Bikhare Moti

Author(s): Hukamchand Bharilla, Yashpal Jain
Publisher: Todarmal Granthamala Jaipur
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/009446/1

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bikhare motI DaoN. hukamacandajI bhArilla ke vividha saMdarbho meM likhe gae lekhoM kA saMgraha sampAdaka : bra. yazapAla jaina ema.e. prakAzaka : paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa e-4, bApUnagara, jayapura-302 015

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prathama saMskaraNa : 5 hajAra dinAMka : 25 maI, 1999 I. dvitIya saMskaraNa : 3 hajAra (26 janavarI, 2001) mUlya : solaha rupaye mAtra mudraka : jayapura priNTarsa prA. li., ema. AI. roDa, jayapura

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prakAzakIya DaoN. hukamacandajI bhArilla isa zatAbdI ke jainadarzana ke prakANDa vidvAnoM meM agragaNya haiN| unakI pravacanazailI jahA~ samAja ko maMtramugdha kara detI hai, vahIM unakI lekhanI se prasUta adhyAtma kA bhaNDAra janamAnasa ko jJAnasAgara meM gote lagAne kA prabhAvI sAdhana bana gayA hai| prastuta prakAzana unake yatratatra prakAzita nibandhoM kA saMkalana hai, jo 'bikhare motI' ke rUpa meM Apake sammukha prastuta hai| __'bikhare motI' nAmaka isa kRti meM prakAzita nibandhoM ko tIna zreNiyoM meM vibhakta kiyA gayA hai| isake prathama bhAga meM vyakti vizeSa ko kendrita kara likhe gae lekha haiN| dUsare bhAga meM sama-sAmayika viSayoM para AdhArita lekha haiN| tIsare bhAga meM saiddhAntika viSayoM para likhe gae lekha samAhita haiN| ___ DaoN. bhArilla kA sampUrNa sAhitya vividha vidhAoM para kendrita hai| gadya aura padya para unakA samAna adhikAra hai| eka ora ve saphala kahAnIkAra haiM to dUsarI ora ve patrakAritA ke kSetra meM bhI pUrA dakhala rakhate haiN| isa saMgraha meM unake kaI lekha vivekI ke nAma se likhe gae lekha haiM, jo kabhI jainapatha pradarzaka meM 'dUdha kA dUdha pAnI kA pAnI' nAmaka stambha kI zobhA bar3hAte the| __ yatra-tatra bikhare ina motiyoM ko cuna-cunakara mAlA ke rUpa meM pirone kA zreya bra. yazapAlajI ko jAtA hai| unake dvArA gUMthI gaI yaha maNimAlA Apa sabako naI dizA pradAna karegI - aisI AzA hai / isa mahAna kArya ke lie bra. yazapAlajI badhAI ke pAtra haiM / isake prakAzana kA dAyitva vibhAga ke prabhArI akhila baMsala ne samhAlA hai, ata: TrasTa unakA AbhArI hai| jina mahAnubhAvoM ne pustaka kI kImata kama karane hetu apanA Arthika sahayoga pradAna kiyA hai, ve mahAnubhAva bhI dhanyavAda ke pAtra haiM / sabhI AtmArthI isa bikhare motI kRti se lAbhAnvita hoM, isI bhAvanA ke saath| - nemIcanda pATanI

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mahAvIra vandanA DaoN. hukamacanda bhArilla jo moha mAyA mAna matsara, madana mardana vIra haiN| jo vipula vinoM bIca meM bhI, dhyAna dhAraNa dhIra haiN| jo taraNa-tAraNa bhava-nivAraNa, bhava-jaladhi ke tIra haiN| ve vandanIya jineza, tIrthaMkara svayaM mahAvIra haiN| jo rAga-dveSa vikAra varjita, lIna Atama dhyAna meN| jinake virAT vizAla nirmala, acala kevalajJAna meN|| yugapat vizada sakalArtha jhalakeM, dhvanita hoM vyAkhyAna meN| ve varddhamAna mahAna jina, vicareM hamAre dhyAna meN| jinakA parama pAvana. carita, jalanidhi samAna apAra hai| jinake guNoM ke kathana meM, gaNadhara na pAvaiM pAra hai| basa vItarAga-vijJAna hI, jinake kathana kA sAra hai| una sarvadarzI sanmatI ko, vandanA zata bAra hai| jinake vimala upadeza meM, saba ke udaya kI bAta hai| samabhAva samatAbhAva jinakA, jagata meM vikhyAta hai| jisane batAyA jagata ko, pratyeka kaNa svAdhIna hai| kartA na dhartA koI hai, aNu-aNu svayaM meM lIna hai|| Atama bane paramAtmA, ho zAnti sAre deza meN| hai dezanA-sarvodayI, mahAvIra ke sandeza meN||

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sampAdakIya sarvodaya svAdhyAya samiti belagAMva (karnATaka) ne jaba DaoN. hukamacandajI bhArilla kA abhinandana graMtha prakAzita karane kA nirNaya liyA, taba samayasArAdi samagra kundakunda sAhitya kA kannaDa bhASA meM anuvAda karane vAle paNDita zrI ema. bI. pATIla (zeDabAla) belagAMva ne mujhe apanA nimna prakAra vicAra batAyA thA, jisakA maiMne tatkAla samarthana bhI kiyA thaa| DaoN. bhArilla ke phuTakara rIti se likhita sAhitya ko bhI abhinaMdana samAroha ke nimitta se pustakarUpa se prakAzita karanA cAhie / uparyukta nirNayAnusAra maiMne DaoN. bhArilla ke lekha khojanA prArambha kiyA / zodha-khoja ke bAda yaha bAta spaSTa huI ki bahutAMza lekha dharma ke dazalakSaNa, bAraha bhAvanA ityAdi to pustakarUpa se prakAzita ho hI cuke haiN| aura vizeSa talAza karane ke bAda patA calA ki jaMba jainapatha pradarzaka pAkSika vidizA se nikalatA thA, taba 'dUdha kA dUdha aura pAnI kA pAnI' zIrSaka ke antargata vivekI ke nAma para likhe gaye sarva lekha bhI DaoNkTara bhArilla ke hI haiM / ataH isameM una lekhoM kA bhI saMgraha kiyA / AcArya kundakunda, paNDita banArasIdAsa Adi vizeSAMkoM meM likhe gaye unake lekha haiN| sarvazrI rAmajIbhAI, khemacaMdabhAI, bAbUbhAI, pUraNacaMdajI godIkA Adi para bhI Apane kalama calAI hai / AdhyAtmika saMta gurudeva zrI kAnajIsvAmI ke svargArohaNa ke nimitta se aneka lekha likhe gaye haiN| sonagar3ha jayapura se prakAzita sAhitya ko maMdira meM rakhanA yA nahIM rakhanA - isa viSaya ko lekara bhI Apane aneka lekha likheM haiM, jinameM DaoNkTara bhArilla kI viziSTa rIti-nIti spaSTa huI hai / ina sabakA saMgraha karanA prAraMbha kiyA to mujhe Azcarya huA ki kula milAkara 41 lekha ikaTThe ho gye| lagatA hai khojabIna karane para abhI aura

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bhI lekha prApta ho sakate haiN| ina yatra-tatra bikhare lekhoM ke saMgraha kA nAma hI bikhare motI haiN| 'bikhare motI' pustaka ke tIna khaNDa haiN| prathama khaNDa meM AcArya kundakundAdi mahAnubhAvoM se saMbaMdhita lekha haiM, jisakA nAma hamane 'jinheM bhUlanA saMbhava nahIM', yaha diyA hai| dvitIya khaNDa sAmAjika hai| isameM ApatakAlIna prasaMgoM para lekhaka ne samAja ko yathocita mArgadarzana diyA hai / maiM yaha apekSA rakhatA hU~ - koI bhI jaina yA jainetara bhAI sAmAjika khaNDa ko manoyogapUrvaka par3hegA to usakA dila va dimAga atyanta saMtulita hue binA nahIM rhegaa| isa khaNDa meM vyakta rIti-nIti se pratyeka manuSya kA vyaktigata yA sAmAjika jIvana sukhI evaM samAdhAnI hue binA nahIM rhegaa| jisakA jIvana AdhyAtmika vicAroM se sarAbora rahatA hai, unakA sAmAjika jIvana kitanA sahaja va zAMtimaya bana jAtA hai; isakA yaha vibhAga udAharaNa hai| maiM to sAdharmiyoM se yaha apIla karanA cAhatA hU~ ki ve apane sAdharmI mitroM ko prema evaM sahajatA athavA haThapUrvaka bhI isa sAmAjika vibhAga ko jarUra par3hane ke lie bAdhya kareM, usakA phala madhura hI milegaa| tRtIya khaNDa saiddhAntika hai, yathAnAma isameM jo lekha haiM, ve aneka varSa pUrva likhe gaye haiN| ve lekha to chaha hI isameM haiM; kintu unameM vyakta vicAradhArA evaM kathana paddhati aura lekhaka kI vartamAna kAlIna sAhitya sRjana meM ekarUpatA dekhakara lekhaka ke tAttvika nirNaya kI ekarUpatA kI jhalaka spaSTa ho jAtI hai| ___ pAThaka isa lekha saMgraha - bikhare motI kA apane jIvana meM upayoga kareMge hI, yaha mujhe mAtra AzA hI nahIM, vizvAsa hai / pAThaka apanA abhiprAya mujhe likhakara jAnakArI deMge to unakI jAgarUkatA kA bhI mujhe nirNaya hogA, Ananda hogaa| kucha sujhAva hoM to ve bhI likhane kA kaSTa kreN| - bra. yazapAla jaina

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prathama khaNDa jinheM bhUlanA saMbhava nahIM 1. AcArya kundakunda videha gaye the yA nahIM? 2. jina-adhyAtma ke sazakta pratipAdaka : AcArya amRtacandra 3. kavivara paNDita banArasIdAsa 4. AcArya kundakunda kI vANI ke pracAra-prasAra meM kAnajI svAmI kA yogadAna 5. zrI kAna guru jAte rahe? 6. hA gurudeva aba kauna......? 7. sUraja DUba gayA 8. aba kyA hogA? 9. nirAza hone kI AvazyakatA nahIM 10. Atmadharma ke Adya sampAdaka : rAmajIbhAI 11. zrI khImacandabhAI : eka asAdhAraNa vyaktitva / 12. ajAtazatru : paNDita bAbUbhAI cunnIlAla mehatA 13. sarasvatI ke varada putra : siddhAntAcArya paMDita phUlacanda zAstrI 14. bra. paNDita mANikacandajI cavareM 15. zrI pUraNacandajI godIkA : eka anokhA vyaktitva 16. lauhapuruSa : zrI nemIcandajI pATanI 17. eka inTaravyU : khaniyA~ tattvacarcA : zrI nemIcandajI pATanI se 18. eka inTaravyU : DaoN. hukamacanda bhArilla se

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101 105 110 113 117 123 dvitIya khaNDa sAmAjika 1. mahAsamiti 2. nirmANa yA vidhvaMsa 3. yadi jor3a nahIM sakate to . .. 4. aura aba pUjya samantabhadra mahArAja bhI ......... 5. svayaM bahiSkRta 6. jAgRta samAja 7. paNDita paramparA kA bhaviSya : eka sujhAva 8. eka atyanta Avazyaka spaSTIkaraNa 9. eka yuga, jo bIta gayA 10. vItarAga-vijJAna : eka varSa 11. jarA mur3akara dekheM 12. sAgara prazikSaNa zivira : eka vihaMgAvalokana 13. eka hI rAstA 14. jinavANI surakSA evaM sAmAjika ekatA Andolana kI saMkSipta rUparekhA 15. golI kA javAba gAlI se bhI nahIM 16. AcArya kundakunda aura digambara jaina samAja kI ekatA 17. joza evaM hoza tRtIya khaNDa saiddhAntika 1. samayasAra kA pratipAdana kendrabindu : bhagavAna AtmA 2. jainadarzana kA tAttvika pakSa : vastusvAtantrya 3. du:khanivRtti aura sukhaprApti kA sahaja upAya 4. samyakatva aura mithyAtva 5. viveke hi na raudratA 6. jarA gaMbhIratA se vicAra kareM 7. ayodhyA samasyA para vArtA 128 134 140 149 158 168 183 190 193 200 206 217 219

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prathama khaNDa jinheM bhUlanA saMbhava nahIM AcArya kundakunda videha gaye the yA nahIM ? jina-adhyAtma ke pratiSThApaka AcArya kundakunda kA sthAna digambara jinaAcArya paramparA meM sarvopari hai| do hajAra varSa se Ajataka lagAtAra digambara sAdhu apane Apako kundakundAcArya kI paramparA kA kahalAne meM gaurava kA anubhava karate A rahe haiN| AcArya devasena, AcArya jayasena, bhaTTAraka zrutasAgara sUri Adi diggaja __ AcAryoM evaM anekAneka manISiyoM ke ullekhoM, zilAlekhoM tathA sahasrAdhika varSoM se pracalita kathAoM ke AdhAra para yaha kahA jAtA rahA hai ki AcArya kundakundra sadeha videha gaye the| unhoMne tIrthaMkara sImandhara arahaMta paramAtmA ke sAkSAt darzana kiye the, unheM sImandhara paramAtmA kI divyadhvani sAkSAta sunane kA avasara prApta huA thaa| yahA~ yaha prazna uThanA svAbhAvika hai ki yadi AcArya kundakunda sadeha videha gaye the, unhoMne sImandhara paramAtmA ke sAkSAt darzana kie the, unakI divyadhvani kA zravaNa kiyA thA, to unhoMne isa ghaTanA kA svayaM ullekha kyoM nahIM kiyA ? yaha koI sAdhAraNa bAta to thI nahIM, jisakI yoM hI upekSA kara dI gii| ___bAta itanI hI nahIM hai, unhoMne apane maMgalAcaraNoM meM bhI unheM vizeSarUpa se kahIM smaraNa nahIM kiyA hai| kyA kAraNa hai ki jina tIrthaMkara arahaMtadeva ke

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2 bikhare motI unhoMne sAkSAt darzana kie hoM, jinakI divyadhvani zravaNa kI ho, una arahaMta pada meM virAjamAna sImandhara parameSThI ko ve vizeSarUpa se nAmollekhapUrvaka smaraNa bhI na kareM / isake bhI Age eka bAta aura bhI hai ki unhoMne svayaM ko bhagavAna mahAvIra aura antima zrutakevalI bhadrabAhu kI paramparA se buddhipUrvaka jor3A hai| pramANarUpa meM unake nimnAMkita kathanoM ko dekhA jA sakatA hai "vocchAmi samayapAhuDamiNamo sudakevalI bhaNidaM / zrutakevaliyoM dvArA kahA gayA samayasAra nAmaka prAbhRta kahU~gA / vocchAmi niyamasAraM kevalisudikevalI bhaNidaM / kevalI tathA zrutakevalI ke dvArA kathita niyamasAra maiM kahU~gA / kAUNa NamukkAraM jiNavaravasahassa vaDDhamANassa / daMsaNamaggaM vocchAmi jahAkammaM samAseNa // RSabhadeva Adi tIrthaMkara evaM varddhamAna antima tIrthaMkara ko namaskAra kara yathAkrama saMkSepa meM darzanamArga ko kahU~gA / vaMdittA Ayariya kasAyamalavijjide suddhe / * kaSAyamala se rahita AcAryadeva ko vaMdanA karake / - vIraM visAlaNayaNaM rattuppalakomalassamappAvaM / tiviheNa paNamiUNaM sIlaguNANaM NisAmeha || vizAla haiM nayana jinake evaM rakta kamala ke samAna komala haiM caraNa jinake, aise vIra bhagavAna ko mana-vacana-kAya se namaskAra karake zIlaguNoM kA varNana karU~gA / paNamAmi vaDDhamANaM titthaM dhammassa kattAraM / dharmatIrtha ke karttA bhagavAna varddhamAna ko namaskAra karatA hU~ / " 1. aSTapAhuDa : darzanapAhuDa, gAthA - 1 2. aSTapAhu : bodhapAhuDa, gAthA - 1 3. aSTapAhuDa : zIpAhuDa, gAthA - 1 4. pravacanasAra, gAthA - 1 5. pravacanasAra gAthA-3

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AcArya kundakunda videha gaye the yA nahIM? 3 ukta maMgalAcaraNoM para dhyAna dene para eka bAta atyanta spaSTa ho jAtI hai ki AcArya kundakunda ne jambUdvIpa ke bharatakSetra kI caubIsI ke tIrthaMkaroM kA to nAma lekara smaraNa kiyA hai; kintu jambUdvIpa ke bharatakSetra ke atirikta anya kSetroM ke tIrthaMkaroM ko nAma lekara kahIM bhI yAda nahIM kiyA hai / mAtra pravacanasAra meM binA nAma lie hI mAtra itanA kahA hai / I "vaMdAmi ya vachaMte arahaMte mANuse khette / manuSyakSetra arthAt DhAIdvIpa meM vidyamAna arahaMtoM ko vaMdanA karatA hU~ / isIprakAra pratijJAvAkyoM meM kevalI aura zrutakevalI kI vANI ke anusAra grantha likhane kI bAta kahI hai| yahA~ nizcita rUpa se kevalI ke rUpa meM bhagavAna mahAvIra ko yAda kiyA gayA hai; kyoMki zrutakevalI kI bAta karake unhoMne sApha kaha diyA hai ki zrutakevaliyoM ke mAdhyama se prApta kevalI bhagavAna kI bAta maiM kahU~gA / isIkAraNa unhoMne bhadrabAhu zrutakevalI ko apanA gamakaguru svIkAra kiyA hai / samayasAra meM to siddhoM ko namaskAra kara mAtra zrutakevalI ko hI smaraNa kiyA hai, zrutakevalI - kathita samayaprAbhRta ko kahane kI pratijJA kI hai, kevalI kI bAta hI nahIM kI hai, phira sImandhara bhagavAna kI vANI sunakara samayasAra likhA hai isa bAta ko kaise siddha kiyA jA sakatA hai ? 1 - AcArya amRtacaMda ne samayasAra kI pA~cavIM gAthA kI TIkA meM isa bAta ko aura bhI adhika spaSTa kara diyA hai| unake mUla kathana kA hindI anuvAda isaprakAra hai| "nirmala vijJAnaghana AtmA meM antarnimagna paramaguru sarvajJadeva aura aparaguru gaNadharAdi se lekara hamAre guruparyanta, unake prasAdarUpa se diyA gayA jo zuddhAtmatattva kA anugrahapUrvaka upadeza tathA pUrvAcAryoM ke anusAra jo upadeza; usase mere jinavaibhava kA janma huA hai| " -- Age kahA gayA hai ki maiM apane isa vaibhava se AtmA btaauuNgaa| tAtparya yaha hai ki samayasAra kA mUlAdhAra mahAvIra, gautamasvAmI, bhadrabAhu se hotI huI kundakunda sAkSAt guru taka AI zrutaparamparA se prApta jJAna hai /

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bikhare motI paNDita jayacaMdajI chAbar3A ne apanI prastAvanA meM spaSTa likhA hai - "bhadrabAhusvAmI kI paramparA meM hI dUsare guNadhara nAmaka muni hue| unako jJAnapravAda pUrva ke dasaveM vastu adhikAra meM tIsare prAbhRta kA jJAna thaa| unase usa prAbhRta ko nAgahastI nAmaka muni ne pddh'aa| una donoM muniyoM se yati nAmaka muni ne par3hakara usakI cUrNikA rUpa meM chaha hajAra sUtroM ke zAstra kI racanA kI, jisakI TIkA samuddharaNa nAmaka muni ne bAraha hajAra sUtrapramANa kii| isaprakAra AcAryoM kI paramparA se kundakunda muni una zAstroM ke jJAtA hue| -isataraha isa dvitIya siddhAnta kI utpatti huii|| isaprakAra isa dvitIya siddhAnta kI paramparA meM zuddhanaya kA upadeza karanevAle paMcAstikAya, pravacanasAra, samayasAra, paramAtmaprakAza Adi zAstra haiM; unameM samayaprAbhRta nAmaka zAstra prAkRta bhASAmaya gAthAbaddha hai, usakI AtmakhyAti nAmaka saMskRta TIkA zrI amRtacandrAcArya ne kI hai|" ukta sampUrNa kathanoM se yaha bAta atyanta spaSTa ho jAtI hai ki AcArya kundakunda ko bharatakSetra meM vidyamAna bhagavAna mahAvIra kI AcArya paramparA se jur3anA hI abhISTa hai / ve apanI bAta kI prAmANikatA ke lie bhagavAna mahAvIra aura antima zrutakevalI bhadrabAhu kI AcAryaparamparA para hI nirbhara haiN| ___ yaha saba spaSTa ho jAne para bhI yaha prazna citta ko kuderatA hI rahatA hai ki jaba unhoMne sarvajJadeva sImandhara bhagavAna ke sAkSAt darzana kie the, unakA sadupadeza bhI sunA thA to phira ve svayaM ko unase kyoM nahIM jor3ate? na bhI jor3eM to bhI unakA ullekha to kiyA hI jA sakatA thA, unakA nAmollekha-pUrvaka smaraNa to kiyA hI jA sakatA thA? ukta zaMkAoM ke samAdhAna ke lie hameM thor3A gaharAI meM jAnA hogaa| AcArya kundakunda bahuta hI gambhIra prakRti ke nirabhimAnI jimmedAra AcArya the| ve apanI jimmedArI ko bhalIbhAMti samajhate the; ataH apane thor3e se yazalAbha ke lie ve koI aisA kAma nahIM karanA cAhate the, jisase sampUrNa AcAryaparamparA va digambara darzana prabhAvita ho| yadi ve aisA kahate ki merI bAta isalie mA..ki hai; kyoMki maiMne sImandhara paramAtmA ke sAkSAt darzana kie haiM, unakI

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AcArya kundakunda videha gaye the yA nahIM? 5 divyadhvani kA sAkSAt zravaNa kiyA hai to una AcAryoM kI prAmANikatA saMdigdha ho jAtI, jinako sImandhara paramAtmA ke darzanoM kA lAbha nahIM milA thA yA jinhoMne sImandhara paramAtmA se sAkSAt tattvazravaNa nahIM kiyA thA, jo kisI bhI rUpa meM ThIka nahIM hotA / dUsarI bAta yaha bhI to hai ki videhakSetra to ve muni hone ke bAda gae the / vastusvarUpa kA saccA parijJAna to unheM pahale hI ho cukA thA / yaha bhI ho sakatA hai ki unhoMne apane kucha granthoM kI racanA pahale hI kara lI ho| pahale nirmita granthoM meM to ullekha kA prazna hI paidA nahIM hotA, para yadi bAda ke granthoM meM ullekha karate to pahale ke granthoM kI prAmANikatA para praznacinha laga jAtA / ataH unhoMne jAnabUjhakara svayaM ko mahAvIra aura bhadrabAhu zrutakevalI kI AcArya paramparA se jor3A / yadi ve apane ko sImandhara tIrthaMkara arahaMta kI paramparA se jor3ate yA jur3a jAte to digambara dharma ko atyadhika hAni uThAnI pdd'tii| 1 yaha eka aitihAsika tathya hai ki bhagavAna mahAvIra sAdhu avasthA meM sampUrNata: nagna the / ata: hamAre zvetAmbara bhAI apane ko mahAvIra kI acelaka paramparA se na jor3akara pArzvanAtha kI sacelaka paramparA se jor3ate haiM / isaprakAra ve apane ko digambara se prAcIna siddha karanA cAhate haiN| vastutaH to pArzvanAtha bhI acelaka hI the| pArzvanAtha hI kyA, sabhI tIrthaMkara acelaka hI hote haiM, para spaSTa aitihAsika pramANoM ke abhAva meM ve unheM apane mata kI puSTi ke lie sacelaka mAna lete haiM / AcArya kundakunda apane ko sImandhara paramAtmA se jor3ate to digambaroM ko videhakSetra kI paramparA kA jaina kahA jAne lagatA; kyoMki kundakunda digambaroM ke sarvamAnya AcArya the / isaprakAra caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM kI paramparA ke uttarAdhikAra kA dAvA zvetAmbara bhAI karane lagate / ataH digambara paramparA kA pratinidhitva karane vAle AcArya kundakunda kA bAra-bAra yaha ghoSita karanA ki maiM aura mere grantha bhagavAna mahAvIra, gautama gaNadhara aura zrutakevalI bhadrabAhu kI paramparA ke hI haiM, atyanta Avazyaka thaa|

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bikhare motI kisI bhI rUpa meM digambaroM kA sambandha bharatakSetra se TUTakara videhakSetra se na jur3a jAve - ho sakatA hai isa bAta ko dhyAna meM rakhakara hI kundakunda ne videhakSetra-gamana kI ghaTanA kA kahIM jikra taka na kiyA ho| dUsare, yaha unakI vizuddha vyaktigata upalabdhi thii| vyaktigata upalabdhiyoM kA sAmAjika upayoga na to ucita hI hai aura na Avazyaka hii| ata: ve usakA ullekha karake use bhunAnA nahIM cAhate the| videhagamana kI ghoSaNA ke AdhAra para ve apane ko mahAna sAbita nahIM karanA cAhate the| unakI mahAnatA unake jJAna, zraddhAna evaM AcaraNa ke AdhAra para hI pratiSThita hai| yaha bhI eka kAraNa rahA hai ki unhoMne videhagamana kI carcA taka nahIM kii| tatkAlIna samaya meM loka meM to yaha bAta prasiddha thI hI, yadi ve bhI isakA jarA-sA bhI ullekha kara dete to yaha bAta tUla pakar3a letI aura isake adhika pracAra-prasAra se lAbha ke badale hAni adhika hotii| hara camatkArika ghaTanAoM ke sAtha aisA hI hotA hai| ataH unase saMbaMdhita vyaktiyoM kA yaha kartavya hai ki ve inake anAvazyaka pracAra-prasAra meM lipta na hoM, jahA~ taka saMbhava ho, unake pracAra-prasAra para roka lagAveM, anyathA unase lAbha ke sthAna para hAni hone kI saMbhAvanA adhika rahatI hai| ___ kalpanA kIjie ki AcAryadeva kahate haiM ki maiM videha hokara AyA hU~, sImandhara paramAtmA ke darzana karake AyA hU~, unakI divyadhvani sunakara AyA hU~; isapara yadi koI yaha kaha detA ki kyA pramANa hai isa bAta kA, to kyA hotA? kyA AcAryadeva use pramANa peza karate phirate? yaha sthiti koI acchI to nahIM hotii| ___ ataH praur3ha viveka ke dhanI AcAryadeva ne videhagamana kI carcA na karake acchA hI kiyA hai, para unake carcA na karane se ukta ghaTanA ko apramANika kahanA devasenAcArya evaM jayasenAcArya jaise diggaja AcAryoM para avizvAsa vyakta karane ke atirikta aura kyA hai? / upalabdha zilAlekhoM evaM ukta AcAryoM ke kathanoM ke AdhAra para yaha to sahaja siddha hI hai ki ve sadeha videha gaye the aura unhoMne sImandhara paramAtmA ke sAkSAt darzana kiye the, unakI divyadhvani kA zravaNa kiyA thaa|

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jinaadhyAtma ke sazakta pratipAdaka AcArya amRtacandra AtmakhyAti se sarvathA dUra rahane vAle digambara santoM meM vilakSaNa pratibhA ke dhanI evaM jina-adhyAtma ke sazakta pratipAdaka AcArya amRtacandra ne apanI kRtiyoM meM apane nAma ke atirikta kahIM kucha bhI nahIM likhA hai| AcArya kundakunda ke granthAdhirAja samayasAra para AtmakhyAti jaisI sazakta TIkA likhane ke uparAnta bhI anta meM yahI likhate haiM - (upajAti ) . "svazakti saMsUcitavastutattvaiH vyAkhyA kRteyaM samayasya zabdaiH / svarUpaguptasya na kiciMdasti kartavyamevAmRtacandrasUreH / / 278 // apanI sahaja yogyatA aura svayaM kI zakti se vastusvarUpa ko sUcita karane vAle, pratipAdana karane vAle zabdoM ke dvArA yaha samayasAra kI vyAkhyA kI gaI hai| apane svarUpa meM gupta, zuddhacaitanya meM lIna rahane vAle mujha AcArya amRtacandra kA isameM kucha bhI karttavya nahIM hai|" ukta chanda meM ve spaSTa kaha rahe haiM ki loka meM AcArya amRtacandra nAma se prasiddha maiM to svarUpagupta hU~, sadA apane svarUpa meM hI rahane vAlA huuN| jagata kucha bhI kahe, para ve to svayaM ko nizcayanaya kI pradhAnatA se svarUpagupta hI mAnate haiN| adhyAtma ke jora meM ve kucha bhI kaheM, para ukta kathana se itanA vyAvahArika satya to spaSTa ho hI gayA hai ki unakA nAma amRtacandra thA aura ve AcArya pada para pratiSThita the|

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bikhare motI pravacanasAra paramAgama ke marma ko kholane vAlI tattvapradIpikA nAmaka TIkA ke anta meM to yahA~ taka likhate haiM ki - ( zArdUlavikrIDita chanda ) .. "vyAkhyeyaM kila vizvamAtmasahitaM vyAkhyA tu gumphe girAM / vyAkhyAtAmRtacandrasUririti mA mohAjano valgatu // 'AtmA sahita vizva vyAkhyeya hai, vANI kA gumphana vyAkhyA hai aura AcArya amRtacandra vyAkhyAtA haiM' - he jano ! isaprakAra moha meM mata naaco|" isa chanda meM bhI mAtra nAma kA hI ullekha hai, para 'sUri' zabda yahA~ bhI nAma ke sAtha lagA huA hai| para isa chanda kI mahattvapUrNa bAta to yaha hai ki ve AtmA ko vANI yA bhASA kA kartA mAnane ko moha meM nAcanA mAnate haiN| aisI sthiti meM ve apane kartRtva para prakAza kaise DAla sakate the? isIprakAra dehAdi saMyogoM se apane ko pRthak mAnane vAle svarUpagupta AcArya amRtacandra apane nAma se dehAdi saMyogoM kA paricaya bhI kaise dete ? jina-adhyAtma ke kSetra meM AcArya kundakunda ke bAda yadi kisI kA nAma liyA jA sakatA hai to ve haiM AcArya amRtacandra, jinhoMne na kevala AcArya kundakunda ke grantharAja samayasAra, pravacanasAra evaM paMcAstikAyasaMgraha para AtmakhyAti, tattvapradIpikA evaM samayavyAkhyA jaisI adbhuta, apUrva evaM sazakta TIkAe~ likhIM; apitu aneka maulika grantha bhI likhe, jo apanI viziSTa zailI aura maulikatA ke lie prasiddha haiN| ____ AcArya kundakunda aura amRtacandra meM lagabhaga eka hajAra varSa kA antara hai, para AcArya kundakunda ke granthoM para amRtacandra ke pUrva likhI gaI koI TIkA dekhane meM nahIM aaii| to kyA kundakunda ke ye mahAna grantharAja eka hajAra varSa taka aise hI calate rahe ? unapara kisI ne kalama nahIM calAI ? yaha to saMbhava nahIM lgtaa| hA~, yaha to ho sakatA hai ki ve kRtiyA~ itanI sazakta aura praur3ha na hoM, jo amRtacandra kI TIkAoM ke sAmane Tika sakatI; ata: svayaM hI kAla ke gAla meM samA gaI hoN|

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AcArya amRtacandra Azcarya to yaha hai ki unake bAda bhI AcArya jayasena ko chor3akara aura kisI kI ina granthoM para kalama calAne kI himmata nahIM huii| jayasenIya TIkAyeM bhI amRtacandrIya TIkAoM se upakRta haiM aura apanI saralatA ke kAraNa kAlakavalita hone se baca giiN| Aja hama kundakunda vANI ke marma taka pahu~cane ke lie AcArya amRtacandra aura AcArya jayasena para AdhArita haiN| kundakunda aura amRtacandra ke adhyAtma ko jana-jana taka pahu~cAne ke aura bhI aneka prayAsa hue haiM, jinameM pANDe rAjamalajI kI kalaza TIkA, kavivara banArasIdAsa kA nATaka samayasAra aura paNDita jayacandrajI chAbar3A kI bhASA TIkA Adi pramukha haiM, kintu IsavIM kI bIsavIM sadI meM jo sabase sazakta prayAsa huA hai, vaha hai AdhyAtmikasatpuruSa kAnajIsvAmI kI AdhyAtmika krAnti kA, jisane eka Andolana kA rUpa le liyA hai aura Aja kundakunda aura amRtacandra ko ghara-ghara meM pahu~cA diyA hai, jana-jana kI vastu banA diyA hai| paNDita ToDaramalajI kI dRSTi meM AtmakhyAti adhyAtma kI sarvotkRSTa kRti hai| usake adhyayana kI preraNA dete hue ve rahasyapUrNa ciTThI meM mulatAnavAle bhAiyoM ko likhate haiM p " vartamAnakAla meM adhyAtmatattva to AtmakhyAti samayasAra grantha kI amRtacandra AcAryakRta saMskRta TIkA meM hai aura Agama kI carcA gommaTasAra meM hai tathA aura anya granthoM meM hai| jo jAnate haiM, vaha saba likhane meM Ave nahIM, isalie tuma bhI adhyAtma tathA Agama granthoM kA abhyAsa rakhanA aura svarUpAnanda meM magna rahanA / " -- dekho, ToDaramalajI ne mUla samayasAra kA nAma na lekara AtmakhyAti kA nAma liyaa| isase pratIta hotA hai ki unakI dRSTi meM AtmakhyAti samayasAra se bhI mahAna hai| vastuta: bAta yaha hai ki samayasAra kI TIkA hone se AtmakhyAti kA adhyayana karane para samayasAra kA adhyayana to hogA hI / dArzanika viSayavastu ke vizleSaNa meM tarka aura yuktiyoM kI pradhAnatA rahatI hai| tarka aura yuktiyoM ke bhAra ko gadya hI bardAzta kara pAtA hai| yahI kAraNa hai

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10 bikhare motI ki TIkAyeM prAyaH gadya meM hI likhI jAtI haiM, adyAvadhi upalabdha TIkAe~ gadya meM hI haiN| yaha bAta alaga hai ki maMgalAcaraNa, prazasti evaM uddharaNoM ke rUpa meM katipaya chanda likhe jAyeM, para sampUrNa viSayavastu gadya meM hI likhI jAtI hai, kintu AtmakhyAti eka aisI TIkA hai jo gadya evaM padya - donoM meM likhI gaI hai| yaha eka prakAra se campUkAvya hai; kyoMki campUkAvya kI paribhASA hI yahI hai ki - gadyapadyamayaMkAvyaM campUrityabhidhIyate - gadya aura padyamaya kAvya ko campU kahate haiN| AtmakhyAti TIkA meM samAgata padyabhAga itanA vizAla aura mahattvapUrNa hai ki use yadi alaga se rakheM to eka svataMtra grantha bana jAtA hai| aisA huA bhI hai - bhaTTAraka zubhacandra ne paramAdhyAtmataraMgiNI nAma se, pANDe rAjamalajI ne samayasArakalaza nAma se evaM paNDita jagamohanalAlajI ne adhyAtmaamRtakalaza nAma se una padyoM kA saMgraha kiyA aura una para svataMtra TIkAe~ likhI haiM / 276 chandoM meM phailA yaha padyabhAga vividhavarNI 16 prakAra ke chandoM se susajjita hai, vividha alaMkAroM se alaMkRta hai aura paramazAnta adhyAmarasa se sarAbora hai| inhIM chandoM ko AdhAra banAkara kavivara banArasIdAsajI ne nATaka samayasAra kI racanA kI hai, jo hindI jainasAhitya kI anupama nidhi hai| AtmakhyAti TIkA meM buddhi aura hRdaya kA adbhuta samanvaya hai| jaba amRtacaMdra vastusvarUpa kA vizleSaNa karate haiM to pravAhamaya prAMjala gadya kA upayoga karate haiM aura jaba ve paramazAnta adhyAtmarasa meM nimagna ho jAte haiM to unakI lekhanI se vividhavarNI chanda prasphuTita hone lagate haiM / jisa viSayavastu ko gadya meM tarka aura yuktiyoM se pAThakoM ke gale utArane kA prayAsa kiyA jAtA hai, prAyaH use hI jIvana meM utArane kI preraNA komalakAnta padAvalI meM priya saMbodhanoM dvArA dI jAtI hai / isaprakAra jaba unakI buddhi meM yuktiyoM kA aMbAra laga jAtA hai, tarkoM kA pahAr3a khar3A ho jAtA hai to ye gadya likhane lagate haiM aura jaba hRdaya meM bhAvanAoM kA uddAma vega umar3ane lagatA hai to unakI lekhanI se chanda phUTane lagate haiN| tAtparya yaha hai ki jaba unakI buddhi hRdaya para hAvI

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11 AcArya amRtacandra rahatI haiM, taba ve gadya likhate haiM aura jaba hRdaya buddhi para savAra ho jAtA hai to ve kavitA karane lagate haiM / isIprakAra ke tattva unakI anya TIkAoM meM bhI pAye jAte haiM / unake maulika granthoM meM laghutattvasphoTa bhakti sAhitya kA bejor3a namUnA hai, jo AdyastutikAra samantabhadra kI stutiyoM ke samakakSa khar3e hone meM pUrNa samartha hai / yaha stuti sAhitya meM sarvAdhika vizAlakAya grantha hai| isameM 25 - 25 chandoM ke 25 adhyAya haiM / isaprakAra 625 chanda haiM / isameM AcArya samantabhadra kI zailI meM caubIsa tIrthaMkaroM kI stuti ke mAdhyama se jinAgama meM varNita mUla dArzanika siddhAntoM kA pratipAdana kiyA gayA hai| puruSArthasiddhayupAya abataka upalabdha zrAvakAcAroM meM apane DhaMga kA alaga nirAlA zrAvakAcAra hai, jisameM amRtacandra ke adhyAtma kI gaharI chApa hai| isameM ahiMsA kA varNana jisa gaharAI se kiyA gayA hai, vaisA anyatra durlabha hai / tattvArthasAra AcArya umAsvAmI ke tattvArthasUtra aura usapara likhe gaye AcArya akalaMka ke tattvArtharAjavArtika kI viSayavastu ko AdhAra banAkara likhA gayA tattvArtha kA vivecana hai / yaha to sarvavidita hI hai ki tattvArthasUtra aura tattvArtharAjavArtika saMskRta bhASA ke gadya meM likhe gaye grantha haiM, jinakI viSayavastu ko amRtacandra ne tattvArthasAra meM padya meM prastuta kiyA hai / isaprakAra hama dekhate haiM ki AcArya amRtacandra sarvAMgINa pratibhA ke dhanI the / unakA jina - adhyAtma para to ekAdhikAra thA hI, ve nyAyazAstra, siddhAntazAstra aura AcArazAstra ke bhI paragAmI the / vyAkaraNa, chanda, alaMkAra, rasa Adi kAvyazAstrIya vidhAoM para bhI unakA adhikAra thA / isaprakAra ve rasasiddha kavi, sazakta TIkAkAra aura lokaprasiddhi se dUra rahane vAle samartha AcArya the / a jina - adhyAtma ke prakhara tejasvI dinakara the, jisakI kiraNeM Aja hajAra varSa bAda bhI adhyAtma jagata ko Alokita kara rahI haiM /

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kavivara paNDita banArasIdAsa (jainapathapradarzaka ke, paNDita banArasIdAsa vizeSAMka mArca 1987 se) jina-adhyAtma-gagana ke daidIpyamAna nakSatra kavivara paNDita banArasIdAsajI hindI-sAhitya-gagana ke bhI camakate sitAre haiM, hindI AtmakathA sAhitya ke to Apa Adya praNetA hI haiM / yaha mAtra kalpanA nahIM, apitu hindI sAhitya jagata kA eka svIkRta tathya hai| isa sandarbha meM hindI sAhitya ke adhikArI vidvAna zrI banArasIdAsajI caturvedI ke nimnAMkita vicAra draSTavya haiM - ___ "kavivara banArasIdAsa ke Atmacarita 'arddhakathAnaka' ko AdyopAnta par3hane ke bAda hama isa niSkarSa para pahu~ce haiM ki hindI sAhitya ke itihAsa meM isa grantha kA eka vizeSa sthAna to hogA hI, sAtha hI isameM vaha saMjIvanI zakti vidyamAna hai, jo ise abhI taka kaI sau varSoM taka jIvita rakhane meM sarvathA samartha hogii| satyapriyatA, spaSTavAditA, nirabhimAnatA aura svAbhAvikatA kA aisA jabaradasta puTa isameM vidyamAna hai, bhASA isa pustaka kI itanI sarala hai aura sAtha hI sAtha itanI saMkSipta bhI hai ki sAhitya kI cirasthAI sampatti meM isakI gaNanA avazyameva hogii| hindI kA to yaha prathama Atmacarita hai hI, para anya bhAratIya bhASAoM meM bhI isaprakAra kI aura itanI purAnI pustaka milanA AsAna nahIM hai aura sabase adhika Azcarya kI bAta to yaha hai ki kavivara banArasIdAsa kA dRSTikoNa Adhunika Atmacarita-lekhakoM ke dRSTikoNa se bilkula milatA-julatA hai / apane cAritrika doSoM para unhoMne pardA nahIM DAlA hai, balki unakA vivaraNa isa khUbI ke sAtha kiyA hai, mAno koI vaijJAnika taTastha vRtti se vizleSaNa kara rahA ho| AtmA kI aisI cIra-phAr3a koI atyanta kuzala sAhityika sarjana hI kara sakatA thaa| 1. arddhakathAnaka, hindI kA prathama Atmacarita, pRSTha 2

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kavivara paNDita banArasIdAsa 13 phakkar3a - ziromaNi kavivara banArasIdAsajI ne tIna sau varSa pUrva Atmacarita likhakara hindI ke vartamAna aura bhAvI phakkar3oM ko mAno nyotA de diyA hai| yadyapi unhoMne vinamratApUrvaka apane ko kITa-pataMgoM kI zreNI meM rakhA hai (hamase kITa-pataMga kI, bAta calAve kauna ?) tathApi isameM koI sandeha nahIM ki ve Atmacarita - lekhakoM meM ziromaNi haiN|" zrI banArasIdAsajI caturvedI ke ukta kathana se yaha atyanta spaSTa hai ki ve kavivara banArasIdAsajI ko mAtra hindI kA hI nahIM, apitu samasta bhAratIya bhASAoM kA sarvazreSTha evaM Adya AtmakathAkAra svIkAra karate haiM / 1 phakkar3a - ziromaNi mahAkavi paNDita banArasIdAsa ne apane jIvana meM jitane utAra-car3hAva dekhe, utane zAyada hI kisI mahApuruSa ke jIvana meM Aye hoM / puNya aura pApa kA aisA sahaja saMyoga anyatra asaMbhava nahIM to durlabha to hai hI / jahA~ eka ora unake pAsa udhAra khAI cATa ke paise cukAne ke lie bhI nahIM the, vahIM dUsarI ora ve kaI bAra lakhapati bhI bane / jahA~ eka ora ve zRMgArarasa meM sarAbora evaM AzikhI meM rasa-magna dikhAI dete haiM, vahIM dUsarI ora samayasAra kI pAvana adhyAtmagaMgA meM bhI DubakiyA~ lagAte dikhAI dete haiN| eka ora svayaM rUr3hiyoM meM jakar3e maMtra-taMtra ke ghaTATopa meM AkaNTha DUbe dikhAI dete haiM to dUsarI ora unakA joradAra khaNDana karate bhI dikhAI dete haiN| unhoMne apane jIvana meM tIna bAra gRhasthI basAI, para tInoM bAra ujar3a gii| aisI bAta nahIM thI ki ve saMtAna kA mu~ha dekhane ko tarase hoM, para yaha bhI satya haiM ki unheM saMtAna sukha prApta na ho skaa| tIna-tIna zAdiyA~ aura nau-nau saMtAnoM kA saubhAgya kisa-kisako milatA hai? para durbhAgya kI bhI to kalpanA kIjie ki unakI A~khoM ke sAmane hI sabake saba cala base aura ve kucha na kara sake, hAtha malate raha gye| usa samaya una para kaisI gujarI hogI yaha eka bhuktabhogI hI jAna sakatA hai / unhoMne svayaM apanI antarvedanA isaprakAra vyakta kI hai| -- 1. arddhakathAnaka, hindI kA prathama Atmacarita, pRSTha 14 2. samayasAra nATaka, prastAvanA, pRSTha 1 --

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14 bikhare motI "kahI pacAvana barasa lauM, banArasi kI bAta / tIni bivAhIM bhArajA, sutA doi suta sAta // 642 // nau bAlaka hue mue, rahe nAri nara doi / jyauM taravara patajhAra hai, rahaiM dUMTha-se hoI // 643 // tattvadRSTi jo dekhie, satyAratha kI bhA~ti / jyauM jAkau parigaha ghaTai, tyauM tAkauM upasAMti // 644 // saMsArI jAnai nahIM, satyAratha kI bAta / parigaha sauM mAnai vibhau, parigaha bina utapAta // 645 // " unhoMne apane isa apratyAzita du:kha ko adhyAtma ke AdhAra para hI sahana kiyA thaa| isa dussaha viyoga ko ve parigraha kA ghaTanA mAnakara mana ko samajhA avazya rahe haiM, para kyA isa caMcala mana kA samajha jAnA itanA AsAna hai? apanI isa svabhAvagata kamajorI ko bhI kavi chipA nahIM sakA aura tatkAla apane guNa-doSa-kathana meM vaha svIkAra kara letA hai ki - "thore lAbha harakha bahu dhrai| alapa hAni bahu cintA karai / akasmAta bhaya byApai ghnii| aisI dasA Ai kari banI // " kavi ne itane utAra-car3hAva dekhe the ki unheM Akasmika ghaTanAoM kA bhaya sadA hI vyApta rahane lagA thaa| anukUlatA meM bhI sadA yahI AzaMkA banI rahatI thI ki kahIM kucha aghaTita na ghaTa jaave| __ve apane ko madhyama jAti kA puruSa mAnate the| unake madhyama jAti ke puruSa kI paribhASA isaprakAra hai - "je bhAkhahiM para-doSa-guna, aru guna-doSa sukIu / kahahiM sahaja te jagata maiM, hama-se madhyama jIu // 3" jo loga apane va parAye doSa va guNa sahaja bhAva se pragaTa kara dete haiM, ve hamAre jaise madhyama jAti ke jIva haiN|" 1. arddhakathAnaka, chanda 642 se 645 2. arddhakathAnaka, chanda 654 va 656 3. arddhakathAnaka, chanda 668

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___15 kavivara paNDita. banArasIdAsa apane AraMbhika jIvana meM ve cAhe jaise bhI rahe hoM, para saiMtIsa varSa kI avasthA meM arathamalajI Dhora ke saMyoga se unake jIvana meM AdhyAtmika mor3a aayaa| arathamalajI ne unheM samayasAra kI AtmakhyAti TIkA meM samAgata kalazoM para pANDe rAjamalajI kRta TIkA par3hane ko dI, jise par3hakara banArasIdAsajI ke jIvana meM AdhyAtmika ruci to jAgRta ho gaI, para usakA rahasya na samajha pAne se unakI dazA nizcayAbhAsI jaise ho gii| isa sandarbha meM ve 'arddhakathAnaka' meM svayaM likhate haiM. - "samaya assie byAhana gye| Ae ghara gRhastha phiri bhaye // 591 / / taba tahA~ mile arathamala ddhor| kareM adhyAtma bAteM jora / / tini banArasI sauM hita kiyau| samaisAra nATaka likhi diyau // 592 / / rAjamalla nai TIkA krii| so pothI tini Agai dharI // kahai banArasI sauM ta baaNc| tere mana AvegA sAMcu // 593 / / taba banArasi bAMcai nitt| bhASA aratha bicArai citta / / pAvai nahIM adhyAtma pec| mAnai bAhira kiriA heca // 594 // __ karanI ko rasa miTi gayau, bhayo na AtamasvAda / bhaI banArasi kI dasA, jathA UMTa ko pAda // 595 // aisI dasA bhaI ekNt| kahA~ kahAM lauM so virataMta / / binu AcAra bhaI mati niic| sAMgAnera cale isa bIca // 599 // candrabhAna bAnArasI, udaikaraNa aru thAna // cArauM khelahiM khela phiri, karahiM adhyAtama gyAna // 602 // nagana hauhiM cArauM jane, phirahiM koTharI mAMhi // kahahiM bhae munirAja hama, kachU parigraha nAMhi // 608 // " ukta pravRtti ke kAraNa ve badanAma bhI bahuta hue| paNDita hone ke kAraNa sAthiyoM kI apekSA unakI badanAmI adhika huii| ve svayaM likhate haiM - "kahahiM loga zrAvaka aru jtii| bAnArasI khosarAmatI // tIni puruSa kI calai na baat| yaha paMDita tArauM vikhyAta // 608 // " unakI yaha dazA 12 varSa taka rhii| para Azcarya kI bAta to yaha hai ki isa bIca unhoMne 'banArasI vilAsa' meM saMgrahIta bahuta-sI racanAe~ likhIM, jinameM koI doSa nahIM hai|

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16 bikhare motI isa saMdarbha meM ve sApha-sApha likhate haiM - "solasa sai bAnavai lauM kiyau niyata-rasa-pAna // pai kabIsurI saba bhaI, syAdavAda-paravAna // 629 // " saMvat solaha sau bAnave meM 49 varSa kI avasthA meM paNDita zrI rUpacandajI pANDe kA samAgama huaa| unase gommaTasAra par3ha kara guNasthAnusAra (bhUmikAnusAra) AcaraNa kA jJAna huA aura kavivara kI pariNati syAdvAdAnusAra samyak huii| isake bAda unhoMne 'samayasAra nATaka' kI racanA kii| unakI racanAe~ cAhe pariNati samyak hone ke bAda kI hoM, cAhe pahile kI; para unakI prAmANikatA meM koI saMdeha kI guMjAisa nahIM hai - isa bAta kA ullekha karate hue ve kahate haiM - "taba phiri aura kabIsurI, karI adhyAtama mA~hi // yaha vaha kathanI eka sI, kahu~ virodha kichu nAMhi // 636 // hRdai mAMhi kachu kAlimA, hutI sarahadana bIca // soU miTi samatA bhaI, rahI na UMca na nIca // 637 // aba samyak darasana unmaan| pragaTa rUpajAnai bhagavAna // solaha sai tirAnavai vrss| samaisAra nATaka dhari harSa / / 638 // isake bAda ve sAta-ATha varSa aura jie, jisameM unakA jIvana ekadama zuddha sAttvika rahA, AdhyAtmika sAdhanA-ArAdhanA meM lagA rhaa| lagabhaga sattAvana varSa kI umra meM unakA svargavAsa huaa| isaprakAra 12 varSa ke nizcayAbhAsI aura 8 varSa ke samyagjJAnamaya anaikAntika jIvana meM arthAt jIvana ke antima bIsa varSoM meM unake dvArA jo bhI satsAhitya kA nirmANa aura AdhyAtmika krAnti huI, usane digambara va zvetAmbara donoM hI jaina sampradAyoM meM samAgata zithilatA, maMtrataMtravAda evaM anAvazyaka kriyA-kANDa ko jhakajhora diyaa| isakAraNa unake adhyAtmavAda kA donoM ora se ghora virodha huaa| zvetAmbara yatiyoM aura digambara bhaTTArakoM ne unakI AdhyAtmika krAnti kA DaTakara virodha kiyA, para usake prabala-pravAha ko avaruddha na kara ske| zvetAmbara sampradAya meM yazovijayajI ne banArasIdAsajI ke svargavAsa ke lagabhaga ATha-daza varSa bAda hI 'adhyAtmamata parIkSA', 'adhyAtmamata khaNDana'

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kavivara paNDita banArasIdAsa 17 44 evaM 'sitapaTa caurAsI bola' nAmaka grantha isI adhyAtma mata ke khaNDana meM likhe haiM / yazovijayajI ke lagabhaga 50 varSa bAda meghavijayajI ne bhI isI adhyAtmamata ke virodha meM 'yuktiprabodha' nAmaka grantha likhA hai| jisameM likhA hai ki" Agare meM AdhyAtmika kahalAnevAle 'vArANasIya' matI logoM ke dvArA kucha bhavyajanoM ko vimohita dekhakara unake bhrama ko dUra karane ke lie yaha grantha likhA gayA hai| ye vArANasIya loga zvetAmbaramatAnusAra strI - mokSa, kevalikavalAhAra para zraddhA nahIM rakhate aura digambara mata ke anusAra picchikamaNDalu Adi bhI aMgIkAra nahIM karate, taba inameM samyaktva kaise mAnA jAya? - Age likhA hai ki Agare meM banArasIdAsa kharataragaccha ke zrAvaka the aura zrImAla kula meM utpanna hue the| pahale unameM dharmaruci thI; sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, proSadha, tapa, upadhAnAdi karate the; jinapUjana, prabhAvanA, sAdharmIvAtsalya, sAdhuvaMdanA, bhojanadAna meM Adarabuddhi rakhate the, AvazyakAdi par3hate the aura muni - zrAvakoM ke AcAra ko jAnate the / kAlAntara meM unheM paNDita rUpacaMda, caturbhuja, bhagavatIdAsa, kumArapAla aura dharmadAsa - ye pA~ca puruSa mile aura zaMkA - vicikitsA se kaluSita hone se tathA unake saMsarga se ve saba vyavahAra chor3a baiThe / unheM zvetAmbaramata para azraddhA ho gii| kahane lage ki yaha parasparaviruddha mata ThIka nahIM hai, digambaramata samyak haiN| ve logoM se kahane lage ki isa vyavahArajAla meM pha~sakara kyoM vyartha hI apanI viDambanA kara rahe ho? mokSa ke lie to kevala AtmacintanarUpa, sarvadharmasAra upazama kA Azraya lo aura ina lokapratyAyikA kriyAoM ko chor3a do| aneka AgamayuktiyoM se samajhAne para bhI ve apane pUrvamata meM sthira na ho sake, balki zvetAmbaramAnya daza AzcaryAdi ko bhI apanI buddhi se dUSita kahane lage / adhyAtmazAstroM meM prAya: jJAna kI hI pradhAnatA hai aura dAna - zIla-tapAdi kriyAe~ gauNa haiM; isalie nirantara adhyAtmazAstroM ke zravaNa se unheM digambaramata meM vizvAsa ho gayA hai, ve usI ko pramANa mAnane lage haiN| prAcIna digambara zrAvaka apane guru muniyoM (bhaTTArakoM) para zraddhA rakhate haiM, parantu inakI una para bhI zraddhA nahIM hai /

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bikhare motI apane mata kI vRddhi ke lie unhoMne bhASA kavitA meM samayasAra nATaka aura banArasIvilAsa kI racanA kI hai| vikrama saM. 1680 meM banArasIdAsa kA yaha mata utpanna huaa| banArasIdAsa ke kAlagata hone para ku~varapAla ne isa mata ko dhAraNa kiyA aura taba vaha guru ke samAna mAnA jAne lagA / ' ye adhyAtamI yA vArANasIya kahate haiM ki hama na digambara haiM aura na zvetAmbara, hama to tattvArthI tattva kI khoja karanevAle haiN| isa mahImaNDala meM muni nahIM haiN| bhaTTAraka Adi jo muni kahalAte haiM, ve guru nahIM haiM / adhyAtamamata hI anusaraNIya hai, Agamika paMtha pramANa nahIM hai, sAdhuoM ke lie vanavAsa hI ThIka hai / 18 - ukta sampUrNa kathana hai meghavijayajI ke yuktiprabodha kA / isase banArasIdAsa ke prabhAva kA patA calatA hai / jisataraha zvetAmbara vidvAnoM ne adhyAtmamata para AkramaNa kie, usItaraha digambaroM ne bhI kie; kintu digambaroM ne unake mata ko 'adhyAtmamata' na kahakara 'terApaMtha' kahA hai / bhaTTArakaparamparA ke poSaka vidvAn bakhatarAma zAha ne vikrama saMvat 1821 meM eka 'mithyAtvakhaNDana' nAmaka grantha likhA, jo isa AdhyAtmika krAnti ke virodha ke lie hI sampUrNata: samarpita hai| usameM ve likhate haiM - " prathama calyo mata Agare, zrAvaka mile kiteka / saulaha sai tIyAsie, gahI kitu mili Teka // 20 // phira kAmAM meM cali paryo, tAhI ke anusAri // 22 // bhaTTAraka Amera ke, narendrakIrti su nAma | yaha kupaMtha tinake samaya, nayo calyo aghadhAma // 25 // kite mahAjana Agare, jAta karaNa vyaupAra / bani AvaiM adhyAtamI, lakhi nUtana AcAra // 26 // " isaprakAra hama dekhate haiM ki digambara aura zvetAmbara donoM hI paramparAoM kI ora se prabala virodha hone para bhI ukta AdhyAtmika krAnti dina dUnI rAta 1. arddhakathAnaka, bhUmikA, pRSTha 42 2. arddhakathAnaka, bhUmikA, pRSTha 56 3. vahI, bhUmikA, pRSTha 48

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19 kavivara paNDita banArasIdAsa caugunI phlii-phuulii| kahA to yahA~ taka jAtA hai ki samayasAra nATaka aura banArasI-vilAsa ke kavitta jainAjaina janatA meM itane lokapriya ho gaye the ki AgarA Adi nagaroM kI galI-galI meM gAye jAne lage the| ukta bAta kI puSTi samayasAra aura AtmakhyAti ke bhASATIkAkAra paNDita jayacaMdajI chAbar3A ke Aja se 180 varSa pUrva likhe gaye nimnAMkita kathana se bhI hotI hai - "dUsarA prayojana yaha hai ki isa grantha kI vacanikA pahale bhI huI hai, usake anusAra banArasIdAsa ne kalazoM ke dezabhASAmaya padyAtmaka kavitta banAye haiM, jo svamata-paramata meM prasiddha bhI hue haiM / una kavittoM se artha-sAmAnya kA hI bodha hotA hai| unakA artha-vizeSa samajhe binA kisI ko pakSapAta bhI utpanna . ho sakatA hai| una kavittoM ko anyamatI par3hakara apane matAnusAra artha bhI karate haiM / ataH vizeSArtha samajhe binA yathArtha artha kA bodha nahIM ho sakatA aura bhrama miTa nahIM sktaa| isalie isa vacanikA virSe yatra-tatra nayavibhAga se artha spaSTa kholeMge, jisase bhrama kA nAza hogaa|" ___ 'banArasIvilAsaM' meM pItAmbara kavi kI jJAnabAvanI saMkalita hai, jisameM 52 ikatIsA savaiyA haiM / isake saMbaMdha meM kahA jAtA hai ki Agare meM kapUracandajI sAhU ke maMdira meM eka sabhA jur3I huI thI, jisameM banArasIdAsajI ke ananya sahayogI ka~varapAla Adi bhI the| usI samaya banArasIdAsajI ke vacanoM kI carcA clii| una sabakI AjJA se pItAmbara ne yaha jJAnabAvanI taiyAra kii| isakA pacAsavA~ chanda. isaprakAra hai - "khusI hai ke maMdira kapUracanda sAhU baiThe, baiThe kaurapAla sabhA jurI manabhAvanI / bAnArasIdAsajU ke vacana kI bAta calI, yAkI kathA aisI gyAtA gyAna mana lAvanI // gunavaMta puruSa ke guna kIratana kIjai, __ pItAmbara prIti kari sajjana suhAvanI / vahI adhikAra Ayau U~ghate bichaunA pAyo, hukama prasAda taiM bhaI hai jJAnabAvanI // 50 // 1. samayasAra, prastAvanA

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bikhare motI isa jJAnabAvanI meM banArasIdAsa ke prabhAva kA aneka prakAra se nirUpaNa kiyA gayA hai| isameM eka rUpaka ke mAdhyama se kahA gayA hai ki mAnoM banArasIdAsajI ke netRtva meM yaha adhyAtmazailI mokSamahala kI ora prayANa kara rahI hai| mUla chanda isaprakAra hai 20 -- "jinavANI dugdha mAhiM vijayA sumati DAra, nija svAda kaMdavRnda cahala-pahala meM / viveka vicAra upacAra e kasUMbho kInhoM, mithyAsophI miTi gaye jJAna kI gahala meM // zIranI zukaladhyAna anahada nAda tAna, gAna guNamAna karai sujasa sahala meM / bAnArasIdAsa madhyanAyaka sabhAsamUha, adhyAtamazailI calI mokSa ke mahala meM // 45 // vikrama saMvat 1686 meM likhI gaI isa racanA se spaSTa pratibhAsita hotA hai ki banArasIdAsa usa samaya taka bahuta prasiddhi pA cuke the| dUra-dUra se loga unake satsamAgama kA lAbha lene Ate the, unake samAgama meM thor3A-bahuta rahane para unake hI banakara raha jAte the| pItAmbara kavi bhI kahIM bAhara se unake samAgama kA lAbha lene hI Aye the aura unake hI hokara raha gaye the / jJAnabAvanI ke 49 veM chanda meM ve likhate haiM "zakavaMdhI sAMco zirImAla jinadAsa sunyo, tAke baMsa mUladAsa viradha bar3hAyA hai / tAke baMsa kSiti meM pragaTa bhayau khaGgasena, bAnArasIdAsa tAke avatAra Ayo hai // bIholiyA gota gara vatana udyota bhayo, -- Agare nagara mAhiM bheMTe sukha pAyo hai / bAnArasI bAnArasI khalaka bakhAna karai, tAkauM vaMza nAma ThAma gAma guNa gAyo hai // 49 // ukta chanda meM banArasIdAsa ke janma ko 'avatAra' zabda se abhihita kiyA hai aura kahA hai ki Agare meM unase bheMTa kara mujhe bahuta Ananda huA hai / maiM adhika kyA kahU~, sArI hI duniyA banArasIdAsa kA hI bakhAna karatI hai /

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. kavivara paNDita banArasIdAsa ___ mulatAna nivAsI osavAla jAtIya varddhamAna navalakhA vi. saM. 1746 meM likhI gaI 'varddhamAna vacanikA' ke anta meM likhate haiM - "dharamAcArija dharamaguru, zrI vANArasIdAsa / jAsu prasAdai maiM lakhyau, Atama nijapada vAsa // 1 // paramparA e gayAna kI, kunda-kunda munirAja / / amRtacandra rAjamallajI, sabahU~ ke siratAja // 3 // grantha digambara ke bhale, bhISa setAmbara cAla / anekAnta samajhe bhalA, so gyAtA kI cAla // 4 // syAdvAda jinake vacana, jo jAne so jAna / nizcai vyavahArI AtamA, anekAnta paramAna // 5 // isa kRti ke bIca meM bhI kucha chanda isaprakAra ke Ate haiM, jinameM banArasIdAsajI kA bar3e hI sanmAna ke sAtha ullekha kiyA gayA hai| jaise - "jinadharamI kula seharo, zrImAlAM siNagAra / bANArasI viholiyA, bhavika jIva uddhAra / / vANArasI prasAda taiM, pAyo gyAMna vigyAMna / jaga saba mithyA jAna kari, pAyo nija svasthAna / vANArasI sudayAla le, lAdho bhedavigyAMna / para guNa AsyA chor3i ke, lIjai siva ko thAna // " ukta chandoM se patA calatA hai ki mulatAnavAsI osavAla bhI banArasIdAsa ke prabhAva se adhyAtamI digambara ho gaye the, jinakA bAda meM paNDita ToDaramalajI se tattvacarcA sambandhI patra-vyavahAra huA thaa| . ukta chandoM meM banArasIdAsa ko dharmaguru evaM dharmAcArya kahA gayA hai, unheM AcArya kundakunda, amRtacandra evaM pANDe rAjamalajI kI paramparA kA digambara batAyA gayA hai| unheM jinadharmiyoM kA mukuTamaNi, zrImAloM kA zrRMgAra, bhavikajanoM kA uddhAraka kahA gayA hai| sAtha hI yaha bhI kahA gayA hai ki unake prasAda se, unake prayAsa se hameM bhedavijJAna kI prApti huI hai| banArasIdAsa kI mRtyu ke 46 varSa bAda AvAgamana ke sAdhanoM ke abhAva vAle usa yuga meM mulatAna jaise sudUravartI kSetra meM banArasIdAsa ke isa prabhAva ko dekhakara unakI AdhyAtmika krAnti ke pracAra-prasAra kA anumAna sahaja lagAyA jA sakatA hai| AcArya kundakunda kA samayasAra eka aisA krAntikArI AdhyAtmika graMtha hai, jisane vigata do hajAra varSoM meM banArasIdAsajI jaise aneka logoM ko

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22 bikhare motI AdhyAtmika dhArA kI ora mor3A hai| banArasIdAsajI ke ThIka tIna sau varSa bAda AdhyAtmikasatpuruSa zrI kAnajIsvAmI ko yaha granthAdhirAja samayasAra hAtha lagA aura ve bhI Andolita ho uThe, unameM bhI krAntikArI parivartana huaa| vi.saM. 1692 meM banArasIdAsajI ne samyak mArga apanAyA thA to vi. saM. 1991 meM kAnajI svAmI ne mu~ha-pattI tyAgakara digambara dharma svIkAra kiyaa| donoM hI zrImAla jAti meM utpanna hue the, donoM ne hI apane-apane yuga meM samayasAra ko jana-jana kI vastu banA diyA, donoM kA hI digambara-zvetAmbara donoM sampradAyoM dvArA DaTakara virodha huA, para donoM ke hI bar3hate krAntikArI kadamoM ko koI nahIM roka skaa| AcArya kundakunda ke jina-adhyAtma meM kucha aisI adbhuta zakti vidyamAna hai, jo zatAbdiyoM se atyanta vibhakta digambara-zvetAmbara sampradAyoM ko najadIka lAne kA kArya karatA rahA hai, eka maMca para lAne kA kArya karatA rahA hai| jaba-jaba bhI ina donoM sampradAyoM ke logoM ne kundakunda ke jina-adhyAtma ko apanAyA, taba-taba ve eka-dUsare ke najadIka Aye haiN| yadyapi donoM hI sampradAyoM ke purAtanapaMthiyoM ne unakA DaTakara virodha kiyA, para adhyAtma ke AdhAra para samAgata najadIkI ko dUrI meM badalane meM ve asamartha hI rahe / kavivara banArasIdAsa evaM AdhyAtmikasatpuruSa zrI kAnajIsvAmI ke sAtha bhI yahI itihAsa duharAyA gayA hai| sabase Azcarya kI bAta to yaha hai ki virodhiyoM dvArA zrI kAnajIsvAmI para bhI Aja ve hI Aropa lagAye jA rahe haiM, jo tIna sau varSa pUrva banArasIdAsa para lagAye gaye the| ___ vastuta: bAta to yaha hai ki banArasIdAsajI yA zrI kAnajIsvAmI kA virodha samayasAra kA virodha hai, AcArya kundakunda kA virodha hai, jina-adhyAtma kA virodha hai, zuddhAmnAya kA virodha hai / adhika kyA kaheM? yaha saba nija bhagavAna AtmA kA hI virodha hai, svayaM kA hI virodha hai, svayaM ko ananta saMsArasAgara meM DubA dene kA mahAna adhama kArya hai| __aisA AtmaghAtI mahApApa zatru se bhI na ho - isa pAvana bhAvanA ke sAtha donoM hI divaMgata mahApuruSoM ko zraddhAMjali samarpita karate hue virAma letA huuN|

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4 AcArya kundakunda kI vANI ke pracAra-prasAra meM kAnajIsvAmI kA yogadAna ( jainapathapradarzaka vizeSAMka 1990 ) jina - adhyAtma ke pratiSThApaka AcArya kundakunda kA prasiddha paramAgama samayasAra yadi Aja jana-jana kI vastu bana rahA hai to usakA sarvAdhika zreya ekamAtra AdhyAtmika satpuruSa zrI kAnajIsvAmI ko hI hai| na kevala samayasAra apitu pravacanasAra, niyamasAra, paMcAstikAyasaMgraha tathA aSTapAhuDa bhI yadi Aja jinamandiroM kI pravacana sabhAoM meM pravacana ke viSaya bana gaye haiM to isakA zreya bhI kAnajIsvAmI ko hI hai| Aja kA hara jAgRta zrotA samayasAra hI sunanA cAhatA hai / yahI kAraNa hai ki Aja unheM bhI sabhAoM meM samayasAra par3hanA par3a rahA hai, jo kabhI samayasAra ko par3hane kA niSedha kiyA karate the ki samayasAra zrAvakoM ko par3hane kI cIja nahIM hai / . sacamuca hI yaha sAdhAraNa kArya nahIM hai ki jo kRti kabhI vidvAnoM ke adhyayana kI vastu na thI, vaha Aja jana-jana kI vastu bana gaI hai| tatkAlIna jaina samAja kI sthiti kA sahI rUpa jAnane ke lie 4 navambara, 1976 ke jainasandeza ke sampAdakIya rUpa meM siddhAntAcArya paNDita kailAzacaMdajI, vArANasI kA nimnAMkita kathana paryApta hai, jo usa samaya kI sthiti kA nagna citra prastuta karatA hai| unakA mUla kathana zabdaza: isa prakAra hai - 44 'Aja se pacAsa varSa pUrva taka zAstrasabhA meM zAstra bA~cane ke pUrva bhagavAna kundakunda kA nAmamAtra to liyA jAtA thA; kintu AcArya kundakunda ke

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24 bikhare motI samayasAra Adi adhyAtma kI carcA karane vAle atyanta virale the| Aja bhI digambara jaina vidvAnoM meM bhI samayasAra kA adhyayana karane vAle birale haiN| hamane svayaM samayasAra taba par3hA, jaba zrI kAnajIsvAmI ke kAraNa hI samayasAra kI carcA kA vistAra huA; anyathA hama bhI samayasArI kahakara bra. zItalaprasAdajI kI ha~sI ur3AyA karate the| ___ yadi kAnajIsvAmI kA udaya na huA hotA to digambara jaina samAja meM bhI kundakunda ke sAhitya kA pracAra na hotaa|" siddhAntAcAryajI kI ukta paMktiyA~ DaMke kI coTa para yaha ghoSaNA kara rahI haiM ki isa yuga meM AcArya kundakunda kI vANI ke pracAra-prasAra meM AdhyAtmikasatpuruSa zrIkAnajIsvAmI kA avismaraNIya yogadAna hai| gaMbhIratA se vicAra karane kI bAta yaha hai ki jo kAma hajAroM vyaktiyoM ke sammilita prayAsoM se bhI saMbhava nahIM ho pAtA, vaha kAma apane meM hI magna isa mahApuruSa se kaise saMbhava huA? ___ Aja yaha bAta kisI se chupI nahIM hai kisI bhI mahApuruSa kI vANI ke pracAra-prasAra ke nAma para rASTrIya stara para evaM sampUrNa samAja ke stara para aneka yojanAyeM banatI haiM, karor3oM kA bajaTa bhI banatA hai, bAharI tAma-jhAma bhI bahuta hotA hai; para katipaya dinoM taka thor3A-bahuta ho-hallA hokara raha jAtA hai; isase Age kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| AcArya kundakunda kI vANI ke pracAra-prasAra ke lie bhI sampUrNa samAja ke stara para aneka yojanAyeM banIM, unake dvisahasrAbdI samAroha manAne ke lie aneka Ayojana bhI kiye gaye para kyA hama aisA kucha kara sake haiM ki jisase pIr3hiyA~ prabhAvita huI hoM, dasa-bIsa vyakti kundakunda ke raMga meM raMga gaye hoM; eka bhI vyakti ne kundakunda kI vANI kA gaharAI se rasAsvAdana kiyA ho? jabaki AdhyAtmikasatpuruSa zrIkAnajIsvAmI ke pratApa se kundakunda ke lAkhoM pAThaka taiyAra hue haiM, kundakundavANI ke saikar3oM pravaktA taiyAra hue haiM aura lAkhoM zrotA bhI taiyAra hue haiM ; karor3oM kI saMkhyA meM unase saMbaMdhita sAhitya bhI janajana taka pahu~cA aura yaha sabakucha binA pradarzana ke ekadama cupacApa huA hai|

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25 AcArya kundakunda kI vANI ke pracAra-prasAra __ svAmIjI ne kundakunda vANI ke pracAra-prasAra ke lie kucha kiyA ho - aisA bilkula nahIM hai / unakA janma bhI kundakunda ke anuyAyI sampradAya meM nahIM huA thA; kintu jaba unheM AcArya kundakunda kA samayasAra hAtha lagA aura unhoMne usakA sAmAnyAvalokana kiyA to unake mu~ha se sahaja hI phUTa par3A - "ahA, yaha to azarIrI hone kA zAstra hai|" ____ aura ve sabakucha bhUlakara usake maMthana meM juTa gye| ve jaMgala meM jAte, kisI giri-guphA meM baiThakara ghaNToM unake adhyayana-manana-cintana meM magna rahate, khAne-pIne kI bhI sudha nahIM rhtii| una dinoM ve samayasAramaya ho gaye the aura samayasAra unamaya ho gayA thaa| una dinoM hI kyA, samayasAra milane ke bAda ve jIvanabhara hI samayasAramaya rhe| ve AcArya kundakunda aura unake samayasAra para aise samarpita hue ki unhoMne sthAnakavAsI sampradAya evaM usakA gurutara gurutva sabakucha eka jhaTake meM hI nichAvara kara diyA aura svayaM ko digambara zrAvaka ke rUpa meM ghoSita kara diyA tathA pichalA sabakucha bhUlakara nirAkula ho samayasAra ke svAdhyAya meM juTa gye| dhIre-dhIre loga unase samayasAra sunane Ane lage aura ve logoM ko samayasAra sunAne lge| yaha krama aisA calA ki lagAtAra 45 varSa taka calatA rahA aura sonagar3ha hI nahIM sampUrNa deza samayasAramaya ho gyaa| svAmIjI ne lagAtAra 19 bAra AdyopAnta samayasAra sabhA meM par3hA, usa para pravacana kiye| antara meM to na mAlUma kitanI bAra par3hA hogA? unakI pravacana-sabhA meM yaha niyama thA ki ve jisa zAstra para pravacana karate, pratyeka zrotA ke hAtha meM vaha grantha honA hI caahie| tadartha samayasAra chapAye gye| zrotAjana bar3hate gaye aura samayasAra chapate gye| zrotA bhI lAkhoM ho gaye aura samayasAra bhI lAkhoM pratiyoM meM chapakara jana-jana taka pahu~ca gye| zrotAoM meM se sAdhaka to taiyAra hue hI, aneka pravacanakAra bhI sahaja hI taiyAra ho gye| isaprakAra ekAkI cala par3e svAmIjI ke pIche eka kAravA~ cala par3A aura vaha calatA hI rhaa| svAmIjI to cale gaye, para kAravA~ Aja bhI cala rahA hai aura

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26 bikhare motI na mAlUma kaba taka calatA rhegaa| hamArI bhAvanA hai ki yaha kAravA~ sadaiva calatA hI rahe, calatA hI rahe; kabhI ruke hI nhiiN| isaprakAra binA prayAsa ke anAyAsa hI svAmIjI ke mAdhyama se isa viSama yuga meM bhI AcArya kundakunda kI vANI jana-jana taka pahu~ca gaI aura pahu~ca rahI hai| Aja to sthiti yaha hai ki samayasAra ke pAThakoM ko binA pUche hI svAmIjI kA anuyAyI samajha liyA jAtA hai| usake lAkha inkAra karane para bhI koI yaha mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM hotA ki svAmIjI se usakA koI sambandha nahIM hai| yadi koI yaha bhI siddha kara de ki maiMne to svAmIjI ko kabhI dekhA hI nahIM hai; to bhI kahA jAyegA ki kAnajIsvAmI nahIM to unake ziSya-praziSya se tumhArA sambandha hogaa| ukta sampUrNa sthiti kI samyak samIkSA karane para eka tathya hAtha para rakhe A~vale ke samAna pratiphalita hotA hai ki kartRtva ke ahaMkAra se kucha nahIM hotA; jo kucha hotA hai, vaha saba sahajabhAva se hI ghaTita hotA hai / kundakunda kI vANI ko jana-jana taka pahu~cAne kA ahaMkAra karane vAloM ko eka bAra apanA AtmanirIkSaNa bhI karanA cAhie ki kyA unheM svayaM kundakunda vANI kA sAmAnya paricaya bhI hai, kyA unhoMne kundakunda ke kisI grantha kA kabhI AdyopAnta svAdhyAya bhI kiyA hai? unakI vANI ke marma se sarvathA achUte logoM ke dvArA unakI vANI ke pracAra-prasAra kI carcA kalpanAloka kI ur3Ana hI siddha hotI hai| __ hA~, yaha bAta avazya hai ki svAmIjI dvArA jo kundakunda vANI kI gaMgA kA prabala pravAha calA, usameM avarodha paidA karane vAle prayAsoM se jo kolAhala utpanna huA; usase bhI aneka logoM kI nidrA bhaMga huI aura ve bhI jAga gaye, tathA unhoMne bhI svAmIjI ke mAdhyama se kundakunda kI vANI kA rahasya jAnA aura ve bhI kRtArtha hue| __ "virodha pracAra kI kunjI hai"- isa siddhAnta ke anusAra svAmIjI kA virodha karane vAloM ko bhI kundakunda kI vANI ke pracAra-prasAra karane kA kucha

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__ AcArya kundakunda kI vANI ke pracAra-prasAra .... 27 na kucha zreya to hai hI, para jo prabala pravAha Aja kundakunda vANI kA baha rahA hai, usake mUla meM mUlataH svAmIjI hI haiM / Aja yaha eka sarvamAnya tathya hai| svAmIjI ke mAdhyama se na kevala kundakunda kA sAhitya chapA hI, paramAgama mandira ke rUpa meM saMgamaramara ke pArTiyoM para svarNAkSaroM meM aMkita bhI huA; para yaha saba to unakI bhASA meM jar3a kI kriyA hai, sabase bar3A kAma to yaha huA ki vaha lAkhoM ke mAnasa meM samA gayA; logoM kI buddhi meM samA gayA aura hRdaya meM utara gyaa| yaha kAma aisA hai, jo sarvasAdhAraNa ke vaza kI bAta nahIM hai| ____ koI karor3apati saMkalpa karale to lAkhoM samayasAra chapA sakatA hai aura niHzulka ghara-ghara meM bhI pahu~cA sakatA hai; para vaha samayasAra raddI ke rUpa meM bAjAra meM bikane A jAyagA; usake pannoM para loga cATa-cATa kara cATa khaayeNge| jabataka logoM meM usake paThana-pAThana kI ruci jAgRta na ho, usake prati bahumAna na jage, usameM mukti kI rAha na dikhe, usakA rasa na lage; tabataka chapAne aura niHzulka bA~Tane se kucha bhI honevAlA nahIM hai| mUla bAta to pyAsa jagAne kI hai| binA pyAsa ke nirmala-zItala jala upalabdha hone para bhI koI use chUtA taka nhiiN| svAmIjI ne logoM ko samayasAra kI pyAsa jagAI aura aisI jagAI ki loga samayasAra kA amRtapAna karane ke lie Atura ho uThe, vyAkula ho utthe| yahI kAraNa hai ki Aja gA~va-gA~va meM samayasAra par3hA jA rahA, samayasAra sunA jA rahA, samayasAra ke gIta gAye jA rahe ; sampUrNa vAtAvaraNa samayasAramaya ho gayA hai| ___ svAmIjI ne logoM meM samayasAra kI ruci bhI jagAI aura unheM alpamUlya meM samayasAra upalabdha bhI kraayaa| yahI kAraNa hai ki ve kundakunda kI vANI ke sAtha-sAtha svayaM bhI logoM ke hRdaya meM samA gye| samayasAra ne unheM satpatha * batAyA aura unhoMne samayasAra jana-jana taka pahu~cAyA tathA samayasAra kI nAva para savAra hokara ve svayaM jana-jana ke hRdaya meM samA gye| ___yaha hai svAmIjI ke jIvana kA saMkSipta lekhA-jokhA, jo Aja jana-jana kI jabAna para avasthita hai aura yuga-yuga taka avasthita rhegaa|

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28 bikhare motI unake mahAna aparAjeya vyaktitva para kIcar3a uchAlane ke prayAsa bhI kama nahIM hue, para ve sabhI prayAsa candramA para thUkane ke prayAsoM ke samAna hI siddha hue| jisaprakAra koI vyakti candramA para thUkane kA prayAsa kare to usake thUka kA candramA taka pahu~canA to sambhava nahIM hai; ata: vaha lauTakara usI ke mukha para pdd'taa| usIprakAra svAmIjI ke vyaktitva ko lAMchita karane ke sabhI prayAsoM ne unhIM ke vyaktitvoM ko lAMchita kiyA hai, jinhoMne isaprakAra ke prayAsa kiye| __ svAmIjI ne to isa ora dhyAna hI nahIM diyaa| ve to apane meM hI magna rahe, apane anuyAyiyoM ko hI saralabhAva se - sahajabhAva se samajhAte rahe ; kisI se bhI ulajhe nhiiN| ulajhanA-ulajhAnA unheM iSTa bhI na thA, ve to sulajhe hue mahApuruSa the aura jagata-jAla meM ulajhe hue logoM ko sulajhAne hI Aye the, so jIvana-paryanta sulajhAte hI rhe| yadi ve ulajha jAte to phira hama jaise agaNita logoM ko kaise sulajhAte? kundakundavANI ke AdhAra para AdhyAtmikasatpuruSa zrIkAnajIsvAmI dvArA sampanna yaha AdhyAtmika krAnti binA kisI ukhAr3a-pachAr3a ke, binA kisI tanAva ke itane sahajabhAva se sampanna huI ki loka meM isakI misAla nahIM hai| bhArata ke ekadama eka kone meM baiThakara pratidina mAtra svAntaHsukhAya do pravacana aura sAyaMkAla 45 minaTa taka jijJAsuoM kI zaMkAoM kA samAdhAna - basa yahI upakrama rahA hai isa mahAna krAnti kaa| kyA koI kalpanA kara sakatA hai ki Arambha meM mahInoM kisI kI samajha meM na Ane vAle aura prArambhika zrotAoM ke pUrI taraha samajha meM na Ane vAle pravacanoM evaM sahajabhAva se diye gaye praznoM ke uttaroM ke mAdhyama se itanI mahAna krAnti sampanna ho sakatI hai| nirantara eka hI dhvani meM trikAlI dhruva bhagavAna AtmA kI kathA karane evaM lagAtAra AtmA ke hI gIta gAte rahane kI prabala zakti kA hI yaha adbhuta visphoTa hai ki jisane mithyA-aMdhakAra ko bhagA diyA hai aura jaga ko jagamagA diyA hai| nirantaratA meM adbhuta zakti hotI hai aura yadi vaha paramasatya ke sAtha jur3a jAe to usakA kahanA hI kyA hai? jagata ne na to paramasatya ko hI pAyA hai

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AcArya kundakunda kI vANI ke pracAra-prasAra ........" 29 aura na usake prayAsoM meM nirantaratA hI dekhane meM AtI hai - yahI usakI asaphalatA kA mUla AdhAra hai| svAmIjI kI saphalatA kA rAja paramasatya kI upalabdhi, usakI satata ArAdhanA aura niyamita satata pratipAdana hI hai| isa kalpanA se hI roMgaTe khar3e ho jAte haiM ki yadi AdhyAtmikasatpuruSa zrIkAnajIsvAmI ne isa yuga meM kundakunda vANI kA rahasyodghATana nahIM kiyA hotA to hama jaise aneka pAmara prANiyoM kA kyA hotA? hotA kyA, hama tuma bhI zeSa jagata ke samAna yA to viSaya-kaSAya meM hI ulajhe rahate yA phira kucha kriyA-kANDa karake apane ko dharmAtmA mAna rahe hote aura anya logoM ko bhI usI ora prerita kara rahe hote| yaha amUlya mAnava jIvana yoM hI viSaya-kaSAya meM bIta jaataa| * para isa asat kalpanA se kyA lAbha hai? satya to yaha hai ki hama bhI parama bhAgyavAna haiM ki isa yuga meM paidA hue ki, jisameM svAmIjI ke satsamAgama kA lAbha bhI milA aura unake mukha se kundakunda vANI ke rahasyoM ko jAnane kA sAkSAt avasara bhI prApta huaa| na kevala itanA hI, apitu unakI bharapUra kRpA evaM maMgala AzIrvAda bhI sahaja hI prApta rahA; isase bhI Age unake padacinhoM para calakara unake mahAna kArya meM apanA bhI tuccha yogadAna karane kA saMkalpa jagA, usI meM jIvana lagA aura zeSa jIvana bhI tadartha hI samarpita hai| hama hI nahIM, hama jaise anekAneka AtmArthI bhAI-bahina haiM, jo Aja. kundakunda kI vANI ke pracAra-prasAra meM pUrNata: samarpita haiM / kundakunda kI vANI ke pracAra-prasAra meM samarpita kAryakartAoM kA nirmANa bhI kundakunda vANI ke pracAra-prasAra meM svAmIjI kA abhUtapUrva adbhuta yogadAna hai; kyoMki kAryakartAoM ke binA jagata meM koI bhI kArya sampanna nahIM hotaa| isake lie bhI svAmIjI kA jitanA upakAra mAnA jAya, kama hI hai| unake zatAbdI varSa aura dazavIM puNyatithi ke maMgala avasara para AcArya kundakunda kI vANI ke pracAra-prasAra meM unake abhUtapUrva adbhuta sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa yogadAna ko smaraNa karate hue hama unheM zat-zat vaMdana karate haiM, unakA zat-zat abhinandana karate haiN|

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5 caturtha smRti divasa ke avasara para - zrI kAna guru jAte rahe ? ( vItarAga - vijJAna - navambara, 1984 meM se ) jisane batAyA jagata ko kramabaddha hai saba pariNamana / paradravya se hai pRthak para hara dravya apane meM magana // svAdhIna hai pratyeka jana svAdhIna hai pratyeka kn| guru kAna kA sandeza dhara lo kAna jaga ke bhavyajana // 1 // jo eka zuddha sadA arUpI AtmaguNa gAte rahe / paryAya se bhI bhinna jo nija dravya samajhAte rahe // guNa-bheda se bhI bhinna jo nija AtmA dhyAte rahe / ve bhavya-paMkaja-bhAskara zrI kAna guru jAte rahe // 2 // unakA batAyA tattva jaga meM Aja bhI jaba gU~jatA / guru-garjanAyuta vadana mana meM Aja bhI jaba ghUmatA // pratyeka dina ve Aja taka jaba svapna meM Ate rahe / taba kauna kahatA isa hRdaya se kAna guru jAte rahe // 3 // bhAI ! bhagavAna bhI do taraha ke hote haiM - eka to ve arahaMta aura siddha paramAtmA, jinakI mUrtiyA~ mandiroM meM virAjamAna haiM aura una mUrtiyoM ke mAdhyama se hama una mUrtimAna paramAtmA kI upAsanA karate haiM, pUjana- bhakti karate haiM; jisa patha para ve cale, usa patha para calane kA saMkalpa karate haiM, bhAvanA bhAte haiN| ye arahaMta aura siddha kAryaparamAtmA kahalAte haiM / dUsare, dehadevala meM virAjamAna nija bhagavAna AtmA bhI paramAtmA haiM, bhagavAna haiM, inheM kAraNaparamAtmA kahA jAtA hai| AtmA hI hai zaraNa, pRSTha-74

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hA gurudeva! aba kauna....? (Atmadharma disambara 1980 meM se) he gurudeva! Apake isa Akasmika mahAprayANa se lAkhoM AtmArthiyoM ke hRdaya vyAkula ho uThe haiN| yaha jAnate hue bhI ki jo kucha honA thA, so ho cukA, isa tathya ko, paryAyagata satya ko svIkAra karane ke lie hRdaya taiyAra nahIM hai| Apane hameM AdhyAtmika gUDha rahasyoM ke sAtha-sAtha yaha bhI to samajhAyA thA ki koI kisI ko samajhA nahIM sktaa| samajhAne ke abhimAna se dagdha vaktA to bahuta mila jAveMge, para AtmA samajha to sakatA hai, samajhA nahIM sakatA; kyoMki samajhanA usakA svabhAvagata dharma hai - yaha samajhAne vAlA aba kahA~ milegA? Apake abhAva meM Aja hama saba anAtha ho gae haiN| hajAroM AtmArthI varSa bhara yaha AzA lagAe baiThe rahate the ki zrAvaNa mAsa AyegA, sonagar3ha meM zivira lagegA, hama vahA~ jAyeMge, aura gurudevazrI kI puruSArthapreraka divyavANI suneNge| para....? aba isa Arthika yuga meM dhana ko dhUla kauna kahegA? kauna gAyegA trikAlI AtmA ke gIta? puNya ke gIta gAne vAle to galI-galI meM mila jAveMge, para dharma kA saccA svarUpa DaMke kI coTa aba kauna batAvegA? aba kauna lagAvegA AtmA AtmA AtmA kI pukAra? aba kauna samajhAyegA samayasAra kA marma aura kauna batAyegA AtmA kA dharma? aba sonagar3ha loga kisake darzana karane, pravacana sunane AveMge? hA~, jinamaMdira meM virAjamAna sImaMdhara paramAtmA ke, paramAgama maMdira meM virAjamAna

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32 bikhare motI mahAvIra bhagavAna ke, saMgamaramara ke pATiyoM para utkIrNa paMca-paramAgamoM ke, samavazaraNa mandira ke, mAnastambha ke darzana karane to loga avazya aaveNge| AveMge to avazya, para tabhI jaba ki giranAra yA pAlItAnA kI yAtrA para jaayeNge| AveMge, para rukeMge nahIM; kyoMki Apake cale jAne se unheM rokane vAlA nahIM rhaa| ApakI vANI kA AkarSaNa hI to unheM rokatA thA, jaba vaha hI nahIM rahA to kyA AkarSaNa rahA logoM ke rukane kA? zrAvaNa meM yAtrA to hotI nahIM, zrAvaNa meM to loga Apake AkarSaNa se hI Ate the| aba ve kahA~ jAyeMge? unakA AzrayadAtA calA gayA, aba ve kisakA Azraya pAveMge? jaba prAtaH 8 aura sAyaMkAla 3 bajeMge, taba hama kisakI divya-dezanA sunane daur3e jAveMge aura saMdhyA ke 7 baje apanI zaMkAoM kA samAdhAna kisase pAveMge? ye tInoM samaya kyA aba hameM kATane nahIM daur3eMge? vibhinna prAntoM ke, vibhinna jAtiyoM ke, vibhinna bhASA-bhASI loga Apake mAdhyama se prAntIyatA, jAtIyatA aura bhASAvAda ke bandhanoM ko tor3akara eka ho gaye haiN| ve saba Apake mAdhyama se jur3e the, jur3e haiM; para aba kisa mAdhyama se jur3e raheMge? tor3ane vAle to paga-paga para mileMge, para jor3ane vAlA kahA~ milegA? aba kaise jur3eMge, kaise jur3e raheMge? - yaha prazna bhI hamAre sAmane mu~ha bAe khar3A hai? . aba kauna degA hameM mArgadarzana, kauna ba~dhAvegA dhIraja? Apane lAkhoM AtmArthiyoM ko ghar3e jaisA gar3hA hai| jisaprakAra kumhAra kaccI miTTI se ghar3e ko gar3hatA hai, usIprakAra Apane hameM gar3hA hai| kumhAra ghar3e ko gar3hate samaya Upara se dhImI-dhImI thApa mAratA hai to andara se hAtha kA sahArA bhI diye rahatA hai, taba banatA hai ghdd'aa| isIprakAra bhaTakate hue AtmArthI ko ApakI mIThI phaTakAra aura andara se diyA gayA sahArA na to use vicalita hone detA thA aura na pramAdI hii| dhanikoM ko abhimAna na ho jAya - isa bhAvanA se dhana ko dhUla batAne vAlI phaTakAra lAkhoM logoM ne Apake mukha se sunI hai

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hA gurudeva ! aba kauna.....? 33 tathA vaha bhaTaka na jAya isa bhAvanA se kI jAne vAlI mRdula anuzaMsA se bhI saba paricita haiM / kSayopazama jJAna ke abhimAna meM bhI koI ruka na jAya - tadartha usakI asaliyata se bhI aba kauna paricita karAyegA ? tattvapracAra kI dizA meM kiye gaye prayatnoM ko bhI aba kauna sarAhegA, kauna pITha thapathapAegA; mInamekha nikAlane vAle to bahuta mileMge, para sanmArga dikhAkara protsAhita kauna karegA ? hajAroM gAliyA~ dene vAle virodhiyoM ke prati bhI aba yaha zabda kauna kahegA ki " bhAI ! vaha bhI to bhagavAna haiM, paryAya meM bhUla hai to kyA huA, vaha to nikala jAne vAlI hai|" aba yaha preraNA kauna degA ki "AlocanA karanevAloM kI ora nahIM, apanI ora dekho|' ww aba kisakI dinacaryA ko dekhakara loga apanI ghar3iyA~ milAyeMge ? aba hama loga kisase nizcaya kI mahimA suneMge aura kisake vyavahAra ko apanA Adarza banAeMge? aba kauna gAyegA nirantara AtmA ke gIta; kauna pahu~cAegA atyalpa mUlya meM jinavANI ghara - ghara ? aba kauna ..? mere priya AtmArthI bandhuo ! sUraja DUba gyaa| para aba kyA ho sakatA hai ? vaha to DUba hI gayA / andhakAra, ghanA andhakAra bar3hatA jA rahA hai, vaha to bar3hatA hI jAyegA; para hama saba aba bhI kyoM so rahe haiM, kyoM ro rahe haiM? yaha sone kA samaya nahIM, yaha rone kA bhI samaya nahIM hai / jAgo ! uTho! isa ghane aMdhakAra ko dUra karane ke lie ghara-ghara meM dIpaka jalAo, masAleM jalAkara nikala par3o aura galiyoM kA, caurAhoM kA aMdhakAra dUra kara do / pUjya svAmIjI se jo kucha pAyA hai, use jana-jana taka pahu~cAne kA mahAna uttaradAyitva Apake kaMdhoM para hai| yaha rone kA, sone kA, lar3ane kA, jhagar3ane kA, udAsIna hokara ghara baiTha jAne kA samaya nahIM hai| !

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34 bikhare motI yaha to duniyA~ kI rIti hai ki jaba sUrya asta ho jAtA hai to loga gharoM meM dIpaka jalAte hI haiN| galiyoM aura caurAhoM para bhI samucita prakAza kI vyavasthA kI jAtI hai| kyA tuma isa jaga-rIta ko bhI na nibhA sakoge? dhyAna rakho, yadi isa sAmAnya jaga-rIti kA bhI nirvAha na kara sake to itihAsa tumheM kSamA nahIM kregaa| Aja tumhAre kaMdhoM para aitihAsika uttaradAyitva hai; jo pAyA hai, use dUsaroM taka pahu~cAne kA; jo sIkhA hai, use jIvana meM utArane kaa| auroM ke samAna tuma bhI do A~sU bahAkara, do zabda zraddhAMjali ke samarpita kara apane kartavya kI itizrI mata samajha lenaa| nahIM, nahIM; aisA nahIM hogaa| hama saba milakara pUjya gurudevazrI dvArA AraMbha kiye gaye isa mizana ko Age bddh'aayeNge| isa bhAvanA aura saMkalpa ke sAtha - - vAstavika kartavya sAmAjika saMgaThana aura zAnti banAe rakhanA aura sAmAjika rUr3hiyoM se mukta pragatizIla samAja kI sthApanA ho to isa bahumUlya narabhava kI sArthakatA nahIM hai| isa mAnava jIvana meM to AdhyAtmika satya ko khojakara, pAkara, Atmika zAnti prApta karane kA mArga prazasta karanA hI vAstavika kartavya hai| AdhyAtmika satya meM bhI paryAyagata satya ko jAnanA to hai, para usameM ulajhanA nahIM hai, use to mAtra jAnanA hai; para kAlika paramasatya ko, paramatattva ko mAtra khojanA hI nahIM hai, jAnanA bhI hai, usI meM jamanA hai, ramanA hai, usI meM samA jAnA hai, usIrUpa ho jAnA hai| satya kI khoja, pRSTha-252

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7 sUraja DUba gayA ( Atmadharma janavarI 1981 meM se ) pUjya gurudeva zrI ke nidhana se lAkhoM AtmArthiyoM ke hRdaya-kamaloM ko khilA dene vAlA, moha - timira ko haTA dene vAlA, prakAzapuMja samyagjJAna kA sUraja DUba gayA hai| - sUraja to saMdhyA ko DUbatA hai, para prAta:kAla phira uga AtA hai; kintu yaha sUraja to DUbA, so DUbA | aba aisA prAta: kAla kabhI na hogA, jaba hameM isa pratApavaMta - prakAzapuMja sUraja ke darzana ho skeNge| yadyapi unake dehAvasAna kI tulanA isa artha meM sUryAsta se nahIM kI jA sakatI, tathApi usa anupama jJAna ke ghana-piNDa aura Ananda ke kanda kI upamA Akhira deM to kisase deM? eka sUraja hI to aisA hai, jisase isa prakAzapuMja kI tulanA kI jA sakatI hai| svAmIjI ke pratApa aura prakAza donoM hI sUraja ke prakAza aura pratApa se kisI prakAra kama na the| svAmIjI bhI apane kSetra ke eka sUraja hI to the / sUrya kI prabhA to isa laukika aMdhakAra ko hI dUra karatI hai, para ApakI jJAnaprabhA ne vANIrUpI kiraNoM ne to AtmArthI jijJAsuoM ke hRdayoM ke ajJAnAndhakAra ko dUra kiyA hai| lokAndhakAra dUra karane vAlA yaha sUrya to laukika hai, para Apa to lokottara mArga meM vyApta aMdhakAra ke vinAzaka the, ataH Apa alaukika sUrya the / jisaprakAra sUrya kA pratApa aura prakAza gaharI guphAoM ke nivir3a aMdhakAra ko bhI cIratA huA unake antima chora ko bhI pA letA hai / yadyapi sUrya kA

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36 bikhare motI prakAza va pratApa khule maidAna meM apanI jaisI prabhA bikheratA hai, vaisI prabhA gahana guphAoM meM nahIM dikhAI detI; tathApi gahana guphA ke antima kone meM bhI yaha to parilakSita ho hI jAtA hai ki abhI dina hai; dinakara kI AbhA vahA~ bhI pahu~ca hI jAtI hai| ___ usIprakAra he gurudeva! Apake prabhAva aura pratApa ne una logoM ke hRdaya aura buddhi ko to Alokita kiyA hI hai, jo khule maidAnoM ke samAna khule dimAga ke loga the; para sAtha meM una logoM ko bhI prabhAvita kiyA hai, jo Apase kisI kAraNa asahamata the, virodha bhAva rakhate the yA phira gahana aMdhakAra meM the| jisane jIvanabhara ApakA virodha kiyA - aisA jainagajaTa (9-121980) patra bhI Apake nidhana para apane sampAdakIya meM likhatA hai - __ "unhoMne apane jIvana meM karIba 65 paMcakalyANaka pratiSThA va 35 vedIpratiSThAyeM karavAIM aura zvetAmbara bandhuoM ko digambarI bnaayaa| samayasAra va mokSamArgaprakAzaka jaise granthoM ke paThana-pAThana kI lahara samAja meM daur3AI tathA svAdhyAya ke pracAra kA bigula bajA diyaa| virodha hotA rahA, lekina virodha. ko sahate hue digambara dharma ke pracAra yA prasAra meM kisI bhI prakAra kI kasara uThA nahIM rkhii| ___ AbAla-vRddhoM meM digambara dharma kA pracAra kiyA aura rAtribhojana, jamIkanda Adi kA tyAga unake prabhAva se svataH unake anuyAyI karate ge| deza meM sonagar3ha eka prakAra kA prasiddha sthAna bana gayA, jahA~ se unhoMne jinavANI kA tana-mana se jIvanaparyanta sAdhanA karane ke sAtha hI sAtha deza meM yatra-tatra-sarvatra pracAra kiyaa| zikSaNa zivira ke dvArA eka naI dizA dekara dharmapracAra kI eka adbhuta yojanA samAja ko dii| prAya: yaha dekhA gayA hai ki sampradAya badalane vAle anta meM pathabhraSTa bhI hote rahe haiM; lekina svAmIjI sadA lohapuruSa banakara rhe| svAmIjI ke uTha jAne se vAstava meM eka mahAn pratibhAsampanna va puNyAtmA AdhyAtmika vaktA kA sadA ke lie abhAva ho gayA hai|

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37 sUraja DUba gayA gajaTa parivAra bhI unake dehAvasAna para apanI bhAvabhInI zraddhAMjali arpita karatA huA vIra prabhu se prArthanA karatA hai ki svAmIjI ko pUrNa ratnatraya kI prApti hokara zIghra mukti lAbha ho|" ____ aura bhI aneka isaprakAra ke udAharaNa prastuta kiye jA sakate haiN| isase siddha hai ki ApakI pahu~ca pratikUloM para bhI thii| ___yadyapi ve cale gae haiM; tathApi unhoMne apane jIvana meM jo abhUtapUrva kArya kiye, ve Aja bhI vidyamAna haiM, unakA diyA huA tattva Aja bhI unake cetana ziSyavarga aura acetana sAhitya ke rUpa meM hameM upalabdha hai| isa rUpa meM ve amara haiM, Aja bhI hamAre bIca vidyamAna haiN| ___ yadyapi tAre dina meM bhI hote haiM, tathApi sUraja kI upasthiti meM ve camakate nahIM, dikhAI nahIM dete| para jaba sUraja DUba jAtA hai, to ve dikhAI dene lagate haiN| jagata kA dhyAna bhI tabhI unakI ora jAtA hai| para kyA ve tAre sUraja-sA prakAza de pAte haiM? nahIM, kadApi nhiiN| yadyapi yaha bAta pUrNata: satya hai ki ve sUraja-sA Aloka nahIM bikhera pAte; tathApi yaha bhI satya hai ki ghanA aMdhakAra bhI nahIM hone dete| ve bhI kucha na kucha AbhA bikherate hI haiN| unake prakAza meM mAtra mArga dekhe jA sakate haiM, galiyA~ dekhI jA sakatI haiM, par3hA nahIM jA sakatA, par3hane ke lie dIpaka jalAne par3ate haiN| para jagata kA kAma rukatA nahIM, kucha kAma tAroM ke prakAza meM hotA hai, kucha kAma dIpakoM ke prakAza meM hotA hai| kAma calatA hI rahatA hai| hamArA bhI karttavya hai ki kAma rukane na deM, cAlU rkheN| sUraja DUba gyaa| DUba gayA, so DUba hI gyaa| aba kyA kiyA jA sakatA hai? sUraja kA ugAnA to tatkAla saMbhava nahIM hai| usake liye to kucha kAla pratIkSA hI karanI hogI; kyoMki sUraja to jaba ugatA hai, svayaM ugatA hai; ugAne se nahIM ugtaa| para pratIkSA meM hAtha para hAtha rakhakara to nahIM baiThA jA sktaa| hameM camakate tAroM kI prabhA se mArgadarzana prApta karanA hogA, ghara-ghara meM dIpaka jalAne hoMge aura pUrI zakti se aMdhakAra kA mukAbalA karanA hogaa| jo jyoti gurudevazrI ne jalAI hai, use jalAye rakhanA hogaa|

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38 bikhare motI java hamAre ghara meM kisI bujurga kA dehAvasAna ho jAtA hai, to ghara vAle rote haiM, bilakhate haiM; Agantuka Ate haiM aura samajhAte haiM, samajhAkara cale jAte haiM; parantu ghara kA kAma ghara vAloM ko hI saMbhAlanA par3atA hai, samajhAne vAle nahIM sNbhaalte| kAma samajhane vAloM ko saMbhAlanA hogA, samajhAne vAloM ko nhiiN| samajhAne vAle to samajhAkara cale jAveMge, para ... | gurudevazrI kA avasAna kisI eka ghara ke bujurga kA avasAna nahIM hai| ve hama sabhI ke dharmapitA the| unakA avasAna hama sabake dharmapitA kA avasAna hai; isa bAta kA anubhava hama saba ko karanA hogaa| kahIM aisA na ho jAya ki Apa samajhAne vAle bana jAyeM aura samajhAkara calate bneN| hama saba unake uttarAdhikArI haiM; ata: unake vArase ko saMbhAlane kA uttaradAyitva bhI sabhI kA hai| para bhAI ! uttaradAyitva kisakA? jo samajhe, anubhava kare, usakA; jo anubhava hI na kare, usako kyA kaheM? ___ yaha samaya dUsaroM ko upadeza dene kA nahIM, Aropa-pratyAropa lagAne kA bhI nahIM, milajulakara kAma karane kA hai| yaha samaya cunautI kA samaya hai, jise hameM aura Apako milakara svIkAra karanA hai| ____ Ao, hama saba milakara saMkalpa kareM, sannaddha hoM aura eka mana se - eka mata se juTa jAyeM tathA batA deM ki gurudevazrI kA avasAna nahIM huA hai / ve apane anuyAyiyoM ke rUpa meM, vANI ke rUpa meM, Aja bhI vidyamAna haiM aura unake dvArA Arambha kiyA gayA mizana usI jora-zora ke sAtha cala rahA hai, bar3ha rahA hai, bar3he cala rahA hai| prazaMsA mAnava-svabhAva kI eka aisI kamajorI hai ki jisase bar3ebar3e jJAnI bhI nahIM baca pAte haiM / nindA kI A~ca bhI jise pighalA nahIM pAtI, prazaMsA kI ThaMDaka use chAra-chAra kara detI hai| Apa kucha bhI kaho, pRSTha-68

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8 aba kyA hogA? ( Atmadharma pharavarI 1981 meM se ) pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajI svAmI ke dehAvasAna ke bAda 'aba kyA hogA?' yaha prazna Aja sabhI kI jabAna para hai| yaha jvalanta prazna unake hRdayoM ko to Andolita kiye hI hai, jo unameM agAdha zraddhA rakhate the, unake anugAmI the; para madhyastha evaM pratikUlajana bhI TakaTakI lagAkara dekha rahe haiM ki dekheM aba kyA hotA hai? koI kahe; cAhe na kahe, para / hamAre kAryAlaya meM saikar3oM patra isaprakAra ke Aye haiM, jinameM isaprakAra kI jijJAsA pragaTa kI gaI hai| kucha logoM ne to aneka prakAra ke sujhAva bhI diye haiM, AzaMkAyeM pragaTa kI haiM, upadeza bhI diye haiM, Adeza bhI diye haiN| carcAoM meM, patrikAoM meM zraddhAMjaliyoM meM, saMsmaraNoM meM bhI isaprakAra ke bhAva pragaTa kiye gaye haiN| , saba kucha milAkara yahI pratIta hotA hai ki samAja ke sAmane svAmIjI ke abhAva se huI riktatA mu~ha bAe khar3I hai, jisakI pUrti asaMbhava dikhAI de rahI hai aura yaha prazna samAja ko mathe DAla rahA hai ki 'aba kyA hogA?' bAta dUsaroM kI hI nahIM, hama sabakI bhI to yahI sthiti hai / para bAta yaha hai ki jo ho gayA, so to ho hI gayA, aba use badalanA sambhava hai nahIM / gurudeva zrI ke sthAna kI pUrti kI kalpanA bhI kAlpanika hI hai; kyoMki unake sthAna kI pUrti bhI mAtra ve hI kara sakate the| gurudeva to gae, na to unheM vApisa hI lAyA jA sakatA hai aura na nae gurudeva hI banAe jA sakate haiM / gurudeva banate haiM, banAe nahIM jAte / jo banAne se banate haiM, yA banAye jAte haiM, ve guru nahIM, mahaMta hote haiM, maThAdhIza hote haiN| unase gurugama nahIM milatA, guruDama calatA hai /

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40 . bikhare motI ___ jina gurudevazrI ne jIvanabhara guruDama kA virodha kiyA, unake nAma para guruDama calAnA na to upayukta hI hai aura na unheM bhI iSTa thA, hotA to apane uttarAdhikArI kI ghoSaNA ve svayaM kara jaate| unake jIvanakAla meM bhI jaba unase isaprakAra kI carcAyeM kI gaI to unhoMne udAsInatA hI dikhaaii| ___ ataH unake riktasthAna kI pUrti kI carcA kA koI artha nahIM hai| rahA prazna unake dvArA yA unakI preraNA se saMcAlita tattvapracAra kI gatividhiyoM ke bhaviSya kaa| so bhAI, pitA ke dehAvasAna hone para unake lagAe kArakhAne banda nahIM hote, apitu eka ke aneka hokara aura adhika drutagati se calate haiM / jaba docAra putroM ke hone mAtra se ye kala-kArakhAne dviguNita-caturguNita hokara calate haiM, to jisa dharmapitA ne cAra lAkha se bhI adhika dharma saMtAneM chor3I hoM, usake calAe kAryakrama kaise banda ho sakate haiM? ve to zataguNita-sahasraguNita hokara calane cAhiye aura caleMge bhii| isameM AzaMkAoM ke lie koI avakAza nahIM hai| sonagar3ha meM hI nahIM, apitu sAre deza meM aba bhI vaise hI zivira lageMge jaise ki gurudevazrI kI upasthiti meM lagate the| vaisA hI sAhitya prakAzita hogA aura kama se kama mUlya meM upalabdha karAyA jAyegA, jaisA ki gurudevazrI ke sadbhAva meM hotA thaa| aura bhI sabhI kAryakrama aba bhI usIprakAra saMcAlita hoMge, jisaprakAra ki taba calate the| . ___ yAda rakho, yadi aisA nahIM huA to hama saba unhIM kuputroM meM gine jAveMge, jo ki pitA ke dvArA chor3I saMpati ko bar3hAte nahIM, apitu barbAda kara dete haiN| aba hameM gurudeva kI ora nahIM, apanI ora dekhanA hai aura yaha siddha karanA hai ki hama apane dharmapitA ke kapUta nahIM, apitu sapUta haiN| kyA kamI hai Aja hamAre pAsa? dhanabala, janabala, buddhibala - sabhI kucha to hai| kucha bhI to nahIM le gaye ve, sabakucha yahIM to chor3a gae haiM, hamAre liye| jaba unhoMne digambara dharma svIkAra kiyA thA, to Atmabala ke atirikta kyA thA unake pAsa? para akele unhoMne eka TekarI ko tIrtha banA diyA, dezabhara meM dharma kA DaMkA

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aba kyA hogA? 41 bajA diyaa| kyA hama saba milakara bhI unakI thAtI ko na saMbhAla sakeMge? hama sabake samakSa yaha eka cunautI hai| isa cunautI ko Aja hameM svIkAra karanA hai / hama una guru ke ziSya haiM jinhoMne kabhI para kI ora nahIM dekhA, mur3akara pIche nahIM dekhA, jinhoMne mAtra svayaM ko dekhA aura svayaM ke bala para hI cala pdd'e| ve jahA~ khar3e ho gaye, vaha sthAna tIrtha bana gayA; ve jidhara cala par3e, udhara lAkhoM loga cala pdd'e| ve bhAgIratha the, jo apane bhAgIratha puruSArtha dvArA adhyAtma-bhAgIrathI ko hama taka lAye aura jinhoMne sAre jagata ko usameM DUbakI lagAne ke lie pukArA / hama bhI kucha kama nahIM, usa bhAgIrathI kI nirmala jaladhArA ko hama jana-jana taka pahu~cAyeMge / ve akele the, para tUphAna the; hama cAra lAkha se bhI adhika haiM, para vaha tUphAnI vega hamameM kahA~ ? na sahI tUphAnI vega se, para caleMge to hama bhI.... / 'aba kyA hogA?' pUchane vAloM ko hama vizvAsa dilAnA cAhate haiM ki vahI hogA jo gurudevazrI ne batAyA hai, calAyA hai, jo abhI calatA hai, abhI taka calatA rahA hai, vaha aba bhI calatA rahegA / usIprakAra calatA rahegA, usameM koI kamI nahIM AyegI, ho sakatA hai ki usakI cAla meM aura bhI tejI A jAve / para bhAI.... gurudeva to gaye so gaye, unheM to kahA~ se lAyeM ? para eka bAta yaha bhI to hai ki hama jisa yuga meM paidA hue haiM, vaha yuga lAkha burA ho, para isameM ve suvidhAyeM haiM, jo mahAvIra ke, kundakunda ke, amRtacandra ke jamAne meM nahIM thIM / Aja gurudeva ke hajAroM ghaNToM ke Tepa hamAre pAsa haiM, jinheM hama kabhI bhI unhIM kI AvAja meM suna sakate haiM; ghaNToM ke unake bI.DI.o. Tepa (bolatI philma ) haiM, jinake mAdhyama se hama gurudeva zrI ko calate-phirate dekha sakate haiM, bolate hue dekha sakate haiM, suna sakate haiM; basa, ve sadeha - sacetana hamAre pAsa nahIM hai, para mahAvIra kI, kundakunda kI, amRtacandra kI to AvAja bhI hamAre pAsa nahIM, citra bhI hamAre pAsa nahIM, calatI-phiratI, bolatI philma kI bAta to bahuta dUra kI kalpanA hai| isa artha meM hama bar3e bhAgyazAlI haiN| aba taka to hameM unakA sAkSAt lAbha milatA thA, para aba hameM ekalavya bananA hogaa| unake acetana citroM se, sAhitya se, Tepa se, cetana ziSyoM se dezanA prApta karanI hogI /

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42 bikhare motI ___'aba kyA hogA?' hogA kyA? duniyA to apanI gati se calatI hI rahatI hai, vaha to kabhI rukatI nhiiN| bar3e-bar3e loga Aye aura cale gaye, para yaha duniyA to nirantara cala hI rahI hai, isakI gati meM kahA~ rukAvaTa hai? jagata kI bAta hI kyoM socate ho? yaha soco na ki hama sabako bhI to eka dina isIprakAra cale jAnA hai| ___ 'aba kyA hogA?' isa kiMkartavyavimUr3hatA kI sthiti ko tor3o na! chor3o na isa vyartha ke vikalpa ko aura cala par3o usa rAste para jo gurudevazrI ne batAyA hai aura jagata ko batAo vaha rAstA jo gurudevazrI ne Apako - hama sabako batAyA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra ke cale jAne para gautama gaNadhara rone nahIM baiThe the, apitu mahAvIra kI batAI rAha para calakara svayaM mahAvIra (sarvajJa) bana gaye the| yadi hama gurudevazrI ke sacce ziSya haiM to hameM gurudevazrI ke cale jAne para vahI rAha apanAnI cAhie, jo mahAvIra ke anyatama ziSya gautama ne apanAI thii| gurudevazrI ke abhAva meM udAsI to sahaja hai, para nirAzA kA koI sthAna nahIM honA caahie| uTho! mana ko yoM nirAza na karo aura cala par3o usa rAha para... | bAtoM se nahIM, Avo! hama saba milakara apane kAryoM se duniyA ko isa prazna kA uttara deM, duniyA kI isa zaMkA kA samAdhAna prastuta kareM ki 'aba kyA hogA?' . AtmA ke anubhava kI bAta hI mukhya hai| jisa pravacanakAra ke pravacana meM Atmahita kI preraNA na ho, AtmAnubhava karane para bala na ho; vaha jinavANI kA pravacanakAra hI nahIM hai / sIdhI sarala bhASA meM bhagavAna AtmA kI bAta samajhAnA, bhagavAna AtmA ke darzana karane kI preraNA denA, anubhava karane kI preraNA denA, AtmA meM hI samA jAne kI preraNA denA hI saccA pravacana hai| gAgara meM sAgara, pRSTha 37-38

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nirAza hone kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai (jainapathapradarzaka, pUjya kAnajI svAmI smRti vizeSAMka, 16 navambara 1981 se) __pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmI yadyapi Aja hamAre bIca nahIM haiM, tathApi unakA adbhuta vyaktitva evaM kartRtva Aja bhI hamArA patha Alokita kara rahA hai| ve aise adbhuta vyaktitva ke dhanI the ki jo vyakti ekabAra bhI unake samparka meM AyA, unase prabhAvita huye binA nahIM rhaa| sambodhanoM se saMyukta unakI vajravANI meM aisA jAdU thA ki jo sunatA, vahI Dolane lagatA thaa| buddhi ko vicAra ke liye majabUra kara dene vAlI unakI vajravANI apane snehasikta mRdula sambodhanoM se hRdaya ko bhI Andolita kara detI thii| ___ puNya aura pavitratA kA aisA sahaja saMyoga kalikAla meM sahaja hI sambhava nahIM hai / jinake jIvana meM pavitratA pAI jAtI hai, koI unakI bAta nahIM sunatA aura jinake samakSa lAkhoM mAnava jhukate haiM, jinako sarva suvidhAyeM sahaja upalabdha haiM; ve pavitratA se bahuta dUra dikhAI dete haiN| pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmI meM puNya aura pavitratA kA sahaja saMyoga thA, unameM sonA sugandhita ho uThA thaa| ve antarbAhya vyaktitva ke dhanI mahApuruSa the| eka ora jahA~ svaccha zubhra zveta paridhAna se DhakI haradama gorI-bhUrI virATakAyA, usa para ugate sUrya-sA prabhAsampanna unnata bhAla tathA kabhI antarmagna gurugambhIra evaM kabhI antara kI Ananda-hilora se khilakhilAtA gulAba ke vikasita puSpa sadRza brahmateja se daidIpyamAna mukhamaNDala vyAkhyAna meM unakI vANI se kucha bhI na samajhane vAle hajAroM zrotAoM ko maMtramugdha kiye rahatA thA; vahIM dUsarI ora svabhAva se sarala,

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44 bikhare motI saMsAra se udAsa, dhuna ke dhanI, nirantara AtmAnubhava aura svAdhyAya meM magna, sabake prati samatAbhAva evaM karuNAbhAva rakhanevAle, vinamra, para siddhAMtoM kI kImata para kabhI na jhukane vAle, atyanta nispRhI evaM dRr3ha manasvI, gaNadhara jaise viveka ke dhanI, vajra se bhI kaThora, puSpa se bhI komala unakA Antarika vyaktitva bar3e-bar3e manISiyoM ke AkarSaNa kA kendra banA rahatA thA / yadyapi ve Aja hamAre bIca nahIM haiM, para unakI vANI pustakoM ke rUpa meM hI nahIM, unakI AvAja TepoM meM hameM upalabdha hai / vyakti vANI se hI sabakucha nahIM kahatA, usakI mudrA, usake hAva-bhAva bhI bahuta kucha kahate haiM / bhAvoM ke sampreSaNa meM akelI vANI kI hI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI, apitu usake sAtha-sAtha hAva-bhAvoM kA bhI apanA eka mahatva hotA hai / svAmIjI kI bAta bhI unakI vANI ke sAtha-sAtha unake hAva-bhAvoM se bhI vyakta hotI thI / jina logoM ne gurudeva zrI ko varSoM sunA hai, unake pravacanoM kA lAbha uThAyA hai, unheM nikaTa se dekhA hai, unheM to unake TepoM se pUrA-pUrA lAbha prApta ho sakatA hai; kyoMki unakI vANI sunakara ve sahaja hI anumAna kara sakate haiM ki yaha bAta kahate samaya gurudevazrI kI mukhamudrA isaprakAra kI rahI hogii| para ve loga kyA kareM, jinhoMne apane abhAgya se pravacanoM ko sAkSAt unake mukha se nahIM sunA hai, unake samAgama kA lAbha jinheM prApta nahIM huA hai, una logoM ke liye bhI nirAza hone kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai; kyoMki hama usa yuga meM paidA huye haiM ki jisameM vI. DI. o. TepoM dvArA hama gurudevazrI ko calate-phirate, pravacana karate dekha sakate haiM, suna sakate haiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra yA kundakundAcArya ke yugoM kI apekSA yaha yuga lAkha burA ho, para isa dRSTi se to acchA hI kahA jAyegA ki Aja hameM bhagavAna mahAvIra evaM kundakundAdi AcAryoM ke calatephirate bolate vAstavika citra bhI upalabdha nahIM haiM, kintu pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmI vI.DI.o. TepoM ke mAdhyama se upalabdha haiN| yaha sahaja suvidhA jo hameM prApta huI hai, isakA bharapUra lAbha uThAnA hai|

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Atmadharma ke Adya sampAdaka (jainapathapradarzaka ke, zrI rAmajIbhAI janma zatAbdI vizeSAMka, 1 agasta, 1982 meM se) Atmadharma ke Adya sampAdaka, zrI digambara jaina svAdhyAya mandira TrasTa ke AjIvana adhyakSa AdaraNIya vidvadvarya zrI rAmajIbhAI mANekacanda dozI AgAmI gaNeza caturthI (bhAdrapada zukla caturthI) ko apanI isa manuSya paryAya ke 99 varSa pUrNa kara rahe haiM, zatAbdI varSa meM praveza kara rahe haiN| yadi garbha ke bhI 9 mAha gina lie jAveM to sau varSa pUre hone meM mAtra tIna mAha zeSa rahe haiN| ___ eka to janasAmAnya kA isa Ayu ko sparza kara pAnA hI sahaja sambhava nahIM hai; yadi koI bhAgyazAlI itanI umra pA bhI le to bhI isa umra meM itanI sakriyatA, sajagatA, pA~coM indriyoM evaM mana kI aisI nirogatA kI upalabdhi asaMbhava nahIM to durlabha avazya hai; jaisI ki AdaraNIya bApUjI zrI rAmajIbhAI meM isa umra meM bhI pAI jAtI hai| yadi koI anya ullekhanIya guNa na bhI ho, to bhI sau varSa kI Ayu kI upalabdhi, akelI svayaM ullekhanIya hai, carcanIya hai, abhinandanIya bhI hai; phira bApUjI zrI rAmajIbhAI meM to sAtha meM aneka abhinandanIya, ullekhanIya vizeSatAe~ bhI haiN| ata: unakA janma zatAbdI mahotsava jitanA bhI adhika utsAha ke sAtha manAyA jAya, kama hai| kAza! hama ise aura bhI vizAla paimAne para manA sakate to kitanA acchA hotaa| astu . / yadyapi unheM isaprakAra ke utsavoM, abhinandanoM kI raMcamAtra bhI apekSA nahIM hai - yaha bAta maiM bahuta acchI taraha jAnatA hU~; tathApi isaprakAra ke AyojanoM kI AvazyakatA se, upayogitA se inkAra nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| yadi isaprakAra ke prasaMga para pUjya gurudevazrI bhI vidyamAna hote to kucha bAta hI aura hotii|

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46 bikhare motI ____ AdaraNIya bApUjI sAdA jIvana evaM ucca vicAra' ke mUrtimanta svarUpa haiN| sonagar3ha meM Apa unake nivAsa sthAna ko dekhie| Apako vizvAsa hI na hogA ki isa tejasvI karmaTha mahApuruSa kA AvAsa yahI hai| na palaMga, na sophAseTa, na kursI aura na Tebala-sI dikhane vAlI ttebl| basa! eka sAdhAraNa-sI khaTiyA, do muDr3he, eka caTAI aura 1.5 x 2.5 kI eka choTI-sI ttebl| svAdhyAya ke lie kucha samayasArAdi jaise grantharAja, parigraha ke nAma para mAtra itanA hii| pahinAvA kI bhI kyA bAta kareM? binA presa kie moTI khAdI kI dhotI, kurtA, TopI tathA bAbA Adama ke jamAne kI ekAdha jAkiTa .... basa! kyA kahA Apane? phira AgantukoM ko kahA~ biThAte hoMge? caTAI pr| kyoM? kyoMki unake pAsa Ate haiM mAtra unase tattvacarcA karanevAle jijJAsu log| unheM biThAne ke lie uccAsana kI kyA AvazyakatA hai? ve to sabake bApUjI haiM na? deza ko eka bApU milA thA, jisakA nAma thA mahAtmA gA~dhI, mohanacanda karamacanda gaaNdhii| sonagar3ha ke zraddhAluoM ko bhI eka bApU mila gaye haiM, jinakA nAma hai, rAmajIbhAI mANekacanda doshii| khAna-pAna / khAna-pAna kI kyA bAta karanA? pacAsoM varSoM se jisane na kabhI cInI cakhI hai aura na kabhI gudd'| rUkhIsUkhI roTI-dAla-sAga, basa yahI bhojana hai isa mahApuruSa kaa| __ apane dhyeya ko kabhI na bhUlanevAle bApUjI kA hRdaya nAriyala ke samAna bAhara se kaThora dIkhane para bhI andara se komala hai| ekabAra siddhakSetra giranAra ke eka kesa kI phAila unheM dikhAne kucha samAja ke netA unake pAsa gye| unase vinayapUrvaka Agraha karake phAila kA adhyayana kara salAha dene kA nivedana kiyaa| para unhoMne gusse meM phAila pheMka dI aura bole - "kyA maiMne isalie vakAlata chor3I hai? maiMne to samayasArAdi grantharAjoM ke svAdhyAya ke lie vakAlata chor3I hai, na ki ........"

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47 Atmadharma ke Adya sampAdaka jaba ve loga cale gaye to unhoMne phAila maMgAI, usakA gaharA adhyayana kiyA aura ucita salAha bhI dii| yaha bhI kahA jAtA hai ki unakI salAha ke anusAra kesa lar3ane para jIta bhI huii| para jaba unase ekAnta meM pUchA gayA ki jaba Apako salAha denI hI thI, taba Apane aisA vyavahAra hI kyoM kiyA? __taba ve samajhAte hue bole - "yadi aisA vyavahAra nahIM karatA to phira yahA~ bhI kesoM kA tAMtA laga jaataa| jisa jhaMjhaTa ko chor3akara AyA hU~, phira usI meM ulajha jaataa| unheM to salAha denI hI thI, Akhira apanA tIrtharAja hai, use to bacAnA hI thA; para Age kA intajAma bhI to karanA thaa|" unakI sahRdayatApUrNa kaThoratA kA isase acchA udAharaNa aura kyA ho sakatA hai? ve sonagar3ha ke bhISmapitAmaha haiN| choTI-moTI bAtoM se udAsIna, unameM na ulajhane vAle; para pUjya gurudevazrI ke bAda sonagar3ha kI mUladhArA ke sabala saMrakSaka ke rUpa meM unakI upasthiti sabhI ko chatrachAyA pradAna karatI hai| __ ve sonagar3ha ke sajaga praharI haiN| unakI dabaMga paharedArI meM sonagar3ha Aja taka sabaprakAra se surakSita rahA hai| kahA jAtA hai ki jaba svAmIjI ne satyadharma apanAyA, taba unake pAsa kAThiyAvAr3a ke do zera Aye the| unameM se prathama the, hamAre bApUjI rAmajIbhAI mANekacanda dozI; jinake pauruSa kI chatrachAyA meM sonagar3ha svarNapurI banakara phalA-phUlA, camakA aura tIrtha bana gyaa| use tIrtha banAnevAlA to pUjya gurudevazrI kA puNyapratApa hI hai, para bApUjI ke sabala saMrakSaNa kA bhI usameM mahattvapUrNa yogadAna hai| vaise to vikAsa ke Arambha se hI sonagar3ha ko bApUjI kI paharedArI kA lAbha prApta rahA hai, tathApi maiMne bhI isa sajaga praharI ko vigata chabbIsa varSoM se lagAtAra hAtha meM char3I lie hue, sonagar3ha meM paharA dete hue apanI A~khoM se dekhA hai| bhagavAna AtmA' kI pukAra karanevAle, 'bhagavAna AtmA' ke hI gIta gAnevAle, hara AnevAle ko 'bhagavAna AtmA' kahakara pukAranevAle divyAtmA pUjya gurudevazrI mahAprayANa kara gaye; to mAno sonagar3ha kI AtmA hI

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48 bikhare motI calI gaI, TekarI ko tIrtha banA denevAlI mahAnidhi calI gaI; para yaha sajaga praharI Aja bhI vahIM apanI dhunI ramAye baiThA hai, paharA de rahA hai; vahA~ se hila bhI nahIM rahA hai| unake raubIle vyaktitva, sateja dRSTi evaM dabaMga AvAja ke sAmane kisI ko sira uThAne kI himmata nahIM hotii| zatAdhika jhurriyoM se AveSThita ceharA, vizAla DIla-Daula evaM gajagaMbhIra cAla ko dekhakara sahaja anumAna kiyA jA sakatA hai ki ve apanI javAnI ke dinoM meM kaise rahe hoMge? pramAda, pramAda to unake pAsa bhI nahIM phttktaa| ve Aja bhI dina meM tIna bAra gurudevazrI ke Tepa pravacanoM, gurudevazrI ke AvAsa meM upasthita hote haiM; jisaprakAra ki ve gurudevazrI kI upasthiti meM upasthita hote the| gaNeza caturthI ko janme isa sonagar3ha ke gaNeza kI hama kyA-kyA vizeSatAe~ ginAe~? pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajIsvAmI meM unakI aTUTa AsthA evaM vizvAsa thA aura Aja bhI hai| - yahI kAraNa hai ki ve unakI pratyeka bAta ko zirodhArya karate, zira navAkara svIkAra krte| pU. gurudevazrI ko bhI unakI AsthA, buddhi, vyavasthA-zakti evaM karmaThatA para pUrA vizvAsa thaa| yahI kAraNa hai ki ve tAzvika praznoM kA uttara to svayaM dete the, para jaba koI vyakti unase vyavasthA saMbaMdhI bAta kahatA to chUTate hI uttara dete ki 'rAmajI bhAI jaaneN| pUjya gurudevazrI ne una para jo vizvAsa vyakta kiyA hai, use unhoMne Aja . taka nibhAyA hai aura AjIvana nibhAte bhI rheNge| jaba nandIzvara jinAlaya aura vacanAmRta bhavana ke nirmANa kI bAta calI to unhoMne dRr3hatA se kahA ki jisakI nIMva gurudevazrI ke samakSa par3a gaI, vaha to bana ke rhegaa| aba to unhoMne hara vivAda ke mudde ko sulajhAne kA eka phArmUlA hI banA liyA hai ki jo kAma . gurudevazrI kI upasthiti meM jaisA calatA thA, vaisA hI aba bhI calanA caahie| ___ mAtra do-tIna mAha pahale kI hI bAta hai ki bambaI zivira ke avasara para 6-5-82 ko jaba maiM aura zrI nemIcaMdajI pATanI unase milane gaye tathA hindI Atmadharma ke prakAzana Adi ke saMbaMdha meM apanI samasyAyeM unake sAmane rakhIM,

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49 Atmadharma ke Adya sampAdaka to ve chUTate hI bole - "jaisA gurudevazrI kara gaye haiM, vaisA hI rahegA; jaisA unake sAmane calatA thA, vaisA hI aba bhI claaiye|" hamane saMkoca se kahA - "Apa to kahate haiM, para ... |" hama apanI bAta pUrI hI na kara pAye ki ve bIca meM hI bola par3e - "lAo, hama likhakara dete haiM, phira .....'' unhoMne tatkAla kAgaja-pena maMgAyA aura isa vRddhAvasthA meM bhI pUrA apane hAtha se gujarAtI meM likhakara diyA, jo Aja bhI hamAre pAsa surakSita hai| usake mahatvapUrNa aMza kA akSarazaH hindI anuvAda isaprakAra hai - "dharmapremI nemIcandajI pATanI evaM DaoN. hukamacandajI, Aja Apa donoM hindI Atmadharma - jo jayapura se prakAzita hotA hai, usake kAryakSetra ke saMbaMdha meM khulAsA (karane-karAne) ke lie Aye; isalie maiM nimnalikhitAnusAra spaSTIkaraNa karanA yogya samajhatA hU~ - __pUjya gurudevazrI kI anupasthiti meM sabhI kArya usIprakAra calanA cAhie, jisaprakAra gurudevazrI kI upasthiti meM calate the| isalie hindI Atmadharma kA prakAzana jisaprakAra jayapura se hotA AyA hai, vaha usIprakAra abhI bhI vahA~ se hI cAlU rakhanA hai| ___ Apane hamase yaha bhI carcA kI ki pUjya gurudevazrI evaM pU. bahinazrI ke lie kyA-kyA vizeSaNoM aura zabdoM kA prayoga krnaa| isa saMbaMdha meM bhI maiM spaSTa karatA hU~ ki jabase hindI Atmadharma kA prakAzana jayapura se AraMbha huA hai, taba se gurudevazrI kI upasthiti meM jo vizeSaNa yA zabda prayoga karate rahe haiM; unako Age bhI cAlU rahanA caahie| ataH usI ke anusAra Age rakhanA, jisase gurudevazrI ke samakSa se calI AI praNAlI cAlU raha skegii|" ukta uddharaNa se unakI gurudevazrI ke prati niSThA evaM gurudevazrI kI upasthiti meM calanevAlI dharmaprabhAvanA usIprakAra calatI rahe - yaha bhAvanA hAtha para rakhe A~vale ke samAna spaSTa ho jAtI hai| isI bhAvanA se ve Aja isa vRddhAvasthA meM sonagar3ha meM gurudevazrI ke abhAva meM bhI ekAkI DaTe hue haiM, anyathA sarvaprakAra

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50 bikhare motI se sampanna apane suyogya putra zrI sumanabhAI ke pAsa bambaI Akara ArAma se raha sakate the; kyoMki gurudeva zrI kA sAkSAt samAgama to aba vahA~ hai hI nahIM aura Tepa to ve ghara baiThe bhI bar3e ArAma se suna sakate haiN| unakI karmaThatA evaM lagana kA isase bar3A pramANa aura kyA ho sakatA hai ? sonagar3ha ke ye mahArathI mAtra vyavasthA evaM prazAsana taka hI sImita nahIM rahe haiM, apitu jJAnArAdhanA, paThana-pAThana, lekhana, saMpAdana evaM prakAzana meM bhI ApakA abhUtapUrva yogadAna rahA hai| adhyAtma vidyA evaM Agama ke uddharaNoM ke to mAnoM ve calate-phirate zabdakoza hI haiN| unase tattvacarcA karanevAloM ko yaha bhalI-bhA~ti jJAta hai ki jaba ve kisI prazna kA uttara de rahe hote haiM, to Agama uddharaNoM kI jhar3I lagA dete haiM / usIsamaya grantha ke nAma ke sAtha pRSTha saMkhyA bhI tatkAla batAte jAte haiM / tattvArthasUtra para likhI unakI TIkA Agama pramANoM se bharI par3I hai| unakI .' dharma kI kriyA' Adi kRtiyA~ bhI avalokanIya hI nahIM, mananIya haiN| sonagar3ha meM taiyAra hue zatAdhika pravacanakAroM ke ve Adya vidyAguru haiM; kyoMki sonagar3ha meM jaba se zikSaNa zivira AraMbha hue haiM, tabhI se uttama kakSA meM adhyApana kA kArya ve aura AdaraNIyaM zrI khImacaMdabhAI hI karate rahe haiM / unakI kakSA sadA gurudeva zrI ke samakSa svAdhyAya maMdira meM hI lagA karatI thI I Atmadharma ke Adya saMpAdaka hone se gurudevazrI kI vANI kA lekhana, saMpAdana evaM prakAzana kara jana-jana taka pahu~cAne ke bhAgIratha kArya kI bhI Apane aisI Thosa nIMva rakhI ki vaha Aja taka phala-phUla rahI hai| usakI aisI maryAdAyeM sthApita kIM, jinake sahAre calane meM uttarAdhikAriyoM ko koI kaThinAI hI nahIM rahI / maiM apane ko bar3A hI saubhAgyazAlI mAnatA hU~ ki mujhe AdaraNIya pU. bApUjI se adhyayana karane kA bhI avasara prApta huA hai; jisa Atmadharma ke ve Adya saMpAdaka rahe, usake saMpAdana kA bhI avasara prApta hai tathA pUjya gurudeva zrI

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Atmadharma ke Adya sampAdaka 51 kI upasthiti meM hI jo kakSA ve lete the, use lene kA saubhAgya bhI mujhe prApta ho cukA hai| gurudevazrI kI anupasthiti meM Aja bhI unakI chatra-chAyA mujhe usIprakAra prApta hai, jisaprakAra unakI pAvana upasthiti meM prApta thii| unakI chatra-chAyA hameM AjIvana prApta rahe aura pU. bApUjI aparimita kAla taka Atmahita ke sAtha-sAtha hamArA maMgala mArgadarzana karate raheM - isI maMgala bhAvanA ke sAtha virAma letA huuN| hai| saMvararUpa dharma kI utpatti kA mUla kAraNa bhedavijJAna hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki isa graMtharAja samayasAra meM Arambha se hI para aura vikAroM se bhedavijJAna karAte Aye haiN| sArasamayasAra, pRSTha-13 ___ samyagdRSTi jJAnI dharmAtmA ko kriyA karate hue evaM usakA phala bhogate hue bhI yadi karmabaMdha nahIM hotA hai aura nirjarA hotI hai to usakA kAraNa usake aMdara vidyamAna jJAna aura vairAgya kA bala hI sArasamayasAra, pRSTha-16 hiMsAdi pApoM meM pravartita mithyAdRSTi jIva ko honevAle pApabaMdha kA kAraNa rAgAdibhAva hI haiM, anya ceSTAyeM yA karmarAja Adi nhiiN| sArasamayasAra, pRSTha-17 yadyapi yaha bAta satya hai ki karmajAla, yoga, hiMsA aura bhogakriyA ke kAraNa baMdha nahIM hotA, tathApi samyagdRSTi jJAnI dharmAtmA ke anargala pravRtti nahIM hotI aura na honI hI cAhie; kyoMki puruSArthahInatA aura bhogoM meM lInatA mithyAtva kI bhUmikA meM hI hotI sArasamayasAra, pRSTha-19 - hai|

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zrI khImacandabhAI : eka asAdhAraNa vyaktitva (khImacandabhAI smRti vizeSAMka, jainapathapradarzaka agasta dvitIya 1984 se) pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmI ke bhAgIratha prayAsa se pravAhita AdhyAtmika jJAnagaGgA meM AkaNTha nimagna cAra lAkha mumukSu bhAI-bahinoM evaM zatAdhika AdhyAtmika pravacanakAra vidvAnoM meM Aja aisA kauna hai, jo AdaraNIya vidvadvarya zrI khImacaMdabhAI jeThAlAla zeTha se aparicita ho, anugrahIta na huA ho; sonagar3ha meM prativarSa zrAvaNamAsa meM laganevAle AdhyAtmika zikSaNa-zivira ke avasara para unakI kakSA meM na baiThA ho aura jisane unase kucha-na-kucha na sIkhA ho? ho sakatA hai unase sAkSAta na bhI sIkhA ho, to bhI unake ziSya-praziSyoM se to sIkhA hI hogA; pratyeka AtmArthI mumukSu unase upakRta avazya huA hai, anugrahIta avazya hI huA hai / jo bhAI unake jIvanakAla meM kadAcit sonagar3ha na bhI pahu~ca pAye hoM, para unhoMne bhI sampUrNa bhAratavarSa meM sthAna-sthAna para honevAle unake pravacanoM kA lAbha to liyA hI hogaa| __yahI kAraNa hai ki bhAratavarSa ke kone-kone meM basanevAle mumukSu bhAiyoM ko Aja bhI unake bola yAda Ate haiM / adhyAtma jaise durUha viSaya ko ve boloM ke mAdhyama se jana-jana ko kaNThastha karA dete the| AdhyAtmika pravacanoM aura kakSAoM ke atirikta unakA snehila-vyavahAra bhI mumukSu bhAI-bahinoM ko unakI ora sahaja hI AkarSita karatA thaa| pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajIsvAmI kI adhyAtmadhArA se hindI jagata ko gaharAI se paricita karAnevAle AdyapravaktA zrI khImacaMdabhAI hI the| sonagar3ha meM

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hindI bhASA AtmArthI mumukSa bhAlAdhAraNa vyaktika zrI khImacandabhAI : eka asAdhAraNa vyaktitva 53 hindIbhASI AtmArthI mumukSu bhAiyoM kA ekamAtra Azrayasthala unakA ghara hI thaa| hindI bhASI AtmArthI bhAI, na kevala apanI tattvasaMbaMdhI jijJAsAe~ unase zAnta karate the; apitu apanI Thaharane, rahane, khAne-pIne evaM uThane-baiThane saMbaMdhI asuvidhAoM kA samAdhAna bhI unase hI prApta karate the| sabhI AtmArthI mumukSu bhAiyoM ke lie unakA daravAjA binA kisI bhedabhAva ke sadA khulA rahatA thaa| koI bhI vyakti unake daravAje se kabhI nirAza na lauTA hogaa| __ agaNita logoM se apanApana sthApita kara use nibAha lene kI adbhuta kSamatA unameM thii| pratyeka vyakti se sahaja snehila-vyavahAra unakI apanI vizeSatA thI, kisI se bhI nArAja hote unheM kabhI nahIM dekhA gyaa| yadi bApUjI rAmajI bhAI sonagar3ha ke bhISmapitAmaha haiM, to sadA zAnta rahanevAle satyAnurAgI zrI khImacaMda bhAI dharmarAja yudhiSThira the| ___ pUjya gurudevazrI ke mahAprayANa ke bAda utpanna sthitiyoM se unakA hRdaya atyanta khedakhinna thaa| unake nirAkaraNa meM sampUrNata: sakriya raha pAnA asvastha rahane ke kAraNa yadyapi saMbhava nahIM raha pAtA thA, tathApi satyapakSa ke sakriya samarthana evaM sahayoga meM ve kabhI pIche nahIM rhe| mumukSu samAja kI ekatA ke lie sarvasva samarpaNa kI unakI bhAvanA antima sA~sa taka vyakta hotI rhii| mRtyu-zayyA para leTe-leTe bhI unhoMne AdaraNIya lAlacaMdabhAI ko AzvAsana diyA thA ki Apa Atmadharma ke paise vApisa karane kI cintA na kreN| yadyapi mere pAsa ..... phira bhI maiM ...? unake asAmayika mahAprayANa se samasta mumukSu samAja ke sAtha-sAtha hindIjagata ko sarvAdhika apUraNIya kSati huI hai| maiMne to apanA eka atyanta snehI saMrakSaka evaM hara acche kAma para bharapUra pITha thapa-thapAnevAlA utsAha bar3hAnevAlA, saccA mArgadarzaka hI kho diyA hai| unake nidhana se merI jo vyaktigata apUraNIya kSati huI hai, use zabdoM meM vyakta karanA saMbhava nahIM hai / mujhe unakA sadA hI putravat sneha prApta hotA rahA hai| mere samAna na mAlUma kitane mumukSu bhAI haiM, jo isaprakAra kA anubhava karate hoMge? zrImAn seTha pUraNacandajI godIkA dvArA nirmita zrI ToDaramala smAraka bhavana, jayapura kA zilAnyAsa unake hI pAvana kara-kamaloM dvArA saMpanna huA thA; mujhe

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54 bikhare motI usase jor3anevAle bhI ve hI the / paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa dvArA saMcAlita tattva-pracAra va prasAra saMbaMdhI gatividhiyoM se sampUrNa jainasamAja meM Aja kauna aparicita hai ? sabhI jAnate haiM ki Aja usane digdiganta meM vIravANI kI, guruvANI kI, kahAnavANI kI dhvajA phaharA rakhI hai| unake dvArA tIvragati se saMcAlita vibhinna prakAra kI tattvapracAra saMbaMdhI gatividhiyoM kA hI pariNAma hai ki gurudevazrI dvArA saMcAlita AdhyAtmika krAnti Aja 'dina dUnI rAta caugunI' vRddhiMgata ho rahI hai / paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa dvArA saMcAlita tattvapracAra saMbaMdhI ukta gatividhiyoM ko sva. khImacaMdabhAI kA sakriya sahayoga evaM maMgala - AzIrvAda AjIvana prApta rahA hai / tIna hajAra se bhI adhika dhArmika-AdhyAtmika zikSaka taiyAra kara denevAle prazikSaNa-ziviroM meM ve lagAtAra tabataka nirantara Ate raheM, jabataka ki ekadama thaka nahIM gaye / abataka laganevAle 18 ziviroM meM se lagabhaga 8-10 ziviroM meM ve avazya hI Aye hoNge| isIprakAra zrI ToDaramala digambara jaina siddhAnta mahAvidyAlaya evaM usake parivAra ko bhI unakA maMgala- AzIrvAda evaM hArdika sneha nirantara milatA rahA hai| yadyapi jabase mahAvidyAlaya kI sthApanA huI, tabase prAyaH ve zithila hI rahe, lagabhaga asvastha hI bane rahe ; tathApi ve mahAvidyAlaya kI sthiti aura pragati ko samIpa se dekhane ke lie jayapura padhAre the / tattvaruci sampanna vidvAnoM vizeSakara mahAvidyAlaya se nikale alpavayaska pravaktA vidvAnoM ko dekhakara unakA hRdaya bA~soM uchalane lagatA thA / unake prathama smRti divasa para prakAzita honevAle 'jainapatha pradarzaka' ke isa vizeSAMka ne upakRta mumukSu samAja ko unake prati kRtajJatA jJApana karane kA, apanI bhAvanAoM ko vyakta karane kA avasara pradAna kiyA hai; sAtha hI unake boloM ko, pravacanoM ko yathAsaMbhava saMgraha kara unake pradeya ko sthAyitva pradAna karane kA sArthaka prayAsa kiyA hai| " maiM isake mAdhyama se unake hArdika sneha evaM sakriya sahayoga ko smaraNa karate hue unake prati vinamra zraddhAJjalI samarpita karatA hU~ /

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ajAtazatru paNDita bAbUbhAI cunnIlAla mehatA (jainapathapradarzaka ke bAbUbhAI vizeSAMka, agasta 1985 se) ausata kada aura ikahare badana para dUdha se zubhra khAdI ke dhotI-kurtA, Upara se khAdI kI hI sapheda javAharakaTa jAkiTa, mastaka para caur3I dIvAla kI nokadAra khAdI kI sapheda gujarAtI TopI aura usake nIce gorA-bhUrA tejasvI prasanna mukhamaNDala, nimaMtraNa detI huIM snehila A~kheM, ullasita hRdaya aura parAyoM ko bhI apanA banA lenevAle nizchala vyavahAra kA hI dUsarA nAma hai - paNDita bAbUbhAI cunnIlAla mehatA, jise sampUrNa jaina samAja 'bAbUbhAI' nAma se hI jAnatA hai| . ___ adamya utsAha kA pratIka yaha 'bAbUbhAI' nAma hI mumukSu bhAiyoM ko ullasita karane ke lie paryApta hai| na mAlUma unameM aisA kyA jAdU thA ki pratyeka vyakti unase apanatva anubhava karatA thA? . ve ajAtazatru the, unake vicAroM se asahamata loga bhI unakI prazaMsA karate the, unheM sanmAna kI dRSTi se dekhate the, unake vyavahAra aura kAryoM kI dila kholakara sarAhanA karate the| ___ ve adhyAtmapremI the, AdhyAtmika pravaktA the, kuzala kAryakartA the, saphala niyojaka evaM lokapriya dhArmika netA the| adhyAtma unake jIvana meM tila meM tela kI bhA~ti samAyA huA thaa| ___ tIrthoM evaM jIvanta-tIrtha jinavANI ke ve paramabhakta the| unakI surakSA meM ve jIvana bhara tana-mana-dhana se samarpita rahe / zrI kundakunda-kahAna digambara jaina tIrtha surakSA TrasTa unakI tIrthabhakti kA jIvanta smAraka hai| .

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56 bikhare motI unhoMne isake lie mAtra dhanasaMgraha hI nahIM kiyA, apitu isake mAdhyama se aise mahAna kArya sampanna kie ki jinase Aja sampUrNa samAja gauravAnvita hai| unake lagAe isa paudhe ne daza varSa ke alpa kAla meM eka vizAla vaTavRkSa kA rUpa dhAraNa kara liyA hai, jisakI chAyA meM Aja tIrtha surakSita haiM aura jIvanta tIrtha jinavANI phala-phUla rahI hai| __ ve apanI isa kRti para apane Apa hI mugdha the| jaba ve isa TrasTa ke mahAvidyAlaya se nikale adhyAtmaruci-sampanna vyutpanna vidvAnoM ko dekhatesunate to saba-kucha bhUla jaate| isIkAraNa jIvana ke antima kAla meM sAr3he tIna varSa ve zrI ToDaramala smAraka bhavana, bApUnagara, jayapura meM hI rahe / yahA~ se ho rahI tattvaprabhAvanA evaM vidvAnoM kI bhAvI-pIr3hI ke nirmANa ko dekhakara unakA citta sadA ullasita rahatA thaa| jinavANI-prakAzana evaM tattvapracAra saMbaMdhI samasta gatividhiyoM meM ve jIvana ke antima kSaNa taka ruci lete rhe| jIvana ke antima tIna varSoM meM jaba ve binA sahAre aura sahayogI binA cala-phira bhI nahIM sakate the, taba bhI apanI dainikacaryA meM pUrNataH satarka rhe| eka bhI dina aisA na nikalA hogA; jisa dina unhoMne devadarzana na kiye hoM, . pUjana na kiyA ho| binA darzana-pUjana ke ve kullA bhI nahIM karate the| ___ jIvana ke anta samaya taka unakA svAdhyAya bhI niyamita rhaa| smAraka bhavana meM honevAle prAta:kAlIna evaM sAyaMkAlIna pravacanoM ke ve niyamita zrotA the| isake atirikta TepoM dvArA gurudeva zrI kAnajIsvAmI ke pravacana bhI ve pratidina niyamitarUpa se sunate the| ___ asahya pIr3A meM bhI unheM kabhI vyagra hote nahIM dekhaa| jIvana ke antima varSoM meM bImArI ke vajraprahAra se ve ekadama paMgu se ho gaye the, para unhoMne isa abhAgya ko bhI sadabhAgya ke rUpa meM dekhaa| ve kahA karate the ki yadi maiM isa sthiti meM nahIM pahu~catA to mujhe AtmasAdhanA ke lie itanA samaya bhI na milatA, sAmAjika kAryoM aura dhArmika-anuSThAnoM meM hI ulajhA rhtaa| para isa jagata ne isa paMgu avasthA meM bhI unheM nahIM chor3A; kyoMki ve gujarAta meM honevAle sAmAjika evaM dhArmika kAryoM meM to anivArya se ho gaye the| ve aisI hI avasthA meM bhI ahamadAbAda paMcakalyANaka meM gae, raNAsana zivira meM

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57 ajAtazatru paNDita bAbUbhAI cunnIlAla mehatA bhI gye| jayapura ziviroM meM to pUrNataH sakriya rahate hI the| sAmAjika uthalaputhala meM bhI unakA mArgadarzana anta taka prApta hotA rahA hai| ___ jaba bhI ve apanI paMgutA kA jikra karate to maiM yahI kahatA ki Apake hAtha-paira hama loga to haiM, Apa AjJA to dIjie aura dekhie - kAma hotA hai yA nahIM? Apake do hAtha-paira zithila hue haiM to saikar3oM hAtha-paira taiyAra ho gaye haiN| ___ jaba ve yaha sunate to ekadama praphullita ho utthte| ve acchI taraha jAnate the ki isa asAdhya roga se aba jIvana bhara ubharanA sambhava nahIM hai - isa bAta ko ve kahate bhI the, para unheM hatotsAha hote kabhI nahIM dekhA; balki isa asAdhya bImArI ko bhI unhoMne Atmahita ke lie upayukta va amUlya avasara hI samajhA thaa| ____ amaMgala meM bhI maMgala dekhane kI vRtti unakI sahaja hI thii| kisI kA azubha cintana unakI vRtti meM thA hI nhiiN| kisI kA burA karane kI bAta to bahuta dUra, unhoMne kabhI kisI ke bAre meM burA socA bhI na hogA - unakI lokapriyatA kA eka kAraNa yaha bhI thaa| mujhe isa bAta kA gaurava hai ki isa mahApuruSa ke sAtha lagAtAra bIsa varSa taka kaMdhe se kaMdhA milAkara kArya karane kA saubhAgya milA hai| Aja unake abhAva meM maiM apane ko akelA anubhava karatA huuN| pUjya gurudevazrI kI upasthiti meM zrI kundakundAcArya jaise samartha AcAryoM ke bar3e-bar3e graMthAdhirAja sonagar3ha se prakAzita hote the| jayapura se to mAtra dhArmika pAThya-pustakeM evaM choTI-moTI pustakeM hI prakAzita hotI rahI haiN| pUjya gurudevazrI ke mahAprayANa ke bAda jaba sonagar3ha se unakA prakAzana banda ho gayA aura jayapura itanA samartha na thA ki unheM prakAzita kara sake, to hameM bahuta cintA huii| hamane isa sambandha meM sabhI pramukha logoM ko eka prapatra bhI bhejA, jisameM sabhI kA dhyAna isa ora AkarSita kiyA gayA thaa| para eka dina AdaraNIya bAbUbhAIjI ne mujhe bulAkara kahA - "DAkTara sAhaba! maiMne eka bAta socI hai ki AcAryoM ke zAstroM ko chapAne kA kAma jayapura se hI Arambha kiyA jaay| yadi Apa .. / "

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58 hue kahA para ve bIca meM bole maiMne prasannatA vyakta karate "vicAra to ApakA bahuta acchA hai, merI bAta pUrI hI na ho pAI thI ki "kAma to Apako hI karanA hogA / " maiMne kahA 44. 'kAma se kauna inkAra karatA hai? para ' aura kisI bAta kI cintA na karo, kundakunda - kahAna tIrtha surakSA TrasTa jinavANI - prakAzana meM daza lAkha kI pU~jI lagAyegA / " 14 ve bole - - - ....... 11 - -- bikhare motI ..... unakI isa bhAvanA ko dekha maiM gadgad ho gyaa| aisI thI unakI jIvaMta - tIrtha jinavANI kI bhakti / unakI bhAvanA aura saMkalpa kA hI pariNAma hai ki Aja hamAre yahA~ zrI kundakunda - kahAna digambara jaina tIrtha surakSA TrasTa kA prakAzana vibhAga kAryarata hai, jisameM kundakundAdi AcAryoM ke aneka granthAdhirAja prakAzita ho rahe haiN| - - " isIprakAra eka dina mujhe bulAkara bole - "maiM socatA hU~ ki tIrtha surakSA TrasTa kI ora se daza vidvAna nirantara dharmapracAra ke lie sAre deza meM ghUmate rahanA caahie|" "" maiMne kahA 'yaha to bahuta acchI bAta hai, maiM bhI bahuta dinoM se socatA thA, pATanIjI se carcA bhI kI thI; para koI rAstA samajha meM nahIM AtA thA / yaha bAta to Apane mere mu~ha kI hI chIna lI hai; para maiM cAhatA hU~ ki ve mAtra dharmapracAra hI kareM, caMdA na kreN|" unhoMne tapAka se kahA " caMdA kI bAta kahA~ se lAe?" maiMne kahA - " samAja meM dharmapracArakoM ke nAma para caMdA karanevAle hI ghUmate haiM; ataH loga unheM . ve bole "maiM jAnatA huuN| merI bhAvanA caMdA karAne kI nahIM; mAtra dharmapracAra kI hai, tattvapracAra kI hai| samAja meM dhArmika jAgRti banI rahe - yahI maiM cAhatA huuN| maiM to aba kahIM A-jA nahIM sakatA, para maiM cAhatA hU~ ki samAja dhArmika dRSTi se jAgRta rhe| samAja ke jAgRta rahane para hI tIrtha surakSita raheMge aura jIvanta - tIrtha jinavANI bhI surakSita rahegI / "

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59 ajAtazatru paNDita bAbUbhAI cunnIlAla mehatA maiMne kahA " jinavANI mAtra alamAriyoM meM hI surakSita nahIM rahanA cAhie, logoM ke kaNThoM meM bhI basanA cAhie, dilo aura dimAga meM bhI surakSita rahanA cAhie / " unhoMne kahA " merI bhI yahI bhAvanA hai| " unhoMne mAtra bhAvanA hI pragaTa nahIM kI, apitu tatkAla kArya Arambha karA diyaa| pariNAmasvarUpa kundakunda - kahAna tIrtha surakSA TrasTa ke prakAzana vibhAga ke sAtha pracAra vibhAga bhI cala rahA hai / - jaba se ve rugNAvasthA meM jayapura meM rahe, taba kI bAta chor3a bhI deM to bhI varSa meM lagabhaga cAra mAha unake sAtha-sAtha rahane kA avasara to mujhe milatA hI rahA hai| sonagar3ha zivira, jayapura zivira, zikSaNa-prazikSaNa zivira meM to sAtha-sAtha rahanA hotA hI thA; paMcakalyANaka Adi utsavoM evaM mahAsamiti Adi kI mITiMgoM meM bhI unake sAtha rahanA hotA thA / lagAtAra tIna mAha taka sAtha-sAtha rahane kA avasara sarvaprathama dharmacakra yAtrA meM rahA; jisameM hamArA sonA, uThanA-baiThanA, khAnA-pInA, calanA-phiranA saba eka sAtha hI hotA thA / usasamaya unakI kAryakSamatA, sAdharmI vAtsalya aura dharmapracAra kI utkaTa bhAvanA mujhe atyanta samIpa se dekhane ko milii| mere kamajora svAsthya aura ugra prakRti ko unhoMne kisaprakAra sa~bhAlakara rakhA ? yaha maiM hI jAnatA hU~ / mujhe pakkA vizvAsa thA ki maiM isa lambI yAtrA meM nizcitarUpa se bImAra hokara lauTUMgA; para athaka zrama ke bAvajUda bhI svastha lauTA yaha unake sAdharmI vAtsalya kA hI prabhAva thaa| -- - Aja ve bAteM svapna - sI ho gaI haiN| jaba ve bAteM yAda AtI haiM to citta udvigna ho jAtA hai| yadyapi ve mujhase chaha varSa bar3e the; tathApi jaba zikharajI kI yAtrA meM mujhe DolI meM biThA dete aura svayaM paidala calate, taba kauna kalpanA kara sakatA thA ki ve itanI jaldI paMgu ho jAveMge aura hameM bilakhatA chor3akara cala bhI deMge? yadyapi mere hRdaya meM unake prati jitanA sammAna thA, vaha maiM hI jAnatA hU~; tathApi loga unake sAmane jitane vinata rahate the, utanA maiM nahIM, maiM unakA mu~ha

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60 bikhare motI lagA bIrabala thaa| kAma kI bAtoM ke atirikta maiM unase vyaMgya-vinoda bhI kama nahIM karatA thaa| bhayaMkara pIr3A meM bhI jabataka ekabAra unheM khilakhilAkara ha~sA na lU~; na mujhe caina par3atA thA, na unheM / __ sakhAbhAva meM jisaprakAra kA lar3anA-jhagar3anA, ha~sanA-ha~sAnA, milajulakara juTakara kAma karanA hotA hai; vaisA hI unake sAtha merA bhI jIvana bhara calA hai / unake abhAva meM maiMne eka saccA mitra, sanmArgadarzaka agraja evaM samartha sAthI kho diyA hai| ___ pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajIsvAmI ne jo adhyAtmagaMgA pravAhita kI hai, usake pAvana jala ko deza ke kone-kone meM pahu~cAne kA kAma jIvana bhara AdaraNIya bAbUbhAIjI ne jisa vidhi se kiyA hai, vaha anukaraNIya hai, abhinandanIya hai| Aja jo bhI tattvajJAna kA pracAra-prasAra ho rahA hai| usameM bAbUbhAIjI kA yogadAna abhUtapUrva hai, adbhuta hai| unake nirmala caritra, sAttvika jIvana, sarala svabhAva, anukaraNIya jinabhakti evaM athaka parizrama ne unheM sarvatra abAdha praveza diyA thaa| ___ Aja ve hameM chor3akara avazya cale gae haiM; para apane pIche tattvapracAra kA eka sugaThita sazakta taMtra chor3a gae haiM, jise hama saMgaThita rahakara calAte raha sakeM to unakI bhAvanAoM ko sAkAra rUpa prApta hotA rhegaa| ____ bhAI ! saMsAra kA svarUpa hI aisA hai - eka dina hama sabako bhI jAnA hai, do-cAra varSa pIche yA do-cAra varSa Age - isase kyA antara par3atA hai; ataH hama sabhI ko apanA jIvana itanA vyavasthita banAnA cAhie ki hama pratipala jAne ko taiyAra raheM, yadi mauta sAmane A bhI jAya to hameM eka samaya bhI yaha vikalpa nahIM AnA cAhie ki jarA Thaharo! yaha kAma nibaTA luuN| ___ "lAkhoM varSoM taka jIU~ yA mRtyu Aja hI A jAve"- kI bhAvanA se ota-prota hokara jIne aura marane ke lie sadaiva taiyAra rahanA hI vAstavika jIvana hai| - AdaraNIya bAbUbhAI ne aisA jIvana jiyA thA, hama saba bhI isIprakAra zuddha, sAttvika, sadAcArI evaM Atmahita hI jisameM mukhya ho - aisA jIvana jie~ aura unake samAna hI dhIra-vIra banakara samAdhi maraNa ke lie bhI pratikSaNa tatpara raheM, sannaddha raheM - isa pAvana bhAvanA se virAma letA huuN|

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13 sarasvatI ke varada putra ( siddhAntAcArya paNDita phUlacanda zAstrI abhinandana grantha se ) dhavalAdi mahAgranthoM ke yazasvI saMpAdaka, karaNAnuyoga ke prakANDa paNDita, siddhAntAcArya padavI se vibhUSita siddhAntAcArya paMDita phUlacaMdajI zAstrI una gine-cune vidvAnoM meM se haiM, jinhoMne TUTa jAne kI kImata para bhI kabhI jhukanA nahIM jaanaa| saMgharSoM ke bIca bItA unakA jIvana eka khulI pustaka ke samAna hai, jisake pratyeka pRSTha para unake saMgharSazIla aDiga vyaktitva kI amiTa chApa hai| raNabherI bajane para svAbhimAnI rAjapUta kA baiThe rahanA jisaprakAra saMbhava nahIM rahatA, usIprakAra avasara Anepara kisI bhI cunautI ko asvIkAra karanA chAtra teja ke dhanI paNDita phUlacandajI ko kabhI saMbhava nahIM rahA / kaThina se kaThina cunautI ko sahaja svIkAra kara lenA, unakI svabhAvagata vizeSatA rahI hai / cunautiyoM se jUjhane kI adbhuta kSamatA bhI unameM hai / I - 'khAniyA~ tattvacarcA' unakI isI svabhAvagata vizeSatA kA supariNAma hai, jo apane Apa meM eka adbhuta aitihAsika vastu bana gaI hai| pUjya gurudeva zrIkAnajI svAmI kI AdhyAtmika krAnti ke dhavala itihAsa meM paNDitajI kI 'khAniyA~ tattvacarcA' evaM jainatattvamImAMsA' eka kIrtistaMbha ke rUpa sadA hI smaraNa kI jAtIM raheMgI / moTI khAdI kI dhotI, kurtA aura TopI meM lipaTA sAdhAraNa-sA dikhanevAlA unakA asAdhAraNa vyaktitva prathama darzana meM bhale hI sAdhAraNa lage, para nikaTa samparka hone ke sAtha-sAtha unake vyaktitva kI dRr3hatA aura dRr3ha saMkalpa kA paricaya sahaja hI hone lagatA hai /

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bikhare motI siddhAntazAstroM ke gahana adhyetA kA abhinandana vAstava meM eka prakAra se siddhAntazAstroM kA hI abhinandana hai / yadyapi sarasvatI ke ArAdhakoM, upAsakoM, lAr3ale sapUtoM kA ina laukika abhinandanoM kI AkAMkSA nahIM hotI, honI bhI nahIM cAhie; tathApi sarasvatI mAtA kI pratidina vaMdanA karanevAlI jinavANI bhakta dharmapremI samAja ko bhI apanI bhAvanAoM ko vyakta karane ke adhikAra se vaMcita nahIM kiyA jA sakatA hai / 62 paNDitajI usa variSThatama pIDhI ke pratinidhiyoM meM se eka haiM, jo prAyaH nizzeSa ho cukI hai yA nizzeSa hotI jA rahI hai| siddhAntajJAna ke rUpa meM Aja unake pAsa jo bhI anupama nidhi upalabdha hai; hamArA kartavya hai ki hama usakA adhikatama lAbha leN| koI aisA bRhat upakrama kiyA jAnA cAhie, jisase unake jJAna ko AgAmI pIr3hI ke lie surakSita kiyA jA sake / paNDita phUlacandajI siddhAntAcArya kA siddhAntajJAnamaya jIvana adhyAtmamaya ho, Anandamaya ho jAve isa maMgala kAmanA ke sAtha unheM praNAma karatA - bhAI ! bhAratavarSa meM aise aneka nagna digambara saMta mileMge, jinhoMne jIvana meM eka bhI golI nahIM khAI hogii| dina meM eka bAra zuddha sAtvika AhAra lenevAle, dUsarI bAra jala kA biMdu bhI grahaNa nahIM karane vAle vItarAgI saMta sau-sau varSa kI Ayuparyanta pUrNa svastha dikhAI dete haiM aura apanI pUrNa Ayu ko calate-phirate AtmasAdhanA meM rata rahate Ananda se bhogate haiM; jabaki prati dina aneka goliyA~ khAne vAle dina-rAta bhakSyaabhakSya pauSTika padArtha bhakSaNa karanevAle jagatajana bharI javAnI meM hI javAba dene lagate haiM isaprakAra yaha atyaMta spaSTa hai ki na to hathiyAra surakSA ke sAdhana haiM, aura na hI bhogopabhoga sAmagrI tathA auSadhiyA~ sukhI hone kA vAstavika upAya haiM; Ayukarma kA udaya jIvana kA AdhAra hai aura zubhakarmoM kA udaya laukika sukhoM kA sAdhana hai / AtmA hI hai zaraNa, pRSTha- 110

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zikSAjagata ke lie samarpita vyaktitva bra. paNDita zrImANikacandajI cavareM ekadama gorI-bhUrI, kintu dubalI-patalI cAdara meM lipaTI atyanta kRSa kAyA; jise dekhakara koI anumAna hI na kara sake ki yaha vahI mahApuruSa hai ki jisane apanI sArI sampatti aura sampUrNa jIvana AtmakalyANa ke sAthasAtha zikSA ke mAdhyama se samAja sevA ke lie samarpita kara diyA hai| ___ AcArya zrI samantabhadrajI mahArAja ne mahArASTra ke AMcalika pradezoM meM jo zaikSaNika krAnti kA zaMkhanAda kiyA thA; bra. paNDita zrImANikacandajI cavareM usa krAnti ke purodhA yoddhA the| isa krAnti ne aise aneka gurukuloM ko janma diyA ki jinameM grAmINa aMcaloM se Aye hajAroM digambara jaina chAtroM ne zikSA prApta kI hai, kara rahe haiM aura bhaviSya meM bhI kreNge| ina AvAsIya gurukuloM meM adhyayanarata chAtra ve chAtra haiM ki jinheM yadi yaha suvidhA prApta nahIM hotI to ve azikSita hI raha jaate| una sAdhanahIna chAtroM ko ina gurukuloM meM ni:zulka sarvasuvidhAyeM upalabdha karAke laukika zikSA to dilAI hI jAtI hai| sAtha hI dhArmika zikSA ke sAtha-sAtha saMskArita bhI kiyA jAtA hai / unake viyoga se ye gurukula eka prakAra se anAtha se ho gaye haiN| ___ jinAgama aura jina-adhyAtma kA adhyayana bhI unakA bahuta gaharA thaa| ve jaba bhI milate the to adhyAtma ke sarvazreSTha graMtha samayasAra kI AtmakhyAti TIkA kA paMkti-paMkti kA artha jAnanA cAhate the; tatsaMbaMdhI carcA hI karate the| ___tIrthakSetra kameTI kI Arthika sudRr3hatA meM bhI unakA mahattvapUrNa yogadAna rahA hai| unake viyoga se samAja ne eka cintaka evaM sabhI kA parama hitaiSI kho diyA hai|

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zrI pUranacandajI godIkA : eka anokhA vyaktitva (vItarAga-vijJAna ke, zrI pUranacandajI godIkA vizeSAMka, disambara/janavarI, 1989-90 se) AdhyAtmikasatpuruSa zrI kAnajI svAmI aura zrImAn seTha zrI pUranacandajI godIkA ke viyoga ne mujhe sarvAdhika Andolita kiyA hai; kyoMki eka se mujhe vItarAgI tattvajJAna milA aura dUsare ne usI vItarAgI tattvajJAna ko jana-jana taka pahu~cAne ke sAdhana juTAye; eka kA AzIrvAda mujhe satat prApta rahA, varada hasta mere mastaka para nirantara rahA to dUsare kA asIma vAtsalya bhI AjIvana prApta rahA hai; eka kI sabhA meM pramukha zrotA ke rUpa meM niyata sthAna para baiThane kA suavasara prApta rahA to dUsare merI sabhA ke pramukha zrotA rahe, apane niyata sthAna para baiThakara jIvana ke antima dina taka pravacana sunate rhe| Aja bhI jaba maiM zrI ToDaramala smAraka bhavana ke pravacana maNDapa meM pravacana karane baiThatA hU~, to merI dRSTi barabasa hI udhara jAtI hai, jahA~ pravacana sunane ke lie godIkAjI baiThA karate the| una jaisA niyamita evaM satat jAgRta zrotA milanA Aja durlabha hI hai| unake zAnta saumya cehare para ekadama sarala, sahaja vairAgyabhAva sampUrNa pravacanakAla meM nirantara bahate rahate the| pravacana ke pA~ca minaTa pahale apanA sthAna grahaNa kara lenA aura jinavANI stuti ho jAne ke . pUrva kabhI sabhA chor3akara nahIM jAnA unakA dainika krama thaa| isameM koI zaka nahIM ki unake kSayopazamajJAna meM jainadarzana kA mUla tattva acchI taraha A gayA thaa| trikAlI dhruva bhagavAna AtmA hI ekamAtra ArAdhya hai, sAdhya hai; - yaha ve acchI taraha samajha cuke the| jIvana ke antima kSaNa

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65 zrI pUranacandajI godIkA taka ve usI kA cintana-manana karate rahe aura unhoMne atyanta jAgRta avasthA meM prANoM kA visarjana kiyaa| unhoMne varSoM se rAtri meM pAnI bhI nahIM liyA thA aura abhakSya-bhakSaNa to unake jIvana meM thA hI nhiiN| jIvana ke antima varSoM meM kisI bhI prakAra kI davA na lene kA saMkalpa bhI unhoMne kara liyA thaa| ____nAma ke lie dAna denevAloM kI to samAja meM Aja kamI nahIM hai| Aja aise loga to galI-galI meM mila jAyeMge, jo apane yA apane mA~-bApa ke, pati. ke yA patnI ke yA bAla-baccoM ke nAma para saMsthAoM kA, saMsthAnoM kA, mandiroM kA, dharmazAlAoM kA, pAThazAlAoM kA, vidyAlayoM kA, mahAvidyAlayoM kA, aspatAloM kA nAma rakhane kI kImata para lAkhoM rupaye kharca karane ko taiyAra haiM; para godIkAjI jaise dAniyoM ke darzana Aja durlabha hI haiM, jinhoMne jamIna bhI svayaM kharIdI aura usa para pUrA smAraka bhavana aura usake agala-bagala meM 36 kamare, jinAlaya, kAryAlaya, bhojanAlaya, talaghara, vidvanivAsa, sArvajanika pyAU, gaireja, kuA~ evaM atithigRha banAkara TrasTa ko samarpita kara diyA aura usa para kahIM bhI apanA nAma taka na likhaayaa| itanA hI nahIM varSoM taka isakA mAsika Arthika vyaya bhI svayaM hI vahana karate rahe, para kAma karane vAle adhikAriyoM, kAryakartAoM, karmacAriyoM, lAbha lene vAle AgantukoM ko kabhI yaha AbhAsa bhI nahIM huA ki hamAre bIca meM koI aisA AdamI bhI nirantara raha rahA hai, jisakI hI yaha saba kucha mAyA hai| ___ nAma va adhikAra kI bhAvanA to unameM raMcamAtra bhI na thI, para yaha cintA unheM jIvana ke antima kSaNoM taka rahI ki yaha harI-bharI saMsthA, jo vItarAgI tattvajJAna kA Aja kendra banI huI hai, asamaya meM hI ujar3a na jAye, logoM kI durbhAvanAoM kI zikAra na ho jaave| ve jIvana ke antima kSaNa taka yaha maMgala kAmanA karate rahe ki jisameM unakA sabakucha samarpita hai, vaha paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa yuga-yuga taka isI taraha phalatA-phUlatA rahe, yuga-yuga taka isI mArga para calatA rahe, jisa mArga para vaha Aja taka calatA rahA hai; yuga-yuga taka usI rIti-nIti ko apanAtA rahe, jisa rIti-nIti ko Ajataka apanAye rahA hai aura yuga-yuga taka vItarAgI tattvajJAna ko usItaraha jana-jana taka pahu~cAtA rahe, jisataraha Aja taka pahu~cAtA rahA hai|

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66 bikhare motI ve sadA hI eka bAta kahA karate the ki isaprakAra kI saMsthAoM kI saMbhAla ve loga hI kara sakate haiM, jo svayaM tatvAbhyAsI hoM, svayaM bhI nirantara svAdhyAya karate rahe hoM, tattvarasika hoM aura vItarAgI tattvajJAna ke pracAra-prasAra meM jIvana samarpita karanevAle hoM, zraddhAna ke pakke hoM aura kisI bhI prakAra ke dabAva meM Akara apanA mArga na badalane vAle hoN| unhoMne apanI isI bhAvanA ke anurUpa kAryakarttAoM ko juTAyA aura jIvana bhara isaprakAra ke kAryakarttAoM kI talAza meM rahe aura jahA~ jo milA, use isa saMsthA se jor3ane kA prayAsa kiyaa| pATanIjI jaise dRr3ha manasvI, jatIzabhAI aura chAbar3AjI jaise jIvana samarpita karane vAle dRr3ha zraddhAnI kAryakarttAoM kA samarpaNa isa saMsthA ko anAyAsa hI nahIM mila gayA hai, godIkAjI ne bar3e hI prayAsoM se prApta kiyA hai aura unheM sampUrNa adhikAra evaM atirikta sanmAna dekara TrasTa se jor3e rakhA hai, unakI bhAvanAoM kA sadA sanmAna kiyA hai; unheM tiraskRta karane kI to ve soca hI nahIM sakate the, para unhoMne unase U~cI AvAja meM bhI kabhI kucha na kahA hogA / amara saMsthAoM se jIvanadAniyoM ko jor3ane kI kalA aura rIti-nIti godIkAjI ke jIvana se sIkhI jA sakatI hai| zrI ToDaramala smAraka bhavana kA pUrA nirmANa kArya lagabhaga ho cukA thA aura AdhyAtmika satpuruSa zrI kAnajI svAmI ke maMgala karakamaloM se usakA udghATana bhI ho cukA thA / yaha mArca 1967 kI bAta hai / ukta avasara para Ane ke lie mujhe bhI AmaMtraNa milA thA, para unhIM tithiyoM meM merI parIkSAyeM thIM, ataH maiM usameM sammilita nahIM ho sakA thaa| usI varSa maI meM indaura meM zikSaNa zivira Ayojita thA, jisakA udghATana zrI godIkAjI ne kiyA thA aura jisake pramukha pravaktA khImacandabhAI the| maiM bhI sahAyaka pravaktAoM meM thA aura uttama kakSA letA thA / godIkAjI pratidina merI kakSA meM baiThate the aura bar3e dhyAna se sunate the / khImacandabhAI aura unake bIca mujhe jayapura lAne kI bAta calatI thI, jisakA mujhe koI AbhAsa na thA / - eka dina unhoMne khImacandabhAI se kahA ki maiMne inakI kakSA to sunalI hai, aba maiM inakA pravacana bhI sunanA cAhatA huuN| usa dina khImacandabhAI ne apanA

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zrI pUranacandajI godIkA 67 pravacana sthagita karake merA pravacana rkhaa| dUsare dina bhojana ke lie saba ekatrita the| khImacandabhAI ke sAmane unhoMne mujhase kahA ki Apa jayapura pdhaariye| maiM yaha samajhA ki pravacanArtha Ane kI kaha rahe haiM; ataH maiMne kahA "kyoM nahIM? avazya AU~gA, jaba Apa bulAyeMge, hAjira ho jaauuNgaa|" ve bole - " maiM to hamezA ke lie Ane kI kaha rahA huuN|" maiM kucha samajhA nahIM to khImacandabhAI ne mujhe vistAra se batAyA ki godIkAjI ne jayapura meM bahuta bar3I saMsthA sthApita kI hai| use saMbhAlane ke liye Apako sthAyIrUpa se rakhanA cAhate haiM / seThoM ke prati merA anubhava acchA na thA / maiM to yahI samajhatA thA ki mAna ke bhUkhe ye loga aise hI kahA karate haiM / ataH maiMne kahA 44 'ApakI bhAvanA to ThIka hai, para Apa karanA kyA cAhate haiM, kyA Apake pAsa koI Thosa yojanA hai?" unhoMne apanI bhAvanA vyakta karate hue kahA "maiM eka jaina vizvavidyAlaya kholanA cAhatA hU~ / " unakI bAta sunakara mujhe ha~sI A gaI, para unakI antarabhAvanA jAnane ke liye maiM unase bahuta-sI bAteM karatA rhaa| unakI nizchala bAtoM se maiM yaha samajha gayA ki ve jainadharma kA suvyavasthita pracAra-prasAra karanA cAhate haiM, vizeSa kara bAlakoM meM dhArmika saMskAra DAlanA cAhate haiM / maiMne do-tIna dina meM eka rUparekhA taiyAra kI aura vaha unheM dete hue kahA ki Apako yaha karanA caahiye| merI vaha rUparekhA aura kucha na thI, basa vahI thI, jo vigata 22 varSoM meM paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa ke mAdhyama se abataka huA hai aura ho rahA hai| merI vaha rUparekhA unheM bahuta pasaMda AI aura jayapura Ane ke lie atiAgraha karane lge| kahane lage "hama Apako apane bhAI jaisA hI rakheMge, koI takalIpha na hogI; Apa jo cAhe, kareM; hama usameM pUrA-pUrA sahayoga kreNge|" --

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68 bikhare motI __unakI yaha bhAvanA aura dharmapracAra ke prati samarpaNa dekhakara merA bhAva badala gayA; kyoMki mere mana meM bhI isaprakAra kA kArya karane kI tIvra bhAvanA thI hI, para / __ mujhe yaha kahane meM koI saMkoca nahIM hai ki godIkAjI ne jaisA kahA thA, usase baDhakara kara dikhaayaa| unakA vyavahAra itanA acchA rahA ki jisakI kalpanA bhI nahIM kI jA sakatI hai| sahayoga bhI itanA adhika rahA ki maiM eka choTI-sI pustaka likhatA aura use gurudevazrI ko sunAne ke lie sonagar3ha jAtA to ve sAtha jAte; pATanIjI ko, seThIjI ko bhI sAtha le calate / isataraha pUrI pArTI jaatii| pandraha-pandraha dina taka vahA~ rhte| kitanA Ananda AtA thA - yaha hama hI jAnate haiN| Aja.ve saba bAteM dussvapna-sI ho gaI haiN| ___kahIM bhI zivira lagatA to hamAre sAtha jAte, bIsa-bIsa dina taka sAtha rhte| vidizA zivira, lalitapura zivira Adi aise aneka udAharaNa haiM; jahA~ ve bIsa-bIsa dina taka saparivAra rhe| unheM mujhase itanA adhika vAtsalya ho gayA thA ki jahA~ bhI maiM dharmapracAra ke lie jAtA, vahIM jAne ko taiyAra ho jaate| unake svAsthya ko dekhakara kaI bAra mujhe svayaM manA karanA pdd'aa| yaha inakA vizuddha dhArmika vAtsalya thA, isameM kahIM koI laukika gaMdha na thii| _jaba unhoMne apanI potI kA saMbaMdha mere putra se kiyA to aneka bAra logoM se yaha kahate pAye gaye ki aba maiMne DaoNkTara sAhaba (mujhe) ko jayapura kA sthAIvAsI banA liyA hai| aba mujhe saMsthA kI koI cintA nahIM hai| __ antara kI gaharAI se nikale unake ukta zabda bhI yahI batAte haiM ki ve dhArmika sambandhoM ke AdhAra para laukika kArya siddha nahIM karanA cAhate the, apitu laukika sambandhoM ke mAdhyama se bhI vItarAgI tattvajJAna ke pracAra-prasAra kI gatividhiyoM ko sthiratA pradAna karanA cAhate the| dehAvasAna ke tIna dina pahale hI jaba maiMne unase devalAlI paMcakalyANaka meM calane ke lie kahA, to kahane lage ki aba maiM kahIM nahIM jA skuuNgaa| merA svAsthya sAtha nahIM detaa| merA to kahanA hai ki Apa bhI aba bAhara jAnA kama kIjiye, apane svAsthya kA dhyAna rkhiye|

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zrI pUranacandajI godIkA 69 " maiMne kahA 'Apa tIna-tIna ghaMTe donoM samaya yahA~ baiThe rahate haiM, isameM bhI thakAna hotI hai; ise bhI kucha kama kiijiye|" to ve ekadama tejI se bole "yaha nahIM ho sakatA hai, pravacana to merA jIvana hai, ise to maiM kisI bhI sthiti meM nahIM chor3a sakatA / " "maiM jJAnAnanda svabhAvI hU~" adhyAtma - gIta unhoMne varSoM pIche par3akara mujhase banavAyA thaa| jaba yaha bana gayA to unheM itanA Ananda huA ki maiM kaha nahIM sktaa| ve ise jIvanabhara gAte rahe, gunagunAte rahe / kucha - - zrI ema. ke. gAMdhI, landana ne mujhe batAyA ki unakI godIkAjI se sarvaprathama bheMTa landana se bhArata Ate hue plena meM huI thI / godIkAjI " maiM jJAnAnanda svabhAvI hU~" gunagunA rahe the| yaha sunakara maiMne unase svayaM paricaya kiyaa| ve ise ghara-bAhara, deza-paradeza meM gunagunAyA hI karate the / mere citta meM aise hajAroM prasaMgoM kI smRtiyA~ saMcita haiM ki jinake smaraNa mAtra se romAMca ho jAtA hai / isameM raMcamAtra bhI zaMkA nahIM hai ki yadi AdhyAtmika satpuruSa zrI kAnajIsvAmI kA samAgama na milatA to merA jIvana AdhyAtmika nahIM hotA aura godIkAjI kA samAgama nahIM milatA to maiM jina - adhyAtma ko jana-jana taka pahu~cAne kA yaha kArya nahIM kara sakatA thA, jo Aja paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa ke mAdhyama se ho rahA hai / Aja donoM hI mahApuruSa hamAre bIca nahIM haiM, para svAmIjI kA diyA huA tattvajJAna aura godIkAjI dvArA juTAye sAdhana hamAre pAsa upalabdha haiM tathA mere jIvana kA lakSya bhI yahI eka mAtra raha gayA hai ki Atma-sAdhanA aura AtmArAdhanA ke atirikta jo bhI samaya rahe, vaha svAmIjI dvArA diye gaye vItarAgI - tattvajJAna ko godIkAjI dvArA juTAye gaye sAdhanoM ke mAdhyama se jana-jana taka pahu~cAtA rahU~ / merI dRSTi meM donoM mahApuruSoM ke prati saccI zraddhAMjali bhI yahI hogii| Aja isa mahAna kArya meM sahayoga karanevAle hI mere mitra haiM aura isa mArga kA virodha karanevAle yA isa mArga se vicalita karanevAle hI amitra haiM / aba mere lie mitratA aura amitratA kA AdhAra koI laukika nahIM raha gayA hai; yaha AdhyAtmika kArya hI eka aisA AdhAra hai, jo anukUloM aura pratikUloM ke bIca kI vibhAjaka rekhA hai /

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70 bikhare motI vaise to aneka abhinna mitra aura ananya sahayogI Aja bhI vidyamAna haiM, jinake sahayoga ke binA isa mahAna kArya kA saMcAlana saMbhava nahIM hai; para unakI carcA karane kA na to yaha samaya hI hai aura na vaha Avazyaka hI hai; para divaMgata AtmAoM meM pUjya gurudevazrI ke atirikta eka aura aisA nAma hai, jo sadA hI merI smRti-paTala para chAyA rahatA hai| vaha haiM AdaraNIya vidvadvarya evaM ananyasAthI paNDita zrI bAbUbhAI mehatA, jo mAtra mere hI nahIM, anekoM ke mitra the, godIkAjI ke bhI abhinna hRdaya aura ananya sahayogI the| sabako sAtha lekara calane kI jo kSamatA unameM thI, vaha atyanta virala hai| jaba-jaba vighaTana ke prasaMga Ate haiM to mujhe unakI bahuta yAda AtI hai ki yadi Aja ve hote to hama sabako yaha cintA na karanI pdd'tii| logoM kA vizvAsa prApta karanA koI AsAna kAma to nahIM hai, isake lie sahRdaya hone ke sAtha-sAtha sahRdaya dikhanA bhI atyanta Avazyaka hai / AdaraNIya bAbUbhAIjI sahRdaya the bhI aura dikhate bhI the| jo bhI ho, Aja hama jisa kisI bhI sthiti meM kyoM na hoM; para hameM isa jimmevArI kA nirvAha karanA hI hogaa| pUjya gurudevazrI, bAbUbhAI evaM godIkAjI ke athaka prayAsoM se jo bhI AdhyAtmika vAtAvaraNa Aja hameM upalabdha hai, use TikAye rakhane aura Age bar3hAne kA mahAna uttaradAyitva hama sabake kaMdhoM para Aja A par3A hai, jise nibhAne kA kAma hama sabako mila-julakara karanA hai| yadi vizAla hRdaya aura dUradRSTi se hamane isakA nirvAha nahIM kiyA to isake pariNAma mAtra hameM hI nahIM bhugatane hoMge, apitu isase sampUrNa vItarAgI tattvajJAna kI yaha nirmala dhArA bhI prabhAvita hogii| __ vItarAgI tattvajJAna kI yaha nirmaladhArA nirantara bahatI rahe, dina-dUnI rAtacaugunI bar3hatI rahe;- yaha bAta hamArI maMgalakAmanAoM taka hI sImita na rahe, apitu eka aitihAsika satya bana jAve - isake lie samarpita bhAva se nirantara prayatnazIla rahanA hama sabakA aitihAsika dAyitva hai| isa aitihAsika uttaradAyitva ko saMbhAlane kA saMkalpa Aja hama saba milakara kreN| yaha saMkalpa hI unake prati hamArI saccI zraddhAMjali hogii| isa dizA meM nirantara sakriya rahane ke saMkalpa ke sAtha hI maiM zrI godIkAjI ko apane zraddhAsumana samarpita karatA huuN|

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lauhapuruSa zrI nemIcaMda pATanI (abhinandana smaraNikA, 6 pharavarI, 1992 se) vRddhAvasthA meM bhI javAnI ke joza se bhare, vItarAgI tatvajJAna ke pracAraprasAra meM sampUrNataH samarpita, jina-adhyAtma ke talasparzI vidvAna, kartavyaniSTha karmaTha kAryakartA evaM gurugaMbhIra vyaktitva ke dhanI, lauhapuruSa zrI nemIcaMdajI pATanI se sampUrNa digambara jaina samAja meM Aja kauna aparicita hai? AdhyAtmika satpuruSa pUjya zrI kAnajIsvAmI dvArA saMpanna AdhyAtmika krAnti ko mUla digambara jaina samAja meM pravAhita karane ke bhagIrathI prayAsa ke pramukha sUtradhAroM meM ve bhI eka pramukha sUtradhAra haiN| kisI mizana ke saMcAlana meM jisa dUradRSTi evaM dRr3hatA kI AvazyakatA hotI hai, vaha unake vyaktitva kA pramukha aMga hai| AdhyAtmikasatpuruSa pUjya zrI kAnajIsvAmI ke dvArA udghATita jinAgama ke rahasyoM ke prati aDiga AsthA evaM jinAgama ke una rahasyoM ke pracAra-prasAra kI prabala bhAvanA unake romaroma meM prasphuTita hotI hai| unake jIvana kA uttarArddha sampUrNata: isI ke lie samarpita rahA hai| vigata caubIsa varSoM se merA unase atyaMta nikaTa kA samparka rahA hai| vItarAgI tatvajJAna ke pracAra-prasAra kA kArya hama donoM ina varSoM meM kaMdhe se kaMdhA milAkara karate A rahe haiN| hamArI mitratA kA AdhAra bhI yaha vicAroM evaM kAryazailI kI samAnatA hI rahI hai| isI kAraNa yaha mitratA ugate hue sUrya ke samAna nirantara pragAr3hatA ko prApta hotI rahI hai| isa apanatva aura abhinnatA ke kAraNa unake sandarbha meM kucha bhI likhane meM saMkoca kA anubhava hotA hai| unake sambandha meM kucha bhI likhate samaya aisA

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72 bikhare motI lagatA hai ki jaise maiM apane bAre meM hI kucha likhane jA rahA hU~, tathApi jaba AdhyAtmikasatpuruSa pUjya zrI kAnajIsvAmI dvArA prasphuTita AdhyAtmika krAnti meM unake yogadAna kI carcA ho rahI ho, taba bhI kucha na likhane ko bhI mana bilkula taiyAra nahIM hai| ___ yaha to sarvavidita hI hai ki AdhyAtmikasatpuruSa pUjya zrIkAnajIsvAmI aura unakI AdhyAtmika krAnti kA paricaya mUla digambara jaina samAja ko sarvaprathama unakI tIrthayAtrAoM se hI prApta huA thaa| ina tIrthayAtrAoM kA saphala saMcAlana AdaraNIya zrI nemIcaMdajI pATanI ne hI kiyA thaa| ina yAtrAoM ne svAmIjI ko to mUla digambara samAja taka pahu~cAyA hI, sAtha hI pATanIjI ke dRr3ha aura karmaTha vyaktitva ko bhI ujAgara kiyaa| samayasAra ke bhakta svAmIjI samaya ke bhI pAbanda the| unheM jitanA priya samayasAra thA, utanA hI priya samaya para saba kArya karanA bhI thaa| cAhe ghara ho yA bAhara - svAmIjI ke AhAra, vihAra, pravacana, carcA sabhI kA samaya bArahamAsI sunizcita hI thA, usameM kucha bhI pheraphAra unakI prakRti ko svIkAra nahIM thaa| hajAroM yAtriyoM ke sAtha kI jAnevAlI yAtrA meM yaha saba nibhAnA koI AsAna kAma nahIM thA, para pATanIjI kI hI himmata thI ki unhoMne sabakucha vyavasthita kiyA aura unakI yAtrAoM kA saphala saMcAlana kiyaa| usasamaya pATanIjI 40-45 varSa ke hI rahe hoMge, para unake vyaktitva meM jisa praur3hatA ke darzana hote the, vaha isa umra meM bahuta kama dekhane ko milatI hai| usasamaya pATanIjI kI yaha dRr3hatA jagaprasiddha ho rahI thI ki unhoMne jo bhI kAryakrama nizcita kara diyA, usameM pheraphAra karAnA saMbhava nahIM hai| aisI dRr3hatA ke binA itane bar3e saMgha ko suvyavasthita calAnA saMbhava bhI to nahIM thaa| ___ bAta san 1956 kI hai, jaba maiM 20-21 varSa kA hI thA, para kramabaddhaparyAya ke prati aDiga AsthA mere jIvana kA aMga bana cukI thI aura isIkAraNa svAmIjI ke prati bhI zraddhA jAgRta ho gaI thii| abhI taka unheM dekhA nahIM thA, para unake sAhitya kA avalokana avazya kiyA thaa| sAla-chaha mAha pahale hI ruci jAgRta huI thI; ata: nayA-nayA joza thaa|

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73 lauhapuruSa zrI nemIcanaMda pATanI jaba yaha patA calA ki svAmIjI sasaMgha lalitapura se sonAgira jA rahe haiM aura ve babInA se hI pAsa hone vAle haiM to hamArI yaha bhAvanA prabala ho uThI ki babInA meM unakA svAgata kiyA jAya aura unake pravacana kA lAbha bhI liyA jaay| usa samaya hama babInA meM hI rahate the| ___ tadartha pATanIjI se samparka kiyA gayA, para pATanIjI kI jo prasiddhi thI, vaha saca sAbita huI, para isa asaphalatA ne hamAre nizcaya ko aura bhI dRr3ha kara diyaa| ___ hamane sar3aka ke kinAre sTeja banAyA, bichAta bichAI, Avazyaka chAyA kI aura babInA kI sampUrNa jaina samAja ko vahA~ ekatrita kara liyA aura svAmIjI ke Ane kI pratIkSA karane lge| jabataka svAmIjI nahIM Aye, tabataka bhakti aura pravacana ke mAdhyama se sabhI ko vyasta rkhaa| ___ jaba svAmIjI kI gAr3I va yAtriyoM kI baseM dikhAI dI to sabhI loga jhaMDe lekara bIca sar3aka para khar3e ho gye| pATanIjI batAte haiM ki usa samaya usa eriyA meM DAkuoM kA bar3A Dara thaa| ata: bIca sar3aka para itanI bhIr3a dekhakara ve sazaMkita ho uThe the| svAmIjI kI gAr3I AyI aura hamane unheM roka liyaa| unheM sArI sthiti batAI aura AdhA ghaMTA pravacana karane kA anurodha kiyA ki itane meM hI pATanIjI apanI gAr3I se utara kara A gaye aura rokane ke isa tarIke para apanI nArAjagI vyakta karane lage, para svAmIjI tabataka gAr3I se utara cuke the aura sTeja kI tarapha cala diye the| isa taraha pATanIjI kI dRr3hatA apanI jagaha kAyama rahI aura hamArI bhAvanA bhI phalIbhUta ho gii| ___ pIche-pIche Ane vAlI saMgha kI baseM bhI khar3I hone lagI aura unake yAtrI utarane lge| sabhI ko saMtare Adi phala samarpita kiye gaye aura svAmIjI kA bhI svAgata kiyA gyaa| mujhe acchI taraha yAda hai ki svAmIjI ke svAgata meM do zabda bhI maiMne hI bole the| svAmIjI ne mAMgalika kiyA aura svAmIjI sahita sampUrNa saMgha sonAgira ko ravAnA ho gyaa| hama bhI sAmAna sameTa kara dukAna va ghara kA tAlA baMda karake pUre parivAra sahita usI dina sonAgira pahu~ca gye|

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74 bikhare motI unake sAtha tIna dina rahe aura unake pravacana aura carcA kA bharapUra lAbha liyA, apanI zaMkAe~ rakhIM aura unakA samAdhAna bhI prApta kiyaa| svAmIjI ke pratyakSa paricaya kA bhI yaha prathama avasara thA aura pATanIjI se milane kA bhI yahI prathama prasaMga thA; jisameM unakI pratibhA, karmaThatA, dRr3hatA evaM gurudevazrI ke prati samarpaNa ke ekasAtha darzana hue the| gurudevazrI kI yAtrAoM se digambara samAja ko unakA paricaya to prApta ho gayA thA, samAja unase prabhAvita bhI ho rahA thA, isa kAraNa unakA virodha bhI AraMbha ho gayA thA, para usa virodha se nibaTate hue unake tattvajJAna ko samAja meM gaharAI se pahu~cAne kA kArya bAkI thaa| AdaraNIya vidvadvarya zrI khImacanda bhAI yadAkadA hindI bhASI prAnta meM Ate the, AdaraNIya bAbUbhAI kA AnAjAnA bhI AraMbha huA thA, para vyavasthita rUpa se jo kArya honA cAhie thA, vaha nahIM ho pA rahA thA, kintu khImacaMdabhAI ke boloM ne evaM bAbUbhAI kI bhakti va AcaraNa ne samAja ke hRdaya ko chUne kA saphala prayAsa avazya kiyA thaa| maiM bhI apane tarIke se ukta kArya meM saMlagna thaa| ___ maiMne aneka bAra khImacaMdabhAI se carcA kI thI ki isaprakAra yaha gaMbhIra tattva samAja ke gale nahIM utregaa| usake lie kucha aisA karanA hogA ki jisase bAta samAja kI jar3a taka pahu~ce, tadartha kucha yojanAyeM bhI unake sAmane rakhI thIM; para bAta AI-gaI ho jAtI thii| __aise hI samaya meM godIkAjI ke tana-mana-dhana ke samarpaNa se paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa kA udaya huA aura pATanIjI jaise karmaTha vyaktitva ne usakA maMtrI pada sNbhaalaa| pATanIjI bhI kucha aisA karanA cAhate the ki jisase mUla digambara samAja meM tattvajJAna kA gaharAI se praveza ho| tadartha unhoMne pATanI graMthamAlA calAkara usase hindI meM samayasArAdi kA prakAzana kiyA thaa| mAsTara hIrAcaMdajI se kucha baccoM kI pustakeM bhI banavAI thIM, svayaM bhI bAlabodha kI pustakeM likhI thIM, para bAta bana nahIM pA rahI thii| isI bIca jaba godIkAjI ne indaura zivira meM mujhase jayapura Akara ToDaramala smAraka kA kAma saMbhAlane kA anurodha kiyA aura maiMne kucha AnAkAnI kI to khImacaMdabhAI bola uThe -

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lauhapuruSa zrI nemIcanaMda pATanI 75 "hamezA to hameM yojanAe~ batAte rahate ho aura aba avasara AyA hai to pIche haTa rahe ho| jo Apa cAhate ho, vahI godIkAjI aura pATanIjI bhI cAhate haiN| ata: Apa nizcita hokara yaha kArya kro|" isaprakAra paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa ke mAdhyama se pATanIjI ke netRtva meM yaha mahAna kArya AraMbha huA, jisameM godIkAjI kA to sarvasva samarpaNa thA hI, khImacaMdabhAI aura bAbUbhAI kA bhI pUrNa sahayoga thaa| gurudevazrI kA maMgala AzIrvAda unake jIvana ke aMtima kSaNa taka paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa ko prApta rahA aura merA to pUrA jIvana hI isameM laga gayA thaa| Aja hama jahA~ khar3e haiM, usake prasthAna kI yaha saMkSipta kahAnI hai| Aja na hamAre bIca khImacaMdabhAI haiM, na bAbUbhAI aura na godIkAjI bhI haiM; para pATanIjI aDiga caTTAna kI taraha akele hI isa bhAra ko uThAye hue khar3e haiM aura unake saphala netRtva meM tattvapracAra kA mahAna kArya dina-dUnI rAtacaugunI pragati kara rahA hai| __tattvajJAna ke mahAna kArya ke prati samarpaNa ke do prasaMga mere smRtipatha meM A rahe haiN| prathama to mahAvIra nirvANa varSa meM sonagar3ha meM sampanna paMcakalyANaka kI bAta hai aura dUsarI seThI kAlonI, jayapura meM sampanna paMcakalyANaka kI bAta hai| sonagar3ha paMcakalyANaka kI vyavasthA kA sarvAdhika bhAra pATanIjI ke kaMdhoM para hI thA ki unake sage bahanoI atyadhika bImAra ho gaye, maraNAntika avasthA meM pahu~ca gye| unheM bhAvanagara aspatAla ke ApAtakAlIna vArDa meM bhartI karAnA pdd'aa| aisI sthiti meM bhI Apa vicalita nahIM hue| sampUrNa kArya ko vaise hI saMbhAle rakhA, jaise sAmAnya sthiti meM bhI saMbhAlate the| dina bhara paMcakalyANaka kA kArya karate aura rAta ko 11 baje bhAvanagara unakI sevA meM pahu~cate, phira prAtaH 5 baje apanI DyUTI para A jaate| seThI kAlonI, jayapura ke paMcakalyANaka ke bIca meM hI Apake bar3e putra zrI surendrakumArajI pATanI kA 51 varSa kI umra meM hI acAnaka dehAvasAna ho gyaa| yaha pATanI parivAra para vajrapAta thaa| hama saba unakI zmazAnayAtrA meM gaye the| pATanIjI to the hii| saMdhyA kA samaya thA aura citA jala rahI thii| isI bIca pATanIjI mere pAsa Aye aura bole - .

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76 bikhare motI __"DaoNkTara sAhaba! Apa jAiye, Apako pravacana karanA hai, yahA~ to hama saba haiM hii|" ___ maiMne kahA - "Apa kyA kaha rahe haiM? aise avasara para maiM kaise jA sakatA hU~? Aja koI aura pravacana kara legA, aneka vidvAna vahA~ upasthita haiN|" ve bar3I hI gaMbhIratA se bole - "isa aupacArikatA meM kyA rakhA hai? Apako sunane hajAroM loga Aye haiM, unheM ApakA lAbha milanA hI caahie| yaha saba to calatA hI rahegA, yaha saba to duniyA hai| Apa to jaaiye|" maiMne phira kahA - "abhI to dera hai, thor3I dera bAda calA jaauuNgaa|" ve bole - "nahIM, Apa abhI hI cale jaaiye| Apa ghara jAyeMge, nahAyeMge, kapar3e badaleMge, sardI bahuta hai, thor3A tApa lIjie, anyathA tabiyata kharAba ho jaayegii|" - aisA kahate hue tabataka khar3e rahe, jabataka ki maiM vahA~ se cala nahIM diyaa| ___ mere sAtha aneka aura loga bhI socate hI raha gaye ki ye kisa miTTI ke bane hue haiN| itanA dhairya kyA tattvajJAna kI gaharAI ke binA sambhava hai? tattvajJAna ke pracAra-prasAra kI itanI prabala bhAvanA kina-kina meM hai? yaha apanI-apanI chAtI para hAtha rakhakara dekhane kI bAta hai? jarA-sI pratikUlatA Ane para hama pravacana nahIM kareMge yA isa kAma meM sahayoga nahIM deNge| isaprakAra kI pravRttivAloM ko apane aMtara ko gaharAI se dekhane kI mahatI AvazyakatA hai aura pATanIjI ke Adarza jIvana aura vicAroM se bahuta kucha sIkhane kI AvazyakatA bhI hai| ___ vItarAgI tattvajJAna ko jana-jana taka pahu~cAne kA koI bhI avasara cUkanA unheM svIkAra nahIM hotA, apitu usakA acche se acchA upayoga kara lenA unakI apanI vizeSatA hai| ziviroM meM vItarAgI tattvajJAna sIkhane kI bhAvanA se AnevAlI janatA ke samaya aura bhAvanA kI unakI dRSTi meM kitanI kadara hai? ise bhI maiMne aneka prasaMgoM meM gaharAI se anubhava kiyA hai| ziviroM meM 20-20 dinoM taka rahakara

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lauhapuruSa zrI nemIcanaMda pATanI 77 sampUrNa vyavasthA kA bhAra apane sira para Dhokara bhI tathA svayaM pravacanakAra hone para bhI svayaM eka bhI pravacana nahIM karate, apitu unhIM lokapriya pravaktAoM ke pravacana karAte ki jinase janatA ko adhikatama lAbha pahu~cane kI saMbhAvanA rahatI hai aura jinheM sunane kI bhAvanA se janatA ziviroM meM AtI hai| AdaraNIya bAbUbhAIjI kI bhAvanA rahatI ki thor3A bahuta samaya una logoM ko bhI diyA jAya, jo samAja meM apanA prabhAva rakhate haiM, bhale hI ve mUla tattvajJAna se aparicita hoM; kyoMki unake anukUla bane rahane se samAja meM tattvapracAra kI gatividhiyoM ke calAne meM bAdhAyeM khar3I na hoMgI, para pATanIjI kA yahI kahanA rahatA ki kisI ko khuza karane ke lie janatA ke bezakImatI samaya kI revar3I bA~TanA kataI ucita nahIM hai| yadi hamane aisA kiyA hai to usakI koI maryAdA nahIM rahegI aura dhIre-dhIre samaya kA bahuta bar3A bhAga unhIM kI bheMTa car3ha jAyagA / pariNAma yaha hogA ki tattvapremI janatA ina ziviroM se bhI usIprakAra udAsa ho jAyegI, jisaprakAra samAja ke anya kAryakramoM se rahatI hai| ukta sthiti meM kabhI pATanIjI kI calatI, kabhI bAbUbhAI kI; para jo bhI hotA donoM kI paraspara sahamati se hI hotA thA / kabhI koI aisA prasaMga nahIM banA ki jisane tanAva paidA kiyA ho| Apasa kI isa gaharI samajhadArI kI mumukSu samAja ko Aja atyadhika AvazyakatA hai / karmacAriyoM aura kAryakarttAoM se kAma lenA unheM acchI taraha AtA hai| kaThora prazAsaka ke rUpa meM to ve prasiddha haiM hI, para unakA mAnanA hai ki kAryakarttAoM aura karmacAriyoM ko kArya karane meM kyA kaThinAI A rahI haiM, -- * yaha jAnanA aura usakA nirAkaraNa karanA bhI prazAsaka kA uttaradAyitva hai / jabataka usa samasyA kA ucita samAdhAna nahIM nikAlA jAyagA, jisase kArya meM rukAvaTa A rahI hai, tabataka kArya meM saphalatA milanA saMbhava nahIM hai / samasyAoM se ghabar3AnA to unakI prakRti meM hI nahIM hai| zobhA ke padoM para rahanA bhI unheM svIkAra nahIM hotaa| jisa saMsthA se jur3ate haiM, pUrI sakriyatA

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78 bikhare motI ke sAtha hI jur3ate haiM; jo bhI pada saMbhAlate haiM, pUrI tatparatA ke sAtha saMbhAlate haiM / jahA~ se haTate haiM, use citta meM se bhI haTA dete haiN| jabataka sonagar3ha se jur3e rahe, tabataka use pUrI taraha saMbhAlate rahe ; vahA~ se haTe to aba vahA~ ke bAre meM kucha socane ko bhI taiyAra nahIM haiN| samprati ve paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa ko pUrI tanmayatA se saMbhAla rahe haiN| deza meM hajAroM saMsthAyeM haiM aura unake maMtrI bhI haiM hI, para aisA maMtrI kahIM bhI dekhane ko nahIM milegA, jo saMsthA ke choTe-bar3e sabhI kAmoM meM tila meM tela ke samAna samAhita ho, ghara-parivAra ke saba kAma chor3akara saMsthA ke lie hI pUrNataH samarpita ho, jisake roma-roma meM tattvajJAna samAhita ho aura saMsthA ke pratyeka kAryakalApa para jisakI majabUta pakar3a ho| isameM koI atizayokti nahIM hai ki zrI ToDaramala smAraka bhavana, jayapura se jo bhI kArya Aja ho rahA hai, usakA sarvAdhika zreya zrI nemIcaMdajI pATanI ko hI hai / isake pratyeka kArya para unake dRr3ha vyaktitva kI chApa spaSTa najara AtI hai| __ kucha logoM kI dRSTi mAtra kamiyA~ hI dekha pAtI hai, unheM pratyeka kArya meM kucha na kucha khoTa hI najara AtI hai| aise loga sadA asantuSTa hI bane rahate haiN| kucha loga mAtra acchAiyA~ hI dekhate haiM, unheM kahIM koI kharAbI dikhAI hI nahIM detI hai| aise loga bhI samAja ke lie vizeSa upayogI siddha nahIM hote; kyoMki unake saMrakSaNa meM kabhI-kabhI bar3e-bar3e aparAdha bhI panapate rahate haiM, para unheM kucha lagatA hI nhiiN| pariNAmasvarUpa dharma aura dharmAyatana badanAma ho jAte haiN| aise loga bahuta kama hote haiM, jo vyaktiyoM kI acchAiyoM aura burAiyoM kI jar3a taka pahu~cane kI kSamatA rakhate haiM, burAiyoM para aMkuza lagAnA jAnate haiM, acchAiyoM ko protsAhita karanA jAnate haiM aura niMdA prazaMsA se aprabhAvita rahakara vyaktiyoM ko, mizana ko, saMsthAoM ko apane sunizcita patha para aDiga rakhate haiM, jhaMjhAvAtoM se bacAye rakhate haiM, galata logoM se surakSita rakhate haiM evaM sanmArga para nirantara gatizIla bhI rakhate haiN|

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lauhapuruSa zrI nemIcanaMda pATanI 79 pATanIjI unhIM logoM meM se haiN| yahI kAraNa hai ki unakI chatrachAyA meM jo bhI vyakti va saMsthAyeM rahIM; ve surakSita rahIM, nirantara gatizIla rahIM aura pragati patha para agrasara hotI rahIM / jina vyaktiyoM yA saMsthAoM ne unake salAhamazaviroM kI upekSA kI, ve apane mArga se bhaTaka gaIM, unheM apanI sAkha gavAnI pdd'ii| una jaisA salAhakAra, una jaisA mitra milanA bhI bar3e bhAgya kI bAta hai| usase bhI bar3I bAta hai, unakI mitratA aura salAha kA pUrA-pUrA lAbha uThA lenA / yadyapi aba ve apane meM simaTate jA rahe haiM, adhika AtmonmukhI hote jA rahe haiM; abhI jo kara rahe haiM, usase bhI haTate jA rahe haiM, nayA kucha karane kI to bAta hI nahIM hai; tathApi unheM lambe sAmAjika jIvana kA anubhava haiM, unake anubhava kA lAbha uThAyA jA sakatA hai, uThAyA jAnA caahie| adhika kyA, vItarAgI tattvajJAna ke pracAra-prasAra meM saMlagna saMsthAoM ko, vyaktiyoM ko unakA mArgadarzana cirakAla taka prApta hotA rahe aura ve hamAre bIca cirakAla taka rahakara AtmasAdhanA meM nirantara gatizIla raheM / isa maMgala bhAvanA se virAma letA huuN| - sabakucha sunizcita jisaprakAra sinemA kI rIla meM lambAI hai, usa lambAI meM jahA~ jo citra sthita hai, vaha vahIM rahatA hai, usakA sthAna parivartana sambhava nahIM hai; usIprakAra calatI huI rola meM kaunasA citra kisa krama se AegA yaha bhI nizcita hai, usameM bhI phera phAra sambhava nahIM hai| Age kaunasA citra AegA bhale hI isakA jJAna hameM na ho, para isase koI antara nahIM par3atA, AyegA vo vaha apane niyamitakrama meM hI / kramabaddhaparyAya, pRSTha- 23

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(17 khAniyA~ tattvacarcA eka inTaravyU : zrI nemIcandajI pATanI se jayapura (khAniyA~ ) meM huI ubhayapakSIya likhita tattvacarcA ke sambandha meM kucha logoM dvArA jAnabUjha kara bhrama phailAye jA rahe haiN| isa sambandha meM samAja ko sahI-sahI jAnakArI prApta ho isa uddezya se ukta carcA meM sakriya rUpa se bhAga lene vAle zrI nemIcandajI pATanI se jainapatha pradarzaka' ke lie hamAre stambha lekhaka vivekI (DaoN. hukamacanda bhArilla) dvArA dinAMka 12-7-77 ko yaha inTaravyU liyA gyaa| AzA hai isa inTaravyU se kAphI bhrama sApha hoNge| - sampAdaka "jinake hastAkSara maujUda haiM, yadi ve diggaja vidvAna bhI aisI bAte kareM to kyA kiyA jA sakatA hai ?" ukta zabda zrI nemIcandajI pATanI ne usa samaya kahe, jaba unase pUchA gayA ki Apa to khAniyA~ tattvacarcA ke prakAzaka haiM / kyA usameM kucha phera-badala kara diyA hai? bar3e-bar3e vidvAnoM ke jainapatroM meM Ajakala aise lekha A rahe haiM, jinameM yaha Aropa khulakara lagAye jA rahe haiN| ___ apanI bAta ko spaSTa karate hue pATanIjI bole - "jayapura (khAniyA~) meM huI tattvacarcA kI vidhi aisI rakhI gaI thI ki usameM koI bhI vyakti kisI bhI prakAra kI pherabadala kara hI nahIM sakatA thaa| jo bhI praznottara hote the, ve sabhI likhita rUpa se hote the| madhyasthoM ke mAdhyama se unake hastAkSara hokara AdAna-pradAna kiye jAte the| pratyeka praznottara kI tIna pratiyA~ taiyAra hotI thIM aura una para donoM pakSa ke vidvAnoM evaM madhyasthoM ke hastAkSara hote the| ataH badalA-badalI kI kahIM koI guMjAiza hI na thii|"

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eka inTaravyU : zrI nemIcandajI pATanI se 81 prazna - usa samaya koI guMjAiza na rahI ho, para bAda meM prakAzita karate samaya Apa ne koI phera-badala kara dI ho to? uttara - unake pAsa isakI mUlakApI kI eka prati hai| ve usase milAna kara leveM aura phira batAveM ki hamane kyA badalA hai, taba to koI bAta ho| vaise hI likhate raheM ki badala diyA hai; badala diyA hai, to hama kyA kareM? Aja taka kisI ne yaha to batAyA nahIM ki kyA badalA hai? vaise hI kahate rahate haiM, isake lie hama kyA kareM? prazna - jaba yaha carcA huI taba kyA Apa vahA~ the ? uttara - kaisI bAta karate haiM? maiM thA hI nahIM, balki maiMne usameM sakriyatA se bhAga liyA hai| maiM usameM vidvAnoM kI haisiyata se AmaMtrita thA aura eka pakSa kI ora se carcA meM sakriya bhAga le rahA thaa| yaha saba bAteM khAniyA~ carcA ke prakAzakIya aura saMpAdakIya meM spaSTa ullikhita haiN| ___ maiM Apako jo bAta batA rahA hU~, vaha mAtra sunI-sunAI nahIM hai; kintu A~khoM dekhI bAta hai| AdAna-pradAna kiye gae samasta patroM para mere hastAkSara haiN| khAniyA~ carcA meM hamane unake phoTo priMTa bhI chApe haiN| Apa dekhiyegaa| prazna - sunA to yaha thA ki yaha carcA donoM pakSa ke kharce se chapegI, phira Apane kyoM chApI? uttara - donoM pakSa kI ora se chApane ke lie hamane unase bahuta Agraha kiyA, para ve TAlate hI rhe| . prazna - ve kyoM TAlate rahe? kyA paisoM kI . uttara - paisoM kI to kyA bAta ho sakatI hai? aisA lagatA hai ki ve aisA anubhava karate hoM ki unakA pakSa isa carcA meM kamajora par3a gayA hai| ataH chapAne ko utsuka nahIM the| prazna - to kyA Apa jIta gaye haiM? uttara - isameM jIta hAra kA prazna hI kahA~ uThatA hai| para yaha bAta satya hai ki isa carcA se satya sAmane A gayA hai| hama satya ke prati AsthAvAna haiM aura ve usase katarAte haiN| isIlie aisI bAteM karate haiN|

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bikhare motI prazna - yadi ve apane pakSa kI kamajorI anubhava karate haiM to phira dubArA carcA karane ke lie caileMja kyoM dete haiM ? 82 1 uttara yaha to unakA svabhAva hI hai| isake bAre meM maiM kyA kahU~? pahale bhI isI taraha kahate the ki ye loga carcA karane ko taiyAra nahIM, Darate haiM, kucha jAnate nahIM, hamAre sAmane A nahIM skte| jaba carcA AcArya zivasAgarajI mahArAja ke sAnnidhya meM zAMtipUrvaka sampanna ho gaI to use apramANita kahane lage aura phira vahI rAga alApane lage haiN| -------- - prazna - to Apa phira dubArA carcA kyoM nahIM kara lete? jaba ApakI bAta satya hai, Apako apanI bAta para pUrA bharosA hai to Apa phira eka bAra carcA karane se kyoM inkAra karate haiM ? - uttara * jaba eka bAra kI carcA se hI kucha niSkarSa nahIM nikalA, jhagar3A vaise kA vaisA hI kAyama rahA to aba bArabAra carcA karane se bhI kyA hogA? aba jo carcA kI jAvegI, usakA bhI vahI hAla hogA, jo isakA huaa| ve phira kahane lageMge badala dI / prazna aba kI bAra aisI vyavasthA kI jAe ki ve kucha bhI na kaha sakeM / - uttara vyavasthA meM pahile bhI kyA kasara rakhI thI; para jise kahanA hI hai, use kauna roka sakatA hai ? - prazna - yadi unake Aropa meM satyatA ho to? yaha Apa kaise kaha sakate haiM ki ve usameM apanI kamajorI anubhava karate haiM / uttara isalie ki yadi ve usa carcA ko ThIka mAnate haiM, apanA pakSa prabala mAnate haiM, aura yadi hamane use pheraphAra karake chApA hai to unake pAsa usakI mUlaprati hai, ve use chApeM aura sAre samAja meM bA~Te, dUsarI carcA kI kyA AvazyakatA hai / unake kahe anusAra mAnalo ki hamane to palaTa dI, para ve to sahI-sahI chaapeN| 1 -- prazna yadi unhoMne bhI phera badala kara chApA to Apa kyA kareMge? -

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eka inTaravyU : zrI nemIcandajI pATanI se 83 uttara hamAre pAsa isakI mUla prati hai / usakI phoTo chApakara sArI samAja ke sAmane rakha deNge| samAja apane Apa saba dekha legI / - aura Apa dUsarI bAra carcA karane kI kahate haiM so carcA kyA gAlIgalauca ke vAtAvaraNa meM hotI hai? eka ora to gaira digambara ghoSita karate jAte haiM aura phira carcA kI bhI bAta karate haiM / eka ora gAliyAM bakate jAte haiM aura dUsarI ora sadbhAvanA kI bAteM karate haiM / jinavANI ke apamAna kI apIla karate haiM aura sadbhAvanA kI bAteM karate jAte haiN| kyA isI kA nAma sadbhAvanA hai ? I hamArI ora se carcA meM bhAga lene vAle AdaraNIya vidvadvarya paNDita jaganmohanalAlajI jaise prAmANika vratI vidvAna para 'paisA bola rahA hai' jaise gaMde lekha likhe jAte haiM aura zAMti kI bAta karate jAte haiN| Apa kyA cAhate haiM ki aise logoM se carcA kI jAve, jinheM sAmAnya sadvyavahAra karanA bhI nahIM AtA ? prazna yaha to ThIka hai ki binA sadbhAva kA vAtAvaraNa banAye kisI bhI prakAra kI carcA saMbhava nahIM hai, para yadi kucha dinoM donoM ora se hI AlocanA- pratyAlocanA banda kara dI jAve aura carcA ke yogya vAtAvaraNa banAyA jAve to phira vAtAvaraNa ThIka hone para carcA ho sakatI hai ? uttara ho kyA nahIM sakatA? para koI karanA cAhe taba / jise lar3anA hI hai, usase kyA bAta ho sakatI hai ? pahile ve yA to hamAre dvArA prakAzita khAniyA~ carcA pramANita ghoSita kareM yA phira jo unake pAsa prati hai, usake AdhAra para chApeM / yadi phira bhI AvazyakatA rahI to dubArA carcA ho jAvegI / mujhe yaha jAnakara bahuta prasannatA huI kI vAtAvaraNa ThIka ho jAve aura khAniyA~ carcA unakI ora se bhI pramANika ho jAve, usakA paryApta vitaraNa ho jAve, yadi phira bhI AvazyakatA huI to Apa carcA karane ko taiyAra haiM? Apane itanI bAta kahI so hameM itanA kahanA par3A hai| anyathA svAmIjI kA to yahI kahanA hai ki kahA~ jhagar3oM meM manuSya bhava barbAda karate prazna uttara - -

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84 bikhare motI ho? samaya rahate Atmahita kara lenA hI buddhimAnI hai / yaha duniyA to isIprakAra calatI rhegii| isameM ulajhanA ThIka nhiiN| gurudeva kI mahAna kRpA se hameM vastusvarUpa kI ruci ho gaI hai, so hama bhI isI meM bhalA samajhate haiM ki unakA bhalA-burA usake bhAvoM ke anusAra hogA, hameM to apane bhAvoM ko pavitra rakhanA caahie| gurudeva zrI to sadA hI kahate rahate haiM ki dRSTi ko jagata se haTAkara apanI ora le Ao, jagata ko kyA dekhate ho, apane ko dekho| yadi jagata kI ora dekhoge to rAga-dveSa kI hI utpatti hogI - AtmA kA ahita hI hogaa| uttejanAtmaka hathakaNDoM kI umra bahuta kama hotI hai| uttejanA meM AdamI ko anaMta prayatnoM ke bAda bhI bahuta dera taka rakhA nahIM jA sakatA hai| jisaprakAra pAnI ko bahuta dera taka garma rakhA nahIM jA sakatA hai, vaha nirantara zItalatA kI ora daur3atA rahatA hai, yadi use agni kA saMyoga dete rahakara nirantara garma rakhane kA prayAsa kiyA gayA to vaha rahegA hI nahIM, samApta ho jAvegA, bhApa banakara ur3a jaavegaa| use yadi adhika kAla taka rakhanA hai to zItala hI rakhanA hogaa| garma rakhane ke lie IMdhana bhI cAhie, para ThaNDA rakhane ke lie kucha bhI nahIM caahie| isIprakAra samAja ko zAnta rakhane ke lie prayatnoM kI AvazyakatA nahIM, para uttejita rakhane ke lie nirantara prayAsa caahie| nirantara ke prayAsoM se samAja ko uttejita rakha pAnA asambhava nahIM to kaThina avazya hai, tathA yadi rakhane kA prayAsa kiyA gayA to aneka samasyAyeM uTha khar3I hoMgI, jinase samAja ko bacAnA sambhava na hogaa| satya kI khoja, pRSTha-216-217

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eka inTaravyU : DaoN. hukamacanda bhArilla se mahArASTra ke nagara vAzima meM zrI vItarAga-vijJAna AdhyAtmika zikSaNa prazikSaNa zivira ke avasara para dinAMka 27-5-80 ko jaina yUtha phorama ke mukha patra 'chatratraya' tamila mAsika patrikA ke sampAdaka zrI prophesara AdinAthan ne DaoN. hukamacandajI bhArilla se ToDaramala smAraka bhavana meM saMcAlita-gatividhiyoM ke saMdarbha meM eka inTaravyU liyA, jise 'chatratraya' tamila julAI 80 ke aMka meM prakAzita kiyA gayA hai| upayogI jAnakara pAThakoM kI jAnakArI ke lie use yahA~ (jainapathapradarzaka agasta dvitIya 1980 meM se) diyA jA rahA hai| - sampAdaka prazna - Apa ToDaramala digambara jaina siddhAnta mahAvidyAlaya evaM vItarAga-vijJAna vidyApITha parIkSAborDa ke nidezaka haiM / isa pada para rahakara Apa kaunasA zreSTha kArya karanA cAhate haiM? uttara - vartamAna yuga meM nyAya, siddhAnta aura adhyAtma ke vidvAnoM kI paramparA luptaprAyaH hotI jA rahI hai tathA vartamAna bhautika vAtAvaraNa se dhArmika saMskAra aura sAmAnya tattvajJAna bhI jaina samAja se samAptaprAyaH hotA jA rahA hai / isa mahAvidyAlaya evaM vidyApITha ke mAdhyama se hama jainadarzana aura adhyAtma ke.aise uccakoTi ke vidvAna taiyAra karanA cAhate haiM, jo jainadarzana kI zodhakhoja ke sAtha-sAtha pracAra aura prasAra meM mahattvapUrNa yogadAna kara sakeM tathA jo apanA kAryakSetra AjIvana digambara jainasamAja ko hI banAe rakheM, jisase unakI sevAoM kA pUrA-pUrA lAbha digambara jainasamAja va jainadarzana ko ho sake tathA ziviroM ke mAdhyama se aise adhyApaka bhI taiyAra karanA cAhate haiM, jo bAlakoM meM jainatattvajJAna ke prati jijJAsA utpanna kara sakeM, sAmAnya tattvajJAna

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86 bikhare motI karA sakeM va unheM naitika sadAcAra se yukta naitika jIvana bitAne ke lie prerita kara sakeM / hameM isa kArya meM saphalatA bhI mila rahI hai| prazna - vidyAdhyayana ke lie Ayu kI koI sImA nahIM hai| eka vyakti ko jainatattvajJAna aura vyavahArika pUjA vidhi Adi sIkhane ke lie kitane varSa lageMge? ___ uttara - vidyAdhyayana ke lie 6 varSa kA korsa hai| 1 varSa kA upAdhyAya, 3 varSa kA zAstrI tathA 2 varSa kA aacaary| isameM borDa kI saikeNDrI parIkSA pAsa kisI bhI umra ke chAtra ko liyA jAtA hai| jo 6 varSa kA lambA samaya na de sakeM; ve 4 varSa meM bhI zAstrI hokara jainadarzana meM grejueTa ho sakate haiN| prazna - uttara bhArata meM Ama janatA kI bhASA hindI hone se Apake vidyAlaya meM par3hane vAle hindI bhASI vidyArthiyoM ko to bhASA kI dRSTi se suvidhA rahatI hai; parantu dakSiNa ke tamila Adi bhASA-bhASiyoM ke lie avasara kama najara Ate haiN| ataH unake hitArtha ApakI dRSTi meM kyA kiyA jA sakatA hai ? uttara - hamAre mahAvidyAlaya meM mahArASTra aura karnATaka ke 14-15 chAtra haiM aura unheM bhASA kI koI vizeSa kaThinAI nahIM hai, Ane ke bAda ve ekAdha varSa ke bhItara hI kAma calAne lAyaka hindI bhASA sIkha lete haiN| Apa tamila bhASA ke bhI chAtra bhejie, hama unheM pUrA-pUrA sahayoga deMge aura unheM jainadarzana kA uccakoTi kA vidvAna banAne kA prayatna kreNge| jabataka naI pIr3hI meM tamila bhASI 2-3 acche vidvAna taiyAra nahIM ho jAte, tabataka svatantra rUpa se tamilanADu meM kucha kiyA jAnA saMbhava nahIM lgtaa| prazna - Apake yahA~ dharmapracAra ke lie pracAraka bahuta haiN| kyA Apa tamila prAnta ke lie pracAraka bhejakara vahA~ kI kamI ko pUrA kara sakate haiM? uttara - yaha to sahI hai ki hamAre pAsa pracAraka bahuta haiM, parantu mAMga ke anupAta meM kama haiM; kyoMki uttara bhArata meM adhyAtma sunane aura samajhane kI ruci jisa tejI se jAgRta huI hai, usakI AdhI pUrti bhI hama nahIM kara pA rahe haiN| ziviroM kI mAMga isa tejI se hai ki 4-4 varSa taka unakA nambara nahIM A

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87 eka inTaravyU : DaoN. hukamacanda bhArilla se pAtA hai| isI ko dekhie na yaha mahArASTra kA zivira 5 varSa ke nirantara Agraha ke bAda isa varSa laga pAyA hai| tamila prAnta meM pracAraka bhejane meM sabase bar3I kaThinAI bhASA kI hI hai / yaha kamI to tabhI pUrI ho sakatI hai, jaba kucha tamila bhASI loga bhI jainadarzana ke pracAra-prasAra kI dRSTi se mahAvidyAlaya meM praveza leN| merA Apase punaH yahI kahanA hai ki Apa tamila prAnta ke chAtroM ko mahAvidyAlaya meM praveza dilaaeN| prazna - Apa jo zivira calAte haiM, kyA isakI patrAcAra ke mAdhyama se bhI zikSA pradAna karane kI koI vyavasthA saMbhava hai, jisase hama apanI mAtRbhASA meM tattva sIkha va samajha sakeM ? uttara - yaha saMbhava nahIM hai; kyoMki isameM prAyogika zikSaNa (prekTikala TIciMga) adhika hai; jo patrAcAra dvArA saMbhava nahIM hai| Apa svayaM yahA~ dekha hI rahe haiM ki prAyogika zikSaNa kitanA adhika ho rahA hai, aba Apa svayaM hI batAiye ki kyA yaha patrAcAra dvArA saMbhava hai? __prazna - abhI hAla hI meM ApakI do pustakeM aMgrejI meM prakAzita huI haiM, par3hakara bahuta prabhAvita huaa| isIprakAra anya pustakeM bhI prakAzita honA caahie| ApakI pratipAdana zailI vartamAna navayuvakoM ko khUba AkarSita karatI hai| uttara - aMgrejI ke acche anuvAdaka nahIM milate haiM, yadi ApakI dRSTi meM koI ho to btaaiye| vaise hama bhI prayAsa kara rahe haiM / merI adhikAMza pustakoM ke anuvAda marAThI, gujarAtI, kannaDa aura tamila meM prakAzita ho hI cuke haiM, jinake zeSa haiM, unake ho rahe haiM / AgAmI bAhubalI sahasrAbdI taka aneka pustakoM ke anuvAda ukta bhASAoM meM prakAzita karane kI yojanA hai| hamAre sAhitya ko janatA ne bahuta pasanda kiyA hai| aba taka merI kRtiyoM kI 56 bhASAoM meM 8 lAkha se Upara pratiyA~ prakAzita ho cukI haiN| prazna - aba maiM vyavAhArika praznoM ko chor3akara nizcaya para prazna karanA cAhatA huuN| 1. yaha saMkhyA san 80 kI hai / abhI taka to ApakI 40 lAkha pratiyA~ prakAzita ho cukI hai|

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88 bikhare motI uttara - Apako jo pUchanA hai ni:saMkoca pUchie n| prazna - Apa loga nizcaya para to jora dete haiM, para vyavahAra kI ora se udAsIna rahate haiN| aisI eka havA ur3AyI jA rahI hai, kyA yaha saca hai ? uttara - hA~, yaha bAta to saca hai ki hama nizcaya para jora dete haiM; kyoMki mUla mukti kA mArga to nizcaya hI hai, kintu hama vyavahAra ke prati bhI udAsIna nahIM haiM, apitu samyak vyavahAra para bhI utanA hI jora dete haiM, jitanA ki nizcaya para; kyoMki nizcaya kA pratipAdaka to vyavahAra hI hai| phira Apa hI batAiye ki ye zivira, yaha vidyApITha, yaha mahAvidyAlaya, yaha sAhitya prakAzana, yaha tIrthoM kI surakSA - kyA yaha saba nizcaya hai; yaha saba vyavahAra hI to hai| subaha 5 baje se rAtri 10 baje taka pUjana-bhakti aura paThana-pAThana kA krama jo ki Apa dekha rahe haiM kyA yaha saba samyak vyavahAra nahIM hai, yadi hai to phira yaha kaise kahA jA sakatA hai ki hama vyavahAra ke prati udAsIna haiM? prazna - vartamAna meM pracalita vyAvahArika dhArmika kriyAoM meM Apako kyA koI kamI yA nyUnatA najara AtI hai ? agara AtI hai to AgamAnusAra dikhAI dene vAlI kamI kyA hai ? uttara - sabase bar3I kamI yaha haiM ki jJAna aura viveka kI kamI ke kAraNa hamArI saba dhArmika kriyAe~ bhAvazUnya aura nIrasa ho gaI haiN| bhAvazUnya kriyA kabhI bhI vAMchita phala nahIM de sktii| jaisA ki AcArya samantabhadra ne kahA hai - tasmAt kriyA pratiphalanti na bhaavshuunyaa| hama to yaha kahate haiM ki jo kucha karo samajha kara karo, vivekapUrvaka kro| prazna - Ajakala bhAvapUjA aura dravyapUjA meM sAmaMjasya nahIM hai, isa para ApakI rAya kyA hai ? antaraMga dRSTi se bhinna hone kI sambhAvanA hai na ? uttara - saMbhAvanA kyA ? bhinnatA spaSTa dikhAI detI hai n| para hameM usa bhinnatA meM na ulajhakara, jisameM matabheda kI kahIM koI guMjAiza nahIM hai - aise tattvajJAna para vizeSa jora denA cAhie, usake hI pracAra-prasAra meM apanI zakti lagAnA caahie| jaba logoM meM tattvajJAna kI pakar3a hogI to jahAM jo sudhAra

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eka inTaravyU : DaoN. hukamacanda bhArilla se 89 apekSita hogA svataH ho jaaegaa| jahA~ taka Aja ke sandarbha meM dravyapUjA aura bhAvapUjA ke sAmaMjasya kI kamI dikhAI detI hai vaha to spaSTa hai, usake sambandha meM kyA khnaa| prazna - zrI kundakundAcArya dvArA racita tirUkkurala meM kahA hai ki jo kucha bhI sIkho, saMzaya rahita sIkho, phira usI ke anusAra barto / yahA~ kucha logoM kA prabala pracAra hai ki Apa loga kevala sIkhI huI cIja ko vamana karane vAle haiM, tadanusAra calane vAle nahIM haiN| isa sambandha meM ApakA vicAra kyA hai? uttara - yaha to Apa hamAre jIvana ko najadIka se dekhakara hI nirNaya kara sakate haiN| hama apane jIvana ke sambandha meM Apase kyA kaheM? jinavANI meM varNita avratI zrAvaka (avirata samyagdRSTi) ke AcaraNa kI dRSTi se hamAre jIvana meM kyA kamI hai ? -- yaha batAiye tathA una kahane vAloM ke jIvana se bhI hamAre jIvana ko milAkara dekhie tabhI Apako vastusthiti kA samyagjJAna ho skegaa| yadi koI yaha samajhatA ho ki vItarAgatA meM dharma batAne vAle aura sarvajJatA kA svarUpa spaSTa karane vAlA vItarAgI aura sarvajJa hI honA cAhie, aura jo abhI sarvajJatA aura vItarAgatA prApta nahIM kara pAye haiM, unheM rAga meM dharma batAnA cAhie to unakI buddhi para tarasa Ane ke sivAya aura kyA ho sakatA hai? prazna - paMcendriya ke bhoga meM samyagdRSTi aura mithyAdRSTi meM antara hai; para bAhyadRSTi se donoM meM antara mAlUma nahIM kara skte| yaha ThIka hai ? uttara - samyagdRSTi aura mithyAdRSTi ke bhogoM meM sUkSmadRSTi se dekhane para jJAnI ko antara spaSTa dikhAI detA hai; para sthUladRSTi vAle ajJAnI ko antara dikhAI nahIM detaa| prazna - kyA Apa aisA mAnate hai ki vartamAna meM koI nirgrantha munidharma ko svIkAra nahIM kara sakate ? | uttara - nahIM, jaba zAstroM meM spaSTa likhA hai ki paMcamakAla ke anta taka muni-AryikA aura zrAvaka-zrAvikA hoMge to yaha kaise svIkAra kiyA jA sakatA hai ki vartamAna meM koI nirgrantha munidharma ko svIkAra nahIM kara sktaa|

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90 bikhare motI prazna - sabhI jIva nityanigoda se Aye hue haiM, aisA kahanA kyA ThIka hai? ThIka ho to sabhI jIva ekendriya se hI paMcendriya meM pahu~ce haiM, aise kahane vAle DArbina siddhAnta saca ho jAe na? saca mAnA jAya to eka samaya meM ekendriya ke sivAya anya jIvoM ke na hone kA kAla bhI honA cAhie - isakA khulAsA vivaraNa sahita cAhatA hU~ ? uttara - DArbina zArIrika vikAsa kI bAta karatA hai, para jainadharma Atmika vikAsa kI; yaha donoM meM mahAna antara hai| prazna - tamilanADu meM pracAra hetu Apako hama AmaMtrita karate haiN| yaha AkAMkSA kaba pUrNa hogI? isa prAnta ke jainoM ke lie ApakA kyA zubha saMdeza hai? uttara - jaba samaya AegA aura tamilanADu ke lie hI kyA hamArA to samasta vizva ko eka hI saMdeza hai ki apane ko jAno, pahicAno, apane meM hI jama jAo, rama jAo; kyoMki saccA sukha aura zAMti prApta karane kA ekamAtra yahI upAya hai| dAna kI yaha Avazyaka zarta hai ki jo denA hai, jitanA denA hai; vaha kama se kama utanA dene vAle ke pAsa avazya honA cAhie; anyathA degA kyA aura kahA~ se degA? para tyAga meM aisA nahIM hai| jo vastu hamAre pAsa nahIM hai, usako bhI tyAgA jA sakatA hai| use maiM prApta karane kA yatna nahIM karU~gA, sahaja meM prApta ho jAne para bhI nahIM lU~gA - isaprakAra tyAga kiyA jAtA hai / vastutaH yaha usa vastu kA tyAga nahIM, usake prati hone vAle yA sambhAvita rAga kA tyAga hai| . __ lakhapati adhika se adhika lAkha kA hI dAna de sakatA hai, para tyAga to tIna loka kI sampatti kA bhI ho sakatA hai| parigrahapariNAmavrata meM nizcita sImA taka parigraha rakhakara aura samasta parigraha kA tyAga kiyA jAtA hai / vaha sImA - jitanA apane pAsa hai, usase bhI bar3I ho sakatI hai| dharma ke dazalakSaNa, pRSTha-132

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dvitIya khaNDa sAmAjika . mahAsamiti (jainapathapradarzaka, 2 apraila, 1977 ke aMka se) bhagavAna mahAvIra ke paccIsasauveM nirvANa-mahotsava varSa ko samApta hue abhI bahuta dina nahIM hue, usakI yAda abhI tAjI hai| usakI anekAneka upalabdhiyoM meM sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa upalabdhi thI - jainektaa| kucha bhI ho, jainiyoM ke sabhI sampradAya isa avasara para eka-dUsare ke kucha na kucha najadIka avazya aaye| unakA eka sAtha uThanA-baiThanA to huA hI, sAtha hI paraspara vicAra-vinimaya bhI huaa| hama saba eka jhaMDe ke nIce khar3e . hue, eka pratIka apnaayaa| aura bhI aneka ekatA ke kAma hue| digambara jaina samAja ke stara para bhI nirvANa-mahotsava samitiyoM ke mAdhyama se eka dezavyApI vizAla saMgaThana khar3A ho gyaa| usake mAdhyama se jo aneka kArya sAre bhAratavarSa meM hue, ve to apane Apa meM mahattvapUrNa upalabdhiyA~ haiM hI, sAtha hI saMgaThana kA ho jAnA bhI eka mahAn upalabdhi hai| kyoMki kalau saMghe zaktiH ' kalayuga meM saMgaThana meM hI zakti hotI hai| samaya-samaya para digambara jaina samAja meM aneka saMgaThana bane-bigar3e, para aisA koI saMgaThana Ajataka nahIM bana pAyA ki jisakI pahu~ca bhArata kI rAjadhAnI dillI se lekara choTe-se-choTe gA~va taka ho| 'digambara bhagavAn

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92 bikhare motI mahAvIra paccIsasauvA~ nirvANa - mahotsava samiti' hI eka aisA aitihAsika saMgaThana banA hai, jisakI pahu~ca gA~va-gA~va taka hai / yaha aise hI nahIM bana gyaa| isake pIche kitanA zrama, kitanI zakti, kitanA samaya aura kitanA vyaya huA hai ? isakA anumAna lagAnA bhI sambhava nahIM hai; kyoMki yaha saba kucha sAre deza ke dvArA sampanna huA hai / yadyapi isa bAta se inkAra nahIM kiyA jA sakatA ki samAja ke sarvamAnya netA sAhU zAMtiprasAdajI jaina kA isameM sarvAdhika yogadAna hai, tathApi yaha saba eka AdamI kA kAma nahIM hai| isameM dezavAsI samasta digambara samAja kA bhAvanAtmaka evaM sakriya sahayoga rahA hai / samaya rahate samAja ne yaha anubhava kiyA ki yadi yaha saMgaThana eka bAra vighaTita ho gayA to aisA saMgaThana phira dubArA banAnA sambhava nahIM hai / yaha to eka avasara thA bhagavAna mahAvIra ke 2500veM nirvANa varSa kA ki jisameM itanI sahajatA se yaha saMgaThana bana gayA / yaha to sirpha nirvANa varSa ke lie thA, ataH samaya para vighaTita hogA hI / ataH yadi samaya rahate isa saMgaThana ko eka sthAI akhila bhAratIya saMgaThana kA rUpa de diyA jAya to digambara samAja ke lie bhagavAna mahAvIra ke paccIsasauveM nirvANa varSa kI sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa upalabdhi hogI / phalasvarUpa sampUrNa bhAratavarSa kI pramukha saMsthAoM ke pratinidhiyoM kI eka baiThaka dillI meM rakhI gaI, jisameM sAre bhAratavarSa ke do sau se adhika pratinidhi sammilita hue / sarvasammati se isa vizAla saMgaThana ko 'bhAratavarSIya digambara 'jaina mahAsamiti' ke nAma se sthAI rUpa dene kA nirNaya liyA gyaa| prasannatA kI bAta hai ki sabhI ne isakA hArdika svAgata va samarthana kiyaa| bhAratavarSIya digambara jaina saMgha, mathurA ke pradhAnamaMtrI khuzAlacandajI gorAvAlA ne samAja ke hita meM 'saMgha ko binA zarta isameM vilIna karane ke lie taiyAra haiM ' yaha ghoSaNA kI tathA isIprakAra kA bhAva pariSad ke adhyakSa bAbU mahAvIraprasAdajI ne bhI vyakta kiyaa| mahAsabhA ke adhyakSa zrI lakSmIcandajI chAbar3A ne bhI isakA svAgata kiyaa| unhoMne apanA vyaktigata hArdika samarthana kiyA tathA mahAsabhA kI kAryakAriNI meM vicAra kara zIghra nirNaya lene kA AzvAsana diyaa|

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mahAsamiti 93 yaha samAcAra sunakara sAre deza kI digambara jaina samAja meM harSa kI lahara chA gii| kintu kucha kalahapriya mahattvAkAMkSI logoM ne isake viruddha viSavamana Arambha kara diyA evaM vAtAvaraNa ko vikSubdha karane kA prayatna kiyA - to duHkhI hokara sAhU zAMtiprasAdajI ne ise sthagita karane kI ghoSaNA kara dii| zrI sAhUjI kI ghoSaNA se samAja hataprabha raha gyaa| cAroM ora se una para dabAva DAlA jAne lagA ki canda logoM ke kAraNa Apa yaha kyA kara rahe haiM ? taba phira sAhUjI ne mahAsabhA ke adhyakSa zrI lakSmIcandajI chAbar3A sahita samAja ke aneka pramukha vyaktiyoM kI salAha evaM anurodha para mahAsamiti banAne kI ghoSaNA kii| ___ mahAsamiti ke vidhivata gaThana ke lie samiti banA dI gaI hai| usake vidhAna banAne ko upasamiti bhI gaThita kara dI gaI hai| vidhAna taiyAra ho rahA hai| abhI nirvANasamitiyoM ko hI mahAsamiti ke rUpa meM parivartita kara diyA gayA hai| pradezIya samitiyoM kA gaThana Arambha ho gayA hai| uttara pradeza, rAjasthAna Adi pradezoM meM gaThita bhI karalI gaI haiN| phira eka bAra samAja meM harSa kI lahara chA gii| kintu ve hI nihita svArtha phira ho-hallA macA rahe haiN| mahAsamiti ke viruddha yatra-tatra viSavamana kara rahe haiM, prastAva pAsa kara rahe haiN| zAnti kI apIla nikAlane vAle samAja ke gaNamAnya netAoM ke viruddha bhartsanA-prastAva pAsa kara rahe haiN| unheM yAda rakhanA cAhiye ki samAja aise vighaTanakArI tattvoM ko kabhI protsAhana nahIM degaa| __ ve cAhe kitanA hI bokhalAe~ mahAsamiti to bana hI gaI hai aura vaha aba tejI se apanA kAma bhI Arambha kara rahI hai| unakI baukhalAhaTa se mahAsamiti ke kAryakalApoM para koI prabhAva par3ane vAlA nahIM hai / para jaina ekatA kA itihAsa unheM kabhI mApha nahIM kregaa| hamArA unase AgrahapUrNa anurodha hai ki ve samaya rahate ceteM, samaya kI gati ko pahicAneM / yaha yuga saMgaThana kA yuga hai| isameM vighaTanakArI tattvoM ko koI sthAna nahIM hai|

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nirmANa yA vidhvaMsa (jainapathapradarzaka, 1 maI, 1977 ke aMka se) gata eka varSa se digambara jaina samAja jisa vAtAvaraNa se gujarA hai, usameM eka bAta spaSTa rUpa se sAmane AI hai ki samAja kA bahubhAga zAMti cAhatA hai, zAMtipUrNa upAyoM se hI apanI saMskRti, sAMskRtika virAsata, tIrthoM evaM jIvanta tIrtha jinavANI kI surakSA aura samRddhi karanA cAhatA hai / sAmAjika vipannatA aura kurItiyoM ko bhI samApta kara samAja ke pratyeka vyakti ko sukhI, zikSita, sadAcArI aura sunAgarika banAnA cAhatA hai| ina saba ke lie apane-apane stara kA ciMtana bhI paryApta huA tathA racanAtmaka kAryoM kI dizA meM kadama bhI uThe haiN| tIrthoM kI surakSA ke lie bhAratavarSIya digambara jaina tIrtha kSetra kameTI ina dinoM kAphI sakriya huI hai, usane gata eka-do varSoM meM apanI nidhi ko cAlIsa lAkha ke Upara pahu~cA diyA hai| zrI kuMdakuMda kahAna digambara jaina tIrtha surakSA TrasTa ne bhI lagabhaga itanA hI rupayA jamA kiyA hai| isaprakAra digambara jaina samAja kI bahuta dinoM se calI A rahI tIrtha rakSA ke lie eka karor3a rupayA ikaTThA karane kI artha vyavasthA pUrNa hone jA rahI hai| yadi isIprakAra donoM TrasToM kI pragati calatI rahI to lagatA hai dIpAvalI ke pUrva yaha cira abhilaSita AkAMkSA pUrNa ho jaayegii| __ zAstroM kA prakAzana bhI vigata varSoM meM tejI se huA hai| prAcIna anupalabdha zAstroM kI zodha-khoja, anusaMdhAna, aprakAzita sAhitya kA prakAzana, navIna sAhitya nirmANa Adi kArya vipula mAtrA meM hue haiM / tadartha agalI yojanAyeM bhI bana rahI haiN|

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___95 nirmANa yA vidhvaMsa jainAgama ke vidyamAna vidvAnoM kA sammAna bhI kama nahIM huaa| vidvAnoM kI AgAmI pIr3hI taiyAra karane kA bhI upakrama cala rahA hai| mahAvIra TrasTa, indaura ne isa dizA meM mahattvapUrNa kadama uThAye haiM / isa dizA meM adhyayana karanevAloM ko unhoMne 200/- rupayA pratimAsa kI chAtravRtti dene kA nirNaya liyA hai| ___jayapura meM paNDita ToDaramala smAraka bhavana meM bhI isaprakAra kI vyavasthA hone jA rahI hai| jisameM bhAvI-pIr3hI ke lie suyogya vidvAna taiyAra ho skeN| mahAvIra TrasTa, indaura aura bhI aneka mahattvapUrNa kArya isa dizA meM kara rahA hai; jo anukaraNIya hai| sAhitya ke kSetra meM bhAratIya jJAnapITha kA kAma advitIya rahA hai| usane jainendra siddhAMta koza jaise grantha diye haiN| prAkRta saMskRta ke prAcIna zAstroM ko bhArI saMkhyA meM nAmamAtra ke mUlya meM jana-jana taka pahu~cAne kA jo kAma sonagar3ha kara rahA hai, vaha bhI anukaraNIya hai| sAmAjika kSetra meM digambara jaina pariSad kI sakriyatA phira bar3ha rahI hai| sarvAdhika sakriyatA bhagavAna mahAvIra kI 25 sauvIM nirvANa mahotsava samitiyoM kI rahI hai; jo aba digambara jaina mahAsamiti ke rUpa meM parivartita ho gaI haiN| jahA~ eka ora samAja ke pratyeka kSetra meM zAMtipUrNa ahiMsaka krAMti ho rahI hai; vahIM dUsarI ora kucha nihita svArtha apanI netAgirI aura paNDitAI khatare meM par3atI dekha ekadama baukhalA gaye haiM / ve ekadama ucchRkhala ho uThe haiM, na unakI vANI evaM lekhana meM saMyama rahA hai aura na AcaraNa meM / ahiMsaka vyakti nirmANa kI ora na bar3hakara vidhvaMsa kI ora mur3a gaye haiN| mandiroM meM se zAstroM ko haTAnA, jalAnA, pAnI meM DubAnA Adi vidhvaMsaka pravRttiyoM meM ulajha gaye haiN| socA thA sAmAjika netAoM, munirAjoM, vidvAnoM kI apIloM se unheM kucha sadbuddhi prApta hogI; para ve apIla nikAlanevAloM ko bhI kosane lage haiN| ghoSaNA kara rahe haiM, pratijJAyeM duharA rahe haiM ki jahA~ bhI hamArA vaza calegA jinavANI ko jalAyeMge, pAnI meM bhaayeNge| aba to ve yahA~ taka bar3ha cuke haiM ki digambara jaina samAja se samAja ke eka bahuta bar3e bhAga ko bahiSkRta karane kI ghoSaNAyeM kara rahe haiN| __unheM yaha patA nahIM hai ki yuga kitanA badala gayA hai| bahiSkAra vAlI bAteM Aja nahIM cala paaveNgii| kahIM dUsaroM kA bahiSkAra karane caleM aura svayaM hI

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96 bikhare motI bahiSkRta na ho jAveM / unheM isa para bhI vicAra kara lenA caahie| ve loga pahile apanA AcaraNa to dekheM, apane baccoM kA AcaraNa to dekheM / pahile unakA hI bahiSkAra kara leM taba dUsaroM kA bahiSkAra karane kI soceM / maiM unase pUchanA cAhatA hU~ ki unhoMne Aja taka kisI kA saMskAra bhI kiyA hai, kisI ekAdha ko digambara jaina bhI banAyA yA digambara jainoM ko gaira digambara jaina banAne kA kAma hI apane mAthe rakhA hai| jarA isa bAta para bhI gaura kara leM ki kahIM ve dharma kI rakSA ke nAma para usakA vinAza karane para to nahIM tule haiN| unhoMne kabhI ye bhI socA hai ki unheM ye adhikAra diyA kisane hai ? ye svayaMbhU netA digambaroM ke bhAgyavidhAtA kaise bana gaye haiM ? inakA jIvana isI meM nikalA hai| ye vahI loga haiM jo kabhI varNIjI kA kamaNDalu chInane kI bAta karate the| bra. zItalaprasAdajI kA bahiSkAra karane para tule the| para kyA kara pAye varNIjI kA ? kyA kara pAye bra. zItalaprasAdajI kA ? samAja meM naye-naye jhagar3e khar3e karane ke atirikta aura unhoMne kiyA hI kyA hai ? jaba ve usa samaya hI kucha nahIM kara pAye taba Aja to samAja kAphI jAgRta ho gayA hai| Aja ke jAgRta samAja ko do meM se eka ko cunanA hai nirmANa yA vidhvaMsa | hameM pUrA-pUrA vizvAsa hai ki Aja kA jAgRta samAja nirmANa ko cunegA, vidhvaMsa ko nahIM / yadi Apako koI takalIpha hai to unase sastA sAhitya prakAzita kIjie, use kama se kama mUlya meM ghara-ghara pahu~cAiye, jalAne aura DubAne kA nakArAtmaka mArga chor3iye / apane bhASaNoM meM akhabAroM meM gAlI galoca evaM vighaTanakArI bAtoM ko chor3akara tattva kI bAteM samajhAiye, saMgaThana ko bala diijie| dUsare kI khIMcI lakIra choTI karane ke lie use miTAiye nahIM, balki usake bagala meM bar3I lakIreM khIMciye / samAja kI zAMti ke khAtira, jinadharma kI prabhAvanA ke khAtira inase sAnurodha Agraha hai ki ekabAra apane kRtyoM para vicAra kareM, samAja ke sarvamAnya netAoM kI mArmika apIla para hRdaya se amala kreN| anAvazyaka garma jozI meM aisA koI prayAsa na kareM ki jo samAja ko vighaTana kI ora le jaave| vidhvaMsa se virata ho apanI zakti aura zrama ko nirmANa meM lagAveM /

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3 yadi jor3a nahIM sakate to ( jainapathapradarzaka, 16 maI, 1977 ke aMka se ) ...... bhagavAna mahAvIra ke 2500 veM nirvANa varSa meM jo sAmAjika ekatA kA vAtAvaraNa vanA thA, vaha nirvANa mahotsava samitiyoM ke samApana samAroha taka bhI kAyama nahIM raha skaa| gujarAta samiti kA samApana samAroha to abhI 22-5-77 ko prA~tija meM hone jA rahA hai| kintu rAjasthAna samiti kA samApana samAroha jaba 6-7 mAha pUrva jayapura meM sampanna huA thA; taba to sAmajika vAtAvaraNa uttejanA ke carama bindu para thA / gohATI - nainavAM kI ghaTanAeM ekadama tAjI thIM / jinavANI ke apamAna aura jalapravAha kI ghaTanAoM ne samAja ko Andolita kara diyA thA / usa avasara para AdaraNIya sAhUjI ne jo udgAra vyakta kiye the; ve udgAra mAtra unake nahIM, varan sampUrNa samAja ke the / usake bAda usIprakAra ke udgAra unhoMne hastinApura ke mele meM eka lAkha janatA ke bIca bhI vyakta kiye the / eka mArmika apIla bhI samAja ke nAma aneka gaNamAnya vyaktiyoM ke hastAkSaroM sahita nikAlI gaI thii| sunA hai usakA DrAphTiMga svayaM sAhUjI ne kiyA thA / usakA asara samAja para bahuta acchA huaa| samAja meM sarvatra zAnti kA vAtAvaraNa chA gyaa| sarvatra jinavANI ke apamAna karane kI nindA huI, sabhI dvArA isa duSkRtya kI bhartsanA kI gii| yadyapi sampUrNa samAja ukta ghaTanAoM se duHkhI thA aura sAhUjI evaM samAja ke anya pramukha vyaktiyoM, munirAjoM, vidvAnoM kI apIla para zAnti banAye rakhI gaI thI; tathApi kucha kalahapriya loga kucha-na-kucha karate hI rahe / apIla nikAlane vAloM kI nindA karate rahe, una para taraha-taraha ke iljAma lagAte rahe /

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98 bikhare motI phira bhI jaba samAja para unakA koI prabhAva nahIM par3A to unhoMne eka sammelana bulAkara pahile to sAhUjI sahita sabhI gaNamAnya vyaktiyoM kI khUba bhartsanA kI, mahAsamiti kA bharapUra virodha kiyA, sonagar3ha ko mana-mAnA bhalA-burA kahA aura anta meM zAMti kA DhoMga karate hue tIna mAha kA noTisa de ddaalaa| unake anusAra aba noTisa avadhi samApta ho gaI aura aba ve unheM va unake lAkhoM anuyAyiyoM ko gaira digambara ghoSita karane kI yojanAyeM banA rahe haiN| ve kitane saphala hoMge, yaha to bhaviSya hI batAyegA / para zAntipriya ekatAkAMkSI samAja ke lie yaha saba bAteM cintA kA viSaya avazya bana rahI haiN| kAnajI svAmI aura unake lAkhoM anuyAyI zuddhAmnAya ke anusAra pUjApATha Adi karate haiM, kSetrapAla padmAvatI Adi devI-devatAoM ko nahIM mAnate haiN| unake dvArA nirmita sabhI maMdiroM meM zuddhAmnAya ke anusAra hI pravRtti hotI yaha saba digambara samAja ke terApaMtha AmnAya ke anukUla hai; varNIjI bhI terApaMtha AmnAya ke poSaka the| hai - yahI kAraNa hai ki vizeSakara bIsapaMthiyoM dvArA unakA virodha kiyA jAtA hai / varNIjI kA virodha bhI isI kAraNa thA / varNIjI terApaMtha AmnAya ke gar3ha bundelakhaNDa ke hI hone se inakI dAla vahA~ nahIM galI / yadyapi svAmIjI kA bhI bundelakhaNDa meM nirbAdha praveza hai; tathApi svAmIjI sudUravartI saurASTravAsI hone se unakI pakar3a bundelakhaNDa para utanI nahIM hai; jitanI varNIjI kI thii| isakA lAbha uThAkara kucha bIsapaMthI vidvAnoM aura munirAjoM kA prayatna bundelakhaNDa meM bIsapaMtha ke pracAra kA ho rahA hai, kucha terApaMthI vidvAna bhI vyaktigata svArthoM ke kAraNa unake sAtha ho gaye haiM 1 gata varSoM se ghaTita kucha ghaTanAoM ne isako ekadama ujAgara kara diyA hai / samasta terApaMthI samAja ke samAna svAmIjI bhI zithilAcAra ko svIkAra nahIM krte| eka kAraNa yaha bhI bana rahA unake virodha kA / svAmIjI ke kAraNa terApaMtha ko abhUtapUrva bala milA hai, isa kAraNa bhI bIsapaMthI unakA virodha kara rahe haiM /

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yadi jor3a nahIM sakate to 99 ina saba sthitiyoM ke kAraNa ekabAra phira terApaMtha bIsapaMtha kA jhagar3A sira uThA rahA hai, jo samAja ke hita meM bilakula ThIka nahIM hai| sArI samAja kA hita isI meM hai ki jahA~ jo pUjana-paddhati cala rahI hai, usI ko calane deN| anyathA samAja ke vighaTana kA bhaya hai / sabhI logoM se merA vinamra anurodha hai ki svAmIjI evaM unake anuyAyiyoM ke viruddha kucha bhI karane ke pUrva ekabAra gaMbhIratA se vicAra kareM ki yadi hama digambara dharma meM kisI ko jor3a nahIM sakate to kama se kama tor3ane kA yatna to na kareM / yaha kaisI vicitra viDambanA hai ki kundakundAcArya jisa digambara paramparA ke sarvazreSTha AcArya mAne jAte haiM / pratyeka digambara jaina zAstra par3hane ke pUrva jina kundakundAcArya ko bhagavAna mahAvIra aura gautama gaNadhara ke sAtha pratidina smaraNa karate haiM / usI digambara paramparA ke kucha tathAkathita saMrakSaka kundakundAcArya ke paramabhakta, kundakunda kI vANI ko jana-jana taka pahu~cAne vAle, kundakunda vANI se prabhAvita hokara kula, jAti, pratiSThA, samudAya Adi saba kucha balidAna karane vAle kundakunda ke sabase bar3e anuyAyI ko apane kSudra svArthoM kI pUrti hetu gaira digambara ghoSita karane kI bacakAnA harakateM kara rahe haiM / mahAtmA gAMdhI ke durbhAgyapUrNa anta para DaoN. rAdhAkRSNana ne likhA thA * ki - " eka sabase bar3A hindU hindutva kI rakSA ke nAma para eka hindU dvArA hI mArA gayA / " kAnajI svAmI ko gaira digambara ghoSita karane kI soca vAloM ko ekabAra gambhIratA se socanA cAhie ki ekabAra phira kisI rAdhAkRSNan ko yaha na likhanA par3e ki kundakundAcArya ke sabase bar3e bhakta ko kundakundAcArya ke tathAkathita bhaktoM dvArA kundakunda kI rakSA ke nAma para gaira digambaraM ghoSita kiyA gayA / I yadyapi isa ghoSaNA se svAmIjI para koI asara par3ane vAlA nahIM hai / samasta digambara samAja para bhI isakA koI vizeSa prabhAva par3ane vAlA nahIM hai; tathApi yadi yaha durghaTanA ghaTita huI to digambara jaina samAja kA mAthA nIcA avazya

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100 bikhare motI hogA, usake nAma para eka kalaMka avazya lgegaa| sArA jagata aura itihAsa isa bAta kA ullekha eka kalaMka ke rUpa meM smaraNa kie binA nahIM rhegaa| jinavANI ke jalapravAha aura apamAna kI ghaTanAoM ke kAraNa bhI digambara jaina samAja evaM isake karanevAle, ukasAne vAle tathAkathita dharmAtmAoM ko nIcA hI dekhanA par3A hai| isa tUphAna meM bhI udvelita na honevAle svAmIjI kA prabhAva bar3hA hI hai, ghaTA nhiiN| merA pUrA-pUrA vizvAsa hai, yadi aisA kucha huA to yaha saba digambara jaina samAja ko svAmIjI ke prati aura adhika AkarSita karegA, unase virata nhiiN| __ jinavANI ko jalapravAha karanevAloM ne kucha khoyA hI hai, pAyA nhiiN| unhoMne apanI pratiSThA ko ghaTAyA hI hai, bar3hAyA nhiiN| thUbonajI Adi sthAnoM para huI ghaTanAoM se yaha spaSTa sAbita ho gayA hai| samajhadAra ko izArA kAphI hotA hai| LIXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX : Arambha meM jaba satya bAta kA virodha hotA hai to kucha samaya ko aisA lagane lagatA hai ki yaha bAta adhika calegI nahIM, daba jaavegii| tIvratama virodha ke kAraNa jaba satya ke pracAra kI gatividhiyA~ kucha daba-sI jAtI haiM yA kucha dinoM ko banda ho jAtI haiM to yaha bhI lagane lagatA hai ki yaha bAta samApta ho gaI hai, aba isake ubharane kA koI avasara nhiiN| ___para yaha saba sthiti kSaNika hotI hai| vastutaH hotA to yaha hai ki dabAne se satya apanI zakti aura santulita taiyArI ke sAtha tejI se ubharatA hai; isalie to kahA jAtA hai ki virodha pracAra kI kuMjI hai| __ vastuta: virodha se hotA yaha hai ki vaha bAta virodhiyoM ke mAdhyama se una logoM taka bhI pahu~ca jAtI hai, jisake pAsa pracArakoM ke mAdhyama - se pahu~canA sambhava nahIM hotA; kyoMki jahA~ pracArakoM ke praveza va pahu~ca nahIM hotI, vahA~ virodhiyoM kI hotI hai| - satya kI khoja,pRSTha 138 XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

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aura aba pUjya samantabhadra mahArAja bhI ... ! (jainapathapradarzaka, 1 sitambara, 1977 ke aMka se) bhagavAna mahAvIra ke 2500veM nirvANa mahotsava se samAja meM eka jAgRti evaM ekatA kI lahara utpanna ho gaI thI, vaha vartamAna meM bhI cala rahI hai| yadyapi nirvANa mahotsava samiti ke samApana ke sAtha-sAtha vaha lahara kucha dhImI avazya par3I hai, para lupta nahIM huii| digambara jaina mahAsamiti ke gaThana aura sakriyatA se vaha phira se navajIvana prApta kara rahI hai / gA~va-gA~va meM mahAsamiti kI zAkhAyeM gaThita ho rahI haiN| jisa gati se isakA vistAra cala rahA hai aura sampUrNa samAja kA isako jaisA sahayoga prApta ho rahA hai, usako dekhate hue lagatA hai ki thor3e hI dinoM meM digambara jaina mahAsamiti digambara jaina samAja kI ekamAtra pratinidhi saMsthA hogii| yadyapi digambara jaina mahAsamiti kA samAja meM sarvatra svAgata huA hai aura samAja kA pUrA-pUrA sahayoga use prApta ho rahA hai; tathApi kucha ahaMmanya kalahapriya loga isako kosane meM lage hue haiN| ye vahI loga haiM, jinhoMne hamezA hI acche kAmoM kA virodha kiyA hai| inakA jIvana hI virodha meM gayA hai| inakA kahanA hai ki jaba samAja meM pahile se hI aneka sabhA aura samitiyA~ haiM to isakI kyA AvazyakatA hai| isI bAta ko lekara ye loga zrI kundakunda kahAna digambara jaina tIrtha surakSA TrasTa kA bhI virodha kara rahe haiN| kahate haiM ki jaba eka tIrthakSetra kameTI hai to isakI kyA AvazyakatA thI? maiM ina logoM se pUchanA cAhatA hU~ ki jaba vidvAnoM kI eka pratinidhi saMsthA vidvat pariSad thI to phira zAstrI pariSad kI kyA AvazyakatA

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102 bikhare motI thI? jaba digambara jaina mahAsabhA thI to phira siddhAnta saMrakSaNI kI kyA AvazyakatA thI? jaba eka bambaI kA parIkSA borDa thA to phira mahAsabhA parIkSA borDa kI kyA AvazyakatA thI? jaba jainagajaTa thA to phira jainadarzana kI kyA AvazyakatA thI? ___ kyA vidvAnoM kI eka saMsthA paryApta na thI? kyA mahAsabhA siddhAnta kA saMrakSaNa nahIM kara sakatI thI? kyA bambaI parIkSA borDa parIkSAe~ nahIM le sakatA thA, jo mahAsabhA parIkSA borDa kI AvazyakatA huI? Aja mahAsabhA apane parIkSA borDa ko calA bhI nahIM sakatI, jo mahAvIra TrasTa se isake lie sahAyatA mA~gatI hai| kintu jaba pariSad parIkSA borDa banA to bhI ho hallA huaa| vItarAga-vijJAna vidyApITha parIkSA borDa banA to bhI virodha kiyA gyaa| jabaki Aja pariSad aura vItarAga-vijJAna parIkSA borDa ke pAsa lagabhaga bIsa-bIsa hajAra chAtra haiM aura apane ko sarvAdhika prAcIna kahane vAle parIkSA borDa mRtaprAyaH ho rahe haiN| ho hallA karane vAlI naI-naI yuvA pariSadeM bana rahI haiM - inakA virodha nahIM, zAMti se Thosa kAma karane vAlI saMsthAoM kA virodha kiyA jA rahA hai| virodha yadi viveka kI sImA meM rahatA taba bhI ThIka thA, jisa vyakti ne satya aura zAnti pakSa kA niSpakSa bhAva se samarthana kiyA, sahayoga kiyA; ina svayaMbhU netAoM ne unheM bhI kosanA Arambha kara diyaa| una para sarAsara jhUThe galata iljAma lagAnA Arambha kara diye, abhI taka to ye loga nirIha vidvAnoM para hI 'paisA bola rahA' jaise Aropa lagAte the, para aba inake hoMsale kAphI bar3ha gaye haiN| sara seTha sAhaba bhAgacaMdajI sonI ne zAnti kI apIla para hastAkSara kara diye to loga una para bhI Aropa lagAne lage ki ve bhI paisoM meM bika gaye haiN| samAja ke sarvamAnya netA sAhUjI para bhI ina logoM ne bharapUra kIcar3a uchaalii| unakA bhI ekamAtra aparAdha jinavANI ke apamAna ke viruddha apIla para hastAkSara karanA mAtra thaa| jaba dakSiNa bhArata ke sarvamAnya netA prasiddha udyogapati evaM tIrthakSetra kameTI ke adhyakSa seTha lAlacanda hIrAcandajI ne donoM surakSA kameTiyoM ke sahayoga kI bAta kahI to unheM bhI ina logoM ne sonagar3hI ghoSita kara diyaa|

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aura aba pUjya samantabhadra mahArAja bhI ........ 103 bAta yahA~ taka rahatI to ThIka thI, para mahAna vidvAna evaM vayovRddha pUjya munirAja zrI samantabhadra mahArAja ne bhI jaba surakSA TrasTa se sahayoga kI bAta kahI aura kahA ki merI preraNA se hI yaha TrasTa banA hai to ye loga una para bhI garhita Aropa lagAne se nahIM cuuke| ___ bAta sira se Upara jA rahI hai| samAja ko isa para gambhIratA se vicAra karanA caahie| apane ko sArvabhauma sattA ke dhanI samajhanevAle ye loga abhI to naye digambaroM ko hI gaira digambara ghoSita karane kI kalpanAyeM karate the, phira unake anuyAyI janmajAta digambaroM ko bhI bahiSkRta karane kI socane lage the; kintu aba to nagna digambaroM ko bhI nahIM chor3a rahe haiN| ___ inakI bAtoM kA koI ThikAnA bhI to nahIM hai| eka ora likhate haiM ki ye sonagar3hiyA zAdI-vivAha bhI apane pakSavAloM se hI karate haiM aura isa taraha samAja meM phUTa DAla rahe haiN| dUsarI ora svayaM samAja se apIla karate haiM ki inase beTI-vyavahAra na kro| eka ora kahate haiM ki inheM hamane ukhAr3a diyA, aba inheM koI pAnI denevAlA bhI nahIM hai; para dUsarI ora cillAte haiM ki ye chAte jA rahe haiM; patA nahIM kyA sahI hai? eka ora likhate haiM lalitapura yA anya jagaha aba inheM koI pUchane vAlA nahIM; dUsarI ora likhate haiM ki lAkhoM rupayA vahA~ kI samAja se le gye| yadi koI pUchane vAlA nahIM to lAkhoM kahA~ se le gaye, kaise le gaye? yadi lAkhoM samAja ne diye to spaSTa hai ki samAja unake sAtha hai| eka ora likhate haiM ki inake vidvAna Ate haiM to kucha lete nahIM, balki kucha de jAte haiN| dUsarI ora likhate haiM bika gaye haiN| samajha meM nahIM AtA kyA sahI hai? pAgala jaisI bAteM karate haiN| para aba samAja inakI saba bAteM samajhane lagI hai| ata: inheM khar3e hone ko kahIM sthAna nahIM haiN| eka varSa se bhopAla, vidizA, khuraI Adi sthAnoM para kAryakramoM kI ghoSaNA karate A rahe haiM; para kahIM kAryakrama kara nahIM paaye| kareM kaise? inheM vyaktigata hajAroM rupayA caahie| samAja ko ekabAra dhokhA diyA jA sakatA hai, bAra-bAra nhiiN| kATha kI hA~DI

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104 bikhare motI ekabAra car3hatI hai, bAra-bAra nhiiN| ataH aba cir3hakara terahapaMtha-bIsapaMtha kA jhagar3A khar3A karane kI soca rahe haiM / likhate haiM kundakunda kahAna TrasTa terApaMthiyoM kA hai| bhAIsAhaba kala taka to isa TrasTa vAloM ko digambara mAnane ko bhI taiyAra nahIM the| aba ye terApaMthI kaise ho gaye? ___ kaise bhI ho, inheM to kucha-na-kucha cAhie, para aba samAja itanA bholA nahIM rahA jo inake bahakAve meM itanI saralatA se A ske| ___ merA samAja se anurodha hai ki inake bahakAve meM na aaveN| ina logoM se bhI Agraha hai ki aba ye bhI vighaTanakArI pravRttiyoM se virAma le leN| inakA bhalA bhI isI meM hai| AtmA ke ananta guNoM meM sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa guNa zraddhA hai| zeSa samasta guNa to zraddhA kA anusaraNa karate haiM / eka prakAra se ruci zraddhA kA hI dUsarA nAma hai| parapadArthoM se bhinna apanI AtmA kI ruci hI samyak-zraddhA hai aura nijAtmA se bhinna parapadArthoM kI ruci hI mithyaashrddhaa| bala ruci kA anusaraNa karatA hai; ataH bala vahIM par3atA hai, jahA~ ruci hotI hai / ananta guNoM kA bala usI dizA meM kArya karatA hai, jahA~ ruci ho| yahI kAraNa hai ki AtmarucivAna vyakti AtmonmukhI ho jAtA hai aura pararucivAlA pronmukhiiN| jisake prati zraddhA hotI hai, use vyakti apanA sarvasva samarpaNa karane ke lie taiyAra ho jAtA hai| yadi vaha apane meM huI to apane lie aura para meM huI to para ke lie sarvasva luTA denA hI usakI vRtti hai| AtmazraddhAna hI samyak zraddhAna hai aura samyak zraddhAna samasta duHkhoM se mukti pAne kA sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa sopAna hai| yaha mukti-mahala kI prathama sIr3hI hai; isake binA jJAna aura cAritra bhI sacce nahIM ho skte| ___satya kI khoja, pRSTha 54

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svayaM bahiSkRta ( jainapathapradarzaka, 1 pharavarI, 1978 ke aMka se ) AcAryoM aura munirAjoM ke nAma para tathAkathita paNDitoM dvArA pracArita AtmaghAtI Adeza kI vAstavikatA samaya ke sAtha-sAtha spaSTa hotI jA rahI hai| kahA jAtA hai ki jinake nAma se yaha Adeza nikAlA gayA hai, unase samparka karane para patA calA hai ki unheM isake bAre meM pUrI taraha patA hI nahIM hai ? jaba unase pUchA gayA ki Apane koI Adeza nikAlA hai, taba unhoMne tatkAla kahA ki bhaiyA hama Adeza nikAlane vAle kauna hote haiN| sAdhuoM kA to upadeza hotA hai, Adeza nhiiN| para jaba unheM batAyA gayA ki Apake nAma se aisA aisA Adeza pracArita huA hai, taba vaha kahane lage - - "hA~, kucha samaya pUrva kucha paNDita Aye the / ve kaha rahe the ki sonagar3ha vAle munirAjoM kI bahuta nindA karate haiM, pArzvanAtha bhagavAna kI mUrti pAnI meM DAlate haiM, nayA pantha calA rahe haiM, unake viruddha AcArya mahArAja ne Adeza nikAlA hai / hamane kahA ThIka hai| jaba unhoMne kahA Apa bhI sahamata haiM na, to hamane kahA AcArya mahArAja ne jo kiyA, usase asahamata hone kA hamArA adhikAra hI kyA hai|' " Apane usa Adeza para hastAkSara kiye the kyA? yaha pUchane para unhoMne kahA Adeza ke kAgaja 44 "kAhe ke hastAkSara, kisa para" ? jaba kahA gayA para" / " kAgaja thA hI kahA~, maukhika bAta thI / " jinake nAma se Adeza prasArita hai, unameM se adhikAMza ke isI ke Asa pAsa uttara the| --

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106 bikhare motI ukta bAta para vicAra karane se spaSTa pratIta hotA hai ki jaisA ki pichale dinoM akhabAroM meM jo bAra-bAra AzaMkA pragaTa kI jA rahI thI, vaha saca hai| samAcAra-patroM meM Adeza ke bAre meM prazna uThAye gaye the ki kyA Adeza nikAlane ke pUrva una AcAryoM evaM munirAjoM ne, jinake nAma se Adeza hai, milakara kahIM vicAra-vimarza kiyA thA kyA? kyA unhoMne kisI Adeza ko svayaM likhA thA yA kisI bane banAe DrAphTa para hastAkSara kiye the| ina sabakA ekamAtra uttara AtA hai ki 'nhiiN'| na to kahIM mila-baiThakara vicAra-vimarza hI huA hai aura kisI munirAja dvArA svayaM koI DrAphTa banAye jAne kI bAta to bahuta dUra, dekhA bhI nahIM gyaa| hastAkSara bhI nahIM kiye gaye haiN| yadi isameM koI bAta galata hai to hamArA una tathAkathita paNDitoM se Agraha hai ki ve usa hastAkSara sahita Adeza kA blAka prakAzita kreN| jaba jinavANI ke jalapravAha ke viruddha samAja ke pramukha vyaktiyoM ne mArmika apIla prakAzita kI thI, taba usakA maya hastAkSaroM sahita blAka prakAzita kiyA gayA thaa| taba bhI ina tathAkathita paNDitoM ne usakI pramANikatA meM saMdeha prakaTa kiye the| aba dekhate haiM ki apanI bAta sahI siddha karane ke lie usa Adeza ko AcAryoM aura munirAjoM ke blAka sahita prakAzita karate haiM yA nhiiN| . isameM eka sambhAvanA yaha bhI hai ki ve aba hastAkSara karAleM / para hameM satya mahAvrata dhArI munirAjoM para itanA bharosA hai ki unake nAma se pracArita Adeza para ve aba hastAkSara nahIM kreNge| yadi karanA hI hai to apane satyamahAvrata ko dhyAna meM rakhakara hastAkSara karate samaya apane hAtha se usapara tArIkha bhI ddaaleNge| isa saMdarbha meM vicAraNIya bAta yaha hai ki - (1) kyA itane mahattvapUrNa Adeza, jisapara aneka AcAryoM aura munirAjoM ke nAma die haiM, nikAlane ke pUrva vivekI AcAryoM evaM munirAjoM ne paraspara vicAra-vimarza kI AvazyakatA hI anubhava nahIM kii|

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svayaM bahiSkRta 107 __ (2) itane mahattvapUrNa Adeza kI pramANikatA ke lie kyA hastAkSara bhI Avazyaka nahIM samajhe gaye? yaha to zAha Ayoga kI gavAhiyoM jaisA kAma hai ki hara AdamI apane aparAdha ke lie indirA gAMdhI kA nAma lie jAtA hai aura pramANa mAMgane para kahatA hai ki unake saciva ne maukhika Adeza diye the| Aja bhI jAkara Apa pUcha sakate haiM una AcAryoM aura munirAjoM se, jinhoMne hastAkSara kiye haiN| unheM DhaMga se patA hI nahIM hai ki unake AdezoM meM kyA kyA likhA hai? kyA itane bar3e Adeza nikAlakara koI bhUla sakatA hai, jina para samAja kA bhaviSya nirbhara ho| aba yadi ina AdezoM kI saccAI para bharosA bhI kara liyA jAe to prazna uThatA hai ki kyA AcAryoM kA Adeza sAmAnya gRhasthoM para bhI calatA hai yA akele unase dIkSita ziSyagaNoM para hii| yadi saMgha para hI calatA hai, gRhasthoM para nahIM; to ve aisA spaSTa Adeza kaise de sakate haiM ki "tIrthakSetra kameTI ke adhyakSa ko hama Adeza dete haiM ki...... kyA yaha bhASA vItarAgI digambara munirAjoM kI ho sakatI hai? yadi gRhasthoM para bhI unakA Adeza calatA hai to phira ekabAra apane saMgha meM sthita yA ekalavihArI una dIkSita ziSyoM ko hI apane anuzAsana meM rakha leM, jinake zithilAcAra se samAja meM munidharma badanAma ho rahA hai| phira gRhasthoM ko Adeza nikaaleN| . ___ yadi sAdhuoM ne Adeza nahIM mAnA to ve saMgha se niSkAsana, dIkSAbhaMga Adi daMDa de sakate haiM, yadi gRhasthoM ne nahIM mAnA to kyA kareMge? yaha bhI btaayeN| pulisa to unake pAsa hai nhiiN| ho bhI to kyA samatAdhArI munirAja ina cakkaroM meM par3eMge? phira eka prazna yaha bhI hai ki gRhastha dIkSita to haiM nahIM ki una para eka hI AcArya yA munirAja kA Adeza cle| eka AcArya Adeza dete haiM ki kundakunda kahAna TrasTa ko sahayoga mata karo, dUsare kahate haiM sahayoga karo, phira gRhastha kyA kareMge?

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108 bikhare motI huA bhI yahI, jahA~ eka ora AcAryoM ke nAma para paMDitoM ne Adeza nikAle / tatkAla upAdhyAya muni zrI vidyAnandajI ne samAja ko aisA nahIM karane ke lie sAvadhAna kara diyA aura kahA bahiSkAra karanevAle svayaM bahiSkRta ho jaaveNge| AcArya vidyAsAgarajI evaM samantabhadrajI mahArAja ke bhI isI prakAra ke bhAva prasArita hue| aba kyA kare samAja ? kina AcAryoM kA Adeza mAne ? samajhadAra samAja ne zAntikAraka AdezoM ko svIkAra kiyA aura ekabAra phira nihita svArthiyoM kA SaDyaMtra viphala ho gayA / pUjya AcAryoM aura munirAjoM se hamArA sAnurodha nivedana hai ki ve ina tathAkathita kalahapriya paNDitoM ke bahakAve meM na AveM, anyathA ve apane samAna ApakI pratiSThA ko bhI dhUla dhUsarita kare binA nahIM chodd'eNge| eka atyanta vRddha mahApaNDita upAdhyAya zrI vidyAnandajI ko likhate haiM, vaha bhI sIdhe nahIM akhabAroM ke mAdhyama se ki merA jIvana thor3A hai, maiM cAhatA hU~ ki marane se pUrva sonagar3ha paMtha ko barbAda hote dekha skuuN| vivekI (lekhaka) cAhatA hai ki ve zatAyu hoM aura apane A~khoM ke sAmane sonagar3havAloM dvArA kie jA rahe vAstavika tattvapracAra ko phalatA-phUlatA dekheM / isIprakAra kI ghaTanA mahAsabhA kI mITiMga meM bhI huI sunI gii| mahAsamiti kI mITiMga ke avasara para dillI meM joroM se carcA thI ki mahAsabhA ke variSTha evaM atyanta mahattvapUrNa sadasyoM ne ukta Adeza ke samarthaka prastAva kA DaTakara virodha kiyA / unakI upasthiti taka vaha prastAva pAsa bhI nahIM ho sakA; kintu jaba ve cale Aye to kucha logoM ne ukta prastAva pAsa kara liyaa| jaba unheM patA calA to unhoMne likhA ki Apane yaha acchA nahIM kiyaa| yadi hamArA nAma isake sAtha jor3A to ve samAja meM usakA apavAda nikAla deNge| majabUrana mahAsabhA kA patra to isa bAta ko chipA nahIM sakA, usane to likhA ki yaha prastAva unake cale jAne ke bAda pAsa huA, likhA isa tarakIba se ki jana sAdhAraNa yaha na samajha sake ki unakA isase virodha thA / anya patroM ne to yaha bhI aupacAritA nahIM dikhaaii|

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svayaM bahiSkRta 109 samAja ne tathAkathita Adeza ko asvIkAra kara hI diyA hai; para sunA hai ki ukta prastAva ke nAma para tathAkathita paNDita do-cAra sthAnoM para jinavANI kA apamAna, azAnti evaM upadrava karAne kI soca rahe haiM, karA bhI sakate haiM / zAntipriya sthAnIya samAja unase apane stara para nibaTa legI / phira bhI samasta samAja ko inase sAvadhAna rahanA caahie| eka prazna samAja meM yaha bhI joroM se uTha rahA hai ki kyoM nahIM ina kalahapriya tattvoM kA samAja dvArA bahiSkAra kara diyA jAtA / para merA zAntipriya samAja se Agraha hai ki ye apanI karatUtoM se svayaM hI bahiSkRta se ho gaye haiN| inakA bahiSkAra karanA mare ko mAranA hai / isa pApa se samAja virata hI rahe, to acchA hai| cora aura DAkU sirpha dhana lUTate haiM, usase bhI bar3e aparAdhI jana lUTate haiM; tana lUTate haiN| para zraddhA ke luTere dhana-jana-tana to lUTate hI haiM, sAtha meM jIvana bhI lUTa le jAte haiM / ataH yaha satya hI hai ki zraddhA kA luTerA sabase bar3A luTerA hai / catura luTerA yaha acchI taraha jAnatA hai ki zraddhA ko lUTe binA kisI ko pUrA nahIM lUTA jA sktaa| zraddhA lUTane ke liye bahuta kucha karanA hotA hai| ajJAnI hote hue bhI jJAna kA, atyAgI hote hue bhI tyAga kA, sabakucha rakha kara bhI kucha na rakhane kA, saba-kucha karate hue bhI kucha na karane kA pradarzana karanA par3atA hai; kyoMki inake binA kisI kI bhI zraddhA ko lUTanA saMbhava nahIM hai / dharma ke nAma para DhoMga ke pracalana kA mUla kendrabindu yahI hai / satya kI khoja, pRSTha 54-55 jabataka sahaja zraddhAlu nArI jAti zikSita nahIM hogI, use DhoMgI sAdhuoM aura dhUrta mahAtmAoM se bacAnA asambhava nahIM to kaThina avazya hai / satya kI khoja, pRSTha 62

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jAgRta samAja (jainapathapradarzaka, 1 jUna, 1978 ke aMka se) apane ko par3hA-likhA aura hoziyAra kahane vAlA ucca varga bhAratIya janatA ko bhale hI azikSita nAsamajha kahatA rahe, para samajhadAra bhAratIya janatA ne san 1977 meM cupacApa jo janakrAMti karake dikhA dI, usase apanI samayAnukUla samajhadArI kA pramANa prastuta kara diyA hai| usane batA diyA hai ki bhAratIya janatA jAgRta hai, use bahakAyA nahIM jA sktaa| Ajamagar3ha meM janatA sarakAra ko jhaTakA dekara ekabAra phira usane batA diyA hai ki use usake hita meM kAma kiye binA bahuta dinoM taka phusalAyA nahIM jA sktaa| usIprakAra digambara jaina samAja ke tathAkathita samajhadAra loga bhale hI. samajhate raheM ki digambara jaina samAja bholI hai, nAsamajha hai, use apane svArtha kI siddhi ke liye cAhe jaisA bahakAyA-phusalAyA jA sakatA hai; kintu digambara jaina samAja ne tIrthakSetra kameTI ke cunAva meM yaha sAbita kara diyA hai * ki vaha kalahapriya logoM ke hAtha kA khilaunA nahIM bana sktii| usane kalahapriya paNDitoM ke caMgula meM phaMse mahAmaMtrI ko jo karArI hAra dI hai, usane yaha sAbita kara diyA hai ki samAja vighaTanakArI pravRttiyoM ko bilkula pasaMda nahIM karatI hai| prasannatA hai ki yaha bAta parAjita mahAmaMtrI ne bhI anubhava kara lI hai| jaisA ki unheM bAda meM vyaktigata carcAoM meM kahate bhI sunA gayA; para jabataka bAta unakI samajha meM AI, tabataka samaya hAtha se nikala cukA thaa| vastutaH ve isa yogya the bhI nahIM ki itanI mahAna saMsthA ke mahAmaMtrI pada ko saMbhAla sakeM / unheM yaha pada acAnaka hI prApta ho gayA thA; jise ve saMbhAla

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111 jAgRta samAja nahIM paaye| jisa terApaMthI samAja se tIrthakSetra kameTI ko lAkhoM rupayA prApta huA hai, jisa bundelakhaNDa meM terApaMthI samAja hI basatA hai; usakI yAtrA meM jagahajagaha ve kahate phire ki kundakunda kahAna digambara jaina tIrtha surakSA TrasTa meM sabhI terApaMthI haiM, vaha terApaMthiyoM kI saMsthA hai aura tIrthakSetra kameTI bIsapaMthiyoM kI; Adi na jAne kitanI Ula-jalUla bAteM kii| ___ eka to ve svayaM isa yogya the nahIM, dUsare kalahapriya paNDitoM ke bahakAve meM Akara samAja ko vighaTita karane vAlI pravRttiyoM meM salaMgna ho gye| pariNAma jo huA, so sAmane hai| samAja ke samajhadAra logoM ko yaha eka saMketa hai ki jo loga ina tathAkathita vighaTanavAdI paNDitoM ke cakkara meM AveMge, ve samAja kA koI bhalA nahIM kareMge; burA bhI nahIM kara pAveMge; kyoMki jAgRta samAja burA kara pAne ke pahile hI unase mukta ho jaavegii| ___ tIrthakSetra kameTI ke cunAva se dUragAmI pariNAma Ane ke AsAra najara Ane lage haiN| kalahapriya paNDitoM se jur3e kucha samajhadAra loga yaha anubhava karane lage haiM ki inake sAtha rahane se hama samAja se kaTate jA rahe haiM tathA hama bhI samAja meM kalahapriya logoM ke rUpa meM badanAma ho rahe haiN| ve isa prayatna meM haiM ki yaha hIna stara kA gAlI-galauja kA rAstA chor3a sahI rUpa meM samAja meM zAnti sthApita kI jaave| aise zAntipriya loga digambara jaina mahAsamiti ke mAdhyama se bhI samAja kI sevA karanA cAhate haiM, para ina tathAkathita paNDitoM ne sAmAjika hita ke pavitra uddezya vAlI mahAsamiti kA bhI bharapUra virodha kiyA tathA una logoM ko mahAsamiti meM zAmila nahIM hone diyA, isase bhI ve loga kSubdha haiN| __ lagatA hai aba isa kalaha yuga kI samApti kA samaya A gayA hai, yaha saba kisI mahAna netA ne nahIM kiyA hai, varan jAgRta sampUrNa digambara jaina samAja ne kiyA, jisane aneka uttejanA paraka lekhoM, bhASaNoM, AdezoM se bhI apanI zAnti bhaMga nahIM hone dii| chuTa-puTa do-cAra ghaTanAoM ko chor3akara sarvatra zAnti banAye rakhI aura tIrthakSetra kameTI ke cunAva ke mAdhyama se apanI bAta samAja ke netAoM ke sAmane cupacApa rakha dii| aba dekhanA hai ki samAja se svayaMbhU

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112 bikhare motI paNDita evaM tathAkathita netA jAgRta samAja kI AvAja sunate haiM yA nhiiN| suneMge to ThIka anyathA inakA bhI vahI hAla honevAlA hai jo ki tIrthakSetra kameTI ke parAjita mahAmaMtrI kA huaa| vivekI (lekhaka) to basa yahI cAhatA hai ki jAgRta samAja kI AvAja ye loga suneM aura samAja meM zAnti banI rahane deN|inke upadezoM, lekhoM, AdezoM, apIloM ko to jAgRta samAja ne asvIkRta kara hI diyA; aba dekhanA hai ki ye loga jAgRta samAja ke saMketa ko samajhate haiM yA nahIM ? bhole bhaktoM ne apanI kalpanA ke anusAra tIrthaMkara bhagavantoM meM bhI bhedabhAva kara DAlA hai| unake anusAra pArzvanAtha rakSA karate haiM to zAntinAtha shaanti| isIprakAra zItalanAtha zItalA (cecaka) ko ThIka karane vAle haiM aura siddha bhagavAna ko kuSTharoga nivAraNa karane vAlA kahA jAtA hai| ___ bhagavAna to sabhI vItarAgI-sarvajJa, eka-sI zakti anantavIrya ke dhanI haiM, unake kAryoM meM yaha bheda kaise saMbhava hai? eka to bhagavAna kucha karate hI nahIM, yadi kareM to kyA zAntinAtha pArzvanAtha ke samAna rakSA nahIM kara sakate aura pArzvanAtha zAntinAtha ke samAna zAnti nahIM kara sakate? aisA koI bheda to arahanta-siddha bhagavantoM meM hai nhiiN| laukika anukUlatA-pratikUlatA apane-apane bhAvoM dvArA pUrvopArjita puNya-pApa kA phala hai / bhagavAna kA usameM koI kartRtva nahIM hai; kyoMki ve to kRtakRtya haiM, ve kucha karate nahIM, unheM kucha karanA zeSa hI nahIM rahA, ve to pUrNatA ko prApta ho cuke haiN| bhagavAna ko sahI rUpa meM pahicAne binA sahI arthoM meM unakI upAsanA kI hI nahIM jA sktii| paramAtmA vItarAgI aura pUrNajJAnI hote haiM; ata: unakA upAsaka bhI vItarAgatA aura pUrNajJAna kA upAsaka honA caahie| viSaya-kaSAya kA abhilASI vItarAgatA kA upAsaka ho hI nahIM sktaa| viSaya-bhogoM kI abhilASA se bhakti karane para tIvra kaSAya hone se pApabaMdha hI hotA hai, puNya kA bandha nahIM hotaa| satya kI khoja, pRSTha 22

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7 paNDita paramparA kA bhaviSya : eka sujhAva ( jainapathapradarzaka, 16 julAI, 1978 ke aMka se ) yaha digambara jaina samAja kI paNDita paramparA lupta hotI jA rahI hai cintA aura yadi samaya rahate upAya nahIM kiyA gayA to paramparA lupta ho jAvegI - yaha AzaMkA samAja meM sarvatra vyApta hai / abhI-abhI indaura meM sampanna paNDita nAthUlAlajI ke abhinandana samAroha ke avasara para isa sambandha meM vizeSa maMthana huaa| unake sammAna meM prakAzita tIrthaMkara mAsika ke vizeSAMka ne bhI isa samasyA para paryApta prakAza DAlA hai| - ukta avasara para saMgoSThiyoM meM evaM aba patra-patrikAoM meM bhI isa samasyA ke samAdhAna ke lie aneka samAdhAna prastuta kiye jA rahe haiM / yaha eka acchI bAta hai ki samAja eka racanAtmaka dizA meM cintana kara rahA hai / yadi ise bhI vyartha ke vivAda kA viSaya nahIM banAyA gayA aura sAmAjika rAjanIti kA rUpa nahIM diyA gayA to AzA hI nahIM vizvAsa bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai ki isameM kucha na kucha sanmArga avazya nikalegA / se samasyA samAja meM vidvAna paidA karanevAle mahAvidyAlayoM kI kamI kI nahIM, usameM Ane vAle pratibhAzAlI yogya chAtroM ke prApta nahIM hone kI hai| eka to paryApta chAtra milate nahIM aura jo bhI milate haiM, ve pratibhAzAlI yA suyogya nahIM hote| isakA kAraNa yaha hai ki jaba chAtra Ate hI bahuta kama haiM to unameM se cunAva karane kA to prazna hI nahIM uThatA / ataH jo bhI aura jaise bhI milate haiM, vidyAlaya calAne ke lie unheM manA-manA kara bharatI kara liyA jAtA hai, jisase vidyAlaya calate to rahate haiM, TUTane kI naubata to nahIM AtI, kintu ve abhISTa phala dene meM asamartha rahate haiM /

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114 bikhare motI niHzulka bhojana va AvAsa prApta hone para bhI pratibhAzAlI chAtra kyoM nahIM milate, isakI taha meM jAte haiM to patA calatA hai ki jainadarzana ke adhyayana meM unheM koI acchA bhaviSya najara nahIM aataa| jaba ve vartamAna paNDitoM kI dazA dekhate haiM to ekadama nirAza ho jAte haiM / jahA~ eka kAraNa Arthika bhaviSya kI anizcitatA hai to dUsarA kAraNa yaha bhI hai ki unheM vahA~ koI utsAhavarddhaka AdhyAtmika vAtAvaraNa prApta nahIM hotA, balki dIna-hIna manahUsa vAtAvaraNa prApta hotA hai / ata: jo pratibhAzAlI chAtra A bhI jAte haiM to Tikate nahIM, kucha hI dinoM meM chor3a-chAr3akara bhAga jAte haiN| __ prathama kAraNa ke nivAraNa ke lie to samAja meM thor3A bahuta cintana calA bhI, cala bhI rahA hai; para dUsare kAraNa kI ora abhI taka samAja kA dhyAna nahIM jA pAyA hai| prathama kAraNa ke nivAraNa ke sambandha meM vicAra maMthana hI nahIM huA; apitu usake lie vartamAna vidyAlayoM ke kartA-dhartAoM ne kucha upAya bhI kiye; para ve ekadama asaphala sAbita hue haiN| unhoMne jo upAya kiye, unameM eka yaha thA ki jaba chAtra milanA hI banda ho gae to chAtroM ko kaoNlejoM meM par3hane kI suvidhA pradAna kI gaI ki jisase chAtroM meM Arthika asurakSA kI bhAvanA samApta ho| isase tatkAla to lAbha najara AyA; kyoMki laukika zikSA kI suvidhA aura niHzulka nivAsa aura bhojana ke lobha meM chAtra saMkhyA bar3ha gaI, pratibhAzAlI chAtra bhI Ane lage; para ve apanI pratibhA kA upayoga kAlejI par3hAI meM hI karane lage, dhArmika par3hAI nAmamAtra kI raha gii| sUTa-peMTa dhArI ukta chAtroM meM jainadarzana ke jJAna kI kamI ke sAthasAtha AcaraNa bhI jainapaddhati ke anukUla nahIM rhaa| jaba una para isake lie dabAva DAlA jAne lagA to ve apane hitaiSI guruoM aura vyavasthApakoM ke zatru bana ge| pariNAmasvarUpa lagabhaga ye sabhI mahAvidyAlaya azAnti ke sthala bhI bana ge| Aja taka saba kucha milAkara huA yaha ki jisa-tisa prakAra mahAvidyAlaya to calate rahe, para unase samAja ko jaise sadAcArI Thosa vidvAna cAhie the, milanA banda ho gyaa| mahAvidyAlaya abhI bhI cala rahe haiM, para sadAcArI Thosa

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paNDita paramparA kA bhaviSya : eka sujhAva 115 vidvAna taiyAra nahIM ho rahe haiM - yahI samasyA hai jo Aja samAja ko cintita kie hai| ___kucha loga isa samasyA ke samAdhAna ke lie navIna mahAvidyAlaya kholane kI bAta karate haiM to vicAra AtA hai ki jaba vartamAna vidyAlayoM kI bhI yaha sthiti hai ki unheM chAtra nahIM mila rahe to phira navIna vidyAlaya kholane kA kyA aucitya hai? para abhI-abhI gata varSa zrI ToDaramala digambara siddhAMta mahAvidyAlaya ke nAma se jayapura meM eka mahAvidyAlaya khulA hai aura usameM chAtroM kI bhIr3a isaprakAra A rahI hai ki praveza ke lie likhita parIkSAyeM lI jAtI haiM, inTaravyU ko bulAyA jAtA hai, taba praveza milatA hai| sunA jAtA hai ki ema.kAma., bI.kAma., bI.e., injIniyariMga evaM ema.bI.bI.esa. kA korsa chor3a-chor3akara chAtra isa mahAvidyAlaya meM A rahe haiN| aisA isameM kyA AkarSaNa hai - isa ora samAja kA dhyAna jAnA svAbhAvika hai| kahA jAtA ki vahA~ niHzulka AvAsa va bhojana kI sundara vyavasthA hai, para vaha to anya mahAvidyAlayoM meM bhI hai| yaha bhI kahA jAtA hai ki ve 500 ru. mAha sarvisa kI gAranTI dete haiM, kintu kahate haiM yahA~ to lakhapatiyoM ke bacce bhI praveza pAne ko lAina meM khar3e haiM, praviSTa bhI hue haiM, par3ha bhI rahe haiN| unheM pA~ca sAta varSa bAda 500 rupaye mAha kI naukarI kI gAranTI kyA mahattva rakhatI hai? isIprakAra injIniyara aura DaoNkTaroM athavA ema. kAma. vAloM ko bhI yaha rAzi kaise AkarSita kara sakatI hai ? vicArane para patA calatA hai ki vahA~ para pradAna kiyA jAnevAlA AdhyAtmika vAtAvaraNa hI vaha jAdU hai, jisake AkarSaNa se yaha saba ho rahA hai aura jisakI ora samAja kA dhyAna nahIM hai| vivekI cAhatA hai ki mahAvidyAlayoM ke kAryakartA evaM adhikArI gaNa vahA~ jAkara una kAraNoM kA bArIkI se adhyayana kareM aura unheM yadi acche lageM to svayaM bhI apanAyeM, jisase chuhAre se sikur3ate samAja kI nidhirUpa jo mahAvidyAlaya haiM, ve ekabAra phira khila utthe| icchuka vyakti 13 agasta se pUrva hI isa ko dekheM; kyoMki sunA hai 15 agasta se sonagar3ha meM calane vAle zivira meM ukta mahAvidyAlaya ke sabhI chAtra cale jaaveNge|

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116 bikhare motI __ AzA hai samAja isa jvalanta samasyA ke samAdhAna ke lie khule dila se vicAra kregii| ise sAmAjika rAjanIti meM na ulajhAveM / jainasamAja ke patrakAra bandhuoM se bhI anurodha hai ki ve bhI isake samucita samAdhAna ke lie upAya sujhAte raheM, carcA-paricarcA cAlU rkheN| jahA~ se bhI saMbhava ho isakA samAdhAna khojeN| vivekI ko vikalpa hai ki samAja cintA hI na karatI rahe, kucha kare? anyathA hama carcA hI karate raheMge aura samaya hamAre hAtha se nikala jaavegaa| yadi hama cAhate haiM ki bhAvI-pIr3hI vidvat samAja se vaMcita na rahe to hameM kuchana-kucha karanA hI hogA aura zIghra karanA hogaa| eka vikalpa yaha bhI AtA hai ki samAja kabhI vidvAnoM se vihIna na hogA; kyoMki yadi anya vidyAlaya nahIM bhI cale to bhI ukta vidyAlaya samAja ko aneka vidvAna degA aura vidvat samAja kA bhAvI itihAsa unakA hogaa| AzA hai isa vevAka vizleSaNa se samAja isa samasyA ke samucita prayAsa hetu gaharAI se vicAra kregaa| AtmA kA svabhAva jaisA hai vaisA na mAnakara anyathA mAnanA, anyathA hI pariNamana karanA cAhanA hI ananta vakratA hai| jo jisakA kartAdhartA-hartA nahIM hai, use usakA kartA-dhartA-hartA mAnanA hI ananta kuTilatA hai| rAgAdi AsravabhAva duHkharUpa evaM du:khoM ke kAraNa haiM, unheM sukhasvarUpa evaM sukha kA kAraNa mAnanA; tadpa pariNamana kara sukha cAhanA; saMsAra meM raMcamAtra bhI sukha nahIM hai, phira bhI usameM sukha mAnanA evaM tadrUpa pariNamana kara sukha cAhanA hI vastutaH kuTilatA hai, vakratA hai / isIprakAra vastu kA svarUpa jaisA hai vaisA na mAnakara, usake viruddha mAnanA evaM vaisA hI pariNamana karanA cAhanA virUpatA hai| dharma ke dazalakSaNa, pRSTha 50-51

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8 eka atyanta Avazyaka spaSTIkaraNa ( Atmadharma aprela 1981 meM se ) 'jainadarzana' nAmaka samAcAra patra ne apane 16 mArca, 1981 ke sampAdakIya meM samAja meM bhrama phailAne vAlI aneka managar3hanta bAteM likhI haiM, jinase vartamAna samAja meM to aneka prakAra ke bhrama utpanna ho hI sakate haiM, sAtha hI digambara samAja kA ahita cAhane vAle bhI bhaviSya meM isase anucita lAbha uThAne kA prayatna kara sakate haiM / yadyapi 'Atmadharma' kI nIti vAda-vivAdoM se pUrNata: alipta rahane kI hai, kisI bhI prakAra ke prativAda karane kI nahIM hai: tathApi yahA~ digambara samAja aura dharma ke hita meM vastusthiti kA spaSTIkaraNa karanA atyanta Avazyaka ho gayA hai / 'jainadarzana' likhatA hai ki "kAnajIbhAI kI gaddI kinhIM zvetAmbaramUrtipUjaka mahAzaya ko sauMpI gaI hai| " * yaha ekadama jhUTha evaM zarAratapUrNa hai| pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajI svAmI kI na to koI gaddI sthApita kI gaI hai aura na use kisI ko sauMpA hI gayA hai| sonagar3ha kI cala-acala sampatti evaM dharmaprabhAvanA ke kArya Aja bhI unhIM logoM ke hAtha meM haiM, jinake hAtha meM pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajI svAmI ke samaya meM the| unameM sabhI vyakti pUrNata: digambara dharma ko mAnane vAle haiM, eka bhI vyakti aisA nahIM hai ki jo gaira- digambara ho / unameM nae aura purAne digambaroM jaisA koI bheda nahIM hai| pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajIsvAmI ke anuyAyiyoM meM yA to ve loga haiM jo sthAnakavAsI sampradAya ko chor3akara digambara jaina hue haiM yA phira digambara samAja ke ve loga haiM, jo unake AdhyAtmika pravacanoM se prabhAvita hokara unake anuyAyI bane haiM

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bikhare motI TrasTImaNDala, padAdhikArI aura pramukha kAryakarttAoM meM eka bhI aisA nahIM hai jo zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka samAja se AyA ho; to phira kisI ke vartamAna meM zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka hone kA to prazna hI nahIM utthtaa| ata: yaha kahanA ki svAmIjI kI gaddI kisI zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka ko sauMpI gaI hai - kitanA satya hai, samAja svayaM vicAra kre| TrasTa ke adhyakSa pUjya zrI rAmajIbhAI mANikacanda dozI haiM, jo ki varSoM se TrasTa ke adhyakSa haiN| TrasTa ke saMsthApaka-sadasyoM meM unakA sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa sthAna rahA hai| isa bAta se samasta jaina samAja pUrNataH paricita hI hai / 118 aise avasara para jabaki digambara tIrtha kSetra antarikSa pArzvanAtha zirapura meM zvetAmbara - digambaroM kA saMgharSa cala rahA ho aura pUjyazrI kAnajIsvI ke anuyAyI bhI digambara samAja ke sAtha kaMdhe se kaMdhA milAkara kAma kara rahe hoM; taba isaprakAra kI zarArata karanA digambara samAja ke hita meM kSamya nahIM honA cAhie / zrI nemIcandajI pATanI aura paNDita zrI bAbUbhAI mehatA ke atirikta sonagar3ha TrasTa meM abhI-abhI seTha zrI ratanalAlajI gaMgavAla kalakattA vAloM kA liyA jAnA isa bAta kA pramANa hai ki vahA~ janmajAta digambaroM kA pUrNa sanmAna hI nahIM, apitu pratyeka kArya meM unakA sakriya yogadAna, sahayoga evaM prabhutva bhI hai, kisI bhI prakAra kI koI upekSA kA prazna hI nahIM hai| jo bhI kArya sonagar3ha meM hoMge va ho rahe haiM, ve saba sarvasammati se hI ho rahe haiM aura hoMge bhI / paMDita zrI bAbUbhAI mehatA Aja bhI sonagar3ha ke prANa haiM / zrI I kundakunda kahAna tIrtha surakSA TrasTa ke to ve adhyakSa haiM aura bhI sabhI TrasToM ke ve prAyaH TrasTI haiN| abhI-abhI jo kArya vibhAjana huA hai, usameM samasta pracAra va prabhAvanA kArya jaise Atmadharma, zivira saMcAlana, prakAzana Adi mahatvapUrNa kArya zrI nemIcandajI pATanI ke saMyojakatva meM gaThita samiti ne saMbhAle haiM, jinameM paNDita zrI bAbUbhAI mehatA, DaoN. hukamacanda bhArilla, paNDita jJAnacandajI Adi unake mahattvapUrNa sahayogI haiN| ,

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eka atyanta Avazyaka spaSTIkaraNa 119 ___ paNDita zrI phUlacandajI kI upekSA kA koI prazna hI nahIM hai| ve sonagar3ha ke hI nahIM, samasta digambara jaina samAja ke eka jAne-mAne diggaja vidvAn haiN| unake abhUtapUrva aitihAsika yogadAna ko digambara jaina samAja kaise bhUla sakatA hai? aba sonagar3ha meM paMcamerU-nandIzvara jinAlaya kA nirmANa hogA, jisameM pUjyazrI kAnajI svAmI evaM paramapUjya AcAryoM tathA vidvAnoM ke amRta vacanoM ke sAtha-sAtha bahinazrI ke vacanAmRta bhI utkIrNa hoMge, jo ki kisI bhI prakAra anucita nahIM hai; kyoMki jaba aura vidvAnoM ke vacana utkIrNa ho sakate haiM to bahinazrI ke kyoM nahIM? ve bhI AtmAnubhavI viduSI mahilAratna haiN| unakA svAmIjI ke anuyAyiyoM meM mahattvapUrNa sthAna hai| unakI upekSA kisI bhI prakAra ucita nahIM hai, saMbhava bhI nahIM hai / dezabhara ke mandiroM meM jJAnI vidvAnoM ke vacana likhe hue haiM, ataH yaha koI nayA upakrama bhI nahIM hai| ___ maiM samAja ko vizvAsa dilAnA cAhatA hU~ ki vaha kisI prakAra ke pracAra kI zikAra na ho, bhrama meM na rahe / pUjya gurudevazrI ke abhAva meM eka unake abhAva ke atirikta koI kamI nahIM AvegI, unakI vANI kA pracAra-prasAra dUnIcaugunI gati se hogaa| maI ke prathama saptAha meM pUjya gurudevazrI ke janma-divasa kA utsava sonagar3ha meM di. 2 maI 1981 se 6 maI 1981 I. taka pA~ca dina kA rakhA gayA hai, usameM Apa sabako AmaMtraNa hai| Apa saba Akara apanI A~khoM se svayaM dekheM ki kahA~ hai digambaroM kI upekSA aura kahA~ hai kisI prakAra kI koI kamI? sAvana kA zivira jaisA prativarSa lagatA thA, usIprakAra lagegA; bahinazrI kI jayantI bhI hogii| gurudevazrI kA smRti-divasa bhI vizAla paimAne para manAyA jaayegaa| jitane vidvAna pardUSaNa meM pravacanArtha gata varSoM meM jAte rahe haiM; unase bhI adhika jaaveNge| pahile se adhika sAhitya chpegaa| chapegA kyA? chapa rahA hai| abhI-abhI gommaTezvara bAhubalI samAroha ke avasara para zrI kundakunda kahAna digambara jaina tIrthasurakSA TrasTa ne chaH bhASAoM meM cAra lAkha ru. kA satsAhitya prakAzita kiyA hai| yadyapi usakI kImata lAgata-mUlya hI rakhI gaI thI; tathApi

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120 bikhare motI pUjya zrI kAnajIsvAmI kI smRti meM usameM 30 pratizata taka kamIzana dekara zravaNabelagolA meM upalabdha karAyA hai| - sonagar3ha bhI sUnA nahIM hogaa| vahA~ bhI vaisI hI cahala-pahala rahegI / paNDita zrI lAlacandabhAI, DaoN. hukamacanda bhArilla, paMDita jJAnacandajI Adi vidvAna vahA~ 1 - 1 mAha rheNge| AdaraNIya paNDita zrI bAbUbhAI mehatA to svAsthya ThIka hone para adhikAMza samaya vahA~ raheMge hii| sonagar3ha meM vaisA hI saba kucha clegaa| sonagar3ha aura jayapura koI do nahIM haiM, eka hI haiN| sonagar3ha bhI camakegA aura jayapura bhI cmkegaa| kisI ke pralApa se samAja bhrama meM na Ave, ghara baiThebaiThe hI ulTA-sIdhA na samajha leM / hamArA khulA AmaMtraNa hai, svayaM AeM aura dekheM; phira nirNaya kareM / sonagar3ha digambaroM kA hI hai aura sadA digambaroM kA hI rahegA aura apanI zAMtipUrNa AdhyAtmika tattvapracAra sambandhI gatividhiyoM se samAja meM prakAza phailAtA rahegA / sonagar3ha ko zvetAmbara kahane vAloM ko dhyAna rakhanA cAhie ki ve sarvazreSTha digambara AcArya kundakunda ke parama bhaktoM ko zvetAmbara kahakara eka prakAra se AcArya kundakunda ko hI zvetAmbara kahane kA mahApApa kara rahe haiM / jisa sonagar3ha meM zvetAmbaroM kI sarvAdhika kaTu AlocanA karanevAle digambaroM ke sarvazreSTha AcArya kundakunda ke paMca paramAgamoM ko saMgamaramara meM utkIrNa karAyA gayA ho, use zvetAmbarI kahane kA sAhasa kauna buddhimAna karegA? jisa TrasTa ke rajisTarDa TrasTaDIDa meM sApha-sApha digambara jaina zabda lagA ho aura jahA~ cAra - cAra digambara jinAlaya hoM aura jinameM aneka digambara mUrtiyA~ virAjamAna hoM evaM jinakI prazasti meM AcArya kundakunda kA nAmollekha ho tathA digambara jaina zabda kA spaSTa ullekha ho. use kauna zvetAmbara mAnegA? jina pUjya svAmIjI kI preraNA se saMcAlita prakAzana saMsthAoM ne digambara jaina granthoM kI lagabhaga cAlIsa lAkha pratiyA~ gata cAlIsa varSoM meM prakAzita kI

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eka atyanta Avazyaka spaSTIkaraNa 121 hoM aura ghara-ghara taka pahu~cAI hoM - unheM aura unake anuyAyiyoM ko pracchanna zvetAmbara kahanA kitanA hAsyAspada hai? pUjya svAmIjI ke hajAroM pravacana Tepa haiM aura chapa cuke haiM, jinameM saikar3oM sthAnoM para likhA hai ki eka digambara jinadharma hI saccA hai, zvetAmbara mata kalpita hai / unheM aura unake anuyAyiyoM ko kauna zvetAmbara mAnegA? zvetAmbara mata ko galata samajhakara chor3a dene vAle evaM jIvana ke anta taka lagAtAra 45 varSa taka zvetAmbara mata ko kalpita batAne vAle pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmI evaM unake anuyAyiyoM ko zvetAmbara kahanA buddhi kA divAliyApana nahIM hai to aura kyA hai? antarikSa pArzvanAtha digambara jaina tIrtha ko har3apane ke lie vIrasenA gaThita karane vAle evaM usake pradhAna senApati banane vAle zvetAmbara muni candrazekhara ke aneka lekha yahI 'jainadarzana' chApa cukA hai; kyoMki ve lekha pUjyazrI kAnajIsvAmI ke viruddha the| candrazekhara muni pUjyazrI kAnajIsvAmI se isalie nArAja the ki unake anuyAyiyoM ne digambara tIrtha zirapura kI rakSA prANa kI bAjI lagAkara kI thii| aba Apa hI batAveM ki zvetAmbaroM kA pakSapAtI 'jainadarzana' hai yA kAnajIsvAmI ke anuyAyI? ___ yaha samaya isa taraha kI bAteM karane kA nahIM thA, para 'jainadarzana' apanI kuceSTA se virAma nahIM letA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki samAja kA dhyAna isa ora AkarSita karanA par3A hai| yadyapi pahale bhI aneka bAra managaDhanta jhUThI aphavAheM phailAne ke kAraNa yaha samAcAra-patra samAja meM apanI vizvasanIyatA kho baiThA hai| sonagar3ha ke viruddha AcAryoM ke Adeza aura naI duniyA~ sambandhI samAcAroM kI avizvasanIyatA ko abhI samAja bhUlI nahIM thI ki isane yaha nayA zigUphA chor3a diyA hai| bhagavAna bAhubalI sahastrAbdi samAroha, janamaMgala mahAkalaza aura pradhAnamaMtrI zrImatI indirAgAMdhI ke viruddha AcArya zrI dharmasAgarajI ke nAma se jo anargala samAcAra isa patra ne chApe the, unake sambandha meM isake karNadhAra isI

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122 bikhare motI patra meM kSamA mA~ga cuke haiM, prativAda prakAzita kara cuke haiN| abhI 2 mArca ke aMka meM Aja ke kucha lokapriya munirAjoM ko isa patra ne mithyAtvaziromaNi mArIci likhA hai| pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmI kI digambara dharma evaM samAja ko kyA dena hai - isakA mUlyAMkana to itihAsa kregaa| usake bAre meM abhI yahA~ hameM kucha nahIM kahanA hai| hameM to Azcarya isa bAta kA hotA hai ki isaprakAra kI managaDhanta bAteM likhate hue unheM jarA bhI saMkoca kyoM nahIM hotA? pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmI ke svargavAsa para jisane eka paMkti nahIM likhI, samAcAra taka nahIM diyA; Aja use unakI gaddI kI cintA ho rahI hai| gurudevazrI ke mahAprayANa se hamAre Upara jo anabhra vajrAghAta huA hai, usakA anucita lAbha uThAne kA asaphala prayAsa jo loga kara rahe haiM, unheM hama batA denA cAhate haiM ki antata: ve nirAza hI hoNge| unheM hama batA deMge ki hama usa paramapratApI guru ke ziSya haiM, jisane jIvanabhara unake prahAra binA uttara diye jhele haiM aura jo jIvanabhara apane utkRSTa mArga para nirantara calate rahe haiN| hamArI nIti vAda-vivAdoM meM ulajhane kI na kabhI rahI hai aura na rhegii| yadi aisA gaMbhIra Aropa nahIM lagAyA jAtA to hama abhI bhI kucha nahIM likhte| __ sampUrNa digambara jaina samAja ko hama eka bAra phira AmaMtraNa dete haiM, sAnurodha Agraha karate haiM ki ve gurudevazrI kI janma-jayantI ke avasara para sonagar3ha avazya padhAreM aura apanI A~khoM se saba dekheN| usa samaya bhAvI racanAtmaka kAryoM kI aura bhI aneka yojanAe~ baneMgI, unameM Apake parAmarza kA sahayoga bhI hameM prApta ho skegaa| ___ 'jainadarzana' nAmaka samAcAra patra ke isa kutsita prayAsa se sonagar3ha ke sambandha meM jo bhrama yA zaMkAe~-AzaMkAe~ samAja meM nirmita huI haiM yA ho rahI haiM, ve saba isa spaSTIkaraNa se nirmUla ho jAveMgI - aisA hamArA pUrNa vizvAsa hai|

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eka yuga, jo bIta gayA (Atmadharma maI 1981 meM se) akSaya tRtIyA ke ThIka eka dina pUrva vaizAkha zuklA dvitIyA tadanusAra di. 5-5-81 ko AdhyAtmika yugasraSTA krAntikArI mahApuruSa pUjyazrI kAnajIsvAmI kA bAnavevA~ janmadivasa hai| unakI anupasthiti meM Ayojita yaha unakA prathama janmadivasa mahotsava hai, jo ki unakI sAdhanAbhUmi sonagar3ha (jilA bhAvanagara-gujarAta) meM pA~ca dina ke vistRta kAryakramoM ke sAtha vizAlarUpa meM manAyA jA rahA hai| __yadyapi isa mahotsava meM vaha ullAsa to dikhAI denA saMbhava nahIM hai, jo unakI upasthiti meM manAye jAne vAle mahotsavoM meM rahatA thA; tathApi yaha mahotsava aneka dRSTiyoM se atyanta mahattvapUrNa hai| AdhyAtmika krAnti kA eka yuga jo pUjyazrI kAnajIsvAmI ne 46 varSa pUrva mahAvIra jayantI ke dina bhagavAna pArzvanAtha kI mUrti ke sAmane mu~hapattI pheMkakara AraMbha kiyA thA, aura jo ina chiyAlIsa varSoM taka lagAtAra apanI krAntikArI AdhyAtmika carcAoM se carcita hI nahIM rahA, apitu sampUrNa jainajagata ko Andolita kiye rahA hai| jina-adhyAtma ke kSetra meM yaha yuga nizcita rUpa se zrI kAnajIsvAmI yuga' rahA hai| isa sandarbha meM siddhAntAcArya paNDita zrI kailAzacandrajI, vArANasI ke vicAra draSTavya haiM - __ "koI svIkAra kare yA na kare, kintu yadi kabhI kisI taTastha itihAsajJa ne jainasamAja ke ina tIna dazakoM kA itihAsa likhA to vaha isa yuga ke isa

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124 bikhare motI kAla ko 'kAnajI yuga' hI svIkAra karegA; kyoMki jaba vaha isa samaya ke samAcAra-patroM ko uThAkara dekhegA to use una patroM kI carcA kA pradhAna viSaya kAnajIsvAmI hI dRSTigocara hoNge| patroM meM virodha bhI usI kA hotA hai, jisakA kucha vizeSa astitva hotA hai| virodha se hI vyakti kA vyaktitva A~kA jAtA hai| jo usa virodha meM bhI aDiga rahatA hai, vahI usakI mahattA kA sUcaka hotA yugAntarakArI yugapuruSa zrI kAnajIsvAmI ke dehAvasAna se eka aisA mArgadarzaka jyotistaMbha Dhaha gayA hai, jo AtmArthIjanoM ko nirantara mArgadarzana karatA thaa| aba unake gUr3ha rahasyoM ko udghATana karanevAle gurugaMbhIra pravacana evaM hRdaya ko hilA denevAle vairAgyarasa bhare mRdu saMbodhana hamAre lie bIte yuga kI kahAnI banakara raha gaye haiN| ___ AtmArthIjanoM ko nijazuddhAtmatattva kA svarUpa batAne vAle evaM tattvacarcA kA vAtAvaraNa pradAna karane vAle yugapuruSa ke abhAva meM aba hameM apanA mArga svayaM sodhanA hai, svayaM pAnA hai; tattvacarcA kA AdhyAtmika vAtAvaraNa bhI svayaM banAye rakhanA hai| Atmahita arthAt AtmAnubhUti karane evaM usakI niraMtaratA banAye rakhane ke lie bhI aba hameM svayaM hI sajaga rahanA hai; kyoMki aba bArabAra preraNA prApta hone kI saMbhAvanA samAptaprAyaH ho gaI hai| manuSyabhava kI sArthakatA aura saphalatA ekamAtra AtmAnubhUti kI prApti meM hI hai| ata: yadi hamane gurudevazrI jaise AtmahitakArI adbhuta nimitta kA thor3A bhI satsaMga prApta kiyA hai to jagata ke prapaMcoM se dUra rahakara hameM AtmAnubhava prApta kara una jaisA pAvana jIvana vyatIta karanA caahie| tattvacarcA ke kSetra meM bhI aba hameM gurudevazrI jaisI gaharAI meM utaranA hogaa| saralatA ke vyAmoha meM yadi hama aba bhI halkI-phulkI carcA hI karate rahe to phira gurudevazrI ne jo alaukika mArga batAyA hai, jo sUkSma tattva samajhAyA hai, usakI carcA kauna karegA, unakA udghATana kauna karegA? kyA ve saba rahasya phira rahasya banakara raha jaaveNge| nahIM, aisA nahIM honA caahie|

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eka yuga jo bIta gayA 125 ___ yadi hama yahA~-vahA~ ke vikalpoM meM hI ulajhe rahe to phira una rahasyoM kA kyA hogA, jo gurudevazrI ne apanI divyavANI dvArA udghATita kie the aura jo Aja bhI hamAre pAsa TepoM meM surakSita haiM / kyA ve unhIM meM kaida raha jAveMge? hameM unheM kAgaja para lAnA hai, jana-jana taka pahu~cAnA hai| bahuta kAma hai hamAre sAmane jo bahuta AsAnI se kie jA sakate haiM aura kie jAne caahie| ___ Aja hama yuga ke mor3a para khar3e haiM aura hameM aitihAsika uttaradAyitva vahana karanA hai / isa dRSTi se yaha mahotsava atyanta mahattvapUrNa hai; kyoMki isa avasara para hameM apane kartavya kA cunAva karanA hai| samAja abhI taka 'dekheM, aba kyA hotA hai?' isa mudrA meM thaa| aba vaha apanI kalpanAnusAra aTakaleM lagAne lagA hai| gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmI evaM unakI krAntikArI AdhyAtmika vicAradhArA ko jo ki AcArya kundakunda ke adhyAtma kI Thosa bhUmi para pallavita huI hai, kinhIM kAraNoM se nApasanda karane vAle loga, gurudevazrI ke abhAva meM hameM kamajora samajha kara taraha-taraha kI aphavAheM ur3Ane lage haiN| logoM kI dRSTi meM bhAvI rUparekhA spaSTa na hone se tarahataraha kI aphavAheM ur3Ane lage haiN| logoM kI dRSTi meM bhAvI rUparekhA spaSTa na hone se kahIM-kahIM sAmAnyajana digbhramita bhI hone lage haiN| ataH aba samaya A gayA hai ki hameM apanI bhAvI yojanAoM ko sunizcita karanA cAhie, spaSTa karanA caahie| isa dRSTi se bhI yaha mahotsava apanA vizeSa mahattvaM rakhatA hai| ___ anukUloM aura pratikUloM sabhI kI nigAheM isa mahotsava para lagI haiM; kyoMki hama saba apanI buddhimAnI se kisa ora bar3ha rahe haiM - isakA saMketa isa avasara para bahuta kucha spaSTa ho jaayegaa| anukUla samAja bhI bahuta dinoM taka anizcaya kI sthiti meM nahIM raha sktaa| bhale hI hama loga apane mArga para dRr3ha hoM, para yuga parivartana ke kAla meM use spaSTa karanA bahuta Avazyaka hotA hai, anyathA sAmAnyajana meM digmUr3hatA kI sthiti nirmita ho jAtI hai| jisaprakAra sarakAra badalane para use apanI nItiyoM kI ghoSaNA karanA Avazyaka hotA hai; usIprakAra Aja hameM samAja ke sAmane yaha spaSTa karanA hogA

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126 bikhare motI ki gurudeva zrI ke abhAva meM hama logoM kI rIti-nIti kyA rahegI? jisase apriya - aniSTa cAhane vAle loga duSpracAra na kara sakeM, samAja ko digbhramita na kara skeN| anukUloM kA manobala girane na pAveM isake lie bhI bhAvI yojanAoM ke bAre meM samucita spaSTIkaraNa va pracAra-prasAra honA caahie| isa avasara para bartI gaI jarA-sI gaphalata, asAvadhAnI apUraNIya kSati bana sakatI hai| yaha avasara gurudeva zrI ke viyoga meM rone kA nahIM hai, unake kore gIta gAne kA bhI nahIM hai, apitu unake batAye sanmArga ko gaMbhIratA se apanA kara svahita karane ke sAtha-sAtha use jana-jana taka pahu~cAne kA mahAna kArya sAmUhika rUpa se karane kA nizcaya karanA hai, kie hue nizcaya ko dRr3hatA se duharAnA hai aura pUrI zakti se use kriyAnvita karane meM juTa jAnA hai| unake abhAva meM manAI jAne vAlI unakI yaha prathama janma jayantI Aja hamAre lie kasauTI banakara AI hai| mujhe acchI taraha smaraNa hai ki jaba ekabAra unake sAmane yaha prazna AyA ki janma jayantI ke isa ADambara se kyA lAbha hai? taba ve sahajabhAva se bole the ki "kucha nahIM, basa bAta yaha hai ki isa bahAne sAhitya kI kImata kama karane ke lie jJAnapracAra meM kucha paisA A jAtA hai aura jinavANI ke alpa mUlya meM ghara-ghara pahu~cane kA silasilA AraMbha rahatA hai| ise samApta karane se lAbha to kucha hogA hI nahIM, yaha hAni ho sakatI hai| ataH cala rahI hai, so cala rahI hai| " isa janma jayantI ke avasara para bhI hama isa pravAha ko cAlU rakha sake to maiM samajha~gA ki hama unake abhAva meM unakI janma jayantI usI rUpa meM manA sake haiM / jahA~ taka mujhe smaraNa hai, unakI janma jayantI meM AyA paisA sadA jJAnapracAra arthAt zAstroM kI kImata kama karane para hI lagatA rahA hai| gurudeva zrI kI bhAvanA ko dhyAna meM rakhakara Age bhI hameM ukta paramparA ko kAyama rakhanA cAhie / jJAnapracAra kI utkaTa bhAvanA unake hRdaya meM nirantara pravAhamAna rahA karatI thii| isa bAta kA anubhava unake naz2adIka rahane vAle pratyeka vyakti ko bhalI-bhA~ti hai| unakI isa pAvana manobhAvanA kA samAdara karate hue hama saba

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eka yuga jo bIta gayA 127 milakara saMkalpa kareM ki he gurudeva ! Apane jo kucha hameM diyA hai, hama use jana-jana taka avazya pahu~cAyeMge / gurudeva zrI ke viyoga meM aba unakI vANI hI kI zaraNa hai; kyoMki vaha AcArya kundakunda Adi AcAryoM ke vacanAnusAriNI hai| ataH aba hameM usake adhyayana, manana, cintana evaM pracAra-prasAra meM tana-mana-dhana se juTa jAnA cAhie / Atmahita ke sAtha-sAtha janasAmAnya ke lie vaisA hI Atmahita kI preraNA dene vAlA vairAgyamaya vAtAvaraNa jaisA ki gurudeva zrI ke sAnnidhya meM rahatA thA, banAye rakhane kI vyavasthA bhI hameM karanI hogI, jisase sAmAnya AtmArthIjana preraNA prApta karate raheM / bahuta se mumukSu bhAI varSa meM mAha- do mAha gurudeva zrI kI chatrachAyA meM rahate the / Aja unake sAmane yaha samasyA bhI khar3I hai ki ve aba kahA~ jAveMge? isakA samAdhAna bhI hameM prastuta karanA hai / anyathA unake AdhyAtmika jIvana meM zithilatA A jAnA svAbhAvika hai / - gurudevazrI kI smRti banAye rakhane ke lie unake pASANI smAraka se ina gatividhiyoM ke saphala saMcAlana kI adhika AvazyakatA hai, adhika mahatva hai; kyoMki inase hI unake batAye mArga kA sthAyitva rhegaa| yadi hama gurudeva zrI ke sacce anuyAyI haiM to hameM sarvaprathama isakI vyavasthA karanA cAhie ki gurudevazrI kI sAdhanAbhUmi sonagar3ha meM jo kAryakrama unake sadbhAva meM calate the, ve usIprakAra nirantara calate rahe / ina saba samasyAoM kA samAdhAna hameM isa avasara para khojanA hai| isa dRSTi se bhI yaha janma - jayantI atyanta mahatvapUrNa hai / mujhe AzA hI nahIM, apitu pUrNa vizvAsa hai ki jo uttaradAyitva pUjya zrI ke abhAva meM hamAre kaMdhoM para AyA hai, use hama saba milakara AsAnI se vahana kara sakate haiM; kyoMki gurudevazrI ne hameM vidhivata gar3hA hai, sarvaprakAra suyogya banAyA hai, saba-kucha diyA hai, kisI bhI prakAra kamajora nahIM rahane diyA hai| basa, AvazyakatA mAtra dRr3hasaMkalpa ke sAtha cala par3ane kI hai /

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10 vItarAga - vijJAna : eka varSa ( vItarAga - vijJAna saMpAdakIya agasta 1984 meM se ) isa aMka ke mAdhyama se vItarAga-vijJAna dUsare varSa meM praveza kara rahA hai| eka varSa pUrva jina paristhitiyoM meM isakA janma huA thA, unase mumukSu samAja aura vItarAga - vijJAna ke pAThaka aparicita nhiiN| isakI janmaprakriyA aura usake bAda jo kucha ghaTA, usane samasta mumukSu samAja ko stambhita kara diyA; kyoMki ' pUjya gurudevazrI ke pAvana adhyAtma aura unakI sAdhanA bhUmi se jur3e loga bhI isaprakAra kA aprAmANika vyavahAra kareMge' - isakI kalpanA bhI koI mumukSubhAI nahIM kara sakatA thaa| pUjya gurudeva zrI ke mahAprayANa ke bAda jisaprakAra kI sthitiyA~ banatI jA rahI thIM; unase utpanna viSamatA ke kAraNa pahale se hI saMcAlita tattvapracAra sambandhI gatividhiyoM ke saMcAlana meM hI kaThinAiyoM kA anubhava ho rahA thA, suyogya samarpita niSpRhI kAryakarttAoM kI zakti antarbAhya vigraha meM hI vyartha barabAda ho rahI thI aura cintanazIla vidvAnoM kI cintanadhArA ekatA ke sUtra khojane meM hI ulajhakara raha gaI thI / milajula kara kiye gaye athaka prayAsoM se yadi koI sarvasammata sarvahitakArI rAstA nikalatA to nihita svArtha yena kena prakAreNa use kriyAnvaya nahIM hone de rahe the| yaha saba bAteM bahuta dinoM taka chupI na raha sakatI thIM aura na rahIM hii| sonagar3ha ke vicAroM se asahamata loga yadyapi isa sthiti se bharapUra lAbha uThAne kI tAka meM the; tathApi cupa the, kyoMki ve loga sonagar3ha ke sugaThita pracArataMtra ko antarvigraha se svayaM vighaTita hote dekhane ke lie Atura ho rahe the, A~kha gar3Aye baiThe the| unakI yaha cuppI sadbhAvanAmUlaka na hokara kuTila nIti kA eka aMga

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129 5 yA vItarAga-vijJAna : eka varSa hI thI; kyoMki ve acchI taraha jAnate the ki unake dvArA kie tIvra prahAra isa samaya mumukSuoM ko saMgaThita kara sakate haiN| yadA kadA ve loga apanI ina bhAvanAoM ko bhaviSyavANI ke rUpa meM vyakta bhI kara dete the| aise kaThina samaya meM mumukSu samAja ke ekamAtra netA zrI bAbUbhAI cunnIlAla mehatA kI dIrghakAlIna viSama asvasthatA; niraMtara sAhasa ba~dhAnevAle, hara acche kAma para jamakara pITha thapathapAnevAle vidvadvarya zrI khImacaMdabhAI kA asAmayika svargArohaNa tathA paristhitiyoM se dukhI hokara antara kI gaharAI se tattva pratipAdana karanevAle paMDita zrI lAlacaMdabhAI evaM unake ananya sahayogI DaoN. candUbhAI kA sonagar3ha TrasTa kI navanirmita kAryavAhaka kameTI se tyAgapatra dekara samasta pravRttiyoM se saMnyAsa lekara baiTha jAnA Adi sthitiyA~ bhI hamAre sAmane cunautI ke rUpa meM upasthita thiiN| __isaprakAra kI sthitiyoM meM jabaki calate hue kAryoM ko calAnA bhI sahaja nahIM raha gayA thA; kucha nayA AraMbha karanA sAhasa hI nahIM, ati sAhasa kA kArya thaa| ___ yadyapi ukta vikaTa paristhitiyoM meM bhI paMDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa evaM zrI kundakunda kahAna tIrtha surakSA TrasTa tathA unakI sahayogI saMsthAe~ pUjya gurudevazrI ke puNyapratApa evaM maMgala AzIrvAda se saMcAlita tattvapracAra va prasAra sambandhI gatividhiyoM ke saMcAlana meM pUrI zakti se juTI huI thIM, apane kAryoM ko nirantara vistAra bhI de rahI thIM, kRtrima-akRtrima antarbAhya vipattiyoM kA dRr3hatA se sAmanA kara rahI thIM; tathApi aise avasara para koI nayA kArya AraMbha karanA yA naI jimmevArI lenA atisAhasa nahIM to aura kyA thA ? ___para bar3I hI caturAI se, chala-bala se, pUjya puruSoM ke nAma ke sahAre vizvAsa meM lekara yaha uttaradAyitva hamAre Upara lAda diyA gyaa| jabataka chala-prapaMca sAmane AyA, tabataka hama bahuta Age bar3ha cuke the, vItarAga-vijJAna kA eka aMka nikAla bhI cuke the| aba pIche haTanA na to saMbhava hI thA aura na ucita hI; ataH hamane ukta uttaradAyitva se mu~ha na mor3akara isa mahAna kArya ko Apa sabake bharose cunautI ke rUpa meM svIkAra kiyaa|

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130 bikhare motI isa kaThina samaya meM hamane isa cunautI ko janatA-janArdana ke bharose hI svIkAra kiyA thaa| hameM yaha kahate hue atyanta prasannatA hai ki binA AzvAsana ke hI jo vizvAsa hamane janatA-janArdana para kiyA thA, use usane bakhUbI nibhAyA hI nahIM, apitu hameM isa sImA taka sahayoga diyA ki eka varSa kA zizu 'vItarAga-vijJAna' Aja Atmanirbhara hai, apanA bhAra saMbhAlane meM svayaM hI pUrNa samartha hai| kyA Aja koI batA sakatA hai ki vizva kA koI bhI mAsika patra, jo ki vizuddha AdhyAtmika ho, apane hitaiSiyoM aura pAThakoM ke sahayoga se binA vijJApana lie eka varSa meM hI Atmanirbhara ho gayA ho ? isase adhika apekSA dharmapremI janatA se aura kI hI kyA jA sakatI hai ? isa avasara para vItarAga-vijJAna kI vartamAna sthiti para eka nigAha DAla lenA anucita nahIM hogaa| __Aja vItarAga-vijJAna ke 19 paramasaMrakSaka sadasya, 10 saMrakSaka sadasya, 7 paramasahAyaka sadasya, 40 sahAyaka sadasya, 3018 sthAI AjIvana sadasya, 218 asthAI AjIvana sadasya aura 14 videzI AjIvana sadasya haiM - isaprakAra kula milAkara 3326 AjIvana sadasya ho cuke haiN| isake atirikta lagabhaga 2200 vArSika, dvivArSika aura trivArSika sadasya haiN| isaprakAra abhI yaha pratimAha 6000 chapa rahA hai| hama anubhava karate haiM ki janatA ne isa adbhuta aura abhUtapUrva sahayoga ke mAdhyama se hamAre prati asIma sneha aura vAtsalya to pradarzita kiyA hI hai, sAtha hI hamArI tattvapracAra sambandhI rIti-nIti kA bhI hArdika samarthana kiyA hai, adhyAtma ke prati Adara vyakta kiyA hai, hamArI pratipAdana zailI evaM usameM pratipAdita vIravANI ke sAra ke prati apanA bahumAna vyakta kiyA hai, pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajI svAmI ke prati apanI agAdha zraddhA evaM vizvAsa vyakta kiyA hai| __ yadyapi yaha satya hai ki janatA kA yaha apAra sneha Akasmika nahIM thA, kyoMki isake pUrva Atmadharma ke 2600 paripatra hamAre pakSa meM bhejakara janatA ne hamameM apanA aTUTa vizvAsa vyakta kiyA thaa| hA~, yaha avazya hai ki kucha logoM / hA

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vItarAga - vijJAna : eka varSa 131 dvArA hamAre sAtha kie gaye chala-prapaMca evaM aprAmANika vyavahAra ne janatA ko hamAre prati aura bhI adhika saMvedanazIla banA diyA hai| janatA kA 'vItarAgavijJAna' ke prati yaha apAra sneha una logoM dvArA kie gaye avyavahAra ke prati roSa kI bhI parokSa abhivyakti hai / 'vItarAga - vijJAna' ko nikAlane aura nikAlate rahane kI cunautI ko svIkAra kara hamane apane dRr3ha saMkalpa ko bhI pratyakSa-parokSa abhivyakti pradAna kI hai ki hama jhaMjhaToM meM ulajhe binA nirantara jinavANI - guruvANI ke pracAraprasAra meM zAnti se lage rahanA cAhate haiN| hamArA dRr3ha vizvAsa hai ki vivAdoM meM ulajhakara citta ko kaluSita karate rahanA mAnava jIvana kI sabase bar3I hAra hai aura unase taTastha rahakara Atmahita aura AtmahitakArI cintana-mananaadhyayana, upadeza, lekhana meM saMlagna rahanA hI jIvana hai, jIvana kI sabase bar3I jIta hai| hameM prasannatA hai ki janatA ne hamArI isa manobhAvanA ko jAnA hai, pahicAnA hai, sarAhA hai, samarthana diyA hai, sahayoga diyA hai aura hameM apane cune hue mArga para nirantara calate rahane ke lie utsAhita kiyA hai| tadartha usake AbhArI hai evaM janatA ke isa protsAhana ko Adeza mAnakara jIvana bhara zAnti se yahI saba kucha karate rahane ke lie kRtasaMkalpa haiM / pUjya gurudevazrI kI sAdhanA bhUmi sonagar3ha hamArA tIrthadhAma hai aura unakI preraNA se deza-videza meM nirmita jinamandira hamAre jinAyatana haiM; unheM hama kisI bhI sthiti meM na to chor3a hI sakate haiM aura na hI usa AsthA kA parityAga hI kara sakate haiM, jo hamAre hRdaya kI gaharAI meM unake prati vidyamAna hai| hamAre zraddhAspada tIrthadhAma para anadhikRtarUpa se kabjA kie logoM se hamArI 'asahamati ho sakatI hai; kyoMki ve gRhIta mithyAtvapoSaka pravRttiyoM dvArA jinazAsana ko vikRta karane kA asaphala prayAsa kara rahe haiM / samaya kisI ko kSamA nahIM karatA ? ataH hamArA dRr3ha vizvAsa hai ki yaha saba bhI kSaNika hI hai, anitya hI hai, samaya para saba kucha sahaja hI ThIka ho

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132 bikhare motI jAyagA; apane mArga para dRr3hatA se calate hue susamaya kI pratIkSA karate rahane ke atirikta zAntipriya AtmArthiyoM ke lie koI upAyAntara nahIM hai| __'vItarAga-vijJAna ke lie yaha eka varSa bar3A hI tUphAnI rahA hai| vyavasthA kI dRSTi se yaha bAta aura bhI adhika mahattva rakhatI hai; kyoMki sampUrNa deza se eka sAta itane adhika grAhakoM kA bananA, Atmadharma ke grAhakoM kA vItarAgavijJAna ke grAhakoM meM parivartita honA; paripatroM kUpanoM kA AnA-jAnA Adi itane kArya rahe haiM ki jisakA koI hisAba nhiiN| __ AdaraNIya pATanIjI ke nirdeza meM prabandha sampAdaka vIrasAgara zAstrI ne isa kArya ko jisa kuzalatA aura zrama ke sAtha sa~bhAlA hai; usakI jitanI bhI prazaMsA kI jAve, thor3I hai| sAtha hI zrI ToDaramala digambara jaina siddhAnta mahAvidyAlaya ke sabhI chAtroM kA samarpita sahayoga prApta rahA hai| inake sahayoga ke binA to yaha kArya itanI zIghratA se sampanna honA sambhava hI na thaa| aneka logoM ke dinarAta parizrama se hI sampUrNa kArya vyavasthita ho sakA hai| ___ isa avasara para bambaI mumukSu maNDala ke katipaya sadasyoM ke mahattvapUrNa sahayoga ko smaraNa kie binA nahIM rahA jA sakatA, jinhoMne asthAI AjIvana sadasyoM kI samasyA ke samAdhAna meM abhUtapUrva sahayoga diyA hai| unake isa sahayoga ne 'vItarAga-vijJAna' ko hI nirApada nahIM kiyA, apitu sonagar3ha TrasTa ke prati utpanna asantoSa ko bhI dUra karane meM AzAtIta madada kI hai| ___ jahA~ taka vItarAga-vijJAna kI viSaya-vastu aura saMpAdana kI bAta hai, usameM Atmadharma kI suvicArita rIti-nIti ko lagabhaga pUrvavat hI kAyama rakhA gayA hai| saMkrAtikAla meM kucha karanA na to ucita hI thA aura na hI abhISTa / saMpAdana aura viSayavastu sambandhI rItinIti ko bhI pAThakoM ne bharapUra sarAhA hai, ataH aba usameM vizeSa parivartana kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM raha jAtI hai| phira bhI maiM usameM abhI aura bhI parimArjana kI AvazyakatA anubhava karatA hU~, ise aura adhika upayogI, sarala, sarasa aura sarvagrAhI banAnA cAhatA huuN| samaya kI kamI ke kAraNa tatkAla vaha saba-kucha sambhava nahIM ho pA rahA hai|

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133 vItarAga-vijJAna : eka varSa ukta paristhitiyoM ke kAraNa isa varSa kucha adhika hI vyastatA rahI hai| AdaraNIya bAbUbhAIjI kI asvasthatA evaM zrI lAlacaMdabAI va yugalajI kA bhI svAsthya ke kAraNa bAhara adhika na nikala pAne ke kAraNa bhI bAhara AnA-jAnA kucha adhika ho gayA hai / maiM sacce hRdaya se ise kucha kama avazya karanA cAhatA hU~, para snehIjanoM kA vAtsalya isameM kucha adhika hI bAdhaka banatA jA rahA hai| lagatA hai isa sandarbha meM kucha dRr3hatA se kAma lie binA calegA nhiiN| yadyapi adhika bhramaNa se tattvapracAra sambandhI gatividhiyoM ko sahaja hI vistAra prApta hotA hai, tathApi sthAI mahattva ke sAhitya-nirmANa meM bAdhA bhI kama nahIM hotii| donoM hI pravRttiyA~ upayogI haiM, Avazyaka haiM; phira bhI donoM meM santulana to sthApita karanA hI hogaa| ina sabase Upara Atmahita kI ora adhikAdhika pravRtta honA hai, adhika bhramaNa usake bhI anukUla nahIM hai / Atmahita ke sAtha-sAtha parahita kI pravRttiyoM ko punargaThita karane meM snehI zrotAoM aura pAThakoM ko jo asuvidhA ho, usake lie kSamAprArthanA ke sAtha-sAtha isa bhAvanA ko duharAte hue virAma letA hU~ ki zeSa jIvana vItarAga-vANI kI zaraNa aura sevA meM hI saMlagna rahe, samApta ho| hama dekhate haiM ki hamArA calanA-phiranA, uThanA-baiThanA, sonA, khAnA-pInA, nibaTanA Adi sabhI duHkha dUra karane aura sukhI hone ke lie hI hote haiM / gaharAI se vicAra kareM to hamArI choTI se choTI kriyA bhI isI prayojana kI siddhi ke lie hI hotI hai| jaba hama eka Asana se baiThe-baiThe thaka jAte haiM to cupacApa Asana badala lete haiM aura hamArA dhyAna isa kriyA kI ora jAtA hI nahIM hai| hama yaha samajhate hI nahIM haiM ki abhI hamane du:kha dUra karane ke lie koI prayatna kiyA hai; para hamArA yaha choTA-sA prayatna bhI duHkha dUra karane ke lie hI hotA hai| AtmA hI hai zaraNa, pRSTha 16

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jarA mur3akara dekheM (vItarAga-vijJAna maI 1986 meM se) hama saba ke ananya upakArI pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajI svAmI ko divagaMta hue pA~ca varSa se bhI adhika dina ho gaye haiN| unake dehAvasAna para hamane kucha bhAvanAe~ vyakta kI thiiN| hama una para kahA~ taka cala sake haiM - isake nirIkSaNa ke lie hama jarA mur3akara bhI dekheM aura AtmanirIkSaNa kareM ki hama kahIM bhaTaka to nahIM gaye haiN| hama apane saMkalpita sanmArga para haiM yA nahIM - isa bAta ko jAnane ke lie hama apane kucha una vicAroM ko prastuta karate haiM, jo hamane unake mahAprayANa ke avasara para abhivyakta kie the| pharavarI, 1981 I. ke Atmadharma (hindI) ke 'aba kyA hogA?' sampAdakIya meM likhA thA - ___ "gurudevazrI ke sthAna kI pUrti kI kalpanA bhI kAlpanika hI hai; kyoMki unake sthAna kI pUrti bhI mAtra ve hI kara sakate the| gurudeva to gae, na to unheM vApisa hI lAyA jA sakatA hai aura na naye gurudeva hI banAye jA sakate haiN| gurudeva banate haiM, banAye nahIM jaate|jo banAne se banate haiM yA banAye jAte haiM; ve guru nahIM, mahaMta hote haiM, maThAdhIza hote haiN| unase gurugama nahIM milatA, guruDama calatA hai| jina gurudevazrI ne jIvanabhara guruDama kA virodha kiyA, unake nAma para guruDama calAnA na to upayukta hI hai aura na unheM bhI iSTa thA, hotA to apane uttarAdhikArI kI ghoSaNA ve svayaM kara jaate| unake jIvanakAla meM bhI jaba unase isaprakAra kI carcAyeM kI gaIM to unhoMne udAsInatA hI dikhaaii| ___ ataH unake rikta sthAna kI pUrti kI carcA kA koI artha nahIM hai| rahA prazna unake dvArA yA unakI preraNA se saMcAlita tattvapracAra kI gatividhiyoM ke bhaviSya

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jarA mur3akara dekheM 135 kaa| so bhAI, pitA ke dehAvasAna hone para unake lagAye kArakhAne banda nahIM hote, apitu eka se aneka hokara aura adhika drutagati se calate haiM / jaba do-cAra putroM ke hone mAtra se ye kala-kArakhAne dviguNita - caturguNita hokara calate haiM, to jisa dharmapitA ne cAra lAkha se bhI adhika dharmasaMtAneM chor3I hoM, usake calAye kAryakrama kaise banda ho sakate haiM ? ve to zataguNita - sahasraguNita hokara calane cAhie aura caleMge bhii| isameM AzaMkAoM ke lie koI avakAza nahIM hai / hama una guru ke ziSya haiM, jinhoMne kabhI para kI ora nahIM dekhA, mur3akara pIche nahIM dekhA, jinhoMne mAtra svayaM ko dekhA aura svayaM ke bala para hI cala pdd'e| ve jahA~ khar3e ho gae, vaha sthAna tIrtha bana gayA; ve jidhara cala par3e, udhara lAkhoM loga cala pdd'e| ve bhagIratha the, jo apane bhAgIratha puruSArtha dvArA adhyAtma-bhAgIrathI ko hama taka lAye aura jinhoMne sAre jagata ko usameM DubakI lagAne ke lie pukArA / hama bhI kucha kama nahIM, usa bhAgIrathI kI nirmala jaladhArA ko hama jana-jana taka pahu~cAyeMge / ve akele the, hama cAra lAkha se bhI adhika haiM; para vaha tUphAnI vega hamameM kahA~ ? na sahI tUphAnI vega se, para caleMge hama bhI / 4 'aba kyA hogA ?' pUchane vAloM ko hama vizvAsa dilAnA cAhate haiM ki vahI hogA jo gurudeva zrI ne batAyA hai, calAyA hai, jo abhI calatA hai, abhI taka calatA rahA hai, vaha aba bhI calatA rahegA / usIprakAra calatA rahegA, usameM koI kamI nahIM AyegI, ho sakatA hai ki usakI cAla meM aura bhI tejI A jaave| para bhAI ! gurudeva to gaye so gaye, unheM to kahA~ se lAyeM ? para eka bAta yaha bhI to hai ki hama jisa yuga meM paidA hue haiM, vaha yuga lAkha burA ho, para isameM ve suvidhAyeM haiM, jo mahAvIra ke, kundakunda ke, amRtacaMdra ke jamAne meM nahIM thiiN| Aja gurudeva ke hajAroM ghaNToM ke Tepa hamAre pAsa haiM, jinheM hama kabhI bhI unhIM kI AvAja meM suna sakate haiM, ghaNToM ke unake vIDio Tepa ( bolatI philma ) haiM, jinake mAdhyama se hama gurudeva zrI ko calate-phirate dekha sakate haiM, bolate hue dekha sakate haiM, suna sakate haiM, basa ve saMdeha-sacetana hamAre pAsa nahIM haiM, para mahAvIra kI, kundakunda kI, amRtacaMdra kI to AvAja bhI hamAre

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136 bikhare motI pAsa nahIM, citra bhI hamAre pAsa nahIM; calatI-phiratI, bolatI philma kI bAta to bahuta dUra kI kalpanA hai / isa artha meM hama bar3e bhAgyazAlI haiN| aba taka to hameM unakA sAkSAt lAbha milatA thA, para aba hameM ekalavya bananA hogaa| unake acetana citroM se, sAhitya se, Tepa se, cetana ziSyoM se dezanA prApta karanI hogii| aba kyA hogA ? hogA kyA ? duniyA to apanI gati se calatI hI rahatI hai, vaha to kabhI rukatI nhiiN| bar3e-bar3e loga Aye aura cale gaye, para yaha duniyA to nirantara cala hI rahI hai, isakI gati meM kahA~ rukAvaTa hai ? jagata kI bAta hI kyoM socate ho ? yaha soco na ki hama sabako bhI to eka dina isIprakAra cale jAnA hai| 'aba kyA hogA ?' isa kiMkartavyavimUr3hatA kI sthiti ko tor3o na ! chor3o na isa vyartha ke vikalpa ko aura cala par3o usa rAste para, jo gurudeva zrI ne batAyA hai aura jagata ko batAo vaha rAstA, jo gurudevazrI ne Apako va hama sabako batAyA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra ke cale jAne para gautama gaNadhara rone nahIM baiThe the, apitu mahAvIra kI batAI rAha para calakara svayaM mahAvIra (sarvajJa) bana gaye the / yadi hama gurudeva zrI ke sacce ziSya haiM to hameM bhI gurudevazrI ke cale jAne para vahI rAha apanAnI cAhie, jo mahAvIra ke ananyatama ziSya gautama ne apanAI thI / gurudeva zrI ke abhAva meM udAsI to sahaja hai, para nirAzA kA koI sthAna nahIM honA caahie| uTho! mana ko yoM nirAza na karo aura cala par3o usa rAha para / bAtoM se nahIM, Ao ! hama saba milakara apane kAryoM se duniyA ko isa prazna kA uttara deM, duniyA kI isa zaMkA kA samAdhAna prastuta kareM ki aba kyA hogA ?" -- * yaha hai hamArA vaha saMkalpa, jise hamane gurudeva zrI ke mahAprayANa para vyakta kiyA thA / 1 pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajI svAmI kyA the ? isake saMbaMdha meM Aja koI kucha bhI kyoM na kahe; para jaba unakA mahAprayANa huA thA, taba unakA jIvanabhara virodha karanevAle jainagajaTa ne bhI apane saMpAdakIya meM likhA thA

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137 jarA mur3akara dekheM ___ "unhoMne apane jIvana meM karIba 65 paMcakalyANaka pratiSThA va 35 vedIpratiSThAyeM karavAI aura zvetAmbara bandhuoM ko digambarI bnaayaa| samayasAra va mokSamArgaprakAzaka jaise granthoM ke paThana-pAThana kI lahara samAja meM daur3AI tathA svAdhyAya ke pracAra kA bigula bajA diyaa| virodha hotA rahA, lekina virodha ko sahate hue digambara dharma ke pracAra yA prasAra meM kisI bhI prakAra kI kasara uThA nahIM rkhii| AbAla-vRddhoM meM digambara dharma kA pracAra kiyA aura rAtribhojana, jamIkanda Adi kA tyAga unake prabhAva se svataH unake anuyAyI karate gye| deza meM sonagar3ha ekaprakAra kA prasiddha sthAna bana gayA, jahA~ se unhoMne jinavANI kA tana-mana se jIvanaparyanta sAdhanA karane ke sAtha hI deza meM yatra-tatra-sarvatra pracAra kiyaa|shikssnn-shivir ke dvArA eka naI dizA dekara dharmapracAra kI eka adbhuta yojanA samAja ko dii| prAya: yaha dekhA gayA hai ki sampradAya badalanevAle anta meM pathabhraSTa bhI hote rahe haiM, lekina svAmIjI sadA-lauhapuruSa banakara rhe| svAmIjI ke uTha jAne se vAstava meM eka mahAn pratibhAsampanna va puNyAtmA AdhyAtmika vaktA kA sadA ke lie abhAva ho gyaa| gajaTa parivAra bhI unake dehAvasAna para apanI bhAvabhInI zraddhAMjali arpita karatA huA vIraprabhu se prArthanA karatA hai ki svAmIjI ko pUrNa ratnatraya kI prApti hokara zIghra muktilAbha ho|" ___ jainagajaTa parivAra ko Aja kucha bhI likhane ke pahale apanI ukta paMktiyoM ko dhyAna meM rakhanA caahie| pUjya svAmIjI ke mahAprayANa ke bAda jo kucha bhI huA, yadi usakI AlocanA vaha karatA hai to bAta aura hai, para aba svAmIjI kI AlocanA karanA kyA svavacanabAdhita nahIM hai ? svAmIjI ke mahAprayANa ke bAda sonagar3ha, jayapura aura sampUrNa deza meM jo kucha bhI huA hai, usake saMbaMdha meM aba mujhe kucha bhI nahIM kahanA hai; kyoMki sampUrNa samAja sampUrNa ghaTanAcakra evaM sthitiyoM se bhalIbhA~ti paricita hai|

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bikhare motI pUjya gurudeva zrI ke mahAprayANa ke avasara para hamane jo saMkalpa kiye the, unakI pUrti karane meM jinakA varadahasta evaM paripUrNa sahayoga hameM nirantara prApta rahA hai, jinake sAtha sadA kaMdhe se kaMdhA milAkara hamane kArya kiyA hai, ve paNDita khemacandabhAI jeThAlAla seTha evaM bAbUbhAI cunnIlAla mahetA zArIrika dRSTi se kramazaH zithila hote gaye; para jabataka ve rahe, unakA sambala hameM anta taka prApta rahA; para Aja ve bhI hamAre bIca nahIM haiN| 138 gurudeva zrI ke abhAva meM gaye vigata pA~ca varSoM meM agaNita vinAzakArI tUphAna Aye, gurudeva dvArA AraMbhita AdhyAtmika krAnti para bhItara aura bAhara se agaNita AkramaNa huye aura nirantara ho rahe haiM, phira bhI vaha uddAma vega se nirantara gatizIla hai, agaNita avarodhoM ke bAda bhI usakI gati avaruddha nahIM huI hai| ise hama apanA saubhAgya hI nahIM samajhate, apitu saMkalpa kI kasauTI bhI mAnate haiM / kucha bhI ho, ina sthitiyoM ne jahA~ eka ora hameM eka adbhuta dRr3hatA aura dabAvoM ko baradAzta karane kI asIma kSamatA pradAna kI hai tathA suvicArita rItinIti para hara kImata para calate rahane kA sAhasa jagAyA hai, vahA~ dUsarI ora jagata isa svarUpa se bahuta kucha virakta bhI kiyA hai, sAmAjika prapaMcoM se sarvathA dUra rahane kA bhAva bhI jagAyA hai; kauna kitane gahare pAnI meM hai - yaha bhI jAnane ko milA hai| hamArI suvyavasthita rIti-nIti yaha hai ki pUjya gurudeva zrI aura unake dvArA batAye gaye jinAgama ke rahasya evaM tattvajJAna ko hama kisI bhI kImata para chor3ane ke liye taiyAra nahIM haiN| isIprakAra gurudeva zrI ke mahAprayANa ke bAda sonagar3ha meM samAgata vikRtiyoM kA samarthana bhI hama kisI bhI kImata para nahIM kara sakate haiN| na hamane Aja taka unakA samarthana kiyA hai aura na kabhI kareMge hii| pA~ca varSa pUrva kiye gaye saMkalpa ko hamane pUrI niSThA se Aja taka nibhAyA hai aura Aja unake 97veM janmadivasa para apane saMkalpa ko phira duharAte haiN| dhyAna rahe hamArA yaha bahumUlya manuSyabhava na to kisI popaDama ke poSaNa ke lie hI samarpita ho sakatA hai aura na ise kisI kI asIma mahattvAkAMkSAoM kI pUrti ke

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jarA mur3akara dekheM 139 lie balidAna hI kiyA jA sakatA hai| hamArA yaha bahumUlya jIvana to Atmahita aura jinavANI kI sevA meM hI sampUrNataH samarpita hai| ____ maI kA mAha hamAre liye ati mahattva kA mAha hai; kyoMki isameM 10 maI, 1986 ko pUjya gurudevazrI kA 97vA~ janmadina hai aura 22 maI, 1986 ko prasiddha AdhyAtmika pravaktA bAbUbhAI cunnIlAla mehatA ke svargavAsa ko 1 varSa pUrA hone jA rahA hai / 10 maI, 1986 ko pUjya gurudevazrI kI janma-jayantI to sampUrNa deza meM sthAna-sthAna para bar3e hI utsAha se manAI hI jA rahI hai, paNDita zrI bAbUbhAI cunnIlAla mehatA kA prathama smRti divasa bhI gujarAta kI rAjadhAnI ahamadAbAda meM paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa dvArA saMcAlita prazikSaNa zivira ke AraMbha hone ke eka dina pUrva 22-5-86 ko bar3e hI utsAha se manAyA jA rahA hai| isa avasara para hama pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajI svAmI ke anuyAyiyoM, bhaktoM, andhabhaktoM, virodhiyoM, andhavirodhiyoM sabhI se vinamra anurodha karanA cAhate haiM ki koI bhI aba unake divaMgata hone ke pA~ca varSa bAda bhI rAga-dveSavaza isaprakAra ke kArya na kareM, vyavahAra na kareM ki jisase na kevala unakI pratiSThA dhUmila hotI ho, apitu jina-adhyAtma evaM jainasamAja kI bhI apUraNIya kSati ho rahI hai| __pUjya gurudevazrI ke samAna hI sabhI AtmArthIjana vyartha ke vAda-vivAda se svayaM ko sampUrNataH pRthak kara Atmahita meM hI sampUrNata: saMlagna ho jAveM - isa pAvana bhAvanA se virAma letA huuN| asaphalatA ke samAna saphalatA kA pacA pAnA bhI hara eka kA kAma nahIM hai| jahA~ asaphalatA vyakti ko, samAja ko hatAza, nirAza, udAsa kara detI hai, utsAha ko bhaMga kara detI hai| vahIM saphalatA bhI saMtulana ko kAyama nahIM rahane detii| vaha ahaMkAra puSTa karatI hai, vijaya ke pradarzana ko protsAhita karatI hai| kabhI-kabhI to vipakSa kA tiraskAra karane ko bhI ukasAtI najara AtI hai| para saphalatA-asaphalatA kI ye saba pratikriyAe~ janasAmAnya para hI hotI haiM, gaMbhIra vyaktitva vAle mahApuruSoM para inakA koI prabhAva lakSita nahIM hotaa| ve donoM hI sthitiyoM meM saMtulita rahate haiM aDiga rahate haiN| satya kI khoja, pRSTha 233

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12 sAgara prazikSaNa zivira eka vihaMgAvalokana ( vItarAga - vijJAna maI 1985 meM se ) sAgara madhyapradeza ke una saubhAgyazAlI sadAcArI nagaroM meM hai, jise varNIjI kA AzIrvAda aura satsamAgama sarvAdhika prApta rahA hai| isa yuga ko AdhyAtmika cetanA ko jAgRta karane meM jo sthAna AdhyAtmikasatpuruSa zrI kAnajI svAmI ko prApta hai, vahI sthAna sampUrNa jaina samAja meM jainadarzana va dharma ke adhyayanaadhyApana meM guru gopAladAsajI varaiyA evaM varNIjI ko prApta rahA hai| Aja jainadarzana ke jo bhI bujurga vidvAna dRSTigocara hote haiM, ve saba pratyakSa yA parokSarUpa meM unake hI ziSya-praziSyoM meM haiM, unake dvArA hI taiyAra hue haiN| unhoMne usa yuga meM kArya Arambha kiyA thA, jaba samAja meM mAtra tattvArthasUtra kA pATha kara denevAlA sAdhAraNa vyakti hI bar3A vidvAna mAnA jAtA thaa| unhoMne mAtra prAkRta aura saMskRta bhASA ke vizeSajJa evaM jainadarzana ke pAThI vidvAna hI taiyAra nahIM kiye, apitu gA~va-gA~va meM pAThazAlAe~ kholakara sAmAnyajanoM ko bhI jAgRta kiyA / bhArata kA madhyakSetra bundelakhaNDa bhAratIya saMskRti sabhyatA evaM purAtatva kI dRSTi se atyanta samRddha kSetra hai| jaina saMskRti ke prAcInatama kendra isa pradeza meM devagar3ha jaise anekAneka kalAtIrtha haiM; jo jainasaMskRti kI prAcInatA evaM bhUtakAlIna abhUtapUrva samRddhi ko Aja bhI ujAgara kara rahe haiN| siddha kSetra aura atizaya kSetroM kI bhI yahA~ kamI nahIM hai| pratyeka dasa-bIsa kilomITara para kisI na kisI tIrtha ke darzana Apako hoMge hii| tIrthaMkaroM ke smAraka ye tIrtha isa bhUmi kI pavitratA ke jIvanta pramANa haiM /

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sAgara prazikSaNa zivira 141 yahA~ kI dharma - bhIru janatA meM Aja bhI ve saMskAra vidyamAna haiM, jo deza ke anya bhAgoM meM basanevAle logoM meM durlabha hote jA rahe haiN| samAja ke mArgadarzaka vidvAna hote haiM / jainasamAja meM Aja jo bhI vidvAna dekhane meM A rahe haiN| unameM se adhikAMza isa pAvana bhUmi kI hI dena hai| vItarAgI santoM kA vihAra bhI jitanA isa pradeza meM hotA rahatA hai, utanA anyatra nahIM / sahaja dhArmika vAtAvaraNa hI ina sabakA ekamAtra kAraNa hai / AdhyAtmika satpuruSa zrI kAnajI svAmI kI AdhyAtmika krAnti kA lAbha bhI jitanA isa pradeza ne uThAyA hai, utanA anya pradezoM ne nahIM / zuddhAmnAya kA asalI gar3ha bhI bundelakhaNDa hI hai| tAraNasvAmI kI AdhyAtmika krAnti kA mUlasthAna bhI yahI bhUbhAga rahA hai| isa pAvana bhUbhAga meM janma lene ke kAraNa maiM apane ko saubhAgyazAlI anubhava karatA huuN| jainasaMskRti, sabhyatA, sadAcAra evaM jinavANI kI ArAdhanA ke gar3ha isa bhUbhAga ke kendra meM sthita 'sAgara' nagara bhI varNIjI kA sparza pAkara dhArmika zikSA ke kSetra meM eka mahattva pUrNa kendra bana gayA hai| vaise to maiMne lagabhaga 25 varSa pUrva sAgara meM eka paryUSaNaparva bhI kiyA thA, para sarvAdhika smaraNIya hai 15 varSa pUrva navambara, 1971 I. meM lagA vaha zikSaNazivara, jisameM AdaraNIya vidvadvarya sarvazrI khImacaMdabhAI jeThAlAla zeTha, rAjakoTa; bAbUbhAI cunnIlAla mehatA, phatepura; bAbU jugalakizorajI 'yugala', koTA; siddhAntAcArya paNDita phUlacandajI, vArANasI; evaM paNDita jaganmohanalAlajI zAstrI kaTanI Adi vidvAna bhI padhAre the / sthAnIya vidvAna to vahA~ the hii| sAgara bhI vidvAnoM kI nagarI hai - yaha to saba jAnate hI haiN| kyA vAtAvaraNa thA usa samaya kA ? sArA sAgara hI adhyAtmamaya ho gayA thA / navambara kI bhayaMkara sardI meM bhI rAta ko gyAraha baje taka kaTarA bAjAra ke khule maidAna meM loga jame rahate the, koI hilane kA bhI nAma nahIM letA thA / sAyaM sAr3he sAta baje se pravacana AraMbha hote, eka-eka ghaMTe ke tIna pravacana hote, jisameM merA nambara sabase anta meM AtA, para janatA uThane kA nAma bhI na letI, bar3e hI

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142 bikhare motI manoyoga se suntii| sAgara kI dhArmika janatA kI AdhyAtmika ruci ke darzana mujhe usasamaya hI hue; aura mere hRdaya meM sAgara ke lie eka sammAnanIya sthAna bana gyaa| vaha zivira tAraNa-jayantI ke asavara para tAraNa-jayantI ke upalakSya meM hI lagA thaa| isa varSa phira tAraNa-jayantI ke avasara para hI mujhe sAgara jAne kA avasara milaa| mujhe yaha kahate hue atyanta prasannatA ho rahI hai ki isa varSa bhI mujhe sAgara meM vahI jAgRti dikhAI dI, vahI sneha milaa| isa varSa tAraNasvAmI ke grantharAja jJAnasamuccayAra evaM samayasAra gAthA 16 para pravacana karane kA avasara milaa| jJAnasamuccayasAra para hue pravacanoM ko prakAzita karane kA bhAva zrImAn seTha bhagavAnadAsajI ko huA hai, jo 'gAgara meM sAgara' nAma se prakAzita ho rahe haiN| zrI seTha bhagavAnadAsajI evaM unake anuja sva. zrI zobhAlAlajI pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajI svAmI ke satsamAgama meM nirantara rahe haiN| ve unake satsamAgama kA 'lAbha lene prativarSa sonagar3ha jAyA karate the aura vahA~ tIna-cAra mAha rahate the| unhoMne vahA~ vizAla baMgalA va atithi-nivAsa bhI banAyA hai| yadyapi ve isasamaya asvastha cala rahe haiM, 85 varSIya vRddhAvasthA hai; tathApi zivira meM sotsAha bhAga lete the| unakI bhAvanA huI ki isa varSa sAgara meM paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa, jayapura dvArA saMcAlita vItarAga-vijJAna AdhyAtmika zikSaNa-prazikSaNa zivira laganA caahie| pariNAmasvarUpa tAraNa-jayantI ke avasara para hI sAgara samAja ke sahayoga se grISmakAlIna AdhyAtmika zikSaNaprazikSaNa zivira lagAne ke nizcaya kI ghoSaNA kI gii| pariNAmasvarUpa yaha zivira sAgara meM laga rahA hai| - isa samaya hamAre sAtha paNDita pUnamacandajI chAbar3A, indaura bhI the| isa zivira ke lagane meM unakA sarvAdhika zrama rahA hai| vaise to unase merA paricaya vigat 25 varSa se hai, tathApi unakI kAryakuzalatA evaM kSamatA kA paricaya mujhe isa avasara para hI prApta huaa|aadrnniiy nemIcandajI pATanI ke sAtha

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sAgara prazikSaNa zivira 143 kAma karane kA avasara to mujhe vigat 18 varSa se prApta hai, maiM unakI kAryakSamatA kA kAyala rahA hU~, para mujhe pratIti hotA hai ki chAbar3AjI unake bahuta acche sahayogI siddha ho sakate haiN| zrI vItarAga - vijJAna AdhyAtmika zikSaNa-prazikSaNa zivira paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa kI aneka upalabdhiyoM meM se eka abhUtapUrva adbhuta upalabdhi hai, jisake mAdhyama se jainadharma-zikSA jagata meM eka naI krAnti kA sUtrapAta huA hai, aneka naye kIrtimAna sthApita hue haiN| sAgara meM laganevAlA yaha zikSaNa-prazikSaNa zivira unnIsavA~ hai, isake pUrva aThAraha prazikSaNa zivira bhAratavarSa ke vibhinna prAntoM ke vibhinna nagaroM meM laga cuke haiM, jinameM 3135 adhyApaka dhArmika-adhyayana karAne meM prazikSita ho cuke haiN| jayapura meM do; koTA, udayapura, ajamera evaM bhIlavAr3A meM eka-eka; isaprakAra rAjasthAna meM chaha; vidizA meM do, indaura, chindavAr3A, bhiNDa meM eka - eka; isaprakAra madhyapradeza meM pA~ca; AgarA, lalitapura evaM phirojAbAda meM eka - eka; isaprakAra uttarapradeza meM tIna; solApura, malakApura evaM vAzima meM eka-eka; isaprakAra mahArASTra meM tIna evaM prAntija (gujarAta) meM eka; isaprakAra kula 18 zivira aba taka laga cuke haiN| inameM se jayapura, koTA evaM udayapura ziviroM ko gurudeva zrI kAnajI svAmI kA sAnnidhya bhI prApta rahA hai| sAtha meM vidvadvarya zrI khImacandabhAI evaM zrI bAbUbhAI jabataka svastha rahe, tabataka unakA samAgama pratyeka zivira ko anivArya rUpa se milatA rahA hai| AdaraNIya vidvadvarya zrI lAlacanda bhAI, rAjakoTa evaM zrI jugalakizorajI 'yugala' koTA kA samAgama to aba bhI pratyeka zivira ko lagabhaga prApta hI rahatA hai| inake atirikta mere agraja paNDita ratanacandajI zAstrI evaM paNDita jJAnacandajI bhI isake sthAyI sadasya haiN| zrI nemIcandajI pATanI isake sUtradhAra haiM, unake binA isakI kalpanA bhI saMbhava nahIM rahatI / inake atirikta lagabhaga aura bhI 25 vyakti bIsa dina taka lagAtAra zikSaNakArya meM sahayoga dete haiM, jaba kahIM yaha zivira apanI apUrva upalabdhiyoM ke sAtha sampanna hotA hai / sthAnIya logoM ke zrama kI to gaNanA hI saMbhava nahIM hai; kyoMki unheM to mahInoM pahile hI isameM juTanA par3atA hai|

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144 bikhare motI isake vAstavika svarUpa kA samyagjJAna to isake pratyakSadarzana karane se hI saMbhava hai| paMDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa evaM usake sahayoga se jayapura se saMcAlita tattvapracAra saMbaMdhI sabhI gatividhiyoM ko bala pradAna karanevAle ina zrI vItarAgavijJAna AdhyAtmika zikSaNa-prazikSaNa ziviroM ke janma kI bhI eka kahAnI hai / yaha to Apako vidita hI hai ki komalamati bAlakoM meM dhArmika saMskAra DAlane, unheM jainatattva saMbaMdhI sAmAnya jJAna dene evaM sadAcAra yukta naitika jIvana bitAne kI preraNA dene ke pAvana uddezya se paMDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa ne apane udaya ke sAtha hI sarvaprathama sarala, subodha evaM sahajabodhagamya rocaka dhArmika pAThyapustakeM taiyAra karAI; aura unake adhyayana-adhyApana ke lie sthAna-sthAna para vItarAga - vijJAna pAThazAlAe~ sthApita kI tathA unakI parIkSA lene ke lie zrI vItarAga - vijJAna vidyApITha parIkSA borDa kI bhI sthApanA kii| pAThazAlAoM ke satata nirIkSaNa evaM parIkSArthI chAtroM kI uttara-pustikAoM ko dekhakara lagA ki jabataka adhyApaka bandhuoM ko dhArmika pustakoM ke adhyApana kI vidhi meM Adhunika rIti se prazikSita nahIM kiyA jAyagA, tabataka vA~chita uddezya kI prApti saMbhava nahIM hai; kyoMki aprazikSita aura ayogya adhyApaka na to chAtroM ko sahI jJAna hI de sakate haiM aura na vaha AkarSaNa hI paidA kara sakate haiM, jisase prerita hokara chAtra dharmAdhyayana meM rucivanta hoM / Aja duniyA~ bahuta Age bar3ha gayI hai| aisI sthiti meM dhArmika zikSA ke kSetra meM vahI purAnA ravaiyA kaise apanAyA jA sakatA hai ? gaharAI se anubhava kiyA gayA ki varNIjI dvArA saMcAlita dhArmika zikSA kI krAnti meM zithilatA kA ekamAtra kAraNa prazikSita suyogya adhyApakoM kA abhAva hI hai| yadi hameM dhArmika zikSA ke mahA kArya ko gati pradAna karanA hai to isa dizA meM gambhIratA se vicAra kiyA jAnA caahie| aneka dRSTikoNoM se gambhIratA se vicAra-vimarza karane ke uparAnta AgAmI pIr3hI meM jaina tatvajJAna apane mUla rUpa meM surakSita rahe tathA dhArmika saMskAra bhI

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sAgara prazikSaNa zivira 145 kAyama rahe - isa pAvana bhAvanA se yogya adhyApakoM ko prazikSita karane kA saMkalpa kiyA gayA, jo ina prazikSaNa ziviroM ke rUpa meM pratiphalita huA hai| ___ jaba hamane inheM Arambha kiyA thA, taba hameM bhI yaha kalpanA na thI ki ye zivira itane upayogI siddha hoNge|siimit uddezya se Arambha kiye gaye ina ziviroM ne zIghra hI bahuuddezIya (multipurpose) rUpa dhAraNa kara liyaa| inameM Aja mAtra dhArmika adhyApakoM ko prazikSita hI nahIM kiyA jAtA, apitu bAlazikSA, prauDhazikSA, mahilAzikSA ke sAtha-sAtha pravacanoM ke mAdhyama se janasamudAyazikSaNa (mass teaching) bhI calatA hai| isaprakAra isameM dasa varSa ke bAlaka-bAlikA se lekara assI varSIya vRddha AtmArthI bhI lagAtAra bIsa dina taka anavarata bhAga lete haiM / pratidina prAta:kAla 5 baje se lekara rAtri 10.30 taka 8-10 ghaNTe ke saghana kAryakrama calate haiN| AdhyAtmika zikSA kA isaprakAra kA vAtAvaraNa bana jAtA hai ki loga samAcArapatra par3hanA bhI bhUla jAte haiM aura logoM ko dinAMka aura vAra bhI yAda nahIM rhte| ___Apako yaha jAnakara Azcarya hogA ki jisa sthAna para yaha zivira lagatA hai, usake Asa-pAsa 25-30 navIna vItarAga-vijJAna pAThazAlAyeM to khula hI jAtI haiN| Aja jo sampUrNa deza meM 353 pAThazAlAyeM cala rahI haiM, ve saba ina prazikSaNa ziviroM kA hI pariNAma hai |aaj jaba chAtroM ke abhAva meM dhArmika zikSA dene vAle mahAvidyAlaya banda hote jA rahe haiM yA mRtaprAya: ho rahe haiM, taba ina ziviroM kI badaulata hI zrI ToDaramala digambara jaina siddhAnta mahAvidyAlaya meM chAtroM ke praveza ke liye bhIr3a umar3atI hai aura vaha cuna-cunakara sImita chAtroM ko praveza detA hai / cAlIsa se pacAsa hajAra taka kA satsAhitya jana-jana taka pahu~ca jAtA hai tathA itane ke hI dhArmika pravacanoM ke kaiseTa bhI bikate haiM / AdhyAtmika patrikA vItarAga-vijJAna evaM samAcArapatra jainapatha pradarzaka ke bhI saikar3oM grAhaka isa avasara para banate haiN| Asa-pAsa ke sthAnoM meM dainika zAstrasabhAyeM evaM tatvagoSThiyA~ Arambha ho jAtI haiN| - isaprakAra sAmUhika rUpa se dhArmika vAtAvaraNa kA nirmANa hotA hai|

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146 bikhare motI ina ziviroM kI lokapriyatA kA pratyakSa pramANa yaha hai ki hamAre ina ziviroM se preraNA pAkara anya saMsthAyeM bhI zivira Ayojita karane lagI haiN| isa bAta kI hameM hArdika prasannatA hai, kyoMki yaha kAma itanA bar3A hai ki isameM jitane bhI loga juTa jAyeM, utane hI kama haiN| sabakucha milAkara sabhI loga vItarAgI vANI kA hI to pracAra-prasAra karate haiN| __NamokAra maMtra koI bhI sikhAye - isase kyA antara par3atA hai ? bhAI, hama saba ko milakara ajJAna ke viruddha lar3anA hai, asaMyama ke viruddha lar3anA hai, durAcAra ke viruddha lar3anA hai| jo bhI dhArmika kSetra meM kArya karanevAle loga haiM, unheM paraspara meM lar3ane ke sthAna para milakara ajJAna se, azikSA se lar3anA caahiye| isameM hI samAja kA bhalA hai, saMsthAoM kA bhalA hai, dharma kA bhalA hai aura vyaktiyoM kA bhI bhalA isI meM hai| __ Azcarya isa bAta kA hai ki hamAre prazikSaNa-ziviroM kI lokapriyatA kA lAbha uThAne ke lie kucha loga apane sAmAnya ziviroM kA nAma bhI prazikSaNa zivira rakha lete haiM, jaba ki unameM prazikSaNa (Training) nAma kI koI cIja hI nahIM hotii| yadyapi hameM unakI pravRtti se koI virodha nahIM hai, tathApi isase prazikSaNa zabda kI sArthakatA to samApta hotI hI hai| isakA eka kAraNa bhI yaha hai ki ve loga hamAre zivaroM kI lokapriyatA se prabhAvita hokara use dekhane Ate haiM aura do-eka dina Thaharakara udghATanAdi utsavoM evaM pravacanAdi kAryakramoM ko dekhakara cale jAte haiN| usameM jo zikSaNaprazikSaNa ke saghana kAryakrama calate haiM, unhoMne gaharAI se nahIM dekhte| ata: ve yahI samajhate haiM ki ziviroM meM akele pravacana hote haiN| ___ yaha bhI ho sakatA hai ki ve hamAre zivira kI sampUrNa gatividhiyoM se paricita to hoM, para atyadhika zramasAdhya hone se athavA unheM calAne yogya suyogya kAryakartAoM ke abhAva hone se yaha saba saMbhava na ho pAtA ho| jo kucha bhI ho, hama unheM apane sampUrNa kAryakramoM ko bArIkI se nirIkSaNa karane ke liye sAdara, sasneha, sAnurodha AmaMtrita karate haiM aura unheM vizvAsa dilAte haiM ki yadi ve bhI isaprakAra ke zivirAdi kAryakrama saMcAlita karane meM

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sAgara prazikSaNa zivira 147 hamArA sahayoga cAheMge to hama unheM apanI sImAoM meM rahakara avazya sahayoga kreNge| __ bhAI, Aja kI duniyA saMgharSa kI nahIM, sahayoga kI duniyA hai| jaba eka deza dUsare deza ke vikAsa meM takanIkI, Arthika, bauddhika Adi sabhI prakAra kA sahayoga karate dekhe jAte haiM to kyA dharma ke kSetra meM yaha saMbhava nahIM hai| yadi hamane samaya ko nahIM pahicAnA, yuga kI AvAja kI anasunI kara dI to samaya hameM kabhI kSamA nahIM kregaa|jo yuga kI AvAja ko samaya kI pukAra ko sunatA hai, usake anusAra calatA hai, samaya usakA hI sAtha detA hai| AzA hI nahIM, hameM pUrNa vizvAsa hai ki dhArmika samAja pavitra hRdaya se kiye gaye hamAre isa anurodha ko pavitra hRdaya se hI gRhaNa kregaa| ___hameM prasannatA hai ki dhArmika zikSA kI isa yuga meM nIMva DAlane vAle varNIjI ke isa zikSAnagara sAgara meM hI dhArmika zikSA ko gati pradAna karane vAlA hamArA yaha unnIsavA~ zikSaNa-prazikSaNa zivira laga rahA hai| dhyAna rahe, bundelakhaNDa kI pAvana bhUmi meM yaha zivira lalitapura meM san 1976 meM lage zivira ke nau varSa bAda laga rahA hai| vartamAna pariprekSya kI jisa bhAva-bhUmi meM yaha zivira laga rahA hai, usase isakA mahatva aura adhika bar3ha jAtA hai| kaI dRSTiyoM se yaha zivira aitihAsika zivira ho sakatA hai| isa zivira kI bhAvabhUmi meM eka aura bhI sahaja saMyoga bana rahA hai| sAgara ke atyanta nikaTa khuraI meM isI samaya AcArya zrI vidyAsAgarajI ke sAnnidhya meM 'dhavalA' kI vAcanA kA kAryakrama hone jA rahA hai| isakA sabase bar3A lAbha yaha hogA ki vAcanA meM padhAre vidvAnoM kA lAbha zivira ko tathA zivirArthiyoM ko Age-pIche thor3A-bahuta vAcanA kA lAbha bhI prApta ho skegaa| paNDita kailAzacandajI siddhAntAcArya, vArANasI kA AzIrvAda hamArI sampUrNa gatividhiyoM ko AraMbha se hI prApta hotA rahA hai, para garmiyoM meM lagane ke kAraNa ve Aja taka hamAre isa zivira meM nahIM padhAra sake / aba unake samAgama evaM mArgadarzana kA lAbha bhI hameM prApta hogA; kyoMki ve jaba khuraI meM padhAreMge to

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148 bikhare motI atyanta nikaTa hone se hamAre isa zivira meM bhI avazya pdhaareNge| isIprakAra sthAnIya vidvAna hone se DaoN. pannAlAlajI sAhityAcArya kA samAgama bhI sahaja prApta hogaa| vayovRddha vratI vidvAna paMDita jaganmohanalAlajI zAstrI kaTanI evaM siddhAntAcArya paMDita phUlacandajI to hamAre ziviroM meM kaI bAra padhAra cuke haiN| ___ hamAre zivira meM digambara jaina mahAsamiti ke saMsthApaka adhyakSa sva. zrI sAhU zAntiprasAdajI aura vartamAna adhyakSa zrI sAhU zreyAMzaprasAdajI, kAryAdhyakSa zrI ratanalAlajI gaMgavAla, mahAmantrI zrI sukumAracandajI, di. jaina tIrthakSetra kameTI ke adhyakSa zrI lAlacandajI, mahAmantrI zrI jayacandajI lohAr3e tathA zrI ema. ke. gA~dhI landana, zrI RSabhakumArajI khuraI, si. dhanyakumArajI kaTanI Adi aneka bAra padhArakara hamArI zikSaNa paddhati kI bharapUra sarAhanA kara cuke haiM; samAja ke sabhI vargoM kA sahayoga hamAre ziviroM ko prApta rahA hai| isaprakAra hama dekhate haiM ki hamArA yaha zivira eka aitihAsika zivira hogA aura isakA lAbha hamArI AgAmI pIr3hiyoM ko bhI bharapUra prApta rhegaa| ___ merI janmabhUmi ke nikaTa laganevAlA yaha zivira vItarAgI tattvajJAna evaM sadAcArI jIvana kI gaharI nIMva DAlanevAlA pramANita ho - aisI maMgala bhAvanA ke sAtha virAma letA huuN| eka bAta aura bhI to hai ki sukhI hone kA sahI rAstA satya pAnA hai, satya samajhanA hai| kisI kA bhaMDAphor3a karanA nahIM, kisI kI pola kholanA nahIM / yadi isa eka sAdhu kI pola khola bhI dI to kyA ho jAne vAlA hai, na jAne loka meM aise kitane loga haiM? tuma kahA~-kahA~ pahu~cogI, kisa-kisa ko bacAogI? sacce deva-zAstra-guru kA sahI svarUpa samajhanA hI kuguru, kudeva, kuzAstra se bacane kA saccA upAya hai| sAmAnyata: deva-guru-dharma kA virodha karanA bhI to ThIka nahIM; kyoMki isase to sacce deva-guru-dharma kA bhI niSedha ho sakatA hai| ataH zAstrAdhAra se inakA sahI svarUpa samajhane kA yatla karanA caahie| satya kI khoja, pRSTha 63

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13 eka hI rAstA ( vItarAga - vijJAna jUna 1985 meM se ) " marja bar3hatA hI gayA, jyoM-jyoM davA kI " - kisI bhuktabhogI kI ukta ukti kA marma tabataka samajha meM nahIM AtA, jabataka ki isIprakAra kI paristhitiyoM se vyakti svayaM nahIM gujaratA / Agama ke sammAna evaM sAmAjika ekatA kI anadekhI karane vAle loga jaba ghara- phU~ka tamAzA dekhane para utArU ho jAte haiM to ar3osI - par3ausI bhI usa Aga meM svArtha kI roTiyA~ sekane lagate haiN| kevala vyaktigata svArtha kI siddhi ke lie mauke kI talAza meM baiThe asAmAjika tattva jaba usa Aga ko bujhAne ke bahAne pAnI ke nAma para jalate hue sAmAjika DhAMce para peTrola DAlane lagate haiM, taba samajhadAra logoM ke pAsa Atmazuddhi ke lie prabhu se prArthanA evaM AtmArAdhanA ke atirikta koI mArga zeSa nahIM raha jAtA hai / samAja ke prabuddhavarga kA kArya gaharAI meM jAkara vastusthiti kA gaharA adhyayana karake yathAsAdhya samyak mArgadarzana karanA hai, para jaba prabuddhavarga bhI apane isa uttaradAyitva se vimukha hone lage aura samAja meM uttejanA phailAne kA ghRNita kArya karane lage to samajhanA cAhie ki aba samAja ke bure dina Ane vAle haiN| aisI sthiti meM citta kA saMtulana banAe rakhanA yadyapi atyanta kaThina kArya hai, tathApi santulana khokara sarva vinAza kI ora bar3hanA buddhimattA to nahIM mAnA jA sakatA / yadyapi jalatI huI dvArakA dekhakara bhI zrI neminAtha ke samAna, sahaja jJAtAdRSTA bane rahanA hI adhyAtma kI carama upalabdhi hai; tathApi jisa

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150 bikhare motI bhUmikA meM hama aura Apa vidyamAna haiM, usameM yaha saba saMbhava nahIM hai, ucita bhI nahIM hai, Avazyaka bhI nahIM hai| ___ hamAre hI sAthiyoM kI aparimita haThadharmI se jo sthiti Aja paidA ho gaI hai, usase Aja sampUrNa samAja udvelita hai, Andolita hai| sampUrNa digambara jaina samAja kI isa pIr3A se Aja koI bhI aparicita nahIM hai| hamArI sthiti to aura bhI adhika gaMbhIra hai; kyoMki isa ghaTanAcakra ke sampUrNataH akartA hone para bhI hameM isa tUphAna kA kendrabindu-sA banA diyA gayA hai| jinheM Agama ke AdhAra, sAmAjika ekatA evaM pUjya zrI kAnajI svAmI kI pAvana pratiSThA kI koI cintA nahIM hai; ve loga samagra samAja kI sahAnubhUti evaM sneha khokara bhI apane meM hI magna hai evaM vijayI mudrA meM jo kucha bhI mana meM A rahA hai, binA soce-samajhe nirantara kiye jA rahe haiM aura svAmIjI ke vyaktitva se IrSyA karane vAle logoM ko nirantara aisI nirAdhAra sAmagrI pradAna kara rahe haiM ki jisase unheM uttejanA phailAne meM bharapUra madada mila rahI hai| aisI sthiti meM isa uttejita vAtAvaraNa meM jagata se dRSTi haTAkara apane kArya meM hI magna ho jAne ke hamAre sampUrNa saMkalpa evaM nizcaya DagamagA rahe haiN| cAroM ora se hamAre pAsa apanI sthiti spaSTa kara dene ke lie Agraha, anurodha A rahe haiN| para bhAI sAhaba! hamArI sthiti to spaSTa hI hai| isa samaya ghaTanAcakra se paricita aisA kauna vyakti hai jo hamArI sthiti evaM vicAroM se apiracita hai? vastutaH bAta sthiti spaSTa karane kI nahIM, samAja cAhatA hai ki hama isa dizA meM sampUrNata: sakriya hoN| ___para bhAI, hama kyA kareM? kyA Apa yaha samajhate haiM ki bAta yahA~ taka na pahu~ce - isake lie hamane koI kama prayatna kie haiM; para jaba koI AtmaghAta karane para hI utArU ho jAya to hama kyA kara sakate the? bahuta bhAI kahate haiM ki hamAre sAthiyoM ko tyAga-patra nahIM denA cAhie thA, hameM adAlata meM jAnA cAhie thA, satyAgraha karanA cAhie thaa| para bhAI sAhaba! hamane apanA jIvana adhyAtma ke lie samarpita kiyA hai, jhagar3A-jhaMjhaToM ke lie nhiiN|

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eka hI rAstA 151 dUsarI bAta yaha bhI to hai ki jaba hama isake lie saMgharSa kara rahe the, taba loga kahate the ki hama sattA evaM paise ke lie lar3a rahe haiN| kucha loga to Aja bhI yaha raTa lagA rahe haiM, jaba ki hama vahA~ kI samasta gatividhiyoM se ekadama hI alaga ho gae haiN| mere hAtha meM abhI eka lambA-caur3A priMTeDa paimpaleTa hai, jisameM likhA hai ki " zrI bhArillajI ke lie yaha lar3AI pada, kursI va paise ke lie campAbahina se hai", para maiM vizvAsa ke sAtha kaha sakatA hU~ ki na to bahina zrI ko hI pada, kursI aura paisA cAhie aura na hameM, yaha saba to hamAre pakSa ke tyAgapatra de dene se hI spaSTa hai| hA~, yaha bAta avazya hai ki kucha manamAnI karane vAle sattAlolupI loga svAmIjI ke pratApa se bane naye digambaroM meM bahina zrI kI aparimita pratiSThA kA anucita lAbha avazya uThA rahe haiN| " saMgharSa kA AraMbha " dhanyAvatAra " se AraMbha huA aura sUryakIrti-prakaraNa meM carama bindu para pahu~ca gyaa| donoM hI prakaraNoM meM hamane pUrI zakti lagAkara rokane kA prayatna kiyA aura na rukane para samAja ke sAmane samaya rahate saba-kucha spaSTa kara diyaa| ina donoM ke bIca kI bhI choTI-bar3I bahuta sI bAteM haiM, jinakI carcA na to Avazyaka hI hai aura na hameM abhISTa hI hai / svAmIjI kA jIvana bhara virodha karane vAle eka vidvAna hamase bole - "DaoN. sAhaba, kRpA kara dhanyAvatAra jaisI do-cAra pustikAe~ aura nikalavA dIjie to hamArA kAma sarala ho jaay|" hamane gaMbhIratA se unase kahA " 'Apa, kyA kArya sarala karanA cAhate haiM ? pUjya svAmIjI to gae, unakA to bhalA burA aba kucha honA nahIM hai| unake pratApa se jo hajAroM bhAI digambara jaina bane haiM, kyA unheM Apa apane se alaga hone ko bAdhya kara denA cAhate haiM ? - hamAre mandiroM meM mAlI kAma karate haiM / sAta-sAta pIr3hI se ve hamAre mandiroM kI sevA karate A rahe haiM, para Ajataka hama eka mAlI ko bhI jaina nahIM banA sake haiM aura svAmIjI ke pratApa se hajAroM pakke digambara jaina bana gae haiN|

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152 bikhare motI ___yadi hama kisI ko nayA jaina nahIM banA sakate to kama se kama unheM to digambara jaina banA rahane deM, jo svAmIjI ke pratApa se bane haiN|" unhoMne hamArI bAta ko gaMbhIratA se sunA hI nahIM, sahamati bhI vyakta kii| bAda meM bole - "ApakI bAta to ve loga mAnate haiM, Apa unheM samajhAte kyoM nahIM, aisI / pustakoM ke prakAzana se Apa unheM rokate kyoM nahIM?" ___ hamane kahA - "bhAI, kyA batAyeM ? hama to apanI zakti anusAra saba krte| haiM, para jo saMbhava hotA hai, vahI ho pAtA hai|" sUryakIrti-prakaraNa meM mahAsamiti ne jisa dhairya se kAma kiyA hai, usakI jinatI sarAhanA kI jAve, utanI hI kama hai| mahAsamiti ke adhyakSa zrI sAhU zreyAMsaprasAdajI evaM kAryAdhyakSa zrI ratanalAlajI gaMgavAla ne isameM pUrI tatparatA, buddhimAnI evaM dhairya se kAma kiyA hai, kisI bhI sthiti meM apanA santulana nahIM khoyA, yaha hamArI samAja ke lie gauraba kI bAta hai| yadi samAja ke sarvocca padoM para AsIna loga hI santulana kho baiThe to phira samAja kA kyA hogA? - yaha samajhane kI bAta hai| __ kheda kI bAta to yaha hai ki mahAsamiti ke ziSTamaNDala ko sonagar3ha se khAlI hAtha lauTanA pdd'aa| maiM nizcitarUpa se kaha sakatA hU~ ki yadi pUjya svAmIjI hote to yaha ziSTamaNDala kabhI bhI khAlI hAtha nahIM lautttaa| para bhAI, asalI bAta to yaha hai ki ziSTamaNDala ko jAne kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM par3atI; kyoMki svAmIjI ke mAdhyama se yaha kArya to hama hI nipaTA lete athavA svAmIjI kI upasthiti meM isaprakAra kA adUradarzI kArya AraMbha hI nahIM hotaa| __ aisI sthiti meM bhI mahAsamiti ne kisI bhI prakAra kI maryAdA ko bhaMga nahIM kiyA yaha unakI mahAnatA evaM sadAzayatA ko sUcita karatA hai| ___ mahAsabhA ke karNadhAra eka aise vyakti ke kathana ke AdhAra para jo mUlataH ajaina hai, jinakA saMpUrNa parivAra Aja bhI ajaina hai, kucha aisI besira-paira kI bAtoM kA pracAra-prasAra kara rahe haiM, jinase sampUrNa digambara jaina samAja kA hI

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eka hI rAstA 153 ahita hone vAlA hai / jaba koI ajaina vyakti jainadharma meM rasa lene lagatA hai, to use jaina samAja kA vAtsalya sahaja hI prApta ho jAtA hai| use janmajAta jainoM se adhika mAna-sammAna milane lagatA hai| isa sthiti aura vartamAna paristhiti kA lAbha uThAkara ve ajaina bandhu Aja sonagar3ha kI rIti-nIti ke pravaktA bana baiThe haiN| ve na to pUrNata: digambara paramparAoM se hI paricita haiM aura na zvetAmbara paramparAoM se hii| ve jaina paramparA se hI paricita nahIM hai to phira digambara zvetAmbara paramparAoM se paricita hone kA prazna hI paidA nahIM hotA / AdaraNIya sAhUjI evaM unake sAtha gaye ziSTamaNDala se bhI una ajaina bandhu isIprakAra kI pRthaktAvAdI bAteM kI thIM; para unhoMne unakI bAtoM ko koI mahattva nahIM diyA, para mahAsabhA ke karNadhAra unheM tUla dekara na mAlUma kyA karanA cAhate haiM ? - yaha saba hamArI samajha se pare hai| mahAsabhA vAle dharmabandhu unake avizvasanIya kathanoM kA nirantara pracAra-prasAra kara rahe haiM evaM unake AdhAra para unake bahiSkAra kI carcA bhI bar3e jora-zora se calA rahe haiM / ve pRthak honA cAhate haiM aura ye pRthak karanA cAhate haiM / yadi samAja meM inhIM logoM kI calI to kyA hogA ? yaha sahaja hI samajhA jA sakatA hai / kyA samAja kA hita isI meM hai ? samAja ko gaMbhIratA se isa bAta para vicAra karanA cAhie / - mahAsabhA vAloM kI udAratA kI carcA hama kahA~ taka kareM ? atithiyoM ko khAlI hAtha vApisa bhejanA, unheM abhISTa nahIM hai / ataH ve hama logoM ko bhI samAja se nikAla kara unake sAtha bhejanA cAhate haiM / svAmIjI ne zvetAmbaroM ko digambara banAyA aura ye loga mUla digambaroM ko bhI zvetAmbara banAne para tule hue haiN| samAja meM nirantara kaha rahe haiM ki sonagar3ha vAloM ke sAtha jayapura vAloM ko bhI mandiroM meM na ghusane diyA jaay| kyA ve jAnate haiM ki jisa sUryakIrtiprakaraNa se Apako virodha hai, usa prakaraNa ko hajAroM naye digambaroM kA bhI samarthana prApta nahIM hai| pUjya zrI kAnajI svAmI kI preraNA se nirmita aneka jina

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154 bikhare motI mandiroM meM bhI air3I-coTI kA pasInA lagAne ke bAda bhI vaha mUrti sthApita nahIM ho sakI hai| jo sUryakIrti-prakaraNa uttejanA kA mUla kAraNa hai, usa sUryakIrtipratiSThA se jo loga sammata nahIM hai, usake viruddha apane tarIke se saMgharSa bhI kara rahe haiM, unake viruddha kucha bhI kahane yA karane kA kyA aucitya hai - yaha hamArI samajha se pare hai| binA soce-samajhe kucha bhI likhate-bolate rahane se digambara samAja kI . kitanI hAni hai ? - kyA isakI kalpanA bhI unheM nahIM hai ? isa nAjuka sthiti kA lAbha uThAkara kucha loga pAvana jinavANI ko mandiroM se haTAne evaM jalapravAha karane kI bAteM karane lage haiM, isake lie samAja ko ukasAne bhI lage haiN| pahale bhI isaprakAra ke prayAsa kie gae the, para ve saphala nahIM hue, Age bhI isaprakAra ke kAryoM kA yahI hAla honevAlA hai |kyaa samayasAra aura mokSamArgaprakAzaka ko mAtra isI AdhAra para bahiSkRta kiyA jA sakatA hai ki ve sonagar3ha yA jayapura se prakAzita hue hai ? kyA isameM AcArya kundakunda aura paMDita ToDaramalajI kA apamAna nahIM hogA ? kala taka jo jinavANI thI, mandiroM meM par3hI hI nahIM, pUjI jAtI thI, kyA vaha kucha avivekiyoM ke avivekapUrNa kAryoM se Aja tiraskAra yogya ho gaI ? zAstroM kA tiraskAra kara narakanigoda jAne kA mahApApa kisI ke bahakAne se dharmabhIrU samAja kabhI karane vAlI nahIM hai| "dharma ke dazalakSaNa" evaM "jinavarasya nayacakram"jaisI sarvamAnya kRtiyA~, jinakI prazaMsA munirAjoM ne bhI kI hai, virodhI vidvAnoM ne bhI dila kholakara kI hai, jo Aja janajana kI vastu bana gaI haiM, unheM nikAla pAnA kyA Aja kisI ke vaza kI bAta hai ? mAna lo, loga isameM saphala bhI ho gae to isase unheM kyA daNDa milanevAlA hai, jinhoMne yaha anartha kiyA hai ? hama Apasa meM hI lar3a mareMge, jisakA bharapUra lAbha unheM hI prApta hogaa| ve to yahI cAhate haiM ki hama Apasa meM lar3a mareM aura ve dUra baiThe-baiThe tamAzA dekhate rheN| ___ kucha asAmAjika tattva mandiroM meM sonagar3ha sAhitya na rakhane ke borDa adhikAriyoM kI anumati evaM jAnakArI binA lagA rahe haiN| Apako jAnakara

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155 eka hI rAstA Azcarya hogA ki zrI ToDaramala smAraka bhavana ke mandira para bhI koI aisA kAgajI borDa lagA gayA / kyA honevAlA hai - isa sabase ? jahA~ lAkhoM rupayoM kA vahIM sAhitya rakhA ho, jahA~ se sAre deza meM vaha sAhitya jA rahA ho, vahA~ lagA yaha kAgajI borDa svayaM hI hAsyAspada nahIM lagatA hai kyA? kaI sthAnoM para patA karane para, patA calA hai ki vahA~ bhI vaise hI binA anumati evaM jAnakArI ke kAgajI borDa lagA die haiN| isase patA calatA hai ki lagabhaga sabhI jagaha yahI sthiti hai - aise kAgajI ghor3e daur3Ane se kyA honevAlA hai, sivAya vAtAvaraNa vikSubdha hone ke ? __ hamArI sthiti Aja bar3I hI vicitra ho rahI hai| sonagar3ha vAle kahate haiM ki jo bhI virodha ho rahA hai, vaha saba hama hI karA rahe haiM, zeSa samAja ko kucha par3I hI nahIM hai| virodha karanevAle bhI nirantara Aropa lagA rahe haiM ki hama sonagar3ha vAloM se mile hue haiM, isIkAraNa DaTakara virodha nahIM kara rahe haiN| ___ hama sacce hRdaya se donoM ko batA denA cAhate haiM ki hama dUsaroM ke kaMdhoM se golI calAnA nahIM jAnate, na kabhI calAne kA prayAsa hI karate haiM / hameM jo kucha bhI kahanA hotA hai, yA karanA hotA hai; saba ekadama spaSTa kahate haiM, khulakara karate haiN| isa sandarbha meM bhI hamane jo kiyA hai, vaha khulakara kiyA hai, isase adhika na hama kucha kara sakate haiM, na karanA cAhate haiN| sUryakIrti kI pratimA kI pratiSThA ke nAma para Agama ke AdhAra binA jo bhI huA hai, hama use raMcamAtra bhI ucita nahIM mAnate, para pUjya svAmIjI kA isameM koI yoga nahIM hai, kyoMki bhogIbhAI dvArA isaprakAra kI carcA Ane para unhoMne bar3I hI dRr3hatA se isakA niSedha kara diyA thaa| isa bAta ko zrI nemIcaMdajI pATanI jainapatha pradarzaka meM pahale hI spaSTa kara cuke haiN| yaha bAta bhI samajha lIjie ki hama unake sacce anuyAyI haiN| hamane unase vItarAgI tattva pAyA hai, kramabaddhaparyAya kA pATha par3hA hai, unakI upekSA hamase saMbhava nahIM hai, unakA apamAna hameM bardAzta nahIM hai aura na kabhI hogA hii| svAmIjI ke dehAvAsAna ke bAda sonagar3ha meM hue galata kAryoM meM hamArI raMcamAtra bhI anumodanA nahIM hai aura na hama unake prati raMcamAtra bhI jimmedAra haiN|

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bikhare motI vartamAna kSubdha vAtAvaraNa dekhakara mumukSu bhAiyoM meM bhI ghabar3AhaTa hai, ve bhI isa asamaMjasa meM haiM ki isa sthiti meM hama kyA kareM, kyA na kareM ? hamase vAtsalya aura apekSA rakhanevAle AtmArthI mumukSubhAI bhI hamArI ora TakaTakI lagAkara dekha rahe haiM ki vartamAna sthiti meM hama kyA karate haiM, kauna sA rAstA cunate haiM ? 156 aisI sthiti meM bahuta kucha cAhane para bhI cupa rahanA saMbhava nahIM ho pA rahA hai| sAgara zivira ke bAda lagabhaga Der3ha mAha ke lie dharmapracArArtha videza bhI jAnA hai / ata: isa samaya saMpUrNa sthiti ko spaSTa karanA ati Avazyaka ho gayA hai| ukta sampUrNa vizleSaNa ke uparAnta mUla prazna to khar3A hI hai ki yadi vighaTanavAdiyoM ke maMsUbe saphala ho gaye aura samAja meM sthAna-sthAna para saMgharSa utpanna ho gayA to hama kyA kareMge aura hameM kyA karanA cAhie ? bhAI, merA vizvAsa hai ki aisA nahIM hogA, do-eka chuTapuTa ghaTanAoM ko chor3akara vizAla stara para zAntipriya ahiMsaka samAja aisA kabhI nahIM hone degii| digambara jaina samAja meM ekatA aura zAnti kAyama rahe yaha digambara jaina mahAsamiti kA dAyitva hai aura vaha apane dAyitva ke prati pUrNa sajaga bhI hai| isalie cintA kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai / hamAre pavitra hRdaya se kie gaye isa anurodha ko sampUrNa samAja pavitra hRdaya se hI grahaNa karegA, aisA hamArA vizvAsa hai; phira bhI yadi kucha huA to hamAre pAsa eka hI rAstA zeSa raha jAtA hai ki hama mahAtmA gA~dhI ke batAye rAste para calakara Atmazuddhi ke lie sAmUhika upavAsa kareM, gA~va-gA~va meM zAnti ke lie prArthanAe~ kreN| mujhe vizvAsa hai ki sacce hRdaya se kI gaI hamArI prArthanAe~ evaM Atmazuddhi ke lie kie gaye hamAre sAmUhika upavAsa vyartha na jaayeNge| Atmazuddhi kI kamI ke kAraNa sacce hRdaya se bhI dI gaI AvAja meM vaha zakti nahIM hotI ki jise sabhI loga suna sakeM, svIkAra kara skeN| jaba hama upavAsa dvArA Atmazuddhi prApta kara niSkaSAyabhAva se zAnti ke lie apanI AvAja bulanda kareMge to vaha AvAja avazya sunI jAvegI, hamArI prArthanAe~ aura upavAsa vyartha na jaaveNge|

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eka hI rAstA 157 ___ sampUrNa deza aura videza meM rahanevAle sabhI AtmArthI mumukSu bhAiyoM ko isa kArya ke lie taiyAra rahanA caahie| hama apane isa Andolana kI vistRta rUparekhA va kAryakrama yathAsamaya saba taka phuNcaayeNge| yadi kucha logoM para hamAre isa pavitra AhvAna kA asara na bhI par3e, taba bhI duSkAla meM hamArI prArthanAe~ aura upavAsa hamAre citta ko to zAnta rakheMge hI, jisase pratikriyA meM honevAlI pratihiMsA se to hama bace hI rheNge| __ do-cAra zAstroM ke jalAne yA pAnI meM bahAne se hama samApta nahIM ho jAveMge, hama usake badale meM unakI pustakoM ko jalAne ke sthAna para hajAroM pratiyA~ aura adhika chapAne ke prayAsa meM lgeNge| yadi jinavANI ke jalapravAha se hama apane bandhuoM ko virata karanA cAhate haiM to mAtra isa bhAvanA se hI ki ve isa pApa ke phala se bace raheM; kyoMki jinavANI to hama aura bhI chapA leMge para hamAre hI sAdharmI bhAiyoM ko jo phala bhoganA hogA, usakI bAta socakara hamArA hRdaya kA~pa jAtA hai| ___ adhika kyA likhU ? zIghrAtizIghra ina vikalpoM se virata ho, AtmArAdhanA evaM jinavANI kI sevA meM nirvighna saMlagna ho jAU~ - isa pAvana bhAvanA se virAma letA huu| OM zAntiH, zAntiH, shaantiH| jahA~ viveka hai, vahA~ Ananda hai, nirmANa hai; aura jahA~ aviveka hai vahA~ kalaha hai, vinAza hai / samaya to eka hI hotA hai, para jisa samaya avivekI nirantara SaDyantroM meM saMlagna raha bahumUlya narabhava ko yoM hI barabAda kara rahe hote haiM; usI samaya vivekIjana amUlya mAnava bhava kA eka-eka kSaNa satya ke anveSaNa, ramaNa evaM pratipAdana dvArA sva-para hita meM saMlagna raha sArthaka va saphala karate rahate haiN| ve svayaM to Anandita rahate hI haiM, AsapAsa ke vAtAvaraNa ko bhI Anandita kara dete haiN| ___ isaprakAra kSetra aura kAla eka hone para bhI bhAvoM kI vibhinnatA Ananda aura kleza tathA nirmANa aura vidhvaMsa kA kAraNa banatI hai| yaha saba viveka aura aviveka kA hI khela hai| satya kI khoja, pRSTha 199

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jinavANI surakSA evaM sAmAjika ekatA Andolana kI saMkSipta rUparekhA (vItarAga-vijJAna julAI 1985 meM se) gatAMka meM "eka hI rAstA" sampAdakIya ke mAdhyama se hamane sUryakIrtiprakaraNa se utpanna sthiti kI carcA vistAra se kI thii| ukta sandarbha meM sAgara (ma.pra.) meM sampanna zrI vItarAga-vijJAna AdhyAtmika zikSaNa-prazikSaNa zivira ke avasara para 1 jUna, 1985 se 3 jUna, 1985 taka lagAtAra tIna dina taka cale pravacanakAra sammelana meM pratidina do-do ghaMTe gaMbhIratama vicAra-vimarza huaa| ___eka sau ikkAvana pravacanakAra bandhuoM evaM sahasrAdhika janatA kI upasthiti meM chaha ghaMTe ke gaMbhIratama vicAra-vimarza ke uparAnta mA~ jinavANI kI surakSA, Agama-viruddha kAryoM ke niSedha evaM sAmAjika ekatA ke lie eka ahiMsAtmaka jana-jAgRti kAryakrama AraMbha karane kA sarvasammata mahattvapUrNa nirNaya liyA gyaa| isa kAryakrama kA nAma rakhA gayA hai - "jinavANI surakSA evaM sAmAjika ekatA aandoln"| isake saMcAlana kA kArya "paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa" ko sauMpA gayA hai| isake saMcAlana ke lie eka saMcAlana samiti kA bhI sarvasammata cayana kiyA gayA hai| isa paMca sadasyIya saMcAlana samiti ke sadasya hai - sarvazrI jugalakizorajI 'yugala' koTA, nemIcandajI pATanI AgarA, DaoN. hukamacandajI bhArilla jayapura, bra. yazapAlajI jayapura evaM bra. jatIzacandajI zAstrI indaur| isa kAryakrama ke sambandha meM sva. zrI bAbUbhAIjI mehatA se bhI raNAsana zivira ke avasara para vicAra-vimarza huA thaa| unhoMne svayaM isakI AvazyakatA anubhava kI thI aura mujhe isakI vistRta rUparekhA banAne kA Adeza diyA thA,

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159 jinavANI surakSA Andolana kI saMkSipta ruparekhA para hamArA itanA bhAgya kahA~ thA ki hameM isa kaThina ghar3I meM unakI chatrachAyA upalabdha rahatI ? unake mArgadarzana meM hama sabane bar3e se bar3e saMkaTa pAra kie haiN| isa saMkrAntikAla meM unakI chatrachAyA samApta ho jAnA hamAre lie eka bar3I cunautI hai, jise hameM himmata ke sAtha svIkAra karanA hai aura pUrI niSThA ke sAtha apane kartavya ko nibhAnA hai| jinazAsana kI prabhAvanA, jIvanta tIrtha jinavANI kI surakSA evaM sAmAjika ekatA ke sandarbha meM unakI sarAhanIya sevAoM evaM abhUtapUrva upalabdhiyoM kA mUlyAMkana hama vizeSAMka ke mAdhyama se svataMtra rUpa se kreNge| ___ unakI smRti meM paNDita ToDaramala smAraka TrasTa ne unakI tRtIya mAsika puNyatithi 22 agasta, 1985 se 26 agasta, 1985 taka eka paMcadivasIya kAryakrama rakhA hai; jisameM pUjana vidhAna ke sAtha-sAtha pravacana Adi ke kAryakrama bhI rakhe gae haiN| ___ isI avasara para unakI smRti meM jainapatha pradarzaka kA eka vizeSAMka bhI prakAzita kiyA jaavegaa| navanirmita vItarAga-vijJAna bhavana kA udghATana bhI isI avasara para hogaa| isa avasara para bAbU jugalakizorajI "yugala" koTA Adi sabhI vidvAna pdhaareNge| isI avasara para pardUSaNa meM bheje jAnevAle vidvAnoM kI sUcI ko antima rUpa pradAna kiyA jAvegA aura tabataka utpanna sAmAjika sthitiyoM ke sandarbha meM "jinavANI surakSA evaM sAmAjika ekatA Andolana" ke AgAmI kAryakramoM ko bhI antima rUpa diyA jaavegaa| isa sandarbha meM tabataka kie gaye hamAre prayAsoM kI sthiti kA bhI mUlyAMkana kiyA jaavegaa| isa avasara para AvAsa evaM bhojana kI sampUrNa vyavasthA niHzulka rhegii| hamArA vizvAsa hai ki A. vidvadvarya bAbUbhAI meM zraddhA rakhanevAle, unake abhAva meM tattvapracAra-prasAra kI gatividhiyoM ko sucArU rUpa se saMcAlana meM ruci rakhanevAle evaM hamAre isa Andolana meM sakriya bhAga lene vAle AtmArthI bandhu isa avasara para adhika se adhika saMkhyA meM avazya pdhaareNge|

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160 bikhare motI hamAre isa jinavANI surakSA evaM sAmAjika ekatA Andolana ke tIna caraNa hoMge -- prathama caraNa meM hama isa zAntipriya Andolana meM bhAga lene vAle kama se kama daza hajAra kAryakartAoM ke saMkalpapatra prApta kareMge, jisameM unheM yaha saMkalpa karanA hogA ki hama deva - zAstra - guru kI avajJA na to svayaM kareMge, na karAyeMge aura na karanevAloM kI anumodana hI kreNge| Agama ke AdhAra binA paramparAviruddha kie jAnevAle kAryoM, jinavANI kI avamAnanA evaM sAmAjika vighaTana ko rokane ke lie zAntipriya ahiMsAtmaka mArga hI apanAyeMge / dUsare caraNa meM hama apanI zAnti prArthanAe~ AraMbha kareMge; para dhyAna rahe, ye zAnti - prArthanAe~ saMcAlita samiti ke nirdeza binA AraMbha nahIM karanI hai| saMcAlana samiti jaba Avazyaka samajhegI, taba sabhI kendroM ko nirdeza degI; nirdeza prApta karane ke pUrva kahIM bhI prArthanA sabhAyeM nahIM karanA hai| prArthanA sabhAe~ hama tabhI AraMbha kareMge, jaba isakI gaharI AvazyakatA anubhava kreNge| ina prArthanA sabhAoM meM prAta:kAlIna pravacanoparAnta sabhI bhAI khar3e hokara prathama mahAvIra vandanA, phira merI bhAvanA aura usake bAda gadya prArthanA boleMge / pratyeka prArthanA sabhA kA eka manonIta saMyojaka hogA, jo sthAnIya kAryakrama kA saMyojana karegA aura saMcAlana samiti se samparka rakhegA, saMcAlana samiti ke sabhI nirdeza prArthanA sabhA ke sadasyoM taka pahu~cAyegA / yadi eka nagara meM aneka sthAnoM para prArthanA sabhAyeM hotI haiM to pratyeka prArthanA sabhA ke saMyojakoM ke atirikta eka nagara saMyojaka bhI hogA; jo sampUrNa nagara kI prArthanA sabhAoM ke saMyojana kArya ko dekhegA, vyavasthita kregaa| isIprakAra AvazyakatAnusAra jilA, prAnta Adi ke saMyojaka bhI banAye jaaveNge| eka sthAna para sampanna honevAlI pratyeka prArthanA sabhA kA saMyojaka eka hI hogA, para mukhya atithi pratyeka bAra badalate rheNge| saMyojaka samAja ke suyogya, zAntipriya, pratiSThita mahAnubhAvoM se apanI prArthanA sabhA kA mukhya atithi banane kA anurodha kareMge aura unase usa dina kI prArthanA sabhA kA saMcAlana kraaveNge|

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jinavANI surakSA Andolana kI saMkSipta ruparekhA 161 sabhI mahAnubhAva paMktibaddha kaI paMktiyoM meM khar3e hoMge aura saMyojaka evaM mukhya atithi unake sAmane khar3e hoNge| sabhI loga bAyeM hAtha para pIlI paTTI bA~dhe hoMge aura sabhI ke pAsa prArthanA pustikA hogii| mahAvIra vandanA aura merI bhAvanA kA sabhI loga sAmUhika pATha kareMge aura pustikA meM dUsare pRSTha para chapI gadya prArthanA ke eka-eka vAkya ko mukhya atithi pahale boleMge, usake bAda unake anukaraNa para sabhI loga boleNge| 1 prArthanA samApta hone para loga zAnta bhAva se tabataka khar3e raheMge, jabataka ki prArthanA sabhA meM sammilita logoM kI gaNanA nahIM ho jAtI / gaNanA kI vidhi yaha rahegI - pratyeka paMkti kA antima vyakti pratyeka vyakti ko ginate hue prathama vyakti taka AvegA aura use saMkhyA batA degA; usake bAda saMyojaka pratyeka paMkti ke prathama vyakti ke pAsa jAkara unase saMkhyA pUchakara DAyarI meM noTa karegA / tatkAla sabakA jor3a lagAkara sabako batAyegA ki Aja kI saMkhyA kitanI rahI hai ? isake bAda prArthanA sabhA samApta hogI aura sabhI vyakti pIlI paTTI bA~dhebA~dhe hI ghara jaaveNge| prArthanA sabhA kI saMkhyA kI jAnakArI saMyojaka usI dina kI DAka se kendrIya kAryAlaya ko bheja deNge| saMyojaka isa bAta kA dhyAna rakheMge ki puruSoM kI paMktiyA~ alaga hoM evaM mahilAoM kI paMktiyA~ alg| pratyeka paMkti kA prathama va antima vyakti aisA ho, jo gaNanA ko sahI kara sake / yadi AvazyakatA huI to hama sAmUhika upavAsa ke tRtIya caraNa meM praveza kreNge| tRtIya caraNa meM jahA~ taka saMbhava ho, jinamaMdira meM, anyathA svAdhyAyabhavana, dharmazAlA yA sArvajanika sthAna para eka dina kA upavAsa kareMge; jisameM dina bhara sabhI loga nirAhAra raheMge, mAtra bAlaka, vRddha, bImAra aura azakta loga davA aura pAnI le sakate haiN| dinabhara pUjana, vidhAna, vairAgyabhAvanA - bAraha bhAvanA Adi kA pATha, svAdhyAya evaM pravacana Adi kAryoM meM hI saMlagna raheMge; koI bhI vyakti uttejanAtmaka vyAkhyAna nahIM deMge, uttejanA utpanna karanevAlI carcA bhI nahIM kreNge| vikathA to koI karegA hI nahIM, sabhI tattvacarcA meM hI saMlagna raheMge / sampUrNa kAryakrama meM hAtha para pIlI paTTI avazya bA~dhe rheNge|

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bikhare motI unhoMne isake lie mAtra dhanasaMgraha hI nahIM kiyA, apitu isake mAdhyama se aise mahAna kArya sampanna kie ki jinase Aja sampUrNa samAja gauravAnvita hai| unake lagAe isa paudhe ne daza varSa ke alpa kAla meM eka vizAla vaTavRkSa kA rUpa dhAraNa kara liyA hai, jisakI chAyA meM Aja tIrtha surakSita haiM aura jIvanta tIrtha jinavANI phala-phUla rahI hai / ve apanI isa kRti para apane Apa hI mugdha the| jaba ve isa TrasTa ke mahAvidyAlaya se nikale adhyAtmaruci - sampanna vyutpanna vidvAnoM ko dekhatesunate to saba kucha bhUla jAte / isIkAraNa jIvana ke antima kAla meM sAr3he tIna varSa ve zrI ToDaramala smAraka bhavana, bApUnagara, jayapura meM hI rahe / yahA~ se ho rahI tattvaprabhAvanA evaM vidvAnoM kI bhAvI pIr3hI ke nirmANa ko dekhakara unakA citta sadA ullasita rahatA thA / jinavANI - prakAzana evaM tattvapracAra saMbaMdhI samasta gatividhiyoM meM ve jIvana ke antima kSaNa taka ruci lete rahe / I 56 - jIvana ke antima tIna varSoM meM jaba ve binA sahAre aura sahayogI binA cala-phira bhI nahIM sakate the, taba bhI apanI dainikacaryA meM pUrNata: satarka rahe / eka bhI dina aisA na nikalA hogA; jisa dina unhoMne devadarzana na kiye hoM, pUjana na kiyA ho / binA darzana-pUjana ke ve kullA bhI nahIM karate the / jIvana ke anta samaya taka unakA svAdhyAya bhI niyamita rhaa| smAraka bhavana meM honevAle prAta:kAlIna evaM sAyaMkAlIna pravacanoM ke ve niyamita zrotA the / isake atirikta TepoM dvArA gurudeva zrI kAnajIsvAmI ke pravacana bhI ve pratidina niyamitarUpa se sunate the / asahya pIr3A meM bhI unheM kabhI vyagra hote nahIM dekhA / jIvana ke antima varSoM meM bImArI ke vajraprahAra se ve ekadama paMgu se ho gaye the, para unhoMne isa abhAgya ko bhI sadbhAgya ke rUpa meM dekhA / ve kahA karate the ki yadi maiM isa sthiti meM nahIM pahu~catA to mujhe AtmasAdhanA ke lie itanA samaya bhI na milatA, sAmAjika kAryoM aura dhArmika anuSThAnoM meM hI ulajhA rahatA / - para isa jagata ne isa paMgu avasthA meM bhI unheM nahIM chor3A; kyoMki ve gujarAta meM honevAle sAmAjika evaM dhArmika kAryoM meM to anivArya se ho gaye the| ve aisI hI avasthA meM bhI ahamadAbAda paMcakalyANaka meM gae, raNAsana zivira meM

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53 zrI khImacandabhAI : eka asAdhAraNa vyaktitva hindIbhASI AtmArthI mumukSu bhAiyoM kA ekamAtra Azrayasthala unakA ghara hI thaa| hindI bhASI AtmArthI bhAI, na kevala apanI tattvasaMbaMdhI jijJAsAe~ unase zAnta karate the; apitu apanI Thaharane, rahane, khAne-pIne evaM uThane-baiThane saMbaMdhI asuvidhAoM kA samAdhAna bhI unase hI prApta karate the| sabhI AtmArthI mumukSu bhAiyoM ke lie unakA daravAjA binA kisI bhedabhAva ke sadA khulA rahatA thaa| koI bhI vyakti unake daravAje se kabhI nirAza na lauTA hogaa| ___ agaNita logoM se apanApana sthApita kara use nibAha lene kI adbhuta kSamatA unameM thii| pratyeka vyakti se sahaja snehila-vyavahAra unakI apanI vizeSatA thI, kisI se bhI nArAja hote unheM kabhI nahIM dekhA gyaa| yadi bApUjI rAmajI bhAI sonagar3ha ke bhISmapitAmaha haiM, to sadA zAnta rahanevAle satyAnurAgI zrI khImacaMda bhAI dharmarAja yudhiSThira the| pUjya gurudevazrI ke mahAprayANa ke bAda utpanna sthitiyoM se unakA hRdaya atyanta khedakhinna thaa| unake nirAkaraNa meM sampUrNataH sakriya raha pAnA asvastha rahane ke kAraNa yadyapi saMbhava nahIM raha pAtA thA, tathApi satyapakSa ke sakriya samarthana evaM sahayoga meM ve kabhI pIche nahIM rahe / mumukSu samAja kI ekatA ke lie sarvasva samarpaNa kI unakI bhAvanA antima sA~sa taka vyakta hotI rhii| mRtyu-zayyA para leTe-leTe bhI unhoMne AdaraNIya lAlacaMdabhAI ko AzvAsana diyA thA ki Apa Atmadharma ke paise vApisa karane kI cintA na kreN| yadyapi mere pAsa ..... phira bhI maiM .........? __unake asAmayika mahAprayANa se samasta mumukSu samAja ke sAtha-sAtha hindIjagata ko sarvAdhika apUraNIya kSati huI hai| maiMne to apanA eka atyanta snehI saMrakSaka evaM hara acche kAma para bharapUra pITha thapa-thapAnevAlA utsAha bar3hAnevAlA, saccA mArgadarzaka hI kho diyA hai| unake nidhana se merI jo vyaktigata apUraNIya kSati huI hai, use zabdoM meM vyakta karanA saMbhava nahIM hai| mujhe unakA sadA hI putravat sneha prApta hotA rahA hai| mere samAna na mAlUma kitane mumukSu bhAI haiM, jo isaprakAra kA anubhava karate hoMge? zrImAn seTha pUraNacandajI godIkA dvArA nirmita zrI ToDaramala smAraka bhavana, jayapura kA zilAnyAsa unake hI pAvana kara-kamaloM dvArA saMpanna huA thA; mujhe

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bikhare motI isIprakAra hamAre jina sAthiyoM ne sabakI bhAvanAoM kI avahelanA kara jinAgama ke AdhAra binA jo kArya kiyA hai, usameM bhI unakI atizaya bhakti hI mUla preraka rahI hai| jina pUjya svAmIjI ne unheM mithyAtva ke mahA-aMdhakAra se nikAlakara saddharma kA mArga sujhAyA, unake prati unakI atizaya zraddhA honA svAbhAvika hI hai, para unheM apanI zraddhA aura bhakti vyakta karane kA AgamasaMmata aura jina paramparA se aviruddha nirApada rAstA cunanA cAhie thA / I hamArA bhI yaha durbhAgya rahA ki ananta prayatnoM ke bAda bhI hama unheM isase virata na kara sake / itanA saba kucha hokara bhI ve Aja bhI usI mArga para bar3he jA rahe haiM aura usase uttejita hokara samAja bhI asaMtulita - sA hotA jA rahA hai / aisI sthiti meM hamAre pAsa isa zAntipriya Andolana ke atirikta koI rAstA zeSa nahIM raha gayA hai / isa mahApApa se svayaM bacane aura samAja ko bacAne ke lie prArthanA aura upavAsa karane ke atirikta hama kara bhI kyA sakate haiM ? 164 bhAI ! jisa samAja meM hama rahate haiM, usa samAja meM honevAle hara galata kArya ke hama bhI to kucha aMzoM meM jimmedAra haiM; bhale hI vaha kArya hamane na kiyA ho, hamane na karAyA ho, hamane usakI anumodanA bhI na kI ho; para hama use roka nahIM sake- yaha pIr3A to hameM bhI hai hii| samajha lIjie hamArI yaha prArthanAeM usa pIr3A kA hI pariNAma hai, hamAre upavAsa ukta uttaradAyitva nahIM nibhA pAne ke prAyazcita haiM / duniyA cAhe badale, cAhe na badale; para prArthanA meM sammilita honevAloM ko, upavAsa karanevAloM ko AtmazAnti to prApta hogI hI / kucha loga yaha bhI kahate haiM ki yadi samAja ne ApakI isa AvAja ko nahIM sunA, isa para dhyAna nahIM diyA, ApakI prArthanA sabhAoM meM loga sammilita na hue to Apa kyA kareMge ? aisA bhI ho sakatA hai - yaha hamane socA hI nahIM hai| hama samAja se apane lie kucha nahIM mA~ga rahe haiM, lar3ane-marane ke lie bhI nahIM kaha rahe haiM, mAtra prArthanA sabhAe~ evaM upavAsa karane ke lie hI to kaha rahe haiN| jinavANI mA~ ke apamAnita hone para samAja itanA bhI karane ko taiyAra na hogA yaha hama soca bhI nahIM -

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jinavANI surakSA Andolana kI saMkSipta ruparekhA 165 skte| bhAI ! Apa kucha bhI kaheM, para 'samAja abhI itanA hRdayahIna nahIM huA hai' - yaha hama acchI taraha jAnate haiN| hamArA yaha prayAsa vizuddha jinavANI kI surakSA evaM sAmAjika ekatA ke lie hI hai, isameM hamArA svayaM kA kucha bhI svArtha nahIM hai| hameM Aja bhI sampUrNa samAja kA pUrvavat hI vAtsalya prApta hai / isa aghaTa ghaTanA ke bAda bhI hamane samAja meM pA~ca-pA~ca paMcakalyANaka sampanna kie haiN| eka hastinApura (u.pra.) meM, eka ahamadAbAda (gujarAta) meM, eka bAgIdaurA (rAjasthAna) meM aura do dillI meN| sabhI paMcakalyANakoM meM apAra bhIr3a ne bar3e hI prema se tattva sunA hai, sneha pragaTa kiyA hai| saba meM milakara eka lAkha rupaye se bhI adhika kA dhArmika sAhitya bikA hai| abhI hAla hI meM sAgara (ma.pra.) meM 20 divasIya vizAla zikSaNa-prazikSaNa zivira bhI lagA thA, jisameM lagAtAra bIsa dina taka hajAroM janatA ne maMtra mugdha hokara tattva sunA hai aura eka lAkha kA satsAhitya aura kaiseTa bike haiN| ___ dhArmika samAja kA jo vAtsalya hameM prApta hai, usake bala para hama kaha sakate haiM ki samAja hamArI nizchala AvAja kI anadekhI nahIM kregii| kucha logoM kA yaha bhI kahanA hai ki jahA~ na to paramparA va Agama viruddha kArya hI ho rahe haiM aura na jinavANI kI virAdhanA kA mahApApa; tathA jahA~ sAmAjika saMgaThana ko bhI koI khatarA nahIM hai, sarvaprakAra zAnti hai; vahA~ isa Andolana kI kyA AvazyakatA hai ? bhAI ! Agama viruddha kArya, jinavANI kI virAdhanA evaM sAmAjika vighaTana kI samasyA kSetra vizeSa kI samasyA nahIM hai, apitu deza-videza meM phailI sampUrNa digambara jaina samAja kI samasyA hai; ataH isa Andolana ko kSetra vizeSa taka sImita nahIM rakhA jA sktaa| kyA yaha saMbhava hai ki eka sthAna para Agamaviruddha kArya hote raheM yA jinavANI kI virAdhanA hotI rahe aura dUsare sthAnoM kI samAja zAnti se baiThI rahe?

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zrI khImacandabhAI : eka asAdhAraNa vyaktitva (khImacandabhAI smRti vizeSAMka, jainapathapradarzaka agasta dvitIya 1984 se) pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmI ke bhAgIratha prayAsa se pravAhita AdhyAtmika jJAnagaGgA meM AkaNTha nimagna cAra lAkha mumukSu bhAI-bahinoM evaM zatAdhika AdhyAtmika pravacanakAra vidvAnoM meM Aja aisA kauna hai, jo AdaraNIya vidvadvarya zrI khImacaMdabhAI jeThAlAla zeTha se aparicita ho, anugrahIta na huA ho; sonagar3ha meM prativarSa zrAvaNamAsa meM laganevAle AdhyAtmika zikSaNa zivira ke avasara para unakI kakSA meM na baiThA ho aura jisane unase kucha-na-kucha na sIkhA ho? __ ho sakatA hai unase sAkSAta na bhI sIkhA ho, to bhI unake ziSya-praziSyoM se to sIkhA hI hogA; pratyeka AtmArthI mumukSu unase upakRta avazya huA hai, anugrahIta avazya hI huA hai| jo bhAI unake jIvanakAla meM kadAcit sonagar3ha na bhI pahuMca pAye hoM, para unhoMne bhI sampUrNa bhAratavarSa meM sthAna-sthAna para honevAle unake pravacanoM kA lAbha to liyA hI hogaa| ___ yahI kAraNa hai ki bhAratavarSa ke kone-kone meM basanevAle mumukSu bhAiyoM ko Aja bhI unake bola yAda Ate haiM / adhyAtma jaise durUha viSaya ko ve boloM ke mAdhyama se jana-jana ko kaNThastha karA dete the| AdhyAtmika pravacanoM aura kakSAoM ke atirikta unakA snehila-vyavahAra bhI mumukSu bhAI-bahinoM ko unakI ora sahaja hI AkarSita karatA thaa| pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajIsvAmI kI adhyAtmadhArA se hindI jagata ko gaharAI se paricita karAnevAle AdyapravaktA zrI khImacaMdabhAI hI the| sonagar3ha meM

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Atmadharma ke Adya sampAdaka 49 to ve chUTate hI bole. - "jaisA gurudevazrI kara gaye haiM, vaisA hI rahegA; jaisA unake sAmane calatA thA, vaisA hI aba bhI claaiye|" 64 hamane saMkoca se kahA 'Apa to kahate haiM, para - hama apanI bAta pUrI hI na kara pAye ki ve bIca meM hI bola par3e 11 "lAo, hama likhakara dete haiM, phira unhoMne tatkAla kAgaja-pena maMgAyA aura isa vRddhAvasthA meM bhI pUrA apane hAtha se gujarAtI meM likhakara diyA, jo Aja bhI hamAre pAsa surakSita hai| usake mahatvapUrNa aMza kA akSaraza: hindI anuvAda isaprakAra hai "dharmapremI nemIcandajI pATanI evaM DaoN. hukamacandajI, Aja Apa donoM hindI Atmadharma jo jayapura se prakAzita hotA hai, usake kAryakSetra ke saMbaMdha meM khulAsA (karane-karAne) ke lie Aye; isalie maiM nimnalikhitAnusAra spaSTIkaraNa karanA yogya samajhatA hU~ - - yyn - -- pUjya gurudevazrI kI anupasthiti meM sabhI kArya usIprakAra calanA cAhie, jisaprakAra gurudevazrI kI upasthiti meM calate the / isalie hindI Atmadharma kA prakAzana jisaprakAra jayapura se hotA AyA hai, vaha usIprakAra abhI bhI vahA~ se hI cAlU rakhanA hai| Apane hamase yaha bhI carcA kI ki pUjya gurudeva zrI evaM pU. bahinazrI ke lie kyA-kyA vizeSaNoM aura zabdoM kA prayoga karanA / isa saMbaMdha meM bhI maiM spaSTa karatA hU~ ki jabase hindI Atmadharma kA prakAzana jayapura se AraMbha huA hai, taba se gurudevazrI kI upasthiti meM jo vizeSaNa yA zabda prayoga karate rahe haiM; unako Age bhI cAlU rahanA caahie| ataH usI ke anusAra Age rakhanA, jisase gurudeva zrI ke samakSa se calI AI praNAlI cAlU raha sakegI / " ukta uddharaNa se unakI gurudeva zrI ke prati niSThA evaM gurudeva zrI kI upasthiti meM calanevAlI dharmaprabhAvanA usIprakAra calatI rahe yaha bhAvanA hAtha para rakhe A~vale ke samAna spaSTa ho jAtI hai| isI bhAvanA se ve Aja isa vRddhAvasthA sonagar3ha meM gurudeva zrI ke abhAva meM bhI ekAkI DaTe hue haiM, anyathA sarvaprakAra

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15 golI kA javAba gAlI se bhI nahIM ( nAgapura meM jinavANI ke apamAna hone para uttejita mumukSu samAja ke samakSa 28 evaM 29 disambara 1987 ko diye gaye DaoNkTara bhArilla ke ye vyAkhyAna unakI bhAvanA, rIti-nIti aura sAmAjika saMdarbha meM unake vicAroM ko vyakta karate haiN| inake kaiseTa bhI upalabdha haiM / sampAdaka) prathama dina - yadi Apane jIvanabhara samayasAra kA svAdhyAya kiyA hai to samajha lIjiye ki Aja usakI parIkSA kI ghar3I A gaI hai| yadi Apa logoM kA thor3A-bahuta bhI vizvAsa hama para hai to Apa yaha socie ki hama koI cupa nahIM baiThe haiM, zAnta nahIM baiThe haiN| jitanI pIr3A Apake hRdaya meM hai, usase kahIM jyAdA pIr3A hamAre hRdaya meM bhI hai| Apa to isako (jinavANI ko ) par3hate hI haiM, parantu hama to ise par3hate bhI haiM, par3hAte bhI haiM aura chapAte bhI haiM; eka-eka akSara kA prUpharIDiMga bhI karate haiM / hamArA to sArA jIvana isI se jur3A huA hai| viveka ke kho dene se to koI kAma duniyA meM saphala nahIM hotA hai / jaba bhI koI aisA prasaMga hamAre sAmane upasthita ho to hameM aise prasaMgoM meM hamAre pUrvajoM ne jaisA AcaraNa kiyA thA, vaisA hI AcaraNa hamako bhI karanA cAhie / subaha taka kI sthiti meM aura abhI kI sthiti meM bahuta bar3A parivartana ho gayA hai| uttejanA kA vAtAvaraNa subaha taka dUsare pakSa meM thA; yaha ghaTanA ghaTa jAne se aba hamAre pratyeka mumukSu bhAI kA hRdaya AMdolita ho gayA hai; isalie hameM aba zAMti kI jitanI AvazyakatA hai; utanI AvazyakatA zAyada isake pahale nahIM thI / hama zAMta citta se kama se kama yaha soca to sake ki aisI ghaTanAoM kA sAmanA karane ke lie hameM kauna-sA mArga cunanA cAhie; jo hamArI

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169 golI kA javAba gAlI se bhI nahIM bhagavAna mahAvIra kI paraMparA ke anukUla ho, hamArI kundakunda kI digambara paramparA ke anukUla ho| kala hama isa jinavANI ko yahA~ se kaise le jAyeMge, kahA~ le jaayeNge| isake bAre meM abhI jaldI kucha bhI ghoSaNA karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| hama loga zAnta citta se ekabAra vicAra kareMge aura jaba kisI nirNaya para pahu~ceMge, taba batAyeMge ki apane ko kyA karanA hai| ___ jaba Apake hRdaya meM itanI gaharI vedanA hai, itanA gaharA bhAva hai, uttejanA hai to eka bAra eka samaya kA bhojana chor3akara NamokAra maMtra kA pATha karake pahale apane citta ko zAnta kiijie| azAnta citta meM liyA gayA koI bhI nirNaya AtmA ke hita ke lie to hotA hI nahIM hai, samAja ke lie bhI upayogI nahIM hotA hai| samAja TUTe nahIM aura hamArI AtmA kI sAdhanA, dharma kI sAdhanA, jinavANI kI ArAdhanA zAntipUrvaka calatI raheM - aisA koI mArga soceNge| ___ abhI apanI buddhi vA~jha nahIM huI hai ki hama kisI samasyA kA samAdhAna na nikAla sake / isalie merA Apa sabase anurodha hai ki aba hama kyA kareMge aura kyA nahIM kareMge, isake bAre meM koI ghoSaNA na kreN| pahale to kama se kama 24 ghaMTe taka apane citta ko zAMta kareM aura phira zAntacitta se nirNaya kreN| (zrotAoM se AvAja - jinavANI mAtA kI jaya kundakundAcArya kI jaya - 3 baar)| apane logoM se hI pratAr3ita hokara yaha jinavANI mAtA yahA~ A gaI hai; to aba yaha yahA~ aise hI nahIM jaavegii| jisake hajAroM beTe-beTiyA~ yahA~ baiThe hoM, vaha aba aise hI kaise jA sakatI hai? aba to yaha gAje-bAje ke sAtha / jAvegI, jinendra rathayAtrA ke samAna isakI yAtrA nikAlI jaavegii| aura jahA~ bhI virAjamAna hogI, jinendra bhagavAna ke samAna hI pUjI jaavegii| (tAliyA~) ___ jaba yaha hamAre hRdayoM meM itanI gaharI virAjamAna haiM to duniyA kI kaunasI tAkata hai ki jo ise hamAre hRdayoM meM se nikAla sake? Apa to jAnate hI haiM ki darpaNa kA eka svabhAva hotA hai, usake sAmane jo cIja AtI hai, vaha

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zrI pUranacandajI godIkA : eka anokhA vyaktitva (vItarAga-vijJAna ke, zrI pUranacandajI godIkA vizeSAMka, disambara/janavarI, 1989-90 se) AdhyAtmikasatpuruSa zrI kAnajI svAmI aura zrImAn seTha zrI pUranacandajI godIkA ke viyoga ne mujhe sarvAdhika Andolita kiyA hai; kyoMki eka se mujhe vItarAgI tattvajJAna milA aura dUsare ne usI vItarAgI tattvajJAna ko jana-jana taka pahu~cAne ke sAdhana juTAye; eka kA AzIrvAda mujhe satat prApta rahA, varada hasta mere mastaka para nirantara rahA to dUsare kA asIma vAtsalya bhI AjIvana prApta rahA hai; eka kI sabhA meM pramukha zrotA ke rUpa meM niyata sthAna para baiThane kA suavasara prApta rahA to dUsare merI sabhA ke pramukha zrotA rahe, apane niyata sthAna para baiThakara jIvana ke antima dina taka pravacana sunate rhe| Aja bhI jaba maiM zrI ToDaramala smAraka bhavana ke pravacana maNDapa meM pravacana karane baiThatA hU~, to merI dRSTi barabasa hI udhara jAtI hai, jahA~ pravacana sunane ke lie godIkAjI baiThA karate the| una jaisA niyamita evaM satat jAgRta zrotA milanA Aja durlabha hI hai| unake zAnta saumya cehare para ekadama sarala, sahaja vairAgyabhAva sampUrNa pravacanakAla meM nirantara bahate rahate the| pravacana ke pA~ca minaTa pahale apanA sthAna grahaNa kara lenA aura jinavANI stuti ho jAne ke pUrva kabhI sabhA chor3akara nahIM jAnA unakA dainika krama thaa| ___ isameM koI zaka nahIM ki unake kSayopazamajJAna meM jainadarzana kA mUla tattva acchI taraha A gayA thaa| trikAlI dhruva bhagavAna AtmA hI ekamAtra ArAdhya hai, sAdhya hai; - yaha ve acchI taraha samajha cuke the| jIvana ke antima kSaNa

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(13 sarasvatI ke varada putra (siddhAntAcArya paNDita phUlacanda zAstrI abhinandana - grantha se ) dhavalAdi mahAgranthoM ke yazasvI saMpAdaka, karaNAnuyoga ke prakANDa paNDita, siddhAntAcArya padavI se vibhUSita siddhAntAcArya paMDita phUlacaMdajI zAstrI una gine-cune vidvAnoM meM se haiM, jinhoMne TUTa jAne kI kImata para bhI kabhI jhukanA nahIM jaanaa| saMgharSoM ke bIca bItA unakA jIvana eka khulI pustaka ke samAna hai, jisake pratyeka pRSTha para unake saMgharSazIla aDiga vyaktitva kI amiTa chApa hai| raNabherI bajane para svAbhimAnI rAjapUta kA baiThe rahanA jisaprakAra saMbhava nahIM rahatA, usIprakAra avasara Anepara kisI bhI cunautI ko asvIkAra karanA chAtra teja ke dhanI paNDita phUlacandajI ko kabhI saMbhava nahIM rahA / kaThina se kaThina cunautI ko sahaja svIkAra kara lenA, unakI svabhAvagata vizeSatA rahI hai / cunautiyoM se jUjhane kI adbhuta kSamatA bhI unameM hai / 'khAniyA~ tattvacarcA' unakI isI svabhAvagata vizeSatA kA supariNAma hai, jo apane Apa meM eka adbhuta aitihAsika vastu bana gaI hai| pUjya gurudeva zrIkAnajI svAmI kI AdhyAtmika krAnti ke dhavala itihAsa meM paNDitajI kI 'khAniyA~ tattvacarcA' evaM jainatattvamImAMsA' eka kIrtistaMbha ke rUpa sadA hI smaraNa kI jAtI raheMgI / - moTI khAdI kI dhotI, kurtA aura TopI meM lipaTA sAdhAraNa-sA dikhanevAlA unakA asAdhAraNa vyaktitva prathama darzana meM bhale hI sAdhAraNa lage, para nikaTa samparka hone ke sAtha-sAtha unake vyaktitva kI dRr3hatA aura dRr3ha saMkalpa kA paricaya sahaja hI hone lagatA hai 1

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172 bikhare motI jinavANI to hamArI goda meM, hamAre mAthe para A hI gayI hai| yaha to hama apane mAthe se utArane vAle hai hI nahIM, lekina hamArI samAja kI bhI eka samasyA hai| mahArAja zrI koI Adeza deM aura samAja usako na mAneM - yaha kaise sambhava hai? vItarAgI nagna digambara sAdhu bhI hamAre siramora haiM aura unakI upekSA nAgapura samAja to kyA koI bhI samAja kaise kara sakatI hai? isalie isa samAja kI yaha eka majabUrI bhI ho sakatI hai, yaha bAta hamako gaharAI se anubhava karanA cAhie ki isa dizA meM hama kyA kara sakate haiM ? ___mere pAsa eka bhAI zrI zikharacandajI kA eka patra AyA hai aura unhoMne mujhe yaha par3hakara bhI sunAyA hai| unhoMne mujhase anurodha kiyA hai ki Aja Apa use sabhA meM par3hakara sunA dIjie aura isake bAre meM samAdhAna kara diijie| samAja ko galataphahamI hai, vaha kucha dUra ho sakeM, isalie pahale maiM unakA patra par3hakara sunAtA hU~ aura phira maiM apanI tarapha se usa galataphahamI ko dUra karane kA prayAsa kruuNgaa|. hama Apase hAtha-jor3akara prArthanA karate hai ki eka dina kA, do dina kA samaya hamako dIjie, jisase isa mAhola meM jo donoM tarapha uttejanA bar3ha gaI hai, use hama apane prayatnoM se zAnta kara sakeM / yadi hama saphala na hue to apanA rAstA cunane ke lie hara eka ko avasara maujUda hI hai| jidaMgI meM aise mauke bahuta kama Ate haiN| patra meM likhA hai - ___ pahalA prazna : sonagar3ha aura unake sAhitya se abhI ApakA kyA saMbaMdha hai? aisA patA calA hai ki Apane yaha prakAzita kiyA hai ki unase aba ApakA koI bhI sambandha nahIM rahA to Apa abhI isa zivira meM bhI yaha ghoSaNA kareM, tAki samAdhAna ho skeN| bhAI! maiM Apako batAnA cAhatA hU~, pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajI svAmI ke svargavAsa ke bAda kucha aise logoM ke hAtha meM sonagar3ha kI vyavasthA calI gayI ki jinako na to samAja kI sthiti kI pUrI jAnakArI hai aura na ve dhArmika kriyAoM ke bAre meM hI pUrI taraha vAkipha hai| hamAre bahuta prayatna karane ke bAda bhI ve loga nahIM mAne aura unhoMne yaha bhAvI tIrthaMkara kI mUrti virAjamAna kara dii| isa kAraNa hamAre logoM ne istIphA de diyaa| 12 meM se 8 TrasTI hamAre the

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golI kA javAba gAlI se bhI nahIM 173 aura una saba 8 TrasTiyoM ne istIphA de diyaa| usake bAda jo bhI kAma sonagaDha se huai haiM, una kAmoM se na hamArA koI saMbaMdha hai, na sahayoga hai, na hamArI anumodanA haiM / rahI bAta hamAre AdhyAtmika guru zrI kAnajI svAmI kii| unhoMne hameM jo adhyAtma kI zikSA dI hai, unhoMne jo vItarAgI tattvajJAna hameM diyA hai; usake lie hama unake RNI hai aura unheM hama adhyAtma-vidyA ke guru mAnate haiM, 'devazAstra - guru' vAle guru nahIM / yaha dhyAna rakhie maiMne svayaM zrI kAnajI svAmI se inTaravyU liyA thA, usa vakta maiM Atmadharma kA sampAdaka thA, usameM vaha chApA bhI thA / usameM yaha bAta unase pUchI thI ki Apako loga 'gurudeva' kyoM kahate haiM? to unhoMne kahA thA ki maiM 'deva-zAstra-guru' vAlA guru nahIM hU~ / loga mere se adhyAtma sunate haiM, isalie jaise - ravindranAtha ThAkura ko gurudeva kahate haiM, gopAladAsajI baraiyyA ko gurujI kahate the- aise hI loga mujhe kahate haiN| maiM to deva - zAstra - guru vAle guruoM kA dAsAnudAsa hU~ / hama unheM apanA vidyAguru mAnate haiM / jaise hama bhI apane baccoM ko, vidyArthiyoM ko par3hAte haiM nA, to ve bhI hameM apanA guru mAnate haiM to hama devazAstra-guru 'vAle guru thor3e hI ho gaye / hama to Apa jaise hI gRhastha haiM / yaha bAta jaba hama kaha rahe the, taba hamAre brahmacArIjI pradyumnakumArajI IsarI bhI vahA~ maujUda the| unhoMne kahA ki phira vahAM se prakAzita sAhitya ko Apa prakAzita kyoM karate haiM ? isa bAta ko bhI Apa spaSTa kara dIjie / dekho bhAI, yaha samayasAra hai aura isakI saMskRta meM AtmakhyAti TIkA 1000 varSa pahale AcArya amRtacandra ne banAI / jayapura ke paNDita jayacandajI chAbar3A ne hindI TIkA bnaaii| yaha hindI TIkA Aja se picyAsI (85) varSa pahale kAraMjA ke bhaTTArakajI ne chaapii| usI TIkA ko sonagar3havAloM ne chaapaa| aba unhoMne chApanA baMda kara diyA; kyoMki hindI prAnta se unakA sambandha kaTa gayA hai / hindI prAnta meM aba unakA koI nahIM hai, na hI unakA sAhitya bikatA hai, na koI letA hai / ataH kundakunda ke grantha jaba milanA banda ho gaye to yaha .

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60 bikhare motI lagA bIrabala thaa| kAma kI bAtoM ke atirikta maiM unase vyaMgya-vinoda bhI kama nahIM karatA thaa| bhayaMkara pIr3A meM bhI jabataka ekabAra unheM khilakhilAkara ha~sA na lU~; na mujhe caina par3atA thA, na unheM / sakhAbhAva meM jisaprakAra kA lar3anA-jhagar3anA, ha~sanA-ha~sAnA, milajulakara juTakara kAma karanA hotA hai; vaisA hI unake sAtha merA bhI jIvana bhara calA hai| unake abhAva meM maiMne eka saccA mitra, sanmArgadarzaka agraja evaM samartha sAthI kho diyA hai| pUjya gurudeva zrI kAnajIsvAmI ne jo adhyAtmagaMgA pravAhita kI hai, usake pAvana jala ko deza ke kone-kone meM pahu~cAne kA kAma jIvana bhara AdaraNIya bAbUbhAIjI ne jisa vidhi se kiyA hai, vaha anukaraNIya hai, abhinandanIya hai| Aja jo bhI tattvajJAna kA pracAra-prasAra ho rahA hai| usameM bAbUbhAIjI kA yogadAna abhUtapUrva hai, adbhuta hai| unake nirmala caritra, sAttvika jIvana, sarala svabhAva, anukaraNIya jinabhakti evaM athaka parizrama ne unheM sarvatra abAdha praveza diyA thaa| ____ Aja ve hameM chor3akara avazya cale gae haiM; para apane pIche tattvapracAra kA eka sugaThita sazakta taMtra chor3a gae haiM, jise hama saMgaThita rahakara calAte raha sakeM to unakI bhAvanAoM ko sAkAra rUpa prApta hotA rhegaa| ___ bhAI! saMsAra kA svarUpa hI aisA hai - eka dina hama sabako bhI jAnA hai, do-cAra varSa pIche yA do-cAra varSa Age - isase kyA antara par3atA hai; ataH hama sabhI ko apanA jIvana itanA vyavasthita banAnA cAhie ki hama pratipala jAne ko taiyAra raheM, yadi mauta sAmane A bhI jAya to hameM eka samaya bhI yaha vikalpa nahIM AnA cAhie ki jarA Thaharo! yaha kAma nibaTA luuN| __"lAkhoM varSoM taka jIU~ yA mRtyu Aja hI A jAve"- kI bhAvanA se ota-prota hokara jIne aura marane ke lie sadaiva taiyAra rahanA hI vAstavika jIvana hai| - AdaraNIya bAbUbhAI ne aisA jIvana jiyA thA, hama saba bhI isIprakAra zuddha, sAttvika, sadAcArI evaM Atmahita hI jisameM mukhya ho - aisA jIvana jie~ aura unake samAna hI dhIra-vIra banakara samAdhi maraNa ke lie bhI pratikSaNa tatpara raheM, sannaddha raheM - isa pAvana bhAvanA se virAma letA huuN|

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57 ajAtazatru paNDita bAbUbhAI cunnIlAla mehatA bhI gye| jayapura ziviroM meM to pUrNataH sakriya rahate hI the| sAmAjika uthalaputhala meM bhI unakA mArgadarzana anta taka prApta hotA rahA hai| ___ jaba bhI ve apanI paMgutA kA jikra karate to maiM yahI kahatA ki Apake hAtha-paira hama loga to haiM, Apa AjJA to dIjie aura dekhie - kAma hotA hai yA nahIM? Apake do hAtha-paira zithila hue haiM to saikar3oM hAtha-paira taiyAra ho gaye haiN| ___ jaba ve yaha sunate to ekadama praphullita ho utthte| ve acchI taraha jAnate the ki isa asAdhya roga se aba jIvana bhara ubharanA sambhava nahIM hai - isa bAta ko ve kahate bhI the, para unheM hatotsAha hote kabhI nahIM dekhA; balki isa asAdhya bImArI ko bhI unhoMne Atmahita ke lie upayukta va amUlya avasara hI samajhA thaa| __ amaMgala meM bhI maMgala dekhane kI vRtti unakI sahaja hI thii| kisI kA azubha cintana unakI vRtti meM thA hI nhiiN| kisI kA burA karane kI bAta to bahuta dUra, unhoMne kabhI kisI ke bAre meM burA socA bhI na hogA - unakI lokapriyatA kA eka kAraNa yaha bhI thaa| mujhe isa bAta kA gaurava hai ki isa mahApuruSa ke sAtha lagAtAra bIsa varSa taka kaMdhe se kaMdhA milAkara kArya karane kA saubhAgya milA hai| Aja unake abhAva meM maiM apane ko akelA anubhava karatA huuN| ___pUjya gurudevazrI kI upasthiti meM zrI kundakundAcArya jaise samartha AcAryoM ke bar3e-bar3e graMthAdhirAja sonagar3ha se prakAzita hote the| jayapura se to mAtra dhArmika pAThya-pustakeM evaM choTI-moTI pustakeM hI prakAzita hotI rahI haiN| pUjya gurudevazrI ke mahAprayANa ke bAda jaba sonagaDha se unakA prakAzana banda ho gayA aura jayapura itanA samartha na thA ki unheM prakAzita kara sake, to hameM bahuta cintA huii| hamane isa sambandha meM sabhI pramukha logoM ko eka prapatra bhI bhejA, jisameM sabhI kA dhyAna isa ora AkarSita kiyA gayA thaa| para eka dina AdaraNIya bAbUbhAIjI ne mujhe bulAkara kahA - "DAkTara sAhaba ! maiMne eka bAta socI hai ki AcAryoM ke zAstroM ko chapAne kA kAma jayapura se hI Arambha kiyA jaay| yadi Apa ... / "

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176 bikhare motI nahIM A rahI hai aura unheM aisA laga rahA hai ki hama samAja ko/dharma ko barbAda kara rahe haiN| yadi sacamuca unako aisA nahIM lagatA to itanA bar3A kAma ve nahIM krte| kyA ve nahIM jAnate haiM ki subhauma cakravartI ne NamokAra maMtra ko pAnI meM hAtha se likhakara paira se miTA diyA thaa| isake pariNAma svarUpa ve sAtaveM naraka meM gaye the| yaha jinavANI jo abhI yahA~ rakhI hai vaha sAkSAta sarvajJa bhagavAna kI vANI hai, kundakunda kI vANI hai; Apa dekhanA, isameM vidyAnandajI mahArAja kI bhI pustakeM haiN| eka uttara bhArata meM jayasAgarajI mahArAja haiM, dakSiNa (kuMbhoja bAhubalI) meM eka samantabhadrajI mahArAja haiN| hama unake pAsa jAte hI haiN| vidyAsAgarajI mahArAja hamAre sAtha meM kesalI paMcakalyANaka meM the hii| ___ aba jo hamako gaira-digambara ghoSita kreN| jagaha-jagaha hameM nikAlane kI bAta kareM / hama unake pAsa kyoM jAyeM, kaise jAyeM; unase hamArA mela kaise baiThe? hama to bahuta prayatna karate haiM, lekina vaha mela baiThatA hI nhiiN| hama to parasoM se yahA~ Aye haiM aura isI prayatna meM the; lekina jaisA uttejanA kA vAtAvaraNa abhI yahA~ hai - aise meM hamArI himmata to nahIM par3I ki hama usa Aga meM kUda jaayeN| hamane kahA bhI ki bhAI! thor3A yaha vAtAvaraNa zAMta ho to hama caleM, aise azAnta vAtAvaraNa meM bAta karane se koI lAbha nahIM hotaa| isalie kisI ke prati virodha kI bAta to hai hI nhiiN| eka bAta hama batA deM ki yaha hamArI pratijJA hai aura hamAre sAre pravaktAoM ko nirdeza bhI haiM ki koI kisI kI nindA na kre| hamArI tarapha se kisI kI nindA to hama karate hI nahIM haiN| koI batAe ki kisa muni kI hamane nindA kI? hamAre pravacanoM ke kaiseTa banate haiN| pUre sAla bhara hama ATha mahIne ghUmate haiM / saba jagaha kaiseTa banate haiM / hamArA sAhitya bhI upalabdha hai| hama kisI kI vyaktigata nindA karate hoM to koI nikAlakara btaaye| bhAI! hameM bhI kisI ke prati zraddhA hai| jaisI kisI ke prati zraddhA ApakI hai to kisI ke prati hamArI bhI hai| hamArI zraddhA zrI kAnajI svAmI ke prati hai| unake prati koI apazabda bole to hameM kaisA lagegA? kyA hama patthara ke bane hue haiM? are bhAI! hama Apake hI to bhAI-bandhu haiN| jisa jinavANI ke

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golI kA javAba gAlI se bhI nahIM 177 prati hamArI AsthA hai, usakI yaha durdazA Apane kI hai| kyA yaha zobhA kI bAta hai? yadi itanI hI dilerI Apa meM hai to kurANa ko aisA karake batAyeM, rAmAyaNa ko aisA karake batAyeM, to Apako saba mAlUma par3a jaayegaa| inameM vidyAsAgarajI kI phoTo hai, kitAbeM haiN| jinavANI ke prati upekSA kA pariNAma kA phala kyA ho sakatA hai? lekina ve becAre kyA kareM? unake dimAga meM kahIM se yaha bhrama khar3A ho gayA hai ki isameM jahara milA diyA hai hamane / are! ve to becAre apanI samajha meM jainadharma kI rakSA kara rahe haiN| ve yaha nahIM samajhate haiM ki isa rakSA ke cakkara meM kahIM anartha to nahIM ho rahA hai? ve to samajhAne ke pAtra haiN| ve kaNTaka haiM, ata: unheM masala denA, haTA denA aisI bhASA yaha jainiyoM ko zobhA nahIM detI hai| kisI kSatriya se pUcho 'va' kA ba banAnA ho to kyA karanA par3atA hai, to vaha kahatA hai ki peTa cIra do / baniye se pUcho to kahatA hai ki peTa bhara do| cIrane kI bhASA - ye jainiyoM kI bhASA nahIM hai / usako to hara samasyA kA samAdhAna bharane se sUjhatA hai / ye digambaroM kI bhASA nahIM hai, ye mahAvIra kI bhASA nahIM hai, ye kundakunda kI bhASA nahIM hai| eka bhI bhAI hamase judA ho - yaha socane ke AdI hama nahIM haiM / bhAI ! eka dina hama bhI to svAmIjI ke virodhI the| hamArI samajha meM viSaya A gayA to hama anukUla ho gaye / Apa meM se jo svAmIjI ke bar3e pakSadhara haiM, Aja jinakI A~khoM meM A~sU haiM; ve chAtI para hAtha rakhakara batAyeM ki jaba tumheM yaha bAta pasanda nahIM thI to tumane kitanA virodha kiyA thA / jaba samajha meM AyA to pakSa meM ho gye| bhAI ! kisI ko Aja samajha meM AyA hai, kisI ko kala AyegA, kisI ko parasoM samajha meM AyegA / isalie kisI kaNTaka ko samApta karane kI bAta hama to soca bhI nahIM sakate haiN| hama to bahuta se bahuta Age bar3heMge to yaha soca sakate haiM ki yadi samAja meM zAMti se rahakara hama apanI dharma sAdhanA, sAhitya kI ArAdhanA aura svAdhyAya nahIM kara sakate to alaga baiTha kara svAdhyAya kreN| basa isase jyAdA hama soca

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178 bikhare motI bhI nahIM skte| yaha bhI hamAre lie koI bahuta bar3hiyA bAta nahIM hai ki abhI hAla dasa lAkha rupayA ikaTThe karake eka naye maMdira kI nIMva yahA~ DAla jAye aura itihAsa meM likhA jAya ki yahA~ para DaoN. bhArilla Aye the, taba yaha maMdira banA thaa| hama yaha nahIM cAhate haiM / unhoMne kahA ki Apa hanumAna bana jaaye| bhaiyyA ? hamameM vaha tAkata kahA~ hai, hamameM vaha zakti kahA~ hai? unhoMne to laMkA meM Aga lagAI thI, vaha tAkata hamameM kahA~ hai? unameM vaha tAkata thI aura unake sAmane saMhAra karane ke lie rAkSasa the| hamAre sAmane rAkSasa kahA~ hai? ye to hamAre sAdharmI bhAI haiN| yahA~ Aga lagAkara to apane hI ghara ko jalAne kI bAta hai / eka bUr3hI mA~ thI aura usake do beTe the| pitAjI kA svargavAsa ho gayA thaa| isalie unhoMne nirNaya liyA ki mAtAjI kI sevA donoM hI milakara kreNge| donoM ne mA~ ko AdhA-AdhA bA~Ta liyaa| pitAjI hote to eka bhAI pitAjI ko le letA aura eka mAtAjI ko / akelI mAtAjI thI, to eka isa . paira ko dabAtA, nahalAtA, dhulAtA aura dUsarA dUsare paira ko dabAtA, nahalAtA dhulAtA aise donoM sevA karate the / - eka dina bar3A bhAI AyA, usane apanA paira dhoyA aura vaha gIlA thA to socA kI ise jamIna para rakhU~gA to miTTI laga jAyegI / usane use dUsare paira para rakha diyaa| socA thor3I dera meM sUkha jAyegA to nIce rakha duuNgaa| dUsarA bhAI AyA aura kahane lagA ki merA paira gaMdA hai isakA matalaba yaha thor3e hI hai ki tU apanA paira mere paira para rkhe| vaha andara se mUsala le AyA aura usakA paira tor3a diyA, TA~ga tor3a dii| dUsare ko bhI gussA aayaa| usane dUsarI TA~ga tor3a dii| ammA kI donoM TA~geM TUTa gayIM / -- aise hI jinavANI hamArI mAtA hai| jinavANI mAtA ko hama bA~Ta le| kucha Apa haTAye, kucha Apa jalAyeM / yaha kahakara ki inake yahA~ se prakAzita hai| isalie kucha hama haTAyeM; kyoMki kucha jagaha hamArA bhI to kabjA hai| kucha maMdiroM meM hamArA bhI to bahumata hai /

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golI kA javAba gAlI se bhI nahIM 179 Akhira hama koI aise hI to haiM nhiiN| hama tumhArI nikAlane laga jAye to isase jinavANI mAtA kI donoM TA~geM TUTane ke alAvA aura kyA hogA ? merA to kahanA hai ki golI kA javAba golI se dene kI bAta to bahuta dUra, hameM to golI kA javAba gAlI se bhI nahIM denA hai| aisA pApa hamase to hogA nahIM / ( sabhA meM se eka AdamI cillAyA, hAtha meM kaMgana pahana lo ) are pahana leMge, kyA dikkata hai| bhAI ! tumhAre duHkha ko hama jAnate haiN| tuma kyA samajhate ho ki hameM khuzI ho rahI hai ? are abhI to dikkata yaha hai ki hameM abhI to hamAre yuvakoM ko hI zAnta karanA par3egA / AdhI zakti ina yuvakoM ko zAnta karane meM lagegI; kyoMki jisa kue~ kA pAnI Apa pIte ho, usI kue~ kA pAnI hamAre beTe bhI pIte haiM / ku~A alaga-alaga hotA to bAta alaga thii| jisa miTTI meM Apa pale puse ho, usI miTTI meM ye paidA huye haiM, aba inakA kyA kareM! yaha to adhyAtma kA pratApa hai ki hamArI itanI bAta suna karake raha jAte haiM / dekho! yaha hamArA vidyArthI hai aura hamako bolatA hai kaMgana pahana lo ! cur3iyA~ pahana lo !! kyA kareM? hama saba jAnate haiM ki inake dila meM kitanA darda hai, vaha darda bola rahA hai| yaha to subaha zAma uThakara dina meM do bAra paira par3ane vAloM meM se hai| koI avinayI lar3akA nahIM hai / yaha to bAla brahmacArI hai| isane to apanA sArA jIvana isa kAma ke lie samarpita kiyA hai| ghaMTe bhara se bahuta ubala rahA hai| maiMne apane cAra hanumAnoM ko bhejA hai, ise zAnta karane ke lie; lekina abhI taka zAnta nahIM huA hai / nahIM, bhAI ! yaha rAstA nahIM hai| maiM Apase kahatA hU~ ki hama bhI usI uddezya kI prApti ke lie kArya kara rahe haiN| nizcita rUpa se yahA~ kA jAgaruka samAja isa bAta para gambhIratA se vicAra karegA / Apa cintA mata kro| hama nAgapura se tabhI jAyeMge, jaba isa jinavANI mAtA kI sundaratama vyavasthA ho jAyegI jyAdA duHkhI hone kI raMcamAtra AvazyakatA nahIM hai / Apase merA yaha vinamra anurodha hai ki Apa zAnti banAe rkheN|

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180 bikhare motI hama antima bindu taka ekatA ke lie prayatna kreNge| yadi hama apane kAma meM saphala ho gaye to ApakI samAja kI ekatA ko dekhakara bahuta gaurava ke sAtha yahA~ se jaayeNge| isI bhAvanA ke sAtha maiM abhI kI bAta samApta karatA hU~ aura Age kA kAryakrama calAne kA Apa sabase anurodha karatA hU~ / dUsarA dina kala hamAre citta meM jo bahuta kheda thA aura maiMne Apase apIla kI thI ki thor3A-sA samaya hama zAnti se bitAye, vrata-upavAsa kareM aura citta meM udvega na Ane deN| phira hama soceMge ki hameM isake bAre meM kyA karanA hai? ina 24 ghaMToM meM hamane bahuta vicAra-vimarza kiyaa| bahuta se logoM se salAha-mazavirA bhI kiyA aura hamArA to yaha vizvAsa hai ki jisa mandira se yaha jinavANI yahA~ AI hai; usI maMdira se hI to apane pAsa jinendra bhagavAna bhI Aye haiM / jisaprakAra ye bhagavAna jaaveNge| usIprakAra eka na eka dina, yaha jinavANI bhI usa maMdira meM avazya vApisa jAyegI, aisA hamArA vizvAsa hai / hama koI jabaradastI yA kisI aura tarIke se isa kAma ko nahIM karanA cAhate haiN| hama to hamAre jo bhAI haiM, unakA hRdaya parivartana cAhate haiM / ve hameM prema se bulAyeM aura hama prema se jAyeM, yahI hamArA rAstA hai / usameM bhale hI thor3I dera laga sakatI hai, lekina aMdhera nahIM ho sktaa| hRdayaparivartana kA jo kAma hai, vaha samaya - sApekSa hotA hai| hameM apane hRdaya kI pavitratA kA paricaya denA par3atA hai; taba hama sAmane vAle se hRdaya parivartana kI apekSA rakha sakate haiM / isalie kucha samaya ke lie hama isa jinavANI ko kahIM eka jagaha virAjamAna kreNge| hamAre hRdaya meM jo pIr3A hai aura jo kSobha hai, usase aisA lagatA hai ki hamAre sAmane yaha kAma huA aura hama apanI koI bhI zraddhA isake lie samarpita na kara paaye| aisA lagatA hai ki hamane jinavANI kA apamAna saha karake koI arghya nahIM car3hAyA hai| isalie hama yahA~ para parasoM bahuta acchI taraha se jinavANI kA pUjA-pATha kareMge aura ise julUsa ke sAtha sasammAna jahA~ hameM rakhanA hai, vahA~ le jAyeMge /

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golI kA javAba gAlI se bhI nahIM 181 hamane yaha vicAra kiyA hai kauna le jAyegA? kaise le jAyegA ? sabake hRdaya meM yaha bAta hai ki ina do hajAra AdamiyoM meM se kauna isa jinavANI ko le jaayeN| sabhI taiyAra hai to kyA sabako eka-eka kitAba deM? isalie hamane nirNaya kiyA ki sundara kezariyA~ jhaNDe vAlA kapar3A maMgAyA jaayegaa| jinavANI ko sammAna ke sAtha vesTanoM meM bA~dhakara karIba 25 baMDala banAye jAyeMge / baggiyA~ laayeNge| una baMDaloM ko lekara baggI meM baiThakara julUsa ke sAtha jAyeMge | unakI yahA~ bolI hogii| una paccIsa baNDaloM ko lekara saba loga jaayeNge| una boliyoM meM jo bhI rAzi AyegI, vaha usI jinavANI kI rakSA aura jinavANI ke sammAna meM, pracAra-prasAra meM hI kAma AyegI / I hama abhI koI nayA svAdhyAya mandira nahIM bnaayeNge| jabataka hamako yaha pUrI AzA hai ki hama usI mandira meM svAdhyAya kareMge, baiTheMge aura vahIM jinavANI virAjamAna kreNge| jabataka yaha nahIM ho jAtA, tabataka kahIM hamako 2-4 mahIne baiThanA par3a sakatA hai aura usake lie hameM kharce kI vyavasthA karanI par3a sakatI hai / vaha sArA paisA ApakA usI vyavasthA ke kAma AyegA / hama pRthakatA ke dRSTikoNa ko lekara nahIM calanA cAhate haiM / hama barasoM iMtajAra kareMge aura jaba bilkula thaka jAyeMge; taba koI dUsarI bAta soceNge| boliyA~ to paccIsa hI hoMgI, zeSa ke lie gullaka rakhA jAyegA / isa kAma ke lie jo bhI apanI zraddhA samarpita karanA cAheM, vaha usa gullaka meM paise DAlakara apanI bhAvanA pUrNa kreN| isakI vyavasthA ke lie yahIM ke jo AdamI haiM, unakI kameTI banA dI jaayegii| ve isa kAma ko dekheNge| jo bAhara vAle Aye haiM, unakI bhI DyUTI hai ki vaha isa kAma ke lie adhika se adhika dAna rAzi dekara jaaeN| yahA~ vAle to deMge hI, yahA~ vAloM ko to karanA hI hai| usa jinavANI kI savArI bahuta zAna ke sAtha le jaayeNge| jahA~ bhI vaha raheM, zAna ke sAtha virAjamAna rheN| svAdhyAya cAlU rheN| jaba bhI vApasa usa mandira meM hamArI jinavANI pahu~ceMgI to jo paisA bacegA hama usa mandira meM de deNge| jisa mandira meM yaha

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182 bikhare motI virAjamAna hogI, vahIM vaha paisA diyA jaayegaa| aisI koI bAta nahIM hai ki hamako alaga karanA hai| lekina jabataka hamako alaga rahanA par3egA, tabataka usa vyavasthA meM jitanA bhI kharca hogA, isI meM se hogaa| ___ yadi Apako svAdhyAya Adi kI koI takalIpha Aye to Apa jitane bhI rupaye mahIne ke hisAba se jo bhI jagaha mile, vaha kirAye se le lIjie, maiM to Apako apanI tarapha se, saMsthAoM kI tarapha se, ye AzvAsana detA hU~ ki usakA 50% kirAyA Apako hama deNge| yadi Apa 2000/- rupaye mahIne kI jagaha leMge to 1000/- rupaye hama deNge| usake bAda bhI apanI jagaha banAne kI AvazyakatA par3I to usake lie bhI hamase jo banegA, ApakA hAtha hama avazya bttaayeNge| maiM cAhatA hU~ ki yahA~ kabhI AvazyakatA par3e hI nhiiN| kala saba loga socakara AyeM, maiMne 24 ghaNTe pahale Apako sUcanA denI jarUrI smjhii| bhAI ! upavAsa ko vyaktigata hI rahane do, sAmUhika rUpa na deN| hamako koI Andolana khar3A nahIM karanA hai| hamako to prAyazcitta karanA hai| apane duHkha kA zamana karanA hai| hamAre saba logoM ne Aja jisase jaisA banA hai, vaisA kiyA hI hai| kaSAya kI bAta bhI bilkula bhI apane cita meM na laayeN| jaisA utsAha kA vAtAraNa abhI Apane anya boliyoM meM batAyA hai, vaisA kala Apako jinavANI ke prati batAnA hai / vAstava meM ApakI jo bhakti kundakunda ke prati hai, unhIM kundakunda kI yaha vANI hai, isameM ApakA utsAha dekhane ko milegA; - aisA merA pUrA vizvAsa hai / eka dina phira hama jaldI se jaldI nAgapura meM AyeMge aura akhaNDa samAja ke eka sAmUhika AmaMtraNa para aayeNge| aisI merI bhAvanA hai| DaoN. bhArilla ke isa vyAkhyAna kA jAdU jaisA asara huA aura vAtAvaraNa ekadama zAnta ho gyaa| jaba boliyA~ lagI to sabase pahalI bolI - DaoN. bhArilla ne hI lI thii| phira to boliyoM kA tAMtA laga gyaa| 25 ke sthAna para 50 boliyA~ lagAnI pdd'ii| kAlAntara meM mandira bhI banAnA par3A aura vaha mandira bhI darzanIya bana par3A hai|

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AcArya kundakunda aura digambara jaina samAja kI ekatA digambara jaina samAja meM eka bhI vyakti aisA nahIM hogA, jo AcArya kundakunda ke prati zraddhAvanata na ho, unake prati samarpita na ho, unakI dvisahasrAbdI varSa meM unheM apane zraddhAsumana samarpita na karanA cAhatA ho| ataH pahale jisaprakAra sampUrNa jaina samAja ne bhagavAna mahAvIra kA paccIsavA~ nirvANa varSa vibhinna AyojanoM ke mAdhyama se jisa utsAha ke sAtha manAyA thA; usI prakAra usI utsAha ke sAtha AcArya kundakunda kA yaha dvisahasrAbdI samAroha bhI manAyA jAnA caahie| bhagavAna mahAvIra ke paccIsauveM nirvANa mahotsava meM jaina samAja meM eka abhUtapUrva ekatA ke darzana hue the, hama saba eka-dUsare ke najadIka Aye the| usIprakAra isa mahotsava meM bhI digambara samAja kI ekatA ke sandarbha meM uccastarIya prayatna kiye jAne caahie| vastuta: sthiti yaha hai ki jo bhI vyakti digambara jinadharma kA anuyAyI hai, vaha kundakunda kA anuyAyI avazya hogA hI aura jo kundakunda kA anuyAyI hai, vastutaH vahI saccA digambara jaina hai| isalie yaha atyanta Avazyaka hai ki digambara jina-paramparA ke sarvamAnya, sarvazreSTha AcArya kundakunda ko zraddhAMjali samarpaNa karane ke lie sabhI digambara dharmAnuyAyI bhAI-bahinoM ko kundakunda dvisahasrAbdI samAroha kI chatrachAyA meM ekatra hokara eka AvAja meM kundakunda kI vANI se sAre bhUmaNDala ko isaprakAra guMjAyamAna kara denA cAhie ki vaha AvAja na kevala kAzmIra se kanyAkumArI taka hI pahu~ce, apitu sAta samudra pAra deza-videzoM meM bhI pahu~ce aura sampUrNa jagata ko sukha-zAnti kA mArga prazasta kre|

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184 bikhare motI isa sandarbha meM AcArya zrI vidyAnandajI mahArAja ne Aja se cAra-pA~ca varSa pUrva zravaNabelagolA meM sampanna mahAmastakAbhiSeka ke samaya hI carcA kI thii| unake mana meM to yaha bAta isase bhI pahale thI, usI ke pariNAmasvarUpa kundakunda bhAratI kI sthApanA huI thii| unase preraNA pAkara hamane bhI apane agasta, 1987 ke jayapura zivira meM vicAra-vimarza kara isa mahotsava ko pUrI zakti lagAkara manAne kA nirNaya liyA / para isameM gati taba AI, jaba AcArya vidyAnandajI mahArAja jayapura padhAre aura unhoMne isake lie hameM prerita hI nahIM kiyA, apitu dasa hajAra kI janasabhA meM Adeza diyA ki Apako isa kArya ko pUrI zakti lagAkara karanA hai / hameM apAra prasannatA huI, para hamane kahA ki hama to jo Apa kaheMge, kareMge hI; para jabataka Apa isameM rasa nahIM leMge, tabataka akhila bhAratIya stara para jisa rUpa meM yaha utsava honA cAhie, nahIM ho pAvegA; kyoMki hamArI zakti to sImita hai / mujhe yaha jAnakara prasannatA huI ki AcAryazrI kA dhyAna isa ora hai aura unhoMne ahamadAbAda meM sampUrNa digambara jaina samAja ke sabhI pramukha logoM kI eka mITiMga isa bAta para vicAra karane ke lie bulAI; jisameM mujhe bhI yAda kiyA gyaa| AcArya kundakunda ko zraddhAMjali samarpita karane kA yaha avasara cUkanA mujhe kadApi iSTa na thA; ataH usa mITiMga meM maiM bhI upasthita huaa| ukta avasara para mahArAjazrI se bahuta hI upayogI aneka carcAe~ huiiN| yaha to Apa jAnate hI haiM ki mahArAja zrI ke hRdaya meM samAja kI ekatA kI bahuta bar3I TIsa hai, ve sampUrNa digambara jaina samAja ko sugaThita ekatA ke sUtra meM Abaddha dekhanA cAhate haiN| ahamadAbAda ke samIpa kovA Azrama meM eka sArvajanika sabhA meM, jisameM digambara jaina samAja ke lagabhaga sabhI varga ke loga upasthita the, mahAsamitivAle, pariSavAle, mahAsabhAvAle aura sonagar3ha - jayapuravAle mumukSubhAI bhI upasthita the, mahArAja zrI se preraNA pAkara maiMne sabhI se eka mArmika apIla kI thI, usakA

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AcArya kuMdakuMda aura digambara jaina samAja kI ekatA 185 sabhI ne svAgata bhI kiyA thA, sampUrNa digambara jaina samAja taka pahu~cAne ke lie maiM use yahA~ bhI duharAnA cAhatA hU~ / maiMne usa samaya kahA thA ki AcArya kundakunda kI paramparA ke santoM evaM samAja ke karNadhAroM se isa avasara para maiM eka apIla karanA cAhatA hU~ ki jina logoM ne AcArya kundakunda ke sAhitya kA gaharA adhyayana kara, una para apanA sarvasva samarpaNa kara, apanA sampradAya aura samAja ko chor3akara digambara dharma aMgIkAra kara liyA hai; unheM sasammAna chAtI se lagAne kA yaha avasara hai, jise cUkanA samajhadArI to hai hI nahIM, khataranAka bhI ho sakatA hai; kyoMki yaha upekSA eka naye paMtha ko janma dene kA mArga prazasta kara sakatI hai, jo ki pahale se hI aneka paMthoM meM vibhakta digambara samAja ke lie eka siradarda hI hogaa| kSetrIya dRSTi se bhI yaha bAta atyanta mahatvapUrNa hai / ata: yadi isa avasara para binA kisI kintu - parantu ke hama unheM gale lagA sakeM to yaha AcArya kundakunda ko eka saccI zraddhAMjali hogii| AdhyAtmikasatpuruSa zrI kAnajIsvAmI kI pAvana preraNA se digambara bane mumukSu bhAiyoM se bhI maiM eka vinamra apIla karanA cAhatA hU~ ki svAmIjI ne jIvana bhara AcArya kundakunda ko par3hA hai, svAmIjI kA jIvana unake granthoM ke paThana-pAThana ko samarpita hI rahA hai; ata: aba Apake manoM meM bhI apAra prasannatA honI cAhie aura Apa logoM ko bhI sacce hRdaya se isa mahAyajJa meM sammilita ho jAnA cAhie, tana-mana-dhana se pUrA sahayoga karanA cAhie, zaMkAoM - AzaMkAoM ko tilAMjali dekara antarbAhya se sampUrNa digambara zuddha paramparAoM ko khule dila se svIkAra kara apane ko sampUrNa digambara samAja meM samAhita kara lenA caahie| kundakunda kI anuyAyI digambara samAja meM samAhita hone kA isase acchA avasara Apako phira kabhI prApta nahIM hogA / AzA hai sambandhita vyakti merI isa mArmika apIla para avazya dhyAna deNge| AdhyAtmikasatpuruSa zrI kAnajI svAmI ke netRtva meM Aja se pacAsa varSa pUrva huI isa AdhyAtmika krAnti se mAtra ve hI loga prabhAvita nahIM hue haiM, jo apanA sampradAya chor3akara unake sAtha digambara dharma meM sammilita hue haiM, lAkhoM

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186 bikhare motI digambaroM ne bhI unake isa kundakundIya AdhyAtmika Andolana se bharapUra lAbha uThAyA hai| isaprakAra Aja lagabhaga cAra lAkha loga aise haiM, jo pratyakSa yA parokSarUpa meM unase prabhAvita haiN| ___ Aja na to kAnajI svAmI hI haiM aura na ve loga, jinhoMne unake sAtha digambara dharma svIkAra kiyA thaa| Aja to unake anuyAyiyoM meM aise loga hI adhika haiM, jinakA janma hI taba huA thA, jaba unake mA~-bApa digambara dharma svIkAra kara cuke the; isaprakAra ve bhI ekaprakAra se mUla digambara hI haiM / ataH mUla digambara aura naye digambara isaprakAra ke bheda kA aba koI artha nahIM raha gayA hai| jina logoM ko AcArya kundakunda kI vANI kA rahasya AdhyAtmika satpuruSa zrI kAnajIsvAmI ke mAdhyama se prApta huA hai, una logoM para Aja munivirodhI hone kA Aropa lagAyA jA rahA hai| isIprakAra kA Aropa svAmIjI para bhI lagAyA gayA thaa| isa bAta kI saccAI jAnane ke lie aura use samAja ke sAmane rakhane ke lie maiMne svayaM svAmIjI se kucha inTaravyU liye the aura unake hI patra Atmadharma meM prakAzita bhI kiye the, jinake kucha mahatvapUrNa aMza isaprakAra haiM - prazna : Apako loga gurudeva kahate haiN| kyA Apa sAdhu haiM? guru to sAdhu ko kahate haiN| uttara : sAdhu to nagna digambara chaThaveM-sAtaveM guNasthAna kI bhUmikA meM jhUlate hue bhAvaliMgI vItarAgI santa hI hote haiN| hama to sAmAnya zrAvaka haiM, sAdhu nhiiN| hama to sAdhuoM ke dAsAnudAsa haiN| ahA! vItarAgI saMta kundakundAcArya, amRtacandra Adi munivaroM ke smaraNa mAtra se hamArA romAMca ho jAtA hai| "munirAja to calate-phirate siddha haiM, hama to unake dAsAnudAsa haiM" ukta zabda pUjya svAmIjI ne taba kahe, jaba unase pUchA gayA ki kucha loga kahate .

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AcArya kuMdakuMda aura digambara jaina samAja kI ekatA 187 haiM ki Apa munirAjoM ko nahIM mAnate, unakA apamAna karate haiM, unakI nindA karate haiN| apanI bAta ko spaSTa karate hue unhoMne kahA - "apamAna to hama kisI kA bhI nahIM karate, nindA bhI kisI kI nahIM karate, phira munirAjoM kI nindA karane kA to prazna hI kahA~ uThatA hai? ___ zuddhopayoga kI bhUmikA meM jhUlate hue nagna digambara paramapUjya munirAja to eka prakAra se calate-phirate siddha haiM, hama to unake dAsAnudAsa haiN| unakI caraNaraja apane mastaka para dhAraNa kara kauna digambara jaina apane ko dhanya nahIM mAnegA?'' ___ kahate-kahate jaba ve bhAvamagna ho gaye, taba maiMne unakI magnatA bhagna karate hue kahA - "Ajakala kucha logoM dvArA yaha pracAra bahuta joroM se kiyA jA rahA hai ki Apa muni virodhI haiN|" ___ taba ve atyanta gaMbhIra ho gaye aura bole - "munirAja to saMvara aura nirjarA ke mUrtimAna svarUpa haiN| munivirodha kA artha hai - saMvara aura nirjarA tattva kI asvIkRti / jo sAta tattvoM ko bhI na mAne vaha kaisA jainI? hameM to unake smaraNa mAtra se romAMca ho jAtA hai| "Namoloe savva sAhUNaM" ke rUpa meM hama to sabhI trikAlavartI munirAjoM ko pratidina saikar3oM bAra namaskAra karate haiN| prazna : samAja vaise hI aneka paMthoM meM baMTA huA hai, jaise - terApaMtha, bIsapaMtha, tAraNapaMtha, gumAnapaMtha aadi| phira aba Apa aura kyoM nayA paMtha calA rahe haiM? .. uttara : hamane to koI nayA paMtha nahIM calAyA aura na calA hI rahe haiM / hamArA to paMtha eka hI hai aura vaha hai AcArya kundakunda kA "satyapaMtha nirgrantha digmbr"| jo kundakundAmnAya kA mUla digambara mArga hai, hamane to usI ko buddhipUrvaka svIkAra kiyA hai, hama to usI para cala rahe haiM, hamane koI nayA mArga nahIM pkdd'aa| anAdinidhana jo mUla mArga hai, vahI hamArA mArga hai| jisa patha para paramapUjya AcArya kundakunda, amRtacandra, bhUtabali, puSpadanta, nemicandra cale, paNDita banArasIdAsajI aura ToDaramalajI cale, usI para hama cala rahe haiM, vahI hamArA paMtha hai|

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188 bikhare motI isaprakAra hama dekhate haiM ki na to svAmIjI munivirodhI hI the aura na unhoMne koI nayA paMtha hI calAyA thA; para saca bAta to yaha hai ki jaba unhoMne digambara dharma svIkAra kiyA to unake parivartana ke mUla meM AcArya kundakunda ke samayasAra ke sAtha-sAtha paNDita ToDaramalajI ke mokSamArga prakAzaka kA bhI mahattvapUrNa hAtha rahA hai| jo bhI ho, samAja meM Aja bhI aneka paMtha haiM aura ve apanI-apanI mAnyatAe~ bhI alaga-alaga rakhate haiM, para koI kisI ko digambara mAnane se inkAra nahIM krtaa| koI kSetrapAla-padmAvatI kI pUjana ko gRhItamithyAtva mAnatA hai to koI unakI bhagavAna jaisI pUjA-pratiSThA karate haiM, karAte haiM ; koI apane maMdiroM meM mUrtiyoM ko pratiSThita karate haiM aura koI apane caityAlayoM meM mAtra jinavANI hI rakhate haiM / eka-dUsare kI mAnyatAoM se asahamata rahate hue bhI eka-dUsare ko digambara to svIkAra karate hI haiM / taba phira thor3I bahuta pravRttiyA~ bhinna hone mAtra se kisI ko gaira-digambara kaise kahA jA sakatA hai? * hama bhI sUryakIrti prakaraNa se pUrI taraha asahamata haiM aura hamane apanI asahamati ko samaya-samaya para pUrI zakti se vyakta bhI kiyA hai, para isa kAraNa unheM digambara hI na mAneM - yaha to sarvathA anyAya hai |jo bhI vyakti kundakunda kA bhakta hai, unakI vANI meM zraddhA rakhatA hai aura vaha pakkA digambara jaina hai| na to isa satya ko hI jhuThalAyA jA sakatA hai aura na yaha bhI mAnA jA sakatA hai ki kAnajIsvAmI ke anuyAyiyoM ko kundakundavANI meM zraddhA nahIM hai| saca to yaha hai ki kundukandavANI meM jaisI agAdha zraddhA unameM hai, vaisI apane ko mUla digambara kahanevAloM meM bhI kama hI dekhane ko milatI hai| __ aba rahI zithilAcAra ke virodha kI bAta, to digambara jaina samAja meM aisA to eka bhI vyakti nahIM hogA, jo zithilAcAra kA virodhI na ho aura sabhI munirAjoM meM eka-sI zraddhA rakhatA ho| koI kisI ko mAnatA hai to koI kisI ko, eka-dUsare kI AlocanA bhI kama nahIM karate, para isakA yaha tAtparya to nahIM ki sabhI munivirodhI haiN|

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AcArya kuMdakuMda aura digambara jaina samAja kI ekatA 189 dUsarI bAta yaha bhI to hai ki jina munirAjoM se mumukSu-bhAiyoM kA samparka bar3hatA hai aura jo munirAja unheM apanA AzIrvAda pradAna karate haiM, to unheM sonagar3hI munirAja ghoSita kara diyA jAtA hai, unheM muni mAnane se bhI inkAra kiyA jAne lagatA hai / AcArya vidyAnandajI mahArAja smAraka meM padhAre to unake bhI tiraskAra karane kI asaphala koziza kI gaI / byAvara saMbaMdhI ghaTanA isakA sazakta pramANa hai| itanI pratikUlatAoM meM bhI hamane kabhI kisI kI AlocanA nahIM kI, virodha nahIM kiyA, phira bhI jhUThe Aropa lagA-lagAkara hameM nirantara badanAma karane ke prayAsa cala rahe haiM, jo digambara jaina samAja kI ekatA meM sabase bar3e bAdhaka kAraNa haiN| udAharaNa ke rUpa meM ujjaina, nAgapura aura bAgIdaurA kI ghaTanAoM ko prastuta kiyA jA sakatA hai| kisI ke kisI prakAra kA matabheda honA alaga bAta hai aura lar3ajhagar3akara samAja meM phUTa DAlanA ekadama alaga bAta hai| isaprakAra yaha atyanta spaSTa hai ki hama na to kisI kI nindA hI karate haiM aura na hI lar3AI-jhagar3A karanA cAhate haiM, hama to zAnti se apanA svAdhyAya karanA cAhate haiM aura jinavANI ke prasAda se jo kucha bhI prApta huA hai; use jana-jana taka pahu~cAnA cAhate haiN| ___ AcArya kundakunda aura unakI vANI meM jinakI AsthA hai, ve sabhI hamAre sacce sAdharmI bhAI haiM, unase raMcamAtra bhI vaira-virodha hameM abhISTa nahIM hai ; apitu hama unakA hArdika vAtsalya cAhate haiM, kundakunda ke anuyAyiyoM kI arthAt sampUrNa digambara jaina samAja kI ekatA hameM hRdaya se abhISTa hai, tadartha hama apanI AsthAoM ko chor3akara aura sabakucha samarpita karane ko taiyAra haiN| ___ AcArya kundakunda ke isa pAvana dvisahasrAbdI samAroha ke avasara para digambara jaina samAja ke karNadhAroM se maiM eka bAra phira vinamra anurodha karanA cAhatA hU~ ki ve digambara jaina samAja kI aisI ekatA ke lie; jisameM kundakunda kA eka bhI bhakta bAhara na jAve, sacce mana se prayAsa kreN| hamArI hI nahIM sabhI kundakunda bhaktoM kI hArdika maMgala kAmanAe~ unake sAtha haiN|

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(17) joza evaM hoza janarezana gaipa arthAt pIr3hiyoM kA antara Aja kI sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa samasyA hai / gata arddha zatAbdI meM duniyA jisa tejI se badalI hai, utanA parivartana pichalI kaI zatAbdiyoM meM nahIM huaa| navInatama vaijJAnika khojoM evaM drutagati se hue audyogika vikAsa ne isameM mahattvapUrNa bhUmikA nibhAI hai| ___parivartana kI gati jitanI teja hogI, janarezana gaipa kI samasyA bhI utanI hI ugra rUpa se sAmane aaegii| yahI kAraNa hai ki Aja bApa aura beToM ke vicAroM meM kAphI asamAnatA A gaI hai| pahalI pIr3hI kitanI hI Adhunika ho, para agalI pIr3hI Ate-Ate vaha apane kAryoM, vicAroM meM agalI pIr3hI vAloM kI dRSTi meM kAphI purAtanapaMthI lagane lagatI hai| kahA jAtA hai - Aja yaha dUrI itanI bar3hatI jA rahI hai ki lagatA hai kahIM unheM jor3ane vAlA tantu hI TUTa na jaae| vaise sadA hI yaha antara kisI na kisI rUpa meM vidyamAna rahA hai, para saMbaMdha TUTane kI sthiti kabhI nahIM bnii|aaj apane ko apa-TU-DeTa (naye jamAne kA) mAnane vAle yuvaka apane hI bujurgoM ko ekadama AuTa-oNpha-DeTa (purAne jamAne kA) mAnane lage haiM, tathA Aja kA bujurga apanI santAnoM ko hippIvAdI ke rUpa meM dekhane lagA hai| sthiti kA citra jitane bhayAvaha rUpa meM prastuta kiyA jAtA hai, vastutaH sthiti utanI kharAba hai nahIM; para hamArI Adata hI kucha bAtoM ko bar3hA-car3hAkara karane kI ho gaI hai| yaha pracAra kA yuga hai aura pracAra ke yuga meM aisA hI hotA hai| saba-kucha milAkara sthiti lAilAja nahIM hai, bAta kucha donoM ko hI paraspara eka-dUsare ko samajhane kI aura samajhakara sAmaMjasya karane kI hai|

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joza evaM hoza 191 yaha eka sarvamAnya satya hai ki yuvakoM meM joza aura praur3hoM meM hoza kI pradhAnatA hotI hai| yuvakoM meM jitanA joza hotA hai, kucha kara gujarane kI tamannA hotI hai, utanA anubhava nahIM hotA, hoza nahIM hotaa| isIprakAra praur3hoM meM jitanA anubhava hotA hai, utanA joza nhiiN| ___ koI bhI kArya sahI aura saphalatA ke sAtha sampanna karane ke lie joza aura hoza donoM kI hI AvazyakatA hotI hai| ata: deza va samAja ko donoM kI hI AvazyakatA hai| ye donoM eka-dUsare ke pUraka haiM, virodhI nhiiN| manuSya pazuoM se isa artha meM bhAgyazAlI hai ki unheM apane pUrvajoM se anubhava kA bhI lAbha prApta hotA hai| pazuoM ko saba-kucha Thokara khAkara hI sIkhanA par3atA hai| pUrvajoM ke anubhava se lAbha uThAnA mAnava jIvana kI sArthakatA hai aura unake anubhavoM kI upekSA karanA mAnava ko prApta suvidhA kI avahelanA hai| naI pIr3hI ko isa tathya kI ora dhyAna denA jarUrI hai| ___kAma joza se hotA hai, zakti se hotA hai - isa bAta kI upekSA karanA bhI hitakara nahIM hai| sunizcita yojanA hoza meM anubhava se banatI hai aura usakI kriyAnviti ke lie pUrI zakti aura joza kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| binA joza kA hoza zaktihIna mariyala ghor3e kI savArI hai aura binA hoza kA joza binA lagAma ke ghor3e jaisI savArI hai| donoM hI savAra apane gantavya para nahIM pahu~ca paayeNge| gantavya para pahu~cane ke lie zaktizAlI jozIle ghor3e aura anubhavI savAra kA sahI mArgadarzana bahuta jarUrI hai| Aja samAja meM deza meM donoM hI cIjeM vidyamAna haiM, na joza kI kamI hai na hoza kii| basa, AvazyakatA samucita niyojana kI hai| samucita niyojana kA uttaradAyitva hozavAloM para adhika hai; kyoMki ve anubhavI haiM / jozavAloM kI jimmedArI mAtra itanI hai ki ve apane anubhavI bujurgoM kI tarka-saMgata bAta suneM, samajheM aura yathAsaMbhava sasammAna kAryarUpa pariNata kreN| bujurgoM kA mArgadarzana bhI sIdhA-saccA binA lambe-caur3e upadeza ke apekSita hai| ___ kama-se-kama maiM apane bAre meM aisA anubhava karatA hU~ ki mujhe yuvaka bujurga mAnate haiM aura bujurga yuvk| donoM hI mujhe apane meM svIkAra karane ko taiyAra

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192 bikhare motI nahIM haiN| maiM hU~ bhI umra kI isa sthiti meM / anubhava to mujhameM kitanA kyA hai, maiM nahIM jAnatA, para kAma karane kA joza barakarAra hai, abhI kama nahIM huA hai / AzA hai merI isa sthiti para donoM hI varga sadbhAvanApUrvaka vicAra kreNge| yuvakoM se merA kahanA hai ki bhaviSya kA saba kucha apane ko hI to milanA hai, Aja na sahI to kala / inake anubhava se jitanA lAbha uThA sako, uThA lo; nahIM to inakA kyA ? ye kitane dina ke mehamAna haiM ? Aja mare aura kala tIsarA dina hone vAlA hai / raheMge to bhI kyA ? aise hokara raheMge ki na kucha suna pAyeMge, na dekha paayeNge| bujurgoM se bhI to maiM eka bAta kahanA cAhatA hU~ ki inakI korI AlocanA se kyA hAtha AegA tumhAre ? jitanA sikhA sako, prema se sikhA do; anyathA tumhArI kalA tumhAre sAtha hI calI jaaegii| tumheM to inake lie saba kucha chor3akara jAnA hI hai| cAhe acchI taraha chor3a jAo, cAhe majabUrI meM / merI mAno to inheM acchI taraha hI kyoM nahIM sauMpa jAte hoM apanI nidhi ko / dera karane se bhI kyA lAbha ? Aja nahIM to kala denA to hai hI / donoM hI pIr3hiyoM se maiM apekSA karatA hU~ ki ve apane kAryoM se, kriyAkalApoM se donoM pIr3hiyoM kI dUrI ko kama kareMge, pATeMge, bar3hAyeMge nahIM / donoM kI sammilita zakti deza ko va samAja ko Age bar3hAegI / bujurgoM ke anubhavoM se pUrA pUrA lAbha uThAte hue yuvaka nirantara Age bar3heM - isI pavitra bhAvanA ke sAtha virAma letA hU~ / jJAnI to apane prayojana kI siddhi kI saphalatA meM hI apanI jIta mAnate haiM / ataH vastutaH ve kabhI hArate hI nahIM; kyoMki ve yena-kenaprakAreNa apane prayojana kI siddhi ko hI lakSya meM rakhate haiM / satya kI khoja, pRSTha 16

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tRtIya khaNDa saiddhAntika 1 samayasAra kA pratipAdana kendrabindu bhagavAna AtmA (jainapathapradarzaka ke samayasAra vizeSAMka akTUbara 1989 se ) granthAdhirAja samayasAra kA mUla pratipAdya arthAt pratipAdana - kendrabindu parama pAriNAmikabhAva rUpa vaha bhagavAna AtmA hI hai, jisake jAnane kA nAma samyagjJAna, jisameM apanApana sthApita karane kA nAma samyagdarzana aura jisameM jamane - ramane kA nAma samyak cAritra hai| paramazuddhanizcayanaya ke viSayabhUta isa bhagavAna AtmA ko jinAgama meM vizeSakara samayasAra meM - jJAyakabhAva, paramabhAva, paramapadArtha, paramArtha, paramAtmA, kAraNaparamAtmA, nijabhAva, jJAnaghana, trikAlIdhruva, samaya, samayasAra, ekatva - vibhakta, atIndriya mahApadArtha Adi nAmoM se abhihita kiyA gayA hai| - apane sampUrNa prajJArUpI vaibhava se isI ekatva - vibhakta bhagavAna AtmA ko dikhAne kI pratijJA samayasAra ke prArambha meM kI gaI hai| 1. samayasAra, gAthA 5 2. samayasAra, gAthA 49 cetanAguNa se samRddha yaha bhagavAna AtmA arasa hai, arUpa hai, agaMdha hai, asparza hai, azabda hai; ataH indriyagrAhya nahIM hai; avyakta hai, atIndriya mahApadArtha hai'| para aura paryAya se pRthak yaha bhagavAna AtmA moha-mamatA se rahita hone ke kAraNa nirmama hai, svayaMbhU hai, paramazuddha evaM svayaMsiddha hai /

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194 bikhare motI jJAnAnandasvabhAvI yaha bhagavAna AtmA na to pramatta hai, na apramatta hai, na mAtra jJAna hai, na mAtra darzana hai aura na mAtra cAritra hI hai, darzana-jJAna-cAritra kA eka abheda akhaNDa piNDa hai| paramadhyAna kA dhyeya paramazraddheya vaha bhagavAna AtmA na karmoM se baddha hai aura na koI parapadArtha use sparza hI kara sakatA hai| vaha paramapadArtha para se pUrNata: asaMyukta, apane meM sampUrNataH niyata, hAni-vRddhi rahita, svayaM se ananya evaM samasta vizeSoM se rahita hai| yaha bhagavAna AtmA na kevala samayasAra kA hI mUla pratipAdya hai, samasta jinAgama kA bhI mUla pratipAdya yahI bhagavAna AtmA hai / yahI kAraNa hai ki isa bhagavAna AtmA ke jAnanevAle ko sampUrNa jinazAsana kA jJAtA kahA hai,3 nizcayazrutakevalI kahA hai| samayasAra kI 50vIM gAthA se 55vIM gAthA taka kahA gayA hai ki isa bhagavAna AtmA ke varNa nahIM hai, gaMdha nahIM hai, rasa nahIM hai, sparza nahIM hai, rUpa nahIM hai, zarIra nahIM hai, saMsthAna nahIM hai, saMhanana nahIM hai, rAga nahIM hai, dveSa nahIM hai, moha nahIM hai, pratyaya nahIM hai, karma nahIM hai, nokarma nahIM hai, varga nahIM haiM, vargaNA nahIM hai, spardhaka nahIM hai, adhyAtmasthAna nahIM hai, baMdhasthAna nahIM hai, udayasthAna nahIM hai, sthitibaMdhasthAna nahIM hai, saMklezasthAna nahIM hai, vizuddhisthAna nahIM hai, saMyamalabdhisthAna nahIM hai, jIvasthAna nahIM hai, mArgaNAsthAna nahIM hai aura guNasthAna bhI nahIM hai| * yaha svasaMvedya bhagavAna AtmA to anAdi-ananta, acala, caitanyamaya, svayaM atyanta prakAzamAna pragaTa paramajyotisvarUpa hai| jisaprakAra ghRta kA saMyoga dekhakara miTTI ke ghar3e ko ghI kA ghar3A kaha diyA jAtA hai, usIprakAra varNAdibhAvoM kA saMyoga dekhakara jIva ko varNAdi vAlA kaha diyA jAtA hai; parantu jisaprakAra ghI kA ghar3A kaha dene mAtra se miTTI kA ghar3A ghRtamaya nahIM 1. samayasAra, gAthA 6-7 2. samayasAra, gAthA 14 3. samayasAra, gAthA 15 4. samayasAra, gAthA 9 5. AtmakhyAti, kalaza 41

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samayasAra kA pratipAdana kendrabindu bhagavAna AtmA 195 ho jAtA, rahatA to vaha miTTImaya hI hai; usIprakAra varNAdibhAvoM kA saMyoga dekhakara jIva ko varNAdimaya kaha diyA jAtA hai, para kaha dene mAtra se jIva varNAdimaya nahIM ho jAtA, rahatA to vaha caitanyamaya hI hai| bhagavAna AtmA ko varNAdivAlA aura guNasthAnAdivAlA kahanA miTTI ke ghar3e meM ghI ke ghar3e jaisA hI vyavahAra hai / ' paramArtha se yaha bhagavAna AtmA varNAdi se guNasthAna paryanta ina sabhI bhAvoM se bhinna hI hai| varNAdirUpa parapadArthoM, rAgAdirUpa vikArI bhAvoM evaM guNAdi ke bhedavikalpoM se bhI bhinna yaha bhagavAna AtmA hI AtmArthijanoM kA ekamAtra ArAdhya hai aura isa bhagavAna AtmA kI utkRSTa ArAdhanA hI paramasAdhya hai tathA tAratamabhAva se nitya vRddhiMgata ArAdhanA hI paramArAdhanA hai, sAdhakabhAva hai| isIlie kahA gayA hai " eSa jJAnaghano nityamAtmA siddhimabhIpsubhiH / sAdhyasAdhakabhAvena dvidhaikaH samupAsyatAm // 1 jinheM Atmasiddhi abhISTa hai, ve AtmArthI jana sAdhyabhAva evaM sAdhanabhAva se, do prakAra se isa jJAna ke ghanapiNDa bhagavAna AtmA kI hI nitya upAsanA kreN|" tAtparya yaha hai ki upAsanA karane yogya to yaha jJAna kA ghanapiNDa evaM Ananda kA rasakaMda nija bhagavAna AtmA hI hai| cAhe hama sAdhyabhAva se upAsanA kareM cAhe sAdhaka bhAva se, para upAsya to eka mAtra nija bhagavAna AtmA hI hai, upAsanA to nija bhagavAna AtmA kI hI karanI hai| para kI upAsanA se baMdhanoM kA nAza nahIM hotA, baMdhanoM kA nAza to nija bhagavAna AtmA kI ArAdhanA se hI hotA hai / nija bhagavAna AtmA ko jAnanA - pahicAnanA, usameM hI apanApana sthApita karanA, usameM hI jamanA - ramanA, usakA hI dhyAna dharanA - yahI nija bhagavAna AtmA kI upAsanA hai aura ise hI jinAgama meM nizcaya se samyagdarzana - jJAnacAritra kahA gayA hai, yahI sAkSAt mukti kA mArga hai / ataH yaha spaSTa hai ki 1. AtmakhyAti, kalaza 40 2. AtmakhyAti, kalaza 15

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196 bikhare motI nija bhagavAna AtmA kI ArAdhanA hI duHkhoM se mukti kA saccA upAya hai| isIlie kahA gayA hai - "eka dekhiye, jAnie, rami rahiye ika Thaura / samala vimala na vicAriye, yahai siddhi nahiM aura // 1" jise dekhane, jAnane aura jisameM ramane kI preraNA yahA~ dI gaI hai, vaha eka nija bhagavAna AtmA hI hai aura usakI hI ArAdhanA ko yahA~ ekamAtra siddhi kA upAya batAyA gayA hai| yaha siddhi bhI AtmA kI du:khoM se mukti ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM hai| ___ moha kA nAza kara ananta sukhI hokara anantakAla taka jIne kA upAya batAte hue kavivara paNDita banArasIdAsajI bhI usI bhagavAna AtmA kI zodhakhoja karane kI, usI kA cintana karane kI, janma bhara usakA hI paramarasa pIne kI preraNA isaprakAra dete haiM - "bAnArasI kahai bhaiyA bhavya sunau merI sIkha, __ kaihUM bhAMti kaise hUM kai aisau kAju kIjie / ekahU muhUrata mithyAta kau vidhuMsa hoi, gyAna kauM jagAi aMsa haMsa khoji lIjie / vAhI ko vicAra vAko dhyAna yahai kautUhala, yauM hI bhari janama paramarasa pIjie / taji bhava-vAsa kau vilAsa savikArarUpa, aMta kari moha ko anaMtakAla jIjie // " jJAna ko jagAMkara jisa haMsa ko khojane kI preraNA ukta chanda meM dI gaI hai, vaha haMsa nija bhagavAna AtmA ke atirikta aura kucha nahIM hai / usI kA vicAra, usI kA dhyAna, usI meM tallInatA hI saccA sukha prApta karane kA ekamAtra upAya hai| samayasAra meM AcArya kundakunda svayaM bhI to yahI kahate haiM - "edamhi rado NiccaM saMtuTTho hohi Niccamedamhi / edeNa hohi titto hohadi tuha uttamaM sokkhaM // 206 // " 1. samayasAra nATaka, jIvadvAra, chanda 20 2. samayasAra, nATaka, jIvadvAra, chanda 24

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samayasAra kA pratipAdana kendrabindu bhagavAna AtmA 197 jJAnasvabhAvI isa bhagavAna AtmA meM hI nitya rata raho, isameM hI saMtuSTa raho, isase hI pUrNa tRpta ho jAvo, tumheM uttama sukha kI prApti hogii|" para va paryAyoM se vibhakta evaM apane meM avibhakta isa ekatva-vibhakta nija bhagavAna AtmA ko jAne-pahicAne binA hI jo sAdhaka AtmA kI sAdhanA karanA cAhate haiM, ve na to svayaM hI sanmArga meM haiM aura na apane anuyAyiyoM ko sanmArga dikhA sakate haiN| isa paramasatya kI ora Aja kisI kA bhI dhyAna nahIM hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki Aja hama sabhI vyartha ke vivAdoM meM ulajhakara raha gaye haiM aura nirantara ulajhate hI jA rahe haiN| ___ Azcarya kI bAta to yaha hai ki samayasAra kA svAdhyAya evaM paThana-pAThana ke uparAnta bhI aisA ho rahA hai / isakA ekamAtra kAraNa yaha hai ki hama samayasAra kA svAdhyAya bhI zuddha Atmahita kI dRSTi se na karake apane pakSa ke poSaNa ke lie hI karane lage haiN| pariNAma yaha hotA hai ki ruci kI pratikUlatA meM samayasAra kA mUla pratipAdya jo bhagavAna AtmA hai, vaha hamArI pakar3a meM nahIM A pAtA aura hama anya prakaraNoM meM hI ulajha kara raha jAte haiN| samayasAra ke marmajJa bhI jo vivecana prastuta karate haiM, use yA to hama sunatepar3hate hI nahIM haiM, yadi prasaMgavaza sunanA-par3hanA ho bhI jAya to apane hI pUrvAgrahagrasta vikRta dRSTikoNa se par3hane-sunane ke kAraNa unakA mUla pratipAdya hamAre khyAla meM nahIM A pAtA; ata: samayasAra par3hane yA sunane se pUrva dRSTi kI pavitratA evaM pariNAmoM kI nirmalatA atyanta Avazyaka hai| vidvattA kA abhimAna aura tyAga kA bar3appana bhI eka sazakta kAraNa hai, jo vinamra citta se samayasAra kI carcA sunane-par3hane meM avarodha utpanna karatA hai| samayasAra kI mUla viSayavastu sabhI ke gale utare - isake lie samAja kA zAnta vAtAvaraNa apekSita hai| ukta tathya zata-pratizata satya hone para bhI AtmArthiyoM ke lie yaha saMbhava nahIM hai ki ve zAMta sAmAjika vAtAvaraNa kI pratIkSA meM apane amUlya narabhava kA eka pala bhI vyartha jAne deM, para unase bhI yaha apekSA to kI hI jA sakatI hai ki sAmAjika vAtAvaraNa nirmala karane meM unase jo bhI saMbhava ho, avazya kreN|

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198 bikhare motI yaha bAta to samasta jinAgama meM sarvatra atyanta spaSTa rUpa se kahI gaI hai ki samyagdarzana aura samyagjJAna binA samyakcAritra nahIM hotA; ataH sabase pahale sampUrNa zakti lagAkara samyagdarzana aura samyagjJAna prApta karanA cAhie, taduparAnta nirmala aura dRr3ha cAritra dhAraNa karanA cAhie; tathApi samyagdarzana aura samyagjJAna prApta karane ke lie jitanA sazakta aura spaSTa dizAnirdeza samayasAra meM prApta hotA hai, vaisA anyatra asaMbhava nahIM to virala avazya hai / samayasAra kI hI yaha vizeSatA hai ki jisameM dRSTi ke viSaya ko samyagdarzana ke viSayabhUta bhagavAna AtmA ko hAtha meM rakhe AMvale ke samAna dikhAne kA saphala prayAsa kiyA gayA hai aura yaha spaSTa kiyA gayA hai ki paramazuddhanizcayanaya ke viSayabhUta paramapAriNAmikarUpa, trikAlI dhruva, para aura paryAya se atyanta bhinna, guNabheda se bhI bhinna, ananta guNoM kA akhaNDa piNDa, anAdi-ananta, jJAnAnandasvabhAvI nija bhagavAna AtmA meM apanApana AnA hI samyagdarzana hai, anubhavapUrvaka mAtra use hI nija jAnanA samyagjJAna hai aura upayoga ko anyatra sabhI jagaha se haTAkara mAtra usameM hI lagA denA, usI kA dhyAna karanA, usI meM jama jAnA, rama jAnA samyakcAritra hai tathA yahI samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra saccA mukti kA mArga hai| -- -- isI mukti ke mArga meM arthAt bhagavAna AtmA meM hI sthApita hone kI, jamane - ramane kI pAvana preraNA samayasAra ke samApana meM dI gaI hai, jo isa prakAra hai "mokSapatha meM thApa nija ko, cetakara nija dhyAna dhara / nija meM hI nitya vihAra kara, paradravya meM na vihAra kara // 412 // " samayasAra kI mUla viSayavastu taka pahu~cane ke lie mAtra svAdhyAya hI paryApta nahIM haiM, marmajJoM kA mArgadarzana bhI atyanta Avazyaka hai / samyadizAnirdeza ke binA usake marma taka pahu~ca pAnA asAdhya nahIM to duHsAdhya avazya hai | bhaTaka jAne ke avasara bhI kama nahIM haiM; ataH AtmArthiyoM ke lie svAdhyAya ke sAtha-sAtha satsamAgama bhI apekSita hai / dezanAlabdhi meM par3hane kI apekSA sunane ko adhika mahattva diyA gayA hai; kyoMki bhASA ke sAtha hAva-bhAvoM se bahuta kucha spaSTIkaraNa hotA hai| sarvAdhika

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samayasAra kA pratipAdana kendrabindu bhagavAna AtmA 199 mahattva to aMtaraMga Atmaruci kA hI hai / jabataka antara meM viSayoM se aruci aura nija bhagavAna AtmA meM saccI ruci jAgrata nahIM hogI, tabataka Upara-Upara se adhyayana karane se bhI kucha honevAlA nahIM hai / bAhya kriyAkANDa se to kucha hotA hI nahIM hai| ___ yadi hama anya sabhI prakAra ke vikalpoM kA zamana kara vizuddha Atmahita kI dRSTi se trikAlI dhruva nija bhagavAna AtmA ko lakSya meM lekara isa granthAdhirAja samayasAra kA gaMbhIratA se svAdhyAya kareM to merA vizvAsa hai ki isameM sarvatra hI vahI nija bhagavAna AtmA hI najara aayegaa| AcArya kundakunda ke dvisahasrAbdI samAroha ke isa pAvana prasaMga para maiM sabhI kundakunda bhaktoM se unake granthAdhirAja samayasAra kA Atmahita kI dRSTi se gaharA adhyayana karane kA hArdika anurodha karatA hU~ tathA bhAvanA bhAtA hU~ ki sabhI AtmArthiyoM ko samayasAra ke mUla pratipAdya nija bhagavAna AtmA kA anubhava-darzana, jJAna aura tallInatA avazya prApta ho| * bhagavAna AtmA hI sampUrNa zrutajJAna kA sAra hai| gAgara meM sAgara, pRSTha-28 * bhagavAna AtmA svayaM apanI yogyatA se hI ba~dhatA-chUTatA hai, use baMdhana evaM mukti meM anya kI apekSA nahIM hai| paramabhAvaprakAzaka nayacakra, pRSTha-338 * nija bhagavAna AtmA hI paramatattva hai aura mukhyataH usakA samyagjJAna hI tattvajJAna hai| paramabhAvaprakAzakanayacakra, pRSTha-368 * bhagavAna svarUpa apanI AtmA para rIjhe puruSoM ke gale meM hI mukti rUpI kanyA varamAlA DAlatI hai| AtmA hI hai zaraNa, pRSTha-202 * AtmA kI siddhi ke sampUrNa sAdhana AtmA meM hI vidyamAna haiN| paramabhAvaprakAzakanayacakra, pRSTha-324 * apanI AtmA kA dhyAna hI ekamAtra kartavya hai| gAgara meM sAgara, pRSTha-59 -

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2 jainadarzana kA tAttvika pakSa : vastusvAtantrya jainadarzana meM vastu ke jisa anekAntAtmaka svarUpa kA pratipAdana kiyA gayA hai, usameM vastusvAtantrya ko sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa sthAna prApta hai / usameM mAtra jana-jana kI svatantratA kI hI carcA nahIM, apitu pratyeka dravya kI pUrNa svataMtratA kA satarka va sazakta pratipAdana huA hai| usameM 'svataMtra honA hai' kI carcA nahIM 'svataMtra hai' kI ghoSaNA kI gaI hai| 'honA hai' meM svataMtratA kI nahIM, paratantratA kI svIkRti hai, 'honA hai' arthAt nahIM hai / jo hai use kyA honA? svabhAva se pratyeka vastu svatantra hI hai / jahA~ honA hai kI carcA hai, vaha paryAya kI carcA hai / jise svabhAva kI svatantratA samajha meM AtI hai, pakar3a meM AtI hai, anubhava meM AtI hai; usakI paryAya meM svatantratA prakaTa hotI hai arthAt usakI svatantra paryAya prakaTa hotI hai / 1 vastuta: paryAya bhI paratantra nahIM hai / svabhAva kI svatantratA kI ajAnakArI hI paryAya kI paratantratA hai| paryAya ke vikAra kA kAraNa 'maiM paratantra hU~' aisI mAnyatA hai, na ki parapadArtha / svabhAvaparyAya ko to paratantra- koI nahIM mAnatA, para vikArIparyAya ko paratantra kahA jAtA hai / usakI paratantratA kA artha mAtra itanA hai ki vaha paralakSya se utpanna huI hai| para ke kAraNa kisI dravya kI koI paryAya utpanna nahIM hotI / vizva kA pratyeka padArtha pUrNa svatantra evaM pariNamanazIla hai, vaha apane pariNamana kA karttA-dhartA svayaM hai, usake pariNamana meM para kA hastakSepa raMcamAtra bhI nahIM hai / yahA~ taka ki paramezvara (bhagavAna) bhI usakI sattA evaM pariNamana kA kartA-dhartA nahIM hai| dUsaroM ke pariNamana arthAt kArya meM hastakSepa kI bhAvanA hI mithyA, niSphala aura duHkha kA kAraNa hai; kyoMki saba jIvoM ke

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jainadarzana kA tAttvika pakSa : vastusvAtantrya 201 jIvana-maraNa, sukha-du:kha svayaMkRta karma ke phala haiN| eka dUsare ko eka-dUsare ke duHkha-sukha aura jIvana-maraNa kA kartA mAnanA ajJAna hai / kahA bhI hai -- sarvaM sadaiva niyataM bhavati svakIya - karmodayAnmaraNa jIvita duHkha saukhyam / ajJAnametadiha yattu paraH parasya, kuryAtpumAnmaraNa jIvita duHkha saukhyam // yadi eka prANI ko dUsare ke duHkha-sukha aura jIvana-maraNa kA kartA mAnA jAe to phira svayaMkRta zubhAzubha karma niSphala sAbita hoMge; kyoMki prazna yaha hai ki hama bure karma kareM aura koI dUsarA vyakti yadi vaha kitanA hI zaktizAlI kyoM na ho, kyA vaha hameM sukhI kara sakatA hai ? isIprakAra hama acche kArya kareM aura koI vyakti, yadi vaha Izvara hI kyoM na ho, kyA hamArA burA kara sakatA hai? yadi hA~, to phira acche kArya karanA aura bure kAryoM se DaranA vyartha hai; kyoMki unake phala ko bhoganA to Avazyaka hai nahIM? aura yadi yaha sahI hai ki hameM apane bure karmoM kA phala bhoganA hI par3egA to phira para ke hastakSepa kI kalpanA nirarthaka hai / isI bAta ko amitagati AcArya ne isaprakAra vyakta kiyA hai svayaM kRtaM karma yadAtmanA purA, phalaM tadIyaM labhate - zubhAzubhaM / pareNa dattaM yadi labhyate sphuTaM, svayaM kRtaM karma nirarthakaM tadA // nijArjitaM karma vihAya dehino, na kopi kasyApi dadAti kiMcana / vicArayanneva mananyamAnasaH, paro dadAtIti vimucya zemuSIM // AcArya amRtacandra to yahA~ taka kahate haiM ki paradravya aura Atmatatva meM koI bhI sambandha nahIM hai to phira karttA - karma sambandha kaise ho sakatA hai| nAsti sarvo'pi sambandhaH paradravyAtmatattvayoH / kartRkarmatvasaMbaMdhAbhAve tatkartRtA kutaH // 1. AcArya amRtacanda: samayasAra kalaza 168 2. bhAvanA dvAtriMzatikA : sAmAjika pATha, chanda 3. AcArya amRtacandra: samayasAra kalaza 200 - - -- 30-31

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202 bikhare motI vibhinna dravyoM ke bIca sarvaprakAra ke sambandha kA niSedha hI vastutaH pUrNa svataMtratA kI ghoSaNA hai| para ke sAtha kisI bhI prakAra ke saMbaMdha kI svIkRti paratantratA ko hI batAtI hai| anya sambandhoM kI apekSA kartA-karma sambandha sarvAdhika paratantratA kA sUcaka hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki jainadarzana meM karttAvAda kA spaSTa niSedha kiyA hai| karttAvAda ke niSedha kA tAtparya mAtra itanA nahIM hai ki koI zaktimAna Izvara jagata kA kartA nahIM hai; apitu yaha bhI hai, koI bhI dravya kisI dUsare dravya kA kartA-hartA nahIM hai| kisI eka mahAna zakti ko samasta jagata kA kartA-hartA mAnanA eka karttAvAda hai to paraspara eka dravya ko dUsare dravya kA kartA-hartA mAnanA aneka krttaavaad| jaba-jaba karttAvAda yA akarttAvAda kI carcA calatI hai taba-taba prAyaH yahI samajhA jAtA hai ki jo Izvara ko jagata kA kartA mAne, vaha karttAvAdI hai aura jo Izvara ko jagata kA kartA na mAne, vaha akrtaavaadii| cUMki jainadarzana Izvara ko jagata kA kartA nahIM mAnatA; ataH vaha akarttAvAdI darzana hai| jainadarzana kA akartAvAda mAtra IzvaravAda ke niSedha taka hI sImita nahIM; kintu samasta parakartRtva ke niSedha evaM svakartRtva ke samarthanarUpa hai / akarttAvAda kA artha IzvarakartRtva kA niSedha to hai, paramAtra kartRtva ke niSedha taka bhI sImita nahIM, svayaMkartRtva para AdhArita hai| akarttAvAda yAnI svyNkrttaavaad| __ pratyeka dravya apanI pariNati kA svayaM kartA hai| usake pariNamana meM para kA raMcamAtra bhI hastakSepa nahIM hai / svayaMkartRtva hone para bhI usakA bhAra jainadarzana ko svIkAra nahIM; kyoMki vaha saba sahaja svabhAvagata pariNamana hai / yahI kAraNa hai ki sarvazreSTha digambara AcArya kundakunda ne apane sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa grantha samayasAra ke kartA-karma adhikAra meM IzvaravAda ke niSedha kI to carcA taka hI nahIM kI aura sampUrNa bala para kartRtva ke niSedha evaM jJAnI ko vikAra ke bhI kartRtva kA abhAva siddha karane para diyaa| jo samasta kartRtva ke bhAra se mukta ho, use hI jJAnI kahA hai| kundakunda kI samasyA apane ziSyoM ko IzvaravAda se ubhArane kI nahIM, varan mAnyatA meM pratyeka vyakti svayaM eka choTA-moTA Izvara banA huA hai aura

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jainadarzana kA tAttvika pakSa : vastusvAtantrya 203 mAne baiThA hai ki'' maiM apane kuTumba, parivAra, deza va samAja ko pAlatA hU~, unheM sukhI karatA hU~ aura zatru Adi ko mAratA hU~ va duHkhI karatA hU~ athavA maiM bhI dUsare ke dvArA sukhI - duHkhI kiyA jAtA hU~ yA mArA- bacAyA jAtA hU~ / " * isa mithyA mAnyatA se bacAne kI thI / ataH unhoMne kartAvAda saMbaMdhI ukta mAnyatA kA kaThoratA se niSedha kiyA hai| unhIM ke zabdoM meM : -- jo maNNadi hiMsAmi ya hiMsijjAmi ya parehiM sattehiM / so mUDho aNNANI NANI etto du vivarIdo // 247 // jo maNNadi jIvemi ya jIvijjAmi ya parehiM sattehiM / so mUDho aNNANI NANI etto du vivarIdo // 250 // jo apaNA du madi dukkhida suhide karomi satteti / so mUDho aNNANI NANI etto du vivarIdo // 253 // dukkhidasuhide jIve karemi baMdhemi taha vimocemi / jo esA mUDhamadI NiratthayA sA ha de micchA // 266 // jo yaha mAnatA hai ki maiM parajIvoM ko mAratA hU~ aura parajIva mujhe mArate haiM; vaha mUr3ha hai, ajJAnI hai aura isase viparIta mAnane vAlA jJAnI hai / jo jIva yaha mAnatA hai ki maiM parajIvoM ko jilAtA (rakSA karatA hU~ aura parajIva mujhe jilAte (rakSA karate) haiM; vaha mUr3ha hai, ajJAnI hai aura isase viparIta mAnane vAlA jJAnI hai| jo yaha mAnatA hai ki apane dvArA maiM (para) jIvoM ko du:khI-sukhI karatA vaha mUDha (mohI) hai, ajJAnI hai, aura isase viparIta mAnanevAlA jJAnI hai| maiM jIvoM ko du:khI-sukhI karatA hU~, bA~dhatA hU~ tathA chur3AtA hU~ aisI jo yaha terI mUDhamati (mohitabuddhi) hai; vaha nirarthaka hone se vAstava meM mithyA hai / unakA akartRtvavAda 'mAtra Izvara jagata kA kartA nahIM hai' ke niSedhAtmaka mArga taka sImita hai| vaha bhI isalie ki ve jaina haiM aura jainadarzana Izvara ko jagata kA kartA nahIM mAnatA hai, ataH ve bhI nahIM maante| Izvara ko karttA nahIM mAnane para bhI svayaM kartRtva unakI samajha meM nahIM AtA / 1. AcArya kundakunda samayasAra, baMdha adhikAra

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204 bikhare motI para ke sAtha AtmA kA kArakatA ke saMbaMdha kA niSedha pravacanasAra kI "tatvapradIpikA " TIkA meM isaprakAra kiyA hai - ato na nizcayataH pareNasahAtmanaH kArakatva saMbaMdho'sti / jIva karma kA aura karma jIva kA karttA nahIM hai| isa bAta ko paMcAstikAya meM isaprakAra spaSTa kiyA gayA hai - kuvvaM samaM sahAvaM attA kattA sagassa bhAvassa / Na hi poggalakammANaM idi jiNavayaNaM muNeyavvaM // 61 // kammaM pi samaM kuvvadi seNa sahAveNa sammamappANaM / jIvo vi ya tArisao kammasahAveNa bhAveNa // 62 // kammaM kammaM kuvvadi jadi so appA karedi appANaM / kidha tassa phalaM bhuJjadi appA kammaM ca dehi phalaM // 63 // apane svabhAva ko karatA huA AtmA apane bhAva kA kartA hai, pudgala karmoM kA nhiiN| aisA jina vacana jAnanA caahie| karma bhI apane svabhAva se apane ko karate haiM aura usIprakAra jIva bhI karmasvabhAva bhAva se apane ko karatA hai| yadi karma karma ko aura AtmA AtmA ko kare to phira karma AtmA ko phala kyoM degA aura AtmA usakA phala kyoM bhogegA? jahA~ karttAvAdI dArzanikoM ke sAmane jagata IzvarakRta hone se sAdi svIkAra kiyA gayA hai, vahA~ akartAvAdI yA svayaMkarttAvAdI jainadarzana ke anusAra yaha vizva anAdiananta hai, ise na to kisI ne banAyA hai aura na hI koI isakA vinAza kara sakatA hai, yaha svayaM siddha hai| vizva kA kabhI bhI sarvathA nAza nahIM hotA, mAtra parivartana hotA hai aura vaha parivartana bhI kabhI - kabhI nahIM, niraMtara huA karatA hai / yaha samasta jagata parivartanazIla hokara bhI nitya hai aura nitya hokara bhI parivartanazIla / yaha nityAnityAtmaka hai| isakI nityatA svataH siddha hai aura parivartana svabhAvagata dharma hai / nityatA ke samAna anityatA bhI vastu kA svarUpa hai / sat utpAda - vyaya dhrauvya se yukta hotA hai / ' utpAda aura vyaya parivartanazIlatA kA nAma hai aura 1. AcArya umA svAmI : tattvArtha sUtra, adhyAya 5, sUtra 30

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205 jainadarzana kA tAttvika pakSa : vastusvAtantrya dhrauvya nityatA kaa| pratyeka padArtha utpAda-vyaya-dhrauvya se yukta hai| ata: vaha dravya hai| dravya guNa aura paryAyavAna hotA hai| jo dravya ke sampUrNa bhAgoM aura samasta avasthAoM meM rahe, use guNa kahate haiM / tathA guNoM ke pariNamana ko paryAya kahA jAtA hai pratyeka dravya meM ananta guNa hote haiM jinheM do bhAgoM meM vargIkRta kiyA jAtA hai - sAmAnyaguNa aura vishessgunn| sAmAnyaguNa saba dravyoM meM samAna rUpa se chaha pAye jAte haiM aura vizeSaguNa apane-apane dravya meM pRthak-pRthak hote haiN| sAmAnyaguNa bhI anaMta hote haiM aura vizeSa guNa bhI anaMta / ananta guNoM kA kathana to sambhava nahIM hai| ataH sAmAnya guNoM kA varNana zAstroM meM isaprakAra milatA hai - astitva, vastutva, dravyatva, prameyatva, agurulaghutva aura prdeshtv| pratyeka dravya kI sattA apane astitva guNa ke kAraNa hai na ki para ke kaarnn| isIprakAra pratyeka dravya meM eka dravyatva guNa bhI hai, jisake kAraNa pratyeka dravya prati samaya pariNamita hotA hai; use apane pariNamana meM para se sahayoga kI apekSA nahIM rahatI hai| ata: koI bhI apane pariNamana meM paramukhApekSI nahIM hai| yahI usakI svatantratA kA AdhAra hai| astitva guNa pratyeka dravya kI sattA kA AdhAra hai aura dravyatvaguNa pariNamana kaa| agurulaghutvaguNa ke kAraNa eka dravya kA dUsare meM praveza saMbhava nahIM hai| ___ sadbhAva ke samAna abhAva bhI vastu kA dharma hai| kahA bhI hai - 'bhavatyabhAvo'pi ca vastu dharmAH' abhAva cAra prakAra kA mAnA gayA hai - prAgabhAva, pradhvaMsAbhAva, anyonyAbhAva aura atyntaabhaav| eka dravya kA dUsare dravya meM atyantAbhAva hone ke kAraNa bhI usakI svataMtratA sadAkAla akhaNDita rahatI hai jahA~ atyantAbhAva dravyoM kI svataMtratA kI duMdubhi bajAte haiN| jainadarzana ke svAtantrya siddhAnta ke AdhArabhUta ina saba viSayoM kI carcA jainadarzana meM vistAra se kI gaI hai| inakI vistRta carcA karanA yahA~ na to saMbhava hai aura na apekssit| jinheM jijJAsA ho, jinheM jainadarzana kA hArda jAnanA ho, unheM usakA gaMbhIra adhyayana karanA caahie| 1. AcArya umA svAmI : tattvArtha sUtra, adhyAya 5, sUtra 38

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3 duHkhanivRtti aura sukhaprApti kA sahaja upAya ( zrI kAnajI svAmI abhinandana grantha, maI 1964 meM se ) duHkha kA kAraNa kyA hai, yaha eka mahattvapUrNa prazna hai| kucha manISI karmoM (dravyakarmoM) ko duHkha kA kAraNa mAnate haiM aura kucha manISI jIva aura karmoM ke saMyoga ko / isaprakAra Aja taka isa jIva ne para padArthoM ko hI duHkha kA kAraNa mAnA hai; kintu apane ajJAna ke kAraNa paralakSya se utpanna honevAle saMyogIbhAva yathArtha meM duHkha paramparA ke bIja haiM, isa ora isakA lakSya nahIM gyaa| isaprakAra jaba isane duHkha ke yathArtha kAraNa ko nahIM jAnA to phira ananta Ananda kA yathArtha kAraNa jo AtmasvabhAva kA Alambana, usa para isakI dRSTi jAnA kaise saMbhava hai? saMsArI jIva saMyoga meM hI apane vikalpAnusAra anukUla-pratikUla bheda kara anukUla saMyoga ko zubhakarmoM ke udaya meM prApta hue iSTa jaise pratIta honevAle strI, putra, kuTumba, dhana, dhAnya, zarIra aura nIrogatA Adi ko sukhadAyaka aura pratikUla saMyoga ko azubha karmoM ke udaya meM prApta hue aniSTa jaise pratIta honevAle strI, putra, kuTumba, zarIra, sarogatA Adi ko dukhadAyaka mAnatA A rahA hai| asaMyogI trikAlI AtmasvabhAva kI ora isakA lakSya eka bAra bhI nahIM gyaa| vAstava meM dekhA jAya to na to parapadArtha hI sukha-duHkha ke kAraNa haiM aura na parapadArthoM kA saMyoga hI, kyoMki isa loka meM jahA~ isa jIva kA vahIM anya anaMta padArthoM kA bhI astitva hai| aisI avasthA meM yadi parapadArtha yA unakA saMyoga sukha-duHkha ke kAraNa mAne jA~ya to isake duHkha kA kabhI bhI anta honA sambhava nahIM hai / aura saMsAra meM jise yaha jIva sukha mAnatA hai,

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duHkhanivRtti aura sukhaprApti kA sahaja upAya 207 vaha to mRgamarIcikA hai / tattvataH dekhA jAya to vaha dukha hI hai / isI tathya ko spaSTa karate hue zrI pravacanasArajI meM kahA bhI hai saparaM bAdhAsahiyaM, vicchiNNaM baMdhakAraNaM visamaM / jaM iMdiehiM laddhaM taM sokkhaM dukkhameva tahA // 76 // indriyoM se prApta honevAlA sukha parasaMyukta hai, bAdhAsahita hai, vicchinna hai, bandha kA kAraNa hai aura viSama hai; ataH vaha duHkha hI hai / yaha vastusthiti hai / isake prakAza meM AtmA ke vAstavika sukha ke kAraNoM kA vicAra karanA hai| paNDitapravara daulatarAmajI chahaDhAlI kI tRtIya DhAla ke prArambha meM likhate haiM - Atama kau hita hai sukha so sukha, AkulatA bina kahie / AkulatA zivamAhiM na tAtaiM, zivamaga lAgyo cahie || abhiprAya yaha hai ki yadi yaha jIva apane hitasvarUpa yathArtha sukha ko prApta karanA cAhatA hai to use AkulatA ke abhAvarUpa mokSa ko prApta karane kA udyama karanA hogaa| yaha jIva cAhe ki mujha meM AkulatA bhI rahI Ave aura yathArtha sukha kI prApti bhI ho jAya, yaha trikAla meM sambhava nahIM hai; kyoMki AkulatA vAstava meM duHkha kA kAraNa na hokara svayaM dukhasvarUpa hai / ataeva vicAra yaha karanA hai ki yaha jIva apanI paryAyaparamparA meM se AkulatA kA abhAva kaise kare ? Age isI kA vicAra karate haiM yaha to suvidita satya hai ki isa jIva ko mukti kI prApti hone para vahA~ dravyakarma, bhAvakarma aura nokarma kA kisI prakAra kA saMyoga nahIM rahatA / mAtra AtmA Atmasthita hokara ananta sukha kA bhoga karatA hai| isalie isase yaha bhI spaSTa ho jAtA hai ki jina kAraNoM se dravya karma aura nokarmoM kA saMyoga hokara AtmA meM duHkhaparamparA kI utpatti hotI hai; unase lakSya haTA kara ise unake virodhI kAraNoM ko apane lakSya meM lenA hogaa| aba vicAra kIjie, vaha kAraNa karma aura nokarma yA inakA saMyoga to ho nahIM sakatA; kyoMki ve para haiM / inase sukhabhAva kI utpatti honA sarvathA asambhava hai| vaha kAraNa, karma aura nokarma ko nimitta kara jIva meM utpanna hue bhAva bhI nahIM ho sakate; kyoMki

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208 bikhare motI ve svayaM AkulatAmaya haiM aura AkulatA kA nAma hI duHkha hai| to phira vaha kAraNa kyA hai ? prazna mArmika hai / samAdhAna yaha hai jo AtmA kA svabhAva anutpannaavinaSTa svabhAvavAlA hone se nitya hai, vibhAva paryAyasvarUpa na hone ke kAraNa karmoM ke saMyoga se rahita hai, ataeva zuddha hai, dravya kI saba avasthAoM meM vyApta hokara rahane ke kAraNa trikAlI hai aura bhedavyavahAra se rahita hone ke kAraNa eka hai; aisA jo apanA AtmasvabhAva hai, jo ki AtmA kI nija sampatti hai aura jo ananta sukha kA bhaNDAra hai, use yadi apane anubhava kA viSaya banAyA jAya to jina kAraNoM se du:kha paramparA kI utpatti hotI hai, unakA abhAva hokara nirAkulatArUpa ananta sukha kI sRSTi ho sakatI hai / saMsArI AtmA ke lie sarva samAdhAnakAraka yadi koI sArabhUta padArtha ho sakatA hai to ukta prakAra kA AtmasvabhAva hI, anya nahIM; * yaha ekAnta satya hai / -- isI tathya ko dhyAna meM rakhakara AcArya kundakunda samayasAra meM kahate haiM suddhaM tu viyANato, suddhaM cepappayaM lahai jIvo / jANato du asuddhaM, asuddhamevappayaM lahadi // 186 // zuddha AtmA ko jAnatA huA - anubhavatA huA jIva zuddha AtmA ko hI prApta karatA hai aura azuddha AtmA ko jAnatA huA azuddha AtmA ko hI prApta karatA hai / anubhavatA huA jIva tAtparya yaha hai ki jo AtmA kI azuddha-vibhAva pariNati ko apanI anubhUti kA viSaya na banA kara mAtra trikAlI abhedarUpa eka jJAyakabhAva ko apanI anubhUti kA viSaya banAtA hai; usake rAga, dveSa aura moharUpa bhAvAsrava kI utpatti na hokara vItarAgasvarUpa samyagdarzana Adi svabhAvaparyAya kI hI utpatti hotI hai| - - - isI tathya ko spaSTa karate hue AcArya amRtacandra kyA kahate haiM; yaha unhIM ke zabdoM meM par3hie yadi kathamapi dhArAvAhinA bodhanena, -- dhruvamupalabhamAnaH zuddhamAtmAnamAste / parapariNatirodhAcchuddhamevAbhyupaiti // 127 // tadayamudayadAtmArAmamAtmAnamAtmA,

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duHkhanivRtti aura sukhaprApti kA sahaja upAya 209 yadi yaha AtmA kisI bhI prakAra se (trikAlI AtmasvabhAvonmukha puruSArtha karake) dhArAvAhI jJAnadvArA zuddha AtmA ko nizcalatayA anubhava karatA hai to yaha, jisakA AtmAnanda pragaTa hotA jAtA hai arthAta jisakI prati samaya AtmasthiratA vRddhiMgata hotI jAtI hai; aise AtmA ko rAga-dveSa-moharUpa parapariNati kA nirodha hote jAne ke kAraNa zuddha hI prApta karatA hai / bAta yaha hai ki vivakSita ko mukhya aura avivakSita ko gauNa karane se hI iSTArtha kI siddhi hotI hai; aisA niyama hai| aisI avasthA meM vicAra yaha karanA hai ki prakRta meM vivakSita kArya kyA hai aura usakI siddhi kisako mukhya karane se tathA kisako gauNa karane se ho sakatI hai| yaha to suvidita satya hai ki yaha jIva anAdi kAla se svayaM ko rAga-dveSa - moharUpa strI- puruSa - napuMsakarUpa tathA nArakatiryaJca - - manuSya- - devarUpa anubhava karatA A rahA hai aura isa rUpa AtmA ko anubhava karane se yaha apane meM punaH punaH unhIM bhAvoM kI sRSTi karatA A rahA hai| AgAmI kAla meM bhI yadi yaha apane AtmA ko inhIMrUpa anubhava karegA to inhIM bhAvoM kI sRSTi hogii| kintu yaha ina bhAvoM se mukti cAhatA hai, kyoMki ye AkulatAmaya hone se svayaM duHkharUpa haiM / ataeva vartamAna meM AtmA kI pariNati ina svarUpa hone para bhI inheM apanI vivecaka buddhidvArA gauNa karanA hogA aura jisase ina bhAvoM kI punaH utpatti na hokara vItarAgasvarUpa samyagdarzanAdi bhAvoM kI utpatti hone lage aise apane trikAlI jJAyaka bhAva ko mukhya kara tadrUpa AtmA kI anubhUti pragaTa karanI hogii| spaSTa hai ki aisA karane se isake bhAva saMsArarUpa paryAya kI sRSTi to ruka hI jaavegii| sAtha hI bhAvasaMsAra ko nimitta kara jo karma aura nokarma kA saMyoga hotA hai vaha bhI yathA sambhava nahIM hogA aura isaprakAra yaha AtmA, kramazaH Atmottha, svAzrayI avicchinna, samarUpa aura atIndriya paramasukha ke nidhAna AtmasvarUpa mukti kA bhAgI ho jAyegA / yaha hai saMsArI AtmA ko saMsAra kI paripATIrUpa duHkha se chur3Akara sukhasvarUpa mukti meM sthApita karane kA ekamAtra sahaja upAya / isase siddha hai ki isa upAya kA jo avalambana leMge, unake jIvana meM vyavahAra gauNa hokara nizcayasvarUpa ekamAtra paramapAriNAmika bhAva kA Azraya hI mukhya hogA /

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samyaktva aura mithyAtva samyaktva aura mithyAtva jainadarzana ke pAribhASika zabda haiM, jinheM samyagdarzana aura mithyAdarzana bhI kahA jAtA hai / yahA~ darzana zabda kA prayoga mata, siddhAnta yA dekhane ke artha meM na hokara zraddhAna, vizvAsa, pratIti ke artha meM huA hai / samyaktva zabda kA artha satya aura mithyA zabda kA artha asatya hotA hai| ataH samyagdarzana kA artha satya zraddhAna, satya pratIti yA satya vizvAsa hotA hai| isIprakAra mithyAdarzana kA artha asatya zraddhAna, asatya pratIti yA asatya vizvAsa hogaa| yaha zraddhAna, vizvAsa yA pratIti samasta jagata se nahIM, apitu prayojanabhUta tattvoM se saMbaMdha rakhatI hai| AtmA kA mUla prayojana du:khoM se mukta honA hai, ataH jinakI samyakzraddhA binA du:kha dUra na ho sake, una vAstavikatAoM ko hI prayojanabhUtatattva kahate haiM / ve sAta yA nau prakAra ke kahe gaye haiM, para unameM sarva pradhAna Atmatattva hai, jisakI anubhUti binA samyagdarzana saMbhava nahIM hai| zarIrAdi parapadArthoM evaM rAgAdi vikAroM se bhinna jJAnAnandasvabhAvI nija zuddhAtmatattva kI anubhUti, pratIti hI vAstavika samyaktva hai, isake binA jo kucha bhI zraddhAna hai, vaha saba mithyAtva hai| ___ asIma nizaMkatA, bhogoM ke prati anAsakti, samasta padArthoM kI vikRtaavikRta dazAoM meM samatAbhAva, vastusvarUpa kI painI pakar3a, para ke doSoM ke prati upekSAbhAva, Atmazuddhi kI vRddhiMgatadazA, vizvAsoM kI dRr3hatA, pariNAmoM kI sthiratA, guNoM aura guNiyoM meM anurAga, AtmalInatA dvArA apanI aura upadezAdi dvArA vastutattva kI prabhAvanA; ye vizeSatAe~ samyagdarzana sampanna AtmA meM sahaja hI pragaTa ho jAtI haiN|

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samyaktva aura mithyAtva 211 ___ jainadarzana meM samyaktva kA sthAna sarvAdhika mahattvapUrNa hai / yaha mukti mahala kI prathama sIr3hI hai| isake binA jJAna aura cAritra kA samyak honA saMbhava nahIM hai| jisaprakAra bIja ke binA vRkSa kI utpatti, sthiti, vRddhi aura phalAgama saMbhava nahIM hai; usIprakAra samyagdarzana ke binA samyagjJAna aura samyakcAritra kI utpatti, sthiti, vRddhi aura phalAgama (mokSa) honA saMbhava nahIM hai|' samyagdarzana dharma kA mUla hai| jo isase bhraSTa hai, vaha bhraSTa hI hai; usako mukti kI prApti saMbhava nahIM hai| ___ adhika kyA kaheM? jo mahAna puruSa atItakAla meM mokSa gae haiM, abhI jA rahe haiM aura bhaviSya meM jAyeMge; yaha saba samyagdarzana kA hI mAhAtmya hai| AcArya samantabhadra ne to yahA~ taka kahA hai ki prANiyoM ko isa jagata meM samyagdarzana ke samAna hitakArI aura mithyAdarzana ke samAna ahitakArI koI anya nahIM hai| ata: jaise bhI ho, pratyeka sukhAbhilASI vyakti ko samyagdarzana prApta karane kA prayatna avazya karanA caahie| 1. chahaDhAlA : paM. daulatarAma, tRtIya DhAla, chanda 17 2. ratnakaraNDa zrAvakAcAra : AcArya samantabhadra, zloka 32 3. AcArya kundakunda : aSTapAhuDa (darzanapAhuDa) gAthA 3 4. AcArya kundakunda : aSTapAhuDa (mokSapAhuDa) gAthA 88 5. AcArya samantabhadra : ratnakaraNDa zrAvakAcAra, zloka 34 zraddhA * jJAna se bhI adhika mahattva zraddhAna kA hai, vizvAsa kA hai, pratIti kA AtmA hI hai zaraNa, pRSTha-78 * AtmAnubhUti (nizcaya) pUrvaka, zAstrAdhAra para kI gaI tarka-sammata zraddhA hI saccI vyavahAra zraddhA hai| maiM kauna hU~, pRSTha-15 * zraddhA hI AcaraNa ko dizA pradAna karatI hai| AtmA hI hai zaraNa, pRSTha-112

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viveke hi na raudratA : vivekI kabhI kruddha nahIM hotA vartamAna bhAratIya bhASAoM kI jananI devavANI arthAt saMskRta bhASA meM hamAre pUrvajoM ke anubhava nibaddha haiM, hamArI sabhyatA aura saMskRti kI nidhi nihita hai aura hamArA paurANika itihAsa surakSita hai| prasiddha jainAcArya hemacandra dvArA racita triSaSThi zalAkA puruSa caritra saMskRta bhASA kA eka aisA mahAkAvya hai, jisameM treSaTha zalAkA ke mahApuruSoM kA caritra vistAra se varNana kiyA gayA hai| jaina mAnyatAnusAra 24 tIrthaMkara, 12 cakravatI, 9 balabhadra, 9 nArAyaNa, 9 pratinArAyaNa - ina 63 mahApuruSoM ko zalAkA puruSa kahate haiM / zalAkA puruSa arthAt zreSTha puruSa / ukta 63 zalAkA puruSoM kA jIvana caritra hI samasta jaina purANoM kA ekamAtra varNya viSaya rahatA hai| AcArya hemacandra kA yaha purANa eka taraha se samasta jaina purANoM ko apane sameTa lene kA prayAsa hai| isIprakAra kA eka aura mahAna grantha prasiddha AcArya jinasena kA mahApurANa bhI hai| yadyapi triSaSThi zalAkA puruSa caritra meM AcArya hemacandra kA uddezya usameM yathAsthAna prasaMgAnusAra aneka laukika aura pAralaukika viSayoM para mahattvapUrNa vicAra pragaTa hue haiN| yathAsthAna sundara-sundara sUktiyA~ bhI piro dI gaI haiM, jinameM bahuta mahattvapUrNa siddhAnta aura jIvanopayogI nItiyA~ sahaja hI pratipAdita ho gaI haiN| unameM eka mahattvapUrNa sUkti yaha bhI hai - 'viveke hi na raudratA / ' jisakA artha hai viveka prApta hone para raudra bhAva nahIM rahatA / bhAva yaha hai ki vivekI kabhI kruddha nahIM hotA / pratyeka saMsArI prANI meM krodhAdi manovikAra pAye jAte haiN| ve manovikAra svayaM hI duHkhasvarUpa haiM aura duHkha ke kAraNa bhI haiM / yadyapi krodhAdi vikAroM

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viveke hi na raudratA : vivekI kabhI kuddha nahIM hotA 213 kI utpatti jar3a padArthoM meM na hokara kevala AtmA meM hI hotI hai; tathApi ve vikAra AtmA ke svabhAva nhiiN| AtmA to jJAnAnandasvabhAvI dhruva padArtha hai aura krodhAdi vikAra mRgI ke vega kI bhA~ti utAra-car3hAva vAle adhruva svabhAvI haiN| jisaprakAra kAI yadyapi jala meM utpanna hotI hai, tathApi vaha jala nahIM hai, jala kA svabhAva bhI nahIM hai, jala kA maila hai| usIprakAra krodhAdi vikAra yadyapi AtmA meM utpanna hote haiM, tathApi ve AtmA nahIM, AtmA ke svabhAva bhI nahIM; AtmA ke maila haiM, vikAra haiN| unake sadbhAva se AtmA ko koI lAbha nahIM hotA, apitu hAni hotI hai| AcArya guNabhadra apane prasiddha grantha AtmAnuzAsana meM spaSTa likhate haiM ki - "krodhodayAd bhavati kasya na kAryahAniH // 216 // " krodhAdi ke udaya meM kisakI kArya hAni nahIM hotI, arthAt sabhI kI hotI hai| inase sabako nukasAna hI hotA hai, lAbha nhiiN| krodhAveza ko prApta vyakti kI pariNati kI carcA karate hue mahApaNDita ToDaramala apane grantha mokSamArga prakAzaka meM Aja se 210 varSa pUrva likhate haiM ki - __"jaba krodha kaSAya utpanna hotI hai; taba dUsaroM kA burA karane kI icchA hotI hai aura usake lie aneka upAya vicAratA hai, gAliyA~ dene lagatA hai, hAthoM, pairoM aura zastra-pASANAdi se mArapITa karane lagatA hai| svayaM aneka kaSTa sahakara dhanAdi kharca karake yahA~ taka maraNAdi dvArA apanA hI nukasAna karake auroM kA burA karane kA yatna karatA hai / apanA koI bhI lAbha na ho to bhI anya kA burA karanA cAhatA hai| koI pUjya puruSa bhI bIca meM Ave to use bhI mArane lagatA hai| koI viveka nahIM rhtaa| yadi phira bhI usakA burA na ho to svayaM bahuta du:khI hotA hai, apane hI aMgoM kA ghAta karane lagatA hai| yahA~ taka ki viSAdi khAkara mara taka jAtA hai|" krodhAdi vikAroM ke vazIbhUta avivekI vyakti apanA nukasAna to karatA hI hai, cAhe usa dUsare kA nukasAna ho yA na ho| jisa para krodha kiyA jA rahA hai, usakA lAbha-hAni to usake puNya-pApa ke AdhIna hai|

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214 kahA bhI hai : bikhare motI pUrvamAtmAnamevAsau krodhAndho dahati dhruvam / pazcAdanya na vA loko vivekavikalAzayaH // 6 // viveka rahita krodha se andhA vyakti apane ko to jalA hI letA hai, dUsaroM ko jalAve yA nhiiN| jaise - koI vyakti kisI vyakti ko jalate hue aMgAre se mArane kI koziza kare to pahile vaha jalegA hI; kyoMki usane hAtha meM aMgArA uThAyA hai| pheMkane para dUsarA baca bhI sakatA hai 1 bhale-bure saMyogoM meM nimitta to apane dvArA pUrva meM kiye gaye karma haiM / avivekI duSkarma karanA to chor3atA nahIM aura prApta saMyogoM para krodha karatA hai / yaha to aisA hai jaise rogI una kupathyoM kA sevana to chor3e nahIM, jinake kAraNa roga huA hai aura roga batAne vAle vaidya ko bhalA-burA kahe / sArI duniyA meM jitane duSkarma hote haiM, una sabake mUla meM koI na koI krodhAdirUpa raudra bhAva hI rahatA hai| dvArikA jaisI pUrNa vikasita aura sampanna nagarI kA vinAza dvIpAyana muni ke krodha ke kAraNa hI huA thA / krodha ke kAraNa hI saikar3oM ghara-parivAra TUTate dekhe jAte haiM / vinAza kA mUla kAraNa ekamAtra krodhabhAva hI dekhA jAtA hai| adhika kyA kaheM jagata meM jo kucha bhI burA najara AtA hai; vaha saba aviveka se utpanna krodhAdi bhAvoM kA hI pariNAma hai aura jo kucha bhI acchA dikhAI detA hai; vaha saba viveka kA kArya hai / -- jainAcAryoM ke anusAra krodhAdi manovikAroM se AtmA ko bhinna jAnanA hI viveka hai| viveka kA laukika artha isase kucha bhinna bhI ho sakatA hai, para vahA~ bhI hitAhita ke jJAna ko hI viveka kahA jAtA hai / satya-asatya aura acche-bure kI pahicAna hI viveka hai| ukta viveka ke hone para krodhAdika utpanna kyoM nahIM hoMge ? mUla vicAraNIya prazna to yaha hai / jaba hama krodhAdi ko AtmA se bhinna, AtmA kA ahita karanevAle evaM chor3ane yogya mAneMge to phira hama nizcita rUpa se unheM kama kreNge| krodhAdi bhAva jaba bhI utpanna hote haiM, paralakSya se hote haiM / tAtparya yaha hai ki hameM jaba

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viveke hi na raudratA : vivekI kabhI kruddha nahIM hotA 215 krodha AtA hai to, vaha kisI na kisI para AtA hai| usa samaya hamAre dimAga meM koI na koI parapadArtha rahatA hai, jisake sambandha meM hama socate haiM ki isane merA burA kiyA hai yA yaha merA burA karegA yA karanA cAhatA hai| ukta prakriyA binA krodhAdika kI utpatti saMbhava nahIM hai| isa viveka ke utpanna hone para ki koI parapadArtha merA bhalA-burA nahIM krtaa| mere bhale-bure hone kA uttaradAyitva mujha para yA mere dvArA kRta karmoM para hai to krodhAdi kI utpatti sahaja hI nahIM hogI, yahI kAraNa hai ki vivekI kabhI kruddha nahIM hotaa| ___ AtmA kA hita to AtmA ko sahI rUpa meM jAnane evaM krodhAdi vikArI bhAvoM ke na hone meM hai| jabataka hamArA dhyAna para kI ora rahegA aura hama para ko hI apane bhale-bure kA kartA mAnate raheMge, tabataka krodhAdi vikAra utpanna hote rheNge| vastuta: vAstavika tatvajJAna hI viveka hai| krodhAdi kA abhAva yA kama karane kA upAya ekamAtra tatvajJAna kA abhyAsa hI hai / vAdIbhasiMha sUri apane lokapriya grantha kSatracUr3AmaNi meM likhate haiM - __ "tatvajJAnajalaM no cet krodhAgni kena zAmyati / yadi tatvajJAna rUpI jala na ho to krodha rUpI agni kisake dvArA zAnta hogii|" ___ AtmA eka avinAzI padArtha hai aura krodhAdibhAva kSaNika Aveza mAtra haiN| unake nAza hone para AtmA kA nAza nahIM hotaa| ve chor3ane lAyaka hI haiM, karane yogya nhiiN| - aisA viveka jinake hRdaya meM utpanna ho jAtA hai, una vivekI mahApuruSoM ke hRdaya meM yA to krodhAdibhAva utpanna hI nahIM hote haiM aura hoM bhI to vaise nahIM hote jaise avivekI ke pAye jAte haiM / vivekI kA vikAra kSaNika hotA hai; kyoMki viveka vikAra ko Tikane nahIM detA hai| vaha viveka hI nahIM, jisake rahate AtmA krodhAdi ke AdhIna ho jaave| jJAnArNava meM AcArya zubhacaMdra kahate haiM -

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216 bikhare motI __ "vivekI kastayatbhAnaM, krodhAdIya vazaM nayeta / " vaha kaisA vivekI hai jo krodhAdi ke vazIbhUta ho jAtA hai / arthAt vivekI kabhI bhI krodhAdi ke vazIbhUta nahIM hote haiN| kucha logoM kA kahanA hai ki krodhAdi vikAroM ke bAhya nimitta milate haiM, taba krodhAdi kI utpatti hotI hai; ata: krodhAdi kA abhAva karane ke lie bAhya nimittoM ko meTanA cAhie, unase bacanA caahie| para yaha vicAra satya nahIM hai; kyoMki eka to unake kAraNa krodhAdi utpanna hote nahIM haiN| krodhAdi kI utpatti kA kAraNa apane aMtaraMga meM vidyamAna aviveka hai, na ki bAhya pdaarth| dUsare bAhya saMyogoM kA haTAnA saMbhava bhI nahIM hai| jaise koI vyakti kahe ki mujhe vaise to kAma vikAra kI utpatti nahIM hotI, kintu kisI mahilA ko dekhane para ho jAtI hai; ata: mere sAmane kisI mahilA ko nahIM Ane denA caahie| to batAie kyA yaha saMbhava hai ki duniyA se mahilAoM ko haTA diyA jaae| usake ghara meM bhI usakI mA~-bahineM to raheMgI hii| apanA vikAra dUra karane ke lie apane meM viveka utpanna karanA cAhie, duniyA meM parivartana nhiiN| ata: AcArya hemacandra kA yaha kahanA pUrNa satya hai ki krodhAdi vikAra kA kAraNa aviveka hai aura viveka hI aisA sAdhana hai ki jisase vikAra para aMkuza hI nahIM lagAyA jA sakatA; varan usakA abhAva bhI kiyA jA sakatA - | kSamA ananta saMsAra kA anubandha karane vAlA anantAnubaMdhI krodha AtmA ke prati aruci kA nAma hai| dharma ke dazalakSaNa, pRSTha-22 virodhiyoM kI eka Adata hotI hai - vidyamAna guNoM kI carcA taka na karanA aura avidhamAna avaguNoM kI bar3hA-car3hAkara carcA krnaa| dharma ke dazalakSaNa, pRSTha-25 dharmavIra hI kSamAdhAraka ho sakatA hai, yuddhavIra nhiiN| dharma ke dazalakSaNa, pRSTha-183 |

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6 jarA gaMbhIratA se vicAra kareM ahiMsA pradhAna jainadharma meM jIva dayA kA bar3A bhArI mahattva hai| jIva dayA jainAcAra kA mUla AdhAra hai| Aja hamAre jIvana se dayA dharma uThatA jA rahA hai / anya jIvoM kI bAta to bahuta dUra Aja to hama una prANiyoM kI bhI rakSA nahIM kara pAte haiM, jinakA hamAre sAttvika jIvana meM mahattvapUrNa yogadAna hai / jIvadayA kI maryAdA mAtra yahA~ taka hI sImita nahIM hai ki hama unheM mAreM nahIM, satAe~ nahIM; apitu unakI surakSA karanA bhI jIvadayA meM AtI hai / Aja to gAya jaise dudhArU pazuoM kI bhI bar3I nirdayatA se hatyAe~ ho rahI haiN| akAlAdi ke kAraNa bhI hajAroM kI saMkhyA meM pazudhana naSTa ho rahA hai| hama janma denevAlI mA~ kA dUdha to jIvana ke AraMbhika dinoM meM ATha-dasa mAha hI pIte haiM; para usakA RNa hama jIvana bhara mA~-bApa kI sevA karake bhI nahIM cukA pAte / hama jIvana bhara unake kRtajJa bane rahate haiM aura bane rahanA cAhie; para eka bAta kI ora hamArA dhyAna hI nahIM hai ki gomAtA kA dUdha to hama jIvana bhara pIte haiM / usake prati hamArA bhI kucha karttavya hai yA nahIM ? jarA gaMbhIratA se vicAra kIjie / are bhAI ! mA~ kA dUdha to akele abodha bAlaka hI pIteM haiM; para gAya mAtA kA dUdha to bAlaka, vRddha sabhI pIte haiM; hama saba pratidina hI gAya mAtA ke dUdha, dahI, ghI kA upayoga karate haiN| unakI surakSA karanA hama sabhI kA paramakarttavya hai? yaha kahA~ kA nyAya hai ki jaba taka vaha dUdha de, hama usakA dUdha pIveM aura

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218 bikhare motI jaba vaha dUdha denA banda kara de, to use mAra kara khA jAveM; unake baccoM ko jo hamAre bhAI-bahina jaise hI haiM; unheM bacapana aura javAnI meM hI mAra kara khA jAveM ? aba to dudhArU pazu bhI kATe jA rahe haiN| ataH hama sabhI ahiMsA premI zAkAhArI bhAI-bahinoM kA paramakarttavya hai ki jIvana kI bAjI lagAkara isa duSkRtya ko rokeM, isa dizA meM kAma karanevAloM ko pUrA sahayoga deM; hama se jo kucha bhI bana sake avazya kreN| adhikatama gozAlAyeM kholakara pazudhana kI rakSA kareM / are bhAI ! isa kAma ko pUrI zakti se uThA lene meM hI hama saba kI bhalAI hai| zAkAhAra ko usake vyApaka arthoM meM dekhanA hogA. pracArita karanA hogaa| gehU~, cAvala Adi anAja; Ama, amarUda, seba, saMtarA Adi phala aura laukI Adi sAtvika bhakSya sabjiyA~ bhI zAkAhAra meM AtI haiM / zAkAhAra ke rUpa meM inheM hI pradarzita kiyA jAnA caahie| zAkAhAra, pRSTha-6 * zAkAhAra zabda meM mAMsAhAra kA niSedha to ho jAtA hai, para madirApAna kA niSedha nahIM hotA hai / madirApAna bhI eka aisI burAI hai ki jisameM ananta jIvoM kA ghAta to hotA hI hai ; nazAkAraka hone se madirA viveka ko naSTa karatI hai, buddhi meM bhrama paidA karatI hai, svAsthya ko kharAba karatI hai aura pArivArika sukha-zAnti ko samApta kara detI hai| ata: mAMsAhAra ke samAna hI madirApAna kA niSedha bhI Avazyaka hai| zAkAhAra, pRSTha-7 zrAvakAcAra meM mAMsAhAra ke niSedha ke sAtha-sAtha madirApAna kA bhI niSedha hotA hai, isakAraNa bhI zAkAhAra ke sAtha zrAvakAcAra zabda jor3A gayA hai| zAkAhAra, pRSTha-7

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ayodhyA samasyA para vArtA (6 disambara, 1992 ko ayodhyA meM bAbarI masjida DhahAye jAne para) 6 disambara, 1992 ko ayodhyA meM bAbarI masjida DhahAe jAne ke bAda mandira-masjida vivAda ke kAraNa sampUrNa deza meM uttejanA phailI huI thI; deza meM daMge-phasAda ho rahe the| taba jayapura dUradarzana ke sTUDiyo meM DaoN. bhArilla, nyAyAdhIza kudAla sAhaba Adi gaNamAnya vyaktiyoM kA vArtA kAryakrama rakhA gyaa| DaoN. bhArilla kI vArtA ke pramukha aMza nimna prakAra se haiM : prazna - ayodhyA meM rAma mandira evaM bAbarI masjida vivAda ke kAraNa sampUrNa bhArata kA vAtAvaraNa azAnta banA huA hai| Aja DaoN. bhArilla hamAre bIca upasthita haiM, Apa AdhyAtmika cintaka haiM / AdhyAtmika AsthA se yaha mAmalA jur3A huA hai| ApakI isake bAre meM kyA rAya hai ? DaoN. sAhaba - maryAdApuruSottama mahApuruSa bhagavAna rAma bhArata ke roma-roma meM samAe hue haiN| isalie bhArata ke sabase jyAdA AsthA puruSa yadi koI haiM to ve rAma haiM / sArI duniyA jAnatI hai ki rAma kA janma ayodhyA meM huA thaa| unakA sAmrAjya ayodhyA meM thaa| isalie unakA mandira ayodhyA meM nahIM banegA to aura kahA~ banegA? mandira to vahA~ bananA hI cAhie aura itanA acchA bananA cAhie ki duniyA dekhatI hI raha jaae|

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bikhare motI daraasala, savAla yaha hai ki rAma kI jo ayodhyA thI, vaha koI 100-50 mITara kI nahIM thI / jaina zAstroM ke anusAra to ayodhyA 12 yojana lambI aura 9 yojana caur3I thii| eka yojana cAra kosa kA arthAt ATha mIla kA hotA hai| isa taraha ayodhyA 96 mIla lambI tathA 72 mIla caur3I thii| itanI bar3I ayodhyA meM rAma kA janma kahA~ huA thA - yaha nizcita karanA sahaja saMbhava nahIM hai| 220 rAma kA mandira to ayodhyA meM hI bane, sundara bane tathA bahuta vizAla bane, lekina Aja hamArI sthiti yaha hai ki hama usa sthAna se eka iMca bhI yahA~ se vahA~ honA nahIM cAhate, jisase hamAre deza meM bahuta bar3I takalIpha khar3I ho gaI hai| yaha hama sabake lie acchI bAta nahIM hai| hamAre dharmaguruoM tathA hama jaise logoM ko cAhie ki apanI janatA ko samajhAe~ ki rAma ke rAjya meM rAma ke sabase bar3e pratidvandvI rAvaNa ke bhAI ke lie bhI sthAna prApta thA / vartamAna meM yadi rAma kA rAjya yahA~ hotA to kyA rAma anya prakAra kI AsthAvAle logoM ke lie ayodhyA meM apanI AsthA ke sthAna nahIM banAne dete ? prazna - vivAda isa bAta para adhika lagatA hai ki mandira bane to kahA~ bane ? kucha loga aisI socavAle bhI ho sakate haiM ki mandira bane cAhe na bane lekina ..! isa soca meM jo vivAda kI sthiti hai - Apa AdhyAtmika cintaka hone ke nAte kyA Apa yaha socate haiM ki mandira usI sthAna para bane, jahA~ para Agraha hai athavA kahIM aura bane, jisase vivAda na ho ? DaoN. sAhaba - mandira nahIM banane kA to koI savAla hI nahIM hai, mandira to bananA hI cAhie tathA acche se acchA bananA cAhie, lekina yaha bAta nahIM bhUlanI cAhie ki isake sAtha sAre deza kI AsthA aura khuziyA~ jur3I huI haiN| sAre deza meM khUna kI eka bU~da bhI na bahe aura mandira bane to sAre vizva meM apane deza kI pratiSThA to bar3hegI hI aura vahI rAma kA asalI mandira hogaa| yadi mandira khUna-kharAbA, daMge-phasAda hokara banatA hai to vaha rAma kA asalI mandira nahIM hogA, cAhe vaha kitanA bhI bar3hiyA aura sundara kyoM na bane /

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ayodhyA samasyA para vArtA 221 ___ maiM cAhatA hU~ ki koI isa viSaya ko hAra yA jIta kA muddA na bnaae| vahA~ cAhe kucha bhI bane lekina hama use koI pakSa hArA aura dUsarA jItA - isa rUpa meM na dekheM / pratyeka bhAratIya nAgarika ko apanI jIta mahasUsa ho - aisA koI samAdhAna hameM mila-baiThakara nikAlanA caahie| hamAre saMta, dharmaguru bahuta buddhimAna, samajhadAra evaM zAntipriya hote haiN| yadi ve cAheM to mila-baiThakara isa mudde kA hala nikAla sakate haiN| prazna - hama lokataMtra meM rahate haiM / lokataMtra meM jo alpasaMkhyaka haiM, unakA Adara hotA hai| unheM Adara dene kI jimmevArI bahusaMkhyakoM kI hai| to kyA Apa socate haiM ki Aja kA bahusaMkhyaka isa Adara ko dene ko taiyAra hai ? DaoN. sAhaba - use taiyAra honA caahie| merI bhAvanA to yaha hai ki 87 karor3a jo bhAratavAsI haiM, unakI bhAvanAoM kA mandira bane, sabakI bhAvanA usa mandira meM samAhita ho| usa mandira ke lie jo kArasevA ho - usameM hindU, muslima, jaina sabhI dharma ke loga hoN| jainiyoM ke to adhikAMza tIrthaMkaroM kA janma ayodhyA meM huA hai aura unake mandira bhI vahA~ haiM / aba jo mandira bane, vaha sabhI dharmAvalaMbiyoM kA bane tathA pratyeka bhAratIya AtmA kI prasannatA kA kAma ho| rAma ne duSpravRttiyoM kA niSedha kiyA thA aura duSTa rAvaNa ko jItA thA, parantu laMkAvAsiyoM ko apane rAjya se bAhara nahIM kiyA, apitu apane sAmrAjya meM unheM mahattvapUrNa sthAna bhI diyA thaa| vaisA hI kArya Aja hama saba milakara ayodhyA meM kareM - merI yahI bhAvanA hai| ___ AsthA kA sambandha bhakti aura prema se jur3A hai, isalie rAma ke vizAla hRdaya ke anusAra hama sabako sAtha lekara cleN| rAma ke nAma para deza meM daMge-phasAda hoM, deza aneka bhAgoM meM ba~Te - yaha na to rAma ke lie aura na rAma ke bhaktoM ke lie saubhAgya kI bAta hogii| saubhAgya kI bAta to yaha hogI ki deza meM ekatA

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222 bikhare motI rahe aura usa ekatA ko hama bhAratIya saMskRti ke nAma se duniyA ke sAmane rakha sakeM / prazna- rAma jana-jana ke roma-roma meM samAe hue haiN| to kyA ve rAma kisI patthara kI imArata ke mohatAja haiM ? DaoN. sAhaba - ApakA kahanA sahI hai| jaba hamArA eka majadUra kulhAr3I calAtA hai, to usake mu~ha se 'he rAma' zabda nikalatA hai| rAma kaNa-kaNa meM vyApta haiM, hareka ke mana meM vyApta haiM / phira bhI yadi yaha prazna khar3A ho hI gayA hai to hama use yaha kahakara nahIM TAla sakate ki rAma sabake hRdaya meM base haiM, isalie unake mandira kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| Akhira rAma hRdayoM meM base haiM na, isIlie to mandira banate haiM, hRdayoM meM nahIM hote to, mandira kauna banAtA / prazna - bhArilla sAhaba ! rAma kI maryAdA ko kAyama rakhate hue mandira bane yaha to sahI hai. lekina jo alpasaMkhyaka loga haiM unake mana meM koI , - bhaya na rahe, ve apane ko surakSita samajheM - isake lie rAstA kaise nikalegA ? DaoN. sAhaba - rAstA na to nyAyAlaya nikAla sakatA hai aura na rAjanaitika loga nikAla sakate haiM / nyAyAlaya to kAnUna kI sImAoM meM ba~dhA hai, vaha isa dRSTi se dekhegA jamIna kisakI thI? kisake nAma hai ? kyA bananA cAhie? kyA karanA cAhie? vaha jo nirNaya degA, usase sampUrNa bhAratIya janamAnasa ko saMtoSa ho jAegA- isakI koI gAranTI nahIM hai / ho sakatA hai ki eka pakSa prasanna evaM dUsarA pakSa ekadama AMdolita ho jAe / - rAjanaitika loga bhI jo nirNaya deMge vaha unake voTa baiMka ke anusAra hogaa| eka mAtra sabhI dharmoM ke dharmaguru hI koI rAstA nikAla sakate haiM; kyoMki unhoMne apanA ghara-bAra chor3akara dharma ke pracAra-prasAra ke lie hI jIvana samarpita kiyA hai| ve loga apane vizAla hRdaya se soceM aura mila-baiThakara aisA nirNaya nikAleM

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e ayodhyA samasyA para vArtA 223 jo sabako mAnya ho, jisase sabhI ko prasannatA ho / nirNaya se eka pakSa prasanna evaM dUsarA nArAja ho - yaha acchI bAta nahIM hai / mujhe vizvAsa hai ki sabhI pakSoM ke dharmaguru milakara jo bhI nirNaya deMge; use sampUrNa bhArata sahaja bhAva se svIkAra kara legA; kyoMki janatA to samajhautA cAhatI hai, zAnti cAhatI hai, ekatA cAhatI hai| yadi hamAre dharmaguru aisA rAstA nahIM nikAla pAte to hameM koI dUsarA rAstA zeSa na rahane se nyAyAlaya kI zaraNa meM hI jAnA pdd'egaa| vahA~ para sau-sau varSa taka mukadame calate haiM aura koI nirNaya nahIM nikalatA / nirNaya nikale bhI to bhI janamAnasa ko mAnya nahIM hotaa| nirNaya nikalane taka to kitane daMge-phasAda ho jAte haiM / isalie sahI nirNaya AsthAvAna santa-dharmaguru hI nikAla sakate haiN| ve sabhI pratijJA karake baiTheM ki hama sabhI ko mAnya rAstA nikAleMge, jisase kisI ko koI duHkha nahIM phuNcegaa| rAjanaitika loga dharmaguruoM kA mArgadarzana na kareM; lekina dharmaguru vizAla hRdaya ko lekara isa mAmale ko sulajhAe~ aura ve nirNaya lekara rAjanItijJoM se kaheM ki hamane yaha nirNaya liyA hai, Apa ise lAgU kiijie| yaha rAstA hI sahI hai| prazna - bhArilla sAhaba ! kyA Apa isa bAre meM kucha kahanA cAheMge ki donoM pakSa baiThakara bAta kareM aura una bAtoM ko gauNa kareM, jo hama Apasa meM nahIM sulajhA sakate haiN| jo hama nahIM sulajhA sakate, unako hama paMcoM ke phaisale ke lie deM aura isake pIche koI zarta, koI samayasImA nizcita nahIM kareM / ApakI kyA rAya hai? - DaoN. sAhaba - bAta akelI mandira athavA masjida kI nahIM hai / bAta bahuta kucha Age kI hai / savAla buDDhI ke marane kA nahIM hai, mauta ghara dekha gaI hai samasyA yaha hai / usa sthAna para mandira bane yA masjida - itanA hI muddA nahIM hai / hamAre muslima bhAiyoM ko aisA lagatA hai ki Aja yahA~ huA, kala mathurA meM hogA, parasoM banArasa meM hogA / to kyA sArI masjideM mandira meM badala jAe~gI? samasyA yaha hai| aura isa samasyA ke samAdhAna hetu donoM pakSoM ko

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224 bikhare motI nirmala hRdaya se bAta karanI hogii| yadi bAta ayodhyA taka hI hotI to abataka nipaTa gaI hotii| __ maiMne kala hI akhabAra meM par3hA ki - eka bhAI kahatA hai savAla yaha nahIM hai ki vahA~ mandira banegA yA nahIM? savAla yaha hai ki isa deza meM hindU saMskRti calegI athavA anya? - yaha jo bhAvanA hai, vaha samasyA ko hala nahIM hone detii| isase jaba vArtA karane baiTheMge to pIche se dabAva banegA ki yadi phaisalA hamAre pakSa meM nahIM huA to hama yaha kara deMge, hama vaha kara deNge| donoM ora se dhamakiyA~ dekara apane anukUla nirNaya karAne kA prayatna hogA aura isalie samayasImA bA~dhI jaaegii| vAstava meM sApha hRdaya se kAma ho to kAma 3 mAha kA bhI nahIM hai| yadi khule hRdaya se nahIM kiyA to varSoM taka nipaTanevAlA nahIM hai| prazna - bhAratIya saMskRti to hamezA prema aura sahayoga kI rahI hai| usa paramparA meM ye TakarAva kI sthitiyA~ kaise A gaIM aura samasyA utpanna ho gaI? DaoN. sAhaba - yaha bAta aisI hai ki samajhaute kucha lekara aura kucha dekara hote haiM; lekina samajhaute meM jo adhika tyAga karegA vaha mahAna hogA, jo jyAdA lene kA prayatna karegA vaha mahAna siddha nahIM hogaa| jahA~ taka bhAratIya janatA kA savAla hai, vaha yaha nahIM jAnanA cAhatI ki tumane kyA diyA aura kyA liyA? vaha to samajhautA hone para zAMti kI sA~sa legii| use samajhaute meM hI prasannatA hogii| ___ bhAratIya janatA ko samajhAyA jAe ki mandira bahuta sundara aura vizAla banegA para thor3A-sA 50 kadama haTakara bnegaa| isase bhAratIya mAnasa ekadama Andolita honevAlA nahIM hai| mere kahane kA matalaba yaha hai ki bAta samajhAI jA sakatI hai| aise hI muslima bhAiyoM ko bhI samajhAyA jA sakatA hai| isameM savAla udAratA kA hai, jo udAratA dikhAegA, vaha mahAna siddha hogaa| hamArA deza dAna ke lie prasiddha hai, vaha hamezA apanA sarvasva dene ko taiyAra rahatA hai| jise mahAna bananA hai, use lene se jyAdA dene para bala denA pdd'egaa| yahI ekamAtra rAstA hai|