane vaMdana kare ane tame karelI bhUlanI bhagavAna sudharmAsvAmI pAse jaIne mAphI mAMge. abhayakumAranI vAta sAMbhaLI saune pitAnI bhUla samajAI gaI. tyAMthI sau mAne bhagavAna sudharmAsvAmI pAse AvyA ane pitAnI bhUlanI mAphI mAMgI. abhayakumAranI AvI buddhi hatI. buddhine sadupayoga teo karatAM hatAM. jyAM saMyamInA guNagAna thatAM hoya tyAM enuM haiyuM nAcI uThatuM hatuM. saMyamInI niMdA thatI sAMbhaLI enA dilamAM duHkha thatuM hatuM. aMte abhayakumAre paNa dIkSA ja lIdhI hatI. ahIM bhagu purohita kahe che he putro! ApaNe hamaNAM zrAvaka dharmanuM pAlana karIe,

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pachI dIkSA laIzuM. jenI rageragamAM vairAgya bharyo che, jenI kSaNa kSaNa lAkheNI jAya che tevA putre enA pitAne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna....naM 86 A suda 15 ne budhavAra tA. 14-10-70 anaMtajJAnI gaileSa prakAzaka, zAsana samrATa, mahAvIra prabhunA mukhamAMthI jharelI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. jagatanA jI upara karUNA karI bhagavaMte batrIza siddhAMtanI prarUpaNa karI. jemAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM che jene adhikAra cAle che. bhRgu purohitanA be putrone saddagurUne bheTe thatAM temanuM jIvana tyAgamaya banI karyuM. emanA jIvanamAM prakAza patharAI gaye. Aje A zuda pUrNimAne pavitra divasa che. AyaMbIlanI oLIne chelle divasa che. bIjI rIte kahuM te amArA parama tAraka, jIvananakAnA sAcA sukAnI, pUjya gurUNuM pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInI puNyatithine pavitra dina che. loka vyavahAramAM paNa Ajano divasa zarada pUrNimA tarIke oLakhAya che. ApaNe paNa ApaNA jIvanamAM jJAnanI pavitra pUrNimA pragaTAvavAnI che. jJAna kyAre maLe? saddagurU maLe tyAre ne? saddagurUo ApaNA jIvanamAM rahelA ajJAnanA timirane TALIne jJAnane prakAza pAthare che. je anAdikALanA aMdhakArane TALI prakAzamAM lAve te ja sAcA gurU che. gurU gurUmAM paNa phera hoya che. kASTe ca kASTe taratA yathAsti, dugdhe ca dugdhe taratA yathAsti / jale jale tva taratA yathAsti, gura gurau cA taratA yathAsti // lAkaDA lAkaDAmAM ghaNuM aMtara che. sAganuM lAkaDuM, sIsamanuM lAkaDuM, bAvaLa ane lIMbaDAnuM lAkaDuM, caMdananuM lAkaDuM. badhA lAkaDAmAM caMdananuM lAkaDuM kiMmatI che. dUdha dUdhamAM paNa phera che. gAya-bheMsanuM dUdha e paNa dUdha che. AkaDAnuM, zeranuM dUdha e paNuM dUdha kahevAya che, paNa baMnenA guNamAM phera che. gAya ane bheMsanuM dUdha zarIrane puSTikAraka che. ane AkaDAnuM, therIyAnuM dUdha pIve te mANasa marI jAya che. pANI pANImAM paNa phera hoya che. eka gAmanuM pANI evuM hoya che ke kherAka pAcana kare che. ane kaI gAmanuM

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pANI evuM paNa hoya che ke je pIvAthI bhUkha na lAge. te ja rIte gurU-gurUmAM sAcA gurU beTI vAtamAM hAjI hA na kare. pite tare ane pitAne zaraNe AvelAne paNa uddhAra kare, eja sAcA gurU che. sAcI vAta samajAvatAM sagurU pAchA na paDe. e kahI de ke he devAnuM priye ! tame zubha karmo karaze te svargamAM jaze ane azubha kama karaze te naraka ne tiryaMcamAM jaze. jIva cAra kAraNe narakanuM AyuSya bAMdhe che. ane cAra kAraNe tiryaMcanuM AyuSya bAMdhe che e te tame jANe che ne ! have naraka ane tiryaMcamAM na javuM hoya te mahA AraMbha, mahA parigraha, gADha mAyA, khoTA tela ane kheTA mApa na rAkhaze. bhagavAnane eka ja saMdeza che ke cAhe sAdhu hoya ke zrAvaka hoya paNa tame ekeka kArya karatAM pApane bhaya rAkhaje. bhavabhIrU banaje. abhayakumArane zreNika rAjA rAjyagAdI ApavAnuM kahe che tyAre abhayakumAra kahe cheH pitAjI ! tame tamArA putranuM hita Icche che ke ahita ? mAre A rAjya nathI joItuM. bhagavAna kahe che chellAmAM chellA udAyana rAjA dIkSA leze, pachI kaI rAjA dIkSA nahi le. mATe mAre rAjA banavuM nathI. juo te kharA, kevA vairAgI AtmAo ! jene rAjyanuM siMhAsana maLe che chatAM e choDIne dUra bhAge che. Aje bhautika sukha meLavavA mATe mANase keTalI mahenata kare che? mithyA mAnyatAo rAkhe che. nathI maLatuM tyAM meLavavA mathe che. vairAgI AtmA dhananA DhagalAne riDA ane kaMkA jevA samaje. saMsAranA sagAM nehIo enI daSTimAM hADakAnA mALA dekhAya. tyAre e bhegane cheDI zake. jema koIne hAlAne viga thAya, pachI e saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM udAsIna bhAve rahe che. emAM ene rasa hetuM nathI. nirasa bhAve rahe che. tema vairAgI paNa udAsIna bhAve saMsAramAM rahe. tame kuMbhAranA nibhADA pAse ubhelAne pUche ke tene garamI kevI lAge che? tyAre te kaheze ke AgamAM ubhA hoya tevI lAge che. tema A saMsAra paNa kuMbhAranA nibhADA jevuM lAga joIe. baMdhuo! tame TrenamAM musApharI karatA he tyAre khissAkAtaruothI keTalA sAvadhAna rahe che? e mIlkata na lUMTAI jAya tene mATe jeTalI sAvadhAnI che teTalI AtmAne mAla na lUMTAI jAya tenI aMza mAtra sAdhavAnI che? bhautika Rdhi sAcavavAmAM jeTalA sAvadhAna che eTalA ja AtmAnI baddhi sAcavavAmAM bedarakAra che. jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane tapa e ja AtmAnuM dhana che. ene rAga dveSa-krodha-mAna-mAyA-lebhAdi duzmane laMTI na jAya te mATe khUba sAvadhAna rahe. be AtmAo sAvadhAna thaI gayAM che. teo temanA pitAne kahe che pitAjI! A saMsAramAM rAcavA jevuM nathI. amArI ekeka paLa amUlya jAya che. Apa amane AjJA Ape. A AtmA saMsAramAM anaMtakALathI bhame che

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67. sAyara jeTalAM dUdha pIdhA che, mAtAnA stanamAMya, eTalA bhava ame karyA che, gaNyA e na gaNAya, pitAjI, AjJA Apane Aja. naraka ane tiryaMcanA bhavanI vAta te bAjumAM mUke, paNa A samudra bharAI jAya eTalAM te mAtAnA dUdhapAna karyA che. eTale eTalA te manuSyanA bhava karyA che. te narakatiryaMcanA keTalA bhava karyA haze? mATe have amAre A saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. A sUra kayAre nIkaLe? jaDane rAga chUTe tyAre ne? pANI maLe ne dUdha maLe che evA sukhomAM A jIne rahevuM nathI gamatuM ane tamane choDavuM nathI gamatuM. jema bakaruM beM beM kare che tema ajJAnI jIva mohane kAraNe meM meM kare che. AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che ke ajJAnane vaza thaI ekeka jIve zuM kare che - mAyA che, piyA ke, mArA me, maLI , mannA che, puttA me, pujA me, junA che, sahisayaNa-sagatha saMthuyAme, vivittu vagaraNa parivaTTaNa bhoyaNacchAyaNa me, iccatthaM gi cho vase pamatte AcAraMga sUtra a. 2 u. 1 mAtA mArI che, pitA mArA che, bhAI-bahena mArA che, patnI putra-putrI, putravadhU, mitro, svajane, gharavakharI A badhuM ja mAruM che, jyAM juo tyAM mAruM, mAruM ne mAruM karI rahyA cho. jyAM sudhI jIvane jaDane rAga che tyAM sudhI vairAgya nahi Ave. ahIM ame tamane kahIe devAnupriye! jaDa pudgala upara mamatA karavA jevI nathI. tyAre tame mAthuM dhuNAve che, paNa e pAvara kyAM sudhI rahevAne? tame ahIMthI uThIne ghera gayA. ghare tamArA kapaDAM zIMga kaMpanImAM dhevAIne AvyAM che. tamAre nAne putra bahArathI kolasAnI bhUkIvALA hAtha laIne gharamAM AvyA ane e tamArA kapaDAM upara hAtha ghase te vakhate tamArI pArAzIzI zAMta raheze ke caDhI jaze ? je barAbara samajyA haze to tamane ema thaze ke A te jaDa che. ene ATalo badho moha zA mATe? ane nahi, samajyA ho te ema thaze ke mArA IstrIbaMdha kapaDAM bagADI nAkhyA. jaDa caitanyane bheda samajavA jevo che. aMdarathI jenuM caitanya dhabakArA karatuM hoya che te AtmAo kevA hoya che? jenA jIvanamAM caitanya dhabakatuM hoya e ja sAcuM svastha jIvana che. caitanyathI dhabakatA jIvanamAM pApane Dara heya, te AtmAe pApathI dUra rahevAnA ja vicAra karatA hoya, ane te anusAra ja temanI pravRtti cAlatI hoya, tenA mATe eka suMdara dRSTAMta che. eka dhanavAna zeThane samudradatta nAmane putra hatA. tenA lagna bIjA gAmanI jinamatI nAmanI zreSThI kanyAnI sAthe thayAM hatAM. jIvanamAM bane teTale vadhu saMyama zA, 78

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18 pALave te samudradattane mukhya Adarza hate. eTale enI bhAvanA evI hatI ke saMsAranA baMdhane baMdhAyA chIe paNa patnIne jeTalI moDI teDIzuM teTaluM brahmacarya vadhu paLAze. eTale e patnIne teDavAnI ene utAvaLa na hatI. paNa mehanA dalAla sagAvahAlAMo ene artha judo karavA lAgyA. samudradattane e kanyA upara prema nathI. moTe bhAge duniyA moha ghelI hoya che. ene Atmacaitanya ane tattva prakAzanAM jIvananA sAtvika AnaMdanI khabara kayAMthI hoya? jinamatI paNa evI ja rIte tane prakAza pAmelI hatI. jenI ramaNutA jinezvaramAM ja che evI jinamatInA vicAre paNa samudradattane maLatAM ja hatAM. - jyAre lokomAM AvI vAta thaI tyAre samudradatta pite ja pitAnA eka nekarane sAthe laIne patnIne teDavA mATe jAya che. te samayamAM gADI-moTara Adi vAhananI sagavaDa na hatI eTale cAlate jAya che. cAlatAM cAlatAM vana-vagaDAmAM eka jhADa nIce samudradatta sUto che. pelA nokarane besI rahevuM gamatuM na hatuM, eTale beThe beThe jamIna davA lAgyA. picI jamIna hatI eTale jaldI khADo paDI gaye. tenI aMdara eNe eka senAne carU dATelo che. e joIne nekara harakhAvA lAge. samudradatta ekadama jAgI gaye. enI daSTi e khADA tarapha jatAM eNe kahyuM-tuM A zuM kare che? bhAI, ene dATI de, A te lebhanuM kAraNa, unmAda vadhAranAra ane AraMbha-samAraMbhathI jIvane vadha karAvanAra che. vagara mahenatanuM parAyuM dhana khuba anartha karAvanAra che. samudrapALanA jIvanamAM caitanya dhabakArA karI rahyuM hatuM eTale ene AvA vicAra AvyA. jene cetanadeva uMghate hoya che enA vicAre AnAthI taddana judA hoya che. : cetanadevanI pAse caitanya zakti te che ja. paNa kayAreka e aMdarathI dhabakArA karatI hoya che ane kayAreka e sUtelI hoya che. jyAre pApathI dUra rahevAnuM mana thAya tyAre caitanya jAgatuM hoya che, ane jyAre pApamAM ja magna rahevAnuM mana thAya tyAre caitanya uMghatuM hoya che. caitanyane dhabakatuM rAkhavA mATe ja A zreSTha mAnavano bhava maLe che. ene jema tema guMcA nahi. * A nekara jaDane rAgI che. eTale ene te pelA carUmAM ja AnaMda Avato hate. paNa samudradattanA vacana sAMbhaLI ene manamAM ema thayuM ke nakakI dhana joIne zeThanI dazA bagaDI che. ene A carU laI le che, ane uparathI dharmanI vAto karIne saphAI atAve che. paNa huM kaMI ema dhana javA dauM tema nathI. ema vicAra karI e vakhate sarkarAnuM gAma najIka AvatAM samudradatta kahe che bhAI! huM ahIM gAma bahAra thoDIvAra kuM chuM. tuM AgaLa jaIne mArA sasarAne khabara Apa ke tamArA jamAIrAja Ave che. *. zakkI Aza thAya eTale javuM te paDe ja, paNa enA manamAM pilA jaDane raMga

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69 lAge che. enA manamAM evA vicAra AvyA ke joyuM ke, mane AgaLa mokalIne pele caru ene upADI lAve che. mATe ja A dhaMdhe karyo che. baMdhuo ! jeje, parigraha ke anartha karAve che. bhagavAne dazavaikAlIka sUtramAM kahyuM che - na so pariggaho vutto, nAyaputteNa tAiNA / mujI vANo puro, phu yudaM masiT II daza. vai. a, 6-21 jaDa pratyenI mUcha e ja parigraha che. jyAM mUrchA nathI tyAM parigraha nathI. bhakta cakravati pAse keTalI samRddhi hatI, chatAM ene emAM mUcha na hatI. eTale ene parigrahavAna na kahyo. A nokara te utAvaLa cheDe jaIne pAcho Avyo. ane samudradattane kahe che bhAI! tamArA sAsare javA jevuM nathI. huM te tamArA sAsare gayA tyAre tamArA sAsusasarA bicArA udAsa banIne beThA hatA. meM te AjubAjunA gharamAM tapAsa karI te evuM jANavA maLyuM ke tamArI patnI jinamatI kharAba lAIne caDhI gaI che. eTale emanA moDhAM te kALA meza jevA thaI gayA che. jamAIrAja teDavA Ave tyAre moTuM zuM batAvaze? samudradatta vicAramAM paDI gaye. jinamatI te khUba saMskArI che. AvuM bane tema mane lAgatuM nathI. chatAM paNa moha bUrI cIja che. juo! dhanane lebha zuM nathI karI vate? lebhanI pAchaLa kevI mAyAjALa racAya che. dhananA lebhathI nekara pavitra jinamatI upara Aropa mUktA paNa acakAze nahi. rAjyanA lebhathI koNike pitAnA pitAne kAzagrahamAM pUryA hatA. rAja pAMcase cAbakhAne mAra mAratAM paNa acakAya nahi. pitAe ene mATe keTaluM karyuM hatuM e badhuM ja parigrahamAM pAgala banIne te bhUlI gaye hate. samudradatta khUba bhadrika hatA, eTale nekaranI vAta sAcI mAnI. manamAM e ja bhAvanA jAgI ke aho ! mehanI kevI viTaMbanA che, ke AvA saMskArI kuTuMbamAM ucharelI kanyAne paNa bhUlAvAmAM nAMkhI dIdhI. AmAM ene paNa za doSa? A saMsAra ja evA prakArane che. bhartuhari rAjA piMgalAnI pAchaLa ke pAgala hato. ane e piMgalA mahAvatamAM Asakta hatI. paradezI rAjAne sUrimaMtA rANuM upara keTale prema hate. chatAM paNa e sUrikatA rANIe rAjAne jhera ApatAM pAchI pAnI na karI. AmAM jinamatIne doSa nathI ane mAre paNa A saMsAramAM rAcavA jevuM nathI. tyAM ene saMsAra uparathI vairAgya AvI gayo. eTale nokarane kahe che bhAI! mane te A saMsAra uparathI vairAgya AvyuM che. mATe huM te have ahIMthI kaI gurUnI zodhamAM jAuM chuM. mane saddagura vALaze eTale temanI pAse dIkSA laI laIza. ane tuM ahIMthI sIdhe ghera pahoMcI che. ane A bApujIne A samAcAra Apaje.

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samudradatta ke pavitra AtmA che. ene jinamatI upara saheja paNa tiraskAra ne A. ulTa enI dayA khAvA lAge, ke bicArIne kameM bhUlAvI. ane pote vairAgyanA raMgamAM raMgAI gaye. basa. have A saMsArane navagajanA namaskAra. enuM caitanya kevuM dhabakArA karatuM hatuM? ke AvA prasaMge paNa manamAM kheda na Avyo. jyAre nekaranA jIvanamAM jaDatA dhabakArA mArI rahI hatI. eTale ene evI zaMkA thaI ke A samudradatta mane mokalIne pelI milakata laI leze to? eTale kahe che ke Apane Ama ekalA mUkIne mArAthI na javAya. Apane gurU mahArAjanA bhegA karI pachI huM ghera jaIza. ema kahI sAthe cAlya, paNa enI dAnata khoTI che, kAraNa ke aMtaramAM jaDa laddamIne meha che. parigrahanI mamatA mANasanI buddhimAM bhrama pedA kare che. eTale e krUra karma kare emAM kAMI navAI nathI. nekaranA khissAmAM charI hatI. te teNe kADhI ane samudradattane pAchaLathI pIThamAM bheMkI dIdhI. pachI te ekadama bhAgavA lAge. samudradattanI pIThamAM ghA lAgavAthI pAchA vaLIne joyuM te nekarane deDate ja joye. bUma pADI paNa pAcho na vaLe. eTale samudradattane manamAM lAgyuM ke pelA carUnA lebhamAM ja ANe A pApa karyuM lAge che. te ANe jinamatIne mATe paNa beTI vAta nahi karI hoya enI zI khAtrI ? chatAM paNa game tema hoya have mAre saMsAramAM paDavuM ja nathI. samudradattane nekara upara paNa gusso na Avyo. haze, e bicAro ajJAna che ene ze deSa? ema zuddha vicAradhArA para caDha. sUkA pAMdaDA ne bhUke ghA upara dAbI pATo bAMdhI dIdhA. tyAMthI cAlate cAlate gurU pAse pahoMcI gaye. gurUne sarva hakIkta kahI. teNe ghA upara upacAra karIne dIkSA lIdhI. samudradatte dIkSA lIdhAnA samAcAra AjubAjunA gAmamAM phelAI gayAM ke phalANuM zeThane putra to sAdhu banI gayA. jinamatInA kAne paNa A samAcAra vAyuvege pahoMcI gayA. jinamatInA jIvanamAM cetanane dhabakAre hato. enA vicAro paNa samudradatta jevAM ja hatAM. eTale ene khUba AnaMda thayo. enA mAtA-pitAne kahe che ke mAtA-pitA ! emaNe dIkSA laIne jIvana sArthaka karyuM. huM paNa e pavitra AtmAnA darzanArthe jAuM chuM. ane huM paNa cAritra laIza. mAtA-pitAnI AjJA laI, emaNe ApelI sagavaDa sAthe jinamatI samudradatta muninA darzane gaI. pitAnA patine munivezamAM joI AMkhamAM harSanAM AMsu AvI gayA. te gadgad kaThe kahe che he munirAja! dhanya che. Ape cAritra mArga aMgIkAra karI ApanA - AtmAne tAryo ane mane paNa A bhava kRpamAMthI ugArI. Apane jeTale upakAra mAnuM teTale ocho che. viSayanA raMgamAM ragadoLanAra pati te ghaNuM bhavamAM maLyA, paNa AjIvana zuddha brahmacaryanuM pAlana karAvI cAritra mArge caDhAvanAra pati te mahAna bhAgyane udaya

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phera hoya te ja maLe. baMdhuo! jinamatIe ema na kahyuM ke tamAre sAdhu thaI javuM hatuM te mane paraNyA zA mATe? AvI patnI maLavI e paNa mahAna puNyane udaya che. samudradattane upakArI mAnI jinamatie paNa dIkSA laI lIdhI. ane baMne AtmAoe paraNyA chatAM akhaMDa brahmacArI rahI AtmAnuM kalyANa karyuM. caitanyathI dhabakatA jIvanamAM ja AvI suMdara vicAra zreNI saMbhavI zake che. | devabhadra ane jazebhadranA aMtaramAM paNa cetananA dhabakArA thaI rahyA che. jene saMsAra kArAgRha samAna lAge che tevA be putro pitAjIne kahe che, amane dikSAnI AjJA Apo. tyAre pitA kahe che hamaNuM zrAvakanA bAra vrata aMgIkAra karI saMsAramAM rahIe. pAchalI uMmaramAM ApaNe cAre jaNuM dIkSA laIzuM. ane ghara gharamAM gaucarI karI ApaNI jIvanayAtrA vItAvIzuM. tyAre putra zuM kahe che - jassatthi maccuNA sakkha, jassa va'tthi palAyaNa / / no nArU marisAI, du suNa tivA u. a. 14-27 pitAjI! Apa kahe che ke ApaNe pachI dIkSA laIzuM te zuM ApaNe eTale samagra jIvIzuM e nakkI che? jyAM eka kSaNane paNa bhAre nathI tyAM eTalA lAMbA samayanI rAha kema jovAya? A saMsAramAM sukhe keNa sUI zake? jene che mRtyuthI maitrI, je jANe maravuM nathI, mRtyuthI je chUTI bhAge, te suve sukhathI bhale." jeNe mRtyu sAthe mitratA sAdhI hoya, athavA je jANatA hoya ke huM maravAne nathI, temaja mRtyu Ave tyAre bhAgI chUTavAnI jenAmAM zakti hoya te ja sukhapUrvaka sUI zake. arthAt dharmakArya mATe rAha joI zake. jo ke A badhI vAte asaMbhavita che. dareka manuSyane mATe mRtyu anivArya che. mATe dharmanA kAryamAM saheja paNa DhIla karavI joIe nahi. sva. pUjya pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjIne zraddhAMjalI - Aje amArA tAraka pUjya gurUjInI 15mI pavitra puNyatithine dina che. kharekhara ! gurU e te janma maraNanA cakkarane maTADanAra che, ane aMdhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM lAvanAra che. cAritramaya jIvananuM ghaDatara ghaDanAra che. pU. gurUNIne amArA upara anahada upakAra che. badhAnA RNamAMthI mukta thaI zakAya che paNa gurUnA aNumAMthI mukta thaI zakAtuM nathI. kAraNa ke teo ApaNane bhavasamudramAMthI tAranAra che. - pUjya gurUNa khUba ja guNagaMbhIra hatAM. emanuM cAritra paNa khUba ucca keTInuM - hatuM. pUjya pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjIne janma lIbaDI zaheramAM cokasI kuTuMbamAM thayo

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hatA. temanA piyarIyAM derAvAsI hatA, ane temanA lagna sANaMdamAM sthAnakavAsI kuTuMbamAM thayelA. temanA lagna teramA varSe thayA hatAM ane caudamA varSe te tene saMsAranuM kAramuM duHkha-vidhavApaNuM AvI gayuM. pahelAnA vakhatamAM nAnI uMmaramAM lagna thatAM. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjI paraNyAM hatAM eTaluM ja. bAkI saMsAra zuM kahevAya e paNa teo samajatAM na hatAM. temanI uMmara nAnI hatI eTale mAtA-pitAe temanuM mana dharmanA mArge vALyuM. temane paNa samajAI gayuM ke A saMsAra A bhayaMkara che. A saMsAramAM rahevuM tenA karatAM AtmasAdhanA karI mAnava jIvanane huM saphaLa karI lauM, temane saMyama levAnI laganI lAgI. temanA pitAzrI derAvAsI hatAM. teoe kahyuM : dIkSA levI hoya te derAvAsImAM ApuM, eTale rajA ApatAM na hatAM. pUjya mahAsatIjI kahe che mAre te sthAnakavAsImAM ja dIkSA levI che. cAra varSa teo saMsAramAM rahyA. chevaTe vairAgIne vijaya tha ane kuTuMbIjanonI AjJA maLatAM khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA pUjya AcArya gurUdevazrI chaganalAlajI mahArAjanA sAnidhyamAM pUjya gurUNa jaDAvabAI mahAsatIjI pAse bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. pUjya jaDAva bAI mahAsatIjI paNa prakhara vidvAna sAdhvIjI hatAM. temanI pAsethI khUba jJAna meLavyuM. jJAna-dhyAnamAM AgaLa vadhI jaina zAsananI zobhA vadhArI amArA tAraNahAra banyAM. pUjya gurUNI khUba ja zAMta ane saumya prakRtinAM hatAM. temane AtmA khUba pavitra hate. saMvata be hajArane ATha (2008)nI sAlamAM temane chAtInuM kensara thayuM hatuM. tethI temaNe oparezana karAvyuM hatuM. ane tethI temane ghaNuM ja sAruM thayuM hatuM. tyAra bAda teo surata, vaDodarA vigere gujarAtanA kSetromAM ane saurASTramAM vaDhavANa, surendranagara, sAyalA, mULI, vigere kSetromAM vicaratAM ceTIlA thaI rAjakoTa sudhI vihAra karela, ane khUba ja dharmanI prabhAvanA karela. chevaTe vedanIya karmanA udaye saMvata 2011mAM kensara pharIne uthale mAryo. AvI bhayaMkara vyAdhi hovA chatAM pite khUba ja samatA rAkhatAM hatAM. ane navakAramaMtranuM satata smaraNa karyA karatA hatA. AvI asahya vedanA prasanna citta sahana karatAM hatAM. Ama karatAM Aso suda terasane divase temane aMtarAtmA jAgI uThaye. ane mane tathA mArA gurubahena pUjya jazubhAI mahAsatIjIne kahI dIdhuM ke huM have traNa divasa ja chuM. mane saMthAro karAve. tema dareka rIte emaNe amane khUba jAgRta karyA. paNa ame te vAtane daDhatApUrvaka grahaNa na karI zakyAM. ane pUnamane divasa AvI gaye. chelle khullA zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM ke huM Ajano divasa chuM, mane saMthAre karAve. paMca mahAvrata ucara vigere kahyuM. mane paNa thaI gayuM ke mArA tAraNahAra amane mukIne Aje cakkasa

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phaka javAnA. te sAcu' ja kahe che. eTale me emanA pATAcheDIne joyu' tA dhA tA tana sUkAI gayele. lAhI-parUtu' tA nAma nizAna na maLe. darda paNa tadna zAMta thaI gayu'. ane temane paMca mahAvratanI AlecanA karAvI, badhA pratyAkhyAna karAvI sathA karAvI dIdheA. ame tathA zrI saMgha temanI pAse ekadhArI svAdhyAya sabhaLAvavA lAgyA. e AtmAe a'tima samaya sudhI peAtAnA Atma svarUpamAM ramaNatA karI. sajAga anelA AtmAe vItarAgadevanuM zaraNuM laI temanA kahevA pramANe AsA sudgha pUnamanA divaserAtre A nazvara dehane tyAga karyAM. temanA huM jeTalA guNa gAuM" teTalA ochA che. rAjakaiATa zaherane AMgaNe pUjya gurUNInI paMdaramI puNyatithi ujavAya che. te pavitra AtmAnA game teTalA guNagrAma karu' te paNa temanA RNamAMthI mukta banI zakuM tema nathI. Aje khabhAta saMpradAyamAM seLa sAdhvIjI vidyamAna che, te pUjya gurUNIneA ja pUjya gurUNInI puNyatithinA divasa paNa evA pavitra che ke dareka mANase sheje dhama - ArAdhanAmAM joDAya. temanI zraddhAMjalI nimitte dareka bhAio ane bahenA sArAM sArAM vrata-pratyAkhyAna karI lezeA. pratApa che. vyAkhyAna ... 87 AsA vada 1 ne gurUvAra tA. 15-10-70 zAsana samrATa trilokInAtha vIra prabhunI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtra, je vANImAM anaMta bhAvabheda rahelAM che. duniyAmAM vANI te aneka prakAranI che. paNa je vANI sAMbhaLatAM anAdi kALanI karmAMnI bhekhaDA tUTe te ja sAcI vANI che. bhagavAna bhavya jIvAne jagADatAM kahe che huM AtmAe! tame samaya mAtranA pramAda na karo. keTalA kALa tame pramAdamAM vItAvyeA ? keTaleA kALa avratamAM pasAra karyAM ? have jo karmAne kSaya karavA hoya te pramAdanA tyAga karI. kAraNa ke jevI rIte kamanA baMdha pramAdathI thAya che tevI ja rIte apramAdathI kA~nA kSaya paNa thAya che. meAkSa eTale zuM? mratlana ma ye mokSa sa pUrNa kama nA kSaya thavA tenuM nAma meAkSa che. eka vakhata madhAyeluM kama kayAreka tA kSaya pAme che paNa jyAM sudhI e kama karIne khadhAvAnA saMbhava hAya, agara e kama zeSa paNa AkI hoya tyAM sudhI tenA AtyaMtika kSaya thayA che ema na kahI zakAya. AtyaMtika kSaya eTale pUrve bAMdhelA karmAMnA kSaya ane navA kamane AMdhavAnI yAgyatAnA abhAva. jJAnAvaraNIya, dezanAvaraNIya, mAnIya ane aMtarAya, e cAra kamAna sapUrNa kSaya thavAthI nItarAgatA

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dara savanatA pragaTe che, chatAM vedanIya Adi cAra aghAtI karmonI vidyamAnatA hovAne kAraNe mekSa maLatuM nathI. e cAreya kamene saMpUrNa kSaya thAya che tyAre ja saMpUrNa kamane abhAva thaI janma maraNanuM cakra baMdha paDe che tenuM nAma ja mokSa che. pramAdane kAraNe anAdikALathI jIva caturgatinA cakkaramAM bhame che. naraka, tiryaMca, manaSya ane deva e cAra gatimAM sauthI vadhu kALa jIve kaI gatimAM pasAra karyo te tame jANe che ne? ekendriyamAM eTale sAdhAraNa vanaspati anaMtakAyamAM anaMtakALa pasAra karyo. pRthvIkAya, apakaya, teukAya, vAukAyamAM asaMkhyAte kALa kADhaye. vaNassaIkAya maigao, ukkosaM jIvo u saMvase / vAramAnta turatAM, samaye yama mA pamAyaNa / u. a. 10-9 vanaspatikAyamAM anaMtakALa pasAra karyo che. jIva nigodamAM ghaNuM rahyo che. haju vyavahAra rAzinA kaMIka jIve evA che ke anaMtI covIsIo thaI gaI chatAM paNa haju te ja bahAra AvyA nathI. A jIva trasakAyamAM vadhumAM vadhu be hajAra sAgaropama rahe che. be Indriya, te Indriya, caudendriya ane paMcendriya A badhA trAsa kahevAya. A badhA vacce kALa be hajAra sAgaropamane che, bAkIne kALa sthAvara che. je ATalA samayamAM jIva cetI jAya te sArI vAta che. nahi te pAchA eka vakhata ekendriyamAM gayA vinA chUTako ja nahi. pAchA pharIne trasakAyamAM Ave. ekendriyameM phirate phirate, kucha zubha karma udaya AyA, taba de IndriyameM teIndriyameM, kAla anaMta kaSTa pAyA, phira caurendriyameM duHkha pAyA, paMcendriya gati phira pAI vahAM naraka tiryaMca nimeM, kaSTa saha ati hai bhAI." ekendriya, beIndriya, teIndriya ane carendriyamAM ajJAnapaNe keTalAM kaSTa sahana karyA che. ekendriyamAMthI beIndriyamAM ema uttarottara puNya vadhatuM gayuM tema tema AgaLa AvatAM gayA. paMcendriyamAM paNa naraka gati ane tiryaMcagatimAM kevA kaSTa sahyA. pachI A amUlya mAnavabhava maLe che. manuSyanuM AyuSya bahu a5 che. have pramAda karIne kema besI rahevAya? be putre enA pitAne kahe che pitAjI! Apa kahe che ke ApaNe pAchalI uMmare saMyamI banIzuM. A vizvAsa kaNa rAkhI zake? jeNe mRtyu sAthe mitrAcArI bAMdhI hAya athavA maraNa vakhate kALanA paMjAmAMthI palAyana-bhAgI chUTavAnI jenAmAM tAkAta hoya athavA te jene khabara hoya ke huM maravAne ja nathI e ja avI rIte dharma karavA mATe samayanI rAha joI zake. vaLI yuvAvasthAmAM je dharmanI ArAdhanA thaI zake che te ghaDapaNamAM nathI thaI zakatI. kAnapurI devALuM phaMkaze, peTalAdamAM Aga lAgaze, khaMbhAta khaLabhaLI uThaze ane pAvApurI dhrujI uThaze, tyAre kaMI dharmArAdhana nahi thAya. kAnapurI

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eTale kAna sAMbhaLaze nahi, peTalAda eTale peTa-hojarImAM khAdheluM pAcana nahi thAya, khaMbhAta eTale khaMbhA khaLabhaLI jaze ane pAvApurI eTale paga ghuMjaze tyAre zuM karI zakavAnA che? mATe ja jJAnI kahe che "jyAM sudhI eka paNa IndriyanI hAnI thaI nathI tyAM sudhI dharmanuM AcaraNa karI le." jema jema uMmara vadhatI jAya che tema tema manuSyanI prakRtie paNa pharatI jAya che. patnI bahAra jAya eTale Daoe khelIne jue ane khAvA mATe phAMphA mAre, rakhene AvI jaze te khAvA nahi de. jevuM tevuM cAvIne utArI de eTale apa thaI jAya che. mATe ja jJAnI kahe che- "manuSya janma cAlIse mIDe, sAThe koya sAThAmAM peThe. sittere sago na kaI eMzIe Aza na heI" A saMsAramAM badhA ya sagAM svArthanAM che. jyAM sudhI madhapuDAmAM madha hoya che tyAM sudhI mAkhIo enI AsapAsa AMTA mAre che. tema jyAM sudhI dhana rUpI madha pAse che tyAM sudhI ja saha sagA thavA Ave che. AvA svArthamaya ane kSaNika saMsAramAM rAcavA jevuM nathI. devabhadra ane jazobhadra kahe cheamane mRtyu kyAre Avaze tenI khabara nathI. mRtyu sAthe ame mitratA sAdhI nathI, ane mRtyu Ave tyAre bhAgI javAnI paNa amArAmAM tAkAta nathI. mATe Apa AjJA Ape. ame saMyama mArge prayANa karIe. haju putra zuM kahe che. ajjeva dhamma paDivajjayAmo, jahiM pavannA na puNabbhavAmo / kaLAye neva ca vini, vimeLe virUjI rA . u.a. 14-28 he pitAjI! ame Aje ja dharmane aMgIkAra karIzuM. je dharmane grahaNa karavAthI pharIne saMsAramAM janma-maraNa karavA paDatA nathI. tathA Apa amane kAmane mATe varaMvAra AmaMtraNa Apo che, paNa vicAra karo ke, A saMsAramAM evo koI paNa padArtha nathI ke A jIvane enI kyAre paNa prApti na thaI hoya ! kahevAno Azaya e che ke A AtmA UMca-nIca avasthAomAMthI anekavAra pasAra thayA che. kayAreka rAjA banyuM te kayAreka raMka banyo, kayAreka manuSya banyuM te kayAreka tiryaMcamAM gaye. kayAreka deva te kayAreka nArakI. keI paNa avasthA evI nathI ke A jIve eka vAra athavA anekavAra ene anubhava na karyo hoya. kAmone te aneka vAra upaga karyo che. mATe have amane kAmAdi rAganA tyAgamAM ane dharmane aMgIkAra karavAmAM ja rUcI thAya che, AnaMda Ave che. mATe have te ame saMyamatrata aMgIkAra karIzuM. devAnupriye ! Atma sAdhanA karavAne be bALakene ke raMga lAge che? tamane saMsArane raMga lAgyo che ne emane saMyamane raMga lAgyo che. tamane ema che ke saMsAramAM beThA beThA meza maLe te joIe che, paNa ema saMsAramAM beThAM mekSa cheDe maLe? za. 79

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eka rAjA pUba nyAyI ane prajAmAlaka hatuM. prajA paNa ene pUrA premathI cAhatI hatI. A sajAne evI dhUta jANe ke mAre mekSa joIe che. tethI tene rAjavaibhamAM saheja paNa AnaMda na hatuM, khAvuM-pIvuM kaMI ja gamatuM na hatuM. basa, eka ja enA manamAM raTaNuM hatuM ke mokSa kevI rIte maLe? ane Abha svarUpanuM bhAna kevI rIte thAya? rAjyamAM rahevA chatAM udAsIna bhAve rahete hate. tamAre dhana joIe che ane ene dharma I hate. ene saMta gamatAM hatAM, tamane saMtAne game che. tame saMsAranA sukhane he che e mAsanA sukhene cAhate hate. rAjAne saMpattinI bhUkha na hatI, suMdarIonA sImAM paNa mugdha banate na hato. ene mana te rajakaNa ke addhi vaimAnika devanI, sarve mAnyA pudagala eka svabhAva che....apUrva , ene mana vaibhava ane mATI samAna hatAM. AvA nispRhI rAjA prajAne zA mATe paDe? ane je rAjA prajAne kaSTa na pahoMcADe tene prajA paNa zA mATe cAhe? AtmAnaMdanI vAte ja nyArI che. pudgalAnaMdIone ene anubhava kayAMthI hoya? A rAjA dararoja dharmasabhA karate. judA judA tatvajJAna ane dharmapracArakone lAvate. ane saune eka ja prazna karato ke mane mokSa kevI rIte maLe? mAre mokSa joIe che. dareka pitapotAnI rIte enuM samAdhAna karatA. ane rAjA sAMbhaLe jato hato. A vAtane varSo vItI gayA paNa rAjAne mekSa thaye nahi. rAjAnI ciMtA vadhavA mAMDI. e ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM rAjA sukAvA lAge. enI bhUkha lAgI gaI hatI ane uMgha paNa uDI gaI hatI. eka phakIrane khabara paDI ke rAjAne mekSa joIe che, paNa haju ene mokSa maLyo nathI. eka divasa rAjA pitAnA mahelanI agAzImAM sUve che. barAbara bArane ke e phakIra bahAranI sIDIethI rAjamahelanI agAzImAM AvyuM. bAra vAgye paNa rAjA te mokSanA vicAramAM jAgato ja paDaye hate. mANasanA pagane avAja sAMbhaLI rAjA ekadama beThA thaI gayA ane moTA avAje bUma pADIne bolyA-keNa che? phakIre javAba Ape. rAjana ! e to huM chuM. mAruM UMTa khavAI gayuM che te zodhavA mATe huM ahIM Avyo chuM. - phakIranI vAta sAMbhaLI rAjAe khaDakhaDATa hasatAM kahyuM. are mUkha ! UMTa te bahAra jaMgalamAM pharatuM hoya. ahIM te vaLI UMTa hoya kharuM? agAzImAM UMTa kyAMthI jaDe? phakIra paNa hasIne kahe che sAheba, huM mUrkha nathI paNa je agAzImAM UMTa na hoya te pachI rAjamahelamAM beThA beThA mokSa maLe kharo? A ApanI mUrkhAI nathI te bIjuM zuM che! baMdhuo! te ghaDAne cAbUka batAvavAnI ja heya. tejIne Takore ne gadheDAne DaphaNAM, roja khAya ne roja bhUlI re jAya, . " durjana mIThuM khAya, mIThuM nA bolo ? jevI jenI jAta che tevI tenI bhAta che,

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627 phakIranA eka zabde rAjA jAgI gayA ane rAjamahelanA tyAga karIne nIkLI gayA. saMsAramAM rahIne anAsakata rahevu. khahu muzkela che. bhaDabhaDatI AgamAM hAtha nAMkhIne dAjhavuM nahi te khanI zake ja nahi. jyAM sayama tyAM saMsAra nahi ane saMsAra * tyAM saMyama nahi. tyAga tyAM bhAga nahi ane bhAga tyAM tyAga nahi, jo bhegAmAM sukha hata te tIrthaMkaro ane cakravatie bheganA tyAga na karata, paNa jyAre mahAna purUSA tyAganA mAge gayA che tyAre tyAgamAM sukha e vAta nakkI che. rAjA kIranA eka vacane jAgI gayA. jenA adhikAra cAlI rahyo che te e bAluDA paNa eka vakhatanA saMta samAgame jAgI gayA. paNa hajI rAjagrahI nagarInA zrAvake jAgyA nathI. tameAne teA mRtyu sAthe maitrI lAge che. ahIMthI javAtuM ja nathI ema lAge che. DAkalA DamaDama thaI gayAM paNa hajI hAya paisAne Aya paisA, mamatA chUTatI ja nathI. paNa yAda rAkhajo, paisA tamArI sAthe AvavAnA nathI. parigraha tamane kanA bhArathI bhAre banAve che. pakSInI pAMkhamAM kacaro bharAi gayA heAya te te khaMkherI nAMkhe che ane haLavu khanI AkAzamAM uDe che. tema jo tamAre paNa AtmAne haLavA banAvavA hAya te parigrahanI maryAdA karo. anaMtA kALa avratamAM gumAvye che. have viratinA gharamAM Ave. kRSNa mahArAjA pAte avirati samyakadRSTi hatAM. peAte dIkSA lai zakayA na hatA, vrata pratyAkhyAna karI zakayA na hatAM paNa peAtAnA putrA, putrIe ane paTTarANIe badhAne kaDI dIdhu ke jene dIkSA levI hAya te lai leA. A saMsAra tA duHkhanA dAvAnaLa che. je sayama leze te emAMthI khacI jaze. soMsAramAM rahIne paNa saMyamIne protsAhana ApatA hatAM. A pRthvI upara guNavAna AtmAonA taTe nathI. " bahuratnA vasuMdharA " kaMIka AtmA tyAgIo ane vairAgIone joine, tapasvIone joine enA caraNamAM jhUkI jAya che. je dhanA mALe jAya che ene joine temanu haiyuM harakhAi jAya che. ane kaMIka evA bhAremI jIvA hAya che ke keAI mANasa dAna karatA hAya tA ene maMtratarA thAya. koI nAnI uMmaramAM brahmacarya'nI pratijJA aMgIkAra karatA hAya tA ene joIme kahe ke are! hajI tArI kaI uMmara thaI gaI ke atyArathI brahmacaya nI pratijJA levA uThayA che ! huM teA tamane kahu chuM ke je jIvA dharmanA mALe jatAM haiya tene aTakAvaze nahi. tenA mACmAM naDatara rUpa na manazA, paNa ene prAtsAhana Apajo. jethI enA pariNAma caDhatA jAya. dharmanA mAge` caDhatAne joIne AnaMda pAmo paNa maLI na jaze. mammaNu zeTha jevA kRpaNu mANusa eka divasa udAsa thaIne, lamaNe hAtha haI ne beThA hatA. enI patnI enI pAse AvI. patine udAsa joIne pUche che svAmInAtha ! Aje zu thayu che? ApanI tamiyata kharAkhara nathI ke kAMI nukazAna thayu che? udAsa kema che ? cAlA, uTho, jamavAnA vakhata thai gayA che. tyAre pelA kRSaNa mANasa kahe che:

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628 mane Aje khAvuM bhAve ema nathI. patnI kahe che evuM te zuM che? ke tamane khAvuM bhAve ema nathI ! are ! mArA duHkhanI zI vAta karuM! jene, ApaNuM gAmamAM rahetA pelA mANekalAlanI te DagaLI ja casakI gaI che. enA bApe keTalI mahenata karIne paisA bhegA karyA che ane e te paisA uDADavA beTho che. sahAyaka phaMDamAM, dIkSAomAM, jyAM juo tyAM te eTale ja paise vApare che. dAnamAM lokone phegaTa paisA ApI de che e mArAthI joyuM jatuM nathI. ene dAnamAM paise vAparate joIne mArI te tabiyata bagaDI gaI che. ane khAvAnI rUcI ja uDI gaI che patinI vAta sAMbhaLI enI patnI kahe che, tamane kAgaLIyuM Ave, e paise vApare che ne tamArA peTamAM zenI baLatarA thAya che? (hasAhasa) A te guNInA guNa upara jhera kare che, emAM ApaNe zuM levAdevA ! dAna devAvALe judo che ane levAvAlA paNa judA che. kamAvanAra kamAIne Ape che emAM tamAruM zuM javAnuM che? paNa eka kahevata che ne ke "dAtAra dAna kare ane bhaMDArI peTa kUTe. koI mANase jamaNavAra karyo hoya ane jamaNamAM sattara cIjo banAvI hoya tyAre jamanArA haMzathI jamatA jAya ane jamADanAranI peTa bharIne prazaMsA karatA jJAya paNa AvI baLatarA karanArAothI e sahana na thAya. enA peTamAM ISyanI Aga varasatI hoya ane jyAM ne tyAM babaDate jAya ke je moTe udAra thaI gayo che? zuM be traNa cIjo banAvI hoya te na cAle? e to udAra nathI paNa uDAu che. bhAI, eNe kharca karyo emAM tAruM zuM gayuM? te e kaheze ke emAM mAruM jAya ke na jAya ene savAla nathI, paNa khoTA paisA kharcAI rahyAM che te mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI. pote kRpaNa hoya te udAranI udAratA kyAMthI joI zake? | baMdhuo ! jevI A kRpaNanI dazA hatI tevI ja jUThAlA, lebhI, nidAkhera ane abhimAnI mANasanI dazA hoya che. teo sadAcArI, guNasaMpanna, satyavAdI ane tyAgI-tapasvIo upara IrSyA karanArA ja hoya che. joje, tame AvA na banatAM, guNavAna vyaktione joIne temanA guNanA anurAgI bano, paNa guNavAnanI niMdA na karaze. ane parigrahanI mamatA na rAkhaze. parigrahanI mamatA jIvane adhogatimAM laI janAra che. be putra bhRgu purohitane kahe che. ame te jaldI saMyama mArge prayANa karIzuM. cAritra aMgIkAra karyA vinA AtmAnI siddhi thavAnI nathI. ghaNuM ema prazna kare che ke daza zrAvakoe kayAM dIkSA lIdhI hatI? dIkSA levI evuM kaMI nathI. paNa bhAI! daza zrAvaka zrAvakanA vrata nirmaLa pALIne devalokamAM gayA che, mokSamAM gayA nathI. emane manuSya bhava prApta karIne cAritra aMgIkAra karavuM paDaze. daDha vairAgIne rokavA mATe kaI

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kahe samatha nathI. devaleAkamAMthI Indra Ave te paNa sAcA vairAgIne zakI zake nahi. be putro dIkSA levA mATe makkama thaI gayAM che, have bhRgu purAhita chu' kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna na'.......88 AsA vada 2 ne zukravAra tA. 16-10-70 anaMta jJAnI sajJa bhagavate A jagatanA jIve upara anukaMpA karI zAstrasiddhAMta rUpI vANInA dheAdha vahAvyA. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM cha jIvAnA adhikAra cAle che. temAM e kumArAne vairAgyanA raMga lAgyA che. teo kahe che:-- he pitAjI ! ame Aje ja dharmane aMgIkAra karIzuM, je dharmanuM zaraNu aMgIkAra karyAM pachI A bhava-aTavImAM bhamavuM na paDe. amane have bhavanA bhaya lAgyuM che. dhamanA prAraMbha bhava nivedbhathI eTale saMsAra paranA vairAgyathI thAya che. vairAgya eTale zuM ? jemAM saMsAranA bhautika sukhA, dhana-mahela-mahelAtA Adi sukhanI sAmagrIe jItrane AnaMdadAyaka na lAge paNa du:khadAyaka lAge, bhayAnaka lAge. AmAM huM aTavAI jaIza tA mArA AtmAnu zu thaze ? AvA ane bhaya lAge. tethI e sukha-sAmagrI ene cheDavA jevI lAge. ane jayAM sudhI e na chUTe tyAM sudhI ene mUMjhavaNa thAya. Anu nAma vairAgya. AvA vairAgya bhavaniveda na Ave tyAM sudhI vAstavika dhamanI zarUAta thaI nathI. pachI bhale dAna karo, tapa karI, sAmAyika-pratikramaNa badhuM ja karI, paNa sAthe bhavanave tA thavA ja joI e. vairAgyabhAva sahita karelI karaNI ja mA~nI nirA karAve che. dharma parAyaNa aneA paNa sAthe sAthe sa`sAranAM sukhA ane sAmagrInA rasa ubhA haze te karaNInA phaLa tarIke enI ja tame mAMgaNI karavAnA ane enA pariNAme saMsAra ja vadhavAnA ke khIjuM koi ! gRhasthAvAsamAM rahevA chatAM tamane bhavanA bhaya tA hAvA ja joIe. baMdhue ! jagatamAM jaina darzana jevuM vizALa eka paNa dana nathI. bhagavAne e prakAre dhama batAvyA che. eka AgAra dhama ane khIje aNugAra dhama. jema meDI upara caDhavA mATe tame dAdara banAve che tema tamArA AtmAne uMce laI javA mATe paNa bhagavAne mAra pagathiyAvALA eka dAdara banAvyA che. khAra vrata rUpI khArA pagathiyA

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che. dareka zrAvake A bAra vata aMgIkAra karavA joIe. dareka dharmamAM ene dharmanuM kaIne kaI pratIka hoya che. brAhmaNanI mAnyatA evI che ke je jaI pahere te brAhmaNa kahevAya. je joI na pahere tene teo brAhmaNa tarIke apanAvatA nathI. svAmInArAyaNuM dharmamAM emanI kaMThI na bAMdhe te tene e loko svAmInArAyaNa dharmanA satsaMgI tarIke svIkAratA nathI. te pachI jenane mATe paNa kaMIka te hovuM ja joIe ne? mATe zrAvake A bAra vratanuM ane sAdhue paMca mahAvrata, pAMca samiti, traNa guptinuM pAlana karavuM joIe. ApaNe prabhunI kevI vizALa daSTi che! ke zrImAna-raka-bAla-yuvAna-vRddha sarve dharmanuM pAlana karI zake che. ahIM koIne mATe pratibaMdha nathI. bhagavAnane zrAvaka daDhadhamI ane priyadhamI hoya. devane DagALe paNa Dage nahi, ane pote je dharma samaje che te bIjAne samajAve enA guNenI suvAsathI enI pAse guNavAna AtmAo doDIne Ave. puSpamAM sugaMdha che te bhramara doDIne tenI pAse Ave che, paNa puSpa keIne bolAvavA jatuM nathI. gaLapaNa pAse kIDIo Ave che, tema tamArA jIvanamAM guNenI suvAsa haze te tamArI pAse AvanArane paNa AnaMda Avaze. | AtmAthI jIvane AtmAne rasa hoya che. ane emAM ja ene AnaMda Ave che. tamArI dukAnamAM aneka prakArane mAla bharyo che. tame dukAne beThA che te vakhate kaI bahena gADImAMthI utaryA hIrAnI vIMTI ane hirAnA buTIyA paheryA che. ene joIne tame keTalI namratA batAve che! A bahena! zuM joIe che? eTale vepArI sADIo upara sADIo ukelavA mAMDe 25-30 sADIo ukelIne mUkI paNa bahene te tamArI eka paNa sADI na kharIdI. sADIo joIne cAlatI thaI gaI. eTale tamane kheda te thAya ne? ke je ekeya sADI levI na hatI te zA mATe ATalI mahenata karAvI? AvA muMDiyA gharAka na AvatA hoya te zuM khoTuM ? tamArA manamAM A bhAva Ave che. te have. A paNa eka dukAna ja che, hA, huM tamane dararoja vItarAganI dukAnane mAla batAvuM chuM. paNa je tame eka paNa vrata aMgIkAra na kare, vItarAganA vArasadAra na bane te mAre tamane kevA gharAka kahevA? tame dIkSA na laI zaktA he te bAra vratadhArI zrAvaka te avazya banavuM ja joIe. zrAvakanA bAra vratamAM agiyAra vrata te svAdhIna che. jyAre bAramuM vrata parAdhIna che. vaLI dAna lenAra muni paNa supAtra levA joIe. pAMca samiti ane traNa guptinA ArAdhaka muni ja supAtra kahevAya che. supAtra dAnanA paNa traNa prakAra che. utkRSTa supAtra dAna, madhyama supAtra dAna ane jaghanya supAtra dAna. saMyamIjanene dAna ApavuM te utkRSTa supAtradAna che, kAraNa ke saMyamI, tame Apele AhAra karI kaI jAtanuM pApa karavAnA nathI. e te svAdhyAya ane jJAna dhyAnamAM bhata rahevAnA che. svayamI baMdhune dAna ApavuM te madhyama supAtradAna che. ane duHkhIne anu.

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1st krupA bhAve sahAyatA aApavI te jaghanya dAna che, je samaye je prakAranuM dAna devAne avasara Ave tene saharSa vadhAvI levA joIe. Jup zuddha bhAvanApUrvaka supAtra sa'tane Apelu dAna mahAna phaLadAyI bane che, siddhAMtAmAM dAnanA khUba mahimA batAve che. kAMIka AtmAoe supAtra rI nI bhekhaDA tADI che. ane tItha kara nAma krama upAjana karyu che. tame dahIvaDA ane miSTAnna heArAvA paNa jo te nirdeSa na heAya tA e tamAru dAsa ugI nIkaLaze nahi. AdhAkamI AhAra game teTalA sArA DAya paNa e rAkhamAM ghI DhALAyA jevuM che. sUca gaDAMga sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke AdhAkasI AhAra lenAra. ane denAra ane vyaktiene anatI vakhata gala'mAM Avavu' paDe che. mATe evuM dAna karazo nahi. tamArI pAse game teTalI kiMmatI vastu hAya paNa jo e nirdoSa hAya ane te saMtane upayegamAM AvatI hoya tA te vakhate tame evA vicAra na karazo ke A vastu hiMdustAnamAM" nathI maLatI, jo ApI daIza tA karIne nahi maLe. paNa sAdhunA cAritra pAlanamAM sahAyaka ane tema hAya tA tame vinA sakAce vaheArAvI dejo jethI mahAna lAbha meLavI jazo. na satA tamAre gherathI gaucarI vaheArI jAya pachI enA sa vibhAga kare. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che ke "je muni sa`vibhAga nathI karatA tenA meAkSa thatA nathI." A sUtra sAdhune ekane ja lAgu paDe che tema nathI. gRhasthAne paNa A kAyade lAgu paDe che. saMyamI muni peAtAnA saMyamI muninA savibhAga karIne ja AhAra karI zake che. tema tamane paNa je sa`patti maLI che temAMthI tamArA svadhamI baMdhuonA sa`vibhAga karavA joie. sa'patti tamArA ekalA mATe ja nathI. temAM dIna-du:khIne paNa hu che. dhanavAnAe dhananA, buddhivAne e buddhinA sa`vibhAga karavA joIe. tamArA dhana ane buddhinA upacAga svArtha mATe ja karaze te tame paNa muktinA mArge kaDhI vikAsa sAdhI zakazo nahi. Aje mATA bhAge DAkaTara, vakIleA, ijanerA peAtAnI buddhinA sa`vibhAga karatA nathI. koI garIba mANasane thayu ne DAkaTara pAse gayA teA sheja tapAsIne tarata ja paisA leze. Ijanera pAse makAna banAvavAnI salAha levA jAya teA tenA paNa paisA ane vakIlanI salAha levA jAya te thADIvAra vAtacIta karIne salAha ApyAnA paisA mAMge che. A buddhinuM vecANu nathI tA khIjuM zuM che? vItarAganA mA ne samajyA hai| tA tamArI buddhi, zakti ane maLanA kSavibhAga karI duHkhIne rAhata Ape. te ja tame dharmAMne samajyA che. ethI tamAru jIvana paNa ujajavaLa thaze ane bIjAne rAhata maLaze. ai bhagavAna mahAvIraneA zrAvaka navatatvane jANa hAya. navatatvamAM hraya tatva paNa che, jJeya tatva paNa che ane upAdeya tatva paNa che. jIva ane ajIva che tatva jJeya jANakA cegya che. prAma--Azrava ane baMdha Dreya-hAMDavA cAgya che. puNya-savara-nirjarA ane

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makSa e cAra pAdeya-agIkAra karavA cagya che. A nava tatvamAMthI heya tatve pratye chavane glAni hoya ane upAdeya tatve pratye AnaMda rahe te tane vicAra e aruM tata ciMtana bane. tAvanuM jJAna meLavI levAthI kAma na cAle. tame tatvajJAna meLavI lIdhuM che. eTale kahI zake ke A saMvaranuM kArya che, A AzravanuM kArya che, A baMdhanuM kArya che. ane A nirjarAnuM kArya che. ema koruM sarTiphikeTa ApavAthI na cAle, paNa e jJAnanI sAthe saMvara ane nijerAnA kArya karatI vakhate AnaMda tha joIe. ane baMdha tathA AzravanA kAryo karatAM dilamAM khe tha joIe, teja sAcI samajaNa kahevAya. , "AjhavamAM kheda ane saMvaramAM AnaMda mAnanAra mahArAjA kumArapALa." * eka vakhata kumArapALa rAjA ke zikArI hatuM, paNa jyArathI ene hemacaMdrA cAryane bheTo thaye tyArathI enuM jIvana palaTAI gayuM hatuM. ene baMdha, Azrava ane AraMbha samAraMbhanA kAryomAM saheja paNa AnaMda AvatuM na hatuM. kumArapALa rAjAnA jIvanane eka prasaMga che. " eka vakhata kumArapALa rAjAnA sAmaMte kahe che. sAheba ! ApaNuM nagaramAM vasatA kuberazeThanI saMpatti jevA jevI che. khUba vakhANa karyA, paNa ethI kumArapALane AnaMda 'Ave ema na hatuM. paNa eka vakhata kumArapALa mahArAjAne kuberazeThanI saMpatti jevA javAne prasaMga AvyA. mahArAjA emanA keTalAka sAmaMte sAthe jaI rahyA che. dUrathI kubera zeThanA mahele dekhAyA. tyAre sAthenA mANaso kahe che. sAheba, juo ! A sAme uMcI dhajAo uDatI dekhAya che te kuberazeThanI havelIe uparanI dhajAo che. kumArapAla rAjAne e mahela anitya ane ajIva tattva dekhAya che. vaLI AraMbha-samAraMbhanuM kArya che ema samaje che eTale emAM AnaMda zene Ave? eTale emanA mANasone te kahe che ke emAM tame zuM harakhAo che! juo ! A dhajAo pharaphara havAmAM uDI rahI che, e kahI rahI che ke A mahelane soga anitya che. eka divasa phararara thaIne uDI javAne che. sAmaMte rAjAne javAba sAMbhaLIne stabdha thaI gayAM. kAraNa ke emanA manamAM hatuM ke rAjA A havelIonI hAramALA joIne khuza thaze. havelIo joIne sAmaMtanA AnaMdane pAra na hato, paNa kumArapALa mahArAjAnA mukhethI te emane vairAgyabharyA vacane ja sAMbhaLavA maLyA. devAnupriye ! A hatuM kumArapALa rAjAnuM tatvajJAna. dareka jaDa padAthe ene mana pudgalanA piMDarUpe ja dekhAtA hatA. hemacaMdrasUri mahArAja jevA guru pAsethI tatvajJAna maLyA pachI enA aMtaramAM e ughADa thaI gaye hatuM ke koI paNa kAma kare te e tAtvika daSTie vicAra karIne ja kArya kare. e saMtapurUSanA samAgamane ziva ajaba prabhAva paDe ke eNe saMsArane parita karI nAkhe. enI pAse tatvajJAna hatuM eTaluM ja nahi paNa sAthe karuNAbhAva paNa e hato ke aDhAra dezamAM eNe ahiMsAne

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paNa, kAja pharakAve. hiMsA thatI aTakAvI. aDhAra dezanI prajAne corI-jugAra zikAra Adi sAta prakAranA vyasano choDAvI vItarAga prabhune mArga samajAvyuM hatuM. jJAnI purUSa kahe che jenA aMtaramAM jagatanA jIvane dharma samajAvI ekSamAge caDhAvavAne karUNA bhAva pragaTe che te tIthakara nAmakarma bAMdhavA jeTaluM puNya upArjana kare che, deza, jJAti, kuTuMbane vItarAga prabhunA mArge caDhAvI tAravAnI karUNA jAge te gaNadhara pada meLavavA jeTaluM puNya upArjana thAya che. ane je pitAnA AtmAne tAravAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA jAge ane samyak purUSArtha kare te kevaLajJAna prApta karI zake che. kumArapALa rAjAe pitAnA rAjyanI ane prajAnI karUNA ciMtavI puNya upArjana karyuM hatuM. baMdhue ! mAMsAhArI, jugArI, zikArI Adi anADI kone samajAvI dharma pamADA e kAMI helI vAta nathI. e kArya karavAnI pAchaLa tana-mana ane dhanathI bhega Apa paDe che. jemane bhava pratye niveda thaye che, jemane AtmA jAgRta banyo che tevA be bAluDA devabhadra ane jazebhadra kahe che he pitAjI! amAre have kSaNa vAra paNa A saMsAramAM rokAvuM nathI. Ape amane je sukha mATe vAraMvAra AmaMtraNa ApyuM che e bhege te amArA AtmAe eka vakhata nahi paNa anaMta vakhata meLavyAM che. ane choDyA che. pudgala e te eka prakAranI eMTha che. je padArthone eka AtmA bheLavIne choDI jAya che tene ja bIje AtmA grahaNa kare che. Aje tamArI pAse daza rUpiyAnI eka noTa hoya che te kAle bIjAnI pAse jAya che. bIjA pAsethI trIjA pAse ane trIjA pAsethI cothA pAse jAya che. ema dareka padArthonI evI ja sthiti che. mATe enA upara mamatvabhAva karavA jevuM nathI. padagalika padArtho pratyethI AsakitabhAva uThayA vinA virakta thaI zakAtuM nathI. putranI vAta sAMbhaLI bhRgu purehitane AtmA jAgRta banyA. haLukamI ane sulabhadhI jIva hatuM eTale pitAnA putrone vairAgya jeI pite paNa raMgAI gaye. atyAra sudhI te je kaMI vAtacIta thaI te putro ane pitA vacce thaI. have bhUgu purehita emanA dharmapatnI yazomatIne zuM kahe che : pahINaputtassa hu natthivAso, vAsiTi bhikkhAyariyAi kaalo| sAkSAdi kavo 46 samArdi, chinnAha sAdi tameva vANuM | u.a. 14-29 he vAsiddhi! jayAre ApaNe be putra saMyama mArge cAlyA jAya che te have mAre A saMsAramAM rahIne zuM kAma che arthAt have saMsAramAM rahevuM te mAre mATe gya nathI. ane have mAre paNa bhikSAcarI karavAne samaya AvI gayuM che. vaLI vRkSa upara zAkhAo, DALIo, puSpa, patra vigere hoya te ja vRkSa zobhe che. DALIo kapAI javAthI vRkSanI zobhA naSTa thaI jAya che. DALAM-pAMdaDA vinAnA vRkSane leke ThuMThuM kahe che. te ApaNuM zA 80

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aMge paNa ApaNA gRhasthAzramamAM sojA rUpa che. je mArA khoLAmAM khelyA che, jemAM meM ucherIne moTA karyA che, evA putre laghuvayamAM tyAga mege prayANa kare ane huM saMsAramAM besI rahuM e zobhAspada nathI. arthAt mAruM jIvana haDavRkSa jevuM ja banI jAya. , " aMdhuo, bhU puhitanA jIvanamAM keTalI sabhyatA hatI. enI pAnIne AjanI jema bolAvI nahi. Aje tame je rIte bolAve che te rIte e belAva na hate. eNe te ema kahyuM ke he vasiSTha getramAM utpanna thayelI si!i enI patnI pratye keTaluM, mAna hatuM ! tame ema na samajazo ke strI eTale amArA paganI mejaDI che. tIrtha'kara ane mahAna purUSone janma ApanArI strIo ja hatI. tame dhanaterasane divase lakSamInI pUjA kare che. e lakSmIdevI paNa strI ja che. jagatamAM strIoe paNa mahAna kAryo karyA che. strIo karatAM tamArI punyAI adhika che, chatAM strIone tiraskAra karavA je nathI. bhRgu purohita potAnI patnIne kahe che, meM ApaNA lADIlA putrone khUba samajAvyA, khUba khUba kasoTI karI. jema jema kasoTI karate game tema tema emane vairAgya majabUta bana gaye. have te e kSaNavAra paNa saMsAramAM rahevA mAMgatA nathI. ApaNu baMne putra saMyama mALe jAya che te have mane paNa A saMsAramAM rahevuM gamatuM nathI. mArA rAjagRhI nagarInA zrAvaka! huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke A rIte tamArA saMtAnene vairAgya Ave ane teo saMyamamArge jAya te tamane evuM lAge kharuM ke A kumaLA phUla jevA ApaNuM kheLAmAM khelelA putra dIkSA le che te have mArAthI A saMsAramAM kema besI rahevAya? ema thAya che? bolo te kharA. (hasAhasa) "nA" putra ke putrIne vairAgya Ave to tene dIkSA ApI devAnI. paNa tamAre te saMsAramAM ja khUcatA javAnuM. A te brAhmaNa hato. ene vArasAgata jaina dharma maLela na hato. e te pahelAM ema kaheto hato ke jene putra na hoya ene svarga maLatuM nathI. jene vedAMtanI pUrI zraddhA hatI e brAhmaNa paNa vairAgya raMge raMgAI gaye. paNa mArA mahAvIranA putrone haju vairAgyane raMga lAgato nathI. rAjakoTamAM dIkSA te ghaNI thaI che. khUba puNyavAna kSetra che. have mahAvIranA zAsananA sukAnI banavA taiyAra thAva. bhRgu purohita potAnI patnIne kahe che ke ApaNA putro saMyama mALe jAya che mATe have mAre paNa A saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. haju AgaLa zuM kaheze tene bhAva avasare kahevAze. Aje gaMDala saMpradAyanA pUjya bA. bra. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInI pavitra puNyatithi che. pUjya pArvatIbAI ma. sa. gaMDala saMpradAyanA tejasvI sAdhvIjI hatAM. temane janma tIthavA gAmamAM thayela hatuM. ane temaNe dIkSA rAjakoTa zaheramAM lIdhI hatI. mAtA ane putrI baMnee sAthe dIkSA lIdhI hatI. pUjya pArvatIbAI e tera varSanI

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635 uMmaramAM ja dIkSA lIdhI hatI. ane khUba jJAna meLavyuM hatuM. mAtA ane putrI baMne prakhara vidvAna hatA. salAha-sucana Ape tevA pratApI hatAM. pUjya pArvatIbAI ma. sa. pUjya purIbAI ma. sa. ane saMtakabAI ma. sa. gurUNa hatAM. temanA pratApe ja Aje temane ziSyA-parivAra vidyamAna che. - jyAre jyAre pitAnA upakArI, parama tAraka gurU-gurUNInI puNyatithine dina Ave tyAre ziSya-ziSyAone pitAnA upakArI gurUjano yAda Ave che. pitAnA upakArI vaDIlanA RNathI mukta thavA kaMIka karI chUTavAnI bhAvanA thAya che. pU. sva. pArvatIbAI mahAsatI khUba guNIyala, cAritraniSTa hatAM, temanAM ApaNe jeTalAM guNa gAIe teTalAM ochAM che. pahelAnA samayamAM laghuvayamAM bA. bra. sAdhvIjI bahu ochA nIkaLatAM hatAM. pUjya pArvatIbAI mahAsatI 42 varSa dIkSA paryAya pALI Aso vada bIja ne ravivAranA divase porabaMdara mukAme 192mAM baporanA traNa vAge kALadharma pAmyA hatAM. aMtima samaya sudhI khUba ja zuddhi hatI. potAnA ziSyAo aMtima samaye sUvanI, svAdhyAya karAvatAM hatAM. teoe kahyuM ke huM mArI jAte ja badhuM karI laIza. pitAnI jAte ja svAdhyAya karI, zaraNa lIdhAM. jIvanabhara apramattapaNe rahyAM hatAM tethI aMtima samaya sudhI e ja apramattAvasthA rahI hatI. svAdhyAya dhyAnamAM otapreta rahI pitAnI saMyama sAdhanA saphaLa karI. AvA pavitra ratna cAlyA jAya che ane saMyamanI saurabha mahekAvatA jAya che. pavitra AtmAonuM jIvana ApaNane khUba preraNAdAyI bane che. khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA mahAna vairAgI sva. pUjya tArAbAI mahAsatIjIna jIvananI TUMkI rUparekhA. Aje pUjya pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjIne zraddhAMjalI ApatAM amArA pU. tArAbAI mahAsatIjInuM pavitra jIvana yAda Ave che. emanI puNyatithi mahA vada bIjanI che. ane, Aje A vada bIjane divasa che. khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA kSetromAM temanI puNyatithi azADa vada bIjanI nirmANa karI che. jethI cAturmAsanA divase mAM vadhu dharmakaraNuM thaI zake. kharekhara! pitAnA gurUvanI puNyatithi te ziSya ujave, ziSyavrA hRdayamAM gurUnuM sthAna hoya ja. paNa gurUnA hRdayamAM ziSyanuM sthAna levuM, gurUNI pitAnA ziSyAnI tithi ujave che te khUba mahatvanI vAta che. e AtmA keTale pavitra ane hamI haze? tArAbAI mahAsatIjInA jIvanamAM ghaNAM ja guNe hatAM. Aje samaya thaI gayela che tethI bahu lAMbu vivecana karatI nathI. TUMkamAM thoDuM kahuM chuM.

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AkAzamAM tAro camake che tema tArAbAI mahAsatIjI mArA ziSyAmaMDaLamAM eka camakatA tArA hatA. pU. tArAbAI mahAsatIjIne janma amadAvAda zaheramAM luNAvADA TIpALamAM thayo hato. temanA pitAjInuM nAma ugaracaMdabhAI ane mAtuzrInuM nAma samaratabahena hatuM. temanA lagna paNa thayelA hatA. A saMsAra te saMga ane viyeganA dukhathI bhareluM che. tadanusAra teo 24 varSanI uMmaramAM vidhavA thayA. vidhavA thayA pachI eka ja varSamAM amAre (pU. bA. bra. viduSI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIne) paricaya thatAM teo dhArmika pravRttimAM joDAyA ane vairAgya raMge raMgAI gayA. mArI dIkSA pachI A badhI ziSyAomAM teo sauthI prathama vairAgya pAmelA hatA. temane cAra putro hatA ane te nAnA hatA. temane moTA karavAnI javAbadArI potAnA mAthe hatI eTale na chUTake saMsAramAM rahevuM paDayuM. saMsAramAM teo khUba anAsakta bhAve rahI tapa-tyAga ane jJAnadhyAnamAM masta rahetA hatAM. Ama karatAM sauthI moTA putranA lagna karI thoDo samaya saMsAramAM rahI moTA putrane javAbadArI seMpI saMsAranI riddhi-siddhi ne mahAna sukhe tyAgI saMvata 2014mAM sAbaramatI gAmamAM temaNe dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. Aje dIkSA te sahu le che, paNa bALakone meha choDI dIkSA levI e mahAna kaThIna che. jevI rIte putra parivAranA mahinA baMdhane kApI zuravIra banIne saMyama mAge teo nIkaLyA hatAM te ja rIte aMtima samaya sudhI saMyamamAM rakta ane masta rahyA hatAM. ame muMbaI gayA tyAre saMvata 2018nuM prathama cAturmAsa muMbaI-kAMdAvADI, saM. 2019nuM mATuMgA, 2020nuM dAdara, 2021 nuM vilepArlA ane 2022 nuM ghAToparamAM karyuM. ghATakoparanuM cAturmAsa pUrNa karI maMdAkinIbAInI dIkSA prasaMge piSa vada dazamanA divase ame badhA ThANa mATuMgA AvyA. te vakhate mahA suda bIjanA divase tArAbAI mahAsatIjIne mAthAnA casakA upaDayA. e dardanuM nidAna karAvavA mATe mATuMgA zrI saMghe moTA moTA sarjane bolAvyA ane khaDe page sevA karI. paNa vedanIya karma AgaLa keInuM cAlyuM nahi. pUjya tArAbAI mahAsatI khUba samatAbhAve darda sahana karatA hatAM. temanA mukha upara heja paNa glAni na hatI. jyAre jue tyAre prasanna ja rahetAM. * pitAne kALadharma pAmavA agAu traNa divasa pahelAMthI ja temaNe mane badhA saMkate karyA hatAM. mane pAse besADIne kahyuM ke mahAsatIjI! A jIvana kSaNabhaMgura che. nazvaradehane meha rAkhavA jevo nathI. huM aDhI divasa chuM. paNa huM vaDI dIkSA levAnI chuM. huM emanA guDha arthane samajI na zakI. meM kahyuM ke vaDI dIkSA te sAyana thavAnI che je tamArI IcchA hoya te vaDI dIkSA mATuMgAmAM ja karIe. te kahe che nA. ema nahi. huM vaDI dIkSA levAnI chuM. mane aMtima AyaNa karAve. tA. 24-2-67 thI temaNe dhUna bolavAnI zarU karI.

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637 " dehu mare che huM nathI maratI, ajara amara pada mAru A pramANe pote jAte ja khelavA lAgyAM. tA. 25 mInI savAre mane kahe cheH mahAsatIjI ! Aje je gaucarI lAvyA hAya madhu patAvI dejo.. kaMija rAkhaze! nahi. A deha vahelA ke meADA cheDavAnA che. enI ahu mamatA na rAkhavI. mane geALagALamAM badhuM ja samajAvI dIdhuM. Agale divase ja mane kahyuM hatuM ke huM kevI bhAgyazALI chuM ke mArA gurUNInA kheALAmAM mAthuM mUkI mArA gurUdeva pUjya ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba pAse jaIza ! kharAkhara te ja pramANe anya. vyAkhyAnanA samaya thayeA eTale vasukhAine vyAkhyAna zarU karavA mAkalyA hatAM. huM nava vAge vyAkhyAnamAM javA taiyAra thaI. dAdara sukhI gaI paNa mane koI kAMI kahetu hAya tema avAja Avyo ke-tane kahyuM che ke hu' aDhI divasa chuM ane tuM kayAM jAya che? e traNa vakhata avAja Avyo eTale vyAkhyAnamAM na jatAM pAchI AvI temanA mAthA mAgaLa beThI. temaNe mArA kheALAmAM mAthuM mUkyuM. emanI AtmaramatA tA cAlu ja hatI. mane kahe che mahAsatIjI, huM nathI maratI. mArA deha mare che. tame kaMIja joyuM nathI paNa Apa khUba hiMmata rAkho, ema kahI pAtAnI jAte hAtha joDIne traNa vakhata khelyA, ke AdIzvara dAdA ! mane tAru' zaraNuM hAjo, eTale mane ema thaI gayuM ke have mArA tArAbAI cAlyA. eTale emane meM 9-45 miniTe sAgArI saMthArA karAvai. pratyAkhyAna letAM emanA mukha upara eTale badhA harSI thayA ke khasa, have mArI bhAvanA pUrNa` thaI. vyAkhyAna pUruM thayela tethI AkhA sadha hAjara hatA. saMgha tathA ame badhA emane navakArama MtranA zaraNAM detA hatAM, paNa pAte teA chellA zvAsa sudhI "deha mare che huM nathI maratI, ajara amara pada mAru *" e dhUna cAlu ja rAkhI. 10 ne 10 miniTa peAtAnI jAte ja khUna khelatAM khelatAM 48 varSoMnI uMmare TA vaSa~nI dIkSA paryAya pALI mahA vada brIja ne zanivAra tA. 25-3-67 nA rAja samAdhipUrvaka temaNe A nazvara dehanA tyAga karyAM. dIkSA lIdhI tyArathI ja emanI bhAvanA hatI ke bhale echuM jIvAya paNa huM pa MDita maraNe maru'. e emanI bhAvanA pUrNa thaI. TUMkuM jIvana jIvyA paNa Atma-sAdhanA sAdhI gayA. g | pU. tArAbAI mahAsatIjI khUba saraLa, bhadrika, vinayavAna ane guNIyala hatAM. te sAtamAM ziSyA hovA chatAM sa'pUrNa javAbadArI saMbhALatA hatAM. AvA pavitra AtmAne yAda karI temanA guNe jIvanamAM utAravA udyamavata banIe eja bhAvanA. pUjya pAva tImAI mahAsatIjInI Aje puNyatithi che, mATe sau sArAM sArAM vrata-pratyAkhyAna karaze. tAja temane sAcI zraddhAMjalI ApI kahevAya. *:

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vyAkhyAna.naM. 89 suda 3ne zanivAra tA. 17-10-70 A vItarAganI vANI te jIvane ekAMta kalyANakArI che. paNa varSo sudhI sAMbhaLyA ja karaze tethI tamAruM kalyANa nahIM thAya. paNa zravaNa karyA pachI ciMtana karavuM joIe. ciMtana karyA pachI AcaraNamAM utAre te ja kalyANa thaI zake. zravaNathI je jJAna thAya che tene mahAna purUSa zratajJAna kahe che. ane zravaNa pachI ciMtana thAya tene ciMtanajJAna kahevAya che. ane ciMtana pachI aMtarAtmamAM pariNamana thAya tene bhAvajJAna kahevAmAM Ave che. zravaNa e pANI jevuM che, kAraNa ke tarasya mANasa pANI pIve te DIvAra tRpti thAya. DIvAra pachI tarasa te lAgavAnI ja che. ciMtana e dUdha jevuM che, kAraNa ke dUdha pIvAthI je tRpti thAya che te pANI karatAM lAMbA kALa sudhI Take che. ane bhAva jJAna amRta jevuM che, kAraNa ke bhAvajJAna rUpa amRtanuM pAna karavAthI sadAne mATe tRpti thaI jAya che. eka ja vakhata vItarAga vANInuM zravaNa karIne rohiNI cAra, arjuna mALI Adi pApImAM pApI che paNa jIvanane uddhAra karI gayAM che. te tame te keTalAM varSothI vItarAganI vANI sAMbhaLatA AvyA che, ane haju sAMbhaLyA ja kare che, te tamArA jIvanane uddhAra the ja joIe. " bhagavAne mekSamAM javA mATenA cAra sAdhane batAvyA che. nA 1 rana vera, vara ra tA tA ! tA gNa moti jannato, siddei vaheMddhi u. a. 28-2 samyajJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa eja mekSa mArga che. ema sarvajJa jinezvara bhagavatee kahyuM che. tatvArtha sUtramAM vAcaka umAsvAtijIe paNa cAritramAM tapane rAmAveza karIne kahyuM che ke samyagU darzana-jJAna ane cAritra e mokSamArga che. samyaga jJAnathI jIva jagatanA bhAvene yathArtha rIte jANe che. darzanathI zraddhA kare che. ane cAritrathI svarUpamAM ramaNatA kare che. ane tapathI karmone bALI AtmAne zuddha kare che. manuSya bhava prApta karIne jIve mokSamArganI ArAdhanA karI nathI. eTale anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. A jIve eTale purUSArtha saMsAra-sukhanI sAmagrI prApta karavAmAM karyo che tenAthI alpa purUSArtha paNa je mokSa mATe kare te alpakALamAM e mokSa pAmI jAya che. paNa purUSArtha ugra ane samyapha hovuM joIe. mokSamArganI prApti phakta manuSya bhavamAM ja thaI zake che. akhUTa vaibhavanI vacce

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pichalelA sabhya daSTi deve paNa manuSyabhavane jhaMkhe che tenuM kAraNa zuM? samAganI "AradhanA manuSyabhavamAM thAya che. e mATe ja jyAre tamane manuSya bhavanI prApti thaI che chatAM bhautika sukhane ja jhaMkhI rahaMyA che, e kevuM kamabhAgya che jenI pAse nathI te jhaMkhe che ane jene maLyuM che tene kiMmata nathI. a ! eka vAta nakakI samajI le ke A jIvane dhana-vaibhava, bAga-bagIcA-lADI vADI ne gADI, putra, patnI, devanI ati badhuM ja maLavuM sulabha che, A badhuM ja jIva anatI vakhata prApta karI cuka che, phakta nathI zuM maLyuM ? sarva prarUpita dharma ja jIvane maLyuM nathI. kAMcama "haze te tene pichA nathI. tene kAraNe ja mokSanI prApti thaI nathI. vItarAga prarUpita dharmanuM zaruM aMgIkAra karIne anaMta jIve che padane prApta karI gayAM che. vartamAnakALe mahAvideha kSetramAM prApta karI rahyA che ane bhaviSya kALamAM ahIMthI paNa ghaNu AtmAo mokSapadane pAmaze. paNa je ArAdhanA karatA nathI tenuM zuM thaze? tamArI AkhI jiMdagI dhana kamAvavAmAM, kuTuMbanuM pAlana poSaNa karavAmAM cAlI gaI. tame A saMsAranI veTha karavA ja manuSya bhava pAmyA che ke Atma sAdhanAnuM lakSaya kayuM che? manuSya janma rUpI kalpavRkSanuM mukhya phaLa cAritra che. A uttama manuSyabhava pAmIne deza virati paNa na banI zake te maLelA manuSyabhavanI kiMmata keDInI ja che. jene manuSyabhavanI kiMmata samajANI che ane sarvavirati banavA taiyAra thayA che tevA be putrone vairAgya jeIpitAne paNa vairAgyane raMga lAge. carama zarIrI jIva che. ene paNa lAgyuM ke mArA putro je saMyama mArge javA taiyAra thayA che te mArge gayA vinA traNa kALamAM AtmAnI siddhi thavAnI nathI. bhagu purohita potAnI patnI yazAne kahe che -he vasiddhi! ApaNu putre saMyamamAge jAya che te mAre zA mATe saMsAramAM rahevuM? vaLI mAre bhikSAcarI karavAne samaya AvI gayo che. pahelAMnA mANasanA mAthAmAM eka sapheda vALa Ave eTale cetI jatA hatAM ke have mArAthI saMsAramAM rahevAya ja nahi. je ke cAlu jamAnAmAM te gharaDAnA mAthAmAM kALA vALa hoya che, ane yuvAnanA mAthAmAM dhoLA vALa AvI gayA hoya che, paNa amuka varSanI uMmara thAya eTale bhegane tyAga karI tyAgane rAga kare jaIe. tame mAne che ke A saMsAramAM sagA-vahAlAM, kuTuMba badhuM ja mAruM che. paNa bhAI! A badhe ja saMsAra svArthane bharela che. vapnanAM sukhe sAcA hetAM nathI. svapna pUruM thaI jAya, uMgha uDI ke sukha paNa adazya thaI jAya che. tema A saMsAranuM sukha paNa svapnavat che. saMsAranA nehamAM badhe ekAMta svArtha bhareluM che. huM temane eka rUpaka dvArA samajAvuM.

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- *;: koI eka nAnA gAmaDAmAM eka kAke ane bhatrIje rahetA hatAM. bhatrIjo haju kuvAre hatuM ane kAkAnI patnI paraka gaI hatI. e gAmamAM eka saMnyAsI mahAtmA pharatA pharatA padhAryA. emanuM pravacana sAMbhaLavA kAke ne bhatrIjo bane jAya che. e saMnyAsIe saMsAranI asAratA upara khUba bhAra Ape. A sAMbhaLI kAkA ane bhatrIjAne saMsAra asAra lAgyo. paNa bhatrIjAne vairAgya saceTa hatuM ane kAkAne vairAgya upane hato. chatAM kahe che beTA! mane te A mahAtmAnuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLI saMsAra asAra lAge che. tyAre bhatrIje kahe che mAre paNa A mahAtmAne ziSya banI javuM che. te 'cAle tyAre, ApaNe ane A mAla milkatane dharmAdAmAM vAparI nAMkhIe. kAraNa ke pAchaLa kaI vAparanAra te che ja nahi. tyAre kAke kahe che thoDA vakhata pachI ApaNe saMnyAsa laIe. zarIo kahe che kAkA! DavuM emAM vAra zA mATe tamAre kyAM mArA kAkInI paNa raja levAnI che? huM te Aje ja sAdhu banI jAuM chuM. kAkA kahe che bhale, tuM hamaNAM mahAtmAnI pAse dIkSA laIle, ane huM A gharamAra ane dhananI vyavasthA karIne thoDA samayamAM ja AvI jaIza. kAkAnA aMtaramAM haju saMsAra taraphane tIvra rAga he, paNa bhatrIjAne dIkSA ApavA mATe ja A badho DhoMga karyo hato. bhatrIjAne vairAgya sacoTa hovAthI vedAMta dharmanI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI, gurUnI sAthe tyAMthI vihAra karI jAya che. A bAju kAkAne te potAnI ane bhatrIjAnI milkata maLI javAthI moha vaLe. pharIne lagna karyuM ane saMsAranA sukha bhogavavA lAgyA. A tarapha bhatrI rAha joto hatuM ke mArA kAkA haju kema dIkSA levA na AvyA? bhatrIjAe dIkSA laIne vedAMtadharmanuM khUba jJAna meLavyuM. A vAtane bAra varSo vItI gayA. khUba jJAna meLavI bhatrIjo bAra varSe pitAnA gAmamAM Ave che. khUba jJAna meLavyuM che. vANImAM paNa khUba ojasa che eTale AkhuM gAma vANI sAMbhaLavA umaTe che, paNa kAkA te AvyA ja nahi. kAraNa ke pite pahelAM dIkSA levAnI vAta karI hatI ne pachI lagna karyuM, eTale bhatrIjA pAse jatAM zarama AvatI hatI. paNa bhatrIjo kAkAne kayAM cheDe tema hatuM! e bhikSA levA mATe kAkAne ghera jAya che. ane kahe che tame kema dekhAtA ja nathI? vyAkhyAnamAM AvavA mATe kahe che. bIje divase kAkA vyAkhyAnamAM jAya che. vyAkhyAna pUrNa thayA pachI bhatrIjAne maLavA mATe ubhA rahe che. badhA mANase jatA rahyA pachI bhatrIje kahe che kAkA! tame te kahyuM hatuM ne ke huM thoDA vakhatamAM ja dIkSA levA mATe AvuM chuM ane A zuM kayuM? haju paNa samajIne rAha badale te sAruM che. kAkA kahe che have te huM dIkSA laI zakuM tema nathI. have je dIkSA lauM te mArA zrImatIjI mArI pAchaLa ApaghAta ja kare. e te mArA vinA khAya paNa nahi. mATe e pacendriyanI hatyAnuM pApa koNa vahore? juo. A kAkAnI caturAI? (hasAhasa).

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bhatrIne kahe che e badhA tamAre bhama che. paNa eka vakhata je tamAre evuM ja hoya te huM kahuM tema karo. pachI mane kaheje. juo, A guTikA laI jAva. ene tame moDhAmAM rAkhaze eTale zvAsa bahu ja dhImo paDI jaze ane AMkhe khullI raheze eTale, tame badhuM ja joI zakaze. jenArane ema ja lAgaze ke A to marI gayA che. paNa tame gabharAze nahi. A guTikA moDhAmAM rAkhI oraDAmAM thAMbhalI che temAM paga bharAvI bhIMtamAM mAthuM rAkhI cattApATa sUI jaje, pachI je bane te joyA karaje. bhatrIjAe A pramANe kahyA pachI kAke kahe che huM game teTalI enI agniparIkSA karuM paNa ene mArA tarapha eTalo prema che ke e prANa ApatAM pAchI nahi paDe. bhatrIje kahe che tame ekavAra ajamAza te karI juo, pachI yogya lAge tema karajo. kAkA te tyAMthI uThIne sIdhA ghera AvyA. mA guTikA rAkhI thAMbhalImAM paga bharAvI cattApATa sUtA, moDhAmAMthI phINa cAlyA jAya che. zarIre parasevAnA cheda vaLI gayA che. patnI raDAmAMthI bahAra Ave che. zeThane cattApATa sUtelA jeI zeThanI pAse gaI. juve che te zeThanI gaMbhIra sthiti che. manamAM thayuM ke A te have be ghaDInA mahemAna che. banavA joga te ja divase dUdhapAka, purI ne khamaNa banAvela. zeThANInA manamAM thayuM ke je atyArathI sagA-saMbaMdhIne kahevaDAvIza te mArA dUdhapAka-purI bagaDaze. ane have te e javAnA che te javAnA che, ane mAre pAchuM Akhe divasa revA-kUTavAmAM gaLuM kheMcavuM paDaze. ema vicArI be mANasa mATe banAvelA dUdhapAka-purI ekalI khAI gaI. zeTha badhuM joyA kare che. ahA ! huM mAnate hatuM ke te mArI pAchaLa prANa ApI deze, tene badale dUdhapAka purI jhApaTavA beThI che. zeThANI te khAI-pI, kabATene tALA lagAvI sagAvhAlAne khabara Ape che ke zeThane kaMIka thaI gayuM che. kAraNa ke nAnA gAmaDAmAM kaMI kAyama DokaTaro hotA nathI. aThavADiyAmAM be divasa DekaTara Avato hato eTale DokaTarane kayAMthI lAve ? badhAe AvIne joyuM ane kahevA lAgyAH zeTha te khalAsa thaI gayA che. zabane bAMdhavAnI taiyArI kare che ane zeThANI te chAtI phATa rUdana kare che. be traNa mANasone khAMpaNu levA paNa mokalI dIdhA. have zeThane bAMdhavAnI taiyArI kare che paNa emaNe paga evA thAMbhalAmAM bharAvyA hatAM ke keme ya karI paga nIkaLe nahi. badhA mUMjhAI gayA. chevaTe be-traNa vRddhoe kahyuM ke A thAMbhalI verI nAMkhIe te ja AnA paga AmAMthI chUTA thAya. A zabda zeThANInA kAne paDyA. eTale manamAM ciMtA thaI ke eka te dhaNI vagaranI thaI gaI. have A thAMbhalI verI nAMkhaze eTale ghara vinAnI thaI jaIza. paNa badhA vaDIlene kahevA kevI rIte javAya? eTale eNe rUdananA sUramAM bIjo na sUra umerIne zuM kahe che! * mArA patinA paga verI nAkhe, paNa thAMbhalI avicaLa rAkhe, thAMbhalI vinA ghara paDI jaze, bahenI tamArI duHkhI thAze. zA, 81

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'juo ! joyuM ne? rUdanamAM kevu' kahI dIdhuM. marI gayA pachI raDe che ne e paNa sAcu raDatA nathI. ane kadAca raDe che te temAM emanA svAtha che: pelA vRddho kahe che lAve tyAre karavata. paga verI nAMkhIe. have jyAM paga vaheravAnI vAta thaI tyAM guTIkA bahAra kADhI ke tarata ja kAkA dhaDAke daIne beThA thaI gayA. ane bhatrIjAnA Azrama tarapha doTa mUke che. leAkeAne Azcaya thayuM ke A teA maDaduM eThu` thayu` ke zuM? patnI pAchaLa doDe che. zeThane kahe che kayAM jAva che ? mArA sAmu tA juo ! zeTha kahe che tane mArA upara keTalA prema che e meM' joI lIdhuM. have mAre eka kSaNa paNa saMsAramAM rahevu' nathI. bhatrIjA pAse kAko paNa ve-dharmanI dIkSA laI le che. rAjagRhInA zrAvako ! jue, A bhatrIjAe kAkAnI AMkha khAlAvI. saMsAranI mamatA mUkAvI dIdhI. have tame paNa samajIne mamatA mUke te sArI vAta che. nahitara anicchAe paNa saMsAra cheDavA teA paDaze ja. A jIva mamatAmAM aMdha banyA che. paNa A zarIrane jyAM mUkIne javAnuM tyAM mAla-milakata, meTara ne baMgalA tA kayAMthI sAthe AvavAnA che? A saMsAranuM svarUpa samajo ane mamatA echI karA. jema bhatrIjAe kAkAnI AMkha khAlAvI dIdhI tema ahIM paNa putronA nimittathI khApa jAgI gayA che. ane peAtAnI patnIne kahe che ke saMsAranAM sukhA bhAgavavA jevA te ApaNA putro che. e jyAre cheADIne cAlyA jAya che te mAre sa'sAramAM zA mATe rahevu joIe ? DALA vinAnuM vRkSa jema huM...huM lAge che tema putro vinA ApaNuM jIvana paNa ThuMThA vRkSa jevuM che. mATe putrAnA je mAga che te ja mArA mArga che. hajI paNa bhRgu purAhita jI kahe che-- paMkhA vihUNo vtra java pakkhI, bhiccA vihUNo v raNe narindA / vivanta sArA vaLio va opa, paddIna puttomitA kavi // u. a. 14-30 he vAsiSThi ! (vasiSTha geAtramAM utpanna thavAvALI) jevI rIte A leAkamAM pAMkha vinAnuM pakSI, senA vinA saMgrAmamAM gayelA rAjA ane dhana rahita vaNika vahANa DUbI javAthI du:khI thAya che, tevI rIte huM paNa putrA vinA du:khI thaiza. jema pakSInI pAMkha kapAI jAya teA enA jIvanamAM ene koI jAtanA AnaMdaeN rahetA nathI. pAMkha vinAnuM pakSI game tyAM paDI jAya che ane kAgaDA cAMceA mAre che. kUtarA pheMdI nAMkhe che. bilADI khAi jAya che. paNa pAte pAMkha rahita thaI gayu` hAvAthI du:khI du:khI thaI jAya che. jo pAMkha hAya teA eka vRkSanI DALa uparathI bIjA vRkSanI DALa upara jaIne bese che, ene koi herAna karI zakatuM nathI. paNa pAMkha vinA enI bUrI dazA thAya che, tema mArI dazA paNa pAMkha vinAnA pakSI jevI banI gaI che, bIjI

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vAta - rAjA pitAnA sainya sahita yuddhamAM jAya te jaladI parAjaya pAmatuM nathI, paNa sainya vinAne ekalo rAjA jaldI parAjita bane che. trIjI vAta -jema dhana vinA vaNika vahANamAM musApharI karato hoya ane temAM paNa je vahANa dariyAmAM DUbI jAya te te atyaMta duHkhI duHkhI thaI jAya che. enI muMjhavaNane pAra raheto nathI. evI rIte huM paNa putro vinA duHkhI thaIza ane mAre paNa putro vinA AvA kaSTo veThavAno vakhata Avaze, tenA karatAM dIkSA laI levI zuM beTI? devAnupriye! tamane kadI Ave vicAra Ave che? putronI pAchaLa bApa taiyAra thaI gaye. ApaNA sthAnakavAsI samAjamAM to AkhA kuTuMba bahu ja ochA nIkaLe che. paNa dezavAsImAM te mAtA-pitA-putra ane putrIo sAmaTA eka gharamAMthI dIkSA laIne saMyama mArge cAlI nIkaLe che. ane saMyamamAM ramatA karatA hoya che. saMyamane AnaMda ora che. have te cAturmAsa pUrNa thavA AvyuM che. rAjagRhI nagarImAMthI eka vAra te vIrane mArge javA taiyAra bane. te mane paNa AnaMda Ave ke eka vAra to jAge. ane vItarAgavANI aMtaramAM utArI. je jAgaze tenuM jIvana saphaLa thaze. bhUga purahite enI patnIne A pramANe kahyuM. have enI patnI yazA ze javAba Apaze tenA bhAva avasare vyAkhyAna naM.90 Aso vada 4ne ravivAra tA. 18-10-70 jagatanA jInA Atma kalyANane arthe, paramatAraka paramAtmAe jagatanA jIve sAcuM sukha kema prApta kare, eTalA mATe anukaMpA karIne zAstra siddhAMta rUpI vANIne pravAha vahAve. mahAna purUSa dAMDI pITAvIne kahe che ke dulabhamAM durlabha je koIbhava hoya te mAnavabhava che. A uttama mAnavabhava prApta karIne jene meLavavA mATe mathI rahyA che, jenI pAchaLa daDA deDI ane kALA dheALA karI rahyA che e parigrahane poTala tamArI sAthe AvavAnuM nathI. A badhuM ahIM ja choDIne javAnuM che. manuSyabhavamAM chavane jema puNyathI ArAdhanAnI sAmagrI maLI che tema puNyanA ge saMsAra sukhanI sAmagrI paNa maLI che. te huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke e baMne sAmagrImAMthI tamane adhika prema kenA upara che? saMsAra sukhanI sAmagrI upara ke ArAdhanAnI sAmagrI upara? saMsAra sukhanI sAmagrI eTale tame samaje che ne? paisA maLavAM, baMgalA

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44 zrI, putra-parivAra-khAna-pAna Adi maLavAM te saMsAranA sukhanI sAmagrI kahevAya che. ane sadgurUne cALa, jina prarUpita dharma, zAstra zravaNanA caga, A badhI ArAdhanAnI sAmagrI che. have tamArA Atmadevane pUche ke tane kaI sAmagrI game che? saMsAranA sukhanI sAmagrImAM tame je AnaMda mAnA che te kharekhara vAstavika sukhanI sAmagrI nathI. sohAMdha AtmAo ja sa'sAranA sukhanI sAmagrImAM AnaMda mAne. jJAnIne emAM AnaMda na hAya. tame manuSyabhava pAmIne paisA TakA ane kuTuba parivAra mATe zuM zuM karyuM...? ane vItarAga deva, nigraMthagurUvA, ane tyAgamaya zAsananI sevA mATe zuM zuM karyu ? ahIM ja samajAI jAya che ke tamane vadhAre prema zemAM che? aMtaranA uMDANamAMthI vicAra karaze! teA tamane samajAze ke sa`sAranI sukha sAmagrI meLavavA mATe, parigrahanA pathArA vadhAravA mATe meM mAruM jIvana vItAvI dIdhuM. jyAre dharma sAmagrI mATe hajI meM kaI ja karyu" nathI. A rIte hRdayanA maMthanapUrvakanI vicAraNA e paNa dha prAptinI pUrva bhUmikA che. devAnupriyA ! tame AtmAne rAja pUche ke te' mAnavabhava prApta karIne AtmAne karmanA baMdhanAthI cheDAvavA mATe zu' karyu? tame eka vAta nakkI karI lejo ke ArAdhanAnI sAmagrInA sadupayeAga karavAthI niyamA sadgati che, ane saMsAra sukhanI sAmagrImAM, AraMbha samAraMbhamAM pAgala banavAthI niyamA duCti che, mATe kaMIka samajo. pUrve zubha kAM karIne AvyAM che tA A bhavamAM pAmyA che. puNyanAM zubha phaLa bhAgavavA game che pa puNya kevI rIte thAya che tenI khabara nathI. puNyasya phala micchanti, puNyaM necchanti mAnavAH / pApasya phala necchanti, pApaM kurvanti sAdarAH // Aje meTA bhAganA manuSyo puNyanAM zubha phaLA Icche che, paNa puNya karavuM gamatu nathI. pApamAM rakata rahevuM che, pApa karavA che paNa pApanAM azubha phaLa bhogavavA gamatA nathI. khAvaLa vAvIne kerInI icchA rAkhavI che te kayAMthI mane ? khAvaLa vAvavAthI te kAMTA ja maLe ne? A bhavamAM pApa karyAM ja karo tA karUpI kaTakA ja vAgavAnA che. tame najare ja dekhA che ne ke kaMika sukhI che ne kaMIka duHkhI che. A badhI puNya pApanI lIlA che. mATe samajIne mamatA cheDo. mamatA tA keTalI badhI che! amArI baheneA upAzrayamAM Ave tyAre keDe cAvIAnA mATe gUDA bharAvIne Ave che. mane tA ema thAya che ke Ane bhAra paNa nahi lAgatA hAya ! (hasAhasa). (sabhA :-bhAra kayAMthI lAge ! mamatA che ne!) kaMIka samajo. bahu mamatA rAkhazeA te pAchaLathI duHkhI thavu paDaze. kadAca e gUDA ghera rahI gayA ane ahIM AvIne sAmAyika levAI gaI. keDe najara gaI tA jhuDo bAtharUmamAM rahI gayA, te sAmAyikamAM paNu utpAtane pAra nahi. vahunA

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phebrupa hAthamAM jatA raheze te ! ahIM saMvaranA gharamAM AvIne paNa mamatA chUTatI nathI. mane te tamArI dayA Ave che ke A mArA mahAvIranA saMtAneAnu' zuM thaze ? hA,sAthe lai javAnu` hAya te ATalI adhI mamatA rAkho teA ThIka che, paNa. A tA madhu' ahI' ja rahevAnu che. tamArA karelAM karmAM ja tamArI sAthe AvavAnA che. khuda bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne paNa krame cheDayA nathI. vAsudevanA bhatramAM taiyApAlakanA kAnamAM sIsuM reDAvyuM hatuM te| mahAvIra prabhunA bhavamAM kAnamAM khIlA bheAMkANA. bhagavAnanA kAnamAM khIlA bheAMkAyA paNa eka sheja cIsa sarakhI pADI nathI. e ApaNane khatAve che ke he jIva! te kama karatI vakhate vicAra karyAM nathI. have bheAgavatI vakhate zA mATe duHkha dhare che ? manuSya bhavamAM kamanAM deNAM patAvavAnA amUlya avasara che. srAtamI narake jayAnA karmAM paNa manuSya bAMdhe che ane mekSamAM paNa manuSya jaI zake che. manuSya kama bAMdhavAmAM zUravIra che ane kama teADavAmAM paNa zUravIra che. mATe manuSya bhavanI amUlya ghaDIne eLakhA. AvA samaya pharI pharIne nahi maLe. pAchaLathI pastAvAnuM na thAya. aNumamAM jIve kaMi na karyu. paNa samajaNunA gharamAM Ave tyAre jIvanI dazA pITAI jAya che. zAradApUjana vakhate tame ceApaDAmAM lakhaze! 'mane zAlibhadranI Rddhi maLo' paNa evuM koi vakhata lakhA che. kharA ke mane pAMca mahAvrata maLajo ! jenI ramaNatA hAya eja yAda Avene ? 5Mca mahAvratanI ramaNatA tamArA dilamAM che ? bhagavAnanA zrAvaka bhAganA bhikhArI na Aya. prabhAtanA paheAramAM uThIne zrAvaka kevI ciMtavA kare? he bhagavaMta! huM kayAre Ara Mbha parigrahanA tyAga karIza ? huM kayAre mahAvratadhArI sAdhu banIne tyAgamArgomAM AvIza ? ane aMtima samaye AleAvI paDikkami, niMdI nasala thaIne sa thAro karIza? AvA apUrva avasara kayAre Avaze ? A avasaranI rAha jotA hoya, ane tame kevI bhAvanA bhAvA che. A deha tyAga mATe maLyA che bhAga mATe nahi. dhana sanmArge vAparavA mATe maLyuM che, sa Mgraha karavA mATe nahi. mukhya kahevAnI vAta e che ke zAlibhadranI Rddhi mAMgeA che paNa e zAlibhadre pU.bhavamAM zuM karyuM hatuM e jaNeA che? AgalA bhatramAM te e bharavADane putra hatA. ane sa Mtane, mAgI tANIne banAvela khIra utkRSTa bhAve vaheArAvI hatI. e tA tame sau taNA che. paNa bharavADanA AgalA bhavamAM e kANu hatA e nahi jANatAM hai!. bharavADanA AgalA bhavamAM zAlibhadranA AtmA eka samRddha zeTha hatA. pUrvanA puNyAye teno vaibhava chalakAI rahyo hatA. paNa te evA kabrusa hatA ke " camaDI tUTe paNa damaDI na chUTe'" eka rAtI pAI paNa sanmAge vAparatA na hatA. gharamAM paNa sukhe khAya nahi ane gharanAne khAvA de paNa nahi. peAte sukhe na khAya tA khIjAne kayAMthI Ape ? hatA teA zrAvaka paNa ene ghera kadI sa tanA pagalAM thatAM na hatAM. te pachI

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svadhamI baMdhunI eMTha te paDe ja kayAMthI? phALAmAM paNa paisA Apate nahi. eTale ene ghera saMgha mahAjananAM pagalAM paNa thatAM nahi. badhAnuM khAvAmAM samaja hate paNa koIne khavaDAvavAmAM samaye na hatuM. eTale sahu ene kaMjusI kahetAM hatAM. A zeThane cAra putro hatAM. putro paNa paraNelAM hatAM. AvuM moTuM kuTuMba hatuM. eka vakhata A zeThanA sauthI nAnA putranI vahu utAvaLI kaI kAma prasaMge bahAra jaI rahI hatI. rastAmAM eka DozImAne enI haDapheTa lAgI. eTale DozImAe maheNuM mAryuM ke zuM tArA sasarAe saMgha kADhaye che ke svAmI vAtsalya karyuM che! te ATalI badhI rUAbathI cAle che? DezInA vacana nAnI putravadhUne hADa-hADa lAgI gayAM. teNe ghera AvIne pitAnI jeThANIone vAta karI ane kahyuM ke game tema thAya, paNa svAmI- - vAtsalya karo. jeThANIoe emanA patine vAta karI. badhAne manamAM te duHkha thayuM paNa svAmI vAtsalya karavuM kevI rIte? jyAM eka rUpiyA vaparAI jAya tyAM bApane hAya lAgI jAya che, te svAmI vAtsalya karIe te hArTa phela ja thaI jAya ne? nAnI vahu kahe che game tema kare paNa svAmI vAtsalya kare te ja hA, nahitara mAre A gharanA annapANI harAma che. A te haTha laIne beThI putro mUMjhAyA. karavuM zuM? badhA putroe bhegA maLI nirNaya karyo ke pitAjIne jANa thavA na devI ane gupta rIte svAmIvAtsalya karavuM. gupta rIte badhI vastuo maMgAvI, bAjunA gharamAM rAI banAvaDAvI. mIThAI sukhaDIyAnI pAse bArebAra banAvaDAvI. ane saMghamAM badhe jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. leke paNa Azcarya pAmI gayA ke A zuM? kaMjusIyA kAkA Aje saMgha jamADe che! jamaNane samaya thayo. te vakhate chokarAoe evI goThavaNa karI ke bApane makAnane pAMcame mALe besADI be traNa munimane sAthe laIne copaDA tapAsavAnuM kAma kADhayuM. be chokarAo jamaNunI vyavasthAmAM rokAyA ane be jaNA bApanI pAse beThA. bApa nAmAnA cepaDA tapAsavAmAM tallIna che. paNa AkhA saMghanuM mANasa AMgaNAmAM jamavA bese, vAsaNa khakhaDe e kaMI thoDuM chAnuM rahe? jamaNa pIrasAya che. pIrasanArA bele che, zikhaMDa-purI-mohanathALa ane jamanArA paNa bele che, mane zikhaMDa Apa, khamaNa Ape. A badhe avAja zeThanA kAne Avyo. zeTha kahe che beTA! ApaNA AMgaNAmAM A badhe avAja zene Ave che? jANe ApaNe ghera ja jamaNavAra na hoya zikhaMDa ne mohanathALa. A badhuM keNa bole che? dIkaro kahe che bApujI! kaI nathI belatuM. e te tamane bhrama che. tame te copaDA tapAse. zeTha kahe ThIka. copaDA tapAsavA lAgyA. pAMca-daza miniTa thaIne khUba avAja AvyuM. have bhAta-dALane avAja AvavA lA. A zeThane cena paDatuM nathI. dIkarA, game tema hoya paNa kaMIka che, mane agAzImAM jaIne jevA de. dIkare kahe che bApujI! ame ATalA moTA thayA paNa ApaNuM gharamAM

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OR$ tA dALa hAya tA zAka na khane. ane zAka hAya tA dALa nahi. te ApaNA gharamAM zikhaDa, purI ne mAhanathALa kayAMthI mane ? ane ApaNe kayAM koI divasa koIne jamADIe chIe! e tA koInA gharamAMthI avAja AvatA haze. ema kahI zeThane besADayAM. avAja tA vadhatA gayA. phrIne zeTha uThayAM, ane agAzImAM AvyA te peAtAnA AMgaNAmAM ja jamaNavAra che. ane peAtAnA putro ja badhA kArabhAra kare che. alyA....A te ApaNA ghera ja jamaNavAra karyAM lAge che. ane mane kema koI kaMI kahetA nathI? putra kahe che pitAjI! mApha karo. ApaNe AkhA gAmanuM khAdhuM che paNa kadI koine ApaNe jamADayAM nathI. ane A pramANe badhuM banyu che, paNa Apane kahIe te Apa tA hA pADA ja nahi, eTale ame A rIte ApanAthI chAnuM A kArya karyu che. putranI vAta sAMbhaLI zeThanA manamAM aseAsa thayA. ahA! dhikkAra che mArI leAbhavRttine ! huM khAvAmAM samajyA paNa kAine khavaDAvavAmAM na samajyA. huM DhoMga karuM chuM. dhInA, paNa dhama vasyA nA haiyAmAM, kheDAla bhale pharatI duniyA, mAre sUvuM sukhanI zayyAmAM....are e re. zeThane khUba pastAvA thayA. aheA ! huM zrAvaka nAma dharIne beTho. puNyathI lakSmI pAmyA, paNa koI garIbanI sa bhALa na lIdhI. kaMika bicArA mAnavA phuTapAtha para behAla banIne sUtA haze ane huM te sukhanI zayyAmAM Ana Mda mAnuM chuM. kharekhara, Aja sudhI meM badhAnuM khA khA karyuM. paNa kAine khavaDAvavAmAM na samajyA, tyAre putravadhune mheNu mAyuM ne ? ane mArA putrane mArAthI chAnuM A kAma karavuM paDayuM ne? meM pahelethI udAratA karI hAta te Ama na banata. ghare jamaNavAra ne mane chekarAoe cApaDA tapAsavA esADayA! A mArI kaMjusAIne kAraNe chekarAone A ramata ramavI paDI ne? zeThane khUba pazcAtApa thayA.are huM kevA kamabhAgI ! me' mArI jiMdagImAM kadI svadhamI'nI sevA na karI, satane supAtre dAna na dIdhAM ema pazcAtApa kare che. tyAM sAmethI paMcamahAvradhArI sAdhuonuM ToLuM Avatu joyu.... saMtane joine zeThane evA utkRSTa bhAva AvI gayA ke have jaldI satane khelAvI lAvuM ane mArA hAthe dAna dauM. mArA hAtha pAvana karyu. evI bhAvanAnA kuvArA uDayA ke zeTha sa Mtane khelAvavA doDayAM. cAra sIDI utarIza tyAM saMta dUra nIkaLI jaze. saMtane te aneka bhAgyavAna zrAvako vaheArAvanAra che. e mArA ghara upara beThA nathI. jaldI utaravA jatAM bhAna bhUlyA. pagathIyAM bhUlI gayA ne dAdarethI zeTha paDI gayAM. paDayA tevA ja prANa uDI gayAM. dAna I zakayAM nahi, paNa dAna devAnI utkRSTa bhAvanA rahI gaI. te bhAvanAmAM mRtyu pAmIne bharavADane ghera janma pAmyAM ane tyAM paNa aMtima samaye mAsakhamaNanA pAraNe utkRSTa bhAve sa Mtane khIra vaheArAve che, tenA prabhAve e zAlibhadra ane che,

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devAnupriye! A janmanA vicAro AvatA janmanuM khAtara bane che. eTale A bhavamAM jevI bhAvanAe karI hoya che ane te pUrNa na thAya te AvatA bhavamAM evI ja bhAnA phare che. te tame brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karavAnI bhAvanA karI hoya ane brahma carya vrata aMgIkAra karyuM nathI ane AyuSya pUrNa thaI gayuM te AvatA bhavamAM saheje hacarya vrata aMgIkAra karI zakaze. saMyama levAnI bhAvanAmAM mRtyu AvI gayuM haze te AvatA bhavamAM heje saMyamanI bhAvanA thaze ane saMyama mArge prayANa karI zakaze, paNa AkhI jiMdagI hAya paiso ne eya paiso ja karyo haze, AkhI jiMdagI bhegamAM ja vyatIta karI haze te bIjA bhAvamAM paNa tene ja bhaNakArA vAgavAnA. ane paisAne sAcavavA phUMphADA mAratA nAga thaze. mATe mamatA na rAkhe. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM anAsakta bhAve rahe. zAlibhadra svarga jevA sukha bhagavato hate. batrIsa kanyAone svAmI banyuM hatuM. paNa ema khabara paDI ke mAre mAthe nAtha che? tyAM apsarA jevI batrIza kanyAone meha palavAramAM cheDI zuravIra banIne nIkaLI gayuM. ene maLyuM hatuM chatAM choDIne nIkaLI gaye. ane tamane nathI maLyuM paNa ene meLavavA phAMphA mAre che. paNa eka divasa cheDayA vinA chUTako nathI. je che jene adhikAra cAle che temAM devabhadra ane jazebhadra eka ja vakhatanA saMta darzanathI jAgI gayA che. putranA vairAgyathI pitA paNa vairAgyanA raMge raMgAI gayA che. ene paNa saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAI gayuM che. eTale tyAga mArge javA taiyAra thaI gayA. svAdhInapaNe cheDavAmAM ja majhA che. je atyAre nahi nIkaLuM te jyAre tyAre marI jaIza tyAre mane ADo pADIne gharanI bahAra kADhaze, tenA karatAM ubhA ubhA nIkaLI javuM zuM beTuM? baMdhuo ! je ubhA ubhA bahAdura banIne nIkaLI jAya che te AtmAnA mahAna sukhane pAme che. ane je ADo nIkaLe che e te karmAnusAra vividha gatiomAM bhramaNa kare che. ubhA ubhA ghara choDe che enI mahattA che. ADA nIkaLe enI koI mahattA nathI. bhRgu purohita enI patnIne kahe che he yazA ! jevI rIte pAMkha vinAnA pakSIne kUtarA ne bilADA vIMkhI nAkhe che, tethI te uDI zakatuM nathI ane maraNane zaraNa thAya che. ekalo sainya vinAne rAjA raNamedAnamAM zatrunA paMjAmAM sapaDAI jAya che. ane vahANamAM musApharI karanAra vahepArI paisA vinA duHkhI thAya che tema putra vinA mArI paNa evI dazA thaze, mATe mAre A saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. mane A samRddhithI bharelA mahela jela jevA lAge che. mane A saMsAramAM kSaNavAra rahevuM gamatuM nathI. bhUru purohitane saMsAra zUnya lAge che. ene sarvasva sukha saMyamamAM ja dekhAvA lAvyuM. jyAre jIvanamAM jAgRti Ave che tyAre enuM jIvana palaTAI jAya che. eka vakhata e ja bhRgu purehita enA putrane kevA javAba Apate hate? putrone saMsAramAM rokavA

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mATe keTalA prayAsa karyo. ane have ene mana ja saMsAra asAra lAge. jema kuMbhArane nImADe saLagate hoya te vakhate zuM koI mANasa nIbhADA pAse ubho rahI zake che? "nA" nIbhADA pAse ubhA rahetA jhALa lAgI jAya che. purAI jAya che. eTale nIbhADA pAse kaI paNa ubhA rahI zaktA nathI. tema jene A saMsAra kuMbhAranA nIbhADA je lAge te ghaDI paNa zekAI zake? vairAgIne nachUTake saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe te rahe paNa e khAya-pIve-hare phare, saMsArane vyavahAra calAve paNa emAM ene AnaMda na hoya. ene te tyAgamAM ja AnaMda Ave che. juone! A divALI AvI che. eTale ravivArane divasa che te paNa kaMIka bhAIone utAvaLa lAge che. tame vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLIne dharAI gayA lAge che ke eka kalAka paNa zAMtithI vItarAgavANInuM pAna karI zakatA nathI! tame kaI phaMkazanamAM jAya che te tyAMne kAryakrama pUre na thAya tyAM sudhI uThe che kharA? ane ahIM ja badhuM calAvI le che. meDA Avo ne vahelA uThI jAva. A badhI pila ahIM calAve che. A ja batAve che ke tamane vItarAgavANImAM keTalI rUcI che! tame te evA hazIyAra che ke sAdhu vyAkhyAna na vALe te tame cetavaNI Ape. sAmAyika pALavA mAMDe. patharaNuM vIMTI de ane pachI avasare kahevAze enI rAha juve che. kema, A vAta barAbara che ne? (hasAhasa). bhAvabheda avasare kahevAze ke vANIye vIMTI patharaNuM jhaTa bhAgaze, | dukAne besI chetare gharAkane, sthAnakamAM gurUne chetare, evA bhaktathI bhagavAna thAke te sAdhuthI kema samajAze ke vANIyo vIMTI patharaNuM jhaTa bhAgaze. mArA vIro! tame te AvA nathI ne? thoDI zAMti rAkhe. tame upAzrayamAM dAkhala thAva che tyAre nisihi-nisihi bole che. pApane tyAga karI Azravane cheDI saMvaranA gharamAM AvIne bese che. eTalI vAramAM te zAMtithI bese. be ghaDInI sAmAyikamAM tame cauda rAjalokanA Azravane rekI do cho. je bhAIo uThe che enI ekanI ja A vAta nathI, paNa je bhAIo ahIM AvIne kalAka bese che paNa sAmAyika karatA nathI. teo kharekhara, pitAne amUlya lAbha gumAve che. kalAka besavuM ja che. te saMvaramAM zA mATe nathI AvatA? kaMIka zrAvaka evA upayegavaMta hoya che ke jamI le. ane pANI pIne tarata ja cauvihAranA pratyAkhyAna karI le che. eka kalAka, be kalAka, traNa kalAka, pitAnI zakti pramANe pratyAkhyAna kare che. kAraNa ke A divasa kaMI khAvAnuM ke pANI pIvAnuM hatuM nathI. te zA mATe pratyAkhyAna na karavA tamArA paisA vyAje mUke te vyAja maLe ane gharamAM paDayA rahete vyAja na maLe. tame te muDInuM vyAja javA de tema nathI. tyAM te badhe hoMziyArI vApare che. paNa AtmAnA kAmamAM ja kAyara che. tamArA vahepAramAM game zA, 82

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teTalI chetarapi'DI, karI, bheLaseLa calAvA, gharAkane khetaze paNa ahI tamArI e cAlAkI nahi cAle, kadAca ahIMthI tame hoMziyArI vAparI chUTI jazo paNa kema rAjAnA sajAna mAMthI ra chUTI zakA. tyAM te pAI pAInA hisAba cUkavavA paDaze, - eka yuddha DAzImAM hatA ene satAna na hatAM. pAte ekalA hatAM. ene thayuM ke mAM ghagInA ane rAcaracIlu` mAre ekalIne bahu zu' karavu` che ? jarUriyAta pUratI cIjo sakhIne, dAgInA vigere vecIne DAzImAe' paisA bhegA karyAM. kula rUpiyA 30,000nI kama bhegI karIne eka dhanavAna zeThane tyAM thApaNa tarIke mUkI. dara mahine 300] rU. vyAja maLe temAM DeAzImA peAtAnu gujarAna calAvatA hatA. varSo sudhI A rIte cAlyuM. chevaTe DozImA khUba vRddha thaI gayA eTale zeThane kahe che zeThajI! have mane mArA rUpiyA 30,000 (trIza hajAra) vyAja sahita pAchA ApI do, kAraNa ke have mArI uMmara thai gaI che. kayAre kALa rAjAnI svArI Avaze tenI khabara nathI, mAre kAI khAnAra nathI, te mArA hAthe ja paisA dAna-puNyamAM vAparI nAkhuM. A vakhate zeThane nANAMnI bhIDa hatI. eTale kahayuM' : mAjI ! hajI te! tame ekadama maravAnA nathI. paisA chUTA thaze eTale be cAra mahinAmAM ApI daIza. pAchaLathI zeThanI dAnata bagaDI. enA manamAM vicAra AvyA ke DAzImA tA ekalA ja che. ATalI meATI rakama laine uDADI deze. enA karatAM e marI jAya te badhI rakama mAre ghera raheze. mATe divasa bhale la khAtA. DAzImA te paisAnI mAMgaNI karyAM karatA ne zeTha be divasamAM ApIza, cAra divasamAM ApIza ema vAyadA ApatA gayA. chevaTe DeAzI tA devalAka pAmyA. DozInA mRtyunA samAcAra sAMbhaLI zeThane khUba AnaMDha thayA. trIza hajAra rUpiyAnI gAMsaDI ema ne ema maLI gaI. ghera jaIne enI patnIne kahe che, Aje te krUsAra banAva. khUba AnaMda nA divasa che. kAraNa ke hu' kaMI cArI karavA gayA nathI. anyAya karyAM nathI. DeAzImA marI gayA ne enA rUpiyA maLyA che. A zeThe peAtAnI bhUlane bhUla tarIke na mAnatAM sadguNa mAnyA. have e AgaLa kayAMthI AvI zake! zeThane AnaMdanA pAra nathI. thADA mahinA pachI zeThanA ghera putranA janma thayeA. zeTha kahe che mAre mATe A navuM varSa sAruM eThuM che. A varSe tA lAbha--lAbha ne lAbha che. eka tA paisA maLyAM. putra na hatA te putra maLyA. khUba lADakoDaeN putrane ucheryAM, mATI thatAM ene paraNAvyA. gharamAM vahu AvI. paraNyAnI pahelI rAtre ja A yuvAna putrane ekAeka peTamAM zULanA rAga thayA ane ekanA eka putra marI gayA. zeTha zeThANI khUba kalpAMta kare che. arere....dIkarA ! tAre Ama ja cAlyA javu hatu te zA mATe paraNyA amane ghaDapaNamAM A thApaNa sAcavavAnI mUkIne gayA ! putranA viyeAge khUba jhUre che. zeThanI jiMdagI jhera jevI thaI gaI.jIvanamAM have kAMI rasa na rahayeA. sahu sagAM snehI

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para zeThane AzvAsana ApavA AvyA ane kahevA lAgyA ke kudarata krUra che. bhagavAne ghaDapaNamAM tamane anyAya karyAM. mATI umare tamArA ekanA eka yuvAna dIkarAne chInavI lIdhA. zeTha khUba raDe che. have ene kayAMya cena paDatu nathI. putrane gujarI gayA thADA divasa thaI gayA. eka divasa zeThanA vRddha munimajI zeThanI pAse beThA che. te vakhate zeThe kahyumunimajI ! mane te have bhagavAna upara paNa zraddhA nathI. dharmAMmAM paNa mAruM mana lAgatuM nathI. mane jIvana jhera jevuM lAge che. samaya joI ne munImajI kahe che zeThajI ! je Apane khATuM na lAge te eka vAta kahuM. vAta kaDavI paNa satya che. zeThe kahyuM- sAcuM haze te mane khATu' nahi lAge. vinA saMkoce kaheA. munimajIe jUnA cApaDA kheAlIne kahyuMjuo, A tArIkhe DozImAe ApaNe tyAM trIza hajAra rUpiyA jamA karAvyA hatA. tyAra bAda ATalA vakhata pachI DozImA marI gayA. e DeAzInA gayA pachI kharAkhara nava mahine Apane tyAM putranA janma thayA che. e mUDInuM vyAja ATaluM thayuM. have hiMsAma gaNA. putrane ucheryAM, bhaNAvyA, gaNAvyA, paraNAvyA ane marI gayA tyAM sudhInA kharcanA saravALe mAMDaze te e DozInI vyAja sahita mUDInA hisAkha cUkate thaI jaze. saravALe eka paNa pAi vadhatI nathI ne ghaTatI paNa nathI. je divase dIkaro marI gayA te ja divase hiMsAkha pUrA thAya che. zeThajI! putranI pAchaLa raDo che, gUra che paNa tame ema na mAnaze| ke e putra prema ApavA ke tamArI sevA karavA AvyA hatA. e tA DezInA AtmA hiMsAma levA AvyA hatA. enuM leNuM patI gayu eTale e cAlyA gayA. tame DozIne anyAya karyAM enA badalAmAM e patnIne mUktA gayA. have tame joyA karo ne rAyA karo. tame mAnatA hai ke DozImAne chetarI lIdhA eTale patI gayuM. paNa kama koIne choDatA nathI. bIje thADI bhUlacUka cAlaze paNa kamanA khAtAmAM teA hisAba cAkhkhA joIze. eka pAinI paNa bhUla nahi cAle. ekabIjAnA sabadhAnI pAchaLa aneka prakAranA RNAnuSadha hoya che. jIve teA mAtra devuM ja cUkavavAnu che. leNadArA patirUpe Ave, patnIrUpe Ave, mAtA-putra-bhAI-bhaginI, pADAzI, mitra ke bhAgIdAra rUpe Ave, paNa devu' cUkavAI gayA pachI leNadAra eka paLa paNa ubhA nahi rahe. leNAM-deNAM patI jAya eTale sau saunA raste paDI jAya che. mATe mANusa AkArane nahi paNa enI pAchaLa rahelA nirAkArane anubhave tyAre ja ane peAtAnuM darzana thAya che. ane pachI dareka paristhitimAM samatvathI rahI zake che. munimanA kahevAthI zerDanI AMkha khulI jAya che, ane peAtAnI bhUla samajAtAM jIvananA paTA thai jAya che, ahI' paNa che jIvAne pUrvanA RNAnubaMdhI sama dha che. eka pachI ekane jAgR kare che. e putro ne pitA jAgI gayAM che. have patnIne bhRgu pureAhite kahyuM ke mAre paNa

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rRpare A sa'sAramAM rahevu nathI. putra vinA mane jIvanamAM AnaMda AvatA nathI. mATe AtmAna'nI mAja mANavA huM paNa putronI sAthe jaIza. have patnI zuM kahe che : subhiyA kAmaguNA ime te, sapiNDayA aggarasappabhUyA / munAmu tA. jAmALe vagAma, vacchA minnAmu paddALamanta' / / u. a. 14-31 yazAlA kahe che hai svAmInAtha ! ApaNA gharamAM aneka prakAranA manAra jaka kAmaleAga vidyamAna che. e paNa paryAptarUpamAM che. keAI jAtanA sukhAnI kamInA nathI. tA atyAre zA mATe dIkSA levI joIe ? ApaNe ane A saMsAra sukhAne bhAgavIe. cuvAvasthA pUrI thaI vRddhAvasthAnuM Agamana thaze tyAre ApaNe ane jJAna-darzana ane cAritra rUpa je pradhAna-zreSTha mArga che tene graNa karIzuM. Ape putrane ghaNuM samajAvyA chatAM teo na mAnyAM tA bhale, e baMne putrA dIkSA le, paNa ApaNe hamaNAM dIkSA levI nathI. aMdhue ! ekane saMsAranA rasa che ane ekane tyAganA raMga lAgyA che. jemAM jene rasa hAya tene temAM AnaMda Ave. tamane saMsAranA AnaMda che. tame badhA bhegA thayA hai| te| zI vAta kare ? ApaNI jJAtimAM kayA mUratIyA sArI che ? kAnu` kayAM vevizALa joDavAnu che, vepAra dhaMdhAmAM kevI tejI che, evI vAtA karo. satA bhegA thAya tA jJAna gASThi kare. tattvanA rasIka svadhamI adhue jo bhegA thAya tA tattvanI carcA kare. ahI' tA tyAgI ne bheAgI bhegA thayA che. sau pAtapeAtAnI vAtanuM samarthana kare che. ame tA tamane tyAganA sukhanI ja vAta karIe. bheAganI vAta ja A mArgoMmAM na hoya. bhRgu purAhitane ghera rajavADA jeTalI sAhyakhI hatI. chatAM jyAre AtmA samajaNunA gharamAM AvyA tyAre ene vaibhava tuccha lAgyAM. tame te Aje vaibhavathI chalakAI gayAM che. ane vaijJAnika zeAdhamAM eTalA aMjAI gayAM che ke jANe amArA jeTalu sukha tA koIe joyuM ja nathI. kaMIka bahenAne bhAIe kahe che ke amArA mAtA-pitAe tA kaMI ja sukha joyuM nahi. ame te svanA sukha bhAgavIe chIe. bahena kahe che ke mArA sAsujI te| khicArA mATInA ghaDA vaDe kUvAmAMthI siMcIne, mAthe beDA upADIne pANI lAvatAM hatAM. ane ame te cakalI pheravIe tyAM gaMgA ne jamavA vahevA lAge che. e bicArA keTalA dhumADo sahana kare tyAre cUle phUM kI krU'kIne raseAI karatAM hatAM, ane ame te svIca dabAvIe eTale gyAsa upara raseAI ane dhUmADA paNa AMkhamAM pUrAya nahi. ghara paNa kALuM na thAya. emane te judI judI tapelIe caDhAvavI paDatI ne ame tA kukara caDhAvI daie eTale dALa-bhAta-zAka taiyAra thaI jAya. emane ajavALuM jovA mATe phAnasa saLagAvavuM paDatuM hatu. temAM paNa keTalI mAthAkUTa, kerAsIna pUravu paDe, cImanI uTakavI paDe, vATa kAtaravI paDe, tyAre phAnasa saLage, unALAmAM tApa lAge eTale erakaMDIzana rUma-paMkhA--A badhI keTalI sagavaDa !! miMcArA joyA vinAM cAlyA

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953 gayA. e bicArI vaDIleAnI dayA khAya che. paNa sAcu kahu te jeTalAM sAdhano vadhyAM teTaluM khadhana vadhyu che. jeTalA samaya bacyA eTale pramAda vacce ne meAjazekha vadhyAM che. pahelAnAM mANasA zramajIvI hatAM. svAvala`khI hatA. Aje tame keTalA parAdhIna banI gayAM che ! ATalI nivRtti haiAvA chatAM dharmArAdhanA tA karI zakatA ja nathI. yazAbharyAM bhRgu purAhitane kahe che svAmInAtha! putrAne dIkSA levI hAya tA bhale laI le. ApaNane svaga jevAM je kAmabheAgA prApta thayAM che te bhAgavI laie. ama kahe che paNa bhRgu purahitanA vairAgya pataMgIyA raMga jevA na hatA, ke ghaDI pUchhe ja rahe. samajaNapUrvakanA mIyA raMga hatA. have e sa'sAranA sukhAmAM lepAya tema nathI. atyAra sudhI pitAe putranI kaseATI karI. have patnI patinI kaseATI kare che. have cAbhAryAMne bhRgu purAhita zeA javAkha Apaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna.......na, 91 AsA vada 5 ne sAmavAra, tA. 19-10-70 bhRgu purAhita sayama levA utsuka banyA che. bhRgu purehita sayama zA mATe le che ? tenA saMyama letrAnA uddeza zA che? mekSamAM javAnA. mAkSamAM kayAre javAya? mehune mAre te meAkSamAM javAya. mAhanA akSarA e che. mA eTale meAkSa ane 'hu' eTale haraNa karavAvALA, meAha eTale meAkSamAM na javA de. meAkSamAM jatAM rUkAvaTa karatu hAya te te meAhanIya kama che. mAhanIya kama Adi cAra ghAtI kramAM dUra thAya eTale kevaLajJAna thAya. kevaLajJAna ne kevaLada na meAhanIya karmonA kSaya thayA mAda pragaTa thAya. mAhanIya kama jabaradasta che. A kamAM mAhanIya krama rAjA che mane bAkInA sAta karmAM prajA che. te sAta kAMtA bicArA bhalA mANusa jevA che, paNa mAhanIya kama tA jakhara dasta mATe gUDA che ane te khUba UMDA che. gUDo che paNa tamane lAgI rahyo che rUA. bhagavAne kramanI ATha prakAra matAvyA che. ATha prakAranAM kama te vRkSa che ane emAM meAhanIya kama mULa che. temAM sAta kramamAM tA tenAM phaLa che. je AtmA mAhanIya karmanI nATakakaLA samajI gayA te te sAMsAra cheADIne nIkaLI gayA. tItha kara cakravati Ae AtmAnAM svarUpane samajIne sahanIya kramanI bhayaMkaratAthI mukta banavA mATe saMyama lai lIdhA: ''tamAre paNa e rIte saMsAra cheDavA jevA che. bhalA ! tame sa` tA joyA haze ? (dhAma hA) khathI joyA

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che paNa tene sparza te nahIM karyo hoya? tenuM zarIra makhamalanAM gAdalAM karatAM paNa suMvALuM che. makhamalanAM gAdalAM tenI pAse kaMI hisAbamAM nathI. temaja zarIranI ke maLatA paNa khUba ja che. chatAM tamane tenA zarIranI suMvALAzane anubhava levAnuM mana thAya kharuM? nA." kema na thAya? te bhayaMkara che tethI. baMdhuo ! basa. mAre tamArI pAsethI eTaluM ja jANavuM hatuM. samaje, mehanIya karma paNa sarpa jevuM ja che. te bahArathI mulAyama ane suMvALuM mehanIya karmanAM bhegavaTAmAM tamane dekhAya che, paNa pariNAma zuM Avaze, te dhyAna rAkhaje. vIrANI sAheba! tamArA baMgalAnAM TAIlsa keTalA suMvALA che? paNa temAM koI vAra pANI paDayuM hoya te lapasI javAya ne? pachI hADakAM bhAMgI jAya ne ? tema A mehanIya kameM ghaNAnAM hADakAM bhAMgI nAMkhyA che. devAnupriye ! tamane dravya sapane bhaya che paNa tamane bhAva sarSe rUpa mehanIya kamane bhaya kema nathI? ahA! tene te tame gaLe vaLagADIne phare che. A te mAro bhAI che, A te mAre bApa che, A mArI mAtA che, A mArI bena che, A mArI patnI che. A te mArA phalANuM sagA che ne A te mArA DhaMkaDA sagA che. keTalA sagapaNarUpI mehanIya sapane chAtIe lagADIne phare. cho ! sarpanuM jhera te eka ja bhava bagADaze. paNa mehanIya karma rUpI jhera te jIvane ane saMsAra vadhAraze. mATe samajIne te ghAtI karmo upara ghA karatAM zIkhe. bIjI rIte vicArIe. tame luhArane je haze. luhAra badhA hathiyAra banAve che. temAM te hAthakaDI ne paganI beDI paNa banAve che ane te hAthakaDI ane paganI beDI kaMI zetAnane paheravA mATe ja hoya che. have huM tamane pUchuM? tame aDhArathI ekavIza varSanI uMmaranAM thayAM tyAM tamane paNa hAthakaDI ke beDI bAMdhe che. tame te sAmethI hAtha Ape che. mAre kahevAne Azaya samajI gayA? hAtha lAMbo karIne paherI che ne? mAre enuM spaSTIkaraNa karavAnI jarUra nathI ke kaI kaDI tame paherI ? kAraNa ke tame paraNelA che. cerImAM pherA pharyA tene matalaba zuM? cerImAM je cAra choDa hatAM te che. tamane sucana kare che ke tuM cAra gatinA pherAne varI cUkya. ekeka cheDa upara sAta sAta mATalA hoya che. te sAta ceka aThThAvIsa thayAM. aThThAvIsa zuM che? te khabara che ne? e aThThAvIza mehanIya karmanI prakRti che ke je jIvane pitAnA gherAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA na de. . have je tamAre A cAra gati rUpI jelamAMthI chUTavuM hoya te saMyamamAM AvavuM ja paDaze. tenA vagara AtmAnI siddhi ja nathI. baMdhuo! samaje. saMsAra e te kAjaLanI koTaDI jevo che. koI mANasa ema vicAra kare ke kAjaLanI koTaDImAM rahIne paNa mArA kapaDAne DAgha na paDavA dauM te te banavuM azakaya che, tema saMsAramAM rahIne Ama kalyANa karavuM e paNa muzkela che. AtmAne muktavihArI banAva hoya te saMsAranA baMdhana teDe ja chUTake che. eka vakhata tamane saMsAra baMdhanarUpa lAga joIe.

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kSAramAM game teTalAM gukha hoya te paNa e dhana ja che. paNa saMsAra pravene rAga che eTale saMsAra baMdhanarUpa lAgatuM nathI. rAga ane deza Aje june baMdhanakartA che, e baMne kamanAM bIja che. - rAga ane dveSa e kamanAM bIja che, e baMnethI karmanuM baMdha thAya che. kamanuM baMdhana thavAthI meha utpana thAya che. ane mohathI chava vadhu karmabaMdhana kare che ane e janma-maraNanuM mULa che. ane janma-maraNa e ja sukha che. tamane saMsAranA khe kharUpa lAge che? e duHkhathI mukta thavAnI jhaMkhanA kema thatI nathI ?enuM kAraNa e ja che ke tame saMsAranA sukhamAM evA kheMcI gayAM che ke vItarAga vANInA eka be vacane te jAge tema nathI. be-traNa mahinA ekadhAre vItarAga vANIne varasAda varase tyAre mAMDa tamArA gaLe vAta utara. tame dahIM jamAve che ne ? ene te tamane pUro anubhava che. ziyALAmAM dahIM khUba sarasa jAme che. e khUba jAmelA dahIMmAMthI mAkhaNa chUTuM pADatAM khUba mahenata karavI paDe che. khUba vAvIne dahIne DhIluM pADIne temAM garama pANI nAMkhI pAchuM levAya che, tyAre temAMthI mAkhaNa chUTuM paDe che. pANI e mAkhaNa kADhavAmAM sahAyabhUta banyuM, paNa pANImAM kaMI mAkhaNa na hatuM. mAkhaNa te dahIMmAMthI ja maLe che. tema tamane A saMsAramAM pUrvanA puNyathI A saMsAranA sukhe rUpI dahIM maLI gayuM che. emAM tame evA jAmI gayA che ke tamArA upara vItarAgavANInuM garama pANI roja reDIe chIe te paNa saMsAramAMthI chUTavAnuM tamane mana thatuM nathI. A saMsAramAM tamane koI rokatuM hoya te rAga che. dareka jaDa pudagale uparane rAga tamane saMsAramAM DUbADe che. e rAganuM baMdhana kapAya to ja saMsArathI chUTAya. rAga ane hepanAM baMdhane kApavAno je purUSArtha che e ja sAco samyak purUSArtha che, bAkIne badho puruSArtha saMsAra baMdhanane che. mATe je vItarAga vANI tamArA gaLe utartI hoya te have saMsArane meha ocho karo. jene samajAI gayuM che ke A saMsAra e kAjaLanI koTaDI che, kArAgRha che e bhUgu purohita jAgI gayo che. enA manamAM e vAta ThasI gaI che ke mArA putro je mArge jAya che te mArga sAce che. AtmAnI sAcI samAdhi te tyAgamAM che, bhegamAM nahi. jenI sevAmAM deve hAjara hatAM evA cakravatio paNa saMsAranAM sukhane lAta mArIne nIkaLI gayAM che. je emAM sukha heta te e zA mATe nIkaLI jAta? cakavatinI addhi keTalI hoya che? e sAMbhaLatAM paNa tamane Azcarya lAgaze. cakravartinA rasoDe roja keTaluM anAja raMdhAtuM hatuM? cAra koDa maNuM anna nita sIjha, lUNa daza lAkha maNa lAgI, tina kroDa gokuLa nita dajhe, te bhI na huA anurAgIchabharatanA

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ka dhRva keTalI khakhI sapatti 99 koDha pAyaLa lazkara che. jene sAruM rAja cAra koDha maNu anna raMdhAya, jemAM rAja 10 lAkha maNu te mIThuM' vaparAya, enA zAka-dALanA navAramAM 72 maNu tA rAja hiMga vaparAtI hatI. traNa kroDa gAkuLanI gAyA rAja Ape ane 96 kroDanA lazkarane pagAra ApavA keTaluM dhana joIe? ATalA uparathI samajI jAva ke cakravartinI Rddhi keTalI haze? ATalI samRddhi hovA chatAM bharatAdi cakravati e enA rAgamAM ragadoLAyA nahi. tee saMpattivAna heAvA chatAM alipta rahetA hatAM. emanA aMtaramAM vairAgyanI cheALA uchaLatI hatI. pAtAnA zuddha ane jJAnamaya nirvikAra svarUpanA khyAla hatA. pachI bAhya saMpattimAM zA mATe lepAya ? bhRgu purohita sa`sArabhAvathI alipta anya paNa enI patnI yazAne saMsAranA sukhanA rAga che eTale kahe che svAmInAtha ! loko je sukhanI jhaMkhanA kare che te badhAya sukhA Apane maLyA che. A saMsAramAM kaMIka manuSya pAse dhana nathI teA te meLavavA phAMphA mAre che, keTalI mahenata kare che. kaIkanI pAse dhana che te gharamAM saMpa nathI. koI ne ghera dhana paNa che ane saMpa paNa che te zarIra sAjuM nathI. " sAta sAMdhe tyAM tera tUTe " 'evI ekeka jIvAnI paristhiti che. jyAre ApaNanetA AmAMnI eka paNa upAdhi nathI. pUrvanA puNyathI lIlA lahera che, tA AvA sukhA bheAgavavAnA samaye zA mATe ApaNe dIkSA levI joIe ? putrone dIkSA levI hAya tA bhale e laI le. paNa ApaNe ta sa'sAranA badhA sukha bhAgavI laIe. pachI pAchalI uMmare ApaNe "ne cAritra aMgIkAra karIzuM. haju ApaNI yuvAnI vItI gaI nathI. devAnupriyA ! eNe tA pAchaDhI uMmare paNa dIkSA laIzuM ema kahyuM, paNa tame te pAchalI uMmara vItI javA AvI te paNa jAgatA nathI. saMsAranI pravRttiomAM tame mAnA che! ke yuvAnImAM jeTaluM thAya teTaluM karI laIe. paisA kamAvAnI pAchaLa jeTalI tamArI doTa che teTalI AtmAne kama'nI eDImAMthI mukta karavA mATe nathI. bhAgavilAsa taraphanI je tamArI doTa che te doTanI dizA badalAvI AtmA taraphanuM lakSa karo. sasAranA sukhA pratyenA rAga tamane krutimAM laI jaze. rAgadazA kevI khUrI che, rAga kayAM raDAve che sAMbhaLe. eka dhanADhaca zeThane e patnIe hatI. temAM navI patnI khUma sau vAna hatI. sAthe vinaya--viveka Adi guNuA paNa tenAmAM khUba hatAM. eTale zeThane navI zeThANI pratye khUba rAga hatA. vAravAra navA zeThANI sAmuM joyA kare. vahepAra-dhaMdhA kare paNa enu mana tA zeThANImAM ja ramyA karatuM, zeThANIne paNa zeTha pratye eTale ja prema hatA. eka vakhata zeTha ane zeThANI ane beThA che. AnaMda vinAdanI vAtA karI rahyAM che. vAtavAtamAM zeTha kahe che mane te tArA para khUba mAha che. jo mArA pahelAM tAruM AyuSya pUrNa thAya tA huM. tA tArA vinA jIvI ja na zakuM, pazu tane mArA upara keTale prema che ? tyAre

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57 rANI kahe che svAmInAtha! huM' paNa tamArA vinA kSaNavAra na jIvI zakuM. mAru saubhAgya akhaMDa rahe, Apa dIghAyu`SI khano. chatAM kadAca na banavAnuM banI jAya. je ghaDIe huM ApanA azubha samAcAra sAMbhaLuM te ja kSaNe A dehamAMthI prANa uDI javAnA e vAta nizcaya samajI lejo. zeThANInI vAta sAMbhaLI zeThane khUba AnaMda thayA. ahA zu zeThANIne mArA pratye prema che. tamArA zrImatIjI tamane AvA javAba Ape te tamane paNa AveA ja AnaMdaeN thAya ne ? (hasAhasa). eka vakhata zeThanA manamAM thayuM' ke A zeThANI kahe che ke huM tamArA viyeAga sahana na karI zakuM. paNa enI zI khAtrI? huM' marI jAuM te mane zI khabara paDaze? enA karatAM jIvatAM ja parIkSA karI lauM. zeTha gheADAgADImAM besI sAthe eka nAkarane laine bahAragAma gayA. gAmathI 10-12 mAIla dUra jaI zeTha pelA nAkarane kahe che huM kahu' chuM te pramANe tuM navA zeThANIne kaheje, hu gAma bahAra amuka jagyAe AvIne zakAIza tu gheADAgADI laI ne jaldI jA. nokara tA raDatA raDatA, meADhe zvAsa mAtA nathI evI hAlatamAM zeThANI pAse AbyA. zeThANI pUche che tuM zeThanI sAthe gayA hatA ne Ama bebAkaLA banIne kema pAche Avye ? nAkara raDatA raDatA kahe che zeThANIjI ! kahevAya ema nathI. kahetAM mArI jIbha upaDatI nathI. ema kahI khUba raDavA lAgyA. zeThANI kahe che je hoya te jaldI kahe, nAkara kahe che AA sAheba! zI vAta karu? ame ahIMthI gayA jaMgalamAM. khapAra thayA eTale zeTha nAstA karavA beThA. khAjumAM ja taLAva hatuM eTale zeTha nAstA karI hAtha-paga dhAvA taLAve gayAM. paNa kANu jANe kayAMthI tyAM eka siMha AvyA ane mArA zeThane paMjAmAM laine bhakSI khAdhA. ane huM Apane samAcAra devA AvyA. gajaba thaI gayA. ema kahIne te raDavA lAgyA. nAkaranI vAta sAMbhaLI zeThANI bebhAna thaine dhaDAka daIne dharatI upara DhaLI paDayA, ane paDayAM evA ja enA prANu cAlyA gayAM. maMdhue ! bhagavAne ThANAMga sUtramAM kahyu` che ke sAta prakAre AyuSya tUTe che. AyuSya e prakAranuM che. sApakrama ane nirUpakrama. temAM tItha'kara, cakravarti, khaLadeva, vAsudeva, prativAsudeva, nArakI, devatA ane yugaliyAnu AyuSya nirUpakrama che. te AyuSya, sthiti pUrI thayA vinA tUTatuM nathI. game tevAM kAraNeA upasthita thAya te paNa tUTatuM nathI. tene niSkrama AyuSya kahevAya che. ane A sivAya sava jIvAnuM AyuSya ane prakAranuM hAya che. sApakrama AyuSya sAta prakAre tUTe che (1) dhrAsko paDavAthI mare, (2) zastrathI cara (3) maMtra-mUDathI mare (4) ghaNuM! AhAraajINu thI mare (5) sarpArdika kaNDavAthI mare (6) zUlArdikanI vedanAthI mare (7) zvAseAzvAsa rUMdhAvAthI mare. e sAta kAraNe AyuSya ghaTe che, zA. 83

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bhagavAne kahyuM che ke koIne prAsake paDe tevI bhASA belavI nahi. keInI beTI majAka karavI nahi. hAsyathI koIne dhrAsko paDe tevuM belavAthI ghaNe anartha ubhuM thAya che. kaSAya e te khullI kaSAya che. paNa hAsyarati-arati Adi je nava nekaSAye kahevAya che e te kaSAyane protsAhana ApanAra che. kaSAya ane nekaSAya badhA mohanIya karmanA ja saMtAno che. A zeThe zeThANInI parIkSA karavA khAtara ja majAka uDAvI. ane zeThANIne A samAcAra sAMbhaLI dhrAsake paDatAM ja tenA prANu uDI gayA. A joI nekara te gabharAI gaye. have zuM karIza? zeTha gAma bahAra najIkamAM ja AvI gayA hatAM. nekare jaldI zeThane samAcAra ApyA ke meM zeThANIne ApanA samAcAra ApyAM. sAMbhaLatAM ja zeThANInAM prANa cAlyA gayA. zeTha doDatA AvyA. zeThANInuM mRta kalevara joI zeTha bebhAna thaI gayA. DokaTare bolAvyAM. ghaNuM upacAra karIne bhAnamAM lAvyA. sagAvahAlAM bhegA thayAM. zeThANIne nanAmImAM bAMdhyA. zeTha te pAgala banIne bele che. tuM eka vAra te mArA sAmuM je. mArI sAthe hasIne vAta kara. tuM kema rIsAI gaI che? ema kahI poka mUkI rahe che. Akho divasa ga. zeTha pAgalatA choDatA nathI ane nanAmI upADavA detA nathI. bIje divasa thayo. paNa zeTha te kahe che mArI patnIne nahi laI javA dauM. gAmanA moTA moTA mANaso ane vRddhoe bhegA thaIne zeThane khUba samajAvyAM. aha zeTha ! A jIvana kSaNabhaMgura che. A deha to kAcI mATIne minAre che. kAyA kAcI mATInA ghaDA jevI che. emAM ATale badhe meha zA mATe? rAjA-mahArAjA, tIrthakara, cakravarti badhAne deha choDe paDe che. amAre ne tamAre choDavAnuM che. Ama khUba samajAvyA eTale zeThane moha utarI gaye. paNa pite zeThANInI parIkSA karavA mATe kIma ajamAvyuM hatuM e vAta te zeTha sivAya koI jANatuM na hatuM. zeThane bhAna thaI gayuM ke A saMsAra saMga ane viyegathI bhareluM che. keIna upara maha rAkhavA je nathI. paNa mArI majAkane kAraNe ja zeThANInuM mRtyu thaI gayuM. e te mahAna pApa thaI gayuM. paMcendriya jIvanI ghAta karanAre marIne narake jAya che. have huM A pApamAMthI kevI rIte mukta banuM ? A pApamAMthI mukta thavA mAre te dIkSA ja laI levI joIe. pApanA bhayathI zeThane vairAgya AvI gaye. ane dikSA laI lIdhI. tamane te pApanAM bhayathI paNa vairAgya AvatuM nathI. bhUgu purehitane samajaNa pUrvakane, vairAgya che. sAcA vairAgInI game teTalI kasoTI thAya paNa e DhIluM paDatuM nathI. mATIne gaLo jema jema tape tema tema te vadhu majabUta thAya che. tema sAcA vairAgInI kasoTI thAya tema majabUta thAya che. bhUgu purehitane enI patnIe kahayuM, svAmInAtha ! ApaNe tyAM svarga jevAM sukhe che, zarIra paNa sAruM che, ApanuM zALA pAse khUba mAna che. AvA sukhe cheDIne dIkSA levI ThIka nathI. game teTalAM prabhane maLe paNa have bhUgu purahita hIle paDe tema nathI. te patnIne zuM kahe che

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bhuttA rasA bhoi jahAi Ne vao, na jIviyaTThA pajahAmi bhoe / zrAma gaDhAma ja yudaM ra Tuka, saMjikasthamALo pariNAmi mof u. a. 14-32 bhUgu purohita kahe che ke priyA ! rasAdi padArtho meM khUba bhogavyAM. A yuvAvasthA mane choDIne cAlI jAya che. kAmabhegone bahu bhogavavAthI paNa abhAva thaI jAya che. tame anubhava karaje. je cIja tamane bahu bhAvatI hoya, ene joIne tamAruM dila nAcI uThatuM hoya, e vastu tamArA bhANAmAM pIrasAya. tame peTa bharIne khAI lIdhuM. te paNa sAmI vyakti kahe, haju khAva. ema khUba Agraha karIne pIrase ane hADiyA sudhI AvI jAya, pachI e priya vastu paNa apriya banI jAya ne ? bahu ja khAvAthI enA upara arUcI thAya che. sinemAnA zokhInane sinemAne khUba zokha hoya che. paNa ene A divasa pikacara jevA ja besADI rAkhavAmAM Avaze te joI joIne tenI AMkhe duHkhI jaze. je pikacaramAM nadIonA nAca joI ne enuM haiyuM thana thana nAcatuM hatuM te pachI nahi game. atipriya vastune bahu upabhega karavAthI emAM kaMTALo Ave che. tema bhega-viSaya upara paNa jIvane arUcI thAya che. jyAM sudhI nathI samajyA tyAM sudhI ja bhegamAM tame racyA pacyAM raheze. paNa samajaze tyAre amAre tamane kahevuM paNa nahi paDe. saMsAramAM sukha meLavavAne purUSArtha e retIne pIlIne tela ane pANI lAvIne mAkhaNa kADhavA je vyartha che. chAzamAM je mAkhaNa rahI jAya to chAza mIThI lAge che. paNa je mAkhaNamAM chAza rahI gaI te mAkhaNa gaMdhAI jaze tema A saMsAramAM je tamane brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karavAnI bhAvanA thAya, parigrahanI mamatA ochI thAya che te sAruM che. tamAre saMsAra tyAgathI zebhI UDaze, paNa tyAgamAM je bheganI vAsanA rahI jAya te patana thAya. chAza mizrita jhAkhaNanI jema enuM jIvana gaMdhAI jAya che. bhUgu purohita kahe che ke, te strI ! A bhegothI huM to have kaMTALI gaye chuM. mane arUcI thaI gaI che. yuvAvasthA paNa pUravege cAlI jAya che. haju ghaDapaNe ghere ghAlyo nathI. te ghaDapaNa Ave tyAre bhegone choDavA tenA karatAM pahelAM ja zA mATe na cheDavA? vaLI A yuvAnI kAyama rahe eTalA mATe huM bhegane nathI choDatA. temaja mArI prazaMsA thAya, mane para bhavamAM svarganAM sukha maLe evI AzAthI paNa dIkSA lete nathI, A saMsAramAM kaMTALI gayA chuM, ahIMthI chUTuM evI bhAvanAthI paNa saMsAra choDatuM nathI. paNa lAbha-alAbha-sukha-duHkhane samyak prakAre anubhava karavA mATe huM dIkSA lauM chuM. haju paNa yazA patnI bhUru purohitane samajAvavA mATe zuM kaheze te vAta avasare.

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vyAkhyAna ............ra AsA vada 6 ne magaLavAra tA. 20-10-70 zAstrakAra bhagavaMtAe kaSAyanuM svarUpa samajAvatAM evI suMdara vAta karI che ke he jIvA ! kaSAya e sa MsAranI abhivRdhdhinu kAraNa che. kaSAyanA atha kaSa eTale sasAra ane AAya eTale vRdhdhi. kaSAyanA atha saMsAranI vRdhdhi karavI. TUMkamAM saMsAra vRdhdhi kaSAyathI thAya che. kaSAyathI jIva cAra gatinA pherA phare che. naraka,tiya ca, manuSya ane deva, e cAre gatimAM Aya che. paNa krodhanuM vadhu sthAna naraka gatimAM che. narakamAM kANu jAya ? jeNe ghaNAM pApa karyAM hAya te. ghaNe bhAge vadhu pApA kaSAyane vaza thaIne thAya che. kAraNa ke jyAM krodha haiAya tyAM mAna, mAyA ne lAbha Ave. jema gharamAM gALanA kakaDA paDayA hAya tA kIDIe Ave che. ane sAthe bIjI kIDIone letI Ave che. jema tame cAkamAM kaMi khAvAnuM nAMkhyu. te kAgaDo Avaze ane te kA kA karIne khIjA kAgaDAne letA Avaze. tevI ja rIte krodha Ave che tyAre bIjI kaSAyAne letA Ave che. cAra SAyanI aMdara zirAmaNI hoya te krodha kaSAya che. ane anaMtAnuba dhInA svarUpamAM te Ave tyAre narakamAM laI jAya che. krodha AvavAnu` kAraNa svArthavRtti hAya che. ane tethI krodha Ave che. jyAM peAtAnu dhAyuM" na thAya tyAM krodha AvI jAya che. ane saMsAramAM bhaTakAve che. kaSAya cAra gati, ceAvIza ThaMDaka ane ceArAzI lAkha jIvAyeAnImAM che. paNa narakamAM adhika heAya che. jo AtmA vicAra kare ke huM krodha zA mATe karU chuM ? tA e krodha karatAM jarUra aTake, krodhanuM kAraNa parigraha paNa che. koI jamIna mATe, koI dhana mATe, vastu mATe laDatAM hAya che. juone hamaNAM dezanAM prakaraNA kevA cAle che? harIyANA ane paMjAba laDI rahyA che. caMdIgaDhanuM kevu' cAle che ? ca`dIgaDha zabdanA artha zuM che te samajo che ? caMdIgaDha eTale krodha karavA vALA gaDha. samatAnuM nAma ja na hAya. eka vakhata e chekarIo pAMca pAMcIkA laI ne ramatI hatI. ramatAM ramatAM nAnI chekarIe traNa pAMcIkA laI lIdhA. mATIne e maLyA, tethI meATI gALA bhAMDavA lAgI, gAA ApatAM ApatAM gALo khUTI gaI pachI zuM karavuM? vicAra karo. pachI ThaMDuM paDavu paDayu' ne ! pahelethI ja krodhane jItyA haiAta tA keTaluM' sArUM' ? kharekhara, AvA samaye je samatA rAkhe te ja sAcI samatA che. eka vakhata jyAre yationu jora hatu. tyAre eka gAmamAM yatinA upAzraya

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hata. bIjo upAya na hatuM tethI sthAnakavAsInA keI eka saMta yatinA upAzraye AvyAM ane pUchayuM ke ame ahIM utarIe? yatinA gurU bahAra gayA hatAM, tethI ziSya "hA pADI. tethI saMta utaryA. pachI gurU AvI caDyAM. ane te sAdhune jotAM ja khUba ugra svabhAvamAM AvIne bolavA lAgyA, ke AvA DhuMDhIyAne ke jagyA ApI ? ane ahIM kema utAryA? jema phAve tema bolavA lAgyAM. paNa saMta eTalA badhA zAMta hatAM ke eka paNa zabda bolyA nahI, ane kahayuM ke bhAI #dha karaze nahIM. ame vihAra karI jaIzuM, kAraNa ke te pitAnA sva gharanI aMdara kaSAya rUpI cerane pesavA mATe daravAjo baMdha karI dIdho hate. tame paNa gharanA daravAjA baMdha rAkhyA hoya che ane upara lakhyuM hoya che ke jene eDamIzana vidhAuTa paramIzana. No admission without permission kharekhara tame daravAje te baMdha rAkhe paNa kaSAya mATe daravAjA khullA che. bIjI rIte pahelAM te tame ema lakhatAM hatAM ke bhale padhAre. "Wel Come" tene artha guNene AvakAra. devAnupriye? pitAnuM ghara "nA ja raMbhaLuM reva pitta rAe pitAnuM ghara che. paNa krodha-mAna-mAyA ane lebha e jIvanuM ghara nathI. paNa naraka ne tiryaMca gati apAvanAruM che. mATe kaSAyane jItavI temAM ja AtmAnuM zreya che. je krodha kaSAyane jIte che te ja svagharamAM gayo kahevAya. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM rAjabhavanamAM rANIne krodha Ave te te kepa bhavanamAM besI jatI hatI. tamArA gharamAM kepa bhavana che? are, tamAruM te AkhuM ghara ja kepabhavana che. kharuM ne? baMdhuo? koinA prasaMgamAM kaI paNa rIte zAMti rAkhavI joIe tema amArA gurUdeva kahetA hatAM. keIka ajANyA ane dharmathI vaMcita evA eka gAmamAM amArA mahArAja sAheba padhArelA. temAM pANI vahoravA mATe gurUdeva tathA temanA gurUbhAI gayA. jevA gharamAM dAkhala thayA evA ja sAme beThelA bhAIoe kahyuM ke tame koNa che ? teoe kahyuM. ame jainanA sAdhu chIe. garama pANI levA AvyA chIe. tyAM tarata ja zeTha bolyA tArA bApe pANI karI rAkhyuM che. pachI mahArAja namratAthI bolyA. nA bhAI ame te sUjhatuM hoya te laIe. zeThane te vacananI asara thaI ane zeThANIne pUchayuM ke garama pANI che? A mahArAjane joIe che. tyAM to zeThANI tADukIne bolyA. zuM enI mA ahIM beThI che ke karI Ape! "AvA kaTu vacane paNa saMtane sAMbhaLavA paDe che. chatAM saMta pitAnAM sva gharamAM ramatA hevAthI para ghara rUpI kaSAyamAM jatA nathI. chevaTanA pariNAmamAM te baMne mANasone khyAla AvI gaye ke saMta keTalA badhA zAMta che? eka vAra kRSNa, baLadeva ane tene sArathI traNe jaNa jaI rahyA che. jatAM jatAM aMdhAruM thaI jAya che. ane gADha vanamAM Ave che. tethI kRSNa kahe che ke ApaNe ahIM ja rAta rahI jaIe. badhA tyAM eka jhADa nIce rahe che. tyAre rAtrIne eka pAra pUre

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thaye hatene traNa pahera bAkI rahyAM tethI kRSNa kahyuM ke pahera traNa bAkI che ane ApaNe paNa traNa jaNa chIe. tethI pahelA paheramAM sArathI pachI baLadeva ane trIjA paheramAM huM ema vArApharatI jAgIe ane cekI karIe. pachI kRSNa ne baLadeva sUI gayA. ane sArathI pahere bharavA lAge. eTalAmAM sAme hADapiMjara jhADa uparathI utarI nIce AvIne sArathI pAse AvyuM ne kahevA lAgyuM ke huM bhUta chuM ane keTalAya divasane bhUkhe chuM. tethI huM tane kAMI nahIM karuM paNa be jaNa sUtA che tenuM lehI mane pIvA de. tyAre sArathI kahe che ke mArA svAmInuM lehI tane pIvA nahIM dauM. AvI ja laDAI karavA. pachI baMne jaNa laDe che. temAM sArathIne lehI nIkaLe che. ane ema karatAM paherA para thAya che. tethI te cAlyA jAya che, ane pachI sArathI baLadevane jagADe che. ne pite sUI jAya che. have baLadeva pahere bharavA AvyAM tyAM thoDIvAramAM te asthibaMdha je bhUta che te Ave che ane kahe che ke huM bhUta chuM. ane keTalAya divasane bhUkhe chuM. tane kaMI ja nahIM karuM. be jaNa sUtA che tenuM lehI pIvA de. baLadeva kahe che lehI pIvA te nahIM dauM. AvI jA laDAI karavAM. ne te baMne jaNa laDe che. temAM baLadevane zarIra para lehI nIkaLe che. ema bIje pahAra paNa pUro thAya che. tethI te cAlyo jAya che. pachI baLadeva paNa kRSNane jagADIne sUI jAya che. paNa kRSNane A vAta kahevAnuM yAda rahetuM nathI. ane vAta karyA vinA ja sUI jAya che. pachI kRSNa pahero bharavA Ave che. tyAM vaLI te bhUta Ave che. AvIne kahe che huM keTalAya divasane bhUkhe chuM. chatAM tane kaMI ja nahIM karuM, paNa mane baLadeva ne sArathInuM lehIM pIvA de. tyAre kRSNa kahe che laDAI karavI hoya te AvI jA. 5NuM lehI pIvA te nahIM maLe. te laDAI mATe taiyAra thAya che. kRSNa mahArAja te sIdhI roTI pakaDI le che. bhUtanI ceTI pakaDAya eTale hArI jAya. te te kRSNanA caraNamAM paDe che. ne dAsa bane che. pachI savAranA baMne uThe che ane jyAM kRSNa jue che ke baMnene lehI nIkaLyuM. eTale pUche che ke A zuM? baMne jaNa kahe che ane te bhUta sAme sAmane karI tamArI rakSA karI, tyAre kRSNa mahArAje kahyuM ke laDAI te meM paNa karI paNa mane kaMI IjA thaI nathI. ceTI pakaDI lIdhI eTale vaza thaI gaye. TUMkamAM AtmAnuM sAmarthya eTaluM badhuM che ke bhUtanA bhUta paNa vaza thaI jAya. kRSNanI Atmazakti AgaLa jema bhUtanuM kAMI na cAlyuM, tema Atma svarUpanI jene pichANa thAya che tevA AtmA AgaLa karmarUpI bhUtene gayA vagara chUTake ja nathI. mATe baMdhuo! ekavAra samaje te saMsArane rAga chUTayA vagara raheze ja nahi. saMsAra e AzravanuM kAraNa che evuM jene samajAI gayuM che evo bhUgu purohita saMvaranA gharamAM AvavA taiyAra thayuM che. enI patnI ane saMsAramAM jakaDI rAkhavA mathe che, paNa sAce siMha have jhAlya rahe? ene saMsAranAM raMgarAga have gamatAM nathI.

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vibhAvanAM jyAM vaheNa vahe che, nAstikanAM nayana kare che, jyAM svarUpane nahIM svAda re, nijAnaMdane AnaMda re...kayAMye vAsanAonAM viSathI bharele, kaSAyonA kaleke caDhe, jyAM raMgarAga mahela re, jIhAM raMga machaDiye caDhela re, * kayAMye zo jaDe nahi sAra re...(2) A saMsAramAM vibhAvanAM vaheNa vahI rahayAM che. ajJAnI-aMdha zraddhALuone vibhAvamAM AnaMda Ave che. jyAre jJAnIone te svabhAvamAM AnaMda Ave che. anAdikALathI vAsanAonA viSathI AtmA bebhAna banI gayA che. kaSAyathI AtmA malina bane che. saMsAramAM raMgarAganAM raMgaberaMgI kuvArA uDI rahayA che. tyAM AtmAthIne kayAMthI AnaMda Ave? jinavANIne apAra mahimA che. e vANImAM viSaya kakSAnA viSa utAravAnI, saMsAranA baMdhane teDAvavAnI ane vibhAvanA vaheNa aTakAvI svabhAvamAM sthApana karavAnI tAkAta che. vitarAgavANIne AcaraNamAM utAravAnI vAta te mahAna che. paNa paMca parameSThinavakAramaMtramAM paNa keTalI tAkAta che? eka navakAra maMtra upara zraddhA bese te paNa tamAruM kAma thaI jAya. karmanI bhekhaDo tUTI jAya. navakAramaMtranI zraddhA upara eka banelI ghaTanA kahuM. tame sAMbhaLe. navakAra maMtrane camatkAra - A jaina dharma vaNikane ja nathI. pahelAM kSatriyone dharma hato. have vaNikanA hAthamAM AvyuM che. eka vakhata eka musalamAnane jena munine samAgama thaye. jena munine tyAga ane temanI asarakAraka vANInI e musalamAnanA hA para bhAre arUra jai. eNe jena muni pAse mosamadirAno tyAga karyo. eTaluM ja nahi paNa e musalamAna kahe che gurUdeva! mane kaMIka maMtra Ape. mahArAje ene navakAramaMtra zIkhavADIne kahyuM-tAre hRdaya pavitra banAvI, cittanI ekAgratApUrvaka navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karavuM. musalamAnane navakAra maMtra upara eTalI badhI zraddhA besI gaI ke basa. kAmakAjathI nivRtta thAya eTale navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa ja karyA kare. enA AcAra-vicAramAM paNa parivartana thaI gayuM. dharma mATe thayelI kasoTI : enA pavitra AcAra vicArathI pitAnI muslIma kemathI e judo paDavA lAge. musalamAna hiMdu dharmanI zraddhA kare e bIjA musalamAnathI kema sahana thAya? bIjA musalamAnee tene ghaNuM samajAvyuM ke A te dhatIMga che. choDI de A dharmane ghaNuM samajAvyuM paNa pele zraddhAvAna musalamAna aDaga ja rahaye. eTale bIjA musalamAnone jhanUna caDhayuM. temAM eka musalamAne te nirNaya karyo ke Ane mAre

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jAnathI mArI nAMkhavA. ghaNAM vicAro karyAM pachI eka upAya eNe ajamAvyeA. jaMgalamAMthI eka jherI sarpa laI Avyo. ane jyAM peleA zraddhALu musalamAna sUI rahetA hatA tyAM enI pathArI nIce sapane evI rIte mUkayeA ke bhAgI nA jAya. A vakhate navakAra maMtranA zraddhALu musalamAna tyAM hAjara na hatA. paNa rAtre sUvAnA samaye tyAM AvyeA. ane rAjanA niyama pramANe navakAra matranuM smaraNa karavA lAgyA. tyAM tene Ape|Apa evA bhAsa thayeA ke mArI pathArImAM sapa che eTale tarata ja ubhA thaI gayA. ane pathArI U'cI karIne joyu teA nIce sapa mUMjhAi rahyo hateA. tarata ja sarpa kaMI paNa karyA vinA cAlyA gayA. A musalamAne te gurUdevanA mukhethI navakAra maMtrane ajaba mahimA sAMbhaLye hatA. madhue ! A navakAra maMtra e jevA tevA maMtra nathI paNa tamane enA pratye zraddhA ja nathI. zuddha bhAvapUrvaka tame navakAramaMtranu` smaraNa kare. navakAramaMtranA pAMca padmamAM keTalAne tamArA namaskAra thAya? jaghanya e kroDa kevaLI utkRSTa nava kroDa kevaLI, jaghanya 20 tIrthaMkara utkRSTa 170 tIrthaMkara, anaMtA siddha bhagavaMtA, jaghanya be hajAra kroDa ane utkRSTa nava hajAra kroDa sAdhu-sAdhvIne tamArA namaskAra thAya. ane tethI keTalA karmanI bhekhaDA tUTI jAya ? samaro maMtra bhale navakAra, e che cauda pUrvanA sAra, enA mahimAnA nahi pAra, enA artha anaMta apAra...sama.... cauda pUrvanA jJAnanA sAra navakAramaMtramAM samAyelA che. emAM eTale gUDha atha samAyeaA che ke enu' vivecana karavA besIe te ghaNA samaya joI e. A musalamAnane tA navakAramaMtra upara zraddhA hatI ja. temAM AveA banAva banI gayA eTale enI zraddhA vadhu majabUta banI. khADA kheAde te ja paDe che :- A taraph peleA vivala anelA sarpa zraddhALu musalamAnanI pathArI nIcethI nIkaLI je musalamAna A sarpa mUkI gayA hatA tenA ja ghera gayA. tenI eka cheAkarI sUtI hatI tene karaDaceA. chekarIe evI kAramI cIsa pADI ke badhA mANaso jAgIne doDI AvyAM. ADAzI-pADAzI paNa bhegA thaI gayAM. chekarInA Apa paNa AnyA. ene khabara na hatI ke mArI dIkarIne sarpa karaDayA che. enA hRdayamAM te evA apAra AnaMda hatA ke ThIka thayuM. pelA bhagataDA musalamAnanuM Aje kATaluM nIkaLI gayuM haze, paNa e te navakAramaMtranA prabhAvathI kheMcI gayA hatA ane ArAmathI uMghI gayA hatA. pelA duSTa musalamAnane khabara paDI ke mArI putrIne sarpadaMza thayeA che, eTale enA

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te hozakoza uDI gayA. ghaNuM upacAra karyA, maMtravAdIone bolAvyA, paNa koI rIte sarpanuM jhera na utaryuM. musalamAna khUba mUMjhANe. hAya... mArI putrI marI jaze? enuM jhera nahi utare? zuM thaze? ema ciMtAtura banI gayA ne lamaNe hAtha daIne beThe DI vAra pachI ene thayuM ke kharekhara! mArA karmanuM phaLa mane maLyuM. meM bIjAne mArI nAkhavA prayatna karyA, tene pariNAme mAre ja raDavAne vakhata AvyuM. " hAthanA karyA haiye vAgyAM" e kahevata sAcI paDI. have zuM karavuM! khUba mUMjhavaNa thaI * aMte ene e vicAra che ke lAvane pilA bhagatanI pAse jAuM ane enA caraNamAM paDI mArA aparAdhanI mAphI mAMguM. jarUra e mArI putrInuM jhera utAraze. tarata ja pelA zraddhALu musalamAna pAse deDIne AvyuM. pele te ghasaghasATa uMghate hate. ene DhaLIne uThADyo. eTale pUche che kema bhAI! atyAre ahIM AvyA che tyAre pele musalamAna hAtha joDIne kahe che bhAI! huM ApanA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMguM chuM. mAre guhe mApha karo. huM te Apane aparAdhI chuM. pele zraddhALu musalamAna vicAramAM paDI gayo ke zene gunho ne zenI mAphI? A zuM bolI rahyAM che? mane kAMI samajAtuM nathI. pUche che bhAI, tame zenI mAphI mAMge che? tame te kaMI mAre gunha karyo nathI ane Ama kema bele che? A zraddhALu musalamAnane khabara na hatI ke sapanuM kArastAna . A bhAIsAhebanuM ja hatuM. duSTa musalamAne satya vAta kahI dIdhI. pachI kahyuM ke mArI ekanI eka putrIne sarpa karaDe che, bebhAna thaI gaI che. kaI rIte jhera utaratuM nathI. ghaNAM upAyo karyA paNa badhA niSphaLa gayA. Apa mArI putrIne bacAve. enuM jhera utAre zraddhAvAna musalamAne kahyuM: huM kaMI thaDe ja maMtra taMtra vAdI chuM! tyAre pelAe kahyuMH bhale. Apa maMtravAdI na ha paNa mane vizvAsa che ke Apa mArI putrIne bacAvI zakaze. ThIka, bIjAnA prANu mArAthI bacatA hoya to huM AvavA taiyAra chuM. keTalI udAra bhAvanA! pitAnuM bUruM karanAranuM paNa bhaluM thAya evI A zraddhALu musalamAnanI bhAvanA hatI. tarata ja uThIne pelA musalamAnane ghera AvyA. zraddhAthI thayela camatkAra: musalamAnanI putrInA hazahoza uDI gayA hatA. maMtravAdIoe hAtha khaMkherI nAMkhyA hatAM. have bacavAne kaI upAya na hatA. chatAM zraddhALu musalamAne zraddhA pUrvaka navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karI tenA upara pANI chAMTayuM. tyAM ajaba camatkAra thayo. chekarInuM jhera Apo Apa utarI gayuM. ane chokarI jANe navo avatAra pAmI hoya tema ALasa maraDIne pathArImAMthI ubhI thaI gaI. pAse ubhelA dareka mANasa Azcaryacakita banI gayA. dareka harSaghelA banI gayAM. ane zraddhALu musalamAnane dhanyavAda ApavA lAgyA, ane saunA mukhamAMthI raheje evA zabdo sarI paDayA ke kevI paropakAraparAyaNatA ! ke ajaba maMtrane prabhAva! bhAI, dhanya che tamane !! zA. 8

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(1) aMjuo ! eka aparAdhI upara paNa rahemanajara rAkhavI e sahelI vAta nathI duniyAmAM AvA mANase bahu ja ochA hoya che. navakAra maMtrane prabhAva ajaba che, navakAra maMtranA prabhAvanA aneka duSTate che. navakAra maMtrane gaNanArA paNa parama padane pAmI gayAM che navakAra maMtra anAdine ene e ja che, paNa gaNanAranI zraddhA upara AdhAra rahelo che tame paNa navakAra maMtra gaNatA hazo. paNa cittanI sthiratA na hoya, hAthamAM mALA heya ane citta te kayAMya bhamatuM heya. halya bUrI bhAvanAnA kacarAthI bhareluM hoya tyAM Ave prabhAvika maMtra kayAMthI phaLe? kabIrajIe kahyuM che ke mAlA pherata juga gayA, gayA na manakA phera, karakA manakA DArI ke, manakA manakA phera." AvI rIte navakAra maMtra gaNatAM janmAre vItI javA AvyuM, paNa mananuM bhaTakavApaNuM na TaLe te phaLa kyAMthI maLe? manane bahAra bhaTakatuM rAkhI mALAnA maNakA gaNavA karatAM mana rUpI maNakAne je hAthamAM laI le arthAta manane vaza karI le te jarUra sAdhanAmAM saphaLatA maLyA vinA na ja rahe. paNa zraddhA hovI joIe. ' Aje mANasamAM zraddhA nathI, vizvAsa nathI, navakAra gaNatAM phaLanI mAMgaNI kare che. basa, paugalika sukhanI AzAthI ja navakAra maMtra gaNe che te tenuM phaLa evuM ja maLe ne? tamane to navakAra maMtra gaNavAne TAIma ja kyAM che? kadAca gaNatA haze to sukhanI AzAthI gaNatA hazo. ame tamane pUchIe ke zrAvakajI! navakAra maMtra gaNe che? tyAre e javAba maLe che ke sAheba! ghaNaya navakAra maMtra gaNyAM paNa amane te kaMI titva dekhAtuM nathI. yazAnI vinaMtI :- bhUga purahita brAhmaNa hatuM, chatAM cAritramArganI ene zraddhA thaI. musalamAnane eka ja vakhata jaina munine samAgama thatAM navakAramaMtra upara akhUTa zraddhA thaI. paNa varSothI upAzrayamAM besatA vItarAgavANInuM pAna karanAra mahAvIranA putrane haju jAgavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. dIkSAnI vAta Ave tyAre kaho cho ke zuM karIe? zrAvikA rajA nathI ApatAM. paNa bhAI ! jene aMtaraMga vairAgya Ave tene patnI-putro mAtA-pitA kaI rokI zakatuM nathI. bhRgu purehitane enI patnIe kahyuM ke svAmInAtha! maLelAM sukhane choDIne tame bIjA sukha meLavavA zA mATe dIkSA le che? ApaNe pachI dIkSA laIzuM. paNa bhegu purohite enI vAtane svIkAra na karyo. eNe sAme javAba Apyo he yazA! ghaNAM bhoga bhagavyAM. game teTalAM bhege bhegavIe te paNa tRpti thavAnI nathI. meM te bhogone choDyA nathI ane yuvAnI te jhaDapabhera cAlI jAya che. Atma sAdhanA mATe yuvAvasthA ja zreSTha che.

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majabUta gAMThane cIravA mATe batrIsa varSane yuvAno ane tINa kuhADe ja joIe. buTho kuhADa gAMTha cIrI zakti nathI tema kamanI majabUta graMthIne cIravA mATe paNa yuvAvasthA ja joIe. tame mAnatA ho ke ghaDapaNamAM dharmadhyAna karIzuM, paNa ghaDa-' paNa Avaze ke nahi tenI zI khAtrI? kadAca mAnI lo ke ghaDapaNa Avaze te tamArI zArIrika zakti sArI raheze ke nahi tenI khabara che? kAyA te kAcI mATInA ghaDA jevI che. ene vizvAsa karavA jevuM nathI. jyAM sudhI sAdhana majabUta che tyAM sudhI sAdhyanI siddhi karI le. bhRgu purohita kahe che ke huM koI sukhanI AzAthI bhegane tyAga karatuM nathI. , te saMyamamaya jIvana gALavA, lAbha-alAbha-sukha-duHkha Adine samyak prakAre jANIne samatAbhAva dhAraNa karI AtmAne karmanA baMdhanathI mukta karavA dIkSA lauM chuM. haju paNa tenI patnI zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna....naM. 93 Aso vada 7 ne budhavAra tA. 21-10-70 sujJa baMdhuo ! parama kRpALu bhagavAna mahAvIra jeo trizalAnA lAla hatA. jeo AjathI 2496 varSo pUrve mekSamAM padhAryA che temanuM ApaNe stavana karIe chIe. stavana zA mATe karIe chIe? rAgadveSane nAza karavA mATe. anAdikALathI chava rAgaASanA tephAne caDyo che. ene zAMta kare che te tamAre vItarAga vANInA svarUpane jarUra samajavuM joIze. ane saMta samAgama karavo joIze. saMta sagAgama zA mATe kahyo? saMsArI che anIti, prapaMca ane kAvAdAvAmAM paDelA che. te rAga-dveSathI para thavA upadeza ApI zake nahIM. ane je te upadeza ApavA jAya te te chinnabhinna thaI jAya. kema kharuM ne? tame game tevA zrImaMta che paNa tame tyAgamAM AvyA nathI ane koIne tyAgane upadeza ApavA jAva te ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM uDI jAvane? sattAnA rAgamAM paDele mAnavI kaMI paNa samajAvavAne samartha nathI. kharekhara samajAvavAne samartha hoya, kahevAne gyA hoya te saMtapurUSa che. kAraNa ke te saMsAranA prabhanathI ane bhegothI vita thayA che. tamArA jIvananA anubhave tamArA khyAlamAM che ne? saMsAranA raMgarAgamAM paDIne tamArA bALakone paNa sAcI salAha ApI zakatA nathI. Aje ghaNI jagyAe saMtAnane mAbApa vaDe che. ene naphaphaTa kahe che, paNa kharekhara javAbadAra koNa che? tenI mAbApane khabara nathI. bALapaNathI ja bALake mAbApanuM vartana jotAM AvyAM

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e ane jevuM joyuM tevu zIkhyA. mammI ane pappA parpha pAvaDara lagAvI hAthamAM pa laIne pharavA nIkaLe tA khALake zuM zIkhe? A sinemAe te satyAnAza vALyu. game tevA azlIla dRzya ane ubhaTa paheraveza rajI karIne khALakAnA jIvanamAM keTalI kharAma vAsanAo ubhI thai tenA khyAla che? are, zuM kahuM, AjanA kaMIka mAkhA| / peAtAnA saMtAnane sinemA jovA mATe, chellI DhamanA kapaDAM paheravA mATe Agraha kare, ane te rIte bALaka na kare tA meghA kahe. kharekhara! A sinemAe tA ke maLa bALakAnA mana matibhraSTa karyAM che ane geraraste doryAM che. paNa yAda rAkhajo, tamArA saMtAneAne dhArmika zikSaNathI va`cita rAkhaze, ane AvA kusaskArI tarapha jatAM rokaze nahi tA pariNAma zuM Avaze ? lImaDo vALyA pachI AMkhAnA phaLanI AzA rAkhaze te AMkhe kayAMthI maLaze ? mATe jo kharekhara khALakane sudhAravA hAya tA prathama mA khApAe sudharavuM paDaze ane khALakomAM dhArmika saMskAronuM si'cana ane saMtanA samAgama karAvavA joize, kevaLa tiraskAra karavAthI bALake sudharI javAnA nathI paNa premathI dharmanA saMskAre Ape. tamane jyAM jyAM sa`sAramAM sukha dekhAya che tyAM kharekhara uMDANuthI vicAra karaze tA duHkha ja dekhAze, AjanA mAnavI atha ane kAmanA rAgamAM AMdhaLA thaIne kre che. paNa tenI bhayAnakatA jIvane jyAre samajAze tyAre ApoApa tenA rAga ghaTI jaze. paise tamane khUba vahAlA che ane tamArA sa`sArI sukha ane sagavaDa ApanArA dekhAya che. tame mAnA che ke tenAthI sava sagavaDatA maLe, mAnapAna maLe, ane temAM tame sukha anubhavA che. paNa tamane khakhara nathI ke A te pUrvabhave karelAM puNyanuM piraNAma che. puNya hAya ane thADA purUSArtha kare teA dhana maLI rahe paNa temAM rAcavA jevuM nathI. kAraNa ke te kAyama nathI rahevAnuM. game tyAre Aga lAge, cArI thAya, meAta Ave teA dhanane cheADIne javAnuM ja che. kharekhara, tame bhegA bhegavatAM je sukha nahIM anubhavyu' hAya tethI anaMta gaNu duHkha tamane cheDatAM thavAnu che. herIphAyara duniyAnA agragaNya zrImatA paikInA eka zrImaMta hatA. te potAnA jIvanamAM chatAM paise paisA pAchaLa ja guMgaLAine maryAM, tenA tamane khyAla nahI' hAya. eka vakhatanI vAta che. "Strong Room " sTroMga rUmamAM paisA gaNatA gaNatAM-bAraNuM Ape| Apa baMdha thaI jAya che. ane karoDA DAlaranA mAlika najara samakSa chate paise te ja Strong Room" mAM gUMgaLAI ne mare che. pANI pANI kare che. paNa avAja mahAra sa'bhaLAtA nathI. ene tyAM sudhInA vicAra thayA ke mane koI eka galAsa pANI pIvaDAve te huM tene mArI badhI milkata daI dauM.. ATalI taiyArI heAvA chatAM taraphaDIne te marI gayA. huM mArA baMdhue ! A lakSmInA mehane tame buDhDhI judI dRSTithI tapAsa tA tamane khyAla Avaze ke kharekhara lakSmI nAzavata che. kama badhAvanAra che ane. azaraNu che.

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A uparanuM dRSTAMta sAMbhaLatA te tamane khyAla Ave che ne ke lakSamI zaraNe ApanArI nathI. jo tamane ATaluM samajAze te tamane Ape Apa enA para rAga ocho thaI jaze. have Ajano mAnavI vAsanA ane kAmanAne bhogI bane che, tenA viSe thoDuM samajAvuM. jo tame dareka vastune anekAMta daSTithI joze te tamane ba" khyAla Avaze. jyAre strI tarapha tame juo che tyAre tamane lAge che ke kevI rUpALI che, suzIla che, zIlavaMtI che, saMskArI che. badhI rIte sevA cAkarI kare tevI che, A rIte joIne tamane tenA pratye neha thAya che. paNa bIjI dRSTithI strI tarapha vicAra kare joIe. aho! huM jenA pratye rAga karuM chuM te zarIra keTaluM azucIthI bhareluM che ane nAzavaMta che ! eka vakhatanI vAta che. eka gAmamAM mAmA bhANeja sAthe jatA hatA. temAM eka strI jatI joIne bhANeja tenA sauMdaryanA vakhANa karavA lAge. AthI mAmAe AMkhe baMdha karI dIdhI ane nAke rUmAla DhAMkI dIdhe. bhANeja kahe. mAmA! Ama kema karyuM? tyAre tene mAmA bhANejane sudhAravA zuM ? dikarA! e te khUba azucInuM bhareluM zarIra che. nAkamAM lIMTa che, kAnamAM mela che, AMkhamAM cIpaDA che ane zarIra AkhuM maLa, kapha ane azucIthI bhareluM che. AvA azucIthI bharelA zarIramAM tuM zuM mohI paDe! ema aneka prakAre jyAre mAmAe nAzavaMta zarIra viSe samajAvyuM tyAre bhANejane bhAna thaI gayuM ane tenA pratyene rAga Apo Apa ghaTI gaye. devAnupriya! saMsAranA sukhe te IlekaTrIka zoTa jevA che. mehata AtmA tene jotAM ja eMTI jAya che. paNa jyAre temAM rahelI bhayAnakatAnuM darzana thAya che tyAre te ukhaDI jAya che. jema IlekaTrIka zeTavALA mAnavIne lAkaDuM aDe ke tarata ja mAnavI chUTo paDI jAya che, tema zarIra azucInuM bhareluM che tevuM bhAna thAya che ke tarata ja tenA pratyene rAga ghaTI jAya che. AvuM ja eka bIjuM daSTAMta che, te tamane kahuM chuM. - eka nagara che. te nagaramAM eka nagarazeThane tyAM suzIla yauvanavaMtI putrI che. rAjaputra eka vakhata A kanyAne joIne mohI jAya che ane tarata ja tene maLavA AturatA darzAve che. te patra lakhe che, ane kanyA tarata ja aThavADiyA pachI TAIma Ape che. A javAba maLatAM rAjakumArane thayuM ke kanyA paNa mArA jevA ja vicAravALI che. paNa tene khabara nathI ke A eka suzIla gauravavaMtI bhAratIya sanArI che. ane zIlakhAtara prANa arpaNa karavA paNa taiyAra che. kanyA jANe che ke rAjakumAra dhAre te karI zake tema che. paraMtu te saMskArI kanyAne saMtane samAgama thayela hatuM. eTale AtmajJAnathI pitAnAM zIlanA rakSaNa kAje pitAnuM jIvana hoDamAM mUke che. pitAnA kuTuMbanA rAjavaidane bolAve

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che. ane tarata ja potAnA zarIrane sUkavI nAMkhavA maLa kADhI nAkhIne zIlane bacAva karavA saMkalapa kare che. ane rAjavaidane tene mATe kaI davA hoya te pUche che. rAjavaida kahe che ke nepALanI eka goLI paNa zarIranA maLane kADhI phikakuM karI nAkhe che. zeThanI kanyA khAnagImAM 28 goLI pitAnI javAbadArIe ja mAMge che. savAra sAMja babbe goLI levAnuM zarU kare che. nepALAnI asara paNa kevI ? te Apa sahuM jANatAM haze. savArasAMja babbe goLI levAthI zarIranAM maLa nIkaLavA mAMDayA. tene te kanyA suMdara kuMbhamAM bharIne DhAMkI rAkhe che. ane aThavADiyAmAM potAnuM zarIra kSINa-zaktihIna ane phIkakuM karI nAMkhe che. A badhuM zA mATe? eka zIlanI rakSA mATe ne ? aThavADiyA pachI rAjakumAra Ave che. divAnakhaMDa suzobhita banAvela che. maLanA kuMbha raMgaberaMgI kAgaLathI DhAMkI upara gulAbanA phulo vigereDhAMkI divAnakhaMDamAM goThavI dIdhA che. agarabattIonI suvAsa phelAvI dIdhI che ane rAjakumAra to zeThanI kanyA meLavavAnI tIvra IcchAmAM tenI rAha joI ne beThe che. jyAre sAta divasamAM pitAnuM rUpa maLa rUpe kADhI kanyA te phIkakI hADapiMjara jevI thaI gaI che. kanyAe kAma karanAra bAIne bolAvavAnI manAI karI che. kumArane kanyA jevAnI AturatA che. tenI AturatAmAM ja A kanyA pitAnI kAma karanArI bAIo sAthe Ave che. rAjakumAra te gulAbI gAla ane rUpanA mohamAM paDela A kanyAne jotAM oLakhI zaktA nathI. te kAmAMdha rAjakumAra kAma karanArI bAIone zeThanI rUpavaMtI kanyA viSe pUche che tyAre sucanA pramANe kAmavALI bAIo mauna seve che. ane zeThanI putrI tarataja kahe che ke Apa jene maLavA mAgo cho te zeThanI putrI te huM ja chuM. zarIranA rUpamAM kAmAMdha thayelA rAjakumArane tarata ja kanyA kahe che ke Ape te kanyAne mehela ke rUpane mahela! je tamAre kanyA joItI hoya te te huM pote ja chuM ane tenuM rUpa joItuM hoya to A kuMbhamAM che. tema kahI te kanyA kAmavALI bahenene kuMbha khelI nAMkhavA sucanA Ape che. ane tarata ja aThavADiyAmAM caMdhAI gayelA maLanI durgadha phelAI jAya che. tenAthI rAjakumAra arerATI pAmI jAya che.' tyAre kanyA satya hakIkta kahe che ke je rUpa ja joItuM hoya to mAruM rUpa A kuMbhamAM nIcavIne nAMkhyuM che. te joItuM hoya te laI jAva. ane te aMgenI saMpUrNa vAta paNa kahe che. rAjakamArane tarata jJAna thaI jAya che. te kanyAnA caraNamAM paDe che. ane pite karela kudaSTi mATe mAphI mAMge che. are! tene pitAnI bahena gaNe che. tene te ja kSaNe zarIranA durgadhanA rUpanuM kharuM svarUpa jatAM vairAgya utpanna thAya che. ane tenA rUpa ane sauMdarya pratye rAga tUTI jAya che. ane rAjaputrane bhAna thaI jAya che. zeThanI kuMvarI rAjaputrane samajAvatAM AgaLa kahe che te rAjaputra! kaI kaI zarIra dAdaranA rogathI eTalA badhAM vyApta thaI gayelAM hoya che ke AMgaLI mUkIe teTalI jagA paNa khAlI dekhAtI nathI. tyAre kaI kharajavAthI gherAI gayeluM hoya che. ane moTA moTA traNa

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paDI gayelA hoya che. koI harasanI vyAdhithI pIDAtuM hoya che. koI zarIra koNa che athavA lAla banI gayuM hoya che. te keI sejAthI sthUla ane bhayaMkara jevuM dekhAya che. koine khAMsI, keIne mAthAne duA, keIne dama, keIne uTI te koIne atisara, keIne tAva Adi rogathI vedanA thatI jovAmAM Ave che. jevuM maraNanuM duHkha che tevI rIte A rogonuM paNa duHkha che, evA aneka regathI vyApta evA A zarIra para jarA paNuM meha rAkhavA jevuM nathI. Ama kuMvarIne samajAvavAthI rAjaputrane zarIranI anityatA samajAtAM vairAgya utpana thaye. ane tene meha utarI gaye. baMdhuo! have ApaNe ApaNA cAlu viSaya para AvIe. bhagu purohitane saMsAranI ane zarIranI anityatA samajAI gaI che. jene AtmAnI anubhUti thaI gaI che, paranI pichANa jene thaI gaI che, te bhUga purohita dIkSA levA mATe taiyAra thaye che. patnIne kahe che tuM mane rajA Apa te mArA lADIlA putranI sAthe huM dIkSA laIne nIkaLI jauM. A kSaNika saMsAramAM rAcavA jevuM nathI. bhRgu purohite kahyuM ke putra dIkSA laI le pachI mAre A kSaNika saMsAramAM zA mATe paDyA rahevuM joIe! baMdhuo ! bhRgu purohita kaMI vRddha nahote thaI gaye. be putro kizoravayamAM jAgI gayA che. bhRgu pure hitane saMsAranA sukhe bhegavavAno samaya che. paNa e AtmAne samajAyuM ke A sukhe game teTalA dekhAvamAM sArA hoya paNa bhogavyAM pachI enuM pariNAma sAruM AvavAnuM nathI. enI patnI yazAne patine meha che eTale manamAM thAya che ke mArA putra dIkSA laI leze, pati paNa dIkSA leze, te pachI A saMsAramAM mane sukha zuM? kadamAMthI cekhA kADhI lIdhA pachI phetarAmAM zuM sAra? ema mArA pati ne putra gayA pachI mAruM jIvana paNa kadanA phatarA jevuM asAra banI jaze. eTale patine kahe che svAmInAtha! Apa putronA vAde dIkSA levA taiyAra thayAM che paNa vicAra kare. tyAre bhRgu purohita kahe che-zAstramAM kharuM kahyuM che ke A hAnIH samakSatiH moTAmAM moTI nukazAnI je koI hoya te te samayakSatinI che. mahAvIra prabhu kahe che ke he gautama! jema jhADamAM pILAM thaelA pAkAM pAMdaDA eka pachI eka paDatAM jAya che tevI ja rIte divasa ane rAtrIo pasAra thatAM mANasanuM jIvana pAkatuM jAya che ane thoDA ja vakhatamAM aMdagIne aMta AvI jAya che. jema dAbhaDAnI aNI upara laTakatuM jhAkaLanuM biMdu pavanane jhapATe lAgatAM tarata paDI jAya che tema manuSyanI jIMdagIne tarata aMta AvI jAya che. mATe dharmanA kAryamAM ke AtmAnuM zreya sAdhavAmAM eka kSaNane paNa pramAda na kare. eka kSaNa paNa vyartha gumAvavI nahi. manuSyanI jiMdagIne pratyeka samaya karmanA pravAhane AtmAmAM praveza karatA aTakAvavAmAM ane junA kane dUra karavAmAM vaparAya te ja jIvanane sadvyaya thaye gaNAya. bIjI chaMdagIonI apekSAe

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dhAkhI dagI bahu kiMmatI che. tenI eka kSaNa lAkha ane karoDa sonAmahoro karatAM jayAre kiMmatI che. tene yatheccha-game tevI rIte upayoga kare ke tene vyartha gumAvI nAMkhavI. e calAvI levAya tevI vAta nathI. dareka kSaNa apramAdamAM ja pasAra thavI joIe OAra pakSInI mAphaka sAvadhAna rahevuM. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lebha-iSya-asUyA-mada-meha vagere luMTArAonuM eTaluM badhuM paribaLa che ke AtmAnI pramattAvasthAmAM teo ekadama Atmika saMpatti lUMTe jAya che. ane Atmika saMpattine sthAne karmane kacare bharI de che. mATe temanAthI bacavAne apramAda sevavAnI ane pramAdane dUra karavAnI ghaNI jarUra che. bhRgu purahitanA vairAgyabharyA vacane sAMbhaLI haju yazA zuM kahe che - mA hu tuma soyariyANa sammare, juNNo va haMso paDisottagAmI / | muMjhAphi mAra mA samALa, Duka viNAyA vivo u. a. 14-33 yazA kahe che ke svAmInAtha ! pratistrotagAmI cha haMsanI jema tamAre tamArA bhAIone yAda na karavA paDe. tame mArI sAthe saMsAramAM rahIne sukha bhege. huM nizcayathI Apane kahuM chuM ke dIkSA laIne bhikSAcarI karavI. vihAra ane municaryA duHkharUpa che. ahIM vihAra zabda ekalA vihAra mATe ja vaparAye nathI. paNa sAdhunA samasta AcAro mATe batAvyuM che. ene kahevAno Azaya e che ke tyAgano mArga e kaMI je te nathI. khAMDAnI dhAra upara cAlavA jevuM che. tyAgamArge jatAM aneka prakAranA upasargo Avaze. haju yazA kahe che. svAmInAtha! huM Apane satya kahuM chuM. dIkSA levI e mahAna duSkara che. tyAM keIne kahevAze nahi. sahevAze nahi ane ghera paNa nahi avAya. pachI tame mane yAda karaze ke mArI patnI kahetI hatI te sAcuM hatuM. tame pAchaLathI pastAze. kevI rIte? meTI nadIne pravAha pUrajozamAM vahete hoya te vakhate sAme kinAre javAnI AzAthI yuvAna hase prayANa kare, tenI sAthe vRddha haMsa paNa sAme kinAre javA taiyAra thAya te tenI kevI dazA thAya? madhya bhAge jaIne vRddha haMsa thAkI jAya che tyAre enA manamAM ema thAya che ke huM kayAM Ave? pachI nahi A kinArAne ne nahi sAmAM kinArAne! ane bhraSTa tate bhraSTa" jevI enI sthiti thAya che. tema svAmInAtha! putranI ugatI uMmara che, emanAmAM baLa che. e te pariSaha sahana karavAmAM pAchA nahi paDe. paNa tame thAkI jaze eTale gUraze ke meM dIkSA na lIdhI hatI te sAruM hatuM. rakhene tamane dIkSA laIne Ave zoca thAya. enA karatAM saMsAramAM rahI mArI sAthe bhega bhega. tamane tamArI patnI A pramANe kahe te tame kevA kulAI jAva. bIjAne ema kahe ke tArI bhAbhIne mArA upara ke prema che! e te mArA mATe eka vakhata prANa ApavA paDe te ApI de tevI che. bhAI! A badhuM tamane ujaLuM dekhAya che. paNa aMdara te tene svArtha bharyo che. tamArA zubha puNyane udaya che tyAM sudhI prema che, paraMtu pApane udaya thaze eTale prema e cheSanA rUpamAM pariNamaze.

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!. eka yuvAne lagna karyA. paraNIne patnI gharamAM AvI. e ramI khUba sAdI ane saskArI hatI. paraNIne AvyA paMdareka divasa thayA. teNe patinA svabhAvane pArakhI lIdhe. pachI kahe che svAmInAtha ! huM Apane eka vAta kahuM mArA bApe ATalA dAgInA kayAM che, ATalA kapaDAM karyA che, A badhe jagane vahevAra che. jaganA vahevArane anusarIne kariyAvara karyo che. bAkI mane A sADIo-zelA ane senAnA dAgInA paheravA gamatA nathI. je Apane duHkha na thAya te huM khAdInA sAdA kapaDAM ane saubhAgyanI nizAnI pUratI be sapheda baMgaDI ja paherUM. jeTalAM suMdara raMgaberaMgI vastro paherIe teTalAM ApaNe suMdara dekhAIe. ane ApaNA nimittathI bIjA purUSanuM mana kharAba thAya. mATe mAre te sAdAIthI ja jIvana vitAvavuM che. pati paNa khUba sadAcArI hate. atyAranA jamAnAne phezanebala na hatuM. eTale teNe enI patnIne hA pADI. Aje te dina-pratidina phezane vadhatI jAya che. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM saubhAgyavaMtI strIo kapALamAM kaMkune cAMlle karatI hatI. Aje to kALo mezane cAMlle kare che. mecIMge te hada vALI che. jevA raMganA kapaDAM tevA raMgane cAMlle, rUmAla, ghaDiyALane paTTo badhuM ja joIe. pahelAM te zaka hoya te kALA blAujha paherAtA hatAM. tene badale Aje te phezanamAM paNa kALA blAujha pahere che. pahelAM zarIranI maryAdA sAcavavA jADA kapaDA paheratA hatAM ane Aje to sAva bArIka nAIlenanA kapaDAM paherAya che. nAIlene te bhAratanuM nAka kapAvyuM che. Aje tame nAIlenanAM kapaDAM lAvI Ape che ane bahene pahere che, paNa enAthI zarIranI maryAdA sacavAtI nathI. A bahena kahe che vo te zarIrane DhAMkavA mATe ja pahesvA che ne? eNe khAdInA be joDI kapaDA maMgAvyA, pitAnI bhAre mUlI sADIo ane dAgInAne garIbanI sevAmAM upayoga karI nAMkhyo. gharamAM jarUriyAta pUratI sAmagrI rAkhI. pati pagAra lAve temAM pitAnuM gujarAna nabhAve che. khUba sAdAIthI jIvana jIve che. gharakAmathI nivRtta thAya tyAre sArA pustakanuM vAMcana karatI, paNa gharanI bahAra kAma vinA jatI nahi. pati divase nokarI jAya eTale bAI te gharamAM ekalI ja heya. pADozaNabAI enA gharamAM AvIne kahe che bahena ! tame te paraNIne AvyA tyArathI gharamAM ekalA ja rahe che. zerInI bahenee tamAruM meTuM paNa pUruM joyuM nathI, koI koI vAra bahAra nIkaLatA he te! gharamAM ekalA besI rahevuM kema game che? vaLI tame te svataMtra che, chatAM koI divasa nahi pharavuM haravuM ke sArA kapaDAM dAgInA paNa paheravA nahi! A bAIne pADozaNanI vAta na gamI. eNe kahI dIdhuM bahena ! mane bahu bahAra nIkaLavuM gamatuM ja nathI. bAInA patine mahine rU. 200, no pagAra hate. gharakharca kADhatAM daza rUpiyA bacAvatA hatAM. ane e daza rUpiyAnuM dara mahine sAruM sAhitya vasAve. pati-patni bhegA maLI rAtre zA, 85

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mana vAMcana kare che. A rIte jIvana cAle che. paNa pelI pADeAzabhAI tA rAja rAja A sAdI khAI pAse Ave ane haravA pharavAnI ne nATaka sinemAnI vAta karavA lAgI. eTale. enA kAna bharAI gayAM, rAja rAja mAha viSayaka thA sAMbhaLavAthI mANasanuM mana palaTAI jaya che, te anusAra A mAInA manamAM paNa mahu jAgyA. yasa have te haravu pharavu. khAvu ne khelavuM evI laganI lAgI, eka divasa enA pati daza rUpiyAnu navu pustaka kharIDhIne lAkhyA. ha bhera patnInA hAthamAM ApyuM. tyAre srI kahe che tame tA masa, pustaka vasAvavAmAM ja sama jyA che. mane koI divasa haravA-pharavA laI jatA nathI. mAre mATe A nathI lAvatA ane te nathI lAvatA. Ama rAja melavA lAgI. pati samajI gayA ke koInA saMgathI AnA raMga DhaMga badalAI gayAM che. eka vakhata enI IcchA tA pUrI karI lauM, khIje divase ja mahinA badalAtA hatA. pagAra maLI gayA eTale patnInI IcchA mujaba ene karavA- pIkacara jovA badhe laI javA lAgyo. ene je je joie te badhuM lAvI ApyuM. khAI tA evI caDhI gaI ke sAMje tA hATalamAM ja khAvA javAnuM. peAte rasoI paNa manAvatI nathI. enA mAjazokha pUrA karavAmAM AkhA mahinAno pagAra aThavADiyAmAM pUrA thaI gayA. gharamAM je kAMI bhAMDa bhUkA hatA te paNa vecI nAMkhyA ne mAthe karaja thayuM. patinA manamAM ciMtA thaI ke pagAra te pUrA thaI gayA. have khAvIsa divasa kADhavA kevI rIte, e ciMtAmAM mAMdo paDayA. khUba sakhata tAva AvyA. patine mATe DokaTara tA eTalAnyA paNa vIjhITanA paisA paNa pAse che nahi. zuM kare? khUba mUjhANI. DokaTare kahyuM, aThavADiyuM anAja teA ApavAnuM nahi. have davAnA paisA ane patinA kharapha ghasavA ke phruTa lAvIne khavaDAvavAnA paisA nathI. khAI khUba mUMjhAI gai. ane pathArI pAse besIne dhruske ne dhrusake raDavA lAgI. tyAre enA pati kahe che tuM zA mATe muMjhAya che? zA mATe raDe che? tu raDIza nahi. zAMti rAkha. huM jIvuM teAya bhale ane maruM teAya bhale, paNa tArI icchA pUrI thaI ne ? tane mArA taraphathI asa MtaiASa nathI rahyo ne ? patnI paNa sajjana ane catura hatI. patinA eka ja zabdamAM samajI gaI. mAphI mAMgavA lAgI. enA pati kahe che tu' keTalI sAdI, tArA bApanA gharethI kariyAvaramAM ApelI bhAre mUlI sADIe te garIone ApI dIdhI. ane tane A zu' sUyuM ? pADozaNa tane caDhAvavA AvI paNa duHkhamAM madada karavA AvI? huM bimAra paDayeA chuM te khakhara levA kema nathI AvatI ? A duniyA tA dAraMgI che. je kaMi karIe te ApaNA kALajAne pUchIne karavuM paNu kAinI zikhAmaNe caDhavu' nahiM. koinA guNa grahaNa karavA paNa avaguNa grahaNa karavA nahi. patinA e zabdothI patnInI sAna ThekANe AvI gai. eNe niNuya karyo ke jo mArA pitAne sAruM thaI jAya tA have mAre koI pArakAnI zikhAmaNe caDhavuM nahi. ane

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pahelAMnI jema sAdAIthI jIvana jIvavuM. aMte ene pati sAjo thAya che. have te nirNaya karyo che ke eka ja TaMka jamavuM ane bane teTaluM vAMcana-mananamAM ja rakta rahevuM. je saMga sAre hoya te mANasa sudharI jAya che. pati sAdAI ane sadAcAramAM aDaga rahaye te bAI paNa eka TakeramAM sudharI gaI. yazAne moha mUMjhave che eTale bhRgu purohitane kahe che dIkSA laIne gharagharamAM gaucarI javuM bahu muzkela che. ugra tApamAM vihAra karavA paDaze. bhAjIpAlAnI jema vALane cUMTavA paDaze. keI vakhata AhAra maLaze te pANI nahi maLe. mANasa AhAra vinA TakI zake che paNa pANI vinA TakI zakatuM nathI. ame gAmaDAmAM gaucarI jaIe tyAre kevA kevA vacananA prahAre paDe che. loko kahe che meDhe pATo bAMdhyuM che te peTe 5NuM pATe bAMdhI le hatA ne? utAre paNa ke viSama maLe che. AvA saMyomAM AnaMda thavuM joIe. "ahe prabhu! Aje mArI kasoTIne divasa che." kasoTInA samaye prasanna citta rahevuM, e ja sAdhupaNAne sAra che. samabhAve pariSahene sahana karavAthI karmonI nirjarA thAya che. bhRgu purohitane vairAgya khUba daDha che, eTale patnInA vacana sAMbhaLI enuM mana pIgaLI jatuM nathI. ulaTo majabUta banIne kahe che ke yazA ! tuM kahe che ke pachI dIkSA laIzuM. paNa atyAre te dIkSAnI kaThInatAnI vAta kare che. mane kahe che ke vRddha haMsanI jema tame thAkI jaze ane tamArA manamAM kheda thaze. te pachI uMmara vadhaze te vakhate kevI dazA thaze? pachI te dIkSA kevI rIte levAze ? zarIranuM baLa ghaTI jaze, tyAre saMyama laI zakAze nahiM. mATe tuM mane atyAre ja AjJA Apa. have AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. vyAkhyAna naM. 94 Ase vada 8 ne gurUvAra tA. rara-10-70 bA. bra. 5. lAbhubAI mahAsatIjIe ApeluM vyAkhyAna anaMtajJAnI vizvavatsala, karUNAnIdhi, bhagavate jagatanA jInA uddhArane arthe zAstrasiddhAntanA ekeka adhyayanamAM AtmAnA pavitra paMthanuM mArgadarzana batAveluM che.

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siddhAMtanI ekeka gAthAnA akSare akSaramAM Atma gaurava gUMtheluM che. zAstramAMnA ekeka zabdane vicAra karatAM samajAya che ke zAstramAM AtmAnI ane khI saurabha bharelI che. jyAM sudhI AtmA siddhAMta sAgaramAM DUbakI nahi mAre tyAM sudhI mikSanAM matI meLavI zakaze nahi. Apta purUSe kahe che he mAnava! jyAM sudhI tuM dariyAnI sapATI upara ja pharyA karIza tyAM sudhI tuM metI prApta karI zakIza nahi. te ja rIte mAnava jyAM sudhI zruta sAgaramAM DUbakI nahi lagAve tyAM sudhI te Atma sukhanA motI meLavI zakaze nahi, mArA ne tamArA AtmAe anaMtakALathI saMsAranAM anekavidha duHkha bhogavyAM. e duHkhe prApta thavAnuM mULa kAraNa zuM che? e duHkhothI mukta thavA anubhavI purUSo kahe che. "je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAye duHkha anaMta, samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI saddagurU bhagavaMta " A jIva cAra gatimAM kaho, vIza daMDakamAM kahe, corAzI lAkha javAnImAM kahe, anAdikALathI keTaluM duHkha pAme che? kenA kAraNe duHkhI thaye che? jJAnI kahe che ke mAnava ! tArA aMtaraghaTamAM anaMta sukhane adhipati rahela che. dehadevaLamAM dahI birAje che tenI tane pichANa thaI nathI tethI tuM duHkhamAMthI mukta thaI zake nahi. jyAM sudhI jIva mahAnapurUnA zaraNe na jAya, mahAnapurUSane samAgama na kare tyAM sudhI duHkha muktinI yukti samajI zake nahi. | Ajano pavitra divasa zA mATe che? anaMtakALathI bhayAraNyamAM AthaDate mAre ne tamAre AtmA duHkha ane pIDA rahita banI zakyo nathI. muktinA sukhanI saDake prayANa karI zakyuM nathI. jenA Atmapradeza upara je ajJAnanA aMdhakAra chavAI gayA che tene dUra karavA mATe Ajane pavitra divasa che. Aje goMDala gacchAdhipati sva. pUjya jazAjI mahArAja sAhebanI bAvanamI puNyatithine divasa che. e pavitra purUSane janma kyAM thayuM hatuM? emaNe AtmasAdhanA kaI pavitra bhUmimAM karI hatI te viSe Aje thoDuM bolavAnuM che. sva. pUjya bA. bra. gacchAdhipati jazAjI mahArAja sAhebanI puNyatithi - pUjya gurUdeva jasAjI svAmIne janma 1885nI sAlamAM mAravADa bhUmimAM kSatriya kuTuMbamAM thayuM hatuM. pUjyazrIne janma kyAM thaya? ane kevI rIte temane vairAgya Avyo? kSatriya kuTuMbamAM khetIne dhaMdhe mukhya heya che. A jazAjIbhAI moTA thatAM ekavIza varSanI uMmare eka vakhata khetaramAM kAma karI rahyA hatAM. jazAjIbhAI khetaramAM haLa kheDatAM kheDatAM, dharatInI kheDa karatAM Atmapradeza upara rahelAM karmonI kheDa karavA taiyAra thayAM. haLukamI AtmAone nimitta paNa kevA maLI jAya che? eka divasa jazAjIbhAI

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ha77 dharatI kheDI rahyA hatAM. kheDatAM kheDatAM kIDIone samuha temanA jevAmAM Avyo. pApabhIrU AtmAo AzravanA sthAnamAM paNa saMvara kare che. AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke je mANavA te parivA, ne pariNavA te gAvA." kIDIone samuha joI pApa bhIrU evA jazAjIbhAIne aMtaraghaTamAM raNakAra thaye. asaMkhya kIDIo IemanA AtmAmAM anukaMpAbhAva utpanna thayo. teo vicAra karavA lAgyAH ahe prabhu! pApI peTane khAtara mAre keTaluM pApa karavuM paDe che! AvuM pApa karavuM e mAre mATe zreyakArI nathI. saMsAramAM ubhele AtmA bahirmukha daSTine aMtarmukha banAvI AtmAmAM uMDe utare che tyAre ene pApanI sUga caDhe che. ane AtmAne pApane pazcAtApa thAya che. ane pariNAma nirmaLa thAya che. jazAjIbhAInA manamAM thaI gayuM ke A pApI peTane khAtara mAre AvuM pApa karavuM nathI. khetI karatAM karatAM cAlI nIkaLyA. sAcA saMtanI zodha karavA nIkaLe che. zodha karatAM karatAM bhaktonI eka maMDaLI bheTe che. bhakatonI maMDaLI eka gAmathI bIje gAma yAtrA karavA nIkaLI hatI. jazAjIbhAI paNa e bhakta maMDaLImAM joDAI gayAM. bhakta maMDaLanI sAthe eka gAmathI bIje gAma pharatAM pharatAM saurASTramAM Ave che. saurASTramAM ghaNuM gAma pharatAM pharatAM rAjakeTa nagarImAM Ave che. rAjakoTamAM AvyA pachI jazAjIbhAInA dehamAM azAtA vedanIyane udaya thatAM khUba bhayaMkara tAva Ave. bhaktonI maMDaLI be traNa divasa rokAI, paNa jazAjIbhAIne tAva utaryo nahi. bhaktoe vicAra karyo ke Ane tAva utarato nathI. je ApaNe enA mATe rokAI jaIzuM te ApaNe ghaNuM gAma pharavAnuM rahI jaze. ApaNe AgaLa nIkaLI zakIzuM nahi ema vicAra karI bhakta maMDaLInA eka bhaktane tenI pAse mUkIne cAlI nIkaLe che. temane sakhata tAva caDheluM hatuM. bhAna paNa na hatuM. tAva utaratAM AMkha khelIne joyuM to potAnA sahavAsIone joyA nahi. badhA kayAM gayAM? puchaparacha karatAM khabara paDI ke pitAnA sAthIo cAlyA gayA. ahe prabhu? huM jenA Azraye Ave, meM jemane sAtha karyo hato tevA sAthIe paNa mane choDIne cAlyA gayA? A saMsAramAM ke konuM che? ema vicAra zreNIe caDhayA. tAva saMpUrNa utarI gaye. ' eka vakhata jasAjIbhAIne koI sujJa zrAvakano bheTo thaye. zrAvaka pUjyazrIne jove che. emane joIne zrAvakanA manamAM vicAra thaye ke A koI paradezI paMkhIDuM lAge che. emanA khabara aMtara pUchyA, paristhiti jANI lIdhI ane zrAvaka temane pitAne ghera laI gayAM. ane AvelA paradezIne mIThI huMpha ApI. khUba sevA karI. emanuM zarIra varatha thaI gayuM. A samaye rAjakoTamAM pUjya puMjAjI mahArAja sAheba birAjatAM hatAM. jazAjIbhAInI dharmabhAvanA jANu sujJa zrAvake vicAra karyo ke A koI hakamI AtmA che. ene sAcA gurU kene kahevAya che, kama baMdhana kevI rIte thAya che? karma baMdhanathI mukta

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thavAnI yukti koNa batAve che? sAcuM sukha kayAM che ane dukha kayAM che? jIva-ajIrvapuNya-pApa-Azrava-saMvara kene kahevAya? vigerenuM vAstavika jJAna ane ApavA jevuM che. emane puMjAjI svAmInA darzanArthe lAve che. emanuM lalATa joIne pUjyazrIne manamAM ema thayuM ke A keI bhavyAtmA che. ema samajI gya upadeza Apyo. jazAjIbhAI gurUne upadeza dilamAM ghUMTavA lAgyA. sAcA saMtanI pichANa thaI. - jasAjIbhAIe manamAM vicAra karyo ke meM atyAra sudhImAM kaMIka saMta-saMnyAsIo joyA, mahaMte joyA, alakha niraMjananI Ahaleka pukAratA jegIne joyA, paNa na munine atyAra sudhI joyA nahi. kharekhara, sAce dharma hoya te jaina dharma che. jaina dharma je tyAga bIje kyAMya nathI. AvA saddagurUo ja bhavasAgarathI tarI zake ane bIjAne tArI zake. pUjya puMjAjI svAmInA samAgamathI temanA aMtaraghaTamAM vairAgya bhAva utpanna thaye. ane dIkSA levAne daDha nizcaya karyo. dilanA divAnakhAnAmAM je bhAve bharyA hatAM te gurU pAse vyakta karyA. ane gurU pAse eka varSa sudhI satata abhyAsa karI bAvIza varSanI uMmare 107mAM vaizAkha suda thanA rAjakoTa zaheranAM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. laIne pUjya gurUdevanI sAnidhyamAM rahI pUjya gurUdevanI sevA karatAM jJAna mATe bhagIratha purUSArtha karyo. zuddha saMyamanI sAdhanA karatAM athAga jJAna prApta karyuM. te "kSatriyapaNuM khelAvyuM, AvyA soraTha deza, pUjya puMjAjI svAmI pAse, lIdhe sAdhuveza." marUdharanA cha mahaMta re, chatrIza guNathI yukta, bahumutrI bhagavaMta, sUtra siddhAMtanI rUca," "67 varSa saMyamamAM sthira, kApyAM karma kathIra, dhamabAga rakhavALa, garavA guNa gaMbhIra." ghaNuM jJAna prApta karyA pachI temane AcArya padavI arpaNa karavAmAM AvI. huM bhulatI na heu te mArA sAMbhaLavA mujaba geDala saMpradAyanA e mahArathIe 67 varSa sudhI zuddha ane zreSTha ugra sAdhanA karatAM kaMIka bhavyAtmAone saMsAra samudrathI tAryA che. pUjya jasAjI svAmIne jJAnI-banIvinayavAna, tapodhanI evAM tera ziSya hatAM. vakhata jatAM pUjyazrIne aMtara ghaTamAM jJAnane khUba ughADa thaI gayA. temanAM carmacakSu cAlyA gayA hatAM paNa aMtaracakSu khulI gayA hatA. koI prazna pUchavA Ave, kaMI gAthA levA Ave te khUba suMdara rIte samajAvatAM hatAM. ane kayA siddhAMtanA kayA pAnA upara Ane uttara che tema teo kahI zakatA hatAM. vicAra kare. e mahAna purUSanI keTalI bairyatA, keTalI gaMbhIratA? keTale pazama haze ke kayA pAnA upara kayuM pada che te paNa teo jANI zakatA hatA. e chatrIsa guNanA dhAraka, dhIravIra ne gaMbhIra AcArya rAjakeTamAM sthira vAsa rahayAM. paraMtu bhAvimAM-kSetrasparzanA nahi hoya jethI rAjakoTamAM bhayaMkara hegane rAga phATI nIkaLe, eTale pUjya gurUdeva rAjakeTa cheDI geDala padhAryA. goMDalamAM ja deha paDavAne haze eTale gaMDalamAM paNa bhayaMkara kaDakaDI rega phATI nIkaLyA. kaDakaDIyA

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rAgamAM pUjyazrInA deha jakaDAI gayA. mane savata 1974nAM masA thavI mAane ne 89 varSanI uMmare goMDala mukAme gAdInA gAmamAM pU. gurUdevanA dehavilaya thayu.. (kALadharma pAmyA.) mRtyu koine cheDatu nathI, AvA pavitra mahAna purUSane kALarAjAe pakaDI lIdhA. e AtmA tA peAtAnI sAdhanA sAdhI, tyAganI. AMta jalAvI, sayamanI saurabha mhe'DhAvI ApaNane anupama sa Mdeza ApI gayAM che. ApaNe paNa e pavitra purUSanA paMthe prayANa karIe ane uttama sAdhanA sAdhIe e ja bhAvanA !! vadhu triduSI. mA. bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI pharamAvaze, anaMtajJAnI zAsana samrATa sajJa bhagavate potAnA jJAnamAM jagatanuM' svarUpa nihA nyuM. bhagavAne jeTaluM peAtAnA jJAnamAM jANyuM teTalu teo vANI dvArA kahI zakyA nathI. je padma zrI sarvAMge dIThuM jJAnamAM, kahI zakayA nahi paNa te zrI bhagavAna je, eha svarUpane anya vANI tezu kahe, anubhava geAcara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna jo....apUrva jeTalA bhAvA joyA teTalA vANI dvArA prabhu vaNavI zakayA nathI. jeTalA bhAvA prabhue vANI dvArA ThAlavyA teTalA gaNadharA jhIlI zakayA nathI. jeTaluM gaNudharAe jhIlyu' teTalu AcAryAM yAda rAkhI zakayA nathI, AMkha khelIne A hAlane AkhA joI zakAya, paNa eTalI ja vAramAM hAlanu varNana karI zakAya nahi. kAraNa ke kahevAmAM jeTale samaya lAge che teTaleA jovAmAM lAMgatA nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe echA AyuSyamAM ghaNI ArAdhanA karI. bhagavAnanuM AyuSya 7ra vatu hatu temAM trIza va tA gRhasthA zramamAM rahyA. 42 va dIkSA paryAya pALI, temAM sADA bAra varSe teA chaTThamasthapaNAmAM gayA. pachI kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzIna prApta karyA ane pachI jagatanA jIvAne pratimAdha karyAM. hai AtmA ! " saMyuArjana vuArU " tame edha pAme. kema samajatAM nathI ! kaMIka samajo. gayelI ghaDI ne paLa pharIne pAchI nahi maLe. bhagavAnanA ApaNA upara keTale! mahAna upakAra che. bhagavAna mahAvIrane mekSa gayAM 2496 varSa thaI gayAM. RSabhadeva prabhu mAkSe gayA keTaleA kALa vItI gayA tA paNu ApaNe e mahAna purUSAne yAda karIe chIe. kAraNa ke e mahAna purUSAnA jIvanamAM mahAna guNeA hatAM. jagatanAM jIvA pratye karUNAbhAva hatA. Aje tamArA bApadAdAone gayA traNa peDhIo thaI jAya teA paNa yAda karatAM nathI. kAraNa ke emanA jIvanamAM svAtha hatA. mahAnapurUSAnA jIvanamAM svArtha na hatA. mahAnapurUSAnu jIvana paramAtha kAje ja hoya che. (2 hamaNAM ja lAbhukhAi mahAsatIjIe pUjya jasAjIvAmInA jIvananuM suMdara zailImAM vaNu na karyuM. e AtmA kevA pavitra hatA. emaNe dharatI kheDatAM kheDatAM kIDIo joine peAtAnA aMtaranI bhUmine kheDI nAMkhI. pRthvInA paDaLa ukhADatAM kamanAM paDaLa ukhADavAnI bhAvanA jAgI. mahAna purUSonA jIvana caritra sAMbhaLI tamane kaI samajAya che ke nahi ? geAMDala

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samayamAM jeTalAM saMta-satIo kALadharma pAmI gayAM che temanI puNyatithi tame dara varSe ujave che chatAM tamane kema asara nathI thatI? mane to lAge che ke mArA rAjagRhInA zrAvake lokhaMDanuM bakhtara paherIne Ave che. eTale tamAruM hRdaya pIgaLatuM nathI. have tamAre mATe kaI jAtane bha saLagAva ke kaMIka karatAM tamAruM hRdaya (haiyuM) pIgaLe! tamane gaLathuthImAMthI jana dharmanA saMskAra vArasAgata maLyA che. jyAre jasAjIsvAmIne vArasAgata jina dharma naheAte maLe. chatAM kevuM suMdara jIvana jIvI gayA !! lAbhubAIe kahyuM ke emanA azAtAdanIya kamane udaya thaye. bhaktonI maMDaLI emane mUkIne ravAnA thaI gaI huM te kahuM chuM ke e pavitra AtmAne azAtAvenIya karmane udaya sArA mATe thaye. haLukamI AtmAone mATe azubha nimitta paNa zubhamAM pheravAI jAya che. nami rAjarSine dAhajavarane roga thayo tyAre emanI rANIo emanA zarIre vilepana karavA mATe caMdana ghasavA lAgI. e rANIonA kaMkaNane avAja emanA vairAgyamAM nimitta banI gaye. ane ekatva bhAvanA bhAvI tyAganA paMthe nIkaLI gayA. sanakumAra cakravatine pitAnA rUpa mATe khUba garva hato. emanA zarIramAM seLa rogo utpanna thatAM garva gaLI gaye. roganuM nimitta vairAgyanuM kAraNa banI gayuM. anAthImunine zULa roga utpanna thaye. mAtA-pitA-bhAI-baheno kaI rega na maTADI zakyAM tyAre nirNaya karyo ke je mAro roga maTI jAya to savAramAM ja svajananI AjJA laIne kSAnta, dAnta, nirAraMbhI muni banI jAuM. A rIte saMkalpa karyo ane emane rega cAle gaye ne tyAgamArge cAlI nIkaLyA. sagara cakavartinA doDha koDa putra gaMgA nadInA pravAhamAM khatama thaI gayA. e putrane viyega enA vairAgyanuM nimitta banyuM. tema pUjya jasAjIbhAIne tAva na AvyuM hatuM te sAthIdAre mUkIne jAta nahi ane puMjAjI svAmIne bheTe na thAta ane pUjya jasAjI svAmI gaMDala saMpradAyanA tAraka paNa na banata. tame paNa kevAM bhAgyavAna che ke AvA pavitra purUe rAjakeTanI bhUmimAM dIkSA lIdhI che. AmAMnA keTalAya vRddha bhAIoe e purUSanA darzana karelA haze. e purUSa ApaNane e ja vAta samajAvI gayAM che ke tyAga vinA traNa kALamAM siddhi thavAnI nathI. tIrthakare dIkSA levAnA ja hoya che. te paNa jyAre tIrthakarone dIkSA levAne samaya thAya che tyAre de bhagavAnane kahevA Ave che prabhu! have saMsAranI bahAra nIkaLe. tIrthanI sthApanA kare. jagatanA cha uparathI ajJAnane aMdhArapaTa dUra karI temane sAco rAha batAve. kayA de bhagavAnane A pramANe kahe che e tame jANe che ne? kAMtika de Ave che. e paNa eka punyAInI vAta che. devalokamAM 64 Indro che. temAM tIrthakaranA janma mahotsava samaye merU parvata upara snAna karAvavA laI jAya che. temAM prathama hakka acuta devalokanA Indrane che. arendra ja tIrthakarane ranAne karAve che. ayuta devakanA

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devAnI AyuSya sthiti bAvIsa sAgarApamanI che. eTalA samaya daramyAna jeTalA tItha ko thAya teTalA aSAnA janmamahAtsavanA hAla acyutendrane ja maLe che. atyAre sItAjInA AtmA acyutendra che. keTalI punyAI! tIranA pAMca kalyANimAM janmamahotsavanA sarva prathama ha ene ja maLe che. sItAjI bAramA devaleAkanA Indra ema ne ema nathI banyAM. emaNe kevA tyAga karyAM hatA ? duHkhamAM paNa kevA gajaba samatAbhAva rAkhyA hatA. jyAre sItAjIne laMkAmAMthI pAchA laI AvyA tyAre eka dhAbIe enI patnIne maheNu mAryuM ke huM kaI rAma jevA nathI ke cha cha mahinA rAvaNune ghera rahI AvelI sItAne pAchI potAnA gharamAM rAkhI tema huM tane nahi rAkhuM. e dheAkhInA vacanane khAtara sItAjIne vanavAsa mAkalI dIdhA, sItAjI garbhA~vatA hatA. jaMgalamAM lava-kuzane janma ApyuM. keTalAM kaSTa veThatyAM paNa rAmacaMdrajInA deSa na kADhace. peAtAnA karmAMnA doSa gaNI manamAM sheja paNa Ata dhyAna-raudradhyAna nahi karatAM samabhAva rAkhyA. enA puNyanA udaya thatAM pAchA rAmacaMdrajI aceAdhyAmAM lAve che. sItA ayAdhyAnI mahArANI ane che. chatAM manamAM jarAya malakATa na AvyeA. rAjyanA sukhA choDIne dIkSA lIdhI. khUba tapa karyAM tyAre bAramA devalAkanA Indra banyA che. seALa satImAM sItAjInuM nAma che. satIone kevAM kaSTA paDayAM che tenA tame jarA khyAla karaze. satI damayaMtIe paNa jIvanamAM kevAM kaSTo veThayAM hatAM chatAM manamAM jarAya kheda nathI thayA. naLarAjA jugAra ramyAM, jugAramAM badhuM hArI gayA ane vanamAM javAnA vakhata AnyA. te samaye naLarAjA damayaMtIne kahe che huM satI ! te mane khUba samajAye. jugAra ramavAnI nA pADI paNa mArI avaLacaMDAI e jugAra na cheDayA, ane madhuM gumAvyuM. have mArI bhUlanI zikSA bheAgavavA huM vanamAM jAuM chuM. tame ati sukumAra che|, jaMgalanAM kaSTo tame nahi veThI zake mATe tame tamArA piyara jAva ane huM mArA kramanI sajA bhAgavavA vanamAM jAuM chu. te vakhate damayaMtIe ema na kahyuM ke A tamArA pApe rAjyanuM sukha gayuM. paNa ema na kahetAM zuM kahyuM ? svAmInAtha ! Apa A zuM melyA ? pati vanamAM bhaTake ne patnI mahelamAM hera kare, e kadI nahi ane, tamArI sAthe rahI jevA sukhamAM bhAga lIdhA tevA duHkhamAM paNa bhAga levA joIe. e mane kharAkhara AvaDe che. duHkha vakhate piyara jA' te huM sAcI patnI zenI ? devAnupriye ! pApa kama tA harakhAIne karI che, paNa e pApa karmanI sajA bheAgavatI vakhate eTalI zAMti nathI hatI, ane pApane kharAkha samajyA pachI zAMtipUrvaka pApane dhAvAnA upAya karatA nathI ke pApanA tyAga paNa karatA nathI. e kema cAle ? upavAsa zA mATe karo che? A jIva anAdikALathI AhAra-saMjJAmAM lubdha banyA che. zA

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BNe khAvAnI pAchaLa ghaNuM pApa karyuM che. tene jovA mATe ane AtmAne aNAhAra bhAva pragaTa karavA mATe ja upavAsa karavAnuM che. paNa jeTale khAtI vakhate jIvane mAnada hoya che teTale upavAsa karatI vakhate AnaMda AvatuM nathI. tyAM te parANe prIta karavA jevuM dekhAya che. kema kharuM ne? e kema cAle? , satI damayaMtIne A hisAbe hatuM ke je patinI sAthe mahelamAM rahIne sukha bhogavatAM AvaDayA te vanavAsanAM duHkha jogavatAM paNa AvaDavuM joIe. eTale naLarAjAne kahe che svAmInAtha ! Apa tenI ciMtA na karaze. ane ApanI sAthe rahetAM jaMgalamAM je AnaMda Avaze te piyaranA mahelamAM rahetA nahi Ave. sukha paNa karmanA vipAka che ane duHkha paNa karmanA vipAka che, mATe zubhAzubha karmanA phaLa AnaMdathI ja bhogavavAM joIe. - damayaMtI naLarAjAnI sAthe vanamAM gaI. samabhAvathI AnaMdapUrvaka vanavAsanA kaSTo veThe che. chatAM naLarAjA aDadhI rAte damayaMtIne uMghatI ekalI aTulI vanamAM choDIne cAlyA gayA tyAre damayaMtIne vanavAsanuM je dukha nahetuM lAgyuM te patinA viyeganuM duHkha lAgyuM. tamane ema lAgaze ke e paNa AdhyAna ja kahevAya ne? "nA". patinA cAlyA javA pAchaLa enI vicAradhArA kevI zuddha hatI! naLarAjAnA gayA pachI damayaMtIe naLarAjAne doSa na Ape. ke arere ! mane ekalI mUkIne cAlyA gayA? emaNe eTale paNa vicAra na karyo ke ekalInuM zuM thaze ? paNa eNe e vicAra karyo ke mArA pati huM jaMgalanAM kaSTo veThuM chuM te joI na zakyAM. je huM ene mUkIne jAuM te e piyara jatI raheze." mArA patinI keTalI kRpA dRSTi ! savaLo artha karyo. patine viyAga paDavAnI pAchaLanuM duHkha pitAnA kAmasukha lUTAI jaze ema nathI paNa ene potAnA ziyaLanA rakSaNanI ciMtA hatI. eka to bharayuvAnI che. zarIranuM sauMdarya che. koI kAmI purUSa pAchaLa paDe to zuM ? Ama patinA viyeganI pAchaLa zIla rakSaNanI ciMtA che. ene ArtadhyAna na kahevAya. paNa zIla-rakSaNanI bhAvanA e mahAna guNa che. enuM sAdhana khovAI jatAM ciMtA thAya, duHkha thAya e te zubha dhyAna che. devAnupriye ! savaLI daSTi ane avaLI daSTimAM A ja aMtara che. zarIra mAMdu paDe tyAre tamane ema thAya che ke arere ! A zarIranA sukha-khAna-pAna Adine AnaMda kayAM cAlyo gayo? ane A roganI vedanA kayAMthI AvI? Ane ArtadhyAna kahevAya. ane je e vicAra Ave ke A zarIra sAruM hatuM tyAre tapatyAga vigere ArAdhanA na karI, have mAMdA zarIre kevI rIte thaze? bhale bAthatapa na karI zakuM paNa AtyaMtara tapa te karuM. pachI te pathArImAM sUtA sUtA paNa mahAna purUSanI ajaba sahanazIlatAnuM

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683 dhyAna, arihaMtanu dhyAna karatAM kAyAnu` upazamana thAya tethI nA duHkhamAM citta na joDAya: tethI te zubha dhyAna kahevAya ne ? satI damayatIe peAtAnA zIyaLanA rakSaNa mATe cAra mahAna pratijJA lIdhI. duHkhamAM paNa cittanI samAdhina gumAvavI e mahAna guNa che. damayaMtIe pratijJA karI ke jyAM sudhI punaH patinu milana na thAya tyAM sudhI mAre dUdha-dahI-ghI-tela-geALa sAkara, kaDA vigaya (taLeluM na khAvu) ema pAMca vigayanA tyAga, raMgIna vastronA tyAga, zveta vastro ja paheravAM, pathArIneA tyAga, ane zaNagAranA paNa tyAga, jene brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM hAya tene A cAra vastuno tyAga karavA joIe. satI damayaMtInA mA tyAgamAM paNa patinA meha na hatA ke mArA pati mane choDIne gayA tA mAre khAvuMpIvuM-paheravuM-oDhavuM, A badhu konA mATe karavu' che? AvA meAhathI nahi paNa peAtAnA zIyaLanA rakSaNa mATe tyAga karyAM hatA. damayaMtIne naLarAjA mAra vaSe maLavAnA hatAM. khAra bAra varSa sudhI pAMce vigayane tyAga karyAM. ane Aje te mAnavane eka divasa paNa cAnuM koDiyuM nathI chUTatu. tithie brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM paNa pAlavatu nathI. zarIranI TApaTIpa ane khAnapAnanA svAda ochA thAya teA zIyaLa pALavu' game ne ? tamane eka divasa mATe tyAga nathI thatA te A satIe khAra bAra varSa sudhI kevI rIte cheDayuM haze ? jene mana zarIranAM sukha karatAM zIyaLanI ki Mmata vadhAre che, tene mana vigayanA rasa ane zayyA ke zaNagAranI zI kimata ? jJAna-vRSTinI A ja khUkhI che ke kAI paNa prasaMgamAM Ata dhyAna na karatAM dharma dhyAna ja kare che. damaya'tIe naLarAjAnA viyeAga paDatAM, viyeAganA kheDha na karatAM zIyaLa-rakSA mATe eka guphAmAM rahI, zubha dhyAnamAM lIna manI. enI zraddhAnuM maLa dina-pratini vadhatuM gayuM.. eka vakhata evA prasaga anya ke sAta divasa sudhI varasAdanI bhAre helI thaI. e zukAnI pAse rahetA tApase| e relamAM taNAI jAya evA prasaMga ANye. tyAre damayaMtIe jamIna upara eka mADhuM kuMDALuM banAvI emAM tApasAne besADI dIdhA. badhe baMbAkAra jaLa cAlyA jAya che paNa kramaya'tIe banAvelA kuMDALAmAM eka TIpuM pANI paDatuM na hatuM. je zuddha brahmacaryanuM pAlana kare che ene devA paNa sahAya kare che. A zIla ane zraddhAnA kevA pAvara che? sa pUrNa brahmacarya nI vAta cheDI do, paNa je mANasa peAtAnI patnImAM ja sa MtASa mAnI zIyaLavratanuM pAlana kare che ene paNa ATalA lAbha thAya che. damayaMtIe sadaMtara brahmacaryanA pratyAkhyAna nhAtA karyAM paNa peAtAnA pati sivAya duniyAnAM samasta purUSAne pitA ne bhAI tulya mAnyA hatAM. damayatie enA dilamAM ziyaLanuM sAmrAjya sthApI jJAna dRSTine prAdhAnya ApyuM hatuM. tA duHkhamAM paNa samabhAva

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rAkhI zakI. jyAM sudhI tamAruM mana-ISTa-aniSTanA ane rAga-dveSamAM dabAyeluM raheze tyAM sudhI tamArI tatvadaSTi nahi khule ane zubha dhyAnanAM darzana nahi thAya. je AtmasamAdhimAM sthira banavuM hoya te pudgalanI mamatA choDe. - bhRgu purohitane pugalanI mamatA nathI. e tyAganA mArge javA taiyAra thayela che. mANasane AtmA jAgRta bane che tyAre bhayaMkara kaSTo paNa ene mana kaMI nathI lAgatAM. pitAnI patnIne eNe kahI dIdhuM ke he yazA! A jIvane bhega bhogavatAM tRpti thaI nathI. ane tuM je kahe che ke saMyamamAM ghaNAM kaSTa che, vaLI bhikSAcarI e to duHkharUpa che. te emAM jarA kaSTa nathI. mArA AtmAnA athe lAbha-alAbhamAM, sukha ane duHkhamAM samabhAva rAkhIza te karmanAM baMdhana tUTaze. hajI paNa AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. Aje pUjya jasAjI mahArAja sAhebanI puNyatithi che. temanuM jIvanacaritra tame sAMbhaLI gayA, have vizeSa kahevAnuM rahetuM nathI paNa eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhajo ke A kSatriyanA baccAe pitAnuM kSatriyapaNuM karmanA baMdhana teDavAmAM batAvyuM. amArA pUjya chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba paNa kSatriya hatAM, ane temanA ziSya pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba paNa kSatriya hatAM. pUjya jasAjI mahArAja sAhebe amArA pUjya chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebane teDAvyAM hatAM. ane emanuM amUlya jJAna emane ApyuM hatuM. kSatriyanuM dila kSatriyamAM ja karyuM. emaNe chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanI gaMbhIratA, pAtratA, vinaya Adi guNe joIne jJAna ApyuM hatuM. e gurUdevane samAja upara mahAna upakAra che. emanA upakArane badale vALavA mATe emanA jIvanamAMthI kaMIka ne kaMIka guNe apanAvIe te ja zraddhAMjalI ApI saphaLa gaNAya. vyAkhyAnanaM. 85 vada 9 ne zukravAra, tA. ra3-10-70 A ke Aje je mAnavadeha maLe che te mAnavadeha jANe ke eka ghaDe che. musalamAna sivAya game te kemanI kaI vyaktinuM mRtyu thAya tyAre tenI smazAnayAtrAmAM sauthI AgaLa eka ghaDe (deNI) hoya che. ApaNe deha paNa eka ghaDe ja hatuM. ane te have phUTI gaye. A vAtanA pratIka same A eka rivAja che. A ghaDo jIvane eTalA mATe maLyuM hatuM ke temAM satkarmanuM jaLa bharavAmAM Ave, paraMtu khedanI vAta e che ke, temAM

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satkarmanuM jaLa bharavAmAM AvyuM nahi ane te ghaDo phUTI gaye. eTale A ghaDe ApaNane ghaDa-doNI levAnuM kahe che ke ghaDo phUTe te pahelAM satkarmanuM zitaLa jaLa temAM bharI le. baMdhuo! tame A divasa vepAra kare che ane sAMje divasa bharanI mahenatane tamane keTale naphe thaye ene kasa kADhe che. je lAbha na thayuM hoya te khoTa keTalI gaI tene paNa kasa kADhe che. mRtyu paNa jIvananA vepArane kasa kADhavA mATe saMdhyAkALa che. jIvananI e saMdhyAe jovAnuM e che ke jIvanamAM keTaluM meLavyuM che? jeNe mRtyunI kaLAne sAdhya karI che, jeNe mRtyune jANI lIdhuM che te pahelethI ja mRtyune bheTavA mATe taiyAra rahe che. te hasatAM hasatAM mRtyune bheTatAM saheja paNa acakAtA nathI. temaja mRtyune TALavAnAM prayatna paNa kartA nathI. devAnupriye ! mRtyu te baMne prakAranA lekone jarUra AvavAnuM che, e vAta te nakkI che. je tana, dhana temaja kuTuMba upara UMDI Asakti rAkhe che tene paNa maravAnuM che, ane je nirAsakata rahe che tene paNa maravAnuM che, je duHkhanA samaye gabharAya che te paNa maraze ane hasate hasate samabhAvathI duHkhane sahana kare che te paNa maraze. paraMtu baMnenA mRtyumAM moTuM aMtara che. divasa-rAta jeTaluM aMtara che. dehadhArI badhA prANIone koI ne koI divase maravAnuM te che ja, paraMtu eka dhIratApUrvaka mRtyune bheTe che jyAre bIje kAyaranI jema mare che. eka satya-zIlanI ArAdhanA karate mare che, dharma pAlana karate mare che, bIje zIla-sadAcAra ane dharmaviheNuM jIvana vItAvate mare che. baMnemAM je dhIratApUrvaka ke zIlArAdhanA karate mRtyune prApta kare che tenuM mRtyu zreSTha che, kAyaranI jema retAM kakaLatAM maravuM tenA karatAM saMyamazIla rahIne dhairyapUrvaka hasatAM hasatAM motane bheTavuM sAruM che. jaina zAstromAM ajJAna yukta, keI satkarma karyA vinAnA, keI prakAranuM dhamapAlana karyA vinAnA, ratAM kakaLatAM maraNane bAlamaraNa kahyuM che. ane jJAnayukta, sadAcAra, saMyama tathA dharmapAlana sAthenA hasatAM maraNane paMDita maraNa kahyuM che. bAla maraNane vAstavika 1 artha mRtyunA rahasyane nahi samajanAranuM maraNa che. bAla maraNamAM moTuM nuksAne e thAya che ke mAnavI kaMI paNa taiyArI vinA, dharmapAlana karyA vinA, duHkhathI pIDita thaIne mare che. ethI ulaTuM paMDita maraNathI maranAra vyakti potAnA janma-maraNane maryAdita karI le che. athavA keI utkRSTa samAdhi maraNathI mare te sadAne mATe janma-maraNanI beDIo teDI nAkhe che. ke dharma mATe, pitAnA Adarzo mATe tathA satya mATe marI phITanArAonI saMkhyA duniyAnA ItihAsamAM bhale ochI hoya chatAM e badhA banAve prakAza pratye preraNA ApanArA AvA leke pitAnA jIvanamAM jyAM sudhI jIvatA rahyA tyAM sudhI Adarza,

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dharma ane satya mATe ja jIvatA rahyA ane e Adarza, dharma ane satya mATe mRtyu paNa emanA sAme AvyuM te e mRtyu kalA-marma e heja paNa AnAkAnI karI nahi, teo jarApaNu gabharAyA nahi ane hasatAM hasatAM temaNe mRtyunuM svAgata karyuM". che. jene siddhAMtamAM AvA dharmavIrenAM ghaNAM udAharaNa maLe che. !! - skanTaka muninuM nAma te tame sAMbhaLyuM ja haze. pitAnI saMyama-yAtrA mATe teo eka nagaramAM gaucarI mATe pharI rahyA che. acAnaka temanA para rAjAnI dRSTi paDI jAya che. ane te ja samaye rAjAnI rANI para daSTi jatAM rANInI AMkhamAM AMsu joyA. AthI rAjAe manamAM aneka prakAranA kutarko racIne munine saMhAra karavA mATe jallAdene hukama Ape ke A bhikSukane zmazAnamAM laI jaIne temanA zarIranI cAmaDI utArI nAMkho. munie kayAMya phariyAda karI nahi. eka paramAtmA sivAya bIje kyAMya temane phariyAda paNa karavAnI nahatI. jallAdoe temane mRtyu daMDane hukama saMbhaLAvyo. ane te prasanna mane temanI sAthe cAlI nIkaLe che mRtyune bheTavA mATe. tamane sAMbhaLIne Azcarya thaze ke jyAM moTA moTA vIra, bhAlAnI aNI para cAlanArA paNa kaMpI uThe che tyAM A dharmavIra, tyAgavIra ane kSamAvIra pitAnA Adarza mATe zarIra paranI cAmaDI utarAvIne zAMti ane samabhAvathI caherA upara koI paNa jAtane gabharATa lAvyA vinA mRtyuno svIkAra karI le che. . gajasukumAra muninuM Adarza maraNa paNa tamArI samakSa sUrya samAna jhagamagI rahyuM che. temaNe paramAtma bhAvamAM ramaNatA karIne pitAnA dehane hasatAM hasatAM choDI dIdhe. na te temane kuTuMbanI ciMtA satAvyAM, na te temanA pitAnA) deha para temane kaI mamatva jAgyuM, ke na te temanA manamAM somila brAhmaNa pratye paNa kaI jAtane dveSabhAva utpanna thaye. baMdhuo ! A te siddhAMtanI vAte ApanI samakSa raju karI paNa ItihAsamAM paNa AvA ghaNAM udAharaNe jovA maLe che. , satyavIra sekreTisanI vAta te Apa jANatAM haze. te sekreTise satya mATe marI phITavAmAM jarA paNa pAchI pAnI na karI. te bajAramAM ughADe choge lokone satya vAta kahetA hatAM. nirbhayatAthI satya vAta karatA hatA. sAcI vAta kahevAnA temanA sadaguNane lIdhe keTalAka navajuvAne te temanA pratye khUba AkarSAyA hatA. eka vakhata temanA dezanA daza senApatiene mRtyudaMDanI zikSA pharamAvavAmAM AvI hatI. e samaye eja vAta vAtAvaraNamAM mukhyatve hatI. A viSe kaI e sekaTisane abhiprAya pUchaye. satyavakatA sekreTise pitAne spaSTa abhiprAya ApatAM kahI dIdhuM. A zikSA bAbatamAM huM saMmata thatuM nathI." AthI rAjyaktae temanA para ciDAyA ane temanA para be Apa mUkavAmAM AvyA

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eka Aropa te e, ke temaNe prajAtaMtranA svAmInA hukamane anAja karIne rAjyataMtranA saMcAlakamAM avizvAsa vyakata karyo. bIje Ape che ke temaNe mArA navayuvakone bagADayA Ama che Apa mUkIne sokreTisane keda karavAmAM AvyA. paraMtu sikreTisa satya vAta kahevAmAM kadI pAchI pAnI karatA nahotA. adAlatanA piMjarAmAM nyAyA dhIza samakSa temane khaDA karavAmAM AvyA tyAre temaNe pitAnI jubAnI ApatAM kahI : "huM te Izvara AjJAmAM mAnuM chuM. ane Izvara AjJAthI ja meM mArA kartavyanuM pAlana karyuM che. huM IzvarAdhikAne mArI adhikAra karatAM vadhu mAnuM chuM. je ApanA hAra mArA satya kartavyane tyAga karavAnI mane salAha Ape te ja mane A adAlatamAMthI mukti maLe ema kahe, te paNa huM mArA e satya kartavyane tyAga karavA taiyAra nathI. kAraNa ke A kArya mane Izvare sepyuM che. Apa nAmadAre nahi. mane mAna-sanmAnanI jarA paNa IcchA nathI. mRtyu e kevI vastu che e huM jANato nathI paraMtu e sArI vastu paNa hoI zake che. huM tenAthI DaratA nathI. je beThuM che tenA karatAM je sAruM che tene huM pasaMda karIza." ethensa nagaranI rAjasabhAmAM sokreTisane viSapAnanI sajA karI. sajA khUba kaThora hate. nirdoSa pratye e cokakhe anyAya hate, chatAM te mRtyuthI gabharAyA nahi. mRtyune TALIne satyane mAravAnuM temane pasaMda nahetuM. viSane pyAle hAthamAM laIne hasatAM mukhe prarAnatAthI teo tenuM pAna karI gayA ane sadAne mATe AMkha mIMcI dIdhI. AvI ja rIte Isu khriste paNa potAnA Adarzo mATe pitAnI jAtanuM balidAna ApI dIdhuM hatuM. pitAnA mRtyunI AgalI rAte teo bAra ziSyo sAthe jamavA beThA hatA. pitAnI patarALImAMthI eka kaLiye hAthamAM laIne temaNe pitAnA ziSya sAmuM joyuM ane pachI kahevA lAgyA, he vahAlA zi, tamArAmAMthI eka jaNe mArA para kopAyamAna thaI gayo che. gurUnA A vacane sAMbhaLI saune navAI lAgI. badhA ekabIjAnA meM sAmuM jovA lAgyA. darekanuM hRdaya gurU bhaktithI bharapUra hatuM. dareke karUNa svaramAM pUchayuM. gurUdeva, zuM huM e zuM ? tyAre ziSyo pratye premapUrNa daSTi nAkhIne Isu belyA-nahi. huM jene mArA hAthe A keLiye khavaDAvuM te! ATaluM kahIne teo eka ziSya pAse gayA. e ziya ja zatruo sAthe maLI gayo hato. teNe ja pitAnA gurU Isu khristane zatruone soMpI devAne kola ApyuM hatuM. tenA meMmAM ja Isuprabhue keLiye mUkyuM. chatAM e hRdayahInane kaze vicAra AvyuM nahi. Isue tenI pITha para pitAne premALa hAtha pheravatAM kahyuM "yahuA' have vakhata thavA AvyuM che. tuM tArA kAma para jA. te tyAMthI cAlI nIkaLe. Ama

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chatAM e narAdhamanuM hadaya pIgaLyuM nahi. te IsunA virodhIo pAse gayo. pahelAM racelA paDayaMtra anusAra hathiyAra baMdha sainikone lAvIne teNe Isune pakaDAvI dIdhA. * Isue e samaye paNa yahuA tarapha krodha daSTithI na joyuM. paNa kSamA daSTi nAkhI. gurUne A rIte hathiyAra baMdha sainike laI jAya e IsunA eka bIjA ziSyathI sahana thaI zakayuM nahi. tethI krodhAyamAna thaIne teNe eka saMnikane kAna kApI lIdhe. A vakhate Isue tene kahyuM. are bhAI! A tuM zuM kare che? tArI talavAra myAna karI che. kema ke talavAra calAvanAra chevaTe talavArane ja zikAra banavAne che. e pachI Isune nyAyAdhIzanI kacerImAM laI javAmAM AvyA. nyAyAlayamAM mana nyAyAdhIzoe temane nirdoSa jAhera karIne choDI mUyA. paraMtu yahudI lekane A nyAya pasaMda ne paDaze. temaNe IsunI phAve tema ThekaDI uDAvavAnI zarU karI ane pachI temane krosa zuLI) para caDAvIne temanA hAthapagamAM khIlA ThokI dIdhA. tyAre Isu zuM vicAre che - verajheranA sAgaramAM tuM nA jAje, snehanA jharaNAmAM tuM sadA khvAje, tyAganI saritAmAM taraje tuM vahele, uDI tuM jAze eka dina akele, saMsAra A che paMkhIne meLo, uDI tuM jANe eka dina akele. kevI IsunI pavitra bhAvanA ! ATaluM thavA chatAM AvA prahAra karAvanAre kuziSyatenA pratye ke yahudI pratye saheja paNa krodha nahIM karatAM maratI vakhate paNa A puNyapurUSe zatruone AzIrvAda ApyA. kSamA pradAna karI ane hasatAM hasatAM prasanna mukhaDe pitAnA Adarzo mATe prANa ApyA. mRtyunI kalA jeNe sAdhya karI che te pitAnA kartavya mATe A duniyAmAM jIve che temaja kartavya mATe marI phITe che. hajAro dezabhakate deza kAje kurabAna thaI jAya che. temane mRtyune bhaya DarAvI zakato nathI. subhASacaMdra bojha, saradAra bhagatasiMha ItyAdi naravIre A prakAranI dezabhaktithI prerAIne marI phITayA. zIkha saMpradAyanA be vIra phatesiMha ane jorAvarasiMhe dharma mATe prANunuM balidAna ApyuM. temanI vAta te bhAratIya itihAsamAM prasiddha che. dharma parivartana mATe mogala bAdazAhoe temane ghaNAM pralobhane ApyAM, bhaya batAvyuM, paraMtu temaNe heja paNa macaka ApI nahi ane chevaTe temane divAlamAM caNI levAmAM AvyA. dharma mATe marIne teo ItihAsanA pAne amara thaI gayA. dharmaprANu oNkAzAhane paNa dharma mATe vidhIoe jhera ApI dIdhuM ane hasatAM hasatAM temaNe pitAnA prANa nyochAvara karyA. je mRtyakalAne marma samajI le che te kAyaranI jema mRtyune svIkAra karatA

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nathI. te te vIcita mRtyune maMjura kare che. rASTrapitA mahAtmA gAMdhIjIe pitAnI pautrI manubenane kahyuM hatuM. jo huM keI bimArIthI marI jAuM athavA kAyaranI jema Adazene eka bAjue mUkIne marI jAuM te tuM samajaje ke huM eka DhaMgI hatA, mahAtmA nahote." je divasamAM AkhalImAM hiMdu musalamAna vacce Apasa-ApasamAM yuddha thayuM. tenAthI mahAtmAjInuM dila saLagI uThayuM hatuM. vardhAthI teo tarata ja ne AkhalInI saLagatI AgamAM gayA. tyAM AgaLa mRtyune bhaya temane potAnA kartavyathI jarA paNa DagAvI zakyo nahi. chevaTe sAMpradAyiktAnA zikAra banyA. nAthurAma goDasee gAMdhIjI jyAre prArthanA karavA jatA hatA tyAre temanA para traNa goLIo choDI. mahAtmAjI gabharAyA nahi temaja geDasene paNa temaNe sAruM cheTuM kazuM kahyuM nahi. krodha na karatAM zAMta bhAvathI aMtima veLAe temanA mukhamAMthI "he rAma' zabdane ucAra . gAMdhIjI mATe sArAye deza ciMtita hate. dezanA prasiddha netAo temanA rakSaNa mATe pilIsane prabaMdha karatA hatA. paraMtu gAMdhIjIne A pasaMda nahotuM. A bAbatamAM gAMdhIjIe sApha InkAra vyakta karyo. ane Ama kahyuM. jene ahiMsAmAM saMpUrNa zraddhA che tene potAnA rakSaNa mATe keInI paNa AvazyaktA nathI. A prakAranA temanA mRtyune jagatanAM badhA rASTrae "Adarza mRtyu" tarIke biradAvyuM. paraMtu zuM tamane ema lAge che ke mahAtmA gAMdhIe mRtyakalAnI sAdhanA eka ja divasamAM karI nAMkhI hatI? nA, e te temanI jIvanabharanI sAdhanAnuM phaLa hatuM. teo te mRtyu mATe pahelethI ja taiyAra hatA. pitAnA jIvanakALamAM jyAre paNa temanI samakSa mRtyuno prasaMga Ave tyAre teo DaryA nahi. pitAnI jIvanabharanI sAdhanAthI ja temaNe mRtyu kalAne hastagata karI hatI. bihAranA caMpAraNya jillAmAM gAMdhIjIe jyAre satyAgraha karyo tyArane prasaMga che. caMpAraNyamAM aMgreja leke kheDUtane ghaNuM kaSTa ApatA hatA. jyAre gAMdhIjI duHkhanivAraNa arthe tyAM pahoMcyA tyAre eka aMgreje pratijJA karI hatI ke, je gAMdhI ane ekAMtamAM maLI jAya te huM tene goLIe daI devAne ! bApunA kAne A vAta AvI. mRtyune Dara te temane hate ja kayAM? eTale bIjA ja divase vahelI savAramAM ja te e aMgrejanA AMgaNe sAmA gayA ne kahevA lAgyA. bhAI! tame gaI kAle gAMdhIne goLIe daI devAnI pratijJA karI hatI ne? le, huM ja e gAMdhI. tamArI pratijJA pUrI karI le. pele aMgreja te e khisiyANe paDI gaye ke bicAre bele paNa zuM? te te pANI pANI thaI gaye ne gAMdhIjInI kSamA mAMgavA lAge. zA. 87

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mAre kahevAno Azaya e che ke mRtyuMjayI vire mRtyune hasatAM hasatAM svIkArI le che. siddhAMtamAM sAdhuo viSe kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke "nIvicAra manamA viSamu." te jIvavAnI paNa AzA na rAkhe temaja mRtyunA bhayathI paNa mukta heya. sAdhu te jyArathI te dIkSita thAya che tyArathI ja zirapara kaphana bAMdhIne cAlate heya che. eTale ke motane sAthe laIne pharato hoya che. mRtyu sAthe mitratA rAkhatA hoya che ane tene jIvananI paNa AkAMkSA hotI nathI. tenA mATe te jIvana ane maraNa eka khela che. e te ema samajIne cAle che ke jIvatA rahevuM e AtmAne dharma che ane maravuM e zarIrane dharma che. te pitAnA Adarza mATe, satya ane siddhAMta mATe jIte raheze. jyAre te joze ke have A dehathI siddhAMta pAlana thatuM nathI. cAritra pAlana karavAmAM A deha have sAdhanabhUta banI zake tema nathI tyAre te aMtima sAdhanA eTale ke svecchAe salekhanA karI le che. tevA sAdhaka AtmAne te jIvanamAM paNa AnaMda che ane mRtyumAM paNa AnaMda che. bhagavAne kahyuM che "kavi maLe tajIvanamAM ane maraNamAM baMnemAM samabhAva heya che. jenA jIvanamAM A saMyamane raMga hoya che te sAdhutAmAM ja che. A rIte ja bhRgu purehitane saMsArane AnaMda uDI gayo che ane AtmAnaMdane prakAza jIvanamAM khIlyuM che tethI te vairAgyanA paMthe javA tatpara thaye che. tethI pitAnI patnIne kahe che he yazA? tuM saMyama mArge javAnI AjJA Apa. have mAre A saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. tyAre patnI kahe che svAmInAtha! saMyama le kaMI rahela nathI. tyAM tamane badhuM managamatuM nahi maLe. tyAM te nirdoSa ane sUjhata AhAranI gaveSaNa karavI paDaze. saMyamamAM lUkhA-sUkA AhAra maLaze. kyAreka nahi paNa maLe. te vakhate tame pastAve karaze. tenA karatAM AnaMdathI mArI sAthe rahe ane Icchita sukhe bhega. paNa jene AtmAnA sukhanI anubhUti thaI hoya te saMsAramAM rAce khare? sAdhune vihAramAM AnaMda ane gaucarI karatAM samatArasanuM pAna karate thake AtmAne AnaMda anubhavatA hoya che sAdhu gaucarI karatAM paNa kama teDe che. nirdoSa AhAra grahaNa karanAre pote je supAtra, heya te kalyANa kare paNa sAthe dAtAranuM paNa kalyANa thAya che. dAtArane dAna detAM utkRSTa bhAva Ave te kamanI bhekhaDo teDI nAMkhe ane sugati prApta kare che. sAdhuthI AmaMtrita, uddezika AhAra levAya nahi. AdhAkamI AhAra saMyamamAM keTaluM nukazAna pahoMcADe che. eka koThAdhipatine dikare grejyueTa thayele, paNa haLukamI AtmA hatA. eNe keI saMtanI vANI sAMbhaLI vairAgyane raMga lAge. dIkSA levA tatpara thaye. e zrImaMtane chokare rIkSA levAne che e vAta sAMbhaLI gAmanA lokone paNa khUba Azcarya thayuM. ahe! ApaNI pAse te enI saMpatti AgaLa kaMI saMpatti nathI. ATaluM badhuM sukha chIne

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e dIkSA leze ? ApaNane te dIkSA levAnuM mana paNa thatuM nathI. ema kahevA lAgyAM. A chokare dIkSA laIne nIkaLI gayuM. have zrImaMtane dikare eTale enA mitro paNa ghaNuM heya. sagA snehIo paNa ghaNA heya. e jyAM jAya tyAM ene badhA khUba AdarasatkAra karavA lAgyA. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe dIkSA lIdhI. pachI jyAM jyAM gaucarI jAya tyAM leke zuM kahe? padhAre, trizalAnA jAyA, siddhArthanaMdakumAra! tyAre bhagavAne vicAra karyo ke ahIM te badhA mane oLakhe che. jyAM jAuM chuM tyAM badhA mATe Adara kare che. mATe ahIM rahevAthI mane keI upasarga Avaze nahi. ane mArA karmo khapaze nahi, kamene khapAvavA mATe bhagavAna anAya dezamAM vicaryA. tamane karma udayamAM Ave te pahelAM te kaMIka dhAMdhala macAve che. saheja becenI lAge ke DekaTaranI pAse jAva. davA kare ane na maTe te mAtA-mAvaDI, mAdaLIyA, derA-gdhAgA kare che, paNa yAda rAkhaje ke karma AgaLa keInI tAkAta nathI. zrImaMtanA putra dIkSA lIdhI. vihAra karyo. jJAna khUba meLavyuM hatuM. vANImAM vidvatA paNa khUba hatI. vairAgya paNa ucca keTine hato. jyAM jAya tyAM khUba mAna maLe. meM saMta gaucarI mATe nIkaLe tyAre moTA moTA zeThIyAo, zrImaMte ene mATe hAjara hoya. ja reja AmaMtraNa ApI jAya ke mahArAja ! Aje mAre ghera padhAraje. saMta paNa prazaMsAmAM pIgaLI gayAM. gaucarI jAya tyAM mevA-miSTAna taiyAra heya. Aje dUdhapAka te kAle zikhaMDapurI, khamaNa, dahIMvaDA, pAtarA roja navA navA AhAra vihArI lAvIne khAvA lAgyA. pachI te bhakto mahArAjanI pAchaLa pharavA lAgyAM. rasoDA khelIne rahevA lAgyA ane sAdhune vahorAvavA lAgyA. bhagavAne kahyuM che ke AdhAkamI AhAra sAdhunA peTamAM jAya eTale vikRti thayA vinA rahe ja nahi. saMta siMha jevo thaIne nIkaLyuM hatuM te ziyALa je banI gaye. ane jJAna-dhyAna-vAdhyAya-tapa badhuM visarAI gayuM. basa khAI pIne ArAmathI pATe sUI jAya ane bhaktone AnaMda karAve. dIkSA lIdhAne bAra bAra varSo vItI gayA. paNa kaMI navI siddhi prApta na thaI. junuM hatuM te cAlyuM gayuM. manuSya mAtra bhUlane pAtra che. paNa pitAnI bhUla samajAyA pachI bhUlane bhUla tarIke kabUla karavI ane pharIne evI bhUla na karavI e khUba mahatvanuM che. eka vakhata A saMta gaucarI jatA hatAM, te vakhate eka vRddha DozImA sAmAM maLyAM. be hAtha joDI khUba bhAva pUrvaka kahe che gurUdeva! Aje mAre ghera padhAre. mArI garImanI jhuMpaDI pAvana karo. tame raste cAlyA jatAM che ane rastAmAM raheje saMta bheTI jAya ane tame bhAvanA bhAve, ane saMtane tamAre ghera laI jAva temAM deSa nathI. paNa upAzraye AvI khUba Agraha karIne saMtane pitAne ghera laI javAya nahi saMtanuM bhAvi sudharavAnuM

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hatuM. DozImAnI bhAvanA joI saMta DozIne ghera jAya che. DozInA gharamAM mevA-miSTAnna na hatAM. dALa-bhAta-zAka-roTalI paNa na hatI. basa eka lukho reTa ane garama pANI be ja cIja hatI. A mAjI roja eka roTale banAvatI. je koI saMta padhAre te aDadho roTale vahorAvI detI ane aDadhe pite khAtI. jo keIna padhAre te be TaMka aDadho aDadhe raTale pite khAI letI. mAjIe aDadhe rele saMtanA pAtramAM vaherAvI dIdhA. ane hAtha joDI bolIH gurUdeva ! kamabhAgI chuM. roTalAmAM vaherAvavA ghI paNa mArI pAse nathI. eka ja reTa banAvuM chuM. Apa jevA gurUdeva padhAre te aDadho roTale vaherAvuM chuM. roTalA sAthe garama pANI vaherAvyuM. A DozInI bhAvanA joI saMtanA manamAM vicAra thaye. garIba che paNa zuM enI utkRSTa bhAvanA che! basa, Aje mAre pelA zeThIyAone ghera gaucarI javuM nathI. A seTele ne pANI ja vAparI levuM che. sthAnakamAM jaI garama pANImAM roTale cALIne khAI gayAM. baMdhuo ! nirdoSa AhAra zuM kAma kare che e tame jeje. saMtanA peTamAM nirdoSa AhAra paDe eTale vicAra AvyAH ahe? keTalA vakhatathI svAdhyAya-jJAna-dhyAna badhuM ja bhUlI gaye chuM ! lAva Aje te svAdhyAya karuM. svAdhyAya karavAnuM mana thayuM. vAMcana karavA beThA. vAMcatA vAMcatAM vicAra thaye. aho ? prabhu, meM bAra bAra varSathI saMyama lIdhe che, sagA-snehIo ane dhana vaibhava tyAga karyo che, paNa prazaMsAmAM pIgaLI gaye. AhAra saMjJAmAM vRddha banyA. meM mAruM keTaluM badhuM gumAvyuM? sAcA saMyamanuM bhAna thaI gayuM. AdhAkamI AhAre te nakheda vALyuM. have te mATe nirdoSa gaucarI karavA javuM che. A saMta jyAre gaucarI javA lAgyA. tyAre bhakto kahe che gurUdeva ! ame te ApanI rAha joIe chIe. Apa kema amAre ghera padhAratA nathI? saMta kahe che mApha kare. tamArA AhAre te mArI sAdhanAmAM gajaba nukazAna karyuM. have mAre evA AdhAkamI AhAra vaheravA nathI. chevaTe nagara zeTha khUba kahe che eTale saMta gaucarI mATe jAya che. ane zeThane kahe che mArI bAra varSanI sAdhanA ane A cAra divasanI sAdhanAnuM baLa jevuM che? - saMte zeThanA gharethI vaherelI ghImAM jhaboLelI roTalI hAthamAM lIdhI ane belyA. je mArI bAra varSanI dIkSA paryAyamAM meM AdhAkamI" AhAra vaherI mAruM cAritra lUMTAvI dIdhuM hoya te A roTalImAMthI lAla kalaranI dhAra thaje. ema kahI mUThThI vALI roTalIne nIcenI te rItasara lAla kalaranI dhAra thaI bIjI vakhata pelI DozImAnA gherathI vahorI lAvele bhUkhe Tale hAthamAM laIne saMta kahe che-je A cAra divasamAM meM zuddha AhAranI gaveSaNa karI hoya, nirmaLa cAritranuM pAlana karyuM hoya te A roTalAmAMthI sapheda ghInA jevI dhAra thaje. ema kahIne jyAM roTale nIce tyAM lukhA

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693 rATalAmAMthI ghInA jevI dhAra thaI. dekhe| zeDa ! AdhAkamI AhAra mArA sa Myama luMTAvye. have tA mAre zuddha cAritranuM pAlana karavuM che. zuddha cAritranA pAlanamAM AhAra paNa kAma kare che. jevA AhAra tevA oDakAra." A saMtanI AMkha khUlI gaI. teo zuddha cAritranu pAlana karavA lAgyA. ahI' bhRgu puraiAhitanI patnI yazA kahe che svAmInAtha ! saMyamamAM sukumArapaNu nahi cAle. tyAM tA nirdoSa AhAranI gaveSaNA karavI paDaze. kaDavA-kasAyelA, lukhA-sUkA AhAra samabhAve khAvA paDaze. A pramANe sayamanI kaThInatA khatAveche, paNa je sAcA siMha hAya te kaMi pAcho paDe? yuddhanA meDhAne caDhelA cAddho game teTalA tIra vAge tA paNa pAche paDatA nathI. temAMya je kama nA meDhAnamAM jaMga khelavA nIkaLyeA hAya te grenA pAche| paDe ? bhRgupurAhita enI patnIne zu' kahe che : jahA bhoI taya bhuyaMgo, nimmoyaNi hicca paloi mutto / mena nAcAyanti moha, te haiM hU~ nAnuja mistameo / u. a. 14-34 bhRgu purAhita kahe che huM priyA ? tuM mane kahe che ke tame mArI sAthe rahIne bhega bhAgavA, paNa mane te A saMsAra have dAvAnaLa jevA lAge che. saMsAranI samRddhi zUnya lAge che. je jIvA pUrve puNya karIne AvyAM che te A bhavamAM puNyanA phaLa bhAgave che. e puNyamAM paNa jene dhama rUce che te kharekhara bhAgyavAna che. ene mATe kahI zakAya che ke che, che ne che. pUrve karIne AvyA che. teo vata mAnamAM bhAgave che ane parabhavane mATe sAdhanA karI rahayA che, bhRgu purohitane mATe paNa ema ja che ne? pUrve karIne Avye che. tethI A bhavamAM aDhaLaka vaibhava pAmyA che. ane a!tmasAdhanA karavA mATe paraleAkanA sukhanI AkAMkSAthI nahi paNa karmAMnA baMdhana teADI akSaya sukhanA hetuthI dIkSA levA nIkaLyeA che. bhRgu purohita yazAbhAryAne kahe cheH jema sanA zarIra upara kAMcaLI thAya che te tene enA bahu bhAra lAge che. zarIra uparanI kAMcaLI utAratAM sapane khUba kaSTa paDe che. jema AkhA zarIranI khAla utAre tema sarpa enA zarIra uparathI kAMcaLI utAre che. e kAMcaLI utAravI snela nathI. sapane ghaNu kaSTa paDe che. paNa sapa kAMcaLI utAryAM pachI enA sAmuM jotA nathI ke keANa laI gayu ane zuM karyu? te sa` pAchuM vALIne jotA nathI tema huM yazA! A tArA vhAlaseAyA lADIlA e putro sa'sAranA kAmAge ne tuccha samajIne sapa`nI kAMcaLInI jema cheDIne saMyama mArge jaI rahyA che. kumaLA phula jevA khAluDA laghuvayamAM kAmabheAgeAne choDIne jatA hoya tyAM mArAthI have A sauMsAramAM kema besI rahevAya ! putronA gayA pachI huM ekalA sasAramAM zA mATe besI rahuM ? putro dIkSA le ane mAre saMsAramAM besI rahevu' e paNa mAre mATe ucita nathI,

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devAnupriye ! A rAjagRhI nagarI samAna rAjakoTamAMthI kaMIka mAtA-pitAnI putrIe saMyama mAge nIkaLI che. paNa mAtA-pitAne A vicAra thAya che ke dikarI dikSA laIne cAlI gaI to have mArAthI saMsAramAM kema besI rahevAya? tyAM te kahe che ke amane dIkSAnA bhAva ja nathI AvatA. kevI rIte dIkSA laIe? tamane zuM saMsAranA sukhanA ja bhAva Ave che? are, kAMIka te vicAra karo ke e AtmAo cheDIne cAlyA gayA ne mArAthI kema na chUTe? mArI nabaLAI che. AtmA anaMta zaktine paNa che. saMsAra kema na chUTe? manane makkama kare to avazya chUTI zake. bhUgu puhite yazAne kahyuM ke putra saMyama pathe jAya che mATe huM paNa emanI sAthe dIkSA laIza. A kAma mane viSanA kaTorA jevA lAge che. haju AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.96 Aso vada 10 ne zanivAra tA. 24-10-70 anaMtajJAnI, parama purUSa, carama tIrthakara mahAvIra prabhunI aMtimavANI uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 36 adhyayanamAM caudamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. sulabhabodhI cha AtmAone jemAM adhikAra cAle che, temAM cha mAMthI traNa AtmAo jAgRta banyAM che. jemane lAgyuM che ke amAre AtmA karmanA samuhathI bhAre banI gayuM che. bhAre banelA AtmAne haLa banAvavAne amegha upAya hoya te cAritra ja che. cAritra vinA traNa kALamAM AtmAno uddhAra nathI. halakI vastu pANImAM taryA kare che ane bhAre vastu pANImAM DUbI jAya che. te ja rIte karmanA bhArathI haLa banele AtmA saMsArarUpI samudramAMthI tarI jAya che. ane karmanA bhArathI bhAre banele AtmA saMsAra samudramAM gothA khAdhA ja kare che. prabhu ApaNane dAMDI pITAvIne kahe che ke, AtmAne karmanA bhArathI haLa kare. " huM gAjaLa, huM agi" AtmA upara lAgelAM karmanA tharane kRza kare, jINuM karI nAkhe te AtmA haLa banI jaze. jeNe svanI pIchANa karI teNe bhagavAnane paNa oLakhyAM che. paNa pahelAM svarUpanI pichANa karavAnI jarUra che. AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke

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pa ne paLa' gAgara hai sabdo gALada, ne savva' bALaklR sevA' bALaklR je ekane jANe che te bhavane jANe che ane je sarvane jANe che te ekane jANe che. devAnupriyA ! AtmAnI zakti anaMta che. mahAnapurUSAnA AtmAmAM je zakti hatI tevI ja zakti dareka AtmAmAM che. cAhe kIDInA AtmA DAya, hAthInA hAya, pakSInA AtmA hAya, devanA AtmA hoya ke manuSyanA hAya paNa zaktimAM pharaka nathI. jevI rIte takiyAnA galepha ra'gabera'gI hAya paNa aMdaranu rU khadhAmAM ekasarakhu' sapheda ja hAya che. jevI rIte gAyanI cAmaDI sapheda, kALI, lAla Adi bhinna bhinna raMganI DAya che. paNa dUdha tA badhI gAyAnuM sapheda ja hAya che. paNa zaktine saMyamamAM pheravavI e ja mahatvanI cIja che. bhRgu purAhita ane tenA be bAluDAne peAtAnI zaktinuM bhAna thayu` che. bhRgu purAhitane enI patnI saMsAramAM rAkhavA mATenI vAtA kare che. paNa bhRgu purAhita kai kAcA na hatA. dRDha vairAgI hatA. eNe patnIne ze| javAba ApyA. jahA ya bhoI taLuca muLo " he yazA ? jema sa` kAMcaLI choDIne jAya che teA pharIne enA sAmu jotA nathI. tema ApaNA putro kAMcaLInI jema saMsArane cheADavA uThayA che, teA pachI mAre have AvA sa'sAramAM zA mATe besI rahevu' ? A jIva karmAMne vaza thaIne bahu bhamyA che. egayA devalosu, narapasu vi egayA / yA thAsura hAya, gAAmmuddi jIr / u. a. 3-3 kayAreka devalAkanI akhUTa sAhyakhI bheAgavI AvyA, teA kayAreka naraka gatinA rau rau duHkhA paNa lAgavI AvyA ane kayAreka asurakAyAmAM utpanna thaI AvyA paNa hajI catuCti saMsAramAM bhaTakavAnuM baMdha na thayuM. eka ja vakhatanA saMta samAgame e putre jAgyAM. e putrAnA nimitte pitA jAgyA. have yazA paNa jAgaze. eka pachI eka ema cha e jIveA medha pAmI jaze. haLukamI AtmAe sheja nimitta maLatAM jAgRta bane che. paNa jenuM hRdaya kaThora che, je bhAre4mI jIvA che, temane game teTale upadeza ApavAmAM Ave tA paNa pIgaLatAM nathI. siddhAMtamAM dRSTi karIe teA vairAgyanA camatkAra dekhAya che. ekeka AtmAe kevI rIte jAgyA che ? aMtagaDadazAMga sUtramAM ayavatA kumAranA adhikAra cAlyA che. tame sAva daNAmAM rAja khele che ke ,, "kuMvara aImutte dIThA gautama svAma, suNI vIranI vANI kIdhA uttama kAma atimukata kumArane eka ja vakhata gautama svAmIne bheTo thayA hatA. te paNa

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kevI rIte? sAMbhaLe. eka vakhata bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA paTTa ziSya gautama svAmI vira bhagavaMtanI AjJA laIne pilAsapura nagaramAM chaThThane pAraNe gaucarI mATe padhAryA. te vakhate navA varSane bALa atimukta kumAra enA bAla mitro sAthe geDI daDAnI ramata ramI rahaye hate. gautamasvAmI gaucarI mATe eka gharamAMthI bIjA gharamAM zuddha nirdoSa gaucarInI gaveSaNa karavA mATe jAya che. saMtene mATe bhagavaMtane upadeza che ke huM mArA pramANe? gaucarI mATe 50 ghara pharavA paDe te pharaje paNa zuddha AhAranI gaSaNA karaje. zuddha AhAra ja saMyamanI rakSAmAM nimitta bane che. gautama svAmIne eka gharamAMthI bIjA gharamAM jatAM joI atimuktakumArane khUba Azcarya lAgyuM. eNe kadI saMtane joyA na hatAM. paNa eTaluM te manamAM jarUra thayuM ke A koI uttama purUSa che. eka gharamAMthI bIjA gharamAM zA mATe jatA haze? lAva, huM temanI pAse jaIne pUchuM. nava varSane kizora ramata ramavAnuM cheDI gautamasvAmI pAse Avyo. vaMdana karIne pUchayuM: prabhu ! Apa eka gharamAMthI bIjA gharamAM jAya che, te A zuM kare che? gautamasvAmI kahe che ke ame sAdhu chIe, nirdoSa AhAranI gaveSaNa karavA mATe eka gharamAMthI bIjA gharamAM jaIe chIe. nirdoSa bALaka kahe che prabhu ? te Apa mAre ghera na padhAre ? gautama svAmI kahe che ane te badhAne ghera jaIe. amAre tyAM uMcanIca, zrImaMta-raMka e koI bhedabhAva nathI. atimukata kumAra pilAsapura nagaranA vijayasena rAjAnI rANI zrIdevIne putra hato. te kahe che prabhu! mAre ghera padhAre. gautama svAmIne laIne kumAra pitAnA mahelamAM Ave che. mAtA zrIdevIjI mahelamAM ubhA che. pitAne vhAlasoyo putra saMtane laIne ghera AvI rahyo che, A joI mAtAne eTale badhe harSa thaye ke na pUcho vAta. ane huM kevI bhAgyazALI ? mAre lAla pavitra saMtanI sAthe Ave che! mAtA dekhI kahe puNyavaMtA, bhale jahAja ghara AvyA, harSabhAva dharI nija hAthe, vaharAvyA ane pANIjI....ayavaMtA. gautama svAmIne joIne zrI devI kahe che prabhu! padhAre. Aje te huM mahA bhAgyavAna banI. mArA bhAgya khulI gayAM ke taraNatAraNa jahAja samAna Apa jevA saMta mAre ghera padhAryA. teNe khUba harSapUrvaka bhAvathI nirdoSa AhAra vahorAvyuM. ame gaucarI jaIe chIe tyAre joIe chIe, ke kaMIka gharamAM nAnA bALako paNa vaherAvavA mATe haTha kare che. vaLI enI mAtA kaMIka bhUlI jAye te bALake yAda karI Ape che ke bA ! pelA DabbAmAM peMDA che, te mahAsatIjIne vahorAvane! nAnA bALakane AvI rIte vahorAvavAnuM mana thAya e mahAna puNyanuM nizAna che. gautama svAmI gaucarI vaherIne pAchA pharyA tyAre atimukta kumAra paNa pAchaLa

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cAlyAM. gautama svAmInA hAthamAM jhoLI che. e joIne kahe che prabhu! mane A zreNI upADavA mATe Ape ne! gautamasvAmI kahe che tane amArI jenI jhAlavA apAya nahi. sAdhunA bhAra teA je sAdhu thAya, amArA jevI dIkSA le tene ja apAya. bAluDA gautama svAmInI AMgaLI pakaDIne cAhyA jAya che. pUche che prabhujI ! mane kema na apAya? gautama svAmI kahe che sa'sAramAM rahelA jIveA avratI kahevAya. amArAthI avratInI sevA na levAya. ayava tAkumAranA manamAM e vAta ThasI gaI. eTale kahe che prabhu ! huM ApanAM jevA sAdhu khanI jA" tA mane jheLI Apaze ne! gautama svAmI kahe che, hA jarUra ApuM. ame vihAra karatA hoIe chIe tyAre amArI kaMIka bahene amane kahe che mahAsatIjI ! amane thADuM uMcakavA Ape. tyAre ame kahIe chIe ke jo amArA bhAra uMcakavA hAya te dIkSA laI le. tyAre kaheze "nA"dIkSA teA lai zakAya ema nathI. ayavatA kumAra kahe che prabhu ! tame mane bahu game che hAM. tame mane kevu' masa samajAvyu'. gautama svAmI kahe che. mArA karatAM mArA tAraNahAra, mArA prabhu teA evA sarasa che ke hajArA cukha lAITanA je prakAza na heAya tenAthI anaMta gaNeA bhagavaMtanA prakAza che. gautamasvAmInI sAthe ayavatA kumAra prabhunI pAse Ave che. prabhune vaMdana kare che. ane bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne vairAgya pAmI jAya che. hAtha joDI prabhune kahe che prabhu ! Apa hamaNAM vihAra na karazeA. Apa hamaNAM ahIMyA rokAjo, mAre ApanI pAse dIkSA levI che. eTale mArA mAtA-pitAnI rajA laIne huM... dIkSA levA mATe AvuM chuM ema kahI ayavatAkumAra ghera AvyA. AvIne kahe che mAtA! hu tA Aje bhagavatanI vANI sAMbhaLI AvyA. mane teA bhagavaMtanI vANI khUba gamI. A sAMbhaLIne mAtAne khUba haSa thayA. dhanya che mArA putrane! prabhunI vANI rUcI. Aje huM paNa bhAgyavAna khanI. ghara AvI mAtAzuM pUche, anumati kI aradAsa, vAta suNI mAtAjI kAMI (2) ANI manamAM hANujI, ayavatA munivara, nAva tirAI vahetA nIramAM" (ra) bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI AnyA, eTaluM kahyuM tyAM AnaMda thayA. paNa putra kahe che mAtA ! mane A saMsAra asAra lAgyA che, have mAre dIkSA levI che. mArI ekeka kSaNa lAkheNI jAya che. AjJA Ape| ne merI maiyA, mAre tAravI che jIvana naiyA, maLyA prabhujI jIvana kharaiyA, bhavAdadhinA sAcA taravaiyA. maMgala AzISa ApeA, mujane AjJA Ape|. mAre jAvuM che saMyama patha re.... mAre dIkSA levI che, mane AjJA Ape, ema jyAre kahyuM tyAre mAtA dharatI upara DhaLI zA. 98

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hI. hadayamAM khUba AghAta lAgyo. mAtAne pitAnA saMtAne upara apAra vAtsAyabhAva heya che. khUba upacAra karI mAtAne zuddhimAM lAvyA. mAtA kahe che beTA ! dIkSA hatI e nAnI sUnI vAta nathI. haju te tuM bALaka kahevAya. saMyamanA pariSade tuM rahana karI zakIza nahi. tuM kayAM jANe sAdhu paNAmeM, bAla avasthA terI. esA uttara diyA kuMvarajI, mAta kahe balihArIjI-ayavaMtA. sAdhupaNuM zuM kahevAya ! e tuM zuM samaje? haju to tuM khela khelo bALaka che. tyAre kumAra kahe che mAtA! huM jANuM che te nathI jANate. huM e vAta jANuM chuM ke manuSya mAtrane mAthe mRtyu jhajhumIne raheluM che, paNa mRtyu kayAre Avaze e huM nathI jANate. have eka paLa paNa mane bhagavAna vinA gamatuM nathI. mane jhaTa dIkSAnI AjJA Ape. mAtAe tene khUba samajAvyo paNa sAce virAgI samaje khare? aMte mAtAne AjJA ApavI paDI. khUba dhAmadhUma karIne putrane dIkSA ApI. sAmethI prabhune seMpavA gaI "prabhune hAtha joDIne kahe che, prabhu! kaI re vaherAve AhAra pANI re, keI vahorAve pAtarAnI joDa, huM re vaherAvuM mArA putrane, anumati dIdhI mA e revaMtA" keI Apane AhAra pANI vahorAvaze, kaI kapaDAnI jeDI, te koI pAtarAnI biDa vaherAvaze, paNa huM te mArI AMkhanI kIkI samAna, haiyAnA hAra samAna, kALajaDAnI korasamAna mArA lADIlA putrane vaherAvuM chuM. prabhu! Apa enI saMbhALa rAkhaje. putrane AzISa ApIne mAtA kahe che, ke vahAlA putra! siMhanI para saMyama laIne amitapaNe vicaraje. pramAda na karIza. sadA jAgRta raheje, eka mAtAne revaDAvI, have bIjI mAtAne na revaDAvIza. tArI sAdhanAnI siddhi prApta karI leje. devAnuM priye ! AnuM nAma sAcI mAtA. putrane AziSa ApatAM paNa kevA suMdara zabdo kahyA !! ayavaMtA muni dIkSA laIne sthavira bhagavaMte pAse jJAnAbhyAsa kare che. AnaMdathI rahe che. emAM eka divasa khUba varasAda paDaye. varasAda baMdha thaI gayA pachI badhA munionI sAthe ayavaMtA muni paNa ThaMDIla javA mATe jAya che. varasAda paDyo hoya eTale svAbhAvika rIte pANInA khAbocIyAM bharAyA hoya. ayavaMtA muni ThaMDIla jaIne jhaTa uThI gayA. haju bAlavaya che, eTale pilA khAbocIyAmAM pANI joIne temane ramavAnuM mana thayuM. varSAkALa varasyA pache, munivara kaMDIla jAve, pALa bAMdhI pANImAM pAtara(ra)nAva jANI tIrAja ayavA.

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699 nAva tIre re mArI nAva tIre(ra)ema mukhathI zabda uccAre, sAdhu ke mana zaMkA upajI.(2)kiriyA lAge thAre jI ayavaMtA munivara, nAva tIrAI vahetA nIrame. pANInA khAmeAciyAmAM pAtarI kIne rajoharaNanI dAMDI vaDe pAtarIne halesAM mAratAM evA harakhAya che ane mADhethI khelatA jAya che. jIe ? mArI nAva kevI suMdara che. pANImAM kevI tare che! khUba pavitra bhAva che. manamAM keAI jAtanuM mAyAkapaTa nathI. ane pANImAM pAtarI tarAvavAnI khUba majA AvI gaI che. moTA zabdathI khele che ke " nAva tIre re merI nAva tIre " zu khele che! munie AvIne jIve che tA ayavatA munine bAlakrIDA karatAM dekhyA. A joine munie aMdaro aMdara khakhaDavA lAgyA. mAdhupaNuM zuM kahevAya enu tA bhAna nathI. koNa jANe bhagavAne Ane kema dIkSA ApI dIdhI ! ema khelavA lAgyA. ayavatAnI pAse AvIne pake ApatAM kahyuM, huM ayavaMtA muni ! Aje tame ghaNuM moTuM pApa karyu" che. ApaNAthI saceta pANIne aDAya paNa nahi tene badale tama saceta pANImAM ubhA rahI pAtarIne tarAvI. Aje keTalA apakAya jIvAnu chedana bhedana thaI gayuM ? ATalA zabde A khALamuni camakI gayA! he prabhu! mane pApa lAgyuM ! arara...have mAruM zuM thaze ? pApa nahiM karavA mATe me' saMsAra cheDayA " pApa nahi ka * " evI khAtrI mAtAne ApIne me' mAtAnI AziSa meLavI. ane Aje me Avu pApa karyu. ? aMtaramAM pApanA ukaLATa thayA. ayavatA muninA aMtaramAM pApanA mahAnala pragaDhayA. te prabhunI pAse AvyAM ane kahe che prabhu ! Aje mArI bhUla thaI che. mArAthI moTu pApa thaI gayu che. satya hakIkata kahI dIdhI. prabhu teA sarvajJa hatAM. khadhu jANutA hatAM paNa bIjA munie aMdaro aMdara ayavatA muninI DhelaNA karatAM hatAM. prabhu temane zuM kahe che. bhagavaMta bhAMkhe sarva sAdhukA, bhakti karI saha dila, hilanA niMdyA mati karA kaI (2) carama zarIro jIva jI....ayavatA. zAsanapatikA vacana suNIne, sakhahI zIza caDhAyA, ayavaMtA kI huMDI svIkArAI (ra) AgamamAMhI gAyA jI, ayavaMtA munivara, nAva tIrAI vahetA nIramAM..... bhagavAna . saMtAne kahe che huM satA! ayavaMtA muninA avarNavAda na Ave. e carama zarIrI AtmA che. prabhue e zabda kahyAM tyAM khaSA zAMta thaI gayA. acavatA

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Goo muni kahe che prabhu! mane pApanuM prAyazcita Apa. mArAthI A pApa sahana nahi thAya. je zikSA karavI hoya te karo, paNa prabhu mane pApamAMthI mukta kare. A ayavaMtA munie siddhAMta nahetA vAMcyA. thekaDA kaMThastha nahotA karyA. ramata ramatAM ramatAM vairAgya pAme ane dIkSA lIdhI hatI. tame te keTalA zAstronuM vAMcana karyuM. keTalA saMtenA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyA, keTaluM jJAna meLavyuM che, paNa haju tamArA aMtaramAM pApa khaTake che kharuM? khAtA khAtA dAMta nIce patharI AvI jAya te tarata ja khaTake che. pagamAM nAnakaDe kAMTe vAge hoya te khaTake che. AMkhamAM taNakhaluM paDayuM hoya to te paNa khaTake che, paNa haju tamane pApa khaTakatuM nathI. je AtmAone pApane DaMkha lAge che te saMsAramAM rahI zakatA nathI. ghaNe puruSArtha karavA chatAM dIkSA na laI zake te ja prabhAtanA paheramAM uThI evI bhAvanA bhAve ke he prabhu! A bhavamAM te dIkSA laI zakuM tema nathI, paNa AvatA bhavamAM nava varSanI uMmaramAM ja dIkSA levAnA bhAva Ave. ane saMsAra choDIne dIkSA levA nIkaLI jAuM. AvI bhAvanA bhAvatAM mRtyu thAya te bIjA bhavamAM jaldI dIkSA udayamAM Ave. : ayavaMtA munine ATalI laghuvayamAM geDIdaDA ramatAM gautama svAmIne jotAM dIkSAnA bhAva ema ne ema AvyA haze? pUrvabhavamAM sAdhanA karatAM karatAM AvyA haze. prabhu kahe, che, ayavaMtA muni! pApanuM prAyazcita karavA mATe IriyAvahI paDikkama. ayavaMtA muni iriyAvahI paDikkamavA lAgyAM. aMtaramAM pazcAtApane bhaThTho saLage. IriyAvahIne ekeka zabda bolatAM bolatAM kamarUpI IMdhane jalAvIne rAkha karI nAMkhyA. bhUgu purohitanA manamAM paNa ema thayuM che ke AtmasAdhanA sAdhI lauM. kharekhara saMyama ane tapa dvArA AtmAne damavA jevo che. je tapa ne saMyama dvArA AtmAne nahi (muM to naraka ane tiryaMcagatimAM vadha ane baMdhana dvArA AtmAne paravazapaNe dama paDaze. ghaNuM damana karavA chatAM Atma kalyANa nahi thAya. samajaNapUrvaka saMyama laIne AtmAne damIza te karmonI nirjarA thaze. - TUMkamAM je AtmAo saraLa che, tenA aMtaramAMja dharma TakI zake che. tenA AtmAmAM ja samyakatvanAM bIjaDAM ugI zake che. paNa jenA haiyAmAM meha-mAyA ane mamatAe sAmrAjya sthApyuM che tene dharma rUca nathI. jene eka vakhata jaina dharmanI zraddhA na hatI, putrone kaheto hato ke tame veda bhaNe, brAhmaNone jamADe, ane strI sAthe sukhe bhogavI saMtAnanI prApti kare. "putraya jati rnAhita " putra vinA sadagati maLatI nathI. AvuM kahenAre bhUgu purehita dIkSA levA taiyAra thaye. te yazAbhAryAne kahe che te priyAM! tuM kahe che ke tame saMyama laIne pastAze. mane yAda karaze. paNa huM kaMI e kAyara nathI, jene viSaye tarapha Asakita hoya tene kheda thAya. huM te viSayethI virata

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Cof banI gayo chuM. kAyara hoya tene saMyama kaThIna lAge. mane na lAge. huM te dIkSA laIne jJAna-darzanamAM ramaNatA karIza. tuM sAthe Ave te bhale ane na Ave te paNa bhale, huM te dIkSA levAno e nakkI che. huM tAre roka rokAvAnuM nathI. mane saMsAra bhArarUpa lAge che. haju paNa bhRgu purohita zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.............97 Aso vada 11 ne ravivAra tA. 25-10-70 zAstrakAra bhagavaMta trilekInAthe jagatanA jIvonA kalyANane mATe zAstra siddhAMtarUpa vANInI prarUpaNa karI. traNe kALe siddha thayelI vIra bhagavaMtanI zAzvatI vANI enuM nAma siddhAMta. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM che jene adhikAra cAle che. temAM traNa AtmAo-bhRgu purohitanA be putro devabhadra ane jazebhadra ane trIje bhRgu purohita e traNene samajAI gayuM che ke A saMsAramAM sAcuM zaraNa kevuM che? sutare vahu saMsAre, tyameva zaraNaM mama | niHsahAyasya he deva, tArakastva jinezvara // AkAzamAM rAtre caMdrane prakAza patharAya che, tAralAo jhagamage che ane pRthvI upara ane prakAza patharAya che. e prakAzane joIne aneka jIve AnaMda pAme che. paNa jene AMkha ja nathI e bicAre A prakAzane AnaMda kayAMthI lUMTI zake? aMdha mANasa dayAne pAtra che. aMdha mANasa jema dayAne pAtra che tema ajJAnI paNa AMdhaLAnI jema yAne pAtra che. Agamane prakAza e pAmI zakato nathI. AtmAnA utthAnane AnaMda e lUMTI zakatuM nathI. AtmAnA anAdinA ajJAnanA aMdhakArane dUra karavA mATe ane aMtaramAM jJAnanA ajavALA pAtharavA mATe vItarAga vANIne aMtaramAM utAravAnI jarUra che. A saMsAra asAra che. kaI kaIne zaraNabhUta nathI. aneka mahAna purUSe tamane kahetAM AvyAM che, paNa e vAta tamArA gaLe utaratI nathI. enuM kAraNa e ja che ke tamArI daSTi upara ajJAnanuM AvaraNa AvI gayuM hoya pachI azaraNa paNa zaraNarUpa ja lAge ne ? kALA kalaranA cazmA paheryA hoya te badhuM ja kALuM dekhAya. ane veta cazmA paheryA hoya te badhe veta ane nirmaLa ja dekhAya; kema A vAta barAbara che ne ? jenI

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72 daSTi saMsAra tarapha ja hoya tene emAM ja AnaMda Ave ne? paNa yAda rAkhaje. A saMsAramAM keInI IcchAo pUrI thaI nathI. tame keTalA AzAnA minArA cahyA haze ane e tamArI AzAnA minArA keTalIka vakhata jamInadosta thaI gayAM haze. ghaDIkamAM sukha ane ghaDImAM duHkha, A badhuM jANe che, juvo che, chatAM jIvanamAM ajJAnatAe aDDo jamAvyuM che eTale tame mAne che ke amAruM zaraNu bhautika padArtho che. tame zuM mAne che? peTanuM zaraNuM dhAnya che. jIbhanuM zaraNa svAdu pINuM che ane zarIranuM zaraNa embesaDara-phIyATa-kAra che. bhalA, je tamArI kAra tamArA zarIranuM zaraNuM hoya te tame gADImAM besIne bahAra gayAM ane sAmethI acAnaka khaTAra AvyuM ane kAra sAthe bhaTakAya. ekasIDanTa thaI gaye ane khUba IjA thaI. have tame ja kahe ke jene tame zaraNa mAnyuM te zaraNa maraNa banyuM ke bIjuM kaMI? ahIM ja AtmAnuM ajJAnapaNuM che. je alapa sukhane bhegavyA pachI enI pAchaLa anaMtakALanuM duHkha ubhuM thatuM hoya te te sAcuM sukha nathI. kipAka vRkSanA phaLa dekhAvamAM paNa suMdara hoya che ane khAvAmAM paNa madhura hoya che. mosaMbI, saMtrA, sapharajana Adina svAda karatAM paNa tenAmAM ghaNuM madhuratA hoya che paNa ene khAdhA pachI be ghaDImAM e jherarUpe pariNamI jAya che. mANasanA jIva ane kAyA judA thaI jAya che. kSaNavAranA sukhanI pAchaLa anaMtakALanuM duHkha ubhuM kare che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA sAtamA adhyayanamAM gAya ane bekaDAne nyAya Ape che. mAlike eka bAju gAya ane vAcharaDI bAMdhI che. ane bIjI bAjunA khIle eka bekaDa bApe che. bekaDAne geLa-khAMDa-ane lIlo cAro khavaDAve che. ane gAyane sarka ghAsa nIre che. tyAre gAyanI vAcharaDI kahe che ke mAtA ! tuM te mane pUruM dUdha paNa pIvA detI nathI. ane mAlikane dUdha Ape che. ane A bekaDo kaMI ja Apato nathI. chatAM ene te goLa-khAMDa ane majhAMnuM lIluM ghAsa khAvA maLe che. ane ApaNane te lIluM ghAsa paNa nahi. phakata sUkuM ghAsa khAvA maLe che. mA kahe beTI! dhIraja rAkha. enA sukhanI pAchaLa duHkhane Dhagale paDayo che. ApaNuM sUkA ghAsamAM je AnaMda che te sAce AnaMda che. ane ene AnaMda duHkha bharelo che. enuM pariNAma bahu bhayaMkara che. eka divasa mAlikane ghera mahemAna AvyA, eTale prabhAtanA pahoramAM hAthamAM cazcakatI charI laIne mAlika AvyA. A joI vAcharaDI tharathara dhrujavA lAgI, tyAre mAtA kahe che eya! tuM dhrujIza nahi. gabharAIza nahi. e te bekaDAne mAre che. mAlike jotajotAmAM charI bekaDAnI garadana upara pheravI dIdhI. + devAnuM priye ! A daSTAMta uparathI tamAre zuM samajavAnuM che? tamAdI daSTimAM pelA bAkaDAnI jema joga vilAsamAM majhA dekhAtI hoya, paNa enI pAchaLa anaMtakALanuM duHkha

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u ubhelu' che. amArA tyAgIonA sukha bhale pelI gAyanA sUkA ghAsa jevA hAya paNa enI pAchaLa mahAna sukha che. bhagavAnanI AjJAnA ArAdhaka sAdhu bhuvanapati, vANuSyaMtara ke jyAtiSI devamAM na jAya, paNa vaimAnikamAM jAya. paMcendriyanA viSayeAmAM je zrRddha banaze tenI kheAkaDA jevI dazA thaze. tArI AtmAne sInemAnA sIna jovA game che paNa saMtadazana karavA nathI gamatA. reDhiyAnA sUra sAMbhaLavA game che paNa vItarAga vANInA sUra sAMbhaLavA gamatA nathI. phrIjhamAM mUkelAM ThaMDA pANI pIvA game che. unA unA khaTATAvaDA joI lUlI lamakArA mAre che, paNa yAda rAkho ke e tamArA meAjazeAkhanI pAchaLa narakagatinA ghAra du:khAnI yAtanA ubhelI che. zreNika mahArAjA eka vakhata zikAranA keTalA zokhIna hatA. garbhavatI haraNIne gabha sahita vIMdhIne harakhAyA. tyAM narakanA baMdha pADI dIdhA, paNa e ja zreNika rAjAne anAthI nigraMthane samAgama thayA tyAre samakita pAmyA. pachI bhagavAna mahAvIrane bheTa thayA. ane zreNika rAjAnuM jIvana palaTAI gayuM. te pApabhIrU khanI gayAM. zreNika rAjAe dharmanI khUba dalAlI karI tIrthaMkara nAma kema upArjana karyu". paNa pUrve karelAM krama bhAgavavA narakamAM gayA. tyAM keTaluM duHkha bhAgavI rahyA che ? ahIMyA enI paryAya kevI hatI ane narakamAM kevI paryAya palaTAi gai che. krama rAjA koine cheDatAM nathI. mATe kama AMdhatI vakhate khUba sAvadhAna rahe. tame jIvananI eka eka kSaNe khUba sAvadhAnIpUrvaka kAya karo. tame te khUma hAMziyAra che ke eka najIvI cIja paNa nakAmI javA detA nathI. pahelAnA samayamAM tame helDara vaDe cApaDAmAM lakhatA hatA. vadhu zAhI paDI jAya tyAre lIlA akSarAne sUkavavA mATe enA upara retI nAMkhatA hatAM. e sUkAI jAya eTale retIne pAchI DakhkhImAM bharI letA hatA, paNa jema tema uDADI nAMkhatA na hatAM. sastAmAM sastI retI enI paNa tame kiMmata AMkI. mane teA lAge cheke retInA kaNanI ki'mata karanArA zrAvaka jIvananI ghaDIne nakAmI javA de kharA ? paNa tyAM tamane najIvI vastunI jeTalI kiMmata huM samajAI eTalI AtmAnI cIjanI kiMmata samajAi nathI. jo samajAI haze te te tame saMsAranuM kAya karatA haze! te paNa manamAM te e ja vicAra AvatA haze ke meM amUlya mAnavajIvana prApta karIne zuM karyu? keTalAM pApa karyAM ane keTale dhama karyAM? sAdhaka samaye samaye sajAga rahetA heAya ane pApa taraphanI enI pravRtti na hoya. bhRgu purohitane amUlya mAnava jImananI mahattA samajAI gaI che. enI pazAbhAryAMne kahe che ke yazA! tu' mene kahe che ke vRddha haMsanI jema tame pastAze. paNa tuM sAMbhaLa. A deharUpa paryAya palaTAya che, paNa AtmA teA palaTAtA nathI. mAruM zarIra vRddha thayu che,. pazu mArA AtmA vRddha thayA nathI,

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Gog ' AtmA jye nitya che, paNa pAMce palaTAya, khALAdika thaya traNanu, jJAna ekane thAya." Alapazu, yuvAnI, vRddhAvasthA vigere dharmAM dehanA che. AtmAnA nathI. zarIrarUpa pA~ca palaTAya che. bAkI AtmA te traNe kALamAM zAzvata rahevAvALA che. cidAna da svarUpI che. hu tA saMyama laI ne nijAna kramAM ramazutA karIza. have zu kahe cheHchindittu jAlaM abalaM va rohiyA, macchA jahA kAmaguNe pahAya / poreyasInA tavattA kaTTArA, dhIrA du mitalAcariyuM caranti // u. a. 14, 35. huM yazA! jevI rIte rAhita nAmanA matsya nibaMLa-jINuM jALamAM phasAI jAya che, paNa enI pUMchaDI evI tIkSNa heAya che ke te pUchaDI dvArA e nikhaLa jALane kApI nAMkhe che. ane te jALanA baMdhanathI mukta banIne bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. tevI ja rIte mArA prANapriya putro kAmakSeAtra rUpI jALane chedI dIkSA levA mATe taiyAra thayAM che. te rIte huM paNa temanI mAphaka kAmaleAganI viSama jALane rAhita nAmanA matsyanI jema tapa ane zIla vaDe chedI nAkhIza. ane dhIra purUSonI jema saMyama mAge vicarIza. bhRgu purohita peAtAnA putrAnI sAthe kAma leganI jALa tADIne sayama mArge javA taiyAra thayA che. tene saMsAranA sukhA kucA jevA lAgyAM che. jema zeraDIneA rasa game teTalA mIThA, madhura hAvA chatAM enA kucAne pheMkI ja devA paDe che, tema sauMsAra game teTaleA madhura lAgatA hAya paNa tenA meha rUpI kucA te pheMkI devA paDaze. jo ene phUMkI devAmAM na Ave te AtmA adhaHpatananI uMDI khAImAM dhakelAI jAya che. sa'sAranI saMpattinI prItanI rIta nadInA pravAhamAM taNAtA kAMkarA ane kacarA jevI che. devAnupriye! Aje Ase vaDhI agiyArazanA visa te AvI gayeA. have divALI AvI. divALInA divaseAmAM pahelAM te sahunA dilamAM AnaMda thatA hatA. paNa have je divALI Ave che temAM kaIkane mana Ana'nA divase che. ane kaIkane mana heALInA divaseA che, kAraNa ke divALI Ave te pahelAM meAMghavArI AvI gaI che. dhanavAnAnA gharamAM jAtajAtanAM miSTAnna khanaze. ane garIbane khAvAnA paNa sAMsA paDaze. ene mana zuM divALI ane zuM heALI! eka kavie gAyuM che ke :-- kayAMthI pragaTAvu dIvaDA moMghavArI mA, mArA gharamAM chUTayA tela 2 mAMghavArI mA, kyAMthI dharu navedya re meghavArI mA, mArA chUTayA khAMDa ne geALa meghavArI mA, kayAMthI utAru AratI, meAMghavArI mA, nahi svapneya ghInuM nAma meghavArI mA, mA dilhI te gaDhatI utaryAM meAMdhavArI mA, e te paravarIyA gujarAta re mAMghavArI mA. kavie meghavArI viSe kevuM karUNa kAvya banAvyu` che! tamArA puNyAye tame sukhI

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705 che eTale tamane khabara nahi paDe ke samAjamAM ekeka mANase kevI dazAmAM samAI rahyAM che. pahelAne jamAne e hatuM ke dhanavAne potAnA svayamI baMdhuo je varIe hoya tene chUpI rIte madada karatA hatAM. ane khabara paNa na paDatI. jyAre Aje te ApavAnuM thoDuM ne gAjavAnuM ghaNuM che. tame koIne na ApI zako te, khera! paNa dukAne besI anIti na karavI eTaluM te kare. Aje te badhe dhananA mAna che, saMpattine saMskAra che, eka banelI vAta che. - eka anAjanI moTI dukAna hatI. vahepArI gAdI upara beThela hatuM. tyAM eka garIba mANasa anAja levA mATe AvyuM. te traNa divasane bhUkhyuM hatuM. enA bALako paNa bhUkhyA taraphaDatA hatA. vahepArI AvanAra vyaktinuM moTuM joIne samajI gayo ke A koI duHkhI che. enA khissAmAM kaladAra nathI pele garIba mANasa dukAnamAM paga mUke te pahelAM ja zeTha kahe che kema AvyuM che? garIba mANasa kahe che bApu! eka rUpiyA kamAIne Avyo chuM. mAre ghauM, bAjarI joIe chIe. tyAre zeTha kahe che bhAI! dukAnamAM mAla ja thaI rahyo che eTale bicAro garIba mANasa nirAza thaIne lathaDate page pAcho pharyo. ene gayA pAMca miniTa thaI ne bIje tejasvI gharAka AvyuM. khissAmAM neTonA baMDala bharyA che. ene joIne vahepArI ubho thaI gaye. ane kahe che padhAro, padhAro! pele gharAka kahe cheH mAre anAja joIe che. te vahepArI kahe che. A ghauM che, A cokhA che, A bAsamatI, A kada je joIe te kahe. dukAnamAM ghaNe mAla che. tame ahIM AvavAnI tasdI paNa zA mATe lIdhI? eka ciThThI mokalI dIdhI hatI te tamAre ghera anAja mekalAvI Apata. juo. gharAka te be ya hatAM ghaNuM ekane kahe che ke tamAre ghera mekalAvI Apata. ane ekane kahyuM ke dukAnamAM mAla ja nathI. A konuM mAna? mAnavanuM ke mAnavanI saMpattinuM? tame te dukAne besIne AvuM te nathI karatA ne? je karatA ho te AjathI nakkI karajo ke mAre have AvuM na karavuM. garIba upara rahema daSTi rAkhavI. e enAM pApakarmanA udayathI garIba thaye che. paNa je tame AvA dhaMdhA karaze te tamArA enAthI paNa bUrA hAla thaze. divALInA divase AvyAM che. eTale amArA bhAIo cepaDA cokhA karavAmAM paDayAM che. ane bahene ghara sApha karavAmAM paDI che. copaDA khA karatAM pahelAM tamAruM aMtara khuM karaje. eka bAju kAramI meMghavArI che. ane bIjI bAju dhanavAnanA dikarA se, se, baso, basonA dArUkhAnA pheDIne dhumADo karaze. ane garIbanI AMkhamAMthI AMsu paDaze. A kaI jAtanI divALI ! divALIne nAme keTalI hiMsA thAya che? amArA pAnA ane pustaka ame keTalI jatanAthI vAparIe chIe. chatAM jhINuM sukSma kaMthavA thaI jAya che. tamane te dekhAya ja nahi. A kALamAM jenI utpatti khUba hoya che. tame ghara zA, 89

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mAMthI bAvA-jhALA pADaze, abhAI uparanA vAsaNa uTakazo, temAM keTalA jInI hiMsA thaze! kArataka suda punama pachI e jInI utpatti ApameLe baMdha thAya che. hiMsA karI gharane jhAkajhamALa banAvavAthI divALI gharamAM nahi Ave. ahiMsAnA dipaka pragaTAvavA eja tamArI sAcI divALI che. bhRgu purohita ane tenA be putro tyAganA pathe jAya che. ene mana saMsAranA sukhe, saMsAranI sagAI svArthamaya lAge che. tamane haju saMsAra e nathI lAge, eTale ja mArApaNuM mAnIne besI rahyAM che. saMte to tamane sadAya eka ja upadeza Ape che ke saMsAranI mAyA juThI che. ene che. sAcuM sukha ane apUrva zAMti tyAga ane vairAgyamAM che, paNa mAyAne piTale chUTatuM ja nathI. saMtAnonA mohamAM ane dhananI lAlasAmAM evA racyA-pacyA rahe che ke enA mohamAM dharmadhyAna-jJAna-dAna badhuM ja visarI gayAM che. dikarAne zekI banAvavA mATe veThIyA banIne rAta-divasa mahenata kare che. paNa tamArA saMtAne rAtI pAI paNa pAchaLa baMdhAvavAnA nathI. tame mAne che ke saMtAne e vRddhAvasthAne visAmo che, paNa e te svArthanAM sagAM che. eka nagarazeThane cAra putro hatAM. A zeThe jiMdagI paryata putrone mATe kALA veLA karIne lakSmI bhegI karI hatI. na te koI divasa dAna karyuM ke na te dharmadhyAna karyuM. zeThe cAre putrone khUba dhAmadhUmathI paraNAvyA. zeThANI te gujarI gayA hatAM. zeThe vicAra karyo ke mArA dehane ze bharose che? huM marI jaIza te pAchaLathI chokarAo mikta mATe jhaghaDaze. tenA karatAM huM ja mArI jAte dhananI vyavasthA karI lauM. dikarAone mArA hAthe ja sarakhe bhAge vaheMcI ApuM ke pAchaLathI kaI jAtane jhaghaDe ja na rahe. zeThe khUba vicAra karI miktanA pAMca sarakhA bhAga karyA. cAra bhAga dikarAnA ane pAMcame bhAga pitAne mATe rAkhe. putrI kahe che bApujI! ame cAra bhAIo chIe ane tame pAMca bhAga zA mATe pADayA? bApa kahe che eka bhAga mArA mATe putro kahe che pitAjI! ame tamArA chIe ane tame amArA cho. AvI judAI zA mATe? amane tame ja ApyuM che. A badhuM tamAruM ja che ne? zeThane putrone meha hate. emane thayuM ke kaMI nahi. putro mArA ja che te mAre jude bhAga rAkhIne zuM kAma che? putronI vAta mAnIne eNe pitAnA bhAganI milakata paNa putrone vaheMcI ApI. putronA manamAM ema hatuM ke bApA to gharaDA thayA che. jIvI jIvIne keTaluM jIvaze ? mAMDa ekAda be varSa kADhaze. paNa bApAnuM AyuSya te khUba lAMbu nIkaLyuM. dikarAne ghera dikarA thayA. ane dikarAnA dikarA para paraNyA. paNa bApA te jIvatA rahyAM. be traNa varSa te bApAnuM mAna sAcavyuM. paNa dhIme dhIme mAnamAM oTa AvavA lAgI. putravadhUo chaNakA karavA lAgI. khAvA pIvAmAM paNa vere-AMtare thavA

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707 | lAge. eka vakhata moTA dikarAnI vahu kahe cheH meM to tamane bahu sAcavyAM. have bIjo dikarAne ghera jAva. eTale bApA bIjA dikarAne ghera gayA. cha mahinA rahyA tyAre bIje dikare kahe che, trIjAne ghera jAva. trIjAe be mahinA rAkhyA pachI kahe che, have nAnA dikarAne ghera jAva. zeTha te vAre caDhayAM. kaDI dazA thaI. zeTha jyAM prema jotA hatAM tyAM have dhRNA dekhAvA lAgI. have te putro kahe che, amArA gharamAM nahi. jyAM ne tyAM lIMTa-lapakA nAMkhe che eTale gharamAM gaMdakI thAya che. A oraDImAM raheje. ame tamane tyAM thALI mokalAvI ApIzuM. zeTha kahe bhale. koI divasa khAvAnuM mekalAve, koI divasa na mokalAve. AvI sthitimAM zeTha rahe che. . zeThanA manamAM khUba pastA thAya che. arere, je putronI pAchaLa pAgala banIne meM pApa karavAmAM bAkI na rAkhyuM. ghauM-cekhA Adi anAjamAM tevA kalaranA kAMkarA bheLavIne anAja vecyuM. anIti karI. kadI mArA hAthe dAna-puNya karyuM nahi. e mArA karmo ja mane udayamAM AvyA che. have pastAvo karIne zuM karuM? mArA bhAganI milakta paNa ApI dIdhI. have chokarAo sAmuM paNa jotAM nathI. Ama zeTha ciMtAmAM beThA che tyAM zeThane eka june mitra maLavA Avya, zeThanI hAlata joI mitranuM haiyuM bharAI AvyuM. mitrane kahyuM bhAI! pApa karatAM pAchuM vALIne na joyuM, have te mane bhagavAna bahu yAda Ave che. mitra kahe che bhAI! tane pAchalI uMmare paNa bhagavAna yAda AvyA che, mATe jarUra tAruM bhaluM thaze. mitre zeThane duHkhamAMthI ugaravAno eka kimI batAvyuM. huM kahuM tema karaje. kAle huM eka peTI laIne tArI pAse AvIza. pachI tuM jo ke, tArI dazA kevI palaTAI jAya che! dikarAo ane vahuo tArI khUba sevA karaze. paNa tuM emanA mehamAM phasAIza nahi. paNa samayane lAbha uThAvI leje. ane tArA pAMcamA bhAganI badhI milakata dAnamAM vAparI nAMkhaje. jethI tAre parabhava sudharaze. A bhavamAM te te dhana bheguM karavA sivAya bIjuM kaMI ja karyuM nathI. mATe jAgyA tyArathI savAra samajIne parabhavanuM bhAtu bAMdhI leje. bIje divase savAranA pahoramAM zeThane mitra eka cakramakatI suMdara vajanadAra peTI laIne AvyA. putra paNa savAramAM ghera hatAM. peTI AvelI joIne putro bApAnI oraDImAM gayA. bApAne mitra kahe che, zeTha varSo pahelAM tame mane A mUDI sAcavavA ApI hatI, have mArAthI A milkata sacavAya tema nathI. A tamArI peTI saMbhALI le. cAvI te tamArI pAse ja che. peTImAM zuM che te huM jANato nathI, zeTha kahe mitra ! AmAM te mArI kharI milakta che. dikarAoe A vAta sAMbhaLI, eTale manamAM thayuM ke haju bApA pAse te ghaNI milkata che. milakata joIne dikarAo kahe che bApujI! tame ekalA A eAraDImAM paDayA rahe te sAruM na kahevAya. amAre ghera cAle. pitA kahe che mAre tamAre

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so8 ghera nathI AvavuM. mArI pAse milkata che, temAMthI rasoIye rAkhI laIza. kAma karanAra kara rAkhIza ane ArAmathI khAIza. putro kahe che, cAra cAra dikarA beThA hoya ane tame ekalA judA raho te amAruM nAka ja kapAI jAya ne! ame tamane ekalA te nahi ja rahevA daIe. putrone khUba Agraha joI ne zeTha kahe bhale. putrone ghera gayA. have te bApAjInA mAna pAna vadhI gayA. putra-vadhUe paNa premathI sevA karavA lAgI. roja roja badAmane zIre, lApazI vagere navuM navuM bhojana banavA lAgyuM. devAnupriye! bApA te tenA te ja hatAM paNa A badho camatkAra bApAnI pAse dhana hatuM tene hate. have bApAnI AMkha ughaDI gaI hatI. thoDA divasa pachI bApA kahe che beTA! mAre have te dAna-puNya karavuM che. mAre 25,000 rUpiyA jIvadayAmAM vAparavA che. A peTI kholIne temAMthI eka hIrA vecI nAMkhu. putro kahe :- nA bApA, A badhuM tamAruM ja che ne ? tame zA mATe saMkeca rAkho che? moTA putre 25,000 rUpiyA ApyA. te jIvadayAmAM vAparI nAMkhyA. be traNa mahinA thayA eTale bIjA dikarAne kahe che mAre zAnadAnamAM paisA vAparavA che. putra kahe che bApujI! tame jema kahe tema karavA taiyAra chuM. 25,000 rUpiyA laIne jJAnadAnamAM vAparyA. A rIte trIjA putra pAsethI 25,000 laI garIbanI sevAmAM vAparyA. cothA putra pAsethI rUpiyA laIne judI judI saMsthAomAM vAparyA. AkhA gAmamAM zeThanI vAha vAha bolAvA lAgI. ghaDapaNamAM zeThanI mati sudharI gaI keTaluM badhuM dAna kare che ! dAnezvarI tarIke zeTha prakhyAta thayAM. ke thoDA samayamAM zeThane aMtakALa najIka AvyuM. zeThe pitAnA putrone bolAvIne kahyuM:he vahAlA putro! A peTI tamane seMpuM chuM emAM meM tamArA, putravadhUonA nekaranA. badhAne bhAga pADIne judI judI DabbIo mUkI che. tamAre koI jAtanI ciMtA ja na rahe. mArA maraNa pachI kAraja patI jAya tyArabAda bhegA thaIne A peTI khelaje. zeTha te cAlyA gayA. zeThanuM avasAna thayA tera divasa thaI gayAM. caudame divase kuTuMba bheguM thayuM. peTI kholavAnI che. darekanA mukha upara eTale harSa che ke jANe peTImAMthI zuM nIkaLaze? gAmamAM paNa khabara paDI gaI che ke Aje zeTha milakatanI peTI mUkIne gayA che, tenA bhAga paDavAnA che. zuM nIkaLaze te jovA mATe zeThanA gharamAM mANasa samAtuM nathI. badhAnI vacamAM peTI khelI. aMdarathI eTalI sugaMdha maheke che ke jANe keTalI kiMmatI cIjo haze ? peTI khelI ane saunA nAmanI DabbIo ApI dIdhI. DabbImAM paNa lAla kAgaLa upara kAgaLa vIMTelA. sAta kAgaLa ukele tyAre vadhu maLe. nekare sauthI pahelAM khelIne joyuM te aMdarathI goLamaToLa paththara nIkaLe. pachI te badhAe pitAnI DabbIo khelIne joyuM te paththara ja nIkaLyA. badhA bhegA thaIne mAthA pheDavA lAgyA. bApA te ApaNane ramADI gayA.

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Co TUMkamAM kahevAno Azaya e che ke pitAe putrone meha rAkhI pahelI jiMdagImAM dharmadhyAna na karyuM, dAna na karyuM. putronA vartanathI pitAnI AMkha khulI gaI, ane saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAI gayuM. mitranI zikhAmaNathI zeThe A kAma karyuM. ane pitAnA bhAganI milakata dAnamAM vAparI. ane chellI jIMdagI dharmadhyAnamAM vItAvI. pitA AvuM karata nahi paNa putro pitAnI pharaja bhUlI gayAM. ema vicAra na karyo ke ApaNe mATe pitAe keTaluM kaSTa veThayuM che! savA savA lAkha rUpiyAnI milakata maLavA chatAM pitAne sAcavI na zakyA tyAre bApane A kArya karavuM paDayuM. jeje, ahIM beThelA vRddha bApAo AvuM na karatA. phakta sAra eTale ja grahaNa karavAne che ke pitAe putra ane putroe pitAno prema saMpAdana karavAnI jarUra che. premamAM svArtha na hai joIe. devAnupriye! evuM jIvana jIvI jAva ke duniyA tamane yAda kare. pitAjInI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA mATe rAmacaMdrajI vanamAM gayAM. rAma-lakSamaNa ane sItAjI mAtA pitAne vaMdana karI mahela choDIne cAlyA gayAM. mahela kArAgAra je sUne lAgavA mAMDayA. tyAre dazaratha rAjA rANIo sahita tathA AkhI ayodhyA nagarInA prajAjane rAmanI pAchaLa jAya che, vahepArIoe mAla-milakata bharelI dukAne khullI mUkI dIdhI. keI jevA paNa na rahyuM ke pAchaLa zuM thaze? AkhI adhyAnagarI sUnakAra banI gaI. rAme pAchuM vALIne joyuM te ayodhyA nagarInI samasta prajA pitAnI pAchaLa cAlI Ave che. pUjya pitAjI paNa pAchaLa Ave che. tarata ja rAmacaMdrajI ubhA rahI gayA. kahe che pitAjI! ApanAthI na avAya. Apa ubhA raho. khUba samajAvIne pAchA mokalyA. rAmanA viyegathI dazaratha rAjA bebhAna thaI gayA. prajAjane dhAra AMsue raDI rahyAM che. jyAM sudhI rAma dekhAyA tyAM sudhI sI sajaLa netre joI rahyA. kahevAno Azaya e che ke e paNa mAnava hatAM. tame paNa mAnava che. eka mANasa saddaguNanI saurabha phelAve che. bIje durguNanI durgadha phelAve che. ekanA mRtyu pAchaLa kaMIka che raDe che. varSo sudhI ene yAda kare che, jyAre eka marI jAya che te ene koI yAda paNa karatuM nathI. rAmacaMdrajIe prajAne keTale prema saMpAdana karyo hazetame paNa AvuM jIvana jIvatAM zIkhe. divALInA divasomAM dIna-duHkhI upara dayA lAvI e dukha dUra karaje yathAzakti dAna kare che. te ja tame sAcI divALI ujavI che. bhagu purohita kahe che ke hita macanI jema kAmabhoganI jALa chedIne huM putranI sAthe dIkSA laI tapa-saMyamamAM ramaNatA karIza have AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze.

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vyAkhyAna........na: 98 AsA vada 12 ne seAmavAra tA. 26-10-70 A jIva mana-vacana ane kAyAthI kama' khAMdhe che. temAM jeTalA kama kAyAthI nathI adhAtA teTalA vacanathI kha"dhAya che. ane vacanathI nathI maMdhAtAM teTalA manathI aMdhAya che. A mana tA mahu ja ca'caLa che. ghaDIkamAM kayAM hoya ane ghaDIkamAM kayAM cAlyu' jAya che. zubhaazubha vicAranI hAramALA cAlatI ja hAya che, mATe manane azubha vicArAmAMthI nivartAvI zubha vicArAmAM joDAyelu rAkheA te AtmAnA adhyavasAya nima`La raheze. arisA svaccha hoya tA pratibiMba paNa svaccha paDe. ane arise malIna haze te pratibiMba svaccha nahi paDe. mATe mana jeTalu svaccha haze teTalI vItarAga vANInI asara jaldI thaze. manuSyanu mana e manIbega che. emAM kuvAsanAnA kacarA na bharAya. emAM teA kiMmatI ratnAM ja bharAya. tame tamArA mananI manIbegamAM zu bhayu`' che? ahIM kuvAsanAnA kacarA bhaNIne tA nathI AvyAne ! TUMkamAM manane nirmAMLa banAvavAnI jarUra che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM cha jIvAnA adhikAra cAle che. temAM bhRgu purAhita ane tenA be putrone samajAi gayuM che ke AtmAnA zAzvata sukha meLavavA mATe ApaNe zuM karavu joI e ! tamAre sArI cIja kharIdavI haiAya tA sAme mUlya tAM ApavA ja paDe che ne? tame kaMdoinI dukAne mIThAi kharIdavA jaze te mIThAinA mUlya ApavA ja paDe che ne ? paisAnA tyAga karyA vinA mIThAI maLatI nathI. teA pachI jene mAnA sukha meLavavA hoya tene saMsAranA sukhAnA tyAga karavA ja paDe ne ? saMsArane tyAga ryAM vinA meAkSanA sukha kI maLavAnA nathI. kAyAnA mAha rAkhIne besI rahevAthI kramanI bhekhaDA nahi tUTe. jene tame khUba sAcavA che. te kAyA tA phUTelA hAMDalA jevI che. enA mAha rAkhavA jevA nathI. e tamane kayAre DhagA daI deze tenI khakhara nathI tArI kAcI kAcI kAyAnuM tuM zAne kare che gumAna, bhajI le mahAvIranAma....bhajIle....(2) kAyA tArI kAcI che, mAna zikhAmaNa sAcI che, cAra divasanI che jiMdagAnI, cAra divasanA khela, e dhana dolana kaMI kAma na Ave...zAne kare che gumAna-bhajIle, kAcA ghaDAne eka oraDAmAM tALuM vAsIne mUkavAmAM Ave te ema ne ema paDaya

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71 zaheze. phUTI nahi jAya, paNa A kAyA te kAcA ghaDA karatAM paNa kAcI che. ene game tyAM rAkhe paNa phUTayA vinA nahi rahe. A tame najare dekhe che paNa haju bhAna thatuM nathI. cAra dezamAM cAra pratyeka buddha thaI gayA. temane raheja nimitta maLatAM samajI gayA, karakaNDu kaliMgesu, paMcAlesu ya dummuho| ' namIyA vihevuM, jANuM ca ramAI u. a. 18-4'' - kaliMga dezamAM karakaMDU rAjA, paMcAla dezamAM durmukha rAjA, videha dezamAM namI rAjA, ane gaMdhAra dezamAM nigati rAjA thaI gayA. A cAre ya rAjAone nimitta maLatAM saMsAranuM svarUpa samajI rAjapATa cheDIne dIkSA laIne mekSamAM gayA. kaliMga dezamAM karakaMDU rAjAne eka vAcharaDo joIne vairAgya AvyuM. je vAchara pahelAM je hatuM tyAre te madamasta cUMTI khaNe ne lehI nIkaLe e baLavAna hate. amuka varSo pachI e ja vAcharaDAne teNe joyo. e joIne karakaMDu rAjAnA manamAM e vicAra AvyuM ke aho ! A ja vAcharaDe eka vakhata ke hato! ane atyAre ke durbaLa banI gaye che ! cAle che te hAMphI jAya che, moDhAmAM phINa AvI gayAM chezA para mAkhIo baNabaNe che, te uDADavAnI paNa enAmAM tAkAta nathI. A zarIrano svabhAva Ave ja che. kene khabara kAle mArA zarIranI paNa AvI dazA nahi thAya! ATalA vicAre vairAgya AvI gayA. zAstranuM vAMcana karyuM na hatuM. gurUnI vANI paNa nahotI sAMbhaLI. nimitta maLatAM rahejamAM jAgI gayA. temane te keTalAMya nimitto maLatAM haze te paNa jAgatA nathI. tamArI sAme ja vairAgyanI vAta karuM chuM ke bhUga purohitanA be putra eka ja vAra saMta darzanathI jAgI gayAM. putranA nimitte purohita paNa jAgI gaye. ane enI patnI yazA paNa have jAgaze. paNa mArA mahAvIranA putra jAgatA nathI. Aje vijJAne ghaNuM sAdhananI zodha karI che. temAM je voTaraprupha che tenA upara game teTaluM pANI reDe te paNa tene pANInI asara thatI nathI. te palaLaze nahi. bIjuM aniprapha agnikupha vastune game teTalI bhaDabhaDatI agnimAM nAMkhe te paNa te baLaze nahi. tema mArA zrAvakanA hRdaya ane magaja te evA pravacanakupha banI gayAM che ke game teTalAM mahAna purUSe vItarAga vANIne temanA upara varasAda varasAve paNa pIgaLe ja nahi. mane te ghaNI vakhata vicAra thAya ke ATaluM ATaluM sAMbhaLavA chatAM AtmAone vairAgya kema nahi Avate heya! paNa jyAM pravacanaprupha thaI gayA hoya tyAM kayAMthI asara thAya? (hasAhasa) devAnupriye ! kaMIka samaje. samajyA vinA uddhAra thavAne nathI. bhagu purohita tenI patnIne kahe che he patnI ! tArA manamAM ema thAya che ke mAre pati

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saMyamanAM kaSTo kevI rIte sahana karaze? je tamArA zrImatIjI tamane A rIte kahe te tamane te emaja thAya ke mArI patnIne mArA pratye keTalo badho prema che! saMsAramAM te mArI ciMtA karI paNa huM choDIne jAuM chuM te paNa mArI keTalI ciMtA kare che paNa samaje. e ciMtAnI pAchaLa svArtha samAyeluM che. have bhRgu purohita kahe che! jema mArA putro kAmaguNanI jALane teDIne dIkSA levA mATe taiyAra thayAM che tema huM paNa A saMsAramAM ajJAna avasthAmAM mAchalAnI jema jALamAM phasAI gayA hatA paNa have hita matsyanI jema huM kAmabhegenI jALane bhedIne saMyamamAge vicarIza. jema pairyavAna, gaMbhIra, dharmamAM dhuradhara evA purUSo vRSabhanI jema saMyamanI dhurA upADI zake che tema huM paNa tapa ane zIla dvArA saMyamanI dhurA vahana karIza kAraNa ke mane te A saMsAra kAjaLanI koTaDI jevo lAge che. have huM A saMsAramAM rokAIza nahi. * A saMsAramAM te kSaNika sukhanI pAchaLa anaMtakALanuM duHkha raheluM che. kAmage gavatAM kSaNavAranA sukhanI pAchaLa keTalAye kALanA duHkhanI paraMparA ubhI thAya che. jema I mANasa pAMca hajAra rUpiyA uchInA laIne dhAmadhUma karIne dikarAne paraNave, jalasA kare paNa manamAM te e samajatA hoya che ke A jalasAnI pAchaLa mArA mAthe karaja thayuM che. tema A saMsAranA raMgarAgamAM paDI ajJAnI cha jalasA uDAve che, kSaNika sukha laMTavAmAM AnaMda mAne che, paNa vicAra karaje ke e sukhanI pAchaLa tamArA mAthe karmanA karaja vadhI rahyAM che. jyAre pariSaha-upasarga sahana karatAM saMyamamAM karmanA karaja cUkavAI jAya che. tame saMsAranA sukha meLavatAM ochAM kaSTa nathI veThatAM. mAtA-pitA-patnI-putra cheDIne dhana kamAvA paradezanI saphare upaDe che, tyAM keTaluM kaSTa veTho che. hAla ekane eka dikaro dhana kamAvA mATe paradeza jAya che. bAra varSe te pAcho Ave che. tyAM sudhI e ghara bAra, mAtA-pitA ane patnIne moha cheDe che ne ! tyAM brahmacaryanuM pAlana paNa kare che. A rIte cheDe che ane bIje samajIne choDe che. tyAga te baMnene che. paNa ekane karmonI nirjarA thAya che, jyAre bIjAne karmanI nirjarA thatI nathI. kAraNa ke tamArA cheDavAmAM saMsArane rAga che. mehanuM piSaNa che. ane saMyama le che tene choDavAmAM rAga te nathI. meha, mAyA ane mamatAnA baMdhana toDavA mATe, ane karmanA karajathI mukta thavAnA hetuthI dIkSA le che. mATe baMnemAM AsamAna ane jamIna jeTaluM aMtara raheluM che. - bhRgu purohitane vairAgya khUba samajaNa pUrvakane che. patnIe ghaNuM kahyuM paNa pite aDaga rahaye. sAcA vairAgIne ke rekI zakatuM nathI. tame te kahe che ke zuM karIe? vairAgya te AvI jAya che paNa amane amArI patnI ane amArA putra reke che. A tamArI kacAza che. bhRgupurehitane yazAe kevA kevA zabdo kahayA, chatAM rokAye? have enI patnIne manamAM patine vacana sAMbhaLI vicAra AvyuM. te zuM kahe che.

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013 nava kucA samaikamatA, tayANi jAhANi dalitu haMsA | heti puttA ca par ca mA', te haiM' chuM nALunamittameza // u. a. 14-36 atyAra sudhI cazA peAtAnA patine "saMyamamAM AvA duHkhA, che, e duHkhA kema veThI zakazeA? tenA karatAM mArI sAthe rahIne saMsAranA bhAga bhagavA" ema hetI hatI, paNa have enA manamAM samajAyuM ke jo sa`sAramAM sukha hAta tA mahAna purUSA saMsArane cheData nahi. vaLI jo dhana-vaibhavamAM sukha hAta tA dhanavAna kadI duHkhI na thAta. paNa evuM tA che nahi. AjanA zrIma'ta kAle raMka khanI jAya che, AjanA maLavAna kAle ni`La anI jAya che. A badhI vicitratAethI saMsAra bharele che. sayamamAM ja sAcuM sukha che. mA vAta ene samajAI gaI. yazAnA mananI vicAradhArA palaTAi gaI. enA manamAM ze vicAra AvyeA. jevI rIte AkAzamAM krauMca nAmanuM pakSI apratihatapaNe uDe che ane haMsa jevI rIte jALane anathanu kAraNa jANI tenA TukaDe TukaDA karI uDI jAya che. tevI rIte mArA svAmInAtha ane mArA be putrA viSayeAnI vikaTa jALa tADIne krauMca ane haMsanI jema sama rUpI AkAzamAM apratima dhapaNe vicaravA jaI rahyA che. te pachI huM paNa zA mATe temanI sAthe dIkSA na lauM! putrA ane patinA sayamapa Mthai gayA pachI ekalI strIne gharamAM rahevuM zobhe nahi. mAre paNa temanI sAthe sayama levA joIe. devAnu priyA ! vicAra karA. bhRgu purAhita brAhmaNa hatA. e tamArI jema jainakuLamAM janmelA na hatA. bhRgu purohitane tyAM rajavADA jeTalI sa'patti che. rAjA pAse evu khUba mAna che, chatAM ene saMsAra e khaMdhana lAgyuM. ane saMsAranA baMdhanamAMthI mUkti meLavavA taiyAra thayA. paNa mArA A mahAvIranA putrAne saMsAra e baMdhanarUpa lAgyA nathI. pAMjarAmAM pUrAyelAM pakSIne paNa pAMjaru baMdhana rUpa lAge che. svecchAthI AkAzamAM uDatA peAtAnA jAtibhAI Ane joine enI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya che. ahA ? kAM mAru mukta jIvana ane kayAM A pAMjarAnu` ma`dhana! eka vakhata eka pApaTane pAMjarAmAM pUrIne kAI zeTha peAtAne ghera laI AvyA. e zeTha pApaTane rAja dADamanI kaLIe khavaDAve che. paNa ene pAMjarAmAM AnaMda Ava nathI. eka vakhata e gAmamAM mahAna jJAnI sa`ta padhAryAM. zeTha rAja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA jatA hatAM. tyAre pelA popaTa pAMjarAmAM beThA beThA zeThane kahe che zeTha ! tame rAja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA jAva che. gurUdeva khUba jJAnI che. te Apa mArAvatI eTaluM pUchajo ke ma dhanamAMthI mukti kevI rIte meLavAya ? zeThane paNa vicAra thayA ke hu rAja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLuM' chatAM mane AvA vicAra nathI AvatA ane A pApaTane AvA vicAra kema. mAnya zA. 90

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LY heraze ? zeThane mAja sudhI khabara na hatI ke jene jiMnagI jela jevI lAge che tene ja chUTavAnu mana thAya che. tame teA saMsAranI jelamAM rahevA mATe evA TevAI gayAM che ke devAnuM mana ja nathI thatuM. zeTha vyAkhyAnamAM gayA. vyAkhyAna pU' thayA pachI badhA leAko vikharAyA. eTale sahArAja pAse jaIne puchyu : gurUdeva ! mA~dhanamAMthI mukti kevI rIte maLe ! zeThanI AAta sAMbhaLI mahArAja kahe che, A prazna konA che! A prazna tamArA aMtaramAM uddabhavyuM cAya tema mane nathI lAgatu. tyAre zeTha kahe che gurUdeva ! ApanI vAta sAcI che. A prazna mArA pApaTe pUchAvyA che. A sAMbhaLI mahArAja te jyAM hatA tyAM bebhAna thaIne pRthvI upara DhaLI paDayA. A joI zeTha tA gabharAI gayA. A zu' thaI gayu` ! me' prazna pUchyo na puchyA ne mahArAjane kaIka thaI gayu'! jo keAI Avaze te mane AkSepa Apaze ke - zeThuM ja mahArAja ne kaMika karI nAMkhyuM che. mane leAkeA badanAma karaze, enA karatAM 'chu jaldI ravAnA thaI jAu. E mahArAja teA bhAnamAM ja hatAM. zeTha gayA eTale mahArAja ubhA thaI gayAM. zeTha ghera gayA eTale pApaTe pUchyuM : zeTha ! mArA praznanA javAkha lAvyA ? zeTha kahe che are! tArA prazne tA gujama karyAM. me mahArAjane prazna pUchyA evA ja e tA bebhAna thaI gayAM. popaTa samajI gayA ke mArA praznanA e mUMgA uttara che. sAMja paDatAM popaTa pAMjarAmAM bebhAna thaIne paDI gaye. khAvuM-pIvuM badhu... cheDIne mRta kalevaranI jema paDI raheyA. zeTha bahArathI AvyA. rAjanA niyama pramANe popaTane dADamanI kaLIe khavaDAvavA AvyA. pAMjaru' kheAlIne joyuM teA paTa nizcetana paDayeA che. hAlatA nathI, cAlate nathI. khUma tapAsIne joyu tA zeDane lAgyu` ke nakkI popaTa marI gayA lAge che. eTale zeThe tA popaTane pakaDIne pAMjarAmAMthI bahAra kADhIne pheMkI dIdheA. mukti maLatAM popaTa pAMkha phaphaDAvatA uDIne jhADanI DArbIe jane beThA. 34. zeTha kahe che are pApa! tuM te marI gayA hatA ne pAchA kyAMthI jIvatA thayA ? pApaTe kahyuM. zeTha! mane mArA gurUe elAna anIne e upadeza ApyA ke duniyAmAM madhanamAMthI mukti meLavavAnA mArga e che ke tamArI je indriyA chUTI che te chUTI iMdriyA para niyaMtraNa rAkhA tA avazya mukti maLaze. ema kahI pApaTa uDI gayA. A tiya ca popaTane baMdhanamAMthI mukta thavAnuM mana thayuM, paNa mArA rAjagRhI nagarInA catura zrAvaane hajI mukta thavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. tamane lAgatuM haze ke ame te mukta ja chIe ma! pApaTanI jema kayAM pAMjarAmAM pUrAyelA chIe? baMdhuo! kaIka samajo. bhale tamane khullu' 'dhana na dekhAtu DeAya paNa A sa sAramAM snehanI sAMkaLe baMdhAyelA che. te ane bIjuM A zarIra paNa dhana rUpa che.

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ekeka IndrinA viSayamAM ajJAnI che evA Asakta banelAM che ke tenAthI chUTavAnI laganI nathI lAgatI. tamArI indriyo kahe ke mAre amuka jAtanI sagavaDe joIe che, te tame ene kahI de ke enA vinA cAlI zake tema che, mATe tane e nahi maLe. kAraNa ke dehanI sagavaDe AtmAnA hitamAM nathI. vRttio kAbUmAM rAkhavAmAM Ave tyAre ja mAnava mahAtmA banI zake che. e ja vRttio chUTI-aniyaMtrita hoya tyAre mAnava pApAtmA bane che. manuSya jIvananA eka cheDe pAzavatA che ane bIjA cheDe divyatA che. ApaNe pAzavatAmAMthI divyatA tarapha prayANa karavAnuM che. vacce mAnavatAne setu che. tenA dvArA saue pragati karavAnI che. Aje gati te sahu kare che, paNa je AtmA karmanA baMdhanamAMthI mukta thavA tarapha gati kare che. tenuM nAma ja sAcI gati-pragati che. ' ' bhUgu purahita, tenA be putro ane tenI patnI e cAra AtmAe sAcI pragati karavA taiyAra thayA che. kevA haLukamI AtmAo che ke jeo ekabIjAnA nimitte jAgI gayA. e tamArI * pravacana prapha na hatAM. yazAbhAnA manamAM paNa vicAra AvyuM ke mArA putra ane mArI pati saMsAra baMdhananI viSamaya jALane bhedIne saMyamapaMthe prayANa kare che. te mAre zA mATe saMsAramAM rahevuM joIe? huM paNa temanI sAthe dIkSA laIza. have AgaLa zuM banI tenA saMva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.99 (dhanateraza) Aso vada 13ne maMgaLavAra tA. 27-10-70 anaMtajJAnI mahAna purU cira nidrAmAM piDhelA ane DhALIne jagADe che. huM AtmAo! A sonerI samaya pramAda karavA mATe nathI maLyo. jAgRtino saMdeza ApatAM mahAna purUSe kahe che - zArada kasarA , nAjara mAra vaDhate zuddha / bRhadbhASya. 3383 jAgRti e jIvana che. pramAda e patana che. ane nidrA e mRtyu che. ALasa e te jIvatA mAnavInuM avasAna che. mATe he manuSyo ! sadAkALa jAgatAM rahe. jAgatA rahenAranI buddhi paNa hameMzA jAgatI rahe che. ane je uMghe che enI vikAsa zakti paNu uMghI jAya che je ALasa kare che tenI buddhi paNa kaTAI jAya che.

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suvaMti suvaMtapta surtha vaMticaM caMdiyaM re vmattarU ! nizItha bhASya 5304 A saMsAramAM jeTalAM mahAna purUSa thayA, moTA moTA vidvAne ane vaijJAnika thaI gayAM e badhAnI sAdhanAne mULamaMtra A ja che ke haMmezA jAgRta rahe, kAryamAM lAgyA rahe, ane akhaMDa avicala niSThApUrvaka tamArA dhyeyanI siddhi mATe puruSArtha cAlu rAkhe. je siddhinA amRtane cAhe che tene ALasanA jherathI bacavuM paDaze. bIjA zabdomAM kahuM te khATalAmAM paDayA rahevuM tenuM nAma ja pramAda nathI, paNa bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke mada bisaya kasAyA, nidA vikahA ya paMcamI bhaNiyA / gu fja pamAyA, navA pAuMti saMsAre che paracuraNa gAthA mada, viSaya, kaSAya, paraniMdA ane cAra vikathA e pAMca pramAda che. ane e, jIvane anaMta saMsAramAM rajhaLAvanAra che. Aje manuSyane ahaM jaldI AvI jAya che. keI dharmakArya hoya ke vyavahArika kArya hoya emAM tame joDAyA. ane jo tamAruM dhAryuM na thayuM te aMdara beThele "ahaM" vararAjA e kUdaze ke huM kaMIka chuM. mAruM dhAryuM kema na thAya? kaINe mane kema na pUche? jyAM sudhI A ahaM nahi ogaLe tyAM sudhI mekSa nahi maLe. mATe ja jJAnI kahe che ke ahaM ogaLe nahi, mada mare nahi, vAsanA virame nahi, te mokSanI prApti paNa na thAya. Aje tame bhautika sAdhanothI ahaMkAra kare che. aho ! atyAranA jevI vaijJAnika zekheLa amArA vaDavAonA vakhatamAM na hatI. kevAM jhaDapI sAdhanenI zodhakhoLa vijJAne karI che. paNa AmAM navAI pAmavA jevuM zuM che? tame siddhAMta vAMcyA hoya te khabara paDe ne? cakavati pAchaLa Rddhi keTalI? enAM ratna kevA oTomeTika kArya karatA hatA. cakravarti pAchaLa cAle ane daMDa ratna AgaLa cAle. guphAonA dvAra kholI nAkhe. jenA nava nidhAna ane cauda ratnane sAcavavA keTalAya deva hAjara hatA. tamArA vaijJAnika sAdhanemAM A tAkAta che? AvI sAyabInA dhaNI cakravatio saMsAra tyAgIne sAdhu banI gayA. bAra cakravatimAMthI daza cakravatioe dIkSA lIdhI che. emanI pAse je bhautika sukha hatuM tene choDIne AtmAnA akhaMDa avinAzI sukha meLavavA cAlyA gayA. tamArI pAse nathI chatAM ene meLavavA athAga prayatna kare che, Aje dhanaterasane pavitra divasa che. kharekhara te Aje, dhanaterasa nahi paNa dhaNaterasane divasa che. paNa tamArI ramaNatA dhanamAM che, eTale dhanaterasa nAma pADI dIdhuM che. A pavitra divasomAM AtmAnI ArAdhanA karavAnI che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInuM aMtima cAturmAsa pAvApurImAM thayuM hatuM. divALInA divase prabhu nirvANa pAmyA che. te samaye aDhAra dezanA nava malI ane nava lacchI rAjAe bhagavAnanI pAse AvIne

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fyq chaThTha pauSadha karIne besI gayA hatA. tamane ema thaze ke bhagavAna Aso vadI amAsane divase ja mekSamAM jaze evI khabara kayAMthI paDI? A prasaMga evI rIte upasthita thaye che ke jyAre maMkhalIputra zAlake bhagavAna upara tejuvezyA choDI tyAre gozAlakanuM bhAvi Ine sarvajJa bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDayAM. "he maMkhaliputra gozAlaka! huM te A pRthvI upara haju sADA sela varSa sudhI gaMdhahastinI jema vicaravAne chuM. paNa tAruM te AjathI sAtame divase mRtyu che. kaMIka vicAra kara. sarvajJanA vacanamAM kadI zaMkA hoya ja nahi. satya ja hoya. aDhAra dezanA rAjAo AjanA divase sAMje pAvApurImAM AvyA hatA. kAraNa ke caudaza-pAkhIne chaThTha karavAnuM hatuM. eTale AgalA divase te AvI javuM ja paDe. A rAjAe ekalA ja nahotA AvyA. paNa emanI sAthe emane samagra parivAra, emanuM sainya-lazkara badhuM laIne AvyA hatAM. te rAjAo potAnA sainya sahita sAMjanA samaye pAvApurImAM bhagavAna pAse AvI rahyAM hatAM. te samaye jaMgalamAM caravA gayelI gAyanAM dhaNa gAmamAM pAchA pharI rahyAM hatAM. paNa A rAjAonAM meTa seje ane temanAM hathiyAra joIne gAya ane bheMsanA dhaNa bhaDakI gayA. gAya ne bheMso bhAgAbhAga karavA lAgI tyAre zevALIyA gAmanA lokone pUche che, Aje ApaNuM gAmamAM zuM che? ATaluM moTuM sainya kema AvyuM che? tyAre khabara paDI ke Aje pAvApurImAM aDhAra dezanA rAjAo pitAne sainya-parivAra laI bhagavAnanI pAse AvyA che. sainyane joIne gAyanuM dhaNa deDavA mAMDyuM te uparathI AjanA divasanuM nAma dhaNaterasa paDayuM. e dhaNu zabdamAMthI apabhraMza zabda banIne dhaNanuM "dhana' banyuM. ane tame badhA dhanaterasa mAnI beThAM che. AjanA divase amArA kaMIka zrAvaka baMdhuo uMbarAmAM kaMkunA sAthiyA pUrI dhananI pUjA karIne AvyA haze. rUpiyAne dUdhathI dhovAthI ane pUjA karavAthI dhana nahi maLe. sAcuM lakSamIpUjana te lakSamIne sadupayoga karavAthI thAya che. kAraNa ke lakSmIne tijorImAM pUrI sakhaze to te paNa akaLAI kaMTALI jAya che. lakSmIne bhAgya dAnathI khule che. popakAramAM jeTalI lakSamI vaparAya te ja lakSamInI sAcI pUjA che. bAkI lamIne bhegI karavAmAM koI vizeSatA nathI. tame te lakSamI kema meLavavI, kema bhegI karavI emAM ja jIvananI vizeSatA samaje che. tamAre mana jeTalI dhananI vizeSatA che eTalI dharmanI nathI. bharata mahArAjAne ekI sAthe traNa vadhAmaNI AvI. 1) AyudhazALAmAM cakrIna utpanna thayuM. 2) bhagavAna RSabhadevane kevaLajJAna utpanna thayuM. 3) tenI paTTarANIe putrane janma Ape. A traNe ya vadhAmaNIe ekI sAthe AvI. have tame sAcuM belaje. kaI vadhAmaNIne pahelI vadhAve. mAnI le ke tamArI rAjagRhI samAna rAjakoTa nagarImAM ja tamane A rIte traNa vadhAmaNIe ekI sAthe Ave ke 1) mahAna-pavitra, jJAnI-dhyAna

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Gf tapasvI-paMca mahAvratadhArI sata rAjakoTamAM padhAre che. 2) lATarI lAgI che. 3) putravadhUe putrane janma ApyA che. A traNa vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLIne tame kAne rokaDIyA ApazeA ? kaI vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLIne tamAruM haiyuM harSoMthI nAcI uThaze ? (hasAhasa). saMsArI jIvAnI dRSTi sa`sAra tarapha ja hAya che. jarA siddhAMtamAM dRSTi kare. AgaLanA mahArAjAe prabhu padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLIne harSoMthI nAcI uThatAM hatAM. zreNika jevA mahArAjA udyAnapAlakane hI rAkhatA hatA ke mArA taraNatAraNu prabhu Ave ke tarata ja mane khabara Apaje. jyAre jyAre prabhu udyAnamAM padhAratAM tyAre tyAre vanapAlaka rAjAne vadhAmaNI ApavA mATe AvatA tyAre zreNika rAjA zuM karatA ! prabhunA AgamananA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne tarataja sihAsanethI ubhA thaI jatAM, ane prabhu je dizAmAM birAjamAna heAya te dizAmAM sAta-ATha pagalAM jaine prabhune trikALa vaMdana karatA. rAjAnA te vakhatanA udyAsabhAva joIne vanapAlaka Azcaya pAmI jatA. vana karyAM pachI rAjAe pUchtAM hai vanapAlaka ! mArA prabhune utaravA mATe AjJA ApI ? emane kahape sevA pATa-pATalA vigere Apyu che ne ? vigere pUchatA. ane prabhu-AgamananI vadhAaNInI khuzAlImAM eka mAthAnA mugaTa rAkhIne aMga upara paherelAM sAta serA, nava sesa, aDhAra seza, hIrAnA ne DemanA hAra, khAjubaMdha vigere tamAma AbhUSaNNA vanapAlane ApI detA. tethI enI jiMdagInu dAridra TaLI jatuM. AthI vanapAlaka upara paNa evA prabhAva paDatA ke je bhagavaMtanA AgamananAM samAcAra ApyA te huM nyAla thaI gayA, tA e prabhunI hRdayanA bhAvapUrvaka bhakti karavAmAM Ave te zuM na maLe! kaMIka vanapAlako rAjAnI bhakti joI thama pAmI jatA hatAM. anyadhamIne jo jainadhama pamADavA hoya te thrihanI mamatA cheADavI paDe che. kaIka AtmAo hajI pRthvI para vidyamAna che, ke je bIjAne dhama pamADavA mATe peAtAnI lakSmInA sadupayega kare che. dhanaterasa, kALIcaudRza ane divALI-A traNa divaseA dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA mATe che. ane te aThThama karavA joie, na bane te chaThThuM ane chA~ paNa na karo te AsA vI amAsa-bhagavAnanI nirvANa tithinA divase upavAsa tA avazya karavA joie. aDhAra dezanA rAjAe rAjya cheDIne chake pauSadha karIne besI gayAM hatAM. tamAre rAjayanA vahIvaTa tA nathI sabhALavAnA ne ghUgharA-ghArI-seva-suMvALI ne lApasI jamavAthI, keDiyAmAM telanA DhivA pragaTAvavAthI dvivALI ujavI nahi kahevAya. Atma pradeza upara anAdi kALathI AThe karmAMnAM paDaLa AvI gayAM che, tene ukhADI jJAnanA dvipaka pragaTAvavAthI sAcI divALI * ujavI kahevAya. jaina dharmanA badhA ja paryAM leAkettara parvo che. te parvamAM AraMbha-samArAna hAya, bhAI-pI, paherI ADhIne Ana mAnavAnA nathI. paNa A divaseAmAM Araba-samArabha ghaDhADI AtmAnI upAsanA karavAnI che.

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- chAla 'S bharata mahArAjAe traNa vadhAmaNImAM bhagavAna rASabhadevanA kevaLajJAnanI vadhAmaNIne prathama mahatva ApyuM. potAnI dAdIne kahe che he mAtA ! tame "mAre aSabha, mAre aSAma kahIne raDe che, AMkhanA nIra sUkavI nAMkhyA che. e kevaLajJAnI bhagavAna RSabhadeva svAmI padhAryA che. cAle, ApaNe bhagavAnanA darzana karavA jaIe. duniyAmAM mAtAnuM heta alaukika heAya che. badhuM ja kharIdI zakAze paNa mAtAnuM vAtsalya nahi kharIdI zakAya. aSabhad nAma sAMbhaLI marUdevI mAtAnuM haiyuM harakhAI gayuM. teo tarata ja ubhA thaI gayA, bharata mahArAja hAthInI aMbADI upara marUdevI mAtAne besADIne naSabhadeva prabhunA darzane Ave che. * gayavara aMbADIe mAtAjI Ave, na te prabhujI mA kahI lAve, keNu mAtA, keNu putra? svArathI saMsAra, marUdevI mAtA pUche kayAM che mAro lAla. ' dee sasaraNanI racanA karI che. siMhAsana upara prabhujI birAjamAna che. deve mahatsava karI rahyAM che. A joIne marUdevI mAtAnA manamAM thayuM. ahe! huM te aSabha RSabha karuM chuM, paNa bASabha te keTalI sAhyabImAM beThe che, e te mArA sAmuM paNa jete nathI. kSaNika meha mUMjhave che. bIjI ja kSaNe mAtAne vicAra thaye; mane mArA putrone moha che. e te saMsAra tyAgI sAdhu banI gayAM. ene mana duniyAnI badhI ja mAtA marUdevI che. emane keInA upara rAga ke dveSa nathI. mohane uchALe besI gaye. koza mAtA ne keNu putra ! saMsAramAM te svArthanI sagAI che. rAga chUTI jatAM kSapakazreNI mAMDI. zukaladhyAna dhyAvatAM bAtI kamane kSaya karI kevaLajJAna pAmyA ane mokSe gayAM. bhacaNAna trASabhadevane tIrthanI sthApanA karatAM pahelAM ja marUdevI mAtA mele gayA tethI te atIrtha siddha kahevAyA. tamane thaze ke marUdevI mAtA vagara dIkSAe hAthInI aMbADIe kevaLajJAna pAmyA te amane kema na thAya? paNa, baMdhuo ! bhAvacAritra vinA kadI kevaLajJAna thAya nahi. bhale dIkSA nahetI lIdhI paNa mehanIya upara keTalo vijaya meLavyuM ! rAgane upazama karyo, te sivAya marUdevI mAtAe AgaLanA bhavamAM kevI ArAdhanA karelI che ane bhAvane bhAvatAM bhAva cAritra AvyuM tyAre ja kevaLajJAna pAmyAM che. tamAre te lADu khAvA che ne mokSamAM javuM che, e kyAMthI bane ? . . . kaMIka ema paNa kahe che ke bharata cakravati dhanaterasanA divase cha khaMDanI sAdhanA pharIne AvyA hatAM. e bharata cakravarti arisA bhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA hatAM. e kevAM haju hama jI hatA. dhananI pUjA karavAthI dhana nahi maLe, paNa dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAthI azubha karma khapaze ane zubha karma baMdhAze. aMte zubhamAMthI zuddha banIne mA lahemI prApta thaze. uttarAdhyayana sUtra ane vipAka sUtra bhagavAnanI atima vANI che. divALInA divase uttarAdhyayana sUtranI svAdhyAya karavI ane uttarAdhyayana sUtra na AvaDatuM hoya te sUyagaDAMga sUtranuM chaThuM adhyayana "puzkirasuvyuM jemAM bhagavAnanA guNe grAma karavAmAM AvyA che te 125 puskimpharNanI svAdhyAya karavI joIe. vipAke sonA

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720 Ama tA 108 adhyayanA hatAM, paNa atyAre daza sukhavipAkanAM ane daza duHkha vipAkanA ema 20 adhyayana ja mAjuda che. mAkInA adhyayana viccheda gayAM che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA chatrIze chatrIza adhyayana mADha che. temAM caudamA adhyayananA adhikAra cAle che. devabhadra ane jazeAbhadra e e kumArA sa`ta dazanathI vairAgya pAmyAM. putrAnA dRDha vairAgyathI bhRgu purAhita jAgyA. ane bhRgupurahitanA vairAgyathI tenI patnI yazAdevIne vairAgya AbyA. patinI vAta yazAnA gaLe utarI gaI. enA manamAM bhAva AvyAM ke mArA putra ane mArA pati dIkSA le che, teA have mAre paNa saMsAramAM rahIne zuM kAma che? tame ema na mAnaze| ke te bicArI nirAdhAra thai gaI, ekalI thai gaI eTale dIkSA na le teA zu' kare ? evu' nathI. ene ghera lakSmInA tUTo na hatA. sAMbhaLe. have sUtrakAra zu' kahe che : na purohiyaM taM sasuyaM sadAra, soccA 'bhinikkhamma pahAyabho / junasAra' vibhuttama ga, roca' amila' samuvAca tevI // u.a. 14-37 bhRgu purAhita, tenA be putrA ane tenI patnI e cAra AtmAo dhana-vaibhava, maMgalA, kAma bhega badhuM ja cheDIne dIkSA laine nIkaLI gayA. have pAchaLa zu' anyu e vAta A gAthAmAM kahevAmAM AvI che. bhRgu purAhitanI pAse vipula sa patti hatI. cha e RtumAM sAnukuLa rahe tevA mahela hatAM. enI lakSmI kALA bajAranI na hatI. tame ema mAnA che ke kALA bajAra karavAthI dhanavAna manAya che paNa ema nathI. kaMIka puNyavAna jIvA kALA bajAra nathI karatAM chatAM dhanavAna bane che. ene ghera pANInA pUranI jema lakSmI AvyA ja kare che. ghaNI vakhata evu' paNu ane che ke vakhAramAM mAla bharelA hAya che, ane e ja mAlanI kheMca paDI jAya che ane bhAva vadhI jAya che tyAre gavamenTa bhAva nakakI karI Ape che ke tamAre A bhAve ja mAla vecavA, temAM kALAbajAra na kahevAya. puNyazkanIne pagale pagale niSAna hoya che. ane puNya vagaranA mANasa kALI majurI karI 200 rUpiyA laIne ghera AvatA hAya tyAM khIssu kapAI jAya che. kama na karAve eTalu ochu che. mAtA, pitA ane be putrA cAra puNyavAna AtmAe vipula sa`pattine cheDIne nIkaLI gayAM. nIkaLatAM evA vicAra paNa na kyAM ke ApaNI ATalI badhI lakSmI pAchaLathI kANu laI jaze? tenA karatAM ApaNA hAthe ja lakSmInI vaheMcaNI karatA jaI e. te te eka ja vAta samajyAM ke je paudgalika vaibhavA eMTha samAna che, saMsAramAM bhramaNa karAvanAra che ene cheADIne ApaNe jaI rahyAM chIe teA khIjAne zA mATe ApatA javuM! je thavAnuM haze te thaze. jo e sAcuM heta te ApaNe ene cheData nahi. mahAna purUSa enA tyAga karata nahi, tijorI, gharabAra khullAM mUkIne A cAra jIvA nIkaLI gayAM,

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1 che. je lakSamIne mATe Aje rASTra-rASTra laDe che, pitA ane putra, mAtA ane putrI sANa ane vahu, derANI-jeThANI jhaghaDAM kare che, eka mAtAnAM jAyAM be bhAI majhIyAro vadhe che tyAre eka cIja ochI Ave te enA TukaDA kare che, keTe caDhe che paNa eka sAmAnya cIja mATe udAratA dAkhavatA nathI. lakSamI evI cIja che ke vahAlAne verI banAve che. bhAI-bhAIne prema luMTAve che. Aje duniyAmAM je kAMI jhaghaDA-TaMTA thAya che te badhuM lakSamI mATe ja thAya che. cAra pavitra AtmAo lamIne anarthanuM kAraNa samajI gharanAM dvAra khullA mUkI tyAga mAge nIkaLI gayA. pAchaLathI ISakAra rAjAne khabara paDI ke mArA mAnanIya bhUruM puhita vipula saMpattine tyAga karI, ghara bAra khullAM mUkI, enA be putra ane patnI sAthe dIkSA laIne nIkaLI gaye. have enI saMpattine keI dhaNI nathI. vaLI e saMpatti te meM pote ja ApelI hatI. eTale ene grahaNa karavAmAM kaI jAtane deva nathI. ema samajIne rAjA, bhRgu purohitanI saMpatti pitAnA rAjyamAM lAve che. tyAM zuM bane che - mahe te beThA rANI kamalAvaMtI, uDe che jhINerI epa, sAMbhaLa he dAsI, Aje re nagarImAM khepaTa ati ghaNI. kAM te rAjAe pradhAnane daMDalIdhe, kAM te lUMTI nagarI rAjAe Aja, kAM te karaverA rAjAe vadhArIyA, kAM karyo keIanyAya...sAMbhaLo. .. ISakAra rAjAnI rANI kamalAvaMtI mahelanA gekhe beThI hatI. ahIM paNa mArI kamalAvaMtI bahene ghaNI beThI che. jeje, ISakAra rAjAnI rANI kamalAvaMtI DevuM kAma kare che! nagarImAM cAre bAju jhINI raja uDI rahI che. cAre bAju dizAe jhAMkhI dekhAya che. A joI rANuM pitAnI dAsIne pUche che he dAsI ! Aje ApaNI nagarImAM ATalI badhI raTI kema uDe che? zuM rAjAe pradhAnane daMDa karyo che? ke nagarImAM lUMTa calAvI che. ? prajA upara karaverA nAMkhIne prajAne rAjA paDe che ke keI nirdoSa mANasane anyAya karyo che? AmAMthI kaIne kaI kAraNa vinA ATalI badhI dhULa uDe nahi. ane Aje dhULa kema uDe che? kamalAvatI rANI khUba vicikSaNa hatI. e jevI tevI na hatI. . tame anyAya karIne, bheLA gharAkane chetarIne paisA kamAI lAve che. te A zrAvikAo karI ema pUche che kharI ke svAmInAtha! ApaNI pAse ATale badhe paiso na hate. ane hamaNAM hamaNAM te tame ghaNuM kamAyA che, to A paise anItino te nathI AvatuM ne? kALA bajAra te nathI karatA ne? sAcI zrAvikA hoya te jarUra pUche. paNa Aje te badhAnI daSTi paisA upara ja kare che. eTale game tema karIne nANAM kamAvA che. dhanavAna banavuM e eka ja lakSa che. tyAM kALA bajAra ne dhaLA bajAra kayAMthI cha zA 91

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AjanI zIe te emaja kahe che ke tame kALA bajAra karo ke anIti karAM paNa Ara te hIrAnI baMgaDI joIze ja. jema pele gera vara-kanyAne paraNAve khara paNa kahevaka che ne keH "vara maro ke kanyA maro paNa mAruM tarabhANuM bhare." tema tamAre tyAM paNa eka ja vAta che ke basa lAve, paNa e nANuM kyAMthI Ave che e kaI jotAM nathI | paNa yAda rAkhaje ke kALA bajAra karI nANuM bhegI kare che. meja zokha te kare che te badhAya bhegavatI vakhate tamArA baraDo tUTI jaze. te vakhate karma bhegavavA kaI nahi cAM 2. rANIne ciMtA thaI ke mArA pati koI anyAya nathI karate ne ? eTale tAmIne pache che ke A roTI uDavAnuM kAraNa zuM che.? tyAre dAsI zuM kahe che. \ nathI re bAIjI pradhAnano daMDa lIdhe, nathI lUMTI rAjAe nagarI, Do nathI re rAjAe koI anyAya karyo, nathI pADI rAjAe dhADa.' A sAMbhaLa he bAIjI. Aja re nagarImAM khepaTa zenI uDe ? rANajI. amArA ISakAra mahArAjA prajAnA pAlaka che. emanA nAma pramANe emanAmAM guNa che. rAjAnuM nAma ISakAra che. IcchuM eTale zeraDImAM mIThAza che tema mahArAjAnA jIvanamAM mIThAza che. te kadI koIne anyAya kare tevA nathI. pradhAnane daMDa karyo nathI ke prajA upara karaverA paNa vadhAryA nathI. prajA upara rAjAnI khUba rahema daSTi che. paNa nagarImAM eka banAva banyo che, have zuM banAva banyo che, A dhULa zAthI uDe che te vAte dAsI, kamalAvatI rANIne kaheze ne rANI rAjAne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna.naM. 100 kALIcaudaza Ase vada 14 ne budhavAra tA. 28-10-70 anaMtajJAnI sarvajJa bhagavaMta vItarAga prabhue bhavya jIvonA kalyANane arthe batrIza Agamamaya vANInI prarUpaNa karI. siddhAMta eTale traNe kALe siddha thayelI zAzvatI vANI.. uttaradhyayana sUtra e prabhunI aMtima vANI che. bhagavaMta mahAvIra svAmIe aMtima cAturmAsa pAvApurImAM karyuM. aMtima samaye soLa prahara sudhI akhaMDa dezanA dIdhI. temAM uttarAdhyayana sUtranA chatrIsa adhyayanano paNa samAveza thAya che. te chatrIsa adhyasanamAMthI caudamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che

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723 bhRgu purAhitanA be putrA, bhRgu purAhita ane tenI patnI yazA e cAra AtmAe ekakhIjAnA nimitte vairAgya pAmI gayA. te jIvAne lAgyuM ke A sa MsAra tA tritApanA bhaThTho che. sagAsaMbaMdhIe e te badhA svArthInAM sagAM, matalakhanI mAkhI samAna che. ane A je dhana vaibhava, saMpatti, mahela Adi padArthAM nAzavata che. te pachI temAMthI akhaMDa, avinAzI, zAzvata sukha kyAMthI prApta thAya ? samudramAM thatAM mukSuda *upara keAI mANusa seADa tANIne sukhe sUI zakatA nathI. jo e tenA upara seADa tANIne sUI zake te kSaNe kSaNe karatAM vinAzI padArthomAMthI sukha meLavI zake, paNa e banavuM ja asaMbhavita che. tema A asAra sa`sAramAM rahI zAzvata sukhanI AzA rAkhavI te pazu ,,taddana asabhavita che. ema samajI haLukamI jIvA saMsAra dAvAnaLamAMthI nIkaLI jAya che. devAnupriyA ! tame je sukhA meLavavA rAta-divasa phAMphAM mArA che, bhUkha-tarasa veThA che. te sukhA puNyavAna jIvAne sAmethI maLatA hatAM. cakravartinenava nidhi ane cauda ratnAnI prApti thAya che. navanidhAna jemAM rahe che te peTI keTalI mATI hAya che ? ane kyAM rahe 'che e tame sAMbhaLyu nahi hAya. navanidhAnanI peTI khAra ceAjana lAMbI, nava cena kALI ane A ceAjana ucI hAya che. jenA ATha paiDA hAya che, jayAM samudranI sAthe gaMgA nadI maLe che tyAM A peTI rahe che. jyAre cakravati aThThama tapa karI tenuM ArAdhana kare che tyAre te mahA navanidhinI peTI tyAMthI nIkaLI cakravatinA caraNamAM AvIne ubhI rahe che. temAMthI dravyamaya vastue tA pratyakSa nIkaLe che. ane karmAMrUpa (kArya karavArUpa) vastune matAvatI vidhienAM pustako nIkaLe che, jene vAMcIne ISTa athanI siddhi karI zakAya che. A cauda ratna ane navanidhinuM rakSaNa karavA mATe eka hajAra devA niyukta karelA hAya che, te devA ja A badhuM kAya kare che. te sivAya tenA AtmarakSaka davA tA khudA hAya che. jyAre cakravati A kha' cheDIne dIkSA le tyAre badhAM sAdhanA pAtapeAtAne tyAM cAlyA jAya che. je AvA sukhAne cheDe che te cakravati meAkSanA mahAsukha pAme che. kadAca mAthe na jAya te devaleAkamAM jAya che, ane tyAMthI apabhava karIne mAkSe jAya che. ane je cheka sudhI e sukhAne nathI choDatA te narakamAM jAya che. tamAre lakSmI meLavavA kaIka kALA dhALa, udhA cattA karavA paDe che. tamane khammA khammA karanAra e cAra nAkare hoya te phulAI jAva che. vaLI e tamArA nAkara paNa kevA? tame sAcave tyAM sudhI sArA. ane jo viphare teA zeThanA jAna laI le che. muMbaImAM AvA kissA ghaNAM mane che. tame zreNI vakhata chApAmAM vAMcatA haze ane sAMbhaLatAM haze. cakravartine te AvuM' ane ja nahiM. chatAM vairAgya pAmI gayAM. je vairAgya na pAmyAM temane devA ke emanI rANIe kRtimAM jatAM aTakAvI na zakI. cakravartinI dAsImAM keTalu. maLa hoya che ke ratnane capaTImAM cALI cUNa banAvI cakravatinA kapALamAM tilaka kare evI khaLavAna dAsI

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724 paNa na bacAvI zakI, te amArI A bahene te vAgha AvyuM, eTaluM sAMbhaLe te ya bhaDakIne bhAgI jAya. e tamane zuM bacAvaze? kaI kaIne trANa-zaraNa nathI. saMsAranA sukhane heya samajI cAra AtmAo badhuM choDIne nIkaLI gayA. enuM kuTuMba vizALa hatuM. vipula samRddhi hatI. bhRgu purohitanI ddhinI je vAta karI che te mArA ke tamArA gharanI vAta nathI. bhagavAnanI vANI che. ghaNI vakhata evuM bane che ke sAmAnya vastune paNa atizayekti karIne mahAna batAvavAmAM Ave che. paNa ahIM evuM nathI. tamArA gharamAM TAI jAya che. enA gharanA TAIsomAM jhaverAta jaDayuM hatuM. atyAre te hIrAnI buTTI, hIrAnI vIMTI ane baMgaDI paherI hoya te bahenane ema thAya ke huM te hIre jhagamagatI chuM. ane e paherelAM dAgInA bIjAne batAvatAM eTale harSa anubhave che, aMtaramAM abhimAna kare che ke mArA jevuM keNa sukhI che? . eka vakhata eka nagara zeThANIe nAkamAM hIrAne nakhale paheryo, savA lAkha rUpiyAne hIrAne nakhalo jagata kema juve evI zeThANIne bhUkha hatI. eTale divALInA divasa je meTo divasa. A divasomAM te sahu koI nivRtta thaI saMtanA darzana karavA ane vyAkhyAna vANIne lAbha levA Ave. upAzrayamAM mANasa cikakAra hoya. A nagara zeThANI te divALInA divase nakha paherIne upAzrayamAM AvyA. zrotAjane eka citte prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLe che. e badhI bahenone tAra teDAvI vacamAM thaIne cheka AgaLa AvI. vacamAM thaIne bIjI bahenenA mAthe hAtha mUkatI mUkatI Ave eTale svAbhAvika saunI daSTi enA tarapha jAya. eTale ene manamAM saMtoSa thaye ke bahenoe to mAre nakha je paNa hajI purUSoe je nathI. e kevI rIte juve? AgaLa jaIne kahe che gurUdeva! "mathenuM vaMdAyi" eTale purUSanuM dhyAna tenA tarapha AkarSAyuM. purUSoe nakha je. vAha, mAre nakhale purUSoe je paNa have kaNa bAkI rahyuM te samajAI gayuM ne? gurUe tenA sAmuM na joyuM. badhA ya mAre nakhale juve ane gurU na jue e kema cAle? eTale bIjI vakhata belI-gurUdeva "magheNuM vaMdAmi'. te paNa gurUe sAmuM na joyuM tyAre trIjI vakhata belI. tyAre mahArAja kahe che bahena ! tamAre nakhale saue joI lIdhe che have dayA pALe. (hasAhasa). ajJAna dazAthI mANasa bAhya ADaMbaramAM AnaMda mAne che. , Aje kALI caudasane pavitra dina che. dhanaterasa, kALIcaudaza, divALI, besatuMvarSa ane bIja e pAMca divase pavitra mAnavAmAM Ave che. badhA parvomAM divALI parva evuM che ke jemAM dareka kemanA manuSya AnaMda mAne che. paryuSaNamAM jenene AnaMda hoya, daze Ave tyAre kSatriyone AnaMda hAya, haLI Ave tyAre zudrone AnaMda hoya, ramajhAna mahine Ave tyAre muslImene ane nAtAlamAM khristIone AnaMda hoya che. paNa divALImAM aDhAre Alamane AnaMda hoya che. temAM jenone mATe te divALI e

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725 laukika parva che. jaina DhAne kahevAya ? bAhya jagatathI judA paDe tenu' nAma jaina. eTale jainA A parva judI rIte ujave che. khAhya ravAje mujaba kALI caudaze bahenA phUTelA hAMDalA ne nakAmI cIjo-kacarA vagere bahAra pheMkI daI gharane cAkhkhuM karaze, paNa kharI rIte tA krodha-mAna-mAyA-leAbha Adi kaSAyAnA kacarA aMtaramAM bharyAM che tene kADhavAnAM che. caudazane dina kALIcaudaza, te dina rUA sArA, pApa AlevIne pauSA re kIdhA, kamane melyAM TALI........Aja lAkAne mATe A parva bhale laukika para hAya paNa rainA mATe tA vAttara pa che. AzravanA dvAra baMdha karI sa`varanA gharamAM Ave. caudaza ane pAkhI be divasa AraMbha samArabhanA tyAga karIne chaThThuM pauSadha karIne besI jAva. ApaNe divALIne leAkAttara pava zA mATe mAnIe chIe ? bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI grAmAnugrAma vicaratA vicaratA pAvApurImAM padhAryA tyAre hastipALa rAjA peAtAnA parivAra sahita prabhunA caraNamAM paDIne vinaMtI kare che. bhagavAne geAzAlakane kahyuM ke huM tA sADA seALa varSe gaMdha hastinI peThe vicaravAnA tyArathI saune khabara paDI gaI hatI ke prabhu ATalu jIvavAnA che. ane A prabhunI chellu cAturmAsa che. carama cAturmAsa pAvApurImAM karavA mATe hastipALa rAjA zuM kahe che: ce' akhako cAmAse svAmIjI aThe karAjI, ce' pAvApurIse paga AdyA mati parAjI, aThe karA, aThe karI, aThe kareAjI, thai' carama cAmAsA svAmIjI aThe karA jI..... hastipALa rAjA vinave karoDa, pUrA prabhujI mArA mananA koDa, zIza namAI ubhA joDI hAtha, karUNA sAgara karo kRpAnAtha, ze' akhako cAmAse svAmIjI aThe karAcha he prabhu! Apa mArI pAvApurI nagarIthI dUra na jaze. jema khALaka mAtA AMgaLa karagare tema hastipALa rAjA, tenI rANIe, zrAvakA ane zrAvikAo prabhune vinaMtI kare che. A koI sAmAnya mANasa na hatA. mahA samRddhivAna rAjA hatA, paNa samajatA hatA ke huM game tevA rAjA hAu paNa tIrthaMkara bhagavaMta te| mahArAjAnA paNa mahArAjA che. bhagavata tA tIrthaMkara hatA. paNa sAmAnya sAdhu hoya te paNa rAjA karatAM saMtanu uMcu' padma che. kAraNa ke rAjAne sau rAjA ja kahe che paNa sAdhune te tame mahArAja kaheA che. cakravarti, vAsudeva, khaLadevathI paNa sAdhu mahAna che. pachI bhale te eka ja divasanA dIkSita kema na hAya ? tenA cAritramAM ajaba zakti rahelI che. samavAyAMga sUtramAM kahyuM che ke bhagavAnanA (53) trepana sAdhue eka varSanI dIkSA paryAya pALIne anuttara vimAnamAM gayA che. koDAnI sa pattimAM je tAkAta nathI te cAritramAM che. A vAta bahu samajavA jevI che.

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ke : hastiyALa rAjA prabhune vinaMtI karatAM kahe che prabhu! mArI zALA nirdoSa ane sujhatI . Apa mahera karIne A cAturmAsa ahIM ja birAje. agAunA zrAvake maNa kevA hatA ane rAjAo paNa kevA hatA. pitAnA amuka sthAne nirdoSa ja rAkhatA. e simajatA hatA ke keIka vakhata ApaNuM bhAgya hoya te ApaNane saMtanA pagalAM karAvavAne mahAna lAbha maLe. tamAre to eka makAna khAlI paDI rahyuM hoya te bhADAnI hAya, tethI bhADe ApI de che. jyAM sudhI gAmamAM sthAnaka hoya tyAM sudhI saMta gRhasthanA makAnamAM utare ja nahi. paNa geDala tarapha jatAM vacamAM tamAruM makAna AvatuM hoya, e makAna je kholI hoya te saMtane utAre ApI zakAya, paNa paisAnI bhUkha hoya tyAM AtmAne laba keNa juve? anAdikALathI peTanI bhUkha maTADavA prayatna karyA che paNa AtmA mATe karyo nathI. . bhagavAne hastipALa rAjAnI vinaMtI svIkArI chelluM cAturmAsa pAvApurImAM karyuM. jenA mahA bhAgya hoya tene ja A lAbha maLe che. aDhAra dezanA rAjAo ane ogaNIsamAM hastipALa rAjA chaThuM piSA karIne besI gayA hatA. prabhune parivAra paNuM sAthe che. darekanA manamAM eka ja bhAvanA hatI ke basa, have prabhu te mokSe jaze, pachI ApaNane A amRtane ghuTaDo kaNa pAze? jeTalo lAbha levAya teTale laI laIe. aDhAra dezanA rAjAo pauvaMdha karIne besI gayA, te zuM emane cepaDA khA karavAnA nahi hoya ! (hasAhasa). emane ghaNuM kAma hatuM chatAM choDIne lAbha levA AvyA hatAM. paNa tamane to divALInA divase gAmamAM saMte birAjatA hoya te paNa upAzraye AvavAne TAIma nathI.' 1 - kAma te sahune hoya paNa jene AtmAnI laganI lAgI che te badhuM kAma paDatuM mUkIne AtmAnI kamANI karavAne avasara cUkaze nahi. aDhAra dezanA rAjAo ane hastipALa rAjAne chaThuM pauSadha hato. bhagavAnane paNa chaThTha hate. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe dIkSA lIdhI tyAre chaThThanAM paccakhANa hatAM. kevaLajJAna samaye paNa chaThTha hase ane nirvANa samaye paNa chaThThanA paccakhANa hatAM. bhagavAnane kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana prApta thaI gayuM hatuM. cAra ghAtI karmane kSaya thavAthI ja kevaLajJAna thAya che. eTale prabhune tapa karavAnI jarUra na hatI, kAraNa ke aghAtI kama evuM AyuSya pUrNa thaye to teo niyamA mAmAM javAnA hatAM. paNa ema banI zake ke AyuSyakarma pUruM thatuM hoya ane bAkInA karma vadhAre hoya to viSamane sama karavA mATe kevaLIo kevaLa samuddaghAta kare. paNa e kevaLa samad ghAta sAmAnya kevaLIo kare che. tIrthakara bhagavaMta AvI samudUghAta karatA nathI. paNa jagatanA jIne bedhapATha maLe ke he AtmAo! tapazcaryA karyA vinA tamArA - junAM karmo khapavAnAM nathI. prabhunI vANIne akhaMDa lAbha maLe eTale rAjAoe paNa chaThTha karyo hate. kAraNa

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ke AhAra che tyAM badhI upAdhi che AhAra kare te nihAra karavA javuM paDe. badhI khaTapaTa ubhI thAya ane prabhunI dezanAne lAbha cUkI javAya. mATe chaTha-tapa karyo hate. tamAma te tene badale miSTAna uDAvavAnA hoya. atyAramAMja dahIMthasa ne rAM khAIne AyA hato. miSTAna khAvAthI karma nahi khape. divALIne divase upavAsa te nahi ne paNa evA kaMIka che ke uTA rAtre nahI AvatAM hoya teo rAtre khAze. bAramA ThAThamAThamAM Ama sAdhanAnuM lakSa cUkAI gayuM che. . . ! * * . - ka | aDhAradezanA rAjAo, prajAjano aSA prabhunI sAme animeSa daSTithI joI hamA che keIne uThavAnuM mane paNa thatuM nathI. ane tamane khAvAnuM choDavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. prabhunI aMtima dezanA uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM je cAra AmAo pavitra paMthe prayANa karI gayA, temanA gharabAra, aDhaLaka saMpatti e badhuM ema ne ema paDayuM che. ISakAra rAjAne khabara paDI ke mAre mAnanIya bhRgupurohita, tenA kuTuMba sahita vipula saMpattine tyAga karI dIkSA levA nIkaLI gaye che, have eka mikane kaI ghaNI nathI. mATe rAjA eine laI zake che. ISakAra rAjA, mANavone evA mokale che. mANasa kahe che sAheba! enA gharamAM eTaluM badhuM jhaverAta che, senArA che ane gharavakharI che ke e TopalA bharIne lAve pUruM thAya tema nathI. eka be gADA bharIne paNa nahi lAvI zakAya. loTa bAMdha gADA mokalavA paDaze. - " . - devAsupriye! vicAra kare. A saMpati keTalI haze? aDhaLaka saMpattine bhaga purohite palavAramAM choDI dIdhI. tame gharthI sAMbhaLe che te paNa cheDI zakayA nathI. te tamAre AthI vadhu saMpatti haze ne tamArAthI nathI chUTatuM enuM kaMI kAraNa ke he jaIne ne? (hasAhasa) ane gurU hitanI saMpatti pitAnA rAjyamAM lAvavA mATe I rAjAe leTibaMdha gADIo mokalI. bharelI e gADIo gAmamAM Ave che. eka mAIla jeTalI lAMbI gADIonI lAina hatI. have eTalA gADA gAmamAM Ave che tenI dhULa uThI rahI hatI. A vakhate kamalAvaMtI mahArANa mahelanA jharUkhe beThI hatI. teNe A dhULa uDatI joIne dAsIe pUchayuM ke A dhuLa kema uDe che? e vAta zIy kAlavI gaI che. ' : ' . - dAsI rANIne javAba Ape che he mahArANI ! tame jemane paraNIne AvyAM che te mahArAjAe koI anyAya nathI karyo. keIne daMDa nathI karyo. keI jumI karavera nathI nAkhyA at prajAne cusIne meja kare evA amArA mahArAjA nathI. A dhuLa zenI uDe che. te tame sAMbhaLe. bhUgu purehita ne jazA bhArajA, vaLI tehanA deya kumAra sAdhu pAse jaI saMyama Adare, tehanuM dhana lAve che Aja. sAMbhaLa he bAI, hukama kare te gADA ahI dharuM.'' :

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728 A5NA mahArAjAne mAnanIya purahita, tenI patnI ane tenA be lADIlA putro, emanI vipula saMpattine tyAga karIne paMca mahAvrata dhArI sAdhu banavA nIkaLyA che. enI saMpattine koI mAlika nathI. jenuM koI dhaNI na hoya te rAjA grahaNa karI zake che. thAmAM keI anyAya na kahevAya. e lakSmInA gADA bharIne nagaramAM lAve che. tenI A dhuLa che che. bAIjI! A lakSamI ApaNI ja che. je ApanI AjJA hoya te e gADA ahIM ja rokI dauM. dAsInI A vAta sAMbhaLI kamalAvaMtI rANIe mAthuM dhuNAvyuM. tame dhana kamAIne lAvaze te kamalAvaMtI bahene nA pADaze kharI? (hasAhasa). nA, e te kaheze ke masA have, lAve ne lAve. sAcajUThA thAya, anyAya, anIti thatI hoya te paNa vAMdho nahi emanA patine kadI pUchatI ja nahi hoya ke A paisA tame kevI rIte kAva che? kamalAvaMtI rANIe dAsIne mAthuM dhuNAvIne kahyuM ke mAre e lamI joItI nI purahita je brAhmaNa je lakSmIne choDIne cAlyA gaye, te enA choDavAmAM kaIka asya te haze ne? ene tajavA jevI lAgI haze te tajIne cAlyo gaye haze ne? te pachI ApaNe ene zA mATe lAvavI joIe? kamalAvaMtI rANI saMsAramAM rahelI che te paNa tenAmAM ke viveka che! keTalI vicikSaNatA che! tame paNa kaMI ochA vicikSaNa nathI. nUtana varSe navA copaDA lakhaze, temAM sauthI prathama huM lakhaze? abhayakumAranI buddhi maLaje, gautama svAmInI labdhi maLaze, dhannAzAlIbhadranI addhi maLaze, kaivannA zeThanuM saubhAgya maLaje. paNa evuM lakhe che ke mane A varSe paMcamahAvata maLajo, gautama svAmIne vinaya maLaje. (hasAhasa). gautama svAmInI labdhi mAMge che paNa e mahAna purUSa kevA hatA? gautama svAmI paNa brAhmaNa hatA. cAra vedanA jANakAra-mahAnipuNa hatAM. 500 te emanA ziSya hatAM. eka vakhata tevo yajJa karI rahyAM hatAM tyAre devalokamAMthI saMkhyAbaMdha deve AkAzamAMthI utarI rahyAM hatAM. emane thayuM ke mArA yajJanA prabhAvathI deve Ave che paNa de tyAM na AvyA. pUchatAM khabara pI ke te deve mArA yajJanA prabhAvathI AvyA nathI paNa bhagavAna mahAvIra padhAryA che temanI pAse deve jAya che. tyAre temane thayuM ke mArAthI paNa mahAvIra moTo che? lAva, huM temanI pAse ja jaIne mArI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karyuM. e mArA praznonA saTa javAba Apaze te mArA 500 ziSyo sahita huM temane ziSya banI jaIza. nirNaya karIne AvyA. sAme saramAM jevA dAkhala thayA tarata ja bhagavAne kahyuM hegautama gotrI!he Indra bhUti!tArA manamAM A prakArane saMzaya che? bhagavAne enI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karyuM ane teo prabhunA caraNamAM mUkI paDayA. tyAMne tyAM dIkSA laine bhagavAnanA ziSya banI gayA. zuM emane emanI patnI zake tema na hatI? patnI te ghaNuM rekatI hatI. paNa emane tamArI jema meha na hate. tame te ema ja kahe ke amane te vItarAganI vANI sAMbhaLIne vairAgya AvI jAya che, paNa

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huM dIkSA lauM te tamArI zrAvikA jIvI zake ja nahi. ane A chokarAnuM zuM thAya bhAI ! saunA puNya saunI sAthe che. dareka pitatAnA zubhAzubha karmanA phaLa bhegI che. paNa tame mAnI beThA che ke huM na houM te A badhAnuM zuM thAya! huM chuM te badhAne pAchuM chuM, paNa mAta Avaze tyAre AvuM kaheze te tamane cheDaze kharuM? gADI nIce kUtaruM cAlatuM hoya to mAne che ke gADAne bhAra huM ja upADuM chuM. AvI tamArI dazA che. gautama svAmI bhagavAnanA ziSya banI gayAM. khUba vinayavAna hatAM. prabhunA 14000 ziSyomAM vaDerA ziSya hatAM. emanA jevA guNa keLa pachI labdhi mAMga. AvatI kAle bhagavAnane nirvANa divasa che. aDhAra dezanA rAjAo prabhunI ekadhArI dezanA sAMbhaLe che. kamalAvatI rANI dAsIne mAthuM dhuNAvIne kahe che ke mAre e lImI joIe nahi. e gADA gAmamAM laI javA devA nathI. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM.101 (divALI) Aso vada 0)) ne gurUvAra tA. ra9-10-70 anaMtajJAnI zAsanapati, carama tIrthaMkara bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne Aje nirvANadina che. bhagavAnane mokSe sIdhAvyA 2500mAM cAra varSa bAkI che. AsovadI amAsanI pAchalI rAtre prabhu nirvANa pAmyA che ane prabhunA paTTa ziSya gaNadhara gautama svAmIne kevaLajJAna utpana thayuM che. eTale A mahAna parvane divasa che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInuM aMtaramAM smaraNa karI emanA punitapaMthe ApaNe cAlavAnuM che. vIra bhagavAnane divya saMdeza che ke he bhavya AtmAo! A amUlya manuSyabhava pharIpharIne tamane maLavAnuM nathI. mATe moha-mAyA ne mamatAnA kacarA sApha karI, pramAdanI pathArI choDI purUSArtha kare. kAraNa ke manuSyanuM AyuSya alpa che. alpa jiMdagAnImAM ghaNuM kAma karavAnuM che. prabhue aMtima cAturmAsa pAvApurImAM karyuM, ane aMtima samaye akhaMDa soLa prahara sudhI dezanA ApI. bhavyajIe e vANInA ghUMTaDA dharAI dharAIne pIdhA. paNa bhagavAnanI vANI evI che ke pInArA kadI tRpta thAya ja nahi. "bhagavAnanI aMtima vANI" -prabhunI aMtima vANI uttarAdhyayana sUtra ane vipAka sUtra che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA chatrIza adhyayanamAM eka pachI eka kramabaddha evI zA, 92

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dara zikhAmaNa ApaNane prabhue, ApI che ke enI zikhAmaNa pramANe cAlanAra mANaw che khI na thAya. sauthI prathama adhyayana vinayanuM che. vinaya e dharmanuM mULa che. mULa hniAM vRkSa TakI zakatuM nathI. tema jenAmAM vinaya rUpI mULa nathI tenA jIvanamAM dharmavRkSa vRddhi pAmatuM nathI. vinayathI duniyAmAM manuSya vairIne paNa vaza karI zake che. je vinaya che hAya hai vahAlA paNa verI banI jAya che. mATe vinaya e mahatvanI cIja che. bIjuM adhyayana parisahanuM che. prathama adhyayanamAM vinayanuM svarUpa batAvyuM che. jenAmAM vinaya che te ja manuSya parisahane jItI zake che. parisaha eTale zuM? parisaha zabdane atha cAre bAjuthI AvatAM kone samatApUrvaka sahana karavAM tenuM nAma parisaha che. e pari- sahanI saMkhyA bAvIsa che. vinayavAna manuSya ja bAvIsa parisane jItI zake che. eTale bIjuM adhyayana parisahanuM che. parisahanuM varNana karyA pachI prabhu kahe che ke parisaha te manuSya sahana karI zake che paNa manuSyane cAra aMgenI prApti thavI mahAna durlabha che. tethI "caturaMgIya' nAmanuM adhyayana trIjuM rAkhyuM che. cAra aMge durlabha che. chatAM puNyavAna manuSyane cAreya aMgenI prApti thaI jAya, paNa dharmanuM AcaraNa karavAmAM manuSya jarA paNa pramAda na kare joIe. tethI "asaMkhaya" nAmanA cothA adhyayanamAM pramAdane tyAga prabhue khUba suMdara batAvyuM che. prathama gAthAmAM ja kevA suMdara bhAva bharelA che! jIvana kevuM che? asaMkhaya jIviya mA pamAyae, jarovagIyassa hu natthi tANa / parva viyALA gaLe utta, gi vihiMsA karavA ahiti | u. a. 4-1 | A jIvana asaMskRta eTale cirasthAyI nathI, paNa kSaNabhaMgura che. mATe he AtmAo! tame pramAda na kare. kAraNa ke tUTeluM AyuSya sAMdhavA mATe kaI samartha nathI. Indra, tIrthakara, cakravati ke vAsudeva paNa AyuSyane sAMdhI zakayA nathI te manuSyanI te vAta ja kyAM karavI? duniyAnI tamAma vastu tUTatAM sAMdhI zakAya che, paNa AyuSya tUTsa sAMdhI zakAtuM nathI. khuda prabhu mahAvIra svAmI jyAre mokSe javAnA hatAM tyAre Indroe prabhune vinaMtI karI ke he prabhu! Apa be ghaDI rekAI jAva to duniyAne mahAna sukha thaze. prabhue kahI dIdhuM ke he Indra! "ra mato na madira" bhUtakALamAM banyuM nathI ane bhaviSyakALamAM banaze nahi. mATe jyAM sudhI AyuSyane dipaka jale che, tyAM sudhI tame pramAda choDIne sArAM kAma karI le. je manuSyae prabhunI vANI hRdayapUrvaka sAMbhaLI e te kAma kADhI gayA. ApaNAM AtmAne paNa kadI kaI bhavamAM tIrthakaranA darzana te thayA haze, vANI sAMbhaLI haze paNa yathArtha rIte sAMbhaLIne tenuM pAlana karyuM nahi heya eTale haju bhavamAM bhamI rahyA chIe

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haka prabhu mahAvIra athAga puruSArtha karI, pramAdane tyAga karI karmanAM deNa cUkAvI kAma kADhI gayA. Aje mAnava thoDuM ghaNuM dharmadhyAna kare che tyAM manamAM ema thAya che ke ame ghaNuM karyuM paNa haju te kaMI ja karyuM naMthI. mahAna purUSa Akho mArga pasAra karI gayAM jyAre ApaNe te haju cAlavAnI zarUAta paNa karI nathI. temanA AtmA upara rahelAM karmonA AvaraNa khasIne jhaLahaLatA kevaLa jJAnarUpI sUryane udaya thaI gaye. jyAre ApaNAM AtmAmAM haju arUNodaya paNa pragaTa nathI. teo AtmAnI pUrNatAne pAmI gayA. jyAre ApaNe te haju apUrNa ja chIe. teo parvatanI Toce pahoMcI gayA ane ApaNe te haju taLeTI sudhI pahoMcyA nathI. Aje paNuM mana haju kSaNika sukha meLavavA mATe talasI rahyuM che, jyAre mahAna purUSe zAzvata sukhanA bhoktA banI cUkyA che. ApaNe AtmA haju janma-maraNanA pherA ghUmI rahyo che, jyAre mahAna purU ajarAmara sthAne pahoMcI gayA che. teo bhagavAna banI gayA ane ApaNe te haju bhavamAM bhaTakatA rahI gayA chIe. mahAna purUSanA AtmAmAM ane ApaNu AtmAmAM ghaNuM aMtara che. chatAM purUSArtha dvArA e aMtarane dUra karI zakavA mATe manuSya samartha che. bharatakSetramAM prabhunA nirvANathI Aje arihaMtane viga paDe che. Aje ApaNane kaMI zaMkA thAya che tenuM samAdhAna karanAra arihaMta majuda nathI. duniyAmAM badhA viyega karatAM moTAmAM moTo viyega hoya te arihaMtane che. divALIne divasa ApaNA mATe viyegane che. khAI-pI, sArAMkapaDAM paherI, dArUkhAnuM pheDI jalasA uDAvavA mATe A divALI nathI. paNa parama pitAnA rahe cAlI Atma svarUpanI pichANuM karavAnuM A parva che divaDA kevA hoya ! bahene divALImAM keDiyAmAM telanA divA pragaTAve che. e divAmAM keTalA nI hiMsA thAya che? jJAnI kahe che tame divaDA kevA pragaTAve? aMtaramAM jJAnanA evA ujajavaLa dipaka pragaTAve ke jethI ajJAna rUpI aMdhakArane saMpUrNapaNe nAza thaI jAya. pUjA kare to Atma svarUpanI pichANa karI caitanya svarUpa rUpI lakSamInI pUjA kare ke pharIne A jaDa lakSamInI pUjA na karavI paDe. ghaNune tyAM divALIne divase rAtre zAradA pUjana kare che. paNa tame zAradA-sarasvatI rUpI bhAvathuta kevaLajJAnanI evI pUjA kare ke pharIthI laukika zAradApUjana karavuM ja na paDe. ane meharAga-dveSanA phaTAkaDA evA phaTaphaTa phoDI nAMkhe ke jethI saMsAramAM bhramaNa karIne phaTaphaTa thavAne prasaMga na Ave. bAhya vastra-AbhUSaNo paherIne A dehane ghaNe sajAvyo, paNa tethI AtmAnI siddhi na thaI. have ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya ane aparigraha rUpI vastrAbhUSaNethI dehane sajA ke A laukika vastrAbhUSaNanI jarUra na paDe. bhajana ghaNuM karyuM paNa bhUkha maTI nahi. have jJAnAmRtanuM apUrva miSTAnna ArogI lyo ke jethI pharI paugalika miSTAnna ArogavA na paDe. je AtmAM AvuM samaje teNe sAcI divALI ujavI kahevAya. baMdhuo !

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73ra manuSya jIvananI ekeka paLa keTalI kiMmatI che. samaya e manuSya jIvananuM amUlya dhane che. samaya e jIvanane amUlya khajAne che. je manuSya eka kSaNanI kiMmata nathI samajate te hajAre kSaNane gumAvI de che. samaya keInI rAha jotuM nathI. te samayane oLakho-aDhAra dezanA rAjAone mana samayanI keTalI kiMmata hatI, teo badhA khAvA-pIvAnuM choDI bhagavAnanI pAse chaThu piSadha karIne besI gayA hatAM. nivRtti mATe tapa karyo hato. tamane jeTale saMsArane rasa che enAthI anaMta gaNe rasa temane bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavAno hato. kAraNa ke karIne prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavA maLavAnI na hatI. mATe jeTale lAbha levAya teTa laI laIe. AvelA avasarane lAbha laI laIe. je manuSya avasarane oLakhe che tenuM jIvana dhanya bane che. sAdhana to badhAne sarakhuM prApta thayuM che paNa upayoga karatAM AvaDe joIe. eka daSTAMta dvArA samajAvuM. eka rAjAne kumAra ane be vaNikanA putra A traNe eka ja skUlamAM sAthe bhaNatA hatAM. traNe jaNa vacce mitratA khUba hatI. duniyAmAM moTAonI sAthe mitratA paNa jaldI thAya che. dhanavAna garIbane mitra bane evuM ochuM jovA maLe che. rAjakumAra te rAjAne putra hatuM. ane vaNika putra paNa zrImaMtanA putra hatAM. eTale e traNemAM gADha dastI jAmI gaI. paNa traNe jaNA bhaNI rahayA eTale be vaNika putroe vicAra karyo ke rAjAnA putranI dostI vadhu karavAmAM mAla nahi. mATe ApaNe tenI dastI ochI karI nAkhavI sArI. eTale A be jaNAe rAjakumAra pAse javA AvavAnuM ochuM karI nAMkhyuM. rAjakumArane vicAra thayo ke A leke mArAthI dUra ne dUra kema rahe che ? bhaNatAM hatAM tyAre emane mArA pratye keTale prema hato ! ane Ama kema banyuM? eka divasa rAjakumAre baMne mitrone khUba Agraha karIne bolAvyA. traNe jaNa bagIcAmAM jaIne beThAM che. tyAre rAjakumAra pUche che mitro ! tame have mArAthI dUra ne dUra kema rahe che? zuM ApaNe bhaNatAM hatAM tyAM sudhI ja mitro hatAM? have ApaNe mitra nathI? zeThanA putro kahe che kumAra! Apane maitrI bhAva khUba prazaMsanIya che. paNa Apa te rAjAnA putra che ane ame vaNikaputra chIe. ApaNe have bhaNI rahayAM eTale amAre te dukAne besavAnuM ane tame rAjyagAdIe besaze. ame tamArI prajA banIzuM, pachI A5 pharamAna karaze ane amAre ApanuM pharamAna zira jhukAvIne mastake caDhAvavuM paDaze. eTale amArI ane ApanI dastI kayAM sudhI Takaze? dostI hameMzA barAbaramAM zebhe. Ama vicArI ame ApanI sAthenI mitratA ochI karavA mAMDI che. rAjakumAra kahe che bhAI! rAjyagAdI maLatAM badalAI jAya e bIjA. huM na badalAuM. ane huM rAjA banIza tyAranI vAta tyAre che. paNa emAM ApaNI maitrI zA mATe teDavI joie? tame mArA mitra banIne raheze te tame paNa mArI sAthe rAjA banaze. vaNika

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733 putra kahe che. tamArI vAta evI ja che te have ame ApanI mitratA teDIzuM nahi paNa jarUra paDe tyAre amane rAjA banAvaje. rAjakumAre vacana ApyuM ke jyAre huM rAjA banIza tyAre tamane eka vAra paNa rAjA banAvIza. samaya-samayanuM kArya kayeja jAya che. samaya jatAM rAjakumAra rAjA banyuM. ane vaNika putra moTA vahepArI banI gayA. paNa evuM banyuM che ke be vahepArImAMthI ekanI bhAgyadazA palaTAtAM dukAnamAM moTI khoTa AvI. vahepAra paDI bhAMgyo. deNuM khUba vadhI gayuM. leNadAre satAvavA lAgyAM. vahepAra karavA khUba prayatna karyA paNa paisA vinA zuM kare ? duHkhanA vakhatamAM rAjakumAre ApeluM vacana tene yAda AvyuM. e vacanane lAbha levAnI taka AvI che. - vaNika rAjA pAse Avyo. badhI vAta karI. rAjAe kahyuM. tamAre je madada joItI heya te ApavA taiyAra chuM. tyAre vaNika kahe che Ape amane pilA bagIcAmAM eka vakhata rAjya ApavAnuM vacana ApyuM hatuM te yAda che ne? rAjakumArane pitAnuM vacana yAda AvyuM. paNa rAjya ApavAnI vAta sAMbhaLI ciMtAmAM paDI gaye. chatAM sAvadhAna thaIne be ke huM tamane eka prahara (pahera) mATe rAjA banAvuM chuM. Ama kahI rAjAe vaNikamitrane eka prahara mATe rAjA banAvavAne pitAnA sevakane hukama karI pite pitAnA mahelamAM cAlyA gaye. tyAre vaNika kUdako mArIne siMhAsane besI gaye. maMtrIoe kahyuM ke rAjyAbhiSekanI vidhi karavA de. rAjAne gya vastrAbhUSaNe pahere, pachI siMhAsane besaze te A siMhAsana zebhI uThaze. vaNiputra kahe che eka prahara rAjya karavuM temAM vastrAbhUSaNa ane rAjyAbhiSekanI zI jarUra che? basa, huM te rAjya siMhAsane beThe eTale rAjA banI cUkyuM. eNe te sevakone hukama karavA mAMDayA ke ATalA rUpiyA, ATaluM jhaverAta mAre ghera mokalI de. leNadArene kahevaDAvI dIdhuM ke jenuM jeTaluM leNuM hoya te atyAreja laI jAva. kAraNa ke huM rAjA anya chuM. eNe leNadAronuM leNuM cUkavI dIdhuM. garIba ane bhikhArIo AvyA temane dhana ApI saMtuSTa karyA. nekare ane rAjakarmacArIone pagAra bamaNo karI dIdhuM. ane gAmamAM jAherAta karAvI ke jene je joIe te laI jAva. gAmamAMthI ghaNAM mANase AvyAM. devAya teTaluM dAna karI dIdhuM. Ama eka prahara pUre thatAM pahelAM te e siMhAsanethI nIce utarI gaye. ane sevakane kahyuM ke have huM mAre ghera jAuM chuM. Ama kahI garI bAnA AzIrvAda lete harSanAda sAthe pitAne ghera cAlyo gayo. ane khUba bAdazAhIthI rahevA lAgyuM. teNe eka paheramAM rAjAne khajAne khAlI karI nAMkhe. ane koDonI saMpatti pitAne ghera lAve. | A vAtane ghaNe samaya vItyA bAda bIjA vaNikamitrane paNa vahepAramAM peTa cAvI. te paNa pitAnA mitranI jema rAjA pAse gaye. ane pitAne ApelA vacananI yAda

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ApI. pite ApelA vacana pramANe rAjAe tene paNa eka pahora mATe rAjA banAvavAne sevakone hukama karyo A vaNika vicAravA lAgyuM ke rAjA banavuM te ThAThamAThathI banavuM ane rAjazAhI pizAka paherIne siMhAsane besuM te ema lAge ke huM rAjA bane chu. eTale teNe pahelAM hajAmane belAvyuM. zarIre mardana karAvyuM. A badhuM karIne snAna karyuM. pachI rAjapizAka tathA AbhUSaNe maMgAvyA. sevakoe suMdara va ane AbhUSane enI sAme Dhagale karI dIdhuM. A joIne vaNika te mUMjhavaNamAM paDaye ke ko kaye pizAka paheruM? ane ka na paheruM? A sAre che paNa bIje enAthI vadhu sAre che ane pele te enAthI paNa vadhu caDhiyAta che. Ama pizAkanI pasaMdagImAM ene ghaNe samaya vitI gaye. chevaTe eka managamate pizAka paherIne siMhAsane beThe tyAM pradhAne ghaMTaDI vagADIne jAhera karyuM. "Apane eka pahora pUruM thaI gayuM che, mATe tame rAja pizAka utArI nAMkhe." pele rAjA banele vaNika boH are bhAI! huM te hamaNAM ja siMhAsane beTho chuM. meM te haju kaMI hukama paNa choDe nathI. ane mane zenA utArI mUke che? pradhAne kahyuM : e badhe tamAre pahelAM ja vicAra kara joIe. tame te snAna karavAmAM ane zaNagAra sajavAmAM ja rahI gayAM. tamArA mitra te evuM kaMI ja karyA vinA jhaTa daIne siMhAsana para caDhI beThA hatA. teNe to kSaNavArano vilaMba karyo na hato. A daramyAna je mAMgavAvALa AvyAM temanA mATe karene AjJA ApI ke Amane jeDA mAre. mArI pAse zuM che te mAMgavA AvyA che? khAlI mArI pAse mAMgIne AbarU le che! bhAgo ahIMthI. huM te khAlI moja mATe rAjA banyuM chuM. tamArA mATe nahi, ema kahI siMhAsanethI utarI zaja poSAka utArI ghera javA pAcho pharyo. tyAre rastAmAM ene paNa jUtiyAne mAra khA paDayA. cAre bAjuthI leNIyAne gherI vaLyAM ane kahyuM ke, rAjyanA khajAnAmAMthI zuM lAvyA che? amArI leNI rakama cUkate kare. tame eka prahara mATe rAjA banIne zuM karyuM? pele bicAre khUba pastA karavA lAgyA. mAMDa mAMDa leNIyAmAMthI chUTa. devAnupriye! A daSTAMtadvArA e sAra grahaNa karavAne che ke samaya keTale kiMmatI che! baMne mitrone eka eka praharanuM rAjya maLyuM, paNa pahelA mitre zaNagAra ane snAnamAM samaya nahi gumAvatAM samayane oLakhI sadupayega karyo. tethI te mahAna dhanavAna banI gaye. karajathI mukta thayo ane bIjAe snAna karavAmAM ane zaNagAra sajavAmAM ja samaya gumAvyuM. pariNAme nirdhana ane devAdAra ja rahaye. manamAM ghaNe pastA thaye paNa samaya vItyA pachI pastA kare bekAra che. tame paNa A manuSyabhavanA meMgherA avasarane pAvApIvAmAM, sArAM vastro paherI phakkaDa thaIne pharavAmAM ja gumAvI deze te karmanA karajathI mukta nahi bane. ane AtmAnI zAzvata lakSmI paNa nahi meLavI zake. pariNAme

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'gatimAM jaI karmo bhogavavA rUpa jItAne mAra khAvo paDaze. mATe sarakAre bhAgane 'he cAle. ApaNo darajane cAhu adhikAra uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM che. e prabhunI atima vatI che. mATe Aje te ene khAsa yAda karavI ja joIe. Iyumara sajAnI kamalAtA zaNI khUba dharmiSTha hatI. eNe nagaramAM dhULa uDatI joIne pitAnI dAsIne pUchayuM. ane dAsIe rANIne kahyuM ke mahArANI sAheba ! ApaNA giramAM bhRgu purohita, enI pAnI ane enA be putre e cAra ja chatI kaddhine choDIne takSA levA nIkaLI gayA che. ane temanI lakSmI ApaNA zapamAM sADA bharIne lAve che. tenI A dhULa uDe che. je tame kahe te huM e gADA ApanA mahele ja ubhA rAkhuM. tyAre rANI zuM kahe che - vacana suNIne mAthuM dhuNuvyuM, brAhmaNa pAme vairAgya, . tenI trAddhi levI jugatI nathI, rAjAnA moTA che bhAgya, sAMbhaLa he dAsI, tenI Rddhi levI jugatI nahi. dAsInI vAta sAMbhaLI kamalAvaMtIrANIe mAthuM dhUNAvyuM. ane kahyuM. he dAsI cAra divasanI cAMdanI jevI, aneka anartho ubhA karanArI, Atma kalyANamAM ADe AvanArI, kaleza ane kaMkAsanuM ghara evI lamI ApaNAthI kema levAya? mane A vAta gamatI nathI. A kamalAvatInA rAjyamAM kamI Ave che te paNa ene na gamyuM. barAbara che ne? (hasAhasa). samajo. lakSamIne eka divasa choDavAnI che. ene meha na rAkhe. Aje prabhu mahAvIranA nirvANa divase mojazokha choDI, haravA pharavAnuM choDI dharmadhyAna karaje. phaTAkaDA phoDavAnI pratijJA karaje. rAtri bhejanane tyAga, Aje pratikramaNa karavuM. rAtre navakAravALI gaNavI. brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM Adi kaMIka ne kaMIka dhama dhyAna karaze te ja sAcI divALI ujavI kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM......12 kArataka suda 2 ne zanivAra tA. 31-10-70 zAstrakAra bhagavaMte A mAnavabhavane vakhANyo che. zA mATe? AtmasAdhanA mA mAnavabhavamAM ne manuSyamAM thaI zake che mATe. paNa svargamAM AtmakalyANa thaI zakatuM

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na. svaranuM varNana sAMbhaLe tyAre tame lalacAI jAya che. kema kharuM ne? paNa adhu! huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamAruM rAjakoTa moTuM che ke svarga? tame kadAca vargane moTuM kaheze, paNa rAja kemAM je dhamajAgRti thaI rahI che tevI dharmajAgati svargamAM heI zake nahi. tyAM saMtasatIjIe paNa na maLI zake. paNa rAjakoTamAM te ghaNuM satIjIe birAjamAna che ane AnaMda maMgaLa vartAI rahyo che. AvI sthitimAM svargane moTuM kema kahI zakAya? A viSayane samajaSavA mATe eka bhaktinuM dRSTAMta ApuM chuM. kahevAmAM Ave che ke eka vAra ropIonI bhaktithI prasanna thaI InTe temane vagamAM lAvavA mATe vimAna mokalyuM. ane kahevaDAvyuM ke "tame naMdalAlanI bahu bhakti kare che mATe cAle. tamane svargamAM khaze. AnA uttaramAM gopIoe zuM kahyuM te bhaktonI vANImAM ja kahuM chuM. "traja vahAluM mAre vaikuMTha nathI jAvuM, tyAM naMdane lAla kyAMthI lAvuM ?" vaja. gopIoe kahyuM ke amane svarganI vAta na kare. amane te vraja priya che. A sAMbhaLI vimAna lAvanArAoe kahyuM ke "zuM tame badhA gAMDA thaI gayA cho? tame eTale te vicAra kare ke kyAM svarga ane kayAM A vraja ! je ahIM duSkALa paDe te taNakhaluM paNuM na maLe. A sivAya ahIM siMha, vAgha Adine bhaya che, aneka prakAranA rogo che ' ane maraNane bhaya haMmezAM rahyA kare che. paNa svargamAM te dareka rIte AnaMda ja che. tyAM ratnonA mahela che. ane kevaLa IcchA karavA mAtrathI ja peTa bharAI jAya che. bhajana karavAnI paNa jarUra rahetI nathI, ane jIvana sukhapUrvaka vyatIta thAya che. Ama havA chatAM tame svargamAM AvavA kema cAhatA nathI ane vrajamAM rahevAnuM kema pasaMda kare che? gopIoe kahyuM-ame kAMI gAMDA thaI gayA nathI. paNa tame ja gAMDA thaI gayA he ema lAge che. e te kaho ke tame zA kAraNe amane vimAna laI teDavA AvyA che? have tame ja vicAre ke je bhaktinA kAraNe tame amane svargamAM laI javA AvyA che te bhakti svarga karatAM keTalI badhI caDiyAtI che? te e bhaktine choDI ame svargamAM zA mATe AvIe? ame amArI bhaktine vikaya karavA khuzI nathI. tame svargane vrajathI caDiyAtuM mAne che paNa je ema ja hoya te naMdalAlane janma tyAM na thatAM ahIM kema thaye? gopIone A suMdara javAba sAMbhaLI de cupa thaI gayA ane kahevA lAgyA, ke amAruM svarga vrajanI AgaLa kAMI visAtamAM nathI. tamArI zraddhA ane bhaktine dhanya che. amAruM zarIra te rUparaMge suMdara che paNa zA kAmanuM? tamArA jevI bhakti A zarIramAM nathI. tame paNa svargane zreSTha mAnatA he te zuM tyAM sAdhu ke zrAvaka maLI zake kharA? zuM tyAM koI tIrthakara thayA che? A badhI daSTie vicAre te rAjakeTanuM mahatva keTaluM che te jaNAze. ahIM rahetAM dhamanI jevI ane jeTalI sAdhanA tame karI

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zake che ane samajI zako che tevI ane teTalI dhamanI sAdhanA tame vargamAM karI saMke nahi tema samajI paNa nahi musalamAnanA kAnamAM kahyuM che ke jyAre allAe A duniyAne banAvI lIdhI; tyAre phirastAone lAvIne kahyuM ke tame InsAnanI prArthanA ane baMdagI kare. Ae AjJA pramANe bIjA phiraratAoe te InsAnanI baMdagI karI paNa eka phirastAe AzA mAnI nahi ane teNe allAne kahyuM ke "Apa evI kema AjJA Ape che? kayAM ame phirastA ane kayAM A InsAna! ame phirastA thaI InsAnanI baMdagI kema karI zakIe , InsAna "khAkIne banele che. ane ame "pA" chIe. A pramANe kahI teNe allAnuM kahyuM na mAnyuM, eTale alA miyAMe tene khUba Thapako Ape. A uparathI vicAravA jevI vAta e che ke jyAre phiraratAo paNa InsAnanI baMdagI kare che tyAre moTuM koNa? phirastA ke InsAna! Ama hovA chatAM tame svarganI IcchA zA mATe kare che? A rAjakeTa svargathI paNa caDiyAtuM che. ahIMnI bhUmi jevI AnaMda maMgaLa ApanArI che tevI svarganI bhUmi nathI. ane dharmanI sAdhanA jevI ahI thaI zake che tevI dharmanI sAdhanA svargamAM thaI zakatI nathI. mATe naMdanavana karatAM dharmanI sAdhanA karavAnuM A sthAna caDIyAtuM che. deve paNa AvA sthAnanI IcchA kare che. ahIMnA AtmAthI jIvo tyAMnI IcchA rAkhatA nathI. teo te kahe che ke ame svarganI IcchA karI amArI bhaktinuM vecANa karavA icchitA nathI. Ama jyAre jene mAnavabhavanI kiMmata samajAze tyAre tenA aMtaramAM dharma paMcaze. dharma rUTyA pachI te pitAnA saMtAnane dharmanA mArge vALI zakaze. ane tene mana, dhana karatAM paNa dharmanI kiMmata vadhu thaze. putra karatAM paramezvara vahAlA lAgaze. ahIM eka dRSTAMta yAda Ave che. eka zrAvaka khUba dhanavAna hate. dhananI sAthe dharma paNa tene varelo hate. dharma ene prANu hatuM. tenI patni paNa dharmanA raMge raMgAI hatI. temane eka putra hatA. bALapaNathI putrane evA saMskAra ApatAM hatAM ke dararoja saMtanA darzana karavA. gAmamAM saMta birAjamAna hoya tyAre dararoja putrane saMtadarzana karavA mokalatAM. darzana karIne AvyA pachI ja ene dUdha pIvA ApavuM e mAtAne niyama hate. dhIme dhIme kare moTe tharyo. meTrika pAsa thaye tyAM sudhI vadhe na AvyuM. paNa jyAM kolejanA pagathiyAM caDhe tyArathI putranA saMskAra bagaDavA lAgyA. dhamane haMbaka mAnavA lAgyA. mAtAne kahe cheH have huM sAdhunA darzana karavA nahi jauM. mane e sAdhuo pratye rUcI nathI. mane emAM kaMI ja AnaMda AvatuM nathI. mATe huM upAzraye javAne nathI, za. 96

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b, sAMja paDatAM zeTha ghera AvyAM. zeThANIe putra saMbadhI vAta karI. eTale patrane pAse lAvI pUchayuM. putre pitAnA vicAronI rajuAta karI, eTale pitAe spaSTra, zabdomAM putrane kahI dIdhuM ke je tane dhama haMbaka lAgate heya, gurU tane gamatA na hoya te huM AjathI prArA gharamAM rahelane hakadAra nathI. huM atyAra ne atyAre ahIMthI cAlate thaI jA. AjanA zikSaNanuM pariNAma A ja hoya te tene bhaNAvIne huM bhAna bhU chuM. jene deva-gurU ane dharma gamato nathI te traNakALamAM mAnava banI zakate nathI. - AjanA yuvAna chokarAo mA-bApanuM eka paNa vacana sAMkhI zakatA nathI. A chokarAe paNa jhanUnamAM AvIne cAlavA mAMDayuM. eka eka dikareha. bApa aDaga rahyo, paNa mAtA te khUba raDavA lAgI. rakhe mAre putra jhera khAIne marI jaze, kUvAmAM paDI jaze. te chate dikare dikarA vinAnA banI jaIzuM. zeThe patnIne paNa sApha zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM ke AvA uddhata chokarA upara paNa je tane lAgaNI varasatI hoya te tuM paNa tArA piyara bhegI thaI jA. huM mAruM saMbhALI laIza. eTale patnI zAMta banI gaI. cheka bhAgI gayo. tene gayAne traNa-cAra divasa thayA paNa kaI zodhavA na AvyuM. Aje chokare rIsAIne nAsI jAya che te tame chApAmAM Apo che ne ke beTA! tuM jyAM gaye heya tyAMthI tarata pAcho Ava. tArA javAthI tArA mAtA pitAne ghaNuM duHkha lAgyuM che. khAtA-pitA paNa nathI. bhAgI janAro paNa roja chApuM ja hoya che. A chokaro paNa chApuM jevA lAgyo. paNa enA bApe te AvuM kaMI ja na lakhatAM ema lakhyuM ke-beTA! tuM jyAM hoya tyAM sukhI thaje. tArA jevA dharmahIna putranA javAthI mArA gharamAM khUba zAMti che. jyAre tane deva-gurU ane dharma game tyAre khuzIthI ghera Avaje. tAra mATe gharanAM bAraNuM khullAM che. A samAcAra vAMcI cheka DhIlo thaI gaye. e mAnate hatuM ke jate rahIza te mArA mA-bApa mArI pAchaLa kaMIka karaze. paNa ene badale ulaTuM ja thayuM! aMte chokare aThavADiyuM thatAM jyAM tyAM rakhaDIne vIle moDhe ghera AvyuM. nityaniyama pramANe saMtadarzana Adi dhArmika kriyA zarU karI dIdhI. eTale pitAe ene eTalA ja umaLakAthI vadhAvI lIdho. enA bApe tiraskAra nahoto karyo. paNa enA kusaMskAra kADhavA mATe pitAe ene anAdara karyo hate. chevaTanuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke putra khUba dhamiDa banyo. gRhasthAzramamAM rahIne paNa Adarza jIvana jIvI gayA. pitAnI zubha preraNAthI enA jIvananuM yauvana pApanA kAjaLathI kalaMkita na banyuM. dIna-duHkhI joIne enA dilamAM dayAnA jharaNuM vahevA lAgyAM. devAnupriye! putranA pitA bane te AvA banaje. tamArA saMtAnane dharma pamADavA mATe thAya teTaluM karI chUTa. dikare bhAgI jaze te tyAM enuM keNa? evI dayA na karaze

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* paNa e dharma nahi pAme te pApa karaze, ane parabhavamAM pApa bhogavatAM enI kevI dazA thaze? evI dayA lAvaje. tame bhagavAna mahAvIranA saMtAna che. e ApaNA parama pitA prabhu mahAvIranI duniyAnA samagra jIvo pratye kevI karUNa daSTi hatI ke AkhA vizvanuM huM kalyANa karuM. badhA ja janma-jarA ane maraNanA duHkhemAMthI mukta thAya ane zivaramaNane vare. AvI mahAna karUNA-bhAvanAe emane bhagavAna (mahAvIra) banAvyA hatAM. Aje jagata upara najara karIe te kayAMya karUNAnuM amI dekhAtuM nathI. manuSyanI AMkhamAMthI krodha-ISya ane tiraskAranI Aga jharatI dekhAya che. Aje jIva jIvane cAhata nathI. zrImatene garIba upara dhikAra chUTe che. sattAdhArI prajAne cAre taraphathI paDI rahyAM che. AvI paristhitimAM mANasa sukha ke zAMtine anubhava kayAMthI karI zake? eka jamAne e hatuM ke dharmiSTha mANaso savAramAM uThIne pahelAM meMmAM dAtaNa nAMkhatA nahi. paNa bhagavAnanI prArthanA karatA. kaMIka mAtAe roTalA banAvatAM pahelAM sauthI pahelo roTale banAvIne kUtarA mATe jude mUkI detI. zrImate bAre mAsa mATe sadAvrata khelatAM. pAMjarApoLamAM lUlAM-laMgaDAM ane vasUkI gayelAM anAtha Dherene poSavAmAM madada karatAM. garIbene guptadAna kAyama ApatAM. A hatI zrAvakenI karUNuM. Aje te uThIne bhagavAnanuM nAma paNa bhUlI gayAM, ane savAranA pahoramAM nyujhapepara. basa, temAM cAra kathA sivAya bIjuM zuM che! baMdhuo! savAramAM uThIne saMtadarzana karavA, prabhunI prArthanA karavI, saMtanA mukhethI varasatI vIravANInuM pAna karavuM, saMtenI karUNatA te zrAvakanI karUNatA karatAM paNa viziSTa prakAranI che. jagatanA kalyANa mATe ja saMtenuM jIvana che. tenI sAdhanA so TakAnI hoya tyAre e sAdhanAne zira jhUkAvatA zrAvakenA jIvanamAM pAMca TakA jeTale tyAga Ave, tapa pragaTe ane karUNAnuM ekAda mejuM te AvI jAya. eka vakhata eka saMnyAsInA page gumaDuM thayuM. te pAkI javAthI khUba rasI thaI gaI. saMnyAsIne deha pratye jarA paNa mamatA na hatI, chevaTe gumaDAnI rasImAM kalakala chavAta thaI gaI. eka vakhata gAmanA darabAra e saMnyAsInA darzanArthe AvyA. temaNe saMnyAsInA page thayeluM moTuM gumaDuM joyuM. mukha upara Atma mastInuM saravarIyuM chalakAI gayeluM paNa joyuM. darabArazrI mane mana belI uThayA. ahe! kevA bephikara phakIra che. huM emane pUchIza te sevA karavAnI rajA Apaze nahi. mAre ja mAruM kartavya bajAvavAnuM rahyuM. rAjagaDhamAM jaIne darabAre rAjavaidya lAvyA, ane pilA saMtanI sevA karavA * mokalyA. sAMja paDatAM mAMDa mAMDa saMtane patto maLe. teo ekalAM vRkSa nIce beThA hatAM. ane belatA hatAM ke tame zA mATe gumaDAmAMthI nIce paDe che tyAM to marI jaze. tamAruM jIvana mArA gumaDAnI rasImAM ja che, mATe jaMpIne emAM ja besI rahe

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lf ne! Ama khelatA sanyAsIe nIce kharI paDelI jIvAtane vINIne pAchI gumaDAmAM kI dIdhI. rAjavaidya tA A joi stabdha banI gayA, paNa darabAranA hukama hatA eTale praNAma karIne sevA ApavAnI vAta karI tyAre khaDakhaDATa hasatA saMte kahyuM-bhAI! tuM tArA raste paDe. amAru kAma amArA prANanA bhoge paNa bIjAne jIvADavAnu che. rAjavaidya satane vaMdana kadI ravAnA thaI gayA. devAnupriye ! tyAgInI dayA alaukika hoya che. tyAgInI mastI, tyAgInA AnaMda, Ara DAya che. paNa tamane hajI amArA tyAganI mahattA samajANI nathI, eTale sa`sAramAM esI rahyAM che. bhRgu purohita, yazA bhAryAM ane tenA e putrAne tyAganI mahattA samataNI hatI. eTale teo sayama levA mATe gharakhAra cheADIne nIkaLI gayA. sAmethI saMtanI pAse gayA. ISukAra rAjAnI nagarImAM koI jAtanA bhaya na hatA. cAra lUMTArUnI bIka na hatI. ''AjanI mAphaka selaTekSa ne inkamaTekSanA lapharA na hatAM. khAraNAM khullAM mUkIne sUI jAya te paNa ciMtA nahi. madhyarAtre paNa kAI khahena-dikarI bahAra nIkaLe te bahAravaTIyA paNa enI sAme uMcI AMkha karIne jotA nahi. evA nyAyI iSukAra rAjAnI chatrachAyAmAM prajA sukhI hatI. rAtre paNa prajAjanA uMghI jAya tyAre rAjA chUpA veze jovA nIkaLatA ke mArI prajA duHkhI tA nathI ne? prajA game teTalI dhanavAna hAya tA paNa rAjA kadI enA hisAba letA nathI ke ATalu badhuM tame kayAMthI lAvyA ! kevI rIte kamAyA ? AjanI sarakAra tA tamane cUsI rahI che. sarakAranA lapharAmAMthI chuTIne ghera AvyAM eTale patnI-putra Adi mAkhIo cAre bAjuthI caTakA bharavA mAMDe, ke mAre A joI e ne te joie. eleA tA kharA! sukha kayAMya che kharu? gharamAMya duHkha, dukAnamAM duHkha. gharanI gADI laI ne bahAragAma jatA hai| tyAre vanavagaDAmAM adhavaca kadAca lUTArA maLyA tA gADImAMthI tamane utArI mAlamilkata lUMTI le che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa tamArI gADImAM esIne lUMTanArA ravAnA thaI jAya che. have kamalAvatI rANInA pUchavAthI dAsIe kahyu ke brAhmaNu tenA kuTu ba sAthe dIkSA levA nIkaLI gayA che. tenI Rddhi ApaNA rAjyamAM AvI rahI che. enI Rddhi keTalI badhI che ! e Apane jovuM hoya teA gADA ahI ubhA rAkhu A mahArANI rAjAnA bhaMDAra bharavAmAM rAjI na hatI. ene eka vAta samajANI hatI ke jo ene bhAMgavavA jevu' hAta tA e brAhmaNa cheDIne zA mATe gayA ? A lakSmImAM rAcavA jevu nathI. eTale eNe mAthuM dhuNAvIne dAsIne kahyuM ke, iSukAra rAjA mahAna bhAgyavAna che. enA bhaDAra bharapUra che te AvI brAhmaNanI lakSmI lAvavAnI zI jarUra? rANI. mahAna satI zirAmaNI che. kadI mahelanA jharUkhethI te bahAra dRSTi paNa karatI na hatI. paNa dAsInI vAta sAMbhaLI rANI ubhI thai.

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X mahelethI utaryA rANI kamalAvatI, AvyA tyAMya TheTha hajIre, sAMbhaLa he rAjA, vacana kahe che. ghaNAM AkarA, jima kepethI caDhIye bele sUra, sAMbhaLa ho rAjA, brAhmaNanI ThaMDI Rddhi mata Adara. kamalAvatI rANe mahelethI nIce utarI. eka bAju manamAM evA prazasta bhAva che ke aho! huM kevI bhAgyazALI, kevI puNyavAna chuM ke amArA rAjyamAM jenI saMpattinI kaI sImA nathI, evA puNyavAna cha vase che. ane AvA sukhane asAra samajI choDIne nIkaLI paNa gayA. je gAmamAM ke saMghamAM prabaLa puNyane udaya hoya tyAM AvA puNyavAna cha vasatA hoya che. rAjakoTa saMgha khUba puNyavAna che. jyAM kAyama khAte saMta-satIjIe birAjamAna hoya, saMghamAM rAmajIbhAI durlabhajIbhAI vigerene te dharma rU che, paNa emanA yuvAna putrane paNa dharma rU che. paradezamAM rahenArA che, chatAM vyAkhyAnamAM sAmAyika laIne besI jAya che. te sivAya bIjA kaMIka yuvAne evAdharmanA riMge raMgAyelA che ke jeo divALInA divase upavAsa karI upAzrayamAM sUI gaI. tre navakAravALI gaNI. A mahAna puNyane udaya che. * bhautika lakSamInA Dhaga heya paNa dharma na hoya te zuM kAmanuM? dharma 'jIvane sukha-duHkhamAM samatAvAna banAve che. jema TapAlI rAja TapAle vaheMcavA nIkaLe che te TapAlamAM koIne ghera harSanA samAcAra paNa AvatA haze ke je tamArA mAla uMcA bhAve vecANa ane ATale naphe thaye. A patra maLatAM jene tyAM patra A kSane khUba AnaMda thaye. e ja TapAlIe bIjA keIne tyAM jaI patra Ape, te temAM koI aMtaranA sagAnA zekajanaka samAcAra hatA. te vAMcI patra jene maLe tene duHkha thayuM. baMne patra te TapAlI ja lAvyuM. paNa harSanA samAcAra sAMbhaLI TapAlIne na to harSa thaye ane zokanA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne na zoka thaye. paNa baMne paristhitimAM tene to samabhAva rahyo. tema jyAre AtmAmAM sva-parane viveka jAge che tyAre sukhamAM chalakAte nathI ane duHkhamAM jhUrato nathI. .. rANI ekadama nIce utarI gaI. dAsI kahe che bAjI! ekadama kapaDAM paNa badalAvyA vinA kyAM jAya che? A kamalAvaMtI bahenene bahAra javuM hoya te emane taiyAra thatAM ochAmAM ocha kalAka te thAya. emane meTuM dhovuM joIe, mAthuM eALe, papha-pAvaDara lapeDe pachI kapaDAM badalAve, tyAre bahAra nIkaLI zake che. A mahArANI sAdA hatAM. ISakAra mahArAjA siMhAsane beThA che. sabhA cikkAra bharelI che, tyAM jema raNe cahe zUravIra lAlacaLa thaIne bole tema rANI paNa vegavAna thaIne bese che. vaMtAsi puro thAya, na to hoTuM saMvigo . . . . . mALA parivarta, ghai" nA mila u. a1438

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kamalAvatI rANI kahe che ke rAjana vameluM koNa khAya? kAgaDA ne kUtarA. game tevA dUdhapAkane purI jamyA che paNa jyAM vamana thaI gayuM tyAM enA sAmuM jovuM gamatuM nathI. vamyA te AhAranI IcchA koNa kare, kare vaLI zvAna ne kAga, sAMbhaLa he rAjA, brAhmaNanI chaDI Rddhi mata Adare. paheluM je dAna dIdhuM hAthazuM, te pAchuM letAM na Ave lAja, sAMbhaLa he rAjA, brAhmaNanI ThaMDI trAddhi mata Ado. vamelA AhAramAM kAgaDA ne kUtarA moTuM nAMkhe che. bIjuM te kaI IcchatuM nathI. vamelAne grahaNa karanAre prazaMsanIya hotuM nathI. tema che rAjA! tamAre ane bhUga purehitane pUrvane aNAnubaMdhI saMbaMdha hato. eTale tame tene tamArA hAthe ja manamAnyuM dhana ApyuM che. eTale tame te saMkalpathI e dhananuM vamana kareluM ja che. vaLI e vamelA dhanane brAhmaNa paNa vamIne cAlyo gayo. eTale A dhana te Dabala vakhata vamana kareluM che. tene tame grahaNa karavAnI IcchA kare che, te Apa jevA bhadra purUSane mATe jarA paNa gya nathI. mArI bahene! tame A vAta barAbara dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLaje. patinI AjJA patnIne mATe ziromAnya hoya paNa tamAre pati je unmArge jato hoya, vyasanane gulAma banatuM hoya te tene sudhAravA mATe kamalAvatI rANInI jema sAcI siMhaNa banajo. tame e vakhate e Dara na rAkhazo ke huM mArA patine kaDaka zabdo kahuM ne teo mane na belAve te niDara banIne sAcuM bhAna karAvaje. te tame paNa sukhI thaze ne e paNa sukhI thaze. pachI tamAre saMsAra svarga jevuM banI jaze. * rANInI vAta sAMbhaLI rAjAne zaMkA thaI. sauthI prathama Azcarya te e hatuM ke rANI kadI bahAra nIkaLatA ja na hatAM. ejhala paDadAmAM rahenArI rANI bharasabhA vacce karI Ave ja nahi. ane Ama jema tema na bole. ane Aje rANI sabhAmAM AvI, kadhAyamAna thaIne Ama kema belatI haze? rANInI vAta sAMbhaLI rAjA kahe che. kAM te rANI tane le lAgI, kAM te koIe kIdhI matavALa, sAMbhaLa he rANa-kAM koI bhUta vyaMtare chaLI, kAM keIe kIdhI vikarALa, sAMbhaLa he rANI, rAjAne kaThaNa vacana navi kIjIe. he rANI! zuM tane lAge che? zuM tuM zUnya cittavALI thaI gaI chuM ke tane koI bhUta aMtara vaLage che ke tane kaI e krodhAyamAna karI che ke jethI tuM Ama asabhya vaMcana bole che? tuM kadI AvA vacana bele tevI nathI ane Aje rAjasabhAmAM AvI

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mane ja AvA zabdo kahe che temAM nakkI kaMI kAraNa che. have rANI, rAjAne haze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. acyAkhyAna naM......103 kArataka suda 3 ne ravivAra tA. 1-11-70 uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 14 mA adhyayanamAM je che ane adhikAra cAle che, temAM cAra AtmAone Atma svarUpanI pIchANa thatAM eka pachI eka jAgRta banI saMsAranA baMdhanene sutaranA tAranI jema kApI nAMkhyA, saMsAra tyAgI sAdhu banI gayA. ane be AtmAo have jAgaze. bhagu purohitanI lakSamI potAnA rAjyamAM AvatI joI kamalAvatI rANIne vicAra Avyo che ke brAhmaNanI chAMDelI lakSamI mahArAjA zA mATe lAve che? evI lakSamI bhegI karavAnI zI jarUra che? dhanane ati meha AtmAne adhogatimAM laI janAra che. je manuSyane AtmA viSe zraddhA hoya che tene ja Atmonnatine vicAra Ave che. tene ja AtmA jAge che. paNa jene AtmAnA svarUpanI pIchANa nathI tene Atmannatine vicAra kayAMthI Ave? tene AtmA kevI rIte jAge? je mANasa kevaLa jaDa vastuonI mahattAmAM magna rahe che tene AtmA ke baLavAna che e nahi samajAya, jene AtmAnI zaktine khyAla nathI te jIvatA chatAM marelA jevuM che. Aje ghaNAM ema kahe che ke amArAthI vIra bhagavAnanA kAyadAnuM pAlana nahi thAya. brahmacarya kema paLAya? tapa kevI rIte thAya? A badhuM belAvanAra dehabhAva che. Atma-bhAnavALA AvuM karI nahi bele. cetanavaMtanI vANImAM tejanA kiraNe camaktA hoya. AjanA mAnavAmAM AvI nirmAlyatA AvavAnuM kAraNa ene bALapaNathI sajJAnanuM siMcana maLyuM nathI. AgaLanA vakhatamAM bALakonA jIvanamAM bAlyakALamAMthI ja saMskAranuM siMcana karavAmAM AvatuM hatuM. ane Atma vidyAno abhyAsa karAvavAmAM Ave, e kaI vidyA? peTa bharavAnI nahi, paisA bhegA karavAnI nahi. e vidyA te kIDI-maMkaDAne paNa AvaDe che. te paNa gaLapaNa maLe tyAM deDI jAya che. AmaMtraNanI rAha jotI nathI. gaLapaNanI kaNIo paDI hoya tyAM kIDIenA ubharANa ubharAya che. paNa jyAM rAkha nAMkhavAmAM Ave tyAM badhI kIDIo cAlI jAya che. kAraNa ke rasavRttine piSavAmAM kIDIo catura che. mANasanI

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khitAI bharavAnI vidhAmAM nathI. paraMtu enA viziSTatA aMdhakAramAMthI prakAza jAya e vidyA prApta karavAmAM che. prAcInakALamAM bALakaeNnA jIvananuM ghaDatara evI ura karavAmAM AvatuM ke jethI ene AtmA sadA jAgRta rahe. nirAzAjanaka ane nirmAlya vAte emanI pAse uccAravAmAM AvatI nahi. zamacaMdrajI yauvanane AMgaNe ramatAM hatAM. te samaye cInanuM sainya mithilA nagarI para caDhI AvyuM. janaka rAjAe pitAnA mitra dazaratha rAjA pAse sahAya mAMgI ane kahevaDAvyuM ke tamArA vIra putra rAma ane lasaNane amArI vAre mokale. dazaratha rAjAnA hadayamAM AMcake AvyA. mamatAne kAraNe vicAranA vaMToLamAM aTavAI gayA. e jaMgalI ane kadAvara mANaso sAthe mArA bALake kevI rIte laDI zakaze? chatAM e belyA nahi. manamAM ja vicAra karatA hatAM. paNa catura rAma pitAnA aMtarane Azaya samajI gayAM. emaNe kahyuM. pitAjI! zuM nAnuM siMhanuM baccuM moTA hAthInA gaMDasthaLane bhedI zakatuM nathI? "khakara baccA lAkha lAkhe bicArA, siMhaNa baccuM eka eke hajArA" vIratA bharyo uttara sAMbhaLatAM ja dazaratha rAjAne bhrama TaLI gaye. rAma ane lakSmaNa baMne kumAre prakhyabANa laI mithilA upaDayA ane zatruone harAvI vijayapatAkA pharakAvI gauravapUrvaka ghera AvyA. - devApriya ! e vIratA kayAMthI AvI? e bahArathI nathI AvI. aMdara ja che. ane jAgRta karavAnI jarUra che. AtmAmAM anaMta zakti che. e bhAna thatAM e kaIthI gabharAtuM nathI. Aje mA-bApa bALakane vIra banAvavAne badale kAyara banAve che. bALaka sa hAya ke uMghatuM na hoya te "je bAvo AvyuM, tane pakaDI jaze" AvA jIrUtAbharyA vAkayo saMbhaLAve che. AthI bALakanA manamAM e vAta ThasI jAya che. ane te mATe thAya che te paNa bahArathI bahAdura dekhAya paNa aMdarathI Darapoka ja hoya che. A sura mANasa pitAnA dezanuM rakSaNa karI zakyuM nathI te pachI AtmAnuM kalyANa te kevI rIte karI zake? ** AtmAmAM keTalI tAkAta che enA pratyakSa purAvA tamArI sAme mejuda che. eTamababa bhayaMkara che. ane hAIDrojanaba te ethI paNa bhayaMkara che. enAmAM saMhAra karavAnI ajaba zakti rahelI che. ratala-daDha ratalane baeNba lAkhe mAnavane saMhAra karI zake che. bhAInA viratArane ujajaDa karI nAMkhe che. eka nAnakaDA bebamAM ATalI zakti che. paNa ene zodhanAra te manuSya ja che ne? te vicAra kare. manuSyathI zodhAyela vastumAM ATalI tAkAta che te vastunA sarjaka evA mAnavInA AtmAmAM keTalI zakti haze? ane zeSanAre te mahApA, ekaThA karyA che, paNa AtmAnI anaMta zaktione jeNe

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jANI ne ene jeNe kendrita karI teNe pitAnI prabhutA meLavI. te ja AtmAe, saMsArane pAra pAmI gayA, AnuM mukhya kAraNa saMskAra hatA. . ], ; saMskAra vinAne mAnavI game teTale dhanavAna hoya ke paMDita haya, paNa hakIkatamAM te te nidhana ane daridrIja che, saMskAranuM siMcana karanAra ne keI hoya te te mAtA, ja che. mAtAnA saMskArathI pavitra thayele puNyazALI AtmA ja sadagurUone upadeza aMtaramAM jhIlI zake che. jhIlyA pachI tene apanAvI jIvanane ujajavaLa banAvavAnI lAyakAta keLavI zake che. * AryarakSita kumAra brAhmaNane putra hatuM. enI mAtAne AtmA pavitra hatuM. enA jIvanamAM khUba saMskAra hatA. eNe potAnA putrane kAzIe bhaNavA mekalya. bAra bAra varSa sudhI kAzImAM abhyAsa karIne te brAhmaNaputra Arya rakSita kumAra eka mahAna vidvAna paMDita banIne pitAne gAma pAcho Avyo. AkhA gAmanI prajAe ane rAjAe tenuM khUba premathI svAgata karyuM. AkhuM gAma svAgata karavA AvyuM che, paNa pitAnI janmadAtA mAtA AvI nathI. e joI Arya rakSitanA manamAM thayuM, mArI mAtA kema nahi AvI hoya! darekanA prema karatAM mAtAne prema alaukika hoya che. bAra bAra varSe huM AvuM chuM. AkhuM gAma mAruM svAgata karavA Ave ane mArI mAtA na Ave te bane ja nahi. mArI mAtAne zuM thayuM haze ! svAgata-sanmAnavidhi pUrNa thatAM Arya rakSita kumAra ghera AvyA. te mAtA eka eDAmAM beThI che. putranA sAmuM joI harSa darzAvatI nathI. mAtAnuM mukha joI gaLagaLe thaI mAtAnA caraNamAM paDI kahe che ke mAtA ! Aje bAra-bAra varSe bhaNIne huM Avyo, gAmanI prajAe mAruM svAgata karyuM, rAjAe mane sanmAna ApyuM, ane tArA mukha upara raheja paNa AnaMda kema nathI? mane joIne tAruM mukhaDuM paNuM malakAtuM nathI. te huM meTo paMDita thaIne Avyo te tamane na gamyuM? ke mArI kaMI bhUla thaI che. je hoya te mane kaho. putranI vAta sAMbhaLI mAtA kahe che beTA! tuM ghaNuM jJAna meLavI Avyo, paNa e jJAna AjIvikA pUratuM che. vaLI A svAgatanI dhamAla joIne mane khAtrI thaI gaI ke te haju AtmAnuM jJAna nathI meLavyuM. haju tuM dharmamAM pAraMgata nathI thaye. tuM AtmajJAna meLave tyAre mane AnaMda thAya. mAtA ! tArA dilamAM duHkha thatuM hoya te Apa kahe tema karavA taiyAra chuM. tArI kRpAthI ja huM vidvAna-paMDita banyo chuM. have tuM kahe tema karavA taiyAra chuM. tyAre mAtA kahe che beTA ! tArA mAmA merIlAcArya pAse vidyAbhyAsa karavA mATe tuM jA. mAtAnI AjJA e putrane prANa hato. AjJA thatAM ja AryarakSita, mAmA pAse abhyAsa za. 94

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kayA pahecI gaye. jJAna ane vinayathI yukta ArakSita kumAra mAtAnA saMskArI pUba pavitra banela hate. * * AcArya se jaIne temane vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karIne kahe che gurUdevA huM ApanA raNumAM mAruM jIvana arpaNa karavo taiyAra chuM. paNa mane AtmajJAna Ape. thoDA ja tamAM AryarakSita kumAre ghaNuM jJAna prApta karyuM. ane dharmanA raMge raMgAI gaye. jema jema e jJAna bhaNata ga tema tema ene asAra saMsAra para vairAgya Avye. eka divasa teNe AcAryane kahyuM. gurUdeva ! huM ghaNAM dharmazAstro bharyo, paNa jaina dharmanA jevuM vitarAgI jJAna meM kyAMya na joyuM. vitarAgavANa jevI tAkAta duniyAnI bIjI koI vANImAM nathImATe have mane Apa dIkSA Apa. Arya rakSite AcArya pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. ane e paNa moTA jainAcArya banyA. putre dIkSA lIdhI. tethI mAtAne AnaMda thaye ke mAre putra have sAce jJAnI thaye. ane mAtAe paNa dIkSA lIdhI. 'mAtA ane putre dIkSA lIdhI tyAre enA bApanA manamAM thayuM ke mAtA ane ne dIkSA lIdhI, have huM e saMsAramAM rahIne zuM karuM? mAre paNa dIkSA levI joIe. ema vicAra karI AryarakSita muni pAse jaInamana karIne kahyuM. mane paNa dIkSA Ape. paNa mArAthI janeI, pagarakhA ane jotIyuM nahi choDAya. mATe e traNa vAnA rAkhavAnI chUTa ApI mane dIkSA Ape. Arya rakSita munie kahyuM: jaina dharma te sarvathA tyAgane ja mAne che. pagarakhA paheravAthI jIvanI jatanA thaI zakatI nathI. mATe tamane pagarakhA paheravAnI chUTa na ApI zakAya, paNa thoDA kALa mATe tamane jotIyAnI chUTa ApI zakAya. - Akhare emanA pitAe dIkSA lIdhI. tenI pAchaLa bIjA bhAI-bahene vigere kuTuMbIjanee paNa dIkSA lIdhI. eka vakhata Arya rakSitanA pitA (sAdhu)nuM dhotIyuM DhIluM thaI gayuM. tyAre Arya rakSitajIe pitAnA bIjA ziSyane kahyuM. chetIyAnI A ja upAdhi che. have emane calapaTTo paherAvI do. pachI te lapaTTo. emane khUba phAvI gaye. Ama AkhuM kuTuMba dIkSita banI gayuM ane sau AtmasAdhanA karI mokSamArganA paMthI banI gayA. A badhuM banavAmAM moTo upakAra mAtAne che. mAtAnA zubha ane dharmamaya saMskArane laIne ja ATalA AtmAo saMsArane tyAgI sAdhu banI gayA. je mAtA pitAnA bALakone dharmanA saMskAra Ape te ja sAcI mAtAo che. Aje saMgha jenazALAo calAve che, paNa mAtAo emanA saMtAnane janazALAmAM bhaNavA mokalavA mATe kALajI rAkhe che? jeTalI kALajI skUlanA bhaNatara mATe rAkhe che tenAthI aMza bhAganI kALajI AtmAnA jJAna mATe nathI rAkhatA. eka divasa bALaka skUle na jAya te tame ene samajAvIne mokale che, na samaje te dhamakI ApIne paNa

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747 mokale che, paNa jainazALAe na jAya te tene mATe kaMI kALajI rAkhe che? A uparathI spaSTa samajAya che ke tamane saMsAranI jeTalI raDha lAgI che teTalI AtmAnI raDha lAgI nathI. cAra AtmAo pUrva janmanA saMskArI hatAM. jo ke chae cha pUrvabhavamAM sAthe ja rahelA hatAM. ekabIjAne saMbaMdha saMkaLAyeluM che, eTale eka bIjAnA nimitte vairAgya pAmyA. temAM bhRgu purohita, tenI yazAbhAryA ne be putrone saMsAra ke lAge? " salla kAmA visaM kAmA kAmA AsI visovamA, ame mA sthamALA, bavAmA =tti to huM / u. a. 9-53 jJAnI purUSoe saMsAranA kAma bhegone zalya samAna kahyAM che, viSanI upamA ApI che. je manuSya e kAma bhAgomAM Asakta bane che te avazya durgatimAM jAya che. ApaNe durgatimAM javuM nathI. Atma kalyANa mATe je sarva zreSTha mArga hoya te saMyama che. saMyama vinA traNa kALamAM AtmAnI siddhi nathI. ema samajI saMsAra tyAgI cAra AtmAo te chatI Rddhine chAMDI sAdhu banI gayA. have cha mAMthI ISakAra rAjA ane kamalAvatI rANI be ja AtmAo bAkI rahyA. tenI ja have vAta cAle che. kemalAvatI rANI khuda rAjasabhAmAM AvI. ene AvavAne khAsa udeza e hatuM ke A brAhmaNunuM dhana haju rAjAnA bhaMDAramAM naMkhAI gayuM nathI tyAM sudhI samaje te samajAvuM. bhaMDAramAM paDayA pachI chuTavuM muzkela che. rANI bharasabhA vacce AvIne kahe che ke he rAjana! tame vaseluM khAI rahayAM che. je vaseluM grahaNa kare che te prazaMsAne pAtra nathI. bhRgu pUhitane tame tamArA hAthe ja ghaNuM dhana ApyuM che. tamane lakSamI uparathI keTalI mamatA chuTI haze te tame ene dAnamAM ApI! baMdhuo! parigrahanI Asakti ghaTayA vinA dAna devAtuM nathI. kaMIka che evA haze ke jene ghera lakSmI ghaNI che paNa dAnamAM eka damaDo paNa detA nahi hiya. are ! evA kaMjusa haze ke pite sukhe na vApare te dAnamAM Ape ja kayAMthI? atyAra nahi cheDe paNa game tyAre lakSamInI mamatA tamAre choDavI to paDaze ja, parAdhInapaNe choDavA karatAM samajIne cheDavI zuM khoTI? emAM be rIte lAbha che. ahIM mamatA ghaTaze ane hAthe deze te sAthe laI jaze. parabhavamAM duHkhI nahi thavuM paDe. kamalAvatI rANI kahe che : svAmInAtha! tame je lakSamIne vamI, dIdhI, brAhmaNane idAnamAM ApI vadhI, te ja lahamIne brAhmaNe paNa heya samajI, anarthanuM kAraNa jANI vamI dIdhI. eTale gADAM bharIne je lakSamI tame rAjyamAM lAvI rahyA che e te e vakhata vamelI che. te ApaNA jevA pavitra purUSane levI pe nahi. bharasabhAmAM rAjane rANIe AvA zabdo kahyAM, eTale rAjAne khUba lAgI AvyuM. rAjA kahe che rANI

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mArA zarIramAM kaI bhUta vyaMtare praveza karyo lAge che ke koI e tamane uzkeryA che ke tamane jhele lAge che? nahi te tame kadI AvA zabdo bole nahi. nathI re mahArAjA le lAgI, nathI keIe kIdhI matavALa nathI kaI bhUta vyaMtare chaLI, nathI koIe kIdhI vikarALa, sAMbhaLa he rAjA, brAhmaNanI jhaMDI Rddhi mata Adara : he rAjA, mAruM magaja pharI nathI gayuM, mane kaI vaLagADa vaLa nathI, mane jhale lAgyuM nathI, paNa huM bhAnamAM chuM, gAMDI banIne bakavAda nathI karatI, paNa je kahuM chuM te satya ja kahuM chuM. tamane mehanuM bhUta vaLagyuM che ke jethI parAyuM dhana lAvIne bheguM kare che. huM sAcI kSatriyANI chuM. tyAga kareluM dhana lAvavuM mane gamatuM nathI. bhale tame, mane game tema kahe, paNa huM tamane sAcuM ja kahI rahI chuM, kevI nIDaratA che? haju paNa kamalAvaMtI rANI rAjAne kevA kaDaka zabdo kaheze te vAta pachInI gAthAomAM Avaze. paNa baMdhuo! je hitasvI hoya che te ja moDhe kahe che. bAkI meDhe maskA lagADI pAchaLa belanArA ghaNuM hoya che. auSadha kaDavuM hoya che paNa e hitakArI hoya che. hitasvI janenI hitazikSA bhale tamane kaDavI lAge paNa tene hRdayamAM utAravAmAM ghaNe lAbha che. je saMtAna mAtApitAnI AjJA mAthe caDhAve che te mahAna sukha pAme che. Adarza jIvana jIvI zake che. mahArAjA mULarAja 110 varSanI uMmare mRtyu pAmyA hatA. emane putra yAgarAja zajA banyo. garAjanuM jIvana kharekhara eka yegI purUSane zebhe tevuM hatuM. emane kSemarAja Adi cAra putra hatA. eka divasa kSemarAja Adi cAre bhAIo pharavA nIkaLyA hatA. te samaye kaI paradezI vahepArIe vahANa baMdare AvIne thaMbhAvyuM. pelA cAra bhAIo pharatA pharatA baMdara upara pilA paradezInuM vahANa hatuM tyAM ja AvyA. rAjakumAro hatA eTale emane kaI rokI zake tema na hatuM. e te cAre jaNa vahANamAM caDhI gayA. vahANamAM aDhaLaka saMpatti bharI hatI. mUlyavAna ratna, tejaturI, kasturI vigere vaNI mUlyavAna cIjo bharI hatI. A joIne cAreya bhAIonI AMkha phATI gaI. temanA aMtaramAM kuvicArenI kALI vAdaLI chavAI gaI. vahANamAMthI nIkaLI zeDe sUra jaI cAreya bhAI e vicAra karavA lAgyAM. vicArane mudo e hatuM ke A vahANa ApaNe lUMTI laIe, enuM dhana ApaNe rAjyanA bhaMDAramAM nAMkhavuM nathI. paNa dezanI AbAdImAM ane prajAnA rakSaNamAM ApaNe e dhanane upayoga kare. ema nirNaya karyo. paNa miATe bhAI kahe che. ApaNe nirNaya te karyo paNa pitAjIne pUchayuM nathI. emane duHkha thaze te? aMte pitAjIne A vAta jaNAvavI ema nakkI karyuM. cAre bhAIe pitA

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pAse AvyA ane pite vicArelI vAta pitA pAse raju karI. pitAjI zuM javAba Ape che te jANavA mATe sahu Atura banI gayA. * putronI vAta sAMbhaLI mahArAjA garAjanuM mukha gaMbhIra banI gayuM hatuM. temaNe spaSTa zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM. he putro! sArAmAM sAruM kArya paNa halakA raste jaIne kadI siddha karAya nahi. tamAre deza ane prajAnI AbAdIne vicAra uttama che. paNa e kArya khAtara ApaNA Azraye AvelA paradezI vahepArIne madadagAra banavAne badale enuM vahANa lUMTI levAne tamAre vicAra khUba adhama che. bhale, ApaNe bhUkhe marI jaIe, bhaMDAre lUMTAI jAya te paNa anyAya-anItinA mArge te kadama bharavuM ja na joIe, putre ! tame haju adhama kArya karyuM nathI. haju te tame mane pUchavA ja AvyA che, paNa tamArA manamAM Ave kuvicAra Ave e jANIne mArA aMtaramAM apAra duHkha thayuM che. AryadezamAM janma pAmI tamArA manamAM Ave anArya vicAra kema udUbhavya ! mane lAge che ke tamane A krUra vicAra AvyuM temAM kAM te tamArI mAtAne doSa haze. pitAnI vAta sAMbhaLI cAre ya putro zaramAI gayA. kAMI paNa bolyA vinA cUpacApa zayanarUmamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayA. pitAnI gaMbhIra vANI putranA hRdayane sparzI zakI nahi. cAre bhAIoe eka thaIne nirNaya karyo ke pitAjI, bhale game tema kahe paNa ApaNe e vahANa lUMTavuM che e vAta nakkI che. madharAtre kSemarAja sainiko sAthe sajaja thaI baMdara para AvyA. AkhuM vahANa luMTI lIdhuM. rakSaka bhakSaka banI gaye. vADa cIbhaDA gaLI gaI. devAnupriye ! AjanI sarakAra badhAne sarakhA karavA mAMge che. prajAnuM rakSaNa karavAne badale bhakSaNa karI rahI che. cAre bAjuthI cUsI rahI che. prajA upara Tekasa nAkhI pitAnA ThAThamAThamAM lAkhanA dhUmADA kare che. pitAnuM AkhuM vahANa lUMTAI gayuM jANI paradezI vahepArIne pArAvAra duHkha thayuM. ahe! mArI jiMdagInI kamANI lUMTAI gaI che tyAM ne tyAM tenuM hoTa besI gayuM." savAra paDatAM mahArAjA garAjane khabara paDI ke mArA putroe mArI vAta na mAnI. aMte emaNe dhAreluM adhama kArya karyuM. emane bhayaMkara AghAta lAge. puronA pApanuM prAyazcita keNa kare? AvA adhama putronA bApa banavA karatAM aputrIyA rahevuM sAruM. A nAnesUne aparAdha nathI. eka vakhatanA rAjA mahArAjAonI kevI prazasta nIti hatI! prajAne mATe potAnA prANu devA taiyAra hatAM. * mahArAjAe hukama karyo ke eka citA khaDako. citA khaMDakAvI ene bhaDabhaDa saLagAvI kaI paNa belyA sivAya putrane eTaluM ja kahyuM ke huM tamane bIjuM kaMI ja kahetuM nathI. eka tamArA duSkAryanA aparAdhanI zikSA huM jogavI lau chuMhuM e AvuM nahotuM mAnyuM ke pitA Ama karaze. kahe che pitAjI! Apa kaho te ame enI

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750 badhI lakSmI pAchI ApIe. pitA kahe cheH e dhanavAna tA bicArA paraleAkamAM pahoMcI gayA. have zuM? pahelAM mAnyuM nahi. have aksAsa kaye zuM vaLe ? ema khelatAM mahArAjA yAgarAje bhaDabhaDa saLagatI citAmAM jhaMpalAvI dIdhu. eka pitAe (rAjAe) sAcA nyAya tAnyA. tArA kharatAM kharatAM paNa prakAza veratA gayA. ane putronA hRdayamAM e. vAta kharAkhara besADI dIdhI ke sAruM gaNAtuM kAya paNa halakA mArge kadI siddha karAya nahi. mahArANI kamalAvatI paNa nItivAna hatI. te kahe che huM mahArAjA! tame mAnatA he ke A purAhitanI lakSmInu kAI dhaNI nathI. ene grahaNa karIne huM prajAnA rakSaNamAM vAparIza. te paNa e tamAre grahaNa karavA jevI nathI. ghauMmAMthI kAMkarA vINIne phagAvI de che, gharamAMthI cUMTelA hAMDalA ane kacaro kADhIne mANasA pheMkI de che, tema purAhita dhana-vaibhavane kAMkarA ane kacarAnI jema gaNIne phagAvIne cAlyA gayA che. tene ApanAthI grahaNu karAya ja nahi. hajI AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna.......na, 104 kArataka thaTTa 4 ne sAmavAra, tA. 2-11-70 anaMta jJAnI zAstrakAra bhagavata mahAvIra svAmIe bhavyajIvAnA AtmAhArane mATe zAstranI amUlya dezanA prakAzI. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanamAM cha jIvAnA adhikAra cAle che. jene jIvananI kSaNikatA samajAya che tene mana ekeka kSaNu amUlya jAya che. mahAna purUSA kahe che ke duniyAmAM dula bhamAM duCbha gaNAtI vastu paNa lAkhA ne kroDAnI saMpatti ApatAM maLI zake che. adhavaca saMsAra bhAMgaze temAM tame krIne lagna karI bhAMgelA sasAra navA ubhA karI deze. paNa A manuSya jIvananI gayelI ghaDI pAchI nahi maLe. ApaNu jIvana kyuM che :-- : dumapattae paMDuyae jahA, nivass rAigaNANa accae / va' manuyALa' nItriya', samaya' jocama mA pamAya / / u. a. 10-1 A gAthAmAM gautama svAmI jevA mahAna purUSane paNa karUNAsAgara prabhue sIDhI dara karI che, ke he gautama! samaya mAtrane pramAda na kara. A pariNamanazIla sasAramAM samaya peAtAnu kAma kharAkhara karI rahyo che. dareka padArthAMnI paryAya palaTAya che. je khAbaka ,,

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hatA te thoDA samayamAM yuvAna bane che. yuvAna zarIra lUha bane che. karka jamA vRkSa upara coMTeluM hatuM, vRkSanI DALInI zobhAmAM je vRddhi karI rahyuM hatuM ke je vAra uparathI kharIne manuSyanA paga nIce cagadAya che. A saMsAramAM pratye patAnI bhAva dhyA rahelI che. keI paNa varatu rithara nathI. ema samajI pramAdane tyAga kare parama divase ApaNane khabara na hatI ke bA bra. maMjulAbAI mahAsatIjInuM AyuSyanuM pa parI jaze. ApaNe gaI kAle emanA sukhada samAcAra sAMbhaLyA jemaNe lakhyuMvaNamAM hatA lIdhI. bhavasAgasthI taravuM ane bIjAne tAravA e ja temane ceMya ho.. jene guNIyala hatA. nAnI uMmaramAM saMyamanI suMdara sAdhanA karI cAlyA gayA. e esIbAne che ka kALa koIne cheDatuM nathI. sAdhu hoya, tIrthakara hoya, cakavati, senApati, zaTha kane kALa rUpI siMha paMjAmAM laI le che. keI kALanA pravAhane rokI zakyAM nathI mATe jJAnI purUSe kahe che ke - karA nAva na vadhe, vANI kAra na karyuM nAviMti hAnti, sAva dha samAre daza. 8-36 jJAnI kahe che jyAM sudhI zarIrane vRddhAvasthAe ghere ghA nathI. keI rogane udaya thayo nathI, IndriyonI zakti kSINa thaI nathI tyAM sudhI dharmanuM AMcaraNa karI le. lazkaranA gherA karatAM paNa ghaDapaNane ghere mahAna bhayaMkara che. raNamedAnamAM ubhelA sainikane cAre bAjuthI tIra vAgatA hoya, talavAranA ghA jhIlatA hoya te vakhate tenI kevI paristhiti hoya che. tenA karatAM paNa ghaDapaNanA ghA jhIlavA mahAna viSama che. pUrA ghaDapaNamAM gherAI gayA pachI zarIramAM roga Avaze. roganI bhayaMkara vedanA thatI hoya tevuM samaye kaI kahe ke bhAI! dharma sAMbhaLo. te zuM sAMbhaLavuM gamaze? kaI haLukama AtmAne game paNa kharuM. paNa evA AtmAo bahu alpa hoya che. mATe ja jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke ghaDapaNa AvyuM nathI tyAM sudhI satsaMga karI le. satsaMgati manuSyane mahAna lAbhadAyI che. satsaMgathI manuSyanuM jIvana palaTAya che. pApImAM pApI AtmA paNa punita banI jAya che. eka vakhatane vAlIyA lUMTAre nArada munine saMga thatAM lUMTAro phITIne rAmAyaNane racayitA vAlmikatraSi banI gaye. aMgumAla je pApAtmA buddha bhagavAnane bheTo thatAM sudharI gaye. caMDakauzika je dRSTi viSa sarpa prabhu mahAvIrane bheTo thatAM deva banI gaye. rajanA sAta sAta jInI ghAta karanAre arjunamALI sudarzana zeThanI sAthe prabhu pAse gaye. ane saMsAra tyAgI saMta banI cha mahinAmAM karmanAM bhUkkA belAvI dIdhA. mATe satsaMganuM sthAna bahu ja mahatvanuM che. kare te satsaMga karaje paNa kusaMga te karaze ja nahi. chu AtmAomAM sauthI prathama be AtmAoe satsaMga karyo. eka ja vastu

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patrano. raga lAgyo ne jAtismaraNa jJAna thatAM pUrvabhavane joIne virAgya pAmI gayA. eka pachI eka pUrvanA saMbadhathI saMkaLAyelA che vairAgya pAmyA. temAM cAra AtmAo te mAMsAranI:samadine gAra samajI cheDIne nIkaLI gayA. be AtmAe bAkI rahI che temAM IdhukA rAjAne kamalAvatI rANI bharasabhAmAM AvIne kahe che ke svAmInAthI tame nizvara evI lakSamIna mahamAM paDI brAhmaNa dvArA tyakta (tajAyelI) lakSamI bhaMDAramAM jAvI rahyA che, temAM huM jarA paNa Teko ApatI nathI. babbe vakhata vamana karAyelI lAmI mAM lAvatAM tamane zarama nathI AvatI? mahArAja kahe che te rANI ! huM koInA miTi uMDIne lakSamI nathI lAvate, huM te nyAyathI kAma karuM chuM. jene kaI vArasadAra na hoya tene vArasadAra rAjA thaI zake che. ane A badhuM ja dhana prajAnI sevAmAM vaparAvAnuM che. emAM kaMI agya thatuM nathI. tame rAjakAryamAM samaje nahi. jo ke tame kadI AvI bAbatamAM mAthuM mAratA ja nathI, ane Aje bharasabhAmAM mAruM apamAna karI rahyAM che. AmAM mane te lAge che ke Aje tamArI mati ja badalAI gaI che. mahArANuM kahe cheH he mahArAjA ! mArI mati nathI badalAI. mane bhUta nathI vaLagyuM. mAruM kALajuM ThekANe che. paNa tamArI levRtti pUrI thaI nathI ne saMtoSa AvyuM nathI. " e brAhmaNa te saMpattine bhaMgAra samAna gaNI Thokara mArIne nIkaLI gayo. e bhaMgArathI bhaMDAra bharavA e tamArA jevA sajjana purUSane zobhatuM nathI. juo. devAnupri ! tame khUba premathI A amArI kamalAvaMtI bahenane paraNyA. paNa, A kamalAvaMtI rANI jevI enAmAM tAkAta che ke enA patinI sAna ThekANe lAvI zake? tamane unmArge jatAM bacAve, tame bhAna bhUle tyAre e Takera kare. paNa Aje e saMskRti cAlI gaI che. Aje te bAhaya sauMdarya, bAhaya bhaNatara ane karIyAvarane ja mahayAM che, e zuM tamAre uddhAra karavAnI che? bhale rUpa na hoya, karIyAvara na lAve paNa enA saMskAra ane guNane pasaMda karo. kamalAvatI rANI ISakAra rAjAne kahe che: he rAjana! tamAruM peTa keTaluM moTuM che? tamArI bhUkha keTalI vadhI gaI che ke tamArA bhaMDAra bharapUra bharyA che chatAM tamane saMtoSa nathI thato ! kema, kAntibhAI? amArI zrAvikA tamane AvuM kadI kahe che ke svAmInAtha ! ghaNuM kamAyA. have nathI kamAvuM. huM sAdAIthI jIvana jIvIza paNa have tame A saMsAranI majurI na karaze. A kamalAdevI jevI strI A jamAnAmAM bhAgye ja haze. | kamalAvatI rANuM ISakAra rAjAne kahe che ke rAjanamane te lAge che ke je AkhuM jagata tamane vaza thaI jAya, A jagatamAM jeTaluM dhana che te badhuM ja tamane maLI jAya te paNa e padArthone samuha tamArI tRSNA pUrI karI zakaze nahi. arthAta tamArI tRSNA zAMta thavAnI nathI, kAraNa te tRSNa AkAza jeTalI anaMta che, ane dhana saMkhyAta che,

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temaja A tamAruM dhana tamane jarA-roga-maraNa AdithI bacAvavAmAM saheja paNa sahAyaka nahIM thAya. mATe tenI mamatA rAkhavI vyartha che. e tamane paralokamAM paNa nANArANu thavAnI nathI. dhananA saMgrahamAM sukha mAnavuM che te pANI levIne mAkhaNa meLavavAnA mane ratha jevuM che. kharekhara, lakSmIne bhegI karI pApa bAMdhI rahayA che. temAM koI bhAga nahi paDAve. dareka manuSya svArthanAM sagAM che, mamatA choDavAmAM ja majhA che. - eka nagarazeTha pAse aDhaLaka saMpatti hatI. paNa te lebhI khUba hate. dAna puNyamAM rAtI pAI paNa vApare nahi. koI vakhata dharmasthAnakamAM jAya ane peTamAM paisA nAkhe te khissAmAMthI paracuraNa kADhI vINIne eka nave paise peTImAM nAMkhe. evA kaMjusIyA kAkA hatA. Aje paNa ghaNAM bhAI-bahene na paiso ja peTImAM nAMkhe che. paNa huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tame mArakITamAM na paise laIne jaze te kaI enAM dAtaNa paNa Apaze ? navA paisAnA dAtaNa paNa nathI maLatAM. chatAM tame na paiso nAMkhIne rAjI thAva che ke meM dAna karyuM! kamoda kADhI laIne phetarAnuM dAna karavA uThayA che te yAda rAkhajo ke paralokamAM paNa tamane pherA ja maLaze. A nagarazeTha bimAra paDayA. tenA cAre dikarAe pitAnI sevAmAM hAjara hatAM. gAmanA mANaso khabara kADhavA AvavA lAgyA. gAmanA mahAjanane paNa khabara paDI ke zeTha khUba bimAra che. rAjakeTa saMghanA jevuM mahAjana khUba hoMziyAra hatuM. temaNe vicAra karyo ke cAle, ApaNe zeThanI khabara kADhavA jaIe. ane saMsthAnA phALAmAM kaMIka neMdhAve te letA AvIe. mahAjana zeThane ghera AvyuM. zeThanA palaMga pAse besIne pUchyuM, kema cho bApA? zeThane vadhu bolavAnI tAkAta nathI eTale khUba muzIbate bolyA ThIka. zeThanI jIbha pakaDAtI hatI. zvAsa rUMdhAto hate. duHkhathI AMkhe AMsuthI chalakAI gaI hatI. mahAjana kahe che zeTha ! pAMjarApoLamAM kaMIka dAna karo. apaMga heranA AziSathI tamane sAruM thaI jaze. devAnupriya! manuSyanA mananI pariNAmadhIza sadAkALa sarakhI rahetI nathI. kyAre manuSyanI mati palaTAya che te kahI zakAtuM nathI. mahAjanane joIne zeThanA manamAM thayuM. ahe! huM ke bhAgyazALI ! mArA aMtima samaye paNa mahAjana mAre ghera AvyuM. mahAjana mAre ghera hoya ja kyAMthI? Aje mahAjana khAlI na javuM joIe. saMgha e sAmAnya nathI. koI uddhata banIne ema bolatA hoya ke amAre saMghanI zI jarUra che? paNa naMdIsUtramAM dRSTi kare. saMghane bhagavaMte kevI suMdara upamAo ApI che. zeThanI mati sudharI gaI vadhu bolI zake tema na hatuM. eTale zeThe dikarAo sAmuM joIne kahyuM : lAkha. emanI IcchA pAMjarApoLa mATe eka lAkhanuM dAna karavAnI hatI. dikarAo bApanI vAta samajI gayAM. paNa e kaMI kAcA na hatA. cAre ya putree vicAra karyo ke "bAMdhI zA. 5

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sukI lAkhanI ane ughADI AMkhano." eTale bApanA sAmuM joI ne kahe che bApu rAjA varSe lAkha vahepAra karavA jevuM nathI. ame amAruM saMbhALI laIzuM. Apa citA ja kare, tame badhI ciMtA choDI bhagavAnamAM citta rAkhe. zeTha paNa samajI gayA ke A chokarAone lAkha rUpiyA ApavA nathI, mATe kevA bahAnA kADhe che. zeThanA gaLAmAM hIrAnI sAMkaLI paherelI hatI. te mahAjanane dAnamAM ApI dauM ema vicArI zeTha mahAmuzIbate bolyA sAMkaLI. A sAMbhaLI putro kahe che Apu! ATalA maMdavADamAM talasAMkaLI na khavAya. DokaTare nA pADI che. bApanI vAtane chokarAo judA ja rUpamAM pheravI nAkhe che. zeThanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. arere... jiMdagImAM mArA hAthe kaMI na karI zako. have karavAnuM mana thayuM paNa karI zakato nathI. mahAjana te pAchuM cAlyuM gayuM. zeThe nirNaya karyo ke je mAruM AyuSya hoya ne thoDA vakhata mATe maraNanI pathArImAMthI be thAuM to mArA hAthe dAna puNya karI lauM. - have banyuM paNa evuM ke zeThanI tabiyatamAM sudhAra thavA lAge. thoDA divasamAM ekadama sAjA thaI gayA. eka divasa zeThe potAnA cAre ya putro ane putravadhUone pAse malAvIne kahyuM. putro! have huM te kayAMya jaI zakuM tema nathI. paNa atyAre cAtumasane maya che. saMta-satIjI birAjamAna hoya tyAM badhe darzana karavA jAva. huM te jiMdagImAM saMtanA darzana karavA nIkaLyuM nathI. paNa tame jAva te mane ema thAya ke mArA putre saMtadarzane gayA. saMta samAgama karI je kaMI prApta karI Ave te mane saMbhaLAvaje. mArI ATalI IcchA pUrNa kare. putravadhUone khUba AnaMda thaye. bahenane haravApharavAnuM khUba game. eTale emanA patine taiyAra karI dIdhA. dikarAo emanA kuTuMba sahita saMtanA darzanArthe nIkaLI gayA. pAchaLathI zeThe DAhyA mANasane belAvI pitAnI sarva milkatane hisAba karI milkatanA pAMca bhAga pADayA. darekanA bhAgamAM agiyAra - agiyAra lAkha rUpiyA AvyAM. cAra putronA cAra bhAga rAkhI pitAnA bhAganA agiyAra lAkha rUpiyAmAMthI eka lAkha rUpiyA pAMjarApiLamAM ApyA tathA bIjI judI judI saMsthAomAM paNa rakama ApI. dharmasthAnakamAM, divAkhAnAmAM, garIbanI sevAmAM, skulamAM, dharmazALAmAM, Ama aneka rIte zeThe chUTA hAthe 10 lAkha rUpiyA dAnamAM vAparyA. pitAnA gujarAna mATe phakta eka lAkha rUpiyA rAkhyA 'ane bhADAnA makAnamAM rahevA lAgyA. teo Akho divasa dharmasthAnakamAM rahI dharmadhyAna karavA lAgyA. AkhA gAmamAM zeThanI prazaMsA thavA lAgI. eka mahinA pachI putre pAchA AvyA. emaNe badhI vAta jANuM, khUba duHkha thayuM. chatAM khUba samaju hatAM. samajI gayAM ke bApe paNa ApaNane mokalIne kAma kADhI lIdhuM. pitAjI pAse AvIne kahyuM : tame A zuM karyuM? bApa kahe che beTA! meM tamane bhikhArI

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7pa kayA nathI. tamArA bhAga alaga rAkhI mArA bhAganI milakata ja vAparI che. meM tamane mahAjanane dAna karavA kahyuM, tyAre tamane ApavuM na gamyuM. meM AkhI jiMdagI pApa.ja karyuM che. e pApanuM prAyazcita karavA have dharmadhyAna sivAya anya keI upAya nathI. putra kahe che bApujI! tame je karyuM te kharuM. paNa have tame judA rahe te sAruM na kahevAya. amAre ghera cAle. putronA khUba khUba AgrahathI ghera gayAM paNa have zeThane paisAnI mamatA na hatI. saMta ane dharma enA prANuM banI gayA hatAM. pAchalI jiMdagI dharma dhyAnamAM gALI paMDita maraNe maya. devAnupriye! saMsAranI mAyAmAM phasAyelA chamAMthI samayane oLakhI jIvananI dizA badalanArA jIva bahu a9pa heAya che. jo tame samajIne tamArA jIvanane rAha nahi badale te corAsInA cakkaramAM pIlAI jazo. kamalAvatI rANI kahe che mahArAjA! dhananI ati tRSNa sArI nathI. loko garIne dAna kare che. tyAre tame te pArakI lakSmI bhaMDAramAM bharyA kare che. tamArI bhUkha kayAre maTaze? mane te tamArI bahu ciMtA thAya che. jaga saghaLAnuM bheguM karI lAve tArA gharamAMya...sAMbhaLa....... te paNa tRSNA chIpe nahIM, eka hAre dharma sahAya, sAMbhaLa he rAjA...brAhmaNanI chaDI Rddhi mata Adara. svAmInAtha! tamAre eka ja kAma lAge che ke je kaI marI gayA hoya tenuM na dIyuM dhana bheguM karavuM. eMTha karatAM paNa kharAba vameluM dhana lAve che. A tamArI tRSNA joIne mane te ema thAya che ke mArA patinuM parabhavamAM zuM thaze ? tamArAthI chUTe te haiyelI che ane na chUTe te kAMI nahipaNa je cheDIne gayA che tenI milakatamAM hAtha zA mATe nAMkhe che ? A lakSamI kevI cIja che ? lakSamI khAtara mANasa keTaluM sahana kare che! eka zeTha pAse kroDa rUpiyAnI sikata bhegI thaI. eka ja dikaro hato. bApadikarAe vicAra karyo ke A lakSmIne je gharamAM rAkhIe te cora cerI javAne bhaya cihe beMkamAM mUkIe ane kadAca sarakAra kabaje laI le te ApaNI lakSmI paNa laI che. jamInamAM dATIe agara bhIMta ke makAnanA pATaDAmAM mUkIe te Aga lAge ne baLI jAya. tenA karatAM gAma bahAra jaI koI evA sthAnamAM dATI AvIe ke keI ne khabara ja na paDe. dikarAne paNa bApanI vAta gamI. baMne jaNa gAmathI thoDe dUra jaMgalamAM gayA. eka jagyA pasaMda karI bApa khADo davA lAgyo, ane putrane kahyuM. beTA ! huM dhana dATavA khADo te khoTuM chuM. paNa AsapAsa najara karI Ava ke kaI mANasa te nathI ne? chokarAe Amatema najara karatAM joyuM te eka mANasa jhADImAM sUte hato. e jAgatuM hatuM

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paNa A bApa dikarAne joIne sUI gayo. enA manamAM thayuM ke je ahIMthI bhAgIza teM mane joI jaze. ane milkata dATaze nahi. tenA karatAM suI jAuM. dikarAe bApa pAse AvIne kahyuM-bApujI! A jhADInI pAchaLa eka mANasa sUte che. bApa kahe che ke e jAge che ke uMghe che? putre kahyuM e te mane khabara na paDe. tuM ene cUMTI bharI je. dikarAe cUMTIyA bharyA paNa jAge nahi. maDadAnI mAphaka paDI rahyo. putra kahe che bApujI! e te maDaduM ja lAge che. hAla paNa nathI. cUMTIyA bharyA te cuM paNa na belyo. tyAre zeTha kahe che ema na mAnI levAya ke marI gayela che. tuM ene baTakA bharI Ava. dikarAe te mANasanA hAthe-page-gAle badhe khUba baTakA bharyA. lehIluhANa karI nAMkhe, paNa hA nahi. e manamAM ema vicAra karavA lAgyo ke je hAlIza te A dallo hAthamAM nahi Ave, eTale ema ne ema paDayo rahayo. dikare kahe che pitAjI! meM te ene khUba baTakA bharyA, enuM zarIra lehIluhANa thaI gayuM, chatAM hAlato nathI, mATe marI gayo haze. bApa kahe che marI gayuM hoya te lohI nIkaLe nahi. mATe nakkI jIvate have joIe. mATe tuM ene bhoMya para pachADa, pachADo te paNa na bole, tyAre ene kAna kApI nAMkhe. pile mANasa vicAra kare che ke kAna jaze te e che, paNa kroDanI milkata to maLaze ne? baMdhuo! vicAra kare. eka dADha paDAvavI hoya, nAnakaDuM nastara mUkAvavuM hoya te paNa iMjekazana mUkyA vinA nathI karatAM, to A ema ne ema kAna kApI nAMkhe. ene keTalI pIDA thaI haze? paNa mANasa dhana mATe keTaluM sahana kare che. chevaTe enuM kAMDuM kApI nAMkhe che, te paNa late nathI. tyAre zeThane zraddhA beThI ke A te marI gaya lAge che. eTale tyAM dhana dATIne ghera gayAM. pelA mANasane kaLa vaLI eTale beTho thaye. ane kreDanI milakta laIne ravAnA thaI gayo. zeThane ciMtA thaI ke dhana dATI AvyuM chuM paNa koI laI gayuM te nahi hoya ne? lAva, jaIne joI AvuM te khare. tyAM AvIne juve te khADo khodela paDayo che. milkatane Dao keI uThAvI gayuM che. zeThanA manamAM nakkI thayuM ke pelo mANasa ja laI gaye he joIe. zeThe sarakAramAM pharIyAdI neMdhAvI. gAmamAM tapAsa cAle che. pelA mANasanA eka hAthanuM kAMDu ane eka kAna kapAI gayeluM che. e nizAna hatuM. e mANasa pakaDAI gaye, korTamAM hAjara karyo. zeTha paNa hAjara thayAM. cerane pUchavAmAM AvyuM. eTale re kahyuM hA. huM emanI eka koDanI milakta carI gayo chuM. huM jarA paNa asatya bolatA nathI. paNa enI lakSamI letA pahelAM eNe mane keTalI zikSA karI che, e ene pUchI jue. meM keTaluM sahana karyuM che tyAre e lamI maLI che. chatAM e badhI vAta javA de. paNa eNe mAre kAna ane kAMDu be kApI lIdhA che. e mane pAchA ApI de te huM enA kroDa

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DhipaNe piyA ApI devA taiyAra chuM. sAheba! huM te cAra ja chuM. emAM zaMkA nathI. paNa e te vANiye che. ahiMsAne pujArI che. chatAM ene mArI jarA paNa dayA na AvI. have te mAre kAna ane kAMDu pAchuM Ape te ja enA kroDa rUpiyA ApuM. nahi te bIjA kroDa rUpiyA lauM. cAre te sArI peThe pakaDa pakaDI. have zeTha game tema kare te paNuM kAMDa ne kAna kayAMthI lAve ? mULa milkata gaI ne uparathI kroDa rUpiyA ApavA paDayA. ' devAnupriyalakSamI mATe nirdhana mANase keTaluM kaSTa sahana karyuM!koI eka mANasa eka cUMTI khaNe te tamArAthI sahana thatuM nathI. tamane paNa dhana kamAvA jatAM AvA nahi paNa bIjI rIte te upasarga AvatA ja haze ne? jeTaluM kaSTa dhana meLavavA mATe sahana kare che teTaluM je AtmAne lakSe samabhAvathI sahana kare to beDo pAra thaI jAya. kamalAvaMtI rANI ISakAra rAjAne kahe che, lakSmI kevI bUrI cIja che. samajyA ne ? ahIM tame parAyuM dhana bheguM kare che paNa parabhavamAM karma bhogavavA paDaze. jema palA mANasane enA kroDa rUpiyA te pAchA na maLyA, paNa uparathI bIjA kroDa devA paDayA, tema tame paNa nahi samaje te parabhavamAM karmanAM deNAM bharavA paDaze. ane jenuM lIdhuM haze tene kaIne kaI rIte vasula karI ApavuM paDaze. mATe samaje ane dharmanuM zaraNa grahaNa kare. dharma sivAya koI trANu-zaraNa nathI. haju paNa kamalAvaMtI rANI ISakAra rAjAne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna....naM. 105 kArataka suda 5 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 3-11-70 jJAnI kahe che ke tIrthakara heya ke sAmAnya sAdhu heya, cakravati hoya ke cIMtharehAla hoya darekane karma te bhogavavAM ja paDaze. karma kaIne pIche choDanAra nathI, kamane kAyade kara ane kuTIla che paNa sAthe nyAyI che ke je kAma kare che tene ja e pakaDe che bIjA koIne pakaDatuM nathI. che kAyade karmane, hisAba pAI pAIne, veraMTa vagaDe Avaze, rAjya nI pipAbAInuM. tamane lAge ke huM karma karuM chuM te koI jANatuM nathI. bhale tamane ahIM koI

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dekhAtuM na hoya, paNa anaMta siddhi ane kevaLI bhagavaMte badhuM ja jANe che ane e che. karmanAM deNa cakravati vyAja sahita cUkavavA paDaze. tyAM pipAbAInuM rAjya nathI. jema koI mANase sarakArane gunha karyo hoya ane te bhAgI jAya te tene pakaDavA mATe tenI pAchaLa raMTa phare che. tema tame mAnatA ho ke karma karIne chUTI jAuM. te e nahi bane. game tevA nijana vanamAM bhAgI jaze te paNa veraMTa vagaDe Avaze. ane karmarAjA tamArI pAsethI pAI pAIno hisAba mAMgaze. narakanA duHkhe kevA hoya che. te vAta eka vakhata kahevAI gaI che. nArakInA jIvana paramAdhAmI mAratA jAya ne meNAM mAratAM jAya che. AvA dukAne na bhegavavA hoya te karma karatAM khUba vicAra kare. je AtmAone kamanI kuTilatA samajAI jAya che teo avazya karma karatAM aTake che. dararojane adhikAra che jene cAle che. temAM cAra AtmAo to samajI gayAM. be haLakamI AtmAo jAgavAnI taiyArImAM che. have te chae AtmAonAM nAma tamane barAbara AvaDI javA joIe. kamalAvaMtI rANI kevI zauryavaMtI che, e amArI bahena jevI kAyara na hatI. A kamalAvaMtI tamane koI divasa pUche che ke svAmInAtha! atyAre ApaNA gharamAM ATalI badhI lakSamI kaI rIte Ave che? gharAkane chetarIne, dagAprapaMca karIne te nathI lAvatAne ! ema nahi pUche, e to emaja samaje che ke bIjAnuM je thavuM hoya te bhale thAya. paNa mojamajhA uDAvI le. ISakAra rAjAnI rANI evI na hatI e te ISakAra rAjAne jhATakI kADhIne kahe che he mahArAjA ! AkhA gAmanI lamI lAvIne bhegI karaze te paNa tamAruM peTa bharAvAnuM nathI. kAraNa ke tRSNane khADo khUba viSama che. bhagavAne kANuga sUtranA cethA ThANe cAra prakAranA khADA batAvyA che. zamazAnane, samudrane, tRSNAne ane peTane. e cAra khADA kadI pUrAtA ja nathI. sArI pRthvI jeTalo moTo khATale banAvI ane AkAza jevaDI taLAI banAvI enA upara samAya teTalI lakSmI eka ja manuSyane ApavAmAM Ave te paNa lebhI mANasanI tRSNa pUrI thatI nathI. jema agnimAM game teTalA kASTha nAMkhavAmAM Ave te paNa agni kadI zAMta thatI nathI tema bhI manuSyanI tRSNA karI zAMta thatI nathI. kamalAvatI rANInA aMtaramAM jhaNajhaNATI jAgI che. e jusso Avyo che ke jene paraNIne AvI chuM evA mArA pati ISakAra mahArAjA narakamAM te na javA joIe. temanuM Atma kalyANa thavuM joIe. brAhmaNanI chaDelI Rddhi mArA rAjyamAM na ja AvavI joIe. jema jema mahArAjAne te samajAvatI gaI tema tema tenA aMtaramAM vairAgyanA kiraNe phUTatA gayAM. vaLI jemamAM AvIne mahArAjAne kahe che - mattiSi saya? cA tathA vA, mA mALe jAya che 1' podu dhamo narava tA, vijha anamida vivi . u.a.14-40

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che. A zabdo ke mAlI zake? jenAmAM ya hoya, gaMbhIratA hoya to mAtA zake kamalAvatI zaNI kahe che he mahArAjA! jyAre ke tyAre eka vakhata marelAnuM te apAya che. mRtyune samaya Avaze tyAre A maramya-sudara kAmagIne mAra chAya javuM paDaze. dhananA bharelA bhaMDAra ahIM ja rahI jaze. tamArA managamatA kAmo cheDo 2ze. suMdara deha paNa agnimAM jalAvI deze. ame pUchIe ke zrAvaka upAzaye kema thI AvatAM te kaheze sAheba! "No Time" tamane A tene sajAvavA mATe kalAkonA kalAkone TAIma maLe che ne upAzraye AvavAne ja TAIma nathI maLatuM yAda rAkhaje, A kAyA kevI che? kAyA karamAI jAze, zvAsa rUMdhAI jaze, ane tAre A to mAne che jinA, musApharIe musAphIra AvyA, sAkara vaheMcIne harSa manAvyuM, niMdA narake laI jAya, vedanA bahu thAya, aMte tAro A te mATIne che minAre - ekane eka lADIle dikaro bAra bAra varSathI paradeza kamAvA gayA che. bAra varSa kamAIne pAchA phare che, tamArA manamAM harSa che ke bAra varSe putranuM mukha joizuM. putrane manamAM paNa evo harSa che ke mArA mAtA-pitA, patnI badhA Aje mane maLaze. paNa je raratAmAM plenamAM keI ekasIDanTa thaI jAya athavA peTrolanI TAMkI phATI te plenate beThelA badhAnA bhUkakA uDI jAya che. te vakhate kALa ema nahi juve ke A bAra para varSathI enA kuTuMbathI chUTo paDe che. eka vakhata te enAM sagA-snehIone bhegA thavA dauM. e kALa nathI jete. jyAM kSaNane vizvAsa karavA jevo nathI tyAM bhaviSyanI AzA kayAM rAkhavI? kamalAvaMtI rANI kahe che he rAjA! eka divasa mAre ne tamAre A badhuM choDIne javAnuM che. A zabdo aMtaranAM che. raNamAM zUravIra chupo na rahe. rU e lapeTelI Aga jema chupI na rahI zake tema A kamalAvatI rANI paNa chupI rahI zakI. amArI kamalAvaMtI bahene je AvI zUravIra bane te ISakAra saMsAramAM na besI zake. kAma thaI jAya. (hasAhasa). eka dina eha dhana choDavuM, parabhava saruM nahi keya sAMbhaLa... parabhava jAtAM INa jIvane, dhama sakhAI ja hoya, sAMbhaLa he rAjA, brAhmaNanI chaDI Rddhi mata Adare che kamalAvatI rANI kahe che he mahArAjA ! ATalI badhI lakSmImAMthI eka rAtI pAI paNa sAthe laI jaze kharA! tame tamArA sevakone sAthe laI jazo ? para bhavamAM jatAM A jIvane dhana ke parivAra koI saguM nahi thAya. " huM pamo mAtra jAnaM." he naradeva ! prajApAlaka! tame tamArA chuvanamAM jeTale dharma karaze te ja tamArI

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maya Avaze. dharma vinA koI sAthe nahi Ave. dhama ja sAce sago che, mATe lakSamIne mAha cheDI je hAlamI pAse che tene dAnamAM vApare, pArakI lImI bhegI na karaze. tamArA thayAzubha karmo ja tamArI sAthe Avaze. dharma vinA bIjo koI padArtha na te tamAruM rakSaNa karaze ke na te tamArI sAthe Avaze. mATe kaMIka parabhavane vicAra karo. 1. Aje jJAnapaMcamIne pavitra divasa che. hajAre sUryanA prakAza karatAM jJAnane sUrya paNa tejasvI che. sUryane prakAza te divase ja hoya che jyAre jJAna te rAtre ane divase sahAkALa prakAza Ape che. jJAnathI ajJAnane adhakAra dUra thAya che. vibhAvamAM jatAM AtmAne svabhAvamAM sthira karanAra hoya te jJAna che. jJAna e AtmAne sahabhAvI guNa che. tamAruM kolejanuM jJAna, vahepAranuM jJAna, ahIM ja rahI jaze, paNa AtmAnuM jJAna te parabhavamAM paNa sAthe jAya che. jJAna mithyAtvane haThAve che. dravya aMdhakAra jeTaluM AtmAnuM ahita nathI karato teTale AtmAmAM rahela bhAva-aMdhakAra ajJAne AtmAnuM ahita karanAra che. jJAna vinA vastunA svarUpanuM yathArtha jJAna thatuM nathI. ajJAnathI rassIne sApa mAnI levAya che, sAcAne cheTuM ane beTAne sAcuM manAvanAra ajJAna che. jJAnathI jaDa-cetananuM bhedajJAna thAya che. jenA ajJAnane aMdhakAra naSTa nathI thayo tevA AtmAe pitAnuM ahita karanAra che. potAno ajJAnAtmA-azubhAtmA ja pitAnuM ahita kare che. AkhI jiMdagI azubha karmo karavAmAM ja vItAvI de che. jyAre aMtakALa najIka Ave che tyAre ene pastAve thAya che. jIvanaparyata karelAM pApa ene yAda Ave che. ahe prabhu! meM jIvanamAM kaMI ja satkArya na karyuM. sAcA muktAphaLa mUkI kalcarane moha, maNI meLavavAM jatAM phaNIgharane paNa bheTa, na khAvAnuM khAdhuM paNa gama na khAdhI. moTI moTI DIgrI meLavI paNa manuSyabhavanI uMcAmAM uMcI DIgrI prApta na karI. A manuSyabhavamAM mAre zuM karavAnuM che tenuM bhAna na rAkhyuM. AkhI jiMdagI parAyA deze ja joyA paNa svadoSa na joyA. pAchaLane pastA zuM kAmane? chatAM jJAna kahe che ke jeTaluM AyuSya bAkI che teTalAmAM tame bagaDela bAjIne sudhArI le. jJAna dvArA AtmAmAM sva-parano viveka jAge che. sAco jJAnI kadI parAyA deSa nathI te. zreNika rAjAe dIkSA lIdhI na hatI. paNa samyakatva sparyuM hatuM. eka samaktinI keTalI tAkAta che ke keNike tene pAMjarAmAM pUryo te paNa svadoSa teNe joyA paNa putrane deSa na je. "te karma karyA che te tAre bhegavavA paDe emAM zI navAI che !" A prabhAva jJAna ane darzanane che. jaina kuLamAM janmelA zrAvakane sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, chakAyanA bela ane navatatva eTaluM jJAna te avazya hovuM ja joIe. ! ' ' eka dhanavAna zeTha hatAM. khUba puNyavAna ane dharmiSTha hatAM. pUrvanA prabaLa puryodayathI

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aDhaLaka lakSamI maLI hatI, A zeThane be putro hatAM. putra paNa khUba saudaryavAna hato : baMne haju kira hatAM. eka divasa baMne bAluDA ramatAM ramatAM gAma bahAra bagIcAmAM cAlyA gayAM. tyAM na munine joyA. saMtane I baMne caraNamAM paDI gayA. saMte emane upadeza ApyuM. he ! bhavya cho! A saMsAra dAvAnaLa jevuM che. emAM kayAMya rAcavA jevuM nathI. bALakanA kumaLA mAnasa upara saMtanA upadezanI suMdara asara thaI. ahA ! . A salaLI saMpatti eNka jevI ja che ne ! amArA vaDavAo mUkIne gayA te mArA . pitAjI bhagave che. pitAjI e eMThavADa ApaNane Apaze. Ama anaMtakALathI AvI. ghaTamALa cAlyA kare che. vairAgyavaMta banelA baMne putroe mAtA-pitAnI AjJA laI dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne baMne bhAIoe gurU caraNamAM pitAnuM jIvananAva arpaNa karyuM.' gurUnI AjJA eTale prANa che ema samajatAM hatAM. kyAre paNa gurU AjJAthI virUddha cAlatAM na hatAM. gurUnA sAnidhyamAM rahI khUba jJAnAbhyAsa karavA lAgyA. paNa moTAbhAIne gADha jJAnAvaraNIya karmane udaya che. te khUba mahenata kare che paNa jJAna catuM nathI. tyAre te muni khUba ugra tapazcaryA karavA lAgyA. jJAna bhaNanAra saMtenI sevA karavA lAgyA. bhagavAne anekavidha prakAre saMyamanuM pAlana karavAnuM kahyuM che. to huM A rIte samatAbhAvamAM rahI jJAna bhaNanArane vinaya karIza, vaiyAvacca karIza, tapa karIne mArA karmo khapAvIza. ane nAnA bhAIne e kSamApazama che ke gurU DuM samajAve temAM ghaNuM ja grahaNa karI le che. pUrve jJAnAvaraNIya karmane kSayopazama karyo che, eNe gurU pAse rahI ghaNuM jJAna prApta karyuM. enI gyatA joI gurUe judA vicaravAnI tene AjJA ApI. "khUba jJAna ane zuddha saMyama" eTale sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLI che. A saMta jyAM jyAM padhAre ane upadeza Ape tyAM khUba mAnavamedanI bharAya. saMtanI vANI manuSyanA hRdayamAM utarI jatI. ghaNAM AtmAo dharma pAmI jatAM. kaMIka vratadhArI banI jatAM ane kaMIka to vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA laI letAM. emane 500 ziSya thayAM. jenI pAse jJAna hoya tenI pAse saha Ave. moTAbhAI pAse jJAna nathI eTale emanI pAse koI AvatuM nathI. emane eka paNa ziSya na hato. chatAM ajaba samabhAva hate. pite mATe hovA chatAM nAnA bhAIne khuba vinaya kare. manamAM e harSa hatuM ke aha! mArA bhAImAM keTaluM jJAna che ! enA jJAnanA prabhAvathI keTalA bhavI jIve tarI jAya che ! nAnA bhAInA khUba guNagAna karatAM. 500 zinA gurU nAnA bhAI) pitAnA ziSyone khUba jJAna bhaNAve che, saMyamanI sAdhanA karAve che, ziSyanA saMzayanuM samAdhAna kare che. temaja Akho divasa sUtrasiddhAMtanI vahecaNI Ape che. zrAvako paNa gurU pAse jJAna meLavavA AvatAM. game tevA mANasa game tevA agharA prazno pUchavA Ave te paNa tenuM barAbara samAdhAna karatAM, zA 96

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1. ApanAra satISa pAmIne jatAM game te mANasa ke game te ziSya game tyAre gaye te pUche te paNa gurU kayAreya kaDhALatAM nahi, sheja paNa pramAdana karatAM, eka divasa evuM banyuM ke AhAra cADA vadhAre ane bhAre khAvAmAM AvI gayA. rAtre gurUne khukha uMgha AvavA lAgI, AMkha UMcI ja na thAya. gurU kahe che ziSyA ! tame svAdhyAya karo. huM sUI jAu' chuM', kahI sUI gayA. ziSyA svAdhyAya karavA ` emAM. khUba mananapUrvaka svAdhyAya karatAM hatAM, svAdhyAya karatAM karatAM vacamAM eka gAyAnuM pada vistRta thai gayuM, khUkha cAda" kayu", paNa koI hisAbe yAda AvatuM nathI. ziSyA aMdaroaMdara vicAra kare che ke gurUjIne pUchI AvIe, paNa sUI gayA che, jo uThADIe te azAtanA thAya, tyAre bIjA ziSyA kahe che, ApaNA gurUdeva te khUba kRpAsi'dhu che. jyAre jaie tyAre ApaNane ii nA pADatA ja nathI. emane uThADavAmAM gre vAMdhA che ? ema vicAra karI gurUne jagADayA ane vaMdana karI vinayapUrvaka ziSyA pUche che gurUdeva ! A gAthAnuM padma yAda nathI Avatu. Apane zAtA hAya tA kaheA. gurUe khUma zAMtipUrvaka zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karyuM ane pAchA uMghI gayA thADIvAra thaIne khIjA ziSyA AvyA. emanI zakAnuM samAdhAna karyuM. tyAM trIjA AvyA. ema ziSyAnI pRcchA cAlu ja rahI. bIjI mAjI uMgha veraNa thai che. thADA ghaNAM praznonuM samAdhAna karyuM. tyAMsudhI te kaMi na thayuM. paNa. A te ghaNA meTo samudAya hatA. ane kudaratI evuM banavAnu' tethI e divase koI ne zakA thAya te kAI ne vistRta thaI jAya eTale sahu pUchavA AvavA lAgyA. eTale vAraMvAra nidrAmAM khalela paDavAthI gurUne kodha AvyA "are, AkhA divasanA thAkayA pAkayA sUtA chuM tA paNa ziSyA sukhe uMghavA detA nathI! me' jJAna meLavyu tyAre A badhA mane herAna karavA Ave che ne? mahetara, AnA karatAM ajJAna rahevu' sAruM. mArA meATAbhAie jJAna nathI meLavyuM teA ene kaMI upAdhi che? te kevA nirAMte UMghe che, khasa have mAre khelavuM ja nathI ne keAIne jJAnadevu nathI.? AvA nirNaya karI mauna thaI gayAM. A gurUe kadI Adha karyAM nathI, eTale ziSyane evI zI khakhara ke Aje gurUnA manamAM krAdha AvyA che. tethI ApaNe na jaie. bhadrika bhAve ziSyA Ave che paNa gurU kAIne javAba ApatAM nathI. uparathI mauna che. aMtaramAM mAThAM pariNAma che ke khasa, jJAna mizrA che. jJAna upara abhAva thayA. varSothI meLavelA jJAnane krAdhe bhasma karI nAMkhyuM. chevaTe savAra paDI. ziSyA pUche che gurUdeva ! gaucarI kayAM jaI e ? kAI pUche che ame vAMcaNI karIe, svAdhyAya karIe, vaiyAvacca karIe, zu' karIe ? paNa gurU te koine uttara ApatAM ja nathI. ziSyA khUba vinave che. gurUdeva! amArA ze| aparAdha thayA ! Apa je hAya te kaheA. amArI bhUla thaI hAya te! kSamA mAMgIe chIe. paNa Aje ApanA mukhamAMthI azmIrasadhArA kema vahAvatAM nathI ? paNu, basa... mauna. e mauna na P

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7 ja cheDayuM. agiyAra divasa sudhI te mauna rahyAM. A rIte kaSAyamAM joDAvAthI samyak vamI bArame divase krAdha kaSAyanI AlecanA karyAM vinA, AyuSya pUrNa thatAM mAThAM pariNAmamAM kALadharma pAmyA. agiyAra divasamAM varSAnI sAdhanA lUTAi gai. sAdhunI gati tA devaleAkanI hAya paNa mithyAdRSTi AvI gaI ane kluSita adhyavasAyamAM mRtyu pAmavAthI sAdhupaNAnuM bhAna bhUlAI gayuM.marIne rAjAne tyAM kumAra paNe utpanna thayA. saMyama khUba rUDI rIte pALyA hatA eTale sukha teA maLyuM. rUpa paNa deva jevuM hatuM. tA paNa mugA hatA. e traNa varSoMnA thayA paNa khelatA nathI. rAjAnA kumAra mATe zuM khAkI rahe? kaheA teTalA vaidyo, DokaTaro elAvyA. paNa kumArane kAI khelAvI na zakayuM. Ama karatAM kumAra agiyAra vanA thayA. agiyAra varSa pUrNa thaI khAramuM varSa besavAnu che, te ja divase gAmamAM parama avadhijJAnI saMta padhAryAM. devAnupriyA ! agiyAra divasa sudhI krAdhamAM mauna rahyA hatAM. agiyAra divasa emaNe jJAna na ApyuM, tenuM mAThuM phaLa ahIM agiyAra varSa sudhI bhogavavuM paDayuM. jue, have kevA yoga maLe che. AkhuM gAma satanI vANI sAMbhaLavA umaTayu che. rAjA paNa pAtAnA putra-parivArane laine sataDha'ne Ave che. dezanA sAMbhaLyA pachI mahArAjA gurUne pUche che: ahA prabhu! Apa mahAna jJAnI che. A mArA ekanA eka putra che. agiyAra varSanA thayA. khUba upacAra karAvyA paNa e kheAlI zakatA nathI. tA enA kayA karmInA udayathI enI A sthiti thaI che! te Apa kRpA karIne kaheA. gurUe adhijJAnanA upayoga mUkIna joyuM. have kumAranA pUrvabhava kahe che. huM rAjan ! tamArA kumAra pU.bhavamAM sAdhu hatA. 500 ziSyAnA gurU mahAna vidvAna AcArya hatA. zuddha saMyamanuM pAlana karyu hatu. eTale rAjakumAra anupama sauMdarya pAmyA. paNa eNe AgaLa kahevA pramANe je banyuM hatuM te kahyuM. e kaSAyane kAraNe enI A paristhiti thai che. kumAra mUMgA hatA. paNa kAne sAMbhaLI zakatA hatA, tethI gurUnI vAta khUba dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLI. aMdarano pazcAtApa upaDayA. ahA ! meM AvuM uttama cAritra laIne AvuM karyu ? emanA meATAbhAI tapa, vaiyAvacca dvArA kama khapAvIne mekSe gayAM. e paNu gurUmukhethI sAMbhaLyuM. ahA ! mArAbhAi tapa karI vaiyAvacca karI krameryAM khapAvI dhyeyanI siddhi karI gayA. ane meM ghaNuM jJAna meLavIne AvuM karyuM ! aMdaranA uhApAha thatAM vAcA khulI. gurUdevane vaMdana karI pUche che. gurUdeva ! have huM zuM karuM ke jethI mane jJAna maLe ? gurUdeva kahe cheH kArataka mahinAnI pAMcamathI laI ne dareka mahinAnI zukala pakSanI pAMcame upavAsa karavA. jJAnanA 51 guNu che. jethI 51 legassanA kAussagga, 51 vadaNAM ne "nameA nANassa" ema 20 mALA gaNaje. jethI tArA nAnA-- varaNIya kA~nA AvaraNA khasavA mAMDaze ane pUrve hatu. te jJAna pragaTa thaze.

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764 gurUnA kahevA pramANe A kumAre sADA pAMca varSa sudhI A rIte ArAdhanA karI. jJAnanI bhakti, jJAna ane jJAnInuM bahumAna karyuM. AthI enA jJAnAvaraNIya kama nA paDadA khasI gayA. khUba jJAna prApta karyu. pUrve meLaveluM badhuM ja jJAna pragaTa thai gayuM. have ene rAjyanA sukhAmAM AnaMda na AvyA. samyagdRSTi thatAM vItarAga-vacana upara zraddhA jAgI ane te elI uThayA ke sava jJakathita jJAna tA traNe kALamAM samAna ja rahe che. A bhavamAM meLaveluM samyajJAna aphaLa jatu nathI. AtmajJAna parabhavamAM paNa sAthe Ave che. tamArA nANAmAM pheraphAra thAya. enA mUlyAMkana vadhe ghaTe che paNa bhagavaMtanA vacananAM mUlyAMkana kadI ghaTatAM vadhatAM nathI. savajJanA siddhAMta aphara che. traNa kALamAM saMsAramAM sukha nathI. varadatta kumAra pitAnI AjJA laI sAdhu banI gayA. ane zuddha cAritra pALI meAkSamAM gayA. A prasaMga anyA tyArathI jJAnapaMcamInI ArAdhanA zarU thaI che. tame jJAnapaMcamInA visane lAbhapAMcamanA divasa mAneA che, aMnA pUjArIe arthanI ja upAsanA kare ne? tame zramaNApAsaka che. niraMtara upAsanA tA dhananI ja karI che. mATe mane teA lAge che ke tamAruM nAma zramaNeApAsane badale dhanApAsaka rAkhavu joI e. (hasAhasa). mArA bhAI A ane bahena! AjanA divase khUba jJAnanI ArAdhanA karajo, cha prakAre nAnAvaraNIya karma baMdhAya che. jJAna ane jJAnInA avarNavAda khAlavAthI, jJAna bhaNanArane aMtarAya pADavAthI, jJAnI upara dveSa karavAthI, jJAnanI azAtanA karavAthI, jJAnInA avinaya karavAthI, jJAnI sAthe khATA jhaghaDA, vivAdya-kalaha karavAthI jJAnAvaraNIya kama baMdhAya che. ane jJAnanuM bahumAna karavAthI, jJAnInA guphu gAvAthI, jJAnanI bhakti karavAthI jJAnAvaraNIya kama khape che. have AgaLa zu' kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna........na. 106 kArataka suda 6 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 4-11-70 anAdithI jIvane bhUkha-tarasa ane garamInI akaLAmaNa thAya che, paNa 'dhanamAMthI mukta thavAnI akaLAmaNa nathI thatI. sa MsAranuM aMdhana sAlatuM nathI tyAM sudhI catugatinA pherA baMdha thavAnA nathI. bhRgu purAdgitanA be putrone lavama dhananI akaLAmaNa thaI, tA pote saMta-samAgama

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udepa thatAM jAgI gayAM. emanA vairAgyanI dRDhatAthI pitA-bhRgu purAhita ane mAtA-yazA paNa vairAgya-raMge raMgAIne sayamapaMthe cAlI nIkaLyA. paNa A mArA rAjagRhI evI , rAjakoTa nagarInA zrAvakeAne keTalA satAe upadeza ApyA, keTalA satAnA samAgama thaye. paNa hajI kha'dhanamAMthI mukta thavAnuM mana nathI thatuM, paNa yAda rAkho ke Aje nahi chADA tA kAle paNa cheDayA vinA tA chUTako nathI ja. eka divasa tA saMsAra pratyethI chUTakArA levA ja paDaze. eka vakhata eka vahepArIe sarakAranA gunhA karyAM. eTale tene sarakArI mANase e * pakaDayA. gunhAnI zikSAmAM sarakAre ene zikSA karI. ane enAM gharabAra, mAla-milkata * badhuM japta karI tene dezanikAlanI zikSA karavAmAM AvI. tyAre e vahepArI khUba raDavA lAgyA, karagaravA lAgyA ane khUba namratApUrvaka rAjAne kahevA lAgyA khApu ! mArI tamAma milakata Apane levI hAya tA laI le, paNa mane dezanikAla na karo. khUba AjIjI karI paNa rAjAe enI vAta mAnya na karI. ane dezanikAla karyAM. A vahepArI ekale jaMgalamAM bhaTake che. eka jhADa nIce besI khUba raDavA lAgyA. aheA ! rAjAe mArA gharamAra ne mAla-milakata te laI lIdhAM ane uparAMta mArI patnI ane bALakAthI paNa vikhuTA pADayA. mArA kuTuMba piravAranuM paNa zu thaze ? ane huM paNa ekaleA jaMgalamAM zu karu? have AvA jIvane jIvIne mAre zuM kAma che ? kUvAmAM paDuM ke jhADanI DALIe phrAMsA khAI ne marI jAu' ? ke meATA pahADa upara caDhIne jha pApAta karuM ? paNa have mAre jIvavu' nathI. devAnupriyA! e ekalavAyA paDI gayA; dhana-milakata cAlyA gayA enI ene akaLAmaNa thaI. paNa kama karatI vakhate vicAra na karyAM. hajI paNa ene evA vicAra * nathI AvatA ke rAjAe mane dezanikAla karyAM te emAM mukhya kAraNa zuM che? me evA gunhA karyo mATe mane A zikSA thaI che ema peAtAno doSa dekhAtA ja nathI. krama karatI vakhate ene sajA bhAgavavI paDaze, naraka tiryaMca Adi azubha gatimAM javu paDaze, evA vicAra ja ene nathI AvatA, paNa kama bheAgavavAnA vakhata Ave che tyAre ja samajAya che. eka mANasa sArA kuTuMbanA hatA, chatAM pagamana karatA hatA. e duSTa kAya karatA cheka rAjAnA aMteura sudhI pahoMcavAnI bhAvanA thatAM teramAM jatAM kAI ane rUkAvaTa na kare te mATe te strInAM kapaDAM paherIne aMteramAM javA lAgyA. koI pUche tA kahe ke huM rANInI sakhI chuM. rANIne maLavA jAuM chuM ema kahI aMteuramAM AvavA lAgyuM. rANIne vahema paDatAM rAjAne vAta karI tethI rAjAe tene pakaDayA. tyAre kahe che ke huM strI chuM. tyAre rAjA kahe che tuM strI che ke purUSa e huM barAbara jANuM chuM. rAjAe sabhA bharI. ane sabhAmAM lAvI pelA vyabhicArI purUSane zikSA karavAnuM nakkI karyuM".

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mANasa kAma karatI vakhate vicAra nathI karate. paNa yAda rAkhajo ke jyAM sudhI mahAna puNyane udaya haze tyAM sudhI tame game tema karIne chaTakI jaze. paNa pApane udaya thatAM kame kadI chupA rahevAnAM nathI. rAjAe bharasabhAmAM lAvIne hukama karyo ke A mANasanA kapaDAM utArI nAkhe. sabhAjane aMdaroaMdara bolavA lAgyA ke mahArAjAnI buddhi bagaDI gaI lAge che. ATalAM mANaso vacce A mANasanAM kapaDAM utArI nAMkhavAnuM kahe che! paNa jyAM enA kapaDAM utArI lIdhAM te e mANasa, strIne badale purUSa nIkaLe. tyAre saune thayuM ke A mANasa duSTa lAge che. pachI rAjAe badhI vAta jAhera karI ane kahyuM ke A duSTanI AMkho pheDI nAMkhe. nAka, kAna kApI nAMkhe ane jIbha kheMcI nAMkhe. ATaluM karyA pachI AkhA gAmamAM pheravI DhaDhero pITAvyuM ke je mANasa parastrIgamana karaze tene AvI zikSA bhegavavI paDaze. eTaluM ja nahi paNa paralokamAM-narakagatimAM te tenAthI anaMta gaNI sajA A jIvane bhogavavI paDe che. parastrIgamana karanArane paramAdhAmIo lekhaMDanI dhagadhagatI pUtaLI sAthe AliMgana karAve che. Ama aneka rIte karmanI sajA nimitte jIvane anaMta duHkha bhegavavAM paDe che. pele vahepArI jaMgalamAM ekale gure che. ApaghAta karavAno vicAra kare che. tyAM ene keI saMta maLI gayA. saMta pUche che bhAI! zA mATe raDe che? tyAre kahe cheH rAjAe mAruM sarvasva japta karI mane dezanikAlanI sajA karI che. paNa pote je gunho karyo che te pragaTa karatuM nathI. saMta pUche che bhAI! tane zA mATe rAjAe dezanikAla karyo ? te kaMIka gunha te karyo ja hazene? gunhA vinA kadI zikSA thatI nathI, paNa Aje mANasa svadoSa pragaTa karato nathI. paNa paranA ja doSa dekhe che. paNa jJAnI te kahe che ke AtmA! tuM jyAM sudhI svadoSa na jotAM paradeSa joyA karIza tyAM sudhI traNe kALamAM tAre uddhAra thavAnuM nathI. saMte khUba pUchyuM tyAre pelA mANase kahyuM ke meM hajAro gunhA karyA paNa pakaDAya nahi. paNa A vakhate eka mAmulI gunha karyo temAM pakaDAI gayo. tyAre saMta kahe che, te gunha karyo tyAre tArA svajanathI tAre alaga thavuM paDyuM ne? Aje tAre badhuM choDavuM paDayuM paNa cheDatAM AvaDyuM nathI tethI tene akaLAmaNa che. tamArA gAmamAM hAlamAM je rAjA che enA pitAzrIe zuM karyuM? tyAre pele mANasa kahe che bApujI! e mahArAjA te rAjavaibhava ane samRddhi cheDIne sAdhu banI gayAM che. saMta kahe che e rAjakumArane pitA je sAdhu banI gayo te bIje kaI nahi paNa te huM pite ja chuM. tuM paNa gharabAra choDIne jaMgalamAM AvyA che ane huM paNa choDIne Avyo chuM. chatAM tArA ane mArAmAM keTalo badhe pharaka che! tuM raDe che, mUre che ane huM te sadA AnaMdamAM masta rahuM chuM. kAraNa ke meM samajaNapUrvaka - svecchAthI choDyuM che. paNa te parAdhInapaNe choDyuM che. mATe tuM rahe che. paNa have tuM samajI le ke tArA karelAM karmonuM ja A phaLa che ema samajIne samatAbhAva rAkhIne AveluM kaSTa samabhAve bhogavI le.

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raMga javALa janmaLa na mAvala atyi karelAM krama lAgavyA sivAya chUTakA nathI, tuM mahI'thI ApaghAta karIza teA khIjA navAM karyAM dhAze ane junA krAMthI kaI chUTako nahi thAya. A rIte saMte ene suMdara upadeza ApI enu' jIvana sudhAryu ahI' kamalAvatI mahArANI paNa iSukArarAjAnuM jIvana sudhAravA mATe brAhmaNAnI chAMDelI Rddhi pAtAnA bhaMDAramAM AvatI joI ne rAjAne kahe che ke he rAjana ! jyAre ke tyAre A dhana-vaibhava ane mana gamatAM kAmaNeAgAne cheDIne javu' paDhaze. tyAre e kaI ja tamArI sAthe AvavAnu nathI. samrATa sikare duniyA upara lUMTa calAvI ghaNI samRddhi bhegI karI. prajA pAse pAI paNa rahevA dIdhI nahi ane peAtAnA bhaMDAro samRddhithI chalakAvI dIdhA, paraMtu je samaye tenu' mRtyuM Avyu te samaye mATA meTA vaidyo ane hakImA khelAvyA. ghaNAM upacAro karAvyA paNa e vaidyohakImA ke dhananA bhaMDArA kAI ene khacAvavA mATe samartha banI zakayuM nahi. tIrthaMkara ke cakravati ne paNa koi khacAvI zakayu' nathI teA pachI sAmAnya mAnavInI tA vAta ja kayAM? sAthe te dhamaja Avaze. devAnupriye ! A tamArI kamalAvatI te| tamane AvuM kadI nahi kahetI haiAya. sAcI patnI teA emaja kahe ke svAmInAtha ! mAre jharInI sADI nathI paheravI. hIrAnI vIMTI ne buTIyA nathI paheravA, mAre ghATI ne raseAIyA nathI joitA. tame echuM kamAze te Ache kharca karIza paNa kALA bajAranA kALAM nANAM bhegAM karI kukama karazeA nahi. kALAM nANAM dheAgatimAM laI jaze, sAthe eka pAI paNu kAI laI gayuM nathI, laI jaMtu nathI ane lai jaI zakavAnuM paNa nathI. zubhAzubha kamemAM sivAya kaMi ja AvavAnuM nathI. sAcI patnI ja AvA zabdo kahe. kamalAvatI rANI sAcI patnI che. sAcI kSatriyANI che. te kahe che ke mahArAjA jo tame tamAru' hita IcchatA ho te A lakSmInA gADA pAchA vALA. huM te kahu chu ke have tamAre keTaluM jIvavu' che ? A rAyanI khaTapaTa paNa echI karo. bahu rAjakAryamAM paDayA na raheA, dhanu' AcaraNa karA. jyAre rANIe AvA zabdo kahyAM tyAre IkAra mahArAjAne khUba lAgI AvyuM. rAjA kahe che huM rANI! tuM mane ATale badhe upadeza Ape che teA tuM zA mATe saMsAramAM esI rahI che? enA javAbamAM rANI zuM kahe che - nAha rame pakkhiNi paMjarevA, saMtANa chinnA carissAmi moNa | vizvaLa kambudA nimisA, ziddAma niyattosA // u.a.14-41 he rAjA ! mane A tamAru' rAjya pAMjarA jevu' lAge che. jema pakSiNIne pAMjarAmAM rahetAM AnaMda AvatA nathI tema tamArA rAjyamAM rahetAM hu' jarA paNa AnaMda pAmatI nathI, A sneharUpI taMtune chedIne dravyathI Arbha-parigraha ane viSaya-kaSAya rUpa Amisa (mAMsa) rahita thaIne saMyama AdarIza.

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kAlAvaMtI zI jevI tevI na hatI. rAjAne cekhA zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM ke mane tamArA rAjyamAM saheja paNa AnaMda nathI AvatuM. A vaibhava-vilAsa badhuM ja mane te anarthanI khANa lAge che. tame jenI pAchaLa pAgala banyAM che te badhuM kevuM che ? ' tana dhana jobana sthira nahi, caMcaLa vijaLI samAna sAMbhaLa he. kSaNamAM re AkhuM ghaTe jiMhAM, murakha kare gumAna, saMbhaLa he rAjA brAhmaNanI chaDI gAddhi mata Ado. 2. tana-dhana-yuvAnI A badhuM ja asthira che. jema vijaLIne jhabakAra kSaNamAM vilIna thaI jAya che tema A badhuM ja vijaLInA jhabakA jevuM caMcaLa che. enA mATe abhimAna karavA jevuM nathI. mUkha manuSya hoya te ja dhana-vaibhava joIne malakAya che. abhimAna kare che. he mahArAjA ! tamane paNa dhanane nazo caDe che. eTale mArI vAta tamane samajAtI nathI. sAcI siMhaNa kadI chAnI rahetI nathI. je patnI sAcI siMhaNa heya te bhAna bhUlelA pitAnA pati evA siMhane jagADe che. eka vakhata eka siMha nadIkinAre pANI pItuM hatuM. te vakhate saMdhyA kALane samaya hato. eka bAju siMha pANI pIve che. ane cheDe dura eka DozImA pANI bharI rahyA hatAM. siMhane joI DozImA gabharAI gayA. A siMha mane phADI khAze. darekane jIvavuM game che. maravuM keIne gamatuM nathI. dareka manuSya mRtyunA mukhamAMthI bacavAnI yukti zodhe che te anusAra A DozImAe paNa eka yukti zodhI kADhI. moTA avAje DozImA bolyA-siMhanA paMjAmAMthI bacI zakAya, vAgha-varU ne dIpaDAnA paMjAmAMthI bacI zakAya paNa aMdherI phejanA paMjAmAMthI bacI zakAya nahi. mATe aMdherI pheja AvatAM pahelAM mane jaldI ghara bhegI thaI javA de. A zabdo siMhanA kAne paDayA. eTale siMhanA manamAM e vicAra thaye ke huM te mAnuM chuM ke duniyAmAM mArAthI kaI jabaruM prANI che ja nahi. ane A DozImA te ema kahe che ke aMdhArI phojanA paMjAmAMthI bacavuM muzkela che. A zuM? tyAM te DozImA lAga joIne ghara bhegAM thaI gayAM. siMha te vicAra karavAmAM ja rahI gayo ke aMdherI phoja kevI jabarI haze ? e to Darane mAryo, jhADImAM saMtAI gayA. banavA joga banyuM evuM ke thoDI je vAramAM vaNajhArA eka gAmathI bIje gAma pharatAM 500 gadheDA upara mAlanI peThe nAMkhIne tyAM AvyAM. pa00 gadheDAnA 2000 paga thAya. ATalA badhA cAle eTale pagano avAja to vAbhAvika thAya. ziyALAnI Rtu hatI, ane rAtrine samaya eTale ThaMDI khUba hovAthI vaNajhAsa tApaNI karIne tApavA lAgyA. A badhuM joIne siMhanA manamAM e vAta ThasI gaI ke nakkI aMdhArI pheja AvI gaI lAge che. huM ghara bhego thaI gaye heta te

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La sAduM hatuM. athara dhrujavA lAgyA. vaNajhArA thoDIvAra rokAIne cAlavAnI taiyArI kare. peAtAnAM gadheDA gaNatAM 49 thayAM. eka chUTayuM. e nadImAM magaranA bhAga thaI.vAyeluM, paNa kAI ne A vAtanI prakhara na hatI. eTale zeAdhatAM zeAdhatAM jhADImAM bharAI gayela siMhane pakaDayA. aMdhAru' khUba hatu. eTale khabara na paDI ke si'hu che. ane si' paNa bhayanA mAryAM AMkha kheAlatA ja nathI, enI pITha para pATha nAMkhI ane si'hu gadheDAnA ToLAmAM cAlavA lAgyA: rAtrinA bAra vAgyAM paNa siMhuM ghera na gayA tyAre sihaNune ciMtA thaI. rAja TAImasara ghera AvI janArI pAtAnA pati ghera na Ave eTale sihaNu rAha juve che, paNa jenA kAI TAIma ja na hoya tA kaI sidguNa rAha juve ! jo tame paNa rAja TAImasara ghera na jatAM hai| tA zrAvikA rAha juve kharI ? rAja TAImasara jatAM hai| tA ja rAha juve ne? pelI siMhaNa enA patine zodhavA nIkaLI. ajavALuM thaI gayu che eTale enA patinAM pagalAM jotI jotI doDatI pahoMcI gaI. tenA patinA pITha para pATha che ane gadheDAnA ToLA bhegA cAlatA joI khUba duHkha thayuM. ahA ! vanarAja jevA vanarAja kezarIsi' A rIte gadheDAnA ToLA bhegA cAle che! cheka sihunI pAse jaine dhImethI khAlI: tame A zuM karyuM? kAnA bhegA phasAI gayA che ? jarA AMkha te kheAle. siMhaNane joIne siMhaiM kahe che are! tuM ahIM kayAM AvI ? mane tA adherI phAje pakaDI lIdheA che. tuM jaldI cAlI jA. nahitara tArI paNa mArA jevI ja dazA thaze. siMhuNa samajI gaI ke mArA pati DarapeAka anI gayA che. paNa mAre ene A chAlakA upADavA devA nathI. AjanI ekeka zrAvikA sAcI siMhuNa khanI jAya tA zrAvakAne catuCtinA chAlakA upADavA na paDe. pelI siMhaNe gajanA karI eTale badhA gadheDA ane vaNajhArA tA jIva laine nAsI gayA. te paNa siMhu AMkha nathI kheAlatA. tyAre si'haNa kahe che svAmInAtha ! have AMkha kheAlIne juve. joyuM teA eka siMhaNu sivAya kaI na maLe. adherI phAja kyAM gaI ? siMhaNa kahe che 'dherI phAja vaLI kevI hAya ? siMha kahe che ke, eka DAzImAe A rIte kahyuM hatu. siMhaNa kahe che e tA DezImAe tamArA paMjAmAMthI bacavAnA kImiyA ramyA hatA. khAkI aMdhArI phAja eTale rAta. paNa tame siMhuM banIne tamArI zaktinuM bhAna bhUlyA ? siMhaNe siMhune jagADayA. A kamaLAvatI rANI paNa siMhuNu khanIne iSukAra mahArAjAne jagADe che. te kahe che svAmInAtha ! tana, dhana, yuvAnI madhu azAzvata che. AjanA bALaka kAle cuvAna khanI jAya che, ane yuvAna vRddha khanI jAya che. AjanA dhanavAna kAle garIba banI jAya che ane AjanA gaNAtA bhikhArI dhanavAna banI jAya che. je brAhmaNeA lakSmIne azAzvata ane ana"nI khANu samajI cheADIne cAlyA gayAM tene tame zA mATe lAvA che ? tyAre z2akAra rAjA kahe che, tame ATaluM adhu samo che te zA mATe tame saMsAramAM besI zA 97

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rahyAM che? baMdhuo! tamAre paNa koI vakhata A rIte banatuM huM tamane zrAvikA e kahe ke upAzraye jAva, sAmAyika karo tyAre tame raMgamAM AvIne ema kahI detA hA ke je tene ATale badhe dhamane raMga hoya te laI le haiMkSA paNa amArI bahena "aa rahe che eja vadhe che. * je samaye subhadrA dhannAinA vAMsAmAM tela cALI rahI hatI te samaye dhannAjInA baraDA upara garama AMsunA TIpA paDayAM, eTale pAchuM vALIne joyuM te subhadrAnI AMkhamAM AvyuM che. A joI dhanAjI pUche che. aho! jene bhadrA jevI mAtA che. zAlIbhadra je, be yu che. ane dhanA je pati che evI subhadrAne zuM duHkha che ke tuM raDe che? subhadrA kahe che, kaMI nathI. dhannAjI khUba pUche che tyAre subhadrA kahe che svAmInAtha! mAre ekane eka bhAI dIkSA le che. dhanAjI kahe che, jyAre tAre bhAI dIkSA levAnuM che? te kahe che, batrIsa divasa pachI. ema zA mATe? to subhadrA kahe che mArA bhAIne batrIsa strIo che te dararoja eka ekane upadeza ApI samajAvIne cheDe che. dhanAjI zUravIra hatAM eTale lI gayA. tAre bhAI te kAyara che. jene dIkSA ja levI che te vaLI roja eka strIne zA mATe raDAve che ! tAre bhAI kAyara che. dhanAjInA zabdo subhadrAne hADa-hADa lAgI gayA. bahenane bhAI mATe anahada lAgaNI hoya che. bhAI-bahenane bolAvatA na hoya te paNa bahena te bhAInuM hita ja cAhatI hoya che. bhAI-bahenane visare che paNa bahena-bhAIne visaratI nathI. subhadrAthI bolAI javAyuM ke svAmInAtha ! kahevuM te ghaNuM soyaluM che paNa karavuM ghaNuM dehayaluM che. mArabhAI kAMI kAyara nathI. je kAyara hoya te batrIza rAjakumArI jevI strIo ane rajavADA jevI saMpattine choDavA kayAMthI taiyAra thAya! dhane AjanI jema muMDelI mUchavALa na hato, paNa mUchALA marada hatA. (hasAhasa). te snAna karate karato ubhuM thaI gaye ane kahyuM subhadrA ! jAuM chuM. subhadrA kahe che svAmInAtha! huM te majAka karatI hatI. Apa amane choDIne kema cAlyA jAya che? khUba vinaMtI karI chatAM dhannAjI mAnyA nahi. jaIne zAlIbhadrane sAda pADe ane baMne zALA banevI zuravIra thaIne saMyama mArge cAlI nIkaLyA. dhanAjI che te ja bhave mokSe gayA ane zAlIbhadra ekAvatArI thayA. subhadrAnA mukhamAMthI saheje zabdo nIkaLI gayAM ane te nimitte dhannAjIe dIkSA lIdhI. subhadrAne khabara na hatI ke mArA AvA zabdothI dhanAjI dIkSA laI leze. tema ahIM paNa ISakArarAjAnA mukhamAMthI zabda nIkaLI gayAM ke mahArANI ! je tame ATalA catara che, vairAgyavAna che ane mane A rIte Upadeza karo cho te tame zA mATe saMsAramAM besI rahayAM cho! have kamalAvaMtI rANI kevI rIte jAgaze ane zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze,

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vyAkhyAna na ...107 kArataka suda 7 ne gurUvAra tA. 5-11-70 kamalAvatI rANI ISakAra rAjAne kahe che. svAmInAtha! paralokamAM jaze tyAre A lakSamI, dAsa-dAsI ke patnI kaI tamane bacAvI zakaze nahi. bhava samudramAMthI je tAranAra kaI heca te eka dharma ja che. mATe saMpattine saMgraha karavA karatAM "#ta race che saMracaM: saMcaya karavA jevI keI cIja hoya te brAhmaNanI chAMDelI addhi bhaMDAmAM na lAvo. ATalI badhI lakSamI maLI che. have keTalI bhegI karavI che? haju tamAruM peTa bharAtuM nathI. kamalAvaMtInA jussAbharyA zabdo sAMbhaLI mahArAjA kahe che, huM te kaMI samajato nathI eTale badhuM bheguM karuM chuM. paNa tame zA mATe besI rahyAM cho! kamalAvaMtI rANI besI rahe tevI na hatI. eTale zuM kahe che. "nAduM rame parivaLi paMre vA." he svAmInAtha! tame kaho che ke tuM samaje che, chatAM saMsAramAM zA mATe besI rahI che. te huM kharekhara Apane kahuM chuM ke mane to tamArA rAjyamAM rahetAM jarA paNa AnaMda AvatuM nathI. mane tamAruM rAjya kevuM lAge che. ratnajaDita rAya tAruM pAMjaruM, mAMhI sUDale mane jANuM, huM re beThI tema tArA rAjyamAM, rahetA na pAmuM kalyANa, sAMbhaLa he rAjA AjJA Apa to saMyama AdaruM. he rAjana! tamArA rAjyamAM game teTaluM sukha bhale hoya, paNa mane te kevuM lAge che? jema koI piTane senAnA pAMjarAmAM pUrI devAmAM AvyuM hoya te tene game tevuM suMdara bhojana ApavAmAM Ave, ene mAlika pitAnA putranI jema pAlana karatA hoya te paNa tene pitAnA svajAtIya baMdhuone svecchApUrvaka AkAzamAM uDatA joine eka thAya che ke mArA baMdhuo svataMtrapaNe AkAzamAM uDe che ane huM te baMdhanamAM jakaDAye chuM. te rIte he svAmInAtha! huM paNu paMkhInI jema tamArA rAjyanA piMjara rUpI baMdhanamAM jakaDAI chuM jo tame AjJA Ape to neha rUpI taMtune chedIne viSaya kaSAya rahita thaIne huM saMyama AdaruM. devAnupriye! mahArANI jevI mahArANIne paNa vairAgya AvI gayA e rAjAne jema jema kahetI gaI tema tema tene AtmA vairAgyanA raMgathI raMgAte gaye. ene sama; jAI gayuM ke saMyama lIdhA vinA traNa kALamAM AtmAnI siddhi nathI. je mahAnapurUSa =

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972 siddhine varyAM che te sayamanuM zaraNu a MgIkAra karyA vinA siddha thayAM nathI. paNa tame tA mAkSa keDe bAMdhIne AvyA lAge che! eTale kaheA che ke sauMsAramAM rahevu' che ane mekSa joie che. e kadI nahi ane. mADhAmAM pANInA kogaLA bharI rAkhavA che ane kAkA-mAmA khelavA che e kadI bane kharuM? je kAkA-mAmA khelavA hoya teA meDhAmAMthI kogaLA kADhI nAMkhavA joie tA ja melI zakAya. te ja rIte jo siddhi joItI DAya tA saMsAra rUpI kAgaLAne phagAvI devA paDaze. ame sAdhu tamArA karatAM keTalA sukhI chIe. tamArI pAse kroDAnI saMpatti hAvA chatAM tamane je sukha ke AnaMda nathI tenAthI adhika sukha vItarAganA sAdhune che. sAcuM sukha tyAgamAM ja che. janma-jarA ne maraNanA pherA khaTake te tame amArI pAse Avajo. jene janma-jarA ne maraNanA pherA khaTakayA che evI kamalAvatI rANI have mahArAjAne zu' kahe cheH-- davaggiNA jahA raNe, DajjhasamANesu jantusu banne sattA ponti, rAja roSa vasa gayA // u. a. 14-42 jema araNyamAM dAvAnaLa lAge che tyAre temAM hajArA pakSIo, ne mRgalAe maLI jAya che tyAre je pakSIo agnithI dUra che te rAga dveSane vaza thaI ne khuza thAya che. he mahArAjA ! tamane lakSmInI keTalI badhI bhUkha lAgI che e ja mane te samajAtuM nathI. tame tA kAI ninanI lakSmI bhegI karavAmAM ja samajyA che. 9 agni thakI vana parajaLe, pazu maLe tenI mAMya....sAMbhaLa....hA. duSTa paMkhI ema ciMtave, AhAra karu. citta lAya....sAMbhaLa hA.... sAMbhaLa hA rAjA....brAhmaNanI ThaMDI Rddhi mata Adarza " jema uMcA tAtIMga vRkSa upara beThelAM pakSIe dAvAnaLamAM khIjA pakSIone maLatA joIne ema vicAra kare che ke A badhA marI jaze pachI huM nirAMte ekalA vanaphaLa ' khAIza. ane emlA vanamAM majA karIza. ema AnaMda mAne che. paNa enA manamAM evA vicAra nathI AvatA ke A badhA mArA sAthIdArA je bhayaMkara agnimAM baLI gayA te agni zu mane cheDaze ? tema huM mahArAjA! zuM e kALa tamane ne mane kaI cheDaze kharA ? kALa kAI ne cheDatA nathI. mATe tame dhama tattvane samajo. karelA dhama ja sAthe "mAvaze. dAna-puNya karo. dhama ja manuSyanI rakSA kare che. garIbAImAM paNa manuSya dhAre tA dhama karI zake che. For te eka khUba garIba kuTuMba hatuM. te rAjamahenata majurI karIne paisA kramAI lAve. temAMthI rAja ATha roTalI banAve ane ane mANasA cAra cAra rahelI khAya. koI divasa vadhu paisA maLe tA dhI lAvatAM. e roTalI cApaDAI teTaluM ghI paDayu' hatuM. patnI

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have, kahe che, Aje roTalI lukhI khAI laIe. ATaluM ghI bhale rahyuM. ema vAta kare che tyAM kALe kUtare AvIne bhANAmAMthI roTalI upADI gaye. tyAre tenuM moTuM pakaDIne roTalI kheMcI lIdhI. ane gharamAM je ghI hatuM tenAthI roTalI cepaDIne kUtarAne khavaDAvI dIdhI. pitAne khAvA ghI na hatuM chatAM kUtarAne cepaDIne khavaDAvI dIdhuM. ane tame te acchI tarahathI ghImAM jhaboLelI roTalI khAva ane kUtarAne mATe te be jADI ne lUkhI roTalI banAvIne nAMkhavAnI. ane khAtAM vadhe te ja kUtarAne nAMkhe che. ahIM ema na hatuM. A te pite jevuM khAya tevuM ja kUtarAne khavaDAvatA hatA. kALI kutaro paNa ema samajI gaye ke A bAI sArI lAge che eTale dararoja tyAM AvavA lAge. A be mANase dararoja traNa traNa jeTalI pite khAtAM ane be roTalI kUtarAne nAkhatA. kUtarA jevuM prANI paNa nimakahalAla hoya che. jenuM khAya che tenA upakArane badale vALyA vinA nathI rahetuM. kutaro reja reTI khAya che eTale enA manamAM vicAra AvyuM ke A mANase keTalA garIba che. pitAnA peTa pUratuM parANe prApta kare che, chatAM mane dararoja khAvAnuM Ape che, mATe mAre game tema karIne enA upakArane badale vALa joIe. eka divasa kUtaro jaMgalamAMthI jato hato. tyAM kaI jagyAe khedatAM picI jamIna joI ane UMDo khADo kheDyo. te temAM ene kaMIka dekhANuM. eTale tenA upara dhULa vALIne pitAnA upakArI pAse AvIne tenuM tAyuM kheMcavA lAge. pelo mANasa vicAra karavA lAgyuM ke A kUtare mane Ama zA mATe karate haze? lAva, tenI pAchaLa pAchaLa jAuM. pele garIba mANasa kUtarAnI pAchaLa pAchaLa gayo ane tyAM jaIne kUtarAe paga vaDe batAvyuM ke ahIM khADo . eTale teNe jamIna khedI, te aMdarathI sonAmaherane bharele carU nIkaLe. devAnupriye ! garIbAImAM paNa keTalI amIrI che! keTalI bhalAI che, eNe manamAM vicAra karyo ke A sonAmahoro bhareluM DaghauM, mAre zuM karavuM che? eNe thoDI senAmahera rAkhIne bAkInI sonAmahora vaDe garIbone dAna karavA lAgyuM. tyAre pADozaNanA manamAM thayuM ke AnI pAse te khAvAnA paNa sAMsA che. mAMDamAMDa peTapUratuM kamAya che. ane ATaluM badhuM dAna kayAMthI kare che? eTale bAIne pUche che bahena ! tamArA pati ghaNuM ' kamAyA lAge che. baMne pati-patnI khUba ja bhalA ne bheLA hatAM. peTamAM kapaTa na hatuM. eTale bAIe satya vAta kahI dIdhI ke ame kaMI kamAvA gayA nathI paNa amAre A eka meti kUtaro che teNe jamInamAM dATeluM dhana batAvyuM te laI AvyA ane tenuM dAna karIe chIe. tyAre pADozaNabAI kahe che mane be traNa divasa mATe tamAre mati kutara Apo. eTale bheLI bAIe e kUtaro Ape, tene joDesaNu pitAne ghera laI gaI. roja khavaDAve che ane kayAre kUtaro dhana batAve ane jamIna daM tenI rAha jovA lAgI.

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ha74 kUtarAne caLa AvI ne svAbhAvika jamIna kheDI. eTale te jagyAe paNa teNe jamIna khetI paNa kAMI nIkaLyuM nahi. eTale krodhe bharAIne teNe kUtarAnA mAthAmAM evI DAMga mArI ke te tammara khAIne dharatI upara paDI gaye. * ' kUtarAnA manamAM thayuM ke have mAruM mota AvI gayuM che. eTale teNe manamAM saMkalpa karyo ke mArA mAlikane je dharma hoya tenuM mane zaraNuM hajo. mAlikanA dharmanuM zaraNuM laIne kUtare maraNa pAmyo eTale te devalekamAM gaye. traNa divasa thaI gayAM eTale bAI kahe che, mAre meti kUtaro kayAM gaye? tyAre pADozaNa bAI kahe che bahena! e te koNa jANe kayAMya bhAgI gaye che. bhalI bAIne khUba aphasosa thavA lAge ke mAre motiyo kayAMya bhAgI jAya tema nathI, ane kayAM gayo haze? ema ciMtA kare che te ja vakhate kUtare marIne je deva thayo che te avadhijJAnane upaga mUkIne juve che ke huM kenA pratApe A deva thaye? joyuM te pitAnI upakArI bAIne aphasosa karatI joI. rAtre tene svapna Ape che ke bahena ! huM bhAgI gaye nathI. paNa tArI pADozaNa bAI - khUba IrSyALu che. teNe mane mAthAmAM khUba jorathI DAMga mArI tethI huM marIne tArA pratApe deva thayo chuM. tamArA upakArane badale huM bhUlI zakuM tema nathI. tame eka kAma karaje, A gAmanI bahAra dakSiNa dizAmAM eka vana che tyAM amuka vRkSa che. tenuM lAkaDuM lAvIne eka khAMDaNI banAvaje ane temAM jeTalI kada nAMkhIne khAMDaze te badhA cekhA sonAnA thaI jaze. svapnamAM kahevA pramANe khAMDaNI banAvIne kamoda khAMDe che te badhA cokhA senAnA banI jAya che. * pADezaNa bAIne A vAtanI khabara paDI. eTale kahe che bahena! tamArI khAMDaNI mane dezo? tyAre bhalI bAI kahe che bhale laI jA. IrSALu pADozaNa khAMDaNI laI jaI - aMdara koi nAMkhI khAMDe che. paNa cekhA senAnA thatA nathI. bhAgya vinA bhAgyazALI banatuM nathI. eNe te khUba khAMDayA te paNa cekhA sonAnA thayAM nahi. eTale khAMDaNI sokamAM mUkIne bALI nAMkhI. bIje divase pitAnI khAMDaNI mAMgI. eTale IrSALu bAI kahe che tArI khAMDaNI te baLI gaI. rAtre deve vakha ApyuM ke bahena! tamArI khAMDaNI maLI gaI nathI paNa e. bAIe hAthe karIne bALI mUkI che ane cekamAM tenI rAkha hajI paDI che. te tame lAvIne tamArA gharanI pAchaLa tamArA bApa-dAdAne banAvela june bagIce che ane je hAla sUkA verAna banI gayA che temAM nAMkhaje. te te lIlAchama banI jaze. teNe e pramANe karyuM eTale bagIce lIle thaI gaye. eTale pAchI pADozaNa pUchavA biAI bhalIbAIe te sAcI vAta kahI dIdhI. tyAre kahe che huM paNa ema karuM. ema vicAra karI gAmanA rAjA pAse jaIne kahe che sAheba! huM Apane sUke bagIce rAkha nAMkhI te navapallava banAvI ApuM. rAjA kahe che, bhale banAve, huM jouM. teNe rAkhI .

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che ! ' - ( 1 ) laIne bagIcAmAM nAMkhI paNa bagIce lIle nahi. eTale jene khUba ja hiye te ke tuM mArI mazkarI kare che? rAkha nAkhe kaMI agI lalita thatuM haze ema kahI te ane pati-patnIne rAjAe jelamAM pUrI dIdhA. che. sArA mANasane A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale tene choDAvavA gayAM. pakArI manuSya karI apakArane jotA nathI. sAta vakhata vIMchI tene karaDe te paNa. vaLIne caTakA cAmuM na jotAM bacAvavA jAya che. te rIte A baMne mANase paDazaNanI Lei sAmuM na jotAM jelamAMthI temane choDAvI lAve che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne caMDakauzika nAge DaMkha dIdho te paNa tene upadeza ApIne tAryo. saMgame eka rAtrimAM prabhane vaza vaza upasargo ApyA, te paNa prabhue enA pratye dveSa na karatAM tenI dayA khAdhI. aha. je manuSya mArA saMgamAM rahe tenuM kalyANa thaI jAya che. ane huM saMgama! tuM mArI pAchuM cha cha mahinA rahe chatAM kalyANa karavAne badale mArA nimitte te karma bAMdhyA. emane karUNAnA AMsu AvyA. A be mANasee paNa pelA IrSALunI dayA khAdhI. TUMkamAM jJAnI kahe che ke sajana manuSya pitAnA prANanA bhoge paNa pitAnI saccAI cheDatAM nathI. sAme manuSya game tema kare paNa prabhu kahe che tuM tArI pavitratA nA choDIza. have kamalAvaMtI rANIne teM saMsAra asAra che tema samajAI gayuM che, paNa sAthe rAjAne paNa pitAnI sAthe saMsAra sAgarathI tArave che. eTale eka vakhata rAjAne duHkha bhale lAge paNa jene paraNI chuM evA mArA patine saMsAramAM DUbavA te nahi ja dauM. tamane sajoDe pharavA javAnuM mana thAya che kharuM! kamalAvaMtIne sajoDe dIkSA levI che, have te rAjAne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM108 kArataka suda 8 ne zukravAra tA. 6-11-70 uttarAdhyayana sUtranA caudamA adhyayanane adhikAra cAle che. temAM cAra AtmAo te vItarAga dharmanI zraddhA karI saMyama mArge cAlyA gayA. have kamalAvaMtI rANI IrSakAra rAjAne samajAve che ke he svAmInAtha ! dhana anarthanI khANa che. saMsAranI dalAlI bhavabaMdhananuM kAraNa che. ane dharmanI dalAlI kalyANanuM kAraNa che. mATe dharmanI dalAlI karo. bhagavaMte kahayuM che ke je AtmAo gherathI saMtanA darzanane niradhAra karIne nIkaLe

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che temAM paNa mahAna lAbha meLave che. eka samaktiI zrAvaka gharathI saMtanA darzana karavA mATe nIkaLe tyAre rastAmAM sAmo bIjo eka misa daSTivALo mitra maLe, teNe pUchayuM bhAI! tame kayAM jAva cho? te kahe che, saMtanA darzana karavA. emanA darzana karavAthI thAbha thAya? tyAre zrAvaka kahe che mahAna lAbha thAya. tyAre mizra daSTivALe kahe che huM paNa saMtanA darzane AvuM. ema kahIne mizra daSTivALAe saMtanA darzane javA mATe paga upADe. evAmAM bIjo mahA miryAtvI mitra maLe. teNe pUchayuM-bhAI! kayAM jAva che? tyAra mizra daSTivALe kahe. sAdhu mahApurUSane vAMdavA jaIe chIe. tyAre mahA mithyAtvI kahe, ene vAde zuM thAya? e te melAghelA che ema kahIne ene bheLavI nAMkhe. eTale mizradaSTivALe pAcho besI gayo. tyAre zrAvake jJAnI saMtane vaMdana karIne pUchyuM, guva! vaMdana karavA mATe paga upADe tene zuM lAbha thAya ? tyAre jJAnI gurU kahe che, kALA aDada sarakho hato te chaDelI dALa sarakhe thaye. kRSNa pakSI TaLIne zukala pakSI thayA. anAdi kALane ulTo hatA te sulaTo thaye. samakita sanmukha thayuM. teNe ardhapudagala - parAvartana saMsAra kApI nAMkhe. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 29 mA adhyayanamAM paNa * kahayuM che ke, vandaNaeNa bhaMte jIve ki jaNayai ? vandaNaeNa nIyA gAya kama khavei, uccAgoya kamma nibandhai / - vaMdana karavAthI jIva nIca gotra karma khapAve che ane uMca gotra karma bAMdhe che. kRSNa vAsudeve nemanAtha prabhunA darzana karatAM cAra narakanA daLiyA vikherI nAMkhyAM. Aje vaMdana te ghaNAM kare che paNa vaMdana karatAM je utkRSTa bhAva Avo joIe te AvatA nathI. eTale je lAbha thavo joIe te lAbha thatuM nathI. saMta samAgamathI jIva mahAna lAbha meLave che. paNa e saMta sAcA saddagurU hevA joIe. ane zrAvaka kevA heya? eka vakhata eka gAmamAM eka mahAtmA padhAryA. e mahAtmAe jambara sAdhanA karIne pANI upara sthaLanI jema cAlavAnI siddhi prApta karI hatI. eTale te koI paNa sAdhananI sahAya vinA ApaNe jema jamIna upara cAlIe chIe tema teo pANI upara jhapATAbaMdha cAlatA hatAM. AvuM joIne lekene khUba navAI lAgI. AkhuM gAma jevA mATe umaTayuM. ane dareka bAlavA lAgyAH zI mahAtmA purUSanI sAdhanA che? ghaNAM mahAbhAone jeyA paNa AmanA jevA te kaI nahi. gAmamAM zrAvake ghaNu hatAM. badhA gayAM paNa eka daDhadhamI zrAvaka na gayo. gAmane khuda rAjA paNa gayo. rAjA kahe che bhAI! AkhuM gAma jevA gayuM che. khuda huM paNa jAuM chuM ane tene javAmAM zuM vAMdho che? tyAre zrAvaka kahe che mane te emAM kAMI ja navAI nathI lAgatI. ApaNe jamIna upara cAlIe chIe ane e pANI upara cAle che. rAjAe khUba Agraha karyo eTale zrAvaka

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y tyAM jAya che. jaIne mahAtmAne pUche che tamane A zakti prApta karatAM keTle samaya lAgyA ? tyAre mahAtmA kahe che, pacAsa varSa sudhI ekadhArI satata sAdhanA karI tyAre mo. A zakti prApta thaI che. tyAre zrAvaka kahe che, pacAsa varSa sudhI kaSTa veThavyA tyAre be AnAnI kiMmatanI sAdhanA prApta karI. rAjA kahe che tuM A chu mAle che? tyAre zrAvakra kahe che sAheba! mApaNe hADImAM besIe te e AnAmAM sAme pAra laI jAya. ane e page cAlIne sAme pAra paheAMce che eTalu' ja ne? AmAM AtmAnuM kalyANu kayAM thavAnuM che? AnA karatAM pacAsa varSa sudhI AtmAnI sAdhanA karI hAta, caitanyadevanI upAsanA karI hAta tA bhavanA bhukkA thaI jAta. jenA dvArA janma-jA ne maraNanA pherA TaLe e ja sAcI sAdhanA che. eka mANasane "TAiDa thayA hAya tyAre tene ukALelA pANI sivAya kaI ja ApatA nathI. trIsa divasa ukALelA pANI upara ja rAkhe ane bIjI khAjI eka mANasa svecchApUrvaka bhejananA tyAga karI trIsa upavAsa kara, have TAiphADanA dardIne koi tapasvI kahe kharuM? na ja kahevAya. kAraNake teNe svecchAthI tapa karyAM nathI. khIssu` kapAya ane 200) rU. jAya ane 200) rUpivAnu dAna kare. baMnemAM keTaleA phera paDe che? hAthe dAna ApavAthI AnaMda thAya che ane khissu' kapAI ne rUpiyA jAya te aksAsa thAya che. mATe ja jJAnI N kahe che je kai kriyA karA te dareka kriyA zuddha bhAvanApUrvaka karo, jethI tamAru' kalyANuM thAya ane janma-jarA maraNanA pherA TaLe. dararojanA cAlu adhikAra che. temAM kamalAvatI rANI peAtAnA patine kahe cheH svAmInAtha! Apa mane kahe che ke tuM vairAgyavaMta che ane mane upadeza kare che te tu zA mATe sa MsAramAM beThI che! tame ema mAnatA hai| ke rANIne rAjyasukha game che ane mane upadeza kare che, evI mArI vAta nathI. mane teA tamAruM' rAjya pAMjarA jevuM lAge che. piMjaramAM pUrAyelA pakSInI jevI sthiti hAya che tevI mArI sthiti che. mane te A parigraha mAMsanA TukaDA jevA lAge che. "acaLA3nukA nAmila" huM tA Akacana eTale parigrahanI mamatAthI rahita thaIne vicarIza. upAdhi kayAM che? jyAM parigraha che tyAM ja jhaghaDA, TaMTA ne mArA-tArAnA tAkAna che ne ? jema eka kUtarAnA mADhAmAM hADakAnA TukaDA haze teA khIjA kUtarAe tenA upara tUTI paDaze. tema jenI pAse parigraha rUpI mAMsanA locA haze tenA upara rAjakama cArI purUSA, bhAgIdArA ne sagAM snehIo tUTI paDe che. paNa jenI pAse kaMI che ja nahi tenA upara koI tarApa mAratuM nathI. tamArI sAme ame ATalA badhA satIjIe beThA chIe paNa amane kAI prakAranI upAdhi che? satIjIenA mukha upara keAI jAtanA gabharATa che ? upAdhi kaheA, gabharATa kahA ke bhaya kaheA, A badhuM ja parigrahavALAne che. zA. 98

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CCE eka vakhata gurU gerakha ane temanA ziSya ane cAlyA jatA hatAM. rastAmAM je eI maLe tene zurU pUchatA ke " rAsteme kucha Arya tA nahIM huM ne ? " pAMca sAta jaNane gurUe A pramANe pUchyuM. tyAre ziSyanA manamAM thayuM ke ame tA sAdhu chIe. bhAse bhaya pAmavA jevI keAI cIja nathI, te paNa gurU A pramANe zA mATe 'pUchyA haze ema ziSyanA manamAM zaMkA thaI. gurUnI pAsethI oLI uMcakavA mAgI. tA gurU he che bhAI! tuM kAmaLa che, tArAthI nahi uMcakAya,eTale tene jhALI ApatA nathI. vaTe gurU ThaMDIla javA mATe jAya che tyAre ziSyane kahe che, tuM A jhoLIne khAkhara sAcavaje. ema khUba bhalAmaNa karI. catura ziSya samajI gayA, nakkI A jhALImAM ja layanuM kAraNa havu joIe. gurU hUM'DIla javA gayA eTale ziSye LI kUdIne joyuM tA aMdarathI eka seAnAnI ITa nIkaLI. hAM...A mAyA che eTale ja gurU gabharAya che. ame tA kraMcana ane kAminInA tyAga karyo che. saMtAne mana kaMcana ne mATI sarakhAM che. e pAse na hAya tA bhaya zenA ? ema vicArI ziSye senAnI iMTa kUvAmAM pheMkI dIdhI. ane te iMdranA kharAkhara vajananI bIjI mATInI IMTa lAvIne jhALImAM mUkI dIdhI. seAnAnI IMTanA aThThale jhoLImAM mATInI iMTa AvI paNa vajana te sarakhuM ja rahyuM, eTale gurUne kaI khakhara na paDI. thADe dUra gayA ne gurUe pAchuM. pUchyu ke rastAmAM kaMi bhaya te nathI ne ? ziSya kahe cheH gurUdeva dma sama bhaya * pIche DAlA. ,, gurU A vAtane kharAkhara samajyA nahi, eTale kahe che ke kema mAnyuM ke koI bhaya nahi Ave. ziSya kahe che gurUdeva ! ema nahi. " sakha bhaya kUveme DAlA " A sAMbhaLI gurU camakayA. nakkI ANe kaMIka navAjunI karI lAge che. jhALImAM joyuM teA seAnAnI iMTane badale mATInI IMTa. gurU khUba krodhe bharAyA. paNa ziSya khUba namratApUrvaka kahe che gurUdeva ! Ape mane tA che. ApanI AjJA vinA kAi paNa kArya karavuM e mAre mATe, anucita che. chatAM me' seAnAnI iMTa kUvAmAM pheMkI dIdhI che. mATe mane mApha karI. gurUdeva ! ApanI sAdhanA keTalI badhI U'cI che! ane eka pRthvIkAyanA TukaDA mATe sAdhanA DUbI jAya che. AnI zuM kiMmata che! AvI IMTo teA huM Apane joIe teTalI banAvI ApuM. gurU kahe che jo tArAmAM zakti hAya tA banAvI de. ziSya mATInI IMTa upara thU'kayA tA AkhI iMTa seAnAnI khanI gaI. AmAM zuM che? ziSyane labdhi prApta thaI hatI. ziSyanI zakti joI gurU camakayA. ahe| ! hu varSothI sAdhanA karuM chuM, chatAM je zakti mane prApta nathI thaI te mArA ziSyane prApta thaI che. chatAM ziSya keTaleA khadhe kicana che. ziSye gurUnI sAna ThekANe lAvI dIdhI. te rIte catura kamalAvatI rANI paNa ISukAra rAjAnI sAna ThekANe lAvavA mATe samajAve che. Aje nigraMtha pravacana" pustakanA prakAzananA pavitra dina che. bahumAna karavAnuM... che. jJAnanu bahumAna pAnA-pustaka ke pAthI jJAnanuM upara

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378 sAthiyA karI kakunA chAMTaNA chAMTavAthI nathI thatuM paNa vItarAga bhagavaMta kathita jJAna gurU bhagavaMtA pAsethI vinayapUrNAMka grahaNa karI aMtaramAM utArI, vItarAga prabhunI AjJAnusAra pAlana karavuM te ja jJAnanuM sAcuM bahumAna che. sUtra--siddhAMtanA zabde zabde zAzvata sukha ane akSare akSare akSaya zAMti bharelI che. AvA sUtranA ekeka zabda maLavA khar3e muzkela che. nigraMtha pravacana e jainInA amUlya graMtha che. jema vaiSNuvAmAM gItA che, muslImamAM kurAna, khrIstImAM bAIbala Aphri pustaka che tevI ja rIte jainAmAM nigraMtha pravacana paNa eka gItA samAna che. jaina divAkara pU. zrI. ceAthamalajI mahArAje zAstrIya gAthAonuM " nigraMtha pravacana nAmathI sauMkalana karyuM. tenA upara svataMtra bhASya pa`DitajI zrI zAbhAcandra bhArillajIe (TIkA) lakhela che ane tenuM saMvata 2001mAM prathama saMskaraNa hi'dImAM prakAzita thayela che. paNa jo gujarAtImAM hAya tA tenA bhAva jaldI pakaDI zakAya te AzayathI khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA mahAna vairAgI pU. kAMtiRSijI mahArAja sAhebanA suziSya khA. . navInamuni mahArAja sAhebe peAtAnA amUlya samayane bhega ApIne, khUba parizrama veThIne, khUba khaMtathI nigraMtha pravacananeA gujarAtI bhASAmAM anuvAda karelA che. teo paNa khUba dhanyavAdane pAtra che ke temaNe A rIte sAhityanI sevA karI che. rAjakeTa zaheramAM vIrANI kuTuMba khUba bhAgyavAna che. temanA gharamAM khUba puNyathI lakSmI AvI che ke jeo peAtAnI lakSmIneA garIbenI sevAmAM, davAkhAnAmAM temaja dharmanA kSetre catuviMdha sa MghanI sevAmAM sadupayega kare che. tethI adhika lakSmIne jJAnamAM chUTA hAthe vApare che. nigraMtha pravacananA pustakanuM sahu saraLatAthI vAMcana karI zake te mATe vIrANIe gujarAtI bhASAmAM anuvAda karAvI pustaka chapAvavAnA tamAma kharco Apela che. ane te pustaka paDatara kiM'mate nahi vecatAM khUba sastI kiMmate Ape che. jema khristIe peAtAnA dharmanA phelAvA karavA mATe cAra rUpiyAnI kiMmatanA pustaka eka rUpiyAnI kri mate vece che. te rIte ahIM paNa ghaNAM pustako chapAyAM che. te dare vIrANI kuTuMbanI sahAyathI khUba sastI kiMmate vecAyA che, nigraMtha pravacana paNa e ja rIte apAze. keTalI ki'mata rAkhavAmAM Avaze e te kArya kartAe jAhera karaze. paNa mAre tA tamane eTaluM ja kahevu che ke jema tame prajAramAM koI navIna cIja dekhA te laI AvA che. ane "zA keza" (mATa)mAM lAvIne gADhavI de che. e tA khI mahAranI zAbhA che paNa AtmAnI AAbhA vadhAravA mATe tamArA gharamAM AvuM ekeka pustaka vasAvaze. ane dararAja kalAka-ardhA kalAka niyamita rIte vAMcana karavuM eTale avazya niyama le, jethI vIrANIe khacelAM nANAM ane pU. navInamuni mahArAjanA parizrama

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780 saphaLa thAya. Aje nigraMtha pravacananA uddaghATana nimitta saMghanA kAryakartAo temaja ApaNuM vasaMtakumAra paMDitajIne paNa balavAnuM che eTale vizeSabhAva avasare kahevAze. paMDitajInuM pravacana - | A lekamAM be varatu prakAza karanAra che. eka dipaka ane bIje sUrya. dipaka gharamAM prakAza kare che ane sUrya AkhA jagatane prakAza Ape che. chatAM paNa tene prakAza maryAdita che. dipakamAM tela khUTI jAya eTale aMdhakAra vyApI jAya che. savAre sUryodaya thAya che ane sAMje sUryAsta thAya che. eTale rAtre aMdhakAra vyApI jAya che. caMdrane prakAza paNa bahu alpa hoya che. kAraNa ke pUrNimAnA divase rAtre caMdrane prakAza saMpUrNa hoya che. pachI te krame krame ghaTatAM ghaTatAM amAsane dine saMpUrNa ghaTI jAya che. paNa sarva prakAramAM je sarva zreSTha prakAza heya te - . nANassa savvassa pagAsaNAe, annANa mohassa vivajjaNAe / , , rAsa horaNa 2 saMva, kata samud mora u. a. 32-1 * sUryane prakAza AkhA vizvane divase prakAza Ape che, paNa rAtre prakAza Apate nathI. jyAre jJAnane prakAza te divase ane rAtre sarvatra hoya che. jJAnanI zakti advitIya ane adUbhUta che. jJAnathI ajJAnano nAza thAya che. jyAM sudhI jIvanamAM ajJAna ane mehane aMdhakAra che tyAM sudhI jJAnane prakAza pravezI zakaze nahi. mATe ajJAna ane mohano tyAga karavA ane jJAnane prakAza prApta karavA mATe dareka manuSya jJAnanI ArAdhanA karavI Avazyaka che. kadAca koI manuSyane vAMcatA AvaDatuM na hoya te kaI vAMce tene sAMbhaLavAthI paNa manuSya pitAnuM zreya sAdhI zake che. soccA jANai kallANa, soccA jANai pAvagaM / II - umathe nAkharU sonca, i Neya saM samAre || daza. a. 4-11, '', zAsavANI sAMbhaLavAthI A kalyANa-zreyane mArga che ane A pApano mArga che, e baMnenuM pRthakakaraNa thAya che. zreyanA mArgane ane pApanA mArgane jANIne be mAMthI je hitakArI hoya tene bhavya aMgIkAra kare che. jIvanamAMthI bUrAIone dUra karAvI, vicAranuM sthApana karAvavAnuM kAma jJAnanuM che mATe jJAnanI jIvanamAM khUba AvazyakatA che zona meLavavA mATe "nigraMtha pravacana" pustaka khUba mahatvanuM che. A pustakanuM nAma migraMtha pravacana zA mATe paDyuM che? ni + graMtha gAMTha be prakAranI hoya che. eka krodha mana-mAyA-lebhAdi kaSA dvArA karmanI gAMTha baMdhAya che. te bhAva gAMTha che. ane bIjI thana-paisA Adi bAMdhIne kapaDAnI gAMTha vALe che te dravya gAMTha che. A baMne prakAranI baherI jeo mukta thaI gayAM che evA nigraMtha mahApurUSonI je vANI tenuM nAma

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781 jhanigraMtha pravacana ". je jIvAtmAe A be prakAranI graMthImAM Asakata banelA che temanI khAdya ane AbhyaMtara graMthIone cheDAvavAnuM sAmarthya vItarAgavANImAM rahelu che. mATe je jIvAtmAo A vItarAganI vANInu vAMcana zravaNa-manana karaze tenAM A bhava ane padbhava saphaLa banaze. jJAna e A lAkamAM ane paleAkamAM badhe hitakArI che. Ave avasara pharI pharIne nahi maLe. mATe je jIvAtmAe vItarAga vANInu zravaNa karI AtmakalyANa karavA tarapha pravRtti karaze tA saghanA ane satAnA parizrama saphaLa thaze. temaja jJAnInu ane jJAnanA sAdhanAnuM sanmAna karavAthI jIvanuM jJAnAvaraNIya kama khape che ane jJAna prApta thAya che. mATe je jIvAtmAe jJAna meLavavA prayatnazIla manaze te A leAka ane paraleAkamAM sukhI thaze. vyAkhyAna na....109 kArataka suda 9 ne zanivAra tA. 7-11-7 anaMta jJAnI mahA purUSAe Atmika zAMtinA moga batAvela che. nagaramAM dAMDI pITAtI hoya tyAre A zenI jAherAta che te jANaRR mATe jevI utsukatA rAkheA che. tevI ja utsukatAthI bhagavAna mahAvIre pITAvelI dAMDI paNa `sAMbhaLe. vizvavatsala trilakInAthanI rAja prAthanA karA che, tenA ze hetu che ? samudra yAtrA karanArane madhadariye pahoMcyA pachI vahANane cheDavAnu` kahetA DI deze kharA? nahi ja, kAraNa tame kharAkhara samajo . vahANa cheDI daIza tA DubI jaIza ane samudrane pAra karI zakIza nahi. sa sara samuMdrane pAra karavA mATe bhagavAnanI prAthanA che. bhakta bhagavAnane kahe che ke he prabhu ! tArI prAthanA mArA jIvanamAMthI chUTaze nahi. dhanasa Mpatti ke jJikSAsa vaiSNava bhale chUTIjAya, dhanasaMpatti vinA rahI zakIza paNa tArA maraNa vinA huM kadI rahI zakIza nahi. bhagavAnanI prArthanA karatAM mAnatuMga AcAya mAlyA che keH } } }; ; " tvatsa Mstvena bhava sa Mtati sannibaddha, pApa kSaNAt kSayamupaiti zarIra bhAjAm / AkrAnta loka malinI lama zeSamAzu, sUryAzu bhinnamiva zAMvara madhakAram // bhaktAmara 'stAva che bhagavAna RSabhadevanI prArthanA karatAM bhakta khele che. jenA aMtaramAM vizvAsa che, F * *

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- ka 782 zraddhA che tene tvasaMna-tArA stavana vaDe aneka bhavanA saMcita karelAM karmo kSaNavAramAM nAza pAme che. tIrthaMkaranA guNagrAma karatAM, arihaMtanA guNagrAma karatAM, jo A jIvAtmAne jaghanya rasa Ave te anaMta karmonI nirjarA thAya ane utkRSTa rasa Ave te tIrthakara nAma karma bAMdhe. paNa saMsAranA bhoganAM kAryo karatAM jaghanya ane utkRSTa rasa Ave te tame kayuM nAma karma bAMdhaze ? bole te kharA. (hasAhasa). vicAre. jevAM karma karaze temAM jevo rasa Avaze-tIvra ke maMda-te karmabaMdha thaze. bhagavAnanA vacanAmRta sAMbhaLyA pachI ene rasa Avaze te tamane jarUra ema thaze ke bhagavAne anaMta kRpA karI che. suyagaDAMga sutramAM kahayuM che ke, "jana sukave iva che" A Akho leka ekAMta duHkhathI saLagI rahyo che. te AtmA ! svabhAvamAMthI vibhAvamAM gaye te tArA mATe saLagate saMsAra ubhele che. baMdhuo! tamane dAvAnimAMthI koI bahAra kADhe ane uMcakIne bhale bahAra pheMkI de, tamane vAgI jAya chatAM paNa tame tene upakAra mAnaze. AMkhamAM eka taNakhaluM paDayuM hoya, te khUba khUMcatuM hoya, sakhata vedanA thatI hoya tyAre taNakhaluM kADhanArane paNa upakAra mAne che, A dravya duHkhanI vedanA hatI, chatAM ApaNe kahIe chIe ke emane ghaNe upakAra che. emaNe mAruM duHkha maTADayuM. te A nimitte ne samittika saMbaMdha bhegA thAya tyAre ja badhuM banI zake che. jyAre jJAnIo kahe che ke janmajarA ane maraNanA dAvAnaLamAM lake baLI jhaLI rahyA che. paNa temane e dAvAnaLa dekhAtuM nathI. tenuM kAraNa ajJAnatA che. ajJAnatA eTalI jera karI gaI che ke satyane khyAla Avato ja nathI. jJAnI kahe che ke A dAvAnaLamAMthI bacavA mATe jAga, jAga. Ane mATe jJAnanI avazya jarUra che. gADha aMdhakAramAM sUryanuM eka ja kiraNa aMdhakArane kSaNamAM nAza kare che, tema samyagdarzananI eka ja cinagArI mithyAtvanA aMdhakArane nAza kare che. gAyanA zIMgaDA upara sarasavane dANe jeTalI vAra TakI zake che teTalI vAra samyaktvane sparza rahe te paNa ardhapudgala parAvartana saMsAra kapAI jAya che. juo, vaDApradhAnanI padharAmaNI thavAnI hoya tyAre AkhAye zaheranI galIomAMthI kacarA vALIne sApha karI nAkhe che, tyAre A samyagdavanI padharAmaNI karAvavI hoya te anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha-mAna-mAyAle, samyakatva mehanIya, mithyAtva mohanIya ane mizra mehanIya, A sAta prakRtinA bAvAne uDADaze nahi te kAma nahi thAya. satyakatva devanI padharAmaNI karAvavI hoya te kacarAne dUra pheMkaze, te tamane samajAze ke "jata suve nariye jo tamArI daSTine khela ane vicAro. vicAraze te samajAze ke A jIvAtmA kyAM kyAM utpanna thaye ! "hiM che mune, nahi va saMvare nareza amAruM juduM che, johiM muchi " sUyagaDAMga a. 1 gAthA. 4

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- A kevI ApanI dazA che? jema guMdarane jyAM mUkIe tyAM ja roTI jAya che, tevI tamArI dazA che. karUNAnidhi belyA che ke jyAM jyAM tuM utpana thaye, jenI jevI A sAthe vaye tyAM te zuM karyuM ? . . . . . "ane jarnAdi ki" jema vALavALe kI pitAnA ja zarIre vIMTI rahyo che, tema jeNe zuddha thatanyane AnaMda anubhavyo nathI te kIDAnI mAphaka potAnI kALathI pitAne bAMdhe che. je bIjA keIe haze te eka divase, e divase ke 1 mahine paNa koI cheDAvanAra maLaze, paNa pite ja pitAnI jAte baMdhAyela che te keNa cheDAvaze! jyAM kSaNika jIvana che tyAM samaya mAtrane paNa pramAda karavA jevuM nathI. lakhaMDanI ke simenTanI majabUta pAkI divAle banAvI che. have te amAre kyAMya javAnuM ja nathI. paNa yAda rAkho ke tamArI IcchAo ke anicchAe jarUra sau keIne javuM ja paDaze. paNa tame jIvanamAM zuM karI rahyA cho? tame jyAre rAjakoTa AvyA. ane jIvananirvAha mATe kaMI paNa pragati karI nahi, tyAre pAMca daza varSe tamAre koI nehI AvIne te ja dazAmAM tamane juve tyAre kaheze ke bevakUpha ! zuM rakhaDyA kare che? haju tamArI AvI ja sthiti che. te ja rIte tame janma-jarA ane maraNanAM duHkho maTADavA mATe ahIM AvyA che, paNa maTADI zakyAM nathI. haju tenI te ja sthiti che. jJAnIo kahe che jAga. AtmAnI sAdhanAmAM vAyadA na hoya. jIvananI sAdhanAmAM vAdAvAdI na kare. vahelA jAge. baMdhuo! tame jAgyA te che paNa tamArI jAgRta dazA kayAM che? artha ane kAma tarapha. paNuM dharma ane mokSa tarapha thaI che kharI? je te tarapha heya te te bhavanA pherA TaLyA vinA rahe ja nahi. Aje mAnavI paisA (artha)nI pAchaLa pAgala bane che paNa te paisAne jarA pUchI te le ke tuM haMmezA sAthe te rahIza ne! bIjAonI zI sthiti che ! puNyanA akhUTa bhaMDAra jevA cakravatIone pUcho ke tamArAM vizALa sAmrAjya, divya cauda ratna ane nava nidhAne tamArI sAthe AvavAnA che? ze uttara Apaze e cakravartio! kahevAya che ke jagatazeThanI pAse eTaluM badhuM dhana hatuM ke tenI IcchA hota to te gaMgA ane yamunA baMne nadInA kinAre sonAnI ITothI ArA baMdhAvI zakata. paNa Aje temanA ja vaMzavAraso nekarI mATe phAMphA mArI rahyAM che. te vakhate te sikkAo cerasa hatA. tyAre AjanA cakaraDInI mAphaka pharatAM, goLa, sapheda rUpiyAne ragaDI jatAM vAra keTalI ! A vAta te tame bahu jaldI samajI zako cho. pachI A te tamArA lAbhanI vAta che. (hasAhasa) rUpiyAne ragaDatAM kadAca DI vAra lAge, paNa pilA kAgaLIyAne uDI jatAM keTalI vAra lAgaze? lakhavAnA kAgaLanI A vAta nathI. A te pelA rIjharva benka opha

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IDInI chApavALA kAgaLanI vAta karuM chuM. je tame tamArA khissAmAM khUba sAcavIne che. kohInura hIre jame bhAratamAM ane kahe IvenDamAM. kahevAya che ke kehInura hIre kRSNa nadIne tIre paDelA eka khetanA hAthamAM be enAmAM evI tAkAta.kyAM hatI ke te tene pakaDI rAkhe?te hiMdu rAjAonI pAse AvyA. tyAM paNa rahI na zakA sAmrAjya badalAyAM tenI sAthe kahInuranA svAmIe paNa badalAmAM te megala samrATenA tAjane bhAvatuM hatuM. tyAM paNa tene ArAma kyAM hato ?-aMgrejo AvyA ane megala samrATenA patananI sAthe temanA tAja paNa Dula thaI gayA. eTale kehInura ga: tyAMthI nIkaLI aMgrejI sAthe sAgara pAra karI laMDana pahoMcyA. uss Ro goLa ane DhaLaka che. tenI sAthe rahIne mAnavIe paNa evI vRtti apanAvI lIdhI che. jyAM paisA hoya che tyAM mAnavI DhaLatuM jAya che. nyAyanI khurazI para besI kAyadAnI bArIkIe kheALanArA ane nyAyanI rakSAne daMbha karanArA nyAyAdhIze paNa tenI sAme namI paDyA. temaja dharmanA siMhAsane besI AtmA ane paramAtmAnI zodha karanArA paNa lenI sAme DhaLI paDyA. satyanA upadezako Aje sonAnA upAsaka banI gayA che. parigrahanA pracArake Aje parigrahanA IzAre nAcI rahyA che. baMdhuo ! paisAnI sAme te vakIlo paNa jaladIthI mUke che. jenA khissAmAM paisA vadhAre tene pakSa sAce thavAne. pachI bhalene kaI khUna karIne paNa kema nathI Avato ! A to vakIlanI vAta karI paNa vahepArIo paNa kayAM pAchA paDe tevA che? divasanA AThe pahora tenI pUjAmAM gALe che. ahI' upAzrayamAM beThA hoya tyAM sudhI aparigrahano upadeza sAMbhaLe ane jIjI kare paNa jyAM dukAna para gayA ke pitAnA paisAnI ArAdhanAnA samaye koI garIba anAtha pitAnI AMsubharI duHkhada kathanI kaheze te tene te pitAne mATe vighAtaka samajaze. A dhana tarapha DhaLanArA leke saMpattinA svAmI nahi paNa tenA gulAmo che. saMpattinA svAmI hevuM e eka vAta che ane gulAma hovuM te bIjI vAta che. tame " ghoDA upara svAra thayA che te dhArelA sthaLe pahoMcI zake che. te ghaDAnI lagAma tamArI pAse hoya tyAM sudhI te ciMtA nathI. te tamArA IzArA para doDaze. paNa je tamArI lagAma tenA hAthamAM gaI ane tenA IzAre tame cAlatA thaI gayA te tamArI keTalI moTI hAra thaze? baMdhuo! tame ekAMtamAM besI vicAra karajo ke saMpatti upara tamArI mAlikI che ke tamArA mana upara saMpattine adhikAra che? saMpattinI lagAma tamArA hAthamAM haze te tame beTe raste nahi jaI zake. paisA tamane khoTA raste laI javA kadAca Icachaze te paNa tame nA pADaze ane kaheze ke evA paisA mAre nathI joItA. je te mAtra nyAya ; ane nItinA mArge maLatA haze to ja huM svAgata karIza. te sivAya tene mATe mArA - gharanAM bAraNuM baMdha che,

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721 devAnupriyA! anAdikALathI AtmA parabhAvamAM ramyA che paNa svabhAva tarapha AvyA nathI. parabhAva e pudgala pratyenA bhAva che, jyAre svabhAva e AtmA pratyenA bhAva che. parabhAvanA te saune anubhava che, kharekhara nathI anubhava svabhAvane. jyAM sudhI tenA anubhava nathI tyAM sudhI te taraph dRSTi jatI nathI. dRSTi na jatAM prIti vadhatI nathI, ane prIti vinA svabhAvamAM sthiratA tA thAya ja kayAMthI ? anAdikALathI AtmAnI najara parabhAvamAM che. enI prIti jAgI che, ane prItinA kAraNe parabhAvamAM sthiratA che. svabhAva zuM che enuM jJAna na heAvAnA kAraNe enA tarapha kayAre paNa najara gaI nathI. baMdhuo ! paisAmAM prema thAya che ane AtmAmAM kema thatA nathI ? kAraNa ke paisA ... parabhAva che ane AtmA svabhAva che. paisAmAM parabhAvanI pakaDa jakharI che. paisA cheDavA icchA chatAM manathI chUTatA nathI. e eka rIte cheAcA dekhAya paNa khIjI rIte vaLagelA hAya. prabhunI mALA gaNatAM ku khAo che, paNa paisA gaNatAM kadI jhokuM khAdhuM che? tame evA mANasa tA koI batAve ke je nATA gaNatAM gaNatAM sUI gayA hoya. paNa vyAkhyAnamAM ane mALA gaNutAM gaNatAM kAM khAnArAM meM ghaNAM joyA che ghaNI vakhata tA paryuSaNanA divaseAmAM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe teA kaMIka mANaseAne veTha jevuM lAge che. gherathI pratikramaNa karavA AvatA hoya paNa kharekhara te tenA dilathI nathI AvatA. e manathI samaje che ke masjidamAM namAja paDhavA Tina vecanArA paNa paheAMcI ya che te hu jainanA dikarA paryuSaNamAM pratikramaNa karavA nahIM' jatA samAja mane zuM kaheze? eTale A rIte te karavA jAya che paNa aMdara ene prIti jAgI nathI tethI tene pratikramaNamAM kaMTALA Ave che ane jhokAM Ave che. kharekhara ! dharmanI game teTalI meATI vAta karo paNa jyAM sudhI aMtaramAM ruci nahi jAge tyAM sudhI tamane Atmadarzana nahi thAya. ghaNI vAra jovAmAM Ave che ke keAInI sAthe gappAM mAravA bese te rAtanI rAta vItI jAya ane sinemAmAM khara-khAra vAgyA sudhI bese tyAM sudhI tene uMgha AvatI nathI. paNa vyAkhyAnamAM ja uMgha Ave che. A khatAve che ke jeTalI saMsAranI rUci che teTalI AtmA pratyenI rUci jAgI nathI. * bIjI rIte eka vAta karuM ke tame koI divasa kArTImAM meADA nahi paDI, paNa hA, svAdhyAyamAM meADA paDavAnA. korTImAM tamArA kesa nIkaLavAnA hoya tyAre jIva laIne bhAge che. tamArI patnI kahe. dUdhapAka banAvyA che, garama bhajiyAM utArI Apu, jarA khAIne jAo. tyAre tame zuM kaheA? e kahevAnI mAre jarUra nathI. tame jANeA ja che. bheAA pratye jIva tyAM kevA vairAgI banI jAya che. tyAM e samaje che ke dUdhapAka ne bhajiyAM karatAM paise| mahatvane che. kArTImAM TAImasara nahi pahAMcu te herAna thaI jaIza. zA. 99

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. jyAM tamAre vArtha che, jyAM Asakti lAgelI che. emAM koI divasa tame meDA nahi paDe. jyAM ruci jAge che tyAM pagamAM jora, AvI jAya che. vagara upadeze jora AvI jaya che, paNa svAdhyAyamAM moTA paDe te jANuM leje ke enA pratye haju rUci jAgI nathI | baMdha ! AjanA bhautika jJAne jagatanA daihika sukha mATe AtmAne vecI nAkhkha che. bakarA mATe airAvata hAthI vece che. era lAvavA mATe kahapavRkSane ukheDI nAkhyuM. che. matInuM pANI levA mATe metIne bhukko banAve che. manuSya bhava rUpI ratna maLyA pachI tene kAca samajI viSaya vilAsanA ukaraDAmAM pheMkI lIdhuM che. tuccha bhautika sukhane meLavavA amUlya mAnava bhavanI paLe paLa behAla karI nAkhI che. gauzISa caMdananA bahumUlya vRkSa jevI vAtsalya hita karanArI paramAtmAnI maMgala vANIne kSaNika sukha mATe lAta mArI rahyA che. vItarAga kathita vANI sAMbhaLatA jyAre AtmAmAM rasa jAgaze tyAre tamane kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI haze te paNa bhUlI jaze. yazavijayajI mahArAja zAstranA svAdhyAyanA dhyAnamAM ghaNI vAra evA lIna banI jatAM hatAM. ke ghaNIvAra cauvihAranA paccakhANa karatI vakhate pANI pIvAnuM bhUlI jatA hatA. ATale badhe rasa temane zAsanA svAdhyAyamAM hatA. - AjanuM bhautika vijJAna zIkhave che ke bIjAnuM game tema thAva paNa tame tamAruM saco. nizALamAM Aje zIkhave che ke koDalIvara tela, iMDA, macchI vigere vAparo. jethI tamAruM zarIra majabUta banaze. temAM viTAmIna "A" che. ghauMnA pauSTika berokamAM viTAmIna "B" che. zAkabhAjI, phala-kulamAM viTAmIna "C " che. paraMtu jinazAsana kahe che ke A, B, C, D, E, F, G (e, bI, sI, DI, I, epha, jI) A sAte viTAmIne brahmacaryamAM che. tenAthI tamArA AtmAnuM ojasa vadhaze. ane jIvanuM rakSaNa thaze. tamAruM zarIra paNa zuddha banaze. iMDA, mAMsa, saMsI-paMcendriyanAM kalevere che, temAM hiMsAnA bhAgIdAra banAya che. jaina zAsane sAte viTAmIne prApta karavA mATe TUMka ane mITho mArga brahmacaryane batAvyuM che. ' }} : Aje dezamAM lazkaranA traNa vibhAga pADyA che. jema ke eka jaLamAM laDanAruM, bI AkAzamAM vimAnathI laDanAruM, trIjuM pRthvI para pagapALuM laDanAruM, tema paMcendri tiryaMcanA traNa bheda jaina zAstramAM pADelA che. eka jaLacara, bIjuM sthaLacara ane trIjuM becara, sthaLa upara cAlanAranA traNa bheda-urapara-paTethI cAlanAra, sarpa Adi. bhujaparabhivathI cAlanAra neniyA Adi ane pagathI cAlanAra gAya Adi. AkAzamAM uDanAra sInA be bhede che. rUvAMTAnI mukhavALA mera vagere ane cAmaDAnI pAMkhavALA cAmA cIDiyAM, vagere, jaLacara-pANImAM rahenArAnA vibhAgo pADayA che, ATaluM kahIne teo maTI jatAM nathI. jenazAsana te AgaLa vadhIne kahe che ke aDhI dvIpanI bahAra paNa be prakAranAM pakSI che. eka saMkrocAelI pAMkhavALAM eTale bese-uThe tyAre pAMkhe saMkocAyelI

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rahe ane bIjuM, vistarelI pAMkhavALA eTale bese-uThe tyAre pAMkha vistarelI rahe." - devanA cAra vibhAga che. bhavana pati, vANuvyaMtara, jotiSI ane vaimAnika je sUrya, caMdra, graha, nakSatra, tArA dekhAya che e jotiSInA vimAne che. tenA upara bAra devaka che. hajI sUrya-caMdrane paDavAnAM vijJAnane svapnAM sevavAnA che, te pachI bAra devaka, nava zaiveyaka ane pAMca anuttara vimAnamAM kayAMthI pahoMcI zakaze? A nArakInA mukhya sAta bheda che. dhammA, vaMzA, zIlA aMjaNA, riThA, maghA ane mAghavati vagere. manuSyanA mukhya traNa vibhAge che. paMdara karmabhUmi. trIsa akarmabhUmi ane chappana aMtaradvIpA vagere. temAM pAchA paryAptA ane aparyAptA vagere aneka piTA bheda che. dareka gatimAM AvA peTA bhedo maLIne kula jIvanA pa63 (pAMcase ne tresaTha) bhedo paDyA che. A bhedonuM vizeSa vivecana siddhAMtomAMthI maLI rahe che. - vijJAna e zarIranI sAcavaNI mATe ukALeluM pANI pIvAnuM kahe che tyAre jainazAsana AtmAne sAcavavA mATe ukALeluM pANI pIvAnuM kahe che. vijJAna e dehanA rakSaNa mATe (gaLeluM pANI pIvAnuM kahe che jyAre jaina zAsana jatana mATe ane hiMsAthI bacavA mATe gaLeluM pANI pIvAnuM kahe che. jaina zAsanamAM Iha laukika ane paralaukika baMne ciMtA karAelI che. jyAre vijJAnamAM A lekanI ciMtA ja karAyelI che. eka vAra aNasamaju leka belatAM ke ukALeluM pANI vAparavAthI AMkhane garama paDI jAya. paraMtu vijJAne jyAre ukALeluM pANI pIvAnuM kahyuM tyAre teo belatAM baMdha thaI gayA. DekaTare Aje regathI bacavA mATe ukALeluM pANI pIvAnuM kahe che, paNa je ukALeluM pANI garama paDatuM hoya te rAMdheluM anAja paNa garama paDavuM joIe. are ! bIDI, sigAreTa, kaDaka cA vagere pIve che te garama nathI paDatI ane ukALeluM pANI garama paDI jAya che !!! baMdhuo! TUMkamAM mAro kahevAno Azaya eTale ja che ke jyAM sudhI jene darzana upara zraddhA nathI tyAM sudhI ja ajJAna dazAmAM paDelo jIva bahAra phAMphAM mAre che. jyAra vItarAga bhaMgavAnanA vacane upara apUrva zraddhA jAgaze tyAre AtmA pApanI vArtA sAMbhachatAM paNa kakaLI uThaze, pachI pApanAM kAmo te kare ja zAne? duHkhane viSaya te e che ke ahiMsA pradhAna dezamAM Aje hiMsAnuM sAmrAjya keTaluM vyApI gayuM che? viTAmIna bahAne Aje jIvanane ajJAnI lo ke hiMsAmaya banAvI rahyA che. Apa ApanA bALakane khUba saMskAra Apaje. AjanI sarakAra viTAmInanA bahAne je iMDA khavaDAvatI thaI che

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788 temAMthI tamArA bALakone rejo ane sAruM tene samajAvaje. jethI tamArA bALake pApathI pAchA haThe. have kamalAvatI rANI ISakAra mahArAjAne samajAvI rahI che te svAmInAtha! lavamInI ati tRSNA jIvane durgatimAM laI janArI che. mATe ApaNane brAhmaNanI chaDelI addhi joItI nathI. haju kamalAvatI rANI AgaLa zuM kaheze tene bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna naM. 110 kArataka suda 10 ne ravivAra tA. 8-11-70 parama karUNAvaMta, parama upakArI, zrutakevaLI, gaNadhara bhagavaMta zrI sudharmA svAmI bhavya jInA kalyANa mATe upadeza ApatAM pharamAve che ke he bhavyajI! kaMcana, kAminI, kuTuMba ane kAyAnI cekaDI durlabha nathI, paNa mAnavatA, mRta vANInuM zravaNa, tenA upara zraddhA ane saMyama e cekaDI durlabha che. asaMyama, anIti ane anAcAramAM ramatA karavI temAM bahAdurI nathI. e te anAdinAM che ja. paraMtu saMyamamAM, nyAya-nItimAM ane sadAcAramAM raMgAvuM temAM bahAdurI che. ghAMcIne bela A divasa phare paNa sAMje hatuM tyAM ne tyAM Ave che. tema A jIva anaMtakALathI 84 lAkha chavAyanInA cakkaramAM bhaTaka hovA chatAM Aje paNa juo te prAyaH hatuM tyAM ne tyAM! kAraNa ke nijane bhUlIne atyArasudhI e cekaDImAM ja phasAyele rahyo che. ATale kALa bhavamAM bhaTakyA pachI paNa AtmA haju caramAvartAmAM AvyA nathI. AthI tevA AtmAoe Aja sudhImAM anaMta pudgala parAvartana karyA ane haju paNa keTalA karaze, e te jJAnI bhagavaMta jANe! manuSya janma maLe te paNa karmanI gADatA evI hoya che ke tene evI IcchA kemeya karI na thAya ke mane koIekSamAge caDhAve te ThIka ! abhavI nava pUrva sudhI bhaNe to paNa tene mokSanI IcchA thAya nahi. A dharmanI vAta te laghukamI bhavya che mATenI ja che. abhavI paNa cAritra te le paraMtu tene pAMca cAritramAMnuM eka paNa cAritra heya nahi dravyathI to yathAkhyAta cAritra jevuM cAritra pALe, paNa te A lokanA ahamindratA parvatanA sukha mATe, paNa mokSa mATe nahi. ghaNAM evA jIve che ke temane navakAramaMtra AvaDe nahi eTaluM ja nahi paNa lAve te paNa na bole, vyavahAra badho AvaDe. tame sAMbhaLyuM haze ke kapilAdAsI dAna Ape te zreNika rAjA narake na jAya,

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nq evuM bhagavaMtanuM vacana che, te kapiladAsI jANe che ane zreNika rAjA narake na jAya evuM paNa te hRdayathI Icche che, chatAM paNa kapilA dAna na Ape te na ja Ape. hAthe thATa bAMdhIne baLAtkAre dAna apAvyuM, te paNa kahI dIdhuM ke "A dAna huM nathI detI paNa zreNika rAjAne cATa Ape che. AnuM nAma karmanI gADhatA. AyuSya karma sivAyanA sAta kamene eka kaTAkeTI sAgaropamathIya nyUna e zeSa bhAga rahevA bAda mAnavI mArgAnusArI bane che te haju graMthI pradeze AveluM che. have tene mATe te pradeze ja asaMkhyAte kALa rahevAne, saMkhyAta ke asaMkhyAta kALe ghaMthI bhedavA ane nahi te te graMthI-pradezathI pAcho javAne. ema traNa prakAra che. je AtmA haju graMthIne bhedI zake tevI zaktivALe nathI te AtmA te sthaLe asaMkhyAta kALa rahIne paNa pAcho nIce jAya. ane je AtmA graMthI bheda kare tene tyArabAda anivRtti karaNa vaDe samyakatvaratnanI prApti thAya | eka kalpanA karo ke jema khUba melA thayelAM kapaDAMne ke telanI ghaNI cIkAza jAmelA kapaDAMne tene mela kADhavAmAM sAmAnya prayogo asara na kare. temAMnAM gADha melane kADhavAmAM te te kapaDuM bebIne ja soMpavuM paDe. bebI bhaThThInA ukaLatA pANImAM nAMkhe ane temAM melane chUTo karanAra khAra, sAbu Adi padArtho nAMkhe, khUba bAphe, khUba khadakhadAve, tyAre te mela kapaDAthI chUTo paDe. ghaNAM kALathI melane pitAne mAnanAra kapaDuM pite te melane dUra na karI zake. e te dhAbI ja mela chUTo pADI zake. kapaDuM bebInA ukaLatA pANInA bhaTTAmAM paDayA pachI melanA lIdhe baDabaDIyAM (parapoTA) kare te paNa dhabI tenA baDabaDIyAnI sAme joI tenI dayA na lAve. e te mela chUTe na paDe tyAM sudhI nirapekSa bhAve khadakhadavA de ane sAthe baDabaDIyAM paNa karavA de. pitAnAM kapaDAnI tevI karUNadazA joIne tene mAlika bebIne bhaThThAmAMthI kADhI levAnuM kahe te paNa bebI tenI sAme dhyAna na Ape. tema graMthI pradeza rahela AtmAnI anaMtakALanA rAga-dveSarUpI melanI atyaMta gADha graMthIrUpI Atma melane bhedI nAkhavA mATe AtmArUpa kapaDAthI alaga karavA mATe, AtmAne samyaktva sammukha lAvI mUkanAra guNarUpa dhAbIne karmamelane svAmI AtmA rAhata ApavAnuM kahe te paNa tenI sAme dhyAna ApyA vinA tIvra sadAcAra rUpI bhaThThInA tAvaDAmAM khUba khadakhadAve ane temAM anaMtakALane saMbaMdha hovAnA kAraNe te graMthIne mAlika AtmA tenA upara kadAca dayA lAve te te sAme paNa AtmAne - e kuhADAnI tIkSaNa dhAra jevA tIkSaNa pariNAma rUpa guNa dhobI najara sarakhI paNa na kare. e tIvra sadAcAra rUpa bhaThThInA tAvaDAmAM khUba khadabadIne AtmA rUpa kapaDAMthI te mela-karmarUpI graMthI taddana nirbaLa thaI javAthI te kapaDuM e gADha melathI mukta thAya.

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990 e melanA ceAge khadabadatu' zAMta thAya, pachI ja te hitastrI dheAkhI te Atma kapaDAmAMnA te graMthIrUpa melamAMthI AtmAne lAgaNIpUrNAMka bahAra kADhe ane te pachI tene anivRttikaraNa rUpa nadImAM nAMkhIne zAMta kare. tyArapachI te| e AtmArUpa kapaDAne thAya ke " hAza ". e prakAre mAtmAne graMthibhedya mATenA te sakhata parizramane aMte prApta thatu" samyaktva e 'hAza ' che. e pachI AtmAne ' krutimAM paDatA acAve ane zubhasthAnamAM sthApe" evA lakSaNavALA AtmAne jinezvara deva kathita dhamanI prApti thAya che. dhama pAmyA pachI, mArgAnusAritA prApta thayA pachI AtmA eTaluM samajatA thAya che ke Apta purUSAnA vacanane anusaravAmAM ja lAbha che; paNa dhane nahi samajanArA yuvAnIA te 'sAThe buddhi nAThI ' kahIne hasI kADhe che. ane asthira vastuonI pAchaLa pAgala manIne bhame che. paNa vicAra karo. lakSmI e te aparigRhitA devI che. tene mATe mANusa gharakhAra tajI paradezamAM bhaTake che. pAI pAI ekaThI karIne tijorI bharI paNa aMtakALe e tamArI sAme joze kharI ? zA mATe jove ? tamAre mana teA lakSmI eka che paNa tame ene cheDIne jAva eTale ene tA aneka 8 kALI bhAInA sUbA, eka mUvA ne khIje ubhA '. e sthiti aparigRhitA lakSmInI che. tame ene mATe marI phITayA paNa tame marI jAvatA paNa te tamArI pAchaLa Avaze nahi. tame jIvatA ene eka ja svAmI hatA, paNa pachI tA aneka svAmI che. tethI tame DheDu cheADIne jAva tA paNa e te tijorImAM ja besI rahe che. kakkAnI cekaDImAMnI pahelI cIja kaMcana (lakSmI) evI che. ane khIjI cIja che kAminI, ke jene e lakSmIne kheMcIne lAvelI hAya che. lakSmI karatAM A teA kulIna mALA che ne! eTale peAtAnA pati mare tyAre e lakSmInI jema ghera besI na rahe. e visAmA sudhI pAchaLa cAle che, tyAM sudhI te kuTe che. paNa e kevuM? chAtI lAla na thAya evu. pachADo khAya. paDe-AkhaDe paNa emAMya kevI mAthA ! jyAM khADA, TekarA, kAMkarA, kAdava ke kAlasA na hoya tevI sapATa jamIna heAya tyAM pachADa khAya ane ema paNa kahe ke " gayA enI pAchaLa theADuM ja javAya '? raDavAmAM paNa tame kayAM gayAM ema kahIne raDavAnu' nahi, paNa amane mUkIne tame kayAM gayA ! chekarA mAnA mUkIne gayA. have amAru puruM keNu karaze ? evA eLabhA ApIne raDavAnuM. e rIte e peAtAnuM pUruM karatA baMdha thaI ne marI gayA eTale ene visAme vaLAvIne pAchA vaLI javAnuM, kaMcana ane kAminI A prakAranA saMbaMdhI che. have cAra kakkAnI cAkaDImAMthI trIjI cIja kuTu'kha che. tenuM svarUpa kevu che te joI e. " svapnanAH zmazAne." maranAranA marI gayA pachI kuTu bIe tene smazAna sudhI mUkI Ave che. temAM paNa lagna karIne AvelI strI paNa jyAre visAmA sudhI Ave te aMgata sagA-kuTuMbI, amAre teA ethI ca vadhu pAchaLa javuM' joIe.'" ema vicArIne tee emane visAmAthI AgaLa vadhIne

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01 mazAna sudhI vaLAvavAya che. te vaLAvavAmAM jerathI raDe kharA. paNa emanA rahevAmAM AMkhamAM AMsu na hoya. zmazAne gayA bAda bhAInI tApaNI kare. ane unALAnA tApamAM tApaNIthI dura jaine bese. tenA viyeAge temanA kAI ekAda kaTu bIjanane evuM duHkha sA na ja thAya ke cahumAM enI sAthe paDatu mUke! A traNa 'ka' kAranI vAta thaI. mArgAnusArI banelA AtmA, sadgurUnA uddeza sAMbhaLIne saMsAranI asAratA samacchu jAya che. kAranI cAkaDImAMnA cAcA kakkAranuM nAma kAyA. te kAyA kayAM sudhI sAthe Ave che? "vaka siva" A deha vicAre che ke lakSmInA bhAge, strInA lAge, are kuTubIonA bhAge paNa mane pASIne hRSTa-puSTa karvAmAM koI jAtanI khAmI rAkhI nathI. huM vRddhAvasthA pAmI tA paNa mAtrAo ApIne mane lAlaceALa rAkhavA ANe kamara kasI che. im A mukti anusAra mArI vRddhAvasthA, mAlyAvasthA samAna banI eTale ke ghaDapaNa mAlapaNu samAna banI jAya che. jevI rIte nAnA khALakanA mukhamAM dAMta hAtA nathI tema ghaDapaNamAM mukhamAM dAMta paNa nahi, jema bALaka spaSTa melI zakatA nathI tema vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa spaSTa elI zakAtuM nathI. mALakanI jema cAlatAM cAlatAM paDI javAya che. pAMca indriyA paNa peAtAnA viSayane sArI rIte grahaNa karI zake nahi. eTale kAyA kahe che ke A vRddhAvasthAe te karIne mane bAlapaNuM ApyuM. baMdhue ! A vAta kharAkhara che ne! tamane te enA kharAbara anubhava che ne! tame kaheA che ne ke vRddha ane khALaka sarakhAM, jema nAnA khALakane vAra vAra mAvAnu` joIe, ane sAruM sAruM khAvAnuM mana thAya tema vRddha mANasane paNa ghaDIe ghaDIe sAruM sAruM khAvAnuM mana thAya che, paNa bALakanI jema vRddha ghaDIe ghaDIe mAMgI zakatA nathI. ane jo te mAMge te gharanI strI athavA putravadhUe ene khAvAnuM Ape nahi. jenA pApakarmInA udaya hoya che tene gharanA mANase ema kahI de che ke hamaNAM khAvAnuM nahi maLe. TAIma thAya tyAre Avajo, Ama kahIne chaNuke che. tyAre peAtAnI bhUkhanI lAlasAne tRpta karavA mATe zu kare che! peAtAnI meATI putra vadhUne kahe che beTA! A dikarI raDI raDIne ardhI thaI gayA che. e AnA Ape| te ene gAMThIyA apAvI rAjI karuM. ema kahIe AnA meLavI chekarAne ajAramAM laI jaI ka MdoInI dukAnethI be AnAnA gAMThIyAnuM'paDIku baMdhAve che. ane rastAmAM paDIkuM cheDI (bIjA ema jANe ke nAnA khALakane khAtAM zIkhavADe che e rIte ) temAMthI gAMThIyA laIne kahe, jo beTA! Ama khavAya. ema bolatAM peAtAnA mADhAmAM gAMThIyA mUkatA jAya. AvI mAyA karIne pAtAnI lAlasA pUrI kara che. tyAre kAyA kahe che ke mArI vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa mane maranAra AtmAe AvI zata pAyela che. mATe mAre tene mATe tenA kuTuMbIjanA karatAM paNa vizeSa karavuM joie. ema

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samajI kuTuMbIjanee maranAra mATe khaDakelI citAmAM pite baLI jAya che, chatAM e kAyA maranAranI sAthe te jaI zakatI nathI. TUMkamAM kAyA ahiM ja rahI. devAnupriye! jIvatAM sudhI tenI khUba saMbhALa rAkhI tevI cAra kakAranI cekaDIthI tajAI gayelA, ekalA aTUlA banI gayelA jIvane dhaNI koNa? te jJAnI kahe che ke jo zani ra ja zI ? te jIve jIvana paryata jevA karmo karyA hoya te karmo te jIvane kamanusAra gatimAM gAyavat derIne laI jAya. tyAM te jIva badhAnI AzA cheDIne asahAyapaNe ekale jAya che. mehAMdha banelA chane A sajA bhogavavI paDe che, mATe dareka chone dharmanuM zaraNa aMgIkAra karavAnI jarUra che. tame dharma nahi kare te tamArA vinA dharma nirmAlya nahi gaNAya, paNa dharma nahi karanAra dharma vinAne nirmAlya gaNAze. A sAdI ane sIdhI vAta je samaje che teo dhama tarapha udAsInabhAva nathI rAkhatA. eTale dharmasanmukha thayA bAda dharmanA mArge caDhelA mArgAnusArI jIvane kAranI cekaDImAMnI cethI cIja kAyA paNa asAra lAge che. ane deva gurU ane dharmane pitAnA sAcA saMbaMdhI mAne che. kAraNa ke pitAnuM hita sAdhavA mATe dharmanuM sevana ane zravaNa karavA mATe Dagale ne pagale deva-gurUne dharmanI jarUra paDe. paNa baMdhuo ! haju ajJAnI che paramAM sukha mAnI rahyA che. reDiyo dvArA gIte sAMbhaLavAmAM, bagIcAnI aMdara maghamaghatI sugaMdha levAmAM, jamatI vakhate tIkhA ane tamatamatA bhejana khAvAmAM, AvezAna ImArata caNavAmAM, dukAnanA cepaDA lakhavAmAM, sepha vajhITa beMkamAM nANuM mUkavAmAM, erakanDIzana rUmamAM ArAma karavAmAM, tame sukha mAnI rahyA cho paNa yAda rAkhajo ke A sAdhane chevaTe duHkhajanaka che, kSaNabhaMgura che, nAzavaMta che ane nazvara che. chevaTe viyAganI vedanA ApanAra che. paralokamAM tamArI strI paisAne manIorDara nahi karI Ape. sagAMvahAlAo TelIphona dvArA tamane zAMtine saMdeza nahi ApI zake. koI hitasvI tamArA duHkhanA bhAgIdAra nahi banI zake. ahIMthI koI samAcAra ApavA tAra ke TelIgrAma nahi kare. nekaracAkare, vhAlI patnI, mAlamilkata A badhuM tame mAruM mAnI rahyA che paNa yAda rAkhaje ke A zarIra choDIne jIva jyAre paralokamAM jAya che tyAre tenA karmo bhagavatI vakhate AmAMnA keI tene choDAvavA jatuM nathI. tenA AMsu luchanAra paNuM tyAM koI nathI. game teTalA hoMziyAra haze te paNa eka divasa ahIMthI javAnuM che temAM te zaMkA ja nathI. mATe anAdikALathI pudgala tarapha je daSTi doDI rahI che tene pAchI vALIne AtmA tarapha karavAnI jarUra che. Aje ajJAnadazAmAM jIvAtmAe jele paisAne satkAryo che eTale mane satkAryo

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nathI. mAnava jyAre mAnava maTI jAnava bane che tyAre dharmane badale dhananuM, saMtane badale saMpattinuM ane virAgane badale vilAsanuM, ane samatAne badale mamatAnuM sanmAna ane svAgata kare che. paNa yAda rAkhajo ke kamane tIvra udaya Avaze tyAre tamAre paise kAma nahi lAge. eka zrImaMta gharanA zeThANI kahetA hatAM ke mAre roga koI paNa DokaTara maTADI Ape te ene huM dasa hajAra rUpiyA ApuM. paNa ene rAga keNa maTADI zake? DokaTara kahe ke A roga asAdhya che. baMdhuo! tame je meTaramAM phare che, te tamArI moTara tamane phUTapAtha sudhI te jarUra lAve paNa dhedhamAra varasAda varasate hoya ane tamAre je galImAM javuM che te galIne raste moTara jaI zake nahi te sAMkaDe che. tethI e mahera sAMkaDI galImAM nahi Ave tyAre te tamAre utaravuM ja paDaze. ane cAlavuM paDaze. dAca thoDuM bhiMjAvuM paNa paDaze, tyAM tamArI e gADI kAma nahi lAge. paNa chatrI ke, reIna keTa kAma lAgavAnAM. jIvanamAM evI paNa galIo che ke jemAM paise dAkhala thaI zake nahi. e galIomAM kAma lAgaze phakata eka dharma ja. paise tamArA jIvanamAM pratiSThA vadhAraze, tamArI vAhavAha belAvaze, be ghaDI phalAvIne upara paNa laI Avaze. paNa jyAre rega Avaze, vRddhAvasthA Avaze, mRtyu Avaze tyAre keInuM cAlatuM nathI. paise ke pratiSThA paNa kAma lAgatA nathI. pachI bhale ne amerikAne presIDanTa hoya ke bhAratanA vaDApradhAna hoya, paNa emanA Dolara ke saMpatti rogamAMthI ke mRtyumAMthI emane bacAvI zakatA nathI. paisAnI ane DelaranI mRtyu AgaLa kAMI kiMmata nathI. sikaMdara bAdazAhanA samayane eka prasaMga che. moTA heddA upara rahelA ophisaranI bhUla thavAthI sikaMdare ene daMDa karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. ane sabhA samakSa hAjara karavAne hukama karyo, paNa bhAgyege ophisaranuM AyuSya pUruM thayuM. sinikee pAchA AvIne sikaMdarane kahyuM ke sAheba! e hAjara thaI zake tema ja nathI. sikaMdara ciDAI gaye ane be duniyAbharamAM e game tyAM hoya tyAMthI ene laI Ave. mAruM lazkara, mArA senApatio zA kAmanA? sikaMdaranA bujharga vajIre namana karIne kahyuM. sAheba ! e evI rAjadhAnImAM gaye che ke jyAMthI ene kaI pAcho lAvI zake tema nathI. sikaMdare AMkha UMcI karI ane be-evuM kayuM rAjya che ke je sikaMdaranI AMkhamAM samAya nahi? vare kahyuM. e rAjyanI divAle evI tetiga che ke ene koI ja oLaMgI na zake. are, mAlika khuda tame paNa jaI na zake. sikaMdare AzcaryathI pUchyuM. kayuM rAjya ! konuM rAjya? vajIre kahyuM. e mRtyunuM rAjya che. A janmanI pelI pAra mRtyune tyAM zA. 101

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e cAlI gaye che. jyAM ApanuM ke amAruM koInuM cAlatuM nathI. tyAre sikaMdarane khyAla A, bhAna thayuM ke huM badhA para vijaya meLavI zakuM chuM paNa matyu para vijaya meLavI zakta nathI. badhA upara mAruM sAmrAjya cAle che, paNa mArA para mRtyunuM sAmrAjya cAle che. jyAre mRtyu Ave tyAre duniyAmAM koI ene rokI zakavA samartha nathI. - tame kahe ke phejadAra mAro mitra che, mAre oLakhIte che. e te sArI vAta.. jamAM javAnuM hoya, polIsa cokInA kabajAmAM rahevAnuM hoya te tyAMthI kadAca cheDAvI che, e vAta barAbara che. paNa jyAre mRtyu Avaze tyAre phejadAra ke kamIzanara kaI kAma na lAge. e vakhate badhI oLakhANa nakAmI. tyAre kaI oLakhANa kAma lAgaze? khabara che ne! arihaMta bhagavAnanI. tame bela che ne "arihaMta zaraNuM pavaja jAmi. je oLakhANa aMtima samaye kAma lAgavAnI che ene AkhI jiMdagI yAda nahi kare, jenuM nAma jIvananI chellI ghaDIe levAnuM che ene koI divasa smRtimAM paNa nahi lAve, jene Azaro chelle levAno che emAM Tharaze nahi, to pachI zuM thaze? jyAre javAne samaya Avaze tyAre dharma sivAya kaI zaraNuM kAma nahi lAge. - jIvananI amUlya ghaDIo dhamarAdhanA vagara jatI hoya to samajI levuM ke jIvananI amUlya ghaDIe oLakhI nathI. jIvanadorI pUrI thaze te samaye badhuM ja ahIM rahI jaze. ane chelle samaye paNa dharmane oLakhe nahi hoya te gharanA loko tamane zuM kaheze? bApA, paisAmAM jIva rAkhazo nahi. ekavAra evuM banyuM hatuM ke gharaDA bApA hatA tene paisAmAM khUba Asakti hatI. tethI gharanA mANasone ema thayuM ke bApAne jIva AmAM rahI jaze. tethI pautra kahe che dAdA! paisAmAM jIva rAkhatA nahi. bApAe te mAthuM dhuNAvyuM. kAraNa ke bApA ochuM sAMbhaLatA hatA. eTale dikarAe jaIne kAnamAM jorathI kahyuM ke paisAmAM jIva rAkhaze nahi. paNa bApAM zuM kare? e paisAmAMthI jIva kevI rIte kADhe? AkhI jiMdagI jIva jemAM cuMTa hoya te have chellI ghaDIe kayAMthI chUTe? kharI vAta to e che ke jyAM sudhI pudgalanI Asakti che, tyAM sudhI AtmasvarUpa kevI rIte prApta karaze? jyAre AtmA parabhAvamAMthI mukta thaI svabhAvamAM Avaze tyAre e vicAraze ke huM dhanane, gharane, vaibhavane, dukAnano, ophisane, moTAmAM moTI milane ke phekaTarIne kaIne kartA nathI. huM te jJAtA ane daSTA chuM. A te puNya-* pApanA khela che. jyAre puNyane udaya hoya tyAre saMsAranI sAmagrIo vadhavA lAge ane pApane udaya hoya tyAre badhuM ghaTavA mAMDe. paNa te AtmA! temAM tAre rAcavA jevuM nathI. evI rIte Atma svarUpamAM TharatAM jIva vicAra kare che. eka vakhatanI vAta che. eka mANasa potAnA makAnamAM beTho hato. tene tyAM eka piMjaruM laTakatuM hatuM. temAM eka suMdara paMkhIne keda karyuM hatuM. A baMdIvAna paMkhIne

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995 joIne ekAeka tenA mAlikane vicAra thayA ke ahA ! mArA zekhane khAtara koInA janmasiddha haeNka samAna svAta Mtryane chInavI levuM e zuM mArI mAnavatA che? A vicAra AvatAMnI sAthe ja te mANasa ubhe thayA ane teNe pi Mjaru khAlI nAMkhyu. paNa temAMthI paMkhI bahAra na nIkaLyu. ulaTu akathya manAveDhanA anubhavatu hoya tema teNe joyuM. paMkhI peAtAnI mauna vANImAM kahI rahyu` hatu` ke mArA mAlika ! piMjaruM kheAlIne zuM tame mane uDADI mUkavA mAMgeA che? ema pa`khInI aMtaraveDhanA joIne gharanA mAlika melyAH hai priya p khI ! meM tArI sAthe anyAya karyo che. tame teA nIlagagananA svairavihArI che. niravadhi AkAza para tamAruM sAmrAjya che. vanarAjI ne vRkSeA tamArA siMhAsanA che. pavana tamArI sAthI che. evA svataMtra senAnI samAna tamArA jIvanane mAnavIya zAkha khAtara eka nAnakaDA piMjarAmAM keda karI devuM emAM kaMi mANasAI che ? mAnavanu kayuM gaurava che? kaI yA che? jA, 'DI jAe, tame muktavihArI che. Aja hu vahAlathI vidAya ApuM chuM. paMkhIe A sAMbhaLI UDonisAseA nAkhyA. mArA mAlika, Aja mane vidyAya na Ape. ATalA ATalA divaseA sudhI pALI pASIne have javAnuM na kaheA. mane A piMjara choDI bahAra javuM gamatu nathI. A paMkhInA nyAyathI huM Apane eTaluM ja kahevA mAMgu chuM ke paMkhInuM kharu' sthAna te AkAzamAM uDavuM te hatuM paNa khadhanamAM purAvuM te na hatuM. paNa piMjarAmAM rahevAthI te peAtAnuM sAcuM sthAna bhUlI gayA. tevI ja rIte AjanA mAnava paNa jIvananA sAcA khyAla bhUlI gayA che. vilAsa priyatAnA piMjarAmAM jIvanane keda karI pelA paMkhInI jema bheAgamAM paDelA, meAhanA kIcaDamAM khUMcelA mAnavI keTale pAMgaLA khanI gayA che! jayAM sudhI aihika sukha-vilAsAne phagAthI nahI' de| tyAM sudhI mukta jIvananA AnaMda mANI zakaze nahi. .. jevI paMkhInI vAta tamArI pAse karI tevI bIjI paNa eka vAta che. eka mANase miliTarImAM 60 varSa sudhI nAkarI karI. pachI e nivRta thayA. temAM eka divase khajAramAM ghI levA gayeleA. ane ghI laI ne AvatA hatA tyAM bAjunA meDhAnamAM sainikeAnI kavAyata cAlatI hatI. eTale sainikAnA vaDAe hukama karyAM. " sAvadhAna A zabda enA kAne paDatAM e paNa sAvadhAna thaine ubhA rahI gayA. hAthamAMthI tapelI paDI ne badhuM ghI DhoLAI gayuM. tyAM ene khyAla Avye ke are, huM kayAM neAkarImAM chuM ? hu teA penzana upara chuM. mane kahenAra kANu ? sAvadhAna thavAnI AjJA tA pelA sainikone ApavAmAM AvI che temAM mAre zu ? upayogamAM AvatAM te hasI paDayA. AmAM ApaNe eTaluM samajAtu che ke teNe varSo sudhI sainyamAM kAma karyuM", eTale tene Teva paDI gai hatI. sAvadhAna ' kahe eTale mAnavA, e sainikonA dharma banI gayA hatA. tenA rAma rAmamAM A saMskAra paDI gayA hatA. A te sainikanI vAta karI. have tamArA tarapha vicAra karIe. jema sainikane sAvadhAna zabdathI laDAI yAda AvI jatI agara sainikAnI tAlIma yAda AvI hatI,

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tema tamArA jIvanamAM paNa tame ahIM beThA che teTalI ghaDI paNa saMsAranI vAtane saMpUrNapaNe bhUle cho kharA? yAda rAkhajo. jyAM sudhI jIva bAhayabhAvane ane pudagalanI Asaktine choDaze nahi tyAM sudhI mukti nagaramAM praveza karI zakaze nahi. have ApaNe mukhya vAta ISakAra mahArAjA ane kamalAvaMtI mahArANInI che. mahArANI kamalAvaMtIne zAzvata dharmanI rUci thaI che. tene dharma te ja jIvana dekhAyuM che paNa dhana nahi. tethI te mahArAjA ISakArane kahI rahI che ke brAhmaNanI chaDelI addhi ApaNA gharamAM na joIe. kAraNa ke lakSmI ApaNI sAthe AvanAra nathI. te ApaNuM rakSaNa karavAnI nathI. kharekhara dharma e atula maMgaLa che. sarva duHkhanuM atula auSadha che. dharma e vipula baLa che. tenA jevuM bIjuM kaMI baLa nathI. kAraNa ke dharmarUpI vipula baLavALAne caraNe bhalabhalA baLavAnene paNa mAthuM namAvavuM paDe che. mATe dharma e ja sAcuM zaraNa che. jene dharmanuM rakSaNa maLe tene bIjA ke I-rakSaNanI jarUra nathI. te mArA svAmInAtha! dharma ja maraNanA samaye sahAyaka bane che. suMdara e manuSyabhava paNa dharmathI ja prApta thAya che. jyAM zAzvata sukha che tevA mekSane paNa dharma ja pamADe che. dharmanuM vAstavika phaLa te mekSa che. mATe he nAtha! samaje. jenA jIvanamAM dharma Avyo tenuM dukha javA lAgyuM. mekSane pAmyA vinA duHkha mAtrathI rahita evI jIvananI avasthA pragaTI ema kahI zakAya nahi. duHkha mAtranI kharI jaDa kamene ga che. jIva jyAre karmanA gothI sarvathA rahita bane tyAre te mokSane pAme che. evA sukhane pAmavA mATe he nAtha! rAjapATane paNa tyAga karavuM paDaze. mATe Apa brAhmaNanI chaDelI Rddhi bhaMDAramAM nahIM nAkhatA AtmasvarUpane vicAra kare. haju kamalAvatI rANI mahArAjAne zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. - vyAkhyAnanaM. 111 kArataka zuda-11ne semavAra, tA. 10-11-70 anata karUNAnIdhi bhagavate jagatanA cha tarapha karaNAbharI daSTi pheMkI. zAstrakAra bhagavaMte siddhAMtamAM batAvyuM che ke vaiyAvacca karavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya che? uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 29 mA adhyayanamAM tenI suMdara rajuAta karI che. veyAvacceNa bhante jIve ki jaNayai ? veyAvacceNa titthayara nAma gotta kamma nibandhai / "

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mahAmuni gautama zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIrane prazna kare che ke he prabhu! AtmA sevA vaDe kaI vastune prApta kare che? prabhu mahAvIra javAba Ape che he gautama! vaiyAvRtya arthAt sevA vaDe AtmA tIrthakara padane prApta kare che. niSkAma sevA jana samudAyanA manamAM zAMti ane AnaMdadhArA vahAvavAnI pavitra vicAra zreNI ja ane sarva ne karuM zAsana rasInI ja bhAvanA tIrthakarapaNAnA virATa pada para laI jAya che. . hRdayanA pavitra saMka9pe eka divasa sAkAra bane che. tIrthaMkarapada prApta karAve che. mahApurUSa sva kalyANa pachI anaMtAnaMta prANuone duHkha ane azAMtinA aMdhakAramAMthI ugAravA mATe vANIne prakAza pAthare che. tethI sAmAnya kevaLInI jema jJAna ane darzananI ti samAna hovA chatAM paNa tIrthakara vadhu vaMdanIya bane che, e ja kAraNathI Ajane cAra kAle kevaLI banI zake che, paNa Ajane e cAra kAle tIrthakara banI zakate nathI. kAraNa ke tIrthaMkara thavA mATe pAchalA aneka janmanI sAdhanAnI apekSA rahe che. jIvana bhale nAnuM hoya paNa emAM je sevAnI suvAsa haze te e AgaLa vadhI zakaze. eka keLanA pAna upara eka jhAkaLanuM biMdu paDeluM hatuM. sUryanA sonerI kiraNe pAmI, e hIrAnI jema caLakI rahyuM hatuM. enIja pAse eka hIre paNa caLakI rahe hatA. eka paMkhI uDIne tyAM AvyuM. caLakatA tRSArabiMdu tarapha IzAre karatAM e bolyuM. zuM A tamAruM saMbaMdhI che? eTalAmAM hIre krodhe bharAIne be-"zuM eka tRSAra biMdunI sAthe mArI tulanA karavI saMbhavita che? basa, te ja samaye tyAM eka calI AvI ane teNe pelA hIrA upara cAMca mArI paNa ene te phakta nirAzA ja maLI. A joI piluM nAnakaDuM tRSAra biMdu belyuM. bahena! mArI jIMdagI nAnI che. paNa A jIvana je tamArA upayogamAM A te huM pitAne dhanya mAnIza. A to eka rUpaka che. paNa AmAMthI prazna e nathI ke jIvana keTaluM moTuM che? saMpatti keTalI vizALa che? paraMtu prazna eTale ja che ke A jIvanane keTale aMza parahitamAM upayegI banyuM che? vizALa saMpattine keTale aMza paranI sevAmAM vaparAya che ? ghaNIvAra saMpatti vizALa have chatAM mANasa kaMI ApI zakatuM nathI. jyAre sAdhAraNa sthitivALe ghaNuM badhuM karI jAya che. madhyama sthitivALAnI Avaka sImita hoya che, chatAM enuM dila amIra hoya che. e pitAnI pratiSThA kAyama rAkhavA mATe paNa pitAnI sthitithI vadhu karI jAya che. jayAre UMcI sthitivALA pitAnI mastImAM marata rahe che. emane vadhu darakAra paNa hotI nathI. kAraNa ke teo jANe che ke bIjAnuM svAgata thaze te ya ThIka che. ane na karAya te paNa ThIka che. saMpattinI sugaMdha che te bhamarAne guMjArava paNa kAyama rahevAne che, pachI zA mATe nakAmuM kharca gaLe nakhAya! .

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to . sAcuM che te nAnAM nAnAM prANIonuM jIvana leke mATe vizeSa upayogI bane che. sUtramAM bhagavAna mahAvIre enI pUrI vigata ApI che. jIvana upara kene keTale upakAra che. Agama enI sAkSI che. manuSya upara chakAya jene anaMta upakAra che. pavanane ja vicAre. ApaNA upara ene keTale upakAra che? enA abhAve ApaNe eka divasa te zuM paNa eka kalAka paNa jIvI zakIe nahIM, zuM A upakArano badalo vALavA mATe tame kadI paNa vicAryuM che? leNadAra bhale na mAge paNa ImAnadAra zAhukAranuM zuM kartavya che? ane vicAre ke je samasta sRSTimAM eka paNa mAnava na hoya te pavanane zuM ciMtA thaze? pANInuM zuM bagaDaze? paNa je havA ane pANI na rahe te manuSyane ciMtA thaze ke nahIM? are, ciMtAnI te vAta ja kayAM rahI? manuSya enA vinA jIvI paNa zake nahI. naLamAM pANI moDuM Ave athavA samaya karatAM vaheluM baMdha thaI jAya tyAre mANasa keTale adhIra banI jAya che ! tyAre ene pANIne pUrNa abhAva te pralayanuM ja dazya upasthita karaze. hA. te A nAnA ane keTalo upakAra che! pRthvI ApaNe AdhAra che. koDe, abaje manuSya enA vakSasthaLa upara ghUmI rahyA che, chatAM ene ene jarA paNa reSa nathI. tamArA zarIra upara nAnI kIDI paNa pharaze te enuM pharavuM tamane gamaze nahIM. ATaluM hovA chatAM pRthvI pitAnuM kartavya mUkI de te ApaNe kayAM jaIzuM? tame , sAMbhaLyuM te haze ke bihAramAM pRthvIe be miniTa mATe paNa potAnI pharajanuM pAlana karavAmAM DhIla karI te tyAMnA rahevAsI enI zI sthiti thaI hatI ? dharatIkaMpanA be sekanDanA dhakkAmAM manuSya sRSTi kaMpI uThe che. bela havA, pANI, dharatI vigerene keTale upakAra che! 'devAnupriye! sattAsaMpanna vyaktionI jIvanayAtrA paNa sAgaranI yAtrA samAna che. teo AgaLa vadhatAM gayAM paNa pAchaLanAM emanAM caraNacihe paNa bhUMsAtA gayA. A pRthvI upara moTA moTA cakavatIo AvI gayA. jeo garva karatA ke mAruM eka bANa lAkha vyaktione motane bheLe sUvADI zake che. baLavAna vAsudeva AvyA, je potAnA sAraMga dhanuSya vaDe pRthvIne kaMpAvI detA. moTA moTA baLavAna ddhA ane senApatie enA nAmathI evI rIte dhrujI uThatA, jema pavananA jhoMkathI pIpaLanA pAMdaDyA kaMpI uThe che. teo pavanavege duniyAnI sAme AvyA temaja duniyA paNa emanA baLa ane sattAnI sAme jhUkI paNa gaI paraMtu emanI AMkho baMdha thatAMnI sAthe ja duniyAe paNa emanA taraphanI AMkha mIMcI dIdhI. itihAsakAre bhale emanA itihAsanI kaDIo zedhatA phare, paNa jana sAdhAraNa emane kadI yAda karatA nathI. janatA te emane ja yAda kare che ke jeoe enA mATe kaMIka karyuM che. aDhI hajAra varSa pahelAM magadhamAM samrATa zreNika paNa thaI gayAM

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AgamakAre kahe che jenI pAse magadhanuM sAmrAjya hatuM, sonAnA bAvana DuMgarA hatA hajAre nara-nArIo enA caraNanI dhULa levA ubhA rahetAM je AjuethI e nIkaLatA ke pasAra thatAM tyAM jya-jyanA zabdathI rAjagRhanA bhavane gUMjI uThatA hatAM. bIjI bAju e ja magadha bhUmi para adhyAtma jagatanA sUrya evA bhagavAna mahAvIra paNa AvyA. emaNe rAja parivAramAM janma lIdho hato. emanA pitA paNa mehA yaza svI rAjA siddhArtha hatA. emanA mAmA gaNataMtranA nAyaka hatA. paNa zuM ApaNe emane mATe yAda karIe chIe ke teo eka rAjakumAra hatA? je ahIM sudhI ja emane vikAsa sImita rahyo hota te janatA pelA hajAre rAjakumAranI jema rAjakumAre vadhamAnane paNa bhUlI gaI hota. paNa emaNe bhogane nahIM paNa tyAgane rAha lIdhe hato.teo sAdhanAno paMthe AgaLa vadhyA ane e paMtha para cAlatI vakhate emaNe bhAratanI be AMgaLanI lageTI paNa na lIdhI. paraMtu yAda rAkhaje, e aparigrahanA upAsakanI upAsanA mATe ravargane Idra paNa vilAsa tajI tyAM hAjara thato hato. jyAre samrATa zreNika pAse Indra te zuM sAmAnya deva paNa hAjara thaye nahIM hoya, je ke emanA AdhipatyamAM senAnA DuMgare hatA Aje aDhI hajAra varSa pachI paNa bhagavAna mahAvIrane tame yAda kare che. dara varSe 20 lAkha jeno emanI yaMti ujave che. ahiMsAnA avatAra bhagavAna mahAvIranAM smaraNa tamane sAMbhaLavA maLaze, paNa samrATa zreNikane bhagavAna mahAvIra jeTalAM yAda karanArA ochA maLaze. - tame kayAreya paNa vicAryuM che ke AnuM rahasya zuM che? duniyA zA mATe samrATa ane cakravatione visarI jAya che ? ane eka saMtanuM nAma raTe che. AnuM rahasya e che ke jeNe pitAnuM samagra jIvana janatAnI sevAmAM ApI dIdhuM. karoDo mANasene hita ane kalyANane mArga batAvyo ane badalAmAM zuM lIdhuM ? tAMbAnI eka pAI paNa duniyA pAsethI temaNe na lIdhI. janatA ene ja caraNomAM zraddhAthI name che. jenI parahitavRttimAM svArthanA kAdavanI eka paNa kALI rekhA nathI. duniyA ene ja hadaya samarpita kare che. bIjo eka e che ke je thoDuM laIne sahasagaNuM pAchuM ApI de che. ene paNa svAthI kahI zakAze nahi. vRkSa pRthvIthI rasa le che. havA, prakAza ane pANuM paNa le che, tema chatAM koIe ene svAthI kahyuM nathI. kAraNa ke e je te che enA badalA rUpe sahasragaNuM phaLa ane phUla pradAna kare che. meghane Aja sudhI koIe svAthI kahe ke gaye nathIjo ke e sAgarathI pANI le che te paNa e svAthI nathI. kAraNa ke e kharuM jaLa le che ane ene madhura banAvI janatAne e pAchuM vALe che. je laIne badalAmAM pAchuM vALe che ene svathI kahI zakAya nahi. te paNa

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, , , nA *, zahasthI (tamArI pAsethI be traNa roTalI le che enA badale teo satyane rAha batAve che. eTale emane paNa svAthI kahI zakAya nahi. je kevaLa levAnuM ja jANe che. ane badalAmAM kazuM ja vALatuM nathI. athavA vALavAnuM enA svabhAvamAM nathI te e saMta te nathI ja paNa mAnava paNa nathI. devA ane badalAmAM kaMI paNa letAM na rahevuM e devenI saMpatti che. ane levuM ane badalAmAM kaI paNa lIdhA vinA leto ja rahevuM e te rAkSasonI saMpatti che. mANasa te le ane ' nI vacce jIve che. e kaMIka de che te kaMIka le paNa che. paNa Ajane mANasa te phakta levAnuM ja zIkhe che, devAnI ApavAnI vAta Ave che tyAre e kahe che ke amArI pAse che paNa zuM? ame zuM ApI zakIe ema chIe? ahIM kaI mAganAra Ave che te e bApaDa be AMsu sAre che. tyAre denAra hajAra AMsu sArato phare che. kamANI khalAsa thaI gaI, kharcA vadhI gayA, Tekasone bhAra eTale vadhI gaye che ke ame te mAthuM paNa uMcuM karI zakatA nathI. paNa Ama kahenArA sajajane zuM sinemA jevA nathI jatA? kamANI je ghaTI jAya ane kharcA vadhI jAya te sinemA pahelA baMdha thavAM joIe ne? paNa navI philma AvI ke emane te pahelI TikiTa joIe, pachI bhale ne pAMcanI maLe ke dazanI. meTara, peTrola ane DrAIvarane rU. 500 , ne mAsika kharca AMkhe caDhate nathI, paNa koI garIbane pAMca rUpiyA ApavA hoya te sArI duniyA bharanA kharcA ane Tekasa yAda AvI jAya che. | musApharI karavI haze te pharsTa kalAsamAM jaze. ane ATha divasa agAu sITa rijhava karAvaze. zuM tharDa kalAsamAM besAtuM nathI ? are, rASTrapitA bApu hameMzA trIjA vargamAM musApharI karatA hatA. zuM emanI pAse phasTa kalAsamAM javA AvavAnA paisA nahatA? eka vAra keIe emane pUchayuM. bApu! tame tharDa kalAsamAM zA mATe musApharI kare che ? bhAratane bAdazAha trIjA vargamAM musApharI kare e amArA mATe zaramanI vAta che. bApue zuM javAba vALe? khabara che tamane ? teoe kahyuM. huM trIjA vargamAM musApharI eTalA mATe karuM chuM ke ethe varga nathI. bhAratanI garIba janatAne trIjA vargamAM paNa ubhA-ubhA javuM paDe che, huM te emane sevaka chuM. pachI pharTa ane sekanDa klAsamAM kema besI zakuM? - have tame mahAtmA gAMdhInA cIle cAlavA cAhatA ho te pharsTa kalAsamAM na besatAM tharDa kalAsamAM musApharI karI zako cho. ane ema karavAthI bacele paiso koI garIbane Ape te kevuM sAruM? mArI bahenane kahIza ke tame rezamI ane nAIlonanI sADIo pahere che. zarIra te sAdA kapaDAthI paNa DhAMkI zakAya che, te pachI rezama paherIne jIva hatyAnuM pApa zA mATe vahere che? jIvanamAM jyAre ahiMsAnuM svarUpa samajAze tyAre hiMsAmaya eka paNa vastu ke kAma tamane gamaze nahi.

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[devAsumiyo. pahelAnAM samayamAM je mA pasAmAM mANasa jIvI zakato hato Aje ochA rUpiyAmAM paNa jIvI zakti nathI, jarUrIAte vache. jarUrIAtanI jANI Tee jaDa ghAlI ane tenA pariNAme game te bhege paNa vastu levA mATe mANasa kA mastaka prayatna karavA lAge che. pahelAM echA paisA dharakAmamAM vAparI dIna, anAtha ane apaMenI rakSA thatI hatI tyAM Aje vadhu paisA meLavI, vadhu sAdhananI zeSa karI lAkho, karoDe ane aAje chenI hiMsA thAya che. "dila gayuM bekhuM rahyuM" mAla vimAnI bekhA jevI hAlata thaI. sIlapeka ane mAlo." mRtyu vadhyA, bava vadhe, ratnanA samAna kiMmatI manuSya bhavane kAcanA mUlya, kAMkarAnA tulya vecavAne vaka vadhaze. eka aNaba hirozImAmAM nirdoSa lAkhe nI hiMsA karI, lAkho nI piDhI-paraMparAmAM aneka prakAranI julmI vyAdhio pedA karI. ane hamaNA te je beba banyA che te te pahelAnA beba karatAM paNa hajAra hajAra pAvaranA banyA che. jyAre pApano udaya thaye ane te beba phUTaze tyAre A dazya jagatanI kevI khAnAkharAbI karaze tenI kalpanA karavI paNa muzkela che. A badhuM mahApurUSoe jJAnathI joyuM hatuM. AvA moTAM nukazAne jANyA hatAM eTale tene prega karIne bahiSkAra nahI karyo hoya te raheje samajI zakAya tevI vAta che. baMdhuo! tame jema jema dhamane jIvanamAM apamAna vaze tema tema tame saMsAra samudrathI tarazo, ane dharmanA svarUpane samajaze tyAre AtmA mekSanA sukhane meLavI zakaze. AjanuM vijJAna te rekeTa ane sAdhana dvArA addhara rahI zake che, paraMtu mahApurUSoe te AtmAnI zuddha sAdhana vaDe kaMIka siddhio prApta karelI che. tyAgInuM glema, zuMka, pizAba, Adi paNa pavitra bane che. sanatakumAra cakavatIne bahArathI roga gherI vaLyAM che. ghaNAM rogothI sapaDAyela sanatakumArane joIne deve kahe che, "ame ApanI kAyA kaMcanavALI banAvIe." sanatakumAre nA pADI. ane kahyuM ke "A te bekhuM che." Ano ze meha? AtmAnA duzmananI sevA hoya nahI." tema kahI AMgaLIe DuM thUka lagAvI suvarNa jevI AMgaLI karI batAvI. deve zaramAIne cAlyA gayA. pethaDazAha mana vacana kAyAthI brahmacarya pALatA hatA. temanA vastrI rogIo paheratA te temanA rogo dUra thatAM. A vAta parathI paNa samajI zako cho ke tyAganuM sAmarthya vijJAna karatAM vadhe che. mATe have te tyAga mArga tarapha prayANa karavuM joIe. baMdhuo ! dharma e navarAzanI vastu nathI paNa jIvananI jAgRtibharI pratikSA che. enA vinA nahi kahevAya. e nahi Ave te samagra jIvana vyartha jaze. e haju tamane anivArya che evuM lAgyuM nathI. enI kiMmata samajAI nathI. keTalIka vastu vinA rahevAya ja nahi. je aphINiye aphINa vinA rahI na zake te pachI sAdhaka jAgRtinA prakAza vinA kema rahI zA 101

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zake A ja ugatI che. A ja kAma che "mamAM jayAre e tyAre e samajavuM hAlAranI nahi paNa asaranI samajeNe haze ! * devAnupri ! tame rastAmAM jatA he mahatvanI vAtamAM magna che, hAthamAM dUdhanI tapelI heya paNa sAmethI paththara Ave te tamArA hAtha tarata u52 javAne ne? e vakhate tamane kaI e cetavyA nathI paNa tamArA suSupta manamAM A vAta ThasAI gaI che ke mAthe IjA thaze te mane bhayaMkara nukazAna thaze. dUdha Aya te javA do paNa mAruM bacAvI levAnA, kAraNa ke dUdha karatAM tamAruM mAthuM ane tamArI AMkha tamane vadhAre kiMmatI lAge che. paNa AtmAnI vAta tamArA jIvanamAM utarI nathI. enI kiMmata je majAvI joIe te haju samajAI nathI. tamane kyAre paNa e vicAra thayuM che ke 'AnAthI vadhu kiMmatI zuM heI zake? . : bagadAdane eka dhanADhaya eka vAra be UMTa laIne nIkaLe. eka UMTa upara motI lAdelAM ane bIjA upara mAlika pote beThe. sAthe moTe kAphala hato. rastAmAM DhALa AvatAM AgaLane UMTa lapasyo ane badhA motI verAI gayA. mAlike kahyuM je kaI motI - vIze ene e bakSIza ApavAmAM Avaze. badhA motI vINavA lAgyA. eTalAmAM bIjuM UTa lapasyuM. tarata ja ene kadarUpo gulAma mAlikane bacAvavA doDa ane emane paDatA jhIlI lIdhA. thoDIvAre bIjA badhA motI laIne AvyA. malike emane kahyuM. tamane jeTalAM motI maLyAM te badhA tamArA. pachI pelA kadarUpA gulAma tarapha vaLIne pUchayuM, tArA motI kayAM che? mAlika, mAruM amUlya motI te Ape che. Apane nukazAna thatuM hoya te A verAyelA motI vINIne zuM karuM? bIjAM metI jAya te bhale jatAM paNa ApanuM rakSaNa karavuM e mArI pharaja che. te divasathI . dhanADhaye A kadarUpAne saMpattine vArasadAra ane mAlika banAvyuM. ghaNAkharAne duniyAnAM mitI ja joIe chIe, paNa mokSa motIne kaNa Icche che? keI nAma mAge che te koI padavI mAge che, koI DigrI mAge che, te kaI dhana mAge che paNa mAre te vItarAgane mArga ja joIe, bIjuM kAMI nahi ema kahenAra kezu? - vItarAge batAvelI ahiMsA, ene anekAntamArga ane enuM nAma e sivAya bIjuM ke kaMI nahi. AvI tamannA, AvI jhaMkhanA jyAre AtmAmAM jAgaze tyAre tame vItarAga ka banI zakazo. paNa tamAre te DigrI joIe, padavI joIe che. koIne AcArya thavuM che che to keIne upAdhyAya thavuM che. koIne nagarazeTha banavuM che keI je.pI. banavA Icche che. paNa baMdhuo ! yAda rAkhajo ke kadAca A badhuM maLaze paNa vItarAganA siddhAMta-vItarAgane - mArga tamane nahi maLe. jyAre vItarAganA bhAganI kiMmata tamArA jIvanamAM aMkAI jaze

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803 pachI rAtre ke divase, UMghatA ke UThatA mukhamAMthI eka ja zabda nIkaLaze. he vItI kadAca aNadhArI Apatti AvI jAya athavA Thokara vAge ne gabaDI javAya paNa memamAM te vItarAga ja Avaze. jyAre ema thAya ke bhale svajana badhA mArA kahevAya paNa sAcA svajana to vItarAga che. e ja mAre sAco svajana che tyAre jIvananI dizA palaTAI jaze. jenA haiyAmAM vItarAga vasyA hatAM tevA AtmAe saMsAranI sAmagrI vacce rahIne kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM. kezu? te Apa jANe che ne? bharata mahArAjA. ane jene vItarAga bhAva jAgRta thayo nathI ane saMsAranI sAmagrInA rAgamAM aMta sudhI Asakti choDI nathI te brAdatta ne subhUma cakravatI sAtamI narake cAlyA gayA. cakravati te bAra hatA, paNa je aMtima samaye Asakita na cheDI zakyA te narake gayAM. are, ghaNI vAra eka ja sarakhI kriyA hoya chatAM eka jIva mekSamAM jAya te bIje jIva adyo gatimAM jAya. gajasukumArane mAthe aMgArA mUkAyA. e upasargane samabhAve sahana karyA. baMdhaka muninI jIvatAM chAla utArI, 500 munie ghANImAM palAyA. A badhA AtmAo Atma svarUpamAM ramaNatA karatAM mokSagAmI banyA. paNa jyAre AvA ja parisaha mohane vaza thaIne AtmaghAta karanAra agatimAM cAlyA gayA. kharekhara! mehadazA e bUrI che. mithyAtva tethI paNa kharAba che. tenA dvArA thatAM. krodha-mAna-mAyA ne lAbha paNa kharAba che. AvuM samajIne cakravatioe saMsAranI sAmagrI cheDIne dikSA lIdhI. bharata mahArAjA viSaya kaSAyathI khUba jAgRta hatA. temaNe viSayathI sAvadha rahevA mATe dhamI mANasane vAraMvAra pitAne jAgRta rAkhe ema sUcavyuM hatuM. devAnupriye! kaI paNa vastunuM jJAna thavA mAtrathI kArya sadhAtuM nathI. amadAvAda pahecavAnA jJAna mAtrathI amadAvAda pahoMcI zakAtuM nathI. paNa te mATe gADImAM besavA rUpa kriyAnI AvazyakatA che. jema pATA vinA gADI na cAle tema kriyA vinA jJAna na nabhe. eka pATo gADI sivAya Icchita sthAne na pahoMcADe. tema ekalI kriyA paNa mekSasthAne na poMcADI zake. mATe jJAna ne kriyA baMnenI jarUra che. baMdhuo ! Aja sudhI jIve saMsAramAM anaMtakALathI paribhramaNa karyuM che. tenuM kAraNuM sukhane rAga ane duHkhane dveSa che. mATe sukhanA rAga upara kApa mUkavA mATe bhagavAne cAra dharma batAvyA che, dAna-zIla-tapa ane bhAva. parigraha saMjJAne lAta mAravA mATe zIla dharmanuM Ayojana che. AhAra saMjJAne haThAvavA mATe tapa dharmanuM vidhAna che. ane bhaya saMjJAne dUra karavA mATe bhAva dharmanuM vidhAna che. saMjJA eTale vagara belAve Ave che. vagara zIkhavADe AvaDe tenuM nAma saMjJA. A saMjJAnI jaDa je kaMI hoya sukha parane rAga ane duHkha pratye dveSa che. mATe jJAnI bhagavaMte bhautika IcchA para kapa mUkIne saMjJAne haTAvavA mATe kImiye batAve che. A saMjJAne saMpUrNapaNe khedAna

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- gAyA che. merAna karI zakAya te te mAtra mAnava bhavamAM. mATe jinezvaradeve mAnavajIvananA khUba guNagAna gAyA che. have ApaNe je che jene adhikAra cAlI rahyo che temAM kamalAvaMtI zuM belI rahI che te mATe zAstramAM dRSTi karIe. mahArANI kamalAvaMtI ISakAre mahArAjAne phakta eTaluM ja samajAvavA gaI hatI ke parigrahanI Asakti e baMdhanuM kAraNa che. saMsAravirdhakanuM ane dharmane uccheda karanArUM nimitta parigrahane AbhArI che. mATe he mahArAjA ! brAhmaNe jene tyAga karIne gayA, jene baLakhAnI mAphaka vamI gayA. jene anarthanuM kAraNa samajI gayA te brAhmaNa je cheDIne gayA che te lakSamInI ApaNu rAjyamAM zI jarUra che? kharekhara he nAtha! jaMgalamAM jyAre agni lAge che, badhA prANIo taraphaDe che. kaMIka prANIo agnimAM yAhama thaI jAya che ane baLIne khAkha thaI jAya che, te vakhate baLatAM paMkhIo karUNa cIsa pADe che, AkaMdana kare che, bacavAne mATe phAMphA mAre che. baLatA paMkhIone joIne bhalabhalAnA hRdaya pIgaLI jAya evA prasaMge pitAnA svAryamAM aMdha banelA, rAga ne dveSane vaza thayelA, je agninI javALAmAM jhaDapAyA nathI tevA paMkhIo AnaMda mAne che, khuza thAya che ane vicAre che ke A badhA marI jatAM amArA jIvanamAM ame phAvatI mijabAnI uDAvI zakazuM. paNa e prANIone khabara nathI ke lAgele dAvAnaLa jeNe dizAethI vanane gheryuM che te -lAgele dAvAnaLa vaheluM ke meDe bacI gayelAne paNa choDaze nahi. A che paMkhInI mUDhatA. tema he nAtha ! evameva vayaM mUDhA, kAmabhogesu mucchiyA / sakSamArga yunnAmo, voLir si I u. a. 14-43 evI rIte mUDha lake kAmabhegamAM mUcha pAmyA che. ane rAga-dveSanI agnimAM 'baLavA chatAM bUjhatA nathI. jema ajJAna paMkhI pitAnA svArthamAM paDIne khuza thAya che tema je saMsAra tyAgIne, lakSamI cheDIne gayA temAM tamAro jIvAtmA khuza thAya che. he svAmInAtha ! tame emAM khuzI thAva che enA badale tamane ema kema nathI thatuM ke e brAhmaNe jema saMsAnA kAma bhege, mAyA-mamatA ane parigraha choDI gayA tema huM paNa rAjapATa cheDI sAdhu banuM. he nAtha! pathArI karIne A aghora nidrAmAM kayAM sudhI paDI rahevAnuM che? jAge. A jAgRti-jIvana che. mAnava jIvana zuM rAga-dveSanA pramAdanI :UMgha kheMcavA maLyuM che? uThe, have uThe. AtmaramaNatAnI jAgRta avasthAne pAmI le. kayAMthI nAsI chUTavAnuM che tyAM tame ArAmathI visAmo levA kema besI rahayA che? are oi ApanI. pAchaLa te traNa DAkuo paDayA che. ga, ghaDapaNa ane mRtyu, je bhUleyuke ekanA jhapATAmAM paNa AvI gayA te khalAsa. pachI zuM karI zakazuM? mATe he nAtha ! vahelI take jAgo. A mamatA ne parigraha AtmAne paraleka jatAM duHkhamAMthI choDAvanAra

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tou nathI. mIThAM ane madhura evAM aneka vacanAthI kamalAva'tIrANI IkAra mahArAjAne samAvI rahI che. vahAlA baMdhue ! ghera tamArI kamalAvatI paNa tamane A pramANe samAvatI heze. kema kharune ? ApanA kamalAdevI paNa kahetA haze ke he nAtha ! vahepAra taraphathI dRSTi pAchI kareA ane AtmA tarapha vALe. A badhuM ahIja cheDIne javAnu che. sukhamAMthI duHkhamAM ane duHkhamAMthI sukhamAM sarakAvavu' te saMsAranuM kAma che. Aga ane dveSanA taphAnAthI bharelA A saMsAra che. emAMthI ApaNe sarakI javA jevu' che. saMsAramAM agaNita pApA karIne sukhanI AzA rAkhavI te kayAMthI banavAnuM che ? khAvaLa vAvanArane kerInA jhumakhAnA darzIna thavA asaMbhavita che. tevI ja rIte pApanA kAma karIne sukhanI AzA rAkhavI te asa'bhavita che. mATe eka vakhata te A saMsAranA raMga bheALAne gheADIne tyAganA mArge javu ja paDaze. huM AzA rAkhuM chuM ke kAra mahArAjAnA mahArANI kamalAvatI jevI rIte kahI rahyA hatA te rIte vItarAga vANInuM pAna karanAra mArI A enA (tamArI kamalAdevI) tamane paNa kSaNe kSaNe jarUrathI Atma darzananA Adha Apaze. vyAkhyAna......na'. 112 kArataka suda 12 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 11-11-7 aMdhue ! mAkSamAga nuM pagathiyu edhakhIja che. A bIjane ropIe tA mekSa rUpa phaLa prApta thAya. jIve vItarAganI vANIne rUcipUrvaka ekAgra mane srAMbhaLI nathI. sAMbhaLatI vakhate paNa aMdara teA upekSA ja hAya che. UMDe UMDe saMsAranI raTaNA cAlu ja hAya che. AvuM sAMbhaLyuM na sAMbhaLyA barAbara che. suha me egaggamaNA, magga buddhehi dekhiyaM / huM khya jIva! jJAnI purUSae upadezelA mArgane ekAgra manathI sAMbhaLe, jenu mana vIravANI sAMbhaLatI vakhate ekAgra hAya che enA hRdayamAM vIravANI pratiSThA pAme che ane chevaTe te AcaraNamAM mUkAya che. jJAnI purUSA kahe che jyAM Adha che tyAM mekSa che. jo adha nahAyatA mAkSa kAnAthI jIvanAM asaMkhya Ayapradeza anata ane ta paramANuothI ba MdhAyelA che. A caitanya AtmA anaMtakanI vaNAmathI AkhAmA che. AvA 'dhanamAM rahelA AtmAne paNa meAkSa thAya che. je abhavya che teonA karmI

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206 adha te anAdi ane anaMta che, teo koI kALe kamathI sapUrNa paNe mukta thavAnA nathI. eka aMdha anAdi ane sAnta che. tenI Adi nathI paNa aMta che. khIne madha sAdi ane sAnta che. samakti pAmyA pachI kramanI prakRti khoMdhAya te Adi thai. samyajJAnathI tenA krama kSaya thatAM aMta thAya che. A rIte kama badha apekSAe traNa prakAranA che. (1) anAdi ana'ta (ra) anAdi sAMta (7) sAdi sAMta. jJAnIoe meAkSatattvanA svarUpanI carcA baMdhanI sAthe sAthe karI che. gADha baMdhanathI khaMdhAyeleA jIva paNa AtmAnuM satya svarUpa samajAya tyAre purUSArtha karI, kama sAthe yuddha karI, sa pUrNa rIte kamanA nAza karI mukta thAya tyAre te mAkSa pAmyA ema kahevAya che. jyAM sudhI kama nuM astitva che tyAM sudhI meAkSa saMbhave nahi. jJAnI kahe che meAkSa ane dhanu' svarUpa samajo. jyAM sudhI baMdhane jANeA nahi tyAM sudhI tenAthI dUra kevI rIte rahevAya ? baMdhuo ! navatatvamAM meAkSanA nabara chellA che ane madhanA naMbara meAkSathI paDelA che. jJAnI purUSA temanI gaMbhIra vANI dvArA saraLa bhASAmAM upadeza Ape che ke tame nava tattvanuM svarUpa samajo. ma dhatattva, meAkSatattva ema mAtra meDhethI kheAlI javAthI kaMI vaLavAnuM nathI. vicAra kara ke tame pAte enAthI khaMdhAyelA che, ane baMdhanamAMthI chUTI mekSa meLavavAnI zakti paNa tamArAmAM che. aMdhanamAM paDeleA AtmA jyAre mukta thAya che tyAre anaMta sukha, vIya, zakti tenAmAM saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thAya che. koI eka mANase sarakArI gunhA karyAM, tethI tene janmaTIpanI sajA thaI. tene jelamAM sakhata majurI karavI paDe che. sagAMvahAlAonA viyeAga sahana karavA paDe che. tyAM tenA duHkhanA koi pAra nathI. AvA gunhegArane mAphI maLe ane te jelamAMthI chUTa tyAre tene kevA AnaMda thAya? eka sarakAranI jelamAMthI chUTatAM jo ATale badhA Ana Mda thAya tA A saMsAranI jelamAMthI ha Mmezane mATe mukti maLatAM keTaleA AnaMda thAya ? ApaNA A caitanya deva-AtmA anAdikALathI cAvIsa daDakanI jelamAM purAyele che, pazu tene bhAna nathI ke te baMdhanamAM che. ane hajI evA karmAM kye jAya che ke tenu' baMdhana uttarAttara dRDha thatu jAya che, ane te aneka jAti, gati ane daMDakamAM maMdhAtA paribhramaNa karyAM kare che. / devAnupriyA,1 jyAre sa'sAranA vega Atma svarUpa tarapha DhaLe tyAre tene samajAya ke tene AtmA cAra gati ane cAvIsa daMDakanI jelamAM pUrAI paribhramaNa karI rahyo ane duHkhI thaI rahyo che. jyAre tene baMdhana viSenu bhAna thAya ane sAcu jJAna Ave tyAre te baMdhanamAMthI chUTavAnA upAyAnuM AcaraNa kare che. zeTha hAya ke senApati hAya, rAjA hoya ke bhikhArI hAya, paNa jyAM sudhI tene baMdha ane meAkSanuM jJAna thayuM nathI tyAM sudhI tenA puruSAtha dhanane vadhu ne vadhu majabUta karavAmAM vaparAya che. game tevA

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I moTA anAcAya, te mIlamAlika hoya, moTA pIpara DAkTara hoya, dezanA zvetA mAna hAya, lAmamAM pUjAtA hAya, satkArAtA hAya, chatAM jyAM sudhI te tatvathI mANu ke kyAM sudhI tenAM aLa, vIya, parAkrama avaLAM che. kAraNa ke tenAM puruSAtha sa'sAra pratyenA che je jIvAe tattvane jANyA che, je tattvanA svarUpane brazamara samajyA che te mahA bhAgyavAna che, temanA puruSArtha zuddha che, kama'nA adhanathI rahita che. te cAra gatinI jelamAMthI, bhAva aMdhananI jelamAMthI peAtAnA bhagIratha puruSArtha dvArA mukta thaI apaM Anadane meLave che. k Br kamalAvatI mahArANI IkAra mahArAjA pAse khelI rahI che, he nAtha ! je AtmAthI thavA che te potAnA jIvanamAM kevI rIte vicare che? bhoge bhoccA vamittA ya, lahubhUyavihAriNo / AmayamALA anti, tyiA jAmamA / OM. e. 14-4 je vivekI che te bhAgavelA bhAgane tyAgIne prasannatApUrvaka pravA~ le che. ane pakSI ane vAyunI jema apratibaddha vihAra kare che, kAraNa ke eka vakhata jene AtmasvarUpane khyAla Ave che te jIvAtmA samaje che ke ajJAna ane mehane vaza thayelA AtmA bhAga bhAgavatAM pAte ja bhegavAI jAya che. kAmalega e kIcaDanI khAI che. temAM khilakula phasAvA jevuM nathI. mahArANI kamalAyaMtIne samajAi gayuM che ke kharekhara kAmabhAgo zakya che. mANasa jema utAvaLA cAlatA hoya temAM tenA pagamAM zULa vAgI jAya tA te adhavaca aTakI jAya che, tema jene kAmaleganA zalya khUMce che te temAM lepAtA nathI. kAraNa ke kAmalega dRSTi viSe sarpa samAna che. dRSTi viSe sarpa jenA para najara nAMkhe che te tyAM ja marI jAya che. te ja rIte kAmabheAganI IcchA karanAra marIne durgAMtimAM jAya che. je bhAgamAM masta che tenA zA hAla thaze? vizvAmitra RSie 60,000 varSa sudhI tapa karyuM, paNa menakAnA ekaja vakhatanA nRtyumAM ane eka ja meAhanA jhATakAmAM te khalAsa thaI gayA. mATe jJAnI he che ke kAmabhAga AdaravA jevA nathI, sevavA jevA nathI ane ciMtavavA jevA pazu nathI, jene AvA jhera caDhayAM che tene sAcA saozurU vinA jhera kANu utAraze? tame strInI AjJA jeTalI mAne che teTalI gurUnI mAnA che ? paraMtu yAda rAkhajo ke gurUnI AjJAthI ja meAkSa maLaze. strInA mehamAM, tenA raMgarAgamAM ane viSayAmAM racyApacyA raheze. tA pachI tamAruM thaze zuM? jene kAmalega khaTakayA che tevI kamalAvatI IMkAra rAjane kahI rahI che, he nAtha ! viSayanA kSaNika sukha mATe AtmAnA anaMta sukhane zA mATe Thokara mArI che? je AtmA brahmacarya pALe che tene aneka labdhio prApta thAya che. te vacanasiddha

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nA che. jene che ke te haze tene saMsArathI chUTavuM paDo. viksanA aDakelA jerI mArI. Aje che ke jIvananaiyAne chinalina karI nAkhe che. viSayanA kIDA viSANAM thAya che kyAre potAnI icchI piSavA bIjane ghAta kare che. jyAre satI pivAnA ziyaLa mATe prANa taje che. mATe he nAtha ! AtmAnuM sAcuM sukha joItuM hoya te mAnatApUrvaka prava levI joIe, kAraNa ke anaMtakALathI AtmA saMsAranA bhAgamAM ime ya baddhA phandanti, mama hatthajjamAgayA / carcA kara ame, visAmo jA ne ! u. a. 14-45 he nAtha! Apa je kAmagane viSe gRddha banyA che. je rAjasukhamAM mazagula thayA che. je parigrahanI jALamAM phasAyA che te aneka upAya karavA chatAM paNa sthAyI nathI. mATe ApaNe bhRgupurahita AdinI jema saMsAra tyAgIne saMyama lezuM. . sAmisaM kulala' dissa, bajjhamANaM nirAmisaM / Amirsa dvaguNittA, vikisAmi nirAmiNa I u. a. 14-46 sAMbhaLe nAtha !, eka pakSInA moMmAM mAMsane TukaDe joIne bIjuM pakSI tenA para jhaDapa mAre che, paraMtu mAMsane TukaDo cheDayA pachI te sukhI thAya che. evI rIte huM paNa evA mAMsa samAna samasta parigraha cheDIza ane nirAmiSa-anAsakata thaine vicarIza. Aje ApaNe paNa joI rahyA chIe ke jyAM parigraha rUpI mAMsane TukaDe che tyAM levA mATe bIjA jIve rAha joI rahayA che. ane tenA mATe kaMIka anarthanA kAma thaI rahyAM che. jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke mahAAraMbha ane mahAparigraha narakamAM laI janArA che. ane mAyAkapaTa karavAthI jIva tiryaMca gati pAme che. game teTalA tamArI pAse nANuM haze paNa e nANuM jIvane durgatimAMthI te choDAvI zakaze nahi. are! ahIM thayelA dardamAMthI paNa choDAvI zakatA nathI. ghaNIvAra joyuM haze, sAMbhaLyuM haze ke kensaranA daI jene thAya che te asahaya pIDA bhegave che. je zrImaMta heya tene roga maTADavA vilAyata laI jAya che, tenI khUba sevA cAkarI kare che, chatAM te bacI zakato nathI. * dahIM bicArA bUmabarADA pADatA hoya to paNa paiso tene zuM zaraNabhUta thavAnuM che? mATe samajIne cetI javA jevuM che ke lahamI pratyene rAga ane Asakti durgatimAM laI janAra che, paNa rAgathI choDAvanAra nathI. jyAM parigraha che tyAM ja jhaghaDA che. Aje Apa : sAMbhaLI rahyA che ke jamInanA TukaDA mATe eka deza bIjA dezane keTalo dabAvI rahyo che? sahAraka sAdhane keTalAM zodhyA che? A badhuM parigraha mATe ja che ne ? ApyurI lakamI jenA gharamAM jAya che te mANasa paNa keTaluM bhAna bhUle che. ane garIba mANasa

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89 bhUlecUke paNa tenA AMgaNe AvyuM hoya te tene kevA hAla kare che? tenA upara eka baneluM daSTAMta kahuM chuM. eka dhanADhaya zeTha hatA. tene sAta mALanI miTI mahelAta hatI. suMdara majAnA aMdara TAIsa jaDelAM hatAM. erakaMDIzana rUma hatA. tenI aMdara dareka jAtanI sagavaDa hatI. ane te mahelAta rozanIthI jhaLahaLI uThatI hatI. te gAmamAM kaI eka garIba mANasa hatuM. te khUba ja bhUkhyuM hatuM. tethI tene cakkara AvatAM hatA. te lathaDiyA khAte khAte raste jatA hatA. tevAmAM A suMdara havelI teNe joI. eTale enA manamAM ema thayuM ke lAva, huM ahIM jauM. ema vicArI te tyAM gaye. ane kahe ke bApu! mane kaMIka Apo. huM khUba ja bhUkhe che. manuSyane bhUkha jevuM duHkha nathI. te khUba lathaDiyA khAya che. tene aMdhArA Ave che. paNa zeThanA paTTAvALAe te dhakko mArIne tene kADhI mUkyuM. paraMtu bhUkhane lIdhe te apamAnane paNa gaLI pIve che. ane pAcho AvIne kahe che ke bApu! eka baTakuM roTalInuM Ape tevAmAM zeTha tyAM Ave che. manuSya dhananA nazAmAM zuM nathI karate! te zeTha kahe che. AvA mANasane bAraNe zuM karavA ubhA rahevA de che? te na jAya te tame lAkaDIthI mAro. A zeThe hukama karyo. baMdhuo! tamAre roTalI na ApavI hoya te na Apaze. paNa garIba mANasane lAkaDIthI mAravAne hukama na karaze. pelA garIba mANasane bAvaDuM jhAlIne bahAra kADhe che, chatAM te jAte nathI. eTale tenA mAthAmAM evI lAkaDI mArI ke tenuM mAthuM phUTI gayuM. chatAM garIba mANasa te bele che ke bhAI! tamAre kAMI doSa nathI. doSa mArA karmane ja ja che. A badhAM karmanA khela che. huM paNa eka vakhata tamArA je dhanADhaya hate. aDhaLaka lakSamI hatI. te badhI sApha thaI gaI. ane Aje huM evo garIba thaI gayo chuM eTale mAMgavA Avyo chuM. te tame ATaluM badhuM mArA upara zA mATe kare che ? ATaluM bolatAM bolatAM te bebhAna thaI gayA. pADozIe A badhuM joyuM tethI te doDato Avyo. ane tene davAkhAne laI gaye. ane DekaTarane kahe che ke sAheba! A mANasane tame bacAve. te pADozI cAra rUpiyA kamAIne pote AjIvikA calAvato hato. temAM tenI pAse zuM dhana heya? tenI pAse eka vIMTI hatI te vIMTI eNe DokaTarane ApI, ane, kahe ke sAheba! mArI milakatamAM eka sonAnI vIMTI che te huM Apane bakSIsa karuM chuM. paNa tame game tema karIne A mANasane bacAve. DokaTare paNa khUba sArI rIte sevA karI. ane garIba mANasanI tabiyata sudharatI gaI. thoDA divasamAM te tene ekadama sAruM thaI gayuM. eTale je mANasa pitAne davAkhAne laI gaye have tene ghera AvyuM. ane kahe che ke bApu! tame mane ThAryo che tevA tame Tharajo. A mANasa kAyama sAmAyika ane cauvihAra karate hate. ane tenA ghera rahyA sAta divasa thaI gayAM. eTale te javAnI rajA mAge che paNa te javA detuM nathI, zA 102

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0. jene ghera te mANasa rahyo che te manuSyane eka divasa rAtre ravapna AvyuM ke, A garIba mANasanAM pUrvajanmanAM puNyanI aMdara cheDe pApane chAMTo AvI gayo che tethI tenI AvI paristhiti thaI che. paNa tame tenuM rakSaNa karyuM che. te tamArA eraDAnAM pAchalA bhAgamAM traNa kuTane khADo khedajo. tyAM khUba ja dhana nIkaLaze, paNa A dhana - nIkaLavAne pratApa te mANasane che. ane tene lIdhe ja tamane dhana maLyuM che. khADe che. vAthI puSkaLa dhana nIkaLyuM. ane te pADezI (sAdhAraNa mANasa) temaja garIba mANasa baMnee sarakhe bhAge vaheMcI laIne dhaMdho karyo ane teo dhanavAna banI gayAM. karmanI lIlA kaI ora che. have je zeThane tyAM A garIba mANasa baTakuM roTalI levA gayA hatA te zeThane tyAM bAra mahinAmAM te hatuM na hatuM thaI gayuM, tene pitAne yuvAna putra trIje mALethI paDaye ane marI gayo. badhI peDhIomAM nukazAna thayuM. ane thoDA TAImamAM sAva cIMtharehAla banI gaye. te rIte te jhuMpaDInI aMdara rahevA AvyA. baMdhuo ! karma keIne paNa choDatA nathI. mATe tamArI pAse keI hAtha laMbAve to tamArAthI bane te Apaje, paNa na ApI zake te tiraskAra te karazo ja nahi. . baMdhuo je be roTalInA TukaDA mATe karmane karagarato hato paNa chevaTe tenA puNyane udaya jAge. ane enI zAMti, kSamA temaja deva-gurU ane dharma uparanI akhUTa zraddhAnA pratApathI te dhanADhaya bane. paNa karmo kaIne choDatA nathI. karmanA yoge pele lakSAdhipati raMka banI gaye. paNa sajana purUSa sajajanatA cheDatuM nathI. te ja nyAye dhanavAna bane e eka vakhatane garIba mANasa abhimAnI pratye AdarabhAva batAvyuM ane tene saMpUrNa sahakAra Apyo. A che mAnavanI mAnavatA, jeje, tame lakSmInA mehamAM paDI AvI bhUla karatA nahi. have samaya thavA AvyuM che. TUMkamAM Apane eTaluM ja kahuM chuM ke mahArANI kamalAvaMtI potAnA patine samajAvatAM samajAvatAM aMtaramAM jJAnagarbhita vairAgya pAmI gaI. tene bheda vijJAna thatAM pitAnA Atma svarUpamAM TharI gaI che. have kSaNavAra paNa saMsAramAM rahevuM tene mATe jela rUpa banI gayuM che. tethI pitAnA patine kahI rahI che he nAtha ! mAMsa samAna samasta parigraha choDIne huM nirAmiSaanAsakta thaIne vicarIza. mahArANI kamalAvaMtInI vairAgyanI jAta jhaLahaLI uThI che. have AgaLa zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze vyAkhyAna naM...........113 kArataka suda 14ne budhavAra tA. 11-11-70 baMdhuo! manuSya dhAre te karI zake che. cauda guNasthAnaka spazI zake che. ane

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mokSamAM paNa jaI zake che. mokSa meLavavAnI sAdhanA A manuSyabhavamAM ja thaI zake che. sarvArthasiddha vimAnanA devatAonuM 33 sAgaropamanuM AyuSya. teo 33 pakhavADiye zvAsocchavAsa le, 33 hajAra varSe AhAra levAnI IcchA thAya. chatAM tene eka upavAsa gaNAya nahIM. sarvaviratIpaNuM te mAnavabhava sivAya bIje kayAMya laI zakAtuM nathI. tiryo bahu bahu te dezavirati bane che. nArakI ane devatA ethuM guNasthAnaka spazI zake che. mAro kahevAne Azaya e che ke nArako, devatA ane tiryaMca traNe gatinA je saMyama sapAnanI zreNIe caDhI zakatA nathI. saMyama dharmanuM ArAdhana karatAM 7 lava pramANa samayamAM je jambara purUSArtha karyo hata te taddabhave mokSa jAta. paNa purUSArthanI maMdatAne kAraNe sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM devapaNe utpanna thAya che. eka chaThanAM paccakhANa kare eTalAM ja karma bAkI che temAM je AyuSya pUruM thaI gayuM eTale sarvArthasiddha vimAnane bhava kare paDe che. tyAMthI cha rAjalaka nIce utarI mAnavabhava dhAraNa karI kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana pragaTAvI pachI 7 rAjaka pramANu upara mekSamAM jAya. paNa devamAMthI sIdhA mokSamAM javAya nahi baMdhuo! saMyamI jIvananI mahattA tamane samajAya che ? sAdhaka jIvane sAdhanAne talasATa rUMvADe rUMvADe he joIe. - raNasaMgrAmamAM laDatA sainikane sAmethI bANanI varSA thatI hoya tyAre bANuM zarIramAM na khaMtI jAya te mATe kavaca pahere che. tema karma rUpI bANathI bacavA vrata-pratyAkhyAna rUpI kavacanI jarUra che. je A kavaca nahi hoya to ghAyala thaI jaze. alpa AyuSyamAM ucca keTinI aMtara jAgRti upADe jethI kevaLajJAna hastagata thaI jAya. bIjA koI bhavamAM tIvra vIryolAsa pragaTe tema nathI. ane ahIMthI mutyu bAda kaI gatimAM jaze tenI paNa khabara nathI. te pachI A karma khapAvavAnA suMdara avasare gaphalatamAM kema rahe che? mAnava bhavamAM je lakSa cUke che te saMsAranI UMDI khADamAM paDe che. jaMbu svAmI sudhama svAmIne pUche che kevaLajJAna ane kevaLa darzananA dharanArA maharSi bhagavAne jagatamAM narakanuM duHkha sarvotkRSTa kahyuM che. te kevAM kartavya karyA hoya tyAre ajJAnI che narakamAM utpanna thAya che? huM ajANuM chuM tethI Apane pUchuM chuM. Apa jANakAra che te mane kahe ke narakamAM javAnA kAraNe zuM che? sudharmAsvAmIe javAbamAM kahyuM ke he pyArA jaMbu! pahelAM te jIva bhAvanaraka haiyAmAM khaDI kare che. pachI aleke naraka gatimAM jAya che. manuSya ane tiryaMca sivAya nArakInuM AyuSya bIjuM koI bAMdhatuM nathI. deva narakamAM na jAya, jugalIyA narake na jAya. paMdara karmabhUminA manuSya ane pAMca saMjJI tiryaMca naraka gatimAM jAya. asaMzI tiryaMca paMcendriya pahelI naraka sudhI jaI zake che. bhAvanaraka utpanna thavAnAM cAra kAraNe batAvyAM che. temAM

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mahAAraMbha ane mahA parigraha prathamanAM be kAraNe che. kApaDanI milamAM keTalA Tana carabI vaparAya che ? dhagadhagatI kelasAnI bhaThThI, dhagadhagatI cImanI, ThaMDA-unA pANInAM meLavaNumAM jalacara prANIne kaccaraghANa nIkaLatuM hoya, jIna, mila, presa vagere kArakhAnAM ane haLakeza-kodALI Adi hathiyAra banAvavAnAM kArakhAnAo mahA AraMbhathI thAya che. milanA pAyo nakhAtA hoya tyAM zrAvakathI bhAga na levAya ke abhinaMdana paNa na thapAya, paMdara karmAdAna mATenuM e eka karmAdAna che. mahAraMbhanA kartavya zrAvaka kare nahi, karAve nahi. ane anumodana paNa Ape nahi. mahA AraMbha, mahA samAraMbha karyo hoya, mAMsAhArIo sAthe mAMsanA vepAramAM bhAga rAkhyo hoya, evA kaMIka jAtanA hiMsAnA dhaMdhA karyA hoya, tene naraka gati maLe che. Aje paisA kema kamAvavA e ja dhUna lAgu paDI che. zrAvakanA makAnanAM bhADe IslAmI haTala cAlatI hoya che. kAraNa ke sAruM bhADuM AvatuM hoya che. paisAnA lebhe hiMsAnuM anumodana kare che. carabInA vepAra kare che. paisA e pApanuM mULa che. tame ahIM hajAra rUpiyA phALAmAM seMdhAve che, paNa te kevI kamANInA che? javAba Ape. tenA phaNagA phUTyA vinA nahi rahe. je karmone hartA thAya che te ja bhakatA bane che. mATe nItina nava dokaDA sArA paNa anItinI kamANI joItI nathI ema kahenArA keTalA? duHkhavipAka sUtramAM naMdivardhananuM dRSTAMta che. sago bApa putrane zatru banI jAya che. nIvardhana rAjanA leNe pitAnI hatyA karavAnA ghATa ghaDe che. hajAmane kahe che "mArA pitAne mArI nAMkha," hajAma vicAra kare che ke pitAne vadha karI A gAdIe besavA Icchei che, to prajAnuM zuM bhaluM karaze? hajAma jaIne rAjAne badhI vAta karI de che. rAjAne gusso Ave che. putrane belAvIne kahe che tAre rAjya joIe che ne? huM tane rAjagAdI para besADIza, rAjA sIsAne dhagadhagate rasa putranA mastaka para reDI tene abhiSeka kare che. sagAvahAlA badhA jaI rahyA che. paNa azubhane udaya hevAthI keI tenI madade AvatuM nathI. A yuvarAja che, chatAM azubhane udaya thatAM kevI dazA anubhave che? te ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAnane vaza thaI, kaSAyane AdhIna banI, azubha evA karma bAMdhI te ghara evI narakamAM jAya che. jJAnI kahe che ke udayanA samaye zeca karavAthI kAMI vaLavAnuM nathI. udaya AvyA pahelAM nirjarA karI le. ApaNuM AyuSya apa che. A badhuM konA mATe? A vicAra jIva kare che te jarUra azubha karmathI aTake, kaluSita karmane baMdha nA pADe. naMdIvardhanane pitAne daMDa te nimitta mAtra che. kharuM te tenA pitAnA ja azubha karmane udaya, pUrvabhavanA gADhA cIkaNA karma udayamAM AvyA che. A naMdIvardhana ghara narakamAM jAya che. tyAM kevI vedanA anubhave che? haNe, chede, bALe." AvA paramAdhAmInAM vacane sAMbhaLI tene pArAvAra duHkha thAya che. tIvra vedanA anubhave che. kamAyelA dhanane te ahIM ja mUkIne javuM paDe che. sAthe Ave che mAtra karelAM karmo.

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813 khaMdhue ! jIva prazaMsA kare che puNyanI paNa Acare che pApa. huM pravAdI ! tamane sukha game che ke duHkha ? tyAre te kaheze ke mane duHkha na ApeA, mane na mAro, mane duHkha gamatuM nathI. sukha game che. baMdhue ! ame paNa tamane pUchIe chIe ke tamane zuM game che? sukha ke duHkha ? tamane sukha gamatu hoya te bIjAne paNa sukha Ape. jo bIjAne duHkha Apaze te narakamAM mAra khAvA paDaze. mATe kamanAM venanuM svarUpa samajo. kamane vedyA pachI ja nirA che. nirA chellI zA mATe ? badhA tatvAnuM svarUpa samajI, apanAvI jeTalAM kama a Mze aMze veDhe teTalAM kama Atmapradeza parathI khasI jAya, cAlyA jAya, AnuM nAma ja nirA. mATInA vAsaNamAMthI pANI jema dhIme dhIme jharI jAya che tema aMze aMze kama kSaya thAya tenuM nAma niza. tenA be bheda che. sakAma ane akAma. akAma nirA tA 24 ThaMDakanA jIvAne te UbhI ja che. paNa sakAma nirjarA du bha che. pArAvAra vedanAmAM paNa samaye samaye samAdhi hoya teA navAM kamA~ na baMdhAya. samabhAvathI vedyatAM sakAma nirjarA thAya. madhue ! AtmAnA svabhAva urdhvagatinA che. paNa kama rUpI pAlIsa tene uMce jatAM aTakAve che. amuka jagyAe jaI te aTakI jAya che. zubha karmo upArjana karanAra jIva UMce jAya tyAM tene labdhi mana prApta thAya che; tyAM tenI maneAvaNA eTalI pramaLa hAya che ke sarvAMsiddha vimAnamAM beThAM beThAM te trirchA lAkamAM vicaratA tIthakarane prazna pUchI zake che. jIvAdi tattvanI vicAraNA karatAM manamAM saMzaya thAya ta tenu nirAkaraNa tIrthaMkara bhagavAna maneAmana kare che. manevagaNuA dravya Avu... adbhUta kAma kare che. ApaNI pAse A zakti nathI eTale ApaNane Azcaya thAya. paraMtu leAkamAM AvA paramANue che. puNya hAya tA tamane paNa prApta thAya. Aje tame TelIphona dvAza vAtacIta karI zake che. te A tA AdhyAtmika zakti che. pudgalanA svabhAva gatAgati karavAnA che. te pachI vAtacIta karI zakAya temAM Azcaya zuM che ? jJAnI kahe cheH sArAM karmo karazeA tA tamane paNa sArAM phaLa maLaze. rAjA hAya, zeTha, senApati ke adhikArI hAya, paNu kharAma kama karanArane pApakamanAM phaLa bhegavavAM paDe che. manuSyagatimAMthI sAtamI narakamAM javAnuM paNa ane, sArAM karyAM kare te ucca gati, jAti, puNyanA ThATha ane anuttara vimAna maLe, kharAba karyAM kare te 33 sAgarApamanI sthitie sAtamI narakamAM cAlyA jAya. jevAM kama tevI gati. jIvanI gati apratihat che. tene koI rokI zakatu nathI. padegta bhedIne cADhyA jAya. pANInI ArapAra nIkaLI jAya, - gninI javALAe sAMsareza sarakI jAya. paNa ApaNe tema kema nathI karI zakatA ? tenuM zu' kAraNa che ? ApaNane tema karatAM audArika zarIranuM baMdhana aTakAve che. audAzi zarIra paDI jAya tyAre tejasa, kANu zarIrane kai paNa ADuM' AvatuM nathI. devAnupriyA ! caitanya zakti akhaMDa ane avinAzI che. AtmA A leAkamAM jyAM

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jAya che tyAM puNya-pApanuM bhAthuM sAthe laIne jAya che. puNya hoya te sugati ane pApa hoya te durgati pAme. cAre gatimAM puNya-pApane udaya hoya che. ane tenAM kAraNe sukhaduHkhane anubhava thAya che. mATe jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke Azravane rokavA pratyAkhyAnanI jarUra che. uttarAdhyayana sUvagnA 29 mA adhyayanamAM gautama svAmI bhagavAnane prazna kare che. " paccakkhANeNa bhante jIve ki jaNayai. ? paccakkhANeNaM AsavadArAi nirubhai / paccakkhANeNa icchAniroha jaNayai / icchAniroha gae ya Na jIve saba vesu viNIyataNhe sIibhUe viharaI // " he bhagavAna! pratyAkhyAna dvArA AtmA kayA guNane pragaTa kare che? tyAre bhagavAna javAba Ape che he gautama ! pratyAkhyAna dvArA AtmA AzravanAM dvArane reke che. jyAM sudhI AtmA AvatA Azrane rokato nathI tyAM sudhI karmone pravAha AtmAmAM AvyA ja kare che. pratyAkhyAnathI jIva IcchA virodha kare che. IcchAnirAdhathI jIva badhA dravyothI tRSNa rahita thaIne zAMtithI vicare che. - jyAM sudhI koI vastu mATe pratyAkhyAna karavAmAM AvatA nathI, parathI Asakti kara thatI nathI tyAM sudhI karmanI raja AvatI raheze. pitAe koI vastu vyAja upara lIdhI haze te putre paNa enuM vyAja ApavuM ja paDaze. tevI ja rIte keInimAM rahe athavA na rahe paNa e vastu dvArA karmone Azrava te cAlu raheze. AtmA tyAre zarIrane tyAga kare che tyAre te tyAMnI hajAro vastuomAMthI ekane paNa sAthe laI ja nathI. paNa vastuone moha sAthe laI jAya che. padArtho cheDayAM che paNa padArtho pratyenI Asakti dUra thaI nathI. mATe jyAM sudhI Asakti samApta thatI nathI tyAM sudhI kriyA thatI ja raheze. baMdhuoahIMyA eka prazna udbhave che ke je vastune ApaNe upayoga karatA nathI tenI paNa zuM kiyA lAgaze? hA. kAraNa ke jyAM sudhI pratyAkhyAna karyA nathI tyAM sudhI kriyA te lAgaze ja. mAnI le ke tamArI pAse be skuTara ane traNa sAIkale che. paNa tame te phakta eka skuTara ane eka sAIkalane ja upaga kare che. paNa tamAre Tekasa te pAMce ya ne bhara ja paDe che. tame sAIkala ne skuTarane upayoga kare che ke nahIM e prazna nathI. paNa prazna che mAlikIne. jyAM sudhI vastuo uparathI tame mAlikIpaNuM dUra karyuM nathI tyAM sudhI tamAre Tekasa bharavAM ja paDaze tema AdhyAtmika kSetramAM paNa e ja vAta che. tame muMbaImAM eka makAna bhADe lIdhuM. ane pachI dezamAM AvatA rahyA. tyAMthI be varSa pachI pharIne muMbaI gayA. makAna mAlika tamArI pAsethI bhADuM mAgaze. tyAre tame

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815 kahezo ke huM te eka divasa paNa A makAnamAM rahe nathI, te enuM bhADuM kevuM ? te e makAna mAlika zuM kaheze? tame rahe ke na rahe, ene kaI prazna nathI. paNa be varSa sudhI tame enA mAlika rahayA che. baMdhuo! makAnane tALuM tame mAryuM che ane. e vAta paNa sAcI che ke tame tamArUM mAlikIpaNuM kAyama cAlu rAkhyuM che, te tamAre enuM bhADuM paNa ApavuM paDaze. AvA mAlikIpaNAne ja te AdhyAtmika kSetramAM Asakti. kahe che. AvI Asaktine jyAM sudhI tyAga karyo nathI tyAM sudhI Azrava cAlu ja raheze. pratyAkhyAna ja AzrayadvArane rokI zake che temaja pratyAkhyAna icchAne nirodha kare che. kAraNa ke IcchAne maryAdita karyA vinA pratyAkhyAna saMbhavI zakatA nathI. eTale pratyAkhyAna, dvArA ja AtmA IcchAo para kaMTrola karI zake che. pachI je padArthone eNe tyAga karyo che e enA manamAM kadI lebha-lAlaca ke Asakti pedA karI zakaze nahi. ethI lAbha e. thAya che ke mananI tRSNA samApta thaI jAya che ane sAdhaka AtmA saMtoSI banI zake che. devAnupriye ! have ApaNe mULa siddhAMta para AvIe. kamalAvaMtI devI vairAgyanA raMgathI raMgAI pitAnA patine zuM kahI rahI che te khUba samajavA jevI vAta che. giddhovamA u naccayANa, kAme saMsAra vaTUDhaNe / / kara suvaUvAre , saMkramA taLuM re u. a. 14-47 he nAtha! A kAmaga gIdha pakSInA mukhamAM rahelAM mAMsanA TukaDA samAna che. ane saMsArane vadhAranAra che. evuM jANIne jema garUDa pAsethI zaMkita thayele sApa dhIre dhIre nIkaLIne cAlyo jAya che tema he rAjana ! kAmaga saMsAra vRddhinAM kAraNa jANIne ApaNe choDavA jevA che. ane yatanA pUrvaka saMyama mArgamAM vicaravAne udyama karavA jevuM che. kAraNa ke saMsAramAMthI je samajIne sarakI jAya che te mahAna sukhane prApta karI zake che. jyAM sudhI saMyamanI sAdhanA upara AtmA ja nathI tyAM sudhI te zAzvata sukhane pAmI zakatA nathI. kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke he svAmInAtha ! jevI rIte sarSa garUDathI bIte rahe che tevI rIte mumukSuoe sadA pApakarmanA AvaraNathI bItA rahevuM joIe. kamalAvatI kahe che he nAtha! mane pApane bhaya lAgyo che ane Apane paNa AtmAnuM zAzvata sukha joItuM hoya te pApathI bhayabhIta banavuM joIze. vadhumAM kamalAvaMtI haju zuM kahI rahI che. nA dava vaMdhanaM jIitta, kag vaheM vA . : gharca pattha majA, vasuthAra ja suyaM / u. a. 14-48 . | he mahArAjA! jevI rIte hAthI baMdhanane teDIne sukhapUrvaka vanamAM cAlyo jAya che tevI rIte Apa paNa karmanA baMdhane teDIne AtmAnA sAcA sukhanuM sthAna evA mekSamAM cAlyA jAva. mArA baMdhuo ! kamalAvatIne baMdhana sAdhyuM che, tethI te kamakhe dhanateDavI

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taiyAra thaI che. baMdhana karyuM che te tame jANe che ne? rAga ane dveSa. e be baMdhana che. jyAM Asakti che, mAyA ane mamatA che tyAM rAga ne dveSa che. ane rAga-dveSa che tyAM baMdhana che. e baMdhana mahArANI kamalAvaMtIne sAlyuM. sAthe sAthe tenI e bhAvanA che ke A baMdhanathI huM chUTuM ane mArA patine choDAvuM. tethI te ISakAra mahArAjAne kahI rahI che he nAtha ! A saMsAra baMdhananuM piMjaruM che. mATe jema hAthI baMdhana teDIne gaye te ja rIte AtmA paNa saMsAranAM rAgapAzamAMthI mukta thatAM cAritranI suvAsamAM samyaka jJAnadarzananI ArAdhanA karatAM AtmA mokSane meLave che. he mahArAjA ! mahA purUSoe pharamAvela upadeza pacya samAna che. tenA dvArA jIva pitAnA dhyeyane prApta karavAmAM samartha thAya che. he ISakAra mahArAjA ! A pramANe meM mahAtmAonI pAsethI sAMbhaLyuM che. kamalAvatI je vAkaya bolI rahI che temAM vairAgyanuM jharaNuM vahI rahyuM che. kamalAvatIne e ja dayeya che ke mAre baMdhanathI chUTavuM che ane mahArAjAne baMdhanathI choDAvavA che. jyAre ahIM beThelI kamalAdevI rUpe mArI bahene cAra cAra mahinAthI eka dhArI vItarAga vANInuM pAna karI rahela che. huM A zA rAkhuM chuM ke mArI bahene paNa kamalAvaMtInI mAphaka jAgRta thavAnI Takera karatI haze. ane pote pitAnA jIvanamAM kamalAvaMtInI mAphaka saMsArane khoTo samajIne vairAgyavATikAmAM vicaravA mATe vicAra karatI haze. ApaNu pAse have phakata AvatI kAlane eka divasa che. te kAratakI punama che tathA sUtranI asajhAya che. mATe AvatI kAle gAthA to belI zakAze nahi. paNa dareka bhAI-bahenanuM tema ja atre birAjatA mArA satI maMDaLanuM kahevuM ema che ke Apa adhyayana pUruM karaze. tethI have sArabhUta adhyayanane sAra ApanI pAse raju karI dezuM. caittA viula rajja', kAma bhoge ya ducce| nizvinA nirAmiSA, nijoddA nirimA ( u. a. 14-48 A gALAmAM sAra bharapUra bharela che. je mahArANI kamalAvaMtI brAhmaNoe chAMDelI RddhinA gADAM bharIne AvatAM joyAM ane te gADA rAja darabAramAM ThalavAze A vAta jANI tyArathI tene aMtarAtmA jAgI uThaye hate. sauthI prathama te teNe mahArAjA pAse eTalI ja dalIla karI hatI ke je brAhmaNoe choDayuM te Apa kema grahaNa kare che? ATalI vAtamAMthI tene AtmA keTale AgaLa vadhya. ciMtana karatAM tene svabhAva ane parabhAvanuM bhAna thaI gayuM ane tenA AtmAne lAgyuM ke jyAM sudhI pugalane saMga chUTaze nahi, ane svabhAvamAM AtmA Tharaze nahi tyAM sudhI jIvAtmA zAMti prApta karI zakaze nahi. cAra cAra mahinAthI ApaNe je adhyayana vAMcI rahayA chIe temAM kamalAvatIne je dhyeya hatuM te A gALAmAM Aje pUrNa thAya che. rAjA ane rANI baMne vipula rAjya tathA kAmabhegane choDIne viSayethI nivRtta-anAsakta thayA. sneha ane parigrahathI rahita

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thayA. kharekhara! kamalAvatI rANInA upadezanI saphaLatAnuM digdarzana karAvavAmAM AvyuM che arthAt rANI IcchatI hatI ke tene pati sAMsArika padArthonA mohane choDIne pravarjita thaI jAya. (dIkSA laI le). tenA upadezathI pratibaMdha pAmIne rAjAe pitAnuM vistRta rAjya tathA kAmogAdi padArthone tyAga karIne dIkSAne mATe prayANa karyuM. e je enA upadezanI saphaLatA che. zAstrakAra kahe che ke rAjya ane kAmagAdi viSane tyAga karavAthI te baMne nirviSaya athaoNt viSaya-rahita banI gayA. viSaya rahita thavAthI mAMsa tulya dhana ane dhAnyAdi padArtho pratyethI temanI Asakti cAlI gaI. tethI te nirAmiSa-(mAMsa rahita) banI gayA. nirAmiSa banI javAthI temane koI paNa padArtha pratye mamatva na rahyuM. eTalA mATe teo nineha arthAt sneha-prIti rAgathI rahita banI gayA. nehathI rahita thavuM te ja niSpa rigrahI thavuM arthAta parigrahathI rahita thavuM te che, kema ke mUchanuM nAma parigraha che. mucha parimA yuro . " teo baMne parigrahathI rahita banI gayA. kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke teoe dravya ane bhAva baMne prakArathI saMyama apanAvI lIdhuM. vadhu bhAva avasare kahevAze. vyAkhyAna ..114 kArataka suda punama ne gurUvAra tA. 12-11-70 baMdhuo ! ApaNe koIne pUchIe ke tamAre zuM joIe che? te teo kaheze ke amAre sukha joIe che. paraMtu sAcuM sukha paudgalika vastuomAMthI kaI divasa maLavAnuM nathI. mAtra ethI sukhAbhAsa dekhAya che. duHkha nivAraNane sAco mArga paugalika sukha nathI. jema ke bhUkhanuM duHkha maTADavA mATe khAvAmAM sukha dekhAya che, paNa enI e ja vastu khAdhA karavAthI abhAva thaI jAya che. mATe khAvAmAM sAcuM sukha nathI. je sukha maLyA pachI pAchuM jatuM na rahe te sAcuM sukha che. tame mAne che ke paiso maLe te sukha thAya. paNa paiso maLyA pachI paNa koI sukhI dekhAto nathI. koIne patnInuM, to keIne putranuM, keIne sAdhananuM to keIne zarIranA rogonuM, ema kaI ne kaI dukha te lAgeluM ja rahe che. jyAM sudhI sAcA sukhane mArga nahIM pakaDo tyAM sudhI sAcA sukhane- anubhava thavAne nathI. daza hajAra rUpiyAnI thelImAM sukha mAnanAre thelI laIne gAmaDAmAM te zA. 103

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hoya tyAM rastAmAM koI buDe maLe ane charI batAve e ja thelI sukharUpa banI jAya che. Ama pudagala-vastuomAM sukha mAnanAranI te vastuo paDI raheze ane pite cAlyo jaze. janma e paNa mRtyune saMdeze che. mATe mAnavabhavamAM ja kaMIka karI zakazo. jyAM sudhI pudagala tarapha Asakti che ane AtmA taraphanI rUcI nathI tyAM sudhI zAMti nathI. khoja kara nija AtmanI koNa tArI jAta che!" - tyAga vinA tRpti nahIM. tapa e tRSNane toDavAnuM sAdhana che. tRSNAnA tAra vratapratyAkhyAna-maryAdA vigerethI teDI zakAya che. baMdhuo ! ThANAMga sUtramAM ethe ThaNe kahyuM che ke cAra sthAna hameMzA apUrNa rahe che. temAM game teTaluM bharavAmAM Ave te paNa te khAlI ja raheze. - paheluM sthAna - gaMgA-yamunA jevI moTI nadIo potAnAmAM lAkha Tana pANI reDe che. Aje hajAro varSo vItI gayAM chatAM temane vaNaaTake pravAha sAgaramAM maLe ja jAya che. paNa hajAra varSomAM eka paNa divasa e nathI AvyuM ke jyAre samudra ema kahyuM hoya ke have mAre A pANI nathI joItuM. bIjuM sthAnaH smazAna - zmazAnane khADo kayAre paNa pUrAvAno nathI. hajAro bALaka, yuvAna, vRddha, strI-purUSa, te cAhe baLavAna hoya ke nirmaLa hoya, cakrati hoya ke vAsudeva hoya, paNubadhA jIvone aMte mazAnamAM te javuM paDe che. karoDe ne aba mANaso tyAM pahoMcyA ane be cAra kalAkamAM rAkha thaI gayA, paNa smazAnanI Aga Aja sudhI tRpta thaI nathI. trIjuM sthAnaH peTa:-peTane khADo savAre pUro ane bapore khAlI. pathArImAMthI uThatAM ja cA joIe. cAnI sAthe nAsto paNa joIe che. e peTamAM jAya che. bapore agiyAra vAgyA tyAM pharI dALa-bhAta, zAka, roTalI khAdhA. paNa be vAgatAM te pAchuM khAlI. bapore pharIne cA nAste joIe. sAMje cha vAgyA tyAM khIcaDI ne kaDhI joIe. rAtre dUdha pIvA joIe. Avo A piTane khADo kyAre paNa bharAtuM nathI. game teTalI vAra khAva paNa be kalAka thayA ke pAcho khAlI. thuM sthAnaH tRNA -tRSNane khADe te badhA karatAM bahu uDe che. - paTane khADA ardhA zera anAjathI bharAI jAya. be kalAka mATe te piTa barAbara bhAyA pachI bhale ne game tevI bhAvatI vastu maLe te paNa mane eka vakhata te khAvA mATe nA pADaze. paNa tRSNane khADe eTale uDe che ke tene merU parvata paNa pUrI zake nahi. eka vAra sikaMdara koI yegI pAse gaye. te bhegI camatkArI vidyA jANate hate. Aje camatkAronA cakkaramAM keTalAya leke paDI gayA che ane keTalAka temAM ThagAI paNa thayA che.

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baMdhuo! tame cAritrane namaje paNa camatkArane nahi. evI be badAmanI vidyA te bAjIgara paNa jANe che. je tame levAnuM IcchatA hoya te sadAcAranI saurabha leje. jJAnane prakAza ane saraLatAnI suvAsa leje. sikaMdara gInI sevA karavA lAgyo. tenI A sevA yogInI nahi paNa camatkAranI hatI. tenA manamAM svArtha bharyo hate. AvI sevAne tapa ke tyAganI upAsanA na kahevAya. tenA manamAM cAMdInA TukaDAnI lAlasA - jAgI che, tethI te saMtanI sevAmAM pahoMcyo che. A upAsanA saMtanI nahi paNa dravyanI che, kAraNa ke manamAM saMtanuM nahi paNa saMtanI sevAthI maLanAra saMpattinA TukaDAnuM mUlya che. tamAruM lakSa saMpattimAM che, cAritramAM nathI. je kadAca bIje saMpatti maLe tema hoya te tame sevAne raste paNa cheDI deze. eka divasa yogIe sikaMdarane kahyuM, tArI sevA paNa gajabanI che. huM tArA para Aja khUba prasanna thayo chuM. bela, tAre zuM mAMgavuM che? sikaMdarane te A ja joItuM hatuM. A mATe te teNe paraseve pADyo hato. teNe kahyuM, he gIzvara ! mArI eka nAnI sarakhI mAMgaNI che. te e ke AkhI pRthvI upara mArI sattA cAle. keTalI nAnI mAMgaNI che ! lobhI hRdayane mATe te AkhI duniyAnuM sAmrAjya paNa ochuM paDe che. saMte joyuM ke mananI tRSNA vizALa che! jema jema tame aMdara jatA jazo tema tema tRSNA te vadhatI jaze. A sADA traNa hAthanI kAyA mATe keTalI jagyA joIe? zarIra te phakta jADAtraNa hAtha ja jagyA mAMge che. paNa mana jene eka iMca jamInanI paNa jarUra nathI, tevA vizALa pRthvInA khaMDathI paNa saMteSa pAmatA nathI. kadAca duniyAbhAnuM sAmrAjya paNa maLI gayuM, AkhI pRthvI upara eka cakI sattA paNa maLI, paNa jyAre jIvanayAtrA samApta thazete vakhate keTalI jagyA maLaze? phakta sADAtraNa hAtha. te paNa IslAma saMskRtimAM janmelAne. mAnava zarIranI samasyA te cAra roTalIthI patI jaze. rahevAnI samasyA sADA traNa hAtha jamInathI ukalI jaze. paNa mananI samasyA kaMIka muzkela che. hajAre maNa anAja ane senuM maLavA chatAM mananI samasyA ukalI zakatI nathI. yogIe joyuM ke sikaMdarane keyaDo tanane nahi paNa manane che. eTale tene ukela bIjI rIte ja kara paDaze. yegI aMdara gayA. pitAnI jheLImAMthI eka manuSyanI khoparI kADhI siMkadarane ApI ane kahyuM ke Ane anAjathI bharI de. je kSaNe te anAjathI bharAI jaze te kSaNe AkhI pRthvI upara tArUM sAmrAjya thaI jaze. yegInI vAta sAMbhaLI samrATa sikaMdaranA AnaMdano pAra na rahaye. mahelamAM jAya eTalI ja vAra che. be miniTamAM parI juvAranA dANAthI bharI devAze ane samagra

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pRthvI upara pitAnuM sAmrAjya thaI jaze. sikaMdara:mahelamAM gayo. teNe eka zera purI ane eka zera juvAra khoparImAM nAMkhI. pachI joyuM te parI khAlI. guNIonI guNIe lAvI temAM nAMkhI paNa parI khAlI ja rahI. sikaMdaranA AzcaryanI hada na rahI. te samajI gayo ke A kaI camatkArika khoparI che. sikaMdara nI pAse gaye ane badhI vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI. gIe hasatAM hasatAM kahyuM, siMkadara ! tuM jANatA nathI ke A mAnavInI khepArI che. ATaluM moTuM rAjya paNa tene na bharI zakayuM te juvAranA dANAthI te kema bharaze? sikaMdara samajI gaye. tame badhA paNa samajI gayA hazo ke manuSyanI A parI bharavI e keTaluM kaThaNa kAma che ! devAnupriya ! saMgrahamAM zAMtine zodhavI e moTI bhUla che. je ema mAne che ke paisA AvavAthI manamAM sthiratA Ave che. e khUba ja moTI bhramaNAmAM che. teo dhanane samajyA che paNa manane nahi. mananI gatine samajanAra evI bhUla kadI na kare. baMdhuo! tame sArI rIte jANe che ke vikAsa ane vaibhavanAM je sAdhane madhyayuganA samrATa akabara pAse nahAtAM te Aje eka sAmAnya mANasa pAse hoya che, paraMtu madhyayuganA sAdhAraNa mAnavIne jeTalI zAMti hatI te Aje moTA dhanavAnene paNa nathI. zAMti, vilAsanAM sAdhane saMpattinA saMgrahamAM nathI paNa mananA saMteSamAM che. sukha te svAdhIna hevuM joIe. parAdhInatAmAM sukha hoya kharUM? pagalika mukhe badhA parAdhIna che. vAstavamAM te e sukha sukha ja nathI. sukhane mAtra AbhAsa che. rahevA mATe AlIzAna baMgale hoya, khAvA mATe suMdara miSTAnna ne pauSTika bhajana hiya, pANI mAgatAM dUdha hAjara thAya evI sAhayabI hoya, chatAM paNa AjanA zrImaMtene sukhane anubhava thato nathI. jyAre jenI pAse kaMI nathI evA aneka gI AtmAo apUrva sukha-zAMtimAM jIve che. je bAhya padArthomAM sukha hota, IndrionA bhagavaTAmAM sukha rahetuM hota te AvuM na banata. baMgalAvALA badhA sukhI heta ane amArA jevA sAdhue duHkhI hota. paNa baMdhuo, evuM nathI, eTale ja Ama jaNAya che. padagalika padArthanA bhagavaTAthI koIne kadI tRpti thaI nathI ane thavAnI paNa nathI, ane tethI sukhanI je AzA che te adhurI rahevAnI che. paraMtu Aje te mAnavI AvI AdhyAtmika (sAcI dizAmAM javAne badale bhautika saMpattinI beTI dizAmAM doTa lagAvIne saMsAranI bhulabhulAmaNImAM aTavAI gayo che. - Aje amArI kSamApanA dina che. zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIre zramaNane bRhadkalpa sUtranA cothA adhyAyamAM spaSTa AjJA ApI che ke :: he sAdhaka! je kaI zramaNa sAthe koI kAraNasara tAre kajIye thaI jAya to tAre tenI kSamAyAcanA karI levI. kSamAyAcanA na thAya tyAM sudhI tAre AhArapANI na levAM.

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21 joIe. zaucAdika kriyAo paNa na patAvavI joIe. gharamAM Aga lAge che tyAre tene mAlika pahelAM Aga olavI nAkhe che. ane pachI jamavA bese che. gharamAM Aga lAgI hoya tyAre pite jamavA besI jAya te leke tene "mUkha" kahIne bolAve. jenA aMtaramAM BdhanI pracaMDa jvALAo saLagatI hoya, jenI AMkhe krodhathI lAlacoLa thaI gaI hoya ane jenuM lehI garama pANInI mAphaka ukaLI rahayuM hoya tenA mATe AvA samaye bhejana ke abhyAsa karavAnuM zuM yegya che? "nA." bAIbalanA jUnA karAramAM mahAtmA Isu kahe cheH tame prArthanA karavA mATe devamaMdiramAM jAo che, tyAM pahoMcyA pachI tamane yAda Ave ke mAre amuka pADozI sAthe matabheda thayela che te maMdiranA bAraNethI ja tame pAchA pharI jajo. pahelAM jaIne pelA pADezI sAthe manameLa karI Avaje. tyAra pachI ja devane bheTa dhareje. mANasa jyAre sAmA mANasa sAthe vera levAnI vRtti kADhI nAkhe che ane teNe karelA aparAdhane mApha karavAnI hiMmata kare che te vakhate tene AtmA prabaLa zakti dharAvate thaI jAya che. ATalI prabaLa zaktine bhUtakALamAM tene kayAreya anubhava thayela hete nathI. - bhagavAna mahAvIre kahayuM che "jenI sAthe tAre vera baMdhAyuM hoya tene tAre kSamA ApavI joIe. pachI bhale te tane sanmAna ApatuM hoya ke na Apate hoya, tane teNe kSamA ApI hoya ke na ApI hoya paNa tuM tenA kRtya tarapha najara karIza nahi. tAre tarata ja tenI kSamA mAMgI levI joIe." kSamAnA mahatvane svIkAra karatAM AdhyAtmika prakaraNamAM lakhyuM che. eka mANasa varSo sudhI tapa kare che ane bIjo mANasa eka kaDavuM veNa zAMtithI sahana karI le che te mANasane je phaLa maLe che te varSo sudhI tapa karanAranA phaLa karatAM ghaNuM vadhAre hoya che. jenI sAthe ApaNe aNabanAva thaye hoya ke kajIye thaye hoya tenI kSamA mAgavI. hadaya para jAmelA kALAzanA pipaDAne ukheDIne hRdayane svaccha darpaNa jevuM banAvavuM. bhutakALanuM kaI paNa kaDavuM maraNa aMtaHkaraNanA ekAda khUNAmAM na rahI javuM joIe. hRdaya pavitra ane nirmaLa banavuM joIe. saMvatsarI pachI jANe navA nAme jIvanane prAraMbha karavAne che. pRthvIne paNa kSamA kahevAmAM Ave che. dharatI para chetarAM, lAkaDAM ane chANa jevI vastuo paDe che. A vastuone dharatI dhIre dhIre potAnA svarUpamAM pheravI nAkhe che. A badhI vastuonuM mULa svarUpa adazya thaI jAya che. barAbara tevI ja rIte vikRta saMgane bhUlI jaIne pArakAe pahoMcADelA kaSTone manamAMthI kADhI nAMkhI tenuM sahaja paNa ahita na IcchavuM tenuM nAma kSamA. kSamA kAyaranuM nahi paNa vIranuM bhUSaNa che. je kAyara hoya che te kSamAzIla nathI

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hato. ahIM vIrane artha majabUta zarIravALe ke vANIzu ema nathI, paraMtu dRDha manobaLavALe AtmavIra ema thAya che. je kodhano prasaMga hovA chatAMya kopAyamAna thatuM nathI, gALene javAba mIThA hAsyathI Ape che, tophAnamAM paNa je daDhatAthI ubhuM rahe che, te ja sAce vIra che. eTalA mATe ja Arya RSioe kahyuM che "zaktizALI mANasanI kSamA e ja sAcI kSamA che." kAyara keI divasa kSamA ApI zakato nathI. sabaLa ja kSamA ApI zake che. kSamA mANasane sahanazIla ane zAMta banAve che. kSamA pitAnI anaMta zaktine oLakhavAne saMdeza Ape che. kSamA kahe che, upakAra upara apakAra kara, gunegArane zikSA karIne nirbaLa banAve e kArya te dujanenuM che. apakAra karanAra para upakAra kare, gunegArane premathI vaza kare ane kSamAthI tathA premathI hadayanuM pari. vartana karAvavuM e kArya uttama purUnuM che. tenA upara eka daSTAMta che te Apane kahuM chuM. eka mAtAnA lADIlA be putra sAthe ja rahetA hatAM, sAthe ja khAtA hatA, sAthe ja pItA hatA ane sAthe ja sUtA hatA. e ekabIjA pratye bhAI bhAIne prema hate. anukrame baMne bhAIo moTA thAya che. baMne bhAIonI mAtA pahelAM gujarI gaI hatI. temAM nAno bhAI vadhu nA hatuM ane moTebhAI samajamAM AvI gayeluM hatuM. tene paraNAvI dIdhuM hatuM. mAtA maratI vakhate kahI gaI hatI ke badhI milaktane bhAga karaje, paNa eka ApaNe bagIco che temAM phaLaphUle ghaNAM thAya che, bAra mahine daza hajAra rUpiyAnI Avaka che, te mArA nAnA dikarAne daI deje. tene bhAga nA pADaze. nAne bhAI meTo thayo. tene paraNa. vakhata jatAM bApa vRddha thaI gaye. bApa kahe che beTA! huM tamane milakatanA bhAga vaheMcI ApuM. pAchaLa kAMI jhaghaDo na rahe bhAIo kahe che bApujI ! tame A zuM bolI rahyA che ? ame baMne bhAIo eka chIe tyAM bhAga kevA? bhAI bhAInAM prema hoya te svAbhAvika che, paNa derANI-jeThANI paNa be benI jema saMpIne rahe che. paNa koIne eka bIjA pratye avizvAsa nathI. nAnAbhAInI vahune bAra varSe sImaMta che. eTale te rAkhaDI bAMdhIne sUvAvaDanA prasaMge piyara jAya che. te benanuM nAma suzIlA che. nAma che tevA ja tenAmAM guNa che. jatAM jatAM tenA patine kahe che. huM jAuM chuM. tame bhAI bhAbhInA vinayane kadI mUkatA nahi. pati kahe ke tuM zuM bele che ! meTA bhAI ta te mArA bApa samAna che ane bhAbhI mArI mAtA samAna che. tuM enI phikara na karIza. suzIlAne saMtoSa thayo. piyara gaI. tenA gayA pachI divALInA divaso AvyA. jeThANuM sArAM kapaDAM paherIne upAzraye gaI. tyAM badhI bahene tene pUchavA lAgI ke ame sAMbhaLyuM che ke tamArA machIyArA vaheMcAI gayA te zuM sAcI vAta che? ghaNuM pUche che paNa bahena kAMI belatI nathI. bahene pharIne parANe pUche che tyAre jeThANI kahe che. amArA majhIyArA vaheMcANuM che paNa ame vaheMcANA nathI. ame te bhegA ja rahIe chIe. amAre majhayArA jevuM kAMI che ja nahi.

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83 artenA kahe che ke majhIyArA vaheMcANA te pelA khAga che te mAganuM zu karyuM ? tenI Arthaka sArI che. baheneAne A bAbatamAM kAMI svArtha nathI ane bagIcAmAM saMtarA, mAsa`khI, cIku, kerI Adi je phaLA thAya che te maLavAnAM nathI. chatAM jovAnu eTaluM che ke ajJAnatAne laIne jIva anarthAdaMDamAM kayAM daMDAI jAya che! jeThANI kahe: e bagIcAnA bhAga pADayA ja nathI. mArA sAsujI kahI gayA che ke nAnAbhAI ne mAga daI deze. eTale e bagIcA nAnA kriyarane akSisa karI dIdhA che. jyAM cAra cATalA bhegA thAya tyAM dhaMdhA zuM kare? sAmAnA eTalA ja bhAMge na? ke khIjuM kAMI ? jeThANIne kahe-tame teA sAva bheALA ja lAgeA che. khAra mahine deza hajAranI beThI AvakanA agIcA kAMI bakSIsa karI devAya? vaLI tuM vahelI paraNIne AvI che. sAsunI sevA te karI che mATe bagIcA tane ja maLavA joI e. jeThANI kahe, amAre evu kAMI judAI jevu che ja nahi. tame Avu' na khelaze. amArA skAra khagaDI jAya. maheneAnI vAta dhyAnamAM lIdhI nahi. jeThANI khIje divase gai. enI eja vAta zarU thaI, trIje divase paNa e ja vAta, ekanI eka ja vAta kAne Ave che. tyAre mANasanA mana upara asara thAya che. eTale jeThANInA manamAM A vAta esI gaI. huM te kahuM' chuM mahenA ! upAzrayamAM AvIne be sAmAyika karatAM hai| tA eka karajo paNa AvA dhaMdhA na karazeA. kAinA gharanuM zAMta vAtAvaraNa hoya tene bagADaze nahi. diyera ghera AvyA. bhAbhInuM mukha udAsa joIne kahe che, bhAbhI ! huM rAja AvuM tyAre tame hasatAM ja hA che. Aje tame kema ATalA badhA udAsa che ? zuM Aje tamane kAMI thayuM che? ghaNuM kahyuM tyAre bhAbhI kahe che, huM tamane eka vAta kahuM, tame sAMbhaLo. mAre jhaghaDA karavA nathI. ApaNA khIcA tamane bakSIsa karyAM che. pitAjInA avasAna vakhate temane zAMti thAya eTale ja ame hA pADI dIdhI che. paNa nyAyathI joIe te emAM mArA bhAga che. diyara kahe, bhAbhI ! tame mATA che ne e bagIcA tamArA ja che. diyara teA cAhyA gayA. sAMja paDI. pati ghera AvyeA. bahenanu mADhuM caDelu ja che. pati pUche che tane zuM thayu che ? patnI kahe-kAMI niha. paNu A khAga ApaNane maLavA joIe. pati kahe, tane AveA vicAra kema thayA ? ApaNe meATA chIe, tuccha mana na karAya, A rIte mATAbhAI patnIne khUba samajAve che paNa te samajatI nathI. tarata ja nAnA bhAI Ave che, ane kahe che bhAI-bhAbhI mApha karo. mAre A bagIcA na joie. tame kahA teA gharabAra badhu Apane dai dauM, ame tamArA dAsa banIne rahIe. bhAI namratA batAve che. meATAbhAI kahe, tuM zA mATe Ama kahe che. huM tArI bhAbhIne samajAvI daIza. bhAI kahe, mArA nimitte jhaghaDA na thavA joIe. A khaMnemAM khIje koI jhagaDA nathI. laDayA-khAjhathA nathI, paNa leAkAe evI nAnAbhAInuM gharakhAra-mAlamilkata badhuM laI levAnA che. vAta phelAvI ke meTobhAi lApho ane khAjunI

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DholakI vagADe che. nAnAne kAMI kahe ne moTAne kAMI kahe, AmAM taDa paDI. bhAIo evA caDaze caDayA ke nAne kahe, have te game tema thAya paNa bagIce na ApuM. mATe kahe huM bagIce levAne chuM. Ama vAdavivAdamAM baMne jaNA eka bIjAnA khUna karavA ubhA thayA. A vAtanI nAnA bhAInI patnI suzIlAne khabara paDI. suzIlAne putra avataryo che. trIjo mAsa che. te tenI mAtA pAse AvIne kahe che ke bA, mane mArA sAsare mekala. mAtA kahe beTA! bAra varSe bAbe AvyuM. tane ekadama kema mokalAya? pAMcame mahine kariyAvara karIne tane mokalIzuM. mAtA ! atyAre javuM paDe tema che. mAtA kahe, zA mATe? dikarI kahe, mArI pADozaNa AvIne mane kahI gaI che ke tamArA pati ane tamArA jeTha ekabIjAnuM khUna karavA ubhA thayA che. jyAM mArA gharamAM Ave kaleza hoya tyAM kariyAvara zuM kare che? mane atyAre ja mekala. eka bAganI bAbatamAM jhaghaDo thayo che, mAre A na joIe. eka vakhata mArI tamAma milakata jeThanA caraNomAM dharI daIza paNa amAre te bhAIne prema joIe che. bA! tArA gharanAM dAgInA devA paDaze te daIza, tane vAMdho nathI ne? tAre jamAI Aje bhAna bhUkI che. jeTha bhAna bhUlyA che ema na kahyuM. mAtA kahe, dikarI! tuM khAnadAnanI dikarI hoya to gharamAM jhaghaDo na rAkhIza. tAre je joIe te ahIMthI laI jaje. - je navakAra maMtrane samajato hoya tenA gharamAM jhaghaDo na hai joIe. dharma karanArA jyAre laDe che tyAre ke temane nathI vagovatAM paNa dharmane vagovavA mAMDe che, joyuM ne dharmaDhIMgalA thaIne zuM karI rahyA che? ahIMyA mAtAe putrIne khUba zikhAmaNa ApI, nekaranI sAthe putrane laIne suzIlA patine ghera Ave che. bhAIne manamAM krodha che. suzIlA rAtanA agiyAra vAge AvI bAraNuM khakhaDAve che. gharamAM khUna karanAro mANasa taiyAra rAkhe che. bAraNuM khakhaDyuM eTale kahe, jene! A! pilA khUnIne kahe che eka ja ghAe tene uDAvI deje. A zabda suzIlAe sAMbhaLyA. samajI gaI. vicAra karyo ke krodha bUrI cIja che. eTale kahe svAmInAtha! huM suzIlA chuM. gharanI dhaNIyANI chuM. suzIlAne avAja sAMbhaLIne te camakI gaye. keNu suzIlA! tarata ja bAraNuM khelyuM. suzIlAne joIne kahe, bAbAne laIne AvavAnuM hatuM ane tuM Ama ekAeka kema cAlI AvI? mAre to bAbAne khUba ThAThamAThathI ghera lAva hato. have khUna karavAnI vAtane bhUlI gayo ane suzIlA sAthe vAta karavA lAgyA. suzIlA eka paNa zabda belatI nathI. tyAre kahe che suzIlA ! tuM mArI sAthe kema bolatI nathI? mArA praznano uttara kema ApatI nathI? patnI kahe che tame bolavA jevuM rAkhyuM che kayAM? kharekhara huM kamabhAgI chuM ne A chokare paNa kamabhAgI che ke jene AvatAM gharamAM jhaghaDA ubhA thayA. tame zuM laIne beThA che? jenanA dikarA thaIne bhAInuM khUna karavA ubhA thayA che? khUna karanAre gharamAM hatuM. suzIlA kahe A keNa che? tamane saheja paNa vicAra na thaye ! suzIlAnA saddaguNa joI ne khUnI

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825 avAka banI gaye, pAse AvIne kahe che, have tame mane pAMca hajAra rUpiyA Apa te paNa mAre khUna karavuM nathI. kasAInuM kara hadaya paNa suzIlAnA vacanethI pIgaLI gayuM. patine kahe che ke ApaNI sarva milakta daI devI paDe to paNa bhAInA caraNemAM arpaNa karI daIe, paNa ApaNe bhAIne prema joIe che. vera nathI joItuM. mATe cAle, atyAre ne atyAre bhAI bhAbhInI kSamA mAgavA jaIe. pati kahe, tuM jema kahe tema karavA taiyAra chuM. paNa je bhAI mArUM khUna karavA ubhuM thayuM che tenI pAse mAphI mAgavA te. nahi ja AvuM. e kAma mArA mATe kaThaNa che. paNa baLAtkAre patine laIne jAya che. bALakane ghera ja mUkyo. khUna karanAra kasAInuM hRdaya-parivartana thaI gayuM che. ekane eka bALaka tene seMpIne baMne jaNA bhAInA ghera AvyAM. bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM. suzIlA jeTalI sadguNI hatI teTalI jeThANI na hatI. je jeThANImAM saddaguNa heta te A pramANe A mora maMDAta nahi. bAraNuM khakhaDayuM eTale kahe che ke A khUna karavA. temaNe eka hajAra ApI khUnI ubho karyo hate. khUnIne kahe che je Ave te ja tuM tenA eka ghAe be kaTakA karI nAMkhaje. suzIlA pitAnA patine kahe che tame mArAthI traNa phUTa pAchaLa raheje. kAMIka banI jAya te pahelAM huM ane pachI tame. suzIlA madhura svare kahe che. moTAbhAI ! amane mApha karaje. ATalI moDI rAtre ApanI UMghamAM khalela pADavA AvyA chIe, suzIlAne avAja sAMbhaLI kahe, joyuM! ene suzIlAnA jevuM bolatA paNa AvaDe che. pharIne suzIlA bele chemoTAbhAI! huM suzIlA pite chuM. tene thayuM, suzIlA, Ave ja kayAMthI? be traNa vakhata bolI eTale samajI gayo ke nakkI suzIlA che. aho, suzIla tuM kayAMthI? Ama belI jeTha uThaye. tyAre tenAmAM rAkSasavRtti bharI hatI. paNa jyAM suzIlAnA zabdo sAMbhaLyA tyAM tenA hRdayamAMthI duSTa bhAvanA cAlI gaI. saddaguNamAM keTalI zakti che! jeTha bebhAna thaIne DhaLI paDe che. kharekhara hRdayamAM rahelA zalyane kADhanAra AlecanA che, pahelAM te rAjA mahArAjA bahAragAma jAya tyAre tenI sAthe vaide ne DokaTara jatA hatA, paNa have te meTA zeThIyAo paradeza jAya te tenI sAthe DokaTara hoya che. tamArA bAhayogathI bacavA DokaTara sAthe ne sAthe rAkhe paNa janma-jarA ne maraNanA rogane maTADanArA DokaTarane sAthe laI jAya che ke nahi? (sabhAmAMthI avAja :- e DokaTara sAthe na Ave). vAhanamAM na bese. huM kahuM chuM bhale, tamArA gurU tamArI sAthe na Ave. paNa temanI ApelI hitazikhAmaNe, varanA vacane te tamArI sAthe Ave che ne? (nA). e te bhulI javAya che. tamane tamArA sTAra ne gharanA nAma yAda rahe. dipaka sTora, vIrANI sadana, vigere badhuM yAda rahe che. tamArA putra-putrInuM nAma bhulatA nathI paNa gurUnA vacane bhulI jAya che!! suzIlA namra svare jeThane vinavI rahI che. haju jenuM pratyakSa mukha joyuM nathI, zA. 104

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phakata tenA vacane sAMbhaLI jeThanA hadayamAM tenI asara thaI gaI. suzIlA jeThanA ghera AvI che bAraNuM kholyuM. baMne jaNA moTAbhAInA caraNamAM paDI gayA. nAno bhAI kahe che lAIna che gaMbhIra bhUla karI che. baMne jaNAe pazcAtApanA AMsuthI bhAI-bhAInA paga dhoI nAkhyA, jeTha kahe che mAre tamArI mAphI mAgavAnI jarUra che. baMne bhAIonI AMkhamAM AMsu che nAne bhAI kahe che, A badhe pratApa suzIlAne che. suzIlA na AvI hota te kharekhara huM zuM karI beThe heta ! jeThANInI mati paNa sudharI gaI. jeTha kahe, A badhe pratApa suzIlAne che. AjathI A bagIce ane badhI milakata tane arpaNa karI dau chuM. suzIlA kahe, moTAbhAI! mApha kare. mAyAe gharamAM jhaghaDo karAvyuM. bhAI bhAIne khUna karavA ubhA thayA. te te have mAre joIe ja nahi. moTAbhAInI patnI kahe, have mAre paNa na joIe. baMne jaNAe samajIne mahAjanane bagIce soMpI dIdhe. kahevAno Azaya e che ke kuTuMbamAM eka mANasa saguNa hoya che te te kuTuMbano uddhAra karI de che. - baMdhuo ! Aje zAstranI gAthA belavAnI te asajhAya che. paNa Aje chelle divasa che eTale gAthAne mULa bhAvArtha kahIne adhyayanane pUrNa karIe chIe. IpukAra rAja ane kamalAvatI rANI baMne jaNAe vipula rAjya choDIne, kAmabhegone tyAga karIne, parigrahathI rahita thaIne, samyaka dharmane jANIne pravajya aMgIkAra karI. tyAra pachI tIrthakare upadezelA ghora tapane svIkAra karyo. ane ghera parAkrama AdaryuM. Ama cha e jaNA kamaza: subodha pAmIne dharmaparAyaNa thayA ane janma maraNanA bhayathI udvega pAmIne tapa vaDe duHkhano nAza karavA lAgyA. vItarAganA zAsanamAM pUrvanI ArAdhanAthI bhAvita thayela che je thoDA ja vakhatamAM dukhene aMta karI mokSapadane pAmyA. rAjA ane tenI rANI, puhita tathA brAhmaNI, ane be kumAre A badhAM nirvANapadane pAmyA. cha e AtmAne je dhyeya hato te pUrNa thaye. temaja Apane je dhyeya hata-adhyayana pUrNa thavAne-te Aje cAra gAthA belyA nathI paNa phakta gAthAne bhAvArtha kahIne Aje ApanI pAse adhyayana pUrNa karUM chuM. te cha e jIvenuM vairAgyamaya jIvana Apa badhAe cAra cAra mahinAthI sAMbhaLyuM. ApanA jIvanamAM paNa A uttama bhAva Ave ane jJAna-darzanacAritranI vRddhi karavAmAM Apane samyak purUSArtha upaDe te ja abhilASA ! ! Aje mahAna purUSa lekazAhanI janmajayaMti che. lekazAha jaina samAjanA tirdhara hatA. temanuM mULa nAma laMkAzAha na hatuM. temanuM nAma temanA mAtApitAe lekacaMdra pADyuM jyAre teo garbhamAM AvyA tyAre temanI mAtAe caMdranuM svapna joyuM. tenA uparathI khabara paDI ke A putra kuTuMbamAM caMdra samAna thaze. dhIme dhIme lekacaMdra moTA thayA. temanuM lagna karavAmAM AvyuM. temane eka putra thaye, tenuM nAma punamacaMda pADavAmAM AvyuM. lekacaMdranI uMmara 23 varSanI thatAM pitAjI gujarI gayA,

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827 gharanI badhI javAbadArI temanA upara AvI paDI. kAma prasaMge te eka vakhata amadAvAda gayA. pachI eka jhaverIne tyAM gayelA. peAte jhaverAta pArakhavAmAM kuzaLa hatA. zeThane (verIne) vicAra thayA. leAkacaMdra ghaNA buddhizALI che. AvA mANusa peDhI para hAya tA sAru. leAkacaMdrane amadAvAda AvavAnuM kahyuM. teNe hA pADI. amadAvAdanA khAdazAhane metInI kiMmata AMkI ApI. bAdazAha paNa tenI buddhi joine khuza thayAM. amadAvAdamAM temaNe ghaNI nAmanA meLavI. peAte jhaverAtanA vepAra kare che. khUba dravya kamAyA paNa dharma pratye temane khUba rasa hatA. eTale vAravAra te yatie pAse jatA ne sUtra-siddhAMtanu vAMcana karatA hatA, zAstranuM vAMcana karyuM tyAre temane thaI gayu` ke AgamakArAe keTalA suMdara mAga matAnyeA che ! ane atyAre yatie tenI viruddha vana karI rahyA che. temaNe te yatione satya kahI dIdhuM ke dhana rAkhavAnI ne gADI meTaramAM besavAnI zAstramAM cAkhkhI manAi che. tame teA dhana rAkheA che- gADI meATaramAM eseA che. taye zAstranI virUddha vartana karo. che. temanI A vAta yatine na gamI. eTale pene alaga thaIne badhAne satya mArga samajAvavA lAgyA. temanA upadezathI 45 Avyo vairAgya pAmyA. ATha lAkha mANasAne jaina manAvyA. A rIte DhAMkAzAhe jaina samAjamAM khUba krAnti karI che. saMvata 1541mAM 69 varSanI uMmare tee kALadharma pAmyA esa kahevAya che. teoe ghaNuM paribhramaNa karIne sanAtana jaina dharmInA phelAvo karyAM. TUMkamAM lAMkAzAhe ApaNA samAja upara jabarajasta krAnti karI che. temanA ApaNa upara anaH upakAra che. temanA jIvanane yAda karI temanA ekeka guNA jIvanamAM utArIe tA ja temanI jayaMtI ujavI sAthaka kahevAya. khaMdhue ! Aje ghaNA samaya thaI gayA che. Aje cAturmAMsanI pUrNAhutinA divasa che. cAra sahinAmAM Apane amArA taraphathI kAMI paNa mana duHkha thayu... hAya tA ane sau Apane khamAvIe chIe. pU. mahAsatIjIe jyAre kSamApanA karI tyAre sa`ghanA dareka bhAI-mahenAnI AMkheAmAM AMsunI dhArA vahetI hatI. zrI saMghanA kArya kartAoe pU. mahAsatIjInA AbhAra mAnya hatA temaja kSamApanA karI hatI. phrIr3I amArA saMghane ujjavaLa karavA padhAraze| tema vinaMtI karI hatI. samApta

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SAATATAVATELAVALAVEVA LAVAVAVAC che pUjya zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA te pragaTa thayelAM vyAkhyAna pustake (1) zAradA sudhA bhA. 1 ane 2 (2) zAradA saMjIvanI bhA. 1-2-3 | (3) zAradA mAdhurI bhA. 1-2-3 (4) zAradA parimala bhA 1-2 (saMyukta) DAVAVAVALAVAVAVO GALALALALKAELALALALALAGTALANS

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bAda viduSI pU zArabAI mahAsatIjInI cAtumAlinI yAdI : saMvata gAma gAma saMvata 2012 amadAvAda 2013 2014 ka 149 ' 2000 khaMbhAta eDA : sANaMda khaMbhAta sANaMda amadAvAda sANaMda amadAvAda sANaMda khaMbhAta surata 1. . "amadAvAda* jarAvaranagara lakhatara khaMbhAta ra . 2004 ThaM5 sANaMda surata amadAvAda : vIramagAma sAbaramatI khaMbhAta (kAvAva) muMbaI (mAmA) che (dara) , (vilepAralA) , (ghATakopara) * - khaMbhAta ke 2015 2016 2017 2018 2019 2020 * 2021 2022 2023 24. 225 2026 2027 2007 8 * rada ''2010 ke bhAvanagara rAjakoTa : dhAMgadhrA ' ' 2011

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khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA sva. pUjya gacchAdhipati 1008 , ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA ziSya saMDaLanI nAmAvalI !!'' , , 1. " . sANaMda naM. mahAsatIjInuM nAma janma sthaLa ane dIkSA saMvata mAsa-tIthI vAra sIkSA sthaLa , 1 bA. ba. viduSI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI sANaMda 196 vaizAkha suda 6 semavAra 2 5zubhadrAbAI khaMbhAta - 2008 citra suda 10 zukravAra 35 indubAI ke surata dIkSA-nAra 2011 azADa suda 5 rivAra 4 . bra. vasubaI , 7 zrIramagAma , 2017 mAgazara suda 5 thakvAra 5 bA. vra, kAntAbAI 2013 mAgazara suda 10 gurUvAra 6 pU. sadaguNAbAI lakhatara 2013 mahA suda 6 budhavAra 7 che. bA. bra. IndirAbAI surata - 2014 mAgazara suda 6 budhavAra , meDAsara dIkSA-nAra 2014 mahA vada 7 bhAvAra 9 5. kamaLAbAI ) khaMbhAta 2014 vaizAkha suda 6 zukravAra 10 pU. sva. tArAmAI >> amadAvAda , dIkSA-sAbaramatI, 2014 aSADa suda 2 guruvAra 11 pU. bA.bra. caMdanabAI che ' lakhatara 2017 mAgazara suda 6 guruvAra 12 pU. bA.bra. raMjanabAI , sAbaramatI dIkSA-dAdara 2021 mahA suda 13 ravivAra 13 5 bA.bra. nirmaLAbAI , " khaMbhAta dIkSA-dAdara 2021 mahA suda 13 ravivAra 1 ws . ba. zobhanAbAI , lIMbaDI dIkSA-sADav2022 vaizAkha suda 11 ravivAra 15ghamaMdAkinIbAI mATuMgA muMbaI 2023 mahA suda 8 zanivAra 16 5 bA. bra. saMgItAbAI : khaMbhAta , 224 mahA suda 5 ravivAra 17 5. ba. bra. harSidAbAI , ghATakopara-muMbaI dIkSA sthaLa-bhAvanagara 2026 vaizAkha vada 11 ravivAra

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zuddhipatraka 25 azuddha bhAga aMza laga vano tenuM abhimAna vastroja tene avana vastu che varatu subhaga suruSe suMdhAyo karei karei-karitA badeza tikaDu DI tikaDa thakI 340 342 pAra 3 35 364 304 che. te 398 401 410 parANuM ceya mahilIya samaye aitihAsika AcaraNa mAtA-pita kamAta mAMDayA. sama: navalakathAnI mA cAra RAtA-pitA kamAlera te lI vaNAnA pALIyAdanA jaMtuNA - ravi ? '. hakkAnI'. pariya 414 421 424 lalIbAI kakka baMme hI ghaNeNa lakSmIbAI kakkeya bame dhaNeNa

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* azuddha daza, sa, a, 2 gAyA 3- zana mehanIya sulAsanI tame dA. su. a. 2 gAthA 2darzanAvaraNIya 417 sulaisAnI ja8 : " beyAvacceNaM bhalabhalA kevaLajJAnI jAne strI kayA 585 ke saMjamoya beyavacceNa bhalabhayA kevaLajJAna - jenAne strI kayA maThI saMjamoja bharaNI vakhate kArAgRhanAM vasiddhi vihaNa jamavA rANI bhUrA upAzraya 6 62 vakhate kArAgRhamAM vAsiddhi vihUNa jamanA zeThANI upara Ama 661. upAzraya bhraSTa t87 hato hatI. 7.* sI bhuvanapati bhavanapati neTa -samayanA abhAve AgaLanA phorma naM. 1 thI 38 tathA pAchaLanA phorma naM. 92 thI 104 zuddhipatraka banAvyuM nathI. vAMcako kSati sudhArI leze. 3) pU. vyAkhyAnakAra mahAzvatIjIe "cha jIvanA adhikAra' nI sAthe sAthe vizullanA caritra pharamAmAM hatuM, paraMtu pustakanuM kada khUba ja vadhI jatuM hovAthI te caritra AmAM levAyuM nathI. bhUlathI pR. 14 para gheDa bhAga levAyo che. te tarapha ame vAMcakenuM dhyAna derIe chIe. - prakAzaka.

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zuddha cetanA svarUpa ramaNa' rama : 1 coge raMgA, bhUle. mithyA duniyA nI svarUpa mAnuM' huM pAce. niyAnI khaTapaTa sahe laDI curatA aMtaramAM, yaMtra taMtranI tajI : ", 4 jI na mAyA bhaNataramAM. dira, kASTha, vada : 46, dukhiyAnI paravAha nathI, - vanamAM Ave tevuM mAne, have zuM amRta vArI mathI, 3 jhaLahaLa ce te darzana karazuM, bAha. diza.nAM nahi sUrazuM, tarazuM A jaledadhine saheje, aMtaranI vAto karazuM. 4 ala che. A avadhuta dazAmAM, jaganuM lagna bhUlAcuM, hu, tuM ne hu : gA dUra, bhU sAH mithyA gAyuM. pragaTa vijaLIne camakA re, jhaLahun jhagamaga ajavALuM', kahu ra kArDane tuM tuM .rapa'tara khAMkhAthI bhAchuM. niyA mAno ke na mAne, jarUra tenI zI mAre, mahatyA tene sAna maLI che. pitAne pate tAre. 7 mUDha kahe ke khuddha kaho koI, tethI kAMI na jAvAnuM', jJAna dhyAnamAM rahezu' 2che, bhAvi bhAva e thAvAnuM . anubhava amRta pIdhuM prema, viSaya rasa dare bhArI, 80 sehuM' huM' ?? alakha dhUnamAM, cidAnaMda pa8 jayakArI.