Lokottar Dandharm Anukampa

Author(s): Yugbhushanvijay
Publisher: Gitarth Ganga
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005875/1

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lokottara dAnadharmI anukaMpA ) 6. ra a T / S , pravacanakArI pA, 5. maMNivarya zrI yugabhUSaNavijayajI rAja - ( paMDita mahArAja sAheba)

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lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" : AzIrvAdadAtA : SagdarzanavizArada, prAvacanikaprabhAvaka sva. pa. pU. munirAjazrI mohajitavijayajI ma.sA. (moTA paMDita mahArAja) : pravacanakAra : siddhAMtamahodadhi, karmasAhityanipuNa sva. AcAryadeveza zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA ziSyaratna vyAkhyAnavAcaspati, suvizAlagacchAdhipati sva. AcAryadeveza zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA ziSyaratna sanmArgadezanAdakSa, yogamArgamarmajJapa.pU. gaNivarya zrI yugabhUSaNavijayajI ma.sA. (nAnA paMDita mahArAja) : prakAzaka : mAtAthI 5, jaina marcaMTa sosAyaTI, phattehapurA roDa, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-7.

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lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" pravacanakAra : sanmArgadezanAdakSa, paramatattvavid pa. pU. gaNivarya zrI yugabhUSaNavijayajI ma. sA. (nAnA paMDita mahArAja) vI.saM. : 2549 AvRttiH prathama vi.saM. : 2059 nakala : 3000 mUlya : 40-00 (Athika sahayoga dAtA) caMcaLabena nAgaradAsa dharamazI zAha - sahaparivAra, hA. sa. rasIlAbena dalIcaMda zAha, muMbai. kheDAvALA sva. zrI maNIlAla bAlAbhAi zeTha, sva. gajIbA maNIlAla zeTha tathA sva. zrI cInubhAi maNIlAla zeThanA smaraNArthe haste jazavaMtalAla maNIlAla zeTha taraphathI ziriSabhAi maNIlAla zeTha, amadAvAda. hIrAbhAi jAdavajI zAha, amadAvAda. pradIpabhAI choTAlAla mahetA, kalakattA. prakAzaka : mAtArtha >> tha 33.H 5, jena marcanTa sosAyaTI, phattehapurA roDa, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-0. : mudraka : mudreza purohita sUryA ophaseTa, AMbalI gAma, seTelAiTa-bopala roDa, amadAvAda-58

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prakAzakIya "gItArtha gaMgA"nuM mukhya lakSya to ApaNA upakArI pUrvAcAryo jevA ke 5.pU.A.zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., pa.pU. upAdhyAyajI zrI yazovijayajI Adi racita jainazAstromAM patharAyelAM vividha paramArthI tattvonAM rahasyonuM naya, nikSepa, vyavahAra, nizcaya sApekSa arthagAMbhIryapUrNa vizleSaNa karavAnuM che, jethI zrI jainasaMghane te te padArthonA sarvAMgI bodhamAM sahAyakatA maLe. A kArya atyaMta vistAravALuM ane gahana che. ghaNA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto AmAM sahAya karI rahyA che, zrAvako ane zrAvikAo paNa sau saune yogya kAryo saMbhALI rahyA che, paraMtu kAma samaya mAMgI le tema che. daramyAna zrIsaMghamAMthI jijJAsu mumukSuo tathA zrAvako-zrAvikAo taraphathI evI mAMga vAraMvAra Ave che ke pU. munirAja zrI mohajitavijayajI ma. sA. tathA pU. gaNivarya zrI yugabhUSaNavijayajI ma.sA.nAM apAyelAM judA judA viSayo paranAM vyAkhyAno, tathA paMDitavarya zrI pravINabhAi motAe vividha zAstrIya viSayo para karelAM vivecano chapAvIne taiyAra karavAmAM Ave to sakaLa saMghane cokkasa lAbhadAyI nIvaDe. AvI vinaMtIone lakSyamAM rAkhIne TrasTe nakkI karyuM che ke AvAM vyAkhyAno tathA vivecanonA viSayo aMgenAM pustako prakAzita karavAM ane tene mAtra eka saMlagna pravRtti tarIke svIkAravI. A kAma gItArtha gaMgAnA mULa lakSathI saheja phaMTAya che, bodhanI vividhatA ane saraLatAnI dRSTie paNa bhinna prakAre che, chatAM tattvajijJAsu mATe hitakArI hovAthI uparyukta vinaMtI lakSyamAM rAkhIne, pradhAna kArya jyAM sudhI bahAra na Ave tyAM sudhI, kAmacalAu dhoraNe pUraka pravRtti tarIke svIkAravAmAM AvyuM che. tattvajijJAsu jIvo mATe AvAM pustako samvajJAna-darzana-cAritranI ArAdhanAmAM upayogI thaze tevI AzA sahita 5, jaina marcanTa sosAyaTI, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-7. TrasTI gaNa gItArtha gaMgA sarva hakka gItArtha gaMgA TrasTane AdhIna che.

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gujarAtI vyAkhyAnakAra :- 5. pU. munirAja zrI mohajitavijayajI (moTA paMDita ma.sA. 1. Azrava ane anubaMdha 2. pudgala vosirAvavAnI kriyA gItArtha gaMgA dvArA prakAzita vyAkhyAnanAM graMtho vyAkhyAnakAra :- pa. pU. gaNivarya.zrI yugabhUSaNavijayajI (nAnA paMDita ma.sA. cAlo, mokSanuM sAcuM svarUpa samajIe 2. zAsana sthApanA 4. bhAgavatI pravrajyA paricaya 6. darzanAcAra .. 10. 12. 3. 5. EUR. yogadRSTi samuccaya 11. manovijaya ane Atmazuddhi 43. 1. cittavRtti karmavAda karNikA praznottarI sadgati tamArA hAthamAM anekAMtavAda bhAvadharma (praNidhAna) bhAvadharma (pravRtti, vighnajaya, siddhi, viniyoga) 5. pU. gaNivarya zrI yugabhUSaNavijayajI (nAnA paMDita ma.sA.) saMpAdita zrAvakanA bAravratonAM vikalpo hindI vyAkhyAnakAra :- pa. pU. gaNivarya zrI yugabhUSaNavijayajI ( nAnA paMDita ma.sA. ) jaina zAsanasthApanA cittavRtti

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. gItArtha gaMgA dvArA prakAzita vivecananAM graMtho (gujarAtI) ( vivecanakAra :- paMDitavarya zrI praviNabhAi khImajI motA ) 1. yogaviMzikA zabdazaH vivecana (aprApya) adhyAtmaupaniSat prakaraNa zabdazaH vivecana 3. adhyAtmamata parIkSA zabdazaH vivecana bhAga - 1 adhyAtmamata parIkSA zabdazaH vivecana bhAga - 2 5. adhyAtmamata parIkSA zabdazaH vivecana bhAga - 3 6. viMzativiMzikA zabdazaH vivecana pUrva viMzativiMzikA zabdazaH vivecana uttarArdha ArAdhakavirAdhakacaturbhagI zabdazaH vivecana sakhyatva SasthAna caupaI zabdazaH vivecana adhyAtmasAra zabdazaH vivecana bhAga - 1 pratimAzataka zabdazaH vivecana bhAga - 1 12. pratimAzataka zabdazaH vivecana bhAga - 2 13. kupadraSTAMtavizadIkaraNa zabdazaH vivecana 14. paMcasUtra zabdazaH vivecana bhAga - 1 (sUga 1-2)

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aindrazarmapradaM daanmnukNpaasmnvitm| bhaktyA supAtradAnaM tu mokSadaM dezitaM jinaiH||1|| anukaMpA'nukaMpye syAdbhaktiH pAtre tu sNgtaa| anyathAdhIstu daatRnnaamticaarprsnyjikaa||2|| tatrAdyA duHkhinAM duHkhoddidhiirssaalpaasukhshrmaat| pRthivyAdau jinArcAdau yathA tdnukNpinaam||3|| stokAnAmupakAraH syAdAraMbhAdyatra bhuuysaam| tatrAnukaMpA na matA ythessttaapuurtkrmsu||4|| puSTAlaMbanamAzritya dAnazAlAdikarma yt| tattu pravacanonnatyA bIjAdhAnAdibhAvataH / / 5 / / bahUnAmupakAreNa naanukNpaanimitttaam| atikrAmati tenAtra mukhyo hetuH shubhaashyH||6|| kSetrAdi vyavahAreNa dRzyate phlsaadhnm| nizcayena punarbhAvaH kevalaH phlbhedkRt||7|| kAle'lpamapi lAbhAya nAkAle karma bhvpi| vRSTauM vRddhiH kaNasyApi knnkottivRthaa'nythaa||8|| dharmAMgatvaM sphuTIkartuM dAnasya bhgvaanpi| __ ata eva vrataM gRhNan dadau saMvatsaraM vsu||9|| sAdhunApi daMzAbhedaM praapyaitdnukNpaa| dattaM jJAtAdbhagavato raMkasyeva suhstinaa||10||

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na cAdhikaraNaM hyetadvizuddhAzayato mtm| api tvanyadguNasthAnaM gunnaantrnibndhnm||11|| vaiyAvRttye gRhasthAnAM niSedhaH zrUyate tu yH| sa autsargikatAM bibhratasyArthasya baadhkH||12|| ye tu dAnaM prazaMsantItyAdisUtre'pi sNgtH| . vihAya viSayo mRgyo dazAbhedaM vipshcitaa||13|| nanvevaM puNyabandhaH syAtsAdhorna ca sa issyte| ____puNyabanthAnyapIDAbhyAM channaM bhuMkte yato ytiH||14|| dInAdidAne puNyaM syAttadadAne ca piiddnm| zaktau pIDA'pratIkAre zAstrArthasya ca baadhnm||15|| kiM ca dAnena bhogAptistato bhvprNpraa| .. dharmAdharmakSayAnmuktirmumukSorneSTamityadaH / / 16 / / / naivaM yatpuNyabandho'pi dharmahetuH shubhodyH| vaDherdAhyaM vinAzyeva nazvaratvAtsvato mtH||17|| bhogAptirapi naitsmaadbhogprinnaamtH| maMtritaM zraddhayA puMsAM jlmpymRtaayte||18|| na ca svdaanpossaarthmuktmetdpeshlm| haribhadro hyado'bhANIdyata: sNvignpaakssikH||19|| (u. yazovijayajI mahArAjA kRta dvAnniza kAtrizikA prathama dAnabatrIsI zloka 1 thI 19)

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tA. 19-7-94, maMgaLavAra, copATI. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAonA mukhakamaLamAMthI nIkaLelI sarvajIva kalyANakAriNI vANIthI A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA thAya che. tIrthakaro artharUpe tattvano upadeza Ape che, ane gaNadharo tene sUtrarUpe gUMthe che. jyAM sudhI tIrthakaro sadehe vicaratA hoya che, tyAM sudhI teo vANI dvArA zreSTha upakAra karatA hoya che, ane te ja zabdadehe saMgrahAyelI vANI paraMparAe ApaNA sudhI tattva pahoMcADe che. pU. yazovijayajI upAdhyAyajI mahArAje "dhAtrizat kAtrizikA'mAM 'dAnabatrIsI'mAM dAnadharmanuM varNana karyuM cheH kalikALamAM ra1000 varSo sudhI A zAsana, saMgha, dharmazAstro vagere TakavAnAM che. A kALamAM tIrthasthAno, maMdiro, upAzrayo Adi sthAvara saMpatti game teTalI hoya paNa sUtra-zAstrono vAraso na hota to ApaNe ApaNA AtmAnuM kalyANa sAdhI na zakata. avicchinna paraMparAnA baLathI A zAstro ApaNane maLyAM che. vartamAnamAM paNa jo ApaNe tattva ke sAra pAmavo hoya to AlaMbanarUpe A zAstro ja che, bhale AkAramAM nAnAM lAge ne kiMmata paNa paisAthI bahu nathI; paNa tenI aMdara rahelAM tattvonA rahasyanuM mUlya AMkI zakAya tema nathI. temAMthI amUlya khajAno maLe che. tIrthakaronI gaMbhIra vANI sAkSAt AgamomAM gUMthAyelI che. "dvatrizaddhAMtrizikA" nAmano A graMtha sIdho Agama graMtha nathI, paNa AgamanAM rahasyone khole tevo saraLa arthabodhaka A graMtha pU.upAdhyAya zrIyazovijayajI mahArAjasAhebe racyo che. aitihAsika dRSTie teozrI Azare 350 varSa pUrve thayelA che. teo jagadguru pU. A. bha. zrImad vijaya hIrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA gacchamAM thayA che. te vakhate jainasaMghanI ghaNI jAhojalAlI hatI. pU. zrI vijaya lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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hIrasUri mahArAjAnA potAnA 2000 ziSyo hatA, ane ziSyanA ziSyo to ghaNA ja hatA. temAM vidvAna sAdhuo paNa aneka hatA, paraMtu pU. upAdhyAyajI zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjA saumAM ajoDa kakSAnA mahAtmA hatA. emanI vidvattAnAM vakhANa jeTalAM karIe teTalAM ochAM che. ATaluM adbhuta zAstrajJAna dharAvanAra temanA pachI koI thayA nathI. teo apratima buddhizALI hatA. kAzImAM itara dharmanA paMDito pAse jainazAsananI vijayapatAkA temaNe sthApita karI che. te kALanA kAzInA dhuraMdhara vidvAnoe temane "nyAya vizArada'nuM biruda ApyuM che. vicAro, temanI vidvattA keTalI haze ! pUrvAcAryo racita upalabdha graMtha saMkhyAmAM sauthI vadhAre lagabhaga 350 jeTalI emanI kRtio atyAre upalabdha che. teoe racanA to vadhAre karI che, paNa ghaNI nAza pAmI che. eka eka kRti lakhI ane e paNa master piece-namUnArUpa, vicAro teonuM bauddhika stara keTaluM UMcuM haze! teozrInI kRtiomAM temaNe amuka graMtho nAmathI to amuka graMtho zlokasamUhonA prakaraNonI saMkhyA sUcaka nAma dvArA judA pADyA che. udAharaNa tarIke amuka graMthonA nAmanA aMtamAM "rahasya' zabda Ave che, dA.ta. narahasya, upadezarahasya, syAdvAdarahasya, pramArahasya. to amuka graMthonA nAmanA aMte "sAra' zabda Ave che, dA.ta. adhyAtmasAra, jJAnasAra. vaLI amuka graMthonA nAmanA aMte "upaniSat' zabda Ave che, jema ke adhyAtmaupaniSat ane amuka graMthonA nAmanA aMte parIkSA zabda Ave che, jema ke AdhyAtmikamataparIkSA, adhyAtmamata parIkSA, dharmaparIkSA. vaLI amuka graMthomAM prakaraNo ke zlokonA jhUmakhA dvArA nAmAbhidhAna karela che. jema ke, jJAnasAraaSTaka graMthanAM dareka prakaraNa 8-8 zlokanA samUhavALAM che ane dvArkiMzadvatrizikA graMthanAM dareka prakaraNa 32-3ra zlokanA jhUmakhA svarUpe che. dAnadharmanI zreSThatA ane sarvavyApakatAnA kAraNe bhagavAna cAra dharmomAM pahelo dAnadharma prakAze che : A dhAtrizAtrizikA graMthamAM paheluM prakaraNa "dAnabatrIsI' che. temAM mukhyatve dAnadharmanuM varNana Ave che. dharmano prAraMbha dAnathI thAya che. tIrthakaro samavasaraNamAM caturmukhe dezanA ApatA jyAre pUrvamukhe sadehe bese che tyAre bAkInI traNa bAju devo dvArA teonI pratimA sthapAya che, jethI cAreya dizAnI bAre parSadAne prabhu potAnI sanmukha lAge che. prabhu cAra mukhethI jANe dharma batAve che ane te dharma dAna, zIla, lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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tapa, bhAvarUpa che. dAnadharmanI zreSThatAnA kAraNe tathA sarvavyApakatAnA kAraNe pahelo dAnadharma che. dharmano koI evo prakAra nathI ke jemAM dAna samAyeluM na hoya. tame koIpaNa dharma lo, pUjA, sAmAyika,sarvavirati A badhAmAM dAna samAyeluM che; kAraNa ke dAnadharmanI vyAkhyA ghaNI ja vistRta che. joke tame dAna zene mAno cho? sabhA:- khisuM khAlI karavuM tenuM nAma dAna. sAhebajI:- jeno Avo approach-abhigama hoya tene dAna upara elarjI che ema spaSTa thAya che. dAna ApavAthI khAlI thavAya tevuM lAge, te dAnano UMdho artha che. dhana-saMpatti dvArA satkAryo karavAM tenuM ja nAma dAna nathI, paraMtu koipaNa vastu svamAlikInI hoya ane tene tame svecchAe Apo, eTale dAna karyuM kahevAya. AdAnapradAnanI zakti cetanamAM che, jaDamAM nathI. dA.ta. jaDa evuM pustaka kaMI ApI ke laI zakatuM nathI. levaDadevaDanI zakti AtmAmAM che. dAnazakti ane lAbhazakti cetananA bhAvo che. jaDa padArtha AdAnapradAna karI zakato nathI. dAna cetanano guNa che, dAnane dharma tarIke khaMtavIe chIe. A kudaratano niyama che ke je Apo te ja pratibhAvarUpe maLe che. kudaratanA mULa pAyAnA nItiniyamo jANavA e ja dharmanI samajaNa che, tenA para zraddhA karavI te zraddhAdharma che, ane tenuM AcaraNa karavuM te AcAradharma che. tame jyAre kudarataviruddha vartana karo tyAre ja karma baMdhAya che, A mULabhUta siddhAMta che. * vizvavyApI niyama che ke tame je bIjAne Apo te tamane maLe. lokavyavahAramAM paNa tame koinA para krodha karo to tenI sAme tamane krodha ja maLe, lAgaNI Apo to sAme lAgaNI maLe. tame svArthI bano ane sAme udAratA mAMgo to na maLe. pratibhAva to tamArA vartanane anurUpa ja Ave che, A anubhavasiddha che. bIjAne azAMti Apazo to tamane azAMti ja maLaze. bIjAnA saMtApanA nimitta bano to tamane paNa saMtApa ja maLaze. tethI ja sAruM Apo to sAruM maLe. sArI vastunA dAnane dharma tarIke mahattva ApIe chIe. dAnanA paNa ghaNA prakAra che. tamArI pAse je haze te tame bIjAne ApI zakazo. jo tame duHkhI-azAMta hazo to jyAM hazo tyAM tame bIjAne paNa azAMti-du:kha ja Apazo. tethI pahelAM to je ApavuM che te svayaM pAmavuM paDe che. saMpatti ApavI hoya to pahelAM saMpatti joIe ane tenA para potAnI mAlikI joIe. kadI paNa pArakI lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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vastunuM dAna thatuM nathI. nahIMtara to tame AkhA gAmanI vastunuM dAna ApI do tema cho. jema sAdhu bhagavaMtone potAnA ghare vahorAve ane saMghajamaNamAM vahorAve tyAre vyavahAramAM keTalo taphAvata hoya che ! A badhAmAM kAraNa tamArI pArakA pratyenI manovRtti judI che. derAsaramAM paNa eka agarabattI pahelethI saLagatI hoya to paNa bIjI be pragaTAvaze ane potAne dharethI lAve tyAre eka ja peTAve. sabhA H- ekanA paNa TukaDA karIne pragaTAve. sAhebajI :- A vRtti tamArI saMkliSTa manodazAne sUcave che. pArakA paise dAnanI vRtti te kharuM dAna nathI. je vastu tamArI che ane jenA para tame AdhipatyamAlikI dharAvo cho, vaLI te paNa svecchAe zubhabhAva sAthe Apo, te dAna kahevAya. sabhA H- temAM badalAnI AzA rakhAya ? sAhebajI H- badalAnI AzA hovA chatAM paNa dAnamAM zubhabhAva hoya to phaLa avazya maLe, paNa tenI kiMmata ghaNI ghaTI jAya che. dAna ApatI vakhate jevI vRtti ane bhAvo haze tevuM phaLa maLaze. jainazAsanamAM badhI pravRttimAM pariNAmanuM analysis-vizleSaNa Avaze, nahIMtara anuSThAnanI samakakSa phaLa nahIM maLe. zubhabhAvathI karelA dAnanuM vahelA-moDA phaLa maLavAnuM ja che. sabhA :- atyAre ApavAthI nathI maLatuM paNa lUMTI levAthI maLe che. sAhebajI :- A jagatamAM meLavanArA thoDA che ane ApanArA paNa thoDA che; lUMTanArA vadhAre che ane nahi meLavanArA paNa vadhAre che, A sacoTa tarka che. Ane jarA vadhAre spaSTa karIe. kudaratamAM ApavAthI na maLatuM hoya ane lUMTavAthI maLatuM hoya to lUMTanArA ochA hovA joIe, kAraNa ke meLavanArA viralA ja che. jo puNyathI sukha na maLatAM duHkha maLatuM hoya, to puNya karanArA vadhAre hovA joIe, kAraNa ke duniyAmAM duHkhI jIvonI ghaNI moTI bahumatI che; te ja rIte jo pApathI sukha maLatuM hoya to pApa karanArA A jagatamAM ati alpa saMkhyaka hovA joIe, kAraNa ke sukhI jIvo atyaMta laghumatImAM che. jyAre vAstavikatA AnAthI viparIta che. A jagatamAM lUMTanArA vadhAre che, chatAM meLavanArA ochA che; ApanArA ochA che ane nahi meLavanArA vadhAre che. sArAMzarUpe puNya karanArA ochA che ane pApa karanArA vadhAre che. jo puNyathI duHkha maLatuM hoya to duHkhI ochA hovA joIe, kema ke puNya lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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karanArA ochA che; jo pApathI sukha maLatuM hoya to sukhI vadhAre hovA joIe, kema ke pApa karanArA vadhAre che. vartamAna vizvamAM avalokana karIe to duHkhI vadhAre che ke sukhI vadhAre che? sabhA-duHkhI vadhAre che. sAhebajI - tethI e sAbita thAya che ke duSkarma ja duHkhanuM kAraNa che, satkArya ja sukhanuM kAraNa che. dAnanA traNa prakAramAM zreSTha jJAnadAna, bIjuM abhayadAna, trIjuM dharmopagrAhadAna: zAstramAM dAnanI vyApakatA ghaNI ja batAvI che. badhI ja kriyAmAM sIdhI ke ADakatarI rIte dAnadharmano samAveza che. dAnano artha e che ke jeTalI sArI, UMcI, hitakArI cIjo che te dAnamAM ApavA yogya kahI che ane tenA paNa traNa prakAra pADyA che. (1) jJAnadAna, (2) abhayadAna ane (3) dharmopagrAhadAna. tIrthakaro vANI dvArA jagatane sAco kalyANano mArga batAve che, je koi jJAnadAna che. gaNadharo paNa te ja pramANe jJAnadAna kare che, jJAnI sAdhu mahAtmAo paNa upadeza dvArA jJAnadAna kare che. dAnanA traNa prakAramAM paisAthI apAtuM dAna ghaNuM ja halakuM che. jJAnadAnamAM samyapha jJAna ja ApavAnuM che, je grAhaka AtmAne hitakArI hoya. mithyAjJAna to sAmenAne pAyamAla karI nAMkhaze. bIjuM abhayadAna Ave che, te paNa jJAnadAnanI apekSAe halakuM che. * abhaya eTale nirbhaya banAve che. ahIM nirbhayatAthI prANanI nirbhayatA levAnI che. jIvamAtrane potAnA prANa sauthI vahAlA hoya che. sukhanI sAmagrI vahAlI che, duHkhanI sAmagrI gamatI nathI. mATe ja mRtyuthI gabharAIe chIe, jIvavA khAtara sarvasvano tyAga karIe chIe. potAno jIva saune vhAlo che. tenA rakSaNanI jenA dvArA khAtarI maLe che te abhayadAna che. AnAthI jIvanuM vartamAna jIvana surakSita thAya che; paraMtu samyapha jJAnadAnathI to tenA bhavobhava surakSita thAya che. A bhavanAM mRtyu-saMtApa-duHkho jenAthI TaLe tenuM nAma abhayadAna, bhavobhavanAM mRtyu-saMtApaduHkho jenAthI TaLe tenuM nAma jJAnadAna. dharmanA kSetramAM dhananI udAratA hoya teTalA mAtrathI tame dAnezvarI nathI thaI . lokottara dAnadharma anukaMpA"

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jatA. abajo kharaco to paNa jJAnadAna ane abhayadAnanI tole A dhanadAna AvatuM nathI. ame tamArA zrAvakAcAramAM sAmAyikane UMco dharma kahIe chIe; kAraNa temAM abhayadAna Ave che. jyAre dravyapUjA-supAtradAna-sAdharmika bhakti karavAmAM paisAnuM dAna samAyeluM che. sAmAyikanuM phaLa keTaluM? to kahe che ke AkhI pRthvIne ratnanI pratimAovALA sonAnA derAsarothI maDhI lo to paNa tenuM phaLa eka bhAvasAmAyikanA phaLanI tole nathI AvatuM; kAraNa ke UMcA dAnano prakAra sAmAyikamAM che. dhanadAnamAM AraMbhasamAraMbha samAyelA che, jyAre sAmAyikamAM AraMbha-samAraMbhazUnya abhayadAna samAyeluM che. dAnanI jeTalI UMcI kakSA teTalo dharma UMco haze. jema zrAvakane upavAsamAM AhArano tyAga Avyo, eTale teTalA AhAranA jIvone khAvA nimitte mAtra AMzika abhayadAna tame Apo cho; kAraNa ke zrAvaka eka paNa jIvane jIvanamAM saMpUrNa rIte abhayadAna ApI zakato nathI. game teTalAM vrato-niyamo pALo to paNa chakAyanA koI paNa jIvane saMpUrNa rIte tame abhayadAna ApI zakatA nathI, te to sAdhujIvanamAM ja zakya che. tamArA jIvananuM mALakhuM ja evuM che ke temAM hiMsA thavAnI zakyatA pUrepUrI samAyelI che. 12 vrata lo to paNa temAM tame eka paNa jIvane saMpUrNa rIte abhayadAna nathI ApI zakatA. paMcendriya jIvane, jema ke hAthI ke mANasane koipaNa rIte nahIM mAruM, evuM paNa tame paccakhANa nathI laI zakatA, kAraNa paccakhkhANa lIdhA pachI TrenamAM beThA ne eksIDanTa thAya ane jo hAthI ke mANasa marI jAya to tamAruM vrata bhAMgI jaze. eka paNa jIvane saMpUrNa abhayadAna to sAdhujIvanamAM ja ApI zakAya che. dhanadAna karatAM abhayadAna UMcuM che. mATe ja sAmAyika, pratikramaNanuM mUlya vadhAre che. vyavahAramAM paNa abhayadAnane UMcuM dAna kahyuM che. kAraNa ke koI jIvane lAkha rUpiyA Apo ane kaho ke aThavADiyA pachI tane mArI nAkhIzuM, to e rUpiyA le kharo? AvuM dAna te nahIM ja svIkAre, kAraNa tene teno jIva sauthI vadhAre vahAlo che. tethI dhanadAna chelluM mUkyuM che, jenI A graMthamAM mukhyatve samIkSA Avaze. ahIM saMpattithI thatA dAnanA prakAra batAvyA che, temAM viveka-kartavya-ucita AcAra vagere bhAvonuM paNa vivecana Avaze. sabhA - koI mAMgavA Ave tyAre. "lai jA chUTakAro kara, mAthuM nahIM khA," AvA bhAva sAthe dAna apAya kharuM? lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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sAhebajI:- A dAnane vizuddha dAnadharmamAM mukAya ja nahIM. dAnamAM to sArI ja vastu ApavAnI che, sArA bhAvathI ApavAnI che. sabhA - sArI eTale kevI? sAhebajI:- tame pote je khAtA ho, bhogavatA ho. tamArA levalanI ja vastu levAnI che. madhyama mANasa hoya to tenA pramANe, sAmAnya mANasane tenA pramANe samajavAnuM che. tamArI sArI vastu pAchI tamArI mAlikInI hoya te svecchAe zubhabhAva sAthe dAnamAM ApavAnI che. eThuM-jUThuM Apo to na cAle. tiraskArathI Apo to te paNa yogya nathI. sabhA - jamaNavAramAM bagADa bahu ja thAya che, tethI eThuM-jUThuM bhANAmAMthI laine bhikhArIne apAya che, te zuM ucita che? sAhebajI:- atyAre to dezanI paristhiti evI che ke garIbInA kAraNe loko ukaraDAmAMthI paNa vINI vINIne khAya che. sabhA :- A badhAnuM kAraNa vasati vadhAro che? sAhebajI:- to tame bhramamAM cho. A dezanI dharatI evI rasakasavALI che ke vasati bamaNI thAya to paNa badhAne poSaNa ApI zake. A niSNAta arthazAstrIono paNa abhiprAya che. kudarate ghaNuM ja ApyuM che. atyAre moMghodATa yaMtravAdano vikAsa che ane tenA kAraNe ja kRtrima garIbI UbhI thAya che. sabhA:-hamaNAM to chApAmAM paNa vasati vadhArAnuM ghaNuM ja Ave che. - sAhebajI:- tamArA mAthAmAM bhUta bharAvavuM hoya to pracAra kare. A dezanI jamInamAM eka dANo vAvo to hajAra dANA Uge ema che. A badhI garIbI to kRtrima che ane temAM sapaDAyelA loko eMThavADa paNa khAI jAya. paNa A aiThavADane dAna ApyuM na kahevAya. pazunI vAta judI che. mAnava mAnava sAthenA vyavahAramAM to sabhyatAnA nAte paNa dAnamAM cokhkhI rasoI ApavI yogya che. ApatI vakhate manamAM thAya ke ApaNe paNa AvA bhavo karyA haze ! ane jo hajIe dAna nahIM karIe to AvA keTalAye bhavo Avaze. e loko sAco dharma nathI pAmyA, tethI ja AvA bhavo temane AvyA che. AvA bhAvo tamane bhikhArIne dAna karatI vakhate AvavA joIe. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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pAtrabhedanA AdhAre dAnadharmanA be prakAra : dhanadAnanuM je varNana karyuM che, temAM tenA prakAra pramANe phaLarUpa mahimA kahyo che. dAnanA be vikalpo batAvyA che. (1) anukaMpAdAna ane (2) supAtradAna. anukaMpAdAna :- (mahimA) :- svargalokanAM devatAI sukhone ApavAnI kSamatA dharAvatuM anukaMpAdAna che. anukaMpAdAnamAM devatAi sukha ApavAnI tAkAta che, to mRtyulokanAM sukha ApavAnI tAkAta to hoya ja. A jagatanAM bhautika sukho ApavAnI tAkAta A dAnamAM che. supAtradAna :- (mahimA) :- supAtradAnathI puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya dvArA mokSa sudhInA phaLanI prApti thAya che. eno matalaba ema nathI ke indranAM devatAi sukho tenAthI na maLe. jyAM mokSanAM parAkASThAnAM sukho maLe tema che, tyAM indra AdinAM sukho to maLe ja. anukaMpAdAnanA paNa ghaNA prakAro che. AryadezanuM anukaMpAdAna, anAryadezanuM anukaMpAdAna; dharmAtmAnuM anukaMpAdAna, adharmInuM anukaMpAdAna; jainadharmanuM anukaMpAdAna, itaradharmanuM anukaMpAdAna; jinAjJApUrvakanuM anukaMpAdAna, jinAjJAzUnya anukaMpAdAna; vagere aneka prakAro Ave. ahIM jinAjJApUrvakanA anukaMpAdAnanuM phaLa indra saMbaMdhI devatAI sukho che ane jinAjJApUrvakanA supAtradAnanuM phaLa puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya dvArA mokSa kahyuM che. atyAre tamane je sArI sAdhanasAmagrI maLI che, temAM bhUtakALamAM tamArA dvArA apAyeluM dAna ja kAraNa che, je ApyuM che te vaLatararUpe maLyuM che; are ! duHkho paNa je Ave che te bhUtakALamAM bIjAne duHkho ApyAnA kAraNe ja Ave che. TUMkamAM atyAre tame jevo dAnadharma karazo tevuM ja tame bhavAMtaramAM pAmazo. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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tA. 20-7-94, budhavAra. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jagatanA jIvamAtrane potAnI bhUmikAne anurUpa ucita vyavahArane batAvanAra A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. bhaktipAtramAM supAtradAna, dayApAtramAM anukaMpAdAnaH jagatanA badhA AtmAo mULabhUta rIte samAna che. siddha bhagavaMtanuM jevuM svarUpa che tevuM ja bIjA badhA jIvonuM svarUpa che. siddha bhagavaMtamAM jevuM kevalajJAna, kevaladarzana samAyeluM che, tevuM ja kIDI-maMkoDA badhAmAM che. zuddha svarUpe jIvamAtra paramAtmA che. sarva jIvo zuddha-buddha, niraMjana-nirAkAra che, paNa temanuM A svarUpa atyAre dabAyeluM che ane vikRta svarUpa ja pragaTa che. tethI badhA jIvone samAnarUpe mulavAya nahIM. je vyakti je samaye je bhUmikAmAM hoya tene anurUpa ja tenI sAthe vyavahAra karavAno che. jo badhAnI sAthe samAnabhAvathI vyavahAra karIe to cokkasa pApa lAge. atyAre bhUmikAnI apekSAe badhA jIvo samAna che ja nahIM. koI guNiyala che to koI duSTa che; koI saMta che to koI zetAna che; koI dharmI che to koI adharmI che, tethI spaSTa bhedarekhA paDaze. chatAM paNa samAna bhAva rAkhIe ane samAna vyavahAra karIe to doSa lAge. dareka jagyAe jIvanI bhUmikA jovAnI Avaze. dAnadharmanA be bheda paDe che, tenuM kAraNa pAtramAM ja bheda che. amuka pAtro guNahIna che tyAM pUjyatAno bhAva karI zakAya nahIM, jyAre amuka pAtro guNiyala che tyAM dayAno bhAva karI zakAya nahIM. tethI badhA AtmAne sarakhA mAnavAnA nathI. dayApAtrane bhaktipAtra nathI mAnavAnA ane bhaktipAtrane dayApAtra nathI mAnavAnA. ApaNe tyAM "saba samAna'no bhAva nathI. badhAmAM ja samAnatAno bhAva lAvavo hoya to tamAre tamAruM levala UMcuM lAvI samatAmAM tamArI jAtane laI javI paDe. te - lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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pahelAM samAnabhAva karavAthI azubha karma baMdhAze. atyAre to sajjana-durjana, dharmAtmA-adharmI, saMta-zetAnanA bheda pADavA ja paDaze. apUjayane pUjyabuddhithI namaskAra karo to paNa pApa lAge. sabhA:- sAro vyavahAra karavAthI paNa pApa baMdhAya? sAhebajI:- hA, namratA-vinaya e badhA sArA vyavahAra che. to paNa game tyAM namra na banAya, namratA-dayA jayAM karavA lAyaka hoya tyAM ja karAya. dA.ta. prabhu pratye dayA na ja karAya, guMDAno vinaya na karAya. nAlAyaka pratye dayA na karAya. lokamAM paNa kahevata che ke "dayA DAkaNane khAya'. tethI badhAmAM ja viveka joIze. ucita jagyAe ja ucita bhAva thavo joIe, dayAnA sthAne bhaktino bhAva nahi, bhaktinA sthAne dayAno bhAva nahi. dAna e satkArya che, temAM svayaM potAnI mAlikIno adhikAra svecchAe tyAga karavAno che; te mATe udAratAno guNa paNa joIe. koI kaMjUsa mANasa udAratAnAM vakhANa kare, dAna karanAra vyaktinI hAtha joDI anumodanA kare, teTalA mAtrathI dAnadharma thaI jato nathI. game te bhAvathI game tyAM dAna karo te paNa yogya nathI. bhaktipAtramAM supAtradAna ane dayApAtramAM anukaMpAdAna hoya che. A badhI bhedarekhA jyAM sudhI tame samatAmAM nathI AvyA tyAM sudhI ja che, pachI badhuM ja samAna che. sabhA :- A samatAnI bhUmikA atyAre nathI ne? sAhebajI :- A kSetramAM A kakSAnA mahAtmA che ja nahIM. zuddha samatAne pAmelo eka paNa jIva atyAre nathI. jema kevalajJAna nathI tema A bhUmikAno paNa viccheda che. sabhA - chae kAyanA jIvonI rakSAnA pariNAmamAM samatAbhAva che? sAhebajI:-chae kAyanA jIvonI rakSAmAM paNa karuNA bhAva, dayAno pariNAma lAvavAno che. kIDI, maMkoDAne du:khI jIva mAnIne dayA karavAnI che. tene joIne ema thAya ke kevA karmavaza jIva che ! A duHkhamaya saMsArasAgaramAM te rakhaDI rahyo che. bhUtakALamAM huM paNa A rIte anaMtIvAra rakhaDyo hoiza, ane cetIza nahIM to haju paNa rakhaDIza: AvA bhAvathI dayA karavAnI che. bahAranuM duHkha dUra karavAnI bhAvanA thAya paNa sAthe aMdara bhAvadayA na thAya to paNa aviveka che. : lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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sabhA - vAMdA Adi maratA hoya tyAre navakAra saMbhaLAvavAthI lAbha kharo? sAhebajI:-vAMdAne kAna nathI, cauriMdriya sudhI kAna che ja nahIM. phakta paMcendriya pAse ja kAna che. cakalA-cakalI, sApa-kabUtara vagere pAse kAna che, tenA kAraNe teo sAMbhaLI zake. lAyakAtavALA saMjJI paMcendriya jIvone dharma saMbhaLAvavAthI, zubha pariNAma dvArA temanI sadgati thayAnA ghaNA dAkhalA zAstramAM che; paraMtu asaMjJI jIva dharma samajI zakato nathI. game te jIvane A bhavacakramAM dharma pAmavo hoya to saMjJIpaNuM to pAmavuM ja paDe. tIrthakaro sadehe maLyA to paNa asaMjJI jIvo dharma pAmyA nathI. samavasaraNamAM khAlI manuSyo ne devatAo ja AvatA evuM nathI, paraMtu saMjJI pazupaMkhIo paNa AvatAM hatAM. temanuM paNa tyAM sthAna hoya che. mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAne caMDakauzikane dharma pamADyo, munisuvratasvAmIe ghoDAne dharma pamADyo, paNa koI tIrthakare jhADa, kIDI, maMkoDA vagerene dharma pamADyo hoya tevuM zAstramAM kyAMya AvatuM nathI. cAreya gatinA saMjJI jIvomAM jo lAyakAta hoya ane puNyano udaya hoya to dharma pAmI zake che; paNa sarvavirati cAritradharma to phakta manuSyabhavamAM ja che, bAkI dharmanI prApti cAre gatimAM zakya che. ghaNA jIvo tiryaMca-narakamAM paNa samakita pAme che. TUMkamAM dharma pAmavA mATe saMjJIpaMcendriyapaNuM to avazya joIe ja. asaMjJIpaMcendriyane dharma mATe sarvathA geralAyaka kahyA che, kAraNa ke teono dharma pAmavA mATe je Avazyaka bhautika vikAsa thavo joIe te vikAsa adhUro che. tyAM mana vikasita nathI, iMdriya paNa pUrNa nathI. sabhA:- to pachI bahero dharma pAmI zake kharo? sAhebajI:- asaMjJIpaNuM boluM chuM, kAMI AMdhaLo-bahero dharma na pAme tevuM bolyo nathI. saMjJIpaMcendriyamAM bahero hoya paNa tenuM mana asaMjJIpaMcendriya karatAM vadhAre vikasita thayeluM hoya che. manuSyayonimAM jIva mUMgo, bahero AMdhaLo hoya to paNa te tamArI lAgaNIne samajI zake tema che, jayAre asaMjJI AvuM pakaDI zakato nathI. kUtaro paNa mANasanI AMkha joIne samajI zake che ke temAM jhera che ke vAtsalya che, paraMtu tamArI jema tenI pAse zabdothI abhivyakti karavAnI zakti nathI. kAraNa tenI pAse bhASAnuM mAdhyama nathI. zikArI kUtarAone paNa pALatAM pahelAM khUba lAgaNI Ape che, jethI teo zAMta ane ThaMDA thaI jAya che. Ama to temanI prakRti lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 11

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mANasane khAi jAya tevI hoya che, paraMtu lAgaNI baMdhAyA pachI teno mAlika jo moDo Ave to khAya-pIe paNa nahIM. mAlika mAMdo paDe to becena thaI jAya. saMjJIpaMcendriya bahero hoya to vAMdho nahIM, paNa jIvamAM dharma pAmavAnI lAyakAta joIe. ApaNe paNa jo asaMjJIpaMcendriyamAM jatA rahIzuM to tyAM ApaNane paNa dharma pAmavAnI zakyatA rahetI ja nathI. cAre gatimAM samakita sudhInI bhUmikAne pAmI zakAya che, paNa sarvavirati to manuSyabhavamAM ja pAmI zakAya che, ane A manuSyabhava pAmyA pachI paNa ucca bhUmikA nathI AvatI tyAM sudhI zreSTha dharma nathI Avato. samatAno bhAva to niraticAra cAritra pAmyA pachI ja pAmI zakAya. sabhA :- sarva dharma samAna che ? : sAhebajI :- 'sarva dharma samAna che' e vidhAna khoTuM che, zAstromAM sarva dharma samabhAva kahyo che; paNa te samatAnI bhUmikAmAM gayA pachI ja. samAnabhAva judI vastu che ne samabhAva judI vastu che. samabhAvamAM gayelA paNa sarvadharma samAna nathI mAnatA, paNa sarvadharma pratye samabhAva mAne che. samAna kahezo to AtmavaMcanA thaze; dA.ta. jainadharmamAM rAtre khAvuM pApa che, jyAre muslima dharmamAM rojA vakhate rAtre ja khavAya temAM teo dharma mAne che. A rIte paraspara virodhI vAto karanArA dharma hoya tyAre 'sarva dharma samAna' kaI rIte kahevAya ? tamAre anAja-kapaDAM-mANasa badhAmAM kvoliTI paDe, paNa dharmamAM ja badhuM samAna ! A barAbara nathI. A vAtanI zarUAta karanAra gAMdhIjI che. jaina zAstra kahe che ke atyAre ApaNe ApaNI bhUmikA mujaba sarva dharma pratye sahiSNutAno bhAva rAkhavAno che. arthAt koI bIjA dharmane vakhoDavA ke anya dharma pratye dveSa-tiraskArano bhAva karavo nahIM. potAnA dharmamAM je temane sAruM lAgatuM hoya, ane karatA hoya to bhale kare. jene je game te Acare. dharma kAMI baLajabarIthI lAdI devAnI vastu nathI. dharma aMtaranA umaLakAthI AtmakalyANa mATe karavAno che. bIjA dharmamAM paNa prabhunI AjJA anusAra je vAto che, te amane paNa mAnya che. ame tenI anumodanA karIe chIe. sarva dharma sahiSNutA, sarva dharma samanvaya, sarva dharma samabhAva A traNa sUtro traNa judI judI bhUmikAvALA mATe che H 'sarvadharmasahiSNutA' e sUtra prAthamika bhUmikA mATe che, jyAre lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 12

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sarvadharmasamanvaya' e sUtra je jJAnI gItArtha che, syAdvAdane bhaNelA che, temane mATe che; kAraNa jayAM jeTaluM sAcuM che tene samajIne teo samanvaya kare che. "sarva dharma samabhAva' e sUtra samatAmAM rahelA mATe Avaze. atyAre tamAre sarva dharma sahiSNutA keLavavAnI jarUra che. ame bIjA dharmo pratye ugra ne Akramaka banavAnuM kahetA nathI, paNa eTaluM to cokkasa kahIzuM ke sarva dharmone samAna mAnavA te to pUrepUro aviveka che. dAnadharmamAM jamAnAvAdano UMdho pravAha : vartamAnamAM sarva jIvo pratye samAnabhAva na hovAthI ApaNe dayApAtramAM anukaMpAbhAva karavAno che ane bhaktipAtramAM bhaktibhAva karavAno che. atyAre dAnanA kSetre bahu moTI garabaDo cAle che. A beno bheda pADavAnI vAta badhAne gamatI nathI. are ! anukaMpAdAna ja.dAna tarIke mahattvanuM lAge che. tethI mAnavasevA eja prabhusevA" tevuM bolAya che. eTale baMne dAnono zaMbhumeLo ja thAya che. vAstavamAM kayAM mAnava ane kyAM paramAtmA ! A baMnenI sevA kadI samAna thAya ja nahIM. AvuM bolanAre paramAtmAne oLakhyA ja nathI. "mAnavasevA' zabda paNa mithyAtvasUcaka che. duHkhI mAnavanI sevA nahi paNa dayA hoya. sevA to pUjyanI ja hoya. AvA zabdo bolatAM paNa jo manamAM tevo bhAva Ave to mithyAtva lAge. tame paNa jamAnAvAdanA UMdhA pravAhamAM adjust thaI-goThavAI gayA cho, tethI ja bolatAM khyAla nathI raheto. mAnavasevA tarIke tame je vyaktione lakSya karo cho te badhI lagabhaga guNahIna hoya che. AvA jIvo sevApAtra bane kharA? . huM jyAre gRhasthapaNAmAM hato, tyAre pU. A. zrI mukticaMdrasUrijI mahArAja, moTA AcArya bhagavaMta, mahArASTranA eka gAmamAM hatA ane te vakhate huM tyAM hAjara hato. tyAre eka moTI vyakti tyAM AvelI, ane temaNe vAtavAtamAM kahyuM ke ApaNe have dharmanA kSetramAM DhAMco badalavAnI jarUra che. AcArya bhagavaMte kAraNa pUchatAM temaNe kahyuM ke atyAre sAmAyika, pratikramaNa vagere je dharmAnuSThAno karAvIe chIe, tenA karatAM tamAre saue samAjasevAmAM rasa levo joIe, to ja sAdhunI jaina samAjamAM value-kiMmata raheze. sAhebajIe kahyuM ke tame amArI pAse samAjasevAnuM kAma karAvavA mAMgo cho?, tamArA hisAbe samAja e sevya che ane tenI ame sevA karIe eTale ame sevaka lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" - - - jawwwwwwwww 13

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thayA. tame amane guru kaho cho, mArgadarzaka gurumAMthI amane sevaka banAvavA mAMgatA ho, to tamArAthI amane khamAsamaNuM na apAya. samAja mATe ame pUjya ke amArA mATe samAja pUjya? pahelAM to dharmaguruone rAjAo paNa pUjyabuddhithI namatA. A ahaMkAranI vAta nathI, paraMtu sAdhue saMsAranAM badhAM pApono tyAga karI temAMthI mukta thaI niSpApa jIvana svIkAryuM che, tethI pApamaya jIvana jIvanArAnI sAdhuthI sevA na ja karAya. are ! mAnavatAnA kAmamAM sevAno bhAva paNa na Avavo joIe. atyAre mahAtmAo paNa anAthAzramo-hospiTalomAM garIba-dIna-duHkhiyAnI sevA karavAno upadeza Ape che, paraMtu tevI preraNA apAya nahIM. chatAM Ape to AvA avasare tame AvIne paNa kaho ke Aje emaNe evuM kAma karyuM ke lokoe jaina dharmanI vAhavAha karI. paNa AvI rIte vAhavAha na ja karAvAya. ghaNA loko kahe "raktapittiyA bALakone ame khAvAmAM mIThAI ApI tathA kaLaza laI-paga dhoI tilaka karI paherAmaNI paNa ApI." e lokoe to temanA dUdhathIpaga dhovAyA hoya tevuM jIvanamAM joyuM ja na hoya, mATe eTalI prazaMsA kare ke na pUcho vAta. ' sabhA - AvI rIte jaina dharma pratye ahobhAva thAya ne? sAhebajI:- dayApAtramAM AvI rIte bhakti na karAya. sAdharmika bhaktipAtra che ke dInaduHkhI bhaktipAtra che? jainadharmanA siddhAMtone badalIne jainadharma pratye ahobhAva na karAvAya. A sabhA:- paNa atyAre to vAhavAha kyAM thAya che te ja jovAya che. sAhebajI - dIna-anAthanI bhakti na thAya. bhUmikA pramANe vyavahAra che. mAnava pratye sevAno bhAva thAya to viveka cUkyA kahevAya. mAnavasevA e paNa mithyAtva che, to "mAnavasevA e ja prabhusevA' e to mahAmithyAtva thaze. are ! tame sArA khAnadAna gRhastha ho ane tamArI sarakhAmaNI jo koI guMDA sAthe kare ke jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApIne pachI bAjumAM guMDA sAthe besADIne jamADe to tamane kevuM lAgaze? sabhA:- duHkha ja thAya. sAhebajI - mAtra duHkha ja nahIM, paNa apamAna samajIne ghare ja jatA raho. eTale tame tamArI jAtanuM mUlyAMkana karo cho, to pachI jagatanA sarva zreSTha paramAtmAne pAmara mAnava sAthe sarakhAvo to zuM mahApApa na lAge? bhikhArIne jamavAnuM kaI 14 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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rIte Apo cho ane ame AvIe tyAre tame kaI rIte gocarI vahorAvo? A bemAM bheda to avazya paDe ja. * pAtra palaTAya eTale bhAva palaTAya ane bhAva palaTAya eTale vyavahAra paNa palaTAya. mahAtmA Ave tyAre temanA pratye ahobhAva hovAthI, jarUra paDe bahAra UbhA rahI rAha juo, vaLI page lAgIne gharamAM laI Avo. pAtra palaTAtAM ekalA bhAvamAM ja nahIM sAthe pravRttimAM paNa bheda paDaze ja. atyAre to evuM paNa bolanArA loko che ke maMdiramAM jaIne mUrtinI pUjA karavAthI kaMI bhakti thatI nathI, prabhu to mAnavanA hRdayamAM che. mAnavanI pUjAthI sAcI prabhupUjA thaze. tamArA mAnasamAM dayAbhAvanA ane bhaktibhAvanAM pAtro pheravAI gayAM che. janmathI, zarIrathI bhAratIya hovA chatAMimported mind-paradezI magaja taiyAra thayAM che, tethI ja AvuM bane che. sevA pUjyanI ja hoya ane dayA duHkhInI ja hoya, nahIMtara guNa keLavIne paNa gumAvavAnuM thaze. je guNo keLavIne tamArA AtmAne nukasAna thAya tevA guNo keLavavAthI zuM phAyado? tame koI dharmAtmAne juo ne bahumAna na thAya to temAM tamArA guNAnurAganI khAmI che, vaLI je dharmAtmA nathI ane tenA pratye bahumAna thAya te paNa tamArI vivekanI khAmI che. A sabhA:- bIjA dharmanA dostAra Ave to bahumAna karAya? sAhebajI - te vakhate tamAre sAmAjika ucita vyavahArano bhAva karavAno che. badhAnI dayA hoya nahIM, duHkhInI ja dayA karavAnI che, sukhInI dayA karavAnI nathI. tamAre ghare je mahemAna Ave tene dAna na apAya, mahemAnane tamAre saujanyatAlAgaNI-bhAvathI jamADavAnA che, tyAM dayAbhAva nathI karavAno. dIkarAne dayAbhAvathI nahIM paNa vAtsalyabhAvathI jamADo cho. dareka ThekANe pAtra badalAtAM bhAva judA Avaze. dIkarAne jamADavA ke mahemAnane jamADavA te kAMI dAna nathI, te to sAmAjika savyavahAra che. sabhA :- mahAtmAone upasarga-roga Adi Ave tyAre evo bhAva thAya ke temanuM duHkha huM dUra karuM. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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sAhebajI:- mahAtmA roga AdithI gherAyelA hoya ane temanAM duHkha dUra karavAnI tamane bhAvanA thAya, paNa te vakhate temanA mATe bicArAno bhAva Ave to azubha bhAva che, tyAM pUjyabhAva joIe. supAtrane bicArArUpe dayAbuddhithI dAna karo to pApa lAge. dayApAtramAM bhaktibhAva karo to tamArAmAM samakita hoya to paNa cAlyuM jAya, ane na hoya to AvavAno savAla ja Avato nathI. badhe ja viveka zIkhavo paDe. - dAnadharma jIvanamAM anivArya che. tamArI zakti hoya ane dAna na karo to aMtarAya karma baMdhAya. dAnadharma zreSTha dharma che, ane te karatAM AvaDe to cheka mokSa sudhI pahoMcADe, anukULa bhautika sAmagrI paNa apAve, teno mahimA aparaMpAra che. tamAma dharmomAM dAnadharma karavAnI preraNA che, paNa jainazAstramAM dAnadharmano ghaNo vistAra che. volyumonAM volyumo bharAya teTalI vAto che. navakAramAM "namo arihaMtANaM'thI cAlu karI "namo loe savvasAhUNaM sudhImAM namaskAra pUrA karyA. kAraNa ke ahIMyAM paMca parameSThIne pUjaya gaNyA che. zrAvaka . caturvidha saMghanA ghaTakarUpe bhaktipAtra kharo, paNa navakAramAM zrAvakano naMbara na ja lAge; kAraNa ke sAdhu mATe zrAvaka pUjya nathI. amane tamArA mATe bhaktibhAva thAya to paNa amane pApa lAge. pote je bhUmikAmAM hoya tenAthI nIcI bhUmikAvALAnI bhakti karavAnI na hoya. sabhA:- to pachI AcAryoe zrAvakonAM jIvanacaritro zuM kAma lakhyAM? sAhebajI:- kyAMya teoe zrAvakane hAtha joDyA che? khamAsamaNuM ApyuM che? namaskAra karyo che? temaNe bhakti nathI karI, paNa zrAvakanA guNonI anumodanA karI che. are ! ajaina hoya ane tenAmAM mokSamArgAnusAritAnA guNo hoya, to tIrthaMkara paramAtmA paNa tenI anumodanA kare che; to pachI amane zuM vAMdho hoya? anumodanA karavI judI vAta che, ne pUjayabhAva lAvavo te judI vAta che. prabhu paNa zAsananA nAyaka che tyAM sudhI guNanI upabRhaNA kare che. temaNe kAmadevazrAvakanI anumodanA karI che. eka vakhata kAmadevazrAvaka pauSadhamAM che, tyAre, rAtre devatAe temane calAyamAna karavA upasargo karyA che. A dasa mahAzrAvakomAM eka eka pAse eTaluM dhana che, je hAlanA bhAratanA koI paNa zrImaMtanA dhana karatAM adhika che, paraMtu dharma karavA bese 16 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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tyAre dharmamAM ekAkAra thaI jAya. eka vakhata kAmadeva zrAvaka rAtre pauSadhamAM kAussaggadhyAnamAM UbhA rahyA che. saMpUrNa jAgrata avasthAmAM che, tyAre temane calita karavA deva upasarga kare che. paNa pote dhyAnamAM ekAgra che, tethI thAkIne deva page lAgIne jato rahe che. savAre pauSadha pArIne prabhune vaMdana karavA jAya che, tyAre badhA sAdhuone bolAvIne prabhu kahe che ke "A kAmadeva zrAvaka saMsAramAM khUMpelo che, chatAM paNa AvI uttama ArAdhanA kare che; jyAre ApaNe to Akho saMsAra ja choDyo che, to kevI sAdhanA ka2vI joIe !'' ArAdhakatAno sAco guNa tamArAmAM joIne ame paNa tamArI anumodanA karIe, chatAM pUjyabhAva na thAya; nahIMtara viveka jAya. See Pro ayi lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 9 ttii 10

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60 tA. 22-7-94, guruvAra. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA dharmanI uttarottara zreSTha bhUmikAno prabodha karAvanArA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. AtmakalyANasAdhaka jeTalo paNa puruSArtha che te badhAno ja dharmamAM samAveza thaI jAya che, paraMtu temAM upalI kakSAno ane nIcalI kakSAno dharma spaSTa samajavo paDe. badhA ja dharmonuM ekasarakhuM mUlyAMkana karavAnuM nathI. supAtradAna ghaNuM UMcuM che, chatAM avasare anukaMpAdAna avazya karaNIya bhagavAne kahyuM che : dAnadharmamAM paNa ghaNA prakAro che, temAM badhA samAna staranA nathI. sauthI zreSTha dAna samyak jJAnadAna che, pachI abhayadAna, pachI dhanathI thatAM satkAryo che. A dhanadAnanuM paNa vargIkaraNa thAya che. te be prakAre che. (1) anukaMpAdAna ane (2) supAtradAna. anukaMpAdAna karatAM supAtradAna ghaNuM UMcuM che. UMcA dharmanI halakA dharma sAthe tulanA karavAthI ke halakA dharmanI UMcA dharma sAthe tulanA karavAthI pApa lAge che. A mithyAtva che. jema bhakti e eka prakArano dharma che, paNa temAM UMcI ne nIcI bhakti samajavI paDe. dA.ta. gRhastha bhagavAnanA maMdiramAM jaIne dhUna macAve, saMgItanA jalasA sAthe bhAvavibhora thaIne prabhunI bhakti kare, to paNa e bhakti sAdhunI prabhubhakti karatAM nIcI gaNAya. UMcI bhakti karavAno adhikAra sAdhune ja che. maMdiramAM hRdayathI jAtane bhUlIne 5ramAtmA sAme tanmaya thaIne nAcanArA zrAvaka karatAM, sAdhu mahAtmA, je maMdiramAM na paNa beThA hoya ane upAzrayamAM hoya to paNa temanI prabhubhakti UMcI che. sabhA :- to pachI rAvaNa-maMdodarInI bhakti kevI ? 18 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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sAhebajI :- temanI bhakti samyagdaSTinI bhakti che, chatAM bhAvasAdhunI jinabhaktinI tole to teM bhakti na ja Ave. Ama pratyeka dharmanA anuSThAnanI kakSA vicAro. dharma, dharma ja kahevAya, halako dharma kharAba che tema nathI, paNa halakA dharmane UMco mAno ane UMcA dharmane nIco mAno to te ghaNI ja moTI gerasamaja che. anukaMpAdAna ane supAtradAnamAM mahattAnI dRSTie supAtradAna UMcuM hovA chatAM anukaMpAdAna na karavAnuM nathI kahyuM. zAstramAM tulanA karatAM kahyuM ke prabhupUjA vidhipUrvaka karo, ke eka sAmAyika vidhipUrvaka karo to temAM sAmAyikanuM phaLa UMcuM che; kAraNa temAM vadhAre tyAga samAyelo che, viratinA UMcA guNono vikAsa che. A vAkya pakaDIne evo UMdho artha nathI karavAno ke jyAre TAIma maLe tyAre sAmAyika ja karavuM ne pUjA na karavI. avasare je karavA lAyaka dharma che te avasare te ja karavo ucita che. evI ja rIte anukaMpAdAna paNa avasare karavA lAyaka che. tIrthakaranI AjJA pramANe karo e sarva dharma ja che, chatAM baMne dharmanuM mUlyAMkana sarakhuM na karAya. tame pUjAnA avasare sAmAyika laIne beso te paNa doSa che ane sAmAyikanA TAIme pUjA karo te paNa doSa che. paNa tethI baMne anuSThAno pUjA ane sAmAyika sarakhAM na gaNAya, guNavattA ane phaLanI daSTie taphAvata to raheze ja. pUjAnA samaye sAmAyika laine beso to je tIrthakarono ApaNA upara ananya upakAra che, mahAna RNa che, temanuM bahumAna karavAno avasara cuMkAI jaze. AjanA lokapravAhanI keTalIka UlaTI mAnyatAonuM nirasanaH baMne dAnadharmo potapotAnA avasare karavAnA hovA chatAM, atyAre duniyA anukaMpAne UMco dharma mAne che ane supAtradAnane nIco-binajarUrI dharma mAne che. atyAre ghaNA jaino ema bolatA thayA che ke have derAsaro to ghaNAM thayAM che, e vadhAre karavAM jarUrI nathI. occhava-mahotsavamAM paisAnA dhumADA karavAnI jarUra nathI; paraMtu A kALamAM garIbInA kAraNe sabaDatA lokonI A paisAthI anukaMpA karavAnI jarUra che. temane supAtradAna karatAM anukaMpAdAna UMcuM lAge che. tamArI to A kakSA nathI ne? sabhA:-thoDI thoDI to che ja. sAhebajI - mAre ja banelo dAkhalo che. dharma karanArA, guNiyala vyaktitva. dharAvatA eka bhAino paricaya mane thayelo. temane jIvadayAnI khUba ja bhAvanA. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 19 - - - --

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vArasAmAM ja jainakuLanA ahiMsA-jayaNAnA saMskAro maLelA hatA. atyAre bhayaMkara hiMsArUpa katalakhAnAM ghaNAM ja che, tethI katala thatAM pazuone bacAvavA temaNe jIvadayAnuM kAma upADI lIdhuM hatuM. te kAma sAruM che, ame tene vakhoDatA nathI. ghaNI vakhata teo jAnanuM jokhama kheDIne laDI-jhaghaDIne paNa katalakhAne jatA jIvone bacAvI pAMjarApoLamAM laI jatA. pachI tenA rakSaNa mATe phaMDaphALo ugharAve, pote dAna Ape, jarUra paDe pacAsa-so dhakkA paNa khAtA. vicAro, temanAmAM dayA guNa keTalo haze ! prANIdayAnuM kAma to satata karatA ja hatA. teo eka vakhata vAta karatAM mane kahe, 'huM bhavobhava AvI jIvadayA karI zakuM evI zakti mane maLe. mArA mATe to A ja UMcI ArAdhanA che, jIvadayA choDIne mane mokSe javAnI jarUra paNa lAgatI nathI. saMsAramAM rahuM to bhavobhava pazuone bacAvI zakuM.' dharmanI kakSA na samajavAne kAraNe AvuM vicAre, paraMtu lAkho karoDo jIvane bacAvo, tenuM jIvanI jema jatana karo, to paNa te eka miniTanA sAdhupaNAnI tole na Ave. kayA dharmanuM phaLa mahAna ane kayA dharmanuM phaLa sAmAnya gaNAya, tenI spaSTa samajaNa joIe. tame game teTalAM pazuone choDAvo, to paNa eka paNa jIvane tame saMpUrNa abhayadAna ApI zakatA nathI; jyAre sAdhu to sarva jIvone jIvanabhara saMpUrNa abhayadAna Ape che. gAyane ghAsa khavarAvatAM, bIjA vanaspati Adi aneka jIvonI tame hiMsA karatA ho cho, te jIvo mare ja che. tethI temAM saMpUrNa abhayadAna nathI ja ApI zakatA. atyAre madhara TeresAne tame mahAna dayALu vyakti mAno cho. te mAnavadayAnAM ghaNAM kAryo kare che, paNa zAstranI dRSTie tenI AkhI jiMdagInI dayA karatAM, eka sAcA bhAvazrAvakanA sAmAyikanuM mUlya kaMI gaNuM vadhAre che. zAstra nahi samajanArane to lAge che ke be ghaDInA sAmAyikamAM zuM moTo dharma thaI gayo ? zrAvakanA eka eka anuSThAnanuM mahattva khabara che ? sAmAyikamAM je rIte jIvone abhayadAna apAya che tenI tole A mAnavadayA na ja Ave. eno artha evo paNa nathI ke anya ucita kartavyane gauNa karIne Akho divasa sAmAyika laine besI javAnuM. dharmAnuSThAnanI UMcI-nIcI kakSA barAbara samajavI paDe. atyAre samAjamAM anukaMpAdAnane ja biradAvavAmAM Ave che. eka mANasa jinamahotsavamAM lAkha rUpiyA kharace tenA karatAM mAnavatAnA kAmamAM vApare to vadhAre vAhavAha thAya che. keTalI UMdhI mAnyatAo pravarte che ! 20 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" .

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sabhA :- atyAre supAtradAna vidhipUrvaka nathI thatuM. temAM ghaNI avidhi hoya sAhebajI:-to anukaMpAdAnamAM avidhi nathI thatI? zAstra mAtra supAtradAnamAM ja vidhi batAve che ? badhuM ja bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba karavAnuM che. vaLI tame vidhipUrvakamAM kaI vidhino Agraha rAkho cho? zarUAtanA prAthamika dharmamAM thoDIka avidhi hoya ja. kAraNa ke niraticAranA levala sudhI haju ApaNe pahoMcyA nathI. sabhA -paNa atyAranA levala pramANe zuM? sAhebajI:-ema na bolo, atyAre paNa ghaNuM levala sacavAya che. chatAM jyAre moTI avidhi thAya tyAre ame kaDakAipUrvaka kahIe chIe. A kALamAM jinamaMdiro bAMdhatAM je vidhi-jayaNA Adi sacavAvAM joIe te kadAca na sacavAya, to te vakhate bAMdhanArano mukhya uddeza pavitra che te jovAnuM che, tathA teNe koI moTAM kukarma na karyA hoya to te kAma paNa anumodanIya ja che. - anukaMpAdAna ane supAtradAnanA bheda, pAtranA kAraNe ja paDyA che. dayApAtramAM dayA ja ane bhaktipAtramAM bhakti ja joIe. dayApAtramAM karAtuM dAna halakuM che, bhaktipAtramAM karAtuM dAna UMcuM che. atyAre tame prANIdayA ke mAnavatAnAM kAma karanArane joIne aMjAI jAo cho, te vyakti tamane UMcI lAge che. tethI tamane madhara TeresAnI dayA UMcI dekhAya che ane sAdhumahAtmAnI dayA nIcI dekhAya che. A tamArA vivekanI khAmI sUcave che. sabhA - hA, sAheba! samajaNa ghaNI ochI che. sAhebajI:- dharmamAM samajaNa hovI e agatyanI vastu che. samajaNa ochI hoya to mANasa game tyAM lapeTAI jAya che. tethI ja samajaNa keLavavI jarUrI che ane tenAthI ja mArgasthabuddhi jAgrata rahe che. sabhA - atyAre anArya dezomAM abhakSya(mAMsAhAra) khavaDAve che, te dAna kahevAya? sAhebajI:-anArya dezonAM dayA-dAna judA ja paDavAnAM. temanA levala pramANe temanI kvolITInuM mUlyAMkana karo to amane vAMdho nathI, paNa evAM kAmane tame paNa karavA lAyaka mAno to te mithyAtva, aviveka che. jaina tarIke tamArA mATe dharma judo Avaze. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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atyAre ApaNA loko mAne che ke tyAM yuropa-amerikAmAM paNa loko vejITerIyana thavA lAgyA che. paNa tamane khabara nathI ke hajI tyAMno 95% varga nonavejITerIyana che. temane tyAM vaMzaparaMparAnA saMskArathI roja mAMsAhAra thato hoya. tethI bhojana samaye jo koI garIba AMgaNe Ave, tene joIne tene ema thAya ke huM mArI zakti pramANe mArI pAse je che temAMthI tene khAvA ApuM, eTale mAMsa khAnAro temAMthI TukaDo dayAbhAvathI Ape. vaLI temAM svArthabhAvanA ke nAmanAnI apekSA na hoya to tenA mATe te anukaMpAdAna ja kahevAya. A ekadama halakI koTinuM anukaMpAdAna che. tenAthI puNya paNa halakI koTinuM ja baMdhAya. anArya dezomAM to AvuM ja dAna rahevAnuM. AjanI haoNspITalo ane zikSaNa mAnavatAnI vyAkhyAmAM paNa AvatAM nathI, tethI temAM anukaMpAbuddhithI paiso paNa ApI zakAya nahi H sabhA H- anukaMpAdAna tarIke jaino hospiTalomAM dAna ApI zake ? : sAhebajI :- nA, atyAre jaino khUba ja bhUlyA che. jainakuLamAM janmyA che paNa jainadharmanA dAnadharmane eka Tako paNa samajyA nathI. bAMdrAmAM eka hospiTala bane che, jemAM sauthI vadhAre Donezana ApanArA jaino ja che. te bhAre sagavaDavALI Adhunika hospiTala banaze, jaino ja te kAmane mAnamaratabo Apaze, vakhANa paNa karaze. paraMtu A badhAne satkArya kahI zakAya nahIM. A dAna anukaMpAdAnamAM na ja Ave. sabhA H- sAdhuo paNa elopathI davAono upayoga to kare che. sAhebajI :- ema nakkI karo ke sAdhuo je vastuono upayoga kare che, te badhAmAM dAna ApavuM ! sAdhuo roTalI khAya che to Apo khetImAM dAna, sAdhuo kapaDAM pahere che to Apo milomAM dAna ! atyAranI hospiTalomAM karoDo paMcendriya jIvonI hiMsA samAyelI che. sabhA :-paNa atyAre A jarUrI che. sAhebajI :- jeTaluM jarUrI hoya eTaluM badhuM ja vAjabI na kahevAya. jarUriyAtanA dhoraNe nahi paNa uttamatAnA dhoraNathI dharma nakkI thAya. pAyAnA siddhAMto samajo. tamArI anaMtI puNyarAzi bhegI thaI che tyAre tame manuSyabhava pAmyA cho. paraMtu tame mANasa banyA eTale tamArI sukha-zAMti mATe bIjA game teTalA jIvone azAMti lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 22

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ApI raheMsI nAkhavAM tevo tamane ijAro nathI maLyo. game teTalA jIvonA bhoge paNa tamane sukha-zAMti joIe che te vAjabI nathI. manuSyabhava nabaLA jIvonA zoSaNa mATe nathI maLyo. atyAre hospiTalo ane zikSaNa, A be kSetramAM jainonA abajo rUpiyA jAya che. A baMne kSetra mAnavatAnI vyAkhyAmAM AvatAM ja nathI, paraMtu atyAre A baMne kSetrane samAjamAM utthAnanA pAyA tarIke biradAvavAmAM Ave che. hospiTalomAM kevA bhayaMkara rogomAM sabaDatA-kaNasatA loko, lohI nItaratA ghAyalo ane rotA pezanTo Ave che ! teone A anukaMpAdAna dvArA hasatA karIne mokalIe, to temAM khoTuM zuM? paraMtu mANasajAtane jivADavA mATe, tenI sukha-zAMti mATe eka eka davAnI je zodha thAya che tenI pAchaLa lAkho pazuo para krUra-ghAtakI prayogo thatA hoya che. A rIte mAnavone sAjA rAkhavA abola nirdoSa lAkho pazune mArI nAkhavAmAM Ave tene zuM mAnavatAnuM kAma karI zakIe? tene satkArya gaNI zakAya? tamAre AvI mAnavadayAne dayA kahevI che ? ApaNA zAstra to jIvamAtranI dayA kahI che. sabhA:- ApaNA dharma pramANe ja karIe ne? sAhebajI - gAMdhIjI kahetA ke "mAnavanI zAMti mATe game teTalA bIjA jIvone mAro to pApa nathI. dA.ta. atyAre gaMdakInA kAraNe hajAro macchara thAya che, to mAnavanI sagavaDatA mATe temane mArI nAMkho; mAkhIo bahu ja rogacALo phelAve che, to temane paNa mArI nAMkho uMdaro ghaNo Arthika bagADa kare che, to temane paNa mArI nAMkho. A badhAMmAM pApa nathI paNa mAnavanI sevA che. kAraNa, mANasane zAMti maLe che." tema teo mAnatA. paraMtu jainadharma AvI hiMsAne kadI satkArya na kahe. bhUtakALamAM mANaso mAMdA nahotA paDatA? temanA paNa upacAra thatA hatA. prabhue ema nathI kahyuM ke tamane roga Ave tyAre sabaDI sabaDIne marI jAo. amane paNa roga Ave tyAre samAdhi TakI rahe tyAM sudhI davA na karIe to cAle, paNa samAdhi na Take tema hoya to davA karavAnI che, chatAM jo na karIe to doSa lAge. amane paNa jo AvI AjJA che to tamane upacArano niSedha na hoya. koI mANasa mAMdo thAya tyAre tene rAhata maLe-zAMti thAya tenA mATe prayatna karavAno ja che, paNa prayatna kevo karavAno? eka jIvanI zAMti mATe 100 jIvanI lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 23

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azAMti karo te na cAle. mAnavadayAnI buddhithI Ayurvedika hospiTala kholo to vAMdho nathI. joke AyurvedanA upacAramAM paNa hiMsA to thaze, paNa pelA kSetra jevI nahIM. amane kaMI elopethI pratye pUrvagraha nathI. paraMtu meDIkala rIsarcanA riporTa vAMco to khabara paDe. rIsarcanA nAme 1 varSamAM 1 karoDa pazuo eka ja dezamAM marAya che, bIjA dezonI hatyA judI. vaLI A rIsarco keTalAMya varSothI cAlatI hoya che, pAchI davA to jyAre zodhAze tyAre. atyAra sudhImAM kensaranI davA mATe karoDo ne karoDo pazuonI hatyA thaI cUkI che. temAM kasAI karatAM bhayaMkara rIte pazuone mAre che. kasAI to eka jhATake mAre che, jyAre A to ribAvI ribAvIne mAre che, to paNa A kAmane mAnavatAmAM khapAvavAmAM Ave che. davAo zodhAya che, DaoNkTarsa taiyAra thAya che, hospiTala vagere bane che; A badhAne satkArya kahevAya nahIM. A to AryadezanI mAnavatAmAM paNa na Ave, to tene anukaMpAdAna to kema kahevAya? AjanA zikSaNamAM pAMca rUpiyAnuM paNa dAna ApavuM te pApa che. atyAre upAzrayomAM skUlanAM pAThyapustako, noTabuko, skolarazIpa vagere apAya che te. barAbara nathI. sabhA:- kevI rIte pApa che? . sAhebajI - atyAre samAja je nAstika banyo che, tenuM mULa kAraNa AjanuM nAstika zikSaNa che. nAnAM chokarAMone skUlomAM AtmA nathI, paraloka nathI vagere bhaNAvAya che. vaLI DArvinanI thiyarI, bAyolojI, kemIsTrI dvArA paNa AvuM ja bhaNAvAya che. vaLI je bhaNAve che tene teo puravAra karI zakatA nathI. dA.ta. cAra abaja varSa pahelAM pRthvI utpanna thaI. nAstikatAnA prabaLa kAraNabhUta vAto bhaNAvAya che ! satya vastu bhaNAvavA sAme amane vAMdho nathI. . jainomAM atyAre keTalA DaoNkTara che? temAM zraddhALu keTalA? 95% DaoNkTarane nAstika koNe banAvyA? mAbApe ke vArasAe nAstika banAvyA nathI, paNa A zikSaNe nAstika banAvyA che. atyAre hAIskUlamAM chokarAone "sex is natural instinct" evuM bhaNAvAya che. bALakone sexology viSaya bhaNAvAya che. jemAM abrahma e kudaratI che, AvuM magajamAM ThasAvAya che. pachI teo brahmacaryane kudaratI na ja mAne. A chokarAo sAdhune kaI daSTithI jue? sabhA - satya samajavA kyAMya paNa skUlo to joIe ja ne? * 24 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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sAhebajI :- tame te kAma karI zako tema ho to huM pIThabaLa ApavA taiyAra chuM. paNa tame atyAre kaMI karI zako tema nathI. kAraNa ke sarakAramAnya je abhyAsa che, te tamAre bhaNAvavo ja paDe. bhale tame sarakAra pAsethI eka paiso na lo to paNa sarakAramAnya DIgrI joItI hoya to abhyAsakrama sarakArano ja pharajiyAta rahe che. ane temAM ja to jhera che; mATe bhale sarakAra tenA paisAthI bhaNAve; paNa tame to kama se kama te zikSaNamAM dAna na Apo ke je zikSaNathI vidyArthI AtmA-paraloka-puNyapApa vagerenA virodhI bane che. sabhA :- paNa sa2kA2 TekSathI amArA paisA laI le che. sAhebajI :- TekSa to compulsion che, ane na bharo to sa2kA2 daMDa paNa kare. tethI ahIM TekSanA paisAnI vAta nathI, paNa tame svecchAe Apo cho te dAnadharmanI vAta cAle che. AjakAla jainono paiso jeTalo derAsara-upAzrayamAM nahi jato hoya, tenA karatAM kaMI gaNo paiso A baMne kSetramAM jAya che. anukaMpAdAnane paNa yogya na hoya tevA kSetramAM dAna Apo cho ane tene satkArya mAno cho, ke A dAnanA paisAthI eka chokaro bhaNIgaNIne taiyAra thAya, vaLI jene madada karAya che tenAthI tenA kuTuMbane keTalI rAhata thAya; evI ja rIte hospiTalamAM dAna karavAthI mAMdA mANasane davAthI sAjA karAya to tene keTalI zAMti maLe, tenAM duHkha-darda ochAM thAya che; paNa vAstavamAM A zAsrasaMmata anukaMpAdAna nathI. eka vakhata eka mahAtmAne sArI skUlamAM pravacana ApavA laI gayA, e matalabathI ke vidvAna AcArya bhagavaMta padhAre to temanA upadezazravaNathI vidyArthIonA jIvanamAM saMskAranI unnati thAya, preraNA maLe. teozrIe dharmanI dRSTie suMdara pravacana ApyuM, jemAM AtmA-paraloka, puNya-pApa, svarga-narakanI vAto Ave. thoDI vAra pachI be cAra chokarAoe pRthvIno goLo lAvI pUchyuM ke tame puNya-pApa, svarga-narakanI vAto karo cho, to A goLAmAM batAvo ke svarganaraka kyAM che ? vAstavamAM pRthvI to amuka varSo pahelAM ja banI che, to pachI amane A badhI svarga-narakanI khoTI vAto zuM kAma samajAvo cho ? pahelAM A ja AryadezamAM ghare ghare AstikatA gUMjatI hatI. 80 varSanI DozI paNa bolatI ke ekalA AvyA chIe ne ekalA javAnuM che. A duniyAmAM koI koinuM nathI. ane Aje ! bhUtakALa ane vartamAnano ATalo taphAvata e A zikSaNanA pratApe ja che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 25

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nAstika banAvavAnA uddezavALuM ja AjanuM zikSaNa che. A zikSaNa e udezathI ja mUkyuM che ke A dezamAM maMdiro raheze paNa tene mAnanArA nahi rahe. paraMtu tame . atyAre enI sAme bIjuM to kaMI ja karI zako tema nathI, paraMtu te kSetramAM dAnadharmanI buddhithI paisA to apAya ja nahi. sabhA:- upAya zuM? sAhebajI - tame khoTA kAmamAMthI khasI jAo, hissedAra na bano. atyAre ahIMyAM beThelAmAMthI koI paNa zikSaNakSetre nezanala ke InTaranezanala levale kaMI karI zako tema nathI. atyAre ATalo bhraSTAcAra vadhyo che, mANasa.nAstika banyo che, nAstikatA kema AvI che? AjanuM zikSaNa ja Ane mATe javAbadAra che. temAM nAstikatApoSaka bhayaMkara TAima boMba che. zAstra kahe che ke eka jIvatA mANasane mArI nAMkhavAmAM jeTaluM pApa nathI, tenA karatAM kaMI gaNuM aMbika pApa tene AstikamAMthI nAstika banAvavAmAM che. A eka mahApApa che. AthI ja A kSetramAM dAna ApavuM bhayaMkara che. eka vyaktine sajjanamAMthI durjana banAvavAno A DhAMco che. jo tamAro dIkaro nAstika banaze to teno A bhava bagaDaze ane paralokamAM bhavobhava bagaDaze. dravyahiMsA karatAM bhAvahiMsA vadhAre kharAba che. huM spaSTatA sAthe kahuM chuM ke katalakhAnAmAM dayAbuddhithI dAna ApavuM jeTaluM bhayaMkara che, tenA karatAM adhika bhayaMkara AjanA A zikSaNakSetramAM dAna ApavuM te che. ame ThaMDA magajathI, zAMtipUrvaka, gaMbhIratAthI vicArIne, zAstranA aneka tarkone apply karIne-lagADIne bolIe chIe. chatAM atyAre amane koI AmAM bhUla samajAvI zake to samajavA paNa taiyAra chIe. atyAre lAkho saMto brahmacarya pALe che, tyAre kumaLA bALakone zikSaNamAM bhaNAvAya che ke, "abrahma kudaratI che." A vidhAna ADakatarI rIte saMtonA jIvana upara mahAAkSeparUpa che. prAraMbhathI ja bALakanA mAthAmAM AvuM bharavAmAM Ave che. huM je skUla-kolejamAM bhaNyo chuM, temAM bhaNAvAtI badhI ja vAto jo manamAM besI hota, to huM eka naMbarano nAstika ja hota. paraMtu amane A badhI vAto barAbara baMdhabesatI na lAgI, tethI ja ame bacI gayA. sabhA:- tamAruM parivartana kema thayuM? 26 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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sAhebajI :- amArA sadguruthI. amane dhArmika saMskArI mAbApa ane sadguru na maLyA hota to ame paNa kyAMka rakhaDatA hota. tame paNa je vastu jevI che tevI samajatAM zIkho. bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba anukaMpAdAna kevuM hoya te samajo, vaLI bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanA supAtradAna(sAtakSetra)nI tole AjJA mujabanuM anukaMpAdAna paNa Ave nahIM. sabhA H- abhayadAna UMcuM kharuM ke nahIM ? sAhebajI :- cokkasa, abhayadAna UMcuM paNa tenA karatAM koIne jIvanamAM sAcI dRSTi Apo to te vadhAre uttama dAna che. tIrthaMkara bhagavAna jJAnadAna dvArA AkhA jagatanAM duHkha-darda kApe che, pAtrajIvone zAzvata sukha Ape che. mATe abhayadAna karatAM paNa samyagnAnadAna ghaNuM UMcuM che, je A dAna ApI zake teno uddhAra nakkI ja che. sabhA:- amAro chokaro sArA mArksa sAthe pAsa thaIne Ave tyAre harakhAvAya? sAhebajI :- AvA vakhate tame harakhAo to mithyAjJAnanI anumodanA lAge. tamAre kahevuM joIe ke A bhaNatara sAcuM nathI, ane temAM AvatI vAto buddhimAM satya tarIke besI jaze to ghora pApa baMdhAze. sAthe tene ApaNA samyajJAnanI paNa samaja ApavI joIe. jainazAsanane pAmelAe A viveka karavAno che. sabhA:- elopethI kaI rIte kharAba che ? sAhebajI :- elopethImAM paMcendriyAdinI hiMsA Adi aneka prazno che. are ! mAnavatAnI dRSTie paNa ghaNuM ja zoSaNa che. elopethInA nAme abajo rUpiyAnI Ayurvedika auSadhIo kAcA mAla tarIke pANInA bhAve videzamAM jAya che, ane pachI temAMthI prosesa karIne banAvAyelI proDakTsa 200-400 gaNA naphA sAthe Multinational companies (bahurASTrIya kaMpanIo) vece che. AmAM trIjA vizvanI garIba prajAnuM ghaNuM zoSaNa thAya che. ame ema ne ema bolavA khAtara nathI bolatA. jo A badhAM satkArya hoya ane tene ame niMdIe to amane pApa lAge. AjanA zikSaNa ane elopethI davAo dvArA jo prajAnuM hita thatuM hoya ane ame nA pADIe to amane bhayaMkara aMtarAyo baMdhAya. A viSaya para to 10 pravacano ApIe to paNa ochAM paDe. atyAranA zikSaNamAM vijJAnanI jema itihAsa-gaNita lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 20

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paNa azraddhApoSaka paddhatithI bhaNAvAya che. mAnavI kramazaH akSarajJAna, guNAkAra, bhAgAkAra kevI rIte zIkhyo ane te vize kayA dezamAM prathama zodha thaI tenI anumAna AdhArita vigato AjanA zikSaNamAM bhaNAvIne "jANe bhUtakALamAM AvI zodha vagaranA ApaNA pUrvajo boghA ane buddha ja hatA'' tevuM sthApita kare. AvI badhI vAto jenA magajamAM besI jAya te nAstika ja bane. pachI sarvajJe kahelI vAto para tene vizvAsa na ja Ave. AjanA bhaNelA loko sAdhumahAtmAone buddhu-bevakUpha mAne che, temAM kAraNa AvI mAhitIo ja che. nAnA chokarA to korI pATI jevA hoya che, jevuM Apo tevuM grahaNa kare. samAjakalyANakArI mAnavatAnAM kAryo anukaMpAdAnamAM Ave che, tenI saMmIkSA AgaLa Avaze. vaLI anukaMpAdAna karatAM supAtradAna UMcuM che. sAcAM mAnavatAnAM lAkha kAma karo ne supAtradAnanuM eka kAma karo to te benA phaLamAM jamIna-AsamAnano phera che, eka ja supAtradAnanuM phaLa kaMigaNuM vadhI jaze. are ! supAtradAnamAM paNa hajAro suzrAvakanI bhakti karo ane tenI sAme eka sadgurunI bhakti karo, to tenA phaLanI tulanA-sarakhAmaNI ja na thAya. evI ja rIte hajA2 sadgurunI bhakti karo ane tenI sAme paramAtmAnI bhakti karo to e baMnenA phaLanI tulanA paNa thAya ja nahIM, eTale ke phaLamAM bahu moTo taphAvata Ave. bhakti karatI vakhate vyaktinuM guNanI apekSAe mUlyAMkana karavAnuM che. sabhA :- tamArI zikSaNa mATenI vAto amAre gaLe UtaratI nathI. sAhebajI :- zA mATe nathI besatI ? tame pahelAM to AjanuM zikSaNa nAstikatApoSaka che, te mAno cho ? A zikSaNa dharmapoSaka to nathI ja, paNa tame amane A zikSaNa dharmavirodhI nathI, te samajAvI Apo to ame tenuM khaMDana baMdha karIe. prabhue kyAMya ema nathI kahyuM ke, saMsAramAM zrAvake bhautika jJAna bhaNavuM nahIM. are ! puruSane 72 kaLA ane strIne 64 kaLA bhaNavAnuM varNana che. ame bhautika izakSaNanA virodhI nathI paNa AjanuM A Adhunika zikSaNa je nAstikatApoSaka che, tenA ja ame virodhI chIe. prabhu AdinAthe ja strIonI 64 kaLA ane puruSonI 72 kaLA potAnAM putra-putrIone zIkhavI. A badhI ja kaLAonI sthApanA prabhue pote ja gRhasthapaNAmAM karI che. deeseen eved 0. 28 777777779 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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tA. 22-7-94, zukravAra. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jagatanA jIvamAtrane, ajJAnarUpa aMdhakAramAMthI bahAra kADhI, jJAna pradAna karavA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. A jagatamAM moTAmAM moTo jo koI upakAra hoya to e jIvane sAcI AtmakalyANanI dRSTi ApavI te che. AtmA mATe hitakArI zuM? ane ahitakArI zuM? tenI daSTi prabhu jagatane Ape che ane jainazAsananA dharmagurune paNa pharajarUpe Ave che ke, tIrthakaranI AjJA mujaba je hitakArI ne satya hoya te jagatane jaNAvavuM. tame khoTAne khoTA tarIke choDI na zako, sAcAne sAcA tarIke jIvanamAM AcarI na zako to te zakya che, paNa samajaNarUpe dharmane dharma tarIke ane adharmane adharma tarIke tamAre svIkAravA ja joIe; sAco dharma pAmavA ochAmAM ochI ATalI lAyakAta to avazya joIe. vaLI amAre upadeza dvArA hitakArI ne ahitakArI baMne tamane jaNAvavuM ja joIe. A badhuM paNa amAre svataMtra buddhithI kahevAnuM nathI, paraMtu pUrNa jJAnIonA vacananA AdhAre yogyane yogya ane ayogyane ayogya jaNAvavAnuM che. atyAre tame kAMI prathama kakSAnA sAdhaka nathI. tamArA jIvanamAM atyAre ghaNI adharmanI kriyAo cAle che, paisA kamAo cho, tene sAcavo cho, ne tenAthI mojamajA paNa karo cho. chatAM tame pratikramaNa AdimAM 'pAMcame parigraha pApa tarIke bolo cho, to tene pApa mAno cho. ame upadezamAM koI vAtaimpractical-avyavahArika bolatA hoIe to vicAravAnuM rahe. paraMtu zAstramAM aDhAre aDhAra pApasthAnako batAvyAM che, temAM A pApasthAnaka kaI rIte kahevAya tenI samajaoLakhANa tathA kAraNo paNa batAvyAM che. chatAM koIne dhana e pApa che evI sAdhunI vAta impractical-avyavahArika lAge to te teno doSa che. tenI jema AgaLa upara je anukaMpAdAna viSayanI carcA thaI te tamane impractical-avyavahArika lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 29

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lAge che. kAraNa ke atyAre tamane sAdhu mATe evI chApa che ke "sAdhuo kaMI dezakALa jANatA nathI. temane to upAzrayamAM khAlI pATa upara ja besI rahevAnuM che, paraMtu saMsAramAM to amAre rahevAnuM che. teo zAstro bhaNelA che, temane saMsAranI kaMI ja gatAgama nathI." paNa vAstavamAM evuM nathI. ame saMsAranuM paNa badhuM jANIe, temAM paNa hitAhitanuM mArgadarzana avazya ApIe. paraMtu je vyakti pApane pApa mAnatI nathI te sAco dharma karavAne adhikArI nathI. sabhA - amane davA karyA vagara cAlatuM nathI, paNa mahArAja sAhebo paNa davA kare ja che ne? sAhebajI :- atyAre AyurvedikanI aneka zAkhAo nAza karavAmAM AvelI hovAthI badhA rogomAM Ayurvedika davAo sulabhatAthI maLatI nathI, mATe elopethI davA na chUTake levI paDe che. bhagavAne amane ema nathI kahyuM ke roga thAya to sabaDI sabaDIne marI jAo, paNa cikitsA to nahIM ja karavAnI. UlaTuM lAMbI ArAdhanA karavA mATe sAdhune cikitsAnI AjJA che. bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe jo ame davA letA hoIe, to emAM game teTalI hiMsA thaI hoya to paNa amane te hiMsAnuM pApa lAgatuM nathI. tame amArA AcAro samajyA vagara sAdhune pakaDo te vAjabI nathI. - dA.ta. tame ghare bhIMDAnuM zAka rAMdhyuM ane ame e zAka jo bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe gocarImAM laI AvyA, to zAka banAvavAmAM je hiMsA thaI tenuM pApa khAnAra evA tamane lAge, paNa amane te hiMsAnuM pApa lAgatuM nathI. kAraNa ke A duniyAmAM hiMsAnA traNa prakAro che. karaNa, karAvaNa ane anumati. temAMthI koI paNa vikalpa jenA jIvanamAM Ave tene avazya te hiMsAnuM pApa lAge. paraMtu je A traNa vikalpothI saMpUrNa bacIne jIve che tene hiMsAthI banelI vastuno upabhoga karavA chatAM hiMsA lAge nahIM. jainazAstromAM A aMge sacoTa tarko che. tamArA gharamAM raMdhAtuM bhIMDAnuM zAka meM rAMdhyuM nathI ke rAMdhavAnI preraNA karI nathI. vaLI tamArA ghare bhikSA mATe amAruM AvavAnuM paNa kAMI cokkasa na hoya. tethI amArI saMmati paNa nathI hotI. Ama, ekapaNa rIte amAre hiMsAnA bhAva nathI AvatA, tethI amane pApa nathI lAgatuM. tame deva-gurunI bhakti karo cho, paNa gurune AcArathI oLakhatA nathI. ahIM tamAre sAdhune daSTAMta tarIke levA te barAbara nathI. tame avasare elopathI davAno upayoga karo cho, roga maTADavA teno Azraya 30 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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lo cho, tenI ame TIkA-TIppaNa nathI karatA. kyAreka prasaMge kharAba sAdhanano upayoga paNa karavo paDe, paraMtu teTalA mAtrathI te pravRttine sArI to na ja kahevAya. tethI tevI pravRttimAM dAna ApIne dAnadharmanA kSetramAM tene na mukAya. atyAre koI mANasa sArI ArAdhanA karato hoya, paNa pahelAMnI koI khAmI | ke nabaLAinA kAraNe sigAreTa pIto hoya, vaLI tene te kharAba paNa mAnato hoya, to tene kyAreya ema thAya kharuM ke huM A sigAreTa bIjAne ApuM? tenI prabhAvanA karuM? tema bhAre hiMsAmAMthI UbhA thayelA AraMbha-samAraMbhavALA sAdhanone kadAca tame choDI na zakavAnA kAraNe vAparo, paNa tene dAnakSetramAM to na ja mukAya. amadAvAdanA eka saMghanA pramukhanI sAthe carcA nIkaLatAM, elopethI keTalI bhayaMkara che, ArogyanA kSetramAM atyAranI Adhunika paddhati kaI rIte phelAI gaI che, tathA prAcIna Ayurvedika paddhatino kaI rIte plAnIMgapUrvaka nAza karavAmAM Avyo che, A baMnenI tulanA karIne samajAvyuM. bhAIeducated-zikSita hovAthI samajI gayA. temane paNa manamAM vAta besI gaI. e bhAI hArTa pezanTa hovAthI temaNe mane vAta karI ke sAheba ! huM davA vagara rahI zake tema nathI mATe davAno upayoga karuM chuM, paNa sAheba ! jo koI mANasa mArI kaMpanImAM kAma karanAro serious-gaMbhIra thAya to tene hospiTalamAM na laI jaze? tene ema ne ema to maravA kevI rIte devAya? tenA javAbamAM meM kahyuM ke e vakhate tamArI pharaja che ke yogya upacArapUrvaka tenI sAra-saMbhALa pUrepUrI karavI. ame krUratA zIkhavIe tevA upadezaka nathI. tethI amArI vAtano game tevo artha nahIM ja karatA. tamArI pAse jo atyAre sAravArano bIjo vikalpa na hoya, tene sAravAranI tAtkAlika jarUra hoya, to AvA vakhate hospiTalamAM laI jaIne paNa tenI sArI TrITamenTa karavI ja joIe. A to tamArI kaMpanIno mANasa che, paraMtu jo rastA upara paNa koI trAhita mANasa tamArI sAme tarato hoya to tene paNa zakya TrITamenTa ApavI joIe. elopathImAM lAkho prakAranI ghora hiMsAo thAya che, saMyogavaza kaTokaTImAM teno upayoga karavo paDe to paNa te anukaMpAdAnanuM kSetra to nathI ja : sabhA:- elopethI davAmAM paMcendriya jIvanI hiMsA samAyelI hoya che? sAhebajI - eka nahIM hajAro paMcendriya jIvonI hiMsA samAyelI hoya che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA 31

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eka eka sAmAnya davAnA akhatarA paNa pazuo 52 karAya che. are, phakta davAnI vAta kyAM ka2vI ? A tamArA zarTa che, temAM artificial yarn(kRtrima tAMtaNA)che, temAM vaparAyelA kemIkalsanI asara tamArI cAmaDI upara kevI thaze te jANavA mATe paNa pazuono ja upayoga karAya che, kAraNa bicArAM anAtha che. tamArA bajAramAM mukAtA, detergent-DITarjanTa pAvaDara vAparatAM bahenonA hAtha upara kevI asara thaze te jANavA prayogarUpe sasalAnI AMkhamAM pahelAM upayoga karAya che. Ama, prayogamAM keTalAMye sasalAM AMdhaLAM thaI jAya che. AvI lAkho prakAranI keTalIye ghora hiMsAo thAya che, chatAMya tame dubhAtA dile-arerATI sAthe elopethI davA letA ho, to huM tamane nAlAyaka nahIM kahuM. vaLI game tevI kaTokaTImAM paNa jo huM tamane vilAyatI davA levAnI nA kahuM, to tame ema kahezo ke mahArAja sAheba amane mArI nAMkhavA mAMge che. paNa game te saMyogamAM levI paDe toya tamAre ene kharAba to mAnavI ja paDe. tamAre teno upayoga karavo paDe evuM baneM, paNa dAna tarIke te kSetramAM dhana to na ja apAya. jainoe anukaMpAdAna karatAM kSetra paNa jovuM ja paDe. jayAM pAchale bAraNe bhAre hiMsA, zoSaNa AdinA doSo poSAtA hoya tyAM dAna ApavuM vAjabI nathI ja. ApaNI dharmasaMskRtino je jabbara nAza thayo che ane thaI rahyo che tenuM kAraNa AjanuM dharmavirodhI nAstikatApoSaka zikSaNa che : zikSaNanA kSetramAM paNa meM je vAta karI che, tenA mATe zrotAomAM ghaNA kuvikalpo thayA che. paNa eTaluM dhyAnamAM rAkhajo ke ame toLI toLIne, bhagavAnanI AjJA vicArIne ja bolIe chIe. vyavahA2mAM paNa eka mANasane AgrahapUrvaka sigAreTa pivaDAvavI te kharAba kAma manAya che. have (1) eka mANasa AgrahapUrvaka bIjAne sigAreTa pivaDAve che ane tethI te majabUrIthI pIe che chatAM tene sArI nathI mAnato, jyAre (2) bIjo mANasa koIne mANasane sigAreTa na pIvaDAve, paNa tenA magajamAM evuM ThasAve ke sigAreTa pIvI kharAba nathI, A nukasAnakAraka vyasana nathI, pItI vakhate bahu majA Ave che; AvuM samajAvavAthI sigAreTa pratyenI tenI sUga, hInakAryapaNAnI buddhi kADhI nAMkhe, pachI bhale te sigAreTa pIto na thAya; to bemAMthI koNa vadhAre na lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 32

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kharAba? ane baMnenA jIvanamAM AvI paristhiti UbhI karanArI vyaktiomAM koNa vadhAre bhayaMkara evI ja rIte (1) eka mANasane parANe nimitto UbhAM karIne mAMsAhArI banAvI do, tethI te mAMsa khAya, chatAM paNa magajamAM to ema ja hoya ke A pravRtti mahApApa che; jyAre (2) bIjA mANasane magajamAM ema ThasAvAyuM hoya ke mAMsa khAvuM kharAba kAma nathI, khorAka to potapotAnI pasaMdagIno viSaya che, jo badhA ja loko ekaluM anAja ja khAze to AkhI duniyAne pUratuM anAja maLaze ja kyAMthI? vaLI je dezamAM anAja maLatuM ja nathI tyAM mAMsa khAvAmAM zuM vAMdho? AvuM badhuM jenA magajamAM ThasAvavAmAM Ave te bhale mAMsa khAto na hoya, paNa mAMsa khAvuM te kharAba nathI mAnato ane mAMsa pratye sUga paNa nathI, ke mAMsAhAramAM adharmanI buddhi paNa nathI; to A be vyaktiomAMthI konuM adha:patana vadhAre gaNAya? ane adhaHpatana karAvavAmAM javAbadAra be judI judI vyaktiomAM koNa vadhAre adhama kRtya karanAra gaNAya?. taTasthatAthI vicAranAre kAna pakaDIne kabUla karavuM paDe ke AmAM bIjA naMbaranI vyaktinuM ja vadhAre adha:patana gaNAya ane tenI buddhi bagADanAra vyakti ja vadhAre bhayaMkara gaNAya. baLajabarIthI pApa karAvanAra karatAM paNa pApamAM pApanI buddhino ja nAza karAvanAra vyakti vadhAre kAtila che. AjanuM zikSaNa A keTegarImAM Ave sabhA - gAMdhIjIe mAMsa khAdhuM che? sAhebajI:- temanI oTobAyogrAphI (AtmakathA) vAMcI jajo. vilAyatamAM bhaNyA pachI temanA jIvanamAM ghaNAM kukarmo thayAM che. A to AphrikAnA kaDavA anubhava pachI bhArata AvIne temanAmAM ghaNuM parivartana AvyuM hatuM. te paNa bhAratIya dharmagraMthonA paricayathI. chatAM mAMsAhAra aMge temanI vicAradhArA to jIvanabhara khoTI ja rahI hatI. AjanuM zikSaNa tamArI buddhine badale che, pApa karAve tenA karatAM pApane pApa tarIke mAnavAnI buddhino ja nAza kare che. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM paNa bhaNatara hatuM ja. ame paNa mULathI zikSaNanA virodhI nathI ja, paNa zikSaNamAM rahelI vikRtinA virodhI chIe. bhaNavuM ja nahIM ane bhaNavuM to dharmanuM ja bhaNavuM ane saMsAramAM tamAre kazuM jANavuM ja nahIM, evuM ame nathI lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 33

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kahetA. jo mANasajAtane zikSaNa na maLe to pazu karatAM paNa kharAba thAya. zikSaNa e to vikAsano mULa pAyo che. jIvananuM ghaDatara tenAthI ja thAya che. vaLI tame bhaNelA hazo to ja ame tamane dharma UMDANathI samajAvI zakIzuM. gAmaDAmAM to loko barAbara bhASA paNa nathI bolI zakatA eTalA azikSita hoya che. tethI tyAM mAnasika vikAsa ocho hoya che ane te zikSaNa dvArA ja AvI zake. tethI ja bhUtakALamAM paNa bhautikakaLAo bhaNAvAtI hatI. tame bhautikakSetre vikasita bano temAM amane vAMdho nathI. bhASAo-kalAo na jANanArane ametattva paNa saraLatAthI na bhaNAvI zakIe. dharmazAstro ke caritragraMthomAM kalAbhyAsa mATe kyAMye TIkA-TippaNa nathI AvatAM. UlaTuM teo 72 ane 64 kaLAonA jANakAra hatA tema rajU karavAmAM Ave che. Ama, dharmane bhautika zikSaNa sAme sIdho vAMdho nathI, paNa temAM je nAstikatApoSaka tattva che, te ja vikRti che, tene to kharAba kahevuM ja paDaze. . je zikSaNanA mULamAM ja "AtmA nathI, paraloka nathI, puNya-pApa nathI' vagere nAstikatAnA pATha bhaNAvAya che, jenAthI dharmano pAyo ja hacamacI jAya che, tenA pradAnane satkArya tarIke kaI rIte khatavAya? sabhA:- ame chokarAone na bhaNAvIe? . . - sAhebajI :- tame vartamAnayugamAM zikSaNanuM kSetra pheravI zako tema nathI. phorena bhaNIne AvelA ja moTebhAge syllabus-abhyAsakrama nakkI kare che. Adhunika zikSaNanuM nationalisation-rASTriyakaraNa nahi, paNa internationalisationAMtararASTriyakaraNa thayeluM che. tethI tenA DhAMcAmAM parivartana lAvavuM ghaNuM duSkara che. tamArA kharce, sarakArano eka paNa paiso lIdhA vagara tame svataMtra skUla karo to paNa bhaNataramAM to sarakAramAnya abhyAsakrama ja bhaNAvavo paDaze. tethI AmAM ghaNA doSo che. nachUTake tame saMtAnone skUla-kolejamAM mokalatA ho to paNa teone ema to samajAvAya ja ke, tame je bhaNo cho tene sAcuM nahIM mAnatA, temAM ghaNA khoTA siddhAMto che, ane tamAre avasara-avasare sAcI vAto thoDI thoDI samajAvatA rahevuM joIe. bAkI jo tame kharAbane kharAba mAnatA ho to A zikSaNane sAruM samajIne to saMtAnone na ja apAvAya. atyAre A upadeza amAre sAme pravAhe ApavAno che, tethI UhApoha thavAno ja. jainakuLamAM avatarelA tame varSothI deva-gurunI sevA karatA ho, paNa tenA tattvane to samajyA ja nathI, tethI AvA zikSaNanI anumodanA dvArA vagara maphatamAM ghaNuM ja lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 34

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pApa bAMdho cho. kharAbane kharAba ja mAnI tenI anumodanA na karo ane temAM dAna na Apo. sabhA paNa sAheba ! koIke to badalavAnI zarUAta karavI paDaze ne? sAhebajI - eka khurazI paNa kUdI zako tema nathI, ne pAMcaso khurazI sAthe kUdavI che te kema bane ? atyAre to phakta kharAbane kharAba mAnIne cAlo, tenI prazaMsA na karo, ane koI prazaMsA karatuM hoya to tene samajAvIne aTakAvo; uparAMta A kSetramAM dAna ApavuM baMdha karI zako cho. bAkI atyAre jo koI pANIdAra zrAvaka hoya ane vartamAna zikSaNanA pravAhane badalIne mArgAnusArI DhAMco sthApita karavAnuM bhagIratha kAma karavA taiyAra hoya, to huM tene zAbAzI sAthe mokalavA taiyAra chuM. paNa zAsananA nAme samarpita thaIne bhoga Ape tevA pANIdAra zrAvako ja kyAM che? vAstavamAM A kAma thaI zakatuM hoya to dharmanI dRSTie ane bhAratIya saMskRtinI dRSTie paNa hitakArI che. * . . ahIMyAM zrIsaMghamAM amArI pAse je jijJAsAthI AvatA hoya, temane sAcuM zuM ane khoTuM zuM te ame samajAvI zakIe tema chIe, paNa vakrane to kAMI kahI zakIe tema nathI. A kALamAM jAhera kSetramAM sAdhunuM ghaNuM devaluation-avamUlyana thayuM che. atyAre to zaMkarAcArya bole to paNa dezamAM hAMsI uDAvAya che, tevI AryadezamAM sAdhu-saMtonI sthiti che. chatAM amArI pAse samajavA AvanArA alpasaMkhyaka vargane ame amArI zakti mujaba samajAvI zakIe. sabhA:- Ape je zikSaNakSetranI vikRtio batAvI tenI sAme je sArI vastuo che, je jJAnane jALavavA mATe che, temAMthI amAre sAruM grahaNa karavuM che. skUla-kolejomAM AtmA-paramAtmA viSayaka UMdhuM samajAvatA nathI. aitihAsika vastuonI amane asara thaI nathI. chatAM temAM sAruM che te to grahaNa karavuM ja joIe ne? ApaNo dharma guNagrAhI che. dAnanI vAto karo to Azramo, borDiMgo- pAvAgaDha, kaDI vageremAMthI 38000thI 40000 derAsarone, asaMkhya upAzrayone jALavanAro varga Ubho thayo che; tathA zakuMtalA, bAbu panAlAla jevI skUlomAM pAyAnA dharmanuM zikSaNa maLyuM che, temAMthI ghaNAM ratno maLyAM che. derAsarono vahIvaTa A lokomAMthI jemanA hAthamAM che, teo teno sAro vahIvaTa kare che. A badhI vAtonuM zuM? lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 35

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sAhebajI:-koI paNa vastumAM kharAba sAthe thoDuM sAruM paNa che. jema ke TI.vI., are, hoTelo ke bAramAMthI paNa sArI vastu jANavA maLatI hoya che. paraMtu teTalAmAtrathI tyAM javAnI pravRttine samarthana na apAya. nizcayanaya mAne che ke mULathI koI vastu kharAba nathI ke sArI nathI; paNa tame tene kevA daSTikoNathI grahaNa karo cho te para sArA-narasAno AdhAra che. paraMtu atyAre nizcayanaya ekalo levAno nathI. tethI jemAM plasa poinTa vadhAre ane mAInasa poInTasa ochA hoya tevuM vyavahAranA AdhArita sAruM svIkAravAnuM che. . ghaNIvAra vezyAnA jIvanamAM paNa sadguNo jovA maLe che, chatAM ema na kahevAya ke tenI pAsethI sAruM maLatuM hoya to tyAM javAmAM vAMdho nahIM. dharmasthAnakamAM AvIne paNa koI vyakti bagaDI zake che, duSTa bhAvanA karI zake che, paNa tethI dharmasthAnakone kharAba na kahevAya. banne pAsAMthI ekaMdare lAbhAlAbhano vicAra karavo paDe. sArAkhoTAnuM zAstranI rIte tame A sivAya bIjuM mUlyAMkana karI Apo to huM jAheramAM te svIkAravA taiyAra chuM, nAstika bole temAM sAruM na ja hoya tevuM nathI. jainazAsanamAM svAdvAda, anekAMtavAda hovAthI nAstikanI vAtamAM badhuM kharAba ja che evuM amAruM vidhAna nathI. paNa teTalAmAtrathI nAstikavAda sAro ema na ja kahevAya. jemAM kharAba vidhAre hoya ane sArApaNuM ochuM hoya tevI vastunA guNa gavAya nahIM. tethI ja vezyAnA guNa gavAya nahIM. A badhI vastunI gerasamajanuM mULa e che ke Adhunika zikSaNanI bhAre vikRtionI tamane khabara ja nathI. tenA seMkaDo pAsAM che. A zikSaNanI paNa thoDI ghaNI vAto tamane ne amane kadAca phAyadAkAraka haze, chatAM tenI prazaMsA to na ja karAya, tene mahattva to na ja apAya; kema ke tenI vikRti badhAne tANI jAya evI che. sabhA - bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM che ke kRtaghna na banavuM, kRtaghnatAnuM prAyazcitta paNa nathI. jenI pAsethI maLyuM hoya teno upakAra mAnavo ja. sAhebajI:- tame jo A kRtajJatAguNano Avo artha karatA ho to thApa khAo cho. prabhu mahAvIre khuda kahyuM che ke huM A je dharma sthApuM chuM, te ja samyagdharma che, jayAre bIjA badhA dharmo mithyAdharma che. arthAt khuda prabhue paNa mithyAmatone mithyA kahIne niMdA karI che. anya dharmomAM koI ja sArI vAto nathI ane duniyAnI badhI ja sArI 36 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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na vAto mAtra jainadharmamAM ja che, tevuM tIrthaMkaro paNa kahetA nathI. chatAM satyAsatyano vicAra karatI vakhate aneka sArI vAto kahenAra paNa anyadharmo mULathI mithyAtvanA poSaka hovAthI temane jAheramAM mithyAmata kahevA ja paDe, ane na kahe to jANakA2mAM sAcI taTasthatAM Take nahIM. mArgadarzaka vyaktie khoTAnuM khaMDana karavuM ja paDe. to ja samAjamAM ke saMghamAM satya mArga sthApita thaI zake. tethI Adhunika zikSaNamAM paNa amuka cokkasa prakArano vikAsa hoya, ane tenI vikRtionI asaramAM AvyA vinA koIne tenAthI upakAra thayo hoya to paNa tenI ekaMdare guNavattAno vicAra karIne tene jAheramAM avazya vakhoDavuM paDe. have guNagrAhI daSTi mATe vicArIe. jainazAsanamAM ekalI guNagrAhI sRSTi hovI joIe evuM nathI, paraMtu temAM vivekI banavuM paDe. guNadoSa baMneno viveka te ja samyaktva che. je doSane pArakhIne yathArtha mUlyAMkana nathI karato, te guNa paNa kakSAnusAre grahI nathI zakato. hA ! doSa joyA pachI vyaktigata rIte doSita vyaktino dveSa karavAno nathI. kare to avazya pApabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. Adhunika zikSaNa pratye paNa amane aMgata rIte jarA paNa dveSa nathI. paraMtu tenAthI samAjanuM ghaNuM ja kharAba thaI rahyuM che, tethI samAjane bacAvavA mATe pharajarUpe sAcuM kahetI vakhate A badhI vAto samajAvavI paDe che. bAkI amane doSa gAvA ke niMdA karavAmAM koI rasa nathI. ahIM huM vyaktigata rIte koInI samIkSA karavA mAMgato nathI. saMghamAM badhA zuM kare che ane zuM nathI karatA tenI javAbadArI mArI nathI, paNa tattva-siddhAMta samaMjAvavAnI javAbadArI mArI che. vaLI amAre amArA vicAro lAdI devA nathI. taTasthatApUrvaka zAMtithI vicAra karazo to tamAre tamArI mAnyatA badalavI ja paDaze. vaLI jaina zabda lagADavA mAtrathI skUlo ke kolejo jaina na thaI jAya. vAstavamAM tenAM pAThyapustakomAM zuM bhaNAvAya che, te jovuM paDe. hakIkatamAM to bhautika zikSaNa samagra samAja mATe hoya che, tethI temAM koI eka cokkasa dharma na bhaNAvAya. are ! saMsAranA jJAna-vijJAna-kalA bhaNAvo, temAM amane vAMdho nathI. paNa zikSaNa dharmavirodhI to na ja hovuM joIe. dharmapoSaka na hoya to cAle paNa dharmavirodhI to na ja hovuM ghaTe. sabhA :- amAre zuM karavuM ? sAhebajI :- AgaLa batAvyuM te pramANe karo. ame paNa A zikSaNa lIdhuM che, lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 36

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paNa amane vikRta lAgyuM, ane tamane vikRta na lAgavAnuM kAraNa tamane dharmanuM UMDuM jJAna nathI. vaLI temAM AtmA-paramAtmAnI vAto para sIdho prahAra nathI hoto, paraMtu ADakatarI rIte tenuM mULamAMthI unmUlana hoya che. A to eka slo poijhana(dhImuM jhe2) pivaDAvAya che. zikSaNamAM dharmavirodhitA nathI dekhAtI te tamArI ajJAnatA che. hakIkatamAM sugarakoTeDa jhera apAya che. AjanI dharmasaMskRtino jabbara nAza thaI rahyo che te Akasmika nathI. mekolee zikSaNanI sthApanA karatAM je lakhyuM che, tenA documents(dastAvejo) atyAre paNa kalakattAmAM royala eziyATIka sosAyaTInI lAibrerImAM che, je vAMcavAthI samajAya ke A zikSaNanI sthApanA pAchaLano hetu zuM hato. vacce TAimsa opha inDIyAmAM paNa A aMge lekha Avelo ke bhAratamAM archeological department-purAtattvakhAtAnI sthApanAmAM paNa briTizarono hetu Arya saMskRtino nAza karavAno hato. vartamAna zikSaNakSetramAM ghaNI ja vikRtio bharelI che. tame te grahaNa nathI karI ane tamane tenI asara nathI, te sAruM che. tethI tame deva-guru-dharmathI haju vimukha nathI thayA. meM paNa sAcuM mAnyuM hota to Aje huM ahIM na beTho hota. tamArA kuTuMbano vAraso, saMskAra, dharmazraddhAnA bIjanA kAraNe tame te na svIkAryuM te tamArA lAbhamAM che, paNa bIjA svIkAra karaze tenuM zuM ? atyAre to vijJAna kahe te nakkara satya mAnavAmAM Ave che. vijJAnanA nAme ghaNuM ghaNuM bhrAmaka kahevAya che. samAjamAM AjathI 100 varSa pahelAM nAstika varga keTalo hato ? ane atyAre nAstika varga keTalo vadhI gayo che ? temAM javAbadAra koNa ? are ! buddhijIvI varga evo taiyAra thayo che ke jo tame thoDA dharmiSTha ho to temanI najaramAM hAsyAspada bano. eka DaoNkTara kahetA hatA ke huM jyAre paNa DaoNkTaronI miTiMgomAM jAuM, tyAre ukALeluM pANI laI jato. DokTarsanI penala beThI hoya paraMtu huM pahoMcuM tyAre 'jaya gurudeva' kahIne mazkarImAM badhA UbhA thaI jAya. mArI bhagataDA tarIke ja oLakhANa apAtI. prAmANikatAthI prekaTIsa karavI ne dharma karavo e AjakAla guno gaNAya che. A rijhalTa zikSaNathI AvyuM che, tame survey-mojaNI karo to khabara paDe. tamane AnI asararUpe kharAba pariNAma na AvyuM, teno artha badhAne kharAba pariNAma na ja Ave tevuM nathI. amAre bhagavAnanI AjJAviruddha ekapaNa zabda bolavo nathI, ane jo lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 38

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bolavAno vakhata Avaze to ame marI jaIzuM, paraMtu eka paNa zabda AjJAviruddha to nahIM ja bolIe: eka atizaya zrImaMta zrAvake mane salAha ApelI ke upadezamAM AvA muddAo choDI do to tamAro DaMko vAgI jaze. huM tamArA vyAkhyAnathI khuza chuM. tyAre meM kahyuM ke jyAM sudhI bhagavAnanI AjJAviruddha lAgaze tyAM sudhI amAruM moDhuM baMdha nahIM thAya ane je divase amane koI samajAvI zakaze ke prabhunI AjJAne anurUpa che tyAre ame mAphI mAMgIne besI jaIzuM. atyAre mane koI Aveza ke akaLAmaNa nathI. ame paNa samajIe chIe ke Ajano A jamAnAvAdI varga A vAto svIkArI nahi zake, paNa AmAMthI jo pAMca jaNane paNa A vAta magajamAM besI jaze to teo khoTI anumodanAmAMthI bacI jaze, ane temanA AtmAnuM hita thaI jaze. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 39

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tA. 25-7-94, somavAra, anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAo mArgAnusArI vyavasthAthI AraMbhIne uttama munijIvana sudhInA AcArano bodha karAvavA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. Adhunika vikAsanA nAmathI vividha kSetre hiMsAnI jALa ane bharapUra nAstikatA poSAI rahI che, tevAnI bhUlathI paNa anumodanA karI zakAya nahi.H zAstro nIcalA staranI bhUmikAthI mAMDIne uttama bhUmikA sudhInA AcArano bodha karAve che. temAM prAthamika bhUmikArUpe mArgAnusAritAnA 35 guNo Ave che, jemAM eka guNa ziSTAcAra prazaMsA che. mArgAnusArI jIvano svabhAva evo hoya ke je lokamAM uttama ane ucitta pravRtti hoya tenI ja prazaMsA kare, anumodanA kare. pazumAM to vANIno vikAsa ja nathI, jyAre ApaNane manuSyabhavamAM vANInI zaktino sadupayoga karatAM AvaDe to vANI dvArA ghaNuM puNya bAMdhI zakIe. jo sArAnI prazaMsA karatAM AvaDe to ApaNe ApaNI AjubAjumAM ke samAjamAM sArAne protsAhana ApI zakIe, ane jo vANI yogya rIte vAparatAM na AvaDe to khoTAnI prazaMsAthI khoTAne anumodana ane protsAhana ApIe. Ama, vANI dvArA puNya paNa baMdhAya ane vANI dvArA pApa paNa baMdhAya; khoTI prazaMsAthI levAdevA vagara asaMkhya pApo baMdhAya che. tethI ja jIvanamAM khoTAnI prazaMsA na karo ane sArAnI prazaMsA karo, tenA dvArA aDhaLaka puNya bAMdhI zakazo. sArAnI ja prazaMsA hoya, kharAbanI nahIM ane jarUra paDe khoTAnI to TIkA-TippaNa paNa karavI joIe. A mArgAnusArIno guNa samajAI jAya to jainadharmanI apekSAe, prazaMsA karavA lAyaka ane prazaMsA nahIM karavA lAyaka badhuM ja spaSTa samajAI jAya. 40. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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adhyAtmanI dRSTie bhagavAne AkhA saMsArane heya kahyo che; paraMtu mArgAnusAritAnI dRSTie paNa je doSa gaNAya tevI pravRttinAM tame vakhANa-anumodanA karo to ghora pApa baMdhAya. kadAca tame A nathI jANatA teTalA mAtrathI tame A pApamAMthI chaTakI nathI zakatA. atyAre tame pAMcamA ArAmAM kalikALarUpa hUDA avasarpiNImAM janmyA cho, A 20mI sadImAM yAMtrika vikAsa ghaNo che, paNa sAthe prajAnuM adhaHpatana paNa ghaNuM che. tethI game tema vicAryA vinA anumodanA karo to phasAyA vagara raho nahIM. jo akkala ane viveka na hoya to pApa bAMdhavA mATe medAna mokaLuM paDyuM che. AjanA vijJAnanA vikAsanI jo tame anumodanA karo to hiMsA Adi aneka doSonAM pApa AvIne tamArA mAthe paDaze. dA.ta. atyAre eka research centre-saMzodhana kendra kholAyuM hoya tyAre udghATanarUpe moTA samAraMbha thAya. moTI vyaktionI hAjarI hoya ane zrImaMto temAM moTAM dAna jAhera kare. vaLI bhASaNamAM paNa tenI sArI bAju ja batAve, ke A centre-kendra dvArA kensaranI davA zodhAze, jethI aneka rogagrasta lokonAM duHkha-darda dUra thaze. tyAre tamane sAMbhaLIne paNa ema thAya ke A to mAnavatAnuM mahAna kAma che, jethI anumodanA karo. paNa tamane khabara nathI hotI ke tenI A pravRtti sAthe kevAM hiMsaka kAmo saMkaLAyelAM che. kAraNa ke te pAsuM samAja samakSa mUkavAmAM AvatuM.ja nathI. tethI eka taraphI pracArane lIdhe tenI sArI bAjujoI tame anumodanA karavA lAgI jAo. lokamAM AvAM kAma karanArane moTA moTA evorDa maLe che. roga upara davA zodho to duniyAmAM nAmanA ane prAijha baMne maLe che. paNa teNe davA zodhavA kevI kevI pravRttio karI te jovAnI lokone phurasada nathI. mAtra bahAranA mAholathI aMjAIne anumodanA karo to ghaNAM pApa lAge. koI paNa pravRttinuM mULabhUta svarUpa samajyA vagara anumodanA thAya nahIM. sabhA H- tyAre ame mauna rahIe to ? sAhebajI :- mauna raho to sAruM, tethI ja A kahIe chIe. amArI A badhI vAto tamArA vicArothI viruddhanI vAto che. tamane manamAM thaze ke sIdhA sAdA dharmano upadeza Apo. zuM karavA AvI paMcAtamAM paDo cho ? paraMtu anukaMpAdAnamAM AvatI mAnavatAnI pravRttimAM vargIkaraNa karavuM paDe. mAnavatAnI pravRtti A duniyAmAM aneka loko kare che, paraMtu nAstiko athavA anArya dezanA lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 41

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Astiko ke AryadezanA anyadharmIo jevI mAnavatAnI pravRtti kare tevI mAnavatAnI pravRttio jaino kare to yogya na gaNAya. jainoe to jainazAstrothI mAnya mAnavatAnI pravRttio anukaMpAdAna tarIke karavI joIe, ane te samajAvavA amAre A badhuM vizleSaNa upadezamAM karavuM paDe. paraMtu atyAre jainomAM paNa jamAnAvAdanI aneka asaro che. tethI ja tamane mAnasika saMgharSa thAya che. tamArA manamAM atyAre zreSTha mAnavatAnAM kAma be ja che. (1) ArogyakSetra ane (2) zikSaNa kSetra. A baMne kSetrane A kALamAM uttamottama kAma tarIke biradAvyAM che. A baMnenI anivArya jarUriyAta che ane emAM ja samAjano utkarSa samAyo che, AvuM tamArA magajamAM 'ThasAvI devAmAM AvyuM che. tethI tenI viruddhanI vAto karIe tyAre ame tamAre mana kevA lAgIe? " sabhA -Orthodox-jUnA vicAranA lAgo. sAhebajI :- Orthodox-jUnavANI lAgavAmAM koI ja vAMdho nathI. ame to cokkasa Orthodox-jUnavANI chIe. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe sthApelI mArgAnusArI Arya saMskRtine mAnanArA cokkasapaNe chIe chatAM open mind-khullA manavALA chIe. jUnuM jo kharAba hoya to choDavA taiyAra chIe, ane navuM paNa jo sAruM hoya to svIkAravA taiyAra chIe. vaLI ame je Adhunika vyavasthAonI viruddha bolIe te tamane samaja na paDe to javAba ApavA taiyAra chIe. khUba vicArapUrvaka bolIe chIe, amAre jiMdagIbhara jUThuM na bolavuM tevAM paccakhANa che, mATe amArAthI eka paNa vastu khoTI na bolAI jAya tenI atyaMta takedArI rAkhIe chIe. paNa sAcuMkhoTuM je spaSTapaNe lAge te kahevAnI amArI javAbadArI che. samAjane sAruM hitaciMtana ApavuM te dharmaguru tarIke amArI pharaja che, pachI bhale rAjakIya, sAmAjika ke dhArmika kSetra hoya. ame sIdho saMsArano upadeza na ApIe, paNa saMsAranI pratyeka pravRttimAM hita-ahita cokkasa kahI zakIe. e amAro adhikAra tame chInavI zako tema nathI, ane tamArI pAse mAtra apekSA eTalI ja rAkhuM chuM ke jijJAsAthI badhuM pUchajo, paNa manamAM goTALA rAkhIne bahAra jaIne na bolatA. prabhunI vANI ane upadezaka mATe game tema bolazo to ghora pApa lAgaze, vaLI game tema bolavAthI bIjAne paNa buddhibheda thAya. tame ema paNa kahezo ke "sAhebajI ! tame AvuM kaho cho ne bIjA sAdhuo juduM kahe che, to amAre sAcuM zuM mAnavuM?" amArI evI apekSA nathI ke amArI ja vAta as per granted-samajayA vinA 42 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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svIkArI lo. paNa tame baMne pakSanI vAto barAbara sAMbhaLo ane pachI taTasthatAthI vicArIne je sAcuM hoya te pakaDo. sabhA:- dUdha-dahIM baMnemAM paga rAkhIe to? sAhebajI - sAro vacalo vikalpa zodhyo che! AvA be bAju gabaDanArAne jIvanamAM satyano lAbha na maLe. sabhA - paraMtu amane satya samajAya nahIM to? sAhebajI : tame sIdhAM zAstra bhaNI zako tevuM kadAca jJAna tamArI pAse na hoya, paNa ame je vAtane saraLa karIne samajAvIe, chatAM tame te samajI na zako tevA bhoTa to nathI ja. are ! tame to bhoLA sAdhune paNa ramADI jAo tevA cho. baMnenI vAta sAMbhaLIne taTasthatAthI vicArI zako tevA cho. sabhA - A zikSaNa hitakArI na thaI zake chatAM tenA vagara cAlI zake tema ja nathI. sAhebajI:- je vastu vagara calAvI na zakAya te badhI ja jarUriyAta sArI ja che, ema to na ja kahevAya. rasoI mATe Aga saLagAvavI anivArya che, paraMtu teTalAmAtrathI Agane sArI mAnIne bheTI na paDAya. jIvanamAM anivAryatA ane upayogitA judI cIja che. te sArA-narasAno AdhAra na banI zake. ane ahIM to anivArya che eTalA mATe ja sAruM mAnIne tenI prazaMsA-bahumAna ke dAna dvArA samarthana na karAya teTalI ja vAta che. dravyahiMsA karatAM bhAvahiMsA anekagaNI bhayaMkara te upara yugalikanuM dRSTAMtaH - atyAre zikSaNamAM evAM tattvo goThavAyelAM che ke je sIdhAM bhAvahiMsAnAM kAraNa che. dravyahiMsA karatAM bhAvahiMsA kaMI gaNI kharAba che. mANasane mArI nAkhavAthI to khAlI dravyahiMsA thAya che, tenA bhAvaprANano nAza nathI thato. paraMtu mANasane sadguNothI, dharmathI bhraSTa karo to tenI bhAvahiMsA thAya che. kalpasUtramAM daza accherAM Ave che, temAM eka accheruM e che ke yugalikanI bhAvahiMsA thavAthI te marIne narake gayA. eka vIraka nAmano vaNakara che, jene suMdara patnI che, tenuM rUpa adbhuta che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 43

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AvA sAmAnya mANasanI suMdara patnIne rAjAe eka vakhata joI ane tenuM AkarSaNa thayuM tethI tenuM apaharaNa karAvyuM, ane rANI tarIke mahelamAM besADI. AthI vIrakane ghaNo ja AghAta lAgyo. tenI mAnasika asara UMDI thavAthI A vaNakara gAMDo thaI gayo ane Akho divasa patnInuM nAma "vanamALA vanamALA" bolyA kare che, gharakuTuMba-vyavasAya badhuM bhUlIne laghara-vaghara rakhaDyA kare che. tamAzAne teDuM na hoya, tethI chokarAo ToLe vaLIne tene bahu ja herAna kare che ane e paNa sAme gAMDapaNanA kAraNe vicitra hAvabhAva kare che. ghaNo samaya gayA pachI eka vakhata rAjamArga upara "vanamALA vanamALA" rADo pADatAM karuNa avasthAmAM pasAra thaI rahyo che, te vakhate A rAjArANI jharUkhAmAM UbhAM che, paraspara AnaMda-pramoda karI rahyAM che, tyAre tene pasAra thato acAnaka jue che, ane tenI A atyaMta dayanIya dazA joI baMnene khUba ja duHkha thAya che. rAjAne manamAM thAya che ke huM AnA jIvanamAM ADakhIlI banyo, tethI ja AnI AvI dazA thaI che ane bicAro keTalo du:khI thaI rahyo che ! A avasare rANIne paNa thAya che ke mArA patidrohanA kAraNe ja AvI karuNa paristhiti thaI che. Ama to A baMne jIvo atyaMta duSTa buddhivALA nahotA, paraMtu bhoganI AsaktinA kAraNe A banI gayuM hatuM. tethI atyAre A baMne rAjArANIne zubhabhAvapUrvaka pazcAttApa thAya che. jogAnujoga te vakhate ja temanA AyuSyano baMdha paDe che, vaLI tyAre ja akasmAta vIjaLI paDatAM baMnenuM mRtyu thAya che ane marIne bhogabhUmimAM yugalika tarIke janma le che. have vIrake jayAre vIjaLI paDatAM baMnenuM mRtyu AMkho sAme joyuM tyAre shockAghAta lAgavAthI sAjo thaI gayo, ne gAMDapaNa jatuM rahyuM, ane rAjA ane potAnI bhUtapUrva patnIne oLakhI jAya che. tene manamAM thAya che ke sAruM thayuM. pApIonuM puNya khUTyuM. temane temanA pApanI sajA maLI. tamane tamAro koI duzmana jo dhaMdhAmAM salavAya to te vakhate kevA bhAva Ave? sabhA:- e ja lAgano hato. sAhebajI - tethI tamArI covIse kalAka vezyA kevI ? ane AnA kAraNe satata kevAM bhayaMkara karmo baMdhAtAM hoya che? manovRttimAM to duzmana pratye dveSa paDelo che ja. vIraka gAMDo thayo tyAre paNa A vRtti hatI, mAtra nimitta maLyuM tyAre dveSa bahAra Avyo. 44 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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sabhA:- rANI pratye paNa dveSa kharo? zA kAraNe? sAhebajI :- saMsAranuM A vikRta svarUpa ja che. je pAtra para tIvra rAga hoya tenuM apekSAthI viruddha vartana thAya to te ja rAga tIvra SamAM pariName. tethI rAjAe vanamAlAnuM apaharaNa karyuM, te pahelAM vIrakane vanamAlA para rAga hato, paraMtu rAjamahelamAM rAjA sAthe Asakta thaIne prasannatAthI rahevA lAgI tethI potAnA rAganuM pAtra parAyuM banavAthI veSa pragaTyo che. have sAjo thayelo vIraka jIvanamAM ekalo paDI javAthI vicAre che ke mAruM sarvasva to gayuM. have jIvanamAM sAra nathI ema duHkhagarbhita vairAgyathI tApasa thayo, ane tapa-tyAga-saMyama pALIne devalokamAM gayo. tyAM janmatAM ja upayoga mUkyo ke huM kyAMthI Avyo chuM? pUrvabhava jotAM vicAre che ke mArA duzmano kyAM che? rAjArANI to zubhabhAvamAM maryA hatAM, ethI yugalika banyAM che. A baMnene suMdara bhogabhUmimAM pati-patnI thaIne AnaMdapramoda karatAM joIne te manathI bahu duHkhI thAya che. tamAro A karmabhUmino manuSyabhava to pUrepUrI hADamArIvALo che. are ! zrImaMtano chokaro paNa zAMtithI na bhogavI zake. AjakAla chokarA 2 varSanA thAya tyArathI bhaNavAnI hADamArI, pachI kamAvAnI, pachI ghara mAMDavAnI, aneka javAbadArIo che ! jyAre tyAM akarmabhUmimAM to bhaNavA, gaNavA, kamAvAnI kazI ja javAbadArI nahIM, koI hADamArI nahIM. dezakALa ne zarIrabaLa ja evAM anukULa hoya ke jIvanamAM mAtra mojamajA ja hoya, chatAM marIne tyAMthI devalokamAM ja jAya. yugaliko tamArI mAphaka koI dharmArAdhanA na kare; darzana, pUjA, pratikramaNa kaMI na kare. vaLI jIvanabhara saMsAranA pAMca iMdriyanA bhoga bhogave che, chatAM kapAyo maMda hovAnA kAraNe niyamo devalokamAM ja jAya. sabhA temane karmabaMdha ocho thAya? sAhebajI :- hA, kaSAyonI alpatAne kAraNe karmabaMdha ochA thAya. dharma ArAdhanA karo to ja puNya baMdhAya evuM ekAMte nathI, bIjA zubha pariNAma dvArA paNa ghaNuM puNya bAMdhI zakAya che. temanA kaSAyo tamArA kaSAyo karatAM hajAro gaNA maMda hoya che. atyAre kuTuMbamAM tamAre ekabIjAne game teTalA lAgaNInA saMbaMdha haze, paNa jIvanamAM kyAre paNa manadu:kha nathI thayuM evuM na ja kahI zako. sabhA :- asaMbhava che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 45

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sAhebajI:- tamArA mATe asaMbhava che; kAraNa ke tamane vAtavAtamAM khoTuM lAge, kharAba lAge, Aveza AvI jAya ane jo kamAna chaTake to kevuM bolI nAkho te kahI zakAya nahIM. jyAre A yugaliko to asaMkhya varSa sAthe rahe chatAM paNa temane koI aNabanAva thAya nahIM, jhaghaDA paNa kyAreya thAya nahIM. sabhA:- kAraNa ke temane nimitta ja nathI. sAhebajI:- tamane tamAro svabhAva ja nimitta che, ANe Ama karyuM ne teNe tema karyuM. dA.ta. sosAyaTImAM mIThAinI vaheMcaNI thaI to pADozIne tyAM vadhAre AvI ane ApaNe tyAM ochI AvI tenA nAmathI saMkleza cAlu thAya. jayAre ahIM to lAkho yugaliko sAthe rahetA hoya to paNa temane paraspara koI aNabanAva thAya nahIM. are ! rAjyavyavasthA, sAmAjika nItiniyamo ke daMDa paNa nahIM, chatAM badhA zAMtithI rahe. mULamAM temano svabhAva ja kAraNa che. sabhA:- temane koI vastuno abhAva paNa nahIM ne? ' sAhebajI :- hAlanA zrImaMtone paNa khAvApIvA Adi koI vastuno abhAva nathI. chatAM zAMta rahe che ke temanA kuTuMbomAM vadhAre hoLI saLage che? vaLI rame ema mAno cho ke tamane joItuM maLI jAya to tame paNa zAMta thaI jAo, vAstavamAM to tamArI AvazyakatAnuM lisTa jema vastu maLe tema vadhatuM ja jAya. atyAre kadAca tamane kalpavRkSa maLe to zuM karo ? mAMgI mAMgIne mULiyAM sAthe UkheDI nAMkho ne? jayAre temanI prakRtimAM ja namratA, saraLatA, saMtoSa Adi aneka guNo hoya; ema ne ema maphatamAM devaloka nathI maLato. deva thayelo vIrakano jIva vicAre che ke A rAjArANI atyAre to mojamajA kare ja che, pAchAM marIne devalokamAM jaze, ane tyAM paNa majA karaze. tethI tenA manamAM dveSa UbharAya che ke are ! sajA maLavAne badale A to phAvI gayA. Ama vicArI dveSathI atyaMta duHkhI thAya che ane manamAM UhApoha kare che ke kaI rIte Amane du:khanA khADAmAM nAMkhuM? bhAvahiMsA samajAvavA A daSTAMta ApuM chuM. duHkhI karavA deva vicAre che ke A mArA duzmanone bahu ja kharAba rIte mAre sabaDAvavA che. jo yugalika tarIke raheze to kazuM ja nahIM karI zakAya. zubha pariNAmathI bhAvimAM paNa majA karaze. Ama vicArI devatAI zaktithI te baMne yugalikone upADIne karmabhUmimAM laI jaI temanAM deha ane AyuSya karmabhUmine anurUpa nAnAM karyA. 46 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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yugalikonAM deha ane AyuSya karmabhUminA deha ane AyuSya karatAM ghaNAM moTAM hoya che. eka sAmAnya devatA paNa keTalI hada sudhI bIjAnA karmavipAkamAM pheraphAra karI zake che, teno A eka namUno che. sabhAH- AyuSya ochuM thAya ? sAhebajI:- AyuSya ochuM thAya paNa vadhe nahIM. zAstramAM akALe mRtyu mAnyuM che. paraMtu ahIMyAM to nirupakrama hatuM to paNa ghaTADyuM, te Azcarya che. sopakrama AyuSya 90 varSanuM hoya to paNa nimitta Apo to tUTatAM vAra na lAge. tene jo A yugalikane sIdhuM duHkha ja ApavuM hota to rAI rAI jeTalA TukaDA karI nAkhata, haMTare haMTare paNa phaTakArI zakata, paNa teNe evuM na karatAM UlaTuM karyuM. tene rAjaya ApyuM, sattAdhIza-samrATa banAvyA, saMpatti-aizvarya badhuM ja ApyuM. A ApyA pachI paNa jo temanI prakRti sajjana hoya to puNya ja bAMdhe, tethI te aTakAvavA devatAe vAtAvaraNa ja evuM goThavyuM ke prakRtithI teo duSTa, vyasanI, mAMsAhArI ane durAcArI bane; matalaba ke teonI buddhi pheravI nAMkhI. manamAM gADha pAparuci pedA karI. A ja bhAvahiMsA che. sabhA - paNa sAhebajI ! ATaluM puNya hoya to paNa AvuM thAya? sAhebajI:-devatA ghaNuM pheravI zake che. joke A accheruM che. chatAM jainakarmavAda batAve che ke karma, puruSArthathI parivartana pAmI zake che. karma jevuM bAMdhyuM hoya tevuM ja 108% bhogavavuM paDe, tevo ja vipAka Ave, evuM ekAMte nathI. tamAruM puNya prabaLa hoya to indra paNa vALa vAMko na karI zake. ahIM prabaLa eTale nikAcita samajavAnuM. paraMtuM puNya prabaLa na hoya to sAmAnya mANasa paNa herAna karI jAya. ApaNA puNya-pApanA udayamAM bIjI vyakti mAtra nimitta banI zake che, paraMtu tamAruM puNya tamAre bhogavavAnuM che ane tamAruM pApa paNa tamAre ja bhogavavAnuM che. tamAruM bAMdheluM tamAre bhogavavAnuM, tamAre ja khapAvavAnuM; ne mAruM bAMdheluM mAre ja bhogavavAnuM ke mAre ja khapAvavAnuM. chatAM bIjAne azubha karma baMdhAvavAmAM ApaNe nimitta banI zakIe chIe, ane tamane azubha karmo baMdhAvavAmAM bIjo nimitta banI zake che. ahIM devatA puNyazALI evA yugalikane prabaLa pApa baMdhAvavAnA nimittarUpa sAmagrIo UbhI kare che. bAkI pApa to A rAjA-rANI banelA yugalikanA jIvoe svayaM azubha bhAvo karIne bAMdhyuM che. tame nimittane samajo lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 40

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ane kartutvane samajo tamArA karmanA kartA-hartA-bhoktA tame ja cho, bIjAnA karmanA kartA-hartA-bhoktA tame nathI; chatAM bIjAne karmabaMdhamAM ke karmanI nirjarAmAM nimitta thaI zako cho. tamane pApa baMdhAvavAnuM koIne mana hoya to tamane evI saLI kare ke tame tarata ja gusse thaI jAo. sabhA - sAhebajI ! saLI karanArane paNa pApa baMdhAya ne? sAhebajI:- enA bhAva pramANe ene paNa pApa baMdhAya, tamArA bhAva pramANe tamane paNa baMdha thAya. kudaratanA nItiniyamo crystal clear-sphaTika jevA cokhA che. yugalike je puNya-pApa bAMdhyAM te tene ja bhogavavAM paDaze. atyAre pelA devane tenA tarapha atizaya dveSa thavAthI vicAre che ke, teone duHkhI karavA hoya, to pApanA hissedAra banAvavA paDe. ane te mATe pApanI ja buddhi pedA thAya evA vAtAvaraNamAM mUkI devA. Ama, A sAmagrI dvArA temanAmAM pApanI buddhi pedA karIne.kukarma karAvyAM jethI marIne sAtamI narake gayA. have jo pelA deve A yugalikone sIdhAM ribAvI ribAvIne mAryA hota to ATaluM duHkha na paData. jyAre sAtamI narakanA 33 sAgaropamanA AyuSyamAM to eka vakhatanA mRtyune badale asaMkhya mRtyunI vedanA bhogavavI paDaze. Ama, devatAe rAjasattA, bhoga ApIne paraMtu buddhi bagADIne verano bhAvahiMsA dvArA bhAre badalo lIdho. eka vyaktine sIdhI rIte mArI nAMkhavAmAM je pApa che, tenA karatAM AtmAparaloka, puNya-pApanI zraddhAthI tene bhraSTa karo to ghaNuM bhayaMkara pApa baMdhAya che; kAraNa ke bhAvahiMsAthI tenA bhavobhava bagaDe che. bhAvahiMsA keTalI bhayaMkara che teno have khyAla Ave che? kuzikSaNa e paNa bhayaMkara bhAvahiMsA che. kAraNa ke te paNa bhaNanAranI buddhi bhraSTa kare che. tethI temAM satkAryanI buddhithI dAna ApavuM e sIdhuM bhAvahiMsAnA sAdhanane samarthana ApavA barAbara che, tethI atizaya geravAjabI paNa tamane to dravyahiMsA ja hiMsA tarIke dekhAya che, bhAvahiMsA dekhAtI nathI. are ! zAstro to kahe che ke zrAvaka dIkarAnI zArIrika ciMtA karatAM Atmika ciMtA ja vadhAre kare. ane Atmika ciMtA na karanArAM mAbApa dIkarAnAM hitecchu nahi paNa duzmana ja che. je mAbApa dIkarAne Atmika rIte nukasAna thAya tema uchere, te mAbApa kasAI karatAM paNa bhaMDAM che, evuM zAstrIya vidhAna che. kAraNa ke kasAI to . 48 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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eka bhavanuM mRtyu karaze, paNa AvAM mAbApa to bhavobhavanAM mRtyu karaze. A sUcave che ke dravyahiMsA karatAM bhAvahiMsA anekagaNI vadhAre bhayaMkara che. sabhA-:- amAro dIkaro DaoNkTara thAya ne ame temAM harakhAie, to pApanA bhAgIdAra kharA ke nahIM? sAhebajI :- hA, cokkasa pApanA bhAgIdAra kharA. ghaNAM mA-bApe to pahelAM DaoNkTara banavA mATenI tene preraNA ApI hoya, bhaNavAmAM tene aneka rIte sahAyabhUta thayA hoya, to tenuM paNa pApa coTe. kAraNa ke DaoNkTara banavA mATe zarUAtathI paMcendriya jIvonI hiMsA karavI paDe. hAiskUlamAM Ave tyArathI ja disection-jIvone cIravAnuM cAlu thAya. tamArA dIkarAo jIvatA paMcendriya jIvone jAte cIre pachI temanA bhAvo kevA rahe ? sabhA :- paNa pachI to jIvone bacAvaze ja ne ? sAhebajI :- paisA laine prekTIsa kare tene sevA ke jIvadayA na kahevAya. vaLI atyAre samAjamAM DaoNkTaronI chApa kevI che ? bhaNIne keTalA DaoNkTaro sevAbhAvI pAke che? hatA. sabhA H- sAhebajI ! badhA AvuM ja vicAraze to DaoNkTara koNa banaze ? sAhebajI H- evI ciMtA ayogya che. bhUtakALamAM paNa loko mAMdA paDatA teo kAMI sabaDI sabaDIne nahotA maratA. Ayurvedika TrITamenTa thatI ja hatI, aneka nirdoSa, upacAro hatA. atyAre paNa samAjamAMthI hoziyAra vidyArthIvarga jo AyurvedikamAM jAya to pAchuM DevelapamenTa cokkasa thAya, ane ochI hiMsAthI tathA ochA kharce lokone cikitsA upalabdha thaI zake. ApaNe to jIvamAtra pratye dayAno bhAva karavAno che. tethI mANasa du:khI thaIne marI jAya tevuM amAruM kahevuM nathI. hA, bIjI treatmentno-cikitsAno jo koI vikalpa ja na hoya to vicAra karavo paDe. kasAInA dhaMdhAne ApaNe vagovIe chIe tyAre evuM nathI vicAratA ke samAjamAMthI jo badhA ja kasAi maTI jaze to zuM thaze ? jIvanamAM game te pApI dhaMdhA pakaDI na ja levAya. jema tame loko sIdhI katala juo to arerATI thaI jAya, paNa dasa mAila dUra katala thAya ane tyAM processing thaIne taiyAra pekeTamAM mAMsa vecAtuM hoya tyAM tamane sIdhI hiMsA dekhAtI nathI. tema hospiTalamAM paNa tamane sIdhI hiMsA dekhAtI nathI, UlaTI dayA dekhAya che, paNa pAchalA bAraNe thatI hiMsA lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 49

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ghaNI che. hamaNAM narendrabhAI (copATI saMghanA pramukha) eka 'tabIbI kSetre hiMsA nAmanuM pustaka vAMcavA lAvelA, je svayaM DaoNkTare lakhyuM che, tenA reports vAMco to arerATI thaI jAya. AjanuM kuzikSaNa bhAvahiMsAnuM moTAmAM moTuM kendra che, tethI lAcArIthI te levuM paDe to paNa tene khoTuM to mAno ja, dAna na Apo, anumodana na karo : sabhA -DaoNkTarathI karAyelI hiMsA dravyahiMsA na kahevAya? sAhebajI:- dravyahiMsA ja che, te jIvone zarIrathI ja mAre che, jyAre zikSaNa e to bhAvahiMsA che. je bhaNavAthI vyakti AtmA-paramAtmA bhUlIne dharmanI viruddha jAya, te zikSaNathI bhAvahiMsA ja thaze. huM jyAre navamA dhoraNamAM bhaNato hato tyAre eka vakhata sara sAthe jhaghaDo thaI gayelo. temaNe bAyolojImAM samajAvavAnuM cAlu karyuM ke ApaNA zarIro cellkoSamAMthI bane che ne eka zarIramAM svataMtra hajAro cell che. jayAre mANasa jIvato hoya che tyAre cellmAM protoplasm hoya che jenAthI badhI jIvanakriyA cAle che, ane maratI vakhate te protoplasmno nAza thaI jAya che. tyAre meM kahyuM ke "sara, jo, protoplasmthI ja lAipha cAlatI hoya to e ja protoplasm je 30 kemIkalsamAMthI bane che, tene leboreTarImAM banAvI jaDa vastumAM inject karIe to jIvanakriyA utpanna thaI zake? rasAyaNazAstrathI jo A banatuM hoya to cAlu karo." AvuM sAMbhaLatAM sara ekadama ciDAI gayA. meM kahyuM ke jo tamArA vijJAna pramANe AtmA nathI to dalIlathI amane samajAvo. paNa teo javAba na ApI zakyA. A bhaNatarathI vidyArthIo nAstika ja bane. hospiTalamAM dravyahiMsA che ane bhaNataramAM bhAvahiMsA che, je vadhAre kharAba ane vadhAre bhayaMkara che. sabhA:- ame na bhaNAvIe to saMsAramAM thoDuM cAle tema che? sAhebajI:- tame loko sukhI mANasa cho. tame tamArA saMtAnane ghare paNa sArI rIte bhASAjJAna-gaNita vagere bhaNAvIne taiyAra karI zako tema cho. vaLI atyAre samAjamAM DIgrI vagaranA paNa lAkho rUpiyAnI kamANI kare ja che, chatAM jo tamAro dIkaro tamArA samAjamAM na bhaNavAthI abhaNa kahevAze evo Dara hoya to tene kadAca 50. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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bhaNAvo, paNa te khoTuM che tema to mAno ja. tene paNa sAcuM zuM che te avasare samajAvo. uparAMta khoTAne sAruM ne sAcuM samajI temAM dAna na ja Apo, ane anumodanA paNa na karo. TUMkamAM tamAruM emAM kyAMye samarthana na hovuM joIe. kAraNa ke A kSetra AryaanukaMpAnuM nathI. A zikSaNa na ja choDI zako to sAme saMghamAM sAruM dhArmika zikSaNa ApatI sArI pAThazALA UbhI karo, te jheranA mAraNa tarIke cokkasa kAma karaze. sabhA :- AjanuM zikSaNa lIdhA vagara rojIroTIno savAla Avato hoya to zuM kare? sAhebajI:- badhA ja bhaNelAne rojIroTI maLe che? keTalAye DIgrIvALA bekAra ja pharatA hoya che. Adhunika zikSaNamAM rojIroTInI paNa koI geraMTI nathI. sabhA:- paNa zikSaNathI vikAsa to thAya che ne? sAhebajI:- hA, cokkasa. paNa sAthe vikRtiono paNa vikAsa thAya che. ame zikSaNanA mULathI virodhI nathI, paNa temAM rahelI vikRtinA virodhI chIe. bAkI to nItizAstra bhaNIne je taiyAra thAya tenAmAM vyavahArika buddhino khajAno Ave che. chawere#sexyeesewiveg47 wwwwwww lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 51

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tA. 6-7-94, maMgaLavAra. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA dAnadharmanI ucita maryAdAno prabodha karanArA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. dharma dAna-zIla-tapa ane bhAvarUpe che ane e cAreyamAM dAnadharmane pahelo mUkyo ane zreSTha batAvyo che. zAstramAM dAnanA prakAro, tene yogya bhUmikAo, uttama dAna, halakuM dAna vagere UMDANathI samajAvyuM che. kevaLa svArthabuddhithI karAtI dAnapravRtti e dAnadharma nathIH . dareka dAnamAM zubhabhAva to avazya joIe ja. kevaLa svArthabuddhithI karAtI dAnapravRtti te vAstavamAM dAnadharma nathI. jema ke advertisement-jAherAto vagere mATe apAtA Donezano, skUlamAMadmission-praveza mATe apAtAM donationmAMdAnamAM paNa ApanArane dAnano bhAva nathI hoto ane lenArane lAMcano bhAva hoya che. Aje moTI kaMpanIonA sodA thAya tyAre paNa moTA bhAge menejarone khuza karavA paDatA hoya che, gift-bheTasogAda vagere ApavI paDatI hoya che, jenA lAkho rUpiyA thatA hoya che, temAM paNa zubhabhAva hoto nathI. A azubha bhAvaprerita dekhAvathI dAnapravRtti hoya che; vAstavamAM to niHsvArtha udAratAnA bhAva sAthe svamAlikInI vastu ApavA taiyAra thAya tyAre ja dAna kahevAya. vepAramAM moTA gharAkane sAcavavA 200 -300 rUpiyA nAstAmAM kharcI nAMkho te dAna nathI. tyAM to udAratAno dekhAvamAtra che. manamAM dAnano bhAva ja nathI, phakta svArtha sAdhavAnI vRtti che. sabhA:- svArtha ane paramArtha be bhegA hoya to? sAhebajI:-paramArtha zabda UMco che. ahIM paramArtha nahIM paNa parArtha bolo. be bhegA hoya temAM jeTalo zubha bhAva che teTaluM puNya, ane azubha bhAva che teTaluM pApa baMdhAya. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 52

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are ! derAsara-upAzrayamAM dAna Apo te vakhate paNa tamArI nAmanA-jAherAta thAya, jethI tamArI mAnanI vRtti poSAtI hoya to te mAtrAmAM pApa baMdhAya. paraMtu "A to uttama dharmakArya che, AmAM sva ne paranuM hita che, AmAM vaparAyelI lakSmI sArthaka che." Avo zubhabhAva hoya to cokkasa puNya baMdhAya. vaLI jeTalA TakA zubhabhAva teTalA TakA puNya ne jeTalA TakA azubhabhAva teTalA TakA pApa baMdhAya, ane ekalo azubhabhAva ja hoya to mAtra pApa ja baMdhAya. sabhA - udAratAno bhAva eTale zuM? sAhebajI:-jIva mAruM-mAruM anaMtakALathI karato Avyo che, te bIjAne svArtha vinA kAMI ApavA taiyAra nathI. ahIM je potAnI mAlikInuM che tenAthI bIjAnuM hita-bhaluM thatuM hoya, to svanA lAbhane gauNa karI bIjAnA upayoga mATe ghasAvAnI buddhi te udAratA. sarva prakAranA dAnamAM udAratA to joIze ja. jenAmAM udAratA nathI te koI paNa prakAranuM dAna nathI karI zakato. dAnamAM paNa aneka kavolITI Avaze. dAtAnI kakSA anusAra anukaMpAdAnanA aneka prakAra paDe che, temAM upalI kakSAno dAtAra nIcalI kakSAnuM dAna na kare : jainetara paNa bhUkhyAne annadAna vagere kare che, paNa viveka na hovAnA kAraNe rAtre kaMdamULa Adi khavaDAve che. A dAnamAM udAratAno bhAva che paNa hiMsAahiMsAno viveka nathI: tevI ja rIte anArya dezamAM janmelAne svayaM jIvanamAM bhakSya-abhakSyanI khabara nathI. tyAM mAMsAhAra tathA dArU 95%nA jIvanamAM hoya che. tethI temane tyAM koI bhikhArI Ave to dAnamAM paNa gharamAM banelI abhakSya vastu ja Apaze. are ! Izu khrista, mahamada payagaMbara vagerenA khudanA jIvanamAM paNa mAMsAhAra hatI. te dharmamAM Izvaratulya jenI bhakti karavAmAM Ave che, temanA jIvanamAM paNa A dUSaNo hatAM. bAIbalamAM ja kahyuM che ke eka vakhata izukhrista bhikSAmAM pAMca mAchalI lAvyA. temanAmAM paropakAra-udAratAnI vRtti tIvra hatI, tethI jayAre bhojana karavA beThA tyAre temAMthI bhikSukane traNa mAchalI dAnamAM ApI dIdhI. vicAro ke potAnA mATe lAvelI vastu pote bhUkhyA rahIne paNa ApI dIdhI ! AmAM zubhabhAva hato paNa te dAna halakI kakSAnuM kahevAze. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 53

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sabhA :- rAtre bhikhArIne anna Ape to cAle ? sAhebajI :- dAna ApanAra kaI bhUmikAno mANasa che te jovuM paDe. dAtA je bhUmikAno hoya te bhUmikAne ucita vyavahAra karavAno Ave. sabhA:- amArA dIkarA rAtre jamatA hoya ane mahemAna Ave to rAtre bhojana apAya ke nahIM? sAhebajI :- jo tamArA ghare rAtribhojana thatuM hoya to tamAre ApavuM paDe. paraMtu jo tamArA gharamAM zrAvakAcAra paLAto hoya to mahemAnone paNa rAtre ApavAnI jarUra nathI. tamArI bhUmikA pramANe vyavahAra karavAno che: tamArA dIkarAne jamADo ne bIjAne na jamADo to pArakA potAno bheda karyo kahevAze. je khoTuM karyuM kahevAya. A evI vAta che ke mahemAna Ave ne rasoi karuM to hiMsA thAya ane potAnA mATe karuM to hiMsA na kahevAya ! anukaMpAdAnanA ghaNA prakAra paDe che. halakA zubha pariNAmavALA dAnathI thoDuM puNya baMdhAze, ane ghaNuM pApa baMdhAze. izu khriste mAchalAnuM dAna udAratAthI karyuM che, kAraNa ke svayaM bhUkhyA rahIne vastu ApI che, tethI udAratA-paropakAravRtti avazya che. paNa A halakuM dAna kahevAze. A dAnanI anumodanA jaina evA tamArAthI karI zakAya nahIM, kAraNa te dAnamAM hiMsA ghaNI che. AvAM dAna anAryadezanA loko kare to ApaNe niMdA nathI karatA, paNa jo AryadezanA ahiMsaka loko je dharma pAmelA che, Astika che, te jo AvI pravRtti satkAryabuddhithI kare to te vAjabI na ja gaNAya. anArya mATe to e ja levala che, kAraNa ke tyAM hAilevalanA vicAro sphurI zake tema nathI. jo teone AvA dAnanI nA pADazo to UlaTA kaMjUsa banaze. temanI samAjavyavasthAmAM bhale te dAna kahevAya paNa temAM thoDA zubhabhAva sahita krUratAdi azubhabhAvo tIvra hovAnA kAraNe te AryaanukaMpAdAna na kahevAya. koI jIvane dharmabhraSTa karI adharmanA mArge laI javo te bhAvahiMsA moTAmAM moTuM pApa che H tame dravyahiMsAne hiMsA tarIke mAno cho, tethI tamane prANihiMsAyukta dAnanI A vAta buddhimAM besI jAya che. temAM paNa paMcendriya janAvaranI katalathI arerATI thaI jAya che, paraMtu ekendriya jIvonI dravyahiMsAnI tamane bahu asara thatI nathI. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 54

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ame to pAMdaDAne aDIe to paNa amane AMcako lAge che, toDavAnI to amArA jIvanamAM vAta ja nathI AvatI. vaLI tame to bhAvahiMsAne dravyahiMsA karatAM kharAba paNa nathI gaNatA. are ! ghaNA to bhAvahiMsAne hiMsA ja nathI gaNatA. sabhA :- bhAvahiMsAnI vAta Aje ja sAMbhaLI. sAhebajI :- jainadharmanI hiMsAmAM to Dagale ne pagale bhAvahiMsAnI vAta Ave che. bhAvahiMsAmAM AtmAnuM ahita che, dravyahiMsAmAM zArIrika mota che. bhAvahiMsAthI to bhavAMtaramAM ghaNuM ja duHkha Avaze. koInA AtmAnuM ahita karatI pravRtti karo ne je pApa baMdhAya, ane tene zArIrika kaSTa Apo ne je pApa baMdhAya che, te baMnemAM jamIna-AsamAnano taphAvata paDe che. koipaNa vyaktine dharmathI bhraSTa karIne adharmanA mArge laI javI tene zAstramAM moTuM pApa kahyuM che. eTale ja utsUtra bhASaNa=samAjane UMdhA mArge laI jAya tevo dharmopadeza, jo ame ApIe to zAstra amane kasAi karatAM vadhAre bhayaMkara kahe che. UMDuM tattva vicArIne A vAta karI che. bAhya kaSTa ApIne karAtI hiMsA tenA karatAM ghaNI sAmAnya che. yugalikanA dRSTAMtamAM teone duHkhI karavA deve kyAMya cIMTiyo paNa bharyo nathI, chatAM evA pApothI gherAvyA ke asaMkhya kALa sudhI sabaDyA ja kare. are ! bAhyadRSTie UlaTuM paMpALIneM rAjA-rANI banAvyAM, temane sattA ApI, bhogasAmagrInAM sAdhano ApyAM; dekhAvamAM to phoIne paNa ema ja lAge ke temane sukhI karyAM che. paNa ultimately-pariNAme vadhAre ahita karyuM, jethI sAtamI narakanAM duHkha bhogavavAnAM Ave. bhAvahiMsAnuM bIjuM dRSTAMta, rohiNiyo cora H bhAvahiMsAnuM bIjuM daSTAMta rohiNiyo cora che. bhagavAna mahAvIranI dezanAnA eka vAkyathI te motanA mukhamAMthI UgarI jAya che ane tenA hRdayanuM parivartana thAya che. rohiNiyAno bApa lohakhura nAmano moTo cora hato. maratI vakhate tene A rohiNiyo pUche che ke "pitAjI, tamArI aMtima icchA kaho." tyAre teno bApa tene kahe che ke "mArI koI aMgata aMtima icchA nathI. je mAre jIvanamAM meLavavuM hatuM te meM meLavI lIdhuM che ane bhogavavAnuM bhogavI lIdhuM che. paNa mArA upara tane lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 55

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bApa tarIke jo lAgaNI hoya to eka mArI tane khAsa bhalAmaNa che ke, je atyAre bhagavAna tarIke mahAvIra vicare che, tenI vANI kadI sAMbhaLato nahIM.'' A kahevAnuM tene kAraNa e hatuM ke, pote pAko-aThaMga cora hovAthI tene manamAM ema thAya che ke mAro dIkaro corano vAraso jALave. joke A rohiNiyo atyAre cora ja che. paNa bApa jANe che ke AnAmAM UMDe UMDe sajjanatA hovAthI tene nimitta maLatAM lUMTArAmAMthI sadAcArI thaI jaze, A ciMtAthI AvI krUra bhalAmaNa karelI. rohiNiyAne bApa pratye lAgaNI hovAthI bApanI AjJA mAne che ane prabhuno paDachAyo paNa leto nathI. paNa yogAnuyoga evuM thAya che ke, eka vakhata te prabhunA samavasaraNanI dizAmAM corI karavA gayo hovAthI, jojanagAminI prabhunI vANI saMbhaLAI na jAya tethI teNe kAnamAM AMgaLIo khosI dIdhI che, paNa te ja vakhate pagamAM kAMTo vAgavAthI kAnamAMthI AMgaLI nIkaLI gaI. manano svabhAva e che ke je vastu karavAnI nA pADI hoya te pahelI kare. nahIMtara bhale kAna khullA hoya paNa bedhyAna rahe to saMbhaLAya nahIM. paNa ANe mananI taralatAnA kAraNe prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLI ane AvI rIte sAMbhaLeluM prabhunuM eka vacana kaTokaTInA prasaMge tene motanA mukhamAMthI bacAve che, tyAre tene ema thAya che ke jo prabhunA eka vacananA zravaNathI paNa ATalo lAbha thAya, to prabhunI vANImAM keTaluM satya haze ! Ama vicArI ullAsathI dezanA sAMbhaLavA gayo ane tyAM pahelavahelo dharma pAmyo, tyAre tene sauthI vadhAre gusso tenA bApa upara Avyo ke "duzmana paNa na kare tevuM kAma mArA bApe mArA mATe karyuM che. AnA karatAM to mane mArI nAMkhyo hota to mArA AtmAne ochuM nukasAna thAta. ,, vAstavamAM bApe to lAgaNIthI salAha ApelI ne dIkarA mATe karoDonI saMpatti mUkIne gayelo. A rAjAzAhI ThAThamAThathI rahenAro cora che. je gAmamAM te raheto hato tyAM tenI chApa sonA jevA mANasanI che. badhAnA upara teno upakAra che. rohiNiyAne dhaMdho, saMpatti, kaLA badhuM ja tenA bApe ApyuM che. A kAma bApe dIkarA pratyenI lAgaNIthI kareluM, paNa te jhera hatuM. tame paNa lAgaNIthI saMtAno mATe dekhAvathI sArI pravRtti karo, paNa jo tamArAmAM viveka na hoya to tame temane dharmathI bhraSTa karo. A ja bhAvahiMsA che. 56 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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bhAvahiMsAgrasta evA haoNspITala ane zikSaNakSetranuM dAna e AryaanukaMpAdAnanuM kSetra paNa nathI : tapa, tyAga, ArAdhanA karanArA paNa A bhAvahiMsAnI evI anumodanA kare che ke temanI ArAdhanA para pANI pheravAI jAya. TUMkamAM hospiTala ane AvA zikSaNakSetranuM dAna e AryaanukaMpAdAna nathI. jene A vAta ja nahi bese tene A graMthanI AgaLanI vAto jarA paNa nahi bese jainadharmano viveka advitIya che. tamAre tIrthakarakathita dharma samajavAno che. A zAsanamAM to nAnAmAM nAnA kaMthavA jevA jIvanI paNa hitaciMtA karavAnI che. ahIM skUla buddhithI vicAro to na cAle. zAstrIya upadezamAM evI keTalIye vAto Ave che ke je atyAre samAjane nathI gamatI, paNa amane hitakArI lAge che ne sAcI che tethI ame kahIzuM ja. atyAre samAjamAM je bhraSTAcAra khadabade che te 100 varSa pahelAM nahoto. 100 varSa pahelAM paNa A dezamAM dharmavyavasthA hatI, dharmaguru hatA ane atyAre paNa che. paNa atyAre AmajanatAmAM ATalI nAstikatA kema pravarte che? tamAre badhI samIkSA uparachallI joIe che, paNa A AkhA samAjanuM AmUla vipula parivartana kyAMthI AvyuM? keLavaNI dvArA ja. kAraNa, tenA dvArA ja vyaktinA mAnasanuM ghaDatara thAya che. sabhA:- to.to sAheba, ame dAnamAM kharcelA rUpiyA khoTA thaI gayA? sAhebajI:-dAnarUpe kharcelA hoya to khoTA ja kahevAya. have khoTI vastune je tame protsAhana ApyuM teno pastAvo karavAno. sabhA:- to sAheba, puNya khapI jAya ne? sAhebajI:-puNya bAMdhyuM hoya to khape ne? halakA dAnamAM ochuM puNya baMdhAya che, pApa vadhAre baMdhAya che. ahIM azubha pariNAmano pazcAttApa karavAno che, jethI pApa khape. sabhA - vastupALa tejapALe dAna ApI masjido kema baMdhAvelI? sAhebajI:- temaNe masjida baMdhAvI temAM temano jAhera kSetrano mahattvano hodo ane tyAranA apavAdika saMyogo kAraNa hatA. temanuM dRSTAMta tamArAthI rAjamArge na levAya.' lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" pa0

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jainazAsanamAM dAnanAM ATha kSetra che. temAM sAta kSetra supAtradAnanAM che eka kSetra anukaMpAdAnanuM che. anukaMpAdAnanuM kSetra vizALa che ne temAM ghaNI pravRttio AvI jAya che, paNa jainaanukaMpAdAnane UMDANathI samajavAnuM che. laukika anukaMpA jaina mATe doSapAtra bane che; je lokottara anukaMpA che, te doSapAtra nathI banatI. tethI ja tamAre amuka anukaMpA karI zakAya ne amuka vajarya gaNAya. tamArA mATe kayuM anuSThAna satkArya kahevAya ne kayuM na kahevAya te samajavAnuM raheze. dA.ta. nonavejanuM dAna jainathI na ja karAya. Izu khriste jema traNa mAchalInuM dAna ApyuM tema tamena ja karI zako. athavA jALa apAvIne gAMdhIjIe mAchImArone rojIroTI apAvI tevuM kAma ApaNe anukaMpAmAM na ja gaNIe. jaina mATe dAnanAM pATha ja kSetro che. sabhA:- paNa sAhebajI, badhA sAdhubhagavaMto juduM juduM kahe che. sAhebajI:- badhA juduM juduM kahe eTale koInI vAta magajamAM na ja besADavI evuM nathI. dharmanA kSetramAM paNa ghaNA ja matabhedo che, chatAM tame mUrtipUjAne kema svIkArI che? kAraNa ke matabhedamAMthI paNa je vAta sAcI lAge te prAmANikatAthI apanAvo to ja rAtya pAmI zakAya. vaLI sAdhuo badhA ekI avAje bole to ja ame svIkArIzuM, tevI tamArI apekSA khoTI che. mAtra taTasthatAthI sAcA-khoTAno vicAra karIne ja mata pakaDavAno che. are ! bApadAdAthI cAlatuM AvyuM che ema samajIne jo jainamata paNa pakaDazo to paNa tame mithyAtvI cho. A Abhigrahika mithyAtvache ane A mithyAtvamAM kadI mokSamArga ke samakitanI bhUmikA nathI AvatI. prabhue kahyuM che, mAro dharma paNa mamatAthI na pakaDo. mArI vAta paNa tattvadaSTithI sAcI lAge to ja svIkAro. AtmakalyANa mATe je sAcuM, hitakArI ne sAruM hoya te ja pakaDajo . mArA bApadAdAthI A amArA guru che, amArI kuLaparaMparAthI A vAta cAlI Ave che, tema vicAravAthI daSTirAga Avaze. sweepeeyeyeI 58 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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tA. 27-07-94, budhavAra anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA dAnadharmano samyapha bodha karAvavA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. dAnadharma e vividha pAsAMthI samajavA jevo eka zreSTha kakSAno dharma che. jo jIva A dharmane sAMgopAMga rIte samajI jAya to potAnuM kalyANa te tenA dvArA avazya karI - zake che. tIrthakarakathita dharmomAMthI eka paNa dharmane jo sarvAgI samajIe to saMpUrNa mokSamArgano bodha thAya che, tevo tIrthakarono dharma che. dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAva A cAreyamAM ArAdhanAnA asaMkhya yoga che. . are! temAMthI eka paNa yoga laie to te yogathI anaMtA jIvo mokSe gayA che. tIrthakarakathita pratyeka yoganI ArAdhanA dvArA mokSe javAya che. koipaNa yogane tame parAkASThA sudhI laI jaI zako, to tainAmAM mokSa ApavAnI saMpUrNa tAkAta che. tethI ja eka yogane paNa sarvAgI rIte samajavo joIe. bIjA dharmonA dAnadharma karatAM ApaNo dAnadharma pAyAmAMthI judo paDe che. ApaNA tIrthakaroe ApaNane vizeSa pradAna karyuM che. supAtradAnanA bhoge anukaMpAdAnanuM mahattva vadhAravuM te vicAramAtra paNa mahApApa che. tethI lokasaMjJAthI paNa temAM taNAvuM nahi ane vicakSaNa banavuM anukaMpAdAna dayApAtramAM thAya, supAtradAna bhaktipAtramAM thAya. bhaktipAtramAM anukaMpA thAya to pApa lAge ne anukaMpAnA pAtramAM bhakti thAya to pApa lAge. pAtra-apAtrano aviveka mithyAtva che. jainazAstroe bhaktinAM pAtro sAta kSetramAM vaheMcI ApyAM che. tenI bahAra koI paNa bhaktipAtra rahetuM nathI. vistArathI sAta kSetranA dAnanI samIkSA batAvI che, paraspara UMcA-nIcAno bheda batAvyo che. vaLI lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 59

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sAte kSetranuM supAtradAna anukaMpAdAna karatAM asaMkhya gaNuM UMcuM che. tenA phaLane anukaMpAdAnanA phaLa sAthe sarakhAvAya paNa nahIM, nahIMtara avamUlyana thaze. anukaMpAdAna koI paNa avasare karo to supAtradAna sAthe sarakhAmaNI na karavI, nahIMtara AzAtanAnuM pApa lAgaze. vartamAna yugamAM anukaMpAdAnanI ja bolabAlA che ane supAtradAnanuM Thera Thera avamUlyana karAya che. paraMtu anukaMpAdAnanI sAme supAtradAnanI guNavattA ochI AMkavAnuM kAma tame jIvanamAM karatA nahIM. dharma karanArane A mArI aMtarathI bhalAmaNa che. Aje pracAra dvArA ghaNo varga evuM mAnato thaI gayo che ke '25 lAkha rUpiyAnuM derAsara ke upAzraya karAvavAM, upadhAno karAvavAM, mahotsavI karAvavA, tIrthayAtrA karAvavI : A badhAmAM paisAno dhumADo karavAno zuM matalaba che ? tenA karatAM dezamAM garIbo ghaNA che, temanA mATe kaMika karavuM joIe. derAsara-upAzraya to ghaNA thaI gayA che, tenI have jarUra nathI.'' AvuM valaNa vadhatuM ja jAya che. paNa bolanArane khabara nathI ke AvuM bolavA dvArA kevA cIkaNA karmabaMdha thAya che ! kaI vastunI tame AzAtanA karo cho teno tamane khyAla nathI. paramAtmabhakti te supAtradAnarUpa satkAryanuM zreSTha kSetra che, enuM tame mAnavadayArUpa anukaMpAnA hInakSetramAMconversion-rUpAMtara karyuM kahevAya. arthAt supAtramAM hisso te binajarUrI hisso che tethI te hisso anukaMpAmAM vAparo tevuM maMtavya thAya. dA.ta. tamAre gharamAM 15000nI Avaka hoya ane temAM tamArI mAnI davAno mAsika kharca 1500thI 2000 hoya, vaLI bIjA kharcA jevA ke TI.vI. viDIyo mojazokhanAM sAdhano vageremAM kharco vadhAre thato hoya, tethI khAvaka ochI paDatI hoya, to te vakhate tamane manamAM ema thAya ke mAnI davAmAM kApa mUkuM, kevo pariNAma kahevAya ? tamane potAnA mojazokha, khAdhAkhorAkImAM kApa mUkavAno vicAra na Avyo ane mAnA ja kharcA AMkhe AvyA ? to A deva-gurunA u5kA2nI tole koI ja upakAra AvI zake tema nathI. vAstavamAM A kSetramAM vadhAre kharcAtuM nathI. atyAre to phugAvAnA kAraNe AMkaDAnI ramata che. bhUtakALamAM lAkhanI kiMmata hatI te hAla karoDathI paNa vadhu thAya, paNa karoDa bolAtAM tamAruM moDhuM pahoLuM thaI jAya che. saMghamAM bhUtakALamAM dAnano pravAha hato tenA karatAM kiMmatamAM atyAre kAMI vadhAre kahI zakAya tevo dAnano pravAha nathI. mAtra AMkaDAnA saravALA bAdabAkI ja che. tamArA mAbApamAM je zraddhA-dharmabhAva hato, tenA karatAM lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 50

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tamArAM zraddhA-sadAcAramAM atyAre kApa Avyo che. supAtranA kSetramAM ToTala thaIne bAra mahine pAMca-pacIsa karoDa kharcAtA haze. A to samagra bhAratanI vAta karuM chuM. AnI sAme ToTala jainonA manoraMjanano kharca keTalo Ave? hoTelono kharca keTalo Ave? bhAratamAM eka divasano manoraMjanano kharca abajo rUpiyAno thAya che. tyAM koIne kApa mUkavAnI jarUra nathI lAgatI. mAtra bhagavAnanI bhakti karavAmAM ja kApa mUkavAnI AvazyakatA lAge che. amArI dRSTie supAtramAM kApa mUkI anukaMpAmAM vadhAre karavuM te mahApApa che, te vicAramAtra paNa mahApApa che. atyAre devadravyamAM paiso ghaNo che tevo khoTo pracAra thayo che, paNa kuladerAsaronuM jo samArakAma karAvavAmAM Ave to paiso ocho paDe, ema sarakAre nImelA kamIzanano rIporTache. supAtradAnane halakuM mAnavuM ke tamArI buddhi halakI thaI che tenI nizAnI che, bhale pachI dararoja paramAtmAnI bhakti karatA ho. mAnavahRdayamAM ja prabhuno sAco vAsa che tevuM to tame nathI mAnatA ne ? maMdiramAM paththaranI mUrti che evuM mAnIne pUjA karatA ho to tamArI bhakti ja khoTI che, tevAne vAstavamAM pUjA karavAnI jarUra ja rahetI nathI. AjanA loko bhAna bhUlyA che. bhAratanA koI dharmo AvuM bolatA nathI, chatAM paNa tenA nAme pracAra khoTo thAya che. samAjamAM hajAro mANasonI vicAradhArAmAM A cepa phelAyo che. bahAra ja nahIM gharamAM paNa A cepa lAgI gayo che, tethI jahammering-prahAra karIne tamArI daSTi badalavA mAMguM chuM. sabhA :- ghI bolIne pUjA karIe tenA karatAM anukaMpAmAM kharacIe to? sAhebajI khoTA mojazokha karIe tenA karatAM anukaMpAmAM kharacIe tevo vicAra kema nathI Avato? vaLI anukaMpAmAM dayApAtra, garIba, dIna-duHkhI Ave che. A loko kAMI saguNI nathI. lUlA, laMgaDA, duHkhI jIvo che. guNiyala ne guNahInano bheda vicAro. guNa e ja dharma che. guNaprAptithI ja dharmano prAraMbha thAya che. parAkASThAnAM guNo paramAtmAmAM che. temanI bhakti ane dIne mAnavanI dayA samAna stare nathI. atyAre to sAdhuo paNa evA taiyAra thayA che ke lAkho rUpiyA AMgImAM kharce tenA karatAM apaMgone Apo, tevuM bole che. AvA sAdhuonI paNa buddhi bagaDI che. kyAM bhagavAnanI AMgI ne kyAM apaMgonI sAravAra? anukaMpyane supAtra sAthe sarakhAvAya ja nahi, kema ke te baMnenA guNa paNa sarakhA nathI. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" wwwwwwwwwwwwww 61

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sabhA:- dIna-duHkhiyAnI sevAmAM prabhubhakti AvI jAya? sAhebajI:- pahelI vAta to e che ke dIna-du:khiyAnI sevA na hoya, sevA to pUjayanI ja hoya. bhikhArIne dAna, bhaktibuddhithI nahi paNa dayAbuddhithI ApavAnuM che. bhikhArI pratye ahobhAva thAya to mithyAtva lAge. anukaMpAdAna na karavAnuM kahetA nathI, paNa tenI sarakhAmaNI supAtradAna sAthe thAya ja nahIM, vaLI tame to dayAne sevA bolo cho. bhUtakALamAM pApa karyA haze tethI ja teo A duHkhI avasthA pAmyA che. vaLI atyAre paNa temanAmAM dharma nathI ja. jenAmAM guNa nathI tenI sevA nathI ne bhakti paNa nathI, tenI sevA ke bhakti na ja karAya. supAtrano mahimA kharekhara tame nathI samajyA. are ! supAtra kone kahevAya te paNa samajayA nathI. supAtradAnanA bhoge anukaMpAdAna e UkharabhUmimAM uttama biyAraNanIvAvaNI karavA samAna che : mahAvIra prabhue chellA soLa pahora dezanA ApI che. bIjA koI tIrthakare ATalI lAMbI dezanA ApI nathI. te dezanAMmAM AvelA puNyapALa rAMjAne ATha svapra AvyAM che. teo mahAvIra prabhunA parama bhakta che. Ama to niyama che ke potAne svapra Ave to potAne ja phaLa maLe, paNa zAsanane sarvasva mAnanArA AmanAM svapranuM phaLa zAsana sAthe saMkaLAyeluM che. temane svapramAM UkharabhUmimAM uttama biyAraNanI vAvaNI karanArA mUrkha kheDUtonuM darzana thayuM che. te svamanA phalAdezamAM prabhue jaNAvyuM che ke, kalikAlamAM loko phaLadrupabhUmitulya supAtramAM dAnarUpI uttama biyAraNanI vAvaNI na karatAM, UkharabhUmirUpI kupAtramAM dAnarUpI uttamabiyAraNanI vAvaNI karaze. ane vartamAnamAM A kALano prabhAva ApaNe pratyakSa joIe chIe ke supAtramAM dAna ApavAnuM mahattva nahi lAgatAM loko anukaMpAmAM dAna vadhAre Ape che. A UMdho pravAha che. nAno paNa dharma avasare avazya karavAnI prabhunI AjJA che. eTale anukaMpA paNa avasare na karo to pApa lAge. anukaMpA karavAnI jarUra che paNa supAtranA bhoge nahIM. sevA sevyanI hoya che, anukaMpyanI na hoya. A yugamAM zabdo manaphAve tema vaparAya che. DaoNkTaro phI laine davA kare che, chatAM ame sevA ja karIe chIe, ema ja bole che. hakIkatamAM samAjane khaMkheratA ja hoya che. ahIM sevA zabda vAparavo e vANIno vyabhicAra che. pachI to samAjamAM 62 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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kheDUto, beMkavALA, vakIlo badhA ja kaheze ke ame sevA karIe chIe. kharekhara sevA to maphatamAM ApavAnI hoya. pUjyApUjyanA aviveka aMge tAmalitApasanuM dRSTAMta : dayApAtramAM dayA ja hoya, bhakti nahi. apUjya pratye bhaktibhAva karAya ja nahIM. are ! namratAno-vinayano vyavahAra karo to paNa pApa lAge. tAmalI tApasa atizaya guNavAna hovA chatAM, khoTI namratA ne apUjyamAM sevAno bhAva hovAthI cheka sudhI mithyAtvamAM rahyA.. tAmalI tApasa UMcI kakSAnA saMnyAsI che. gRhastha jIvanamAM khAnadAna zrImaMta kuTuMbanI vyakti che, sAthe paropakArI sajjana che. prasaMge gAmamAM saune sahAya kare che, tethI badhA temane bApanI jema mAne che. jIvanamAM aneka satkAryo kare che. temane eka divasa vicAra Ave che ke, mane A badhuM puNyathI maLyuM che tethI huM satkAryo karI zakuM chuM; paNa AvatA bhave jo puNya ochuM haze to zreSTha satkArya nahIM karI zakuM. tethI UMcuM puNya bAMdhavA kevuM satkArya karavuM teno vicAra kare che. temanA zAstramAM lakhyuM che ke UMcuM puNya tyAgadharmathI baMdhAya che. tethI te tamAma bhogasukhono tyAga karI saMnyAsI bane che. A vakhate AkhuM gAma raDe che. to temanAmAM keTalI paropakArazIlatA haze ! je divase saMnyAsa lIdho tyArathI chaThThanA pAraNe chaTha tapa kare che. pAraNAmAM paNa mAlapANI khAvAnI vAta nathI. bhikSAmAM ekalA bhAta lAvavAnA. tenA cAra bhAga pADI, eka bhAga paMkhIne (khecarane) nAMkhe che, bIjo bhAga pANImAM mAchalAM vagerene (jaLacarane) nAMkhe che, trIjo bhAga kUtarAM Adine (sthaLacarane) nAMkhe che. Ama, traNa bhAga dAnamAM ApI cothA bhAgane, 21 vakhata pANIthI dhoIne vApare che. temanI sAdhanA vicAratAM to bhalabhalA AbhA ja thaI jAya, ane guNono paNa koI pAra nathI. paropakAra, tapa, saMyama, vairAgya, brahmacarya, udAratA badhuM ja che. Avo utkaTa tapa te vakhatanAM AyuSya lAMbAM hovAthI lagAtAra 60,000 varSo sudhI kare che. paraMtu aviveka e che ke, emanA manamAM vAta besI gaI che ke, AtmAmAtramAM bhagavAna vase che, tethI guNI-durguNIno vicAra karyA vinA jyAre bhikSA Adi levA jAya, tyAre rastAmAM gAya, kUtarA, pazu, mANasa, mahAtmA ke guMDo je maLe te badhAne bhaktibhAva-pUjyabhAva sAthe hAtha joDe che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 43

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sabhA - Ane samabhAva kahevAya? sAhebajI:-samabhAvamAM to potAnA ane bIjAnA AtmAne sarakho jue che, tethI tyAM page lAgavAnuM nathI. samatA AvyA pachI koI pUjaya nathI, koI pUjaka nathI. tamArI jAta karatAM bIjAnI bhUmikA UMcI lAge to ja hAtha joDavAnA che. A tApasane to badhe ja namratA che, vinaya che, sarva pratye pUjyabhAva che. tethI ja ATalI kaparI ArAdhanA karavA chatAM te samakita na pAmI zakyo, teno AtmA mithyAtvamAMthI bahAra na nIkaLI zakyo. zAstramAM lakhyuM che ke ANe jeTalI ArAdhanA-sAdhanA karI, teTalI jo bIjA samakitI jIve karI hota to ATalI ArAdhanAthI sAta vakhata mokSe gayo hota, jyAre A tAmalI tApasane pUjyApUjayanA avivekanA kAraNe UMcuM phaLa na maLyuM. sArAMza e che ke vyaktinuM guNa dvArA mUlyAMkana to karavuM ja paDe. je pUjavA yogya, namavA yogya na hoya tyAM bhaktino bhAva na ja karAya. tamane ema thaze ke AmAM khoTuM zuM che? ahaMkAranA tyAgapUrvaka namra thaIne vinayathI pUje che. paNa zetAnamAM bhagavAnanAM darzana kare ane bhagavAnane zetAna sAthe sarakhAve to AzAtanA thAya ja. ahIM teo itara dharmanA saMnyAsI hovAthI mithyAtvI rahyA evuM nathI, temanAmAM samyaktanI pUrvabhUmikAnA utkaTa guNo hovA chatAM mAtra guNadoSanA vivekano abhAva hovAthI samyakta pragaTyuM nathI. pratyeka sAdhake bIjAnA guNadoSane pArakhI, yogya guNanuM vizleSaNa karIne guNInAM bhakti-bahumAna karavAM joIe. bhaktipAtra sadA UMcuM che. tethI dayApAtranI anukaMpAnI jarUriyAtanA nAme paNa bhaktipAtrano mahimA tamArAthI ghaTavo na joIe: A jagatamAM sarva guNahIna-duHkhI jIvo anukaMpya che, dayAne pAtra che. bilADI jo uMdarane mAratI hoya to konI dayA karavI ? phakta uMdaranI ja ke bilADInI paNa dayA karavAnI che ? uMdarane bacAvavA bilADIne mArI nathI nAMkhavAnI. jainazAstro maranAra ane mAranAra baMne para dayA karavAnuM kahe che. tethI kasAI paNa jo bhUkhe marato hoya to tenI paNa annadAnarUpe dayA karavAnI che. ahiMsakanI dayA, hiMsakanI dayA, pApI-jUranI paNa dayA duHkhI hoya to karavAnI che. duHkhI sajjananI ja dayA karavAnI che evuM nathI. jainaanukaMpAnuM kSetra to vepALa pAyA upara che, paNa bhaktipAtrane kadI anukaMpya na kahevAya. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 64

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bhaktipAtramAM anukaMpAne heya gaNI che. tethI dareka jagyAe bhAva kevo joIe te zAstrAnusAre samajavuM paDe. atyAre saMghajamaNa, sAdharmika bhakti pahelAM jevI udAratAthI thatI nathI ane chatAM bhaktivirodhI mAnasavALo varga kahe che ke AmAM paisAno bagADa thAya che. A karavAnI zI jarUra che? jamADavA hoya to garIba-duHkhiyAne jamADo. AvI manovRtti Dagale ne pagale vadhatI jAya che. ATaluM ja nahIM paNa A derAsaramAM je vaparAya che te samAjamAM durbhaya che, maMdiro-derAsaromAM lAkho maNa dUdha vaparAya che, cokhkhA ghInA dIvA baLe che, jyAre garIbonA dila jale che, AvuM roja chApAomAM carcAtuM ja hoya che. pAchA bolanArA bole, lAkho rUpiyAnAM kesara aMte pANImAM ja javAnAM ne? temane A badho ja kharce bojArUpa lAge che. " paraMtu vartamAna samAjamAM chApAM-megejhinomAMadvertisementmAM jAherAtomAM abajo rUpiyA kharcAya che, je aMte pastImAM nAMkhavAnA. dezamAM eka divasano peTrolano kharca abajo rUpiyAno che, jeno dhumADo aMte prajAnA Arogyane paNa lUTe che. bhArata dara varSe hajAro karoDa rUpiyA A rIte gaTaramAM nAMkhe che. chatAM saMghajamaNa . ke occhava-mahotsavanI TIkA karanArane A badhA khoTA kharcA dekhAtA nathI. dharmane samajanArA tame vicArajo ke supAtranI kakSAmAM anukaMpA kadI na Ave. paramAtmAnI eka vakhatanI karelI sAcI bhaktithI paNa cokkasa saMsAra kapAvAnuM zarU thAya che. vaLI tame bhakti paNa karI karIne keTalI karazo ? tamArA manamAM supAtrano mahimA kyAMya paNa ghaTavo joIe nahIM. supAtramAM tenI jarUriyAta ke AvazyakatAno vicAra karAya nahIM. bhagavAnane jarUra che ke sAdhu ke sAdharmikane jarUra che mATe ja bhakti karavAnI, evo jo bhAva Ave to paNa AzAtanAnA pariNAmamAM jAya. mAre lAbha levo che mATe bhakti karavI che tevo bhAva joIe. Betweeneeeeeee4I lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" su

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tA. 28-7-94, guruvAra. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA sukhanA sAdhanarUpa dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. dInaduHkhIonI anukaMpAnAM pAMca kAryo niHsvArthadayAbuddhithI karavAM joIe: jIvone je duHkha Ave che te duHkhanuM mULa kAraNa teo bAhya nimittone samajatA hoya che, paNa kharekhara to temAM temanA dvArA pUrve karAyelAM azubha karmo ja kAraNa che. dIna-duHkhI-anAtha-lUlA-laMgaDA je paNa ApattithI gherAyelA che, teonA hAthe bhUtakALamAM joradAra azubha karmo baMdhAyelAM che, ane tenA phaLarUpe ja AvI takalIpho Ave che. AvA jIvonuM vartamAna jo khuzanasIba hoya, ane teo jIvanamAM dharma pAmIne sadgaNo Adi keLave, to bhale game teTalAM duHkho-Apattio AvI hoya, paNa dharmanA kAraNe temanuM jIvana sArthaka che. paraMtu jeo svayaM dharma pAmyA nathI, jemanuM jIvana pApamaya che ane sAthe guNahIna che, AvA jIvo bhUtakALanAM aneka prakAranAM pApakarmothI vartamAnamAM duHkhI che, vaLI atyAranA pApamaya jIvanathI paraMparAe paNa du:kho ja pAmyA karaze. AvA jIvo pratye mAtra karuNA-dayA ja karI zakAya che. duHkhI paNa jo dharmAtmA hoya to bahumAna-bhakti karAya che; paNa je guNiyala-sadAcArI nathI, teo bahumAnane yogya nathI, te to mAtra dayAne ja pAtra anukaMpAdAnamAM karavA lAyaka pAMca kAryo che. (1) annadAna, (2) vastradAna, (3) auSadhadAna, (4) AzrayadAna ane (5) AjIvikAdAna. (1) bhUkhyA-tarasyA mANasane bhojana-pANI vagere ApavuM te annapAnadAnamAM Avaze. (2) garIba nirvastra hoya tene deha DhAMkavA vastra ApavAM te vastradAnamAM Avaze. (3) mAMdAne auSadha Adi ApavuM te auSadhadAna. (4) nirAzritane ghara lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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vasAvI ApavuM te AzrayadAna. (5) bekArane kAyama mATe jIvananirvAha cAlI zake tevuM AjIvikAnuM sAdhana pUruM pADavuM te AjIvikAdAna. dAtAnI jema bhUmikA UMcI tema dAnano prakAra paNa UMco, ane dAtAno pariNAma ane puNya paNa UMcuM : A pAMceya kAryo niHsvArtha dayAbuddhithI karavAmAM Ave to avazya anukaMpAdAnamAM jAya. paraMtu A anukaMpAdAnamAM aneka prakAro paDe che, jema ke anAryaanukaMpAdAna ane AryaanukaMpAdAna; nAstikanuM anukaMpAdAna ane AstikanuM anukaMpAdAna; ajainaanukaMpAdAna ane jainaanukaMpAdAna. anAryadezamAM AcAra-vicAra ja evA che ke uttama dayAdAna zakya ja nathI. kAraNa ke dAnamAM paNa temanA jIvananI hIna pravRttiono paDagho paDe che. A Arya-anAryano bheda tIrthakaroe batAvelo che, ane temanA jIvanamAM spaSTa dekhAya che. gautamasvAmI mahArAjAe pUchelA praznonA javAbamAM A bhedanAM vidhAno prabhue karyo che. mAnavajAtimAM pAyAmAMthI A be bhedo paDe che. mAnavajAtimAM Arya-anAryanA bheda svAbhAvika che, kRtrima nathI: jeno vAraso, lohI, saMskAro halakA hoya tene zAstro anArya kahe che. jenI pAse vAraso, lohI, saMskRti, paraMparA, samAjavyavasthA UMcI hoya tene Arya kahe che. AnuM vizeSa vivaraNa tattvArtha sUtramAM che. anAryamAM paNa UMcA parivAra, nIcA parivAra vagere bhedo Avaze. jema yuropamAM dutch, dutches familynA (Daca, DacIsa kuTuMbanA) mobhA, AcAra judA gaNAya. ucca kuTuMbanA AcAra-vicAra badhe judA paDavAnA. Arya-anAryano bheda tamArA manamAM sthApita thavo ja joIe. joke A bheda tamane to geravAjabI ja lAge che. are ! ghaNAne to anAryonA AcAra-vicAra UMcA lAge che! tyAMnI prajAmAM saMpUrNa durguNo che tevuM nathI ane ghaNA saguNo che tevuMya nathI; paNa chellAM 200 varSomAM teonI ghaNI bhautika unnati thaI che. temane tyAM vipula saMpattinA kAraNe jIvanadhoraNo UMcAM che, paNa sadAcAranI koI ja kiMmata nathI. Character-cAritra jevI koI vastu nathI.FreedomnA-svataMtratAnA nAme lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 60

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keTalAMya ghora pApo sevAya che. temanI samAjavyavasthAnA pAyAmAM ja mAnavajAtane Avazyaka kauTuMbika lAgaNIono abhAva che. te prajA amuka staranI nIti pALe che, paraMtu ekaMdare guNavattAnI daSTie prajAnuM dhoraNa ghaNuM nIcuM che. bhagavAna paNa jo. rAga-dveSathI mAnava-mAnava vacce bheda kare to temane paNa pApa baMdhAya. paraMtu manuSyajAtimAM Arya-anAryano bheda anAdithI kAyama khAte cAlyo Ave che. baMneno saMskAra-vAraso atyAre paNa pratyakSa dekhAya che. Ama, Arya karatAM anAryanA AcAravicAro jo halakA hoya to baMnenA dAnamAM paNa taphAvata Avaze ja. temanuM dAna UtaratI kakSAnuM ja rahevAnuM, kAraNa temanA AcAra-vicAra halakA che. AryadezanA annadAnamAM je rivAjo che temAM ahiMsakatA, sAttvikatA ghaNI ja che, jayAre anAryadezanA AhAra-pANImAM hiMsA ane tAmasikatA ghaNI che, ne bhUkhyAne annadAnamAM paNa tevI ja vastuo Apaze; jemAM ghaNA prakAranI hiMsA samAyelI che. teo kadAca mAnava pratye to dayAbuddhithI joze, paNa pazu pratye to ghaNA ja krUra hoya che. teone tyAM abhakSya, apeya, akhAdya, vastuo rojiMdI vaparAtI hoya che, tethI temane tAmasI ne vikArI annadAna ja hoya. potAnA levala pramANe teo annadAna Ape che. dayAbuddhithI annadAna kare to paNa aviveMkane kAraNe temanuM dAna halakuM gaNAze. te ja pramANe vastra-auSadha-AMjIvikAdAnamAM paNa samajavuM. Ama anAryonA anukaMpAdAnamAM bhakSya, abhakSya, peya, apeyano viveka nathI. thoDA zubhapariNAmo hoya paNa azubha pariNAma vadhAre che, tethI halakuM dAna gaNAze. sabhA - ochuM puNya baMdhAya che ane pApa vadhAre baMdhAya che, to zuM kAma dAna Ape? sAhebajI - dAna nahi Ape to pApabaMdhathI aTakI javAnA nathI, mAtra je thoDuM puNya baMdhAya che te paNa nahIM baMdhAya. dAna na Ape to paNa temanA jIvanamAM hiMsaka bhAvo ghaTI jatA nathI. anAryadezamAM janamavAnA kAraNe svAbhAvika prApta thatI vRttiono pApabaMdha to cAlu ja che. hiMsA emane tyAM paraMparAthI cAlI Ave che. jemAM zAkabhAjI samAravI tamane svAbhAvika lAge che, tema teo paNa prANIhiMsA AdithI TevAI gayA che. sabhA - anAryaprajAno paiso ahIMyAM vAparIe to? sAhebajI:-anAryaprajAno khudano ke ahIMthI tyAM gayelA jaino je che temano ? - - Y, 68 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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ahIMthI gayelA to Arya ja kahevAze. deva-guru-dharmane choDIne kamAvA ke bhoganI sAmagrI meLavavA khAtara-ahIMthI tyAM anArya bhUmimAM gayA che, temanAmAM anArya lohInA saMskAra nathI. vaLI paisA upara koI Arya-anAryanI chApa nathI. paisA | dharmakSetramAM kevI rIte vAparavA te AgaLa Avaze. emAM to ghaNI ja jaTilatA che. atyAre to samAjamAM evuM manAya che ke blackno-be naMbarano paiso dharmanA kAmamAM vaparAya to dharmanuM kAma paNa meluM thAya. joke ApaNAM zAstro sAdhanazuddhine mAne che, dhana e dAna dvArA satkArya karavAnuM sAdhana che, te zuddha hoya to vadhAre lAbha che. tenuM vivecana AgaLa Avaze. paisAno saMbaMdha jAti sAthe goThavavAno nathI. tamAro paiso ke bIjAno paiso temAM bheda nathI paDato, paNa kamAvAnI rIta para bheda paDe che. AryadezamAM anukaMpAdAna sahaja pracalita che ane AryadharmomAM vividha prakAre teno upadeza che : - dareka samAjamAM anukaMpAdAna pracalita hoya che. samAjamAM vikRti ke svArtha vadhe to anukaMpAdAnamAM ghaTADo Ave che. ForeignmAM-paradezamAM atyAre ghaNAM . anukaMpAnAM kSetro baMdha karI dIdhAM che, jema ke bhikhArIne bhIkha mAMgavAno adhikAra nahi, dIna-duHkhI-lUlA-laMgaDAnI javAbadArI sarakAra le che; pachI bhale sarakAra tamArI pAsethI TekSa laIne temane sAcave, AmAM dIna-duHkhInI mAvajata thavA chatAM dAnano bhAva-guNa raheto nathI. mArgAnusArInA guNamAM Ave che ke samAjanA nabaLAvargane, svecchAe dayAbuddhithI zakti pramANe sAcavavA, temanI prAthamika jarUriyAto pUrI pADavI; kAraNa ke ApaNe saddhara chIe,tethI samAjanA nabaLA vargane sAcavavAnI ApaNI pharaja che. samAjanuM ApaNA para RNa che, AvA zubhabhAvathI sAcavatA. vaLI nabaLAvargane thatuM ke samAja amane sAcave che, tethI temanA manamAM upakRtatAno bhAva raheto. Ama, baMne bAju zubhabhAva hovAnA kAraNe puNya baMdhAtuM. ajaina AryadharmomAM paNa zakti mujaba dayA-paropakAra Adi bhAvo karavAnA kahyA che. temanAM zAstromAM paNa "atithi devo bhava', "AMgaNe Avelo khAlI hAthe pAcho na jAya', "thoDuM paNa ApIne jamo' vagere kahevAyuM che. gRhasthAzramanA dharmo darzAvatAM dayA-dAna-paropakAranAM kartavyo upadezyAM che. gRhastha bhoga bhogavIne mAtra pApa na bAMdhe, paraMtu te ja bhogasAmagrIthI satkAryo paNa kare, jethI puNya baMdhAya tevI temanI preraNA che. jamatAM pahelAM iSTa deva-saMnyAsI-pavitra brAhmaNo AdinI lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 69

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bhakti karIne dIna-duHkhI mAnavo ane pazu-paMkhIne paNa annadAna karIne bhojana karavuM tevI AryaparaMparA hatI. gRhasthane bhANe besIne sIdhA jhApaTI laie tevI bhAvanA na joIe. chatAM paNa jaina na hoya to tene anukaMpAdAna karatI vakhate abhakSya, rAtribhojana, vidaLa Adino vicAra na ja Ave; vaLI, A prakAranA dAnathI adharma ke pApanI paraMparAne puSTi maLe che, tevo vicAra paNa temane pharato nathI; jayAre jainane to tenI anukaMpAmAM paNa A bhakSyAbhaDhyanI daSTi bhaLelI ja hoya che. tevI ja rIte vastra, auSadhavagerenA dAnamAM paNa bheda paDaze. vaidika paraMparAmAM bhUdAna, godAna, kanyAdAna, taLAvo khodAvavA, bagIcA baMdhAvavA Adi paNa anukaMpAdAnanAM kAryo che. jayAre jaina haze to A badhAM dAnomAM ghaNo ja viveka karaze. svayaM jevuM jIvana hoya tenI guNavattAne anurUpa pravRtti ane bhAvamAM pharaka paDaze. itara dharmamAM kanyAdAnane moTuM dAna karyuM che. teo kanyAdAna pachiLa lAkho rUpiyA kharace che ane tene uttama kArya mAne che. paraMtu kanyAdAna, bhUdAna, godAna vagerene anukaMpA tarIke ApaNe tyAM sthAna nathI. * je jIvo dharmahIna che ane pApanA udayathI duHkhI che, tenI paNa dayA kAraNathI karavAnI che, ke tame mojamajA pharatA ho ane AvA duHkhIne kAMI na Apo te tamArAM hRdaya kaThora-niSphara thaI jaze. tethI teone khAvApIvAnI prAthamika jarUriyAta pUratI madada karavAnI che. dharmAtmA mATe ATaluM aucitya che, bAkI pApamaya jIvana jIvanArAne mojamajAnAM sAdhano vasAvI ApavAnI javAbadArI nathI rahetI. sabhA - pAlitANAnI jAtrA karavI hoya to teone karAvAya? sAhebajI :- bhaktithI jAtrA karavA mAgatA hoya to karAvAya, paNa haravApharavAnA sthAna tarIke paryaTanarUpe na karAvAya. hAlamAM TurisTo prAcIna kalAkRti ke sArAM sArAM derAsaro vagerene jovA mATe kutUhalathI Ave che. A loko derAsaramAM pAMca miniTa paNa na bese, paraMtu kotaraNI jovA kalAko kADhe. sabhA - sAro bhAva AvI jAya to? sAhebajIH- koIne AvI jAya evuM bane, paNa ekaMdare nukasAna che. kAraNake bahArathI AvelA maMdiranI maryAdA na ja pALe. temane mane to bhagavAna ramakaDA ja lAge, kalAkRtinI daSTie sthApanA che ema ja mAne. paraMtu tene adhyAtmanA dRSTikoNathI paramAtmAnI sAthe anusaMdhAna karavAnuM sthAna to na ja mAne. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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maMdiranI maryAdA tathA zista pALato hoya ane bhaktithI darzana karavA Ave to vAMdho nathI, paNa tevA bahu ochA hoya che. melAM azuddha kapaDAM hoya, game tyAM aDake, bhagavAnane paNa UMdhAcattA kare, mana thAya to phoTAo pADe, pUjArIne be pAMcanI noTa pakaDAvI de, pachI game te kare paNa rokaToka nahIM. ghaNI vakhata maMdiranI aMdarathI sigAreTanAM ThUMThAM paNa maLI Ave. dharmasthAnakamAM dharmanI maryAdAone toDe te to na ja cAle, AvavA mAtrathI bhAva thaI jAya tevuM manAya nahIM. | tIrtha to ApaNane vArasAmAM maLelI adbhuta mUDI che. ATaluM pavitra vAtAvaraNa bIje kyAMya maLe nahIM. hajAro varSothI pavitra AtmAothI A bhUmi sevAI hoya che. atyaMta pavitra ArAdhanAnAM zubha paramANuothI vAsita thayelI bhUmimAMthI ApaNe kaMIka pAmavAnuM che. mATe AvI ApaNI pavitra tIrthabhUmiomAM kyAMye vikRti na Ave te cokkasa jovuM paDe. temane bhaktinuM sthAna lAgatuM hoya to bhale Ave, paNa nItiniyamo sacavAvA ja joIe; phakta iMdriyonA AnaMda-mojamajA mATe na javAya. ane A niyaMtraNa avazya jaLavAvuM joIe, na jaLavAya to temane AvavA devAya nahi. vaidikadharmamAM gaNAyelAM anukaMpAnAM ghaNAM dharmakAryo jainaanukaMpAnA kSetramAM AvatAM nathI : : : : . sabhA - bhUdAna-godAna e AzrayadAna ke AjIvikAdAnamAM na gaNAya? sAhebajI - vaidika dharmamAM gAya, bhUmine pavitra mAnyAM che. temanA dharmanuM mALakhuM ApaNA karatAM juduM che. teo gAyane Izvarano aMza mAne che. temane tyAM zaMkarAcArya jagadagurunA sthAne che, chatAM paNa gAyane page lAge che. gAya pavitrapujaya che ne aneka devatAono temAM vAsa che, tevI teonI buddhi che. paraMtu A jainasiddhAMtane saMmata nathI. apUjayamAM pUjyabuddhi mithyAtva che. guNayuktamAM ja pUjyabuddhi hovI joIe. gAyamAM saMto karatAM vadhAre UMcA guNo nathI. te to pAmara pazu che, bicArI rakhaDI-rakhaDIne peTa bhare che. teo ema mAne che ke gAyanA pUMchaDAmAM 33 karoDa devatAono vAsa che. paraMtu tenA pUMchaDA para to bagAio pharatI hoya che, kiTamaya.azuci Adine te khAtI hoya che. tethI ene pUjya mAnIne calAya ja nahIM. vaidika dharmamAM dharmanuM sAmAjikaraNa thayuM che, jyAre ApaNA dharmamAM social, lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 71

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work-sAmAjika kArya ane religious work-dhArmika kArya judAM che. temane tyAM ghaNuM bheLaseLa thaI gayuM che. gAya sAmAjika kSetre upayogI che, tethI dAna ApavAnuM cAlu thayuM. paraMtu AjIvikA mATe gAya Apo to AjIvikAnuM dAna thayuM, paNa te pavitra godAna tarIke na apAya. temanAmAM kanyAdAnane paNa pavitra kahyuM che, puNyanuM kAma gaNyuM che. teoe to saMtatine paNa sadgatinuM kAraNa mAnyuM che. teo mAne che ke jene saMtAna nathI teo marIne durgatimAM jAya che, sadgati pAmavA saMtAna hovuM joIe. Ama, arthapattithI temaNe abrahmane samarthana ApyuM kahevAya. prajotpattine paNa dharmanuM kAma kahyuM. A badhAM dAna jainaanukaMpAmAM Ave nahIM. jainazAstra pramANe dharmabuddhithI kanyAdAna pApa che. kAraNa, saMsAra mAMDavo te ja pApa che. abrahma pApa che, tethI tenAM sAdhano UbhAM karI ApavAM te paNa pApa che. jainaanukaMpAmAM kUtarAne roTalA nAkhavA, gAyane ghAsa nAkhavuM, paMkhIne caNa nAMkhavuM vagere. Ave. pAMjarApoLa tathA annakSetra vagere badhAM ja temAM Ave. anukaMpAnA peTabheda tarIke hajAra bheda che, paNa ApaNe saMkSepamAM pAMca bheda karyA che. A pAMca bhedane paNa jaina, anya dharmavALA loko karatAM judI rIte Acaraze. kAraNa ke anukaMpA mATe jainono abhigama atyaMta judo che. ' jainadharmanI jIvamAtravyApI anukaMpAmAM rahelI sUkSma vicAraNA : jainadharma to jagatanA duHkhI jIvamAtranI anukaMpAne vicAranAro che. tethI kSudra jIvajaMtuo ke alpavikasita ekendriyo Adi jIvonI paNa anukaMpAnA (jayaNAnA) upAyo sUcave che. are ! supAtranI bhakti karatAM thatI nabaLA jIvonI hiMsAmAM paNa dharmAtmAne anukaMpAno akhaMDa bhAva jALavavAno darzAve che. dA.ta. uttamamAM uttama bhAvathI zrAvaka paramAtmAnI dravyapUjA kare tyAre pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu ane vanaspatinA jIvonI je hiMsA thAya che, pratimA ke maMdira banAvatAM pRthvIkAyanA jIvonI, prakSAla Adi karatAM aSkAyanA jIvonI, dIvo vagere karatAM agnikAyanA jIvonI, paMkho ke cAmara DhALatAM vAyukAyanA jIvonI ane phUla vagere caDAvatAM vanaspatikAyanA jIvonI asaMkhya asaMkhya saMkhyAmAM hiMsA thAya che, A jIvo para, paNa anukaMpAnA pariNAma jAgrata rAkhIne zrAvake prabhubhakti karavAnI che. tethI zAstramAM vidhi che ke jinAjJA pramANe bhavyatApUrvaka dravyapUjA karIne dharmAtmA zrAvaka manamAM vicAre ke, "A paramatattvanI AkarSaka aMgaracanA ke uttama vidhipUrvakanI 2 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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udAratAyukta dravyapUjA joIne lAyaka jIvo bodhibIja prApta kare ane tenA dvArA AgaLa vadhIne bhaviSyamAM A chakAya jIvanA rakSaka bane. tema ja mane paNa paramAtmapUjAnA phaLarUpe zIghratAthI cAritranI prApti thAya ane huM paNa A chakAyanA jIvono rakSaka banuM." sabhA:- puSpa AdinA jIvo jAta samarpaNa karIne dhanya bane che? sAhebajI:-A jIvone samarpita thavAno koI bhAva ja nathI, paNa jinapratimA para caDhatA jIvonI bhavya tarIke chApa nakkI thAya che. abhavya hatA te bhavya thaI gayA tevuM nathI, paNa je prabhunI pratimA para caDhyA te bhavya ja che, mAtra tame jANatA nahotA evI temanI bhavyatAnuM pramANa tamane maLyuM, bAkI e jIvone kAMI vizeSa lAbha nathI thato. kAraNa ke bhagavAna para caDhavAthI huM dhanya bane evo koI zubhabhAva temane nathI hoto. UlaTAnI temane to akaLAmaNa-pIDA hoya che. mArAmAM zubhabhAva hoya to ja mane puNya maLe. tamArAmAM zubhabhAva hoya to ja tamane puNya maLe. tema te jIvomAM zubhabhAva hoya to ja temane puNya maLe. vaidika dharmamAM lakhyuM che ke yajJa karatAM pazu homo to te pazuono uddhAra thaI jAya. teno zAstrakAroe javAba ApatAM lakhyuM ke to pachI tamAro potAno ja homa karavo joIe. A rIte arpaNa thavAthI jo dhanya banI javAtuM hoya to tamAre ja mastakapUjA dvArA arpaNa thavuM joIe. * sabhA:- bhagavAnanA khoLAmAM rUpiyAnI noTa mUke te zuM aDADAya? sikko aDADe to cAle? * * sAhebajI: lokhaMDa halakuM dravya kahevAya. lokhaMDanI vastu ja derAsaramAM laI na javAya. azuddha dravya derAsaramAM laI javuM te AzAtanA che. bhAvazuddhi mATe A sAdhanazuddhinA niyamo mUkyA che. pratimAne sparzavA aMge to aneka khoTA pravAha cAlyA che. jema tame to AkhuM mAthuM ja bhagavAnanA khoLe aDADo cho. paNa vidhi pramANe hAthane choDIne bIjA aMgathI bhagavAnane aDAya ja nahIM. hAthanI paNa chUTa eTalA mATe ApI ke tenA sivAya pUjA karI zakAya ja nahIM. vaLI hAtha paNa cokhkhA pANIthI dhoIne svaccha vastrathI lUchavA joIe. tyArabAda pUjAnAM kapaDAne paNa na aDAya. tame to tyAM ja khamAsamaNuM Apo. hAtha jamIna para aDADI pAchA te ja hAthe bhagavAnanI pUjA karo. jANe bhagavAna to tamArA kabajAmAM che, tethI game tema varte lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 7 3

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to cAle. are ! pUjA karatAM tamArA hAtha zarIrane aDe to paNa dhovA paDe. sabhA - amane tevuM jJAna nathI. sAhebajI :- dareka kSetramAM TreiniMga lo cho. ahIM pUjA karavI che to vidhi jANavAnI jarUra lAgavI ja joIe. prabhune game te rIte sparza na ja karAya. sabhA - be kalAka UbhA rahIne pUjA karavAnI Ave to zuM thAya? . sAhebajI :- pANIno kaLaza tathA cokhkhuM kapaDuM sAthe laIne UbhA rahevAnuM. mukhakoza bAMdhyA pachI paNa hAtha dhoyA sivAya pUjA na thAya. sabhA:- mojA ja paherI laIe to? sAhebajI - hAthane cokhkhA nathI rAkhI zakatA to mojAne cokhA rAkhI zakazo? bakaruM kADhatAM UMTa pese tevuM che. ja laIe to ? bhuja lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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gure tA. 29-7-94, zukravAra. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jagatanA jIvamAtranI hitaciMtAno prabodha karanArA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. jainazAsanamAM potAnA AtmAnA parAkASThAnA vikAsano vicAra che, sAthe jagatanI hitaciMtAno paNa vicAra che. jainazAstramAM dayAdharmanuM phalaka ghaNuM vizALa che. bIjA koI dharmamAM ATalI sUkSma dayA nathI batAvI. prabhuzAsananI dayA, mAnavadayA sudhI maryAdita nathI. prANIdayAno paNa teNe svIkAra karyo che ane ethIe AgaLa vadhIne sUkSma ekendriyAdi jIvonI dayA paNa batAvI che. A abhigama samajAvavA pU. upAdhyAyajI mahArAjAe udAharaNa tarIke ekendriya jIvone lIdhA ekendriya jIvo atyaMta avikasita gaNAya. duniyAno moTA bhAgano varga to A jIvone jIva tarIke ja nathI mAnato vanaspatimAM jIva che tevo ullekha vaidika dharmamAM che, paNa sUkSma jayaNAno temAM koI upadeza nathI. jainazAsanamAM ja A jIvonI dayA jayaNA batAvI che. - je lokonuM hRdaya ghaNuM ja komaLa hoya, manamAM dayA utkRSTa hoya, "potAnI jema ja bIja jIvone sukhaduHkhanI lAgaNI che," evI mAnyatAvALA ja jainadharmanI dayAne svIkArI zake che. paraMtu atyAre jainakuLamAM janmelAmAM paNa Avo vicAra karanArA ochA che. kadAca vanaspati sudhI jIva mAne, paNa pRthvI apu, tela, vAyumAM jIva mAnanArA ghaNA ja ochA che. tIrthakarakathita kAyanA jIvonI zraddhA ghaNA ochAne che. tethI temanI rakSAno khyAla na ja Ave. vaLI roja hiMsA karatA hovAthI rUTina thaI jAya. paraMtu jainazAstroe anukaMpAnI bAbatamAM sUkSmamAM sUkSma jIva paNa AvarI lIdhA che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 75

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jainaanukaMpAnI vyAkhyA: zrAvaka bhaktibhAvathI jinapUjA kare che tyAre paNa A pRthvIkAya, aplAya vagere nabaLA jIvo marI rahyA che, chatAM temanI upara anukaMpAbhAva karavAno kahyo che. pUjAmAM chakAyanA jIvonI hiMsA pratyakSa dekhAya che, chatAM zAstro dvArA dAvo anukaMpAno karAya che. ahIM eka bAju jIva marI rahyA che, ane tenA upara tene anukaMpAno bhAva che; Ama, virodhAbhAsI kathanano meLa na ja bese, tethI vistArathI samajAvavA jainaanukaMpAnI vyAkhyA karI ke jyAM alpa jIvone pIDA hoya ane adhika jIvone sukha-zAMtinuM pradAna hoya, tevI pravRtti anukaMpAmAM guNAya che. tame koinuM duHkha dUra karavA nIkaLo ane enAthI bIjA ghaNA jIvone duHkha thAya tema ja ochAne sukha-zAMti thAya, tevI pravRttine jainaanukaMpAmAM gaNavAmAM AvI nathI. dA.ta. bhUkhyAne bhojana Apo tyAre 2-4 kalAka sudhI tenI bhUkha dUra thaze; A je cAra kalAka tene zAMti maLe te mATe je anna Adi rAMdhavuM paDyuM, temAM chakAyanA jIvonI hiMsA che. ahIM anekane trAsa thaze ane ekane kAmacalAu zAMti thaze. eka jIvane mahattva ApavA bIjA anekano nAza thayo. vAstavamAM alpa jIvone duHkha thAya ane adhikane zAMti thAya tevA prakAranA puruSArthavALI pravRttine ja sAcI anukaMpA kahevAya. aDadho maNa ghAsa gAyane nAkho to gAyane dharapata thaze, paNa keTalAya ghAsanA jIvono kaccaraghANa nIkaLI jaze, kema ke vanaspatimAM paNa cetanA to che ja. mATe Ane anukaMpA kema gaNavI te ja prazna che. A to bahu ja gaMbhIra vAto che. kayA bhAvathI jainaanukaMpA karavAnI enA eka pachI eka khulAsA kramasara A graMthamAM Avaze. skUla-sthUlatara ane sUkSma-sUkSmatara dayAnI pravRttio skUlamAMthI sUkSma tarapha abhigama : alpa jIvone trAsa hoya ane adhikane zAMti thAya tevI pravRttine ja jenaanukaMpAmAM levA mAMgIe chIe. tethI vartamAna duniyAmAM kahevAtI moTAbhAganI anukaMpAnI pravRttio bAkAta thaze. ApaNA bhagavAne phakta mAnavadayA ke prANIdayAne ja Adarza tarIke na mUkyAM paNa sUkSma jIvamAtranI dayA-jayaNA karavAnI kahI che.tethI jinapUjA karatI vakhate maratA chakAyanA jIvone paNa anukaMpyamAM gaNyA lokottara dainadharma "anukaMpA"

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mAnavadayA ke prANIdayA ja tamArA magajamAM che ke AgaLa vadhIne nAnA jIvo sudhI paNa dayA keLavavI che? ghaNAnA manamAM ekalI mAnavadayA athavA mAnavadayA sAthe prANIdayA ja vase che. hAlanA jainomAM paNa prANIdayAno bhAva vikasita che, tethI ja jIvadayAmAM abajo rUpiyA apAya che. bIjI koma karatAM jaino prANIdayAmAM vadhAre dAna Ape che. jainonA hRdayamAM prasaMge prANIdayA UbharAtI hoya che, mUMgA pazuo mATe kAMIka karI chUTavAnI bhAvanA hoya che. paNa prANIdayAthI vadhIne AgaLa jIvadayA sudhI javAno tamAro abhigama kharo ? gAMdhIjInI ahiMsA to phakta mAnava pUratI ja maryAdita hatI. mAnava duHkhI hoya to tenAM duHkha-dardane dUra karavA prayatna karavo, te temanI dayAnI vyAkhyAmAM Avaze, paNa pazuonI dayA nathI AvatI. tethI ja jayAre gAMdhIjIne puchAyuM ke tame mAMsAhArane kharAba mAno kharA? tyAre temaNe javAba Apyo ke "darekanI khorAkanI pasaMdagI potapotAnI marajI AdhArita che, tethI mAMsa khAnArane ame kharAba nathI kahetA, muslima mAMsAhAra karato hoya to TIkATippaNa nathI karatA. are! khavaDAvavuM paDe to emAM paNa koI vAMdho nathI." kAraNa temanI jIvahiMsA mAnava sudhI ja sImita paraMtu ApaNe sRSTimAM mAnavatarIke janmyA chIe, tethI ApaNAM lAbha-nukasAna mANasajAta sAthe ja saMkaLAyelAM che; mATe samaSTigata lAbha meLavavA mANasajAta sAthe ja sAruM vartana karavuM, ane pazuo mATe judo abhigama rAkhavo te yogya nathI. pazune paNa mAroto rADa pADe che ne paMpALIe to gelamAM AvI jAya che. sukhaduHkhanI lAgaNI teo paNa spaSTa vyakta karI zake che. atyAre menakA gAMdhI prANIdayAmAM ghaNo bhoga Ape che, temanI salAmatI-rakSA mATe ghaNI mahenata kare che, chatAM tenI dayA paNa jIvadayA sudhI nathI AvatI. mAnava vikasita che tethI tene ja jIvavAno adhikAra che ane bIjA nAnA nabaLA jIvone jIvavAno adhikAra nathI evuM na manAya. nabaLA jIvo pratye savyavahAra na karo to avazya pApa lAge. jema moTA jIvone mAravAthI pApa che, tema nAnA jIvone mAro to paNa pApa che. tamane amuka prakAranI hiMsAmAM mAphI joIe che, paraMtu je jIva, jIva tarIke janmyo che tene kudaratamAM jIvavAno svataMtra adhikAra che, tethI tenA taraphanuM geravartana cokkasa pApa che; pachI bhale te nAno jIva hoya ke moTo jIva hoya. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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sabhA - nAnA jIvane mArIe to ochuM pApa, ne moTA jIvane mArIe to vadhAre pApa baMdhAya evuM kharuM? sAhebajI :- eka nAnA kaMthavAne paNa jo tame tIvra bhAve mAro to ghaNuM ja pApa baMdhAya, ane eka moTA pazune paNa maMda bhAvathI mAro to ghaNuM ochuM pApa baMdhAya. tamArA gharamAM mAMkaDa thayA hoya ane eka mAMkaDa rAtre pathArImAM bahu ja karaDato hoya ane te jo hAthamAM AvI jAya to zuM karo? tenA pratye kevo bhAva Ave? ke sAlo kyArano lohI pI rahyo che? te vakhate tene kevA tIvra bhAvathI mAro ? koI vyakti AvA tIvra bhAvathI eka mAMkaDane mAre ane tenI sAme eka dayALu mANasa gADI laine jato hoya ane kUtaruM ajANatAM aDapheTamAM AvI jAya; mANasane kUtarAne mAravAno koI ja IrAdo nathI, te vakhate A paMcendriya prANIhiMsA thavA chatAM tIvrabhAvathI mAMkaDa mAravA karatAM ochuM pApa baMdhAya che. paMcendriyanI hiMsA karo to ja vadhAre pApa lAge, ne ekendriyanI hiMsA karo to pApa ochuM lAge tevo ekAMta nathI. moTA jIvanI hiMsAmAM moTuM pApa ne nAnA jIvanI hiMsAmAM nAnuM pApa, AvuM bolo to te utsutra bhASaNa che. koIpaNa jIvanI hiMsA, hiMsA ja che. sabhA - A baMne jIvanI hiMsA karatI vakhate bhAva samAna hoya to? sAhebajI - samAna pApa baMdhAya; paNa zAstramAM vyavahAranayanI apekSAe lakhyuM che ke, jeTalo jIva vikasita, teTalo tenI hiMsA karavAmAM azubha bhAva tIvra thavAnI zakyatA che, kAraNa ke haiyuM.vadhAre kaThora karavuM paDe che. dA.ta. eka pAMdaDAne toDo, tyAre tene to AMkha, kAna, nAka moTuM kazuM ja nathI; tethI tene duHkhanI lAgaNI vyakta karavAnI zakti ja nathI. te bicAruM taraphaDiyAM paNa mArI zakavAnuM nathI, tema ja bacavA mATe phAMphAM ke ciciyArI paNa mArI zakatuM nathI. ati avikasita hovAthI spaSTa lAgaNI vyakta karavAnI tenAmAM kSamatA ja nathI. tenA badale tame jayAre kUtarAne mAravA jAo to te nAsI chUTavA prayatna karaze, cIsAcIsa karaze, vedanAnI abhivyaktirUpe taraphaDiyAM mAraze. tethI jeTalo jIva vikasita teTalI tenI hiMsA karavA haiyuM vadhAre kaThora karavuM paDaze; ekendriya jIvo duHkhanI lAgaNI abhivyakta karI zakatA nathI ane saMjJI paMcendriya jIvo du:khanI lAgaNIo joradAra vyakta kare che, tethI te jovA chatAM prahAra karavAmAM tamAre vadhAre 78 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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krUra thavuM paDaze, tethI hiMsaka bhAva paNa vadhaze; e apekSAe lakhyuM che ke ekendriya karatAM saMjJI paMcendriya jIvane mAratAM pApa vadhAre lAge. vAstavamAM ochI-vadhatI kaThoratAnA bhAva pramANe baMdha paDe che. sabhA :- vikasita jIvane koI mAravA Ave tyAre te vikasita jIvane paNa vadhAre karmabaMdha thAya ? sAhebajI :- u52 jaNAvyA mujaba vikasita jIvane cetanA vadhAre che, tethI te mAravA AvanAra vyaktine oLakhI zake che, joI zake che; koI kAraNa vagara mAre tethI vadhAre dveSa thAya che. mana vikasita hovAnA kAraNe ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna prabaLa thAya che; jyAre pAMdaDAne vikasita mana, iMdriya nathI, tethI tIvra Arta-raudra dhyAna thatuM nathI. samyagdaSTi jIvo gADha cAritramohanIyakarmanA kAraNe saMsAramAM rahyA hoya che. teo kadAca rAjA hoya to temane yuddha paNa karavAM paDe che. te vakhate lAkhono saMhAra temanA hAthe thAya che. chatAM maMda bhAvanA kAraNe teo bahu ja haLavuM pApa bAMdhe che. jyAre tenI sarakhAmaNImAM mithyASTi jIvo nAnA kIDI-maMkoDA mAratAM paNa tIvra bhAvanA kAraNe vadhAre pApa bAMdhe che. sabhA H- eka moTuM prANI-gAyane choDAvavA karatAM nAnA 8 kabUtarane choDAvavAM vadhAre sArAM ? sAhebajI :- jIvadayA paisA ke naMga gaNIne karavAnI nathI. tamAruM hRdaya komaLa rahe, tamArA bhAvo niSThura ne kaThora na thAya, te mATe karavAnI che. katala mATe jatA jIvanI anukaMpA karavA pAchaLa bhAva samajavA paDaze, nahi to mULa tattva marI jaze. mAro potAno eka anubhava kahuM. vyAkhyAnamAM juvAniyA AvatA. temAMthI eka jaNa eka vakhata mane kahe ke sAheba, ApaNe saMvatsarInA divase je jIva choDAvIe, temAM to kasAine khabara ja hoya che ke A loko Aje jIvo choDAvavA Avaze, AthI taiyAra thaIne ja beThA hoya che. ApaNI pAsethI doDhA bhAva le che, ane te paisAthI pAchA bIjA jIvo bajArabhAve kharIdIne pachI tene mAre che. A to UlamAMthI cUlamAM paDavA jevuM thayuM. A rIte kasAIonA hAtha ApaNe vadhAre majabUta karIe chIe. AvI jIvadayA karavAnuM ApaNA zAstramAM kyAM lakhyuM che ? tyAre javAbamAM meM tene kahyuM ke tamArI lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" e

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sAme AvelA koipaNa jIvanuM duHkha joIne, chatI zaktie avagaNanA karIne tame kaThora na thaI jAo te mATe tenI AvI anukaMpA karavAnI che. Ama to tamArA sukhaduHkhanI tamane 24 kalAka ciMtA hoya che, jyAre tamArI sAme bIjo jIva motanA mukhamAM jato hoya tyAre, tame 100-200 rUpiyA ApI bacAvavA taiyAra na thAo to tamAruM hRdaya kaThora thaI jaze. tamArA hRdayane kaThora na rAkhavA, sAme prasaMga Ave tyAre jIvadayA karavAnI che. tamArI sAme gAyanI vAta hoya tyAre ATha kabUtaranI vAta karo to kevuM ajugatuM lAge ? saMsAranuM svarUpa ja evuM che ke jIvo eka ke bIjI rIte maratA ja hoya che, jemAM sarvatra ApaNe kaMI ja karI zakatA nathI, paNa najara sAme AvA prasaMge dayA karavAnI che. bhUtakALamAM to mahAjananI sattA ane prabhAva hovAthI AvA prazno hatA ja nahIM. kAraNa ke mahAjana pazune choDAvavA je mUlya Ape te paiso, katalano dhaMdho kAmacalAu baMdha karavA nimittaka kasAInA kauTuMbika nirvAha mATe ja vaparAto. atyAre samAjamAM mahAjananI sthiti kaphoDI che, ane kasAIonA vyavasAyane rAjya taraphathI majabUta protsAhana che, tenuM A vipariNAma che. chatAM hAlanA saMyogomAM jaino potAnA komaLatAnA bhAva TakAvavA katalamAMthI pazuo choDAvI pAMjarApoLamAM mUke che te hitakArI che. bAkI to eka pazune bacAvIne pAMjarApoLamAM mUko, pachI tene bharaNapoSaNa mATe ghAsa AdinA aneka jIvo mAro, chatAM paNa A pravRttine jIvadayA kahI che; kAraNa ke te vakhate tamAre tamArA bhAva jALavavAnA che, dilamAM kaThoratA na pesI jAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhavAnuM che. sabhA :- jIvadayAno paiso rAkhI zakAya ? : na sAhebajI :- jIvadayAno paiso rakhAya ja nahIM, aMtarAya thAya. chate paise, jIva chUTI zake tema hoya chatAM paNa; vahIvaTadAra tene na choDAve to ADakataro mArI nAMkhyAno doSa lAge. dhAro ke bhUkhyAne mATe tamane koie paisA ApyA hoya ane tamane ema thAya ke 2 mahinA pachI ApIzuM, to tyAM sudhI te bhUkhyo TaLavaLe teno tamane keTalo aMtarAya lAge ! sabhA :- pAMjarApoLa na calAvAya ? sAhebajI :- pAMjarApoLa calAvAya, paNa kayA bhAvathI calAvAya te samajavuM paDe. atyAre A vAta to jIvone mAtra motamAMthI choDAvavAnI vAta nathI, paNa ApaNA bhAvane sAcavavAnI vAta che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" e

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jIva choDAvavAnA paisA je zarate levAyA hoya te ja rIte vaparAya, nahIMtara dAna laine jIva na choDAvanArane hiMsAnuM pApa lAgaze. jIvadayAno Azaya nakkI hovo joIe. duSkALa-dharatIkaMpa vagere mATe levAyeluM phaMDa mAnavadayAmAM ja vaparAya. jyAre prANIdayA mATe levAyeluM phaMDa prANI mATe ja vaparAya. Ama, spaSTatA joIe. sabhA H- saMghamAM je jIvadayAnI peTI mUkI hoya che, te kevI rIte vaparAya ? sAhebajI :- te prANIdayAmAM jAya. sabhA H- e jIvanuM pApakarma che, mATe tene khAvAnuM nathI maLatuM ne ? sAhebajI :- teonuM pApakarma che, paNa dAnanA paisA laine rAkhI mUke tene aMtarAyakarma baMdhAya ja. mAnavadayA, prANIdayA, jIvadayA sudhI vyApaka jainadharmamAM dayAnuM kSetra che, mATe koipaNa jIvanI hiMsA e pApa che.nAnA jIvanI hiMsAmAM ochuM pApa, ne moTA jIvanI hiMsAmAM moTuM pApa, evuM ekAMte dhoraNa na baMdhAya. ApaNe vikasita bhavamAM chIe, pazuo ApaNAthI avikasita che, jyAre ekendriyanA vikAsanuM stara to ekadama nIcuM che. have jeno vikAsa vadhAre te vadhu zaktizALI, paraMtu tethI tene nAnA jIvane mAravAnuM lAisansa na ja maLe. tamArA gharamAM paNa nAnuM bALaka janme tyAre ke pathArImAM ALoTe tyAre ke tyAra bAda jamIna para ghasaDAine cAlatuM hoya tyAre, A badhI avasthAmAM tame tenI kevI mAvajata karo cho ? pachI te ja bALaka jema jema vadhAre sazakta thatuM jAya, tema mAvajata ochI karatA jAo cho. TUMkamAM jema nabaLo vadhu tema mAvajata vadhAre, jema sabaLo vadhu tema mAvajata ochI. kudaratamAM nabaLA jIvonI hiMsA karavI te paNa pApa che. tethI ja amuka jIvonI hiMsA e hiMsA, ne amuka jIvonI hiMsA te pApa nahi, A siddhAMta barAbara nathI. prabhu mahAvIre to ahiMsAmAM koI jIvanI bAdabAkI nathI karI. tIrthaMkaronI dayAmAM badhA ja jIvono samAveza thAya che: dharmAtmAe jIvamAtranI jayaNA pALavI joIe. dayAmAM amuka jIvane mAnItA ka2vA ne amuka jIvane aNamAnItA karavA tevuM nathI hotuM. tethI amukanA rakSaNa mATe bIjAne mAravA te paNa barAbara nathI. mANasane khavarAvavA pazune na marAya, mATe ja mAMsanA dAnane ApaNe kharAba kahIe chIe. lokavyavahA2mAM jeTaluM anukaMpAnuM kArya gaNAya che temAM amuka jIvone zAMti ApavA bIjA anekane azAMti ApavI paDe che. tethI ja tene jainaanukaMpAmAM nathI gaNatA. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" NAN 81

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ahiMsAnI vAtamAM terApaMthI ane sthAnakavAsIono ardhajaratIya nyAya : - jainomAM terApaMthI paMtha nIkaLyo, je prabhu mahAvIranA bIjA siddhAMtone mAne che, paNa ahiMsAnI vAtamAM teo mUMjhAI gayA che. sthAnakavAsI paNa bhramita che ke paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM hiMsA na karAya. mATe teo mUrtipUjAne nathI mAnatA; mUrtino AkAra, vItarAgatAnA AkAra sAme temane vAMdho nathI.. sabhA - paththaranI gAya jema dUdha nathI ApatI, tema A mUrti kazuM phaLa nahi Ape tema teo mAne che. sAhebajI -AkArano virodha hoya to phoTo paNa na rAkhavo joIe. paththaranI gAya jaDa che tethI dUdha nathI ApatI, paNa manamAM gAyanI AbehUba upasthiti karAve che. vaLI jeTalI jaDa vastu che tenI atyAre tamArA mana para asara avazya thAya che. jo koI sAro kalAkAra hoya to siMhanuM pUtaLuM evuM AbehUba banAve ke joIne tamane Dara lAgI jAya. AkAramAM paNa bhAva utpanna karavAnI cokkasa zakti che. bAkI prabhuno AtmA siddhazilA para che, te pratimAmAM praviSTa che tevuM zAstrakAronuM kahevuM nathI. mAtra temanA AkAra-mudrA vagere ApaNA bhAvomAM prANa pUravA mATe AlaMbana - hiMsA che tethI jo paramAtmAnI pUjAM tyAjya che, to upAzraya(sthAnaka) bAMdhavAmAM paNa hiMsA thAya che, to te kema tyAya nahi? A badhuM aDadhuM samajavAthI paMtho paDyA paramAtmAnI pUjAmAM teone phUlanI hiMsA dekhAya che, paNa saMghajamaNamAM to tenAthI vadhAre hiMsA thAya che. ahIMyAM to maMdiramAM nAno dIvo che, tyAM to moTA cUlA saLage che. phakta paramAtmAnI bhakti karatAM hiMsAnuM pApa lAge ne sAdharmikabhakti karatAM hiMsAnuM pApa na lAge, emAM koI tarka nathI. sthAnakavAsI pAMjarApoLo calAve che, temane prabhune phUla caDAvavAmAM ja hiMsA dekhAya che, paNa gAyane ghAsa khavarAvavAmAM hiMsA nathI dekhAtI. terApaMthI paMtha to ema ja mAne che ke koipaNa jIvanI dravyadayA karavI te ja pApa che. terApaMthI paccakhkhANa le che ke kabUtarane caNa nahi nAkhavI, gAyane ghAsa nahIM nAkhavuM, kUtarAne roTalA nahIM nAkhavA, annakSetramAM dAna nahi AvuM. koI paNa jIvanI mAvajata karatAM bIjA jIvo mare che mATe pApa che evuM temanuM mAnavuM che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 82

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jinapUjAmAM alpahiMsAnA phaLarUpe mahAahiMsAnI prAptinI tArkikatA : sabhA:- terApaMthI-sthAnakavAsIo anekAMtavAdane nahi mAnatA hoya? sAhebajI - jainaanukaMpA samajavAmAM teoe ghaNI ja gerasamaja karI che. hakIkata e che ke koipaNa jIvane bacAvavA jAo to anya jIvonI hiMsA to Avaze ja, are ! supAtranI bhakti karavAmAM paNa jIvahiMsAno saMbhava che. chatAM aMtima phaLazrutirUpe adhika jIvone sukha-zAMti prApta thatAM hoya to alpa hiMsAnuM vaLatara mahA ahiMsAmAM pariNamaze. tethI alpa hiMsAmAM maratA jIvo pratye paNa anukaMpAbuddhi akhaMDita che. A saMdarbhamAM ja pU. upAdhyAyajI mahArAje jinapUjA AdimAM mRtyu pAmatA pRthvIkAya AdinA jIvonuM anukaMpya tarIke daSTAMta ApyuM. tamAre paNa jinapUjA karatAM manamAM bhAva e ja rAkhavAno ke, mArI zakti hoya te pramANe bhavyatApUrvaka bhakti, aMgaracanA karavAnuM mAruM kartavya che. te bhAvanAthI lAkha phUlothI AMgI karAvo, AgaLa vadhIne AkhuM derAsara phUlothI maDhI do, dIvAnI rozanI paNa evI karo ke AkhuM derAsara jhaLahaLatuM thAya. A badhuM karavAthI jIvo to avazya maravAnA ja che, chatAM paNa AvuM karavAnuM zAstrakAroe batAvyuM che; kAraNa ke paramAtmA e advitIya AtmakalyANanuM AlaMbana che, je mahApuNyodaye maLyuM che. darzana karanArAomAM jo koI lAyaka jIva hoya to A nirvikArI mudrAnAM darzana karatAM ja bodhibIja pAmI jAya. vItarAga pratye atyaMta ahobhAva pedA thavAthI tene bodhibIjanI prApti thaze ane tenAthI ja tene bhavAMtaramAM pAchuM A zAsana maLaze, tethI pharIthI tenA ahiMsA AdinA pariNAmonA prAgaTyathI cAritra prApta karI chakAya jIvanI rakSA karaze. vaLI, A muninA AcAra ane upadezathI jagatanA jIvo ahiMsA dharmane pAmaze temaja AcaraNa karatA thaze, pariNAme mAmUlI hiMsAnuM phaLa aDhaLaka ahiMsArUpe Avaze. sabhA:- phUla jhADa parathI nIce paDe te ja prabhu mATe levAnAM? ke toDAya kharAM? sAhebajI - ApameLe paDe te ja levAnAM tevuM ekAMte nathI. vidhi e che ke rAtarANI, jUi, pArijAta vagere je phUlo jAte paDI jatAM hoya tene toDavAM nahIM, paraMtu rAtre jhADa nIce kapaDuM mUkI rAkhavuM. savAre temAMthI sArAM phUlone laI vAparavAM. paNa je ApameLe paDe tevAM phUlo nathI paraMtu toDo nahIM to jhADa para ja karamAI jAya, tevAM phUlone cUMTavAnI AjJA che. nahIMtara gulAbathI pUjA to kadI karI zakAya nahIM. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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AvAM phUlone paNa toDatI vakhate ochI pIDA thAya te mATe temAM paNa jayaNAno viveka che. tAMbAnA, cAMdInA ke sonAnA aNIdAra nakha banAvavA jethI alpa pIDAe tarata cUMTAI jAya. A rItanI jayaNAnI vidhi batAvI che. te anusAre karoDo phUla caDhAvo to paNa doSa nathI, bhaktinI vRddhi che. sabhA :- phUlo soyamAM na parovAya ne? sAhebajI - nA, na parovAya. jayaNA pALavAnI AjJA che. phUla cUMTI lIdhA pachI te tarata jaDa nathI thaI jatAM. bhagavAnanA aMga para caDhAvo tyAre paNa jIvatAM hoya che. mAtra poSaNa mATenI je jhADa sAthenI link-joDANa-kaDI hatI. te cUMTAvAthI kapAI gaI, paNa cUMTAyA pachI tatkAla nirjIva thatAM nathI. mATe tene game tema prabhunA aMga para khoso ke soyamAM parovo te barAbara nathI. sabhA:- paNa phUla caDhAvavAmAM jIvahiMsA to kharI ne? sAhebajI:- dareka varSe kalpasUtramAM sAMbhaLo cho ke devatAo bhagavAnano eka karoDa ane sATha lAkha kaLazothI janmAbhiSeka kare che. pAchA kaLaza paNa tamArI TabUDI jevaDA nahIM; paraMtu yojana pramANa hoya che. bhagavAnano A rIte prakSAla kare to asaMkhya-asaMkhya jIvo mare che. mahAvIra prabhunA janmAbhiSekanA avasare prabhunI kAyA anya tIrthakaronI apekSAe kadamAM nAnI hovAthI saudharmendrane prabhu pratyenI atizaya prItine vaza manamAM prazna thayo ke ATalA pANInA dhodhane prabhuno laghu deha kema sahana karaze? A uparathI tame vicArI zako ke abhiSekamAM keTaluM jaLa vaparAtuM haze ! ane A bhakti karanArA samyagdaSTi devatAo che. tethI anucita bhaktino savAla nathI. tame pUjA karatAM pANInI khoTI karakasara karo to paNa pApa lAge. tamane ema thAya ke judA judA abhiSeka karIne ATaluM badhuM pANI DhoLavA karatAM dasa jaNa sAthe hAtha lagADI abhiSeka karI le to cAle to te pApabhAva che. sabhA - ukALelA pANIthI prakSAla karIe to? sAhebajI:- tamAre kAcuM pANI na vAparavuM, tevuM paccakhkhANa che? jo tamAre kAcA pANIne aDavuM paNa nahIM evo niyama hoya to ame tamane prakSAla karavAnI nA pADIzuM. sAdhuone kAcA pANIne nahIM aDavAnA jIvanabharanAM paccakhANa hovAthI prakSAla nathI ja karavAno. tamArA potAnA upayoga mATe game teTalI Dolo pANI lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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vAparavAmAM tamane hicakicATa nathI, ane ahIMyAM bhaktimAM ja karakasara karavI che ? tame pote atyAre je hiMsAmaya jIvanamAM beThA cho te pramANe pANI-phUla Adino bhakti mATeno upayoga bAdhaka nathI, paNa jayaNA jarUrI che. AvI rIte ghaNA pariNAmono marma judA-judA pAsAMthI vicAravo paDaze. sabhA:- derAsaramAM lAiTa vaparAya? sAhebajI - lAiTathI tame derAsaramAM AdhunikatA lAvo cho jeno amAre virodha che, paNa hiMsAnI daSTie virodha nathI; kAraNa ke dIvAmAM paNa hiMsA to che ja, paNa dIvAthI maMdiMranI bhavyatA sacavAya ane lAiTathI jinabiMbane nukasAna thAya che, te dIvAthI na thAya. uparAMta ghInA dIvAthI vAtAvaraNamAM sAtvikatA paNa rahe che. tethI lAITano virodha che, bAkI bhaktinAM dravyonA utpAdanamAM thatI hiMsA pUjAmAM jovAnI nathI. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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vyAkhyAna - 10 tA. 1-8-94, somavAra, copATI. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jagatanA jIvamAtrane ekAMte sukha ane zAMtinuM sAdhana bane tevA dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. dharmanuM lakSyabiMdu ApaNo AtmA parama sukha-zAMti pAme ane bIjAne paNa tevI ja sukha-zAMti apAvavAmAM sahAyaka bane te che. je vyakti ArAdhaka bane tenA jIvanamAM (1) parapIDAno parihAra hoya che ane (2) te vyakti potAnA Atmika guNono vikAsa paNa kare che. A baMne prakArano dharma pratyeka ArAdhake AcaravAno ApaNA tIrthakaro parAkASThAnI ahiMsAnI vAta karanArA che, chatAM paNa zrAvaka dharmamAM Dagale ne pagale AraMbha-samAraMbha Ave che. ApaNA dharmamAM eka bAju "ahiMsA paramo dharma" sUtra che, je jIvamAtrane anulakSIne kahevAyuM che. tIrthakarone sarva jIvanAM duHkha dUra karavAM che, jIvamAtra pratye temane karuNAno bhAva che, chatAM paNa AcaraNamAM dharmanA nAme AraMbha-samAraMbha batAvyo tenuM rahasya zuM che? paramAtmAnI bhakti karatAM cha kAyanA jIvonI hiMsA thAya che. pANInA eka TIpAmAM asaMkhya jIvo che. mATInA eka kaNiyAmAM paNa asaMkhya jIvo che. derAsara mATe paththaro paNa dUrathI lAvatAM rastAmAM ghaNA trasa jIvonI hiMsA thAya che. vaLI maMdira bAMdhavAmAM paNa hiMsA thavAnI, dhUpa-dIpa AdimAM paNa hiMsA samAyelI che. chatAM atyAre jainone paNa jIvonuM spaSTa jJAna, dayAnuM svarUpa khabara na hovAthI pUjAmAM phakta vanaspatikAyanI ja hiMsA dekhAya che, tethI ja phUla ochAM vAparavAM ke na vAparavAM tenI carcA karyA ja kare che. paraMtu A badhA pAyAmAMthI ja zraddhA cUke che. jagadIzacaMdra bojhe vanaspatimAM jIva siddha karyA pachI vijJAna paNa 100varSathI mAnatuM thayuM che ke vanaspatimAM jIva che. paraMtu jIva che ema mAnyA pachI paNa jayaNA karavAno koI uddeza vaijJAnikonA manamAM nathI. vanaspatikAyamAM jyAre jIva nahotA lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 86

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mAnatA tyAre vaijJAniko tenI jeTalI hiMsA karatA hatA, tenA karatAM atyAre jIva mAnatA thayA pachI temanA jIvanamAM hiMsA koI ochI nathI thai. eTale A jJAna to phakta mAhitIrUpe ja che, AcAramAM nathI. tame AvA vijJAnamAM zraddhA dharAvatA ho to tamane ekendriyamAM mAtra vanaspatinA ja jIvo naja2 sAme ta2va2ze, paraMtu tIrthaMkara paramAtmAoe to chae kAyamAM jIva kahyA che. phUlamAM eka jIva che, jyAre pANInA eka TIpAmAM to asaMkhya jIva che. jyotanA eka kaNiyAmAM paNa asaMkhya jIva che. chatAM hiMsAnI dRSTie tamane to phakta phUlapUjAmAM ja AraMbha-samAraMbha dekhAya che, kAraNa jIvasRSTinI pUrI mAhitIthI adhUrA cho, athavA to tamane jainadharmanA chakAyanA varNanamAM AsthA ochI che. A ekAMgI dRSTikoNa che. atyAre phUlonI hiMsA aMge pracAra paNa ghaNo ja cAlyo che ke 'are ! lAkho phUlonI AMgI thAya che, AkhAM derAsaro suzobhita karAya che, temAM keTalI jIvahiMsA thAya che ? ApaNo dharma to ahiMsAmaya che.' paraMtu AvuM bolanArAone phakta phUlamAM ja A buddhi thAya che, bIje hiMsA dekhAtI nathI. vanaspatikAyamAM ja phakta jIva mAnavo te jinavacananI adhUrI zraddhA che, chae kAyamAM jIva mAnavo joIe. "jyAM hiMsA hoya tyAM jinakathita dharma na hoya" A ekAMta vacana utsUtra che : jeTalo paNa dravyastava che, jema ke prabhubhakti, sAdharmikavAtsalya, varadhoDA, tIrthayAtrA, dAna AdinI tamAma pravRttimAM AraMbha-samAraMbha samAyelo che. jemAM saMpUrNapaNe hiMsA na hoya tevuM dharma anuSThAna mAtra eka ja che, ane te dhyAna. temAM sIdhI hiMsA nathI paNa ADakatarI rIte to cokkasa che, kAraNa ke temAM zvAsozvAsamAM vAyukAyanA jIvonI hiMsA che. paraMtu zvAsozvAsa levo te kAMI dhyAnanI sIdhI pravRtti nathI. paraMtu dhyAnamAM besavAmAtrathI ja dharma nathI thaI jato. dhyAna paNa kaI vidhithI, kevA bhAva sAthe karavAnuM che te samajAvavA upadeza Apavo paDaze, ane temAM paNa hiMsA che. ghaNAne atyAre ahiMsAnuM bhUta vaLagyuM che, tethI ja kahetA phare che ke jyAM hiMsA hoya tyAM jinakathita dharma na hoya.'' zrImad rAjacaMdre lakhyuM che ke "jyAM eka phUlanI pAMdaDI paNa dubhAya te mahAvIrano lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 87

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dharma nathI." jo eka paNa jIvane duHkha thAya tevI pravRtti dharmanA nAme karavAnI na hoya, to pachI dhyAna sivAya kayo dharma karavAno raheze? zrImanne koie pUchyuM nahIM ke AvuM kayA zAstramAM lakhyuM che? jayAM hiMsA, AraMbha-samAraMbha hoya tyAM dharma na hoya, kAraNa ke saMsAramAM to cAre bAju pApa ja pApa che, dharmamAM paNa e ja pApa karavAnuM? bhagavAnanA nAmathI hiMsA karavAnI ?" AvuM sAMbhaLIne lAkho loko bhaDakI jAya che ane te khoTI vAtane sAcI mAnavA lAge che. paNa teo ahIMyAM pAyAmAM ja thApa khAya che. zuM tIrthakarone gRhasthone jIvahiMsA vagarano dharma batAvavAmAM koI rasa nahoto ? hakIkatamAM temane mATe jIvahiMsA vagarano koI dharma zakya ja nathI. bAkI temanA hRdayamAM apAra karuNA hatI. derAsaro-upAzrayo baMdhAvavA, varaghoDA kADhavA, zAstro lakhavA-lakhAvavAM, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvavuM, are ! vyAkhyAna ApavA suddhAMmAM hiMsA to thavAnI ja. saMsAranuM svarUpa ja evuM che. jyAM hiMsA hoya tyAM dharma na gaNAya to A badhI pravRtti pApa ja thaze, pachI to dhyAna e eka ja mArga raheze; paNa pratikramaNa, pUjA, svAdhyAya, vyAkhyAnazravaNa vagara sIdhA dhyAnamAM javuM zakya ja nathI, tethI ArAdhanAno saMpUrNa mArga ja lopa thaze. sabhA:- jIvavA mATe to hiMsA karavI ja paDe ne? sAhebajI:- saMsAramAM to hiMsA karavI ja paDe, paNa A to dharmamAM hiMsAnI vAta che. saMsAra Akho to 18 pApasthAnakothI bharelo che, tethI hiMsA cAlu ja che. tenA phaLa svarUpe 84 lAkha jIvAyonimAM anaMtA kALathI jIva bhaTakIne duHkha bhogavI rahyo che. Aja sudhI anaMtIvAra durgatinAM duHkha bhogavyAM che, have AnAthI chUTavuM hoya to ArAdhanAno koIka mArga to joIze ja. are! zukladhyAna sAdhyA pachIne kevalajJAna pAmyA pachI prabhune paNa duniyAne sAMgopAMga dharma batAvavo hoya to vihAra ane upadezanI kriyA karavI paDe, ane temane paNa vihAramAM tathA upadeza AdimAM hiMsA to thavAnI ja. sAdhuo bhale hiMsaka vAhano na vApare, paNa pagapALA cAlatAM sthAvara jIvonI hiMsA to thavAnI ja. kevalajJAnI tIrthakara paNa je upadezanI pravRtti kare che, vihAra kare che, temAM hiMsA to thAya ja che. paNa AnA dvArA ahiMsAdharma jagatane ApIne loko para mahAna 88 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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upakAra karyo che. jo hiMsAyukta pravRtti sadaMtara khoTI ja hoya to prabhue paNa kazuM ja karavAnuM nahIM ane mokSe jatA rahevAnuM, te ja rIte bIjAne paNa ema ne ema ApameLe zubhadhyAnanI bhUmikA Ave tyAre mokSe javAnuM, nahIMtara 84 lAkha jIvAyonimAM pharyA karavAnuM. Avo ja artha thAya. tethI jagatamAM dharmano mArga calAvavA amuka hiMsAmaya dharma paNa anivArya che. AtmakalyANano srota cAlu rAkhavo hoya to ArAdhanAmAM thatI hiMsAne ahiMsAnA sAdhana tarIke svIkAravI paDaze, nahIM to jagatamAMthI ahiMsA dharmano mULamAMthI lopa thaI jaze. A vAta na samajavAthI ja sthAnakavAsI-terApaMthI phAMTA banyA che, derAvAsImAM paNa ghaNAnI AvI aNasamajanI mAnyatA che. saddaguru Dagale ne pagale unmArganuM unmUlana ane sanmArganI sthApanA karanArA hoya : ame upadezaka tarIke pATa para beThA chIe to bhagavAnanI AjJA tarIke je khoTuM lAge te amAre khoTuM kahevuM ja paDe. aMgata vyaktigata rAgadveSanA kAraNe koIne utArI pADavA TIkATippaNa karatA hoIe to avazya pApa lAge, paNa sAco upadeza ApavA mATe jeTalI khoTI mAnyatAo hoya tenuM khaMDana karavuM paDe. amArI dharmaguru tarIke pharaja che ke satya kahevuM. tIrthaMkaroe paNa prasaMge asatyanuM khaMDana karyuM che. sugurunuM lakSaNa ja e che ke tamArI khAmI hoya tyAM Takora kare, prasaMge na kare te suguru nathI. bApa paNa dIkarAne prasaMge jyAM Takora karavAnI hoya tyAM jIvanamAM Takora na kare to sAco bApa nahIM kahevAya. bhagavAnanI AjJAviruddha vicAradhArA phelAyelI hoya to amAre khaMDana karavuM ja paDe. sadguru Dagale ne pagale unmArganuM unmUlana karIne sanmArganI sthApanA kare, nahIMtara satyane chupAvanArA kahevAze. dharmAcArye upadeza ApatI vakhate anya dharmonI paNa samIkSA karatAM hoya che. anya dharmanI samIkSA tIrthaMkaroe paNa dezanAmAM karI che. sAcAne sAcA tarIke sthApita karavuM hoya to khoTAnI kSatio batAvavI ja paDaze. bAkI amArI bhUla hoya to micchAmi dukkaDaM paNa ApIe. amane vyaktigata rIte rAgadveSa nathI. dhAro ke rastAmAM eka khADo che ne sAmethI eka mANasa AvI rahyo che ne tene lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" ~~~ 9

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khADAnI khabara nathI, e vakhate tame tyAM ho ane khADo che tenI jANa tene na karo ane gupacupa besI raho to te yogya nathI. tyAM tamArI dhyAna doravAnI javAbadArI che. tame ema kaho ke mane eNe kAMI pUchyuM nahotuM. paraMtu AvA prasaMge mauna rahenArane vAstavamAM khADAmAM pachADavAnuM pApa lAge che. sAmenI vyakti na pUche to paNa jANakAre bhayasthAna batAvavuM ja paDe. gurunizrAmAM je jijJAsAthI jANavA Ave tyAre tene gurue khoTAM maMtavyo khoTAM tarIke jaNAvavAM ja paDe, nahIMtara te upadezaka tarIke yogya nathI. zaraNe AvelAnuM ahita jovA chatAM AMkha mIMcAmaNAM kare te kasAI karatAM paNa bhUMDA che. " prabhunA janma vakhate zrIphaLa vadheravAnI paraMparA seMkaDo varSothI cAlI Ave che, te toDavAnI vAta Ave to avazya vicAra karavo paDe. paraMparA khoTI ja hoya to toDavAmAM vAMdho nathI, paraMtu AvI hiMsA zrAvaka mATe adharmarUpa nathI banatI. paryuSaNamAM tame te vakhate pauSadha laIne beThA nathI hotA. pauSadhamAM ke sAmAyikamAM hoya teo vadheratA ja nathI. kadAca tame bahAra nIkaLIne gADI ke vAhanamAM ja besavAnA cho, ane lAga Ave tamArI gADI nIce lIlotarI paNa cagadAya, eTale vanaspatinI hiMsAmAM tame gaLADUba beThelA ja cho. ahIM varSamAM eka vakhata gurumukhe prabhunA janmanuM vAMcana thAya te avasare dharmAtmA zrotAne AnaMda thayA vagara na ja rahe. tamAre tyAM dIkaro janme tyAre kevo AnaMda thAya che! vaLI kAMI batrIsa lakSaNA 'dIkarA janmatA nathI. chatAM eka sAmAnya putrajanmanI vadhAmaNI vakhate jo ATalo AnaMda thAya, to A to traNa lokanA nAtha-devAdhidevano janma che, tethI harakha kevo thAya! harSAvezamAM ja zrIphaLa vadheravAnI pravRtti rAkhI che. zrIphaLa zukanavaMtuM che. harSa ullAsa vyakta karavA mATe A vastu che. dharmamAM ekendriya (nAriyeLa)nI hiMsAnI tamAre bAdabAkI karavAnI hoya to pachI kayo dharmatamAre karavAno raheze? hiMsAnA nAmamAtrathI bhaDako cho to jIvanamAM kayo dharma hiMsAnA nAmathI mUkavo nahIM paDe? A jagatamAM saMpUrNa ahiMsA hoya tevAM be ja sthAna che. (1) mokSa- jyAM dravyahiMsA ke bhAvahiMsA aMzamAtra nathI. tyAM saMpUrNa hiMsAno tyAga ne pUrNa ahiMsA dharmanI prApti thAya che, paNa tyAM pahoMcavA mATe hiMsAyukta avAMtara dharmasAdhanA karavI ja paDe. tethI ja Avo ekAMte ahiMsAno Agraha na 2khAya. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaame 90 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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(2)nigodaH-saMsAramAM bIjI jagyA jyAM mAtra ahiMsA ja hoya, te nigoda che. tyAM dravyahiMsA jarApaNa nathI. basa, to pachI dravyahiMsAthI bhaDakanArAe nigodamAM jaIne rahevuM joIe. kAraNa ke sUkSma nigodamAM koIne mAravAnuM nahIM Ave. ahiMsAnA nAmathI khoTA vikalpo UbhA karI dIdhA che. buddhibheda Ubho na thAya tethI A badhuM spaSTa jaNAvavuM paDe che. sabhA :- paryuSaNamAM zrIphaLa vadherIne khAya che te yogya che ? sAhebajI :- A prazasta harSa che, vadhAmaNIrUpe khAya che ane khavaDAve che. zokhathI khAvAnI vastu nathI. jeNe tyAga karyo hoya ke ekAsaNA-upavAsa karyA hoya teNe khAvAnI vAta nathI, paNa jene tyAga nathI tene niSedha nathI. paryuSaNamAM jame che te ja tenI nabaLAi che. ame tyAgane ja samarthana ApIe chIe, kAMI bhogane samarthana nathI ApatA. koIe cAra vastuno tyAga karyo hoya ane be vastunI chUTa rAkhI hoya, tene be vastunuM pApa to lAgyA ja kare che. saMpUrNa tyAga karanArane ame khAvAnuM nathI ja kahetA. paNa jeNe tyAga na karyo ane dharmabuddhie khAya to tenI niMdA na ja karAya. khAvAmAM badhAno tyAgano pariNAma sarakho na hoya. ocho tyAga karI zake teTalA mAtrathI te nakAmo nathI banI jato. vyakti jeTalo tyAga karavAnI kSamatA dharAvatI hoya te pramANe tyAga karAvavAnuM kahyuM che. tyAga AtmakalyANa mATe karavAnI vastu che. sabhA :- paryuSaNamAM phaLa vaparAya ? sAhebajI :- lIlotarI phaLano saMpUrNa tyAga karo to lAbha ja che, te uttama che. nahIMtara hiMsAno doSa lAgaze ja. jene lIlotarI-phaLano saMpUrNa tyAga nathI te nAlAyaka che tevuM na kahevAya. sabhA :- paNa, badhA badhAnI rIte sAcA ja hoya ne ? sAhebajI :- AvuM bolavuM te zAstraviruddha che. ame paNa game tema bolavA mATe svataMtra nathI. mArA vidhAna aMge mane koI pUche to pUrepUrA zAstra AdhArita tarkadalIlo ApavA paDe. are ! ame to hajI nAnA chIe, jainazAsanamAM AcAryone paNa pUchI zakAya che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 91

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zrAvakane mATe alpahiMsAyukta chatAM jinapUjAdinI kartavyatAmAM aneka mahAlAbhonA vidhAnamAM rahelI tArkikatA : saMpUrNa hiMsAzUnya hoya evo koI ArAdhanAmArga nathI, tethI hiMsAthI thato dharma, apekSAe dharma kahevAya, paraMtu temAM kaI hiMsA levAnI te zAstradaSTie jANavuM joIe. tamArA jIvanamAM je hiMsA niyata kramarUpe cAlu che tenAthI thato dharma tamArA mATe mAnya che. tethI ja phUlapUjA, prakSAlapUjA mAnya che, paNa A ja vastu huM sAdhu hovAthI na ja karI zake; kAraNa ame saMsAra choDyo, ekendriyanI hiMsAnuM paNa pApa choDyuM, tethI prabhunI puSpapUjA eka bhakti che chatAM ame nathI karatA, anya dharmamAM to sAdhune dravyapUjA karavAno adhikAra Apyo che. bhagavAnane navaDAve paNa te ja, badhI bhakti saMnyAsI jAte ja kare. maMdironA badhA adhikAra temanA hAthamAM ja hoya che. jayAre jainadharmamAM sAdhu AvI pUjA paNa na kare, kAraNa tenI pAchaLanAM gaMbhIra rahasyo che. jUThuM bolavuM kharAba kAma kahI zakAya, paNa prabhunI pUjA karavI kAMI kharAba kAma nathI; chatAM amane pUjA karavAnI'zAstramAM nA pADI ane kadAca magna thAya to ogho mUkI devAnI AjJA karI che. jeNe jIvanamAM karaNa-karAvaNa-anumodanarUpe sarva hiMsAno potAnI jAta mATe tyAga karyo che, teNe paramAtmAnI bhakti mATe puSpAdinI hiMsA karavAnI nathI. tame pote ja kAyanA jIvonI hiMsA tamArI anukULatA mATe niyatapaNe karatA ja ho cho, tethI ja jAta mATe karAtI routine-rojiMdI hiMsAthI thato dharma vAjabI che. jo tame pote paccakhANa lo ke huM vanaspatikAyanI hiMsA karIza nahIM, to tamAre phUla caDhAvavAM te pApa gaNAze. kAraNa ke prabhubhakti mATe tamAre tamArA jIvanamAM je hiMsA niyata nathI tevI navI hiMsA karavI paDe. sArAMza e che ke jyAM sudhI jAta mATe hiMsA karo cho tyAM sudhI paramAtmabhakti mATe te nahIM karo to paNa pApa to lAgaze ja. vAhanamAM besIne jAtrAe javuM tamArA mATe dharma che, kAraNa tame vAhanano upayoga roja karo ja cho. paNa jene vAhanamAM besavAno AjIvana tyAga che, teNe vAhanamAM tIrthayAtrAe javAnI paNa jarUra nathI. kAcA pANIne aDavuM paNa nahi, evAM jo tame paccakhkhANa lo to tamAre prakSAla paNa karavAnI jarUra nathI, tyAre hiMsAno tyAga e ja UMcI ArAdhanA thaze. 92. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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tamane jyAre jyAre bhUkha lAge tyAre bharyo bhANe khAo, ne mahemAna Ave tyAre ja vicAro ke Amane jamADavAmAM ghaNI ja hiMsA che, mAre zuM kAma vagara maphatanuM pApa karavuM? evI ja rIte zarabata pItA ho ane koI tarasyo Ave to tene pANIno eka glAsa pivaDAvatAM ema na ja vicArAya ke pANInA eka TIpAmAM asaMkhya jIvonI hiMsA thaze. AvuM vicAro to keTaluM vAjabI kahevAya ? tamane paropakAra karatAM ja hiMsAnA vicAro Ave che athavA dharma karatI vakhate ja hiMsA dekhAya che, ne jIvo marI rahyA che evo vicAra Ave che, paraMtu AvuM vicAranArAnuM samakita nAza pAme che ane jo na AvyuM hoya to bhavAMtaramAM paNa pAmavuM durlabha thAya che, uparAMta mithyAtvamohanIya Adi bhayaMkara karmo baMdhAya che. potAne nahAvA jyAre AkhI Dola pANI joItuM hoya ane bhagavAnano prakSAla karatAM ja eka pANInA TIpAmAM asaMkhya jIvonI dayAno vicAra Ave te vAjabI nathI. dayAnA nAmathI jene ahIMyAM ja karakasara sUjhe che tevA jIvo bodhibIja ke samakita pAmI zakatA ja nathI. AvA avivekI ne svArthI jIva bodhibIjane haNe che. sArAMza e che ke AtmakalyANanA mArgamAM paNa bhUmikAnusAre paropakAra-dayAbhakti AdimAM hiMsA karavI ja paDe che. saMsAramAM paNa paisA kamAvA hoya to dhaMdho ke nokarI joIe. dhaMdhA mATe paisAnI mUDI ne nokarI mATe DIgrInI mUDI joIze. vaLI A DIgrI meLavavA paNa paisA to kharcelA ja che. tethI ja samAjamAM garIba karatAM zrImaMta vadhAre kamAI zake che. dhana kamAvA mATe dhana kharcavAnI trevaDa hoya to ja te mANasa vadhAre kamAI zake che. ahIM kamAvA mATe je paiso kharco cho te kharcane ja tame vadhAre kamAvAnuM sAdhana samajo cho. AvI ja rIte ahiMsAmaya dharmane pAmavA pahelAM kamANImAM sAdhanabhUta kharcarUpe thoDI hiMsAvALo dharma Acaravo paDaze. A thoDI hiMsA paNa game te karavAnI nathI, paraMtu je hiMsA tame saMsAramAM rojiMdI karatA ho, tevI hiMsA dvArA thato dharma AcaravAno che. sAmAyikamAM dIvo-AratI-pUjA karo to doSa lAge. Ama to prabhunI AratI utAravI e uttama kAma che, chatAM paNa sAmAyikamAM utAravAnI nA pADI. - kAraNa tame sAmAyika uccAratI vakhate agnikAyanA jIvonI hiMsAno paNa tyAga karyo che, mATe sAmAyikamAM bhakti nimittaka paNa A hiMsA karavAnI nathI. tame jeTaluM pApa choDatA jAo teTalo uttama ahiMsAmaya dharma ja ame batAvIe chIe. bhagavAnane hiMsA karAvavAno koI zokha nathI, paraMtu tame je hiMsAmAM beThA cho te lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 2

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hiMsAthI thato dharma karAvavAno che. vAhananI hiMsAno tyAga na karanArane vyAkhyAnazravaNa mATe aMtara vadhAre hoya to vAhanamAM besIne paNa vyAkhyAnazravaNa mATe javuM hitakArI che. jayAre vAhanamAM nahi besavAnA paccakhkhANa hoya to teNe temAM besIne vyAkhyAna mATe paNa AvavAnI jarUra nathI. tamAre paryuSaNamAM paNa ekendriyanI hiMsAno tyAga nathI. vakhata Ave gADImAM jatAM rastAmAM koie nAMkheluM zrIphaLa paDyuM hoya to tamArAthI cagadAI zake che. sabhA - TrenamAM badhe jAtrA karAya? sAhebajI - bIje badhe kAmasara pharavA tame TrenamAM jAo ja cho, to jAtrA karavA paNa jaI ja zako. hA, cha'rI pALatA saMghamAM vAhanamAM na besavAnuM paccakhANa hoya che. tethI saMghamAM cAlIne ja javuM joIe. sabhA - gADImAM besIne pUjA karavA javAya? sAhebajI :- gADImAM besIne AvavuM hoya to gADImAM zuddhi rAkhavI paDe. dharmanA kSetramAM mobhA pramANe vyavahAranI vAta che. pahelAMnA vakhatamAM moTA rAjAo, zeThiyAo, maMtrIo badhA pagapALA pUjA karavA nahotA AvatA, paNa pAlakhImAM besIne ke bIjA vAhanamAM besIne mobhA pramANe pUjA karavA AvatA, sAthe varasIdAna karatA karatA AvatA. paNa AvavAnA sAdhanamAM zuddhi to rAkhavI ja paDe. sAmAnya mANasa vAhanamAM Ave te barAbara nathI. paNa rAjA pagapALA Ave to temano mobho na sacavAya, tethI pAlakhImAM AvatA. pU.A. zrI hemacaMdrasUrijI mahArAje lakhyuM che ke gRhasthane pratidina eka sAmAyika, cha AvazyakamAM kartavya che ane sAmAyika gurunizrAe karavuM joIe tevI vidhi che. paraMtu ghaNAne vyavasAyane kAraNe mAMDa-mAMDa sAmAyikano TAima maLato hoya, tethI utAvaLanAM kAraNe upAzraya jatAM pahelAM gharethI sAmAyika laine pachI jayaNApUrvaka cAlatA gurunI nizrAmAM sAmAyika karavA Ave. paraMtu mobhAdAra maMtrI, rAjA vagere je guru pAse jaI zake tema hoya to paNa temane utAvaLa hoya to ghera ja sAmAyika karI levAnuM; paNa sAmAyika laIne upAzraye gurunizrAmAM pagapALA na javuM, kAraNa ke pagapALA upAzraye jAya to temano mobho na ja sacavAya, jainazAstromAM keTalo viveka che! game te mATe game te AjJA nathI. 94 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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hiMsA paNa dharmamAM tamArI bhUmikA pramANe karavAnI Avaze. tamArA jIvanamAM pRthvI, agni, vAyukAyanI hiMsA sAmAnya che, arthAt covIsa kalAka jAgatAM ke UMghatAM tamArA adhyavasAyamAM te jIvonI hiMsAno pariNAma satata cAlu che, je AraMbhayukta dharma na karo to paNa aTakavAno nathI. mAtra e ja hiMsAthI thato dharma dAna, dayA, paropakAra, bhakti, pUjA vagere karavAthI navo zubha pariNAma pragaTavA dvArA puNya baMdhAya che. dA.ta. parvanA divasomAM saMghajamaNa Adi thAya che, temAM cUlA saLagAvAya che temAM hiMsA to thAya ja che, paraMtu tamArA ghare paNa cUlA to cAlu ja che, jethI tamAre navo koI azubha pariNAma karavAno nathI. Ama, bhUmikA pramANe dharma karavAno che. sabhA :- AgevAno rAtribhojana kare to cAle? sAhebajI :- rAtribhojanatyAgano upadeza to A kALamAM ja Apavo paDe che, bAkI pahelAMnA vakhatamAM to jainakuLomAM rAtribhojanano tyAga ja hoya, ochAmAM ochuM navakArasI-covihAra to kare ja. rAtribhojana eka moTuM pApa che, narakanuM dvAra kahyuM che. te karavuM khoTuM ja che. ane phakta AgevAno mATe ja A niyama nathI, saMghamAM . badhA ja rAtribhojana na kare te uttama che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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tA. 2-8-94, maMgaLavAra. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA lokottara dharmanI prApti karAvavA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. loka jene dharma samaje che, tenA karatAM AgavI vizeSatAyukta dharmano bodha karAvavA tIrthakaro upadeza Ape che. teoe paripUrNa sAdhanA karIne pUrNa tattva jANyuM ane jagata je na jANatuM hoya tevuM adbhuta tattva jagatane jaNAvavA teo karuNAbuddhithI lokottara dharmane samajAve che. mAtra sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pUjA AdimAM ja lokottara dharma samAyelo che tevuM nathI, paNa zAsananAM anukaMpA Adi anuSThAnomAM paNa lokottara dharma samAyelo che. ' upAzrayanirmANa e jainaanukaMpAdAnanuM eka UMcuM daSTAMta anukaMpAnI vyAkhyAmAM ApaNe joyuM ke koinAM duHkha dUra karavAnI bhAvanA hoya paNa temAM alpa jIvone trAsa ane ghaNA jIvone zAMti maLe tevI pravRtti hoya, e ja jainaanukaMpAdAnamAM AvI zake; jyAre atyAre to UMdhuM ja thatuM hoya che. ghaNAne trAsa ne thoDAne zAMti thatI hoya che. vAstavamAM e jainazAsananI anukaMpAmAM na Ave. dA.ta. koI bilADI bhUkhI hoya tene uMdara khavaDAvIne tenI bhUkha dUra na karAya. Ane sAcI dayA na kahevAya. A rItanI dayAmAM bilADIne kAmacalAu thoDI zAMti maLe paNa uMdaranA zuM hAla thAya? AvI dayA anukaMpAnI vyAkhyAmAM AvatI nathI. tethI jainaanukaMpA batAvavA mATe graMthakAre UMcAmAM UMcuM anukaMpAnuM dRSTAMta batAvyuM che. temaNe dharmamAM thatI hiMsAnI ucita pravRttine daSTAMta tarIke lIdhI che; kAraNa ke temAM alpa jIvone trAsane adhikane zAMti maLe che. dA.ta. upAzrayanirmANa. vartamAnamAM mAtra saMghanA upAzrayo thaI gayA, pahelAM to vyaktigata maMdira-pauSadhazALA 4 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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paNa rahetAM. zrAvakane jyAre paNa dharma ArAdhanA karavAnuM mana thAya, tyAre pauSadha karI potAnI poSadhazALAmAM ArAdhanA karatA ane mahAtmA paNa padhAre to vasatidAna dvArA ArAdhanA karAvavAmAM nimitta banatA. tamAre to atyAre saMghamAMthI phALo ugharAvIne upAzrayo banAvavAnA hoya che. paraMtu vyaktigata ke sAmUhika upAzraya baMdhAvatAM AraMbha-samAraMbha to thAya ja. pAyo khodatAM ja trasa jIvo abajonI saMkhyAmAM maraze. ekendriya jIvo paNa anaMtA maraze. tame baMgalo baMdhAvo cho, te pApapravRtti ja che. tethI ja zAstramAM kahyuM che ke, sArA dharmAtmA zrAvakoe taiyA2 makAnamAM ja rahevuM, jAte bAMdhakAma na karAvavuM. bAMdhakAmane karmAdAna svarUpa AraMbhasamAraMbhanI pravRtti kahIe chIe; kema ke tenAthI vadhAre pApa baMdhAya che. paraMtu upAzraya baMdhAvyA pachI temAM ghaNI ArAdhanA thaze, mahAtmAo ratnatrayInI uttama ArAdhanA karaze, karAvaze; bIjA paNa navA jIvo ahIM AvIne dharma pAmaze, jethI hiMsaka pravRtti ghaTADI ahiMsA AdinA Adarzo potAnAM jIvanamAM lAvaze. jagatane sArI preraNA ane upadeza A upAzrayamAMthI maLaze. upAzrayo vagara ghera beThAM ahiMsAnI satpreraNA nathI ja maLavAnI. tethI sadguNo prApta karavAnuM A moTuM kAraNa che. vizvamAM ahiMsAne phelAvavAnAM-sthApita karavAnAM A ja kendrasthAno che. Ama, paraMparArUpe upAzraya asaMkhya jIvone sukhazAMtinuM sAdhana banaze. jainaanukaMpAnI vyAkhyA pramANe "thoDAne azAMti ane ghaNAne zAMti''nA mALakhAmAM A kArya baMdhabesatuM che. amane upAzrayo banAvaDAvavAno moha nathI, paNa tame ja vicAro ke AvAM dharmasthAnako na hoya to jagatamAM ahiMsA na ja phelAya. ahiMsA ane sadguNo phelAvavAnA parama sAdhanarUpa A sthAno che. muMbai jevA zaheramAM jo eka paNa derAsara-upAzraya na hoya to tamArA badhAnI paristhiti kevI thAya ? dharma A badhAM dharmasthAnako dvArA ja Take che. navo bodha, navuM siMcana, upadeza, preraNA AnA dvArA ja maLe che ane lokamAM dharmakriyAo temaja dharmabhAva vadhe che. dharmasthAnakonA nirmANamAM je alpa jIvonI hiMsA thAya che te jIvo anukaMpApAtra che, upekSApAtra nathI : ahIM dharmasthAnaka nirmANamAM je jIvonI hiMsA thAya che te jIvo anukaMpAno viSaya che. paramAtmA supAtra che ane sAdhu paNa supAtra che, paNa supAtranI bhaktinA avasare maratA jIvo kAMI supAtra nathI, tyAM to anukaMpA ja che. ahIM savAla e lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 9

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thAya che supAtranI bhaktimAM anukaMpAnA bhAvano samAveza kema karyo che? tyAre tenA javAbamAM pU. upAdhyAyajI zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjA kahe che ke pUrvAcAryonA ghaNA graMthomAM A pramANe Ave che, mATe meM paNa Ama kahyuM che. eTale supAtradAna karatAM je jIvonI hiMsA thAya che te jIvo mATe anukaMpAno bhAva manamAM rAkhavAno che. - sAcA dharmAtmA zrAvakane upAzraya baMdhAvatI vakhate pANI vagerenA maratA jIvo pratye krUratAno bhAva na ja hoya, paraMtu e bhAva hoya ke AnA dvArA dharma ArAdhanAmokSamArganI pravRtti pravAhabaddharUpe cAlu rahe, jethI mArA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya ane bIjA anaMtA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya. je sAco dharma pAmIne AvI pravRtti kare tene hRdayathI Avo ja bhAva hoya. AmAM phaLazrutirUpe hiMsA ochA jIvonI che, paNa ahiMsA ghaNA jIvonI thaze. dA.ta. koI jIvane upadeza sAMbhaLatAM vairAgya thAya ane saMsAratyAga karIne sAdhu banIne pUrNa ahiMsA pALaze, vaLI te sAdhu jayAM jAya tyAM ahiMsAnuM AcaraNa-pravRtti kare ane ahiMsAno upadeza paNa Apaze. tathA koI dharmAtmA zrAvaka A upAzrayamAM AvIne pauSadha-sAmAyika Adi ahiMsAmaya dharma karaze ane koI bhUtakALano nAstika paNa upadeza sAMbhaLI bAvratadhArI zrAvaka banaze to temanA jIvanamAM bharapUra ahiMsA Avaze. A badhAmAM kAraNabhUta upAzraya che. upAzraya baMdhAvavAmAM je hiMsA thaI tenA karatAM kaMI gaNA cakravRddhi vyAja sAthe ahiMsA thaI. AvI rIte jainazAsananI badhI pravRttimAM dharmanI paraMparA che, tethI dharmapravRtti nimittaka alpa jIvone thato trAsa kSattavya che, sahana karavA lAyaka che. jo anekane zAMti thatI na hoya ne phakta trAsa ja paDe tevuM hoya to tenuM mUlyAMkana jainaanukaMpAmAM nahIM Ave. sabhA:- prakSAlanA pANImAM anukaMpA kevI rIte? . sAhebajI:-prakSAla-pUjA Adi jinabhaktinI pravRtti evI uttama rIte ane bahumAnapUrvaka thavI joIe ke te joIne lAyaka jIvo dharma pAmI jAya, temane paNa vItarAga pratye AkarSaNa pedA thAya, pariNAme bodhibIja pAme, ahiMsA dharma pAme; anekane pamADe ane aMte mokSe jAya. Ama, te jIvonI alpahiMsAthI mahAahiMsArUpa aMtima phaLa Ave. 98 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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bhagavAnanI viziSTa bhaktithI sva-parane kalyANa paraMparAnuM sarjana : dharmAtmA jo zaktisaMpanna hoya to rAjAnA mahela karatAM paNa suMdara maMdira baMdhAve ane loko aMdara Ave to pratimA ane kalAkArIgarI joI AbhA ja thaI jAya evI nayanaramya-AkarSaka pratimAo bharAve. sAthe AMgI paNa evI bhavya kare ke bAla jIvo jotA ja rahe. Ameya duniyAmAM sattAsaMpattino moha to lokadaSTimAM rahevAno ja. tethI vItarAgatAnuM AkarSaNa karAvavuM muzkela che. chatAM AvI aMgaracanA jotAM kadAca tenAmAM vItarAganuM AkarSaNa thAya to 'bIja' ropAi jAya, ne bhavAMtaramAM tene sAco dharma maLe. jethI paraMparAe AgaLa vadhI ahiMsA pALaze. eka jIva jo saMsAramAMthI mokSe jAya to anaMtAnaMta jIvone abhayadAna maLaze. ApaNe saMsAramAM jyAM sudhI bhamIzuM tyAM sudhI anaMtA jIvone ApaNA thakI trAsa thavAno. eka jIva 84 lAkha jIvAyonimAM bhaTake che, temAM tenA ekalAnA AtmAne duHkha nathI, paNa tenA dvArA anaMta jIvone duHkha-trAsa avazya thAya che. tethI eka paNa jIvane mokSe mokalo to parAkASThAnI ahiMsA thaze. vaLI pUjA karatAM pote paNa vItarAgatA pratyenA AkarSaNathI vairAgyabhAva pAmI, mokSamArga para caDhI, AgaLa jatAM potAnuM tathA bIjA anekanuM kalyANa karatAM pharatAM parama ahiMsArUpa mokSa pAmaze. dhaMdhAmAM dhAro ke majUrInA pa0 rUpiyA ApavAnA che, paNa napho 25000 che, to sodo kasavALo ja kahevAze. tyAre tamane ema nathI thatuM ke atyAre 500 rUpiyA zuM karavA ApIe ? tarata Apo cho, kAraNa tenA badalAmAM 25000 rUpiyA maLavAnA ja che. ahIM tame gaNatarI karIne lAbha-nukasAnanuM pAsuM vicAro cho ane lAbha jemAM vadhAre dekhAya te ja pravRtti karo cho. sabhA H- paramAtmAnA aMga para je jIva caDhe che te dhanya banI jAya che ? sAhebajI :- pa2mAtmAnA aMga para caDhatA jIvo bhavya ja hoya che. eTale A jIvo bhavya hatA te tamane khabara nahotI, je prabhunA aMga para caDhavAthI khabara paDI. paNa tethI te uttama thaI gayA evuM nathI. muslimo idanA divase bakarAne caDhAve tyAre ema mAne che ke teno mokSa thaI jaze. vaidikadharmamAM paNa yajJamAM pazunA bila caDhAve tyAre mAne che ke A jIvono durgatimAMthI chUTakAro thAya che, ne te sadgati pAme che. paraMtu AvI rIte ja jo sadgati maLatI hoya to tame pote tamArI jAta ja homI do ne ! tamArA dIkarAne paNa lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 99

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homo jainAcAryoe TIkA karI ke Avo dharma na hoya. game tema hiMsA karavAthI dharma na thAya. dharmamAM hiMsA jeTalI paNa thAya tenAthI aneka gaNA jIvone sukha-zAMti avazya maLavI joIe, to ja tene satkAryomAM sthApita karI zakAya. dharmapravRttimAM hiMsA e phaLathI ahiMsA : dA.ta. A zAstra che, tene lakhavuM-chapAvavuM temAM hiMsA thayA vagara nathI ja rahevAnI. are ! kAgaLa paNa hiMsAthI ja banaze. zAhI-presa vagerenA vaparAzamAM paNa AraMbha-samAraMbha Avaze. zAstralekhanamAM asaMkhya jIvo marI zake che. koI dharmanI pravRtti evI nathI ke jemAM sarvathA hiMsA na hoya. have hiMsAthI A zAstra lakhAyAM. tene vAMcIne tattva samajelo, jagatane pratibodha karaze ane tenA dvArA lokamAM keTaluM parivartana Avaze! paraMparAe jagatamAM ghaNI ahiMsA phelAze; AnA mULamAM 'zAstraAlekhana che. amane paNa zAstro maLyAM tethI ja tattvamArga pAmI. zakyA chIe. ame kAMI mahAvIra prabhune sIdhA maLavA nathI gayA. zAstro dvArA vAyA-vAyA ja temano upadeza pAmI zakyA chIe ane tenuM mULa zAstraAlekhana ja . sabhA:- je jIvonI zAstraAlekhananI pravRttithI hiMsA thaI tenI kyAM anukaMpA thaI? . sAhebajI :- je jIva je pravRttinA avalaMbanathI dharma pAmyo; jema ke zAstrazravaNathI bodha pAmyo, to te zAstra chapAvavA AdimAM je.jIvo maryA te jIvonI anukaMpA thaI che; kAraNa ke dharma pAmelo jIva pAcho tevA ja aneka jIvonI jayaNA karaze. TUMkamAM A pravRttimAM jIvo maraze paraMtu tenA dvArA aneka bIjA jIvonI dayA thaze. tethI A dekhAvanI hiMsA che, svarUpahiMsA che, paNa te paraMparAe ahiMsAnI zRMkhalA sarje che. e ja prakAranA jIvo mATe over all-samagra rIte AmAM dayA ja thaI. sArAMza e che ke ekendriya jIvanI hiMsAthI ja lAMbA gALe ekendriya jIvanI dayA thAya che ane te ja hiMsA dvArA paraMparAe anaMtA jIvonI ahiMsA paNa avazya thaze. jema ke eka tophAnI ToLuM hoya ane mahAnukasAna karatuM hoya to tene aMkuzamAM levA temAMthI be cArane ThapakAravA paDe. tema nabaLA jIvonI jagatamAM ahiMsA phelAvavA mATe temAMthI thoDA jIvonI hiMsA karavI paDe. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" www . 100

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sabhA :- dhUpa-dIpanAM sAdhano kevAM hovAM joIe? ane dezakALa pramANe kevA ThAThathI prabhubhakti karAya? . sAhebajI:- dhUpa-dIpanAM sAdhano paNa atimUlyavAna ane suMdara hovAM joIe ke jonArane ahobhAva thAya. dhUpa paNa evA ja vAparavAnA ke je ati sugaMdhI hoya. jene peTAvavAthI AMkha baLe tevA halakA dhUpa vAparavAnA nathI. mUlyavAna vastuo ja vAparavAnI hoya che. kalakattAmAM kArtikI pUrNimAnA varaghoDAmAM jinabhaktinI bhavyatAnI AcherI jhalaka : kalakattAno varaghoDo tame joyo hoya to jinabhaktinI bhavyatAno khyAla Ave. have to joke vizeSa jAhojalAlI rahI nathI, chatAM haju paNa te vakhaNAya tevo hoya che. atyAre A kALamAM kImatI jhaverAta Adi barAbara na sacavAya tethI ghaNuM ochuM karyuM che. jemaNe pAlitANAmAM bAbunuM derAsara baMdhAvyuM che, temaNe 70 lAkha rUpiyAno kharco te jamAnAmAM karelo. keTalI udAratA-bhakti haze ! temanA gharamAM to dareka sabhya dITha covIsa kalAkanA be nokara hoya. Avo vaibhava chatAM emane tyAM gharaderAsaramAM pUjArI na rAkhe, eka paNa nokara nahIM. derAsaramAM vAsaNa mAMjanAra, jhADuM kADhanAra paNa koI nahIM rAkhavAnA. AvA kuTuMbanI putravadhUo, rAjakumArIo ke jemaNe gharamAM eka tapeluM paNa na UMcakyuM hoya, teo derAsaramAM prabhunuM badhuM ja kAma jAte kare. vAsaNa UTake, kAjo kADhe ane pUjA-bhakti paNa adbhuta ThAThathI kare! have A lokonuM bhaktinuM vartana jayAre baMgALI bAbuo jue tyAre temane ApaNA prabhu pratye bahumAna thAya, ke AvA vaibhavazALI hovA chatAM paNa prabhunuM kAma jAte kare che, to temanA prabhu kevA haze ! jyAre varaghoDo nIkaLe tyAre pAlakhI UMcakavA paNa zeThiyAo jAte Ave, paraspara paDApaDI kare. A badhuM joI baMgALI bAbuo prabhunI pAlakhI sAme bahumAnathI retImAM ALoTI jAya. ahIM vicAravA jevuM che ke A bhakti jovAthI prabhu pratye keTaluM bahumAna jAgatuM haze ke jethI AvuM vartana kare ! AvI anumodanA karavAthI teo bodhibIja paNa pAmI jAya. tame paNa pUjA karavA jAo te vakhate sajajana mALI sAthe jo sArAM phUla hoya, lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 101

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to jarApaNa bhAva-tAla na karavA paraMtu moM mAMgyA paisA ApavA. jethI prabhubhaktimAM tamArI udAratA joIne ahobhAva thAya ane dharma pAmI jAya. tame ja svayaM dharma ArAdhanA karIne kalyANa pAmo tema nahIM, paNa tamArA dharmathI bIjA ghaNA jIvo dharma pAmIne ghaNA jIvonI ahiMsA karatA thAya, te lakSya paNa hovuM joIe. dharmamAM hiMsA karatI vakhate pariNAme ahiMsArUpe keTaluM vaLatara maLe che te vicAravAnuM. AvI hiMsAmAM phaLathI ghaNA jIvonI dayA-jayaNA samAyelI che, mAtra atyAre je jIva mare che te anukaMpAnA aMga tarIke mare che, tethI tenI hiMsAne ahiMsAnA sAdhana tarIke ghaTAvavAnI che, A svarUpahiMsAmAM paNa mahAanukaMpA Avaze. A varaghoDo kADhatAM keTalA jIvonI virAdhanA thaze? ratha Avaze, pazuo Avaze, benDavAjAM Avaze, sAthe zaNagAravA puSpo Avaze, vAhano cAlaze, tene jovA loko doDIdoDIne Avaze, tethI nAnA jIvono to kaccaraghANa nIkaLI jaze; Ama dekhItI hiMsA thaze, paNa A badhI bhavyatAthI jo eka lAyaka jIva dharma pAmI jAya to zAsana pratye tene bahumAnarUpa bodhibIjanI prApti thAya ane tenA dvArA bhavAMtaramAM zAsana ArAdhI paraMparAe ahiMsA dharma e pote Acaraze ane anekane pamADaze. sabhA:- plenamAM jaIne phorenamAM upadeza ApI zakAya? sAhebajI - pahelAM e bolo ke gRhastha maTe tamAro A prazna che ke sAdhu mATe? jo gRhastha mATe hoya to zAstra bhaNIne bodha pAmelo zrAvaka tyAM jaI lAyaka jIvone dharma pamADI zake. ahIMyAMthI ApaNA ja jaino tyAM saMpatti vagere mATe sthaLAMtara thaIne vaselA che, teone paNa mAtRbhUmi yAda AvatI hoya che. deva-guru-dharmanI paNa jijJAsA hoya che. tethI zrAvaka jaIne dharma pamADI zake to te sAruM ja che. paNa jo. sAdhu mATe AvI vAta hoya to sAdhuthI na ja javAya. plenamAM besavAthI amArA AcAramAM ahiMsA raheze ja nahIM, jenAM ame paccakhkhANa lIdhelAM che, teno ja bhaMga thaze. tame je dharmamAM hiMsA karo cho, te dharma karavAnI paNa bhagavAne amane nA pADI che. derAsara-upAzraya baMdhAvavAnA tathA sAcavavAnA paNa zrAvake ja hoya che. sAdhuoe to temAM rahIne phakta ArAdhanA karavI ne karAvavI eTaluM ja hoya che. amAre nirmANa, mAlikI ke vahIvaTano savAla ja nathI Avato. upAzrayamAM paNa ame permission-paravAnagI laIne ja rahIe chIe. jaIe tyAre zrAvakane bhaLAvIe chIe. AraMbha-samAraMbha yukta dharmanI pravRttiono paNa ame tyAga karyo che. mATe amArAM kartavyo judAM ja Avaze. 102 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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anukaMpAmAM paNa AraMbha-samAraMbha hovAthI jinAjJA mujaba te karavAnuM zrAvakanuM kartavya che, sAdhunuM nathI : anukaMpA paNa zrAvake ja karavAnI che. dhanathI thatAM koI paNa satkAryo sAdhue karavAnAM nathI hotAM ane ame karIe to pApa lAge. A badhA kAmomAM AraMbhasamAraMbha hoya ja. derAsara-upAzraya baMdhAvIe ane tenA vaLatararUpe paNa mahAahiMsA ja maLavAnI hoya, to paNa sAdhue te nathI karavAnuM. ame je ahiMsAnAM vrata lIdhAM che, te bhAMgIne bIjAnuM kalyANa karavAnuM nathI. AtmakalyANane neve mUkIne parakalyANa karavAnuM nathI. parakalyANa karatAM svakalyANa gumAvavAnuM na ja hoya. zAstromAM tarko sAthe samajAvyuM che ke svakalyANa mukhya che, 52kalyANa gauNa che. svanuM cUkI paranuM kalyANa karavAmAM bhAre ahita thAya che H skaMdakAcAryanuM dRSTAMtaH skaMdakAcAryanuM bahu ja sarasa dRSTAMta che. A skaMdakAcArya munisuvratasvAmInA zAsanamAM thaI gayA, jyAre bhagavAna khuda sadehe vicarI rahyA hatA. teozrIne potAnA 500 ziSyo hatA. temanI sAthe teo bhagavAnanI nizrAmAM dezanA sAMbhaLe che ne saMyamajIvananI suMdara ArAdhanA kare che, bhakti kare che. ghaNA vakhatathI temanAM bahena-banevI jyAM vasatA hatA tyAM na gayA hovAthI, temane tyAM javAno abhilASa hato. AthI teo e bAju vicaraNa karavAnuM vicAre che. bhUtakALamAM teo pote rAjakumAra hatA, bharayuvAnImAM vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA grahaNa karIne, jJAnadhyAnapUrvaka mahAna dharmAcArya banelA che. vihAra mATe jatAM pahelAM prabhunI AjJA levA jAya che ne pUche che ke, mArA 500 ziSyo sAthe A bAju vihAramAM jAuM ? paraMtu prabhu mauna rahyA. prabhu kevalajJAnI hovAthI bhAvi jANatA hoya che. pUrNajJAnI hita lAge to ja javAba Ape, hita na dekhAya to mauna rahe. A A dharmAcArya paNa zAstra bhaNelA ja hatA. tethI vicAre che ke prabhunA maunanuM garbhita kAraNa zuM haze ? mAruM ahita to thavAnuM nahIM hoya ne ? eTale pharIthI pUchatAM prabhu kahe che ke tamArA vicaraNamAM 500nuM hita che ne tamAruM ahita che. avasare skaMdakAcAryane thAya che ke jo mArA bhoge 500nuM hita thatuM hoya to tenI sAme bhale mAruM ahita thAya. temanI paropakAranI bhAvanA kevI prabaLa haze ! svakalyANane gauNa karI temaNe prabhune kahyuM ke ame te bAju vihAra karIe chIe. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 103

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tyAre pharI prabhu mauna rahyA che. skaMdakAcAryane manamAM 500 ziSyonA hitano ullAsa che, tethI javA nIkaLe che. bahena-banevI paNa te bAju jAhojalAlIpUrvaka sAmaiyuM laIne vaMdana karavA Ave che. dharmanI dezanAo paNa thAya che. paraMtu tyAMno maMtrI pAlaka' nAme che, jene pUrvanA prasaMgathI temanI sAthe vera che. potAnI ayogyatAnA kAraNe skaMdakAcArya upara tene teSa gADha banelo che; tethI taka maLatAM rAjAnA kAna bhaMbherI daMDanI sattA hAthamAM laI munine mAravAnuM nakkI karyuM che. A dRSTAMtano marma vicArajo. pAlaka maMtrI temanA eka eka ziSyane temanI ja sAme ghANImAM pIle che. lohI-mAMsanA phavArA UDe che ne hADakAM taDa taDa tUTe che. paraMtu AcArya Tharela che, zAstrano mahAbodha pAmelA che, tethI eke-eka vinayI ziSyane bodha pamADe che ne samajAve che ke "kakhapAvavAno Avo avasara Avyo che. paramAtmA jevAe paNa kevalajJAna pAmatAM pahelAM kevAM kare sahana karyA che ! tene yAda karIne dhIra banajo." tethI ziSyo paNa pilAI pilAIne zubhadhyAnapUrvaka kevalajJAna pAmI mokSe gayA. phakta have chellA eka bALamuni bAkI che, je kumaLI kaLI jevA che. atyAra sudhI haiyAnI kora jevA sarva ziSyone AvA kaparA samaye hiMmata apAvI samAdhithI mota apAvyuM che, te AcArya bhagavaMtanI atizaya dhIratA ane guNavattA batAve che. paraMtu ahIM A kumaLA bALamuni mATe AcArya pelA pAlakamaMtrIne kahe che ke A bAlamunine pIlatAM pahelAM mane ghANImAM pIlI do, kAraNa huM temane najara sAme maratA nahi joI zakuM." tyAre pelA anADI ane abhavya evA pAlake kahyuM ke "mAre to tamane vadhAre duHkha ja ApavuM che. tethI pahelAM huM A bAlamunine ja tamArI sAme polIza."' ' ahIM bhUla AcAryanI che ke, emane evo vicAra Avyo ke mArI gerahAjarImAM A bAlamunine samAdhi koNa apAvaze? karmanA udayathI emane UMdho vikalpa sUjhayo. pAlaka paNa anADI, jherIlo ne abhavyano jIva hovAthI temanI sAme ja bALamunine kaThoratAthI pIle che. tyAre AcArya te bAlamunine paNa suMdara nirmANa karAve che ane te bAlamuni paNa kevaLajJAna pAmIne mokSe jAya che. paNa A dazya joIne AcAryanA bhAva badalAI gayA che. teo potAnA 499 ziSyone pIlyA tyAre kAMI bolyA nathI, paraMtu bAlamuni mATenI potAnI nAnI vAta paNa pAlake mAnI nahi, tethI tenA AvA ati krUra vyavahArane joIne temane manamAM dveSa AvI gayo ke, A rAjA ne ahIMnI prajA paNa kevI ke AvA saMto sAthenA duSTa vyavahArane paNa calAve 604 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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che? A vakhate teo saMkalpa kare che ke "bhavAMtaramAM huM AnuM vera levAvALo thAuM." jIvanamAM dharma ArAdhanA ghaNI karI hovAthI AvA Aveza sAthe mRtyu pAmIne paNa devalokamAM gayA ne tyAM janmatAMveMta upayoga mUkIne jANyuM. pachI ahIM AvI phakta pAlake ja nahi, rAjA-deza-prajA badhAne jIvatA saLagAvI mUkyA. A daSTAMtathI e phalita thAya che ke 500nuM kalyANa karyuM paNa potAnuM akalyANa karyuM. vaLI, AkhA dezane saLagAvavAthI temAM keTalAya lAyaka ane dharmAtmA jIvo paNa jIvatAM saLagatI vakhate ArtadhyAnane raudradhyAnathI marIne durgati AdimAM gayA. te dezamAM rahelA keTalAya mahAtmAonI paNa ArAdhanA tUTI hoya. AvI rIte temanA - nimittathI keTalAye pAtra jIvonuM akalyANa thayuM. svanuM cUkIne parakalyANa karavA jAo to saravALe vadhAre nukasAna ja thAya che. eka sAdhu potAnI sAdhutAne bhraSTa na karIne bIjAnuM kalyANa karavA jAya, te na ja cAle. svakalyANane kendramAM rAkhIne ja parakalyANanI pravRtti karavI joIe. " kottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 105

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tA. 3-8-94, budhavAra anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jagatanA jIvamAtranI hitaciMtAthI dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. jagatamAM evo koI jIva nathI ke jenI hitacitA mATe prabhue samucita vicAra na karyo hoya. mATe jainadharmanI pravRtti karatAM temAM bAhya dRSTie hiMsA dekhAya to vicAravAnuM ke AnAthI pariNAme vipula ahiMsA avazya thaze. anukaMpAnuM lakSya zAsanaprabhAvanAH jemAM vipula ahiMsA aMtima phaLarUpe samAyelI na hoya tene jainazAstro dharma svIkAravA taiyAra nathI. dA.ta. bhUkhyAne anna Apo, nagnane vastra Apo, pazune ghAsacAro nAkho, ghara vagaranAne ghara Apo, AjIvikA mATe dhaMdho-rojagAra Apo, kUtarAne roTalA Apo, kabUtarane caNa nAkho, kIDIne loTa nAkho, tarasyA mATe pANInI paraba karo ke kUvA-taLAva baMdhAvo, A badhI pravRttimAM jeTalA jIvone zAMti Apo cho tenA karatAM adhika bIjA jIvone trAsa thAya che. jema maNa ghAsa khavaDAvavAthI gAyane thoDA vakhata mATe zAMti maLaze, paNa ghAsanA jIvone mRtyuno trAsa thaze, kUtarAne roTalo nAMkho ke kabUtarane caNa nAMkho temAM paNa A ja niyama lAgu paDaze, bIjA ghaNA jIvono khAtmo bolAze. evI ja rIte manuSyanI dayArUpe rojagAra Apazo to vyAvasAyika hiMsAnI paraMparA cAlaze. kUvA-taLAva baMdhAvavAmAM paNa pANInA jIvone trAsa thaze, mAchalA AdinI paNa trAsathI hiMsA thaze. TUMkamAM thoDAne zAMti ApatAM ghaNAne trAsa thaze: to pachI A badhI pravRttine anukaMpAmAM gaNavI ke nahi? AvAM satkAryone jainadharma anukaMpAmAM nathI gaNato. have jo A kAryoanukaMpAmAM na gaNAya to ziSya dvArA prazna thayo ke, zAstramAM to saMbhaLA': che ke saMpratirAjAe lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 106

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hajAro dAnazALAo kholI, vastupAla-tejapAle aneka kUvA-taLAva khodAvyA tathA jagaDuzAhe dukALa vakhate AkhA dezane anAja Adi pUrAM pADelAM, are ! paradezamAM paNa anAja mokaleluM. dukALanAM eMdhANa maLatAM agamacetIrUpe temaNe vipula ainAjanA koThAro UbhA karI dIdhA, tethI dukALa samaye badhAne anAja pUruM pADI zakyA. AvA vakhate to bIjo vepArI mANasa dhAre teTalA paisA UbhA karI zake, paNa AmaNe to chUTe hAthe dAnapravRtti karI. AvAM to aneka dRSTAMto purAvArUpe zAstramAM che, to zuM te badhAnI pravRtti jainaanukaMpAdAna na gaNAya ? are ! zAstramAM to temanI anukaMpAnAM vakhANa saMbhaLAya che. tenA javAbamAM zAstre kahyuM ke temaNe duHkhI jIvonAM duHkha dUra karavAnI bhAvanAmAtrathI A pravRttio nathI karI, paNa zAsanaprabhAvanAnA lakSyathI A pravRttio karelI che, jethI AnA dvArA jagatamAM jainadharmano mahimA ne prabhAva vadhe ane lokone jainadharma pratye bahumAna thAya ne bhavAMtaramAM uttama dharma pAmI teo AtmakalyANa karI zake. A ja zubha bhAvanAthI A pravRtti thayelI. saMpratirAjAe paNa dAnazALAo kholI temAM A ja lakSya hatuM. ahIM A lakSya-bhAvanAne kAraNe te jinazAsananI anukaMpA gaNAya. sabhA H- sAheba ! A to paisAvALAnI vAta thaI paNa amAre zuM karavuM ? - sAhebajI :- jyAre paNa anukaMpA karavAno prasaMga Ave tyAre yathAzakti anukaMpAdharma karavAno che. zaktithI adhika dharma karo to paNa prabhunI AjJAnuM ullaMdhana che. paraMtu atyAre to tame zakti pramANe paNa karatA nathI. tethI AnA oThA nIce anukaMpAdharma mUkI devAno nathI. tamAma satkAryomAM zaktithI vadhAre karavAnuM kahyuM nathI: nAnA mATe nAnuM ne moTA mATe moTuM. A dAnavIro hajArone ApI zake to tame thoDAne ApIne dAnadharma karI zako cho, paNa karavAnuM zAstraAjJA mujaba. zAstraAjJA e che ke A badhuM dharmaprabhAvanAnA lakSyathI karavAnuM che, A jIvo bhautika rIte duHkhI che, tethI temanA mAtra zoka-saMtApa dUra karavA mATe karavAnuM nathI. koI paNa satpravRttimAM khoTa hoya tenAthI vadhAre napho maLavo ja joIe. jeTalI hiMsA che tenAthI kaMI gaNI adhika ahiMsA saravaiye AvavI ja joIe ane te zAstrAjJA pramANe karo to ja Ave. dharmamAM jagatanA jIvamAtrane sukha-zAMti ApavAno uddeza che. tethI banI zake lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 100

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to sarva jIvane zAMti apAya tevI pravRtti ja dharmanA nAme karavI. paraMtu A to bahu ja UMcI bhUmikAnI vAta che. sAdhupaNAmAM anivArya hiMsA choDIne koI ja hiMsA karavAnI nathI, tethI e bhUmikAmAM svArthajanya hiMsAvALI koI ja pApapravRtti nathI. te tame karI zako to ghaNI UMcI vAta che. sabhA:- anukaMpA jAte vyaktigata karIe? ke ajaina saMsthA mAraphata karIe? temAM kharI anukaMpA kaI gaNAze? sAhebajI:- sIdhI vAta che, bIjI saMsthA dvArA karelA anukaMpAdAnathI jainadharmane yaza maLaze nahIM. vAstavamAM bhagavAnanA zAsanane yaza ApavAnA hetuthI ja A kAma karavAnAM che, phakta jIvonAM duHkha dUra karavA mATe nahi. tame madhara TeresAne dAna Apazo ane te je mAnavadayAnI pravRtti karaze tenAthI kaMI jainadharmanI prabhAvanA thatI nathI. jainadharmane yaza maLe e rIte vyaktigata karo to paNa sAruM che. vaLI anukaMpA gupta rIte karavAnI nathI, supAtradAna guNa hoI zake che. anukaMpA dvArA zAsananI prabhAvanA karavAnI che ane yogya prasiddhi ja tenuM aMga che. " eka garIba mANasa je dharmAtmA nathI ane pApanA udayavALo che, te rojagAra vagarano bhUkhyo-tarasyo che. tene rojagAra Apo to teno nirvAha cAlI zake, paNa tenA nirvAha mATe karAtA vyavasAya dvArA keTalA jIvonI hiMsA thaze! pachI te mANasa khAI-pIne mojamajA karaze, pharIthI navAM pApa baMdhAze, AthI durgatimAM jaze. ema paraMparAe vipula hiMsAnI zRMkhalA cAlaze. AmAM vaLatararUpe ahiMsA kyAMya maLe tema nathI. ahIM koI kahe ke manuSya vikasita che mATe tenI sArasaMbhALa karavI, tenA mATe nabaLA jIvono kaccaraghANa nIkaLe to vAMdho nahi. paraMtu kudaratamAM sabaLa jIvone ja sAcavavAnA, bAkI bIjAno bhoga levAya to vAMdho nahi evo dharmano dRSTikoNa nathI hoto. dharmavihoNA duHkhI jIvonAM bhautika duHkha dUra karavAmAM vAstavamAM alpane zAMti che ne ghaNAne trAsa che. sabhA:- bIjA dharmanAne nokarIe lagADIe to anukaMpA gaNAya? sAhebajI :- jo sAco dharmAtmA hoya to te lekhe lAgaze. saune pApanA udayathI duHkha Ave che. tame tenA duHkhane dUra karavA prayatna karazo, paNa jo tenA jIvanamAM dharma na hoya to sukhI thaIne pApa ja karaze. tethI ApaNe bhAvadayApUrvakanI dravyadayA karavAnI che. bhAvadayA = AtmAnI dayA, dravyadayA = bhautika dayA. mAtra dravyadayA 108 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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karavAthI to duHkhI vyakti sukhI thai, pApa bAMdhI, durgatimAM jaI paraMparAe dIrgha hiMsA karaze. jagaDuzAhano dAnadharma: sabhA -to anukaMpAdAna karavAnuM kaI rIte? sAhebajI :- jainazAsananI samajAvelI paddhatithI karo. jenAthI jainadharmano yaza-prabhAvanA vadhe tevAM anukaMpAnAM kAmo karavAnAM che. dAna karanArane jaza na maLe to vAMdho nahi, paNa dAnadharma dvArA zAsanaprabhAvanA to thavI ja joIe. jagaDuzAhanA daSTAMtamAM Ave che ke temaNe karelA dAnadharmathI lokamAM temanAM ghaNAM vakhANa thatAM, loko temane deva tarIke mAnatA, paNa temano to A ja javAba raheto ke, amArA dharmanA upadeza pramANe to huM ratIbhAra paNa satkArya karato nathI. tyAre loko vicAratA ke ATaluM karavA chatAM paNa temane A ochuM lAge che, to jainadharmamAM keTaluM batAvyuM haze! dharma keTalo UMco ne mahAna haze! AvA bahumAnathI aneka jIvomAM bodhibIjanuM vapana thatuM, je paraMparAe mahAahiMsAnI zRMkhalA sarja. sabhA:- amAre to paisA kharcAe paNa baMne bagaDe. : sAhebajI:- hA, paisA jAya ane hetu sare nahi. anukaMpA dvArA je uddeza che tene caritArtha karavo hoya to zAstra kahelI paddhati samajavI paDe. potAnuM haiyuM kaThora na thAya mATe sva-para bhAvadayAnA hetuthI dIna-duHkhInI anukaMpA : sabhA :- apAtranI anukaMpA kaI rIte karAya? sAhebajI :- jo apAtranI anukaMpA karazo to te phalazrutirUpe pApa ja karaze. tethI te vakhate tamArA AtmAnI komaLatA ane karuNA sacavAya te mATe apAtranI anukaMpA karavAnI che. kAraNa ke tyAre bhAvadayAnA sAdhana tarIke anukaMpA karavAnI che. ahIM tamArA AtmAnI bhAvadayA khAtara tathA jainazAsananI apabhrAjanA aTakAvavA paNa anukaMpA karavAnI che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 109

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zAsanaprabhAvanA karavA mATe ane zAsanaapabhrAjanA aTakAvavA mATe anukaMpA delavADAnI kArIgarI atyAre navI banAvavI zakya ja nathI, paNa samArakAma karanAra paNa koI niSNAta maLatA nathI. A banAvatI vakhate mahAzrAvakoe pANInI. jema paisA kharacyA che. e vakhate 18 karoDa suvarNamudrAo kharacAI che, je jamAnAmAM 1 sonAmahorathI 12 mahinA ArAmathI sArAmAM sArI rIte ghara cAlI zake teTalI soMghavArI hatI. have ATalAM aDhaLaka nANAM jeNe supAtramAM kharacyAM hoya tenI pAse te vakhate koI garIba Ave ane haDadhUta kare to tene ghaNo ja TheSa thAya. tethI ja. supAtradAnanuM UMcuM kAma karo tyAre anukaMpAnAM kAma paNa karavAnAM che. AnI pAchaLa zAsananI apabhrAjanA aTakAvavAno tathA prabhAvanA karavAno hetu che, mAtra garIbanAM duHkha dUra karavAno Azaya nathI. jainadharmanA abhiprAya pramANe jema duHkhI manuSya dayApAtra che tema prANI paNa dayApAtra che tathA pRthvI, pANI, ghAsa AdinA jIvo paNa dayApAtra ja che. TUMkamAM badhA ja du:khI jIvo dayApAtra che, tethI anekanA bhoge-ekanA rakSaNanI vAta nathI. chatAM zAsanaprabhAvanA karavA, apabhrAjanA aTakAvavA tathA AtmAnI bhAvadayA mATe anukaMpA svIkAravAnI che. haiyAnI komaLatA, niHsvArtha paropakAra, AtmakalyANanI bhAvanAthI anukaMpAdAnaH sabhA:- moTaramAM jatA hoIe ne gADI UbhI rahe te vakhate dAna apAya? sAhebajI:- dharmanI dRSTie lAyaka hoya to ja dayA karavAnI che tevuM nathI, atyAre A samaye tamAruM haiyuM kaThora na thAya te mATe duHkhInI prAthamika jarUriyAta pUrI karavA dAna ApavAnuM che. dayAmAM kapaDAM, khAvAnuM, rahevAnuM vagere ApavAnuM che, kAMI hathiyAra ke mojamajhAnAM sAdhano nathI ApavAnAM. sigAreTa mAMge to tenA ja apAya. game tevI vastu anukaMpAmAM na ja Ave. sabhA :- rokaDA paisA apAya? sAhebajI - te vakhate tamArI pAse ApavA lAyaka khAdyasAmagrI Adi na 110 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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hoya to rokaDA paisA paNa apAya. kAraNa ke chatI zaktie anukaMpA na karo to aMtarAya baMdhAya. koInuM duHkha dUra karI zakavAnI sAdhanasAmagrI hovA chatAM kyAM paMcAtamAM paDavuM ema mAnIne du:khIne na Apo to cokkasa aMtarAya baMdhAya. te vakhate ema paNa na vicArAya ke A bhikhArIne rokaDA paisA ApIza to tenAthI te pApa karaze. jevI rIte zAka kharIdatAM tame evo vicAra nathI karatA ke A paisAthI zAkavALo dArU pIze, pApo karaze. DrAivarane paNa pagAra Apo cho tyAre tamane sagavaDatA maLe che tethI aneka pApanA sAdhanarUpa paisA ApavA taiyAra cho, tyAM tamane vAyAvAyA thatuM pApa dekhAtuM nathI. A sabhA:- e loko mahenata karIne pagAra le che. sAhebajI:- tethI ja tyAM tamArA para pApanI javAbadArI vadhAre Ave. kAraNa ke tamane sagavaDatA pUrI pADavA teo mahenata kare che, jenA vaLatararUpe tame pagAra Apo cho, je pagAramAMthI aneka pApo thAya che. jyAre bhikhArIne to tame vagara svArthe dayAbuddhithI paisA Apo cho, nahIM ke tamArI sagavaDatA khAtara. vaLI tame mahenatanA vaLatararUpe pagAra ApIne pagArathI thatAM pApomAMthI chaTakI javA mAMgo cho. paNa te barAbara nathI. dA.ta. koI badamAza hoya ane smaglIMga karIne mAla lAvyo hoya te vakhate te mahenata karIne lAvyo che ane sastA bhAve maLe che ema - vicArI tame mAla laI lo ane kadAca pachI sarakArane khabara paDe, ne te mAla sAthe pakaDAya, ne tamane paNa pakaDI jAya, tyAre ema na ja kahevAya ke e bhAi to mahenata karIne lAvyo hato tethI ja meM vaLatara cUkavIne lIdhuM. tevI rIte ahIM tamane khabara che ke DrAivara A paisAthI rAtribhojana karaze ke dArU pIze, chatAM tamArI sagavaDatA enI mahenata dvArA sacavAya che mATe tame vaLatararUpe tene pApanuM sAdhana pUruM pADavA taiyAra cho. Ama, AvA karaNa-karAvaNanA pApathI tame saMsAramAM gherAyelA ja cho. AsaMpApa to tamAre satata cAlu ja che. jayAre bhikhArIne anukaMpAdAna ApatI vakhate niHsvArtha paropakAra ke AtmakalyANanI bhAvanAthI avazya puNyabaMdha thaze. sabhA:- bhikhArIonA dhaMdhA cAle che. sAhebajI:- A jamAnAmAM badhasophistification AvI gayuM che. badamAzo badhuM ja kare che. paNa tame tamArA AvA vicAra rAkhazo to sAcA mANasa paNa bhUkhyA marI jaze. tamArI vAtamAM amuka TakA tathya che, paNa saMpUrNa satya nathI. atyAre - - - lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 111

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samAjamAM evo pracAra che ke bhIkha mAMgavI e harAmakhorI che. paraMtu AryaparaMparA che ke dIna-anAtha-lUlA-laMgaDA-azakta lokone lokamAM bhIkha mAMgavAno adhikAra che. samAjanI paNa pharaja che ke AvA nabaLAone sAcavI levA, kAraNa tamArA para samAjanuM ghaNuM RNa che. tethI ja sAmAjika kartavya tarIke bhikhArIne dAna ApavuM joIe. tIrthakaroe paNa yAcakone anukaMpAdAna ApyuM che. delavADAnAM derAsaronI pratiSThA thaI tyAre vastupAlamaMtrIe eka ja divasamAM rara lAkha suvarNamudrA yAcakone ApI che. vicAro atyAranA keTalA abaja thAya? vastupAla-tejapAla mATe to kahevAya che ke temane rAjasabhAmAMthI puraskAramAM 2-5 lAkha suvarNamudrA maLe che temanA ghare pahoMcatAM sudhImAM dAnamAM apAI jatI. pAchA dAna evI rIte kare ke jethI jainazAsananI prabhAvanA thAya ne lokone bhagavAnanA zAsana pratye bahumAna thAya. sabhA:- to dAna ApanAre paNa lAyakAta keLavavI paDaze? sAhebajI:- hA, dAna karavA mATenI je vAyakAta zAstramAM kahI che te joIe.' ame paNa dAna aMge sAdhanazuddhimAM mAnIe chIe, paNa tenuM vivecana AgaLa Avaze. atyAre to evuM bolAya che ke dAna karanAra badhA kALAbajAriyA che. A muddAthI ja dAna upara tUTI paDo cho, paNa A badhI misunderstanding(gerasamaja) che. kALAbajAra-dhoLAbajAra e nIti anItinAM dhoraNo nathI, paNa zAstramAM nItianItinAM dhoraNo judAM ApyAM che. atyAre dezakALa ghaNA viparIta che. sarakArane arthataMtramAM jo nANAMnI jarUra paDI to e ja kALAM nANAMne dhoLAM karI Apaze, ane jarUra paDe to dhoLAM nANAMne kALAM karI Apaze, zuM karazo? sarakAra eka bonDa bahAra pADI de, emAM game teTalA paisA roko to temAM TekSa na lAge, ane kyAMthI AvyA tenI pUchaparacha paNa nahi. basa, eka kalamanA godAthI kALAM nANAMne dhoLAM karI Apaze. ApaNA zAstramAM nIti-anItinI vyAkhyA judI che. zAstranI rIte atyAre tamAruM 99% nANuM anItinuM che. tame kahezo ke ame whitenA-cokhkhA paisA cekathI dAnamAM ApIe chIe, paNa white karyA kaI rIte? tax planning-TekSa Ayojana karo cho, phAilo badhI 112 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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maintain-taiyAra karo cho, patnI pArTanara tarIke che, paNa tene tame pArTanara tarIke rights-haka ApyA che ? phakta tax planning-TekSa Ayojana mATe pUtaLA tarIke rAkhI che. A paNa anIti ja che. lokottara dAnanA mukhya traNa hetuo : Aje samAjamAM ghaNo varga evo che ke jene dharmamAM AvatuM dAna AMkhanA kaNAnI jema khUMce che. bIjA kSetra karatAM eka Tako dAna paNa A kSetramAM AvatuM nathI, te paNa temane baMdha karavuM che. sAdhanazuddhi AgaLa Avaze paNa atyAre to muddo e che ke phakta bhautika duHkho dUra karavA dAna karazo to te laukikadayA kahevAze, lokottara nahi kahevAya. paNa A ja dAna (1) zAsanaprabhAvanA karavA, (2) zAsanaapabhrAjanA aTakAvavA, ane (3) potAnA AtmAnI bhAvadayA karavAnA lakSyathI karazo to avazya lokottara dayA kehevAze. lokottara dayAnI koipaNa pravRtti karatAM hiMsA thAya to te vadhAre ahiMsA mATe jaM gaNAze. chatAM paNa jo hiMsA vagarano dharma saMbhavato hoya to ame batAvavA rAjI chIe. paNa tema karavA jatAM dharmamArgano ja lopa thaI jaze, mATe hiMsAthI thato dharma paNa bhUmikA pramANe batAvIe chIe. derAsara-upAzraya Adi baMdhAvatAM jeTalI hiMsA che tenA karatA kaMI gaNI ahiMsA tenAthI phelAze. tethI A dharmanuM kAma kahevAze. ane AdhuM dharmakArya paNa jenA jIvanamAM rojiMdI hiMsA hoya tene tevI hiMsAthI thatA dharmarUpe karavAnuM che, sAdhune A kAma karavA-karAvavAnAM nathI. sAdhu phakta tamane kartavya samajAvavA upadeza Ape. sAkSAt derAsara baMdhAvavAnI AjJA na kare, ane jo kare to temane AraMbha-samAraMbhanuM pApa lAge. sAdhune sAvagha zubhAraMbhanI anumodanAnI chUTa che, paNa karaNa-karAvaNano niSedha che. vyAkhyAnamAM tame 5 ke 50 rUpiyAnI prabhAvanA karo te sAdharmikabhaktirUpa dharma che. sAdharmikabhakti karavAthI zrAvakane lAbha ja maLaze. paraMtu have te paisAthI koI zAka lAve, anAja lAve vagere pApanAM kAma thayAM tethI tamAre prabhAvanA na karavI tevuM nathI. prabhAvanA karavAthI zrAvakane lAbha ja thAya, paNa sAdhu prabhAvanA na ja karI zake. sabhA H- sAheba, tamAre karavI hoya toye paisA kyAMthI lAvo ? sAhebajI :- kAM gocarImAM mAMgIne lAvuM ke tamArA jevAne pakaDIne karAvuM to okottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 113

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paNa mane pApa ja lAge. mArA mATe A vAjabI na ja kahevAya. bhUmikA pramANe dharmaadharmano bheda che, temAM bheLaseLa karAya nahi. sAdhune zubhAraMbhamAM karaNa-karAvaNanI jarA paNa chUTa nathI. hA, sAdhu samyajJAnanI prabhAvanA karI zake paNa mithyAjJAnanI nahi. jJAna paNa jo AraMbha samAraMbha mATe vaparAya to amAre na apAya. dA.ta. sAdhu jayotiSavidyA jANatA hoya, tethI derAsara bAMdhavA mATe pAyo khodavAnuM muhUrta kaDhAvavA jo zrAvaka Ave to amane muhUrta kADhI ApavAnI nA kahI che, kAraNa sIdho AraMbha-samAraMbha thaze. hA, tame joSI pAse khAtamuhUrta kaDhAvI Avo, pachI ame sAcuM che ke khoTuM te kahI ApIe. jyAM paNa sAkSAt hiMsAno doSa lAge, tyAM amAre jJAnano upayoga karavAno nathI. kAraNa ke ame hiMsAthI thatA dharmamAM paNa karaNa-karAvaNa choDyuM che, tethI e amAro. dharma nathI. sabhA:- sAdharmikane rokaDA rUpiyA apAya? sAhebajI:- tame gharamAM nokarane bakSisarUpe 100-500 rUpiyA Apo temAM tamane vAMdho nathI hoto, paNa sAdharmikane ja ApatAM te mojamajA karI pApa bAMdhaze tema vicArIne na Apo te barAbara nathI. hA, tamAre koipaNa jAtanI hiMsA jAta mATe na karavI-karAvavI evAM paccakhkhANa hoya to prabhAvanA paNa karavI-karAvavI nahi. are! pachI to pUjA karavAnI paNa jarUra nathI, kAraNa te to saMvAsAnumati zrAvaka che. sabhA:- atyAranA kALamAM tevA zrAvaka hoI zake? ' sAhebajI:- hA che, meM jAte joyA che. sabhA:- gIjhara vagere dharmasthAnakomAM vaparAya ? sAhebajIH- jene gharamAM vAparavuM geravAjabI kahIe chIe tene dharmasthAnakamAM kaI rIte vaparAya? gharamAM baTATA khAtA ho tethI kAMI saMghajamaNamAM na ja khavaDAvAya. jaina gRhasthane yogya rojiMdI thatI hiMsAne ja dharmamAM levAnI che, paNa je jainanA jIvanamAM kalaMkarUpa gaNAya tevI pravRtti hoya tevI dharmamAM na ja karAya. koI sigAreTa pIe tethI kaMI tenI prabhAvanA na ja karAya. je hiMsA tamArA sAMsArika jIvanamAM geravAjabI nathI tevI hiMsAthI thato dharma tamArI bhUmikAmAM karavo ucita che. . 114 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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tame jAte jarUra paDe to 25 vAnagI khAo, zarabata paNa pIo ane jyAre bIjAne pANI pIvaDAvavAnuM Ave tyAre ja hiMsA gaNo, to pachI tame svArthI banI jazo. tethI ja rojiMdI hiMsA je komana che ne lAMchanarUpa nathI, tevI ja hiMsAthI thato dharma zrAvake karavAno che. nahIMtara viveka cUkI gayA kahevAzo. sabhA H- dhArmika sAdhana-sAmagrI prabhAvanAmAM apAya ? sAhebajI :- bane tyAM sudhI dharmamAM svadravya ja upayogamAM levAnuM che. kAraNa ke dareka vyaktie dharma potAnA AtmakalyANa mATe karavAno che, ullAsathI potAnI svayaMnI vastunA balidAnathI karavAno che. bIjAnA paisAthI dharma karazo to dharma ceriTI upara nabhe che, tevo bhAva thaI jAya. vaLI prabhAvanA karavAnI che te bhakti mATe karavAnI che. sAcI bhakti kyAre thaI gaNAya ke jo lenAranI anukULatA poSAya to. dhAro ke mAruM mAthuM dukhatuM hoya ane tame AvIne dAbo paga to sAcI bhakti nahi thAya. tethI ja sArmikanI anukULatA poSaka vastu ApavI joIe. amane paNa upayogI hoya tevuM vahorAvo to ja amArI paNa bhakti kharI kahevAya. prabhAvanA karatI vakhate bhAva e ja karavAno ke sAdharmikane kema vadhAre anukULatA thAya, tema ja tenI sarabharA kema sArI rIte thAya. te vakhate hiMsAno vicAra karAya ja nahIM. paraMtu je sAdharmika evA nabaLA che ke je svadravyathI dharma karI zake tema nathI ane temane dharmamAM caDAvavAnA che, tevAne dhArmika sAmagrI Apo to paNa barAbara che. sabhA - ajainane nokarI ApaNe tyAM apAya ? sAhebajI :- kayA bhAvathI ApavI che ? dayAnA bhAvathI ke tamane upayogI che tethI? tamArI sagavaDatA ke jarUriyAta mATe Apo to te vyAvasAyika pravRtti che. paraMtu tenAmAM ochI AvaData hoya te chatAM AjIvikA pradAna mATe rAkho to dayAdAna kahevAya. paNa temAM paNa ApaNI traNa zarata na hoya to laukika dayA-dAna kahevAze. Deededenly abousGoose A lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 115

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S IS tA. 4-8-94, guruvAra anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA dayAmUlaka paramadharmanI prApti karAvavA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. jainazAsanamAM dharma pAmavA mATe kUNA mAkhaNa jevuM komaLa hRdaya joIe. potAnA ja duHkhanI asara thAya ane bIjAnA duHkhanI asara na thAya tevo naThora bhAva hRdayamAM na joIe. dharma pAmavo hoya to bIjA jIvo pratye komaLatAnI bhAvanA lAvavI ja joIe. dharmAtmAmAM satata dayAnA pariNAma joIe. je jIva satata dayAnA pariNAmane nathI jALavI zakato te sArI rIte dharmane nathI AcarI zakato.. anukaMpAno vivekapUrNa karuNAno pariNAma e che ke "koI jIva pApana karo" aMtaramAM bIjAnAM duHkha dUra karavAnI bhAvanA satata joIe. A karuNAno pariNAma UMco ane vivekapUrNa kevI rIte karAya te vicArIe. pU.hemacaMdrasUrijIe yogazAstramAM kahyuM che ke duHkhI jIvonAM mAtra duHkha-dardasaMtApa maTI jAya tevuM nathI vicAravAnuM. paraMtu ema vicAravAnuM ke A badhAMne duHkho Ave che te temanA pApanA udayathI Ave che tethI duHkhanuM mULa saMsAramAM pApa ja che. mATe ja jo duHkhanA mULano nAza nahi karIe to pharI duHkha AvavAnuM ja che. tethI jene paNa sAcA arthamAM duHkhathI mukta karavo hoya to tene pApamukti tarapha laI javo ja paDe. jo tene pApamukti na joItI hoya to tame tene kAmacalAu duHkhamAM rAhata ApI zako, paNa duHkhanI gartAmAMthI bahAra nahi kADhI zako. tethI bhAvanA ja evI bhAvo ke koI jIva pApa na karo. ame paNa evI ja icchA rAkhIe chIe ke, jo tame pApa nahi karo to duHkhI nahi thAo. pApa karazo to ame tamane duHkhathI choDAvI nahi zakIe. www 116 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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korI dravyadayA dharmarUpa nathI : jainazAsanamAM bhAvadayApUrvakanI dravyadayA karavAnI che, emAM ja viveka jaLavAya che. bAkI to mAtra bhautika zAMti mATe prayatna karazo to te avivekapUrvakanI karuNA ke dayA kahevAze, ane tenAthI jIvanuM kalyANa nahi thaI zake. dA.ta. eka strIne ekano eka vahAlo dIkaro che. tene jarA paNa kAMI pIDA thAya to mA aDadhI aDadhI thaI jAya che. tenI satata sArasaMbhALamAM ja teno rAjIpo che. mAne dIkarAnI vAtsalyathI badhI icchA pUrI karavAmAM ja rasa che. paraMtu zokhathI chokaro game te khAvA dhAMdhala dhamAla kare, Akho divasa zaradI thayA chatAM AisakrIma khAya, jIbhane phAve tema ja vadhAre paDatuM varte jethI zaradI-kapha puSkaLa thAya, ne zvAsa levAnI paNa takalIpha paDatI hoya to sAcI mA AisakrIma khavaDAve kharI? dIkaro raDe te paNa gamatuM nathI. to paNa phakta raDavAnuM baMdha karAvavA ayogya icchA pUrI na ja kare. kadAca thoDuM raDavuM hoya to raDI levA de, paNa jo khoTA vahAlathI khavaDAvI de to Dabala nyumoniyA ja thAya. ane kadAca dIkaro marI jAya to loko ema ja kahe ke mAe ja dIkarAne mArI nAkhyo. sago bApa paNa Ama kahevAnuM na choDe. tamArA vyavahAramAM paNa Ama, lAMbA gALAnA hitAhitano vicAra karAya che. UlaTuM AvA avasare mA kaThora bane to mAne koI kharAba na ja kahe, paNa dIkarAne rAjI karavA AisakrIma khavaDAve to dIkarAnuM ahita karyuM ema ja kahe. - jagatanA jIvo pApa karIne duHkha pAmyA che, ane tame pAchA dayALu thaIne temane pApapravRtti karavAnAM sAdhano goThavI Apo to te pharI pAchA pApa karIne vadhAre duHkhI thAya. tethI ja korI bhautika dayA nathI karavAnI, dayAmAM bhautika mojamajAnAM sAdhano nathI ApavAnAM, jema ke koIne paraNavAnuM pAtra nathI, koIne makAna nathI, koIne dhaMdhA-dhApA mATe paisA nathI, koIne saMtAna nathI, AvAM to keTalAMye duHkha-dardo hoya che. na jagatamAM bhautika rIte saMpUrNa sukhI jIvo keTalA? eka Tako paNa na Ave. vaLI A duHkhI loko dharma ArAdhanA ke AtmakalyANa ke puNya-pApa samajatA paNa na hoya. temane saMsAramAM adharmanI pravRttimAM ja rasa hoya che. ApaNe kaI dayA ane anukaMpAne sAcI kahIe chIe ane tame jainazAsana pAmyA cho tethI tIrthakare prarUpelI davA kevI hoya, te samajavA tamAre prayatna karavo joIe. bhagavAnanI batAvelI takottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 110

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dayA lokottara che. bIjA dharmanI dayA judI, vyAkhyA judI ne pravRtti-paddhati badhuM ja juduM che. Ama to badhA ja dharmamAM dayAnI vAta Ave che. kabIra paNa kahe che ke "dayA dharmakA mUla hai." to pachI tIrthakaroe zuM navuM kahyuM? ApaNe jainadharmanI vizeSatA samajavI ja joIe. "A zAsananI abhUtatA apAra che evuM jo lAge to ja tame zAsananI kadara karI zako. ame kabIre kahelI vAta kharAba nathI kahetA, anya dharmamAM rahelI sArI vAtone samarthana ApIe ja chIe. dayAne ApaNe kaMI adharmanuM mULa nathI kahetA, dayAthI ja hRdayanI karuNA dvArA dharmayogya guNo keLavI zakAya che. caramAvartamAM AvavA mATenuM paheluM lakSaNa duHkhI jIvo pratye atyaMta dayA ja batAvyuM che. paraMtu tIrthakara bhagavaMtoe upadezelI dayAmAM UMDANa che-vizeSatA che. jainazAsana pratyeka ArAdhanAmAM advitIya vAto kare che. anukaMpAmAM ATalo UMDo vicAra bIjA koI dharma nathI karyo. are ! ekane zAMti ApatAM bIjAne duHkha nathI ja thatuM evo ekAMte Agraha dayAmAM rAkhyo nathI, paraMtu jo saravALe vadhAre jIvone zAMti thatI hoya to paNaMdayA kahevAze. tIrthakara bhagavaMte UMDANathI tattva joyuM che. jagatanA jIvamAtra pratye parama karuNA, apratima vAtsalya prabhune che, chatAM pote korI dravyadayA karI nahi ne upadeza paNa na Apyo. kAraNa tIrthakaro karuNAne samyakvarUpa vivekanA kAraNe bhAvadayArUpe caritArtha kare che. tethI ja ApaNAmAM bIjA dharmo jevuM anukaMpAdAna nathI. bIjA je kare che te mAtra bhautika dayA che, paraMtu ahIM to zAsanaprabhAvanA sAdhaka anukaMpA che. AvI UMDI vAta karanArAM zAstro che. jo samajI zako to dRSTikoNa ja badalAi jaze. ' ' jaina koma nAnI che. 90 karoDanI vastImAM eka Tako paNa jainonI vastI nathI. chatAM paNa dezamAM jaino dayAnAM kAma vadhAre kare che. prasaMge dukALamAM chUTe hAthe dAna Ape che. hamaNAM thoDA samaya pahelAM dukALa paDyo tyAre tenA pratikAra mATe zvetAMbara jainonuM dAna eka abajanuM hatuM. moTA bhAganI pAMjarApoLo paNa jaino ja calAve che, jIvadayAnI TahelamAM udAratAthI dAna Ape che. jainomAM gaLathuthImAM ja AvA guNo che. chatAM paNa jaino haju yathAzakti dAna nathI karatA, paraMtu bIjI koma karatAM ke jainetarothI to te vadhAre ja dAna kare che. sabhA :- brAhmaNo to levAvALA che. 118 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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sAhebajI :- teo paNa prasaMge amuka Donezana to kare ja che. atyAre anukaMpAdAnamAM viveka bhUMsAI gayo che, tethI ja dAtArane UMcAmAM UMcuM puNya baMdhAvAno je lAbha thavo joIe tathA jainazAsanane prabhAvanA dvArA je lAbha thavo joIe te thato nathI. amane dayAdAnanAM kAma game che paNa temAM viveka, dhyeya, zAstrIya paddhati bhulAI gaI che, te ja khaTake che. ApaNe korI dravyadayAne dharma mAnatA nathI ane korI dravyadayA ja dharma tarIke manAya to te pravRtti nyUmonIyA thayelA bALakane AisakrIma khavaDAvatI mA jevI thaze. pApamAM rahelA duHkhI jIvone pApanAM ja sAdhana Apazo to temanuM bhAvi zuM thaze? aniSTanA mULane dabAvyA vagara Ape rAkho te na ja cAle. jagatanA jIvo bhautika duHkhamAMthI chUTavA mAgatA hoya ane bhautika sukha meLavavA mAgatA hoya to mAtra te pUruM karavuM evo jainaanukaMpAno uddeza ja nathI. jaine to jagatanA jIvamAtranI phakta bhautika nahi, paNa AtmikadayA bhAvavAnI che. badhA tIrthakaroe samakita pAmIne saMsAranuM svarUpa joyA pachI duHkhI jIvonAM duHkha-darda joI temanA pratye karuNAno bhAva jAgyo tyAre temaNe manamAM ema ja vicAryuM ane te jIvone duHkhathI mukta karavA bhAvanA e ja bhAvI ke "savi jIva karuM zAsanarasI." koI tIrthakare ema nathI vicAryuM ke jeTalA garIba hoya temane zrImaMta banAvI dauM, mAMdAne sAjA karI dauM, bhUkhyA-tarasyAne anna-pANI ApuM, saune mojamajAnAM sAdhano ApuM, jethI lokamAM kyAMya duHkha-zokasaMtApa rahe ja nahIM. sabhA - jeTalA Ave teTalA badhAne dharma ja pamADavo? - sAhebajI:- jo jIva dharma pAmavA mATe lAyaka hoya to ja dharma pamADAya, ema ne ema vaLagADAya nahi, parANe dharma na karAvAya. anukaMpA karavA yogya je vyakti Ave ane tamane jo tenAmAM lAyakAta dekhAya to dharma pamADavA badho ja prayatna karavo joIe, ane te bhAvadayA karavA mATe jeTalI dravyadayA karavI paDe te sarva yogya che. lAyaka dAtA duHkhInI dravyadayA karatAM samajAve ke tArA pUrvakarmanA udaye AvI duHkhamaya paristhiti AvI che, pApathI tuM duHkha ane saMtApa bhogavI rahyo che, have A bhavamAM paNa jo vicAra nahi kare to anaMtakALa durgatimAM rakhaDavuM paDaze. tethI ja A bhavamAM jeTalAM bane teTalAM pApa ochAM karaje, banI zake to papathI dUra ja raheje, jIvanamAM bane teTalAM satkAryo karaje. Ama samajAvI phakta karo upadeza ja nathI ApavAno, paNa sAthe dravyadayA avazya karavAnI che. tenI lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 119

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pApanI ruci toDI tene dharmanI rucimAM joDavAnI koziSa karavI. jo tame te duHkhI jIvane dharmanA mArge lAvI zakazo to ja tenuM kalyANa thaze. paraMtu jeTalA dayApAtra che te badhA ja dharma pAmI jAya tevI lAyakAtavALA nathI hotA. je dharma pAmI jAya tevI lAyakAtavALA hoya, temanI to atyaMta udAratAthI dayA karavI joIe. bhAvadayAnA sAdhana tarIke dravyadayA : adharmI duHkhI jIvonI sAme cAlIne dayA karavAnI nathI, jyAre atyAre to UlaTuM kahevAya che ke samAjamAM ATalA duHkhI hoya tyAre dharmamAM paiso kharacAya ja nahIM, jANe ke A badhI kRtrima garIbI dUra karavAnI javAbadArI dharmanI ke dharmaguruonI hoya. pote mojazokhamAM karoDo kharcI nAkhe tyAre temane vAMdho nathI hoto, paraMtu koI dharmamAM bhaktithI paiso kharce tyAre temane garIbonI dayAnA nAmathI vAMdho pedA thAya che. vAstavamAM jainazAsanamAM sAme cAlIne dayA karavAno prasaMga Ave ane dharma pAme tevA lAyaka jIva na hoya to te vakhate dayA zAsanaprabhAvanA vadhAravA karavI, ke jethI e anukaMpAnI pravRtti joIne bIjA jIvo dharma pAmI jAya. athavA te paNa zakya na hoya to tamArA AtmAnI bhAvadayA khAtara dravyadayA karavAnI ` che. koI ne koI bhAvadayAnA sAdhana tarIke dayA karavAnI Avaze. sabhA H- zAsananA hetuthI dravyadayAmAM svArtha nathI ? sAhebajI::- A zAsana tIrthaMkare batAvelo ekAMte kalyANakArI mArga che. AkhI duniyAnuM hita A ja mArgathI thavAnuM che. moDo ke vahelo koipaNa jIva Ane pAmaze to ja sAcuM kalyANa karI zakaze. koipaNa jIvane tame jo A zAsana pamADI zakazo to ja tenuM kalyANa thaze, tethI AmAM svArtha Avato ja nathI, kharo paramArtha che. hA, tamArI ke mArI vAhavAha mATe A pravRtti karavAnI nathI. svaprabhAvanA e svArthI vRtti che, jyAre AmAM to karanAre kaMI ja bhautika vaLatara meLavavuM nathI. jagatanA jIvonI sAcA mArga pratye bhakti thAya, ruci thAya ane tenAthI bhaviSyamAM sAcA mArge caDI jAya, to tenAM anaMtAnaMta bhAvi duHkho dUra thaze ane tenA dvArA anaMtA jIvone zAMti maLaze. tethI ja zubhAzayathI eka jIvane mokSamArge caDhAvo to eTaluM puNya bAMdho cho ke karoDa mANasanI garIbAi dUra karo ke abaja prANIone motamAMthI choDAvI bhautika rIte sukhI karo ane te vakhate je puNya baMdhAya tenA karatAM peluM puNya lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 120

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anaMta gaNuM vadhAre baMdhAya che. tethI tIrthakaroe AvI ja bhAvanA bhAvI, ne A ja kharI maitrIbhAvanA che. A ja savi jIva karuM zAsanarasInI bhAvanAthI saMcita puNya dvArA zAsananI sthApanA karAya che. A bhAvanAmAM ja dayA-karuNA-paropakAra-maitrIdAna badhuM ja AvI jAya che. tamArI sAme koI garIba Ave to dravyadayA karavAnI che, paNa tenI zodhamAM Akho divasa rakhaDavAnuM nathI. prabhunA janma samaye indra mahArAjA janmamahotsava karavA prabhune laI jAya, karoDo devatA abhiSekamAM hAjara rahe, badhA temanAM caraNo cUme, janmathI ja temanI puNyAI- zakti-saMpattino to pAra nathI hoto, chatAMye bhagavAne potAnA gRhasthajIvanamAM te kALanA garIbonAM garIbAI ke du:kha-darda dUra nathI karyo. bhagavAna dhAre to eka ja devatA pAse sarva garIbonAM du:kha-darda dUra karAvI zake tema hatA, chatAM bhagavAne badhA duHkhIonAM bhautika duHkho dUra nathI karyA. sabhA:- to varSIdAna kema ApyuM? sAhebajI:-Ano javAba AgaLa Avaze. korI dravyadayAne ApaNe svIkAratA nathI, bhAvadayAnA sAdhana tarIke ja dravyadayA levAnI che. sabhA - A badhuM practical-vyavahAru nathI. sAhebajI:- A badhuM cokkasa practicalche. bhagavAna kadaimpractical"avyavahAru upadeze nahIM. prabhuzAsananA aneka mahAzrAvakoe jIvanamAM A AcarIne batAveluM che, paNa tame kadI A dRSTie vicAryuM nathI. eka jIva mokSamArga para caDhyo eTale sAco dharmI banyo. have te ArAdhanA karaze ane mokSamArganI kramika bhUmikAo pasAra karaze. samakitI banavAthI te anekane dharma pamADaze. jema eka dIvo yathAsthAne upayoga karo to aneka dIvA pragaTAve, tema te AgaLa jatAM sAdhu banIne jayAM jayAM vicaraze tyAM tyAM pote paNa ahiMsA pALaze ane teno lokamAM pravAha calAvaze. sAthe keTalAye jIvone mokSamArge caDhAvaze. svayaM mokSe jaze tyAre jagatanA jIvamAtrane tenAthI abhayadAna maLaze. saMsAramAM ja jo rahyo hota to tenA AtmAne paNa anaMtuM duHkha maLata, ane bIjA anaMtA jIvone paNa tenAthI anaMtuM duHkha maLata. eka jIva mokSe jAya eTale 14 rAjalokamAM ahiMsAno DaMko vAgyo. sabhA:- koI dIkSA letuM hoya to protsAhana ApIe chIe. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 121

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sAhebajI :- tamArA potAnA dIkarAne dIkSA apAvavA protsAhana ApavuM che? ke pArakAne bali banAvavo che? Avo ja jo uparachallo bhAva hoya to vAjabI nathI. pahelAM tamane ahiMsaka jIvana pratye bahumAna thavuM joIe. svayaM levAnI abhilASA hovI joIe. duniyAnA koI saMnyAsI AvuM utkaTa jIvana jIvatA nathI. ApaNA sAdhujIvananI tole koI AvI zake nahi. mAnavabhavanI saphaLatA sAdhujIvanamAM ja che evuM manamAM ThaseluM hovuM joIe. bAkI zubhAzayathI dIkSArthIne protsAhana ApavAmAM supAtrabhaktino avazya moTo lAbha che. sabhA:- pAlitANAnA parvata para anukaMpA karavI vAjabI che.? sAhebajI:- tame parvata para garIbonI anukaMpA karo to teo girirAja para AzAtanA kare che, temAM tame vAyA-vAyA bhAgIdAra thazo. tethI jo tamArAmAM viveka AvI jAya to badhAe nIce AvIne ja anukaMpA karavI evo niyama baMdhAya. Ama paNa temane pahADa caDavAmAM rasa nathI hoto, paNa bhIkha ja joItI hoya che, tethI nIce ja dayAdAna karI lo to teo upara AvavAno vicAra na ja kare. jethI AzAtanA TALI zakAya. sabhA:- paNa sAhebajI, pahADa para ApIe to vadhAre lAbha nahIM? sAhebajI - bhikhArIo dharma pAmelA nathI hotA. temanI kakSA pramANe vyavahAra karAya, nahIMtara navA doSo UbhA thaze. bhagavAne paNa dayA vivekapUrNa rIte karavAno upadeza Apyo che. are ! tame to kAle sAdhu-sAdhvIne paNa 'pahADa upara supAtradAnano vadhAre lAbha che' ema kahIne vahorAvavAnuM cAlu karazo, je taddana anucita che. sabhA:- bhakti karatAM nAlAyaka jIva AvI jAya to? : sAhebajI :- zrAvake vicakSaNa to banavuM ja joIe. vicakSaNatA e guNa che, luccAI e doSa che. zrAvake to nokara paNa lAyakAta joIne ja rAkhavAno hoya che ane lAyaka nokara hoya to tenI sAthe uttama ja vyavahAra karAya. nokara paNa zeThane bApathI adhika mAne. tene haiye vizvAsa hoya ke ApattimAM zeTha mane madada karaze ja. vyavahAramAM badhe ja vicakSaNatA joIe. derAsaranA nirmANamAM kaDiyAnI paNa lAyakAta jovAnuM kahyuM che ane lAyaka hoya to tenI sAthe bhAvatAlana kare, paNa lAyaka na hoya to tene mahenatANA jeTaluM ja Ape, jarA paNa vadhAre na ja Ape. tenI geralAyakAtane 122 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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poSaNa ApavAnuM nathI. temAM paNa viveka Ave ja. vicakSaNatA ati Avazyaka che. dravyadayA ane bhAvadayA vacce taphAvata che. dravyadayA bhAvadayAnuM sAdhana che. jainazAsanamAM koI ne koI rIte saddharma pamADavAnI vAta che. pAMjarApoLo paNa zA mATe calAvavAnI te samajavuM paDe. Ama to pAMjarApoLo calAvatAM ghaNA trasa jIvonIsthAvara jIvonI hiMsA thAya. zrAvakane Dhoro pratye ja dayA che ane bIjA jIvo pratye dayA nathI evuM nathI. tethI prANIdayA zAsananI prabhAvanAnuM aMga banatuM hoya to ja jainaanukaMpAmAM gaNAze, nahIMtara anya dharma jevI dayA kahevAze. jo A badhuM spaSTa samajI zako to mahApuruSonI buddhi para ApharIna thaI jazo. dayAnI pravRtti karatAM chelle sudhI mAinasa karatAM plasa vadhavA joIe, jema tame dhaMdhAmAM paNa jAvaka karatAM Avaka vadhAre ja mAMgo cho. tema dareka dharmapravRtti karatAM saravALe vadhAre ahiMsA AvavI joIe. IcchApUrti karma dayAdharma nathI, te sAmAjika kAma gaNAya, dhArmika kAma nahi? bIjA dharmomAM jeTalAM sAmAjika-dhArmika satkAryo che tene teo iSTApUrtakarma kahe che. temAM sAmAjika kAmo jevAM ke taLAva, kUvA, vAvaDI, bagIcA, pANInI parabo, cabUtarA baMdhAvavA, mAnavone rojagArI ApavI, auSadhAlayo kholavAM vagere Ave. A badhA paropakAra karavA yogya che ke nahi ane sAthe anya dharmakathita iSTApUrta karmone tame dayAdharma mAnazo ke nahi? evuM jayAre upAdhyAyajI mahArAjane puchAyuM tyAre temaNe cokhkhuM kahyuM ke ame icchApUrti karmone dayAdharma nathI mAnatA. anukaMpAmAM Ano samAveza nahIM thAya. kAraNa AkhA gAmane pANInI takalIpha che, pAka ugADavA pANInI jarUra che, pAka na Uge to loko bhUkhyA mare, tethI taLAva baMdhAvavAM vagere kAma dayA-paropakAranI bhAvanAthI thAya che, chatAM paNa tene jainazAstroe dayA nathI kahI, kAraNa AmAM anekanI hiMsA che ane thoDAne ja upakAra che. thoDAne zAMti ne anekane trAsa thAya tevI pravRtti jainazAsananI anukaMpAmAM AvI zake nahIM. jenazrAvako jema ke vastupAla-tejapAla, saMpratirAjA, jagaDuzAha A badhAe je dayAnAM kAmo karyA te zAsananI prabhAvanAnA AzayathI ja karyA che. dAnazALAo khole tyAre lakhAtuM ke "A rAjA jyAre vItarAganuM zAsana nahotA pAmyA tyAre temanAmAM viziSTa paropakAranI bhAvanA nahotI. paNa jainazAsana pAmyA pachI ja lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 123 :

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AvI AvI uttama paropakAranI bhAvanAthI rAjA dayALu ne prajAvatsala banyo che.'' A jANatAM lAyaka jIvone jainadharma pratye keTalo ahobhAva thAya ! temAMthI jo eka jIva mokSamArge caDI jAya to anaMtI ahiMsA phelAze ane A hiMsA lekhe lAgaze. uparanA lakhANanA 2000 varSa jUnA zilAlekho maLe che. 124 boot deShou kadesu ya lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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tA. 5-8-94, zukravAra. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jagatanA jIvone sarva duHkhathI mukta karI AtmAnA paramAnaMdane pamADavA dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. jene svadayA nathI ane paradayA kare che te nATakiyA jevo che : jagatanA jIvamAtra jevuM sukha icche che tevuM sukha teNe meLavavuM hoya ke anyane ApavuM hoya to tene mATe eka ja vikalpa che ke saMsAramAMthI bahAra kADhI tene mokSe mokalavo. jyAM sudhI te duHkhamaya saMsArathI chUTI nahIM zake tyAM sudhI AtmAnA paramAnaMdane-sAcA sukhane prApta nahi karI zake. bhale jagatanA abudha jIvo samaje ke na samaje paNa sAco dharmAtmA, ke je hRdayathI paropakArI ane dayALu hoya, to tene saMsArI jIvo pratye evI karuNA thaze ke je vAstavamAM hitakArI hoya, ane te pravRtti paNa evI semyam ja kare. A tIrthakaro paNa pahelethI siddhadazAne pAmelA nathI hotA. sAcI sAdhanA dvArA vikAsa karI temano AtmA AgaLa vadhe che. temanI kharI sAdhanA samakitanI bhUmikA pAmyA pachI cAlu thAya che. tyAre temane ema thAya che ke huM A saMsAranA duHkhamAMthI mukta thaIne mokSanA sukhane pAmuM. dharmanA mULamAM dayA che, je potAnA AtmAthI cAluM thAya che. jyAM sudhI potAnA AtmAnI dayA na Ave tyAM sudhI bIjAnA AtmAnI dhyA karavAnI lAyakAta ke adhikAra nathI. jenAmAM svaAtmadayA nathI, te kadAca karuNAthI paropakAranI pravRtti karato hoya to tenA mATe zAstramAM lakhyuM che ke, jema nATaka karanAra nATakiyA hAvabhAva kare, je pAtrane anurUpa hAvabhAva hoya, chatAM paNa te pAtra sAthe tene jIvanamAM nisbata nathI hotI; tenI jema ja je potAnI bhAvadayA nathI karato ane bIjAnI dayA kare che, te nATakiyA jevo che. phaktakaruNA jAge teTalA mAtrathI sAcI dayA karavAnA tame adhikArI nathI. nAstiko paNa AvI lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 125

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dayA kare che. evA ghaNA DaoNkTarsa che je hajAro pezanTone free of charge(maphatamAM) davA-sevA Ape che, paNa AtmA-puNya-pApane mAnatA nathI, teone dharma sAthe nahAvA-nicovAno saMbaMdha nathI. temanAmAM A dayA-paropakAra ke karuNA hovA chatAM khATale moTI khoDa e che ke potAnA AtmAnI ja dayA nathI. "mAruM zuM thaze? huM eTale koNa? mAruM svarUpa zuM? A 84 lAkha jIvAyonimAM rakhaDatAM rakhaDatAM durlabha manuSyabhava pAmyo chuM ane AvA uttama manuSyabhavamAM mAro ja naMbara kema lAgyo? enI pAchaLa sRSTimAM koI saMcAlaka baLa kharuM? ane che to kayuM baLa che?" Avo vicAra koI divasa jeNe jIvanamAM karyo nathI, svanI ciMtA mATe jeo AMdhaLA bhIta jevA che, teo bhale lAkhonI dayA kare, paNa chatAM puNya- pApAnubaMdhI puNya halakuM bAMdhe. temane puNya baMdhAya che pApa nathI baMdhAtuM, kAraNa ke zubha pariNAmamAtra puNya baMdhAve paNa te puNyamAM jarA paNa kasa nathI. jene svaAtmAnI sAcI dayA nathI. tene bIjAnA AtmAnI paNa ciMtA na hoya, phakta khoLiyAnI ja dayA hoya teo sAcA tattvane pakaDI zakyA nathI tema ja kahevuM paDe. anukaMpAdAna e dharmanuM bhUSaNa che, paraMtu temAM UMco viveka anivArya che." tamane jo bhAvadayAnuM mUlya samajAya to tame sAcI ArAdhanA karI zakazo. jainazAsanamAM bhAvadayAnA sAdhanarUpe anukaMpAdAna eka aMga che. ApaNA zAsananAM badhAM ja dharmaanuSThAnomAM anukaMpAdAna bhaLeluM hovuM joIe. anukaMpAdAna e dharmanuM bhUSaNa che, paNa karavAnuM kaI rIte? temAM kevA bhAvo svAnA? kevo UMco viveka joIe? te samajavuM jarUrI che. sabhA:- jainetara je anukaMpA kare che temAM teo Avo viveka samajyA na hoya tathA temane koI samajAvanAra paNa maLyuM na hoya to temanI dayA kevI thaze? sAhebajI:- temanI dayAmAM sahRdayatAno bhAva che paNa teTalAmAtrathI UMcA lAbha na maLe. jema saMsAramAM paNa ghaNI majUrI kare paNa buddhi samaja na hoya to ochuM ja kamAya. sAMja paDe tagArAM upADanAra keTaluM kamAya? ane khurazI para besIne phakta phona karIne buddhizALI keTaluM meLave? dharma na samajanArA jIvo AtmAmAM UMcA bhAva lAvI ja na zake ne UMcA bhAva vagara mahAphaLadAyI kriyA thavAnI nathI, tethI teo lAbha paNa UMco meLavI zakatA nathI. 126 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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anArya je dayA karIne phaLa meLavaze, tenA karatAM AryadayA karIne vadhAre phaLa meLavaze. Arya paNa nAstika dayA karIne je phaLa meLave che tenA karatAM dharmAtmA Astika dayA karIne vadhAre phaLa meLave che. emAM paNa jainazAsana pAmelo dharmAtmA to kaI gaNuM UMcuM puNya bAMdhaze. yathArtha bhAvo sAthe thatI kriyAthI thokabaMdha puNya bAMdhI zako cho. tamane Avo uttama dharma maLyo che, paNa jaina tarIke tene nyAya ApI zakAya tevI kakSA ja tame keLavI nathI. tamane to UlaTA vicAra Ave che ke "nakAmI paMcAta zuM kAma karavI? koI mAMDa anukaMpA kare che, temAM anukaMpA karatI vakhate AvA bhAva rAkho ane AvA bhAva na rAkho tevI piMjaNa karazo, to anukaMpA karanAra vyakti evI anukaMpA karatI paNa baMdha thaI jaze." paraMtu ame to tame thoDA dharmathI paNa mahAna lAbha meLavI zako te mATe ATaluM kahIe chIe. puNya dvArA UMcAmAM UMcI sAmagrI tame bhavAMtaramAM pAmI zako te mATe amArI ATalI mahenata anukaMpAnAM kAryomAM prazaMsA-anumodanAno viveka : zAstramAM lakhyuM che ke je lokottara Azaya vagara bhautika dayA kare che tenI to ApaNAthI prazaMsA paNa na karAya. AjanI skUla, hospiTalone to AryaanukaMpAmAMthI paNa rada karyA che, jayAre kUvA-taLAva khodAvavA, auSadhAlayo kholavAM, rojagArI Adi ApavI tathA bIjAM kahevAtAM sAmAjika satkAryo ke jenI atyAre ghaNI ja bolabAlA che, temAM paNa dAna karanAramAM jainazAsanano viveka na hoya to te dAnanI prazaMsA ke anumodanA na karAya, ane karIe to temAM thatI hiMsAnuM pApa lAge. jo ke AvAM kAryone AmajanatAmAM anukaMpA tarIke sthApita karyA che, chatAM paNa jainathI dharmabuddhie tenI anumodanA na karAya. sabhA :- sAmAjika satkAryonI prazaMsA dharmabuddhie anumodanA na kare to kaI rIte kare ? sAhebajI - eka jIva svamahenatathI kamAIne sAmAjika dayA-paropakAra kare che, jyAre bIjo kamAine durAcAra, anAcAra, mojamajA kare che, vaLI bIjAne jarA paNa bhogavavA na de tevo svArthI che. A baMnnenI sarakhAmaNI karavAmAM Ave tyAre svArthI mANasa karatAM jenAmAM dayA Adi guNo che te svArthI karatAM sAro gaNAya. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 127

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eka anItimAna nAstika che ne bIjo prAmANika nAstika che, to e bemAM sAro prAmANikane ja kahevAya. koI prAmANika bane nItimAna bane ene ame sAro ja kahIe. AkhI duniyAmAM je paNa durAcAra hoya temAM amAruM sIdhuM ke ADakatarI rIte koI ja protsAhana na hoya. ame koI divasa durAcAra ne durguNono pATa para besIne upadeza ApatA nathI, UlaTuM tenI TIkA ja karIe chIe, kadI tene biradAvatA nathI. koInAstikanA jIvanamAM kharAba AcaraNa hoya to ame kahIe ke te sAruM nathI karato, chatAM tenA dayA-dAnanI prazaMsA paNa na karIe. koinA paNa jIvanamAM AtmakalyANanuM kAraNa bane tevA guNo hoya to ame prazaMsA karIe, ane AtmakalyANanuM kAraNa bane tevA guNo na hoya to ame prazaMsA na karIe. je guNo phakta pApAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAve ane AtmakalyANanuM sAdhana na ja bane, tevA guNonI anumodanA karavI te mithyAtvabuddhi che. paraMtu je guNa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAve ane dharmasAmagrI dvArA AtmakalyANanuM sAdhana banI AtmAne AgaLa caDhAve tevA guNonA ja ame prazaMsaka chIe. sabhA:- paNa sAheba, ame kaMI temanA bhAvo nathI jANI zakatA ke A temanA kevA guNo che. sAhebajI :- sAmUhika dhoraNe prazaMsA karavAnI Ave tyAre manamAM ema ja rAkhavAnuM ke prabhunI AjJA sAthenA guNa hoya to mArI anumodanAM che, paNa vyaktigata rIte anumodanA karavAnI Ave tyAre guNonI parakha karavI ja paDe. anumodanA vivekapUrvaka ja karavAnI che. jIbha maLI che eTale game te rIte game tyAM vAparavAnI nathI. teno upayoga prabhaAjJA pramANe ja karavo joIe. mokSamArgamAM caDelo AtmA game te dharmamAM rahelo hoya to paNa tenA guNonI anumodanA karavAnI, paNa chatAM samyagdaSTinA guNanI anumodanA mithyAdRSTinA guNanI tulya na karAya. ame zrAvakanA mAguNanI prazaMsA karIe paNa aMdhakamuninA kSamAguNanI tulya na mUkIe. jenuM je levala-bhUmikA hoya te pramANe anumodanA thAya. AtmAnuM hita na kare tevA guNonI prazaMsA na thAya. jema koI niHsvArtha zubhabhAvathI dAna karIne puNya bAMdhe, te puNyathI bhogasAmagrI meLavI pApa kare ane durgatimAM jAya, tevA dAnadharmanI prazaMsA-anumodanA na karAya. 128 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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abhivyakta kaSAyonI jema, vRttimAM paDelA suSupta kaSAyo paNa satata pApabaMdha karAve che H sabhA :- A badhAmAM mULa kaSAyo ja kAma kare ne ? sAhebajI :- hA, kaSAyo to AtmAmAM rahelA ja che, azubhabhAva paNa kaSAyathI thAya che ane puNya paNa kaSAyathI ja baMdhAya che. jenAmAM kaSAyo na hoya tene puNyapApa ekeya baMdhAtuM nathI. koipaNa AtmAne karma bAMdhavA mATe rAga-dveSanI cIkAza to joIe ja. mULamAMthI kaSAyo jAya tene vItarAga kahevAya. 11-12mA guNasthAnake AtmA vItarAgI hoya che. tyAM badhA karmano baMdha aTakI jAya che. phakta zAtAvedanIya karma AtmA para Ave che, paNa aDIne kharI jAya che, arthAt baMdhAtuM nathI. vItarAgane mAtra jUnuM karma bhogavavAnuM rahe. bhogavIne pUruM kare eTale mokSa nakkI. paNa kaSAyo kone kahevAya te samajo . tame to krodhano artha e karo cho ke mANasa lAlacoLa thaI jAya ne thappaDa mAravA Ubho thAya to krodha karyo kahevAya. paNa nA, tevuM nathI. prakRtimAM je kAma-krodha-mAnamAyA-lobhanI vRttio paDI che, te ja kaSAyo che, je nimitta maLatAM ja bahAra Ave. tame vagara kAraNe gusse thAo to gAMDAmAM ja khapo, mATe satata krodha vyakta nathI karatA, paNa manamAM nathI evuM nathI. manamAM che te ja nimitta maLe tyAre bahAra Ave che. jema kolasAne peTAvyA pachI tenA para rAkha vaLI jAya, eTale e devatA olavAi nathI gayo, mAtra jarAka phUMka mAro eTale pAcho saLagavA mAMDe. tevI ja rIte tame aMdarathI dhakho ja cho, bahAra ja khAlI rAkha bAjhI gaI che. sabhAM H- bebhAna mANasane karma ochuM baMdhAya ne ? sAhebajI :- bebhAna mANasa bhAnamAM Ave ane gALa Ape to aMdarano bhAva kevo kahevAya ? aMdara to krodhanI hoLI saLagatI ja che, tethI karmabaMdha cAlu ja che. UMghamAM paNa karma baMdhAya che. kaSAya bahAra abhivyakta karo to ja karma baMdhAya tevuM nathI. jo ema ja hoya to tamane eka UMghanI goLI ApI devAthI karmabaMdha aTakI jAya. sAmAyikamAM paNa tamAruM mana badhe pharI Ave che jethI karma baMdhAya che. enA karatAM UMghADI daie to ochuM karma baMdhAya evuM paNa nathI. UMghamAM paNa manamAM jeTalI sArI vRttio che tenuM puNya baMdhAtuM hoya che ane kharAba vRttionuM pApa paNa baMdhAtuM hoya che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 129

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sabhA - to pachI pApAtmA UMdhatA kema sArA? sAhebajI :- "dharmAtmA jAgatA sArA ne pApAtmA UMdhatA sArA" e zAstravacanano marma judo che. duniyA AkhImAM pApAtmA ja upadrava macAve che, bIjA anekane azAMtinuM kAraNa bane che. sattAdhIzo Akho divasa zuM kare che? AvA pApAtmAo ekendriyamAM jAya tevI icchA karavAnI zAstramAM kahI che. - pUjaya hemacaMdrasUrijIe kahyuM che ke "he prabhu ! je evA pApI AtmAo che, jemane zAsana upara, mokSamArga upara, ane dharmavyavahAra para vaira-virodha che, ane AkhA jagatane UMdhe raste dore che; tevA AtmAo AMdhaLA-lUlA-laMgaDA-bobaDAmUMgA bane tevuM ame icchIe chIe." AvuM kahevAmAM paNa kAraNa, tenA AtmAnuM hita ja che; kAraNa ke ekendriyamAM kAna, moTuM, mAthuM, hAtha, paga kazuM nathI. badhI rIte, crippled-nabaLA che. tethI potAnA AtmAnuM paNa bhAre ahita nahi kare ane jagatanuM paNa ahita nahIMthAya. teo karuNAbhAvathI Ama vicAre che.vivekapUrvakanA karuNAbhAvane samajavA dIrdhadaSTi joIe. vItarAga stotramAM kahyuM che ke, je ApanAM virodhI che, sanmArganA virodhI che, temanA mATe ame AvuM kaThora icchIe chIe. eTale eno artha ema nahi ke jenAmAM pApano pariNAma che te UMghI jAya eTale pApa nathI baMdhAtuM. dharmAtmA UMghamAM paNa puNya bAMdhe che. jenI mananI vRttio jeTalI zubha che te pramANe avazya puNya baMdhAya che. vyakti potAnuM vyaktitva sudhAre to ja UMcAM puNya bAMdhI zake che. malina vyaktitva hoya to prabaLa puNya bAMdhI zakAya nahIM. jinAjJA nirapekSa dayA-dAna prazaMsApAtra nathI : ' ' ajainonA dayA-dAnanI prazaMsA karAya nahIM, paraMtu temanAmAM paNa jinavacana pramANe hoya to mAnya che, ane prazaMsApAtra che. sabhA - vyavahAramAM vakhANa na karIe to kharAba lAge. sAhebajI:- tamAro jayAM svArtha ghavAto hoya tyAM kevI kaDavI vANI nIkaLe ? dharmamAM badhAne vahAlA thavAnI vRtti che. AvA mANaso kadI paNa sAco dharma na karI zake. ame apriya bolavAnuM nathI kahetA, vagara kAraNe zIMgaDAM bhIDAvavAnI jarUra nathI. paraMtu prabhunI AjJA na pALanAranI prazaMsA na karAya, karIe to mithyAtvano doSa lAge. laukika dayA-dAnanI anumodanA karIe to prANavadhanuM pApa lAge che. 130 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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sabhA:- to paMchI niMdA karavI? sAhebajI:-sIdhI niMdA ke TIkATippaNa na karIe, paNa dharmabuddhie anumodanAya nakarIe. ame ajainaanukaMpAdAnamAM sIdhI nA pADIe to jenI AjIvikA cAlatI hoya te baMdha thAya tethI aMtarAya thAya ne amane aMtarAyanuM pApa lAge, ane anumodanA karIe to hiMsAnuM pApa lAge. sabhA :- A to baMne bAjue paga rAkhyo. sAhebajI - baMne bAju jo paga rAkhyo hoya to anumodanA paNa kare ane niMdA paNa kare, Dabala DholakI vagADe. vAstavamAM A to trIjo ja mArga kADhyo che. mauna rahevAmAM ja ApaNo ArAdhanAdharma sacavAya. koI bApane anADI chokaro hoya ne tene hitakArI salAha Ape tyAre te gALo bolato hoya, to bApa hitazikSA na Ape ne mauna ja rahe. geralAyaka hoya to madhyasthabha keLavavAno che. jyAM bolavAmAM hita nathI ne saMmatimAM nukasAna che tyAM mauna ja rahevAya. ApaNe anya dharmanI niMdA ke vagovaNI paNa nathI karatA ane prazaMsA ke anumodanA paNa nathI karatA. jaina tarIke tamAre ajainaanukaMpA karavAnI nathI paNa jainazAsanane anurUpa anukaMpA karavAnI che. tamArI anukaMpAthI bIjAnuM Atmahita thAya te jovAnuM ane jo te na thatuM hoya to tamAre tamArA AtmAnuM hita thAya che ke nahi te jovAnuM. jainazAsananI dareka pravRttimAM AtmA senTara poinTa che. dravyadayAnI pravRtti AtmakalyANanuM sAdhana banatI hoya to temAM thayelI asaMkhya jIvonI hiMsA svIkAravA taiyAra chIe. jIvone AtmakalyANanA mArge caDAvavA te utkRSTa dayAH eka AtmAnuM hita karavAmAM sAcI dayA-anukaMpA-maitrI-paropakAra badhuM ja samAyeluM che. A samajavA bhautika udAharaNarUpe joIe to, AMgaNe AvelA bhUkhyA mANasane eka vakhata khAvAnuM ApIne tenI TempararI bhUkha zAMta karo athavA tene je garIbAInuM duHkha che te duHkha jiMdagIbhara dUra karavA AjIvikAnuM sAdhana goThavI Apo, to A bemAMthI kaI dayA UMcI kahevAya? sAmAjika dRSTikoNathI paNa tene AjIvikA Apo te UMcI dayA kahevAya. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 131

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sabhA H- rojagArI paNa game te prakAranI apAya ? : sAhebajI H- rojagArI gRhastha tarIke tamArAthI karAtI hoya tevI ja apAya, nahIMtara tame pApanA hissedAra banazo. jema ke kasAIno, dArU vecavAno, jugArakhAnAno, mAchImArIno AvA badhA dhaMdhA na apAya. A badhI niMdanIya pravRttio che. zrImaMta mANasa kare to paNa niMdanIya che. A to ApaNI Arya paraMparAmAM spaSTa ja che. paNa ahIM mULa muddo e che ke koinuM Tempa22I duHkha dUra karo enA karatAM permanent-kAyamI duHkha dUra karo, to te be paropakAramAM kayo moTo kahevAya ?'tIrthaMkara paramAtmAo jagatanA jIvamAtranI zreSTha dayA karavA mAMgatA hatA, tethI temaNe phakta A bhavanAM ja bhautika duHkha dUra thAya tema na vicAryuM. paraMtu A bhavanAM paNa sarva bAhya-atyaMtara duHkho dUra thAya ane parabhavanAM paNa bhautika-Atmika sarvadu:khonA nAza dvArA kAyama khAte anaMta sukhanI prApti thAya, tevI utkRSTa dayA vicArI. paNa A mATe zuM karavuM? to kahe che ke jIvane mokSamArga para caDhAvavo. eka jIva mokSamArganuM paheluM pagathiyuM caDyo eTale vahelo moDo teno mokSa thavAno ja, jethI ghora saMsAranA anaMtA duHkhomAMthI avazya chUTakAro thaI javAno. sarvatIrthaMkaroe tethI A ja bhAvanA bhAvI ke "savi jIva karuM zAsanarasI." jo mArA AtmAmAM zakti Ave to badhA jIvone AtmakalyANanA mArge caDAvI dauM. are ! eka jIva paNa AtmakalyANanA mArge caDe to mahAna dayA-paropakArakaruNA phaLIbhUta thaze. jainazAsananI nAnAmAM nAnI paNa pravRtti pAchaLa A lakSya joIe. paraMtu tamane tamArA kalyANanuM lakSya na hoya ane bIjAnA AtmAnA kalyANanuM paNa lakSya na hoya to sAco dharma kevI rIte thAya ? tamane dIkaro mAMdo paDeto khoLiyAnI ciMtA vadhAre ke tenA AtmAnI ciMtA vadhAre ? are ! tamane tamArA AtmAnI paNa bhAvadayA che kharI ? ke pachI huM AtmA mAnuM chuM tema bolavA khAtara ja bolo cho ? sabhA :- mAnIe chIe. sAhebajI :- jo tame AtmAne mAnatA ho to tenI tamane ciMtA thayA vagara rahe kharI? tame loko ahIMyAM kevala AtmakalyANanI ciMtAthI Avo cho ? manamAM bIjI koI bhAvanA to nathI ne ? 'anaMtakALathI 84 lAkha jIvAyonimAM rakhaDIne, durgatinAM duHkha-dardo bhogavIne ahIM Avyo chuM, have A duHkha-dardo veThavAM nathI," tevI lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 132

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AtmaciMtAthI Aloka-paraloka sudhare te mATe ja Avo cho ne? saMsArano atyaMta bhaya lAgyo che? AtmAnI ciMtA vadhAre ke dehanI ciMtA vadhAre ? huM eTale deha ke huM eTale AtmA? zuM mAno cho? pahelAM tamArA AtmAnI dayA karo. bokaDo katalakhAne jAya che to dayA Ave che, paNa yamarAja tamane anaMtI vAra bokaDAnI jema upADI gayA che, AvA anaMta janma-maraNa thayAM, eTaluM ja nahIM paNa haju nahIM samajo to anaMta janma-maraNa thaze, tethI A saMsArarUpI katalakhAnAmAMthI mArA AtmAno chUTakAro kyAre thaze? tevuM vicArIne jAtanI anukaMpA-arerATI thAya che? sabhA:- smazAna vairAgya che. sAhebajI:- tame to smazAnamAM paNa TesTathI cA-pANI pIo tevA cho. naThoratA keTalI AvI che ! sabhA:- rUTina thaI gayuM che. sAhebajI :- tamArAmAM lAgaNIzIlatA paNa khalAsa thaI gaI che. tamane haiyuM maLyuM che ke khAlI aMdara paMpa ja che? AMkhanA palakArAmAM A duniyA sAthe jIvano cheDo phATI jaze. AkhI jiMdagI mahenata karIne meLaveluM mATImAM maLI jaze. bIjAnA mRtyune joIne eka divasa Ama ja ApaNe javAnuM che tevo vicAra Ave? mRtyumAM zraddhAnI jarUra nathI, pratyakSa dekhAya che. chatAM paNa nakkara vAstavikatAno vicAra na karo te mUDhatA che. AtmA-paraloka bhUlIne jIvanArane potAnA AtmAnI ciMtA na hoya, te bIjAnI bhAvadayA kevI rIte karaze ? ane korI dravyadayA karaze to thoDuM pApAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhaze, jenAthI thoDI bhautika sAmagrI meLavI pharI pApo karI durgati AdimAM rakhaDaze. caramAvartamAM AvavA mATe paNa pahelI bhAvadayA joIe. - tamAruM AtmakalyANuM choDIne bIjAnuM kalyANa karavAnuM nathI, nahIMtara edayA maDadAnI diyA che tevuM mahApuruSo kahe che. bhagavAnanuM zAsana samajavA mATe A sAtakSetra supAtranAM ane anukaMpA AThamuM kSetra samajavA jevA che. supAtradAnano mahimA Avaze tyAre khabara paDaze. zAlibhadra pUrvabhavamAM supAtramAM khIra vahorAvI tenuM je phaLa che te madhyama phaLa che. kAraNa te vakhate zAlibhadrano jIva mithyAdaSTi hato; jo samakitI hota to asaMkhya gaNuM vadhAre puNya bAMdhata. dAnadharma alaukika che. - - - - - - - lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA 133

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tA. 8-8-94, somavAra anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA zuddha dharmanI prApti karAvavA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. dAnadharmano prANa lokottara viveka: dAna, zIla, tapa Adi dharmamAM jo prANarUpa kAMI hoya to te bhAvadharma che. jyAM sudhI bhAvano viveka na pragaTe tyAM sudhI te jIva dharmanA viziSTa lAbha meLavI zakato nathI. tethI zAstro dAna Adi dharmane samajAve che temAM dAnadharmalokottara bhAva sAthe karavAno che. dAnadharmamAM sAta kSetra supAtranAM ane AThamuM anukaMpAnuM kSetra mUkyuM cheH A graMthamAM bhAvadharmano lokottara viveka ane tenuM UMDANa darzAvela che. anukaMpAdAna ajaino kare tenA karatAM jainonI anukaMpAno uddeza-bhAva judo che. pratyeka kriyAmAM mUlya bhAvanuM che. anukaMpA karavAnA avasare paNa vizeSa bhAva joIe. tame keTalA duHkhInAM duHkha-darda dUra karyA ke te karavAnI kAmanA karI, tenuM mUlya nathI; paNa duHkha dUra karatI vakhate manamAM bhAvanA zuM che ane Azayo kayA che, tenuM ja kharuM mUlya che. dAnapravRtti karatI vakhate bhAvano viveka ocho hoya to tame mahAphalane meLavI zako nahIM. AnaMda-kAmadeva Adi zrAvako alpadAna kare temAM paNa Atmika daSTie ghaNA lAbha meLave. bhAvanA baLathI nAnA anuSThAna dvArA paNa mahAphaLane prApta karI jAya. anukaMpAnI mahAnatA ane paramopAdeyatA kyAre? : jo bhAvanI sUjha-samaja na hoya to lAkhonuM dAna karIne paNa vizeSa lAbha meLavI zako nahIM. tethI ja bhAvonI vizuddhi jALavavA prayatna jarUrI che. zAstrama dravya, kSetra, kALanuM mahattva che, paNa te pradhAna nathI, gauNa che; atizayatA bhAvanI 134 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA'

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che. anukaMpAdharma mokSamArganI bhUmikAno che; tethI ja caramAvartanuM lakSaNa anukaMpA batAvyuM ane samakitanAM pAMca lakSaNamAM paNa anukaMpA darzAvI. jenA AtmAmAM samakita hoya athavA tene dhAraNa karavuM hoya, to tenA hRdayamAM atyaMta karuNA-dayA joIe. pote ja bhogave ne mANe ane bIjAnAM duHkha-dardanI paravA nahi, tevA AtmAo samakitanI bhUmikA pAmI zakatA nathI. mokSamArganI anukaMpAmAM paNa bhUmikA anusAra phera paDaze. bhAvaanukaMpAnA sAdhana tarIke karAtI dayA ja samakitInI dayA gaNAze, kAraNa ke tene anukaMpAnA pariNAmathI paNa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya. korI dravyadayA karavAvALA puNyAnubaMdhI puNya nathI bAMdhI zakatA, kAraNa sAmenAnA phakta bhautika duHkha-darda dUra karavAnI ja bhAvanA che. paNa 'teo vicAra nathI karatA ke A jIvane duHkha AvyuM kema? pApanA udayathI ja duHkha AvyuM che, pApamAMthI mukti thAya to pharI duHkha na Ave. paraMtu korI dravyadayA karanAra dAtAone "mArI pravRttithI koI jIvane dharmaprApti thAya evI bhAvanA na hoya. phakta karuNAnA pariNAma hoya, tethI puNya koruM baMdhAya athavA pApAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya. Atmika dayAmAMthI pedA thayelI dravyadayA puNyAnubaMdhI puNya Apaze. paNa Atmika dayA phure kyAre ? jIva ciMtave kyAre ? haMmezAM dayAno viSaya duHkhI jIva che, sukhInI dayA karavAnI nathI. siddha bhagavaMtonA AtmAnI dayA karavAnI nathI. jeno AtmA kadI duHkhamAM ke duHkhanA sAgaramAM javAno nathI tevA AtmAnI dayA karavAnI nathI. AtmAnA duHkhanI ciMtA AtmavAdIone thaze ane zarIranA duHkhanI ciMtA bhautikavAdIone thaze. manamAM AtmA jo kendrabiMdunA sthAne haze to AtmAnA hitAhitanI ciMtA thaze, khoLiyAnuM duHkha tene gauNa dekhAze. mAnavabhavamAM zArIrika duHkha ochAM che, paraMtu pazuyoni ane narakayonimAM zArIrika duHkha paNa ghaNAM che. vaLI tyAM pApanI pravRtti paNa ghaNI ja che. - AtmavAdI mATe AtmAnI dayA ja kharIdayA che. mAtra zarIrane lakSamAM rAkhIne karAtI dayA te bhautika dayA che. sArAMzamAM jainazAsananI anukaMpAmAM koIpaNa vyaktinA AtmakalyANanuM lakSya raheze, anukaMpA dharmanA aMga tarIke karavAnI kahI lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 135

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avasare karAyeluM anukaMpAdAna mahAphaLadAyI che: mANaso ne pazuo bhUkhamarAthI marI rahyAM che, loko garIbImAM sabaDI rahyA che, mAtra AvA vicArathI dayA nathI karavAnI; paraMtu AvA prasaMgano koIne dharma pamADavAnA sAdhana tarIke upayoga karavA dayA karavAnI che. AmAM paNa avasarajJatA che. jema vyavahAramAM paNa avasare karelA thoDA audAryanI paNa gaNatarI thAya, jayAre avasara vagara karelAnuM mUlya ochuM ja hoya che. lagna prasaMge ThAThathI jamADo to loko kadara kare, paNa vagara prasaMge jamADo to samAjamAM tarata ja puchAya ke "zuM prasaMga che?" ane javAbamAM nA pADo to tamArA para hase. avasare karAtA kAmanuM mahattva vadhAre hoya che. varasAda paNa mokA para paDe to ghaNI phasala Ape. tethI khetaramAM jarUriyAta hoya tyAre varasAda paDe to kahevAya ke sonuM varase che. tenA badale kamosame varasAda paDe to uttama phaLa na ja maLe, UlaTo lIlo dukALa thAya.AnI jema zAstrIya kahe che ke anukaMpAdAna avasare phaladAyI che. avasare jarAye cUkavuM na joIe. yogya avasare karIe to mahAla. vaLI roja avasara Ave to roja karavAnuM. paNa kayo avasara yogya kahevAya tenI samaja joIe.. anukaMpAdAnanA yogya avasaro ane teno hetu , duniyAmAM keTalAye garIbo che, mAMdA che, rogamAM sabaDI rahyA che, samAjamAM paNa du:khI mANasono kAyama khAte toTo nathI. tame hospiTalomAM phaLa vagere rUTinamAM ApavA jAo, jhUMpaDapaTTImAM paNa sAme cAlIne anAja ApavA jAo, AmAM prAya: bhautika ciMtA hoya che, paraMtu dharmAtmAe anukaMpA avasare ja karavAnI che. vAstavamAM avasara kyo? to zAstro kahe che ke jayAre jayAre dharmano prasaMga Ave tyAre tyAre. jema ke derAsara baMdhAvatAM, aMjanazalAkA karAvatAM, upadhAna-occhavamahotsava, dIkSA Adi dhArmika jAhera prasaMgo ujavAya tyAre, athavA duSkALa-bhUkaMpa Adi jAhera sAmUhika kudaratI Aphato vagerenA prasaMge dharmaprabhAvanAnA sAdhana ke aMga tarIke anukaMpAdAna karavuM joIe. A dAnathI lokone manamAM thAya ke jainonA dhArmika prasaMgo Ave tyAre, teo samAjanAM duHkha-dardanI keTalI kALajI rAkhe che ! Ane dharmanA nimitte karelI anukaMpA kahevAze, jenAthI dharmano jayajayakAra thaze, lokomAM jainadharmano yaza thavAthI lokahRdayamAM dharmabIjanuM vapana thaze. tethI lAyaka 136 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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jIvone dUradUrathI dharmanA mArge lAvavA mATe A anukaMpA che, jainaanukaMpA mAtra bhautika rIte sukhI karavA mATe nathI. jo jIvone sAcA arthamAM duHkhathI mukta karavA hoya to pApathI mukta karavA paDe. pApathI mukta karyA vagara koI jIvane duHkhathI mukta karI zakAto nathI. tethI ja duHkhI jIvane joIne tamane evuM thavuM joIe ke A jIva kyAre pApathI mukta thAya? sabhA - paNa sAheba, avasare karavA jaIe to bahu ja paisA thAya ane Ama thoDAmAM pate. sAhebajI :- ame tamane zaktithI adhika karavAnuM kahetA nathI, paNa atyAre to tame tamArI zaktithI ghaNuM ja ochuM karo cho. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke mArgAnusArI jIva AvakanA 25% dharmamArge vApare, jayAre dharmAtmA zrAvaka AvakanA 50% dharmamArge vApare. pachI ja bAkInI AvakanA sAMsArika upayoga mATe cAra bhAga kare. sAco zrAvaka vicAre keje maLyuM che te puNyaprabhAve ja maLyuM che. vaLI A maLeluM to AMkhanA palakArAmAM mUkIne javuM paDaze. tethI teno jIvanamAM sadvyaya thAya teTalo karI levo. AvuM vicAranAra zrAvaka dAnano avasara zodhato ja hoya ane ochAmAM ochA 50% dharmamAM vApare, jayAre tamArI to vRttio ja kaluSita thaI gaI che. sabhA:- paNa InkamaTekSa bharIe chIe. sAhebajI :- tame sarakArane thoDuM ApIne jema aMgUTho batAvo cho tema dharmane paNa aMgUTho batAvazo ? atyAre sarakArane kula inkamaTekSamAMthI 4% paNa Avaka thatI nathI. prajAne Avaka vadhAre hovA chatAM sarakArane TekSanA hissAnI Avaka pUratI maLatI nathI. kAraNa tame sarakArane paNa ramADo cho. lokottara anukaMpAno pradhAna hatu, avasara ane tenuM utkRSTa daSTAMta: je jIva vizuddha bhAva sAthe otaprota thaIne dharmanAM anuSThAna kare che temanuM AtmakalyANa zIvratAthI thAya che. bhagavAnanI AjJA che ke uttama dharmaanuSThAna karo tyAre jAheramAM avazya anukaMpA karavAnI, jethI anya jIvonA mana para tamArA dharmanI UMDI chApa paDe. tethI dharmaanuSThAna vakhate karAyeluM anukaMpAdAna mahattvanuM che. AmAM graMthakAra utkRSTa deSTAMta paramAtmAnuM Ape che. tIrthakaro jayAre aMtima bhavamAM janme che tyAre temanI zakti ane puNya apAra lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 13.

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hoya che. rAjA, mahArAjA ke cakravartI paNa emanI pAse koI visAtamAM nathI hotA. devatAo-indro paNa satata temanI bhakti karavA icchatA hoya che. vaLI prabhu pAse akhUTa dhanasaMpatti hoya che. tethI ja teo dhAre teTalAM dAna-dayA-paropakAra karI zake tema che, temanA mATe garIbonAM duHkha dUra karavAM ramata vAta che. AdinAtha prabhunA samaye to bharatakSetra saMpanna hatuM, tethI koI bhUkhyA-tarasyA-garIbo na hoya. paNa bIjA tIrthakaronA kALamAM samAjamAM ghaNA garIba, dIna, duHkhI, lUlA, laMgaDA hoya, chatAM prabhu roja anukaMpAdAna karavA nIkaLatA nathI, paNa anukaMpAdAna avasare ja kare che. A graMthanA prAraMbhamAM ja batAvyuM che ke anukaMpA UMcuM puNya baMdhAve che, jayAre tIrthakaro to pUrvabhavanuM utkRSTa puNya laIne ja AvelA che, kalyANa mATe navAM puNyanI temane jarUra nathI hotI. UlaTuM bhUtakALanA puNyane paNa sahaja sAdhanA dvArA bhogavIne pUruM karavAnuM che. puNya AtmasAdhanAmAM sahAyaka sAmagrI pUrI pADe teTalA pUratI ja tenI jarUriyAta che, ane prabhu pAse to badhI ja kalyANanI sAmagrI che. tethI temane anukaMpAdAnanA phaLanI apekSA na rahe. chatAM avasare bhagavAna anukaMpAdAnarUpa varSIdAna kare che; kAraNa ke anukaMpA dharmanuM aMga che, dharma pamADavAnuM sAdhana che, e sthApita karavA tIrthakaro anukaMpAdAna kare che. atyAre dIkSArthI varSIdAna karatAM paisA Adi uchALe che te garIbo ke duHkhIo mATe ja apAya che. vAcakone ApavAnI dRSTithI e anukaMpAdAna che; kAraNa ke supAtrane to bhaktibhAvathI be hAtha joDI ApavAnuM hoya che. vAcakone be hAtha joDIne ApavAnuM nathI. tIrthakaro paNa phaLanI icchAthI anukaMpAnI pravRtti nathI karatA, kAraNa ke anukaMpAthI je meLavavuM che tenAthI adhika temaNe meLavI lIdhuM che, chatAM dIkSAnA avasare 12-12 mahinA sudhI varSIdAna kare che. tIrthakaronA varSIdAnanI paddhati evI che ke jayAre varSIdAnanI zarUAta kare te pahelAM sevako AkhA deza-rAjyanagaramAM jAherAta kare che ke koIne paNa saMpattinI kAmanA hoya to prabhu yAcakanI icchA mujaba pUrI karaze. mAMgavAnI koI maryAdA hotI nathI. tIrthakaro chUTe hAthe dAna Ape che ane apAve che. garIbone ane yAcakone apAtuM A dAna supAtradAna nathI, sIdhuM dharmazAna nathI, chatAM paNa tIrthakaro dIkSAnA avasare AvuM mahAdAna avazya Ape che. prabhu je varSIdAna kare che temAM temano Azaya dharmano pUraka ane dharmanI sthApanA karavAno che. teo jagatamAM dAkhalo besADe che ke dharmanA avasare 138 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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anukaMpAdAna avazya karavuM. A samajAvavA prabhu 12-12 mahinA sudhI pratidivasa anukaMpAdAna kare che. prabhunA varSIdAnanA avasare je lAyaka jIvo hoya te cokkasa dharma pAmI jAya. temane manamAM thAya ke prabhu pAse ATaATalo vaibhava hovA chatAM te badhuM choDI rahyA che. A tyAga joIne keTalAye jIvo bodhibIja-samakita Adi pAmI jAya. varSIdAna karatAM prabhu lokone sattA-saMpatti-vaibhavanI asAratA darzAvavA mAMge che, jethI temane A badhA bhogo tuccha-pheMkI devA jevA lAge. jonAranA haiyAmAM bhogonI asAratAnI chApa UbhI thAya te Azaya che, paraMtu te vakhate lokonAM mAtra duHkha-darda dUra karavA prabhu anukaMpAdAna nathI karatA. atyAre to evo UhApoha che ke varSIdAnamAM A badho khoTo bhapako thAya che, bagADa thAya che, pAMca dasa hajAra kharcavA hoya to sArI rIte kharacavA jethI jarUriyAtavALAMnA hAthamAM jAya. A to game tenA hAthamAM jAya che. A paisA vaLI pAchA teo dArU, jugAra vageremAM vAparaze. AvI rIte vicAranArA atyAre ghaNA jovA maLe che. sabhA :- hamaNAM be bahenoe dIkSA lIdhI tyAre varSIdAna karavAne badale hospiTalamAM dAna ApyuM te yogya che ? sAhebajI :- nA, jarAye nahIM. AvuM jeo kare che te varSIdAnanuM svarUpa samajyA nathI, tethI ja AvI bhUlo kare che. hRmaNAM sthAnakavAsImAM eka mumukSue dIkSA lIdhI tyAre temaNe varSIdAnamAM lAkha rUpiyA ApavAnA jAhera karyA ane je levA AvyA temAM temane yogya lAgyA tene 200-500 rUpiyAnuM kavaramAM dAna ApyuM ane pAchuM teo ema ja mAne che ke A ja sAcuM hitakArI varSIdAna gaNAya; kAraNa ke jarUriyAtavALAne upayogI thAya te rIte karyuM che. varSIdAnane mAtra teo bhautika duHkha-darda dUra karavAnA nimittarUpe ja Ape che, paNa vAstavamAM teo viveka cUkyA che. varSIdAna jagatane dharma pamADavA karAya che, varSIdAnane dharmanuM aMga banAvavA A anukaMpA karavAnI che. sabhA H- dIkSA sivAya dharmanA aMga tarIke varSIdAna apAya? sAhebajI H- hA, cokkasa apAya. moTA mahotsava hoya, upadhAna hoya, pratiSThA hoya AvA aneka prasaMgoe varSIdAna ApI zakAya che. AbumAM jayAre vastupALe pratiSThA karAvI te vakhate 22 lAkha suvarNamudrAnuM varSIdAna ApyuM che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 139

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sabhA - uchALIne ja apAya? sAhebajI :- hA, besIne ApavAnI anukULatA na hoya to uchALIne paNa Ape, baMne rIte ApI zakAya che. atyAre to loko dAna ApatAM vicAre che ke A mANasa paisA laI jaIne zuM karaze ? bIDI pIze ? rAtanA khAze ke ADA mArge vAparaze? aneka pApo karaze? paNa AvuM tamAre vicAravAnuM nathI. A mAnyatA bhUlabharelI che. lenAra kyAM vAparaze te dAtAre vicAravAnuM nathI. hA, sIdhA kasAIne ke mAchImArane paisA ApavAnI vAta nathI. tyAM jarUra maryAdA Ave che. bAkI jagaDuzAha, pethaDazAha, vastupALa vagere badhAe yAcakone dAna ApyuM, pachI kAMI pAchaLa tenA upayoganI tapAsa karavA gayA nathI. anukaMpAmAM A rIte vicArAyA ja nahIM. jenI dayA karo cho te badhA dharma nathI, tenAM duHkha-darda dUra karavA dAna ApatA nathI, vaLI teo pApamAM upayoga karavAnA che te paNa prAyaH nakkI che. chatAM enA dvArA koI yogya jIva dharma pAmI jAya te mATe ja karavAnuM che. sabhA:- rAtre dAna apAya? sAhebajI :- sIdhuM annadAna rAtre na apAya; kapaDAM-paisA rAtre apAya, paNa ApatI vakhate ADA-avaLA vicAra karavAnA nathI. tIrthakaroe paNa yAcakone ApatI vakhate tenA bhAvi pApopayogano vicAra karyo nathI. tIrthakaro varSIdAnamAM abajo suvarNamudrA Ape che. chUTe hAthe, mAMge te pramANe tene ApavA chatAM, dAnamAM maryAdita suvarNamudrA thavAnuM kAraNa e che ke, bhagavAna pAse levA AvanAra gharethI nIkaLe tyAre pa lAkha rUpiyA levAno vicAra karIne nIkaLyo hoya, paNa siddhayogI evA prabhu pAse AvatAM temanA guNo, temanI niHspRhatA, saMtoSa joI palAkhanA badale 25000ja mAMge. bhagavAna pAse dAna levA AvanAra lAkho loko che. e loko paisA laI jaI kaI rIte vAparaze te prabhu vicAratA nathI; paNa lenArane ke jonArane tyAgadharmano mahimA samajAya, tenAmAM lAyakAta hoya to dharmanI ruci thaI jAya, e mATe Ape che. dharmanA avasare karAtI anukaMpA dharmamAM pUraka thaze, je lokottara che. bIjA AzayathI karAtI anukaMpA laukika thaze.. | tIrthakarane potAne mATe puNyabaMdhanAM sAdhana bane tevA dharmanuM mUlya ke mahattA nathI, kAraNa ke emanA AtmA upara je uttama puNyAnubaMdhI puNya saMcaya karavA yogya 140 lokottara dAnadharma"anukaMpA

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che, te to janmathI ja bharapUra sTokamAM paDeluM che. UlaTuM tenI paNa nirjarA karIne mokSamAM javAnuM che. tethI temane nirjarApradhAna dharma Avazyaka hoya che, puNyabaMdhapradhAna dharma nahi. tIrthakara bhagavaMta dhAre to janmathI anukaMpAdAnanI pravRtti karI zake, paraMtu bhagavAna avasare-dIkSAno avasara joIne anukaMpAdAna kare che. sabhA:- strIo varSIdAna levA nahi jatI hoya? sAhebajI - AryamaryAdA pramANe strIo jatI nahotI. havenA deza-kALamAM AyamaryAdA samajI zake tevuM lokamAnasa rahyuM nathI. sabhA:- anukaMpAmAM zuM ApavuM? sAhebajI - jIvananI prAthamika jarUriyAta hoya che je ApavI. dharmarahita duHkhI jIvonI ucita mAgaNI ja pUrI karAya, nahi to dAna vikRta kahevAya. sAmAnya garIbo mATe prAthamika jarUriyAta ja vicAravAnI Ave, paraMtu viziSTa dharmanA prasaMge moMmAgyAM anukaMpAdAna ApyAnA dAkhalA che. zAstramAM vAsudeva-cakravartInA dAkhalA Ave che. zrIkRSNa mahArAjAne udyAnapAlaka AvIne kahe che ke neminAtha prabhu udyAnamAM padhAryA che. A vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLatAM zrIkRSNa potAnA AMgaLInI rAjamudrA sivAyanA badhA alaMkAro dAnamAM ApI dIdhA. vAsudevanA dAgInA keTalA kIMmatI hoya? temaNe temanA jIvanamAM anekavAra neminAtha prabhu padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLIne dareka vakhate ochAmAM ochuM 12aa (sADA bAra) karoDa rUdhyamudrAnuM (cAMdInI mudrAnuM) dAna ApyuM che. : sabhA :- A anukaMpAdAna kahevAya? - sAhebajI :- hA, A sevaka che te kaMI bhaktipAtra nathI. paraMtu ahIM dAna pAchaLe judA ja bhAva che ne judI ja dRSTi che. lenArane-jonArane ke sAMbhaLanArane paNa thAya ke prabhunI vadhAmaNIthI ATaluM maLyuM to sAcI bhakti karavAthI keTaluM maLe ? A vartanathI saune samajAya ke vAsudevone paNa kevA bhaktipAtra bhagavAna che ! A vakhate gaNI-gaNIne ApavAnuM nathI. sessive egestas lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA 141

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tA. 9-8-94, maMgaLavAra. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA sva-svane ucita bhUmikAno prabodha karanArA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. bhUmikAbherI dharmabheda che, tethI arjananI anukaMpA jainane adharmarUpa bane ane zrAvakano dharma sAdhune adharmarUpa : ArAdhanA karavI hoya to badhA mATe ekasarakho dharma nathI, paNa bhUmikAbhede dharma badalAya che. je bhUmikA hoya tene anurUpa hitakArI pravRtti karavAnI che. jevI bhUmikA badalAya eTale dharmapravRtti paNa badalAya che. " mArgAnusArInA AcAravicAra judA, jainanA AcAravicAra judA, samyagdaSTinA AcAravicAra judA, zrAvakanA AcAravicAra judA, sAdhunA AcAravicAra judA.dareka vyaktie potAnI bhUmikA pramANe dharma svIkAravAno che ane te ja dharma tene hitakArI thaze. * , dharma vyaktibhede paNa badalAya che, bhUmikAbhede paNa badalAya che, saMyogabhede paNa badalAya che. pravRtti ekanI eka ja hoya paNa sthAna badalAyuM eTale te adharma thaI jAya. A vAta ApaNe ja karIe chIe evuM nathI, paNa vyAsamunie paNa kahyuM che. bhUmikA, saMyoga, vyaktibhede dharma badalAya che. tethI ja dharma samajavA sUkSma buddhi Avazyaka che. ahIM A vAta levAnuM prayojana e che ke je anukaMpAdAnamAM alpajIvone azAMti ane ghaNAne zAMti hoya te anukaMpA jainonI ane je anukaMpAmAM ghaNAne azAMti ane thoDAne zAMti hoya tevI anukaMpA ajainonI kahevAze. tethI jainetara potAnI bhUmikAne anurUpa uparokta anukaMpA kare to tene mATe 142 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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te yogya ja che. ApaNe tenI niMdA ke TIkA-TippaNa nathI karatA, paraMtu jaina jo jainetara yogya anukaMpA kare to te tenA mATe adharma che. A ja vAta bIjI rIte paNa vicArI zakAya ke jo zAsanaprabhAvanA mATe jainaanukaMpA karAtI hoya to sAdhune paNa te karavAmAM zuM vAMdho? jo te sArI ne hitakArI hoya to kema sAdhune na karAya ? javAbarUpe sAdhunI bhUmikA ane gRhasthanI bhUmikA judI che. tethI gRhasthano dharma sAdhu mATe dharma banato nathI. baMnenA AcAravicAra ghaNA ja judA che. gRhastha, sAdhunA AcAra apanAve to doSa lAge; ane sAdhu, gRhasthanA AcAra apanAve to paNa ene doSa lAge. dharma bhUmikAbhede badalAya che. jinAjJA mujabanuM anukaMpAdAna paNa supAtradAna karatAM ghaNuM halakuM che, baMnenI tulanA na thAya. lAkhonI anukaMpA karo ne eka supAtranI bhakti karo, to benA phaLamAM AsamAna jamInano phera che. anukaMpA nirguNI dayApAtra vyaktinI karavAnI che, jyAre supAtramAM to guNiyalanI bhakti karavAnI che, chatAM paNa dhanathI thatA supAtradAnano adhikAra sAdhune nathI. upAzrayo-jinamaMdiro baMdhAvavAmAM hiMsA che, jIvahiMsA vagara dharmasthAnako UbhAM thatAM nathI. A upAzrayo, tIrthasthAno, dharmazALAo badhAmAM chakAyanA jIvonI hiMsA che, chatAM paNa gRhastha mATe A kAma dharma tarIke vAjabI gaNAvAyuM che; kema ke * temAM jeTalI hiMsA thaI tenA karatAM A ja dharmasthAnakothI kaMI gaNI jabaradasta ahiMsA phelAze. moTA naphA mATe thoDo kharca karavo paDe tevI A hiMsA che. tethI ja tene saMpUrNa vAjabIpaNe khatavI che ane A badhAne zrAvakano mahAna dharma kahyo che, adharma nahIM. guNa ane doSanuM mUlyAMkana karo to A pravRtti uttama ja lAgaze. A badhAM AtmakalyANa mATenAM utkRSTa AlaMbano che. jeo A derAsara-upAzrayonA najIkathI saMparkamAM hoya che, temanAmAM dharmabhAva ghaNA hoya che. dasa varSa tame A dharmasthAnakothI dUra raho to tamAruM mAnasa kevuM thaI jAya ? sArA vicAro, sArI pravRtti, tenI preraNA ane AlaMbano ahIMyAMthI ja maLe che. hoTelomAM javAthI kAMI guNono vikAsa thato nathI, jyAre A pavitra AlaMbano vagara prajAmAM dharma TakAvavo muzkela che. dharmanI rakSA mATe A badhI vastu anivArya che. tethI A badhAM kAryomAM aDhaLaka puNyabaMdha ane nirjarA che, chatAM A vyavasthA zrAvakoe karavAnI che, sAdhuoe nahi; kAraNa ke sAdhue "jIvanabhara hiMsA karavIkarAvavI-anumodavI nahi' tevI pratijJA karela che, te paNa eka ja jIvanI nahi lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 143

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paNa sarva jIvanI. vaLI temAM paNa adharma ke pApa nimittaka hiMsAno ja phakta tyAga nahi, paraMtu dharma nimittaka hiMsAno paNa temane tyAga hoya che. sAdhunA paccakkhANamAM koI paNa prakAranA dharma ke adharma nimittaka sAvaghanA-pApapravRttinA tyAganAM paccakkhANa che, arthAt tamAma hiMsAno tyAga che. dharmamAM ke saMsAramAM thatA badhA AraMbha-samAraMbhano pratibaMdha che. pAcho te tyAga trividha trividha mana-vacana-kAyAthI karavuM, karAvavuM ke anumodavuM nahi, te prakAre che. nava prakAranAM paccakkhANa muninA AcAramAM Ave che. jeNe A ati ucca bhUmikA svIkArI che, tene tenA mahAna lAbhanA kAraNe jinamaMdira-nirmANa Adi uttama kAryo mATe paNa hiMsA karavAnI rahetI nathI. sabhA :- atyAre je badhA sAdhu bhagavaMto projekTa upADe che, temAM ame sAtha ApIe to pApanA bhAgIdAra kharA ? sAhebajI :- cokkasa. je sAdhu maryAdA mUkIne khoTA mArge jAya.che, tette tame protsAhana Apo to te pApa che. sabhA :- paNa sAhebajI, AmAM lAbhAlAbhano vicAra nahi karavAno ? sAhebajI :- jainazAsanamAM badhI pravRtti ekAMte lAbhakArI che, tIrthaMkaroe darzAvelA eka paNa anuSThAnamAM lAbha na hoya evuM che nahIM. chatAM bhUmikA anusAra dharma che, tethI sAdhunI pratijJAno bhaMga thAya tevuM dharmaanuSThAna sAdhuthI karAya nahIM, ane kare to temAM geralAbha ja vadhAre thAya. sabhA :- upadeza to apAya ke nahi ? sAhebajI :- hA, kartavya tarIke zrAvakone upadeza apAya, paNa sIdhI AjJA ke preraNA na karAya. sabhA :- lAbhAlAbha to juo ne ? sAhebajI :- hA, cokkasa. jyAM zrAvakonI vastI che, ArAdhako ArAdhanA karI zake tevuM vAtAvaraNa che tyAM AvAM dharmasthAnako kharekhara upayogI che. tyAM sArA mahAtmAo AvIne dharmano upadeza Ape to keTalIye ArAdhanA thAya, je mAtra A je dharmasthAnakothI thavAnI che. temAM viziSTa koTino samUhamAM dharma thaze. lokamAM dharmano pravAha AnA dvArA ja cAlyo Ave che ane bhaviSyamAM cAlaze. derAsaro, tIrtho, 144 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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upAzrayo A badhA dharmanA AdhArastaMbho che. je loko A badhAne vakhoDe che temanI buddhinuM devALuM ja nIkaLI gayuM che. teo lAbhAlAbhane samajI zakatA nathI. chatAM Avo dharmasthAnakanA nirmANano mahAna dharma karavA mATe paNa sAdhune bhagavAne niSedha karyo. zuM bhagavAna lAbhAlAbha ocho samajatA hatA? nA, to niSedha kema karyo? sabhA:- tame pratijJA lIdhI che mATe? sAhebajI - basa, have A ja mukhya muddo Avyo. jo A mahAna lAbhanI pravRtti hatI to amane na karavAnI pratijJA zuM kAma levaDAvI? kema ke prabhu amane tenAthI paNa UMco lAbha maLe tevA dharmamAM sthApita karavA mAMge che. sAdhunA AcAramAMguNomAM je lAbha che tenA karatAM dharmasthAnakonA nirmANamAM kaMI gaNo ocho lAbha tIrthakaroe joyo che. kaI pravRttimAM vadhAre lAbha ne kaI pravRttimAM ocho lAbha? te sUkSmadRSTie vicAravAnuM che. kadAca bhale thoDuM nukasAna hoya paNa lAbha kyAM vadhAre te avazya jovAnuM. sAdhune tenA saMpUrNa ahiMsaka AcArapAlanamAM ja lAbha vadhAre zrAvakane zubhAraMbharUpa dharmathI navI hiMsAnI pariNati sivAyazubha pariNAmanI prApti : . * jemAM jIvonI hiMsA thatI hoya tevo dharmasthApita karatI vakhate paNa tIrthakaronA aMta:karaNamAM sarva jIvo pratye lokottara vAtsalya hoya che. are ! utkRSTa karuNAnI bhAvanAthI upArjita utkRSTa puNyajanya prayatna dvArA jIvamAtranA hita mATe teo dharmatIrthane sthApita kare che, ke jenA pAyAmAM jIvamAtrane zAMti maLe, jIvamAtra duHkhamAMthI chUTI sAcA sukhane pAmI zake tevI bhAvanA hoya che. pahelethI ja jIvo jo saMpUrNa ahiMsaka dharmamAM jaI zakatA hoya, to tIrthakaro bIjA jIvane pIDA ApIne thato dharma karAvavA mAMgatA nathI. paNa te azakya hovAnA kAraNe tamArI je bhUmikA che temAM thatI rUTina hiMsAthI karAto je dharmatamArA mATe vAjabI che te pahelAM batAvyo; kAraNa ke je hiMsA tame roja karo cho tenAthI thato dharma karavA mATe tamAre tamArI bhUmikAnA kaThora pariNAmomAMthI nIce UtaravAnuM nathI. tame dararoja pRthvIkAya, aplAya Adi chakAya jIvanI hiMsA karo cho, je rojIMdI che. te sArI che tema huM nathI kaheto paNa dharmasthAnaka nirmANamAM navo hiMsAno bhAva karavAnI jarUra nathI. je hiMsAnA bhAvamAM paDyA cho te ja hiMsAnA bhAva sahita uttama zubha pariNAmathI lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 145

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karAtI dharmapravRtti ja karavAnI che. dA.ta. koI mANasa kAdavamAM paDyo che. tene koI AjubAjumAM bahAra kADhanAra nathI ane pote jAte paNa nIkaLI zake tema nathI, mATe icchA na hoya to paNa temAM paDyA rahevuM paDe. tethI te temAM kamane ema ne ema paDyo rahe che, tyAre tene kAdava to zarIra para lAge ja che, paNa te vakhate beThA beThA kAdava sAthe hAtha ghase to hAtha 52no kAdava sivAyano jAmelo jUno mela nIkaLI jAya; kAraNa mela melane kApe che. kAdavamAM paNa cokhkhAI lAvavAnI tAkAta che. tevI ja rIte tame hiMsArUpI kAdavamAM beThA cho, atyAre temAMthI tame bahAra nIkaLI zako tema nathI. nIkaLI zako to uttama, paNa jo na nIkaLI zako to te ja hiMsArUpI kAdava dvArA ghasIne manamAM zubhapariNAmarUpa cokhkhAI lAvI zako to te avazya sAruM kahevAze. vaLI Ama karatAM navo koI azubhabhAva manamAM lAvavAno nathI, jethI tamAruM levala paNa nIcuM karavAnuM nathI. sabhA H- sAheba amAruM levala to nIcuM ja che. sAhebajI :- duniyAmAM tamArAthI vadhAre hiMsA karanArA che, tenAthI tamAruM levala vadhAre nIcuM nathI. prabhue evo dharma nathI batAvyo ke jemAM tamAre tamAruM levala nIcuM lAvavuM paDe. UlaTuM tamArI eja kAdavarUpa hiMsAthI uttama zubhabhAvo karIne evuM puNya bAMdho ke je puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya hoya. Ama, kAdava paNa AzIrvAdarUpa bane. Aja khUbIthI zubhAraMbharUpa dharma batAvyo che. jema agninI hiMsA tamArA jIvanamAM cAlu ja che, tethI prabhu pAse dIvo karazo to samyajJAnarUpa prakAzanI abhilASAnA zubhabhAvathI puNya baMdhAze. tamAre makAna bAMdhavAnI hiMsA to jIvanamAM cAlu ja che, to upAzraya-derAsaranA nirmANamAM navI hiMsAnI pariNati kyAM umeravAnI che ? bIjA dRSTAMtarUpe jema gaTaramAM cAMdIno sikko paDyo che. bahAra rahelAne te levA gaTaramAM hAtha nAMkhavo paDe. tethI tene ema nathI kahetA ke sikko levA gaTaramAM hAtha nAkha. paraMtu je aMdara gaTaramAM ja beTho che te to jarA hAtha halAvaze to navI gaMdakI pAmyA vinA tene tarata ja sikko maLI jaze. te rIte saMsAranA AraMbhasamAraMbharUpa gaTaramAM beThelA zrAvakane zubhAraMbharUpa dharmathI zubhapariNAmanI prApti svarUpa cAMdIno sikko avazya maLI zake. paraMtu te ja zubhapariNAmane keLavavA sAdhune zubhAraMbhanI kriyAthI hiMsArUpa navI malinatA prApta thaze, je patana che. Ama, A tattva jo barAbara manamAM besI jAya to amArI vAta gaLe Utaraze. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 146

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sabhA:- sAheba bhUmikA eTale? sAhebajI - bhUmikA eTale sTeja, kakSA. jema koI pahelA dhoraNamAM, koI bIjA, koI trIjAmAM ema zikSaNamAM badhAnAM dhoraNa alaga alaga hoya che, tema dharmamAM kramasara bhUmikA bhagavAne batAvI che. tamAma bhUmikAnA ArAdhanAmArga svataMtra batAvyA che. dharmamAM dhoraNa ahiMsA che. jeTalI ahiMsA jIvanamAM vadhAre teTalo dharma UMco, ne jeTalI hiMsA vadhAre teTalo dharma nIco jaze. tethI ja bhagavAne kahyuM ke tame saMpUrNa ahiMsaka banI zakatA ho to sauthI UMco dharma pAmazo. paNa jyAM sudhI tyAM na pahoMco tyAM sudhI zubhAraMbhathI ja lAbha levAno che. dharma pamADavAnA lobhe sAdhu AcArabhraSTa thAya to paraMparAe AkhA sAdhvAcAramArgano dhvaMsaka bane : - eka sAdhu tenAM pAMca mahAvrata pALe ane sAme eka zrAvaka lAkha upAzraya bAMdhe to paNa dharmanuM uttama phaLa sAdhu ja meLavaze. tamAre to eka upAzraya banAvavAnAM phAMphAM che. saMghamAM dAnano thoDo hisso ApI do eTale patI gayuM. baMgalo baMdhAvavAno haze to ekalA ja baMdhAvazo. paNa koI udAra zrAvaka hoya to potAnI saMpatti dvArA ekale hAthe AvAM vipula kAryo kare che. tenA karatAM paNa sAdhunI eka divasanI ArAdhanA UMcI che. are ! mahAdharmAtmA zrAvakanI AkhI jiMdagInI ArAdhanA, saMdhujIvananI be ghaDInI ArAdhanAnI tole na Ave. kadAca tamane ema thAya ke sAdhuoe evI to zuM dhADa mArI che ke emano dharma ATalo UMco gaNAya? paNa zAstramAM sAdhu ane zrAvakanA dharmanI tulanA meru ane sarasava dvArA batAvI che. ATalo vizALa taphAvata che. paNa AmAM phakta veza paherelo sAdhu nahi levAno, paraMtu saMyamI sAdhu levAno che. AnaMda tathA kAmadeva jevA mahAzrAvako je pAMcamA guNasthAnake rahelA dharmAtmA hatA, athavA puNiyo zrAvaka ke jenA sAmAyikanI mArAdhanAnAM prabhue paNa svamukhe vakhANa karelAM, temanI paNa AkhI jiMdagInI ArAdhanA bhAvasAdhunI be ghaDInI ArAdhanAnI tole na Ave. ethI ja amane amArA AcAramAM sthira rahevA do, jethI amane paNa lAbha ne jagatane paNa lAbha. paNa jo sAdhu tamArI jema lAbhAlAbha vicArIne vimAnamAM dharma pamADavA phorena jAya to? tyAM javAmAM dharma pamADavAno cokkasa lAbha che, upadezanI pracaMDa zaktivALo hoya, lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 14che.

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jenI pAse hajAro upadeza sAMbhaLIne pAmatA hoya, tevA zaktisaMpanna sAdhu mAIka vApare to ghaNA zrotAne lAbha thAya, te ame paNa samajIe chIe, paraMtu A rIte mAika ke plena vAparIne hajAro zrAvaka taiyAra karanAra sAdhu AcArathI bhraSTa thaIne potAnI sAdhutA gumAve to, eka sAdhanA bhoge hajAro paNa zrAvaka pakavavA te lAbhAlAbhanI daSTie zAsanane cokkasa mahAna geralAbha che. vaLI atyAre AvA pracaMDa zaktivALA keTalA sAdhu ane zrotA maLaze, je bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba upadeza Ape ane hajAro-lAkho zrotAone bhegA kare ane dharma pamADe? nahivatu. kAraNa ke A yuganA zrotAone jinAjJA mujabanA pravacanamAM rasa ocho ja paDaze. citrabhAnunA vyAkhyAnamAM mANasa ghaNuM AvatuM, kAraNa teo mArga bahAra bolatA mATe. teo lokone jamAnAne anurUpa gamatuM bolatA hatA. atyAre tame sAdhu pAse e ja apekSA rAkho cho ke "vaktA amArA kAnane game tevuM ane manane manoraMjana maLe tevuM bole.' AmAM samAja paNa keTaluM bhUlyo che ! prabhu mahAvIrano sAco saMdezo jANavAnI tamArI apekSA nathI. nahIMtara bhale koI bhalA sAdhu gAmaThI bhASAmAM paNa bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba upRdeza ApatA hoya to tame rasathI sAMbhaLo. tamane kevo upadeza Ape te game? sabhA:- basa, pekiMga sAruM joIe. sAhebajI :- eTale cokhkho mAla joIe evuM nathI. game te mAla padharAvo paNa pekiMga sAruM joIe tevA gharAka cho spaSTa bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba bolato hoya to A jamAnAmAM prakhara vaktAnI paNa ochI sabhA thAya, chatAM koInA pracaMDa puNyanA kAraNe vizALa sabhA thAya ane ghaNA dharma pAme tema hoya, tyAre paNa sAdhune mAika vAparavAthI je lAbha thAya, tenA karatAM te tenA AcAra mUkaze ne mahAvratathI bhraSTa thaze, tenA dvArA je zAsanane nukasAna thaze, te kaMI gaNuM vadhAre haze. vicAro, lAbhAlAbha zemAM che? saravaiyuM cokkasa mAMDavuM paDe. ghaNA sAdhuo bacAvamAM dalIla kare che ke ame to mAIkane hAtha paNa nathI lagADatA, loko mUke che ne amArAthI bolAya che. paNa vAstavamAM agnikAyanI sIdhI hiMsA che. sAdhuo Ama, jAheramAM sAkSAt AraMbha-samAraMbhanI pravRtti karatA thayA. karAvaNa ane anumodana karatAM karaNamAM moTo taphAvata che. karaNamAM vrataMbhaMga 148 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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sIdho che. bhale, mAikane hAtha nathI lagADatA, paNa temAM bolavAnI pravRttithI jIvo mare ja che. A to koI sAdhu kAle ema paNa kaheze ke mane A bhAie pakaDIne gADImAM besADI dIdho ane DrAivare gADI calAvI, meM to kAMI ja nathI karyuM. ahIM paNa moTara dvArA thatI hiMsA sAdhune lAgavAnI ja che. koI kahe ke AmAM karAvaNano doSa che, karaNano doSa nathI, paraMtu zAstramAM karAvaNanI kyAMya AvI vyAkhyA nathI. bhale bIjAe gADI calAvI, paNa moTara dvArA je hiMsA thAya te temAM besanArane karaNarUpe lAge ja. ghaNA ema mAne che ke ame gADImAM jaIe tenA karatA basamAM jaIe to pApa na lAge. kAraNa basa to Ama paNa javAnI ja che. amArA nimitte jAya to ja amane pApa lAge, paNa basa calAve che konA mATe? paisA ApIne bese e badhAnI bhAgIdArI thAya, vaLI jo akasmAta thAya ne pAMca marI jAya to tenuM pApa paNa badhAne ja lAgaze. sabhA:- mAikanA lAbha to vicAravA ja paDe ne? sAhebajI :- jeNe jAheramAM pahelI pALa toDI tene, mAika vAparavAthI sAdhusaMsthAmAM tenI paraMparAthI jeTalAM aniSTo UbhAM thAya tenuM paNa pApa, pote zithilAcArano prAraMbha karAvanAra hovAthI lAgaze. sAdhujIvanamAM paraMparAe keTalAye doSa Avaze. kAraNa mAIka pAchaLa bIjuM badhuM sIrIyalamAM taiyAra ja che. mAika pachI keseTa, TI.vI. viDiyo, paMkho, phrIjha, phona kazuM ja bAkI nahi rahe. badhAmAM tame lAbha batAvazo paNa A badhAne kAraNe sAdhujIvanano ahiMsaka AcAramArga tUTI jaze. sabhA:- mAIka vagara bole temAM hiMsA nathI? - sAhebajI - tIrthakara paNa bole to hiMsA thAya che. amAre paNa vAukAyanI hiMsA thAya che. jIvavA mATe zvAsa levo paDe che te hiMsA anivArya che. are ! hAthe halAvavo ne vihAra karavo badhAmAM hiMsA che. chatAM paNa prabhue saMyamanI rakSA mATe vihAra karavAnuM kahyuM. paraMtu agnikAya, pRthvIkAya, akAya, vanaspatikAya Adi jIvonI nivArya hiMsA amAre karavAnI nathI. ane A hiMsA karIne lAbha meLavatAM moTuM nukasAna palle paDaze. lAkhanuM nukasAna thAya ane pAMca hajArano lAbha thAya te kevuM gaNAya? lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 149

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sabhA:- zrAvaka bhojana taiyAra kare che ane pachI sAdhu gocarI lAvIne vAparI zake che, to ame mAIka mUkIe to sAdhu kema na vAparI zake? sAhebajI:- ahIMyAM cokkasapaNe mAIka mArA mATe ja mukAze, ane gocarImAM to dhAro ke huM tamArA ghare gocarIe na Ave to tame kAMI bhUkhyA rahevAnA nathI, tethI tamAre mATe tame 25 vAnagI banAvI dasa vAra khAo tevA cho. tethI rasoI tame amArA nimitte nathI batAvatA. bIjuM amAruM AvavAnuM paNa cokkasa nathI ane AvIe to paNa kaI vastu laIzuM ane keTalI laizuM te paNa nakkI nathI. are! tame game teTalo vahorAvavAno Agraha karo to paNa ame je nirdoSa lAgaze te jA laizuM. jyAre ahIMyAM to mAIka mArA mATe ja lAvIne mUkyuM che. tethI lAvavA nimittaka anumatino doSa mane avazya lAge ane vAparavAmAM agnikAyanI sIdhI hiMsAno doSa paNa lAge. dA.ta. amane tAva Avyo hoya ane ukALAnI jarUra hoya, to vicakSaNa zrAvaka ApameLe samajIne amArI jarUriyAta pUrI pADe. zAstramAM apavAdika kAraNe paNa bane tyAM sudhI sAdhune hiMsAnI karAvaNa ke anumati kahI che, paraMtu jAte karaNano prAyaH niSedha che. gocarImAM paNa jo te na maLe tema hoya ane amArI ArAdhanAsamAdhitUTatI hoya to tyAre khAsa ukALo zrAvakane kahIne paNa karAvIe te karAvaNa thayuM, chatAM temAM jeTalo doSa che te karaNa jeTalo bhayaMkara nathI. vaLI lAbhAlAbhanuM kAraNa che mATe AvI karAvaNanI chUTa ApI. paraMtu ahIM koI vaLI evI dalIla kare ke tamArA gharamAM barAbara jayaNA hotI nathI, lAga Ave eka tapelI dhovAmAM ja ghaNuM pANI tame DhoLo, vaLI tapeluM ughADuM rAkho, gesa paNe kyAMya sudhI binajarUrI cAlu rahe. jyAre huM to ekadama jayaNAthI ukALo banAvuM jethI temAM hiMsA ochI thaze ne jIvonI jayaNA vadhAre paLAze. tame banAvI temAM jayaNAM vadhAre ke sAdhu banAve temAM jayaNA vadhAre ? huM to tapelI paNa pUMjIne lauM, gesa paNa pUjIne vAparuM, pANI ne gesa badhuM ja maryAdita vAparuM. AthI tamArA karatAM keTalI ochI hiMsA thAya! chatAM paNa zrAvaka pAse karAvavuM vAjabI ke mAre jAte karavuM vAjabI? tamArI pAse karAvavuM ja vAjabI; kAraNa ke karAvaNa karatAM karaNanuM pApa vadhAre che. ahIM mAikamAM huM boluM to karaNa thayuM. AmAM jANIbUjhIne sIdhI ja hiMsA thAya che, tethI amArAM mahAvrato tUTe che. mATe AmAM lAbhAlAbhano prazna nathI. eTaluM ja nahIM pacAsa varSe sAdhusaMsthA para AvuM zuM pariNAma Avaze te vicAravAnuM che. jaheramAM 150 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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A pagaluM ultimate(aMtima) nukasAnakAraka che. sabhA:- badhAne khabara hoya che to keTalAka mAika kema vApare che? . sAhebajI :- ghaNI vakhata mahArAja sAhebone bhoLapaNa ke gerasamaja paNa hoya. ghaNA AcAryo paNa evuM mAnatA hoya che ke AmAM agnikAyanA jIvo ja nathI. atyAranA vakhatamAM zAstranuM pUruM jJAna badhAne na paNa hoya. jaina zAstramAM ilekTrIsITI aMge je vidhAno AvatAM hoya teno barAbara UMDANathI abhyAsa na karyo hoya, tethI ilekTrIsITImAM jIva mAnatA na hoya. zAstramAM A aMge ghaNI UMDI dalIlo che, chatAM AmAM potAnI bhramaNA ja kAraNa bane che. saMghamAM badhA ja azubha bhAvathI kare che tevuM nathI, paraMtu upadezaka gItArthe vicakSaNa banavuM joIe. have sAdhunI bhUmikA e che ke AraMbha-samAraMbhathI thato badho jainazAsanano dharma temanA mATe niSedha karAyo. je dharma paNa ekAMte lAbhakArI che, chatAM paNa prabhue temane mATe niSedha karyo, kAraNa bhUmikAbhede bhinna dharma batAvyo che. je ahiMsAnuM stage-stara sAdhuoe sara karyuM che tene anurUpa dharma temanA mATe batAvyo che ane je hiMsAno temaNe tyAga karyo che te hiMsAthI thato dharma temaNe karavAno nathI. Ama jo A be siddhAMto tamArA magajamAM barAbara besI jAya to ghaNA ja khoTA vAdavivAdo baMdha thaI jAya. pre we were over lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 151

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tA. 10-8-94, budhavAra anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA zreSTha sAdhudharmano pUrNadharmarUpe bodha karAvanArA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. ' sarvavirati dharmanI atyaMta durlabhatAH A manuSyabhava pAmyA pachI pAmavA jevo dharma sarvavirati che. tiryaMcayonimAM, narakayonimAM, devalokamAM kyAMya A sarvavirati dharma pAmI zakAto nathI. samyagdarzanarUpa dharmaprApti cAre gatimAM che. narakamAM paNa jIva dhAre to samakita pAmI zake che. pazuloka ne devalokamAM paNa sau prathama vAra dharma pAmyAnA dAkhalA che. saMjJI paMcendriyanI koI gati evI nathI ke jayAM jIva samakita na pAmI zake. samakitayukta jJAnAcAra, darzanAcAranI ArAdhanA paNa karI zake. are ! dezavirati dharmanA pariNAma paNa pazuyonimAM pAmI zakAya, paraMtu sarvavirati mATe to manuSyabhava ja anAmata che. mAnavabhavano jeTalo mahimA gAie teTalo ocho che, tenA mULamAM kAraNa sarvaviratinI ArAdhanA A bhavamAM ja zakya che. UlaTuM kyAreka devalokamAM darzanAcAra AdinI ArAdhanA vadhAre karI zakAya che; kAraNa ke atyAre A bharatakSetramAM kevaLI-tIrthakara-viziSTa jJAnIo ja nathI. ahIMyAM samakita-dharmazraddhA pAmavAnAM AlaMbano kalikAlamAM ochAM che, jayAre devalokamAMthI sAkSAt prabhu pAse samavasaraNamAM jaI zakAya che. devo mahAvidehamAM jaI prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLI zake. bhakti paNa karI zake tathA teo paraloka paNa jANI zake. chatAM zAstrakAroe devalokano mahimA na gAyo; kAraNa ke sarvaviratinI tole koI dharma Avato nathI. jeTaluM sarvaviratinuM mahattvane mahimA che, temAM kAraNabhUta kayA guNo-bhAvo samAyelA che? zA mATe zAstro ATalI prazaMsA kare che, te tame kadI vicAryuM che kharuM? paMcamahAvratamAM eka eka pratijJA evI che ke sarva pApono virAma tenAthI thaI zake 152 lokottara dAnadharma"anukaMpA"

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che. dharmanI sAcI vyAkhyA e che ke jeTalA aMzathI pApamAMthI chUTo eTale ke adharmamAMthI bahAra nIkaLo teTalA aMze dharma. sarvaviratimAM sarva pApathI virAma che, tethI ja te UMco dharma sthApita thAya che. zrAvakasaMgha sAdhvAcAra samaje to durlabha sAdhvAcArathI sAdhune nIce na pADe : saMpUrNa pApa-doSano tyAga arthAt adharmano saMpUrNa tyAga te sAdhujIvanamAM ja zakya che. tethI ja eka divasanI sAdhujIvananI ArAdhanA sAme AkhI jiMdagInA zrAvakadharmanI ArAdhanA paNa ghaNI ja ochI gaNAya. zrAvakadharma paNa bhagavAne ja upadezyo che, chatAM te sAdhune ArAdhavA yogya nathI. AvI spaSTa buddhi haze to ja tame sAdhunuM mUlyAMkana karI zakazo ane amArA AcAra-vratone samajatAM zIkhazo. tamane to manamAM ema ja che ke atyAre tamAre sAdhunA AcAra jANavAnI zuM jarUra che? jene sAdhu banavuM hoya te jANe. paraMtu bhale tamAre sAdhu banavuM na hoya, chatAM sAdhune pUcho to cho ne? tethI ja temanA guNo oLakhavA paDaze. bhagavAnane paNa dilathI pUjavA hoya to temanA guNonI oLakha anivArya che. zrAvakane sAdhvAcAra avazya samajavA jevo che. sAdhuonuM zuM kartavya? zuM akartavya? temanA AcAronuM mahattva zuM che ? jo A spaSTa khabara haze to sAdhu pratye utkaTa bahumAna jAgaze. virati-avirati pAyAmAMthI judA paDe che. tame pUjA karatAM viratinA paccakhANa letA nathI, jyAre sAmAyikamAM viratinA paccakhANa avazya lyo cho; kAraNa ke sAmAyika e viratino dharma che. tamArA jIvanamAM paNa virati-aviratinI bhUmikAno taphAvata paDe che, to jenA jIvanamAM sarvavirati che, saMpUrNa pApanirodha che, tenA AcAramAM karaNa-karAvaNa-anumodana e traNe prakAre AraMbha-samAraMbha doSarUpa gaNAya, guNarUpa na gaNAya. Aje tame sAdhvAcAra barAbara nathI samajatA, mATe AraMbha-samAraMbhanAM je kAma hoya temAM amane saMDovo cho. saMghanI A kamanasIbI che. gurupadanI bAbatamAM lokono abhiprAya khUba ja badalAyo che. atyAre jo huM jIvadayAnA kAmamAM preraNA ApI moTAM kAma karAvuM, anukaMpA vadhAre karAvavA dAnano vyaktigata Agraha karuM tathA sAdharmika bhaktinAM paNa moTA pAye kAmo karAvuM, to tame mArAM keTalAM vakhANa karazo! atyAre to tamAruM mAnasa evuM che ke ame amArA AcArathI gabaDIne bhagavAnanI AjJA toDIe to tame rAjI thAo. kAraNa ke amAro dharma ane kartavya zuM che tenI tamane samajaNa nathI. huM mArI maryAdA bahAra jaI kAma lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 153

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karuM to tame khUba kadara karazo, ne kahezo ke mahArAja zAsananAM jabaradasta kAma kare che. TUMkamAM ame amArA AcAro, bhagavAnanI AjJA toDIe to tame amArAthI khuza thAo cho, to evA saMghane sAdhunA AcArano upAsaka kevI rIte banAvavo ? sabhA :- saMghane sAdhvAcAra samajAvIne. sAhebajI :- atyAre samajAvuM ja chuM ne ? chatAM kyAM tamArA magajamAM bese che? are ! tame amAruM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA Avo ema ame kahIe to paNa amane AraMbha-samAraMbhano doSa lAge. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvavuM e kAMI kharAba kAma nathI. sAruM ja kAma che, chatAM paNa tame gharethI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA Avo tyAre vAhanamAM AvatAM hiMsA thAya, kadAca cAlIne Avo to paNa jayaNAthI na cAlo. joke tame na Avo ema ame nathI kahetA, paNa vyAkhyAnamAM AvavAnI ame preraNA ke AjJA na karIe. ame tamane tamAruM kartavya barAbara samajAvIe, jinavANIzravaNa AtmakalyANa mATe atizaya upayogI che te paNa samajAvIe, upadeza ApIe; paNa Avo, ema AjJA na karIe. jyAM AraMbha-samAraMbha che tyAM sAdhuthI AjJA na karAya, paNa tame sAmAyika karo tema lAyaka jIvane huM kahI zakuM. ahIM lAyakano artha AjJA pALanAra. sabhA :- preraNA ane AjJA vacce taphAvata zuM ? sAhebajI :- preraNA, AjJA, upadeza sau saune sthAne che. upadeza eTale tamArAM kartavya samajAvavAM te. jema ke derAsara baMdhAvavAthI kevA mahAna lAbha thAya, tenAthI kevI rIte aneka AtmAnuM utthAna thAya, mokSamArge caDI zakAya vagere. preraNA eTale vyaktigata rIte A karavA jevuM che, A rIte karavA jevuM che vagere kahuM te. AjJA eTale 'Ama karo' ema sIdho order-hukama karuM te. AraMbha-samAraMbhanAM jeTalAM dharmakAryo che, temAM preraNA ke AjJA amArAthI karAya nahIM. huM ema kahuM ke pUjA e tamArA mATe niyamA hitakArI che, zrAvake pUjA karavI ja joIe, je divasa pUjA vagarano jAya tene vAMjhiyo kahyo che; Ama, dharmapravRttinA lAbhAlAbha samajAvuM, te upadeza. jyAre pUjA karo ja, kema nathI karatA ? evo Agraha karuM te AjJA thaI kahevAya. amArAM paccakkhANa samajo cho ke pachI mAtra dIkSA vakhate thALIo vagADIne amane khAlI dIkSA ApI do cho ? sabhA :- paccakkhANa kAnamAM kahevAya che. 154 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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sAhebajI :- nA, AkhI parSadA sAMbhaLe te rIte jAheramAM kahevAya che. jainazAsanamAM dIkSA prasaMga jAheramAM kartavya che. tamAre paNa jayAre bAra vrata levAnAM hoya che, tyAre vAjategAjate saMgha sAthe AvI jAheramAM levAnAM hoya che, jethI bIjA anekane preraNA maLe ane tamane paNa pAlanamAM saMghanI anumodanAnuM baLa maLe. tethI ThAThamATha sAthe bhavyatApUrvaka jAheramAM paccakhkhANa levAnAM che. duSkALa, dharatIkaMpa, mAnavadayA ke prANIanukaMpAnAM kAmomAM sAdhu preraNA kare to ja vadhAre phaMDa bheguM thAya, ane sIdhI AjJA karIe to enAthI paNa vadhAre phaMDa bheguM thAya. kAraNa saMyamI sAdhunI dharmAtmA para chApato hoya ja. tethI sAdhunI zaramathI paNa lakhAve. vaLI have tame phakta upadezane gaNakAratA ja nathI. jeTalAM anukaMpAdayAnAM zAsanamAM kAmo che, te badhAM sArAM che ane zAsana mATe lAbhakArI ja che, paraMtu sAdhu to eka paNa paiso rAkhatA nathI, tethI jAte karavAno savAla nathI. chatAM zrAvakane paNa preraNA ke AjJA karavAno bhagavAnano Adeza nathI. dharma pamADavAno sAco upAya prabhAvanA che, pracAra nahi : sabhA:- paNa sAheba, pracArathI vadhAre dharma phelAya ne? sAhebajI :- jainadharma pracAramAM nathI mAnato. ApaNe tyAM pracAra zabda nathI paNa prabhAvanA zabda vaparAya che. keIne paNa sAcA arthamAM dharma pamADavo hoya to prabhAvanAthI ja pamADAya, jayAre pracAra eTale mAthAmAM mAhitI Thoka Thoka karavI. dharma pAmavo e aMtaranI vastu che, vAto karavAnI vastu nathI. phorenathI ghaNA skolaro Ave che, je kahe che ke amAre jainadharma vize jANavuM che. paNa phakta jANIne zuM karavuM che? kolejamAM jaIne lekacaro Ape. are! te vakhate eka hAthamAM uttarAdhyayana hoya ane bIjA hAthamAM sigAreTa hoya. jAte vAMce tyAre paNa lAMbA paga karI khAtAM khAtAM vAMcatA hoya ane pAchA kahe ke AcArAMgamAM je AcAra batAvyA che te pALavA zakya nathI. to pachI bhASaNa kema ApyuM? to kahe che ke e to amAro dhaMdho che. - vAstavamAM dharma e jIvanamAM utAravAnI vastu che. dharma AtmAne pavitra karavA mATe che. atyAre loko prabhAvanAnA badale pracAranI vAta para cAle che. lokone thAya che ke jainonI saMkhyA bahu ja ghaTI gaI che, tethI navA jaino banAvavA khUba pracAra . karo. paraMtu tamAre ema ne ema dharma gaLe paherAvI devo che? lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 155

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prabhAvanA eTale tamArA upadeza-AcArathI sAmenAnA mana para evo prabhAva paDe ke tene tamArA dharma upara aMtarathI bahumAna thAya, tene jainadharma jANavAnIsamajavAnI-pAmavAnI sAcI utkaMThA thAya arthAtuM tyAre jainadharmathI tenuM hRdaya prabhAvita thayuM kahevAya. phakta pracAra karavAthI A thAya nahIM. zAsanaprabhAvanA karo to lAkhone pamADI zako, jyAre abajonAM bajeTa karIne paNa pracAra dvArA 100200ne paNa sAco dharma pamADI zakAya nahIM. badhA mahApuruSoe dharma pamADavA prabhAvanA ja karI che. ajainone jaina banAvavA kaI rIte? khristIo banAve che te rIte ? bhUkhyAne anna Apo, bekArane kAma Apo, vAMDhAne bairI Apo, A badhuM karavAthI to ToLuM ja bheguM thaze. kharo dharma to prabhAvanAthI ja pamADavAno che. pethaDazAha, vastupAla, tejapAla, saMpratirAjAe keTalAyane jaino banAvyA che. saMpratirAjAe AryadezamAM karoDone jaina banAvyA che. te vakhate jainonI 40 karoDanI vastI hatI. baMgALanI yunivarsiTImAM bhaTTAcArya nAmanA prophesare jainadharma upara Ph.d, karIne lakhyuM che ke, jeTalAM bhAratanAM sTeTa che te darekamAM lokala prajA jaina hatI. atyAre phakta kaccha, gujarAta, rAjasthAnamAM ja lokala jaino che. madrAsa-beMgalora vageremAM to ahIMyAMthI gayelA jaino che, lokala nathI. jayAre te vakhate badhe ja lokala jaina paNa hatA. are! anArya dezamAM paNa saMpratirAjAe ghaNAne jainadharma pamADyo che. anArya prajAne jainadharmanA prAthamika AcAro zIkhavavA mATe bhavAI karanArAne kRtrima jaina sAdhuno veza paherAvIne tyAM mokalatA ane lokone AcAro zIkhavatA, jethI sAcA sAdhuono vihAra te eriyAmAM tyAra bAda zakya bane, ane susAdhuonA upadezathI hRdayaparivartanapUrvaka loko saddharma pAme. A prabhAvanAnI dIrdhadaSTiyukta paddhati che. saMprati mahArAjAe anArya dezomAM maMdiro paNa ghaNAM bAMdhyAM che. perIsamAM khodakAma karatAM jaina mUrtio nIkaLI che. vaLI saMpratirAjAe bharAvelI mUrtio to tenA lekha uparathI ja khabara paDI jAya. Ane jainadharmanI sAcI prabhAvanA karI kahevAya. jo prabhAvanA yogya rIte thAya to lAkhone jainadharma pamADI zakAya. sabhA :- sAhebajI, camatkArathI dharma pamADI zakAya? sAhebajI :- jo camatkArathI prabhAvanA thatI hota to tIrthakaroe upadezamAM athAga parizrama karyo te bhUla karI kahevAze. kyAMya zAstramAM vAta nathI ke prabhue camatkArathI dharma pamADyo hoya. zuM e vakhate camatkAra joIne dharma pAme tevA loko 156 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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samAjamAM nahotA? prabhu dhAre to eka devatAne kahIne jeTalA dharma nathI mAnatA temane paraco batAvI zake, tathA temanA manoratho pUrA karIne dharma pamADI zake. kAraNa devatAomAM A zakti hoya ja che. chatAM prabhue AvuM kAMI kahyuM nathI ne karAvyuM paNa nathI. sabhA:- jaina itihAsanI ATalA purAvA sAthe vAto che, to skUlomAM batAvatA kema nathI? sAhebajI :- atyAre dhArmika vastunuM jarAye mahattva nathI. skUlonA korsamAM paNa sAcI vAto yathArtha batAvAtI nathI. ApaNA itihAsanI ghaNI vAto purAvA sAthe che, chatAM bhaNAvAtI nathI. ' sabhA -te vakhate ATalI jaina prajA hatI to have kema ochI thaI ? sAhebajI - e pachI ghaNAM dharmajhanUnI AkramaNo AvyAM che. itihAsanA rekorDamAM maLe che ke karoDo jaino hatA, temane parANe Adya zaMkarAcArya dvArA rAjakIya pIThabaLathI anya dharmamAM convert-dharmAtarita karI devAyA. jaina sAdhuone paNa dharma choDAvavA katalanI dhamakI apAtI ane hajAro sAdhuonI katala paNa karI che. AvI vikaTa paristhitimAM keTalA TakI zake ane Take te paNa kevI rIte jaina rahe? rahe toye marI jAya. te vakhate rAjasthAna-gujarAtamAM je rAjAo hatA te jaina hatA athavA jainadharma pratye mAna dharAvatA hatA, tethI ATalI jaina prajA ahIM TakI rahI che. sabhA - atyAre garIbo jhUMpaDapaTTImAM keTalAya che ane temAM keTalAye jaino che, to temane dAna ApIne TakAvavA na joIe? * : sAhebajI:-AnI vAta supAtradAnanA varNanamAM AgaLa Avaze. paNa eTaluM cokkasa samajajo ke phakta janmathI ja jaina hoya te ja nathI jovAnuM. vaLI sAcA jainonI ApattimAM upekSA karo to keTaluM pApa lAgaze tenuM varNana AgaLa Avaze. sabhA - prAcIna tIrthomAM atyAre jainonI vastI rahI ja nathI, to zuM karavuM? sAhebajI tame paNa atyAre gAmaDAM choDIne muMbaI AvyA ja cho ne? tame paNa saMpatti-anukULatA khAtara bApadAdAnAM deza-gAma choDyAM che, to zuM karavAnuM? atyAre to gAMDuM sthaLAMtara che. muMbaimAM pahelAM keTalA jaina hatA ane atyAre keTalA che? AvI paristhitimAM AvA prazno thAya ja. tenuM yogya rIte saMghe saMcAlana karavuM joIe. prAcIna tIrthonuM rakSaNa karavAmAM ghaNo ja lAbha che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 15o

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zrAvaka prabhAvanA dvArA dharma phelAve te ucita che. temAM preraNA ke AjJA karo to zrAvaka evA tamane doSa lAge nahIM. chokarAone tamAre AjJA karavI joIe, kAraNa tame AraMbha-samAraMbhamAM beThelA ja cho; jyAre sAdhu tarIke amane AraMbha-samAraMbhanI pravRttimAM karaNa-karAvaNano niSedha che. sarvaviratidharma na samajI zakavAnA kAraNe ghaNA ema mAne che ke, sAdhuonI preraNA-AjJA na maLe to derAsaro-upAzrayo vagere baMdhAtAM baMdha thaI jaze; paraMtu ame baMdhAvaDAvIzuM to amAro AcAra bhraSTa thaze. jema atyAre tame sAmAyika laine beThA che, to koipaNa AraMbha-samAraMbhavALuM kAma tame nahi karo ke nahi karAvo. dA.ta. sAmAyikamAM beThA ho ane koI vyakti nimitte dIvo peTAvavAnuM kahe to te tame nahi ja karo. ahIM dIvo karavo e dharmanuM kAma hovA chatAM sAmAyikamAM nathI karatA ke karAvatA. jo Avo AraMbha tamArA zrAvakanA sAmAyikamAM na karAya to amArA AjIvana sAmAyikamAM kema karAya ? tame ghare sAmAyikamAM ho tyAre gAya Ave to jIvadayArUpe gAyane roTalo nAMkho ke naMkhAvo kharA? sAmAyikamAM A kArya karavA-karAvavA jevuM nathI ane chatAM karo-karAvo to doSarUpa gaNAya. sAmAyikamAM ho ane bhikhArI Ave to tene dAnamAM roTalo apAya. nahi, kAraNa ke anukaMpAnuM kAma che; sAmAyikamAM sAvagha anukaMpA na karAya, tenI preraNA paNa na karAya ane karo to sAmAyikamAM bhAMgo Ave. sabhA :- sAmAyikamAM prabhAvanA levAya? sAhebajI:- levAya paNa nahi ane apAya paNa nahi. prabhAvanA e saMpattithI thanAruM kAma che. sAmAyikamAM paccakhANa che ke mana, vacana ane kAyAthI parigraha karavo nahi ane karAvavo nahi. sabhA:-ajJAnatA che tethI ja ahIMyAM beThA chIe. sAhebajI:- jyAM beThA cho tyAMthI AgaLa javuM che ke tyAM ja rahevuM che? AgaLa javuM hoya to A siddhAMto samajavA paDaze. sAdhu utsargathI anukaMpAdAnanA adhikArI nathI : sabhA :- ame sAmAyikamAM hoIe ane sAdhu-sAdhvI Ave to vahorAvI zakAya? sAhebajI:- hA, vahorAvI zakAya. kAraNa, temanuM jIvana saMpUrNa ahiMsaka che. 158 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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teo gocarI laI gayA pachI saMpUrNa ahiMsaka jIvana jIvavA mATe ja teno upayoga karaze. vAyA vAyA paNa te bhojanathI teo hiMsA kare nahi ane karAve nahi. paraMtu sAmAyika karatAM gAyane ke bhikhArIne tamArAthI khAvAnuM to nahi ja apAya, paNa ApavAnI icchAya karavAnI hotI nathI. are ! bhagavAnanI AratI utAravAnuM mana thAya to paNa zrAvakane sAmAyikamAM pApa lAge. sAdhune sarvavirati sAmAyika, jyAre zrAvakane dezavirati sAmAyika. zrAvakanA sAmAyikamAM cha koTi paccakkhANa, jyAre sAdhunA sAmAyikamAM nava koTi paccakkhANa. tamAre mana-vacana-kAyAthI hiMsA karavI nahi ane karAvavI nahi, paNa anumatino atyAga che; kAraNa, zrAvakane teno tyAga azakya che. tame game teTalA ahiMsAnA bhAvamAM javA mAMgo to paNa utkRSTathI karaNa-karAvaNano nirodha karI zako, paNa anumatino nirodha karI zakatA nathI. kAraNa, tame sAmAyikamAM ho tyAre paNa tamArA mATe zAka vagere samArAya che, eTale tame sAmAyikamAM beThA cho te vakhate te jIvonI tamArA mATe hiMsA thaI rahI che. vaLI sAmAyikamAMthI UThIne tame te zAka vAparazo. sAmAyika vakhate banelI vastuno sAmAyika bAda tame bhogavaTo karo cho, mATe temAM tamArI saMmati che ja. tevI ja rIte tame sAmAyikamAM ho tyAre ja tamArI sAme tamArAM kapaDAM dhovAtAM hoya chatAM tame niSedha nathI karatA, tethI je jIvonI hiMsA thAya che, temAM tamArI anumati che. tamAro dIkaro peDhI para vepAra karato hoya ane sAmAyika vakhate thayelo napho tame sAmAyika bAda avazya upabhoga karo cho, beMkamAM mUkelI mUDInuM paNa sAmAyikanA kalAkanuM vyAja lo ja cho. Ama, zrAvakane duniyAbharanA pApamAM anumati sAmAyika vakhate paNa hoya ja che. ApaNo dharma ghaNo ja sUkSma che. pApanA pAyAnA vikalpo vicAryA che. sAdhune anumatinA pApathI paNa virAma che. vaLI zrAvakane sAmAyika-pauSadhamAM jeno tyAga hoya che teno to sAdhujIvana daramyAna tyAga che ja. sAdhuthI AraMbhasamAraMbhavALA dharmakAryo karAya nahi ke karAvAya nahi ane kare to doSa lAge ja. vaLI AvAM kAmo je sAdhu karatA hoya ane tame rAjI thAo ane protsAhana Apo to tamane paNa doSa lAge. paraMtu atyAre to tame bhagavAnanI AjJAviruddhanI vAtomAM ja rAjI thAo cho. kharekhara temAM tamArI anumodanA to na ja joIe. anya dharmomAM to temanA sAdhuo ja maMdira sAcave, pUjA-pATha-bhakti badhuM ja jAte kare, bhagavAnanI bhakti karatAM maMjIrA laine nAce paNa kharA. jyAre huM lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 159

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derAsaramAM maMjIrA laIne nAcuM to cAle? are ! tamAre mATe paNa sAmAyikamAM nAcavuM vAjabI nathI. bhagavAnanI samakSa nRtya to bhaktinuM kAma che, chatAM temAM AraMbha-samAraMbha che, tethI te UMcI bhakti nathI. e aviratimAM karavA lAyaka halakI bhakti che. tame jaina muninA AcArane anurUpa vicAra karatA thaI jAo, nahIMtara anucitane ucita mAnIne anumodanA karazo ke protsAhana Apazo, jenAthI amArI maryAdAno lopa thaze ke amArA jIvanamAM aneka AraMbha-samAraMbha dhUsI jaze. atyAre duSkALamAM katalakhAne jaI rahelA jIvone joIne jo sAdhune evI icchA thAya ke, A badhAne choDAvIne ame pAMjarApoLamAM mUkIe, to tenAthI paraMparAe te badhAne je ghAsa -pANI khavaDAvAya, tathA lAvavA laI javAmAM je AraMbha-samAraMbha thAya, te pApa amane lAgaze. sabhA :- ame A rIte kadI pRthakkaraNa karyuM ja nathI. , , , sAhebajI:- tamane kadI sAcuM samajavAnI jijJAsA thaI che kharI ? dareka varSe kalpasUtra sAMbhaLo cho. tenA pahelA ja vyAkhyAnamAM sAdhunA dasa AcAranuM varNana Ave che. vaLI AdinAtha bhagavAnanA sAdhu Rju ane jaDa hoya, vaccenA para tIrthakaranA sAdhu saraLa ane prAjJa hoya, jayAre 24mA tIrthaMkaranA sAdhu jaDa ane vaka hoya. e vAtane samajAvavA udAharaNa ApyuM ke AdinAtha bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM eka mahAtmA hatA, jeo pUrvAvasthAmAM kheDUta hatA, atyAre gurubhakti tathA saMyamanI ArAdhanA kare che. temAM eka vakhata teo iriyAvahiyA kare che, tyAre kAussagnamAM bahu ja vAra lagADe che. lAMbA samaye kAussagga pUro thatAM gurue pUchyuM, kema ATalI vAra thaI ? A sAdhuno jIva saraLa hovAthI satya kahe che "meM kAussagnamAM jIvadayAnuM ciMtana karyuM." kAussagnamAM temaNe vicAryuM hatuM ke "jayAre huM gRhastha hato tyAre satata udyamI svabhAvano hato. tethI varasAda varase te pahelAM jamIna kheDI nAMkhato, jethI varasAda Ave tyAre turata vAvaNI karI zakato. uparAMta pAkanI mAvajata ane niMdAmaNa paNa sArI rIte karato, jethI pAka vyavasthita Utarato ane 12 mahinA kuTuMbanuM gujarAna cAlI rahetuM. paNa mArA chokarAo ALasuno pIra che. eTale ALasanA kAraNe barAbara kAma nahi thayuM hoya ane anAja paNa barAbara nahi pADyuM hoya. tethI A badhA jIvonuM gujarAna kevI rIte cAlaze?" A mahAtmAe kuTuMbanI mamatAthI AvuM nathI vicAryuM, paNa bIjA duHkhI jIvo jema anAja vagara 160 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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dayApAtra che, tema A bhUkhyA jIvo paNa anAja vagara zuM karaze ? Ama kahI temaNe guru mahArAjane kahyuM ke "meM A jIvonI dayA ciMtavI.'' * tyAre guru mahArAje samajAvyuM ke "sAdhuthI AvI jIvadayA vicArAya nahIM. kAraNa ke teo jamIna kheDe, pachI temAM bIja vAve, pANI siMce ane anAja UgyA pachI paNa keTalI hiMsA thAya ? bhale tamArA dIkarA-dIkarIne zAtA thAya, paNa bIjA keTalAye jIvonI hiMsA thAya. jyAre ApaNAM vrato evAM che ke koipaNa jIvanI hiMsA karavI nahi, karAvavI paNa nahi ane anumodavI paNa nahi.' Ama samajAvI guru mahArAje temanI pAse prAyazcitta karAvyuM; jyAre atyAre ame AvI jIvadayA karIe to tame rAjI thAo cho. sAdhune anukaMpAdAna utsargathI nathI, are ! supAtramAM paNa mahApuruSoe sAdhune dravyapUjAdino tyAga karavAnuM kahyuM to anukaMpA to kyAMthI karAya ? tamane upadeza ApatAM paNa amAre alipta rahevAnuM. jIvadayAno upadeza ApatAM paNa mArI bhAvanA evI hoya ke, mArA upadezathI jIvadayAnAM kAma vadhAre thAya, to paNa amane doSa lAge. atyAre jaino bhIMta bhUlyA che. je vastu zrAvakanA sAmAyikamAM tyAjya che, te sAdhujIvanamAM to avazya tyAjya banaze ja; kAraNa ke sAdhunuM sAmAyika to kaMI gaNuM UMcuM che. paNa A nAno doSa hovAMthI A doSayukta guru ke sAdhu, kuguru ke kusAdhu nathI banI jatA. teo pUjya ja che paNa tene doSa ke khAmI to kahevAya ja. tene joIne tame rAjI thAo to tame paNa doSane poSaNa ApyuM. sAdhuthI anukaMpAdAna utsarga mArge karAya ja nahi. ayi booooooo do soon lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 161

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ba tA. 11-8-94, guruvAra.' anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA samyagu tattvano bodha , karAvavA utsarga ane apavAdamaya A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. " anAraMbhI muni AraMbhayukta anukaMpA kare nahi ane karAve paNa nahi: . ArAdhanA mATe utsarga e rAjamArga che. sAmAnya saMyogomAM hitakArI AcAra . te utsarga mArga che. utsargathI sAdhudharma anAraMbha svarUpa che. jainazAsanamAM AraMbhanI apekSAe jIvonI traNa kakSA batAvI che. (1) azubhAraMbhI (2) zubhAraMbhI ane (3) anAraMbhI. (1) saMsAramAM tame tamArA svArtha mATe ke anukULatA mATe je AraMbha-samAraMbhahiMsA Adi karo cho, te badho azubhAraMbha che. tamAma mojazokha tathA sAmAjika vyavahAromAM ke badhAM ja sAMsArika kAmomAM, jema ke baMgalo baMdhAvo, gADIo pheravo vageremAM hiMsA ja hiMsA che. dareka sAMsArika pravRttimAM jIvo maratA ja hoya che. A badho azubhAraMbha che. (2) jyAre dharmamAM karAto zAstrAnusArI AraMbha-samAraMbhate zubhAraMbha che. tame gharamAM je vAnagI banAvIne khAo cho, te tamArA mojazokhasvAda mATe che. jayAre tame sAdharmikane jamADavA vAnagI banAvo cho, tyAre tamane azubhabhAva nathI hotA. tethI temAM je AraMbha-samAraMbha thAya te zubhAraMbha che. (3) jayAre sAdhuno dharma anAraMbha che. temAM mULathI ja AraMbha-samAraMbha nathI. jagatamAM koI dharmanI municaryAmAM Avo AcAra nathI. anya dharmonA saMnyAsInA AcAromAM paNa Dagale ne pagale AraMbha-samAraMbha samAyelo che. teonA zAstramAM lakhyuM che ke "atithi devo bhava." tethI koipaNa gRhastha Ave to tenI sarabharA tenA saMnyAsI ja kare. svAmInArAyaNanA eka bhAI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvatA. teo eka divasa mane kahe ke "sAheba, amArA mahArAja to koipaNa Ave to khabara-aMtara 162 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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pUche, cA-pANI pIvaDAve; jyAre tamAre tyAM to AvuM kAMI nathI, basa, khAlI upadeza ja Apo cho.' * ame saMsArIo sAthe bIjo koI saMbaMdha rAkhyo nathI. amAre tamArI sAthe phakta dharmano saMbaMdha che. ame dharmagurunA nAte hitazikSA ke kartavyarUpe badhI bhUmikAno upadeza ApIe. jo jaina muni zAstra bhaNIne bodha pAmelo hoya, to te prasaMge tamane saMsAramAM mAbApa sAthe, patnI sAthe, dIkarA sAthe kevo vyavahAra kartavya teno paNa upadeza Ape, chatAM tamArA jIvanavyavahAramAM amAre kyAMya paDavAnuM nathI. ame saMsArIothI jeTalA alipta rahIe teTalA ja amArA AcAra sacavAya. bhagavAne je tyAga karavA lAyaka kahyuM hoya teno ja ame tyAga karyo che. amane saMsAra asAra-kharAba lAgyo mATe ja choDyo. to pachI amAre tamArI saMsAranI bAbatomAM mAthuM zuM kAma mAravuM joIe ? chatAM tamArAM hita-ahita zemAM che teno upadeza ApavAnuM prabhue kahyuM che. paraMtu tamArI pravRttimAM paDavuM nahi, karavuM-karAvavuM nahiM, anumodavuM nahi ane evA bhAva paNa karavAnA nahi. kAraNa amAro dharma anAraMbhano che. tamane azubhAraMbhamAMthI bahAra kADhavA bhagavAne zubhAraMbha batAvyo che. paNa je jIva saMpUrNa anAraMbhamAM jaI zakato hoya tene zubhAraMbha paNa karavAno nathI. amArI pAse game tevo dharmAtmA zrAvaka Ave, to paNa amAre tenuM Atithya-sarabharA karavAnI nathI. ghaNA guNiyala dhArmika ArAdhaka gRhastho hoya che, tenI paNa sArasaMbhALa:karavAnI amane jinAjJA nathI. jyAre itara dharmanA saMnyAsI atithine deva mAnI.jamADe, khabara aMtara pUche. emanA saMnyAsIoe AraMbha-samAraMbhavALI 'aneka pravRttio dharma tarIke apanAvI che. tame jainazAsanamAM janmyA cho tethI sAdhvAcAra joI joIne TevAi gayA cho, paNa tenAM rahasyo samajavAM joIe. jainazAsananuM sAmAyika, tenA vizuddha pariNAmo ane temAM Avato pApano anupama tyAga te badhuM ja samajo, to zubha pravRtti paNa hiMsAmaya hovAthI ame teno tyAga karyo che, te vAta tarata gaLe UtarI jaze. sabhA :- zibiramAM alpAhAra apAya ? sAhebajI :- temAM sAdhu Ayojana na kare ane zrAvako Ayojana karI zrAvakanI sAdharmikabhakti kare to te yogya che. A badho zrAvakano dharma che. atyAre tamAre lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 163

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saMghamAM mahemAno Ave to rasoDAM karavAM paDe che; kAraNa ke tamArAmAM vyaktigata sAdharmikabhaktino bhAva eTalo ghaTyo che, ke jo saMghanuM rasoDuM na hoya ane sAdharmika saMghamAM Ave to bhUkhyo ja jAya. tame je AcArathI jIvo cho tenAthI tamane keTaluM nukasAna che te vicAryuM che? sabhA:- sAdhunA comAsA nimitte rasoDuM karAya? sAhebajI - tame to amane evA banAvI dezo ke ame kyAMya jIvI nahi zakIe. mArA nimitte tame koI kIDIne mArI nAkho to mane tenuM pApa lAgI jAya nahIM, paNa huM tema kahyuM ke teno upayoga karuM to doSa. Ama, nimitta zabdano artha pahelAM samajo . atyAre mArA mATe koI rasoi banAve to teTalA mAtrathI pApa mane lAgatuM nathI, paNa mane khabara paDe ke A mArA mATe banAvyuM che ane chatAM huM lauM, to mane pApa lAge, huM teno upayoga karuM to mane pApa lAge. tame koIkanA nAmathI pApa karo eTale te tene lAgI jAya evuM nathI. amAruM hiMsAmAM sIdhI ke ADakatarI rIte konTrIbyuzana hoya to ja pApa lAge. ' sabhA :- zrAvakanAM gharo baMdha hoya che tyAM sAdhu mATe rasoDAM kholAya? sAhebajI:- sAdhu-sAdhvI mATe rasoDA kholAya to doSa lAge ja. vagara kAraNe karAya ja nahi. paraMtu rastAmAM vihAra vakhate ghaNe ThekANe jema ke bhilADa pachI 150 kilomITara sudhI ghara nathI, tyAre badhA sAdhuo kAMI upavAsa karIne vihAra na karI zake ane UDIne paNa jaI zake nahi; AvA saMjogomAM apavAda mUkavo paDe. chatAM paNa enI ame AlocanA laIe. A kaMI rAjamArga nathI, A to apavAdarUpe karavuM paDe. sAmaiyAM ThAThathI, dhAmadhUmathI karavAnI prabhunI AjJA : zeSakALamAM ke cAturmAsamAM koI sArA mahAtmA Ave to temanA sAmaiyAM ThAThathI karo temAM AraMbha-samAraMbha to thavAno ja. chatAM paNa zrAvakane te dhAmadhUmathI karavAnI prabhunI AjJA che. saMghanuM niyata kartavya che, dharma-zAsanaprabhAvanAnuM aMga che, AlaMbana che, gurubhakti che. sAdhuo AvyA te nimitte karAya che chatAM emAM mahArAja sAhebane doSa lAgato nathI; kAraNa ke sAmaiyAmAM sAdhuo kazuM bhogavatA nathI. paraMtu tame - - - - 164 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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zrAvako tamAre karavA lAyaka dharmamAM atyAre ghaNuM cUko cho. bAkI zrAvaka to AraMbhasamAraMbhamAM beThelo ja che. bhagavAne pApa-puNyanI vyavasthA buddhipUrvaka batAvI che. hA, huM sAdhu tarIke icchA karuM ke tame mAruM sAmaiyuM karo to mane te nimittanuM pApa lAge. atyAre tamAro siddhAMta e che ke mahArAja na kahe tyAM sudhI ucita dharma paNa na karavo. paraMtu temAM gumAvavAnuM tamAre ja che. bAkI lagnaprasaMge varaghoDAmAM keTaluM karo cho ! ane temAM hiMsA thAya ja che, ane tenuM pApa paNa lAge che, jayAre dharmanA varaghoDA tamArA kalyANanuM kAraNa banaze. bhagavAne apavAdamArge karela brAhmaNanI anukaMpA pAchaLanuM rahasyaH sAdhuoe game tevA saMjogomAM dravyadayA ke anukaMpA utsarga mArge nathI karavAnI, to bhagavAna mahAvIre zuM kAma anukaMpAdAna karyuM hatuM? teoe dIkSA lIdhA pachI paNa brAhmaNane vastradAna karyuM hatuM. jo te barAbara hoya to sAdhuoe paNa garIbonI anukaMpA avazya karavI joIe. paraMtu prabhue A apavAdamArge karelI AcaraNAnI ghaTanA che. - dIkSA lIdhA pUrve prabhu jayAre varasIdAna karatA hatA tyAre emanA ja nagarano eka garIba brAhmaNa kamAvA mATe paradeza gayelo, paNa mahenata karavA chatAM kamanasIbe khAlI hAthe ja pAcho pharyo. tenI patnI AkarA svabhAvanI hovAthI patine khAlI hAthe AvelA joI pUche che ke, "jyAre vardhamAnakumAre dhanano varasAda varasAvyo tyAre tame kyAM pharatA hatA? ane have khAlI hAthe kyA moDhe pAchA AvyA? hajI paNa tame vardhamAnasvAmI pAse jAo, teo bahu udAra che, tethI jaIne dAna laI Avo, nahi to tamArA mATe A gharanA daravAjA baMdha che. AjIjI karazo to cokkasa tyAMthI dAna maLaze." paraMtu bhagavAna to tyAre tyAgamaya jIvanamAM che. dAna to temaNe rAjakumAra tarIke vaibhavI jIvanamAM kareluM. A brAhmaNa khAnadAna che, paNa patnInA atyaMta dabANathI gayo ane vinaMtI karIne bhagavAna pAse mAMge che ke, "Ape jayAre dAnano varasAda varasAvyo tyAre huM abhAgiyo paradeza hato. chatAM ApanI puNyazaktino pAra nathI. Apa dhAro to atyAre paNa mane jarUra daridratAmAMthI ugArI zako tema cho." tIrthakaranA AcAra utkaTa hoya eTale teo prAyaH apavAdanuM sevana nathI karatA, lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" - 165

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paraMtu bhagavAna to cAra jJAnanA dhaNI che. temaNe jJAnano upayoga mUkyo to temane A brAhmaNanA AtmAmAM lAyakAta dekhAi. jo A brAhmaNane jarA udAra vartananuM nimitta maLe to sAco dharma pAmI zake, bodhibIja, samakita paNa pAmI zake ema lAgyuM, tethI AvA lAyaka jIvane dharma pamADavA anukaMpA karAya to vAMdho nahi. dIkSA vakhate prabhunA khabhA upara indramahArAjAe devadUSya mUkeluM te ghaNuM ja kImatI hatuM. A vastra bhagavAne aDadhuM phADIne tene dAnamAM ApyuM. Ama, bhagavAne adhavaccadAnarUpa anukaMpA karI. ahIM brAhmaNa bhaktipAtra ke pUjaya nahoto, dayApAtra ja hato. teNe AjIjI karIne bhIkha mAMgIne ja lIdhuM che, tethI anukaMpA che. sabhA - bhagavAne aDadhuM vastra kema dAnamAM ApyuM? sAhebajI:- AnI pAchaLa ghaNA vikalpo batAvyA che. ApaNAM zAstra atyaMta prAmANika che. azraddhALu kahetA pharatA hoya che ke zAstro bhagavAne kyAM lakhyAM che? pAchaLanA AcAryoe ghaNI ja ghAlamela karI hoI zake. paNa tevuM bolanAra sAme sacoTa dalIlo karI zakAya tema che. dA.ta. prabhunA ardhavastradAnamAM keTalAka AcAryonuM mAnavuM che ke AcAra tarIke prabhune aDadhuM vastra rAkhavuM ucita lAgyuM haze, jayAre . bIjA AcAryono abhiprAya e che ke teo brAhmaNakulamAM avatarelA hovAthI lohImAM thoDo kRpaNatAno saMskAra hovAthI aDadhuM vastra ApyuM. Ama, AcAryoe potAne je lAgyuM te prAmANikatAthI jaNAvyuM che, paNa sAthe kahyuM ke "tattva tu vatnI mya". bhagavAnanA manamAM zuM hatuM te kaMI teone khabara nathI. ahIM jo teone ghAlamela ja karavI hota to potAno ekalAno ja mata TAMkI deta, ane kaheta ke A ja vAta barAbara che; paNa emaNe evuM karyuM nathI, te temanI Agraharahita prAmANikatA batAve che. aDadhA vastradAna mATe AcAryono eka nirNaya nathI. ahIM mukhya muddo e che ke prabhue sAdhujIvanamAM A anukaMpA karI che. have A brAhmaNa rAjI thaIne phADelA aDadhA vastramAMthI tAMtaNA na nIkaLI jAya te mATe kinAra sivaDAvavA darajI pAse gayo. AvuM devatAI vastra joIne acaMbo pAmelA darajIe pUchyuM ke A vastra kyAMthI lAvyo ? tyAre teNe vardhamAnasvAmInuM nAma ApyuM. A amUlya vastra jotAM darajInuM mana lalacAyuM. tethI te brAhmaNane bIjuM aDadhuM vastra paNa laI AvavA preraNA kare che, uparAMta samajAve che ke huM A baMne vastranA TukaDA evI rIte sAMdhI ApIza ke koIne paNa sAMdhAnI khabara nahi paDe, ane te AkhA dekhAtA vastranI 1 lAkha suvarNamudrA kiMmata AvI zake te kALamAM 1 suvarNamudrAmAM to tAkAnA 166 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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tAkA AvI zake. AthI bhAre mUlya sAMbhaLIne brAhmaNane paNa thayuM ke ATaluM dhana maLe to mAruM janArAnuM daLadara phITI jAya, ane kuzaLa darajI paNa tene bIjuM aDadhuM vastra laI Ave to sAMdhyA pachI aDadhA paisA ApavAnI ophara kare che. AthI brAhmaNa prabhu pAse bAkInuM vastra levA pAcho jAya che, paNa svabhAve khAnadAna hovAthI mAMgI zakato nathI. tethI te prabhunI pAchaLa pAchaLa vihAramAM pharyA kare che, ne manamAM vicAre che ke prabhue to rAjapATa sarvasva choDyuM to kapaDAno zuM moha hoya? tethI pavana Ave ane nirlepa evA prabhunA deha parathI vastra paDe to huM laI laIza. bhale te brAhmaNa daridratAno avatAra che paNa khAnadAna che tethI mAMgato nathI. Ama, pAchaLa pAchaLa pharatAM bAra mahinA vItI jAya che, chatAM saMkocathI prabhu pAse mAMgato nathI, vaLI khabhethI sarakAvI laI corI karavAnI paNa dAnata nathI. sabhA - mAMge eTale khAnadAnI ghaTI jAya? sAhebajI:- pharI pharI mAMgavAnI tene zarama Ave che te ja tenI lAyakAta che. A brAhmaNa paNa mahAsAdhaka prabhu sAthe pharato hovAthI tene aMtaHkaraNamAM tyAganA guNonuM bahumAna jAgyuM che, ane te bodhibIja pAmI gayo che ane AgaLa samakita paNa pAmI gayo che. prabhue paNa A jIvanI lAyakAta jANIne ja apavAdarUpe vastranuM dAna ApeluM. A apavAda paNa vAjabI che, paNa A rAjamArga nathI. apavAdika anukaMpAdAnanuM bIjuM dRSTAMta H . bIjA udAharaNamAM prabhue karela apavAdika vastradAnano dAkhalo laIne bhagavAna mahAvIranA sAtamA paTTadhara AryasuhastisUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe bhikhArIne sAdhunI bhikSAmAMthI bhojananuM anukaMpAdAna karyuM che. A AryasuhastisUri mahArAjA AryasthUlabhadrasvAmInA be mahAprabhAvaka paTTadhara ziSyomAMnA eka che ane dazapUrvadhara zrutakevalI che. 1. eka vakhata bhayaMkara duSkALa samaye lokone khAvAnA sAMsA che. te chatAM te kALamAM zrAvakonI uttama bhakti hovAthI AvA bhayaMkara duSkALamAM paNa zrAvako sAdhuone Agraha karI karI supAtradAna mATe ghare laI jAya che. tame to sukALamAM paNa sAdhuone Agraha karI ghare laI jAo te zaMkAspada che. have eka zreSThI zrAvaka jayAre sAdhune - gocarI mATe potAnA ghare laI gayo, tyAre eka bhikhArI te zrAvakanA gharanI bahAra lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 16

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Ubho rahIne te badhuM jue che. te zrAvakanA gharanuM rasoDuM bahArathI dekhAya che, tethI te bhikhArI, zrAvakanA gharamAM AgrahapUrvaka sAdhunAM pAtarAM bharAtAM jue che. tyAre tene thAya che ke "mahArAja to dayALu che, tethI jo huM temanI pAse mAMgIza to te mane avazya Apaze." jenA hRdayamAM karuNA hoya e ja sAdhu bane ane sAdhu jIvamAtranI ahiMsA paNa karuNAne lIdhe ja pALe. have sAdhu jayAre bhikSA vahorIne bahAra AvyA tyAre te bhikhArI temanI pAse khAvAnI bhikSA mAMge che, ne AjIjIpUrvaka kahe che ke "tame mane tamArAmAMthI eka TukaDo paNa Apo, nahIMtara huM bhUkhyo-tarasyo marI jaIza." saMjogo paNa evA che ke bhalabhalAne arerATI thAya. sAmAnya rIte sAdhu sAvadha anukaMpA na kare. rAjamArga pramANe A anukaMpA na thAya. chatAM sAdhue vivekane lIdhe tene tageDI na mUkyo, paNa kahyuM ke "A bhikSA amArI mAlikInI nathI, guru mahArAjanI mAlikInI che. AmAMthI ApavAno adhikAra emano ja che. e Ape to tuM laI zake." tethI pelo bhikhArI sAdhu mahAtmAnI pAchaLa pAchaLa upAzraye Avyo. te mahArAja tene guru pAse laI jAya che. guru paNa zrutakevalI che, upayoga mUkI jue che ke A jIva bhaviSyamAM UMco dharma pAmI zake tevI lAyakAtavALo che. tenuM bhAvi kalyANakArI che, tethI anukaMpA karavAmAM vAMdho nathI. paNa zarata e kare che ke A bhojana amane sAdhu tarIke vahorAveluM che, tethI jo tuM dIkSA le to ja tane ame ApI zakIe. bhikhArIne thAya che ke "Ama paNa huM marI ja javAno chuM, to dIkSA levAthI jo khAvA maLatuM hoya to dIkSA levAmAM vAMdho nathI. mAtra khAvAnI lAlacathI dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya che ane A zrutakevalI paNa lAbhAlAbha vicArIne bhikhArIne dIkSA Ape che. Amano dAkhalo laIne huM bhikhArIne dIkSA na ApI sabhA:- sAdhuthI zrAvakane kahevAya ke Ane jamADI dejo? sAhebajI :- e paNa apavAda mArga kahevAya ke rAjamArge ? A to dayApAtra che, are ! sArA sAdharmika Ave to paNa utsargathI amArAthI ema na kahevAya ke Ane jamADI dejo. sabhA:- sAdhuthI Arrangement-jamADavAnI vyavasthA karAvAya? sAhebajI:- A javAbadArI zrAvakonI che. tamAre bhakti karavI hoya to badhI vyavasthA thaI zake. tame navapadajInI oLImAM zrIpAla-mayaNAnuM dRSTAMta dareka vakhate sAMbhaLo cho ne? 168 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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vartamAnamAM sArA sAdhuonI paNa keTalIka khAmIomAM zrAvakanA vivekano abhAva kAraNabhUta che H bApa sAthe jyAre mayaNAne vikhavAda thayo tyAre bApe gusse thaIne mayaNAne koDhiyA zrIpAla sAthe paraNAvIne kADhI mUkI. tyAra bAda bIjA divase teo baMne guru pAse vaMdana karavA jAya che, tyAre AcArya bhagavaMta mayaNAne A avasthAmAM joIne camakI gayA; kAraNa ke teo jANe che ke A rAjakanyA che. roja rAjarasAlA sAthe AvatI rAjakanyAne Aje ekalI A koDhiyA sAthe AvelI joIne pUche che, ke ekalI kema AvI che ? tyAre atyAra sudhI AMsunuM eka TIpuM na pADatI mayaNA gurune svajana mAnI raDI paDe che ane athathI iti sudhInI vAta kare che. AcArya bhagavaMta samajI jAya che ane AzvAsana Ape che ke tAruM nasIba haju jAgatuM che, A koDhiyo bhAvi zAsanaprabhAvaka thaze. teonA saMjogo samajI gayA che, tethI ja AcArya mahArAja dharmAtmAM zrAvakane bolAvIne kahe che, ke A be uttama bhaktipAtra dharmAtmAo che, sAdharmika che. zeTha paNa sAnamAM samajIne temane ghare laI jAya che. phakta jamADI, cAMdalo karI mokalI nathI ApatA, paNa potAnA makAnano aDadho bhAga khAlI karIne rahevA Ape che, ane kahe che ke amane bhaktino lAbha Apo ane Apa ahIM nizciMta thaIne raho. Ama, temanI badhI ja sagavaDa pUrI pADe che. jyAre tamane ATaluM kahIMe ke bhaktipAtra che, to tamane samajAya kharuM ? ame maryAdA mUkIne na kahIe tyAM sudhI bhakti karo kharA ? tame viveka cUkyA cho. jyAre ame tamane sIdhuM kahIe tyAra bAda tame jamADo tyAre te jamADavAmAM je hiMsA thaze, tathA jamIne paNa saMsAramAM je AraMbha-samAraMbhanuM pApa karaze, tenuM amane paNa vAyA-vAyA pApa lAgaze. vartamAnakALamAM sAdhupaNAmAM je khAmIo AvI che temAM tame zrAvako paNa javAbadAra cho; phakta sAdhuone vagovavAnA nathI, zithilatAmAM baMneno sahayoga che. ame to pATa para beThA chIe tethI amAre to bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe je sAco dharma che te batAvavo ja paDe, ane tenI viruddhamAM tamArI ane sAdhuonI je khAmIo hoya te paNa kahevI paDe. nahIMtara prabhuno sAco dharma ame sthApita nahi karI zakIe. sabhA H- sAdhuthI upadhAna vagere karAvAya ? lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" ~~~~~ 169

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sAhebajI :- zrAvaka mATe te anivArya anuSThAna che, paNa tenuM Ayojana zrAvakoe karavAnuM. sabhA :- paNa sAdhuthI temAM nizrA apAya? sAhebajI:- hA, nizrA ApavA to huM paNa taiyAra chuM. khuda tIrthakaro paNa nizrA ApatA hatA. tIrthakaronA samavasaraNamAM phaLa, naivedya, bali-bAkaLA caDe che, tyAre bhagavAna paNa kaMI nA nathI pADatA. UlaTuM mUkasaMmati ane nizrA paNa Ape che. tethI saMmati ke nizrA sAdhu avazya ApI zake che. sabhA:- dravyastavamAM hiMsA hovAne kAraNe sAdhu temAM saMmati kema ApI zake. * sAhebajI :- jagatamAM mokSamArganI ArAdhanA avicchinna pravartAvavI hoya. to dravyastavamAM paNa nizrA, saMmati, anumodanA sAdhue ApavAnI che. tame mahotsava-AMgI karo, derAsara-upAzraya baMdhAvo to ame tenI anumodanA karIe prabhue karavA-karAvavAnI nA pADI che, saMmati-anumodanAnI amane chUTa ApI dRSTAMta AgaLa vadhArIe. have A bhikhArI atyaMta garIba che ane dharma pAmelo - nathI, paNa tenAmAM bhAvi lAyakAta gurue joI che. asIma zAsanaprabhAvanAnuM temAMthI phaLa nIpajaze, tethI ja khAvA mATe dIkSA ApI che. have samudAyamAM bAlavRddha-glAna-tapasvI-vaDIla Adine kAraNe Avazyaka sArI sArI vastuo bhikSAmAM Avela hoya, te guru AjJAthI mahAtmAoe Ane bhaktipUrvaka khAvA ApI ane Ane to Aja divasa sudhI sAmAnya khAvAnA paNa phAMphAM hatAM, tethI akarAMtiyo thaIne atizaya khAya che. paraMtu badhA sAdhuo gurune samarpita hatA, tethI manamAM bIjo koI vicAra na karatAM gurunI AjJA pALe che ane guru vivekI che. sAMja paDatAM zaktithI adhika khAvAthI ajIrNanA kAraNe peTamAM vedanAno pAra nathI. AvA rAMka sAthe paNa dharmAcArya pote uttama vyavahAra kare che ane badhA sAdhu pAse karAve che. sauno saujanyapUrvakano vyavahAra che. sAMje zeThiyAo ArAdhanA karavA AvyA che, te paNa navadIkSitane takalIphamAM joI vinayathI hAtha-paga-mAthuM dabAvavA bese che. A badhuM joI tene thAya che ke, "je zeThiyAo raste rakhaDatA mane temanA AMgaNAmAM paga paNa mUkavA nahotA detA, te ja zeThiyAo Aje mArI kevI bhakti kare che ! A dharma kevo uttama haze! haju to huM AcAra-vicAra kazuM ja pAmyo 100 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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nathI, phakta veza pAmyo chuM, chatAM A badhA mArI kevI bhakti kare che ! to satya dharmano prabhAva kevo haze!" tenAmAM rahelI lAyakAtane lIdhe tene A dharmanA prabhAvano vicAra Ave che ke "meM to phakta khAvA mATe ja dIkSA lIdhI che, to paNa ATaluM pratyakSa phaLa hoya to jo huM kharekhara bhAvathI dIkSA lauM, to tenuM to phaLa kevuM haze !" AvA uttama bhAvo-pariNAmothI cAritra pratyenA sadbhAvathI te bodhibIja pAmI gayo. sabhA - eka navakAra paNa na AvaDato hoya chatAM dIkSA apAya? sAhebajI:- AvA jJAnI ja ApI zake. mAre ke tamAre dIkSA ApavI hoya to vicAravuM paDe. A zrutakevalInI vAta che. sAmAnya apavAdano adhikAra paNa gItArthane che. tenuM zubha pariNAmo pUrvaka mRtyu thatAM A bhikhArIno janma samrATa azokanA pautra ane kuNAlanA putra saMprati tarIke thayo che. te ghaNuM ja puNya laIne Avyo che. cha mahinAno thatAM rAjyAbhiSeka thayo. te mauryavaMzamAM sauthI vadhAre prabhAvazALI rAjA thayo hato. AgaLa pharI AryasuhastisUrIzvarajI mahArAjAno saMparka thayo ane samakita pAmI gayo, ane kalikAlamAM jainazAsanano ajoDa prabhAvaka rAjA thayo. A badhuM apavAdika anukaMpAnuM mahAna phaLa che. apavAdika anukaMpAmAM upadezamALAgraMthanuM eka dRSTAMta : : AnAthI paNa eka vadhAre gaMbhIra dRSTAMta upadezamAlAmAM Ave che. AgaLanA dAkhalAmAM to dIkSA ApyA pachI khavaDAve che, jyAre ahIM to dIkSA pahelAM tene jamADyo che. 14 pUrvadhara guru bhagavaMta birAjamAna che tyAM eka yAcaka Avyo che. te sAdhvIjI caMdanabALAnA rUpa-aizvaryAdi yukta tyAgane joIne prabhAvita thavAthI, temanI pAchaLa pAchaLa caMdanabALA jyAM gurune vaMdana karavA jAya che tyAM Ave che. A avasare Ane vicAra Ave che ke caMdanabALA jevAM uttama je gurune vaMdana karavA AvyAM che, to e guru to kevA uttamottama haze! Ama vicArI te tyAM darzana karavA Ubho rahe che. gurunuM dhyAna A yAcaka para jatAM temane tenAmAM lAyakAta dekhAya che. tethI bIjA sAdhune bolAvIne guru kahe che ke A yAcakane ApaNI gocarImAMthI sanmAnapUrvaka khAvAnuM Apo. ziSyo paNa gurunI AjJAne svIkArI gRhasthanAM lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 101

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kapaDAMmAM hovA chatAM khUNAmAM laI jaIne tene jamADe che. A yAcakane paNa thAya che ke mAre koI oLakhANa nathI, chatAM mArA mATe mahAtmAono kevo saujanyabhAva ane udArabhAva che! gocarI vAparyA pachI tene paNa sAdhujIvana jIvavA mATeno ullAsaahobhAva jAge che. tethI guru pAse AvIne kahe che ke mane sAdhujIvana mATe khUba ja Adara thayo che, to jo mArAmAM lAyakAta hoya to mane sAdhujIvana Apo. Ama, apavAdathI lAyakAta pramANe anukaMpA thaI zake, paNa kAraNa vinA rAjamArganuM utthApana na karAya. po nesreordered reprerror 172 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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C ., tA. 12-8-94, zukravAra. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA zreSTha paropakAra karavAnI bhAvanAthI dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. A jagatamAM paropakAra e uttama dharma che. koipaNa AtmAne saddharmanI prApti karAvavI te zreSTha paropakAra che. bIjA upakAra to thoDo vakhata ja sukha-zAMti Ape che, jyAre A upakAra to bhavobhava sudhAre che ane karanArane paNa bhavAMtare zreSTha mArga maLe che. tethI AvI pravRttine samyapha upakAra kahe che. tIrthakaro kevalajJAna pAme, pachI temano mokSa nakkI ja hoya che. temanA AtmA parathI ghAtikarmanAM baMdhana tUTI gayAM che, temane phaLanI koI AzA nathI, chatAM Avo zreSTha paropakAra sahajatAthI kare che. " . bhUmikA pramANe paropakAranI pravRtti paNa badalAya che. tIrthakaromAM paropakAra paNa zreSTha che, chatAM temane paNa paropakAra karavA sAmeno jIva lAyaka joIe. jo tenAmAM upakArane jhIlavA jeTaluM stara na hoya, to paropakAra saphaLa thAya nahIM. : tIrthakarone sAdhanAkALamAM jagatanA jIvamAtra upara upakAra karavAnI bhAvanA hatI. Aja sudhImAM anaMtA tIrthakaro thaI gayA. badhAe sAdhanAkALe A ja paropakAranI bhAvanA karI hatI. vaLI, bhAvatIrthakara banyA pachI sarva tIrthakaromAM utkRSTa tArakazakti hatI. chatAM badhA jIvo tarI na zakyA, thoDA jIvo ja tarI zakyA tenuM kAraNa e ja ke sarva jIvomAM taravAnI lAyakAta-yogyatA nathI. sAdhunI A apavAdika anukaMpAnuM lakSya paNa daridranAM duHkha-darda dUra karavAnuM nahi paNa yogya jIvane mokSamArge caDAvavAnuM che : paropakAranAM aneka sAdhana che temAM anukaMpA paNa eka zreSTha sAdhana che. zrAvaka jinAjJA mujaba je anukaMpA kare che, temAM sAmeno jIva jo geralAyaka hoya to dharmana lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 10 3

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pAmI zake, paNa phakta tamArA dilanI karuNArUpa pAtratA sacavAya che. paraMtu sarva jIvo pratye sadA karuNAvaMta sAdhubhagavaMta utsargathI sAvadha anukaMpAdAna nathI karI zakatA, paNa apavAdathI temane mATe sAvadya anukaMpAdAne kahyuM che; kAraNa ke te karavAthI sAme lAyaka jIva hoya to tatkAla mokSamArge caDI jAya che. bhagavAne paNa jyAre brAhmaNane aDadhuM vastra ApyuM tyAre hakIkatamAM te jIva duHkhI che, paNa daridratA pratyenI kamakamATIthI tene prabhue vastradAna ApyuM che tevuM nathI, paraMtu tenI lAyakAta joIne, tenA bhAvane anurUpa icchA pUrI karAya to tene tyAgI pratye ane tyAga pratye tAtvika bahumAna thAya, jethI mokSamArge caDI zake; A ja AzayathI prabhue aDadhA vastranuM dAna ApyuM che. tevI ja rIte pU. AryasuhastisUrijIe paNa yAcakane khAvAnA phAMphAM hovAthI te bhUkhyo marI jaze te vicArIne bhikSA nathI ApI. te nagaramAM bhUkha-tarasathI TaLavaLato te eka ja bhikhArI nahoto. phakta bhUkha-tarasane joI anukaMpA karavAnI hoya to amukane ApavuM ne amukane na ApavuM tevo bhedabhAva na hoya, paNa lAyakAta joI. jIva sAco dharma pAmI mokSamArga para caDI jAya te mATe, jo sAdhu AvuM anukaMpAdAna kare to zAstramAnya che. ziSyanI zaMkAnuM nirAkaraNa : ahIM ziSya pUche che ke AmAM to sAdhvAcAranI maryAdAno spaSTa lopa thAya che. kAraNa ke sAdhu pAse je vastu che te sarva dharmopakaraNa che, jema ke pAtarA, vastra Adi. te gRhasthane ApavAthI pApamAM vaparAtA dvArA adhikAraNa bane che. tamArA gharamAM paNa sAdhunA upakaraNo darzana mATe rAkhavAnAM hoya che. darzana paNa tenAM ja karavAnAM kahyAM che ke je ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAnAM sAdhana che arthAt dharmopakaraNa che. amArA mahAvratamAM parigrahatyAga vrata che, jyAre tamArA aNuvratamAM parigraha parimANavrata che, jemAM parigrahano saMpUrNa tyAga nathI; jayAre amAre sAdhuo mATe niyama e che ke parigraha rAkhavo nahi, rakhAvavo nahi ane rAkhanArane anumodana ApavuM nahi. Ama, trividha trividha jIvanabhara saMpUrNa parigrahano tyAga karavAno che, chatAM paNa prabhue jJAna-darzana-cAritranA vikAsamAM je jarUrI hoya te jaDa vastu paNa rAkhavAnI chUTa ApI che, zarata eTalI ke te vastu kevaLa ArAdhanAnuM sAdhana bane; ane jo te ArAdhanAnuM sAdhana na banatuM hoya to sAdhu parigrahadhArI kahevAya. amArAM badhAM lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 104

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sAdhanone dharmopakaraNa kahevAya, paNa jo te virAdhanAnuM sAdhana bane to tene adhikaraNa samajavAM. dAta. tamArI sAmAyika-pUjAnI badhI sAmagrI te dharmopakaraNa kahevAya che, paNa saMsAranI tamAma sAmagrI te adhikaraNa gaNAya che. kAraNa ke tamArA jIvanamAM ArAdhanAnuM sAdhana nathI, paNa virAdhanAnuM sAdhana che, jenAthI roja hiMsA thAya che. dA.ta. zokha khAtara eka suMdara vastra kharIdIne lAvyA tyArathI e vastra dvArA aneka prakAranI hiMsA thaze. are ! trasa jIvo paNa maravAnA. tamArA saMsAramAM evI koI vastuo kharI ke je jIvavirAdhanAnuM sAdhana na bane? bhagavAne AjJA karI che ke tamAre dharmanAM sAdhano gharamAM vasAvIne te upakaraNothI mAtra dharmArAdhanA karavI joIe, paNa atyAre ghaNA to upakaraNothI paNa gharanI sAphasaphAi kare che. koIka vakhate pUjAnAM kapaDAM bIje vAparo to te paNa adhikaraNa thAya. dharmanAM sAdhano dharmanA upayogamAM levAya to ja te upakaraNa kahevAya, nahIMtara te pApanuM sAdhana banaze. bhagavAna pAse je devadUSya hatuM, te dharmopakaraNa hatuM; tathA sAdhu bhikSAmAM je gocarI lAvyA hatA te paNa dharmanA upagraha tarIke ja lAvyA hatA. brAhmaNane bIjuM aDadhuM vastra je prabhu pAse hatuM te joItuM hatuM. tethI te eka varSa sudhI prabhunI pAchaLa pAchaLa pharyo ane eka varSane eka mahine pavanathI vastra paDI gayuM te laI lIdhuM ane prathamanA ardha vastra sAthe saMdhAvIne vecyuM, jenI eka lAkha suvarNamudrAo upajI. 'pachI. pUrvanI samajUti mujaba darajI ane brAhmaNe aDadhI aDadhI vaheMcI lIdhI. have teo A paisA saMsAranA chakAyanA AraMbha-samAraMbhamAM ja vAparaze. Ama A upakaraNa, adhikaraNa banI gayuM. . jenI pAse paheravA mATe amArA jevAM vastra ke khAvA mATe anna-pAna paNa nathI tevI dayanIya paristhitimAM che, tevo koI garIba mANasa amArI pAse khAvAnuM ke vizva Adi mAMge to paNa amAro AcAra tene anukaMpAdAnarUpe ApavAno nathI, kAraNa te dharmopakaraNa che. sAmAnya saMjogomAM te gRhasthane ApavAthI te adhikaraNa (hiMsAnuM sAdhana) thaze. sAdhu potAnI prAthamika jarUriyAtanAM sAdhano paNa ahiMsaka paddhatithI meLave che, upayoga paNa ahiMsaka paddhatithI kare che ne nikAla paNa ahiMsaka paddhatithI ja kare che. kyAMya paNa doSa na lAge te rIte vartavAnuM che. levA mATe sAdhune eSaNA samiti, vAparavA mATe AdAnabhaMDamattaniSNavaNA samiti ane nikAla mATe pAriSThApanikA samiti che. TUMkamAM kyAMya paNa koI paNa rIte koI jIvanI lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 105

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virAdhanA na thavI joIe, te ja lakSya che. ane jo ame gRhasthane amArI koI paNa vastu vAparavA ApIe eTale te upakaraNa adhikaraNa ja thavAnuM. chatAM prabhue brAhmaNane vastra ApyuM temAM tenAM duHkha-darda dUra karavAno nahi paraMtu tene dharma pamADavAno ja Azaya hato. vastradAna karavAthI eka jIva mokSamArge caDaze, eTale tenAthI anekagaNI ahiMsAnI vRddhi phelAze. Ama, Azaya zuddha che; mATe brAhmaNane dAnamAM Apela vastra paraMparAe adhika2Na na banyuM, paNa dharmanuM sAdhana banyuM che. brAhmaNane guNa pragaTAvavAnuM sAdhana banyuM che ane navA navA guNonI abhivRddhinuM kAraNa banyuM che. tame eka jIvane sanmArganI prApti karAvo eTale AgaLa bhavobhava sanmArganI prApti thAya, kramazaH UMcI bhUmikAno vikAsa thAya. chatAM paNa AvI anukaMpA sAdhu mATe apavAdarUpe ja che. sva-para hitArthaka paccakkhANanuM pAlana karIne paNa hita na thAya to te paccakkhANanuM mahattva nathI rahetuM. A gaMbhIra dRSTikoNane sAme rAkhIne ja jainazAstromAM dainika paccakkhANamAM paNa AgAra mUkyA che. ame je paccakkhANo bolIe chIe te samajo cho kharA ? ke pachI manamAM ema che ke ApaNe paccakkhANa sAthe ja kAma che ? tenA artha sAthe zuM kAma che ? vaLI paccakkhANa paNa gurumukhe ja levAnAM che; kAraNa je pratijJAbaddha hoya tenA mukhe pratijJA lo to tenAthI pAlananuM je baLa maLe che. bAkI to paccakkhANa badhAe bhaNavAnuM che ane arthathI samajavAnuM che. khAlI mahArAja bole ane mahArAja bhaNe evuM atyAre tamAruM mAnavuM che; paNa tame bhaNo to ame zuM bolIe chIe tenI khabara paDe. sarva paccakkhANonA pAlanamAM sva-parahitanuM ekAMta lakSya hovAthI ja paccakkhANamAM chelle "savvasamAhivattiyAgAreNa vosirai' AgAra mUkela che. badhA dharmanuM aMtima lakSya samAdhi che. samAdhi na rahetI hoya to game tevAM vrata pALavAno matalaba nathI. jo *samAdhi na rahetI hoya ane choDI do to doSa nathI, paNa AmAM arthano anartha nathI karavAno; sAce samAdhi na ja TakatI hoya to ja A karavAnuM che. AtmakalyANa mATe ja mahAvrato lIdhAM che. AtmakalyANa jo utsargamArge na thatuM hoya ane apavAdamArge thatuM hoya to te pramANe karavAnuM. A vAta sApekSa che. syAdvAdaddaSTi joIze. potAnA AtmakalyANa ane bIjAnA AtmakalyANa mATe rAjamArgano tyAga kare to doSa nathI, paNa svArtha mATe kare to pUro doSa che. yogya sAdhanano sadupayoga karavA mATe A dekhAtuM upakaraNa adhikaraNa banatuM nathI. apavAdamArge sAdhune anukaMpA sAbita lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 16

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karI, paNa rAjamArge nahi; prasaMgavizeSa tarIke chUTa ApI. eka dRSTAMtamAM dIkSA ApIne khavaGavyuM, jyAre bIjA dRSTAMtamAM dIkSA ApyA vagara paNa bhikSA ApelI, je dRSTAMta ApaNe kAle joyeluM. paraMtu baMne jagyAe anukaMpA che, bhakti nathI; bhakti to bhaktipAtra bane pachI ja karAya. A badhA tarkothI e siddha thayuM ke game tevo dharmAtmA gRhastha hoya to paNa sAdhu tenI vaiyAvaccarUpa bhakti na ja kare, paraMtu anukaMpA kare. sabhA :- vAsakSepa to nAMkhe ne ? sAhebajI :- vAsakSepa paNa nAMkhatI vakhate zuM bolAya che te khabara che ? saMsAramAMthI tamAro nistA2 thAo. amArI eka eka pravRttine samajo to ghaNA prazno dUra thaI jAya. tamane game teTalI takalIpha hovA chatAM ame to cittane samAdhi rahe evuM ja kahIe. amAro banelo eka kisso kahuM chuM. rastA para cAlatA hoie ane koI mANasa page lAge to ame 'dharmalAbha' kahIe. eka divasa eka mANasa amane rastAmAM page lAgyo ane ame tene dharmalAbha kahyuM. te vakhate raste jato eka mANasa je jainetara paMDita hato, teNe A sAMbhaLI amane pUchyuM ke, Ape Amane zuM kahyuM ? ne teno artha zuM thAya ? tyAre ame tene samajAvyuM ke, ame temane AzIrvAda ApyA ke tamane jIvanamAM pavitra dharmano lAbha thAo. paMDita paNa bhaNelo ne vicAraka hato, tethI A javAba sAMbhaLI khuza thayo. paraMtu ame tamane A AzIrvAda ApIe chIe te AzIrvAdano tamane khapa che kharo ? ke bIjI vastuono khapa che ? tamane jIvanamAM dharma na maLe to tamane bhale ciMtA nathI, paNa amane ciMtA che. amArI karelI ciMtA tamane gamaze ? ke ema kahezo ke amArI je ciMtA karavA jevI che, te sAheba ! tame nathI karatA ? sabhA H- amArI lIlIvADI rahe tevuM karI Apo. sAhebajI :- Ano artha to e ja thayo ke ame je AzIrvAda ApIe chIe te tamane nathI joItA. ame je vAkya bolIe chIe te tame samajyA vagara sAMbhaLo cho, paNa tame tenuM tattva samajo to sAdhu pratye tamane ahobhAva thAya ja. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 177

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sAdhune gupta gocarI-pANInuM rahasya : AgaLanA anusaMdhAnamAM prazna e thAya ke, dharmanI daSTie anukaMpA kahI che te barAbara, paNa AnAthI to puNya ja baMdhAya ne? A atyaMta gaMbhIra vAta che. dayAdAna dvArA puNya ja baMdhAya, ane puNyanuM phala zuM? saMsAramAM bhogasAmagrI ja maLe. A badhuM puNyathI ja maLe che, jayAre sAdhue to Ano tyAga karyo hoya che. have A puNyapravRtti dvArA je maLe che te bhogavatAM pApa ja baMdhAze ane pachI pApathI durgati ane tenuM phaLa bhavanI paraMparA. eka vakhata durgatimAM gayA pachI pAchA pharavA mATe puNya joIe, jyAre . durgatimAM tevA puNyanI prAptino lagabhaga skopa ja nathI. eka vakhata manuSyamAMthI kUtarAnA bhavamAM gayA pachI kUtarAnI najara Akho divasa kyAM hoya? savArathI sAMja sudhI khAvA mATe kabUtara-uMdara Adine mAravAnI ja vRtti hoya. vaLI eka zerInA kUtarAne bIjI zerInA kUtarA mATe asahiSNutA ane dveSa paNa ghaNo hoya. Ama, te AkhI jiMdagI saMkliSTa kaSAyo karIne prAyaH maryA bAda kUtarAthI paNa nIcalI yonimAM ja jAye. kUtarAne marIne kUtaruM thavuM paNa duSkara che; kema ke pAMce : Indriya ane manathI paripUrNa saMjJI paMcendriya tiryaMca evA kUtarAno bhava meLavavA mATe paNa paryApta puNya joIe, je zubhabhAvathI ja janya che. Ama, eka vakhata durgatimAM gayA pachI prAyaH karIne halakA-halakA durgatinA bhavonI paraMparA ja thAya. enA e ja bhavamAM TakI rahevA mATe joIe teTaluM puNya paNa durgatimAM bAMdhavuM durlabha. che. TUMkamAM, dayA-dAnathI eka vakhata puNyabaMdha ane tenA phalasvarUpe saMsAranI bhogasAmagrI, jenA bhogavaTAthI avazya pApabaMdha ne pApabaMdhathI durgati dvArA bhavaparaMparA. A kramane lakSyamAM rAkhI mAtradravyaanukaMpAthI prApta thato kose puNyabaMdhA sAdhune abhipreta nathI. vaLI prazrakAra navI dalIla karatAM kahe che ke puNyabaMdhapradhAna dharma sAdhune mATe nathI, sAdhune to nirjarApradhAna dharma kahyo che. sAdhu mATe AvI anukaMpAnI pravRtti karavAnuM prayojana rahetuM nathI. tethI sAdhune gocarI paNa gupta rIte vAparavAnI kahI che. pANI vAparatI vakhate paNa kapaDuM ADuM rAkhavAnuM kAraNa, tame kaMI achUta nathI ke tamArI najara paDavAthI amAruM kaMI bagaDI jatuM nathI; chatAM sAdhu jo jAheramAM gocarIpANI vApare ane te vakhate koI bhUkhyo-tarasyo, dIna-duHkhI ke anAtha AvI caDe 108 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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ane amane vAparatA joIne amArI pAse khAvAnuM mAMge, tyAre ame jo amAruM khAvAnuM anukaMpAbuddhithI ApIe to amane puNya baMdhAya, ane nA pADIe to tene du:kha thAya; sAthe tene sAdhu pratye dveSa paNa thaI zake, ane dveSathI te karma bAMdhe. Ama baMne rIte nukasAna che. ApIzuM to puNyakarma baMdhAya ne na ApIe to sAmenAne pIDA thAya. vaLI ahIM koI sAdhu ema vicAre ke meM to gocarI vAparI, bhUkhyA-anAthane na ApavA chatAM meM koI pIDA karI nathI, tene potAnI meLe pIDA thAya to huM zuM karuM ? tenA uttaramAM graMthakAra kahe che ke 'chatI zaktie duHkhano parihAra na karo, upekSA karo to paNa pApa lAge." eTale ApIne puNya joItuM nathI ne na ApIne pApa karavuM nathI. A kAraNe ja ame gocarI gupta rIte vAparIe chIe. sAdhunA nAnAmAM nAnA AcAra pAchaLa paNa sUkSma rahasya hoya che. sAdhune puNya iSTa nathI to tene apavAdika anukaMpAdAna pAchaLanuM rahasya zuM?: sAdhu korA puNyano icchuka nathI, tenAthI bhavanI paraMparA sarjAya te tene maMjUra nathI, kema ke sAdhue saMsAramAMthI pAra UtaravA ja saMsAra choDyo che. pApa ane . puNya baMneno kSaya thayA vagara mokSa prApta thato nathI, mATe tIvra saMvijJa sAdhune pApanI jema puNya paNa joItuM nathI. have eka bAju puNya joItuM nathI kema ke tenAthI bhavanI paraMparA sarjAya che ane bIjI bAju sAdhune apavAde anukaMpAdAnadharma batAvyo ke jenAthI puNya baMdhAya to pachI A vidhAnamAM rahasya zuM ? ahIM rahasya e che ke bhagavAne je vastradAna karyuM, ke AryasuhastisUrijIe je anukaMpAdAna karyuM te apavAdika dharmamAM kyAMya dravyadayAnI buddhi nathI, paNa dharma pamADavAnI ane AtmahitanI ja buddhi che. tethI teo A dAna karIne koruM puNya bAMdhatA nathI, paNa puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya ja bAMdhe che; je puNya saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAruM nathI, paraMtu mokSamArgamAM sahAyaka che. mATe ja tame pAMca rUpiyA jevI nAnI rakamanuM dAna paNa evA zubha bhAvathI karo ke jenAthI puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya baMdhAya. kAraNa ke koruM puNya to 99% AgaLa batAvela prakriyAthI sukhasaMpatti meLavI ApIne prAyaH durgatinuM ja phala Apaze. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 109

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sabhA :- apekSA vagara niHsvArthabhAve dayA-dAna vagere karIe to puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya baMdhAze ? sAhebajI : :- nA, evo koI niyama nathI. dA.ta. koI DaoNkTara vagara paise garIba dardIonI sAravAra kare che, paNa te AtmA, paraloka, puNya, pApa Adi kaMI ja mAnato nathI, arthAt ke te nAstika che, tethI tene niHsvArthabhAve karela anukaMpAdAnathI paNa puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya nathI ja baMdhAtuM. puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya bAMdhavA AstikatA-vairAgya-viveka Adi pAyAnA aneka guNo apekSita che, khAlI niHsvArthabhAva paryApta nathI. puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya mATe vairAgya-vivekanI anivAryatA : sadguNo ane sadAcArathI puNya baMdhAya che, paNa te pApAnubaMdhIpuNya hoya to AtmA mATe bhAre jokhama che. tethI ja jIvanamAM phakta sadAcAra, satpravRtti karo ke sadguNo keLavo te paryApta nathI. mATe ja puNya bAMdhatAM vicAro ke tame kevI jAtanuM puNya bAMdho cho. apekSA vagara zubha kAma karIe eTale puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya baMdhAya te bhrama che. jema supAtrane dAna Apo tethI paNa puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya ja bAMdho tevo niyama nathI, tema dIna-duHkhIne dAna ApatAM pApAnubaMdhIpuNya ja bAMdho evo paNa ekAMte niyama nathI; baMne jagyAe bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba dAna Apo to puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya baMdhAya, pachI bhale supAtradAna hoya ke anukaMpAdAna hoya. ekalo zubhabhAva hoya to mAtra puNya bAMdho, paNa temAM viveka-vairAgya bhaLe to ja puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya baMdhAya che. zubhapravRtti paNa bhAva azubha hoya to pApabaMdha thAya : vaLI zubhapravRtti paNa jo azubha bhAvathI karo to puNya paNa na baMdhAya, pApa ja baMdhAya. jema koI vyakti annakSetro calAve, prANIdayAnuM kAma kare, derAsaro baMdhAve, sAdhu-sAdhvInI bhakti kare, AvI dAna tathA paropakAranI zubha pravRttio kare paNa aMdara bhAva azubha ja hoya, jema ke potAnI vAhavAha thAya, nAmanA-mobho vadhe, tax exemption-TekSarAhata vagere bhautika lAbho maLe. atyAre ghaNA sukhI mANaso TrasTa karI Donezana Ape che ne vyaktigata jaza meLave che, pAchA vicAre che ke ahIM lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 180

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dAna nahIM ApIe to Ameya A paisA sarakAra ja laI javAnI che, enA karatAM dAna ApIne nAmanA-jaza-kIrti meLavI laIe. jo kevaLa AvA bhAva hoya to satyavRtti paNa azubhabhAvathI kare che mATe pApa baMdhAya che. phorenamAM honesty is the best policy- prAmANikatA e zreSTha nIti che evuM sUtra che. jIvanabhara vyAvasAyika kArakIrdi mATenIti pALe, prAmANikatA jALave, paNa udezamAM azubhabhAva che. kAraNa ke te nIti dvArA jAmelI nAmanAthI vepAra vadhe, napho vadhe, jethI saMpatti dvArA jIvanamAM managamatA bhogo bhogavI zakAya. Ane badale zubhabhAvathI nIti pALavI hoya to vicAravuM paDe ke mane koI chetare to mane duHkha thAya che, tema huM bIjAne chetaruM to tene paNa duHkha thAya. vaLI koInI pAsethI aNahakkanuM mArAthI levAya nahIM. mAnava tarIke nIti pALavI mArI pharaja che. AvA saguNanA pariNAmathI nIti pALe to puNya baMdhAya. paraMtu puNyanA anubaMdha mATe mAtra ATalo zubhabhAva paryApta nathI. te mATe to sAmAjika nIti jALavIne meLaveluM dhana paNa asAra che. vaLI te dhana kamAvAnA dareka vyavasAyamAM anya jIvasRSTi pratyenI anIti to cokkasa samAyelI che. tethI saMpUrNa naitikatA nathI. chatAM lobha Adine paravaza huM dhana kamAvAnI pravRtti karuM chuM, jemAM mAnavIya nIti to avazya jALavuM. AvA dRSTikoNavALA jIvane jinAjJA, vairAgya Adi bhAvo hovAthI nIti pALavA dvArA puNyano anubaMdha paDe. sAdhake saMsArapoSaka puNyathI DaravAnuM che : - svArthabuddhithI dAna karIe to pApa baMdhAya, niHsvArthabuddhithI karIe to puNya baMdhAya; jyAre bhagavAnanI AjJA anusAre vairAgya-viveka AdithI karIe to puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya. Ama, badhAM ja puNya AtmahitanAM poSaka che tevuM nathI, paNa ghaNAM puNya saMsArapoSaka che, je ghAtaka che. tethI ja AvA puNyathI DaravAnuM che. sAdhune ke zrAvakane AvAM puNya baMdhAvanAra dAnAdi satkAryo paNa karavAmAM nathI. puNya saMsAravardhaka che tenA sacoTa daSTAMta tarIke atyAranA sattAdhIzo che. teoe pUrvabhavamAM satkAryo dvArA AvuM saMsAravardhaka puNya bAMdheluM. te puNyanA vipAka dvArA A bhavamAM temane sattA-saMpatti, hoziyArI, dAvapeca karavAnI AvaData vagere badhuM maLyuM. paNa A badhAthI AvatA bhavomAM teonA AtmAno kaccaraghANa nIkaLI jaze. Ama, zubha anubaMdha vagaranuM puNya ja temane mATe jokhamI banyuM. temanA lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA 181

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sadgaNo-sadAcAra-sa-vRtti zubhabhAva temane paraMparAe nukasAnakAraka thayA. AthI vicAravAnuM ke badhA sadgaNo ke puNya AtmA mATe lAbhakArI nathI. tethI saguNo paNa AtmAnuM ekAMte kalyANa ja kare tevuM nathI. ghaNA sadguNo AtmAnuM ahitI karanArA hoya che. koIpaNa pravRttimAM bhAvanI ane anubaMdhanI zubhAzubhatAno pahelAM vicAra karo : jyAM sudhI AtmAmAM aviveka che, gADha mithyAtva che, tyAM sudhI sadguNo sAcA arthamAM sadguNo nathI banatA. (1) niranubaMdha puNya, (2) pApAnubaMdhI puNya ane (3) puNyAnubaMdhI puNya traNe judAM che. tethI mokSamArganI sAdhanAmAM sahAya kare tevuM puNya kaI rIte baMdhAya te cokkasa samajavuM paDaze. koI paNa zubha pravRtti karatAM pahelAM vicAro ke A pravRttimAM zubha bhAva keTalo che ane azubha bhAva keTalo che? tenAthI mane puNya baMdhAze ke pApa baMdhAze ? zubhabhAvathI puNya ne azubhabhAvathI pApa baMdhAze. sAthe vicAravAnuM ke A puNya ane pApa aMte kevuM pariNAma lAvaze? temAM anubaMdha kevo paDe che? pApano ke puNyano? phakta jo pApano ja anubaMdha paDato hoya to puNya bAMdhavA chatAM gabharAvAnuM che, rAjI thavAnuM nathI. dharma jAgrati sAthe karavAno che. phakta zubhabhAva karIne dharma karI lIdho tethI beDo pAra, evuM nathI. zrAvaka jIvanamAM paNa nAnAmAM nAnuM kAma evI rIte karo ke puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya. puNyathI je zakti maLe teno sadupayoga karavAmAtrathI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya tevuM nathI. teno khulAso AgaLa Avaze. 182 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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20 tA. 15-8-94, somavAra. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA UMcA puNyano baMdha karAvanArA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. sAvadhAnI tyAM jarUrI che jyAM puNya paNa pApanuM sAdhana banI durgatinI paraMparA sarje che, ane A UMDI vAta mAtra jainadharma ja samajAve che : A saMsAramAM karmanA puNyakarma ane pApakarmarUpa be bheda che. badhA ja dharmo AtmAne svIkAre che, karmano siddhAMta paNa svIkAre che. vaLI ekalA karmanI vAta kare che tevuM nathI, temAM zubha ane azubhanuM vargIkaraNa paNa kare che. duHkha pApakarmathI Ave ane sukha puNyakarmathI Ave, e vize dharmo vacce koI vivAda nathI. sarva dharmazAstro Ama ja kahe che. A sahelAIthI samajAya tevI spaSTa vAta che, paNa jainadharma kAMIka UMDI vAta kare che. puNyathI paNa maLelAM saMsAranAM bhogasukho rasapUrvaka bhogavo eTale pApa baMdhAya. Ama, puNya paNa pApanuM sAdhana banyuM. * bhogasukho puNyathI maLyAM, puNya zubha pariNAma ane satpravRttithI baMdhAyuM, je AtmAe puNya bAMdhyuM te AtmAe sadAcAra-sadguNo keLavI tenA dvArA ja puNya bheguM karyuM ane ahIM guNothI ja aMte AtmAnA palle pApa paDyuM. Stepwisekramabaddha vicAra karo to dharma dvArA puNya maLyuM, puNya dvArA bhautika sAmagrI maLI, bhautika sAmagrIthI pApa baMdhAyuM ane pApathI durgati maLI, durgatithI bhavanI paraMparA. Ama, viSacakra saMsAramAM cAlI rahyuM che. atyAre 99% jIvo evA puNyanA udayavALA che ke jeo puNyabaLathI ja bhAremAM bhAre karmo bAMdhIne saMsAramAM rakhaDaze. ochA puNyazALI jIvo azakta ane nabaLA hoya. tethI ochAM pApa bAMdhI zake. pApa karavA puNyanA udayanI bhAre lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 183

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jarUra che. puNyathI ja pApamAM sahAyaka buddhi, baLa, sattA-saMpatti Adi sarva maLe che. jene buddhi ja nathI maLatI te kAMI dAvapeca na karI zake. buddhizALI vadhAre luccAI karI zake, buddha na karI zake. jeTalA anAcAra rUpALA karaze, teTalA anAcAra kadarUpA karI zakavAnA nathI. jenI pAse puNya che tenI pAse ja duSTatA ne anIti karavAnI tAkAta che. puNya tAkAta Ape che, sAdhana-sAmagrI Ape che. AMkha maLI che, to AMkha dvArA pApa thaze, jyAre AMdhaLAne temAM maryAdA AvI jaze. saMsAramAM ochA puNyazALI jIvo khUNAmAM cUpacApa beThA che, teo kazA ja udhAmA karatA nathI. ochAmAM ochuM puNya ekendriya jIvone che. teo koIne kanaDavA jatA nathI ke moTo trAsa ApatA nathI. jeTalI zakti vadhu maLe teTalo bIjAne vadhAre trAsa ApI zakazo. zaktimAtramAM puNya ja kAraNa che. puNya baMdhAya che dharmathI, paNa te poSaka bane che pApanuM. Ama puNyapApanuM paraspara pUraka cakra cAle che. AmAMthI. chUTavA mATe uttama puNya kevI rIte bAMdhavuM? ne tenA upAyo zuM? te daSTi jIvanamAM AvavI ja joIe. pApAnubaMdhI puNya khataranAka che, puNyAnubaMdhI puNya hitakArI che H zAstrIya paribhASAmAM pApAnubaMdhI puNya kadAca be-pAMca bhava sudhI hAramALArUpe cAle, paNa pachI avazya pApanI zRMkhalA UbhI karaze. tethI pApAnubaMdhI puNya khataranAka che, jayAre puNyAnubaMdhI puNya hitakArI che. jene phakta baMdhanI ja samaja che, te kadI jainazAsananA karmavAdanA marmane samajI zakaze nahi, anubaMdhanI paNa samaja joIze; to ja karmabaMdhanAM kharAM rahasyo samajI zakaze. ApaNA AtmAne covIse kalAka baMdha cAlu che, tema covIse kalAka anubaMdha paNa cAlu che. ahIM beThAM beThAM paNa baMdha-anubaMdha baMne AtmAmAM paDI rahyA che. ghaDiyALanA kAMTAnI jema covIse kalAka satata UMghamAM paNa karmano baMdha-anubaMdha aTakato nathI. jema hRdaya satata UMghamAM paNa dhabake che tema karmanuM taMtra UMghamAM paNa cAlu ja che. kSaNakSaNanA adhyavasAya pramANe karmano baMdha thAya che. vartamAnamAM tamArA manamAM jevA zubhabhAva hoya che te pramANe puNyabaMdha ane jeTalA azubhabhAva hoya te pramANe pApabaMdha cAlu che. *** 184 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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dA.ta. koI vyakti bhagavAnanI pUjA kare te zubha pravRtti che. hoTelamAM jaI nAsto kare te azubha pravRtti che. moTA bhAganA jIvone zubha pravRtti karatAM zubhabhAva Ave che. tethI pUjA karatAM tene prAyaH zubhabhAva hoya che. pUjA nimitte tene puNya baMdhAya che, chatAM te vakhate manamAM saMsAranA avirati AdinA azubhabhAvo suSupta paDyA che je pApa paNa baMdhAve che. rIte jema ke puNiyA zrAvakanA dRSTAMtamAM te vidhipUrvaka pUjA kare te vakhate, te kAMI game tevA pariNAmo karaze nahi, pUjAnI vidhi ane bhAvo sAcavaze to paNa tene tyAre avirati nimittano baMdha cAlu raheze. kAraNa ke saMsAranA mamatva AdinA pariNAmo ADakatarI rIte manamAM che ja. are ! hAlanA nabaLA dharmAtmAone to zubha pravRttimAM paNa aneka vAra azubhabhAva AvI jatA hoya che. Ama, pUjA karatI vakhate paNa zubha-azubhabhAva ADakatarI rIte aMdara paDyA ja hoya che. jema koI madhura rAgapUrvaka bhaktibhAvathI pote stavana gAto hoya, te vakhate tene manamAM ema thAya ke badhA mAruM stavana sAMbhaLe ne vAhavAha kare. jyAre ghaNAne ema thAya ke huM bhakti karuM chuM tyAre bIjo kyAM ghoghATa karavA AvI Tapakyo ? mane disturb (naDatara) karaze. pAchA pote bIjAne disturb (naDatara) kare tenuM kAMI nahi. A rIte zubha pravRttiomAM paNa ekAgratA na rAkho to Dagale ne pagale azubhabhAva AvI ja jatA hoya che. na ghaNI vAra pUjA karatI vakhate moDuM thatuM hoya ne prakSAla paNa karavo hoya, tyAre ghaNA lAinanI vacamAM ghUsI jAya. phUla caDAvatAM potAnI pAse na hoya to bIjAnI thALImAMthI vagara pUche paNa laine bhagavAnane caDhAvI de ane pAchA pote mAne ke meM phUlapUjA karI. vAstavamAM bhakti e kAMI pArake paise ke maphata karavAnI vastu nathI. dharmapravRttimAM paNa AvA to seMkaDo azubhabhAva AvI jatA hoya che. sabhA :- nAnA bALakane to A badhuM khabara na paDe ne ? sAhebajI :- nAnA bALakane to dharmapravRtti tenA AtmA para saMskAra paDe mATe ja karAvavAnI che. sabhA :- jANI joIne nahi paNa ajANatAM azubha bhAva thaI jAya to ? sAhebajI :- jANI joIne karIe to ja pApa baMdhAya tevo niyama nathI. jANyA vagara paNa azubhabhAva thAya to pApa baMdhAya che. azubhabhAva paNa vicArapUrvaka ke lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 185

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irAdApUrvaka karo to ja pApa baMdhAya evuM nathI. paraMtu tamArA aMdaramAM rahelI azubha bhAvanI vRttinA kAraNe vagara vicAre paNa pApa baMdhAya che. sabhA H- koI 5ramAtmAne caDhAvavA mATe phUla Ape to levAya ? sAhebajI H- paramAtmAne caDhAvavA mATe je vyakti phUla Ape che te vyaktimAM bhaktino zubhabhAva che, paNa lenArane to ema ja thavuM joIe ke bhakti 52dravyathI na ja karAya. tame saMsAramAM khAo cho, pIo cho ane haropharo cho, te potAnA paisAthI ja ne ? samAjamAM mobhAdAra vyaktine koI dayAthI ema kahe ke tuM jamavA mArA ghare Avaje, huM tane roja jamADIza, tyAre tene svamAna naDe ne ? te vakhate te bole ke huM kAMI bhikhArI chuM ke maphatanuM khAuM ? dharmamAM dayA-dAna-bhaktinAM kAryo to potAnI zaktithI ne potAnA paisAthI karavAnAM che. dAnanA avasare bAjumAM UbhelI vyaktinA khIsAmAMthI 500 rUpiyA laine dAna karo to tene dAna na kahevAya. dAn potAnA paise ja karavAnuM che. bIjAnI vastuthI bhagavAnanI bhakti karavAthI tamane zuM lAbha thAya ? bhakti potAnA paisAthI karo to ja lAbha thAya. sabhA H- atyAre to ghaNA pArakA paise dAna karIne pAchA mAne ke meM dAna karyuM !. sAhebajI :- zakti hovA chatAM jene ApavAnI taiyArI nathI, tene aMtarAyakarma baMdhAya. vaLI parANe paNa dAna karAvAya nahi. aMdaranA sArA bhAva sAthe sArA kAmamAM ja A paiso javAno che, ema vicArIne dAna Apo to puNya baMdhAze. AnA badale dAnanA avasare manamAM ema vicAro ke A lapa kyAM gaLe paDI ? mATe chUTakAro karavA thoDuM dAna Apo to pApa ja baMdhAya. sabhA :- koI jAtrA karavA jAya te vakhate bIjA kahe ke mArA vatI ATalI bhakti karajo, to tene pahoMce ? sAhebajI :- hA, karAvaNarUpe pahoMce. tame jAtrA karavA jAo tyAre tamane koI potAnA vatI satkArya-bhaktimAM paisA ApIne vAparavAnuM kahe to te vAta svIkArI zakAya. paNa koInA vatI satkArya-bhakti karavAno vidhi e che ke (dA.ta.) jyAre enA vatI 100 rUpiyAnAM phUla caDhAvatA ho, tyAre moTethI kahevAnuM ke Ano lAbha amuka vyaktine maLajo. 186 sabhA H- dharmasthAnakamAM paNa saMsAranAM sagAM-vahAlAMne yAda karAya ? : lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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sAhebajI :- ahIM sagAM-vahAlAM tarIke nahIM paNa lAbha lenAra sAdharmika tarIke yAda karavAnAM che. sAmAnya sAdharmike paNa satkArya-bhakti mATe kAMIka ApyuM hoya to te pravRtti karatAM te vyaktine yAda karavAnuM zAstramAM kahyuM che. maphatamAM lAbha levAnI icchA ja nathI rAkhavAnI. jeNe tamane caDhAvavA ApyuM che tenA vatI ja tamAre arpaNa karavAnuM che. bIjAnA vatI AMgI hoya tyAre paNa nAma enuM ja ApavAnuM, maphatano jaza na ja levAya. mahApuruSoe dharma karatAM ekapaNa kharAba vRtti manamAM ghUsI na jAya tenI khAsa takedArI rAkhavAnuM kahyuM che. sukRtaanumodananA bhAvathI maraNottara paNa lAbha : sabhA :- koI will (vasiyatanAmuM) kare temAM lakhe ke ATaluM mArA vatI karajo, to teno lAbha te vyaktine pahoMce ? sAhebajI :- cokkasa pahoMce, puNya-pApano baMdha phakta svayaM pravRtti karavAthI ja nathI thato, paraMtu karaNa-ka2AvaNa-anumodana AdinA bhAvathI paNa thAya che. marI gayA pachI tenI icchA pramANe lAkha rUpiyA dAnamAM vaparAyA, to te lAkha rUpiyA sIdhA tene pahoMcavAnA nathI, paNa maranAra vyaktine jo dAnano zubhabhAva hoya to cokkasa puNyarUpe lAbha maLe. kriyA to bhAvanuM sAdhana che, bhAva tenuM phaLa che. puNyabaMdha ke pApabaMdhanI mULabhUta AdhArazilA to bhAva ja che. * are ! dharmI mAbApe will-vasiyatanAmuM na karyuM hoya to paNa, jo sArAM saMtAna hoya to temanI pAchaLa banI zake teTalAM sArAM dharmaanuSThAna kare. pitAnA nAmathI dAna Ape ke satpravRtti kare to te pitAnA jIvane atyAre bhale khabara nathI, chatAM koIka vakhata paNa temane jo jJAnathI khabara paDe to rAjI thAya tevuM mAnasa hoya to nakkI thAya che ke temane unconsciously-ajAgratapaNe manamAM anumodanAno bhAva paDyo.che, tethI temanI pAchaLa thayela satkAryano lAbha temane puNyarUpe paralokamAM paNa maLe. vaLI bhAva na hoya to karoDo kharco to paNa lAbha na maLe. jema ke nAstika mAbApa dharmI na hovAne kAraNe temanI pAchaLa kadAca dharmI dIkaro udAratAthI kharace to dIkarAne bhAva pramANe karyAno lAbha maLe, paNa tenA mAbApane karAvaNa ke anumodanArUpe kazAno lAbha na maLe. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 187

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pU. kalikAlasarvajJa hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnuM mAtA sAdhvIjIne nirdhAmaNA karAvatI vakhate sADA traNa koDa zloka pramANa zAstraracanAnuM dAnaH amAre tyAM ziSyo paNa gurunA AtmazreyArthe ghaNuM kare che. pa. pU. A. zrI hemacaMdrasUrijInAM saMsArI mAtuzrI pAhiNIdevIne dIkSA letI vakhate patinA virodhanA kAraNe dIkSA moDethI thayelI, vayovRddha uMmaranA kAraNe jayAre temano aMtasamaya Avyo tyAre nirdhAmaNA karAvatAM pU.A. zrI hemacaMdrasUrijI mahArAje kahyuM ke huM tamArA AtmazreyArthe sADA traNa kroDa zloka pramANa zAstra racIza, ATalo jApa karIza. saMghe paNa karoDonA jApano saMkalpa jAhera karyo. upakArInA AtmazreyArthe ArAdhanA kare to karanArane paNa karyAno lAbha maLe ane jenA nimitte kare che tene anumodanAno lAbha maLe. tame koinA nimitte phUla caDhAvo te vakhate A phUlano lAbha ApanAra vyaktine maLo tevo manamAM bhAva hoya to ApanArane paNa lAbha maLe ane tamane paNa lAbha maLe. maphatamAM jAte ja lAbha-jaza khATI javAno bhAva Ave to te malina vRtti che. dharmapravRttimAM zubhabhAva haMmezAM jALavavo joIe. upAzrayamAM 5 lAkha rUpiyAno hola hoya, tame savAlAkhanuM ja dAna karo ne holanI takatI para tamAruM saMpUrNa dAtA tarIke nAma lakhAvo to teno artha e ja thAya ke bAkInA poNA cAra lAkhano bIjAno jaza tamAre khATI javo che. sabhA:- atyAre to loTarI kADhe che. sAhebajI :- te to ghora aprAmANikatA che. 500-1080 rUpiyA ApIne badho ja jaza maphatamAM khATI javAnI vRtti che. vaLI jugArI manovRtti che. dharmasthAnaka jevA pavitra kSetromAM AvI paddhatio lAvo eTale dAna ApIne paNa pApa baMdhAze. jo 5 lAkhanA upAzrayamAM savA lAkhanuM dAna ApIne nAma lakhAvo to temAM paNa zubhabhAva ocho che ne azubhabhAva vadhAre che, to pachI 500 ke 1000 rUpiyAnI loTarI dvArA 5 lAkhanA upAzraya para takatI lagADAvavAmAM keTalo azubha bhAva Ave te tame jAte ja vicArI lo! tamArI zakti anusAra ja dAna karo, ane zakti na hoya to ame dAnano Agraha nathI rAkhatA. ame atyaMta garIba zrAvaka hoya to tene pUjA karavAno niyama 188 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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paNa na ApIe; kAraNa ke prabhubhakti svadravyathI karavAnI che. tevI zakti na hoya to pArake paise pUjA nathI karavAnI. jo zakti hoya to ThAThathI ja pUjA karavAnI che. tevI zakti na hoya to eka ja bhagavAnanI pUjA karavAnI, te zakti na hoya to eka bhagavAnI paNa nava aMge pUjA na karatAM eka aMge ja pUjA karavAnI ane eka aMganI pUjA jeTalI paNa zakita na hoya to pUjA karanAra bIjA zrAvakanAM kesarabarAsa vagere ghasI ApavAM, jethI te zrAvaka jayAre pUjA kare tyAre ghasI ApanAra nirdhana zrAvakane karAvaNano lAbha maLe. zrAvakano sAco vaibhava tenI jinabhaktimAM jovA maLe : sabhA - ame to AkhA varSanA paisA eka sAthe TIpamAM lakhAvIe chIe. sAhebajI - tame kharca pramANe nathI lakhAvatA tethI ja saMghamAM toTo Ave che. eka to tame svadravyathI pUjA karatA baMdha thayA ane pAcho vahIvaTa paNa evo goThavyo ke jethI "sAdhAraNa khAtAnA kharcAno pAra na rahe. 200 ghara vacce eka derAsara hoya chatAM paNa tene sAcavavA tamAre pUjArI rAkhavo paDe che. sabhA:- to derAsaramAM sAphasUphI karavAnI javAbadArI amArI che? sAhebajI:- hA, derAsaramAM sAphasUphI karavAnI javAbadArI zrAvakonI ja che. tamane bhagavAnanI bhaktinAM kAma karatAM zarama Ave che? saMsAranuM badhuM gaddhAvaitaruM karavA TAima maLe che, ane ahIM derAsara Avo tyArathI ja ghaDiyALa joyA karo; kAraNa prabhu pratye aMtaramAM haju sAcuM bahumAna pragaTa thayuM nathI. saMsAra aMge tamArAmAM mULathI aneka gaNo ullAsa paDyo che, jayAre prabhunA zAsana mATe bhoga ApavAmAM tamArAmAM keTalo ullAsa che te viMcAravAnuM che. AvA traNa lokanA nAtha, devAdhideva ke jemanI bhaktithI tamArA bhavobhavanAM karmo tUTe, temanI bhakti karavAnA prabaLa ullAso thavA ja joIe. te nathI thayA tethI ja hajI rakhaDIe chIe. | murazIdAbAdamAM keTalAye ThekANe kasoTI paththaranAM gharaderAsaro che. potAnAM moTAM gharaderAsaro hoya, chatAM temAM tamane ekapaNa pUjArI na maLe. vaLI baMdhAvanAranA gharomAM nokarono pAra na hoya. are! eka varSanA TeNiyA mATe paNa be nokaro hoya. vA zrImaMto hovA chatAM pUjA kare tyAre bhagavAnanA dAsa lAge. temanI putravadhUo lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 189

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rAjagharAnAnI hoya, chatAM paNa derAsaranAM vAsaNa mAMje, kacaro kADhe. Ama, traNa lokanA nAthanI bhakti jAte karavAnI che. tame dhAtunI pratimAne kaI rIte upADo? keTalAka to bAvaDethI ja upADe che. ramakaDuM UMcakatAM hoya tema le che. jayAre A loko to prabhujInI pratimAne letAM pahelAM ja pote aDadhA vaLI jAya. bahumAna sAthe prabhune be hAthamAM le. temanA bAhya vyavahAra parathI ja khyAla Ave ke temane prabhu pratye atyaMta bahumAna che. atyAre to divase divase zraddhA-bhakti ja ghaTatAM jAya che. tamArA gharanA kharacAnAM bajeTa keTalAM? mahine 10, 15 ke 20000 haze, paNa prabhunI pUjAno kharca keTalo? ahIMnI ja. vADakI levAnI, pANI jevuM kesara paNa ahIMnuM ja levAnuM, dhUpa-dIpa-cAmara vagere paNa ahIMnAM ja vAparavAnAM. Ama, AkhI pUjA saMghanA dravyathI karo cho. jayAre saMsAranA badhA vyavahAra tamArA mobhA pramANe karazo, jarUra paDe mobhAthI paNa . vadhAre karo. tamArI kharI zrImaMtAI amAre jovI hoya to tamArA saMsAranA lagnAdi. prasaMge ja joI zakAya, jyAre sAcA zrAvakanI zrImaMtAI ne vaibhava to tenI pUjA ke dharmaanuSThAna parathI dekhAI Ave. ghaNAnI pUjA jotAM ema lAge ke jANe , daridranArAyaNanI pUjA che. gharamAM dIkarAone kesaravALAM dUdha pIvaDAvavAM che, jyAre ahIMyAM ja bhAvanA thatI nathI. jeTaluM kuTuMba-kabIlA-parivAramAM potIkApaNuM lAgyuM che tevuM ahIMyAM lAgyuM nathI. basa, A ja moTI khoTa che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanuM rahasyamaya dhoraNa ane tenI zakti H puNyanA jeTalA prakAro che temAM badhAM ja puNya hitakArI nathI. ekalA baMdhane na vicAratAM anubaMdha paNa vicAravAno che. puNya bAMdhanAro ghaNI vakhata pApano anubaMdha pADe. puNya bAMdhe eTale puNyano ja anubaMdha pADe evuM nathI. jo baMdha ane anubaMdhanAM dhoraNa eka ja hoya to tamane majA paDI jAya. paNa tevuM nathI. satkAryathI puNya baMdhAya, te puNyathI maLela sAmagrIno dharmamAM upayoga kare, eTale pAchuM puNya baMdhAya. paNa eTalAmAtrathI te puNyane puNyAnubaMdhI puNya na kahevAya. tene mATe juduM dhoraNa che. jema ke ApaNe badhA A mAnavabhavamAM AvyA, te bIjA aneka kSudra bhavomAM rakhaDI rakhaDIne AvyA chIe. sUkSma nigodamAMthI bahAra AvyA pachI bAdara nigoda 190. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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banyA, bAMdaramAMthI pratyeka vanaspati banyA pachI beindriya, teIndriya, caurindriya tema kramazaH upara upara caDyA. vaLI caDatIno A ja krama saLaMga jaLavAya tevuM nathI. ghaNI vakhata eka ja yonimAM asaMkhya bhava thayA pachI jIva upara Ave. AmAM caDhaUtara paNa thAya. have sUkSmamAMthI bAdara thayo te puNya bAMdhIne, ekendriyamAMthI beindriya thayo te paNa puNya bAMdhIne, ne beindriyamAMthI teindriya thayo to te paNa puNya bAMdhIne. have beindriya karatAM teIndriya vadhAre vikasita che, paNa jo te maLelI zaktino sadupayoga na kare to upara na caDhe, paNa nIce ja jAya. eTale maLelI zaktino uttarottara sadupayoga karIne ja kramazaH ApaNe caurindriyamAMthI paMcendriyamanuSya Adi thayA. arthAta ApaNe aneka vakhata puNya bAMdhyuM ane teno vAraMvAra sadupayoga karyo tyAre ja mAnava sudhI pahoMcyA, chatAM eTalA mAtrathI ja ApaNe puNyAnubaMdhI puNyavALA na kahevAie. puNya bAMdhavAnI zakti paNa puNyathI maLe. dA.ta. paisA vadhAre kamAvA hoya to 500 rUpiyAnI mUDIvALA karatAM 25000nI mUDIvALo vadhAre kamAI zake. jema kamANI vadhe, temainvestment (mUDIrokANa) vadhAre karI zake. basa, A ja rIte eka puNyathI maLelI zaktinA sadupayoga dvArA navA puNyane bAMdhI zako, chatAM te baMdhamAtra che, AmAM puNyano anubaMdha nathI; kAraNa ke A puNyanIserial(krama) paNa pa-25 bhava cAlaze, tyArabAda saMcita puNyathI mojamajA karI, pApa bAMdhI durgatimAM bhavanI paraMparA sarjaze. keTaluMya puNya bheguM karIne tenAthI bhAre zakti-sAmagrI meLavIne, pachI tIvra pApa karIne ghora durgatimAM ja jaze. arthAt puNyano sadupayoga karo eTalAmAtrathI te puNya puNyAnubaMdhI puNya nathI thaI jatuM. je navApasAbhAra paNa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhe te jIvano mokSa nakkI ja che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyamAM cheka mokSa apAvavAnI zakti che. tene je bAMdhe teno vahelo-moDo uddhAra thavAno ja. puNyAnubaMdhamAM saMsArarasikatA ane aviveka moTI argalArUpa, ane tene dUra karanAra vairAgya ane vivekanA bhAvo : mokSe javAmAM jema AMtarika dRSTie saMvara-nirjarA upayogI che, tema bAhya daSTie puNyAnubaMdhI puNya paNa upayogI che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhavA mATe je criteria-mApadaMDa mUkyA che te tenA Icchake samajavA paDe. - - NNNNNNNN lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 191

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zubha bhAvathI puNyabaMdha thAya ane azubha bhAvathI pApabaMdha thAya, sAthe jeTalo sAco vairAgya ane vivekano pariNAma hoya te pramANe AtmAmAM puNyano anubaMdha paDavAno. bhavAbhinaMdI ane kadAgrahI AtmAne jo puNya baMdhAya to pApAnubaMdhIpuNya baMdhAya. AnAthI nakkI e thayuM ke je loko bhautika kSetre dayAparopakAra-karuNAnI pravRtti kare ne sAthe jo vairAgya-vivekanA bhAvo na hoya to puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya na bAMdhe. tenI jema dhArmika kSetre paNa pUjA-sAmAyika-bhakti Adi kare chatAM vairAgya-viveka na hoya toya puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya nahIM bAMdhe. arthAt teo saMsArarasikatA ane avivekanA kAraNe dhArmika pravRtti karIne paNa puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya na bAMdhI zake. na vairAgya ne viveka, puNyanA anubaMdhanuM kAraNa kema che ? anubaMdha hakIkatamAM zuM che ? te samajavuM paDaze. dA.ta. eka kIlo ghauM lIdhA. tenI roTalI banAvIne koIne Apo to te,peTa bharIne jamI zake. A kIlo ghauMnI tAkAta che ke te bhojanarUpe eka-be mANasanuM peTa bharI zake. paNa A ja eka kIlo ghauM jo vAvI dRie to te ghauMnA dANAmAMthI keTalAya gaNA vadhAre dANA pedA thAya. pachI pharIthI te dANA vAvI daie to enA karatAM keTalAye gaNA vadhAre dANA thAya. A dRSTikoNathI vicArIe to eka dANAmAM duniyAbharanA mANasonuM peTa bharI zakAya teTalI sarjanazakti che. tevI ja rIte AtmA para je koI karmano baMdha thAya che.te puNya hoya to udayamAM sukha ke anukULatA Apaze ane pApa hoya to udayamAM duHkha ke pratikULatA UbhI karaze; paNa baMdhamAM te sivAya bIjI koI tAkAta nathI. sarjanazakti ke utpAdanazakti anubaMdhamAM ja che. jo puNya ke pApa pApanI sarjanazaktivALAM-anubaMdhavALAM haze to AtmA pApathI chavAi jaze ane jo puNyanI sarjanazaktivALAM haze to puNyanI avicchinna paraMparA sarjAze. AtmavikAsanI dRSTie baMdhanuM bahu mahattva nathI, paNa anubaMdhanuM mahattva che. eka kIlo ghauMnuM sIdhuM khAvAnI dRSTie mUlya keTaluM ? ane utpAdananI daSTie mUlya keTaluM ? dA.ta eka dayAnuM kAma karo ane tenA dvArA baMdhAyelA puNyamAM jo pApanI sarjanazakti haze to tamArA palle aMte pApa ja paDaze. pAchuM pApa dvArA navuM moTuM lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 192

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pApa, ema guNAkArarUpe pApanI zRMkhalA cAlaze. tevI ja rIte jo puNyamAM puNyanI sarjanazakti haze to bhaviSyamAM tamAro AtmA puNyathI chavAi jaze. *puNyanA anubaMdhamAM mokSasAdhaka zakti paNa che, eTale uttarottara guNa keLavI vikAsa dvArA aMte mokSe pahoMcADaze. tethI sAmAnya zubhakAma paNa puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya baMdhAya te rIte karavuM joIe. te karavA temAM viveka ane vairAgya bhaLavo ja joIe, to ja baMdha zubha anubaMdhavALo thaze. anubaMdha tamArA AtmA para bhaviSyamAM karma kevuM chavAI jaze tema ja karmo AgaLa AgaLa kevA bhAvinuM sarjana karaze te batAve che. vairAgya ane vivekathI abhimaMtrita puNya e puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya : hitakArI puNyane samajAvavA pU. upAdhyAyajI zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjAe maMtrita pANInuM dRSTAMta ApyuM che. jIvanamAM jema pANI anivArya cIja che, tema saMsAramAM puNya anivArya che. AtmArthI jIva paNa puNyanI sahAya vinA TakI na zake. chatAM ekalA pANIthI kAMI bhAre tAkAta-na maLe, nahIMtara tame upavAsa AdimAM divase divase baLavAna-majabUta thAo, paNa tevuM banatuM nathI. arthAt pANI jIvananirvAhaka nathI, paNa jo te ja pANI abhimaMtrita hoya, viziSTa koTinA maMtranuM temAM AdhAna karavAmAM AvyuM hoya, to te ekaluM paNa jIvananirvAhaka amRtatulya banI zake che. tevI ja rIte vairAgya ane viveka dvArA puNya abhimaMtrita thAya che, pachI te puNya dvArA maLelA pApamaya bhogo bhogavavA chatAM pApanI paraMparA nathI sarjAtI, UlaTuM te puNya AtmAne amRtatulya bane che. nahIMtara sAmAnya saMyogomAM puNyathI bhoga, bhogathI pApa, pApathI durgati ane durgatithI 84 lAkha jIvAyonimAM bhavonI paraMparA sarjAya. paraMtu A viSacakra amRtatulya puNyathI aTakI jAya che. jinAjJA pramANe sAdhu apavAdamArge ke zrAvaka utsargamArge anukaMpA kare, to baMnene puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya ja baMdhAya che. anukaMpAnI zubha pravRttimAM paNa bhAva anusAra anubaMdhe iSTAniSTa phaLanI prAptinuM dhoraNa : * pUrve A graMthamAM kaheluM ke anukaMpAdAna puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa che ne supAtradAna mokSanuM kAraNa che. (1) anAryadezanI anukaMpA tuccha puNya ne pApa ghaNuM baMdhAvaze. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 193

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(2) AryadezanI paNa nAstika tulya anukaMpA ke jemAM dharmadaSTi nathI, te dayAparopakAra-karuNA-maitrI dvArA tuccha puNya sAthe pApa ghaNuM baMdhAvaze. (3) AryadezanA Astikatulya dharmadaSTivALA sadAcArI loko satyavRtti ane laukika dayAdAnathI sArA puNyano baMdha pADaze, paNa A traNeya jagyAe anubaMdha to pApano ja paDaze. (4) bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba jainazAsananI zAsanaprabhAvanAnA tathA AtmakalyANa AdinA AzayathI vairAgya ane vivekapUrvaka je anukaMpA karaze te AtmA suMdara puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhaze. A badhAmAM pravRtti to dAnanI ja che, chatAM Arya-anArya, Astika-nAstikake. jaina-ajaine karelI anukaMpA ke mAnavatAnI pravRttinA phaLamAM moTo taphAvata Ave che. tamAre kayuM dAna karI kevuM phaLa meLavavuM che te nakkI karavAnuM che. pravRttirUpe kArya eka ja che, jo karatAM AvaDe to beDo pAra thaI jAya ane jo karatAM na AvaDe-to. AtmAnI pAyamAlI paNa thaI zake. tethI uttama phaLanI AkAMkSAvALAe vivekathI anukaMpA karavAnI che.baMdha eka vakhata bhogavavArUpa phaLa Apaze jayAre anubaMdha hajAro-lAkho-karoDo-abajo vakhata phaLa Apaze. sabhA:- baMdha ane anubaMdhamAM eka TikiTa che ne eka pAsa che. sAhebajI:-anubaMdha mATe pAsanI upamA to bahu haLavI kahevAya. anubaMdhamAM sAikala che. marma samajI zako to coMkI UThazo. puNya-pApanA baMdhanuM mahattva vadhAre nathI, paNa puNya-pApanA anubaMdhanuM mahattva bhAre che. puNya bAMdhatAM paNa anubaMdha azubha haze to te nukasAnakAraka che ane jo pApa bAMdhatAM paNa anubaMdha zubha haze to te hitakArI che. tethI ja samyagdaSTi AtmA pApa kare to paNa te pApa tenA AtmA mATe hitakArI che, jayAre gADha mithyAdRSTi puNya bAMdhe to paNa te puNya tenA AtmA mATe hitakArI nathI. jainazAsanamAM jevuM anubaMdhanuM vizleSaNa che, tevuM duniyAnA koipaNa dharmamAM nathI. tIrthakarano upadeza anubaMdhapradhAna che. zubhAzubha anubaMdhano mApadaMDa sabhA :- anubaMdha zubha che ke azubha che te kaI rIte khabara paDe? sAhebajI :- koipaNa zubha pravRtti sAthe viveka ane vairAgya bhAva haze to 194 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAze. pAMca rUpiyAnuM dAna karo to paNa manamAM vairAgya ne viveka joIe. * sabhA - vairAgya eTale dIkSAno bhAva ja ne? sAhebajI -nA, evuM nathI. sukhamaya saMsAramAM asAratAnuM bhAna tenuM nAma vairAgya. sabhA:- paMcasUtra vAMcavAthI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAze? sAhebajI :- paMcasUtra vAMcavAthI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ene baMdhAya ke jene temAM lakhelI tattvanI vAto haiyA soMsaravI UtarI jAya. jo paMcasUtranI eka eka vAta samajo to vairAgya nizcitapaNe pragaTe. are ! jIvanamAM AmUla krAMti thaI jAya. pU.A. zrI haribhadrasUrijIe je graMthanI TIkA racI che, to vicAro ke tenuM tattva keTaluM gahana-gaMbhIra apAra haze ! jainazAsananuM tattva baMdhamAM nahi, anubaMdhamAM che : baMdha karatAM anubaMdhanuM mahattva anaMtagaNuM vadhAre che. pahADa jeTaluM puNya bAMdho paNa anubaMdha jo azubha hoya to ame rAjI nathI. kadAca pApa bAMdhatAM paNa anubaMdha zubha hoya to ame rAjI thavAnA samyagdaSTi jIvo saMsAramAM pApapravRtti kare tyAre paNa temanAmAM viveka ane vairAgya jAgRta hoya che, ne tethI ja temane dareka pApapravRtti karatI vakhate paNa anubaMdha zubha paDe che. Akho saMsAra tyAgo to paNa jo vairAgya ne viveka nahi hoya to zubhabhAvathI puNya bAMdhazo paraMtu anubaMdha to azubha ja paDaze. . jainazAsanano zrAvaka hoya ke sAdhu hoya tenI pravRtti jo bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba hoya, to puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ja bAMdhaze, je kadI tene saMsAramAM rakhaDAvaze nahi, paNa tenA AtmAnuM kalyANa ja karaze; jyAre AjJAnirapekSa evI laukika pravRtti saMsAramAM rakhaDAvaze; vyakti karoDo rUpiyAnAM dayA-dAna-paropakAra kare, zubha pravRttionA gaMja khaDake, paNa puNya to pApAnubaMdhI ja baMdhAya je saMsAramAM rakhaDAve, aMte AtmAnI barabAdI ja thAya. tethI ja AjJAnirapekSa laukika pravRttinI anumodanA na karAya. game teTalI nIti pALe paNa jo pApAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhe to huM tenI anumodanA na karuM. ame haMmezAM Atmika rIte ja hitAhitano vicAra karIe chIe. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 195

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jainazAsananuM tattva anubaMdhamAM che. tame mAtra nIti joIne AbhA thaI jAo cho, karoDo rUpiyAnuM dAna ApanArane joIne ovArI jAo cho, paraMtu teo pApanA anubaMdhavALuM khataranAka puNya bAMdhI rahyA che te vicAratA nathI. nAstika jIva nIti khAtara ghaNuM veThe, paNa AtmA-paraloka-puNya-pApa-izvaranI vAta Ave to ThekaDI uDADe; pachI bhale te vyakti prANa sATe niHsvArtha bhAvanAthI nIti pALe, tene kIrtinAmanA-AbarU kazAnI icchA nathI, badhA ja guNa tenAmAM hovA chatAM, tenAmAM vairAgya ne viveka nathI, tethI tene pApAnubaMdhI puNya ja baMdhAze. sabhA:- nAstika hoya te rAtorAta badalAi jAya kharo? sAhebajI :- Astika banavA to AkhI vicAradhArA badalavI paDe. koIkane AvuM thaI paNa zake. paNa badhA mATe tevI khAtarI ApI zakAya nahi. ' ApaNA AtmA para covIse kalAka baMdha-anubaMdha cAlu che. baMdha sAro to anubaMdha sAro ne baMdha kharAba to anubaMdha kharAba tevuM nathI. haMmezAM cakAsaNI karavA jAgrata rahevuM paDe. je pApane sArAM mAne che ne pApa jene game che, tene niyamA pApano anubaMdha paDe. saMsAra eTale pApano akhADo, pApanI bharamAra, te pApamaya che. - jene saMsArano rasa che tene pApano rasa che. khAvuM-pIvuM moja karavI tevuM jIvana, ke 18 pApasthAnakomAMthI eka paNa pApasthAnaka sAruM lAgatuM hoya, are ! eka pApasthAnakano eka vibhAga paNa jo sAro lAgato hoya, to te jIva teTalA aMze pApano rasika che. jeTalI pApanI rasikatA teTalo anubaMdha pApano ja paDe. vairAgya pApano rasa toDI nAMkhe. pUrNa vairAgya AvyA pachI pApano anubaMdha Take nahi. bhUtakALamAM AtmAe puNyano anubaMdha nathI pADyo, mATe ja AtmA rakhaDe che. je divasathI puNyano anubaMdha pADIzuM te divasathI ja kalyANamArge caDhIzuM. 196 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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che. 16-8-94, maMgaLavAra. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA, bhavya jIvo uccatama puNyanA svAmI bane tenA upAyone samyaga rIte batAvavA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. ' jene paNa AtmakalyANa karavuM hoya tene puNyanI AvazyakatA rahevAnI. bhautika sAmagrI pAmavA mATe paNa puNya Avazyaka che. tamArA bhUtakALamAM bAMdhelA puNyathI ja tamane A manuSyabhava maLyo che, badhA jIvone kAMI Avo bhava maLyo nathI. ApaNane AMkha, kAna, nAka barAbara maLyAM che, jayAre ghaNA manuSyo janmathI ja AMdhaLA, baherA, lUlA, laMgaDA hoya che. ApaNane nIrogI deha maLyo, AyuSya paNa lAMbu maLyuM, pAchA lokottara deva-guru-dharmano yoga maLyo ne dharmaArAdhanA mATe mana-vacana-kAyAnI zakti maLI, A badho puNyano ja pratApa che. A sAdhanasAmagrI pAmyA vagara saraLatAthI mokSanI sAdhanA karI zakAtI nathI. dharmasAmagrI apAve tevuM puNya juduM ane bhautika sAmagrI apAve tevuM puNya paNa juduM. sAMsArika puNyanI vizeSatA e che ke te saMsAramAM khAlI bhogasAmagrI apAve che, jema ke gADI-vADI-mojamajAnAM sAdhano-sattA vagere. je pApa karavAnAM sAdhano maLyAM che, zakti-sagavaDatA maLI che, A badhAmAM paNa puNya ja kAraNa che. te ja rIte dharmasAmagrInI prAptimAM paNa puNya ja kAraNa che. puNyanI zakti eTalI prabaLa ane sarvavyApI che ke tenA vinA bhautika kSetre ke dhArmika kSetre paNa eka paNa sArI cIja maLI zakatI nathI : A bhautika kSetre ke dhArmika kSetre je kaMipaNa sArI sAmagrI maLI che, te puNyathI maLI che ane tenI sAme bhautika ke dhArmika kSetre je ADakhIlI-takalIpho-pratikULatA lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 19o

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maLe che, te pApathI maLe che. dA.ta. bhautika kSetre beDoLa rUpa maLyuM che to pApanA udayathI, sAruM rUpa maLyuM che to puNyanA udayathI; zrImaMtAi maLI che to puNyanA udayathI, garIbAi maLI to pApanA udayathI; tenI jema dhArmika kSetre paNa je ADakhIlI-takalIpho-pratikULatA maLe che te pApathI maLe che ane anukULa sAmagrI maLe che te puNyanA udayathI maLe che. puNyanI maryAdA e che ke te mAtra sAmagrI apAvI de che, pachI teno sadupayogadurupayoga mAtra jIvanA puruSArtha para ja AdhArita che : sAco dharma maLyo te puNyanA udayathI, sAcA guru maLyA te paNa puNyanA udayathI paNa dharmanuM AcaraNa puNyathI nathI maLatuM. deva-guruno yoga puNyathI thayo che, paNa deva-guru oLakhavA ane temanI sAcI upAsanA-ArAdhanA karavI temAM puNya kAraNa nathI. sArI dharmasAmagrI bhale puNyathI maLe, paNa vikAsa to puruSArthathI ja thAya che. tIrthaMkaranuM zAsana maLyuM che te paNa puNyanA udayathI. A saMsAramAM jIvone Akasmika sAruM ke kharAba kazuM maLatuM nathI, je maLe che temAM puNya ke pApano vipAka ja kAraNa che, jyAre dharmanI ArAdhanA-upAsanA karavI hoya to temAM puNya ke pApa mukhya kAraNa nathI, paraMtu puruSArtha ja pradhAna kAraNa che. sabhA :- karmAnusArI buddhi thAya che ? sAhebajI : :- A niyama mukhyatve nikAcita karmo para lAge che e paNa vizeSa karIne mohanIyakarma mATe. kAraNa ke buddhi upara prabaLa asara karanAra mohanIyakarma che. ghaNAM karmone tamArI buddhi sAthe levA devA nathI. dA.ta. beDoLa rUpa je karme ApyuM tene sIdhI buddhi sAthe kAMI levA devA nathI. potapotAnAM kAryonuM khAtuM.te te karmonA kAryakSetrane AbhArI che. eka karma A asara kare to bIjuM karma bIjI asara kare. moTI kaMpanIomAM jema judA judA adhikArIone judAM judAM khAtAM soMpelAM hoya che, tema je je karmonuM je je khAtuM hoya te te khAtuM te te karmoe saMbhALavAnuM. dA.ta. jJAnAvaraNIyakarma jJAnazaktine Avare. jeTalA banI zake teTalA tamane te ajJAnIabUjha banAve. paNa tamArAmAM jeTaluM jJAna che tene hitakArI ke ahitakArI banAvavAmAM kAraNa mohanIyakarma che. jo nikAcita mohanIyakarma hoya to karma pramANe buddhi para asara thaze. paraMtu anikAcita mohanIyakarmamAM A niyama lAgato nathI. ahIM paNa lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 198

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anekAMtavAda Avaze. jo ekAMte karmAnusArI buddhino niyama pakaDI rAkhazo to badhI bAjI tamArA hAthamAMthI sarI jaze; kAraNa ke pApanI buddhi karma karAve, pApanuM kArya karma karAve, pApakArya karyA pachI bIjA pApakarmane karma ja vaLagADe ane bIjA pApakarmanA udayathI duHkha paNa karma Ape. Ama, badhuM ja jo karma ja karAve to tamAre svataMtra kazuM ja karavAnuM rahetuM nathI. mATe karmAnusArI buddhi e siddhAMta phakta nikAcita karmomAM lAge che, anikAcita karmomAM nahi. nahIMtara to mArI buddhimAM gusso Ave tyAre mAre tene thavA devo joIe; kAraNake buddhi karmAnusArI che. tenI jema ahaMkAraAsakti-mAyA-lobha badhA ja vikAro thavA deva paDo, pachI mAre to khAlI karmanA gulAma thaIne joyA ja karavAnuM ne? AvuM hoya to dharmanI jarUra ja na rahe. upadezakSamA keLavavAnI vAto paNa nakAmI ja thaI jAya. tethI jo A siddhAMta ekAMte lagADIe to AkhA dharmavyavahArano lopa thaI jAya ne bhAre anartha sarjAya. A jeTalI dharmanI sAmagrI maLI che temAM puNyano phALo che. pachI tame bhale te sAmagrIno sadupayoga karo ke na karo, paraMtu sAmagrI apAvavA dvArA te puNya to phaLadayI thaI gayuM. jema ke atyAre ghaNAne jainazAsana maLyuM che, paNa temane upAsanA ke ArAdhanA karavAnI jarUra ja nathI lAgatI, mATe temanA jIvanamAM jainazAsana apAvanAra puNyano upayoga ja thato nathI ne te puNya ema ne ema pUruM thaze. - ahIM mULabhUta siddhAMta e che ke dharmasAmagrI puNyanuM phala che, bhautika sAmagrI paNa puNyanuM phala che, tamArAM sadbhAgya ke tamane A baMne vastu maLI che. A be puNya paNa bhUtakALanA zubhabhAvathI ja baMdhAyAM che. zubhabhAvo dharmasAmagrI paNa apAve che ane bhautika sAmagrI paNa apAve che. mAtra prazna e che ke A puNyanI limitmaryAdA keTalI? to te eka vakhata dharmasAmagrI athavA to bhautika sAmagrI apAve, paNa teno upayoga zuM karavo ne tenuM AgaLa bhAvi pariNAma zuM lAvavuM? teno aMkuza ApaNA hAthamAM puruSArthathI che. eka vakhata to puNya baMdhAyuM. te bAMdhatI vakhate evo zubha pariNAma karyo ke tenA udaye sadguru tathA dharmanI sAmagrI maLI. eTale, AgalA bhavanA A zubha pariNAmathI eka vikAsanI sArI taka UbhI thai. A bhavamAM maLelI zubha takane jatI karo, to A taka tamane sAruM phala Apaze ja tevo niyama nathI. nukasAna paNa karI zake che, puNya tamane mAtra means-sAmagrI ApI de che. - - - . lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 199

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karma haLavAM thavAthI dharma karI jIva baMdha sudhAre paraMtu anubaMdha sudhAre nahi, tethI bhavacakrano aMta Avato nathI : sabhA:- karma haLavAM thAya tyAre ja dharma karavAnuM mana thAya? sAhebajI :- hA, atizaya tIvra bhArekarmI jIva hoya to tene dharma karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. paraMtu ApaNane anaMtIvAra haLukarmitA paNa maLI che, paNa kalyANanI daSTie ApaNe ene sArthaka banAvI nathI. dA.ta. dariyAnA pANImAM roja bharatI ne oTa Ave che. pUname vadhAre Ave ane amuka divase ochI Ave. bharatI Ave tyAre pANI UchaLavA lAge ne oTa Ave tyAre pANI osaravA lAge. basa, enI jema ja ApaNA AtmA para anaMtIvAra karmanI bharatI-oTa AvyAM che. jyAre oTa Ave tyAre karmano bhAra haLavo thAya, ne jIva zubha pariNAma karuNA, maitrI, dayA, dAna, zIla, zraddhA jevA guNo pAme ne saMyama keLave; zubhabhAva kare, zubhakriyA kare. are ! pazuyonimAM paNa karma haLavAM thAya tyAre jIva zAMta-sahiSNu-sajjana banI jAya. tethI ja eka kUtaro zAMta ane eka kUtaro svArthI jovA maLe che. baMnenA svabhAvamAM bhAre taphAvata che. A taphAvata sAhajika che, . samaja ke puruSArthajanya nathI, kema ke temane koI bhaNAvavA nathI gayuM. manuSyabhava zubhabhAva karo to maLe, vaLI manuSyabhava pAmyA pachI puruSArtha dvArA bIjA zubhabhAvathI vadhAre puNya baMdhAya, ane pachI tenAthI deva-rAjA-sattAdhIza vagere bane. A jIve anaMtIvAra AvI prabaLa puNyathI maLatI padavIo meLavI che. AnuM kAraNa AtmA para karmanI oTa AvelI tyAre zubhabhAva keLavelA, thokabaMdha puNya bAMdheluM, padavIo meLavelI paNa kalyANa thayuM nahi; kAraNa ke te vakhate AtmAe baMdha sudhAryo paNa anubaMdha sudhAryo nahi. koipaNa AtmA zubha anubaMdha vagara mokSamArga para pragati karI zakato nathI, pachI bhale te game teTalo guNiyala hoya ke puNyazALI hoya, chatAM tenAthI kalyANano mArga to dUra ja che. Ama, baMdha karatAM anubaMdhanI mahattA anaMtagaNI che. azubha baMdha karatI vakhate paNa jo anubaMdha zubha haze to vAMdho nathI. paraMtu puNyabaMdha karatI vakhate paNa jo anubaMdha azubha haze to tame khoTanA mArgo cho, adhogatinA mArge che. 200 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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pApAnubaMdhI puNya ane puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA bhAvi paraMpara phaLa : puNya tamane dharmanI sAmagrI ke bhautika sAmagrI Ape che, paraMtu bhautika sAmagrIno jo tame durupayoga karo to pApa ja baMdhAya, ane dharmanI sAmagrIno durupayoga karo to to tame ghaNuM ja bhAre pApa bAMdho. Ama, pApanA poSaNamAM sAmagrI apAvanAra puNya aMga banyuM, pApanA cakramAM pUraka banyuM; kema ke puSya na hota to te sAmagrI na hota ane sAmagrI na hota to tame teno durupayoga na karata ane pApa na bAMdhata. tethI je puNya, pApanuM poSaka ke pApanuM abhivardhaka bane te puNya AtmA mATe khataranAka che. joke A puNya paNa sArAM kAmo tathA saguNothI ja baMdhAya che, chatAM AvA sadguNo paNa aMtato vA (aMtamAM jaIne) lAbhakArI nahi paNa nukasAnane mATe thAya. * sArA vepArIne kharAba mArkeTa vakhate lAge ke A dhaMdho karavAthI atyAre bhale mane nukasAna thaze, paNa lAMbA gALe te lAbhakArI che to te dhaMdho kare ja. jema dhaMdhAmAM lAMbAM gaNita hoya che, tema anubaMdhamAM paNa lAMbAM gaNita hoya che. baMdha eka vAra karmanA phaLa-vipAkane Ape che, sukha-sAmagrI puNyabaMdha dvArA nakkI thAya che, jyAre anubaMdha tamArA dIrghabhAvine nakkI kare che, jenA dvArA bhaviSyamAM zuM lAbha-nukasAna thaze te sUcita thAya che. . . . - zrImaMtAI be prakAranI che. (1) atyAre je zrImaMtAi AbAdI lAge che, paraMtu bhaviSyamAM je nakkI barabAdInuM kAraNa che, te kharAba kahevAya; jyAre (2) je zrImaMtAI bhaviSyamAM vadhAre sArI AbAdInuM sarjana karanArI hoya, te sArI kahevAya. jema koi vyakti karoDa rUpiyAno hIro pAMca lAkhamAM Ape, paNa A hIro jene tyAM jAya tenuM dhanotapanota nIkaLavAnuM ja hoya, to tene tame na ja kharIdo. Ama to sAme dekhItI rIte napho che, tatkAla lAbha che, paNa te lAbhane tame na ja gaNo; kAraNa aMte moTuM nukasAna dekhAya che. pApAnubaMdhI puNya AvuM ja che. atyAre AbAdI Ape paNa bhaviSyamAM barabAdI karyA vagara choDavAnuM nathI. A puNyathI ja bhUkA bolAI jaze. A puNya atyAre thoDI majA karAve, paNa pAchaLathI kAsaLa kADhI nAMkhe. tethI AvA puNyano to paDachAyo paNa na levAya. huM tamane pApAnubaMdhI puNyane puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA bhAvi paraMpara phaLa batAvavA mAMguM chuM. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kramasara puNyanI hAramALArUpe cAlyA ja karaze, vaLI lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 201

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temAM kramasara puNyano guNAkAra paNa thayA ja karaze. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya rAI jeTaluM paNa bAMdhyuM, to te paraMparAe pahADa jeTaluM thaI jAya. anubaMdha e karmamAM rahelI utpAdanazakti-sarjanazakti che. jo tame bAMdhelAM karmamAM sArI sarjanazakti haze to tame nyAla thaI jazo ane jo kharAba sarjanazakti haze to pAyamAla thaI jazo. jherI biyAraNa hoya to jherI pAka Ubho thaze. kema ke biyAraNa nAnuM hoya paNa utpAdanazakti sArI hoya, to te nAnuM evuM biyAraNa paNa vipula pramANamAM anurUpa pAka Ape che. bhAvadharmathI pApAnubaMdhonuM puNyAnubaMdhomAM rUpAMtara caMDakauzikanuM dRSTAMta sabhA:- puNyanA anubaMdha pADyA pahelAMnA je pApanA anubaMdho che, te puNyanA anubaMdha pADyA pachI kaI rIte jAya? tenuM zuM thAya? sAhebajI:- je vyakti puNyano anubaMdha pADe, tyAre AgaLanA pApanA anubaMdha jo nikAcita na hoya to te tUTavAnA cAlu thaI jAya. dA.ta. caMDakauzikane prabhu mahAvIra maLyA te pahelAM teNe pApo kAMI ochAM pharyA nathI. tenI ugra hiMsakavRttithI teNe AjubAjuno badho ja pradeza ujjaDa karI nAMkhyo che. potAnA pradezamAM pazupaMkhIne paNa ghUsavA na de. potAnI mAlikInI bhAvanAthI potAnA pradezamAM bhUlecUke pravezelAnI paNa dveSane kAraNe te hiMsA kare che. pUrvanA sAdhunA bhavamAM paDelA krodhanA saMskAra tyAra pachInA devatA ane tApasanA bhAvamAM paNa gayA na hatA, tethI A caMDakauzikarUpa cothA bhAvamAM paNa krodhanA bhAvo teNe azubha anubaMdhapUrvaka karyA che, hiMsAdi pApa paNa rasapUrvaka karyA che, pApanA anubaMdha teNe joradAra pADyA che. caMDakauzike pApa paNa evAM joradAra bAMdhyAM che ke prabhu na maLyA hota to te marIne narake ja jAta, paraMtu te aMte samAdhipUrvaka marIne devalokamAM gayo che; kAraNa ke tenA jIvanamAM urning point AvI gayo. prabhue jayAre tene pratibodha karyo, tyAre jAtismaraNajJAna thavAthI tene pUrve sAdhunA bhavamAM Acarelo cAritra dharma yAda Avyo ne sAthe viveka-samakitapUrvakanI dezavirati prApta thai. have to te pAMcamA guNasthAnakano jIva che. tenI AMkhamAM taravA mATenI araja prabhue joI, tethI tenI bhAvanA pramANe tene anazana karAvyuM. A bhAvadharma pAmavAthI tenA AtmA para je karma tUTe tevAM hoya te tUTe ane je na tUTe tevAM hoya tevAM karmanuM zubhamAM conver 202 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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sion-saMkramaNa thAya, jethI pUrvanA azubha anubaMdhanI asara AtmA para na rahe. sarpanA AtmA para je paNa pUrvanuM pApAnubaMdhIpApa che, tenuM have te vizuddha bhAva dvArA rUpAMtara kare che athavA toDI nAkhe che, tethI have pachI tene kadI pApano anubaMdha naDavAno nathI. tamane paNa jo dharma barAbara karatAM AvaDe to jUnA azubha anubaMdho toDI zako cho. jenA AtmA para kaNiyA jeTalo paNa pApano anubaMdha hoya to tene jokhama saMbhavita che, ne jenA AtmA 52 kaNiyA jeTalo paNa puNyano anubaMdha che tenI unnatinI bAMhedharI che. Ama, pApanA anubaMdhathI bhAvi asalAmatI-adhogatino mArga khullo che, ane puNyanA anubaMdhathI pragati-unnatino mArga khUle che. eTale pApAnubaMdhIpuNya saMsAramAM DubADe che, jyAre puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya AgaLa caDhAve che. AtmAnI pragati ke adhogati anubaMdha upara AdhArita che, paNa baMdha para nathI. tethI ja tIrthaMkarano upadeza ekAMte anubaMdhalakSI che. anubaMdhanI pAraMparika zakti vicArI dayA-dAnAdi satkArya gatAnugatika na karatAM AjJAmujaba karo : jaina zrAvaka ke sAdhu jinAjJA mujaba anukaMpA kare to puNyano anubaMdha paDe che. puNyano anubaMdha AtmA para paDe te AzayathI dayA-dAnanI pravRtti karavAnI che. sAdhanAmArgamAM jeno anubaMdha sAro te jItyo ne jeno anubaMdha kharAba te hAryo. anubaMdha sudhAre tenuM ja AtmakalyANa thavAnuM che, khAlI puNyabaMdhano moha rAkhavAno nathI. phakta puNyanuM poTaluM bAMdhI levAya teTalA mAtrathI harakhAvAnuM nathI, paNa zubha anubaMdha pADo to ja kalyANa thaze ane amArI paNa upadezanI mahenata saphaLa thaze. atyAre keTalAye guNiyala AtmAo che ke jemanAmAM hajAro guNo che, paNa ame temanA guNomAM zubha anubaMdha nathI jotA, tethI temanA te guNonI anumodanA nathI karatA. koI dayA pALe te sAruM kAma che, paNa tenAthI paraMparAe tenA AtmAnuM zuM thavAnuM ? te avazya jovuM joIe. sabhA H- khabara kevI rIte paDe ? sAhebajI :- bhagavAne tenA mATe niyata dhoraNa Apela che. ApaNAM zAstro kaMI ja chupAvatAM nathI. tame samajazo to jAte ja nakkI karI zakazo. udAharaNa lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 203

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tarIke menakA gAMdhIno dAkhalo laie. menakA gAMdhI eka sArI vyakti che. tenuM jIvana paNa AzcaryakAraka che. tame badhA to jainadharmamAM janmyA hovAthI gaLathUthIthI jainatvanA saMskAra che, tathA bApadAdAnA vakhatathI ahiMsaka jIvana jIvatA AvyA . cho, tethI ahiMsaka jIvana tamAre mATe sugama che, pazu-paMkhI vagerene na mAravAnI tamAre tyAM paraMparA ja che. jyAre A strI to paMjAbI kuTuMbamAM janmI che. tethI tenA kuTuMbamAM mAMsa khAvuM sAmAnya che. jyAre tenAM lagna saMjaya gAMdhI sAthe thayAM, tyAre tenI jiMdagImAM paNa nonaveja vagere badhuM cAlu hatuM. naheru pote paNa mAMsAhArI hatA. chatAM A strInI prakRtimAM komaLatAne kAraNe moTI hiMsAnI vAta Ave tyAre te acUka virodha kare. ahiMsA para lekho lakhe, caLavaLo kare, caLavaLo karanArane Teko paNa Ape. saMjaya gAMdhI jayAre ADakatarI rIte sattAnAM sUtronI najIka hato, tyAre menakA gAMdhIe tenI vaga hovAnA kAraNe jIvadayAnAM kAmo karavAnuM sUcana . kareluM. tyAre saMjaya gAMdhIe tene gussAmAM kahyuM ke pote mAMsAhAra karIne jIvadayAnI vAto karavAno zuM matalaba che ? prANIdayA karavI hoya to tuM ja pahelAM mAMsa choDa. tyAre A strIne tenI vAta sAcI lAgavAthI tyAM ne tyAM AjIvana mAMsAhAra karavAnuM choDI dIdhuM. tenAmAM koipaNa jIvane marato ke duHkhI thato na jovAya tevI dayAbhAvanAM che. kIDIne paNa maratI jue to tene hRdayamAM asara thatI hatI. tethI ja teNe dilhImAM eka saMsthA UbhI karI che. A saMsthAmAM dilhImAM kyAMyathI paNa phona Ave ke zerImAM kUtaruM mAMduM che, to A saMsthA tarata ja teno upacAra karAve. tenA jIvanamAM AvI dayAnI pravRtti hovA chatAM dharmadaSTie AtmA-paramAtmA mAnatI hoya ke nahi te paNa eka prazna che. deva-guru-dharma sAthe paNa bahu levAdevA na hoya. vaLI saMsAranA bhogavilAsane paNa sArA mAne. badhAM pApane pApa paNa mAnavA taiyAra na thAya. atyAre mAnavatA AdinAM aneka satkAryo karanArA evuM mAnasa paNa dharAvatA hoya che ke amAre mokSa joIto nathI. mokSamAM javAno amane koI rasa nathI. adhyAtmanI vAto paNa temane nirupayogI lAge. AvA sajjanamAM paNa je A dayA, paropakAravRtti Adi sadguNo che te puNya baMdhAve, chatAM tene pApanI rasa-ruci hovAthI anubaMdha to pApano ja paDe. A zubhapravRttithI puNya pApAnubaMdhI ja baMdhAya. Aje ghaNA DaoNkaTaro, vaijJAniko ke vakIlomissionary work kare che, temane jaIne pUcho ke saMsAra kevo ? indriyonA bhogavilAsa kevA ? pApa kevuM ? pApanI pravRtti kevI ? to javAba nakArAtmaka Avaze. tame kadAca nAnA nAnA pApane pApa lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 204

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tarIke nahi gaNatA ho, paNa samajAvavAmAM Ave to pApane pApa tarIke mAno to kharA ja. jayAre A badhAne pApa, pApa tarIke samajAvo to paNa moTI jIvahiMsAne pApa gaNe, paNa nAnA jIvanI hiMsAne to pApa tarIke mAnavA taiyAra ja nahIM thAya. eTale A lokone dharmadaSTi sAthe kAMI levAdevA nathI. vairAgya lAvavA mATe paheluM pagathiyuM aDhAre pApasthAnakone oLakhIte tamAmane tyAjya mAnavAM joIe: A saMsAra pApamaya che tethI ja asAra che, tethI vairAgya to lAvavo ja paDe. sauthI pahelAM doSone oLakho. pApa pratye tamAro abhigama evo hovo joIe ke aDhAre pApasthAnako tyAjaya che. jene eka paNa pApasthAnaka vAjabI lAgatuM hoya, gamatuM hoya ne karavA jevuM lAgatuM hoya, to te jIvane anubaMdha pApano ja paDe. sarva pApanI aruci hoya to puNyano anubaMdha paDe che, eka paNa pApanI tIvra ruci hoya to pApano anubaMdha paDe che. jyAM sudhI pAparuci na palaTAvo tyAM sudhI azubha anubaMdha paDaze. ruci palaTAvavAnuM eka ja sAdhana che, vairAgya ne viveka. AtmAne vairAgyane viveka jeTalI mAtrAmAM sparze teTalI mAtrAmAM tenI pApanI ruci tUTe. 1% paNa pApanI ruci tUTe to 1jhavairAgya Avyo kahevAya. pApanI ruci paNa samagratAthI tUTavI joIe. ghaNA loko corI-lUMTaphATa-dhADane pApamAne, paNa nAnA nAnA pApone pApa tarIke svIkAre ja nahi. jema dhaMdhAmAM anIti karavI te pApa che te mAne, paNa nItipUrvaka paisA kamAvA te paNa eka pApa che te na ja mAne. sabhA:- vyavahArika dRSTie pApa nahi. sAhebajI:- lokavyavahAra dharmamAM pramANabhUta nathI. ApaNe to bhagavAne sthApelA lokottaravyavahAramAM mAnanArA chIe. je pApane pApa tarIke na svIkAravA de te ja moTuM pApa che, te pApano paNa bApa che. nItithI dhaMdho kare to paNa dhaMdhAmAM hiMsA to thAya ja che. dhaMdhAmAM je jIvo mare che temaNe tamAro zuM guno karyo che? nirdoSa jIvo tamArA svArtha khAtara mAro ane pApa na gaNAya tevo jaina siddhAMta nathI. tamAre to phAvatA siddhAMto che. tethI ja tamane bhagavAne kahelAM 18pApasthAnako paNa manamAM bese ema nathI. sabhA-nAnAM pApa ne moTAM pApamAM phera kharo? lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 205

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sAhebajI:- hA, phera cokkasa che. paraMtu koipaNa jIva pratye anAcAra, anIti ke geralAyaka vartana bhale pachI nAnuM hoya ke moTuM, chatAM te pApa ja che. sabhA:- 1 rUpiyAnI corI karatAM 100 rUpiyAnI corI vadhAre kharAba nahi? sAhebajI:- 100 rUpiyAnI corI karanAra mAne ke corI pApa che, lAcArIthI karavI paDe che ne A kAma kharAba che, A pramANe tene pApa tarIke svIkAre. jayAre bIjo 1 rUpiyAnI corI karanAra mANasa te nAnA pApane pApa tarIke svIkAre nahi to te vadhAre kharAba che. tame bhale moTAM moTAM pApono tyAga karyo hoya, paNa nAnAM pApa, pApa tarIke na lAgatAM hoya to te pApatyAganuM mUlya ochuM che. A badhAM pApa pratyenI rUci tyAre ja ochI thAya ke jayAre samajAya ke A Akho saMsAra pApamaya che. pratikramaNa karatAM 18 pApasthAnakonuM micchA mi dukkaDaM Apo cho tyAre e badhAM pApa, pApa tarIke manamAM bese che ke pachI phakta bolavA khAtara ja bolI jAo cho? 18 pApasthAnakanuM sUtra to gujarAtI bhASAmAM che. jyAM vyaktigata pApa AlocavAnAM hoya tyAM potapotAnI bhASAmAM bolavAmAM doSa nathI. tame loko potAnI bhASAmAM saraLatAthI AlocanA karo te mATe mahApuruSoe gujarAtImAM A sUtra gUMthI ApyuM che, paraMtu tame Ane samajavA mATe paNa buddhi doDAvatA nathI. sUtramAM jene pApa kahyAM che, tene tame pUrepUrAM pApa tarIke mAno cho? krodha, mAna, mAyA, parigraha sevatAM te tamane pApa tarIke lAge che? jo parigraha pApa lAgatuM hoya to nItithI kamAyelo paiso paNa sAro na lAge. bhAre hiMsA karyA vagara saMpUrNa nItipUrvaka kamAyelo paiso paNa parigraharUpa pApa to che ja." sabhA:- nItinI kamANIne parigraha kaI rIte kahevAya? sAhebajI:-parigraha ja kahevAya. nahIMtara to tamArI vyAkhyA pramANe jo vadhu paDatuM bheguM karavuM ene ja parigraha kahevAto hoya, to pachI A badhA bhikhArI aparigrahI ja kahevAze. mANasa jarUriyAta pUratuM bheguM kare te paNa parigraha ja che. jeTalAM paNavirAdhanAnAM sAdhano, Asakti ke mUrchAthI bhegAM karo, te badhAM parigraha ja che, pachI bhale eka cIMtharuM hoya to paNa tene parigraha ja kahevAya. tame parigrahanI vyAkhyA spaSTa nahi samajo to tame amane paNa parigrahI kahezo; kAraNa ke amArI pAse paNa stock(sToka)mAM be cAra kapaDAM hoya che, jayAre dezamAM keTalAka bhikhArI nAgA phare che. tamArI daSTie te ja sAcA aparigrahI gaNAze. hakIkatamAM amArI 206 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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pAse je vastra Adi che te badhAM u5ka2Na che, adhikaraNa nathI. upakaraNa e ArAdhanAnuM sAdhana che, parigraha nathI. je virAdhanAnuM sAdhana che te parigraha che. upakaraNane paNa jo mamatArUpa bhAvahiMsA ke virAdhanAnuM sAdhana banAve arthAt temAM Asakti kare to te parigraha che. mArA manamAM jo Asakti ke mamatA na hoya, vaLI te vastuono huM hiMsAdi pApamAM upayoga na karato houM to ja huM aparigrahI kahevAiza. nizyacanaya mUrchAne parigraha mAne che, jyAre vyavahAranaya jIvavirAdhanAnA sAdhanane ja parigraha mAne che. A baMneno samanvaya karIne zAstramAM parigrahane pApa batAvyuM che, pachI bhale ocho hoya ke vadhAre hoya. jarUriyAtano upayoga paNa evI rIte karavo ke jemAM binajarUrI hiMsA na thAya, bIjAne duHkha na thAya. nahi to te pApa ja kahevuM paDe.. je koI tamane trAsa Ape tene tame gunegAra gaNatA ho, to tame jene trAsa Apo tenA tame paNa'gunegAra ja gaNAo. tamArA mATenAM ane bIjAnA mATenAM kATalAM judAM judAM na hoya. dharmanAM badhAM dhoraNa spaSTa che. aDhAra pApasthAnakone samajatA thaI jAo to vairAgya jarUra Avaze ne puNyano anubaMdha paDavAno cAlu thaI jaze. ekavAra anubaMdhanI nADa hAthamAM AvI jAya eTale beDo pAra. tethI ja zAstramAM anubaMdha upara ATalo bhAra mUkyo che. samyagdaSTi AtmA pAMpapravRttio, azubha pariNAmo, Asakti ke vikAro seve to~ tene paNa avazya baMdha pApano paDe, paNa anubaMdha to puNyano ja paDe. A anubaMdhanuM phaLa e che ke tene mAtra eka vakhata pApathI duHkha Avaze, paNa te vakhate te AtmA evA guNono vikAsa ka2ze ke jethI uttarottara guNomAM vRddhi thaze. je guNo AtmAne patanane mArge laI jAya che te heya che. mithyArdaSTinI samatA paNa doSanuM poSaNa karanArI che. A bahu ja kaDaka zabdo che. kaSAyonuM upazamana paNa zubha anubaMdha vagaranuM hoya to tenI phUTI koDInI paNa kiMmata nathI. kSamA, samatA, dayA, dAna AvA guNomAM paNa jo pApano anubaMdha che to te badhA guNo bhAvi doSanA poSaNa karanArA che. sabhA :- guNo bhAvi doSanA poSaka bane temAM daSTAMta Apo. sAhebajI :- meleriyAne AyurvedamAM viSama vara kahevAya che. temAM ekAMtara lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 200

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tAva Ave che. tAva Ave tyAre dardI dhrUje ne kaNase. paNa bIje divase tAva UtarI gayA pachI khAI-pIne jalasA kare tyAre te ekadama svastha dekhAya. chatAM tyAre te dekhAtI majA bhAre tAva lAvavAnI pUrva avasthArUpa che. kAraNa ke kAle pAcho tAvano savAyo humalo Avaze, je khAdheluM paNa kADhI nAMkhaze. basa, AnI jema kaSAyo zAMta karI puNya bAMdhe, paNa te zAMta thayelA kaSAyo pApanA anubaMdhavALA hovAne lIdhe, jyAre pApanA anubaMdho udayamAM Avaze tyAre te AtmAnuM dhanotapanota kADhI nAMkhaze. - - - - - 208 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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ja tA. 17-8-94, budhavAra anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ane sakAmanirjarAnA parama sAdhana evA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. muktinI ArAdhanAnA be upAya: je paNa AtmAne mokSe javuM hoya ane AtmakalyANa karavuM hoya, tene mATe ArAdhanAnA upAya be ja che. teNe (1) puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ane (2) sakAmanirjarA sAdhavAnuM cAlu karavuM joIe. sakaLa karmano kSaya e ja mokSa che. jayAM sudhI AtmA karmanA phaMdAmAMthI chUTI na zake tyAM sudhI mokSa zakya nathI. karmano pUro kSaya karavo te ja mokSano sAco upAya che. badhAM karmono kSaya thAya tyAre ja mukti maLe. paNa e kaI rIte prApta thAya? tenA mATe sakAmanirjarA e ja mukhya mArga che. nirjarAnA paNa be prakAra che, sakAmanirjarA ane akAmanirjarA. sAco dharma nahi pAmelA jIvo akAmanirjarA kare che, jayAre AtmakalyANamAM je upayogI che te sakAmanirjarA che. chatAM paNa ekalI sakAmanirjarA na batAvatAM puNyAnubaMdhI puNyane paNa mokSanA sAdhana tarIke batAvyuM che. A batAvavAnuM kAraNa e che ke mokSe jatAM pahelAM ArAdhanAnI sAmagrInI jarUriyAta che. badhA jIvo kAMI marudevAmAtAnI jema aMtarmuhUrtamAM mokSe jatA nathI. marudevAmAtA to dhyAnamAM caDyAM ne tyAM temanAM karmo khapavA mAMDyAM, ne tyAM ja kSapakazreNI, zukladhyAna ne kevalajJAna badhuM ja pAmI gayAM. paNa A to accherA jevuM che. badhA A rIte nisargathI mokSamAM jatA nathI. anaMta jIvomAM ekAda jAya. mokSe javA mATeno mukhya krama kayo? pahelAM dharmasAmagrI pAmo, pachI zraddhAthI dharmanuM AcaraNa karatAM karatAM guNono vikAsa karo, AgalA bhavamAM tenAthI vadhAre lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 209

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vikAsa karo; tema janamajanamanI sAdhanA karatAM karmo tUTatAM jAya, ne AtmA dhIre dhIre guNo pAmatAM pAmatAM aMte sarvaguNasaMpanna thaI mokSe jAya che. paNa jyAM sudhI saMsAramAM chIe tyAM sudhI A hitakArI puruSArtha karavA mATe sAmagrIyukta manuSyabhava ke devagati joIe. kUtarA, bilADA ke narakanA bhavomAM ke baherA, bobaDA, totaDA manuSyanA bhavamAM zuM dharma karI zakazo ? sAdhanA karavA mATe paNa badhI sAmagrI anukULa joIe. have A ApanAra koNa ? puNya ja che. tethI ja puNyane ekAMte heya bolavuM te mithyA ekAMtavAda che. je puNya AtmAne kalyANanuM sAdhana na banatAM durgatinuM sAdhana bane che, te puNya heya che. paNa badhA ja puNyane heya mAno to ekAMte nizcayavAda Avaze. mokSe to sarva karmano kSaya karIne javAnuM che, ane sarva karmanA kSayanA kAraNabhUta , zuddha bhAvo karavA mATe paNa koIka zubha AlaMbana joIze. jema ke zAstro. tene bhaNavA mATe ke samajavA mATe puNyathI ja sAmagrI maLaze. zAstro samajavA ke AcaravA pUraka sAdhana tarIke je puNya jarUrI che te AvakArya che, paNa je puNya AtmAne nukasAna kare te ja puNyathI DaravAnuM che. te puNyanA anubaMdhavALuM puNya juduM ne pApanA anubaMdhavALuM puNya juduM che, lakSyamAM rAkhavAnuM che. kyAre paNa tamArI sAme koI jIva Ave, tyAre tenuM puNya kevA prakAranuM che, kayA anubaMdhavALuM che teno vicAra karI zako tevI tamAre dRSTi keLavavI joIe. anubaMdhano mahimA : mahApuruSo anubaMdhano mahimA gAtAM kahe che ke, duniyAmAM jeTalA paNa jIvo rakhaDe che, temAM kAraNa e ja che ke te AtmAoe kadI anubaMdha sudhAryo nathI. pravRtti ane bhAvo sudhAryA; tenA dvArA baMdha sudhAryo, eTale ke AtmAe azubha pravRtti choDI zubhapravRtti karI, AtmAe azubhabhAvo choDI zubhabhAvo karyA, AtmAe azubhabaMdho choDI zubhabaMdho meLavyA; paNa kadI azubha anubaMdhane toDIne zubhaanubaMdhane na goThavyo. jagatanA jIvo jo kaNiyA jeTalo paNa puNyano anubaMdha AtmA para pADI zake, to te jIvo dIrghakALe paNa mokSe jaI zake. 210 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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jIve zubhAnubaMdhI thavA mATe AkhI jIvanadRSTi palaTavI paDe : atyAre evA koI jIvo nathI je prasaMge puNya na bAMdhatA hoya. darekanA jIvanamAM koIka to saguNo haze ja, ne temane te pramANe puNya paNa baMdhAya. saMsAramAM puNyabaMdhanA bhAgIdAra moTA bhAganA AtmAo thAya che, paraMtu puNyano anubaMdhana pADI zakavAnA kAraNe saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. puNyabaMdha sogho che, jyAre puNyano anubaMdha moMgho che. jayAre jayAre azubha bhAvano tyAga karI zubhabhAvane svIkAro eTale puNyabaMdha cAlu thaI jaze, paNa puNyano anubaMdha pADavA to AkhI daSTi badalavI paDaze. anaMtakALathI AtmA saMsArarasika-pAparasika rahyo che, pApamAM ja tene upAdeyabuddhi rahI che. tene badalavA AtmAe pApanI jugupsAvALA banavuM paDaze ane pApa pratyenI upAdeyabuddhinI sAme heyabuddhi khIlavavI paDaze. A baMdhanuM cakra je dhoraNa para cAle che tenA karatAM anubaMdhanAM cakronAM dhoraNa judAM che. dA.ta. eka vyakti dayA-dAna vagere satkAryo khUba ja bhAvollAsa sAthe kare che . paraMtu tyAre paNa aMdaramAM jo pApamaya saMsAranI ja ruci paDI hoya to tene satkAryo karavA chatAM paNa pApa pratyenI ja upAdeyabuddhi aMdara beThI che. tethI ja satyavRtti karatAM paNa anubaMdha tI pApanA ja paDavAnA. mithyAdaSTi jIvo ahiMsAnI pravRtti kare to paNa anubaMdha hiMsAno ja pADe. athavA eka jIva kSamAno pariNAma kare che, kSamA keLave che, krodhane kyAMya manamAM skopa nathI Apato, Ama, vartamAna daSTie joIe to tenA AtmA para atyAre kSamAbhAvano vikAsa thaI rahyo che, paNa jo te jIvamAM mithyAtva gADha hoya to anubaMdha tene krodhano paDe. A kSamA je keLavI tenAthI puNya baMdhAyuM. tethI ja jyAre te puNya udayamAM Avaze tyAre sattA-saMpatti-mAnapAna badhuM ja maLaze, paNa tyAre kSamAne badale krodha ja vadhu karaze. anubaMdha jIvanI buddhi para asara kare che : sabhA:- te jIva to kSamAzIla hato to te puNyanA udaya vakhate krodha kema vadhAre karaze? - sAhebajI :- atyAranuM baMdhAyeluM puNya kAMI tarata to udayamAM AvatuM nathI, paNa jyAre udayamAM Ave tyAre jo pApano anubaMdha paDelo hoya to te buddhine 'UlaTI karaze. azubha anubaMdha buddhine UlaTI kare che ne zubha anubaMdha buddhine lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 211

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sIdhI rAkhe che. mATe ja A jIve kSamAnA bhAvo keLavIne puNyano baMdha pADelo, paraMtu mithyAtvanA kAraNe anubaMdha azubha paDelo, tethI puNyanA udaya vakhate azubha anubaMdhanA kAraNe tenI buddhi UlaTI thaI gaI. tethI ja zAstramAM kahyuM che ke karmanI sarjanazaktinuM ja nAma anubaMdha. AgaLa AtmAmAM kevA bhAva thaze te anubaMdha para AdhArita che. tethI ja zAstramAM kahyuM che ke "karmamAM rahelI bhAvi sarjanazaktinuM ja nAma anubaMdha." apunabaMdhakadazAthI puNyano anubaMdha zarU thAya che: sabhA:- zubha anubaMdha samakita Ave pachI thAya? sAhebajI:- mokSamArganI prathama bhUmikA-apunabaMdhakadazA je jIva pAme tyArathI tenA AtmA para thoDo thoDo puNyano anubaMdha cAlu thAya che. pachI te jIva jema jema mokSamArganI bhUmikAmAM AgaLa caDhato jAya tema tema puNyano anubaMdha vadhato jAya ane pApanA anubaMdha ghaTatA jAya. samyagdaSTi AtmA 100% puNyano ja anubaMdha pADe che. mahApuruSo A samyagdaSTi AtmA mATe geranTI Ape che ke A jIva game tyAM jAya ne game te pravRtti kare, paNa te AtmAne anubaMdha to 1OO% puNyano ja paDaze, tene vartamAnamAM pApAnubaMdhano to savAla ja nathI, paraMtu bhUtakALanA je pApAnubaMdha hatA, tenuM paNa puNyanA anubaMdhamAM rUpAMtara cAlu thaze. samyagdaSTi AtmAne gusso Ave tyAre kharAba pravRtti ke mArAmArI: paNa kare, te vakhate tene baMdha pApano paDe paraMtu anubaMdha to puNyano ja paDe. mATe ja jayAre tene A pApa udayamAM Avaze tyAre tene kSamAnA ja bhAva jAgaze. samyagdaSTi AtmAnA krodhamAM paNa anubaMdha kSamAno che, jyAre mithyArdaSTinI kSamAmAM paNa anubaMdha krodhano paDe che. anubaMdhanI karAmata ja e che ke jene UMdho anubaMdha paDyo tene sAruM paNa kharAba mATe thAya ane jene sAro anubaMdha paDyo tene kharAba paNa sArA mATe thAya. ghaNA vepArI atyAre bajArane samajIne nukasAna veThavuM paDe to veThI le, paNa e evI rIte veThe ke varSe be varSe tene nukasAna karatAM cAra gaNo napho maLe. eTale A nukasAna naphAnuM sAdhana thayuM, kAraNa dhaMdhAnI bAbatamAM tenI te AvaData che. enI sAme ghaNA evA hoya ke atyAre napho le paNa bhaviSyamAM tenAthI ghaNuM nukasAna thAya. karmanAM anAdinA cakrone ADAM avaLAM karavAnI tAkAta anubaMdhamAM che. 212 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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zubhabhAva vakhate manamAM hajAro azubhabhAvo paNa suSupta rIte paDelA hovAthI, puNyakarmo sAthe seMkaDo pApakarmo paNa baMdhAya che : * vartamAnakALano baMdha tamArA vartamAna zubha ane azubhabhAva para avalaMbita che. dA.ta. bhagavAnanI pUjA karatA ho tyAre tamArA manamAM te vakhate pUjA nimitte sArA ja bhAva che. tethI tamane ema thAya ke mane ekaluM puNya ja baMdhAvuM joIe, paNa jaina karmavAda ema nathI kaheto. paramAtmAnI pUjA sArI che, ane te vakhate tamArI kriyA ane bhAva baMne sArA che. paramAtmA pratye atyaMta bahumAna che, bhakti ane samarpaNa paNa che, sAthe atyaMta zraddhAno umaLako paNa hoya. A badhA guNo keLavIne tame pUjA karo cho tyAre zubhabhAva che, mATe pUjA nimitte tamane puNya baMdhAya che; paNa te vakhate tamArA manamAM je bIjA azubhabhAva che tenAthI to pApa ja baMdhAya. sabhA :- A azubhabhAvono ame kAMI vicAra nathI karatA. A suSupta azubha bhAvothI paNa pApa baMdhAya? sAhebajI :- hA, suSupta azubha bhAvothI paNa pApa ja baMdhAya. pUjA karatI vakhate tamArI pAse tijorImAM 25 lAkha rUpiyAnuM belensa che tenA pratye tamane suSapta rIte mamatA-Asakti paDI ja che. jo koI AvIne kahe ke tijorI tUTI ane tamArA 25 lAkha rUpiyA gayA, to pUjA karatI vakhate tamane zuM thAya ? are ! lAga Ave to ghaNAne heart attack-haMdaya para humalo paNa AvI jAya. sabhA H- paNa te mamatA pragaTa nathI. sAhebajI :- manamAM rahelA bhAvo pragaTa thAya to ja karma baMdhAya tevuM nathI. tamArA manamAM je paNa mela che, bhale pachI te taLiye hoya ke upara hoya, paNa mela che, to enI sAthe karmabaMdhane saMbaMdha che, pachI bhale te azubhabhAva manamAM pragaTa ke suSupta koI paNa rIte paDela hoya. ahIM paNa aMdaramAM dhana pratye Asakti to paDI ja che. jo tame mAtra vicArathI ja karma bAMdhI zako to AkhI duniyAnAM pApa bAMdhI zako kharA ? zAstramAM kahyuM che ke tamane khUNAmAM beThAM paNa, AcaraNamAM ke vicAramAM na hoya to paNa, AkhI duniyAnAM pApa lAge che, ane Ane aviratinuM pApa kahe che. kAraNa aviratimAM duniyAnAM pAonA tyAgano saMkalpa na hovAthI pApa lAge che. tame AkhI duniyAnA vicAro ekI sAthe karI zako kharA ? ane jo ka2vA beso to gAMDA thaI jAo. paNa manamAM je suSupta vRttio paDI che te badhI vRttiothI saMgrahAtmaka lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 213

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rIte ekIsAthe pApabaMdha thAya che. paisAno jyAre vicAra karo tyAre ja pApa lAge tevuM nathI. atyAre duniyAmAM keTalIya khAvAnI vAnagIo paDelI che. temAM tamane amuka bhAve, amuka na bhAve. Ama, khAvAnI vAnagIo vizenA rAga-dveSa to covIse kalAka paDelA che. eTale ja bhAvatI vastuo jotAM moMmAM pANI AvI jAya che ane aNagamatI vastuo jotAM moTuM bagaDI jAya che. badhI ja bhAvatI-aNabhAvatI vastuonA khAvAnA vicAra kAMI Akho divasa tame karI zakavAnA nathI, paNa aMdara rAga-dveSa paDelA hovAthI pratikSaNa tenA nimitte karma baMdhAyA kare che. tame ahIMyAM zAMta beThA cho to paNa tamane pratikSaNa sAteya karmono baMdha thAya che, tema ApaNo karmavAda kahe che, jyAre AyuSyakarma to jIvanamAM eka ja vAra baMdhAya che. karmanA jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, mohanIya, aMtarAya vagere mULa ATha bheda kahyA che, paNa tenA peTAbheda pADIe to seMkaDo thAya; ane enA paNa peTA bheda pADIe to asaMkhya thAya. ane AmAMthI ghaNAM badhAM karmo tamane pratikSaNa baMdhAI rahyAM che. tame kahezo ke sAheba, ame ahIM DAhyADamarA thaI zAMta beThA chIe te chatAM amane sajA thAya, AvuM kaI rIte bane ? tenuM kAraNa e che ke atyAre tamArA manamAM sa~sArI azubha bhAvo suSupta rIte paDyA che, nimitta nathI maLyuM mATe pragaTa nathI thayA. nimitta na maLe to krodha bahAra na Ave eTale karmabaMdha na thAya tevuM nathI. dA.ta. tame aMgArA saLagAvo ne pachI tenA para DhAMkaNa mUko to upara rAkha vaLI jAya. eTale bahArathI agni TharI gayo che tema lAge, paNa aMdara to garamAvo rahevAno ja. aMdara hAtha nAMkho to hAtha dAjhI jAya. tevI ja rIte AtmAnI aMdara badhA kaSAyonA pariNAma'paDyA che, mATe baMdha cAlu che; pachI bhale te pariNAmo suSupta hoya. prakRtimAM paDelA bhAvono palaTo na lAvo tyAM sudhI karmabaMdhamAM AmUla pheraphAra nahi karI zako. tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtonI khUbI e che ke tamArA manamAM khUNekhAMcare paNa rahelA zubha-azubhabhAvonI noMdha karmabaMdhamAM batAvI che. zubhabhAva ke zubhakriyA hoya tyAre ekaluM puNya ja baMdhAya evuM nathI, sAthe te ja vakhate bIjA azubhabhAvo hoya to pApa paNa baMdhAya che. puNiyAzrAvakane paNa pUjA karatAM avirati nimittaka AkhI duniyAnuM pApa lAge che. Avo uttama zrAvaka hovA chatAM tenA jevAne paNa pUjA vakhateya pApabaMdha cAlu che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 214

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sabhA:- aviratimAM che tethI? sAhebajI:- tame avirati zabda to bolI gayA, paNa tamane avirati zabdano artha khabara che? sabhA - paccakhANano abhAva. sAhebajI - avirati eTale paccakhANano abhAva ema na kahI zakAya. kAraNa ke avirati e to AMtarika bhAva che, je aMdara manamAM rahelo che. paccakhANano abhAva e to aviratinuM kAraNa che. phaLa ane kAraNamAM taphAvata che. A puNya-pApabaMdho to mAtra eka ja vAra phaLa Ape che, paraMtu anubaMdha anaMtavAra phaLa ApavAnI tAkAta dharAve che : : virati e pApaviSayaka rAga-dveSanA tyAgano bhAva che. avirati e pApaviSayaka rAga-dveSano bhAva che. aviratithI paNiyA zrAvaka jevA uttama zrAvakane paNa satata karmabaMdha cAlu che. paraMtu A karmabaMdha ekavAra vipAka dvArA phaLa darzAvIne AtmA parathI cAlatI pakaDe che, jayAre anubaMdha anaMtavAra phaLa ApavAnI tAkAta dharAve che. dA.ta. aDadho kilo anAja paNa rAMdhIne khAI jAo eTale khalAsa thaI jAya. to pachI anAjanA eka dANAnI khAvArUpe keTalI kiMmata? mAMDa eka kIDInuM peTabharAya. Ama, anAjanA eka dANAnI poSaNa tarIke alpa zakti che, paraMtu te ja dANAnI sarjanazakti keTalI? to AkhI duniyAnuM peTa bharAya teTalI. basa, tenI jema atyAre bAMdheluM karma eka vakhata puNya ke pAparUpe bhogavI lo eTale phaLa ApIne khapI jaze, paraMtu tenI avicchinna paraMparA to anubaMdha ja calAvaze. jyAM azubha anubaMdha haze tyAM nukasAna ane jyAM zubha anubaMdha haze tyAM lAbha che. sabhA:-samakitI pApanI pravRttithI puNyano ja anubaMdha pADe te tarkathI nathI besatuM. - sAhebajI:- samakitIne pApano rasa ja na hoya. nAnA paNa pApane te sAruM na mAne tenI pApanI ruci saMpUrNa saLagI gaI che. manamAM khUNekhAMcare paNa tene pApa pratye rucino savAla ja nathI. tene Akho saMsAra asAra-duHkhamaya lAge che. jyAre tamArI jIvanapravRtti pApamaya hovA chatAM tame tene geravAjabI mAnavA paNa taiyAra lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 2015

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nathI. tame to ema kahezo ke AvuM vicArIe to jivAya ja zI rIte ? tamArI " vicArasaraNI ja tamane nukasAna kare che. moTI hiMsAne tame pApa tarIke svIkArI cho, paNa nAnI hiMsAne tame pApa tarIke svIkAratA nathI. moTuM asatya, moTI corI. moTo vizvAsaghAta vagere pApa che tevuM lAge, paraMtu nAnAM asatyo, nAnI corI, nAno vizvAsaghAta vagerene pApa tarIke samajAvIe to paNa pApa tarIke na svIkAro. tamArA jIvanamAM nAnAM DhagalAbaMdha asatyo chavAyelAM che, paNa te tamane kharAba paNa na lAge to pApano anubaMdha kevI rIte chUTe? dA.ta. saMsAramAM tame lagna-saMgAI jevA prasaMgoe jyAre make up karo cho, te make uppaNa eka banAvaTa che, chetarapIMDI che. tame jevA cho tenAthI vadhAre sArA rUpALA dekhAvAnI koziza karo cho. moDhA para eka nAno DAgha hoya tomake. up evo karo ke DAgha jarA paNa dekhAya nahi. Ama, koI tamane bahAra jue to - rUpALA lAgo, paNa gharamAM ema ne ema jue to kadarUpA lAgo. A mAyA che, asatya che. chatAM AvAM nAnAM nAnAM pApone pApa tarIke svIkAro kharA? A paNa asatyano prakAra che. sabhA:- A to eka kaLA che. sAhebajI:-hA, lokone ThagavAnI kaLA che. tamAma pApane pApa tarIke svIkAravA paNa jabaradasta mAnasika taiyArI joIe che. AtmAmAM spaSTatA, nikhAlasatA, prAmANikatA ane satyaniSThA joIe. pApane pApa tarIke ne adharmane adharma tarIke svIkAro; kAraNa ke vAstavikatAno svIkAra e ja samakita che. ' sabhA :- A badhuM pApa samajyA pachI paNa vyavahAramAM karavuM paDe che. sAhebajI - tamAre saMsAra calAvavo hoya to hiMsA karavI paDe, paNa temAM rAga-dveSarUpa azubhabhAva na karavA te tamArA mananI vAta che, hiMsA karavI hoya to rAga-dveSarUpa azubhabhAva karavA ja paDe tevo niyama nathI. 18 pApasthAnakomAMthI pahelAM pAMca pApasthAnaka sivAya bIjAM badhAM pApasthAnako zrAvakajIvanamAM dhAro to choDI zako cho, ane pahelAM pAMca pApasthAnako saMsAramAM saMpUrNa rIte nahi paNa AMzika rIte to tyAga avazya karI zako tema cho. jo gRhastha sAvadhAna hoya to chake krodha, sAtame mAna, AThame mAyA, navame lobha vagerene choDI zake. sabhA:- paNa thoDAM choDIe ne thoDAM rahevA daIe to? 216 lokottara dAnadharma"anukaMpA"

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sAhebajI :- A to tame evI vAta karI ke koI pezanTa, DaoNkTara pAse jaIne kahe ke mAro thoDo roga jAya tevuM ja karajo. hA, pachI tamAre mAMdA ja rahevuM hoya to amArI nA nathI. tamArI marajI hoya to pApa rAkhavAM hoya teTalAM rAkho, A to gRhasthajIvanamAM zakya-azakyanI vAta che. vagara rAge eTale ke aprazasta rAga vagara Akho saMsAra tame calAvI zako tema cho. tame prazasta rAgathI patnI-kuTuMba ne vepAradhaMdhAnA badhA ja vyavahAro calAvI zako tema cho. prazasta krodhathI badhe kAma thaI zake che. vaLI prazastakaSAyo pApasthAnaka nathI. pratikramaNamAM AlocanA karatI vakhate prANAtipAta sUtramAM paNa chake krodha, sAtame mAna vagere bolo tyAre aprazasta krodhamAnAdi levAnA che, teno japAparUpe tyAga karavAno che ane tenuM ja micchAmi dukkaDaM devAnuM che. zrAvakane zubha kaSAyo tyAjaya nathI kahyA. zubha krodha, zubha ahaMkAra Adi badhA ja zubha kaSAyo karIne tame puNya bAMdho cho. jo koI vyaktinuM hita dekhAtuM hoya, ane te hita karavAmAM krodha anivArya Avazyaka hoya tyAre svArtha vagara krodha karo to puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa bane che. sabhA:-mAstara chokarAne mAre te rIte? sAhebajI:- te vakhate mAstarane aMdara zubhabhAva joIe. manamAM chokarA para kaDapa besADavA ke sArAmAstara tarIke paMkAvAnA bhAvathI mAre to te zubhabhAva na kahevAya. arthAt temAM aMgaMta svArtha prerakabaLarUpe na joIe. kevaLa hitabuddhithI kaSAyo kare to te puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa bane. tamArA dIkarAne paNa svArthathI tame mAro to pApa baMdhAya. tamArAM saMtAnone tamAre bApa tarIke moTAM karavAnI javAbadArI che. temanAM pAlana-poSaNa ne uchera kartavyarUpe adA karo eTale puNya baMdhAya. paNa temAM zarata e che ke kartavya zubhabhAvathI adA karavuM paDe. chokarAne moTA eTalA mATe karatA ho ke mAro dIkaro che evI mamatAM che, vaLI A dIkaro moTo thaI buDhApAmAM mArI lAkaDI banaze, mane sAcavaze, jo AvA badhA bhAvo ucheravAmAM hoya to te bhAvo azubha che, ne tenAthI pApabaMdha cAlu raheze. A sabhA:- kartavyarUpe paNa amArA chokarA haze ene ja ame moTA karIzuM ne? - sAhebajI - bIjAnA chokarAnI paNa jo javAbadArI Ave to moTA karavA paDe. dA.ta. koIno bhAI jo nAnAM saMtAno mUkIne paraloka thayo hoya to tenAM lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 210

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chokarAMne paNa moTA karavAnI bhAInI javAbadArI Ave. javAbadArI adA karavAmAM zubhabhAva joIe. kartavya paNa azubhabhAvathI adA karo to pApa lAge. ApaNA tIrthakaroe Akho saMsAra zubhabhAvathI kevI rIte calAvavo te paNa batAvyuM che. jo tenI AvaData hoya to puNya bAMdhI zako cho. paraMtu zubhabhAva kone kahevAya ? ne azubhabhAva kone kahevAya, kyAM kaI jagyAe kevA bhAva karavA te dareka vyaktie jANavuM joIe. mA-bApe dIkarAono uchera ane dIkarAoe mAbApanI bhakti paNa kevI rIte karavAnI te jANavA jevuM che. tame mAbApane pALuM chuM, poSe chuM AvuM bolo to paNa yogya nathI. mAbApanI to bhakti hoya, emane kAMI veMDhAravAnAM nathI. dIkaro mAbApanI khUba ja sArasaMbhALa le, davAdArU-IcchAjarUriyAta badhuM pUruM kare, bhakti karavAmAM khaDe page Ubho rahe, paNa temAM Azaya niHsvArtha hovo joIe. dIkaro vicAre ke bApa pAse moTo dallo che ke jo temane khuza rAkhIza to vArasAmAM te dallo mane maLaze, tevA bhAvathI bhakti karI khuza rAkhe to te zubhabhAva nathI, paNa svArthajanya azubhabhAva che. melA bhAvatha bhakti karI to pApa ja baMdhAya. tevI ja rIte putravadhU paNa sAsunI bhakti svArthathI kare to azubha ja bhAva kahevAya. kartavya adA karatI vakhate paNa puNyabaMdha ke pApabaMdhano AdhAra manovRtti kevI che tenA para che. A badhuM karmabaMdhanA eka eka pAsAne samajo to khabara paDe. karmanA siddhAMta, pramANe satata karma baMdhAya che. vicAra paNa na karatA hovA chatAM jo vRttimAM zubha ke azubha bhAvo hoya to puNya ke pApano baMdha thAya che. vaLI temAM anubaMdha jo sAro na paDe to pUruM jokhama che. samyagdaSTi AtmAe 18 pApasthAnakamAMthI aDhAramuM mithyAtvazalyarUpa pApasthAnaka to saMpUrNa choDyuM che. tethI ja samakita AvyuM che. samakitIne 17 pApasthAnakanA sevanane kAraNe pApano baMdha thavA chatAM paNa anubaMdha to puNyano ja paDe che. badhAM ja pApasthAnaka pratye samyagdaSTi AtmAne javalaMta vaiirAgya che, pApanI pravRttimAtra pratye sUga che, tenA tyAganI bhAvanA che. tene UMghamAM paNa A bhAvanA javAno saMbhava nathI. tenAmAM vairAgya ne viveka satata jAgRta che. vairAgyathI tenuM mana tarabatara che ne vivekathI tenuM hRdaya AcchAdita che. pApanA anubaMdha mATe je je paribaLo joIe, te badhA teNe choDI dIdhA che. vairAgya ane viveka puNyanA anubaMdhanAM sAdhana che. te tenAmAM suMdara rIte che. sabhA:- vairAgya-viveka na Ave tyAM sudhI puNya ochuM karavuM? lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 218

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sAhebajI:- nA, paNa je puNyathI vairAgya ne vivekane pAmavAnI sAmagrI maLe, A bhavamAM ke parabhavamAM e sAmagrIne pAmavAnA saMyogo UbhA thAya tevuM puNya baMdhAya, tenA mATe prayatno karavAnA ke jenAthI vairAgya ane viveka pedA karavAnuM bekagrAunDa taiyAra thAya. paNa puNya bAMdhatAM gADha saMsArarasikatA haze to barabAda ja thaI jazo ne saMsAracakranI bahAra nahi nIkaLI zako. tethI ja, tIrthakaroe batAvelo dharma karatAM saMsArano rasa ghaTADavo joIe. rAga-dveSa-kaSAyomAM pIDAnuM saMvedana - vItarAgatAnuM mULa : pUjAnI kriyA karatAM puNyano baMdha pADavo sahelo che, paNa puNyanA anubaMdhane pADavA to vItarAgane kharA rAgathI bharjavA paDe ane te vairAgya vagara thAya nahi. te vItarAgane guNathI oLakhyA vagara zakya ja nathI. - AkhuM jagata viSaya-kapAyothI khadabade che. A saMsAramAM koI vItarAgI nathI. rAga-dveSathI gherAyelA jagatamAM vItarAgatA e anokhI cIja che. je vikArothI ApaNe khadabadIe chIe te vikAro ja ApaNane duHkha Ape che. jo tame A viSayakaSAyothI thAkyA ho to ja bhagavAna pAse jaI nirvikArI mana keLavavAnI sAcI icchA thAya. AtmAnA duHkhathI becena thaIne ahIM prabhu pAse AvavAnuM che, nahi ke saMsAranAM duHkha raDavA. tamane zarIranAM duHkha sAle che, paNa kAma-krodha AdinA vikArothI trAsI jaIne chUTakAro meLavavA bhagavAna pAse javAnI icchA thatI nathI. vikAromAM duHkhano anubhava thAya che ke majA Ave che? samyagdaSTi AtmAne saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM paNa eke pApamAM majA nathI AvatI. badhA ja kaSAyomAM - tene pIDAno anubhava thAya che. sabhA:- samyagdaSTine saMsAramAM akaLAmaNa thAya ? 'sAhebajI:-hA, cokkasa thAya. tethI ja kahyuM che ke tenA jevo duHkhI A saMsAramAM koI nathI. tamane pApanA phaLamAM duHkha lAge che ke pApamAM duHkha lAge che? cIMTiyo paNe tyAre duHkha thAya, paNa krodha pragaTe tyAre duHkha thAya kharuM? sabhA:- temAM duHkha dekhAtuM nathI. * sAhebajI:- A duniyAmAM koI mANasa evo kharo ke jeNe najare duHkha joyuM hoya? sukha-du:kha e najare jovAnI vastu nathI paNa anubhavavAnI vastu che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 219

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nAstikane jo pUchazo ke tuM AtmA kema nathI mAnato? to kaheze ke AtmA nathI dekhAto mATe tene pUchIe ke cIMTiyo khaNIe to bUma kema pADe che? tyAre te kaheze ke duHkha thAya che mATe. to tene pharI vAra pUchavAnuM ke duHkha mane najare dekhADa. " to teno e ja javAba haze ke duHkha dekhADI zakAtuM nathI paNa anubhavAya che, mATe mAnavuM paDe. hamaNAM to tenuM mAnavuM hatuM ke je na dekhAya tene na mAnuM, to paNa duHkhane mAne che; kAraNa anubhava thato dekhAya che. jema tamane thappaDa mArIe to gAla para baLatarAno anubhava thAya che, tema krodha Ave to aMtaramAM baLatarAno anubhava . thAya che? sabhA - dostAra mAre to na lAge. sAhebajI :- AjathI ja dostArone kahejo ke mane thappaDa mAro. sabhA:- e to zAbAzI lAge che. sAhebajI :- jorathI zAbAzI Ape to paNa vAgyuM hovAthI paMpALo to kharA ja. zarIranA duHkhane mahattva na ApatAM mananA duHkhane mahattva Apo. bAhya duHkha karatAM aMdaranAM duHkho vadhAre kAtila che. basa, je aMdaranAM duHkhothI trAsyo che, te ja vItarAganI sAcI bhakti karI zakaze. jayAre Avo jIva vItarAga pAse bhakti karavA Ave tyAre prabhune joIne tene thAya ke "he prabhu! tuM sukhI che ne huM duHkhI chuM. mAre tArI pAse che te joIe che. A vikAro ne pApomAMthI huM kyAre mukta thAuM," te ja tAlAvelI tene lAgelI hoya che. jene rAga-dveSa ane kaSAyomAM pIDAno anubhava thaze te ja pUrNa vItarAgabhAvane pAmI zakaze, ne te ja pApano rasa toDI zakaze. pApano rasa jIvaMta rAkhIne puNyanA anubaMdha na pADI zakAya. ' jema bhikhArIne jotAM anukaMpA jAge tenA pratye dayAbuddhi jAge, tema manamAM thAya ke "A saMsAramAM e paNa jIva che ne huM paNa jIva chuM. karmanuM svarUpa kevuM vicitra che? atyAre te bhUtakALanAM pApothI duHkhI che, vaLI A bhavamAM tenA guNono vikAsa thavAnI paNa zakyatA alpache, tethI paralokamAM paNa tenuM zuM thaze? dharmasAmagrI maLyA pachI paNa jo ApaNe A bhavamAM dharma nahIM karIe to anaMtakALa sudhI AvI rIte ja rakhaDIzuM." AvA vairAgyanA bhAvo manamAM thavA joIe. 220. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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vairAgya pragaTAvavA saMsAranA vAstavika svarUpanuM vAraMvAra saMvedanAtmaka ciMtanamanana karavuM joIe? sabhA:- azubhabhAvanI mAnyatA daDha thaI gaI hoya tenAmAM vairAgyano bhAva kaI rIte pragaTe ? sAhebajI:-vairAgya pragaTAvavA saMsAranA vAstavika svarUpanuM vAraMvAra ciMtanamanana karavuM joIe. vAraMvAra ciMtana karavAthI zubhabhAvo daDha thaze ane azubhabhAvo nabaLA paDaze, uparAMta vairAgyano bhAva paNa vRddhi pAmato jaze. sAcA vairAgIne duniyAnAM darzana karatAM navo navo vairAgya pedA na thAya tevuM bane ja nahi. tIrthakare jagatanI A ja rIte hitaciMtA karIne puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhyuM che, kAraNa temane saMsAra duHkhamaya lAgyo hato. vairAgya vagaranA maitradibhAvo mohajanya che : vairAgyavagarano zubhabhAva eTale vairAgya vagarano maitrIbhAva, vairAgya vagarano pramodabhAva, vairAgya vagarano karuNAbhAva ane vairAgya vagarano mAdhyasthabhAva; A jagatamAM jenAmAM vairAgya nathI tenA A badhA guNo mohajanya che, tenAthI pApAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya che. sAmAyika UMco dharma che, chatAM temAM paNa vairAgya ane viveka to anivArya che. sAmAyikamAM phakta pApapravRttino tyAga na karatAM pApanI sacino ne pApanA rasano paNa tyAga karavo joIe, nahi to sAmAyika karatAM baMdha phakta puNyano paDe paNa anubaMdha pApano paDe. . lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 221

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tA. 18-8-94, guruvAra. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA vairAgya ane vivekanI samya prApti karAvavA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. anubaMdhanuM mahattva : vairAgya ane viveka e baMne pAyAnA evA guNo che ke jenA dvArA AtmA unnatinA sIdhA rAha upara saraLapaNe AvI zake che. jyAM sudhI AtmA A be guNono vikAsa nathI karI zakato, tyAM sudhI AtmA mokSamArga para sthApita nathI thaI zakato. A be mULa pAyAnA prAraMbhika guNo che, tethI ja tene pAmavA prathama puruSArtha karavo joIe. bIjA guNomAM phakta baMdha sudhAravAnI tAkAta che jyAre A be guNomAM anubaMdha sudhAravAnI tAkAta che. anubaMdha e AtmA para karmarUpI cakranI pAyAnI dharI che. jema paiDAmAM dharI barAbara hoya to kadAca ekAda be ArA tUTI jAya to paNa paiDuM cAlI zake che, tema pApanA udayavALA kenavA pApane bAMdhanArAjIvane paNa puNyano anubaMdha mokSamArganI ragatimAM sahAyaka bane tevA prakAranuM taMtra goThavI Ape che, jyAre pApano anubaMdha evo che ke AtmA para mokSamArgane yogya guNonuM avarodhaka ane nukasAnakAraka taMtra goThavI Ape che. ApaNe atyAre karmanA phaMdAmAM phasAyelA chIe ane dhyAna nahi rAkhIe to ghora saMsAramAM rakhaDI jaIzuM, paNa jo eka vakhata paNa puNyanA anubaMdhanuM cakra AtmA para sthApita thaI jAya to ApaNe nyAla thaI jaIe. dA.ta. neminAtha bhagavAnanI ArAdhanA navamA bhavathI cAlu thaI. teno artha evo nathI ke temaNe bhUtakALamAM dharma karyo ja nahoto, temaNe paNa puNya to anekavAra bAMdhyuM hatuM, phakta pApa ja bAMdhyuM hatuM evuM nahotuM. teo paNa nava bhavanI pUrve bhUtakALamAM puNya bAMdhIne badhI bhogasAmagrI pAmelA haze, paNa tyAre pApanA 222 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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anubaMdhavALuM cakra temanA AtmA para goThavAyeluM hatuM. tIrthakara jevA AtmA paNa pApanA anubaMdhanA mAlika hoya tyAre saMsAramAM phasAyelA hoya. anubaMdhane palaTo to ja saMsAramAMthI nIkaLI zakAya. anubaMdha badalAyA pachI nava bhavamAM temanA eka eka bhavano vikAsa joI zako cho. puNyanA anubaMdhathI uttarottara vikAsa thAya che. anubaMdha e utpAdanazakti che. yogya rIte tene AtmA para goThavo to vikAsano guNAkAra thAya che. kaNiyA jeTaluM paNa puNyAnubaMdhI puNyakarma udayamAM Ave tyAre te puNyathI kaMI gaNuM bIjuM navuM puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya che, ne te pAchuM jyAre udayamAM Ave che tyAre te puNyathI bIjuM asaMkhya gaNuM puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya che, ne AgaLa jatAM anaMta gaNuM thAya che. jema ke anAjanA dANA vAvo eTale hoya tenA karatAM hajAra gaNo pAka Utare, ne te paNa vAvo eTale lAkho-karoDo gaNo Utare, ema karatAM guNAkAra keTalo moTo Ave? koThAro bharAya teTaluM anAja eka dANAmAMthI thaze. ahIM paNa puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanuM evuM ja che. je karmanI zubha sarjanazakti che tevA karmane ApaNe puNyanA anubaMdhavALuM kahIzuM, ane je karmanI sarjanazakti kharAba che te karmane ApaNe pApanA anubaMdhavALuM kahIzuM. je karmanI sarjanazakti kharAba che tevA karmanA viSacakramAMthI chuTakAro meLavazo to ja puNyano anubaMdha Avaze. pApAnubaMdhanuM mULa : ' . sabhA - pApAnubaMdhI puNya kevI rIte baMdhAya? sAhebajI :- koIpaNa zubha pariNAma ke pravRtti karo temAM saMsArarasikatA ane tIvra aviveka hoya to pApAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya che. sabhA:- virAga ane vairAgya eka ja zabda che? - sAhebajI:- hA, baMne paryAyavAcI zabdo che. jIva saMsAramArgathI mokSamArga upara caDe te vacalA kALane saMkrAMtikALa kahevAya che, ane jayAre AtmA samakita pAme eTale mokSamArgamAM sthira thayo kahevAya. basa, tyAM tene 100% virAga ne viveka Ave che. apunabaMdhakadazAthI jIva puNyano anubaMdha pADavAno prAraMbha kare che ane samakitamAM te puNyano anubaMdha pUrNatayA pADe che. jenAmAM vairAgya ne viveka nathI te jIva prAyaH pApano anubaMdha pADe che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 223

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samakitIne pApa bAMdhatAM paNa puNyano anubaMdha : samakitI AtmA puNya-pApa bAMdhe paNa anubaMdha to puNyano ja pADe. mokSamArganI bahAra rahelA jIvo puNya ane pApa bAMdhI zake, paNa anubaMdha pApano ja pADe ane saMkrAMtikALamAM rahelA hoya te jIvo caDatInA TakA pramANe puNya-pApano anubaMdha pADe. eka mANasa je khAvAnA avivekane lIdhe aneka rogothI pIDAto hoya tyAre te rogiSTa kahevAya, ane te vyakti rogane dUra karavA davA, carI, pathya pALe to dhIre dhIre roga jeTalA TakA ghaTe teTalA TakA Arogya AvyuM kahevAya, ane jyAre saMpUrNapaNe roga nAbUda thAya tyAre saMpUrNa Arogya AvyuM kahevAya. jema roga ane Arogya e be avasthA judI che ane rogamAMthI Arogya tarapha javAnI dazA te saMkrAMti che, tema gADha mithyAtvIne saMpUrNatayA pApano anubaMdha paDe che, ane mithyAtvamAMthI samakitanI bhUmikA tarapha gati karanArane thoDA pApano ane thoDA puNyano anubaMdha paDe che, ane jyAre samakita pAmI jaze tyAre saMpUrNatayA puNyano anubaMdha paDaze. nizcaya-vyavahArathI samakitanuM svarUpa : sabhA H- vyavahAranayanuM samakita levAnuM ? sAhebajI :- ahIM zuddha vyavahAranayanuM cothA guNasthAnakanuM bhAvasamakita levAnuM che. tame samakitanA AcAra pALatA ho to dravyasamakita AvyuM kahevAze. tame jyAre bAra vrato uccaro cho tyAre ame samakita uccarAvIe chIe. temAM pratijJA e Ave che ke "sudeva-suguru-sudharmane ja mAnIza, kudeva-kuguru-kudharmane nahi mAnuM ane sudeva-suguru-sudharma sivAya bIje kyAMya pUjyabhAva ke bahumAna nahi keLavuM." A pratijJA tame zraddhAthI aNIzuddhapaNe pALatA ho chatAM cothA guNasthAnakano viveka ane vairAgya na AvyAM hoya to, dravyathI samakita AveluM gaNAze; haju bhAvathI samakita AvyuM na kahevAya. zuddha vyavahAranayathI cothA guNasthAnakanuM bhAvasamakita je AtmA pAmelo hoya tene pApano anubaMdha paDato nathI, te kAyama khAte puNyano anubaMdha pADe che. 224 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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sabhA:- nizcayanayathI samakita kaI rIte pamAya ? sAhebajI:- akSepalasAdhaka (tatkALa phaLa ApanAruM) nizcayanayanuM samakita "atyAre jANI-samajI zakAya, paNa pAmI zakAya nahi. nizcayanayanuM samakita atyAre pragaTavuM zakya nathI. jo koI nizcayanayathI samakita pAmyAno atyAre dAvo kare to te kAM to abhaNa che kAM to DhoMgI che. nizcayanayanI vyAkhyA sAMbhaLIne tamAre gabharAvAnuM nathI. nizcayanaya, je zraddhA yathArtha AcaraNa pedA na kare te zraddhAne sAcI zraddhA mAnato nathI. tene vicAra-vANI ane vartana traNeno samanvaya joIe che. jo AmAM jarApaNa khAmI hoya to tenI vyAkhyAmAMthI tamane bAkAta rAkhaze. nizcayanaya tamane kaheze ke, A pApa che tene tame pApa mAno cho chatAM choDo nahi, to te na cAle. jevI rIte vAnagImAM jhera che te jANyA pachI paNa vAnagI khAdhe rAkho to te jANakArInI koI kiMmata nathI. joke tame AvuM kAMI karo evA nathI, tame to jhera jANyA pachI tenAthI yojana dUra raho, tenI jema je samakitI pApane pApa tarIke jANe che, paraMtu te pApane AcaravAnuM te cAlu rAkhe che tyAre je pramANe te jANe che te pramANe tenAmAM AcaraNa na hovAthI tenI zraddhA ja sAcI nathI, tethI nizcayanaya tene mithyAdaSTi ja kaheze. are ! nizcayanaya to bhalabhalAne mithyAdaSTi kahI de che. AdinAtha prabhu 83 lAkha pUrva saMsAramAM rahelA che tyAre, nizcayanayane tame pUcho to te AdinAtha prabhune paNa mithyASTi kaheze; kAraNa ke prabhu je jANe che te AcaratA nathI. AvA ucca nizcayanayanI vAto atyAre samajavA pUratI ja karavAnI hoya che. sabhA :- A kALamAM nizcayanayanA samakitano uccheda che? " - sAhebajI :- hA, jema kevalajJAna-kSapakazreNI A kALamAM azakya che tema uparokta nizcayanayanuM samakita pAmavuM paNa azakya che. jayAre AtmA nirvikalpadazAmAM Ave tyAre ja A nizcayanayanuM samakita pAmI zakAya che. atyAre ApaNA manamAM zubha ke azubha saMkalpa-vikalpo hoya ja che, tethI ApaNane nirvikalpadazA zakya ja nathI. huM atyAre vyavahAranayanA cothA guNasthAnakanA samakitanI je vAta karuM chuM. teno paNa mahimA gAtAM zAstro kahe che ke te samakti lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 225

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pAmavAthI durgatinA baMdha aTakI jAya che, ane sadgatinA baMdhanI AtmAne gerenTI maLe che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano baMdha thayA pachI te AtmA prAyaH nikAcita pApa bAMdhe nahi, ane jo bAMdhe to haLavuM bAMdhe. samakitI game tevI hiMsAnI pravRtti karato hoya to paNa pApa haLavuM bAMdhe ane nAnI paNa ahiMsAnI pravRttithI puNya ghaNuM bAMdhe ane anubaMdha to haMmezAM puNyano ja bAMdhe che. nizcayanayanuM samakita jaDa ane cetana vaccenI bhedapariNati mAMge che, jayAre vyavahAranayanuM samakita jaDa ane cetana vaccenuM bhedajJAna mAMge che. bhedajJAna eTale huM eTale cetana ane mAruM eTale mArA, AtmAnA guNo ja. saMsAranuM badhuM ja tene pArakuM lAge. phakta pArakuM lAgavAnI vAta che, AcaravAnI vAta nathI, paNa pArakuM mAno tethI tenA taraphano abhigama badalAI. jaze. pADozInA dIkarAnuM kAMI karavAnuM Ave ne sAme tamArA dIkarA mATe kAMI. karavAnuM Ave to A baMne vizenI pravRtti karavAmAM manobhAvono pharaka paDe ja, . dA.ta. koI vyaktie oLakhANane lIdhe kahyuM hoya ke 100% naphAvALo mAro ATalo dhaMdho tame patAvI Apajo, te vakhate 100% napho to pelAne maLavAno che : tethI tamArA bhAva kevA hoya? ane tenA badale tamArA dhaMdhAmAM 25% ja napho maLato hoya chatAM rasa keTalo hoya? A baMne dhaMdhAnI pravRtti karatAM rasamAM paNa ghaNo pharaka paDI jAya che. A badhAnuM kAraNa e che ke parAyAmAM parAyApaNAnI buddhi chene svamAM potApaNAnI buddhi che. tema bhedajJAna pAmelA vyavahArasamakitIne jaDamAtramAM paratvanI buddhi che ane zuddha caitanyamaya bhAvomAM svatvabuddhi che, jyAre nizcayanaya abhimata samakitamAM parapadArthamAtramAM paratvanuM AcaraNa che, ane svabhAvamAM ja svatvanuM AcaraNa che. "huM eTale AtmA, mArA AtmAnA guNo ja mArI saMpatti." jyAre tamane riddhisiddhi ne saMpatti maLe che tyAre tamane thAya ke huM jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhyo, paNa tamArA AMtarika guNonA vikAsane tame tamAro vikAsa mAno cho ? ane bhautika vikAsane pArako vikAsa mAno cho ? sabhA:- amane to hajI AtmAnI oLakhANa paNa nathI thaI. sAhebajI :- nizcayanaya "huM AtmA chuM, paNa jaDa nathI; cetana evA mArA AtmAne jaDaevA zarIra sAthe koI nisbata nathI, zarIra pArakuM che." AvI mAnyatA 226 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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ja nahIM, paNa pariNati mAMge che. tethI zarIrane koI saLagAve to AtmAne kAMI ja asara na thAya. jema thAMbhalo tamArAthI judo che, tethI tene koI khIlI Thoke to tamane kAMI duHkha na thAya, athavA roDa para koI makAna hoya ane te saLage to tamane kAMI na thAya, tema huM ane A pudgalarUpa zarIra judA chIe, tethI zarIra para kAMI thAya to cetana evA mane rAga-dveSarUpa koI asara na thAya. nizcayanayanI samakita mATenI vyAkhyA khUba kaDaka che. paNa jaDa ane cetana vacceno bheda vAstavika jANyo eTale jIvamAMviveka Avyo, arthAt vyavahAranayathI samakita AvyuM. jo ke tamane to vyavahAranayanI vyAkhyA paNa agharI lAgaze. tamane samakitI jIvanI mAtra vicArasaraNI jaNAvIe to paNa behUdI lAge. samakitI jIvanA adhyavasAyamAM vicArasaraNI kevI hoya teno eka dAkhalo ApuM. samakitInI vicArasaraNI mATe caNaka zrAvakanuM daSTAMta: cANakyanA bApanuM nAma caNaka hatuM. te jAtithI brAhmaNa che, paraMtu mahAtmAonA paricayathI samyagdaSTi zrAvaka banela che, jIvanamAM bAra vrata pALe che. varNI madhyamavargasTe sukhI sAsa che, vaDanTa bIjA ae AcAra-vicAra vaLe che. tenuM ghara moTuM hovAthI mahAtmAone comAsAmAM bhaktithI utAro Apyo che. 'te samayamAM ja tenA ghare cANakyano janma thayo. A bALaka bahu ja puNyazALI hovAthI janma vakhate ja tenAM lakSaNo vizeSa che, mukhya navInatA e che ke A bALaka 3ra dAMta sAthe janmyo che. A AzcaryakAraka banAvathI tenA bApane paNa bahu ja navAi lAgavAthI mahAtmAne jaIne bALakanI A vizeSatAnuM bhAvi phaLa pUche che. mahAtmA paNa A jIva pAtra hovAthI caNakane tenuM phaLa batAve che ke A putra sAmAnya kuLamAM janmyo hovA chatAM bhaviSyamAM mahAsattAdhIza rAjA thaze. AvuM phaLa jo tame tamArA putra mATe sAMbhaLo to tamane zuM asara thAya? kUdavA ja mAMDo ne? samyagdaSTi bApanI vicArasaraNI kevI hoya tenuM A udAharaNa che. caNakane bApa tarIke vicAra Avyo ke jo A mAro putra rAjarAjezvara thaze to tenA AtmAnuM bhAvi zuM? kAraNa ke te zAstravacana jANato hato ke "rAjezvarI te narakezvarI" rAjAo marIne prAya: narakamAM ja jAya; kAraNa ke mahAAraMbha-mahAparigraha Adi doSo sattA sAthe saMkaLAyelA ja hoya che. cothA ArAmAM paNa sattAdhIzo narake wwwwwwwwww www - -- -- lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA 220

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janArA hatA. vAsudevo zreSTha nIti ane sadAcArathI rAjya calAve che to paNa marIne narake ja jAya che. ahIM A caNakane potAnA dIkarAnI Atmika ciMtA thAya che. tamAro dIkaro koI moTI DIgrI-nAmanA meLavIne Ave tyAre tamane kevo AnaMda thAya ? ujavaNImAM pArTI Apo tyAre tamArA dIkarA karatAM tamane vadhAre AnaMda hoya ne? sabhA H- sAheba, dIkaro kono ? sAhebajI :- paNa te vakhate tamane teno AtmA yAda Ave che ? tenA AtmAnA hita ke ahitano vicAra Ave che ? jo tame AtmAne mAnatA ho to UMghamAM paNa AtmA yAda Ave. tamane thAya kharuM ke A mithyAjJAna meLavIne mArA dIkarAnuM paralokamAM zuM thaze ? A bhava ne AvatA bhavamAM tenuM keTaluM Atmika ahita thaze, teno kyAreya vicAra Ave kharo ? nA, chatAM tame kaho ke amane samakita joIe che, to samakita kAMI reDhuM paDyuM che ? tamAro dIkaro e tamAre Azare Avelo eka jIva che, ne jema tame saMsAramAM .. bhamatAM bhamatAM A manuSyabhava pAmyA cho, tema e paNa manuSyabhava pAmyo che. A bhavamAM tamAro dIkaro thoDI moTAI meLave temAM tame khuzakhuzAla thAo cho, paraMtu tamane tenA parabhavanAM durgatinAM duHkho dekhAtAM nathI. sabhA H- sAhebajI, amArA dIkarA DIgrIvALA kahevAya ne ? sAhebajI :- kaI DIgrI bhaviSyamAM tenI sAthe Avaze ? tamane tamArI ane bIjAnA AtmAnI ciMtA na hoya to ema ne ema samakita Ave ? badhe Atmahitano bhAva joIe. vairAgya ne vivekavALA jIvanA dRSTikoNa Dagale ne pagale judA hoya che. UlaTuM tame ema vicAro cho ke ATalI moTI DIgrI laine dIkaro Ave to kadara to karavI ja joIe ne ? caNakane mahAtmAe jyAre zubha lakSaNanuM phaLa batAvyuM tyAre temanuM moDhuM paDI gayuM. temane temanA dIkarA cANakyano Atmika dRSTie vicAra Ave che. sabhA :- e to tyAgI jIva che ne ? sAhebajI :- nA, e paNa saMsArI jIva che. mahenatathI potAnI sAMsArrika lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" NNA 228

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jIvana-jarUriyAto pUrI kare che, svabaLathI kamAya che ne saMsAranA vyavahAra paNa calAve che. A-dRSTAMta tyAgI jIvanuM nathI, paNa samyagdaSTi gRhasthanuM che. samakita tamArI pAse AdhyAtmika viveka mAMge che. AdhyAtmika viveka puNyano anubaMdha pADe che. dareka vAtamAM tamArAapproach(abhigama) pramANe tamAro anubaMdha nakkI thAya che. saMtAnone bhautika pApamaya mojamajA karatA joIne tame rAjI thAo cho; kAraNa ke tame pApanA rasavALA cho. dA.ta. tamArA dIkarA phorena jaIne Ave, tyAre dIkarAe Atmika dRSTie zuM meLavyuM ? ane sAmAjika dRSTie paNa hitakArI zuM meLavyuM ? teno koI vicAra tamane Avato nathI, paraMtu mAtra pApapoSaka moTAI joIne paNa tame khuzakhuzAla thaI jAo cho. AvA pApanA rasavALA jIvone puNyano anubaMdha na ja paDe. paraMtu cANakyanA pitA to samyagdaSTi mahAzrAvaka che, samakita pAmelA bApanI vicArasaraNI kevI hoya tenuM A dRSTAMta che. A vicArasaraNI sAthe tamAro kyAMya meLa bese tema che ? ane na hoya to tamAre samakitamAMthI rAjInAmuM ApavuM paDe. sabhA :- ApI dIdheluM ja che. sAhebajI :- basa, e ja mahAduHkhanI vAta che. ahIM caNakane ema thAya che ke A mAro dIkaro jo manuSyabhava pAmavA chatAM sattA ane saMpattimAM phasAi jaze, to teno manuSyabhava nakAmo jaze. are ! mArA kuLamAM avataryo teno tenA AtmAne lAbha zuM ? tAjA ja janmelA bALakanI keTalI hitaciMtA che ! tamane to tamAro dIkaro 25 varSano thAya tyAM sudhImAM paNa AvI AtmahitanI ciMtA prAyaH thatI nathI. A caNaka phaLAmAM nipuNa ane hoziyAra che. evAne tyAM ja AvA bhAgyazALI dIkarAo janme. mahAtmA pAsethI batrIsIrUpa vizeSa lakSaNanuM phaLa jANyA pachI caNake te navajAta bALakane khoLAmAM laine vahAlathI paMpALatAM paMpALatAM dhIre dhIre kAnasathI tenI pUrepUrI batrIsI ghasI nAkhI. vaLI bALakane jarA paNa vedanA na thAya ke te saheja paNa ghAyala na thAya tenuM pUratuM dhyAna rAkhyuM. A paNa eka atyaMta kuzaLatAnuM phaLa che. ghasavAnuM kAma pUruM karyA pachI caNaka cANakayane laine mahAtmA pAse Ave che, ne pUche che ke have AnuM phaLa zuM ? mahAtmA jaNAve che ke A putra have rAjarAjezvara nahi thAya, paNa sattAdhIzane nImanAro banaze. (king maker thaze). sattAnA siMhAsane bIjo besaze paNa sattAnI lagAma AnA hAthamAM raheze. A sAMbhaLIne caNakane thoDI rAhata thai. AvA bApane tame kevo kaho ? tamArI dRSTie to dIkarAnuM NNA lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 229

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bhaviSya bagADanAra ja kahevAya ne? je jIvane bhautika pravRttimAM ja rasa che ne temAM ja rAce che, bhautika vikAsane ja potAno sAco vikAsa mAne che ane bIjo koI Atmika hita mATe puruSArtha karato nathI, tevA jIvane puNyano anubaMdha na ja paDe. pAparasikatA pUrepUrI hoya ane tene ja poSaka vicAro hoya to anubaMdha pApano ja paDe. sattA e pApanuM sAdhana che, saMpatti e sarva pApanuM mULa che, mATe sattA-saMpattine vyavahArathI pApa ja kahevAya. sabhA:- najIkanA sagA-saMbaMdhImAM jayAre koI bhautika jJAna, vijJAna, padavI . ke sattA Adi prApta karIne Ave tyAre vyavahArika rIte paNa anumodanA na karAya? sAhebajI :- vivekI zrAvaka to e vakhate paNa sIdhI anumodanA na kare, paNa ema jarUra kahe ke tame je jJAna Adi meLavyuM che tenAthI tamArA jIvanamAM pavitratA lAvajo , ane bIjA mATe paNa teno sadupayoga karajo. jJAnanI sArthakatA, pavitratA ke sadupayoga phaLa dvArA ja che. joke atyAre tamane AvI salAha na paNa game, paraMtu vairAgyane viveka pragaTe to tamAro dRSTikoNa-abhigama badalAI jAya. jene potAnA AtmAnI ciMtA hoya te jIva bIjAnA AtmAnuM ahita joI rAjI na thAya. pApanA mArge janAra jIvanIte rAjIpA sAthe anumodanA paNa na kare.pote kadAca jIvanamAMthI pApane choDI na zake, paNa potAnA ke bIjAnA pApanI anumodanA to na ja kare. jIvanamAM pApane sAruM mAno ne tene ja mahattva Apo to viveka Avyo na kahevAya. viveka-avivekano bheda kAyama mATe vicArasaraNImAM raheze ja. sasAramAM tamArAM Avazyaka kartavya karavAM paDe, paNa jayAM pApapravRtti hoya tyAM anumodanAno bhAva to na ja karAya. tame game teTalA sadguNo keLavo paNa tamArAmAM dIpa pratye tIvraruci hoya to puNya pApanA anubaMdhavALuM ja baMdhAya. vairAgya ane viveka zubha anubaMdhanI AdhArazilA : viveka eTale heya-upAdeya, kartavya-akartavya, guNa-avaguNanI samajaNa. je guNane ja guNa mAnato hoya ane badhA doSa jene doSarUpa ja lAgatA hoya, je upAdeyane AcaravA jevuM ja mAne ane heyamAtrane tyAga karavA jevuM ja mAne, A rIte kartavya-akartavya, guNa-avaguNa, heya-upAdeyanI sImAo je spaSTa pArakhI zake, tenAmAM ja viveka guNa saMbhave. vairAgya ane viveka A be guNo to zubha 230 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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anubaMdhanI AdhArazilA che. tame jyAM sudhI A be guNo para dRSTi nahi karo tyAM sudhI zubha.anubaMdha nahi pADI zako. - tamArI pratyeka kriyA jema ke pUjA, sAmAyika, IriyAvahiyA, caityavaMdana, navakArazI Adi badhAmAM vairAgya ne viveka to joIe ja. dA.ta. pratikramaNa karo cho, temAM pahelAM samajaNa e joIe ke pratikramaNa e pApanA prAyazcittarUpe che. have jo tame pApane ja sAruM mAnatA ho to pachI pratikramaNa karavAno koI artha nathI. tame to kahezo ke rAga karavAmAM khoTuM zuM che? dIkaro rUpALo hoya ane badhI rIte anukULa hoya to rAga svAbhAvika ja thAya. jIvanamAM badhI ja managamatI sAdhanasAmagrI maLI che to tenA dvArA mojamajA to karIe ja ne? puNyathI maLyuM che to tene bhogavavAmAM khoTuM zuM? basa, A ja bhUlabharelo daSTikoNa badalavA tamAre jIvanamAM vairAgya ne viveka keLavavAM joIe. vairAgya ne viveka evA jabaradasta guNo che ke jo te aMzathI paNa pragaTe to pApano tIvra rasa jarUra tUTe. sukRtanI anumodanA ane duSkatanI gaha karatAM paNa puNyano anubaMdha tyAre ja paDe jyAre temAM vairAgya ne viveka bhaLe. hakIkatamAM to vairAgya ane vivekanA abhAve je anumadanA ke gaI karIe to te baMne aupacArika ja thAya. sukRta jene gamatAM nathI ane duSkato jene khaTakatAM nathI, tene heya-upAdeyano viveka na hovAthI kadI sAcI sukRtanI anumodanA ke duSkRtanI gaha nathI. * sabhA :- prAyazcitta levuM hoya to vairAgya ne viveka Ave pachI ja levAnuM? " . sAhebajI:- A to sAva UlaTI vAta thai. kAle tame kahezo ke amane vairAgya ne viveka pragaTyAM nathI, tethI have pachI prabhunI pUjA nahi karIe. tame dhaMdho karavA bajAramAM jAo tyAre koI kahe ke tamane jANakArI na hovAthI dhaMdhAmAM nukasAna thavAnI saMbhAvanA che, to zuM tame dhaMdho choDI ghare jatA rahezo? ke pachI jANakArI meLavavA prayatna karazo? tyAM jANakArI meLavavA prayatna karo cho jyAre ahIM nAsI javAnI vAta karo cho; kAraNa ke tyAM tamane sAcI dhagaza che, jayAre ahIM evI dhagaza nathI. derAsaramAM AvanAra ghaNAne haju vItarAgatA oLakhAi nathI, ghaNAne te haju gamI nathI ke spaSTa samajAI nathI, chatAM ahIM AvavAnuM cAlu rAkhazo to thoDA lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 231

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zubhabhAva pAmazo ne thoDuM puNya paNa bAMdhazo, je bhaviSyamAM sArI dharmasAmagrI apAvaze. AmAM bahu dIrgha dRSTikoNa che. anubaMdhanuM vizleSaNa tamane dharmamAM AgaLa vadhAravA mATe karIe chIe, tame zuddhadharma pAmo te mATe A badhI Takora che. kalyANa mATe je kaDI khUTe che te meLavavAno. prayatna karavAno che. jarA hita mATe Takora karIe to nakarAtmaka valaNa na levAya. ekalA puNyabaMdhanuM bahu mahattva nathI paNa sAthe puSyaanubaMdha haze to hajAro gaNuM phaLa maLaze. tethI ja anubaMdhanuM mUlya vadhAre che. tamane thoDI mahenatamAM vadhAre phaLano dhaMdho batAvuM chuM. ame tamane dharmamAMthI pAchA pharavAnuM nathI kahetA, paraMtu . nAnA sarakhA paNa dharmathI beDo pAra thaI jAya, tevuM batAvIe chIe. . sabhA:- dharma kvolITI-guNavattAvALo joIe. sAhebajI:- hA, kvolITI joIe. thoDo paNa vairAgya ne viveka bheLavazo to nAno paNa dharma UMcI kvolITIno thaze. tIrthakaranA AtmAo paNa zarUAtamAM AvI rIte ja AgaLa vadhyA hatA. temaNe sIdho ja kAMI moTo dharma nahoto karyo. saMgamane khIra vahorAvatAM thayelA pariNAma : ' , saMgama(zAlibhadranA jIve) jyAre mahAtmAne khIra vahorAvI te vakhate puNyano anubaMdha pADyo. zAlibhadra temanA AgalA bhavamAM jyAre bALaka hatA tyAre temane mahAtmA pratye atyaMta bahumAna che, temanAmAM AMzika vairAgya ne viveka paNa che. te vakhate teo yoganI bIjI daSTimAM che. temanI AjubAju ghaNA zrImaMto vasatA hatA, paraMtu tenI mA garIba che ne gharakAma karIne gujarAna calAve che. Ama to pote vepArI kuLano chokaro che, paNa pApanA udayathI garIba thaI gayo che, tethI te Dhora carAvavAnuM kAma kare che. AjubAju moTA zrImaMto vasatA hovA chatAM A bALaka para temanI zrImaMtAInI koI chAyA nathI. tene sattA-saMpatti pratye evo Adara ke bahumAnano bhAva nathI jevo tyAga tyAgI mahAtmA pratye bahumAnano bhAva che. A bALaka jyAM Dhora carAvavA jAya che, tyAM A mahAtmA ke je tene ghare vahoravA AvelA che, temane dararoja kAussagnadhyAnamAM UbhelA jue che. temanI mudrA atyaMta prazAMta nirvikArI dekhAya che, tethI temanuM sAMnidhya A bALakane khUba game che ane tethI ja temanI bAjumAM besI rahe che ane vicAre che ke "AmanuM jIvana dhanya che ke je 232 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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AvI sarasa ArAdhanA kare che. temaNe gayA bhavamAM paNa suMdara ArAdhanA karI haze tethI Avo uttama bhava maLyo che, ane A bhavanI ArAdhanAthI temano Avato bhava paNa saphaLa thaze. jyAre meM to gayA bhavamAM kAMI sukRta nahi karyuM hoya jethI A bhavamAM paNa kAMI pAmyo nathI, ane jo atyAre kAMI dharma nahi karuM to mAro Avato bhava paNa barabAda thaze. AvA zubha vicAravALA tene saMyama pratye atyaMta bahumAna che, tene jo AvuM pavitra jIvana maLI jAya to rAjI thaI jAya tema che. sabhA :- AgalA bhavanA saMskAra kAma kare kharA? sAhebajI :- hA, thoDA saMskAra kAma kare kharA. te AgalA bhavamAM dharma karato hato paNa mokSamArganI prApti nahotI thaI. paraMtu A bhavamAM AgalA bhavanA karelA dharmathI tene dharma karavA mATe je alpa sAmagrI maLI te tene puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAvanArI thaI. A bhavamAM tene vairAgya ne viveka hato tethI anubaMdha puNyano paDyo. , , , , , , lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 233

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tA. 19-8-94, zukravAra anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA saddharmanI ruci karAvavA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. ruci - anubaMdhanI AdhArazilA : jeNe paNa dharmanI sAdhanAno sAco prAraMbha karavo hoya teNe pahelAM caci badalavI paDaze. sAcI ruci AvyA pachI ja samyapha pravRtti ke samyapha pariNati Ave che. jema tamArI sAme game teTalI svAdiSTa vAnagI hoya, paNa khAvAnI ruci na hoya ane koI parANe khavaDAve to zuM thAya ? arucipUrvaka khAo to khAtI vakhate majA na Ave ane khAdhA pachI zArIrika lAbha nathI maLato, UlaTuM ajIrNa thAya che. jema hitakArI bhojanamAM ruci ne bhUkha Avazyaka che; kAraNa ke rucipUrvaka kareluM bhojana ja hitakArI bane che, tevI ja rIte dharmarUpI bhojana AtmA mATe paNa hitakArI tyAre ja bane ke jayAre jIvane A dharmarUpI bhojana mATe tIvra ruci utpanna thAya. amAre lAyaka zrotAvargane vAraMvAra upadeza paNa eTalA mATe ja ApavAno che ke jethI tene dharma pratye sAcI ruci pedA thAya. jema bhojananI ruci thayA pachI koIpaNa jIva bharela bhANe khAdhA vagara rahevAno ja nathI, tema jene dharma pratye sAcI ruci pedA thaze te zakti anusAra dharma karyA vagara nahIM ja rahe. Ama, ruci e dharmano pAyo ja che. vaLI jene dharma game tene adharma na ja game, puNya game tene pApa na ja game ne guNa game tene doSa na ja game. dharma ArAdhanAnI zarUAta sukRtanI anumodanA ane duSkRtanI gartAthI karavAnI che. pote karelA sukRtanI anumodanA karavAnI che tema bIjAe karelA sukRtanI paNa anumodanA ane prazaMsA karavAnI che. potAnA karelA duSkRtanI niMdA ane gartA karavAnI che, jyAre jagatamAM phelAyelA duSkatonI aruci karavAnI che; paraMtu te 234 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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karanAra anya vyaktio pratye dveSa karavAno nathI, mAtra karuNA karavAnI che. pApa pratye dveSa karavAno che, jayAre pApI pratye karuNA karavAnI che. duSkRtagartA ane sukRtaanumodanA A be prAthamika dharma che. A prAthamika dharma karavAmAM paNa vairAgya ne viveka to joIze; kAraNa ke jeTalAM paNa duSkato che te badhAM kharAba ja che, te manamAM besavuM joIe. krodha, ahaMkAra, Asakti jyAM sudhI sArAM lAgatAM hoya tyAM sudhI sAcI gaI na thaI zake. jayAre jayAre krodha, Asakti vagere jANatA ke ajANatAM thaI jAya tyAre evuM to manamAM jarUra thavuM joIe ke A mArI nabaLAi che; A karuM chuM, paNa te adharma ne pApa ja che, e buddhi avazya TakavI joIe; nahIMtara duSkRtanI gaha aMtarathI nahi karI zako. tevI ja rIte sukRta mATe paNa niyama che ke jeTalA sadguNo, dhArmika anuSThAno che, te badhAM ja gamavAM joIe. eka paNa sukRta na gamatuM hoya to sukRtanI sAcI anumodanA na AvI zake, UlaTuM sukRta para dveSa che tema kahevAya; jANIbUjIne dveSa hoya to tenI bhUmikA atyaMta nIcI cAlI jAya che. bhUmikAnAM lakSaNo: kaI vyakti kaI bhUmikAmAM che te jANavAnAM lakSaNo zAstramAM jaNAvyAM che. (1) jenAmAM kadAgraha ane dhiTTAipUrvakanI pApanI anumodanA hoya te jIva prAyaH caramAvartanI bahAra che. (2) je AtmA jANI-bUjIne pApanI anumodanA karato hoya te AtmA niyamA mokSamArganI bahAra che. (3) jenAmAM ajJAnatAthI paNa AtmAmAM pApanI ruci paDI hoya, to mithyAtva nakkI ja che; chatAM jANakArIpUrvakano pApano rasa na hoya te jIva mokSamArganI aMdara hoI zake. (4) jenAmAM saMpUrNa pApanI ruci tUTI gaI che, arthAt ajANatAM (unconsciously) paNa je pApanA rasathI zUnya che te AtmA niyamA samyagdaSTi che. je AtmAnI pApa pratyenI ruci jIvatI che te mithyAtvI che, ane jenAmAMthI A ruci saMpUrNa gaI che te AtmA samyagdaSTi che. eka mANasa sAMsArika svArtha mATe gusso kare che je aprazasta kaSAya kahevAya. aprazasta krodha, dveSa, Asakti A badhA doSo ApaNAmAM sAmAnya che, kAraNa ApaNe badhA kaSAyamukta nathI. saMsAramAM Dagale ne pagale rAga-dveSa ke AsaktinAM nimitto pahelAM ja che. nimitta maLavAthI ke nimitta vagara paNa krodha karyo tyAra pachI koI samajAve ke A khoTuM che, chatAM paNa AgrahapUrvakanuM samarthana hoya, arthAt lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 235

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temAM sArApaNAnI ja buddhi hoya te jIva niyamAM caramAvartanI bahAra ke bhArekarmI ja hoya. anumodanAno artha vicAra karIne rAjI thavA jeTalo maryAdita nathI. jema tamane koinI sAthe virodha paDe ane tene sIdho karI nAkhuM evo bhAva Ave ne vaLI sIdho karyA pachI paNa thAya ke e ja lAgano hato, Ama, pApane vAraMvAra yAda karIne rAjI thavuM, te vyakta anumodanA che, jyAre koI pApane mAnyatArUpe karavA lAyaka mAno pachI covIsa kalAka vagara vicAryuM tenI anumodanA aMdara paDI hoya te avyakta anumodanA che ane pApa jayAre yAda karIne rAjI thAo tyAre te vyakta anumodanA che, paraMtu duSkatane sAruM mAnavuM che tenI kAyamanI garbhita anumodanA che. eka paNa pApano Agraha hoya ke A vartana vAjabI ja che, jethI tene pApa tarIke svIkAre nahi, to A nAnA pApamAM paNa tenuM jakkIpaNuM AvyuM kahevAya, je doSanA pakSapAtarUpa che. Avo jIva prAyaH caramAvartanI bahAra che; ' kAraNa ke tene AgrahapUrvakanI dhikrAIyukta duSkRtanI anumodanA che. jyAre ame upadezamAM nAnA nAnA jIvonI ahiMsAnI vAto karIe tyAre ghaNA loko jIvo to mare ja ne, badhe ahiMsAno vicAra karavA besIe to gAMDA thaI javAya.' AvuM mAnatA hoya che. dharmanA kSetramAM paNa AvI vicAradhArAvALA ghaNA jIvo che, temane paNa AvI AgrahapUrvakanI pApanI anumodanA hovAnA kAraNe pApano ja anubaMdha paDe che. pApanI traNa prakAranI ruci : pApanI AgrahapUrvakanI ruci, jANakArIpUrvakanI ruci ane ajJAnatApUrvakanI ruci, A traNeno taphAvata e che ke (1) AgrahapUrvakanI eTale vyaktinI vicAravAnI taiyArI ja nathI, arthAta pApane pApa tarIke samajavAnI paNa taiyArI ja nathI. (2) jANakArIpUrvakanI eTale A pApa che tema samajAvIe to vicAravAnI taiyArI che, pApane te pApa tarIke mAne paNa kharo, paraMtu teno rasa jarA paNa tUTato nathI. jyAre AgrahavALo sAMbhaLavA samajavA ke vicAravA ja taiyAra nathI UlaTuM samarthananI vRttivALo che. dA.ta. jANakAra samaje che ke, hiMsAnA sAdhanarUpa moTaramAM besIne kyAMya paNa jaIe, to mAtra ApaNI anukULatA khAtara keTalAya nirdoSa jIvono nAza thAya che, vaLI A nirdoSa jIvo ApaNane kyAMya herAna nathI karatA, temanA koIpaNa gunA vagara ApaNI sagavaDatA khAtara ApaNe tenA prANa harI 236 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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laie chIe, mATe moTaramAM besavuM te pApa ja che. AvuM samaje kharo, paNa teno rasa jarA paNa choDI na zake. - (1) tamAruM mAnasa evuM che ke jANe kudaratamAM majA levAno ijAro mAtra tamane ja che. moTA bhAganA loko moTaramAM besavuM te pApa che te mAnavA ja taiyAra na thAya. gharamAM ekapaNa gADI na hoya to tame rAjI thAo kharA ke na hovAnuM duHkha hoya che? ekamAMthI be gADI thAya tyAre to adhdhara ja cAlo ne? A badhuM tamArI pApanI spaSTa anumodanA sUcave che. sabhA :- gADImAM besIne puNyanuM kAma karavA jaIe to? sAhebajI :- bolo, nakkI karo ke AjathI puNyanuM kAma karavA ja gADImAM besavuM. tamAre to dharmanA oThA nIce saMsAra calAvavo che. 90% loko gADI pApanA hetuthI ja calAve che. tamAre to gADI dvArA 12 kalAka pApa karIne aDadho kalAka dharmanA kAmathI pApa bhUMsI nAkhavAM che. AvI ja tamArI dAnata che. sabhA:- gharanI gADI karatAM TekSI rAkhIe to? sAhebajI:- ochuM pApa lAge, paNa pApa to lAge ja. jyAre paNa jarUra lAge tyAre TekSImAM to besavAnA ja cho, tethI UMghamAM paNa TekSImAM besavAnuM pApa to pariNAmarUpe lAge ja. hA, ahIMmAM mAlikInuM pApa nathI paNa TekSI vAparavAnA bhAvanuM pApa to che ja. vaLI te 24 kalAka bhAvarUpe che, nahIMtara tame UMghamAM sAdhu thaI jazo. sAdhu to UMghamAM paNa hiMsA nathI karatA, jyAre zrAvakane UMghamAM paNa duniyA AkhInAM pApa lAge che. karaNa-karAvaNa ne anumodananA bhAvo pramANe pApano baMdha thAya che. sAmAyikamAM vosirAvavAnA bhAvanuM vivaraNa : sabhA :- paNa sUtI vakhate vosirAvI daIe to? sAhebajI :- tame sUtI vakhate zuM vosirAvI zako ? huM UThuM nahi tyAM sudhI dUranI pravRttiono tyAga. te paNa UTho eTale badhuM ja cAlu thAya. jo tamAre kharekhara pApa vosirAvavuM hoya to sAmAyikarUpa pauSadha levo paDe ane temAM paNa karaNa ane karAvaNanAM ja pApa chUTe che, anumatinAM to nahIM ja. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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tame sAmAyika vageremAM paNa "appANuM vosirAmi'' bolo cho paNa te vakhate vosirAvavAno sAco bhAva Ave che ? sAmAyika lenArane saMsAranI badhI sAmagrI be ghaDI mATe vosirAvavAnI hoya che. dA.ta. gharamAM sAmAyika karatA ho tyAre paNa, je ghara ane tenI gharavakharI tamArA paisAthI kharIdI hoya tenA sAmAyika vakhate tame mAlika nathI. tethI sAmAyikamAM beThA pachI zaradI thaI hoya ane eka rUmAla joIe to paNa gharanA bIjA sabhya pAse mAMgIne levAno hoya che, kAraNa 'appANaM vosirAmi" karyA pachI tame sAmAyikanA kALamAM gharanA mAlika nathI. rUmAla suddhAMnI mAlikI tamArI nathI. AvA tyAganA bhAva vagara 'appANaM vosirAmi' bolazo to mRSAvAdanuM pApa lAgaze ane pUchyA vagara koI vastu lezo to corInuM pApa lAgaze. sabhA :-paNa sAheba, gharamAM koIjana hoya to? sAhebajI :- levAya ja nahi. sabhA :- pahelethI laine besIe to ? sAhebajI :- jayaNAnA sAdhana tarIke levAya. tame jyAre pauSadha karo cho tyAre ekAsaNuM karavuM hoya to gharamAM jatAM pahelAM tamAre rajA levI paDe che. ghara tamAruM che, chatAM praveza mATe rajA levI paDe. pauSadhamAM 'A badhuM mAruM che ne A badhAno huM mAlika chuM'' Ama mAno to paNa doSa gaNAya. pauSadha vakhate saMsAranI koI vastu tamArI na gaNAya. tamAre kadAca eka kapaDAnI joDa joItI hoya to paNa kahevuM paDe ke mane eno khapa che. ane pachI bIjA te Ape to vaparAya, na Ape to na ja vaparAya. paNa tamane to paccakkhANa lo, tyAre paNa khabara nathI ke zenuM paccakkhANa lIdhuM che. vosirAvatI vakhate paNa jo tamArA manamAM vosirAvavAno bhAva na hoya to sAmAyikamAM paNa pApabaMdha cAlu rahe che, to pachI UMghamAM to kyAMthI pApabaMdha aTake ? atyAre to sAmAyika vakhate tamane jo khabara paDe ke dhaMdhAmAM 50 lAkhanI nukasAnI thaI che to duHkha lAge, ane jo sAMbhaLo ke napho thayo che to rAjIpo thAya. Ama, nukasAnImAM duHkha ane naphAmAM AnaMda thAya che te aMdaramAM rahelA pApanA bhAva sUcave che. tethI sAmAyikanuM amArI pAse paccakkhANa letI vakhate vosirAvo cho teTalA mAtrathI pApa aTakI nathI jatuM. jyAM sudhI pApanA pariNAma paDyA che, tyAM sudhI pApabaMdha cAlu rahevAno ja. tamane to UMghamAM paNa jo evuM lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 238

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svamuM Ave ke moTara corAI gaI che to dilamAM dhrAsako paDe. Ama, UMghamAM paNa rAga-Asakti-to paDyAM ja che. kapaDAM kADhIne jema khIMTIe laTakAvo cho tema sAmAyikamAM mamatA-AsaktikaSAyo vagere badhA maryAdita samaya mATe khIMTIe laTakAvo cho? jema paherelA dAgInA sAmAyikamAM utArIne bAjue mUkavAnA hoya che tema aMtaramAM duniyAnAM badhAM ja pAponA karaNa-karAvaNanA bhAvo utArIne bAjue mUkavAnA hoya che. sabhA:- paNa sAheba, jokhama kAMI ema kADhIne thoDuM mukAya? atyAre jamAno badalAI gayo che. sAhebajI :- basa, jokhamamAM je potApaNAno bhAva che te ja tamane Ama bolAve che. chatAM paNa ame tamane AvuM sAmAyika nahIM karavuM ema nathI kahetA, kAraNa tamAruM sAmAyika dravyasAmAyika che. puNiyAzrAvaka ane tamArA sAmAyikanI keTegarImAM lAkha gaNo pharaka paDaze. sAmAyikanA paccakhkhANamAM zuM kahyuM che eno jo khyAla Ave to A badhA vikalpo samajI zakazo. - have jo (1) tamArAmAM pApanI anumodanA Agraha ane dhiTTAIpUrvakanI hoya, to tame prAyaH caramAvartanI bahAra cho athavA sAco dharma karavA atyAre apAtra cho. . . - (2) je pApane pApa tarIke jANavA-samajavA chatAM paNa teno jarAya rasa na choDato hoya to te jIva mokSamArganI bhUmikA ja pAmyo nathI. AvA baMne prakAranA jIvo sAcI duSkatagartA ke sukRta anumodanA na karI zake, kAraNa temanAmAM sukRtanI niMdo paDI che ane duSkatanI anumodanA paDI che. AvA jIva sukRtanI anumodanA kare to paNa te tAttvika nathI. duSkata anumodanA e duSkata gahano virodhI bhAva che. (1) jema eka mANasane samajAvo ke moTara e pApanuM sAdhana che, paNa e vAtane mAnavA te jarApaNa taiyAra na thAya, (2) athavA mAne to paNa tene vAparavAno jarA paNa raMja na hoya, to tene pApano Agraha ke tIvra rasa che ja. tethI te jIvane tIvra pApanA anubaMdha paDe che. (1) pApano rasa jo AgrahapUrvakano hoya to samajavuM ke tamArI gADI UMdhA pATA para saDasaDATa jaI rahI che. vartamAnamAM aneka samAjasevako, DokTaro, vakIlo vagere guNiyala ne sajjana hovA chatAM teomAM cokkasa pApano lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 239

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Agraha hoya to teo satkAryo karIne paNa anubaMdha to pApano ja pADe che. jema ke AnuM deNaMta gAMdhIjImAM maLe che. gAMdhIjI sadgaNI hovA chatAM pApano Agraha temane ghaNo ja hato. dA.ta. teo mAnatA ke kasAI, mAchImAranA vyavasAya karavAmAM kazuM khoTuM nathI, UlaTuM. teone temanA dhaMdhAmAM takalIpha hoya to sahAya karavI joIe. garIba mAchImArane paNa jALa apAvavAmAM pApa na mAne, UlaTuM, satkArya ja mAne. vAstavamAM AvA dhaMdhAne vAjabI kahevA te paNa eka pAparUpa mAnyatA che; kAraNa ke bIjA jIvone potAnI AjIvikA mATe mAre, temanA pratye krUratAbharyuM vartana kare, e karaNarUpe pApa ja che, ane temAM sahAyanAM sAdhano ApavAM te karAvaNarUpe pApa che. chatAM e na mAnanArane tame ema samajAvo to paNa potAnI vAta ja pakaDI rAkhe, vicAravA suddhAM taiyAra na thAya to tevA jIvo mokSamArganI bahAra ja che. vyaktitva tarIke gAMdhIjImAM aneka guNo hatA. teo dararoja pAchA IzvaranI bhakti kare, gItApATha kare, deza pratye paNa temane ciMtA ghaNI hatI, kSamAno guNa paNa hato, jyAre goDasee temane goLI mArI tyAre paNa teo chelle "he rAma' ja bolyA, ne kahyuM ke A mAranArane kAMI sajA karazo nahi, Ama duzmanane paNa kSamA ApI; chatAM temanAmAM cokkasa pApo pratyeno AgrahapUrvakano rasa ane anumodanA hovAthI temaNe karelAM satkAryothI paNa pApAnubaMdhI puNya ja baMdhAya. pApanI anumodanAne pApanA anubaMdha sAthe sIdhuM joDANa che. vaLI pApano Agraha to pApanI anumodanAne pragADha karanAra che. tethI zAstra kahe che ke pApano Agraha to joIe ja nahi. jene pApano Agraha hoya tene kAM to samajavAnI ja taiyArI na hoya athavA samajAvo to vAta samajI zake, paNa pApano tIvra pakSapAta hovAthI teno pApa pratyeno samarthanabhAva chUTe nahIM. dA.ta. tene samajAvIe ke moTara mojamajAnuM sAdhana che ane tenA dvArA tame bIjA aneka nirdoSa jIvono kaccaraghANa kADho cho mATe moTara hiMsArUpa pApanuM sAdhana che, to te AvI vAta sAMbhaLavA ke vicAravA taiyAra ja na hoya; athavA sAMbhaLe-samaje to paNa tene mojamajAnuM AkarSaNa eTaluM hoya ke jethI tenA samarthananI dalIlo ja vicAre, je moTarane potAnuM status symbol gaNe, benI traNa moTara thAya to khUba rAjI thAya. Ama jANIbUjIne AgrahapUrvakano pApano rasa ane ruci jene che te jIva kadI paNa sukRtanI sAcI anumodanA na karI zake. mATe te jIva mokSamArganI bahAra che. 240 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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(3) ghaNA lAyaka jIvo pApane pApa tarIke batAvo to samajavA taiyAra hoya, tene geravAjabI paNa mAne, AdaraNIya to na ja mAne; temanAmAM prajJApanIyatAno guNa che, duSkRtane duSkRta tarIke vicAravA taiyAra hoya ne sukRtane sukRta tarIke mAnavA taiyAra hoya, paraMtu temanAmAM koIka pApane aNasamajanA kAraNe nahi jANavAthI te pApa pratyenI ajJAnatAthI ruci paDI hoya; chatAM kadI paNa jANI joIne pApanI anumodanA na karatA hoya, tevA tAttvika pApajugupsAvALA jIvo mokSamArganI aMdara che; temane mokSamArganI bhUmikA AvI gaI che. koI jIva jo prAmANikatAthI paisA kamAine tenA dvArA sagavaDatA bhogavato hoya ane tene ema kahevAmAM Ave ke nItipUrvaka kamAyelA paisAthI sagavaDatA bhogavavI e paNa eka pApa che, tyAre tene thAya ke huM mArA svabaLathI vAjabI rIte kamAuM chuM ne bhogavuM chuM to emAM khoTuM zuM che ? huM kAMI koIne chetarato nathI, puNyathI bhogasAmagrI maLI che to mojamajA zuM kAma na karuM ? kAraNa ke tene sAmAnya rIte bhautika mojazokha karavAmAM kazuM khoTuM na lAge. paNa vAstavamAM tame je rIte sukhI thavA mAMgo cho te sukha bIjAnA bhoge ja zakya che, A vAta tame samajatA nathI. dA.ta. tamane kacorI khAvAnI icchA thaI ane kacorI banAvIne khAo tyAre temAM keTalAye jIvo gaMdhAya che, taLAya che pachI ja kacorI bane che. mAMkaDa ke maccharane tamAruM lohI TesTI lAgatuM hoya tethI tamane karaDe tyAre tamArA manamAM zuM thAya che? te vakhate tenA para dveSa Ave che ne? vaLI A badhA jIvo to tamane AkhA ne AkhA khAI jatA nathI. ghaNI vAra lohI to tame boTalo bharIne DonezanamAM ApatA ho cho, jyAre maccha2-mAMkaDane to tamArA eka TIpA dvArA tRpti thAya che, ane chatAM tamArI pIDA tamane sAle che, tethI macchara-mAMkaDa mahAaparAdhI dekhAya che, paNa bIjA jIvone AkhA raheMsI nAMkhI ke temane taLI nAMkhIne pachI TesTathI kacorI khAvI te tamane aparAdha ke pAparUpa nathI lAgatuM. are ! tame tene pApa mAnavA paNa taiyAra nathI. tamArI vyaktigata mAnyatA to e che ke huM krodha karuM to vAMdho nahi, bIjo kare to guno. huM corI karuM to vAMdho nahi, bIjo kare to aparAdha. huM bhraSTAcAra karuM to vAMdho nahi, bIjo kare to sajApAtra. huM vizvAsaghAta karuM to vAMdho nahi, bIjo kare to nAlAyaka. Ama tamArAM jAta mATenAM ane jagata mATenAM kATalAM judAM che. kyAreya paNa kacorI khAtAM vicAra Ave ke bIjAnA motanI ApaNe ujANI karI rahyAM chIe ? lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 241

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sabhA :- AvuM badhuM sAMbhaLIne khAvAnuM mana nathI thatuM, paraMtu jIvana jarUriyAta mATe A badhuM karavuM paDe che. sAhebajI :- jIvana jarUriyAtanA uddezathI jarUriyAta jeTaluM ja karo tenI nA nathI, paNa bhagavAne temAM Asakti karavAnI nA pADI che. AsaktithI pApa baMdhAze. ane anumodanAthI pApano anubaMdha paDaze. eka jaNane samajAvo ke saMsAramAM sarvatra pApa che, niSpApa jIvana jIvavuM hoya to saMsAratyAga karavo paDe. to te UlaTuM kaheze ke nA, evuM nathI. dharma karavA kAMI saMsAratyAganI jarUra nathI. jIvonI hiMsA thAya che te to temanA karmane lIdhe thAya che, emAM ApaNane pApa na lAge. AvAne eTaluM ja pUchavuM joIe ke to pachI raste jatAM tamane koI moTaranI haDapheTamAM laI ghAyala kare to tame tene kema gALo Apo cho? A paNa tamAruM karma ja hatuM tethI tame ghAyala thayA cho. are ! vAgha-siMha ke cora-luMTAruM tamane mAre to paNa te nirdoSa ja gaNAze. mATe A badhI behUdI vAto . che. A lokone pApane pApa samajavAnI paNa taiyArI nathI. tame pratimA bharAvo ke derAsara baMdhAvo paNa jo tamArA manamAM pApanI spaSTa : anumodanA paDI hoya to puNya pApAnubaMdhI puNya ja baMdhAya che. jaina dharmanA pAyAnA siddhAMto samajavAnI jarUra che. te sivAya tamArA jIvanamAM pApanI pakaDa nahIM chUTe. dharma karanArA aneka loko paNa A badhI vAtone vAjabI mAne che, UlaTuM tene pApa tarIke svIkAravA taiyAra nathI, te badhA adhyAtmanI dRSTie zUnya che. vairAgyanI jarUra eTalA mATe ja che ke jyAM pApa che tyAM teno taTasthatAthI svIkAra thAya. prAmANikatAthI pApano svIkAra karavA mATe A pApamaya saMsAra asAra lAgavo jarUrI che. sabhA :- amAruM koI kharAba kare to mAnIe chIe ke amArAM pApakarmathI thayuM che. sAhebajI:- jo sAce ja e bhAva hoya to te vakhate tamane gusso na Avavo joIe. tamane koI game teTaluM mAre to paNa UkaLazo nahi ne? are ! te vakhate to tamAro karmano siddhAMta bhAgI jAya che, temane sAmA para krodha Ave che, te vyakti para gADha pa thAya che. jo tamane duHkha ApanAra vyakti ke nimitta para dveSa nathI to tamAro krodha zAMta thaI gayo kahevAze. vaLI A siddhAMta sAce ja tamArA hRdayamAM 242 lokottara dAnadharma anukaMpA"

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besI gayo hoya to koI tamArA pratye rAga kare to paNa AnaMda nahi thAya; kAraNa ke te paNa eka karmano vipAka che. ane sAce ja tamAruM mana AvuM hoya to tame samatAnI bhUmikAmAM AvI gayA kahevAzo. pachI to huM ja badhAne kahIza ke AmanAM darzana karo. paraMtu te pahelAM tame tamArA haiyAmAM rahelA bhAvane barAbara tapAsajo. samatAmAM rahelo jIva potAne duHkha Ave to potAnA karmathI AveluM ja mAne. tene koI jIvato cIrI nAMkhe to paNa kaMI na thAya. tevI rIte temanAthI jayaNApUrvaka cAlatAM kadAca kIDI marI jAya to paNa temane manamAM duHkha na thAya. mArI sAme jo bilADI uMdarane mAratI hoya to huM tene bacAvuM, jyAre samatAmAM rahelo jIva tene na bacAve. te vicAre ke tenAM karma pramANe thaze. dharma ApaNane aprAmANika banAvavA nathI mAMgato, paraMtu prAmANika ane satyanA pakSapAtI banAvavA mAMge che. potAnA mATenA eMgala judA ne bIjA mATenA eMgala judA tevuM prAmANika jIvanamAM hovuM na ghaTe . badhA mATe samAna eMgala joIe. vaLI dharmamAM bhUmikA pramANe bhAva karavAno che. uMdarane bilADI mAratI hoya te vakhate samatAmAM rahelo jIva je vicAre te mArA ke tamArAthI vicArAya nahi; kAraNa ke atyAre to ApaNe pApa para dveSa karavAno che ane dharma para rAga karavAno che, jyAre samatAmAM rahelA jIvane pApa para dveSa nathI ne dharma para rAga paNa nathI; joke - atyAre ApaNe e bhUmikAmAM nathI. samabhAvano tAttvika artha zuM che te barAbara jANo, adhUrA vicAro na cAle. atyAre to ApaNe rAga ane dveSa banne karavAnA che, paNa prazasta karavAnA che. anumodanA e rAgajanya che ne niMdA-gaha e draSajanya che. dharmanI anumodanA karIe eTale dharmarAga prajvalita thAya, pApanI niMdA-ga karIe eTale pApano dveSa pravardhita thAya. dharmano rAga ane pApano dveSa atyAre ApaNI bhUmikAmAM hitakArI che. (1) AgrahapUrvaka pApa karanAra jIvane pApanI pakaDa che ane ruci paNa che, tethI te tIvra pApano anubaMdha pADe che. (ra) jene pApanI pakaDa nathI paNa pApane jANyA pachI choDavAnI ruci paNa nathI, te jIvo paNa pApanA anubaMdhavALA ja che, paNa pahelA prakAranA jIvo karatAM temane pApano anubaMdha thoDo haLavo paDaze. (3) jenA manamAM vicAravAthI bese ke hiMsAjanya khAvApIvAnI pravRtti e pApa che, tene tenA pratyenI anumodanA chUTI jAya, prazaMsA-ruci-kartavyatAbuddhi paNa lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 243.

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nIkaLI jAya, are ! khAvAnI vastu khAtAM Asakti Ave to paNa khoTuM che tema lAge. tene lAge ke, AdhyAtmika dRSTikoNathI khAvuM e AtmAno svabhAva nathI, jaDane khA khA karavuM te AtmAno vikAra che, jyAM sudhI zarIra che tyAM sudhI dehane TakAvavA mATe poSaNa jarUrI che, tethI khAdya padArthane ahiMsaka rIte laIza to ghaNo lAbha thaze, kema ke je hiMsA Adi thAya che te pApa che tethI temAM Asakti-rasa na AvavAM joIe. sabhA :- eTale vakhANa karatAM karatAM nahi khAvAnuM? sAhebajI :- nA, nahIM khAvAnuM. koI pUche ke A vAnagI kevI banI che? to. sArI banI hoya to sArI ja kahevAya. satyane satya tarIke rajU karavAmAM vAMdho nathI, paNa aMdara mAnasika rIte rAcavA-bhAcavAno tathA TesTathI khAvAmAM khoTuM nathI ke majA to karavI ja joIe tevA azubha bhAvo na joIe. pApanAM vakhANa te pApanI anumodanA ja che. jANIbUjIne anumodanA kare tene pApa baMdhAya, paNa A pApa kahevAya tenI jene khabara na hoya, tethI ajJAnatAthI anumodanA kare to tevA jIvone haLavo karmabaMdha thAya. mokSamArganI prAthamika bhUmikAmAM Avelo jIva jANI joIne pApanI anumodanA kare nahi. kadAca ajJAnatAthI pApanI anumodanA thaI jAya; kAraNa ke jayAM sudhI mithyAtvachUTatuM nathI tyAM sudhI saMpUrNa viveka jIvamAM pragaTato nathI, maMda mithyAtvImAM jhINo paNa aviveka rahelo che. jeTalAM vairAgya ne viveka ochAM, teTalA pApanA anubaMdha vadhAre. jayAre vairAgya ne viveka saMpUrNa AMvI jAya, tyAre 100% puNyano anubaMdha paDe che; kAraNa ke samakitImAM pUrNa jAgRti che, UMghamAM paNa te pApanI anumodanA na kare. samakitIne rAga thAya paNa tene rAga to na ja game. samakitIne Asakti hoI zake, paNa tenI ruci to na ja hoya. sabhA pachI ajJAnatAthI ja pApa karavuM sAruM? sAhebajI :- eka samakitI jANI-bUjIne pApa kare che, jayAre eka mithyASTi ajANatAM pApa kare to A bemAM samakitIne pApa ochuM baMdhAya; kAraNa ke samakitI jANIbUjIne paNa anumodanA vagara pApa kare che. pApanI anumodanA karo to tIvra pApa baMdhAya, paNa samakitI pApanI anumodanA UMghamAM paNa nathI karato mATe tene puNyano ja anubaMdha paDe che. jyAre je mithyASTi ajANatAM pApa kare che tenAmAM 244 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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pApanI anumodanA to paDelI ja che, ne tethI ja tene samakitI karatAM tIvra pApa baMdhAya che. * anubaMdhane jJAna-ajJAna sAthe saMbaMdha nathI, paNa ruci-aruci sAthe saMbaMdha che. jene puNyano anubaMdha pADavo hoya teNe ruci palaTavI paDe. ruci palaTavI eTale vairAgya ane viveka dvArA ruci badalavI. sAmAyika karatAM jene tamAma pAponI gaha ane tamAma sukRtonI anumodanA che, tene cokkasa puNyano anubaMdha paDe che. tevuM ja pUjA vagere anuSThAnomAM paNa samajavAnuM. aMdaramAM mAnasika virodhAbhAsa che te samajavA jevo che. ghaNA loko duSkatagaI kare che paraMtu saMsAramAM rAga-dveSa-ahaMkArane sArA ja mAnIne AcaratA hoya, are! Asakti-krodha vageremAM paNa kartavyatAno bhAva hoya che. Ama, pApanI ruci hovAthI teone pApano anubaMdha paDe che. ruci palaTavA samyapha zraddhA jarUrI che. je AtmA pApano anubaMdha kare che, tevA AtmAnA guNo paNa aMte doSanA poSaka bane che, teonA kaSAyano upazama bhaviSyamAM pApanI paraMparA sarjaze. gADha mithyAtvInI kSamA bhaviSyamAM krodhanuM kAraNa banaze, jyAre samakitIno krodha bhaviSyamAM kSamAnuM kAraNa banaze. samakitIno doSa paNa aMte guNakArI hoya che, jyAre mithyASTino guNa paNa bhaviSyamAM nukasAnakArI hoya che. tethI ja jIvanamAM anubaMdha sudhAryA vagara koI paNa jIva sAcI unnati karI zakato nathI. we esseeyeyer etche. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 245

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tA. 21-8-94, ravivAra anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA mithyAtvarUpI mahApApamAMthI bahAra kADhavA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. mithyAtva - pApanA anubaMdhonuM mULa anaMtAnaMta kALathI AtmA para ajJAnarUpI ghora aMdhakAra che ane A aMdhakArane poSaNa ApanAruM jo koI mULa tattva hoya to te mithyAtva che. ekaluM ajJAna bahu nukasAna nathI karatuM, paNa tenI aMdara je gerasamajarUpI vikRti Ave che te ja jIvane : geramArge dore che. A kAmamithyAtvanuM che. mithyAtva sAthe pApanA anubaMdhI saMkaLAyelA che. mithyASTine ja pApano anubaMdha paDe che. mithyAtvamAMthI nIkaLIne samakita pAme tene pApano anubaMdha paDato nathI. sabhA :- mithyAtvInI vyAkhyA zuM? sAhebajI :- seMkaDo rIte karI zakAya che. jema ke "jene je karavA lAyaka che te karavA lAyaka na lAge, je choDavA lAyaka che te choDavA lAyaka na lAge, je prazaMsA karavA lAyaka che te prazaMsA karavA lAyaka na lAge, je AcaravA lAyaka che te AcaravA lAyaka na lAge," tevI vyaktine mithyAtvI kahevAya; TUMkamAM tene heya-upAdeyano samya viveka na hoya. dA.ta. je AtmakalyANanI dRSTie yogya nathI, ahitakArI che, chatAM paNa tevI vAto sAMbhaLavA jevI lAge; jenI bhakti karavA lAyaka nathI tenI bhakti karavAno ullAsa thAya; jayAM guNa nathI tyAM guNanuM bhAna thAya, jemAM doSa nathI temAM doSanuM bhAna thAya, Ama, eka rIte mithyAtva nathI hotuM paNa aneka rIte mithyAtva AtmAne bhramita karIne nacAve che. 246 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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TUMkamAM mithyAtvanuM kAma adhyAtmanA kSetramAM bhrAMti pedA karavAnuM che. te tamArA AtmAmAM bhramanI jALa pedA kare che. jema ke eka vyakti badhI rIte guNasaMpanna che, paNa jo tamane kAma lAge tevI na hoya, to tenA guNanI tame prazaMsA karo kharA ? jayAre bIjI eka vyakti, tamane badhI rIte anukULa hoya, tenI sAthe tamane phAvaTa AvatI hoya, tamAruM badhuM ja kAma karI ApatI hoya, to te vyakti tamane sonA jevI lAge; bhale pachI tenAmAM ekapaNa guNa na hoya chatAM tame tenI prazaMsA karyA karo. tamArI sAthe meLavALA mANasamAM hajAra doSo hoya to paNa te tamane guNiyala lAge. gADha mithyAtvIno rAga evo hoya ke tene jenA para rAga thAya tenA doSa paNa na dekhAya, ane jenA para dveSa Ave tenA guNamAM paNa tene doSanuM bhAna thAya. tamane tamArA dIkarAonI koI sAcI bhUla batAve to paNa mAnavA taiyAra thAo kharA? AsaktinA kAraNe patnInI paNa badhI ja khAmI game. vaLI jenI sAthe aNabanAva hoya tenI badhI sArI vAta paNa kharAba lAge. A badhAM gADha mithyAtvanAM lakSaNo che. jenAmAM duzmananA guNonI paNa kadara karavAnI lAyakAta hoya tenAmAM samakita Ave ane duzmana paNa ArAdhaka hoya to tenA guNanI samakitI hRdayapUrvaka prazaMsA karI zake che. tenI sAme jigarajAna mitra paNa jo bhAre doSayukta hoya to tenA guNanI prazaMsA samakitI na kare. samakitIne tamAma guNo pratye rAga ane tamAma doSo pratye dveSa hoya. ekapaNa doSa pratye ruci hoya to mithyAtvI kahevAya ne potAnA ke bIjanA ekapaNa guNa pratye aruci hoya to samakita AvatuM nathI. tevI ja rIte potAnA ke bIjAnA ekapaNa doSa pratye ruci hoya to samakita AvatuM nathI. mATe sarvaguNa pratye parAkASThAnI ruci ane sarva doSa pratye parAkASThAnI aruci joIe. A be vastuo kAyama khAte samakita sAthe joDAyelI che. jene samakita pAmavuM hoya teNe A dareka bhAva lAvavA paDe. - jene doSanI ruci che tene pApanI ruci che, mATe tene pApano anubaMdha paDaze ja; pachI te game teTalI saspravRtti karato hoya. dayA, paropakAra, karuNA, maMtrI, namratA, gaMbhIratA badhA ja uttama guNo tenAmAM hoya, paNa pApa ke doSanI ci paDelI hoya tene anubaMdha to pApano avazya paDe che. tethI ja, je AtmA mithyAtvamAMthI bahAra nathI nIkaLyo te AtmA sarvathA pApano anubaMdha toDI zakato nathI. mithyAtva kADhavuM hoya to kramasara sAdhanA dvArA kADhI zakAya. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 240

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tamAre puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ane pApAnubaMdhI puNyano bheda samajavA mATe tamArA mAnasika bhAvonuM spaSTa vizleSaNa karavuM joIe. tame Akho divasa ekaluM pApa ja karo cho tevuM nathI, dharma ArAdhanA ke zubhabhAva paNa karo cho tyAre puNya paNa bAMdho cho, chatAM dharmanI tAttvika zraddhA ke bhaktibhAva na hoya to puNyAnubaMdhI puNya palle nahIM paDe. puNyAnubaMdhI puNadhyayanI avaMdhya muktiprApakatA : sarasavanA dANA jeTaluM paNa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya haze to tamAro beDo pAra thaI jaze. zarUAtathI kAMI badho dharma ekasAthe pragaTato nathI. bhagavAna RSabhadevano jIve dhanAsArthavAhanA bhavamAM dIkSA nathI lIdhI, bhAvazrAvakapaNe paNa pAmyA nathI. vrato grahaNa karyA nathI ke vizeSa ArAdhanA paNa nathI karI. are ! samakita paNa nathI pAmyA. mahAtmAne dAna ApIne phakta bodhibIja pAmyA che. te bhavamAM dhananI daSTie abajopati mANasa che, ane prakRtithI udAra, sajjana, sahiSNa paropakArI che. temanAmAM uttama puruSanA aneka guNo che, paNa jIvanamAM adhyAtmanI daSTie koI.. moTo dharma nathI karyo. je karyo che te ghaNo alpa che. paraMtu tenAthI temanAmAM sAcAM dharmanuM bI vavAyuM che. je bIja paNa AgaLa jatAM evuM phaLyuM ke 13 bhavamAM to temane kyAMyanA kyAMya pahoMcADI dIdhA. dhanA sArthavAhanA bhavamAM to sAva sAmAnya puNyano anubaMdha pADyo che, paraMtu te puNyanA anubaMdha dvArA puNyano kramika guNAkAra thayo che. anubaMdhamAM saravALA, bAdabAkI ke bhAgAkAra nathI hotA paNa guNAkAra hoya che. pApa haze to pApano guNAkAra thaze ane puNya haze to puNyano guNAkAra thaze. tethI ja pApano anubaMdha pADanArane nukasAna ja nukasAna che, jyAre puNyano anubaMdha pADanArane lAbha ja lAbha che. karmavAdamAM zubhAzubha pariNAmonuM adbhuta phaLa : Ama to karmamAM saravALA-bAdabAkI paNa thAya che. dA.ta. pahelAM tame puNya karma bAMdhyuM, pachI jo azubha pariNAma karo to puNyanI bAdabAkI thavA mAMDe che. are! karmanA jema saravALA-bAdabAkI thAya che, tema tenuM AkheAkhuM conversion-rUpAMtara-saMkramaNa paNa thAya che. vaLI bAMdhela karmanI puruSArtha dvArA hAni , , , 248 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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apavartana ke vRddhi-udvartanA paNa karI zakAya che. tame dhAro to puNyane pApamAM paNa palaTAvI zakAya che ane pApakarmane puNyakarmamAM paNa pheravI zakAya che. mAtra A badhA mATe AvaData joIe. duniyAmAM koipaNa dharmanA karmavAdamAM AvI sUkSma prakriyA batAvI nathI. vaLI jo te bAMdhela karma nikAcita haze to temAM kaMI pheraphAra nahi karI zakAya. nikAcitakarma to puruSArtha karIne kSapakazreNimAM Avo to ja te karmane khapAvI zakAya.kevaLajJAna pAmatAM pahelAM jIvane sAdhanA dvArA kSapakazreNimAM AvavuM paDe che. tyAM AtmAnA karmajanya vikAro-kaSAyo badhA ja mULamAMthI nAza pAme che. bhUlathI to vikArone kaSAyo zAMta thAya tyAre ja kSapakazreNi Ave. paNa jema jhADanAM najIvAM mULiyAM bAkI hoya ane te sivAya samagra jhADa kApI nAMkho chatAM paNa te sUkSma mULiyAMmAMthI pAchuM Ugeche, tema kSapakazreNi mAMDanAra jIva para vikAro ane kaSAyonAM sUkSma mULiyAM akhaMDita hoya che, jene dhyAnanI tIkSNa dhArA dvArA pharI vAra na Uge te rIte uccheda kare che. te vakhate AtmAnI pracaMDa nirmulana tAkAtanA kAraNe nikAcitakarmanA paNa bhUkko bolAya che ane kaSAyo paNa mULamAMthI nAza pAme che. ahIM AtmAnA puruSArthanI parAkASThA che, AkhI duniyAnAM nikAcitakarma ekatrita thAya to paNa ahIM nAza pAme tevI AtmAnI tAkAta che. kSapakazreNinuM sAmarthyaH sabhA :- sAhebajI, koI daSTAMta Apo. sAhebajI :- jema ke daDhaprahArIe keTalAMye nikAcitakarma bAMdhyAM che. teNe ghora pApa rasapUrvaka karelAM che. corI, lUMTaphATa, khUna, durAcAra badhuM ja karyuM che. daDhaprahArI nAma paNa tenA vartana parathI paDyuM che. Ama to tenuM mULa nAma bIjuM hatuM, paraMtu teno eka ja prakAra sAmenAnA prANa haravA mATe pUrato hato. Ama, teno prahAra daDha hovAthI tenuM nAma daDhaprahArI paDyuM. nagaramAM eka paNa ghara tenA trAsathI bacyuM nathI. te atyaMta pApI che. AvuM hovA chatAM paNa tenA jIvanamAM eka TarniMga poinTa AvI gayo, ane tyArabAda teNe evI sAdhanA karI ke cha mahinAmAM kevaLajJAna pAmI gayo. tenA AtmA para nikAcita karmo evAM hatAM ke keTalIya vAra durgatimAM javuM paDe. are ! tIvra pApanA anubaMdho ane ghora nikAcitakarma paDelAM che, chatAM paNa kSapakazreNi dvArA te badhuM khapAvIne alpa kALamAM kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM. Ajaka lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 249

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prAtibhajJAnanA vilaMbathI kevalajJAnamAM vilaMba : mahAvIra paramAtmA vahelI kSapakazreNi pAmI na zakyA, mATe sADA bAra varSa . sudhI AtmasAkSAtkAra vagara rahevuM paDyuM; kAraNa ke kSapakazreNimAM jenikAcita karmono bhogavyA vagara nAza thAya te karmo prabhune kSapakazreNi nahi pAmavAthI sADA bAra varSa sudhI bhogavavAM paDyAM. dIkSA lIdhA pachI dareka tIrthaMkarone cAra jJAna hoya che. vaLI RSabhadeva bhagavAnane to zrutajJAnamAM cauda pUrva sudhInuM jJAna hatuM. arthAt zAstrajJAnamAM zrutakevalInI kakSA sudhI pahoMcelA che, chatAM paNa temane te vakhate AtmasAkSAtkAra thayo nathI; kAraNa ke arUpI evA AtmAnAM darzana karAvavAnI zakti kevaLajJAnamAM ja che, bAkI koI jJAna AtmasAkSAtkAra karAvI zakatuM nathI. ghaNA atyAre paNa Theko laine phare che ke amane AtmasAkSAtkAra thayo che, paNa A badhI khoTI vAto che. je vyakti sarva zAstrono sAra pAmI jAya che, ane jenAmAM sAthe bIjI paNa ghaNI Atmika zaktio che, tene paNa jyAM sudhI kSapakazreNi mAMDI kevaLajJAna prApta na kare tyAM sudhI Atmadarzana thatuM nathI. sabhA :- mahAvIra prabhu vahelI kSapakazreNi kema mAMDI zakyA nahi ? kayuM tattva khUTatuM hatuM ? puruSArthamAM khAmI hatI ? sAhebajI :- tIrthaMkara jevA mahAsAdhakane oLakhavAmAM bhUla karazo nahi. prabhue dIkSA lIdhI tyArathI temano puruSArtha jvalaMta che. temanAM puruSArthamAM aMza paNa khAmI batAvI zakAya tema nathI. teo cAra cAra mahinA sudhI kAMyAthI aDIkhama UbhA rahIne dhyAnamAM ekatAna magna rahetA hatA. comAsu bese tyArathI ja kAussaggamAM rahe. hAle nahi cAle nahi, basa, dhyAnamAM ja magna rahetA. sabhA :- dhyAnamAM navakAra gaNavAnA ? sAhebajI :- navakAra gaNavAnuM e to tamAre mATe che. tame jo bhaNyA ho to ame kahIe ke tattvanuM ciMtana karo. paNa atyAre jo tamane tattvanuM ciMtana karavAnuM kahIe to jhokAM ja khAva. tame UMDA ciMtana-mananamAM jaI zakatA nathI. prabhu to AkhA vizvanA padArthonA tAttvika ciMtana-mananamAM UtarI jAya. are ! temAM mahinAo paNa kSaNanI jema vItI jAya. kalpasUtramAM Ave che ke prabhue sarvatobhadrapratimA laine eka paramANu para AkhI rAta ciMtana karyuM hatuM. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 250

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sabhA :- amane to paramANu zuM che te paNa khabara nathI. sAhebajI :- dhyAna karavA mATe pahelAM zAstrAbhyAsathI material (ciMtanasAmagrI) bheguM karavuM paDe. ciMtana mATe khorAka tarIke aDhaLaka sAmagrI joIe. dhyAna eTale koIpaNa vastu para ekAgratAthI kalAko sudhI dhArAbaddha tattvano sUkSma vicAra karavo te. tIrthakaro jJAnanA dariyA hoya che, temanI pAse agAdha jJAna hoya che. sabhA :- paNa kAussagnamAM to navakAra ja gaNavo paDe ne? sAhebajI:- evo niyama nathI. tamAre paNa savAre pratikramaNamAM tapacitavaNI kAussagna Ave che ke nahi? zAstradaSTie e vakhate tapanuM ciMtana karavAnuM che. A to tamArI pAse koI khajAno nathI tenA phAMphAM che. kAussagna eTale kAyAno utsarga, dehane vosirAvI devo. pachI AtmA cetanamAM ja rame che, AtmAnA guNomAM ja rame che, te kAussaga che. kAMI navakAra gaNo to ja kAussagna thAya evuM nathI. prabhu eka vakhata comAsA daramiyAna cAra-cAra mahinA lagAtAra kAussagna dhyAnamAM rahyA che, ane tenA pAraNAnA divase jIraNazeThe bhAvathI supAtradAna karyuM che. jIraNazeTha pote uttama dharmAtmA hatA. temane utkRSTa sAmagrIthI trikALa jinapUjA karavAno niyama havAthI nagara bahAra jinamaMdira che tyAM dararoja pUjA karavA ThAThamAThathI jAya che. tyAM rastAmAM jatAM prabhu mahAvIrane kAussagnadhyAne UbhelA jue che. pote vivekI zrAvaka che, tethI jANe che ke sAkSAt prabhune page lAgyA pachI ja pratimAne page lagAya. mATe traNa pradakSiNA ApI prabhune vaMdana-stuti kare che, ane pachI roja vinaMtI kare che ke, prabhu mArA ghare pAraNA mATe padhAro. vinaMtI karavAmAM che paNa tamArA ne emanA bhAvamAM pharaka che. Ama, cAra cAra mahinA nIkaLI gayA che. prabhu gocarIe gayA ke nahi tenuM pUratuM dhyAna rAkhe che, ne tethI ja jANe che ke haju prabhunA upavAsa cAlu che. cAra mahinA pUrA thayA eTale temane thAya che ke have prabhu pAraNuM avazya karaze. prabhunI AvI kaThora sAdhanAmAM kyAMya puruSArthanI khAmI na batAvI zakAya, ane chatAM paNa kevaLajJAna haju temane pragaTyuM nathI; kAraNa ke nikAcitaka kSapakazreNI pAmavA avarodha kare che. Ama to prabhu jJAna-dhyAnamAM ja rame che, atyAre A jagatamAM evo koI devadAnava ke mAnava nathI je temane dhyAnamAMthI calita karI zake. vicAro, potAnA mana ja . lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA 251

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para prabhutva keTaluM haze ! chatAM kevaLajJAna pAmavA mATe, kSapakazreNi mAMDatAM pahelAM AMtarika sUjharUpe je jJAna joIe, te jJAna khUTe che. zAstro te jJAnane prAtijajJAna kahe che. A prAtijajJAna vagara kSapakazreNi mAMDI zakAtI nathI. jema ke je raste javuM hoya te raste AgaLa vadhavA mATe mArganuM avalokana to thavuM ja joIe. rasto ja na dekhAya to pagalAM kyAM mAMDo? tema mokSamArgamAM AgaLa vadhavuM hoya to zarUAtanuM jJAna to zAstro Ape che. zAstronI sahAyathI mokSamArganuM avalokana karatAM karatAM jyAM sudhI pahoMcavAnuM che, tyAM sudhI to bhagavAna pahoMcI gayA che. have AgaLa vadhavA mATe arthAt sAmarthyayogamAM javA zAstra spaSTa mArgadarzana ApI zakatA nathI. kSapakazreNimAM javA mATenA puruSArthanI sUjha prAtijajJAnathI Ave che. A prAbhijJAna svayaMpratibhAthI pedA thAya che. te AMtarika sUjharUpa che, koinA bhaNAvavAthI ke kaMI bhaNavAthI A jJAna pragaTatuM nathI. sabhA :- "savi jIva karuM zAsanarasI" e bhAvanA joIe? sAhebajI :- "saMvi jIva karuM zAsanarasI" e bhAvanA to puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA kAraNarUpa zubhabhAva che, jene AgaLa jatAM choDavI paDe. A bhAvanA hoya tyAM sudhI to samatAmAM paNa na jaI zakAya, jayAre prabhu to samatA pAmI gayA che. uparanI : bhUmikAmAM javA mATenAM dhoraNo judAM che. samatAmAM AvelA jIvone AgaLa vadhavA mATe pratibhajJAna joIe. te khUTyuM hovAthI prabhu kSapakazreNi na mAMDI zakyA. tethI nikAcita karmono kSaya paNa tyAM sudhI na karI zakyA ane je udayamAM AvyAM te bhogavavA paDyAM. kevaLajJAna pAmavAmAM paNa vilaMba thayo. sabhA :- kSapakazreNino vakhata keTalo? sAhebajI :- miniTono TAima hoya che. IlAcIkumArane nAcatAM nAcatAM kevaLajJAna thayuM che. kevaLajJAna pAmatAM pahelAM avazya dhyAnamAM javuM paDe. paNa Amane to nAcavAnI kriyA cAlu ja che. jo lAMbo TAima dhyAna cAle to upayogazUnya nAcavAnI kriyA aTakI jAya. eka vakhata aMdarano ughADa thayo pachI to karmano kSaya kSaNomAM ja thaI jAya che. kevaLajJAna pAmavA pracaMDa puruSArtha ane spaSTa dizA banne joIe. tamane mokSa game che kharo? tamArI sAme eka bAju tamArI managamatI Topa levalanI bhautika vastu mUkIe ane bIjI bAju mokSa mUkIe to mokSa lo kharA?. 252 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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sabhA :- jeno anubhava thayo hoya te ja levAnuM mana thAya ne? sAhebajI - eno matalaba e ja ke tamane A saMsAra para adhika rAga che, tethI atyAre tamane mokSa paNa nathI joIto. samyagdaSTine hajAro bhautika vastu para rAga che, Asakti ne kAmanA che, paNa saMsAranA rAga karatAM dharmarAga ne mokSa pratyeno rAga atizaya prabaLa che. tamArA manamAM kayo rAga prabaLa che? saMsArano rAga ja. kAraNa haju tamane mokSa pratye joIe tevI tAlAvelI nathI thaI. sabhA:- tAtkAlika napho AmAM dekhAya che. sAhebajI:-tamArA dhaMdhAmAM tamane tatkAla napho maLI jAya che? ghaNI vakhata to 12 mahine paNa napho maLato hoya che, ane e vakhate paNa paisA hAthamAM Ave paraMtu sIdhuM sukha hAthamAM AvatuM nathI. tame kaDavAM kArelAM paNa khAo cho, kAraNa tame jANo cho ke svAdamAM kaDavAM.paNa lAMbA gALe tabiyatamAM phAyado karaze. saMsAramAM to badhe tatkALa parizramarUpa duHkha ane parokSa lAbha che, chatAM managamatI vastunI AzAthI tatkAla lAbha jevo AnaMda mAno cho, jyAre dharmamAM tatkALa lAbha hovA chatAM tame te joI zakatA nathI. jo jIva sAco dharma kare to ene tatkAla tenuM phaLa na maLe evuM kyAreya banatuM nathI.' "dharmAnuSThAnanuM mAnasika phaLa ane Atmika phaLa : pUjA bhAvathI karo to tatkALa citta prasanna thAya. A paNa pUjAnuM AnuSagika phaLa che; kAraNa ke zubhabhAvajanya mAnasika prasannatA te gauNa che. vAstavamAM - vidhipUrvaka, AjJAmujaba, guNasthAnakanI bhUmikA anusArI dharma hoya to tatkAla Atmika AnaMdano anubhava karAve ja. zuddha dharma AtmAnuM sukha na Ape tevuM traNa kALamAM paNa bane nahi. cittaprasannatA ane Atmika AnaMda be judI vastu che. tamane bhAvatI vAnagI khAtAM TesTa Ave che tema pUjA, pratikramaNa, sAmAyika karatAM TesTa Ave che? tame ahIM AvIne ATalo paNa dharma eTalA mATe karo cho ke tamane khabara che ke mahArAja sAhebo Akho divasa pApa pApa kahe che temAM kadAca bhUle cUke paNa ApaNe pApamAM salavAIne durgatimAM jatA rahIzuM to zuM thaze? mATe thoDo dharma karI puNya bAMdhIne paralokamAM thALe paDIe. basa, A ja tamArI manovRtti che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 253

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sabhA :- nA sAheba, sAva evuM nathI. amAre taravuM che.' sAhebajI - taravuM che ke thALe paDavuM che? saMsAramAM thALe paDavuM che ke saMsArathI taravuM che? saMsArathI chUTakAro joIe che ke saMsAramAM anaseTala cho te seTala thavuM che? taravuM hoya to A badhuM vicAravuM paDaze. sabhA:- vagara peTrole gADI cAle che. sAhebajI :- AkhI jiMdagI gaddhAmajUrI karIne dama nIkaLI gayo, chatAM kaho cho ke gADI vagara peTrole cAle che. dharmanAM phaLa sacoTa darzAvyAM che. te paNa maryA pachI nahi, paNa tatkAla hAjarAhajUra phaLa che, jeno tamane khyAla nathI. je vidhipUrvaka tapa kare tene AtmAnA sukhano anubhava tatkALa thAya ja che. tamAre mana tapa e majA che ke du:kha che? tame to parANe mana manAvIne tapa karo cho, haju tame dharmanuM mULabhUta AMtarika svarUpa samajyA nathI, bAhya dharma ja samajyA cho. vepAramAM zarIrane ghaNuM duHkha hoya paNa mana to napho joI kUdakA mAre che. tamane iSTa hoya evuM bhautika sukha maLatuM hoya to tame zArIrika zrama kiMmata tarIke cUkavavA hoMze hoMze taiyAra cho. zarIrane sajA eTale manane sajA evuM ekAMte nathI. jaMbAhyadharma tamArA deha-indriyane kaSTarUpa lAge che te ja dharmanA AMtarika svarUpane mana dvArA mANavuM joIe, je tame mANI zakyA nathI, tethI tamane kaSTarUpa lAge che, paraMtu bhogasukha jema mANavA lAyaka che, tema AtmAnuM sukha paNa mANavA lAyaka che. pratikramaNa, pUjA, sAmAyika Adi anuSThAnomAM AMtarika vizuddha pariNAmanA anubhavano svAda che, tamane to phakta khAvApIvAmAM ja svAda lAge che. samakitI AtmAne sAmAyikanI vAta Ave tyAre momAM pANI chUTe. tene aviratimAM duHkha lAge che; kAraNa ke tene viratinA sukhanuM jJAna che. sabhA - sAheba ! dharma karatAM pANI ja nathI chUTatuM, to pachI svAda kevI rIte Ave? sabhA :- paNa sAheba, je vadhAre dharma kare che te ja vadhAre pApa kare che evI mAnyatA che. (be zrotAo sAthe prazna pUchyo sAhebajIe ekano ja javAba Apyo.) sAhebajI :- Ajano samAja kevo che, tenI eka zabdamAM oLakhANa ApuM? 'Anti religious mind." (dharmavirodhI mAnasavALo). ame jayAre skUlamAM hatA 254 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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tyAre savAranI skUlamAM jo navakArazI na AvI hoya to bapore ame ghare AvI purimaDhanuM paccakkhANa karatA, ane baporanI skUlamAM ziyALAmAM jo kadAca rAtanA covihArano TAima thaI jAya to bhUkhyA sUI jatA. pikanikamAM jaIe tyAre bIjA badhA kAMdA abhakSya khAtA hoya eTale mane to emanI koI vastu khape nahi; AvA vakhate badhA ema kahe ke jo A bhagataDo Avyo. tyAre ame sAme kahIe ke zuM dharma karavo e kharAba kAma che ? Aje kolejiyana chokarAone dhotiyuM paherIne pUjA karatAM zarama Ave ane koI kare to bIjAM kahe "A bhagataDo Avyo.' rAtanA bAra vAgye sinemA ke kalabamAM javAmAM kAMI vAMdho nahi, kaMdamULa khAo, rAtanA rakhaDo, hoTelomAM jAo ne na bolavA jevuM bolo to tame moDarna kahevAo. UlaTuM sadAcAra ke pravRtti karo to vediyA ne bhagataDA kahevAo. AvA samAja pAse tame zuM apekSA rAkho ? AvA samAjanI mAnyatA ane pramANapatranI mAre mana phUTI koDInI paNa kiMmata nathI. vartamAnamAM paNa sAro dharma karanAra moTA bhAganA jIvo evA che ke jeo pApathI Dare che. vaLI dharma na karanArA badhA prAmANika ane dharma karanArA badhA aprAmANika che evuM koI kahI zake ? hA, dharma karanArAmAMthI be pAMca TakA khoTAM kAma karanArA nIkaLe paNa kharA, paraMtu tene moTuM svarUpa ApIne AvI vAto sosAyaTImAM phelAvAya che. A to eka galata pracAra che. sAdhusaMsthAmAM paNa jo eka be TakA zithila haze to tenA nAmathI AkhI sAdhusaMsthAne badanAma karAya che. atyAre paNa saMyamI, sadAcArI jIvana jIvanArA moTA bhAganA sAdhuo sAdhusaMsthAmAM che, aneka pavitratama ratno che, paNa temanI jAherAta koI divasa chApAe ApI nathI. paraMtu jo kharAba mahAtmA eka paNa hoya to chApAmAM tarata ja Ave. A badhAnuM kAraNa e che ke lokomAM sAdhu-saMto pratye je bahumAna ane dharma pratye je AsthA che, tene toDavA mATe ja AvuM badhuM thAya che. atyAre koI saMsthA samAjamAM evI kharI ke jemAM soe so TakA prAmANika mANaso hoya ? eka be TakAnA dUSaNathI AkhI saMsthAne kyAMya degrade(badanAma) na karAya. dharma karanAra badho varga kharAba che tevuM nathI. eka be TakA kharAbI hoya to te dharmanI khAmI nathI, te vyaktinI khAmI che. atyAranA jamAnAmAM paNa ghaNA karoDopati zrAvako evA che ke tapa, tyAga, saMyama, sadAcAra, prAmANikatA temanA jIvanamAM che. dharma na karanAra karatAM dharma karanAramAM badamAzI vadhAre hoya tevuM jo tame dAkhalA-dalIlathI puravAra karI Apo to huM tamAro jIvanabhara lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 255

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ziSya thaI jAuM. paraMtu te azakya che. AthI phakta AvA pracArathI tame bharamAo nahi, nahi to dharmanuM mULa tattva nahi pAmI zako. dharma karanAra koI vyaktine prakRtidoSathI gusso Avyo, to tame ema kahezo ke ATalo dharma kare ne tenAthI gusso karAya? arthAt teNe dharma karyo te bhUla karI che ? dharma na karanArane gusso. karavAnuM licence(paravAno) ane dharma karanAre pharajiyAta sahana ja karavAnuM evuM dhoraNa dharma pratyeno pUrvagraha sUcave che. gusso sArI vastu che ema ame nathI kahetA, paraMtu dharma karanAra gusso na ja karI zake evo ekAMte niyama prAthamika dharma karanAra, mATe zakya nathI. dharmInA avaguNa pratye vivekIno abhigama: sabhA :- ame to ema mAnIe chIe ke dharmIne dharma manamAM Utaryo nathI, tethI gusso kare che. sAhebajI :- AvuM bolavuM paNa yogya nathI. samakitanI saDasaTha bolanI sajhAyamAM trIjI DhALamAM lakhyuM che ke , bhagati bAhya pratipattithIjI, hRdayaprema bahumAna guNathuti avaguNa DhAMkavAjI, AzAtananI hANa. viveka pAmelo AtmA, bIjA ArAdhaka AtmAnA lAkha doSa gaLI jAya; jema ke gusso, aprAmANikatA, vakratA, svArthavRtti vagere ghaNA doSo hoya, to paNa te doSone mahattvana Ape, paraMtu tenA dharma ArAdhanAnA guNanI prazaMsA kare. koI dharma ke dharmInI niMdA kare tyAre tamArAmAM dharmanI vakIlAta karavAnI taiyArI ane trevaDa joIe. samakitI AtmA dharmI jIvonA doSone DhAMke che, pote to bole nahi paNa bIjA niMdArUpe bole to paNa sAme bacAva kare. tamAro dharmadharmAtmAonA avaguNono bacAva karavAno che. temanA dhajAgarA na karAya. koI dharma para kaTAkSa kare ne tame te vakhate aTakAvavAnI zakti hovA chatAM maunapaNe ema ne ema UbhA raho to paNa tamane avazya pApa lAge. deva-guru-dharmanI niMdA sAMbhaLI tame koI pratikAra na karo to te paNa eka AzAtanA che. te vakhate tamAruM samakita malIna thAya ane na hoya to Ave nahi. sAcA ArAdhaka jIvanA game teTalA doSa hoya to paNa tenI niMdA na karAya, ne bIjA karanArAne aTakAvI na zako to paNa samarthana to nahi ja ApavAnuM samakitIne guNono daDha rAga hoya che ane doSa pratye dveSa hoya che. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 256

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vyAkhyAna - 26 tA. 22-8-94, somavAra, copATI. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA nirmaLa samyagdarzana guNane prApta karAvavA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. svayaM sAdhanAthI paripUrNa banI upadeza ApanArA tIrthakara bhagavaMtono eka ja uddeza che ke jagatanA jIvamAtra AtmakalyANa kare. svakalyANa mATe puruSArtha to dareka jIve pote ja potAnI jAte karavAno che, paraMtu prabhu to upadeza dvArA jagatane sAcI dRSTi Ape che, ane te ja sAcuM darzana che jenuM bIjuM nAma samyagdarzana che. te prApta karAvavA jadharmatIrthanI sthApanA che. jIva samyagdarzana pAme eTale tenI buddhi nirmaLa bane che. pachI teno badho ja puruSArtha vikAsanA sAcA mArge ja thAya che. samakita ane mithyAtva e sAmasAmAM pAsAM che. samakitanI hAjarImAM jIva je paNa prayatna kare te tenA lAbhamAM che, puNyano anubaMdha samakitane AbhArI che. jema jema mithyAtva nAza pAmatuM jAya tema tema pApanA anubaMdhane badale puNyanA anubaMdha paDavAnA cAlu thaI jAya che, ane jayAre mithyAtva saMpUrNa aTake eTale tene navA pApano anubaMdha saMpUrNapaNe aTake che. tethI ja pApanA anubaMdhamAMthI chUTavuM . hoya to mithyAtvamAMthI chUTavuM paDe. ruci, saMskAra ane anubaMdha baMnenI AdhArazilA che : karmanA anubaMdhane samakita ane mithyAtva sAthe joDANa che, kAraNa ke tame je pravRtti karatA ho tyAre tamArI ruci, tamAruM valaNa je tarapha hoya te pramANe tamArA AtmA para saMskAra paDe che. tamArA saMsAramAM paNa A ja niyama che ke tame rasa vagara je pravRtti karo cho, tenA AtmA para gADha saMskAra paDatA nathI. dA.ta. tame jeTaluM vAMco cho, vicAro cho e badhuM ja tamane kAMI yAda rahetuM nathI, paNa je viSayamAM tamAro tIvra rasa joDAyo hoya te ja yAda rahe che. jema tamane koI lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 2pa0

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vAnagImAM svAdano tIvra rasa lAgavAthI teno svAda yAda rahI jAya che. Ama to tame roja khAo cho, chatAM paNa enA saMskAra tamArA mana para aMkita thatA nathI. joke roja khAtAM paNa rasa to hoya ja che, chatAM jemAM tIvra rasa hoya tenA ja saMskAra-smRti AtmA para aMkita thAya che. tema saMgIta-haravuM-pharavuM vagere bAbatomAM paNa banaze. jyAM tIvra rasa che e vastu ja tamArA mana para gADha saMskAra pADIne jAya che, ne jyAM maMda rasa che tenA saMskAra AtmA para AdhAna thatA nathI, A anubhavasiddha vAta che. jIvanamAM paNa seMkaDo prasaMgomAMthI je mahattvanA lAge te ja yAda rahe che, jayAre bIjA bhulAI jAya che. A to tamArA . vyavahAranI vAta thaI. tema dharmanI ArAdhanA karatAM paNa jo tamArI ruci adharma tarapha haze to tamArA AtmA para saMskAra adharmanA paDaze. je pravRtti karo ke je bhAva karo te badhAnA saMskAra AtmA para paDe che tevuM nathI, paNa je bAju tamArI ruci che te taraphanA saMskAra AtmA para AdhAna thAya che. taddana vairAgya vagaranA jIvo bhale dharma kare, paNa saMskAra to AtmA para adharmanA ja pADe che, jyAre prabaLa vairAgya yukta jIva saMsAranI pravRtti kare chatAM paNa saMskAra to AtmA para dharmanA ja pADe che. tethI jasamakitI AtmA doSa sevato hoya to paNa anubaMdha to puNyano ja pADe che, jyAre gADha mithyASTi jIva ArAdhanA karato hoya chatAM anubaMdha to pApano ja pADe che. anubaMdhanI AdhArazilA ruci che. jema koI vakhata tamane aNagamatAM sagAMsaMbaMdhI tamArA ghare AvI jAya, tamane temanAmAM rasa na hovA chatAM paNa vyavahArathI besavuM paDe evuM hoya ane te paNa pAchA cIkaNA hoya ke jaladI UThe paNa nahi, tyAre tame tenI sAthe je vArtAlApa karo te vArtAlApabe cAra divasa pachI yAda na rahe, kAraNa te vakhate ja tamane temAM rasa nahoto. je vastumAM rasa nathI te vastu thoDA vakhatamAM bhulAI jAya che. tema AtmA para jemAM rasa na hoya tevA lAMbA anubhava paNa aMkita thatA nathI, ne jemAM rasa hoya te vastuno kSaNika anubhava hoya to paNa aMkita thAya che. tethI ja tame je dharma-sadAcAra pALo cho, teno jo tIvra rasa haze to AtmAmAM gADha saMskAra paDaze; nahIMtara te guNo phakta A bhava pUratA ja raheze, bhavobhava sAthe nahi Ave. zubha anubaMdhathI ja dharma tamAro janamojanamano sAthIdAra thaI jAya che. je dharma bhaviSyamAM tamAro paDachAyo paNa na le te dharma anubaMdha vagarano kahevAya. tethI ja 258 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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dharma evo karavAno ke jenA phaLa svarUpe puNyano anubaMdha paDe ne pote janmojanma sAthe Ave. zubha anubaMdha bhAvimAM guNano guNAkAra kare che, zubha anubaMdha puNyano guNAkAra kare che, zubha anubaMdha dharmasAmagrIno guNAkAra kare che, zubha anubaMdha vikAsano guNAkAra kare che. zubha anubaMdhathI vikAsanI abhivRddhi thayA ja kare che, jyAre azubha anubaMdhathI A badhuM UlaTuM ja thAya che. pApano guNAkAra karaze, doSano guNAkAra karaze, adharmano guNAkAra karaze. anubaMdha chevaTe guNAkAra ja kare che, jenAthI te anusAra guNa-doSanI uttarottara paraMparAnI vRddhi thAya che. dareka vyaktie puNya ne pApanA anubaMdha vicArI, tenA phaLane samajI, jIvanamAM prasaMge puNyanA anubaMdha kema pADavA te samajavuM joIe. tame eka vakhata sAcA raste caDho eTale AgalA bhavonuM je udhAra pADyuM hatuM te dhImedhIme jamA thavAnuM cAlu thaI jAya che. are ! baMdhamAM paNa puNya bAMdhyA pachI jo buddhi ThekANe na rAkho to puNya ghaTavA mAMDaze. tevI ja rIte pApa bAMdhyA pachI jo pApanI sAcI rIte gaha thaze to te ghaTI jaze. bAMdhelA ane baMdhAtA puNya-pApamAM paNa paraspara saMbaMdha che. baMdha-anubaMdhanA phaLa aMge kumArapALa mahArAjAnA pUrvabhavanuM daSTAMtaH baMdhathI to kAmacalAulAbha-hAni thAya che, jayAre anubaMdha to tamArI uttarottara hAni ke vRddhinuM dIrgha kAraNa bane che. udAharaNa tarIke kumArapALarAjAnuM daSTAMta laie. kumArapALarAjAno Agalo bhava vicArIe to zarUAtamAM temanA koI evA dedAra nathI ke teo unnatinA mArge caDI jAya. paNa pachI temane thoDI dharmasAmagrI maLI tenAthI bIjarUpa puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano vikAsa thayo. teo AgalA bhavamAM paNa rAjakumAra hatA. jayatAka nAma hatuM. lADakoDamAM UcharyA che, paNa sobata kharAba hovAnA kAraNe aneka vyasano lAgI gayAM. temanA pitAne temanA para ghaNI lAgaNI che, paNa temane corInuM vyasana hovAnA kAraNe gharamAM rAkhI zakAya tema nathI, tethI ja sagA bApane prema hovA chatAM "tuM sudharIza nahi to tane gharamAMthI kADhI mUkIza." ema jayatAkane kahevuM paDyuM. te paNa potAnI jAtane jANe che tethI gharamAMthI nIkaLI jAya che. jayatAka pote kSatriya che, rAjabIja che, zastrakaLA sArI jANe che. yuvAna nana nananana nanananana lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA 259

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ane zUravI2 yoddhA tarIke kArya karI zake tema che, paraMtu vyasanavALo hovAthI te cora-dhADapADu sAthe rahe che. zUrAtana hovAnA kAraNe pallIno nAyaka banyo che. . durAcAra sevavA e ja enuM jIvana che. atyAre to tene puNyano jarA paNa anubaMdha nathI, pApanA ja anubaMdha pADe che. vicAro ke bhUtakALamAM ATalI khAmI hovA chatAM paNa, jIva jo eka vakhata sAcA mArga para caDI jAya, to puNyano anubaMdha paDavAthI teno kevo vikAsa thAya che, te A dRSTAMtathI samajAze. atyAre vicAro to A mANasane dharmanA kSetrathI dUra rAkhavA jevo che tevuM lAge. have AgaLa evuM banyuM ke eka vakhata abajono vepAra karanAro eka vepArI mAla-milakata sAthe jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thaI rahyo che. sAthe karoDonI milakata che. jayatAkane A khabara maLavAthI tene lUMTI lIdho. Ama to A vepArI pAse lUMTAyA sivAyanI paNa nagaramAM rahelI bIjI ghaNI saMpatti che. chatAM paNa pote mAnabhera jIvanAra ne mobhAdAra mANasa hovAthI tenAthI A apamAna sahana na thayuM, tethI teNe rAjA pAse phariyAda karI ke "jayatAke mane kharAba rIte lUMTIne AbarU vagarano karI nAkhyo. tamArA rAjyamAM AvuM kema banI zake ? tame mane tamAruM lazkara Apo to huM teno ane tenI pallIno nAza karuM ane mAruM vera lauM.'' Ama, rAjAnuM lazkara laine pote ja laDavA jAya che ane A pallIpatinA aDDA para ghero ghAlI tenI pallIne barAbara sakaMjAmAM laI phasAve che. Ama to AvA saMkaTamAM jayatAkanA bacavAnI koI zakyatA nahotI, paNa puNya tapatuM hovAthI A rAjaputra bahAra gayo hato, tethI te bacI gayo. jayatAka to hAthamAM na Avyo paNa tenI sagarbhA patnI A zeThanA hAthamAM AvI gai. tethI zeThe jayatAka parano badho gusso te sagarbhA rANI 52 utAryo. potAnI talavAra sIdhI te rANInA peTa upara calAvI. tethI te rANIno garbha peTamAMthI bahAra paDI gayo, je bicAro taraphaDiyAM mArato hato, to tene paNa pakaDIne zeThe zilA para pachADIne bhayaMkara krUratAthI mArI nAkhyo. te zeThe dveSabuddhithI evuM krUra karma karyuM ke lUMTArAone paNa A jotAM arerATI thaI. pachI jyAre jayatAka pAcho Avyo tyAre badhI paristhiti jANIne tene khUba ja AghAta lAgyo. te sUnamUna thaI gayo,pachI tene vicAra Avyo ke, "Aje jyAre mArA para AvI takalIpha AvI tyAre mane kevo ahesAsa thAya che ? jyAre meM to AvAM aneka krUra kAmo karyAM che, to te badhA upara zuM vItI haze ? sAce ja huM AvI sajA mATe yogya ja chuM." lokottara dAnadharma anakaMpA" 260

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Ama tene potAnAM duSkRtyono pazcAttApa thAya che ane pachI hatAza thaIne rakhaDatAM rakhaDatAM AgaLa jaMgalamAM jAya che, tyAre pUjya hemacaMdrasUrijI je A bhavamAM pUjya yazobhadrasUri nAmanA mahAtmA hatA, te potAnA parivAra sAthe jaMgalamAMthI jaI rahyA che teozrIne jue che. jayatAka lUMTArAnA vezamAM che, chatAM pU. yazobhadrasUri mahArAjane enAmAM rAjakumAranI pratibhA dekhAI Ave che, ane du:khane kAraNe tenA moDhA para dInatA paNa dekhAya che. saMta taraphanA sadbhAvane kAraNe ANe mahAtmAne hAtha joDyA. mahAtmA paNa tene AzIrvAda Ape che ne cAlatAM cAlatAM teno pUrvaitihAsa jANI le che. sAthe jayatAka kahe che ke "mAre to marI javuM che, to ja huM mArA duSkatonuM sAcuM prAyazcitta karI zakIza." A sAMbhaLI mahAtmA tene samajAve che ke "A manuSyabhava kamote marI javA mATe nathI maLyo. A mAnavabhava to ati durlabha che. prAyazcitta eTale marI javuM tevo artha nathI" Ama tene upadeza dvArA navatattva Adi jainadharmanA pAyAnA tattvonI zraddhA karAve che, puNya-pApaAtmA-paraloka badhuM ja tene samajAve che. tethI tenA AtmAmAM vairAgya ne vivekanA aMkura pragaTe che ne bodhibIja vavAya che. haju tenAmAM mithyAtva che, paNa te maMda thayuM che, samakita mATenI bhUmikA taiyAra thaI che. koipaNa pravRtti evI karo ke vairAgya ne vivekanA kAraNe AtmA para puNyano anubaMdha paDe. lUMTArAnA jIvanamAM teNe thokabaMdha hiMsAdi pApa karyA che, anubaMdha paNa pApanA ja pADyA che, paNa have dharma sAMbhaLIne asara thavAthI te corI-lUMTaphATanuM kAma choDI devA saMkalpa kare che. zrAvaka yogya 12 vrato levA paNa te taiyAra thayo che. paNa jIvananirvAhano vicAra AvatAM tene thAya che ke have vyavasAya zuM karavo? te bApa pAse jaI zake tema nathI ne dIkSA levA jeTalo ullAsa haju tene pragaTyo nathI. vepAradhaMdhAnI paNa AvaData tenAmAM nathI. phakta zastrakaLAmAM te hoziyAra che tethI sainika tarIke nokarI karI zake tema che. paNa tene hiMsA karavI nathI, manamAM thAya che ke atyAra sudhI hiMsAthI kukarmo to ghaNAM karyA, have vadhAre paisA maLe to paNa mAre hiMsAthI maLatI lamI na ja joIe. vaLI nirvAha mATe bIjo koI vikalpa nA sUjhatAM te mahAtmA pAse jAya che. tyAre mahAtmA tene sAMtvana ApIne tyAMnA koI zrAvakane AnI bhalAmaNa kare che ke A yogya vyakti che ne sAdharmika che. AthI te zrAvaka Ane potAnA ghare laI jaI nokara tarIke sArI rIte rAkhe che. Ama to A rAjasevaka tarIke mobhAthI jIvI zake tema che, chatAM paNa dharma samajAyo hovAthI lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 21

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hiMsAnuM kAma karavA taiyAra nathI, tethI svecchAe halakI nokarI svIkArI che. te vicAre che ke saMpatti, vaibhava ochAM maLaze to iMdriyone ochuM poSaNa maLaze, to temAM zuM khoTuM che? vairAgya-viveka Ave tyAre AvA saMkalpo AvI ja jAya. gharakAma karanArane khAvApIvA ne kapaDAM to maLI ja rahe, paNa rokaDa rakama to khAsa na maLe. koikavAra bakSisa vagere maLavAne lIdhe tenI pAse pAMceka koDI bhegI thaI che. zeTha dharmAtmA hovAthI trikALapUjA karanArA che. A paNa zeTha sAthe roja derAsara jaIne prabhunAM bhaktithI darzana kare che. paNa haju teNe pUjA nathI karI, kAraNa tenI pAse pUjA karavAnI sAmagrI nathI. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke "zakti na hoya to pUjA karavAno Agraha rakhAya nahi, paraMtu pUjA karavI to svadravyathI karavI." . eka divasa evuM banyuM ke zeThe tenI pAse pUjA mATe kesara ghasAvyuM, AthI Ane paNa khUba ja AnaMda thayo che. badhI sAmagrI taiyAra thaI gayA pachI zeThe tene paNa pUjA karavAno Agraha karyo. zeThe badhI ja pUjA karavAnI sAmagrI tene ApI, paNa tene thAya che ke pUjAnI sAmagrI to zeThanI ja che, to mane emAM zuM lAbha?" AvI paristhitimAM paNa viveka keTalo che! jIvanI amuka rItanI lAyakAta hoya to viveka ApameLe Ave che. tame vicAra karo ke Ane kAMI prabhubhakti karavAno kaMTALo nathI, sAme cAlIne zeTha sAmagrI Ape che, chatAM te kahe che ke amAruM to AmAM kazuM ja nathI, mane AmAM zuM lAbha?" vicAro, tenI vRtti kevI haze!. sabhA:- kSatriya che ne? sAhebajI :- nA, mAtra te kAraNa nathI, paNa temAM tenA zubhapariNAma kAraNarUpa che. zeThe tene jyAre pUjA karavA ghaNuM kahyuM tyAre te vicAre che ke "Avo avasara mane pharI kyAre maLaze?" ne tethI ja tene thAya che ke mArI pAse je pAMca koDI bacata che tenAM phUla laI prabhunI pUjA karuM."tame ho to vicAro ne ke pAMce pAMca thoDI vAparI naMkhAya? AgaLa pAchaLano paNa vicAra to karavo ja joIe ne? jayAre AnAmAM udAratA-viveka-bahumAna prabaLa che. tethI ja phUla caDhAvatI vakhate bhAvollAsa bahu ja Ave che. vItarAga pratye tene atyaMta bahumAna thayuM che, navatattva Adi bhaNelo che, samakitanI haju spaSTa samajaNa nathI, paNa amuka aMze prabhunA guNo pratye abhiruci pragaTI che. Ama to teNe viSaya-kaSAyamAM ja aDadhI jiMdagI vitAvI che, paNa ahIM bodhibIja pAmI javAthI te thoDA puruSArthathI paNa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhe 22 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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che. pAMca koDInAM phUlamAM te 18 dezano rAjA bIjA ja bhavamAM banyo che. A phaLa paNa ghaNuM ochuM che. bhagavAnanI bhakti yathArtha karanArane devalokanuM sukha maLe to paNa te alpa kahevAya. paraMtu haju tenAmAM mithyAtva che, tethI samakitI jevA vairAgya ne viveka nathI, bhAvollAsa paNa samakitI jevo nathI. zrImaMta samyagdaSTi AtmA paNa jo eka phUla paNa paramAtmAne caDhAve to tene ghaNAM phUla caDhAvanAra mithyASTinA phaLa karatAM paNa asaMkhya gaNuM phaLa avazya maLe. jyAre ANe to tenI badhI ja saMpatti caDhAvI dIdhI che, chatAM paNa samakitI karatAM ghaNuM ochuM phaLa maLyuM che. samakitano mahimA barAbara samajatA thAo to moDhAmAM pANI chUTe. sabhA -pacAvavAnI tAkAta amArAmAM nathI. sAhebajI :- pacAvavAnI tAkAta to ghaNI ja che, paNa pAmavAnI dhagaza ja nathI. A to khAdhA vagara pacAvavAnI vAta kare che. jene bhUkha lAgI hoya te pahelAM khAvAno vicAra kare ke paMcAvavAno vicAra kare? samakita pAmavA mATenI sAmagrI tamane maLI che. koI divasa sadgurunA paga pakaDIne kahyuM ke "sAheba, have mithyAtvamAM rahevAtuM nathI?" garIbane paiso joIto hoya ane koInI pAse maLe ema lAge to te mANasanA paga kevA pakaDe? tenI tAlAvelI kevI hoya ? tame koI divasa bhagavAna pAse raDyA cho? ke "prabhu, A mithyAtve to mAro Aja divasa sudhI dama kADhI nAMkhyo che. have huM AmAMthI kyAre chUTuM ne kyAre samakita pAmIza?" gRhasthajIvanamAM paNa samakita pAmI zakAya che. paNa hajI tamane teno rasa nathI jAgyo. samakita maLI jAya to beDo pAra thaI jAya. kumArapALarAjAnA jIvane jayatAkanA bhAvamAM samakitanI pUrvabhUmikA maLI che, tethI jayatAka A pUjAnA phaLathI bhaviSyamAM samrATa banaze. joke vyavahArathI to "rAjezvarI te narakezvarI" kahevAya, paNa A jIvane to kumArapALanA bhAvamAM sattAsaMpatti paNa AtmakalyANanuM sAdhana banI zAsanaprabhAvanAnuM kAraNa banaze. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya udayamAM Avaze tyAre maLela sAmagrIthI dharma pUrabahAramAM khIlaze, ane kalyANanI paraMparAnuM sarjana thaze. paraMtu pApAnubaMdhI puNya hoya to te jIvane bhogasAmagrI maLavAthI temAM lapAIne dharma chUTI jAya, ne maLelI thoDI bhogasAmagrI bhogavI, pApa bAMdhI, durgatinI paraMparA sarjAya. tethI nAno dharma paNa evI rIte karo ke puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ja baMdhAya. atyAre huM tamane kAMI sarvasva dharI devAnuM nathI kaheto, tevo tamAro bhAvollAsa paNa nathI, chatAM sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pUjA, lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 263

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dAna vagere koIpaNa pravRtti karo tyAre evI rIte karo ke jenAthI puNyano anubaMdha paDe. sAMsArika kAma ke laukika dayA paNa evAM karo ke jemAM phakta puNyano baMdha na thatAM sAthe puNyano anubaMdha paNa paDe. puNyano anubaMdha pADavA dareka pravRttimAM satata vairAgya ne viveka jAgRta joIe. bhagavAnane jotAM ema thavuM joIe ke "vItarAgatA sivAya jagatamAM kyAMya sAcuM sukha nathI ne sAcuM sukha nirvikAra dazAmAM ja che. A nirvikAra bhAva jyAre pAmIzuM tyAre ja sAcuM sukha meLavI zakIzuM, bAkI to saMsAramAM sarvatravikAro ja khadabade che." kadI tame rAga-dveSathI vyathita thaIne prabhu pAse gayA cho? tyAM temanI pAse vikAronI pIDAthI raDavuM Ave che ? prabhu pAse paNa tame AMtaraduHkhane raDo cho ke bAhyaduHkhane raDo cho? tamane to AMtaraduHkha sAlatuM ja nathI. saMsAramAM moharAjA tamane DaphaNAM mAre to majA Ave che. AvA mANasamAM vItarAgatA pratye sAcuM bahumAna kevI rIte pragaTa thAya? je AtmAne rAgadazAnI ruci che te vItarAganI bhakti kare to paNa tenA AtmA para saMskAra to rAganA je paDe che. mATe ja dharma karanArA guNiyala jIvo paNa bahudhA puNyano anubaMdhanathI pADI zakatA. vicArajo, kaI kaDI khUTe che? kumArapALarAjAnA jIve jayatAkanA bhavamAM badhAM karmo tatkAla khapIne mokSa thaI jAya tevI sAdhanA nathI karI. utkRSTa viveke paNa nathI, paraMtu vivekanuM bIja cokkasa che. hajI samakita AvyuM nathI. mithyAtvanI hAjarImAM AyuSya bAMdhyuM che mATe ja samrATa thayA che. jo samakitanI hAjarImAM AyuSya bAMdhyuM hota to cokkasa vaimAnikadeva thAta. samakitI manuSya kadAca "mAruM ke maruM" tevA raudradhyAnarUpa azubhabhAva sAthe kRSNalezyAmAM AyuSyano baMdha kare to paNa devalokanuM ja AyuSya bAMdhe, e paNa pAchuM jyotiSa ke bhavanapati nahi paNa vaimAnika devalokanuM ja bAMdhe. vaimAnika devanAM baLa, puNya, zakti pAse aDhAra dezanA rAjAnAM baLa, puNya, zakti koI visAtamAM nathI. pAMca koDInAM phUlanI bhaktithI paNa jo samakitanI hAjarImAM puNya bAMdhyuM hota to teo kyAMyanA kyAMya pahoMcI gayA hota. paraMtu samakita vinAnI temanI nAnI kriyA paNa bIjapUrvakanI hovAthI puNyanA kaNiyAno guNAkAra to thayo ja che, A ja anubaMdhanI zakti che. prathama bhavamAM jayatAka, dvitIya bhavamAM kumArapALarAjA, tRtIya bhavamAM vyaMtaradeva ane cothA bhavamAM AvatI covIsInA prathama tIrthapati zrI padmanAbhasvAmInA prathama gaNadhara thaI mokSe jaze. bIja paDyA. pachI temano vikAsa jhaDapathI thaI gayo. vicAro, zubha anubaMdhanI zakti che ke 264 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpa"

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jayatAke bhUtakALamAM aneka kukarmo karyAM hovA chatAM, sAcI ArAdhanAthI samAdhipUrvaka mRtyu pAmyo. - have A AtmA pa2 puNyanA anubaMdho paDavAnA cAlu thavAthI te AtmakalyANanA mArga para che, paraMtu bhUtakALanAM kukarmothI je badhA pApanA anubaMdho AtmA 52 paDyA hatA, te to vIkheravA paDe, ane nikAcitakarma hoya to udayakALa AvatAM avazya bhogavavAM paDe. jayatAka mRtyu bAda cAvaDAvaMzamAM siddharAjanA kAkAnA dIkarA bhAi tribhuvanapALanA dIkarA kumArapALa tarIke janmyo che. te sarva kalA-vijJAnamAM niSNAta thayo che. rAjA siddharAjane koI putra na hovAthI eka vakhata siddharAja jyotiSIne pUche che ke "mArA mRtyu pachI mAro vArasadAra koNa thaze ?' tyAre jyotiSIe avalokana karIne kahyuM ke "tamArA bhAi tribhuvanapALanA dIkarA kumArapALa ja rAjA thaze.'' Ama to bhAino dIkaro kAMI duzmana na kahevAya, paNa AgalA bhavanA karmanA kAraNe siddharAjane atyaMta vera che. ahIM kumArapALane AgalA bhavanAM nikAcita karmo udayamAM Ave che, tethI ja siddharAjane kumArapALa potAnI gAdIe Ave tenI sAme sajja virodha che. jayatAkanA bhavamAM je zeThiyo temanAthI lUMTAyelo te ja jIva A siddharAja thayo che. zeThiyAnA bhavamAM rAjAnuM lazkara laI javA chatAM te zeThiyo jayatAkane mArI zakyo na hato. tyAranA rahelA gADha veranA saMskAro haju A bhavamAM paNa jAgRta che, tethI siddharAje kumA2pALane pakaDavAno hukama karyo. mAthe mota dekhAtAM kumArapALa bhAgIne guptaveze chupAI jAya che, kyAreka kyAreka jaMgalamAM tene traNa traNa divasanA upavAsa thAya che. bIjAM paNa ghaNAM ghaNAM du:kho A rajhaLapATamAM kumArapALa bhogave che. are ! ghaNI vakhata to motanA mukhamAMthI mAMDa mAMDa bacyA che. Ama, pUrvabhavamAM karelAM nikAcita pApakarmo udayamAM AvyAM ke jenAthI AvA rAjavaMzI nabIrAne paNa 50 varSanI uMmara sudhI koI ja ThekANA vagara game tyAM game te vezamAM bhaya sAthe bhaTakavuM paDe che. ATaluM bhogavyA chatAM paNa temanAM karelAM pApakarmo pramANe to temane ghaNuM bhogavavAnuM Avata, paNa bIjAM aneka pApo to nikAcita na hovAthI bhogavyA vinA dharma pasAye osarI gayAM che, temAM paNa puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya kAraNa banyuM che. ^ puNyAnubaMdhIpuNyanA kAraNe kalikAlasarvajJa pa. pU. A. zrI hemacaMdrasUrijI jevA prabhAvaka puruSano temane meLApa thayo. temanA upadezathI kumArapALarAjAe potAnuM AtmakalyANa AgaLa dhapAvavA sAthe jabaradasta zAsanaprabhAvanA paNa lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 265

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karI che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya jayAre udayamAM Ave tyAre sattA-saMpatti meLavI Ape paNa temAM Asakti ke moha na jagADe, paraMtu vairAgya ne viveka jagADe. pUrvabhavamAM phUla caDhAvyAM te vakhate temanA AtmAnA zubhabhAvamAM puNyanA anubaMdhanI sarjanazakti hatI. jo te bhAvomAM pApanI sarjanazakti hota to temano AtmA pAyamAla thaI jAta. vairAgya-vivekapUrvakanA kAryothI thatA puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI zakti ApaNe joI. tethI bhikhArIne pAMca rUpiyA paNa evI rIte Apo ke jenAthI puNyano anubaMdha paDe. dayA-paropakAra Adi guNo vairAgya ne vivekapUrvakanA ja keLavo tevI tIrthakaranI AjJA che. tethI ja 16 bhAvanAnA kramamAM pahelAM vairAgya poSaka evI anityAdi bAra bhAvanA mUkI, ane pachI ja maitrI, pramoda, karuNA ane mAdhyastha ema cAra bhAvanA mUkI. sAcI dayA karavA mATe vairAgya to joIze ja. vairAgya keLavavA mATe saMsAranuM sAcuM svarUpa samajavuM paDaze. ApaNo AtmA anaMta sukhano-zaktino dhaNI hovA chatAM paNa atyAre A saMsAramAM kevI dayanIya paristhitimAM rakhaDe che? A badhuM vicAravuM joIe. are ! kIDIne jotAM paNa saMsAranuM duHkhamaya svarUpa ja dekhAvuM joIe ke ApaNe paNa AvI rIte bhUtakALamAM ghaNI vakhata rakhaDyA hoIzuM, kacarAyA hoIzuM, ribAI rIbAIne maryA paNa hoIzuM. karelAyAMpanA udayathI atyAre A badhA jIvo kevA duHkhI che ! ApaNe paNa A bhavamAM dharmapravRtti nahi karIe ane pApapravRtti karIzuM to haju bhaviSyamAM AvA ja duHkhI thaIzuM. saMsAranuM svarUpa AvuM ja che. badhA dRSTikoNathI saMsAra samajAya tene vairAgya AvyA vinA raheto nathI. sarvatra vairAgya-vivekanA daSTikoNanuM application joIe. sAcI maitrI karavA mATe pahelAM svaparanA AtmAnI hitaciMtA karavAnI che, nahIMtara te maitrI AdhyAtmika daSTie nakAmI thaI jaze. badhe ja sArarUpe vairAgya ne viveka joIze. eka jIvane anukaMpAbuddhithI choDAvavA katalakhAne jAo tyAre paNa lAgavuM joIe ke ApaNe paNa saMsArarUpI katalakhAnAmAM ja chIe. ApaNo AtmA paNa A katalakhAnAmAM karmane paravaza janma-maraNanI vedanA bhogavavA dvArA phasAyo che. katalakhAnAmAMthI chUTelA jIvane joIne tamane paNa saMsArarUpa katalakhAnAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAno vicAra sphare nahi, to tamArI AMtaradaSTimAM aMdhApo che. jenI dRSTimAM aMdhApo che tenI dayAnI kiMmata keTalI? kaka lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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84 lAkha jIvAyoninuM bhayAnaka svarUpa vicAratAM ema thavuM ja joIe ke AmAMthI huM kyAre chUTuM ane bIjAne paNa kyAre choDAvuM ? maitrI, pramoda, karuNA, mAMdhyastha bhAvanAnA tAttvika sArarUpa "savi jIva karuM zAsanarasI'nI bhAvanA che. bhagavAne A bhAvanA bhAvI tenuM kAraNa ke AmAM badhI ja zubha bhAvanAo AvI jAya che. A bhAvanAmAM jagatanA sarva jIvonuM kharuM hita samAyeluM che. jyAM sudhI AtmA pApathI mukta nathI thato, tyAM sudhI te sAcuM sukha nathI pAmI zakato. mATe jIvone jo sAcuM sukha ApavuM hoya to pahelAM pApamAMthI mukta karavA paDe. anukaMpA evI lokottara rIte karo ke tenAthI bhavobhava tame dharmasAmagrI dvArA AtmakalyANa sAdhI zako. tamane anukaMpAdAna na karavAno amAro upadeza nathI, paNa temAM jainazAsanano viveka bheLavo. blockers 77 108 17712779 t lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" NNN 260

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27 tA. 23-8-94, maMgaLavAra. anaMta upakArI, anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA puNya-pApanA phaLono samyak prabodha karAvavA A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya saddharmano hetu che : mokSa meLavavA mATe jema pApatattva samajavAnI jarUra che tema pApanA vipAka samajavAnI paNa jarUra che. karmanA kSayathI ja mokSa thAya che, karmamAtra AtmAne baMdhana che. AtmA tamAma pApa-puNyamAMthI mukta thAya tyAre ja mokSe jAya che. mokSamAM jatAM pahelAM badhAe puNya paNa choDavuM ja paDe che. je jIva sadaMtara pApa-puNyakarmano kSaya kare che, te ja AtmA mokSano adhikArI che. paraMtu badhAM ja puNya kAMI sAdhanAkALamAM mumukSune ADakhIlI ke baMdhanarUpa nathI. mokSamAM zubha ke azubha karmano paDachAyo paNa nathI, paraMtu mokSanI sAdhanA to sAdhake saMsAramAM ja karavAnI che. saMsAramAM sarvatra bhautika pudgalanuM varcasva che, jaDanuM ja Adhipatya che, tethI saMsAramAM rahelA sAdhakane paNa ArAdhanA mATe anukULa sAmagrI ne saMjogo to joIze ja, je puNya ja pUrAM pADaze. mATe ja puNya ekAMte heya nathI. sAdhakadazAmAM puNya sarvathA heya mAnazo to eka ja taraphI vicAra kahevAze. je puNya sAdhanAkALamAM upayogI hoya tene tyAjya gaNavAnuM nathI. ghaNAM puNya evAM paNa che je dharmanI sAdhanAmAM upayogI bane che. puNyathI bhoga ja maLe ane tenAthI pApa ja baMdhAya tevuM ekAMte nathI. hA, pApAnubaMdhIpuNya mATe A vAta sAcI che, paraMtu puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya mATe yogya nathI. puNyAnubaMdhIpuNyathI saMsAranI bhogasAmagrI sAthe dharmanI sAmagrI paNa avazya maLaze, vaLI te maLelI bhogasAmagrI karmakSaya ke ArAdhanAmAM bAdhaka nahi hoya. UlaTuM je puNya karmakSaya ke ArAdhanAnuM sAdhana bane te puNya jokhamI gaNAya nahi. tamane atyAre je buddhi, zakti, jJAna, iMdriyo, AyuSya, manuSyabhava, sattA-saMpatti vagere maLyuM che lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" NN 208

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te badhuM puNyanA vipAkanuM ja phaLa che. A badhAne tame dharmamAM joDI zakatA ho ane tenAthI AtmakalyANa karI zakatA ho to te puNya dharmanuM sAdhana banaze. tIrthakarane utkRSTa puNyano vipAka hoya che. je paNa uttama puruSo thAya che te badhA mahApuNyazALI ja hoya che. tIrthakaronuM rUpa, baLa, saubhAgya vagere badhuM ja advitIya hoya che. zreSTha jJAnadAna paNa temanA puNyano ja vipAka che, are ! tIrthakaromAM jagatanA jIvo para sAco upakAra karavAnI kSamatA paNa puNyaphaLa ja che. A ja puNya jagatanA jIvone dharma pamADavA mATe zreSTha sAdhana bane che. temanA zarIrabaLano paNa upayoga anarthamAM nathI thato. sAdhanA dvArA cAra cAra mahinA kAussagnadhyAna zarIrabaLa hovAthI ja karI zakyA. jyAre tamane eka rAta paNa UbhA rAkhIe to zuM thAya? teozrI cha cha mahinAnA upavAsa paNa A zarIrabaLane lIdhe ja karI zakyA che. are, 40 logassano kAussagna karatAM tame to halyA karazo. atyAre tamArI teTalI zarIranI zakti paNa nathI ne manobaLa paNa nathI. puNyathI je zreSTha zarIrabaLa maLyuM che, te prabaLa karmakSaya ane nirjarAnuM sAdhana tIrthakarone banyuM che. cAstridhara mahAtmAo paNa potAne je AMkha, kAna, jIbha maLyAM che te badhAno upayoga ArAdhanAmAM karaze. AMkhano upayoga zAstravAMcanamAM, kAnano upayoga tattvazravaNamAM ane jIbhano upayoga prabhubhakti-upadeza vageremAM karaze. A badhI indriyo paNa puNyathI ja maLI che. sazakta iMdriyo maLavI temAM paNa puNya ja kAraNa che, nahIMtara ghaNA khoDakhAMpaNavALA janme che. je jIva puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayavALa hoya te jIva maLelI indriya Adi sAmagrIno upayoga mokSasAdhaka dharmasAdhanAmAM avazya karaze. eTale puNyAnubaMdhI puNya saddharmano hetu che. tethI A puNya vakhoDavA jevuM nathI. mATe "karma to baMdhana ja che" ema ekAMte na kahevAya. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya pApAnubaMdhano nAza karI aMte svataH cAlatI pakaDe che : - jema agni aneka prakAranA upayoga dharAve che, jema ke kacaro bALavA, rasoI karavA vageremAM teno lAbha meLavI zakAya che, ane durupayoga dvArA dAjhIne anekanA mRtyunuM ke saMpattinA ghora vinAzanuM kAraNa paNa banI zake che. enI jema ja puNya paNa sadupayoga-durupayoga dvArA aneka phaLo nipajAve che. vaLI Aga iMdhana hoya to ja pedA thAya che, pachI bhale tame iMdhana tarIke kerosIna lo, peTrola lo ke lAkaDuM lo; Agane pedA thayA pachI TakavAnuM ke vRddhinuM sAdhana paNa iMdhana ja che, tethI ja lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 269

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jyAM sudhI iMdhana hoya tyAM sudhI ja Aga rahe che, iMdhana pUruM thAya pachI Agane bujhAvavA koI navI vastunI jarUra paDatI nathI. tethI jema kacaro sApha karanArI Aga kacarArUpI iMdhanathI ja TakIne kacarAne ja aMte nAbUda karanArI che, tema puNyAnubaMdhI puNya paNa AtmA para pAparUpI kacarAne bALavAnuM kAma kare che. jyAM sudhI pAparUpa iMdhana ke jene TakAvanAra ane vadhAranAra pApano anubaMdha che, je AtmAmAM satata doSo pedA kare che, tenA nAbUdIkaraNa sudhI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya dharma dvArA potAnuM cakra calAve che. paNa khUbI ke AzcaryanI vAta e che ke doSarUpI iMdhana baLI jatAM puNyAnubaMdhI puNyarUpa agnine zamAvavA mATe koI navA puruSArthanI jarUra. paDatI nathI. je puNya tamArA AtmAmAMthI pApanA anubaMdharUpa kacarAnuM saphAikAma karIne aMte cAlatI pakaDe tene ja puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kahevAya che. tethI A puNyathI gabharAvA jevuM nathI. hA, kacaro bALanAra Aga paNa mAlasAmAna tarapha vaLe to vinAza verI zake, tethI Aga harahaMmeza sAvadhAnInI apekSA rAkhe che. tethI ja samyagdaSTi AtmA puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA vipAkarUpa bhogone tattvadRSTie asAra ane duHkhamaya ja jue che. sabhA -amane te khabara kevI rIte paDe ke amAruM puNya puNyAnubaMdhI puNya che? sAhebajI :- sIdhI vAta che, jo puNyAnubaMdhIpuNyano udaya hoya to te tamArA doSone bALI nAMkhavAnuM kAma jIvanamAM kare, ane jo te doSone na bALe to te puNyAnubaMdhI puNya nathI. tamAruM puNya atyAre tamArA manamAM rahelA pApane khatama karavAnuM sAdhana bane che ke UlaTuM poSaka bane che? manuSyabhava kaMI tamane maphatamAM nathI maLyo. mUlyarUpe ghaNuM puNya cUkavyuM che, tethI ja A bhava maLyo che. e sivAya. paNa dIrgha AyuSya, sattA, sAmagrI maLI che, te badhAmAM kAraNabhUta to puNya ja che. A badhA puNyanA udaya, pApane sAcavavA ke vadhAravAnuM sAdhana banatA hoya to te pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA udaya ja kahevAya. mATe ja jIvanamAM maLelI bhautika ke dharmasAmagrI pApane vadhAravA ke pApanA pariNAmone vadhAre pradIpta karavA mATe vaparAtI nathI ne? te gaMbhIratAthI vicAravA jevuM che. sabhA :- amAre to bannemAM upayoga thAya che. sAhebajI :- are ! kadAca tamArA puNyano thoDo dharmamAM upayoga thato haze, paraMtu tamAruM puNya tamane aMta:preraNA guNonI kare che ke guNo to mana mArI macaDIne 20. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA

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mahenatathI keLavavA paDe che? puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano vipAka to sahajatAthI guNa anugAmI ane doSa pratirodhaka hoya che. atyAre tamane pApAnubaMdhI puNya ja udayamAM che. sabhA - te koNa kahI zake? sAhebajI :- ame zAstranI dRSTie kahIe chIe, kAMI ema ne ema gappA nathI mAratA; kema ke bhUtakALamAM adhyAtmarahita mithyAtvanI avasthAmAM bAMdheluM puNya puNyAnubaMdhI puNya na hoya. joke bhale tamArA jUnA anubaMdha puNyanA na hoya, chatAM te puNyathI atyAre uttama dharmasAmagrI to maLI ja che, jenAthI have puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano prAraMbha karI zako cho. te mATe pApanI ruci ja toDavAnI che. atyAre puNya tamane sahajatAthI dharmamAM caDAve ke sahAya kare tevI paristhiti dekhAtI nathI, paNa temAM palaTo jarUra lAvI zakAya che. sabhA :- puNyAnubaMdhI puNya udayamAM Ave tenI nizAnI zuM? sAhebajI -je puNya sattA-saMpatti ane bhogakALamAM paNa vairAgya-viveka ane anAsakti sahajatAthI jagADe te puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kAraNa ke AtmA parano doSarUpI kacaro kADhavAnuM ja puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanuM kAma che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanuM cakra jema jema tame mokSamArgamAM AgaLa vadhatA jAo tema tema AtmA parano kacaro sApha karatuM jAya che. je divase AtmA para jarAya kacaro nahi hoya arthAt AtmA sarvaguNasaMpanna thaze, tyAre puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanuM cakra cAlatI pakaDaze. pachI te tamane saMsAramAM nahi pakaDI rAkhe. * ghaNAnI khoTI bhramaNA che ke puNyAnubaMdhI puNya phasAve che. jo tema ja hoya to tIrthakara nAmakarma paNa puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano ja zreSTha prakAra che, A puNyanI phalazrutithI je jagatanA sarva jIvone sAcuM Atmahita karavAno mArga maLe che, AvA utkRSTa vizvahitakAraka puNyane paNa tyAjya ja kahevuM paDe, paNa tevuM ekAMte nathI. atyAre ame to tIrthaMkara nAmakarma jevAM hitakAraka puNya bAMdhavAno upadeza ApIe chIe. - puNya e karma che, karma e baMdhana che ne baMdhanamAtra kharAba che; evI mAnyatAthI jo tamAma puNya absolutely kharAba ja hoya to koie tIrthaMkaranAmakarma bAMdhavuM ja na joIe, kAraNa ke e paNa eka prakAranuM puNyakarma ja che, mATe te baMdhanarUpa kahevAze. jayAre ApaNe to vAstavamAM tIrthakara nAmakarmanA baMdhanI jhaMkhanA karavAnI che. AvuM lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 201

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uttama puNya bAMdhIzuM to beDo pAra thaI jaze. tIrthakara nAmakarma AtmAne AgaLa vadhavAmAM sAdhanarUpa che. je jIva tIrthaMkaranAmakarma bAMdhe tene mokSe javAmAM te karma ADakhIlIrUpa nathI thatuM ke AtmasAdhanA karavAmAM paNa te naDatararUpa nathI, UlaTuM, upayogI ja thAya che. je puNya sahAyaka thAya che ke sahAyaka thavAnuM che, tevA puNyanI ciMtA karavAnI nathI. ekAMte nizcayavAdI banavuM te paNa mithyAtva che. kAnajIsvAmI vagere potAnA upadezamAM puNya vibhAva che, puNya heya che, zubhabhAvathI puNya bAMdhavuM joIe nahi, tema kahe che, paraMtu te vAtamAM kAMI sarvAgI tathya nathI; kAraNa ke teonI ekAMgI daSTi che. badhAM puNya ahitakArI nathI ema nakkI thayA pachI paNa eka prazna rahe che ke puNya jema dharmanuM sAdhana che tema bhogo apAvIne pApapravRtti dvArA saMsAra paribhramaNa karAvI dharmanuM nAzaka paNa che ja. to pachI puNya jAtithI sAruM kaI rIte? teno uttara e che ke puNyAnubaMdhI puNyathI bhogo maLaze paraMtu te prAyaH dharmanA sAdhana banaze. vaLI badhAM ja puNya bhogo Ape tevo paNa niyama nathI. ghaNAM puNya dharmasAmagrI Ape, dharmamAM sahAyaka thAya, pUraka thAya tevA vipAkavALAM paNa hoya che, temane. bhoga sAthe sIdhI levAdevA nathI. je puNya bAMdhatAM bhogarasa nathI te puNya bhogomAM phasAvatuM nathI : tIrthakarone jayAre kevaLajJAna thAya che tyAre temane utkRSTa puNyano vipAka hoya che. Ama to teo janmathI puNya bhogave che, paNa temanA puNyano pIka piriyaDa, jyAre kevaLajJAna pAmI tIrthaMkaranAmakarma udayamAM Ave che tyAre 34 atizayarUpe parAkASThAnAM bhautika aizvaryabhogavatI vakhate hoya che. te samaye teo bhautika daSTie utkRSTa bhogo bhogave che chatAM temane jarAM paNa pApa baMdhAtuM nathI. Ama puNyathI pApabaMdhakArI bhogonI ja prApti thAya tevo ekAMte niyama nathI. are ! uttama puNya to vipAkakALe pApapravRtti karAve tevo paNa niyama nathI. tethI ja zAstramAM tene niravagha puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kahyuM che. vaLI sAvagha puNyAnubaMdhI puNya paNa bAMdhatI vakhate jIva anAsakti-vairAgya-vivekanA evA tIvra bhAvo dharAve che, ke te vakhate temane saMsAranA bhogomAM jarApaNa rasa hoto nathI. puNya bAMdhatI vakhate ja jenA manamAM bhogano rasa nathI, tene baMdhAtuM puNya evuM 22 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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na hoya ke je tene potAnA udayakALamAM bhogamAM phasAve; kAraNa ke zubha saMskAra yukta che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya A prakAranuM che. te ja rIte je AtmAne puNya bAMdhatI vakhate je saMsAranA bhogomAM ja rasa haze, tene te puNya potAnA udayakALamAM, jema mAkhI baLakhAmAM potAnI jAte ja evI rIte phasAI jAya ke pachI game teTalI mahenata karavA chatAM te tenAthI bahAra na nIkaLI zake, tema te pApamAM phasAvaze. pApAnubaMdhI puNya A prakAranuM che. Ama puNya bAMdhatI vakhate AtmAmAM rahelA tIvra bhAvonI asara saMskAra dvArA te puNyanA udayakALa vakhate paNa rahe che. tethI samajIne badhAM ja puNya bhogono rasa tUTe te rIte bAMdho. jyAM sudhI vairAgya ne viveka nahi hoya tyAM sudhI saMsAranA bhogono rasa tUTavAno nathI. tethI ja sau prathama vairAgya ne viveka jevA pAyAnA guNo keLavo. sabhA :- tyAga karIe to bhogerasa ocho thAya? sAhebajI :- evo ekAMta nathI, tyAga paNa zubhabhAvathI karo to puNya baMdhAya ne azubhabhAvathI karo to pApa baMdhAya. dA.ta. tame loko jyAre dhaMdhAnI kula sIjhana cAlatI hoya tyAre dhaMdhAmAMthI navarA ja na paDo, ne tethI traNa TAImanA badale eka TAIma ja khAo, ghare paNa na jAo. te vakhate tame keTalo tyAga karyo kahevAze ? paraMtu zAstrIya daSTie te tyAga nathI. dhaMdhAmAM moTo sodo thato hoya ane garamImAM bahAra javuM paDe tyAre, tame paMkhA ne erakanDIzanano tyAga karyo to paNa tamane tenAthI puNya na ja baMdhAya; kAraNa ke AvI rIte karelA tyAgamAM preraka baLa tarIke azubhabhAva che. jo ekalA tyAgathI ja puNya baMdhAtuM hoya to janAvaro, bhikhArIo Adi vadhAre puNya bAMdhaze. svecchAe karelA tyAgathI puNya baMdhAya to sIjhananA vepAra vakhate bhojanatyAga svecchAe ja karo cho. are! atyAre to Arogya sudhAravA necaropethImAM loko hoMze hoMze upavAsa kare che. paNa temAM azubhabhAva haze to pApa ja baMdhAze, kAraNa ke koipaNa puNyabaMdha mATe tyAga sAthe zubhabhAva anivArya che; sAthe A agatyanA muddAne paNa bhUlI na jatA ke game teTalo zubhabhAva karyo, puNyabaMdhanA DhagalAM karyA, paNa bhogarasa hoya to anubaMdha pApano ja paDaze. A anubaMdhanuM gaNita tamArA manamAM barAbara besI javuM joIe, to ja tame tamAruM barAbara pRthakkaraNa karI zako. - - - - - - - - - - lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 203

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vairAgya bhogarasano uccheda karI abhogano pariNAma pedA kare che ? anubaMdha bagADanAra bhogarasane toDavA vairAgyanI ja jarUra che. vairAgya bhogarasa para deDha prahAra karavAnI tAkAta dharAve che. tame game teTalo UMco dharma karo, dA.ta. hajAra derAsaro baMdhAvo, karoDonAM dAna karo, mAsakSamaNanA pAraNe mAsakSamaNa karo, paNa manamAM jo bhogano tIvra rasa haze to pApAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhazo; paNa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya to nahi ja bAMdhI zako. ame paNa cAritra laI pAMca mahAvrata aNIzuddha pALIe, chaTTa-aTTama-mAsakSamaNa karIe, zAstro bhaNI vidvAna banIe ne vinaya-vaiyAvacca badhuM ja karIe; paraMtu jo amAro paNa bhogano rasa akhaMDita haze to anubaMdha to amane pApano ja paDaze, ke jenAthI bhaviSyamAM bhogasAmagrI dvArA phasAIne saMsAramAM rakhaDavAnu ja thaze, jayAre puNyanA anubaMdhavALuM puNya bhogasAmagrI dvArA phasAmaNInuM kAraNa banatuM nathI, kAraNa ke te puNya jayAre je AtmAe bAMdhyuM che tyAre te AtmAmAM abhogano pariNAma che. zuddha pariNAmathI bAMdheluM hovAnA kAraNe te puNya bhogasAmagrI ApavA dvArA phasAve nahi. anaMtakALathI puNya saMsAranuM kAraNa eTalA mATe banyuM che ke ApaNI saMsAranI ruci tUTI ja nathI, ne tethI ja rakhaDatA rahyA chIe. have puNya bAMdhatAM ApaNA aMdaranA anubaMdha zuM che? tenuM avalokana karavAnuM. vairAgya-vivekapUrvakanA nAnA anuSThAnathI paNa UMcAM AdhyAtmika phaLonAM daSTAMto: kumArapALarAjAe jayatAkanA bhAvamAM pUjA karatAM je vItarAgatAno rAga keLavyo che, te vItarAgatAno rAga vairAgya vagara Avato nathI. vairAgya vagara pAMca lAkhanAM phUla caDhAvo to paNa khAlI puNya baMdhAze, paraMtu anubaMdha to pApano ja paDaze; jayAre kumArapALarAjAnA jIve vItarAgatAnA rAgarUpa zuddha pariNAmapUrvaka pAMca koDInAM phUlathI paNa puNyano anubaMdha pADI dIdho. sarvatra anubaMdhanuM dhoraNa to eka ja raheze. ATalA nAnA dharmathI paNa paraMparAe phaLa keTaluM UMcuM AvyuM ! tamArA ullAsa-bhAva-umaLako badhuM ja uttama hovA chatAM paNa aMdaranI ruci jo viparIta hoya to anubaMdha viparIta ja paDe. zAlibhadra je mahAtmAne dAna karyuM te vakhate, koI bIjA jIve saMyamanA sAcA 204 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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rAga vagara jo AnAthI bamaNI khIra vahorAvI hota, vaLI kadAca zAlibhadra karatAM vadhAre ullAsapUrvaka vahorAvI hota to paNa, te jIva phakta puNya ja bAMdhata; paraMtu zAlibhadranI jema puNyano anubaMdha na pADI zakata. zAlibhadranuM anuSThAna virAgavivekapUrvakanuM che, tethI ja puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhyuM che. jo tame eka navakArazI jeTaluM nAnuM tapa paNa vairAgya ne vivekapUrvaka karo, to avazya puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhI zako cho. atyAre bhale A dharmanAno dekhAya paNa bhaviSyamAM guNAkAra rUpe te khIlato jaze. tamane kadAca vepAramAM evI lAina hAthamAM AvI gaI ke jemAM naphAno guNAkAra ja thato hoya to pachI bhale zarUAtamAM AMkaDo nAno lAgato hoya, paNa pachI jema napho vadhato jaze tema tema guNAkAra thatAM nAnI rakamanI pAchaLa keTalAMya mIMDAM caDyA karaze. prabhu AdinAthano jIva 11mA bhavamAM vajanAbha cakravartI che, tIrthakaranA putra che. cha khaMDa jItyA pachI paNa maryalokanA utkaTa bhogomAM lepAyA vinA prabaLa vairAgyapUrvaka dIkSA laI lAkha varasa ati vizuddha saMyama pALyuM che. 14 pUrvano abhyAsa karI tapobaLathI viziSTa labdhio pAmyA che. vicAro, atyAre temanA AtmAnuM guNamaya vyaktitva keTaluM UMcuM che ! paraMtu A ja guNonI zarUAta je dhanA sArthavAharUpa prathama bhAvamAM thaI hatI tyAre temanI pAse nAnA kaNiyA jeTalA AdhyAtmika guNo hatA, paraMtu te alpa guNo zubha anubaMdhavALA hovAthI dasa bhavamAM to guNonA sAgara thaI gayA che. supAtradAnarUpa nAnA dharmathI paNa caDhatI kevI thaI che! puNyAnubaMdhIpuNya bAMdhatI vakhate eka kaNiyA jeTalA dayA-karuNAnA pariNAma paraMparAe guNAkArathI dayAnA sAgararUpe AtmA para chavAI jaze. tethI je guNa anubaMdhavALA che te ja kharA guNa che. guNa anubaMdhavALA jayAre temAM vairAgya ne viveka bhaLe tyAre ja bane. tamAre quality (guNavattA) para javuM che ke? quantity (jaththA) para? kvolITImAM je phaLa che tenAthI AtmA kyAMyano kyAMya pahoMcI jAya che! zAlibhadra AgalA bhavamAM thoDI khIra vahorAvI paNa A nAnuM dAna tene paraMparAe mokSa sudhI laI gayuM. AvA zubha anubaMdhavALA nAnA dharmathI, vikAsano prAraMbha thayA pachI AgaLanA vikAsanuM Ayojana paNa tenA dvArA je thAya che. sabhA - tIrthakarone paNa puNyakarma saMsAramAM jakaDI rAkhe che, cAritra letAM aTakAve che. tenuM zuM? sAhebajI :- tIrthakara bhagavAna saMsAramAM rahyA temAM puNyakarma temane nathI - lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 205

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aTakAvatuM, paNa nikAcita cAritramohanIyakarmanA kAraNe teo saMsAramAM rahyA che. A cAritramohanIyakarma e puNyakarma nathI. sabhA H- puNyakarma paNa nikAcita hoya ? : sAhebajI :- hA, hoya. mATe ja temane yaza, kIrti, nAma, mobho badhuM ja maLe che. puNya ane pApa banne nikAcita hoya che. nikAcanAyogya zubha ke azubha bhAva manamAM hoya to nikAcita puNya ke pApa baMdhAya che. jema anubaMdha-baMdha banne judA che, tema baMdha karatAM nikAcitakarmanuM phekaTara juduM che. sabhA H- amane badhAne saMyama na levAmAM kayuM karma naDe che ? sAhebajI :- nikAcitakarma ke bAhya nimitto banne tamane naDatAM nathI, paNa tame jAte ja tamane naDo cho. tame chAtI para hAtha mUkIne kahI zakazo kharA ke "ame yathAzakti tamAma puruSArtha A saMsA2thI chUTavA mATe karI chUTyA chIe ? ane chatAM ame nathI chUTI zakyA ?' jeNe pUrepUro yogya puruSArtha karyo hoya ane jo phaLa na maLe tene nikAcitakarma naDyuM ema kahevAya. tame to saMsAra tamane bahu game che tethI ja saMsAramAM beThA cho. sabhA :- puNyano abhAva che ? sAhebajI :- puNyano abhAva nathI, paNa tamane je puNya bhogavavAmAM rasa hoya che tene tame kAna pakaDIne kheMcI lAvo cho, ane je puNya nathI joItuM tene tame dhakko mArI bahAra kADho cho. puNya ArAdhanA mATe vipula sAmagrI ApI che, paNa tamane ArAdhanAno rasa na hovAthI tene nirarthaka javA do cho. mAtA pratye prabhu mahAvIra ane bhagavAna RSabhadevamAM bhaktinI ekarUpatAH sabhA :- prabhu mahAvIrane cAritramohanIyakarma prabaLa nahotuM ? sAhebajI :- nA. prabhu mahAvIrane cAritramohanIyakarma 28 varSa pahelAM tUTI jAya tevuM nabaLuM hatuM, dhAre to dIkSA laI zake tevuM hatuM. paNa temaNe upayoga mUkIne joyuM ke, je mAe haju mAruM moM paNa nathI joyuM chatAM ATalo prabaLa moha che, to janma pachI samaya jatAM rAgano Ubharo keTalo vadhaze ? upayoga mUkIne prabhue joyuM tyAre dekhAyuM ke, jo huM temanA jIvatAM dIkSA laiza to teo mArA virahamAM nahi lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 206

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jIvI zake ane ArtadhyAnapUrvaka asamAdhithI marIne durgatimAM jaze. ahIM cAritramohanIyakarma tUTe evuM nabaLuM che, mATe tene TakAvI rAkhavA prabhu abhigraha dhAraNa kare che. prabhue lAbhAlAbha joIne A ucita pravRtti karI che. temano abhigraha bahu ja gaMbhIra che. paccakkhANa haMmezAM pApanA tyAganuM hoya. tethI ja kahIe chIe ke tame dIkSA na laI zako tyAM sudhI Ano Ano tyAga karajo, tevuM paccakkhANa ApIe chIe. bhagavAne to AnAthI UMdhuM paccakkhANa karyuM che. sAmAnya saMjogomAM AvuM paccakkhANa na karAya. apavAdamArge ja yogya che. are ! prabhu mahAvIranA gharamAM paristhiti e che ke, mAtA-pitA tathA parivAranA saune AmanA mATe eTalo sneha che ke, emanA viyogathI keTalAye pAtra AtmA asamAdhithI marIne durgatimAM jAya. mAtA-pitAnuM jo Atmika ahita thatuM hoya to tevuM prabhu potAnA nimittathI na ja thavA de. bAkI mAtA-pitAnA raDavAnI ciMtA nathI, paNa temanuM ahita na thAya te mATe paccakkhANa lIdhAM che. A ja dRSTAMtanI sAme RSabhadeva prabhue marudevAmAtA atyaMta raDatAM hovAM chatAM dIkSA lIdhI ja che. marudevAmAtAno hajAra varasamAM eke divasa evo nathI ke teo RSabhanA virahamAM rahyAM na hoya. prabhu jANe che ke mAtA raDI raDIne AMdhaLAM thayAM che, chatAM bhaviSyamAM A aMdhApo temanA hitanuM ja kAraNa banaze. jo AtmAnuM ahita thatuM hoya to ciMtA karavAnI che, lAgaNIthI raDe tenI ciMtA karavAnI nathI. ahIM mAtA-pitAnI sevA choDI dIkSA na levAno abhiprAya dharAvanArAoe vicAravA jevuM che ke zuM mahAvIra prabhune ja 'mA' pratye lAgaNI hatI ? RSabhadeva bhagavAnane 'mA' pratye lAgaNI nahotI ? prabhu mahAvIrane 'mA' pratye vinaya hato ane RSabhadevane temanI 'mA' pratye vinaya nahoto ? A banne zAstranAM ja dRSTAMta che. marudevAmAtA game teTaluM raDyA chatAM paramAtmA RSabhadevano viraha temanA AtmAnA hitanuM sAdhana banyo, jyAre tenAthI UlaTuM, bhagavAna mahAvIre mAtApitAnA AtmAnI ciMtA karI dIkSA temanI hayAtimAM nathI lIdhI. TUMkamAM, baMne dRSTAMtamAM prAdhAnya lAgaNI ke vinayane na ApatAM hitane ApavAmAM AvyuM che. tamane jo mahAvIra prabhu jevuM dIkSA na levAnuM paccakkhANa ApavAnuM kahIe to AkhI sabhA paccakkhANa levA UbhI thaI jAya. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 200

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tame badhA atyAre saMsAramAM beThA cho, paNa saMsAramAM jakaDI ja rAkhe tevuM koI karma tamane che ke nahi tenI mane zaMkA che. tame dhAro to dIkSA laI zako tema cho, paNa tamane dIkSA gamatI nathI ne dIkSA joItI paNa nathI. sabhA :- aMtarAyakarma kahevAya? sAhebajI:-cAritra na maLe to cAritramohanIyano udaya ane cArItra maLe to temAM cAritramohanIyano kSayopazama e ja sIdho hisAba che. aMtarAya to sAIDamAM che, mukhya A ja karma che. jema tame badhA mAMdA paDyA pachI tarata ja doDAdoDI karI mUko cho, kAraNa tamane duHkha ApanAra karma pratye dveSa che ne sUga che. tethI ja tene kADhavA dhoko laIne nIkaLo cho. tenI sAthe saMgharSa cAlu ja rAkho cho te vakhate ema thAya che ke bhale karma vipAka. batAve? badhA kema mAMdA paDatA nathI ne ApaNe ja kema mAMdA paDyA? ApaNuM karmaja baLavAna haze mATe koI davA karAvyA vagara "ApaNe to A pagavALIne beThA." AvA vicAro tamane AvatA nathI, paraMtu tyAM to sIdho roga sAme saMgharSa cAlu thaI jAya che. jyAre ahIMyAM to dIkSAnI vAta AvatAM ja thaI jAya che ke amAruM cAritramohanIyakarma majabUta che, mATe ja amane dIkSA nathI maLatI. je karmanA nAza mATe badhuM ja karI chUTo, chatAM jo karma macaka na Ape, to te nikAcitakarma kahevAya. ghaNI vAra loko kahetA hoya che ke sAheba, dasa varSamAM keTalIye davAo karI, vaida, DaoNkTara ke homIyopethI badhuM ja karI cUkyo, paNa ekeya davA lAgu paDatI nathI ne roga keDo mUkto nathI arthAt karmane khaseDavA ghaNo ja prayatna karyo che. vaLI ghaNIvAra evuM paNa bane che ke A ja davA pahelAM lIdhI hoya tyAre kAma na kare, paNa pachI e ja davAthI sAruM thAya; kAraNa ke je divase nikAcitakarma zAMta thaI jAya tyAre sAmAnya davA paNa kAma karI jAya ane roga maTI jAya. AvA kissAmAM kahI zakAya ke pahelAM nikAcitakarma udayamAM hatuM. tamane dharmanA kSetramAM moTA bhAge nikAcitakarma nathI naDatuM paNa tame pote ja potAne naDo cho, kAraNa sAMsArika kSetre avarodhaka karmane nivAravA jeTalo puruSArtha karo cho teTalo saMgharSamaya puruSArtha dhArmika kSetre avarodhaka karmane nivAravA nathI karatA. je tIrthakarone saMsAramAM dIrghakALa rahevuM paDyuM che, tenuM kAraNa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya temane jakaDI rAkhyA hatA tevuM nathI, paraMtu temaNe samakitanI gerahAjarImAM 208 lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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cAritramohanIyakarma nikAcita bAMdhyuM hatuM tenA lIdhe rahevuM paDyuM che. UlaTuM puNyAnubaMdhI puNya to temanuM evuM hatuM ke vaheluM cAritra laI zake. Ajanma virAgI tIrthakarone to eke bhoga bhogavavA na hatA, chatAM sAvadya bhoga bhogavavAnA eTalA mATe AvyA ke pApapravRtti karAvanAra cAritramohanIyakarma nikAcita hatuM. jaina karmavAdamAM pApa karAvanAra karma juduM ane pAparUpa karma juduM che. je svayaM pApakarma che, te duHkha ApanAra karma che. dA.ta. azAtAvedanIyakarma je svayaM pApakarmarUpa che ne udaya vakhate duHkha Ape che. jyAre je pApa karAvanArAM karma che, te pApapreraka che, te duSTabuddhi-azubhabhAva vagere pragaTAve che. bhagavAnane pApa karAvanAra karma hoya mATe ja yuddho khelavA paDe, paNa te vakhate temanAmAM evI jAgRti paDelI hoya che ke teone pApapreraka karmanA vipAkathI pApa karavA chatAM paNa navuM pApakarma baMdhAtuM nathI ane azubha anubaMdha paNa nathI paDatA. Ama, puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kyAMya baMdhanarUpa nathI banatuM. sabhA:- chellI vAra samajAvo. sAhebajI:-pApakarma=bAhya duHkha ApanAra karma. pApapreraka karma=bAhya duHkha na ApavA chatAM duSTabuddhi, azubhabhAva, hiMsA Adi karAvanAra karma. puNyathI bhoga, bhogathI pApa ne pApathI durgati, durgatithI 84 lAkha - jIvAyoninI paraMparA, A pApAnubaMdhI puNyanuM viSacakra te amRtatulya puNyAnubaMdhI puNyathI aTakI jAya che. sAdhu AjJAnusArI apavAdamArge anukaMpA kare ke zrAvaka jinAjJApUrvaka anukaMpA kare to puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya. (1) anAryadezanI anukaMpA tuccha puNya ane pApa ghaNuM baMdhAvaze. (2) AryadezanI nAstika tulya anukaMpA, jemAM dharmadaSTi nathI; tevAM dayA, paropakAra, #NA, maitrIrUpa zubhabhAvo dvArA paNa tuccha halakuM puNya ane pApa ghaNuM baMdhAvaze, (3) AryadezanA Astika tulya dharmadaSTivALA sadAcArI AtmA sampravRttirUpa laukika anukaMpAdAnathI baMdha puNyano ja pADaze, paNa anubaMdha to traNeya kissAmAM pApano ja paDaze. (4) jinAjJAmujaba zAsananA, zAsanaprabhAvanAnA tathA AtmakalyANanA Azaya AdithI vairAgya ane vivekapUrvaka je anukaMpA karaze, te AtmAne uttama puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAze. ahIM vicAravA jevI khUbI e che ke pravRtti sarvatra dAnanI ja lIdhI che. nAstikalokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA" 279

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Astika-Arya-anArya ke vivekI jaina A badhAnI AMtarika mAnyatAnA taphAvatathI phaLamAM ghaNo taphAvata Avaze ! tamAre kayuM dAna karI kevuM phaLa meLavavuM che te tamArI jAte nakkI karavAnuM che. kArya ekanuM eka ja che, paNa jo karatAM AvaDe to beDo pAra thaI jAya ane jo karatAM na AvaDe to AtmAnI pAyamAlI UbhI thAya, Ama tattva vicArIne lokottara anukaMpA karavAnI che. jinAjJAviruddha ke pUjyazrInA Azayaviruddha kAMI paNa lakhAyuM hoya to tenuM micchA mi dukkaDaM. samApta 280. lokottara dAnadharma "anukaMpA"

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mukhapRSThacitramAM vyakta thatI khUbIo traNa pagathiyA sudhI ghUghavato sAgara samudramAM athaDAtA-kuTAtA jIvo traNa guNasthAnaka paryata durgatinI saMbhAvanAvALo bhayAnaka saMsAra mokSamArganI bahAra rahelA jIvo cauda pagathiyAM mokSamArga svarUpa adhyAtmanI bhUmikAne darzAvatAM cauda guNasthAnaka eka tarapha DhALavALuM bIjuM pagathiyuM | adhogamana karAvatuM, lapasaNuM, phaMTAyelA mArgasvarUpa bIjuM guNasthAnaka prathama ane cothA pagathiyAne joDatuM trIjuM pagathiyuM Urdhvagamane ane adhogamana rUpe baMne tarapha joDANa karatuM phaMTAyelA mArgasvarUpa trIjuM guNasthAna bIjA, trIjA pagathiyAnI alpa uMcAI | alpa AtmazuddhivALI phaMTAyelA mArgasvarUpa AdhyAtmika bhUmikAo paDachAyArUpa ATha pagathiyAM upazamazreNino mArga - phaMTAyelA mArgasvarUpa AdhyAtmika bhUmikAo bIjA, trIjA ane 11me pagathiye nisaraNImAM phAMko | mULamArgathI sIdhI gati karanAra sAdhakane phaMTAyelA mArgasvarUpa AdhyAtmika bhUmikAono asparza cothA pagathiyAthI samudranI zAMtatA cothA guNasthAnakathI durgatinA akAraNa viSaya-kaSAya svarUpa, salAmata saMsAra cothA ane pAMcamAM pagathiyAM para ubhelo, bhinna vastuone Apato vyakti samyakatva ane dezaviratine dhAraNa karanAra caturtha, paMcama guNasthAnakavartI gRhastha dAnadharmano adhikArI ane jinAjJA anusArI anukaMpAno karanAra bhinna bhinna vastuone grahaNa karatAM nIce beThelA vyaktio bhavasAgaramAM rahelA anukaMpAdAnane grahaNa karatAM dIna, du:khI Adi lAyaka geralAyaka anukaMpya jIvo , vastuonI Apa-lenI kriyAne joI rahelA jamaNI bAjumAM ubhelA vyaktio bhAvathI jainadarzana nahI pAmelA saMsArasAgaramAM rahelA lokottara anukaMpAdAnanI pravRttine jonArA lAyaka ke geralAyaka dekhA lenAra vyaktiomAMthI koIkanI UrdhvagAmI pratikRti lokottara anukaMpAdAna grahaNa karanAra koIka lAyaka jIvano bodhibIja prApti dvArA prathama guNasthAnakamAM praveza jonAra vyaktiomAMthI amukanI UrdhvagAmI pratikRti lokottara anukaMpAdAnanA deSTAomAM grAhaka karatAM adhika saMkhyAmAM bodhibIja dvArA prathama guNasthAnakanI prApti prakAzaka sAtA gI 5, jaina marcanTa sosAyaTI, phattehapurA roDa, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-7.. - (c) : 660 49 11