Adhyatmik Nibandho

Author(s): Bhogilal G Sheth
Publisher: Shreyas Pracharak Sabha
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005210/1

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A dhyAtmika ni baM dho. m. For Shollane Galerie photos www jajnelibran.org

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||GJIGISTICIPE|||||||||||||||||||||||||Sele||2|2|2 = = e|GIRIJI| gagagagagagaga lekhakaH gagagagagagaga bhegIlAla gi. zeTha A dhyAtmika nibaMdho ||||||||| JiS||BJEle|||||||||||||||||||

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prakAzaka :zreyasa pracAraka sabhA vatI zrI e. ema. mahetA zarapha menzana, bIje mALe 32, prInsesa sTrITa muMbaI 400 002 : prApti sthAna : e. ema. mahetA enDa kAM. mArapha menzana, bIje mALe ra-prInsesa sTrITa, muMbaI 400 002 phona : 313987 jayaMtIbhAI bhImANI prakAza javelarsa navA nAkA reDa, rAjakoTa prita : 2000 vi.saM. 2037 I. sa. 1981 muka sthAna : sAdhanA mudraNAlaya dANApITha pAchaLa bhAvanagara

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sarva dravyathI, sarva kSetrathI, sarva kALathI ane sarva bhAvathI je sarva prakAre apratibaMdha thaI nijasvarUpamAM sthita thayA te parama purUSane namaskAra. parama sukha svarUpa, parameskRSTa zAMta, zuddha caitanya svarUpa samAdhine sarva kALane mATe pAmyA te bhagavaMtane namaskAra. te padamAM niraMtara lakSarUpa pravAha che jene te sahune namaskAra. zrImad rAjacaMdra (va. (3) * kAna na maka - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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30 vItarAganA kahele parama zAMtarasamaya dharma pUrNa satya che, evA nizcaya rAkhave, jIvanA ana-adhikArIpaNAne lIdhe tathA satpurUSanA ceAga vinA `samajAtu' nathI; te paNa tenA jevu' jIvane saMsAra roga maTADavAne bIjuM koI pUrNa hitakArI auSadha nathI, evu' vAravAra ciMtavana karavuM. A parama tattva che, tenA mane sadAya nizcaya raheA; e yathArtha svarUpa mArA hRdayane viSe prakAza karo, ane janmamaraNAdi khaMdhanathI atyaMta nivRtti thA! nivRtti yAe !! he jIva! A kalezarUpa sa'sAra thakI, virAma pAma, virAma pAma; kAMika vicAra, pramAda cheDI jAgRta thA! jAgRta thA !! nahIM te ratnaciMtAmaNI jevA A manuSya deha niSphaLa jaze. he jIva! have tAre satpurUSanI AjJA nizcaya upAsanA Agya che. OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH 5

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zrImad rAjacaMdra janma: kArtika suda pUrNimA, saM. 1924 dehavilaya: caitra vada 5, saM. 1957

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zreyasa pracAraka sabhA amane jaNAvatA AnaMda thAya che ke janasamUhanA vyavahArika aspRdayamAM tathA pAramArthika utkarSamAM kaI prakAre upAgI ane sahAyabhUta thavAnA hetuthI A "zreyasa pracAraka sabhA"nI sthApanA tA. 23-12-1980nA divase karavAmAM Avela che. tene kAyadesarane rajIsTrezana mATe ceriTI kamiznaranI ophIsamAM arajI karavAmAM Avela che ane te TUMka samayamAM pAsa thaI javA saMbhava che. sabhAnA uddezomAM mukhyatAe je muddAo samAveza pAme che te A pramANe che. Ama janatAnuM naitika, sAMskRtika tathA AdhyAtmika jIvanadhoraNa je hAla nIce utarI gayuM che, te UMcu Ave te arthe upayogI ane uttama sAhitya prasiddha karavuM tathA tenuM vecANa saune lAbha maLI zake e hetue zakya teTalI ochI kiMmate karavuM. dharmanA bhedabhAva vinA upakArI adhyAtmagraMthanuM prakAzana karavuM, sAmAjika aspRdaya mATe jyAM banI zake tyAM sahAyabhUta thavuM. ItyAdi. A sabhA taraphathI "AdhyAtmika nibaMdha" nAmanuM A prathama pustaka pragaTa thAya che, ane te jijJAsuonA hastakamaLamAM Ave che, e jaNAvatAM amane harSa thAya che. A pustakanI chapAmaNI vagerenuM tamAma kharca "munika phArmAsyuTikasa lekjha" e Apela che. sabhA vatI e. ema. mahetA

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A dhyAtmika ni baM dhA nI mANika prastAvanA, samarpaNa patrikA, nibaMdho (1) sapuranA maMgala upadezano sAra ... .. (2) jema mATImAMthI ghaDo thAya, tema jIvamAMthI ziva thAya (5) pupa upara eka vicAra (4) jAtismRtijJAna .... (5) RNAnubaMdha ... ( 6 ) AtmAnubhUti .. (7) prema ane pUrNatA (8) prema saMbaMdhI vacanAmRta .... (9) prema prazastirUpa avataraNe .. (10) AdhyAtmika prakAzanonI yAdI vy 41 2 5

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jAtaLA pAramArthika viSene sparzatA ane te saMbaMdhe ke upayogI mAhitI ApatA A "AdhyAtmika nibaMdhe" nAmanA laghu graMthamAM sAta nibaMdhane saMgraha ApavAmAM Avela che. temAMne traNa nibaMdha, (1) prema ane pUrNatA (2) RNAnubaMdha ane (3) jAtismRtijJAna, A agAu nAnI pustikAo rUpe chapAIne pragaTa thaI cUkyA hatA. e traNe pustikAo dharmapremI jijJAsuomAM Azcarya upajAve evI priyatA pAmavAthI tenA nakale jotajotAmAM thoDAka ja mahinAomAM khapI gaI; tethI prabhukRpAe amane bIjA cAra nibaMdhonI sAthe e traNene samAveza karI A pustaka pragaTa karavAnI baLavatI preraNA maLI ane te preraNa saphaLatAne prApta thatI joIne amane harSa thAya che. A pustakamAM apAyela nibaMdhonA kramamAM pahele che, sapuruSanA maMgala upadezane sAra." A nibaMdhamAM zAMtasvarUpa jJAnI bhagavaMtae jIvanI purUSArtha saMbaMdhI mAnyatAmAM je mULabhUta bhUla che te dharmajijJAsuonA kalyANArthe temanA maMgala upadezadvArA darzAvI atyaMta upakAra karyA che, jyAM karuNavaMta bhagavatee bhArapUrvaka bodha karyo che tyAM ema kahyuM ke he bhaLe, tame samajo, samyaphapaNe samaje ke AtmAnA hitArthe cAreya ghAtI karmonI kSINatA tathA kSaya karavA mATe je kaMI nyUna ke adhika purUSArtha sevavAmAM Ave te sarva sarvathA saphaLa che, niSphaLa nathI. tethI ulaTuM aghAtI karmonI kSINatA ke nAza mATe jIvathI thate udyama prArabdhAnusAra phaLa Ape che, saphaLa thAya che za niSphaLa jAya che, mATe he bhavya, svanA zreyArthe satya purUSArthamAM bhAgI jaI aMtamAM atyAbAdha sukhasvarUpa sthitine pAme ane

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paravatunA saMbaMdhamAM karavAmAM Avate je udyama, tenA phaLa paratve apekSAne tyAga karI je thAya che te megya ja che ema nizcayathI mAnI samapariNAme rahetA zIkhe. jema mATImAMthI ghaDe thAya, tema jIvamAMthI ziva thAya" e zIrSakavALA bIjA nibaMdhamAM jIva parama zAMtarasapreraka sanmArganI prAptithI mAMDI ziva thAya arthAt zuddhatAnI pUrNatAne pAme tyAM sudhInI je je avasthArUpa prakriyAo che, te sarvane vyavahArika dRSTAMta sAthe sarakhAvatAM te banne vacce keTalI sAmyatA che te sUcavI jAya che. te daSTAMtathI vItarAgamArganI prApti mATenuM paramezca nimittakAraNanuM jJAna paNa saraLatAthI maLI jAya che. te uparAMta koI paNa kAryanI siddhi mATe be kAraNe mukhyatAe rahyAM che, (1) upAdAnakAraNa ane (2) nimittakAraNa. banne eka bIjAne upakArI che ane TheTha bAramA guNasthAnakanA aMta sudhI sAthe rahevAvALA che. koI ekanI ekAMte mukhyatA levA gya nathI ema vicAranI yegyatAo ane nirmaLatAe samajAvuM kaThaNa nathI, ane e vicAranI suzreNI A dRSTAMta pUrI pADe che. ame jANIe chIe ke jenadarzananI arvAcIna philasUphImAM upara kahyAM te be kAraNemAM konI mukhyatA che ane tenI gauNatA che te prazna upara keTalAka philasUphee ThIka buddhino upayeAga karI taka. pUrvakanA ane bheda darzAvatA vicAronA samIkSA karI che, ane prazna aNu ukela ja rahyo che kema ke banane kAraNenI upagItA samAna che, sAthe sAthe che. amane te nizcayarUpa lAge che ke jeNe AtmakalyANa ane Atmazreya karavuM che, tevA jijJAsu manuSya te nayanI gUMcavAnI vicArazreNImAM athavA nayanI bhA. jALamAM nahi paDatAM sAdI buddhine sI ane saraLa bhaktimArga eka niSThAe ArAdha.

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trIje nibaMdha che, "pu upara eka vicAra" zeDAM varSa pahelAM eka vakhata jyAre ame pharavA mATe bagIcAmAM jaI ekAMta sthAne beThA hatA, tyAre amArI daSTi sanmukha suMdaratAthI zobhatAM raMgaberaMgI kamaLa phUlo khIlI UThyAM hatAM. ame zAMtabhAvamAM sthira thaI temanuM naisargika sauMdarya temanuM AkarSaka nRtya, ane ane temanI utsAhabharI lIlA rasapUrvaka nihALatA hatA ane AnaMdita thatA hatA. tevAmAM AsapAsa pharI rahelI amArI daSTi ekAeka eka pupa upara, jANe kema maMtramugdha thayA haiIe tema ceTI gaI ane tenI ja bhAvabhInI pravRtti, hoMzabharI kIDA tathA vikAsanA vividha pAsAM darzAvanArI kriyAo jovAmAM stabdhatAe rokAI gaI. paraMtu alpa samaya vItyA bAda amArUM citta adhyAtmanA pagathAre caDI gayuM ane pachI te tenI aMdara e ekalAM ane aTUlAM puSpanI sAhajika krIDA ane lIlA saMbaMdhamAM paramArthabhAvanA arthavALuM tathA anurUpa evuM badhaprada kalpanA citra upasI AvyuM, ane smRtipaTa para spaSTapaNe aMkita thayuM e citranA phaLa rUpe tenuM varNana A nibaMdhamAM zabdo dvArA karavAmAM Avela che tyAM aMtamAM jaNAvyuM che ke "puSa" te samakita" jIvane ziva thavA mATe sauthI prathama agatyatA che samakita prAptinI, svarUpa pratItinI, svAtmAnubhavanI. te samatinuM mAhAmya aparaMpAra che, te samakita sAcA jijJAsune kevA kevA prakAre dvArA pitA tarapha AkarSe che, e vagere A nibaMdhamAM kahevAmAM AvyuM che. have "jAtismRtijJAna" nAmanA cethA nibaMdha saMbaMdhamAM vicAra karIe. paramottama ane parama pavitra vItarAgadarzanamAM A jJAnane mahimA ati spaSTa ane sugamapaNe batAvavAmAM Avela che. pUrva bhava ke bhave jyAre jJAnAvaraNIyakamanI maMdatAthI

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mRtigamya thaI jJAnamAM jhaLake che, tyAre te thakI utpanna thatuM tenuM mahata kalyANakArI phaLa siddhAMtarUpe pratiSThita karavAmAM AvyuM che. tyAM ema kahyuM che ke je koI bhAgyavaMtane sAta varSanI vaya vItyA pachI pUrvabhavane koI prasaMga ke prasaMge smRtimAM anubhava gamya thAya, te te niyamathI te ja bhave samakita eTale samyaka darzananI prApti mATe adhikArI bane che. te prApta thayA pachI, samakita na vame te vadhumAM vadhu paMdara bhave zuddha, buddha ne mukta thAya che. A nibaMdhamAM A jJAnane sparzatA vividha viSayenI vistArathI carcA karI tenI samajaNa ApavA alpa prayAsa karela che. tyAra pachInA kramamAM Ave che "trANAnubaMdha" nAmane pAMcame nibaMdha. ahIM keTalAka agatyanA ane avazya jANavA rogya evA niyamane ulekha karyo che tathA te saMbaMdhanI vizeSa mAhitI ApavA prayatna karela che, jethI mULabhUta siddhAMte samajavA mATenI ane hRdayamAM UtarI javA mATenA sugamatA thAya. vaLI te ugI ane upakArI niyamane nija hitArthe dainika jIvanamAM kAme lagADI tene sukharUpa lAbha sahelAIthI laI zakAya te zubha hetu temAM rahyo che ema jaNavA gyA che. trANAnubaMdhanA zubhAzubha udaye darzAvatA daSTAMto vAstavika jIvanamAMthI levAmAM AvyAM che. temAM Apela pAtronAM nAma kapita che, paraMtu kathA ane prasaMge satyaghaTanArUpa che. daSTAMtakathAo vAcaka ke zrotAjananA citta upara haMmezA UMDI ane gherI chApa aMkti kare che ane tenA subhaga pariNAme kayAreka athavA ghaNI vakhata tenA jIvananuM vaheNa koI Akasmika rIte AmUla parivartana pAmI Atmika vizuddhatAnA pavitra patha para AvI jAya che, ema jANIne daSTAMta ApavAmAM Avela che.

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sajayAkuMvara bhagavAnalAla modI janma : saM. 1957 .sa. 1901 deha vilaya: saM. 2036 aSADa suda punama tA. 27-7-1980

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chaThTho nibaMdha che "AtmAnubhUti", eTale AtmAne anubhava. svabhAvathI AtmA jJAna-darzana-cAritramaya che, aTala anubhavasvarUpa che, zuddha che, asaMga che, janma-jarA-maraNa rahita che, ema jJAnI purUSanA avalaMbane jANavuM te jJAna, tenI satyatAne svIkAra karI mAnavuM te darzana (zraddhA) ane jenuM jevuM jJAna karyuM che tathA darzana karyuM che, tene te rUpe anubhava kare te cAritra athavA anu bhavadazA. A anubhava sarva kALe, sarva kSetre saMjJIpaMcendriyapaNuM vALI cAregatimAM, kSatriyAdi sarva kuLamAM eka sarakhe che; jaina, vedAMta, khristI Adi sarva darzanenI apekSAe samAna che, kemake caitanyAtmA sarvatra sarvathA eka svabhAvavALe che. e advitIya ane alaukika anubhavane pAmavA mATe jJAnamArga, egamArga, kriyAmA, bhaktimArga kahyA che. temAM bhaktimArgane, prema-zraddhA-arpaNatArUpa mArgane sarvoparI mArga gaNavAmAM AvyuM che, kAraNa ke te abudha ane azaktane paNa sahelAIthI prApta thAya e saraLa, sugama ane svaccha mAge che. A viSaya saMbaMdhI vizeSa samajatI amArAM "bhaktimArganuM rahasya" pustakamAMthI maLI zakaze. A nibaMdhamAM je pUrNa che, je parama zuddha che ane je parama caitanya. svarUpa che e AtmA tarkathI ke buddhithI, tapathI ke zAstrAvyAsathI prApta thatuM nathI ema batAvIne tenI anubhUti thavA arthe Azraya karavA cogya ane mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekAgratAthI ArAdhavA gya je nimitto che tenuM nirUpaNa karavAmAM Avela che. tathA aMtamAM AtmAnubhUti veLAe zuM hoya, kevuM hoya? te vANI dharma kahI zakAya te rIte kahevAmAM AvyuM che. je jJAna, je tattva, je nirvikala5 caitanyatA che, te mAtra anubhava necara hevAthI kevI rIte sthULa zabdathI yathArthatAe varNita thaI zake? have ApaNe "prema ane pUrNatA" nAmanA aMtima nibaMdha pratye vaLIe. sarva jJAnI puruSane eka ja abhiprAya ane eka

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ja upadeza che ke AtmAnubhUtithI mAMDI pUrNa svarUpanI pUrNatA pAmavA mATenI advitIya cAvI che prema, kaI sadehe vidyamAna athavA sajIvanamUrti evA bhagavAnarUpa satpaSamAM acaLa prema ane te premane paramArthe svAtmA pratyenA prema tarIke gaNavAmAM AvyuM che. A jagatane viSe prema e kaI adbhuta ane divya tattva che ane jIvane pitAne ja Adarza, nirmaLa ane niHspRha guNa che. e tattvanA satya svarUpanI UMDI ane talasparzI vicAraNAthI je jhAMkhI thaI, je yathAgya samajaNa AvI ane je hRdayanA svaccha paTa para pratibiMbita thaI, tene zabdo dvArA prastuta nibaMdhamAM utAravA yatna karavAmAM AvyA che, tenA vAMcanathI sat jijJAsuonAM hRdayamAM prabhupremanI mIThI baMsI bajyA kare ane e ja premapiyUSanI saravANI aviratapaNe pravahatI rahe e amArI abhilASA che. A sAta nibaMdhenA saMgraharUpa " AdhyAtmika nibaMdhe" nAmane A laghu graMtha dharmapremI ane sat jijJAsuonAM karakamaLamAM mUkatAM amane atyaMta AnaMda thAya che. A pustakanA mupha rIDIMganuM samagra kAma sAdhanA mudraNAlayavALA zrI giradharabhAI zAhe khUba jhINavaTabharI kALajIthI ane aMtarane sAcA ullAsathI karela che te mATe tathA AkhuMya pustaka chApIne samayasara taiyAra karI ApavA mATe ame A sthaLe temane khUba AbhAra mAnI saMteSa laIe chIe premamUrti, kalyANamUrti karuNAmUrti, caitanyamUrti sapurUSanuM gabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa kare. 34, morabI hAusa goA sTrITa, bhAgIlAla gi. zeTha baI-400 001 tA. 5-3-1981

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sadagati prApta amArA parama pUjya mAtuzrI gaM. sva. jayAkuMvara bhagavAnalAla madInAM pavitra caraNemAM amArAM bhAvavaMdana he! - sa ma 5 Na patrikA he sArthaka nAmadhArI bA! tamAruM nAma paNa kevuM suMdara ane madhu jevuM madhura hatuM, che! jIvananA prAraMbhathI te tenA aMta sudhI vyavahArika ke pAramArthika je je avarodhe ane aMtarAnI upasthiti thaI te sarvane hiMmatathI sAmano karIne Akhare tame jayane varyA te kAraNe "jayA" e nAma prabhukRpAe sUcaka ane sArthaka TharyuM. teno ame Aje nirdoSa AnaMda laIe chIe. he Adarza gRhiNI tarIke pharajo bajAvanAra bA ! tame gharane maMdira jevuM svaccha, sughaDa ane sahune sukha upaje evI vyavasthAvALuM rAkhavAnA AgrahI hatAM. gRhanA keIpaNa sabhyane kaI muzkelI na paDe tevI kALajIbharI saMbhALa levAnuM tamane khUba gamatuM. AvelA mahemAnonI sukhasagavaDatA jALavavAmAM tame pote rasa letAM ane teo badhAM prasannacittathI rajA laIne jatAM. sevAnA avasare utsAhathI sevA karavAnI tamArI tatparatA ane kAma levAnA prasaMge umaMgathI kAma levAnI tamArI AvaData kharekhara adbhuta hatI. ahA, zI tamArI kuzaLatA ane kevI tamArI aMdaranI sUjha! e guNene Aje ame yAda karI prazaM. sAnAM puSpathI vadhAvI saMtoSa laIe chIe. he mamatALuM nehALa bA ! tame pote kaSTa veThIne amane, tamArA bALakane snehabharI gAdamAM rAkhI mIThI huMpha ApI surakSita karyA hatAM, eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu tame amArA ucheramAM ane vikAsamAM leza paNa uNapa rahevA dIdhI nahotI. kyAreka

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14 tame va jevA kaThaNa thaI amArI bhUla sudhare evA zubha hetue Thapako ApatAM, je vakhate amane jarUra kaDavA lAgatA, paNa pachIthI tenu' sudara phaLa joI ame Ana Mdita thatAM. vaLI tame paNa te prasa`ga vItyA pachI phula jevA kAmaLa thaI tamArA sahuja mamatALu ane snehALa svabhAva pragaTa karatAM. hRdayanAM UMDANamAM rahelI tamArI upakArI ane hitakArI lAgaNI Aje paNa pharI ame anubhavIe chIe. he nIDarasvabhAvI A ! tame tamArI proDhAvasthAmAM ulkApAta samAna karyAMnA viSama udayAnI sAme nIDaratAthI paDayAM. zUravIra pazu grahIne, lagabhaga ekalA hAthe jhajhUmIne vIratAthI laDayAM ane IzvarAnugrahe saphaLatAthI pAra utaryAM e sanI smRti amane khUba preraNAbaLa Ape che. kasoTInA te AkarA samaye tame tamArI vyavahArika pharajo kadI cUkayAM naheAtAM. viSama pari khaLeA tamArA sudRDha cittane DagAvI zakayAM nahAtAM, tame kuTuMbanI pratiSThita AbarUne svalpa paNa AMca na Ave evA ucita ane premALabhAvathI rakSita sa vyavahAra jALavavAnu' tamArU' kauzalya adbhuta hatu. e tamArA guNeAnI suvAsa amArA hRdayane sumaMdhita kare che. huM vAtsalyamUrti ! jema jema ame vayamAM meTAM thatAM gayAM ane amArI guNAne pArakhavAnI buddhi aMze aMze nima LatA pAmI sateja thatI gaI, tema tema tenAM sukharUpa pariNAme amane amArA sadbhAgye tamArAmAM rahelA guNeAnI pragaTatAe jhAMkhI thai, tamArI svaneA ane kuTuMbIjanA pratyenI ekAMta vatsalatA, savane upayegI thavAnI tamArI premALa bhAvanA, tamArI kayAreka na samajAya evI nikhAlasatA, tamArI anupakArI prati para prItipUrvaka upakAra karavAnI vRtti ane pravRtti, duzmana paratve

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tamArAmAM samatalapaNe rahelI nirvera buddhi ane temanI sAthe tamAre hetALa vartAva, e Adi premane vistAranAra guNe amane, tamane vAtsalyamUrti kahevA lalacAve che. he saddharmapremI ane nehasvarUpI mA! pratiSThita, susaMskArI ane dharmiSTha kuTuMbamAM janma thavAthI tamArAmAM dharmazraddhA ane dharmarUci te mULathI ja sahajapaNe hatAM, paraMtu saddharmabIjane satyasvarUpe oLakhIne ane ArAdhIne tene pAMgaravA mATe tamArI vRtti DI DhIlamAM hovAthI paramAthe bhAgyavaMta udayakALa vilaMbita thatA hatA. Akhare ucita kALe kalyANa mATene aMdarane tamAro vega bahAra AvyuM, tamArA subhAgyane suavasara Avyo. preraNAbaLa mATe je cagya nimittanI jarUra hatI te prApta thayuM ane tamane prabhujInA parama anugrahe saddharmanI snehapUrvakanI ArAdhanAnuM je suMdara phaLa te saMprApta thayuM. tyArathI ame tamArA svabhAvamAM, tamArA bhAmAM ane tamArA rAgadveSanAM pariNAme mAM uttarottara ISTa parivartana nihALI zakyAM hatAM. tethI amArAthI kahevAya jAya che ke trikALa jayavaMta vartI samparUnAM amRtasvarUpa vacane ane sadAya amara rahe saddharmaprema ane zraddhA! he paramopakArI pavitra hRdayI mA ! tame AtmArAdhanathI je atula sukha ane apUrva zAMti upaje che tenuM vedana karyuM, tethI tamArAM priya bALake paNa prabhupriya thaI zAMtarasamaya sanmArgane ArAdhI parama sukhI thAya evI maMgaLa hetuvALI maMgaLa bhAvanA tamArAM hRdayAkAzamAM prakAzita thaI gaI eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu tame amArAM upara ArAdhananA kArya mATe preraNAnI puSpavRSTi pharI pharI avakAze karatAM rahIne parama upakAra karyo che te kema bhUlAya? vaLI mRtyusanmukha pahoMcADe tevI tamArI vAraMvAranI pIDAkArI mAMdagImAM tame je samatA ane zAMtine rAkhI zakayAM,

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te najare joIne amArAmAM paNa je zraddhAnuM teja patharAyuM hatuM te kevI rIte vismRta thAya ane vaLI evA prasaMgee tamArA hadayamAM dayA, kSamA ane zAMtinA vadhelA aMzethI tame pavitra hadayI thayAM che evI khAtrI maLI rahetI hatI. tethI te pavitra hRdayI mA ! ame tamane parama preme vaMdana karI kRtArtha thaIe chIe. he zAMtasvabhAvI premALa mA ! mAMdagInAM cetAvanArAM vAvAjhoDAMnA pariNAme, pUrva tame je saMsAra, deha ane bhega saMbaMdhI vairAgya bodha lIdhuM hatuM temAM ekAeka khUba daDhatA thaI, tame saMsAragata bhAvene sarAvavAne maMgala AraMbha karyo, mehabhAva kSINa karavAne utsAha vadhAryo ane parakathAnA rasane nIrasa karavAne rasapUrvaka prayatna Adaryo. dayALu mA ! dAnanuM asIma mAhAmya samajI tame yathAvakAza guptatAe ghaNuM dAna karyuM hatuM ane vizeSatA te e che ke tame amane vyavahAra ane paramArthanA lAbhArthe sahAyabhUta thavAnI preraNA ane AzIrvAda sahitanI saMmati ApIne amArA upara upakAra karyo che, te ame bhUlI zakIe tema nathI. tame te have anya sarva bhAvane gauNa karI mukhyatAe nijabhAvamAM rahevAno purUSArtha prAdhAnya karyo. AtmAnuM je zAMtarasamaya svarUpa, tenA je amRtasvarUpa ekAMta zAMti, tenI je jJAna-darzana-cAritramaya ekAMta sthiti, temAM viharavA arthe yathAzakti ugra purUSArtha tame utsAhapUrvaka upADyo. te purUSArthanI veLAe zrI mahAvIra, kRpALu deva, zrI sadgurUdeva, Atmaprabhu zAMtiH OM zAMtiH evAM smaraNa-caTaNamAM jhUlatAM tamAre AtmA TharI zAMta thayA. AtmAnA zAMtabhAvane amArA vAraMvAra namana ho, namana ho! he amUlya vArasAnuM dAna denAra devAnupriya devI! he parama pUjya mAtuzrI ! he dayAnI devI ! Akhare amArA nabaLA bhAgye

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tamArA nazvara dehanA tyAgane avasara AvI pahoMce."tA. 26 julAI 1980 zanivAre bapora bAda tamane peTanI pIDAne sakhata udaya Avyo ane ravivAra tA. 27 julAI, saM. 2036, azADa suda punama eTale gurUpUrNimAnA pavitra ane maMgala divase rAtrinA paNuM agiyAra vAgye te pIDAnA udayane aMta A arthAt tamAre pavitra AtmA zAMta samAdhibhAvamAM rahI nAzavaMta dehathI chUTo paDyo. lagabhaga chelI traNeka ghaDInA samaya pahelAM AtmAne zAMtimAM rAkhavA ane zAMti ApavA prabhujIne je satata vinaMti thaI hatI. tenuM amRtamaya pariNAma sau joI zake te mujaba tAdazya thayuM hatuM. keI mahatuM puNyanA udavege ame tamArA parivAranAM sarva bALake tathA nikaTanA keTalAMka sagAMsnehIo tamArI aMtakALanI tejarekhAothI dIpatI mukhamudrAnAM darzana karavA bhAgyavaMta thayAM hatAM te mATe prabhune upakAra mAnIe chIe. he kalyANamayI mA! tame te vIratAthI jIvana jIvI gayAM ane maraNane paNa vIratAthI mahotsavarUpe bheTyAM, eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu tame amArA kalyANArthe amArA AtmAmAM prabhubhaktine divya prakAza pAtharavAne ke saMdeza Ape! kevA amUlya bhAvane amUlya vArase Ape ! he prAtaH smaraNIya mA ! eka bAja tamArA upakArI sahavAsanA keganA viyegathI amArI eka AMkhamAMthI pedanAM azru sarI paDe che, te bIjI bAju tame vArasAmAM Apela uttama bheTathI ane tamArA guNanI pavitra smRtithI tame sanmukha ja che ema hadayamAM lAgavAthI amArI bIjI AMkhamAMthI bhAvabhInAM harSAzru nItare che ane amane sukha-zAMti Ape che. aha! tamAre keTale upakAra mAnIe! ane have aMtamAM

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18 huM kSamAta mA ! ame jANatA ke ajANatA tamArA AtmAne dubhavavArUpa je koI avinayAdi doSa karyAM hoya te sanI ame sAcA manathI kSamA mAgIe chIe; amane mAphI Apaze. tathA huM AtmAnurAgI mA ! tamArI mIThI ane pavitra yAdamAM tamane priya evA adhyAtma viSAne AlekhatA A laghu " AdhyAtmika nikhA " nAmanA graMtha tamArAM pAvanakArI caraNAmAM ame premathI arpaNa karIe chIe ane alpAMze paNa RNa cUkavavAnA prayatna karIne satASa laie chIe. maha tA. 12-1-192 # samAyA ca nA huM parama kSamAvaMta sajJa deva ! amArAM mAtuzrInAM caraNeAmAM amArA bhAva darzAvatI a patrikA upara ApavAmAM Avela che. te patrikAnuM samagra lakhANu ame khUba kALajIpUrvaka upayoga rAkhIne pramANikapaNe karavAne yatna karela che, jethI rAgane kAraNe ke koI anya kAraNe temAM jaNAvela koI bhAvane viSe amArI apakSapAta dRSTi jaLavAI rahIne koI atizayakti AvavA na pAme. tema chatAM, huM karuNAvata bhagava'ta! amArI chadmastha avasthAne lIdhe kaLI na zakAya evA gupta rahelA rAga bhAvanA piraNAme je doSa thayA hAya, te sarvanA ame ApanI samakSa hRdayanA pazcAttApapUrvaka kSamA mAgIe chIe. prabhujI, karuNA lAvI amane mAphI Apaze. Wan ApanAM RRNI bALako

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pAnA . azuddhi AdhyAtmika nibaMdha zuddhi patraka lAIna zuddhi chellI pratimA para gArava zAMta rase I . jaNa arUpIpAM darzAvavAmAM aMtaH kara, mRta jJAna nAya pratimA rUpa gaurava sAta rase iracha jANe arU pINuM dazAvavAmAM aMtaH karaNa mata zAna to ya taiyAra tayAra pUrvaka parva AnaMda cihno dRSTi gocara hiMmata vasenI ka AnaMda cihnA dagocara hiMmata vonI tanuM vidhAmAna kathA tiryaMca putrA tenuM vidAmAna 100 kyA 14 113 tica patrI

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lAIna pAnA naM. 114 127 128 131 nivRtta vyavahArika azuddhi nivRtti vyAvahArika sahade 21 21 madaSTa akRSTa 15ra 156 17 atra tIrtha kare AtmAnubhava svabhAvavALA zraya mAhAmya caitanyanuM atre tIrthakara AtmAnubha svabhAvALA zraddha mAhayeya yatanyanuM 18 16 ekAMta ekAta haiyuM 175 thAya 176 leTA nispRhatA thaya lA nispRhatA mAna prena mauna prema 181 183 14 184 "svAthI " nispRha 189 prema svAthI" nispRha heya saMkSepe ekayatA bhUla prakRSTa zuddha pAse sakSepe 202 ekayatA bhUla prakRSTa ? zuddha pAsa 205

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AdhyAtmika nibaMdho nibaMdha 1 lo satparanA maMgala upadezano sAra sarva samartha puruSe svAnubhavathI eka ja parama hitakArI, kalyANakArI ane maMgalakArI upadeza ApI gayA che, Ape che ane bhAvikALamAM Apaze ke A caturgatirUpa saMsAra kevaLa asAra che azararUpa che, anitya che ne bhayAkuLa che. tyAM mAtra eka dharma ja, AtmA ja sArarUpa che, zaraNasvarUpa che, nitya che ane nirbhayatAnuM uttama dAna-pradAna karanAra che. dukhArUM ane pIDAtta saMsArane viSe bicArA pAmara jIve anekAneka prakAranAM dukhe, zArIrika vyAdhi ane vedanA, mAnasika ciMtA, vyathA ne upAdhi niraMtara vedyA kare che; teo akALa (?) maraNane zaraNa thAya che; akasmAtathI temanA hAtha paga Adi upAMge cheDAyabhedAya che tyAre apaMgapaNuM, aMdhapaNuM ItyAdi temane prApta thAya che athavA temanuM mRtyu paNa thAya che. teo paravazatAe pitAnAM pitAne parama priya evA svajananAM tathA parama sanehI evA saMbaMdhIonAM janmamaraNanAM bhISaNa dukhe jue che tema vede che. A dukhamaya ane kalezamaya saMsAramAM jIvane kaI zaraNarUpa nathI, keI pAtAne kALanA.

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2 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha paMjAmAMthI choDAvanAra nathI, matathI bacAvanAra nathI. A jagatane viSe jIva mAtra ekalo jame che, eka mare che ane ekalo ja pitAnAM pUrvanAM zubhAzubha karmonuM phaLa bhogave che; duHkhanAM vedanamAM anya koI tane sAtha ApI bhAgIdAra thaI zakatuM nathI arthAt tenAM dukhanI ke I aMzavALI mAtrA paNa bIjAne bhAge AvI zakatI nathI. "A leka trividha tApathI AkuLa vyAkuLa che. jhAMjhavAnAM pANIne levA deDI tRSA chipAvavA Icche che evo dIna che. ajJAnane lIdhe svarUpanuM vismaraNa thaI javAthI bhayaMkara paribhramaNa tene prApta thayuM che. samaye samaye atula kheda, varAdika roga, maraNAdika bhaya, viyAgAdika duHkhane te anubhave che; evI azaraNatAvALA A jagatane eka puruSa ja zaraNa che; puru nI vANI vinA kaI e tApa ane tRSA chedI zake nahi ema nizcaya che; mATe pharI pharIne puruSanAM caraNanuM ame dhyAna karIe chIe. " "saMsAra kevaLa azAtAmaya che. koI paNa prANIne alapa paNa zAtA che, te pa sapuruSane ja anugraha che; koIpaNa prakAranA puNya vinA zAtAnI prApti nathI ane e puNya paNa sAruSanA upadeza vinA keIe jANuM nathI; ghaNe kALe upadezeluM te puNya rUDhine AdhIna thaI pravarte che; tethI jANe te za thAdikathI prApta thayeluM lAge che, paNa enuM mULa eka sapuruSa ja che; mATe ame ema

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satpuruSAnA magaDha upadezanA sAra : 3 ja jANIe chIe ke eka aMza zAtAthI karIne pUchyu kAmatA sudhInI sava samAdhi tenuM satpuruSa ja kAraNa che; ATalI badhI samathatA chatAM je kaI paNa spRhA nathI, unmattatA nathI, potApaNuM' nathI, garU nathI, gaurava nI, evI AzcayanI pratimArUpa satpuruSane ame pharI pharI nAmarUpe smarIe chae. 39 - zrImad rAjacaMdra samasta sa`sArI jIvA kama vazAt zAtA-mA tAnA udaya anu vyA ja kare che, jemAM mukhyapaNe te azAtAnA ja udaya anubhavAya che. kacit athavA kAIka dehasayeAgamAM zAtAnA udbhaya adhika anubhavAtA jaNAya che, paNa vastutAe tyAM paNa aMtaraddAha anyA ja karatA hAya che. pUrNa jJAnI paNu je azAtAnu vaNaeNna karI zakavA ceogya vacanayoga dharAvatA nathI tevI nata na'ta azAtA A jIve bhegavI che ane jo hajI tenAM kArAne nAza karavAmAM na Ave te bhAgavavI paDe e sunizcita che. ' - zrImad rAjacaMdra " bhayaMkara narakagatimAM, tiya cagatimAM, deva tathA manuSyatimAM he jIva! tu' tIvra duHkhane pAmyA, mATe have teA zrI jina bhagavAna je parama zAMtarase pariNamI svarUpastha thayA te parama zAMtasvarUpa ci'tavanA bhAva, ci'tava ke jethI tevAM anaMta duHkhAnA AtyaMtika vicAga thaI parama avyAbAdha sukhasatti sAMprApta thAya. ""

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4: AdhyAtmika nibaMdha A pramANe catugatirUpa A duHkhamaya ane kalezamaca saMsArathI sarva kALane mATe sarvathA chUTavAne ane nija anaMta sukhasvarUpamAM sthiti karavAne upadeza karyo che. evA saMsArane viSe jyAM sudhI jIvanI sthiti hoya tyAM sudhImAM teNe saMsAranAM, dehanAM ane bheganAM satya svarUpanuM jJAna karI laI vairAgyabhAvane uttama Azraya kare ghaTe che; doha pudu baLavarUpa che. janma, jarA ane roganuM dhAma che, nAzavaMta ane vinAzI che; bhegapabhoga kSaNika sukha ApanAra ane pazcAtuM duHkha denAra che. vaLI te kSaNabhaMgura che, tethI dehane TakAvI rAkhanAra, jIvaMta rAkhanAra ane lakSaNe tenAthI kevaLa bhina e eka AtmA ja prApta karavA che, satkAravA yogya che, samAnavA gya che, saMkIrtana karavA cogya che, AdaravA rogya che, ArAdhavA gya che, upAsavA gya che, kemake sarva padArthomAM eka citanyAtmA ja jJAna darzana rUpa che, nIrAgI, nirvikArI ane saccidAnaMda svarUpa che, e cizcamatkAra mAtra AtmA svabhAvathI ja avinAzI, nitya ane zAzvata che, niraMtara aTala anubhavasvarUpa che. kayAreya te anubhavarahita nathI. kAM to te svana ne kAM te te parano anubhava karyA ja kare che.

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satpuruSAnA maMgala upadezanA sAra : 5 e jJAnamUti Atmaprabhu paranA kicit mAtra avala'ana vinA, AdhAra vinA mAtra sva-svarUpathI trikALa jIvanAra che. caitanyanA phUvArAnA dheAdha sameA e pavitra prabhu amaryAda anaMta zaktie na labdhionA dhAraka che. tenA sahaja vaibhava ane tenu avaya amApa che, akhUTa che. te zuddha che, buddha che, caitanyaghana che, svaya caiAti che, te kevaLa anaMta zAMtasvarUpa ane sukhasvarUpa che. anAdi kALathI bhayakaramAM bhayaMkara karmothI sArI rIte lekhAvA chatAM ane tenA viSama ane bhISaNa LAne parAdhInatAe veDhavA chatAM, te sava avasthAne viSe sadA nyArA ne nyArA ja rahe che. peAte svabhAve che evA ne evA nirlepa ane zAzrvata guNethI suzAbhita sadA, sathAne trikALa rahe che ana Mta deha dhAraNa karavA chatAM te kadI deharUpa thayA nathI, thatA nathI, anata karmAthI vIMTAyA chatAM te kadI kamarUpa thayeA nathI, thatA nathI, karmAMnAM phaLa bhogavavAM chatAM te kadI peAtAnA svabhAva tyAgatA nathI.

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6 H AdhyAtmika nikha dhe zuddha svabhAve te zuddha che. parabhAvathI kevaLa mukta che; te asabya pradezI che, jemAMnA eka paNa pradeza kayAreya ghaTatA nathI, vadhatA nathI, ghasAtA nathI, nikhaLa thatA nathI, te ajara, amara, avinAzI ane zAzvata che ane hamezA nirvikalpa jJAtA dRSTArUpa rahenAra che, parama parama AzcaryakAraka evI mUrti samAna ane aciMtya anaMta zaktionA dhAraka caitanyAtmA pratye priti kAne na thAya ? dehAdithI saM prakAre sathA bhinna, svapara prakAzaka jAti svarUpa caitanyadevane pUrNapaNe zuddha karavAnI vRtti kAne na thAya ? dehamAM rahelA Anadaghana cidrapa Atma prabhunA anata uttamAttama guNA pragaTAvavAnI jijJAsA ane tamannA kathA vivekI sajjane na thAya ? pAtAnA zAzvata nija gharamAM sarva phrALane mATe zIghra sthiti karavAnI abhilASA kAne na thAya ? sasAranAM sarva kaleza ane duHkhathI vimukta thai, sahaja, svAdhIna, svAvalakhI ane avyAbAdha sukha tathA zAMti prApta karavAnI tIvracchA keAne na thAya? arthAt thAya ja. teA pachI Azcaya che ke sasArI jIva sa'sArAM kema aTavAine rahyo che ? saMsAranAM duHkhathI chUTI Atmika

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sapuruSanA maMgala upadezane sAra : 7 satya sukha meLavavA puruSAthI kema thato nathI ? zAstA puru nAM anAdinI mohanidrAmAMthI jAgrata karAvanAra amRtamaya ane zAMtarasamaya apUrva vacana vidyamAna hovA chatAM jIva zA mATe dukhadAvAnalamAM saLagI rahyuM che? rAgazreSanI baLatI AgamAM sapaDAI zA mATe bhasmIbhUta thaI rahyo che tenuM samAdhAna puruSonAM upazamasvarUpa upadeza vacanamAM samAya che. tyAM teo niSkAraNa karuNAthI prerAI tenuM kAraNa darzAvatAM vacano prakAze che ke - bAhyadaSTithI rAcatA ajJAnI chone saMsAranuM ekAMte duHkhamaya je satya svarUpa che, te svarUpanI jhAMkhI paNa temane lakSagata nahIM hovAthI ane saMsAranAM vyavahArika sukhane sAcuM mAnatA hovAthI teo saMsAra sukhAbhilASI rahyA kare che. teo saMsAranI bhaktimAM layalIna rahetA hovAthI temanAmAM vairAgya udayagata sthitine pAmI lekottara ane alaukika sukha pratyenI aMtavRtti UgatI nathI, te ja temanuM durbhAgya che. teone saMsArasukhamAM ja prema (rAga, Asakti) che, te sukha sAcuM che evI zraddhA che ane tenI prApti arthe je kaMI ADuM AvatuM hoya, je kaMI choDavA yogya jaNAtuM hoya, te harSa thI choDavAthI je aMtaraMga tatparatA che te apaMNutA che ane te ja temanI saMsAra bhakti che. prema, zraddhA ane arpaNatAnI tripuTI eTale bhakti, e traNene saMgama eTale bhakti, e traNe bhAvanI ekatArUpa

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8 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha avasthA te bhakti, AvI saMsArabhaktinA prabhAvanA pariNAme te mahAdhIna jIvone saMsAramAM ja gati karavAne lAbha! niraMtara maLyA kare che. karuNAvata sapuruSanAM pavitra hadayamAMthI sahajatAe nirjharatI amRtavANI prakAzita thAya che tyAre jIvanA doSanuM rahasyAtmaka mULa upadezavacanamAM pragaTa thAya che. tyAM te mahat puruSo bahiSTi ane mohamadirAnA pAnathI unmatta ke mUcchita thayela jIvone udhama ke hoya che te spaSTapaNe darzAve che ane mULabhUta bhUla pratye aMgulinirdeza karI jAgRti mATe cetAve che. teo kahe che ke jyAM jIvane puruSArtha kAmamAM AvI kAryakArI ane saphaLa thAya che, tyAM jIva pramAdavaza rahI tenI upekSA seve che; tathA jyAM jIvane udyama khAsa prakAre saphaLa thato nathI tyAM te baDe udyamI thaI, zUravIrapaNAnA azone dAkhavavAmAM prayatna thaI dhArelI apekSAnI athavA IcchAnI siddhi mATe AkAza pAtALa eka karavA jeTale zrI levAmAM aTakato nathI. pudagalAbhinaMdI ane saMsArasubAhI jIvanI A eka Azcarya upajAve evI duHkhada ane karuNa kahANI che, A vAtane thoDA vistArathI joI te samajavI jarUrI thAya che. zrI jinadeve anaMta prakAranAM karmo kahyAM che. temAM mukhya ATha batAvyAM che ne temAM paNa eka mohanIyanuM mukhyapaNuM kahyuM che.

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sapuruSanA maMgala upadeza sAra : 9 "kamanI mULa prakRti ATha. temAM cAra ghAtInI ane cAra aghAtInI kahevAya che. cAra ghAtinI dharma AtmAnA guNane ghAta karavAne arthAt (1) te guNane AvaraNa karavAno athavA (2) te guNanuM baLavIya rokavAno athavA (3) tene vikaLa karavAnuM che ane te mATe ghAtinI evI saMjJA te prakRtine ApI che. bIjI cAre prakRti jo ke AtmAnA pradeza sAthe joDAyelI che tathA tenuM kAma karyA kare che ane udaya anusAra vedAya che, tathApi te AtmAnA guNane AvaraNa karavArUpe ke aMtarAya karavArUpe ke tene vikaLa karavArUpa ghAtaka nathI, mATe tene aghAtInI kahI che. "AtmAnA guNa, jJAna, darzana tene AvaraNa kare tene anukrame (1) jJAnAvaraNIya ane (2) dazanA raNaya evuM nAma ApyuM. aMtarAya prakRti e guNane AvaratI nathI, paNa tenA bhAga upaga Adine, tenAM viryabaLane roke che. A ThekANe AmA bhegAdine samaje che, jANe, dekhe che eTale AvaraNa nathI paNa samajatAM chatAM bhegAdimAM vidana, aMtarApa kare che mATe tene AvaraNa nahIM paNa aMtarAya prakRti kahI. Ama traNa AtmaghAtInI prakRti thaI. ethI ghAtInI prakRti mehanIya che. A prakRti AvaratI nathI. paNa AtmAne mUrzita karI vikaLa kare che, jJAna darzana chatAM, aMtarAya nahIM chatAM paNa AtmAne vakhate vikaLa kare che, UMdhA pATA

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10 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha baMdhAve che, mATe tene mehanIya kahI, Ama A cAre sarva-ghAtInI prakRti kahI. " ghanaghAtI evAM cAra karma mehanIya, jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAya je AtmAnA guNane AvaranArAM che, te eka prakAre kSaya karavAM sahelAM paNa che. vedanIyAdi (arthAt vedanIya, AyuSya, nAma ane gotra) kama je ghanaghAtI nathI te paNa te eka prakAre khapAvavAM Akaza che. te evI rIte ke vedanIyAda karmane udaya prApta thAya te khapAtra sAru bhegavavAM joIe; te na bhegavavAM evI IcchA thAya to paNa tyAM te kAma AvatI nathI, bhegavavAM ja joIe. mehanIya karma je mahA jorAvara tema bheLuM paNa che, te tarata khapAvI zakAya che, jema tenI AvaNuM vega ApavAmAM ja khabara che, tema te jaladIthI khasI paNa zake che. mohanaya kamano tIvra baMdha hoya che, te paNa te pradezabaMdha na hovAthI tarata khapAvI zakAya che. nAma, AyuSThAdi karma, jene pradezabaMdha hoya che te keLaLajJAna utpanna thayA pachI paNa cheDA sudhI bhegavavAM paDe che; jyAre mehanIyAdi cAra karma te pahelAM kSaya thAya che." - zrImad rAjacaMdra uparanAM vacanene sAra e che ke cAra ghAtI karma che te AtmAzrita che eTale AtmAnA guNa sAthe saMbaMdhita hAI AtmA dvArA gavAya che ane bIjAM cAra je

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sapuruSanA maMgala upadezane sAra : 11 aghAtI karma che te dehAzcita che eTale deha sAthe saMbaMdhita haiI te deha thakI bhagavAya che. ghAtI karmo savicArathI, jJAna vicArathI, pazcAttApathI, ye 5 yatna karavIthI nAza pAme che, mehanIya kama manathI jItAya che paraMtu aghAtI karmo bhegavavAthI ja nivRtta thAya che. sarva prakAranAM karma evo che ke te aphaLa heya nahIM, mAtra tenI nivRttinA prakAramAM phera hoya che. Ane artha e thaye ke mehanIyAdi ghAtakarmo keI apekSAe kSaya karavAM sahelAM che kemake te karmonI sthiti ane anubhAga manuSya dhAre te nizcayathI kSINa karI kSaya karI zake che. mehanIya karma je sarvathI baLavAna che ane jenA thakI anya sarva karmonI utpatti che, te kama mAtra jIvanA vicArabaLathI, virA bhAvathI, saMyamathI, bhaktithI kSINa thAya che ane aMte kSaya thAya che. jJAnAvaraNIya ane darzAnAvaraNIya karmo paNa vAraMvAranA yatnathI nabaLAM paDe che, jemake jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA udayane lIdhe samaraNazakti maMda heya ne yAda na rahetuM hoya tyAre te viSayane vAraMvAra abhyAsa karavAthI AvaraNa dUra thaI yAdadAsta sateja thAya che ane viSaya smRtimAM rahe che. aMtarAya karma che te jJAnI bhagavaMtanI satyasvarUpe zraddhA karavAthI temanI A zravabhaktithI athavA AjJArAdhanathI zithila thaI dUra thAya che. bIjI bAju dehAzrita AyuSya, nAma, gotra ane vedanIya e cAra aghAtI kama mAtra bhogavavAthI ja nivRtti pAme che;

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12 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha tyAM AgaLa IcchAbaLa, vicArabaLa ke nizcayabaLa saphaLa thatAM nathI, eTale ke bhegavavAnI IcchA leza paNa na hoya te paNa bhegavavA paDe, e niyama che. saMsArI jIvana udyama saMbaMdhe jaNAvatAM pahelAM mohanIya karma, je mULa, mukhya ane baLavAna che te baMdhAvAnuM mULa kAraNa jaNAvIe chIe ane te che apekSA. apekSA e ja kamanI chAvaNa che. apekSAmAMthI IrachA jame che, IrachAmAMthI Asakti ane AsaktimAMthI vAsanA ubhava pAme che. vAsanA pravAha vahyA kare che ane tene laIne sarva meTA deSanI utpatti thAya che. apekSAnuM mULa svarUpa khUba ja nAnuM athavA sUkSama che. paraMtu te agninA taNakhAnI jema vistarI virATarUpe pragaTa thaI zake che-agnine eka kaNa jema pAse saMyogamAM rahelI moTI ghAsanI gaMjIne bALI nAkhavA samartha che, tema apekSA vikasIne vistAra pAme tyAre te kAryazIla thaI AtmAnA guNa samUhane ghAta karavA zakti dharAve che. apekSA e lebhano sUkSma prakAra che; apekSA e duHkhanuM sarjana karanAra kura devI che; apekSA e guptAe bALanAra agni che, apekSA e saMkaleza pariNAmanI janetA che. upara uparathI jotAM apekSAmAM mIThAza che paNa aMdarathI jotAM temAM kaDavAza che. apekSAmAM jambara AkarSaNa zakti che. apekSAthI apekSA jame che. vikase che, vRddhi pAme che arthAt apekSAnI saMtati ghaNI moTI

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sapuruSanA maMgala upadezane sAraH 13 ane vizALa che. te saMtatine phelAve aTakAvavAnuM kArya tethI ati duSkara bane che. tene saMyamamAM levA gaMbhIra ane bhagIratha puruSArthanI atyaMta AvazyakatA rahe che. ahIM je varNana karyuM te sAMsArika IcchAnI ape. kSAe karela che. IcchA mAtra duHkhanuM mULa che. karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa che paraMtu je saMsAra bhramaNathI ane tenAM duHkhothI chUTavAnI IcchA karIe, vairAgya, bhakti, svAdhyAya, saMpAdi ArAdhananA bhAga karIe, menI abhilASA rAkhIe, to te sarva bhAva prazasta zubha che, tema AtmakalyANa ane AtmazrayanA hetubhUta che. tethI AtmAnI zuddhatA pragaTAvavAnA lakSe iSTa satsAdhananuM bhAvathI ArAdhana karavAmAM Ave che tyAre tenA pariNAme cAre ghAtakarmAnI sthiti ane anubhAga (rasa pradAnazakita) ghaTe che ane sAthe sAthe paramArtha puNyane baMdha thAya che. A paramArthapuNyanA baMdhane saMcaya mekSaparyAya prApta karAvavAmAM sahAdhyabhUta uttama ane upakArI nimitta thAya che. A ghAtakarmo saMbaMdhI sarva puruSano je maMgala upadeza che, te atyaMta vicAraNIya, dhyAnamAM levA yogya ane AcAramAM utAravA yogya che. teo zrI utsAhathI bhArapUrvaka upadeza che ke ghAtakarmomAM jenuM mukhyapaNuM che evuM je mehanIya karma, tenI sthiti ane anubhAga ghaTADavA mATe ane kSaya karavA mATe jIva je yathArtha puruSArtha kare eTale yathArtha cogane pAmIne sAcA manathI.

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14H AdhyAtmika nibaMdho udyama kare che te avazya saphaLa thAya che. tenuM vicArabaLa, jijJAsAbaLa, nizcayabaLa ane virabaLa apavAda vagara upakArI thaI Atmasiddhine ApanAra thAya che. vaLI jJAnAvaraNayAdi anya ghAtaka saMbaMdhI paNa te ja niyama lAgu paDe che. Ama jyAM jIvane puruSArtha hamezA saphaLa thAya che, tyAM jIva pramAda seve che; te sthaLe te udyamI thato nathI. tenI UMdhI daSTi hovAthI tyAM pitAnuM svataMtrapaNe cAle tema che tyAM te bedarakAra rahe che ane chatI zaktie uttama lAkSanI prApta gumAve che- eka atyaMta khedanI vAta che; jIvane doSanI eka karuNa kathanI che; jIvanI dIrdha sthAyI bhUlanuM javalaMta udAharaNa che. A jagatane viSe jIvano satata udyama aghAtI karmonAM azubha phaLane dUra karavA pratye vartate hoya che. te kAryamAM saphaLatA maLavI athavA na maLavI te prAsaMdhane AdhIna che. udyama niyamathI saphaLa thAya evuM kaMI nathI. dhana, saMpatti vA samRddhinI prAptine udyamathI lAbha maLavAne AdhAra tevA anukULa prArabdhanA udaya upara rahyo che, paraMtu je prArabdhanI pratikULatA vatI hoya tyAre game teTalo parizrama karavAmAM Ave te paNa te niyamathI niSphaLa jAya che. azAtA vedanIya karmanI sthiti ane anubhAgarUpa udayAvasthA hoya tyAM sudhI azAtAnI nivRtti mATe lAkhe game upAya karavAmAM Ave te paNa tyAM te kAryakArI thatA nathI arthAt

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sapuruSanA maMgala upadezane sAra : 15 karela udyama aphaLa jAya che. karmanI sthiti pUrI thAya tyAre ja azAtAnI nivRtti mATe ucita nimittane ga maLI Ave che ane saphaLa paNuM prApta thAya che. dehAyudhanI sthiti jeTalA kALanI nirmita hoya, teTalA kALa sudhI dehanuM TakavuM rahe che ane te pUrNa thatAM dehane aMta Ave che eTale mRtyu thAya che. dehane TaDhAvavA, tenI sthiti leza paNa laMbAvavA ane teno aMta aTakAvavA game teTalA prayatna karavAmAM Ave tema chatAM temAM saphaLatA maLatI nathI. deha rogagrasta thatAM regakamanI sthiti jeTalA kAhAnI heya, teTalA kALamAM roganI nivRtti mATe apAtAM auSadha saphaLa thatAM nathI ane karmAdaya (prArabdha) pUrNa thatAM auSadha lAgu paDe che ne nIrogI thavAya che. athavA kyAreka tuccha nimittathI taMdurastI ke AregyatA pharI AvIne maLe che. mukhyatAe jotAM saMsArasukhanA mahI ne mukhya udyama cAra aghAtI karmonA azubha udanAM baLane teDavA mATe heya che, samasta jIvana ghaNuM karIne tevA udyamanI pAchaLa kharacAI jAya che. je phaLanI IcchA rAkhI udyama karavAmAM Ave che, te phaLanI prApti thavI prArabbAdhIna che. niyama te e che ke zubha ke azubha, puNarUpa ke pAparUpa prArabdhane udaya Ave che tyAre te prakAranA zubhAzubha bhAva tathA ThIkaThIka matI uddabhave che ane prArabdhanAM phaLane prApta karAvanArAM nimitto jA sahaja

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16H AdhyAtmika nibaMdha AvIne maLe che. eTale ja kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke je puNya udayamAM AvI phaLasamukha thayuM hoya te tyAM puruSArthanI zI jarUra che? arthAt jema puruSArtha enI meLe sahajapaNe thAya che; ane je puNya phaLasanmukha na thayuM hoya eTale tene bhedaya na hoya to tyAM puruSArtha karavAthI zuM vaLe? arthAt mahenata mAthe paDe che. maghAtI karme AyuSya, nAma, getra ane vedanIya che; temAM AyuSya tathA vedanIya saMbaMdhanA puruSArthanuM je asaphaLapaNuM che te upara jaNAvyuM che ane jyAM saphaLapaNuM dekhAya che tyAM te prAdhanA anukULa udayAkumAra heya che te paNa jema che te darzAvyuM che. have nAma ane gAtra karmo saMbaMdhI joIe. gati nAmakarmanA udayane lIdhe tene egya ane anurUpa deha, dehanAM aMgaupAMgo, dehanI racanA, saMghayaNa, dehanA raMga, tenI surupatA-kurupatA, dekhAva, Indriye vagere maLe che; aMgaupAMge khAmIvALA ke khAmIrahita maLe che. khAmIvALA bhAgane pheraphArathI sudhAravA je prayoga thAya tenI saphaLatA paNa pUrvopArjita puNyanA udaya upara AdhArita che. tevA prArabdhanA zubha udaya vinA jIvane svataMtra udyama upayogI thato nathI. UMcA ke nIcA kuLamAM janma tha te gotrakarmane AdhIna che. temAM pheraphAra asaMbhavita che. jJAnAvaraNIya Adi cAra ghAtakarmonA baMdha thavA mATe je mULa mukhya kAraNe che ane je paramakRpALu

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sapuruSanA maMgala upadezane sAra H 17 bhagavaMtoe jJAnamAM dIThAM che te ahIM jIvanA hitArthe rajU karIe chIe, AThevA karmomAM mehanIya baLavAna che, samrATa che ane anya karmonAM kAraNarUpa che. te eka na hoya to bIjAM kaI karmanuM astitva saMbhave nahIM. e menIsa karmanA baMdhanuM mULa kAraNa che apekSA, ane pachI te thakI IcchA, svachaMda, rAga dveSa ItyAdi janma pAme che. jJAnAvaraNIya karmano baMdha thavAnuM mULa kAraNuM che padravyamAM sukha buddhi, A prakAranI sukhabuddhi anekAneka rIte kAma karatI hoya che; kaI hetue jJAna ane jJAnInI AzAtanA ke avinAdi doSa karavAthI jJAna ADe mahuM AvaraNa utpanna thAya che. darzanAvaraNI kane baMdha mukhyatAe lAlasAvALI, lolupatAvALI parigrahabuddhithI thAya che; paragrahanI prApti arthe je Abha pravRtti karavI paDe che, halanacalanA kiyA karavAnuM thAya che tethI cakSudarzanAvaraNa, acakSudarzanavaraNIya karma baMdhAya che. vizeSamAM eTaluM smRtimAM rAkhavA egya che ke jJAnAvaraNIya ane darzanAvaraNIya karmo vacce khUba gADha saMbaMdha che, eTale jyAM jJAnAvaraNIya che. tyAM darzanAvaraNIya che ja. have aMtarAya karmanA baMdhanuM mULa kAraNa sakSepa kahIe chIe ane te che bIjA nA sukhane rokavuM, tenI ADe AvavuM tene nAza ka, ItyAdi bhAvasahitanI pravRtti pramAdathI karavI? AthI aMtarAyakarma baMdhAya che. A, 2

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18 : AdhyAtmika nidha chelle mahAkRpAvaMta ane karuNAnA nidhi evA zrI satpuruSA jIvane upakAra thAya evAM amRtatulya vacaneAthI pramAthI samajAve che ke he bhavya, cAre ghAtI karmonI kSINatA ane kSaya karavA mATenA tArA puruSArtha sadA saphaLa thAya che ema tu' jANe; tema karavAmAM tArI peAtAnI svataMtratA che, parAdhInatA nathI ema jANI pramAdanA tyAga kara, tyAga kara ane satya puruSAthI thA, satyapuruSAthI thA. jyAM tArI zaktinA upayAga kArya kArI thaI saphaLa thAya che, tyAM ALasa karavI cegya nathI. vaLI huM labhya ! evA satpuruSArthanA khaLathI AyuSya varjita khAkInAM traNa aghAtI karmonAM azubha phaLa ghaTe che. eTale te bhAgavavAnI kALamaryAdA ane tenA kaTu rasanI mAtrA ghaTe che; ane je navA kamanA khaMdha paDe che te niyamathI zubha eTale puNyarUpa hoya che. huM AyuSyamAn! A kaI ochA lAbhanI vAta nathI. AyuSya tA vartamAna bhavamAM AgAmI eka bhavanu ja madhAya che ane tethI vartamAna bhavamAM satyadhama sa'a'dhI puruSArtha karavAthI zubha AyuSyane ja aMdha paDe che. aMtamAM cAra ghAtI ane cAra aghAtI karmonA kSayathI ajara amara ane avinAzI caitanyAtmAnA je guNA prakaTe che te nIce pramANe cheH

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sapuranA maMgala upadeza sAra H 19 jJAnAvaraNIyanA saMpUrNa nAzathI kevaLajJAna, anaMtajJAna darzanAvaraNIyanA ,, ,, kevaLadarzana, anaMtadarzana mahanIyanA ,, , yathAkhyAta cAritra pUrNa zuddha svabhAvadazA aMtarAyanA kevaLavI, anaMtavIrya AyuSyakarmanA sAdi anaMta sthiti nAma kamanA , , arUpI paNuM, avagAhanatva gotra kamane agurulaghupaNuM vedanIya karmanA, , avyAbAdha anaMta sukha OM zAMtiH aos, - - - - "cakravatInI samasta saMpatti karatAM paNa jene eka samayamAtra vizeSa mUlyavAna che, evo A manuSyadeha ane paramArthane anukULa evA yoga saMprApta chatAM je janmamaraNathI rahita evA paramapadanuM dhyAna rahyuM nahIM te A manuSyane adhiSThita evA AtmAne anekavAra dhikakAra he !" zrImad rAjacaMdra (va. 935)

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20 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha kha sarva dravyathI, sarva kSetrathI, sarva kALathI ane sarva bhAvathI je sarva prakAre apratibaMdha thaI nijasvarUpamAM sthita thayA te paramapuruSone namaskAra. jene kaMI priya nathI, jene kaMI apriya nathI, jene koI zatru nathI, jene kaI mitra nathI, jene mAnaapamAna, lAbha-alAbha, harSa-zoka, janma-mRtyu Adi kaMThane abhAva thaI je zuddha caitanyasvarUpane viSe sithati pAmyA che, pAme che ane pAmaze temanuM ati utkRSTa parAkrama sAnaMdAzcarya upajAve che. "deha pratye jevo vastrane saMbaMdha che tevo AtmA pratye jeNe dehane saMbaMdha yathAtathya dIThe che; mAna pratye taravArane je saMbaMdha che te deha pratye jeNe AtmAne saMbaMdha dIThe che, abaddha spaSTa AtmA jeNe anubhavyuM che, te mahat puruSone jIvana ane maraNa baMne samAna che. "je aciMtya dravyanI zuddha citisvarUpa kAMti parama pragaTa thaI aciMtya kare che, te aciMtya dravya sahaja svAbhAvika nija svarUpa che e nizcaya je parama kRpALu satapuruSe prakAzyo tene apAra upakAra che." zrImad rAjacaMdra ( va. 83 3 ). M WWW

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nibaMdha 2 je jema mATImAMthI ghaDe thAya, tema jIvamAMthI ziva thAya. pUrvAcAryomAMthI keNe prathama A vacane prakAzyAM haze te to jANavAmAM nathI, paNa prakAzanAra mahA prajJA vaMta, ati vicakSaNa, atyaMta vivekasaMpanna ane paramArthamArganA yathArtha jANanAra hovA joIe ema te vacananA aMtargata bhAva jotAM bhAyamAna thAya che. vAMcakomAMthI ghaNAne te vAkyone paricaya haze tathA tenI yathAyogyatA upara vicAra paNa karyo haze. to paNa te suMdara bhAvadarzaka vacanane vizeSatA e samajavA prayatna kare ucita lekhAze. te arthagabhIra vAkyomAM rakhe mekSamArga samAyo che; temAM mArganI prAptinuM rahasya guptapaNe rahyuM che, temAM vikAsane nizcita kema samAveza pAme che, temAM upAdAna -nimittanI svAbhAvika paraspara saMbaMdhita sthiti jema che tema kuzaLatAthI darzAvavAmAM AvI che. ATalA prAkukathanathI e supratIkarUpa thavA gya che ke adhyAtmamArganA sAcA ane yathArtha jANakAra ja vyavahAra dRSTAMta dvArA AvuM sarakhApaNuM batAvI kahI zake, kemake

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22 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdha A vacanemAM sarakhApaNAnA bhAva UMDA che, gaMbhIra che ane yathAyogya che. prathama mATI laIe. badhA prakAranI mATImAMthI ghaDo banave saMbhavita nathI. ghaDo banavAne yogya mATI hovI jarUrI che, eTale mATImAM keTalAka guNe keTaleka aMze hovA joIe. tevI rIte badhA prakAranA ja ziva banI zakatA nathI. ziva banavAne gya jIva te manuSya che; anya gatinA jIva, deva, nArakI ke pazupakSI te pUrNa padanI prApti mATe adhikArI thaI zakatA nathI, kemake deva ane naraka gatio e bhegabhUmi che, jyAM pUrvopArjita puNyanuM athavA pApanuM phaLa mukhyapaNe bhagavAya che; ane tiyaca gatinA saMjJI paMcendriya che bicArA azubha karmonA udaye atyaMta parAdhIna che, tethI mokSa mATe puruSArtha svataMtratAnA abhAve teo karI zakatA nathI. tema chatAM paramapadanuM bIja, bedhabIja, to cAre gatiemAM thaI zake che, mAtra pUrNatAne pAmavA mATenA adhikArI kevaLa manuSya che. tema chatAM badhA manuSya keTalAka Avazyaka guNanI keTalAMka aMze pragaTatA thayA vinA parama sukharavarUpa ane paramAnaMdarUpa zivadazAne prApta karavAne samartha thatA nathI, ane tevI pragaTatA thAya tyAre ja tathArUpa yoga maLe ja kalyANa ane zreya sAdhI zakAya che. ratnaciMtAmaNi samAna manuSyadehanI prApti thavA chatAM

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tema jIvamAMthI ziva thAyaH 23 } tenI sArthakatA nahIM thatI joI jJAnI puruSane karuNA Ave che ane baLavAna kalyANakArI vacane, temanAM mukhakamaLamAMthI sarI paDe che. "cakavatInI samasta saMpatti karatAM paNa jeno eka samaya mAtra vizeSa mUlyavAna che evo A manuSyadeha ane paramArthane anukULa evA yoga saMprApta chatAM je janmamaraNathI rahita evA paramapadanuM dhyAna rahyuM nahIM te A manuSyatvane, adhiTita evA Atamone anaMtavAra dhikkAra he atu. - zrImad rAmacaMdra, vacanAmRta 935 bIjuM, mATImAMthI ghaDo thavAmAM kuMbhAra e prabaLa uttama nimitta che. je kuMbhAranuM nimitta na hoya te anaMtakALe paNa mATImAMthI ghaDo thAya nahIM, ane mATI mAtra pitA thakI ghaDArUpe pariNamI zake nahIM evI vastu sthiti sarvane suvidita che. sarva kAryanI siddhi upAdAna ane nimittanAM sagI kAraNethI samutpana thAya che. baMnenuM eka sarakhuM samAna mAhAsya ane mUlya che. te ja pramANe ane te ja nyAyathI jIvane je puruSa ke jJAnI puruSa(saddaguru )nuM prabaLa ane uttama upakArI nimitta na hoya te aMnatakALe paNa jIva zivasvarUpa thAya nahIM. jIva pote mAtra pitA thakI zivaparyAyarUpe pariNamI zake nahIM. zrImad rAjacaMdrajI, jeo paramajJAnI ne jJAnAvatAra puruSa thaI gayA, teo vacanAmRta 200mAM prakAze che ke, "anaMtakALa sudhI jIva nija Ide cAlI

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24 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha parizrama kare te paNa pite pitAthI jJAna pAme nahIM, paraMtu jJAnInI AjJAna ArAdhaka aMtamuhUrtamAM paNa kevaLajJAna pAme. zAstramAM kahelI AjJAe pakSa che ane te jIvane AdhakArI thavA mATe kahI che. mela thavA mATe pratyakSa jJAnInI rijJA ArAdhavI joIe." have upAdAna -nimite kAraNe siddhi mATe parama Avazyaka che ane para kara huMkArI che tathA nizcaya ane vyavahAra naya TheTha pUrNatA thatAM sudhI sAthe sAthe rahela che athavA ekAMte keI nayane jAgraha zakhavA pogya nathI e darzAvatAM zrImadjInAM ja vacane ahI utArIe chIe, zrI jinabhagavaMtane paNa traNe kALa satya e siddhAMta che ke kaMI vAta ekAMte grahaNa karavI nahIM. zrI jainadarzana anekAMtavAdane siddhAMta spaSTapaNe pratipAdana kare che. "anaMtakALamAM kAM te satpAtratA thaI nathI ane kAM to puruSa (jemAM sadgurutva, satsaMga ane satkathAe rahyAM che) maLyA nathI; nahIM te nizcaya che ke mokSa hatheLImAM che, ISaprAgabhArA eTale siddha-pRthvI para tyAra pachI che. ene sarva zAstra paNa saMmata che (manana karaze) ane A kathana trikALasiddha che." (vacanAmRta 55) ahIM sapAtratA ne upAdAna kAraNa ane puruSa te nimittakAraNa che. baMne sAthe hoya te siddhi che ema darzita karyuM. "aneka prakAre saMtoe zAstra vATe tene mArga

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...tema jIvamAMthI ziva thAya H 25 kahyo che, sAdhana batAvyAM che, yogAdika thayelo pitAne anubhava kahyo che, tathApi tethI yathAyogya upazamalAva Avo durlabha che. te mAne che; paraMtu upAdAnanI baLavAna sthiti joI e, upAdAnanI baLavAna sthiti thavA niraMtara satsaMga joIe" (126) A vacanathI spaSTa karyuM ke upAdAna eTale nija saheja zakti emane ema baLavAna thatI nathI. tenI baLavAna sthiti thavA mATe satsaMga Adi nimittanI parama AvazayakatA che. tame ane bIjA je je bhAIo mArI pAsethI kaMI AtmalAbha Iccho cho, te te lAbha pAme e mArI caMtaHkaraNathI IchA ja che, tathApi te lAbha ApavAnI je yathAgya pAtratA, temAM mane haju kaMIka AvaraNa che, ane te lAbha levA IcchanAranI paNa keTalIka rIte yogyatAnI mane nyUnatA lAgyA kare che. eTale te bane yoga jyAM sudhI paripakavatAne nahIM pAme tyAM sudhI Icchita siddhi vilaMbamAM rahI che ema mAnyatA che." (vacanAmRta 142) A vacanathI siddhAMtanuM samarthana sahajatAe thaI jAya che. kevaLajJAna UpajavAnA chellA samaya sudhI puruSanAM vacananuM avalaMbana vItarAge kahyuM che, arthAt bAramA kSI mohaguNasthAnaka paryata zratajJAnathI AtmAnA anu bhavane nirmaLa karatAM karatAM nirmaLatA saMpUrNatA pAmyuM kevaLajJAna" utpanna thAya che. te utpanna thavAnA prathama

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26 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho samaya sudhI upadezela mArga AdhArabhUta che, ema kahyuM che te niHsaMdeha satya che."(751) kSINamAha payata jJAnInI AjJAnuM avalaMbana parama hitakArI che." (vacanAmRta 888) bAramA guNa sthAnakane aMte jyAM kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana pragaTe che athavA AtmA nija zuddhatAne saMprApta thAya che tyAM sudhI paNa zrutajJAnanuM athavA jJAnInI AjJAnuM avalaMbana, te. rUpa nimitta Avazyaka che ja, ema atra batAvyuM. "nizcayavANI sAMbhaLI, sAdhana tajavAM teya, nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM, sAdhana karavAM seya. naya nizcaya ekAMtathI, AmAM nathI kahela, ekAMte vyavahAra nahi, ane sAthe rahela. upAdAnanuM nAma laI, e je taje nimitta, pAme nahi siddhatvane, rahe brAMtimAM sthita." -zrIAtmasiddhizAstra A vacane sadabuddhithI ane nirAgrahapaNe vicAratAM satya jaNAze ane siddhAMtanI siddhi thaze. paramakRpALu, zrImada rAjacaMdrajIe puruSa ane jJAnI puruSanuM mAhAtmya temanAM TakelkIrNa vacanAmRtamAM Theka ThekANe bhArapUrvaka gAyuM che. jIvane kalyANArthe temanI parama AvazyakatA kahI batAvI che ane satya mArgadarzana ApyuM che. tenuM rahasya kAraNa samajAya che tyAre ja temanAM vacanamAM pratIti.

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tema jIvamAMthI ziva thAyaH 2 Ave che, vacanenI apUrvatA lakSagata thAya che ane vaca * nanA prakAzanAra pratye sahaja ja AtmAmAM abhAva A rasa AvI u9lAsa pariNAma pragaTa thAya che. AvI dazA AvyA vinA manuSya AtmavikAsa satyapaNe sAdhI zakato nathI ane AdhyethI vikAsagati uttarottara vadhI alpakALe ane ma95 prayAse puruSanI AmadazAnI sthitine saMprApta thAya che. asIma upakArabhUta e trikALa satya vacane trikALa jayavaMta vartA, jayavaMta va ane agaNita vaMdana ho e vacananA prakAzanA2 jJAnAvatAra mahApuruSane ! have mATImAMthI ghaDo ane jIvamAMthI ziva thatAM sudhInI sarva kriyAonI sarakhAmaNI karI banne vacce keTalI sAmyatA che te tapAsI jaIe. vikAsanA dareka sthAnake dazAnI sthiti kevI hoya ne te satya che ke kema? tenI khAtarI karIe. ghaNuM sAmyatA hoya te ja A ApeluM vyavahArika daSTAMta anurUpa ane ucita kahevAya. je ke vyavahAra daSTAMta TheTha sudhI pUrNa paNe sAmyatAvALuM devuM lagabhaga kaThaNa che, te chatAM ahIM ApeluM daSTAMta bahu sAmyatAvALuM hovAnuM jaNAze. daSTAMta parisImAne pAme. paraMtu siddhAMtanA saMbaMdhamAM tema banatuM nathI, te te traNe kALa aparisImAbhUta ane abAdhita che. tyAre have sarakhAmaNanA kAryano AraMbha karIe. jema mATImAMthI ghaDo thAya, tema jIvamAMthI ziva thAya

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28 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha jema amuka guNa sahitanI mATI ja ghaDo banavAne egya che, tema amuka guNa sahitane jIva ja ziva thavAne lAyaka che. jema ati dIrghakALa daramyAna kudaratanI Akamika ane anya ghaTanAone pariNAme kUTAtA ane pITAtA sthaLa ane kaThaNe mATInI sthAo palaTAIne amuka guNa grahaNa kare che. tathA ativa. tenI ghaDAne cagya paryAya thAya che, tema ghaNA ghaNA lAMbA kALe karmonAM duHkharUpa ane pItAyukta jhapATAmAM azubha phaLanI saMprAtine lIdhe saMsArabramaNa daramyAna athaDAtA ane duHkha sahana karatA jIvana paryAya palaTAtAM palaTAtAM amuka guNagrahaNavALI sthitimAM aMte Ave che ane zivane cogya bhUmikAmAM praveza kare che. jema mATInA saMbaMdhamAM amuka aMze pragaTa thayelA guNe che kamaLatA, snigdhatA, cIkAza, tema jIvanA saMbaMdhamAM keTaleka aMze utpanna thayelA guNa che. zama, saMvega, niveda, AsthA ane anukaMpA athavA virAgya ane upazamabhAva, jema mATIne ghaDArUpa thavAmAM uttama ane upakArI nimitta je kuMbhAra che, te mATImAM vAraMvAra pANI nAkhI tene masaLe che ane picI kare che tema jIvane zivarUpa thavAmAM paramapakArI je puruSa (sadguru ke teo jIvane vacanarUpI samRtanuM zravaNa karAve che, anupakArI vRttione maMda kare che tathA tene sat jijJAsu banAve

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...tema jIvamAMthI ziva thAya : ra9 che, tethI narama thayelI vRttione lIdhe jIvanI pAtratA vadhe che. pachI jema picI thayelI mATI cAkaDAmAM caDe che, tema satpAtratA pAmelo jIva satsaMgamAM jAya che. jema upakArI nimittakartA kuMbhAra daMDathI cakaDo pherave che tema upakArI badhai nimitta evA puruSa vacanarUpI AjJA (daMDa) pharamAve che. jema cAkaDe roLa goLa phare che, tenI asarane lIdhe mATI vadhu picI, lIsI, mulAyama, jema ghATamAM vALavo hoya tema vALI zakAya tevI ane jevI AkRti pADavI hoya tene barAbara yogya thAya che, tema ja vAraMvAranA satsaMga ane sasamAgamanA ceganI asarathI vadhAre ne vadhAre komaLa, nagna, saraLa, vivekasaMpanna ane je zuddha paryAya prApta karavI che tene cagya thAya che, tenAmAM dayA, zAMti, samatA, kSamA Adi guNe aMze aze vadhatA jAya che. jema kuMbhAranA nimittathI narama, mulAyama, rasasakSara, cIkaNI mATI dhIme dhIme AkAra (5 ) badalatAM badalatAM ghaDAnA ISTa AkAre thatI jAya che, tema sahuruSane nimittathI vinamra ane saraLa jIva doSone haLavA karI chedate, svaccha ane pramAdane TALato, bhagavAnarUpa puruSamAM (zrI sadagurudevamAM) prema ane zraddhAnA baLane AtmabhAve vadhArato ane arpaNatAnA paMtha para Daga bharavA vadhu ne vadhu utsAhita thato zivanA ISTa dhyeya tak ja jAya che. aMtaraMgamAM

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30 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha ucharaMga che, hadayamAM ulavAsa che, cittamAM eka niSAe cITakI rahevAnI vRtti che, ane AtmAnA pavitra darzana mATe, svarUpa pratIti mATe aMge aMgamAM hezanuM nirmaLa vaheNa che. Akhare jema upakArI kuMbhAranA prabaLa nimittathI mulAyama cIkaNI mATI kAcA ghaDA rUpe taiyAra thAya che arthAt kAco ghaDo banI jAya che tema upakArI puruSanA prabaLa nimittathI temanAmAM ja prema-zraddhAnA tejane vadhArIne, prema samAdhi pAmIne dharmadhyAnanA baLe, niSThAmAM cIkAzathI cUMTI rahenAra jIva svarUpane anubhava kare che; svarUpa pratIkarUpa thAya che te dazAne jaina darzanamAM kSapazama samakita kahe che. jema jyAM pUratuM dhyAna ApavAmAM Ave che ane ghaDAne kuMbhAranI saMbhALanuM nimitta vate che, tyAM ghaDAne pavana Adi azubha nimittathI rakSaNa maLe che ane tene kaMI nukasAna thatuM nathI, tema te samakitI jIvane puruSamAM prema-zraddhAnuM baLa che tathA temanI AzrayabhaktinuM nimitta che tyAM sudhI maherAjAnA baLavAna sinikone dUra rahevuM paDe che arthAt te samakitane hAni pahoMcatI nathI; samaktinuM vamana thatuM nathI. jema kuMbhAra tayAra thayela kAcA ghaDAne bAju para mUke che ane tyAM te ghaDe sUryanI garamIthI deSarUpa paramANu zekAIne chUTA paDatAM prathama avasthAnI apekSAe baLavAna ne majabUta bane che ane te ghaDA upara kuMbhAranI saMbhALa

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tema jIvamAMthI ziva thAya H 31 bharI daSTi rahyA kare che, tema puruSa, AtmAnubhavI ane prema-zraddhA-apazutAnA bhAvamAM vizeSapaNe lIna thatA bhavya jIvane AtmAnusaMdhAna dvArA pitAnI bAju para rAkhe che ane te badhAnA ekatrita baLathI tathA dharmadhyAna rUpa sUryanI garamIthI te jIva anaMtasaMsAra vadhAranArA -sarvadeSabhAvone bALI, bhasma karI baLavAna thAya che, arthAt kSAyika samakita prApta kare che. jema samaya vItavAnI sAthe ghaDe sUryanI garamIthI kamazaH vadhu ane vadhu majabUta thato jAya che, pAko thato jAya che ane tenAmAM tenA para paDatA TakArA sahana karavAnI zakti Ave che, tema bhavya ane bhAgyavaMta jIva saTTuru bhagavaMtamAM prema-zraddhA-arpaNatAnA vardhamAna thatA bhAvabaLane lIdhe athavA kaho ke dharmadhyAnanA vizeSa baLanA pragaTa vAthI uttarottara guNasthAnakanI sIDInAM pagathiyAM caDate jAya che ane jyAM dharmadhyAnanI mukhyatA che evA aprapara saMyama nAmanA sthAnake Ave che. ahIMyA A jIvanI Atmika zaktinuM prabhutva evuM prabhAvazALI thayuM heya che ke karmonA vicitra ane viSama udaye vacce rahevA chatAM tenI AtmasthiratA ane AtmazAMtirUpa duganI kAMkarI sarakhI kharatI nathI; pariSaha ane upasargarUpa hathaDA(mAtra TakorA nahIM)nA mArane samapariNAme vedavAnI zakti tenAmAM khUba khIlI hoya che. tyAra pachI jema kuMbhAranA nimittathI thoDe pAke

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3ra : AdhyAtmika nibaMdhe thayela ghaDo nIMbhALAmAM jAya che, tyAM viziSTa prakAranI prabaLa agni prajavalita thatAM te thakI ghaDAmAM je kacAza, de rahyAM hoya te badhA alpakALamAM baLI jaI bhadamIbhUta thAya che ane kAce ghaDo pUrNa paNe pAke thAya che; tenA para paDatA TakarAno vana nakkara, raNakAra je sumadhura ane susvayukta hoya che, tema puruSanA nimittabaLathI apramatta saMyamI jIva zukaladhyAnanI prabaLa agnithI prajavalita evI gahana guphAnI UMDANamAM jAya che ane tyAM uttama yAgninI javALAthI cAre ghAtI karmo baLIne bhasya thaI jAya che, temAM prathama mahanIya karma, je jIvane saMsAramAM rabaDAvanAra che tene aMzataH nAza thAya che ane tenA bIje ja samaye bAkInAM e ghAtI karmo, jJAnAvaraNa, darzanAvaraNa ane aMtarAya, tatkALa naSTa thaI jAya che; jIva tethI anaMtajJAna, anaMtadazana, anaMtavIrya ane samanaMta sukharUpa anaMta catuSTayane svAmI hoya che, tevI zuddhatA te ja zivasvarUpa che; balI sIdazIvatuM cAra zeSa rahelAM aghAtI karmo, AyuSya, nAma, gotra ane vedanIya, tenI udayasthati mAtra AyuSya parvata rahe che ane tene udayarUpa TakarAno davani kevaLa sukharU, AnaMdadAyaka ne madhura hoya che. te aghAtI karmono te ja zukala dhyAnanI AgnathI nAza thAya che ane jIva pUrNapaNe zuddha, paramANu mAtranA sparzathI rahita e zuddha ziva thAya che ane zivasthAnake sarva kALane mATe virAjamAna rahe che.

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...tema jIvamAMthI ziva thAya : 33 ahIM kuMbhAra te bhagavAnarUpa sapuruSa (sadguru, paramaguru); cAkaDe te satsamAgama ane satsaMga kuMbhAranI kArIgarI te puruSanI gupta kRpArUpa kriyA, daMDa te gurunI AjJA ane nIMbhALe te zukaladhyAnanI agnithI prajavalita gahana guphA. asaddagurunA nimittathI jIva zivasvarUpa kadApi thaI zakatuM nathI. tevA gurunA AzrayathI ane temanI AjJAmAM rahevAthI Atmazreya sAdhI zakAtuM nathI. asa6guru AtmajJAnanA AkAMkSI na hoya ane svaccheda Adi delavALA hoya te lAbhane badale nukasAna thAya che. jema daMDa (AjJA) be prakAre kAma karI zake che. (ghaDAne utpanna karavAnuM ane (2) ghaDAno nAza karavAnuM, tema zrI sadagurunI AjJA pAlanathI jIva saMsArane tarI jAya che ane lobhI tathA lAlacu evA svacchedI asadagurunI AjJAnA sevanathI jIva saMsAramAM DUbe che. jema binaanubhavI ane akuzaLa kuMbhAranA nimittathI mATI ghaDArUpa thaI zakatI nathI, tema AtmAnubhava rahita ane aniSNAta gurunA nimittathI jIva. zivarUpa thaI zake nahIM, e samajavuM kaThaNa nathI. A. 3

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34 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha wwwmmmmwuawan warna "dehathI bhinna svaparaprakAzaka parama jyoti svarUpa evo A AtmA, temAM nimagna thAo. he Aryajane ! aMtarmukha thaI, sthira thaI, te AtmAmAM ja rahe te anaMta apAra AnaMda anubhavaze. sarva jagatanA jIvo kaMI ne kaMI meLavIne sukha prApta karavA icche che; mATe cakravatI rAja te paNa vadhatA vaibhava, parigrahanA saMka9pamAM prayatnavAna che; ane meLavavAmAM sukha mAne che, paNa ahe! jJAnIoe to tethI viparIta ja sukhane mArga nirNata karyo ke kiMcit mAtra paNa grahavuM e ja sukhane nAza che. "viSayathI jenI Indrie Arta che, tene zItaLA evuM Atmasukha, Atmatattva kyAMthI pratItimAM Ave ? parama dharmarUpa caMdra pratye rAhu jevo parigraha tethI have huM virAma pAmavAne ja darakuM chuM. amAre parigrahane zuM kare che? kazuM prajana nathI. sarvotkRSTa zuddhi tyAM sarvotkRSTa siddhi." zrImad rAjacaMdra (va. 832 )

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nibaMdha 3 je puSpa upara eka vicAra eka anupama puSpa che. ekaluM ne aTUluM. che te ati suMdara ane pavitratAthI zobhatuM. lIlAchama choDanI pAMca lIlI DALIotenA madhyanI DALI upara te UMce Ubhu che. jANe kema te anaMtatAnA pratIkarUpa hoya ne tenA premI Azakane anaMtatAmAM laI javA bahu usuka hoya! eka ati manohara puSpa che, ekaluM ne aTUluM. te hase che, rame che, khIle che, Dele che. madhura vAyunI maMda laharIthI te nRtya kare che. tenI nRtyakaLA khUba ramya ane ghaNI AkarSaka che. jenAra hoya to tenA upara mugdha thayA vinA rahe nahi. paraMtu tene premapUrvaka jenAra kyAM che? evuM raLiyAmaNuM puSpa che e ghaNu kharA jANatAya nathI. tyAre keTalAka jANe che paraMtu pramAda seve che. te puSpanI manorama ane pavitra bArIka pAMdaDIo kyAreka harSapUrvaka ochI vadhanI UghaDe che, kyAreka baMdha thAya che. e UghADa-baMdhanI kriyA avAra navAra thayA kare che,

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36 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha jyAre kaI premI jananA hRdayamAM premajharaNuM vahe che ane jijJAsA sahita tenI samIpa Ave che, tyAre te pu5 ati AnaMdita thAya che ane harSamAM AvI pitAnI bIDelI pAMdaDIerUpa dvAra khele che arthAt te premIne hoMza tema ja utsAhathI AvakAre che. sAthe sAthe kayAreka tene amRtarasathI bhIMjave che. kadIka sudhArasane nirmaLa dhodha varasAvIne e premI janane temAM huvarAvI taraboLa kare che. Ama tyAre banavuM zakartha thAya che ke jyAre premI tene atyaMta premathI cAhata hoya che. te ati suMdara puSpa che, ekaluM ne aTUluM. te kyAreya karamAtuM nathI, sadA jIvata ne khIlatuM rahe che. te satagrAhakanI pratIkSA niraMtara karatuM rahe che. e grAhaka na maLe te aNagame darzAvatuM nathI, kheda karatuM nathI, nirAzA sevatuM nathI, kAraNa ke te jANe che ke uttama vastunA grAhaka virala hoya che. tethI te te dhIra, gaMbhIra ane zAMta rahe che. paraMtu jayAre koI premIjana tene nehathI maLavA Icche che, tyAre tene AkarSavAnI tenI rItie camatkArika heya che. pitAnI avanavI rIte te AkarSavAnuM kArya karyA kare che, ane te kAryanuM pariNAma premI jana mATe bahu hitakArI thAya che. e nirmaLa ane pavitra puSpanI AkarSaNa rIte to juo! kyAreka te bahurUpI pu5 pitAnA raMga badalAve che,

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puSpa upara eka vicAra H 37 Acho pILe ke vAdaLI, namra gulAbI ke jAMbalI, Acho lIle kekesarI, te vaLI kayAreka meghadhanuSanI jema sAte raMganI eka sAthe dazya thatI suMdara AkRtirUpa darzananuM sarjana karI viramayatA pamADe che. kyAreka te pitAnA mIThAzabharyo simatathI AkarSe che, pharakatA smitathI jyAre te bane hoTha ughADe che, tyAre te mukhamAM amRtaprabhA prakAzita dekhAya che, sAcA janAra hoya te ja amRtabhegI thAya che. paraMtu evA sAcA sudaSTivAna kyAM che? kyAreka te nirmaLa puSpa suMdara DALInI Toca para rahIne mIThA mita sahitanAM madhura saMgItamAM lIna thAya che. kyAreka te divya saMgItane susvara cotarapha phelAve che. suhadayamAM premarasadhArA vahevaDAvanAra ne cittazAMti denAra e divya sUra, suMdara divya svarUpe hovA chatAM tene sAMbhaLanAra sukarNavALA sAcA puruSa kyAM che? kyAreka te te ja DALInA UMcA sthAna para rahIne maMda pavananI laharIo vacce AnaMdathI hIMcakA khAya che, AmathI tema Dole che, nRtya kare che ne premapUrvaka smita kare che, keI veLAe khaDakhaDATa hase che ane te badhI kriyAothI vAtAvaraNamAM apUrvatAnuM darzana sahajatAo khaDuM thAya che alaukika jhalAmAM khUlanAra, ekAMte AnaMdamagna rahenAra,

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38 : AdhyAtmika nidhA sattA sarvathA peAtAnI ja svarUpamastImAM masta rahenAra e ekalAM ane aTUlAM puSpane jonAra kathAM che ? vaLI kacAreka e puSpa premIone AkarSavA mATe daze dizAmAM sugadhanI pavitra saurabha prasarAve che. suga'dha aneka prakAranI athavA mizrarUpa hAya che. tene managamatI khAsa sugaMdha che, caMdananI, gulAmanI ane keMsaranI. suga'dhanI madhuratA ane mIThAzathI bhavyAtmAne peAtA tarapha khe'cavAnA e pavitra puSpanA parama ucca hetu hoya che. paraMtu e hetune saphaLa karavAvALA keTalA jIvA che ? e divya sugaMdhanA anubhava levA savRttivAna keTalA che ? ane kayAreka e suMdara puSpa peAtAnI suMdaratAnA khyAla ApavA, peAtAnI pavitratAnuM lakSa karAvavA, peAtAnI uttamatAnA uttama bedha ApavA, eka navI AzcaryakAraka rItanA upayAga kare che. te pAtAnI krinya pAMdaDIemAMthI teja kiraNA choDe che. divya prakAzanI divya rekhAo pAthare che. premanA prabhAva jo koInA hRdayamAM hoya te te amRtaprabhAnAM patiMtra dana karI zake che, tenAthI AkarSAI tenI sAthe ekapaNe thaI zake che, paNa tevA premaprabhAvavALA keTalA janA haze ?

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puSpa upara eka vicAra H 38 hA, A puSpa che, ekaluM ne aTUluM. e niraMtara premIjananI AturatAthI rAha jue che, pitAnI divya rItathI AkarSavA yatna kare che, premI sAthe bhaLI jaI ekarUpa thavA AkAMkSA seve che, chatAM keI na maLe tyAM sudhI dhIra ne gaMbhIra rahe che. e puSpa jagatanI AMkhe dazyarUpa thatuM nathI, melI daSTi hoya tyAM sudhI te joI zakAtuM nathI. bAhya saMpatti ne samRddhinA rAgI cha aMdha che. dhana, sattA ne kIrtinI lAlasAvALA melA che. teo rAganI AgamAM baLI jaLI rahyA che, tethI AtmAnA zItaLa bAgamAM teo pravezatA nathI. rAganA tyAgamAM anupama sukha ne nIrava zAMti che, evI temane kahapanA sarakhI paNa nathI. teo rAga ane dvezanI bhaThThImAM khUba zekAya che, dezathI kaleza ane dukha sadA vevA kare che. tema chatAM sRSTi sAva rUDA jevo viheNuM nathI, temAM sudaSTine pAmavAnA Icchaka jIva paNa che, te rUDA jI kuDA bhAvene tyAga kare che. AtmalakSI rUDA bhAvone paramAzraya le che. teo vivekI AMkhanA vadhatA jatA prakAzathI puchapanI pavitratA ane nirmaLatAne pArakhI le che. tenI samIpa AvavA ane bheTavA tatpara bane che. pAse AvanAramAMthI keTalAka pAchA vaLI jAya che,

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40 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdhe haDamata hArI jaI apUrva avasara cUkI jAya che, tenA mRdu ane pavitra sparzanA anubhavathI, tene niLa bhAvathI bheTavAnA ISTa sa tASathI, tenI sahaja zAMtinA upabhAgathI te vacita rahe che. kaiAI parama bhAgyavaMta satyapuruSAthI puruSa tathArupa anubhavI uttama puruSanA AzrayamAM rahI, AjJAmAM rahI temanI kRpAthI apUrva khaLa meLavI e puSpane bheTavA, tenI sAthe ekarupa thavA zauyatA upajAvI sadbhAgI thAya che. e premaLa puSpa ekalu ane aTUluM Ubhu` che. kAI eka puSpanA leAgI manavAnA AkAMkSI che. te pAtAnu' vI baLa nimitta pAmIne pragaTAve che. tenA hRdayamAMthI pavitra premanA jharA vahe che, aMtaramAM utsAha che, ullAsa che, uma'ga che. enA khaLa thakI te pelA alaukika puSpanI samIpa hiMmatabhera ane hAMzathI AgaLa vadhe che. puSpanuM madhura smita, tenI divya maneAharatA, tenI mIThI sugala, tenI prakAzamaya jAti, tenI adbhuta ane alaukika zItaLatA tenI pAse AvanAra bhAgyavata vyaktine vadhu ane ati vadhu baLathI khece che. e puruSAthI puruSa pavitra puSpa prati AkarSAya che. tenAmAM premAmRtanI dhArA varasavA mAMDe che.

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puSpa upara eka vicAra H 41 te suMdaratAthI zobhatuM dazya joIne puSpanI khuzIne pAra nathI, AnaMdanI avadhi nathI. te pitAnI bIDelI pAMdaDIo nehathI ughADe che, jema jema e bhAgyavaMta vadhu najIka AvatA jAya che, tema tema tene hetathI ane prItathI AvakAravA, kahe ke tene pitAnAmAM samAvI levA, puSpa pitAnI pAMdaDIe vadhu gheramAM vikasAve che. viryanA ane zauryanA ati prabaLa vegathI AzcaryakAraka eka jhapATe e bhAgyavaMta puSpanI vikaselI ne ughaDelI pAMdaDIomAM praveze che. pAMdaDIo sudhArasathI bharapUra che amRtaprabhAthI khUba suzobhita che. prabaLa vaya ane zauryathI zobhatA evA bhAgyavaMtanI daSTi puSpanI vikaselI ne ughaDelI pAMdaDIomAM sthira thAya che. pAMdaDIo sudhArasathI bharapUra che. amRta prabhAthI khUba suzobhita che. tenI sthira daSTinA pariNAme pupanI divyatA vadhu ne vadhu tenI najare caDe che ane tethI te pratyenuM tenuM AkarSaNa vadhu ne vadhu gheruM bane che. te bhAgyavaMtanuM dhyAna puSpanA manahararUpa upara kendrita thAya che, tyAre

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kara : AdhyAtmika nibadhe jANe kema te agamyapaNe puSpa pratye cA na heya! ane tenI sAthe eka rUpa thatuM na hoya! evI kalpanA paNa karI zakAya ke puSpanA dhyAnamAM ekAgra thayela te bhAgyavaMta jANe ke puSpanI vikaselI ane ughaDelI pAMdaDIomAM eka sukhada kedI tarIke pUrA na hoya! arthAt te bhAgyavaMta ane te puSpanuM koI divya ane apUrva milana thayuM hoya ema ja lAge! tene AnaMda apAra che. tene kevaLa advitIya sukha che, apUrva zAMti che. tethI te temAMthI bahAra AvavAnuM kema Icche ! puSpanA amRta rasAsvAdane te anubhava kare che. temAMthI nIkaLavuM tene kema game? paraMtu samayamaryAdA pUrI thatAM vIryabaLa nabaLuM paDe che ane amRtAnubhavamAMthI tene anicchAe nIkaLavuM paDe che ane nIkaLe che te paNa haju tenA aMtaramAM anubhavela divya AnaMdanI chAyA rahI che. apUrva AnaMda ane alaukIka zAMtino anubhava thaye hevAthI tenI vRtti pharI pharI puSpanI manoharatA ane divyatA prati vaLyA kare che. te anubhava mATenI IcchA tene vAraMvAra thayA kare che. puSpa te samakita.

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niSadha 4 thA jAtismRtijJAna pUrva bhAva athavA bhavAnA prasaMge| AdinI smRti thavI tene jAtismRtijJAna kahe che. matijJAnanA dhAraNA nAmanA bhedamAM A jJAna samAya che. matijJAnanA mukhyatAe cAra bheda che, (1) avagraha (ra) ihA (3) avAya ane (4) dhAraNA. te samajavA mATe aMgrejI zabde kramathI. A pramANe che: (1) Perception(2) Conception (3) Decision ane (4) Retention. A bheda jJAnanI uttAttara vizeSatA batAvanAra che. kaIka che' evu aspaSTa jJAna te avagraha; 'e e jANavA mATe aMdaramAM uhApAha thavA ane te A che ke te che' evA aspaSTa niNuM ya thavA te IhA; vizeSa vicAranA maLathI te A ja che,' evA spaSTa nirNuya te avAya; ane te ni ya aMdaramAM dRDhapaNe kAtarAI jAya ane TakI rahe te dhAraNA. che ? ' * < zu' kyAra jIvanAM bhaveAbhavanAM bhramaNa daramyAna teNe je je sAMbhaLyu hoya, vAMcyuM hoya, jANyu. hAya, vicAyu hoya, anuprekSaNa karyuM" hoya, anubhavyu. hAya, te te sava matijJAnamAM samAya che; ane je je viSAnI UMDI * A

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44 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdhe gherI chApa, vicAra, anuprekSaNa ane anubhavanA kAraNe AmAmAM paDI hoya. te te sarva saMskAro matijJAnanAM dhAraNabhedamAM samAya che. A saMskAro sArA vA narasA, sAcA vA khoTA, hitakArI vA ahitakArI hoI zake che; sArA ane sAcAne susaMskAra tathA narasA ane beTAne kusaMsakAra kahe che. asatya,hiMsAdinA vicArothI kusaMskArone tathA satya ahiMsAdinA vicArothI susaMskArano vArase maLe che. saMskAronA udayabaLathI te te viSayanuM jJAna svayaM upasI AvIne kAryazIla thAya che. Ama vicAratAM jaNAze ke dareka jIva pitAnuM vartana pUrvanA saMskAra ane anya jIva sAthenA saMbaMdhane AdhArita kare che. keTalAMka kAraNa temaja saMjogenI sahAyathI A pUrvanA saMskAra ke anya sAthe pitAne saMbaMdha smRtipaTa para aMkAI jAya che athavA te kerAI jAya che, ane vartamAna prasaMga ke vartananI kaDI bhUtakALanA keI bhavamAM maLI Ave che. A prakAranI smRti thavI tene jAtismRtijJAna kahevAya che. "sarSamAM janmathI krodhanuM vizeSapaNuM jovAmAM Ave che, pArevAne viSe janmathI nihi sakapaNuM jovAmAM Ave che, mAMkaDa Adi jatuone pakaDatAM tene pakaDavAthI duHkha thAya che evI bhayasaMjJA prathamathI tenA anubhavamAM rahI che tethI te nAsI javAno prayatna kare che; kaMIka prANImAM janmathI protinuM, kaMIkamAM samatAnuM, kaMIkamAM

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jAtismRtisAna H 45. vizeSa nirbhayatAnuM, kaMIkamAM gaMbhIratAnuM, kaMIkamAM vizeSa bhayasaMjJAnuM, kaMIkamAM kAmAdi pratye asaMgatAnuM ane kaMIkane AhArAdi viSe adhika adhika lubdhapaNAnuM vizeSapaNuM jovAmAM Ave che. e Adi bheda eTale krodhAdi saMjJAnA nyUnAdhikapaNa AdithI tema ja te te prakRtie janmathI sahacArIpaNe jovAmAM Ave che tethI tenuM kAraNa pUrvanA saMskAra ja saMbhave che." -zrImad rAjacaMdra bALakane dhAvatAM kaI zIkhavatuM nathI, chatAM tene svayaM AvaDe che te pUrvane saMskArabaLathI che. "huM deha chuM." e pUrvanA daDha karelA saMskAra svayaM sahaja phaLarUpa rahe che. A badhAM daSTAMte "dhAraNa"nAM che ane A parathI dhAraNAnuM mAhAsya keTaluM che te lakSagata thaze. savane pUrvabhavanI smRti kema thatI nathI? janmojanmanA anubhavenuM jJAna dhAraNamAM samAya che ane TakIne sthira rahe che, te tenuM smaraNa eTale pUrvabhavanuM jJAna darekane thavuM joIe ema lAge; paraMtu tema thatuM nathI e nakkara hakIkata che. pUrvabhavamAM game. teTaluM bhaNyA hoIe, game teTaluM jJAna saMpAdana karyuM hAya, te chatAM A bhavanA janmakALe tenI vismRti heya che. AthI vismRtinuM keI sabaLa kAraNa hovuM joIe, e praznanuM samAdhAna AtamajJa zrImad rAjacaMdrajInAM vacanathI samajIe.

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46 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha jema bAlyAvasthAne viSe je kaMI joyuM hoya athavA anubhavyuM hoya tenuM smaraNa vRddhAvasthAmAM keTalAkane thAya ne keTalAkane na thAya, tema pUrvabhavanuM bhAna keTalAkane rahe ne keTalAkane na rahe. na rahevAnuM kAraNa e che ke pUrva deha choDatAM bAhA padArthone viSe jIva vaLagI rahI maraNa kare che ane nava deha pAmI temAM ja Asakta rahe che, tene pUrva paryAyanuM bhAna rahe nahIM; AthI UlaTI rIte pravartanArane eTale avakAza rAkhyo hoya tene pUrva bhava anubhavavAmAM Ave che. pUrva paryAya choDatAM mRtyu Adi vedanAnA kAraNane laIne, deha dhAraNa karatAM garbhAvAsane laIne, bAlapaNAmAM mUDhapaNane laIne ane vartamAna dehamAM ati lInatAne laIne pUrvaparyAyanI smRti karavAno avakAza ja maLato nathI; tathApi jema garbhAvAsa tathA bAlapaNuM smRtimAM rahe nahIM tethI karIne te nahetAM ema nathI, tema uparanAM kAraNone laIne pUrva paryAya mRtimAM rahe nahIM tethI karIne te nahotA ema kahevAya nahI. jevI rIte AMbA Adi vRkSenI kalama karavAmAM Ave che temAM sAnukULatA hoya te thAya che, tema ja pUrva paryAyanI smRti karavAne kSayapazama Adi sAnukULatA (gyatA) hoya te jAtimaraNajJAna thAya. pUrva saMjJA kAyama rahevI joIe. asaMsIne bhava AvavAthI jAtimaraNajJAna na thAya." pUrvabhavanI vismRti thavAnuM kAraNa jJAnane gADha

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jAtismRtijJAna ? 47 AvaraNa AvI javuM te che; ane gADha AvaraNanAM kAraNe che: (1) pUrva deha choDatAM jIvane upaga deha ane bAhya padArthomAM cITakI rahIne dehatyAga tha, (2) garbhAvAsanAM duHkhanuM vadana dehAsaktipUrvaka thavuM, (3) janmaveLAnI vedanA prasaktabhAve sahevI, (4) "deha te-huM" e bhAvanuM niraMtara smaraNa. A pramANe mukhyapaNe ane vizeSa karIne bahulatAe banatuM hovAthI pUrvabhavanI smRti thavI durlabha thAya che. keI viralA jIvane jAtismaraNajJAnane uttama lAbha maLe che; sarvane te lAbhanI prApti thavI asaMbhavita che. najAtismRtijJAna kene thavuM saMbhave che? matijJAnAvaraNa gADhapaNe baMdhAvAnAM kAraNe upara jaNAvyAM, tethI UlaTuM nyUnAvikapaNe banyuM hoya te pUrvabhavanI smRti AvavI zakya thAya che. pUrvadeha choDatAM eTale maraNa samaye jIvana upayoga dehamAM tIvrapaNe vaLagI rahyo na hoya, dehAsaktinI prabaLatA keTalAka aMze maMda hoya, tathA na deha dhAraNa karI garbhavAsamAM rahetAM tathA janma thatAM dehAsaktinuM koI prakAre madapaNuM hoya te jAtismRtijJAna tenA pramANamAM pragaTe che. niyama e che ke jeTalA aMze dehAsaktinuM tIvapaNuM, teTalA aMze jJAnAvaraNanuM gADhapaNuM ane jeTalA aMze dehAsaktinuM maMdapaNuM, teTalA aMze jJAnAvaraNanuM jUnapaNuM.

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48 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho A rIte mohanIya ane jJAnAvaraNa karmo vacce gADha saMbaMdha che. - mithyAtvasahita ajJAnadazA hoya te paNa pUrvokta kAraNasara jAtismRtijJAna thavuM saMbhave che. te jJAna sAta varSanI vaya pUrNa thatAM pahelAM thayuM hoya ane tapAsamAM satya jaNAyuM hoya te paNa tenI vismRti thaDA ja kALamAM thaI jAya che, ane te paramAthe upakArI thaI zakatuM nathI. AThamA varSanA prAraMbha pachI game te vaye pUrvabhavanA jJAnane ughADa thaye haya, to te TakI rahe che ane AtmajJAnanA apUrva lAbhane adhikArI banAve che. A rIte jAtismaraNajJAnanuM mAhAsya ghaNuM moTuM che. A jJAna manuSya, deva, nAraka ane saMjJI paMcendriya tiyaca ema cAreya gatinA jIvone thaI zake che. dehatyAganA avasare samakitI jInA bhAve dharmamaya ane prabhumaya hoya che arthAt dehAtmabhAva hete nathI, tethI temanuM jJAnAvaraNa tathA darzanAvaraNa haLavuM thaI jAya che. te kAraNe temanA chevaTanA tIvra ke maMda dharmabhAvanusAra temane bIjA bhavamAM jAtismRtijJAna vaheluM ke meDu, bAlavayamAM, kizoravayamAM ke yuvAvayamAM thavAnA yoga sahaja Ave che ne upakArI thAya che. jeTalI jJAna ane svabhAva dazA UMcI, teTalI pUrvabhavanI smRti jaladI Ave che. AthI jJAnI puruSone bIjA bhavamAM pUrvabhAnuM jJAna avazya thAya che.'

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ati smRtijJAna : 49 cArathI cha sAta varSanI uMmaranA bALakone pUrvabhavanI keTalIka smRti AvyAnA ane tapAsane aMte satya hevAnA dAkhalAo noMdhAyA che. chApAo ke pustako dvArA te jANavAmAM AvyA haze, paraMtu uMmara vadhatAM bALaka meTuM thayA pachI AvelI samRti cAlI gaI hoya che ane Azcarya te e che ke keTalAka kissAmAM tene jAtismRtijJAnathI jANela prasaMgonI yAdI devA chatAM tevI smRti thayAnI paNa vismRti thaI jAya che. tenA kAraNamAM upara jaNAvyA pramANe pUrvadehanA tyAganA samaye keI prakAre dehAsaktinuM keI aMze maMdapaNuM hatuM ane tene lAbha kaI pragaTa ke apragaTa nimittane pAmIne tene thaye ane bAdamAM jJAnAvaraNanA bhAre udayathI jJAnanI viramRti paNa thaI. te ja bALakane pharIthI sAta varSanI uMmara vItyA pachI pUrvabhavanuM jJAna thAya to te TakI rahe che, pUrve Avela ane vismRta thayela jAtismRtijJAnanI kaDI sAthe joDAI AgaLa ne AgaLa vadhe che eTale navA navA prasaMgo ane anya cha sAthenA saMbaMdhe- saga-- paNa samaraNamAM AvatAM jAya che. A jJAna tenAM jIvananAM vaheNune AmUla parivartana lAvI badalAve che ane parama upakArI thAya che. jAtismRtijJAnanA prakAre ? A jJAnane sAmAnya ane mukhya ema be prakAramAM vahecI zakAya; ane te banenA bheda paNa ghaNuM che. A. 4

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50 : AdhyAtmika nibadhA sAyAnya prakAramAM Avela smRtinI asara upara uparanI, AchI ane tarata bhUsAI jAya tevI hoya che. ghaNIvAra te smRti para dhyAna devAmAM AvatuM nathI; tenuM kAI aMze mAhAtmya che chatAM te paratve durlakSa apAya che, AthI te jJAnanA vikAsa thatA aTake che. jo te pratye upayeAga devAmAM Ave, athavA te guptajJAnanAM niSNAta anubhavI puruSa pAsethI mAdana meLanIceAgya yatna karavAmAM Ave tA, te jJAna vikasita karI zakAya, teneA cita lAbha meLavI zakAya ane satya jIvana tarapha prayANu karI zakAya. sAmAnya jAtismRtijJAnanAM dRSTAMta A rahyAM : koI ajANyA ane aparicita sthaLe ekalA athavA koI mitrAdi sAthe pharavA gayA hoIe; sthaLanu saudaryAM, AjukhAnA makAnAnI kaLAtmaka racanA, suMdara zerIo ane rastAo vagere haSathI jotAM hAI e, tevAmAM kAI racanA ke raste jotAM koI kAraNa vinA ekAeka kSaNa mAtra stabdha thaI javAya, sthira thaI javAya ane tatkALa aMdaramAM te dRzya paricita heAya evuM sukhada bhAna thAya, tevu' kayAMka kayAreka paNa joyuM che evI smRtine jhabakArI Ave te A jJAnamAM samAya che, ekalA hAIe tA kadIka kAM' ane 'kevI rIte" joyu che te jANavAnI jijJAsAthI uhApoha thavA sAva che ane te veLAe jJAnAvaraNa haLavu hoya te sa`khanAnA riNAme '

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jAtismRtijJAna : 51 - pUrvanuM citra tAdazya thAya che. paraMtu Ama mAtra kyAreka bane che. samuhanI sAthe hoIe te kAM to te mRtinI upekSA karAya che ane kAM to kUtuhalatAthI te vAta sAthIdArone kahevAmAM Ave che. vizeSa vicAraNA mATe dhyAna devAmAM AvatuM nathI. kaI vakhata rastAmAM cAlatAM jatA hoIe ane sAme keI ajANuM vyakti, strI, puruSa ke bALaka daSTi sanmukha thatAM ekAeka aMdaranA UMDANamAMthI bhAva upasI Ave ke tene cahero paricita lAge che ane kyAMya paNa je hoya tevI jhAMkhI thAya che. te pUrva paricayanI jhAMkhI te paNa jAtismRtijJAnano eka prakAra che. ghaNuM karIne jenAra A prasaMgane sAmAnyapaNAmAM gaNe che athavA "ghaNAne joyA hoya te badhuM smRtimAM DuM rahe!" ema mana manAvI prasaMganI upekSA kare che athavA samAna mukhAkRtivALAM keTalAMka hoya che tethI kaMIka bhUla thaI haze ema mAnI saMtoSa le che athavA kadApi pUrve joyela haze te bhAve tema ho paNa atyAre. tenuM kaMI prayajana nathI ema dhArI manane vALI le che. kavacit evuM bane che ke smRtinA baLathI Azcaryamugdha thayela jenAra vyakti anya vyaktine pUche che, "tamAruM nAma suMdaradAsane?" uttaramAM bIjI vyakti jyAre nA. pADe che tyAre te kahe che, "mApha karajo, mArI bhUla thaI." ema kahI chUTA paDe che. pAchaLathI prathama vyakti

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para H AdhyAtmika nibaMdha vicAre che ke suMdaradAsa nAmanI kaMI vyaktithI pote paricita nathI chatAM te nAma haiye AvI hoThathI kema bolAyuM haze? vidhinI vicitratA ke mananI kalpanA gaNI te praznane upazamAve che ane prasaMgane vismRta kare che. A pUrvabhavanA prasaMganI kSaNika smRti che. koI veLA savajana, saMbaMdhIo ke mitro ekaThAM maLI avanavA anubhava prasaMgenI vAta karatA hoya, haLavA athavA bhAre dilathI carcA thatI hoya, tyAre keIne kaI prasaMga athavA siddhAMta vAta pite jANelI athavA anubhavelI hoya evuM aMtaramAM bhAsana thAya, te jAti smRtijJAnanA sAmAnya prakAramAM lekhAya. ahIM te zrotAnuM citta, varNa ta thatA anubhava prasaMgamAM ekAeka lIna thAya; aMdaramAM thoDI kSaNe sudhI uhApoha thayo hoya che ane sAMbhaLelI vAta pitAne paricita che ema lAge che. tenI stabdhatA joI jyAre bIjA tenAM kAraNa mATe prazna kare che, tyAre te pitAnI vAta jema che tema kahI batAve che. sahune thoDuM Azcarya thAya che; keI tene abhinaMdana Ape che; kaI e A jJAna saMbaMdhI jANyuM hoya, ke vAMcyuM hoya te A zakti keLavavAnI umadA salAha Ape che, keI tene kalpanAzIla UrmivALe gaNI anubhavane kalpanAnA pratibiMba tarIke oLakhAve che ane tene kalapanAmAM na rAcatAM, mananI nirbaLatA aTakAvavAnI saluNI zikSA Ape che. tema chatAM e anubhava sAmAnya

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jAtismRtijJAna : para jAtismRtijJAnane eka nAnakaDo bhAga che. vaLI kaI veLA zAMta cittathI ane rasAsvAdapUrvaka koI vArtAne graMtha ke navalakathA ke AdhyAmika zAstra ke anya ke I pustaka vAMcatA heIe, tyAre temAMnI keI vAta athavA te prasaMga jANe pote kyAreka anubhave hoya tevI spaSTa chApa aMdarathI upasI Ave te samajavuM ke te jAtismRtijJAnane koI prakAra che. sAmAnya rIte te vAMcatI vakhate citta ekAeka sthira thAya che, te sthiratA thoDI kSaNa mATe hoya che ane teTalA ati a95 kALamAM pUrvAnubhavanI smRti sanmukha thAya che. AvuM kyAMka jANyuM che agara anubhavyuM che tenI jANa thAya che. pachI khUba vicAra karatAM A bhavamAM te tevuM kAMI banyuM nathI tenI khAtarI thAya che tyAre anubhavanA samAdhAnane prazna koyaDArUpa bane che; ukela jaDI zakato nathI tethI mUMjhavaNa bharela prazna chUTI jAya che. keIka virala vyakti ja tene aMta lAvavA prayatna kare che ane bhAgyazALI thAya che. sarvane mATe A kArya thavuM sulabha nathI. sulabha thavA mATe pUrI jijJAsA, utsAha, khaMta ane dhIraja hevAM ghaTe che. koI kuTuMba sAthe oLakhANa thatAM athavA oLakhANa vadhyA pachI vizeSa paricayamAM AvatAM, tenAM keTalAka sabhya potAnA hoya tema aMtaramAM preraNA thAya, pArakAM nathI ema lAge tathA svAbhAvika premanuM saphuraNa

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14: AdhyAtmika nibaMdha vahevA mAMDe te mAnavuM ke AtmAe kaI pUrvabhavanAM saMbaMdhanI aMdaramAM smRti lIdhI che ane pote pitAne preraNA ApI tenI jANa pragaTa karI che. A prakArane anubhava jAtismRtijJAnamAM Ave che ane atyAra sudhI jaNAvela anubhave karatAM A anubhava viziSTa prakArane ane ucca kakSAno che. A prakArano anubhava ghaNuM karI AtmajJAnanA prakAza thaI jJAnadazA vadhyA pachI thAya che; tethI vismRti thatI nathI eTaluM ja nahIM paNa anubhavanAra jJAnI puruSa te vyaktionA AtmakalyANanI sAdhanAmAM uttama nimitta thAya che, temane adhyAtmamAgamAM prere che ane mArga para caDAve che. mukhya jAtismRtijJAna : A bIjA bhedane paNa be vibhAgamAM vaheMcI zakAya, (1) AtmajJAna prathamanuM ane (2) AtmajJAna pachInuM jAtismRtijJA na. agAu jaNAvyuM te pramANe AtmajJAna prathamanuM jAtismRtijJAna sAta varSanI vaya pahelAM thayuM hoya te te bhUlI javAya che ane paramAthe upakArI thatuM nathI. te vaya sudhImAM pUrvabhavanI smRtimAM pitAnuM janmasthaLa, gAma, nAma uparAMta potAnA kuTuMbIjano jevAM ke mA, bApa, patnI, putrAdinuM nAma sahita jJAna Ave che. AvA ghaNAM satyasvarUpa dAMte chApAM ke pustaka dvArA jANavAmAM AvyA che ne AvyA karaze. ' .

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" jatisamRtijJAna : papa sAta varSanI vaya vItAvyA bAda game tyAre pUrvabhavanA prasaMga ke prasaMgenuM jJAna atyaMta upakArI thAya che; kemake te jAtismRtijJAna tene AtmajJAnanI prApti mATe adhikArI banAve che. te jJAnanA apUrva prabhAvathI pUrve pite hate, vartamAne che ema jaNAyAthI AtmAnA astitva ane nityatvanI pratIti Ave che. vaLI vizeSa vicArathI pitAne thatA zubha azubha bhAve tathA dehAda saMbaMdhe sukha duHkhanuM vedana letAM pite ja kameno kartAbhoktA che ema zraddhA thAya che ane vicAranI zreNI mAM AgaLa vadhatAM zubhAzubha bhAvanuM maMdapaNuM ane kSINapaNuM anubhavagamya haI tene kSaya paNa thaI zake e zraddhAbhAva Ave che, eTale mekSa che ema aMdaramAM zraddhA Ave che tathA bhAvane kSaya karavA mATe saMyamAdi sAdhana upayogamAM levAya te siddhi maLe e vAta tenA hRdayamAM sahajatAe utarI jAya che. A rIte AtmAnAM cha pada tenI zraddhAmAM AvatAM AtmAnubhavarUpa AtmadazA prApta thavI sulabha thAya che, kemake tenI jijJAsAthI tene yathAegya nimitta maLI rahe che. AtmajJAna thavA prathamanuM ane sAta varSanI vaya pachInuM jAtismRtijJAna A rIte atyaMta upayogI, lAbhadAyI ane upakArI che. te pragaTavAnA nimittamAM vartamAne banela keI gaMbhIra prasaMga ke prasaMgo ane tenI ADamA para paDelI gherI UMDI chApa hoya che, te

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56 : Atmika nibaMdha gherI chApane lIdhe aMtaraMgamAM "A zuM?", "Ama kema ane zA mATe?" "te zuM haze?" vagere praznothI AtmA gherAya che ane samAdhAna mATe parama jijJAsAthI uhApoha karatAM karatAM UMDA ciMtanamAM paDI jAya che. ciMtananI guphAmAM pravezatAM jANe thAka lAge heya ne UMghamAM paDI javAya athavA jANe dhakkAnI kaLa UtarI gaI hoya ne zAMtimAM DUbI javAya tema te bAhya vAtAvaraNanI asarathI mukta thaI sthira, zAMta ane zUnya thAya che. tevI sthiratAvALI sthitimAM pUrvabhavamAM banelA prasaMganI smRti AvI, tAdazya citra khaDuM thAya che ane praznarUpa koyaDAne sukhada ukela maLI Ave che. AtmajJAna thayA pachInuM jAti samRtijJAna ghaNuM karIne vahelA athavA meDA thAya ja che ane te sahajapaNa Ave che. lagabhaga darekane pUrve pote keNa hato? konA saMbaMdhamAM kevI rIte hate? pote zuM karyuM haze? dharmArAdhana, leke pogI satkAryo vagere kevAM karyA haze ? e Adi bhA thayA hoya che. tethI te prakAranAM karmo baMdhAI, nikAcita thaI udayagata thAya che tyAre pUrve anubhavelA prasaMgo ane tenI vAta smRtimAM Ave che je sadagurune nimittathI pitAne jJAna thayuM che, te gurudeva sAthe pitAnA pUrva saMbaMdho kevA prakAranA hatA e vagere vigatanuM jJAna tene thAya che. saMsAra sagapaNanA saMbaMdho, satsaMgasaMbaMdhe, pAramArthika saMbadhe jema hatA

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jAtismRtijJAna H 57 tema dhIme dhIme, TukaDe TukaDe athavA saLaMga smRtimAM prakAzita thAya che. jema jema matijJAna nirmAMLatAne pAmatu jAya che ane AtmadazA uccatAnAM eka pachI eka zikharane prApta thatI jAya che, tema tema pUnA bhavA vadhAre ne vadhAre jJAnaSTimAM Ave che; prasa`geA ne bhavAnI saMkhyAnI smRtinuM pramANa vadhI jAya che. jJAnI puruSone vamAna pAmatAM jAtismRtijJAnathI uttama lAbha e thAya che ke temanA aMtaramAM rahela vairAgya vizeSa vizeSa prakrIpta thAya che, rAgAdi bhAvA para adbhuta kANu prakAzita thaI parama udAsInatA pragaTa thAya che ane sayamanA suvAsita phUlaDAM maghamaghI UThI, AtmAnI jyAtinAM tejane vizeSa ajavALI tejomaya banAve che. Avu' che adbhuta sAmarthya jAtismRtijJAnanu; AvI che te pavitra jJAnanI camatkRti; AveA che tenA parama upakArI prabhAva ! jAtismRtijJAna thavAnAM nimittoH " A kALamAM paNa kAI kAI mahAtmAe gatabhavane jAtismaraNajJAna vaDe jANI zake che; je jANavuM kalpita nahIM paNu samyak hAya che. utkRSTa saMvega, jJAnayoga ane satsa`gathI paNa e jJAna prApta thAya che, eTale zu ke te bhUtabhava pratyakSa anubhavarUpa thAya che. "jyAM sudhI bhUtabhava anubhavagamya na thAya tyAM sudhI bhaviSyakALatu dharma prayatna zaMkAsaDha mAtmA karyo

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58 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho kare che ane zaMkAsaha prayatna te cogya siddhi ApatuM nathI. "punarjanma che" ATaluM parokSe-pratyakSe niHzaMkatva je puruSane prApta thayuM nathI, te puruSane AtmajJAna prApta thayuM hoya ema zAstrazalI kahetI nathI." -zrImad rAjacaMdrajI, patrAMka (64) sAmAnya jatismRtijJAnanA prakAranuM varNana AgaLa. ApyuM hatuM tyAM te jJAna thavAnAM sAmAnya nimitte jaNavyA hatA, jemake pUrve jeyela sthaLa athavA dazya pUrve sAMbhaLelI vAta athavA prasaMgakathA e Adi bIjA bhave punaH anubhavamAM AvavAM. ahIM mukhya jAtismRtijJAna udbhavavAnAM kAraNe darzAvyA che ane te khUba ja mahatvanA che. temAM prathama che utkRSTa saMvega. saMvega. zabdano artha che samyapha prakArane vega; AtmAnA bhAvanI gati parabhAvathI chUTI svabhAva tarapha vaLI uccatama starane pahoMcavAnI utkRSTa abhilASA te saMvega; athavA AtmAnI parama zuddhatAnI eTale mokSanI parama IcchA te saMvega. savega AvavAnuM kAraNa che niveda eTale saMsArasukhanI anabhiruci, nirveda avasthA zraddhAnA baLathI janma pAme che; zraddhA eTale anitya ane azaraNarUpa saMsAranuM satyasvarUpa ane caitanyanuM nityatva tathA sahaja aLyA. bAdha sukhasvarUpa batAvanAra puruSanAM amRtavacanamAM. tallInatA. AthI ja anaMtakALathI rakhaDatA, 2jhaLatA ane saMsAra dukhanI lAte khAtA zuddha cetanyasvarUpa nija mAnI.

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jAtismRtijJAna : 18 dayA, ane anukaMpA AvatAM te ja svarUpa pragaTa karavAnI hoMza, jijJAsA tathA tAlAvelI jAgavAthI, te bhAvamAM ramyA karavAthI, citta tyAM coMTI rahetuM hovAthI, "huM keNa chuM? kyAMthI thaye ? zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM?" enA vicAramAM lIna thavAthI eka subhaga paLe jAtismRtijJAna pragaTa thAya che. bIjuM nimitta kAraNa che, jJAnaga. jJAna eTale tatvajJAna ane pega eTale joDAvuM, ekarUpa thavuM, ekatAra thavuM; AthI jJAnaga eTale je trikALI zuddha anupama tattva che, temAM ekatAra thavAne satya puruSArtha e jJAnaga. tenI prApti mATenAM je je sAdhana che temAM ekala lAvI niSThApUrvaka sAdhanA karavI te paNa jJAnaga. mAM samAya che. jJAnayegamAM mukhyapaNuM nija zuddhA-mAnuM che; pradhAna avalaMbana tenuM ja che; ekalakSI dayeyabiMdu paNa te ja che. sAdhanAkALamAM udAsInatAsaMyukta cittasthiratA jyAre sadbhAgyayoge AvI jAya che, ane mana bAhya upAdhithI virakta thaI zAMta thAya che, tyAre pUrve kaI veLAe gatabhava jANavAnI jijJAsAe karI, nikAcita karmabaMdhana upArjana karyuM hoya te udayagata thatAM pUrva lAva vA bhave maraNarUpa thAya che, kyAreka vaLI pUrve ArAdhana karelAM jana, upavana Adi kSetro, jJAnacarcA Adi prasaMgo ane dhyAna samAdhigo divya dRSTi sanmukha tAdeya thAya che. . . . .

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60 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha trIjuM kAraNa satsaMga kahyuM che. satsaMganuM mAhAmya apAra che; tenAM uttama phaLothI te utkRSTatAe zobhe che. "satsaMga maLyo ke tenA prabhAva vaDe vAMchita siddhi thaI ja paDI che. game tevA pavitra thavAne mATe satsaMga zreSTha sAdhana che. satsaMgano sAmAnya artha eTale ke uttamane sahavAsa....AtmAne satya raMga caDhAve te satsaMga...jyAM zAstronAM suMdara prazno thAya, jyAM uttama jJAna-thAnanI sukathA thAya, jyAM satparunAM caritra para vicAra baMdhAya, jyAM tattvajJAnanA taraMganI laherIo chUTe, jyAM saraLa svabhAvathI siddhAMta vicAra carcAya, jyAM mekSajanya kathana para puSkaLa vivecana thAya e satsaMga te mahAdurlabha che. pitAnI samAgane viSe yogyatA jevI che, tevI cegyatA dharAvanArA puruSane saMga te satsaMga kahyo che. moTA puruSanA saMgamAM nivAsa che, tene ame parama satsaMga kahIe chIe, kAraNa enA jevuM parama hitasvI sAdhana A jagatamAM ame joyuM nathI ane sAMbhaLyuM nathI." aciMtya jenuM mAhAtamya che evuM satsagarUpI kalpavRkSa prApta thaye, jIva daridra rahe ema bane te A jagatane viSe te agiyAramuM Azcarya ja che. " -zrImad rAjacaMdrajI sapuruSa ke jJAnI puruSanA pavitra satsaMgane apUrva coga prApta tha ke dulabha che, te paNa kaI mahA

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jatiraskRtisAna H 61. paramArtha puNyanA udaye te jaga bane tyAre pUrvabhavanI mRti thavI sulabha thAya che; pitAnuM jJAna-darzanane AvaraNa karanAruM karma haLavuM hovuM joIe e niyama te che ja. evA puruSanI zAMta mukhamudrAnA darzana, pavitra hRdayagaMgAmAMthI pravahatI amRtasvarUpa vANuM e AdinA prabhAvathI satsaMgInA aMtaramAM jAgRti Ave che ane ethI prabhAvita thayeluM tenuM citta ciMtananI UDI guphAmAM sarI paDe che ane gatabhavamAM te puruSa sAthe thayela samAgama yoga tathA bIjA prasaMgarUpa mauktiko tenA hAthamAM Ave che. koI vAra samasvabhAvI ane pitAnA jevI cagyatA dharAvanAra puruSa sAthe satsaMga, jemAM AtmAnA vaibhavanI sukathA thatI hoya, sapuruSanA guNasamUhanI vahAlI kathanI kahevAtI hoya ane AnaMdataraMganI laherIe chUTatI hoya, tevA amUlya satsaMgathI paNa citta zAMta thAya che, rAgadveSanI pariNatirUpa sAMkaLa tUTI jAya che ane hRdaya AnaMdavibhera banI ekAgra ane sthira thatAM pUrvabhavanuM jJAna pragaTa thAya che. Ama A traNe nimittakAraNothI bhUtabhava pratyakSa anubhavarUpa thAya che eTale manaHcakSu samakSa te dazyarUpa thAya che. jAtismaraNajJAnanuM mAhAsya darzAvatAM vacano zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe prakAzyAM te mujaba jyAM sudhI gatabhava anubhavagamya na thAya tyAM sudhI dharmaprayatna

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ka2 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdho zaMkAsa thatuM hovAthI yogya siddhi ApatuM nathI. jAtigRti jJAna thavAthI AtmAnA astitva ane nitya saMbaMdhe niHzaMkapaNuM Ave che. A niHzaMkatA parokSapaNe athavA pratyakSapaNe thavI ja joIe; te na hoya tyAM sudhI AtmajJAna thayuM hoya ema zAsalI kahetI nathI. ene artha e thaze ke pitAne pUrvabhava kAM te potAnA jAtismaraNajJAnathI pite jANe ane niHzaMka thAya athavA kaI saddaguru kahI batAve eTale pakSapaNe jANe ane te kAraNathI niHzaMka thAya. keIvAra zrI saddaguru pUrva bhavane koI agatyano prasaMga jaNAve che tyAre ziSyanA jJAna ADene paDade khasI jAya che ane pitAne tenI mRti pratyakSapaNe Ave che, te vaLI keIvAra jJAnAvara gya tema darzanAvaraNIya karmo bhAre udayamAM hoya tethI zrI gurue kahelI gatabhavanI kathA pote smRtimAM na lAvI zake te paNa tenI zrI gurudevamAM aDela zraddhA hovAne lIdhe te vAtane niHzaMkapaNe svIkAra tenA AtmAmAM thAya che ane tyAM ja pariNAma pAme che. ema paNa bane che ke kyAreka puruSa pitAnA addabhuta vacanabaLathI keI manuSya ke saMjJI paMcendriya tiryaMcanA jIvane tenA kalyANArthe bodha Ape che, pUrvabhavane prasaMga kahI saMbhaLAve che ane tenI smRti karAve che. zAstramAM AvA ghaNA daSTAMte suprasiddha che, jemAM zrI mahAvIra prabhue caMDakozI nAgane pratibodhIne jAtismaraNajJAna karAyuM hatuM te pradhAnatAe zobhe che.

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jatismRtijJAna : 63 jAtismRtijJAna cAre gatiomAM thAya che. zrI jinezvaradevane siddhAMta che ke AtmajJAnanI prAptinAM nimittomAM jAtismRtijJAna paNa eka kAraNa che ane tene lAbha manuSya, deva, nArakI tathA tiryaMcagatinA saMjJI jIvane maLI zake che. jAtismRtijJAna thavAnAM nimi. tonuM vivecana pUrva apAI gayuM che. A jJAnanI prApti sarva gatinI apekSAe manuSyagatimAM vizeSatAo ane sulabhatAe thAya che. manuSya pitA thakI ke paranA nimitta thakI te jJAna meLavI zake che; nArakI mukhyatAe potAnA ja baLathI ane kavacit ja paranA AzrayathI pUrvabhavanI mRti kare che; narakagatinA jIvanamAM kaI kaI ja tevuM jJAna levA bhAgyazALI thAya che; saMjJI tiya"ca jIvomAM utpanna thatuM A jJAna mukhyatAo paranA badha ane AlaMbana upara AdhArita che, apavAdamAM kayAreka ja pitA thakI thAya. ' have devagatinA cha saMbaMdhe vicArIe. A gatimAM sarva jIvone janmathI ja sahaja avadhijJAna heya che, tenA upayogathI te ja pitAnA gatabhava jevA jANavA samartha che. avadhijJAnanuM nyUnAdhika paNuM bhale he, paNa teo badhA gatabhava te joI jANI zake che, ane jyAre tema che te pUrvabhavanuM jJAna thatuM hovAnA kAraNe te samasta jIve AtmajJAnanI prAptinA adhikArI niyama mujaba thAya che, paraMtu te sarvane samakita thatuM nathI e

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64: AdhyAtmika nibaMdho paNa satya hakIkata che. te tenuM kAraNa zuM? gatabhava jevA jANavAnuM kArya matijJAnathI ( jAtisamRtijJAnathI) tathA avadhijJAnathI thAya che. tyAM upayoganI daSTie samAnatA ane phaLanI apekSAe bhinnatA zA mATe? te bane jJAna vacce taphAvata che? A prazna jarUra upasthita thAya (nArakI jIvone paNa janmathI sahaja alpa avadhijJAna che eTale tyAM paNa te ja prazna uddabhava pAme che). tenA samAdhAna mATe ATaluM vicAravuM egya che. avadhijJAnamAM upayoga mUkavo paDe che te kharuM che, paraMtu te sahaja che ane tyAM UMDuM ciMtana nathI, jAti mRtijJAna vakhate UMDA ciMtanamAM paDI javAya che; avavijJAnamAM vizeSa jijJAsA, uhApoha temaja jharaNuM nathI, jyAre te badhI avasthAe jAtismRtijJAna letI veLAe heya che; avadhijJAnamAM aMtara sthiratA nathI, bIjAmAM che; pahelAmAM vairAgyanI jhalaka paNa nathI jyAre bIjAmAM vairAgyanuM mukhyapaNuM che. AthI avadhijJAnathI pUrvabhava jevA jANavA chatAM te prasaMga ke prasaMgenI AmAM para virAgyabhAvanI asara thavA pAmatI nathI, AtmAnA astitva, nityasva Adi pada saMbaMdhe suvicAraNuM karavA jeTale avakAza nathI hotuM ane tethI jevA jANavAnuM kArya Indriyo ane mananA kAryonI peThe sAmAnya thaI jAya che, paraMtu jAtismRtijJAnathI jANela pUrvabhavane prasaMga (prasaMge) vizeSa vairAgyane prere che, tenI AtmA para

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RtismRtijJAna : pa dRDha ane gADha chApa paDe che, tethI viziSTa prakAranI suvicAraNAnA janma thAya che ane vRtti svarUpa pratIti karavA prati vaLe che. A parathI jaNAze ke debane tathA nArakIne pUrvabhavanuM jJAna, adhijJAna dvArA thatu hovA chatAM te AtmajJAna mATe adhikArIpaNuM AyavA samartha nathI. te ja pramANe manuSya ane tiya ca( sa'nI )gatinA kAI kAI ajJAna jIvAne paNa avadhijJAna thavAnuM zrI jine svIkAyu' che ane tema chatAM te jJAna te jIvAne paramArthe upakArI thavAnuM kahyu' nathI; tenu" kAraNu uparanA vivecanathI jAvu'. ajJAnadRSTi jIvene je adhijJAna che tene kuavadhijJAna kahyu' che; kemake matijJAnanI samala sthitine lIdhe kaI kaI nija kalpanAe avadhijJAnamAM pAchA athavA vadhatA pramANamAM bhaLI jAya che ane jJAnane dUSita kare che; te jJAnamAM satya ane asatyanu mizraNa hoya che; kayAreka kalpanAnAM khaLathI kaMIka juduM jue che, tema jANe che. sa'nI tiyaca gatinA jIvAne ghaNuM karI jJAnI puruSanA parama upakArI nimittathI jAtismRtijJAna thAya che; keAIka ja jIvane pUrva sakArAnI jAgRtithI te jJAna thavu' sa'bhave che. phAI jIve dhamabhAvamAM ajJAnapaNe rahI ArAdhana karyu hoya tyAre athavA tyAra pachI mAyA kapaTTAkrinA utArI pADe evA dASA karyo DAya tevA jIvane pUrvanuM zubha ArAdhana karyAnI smRti du:khAnA vedanakALe A. 5

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66 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha thavA saMbhava che; A dukha zAthI, zA mATe e praznanA samAdhAna mATe aMtaramAM thate uhApoha kavacit jAtimRtijJAna utpana kare che. narakagatine cha mATe paNa upara kahyuM tema samajavuM. te uparAMta uparanI narakamAM vasatA nAkIene pitAnA pUrva bhAvanA keI samyaphadaSTi mitradeva jAtismRtijJAna karAve che athavA bhAvi tIrthakara jevA samyakdaSTi mahAtmAo-jeo pitAnI pUrvane bhUlone lIdhe narakagatine varyA hoya, teo anya traNAnubaMdhI nArakIone pUrvanI smRti karAvI temanuM kalyANa kare che. samyaphadakiTa mahAtmAo jyAM hoya tyAM mAtra kalyANanuM kArya karatA hoya che, temanuM jIvana pitAnAM karmonI. nivRtti mATe ane lokahitanI AvRtti mATe hoya che. jAtisamRtajJAnavAna gata bhava kevI rIte dekhe che? A saMbaMdhamAM paramakR5 AtmajJAnI zrImadda rAjacaMdrajInAM vacano ahIM utArIe chIe. nAnapaNe koI gAma, vastu Adi joyAM hoya ane meTapaNe koI prasaMge te gAmAdinuM AtmAmAM smaraNa thAya che te vakhate, te gAmAdinuM AmAmAM je prakAre bhAna thAya che, te prakAre jAtismaraNa jJAnavAnane pUrvabhavanuM bhAna thAya che. kadApi A ThekANe ema prazna thaze ke, "pUrvabhavamAM anubhavelAM evA dehAdikanuM

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tismRtijJAna : 67 A bhavamAM upara kahyuM tema bhAna thAya e vAta yathAtathya mAnIe, te paNa pUrvabhavamAM cInubhavelAM evA dehAdi athavA koI devalokA nivAsasthAna anubhavyAM hoya te anubhavanI smRti thaI che ane te anubhava yathAta thaye che, e zA uparathI samajAya? te e praznanuM samAdhAna A pramANe che - amuka amuka ceSTA ane liMga tathA pariNAma AdithI pitAne tenuM spaSTa bhAna thAya che, paNa bIjA keI jIvane tenI pratIti thavA mATe to niyamitapaNuM nathI. kavacit amuka dezamAM, amuka gAma, amuka ghera, pUrve deha dhAraNa thaye hoya ane tenAM cihnA bIjA jIvane jaNAvavAthI te dezAdinuM athavA tenAM nizAnAdinuM kaI paNa vidyamAnapaNuM hoya to bIjA jIvane paNa pratItina hetu ke saMbhave; athavA jAtismRtijJAnavAna karatAM jenuM vizeSa jJAna che te jANe. tema ja jene jAtismRtijJAna che, tenI prakRti Adine jANato e kaI vicAravAna. puruSa paNa jANe ke A puruSane tevAM kaMI jJAnano saMbhava che athavA jAtismRti hevI saMbhave che; athavA jene jAtismRtijJAna che, te puruSanA saMbaMdhamAM keI javA pUrvabhave Ave che, vizeSa karIne Avyo che, tene te saMbaMdha jaNAvatAM kaMIpaNa mRti thAya to tevA jIvane paNa pratIti Ave." -zrImad rAjacaMdrajI.

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68 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha uparanAM vacanamAM sahunA anubhavarUpa vyavahArika dRSTAMtathI samajAvyuM ke jema nAnI vaye gAma, zerI, ghara, mitra, kuTuMbIjane Adi joyA hoya ane pachI moTI vaye koI vAtacIta, svabhAva AdinI carcA vagere prasaMganA nimittathI AtmAmAM pUrve joyelAM ane anubhavelAM te gAma Adi smRtirUpa thAya che ane je rIte tenuM AtmAmAM bhAna thAya che, tema jAtismRtijJAnavAnane te prakAre pUrvabhavanA prasaMga ke prasaMgonuM koI nimitta pAmIne bhAna thAya che eTale parvabhavanA prasaMganuM AbehUba citra pitAnA mana cakSu samakSa khaDuM thAya che. jema thiyeTaramAM paDadA para calacitra joIe chIe tema cittanI sthira ane zAMta avasthAmAM divya AkAzanA paDadA para pUrvabhavanA prasaMganuM citra dekhAya che. te daSyamAM kyAreka gAma, nagara, ghara, killA Adi dekhAya che, te kayAreka te uparAMta pUrvanI amuka saMbaMdhita vyakti ke vyaktio paNa jovAmAM Ave che. ghaNuM karIne vyaktinI dehAkRti vartamAna bhAvamAM jevI hoya tevI dekhAya che ane tethI oLakhavAnuM kArya sulabha bane che; udAharaNa tarIke A bhavamAM eka mitranI putrI che (athavA hatI ) tenA te ja dehe te jJAnamAM potAnA pUrvabhavamAM potAnI putrIrUpe hatI ema jaNAya tethI tene turata oLakhI zakAya ane pUrvanA sagapaNa saMbaMdhanuM jJAna paNa thAya. koI vakhata vyakti ne oLakhI

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jAtismRtisAna H 69 zakAya evA dehe dekhAya, tyAre be vikalpanI zakyatA che ke tevI dehadhArI vyakti kAM te pUrvabhavanA saMbaMdhavALI hoya ane pUrvabhavamAM tene je deha hatA te deharUpe dekhAya athavA te te vartamAna bhavamAM vidyamAna hoya paraMtu tenI sAtheno paricaya haju sudhI thaye na hoya tema bane. A rIte thAya tyAre oLakhavAnuM kArya kaThaNa ane e samajAya tevuM che. AvI sthitimAM prathama vikalpa je aparicita dehAkRti dharAvatI vyakti jovAmAM Ave che tyAre aMdaramAM, keNa haze? e prazna thatAM tenI oLa khANa ApatuM jJAna sahasA vilaMba vagara aMtarU preraNAthI AvI jAya che, tethI vartamAnamAM paricita vyaktine deha pUrve kevA prakArane hatuM ane potAnI sAthe kevA saMbaMdhe hato te jaNAI jAya che. moTA bhAganA dAkhalAomAM ghaNuM karIne Ama bane che; chatAM kyAreka oLakhANa na thavAne keyaDe aNuukela paNa rahe che, tyAM paNa je yathArtha jijJAsAthI ukela mATe puruSArtha karavAmAM Ave te adaSTa jJAna daSTa thaI zake che. bIjA vika95mAM paricayamAM nahIM Avela evI dehAkRtivALI vyakti vidyamAna hAya, te te vahele athavA moDe saMbaMdhamAM Ave che ane tyAre pUrve anubhavela sthitinI smRti thatAM keyaDAno ukela sahaja thaI jAya che. samAdhAna thavAne athavA na thavAne AdhAra jJAna ane dazanane AvaraNa karanAra karmonA upazama upara rahyo che te niyama niraMtara

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70 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha smRtimAM rAkhavA; kSayApazama zakti vadhAre hoya te samAdhAna thavAnuM ja ane jo echI hoya teA prazna praznarUpe raheze. keAI puruSane ucca gati pAmelA keAI jJAnI mahAtmA athavA mahApuruSanAM parama kalyANakArI vacanA vAMcatAM ke mAMlaLatAM te jJAnIpuruSanI vidyamAnatA hovA chatAM, na samAya tevA prema hRdayamAM pragaTe tA samajavuM ke te puruSane te mahApuruSa sAthe pUnA zubha sakha'dha kAI prakAre hAve joI e, ane A bhavamAM te thayA nathI te te nizcayarUpa vAta che. have te puruSa jema jema vAMce che, vicAre che, samaje che, tema tema te te mahApuruSa pratye premabhAva UchaLI UchaLIne vadhatA jAya che, atyaMta aheAbhAva pragaTa thaI tenA AtmAne premAmRtarasathI bhIjavI de che ane pachI tA jAgRta thayela tenA mAtmAmAM te mahApuruSa sAthe pAtAnA kevA prakAranA saMbadha pUrva bhavamAM thayeA haze te jANavAnI tIvra tamanA utpanna thAya che, tenuM citta te eka ja bhAvamAM baLavAnapaNe kendrita thaI jAya che, temAMthI chUTavu' hAya tApaNu na chUTI zakAya tevI vegavALI vRtti rahyA ja kare che, kaho ke tenuM hRdaya tenI pAchaLa ghelu' banI jAya che. jijJAsA, tamannA ane dhyeyanI eka lakane kAraNe tene jAtismRtijJAna thAya che, jemAM te mahApuruSa sAthenA potAnA pUrva sabadha prasage| dRSTigocara thAya che, tenI IcchAnu phaLa

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jAtismRtijJAna : 7 prApta thayA pachI tenA AtmAmAM jabbara parivartana thAya che ane AtmadazA jaladIthI vadhe che. jAtismRtijJAnano eka bIjo prakAra joIe. A prakAramAM pUrvabhavanA prasaMga athavA prasaMgenI smRti AvIne te jJAnamAM bhAse che paNa prasaMge dazyarUpa thatA nathI, eTale jJAna thAya che paraMtu darzana thatuM nathI. A anubhavamAM prasaMgone darzAvatA vicArono nirmaLa pravAha. kramabaddha vahetA hoya che ane anubhavanAra tenuM jJAna spaSTapaNe kare che. pahelAM Ama banyuM, pachI Ama ane tyAra pachI Ama e rIte banelA prasaMgenuM jJAna vicAradhArAthI pragaTa thAya che, jANe kema koI kuzaLa kathAkAra keI zAstra kathAnuM kamasara suMdara varNana karatA hoya ane ApaNe zAMta cittathI sAMbhaLatA hoIe tema anubhava thAya che. jJAna thavuM paNa darzana na thavuM tenA kAraNamAM te vakhate anubhava karanArane jJAnAvaraNa kamane vizeSa layopazama hovAthI jJAnane ughADa che tethI jJAna thAya che paraMtu darzanAvaraNa karmane ISTa kSapazama na hovAthI prasaMgo darzanarUpa thatA nathI. A prakAranI samRtine anubhava ghaNuM karIne jJAnadazA AvyA pachI thAya che ane kavacit ja AtmajJAna thatAM pahelAM thAya che. A paNa eka upayogI prakAra che ane tenI asara UMDI ane gherI hoi che.

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72 AdhyAtmika nibaMdha A pUrvabhavanuM jJAna che ema zA parathI samajAya? pUrvabhavamAM anubhavelAM deha, sthAna, ghara tathA prasaMgAdinuM jJAna upara kahyuM tema A bhavamAM thAya e vAta svIkArIe te paNa te pUrvabhavanA anubhavanI smRti thaI che ne te anubhava yathAtathya ema ja che, e zA uparathI samajAya? vicAranA cakramAM aTavAyelA cittamAM te vicArenI paDelI chApa jema svapnamAM pratibiMbita thAya che tema A bhavamAM guptapaNe ke pragaTapaNe pote ja karelA bhAve A prakAre pratibiMbita thaI tenuM bhAna karAve che, ema kema na hoya? e praznanA samAdhAna mATe parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdrajInAM vacane zarUmAM TAMkyAM che, tyAM kahyuM hatuM ke amuka amuka ceSTA ane liMga tathA pariNAma AdithI pitAne tenuM spaSTa bhAna thAya che, e vacanane vizeSatAe samajIe. e te niyama che ke koI paNa jIvanA pUrvanAM bhAva, vicAre, Teva, Adato, ceSTAo AdinI paraMparA tyAM sudhI cAle che ke jyAM sudhI temane puru vAIbaLathI nakAra vartAvI aTakAvavAmAM na Ave. pUrva bhavanI mukhya mukhya ceSTAo ane bhAvanI pariNati A bhavamAM mukhyatAe cAlI AvI daSTigocara thAya che. amuka prakAre besavuM, amuka rIte cAlavuM, amuka zilIthI vAta karavI, amuka DhabathI vartana karavI, amuka prakAre aMgamaroDa karavA, amuka rIte hasavuM ItyAdi

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jAtismRtisAna H 73 ceSTAo AdatarUpa thaI jAya che ane bIjA bhave te prakAra e ja pramANe cAlyo Ave che. tethI potAnI Te, Adato, ceSTAo pitAne suparicita hevAthI tenA AdhAre pUrvabhavanA anubhavanI smRti pratItirUpa thAya che. te uparAMta vizeSa pratIti mATe pariNAmane je AdhAra che te te ora ja che. pUrvabhavanI smRti AvatAM je dazya dekhAya che tenI asara AtmAnA pariNAma upara thAya che, aMdaramAM agamyapaNe tene svIkAra thAya che ane te pUrvabhavanI ghaTanAne anubhava che evI pratIti pariNAmamAM Ave che. te ja rIte cinha parathI paNa thayelA anubhava pUrvabhavano che ema pratIta thAya che. svapnamAM pratibiMbita thayelA bhAvanA athavA joyelI ceSTAonA bhAnanI asara pariNAmamAM tevA prakAre thatI nathI e mukhya bheda che. jAtismRtijJAna jene thayuM che, tenI pratIti bIjAne thavA mATenA je niyamo zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe batAvyA che te ati spaSTa che eTale te saMbaMdhe kaI vistAranI AvazyakatA nathI. pUrva bhavanuM jJAna irachIe te laI zakAya? cetanyAtmaka jIva jJAnasvarUpa che, bhavabhavamAM teNe je je joyuM che, sAMbhaLyuM che, vAMcyuM che, anubhavyuM che, te te sarva tenA jJAnamAM aMkita thaIne rahyuM che, tenAmAM jJAnane

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74 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho akhUTa bhaMDAra che, mAtra te jJAnane ughADa karI anubhavenI mRti levI hoya te amuka cokkasa niyamena ArAdhanathI laI zakAya che. pite pitAnA ja anubhavanuM smaraNa na. karI zake e asaMbhavita che. jJAna ADe je karma rUpI paDade che te khaseDavAno che, jeTale aMze paDaLanuM aMdhAruM dUra thAya, teTale aMze jJAnajyotine prakAza pragaTa thAya. atyAra sudhInA lekhamAM sahajapaNe pUrvabhavanuM jJAna svayaM pragaTa thAya che tenA prakAro vagerenI vAta jaNAvI; have ahIM te jJAnanI pragaTatA mATe zuM karavuM, kema karavuM ? te paranA vicAra ane vidhI jaNAvIe chIe. jJAna ane darzanane ADe AvI AvaraNa karanAra karmone jJAnAvaraNIya ane darzanAvaraNIya karma kahevAya che. te baMdhAvAnuM mULa kAraNa jIvanI dehAsakti, para padArthomAM meha ane sukhabuddhi che. te deche jema jema ghaTatA jAya, TaLatA jAya ane nija zuddha svarUpa pratye vRtti vaLI jJAnapipAsA vadhatI jAya, tema tema jJAnane ughADa pragaTa thato jAya. denI nyUnatA ne kSINatA thavA mATenAM nimitte kAraNe che. saRta, vicAra, svAdhyAya, sadAcAra, satsaMga ane jJAnI puruSane samAgamaga, ane temAM paNa chelle jaNAvyuM te kAraNa pradhAna che. sadAcAranuM hadayathI sevana ane pUrva bhava jANavAnI vAraMvAranI parama jijJAsA heya te paNa jAtismRtijJAna pragaTa thAya che.

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jAtismRtijJAna : 75. uparokta kAraNenuM ArAdhana karatAM koI manuSyane potAnA pUrvabhavanA prasaMgenI smRti levAnI IrachA thAya, te te IcchAne vAgoLI vAgoLIne draDha ane baLavatI karavI paDe che, tenA te ja bhAvamAM IcchAne rekI sthira karavI paDe che; smRti levI che ane Avaze ja evI niHzaMka zraddhA keLavavI jarUrI bane che. te smRti na Ave tyAMsudhI dhIraja, hiMmata ane samatA rAkhavAnI AvazyakatA che. eka vArane A abhyAsa kare jarUrI che eTale ke IrachAzakti athavA jijJAsAbaLa keLavavA joI e. pachI vicArabaLathI pUrvanA saMskAro jAgRta thAya che ane pUrvanA prasaMganA anubhava smRtimAM AvI darUpa bane che. keIpaNa siddhi mATe prathamanuM kArya kaThinatAvALuM hoya che ane kyAreka saphaLatA na maLatAM nirutsAha ane nirAzAnAM vAdaLa gherAI jatAM joI prayatna cheDI devAnI hada sudhI AvI javAya che; ghaNuM karI te veLAe te manuSya lagabhaga siddhinI sImA sudhI pahoMce hoya che ane jarAka mATe aTakyo hoya che, paraMtu tene tenI khabara hatI nathI; je jANe te tene keTalo kheda thAya, keTala aphasosa thAya! zarUnI AkarI kasoTImAMthI pasAra thavAya te pachI kaThinatA TakI zakatI nathI ane AgaLa upara to sulabhatA prApta thAya che ane eka nahIM paNa ghaNA bhavenuM jJAna meLavI zakAya che.

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- 76 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho dhAro ke Aje koI manuSya pUrvabhavanI smRti levAne daDha nirdhAra karyo, sadAcAra, satsaMga Adi pUrva taiyArIrUpa upakArI sAdhana tenI pAse che ane ArAdhe che. bhakti Adi sAdhanAnA baLathI tenAM AvaraNakarmo zithila thayA vinA rahetAM nathI. teNe te have IcchAbaLa vadhAryA karavAnuM che. pratidina rAtre anaMta upakArI prabhujIne pUrvabhava jANavAnI jijJAsA pUrNa karavA mATe premabhAvapUrvakanI vinaMti karavI ane te dayALu ane kRpALu prabhu Aje ja rAtre jJAna Apaze evI zraddhArUpa bhAvanA UMghano tyAga thaI zake tyAM sudhI bhAvyA karavI, UMghane udaya AvatAM bhale tene vaza thaI javAya, savAranA jAgyA pachI jJAna na ApyuM hoya te kaMI phIkara na karatAM have Aje Avaze evA AzApUrNa bhAvamAM ramavuM. pharIthI vinaMti karavI, bhAvanA bhAvavI, be, traNa, pAMca, sAta divasa vItI jAya te paNa hiMmata ane dhIrajano aMta na lAve, paraMtu UlaTu baLavAna thatAM javuM. dayALu devane hiMmatathI kahevuM ke "huM thAkavAne nathI, tame jJAna Ape tyAM sudhI aTakavAnuM nathI, kaTI bhale kare paNa pAra utarIza ane jJAna meLavIza." tyAre eka subhaga divasanI uSA ugaze; te ja bhAva ane te ja ciMtanamAM rahI aMtaramAM UMDA UtaravAnuM zarU thaze; bahAranuM bhAna ane jJAna lupta thatuM jaze, cittanI ekAgratA ane sthiratA vadhatAM pahelAM kyAreka

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jAtismRtijJAna : 77 - AchA pILA, vAdaLI ke lAla, lIlA raMganAM vAdaLa pasAra thatAM dekhAze ane pachI paDadA para citra jotAM hAI e tema atacakSu sAme gata bhavanA praga AlekhAtA jaNAze. agAu jaNAvyu' tema jAtismRtijJAnanA prabhAvathI vicAratu, AcAranu ane jIvananuM dhyeya badalAya che ane temAM jakhkhara kalyANakArI parivartana thaI jAya che. jAtismRtijJAnanA mahimA kAi alaukika che. " hu kANu chu... ? kayAMthI thayA ? zuM svarUpa che mArU kharu? kAnA sabaMdhe vaLagaNA che ? rAkhuM ke e pariharu ? enA vicAra vivekapUrvaka zAMta bhAve jo kare, te jAtismRtijJAnathI te pUrvabhavane anubhave. 29 jAtismRtijJAnavAna pAchaLanA keTalA bhava jANI zake ? jAtismRtijJAna eTale jIvanI pUrva paryAya ka thavAthI A nyUnAdhikapaNu paryAyAnuM jJAna; matijJAnanI nima LatA jJAnanI pragaTatA hoya che; nima`LatAnu a'tA, mamatA ane paramAM sukhabuddhinA tyAga para avalakhita che; pUrNa nima LatA tathA pUNuM zuddhatA tA keLavajJAnane viSe che, jemAM traNe kALanA sarva padArthA, sarva bhAvA ne sarva paryAye eka ja samaye yugapat jANI dekhI zakAya che. matijJAnanI tevI samarthatA nathI tethI pUrvabhava jANavAnI maryAdA che; amuka hada sudhI ja te

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78 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha pAchaLanA bhAve jANavAnI zakti dharAve che. te hada kyAM sudhInI? e praznanA samAdhAnamAM parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe kahyuM che ke " pUrva saMjJA kAyama rahevI joIe. asaMjJIne bhava AvavAthI jAtisamRtijJAna na thAya." eno artha e thayo ke matijJAnanI nirmaLatA vipulatA sudhI pahoMcI zake che ane e nirmaLa jJAnarUpa darpaNamAM jIve asaMjJIpaNuM choDI saMjJI paNuM prApta karyuM te vakhatanA prathama bhavathI atyAra sudhInA samasta bhave pratibiMbita thAya che. jIvanA Atmika vikAsamAM saMsIpaNane pahelo bhava tiryaMca gatimAM hoya che; tyAM keTalAya bhale karyA bAda manuSyadehe maLe che ane pachI karmabaMdhanA phaLa anusAra cAre gatimAM tiyaca, manuSya, naraka ane deva-bramaNa thAya che. te sarvagatinA sarvabhavanuM bhAna "jAtismRtijJAna" nA prabhAvathI AvI zake che. eTale A jJAnanI maryAdA hovA chatAM tenI jANavAnI zakti kaMI ochI nathI, Azcarya pamADe evI adbhuta che, saMjJIpaNuM prApta thayA pachI siddha paryAya sudhInI kALa maryAdA zAstramAM be hajAra sAgaranI kahI che; tema na thAya te jIvanuM utarANa thaI te ekendriya sudhI pahoMcI jAya che ane pharIthI caDhANa karavuM paDe che. have prazna e thAya ke asaMjJIne bhava AvavAthI jAtismRtijJAna aTakI kema jAya che ? asaMjJInA bha

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jAtismRtijJAnaH 78 kema jANe zakAtA nathI tevuM samAdhAna A pramANe vicArI zakAya. - saMjJAnI prAptithI vicArazakti ane vivekazakti Ave che ane tenA upayoge bha ane bhAvAnI chApa AtmA para vizeSa karIne gADhapaNe paDe che tethI matijJAnanI ucita nirmaLatAthI te sarva bhavenuM jJAna meLavI zakAya che. bIjI tarapha asaMzI bhAmAM vicAra-vivekazaktinA abhAve bha ane bhAvanI chApa sUmapaNe thatI hevAne kAraNe te jANavAne mATe sUkSamatAvALuM jJAna, ati ati nirmaLa, zuddha jJAna jarUrI che ane tevuM jJAna to kevaLajJAna sivAya bIje hAI zakatuM nathI. A vAta bIjI rIte kahevI hoya te ema kahevAya ke jAtismRtijJAna matijJAnanA dhAraNanA bhedamAM samAya che; ane dhAraNa eTale daDhatAe paDelI chApa athavA daDha saMskAra, asaMzanA bhavamAM tevI chApa aMkita thavI asaMbhavita che; tethI tevI chApa na hoya te jAtimRtijJAna tenuM kArya karatA aTakI jAya te samajAya te prakAra che.

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parizISTa zrImad rAjacaMdrajI jAtismRtijJAnanA prasaMge kacchanA rahIza bhAI padamazIbhAI ThAkarazI vi. saM. 1942 thI zrImadbhA samAgamamAM AvyA hatA. temaNe eka vakhata muMbaImAM zrImada rAjacaMdrajIne jAtismaraNajJAna kyA prasaMge thaela te bAbata pUchyuM hatuM. tenA uttaramAM zrImada rAjacaMdrajIe Akho prasaMga jaNAkhyo hato. tene sAra A pramANe che. zrImad rAjacaMdrajI sAta varSanI vayanA hatA te vakhate vavANIAmAM amIcaMdabhAI nAmanA eka sadagRhastha, jeo zrImadda para khUba vahAla rAkhatA hatA, teo sarpa karaDavAthI acAnaka gujarI gayA. A vAta sAMbhaLI zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe ghera AvI te bAbata temanA pitA. mahane pUchayuM. gujarI javA bAbata kahevAthI nAnuM bALaka gabharAI jaze ema dhArI temanA pitAmahe te vAta TALavA bIjI aneka ADI avaLI vAto karI, paNa zrImad rAjacaMdrajI te vAraMvAra te bAbata bhUlyA vinA pUchavA lAgyA. AthI temanA pitAmahe kahyuM ke amIcaMda

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jAtismRtijJAna : 81 bhAI gujarI gayA te vAta sAcI che. zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe te pachI ' gujarI javu' eTale zuM te jANuvA tIvra jijJAsA darzAvI. temanI te jijJAsA sa tASavA pitAmahe samajAvyuM ke gujarI javu' eTale jIva nIkaLI javA, pachI zarIra hAlI cAlI na zake, meAlI na zake, khAI pI na zake, tethI te zarIrane smazAnamAM khALI ro. e samajyA pachI zrImad rAjacaMdrajIchUpI rIte taLAva para gayA. tyAM e zAkhAvALA eka bAvaLanA jhaDa para caDhIne temaNe joyu te eka ciMtA maLatI hatI, ane tenI AsapAsa aneka mANusA beThA hatA. te joI temane vicAra thayA ke AvA sArA mANusane khALavA e kevI krUratA kahevAya ? Ama zA mATe karatA haze ?....vagere UDI vicAraNAmAM tee utarI gayA ane e vakhate AvaraNa tUTI jatAM temane pUrva janmanuM jJAna thayuM. padamazIbhAIe te vize vadhu jANavA jijJAsA darzAvI te zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe TUMkamAM ja jaNAvyu ke tyAra bAda junAgaDhanA killA joyA tyAre temAM ghaNe vadhArA thayA hatA. pUrva janmanI khAtarI Apatu eka padya temaNe vi. sa', 1945mAM racelu' maLe che; jemAM temaNe lakhyu che keH A.

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82 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdha laghu vayathI addabhuta thaye, tatvajJAnane bedha; e ja sUcave ema ke gati Agati kAM zodha? je saMskAra ghaTe ati abhyAse kAMya, vinA parizrama te tha, bhavazaMkA zI tyAM ? "pUnarjanma che, jarUra che, e mATe huM anubhavathI hA kahevAmAM acaLa chuM." vi. saM. 1948nA vaizAkha mAsamAM zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe potAnA anurAgI munizrI lallujI mahArAjane lakheluM ke, "satsaMganuM atyaMta mAhAsya pUrvabhave vedana karyuM che, te pharI pharI smRtirUpa thAya che, ane niraMtara abhaMgANe te bhAvanA phurita rahyA kare che." vi. saM. 1946 nA prathama bhAdaravA suda 6 nA roja zrImada rAjacaMdrajIe dhamecachaka bhAIone vistArathI lakheluM ke : "aMtarajJAnathI smaraNa karatAM e koI kALa jaNAtuM nathI vA sAMbharato nathI ke je kALamAM je samayamAM A jIve paribhramaNa na karyuM hoya, saMkalpa vikapanuM raTaNa na karyuM hoya, ane e vaDe samAdhi bhU na hoya. niraMtara e smaraNa rahyA kare che, ane e mahAvairAgyane Ape che." vaLI smaraNa thAya che ke paribhramaNa kevaLa svachaMdathI karatAM jIvane udAsInatA kema na AvI?

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jAtismRtisAna H 83 bIjA jI paratve krodha karatAM, mAna karatAM, lobha karatAM ke anyathA karatAM te mAThuM che ema yathAyogya kAM na jANuM? arthAt ema jANavuM joItuM hatuM, chatAM na jANyuM e vaLI pharI paribhramaNa karavAno virogya Ape che." vaLI maraNa thAya che ke jenA vinA eka paLa paNa huM nahIM jIvI zakuM evA keTalAka padArtho-strI Adika-te anaMtavA2 cheDatAM, tene gi thatAM anaMta kALa paNa thaI gaye, tathApi tenA vinA jivAyuM e kaMI thoDuM AzcaryakAraka nathI. arthAt je je veLA te prItibhAva karyo hato te te veLA te kalipata hatuM, e pratibhAva kAM thaye? e pharI pharI virAgya Ape che." vaLI jenuM mukha keAI kALe paNa nahIM jouM, jene koI kALe huM grahaNa nahIM ja karuM tene ghera putrapaNe, strIpaNe, dAsapaNe, dAsIpaNe, nAnA jatupaNe zA mATe janme ? arthAta evA zreSathI evA rUpe janmavuM paDyuM ? ane tema karavAnI to IcchA nahotI! kahe e smaraNa thatAM A leSita AtmA para jugupsA nahIM AvatI heya? arthAt Ave che." vadhAre zuM kahevuM? je je pUrvanAM bhavAMtare bhrAMtipaNe bhramaNa karyuM, tenuM smaraNa thatAM have kema jIvavuM e ciMtane thaI paDI che. pharI na ja janmavuM

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24: AdhyAtmika nibaMdho ane pharI ema na ja karavuM evuM daDhava AtmAmAM. prakAze che." A avataraNa paNa temanA pUrvabhavanA jJAna hovAnI sAkSI pUre che. e ja pramANe vi. saM. 1947nA kArataka suda 14nA roja zrImad rAjacaMdra zrI saubhAgabhAIne lakhelAM nIcenAM vacane temanA jJAna vize sAro prakAza pADe che. upazama ane kSapaka e be jAtanI zreNuM che. upazamamAM pratyakSa darzanano saMbhava nathI, kSepakamAM che. pratyakSa darzananA saMbhavane abhAve agyAramethI jIva pAcho vaLe che. upazama zreNI be prakAre che, eka AjJArUpa paNa AjJA ArAdhana sudhI patita thato nathI. pAchaLa TheTha gayA pachI mArganA ajANapaNAne lIdhe paDe che. A najare joyelI AtmAe anubhavelI vAta che. keI zAstramAMthI nIkaLI Avaze, na nIkaLe te kaMI bAdha nathI. zrI tIrthakaranA hRdayamAM A vAta hatI, ema ame jANyuM che." zrImadane jAtismaraNajJAna hovAnI pratIti ApatAM A badhAM vacana sAthe emanA eka anurAgI, khaMbhAtanA zrI choTAlAla mANekacaMdane thayelo zrImad A bAbatane anubhava noMdhavA jevo che. te temanA ja zabdomAM joIe. saM. 1946nA Aso vadamAM paramakRpALu deva khaMbhAta padhAryA tyAre aMbAlAlabhAInA makAnamAM UtaryA

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jAtismRtijJAna : 85 hatA. huM tyAM gaye te vakhate kRpALudeva makAnamAM vacalA hAlamAM birAjyA hatA, ane kRpALu devanI samIpe lAlacaMdabhAI vagere ghaNA bhAI e beThA hatA. huM kRpALu devanI sanmukha darzana karIne ubho rahyo ke sAhebajIe mane jaNAvyuM: "ame tamane joyA che" huM je je sthaLoe, gAmAe gaelo tenAM nAma daI pUchayuM ke "A sthAne, A gAme mane je che?" sAhebajIe kahyuM ke "nA tyAM nahIM. " meM sAhebajIne kahyuM ke "A sthaLe ke gAmo sivAya mArA dhAravA mujaba huM koI ThekANe gayo nathI. " sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM, "ame tamane joyelA che." meM pUchayuM "Ape mane kyAre joyele ?" te vakhate sAhebaja mauna rahyA. anumAnathI meM dhAryuM ke sAhebajIe pUrvabhavamAM mane je haze. ("zrImanI jIvanasiddhi"mAMthI sAbhAra) Akho divasa nivRttinA yoge kALa nahi jAya tyAM sudhI sukha rahe nahi, evI amArI sthiti che. AtmA, AtmA." tene vicAra, jJAnI puruSanI samRti, tenA mAhAmyanI kathA vArtA, te pratye atyaMta bhakti, temanA anavakAza Ama cAritra pratye meha, e amane haju AkarSyA kare che ane te kALa bhajIe chIe. zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka naMbara 465 X

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86 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha pUrva kALamAM je je jJAnI puruSanA prasaMge vyatIta thayA che te kALa dhanya che, te kSetra atyaMta dhanya che; te. zravaNane, zravaNanA kartAne ane temAM bhaktibhAvavALA jIne trikALa daMDavat che. te AtmasvarUpamAM bhakti, ciMtana, AtmavyAkhyAnI jJAnI puruSanI vANI athavA jJAnInA zAse ke mArgAnusArI jJAnI puruSanA siddhAMta, tenI apUrvatAne praNAma ati bhakti karIe chIe. akhaMDa AtmadhUnanA ekatAra pravAhapUrvaka te vAta amane hajI bhajavAnI atyaMta AturatA rahyA kare che, ane bIjI bAjuthI AvAM kSetra, AvA lekapravAha, AvA upAdhiga ane bIjA bIjA tevA tevA prakAra joI vicAra mUchavat thAya che. IzvarecchA. praNAma pahoMce. zrImad rAjacaMdra, patrAMka naM. 46pa pUrve smRtimAM AvelI vastu pharI zAMtapaNe saMbhAre te yathAsthita sAMbhare. pitAnuM daSTAMta ApatAM jaNAvyuM ke pitAne IDara ane varasanI zAMta jagyAo saMbhAravAthI tadrazya yAda Ave che. temaja khaMbhAta pAse vaDavA gAme sthiti thaI hatI tyAM vAva pachI tyAM thoDI UMcI bhekhaDa pAse vADathI AgaLa cAlatAM raste, pachI zAMta ane zItaLa avakAzanI jagyA hatI. te jagyAe pate zAMta samAdhistha dazAmAM beThelA te sthiti Aje pitAne pAMca vAra

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jAtismRtijJAna : 87 smRtimAM AvI che. bIjAo paNa te samaye tyAM hatA. paNa badhAne tevI rIte yAda na Ave, kAraNa ke te kSApazamane AdhIna che. sthaLa paNa nimitta kAraNa che. zrImad rAjacaMdra -vyAkhyAna sAra naM. 2 IDaranA te vakhatanA mahArAjA sAheba zrImad rAjacaMdrajInI be vakhata mulAkAta lIdhelI te daramyAna jJAnavArtA thayelI, tene sAra "dezI rAjya' nAmanA mAsikamAM I.sa. 1928mAM prasiddha thaye hate. A vArtAlApamAM mahArAjA sAhebe eka prazna pUcho hato. ene uttara ahIM noMdhavA lAyaka che. kAraNa ke emAM zrImade pitAnA pUrvabhavane ullekha karyo che. zrImad rAjacaMdrajI kaheH "A pradezamAM aitihAsika prAcIna sthAna jotAM temane asalanI-temAM vasanArAonI pUrNa vijayI sthiti ane temanI Arthika, nitika ane AdhyAtmika unnatine purAvA Ape che. juo tamAre IDariyo gaDha; te uparanAM jaina derAsaro, rUkhI rANInuM mALiyuMraNamalanI cekI. mahAtmAonI guphAo ane auSadhi-vanapati, A badhuM alaukika khyAla Ape che." jina tIrthaMkaronI chellI vIsInA pahelA AdinAtha RSabhadeva ane chellA mahAvIracavAmInAM nAma

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88 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho Ape sAMbhaLyA haze. jina zAsanane pUrNapaNe prakAza karanAra A chellA tIrthakara ane teonA ziSya gautama Adi gaNadharo vicarelAne bhAsa thAya che. teonA ziSya nirvANane pAmyA temAM eka pAchaLa rahI gayele jene janma A kALamAM thayela che. tenAthI ghaNA jIvanuM kalyANa thavAno saMbhava che." lokasaMjJA jenI jiMdagIne dhruvakaTa che te jiMdagI game tevI zrImaMtatA, sattA ke kuTuMba parivArAdi yogavALI hoya to paNa te duHkhane ja hetu che. AmazAMti je jiMdagIne dhruvakAMTe che te jiMdagI game te ekAkI ane nirdhana, nirvastra hoya te paNa parama samAdhinuM sthAna che." - zrImad rAjacaMdra (va. 949) wwwwwwwwwwww ciMtita jenAthI prApta thAya te maNine ciMtAmaNi kahyuM che, e ja A manuSyadeha che ke je dehamAM, yogamAM AtyaMtika evA sarva duHkhanA kSayanI ciMtitA dhArI to pAra paDe che. aciMtya jenuM mAhAtmya che evuM sasaMgarUpI kapavRkSa prApta thaye jIva daridra rahe ema bane te A jagatane viSe te agiyAramuM Azcarya ja che." zrImad rAjacaMdra (va. 936)

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nibaMdha 5 meM RNAnubaMdha bhAbhavanA bhramaNakALa daramyAna eka jIva anekAneka anya jIva sAthe paricaya ane saMbaMdhamAM Ave che ane saMjogo anusAra anukULa-pratikULa sthiti vacce AvatAM rAgadveSanA tIvra ke maMda bhAvo karI paraspara karmothI baMdhAya che. A rAgadveSanI sAMkaLa e RNAnubaMdha che. RNa eTale karaja-devuM ane anubaMdha eTale tene anusarate anurUpa phaLa denAra baMdha, rAgathI zubhabaMdha ane dveSathI azubhabaMdha thAya che. zubhabaMdhanA udayanuM phaLa mIThuM che tathA azubhabaMdhanA udayanuM phaLa kaTu che. bhabhavamAM anya cha sAthe vAraMvAra thatA zubhAzubha bhAvene lIdhe RNAnubaMdha draDha thatuM jAya che. te zubhAzubha RNanI patAvaTa athe jIva RNAnubaMdhI jI sAthe saMsArI saMbaMdhathI joDAya che, jevA ke mA-bApa, pati-patnI, bhAI-bhaginI, derANI-jeThANuM, putra-putrI, sAsu-vahu, naNaMda-bhejAI kAkA-kAkI, mAmAmAsI tema mitra-zatru, vyApArI bhAgIdAra ItyAdi. eka jIvane janma amuka ja mA-bApane tyAM zA mATe thayo tenuM kAraNa A siddhAMtathI samajAze, tema anya saMbaMdhita

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90 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha che sAthe anurAga-anurAga, saMga-viyoga, sukhaduHkhanA anubhave zA mATe thAya che, te paNa spaSTa thaze. eka bhavanuM AyuSya purUM thatAM ane te bhavamAM saMbaMdhita jI sAthenA RNAnubaMdhane udaya pUrNa thatAM jIva AdaryA adhUrAM rAkhI te dehane tyAga karI cAlyA jAya che, temAM samaya mAtrane paNa goTALe thato nathI. mRtyunuM AvavuM aniyata ane nizcita che. pachI je navuM gatinAmakarma bAMdhyuM hoya te nimAM te ja karmanA udayathI janma le che, tyAM RNAnubaMdhanI cUkavaNI athe te te che sAthe saMga ke samAgamamAM Ave che ane baMdhanI udayagata sthiti thatAM tenuM phaLa bhagavAya che ane devuM bharapAI thAya che - A junuM RNa che. sAthe sAthe bhegavatI veLAe prIti- aprIti, rAga - draSa vagere thayelAM pariNAmethI navuM RNa baMdhAya che. pharIthI AyuSyakarmanA kSaya sAthe dehatyAga thAya che ane uparanA niyama pramANe nava deha dhAraNa thAya che. A janmamaraNanuM caka jyAM sudhI RNAnuMbaMdha sattAmAM hoya, tyAM sudhI aviratapaNe cAlyA kare che. traNanI pUrI patAvaTa thAya che ne tene aMza paNa zeSa raheto nathI tyAre ja saMsAranA AvAgamananA pherA aTake che, arthAt jIva saMsAranAM baMdhanathI chUTe che ane mukta thaI nija AvyAbAdha sukhasvarUpa, kevaLa zAMta sthitimAM sarva kALane mATe rahe che.

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RNu nu baMdha : 91. AthI spaSTa thaze ke saMsAranA sagapaNa-saMbaMdhe che ke mitrAdi saMbaMdhe che, te sarve RNAnubaMdhanI cUkavaNI arthe che. te saMbaMdhe zubha vA azubha heya che. rAgadveSanI baLavAna ghaniSTatA mA-bALaka, patipatnI, sAsu-vahu, naNaMda-bhejAI, mAtA-pitA vagerenA sagapaNa saMbaMdha banatI hevAne lIdhe tevA sagapaNa saMbaMdhathI joDAvAnuM vAraMvAra banyA kare che. vartamAna bhavamAM keI eka jIvane bIjA jIva sAthe pati - panI(ke anya prakArane nikaTa sagapaNa saMbaMdhone saMbaMdha hoya, te prathama vAra che ema hatuM nathI, kemake pUrvamAM tevA saMbaMdhe banyA ja hoya che. paramArthathI jotAM saMsAranA sagapaNa saMbaMdhe kalipata che, jUThA che. "jIva je jarAya vicAra kare to spaSTa dekhAya evuM che ke keIne viSe putrapaNuM bhAvI, A jIve mAThuM karyAmAM paNa rAkhI nathI, ane keIne viSe pitApaNuM mAnIne paNa tema ja karyuM che, ane kaI jIva haju sudhI te pitAputra thaI zakyA dIThA nathI. sau kahetA Ave che ke Ane A putra athavA A pitA, paNa vicAratAM A vAta koIpaNa kALe na banI zake tevI spaSTa lAge che. anupana evo A jIva tene putrapaNe gaNave ke gaNAvavAnuM citta rahevuM e sau jIvanI mUDhatA che." (zrImad rAjacaMdra, vacanAmRta 50) A prakAre saMsAranA saMbadhe mAyAyukta ane mithyA che, te paNa temAM eka vizeSatA che.

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makara : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha te vizeSatA A prakAre che. je koI jIva keI anya jIva (ke jI) sAthe saMsAravyavahAramAM ghaNA bha paryata patAnA zubha bhAve jALavI rAkhI zubha RNAnubaMdha bAMdhyA kare to vyavahArathI prathama jIvane bIjA jIva thakI sahAya, madada, suvidhA Adi saMsArI lAbha maLyA kare e to kharUM; paNa te uparAMta ghaNuM bhavanA zubha RNAnubaMdhathI bIje eka moTo lAbha e che ke jyAre bemAMthI koI eka jIva paramArtha dharmamAM rUcivaMta thaI kaI uttama yathArtha yogane pAmIne dhamarAdhana karatAM AtmajJAna pAme ane tenI UMcI AtmadazA thAya tyAre te jJAnI puruSa, mAgane pAmelo hoI, pitAnA bIjA zubha RNAnubaMdhI jIvane adhyAtmamArga tarapha kheMcI tene jJAna pamADavAmAM nimitta thAya che tathA tenI AtmadazAnA vikAsamAM sahAyabhUta thaI tene UMcI pAyarI para laI jAya che. ghaNIvAra vyavahAranuM RNa A rIte paramArthathI cUkavAya che, ane vicAratA tenA jevuM rUDuM bIjuM zuM hoI zake ? vyavahArathI RNanI cUkavaNI karavAnI hoya te eka bhavapramANu saMsArasukhane lAbha maLe; paNa paramArthathI devuM cUkavAya tyAre saMsArabhramaNane kALa ekadama ghaTI javA sAthe AtmakalyANa ane Atmazreyane apUrva lAbha prApta thAya che ne aMtamAM zuddha, buddha ane mukta thavAya che. jema vyavahAramAM jIva zubha RNAnubaMdhanA udayathI

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RNA nu baMdha : 93. saMsAranA sagapaNa saMbaMdhathI athavA mitrAdi saMbaMdhathI baMdhAya che ane prIti-snehamAM sahajatAe rahI paraspara anukULatAe vate che, tema paramArthamAM adhyAtmamArganA rUcivaMta jIva bIjAo sAthenA zubha RNAnubaMdhanA udayathI satsaMgIo, mumukSuo ke jijJAsuo tarIke paraspara premabhAvathI joDAya che ane hetathI maLIne sAthe, dharmArAdhana kare che. A parathI e paNa samajAze ke guru-ziSyanA saMbaMdha che te zubha RNAnubaMdhanA phaLarUpa che. RNane zubha udaya heya te veLAe ziSya zrIgurunA samAgamamAM Ave che. zrIgurunI zAMtamukhamudrAnA darzanathI athavA temanAM ekAMta hitakArI vacanonA zravaNathI athavA temanA sAMnidhyanI zItaLa asarathI athavA temanAM karuNArka amIbharyA nayananA prabhAvathI ziSya prabhAvita thAya che ane "A sAcA jJAnI purUSa che" evI tenA AtmAmAM pratIti Ave che temane upakArI sadaguru tarIke svIkArI nijAtmAnA utkarSanA hetue temanI Aya-bhaktimAM joDAya che. udayanA baLavAnapaNAnI taratamatAe kayAreka prathama samAgamage Ama bane che te kyAreka keTalAka vakhatanA samAgama pachI uparokta phaLa prApta thatuM dekhAya che. A uparathI e paNa lakSamAM Avaze ke amuka jIva amuka ja jJAnI purUSathI zA mATe AkarSAya che?

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94 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha temane ja zA mATe premathI cAhe che? ane temanI ja bhakti zA mATe kare che? anya jJAnI purUSa kadApi vidyAmAna heya ne temanI vANI sAMbhaLI hoya tathA suMdara bhAvavAhI ane AkarSaka lAgI hoya te paNa temane guru tarIke svIkAravA tenuM hRdaya taiyAra thatuM nathI, kema ke tyAM tevA prakAranA RNanAM baMdhane abhAva che. jenI sAthe RNAnubaMdhane zubha saMbaMdha hoya ane te udayamAM hoya tyAM ja jIvanuM AkarSaNa hoya e niyama che ane te abAdhitapaNe kAma kare che. jIvanA keI eka bhavamAM janmArA sudhI bIjA jIva sAthe saLaMga zubha ke azubha bhAva rahyA kare ema ekAMte thavuM asaMbhavita che; tethI eka zubha ke eka azubha RNane baMdha thato nathI, te paNa aneka bhAne kALa jatAM ekAMta zubha vA ekAMta azubha saNane baMdha tha saMbhavita bane che, ane tenA udaye taprakAranuM phaLa bhagavAya che. daSTAMta tarIke zrI bhAvi tIrthakara ane temanA mAtApitA vacce vartate ekalA zubha RNano udaya tathA vAsudeva ane prativAsudeva vacce vartate ekalA azubha RNano udaya. AthI jIvanA koI eka bhavamAM jIvana paryaMta bahulatA moTA pramANamAM je zubha ke azubha bhAvo varyA karyA hoya te anusAra zubha ke azubha RNAnubaMdhanI gaNatarI thAya che. AvA anekAneka bhavamAM zubha ke

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RNA nuM baMdha : 95 azubha RNAnubaMdhane saMcaya thato jAya che ane te baMdha nikAcita thavAthI baLavAna thAya che, tethI tene udaya atyaMta tIvrapaNe zubha ke azubha phaLarUpe kAryakArI thAya che. A saMbaMdhamAM ATaluM smRtimAM rAkhavuM Avazyaka (1) pUrva bhava ke bhavamAM baMdhAyela RNa, pachInA game te bhavamAM tenI cUkavaNI athe saMsAranA saMbaMdhasagapaNa-samAgamamAM AvavA chatAM, te pUrNapaNe udayamAM AvI nivRtta thatuM nathI. je RNAnubaMdharUpa karmane AbAdhAkALa pUro thaye na hoya, te karma udayamAM na AvavA yogya haiI ane tene udaya bhAvimAM thavAno hevAthI, te karma athavA RNanuM baMdhana sattAmAM rahI jAya che. vaLI vartamAna bhavamAM RNanI cUkavaNI karatI vakhate paNa zubhAzubha bhAvanI pariNati rahetI hovAthI je navA baMdha paDe che, te pUrvanA baMdha sAthe joDAI jAya che. Ano artha e thayo ke apavAda bAda karatAM baMdhAyela samasta RNa eka bhavamAM pUrNa paNe udayamAM AvI nivRtta thavuM duSkara che, vaLI tyAM na baMdha paDe na joIe. keTalAka bhavAnI dhamasAdhanA pachI chelalA bhave tema bane che, eTale RNa mukta thavAya che. (2) RNAnubaMdhavALA bhavAnI gaNatarI karavAmAM deva, manuSya ane saMjJI paMcendriya tiryaMca gatinA bhavonI

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96 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha saMkhyA upayogamAM levAya che. jemake vartamAna bhavamAM kaI be jIvo RNAnubaMdhI che, temaNe dhAro ke anekAneka pUrvabhavomAM tiryaMca gatimAM daza bhava, deva gatimAM be bhava ane manuSya gatimAM aDhAra bhava zubha ke azubha RNAnubaMdha bAM hoya, te temanI vacce trIsa bhavana tatrakArane RNAnubaMdhano saMbaMdha che ema kahevAya. koI bIjA be jI vacce te ja pramANe gaNatarI karatAM pAMtrIsa bhalene zubha vA azubha RNAnubaMdha hoya, te paNa prathamanA be jIvenA RNabaMdha karatAM temane RNAnubaMdha nabaLe hoI zake che, bhale bhavenI saMkhyA vadhAre heya. tenuM kAraNa e che ke prathamanA be jIvo vaccenA vatatA bhAve prabaLa, ghaniSTha ane utkRSTa hoya te baMdhanI mAtrA ane sthiti vadhI jAya che; paraMtu sAdhAraNa rIte AvuM bahu ochuM bane che ane jyAM banyuM hoya che, tyAM vartamAna bhAvathI pUrvanA thoDA bhamAM ja tevI sthiti hoya che. cAreya gatimAM bhavabhramaNanI saMkhyAnuM jJAna prabhukRpAe apramattabhAvadazAmAM ThIka AgaLa vadhyA pachI sahaja Ave che. alabatta, tyAM kSAyika samakitanI prApti thayelI hovI joIe. vaLI te jJAna mATenI tIvra jijJAsA na hoya, te te jJAnanI prApti thavI durlabha bane che. (3) saMjJI paMcendriya tiryaMca gatimAM baMdhAte RNAnubaMdha zithila ane ala5 baLavAna hoya che, kemake te bicArAM prANIone AtmavIryane ughADa pramANamAM

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RNa nu baMdha : 97 nyUna heI, bhAvanuM baLa ochuM hoya che. vaLI karmonA udayanI dhArA vedavAmAM temanI parAdhInatA vizeSatAo vartatI hoya che. arthAt udaya sAme paDavAnI zakti temanAmAM hotI nathI. tevI zakti mAtra manuSyamAM che; kAraNa ke A gatimAM karmonA zubhAzubha udaya ekadhArA tIvra tAe ke prabaLapaNe hotA nathI, tethI potAnI svataMtra zaktine upayoga te je karavA dhAre te avazya karI zake che arthAt udayanA baLanI sAme paDI zake che. devagatimAM anya zaktio vadhAre hovA chatAM mohanIyakarmanI baLavattaratAne AdhIna thaI te jIvane vartavuM paDe che, eTale temanI svataMtratA upara kApa paDe che. manuSyane je svataMtratA che tene lIdhe ja te utkRSTa zubha bhAva athavA azubhabhAva karI zakavA samartha thAya che ane te ja svataMtratAnA avalaMbane ane prakAranA zubhAzubha bhAvathI para rahevA te zaktizALI bane che. A svataMtratAnA siddhAMtAnusAra jIva naraka gatine sauthI prathama baMdha mAtra manuSyabhavamAM pADI zake che ane manuSyagati cheDI naraka gatimAM jAya che, tyArabAdanA naraka gatinA bhava manuSya ke tiryaMca gatiomAMthI thaI zake che. utkRSTa zubha bhAvathI sarvArthasiddha vimAnanuM athavA utkRSTa azubha bhAvathI sAtamI narakanuM tetrIsa sAgaropamanI utkRSTa rithativALuM karma manuSyabhavanI aMdara ja bAMdhI zakAya che. te pramANe manuSyane maLelI svataM... a, 7

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98 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha tAthI te sarva ghAtI karmonI sAme paDI, tene kSaya karI, sarva bhAvathI para rahI zuddha, buddha ane mukta paNa te ja gatimAM thAya che. ratnaciMtAmaNi samAna maneSyadehanI uttamatI ane tenI svataMtratA AthI sahaja lakSamAM Avaze. gaNAnubaMdhanA baLane saMcaya : bhabhava saMsArI sagapaNa saMbaMdha jema jema vadhatA jAya, tema tema bhAvAnusAra zubhAzubha RNAnubaMdhane saMcaya paNa vadhato jAya che. jema tevA bhavanI saMkhyA vadhAre, tema baLa ane phaLa adhika tathA jema tevA bhavanI saMkhyA ochI, tema baLa ane phaLa nyUna, utkRSTa lAbha ke hAni adhikatama zubhAzubha RNAnubaMdhavALA ghaNu bhavenI saMkhyA para AdhArita che; kaniSTa lAbha ke hAni nyUnatama zubhAzubha RNAnubaMdhavALA alapa nI saMkhyA para avalaMbita che. adhika zubha RNavALI bhavenI moTI saMkhyA vyavahArathI atyaMta lAbhadAyI ane paramArtha thI coga maLatAM AtmadazAnI zIghratAe utkarSatA lAvavAmAM upakArI thAya che. adhika azubha traNavALI bhavasaMkhyA atyaMta pIDAkArI ane Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhithI duHkhadAyaka thAya che; jJAnI bhagavaMtanA chelA bhavamAM je AkarA pari. saho ane viSama upasargo Ave che te AvA dIrghakAlIna adhika bhavasaMkhyAnA azubha traNanI cUkavaNuM arthe hoya che.

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RNa nu baMdha : 99 RNAnubaMdhanA baLano mATe saMcaya mukhyapaNe zubha hoya te mokSa thatA pahelAMnA ane azubha hoya to narakagatimAM jatAM pahelAMnA paccIsa bhavamAM thAya che. te sivAyane nyUnAdhika baLavALe saMcaya te pratyeka bhave te rahe che ane tenuM phaLa paNa bhegavAtuM hoya che. RNAnubaMdhanA baLane saMya sauthI vadhAre manuSya bhavamAM thAya che, ane sauthI ochA tiryaMcagatinA bhavamAM thAya che. zrIguru ane ziSya vacce gaNunubaMdha : AgaLa kahevAya gayuM che ke ziSya ane zrI sadguru vacce zubha RNAnubaMdha rahyo che. ziSya zrI guruno jJAnIpuruSa tarIke svIkAra karI temane Azraya kare tyAre baMne vacce ochAmAM ochA paccIsa bhavanA zubha traNAnubaMdhano udaya heya che. te sivAya guruziSyanA sAcA upakArI saMbaMdha thavA zakya nathI. A zubha RNAnubaMdhanI aMdara baLanI taratamatA ghaNuM hoya che ane tethI phaLa apekSAe paNa ochA vadhatApaNuM hoya che. jema guru-ziSya vacce zubha traNane baMdha mATe, tema tene udaya ghaNuM karIne tIvra heya che. tevA pavitra udayakALe guru pratyenA ziSyane prema ane zraddhAnA bhAve kaI agamyapaNe upasI AvI uchaLe che; aMdarathI bahAra nIkaLavA jora karatI adamya lAgaNuM premapravAha rUpe

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100 : AdhyAtmika nibadhe akhalitapaNe zrIguru pratye kheMcAIne vahevA lAge che; zrIgurunI mIThI sukhadAyaka smRti hRdayamAMthI khasatI nathI athavA vinA prayAse punaH punaH AvyA kare che; tyAre nirdoSa pavitra premanuM satya svarUpa ziSyane samajAya. che. jagata jene premanA nAme oLakhe che tenAthI sarvathA bhinna evI kevaLa alaukika, mIThI, komaLa, hadayaspazI, niHspRha, sarva bhoga ApavAmAM niraMtara tatpara ane apUrva lAgaNIne tene pratyakSapaNe anubhava thAya che. zrI guru ane temanA pAvanakArI nirmaLa AtmA pratyene ziSyane prema-zraddhA-arpaNatAne nirdoSa bhAva kathA vikaTa sAdhyane siddha na karI zake? arthAt sugamatAe karI zake. tema thavAmAM tenA garbhamAM raheluM rahasya agama-agecara che. bIjI bAju zrI guru paNa evA ja zubha RNanA baMdhathI baMdhAyelA che ane tenA udayavaza temane paNa ziSya pratye zubha kemaLa bhAva thAya che. ziSyane pitA pratyeno premapravAha joIne citta prasannatA thAya che ane ane RNanI cUkavaNI karavA AnaMdita thAya che, teo ziSyane aneka judA judA prakAre kyAreka pragaTapaNe te kakyAreka apragaTapaNe tenA zreyane athe sAtha ApI sahAya kare che, temAM siddhAMtajJAna, vivekajJAna, AcArajJAna ane rahasyayukta guptajJAnanuM dAna samAveza pAme che. te sarvanuM lAbhaprada pariNAma e Ave che ke ziSyane prema-zraddhAne bhAva prabaLapaNe vadhe che ane arpaNatAne

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RNA nu baMdha : 101 sukharUpa uDDaya Ave che; te peAtAnAM mana, vacana ane kAyA tathA tenI pravRtti zrIgurunAM pavatra caNAmAM akapaTabhAve apaNuM kare che; tene yathAtAe lakSa Ave che ke peAtAnAM mana, vacana, kAyA paratve zrIgurudevanI ceSTA game te prakAranI ho, chatAM tenA hRdayanA UMDANumAM leza zakA ke AzakA ke vikalpa udbhava na pAme tyAre ja apazutAnA prakAra satya kahI zakAya ane tyAre 4 te phaLarUpa thAya che. paNutAnA bhAva anusAra zrIgurunI gupta ke pragaTa sahAya maLe che, tenI pAchaLa paNa RNAnuadhanA siddhAMta avazya rahyo che. vikAsamAM hInavIya-maLavIya thI paDatA bhedo : jIva vikAsa karatA karatA ekendriyathI AgaLa vadhI sanI tiya ca gati prApta kare tyArathI mAMDI mAkSanA chellA bhava sudhImAM ghaNA ghaNA ( A saMkhyA nizcita che) bhuvA kare che te cAre gatimAM rajhaLe che ne AthaDe che. A rajhaLapATamAM sauthI vadhAre sakhyAnA bhavA sannI tiryaMcagatinA eTale sthaLacara, jaLacara ane nAcara prANISenA arthAt pazupakSInA, tenAthI ochA bhava manuSya gatinA, tenAthI AchA devagatinA ane tenAthI echA naraka gatinA heAya che. bhavAnI je nizcita sakhyA che tyAM sudhImAM jIvane je AtmajJAna pAmI meAkSa prApta na thAya, te te nIce UtaratA jAya che ane DaeNDa ekendriya sudhI paheAMcI jAya che. tevI

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102 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha pachaDATavALA patananuM mukhya kAraNa che, jJAnI bhagavaMtanI AzAtanA. daSTAMtamAM zrI viraprabhune eka vakhatano ziSya, gozALe. jJAnI puruSanI avajJA belavI tathA tevA prakAranA prasaMgamAM ujamALa thavuM, e jIvanuM anaMta saMsAra vadhavAnuM kAraNa che, ema tIrthakara kahe che. te puruSanA guNagrAma karavA, te prasaMgamAM ujamALa thavuM, ane tenI AjJAmAM saraLa pariNAme parama upagadaSTie vartavuM, e anaMta saMsArane nAza karanAruM tIrthakara kahe che, ane te vAkaLyo jinagamane viSe che. ghaNA che te vAkyo zravaNa karatA haze, tathApi prathama vAkyane aphaLa ane bIjA vAkayane saphaLa karyuM hoya evA che te kavacita jevAmAM Ave che; prathama vAkyane saphaLa ane bIjA vAkyane aphaLa ema jIve anaMtavAra karyuM che, tevAM pariNAma AvatAM tene vakhata lAgatuM nathI, kAraNa ke anAdikALathI meha nAmane madirA tenA "AmAmAM" pariNAma pAmyo che, mATe vAraMvAra vicArI tevA tevA prasaMgamAM yathAzakti, yathAbaLavI upara darzita karyo che. je prakAra te prakAre vartavuM cagya che." (parama Amiksa zrImad rAjacaMdra-vacanAmRta 397). vizeSa spaSTatA mATe eTaluM samajavA cagya ke jJAnI puruSanI AmadazA jeTalI UMcI, teTaluM temanI avajJA Adi AzAtanAnuM phaLa meTuM. prabaLa dveSabuddhi vinA AvI AzAtanArUpa pravRtti jIvathI

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RNa nu baMdha : 103 thatI nathI ane te zreSabuddhinuM kaTu phaLa paNa vyavahArathI tema paramArthathI saMprApta thayA vinA rahetuM nathI. nija hita arthe jIve niraMtara smRtimAM rAkhavA yogya che ke keIpaNa jIva pratye kiMcita mAtra dveSa karavA yogya nathI; zreSanA tyAgathI jarUra ane prathama ja AtmAnuM rakSaNa karavuM ghaTe che. keI jJAnI puruSanA Atmika prabhAvathI prabhAvita thaI temanA zubha RNAnubaMdhIo temanA pratye AkarSAya che ane temane upakArI Azraya svIkAre che, tyAre te joI athavA sAMbhaLIne zreSabuddhivALA dveSathI uttejita thaI te nirmaLa ghaTanAne judI rIte ghaTAvavAmAM AnaMda mAne che ane kahe che ke te puruSamAM bIjuM kaMI nathI, mAtra AkarSavAnI zakti, Hypnotic Power, che ane teTalethI na aTakatAM niMdAyukta vacane kahIne mithyA AtmasaMtoSa meLave che. AvuM banatuM ame joyuM che. have ApaNe mULa vAta para AvIe. sAmAnya rIte kahevuM hoya te ema kahI zakAya ke saMjJI tiryaMcanA prathama bhavathI mokSaprAptinA bhAva payatanI kula saMkhyAnA ardha bhAga jeTalI saMkhyAnA me ghaNuM karIne tiryaMca gatimAM pasAra thAya che ane bAkInI ardha saMkhyAnA bhave naraka, deva, manuSya gatiomAM pasAra thAya che.

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104 : AdhyAtmika nikha dhA ( a ) kAI hInavIya jIvanI apekSAe e jItranA tiyaca gatinA bhavA vadhI jAya che. dhArA ke sannI tiya canA prathama bhavathI sasArathI chUTavAnA chellA bhava sudhInI bhava khyAM AThasAnI hAya te A hInavIya jIpa tenA atha eTale cAro bhatra A timAM karavAne badale sADA cAraso bhava kare che ane te kAraNe tene zubha RNAnuSadhanA khaLanA sa'cayanA lAbha huM mADA ane vila'athI maLatA hAvAthI-je saMcaya mukhyatAe manuSyatimAM thAya che ane te paNa pramANamAM ochA zaktivALA DhAvAthI, te jItrane AtmakalyANa mATenA purUSArtha ati parizramapUrvaka ane jabbara karavA paDe che. vizeSa athavA ugra tapazcaraNa ati dehakaSTanI kriyAo, mAnasika vihvaLatA ane ciMtAnI avasthAmAMthI tene pasAra thavu paDe che. yama, niyama, sayama Adi sAdhanA tene mahATe sAdhya thAya che. muktinI saraLa ane sugama vATa tene jaladIthI maLI zakatI nathI ane paramAnA mArga maLyA pachI pazu tene vizeSa maLavAna puruSArtha karavA paDe che. satya puruSArtha taraph vRttinu jaladIthI valaNa na thavuM te hInavIya jIvananuM lakSaNa che. (a) tyAre bIjI khAjI maLavI vAna jIvanI vAta joI e tA te jIvanA tiyaca gativALA pazu pakSInA bhavA AchA athavA ghaTelA hAya che. sAmAnya paNe sarerAza cAraseAnA badale ahIsAthI sADA traNase

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RNA nu baMdha H 105 sudhInA haiAya che. tIrthaMkara, gaNadhara Adi paramA pada je bhAvikALamAM pAmavAnA hAya, tevA jIvAne tiya'ca gatinA bhavA bahu ochA hoya che ane deva-manuSya gAMtanA bhavA vadhAre ( pramANamAM) hoya che. A jIvA parama bhAgyavaMta gaDDAya che; A ja gatimAM temanAthI thADA vadhAre bhavA karanAra jIvA paNa bhAgyavata che, kemake temane manuSya gatinA jhAjhA bhavA karavAnA uttama lAbha maLate hAvAthI ane puNyanA udayathI sasAgata suvidhAo saraLatAe prApta thatI hotrAthI zubha RNAnu madhanA aLanA saMcaya jaladIthI thaI zake che. A saMcaya mATA, ghaniSTa ane khaLavAna hoya che, tene uya tene ati lAbhadAyI bane che. temAM tene peAtAnA zubha RNAnubaMdhI jJAnIpuruSanA samAgamAga thAya che, ane te puruSanA Azraye pavitra mArga mATenu mAdana maLe che. AthI AtmakalyANanI sAdhanA alpa prayAse ane cittanI prasannatAthI AnaMdapUrvaka thAya che; tyAM dehane kaSTa ke evu tevuM kaMI hetu' nathI. ahI' guru-ziSya vacce zubha RNAnubaMdhanA uDDayanI sAthe pUrvabhavAmAM badhAyela paramA puNyanA suMdara sacaya jyAre udaya prApta thAya che tyAre ziSyane baLavAna ane uttama Atmika lAbha alpakALe ane alpa prayAse sahajatAe maLe che, meAkSa prApti mATenA ochAmAM ochA parizramavALA puruSArtha A vibhAgamAM jaNAvela maLavIya vAna jIvAne karavAnA hoya che, A badhI apekSAe A jIvA bhAgyavata

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- 106 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho gaNAya che. A vibhAgamAM paNa viyenI taratamatAne lIdhe ghaNA bheda paDe che paNa mukhyatAe samajavA mATe A "ba" prakAra kahyo che. (ka) "a" ane "banA be cheDAnA be prakArane bAda karatAM bAkInA samasta ja sAmAnya prakAramAM samAya che. ahIM vIryanA ughADanI taratamatAne laIne tema vIryanA upaganI vividhatAne kAraNe aneka bheda pADI zakAya. sAdhAraNa rIte kahIe te A vibhAganA jIva tiryaMca gatinA cArase (kula AThase bhavanI dhAraNAnI gaNatarIe) AsapAsanA bhAva ane bAkInA bAkInI traNa gatimAM karatA hoya che. A jIvone mokSaprApti mATe je puruSArtha Adara paDe che te "a" prakAranA jIvothI ocho ane "ba" prakAranA jIvathI vadhAre hoya che ane A vAta sugamatAe samajAya tevI che. a" prakAranA cha narakagatinA je dukhe, vedanA ane pIDA bhegave che tenI temanA AtmA para UMDI ane gherI baLavAna asara thatI nathI tethI duHkhanAM vedananI chApa haLavI paDavAthI te jaladIthI upakArI thaI kAryakArI thaI zakatI nathI ane tethI ja tiryaMca gatinA bhavo vadhI jAya che. jIvane duHkhanuM vedana e bodha levAnuM sAdhana che ane jyAM sudhI temAMthI sAce bodha na le tyAM sudhI te AtmAnA vikAsanA mArga para AvI

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- RNa nu baMdha H 107 zakate nathI; jeTale maDe le teTale moDo lAbha meLave che. mukhyapaNe "a" prakAranA jIva avivekI, vizeSa pramAdI ane mUDha mativALA hoya che ane viveka UgyA pachI paNa pramAdane lIdhe puruSArthanuM baLavAnapaNuM karavuM temane kaThaNa paDe che; ane e ja temanuM hInavIryapaNuM che. jJAnI puruSane AvA jI paratve temano paramArthanA nAme thate UMdhe puruSArtha joIne atyaMta karuNa Ave che. ba" prakAranA jIvone narakagatimAM vedelAM asahya dunI chApa temanA AtmAnA pradeza para baLavAna, gherI ane UMDI paDatI hovAne lIdhe duHkhanAM vedanathI utpanna thatuM upakArI bedhatuM jharaNa guptapaNe temanAM hadayamAM vahevA mAMDe che ane have rANAvAM bhayaMkara duHkha ane vedanA bhegavavAM nathI e vRtti aMtaramAM UgI Ave che, tenA pariNAme siddhAMtanA spaSTa jJAna vinA paNa ati sthaLa pApakriyAthI satvara aTake che, tethI te chanA naraka tathA tiryaMca gationA bhave ghaTI jAya che. teo duonAM vedanathI meLavelA bedhane anusarIne vartavAne udyama kare che ane badhAno lAbha meLave che. temanA AtmAmAM vivekane udaya jaladI Ave che, sanmatinuM prAkaTaya paNa jaladI thAya che ane pramAdano tyAga karavA haMmezA jAgRta rahe che. ka prakAranA jIvonA saMbaMdhamAM anekAneka bhedo.

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108 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha hovAthI kaMI cokkasapaNe kahI zakAya tevuM nathI. temanuM AtmavIrya zubhAzubha vacce jholAM khAtuM hoya che. temanI nimittAdhIna palaTAtI sthiti vAraMvAra jovAmAM Ave che. ghaNuM karIne temanuM jijJAsAba ane nizcayabaLa maMdapaNe pravartatuM hoya che. eka cheDethI bIje cheDe pahoMcI javAmAM temane vAra lAgatI nathI; kyAreka eka viSayanA rasanI dhUna hoya che, to kyAreka tenAthI viruddha anya viSayanI; vyavahAra ane paramArtha baMnemAM temanI vinA A prakAre hoya che. vyavahAra jIvanamAM je Te, Adata, doSa ane sahavartanarUpa guNa keLavAya che, te ja Te Adi paramArthamAM rahyA kare che; khATI baMdhanakAraka Adato ane deSanI nivRtti te cha avazya Icche che paraMtu tene dUra karavAnuM kArya temane mATe Akaru bane che ane ThIka kaSTa veThyA pachI saphaLatA maLe che. vIryanI taratamatAnAM kAraNanuM mULa kyAM che? zrI jinadeve kahyuM che ke koI eka jIva siddha thAya tyAre tenA nimittathI eka jIva nitya nigodamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI Itara nigoda eTale pRthvIkAya, apUkAya, tejakAya vAyukAya ane vanaspatIkAmamAM Ave che. siddha thanAra jIvanuM saMsArabramaNa daramyAna utkRSTa, madhyama ke kaniSTa jevA prakAranuM vIrya pragaTatAe hoya tathA tene jevI rIte upayogamAM levAyuM hoya, tevA utkRSTa ke madhyama ke kaniSTa prakAranA vayane lAbha temanA nimittathI

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* | nu baMdha : 18 bahAra nIkaLanAra jIvane maLe che. A eka rahasyamaya siddhAMta che ane tenuM bahu mUlya che. moTA bhAge ghaNuM karIne A pramANe hoya che tema chatAM jIvanA pitAnA svataMtra, sIdhA ke UMdhA puruSArthathI temAM nyUnAdhikatA avazya saMbhave che, eTale ke jIva kevaLa parAdhIna nathI. tema A siddhAMta puruSArthanA uttama baLane utArI pADavAnA hetue kahyo nathI, paraMtu jIva jANavA chatAM, aMdaramAM nizcaya karavA chatAM, tema karavAnI IcchA hovA chatAM, yathAyogya puruSArtha kema upADI zakatA nathI, athavA maMdapaNe upADe che athavA temAM vilaMba kare che tenuM gupta kAraNa samajavA mATe kahyo che, tema A siddhAMta puruSArthahIna thavA mATe jaNAvyo nathI. keI saMsAramehI jIvanA athavA dharmacivaMta jIvanA jJAnamAM nathI ke pitAne kevA prakAranA vIryanI upalabdhino lAbha maLela che, tethI dareka jIve avazya puruSArthane pradhAna kara ghaTe che. prathama tIrthaMkara zrI RSabhadeva bhagavAnanI mAtA marudevInA saMbaMdhamAM "ekendriyanuM ekAvatArIpaNuM" kahevAmAM AvyuM che, tenI pAchaLa ahIM kahya te siddhAMta rahyo che. "ekendriyanuM ekAvatArIpaNuM" jema samajavAmAM athavA samajAvavAmAM AvyuM che, te tema nathI. A vacano apekSita che, tethI apekSAe samajavA yogya che ane samajAtAM tarata buddhigamya thAya che. koI sthaLe ekAMta pakSa grahaNa karavA yogya nathI evuM je jinavacana te sarvathA satya che. AthI satya

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110 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha puruSArtha thakI prathama jJAnanI nirmaLatA karavI ke jethI te jJAnadarpaNamAM sarva bhAve, rahasya ane buddhithI na samajAya tevA bhede prakAzita thAya. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke utkRSTamAM utkRSTa vIryabaLa zrI tIrthaMkara prabhujInuM che, tema chatAM Azcarya to e che ke temanA pUrvabhava, prasaMgo, zubhAzubha udayakALe ane puruSArtha jotAM viryabaLanI cAlI AvatI sthiti taratamAtAvALI hoya che. zrI AdinAtha prabhuthI mAMDI zrI mahAvIrasvAmI sudhInA tIrthakara bhagavaMtonA pUrva ane chellA bhava saMbaMdhanI vigate barAbara tapAsI ane lakSamAM levAthI upara jaNAvelI vAta satya lAgaze. ahIM je vIryanI taratamatA paratvenuM vidhAna karyuM che te mAtra temano chelle bhava nahIM paNa saMjJIpaNAnA bhAve lakSamAM laIne karela che te dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM. zrI tIrthaMkara prabhu karatAM utaratuM vIryabaLa temanAthI nIcenuM paramArtha pada dhAraNa karanAra zrI gaNadhara prabhunuM, tethI utaratuM anya paramArtha pada dhArakanuM, tethI paNa nyUna sAmAnya kevaLInuM ane kaniSTamAM kaniSTa napuMsaka vede siddha thayelA bhagavaMtanuM che. pratyeka prakAramAM vIryanI taratamatA hoya che te yAda rAkhavuM. A pramANe uttama puruSonA nimittathI nigodamAMthI nIkaLanAra ane uttama vIryanA ughADane ane AtmAthe

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RNa nu baMdha : 111 tenA upayogane sAro lAbha sahaja maLe che. te ja ghaNuM bhAgyazALI lekhAya che. te ja rIte uttarottara samajavuM. ahIM batAvela niyama tarkabaddha, nyAyayukta ane abAdhita che. temAM keTalIka sUkSma zaMkAo ke AzaMkAo, kharI samajaNanA abhAve utpanna thatI gUMce ane mUMjhavaNe dekhAze. tenA nivAraNa mATenuM jJAna keLalIgamya ke gurugamya che ema mAnI zraddhAyukta citta sthiratA avagAhavI. gaNunuM baMdhanA uda: cAre gatiomAMnI pratyeka gatimAM je jIvo zubhAzubha RNAnubaMdhathI baMdhAyelA hoya, teo traNanI patAvaTa athe paraspara saMbaMdha samAgamamAM Ave che te, tathA te uparAMta eka gati jIva sAthe anya gatinA jIvane RNAnubaMdhanA vizeSa prakAranA udaya hoya che te have joIe. manuSya manuSya vacce nANAnubaMdhanA udaya : manuSya mAtranuM janmathI maraNa sudhInuM jIvana zubhAzubha RNAnubaMdhanA udaye ghaNuM karIne vyatIta thatuM hoya che. RNAnubaMdhI mAtApitAne tyAM janma, RNAnubaMdhI bhAI-bhaginI, pati-patni, saMtAna, bhAgIdAra, zeTha, nokara AdinA sagapaNu-saMbaMdho vagere RNa cUkavavA arthe hoya

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112 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdho che. te sarva saMbaMdhano spaSTa anubhava darekane thAya che ane sukhaduHkha vede che. RNanA zubha udaye sukha ane saMtoSa tathA azubha udaye dukha ane viTaMbanA anubhavAya che. keTalIkavAra azubha udayanI dIrghakALanI sthiti sAthe tIvratA ane ghaniSTatA evI moTI ne baLavAna hoya che ke te vedatAM jIva khUba akaLAya che ane parezAnI pAme che. vyavahArathI chUTavAne upAya hoya to paNa vedavAnuM hoI arthAt udaya hAI upAya laI zakAtuM nathI. vAstavika jIvanamAMthI daSTAMte laI samajIe. nAma badhAM kapita samajavAM. zubha udayaH punamacaMda janmathI susaMskArI, sadAcArI, sevAbhAvI ane kRtanizcayI hatA. lADIlI kanyA zahiNI sAthe lagnagraMthithI joDAyA pachI temanuM bhAgya, jema caMdranI kaLA divase divase vadhe tema prativarSa khIlatuM gayuM. baMne pati-patni dharmapremI ane dharmArAdhana yathAzakti karavAnAM bhAvavALAM hatAM. baMne vacce vimaLa premane jhare vahetA hato ane eka bIjAnI sarva sagavaDa sacavAtI hatI. traNa ke cAra varSanA aMtare premALa hadayI sahiNI jema jema prabhunAM nirdoSa bALake janma ApatI gaI, tema tema lagabhaga te te samaye punamacaMdane bhAgyabhAnu paNa vizeSa tejathI tapate gaye. vepAra vikAsa, AData ane bhAgIdAro sAthenA zubha-rUDA saMbaMdha khUba saMtoSakAraka

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* Na nuM baMdha : 113 rIte vadhatA gayA, jANe kema paramakRpALu prabhue cAre bAjuthI kRpAvRSTi karI na hoya! Arthika unnati ane sAmAjika pratiSThAne lAbha UMcA UMcA sthAnake pahoMcate gaye. kuTuMbamAM sukhada saMpa, bhAgIdArImAM prakRtinA sumaLathI matabheda vinAnI nehapUrNa lAgaNI, saMparkamAM AvatA manuSya sAthe sArA saMbaMdhe, nekanI saMveSapUrNa vaphAdArI ItyAdi zubha RNAnubaMdhanA zubha udaye anubhavagamya thayAM. punamacaMdane gRhasaMsAra premabharI lAgaNIthI cAlato hate. kuTuMba vyavahAramAM koI ADakhIlI ke aMtarAya nahetI; vyApAra saMsAramAM paraspara anukULa rahevAnI sArarUpa vRtti hatI. bALakomAM be AjJAMkita ane saraLa putra ane lADakI nAnI putrI mAtA-pitAnI premALa chAyA nIce ucharI moTAM thayAM. tevAmAM eka upAdhino prasaMga banyo. putro ane putrI moTaramAM besI pharavA nIkaLyAM hatAM. DrAIvaranI keI bhUla vagara moTarane Traka sAthe akasmAta thaye ane temAM vahAlI putrIne gaMbhIra IjA ane DrAIvarane thoDI IjA thaI. AyuSyabaLe putrI bacI gaI. te duHkhada prasaMganI gherI khedajanaka asara ghaNuM varSanA jUnA vaphAdAra DrAIvara para thaI tene khUba kheda thaye; tenuM citta zekathI cagaDeLe caDayuM pitAnI bhUla nahi chatAM bhUla karI hoya tevI chApa tenA dilamAM eMTIne rahI ane vicAravamaLamAM aTavAtA te upakArI zeThanI nokarImAMthI chUTA thavAnA a, 8

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114 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha ' vicAra para, nirNaya para AvatAM, teNe tenA mananI vAta zeTha pAse khekhinna hRdaye raju karI, zeTha punamacaMda te dayALu hatA, dharma siddhAMtane mAnanAra hatA, jema khanavAnu' hAya tema avazya ane che tevI zraddhAvALA hatA ane paranA doSa nahI jovAnI vRttivALA hatA. tethI temaNe DrAivarane kahyu, " abdula, tuM zA mATe kheda kare che ? akasmAta thavAmAM tArI kAI bhUla nahAtI ane dApi thaI hota tA paNa bhavitavyatA mujaba banavAnuM banIne ja rahe che. tuM khehane nivRtti kara ane prabhukRpAe vahAlaseAyI putrI jayA jayavaMtapaNe bacI gaI che, tenA AnaMda mAna. AvI sArI nAkarI cheADavAthI tAru sukhI kuTuMba muzkelImAM mUkAI jaze, te jovA A jIvanI taiyArI nathI. tArI neAkarI cAlu rahe che ane tArA pagAramAM mAsika rUpiyA ekasAnA vadhArA karuM chu ebdula DrAivara zeThanAM aa vacana sAMbhaLI lAgaNInA atirekathI gadita thaI gaye. tenuM haiyuM bharAI AvyuM ane uttara vALavAnI hiMmata osarI gaI. tenA DrAIvara tarIkenA jIvanamAM akasmAtane! A paheleA ja khanAva hatA; akasmAta paNa keve ? lagabhaga jIvaleNa, dayALu prabhunI dayAthI khacavA pAmyA te judI vAta. teneA hRdayAghAta haju jevA ne tevA ja hatA ane te kAraNe zeThanI dayA ne upakArane svIkAra karavA tenA AtmA taiyAra thatA nahatA. tema chatAM haiyAmAM pArAvAra mUjhavaNa thatI hatI. 77

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* zu nuM baMdha : 115 eka taraphathI zeTha ane temanA kuTuMba pratyeno atula prema tene te tarapha kheMcato hato ane bIjI taraphathI bhayaMkara akasmAta karyAnA deSarUpa AghAtathI tenuM citta tevuM punaH na banavA pAme e hetuthI nokarIne tyAga karavA IcchatuM hatuM. bhArathI dabAyeluM abadulanuM dila joI saraLatAnI mUrti rahiNae kahyuM : "abdulabhAI, tame nakAmI ciMtAmAM paDI muMjhAe che, tamAro koI doSa nathI mATe svastha thaI zeThe kahyuM tema karo. tame A kuTuMbanA ja eka sabhya cho ema ame mAnIe chIe, mATe kuTuMbI vaDAne Adeza tamAre zira para caDAvI mAnya rAkhavo e tamArI pharaja che. A ghara tamAruM che ema samajI rahe ane pharaja AnaMdathI bajA." bhavabhAvI zeThANInAM bhadrasvarUpa vacananI abdula para jabarI asara thaI ane khedane bhAva upazAMta tha. akasmAtanA prasaMga pachI punamacaMda zeThanI vRtti saddharmanI ArAdhanA pratye vaLI. dharmapremI ane sevAbhAvI to hatA ja paraMtu dharmArAdhana mATe nimitta jarUrI hatuM te maLI gayuM. rohiNI paNa tevA AmArthanA zubha kAryamAM zeThanI sAthe harSathI joDAyAM. te chatAM bALaka pratyenI pharaja barAbara kALajIpUrvaka bajAvavAnuM cUkatA nahotA. temanA dharma pravatananI asara putro tathA putrI para paNa thaI ane tethI teo rasapUrvaka tevI pravRttimAM bhAgIdAra banyAM. juo, zubha RNAnubaMdhanA udaye kevAM

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116 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho zubha ane sukhadAyaka pariNAmo anubhavAya che. te vakhate kevuM anukULa ane premabharyuM vartana hoya che! eka bIjAne sahAyarUpa thavAnI kevI nirmaLa bhAvanA hoya che! kaleza nahI, kaMkAsa nahIM, jhagaDe nahIM, dveSabuddhi nahIM, kusaMpa nahIM, mAtra saMtoSa ane sukha ApavAnI vRtti hoya che.. zubha NAnubaMdhanA phaLane darzAvatuM bIjuM daSTAMta laIe. zrI uttamacaMda Arthika sthitimAM bahu sAdhAraNa paNa khAnadAna kuTuMbamAM janmyA hatA. yuvAna vayanI madha. sudhI saMsAranI lIlI sUkI ThIka ThIka joI hatI ane temAMthI pUrvanA zubha saMskArone jAgrata karavAmAM kuzaLa. evA bodhane pAmyA hatA. temane svabhAva saraLa ane sevAbhAvI hatI. prakRtinI kaMI ugratA kahI zakAya paNa hadaya arIsA jevuM sApha hatuM, dveSa, IrSA, vairavRtti, kaThoratA Adi azubha bhAvene sadaMtara abhAva hatA. neha, kuTuMba vatsalatA, paropakArI buddhi, sahAyakavRtti, prAmANikatA e guNone prabhAva temanAmAM pradazita hate. AvaData ne guNone laIne jIvananI nIcI pAyarI parathI UMcI pAyarI para AvatA gayA hatA, ane uttama sthAna para AruDha thayA hatA. temanAM patnI subhadrA zAMta, saraLa ane bhadrapariNAmI hatAM. baMnene dharmAnurAga hato ane anukULatAe dharmArAdhana karatAM hatAM. nabaLI sthiti hovA chatAM uttamacaMde pitAnI sevA tana, mana ane dhanathI uttama prakAre karI hatI ane subhadrAe paNa sevAne

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RNa nu baMdha H 117 amUlya lAbha meLavyuM hatuM. aMtakALa sudhInI sevAnuM phaLa je jJAnI bhagavatee kahyuM che te temanA saMbaMdhamAM pratIkarUpa thayuM. temane traNa suputro hatA, AAMta, zAMta, sevAbhAvI ane susaMskAra abhyAsamAM hoMziyAra, buddhimAM kuzaLa, ane kAryamAM ekarata. AkhuMya kuTuMba nehanAM baMdhanathI baMdhAyeluM hatuM, eka rAgathI raMgAyeluM hatuM, parasparanI sagavaDatA jevI ane anukULatAe vartavuM evA bhAvathI prabhAvita hatuM. AvuM hoya tyAM vikhavAda ke matabhedanA aMtarane sthAna kyAMthI hoya? sarvanuM samagra jIvana saMpa, saMtoSa ane sukhamAM vItatuM hatuM. pramANikapaNe karelI Arthika kamANa vadhatI hatI, chatAM AvaDatanuM abhimAna ke buddhinuM gumAna ke hoziyArIne mada leza paNa nahotAM. putra paNa bhaNIgaNune sArI kamANasara thayA hatA. putrone paraNAvatAM temanI patnIe paNa kauTuMbika neha ane saMpanA cokaThAmAM harSapUrvaka goThavAI kuTuMbanI pratiSThA vadhAratI hatI. sAsu-vahuonA saMbaMdha mA-dIkarI jevA ane derANI-jeThANInA saMbaMdha sagI baheno jevA vartatA hatA. paDoza ane gAmamAM A kuTuMba Adarza ane bedha levA e gya gaNAtuM. eka sarakhA sukhanA divase keInA jAtA nathI e nyAye moTA putra virAMdane lADake ane pUrvasaMskAronI jAgRtithI dharmapriya cauda varSano putra jIvaleNa TAIpheIDanI mAMdagImAM sapaDAyo ane dAktaranI pUrI saMbhALa tathA

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118 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha svajanonI kALajIbharI sAravAra chatAM AyuSyane baMdha pUrA thatAM dharmazravaNa karI dharmabhAvamAM rahI teNe dehatyAga karyo. te tenuM kAma karI gaye ane gharamAM vizeSa dharma jAgRtine vArase mUkate gayo. uttamacaMdane uttama nimitta maLyuM, subhadrAne mekanidrAmAMthI jAgavAnuM kAraNa maLyuM, ravicaMdane AtmaravinuM teja pragaTAvavAnI jijJAsA vadhI, ravicaMdranI patnI nirmaLAne svarUpane nirmaLa karavAnI zubha vRtti UgI ane temanA sarvanI asara anya svajane para te ja prakAre thaI te dharmArAdhananI harSapUrvakanI pravRttithI je phaLa maLe che te saMprApta thatuM gayuM.. azubha udaya H - jJAnI puruSoe A saMsArane ekAMta duHkhathI pIDita ane azAtAmaya kahyo che. temAM je a5 zAtA davAmAM Ave che tyAM sapuruSano ja anugraha che. mukhyapaNe te jIva A saMsArane viSe azAtA ja vede che. zubha udayanA upara je daSTAMta kahyAM te ati ati alapa saMkhyAmAM jovA maLe che, ane ati bahulatAe te azubha udayane kAraNe duHkha, kaleza, jhagaDATA, verajhera vagere anubhavAya che. sahune A vAta suvidita che eTaluM ja nahIM paNa anubhavagamya che. tenAM dRSTAMta zodhavA javuM paDatuM nathI, mAtra gharamAM ane AsapAsa najara karavAnI jarUra che. be daSTAMta laIe.

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* Nu nu baMdha H 119 navinacaMdra Ama te saraLa, pramANika ane dayALu hatA; svabhAvamAM ugratA kharI paNa DaMkha nahIM; anyAyI vartana jue tyAM keAdha AvI jAya ane tIkhAM vacana paNa nIkaLe, chatAM gussAne jusse Take nahIM. patnI samaju kaMIka aNasamaju kahI zakAya. navinacaMdra "samaju" nAma badalIne "samatA" rAkheluM paNa anekavAra samatAne sthAne viSamatA jovA maLatI. temane saMtAnamAM traNa putra ane be putrI hatAM. moTA putra subhASa kaDaka svabhAvane, vacceTa sumati bharapUra svArthamativALe ane nAne jayeza dhIra, vIra ane zAMta prakRtithI jayane varanAro hato. putrIomAM meTI ramA saMsAranI viSama ramato ramavAmAM kuzaLa ane kAbela hatI; leke tene ramatiyALa tarIke oLakhatA ane tenAthI sAvadha rahetA. nAnI saralA saraLa, premALa ane pitAnI jema dayALu hadayanI hatI. kuTuMbamAM vAraMvAra matabhede paDatA ane keTalIkavAra temAMthI ugra svarUpa utpanna thaI jhagaDAmAM pariNamatuM. jayeza ane saralA vacce snehanAM baMdhana hatA; teo A jhagaDAthI alipta rahetAM, temAMthI bedha letAM ane sanmAgane Azraya karatAM. navinacaMdra aMgrejIne zeDo abhyAsa karyo hate. kuTuMba poSaNano bhAra potAnA mAthA para hAI abhyAsa cheDI nAkarIe lAgyA hatA. Arthika sthiti to sAmAnya rahI hatI, chatAM keLavaNInA himAyatI hoI meTA putra

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120 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho subhASane thoDuM karaja karIne paNa kolejanAM be varSa sudhI bhaNAvyuM hatuM ane pachI paraNAvyA hatA. putravadhu sunaMdA bheLI ane mAyALu hatI. muMbaImAM subhASane sTorsa menejaranA hAkALI nokarI bIje lIdhela anubhavanA AdhAre maLatAM temanuM jIvana sukhamAM vItavA lAgyuM, karaja cUkavavA pitA taraphathI rakamanI mAgaNI thatAM hAlamAM sagavaDa nathI ema jaNAvI uDAu javAba ApI navinacaMdrane dubhavate. lAcAra pitA bIjuM zuM karI zake? bhagna hRdaye besI rahetA temaNe gAmamAM bIjuM paracuraNa kAma karIne, tanatoDa mahenata karIne Avaka vadhArIne bIjA putra tathA putrI ramAnAM lagna karyA. te zubha prasaMge sTorsanA menejara sAheba zrI subhASe pitA navinacaMdrane pitAnA keLavaNI vagere kharcano hisAba pitAnI rIte karI rUpiyA pAMcase ApyA ane have hisAba cUkate thAya che ema pitAne kahI saMbhaLAvyuM, arthAt temaNe have paisAnI mAgaNI karavI nahIM ema sUcavyuM. navinacaMdranA jIvanamAM navinatAne A bIje AghAta hatA, nirupAyatA hatI. leNadeNa heya teTaluM levAya che e siddhAMte saMtuSTa rahetA. DAM varSa pachI ekavAra navinacaMdra subhASane maLavA ane tenI kArakIrdi jevA muMbaI gayA. subhASanI pramANamAM ThIka sAhyabI joI AnaMdita thayA. putrane bahenane pasalI ApavAnuM mAthA para levA haLavekathI kahyuM. jema cAle che te barAbara e uttarathI pitAne atyaMta duHkha thayuM ane te divase duHkhanA bhArathI

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* Na nuM baMdha H 121 jamyA nahIM. sAMje ghera AvyA bAda kaDaka svabhAvanA subhASe subhASAno tyAga karI gussAthI kahyuM ke "e rIte trAguM karavAthI kAMI vaLaze nahIM. jamavuM hoya te jamI lo. na posAtuM hoya to pAchA dezamAM jAo." sunaMdAe zAMta pADavA prayatna karyA paNa subhASa mAne to ne ? bIjA ja divase tapta hadaye AMsu sAratA pitA deza tarapha ravAnA thayA ane nokarInA kAma para caDI gayA. e ja varSe putrI ramA suvAvaDamAM avasAna pAmI. pitAnA dukhamAM vadhAro thA. bIjA putra sumaticaMdrane abhyAsa sAdhAraNa hatuM, tethI teNe sAmAnya nokarI svIkArI thoDA ja varSamAM bhAgyodaya thavAne haze tethI nAnA bhAI jayezanI oLakhANa ane lAgavagathI tene dhaMdhAmAM bhAgIdAra thavAnuM banyuM, sthiti paNa sudharI. keIe kahyuM ke, "tamane jayezanI ThIka sahAya maLI e khuzI thavA jevuM che. tene upakAra mAnave jAIe." sumatibhAI to pUrA ghamaMDI svArthadaSTivALA ane meTAInA abhimAnI; tarata ja uttara vA ke "mArA upara keIno upakAra nathI. meM mArI jAtathI ja badhuM karIne UMce Avyo chuM."kRtadanI upakArane eLavanAra ja rahe che, ane tenuM pariNAma paNa tene udaya Avye bhogave che. nAnA jayeza badhI rIte sukhI che. have subhASane putra vinaya uMmaralAyaka thaye che.

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122 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdho mAtA-pitA kSaNabhaMgura vinazvara deha choDI gayA che sTArsanA menejara tarIkenA anubhava pachI subhASe zarU karela dhaMdhe dhIkato cAle che. vinayakumAra pitAnA dhaMdhAmAM joDAya che; paraMtu prakRtibhedathI phAvatuM nathI; daramyAna tenAM lagna eka durbhAgI kanyA sAthe thAya che. pitA-putra navinacaMdra ane subhASanI vacce azubha RNAnubaMdhanA kAraNe aNabanAva hatA, tevI ja aNabanAvanI dukhada sthiti subhASa ane vinayakumAra vacce sarjAI che ane vadhumAM vinaya ane tenI patnI caMdA vacce paNa sumeLa jAmate nathI tethI baMne dukhI thayA che. subhASanI moTA bhAganI saMpatti vinayakumAranI kuTenA kAraNe ane avivekI vartanathI vaparAI gaI che. tenA AghAtathI subhASane deha chUTI gayo che. vinayane putra prazAMta moTo thaye paNa pitAne pUrvabhavane verI hoya tevuM vartana che. A daSTAMtamAM pitA-putra vaccenA azubha RNAnubaMdhanA saMbaMdhe traNa peDhI sudhI cAlyA karyA che, te je ke AzcaryarUpa che chatAM A vicitra saMsAramAM karmonI vicitratAnA kAraNe sarva prakAre banavuM zakya che. jyAM sudhI samajIne ane dhamane Azraya karIne asadu bhAvono tyAga na thAya, udayagata avasthAone samapari.. NAme vedI, khamI khuMdavAnuM na thAya, ane zubha tathA upakArI bhAmAM na avAya tyAM sudhI sukhane ane zAMtine samaya Ave durlabha che. asadabhAva ane

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RNA nu baMdha : 123 asa6 vartana kevaLa duHkhane ja netare che-tatkALa sukha anubhavAtuM hoya to paNa. have bIjuM dRSTAMta ati saMkSepathI jaNAvIe chIe. eka ghamaMDI pitAne ghamaMDI, abhimAna, Apakhuda sattAdhArI putra che, nAma che kRSNakAMta. tenA caherAnI vicitra AkRti joI bALaka to garAI jAya ane pharI sAme jovAnI hiMmata ja na kare. moTI moTI goLa ane lAla AMkhe, sajajaDa bIsAyelA hoTha, vizALa lalATa ane nAnA kAna. tenI patnI kAMtA, janmathI dukhI sAsare sukhanI AzAe AvatAM vadhu duHkhanI khINamAM gabaDI paDI. kRSNakAMtanA tejIlA, krodhI ane nirdayI vartanathI trAsa pAmyA karatI. tene koIpaNa prakAranI svataMtratA nahAtI, svabuddhino upayoga karavAnI chUTa nahotI, mAtra dhaNIne AdhIna thaI vartavAnuM hatuM. jIvana svaccheda kyAM sudhI kAma kare che tenI koI sImA nathI. paise Take kRSNakAMta bahu sukhI che, paraMtu pUrvathI UtarI AvelI lebhaprakRti chUTatI nathI tethI dhanopArjananI vizeSatA karavAmAM na zobhArUpa evI anucita pravRtti karavAmAM AMcake AvatuM nathI. tene tyAM eka susaMskArI, nyAyI ane sAva premI bALaka araviMda ja che. te pitAnI AkarI vartaNuka sahIne mATe thaye che. mAtAnuM gulAmathI paNa behada dukhI jIvana joI tenA aMtaramAM karuNA varase che ane tene choDAvavAnA ane.

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124 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdho sukhI karavAnA zapatha le che. kRSNakAMtane aravindvanI zubha bhAvanA, vizALa dilanA U'cA vicArA, sahAnubhUtivALI vRtti vagere joIne bhIti rahe che ke "te mArI kamAyelI milkata echI karaze ke gUmAvI deze; tethI mAre sAvadha rahevu ane avine kaI chUTa na ApavI,' araviMda vastusthiti pAmI jaI gRhane tyAga kare che ane traNu ja varSamAM ThIka kamANI kare che. peAtAnI atyAra paryaMtanI du:khI ane premALa mAtAne peAtAnI pAse khelAvI rAkhe che. kRSNakAMta ekalA paDI jAya che, mujhAya che paNa abhimAnI hAI aMdaranI muMjhavaNu mahAra batAvatA nathI. araviMdanAM lagna eka suzikSita kanyA sAthe thAya che ane mA - putra - putravadhu azubha RNAnuMdhane utkraya pUrNa thatAM sukhethI jIvana vyatIta kare che. kRSNakAMta krodhAgnithI khaLe che. peAtAnI ja patnI ane putranA sukhane joI zakatA nahI hovAthI krodhanA AvezamAM dehatyAga kare che. vIla ke kAMI karyuM na heAvAthI temanI milakata patnIne vArasAmAM maLe che. ahI. A dRSTAMtamAM azubha RNAtuMadha eka chatra sAthe pUrNa thayA pachI bIjA jIvA sAthe zubha RNanA udaya thayA che. - . bhAI ItyAdi vaccenA azubha aNubanAva, jhagaDA, kreza Adi che. tenA uDDayathI mArAmArI ane khUna paNa thAya che. sAsu-vahu, naNuM-bhAta, derANI-jeThANI, bhAIRNAnukha dhanA udaye thatA prakAza sahu koI jANe

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* Na nu baMdha H 125 AvA azubha baMdha pADavA te kevA khataranAka che? tevA bhAvathI avazya viramavuM. manuSya ane deva vacce traNAnubaMdhanA udaya : RNAnubaMdhane kyAreka e vicitra udaya Ave che jyAre keI eka manuSya devagatinA deva ke devI sAthe sIdhA saMsArI saMbaMdhamAM na hovA chatAM tenA RNanuM cUkavaNuM te deva ke devI dvArA thAya che. karmanI vicitra tAne e eka prakAra che. A RNa zubha ke azubha jevuM hoya tevuM sAruM ke narasuM phaLa manuSyane deva ke devI mAraphata bhegavavuM paDe che. AvA prakAranA udaya A saMsAne viSe jovA maLe che. ghaNAe tevA udaya joyA haze vA sAMbhaLyA haze, tethI tenI pratIti paNa thaI haze. zubha udaya zubha phaLane daSTAMta tarIke zAstramAM varNavelI zAlibhadranI kathA prasiddha che. temane RNAnubaMdhI deva taraphathI senAmahoronI peTIo dararoja maLatI ane tethI saMsAranA padArthonA sukhanI eAchAI kyAre paNa vartatI nahotI. A javalaMta dRSTAMta che. kadAca zAstranI kathAne mAtra kathArUpa mAnavAmAM Ave eTale ke te satya che ema zraddhavAmAM na Ave te bIjA udAharaNa laIe. pitAnA athavA paranA anubhava uparathI jANyuM haze ke sAMbhaLyuM haze ke devagatine pAmele koI saMbaMdhita

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126 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha jIva svapnamAM ke jAgRtimAM pitAnA mULa dehe AvI guMcavaNavALA, takalIphavALA ke kasoTIvALA prasaMga veLAe gya salAha sUcana karI jAya che athavA kasoTI Ade upAdhivALI sthiti na hoya to paNa dhanAdinA lAbhArthe svAdhya AdinA lAbhArthe athavA rogAdinI nivRtti arthe ucita mArgadarzana ApI jAya che, ane tene amala karavAthI sAruM ane sAcuM phaLa maLe che. keI veLA deva ke devI maMdira bAMdhavAnuM, gupta rahelI pratimAnuM sthaLa batAvI tene meLavI yogya karavAnuM sUcana svapnamAM pratyakSapaNe AvIne kare che. A prakAranAM dRSTAMta ati prasiddha che; ane vartamAnamAM Aje paNa uparanA anu. bhamAMthI keTalAka banatA jovA maLe che. tyAM sananI kalapanA nathI, vecchAnI bAhya pratikRti nathI paNa narI vAstavikatA che. - ame joyelA ane anubhavelA prasaMgo tenA samarthana mATe varNita karIe chIe. A lagabhaga pacAsa bAvana varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. amArA eka sagAne RNAnubaMdhI devI sAthe zubha saMbaMdha udayamAM hatuM, tethI upAdhi ke vyAtrinA samaye devI tenA dehamAM zAMtithI pravezI zAMtabhAve upAya ke upacAra batAvatA ane te mujaba karavAthI saphaLatA maLatI. zarIravyAdhi hoya te Ayurvedika sAduM auSadha batAvI tenuM sevana karavAnuM kahetA ane sAruM thaI jatuM. upAdhino prasaMga hoya te

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R NA nu baMdha H 127 zraddhApUrvaka koI smaraNa karavAnuM sUcavatA ane AgAhI karela samaya daramyAna upAdhinI nivRtti lagabhaga thaI jatI. e sagA jarUrI vakhate bhAva kare ane jarA zAMta thAya tyAM devI hAjara thatAM, evA baLavAna RNAnuSadhanA sabaMdha vartatA hateA. ghaDIbhara Azcarya thAya tA paNa A kevaLa satya hakIkata che. bIjo anubhava prasa'ga jaNAvIe chIe. lagabhaga 5 dara varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. zerabajAramAM eka vyApArI hatA ane zeronA dhaMdhA karatA hatA, temanA kAkAne tenA upara khUba prema hatA. kAkA gujarI jatAM devagatine prApta thayA ne pachI teA ane vaccenA zubha RNAnuadhanA udaya zarU thayA. kAkA svapnamAM AvIne trine zerAnA bhAvAnI bhAgAhI ApatA. bhatrije kharAkhara te AgAhI mujaba dhaMdhA gAThavatA; AgAhI sAcI paDatI ane trijo khUba kamANI karatA. vAravAra judA judA zeronA bhAvAnI vadhaghaTanI AgAhIe maLyA karatI, satya nIvaDatI ane uttarAttara vadhune vadhu naphAnI Avaka thatI. lagabhaga be varSa A pramANe cAlyuM ane pachI udayanI pUrNatA thatAM kArya aTakI gayuM. bIjI rIte kahIe teA leNudeNunA saMbaMdha pUrA thayA, bhatrinatuM leNu ane kAkAnuM devuM pUrNa thayuM. A uparAMta vyAvahArika strIjI sahAya vA mAdana maLatAM,

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128 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho zubha phaLanuM anya suMdara, ati upakArI ane AnaMdaprada daSTAMta laIe. keI guru-ziSyanA manuSyabhavanA zubha paramArtha RNanA udaya pUrNa thatAM ane zrI gurunAM AyuSyakamanI sthiti samApta thatAM zrI guru ucca devagatine pAme che. ziSyanI manuSyabhavamAM rahevAnI. sthiti haju zeSa rahI che. A vakhate kadIka bane vaccenA zubha RNAnubaMdhanA udaya Ave che; na mAnavAmAM Ave athavA azakya lAge to paNa te udaya AvI zake che. te veLAe zrI guru sahade ziSyanI jAgrata avasthAmAM Ave che, darzana Ape che, jJAnadAnanuM amRta varasAve che ane ziSyanI Atmika dazA vadhAravAmAM uttama nimitta thAya che. samarthana mATe juo zrI yogAnaMda paramahaMsanI AtmakathAmAM, zrI gurunA dehavilaya pachI temanA guru "zrI yukatezvaranuM punarUtthAna" vALuM prakaraNa. thoDA varSa pahelAM ja banelI hakIkatanuM, satya ghaTanAnuM suMdara varNana che. upara jaNAvyA pramANe nahIM, te anya prakAre paNa udayagata RNanI cUkavaNI thAya che te joIe. A prakAramAM UMcI devagatine pAmyA che evA zrI gurudeva ziSyane vapnamAM AvI darzana de che ne pitAnA Atmika baLanI preraNuM ApI tene utsAhita kare che, tathA/athavA jJAnagaMgAnuM sudhAjaLa vahevaDAvI parama AnaMdita kare che, to kaI veLAe zrI guru guptapaNe rahIne ziSyanI

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RNu nuM baMdha : 129 jANa bahAra tene vidhatridha prakAre gupta sahAya ApI upakAra kare che. ahIM paNa mULamAM te udayathI aNanuM cUkavaNuM ja che. azubha udaya : manuSya ane devagationA jInA saMbaMdhamAM RNa nubaMdhanA jema zubha tema azubha udaya paNa hoya che ane tenA aneka daSTAMte vyaktapaNe A vicitra jagatamAM jovA maLe che. vijJAnavikAsanA A vartamAna yugamAM manovijJAnIo vicitrapaNe hiMdamAM AvanA RNAnubaMdhanA niyamothI ajJAta hovAne lIdhe ane keTalIkavAra mananI nirbaLatAne kAraNe paNa ukyanA jevI samAna sthiti uddbhava pAmatI hevAne lI, tene mananI bhramaNA ke cittanI asthiratA tarIke oLakhAve che; paNa te sarvatra sarvathA satya nathI. deha choDatI vakhate jIvanamAM moDa ane vAsanA athavA Asakti anya cetana acetana padArthomAM rahI gayAM hoya ane tene devagati prApta thAya te manuSyalekanI nIce AvelA bhuvanapati ane vANutara dehalekamAM te janma le che. moha, vAsanA, Asakti, bhAva ane saMskAre sarve tenI sAthe ja jatAM hovAthI kayAreka tenA baLathI anya jIva sAthenA vera jhera, IrSyA, asahiSNutA vagere pUrvanA RNAnubaMdhanA udayathI jAgRta thAya che, a, 6

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130 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha ane kAryazIla thaI saMbaMdhita manuSyagatinA jIvane herAna kare che tathA vividha prakAranAM duHkha Ape che. zarIramAM praveza karI asthiratA upajAvI akaLAve che; kyAreka vinA kAraNa aTTahAsya karAve che te kyAreka rudana karAve che. keI vakhata AhAra karavAmAM aMtarAya nAkhe che te koI vakhata paheravA oDhavAmAM vidana lAve che. koI veLA vikRvela bhayAnaka dehanI racanA karI bahIvaDAve che ; to kaI veLA bhayAkuLa banAvI nidrA chInavI le che. kyAreka zarIra para prahAra karI satAve che te kayAreka rAtanA palaMgane UMce karI nIce bhaya para gabaDAve che. Ama aneka prakAre aNanA azubha udayAnusAra deva athavA devI RNAnubaMdhI manuSya sAthe vanA karI tene parezAna kare che. RNane udaya pUre thatAM sudhI Ama thayA kare che. A prakArone vyavahAramAM jheDa, vaLagADa kahe che. devagatinA jIvo sAthenA RNAnubaMdhanA udayanI sthiti, avadhi vadhumAM vadhu sittera varSa sudhInI hoya che. vyavahAramAM sAMbhaLavA maLe che ke Ane zakya naDe che ke bhejAI naDe che, derANu naDe che ke jeThANI naDe che, naNaMda naDe che ke sAsu naDe che, bhAbhI naDe che ke kAkI naDe che; paNa e badhA RNAnubaMdhanA azubha udaye che. ghaNIvAra kahevAmAM Ave che ke amarelI zakaya karatAM jIvatI zokya sArI, ItyAdi, paraMtu e leza paNa

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RNA nu baMdha : 131 sAcu' nathI. sarva AdhAra peAtAnA zubhAzubha karmonA udaya upara che. jo udaya zubha hoya, teA keAI paNa jIva tenA vALa vAMkA pharavA samartha nathI, pachI bhale te jIva manuSya hai|, deva ho ke tiya ca hA. ane je aNuma udaya hAya te nizcayathI jANavuM. ATaluM RNa cUkavye chUTakA che ema yAda rAkhavu` Avazyaka che ke manuSya ane deva ke devI vaccenA RNAnubaMdhanA ucA bahu alpa pramANamAM hAya che ane tenI bahulatA kathAre paNa hoI zakatI nathI. AvA azubha RNAnukha dhanA udaya vakhate zubha udayanA cAga paNa Ave che; tyAre deva ke daivInAM du:kheAthI mukta thavAnuM nimitta maLe che, tethI upAya saphaLa thatAM herAnagatinA ata Ave che te nimitto saMbadhe have pachI jaNAvazu, prathama ame joyelA, jANelA ane anubhavelA azubha udayanA prasa`ge| dRSTAMtarUpe kahIe chIe. ardha sadI uparanI vAta che. amArA sagAmAM eka mahenane temanI devagatimAM gayelI sAsunI AkarI naDatara hatI. azucine kAIpaNu prasaMga khIjI strI taraphathI temane thAya, tyAre te mahenanI hAlata pUrI thaI jatI. devInI akRSTa lAtathI te pheMkAI jatA, teA kayAreka kAkA sudhI bebhAna thatA, kayAreka devI bahenanA dehamAM pravezI pachADA mArI dhRNutA ane dehanI zakti kSINu

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13ra : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha karatAM, ema aneka rIte herAnagatI thatI. pralita aneka upAyo karavA chatAM udayakALa dIrgha sthitine hAI niSphaLatA maLatI. tema lagabhaga trIsa varSa sudhI cAlyuM ane pachI vagara upAze udayanI pUrNatA thatAM sthiti sArI thaI hatI. I. sa. 1935nA julAI mAsanI A ghaTanA che. muMbaImAM satatu varSAnI helIne sAta divasa hata; raratA para goThaNa sudhInA pANI bharAyA hatA; sAMjanA ephasethI te pANI cIrIne ghera pahoMce ane kapaDAM badalI svastha thaye. keIna Avela patra Tebala para paDela hatuM. hAthamAM lIdhe, aspaSTa ane vicitrapaNe lakhAyela apUrNa siranAmuM vAMcatAM Azcarya thayuM; kavaranI aMda 2 nAne pAtaLe kAgaLa hoya tevuM lAgyuM. me kaMI ThIka nathI, zubha nathI evI aMtaramAM saheja lAgaNI udmavI. tenI khAtrI mATe kavara phADI kAgaLa kADhayo ane joyuM te temAM meSanA sAta kALA cAMdalA, karyA hatA ane tene kALI rajathI vadhAvyA hoya tema raja paNa hatI. tatkALa vicAra Avyo ke game te vyaktie game te hetue A patra mokalyA heya paNa tene nIce rastA upara pANInA pravAhamAM vahete karI de. tyAM pharI bIjo vicAra Avyo ke pitAjInI ghera AvavAnI rAha jovI, temane batAvavuM ane pachI temanI AjJA mujaba karavuM. pitAjI DIvAramAM ja AvI

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RNa nuM baMdha H 133 pahoMcyA. bhInAM kapaDAM badalI nirAMte beThA pachI Avela kAgaLa temanA hAthamAM mUkyo. te joIne temane thoDo gabharATa thayA ane bhaya paNa lAge ke kaMIka aniSTa banaze. ame te zabane bhArane Teke na Ape ane tene jaLamAM padharAvI devAnuM bhArapUrvaka sUcavyuM. temanI saMmatithI tema karyuM. A vAtane bhUlI javAnuM ane kAMI azubha nahI thAya tevI zraddhA rAkhavAnuM jaNAvyuM. tema chatAM temanA cittamAMthI bhayanI lAgaNI khasatI nahotI. amane gabharATa, bhaya ke bhIti kaMI ja nahotAM ane prabhukRpAe zAMtabhAva rahI zakyA hatA. bIje divase pitAjI kaI devanA upAsaka pAse gayA. ghaTanAnA hetu saMbaMdhe pRcchA karI ane javAba e maLyo ke " hetu duSTa che paraMtu puNyane udaya hAI kaMI aniSTa thavAnuM nathI. zraddhA rAkhavI." tethI pitAjIne kaMIka zAtA vaLI. ghaTanAne cAra divasa thayA pachI eka madhya rAtrie amane savapnadvArA keIe (devo ke devI haze?) A banAvanI athathI iti sudhInI mAhitI ApI, jemAM jene aniSTa karavuM che te vyakti, tenI pUrva taiyArIrUpa sAdhanA, patramAM vidhi karvAmAM AvI hatI tenuM spaSTa citra, vyaktinA gAmathI dUra bIjA gAmathI pisTa karavAnI jinA, hetupUrvaka apUrNa lakhAyela siranAmuM ane azubha hetu vagere batAvAmAM AvyuM hatuM. uparAMta tevuM kaMI aniSTa banavAnuM nathI te paNa kahyuM. pitAjIne A vAta karI tyAre temane jIva heThe beThe. atre azubha RNa

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134H AdhyAtmika nibaMdha nubaMdhane udaya, te vyakti ane te vyaktie jenI upAsanAthI sAdhanA karI hatI te devI sAthe kahI zakAya paraMtu zubha puNyanA udaye azubha udaye thayela prayatna niSphaLa ga, Ama paNa bane che. amArA eka nehI hatA, udAra, vizALa hRdayI ane premALa. temane eka kamaLA nAme putrI hatI. buddhimAM kaMIka nyUna paNa saraLa ane sevAbhAvI. baMne azubha RNAnubaMdhanA udayathI sagapaNa saMbaMdhe joDAyAM hatAM. pitAne putrI pratye svAbhAvika nehabhAva hA jaI e te nahotuM tethI vAraMvAra vagara vAMke putrIne Thapake maLato ane te maunapaNe sahana karatI. pitAne moTI mAMdagI AvI putrI pUrI sAravAra karatI mAMdagIe gaMbhIra ravarUpa dhAraNa karyuM ane dehatyAgane avasara AvI pahoMcyA. temanA AtmAnuM hita thAya te hetuo ame temanI pAse dararoja jatA ane dharmavArtA saMbhaLAhatA. paraMtu temanuM citta saMsAramehane kAraNe dharmavAtamAM coMTatuM nahIM. evI sthitimAM temaNe dehAyuSya pUrNa karyuM ane A jagatanA A bhAgathI cAlI nIkaLyA. deha cheDyAnA cothe divase kamaLAne teo gharamAM pharI rahyA che tevo AbhAsa thaye, kaMI avAja paNa saMbhaLA. ane te ja rAtanA bAra vAgyA pachI kamaLAnI pathArI pAse AvI, bihAmaNAM zarIrathI tene blIvaDAvavAnuM zarU karyuM. bIje divase te ciMtAyukta vAta kahevAmAM AvatAM

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nuM baMdha : 135 ame putrI kamaLAne eka stotrano pATha karavA ane maMtramaraNa karavA jaNAvyuM. tenA prabhAvathI devagatine pAmelA te nehInuM jora na cAlavAthI teo gusse thayA. gussAmAM kamaLAne kahetA, "mAre mitra tane madada kare che te huM jANuM chuM ane vizeSamAM dhamakI ApI ke tene huM joI laIza." ame kamaLAne batAvela upAya bhAvanA jorathI ArAdhana karavA sUcavyuM, jarApaNa Dara na rAkhavAnuM jaNAvyuM ane pUrI hiMmata ApI. deve rAtrinA bArathI cAra sudhI herAna karavAnI, DarAvavAnI, dhamakIo ApavAnI pravRtti cAlu rAkhI ane eka veLAe gusse thaI kahyuM ke, "tuM dhamane Azraya kare che tethI mAruM baLa cAlatuM nathI, nahitara mAre to tAro jIva levAnI IcchA hatI. tema chatAM mAro prayatna cAlu rAkhIza." raMjADa ghaTate hato paNa traNa mAsa pUrNa thatAM sudhI kanaDagata cAlu rahI. traNa mAsanA ArAdhananA phaLathI RNAnubaMdhane azubha udaya samApta thaye ane kamaLAnA jIvane zAMti thaI. devadevI sAthenA azubha NunubaMdhanA trAsadAyaka udaya veLAe tenI nivRtti mATe athavA udayabaLa ghaTADavA mATenA upAye mATe vicAra karIe. bhagavAnanuM vacana che ke dharma e sarvotkRSTa maMgala che, dharma ja eka satyasvarUpe rakSaka che, dharma ja sarva sukhane denAra che. te duHkhanA samaye dharmane prema ane zraddhApUrvakano Azraya ane tenuM ArAdhana karavuM ghaTe che. A vibhAgamAM jaNA

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136 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdha vela dukhethI mukta thavAnAM nimitta ATalAM saMbhave che: AdhyAtmika maMtranuM smaraNa, tetrapAThanuM paThana, kSamApanA ane vinaMti, dhArmika jIvanI preraNAtmaka sahAya, anya deva-devI thakI sahAya amArA namra abhiprA nIce pramANe ArAdhanA karavAthI kaSTadAyaka pAdhi dUra thavI saMbhave che. - eka. dararoja savAre ceka thaI, vidha mane kaSTa avazya dUra thaze evI atUTa zraddhAthI " zrI bhaktAmara tetra" traNa mAsa sudhI niyamita bhaNavuM. tetranA bhAva aMtaramAM grahaNa karavA ane tenI sAthe ekarUpa thavAne yatna kare. jarUra paDaze bIjA traNa mAsa sudhI adhyayana karavuM paNa hiMmatathI hAraNa thavuM nahIM. udayanI sthiti dIrghakAkAnI haze te paNa te ghaTI jaze ane pachI sukharUpa pariNAma Avaze. bIjuM. A vi'ti divasanA pAMca vakhata karavI. he prabhu! saMhAra javAnA AraMbhakALathI atre kSaNa pata A jIve deva-manuSya-tiryaMca gatinA jI saMbaMdhI jANatAM ajANatAM je je deze mana, vacana ane kAyAthI karyo hoya, te sarvanI ApanI pAse pazcAttApapUrvaka kSamA mAguM chuM; mArA te pApa deSa niSphaLa thAo, te sarva jIvo paNa mane kSamA kare. ApanI asIma kRpAthI te temanI varavRtti bhUlI jAo ane temanuM kalyANa thAo e ja vinaMti che.

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RNa nu baMdha H 137 he kRpALu bhagavaMta! kadApi deva, manuSya ke tiyaca taraphathI mane keAI kaSTa ke herAnagatI haze to paNa huM te samatAthI sahI laIza ane ApanI AjJAnusAra vatI tenuM hita ane kalyANa IrachIza. A kAryamAM saphaLa thavA mATe mane ApanI taraphathI preraNAbaLa maLatuM rahe tema karavA vinati che; te kRpA karI sAtha ApI rakSaNa karaze, sAtha ApI rakSaNa karaze. he karuNAsAgara prabhu ! Apane upakAra huM kyAre paNa nahIM bhUluM ne upakAra mAnyA ja karIza. ahIM jaNAvyA uparAMta je bhAve cittamAM UgI Ave, teno paNa vinaMtimAM samAveza kare. A vinaMti bAda pAMca miniTa sudhI nIce mujaba smaraNa karavuM - zAMtinAtha zAtA karo. pArzvanAtha paracA pUro. vIraprabhu vIratA Ape. trIju. maMtramaraNa karavuM. rAtre sUtA pahelAM avazya karavuM. navakAramaMtra ke game te, pitAne zraddhA hoya tenuM smaraNa karavuM. athavA Da% arihaMta, jaya arihaMta, jaya arahaMta, 3arihaMta athavA sahajAnma rUpa paramaguru athavA 8 sarvajJadeva, manuSya ane tiya vacce traNAnubaMdhanA udaya, manuSya ane saMjJI tiryaMca cha vacce RNAnubaMdhanA zubhAzubha udaye vartatA jovA maLe che. zubha udaya

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138 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha veLAe manuSya, popaTa, kAkAkauA, cakalI ItyAdi pakSI athavA kUtara, bilADI, ghoDo ItyAdi pazune pALe che, prema kare che. keTalIkavAra gAya athavA ghoDAnA zubha RNAnubaMdha evA baLavAna hoya che ke temane gharamAM praveza thatA ja manuSyanA gharanI Arthika sthiti sArA pramANamAM sudharatI jAya che ane sukha samRddhino uota thAya che. gRhamAM saMpa, saMtoSa ane anukuLatAnuM sAmrAjya sthapAya che. tevI sukha ApanArI sthiti te jIvanI eTale gAya vA gheDAnI vA anya prANInI jIvanadorI hoya tyAM sudhI ghaNuM karIne rahe che ane te prANunA viyoge kyAreka kaThaNa paristhitine janma thAya che. kUtarAnA saMbaMdhanI ghaNI camatkArika vAtothI ghaNA paricita haze ja; A prANInI vaphAdArI, premanI bhUkha ane mAlika mATe deha sahita bhega ApavAnI taiyArI keI ajaba hoya che. mAlika paNa tene khUba nehathI cAhata hoya che. A pALe kUtare gharanA eka sabhya tarIkenuM sthAna bhegave che. kAma kAjanA prasaMge kadApi mAlikane bahAragAma javAnuM thAya tyAre A vaphAdAra prANIne viyoganuM duHkha sAle che ane temanI zodha mATe taraphaDIyA mAre che, AhAra khapa pUrate le che ane tethI saMtuSTa rahe che, gharanA bIjA sabhyo tene duHkha bhagavate joI pite duHkhI thAya che ane prANu mATe khUba karuNa ane dayA Ave che. koI vakhata mAlikanuM mRtyu thAya che tyAre ema banatuM sAMbhaLyuM che. ke te premALa prANu khedakhinna thaI raDe che, AhArane

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RNa nuM baMdha : 138 tyAga kare che ane zakanA AghAtathI maraNazaraNa thAya che. azubha udaya vakhate te gatinA prANIo dvArA prANu ghAtaka humalA athavA duHkha-pIDA ApanAra banAve ane che; athavA manuSya dvArA te prANIone asadudharmanA Azraye bhega devAmAM Ave che. tiryaMca ane deva vacce rANAnubaMdhanA udaya : A prakAranA udaya kayAreka ja Ave che, tenI saMkhyA alpa che. sAmAnyapaNe pazuo ane devadevI vaccenA RNAnubaMdhanA udayanA prasaMga anubhavagamya thatA na hovAthI jIvanA jANavAmAM na hoya te svAbhAvika che. te chatAM zubhAzubha udaya saMbhavita che ane Ave che. zubha udayaH keI be jIva dharmamAM rucivaMta thaI bAhA dharmo. rAdhana sAthe maLI karatA hoya ane bemAMthI je eka prathama deha tyAgIne jo deva thAya te teNe bIjAne dharma nimitte sahAya karavI evA paraspara kola karI baMdhAyA hoya, paNa thoDo samaya vItyA bAda koI eka mAyAkapaTathI dharmArAdhana vadhAre karI guptatA jALave ane asaraLa bhAve bIjAthI chAnuM rAkhe tathA pachI tenA AyunI pUrNatA thatAM mAyAkapaTanA phaLa anusAra tene

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140 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha pazuronimAM janma thAya che. bIje saraLa bhAve ArAdhanA karatAM aMtakALe mRtyu pAmI deva thAya che. have paraspara Apela vacanathI baMdhAyela devagatimAM gayelA jIvane te ja kAraNathI biMdhana karela RNa udayamAM AvatAM pazunamAM janmelA mitrane avadhijJAnanA baLathI kheLI kADhe che, tene preraNA ApI dharmabhAvanI skRti ane daDhatA karAve che, athavA pUrva manuSyane je pitAne deha hato te vikRne tenI pAse AvI pUrvanA sAthe maLIne karelA ArAdhana saMbaMdhe jaNAve che tema dharmavacana saMbhaLAve che, tenA nimittathI te pazuninA jIvane aMtara jAgRtine sAre lAbha maLe che ane pote sevela mAyAkapaTa mATe kheda karI, manamAM ja doSanI kSamAyAcanA karI keI prakAre haLavAza anubhave che. tenuM phaLa ghaNuM karIne tene dehatyAga pachI devagatimAM javArUpa thAya che. zubha udayanA ghaNA prakAramAMthI eka prakAra samajavA arthe ahIM Ave che. azubha udaya koI be jIva vacce jherano majabUta baMdha hoya, paraMtu karmanI sthiti evI baMdhANI hoya ke koI eka gatimAM baMne sAthe saMbaMdhamAM AvavAno pega hoya tyAre te karmano udaya na Ave, paraMtu tene udaya eka deva ane bIje tiryaMca e gatione prApta thAya tyAre

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* Na nu baMdha H 141 Ave te azubha RNanI patAvaTanuM kArya zarU thAya che, tyAM deva tiryaMcanA jIvane aneka prakAre trAsa ApI herAna kare che. bhaya pamADa, mAra mAra, AhArAdimAM vidana nAkhavAM, vAInA kAraNe tenA dehane acetana je kare ane kyAreka hiMsaka prANanuM rUpa dhAraNa karI te pazunA dehanAM aMge davA athavA te thakI prANahAni karavI e vagere prakAro che. te badhuM tiryaMcanA jIvane nirAdhArapaNe ne parAdhInatAe veThavuM paDe che. te bicArA jIvanI ati dayAjanaka dazA hoya che; paNa verI devanA aMtaramAM dayAno aMkura phUTate nathI, UlaTuM tenuM du:kha, teno kakaLATa, tenI vedanA, tenI pIDAthI nIkaLatI cIsae joIne prasanna thAya che. deva ane pArakI vacce traNAnubaMdhanA udaya ghane Azcarya thAya tevuM che ke A be gationA jI vacce RNAnubaMdhanA uDhaya hoI zake kharA? zuM tema thavuM saMbhavita che? karma vicitratA vicitrapaNe vate che ane tene anubhava thayA kare che, eTale upara jaNAvyA pramANe banavuM te asaMbhavita ke azakya nathI. hA, e kharuM che ke A prakAranA udayanI atyaMta apatA che, paNa udayasthiti hoya che e nakkara hakIkata che. tenAM daSTAMte zAstramAMthI maLI zake che ne tethI siddhAMtanuM samarthana sahaja thAya che.

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14ra : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha zubha udaya H kaI jIva kalyANamUti samyaphadarzanane athavA AtmajJAnane prApta thayA pahelAM hiMsAtmaka bhAva ane AcaraNamAM rahI vA ajJAna dazAmAM AkarA deSavALI pravRtti karI narakagatine baMdha pADe che ane pachI kaI samartha jJAnI bhagavaMta samAgamaga pUrvanA koI mahat puNyanA udaye saMprApta thatAM ane temane apUrva badhA aMtaramAM pariNamatAM jIvananuM vaheNa ekAeka badalAya che. denI sAcA dilathI pazcAttApa-pUrvaka kSamApanA karI te parama puruSanA Azraye khaMta, utsAha ane apramAdapaNe satyadharmanuM ArAdhana kare che. te prabhunA caraNakamaLanI sevAmAM rahI, AjJAnuM eka niSThAe ArAdhana karI, prabhukRpA meLavI AtmajJAnano apUrva lAbha saMprApta kare che ane AtmavIryanA vizeSa vizeSa ughADathI uttarottara AtmadazA vadhArI, tIkSaNa ApagamAM rahIne apramatta saMyama nAmanA guNasthAnake sthiti karI tIrthakara nAmakarma upArjana kare che. dehAyuSyanI pUrNatA thatAM te bhAvi tIrthakara prabhu (zrI zreNika mahArAjanA daSTAMte) ne pUrve bAMdhela narakagatimAM javuM paDe che. tyAM te prabhu te gatinAM duHkhe ati zAMtithI ane samatAthI vede che. duHkha denAra sAme badalo vALavAnA leza paNa bhAva nathI paraMtu kevaLa sahI levAnI nirmaLa vRtti che tethI jarA paNa pratikAra karatA nathI; sahaja AtmasthiratA

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* NA nu baMdha : 143 ane AmazAMtine avagAhI prasanna bhAve rahI nibaMdhana karelA karmonI nivRtti kare che. tema chatAM pUrvanA koI zubha RNAnubaMdhI devagatinA jIvane RNanI cUkavaNane udayagata suavasara AvatAM te zrI bhAvi tIrthaMkara prabhunI nArakIenA trAsathI rakSA karavA Ave che ane kare che. te veLAe teo to samatAbhAvamAM ja sthita che ane daSTA tarIke ja rahe che. kakyAreka koI devane pitAnA narakagatimAM sthiti karIne rahelA keI zubha RNAnubaMdhI mitrane sahAya karavAne udaya Ave che, tyAre te deva narakabhUmimAM jaI pitAnA nArakI mitrane dharmavacanethI bodha Ape che ne dharmabhAvamAM sthira kare che. A bodhanuM atyaMta zubha pariNAma nArakIne maLe che; narakanI kSetravedanA ane nArakIonA paraspara veranA udayathI udbhava pAmatI pIDAne te jIva samabhAve vedanAne puruSAthI thAya che; ane tenuM phaLa ghaNuM moTuM ane zubha che. azubha udaya : zrI tIrthaMkara prabhujI jemane vacanAtizaya ati AzcaryakAraka ane apUrva hovA chatAM teo paNa narakagatinAM duHkhane pUrNa paNe varNavI zakyA nathI. teoe je kaMI dukhe vANI kahI zakAya, teTalo vistAra karI varNana karyuM che ane te vAMcatAM paNa haya dravI

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144 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha jaI rUvADAM UbhAM thaI jAya che. te bicArA nArakI jIve kSetravedI, zItatA--GNAnI vedanA, tIrathI viMdhAtA hoIe evI havAnA sparzathI thatI vedanA, tIrNa taravAranI tIkSNa dhA2 samAna pANI pItAM thatI vedanA, paraspara veranA udayathI temanA vaikIya zarIranA anya nArakIonA AghAta thakI thatA TukaDe TukaDAnI vedanA e Adi duHkha vede che. te uparAMta pahelI narakanI upamAM je halakA devenuM sthAna che. tyAMnA dene nArakIo pratyenuM baMdhAyela vera udayamAM AvatAM nIce UtarI nArakIone amara dukha Ape che. deve temane mAre che, cAmaDI UtaraDe che, aMge rAga kApI judAM kare che ane aneka prakAre zArIrika pIDA upajAvI bahu harSita thAya che. A deve paramAdhAmIo kahevAya che. upasaMhAra ATalA lekha parathI niHzaMkapaNe samajAze ke A saMsAra RNAnubaMdhanA AdhAre cAle che ne Take che. jyAM sudhI karajanuM levuM -devuM zeSa rahyuM che, tyAM sudhI saMsAra paNuM rahyo che. jamA-udhAranAM pAsAM sarakhAM thaI jAya eTale ke kiMcit mAtra RNa na rahe, tyAre jIva mukta thAya che. traNa baMdhAvAne AdhAra rAgadveSanI pariNati upara che. rAgadveSanA pariNAma nijasvarUpanA ajJAna para Ava

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RNunuM baMdha H 145 laMbita che. e ajJAnarUpa aMdhakAranI nivRtti jJAnarUpa prakAzathI thAya che. je samaye jJAna prakAze che te ja kALe ajJAnatimira TaLe che. te jJAnanA prakAzane lAbha jeNe jJAnati prakaTa karI che tevA AtmajJAnI ane Atmadaza bhagavaMta pAsethI ja maLI zake che. te AtmatvaprApta purUSane pratyakSa samAgamaga pUrvanA baMdhAyela zubha RNAnubaMdhanA zubha udaye prApta thAya che ane tevA udayane jJAnI purUSa mahatuM puNyanA udaya tarIke lekhave che. te zubha RNAnubaMdhane saMcaya, bhavobhavamAM sArA saMsArI sagapaNu-saMbaMdha jALavI rAkhavAthI ane e che e che paNa tevA saMbaMdhita jI sAthe dharmamAM prIti lAvI ArAdhanA karavAthI utpanna thAya che. saMcayanuM baLa vadhI jatAM teno udaya AvI te phaLarUpa thAya che. te ja niyama pramANe azubha jhaNuMnubaMdhano saMcaya, bhavabhavamAM zreSayukta narasA saMsArI sagapaNu-saMbadhe jArI rAkhavAthI utpanna thAya che; ane saMcayanuM baLa vadhI jatAM tene udaya Ave che ne phaLarUpa thAya che. utkRSTa zubha RNAnubaMdhanA baLasaMcayanA udayathI atyaMta uccatama AtmadazAne pAvanakArI lAbha ane pachI traNa cUkavAI jatAM jhaLahaLa jyoti svarUpa, parama dedIpyamAna, rUparUpanA aMbAra jevI muktisuMdarI sAthe pavitra lagnathI joDAvAne lAbha tathA zAzvata sukha, AnaMda ane zAMtine upabhegA karavAne aciMtya yuga sahaja maLe che. a, 10

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146 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha utkRSTa azubha RNAnukha dhanA aLasa cayanA udayathI adhikatama sa'sArI du:kheA, trividha tApa ane vedanA bhAgavavAM paDe che; ane pachI te AtmA svabhAve zuddha, pavitra, niLa ane akhaMDa jJAnarUpa hovA chatAM te keDa nIce sudhI utaratA jAya che. ajJAnadazAnI jALa cAtaraka vistare che ane te kAraNe pApanA sacaya ane bhAra vadhatAM tenA udaya thakI narakagatinAM tIvra du:khA bhAgavavAM paDe che. tevA AtmAne phrI UMce AvavA mATe ghaNu lAMkhA kALa pasAra karavA paDe che. A laghu niSadha parathI e vAta lakSagata thaze ke RNAnukha dhanA niyama ane tenu phaLa aphara che, aTala che; tenAthI chaTakI ke bhAgI zakAtuM nathI, tyAM sattA, lAgavaga ke siphArasa kAryakArI thaI saphaLa thatAM nathI. jevA prakAranA RNanA uDDaya tevA prakAre bhAgavaTo karavA paDe che. bIjI rIte kahIe tA kama siddhAMta che te A ja che, je sabadhe zrI jinadevanu' vacana che ke " jeve rase khAMdhaze teve rase bhegavu paDaze. " narendra, surendra ke nAgendra paNa RNAnubaM dhanA udayanA phaLane aphaLa karavA samatha nathI; vaLI A RNAnukha dhanA udayanI evI vici tratA che ke te game tyAre, game te ghaDIe, game te kSetre, game te sa'joge, game tenA sabaMdhe rAta ke divasa joyA vinA, jAta ke bhAtanuM bhAna karyAM vagara athavA ucca nIcanA bheda lakSamAM lIdhA vinA udayagata thAya che; ane

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* zuM nuM baMdha H 147 tethI ja lokabhASAmAM kahevAya che ke karamane zarama nathI, karamane bharama nathI. RNanA udayanA keTalAka ati vicitra prasaMge nIti-dharmanA bAMdhAnA mULane ukheDI nAkhanAra athavA sAmAjika tathA kauTuMbika baMdhAraNanA durgane toDI pADanAra hovAthI tene ullekha ahIM sahetu karela nathI; paraMtu tevuM banyA kare che e hakIkata che. bhUtakALamAM tevA prasaMgo banyA hatA ane tenuM varNana kathAnugamAM ati spaSTatAe jovA maLe che, vartamAnamAM bane che ane bhaviSyakALa banaze, kemake sarva bhAva anAdi anaMta che. RNAnubaMdhanA niyama ane udayanuM jJAna je jIvane satat smRtimAM rahe ane tene upayogamAM levAya te khUba ja hitakArI ane upakArI thAya tema che. te jJAna prathama te duHkhanI khINamAM gabaDAvanAra evA zreSa, verajhera, IrSyA, asUyA,niMdA,tiraskAra, mada, matsara, asatya, hiMsA, corI AdinA azubha bhAve( ane tene laIne azubha pravRtti)ne maMda karanAra, rokanAra ane aTakAvanAra thAya che ane pachI dayA, zAMti, samatA, kSamA, sahiSNutA, saraLatA, avidhatA, apratikAratA, namratA, maunatA e Adi guNenuM aMze aMze prakaTIkaraNa karI, cAritradazAne khIlavI adhika adhika UMce laI jAya che. RNAnubaMdhanA niyamane yathArthatAe jANanAra, oLakhanAra ane upayogamAM lenArane sva athavA para saMbaMdhe

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148 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha udayanI game teTalI vicitratA hoya te paNa kaMI Azcaya thatu nathI; tema tenI cittavRtti skhalanA pAmatI nathI paraMtu sthira ane zAMta rahe che kemake tenI dRDha zraddhA che ke jevA prakAre RNAnukha dhanA udaya hAya, tevA prakAre phaLa maLe che, temAM kaI pheraphAra thatA nathI; arthAt rAga ke dveSanA bhAvamAM joDAyA vagara samavasthita dazAmAM rahevAne tenA nizcayarUpa puruSAtha saphaLatAne pAme che, ane krame krame te jJAtA dRSTArUpa rahevA samatha thAya che. A siddhAMtanA deDha Azraya pachI tenA aMtaramAM evA bhAvA UThatA nathI ke A mATe Ama na thayuM hAta teA sAru. hatuM kemake tethI ciMtAmukta rahI zakAta, athavA A mATe ATalu A prakAre thayuM te ThIka thayuM. kemake tethI keTalIka suvidhAo saheja ja prApta thaI, e vagere vyavahAraSTithI utpanna thatA bhAvAnA aneka prakAranA niyamanA jJAnathI ane tenA jAgRtipUrvakanA upacAgathI upazama pAmatA jAya che. jJAnI puruSAe jyAM tyAMthI rAgadveSarahita thavAnA medha karyAM che. A niyamanA pAlanathI rAgadveSa ghaTI jaI kSINa thaI kSaya thAya che. AtmAne sanmukha rAkhI AtmAnA kalyANane arthe ja niyamanu pAlana thaI zake che, kAraNa ke AtmAne pharIthI kha'dhanamAM nAkhavAnI vRtti tene hotI nathI. sarva jJAnI bhagavatAnA nira'taranA puruSArtha A prakAranA hAya che. tee! aTala siddhAMtanA jJAnanAM maLathI

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RNA nu baMdha H 149 viSama sajogone paristhiti hAya tA paNa svastha, zAMta, gaMbhIra ane mauna vizeSe karIne thatA jAya che. ane aMtaraMga AzcaryakAraka agAdha sayamane keLavI AtmadazA zIghratAe vadhArI svarUpatha thaI jAya che. e jJAnI bhagava tAnAM pavitra pagale pagale RNAnukha dhanA aphara niyamAne jANI, zraddhI ane upayeAmamAM laIne sa saMsArI jIvA cAlatA thAya ane AtmakalyANa sAdhI sapUrNa Atmazreya prApta kare e ja aMtamAM prabhuprArthanA che. satpuruSAnu cAgabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa karo. " OM zAMtiH "" sathI sa prakAre huM bhinna chuM, eka kevaLa zuddha caitanyasvarUpa, paramAtkRSTa, aciMtya sukhasvarUpa, mAtra ekAMta zuddha anubhavarUpa huM chuM, tyAM vikSepa ! ? vikalpa ze!? bhacaze? kheda ze! ? khIjI avasthA zI ? huM mAtra nirvikalpa zuddha zuddha, prakRSTa zuddha parama zAMta caitanya chuM. huM mAtra nirvikalpa chuM, huM nijasvarUpamaya upayoga karu chu tanmaya thAuM chuM. "" zrImad rAjacaMdra ( 1. 833) *

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150 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha kevaLa aMtarmukha thavAne puruSone mArga sarva duHkhakSayane upAya che, paNa te kAIka jIvane samajAya che. mahatuM puNyanA yogathI, vizuddha matithI, tIvra vairAgyathI ane puruSanA samAgamathI te upAya samajavA yogya che, te samajavAno avasara ekamAtra A manuSyadeha che, te paNa aniyamita kALanA bhayathI gRhita che; tyAM pramAda thAya che, e kheda ane Azcarya che." zrImad rAjacaMdra (va. 816) "sarva jIva pratye, sarva bhAva pratye akhaMDa ekarasa vItarAgadazA rAkhavI e ja sarva jJAnanuM phaLa che. AtmA zuddhacaitanya, janmajarAmaraNarahita asaMga svarUpa che; emAM sarva jJAna samAya che; tenI pratItimAM sarva samyaphadarzana samAya che; AtmAne asaMgasvarUpe svabhAvadazA rahe te samyapha cAritra, utkRSTa saMyama ane vItarAgadazA che. jenA saMpUrNa paNAnuM phaLa sarva duHkhane kSaya che, e kevaLa niHsaMdeha che, kevaLa niHsaMdeha che." zrImad rAjacaMdra (va. 781 ) re- ~~~~~ ~~~~ ~ ~~ ~~

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nibaMdha 6 pho AtmAnubhUti A jagatane viSe jene viSe vicArazakti vAcAsahita vate che, evAM manuSya prANI kalyANano vicAra karavAne sarvathI adhika egya che; tathApi prAye jIvane anaMtavAra manuSyapaNuM maLyAM chatAM te kalyANa siddha thayuM nathI, jethI vartamAna sudhI janmamaraNane mArga ArAdho paDyo che. anaMta keTI jIvanA pramANamAM AtmakalyANa jeNe ArAdhyuM che, ke jene prApta thayuM che, evA jIva atyaMta zeDA thayA che, vartamAne tema che ane have pachInA kALamAM paNa tevI ja sthiti saMbhave che, tema ja che. arthAt kalyANanI prApti jIvane traNe kALane viSe atyaMta durlabha che; e je zrI tIrthaMkaradevAdi jJAnane upadeza te satya che, evI jIvasamudAyanI je bhrAMti te anAdi saMyoge che, ema ghaTe che, ema ja che.tenuM sauthI moTuM kAraNa asatsaMganI vAsanAo janma pAmyuM evuM nijecchApaNuM ane asatkarzanane viSe sandarzanarUpa bhrAMti te che....evuM je asatsaMga, nije chApaNuM ane mithyAdarzananuM pariNAma te jyAM sudhI maTe nahIM tyAM sudhI A jIva kalezarahita e zuddha,

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15ra H AdhyAtmika nibaMdha asaMkhya pradezAtmaka mukta thave ghaTatuM nathI, ane te asatsaMgAdi TALavAne arthe satsaMga, jJAnInI AjJAnuM atyaMta aMgIkRtapaNuM, ane paramArtha svarUpa evuM je AtmApaNuM te jANavA yogya che." zrImad rAjacaMdra (va. 437) zrI tIrthakara vAraMvAra nIce kahyo che, te upadeza karatA hatA - he jI ! tame bUjha, samyapha-prakAre bUjhe. manuSyapaNuM maLavuM ghaNuM durlabha che, ane cAre gatine viSe bhaya che, ema jANe, ajJAnathI saviveka pAma durlabha che, ema samaje. Akho leka ekAMta dukhe karI baLe che, ema jANo ane sarvajIva pitapotAnAM karma karI viparyAsapaNuM anubhave che, tene vicAra karo." sUyagaDAMga- (adhyayana 7 muM 11) sarva duHkhathI mukta thavAne abhiprAya jene thaye hoya, te puruSe AtmAne gaveSa, ane AmA gaveSa hoya teNe yamaniyamAdika sarva sAdhanane Agraha apradhAna karI, satsaMgane gaveSa, tema ja upAsa. satsaMganI upAsanA karavI hoya teNe saMsArane upAsavAne AtmabhAva sarvathA tyAga. pitAnA sava abhiprAyane tyAga karI pitAnI sarva zaktie te satsaMganI AjJAne upAsavI. tIrthakara ema kahe che ke je kaI te AjJA upAse che, te avazya satsaMgane upAse che, ema je

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AtmAnubhUti H 153 satsaMgane upAse che te avazya AtmAne upAse che, ane AtmAne upAsanAra sarva duHkhathI mukta thAya che. (dvAdazAMgInuM saLaMga sUva" zrImad rAjacaMdra (va. 491) zrI tIrthaMkarAdie pharI pharI ne upadeza kahyo che, paNa jIva dizAmUDha rahevA Icche che tyAM upAya pravatI zake nahIM. pharI pharI ThekI ThekIne kahyuM che ke eka A jIva samaje te sahaja mekSa che, nahIM te anaMta upAye paNa nathI. ane te samajavuM paNa kaMI vikaTa nathI, kemake jIvanuM sahaja je svarUpa che te ja mAtra samajavuM che; ane te kaMI bIjAnA svarUpanI vAta nathI ke vakhate te gopave ke na jaNAve, tethI samajavI. na bane. pitAthI pote gupta rahevAnuM zI rIte banavA rogya che? paNa svapnadazAmAM jema na banavA yogya evuM pitAnuM mRtyu paNa jIva jue che, tema ajJAnadazArUpa svapnarUpage A jIva pitAne, potAnAM nahIM evAM bIjA dravyane viSe svapaNe mAne che ane e ja mAnyatA te saMsAra che, te ja ajJAna che, narakAdi gatine hetu te ja che, te ja janma che, maraNa che ane te ja deha che, dehanA vikAra che, te ja putra, te ja pitA, te ja zatru, te ja mitrAdi bhAva kalpanAnA hetu che, ane tenI nivRtti thaI tyAM sahaja mekSa che; ane e ja nivRttine arthe satsaMga, sapuruSAdi sAdhana kahyAM che ane te sAdhana paNa jIva te pitAnA puruSArthane gopavyA

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154 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho sivAya pravartAve to ja siddha che. vadhAre zuM kahIe ATale ja saMkSepa chavamAM pariNAma pAme che te sarva vrata, yama, niyama, japa, yAtrA, bhakti, zAstrajJAna Adi karI chUTayo emAM kaMI saMzaya nathI." zrImad rAjacaMdra (va. pa37) sarva kalezathI ane sarva duHkhathI mukta thavAne upAya eka AtmajJAna che. vicAra vinA AtmajJAna thAya nahI. jeTaluM AtmajJAna thAya teTalI AtmasamAdhi pragaTe..vicAranI nirmaLatAe karI je A jIva anya paricayathI pAchA vaLe to sahajamAM hamaNAM ja tene Atmajaga pragaTe." zrImad rAjacaMdra (va. pa69) sarva vibhAvathI udAsIna ane atyaMta zuddha nija paryAyane sahajapaNe AtmA bhaje, tene zrI jine tIvra jJAnadazA kahI che, je dazA AvyA vinA keI paNa jIva baMdhanamukta thAya nahIM, e siddhAMta zrI jine pratipAdana karyo che, je akhaMDa satya che. keIka jIvathI e gahana dazAne vicAra thaI zakavA yogya che, kemake anAdithI atyaMta ajJAnadazAe A jIve pravRtti karI che, te pravRtti ekadama asAra, asatya samajAI, tenI nivRtti sUjhe ema banavuM ghaNuM kaThaNa che, mATe jJAnI puruSane Azraya karavArUpa bhaktimArga jine

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AtmAnubhUti H 15 nirupaNa karyo che, ke je mAge ArAdhavAthI sulabhapaNe jJAnadazA utpanna thAya che. jJAnI puruSanA caraNane viSe mana sthApyA vinA e bhaktimArga siddha thatuM nathI, jethI pharI pharI jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhavAnuM jinAgamamAM ThekANe ThekANe kathana karyuM che, jJAnI puruSanA caraNamAM mananuM sthApana thavuM prathama kaThaNa paDe che, paNa vacananI apUrvatAthI, te vacananA vicAra karavAthI tathA jJAnI pratye apUrva daSTie jevAthI, mananuM sthApana thavuM sulabha thAya che." zrImad rAjacaMdra (va. pa72) jema che tema nija svarUpa saMpUrNa prakAze tyAM sudhI nija svarUpanA nididhyAsanamAM sthira rahevAne jJAnI puruSanAM vacane AdhArabhUta che, ema parama puruSa zrI tIrthakare kahyuM che, te satya che, bArame guNasthAne vartatA AtmAne nididhyAsanarUpa dhyAnamAM zrutajJAna eTale mukhya evAM jJAnInA vacanone Azraya tyAM AdhArabhUta che, evuM pramANa jinamArgane viSe vAraMvAra kahyuM che. bedhabIjanI prApti thaye, nirvANamArganI yathArtha pratIti thaye paNa, te mArgamAM yathAsthita sthiti thavAne arthe jJAnI puruSane Azraya mukhya sAdhana che, ane te TheTha pUrNa dazA thatAM sudhI che." zrImad rAjacaMdra (va. pa75) "lagabhaga kevaLa bhUmikA " sudhInI AtmadazAne prApta karanAra, AtmAnI zuddhinI utkRSTa sthitine varanAra

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156 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho parama AtmajJa, parama AtmAnubhavI zrImad rAjacaMdrajInAM uparanAM TekenjhINuM upadezavacane svayaM prakAzita che, mArga dazaMkarUpa che ane apUrva preraNArUpa che. tyAM prathama ja, jema niSkAraNa karuNAthI prerAI sarva samartha sapuruSoe bALajIne trividha tApathI baLatA A saMsArathI chUTavA ane akhaMDa avyAbAdha sukhasvarUpamAM sarvakALane mATe avasthAne karavAno upadeza karyo che, tema zrImadjIne paNa te ja upakArI upadeza che, tenA zreSTha upAyane Trake ane saraLa, sahaja ane svaccha mAnasika ane zArIrika kaSTa vinAne sugama mArga zrI jinAgamanI zAkha batAve che, ane tethI karI parama upakAra karyo che. anaMta prakAranAM duHkhothI mukta thavAno upAya eka mAtra AtmajJAna che. AtmajJAna eTale dehAdithI bhinna jyoti svarUpa, jJAnasvarUpa, aTala anubhavasvarUpa evA AtmAnI oLakha ane anubhUti. tenA paryAyavAcaka zabda che, Atmadarzana, samyadarzana, samyaphajJAna, samakita, AtmAnubha, svAnubhavasvarUpa pratIti, svarUpasthiti ItyAdi. e AtmajJAnane mahimA aparaMpAra che, tenuM mUlya amUlya che. tenuM sAmarthya atula ane behada che, tenI zakti amaryAda che, ane te ja paramazAMtinuM dhAma che. anaMta aizvaryanA dhaNI evA dehamaMdiramAM virAjamAna zrI AtmA prabhunI oLakha ane anubhUti kevI rIte

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AtmAnubhUti : 157 thAya? te saMbaMdhanAM keTalAMka vacane savicArArthe ahIM ApIe chIe. karyopaniSamAM eka zloka che (1-2-23) jene bhAvArtha che, ke A AtmA pravacanathI, buddhithI ke bahu bahu sAMbhaLavAthI prApta thatuM nathI, paraMtu AtmA jenuM varaNa kare che eTale ke jenA para anugraha kare che ene ja tenI prApti hoya che, tene ja AtmA potAnuM dekhADe che arthAt pitAnA jevI anubhUti karAve che. zrImada bhAgavatamAM, gopIonI ucca AtmadazA zAthI prApta thaI te jANavAnI utsuka zrInAradajInAM praznanA uttaramAM zrI kRSNa bhagavAna prakAze che ke gepIoe vedane abhyAsa karyo nathI, zAstro vAMcyAM nathI, tapazcaryA karI nathI tema jAtrA paNa karI nathI, paraMtu teoe mArAmAM prema lAvI, parama premamAM lIna thaIne mAre samAgama karyo che ane IchaLyo che ane tenA pariNAme temane te dazAnI prApti thayela che. juo, ahIM zuM kahyuM? kahyuM ke anupama ane anubhava gocara mAtra jenuM svarUpa che evuM A Atmatava buddhithI grAhyA nathI, kemake matinI gati tyAM pahoMcI zakatI nathI, vaLI sAMbhaLa sAMbhaLa karavAthI ke vAMca vAMca karavAthI te svarUpa anubhavagamya thatuM nathI, kemake te IdriyanA prayogane AdhIna nathI, AtmA pote atIndriya

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158 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha padArtha che. je pUrNa che te apUrNa svabhAvavALA ceAgathI kema karIne prApta karI zakAya? je mana'tasvabhAvI che te aMtavALA athavA maryAdAvALA upAyathI zI rIte prApta thavA ceAgya che? arthAt te te prakAranA upAyathI AtmAnubhUti thavI asAvita che. tyAre anubhava mATenA upAya zuM khatAbyA ? kahyuM ke jyAre anubhavI AtmA AkAMkSI AtmA para anugraha karaze tyAre te parama AtmA peAtAnA jevI svarUpanI pratIti anyane karAve che. A vAta zrImadajI mAne pAmele mAga pamADaze ' e zabdothI jaNAve che. tenA garbhamAM rahela tenA vizeSa artha e che ke AtmajJAnathI rahita evA asadguru ke abha2 jIvathI AtmajyeAti prakaTAvI zakAtI nathI. ajJAnanA adhakAramAMthI jJAnanuM teja pragaTI zakatu' nathI; tethI jJAnanI prApti jJAnI pAsethI thAya e siddhAMta trikALa satya che. tethI ja kahyu che keH " bIjuM kaMI zeAdhamA. mAtra eka satpuruSane zeAdhI tenA caraNakamaLamAM sabhAva aNu karI daI vaoN jA. pachI jo mAkSa na maLe teA mArI pAsethI leje. sapuruSa e ja ke nizadina jene AtmAnA upayoga che; zAstramAM nathI ane sAMbhaLyAmAM nathI, chatAM anubhavamAM Ave tevuM jenu kathana che; aMtaraMga spRhA nathI evI jenI gupta AcaraNA che. bAkI teA kaMI kahyu jAya tema nathI ane Ama karyAM vinA tArA kAI kALe chUTakA thanAra nathI. A anubhava pravacana pramANika gaNu,

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AtmAnubhUti : 159 " eka satpuruSane rAjI karavAmAM tenI sava IcchAne prazasavAmAM te ja satya mAnavAmAM AkhI jiMdagI gaI te utkRSTamAM utkRSTa para bhave avazya mAkSe jaiza," zrImad rAjacaMdra (va. 76 ) ane have te ja medhanuM smaraNa karAvatAM zrImad bhagavadgItAmAM prakAzela zrIkRSNa bhagavAnanAM vacanA joie. tyAM zrIkRSNa kahe che ke sava dharmanA parityAga karI eka mArA ja zaraNe AvA, tema karaze te huM tamane mAkSa apAvIza. satpuruSanA caraNakamaLamAM sabhAva apaNu kayAre thAya ? kevI rIte thaI zake athavA zaraNe javuM eTale zu' ? tenI pUrva taiyArI kevI joI e ? e vagere praznonA samA dhAna mATe prayatna karIe. prathama teA jJAnIpuruSamAM prema ane zraddhA hovAM atyaMta Avazyaka che; tenA vinA paramA mAga mAM eka Daga paNa AgaLa vadhI zakAtu nathI. prema ane zraddhAnAM khaLa thakI apa NubhAvanA janma thAya che. jJAnIpuruSanI zaraNAgati svIkAravI eTale ja temanA pratye samarpaNabhAva ( peAtAnI svecchAnA tyAga ) zuddhatAe eTale niSkapaTapaNe lAvavA. ahI* je prema kahyo te ja AtmAnubhUtinuM mULa kAraNa che, anubhavaprApti mATenI adbhuta cAvI che. sadehe vidyamAna evA jJAnIpuruSa pratye peAtAnA premathI bhIMjAyela hRdayamAMthI premanI dhArA adRzyapaNuM vahe che tyAre AtmA AtmA vacce

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160 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha anusaMdhAna thAya che; bhaktimAna bhavya jijJAsunA AtmAnuM jJAnI bhagavaMtanA AtmA sAthe kSaNa athavA thoDI kSaNe mATe thatuM adaNa milana AtmAnubhavanuM upakArI sarjana karavA samartha thAya che. jyAM prema che tyAM zraddhA avazya che. e bane bhAva sAthe rahevAnA svabhAvALA che. eka ja sikakAnI te banne bAju che. A be bhAva keTalA upakArI che ane kevA kAryakArI thAya che te joIe. bhAva apratibaddhatAthI niraMtara vicAre che evA jJAnI puruSanAM caraNAraviMda. te pratye acaLa prema thayo vinA ane samyapha pratIti AvyA vinA satyavarUpanI prApti thatI nathI ane AgethI avazya te mumukSu jenAM caraNAraviMda teNe sevyAM che, tenI dazAne pAme che. A mAga sarva jJAnIoe sevyuM che, seve che ane sevaze. jJAnaprApti ethI amane thaI hatI. vartamAne e ja mArgathI thAya che ane anAgata kALe paNa jJAnaprAptine e ja mArga che." zrImad rAjacaMdra (va. 194) uparanAM vacanAmAM samyapha pratIti zabda che. tene artha sAcI pariNAmarUpa zraddhA e thAya che te pratItinuM svarUpa kevuM hoya te darzAvatAM apUrva vacane joIe. jethI te saMbaMdhanI AzaMkA leza paNa na rahe ane tenA bhAva aMtaramAM utarI jAya.

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AtmAnubhUti H 161 "bhagavat tIrthakaranA nigraMtha, nithinIo, zrAvaka tathA zrAvikAo kaMI sarvane jIvAjIvanuM jJAna hatuM tethI tene samakita kahyuM che evo siddhAMtane abhiprAya nathI. temAMthI kaMIka jIne tIrthakara sAcA puruSa che, sAcA mokSamArganA upadeSTA che, jema te kahe che tema ja mokSamArga che evI pratItithI, evI rUcithI, zrI tIrthakaranA AzrayathI ane nizcayathI samakita kahyuM che. purUSa sAcA che ane tenI pratIti paNa sAcI AvI che ke jema A paramakRpALu kahe che tema ja mekSamAge che, tema ja mokSamArga hoya te purUSanAM lakSaNAdi paNa vItarAgapaNanI siddhi kare che, je vItarAga hoya te puruSa yathArtha vaktA hoya ane te ja purUSanI pratItie mokSamArga svIkAravA yogya heya."' zrImada rAjacaMdra (va. 771) A uparathI spaSTa samajAya tevuM che ke acaLa prema ane samyapha pratItinI suMdara joDI AtmAnubhUtithI mAMDI pUrNa zuddhatA sudhInuM kArya siddha karavA samartha che. sapurUSa pratyenA vikasatA jatA premathI premasamAdhi Ave che ane premasamAdhinA pariNAme AtmasamAdhi, AtmazAMti anubhavamAM Ave che. jisasa krAIsTa kahe che -prabhu je mahApurUSane mokale che, te prabhunAM ja vacano ane siddhAMte kahe che; mATe tame tene premathI cAhe. tenAmAM zraddhA kaze ane tenI AjJAnuM ArAdhana kare. prabhu ema kahe che ke "je tame mane A. 11

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162 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdha sAcA manathI bharapUra hadayathI ane AtmAnA zuddha bhAvathI prema karaze, te huM mAruM svarUpa tamArI pAse khulluM karIza." saMta jisasa prakAze che - je koI mane jue che, oLakhe che, te prabhune paNa jue che, oLakhe che. huM ane mArA pitA (parama pitA, paramAtmA, prabhu) bane eka chIe. pitAnA hRdayamAM mAro vAsa che ane mArAmAM pitAne vAsa che, e zuM tame mAnatA nathI? je vacane huM tamane kahuM chuM; te huM kAMI mArI potAnI sattAthI kahetA nathI, paraMtu mArA hRdayamAM pitA nivAsa karIne rahyA che, teo ja sarva kAryo kare che. parama pitA pitAnA mokalela putrane cAhe che ane temaNe badhuM ja tenA hAthamAM soMpI dIdhuM che, je keAI e putrane cAhe che tathA zraddhA che, te anaMta jIvanane pAme che." e saMta jahonane bAdha che. Ama adazAmajIvananA prAraMbha ane vikAsa mATe, tenI pavitratA ane nirmaLatAnI prApti arthe tathA tenI divyatA ane alaukikatAne anubhava karavA mATe khristI darzanamAM paNa prema ane zraddhAnuM mAhAtmya viziSTatAe saMgIta karyuM che, tema tyAM pitAnA putra eTale prabhunA pratinidhi pratye ahesAva lAvI temane zaraNe javAne uttama bedha karyo che. mArga pAmavAnuM je mULa che, tenA upara bhAra daI te ja pragaTa karyuM che. A uparathI

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| AtmAnubhUti : 163 e vAtanI paNa siddhi thaze ke savajJAnIone abhiprAya eka hoya che, bhinna bhinna hete nathI. premano mahimA atyaMta baLavAnapaNe darzAvatAM jisasa krAIsTanA ziSya saMta pilanAM vacane ahIM ApatAM aMtarAnaMda thAya che. saMta pila kahe che ke "je. huM manuSya ane parIonI aneka jIbha vaDe bolato houM paNa mArAmAM prema na hoya te huM mAtra avAja karatI pittaLanI bhUMgaLA banI jauM chuM. ane je mArI pAse bhaviSyakathana karavAnuM varadAna hoya, badhA raho jANavA jeTaluM jJAna hoya, tathA parvatane calita karavA jeTalI pUrI zraddhA hoya, paraMtu je mArAmAM prema na hoya te huM kaMI ja nathI. prema dayAvaMta che, prema nirapekSa che. prema satyanA pakSamAM rahI AnaMdita thAya che. premamAM svArtha nathI, prema sarvasavane bhoga Ape che. prema kadI niSphaLatA ApatA nathI. te vikasI pUrNa thAya che. atyAre ApaNe khaMDa khaMDa jANIe chIe ane amuka bhAge bhaviSya kathana karIe chIe, paraMtu je pUrNa che te jyAre prApta thaze tyAre je apUrNa che te adazya thaze, tene abhAva thaze." A nibaMdhanA atyAra parvatanA lekhana parathI AtmAnubhUtinA upAya saMbaMdhI je pathadarzaka sUcanothI je nirdeza karyo, te punaH sArarUpe joIe. zreSTha ane parama maMgalakArI upAya kahyo te e ke kaI sajIvanamUti, premamUti ne zAMtamUrti purUSane zaraNe javuM; te purUSamAM

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164 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdha acaLa prema ane aDaga zraddhA karavAM; pitAnA sarva prakAranA abhiprAya ane matAgrahane tyAga karI temanA pratye AjJAMkita paNe keLavIne rAkhyA karavuM, eTale temaNe Apela AjJAnuM tanathI ane manathI, hoMzathI ane ullAsathI ArAdhana karavuM, temanAM pavitra mukhakamaLamAMthI nIkaLelAM vacane zAstrarUpa gaNavAM, ane te amRta svarUpa vacanane vivekathI vicArIne hadayamAM avadhAravAM. ahIM avazya smaraNamAM rAkhavuM ghaTe che ke uparokta sarvabhAmAM premanuM pradhAnapaNuM che, tenA abhAvamAM AjJAnuM satyasvarUpe ArAdhana thavuM asaMbhavita che. sapurUSa pratye prema eTale temanA deha pratye nahIM, paraMtu temanA zuddhAtmA pratye prema. purUSanI oLakhANa thavAthI temanA pratye prema Ave che, temanI oLakhANa temanA pragaTa guNanI suvAsa vaDe, temanI mukhamudrA upara aMkAyelI te guNonI caLakATa mAratI kAMti vaDe, temanAM apUrva vacanenA prabhAva vaDe ane te mahat purUSane apUrva daSTie, aMtardRSTie jevA thakI thAya che. jema jema satpuruSanA guNonuM utkRSTapaNuM lakSagata thatuM jAya che ane temanuM nirmaLa aMtarcAritra AtmAthI samajAtuM jAya che, tema tema temanA pratyenA premanA vaheNanI gati vadhatI jAya che. premanA vikAsanI UMcI avasthA thatAM te addabhutatAnuM sarjana karavA samartha thAya che. tyAM prathama to ajJAna-avidyAnuM baLa tUTe che, mohadazA ane tIvratAvALA rAgadveSa ghaTe

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AtmAnubhUti H 15 che, bADhA padArthonuM anuraktatAvALuM Azcarya kSamatAne pAmatuM jAya che ane aMtaramAM sAco vairAgya upasI AvI prakAzita thAya che. te virAgyanA baLe nijAtmAnI zuddhatA pragaTa karavAnA prazasta rAgayukta bhAva uddabhave che; kemake te bhavya jijJAsune purUSanA zuddhAtmAnuM mAhAsya mana cakSu samakSa daSTigocara thayuM che, ane temanuM ci camatkAra mAtra AzcaryakAraka svarUpa paNa teNe jANyuM che. A bane upakArI nimitto pratye tenA AtmAmAM ahobhAva sahajatAo utpanna thAya che, je Atma-vikAsamAM ADe AvatAM vidanI sattAne kSINa karavA athavA dUra karavA kharekhara zakti dharAve che. citanyAtmaka bhAvanI UMDI tema gherI asarathI AtmA jyAre gherAya che tyAre vicAramAM mUkI de tevA avanavA anubhava thAya che. vismaya pamADe evI chatAM satya hakIkta che ke yathAgyA nimitta pAmI AtmA jyAre vikAsanI zreNi caDhato heya che, tyAre pratyeka vikAsanI sIDInA pagathiye tene zrI gurunI kRpAe pratIkonAM darzana thAya che, jenuM keTaluMka varNana ame amArA pustake "bhakti mArganuM rahasya," tathA "nirvANamArganuM rahasya mAM karyuM che. ahIM eTaluM jaNAvavAnuM Avazyaka che ke te avanavA anubhavemAM AtmAnA pratIkarUpa prakAzanA darzana thAya che; dehanA aMga ke upAMgamAM zItaLatA athavA ThaMDaka jaNAya che tathA sugaMdhane anubhava thAya che. A che AtmAnubhUti pahelAMnI anubhavadazA. AtmAnubhUti thaze tevI khAtrI

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16 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha ApanAra pAdacihyo. temAMya jyAre zrI gurunA premamAM taraLa banela ziSya pitAnA hRdayamAM zrI gurUnAM darzana kare che, temanI divya svarUpI tejomaya mudrAnAM darzana kare che, tyAre te AtmAnubhUti kevaLa samIpa che ema niHzaMkapaNe mAnI zakAya. A sarva pratIkenuM mUlya AMkI zakAya tema nathI. te sarvanI upagItA ghaNuM moTI che ane tenA prabhAvanI asara dIrthasthAyI che kemake e anubhave dIrghakALe paNa vismaraNarupa thatA nathI. have jyAre AtmAnubhUtinI AkAMkSAvALe suziSya zrI sapuruSanA eTale pitAnA zrI gurunA suvAsita guNonA zubha ciMtanamAM premapUrvaka praveze che, tyAre tene prema aMdaramAM ekadama vadhI jAya che, premabhAva vadhu UMDANamAM jatAM sukharUpa, AnaMdarUpa evI tathA uttama phaLane ApanArI, ekAgratAne sugamatAe prApta karAvanArI ane dhyAnadazAne saphaLa banAvanArI premasamAdhi Ave che, je AtmajJAna tarapha laI javA samartha che. AtmajJAna AtmavicAra vagara hAya nahIM ema ApaNe joI gayA chIe. AtmavicAra eTale AtmAnA guNone vicAra, je puruSanA ke zrI gurunA guNenA vicArathI ke ciMtanathI bhinna nathI, AtmAnA guNa darzAvatAM jJAnI puruSanAM vacane maMtra svarUpa hoya che, tevA koI maMtrasvarUpa vacananuM maraNa-raTaNa karavA zrIguru jyAre suziSyane AjJA kare che, tyAre ziSya uvalAsa pariNAmI thaIne

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AtmAnubhUti : 197 AjJAne zirasAvadya gaNI bhAvapUrvaka ArASavA tatpara thAya che, AtmabhAvathI te magalakAryamAM pravRtta thAya che ane zrI gurunA AzIrvAda sAthe hoI te kAya'nI saphaLatA nizcayarUpa hoya temAM sadeha kema hoya ? eka tarapha ziSyane potAnA zubha RzunumaMdhI zrIguru pratyenA prema aMtaramAM zAMta bhAve pravahe che ane khIjI mAjI te zrIgurue Apela AjJAnuM ArAdhana paNa evA ja snehabhAvathI karavAmAM lIna thAya che. AtmA jyAre peAtAnA svarUpane darzAvanArAM vacanenuM smarachu kare che, tyAre te AtmA vacananA bhAvamAM rahela peAtAnA svabhAvane premathI pakaDe che ane deha te huM' evI pUnI paDavALI mAnyatAneA sadaMtara tyAga karI te pAtArUpe pariName che, arthAt AtmA svarUpa pratIti kare che. premasamAdhi pachInI A AtmasamAdhinI praza'sanIya dazA che. A anumavadazAmAM dehanuM, indriyAnA viSayAnuM ke khAdyanu kAI lakSa hAtu nathI; te veLAe sakalpa vikalpa, rAgadveSa, temAMnuM kaI nathI; mana UMDANumAM jaI zAMtabhAvane bhajatuM hoya che; ane AtmApacega svabhAva bhAvamAM sthira thaye hoI tyAM catanyanuM jJAna che, zAMtabhAvanu' sAmrAjya che, apUrva zAMtinuM apUrva savena che. A dhanyadazA AtmAnubhUtinA pavitra ane zubha nAmathI oLakhAya che. zrIguru ziSyanA kalyANArthe je maMtra svarUpa vacane smaraNa mATe Ape che, tenamunArUpe nIce mujaba ApIe chIe.

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168 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha huM dehAdisvarUpa nathI, deha strI, putrAdi koI paNa mArAM nathI." "zuddha citanya svarUpa avinAzI e hu AtmA chuM." "eka kevaLa zuddha citanya svarUpa, parameskRSTa, aciMtya sukhasvarUpa, mAtra ekAta zuddha anubhavarUpa huM mAtra nivikalpa zuddha zuddha, prakRSTa zuddha, paramazAMta caitanya chuM." huM mAtra nirvikalpa chuM, huM nijasvarUpamaya upayoga karuM chuM, tanmaya thAuM chuM." zrImad rAjacaMdra anaMtakALathI je jJAna bhavahetuM thatuM hatuM, te jJAnane samaya mAtramAM jAtyAMtara karI jeNe bhavanivRttirUpa karyuM te kalyANamUrti samyaphadarzanane namaskAra." trikALa jayavaMta varte satapuruSonI sudhAmaya vANuM ane amRtamaya bAdha ! trikALa vaMdana ho muktinuM dAna denAra puruSanI premabhaktine trikALa namaskAra he sarvotkRSTa siddhine ApanAra prema, zraddhA ane arpaNatAnA triveNI saMgamane ! "sapuruSanuM gabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa kare." >> zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH

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nibaMdha 7 meM prema ane pUrNatA prema e aDhI akSarane suMdara zabda che. prema e addabhuta camatkArika divya zakti che. tenI tAkAta behada ane amaryAda che. tenuM mAdhurya sumadhura ane miSTa che. tene mIThe sparza hadayanA kemaLa tArane halAvavA, jhaNa jhaNATI phelAvavA samartha che. tenuM AlApavALuM saMgItamaya nRtya zarU thAya che tyAre hayuM nAcavA mAMDe che, aMtarAnaMdanI choLo aMtarAya vagara UDavA mAMDe che ane copAsa vartelamAM phelAya che saMnidhimAM AvanAra vyaktiene ane tane pitAnA premALa bAhupAzamAM jakaDI laI AnaMdita kare che. te samaye te jagatanI, saraLatAthI vismRti karAve che; dunyavI vastuonA mehanuM vismaraNa karAve che; vyavahAra jIvananAM sukha-duHkha, harSazoka, jayAjaya, saMpatti-Apatti Adi kaSTa upajAvanArAM DhaMDho kyAM vilIna thaI jAya che tene patto lAgato nathI. tenA anubhavanuM eka ja biMdu vitarIne siMdhu samAna thavAnuM sAmarthya dharAve che. tenuM eka ja prakAza kiraNa anaMtAnaMta kiraNarUpe thavA paramocca cogyatA Ape che; vaLI

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170 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho anaMtAnaMta kiraNo paNa samUharUpe ekatrita thaI eka sUphamAtisUkSama, agama agocararUpe rahI zake che. ekamAM anaMta ane anaMtamAM eka evuM tenuM AzcaryakAraka svarU5 varNanAtIta che. evAM alaukika prematattva saMbaMdhe mahAna ciMtakoe ciMtana karyA che, samartha vidvAnoe buddhipUrvakanA vicAre karyA che, paDetee potAnA pAMDityane zramapUrvaka upayoga karyo che, moTA philasUphee takanI UMDI guphAmAM utarI tavaprakAza pAtharavA yatna karyA che; UrmizIla rasika kavioe parvatanA zikhara parathI jaLajharaNuM vahe tema dilamAMthI vahetA AkarSaka zabdothI alaMkRta paMktie dvArA gIta saMgIta ryA che; anubhavI bhaktajano e premanuM svarUpa anubhavagamya thayuM te prakAre darzAvavA ati stutya prayAso karyA che, TheraThera potAne anubhava prasAda bIjAo harSathI AsvAdI zake te hetue tathA premasvarUpanI eALakhANa karAvavAnA ucca uddezathI premane aneka upamAothI navAjavAmAM Avela che. te sarva upamAo upara vistRta vivecana karI lakhavuM anucita lAge che, te paNa keTalIka upamAo saMbaMdhe vicAra kare ThIka jaNAya che. prema e AtmAnI advitIya prasAdI che, puruSane anupama anugraha che, aMtaranI alaukika preraNA che, svasvarUpane paramezva, nirmaLa ane nirbheLa guNa che, sarva lAgaNIomAM sarvathI zreSTha, nirdoSa ane niHsvArtha lAgaNI

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che. prema ane pUrNatA : 1719 che. prema adaSTapaNe raheto hovA chatAM tenuM sthAna jagatamAM uccatama bhUmikAe utkRSTapaNe zele che. keI kahe ke prema e jIvana che, jIvana e prema che, te tyAM khoTuM zuM che? premarasa vinAnuM jIvana nIrasa che, zuSka che, to te jIvanane sAcuM jIvana kema kahI zakAya? vaLI kaI kahe. ke prema e Izvara che, Izvara prema che, te te vacana. asatya kema Thare? kemake premanI pUrNatA eTale ja Izvara. keInA abhiprAye prema che tyAM AnaMda che; te bhAvane nirmaLa matithI vicAratAM satya lAge che, kAraNa ke te. jagyAe prema ane AnaMda ekarUpa thaI jAya che athavA te premanA garbhamAM AnaMda chupAyeluM che te darzAve che. premanA svarUpane vicAra karatAM paNa jyAre AnaMda Ave. che, tyAre premanI anubhUti veLAe keTalo AnaMda upaje tenuM anumAna thaI zake tema che. keInA mata anusAra prema che tyAM zAMtinuM sAmrAjya che, te te vAta paNa yathAtathya bhAsyamAna thAya teTalI spaSTa che; kemake je sthaLe prema jyAre kendrita thAya che, tyAre aMtaramAM anya. sarva bhAve upazamita thAya che ne zAMti vedAya che. prema eTale be hadayane joDanArI adazya, saLaMga,. sIdhI derI, prema eTale be AtmAo vacce guptatAe saMdhi karAvanAra alaukika tatva. AthI ja kahyuM che ke prema eTale meLApa athavA sukhada samAgama. jene jenAmAM prema hoya che, te tene ja Icche che, teno saMyoga cAhe.

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12 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdhe che, tenI ja smRti rAkhyA kare che, tene ja maLavAnI AkAMkSA seve che. A smRtimAM ke maLavAnI tIvra abhilASAmAM vasaMtaRtumAM seLe kaLAe khIlatAM puSpanI jema premanI mAtrA vikasatI hoya che, virahakaLe premane prabhAva ati -zayatAne pAmate jAya che; Ama saMga ane viyegA -bane avasthAmAM premanuM zuddha svarUpa vadhu ane vadhu prakAzita thatuM jAya che, te chatAM premanuM svarUpa tevI ucca sthitie sthApita thayuM na hoya, tyAre virahakALanI vedanAsthiti vikaTa hoya che. ISTanA samAgama vinA AyunI paLa paLa vItAvavI kaThaNa paDe che ane jIvana kema jaze tenI viTaMbaNA kayAreka khUba akaLAve che; citta anya sthaLe rokAyeluM hoI vyavahAranAM kAryo astavyasta -jevAM thaI jAya che; madhura milananI jhaMkhanAmAM UMgha veraNa bane che, viraha vedanAne lIdhe AMkhomAMthI azrubiMdue sarI paDe che athavA nayane bhInAM rahyA kare che; meLApane kavani hadayamAM gUMjyA karate heya tema anubhava thAya che; viyoganA tApamAM kyAreka premasvarUpa prabhune upAlaMbharUpa vacano paNa kahevAI jAya che, premanA svarUpanI vizeSa vizuddhi thatAM viyoganuM duHkha maunapaNe vedAya che, tenAM bAhA cihno adazya thAya che; bahAra dekhAte zAMtabhAva ane aMdarane utApa sAmasAme guptatAe laDatA hoya che, jemAM AkharI vijaya zAMtatAne thAya che. viga veLAe je premArina bhabhUkI UThe che, te pramAgninI ajavALA meha, parAsakti, vAsanA, azuciya vicAra, rokAyeluM che. e akaLAve chekema je

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prema ane pUrNatA : 17* kaSA, deze ane dUSaNenA dIrgha sthAyI kacarAne bALI. nAkhe che ane aMtaHkaraNane sApha kare che. jyAM viyogamAM saMganI tIvra IcchA che tyAM premanuM svarUpa svaccha che. ane jyAM premanuM svarUpa svaccha che, tyAM sukha che, saMtoSa che, AnaMda che, zAMti che. eTalA mATe ja upamAothI kahyuM che ke hRdayamAM premasvarUpa purUSa mATe, prabhusvarUpa purUSa mATe premadIpaka pragaTAve, jethI te dIpakanA ajavALAnA AzrayathI prabhunAM parama pAvanakArI caraNe sudhI sugamatA e prasthAna karI zakAya. dilamAM e premayajJa zarU kare ke jenI vedI para deha, bhega ane saMsAra saMbaMdhI sarva kAmanAo tathA IcchAonI AhUti daI zakAya; aMtaranA aMtaH sthaLamAM evo dedIpyamAna premasUrya prakAzita karo ke jenAM uSNa kiraNe mana, vacana ane kAyAnA svAmItvanA bhAvane bALI nAkhe ane tenA teja pUrNa prakAzathI alaukika cetanyamUrtinA darzana karI zakAya; haiyAmAM evA premamaMdiranuM sthApana karo, te pavitra maMdiramAM evI avicaLa zraddhAnuM kamalAsana banAve tathA suMdara bhAvanAonI saurabhathI tene evuM maghamaghita kare ke jethI te pavitra maMdiranA Asana para premamUrti sarvazaktimAna prabhu sarvathA virAjita rahe ane te prabhujInAM darzanathI bhedabhAvane cheda thaI temanI sAthe ekarUpatAne atyuttama ane AnaMdapUrNa anubhava thAya; hadayamAM premasAgarane e samAvI de ke jemAM kadI oTa Ave nahIM tema bharatInA uchALA upazamI

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174 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdha rahe arthAt te zAMta, sthira ane gaMbhIra svarUpe rahyA kare; te veLAe zuddha bhAvanuM evuM pariNamana rahe ke jethI samudramAM khArAzane kaNa paNa pravezI na zake; vaLI tenA amRtamaya biMdune sparza paNa jo koIne tenA puNyodaye thAya te tenA aciMtya prabhAvathI te jIvane apUrva gupta preraNAno, tenI aMtarazaktinA AviSkArane ane kalyANanA ughADane lAbha saMprApta thAya evuM sAmarthya temAM rahyuM che; hadayapaTa para paDelI premacAdarane atyaMta vistRta karI ane tene agaNita tejasvI prema tAralAothI maDhI laI, te zveta cAdarane AkhA vizvamAM pAtharI do, jethI ahaMkAra tathA mamakArane saMpUrNa nAza thAya ane prema tenI parAkASTAnI chevaTanI hade pahoMcI maunatAne dhAraNa kare. vadhArAmAM ahIM eTaluM kahevAnuM che ke vAstavamAM dareke dareka guNanI utkRSTamAM utkRSTa sthiti eTale maunatA athavA zAMtatA. ATalA lekha uparathI spaSTa thayuM haze ke prema e vikAsanA svabhAvavALuM parama tatva che. te ekAeka pUrNatAnI Toca sudhI pahoMcI zakato nathI. premanAM biMduo krame krame vadhI aMte siMdhu rUpe thAya che, je siMdhu vizALa, dhIra, gaMbhIra ane zAMta hoya che. vimaLa premayAtrAmAM amuka hade AgaLa vadhyA pachI bIjAonI daSTitaLe AvI zake evAM AzcaryakAraka daihika cihno jevA maLe che. premIjananI AMkhe caLakATa mAratI ane prema-nIrathI jUnAdhika aMze bhIMjAyelI rahetI hoya che, caherA

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prema ane pUrNatA : 175 para tejarekhAo thAreka AchI te kayAreka gherI dezyamAna thAya che; kadIka bhrUkuTinI madhyamAM AjJAcakranA sthAna para tejatula dekhA de che; te tejacakanA raMga gulAbI, Ache pILA athavA zveta hoya che ane pratyeka raMganA paramAtha bhinna bhinna che; premarasathI bhIMjAyela premIjananA zarIranI bahAranI cAmaDI pAtaLI, suvALI ane snigdha manavA sAthe kayAreka temAM camaka Ave che; dehanI uparanI cAmaDI pAtaLI ane mulAyama anavAnu kAraNa e che ke prabhupremamAM tarALa ane Ana'vibhAra anatA prabhupremI sthULa azubha paramANuAnA parityAga kare che ne kAmaLa zubha paramANuonuM grahaNa kare che; AthI tenA hRdayanI pavitratA ne AtmAnI nimaLatA thatAMnI sAthe tenA prabhAvathI tenA deha paNa kramapUrvaka pavitra thatA jAya che. A apekSAe jotAM kahI zakAya ke prema chAnA ke gupta rahI zakatA nathI. kadAca vacana ke vatanathI prakaTa thatA na jaNAya te paNa upara kahI te nizAnIo tene khulle khulle bahAra lAve che ane tenuM prAkaTanya jaNAvavA samartha thAya che. hA, e paNa kharu che ke prema tenA AraMbhanA a'zathI mAMDI amuka hadanI maryAdA sudhI mUMgA rahI zakatA nathI. jema kizAravayanA aMtakALathI yuvAvasthAnA kALa daramyAna taravarATa, thanaganATa ane UrmionA uchALAnuM prAbalya jovAmAM Ave che ane tyArapachI-yathI tathA anubhavathI pIDha thatAM te uchALA upazame che, zAMta thAya che, prazAMta thAya che, tema ja premanA sabaMdhamAM ane che,

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10 AdhyAtmika nibaMdha pazusavarUpa puruSa mATe hRdayamAM pavitra premanuM bIjApaNa thayA pachI te bIja nimitta ane kALanI anukULatA pAmatAM puruSArtha anusAra pAMgare che, khIle che. premanuM kendritapaNuM thatAM, tenuM ghaTTapaNuM thatAM ane tenuM uttarottara dIrdhakALa paryata TakAupaNuM thatAM prema aneka uttama guNone janma ApI premIne dhanya kare che, amara kare che. temAM mukhya guNenA prAkaTayane prakAra A pramANe samajAya che. prema ane dveSa pratispadhI che, virodhI svabhAvavALA che. baMne vacce sahaja aNabanAva che. prema hoya to zreSane javuM paDe che. zreSamAM prathama asUyA rajA le che arthAta anasUyA guNa ughaDe che, ane tenI sAthe sAthe joDakAMrUpe sahiSNutA sAtha ApavA mATe hAjara thAya che. te be guNenAM janma ane vikAsanA pariNAme eka navA joDakAMnI utpatti thAya che; te che aSabuddhi tathA guNagrAhakatA. asUyA che tyAM sudhI cittamAM doSabuddhinuM sthAna rahe che ane asahiSNutA aMdha hoI guNanuM darzana karavA asamartha che. te bane doSanA kSINapaNAmAM upara kahyA te guNonuM joDakuM upasIne bahAra AvI dazyarUpa thAya che. A cAra guNenA samagra baLathI hadaya kamaLa thatAM AdratA eTale karuNa tathA mAvatA eTale namratA, e guNe hasatAM hasatAM bahAra Ave che. prabhu pratyenA premanA abhAve du:khe sahana karanArA manuSya saMbaMdhe karuNA Ave che, karuNAthI hRdaya bhIMjAya che ane sarva sukhI thAo evI ujajavaLa bhAvanA rahe che. vaLI prabhu pratyene

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prema ane pUrNatA : 177 pitAne prema haju uNapavALe che, pitAnA premanI saphara haju lAMbI che ane premanA merUparvatanuM unnata zikhara prApta karavAnuM haju zeSa rahyuM che tevA saMpUrNa bhAnane lIdhe pitA pratye paNa karuNa Ave che ane rahe che, te kAraNe tenAmAM namratA ane potApaNArUpa aMhakArabhAvane tyAga vizeSapaNe pragaTa thatAM jAya che. AdratA ane mAdevatAnI joDI evI suMdara che tema bhAvavALI che ke tenAM pariNamanathI aMtaramAM nikhAlasatA ane saraLatA satya svarUpe pragaTa thAya che. A baMne guNonuM sAcuM svarUpa anubhave ja lakSamAM Ave che ane samajAya che. jyAM nikhAlasatA che tyAM dene DhAMkavAnI buddhi nathI, jAhera karavAmAM saMkeca ke AnAkAnI nathI ane jema che tema kahevAmAM lAja zarama aMtarAyarUpa thatI nathI, kemake te suMdara guNanA prabhAvathI dilanI malinatA ane daMbhavRtti dUra thaI gaI hoya che. tenI suvAsa evI mIDI che ke pAsenAone AkarSe che tathA ajavALe che. jayAM saraLatA che tyAM guNone kheMcavAnI zakti che, nija hitane upakArI ane poSaka nimittone niHzaMkapaNe apanAvI ArAdhavAne nirmaLa mati che ane anya janene sanmArgamAM sahAya ApI sAthIdAra banavAnI vRtti che. kahevAya paNa che ke jyAM saraLatAno vAsa che tyAM prabhutAne nivAsa che; kemake jyAM saraLatA che tyAM mAyAkapaTa nathI, chetara pIMDI nathI, daLe nathI, daMbha nathI, mada nathI, matsara nathI, ahaMkAranuM prAbalya nathI, ane A kAraNe ja A. 12

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178 : AdhyAtmika nibadhA mAkSanA sarva sukhanA adhikArI thavA mATe A guNane pradhAnatA ApI che. A sthaLe ATalu smRtimAM rAkhavuM Avazyaka che ke pUrve je je guNeAnA jeTalA 'zA pragaTathA hoya te khIjA guNAnI pragaTatAnI sAthe sAthe vadhu mAna thatA hoya che, eTale ke sava utpanna guNNAnA vikAsa vRddhigata thate rahe che. prabhupremanI yAtrAmAM AgaLa vadhatAM upara jaNAvyA pramANenA ATha guNanA ghaNA aMze bahAra pragaTarUpa thayA pachI vizeSa upakArI ane phaLadAyI guNAnA ughADa zarU thAya che. temAM prathama niHsvArthatA ne dhaiyatA Ave che. sasAra, daiha ane bhAga pratyenA mAha atyaMta ghaTI jAya che vA nahivat thaI jAya che, vairAgya ane upazama vadhe che; AtmavizuddhinI jhaMkhanA zera pakaDe che; niHsvArtha. bhAvanA udaya Ave che ane tene laIne dhIrajanA guNa AtmakalyANane arthe sAcAM rUpe dekhA de che. sa`sAranAM akaLAvatAM nimittonI hAjarI vakhate athavA kasATI prasageAnI veLAe dhIraja avagAhavI sugama ane che. tenA abhyAsathI samatA eTale samabhAve rahevAnI zakti Ave che. samatA eTale cittapariNAmanI sthiratA ane e sthiratAnI prAptinuM sugama ane saraLa kAraNa che prabhuprema, jo aMdaramAM prabhupremanu' niLa jaLa vahetu haze te tenA phaLarUpe pariNAmanI sthiratAnuM khaLa vadhaze ja.

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prema ane pUrNatA : 178 te samatA sAthe uddabhava pAmato bIje guNa che udAratA. udAratA eTale hadayanI vizALatA. A udAratA be prakAre kAryazIla thAya che. eka, pitAnI pAse je hoya te vinA saMkoce bIjAne vyavahArika tema paramArthika hitane arthe ApavAnI tatparatA ane bIjA prakAramAM deSa karanAra pratye udArabhAva, mAphIbhAva, dayAbhAva ane kalyANane bhAva. vicAratAM jarUra jaNAze ke AvA bhAvanI prApti hevI tema temAM ramaNatA hovI bahu kaThaNa che. dilamAM leza paNa DaMkha vagara athavA khedanA aMza vagara game tevA saMjogomAM paNa udAratAnA uddAttabhAvamAM ramavuM te keTaluM agharuM che te tenA abhyAsI ja anubhavathI jANI zake. e guNe AvyA pachI prabhu pratyene sAce ane prabaLa arpaNutAbhAva AvIne zobhe che. pUrvanI avasthA omAM apazutA koI ne koI prakAre avazya hoya che, paraMtu teno ISTa vikAsa thaI tenuM sAcuM yathArtha svarUpa ahI jhaLahaLatuM jovA maLe che. aneka labdhio ane siddhione ApanAra AvI samarthatAvALI arpaNatA vinA prabhu sAthe ekarUpatA thatI nathI, bhedane nAza thatuM nathI; ahIM prema, premI ane premapAtra eka rUpe thaI jAya che, A ApaNutAmAM nirAsakti, ni spRhatA ane nirbhayatA samAya che, eTale te guNe arpaNatAmAM prabhAvathI bahAra AvI pragaTa thAya che. jeTaluM aparNatAnuM prabhutva dapatuM hoya, teTaluM Asakti, pRhA ane bhayanuM

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180 : AdhyAtmika nirthI dhA laghutra thAya ja thAya. prabhupremanI musAphImAM ATalI de pahAMcI eTale premavikAsanI prathama kakSAnI pUrNatA thatAM A guNe pragaTathA bAda je aMtaradazA che te pavitra ane nirmaLa ja che; tyAM saMsAra che chatAM nathI, tyAM bhAga che chatAM te bhAgI nathI, tyAM gati-Agatine vikalpa nathI. te AzcaryanI pratimArUpa pratibhAzALI dazA che, apUrvanuM apUrva milana ane sa`vedana nivedanathI para che. premanI pUrNatAnI dazAmAM AtmAmAM nirahetA ane nima matA prakAze che; AtmA parama pavitra, niLa ane zuddha thAya che. te dazA eTale parama parama zAMti, parama parama zAMtatA, parama parama zItaLatA, parama parama saunatA, kalpanAmAM na Ave evI tyAM akalpanIya sthiti che, zabdomAM yathApaNuM na utArI zakAya evI tyAM vismaya kAraka avasthA che. TukAmAM kahIe te tyAM mAtra manahuda sa'pUrNa zAMtinu' avibhakta sAmrAjya che, svarAjya che. Ama prema utkRSTatAnI Toce pahoMcatAM mAna thAya che, zAMta thAya che, prazAMta thAya che. ahA, aDhI sakSaravALA prema zabdanu alaukika sAmarthya teA jIe ! keTalu* asIma ane baLavAna che! prabhupremamAM laya lagADatAM ane temAM ja lIna thatAM pAte prabhu thAya che. te prabhune premamUrti kahe, jJAnamUrti kaheA, AnaMdamUrti kaDA, zAMtamUrti kahe, caitanyamUti kaheA ke prakAzamUrti kahe; athavA game te kahA, madhu' eka ja che, mAtra judA judA bhAve varNana che. prabhunA anaMta guNNA heAI anaMta nAme tene kahI zakAya che.

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prema ane pUrNatA : 181 [2] premanA vikAsanA abhyAsa mATe A jagata eka mATI zALA che, te zALAmAM premanI mALA gUthavI sulabha thAya che. premanA maNakA ekaThA karI goThavatA javu sugama ane che ane pachI AkhIye mALA taiyAra thaye tene prabhu svarUpa puruSanI pavitra grIvAmAM ati premapUrvaka paherAvI devAthI " hu tu..."neA kaSTadAyaka bheda tUTI jAya che arthAt ekatAnu' sarjana thAya che. A jagatane viSe jeTalA jeTalA zubha saMbadha jovAmAM Ave che, te paratve vicAra karatAM jaNAze ke tenI pAchaLa adRSTapaNe ke agamyapaNe premaneA prakAza ja rahyo che, kAI eka kAmaLa ane bhInI lAgaNI rahI che; pachI te prakAza bhale atyaMta A hAya ke lAgaNInu kada pAtaLu' hAya. zubha saMbaMdhanI pAchaLa je bhAva saMtAcA che tene zeAdhI kADhatAM te mArA che" e bhAvanA ni nIkaLaze. A bhAva e ja premanuM' lakSaNa che, prema che, te samajAI jaze. pUrva sakArAnA udayAnusAra, vartamAna jIvananA ghaDatara anusAra tathA prApta nimittonI asara jhIvAnI sthiti anusAra manuSyanI prakRti badalAyA kare che, sthira rahetI nathI : eTale ke dveSa, krodha, mada, matsara, mAyA, IrSyA, dhRNA, ahaMkAra, bhaya, avagaNanA, asahiSNutA Adi lAgaNIo utpanna thAya che ane te premanA baLane

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182 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha maMda kare che, premano vikAsa rUpe che. premane sAtha ApI uttejita karanAra ane tenA vegane Teko ApI AgaLa vadhAranAra dayA, karuNA, saMteSa, namratA, nikhAlasatA, saraLatA, samatA, kSamA Adi bhAve te premanA mitro che. premanuM sAmarthya nabaLuM pADanAra, premanuM teja jhAMkhuM karanAra ane tenA vikAsane aTakAvanAra upara kahyA te dveSAdi bhAve premanA ripu che. premanI yAtrAmAM saphaLatApUrvaka AgaLa ne AgaLa Daga bharavA mATe prathama duzmanono hiMmatabhera sAmano karI, temanI sAme vIratAthI laDI temane niHsaMzaya harAvavA sarva zaktino upayoga kare ghaTe che. tema karavAmAM sAthe sAthe premanA mitronI amUlya sahAya letA rahevI jarUrI che. pachI te mitronI sAthe AnaMda vineda karI, temanA taraphathI preraNA ane baLa meLavI, te sarvane vAstavika jIvanamAM kAme lagADI premasapharane AgaLa vadhArI saMsiddhi pratye laI javI ghaTe che. eTaluM yAda rAkhavA jevuM che ke zatruonuM jora tyAM sudhI che jyAM sudhI mitronuM bhAvavibhera baLa nathI; ane mitronuM bhAvavibhera baLa tyAM sudhI nathI jyAM sudhI hadayamAM premanI hAra UjaLI nathI athavA hAthamAM rahelA premane dera chUTe mUkI zakAto nathI. koInA abhiprAye A jagatane viSe eka mAtra premanuM sAmrAjaya vatI rahyuM che. temanA kahevA pramANe je je anya lAgaNIo che, te te sarve premanuM ja svarUpa che, tethI bhinna nathI, dveSa, krodha, mada, svArtha, asUyA

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prema ane pUrNatA : 183 ItyAdi viparIta dekhAtI lAgaNIo paNa premanuM vikRta svarUpa hAI premamAM samAI jAya che, A pramANe kahevAnI pAchaLa Azaya kadAca ema haze ke dveSAdi utpanna thavAnuM kAraNa te aMtaramAM pAtA mATe rahele peAtAnA prema ( meAha ) che ane e premanA pASaNa sAme atarAya nAkhanAra pratye anya vizadhI lAgaNIone Azraya sva pratyenA premanA rakSaNa arthe levAya che athavA levA paDe che, tyAM paNa tethI premanu ja Adhipatya che. have A vicArazreNine apakSapAta buddhithI ne niLa matithI vicAratAM temAM kAI tathya jaNAtuM nathI. prema e eka evu' alaukika tattva che ke te kAI nA virAdha karatA nathI. prema che tyAM bhedAbheda nathI, pakSApakSa nathI. prema sA cAhaka che, malinabhAvane mAphka che. prema zAMtinA kAraka che, azAMtinA dAhaka che, zreNa sukhanA peASaka che, duHkhanA saMhAraka che. AthI je Azaya ane hetu upara jaNAvyA te mULamAM kRSita ane doSarUpa che. evI daSita lAga NIone prema svarUpanI vikRti tarIke kahevI ke eLakhAvavI te hAsyAspada mAtra nahI paNa du:khadAyaka lAge che. prema te eka trikALI prakRSTa zuddha divya tattva che, te eka mAtra amRtavarUpa che, te zuddha svarUpe zabdAtIta ane vadhu nAtIta che. tene te ja rIte oLakhavA ane bahAra lAvI pUrNapaNe peAtAne banAvavA e ja mAnavamAtranu' parama karttatrya che. vaLI kathAreka vyavahAramAM prema lAgaNI karatAM ya

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184 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdhe baLavAna ne svArtha yukta AcaraNavALI mAyAvI lAgaNuM jera karI jAya che, tyAre jagata tene svAthI premane nAme oLakhAve che. pavitra prema zabdane "vAthI" evuM vizeSaNa lagADavuM te satyanA arthane bhUSaNarUpa na lAgatAM ulaTuM dUSaNarUpa jaNAya che. prema eTale ja niHsvArtha, nispRha, nirdoSa ane nirmaLa bhAva. te svaccha hRdayanA UMDANamAMthI nIkaLatI, saraLa pravAhathI vahetI ane ig premapatranA aMtAcaLa sudhI pahoMcI tenI sAthe madhura milanathI ekarUpa thatI kalyANanI mUrti samI Urmi che; ane tema hoya tyAM laukika arthavALA "svAthI" bhAvanuM astitva kema hoI zake ? mATe prema eka che, advitIya che, amizra che, asayogI che, amara che. prema premathI vadhe che, vikase che. te begaNa, sagaNo, sahastra gaNe, lakSagaNe, asaMkhyAta gaNe ane anaMtagaNa thAya che. AvuM camatkArika che premanuM adbhuta svarUpa. jagatamAM manuSya vacce sAMsArika zubha saMbaMdha jeTalA nikaTa hoya che, tyAM sAmAnyapaNe premanA aMze teTalA vadhu hoya che ane jyAM premanA aMze vadhu hoya che tyAM saMpa, saMtoSa ane sukha paNa vadhu hoya che. saMsAramAM pitA-putra, mA-bALaka, bhAI-bahena vagere sarva sagapaNa saMbaMdhamAM pati ane patnI vacce prema saMbaMdha dirghAyI, gADha, pradhAna ane sarvathI zreSTha mAnavAmAM AvyuM che. A vAta sahune anubhavathI paricita hAI sahaja samajAya tevI che.

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prema ane pUrNatA H 185 samasta saMsArane viSe strI-puruSanA nehane pradhAna gaNavAmAM Ave che, temAM paNa puruSa pratyene strIne prema e kaI prakAre paNa tethI vizeSa pradhAna gaNavAmAM AvyA che, ane emAM paNa, pativratA evI strIno pati pratyene neha te pradhAnane viSe paNa pradhAna e gaNavAmAM AvyuM che. te ne e pradhAna pradhAna zA mATe gaNavAmAM AvyA che? tyAre jeNe siddhAMta baLavAnapaNe darzAvavA te daSTAMtane grahaNa karyuM che, e siddhAMtakAra kahe che ke te snehane eTalA mATe ame pradhAnane viSe paNa pradhAna gaNyo che ke bIjA badhAM ghara saMbaMdhI ( ane bIjA paNa) kAma karatAM chatAM te pativratA evI mahilAnuM citta patine viSe ja lIna paNe, premapaNe, smaraNa paNe, dhyAnapaNe, IcchA paNe vate che eTalA mATe." (zrImad rAjacaMdra, vacanAmRta 394) pativratA strIne viSe dIpatuM premanuM Adarza ane ucca svarUpa kaMI ekAeka kabajAmAM AvI zakatuM nathI. tenI pAchaLa tenI aneka bhavenI hetupUrNa sAdhanA rahelI che. dareka bhave saMbaMdhamAM AvanAra priyatama pati pratyenA premanA aMzo vadhAryA karyA hoya che; hRdayane premanIrathI navarAvI vadhu premALa, komaLa, namra ane karuNA karyuM hoya che, cittavRttine, patinI vacanarUpa AjJAne, premapUrvaka AdhIna thaI vartavAnI Teva pADI hoya che ane svecchA ke apekSAno tyAga karavAne kamika sukharUpa abhyAsa ryo hoya che. A uparathI e siddha thaze ke premanA

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186 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdha uccatama Adarzane AMbavA mATe saMsAra eka mahAna zALA che, vaLI e paNa jaNAze ke kaI eka bhavamAM karele prema niSphaLa jato nathI. premane premanuM ucita nimitta maLatAM premanuM anusaMdhAna svayaM thaI jAya che ane mAtrAmAM jyAMthI aTakavuM thayuM hoya tyAMthI AgaLa vadhI vikAsa thayA kare che. hA, e kharuM che ke premanuM baLa jyAM nyUna hoya tyAM vikAsa paNa nyUna, kema ke tyAM anya anupakArI paribaLe kAma karatAM hAI premane dabAve che. temAMthI bedha e maLe che ke sAme ghUrakatAM paribaLAnI sAme paDI premane ja vizeSa vizeSa Azraya kare. ATaluM te avazya dekhAya che ane tethI avisaMvAdapaNe kahI zakAya ke A jagatamAM sarva prANI premanAM bhUkhyAM che. pazu, pakSI vagere prANIo premane ja Icche che. premanA alaukika amRtamaya svarUpathI aparicita evuM nAnuM bALaka paNa vahAlane barAbara oLakhe che ane vahAla karanAra pratye AkarSAya che; heta-prIta na dekhAya tyAMthI pAchuM vaLe che, ane pharI najara karavA nAkhuza rahe che. vaLI e prasiddha vAta che ke jene saMjJA nathI eTale magaja ( Brain ) nathI ane eka mAtra raparzendriya che evA vanaspatinA choDane je keI manuSya prema ApI saMbhALa le, kALajI kare ane uchere che te jaladIthI uttama rIte khIle che te cheDamAM hasatAM, ramatAM manahara phUlo

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prema ane pUrNatA : 187 UgI nIkaLe che ane zIghatAe vikase che, jANe kema prema maLavAthI potAnI prasannatA darzAvatAM na hoya! je gharamAM premanI uSmA nathI, premanuM ajavALuM nathI athavA premanI kemaLa ane suMvALI lAgaNI nathI, te gharamAM bALI nAkhe evI zuSkatA che, aMdhArUM che athavA vikhavAda, jhagaDA TaMTAnI avAranavAra thatI ramajhaTa che. AthI samajAya tevuM che ke prema e eka advitIya vazIkaraNa che; te sarva virodhI tane vahele athavA moDe upazAMta kare che, AdhIna kare che. are, eTaluM ja nahIM paNa kevaLa nirvikAra parabrahma jevA parama AtmA premane vaza thaI premanI derIthI baMdhAya che. SathI ke verathI koIne jItI zakAtuM nathI, jItavA mATe eka prema ja amegha zastra che. AthI ja mukhyatAo pratyeka mAnavI premane pAmavA mATe ne premanA sukharUpa AliMgananA anubhava mATe haraghaDI jhUryA karatA hoya che. tenA aMtaramAM prema addabhuta mAhAe jUnAvika aze samajAyuM hoya che. sukha, saMtoSa ane zAMti mATe tenI upayogItA tenA lakSamAM AvI hoya che. premanI vRddhi thAya te arthe tene prayana paNa tene sUjhe tema zakti anusAra te karate rahe che. viparIta saMjogone lIdhe uddabhava pAmatI aneka muzkelIo ane musibatenAM AkramaNanI sAme paDavA arthAt anya draSita lAgaNIone dabAvavA te tatpara

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188 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdhe thAya che, paraMtu Akhare premanuM baLa nirbaLa hoI samukha dekhAtI Apatti ke vipattinI lAla jhaMDIthI te gabharAya che, bhayabhIta thAya che ane nAhiMmata thaI hArI jAya che; hRdaya bhAMgI jAya che, hadayamAM adamya dekhAte talasATa DI kSaNe sudhI paNa TakI zakato nathI, kema ke eka to premanuM baLa ochuM che ane premanA sahiSNutA samatA Adi sanmitrone upakArI sAthe levAmAM AvatA nathI. sanmAga prati denAra te mitronI sahAyatA levAmAM Ave te premanI zakti vadhe, dAta bhAvenuM baLa tUTe ane saphaLatA pratye AgaLa vadhI zakAya. te chatAM eTaluM cokakasa che ke aMtaramAM adamya jaNAte talasATa jeTalo che athavA hRdayamAM premanuM taDapavuM jeTaluM che, te hArI javA chatAM kevaLa niSphaLa nathI. tenuM mUlya avazya che kema ke AgaLa upara bhaviSyakALe tenuM anusaMdhAna thavAnuM ja ane aTakavuM thayuM hoya tyAMthI AgaLanA vikAsano AraMbha thavAne ja. lokabhASAmAM kahevAya che ane te pUrNAze satya che ke premano paMtha che phanAgIrIne, eTale premapAtra pratye pitAnuM manAtuM sarvasva arpaNa karavAne, premanI pavitra vedI para sarvasva hemI devAne, tana, mana ane dhanane kurabAna karavAno. premane paMtha che pUrve pAjita karmonA udaye utpanna thayelAM saMkaTe ane dukhone premanA prabaLa Azraya vaDe dhIrajathI vedI laI nisattava karavA. vyava

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prema ane pUNatA H 189 hAramAM e prakAre phanA thanAra premapIyUSamAM cakacUra evA layalA-majanu, zIrI pharahAda Adi manuSe itihAsa prasiddha che. adhyAtma bhASAmAM kahevAya che ke premane paMtha che nirotha thavAno, para vastunA mehanI graMthine sarvAge chedavAno. premane mArge jatAM je samastanI Ahuti ApI zake che athavA dehanuM mamatva chedIne mare che, te ja sAcuM jIve che. premanI duniyA ja evI che ke jemAM nispRha ane nIrogI premapAtrane prabaLa ane nirmaLa premI jIvana ane maraNa saMbaMdhano vika95 bhUlI jAya che, tenA aMtaramAM te be avasthAo vacce bheda adazya thAya che ane tyAM mAtra eka zAzvata premanuM ja zAzvata jIvana che. prabhuprema hoya tyAM jIvanamAM harSa che ane maraNamAMya harSa che. maraNa veLAe athavA kaho ke tenA suavasare prabhupremIne premAmRtamAM tarabaLa sthiti hovAne kAraNe prabhu sanmukha AvI darzanano apUrva lAbha Ape che ane tethI prabhu premIne aciMtya prakArane harSa thAya che. teno aMtarAnaMda asIma heya che. jyAM prabhuprema nathI, premane sAco dhabakAra nathI, tyAM teo jIta chatAM mU A jevA che; kema ke teo jIvananA prAsamAM prabhupremathI vaMcita haI maraNanA bhayathI niraMtara dhrujatA hoya che, eTaluM ja nahIM paraMtu prabhupremamAM AvavA mATenI jAgRti rathe jIvanamAM AvatI kaTIo temane hatAza ane mRtaprAya jevI duHkhadAyaka sthitimAM mUkI de che. je te veLAe temane jIva bodha pAmI prabhu prema mATe jAgrata thAya, te

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190 : AdhyAtmika nibadhA ja eka satya AdhArarUpa che e lakSa thAya tA te zubha kSaNa paNa dhanya che, kema ke kaNakaNunA sa cayathI jema maNa thAya che tema premanA azaaza maLavAthI te pUrNa thAya che. prabhunA premI, prabhunA bhakta ane prabhunAM pAvanakArI caraNeAmAM tallIna thayelA premI puruSa saMta mahAtmA mIrAMbAInI jema verathI mAlela jheranA kaTArA pazu laherathI ane ni yapaNe gaTagaTAvI jAya che, ane AzcayakAraka vArtA tA e che ke viSa amRta anI jAya che. jovA jevu che ke sa'ta mIrAMbAInA prabhuprema, prabhu* zraddhA ane prabhu pratyenI apa NutA kevI addabhuta ane utkRSTa haze! tenI bhakti vinA AvI zakti Ave kayAMthI? vaLI prabhupremanuM mAhAtmya paNa kevu. vismayajanaka ke vipatti veLAe prabhune peAtAnA premInu" rakSaNa karavA AvavuM paDe che. prabhu premInAM du:kha harI le che enuM A ati ujajavaLa ane jvalaMta dRSTAMta che. prabhuprati prema jeTalA UMcA, prabhuzraddhA jeTalI baLavAna ane prabhu apaNutAnA bhAva jeTalA unnata teTalA pramANamAM prabhunI gupta sahAya maLe e niyama che. bIjI rIte joI e tA bhagavAnanA premI tiraskAra, dhutkAra, ni'dA, nirdayatA, avahelanA, athavA apamAnarUpa jheranA pyAleA pItAM AMcakA anubhavatA nathI, khedane AdhIna thate nathI tema pratikAra karavAnA vikalpa suddhAM karatA nathI. te apamAna

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prema ane pUrNatA H 191 karatAM mAnathI vadhAre Dare che ane sAvadha rahe che; kema ke tene satata bhaya rahe che ke rakhene tene premamAgane pravAsa aTakI jAya ane mAyAnI chAyAmAM taNAI jaI Akhare rAganI AgamAM bhasma thaI javAya. dhana saMpattinA mohane jItavA karatAM pratiSThA - kItimohane jIta atyaMta agharo ne kaThaNa che. jJAna vairAgyanI vizeSa nirmaLa dazA jenI na thaI hoya evA jJAnIne paNa A kIrti meha pitAnA paMjAmAM pakaDI rAkhI satAve che. tethI prabhune parama premI satata jAgRta rahI tenA pAzamAM sapaDAte nathI. sarva anarthakAraka viSama paribaLone harAvavA tenI pAse prabhupremarUpI sudarzana cakra hoya che. tethI te te pitAnA prabhupremanA atyuttama bhAvamAM masta rahe che, premanA hiMDoLe hIMcake che, premanAM ja gIta gAya che, ane premasamAdhimAM rahevAne puruSAthI thAya che. AvI che premanI mastI, premanI agAdhatA ane premane teja svarUpI prabhAva, prabhupremamAM khovAI javuM, prabhu sAthe ekarUpa thavuM e ja che premanuM sarvottama phaLa. saMsAranA paribhramaNa daramyAna cho anekAneka bhava kare che jemAM teo bIjA jIvo sAthe paraspara saMbaMdhamAM Ave che ane rAga vA zreSarUpa zubhAzubha bhAvamAM pari mIne vidhavidha prakAranAM karmothI baMdhAya che. karmonuM phaLa bhegavavA navA navA bhomAM teo paraspara pharI pharI

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182 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha saMbaMdhamAM AvI jeDAtA rahe che, tyAM rAbanuM phaLa mIThuM ne dveSanuM phaLa kaDavuM che, rAga ane dveSa ane parivartana pAmavAnA svabhAvavALA che, eTale temAM nyUnAdhikatA thayA kare che eTaluM ja nahIM paNa prakRti badalAyA kare che arthAt rAga dveSamAM ane dveSa rAgamAM palaTAya che. A to sahu koIne anubhavanI vAta che ke keI eka jIvanA rAga dveSa bIjA cho paratve anukULa pratikULa nimitto vazAt avAranavAra badalAtAM heya che ne te ja pramANe anya jInA rAga dveSanA parivartana saMbaMdhe samajavuM. A prakAre rAgadveSanI pariNati niraMtara banatI rahetI hovAne lIdhe karmabaMdhanI zaMkhalA paNa cAlu ja rahe che, AthI karmonuM RNa cUkavavAne arthe koI eka jIva tenA anya bhAgamAM kaNathI baMdhAyelA anya jIvo sAthe sagapaNa Adi saMbaMvamAM AvyA kare che ane saMsAra-bramaNa cAlu rahyA kare che, eTale temAMthI chUTakAre nathI. rAga che tyAM sudhI koIne koI prakAre pragaTa ke apragaTapaNe dveSa che ane rAga che tyAM sudhI saMsAra paNa che. saMsArathI chUTavAnuM mukhya kAraNa che prema. AgaLa vadhatAM pahelAM prema ane rAga vacce je taphAvata che te avakI javuM UMcita vaNAze. prema e parama mitrarUpa che; rAga gupta zatru samAna che, prema anAsaktine ghAtaka che; rAga AsakiAno piSaka che. prema niHsvArtha ane niHspRha che; rAga svAthI ane spRhAvALe

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prema ane pUrNatA : 193 che, prema ka`ba dhanane tADe che; rAga ka badhane AkarSe che. prema bhavaTTi karavAmAM kuzaLa che; rAga bhavRddhi kara vAmAM saphaLa che. prema cAritranuM ghaDatara kare che; rAga cAritrane naDatara kare che, prema paranA bhAga ApavA nira'tara tatpara che; rAga paranA upabhAga karavA satata anurakta rahe che. prema amRtasvarUpa che; rAga viSa svarUpa che, prema sthira svabhAvI che; rAga asthira spaSTa samajAya tevu che ke sa'sArathI svabhAvI che. AthI muktinu kAraNa che eka mAtra prema, keAI eka bhavamAM koI ekane sAcA premanI eka cinagArI jo pragaTI tA pachI te uttarAttara baLavatI thatI jAya che ane te thakI jenA pratye premanu` uddabhavavuM thayuM che, tene anukULa thaIne sahajapaNe vartavAnA abhyAsanA maoNMgala prAraMbha thAya che, peAtAnA premanuM' priya pAtra pazu pAtA pratye vizeSa premathI AkarSAya che, bhInI kAmaLa lAgaNIthI khecAya che ane ane vicAra - AcAranA pratyeka kSetre eka rasarUpa thavA prerAya che. bIjA, trIjA ke tyArapachInA koI bhava ke sAmAM pUrvanA badhAyelA zuMbha RNAnukha dhanA udaye temanA bannenA saMcAga thatAM ke sagapaNu sabadhathI qhaDAtAM pUnA premanI lAgaNI vikase che, khIle che ane phaLarUpa thAya che. e pramANe premanI vikAsa sAdhanAmAM agAu pativratA stronA saMbaMdhamAM je Adarza svaccha premanA prakAra dazita karyA che A. 13

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194: AdhyAtmika nibaMdho evI dazAnI upalabdhi thAya che ane te Akhare paramArthathI paNa uccatama rithatinI prApti karAve che. ATalA lekha parathI e vAta daSTimAM AvI haze ke saMsArI manuSyane premanI mAtrAmAM AgaLa vadhavA mATe anya sadehe jIvaMta evI vyaktinI khAsa khAsa jarUra che. je vastu najara samakSa na hoya, athavA najare joyelI na hoya, te vastu pratye prema thavo atyaMta kaThaNa che je vastu amUrta ke arUpI che, dekhAtI nathI te tyAM premane bhAva thave kema zakya thAya ? anAdithI jIvane abhyAsa pratyakSapaNe vartatA padArthomAM rAga vA neha karavAne che e nyAyayukta vAta samajavI sAva sahelI che. te ja nyAyathI prema karavA mATe pratyakSapaNe vidyamAna evI vyaktinI AvazyakatA che. (aMtardaSTi khUlyA pahelAM amUrta ke arUpI padArtha pratye sAce prema AvI zakato nathI); ane te vyakti potAnA pUrvanA RNAnubaMdhanA saMbaMdhavALI hoya che. te vyaktinA astitva vinA, tenA vidyamAnapaNA vina, tenA pratyakSapaNA vinA, tenA samAgama vinA premanI laya AvI zakatI nathI athavA AvavI atyaMta kaThaNa che. paramArtha sAdhanA mATe paNa A ja niyama abAdhitapaNe rahyo che. je paramArtha premI sat jijJAsu che ane jenA ta2mAM pavitra AtmadarzananI abhilASA vate che, te bhale tenI sAdhanAnI prAthamika bhUmikAmAM zrI siddha para

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prema ane pUrNatA : 195 mAtmAnI snehapUrvaka bhakti kare ne saprApti mATenI ceAgyatA sapAdana kare; paraMtu pachI teA AgaLanA ISTa paramA mAga mAM zubha praveza thavA mATe kAI sAkSAt vidyamAna AtmatyaprApta puruSane caraNe ane zaraNe javAnI avazya AvazyakatA che; e vAta sat jijJAsunA saLa tema kemaLa hRdayamAM pradIptatAe rahI heAya che. tenA puruSanA cAganI prApti mATe tenu dila taDapatu uMca che ane meLApa thavAmAM jeTalA vilAkha thAya che, teTalI tenI AturatA vadhe che. kayAreka te AturatA kAryaka jIvanA sabadhamAM khedamAM pariNamatI tevAmAM Ave che. tema chatAM Akhare paramArtha puNyanA subhAgyarata che te saraLa svabhAvI jijJAsune potAnA pUnA zubha RgaoN - nukha dhathI badhAyelA jJAnI bhagavaMtane apUrva samAgama caitra eka athavA bIjA rnimanathI saheja maLI Ave che. RNa cUkavavAnA uddaya maMda hoya te tenI dhImI asara jovA maLe che ane jo RNAnubaMdhane zubha uddaya tIvrapaNe vatA hAya te! tevA kALe tenA pariNAme sat jijJAsunA hRdayamAM te pavitra jJAnI puruSanAM pavitra daza nathI premanI lAgaNI upasI Ave che ane vAravAranA temanI prakAzamaya mukhamudrAnAM daza nathI tenA preSa vikAsanA pathe AgaLa dhapatA jAya che. jJAnI puruSanA pratyeka sukharUpa milananA prasaMge sat jijJAsunI dRSTi temanI mukhAkRtinA nirIkSaNamAM vadhArene vadhAre sthira thatI jAya che ane tene laIne tene avanavA anubha paNa thAya che. vaLI

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196 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho temanAM paramopakArI anupama amRtavacananA zravaNathI tenAmAM acaLa zraddhAnuM teja patharAvA uparAMta premajharaNanuM nirmaLa vaheNa adhika vegathI vahevA lAge che. e pavitra nirmaLa prema ane e avicaLa zraddhA, te benI suMdara jeDI kayuM kArya sAdhI na zake? e be zaktinA addhitIya sAmarthyathI sarva siddhi hastagata thAya che. upara kahyo te siddhAMtanA samarthana mATe parama AtmajJa, parama kRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA apUrva vacane ahI utArIe chIe. bhAva apratibaddhatAthI niraMtara vicare che evA jJAnI puruSanA caraNAraviMda, te pratye acaLa prema thayA vinA ane samyapha pratIti AvyA vinA svarUpanI prApti thatI nathI; ane AbethI avazya te mumukSu jenAM caraNAraviMda teNe sevyAM che, tenI dazAne pAme che. A mArga sarva jJAnIoe seve che, seve che ane sevaze. jJAna prApti tethI amane thaI hatI. sarva zAstrane bedhalakSa jevA jatAM e ja che ane je kaMI prANI chUTavA Icche che teNe akhaMDa vRttithI e ja mAgane ArAdhave." (patrAMka 194) sadehe vidyamAna ane pratyakSa evA jJAnI puruSa darzAvavA mATe ahIM vartamAnakALane prayoga karI "vicare che" zabda jaNAvyA te sUcaka che. jemanAM mana, vacana

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prema ane pUrNatA : 197 ane kAyAnI pravRtti pUrve khAMdhelA karmAnusAra tenAthI mAtra chUTavA mATe thatI hoya che ane te uyagata bhAvAdi saMbadhe peAtAnu' svAmItvamaNu na hovAne lAMdhe jee akha'hasAve rahe che, evA jJAnIpuruSanAM caraNakamaLa pratye avicaLa prema samyak pratIti lAvavA sajJAsu peAtAnA sahajAnadI svarUpanI prApti kare che ane jJAnI puruSanI je parama AzcaryakAraka AtmadazA che, te dazAne te pAme che ema niHzakatAthI atre jaNAvI upakAra karyAM che. ahIM utkRSTa ane saphaLa sAdhana mAtra e jaNAvyAM che. eka, satsvarUpa prApta jJAnI puruSamAM acaLa, aDaga ane hRdayapUrvakanA niLa prema ane ke jI' sAdhana te, te ja sama puruSamAM samyak zraddhA tathA samyak pratIti. samyak pratIti eTale sAcI zraddhAnu AtmAmAM thayelu' pariNamana, te kevu hoya ? tA kahegAya sAcA puruSa che, sAcA meAkSamAnA upadeSTA che, jema te kahe che, tema ja meAkSamAga che evI pratIti dRDhapaNe aMtaramAM vartatI hAya te dazA. A samyak pratItinA phaLarUpa AtmakalyANanI rUci ane te puruSa pratye Azrayabhakti pragaTa thAya che. 66 " jenAM vacanabaLe jIva nirvANumAne pAme che, evI sajIvana mUrtinA pUrvakALamAM jInnatA joga ghaNIvAra thaI gayA che; paNa tenuM eLakhANu thayu nathI; jIve oLakhANa karavA prayatna cit karyuM paNa haze, tApi >>

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198 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho jIvane viSe grahI rAkhelI siddhiyogAdi, riddhiAgAdi ane bIjI tevI kAmanAothI pitAnI daSTi malina hatI; daSTi je malina hoya te tevI saMtamUrti pratye paNa bAhya lakSa rahe che, jethI oLakhANa paDatuM nathI, ane jyAre oLakhANa paDe che, tyAre jIvane keI apUrva ne Ave che, te evo ke te mUrtinA viyoge ghaDI eka AyuSya bhegAvavuM te paNa tene viTaMbanA lAge che. arthAt tenA vige te udAsInabhAve temAM ja vRtti rAkhIne jIve (vacanAmRta 212 ) pratyakSa saMghamAna jJAnI puruSanA samAgamagathI ja paramArthamAnI prApti thAya che. te siddhAMta darzAvatAM te saMbaMdhe kaI AzaMkA ke zaMkA na rahe te mathe paramakRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe pratyeka vakhate bhinna bhinna zabdaracanA karI che. uparanAM vacanamAM "sajIvana mU"i zabda kahIne te ja bhAva batAvyuM che. pratyakSa te prati ane ramakSa e be zabdono samAsa che ane teno artha thAya che. A khanI sAme, cakSu samakSa ne te artha jotAM keI kAne sthAna na rahe. je AMkha sAme nahi te pratyakSa puNuM nahi. ahIM sajIvana mUrti zabdothI dehadhArI, jIvana sahitanI mUrti, sabhUti sUcavAya che. tevI mUrtituM oLakhANa ghaNIvAra joga thavA chatAM thayuM nahIM tenAM kAraNo batAvyAM ane tene dUra karavA maunatAthI upadeza karyo. paraMtu tevA satabhUti jJAnI puruSanuM temanAM

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prema ane pUrNatA = 100 lakSaNa ane guNothI oLakhANa thAya che tyAre jIvane temanA pratye keI apUrva ne Ave che, hadaya premanA umaLakAthI ubharAya che ane temanA viyegamAM ghaDI eka AyuSya bhegavavuM te kaThaNa lAge che, ema kahI premanA prabhAvanuM addabhuta mAhAtmya saMgIta karyuM che. "paramAtmAne niraMjana ane nirdeharUpe ciMtaLe jIvane (prema bhaktinI) e laya AvavI vikaTa che, eTalA mATe jene paramAtmAno sAkSAtkAra thayo che, evo dehadhArI paramAtmA te parAbhaktinuM parama kAraNa che. te jJAnI puruSanAM sarva caritramAM aikyAvane lakSa thavAthI tenA hRdayamAM virAjamAna paramAtmAno ekamAva hoya che ane e ja parAbhakti che...jJAnI puruSa ane paramAtmAmAM aMtara ja nathI....jJAnI tA paramAtmA ja che.....mATe sarva prakAre bhakti karavA gya evI dehadhArI divya mUti - jJAnI puruSa paramAtmAnI -ne namaskArAdi bhaktithI mAMDI parAbhaktinA rayta sudhI eka lace ArAdhavI, e zAstralakSa che." (vacanAmRta rarara ) uparanAM TakelkI amRtavacanemAM paNa je siddhAMta saMbaMdhanI vicAraNuM cAlI rahI che, tenuM ja samarthana che. e te anubhavagamya vAta che ke sAMbhaLelA ane najare joyelA prasaMgonI ApaNuM upara utpanna thatI asaro vacce dharatI ane Abha jeTaluM aMtara che. najare WWW

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200 : AdhyAtmika niba che joyeluM hoya tenI asara UMDI ane gherI hoya che ane tenI vismRti jaladIthI thaI zakatI nathI. sAMbhaLeluM hoya tenuM baLa ochuM ane AchuM hoya che ne te kAraNe te mRtimAMthI zIghra bhUMsAI jAya che, jemake kaI bhayAnaka akasmAtamAM manuno vicitra prakAre kaccaraghANa nIkaLI gayAnI ghaTanA sAMbhaLI hoya athavA vAMcI hoya ane tenI je asara mana upara aMkita thAya te karatAM anekagaNu baLavatI asara te ja karuNa ghaTanA najaronajara nihALavAthI thAya che. koI mANasane gunhA badala phAMsInI sajA karavAmAM AvI heya ne tenA nizcita karelA samaye tene phAMsI dIdhAnI vAta sAMbhaLIe athavA vAMcIe te tene pratyAghAta phAMsI dIdhAne prasaMga najare je heya tenA karatAM ghaNe nabaLo hoya che. keI jJAnI puruSanA caritramAM varNita karela Urva AtmadazAsUcaka vacano athavA Azcarya upajAve evA prasaMge vAMcatAM ke sAMbhaLatAM je premabhAva ke bahumAnabhAva Ave tenA karatAM te moTA puruSanA pratyakSa samAgamage te ja ghaTanAonI jANakArInI asara ghaNuM gADha hoya che; premabhAva tathA ahobhAvanuM prAbalya adhikatara baLavAna hoya che ane pratyeka upakArI samAgama vakhate be uttama bhAvenuM vardhamAnapaNuM thatuM ja rahe che. pratyakSa ane parokSa saMbaMdhe asaranI je bhinnatA che te uparanAM vacanothI jaNAvyuM. te ja siddhAMta pratipAdita karatAM paramakRpALu zrImada

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prema ane pUrNatA = 201 rAjacaMdrajI uparanAM vacano prakAze che, tyAM kahe che ke je niraMjana ane videharUpe siddha paramAtmA thayA che, tevA parokSa siddha bhagavaMtanA ciMtanathI jIvane premanI laya AvavI vikaTa che athavA AvI zakatI nathI. tethI jene paramAtmAne sAkSAtkAra thaye che roke che jene amRtasvarUpa AmA zuddha paramAtmArUpa thaye che e dehadhArI, sadehe vidyamAna, sajIvana mUrti paramAtmA te parAbhaktinuM, premanI ekadhArI layanuM, ekatArarUpa snehanuM parama kAraNa che. premanA svarUpane zuddha karatAM karatAM tene pUrNatAnI Toca para pahoMcADavAmAM paramAtmArUpa jJAnI puruSa uttama nimitta che. te jJAnI puruSanA vicAra, vANuM ane vartanamAM sahaja aikyatA hoya che, AbhinnapaNuM hoya che, arthAt vicArane anusaratI vANI ane vANIne anusaratuM vacana he.ya che, tevI sthiti temanA aMtara cAritrane lakSa karAve che, tyAM temanA hRdayamAM virAjamAna AtmA paramAtmA rUpa thayA arthAt AtmA paramAtmAne akya bhAva thayo che, bannenI ekatArUpa rithati thaI che ane e ja parAbhakti che, AthI jJAnI puruSa e paramAtmA ja che ane evI dehadhArI divyamUrti bhakti karavA yogya che. temanAmAM ja parama prema lAvI premanI sAdhanAmAM pUrNatA lAvavAnI che. Ama ahIM prema biMduonI uttarottara vardhamAnatA thavA mATe sakSepe nirdeza karyo che ane parAbhaktinI laya lagADI akhaMDa prema lAvI akaLyatA sAdhavAno upadeza Ape che.

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202 : AdhyAtmika nibadhA A jagatane viSe prema jevu' amRtasvarUpa, alaukika, uttama ane sarvotkRSTa siddhine ApanAra tathA akhaMDa avyAbAdha sukhazAMtine denAra khIju kAI tattva ame dIThuM nathI iMkha nI bhagavaMtA anubhavathI peAkArIne kahe che te ma satya che. e eka ja tattvanI citya zakti temaNe dIThI che ane tema ja kahI batAvyuM che. e premanA varUpanuM mAhAtmya addabhuta havA chatAM e prema ekAeka baLajabarIthI athavA bIjAnA bhArapUrvaka kahevAthI pragaTa thaI zakatA nathI. prema e AtmAnI e prasAdI che ane e prasAdIne! rasAsvAda pUrvamAM yathAcogya nimitta mAM thayA hoya tA te vikAsanA paMthe AgaLa vadhI zake che eTale pUnA prakaTelA aMze pachInA kramazaH karela ArAdhanAnA zubha pariNAme adhikatAne pAmatA jAya che ane te kAraNe tenuM adhika baLa pragaTa thatu jAya che. ArAdhanAM vinA premanu saMtya svarUpa samajyA vinA premanA nAme prema karavAnA prayatna karavA jatAM kahevAtA prema asatya Thare che ane sAcA prema pAche heThe che athavA dUra ne dUra rahe che. sAcA nirdoSa ane ni:svArtha premanI ALakha thatAM pUnI thayelI bhUla samajAya che tyAre ja sAcA mAga upara AvavAnuM ane che. e pavitra mAga upara AvI prayANa karyo pachI premamAne sahaja ane saraLa, svaccha ane sugama kahyo che te vAta samajAya che, kahe! ke pratItarUpa thAya che. vAstavika rIte jotAM prabhupremanI dhe!rI vATe cAlanAra pathikAnAM

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prema ane pUrNatA : 203 vighnA koI AzcaryakAraka rIte dUra thatAM jAya che, pUnA zatrue verabhAva tyAgI daI mitrA banI jAya che ane aneka prakAranI sukha sagavaDane denArI suvidhAe anAyAse athavA IcchA karyAM vagara AvIne maLatI rahe che. e ja prabhusvarUpa puruSanI premabhaktinA kAraNe anubhavAtI prabhukRpA che. [ 4 ] A nimadhanA A vibhAgamAM premabAgane yAtrALu kathA kathA nimittone Azraya karI yAtrAmAM AgaLa vadhe che ane premane vikasAvI pUrNatA tarapha laI jAya che te saMbadhe vicAra karIe. prabhupremI athavA paramArtha- premInu' atima ucca dhyeya premane pUrNatA pamADI, ana'tatAmAM laI jaI niAtmAnA svarUpane sapUrNa zuddha karavAnuM tathA caitanyasvarUpa AtmAnI anaMta zaktie pragaTa karavAnu che. e pavitra sAdhanAnI saphaLatA mATe e sarahadathI paramAtha premI premavarUpa, prabhusvarUpa ane karuNAnidhi evA jJAnI bhagava tanI AzrayAkti premathI svIkAra che. temanAM pAvanakArI carakamaLa samIpa vAsa karavAnI tIvra abhilASA seve che, jethI akhaMDa paNe temanI bhaktimAM joDAIne rahI zake. A sAmAnya avALA samajAtA bhakti zabda che temAM traNa uttama ane upakArI bhAvA guptatAe atagata rahyA che ne te che, (1) prema (2) zraddhA ane

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204 : adhyAtmika nibaMdho (3) aNutA athavA AMjJAkitapaNuM. e traNa zabdonA vistRta vivecana sahitanA artha amArA lakhela "bhaktimArganuM rahasya" pustakamAM ApavAmAM Avela che, paraMtu ahIM tenI UMcAmAM UMcI ane TuMkAmAM TuMkI vyAkhyA karIe chIe ke prema eTale hRdayanI soMpaNI, zradvA eTale buddhinI oNpaNI ane arpaNatA eTale IcchAnI soMpaNI. e traNane saravALe eTale amane saMpUrNa tyAga. ahaMtA-mamatAne saMpUrNa tyAga eTale ja nijAtmAnI prakRSTa ? guddha, sahaja, svAbhAvika, avyAbAdha sthitinuM prAkaTaya. paramArthanA premI bhaktajanane zuM karavAnuM che tene bedha uparanI vyAkhyA samajavAthI maLI jAya che ane kevI rIte karavuM te saMbaMdhanuM mArgadarzana tenI yogyatAnusAra tenI jJAnI bhagavaMta zrIguru pAsethI maLatuM rahe che. te uparAMta gurukRpAnA baLa thakI ubhavatI aMtarapreraNAthI paNa maLe che. sAcA prabhupremI paramArtha sAdhaka puruSane pratyakSa zrIgurunA sAthanuM baLa hovAthI nirAza pAmavAnuM koI kAraNa utpanna thatuM nathI. jJAnI puruSe prasaMgopAta uccArelAM mArgadazakarUpa sudhAmaya vacane vAraMvAra vALavAthI prabhubhaktanA hRdayamAM kotarAI gayAM hoya che. te vacanane bhAvAzaya tenA AtmAne sparzI gayela hovAthI tenAmAM prabhupremanI mAtrA sahaja vadhe te samajAya tevuM che. te vacano che - zrImada rAjacaMdrajInAM vacana.

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prema ane pUrNatA : 205 "bhakti, premarUpa vinA jJAna zunya ja che te pachI tene prApta karIne zuM karavuM che? je aTakyuM te yogyatAnI kacAzane lIdhe ane jJAnI karatAM jJAnamAM vadhAre prema rAkho cho tene lIdhe, jJAnI pAsa jJAna IcchavuM te karatAM bodha svarUpa samajI bhakti IcchavI e parama phaLa che. " (vacanAmRta 263) juo, ahIM ze bodha karyo? konuM mAhAtamya darzita karyuM? premabhaktinuM ke jJAnanuM? jJAnI pAsethI zuM IcchavuM ? te kahyuM ke bhakti IcchavI. temanI pAsethI zAstrajJAnanI IcchA karavA karatAM temane bedhasvarUpa samajI temanAmAM hadayathI prema lAvI bhaktimaya thavAnI ane rahevAnI IcchA rAkhavAthI tenuM parama phaLa maLe che. zAstramAM je jJAna pragaTapaNe rahyuM che te jJAnanuM pAramArthika rahasya tathA siddhAMtajJAnanI mAmika bahulatA jenA AtmAmAM pariNAmarUpa thayAM hoya ane tethI jenuM aMtaraMga cAritra te jJAna ane badhAne anusaratuM hoya te puruSane bedhasvarUpa kahevAya. A kAraNathI bodhasvarUpa jJAnI puruSanI bhaktinuM parama phaLa kahyuM che. ekAMta jJAnavAdIoe zuM A vAta vicAravA egya nathI ? bhaktinuM adabhuta ane apUrva mAhAsya batAvyA chatAM jJAnane mahimA ghaTADyo che ke tenI upekSA karI che ke tene niSedha karyo che ema leza paNa nathI. ane ema jaNAvyuM ke premarUpa thayA vinA jJAna zUnya ja che; badha

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206 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha svarUpa jJAnI karatAM jJAnamAM vadhAre prema (rAga) rAkhavAthI zuSkajJAnI ke vAcAjJAnI thaI javAya che ane tethI paramArtha mAganI prApti mATenI cagyatA kacAzavALI thAya che. prema vinAnA te zuSka jJAnathI AtmAmAM je phaLa thavuM joIe te te thatuM nathI mATe tene zUnya kahyuM, niSphaLa kahyuM, to pachI jJAna mATe zuM? to te saMbaMdhe teozrI kahe che : bhakti jJAnano hetu che, jJAna mokSane hetu che bhaktinA baLe jJAna nirmaLa thAya che. nirmaLa jJAna mokSane hetu thAya che. saMpUrNa jJAnanI AvRtti thayA vinA sarvathA mokSa hoya ema mane lAgatuM nathI, gAmane jayAM saMpUrNa jJAna hoya tyAM sava bhASAjJAna samAya ema kahevAnI paNa jarUra nathI. bhASAjJAna mokSane hetu che tathA te jene na hoya tene AtmajJAna na thAya, e kAMI niyama saMbhava nathI." (vacanAmRta pa30) parama AtmAnubhavI ane jJAnAvatAra puruSanA nirmaLa hRdayamAMthI nIkaLelA A anubhavavacanothI uparanA prazna saMbadhe sarva samAdhAna thaI gayuM haze. bhakti, prema e jJAnano hetu che. parama pavitra bhaktimAtAnA udaramAM rahela nirdoSa jJAnarUpa suMdara bALakano janma thAya che. te vahAlA bALakane premabhaktimAtA piSaNa ApI uchere che, moTuM kare che. AthI bhaktimAtAnI sahAyanA baLathI jJAna putra uttarottara vizuddha ane nirmaLa thato jAya che. aMte WWW

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prema ane pUrNatA : 207 nirmaLa jJAna mokSano hetu thAya che. bhaktimAtA pitAnA priya putra jJAnane premathI sahAya karI vikAsanI pUrNatA sudhI pahoMcADe che, tyAre tene mekSa kahe che. premanI pUrNatA ane jJAnanI pUrNatA eTale ja ekSa. mAtra bAhyajJAna ke bhASAjJAna ke aneka bhASAo jJAna te mokSanuM kAraNe heI zakatuM nathI. premabhakti e ja mokSane hetu che. "bhagavat mukti ApavAmAM kupaNa nathI paNa bhakti ApavAmAM kRpaNa che ema lAge che, e bhagavAne lobha zA mATe haze? " (283) aha, prabhune upAlaMbharUpa A vacano bhagavAnanA premIbhaktane kevA preraNAdAyI, premanI vRddhi karavAmAM utte. jana ApanAra tathA kalyANakAraka che? te vacanenA zravaNamananathI hadayanI zathila premavRtti vizeSa jAgrata thAya che ane AtmAmAM baLane saMcaya vadhe che. bhagavAna pitAnA premI bhaktane mukti te Ape ja che paNa bhakti ApavAmAM paNa che ema jANyA pachI bhaktimArgamAM praveza Icchato utsAhI ane AzAvaMta bhakta paNa bhagavAnanA e kRpaNabhAvane premathI apanAvI prabhunA premano vadhu ne vadhu lobhI te banato jAya che, tene barAbara lakSa che ke prabhu eka premanI derI sivAya bIjA kazAthI baMdhAtA nathI, ane je prabhu e premanI derI sahelAIthI ApI de te pite sahelAIthI baMdhanamAM AvI jAya

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208 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha che. jo ke vastutAe prabhujI baMdhAvA Icche che paNa sahe. lAIthI nahIM; bhaktanA premanI sAcI kasoTI karyA pachI ja prabhu premabhaktinuM dAna kare che ane atyaMta Azvasana tathA saMtoSanI vAta e che ke prabhue eka vakhata te dAna karyA pachI bhaktanI bhakti pUrNatAne na pAme tyAM sudhI preraNAbaLa, utsAhabaLa, AzrayabaLa ane nizcayabaLa ApyA kare che. je vAstavya jJAnIne oLakhe che, te dhyAnAdine Ie nahIM, e amAro aMtaraMga abhiprAya vate che. mAtra jJAnIne Irache che, eALakhe che, bhaje che, te ja te thAya che ane te uttama mumukSu jANo egya che." (vacanAmRta 335) juo, A sAdA dekhAtAM chatAM gaMbhIra bhAva garbhita apUrva vacanamAM ke suMdara ane uttama upadeza che ! temAM kevuM sacoTa ane phaLadAyI mArgadarzana che! premanI pUrNatAe pahoMcavAnI jenI AkAMkSA che, jenI tAlAvelI che, mumukSunA vicAra ane bhAva kevA hoya tenI ahIM kevI upakArI vyAkhyA kahI batAvI che? je vAstavamAM premavarUpa, jJAnasvarUpa puruSane oLakhe che te kyAreya dhyAnAdinA prayAga karavA icchate nathI. evA prAge karavAnI AvazyakatA ke tenI mahattA tenA dilamAM UgatI nathI; kemake te ati yathArthatAe samaje che ke dhyAna vA samAdhi sahajapaNe Ave che.

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prema ane pUrNatA : 208 A bheda jANanAra puruSa to premasamAdhinI utkRSTa abhilASAvALo hoya che ane tevA prakAranI dhyAnasamAdhimAM javA mATenAM upakArI nimitto zodhato rahe che. hRdayapUrvakanI tenI zodhamAM te kAraNe paNa tene vahelA vA moDA maLI rahe che, je saMbaMdhe AgaLa jaNAvavAmAM Avaze; te uparAMta premasamAdhi eTale zuM? te viSaya mATenI jANakArI thavA arthe vivecana sahitanI mAhitI paNa AgaLanA vibhAgamAM ApavAmAM Avaze. have bodhavacanamAM AgaLa zuM kahe che te joIe. je jJAnIne Icche che........" e vacanenA bhAvamAM prema spaSTapaNe AvI jAya che te samajavuM agharuM nathI, kemake prema vagara keI keIne IcchatuM nathI. jene jenAmAM prema hoya che. te tene Icche che e niyama che. ahIM paramArtha premI mumukSune jJAnI puruSa pratye prema hovAthI te temane ja Irache che, temane ja kalyANakArI samAgama cAhe che. atra eTaluM vizeSa rUpaSTa samajavuM ke jJAnI puruSamAM prema eTale temanA pArthiva deha pratye prema nahIM paNa temanA pavitra thayela dehamAM virAjamAna zuddha citanya svarUpa, sahajAnaMdI, niragI ne nivikArI pavitrAtmA pratye prema. vaLI dayA, zAMti, samatA, kSamAda guNa tathA vitarAgatAnA prAgaTayathI AtmA, nirmaLa AtmA, zuddhAtmA ke pavitrAtmA banI jAya che, e pavitrAtmA je dehamAM virAjita heya te deha paNa dhanya bane che, pavitra bane A, 14.

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210 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdhe che ane tethI pUjya gaNAya che te gya ja che. e deha yAdhi ke vRddhAvasthAne kAraNe jIrNa thaI jAya to paNa pUjyabhAva evo ne evo sthira ane aphara rahe che, tenI pAchaLanA rahasyamAM pavitrAtmA pratyeno prema che. te pachInAM vacanamAM je jJAnIne "oLakhe che" ema kahyuM tyAM e vacanemAM zraddhAno bhAva niHzaMkapaNe samAya che. A puruSa AtmajJAnI ne AmadazI che ema jJAnI puruSanI aMtarathI khAtrI pUrvakanI oLakhANa te zraddhA che. oLakhANa eTale jANapaNuM ane e jANapaNuM sAcuM che. evI je khAtarI temAM rahI che te zraddhA kahevAya che. ApaNe joI gayA tema "Icche che" zabdomAM prema ane ahIMnA "oLakhe che" zabdamAM zraddhA samAya che, prema ane zraddhA e bane bhAva sAthe ne sAthe rahevAnA svabhAvavALA che; eka bIjAnA pUraka ane TekArUpa che. jyAM prema che tyAM zraddhA che, tema jyAM zraddhA che tyAM prema che. e bannene vikAsa eTale vizuddhatA vadhatI jAya che, tema tenI zaktio paNa vizeSapaNe pragaTa thatI jAya che. tyAra pachInAM AgaLanAM vacanomAM je jJAnIne bhaje che" ema kahevAthI arpaNatA athavA AjJAMkita paNane bhAva jaNAvyuM. bhajavuM eTale bhakti karavI athavA premamUrti jJAnI bhagavaMta sarva prakAre rAjI rahe tema AcaraNa karavuM athavA temane potApaNAnA sarvabhAva arpaNa-AjJAmAM rahI vartavuM. "bhaja" dhAtune bIje

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prema ane pUrNatA : 211 atha zyu ke jIdu' pADavu. e che; tyAM jJAnIpuruSanI premabhaktithI dehabhAva tathA AtmabhAvane judA karavA-jaDa ane cetananA bheda karavA ane nizastrabhAvatu zAMtapaNu pragaTa karatA javuM e samajAya tevu` che. prema ane zraddhAnI joDInI vizuddhinu phaLa te apaNutA, prema ane zraddhAnI jeTalI nima LatA thAya che teTalI aNutA khIle che. have chele icchavA, oLakhavA ane bhajavAnA athavA prema, zraddhAne apazutAnA pariNAmane darzAvatAM vacanA prakAze che tyAM kahe che, "te ja tevA thAya che,' ahA, juo te kharA, A vacanAthI kevI anupama khAMhedharI ApI ! kevuM sarvottama phaLa saprApta thavAnI khAtrI ApI ! ahI' batAvyA te traNa guNeA, prema, zraddhA ne apaNutA, tene hRdayamAM premapUrvaka avadhArI vAstava jIvanamAM utArI AtmasAt karavAthI premI bhakta te jJAnI bhagavaMtanI je riddhisiddhi che, je uttama svabhAvadazA che tathA temanAM je vaimava ane azvaya che, te sane sahajatAe, dehAdinA kaSTa vinA ane prasanna cittathI pAme che. eTale te temanA jevA thAya che arthAt bhakta ane lagavAna vaccene paDadA khasI jAya che. (( 1 sasAra spaSTa prItathI karavAnI icchA thatI hAya tA te puruSe jJAnInAM vacane sAMbhaLyAM nathI, athavA jJAnI puruSanAM darzIna pazu teNe karyA' nathI, ema tIrthaMkara kahe che.

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212 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdho 2 "jenI keDano bhaMga thaye che, tenuM prAye badhuM baLa parikSINupaNAne bhaje che, jene jJAnI puruSanAM vacanarU5 lAkaDIno prahAra tha che; te purUSane viSe te prakAre saMsAra saMbaMdhI baLa hoya che, ema tIrthakara kahe che. 3 "jJAnI puruSane joyA pachI strIne joI je rAga utpanna thatuM hoya te jJAnI puruSane joyA nathI, ema tame jANo. 4 "jJAnI puruSanAM vacanane sAMbhaLyA pachI strInuM sajIvana zarIra ajIvanapaNe bhAsyA vinA rahe nahIM. 5 "kharekhara pRthvIne vikAra dhanAdi saMpatti bhAsyA vinA rahe nahIM. 6 "jJAnI puruSa sivAya teno AtmA bIje kyAMya kSaNabhara sthAyI thavAne viSe I nahIM." (vacanAmRta 454) je jJAnIne Ie che, oLakhe che ane bhaje che arthAt je paramArtha premI bhavya jijJAsu bhagavAnarUpa satpavamAM prema ane zraddhAnuM baLa vadhArI arpaNatAnI keDI para pagadaMDa karavAno nizcaya kare che, tenI pUrvanI ghara karI beThelI azubha saMskArarUpa vAsanAo tathA mahAsaktivALI prakRti AdirUpa deze kevA sahajapaNe vilIna thatA jAya che te ahIM uparanAM vacanathI batAvyuM tema ja jJAnI puruSanAM pavitra hRdayamAMthI nIkaLelI ati arthapUNe anubhavavANuM kevI asarakAraka hoya che e paNa

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prema ane pUrNatA : 21 garbhitapaNe sUcavyuM. rAgadveSa meha vagere baMdhabhAve kSINa karI kSaya karavA keTalA kaThaNa che te sahu koI jANe che paraMtu premamArganA paMthInI sarva graMthi prabhupremanA vadhatA baLa thakI sahajatAe chedAI jAya che, temanAmAM saMsArasukha pratye virAgya Ave che tema strI saMpatti Adi padArtho sapaSTa prItithI bhegavAnI tene IrachA thatI nathI ane tene namra tathA komaLa thayele AtmA eka jJAnI puruSanAM caraNamAM sthira ane lIna thavA sivAya bIje keI sthaLe sthAyI thavA Icchato nathI. ahe, premanA prabhAvanI prabhA kevI tejasvI ane sarvadeSanAzaka che ! ahe, prabhusvarUpa saMtapurUSamAM prema lAvIne tene parama premanI UMcI ne UMcI zreNI para laI javAthI kayuM kArya siddha na thAya ! "chUTe dehAdhyAsa te, nahi kartA tuM karma nahi joktA tuM tehane, e ja dharmane marma. e ja dharmathI mokSa che, tuM che mAsvarUpa anaMta darzana jJAna tuM, avyAbAdha svarUpa. zuddha, buddha, caiitanyaghana, svayaMti sukhadhAma; bIjuM kahiye keTaluM? kara vicAra te pAma." zrImad rAjacaMdra : zrI AtmasiddhizAstra "sarvathI sarva prakAre huM bhinna chuM, eka kevaLa zuddha citanyasvarUpa, paramotkRSTa, aciMtya sukhasvarUpa mAtra ekAMta zuddha anubhavarUpa huM chuM, tyAM vikSepa che ?

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214: AdhyAtmika nibaMdho vika9pa zo? bhaya che? kheda che ? bIjI avasthA zI? huM mAtra nirvikalpa zuddha zuddha, prakRNa zuddha, parama zAMta citanya chuM, huM mAtra nirvikalpa chuM. huM nija svarUpamaya upayoga karuM chuM, tanmaya thAuM chuM." (vacanAmRta 833) cetanyAtmAnA svarUpane oLakhAvanArAM ane guNadharma batAvanArAM A vacane kevA zAMtidAyaka che! tene sAMbha. LatAM prabhuno premI bhakta aMtaramAM TharI jAya evuM adbhuta sAmarthya temAM rahyuM che. jijJAsu bhakta potAnA AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpe AthI jANuMne, samajIne, aMtaramAM avadhAre che. "kara vicAra to pAma" e siddhAMtadarzaka vacane upara paNa vicAra kare che, tenI vartamAnadazAe tenA vicArane vAstavikatAnI kasoTInI eraNa para mUkyA pachI tene hadayathI lAge che ke saMtaprabhu pratye tene eTale prema Ave che teTale gupta rahelA amUrta svarUpI nijAtmA pratye thatA nathI. vaLI e vAta ene suvidita che ke prabhusvarUpa puruSa pratyeno prema te temanA pavitra ane nirmaLa AtmA pratyene che ane te paramArthathI jotAM svAmI pratine ja prema che. AthI te prabhu pratyenA premane vikasAvI tene pUrNatA sudhI laI javAnI AkAMkSA seve che. paraMtu tema karavA mATe preraNA ane zakti meLavavAM kevI rIte? tene vicAra kare che. vicAratAM prabhunAM vacane kara vicAra to pAma" samRtimAM Ave

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prema ane pUrNatA H 215 che ane temAM rahela siddhAMta samajAya che ke jenA para citta daI premapUrvaka vicAra karavAmAM Ave te pariNAme tene pAmI zakAya. prabhune A premI bhakta zAMtabhAve vicAre che ke prabhujIno dehAdhyAsa chUTI gayo che tethI teo mana, vacana ne kAyAnI kriyAnA kartA ke te kriyAnA phaLanA bhaktA thatA nathI. te have temanAM mana, vacana ane kAyAnI ceSTAonuM dhyAnapUrvaka nirIkSaNa karavuM ane te ceSTAnAM rahasyone pakaDI pADavAM. e rahasyonuM jJAna thavAthI, tenI vismayakAraka adabhutatA lakSamAM Avaze ne abhutatA lakSamAM AvatAM prabhunI alaukika dazA pragaTa thaze. vaLI e alaukika dazA pragaTatA thatAM, prema-zraddhA-arpaNa tAnA bhAve UchaLI UchaLIne vadhaze ane e thakI svAbhadazA paNa AgaLa vadhI pUrNatA prati doDaze, ema vicArIne prabhune premI bhakta prabhunA upakArI samAgamamAM vAraMvAra Ave che, darzananI abhilASA tRpta kare che, utsAha ne preraNAnuM baLa meLavI saMtuSTa thAya che ane prabhunI kRpA saMprApta karavAnA manoratha seve che. koIvAra prabhunA zAMtidAyaka sAMnidhyamAM prabhunI sanmukha vinayabhakitapUrvaka besI prabhunI mukhamudrAnuM premathI Avalakana kare che ane je je divya camakRtio nihALe che tene hRdayamAM gAvI daI smRtimAM rAkhe che. keIvAra prabhune amRtamaya vANuM prakAzavAne coga hoya tyAre je

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216 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdha sUtrAtmaka siddhAMtavacane temanA mukhakamaLamAMthI bahAra Ave che athavA je gUDha rahasya pragaTa thAya che, te vacananI apUrvatAthI tene AtmA gherAI zAMta thAya che, te AnaMdAnubhavane e premIbhakata kiMmatI, ati mUlyavAna jhaverAta jema haiyAMnI suMvALI peTImAM saMgharI rAkhe che. kaIveLA samayanI anukULatA thatAM A prabhupremI bhaktane prabhunI dinacaryA jevAne suyoga prApta thAya che. prabhunAM mana, vacana ne kAyAnI ceSTAo pAchaLa je rahasya guptapaNe rahyAM che, tene bArIka avalokana ane tINa nirIkSaNathI zodhI kADhavAne uttama lAbha te meLave che. kalyANamUti prabhumAM prema ane zraddhA vikaselAM na hoya te tyAM sudhI A kAryanI saphaLatA thavI kaThaNa che; egya dazA AvyuM tene hitakArI lAbha maLe che, ane tyAre joyelAM tathA anubhavelAM rahasyone amUlya gaNuM hRdayanI peTImAM sAcavI rAkhe che, jethI yogya ane anukULa samaye prema, zraddhA ne arpaNatAnI vardhamAnatA tvarita gatie thavA arthe upayogamAM laI zakAya. kayAreka keI subhaga samaye, premanIrathI nItaratAM haiyAMvALe prabhune premI bhakta prabhu pAse darzane AvatAM ati AnaMdanI laherI anubhave che ane prabhu tene paramArtha lAbha thavAnuM che ema jANIne tene premathI bheTe che. bheTatAMnI sAthe ja premIbhaktanI aMtavRttio tathA bhAve kaI AzcaryakAraka rIte upazAMta thaI jAya che,

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prema ane pUrNatAH 210 dehamAM mIThI ane sukhaprada jhaNajhaNATI prasare che athavA kaI zItaLatAnuM madhura jharaNuM vahetuM hoya tema lAge che ane keI veLA to tenA pariNAme bAhyanuM bhAna jatuM rahI, citta UMDANamAM utarI svAtmAnA pavitra milana mATe jatuM hoya e premI bhaktane cirasmaraNIya anubhava thAya che. AmadazAne zIdhra vikAsa thavAmAM A prakAra ghaNe sAro gaNavAmAM AvyA che ane te tenA pariNAma uparathI samajI zakAya che. tema banavAnuM kAraNa athavA thatI prakriyAnuM rahasya zodhavAne stutya prayAsa tattvarasika jijJAsue kara ghaTe che. keI veLA premamUrti ane karuNAmUrti prabhune premIbhakata prabhu pAse AvatAM tenI sthiti sahaja bhAvAvezavALI thaI jAya che tyAre te prabhunA pavitra ane pAvanakArI kheALAmAM pitAnuM mAthuM DhALI de che tenA hadayanA premane vega cakSumAM pravezatAM ja temAMthI harSAzra sarI paDe che; premasIDInAM keTalAMka UMcAM pagathiye pahoMcela A bhaktanA mAthA para tathA pITha para prabhu jyAre prema ane karuNAthI mUka AzIrvAdapUrvaka pitAne pavitra hAtha pherave che tyAre premIbhakata dhanya thaI jAya che, tenAM keTalAMka AvaraNe tathA aMtarAya dUra thAya che ane premayAtrAmAM AgaLanAM sthAnake e pahoMcavA mATenuM jema tenAmAM Ave che. koI vakhata ati mahada bhAgyodaye prabhune premI bhakta jyAre prabhunAM darzana ane samAgama mATe Ave che

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218 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha ane temane UMDI samAdhimAM nimagna thayelA jue che tyAre tenA aMtarAnaMdano koI pAra rahetuM nathI. AvA apUrva ane alaukika pratyakSa darzanane paramezya paramArtha lAbha prApta thAya e suavasara prabhujIe kRpA karIne Ape te mATe temane aMtaramAM mahAna upakAra mAne che, premaminI atizayatAthI vaMdana kare che ane najIkanA sthAne prabhunI sanmukha daSTi rAkhI zAMtithI bese che. aho, tyAM tenI sthira daSTinI sAme kevA anupama camatkAranAM darzananuM sarjana thAya che! je joIne eka vAra to bhrAMtimAM paDI javAya ke je dIThuM te kharuM ke khoTuM? zuM te mananI bhramaNA che ke kalpanAnuM upasI Avela citra che paraMtu jyAM premanI prabhA prakAzita che ane zraddhAnuM teja patharAyuM che tathA arpaNatAnA aMze vadhyA che, tyAM keI chetaranArI brAMtine sthAna kema hoI zake? te kaI AzaMkAvALe vicAra udabhava pAme te pahelAM ja prabhukRpAe tenA AtmAmAM satyatAno hakAra Ave che tema tenI supratIti paNa Ave che. tyAre prabhunA premIe zuM joyuM? samAdhimana prabhujInI mukhamudrA kaI divya kAMtithI ApI rahI che ane temAMthI kayAreka kayAreka tejanAM kiraNe chUTatAM ane AsapAsa phelAI vilIna thatAM dekhAya che. caherA paranI vItarAgabhAvadarzaka zAMti anupamarUpe dIpI rahI che; jenArane AmAM TharI jAya evI e zAMtinuM Tona!

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prema ane pUrNatA = 219 prabhutva che; e zAMtinA svarUpane vicAra karatAM ja pote zAMta banI jAya evuM tenuM sAmarthya che. sthira daSTithI jemAM mukha pAchaLa divyatAnI pratIti jANe karAvatuM na hoya tema tejamaMDaLa zobhI rahyuM che. AvA AvA prakAranI camatkRtio joI prabhuno premIbhakta zAMta thaI premasamAdhine viSe sthira thAya che. eka bAju karuNAmUti prabhusvarUpa mahApuruSa potAnI sahaja AtmasamAdhine viSe lIna che ane bIjI bAju e ja prabhune premIbhakta pitAnI premasamAdhine viSe sthira che. bahAranA vAtAvaraNane kaMI jue ane anubhave te lAge ke te maneramya che eTaluM ja nahI paNa cittane na samajAya tevI zAMti upajAve tevuM che. tyAra pachI Azcarya to e bane che ke prabhu ane prabhubhakta banenI samAdhi sAthe ja chUTe che. bhakata prabhunAM caraNakamaLane sparza karI kRtArthatA anubhave che ane premasvarUpa prabhu bhakatane AziSathI navAje che ane vacanathI, daSTithI tathA sparzathI tenA AtmAnA kalyANanA vikAsa arthe baLapradAna karI upakAra kare che. gheDI vAra mauna paNe rahIne pachI premamUti prabhu premasamAdhinuM svarUpa ane mAhAnya bhakatane premathI samajAve che. koI vidyamAna sajIvana mUrti premasvarUpa puruSa che, temanI vANInA apUrva prabhutavathI, temanA guNonA pragaTa prabhAvathI, temanI mukhAkRti upara aMkAyela guNenA

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220 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha tejanI rekhAothI, temanA sAMnidhyathI utpanna thatA zAMtabhAva tathA zItaLatAnA anubhavathI temanA samAgamamAM ovanAra jijJAsunA dilamAM te mahApuruSa pratye bhInI, nirdoSa ane nispRha kamaLa lAgaNInuM uddabhavavuM te prema, temanA prati AkarSaka bhAva rahe te prema; ane Atma pariNAmanI svasthatA te samAdhi, AthI premabhAvanI sthiratA, ekAgratAnI sthiti hoya te premasamAdhinuM nAma pAme che. jyAre bhagavAnarUpa satparuSamAM eTale badhasvarUpa zrI gurumAM jijJAsunA prema ane zraddhAnI jeDI bahAranI baMdhanakAraka prIti - Asaktine kamapUrvaka teDIne vizuddhatA pratye jAya che, arthAt jyAre prema ujajavaLa tathA nirmaLa thato jAya che tathA zraddhA tenI sAthe ne sAthe rahI tene baLa ApI ekAgrapaNe vate che, tyAre premasamAdhi Ave che. premasamAdhi eTale premamUti bedhasvarUpa zrIgurunA satata sukharUpa smaraNathI athavA zAMtidAyaka pavitra smRtithI sahajapaNe utpanna thatI sthiratA athavA ekAgratA, tevI sthiratAnA zubhakALe udayAnusAra vividha prakAranA anubhave thAya che. keI vakhate AnaMdanuM kuraNa te kaI vakhate mAtra zAMtinuM vedana heya che; tathA tevA samaye kyAreka Indriye temanuM kArya karatI hoya che to kyAreka teo kArya karyA vagara zAMtapaNe paDI rahe che. e sthiratAmAM kaI veLAe potAnA zrI gurunAM pavitra dazanane lAbha maLe che, to vaLI koI anya veLAe jAtismRtijJAnanI utpattinA

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prema ane pUrNatA ? 221 prabhAvathI pUrvabhavanA prasaMgonAM dazyo dekhAya che, jemAM mukhyatAe zrIgurudeva sAthenA saMbaMdha hoya che athavA ati nikaTanA svajane sAthenA pUrvabhavabhavanA saMbaMdho aMtardaSTi samakSa jovA maLe che. A pramANe bhinna prakAranA tathA upakArI anubhava thAya che. zAMta sthiratAvALI sthiti pachI dhyAnAvasthA je Ave che te TakI rahe te tenA phaLarUpe AtmasamAdhi Ave che. Ama premamUrti prabhunI AzrayabhaktinA prabhAvathI premasamAdhi ane premasamAdhinA baLanA phaLathI AtmasamAdhinI prAptine uttama lAbha maLe che. A sAMbhaLIne prabhune premIbhakta te mAhAne darzAvatAM vacananA bhAvane vAgoLatAM vAgoLatAM premarasa tarabaLa banI jAya che. premAmRtanA zItaLa ane nirmaLa nIramAM snAna karatA prabhune premIbhakate have premamUti zrI gurune vAraM. vAranA pavitra samAgamayoge temanAM mana, vacana ane kAyAnI addabhuta ceSTAo najaronajara joyelI che, tema jANelI che ane te para dhyAnapUrvaka ane apakSapAtapaNe vicAra karavAthI, tenA phaLarUpe tenI aMdara gUDhatAe rahelAM rahIne teNe jANuM lIdhAM che. hRdayathI tene prema ane zraddhAthI svIkAra karIne te sarvane pitAnA mRtipaTa para ALekhI sthira karyA che. e durlabhaprApta

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rarara : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha rahasyanuM camatkArika mAhAsya ane tenI vismayakAraka apUrvatA tene yathAyogyapaNe barAbara samajAyAM che; kahe ke ISTa miyAtrAmAM saphaLatAe ne zIvratAe AgaLa AgaLa Daga bharI pUrNatA paryata pahoMcavAnA nimitto have tene hastagata thayAM che, athavA TheTha sudhI pahoMcavA mATe, agAu prema, zraddhA ane arpaNatAnI UMcAmAM UMcI ane TUMkAmAM TUMkI vyAkhyAmAM kahI batAvela hadayanI saMpaNa, buddhinI soMpaNI ane icchAnI saMpaNI, te kevI rIte karavI tenI samajaNanI bArI ughaDI gaI che athavA "mana mahilAnuM re vahAlA upare, bIjAM kAma karaMta" evuM je ati ati kaThaNa dekhAtuM kArya te kevI rIte sahelAIthI banI zake tenI cAvI tene premanA baLe prabhukRpAthI saMprApta thaI che. te anupama cAvIthI AvaraNe ane aMtarAnAM viddharUpa tALAM jaladIthI khelatAM javAnI tenAmAM tatparatA vadhI che, tenA umaMga ane utsAha aMdaramAM na samAvI zakAya tevI sthitimAM AvatAM jAya che tathA tenI tAlAvelInuM mApa amAya tarapha DhaLatuM jAya che. prathama to A premIbhakta pite joyelAM ane anubhavelAM rahasyonI saMkSipta nedha kare che, pachI te rahonI jANakArIthI je kaMI ulAsapUrNa AnaMdita bhAve tenA aMtaramAM UgyA che, te zabdomAM sahaja utarI jAya che. e zabdacitranuM svarUpa kaMIka A pramANe che :-

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prema ane pUrNatA : 223 1. ahe, e citanyamUrti prabhunAM mana, vacana ne kAyAnI pravRttimAM kevI ekarUpatA che! vicAra, vANI ane vatana kevAM ekapaNe pravatI rahe che ! kayAMya virodha nahIM, viSamatA nahIM, asamAnatA nahIM. teo jANe kema zuddhAtmAne AdhIna thaI tenI anukULatAe vatatA na hoya! ahe, te traNe yoganI samasta pravRtti kevI udAsInatAthI athavA tenAthI aliptapaNe rahIne anAsaktabhAve thatI hoya che! ahe, temanA manoyoge svataMtrapaNe viharavAnI kriyA kevI choDI dIdhI che arthAt temane bhAvasaMyama ke adabhuta che. tevA utkRSTa paNe zobhatA AtmasaMyamanI siddhinuM mukhya anupama ja kAraNa che te have spaSTa samajAya che, ane te che, Atmaprabhu pratyene atula prema, caitanyaprabhu pratyenI atUTa ne aDAla zraddhA tathA niraMjana svasvarUpa pratyene AzcaryakAraka arpaNabhAva. tethI svAtmAnI tevI svAbhAvika dazA arthe athavA tenI zuddhi ane siddhinI prApti arthe te prabhunI premabhaktino pavitra Azraya ja karavA cogya che, ema niHsaMdehapaNe bhAse che. 2. aho, e karuNAmUrti prabhunAM vacana kevAM apUrva ane kalyANakArI che ! vacane prakAzavAnI temanI sUtrAtmaka zilI, hRdaya sasarA ArapAra utarI jAya evI tenI camatkAritA, sarva zaMkA - AzaMkAnuM samAdhAna sahaja thaI jAya tevI temanI nirUpaNazakti ItyAdi kevAM anu

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224 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha pama che! teo vacane kahetAM hoya te vakhate jANe ema lAge ke zabdo vinA prayatna goThavAIne aMdaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLe che ane temane zAMtabhAva te je ne tevo sahajANe rahyA kare che. vacanonI pragaTatAmAM kyAMya Aveza nathI, uchALA nathI, huM jesa nathI, beTe bhAra nathI; paraMtu mAtra saumyatAthI nIkaLatI ane jijJAsu zrotAnA hRdayane sparzatI zAMta, kalyANakArI, upakArI ane pUrvapara avirodha vANuM che. aho dhanya che te vANane ! sumadhura kaMThamAMthI susvare nIkaLatI ane sAMbhaLanAranA cittane ekatAra karI detI temanI nirdoSa vANIne vAraMvAra namaskAra he ! 3. aha, anya bhAvathI para thaI svabhAvamAM ramaNatA karanAra prabhunI dehathiratA kevI adbhuta che! teonI kAyAnI pravRtti kevI - niSkAmatAthI thayA kare che ! UThatAM, besatAM, cAlatAM ke anya kArya karatAM temane AtmabhAva ke sthira ane nizcaLa rahe che. te nizcaLatAnI pratItirUpa chApa temanI mukhamudrA para ane vizeSe karIne nayane para kevI aMkita thayelI jovA maLe che ! kAyAganI pravRtti teo jaNe karatA na hoya paraMtu thatI hoya ema ja lAge. 4. aha, premamUti prabhunI mukhAkRti upara saumya rekhAo suramyapaNe patharAyelI dekhAya che! te ujajvaLa rekhAomAMthI kyAreka kyAreka tejanAM kiraNe chuTatAM hoya

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prema ane pUrNatA H 225 che ane sanmukha upasthita prabhunA premIbhakta tarapha jaI, tene AliMganathI bheTI tenA AtmAne sthira kare che, ajavALe che. aho ! temanuM sAmarthya keTaluM che! pa. temanAM vadana kamaLa para divya teja pAtharate prakAza ke zebhI rahyo che ! te prakAzanAM darzana mAtrathI jenAramAM caitanya jharaNuM vahevAnuM zarU thAya che ane tenA sukharUpa pariNAma svarUpabhrAMti Adi denuM mardana sahajatA thAya che. ahe! kevuM addabhuta baLa! 6. aho, e premasvarUpa prabhunAM nayane te juo, te kevAM alaukika kAMtithI dIpatAM ane premALa madhurabhAvathI bharapUra dIse che! temanAM eka netramAMthI nItare che premanIrane nirmaLa pravAha, to bIjAM netramAMthI vahe che karuNarasano amRtajharo te sudhArasane je koI bhavya bhAgyavaMta puruSa pitAnI parama yogyatA lAvI pAmI zake, anubhavI zake, tenI premanI saphara saphaLa kema na thAya? ne pavitra rasane prabhAva ja e che ke tene pAmanAra puruSanuM hadaya premamithI ubharAvuM zarU thAya che ane pachI te premasamAdhimAM DUbakI mAravAnuM sugamatAthI thAya che. tethI paNa AgaLa vadhatI dazAmAM premasamAdhi AtmasamAdhimAM pariName che; tyAre AtmAnI nIrava zAMtinuM vedana anubhavAya che. ahe ! premanI ane karuNarasanA mizra prabhAvathI atizaya AkarSaka banatI prabhunI mukhamudrA kevI manaramya ane AnaMdadAyI che! tenuM yathArtha varNana karavuM vacanAtIta che. a, 15

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226 H AdhyAtmika nibadhA 7. ahA ! e zAMtamUrti prabhunA tejomaya lalATanA madhyamAM, AjJAcakranA sthAne tejasvI vatula kevu' suMdara dekhAya che! AtmAnI zAMta ane pavitra dazAsUcaka e vartula kAI vAra gulAbI raMganuM, teA kAI vAra AchA pILA raMganuM, teA vaLI kaiAIvAra dUdha jevu' sapheda hoya che. gulAkhI raMga divya prema, nirmAMLa prabhuprema sUcave che; AchA pILA raMga divya zraddhA ane vizuddha jJAnanA ughADa tathA vikAsa darzAve che. ane sakreda raMga te sava jANe che tema pavitratA, vizuddhi ane nima LatAnA pratIkarUpa hAI te prakAranI AtmadazA khatAvanAra che. jyAre kRpAvaMta bhagavaMta bhagavAnanA anugrahe e tejasvI vatula jonAranI dRSThimAM Ave che, tyAre tenA AtmAmAM kevuM Amula bhAvaparivartana utpanna thAya che! tenAmAM rahelA deSA A pavitra denanA prabhAva thakI kSINu thatAM jaI kSaya thAya che; vaLI tenA AtmAmAM prema, zraddhA ane apaNutAnA bhAvA kramathI vikase che. te upakArI premasvarUpa prabhu pratyenA bahumAnabhAva athavA aheAbhAva vardhamAna thAya che. prabhunA lalATe zAbhatA e pAvanakArI ne hitakArI tejavartula trikALa jayavaMta va! 8. vaLI kyAreka upara jaNAvela tejasvI vatulane badale te ja sthAnanI madhyamAM caLakATa mAratI Ula rekhA jovAmAM Ave che, te paNa kevI bhavya ane divya hAya che. A rekhAnA raMga Acho pILA hoya che, e

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prema ane pUrNatA : 227 teja mAratI Urva rekhA jenAra subhAgyavaMta puruSane upara kahyuM tevuM phaLa maLe che; chatAM apekSAe kaMIka jUnapaNuM che te paNa samajavA yogya. A prakAranuM divya cinha paNa vartamAne vartatI AtmadazA sUcavanAra che, eTale bedhasvarUpanI sthiti batAvanAra che. dhanya he ! te pavitra cinhane ane namaskAra he e cinhona dhArakamahAtmAone! - 9 amRtamaya bAdhavacane prakAzatA hoya ke AdhyAtmika ciMtanamAM garakAva thayA hoya ke zAMtasvarUpa AtmasamAdhimAM sthira hoya te veLAe premamUti prabhune hadayanA premasabhara bhAvathI eka najare jovAmAM Ave che, tyAre temanA mastakanI pAchaLa goLAkAre opatuM ane Azcaryane pamADatuM tejomaMDaLa kevuM anupamapaNe dIpatuM dekhAya che! jenAranI apekSAe tenI daSTinI ane bhAvanI sthiratA te tejomaMDaLanI paNa sthiratA ane je tenA vika5nI hAjarI thAya te teje maMDaLanI tatkALa gerahAjarI thAya. A tejomaya maMDaLanuM mAhAtmya alaukika ane aciMtya che; AmadazAsUcaka te uttama pratIka che. tenuM teja jeTaluM adhika, teTalI Atmavizaddhi adhika teja jeTaluM nyUna, teTalI vizuddhi paNa nyUna. mastakanI pAchaLa bahAranA bhAge tejamaMDaLano vistAra eTale meTa ane prasarela hoya teTalI AtmazaktinI pragaTatA darzAve che, te uparAMta svabhAvamagnatAnuM mApa paNa tethI sUcavAya che, tenuM phaLa nirupama che. agama-nigamanI vAta

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228 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho te agamya ja heya ne ! e pavitra tejomaMDaLanA pavitra pratIkane parama prema anaMta praNAma he, anaMta praNAma ! prema samAdhinA sukharUpa anubhavamAM javA mATe prabhune eTale zrI gurune premIbhakta pote ja najare joyela, anubhavela ane upara varNavela nava muddAomAMthI kaI eka athavA vadhAre upara ciMtavanamAM utare che. keI vakhata e premasvarUpa prabhunI niSkAma paNe thatI dinacaryA, te vaLI kaI veLAe vacanAmRta prakAzatAM hoya tyAranI temanI vItarAgabhAvasUcaka zAMta mukhamudrA, te anya vakhate joyelAM adabhuta pratIke-tenI te smRti laIne AnaMdamAM magna thaI jAya che. ahe! anubhavanI smRti paNa keTalI baLavatI ane upakArI che! kahevuM hoya te avazya kahI zakAya ke smRti e darpaNa che, smRti e darzana che, smRti e milana che, smRti e prakAza che, mRti e zakti che. premanA baLa vinA smRti nirbaLa che. smRtinI pITha para jeTalo premane dhakko, teTalI smRtinI aNadITha zaktine ughADa jyAM prema che, tyAM tenI smRti che ane jyAM prema nathI tyAM smRti kema hoya ? prabhune bhakta te prabhune premI ja hoya che ane premane niraMtara vikasAvavAne kAmI hoya che, tethI smRti letI vakhate premanuM pIThabaLa keTalAka aMze pragaTa hoya che ja. premanA baLathI smRtibaLa vadhe che ane smRtibaLa vadhatAM premabaLa paNa vadhatuM jAya che. A apekSAe jotAM kahI zakAya ke smRti eTale premano vikAsa ane premane vikAsa eTale

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prema ane pUrNatA : 229 smRtinuM khaLavAnapaNuM: Ama te banne paraspara upakArI bane che eTale ekabIjAnA pUrakarUpe kArya kare che ane vikAsanA paMthe AgaLa vadhe che. tenu' suMdara pariNAma e Ave che ke premIbhakta cittanI ekAgratAthI prabhune cAhatA thAya che. te niHsvArthabhAve hRdayanI seAMpaNI karavAnA mArga upara praveza meLave che ane premanI mIThI veDhanAnu vedana karavA tenuM hRdaya talase che, jema jema prema ane smRtinuM aLa vadhe che, tema tema cittamAM UThatA vicArA vadhAre ne vadhAre prabhumaya banatA jAya che ane hayamAM UgatI lAgaNIo prabhunA svarUpane ghero athavA tenI sAthe ekarUpa thavA mathatI anubhavAya che. have A prabhunA premIbhaktanI hRdayadazA kevI thAya che? pativratA evI guNIyala strInA citta jevI. jema ghara sabaMdhI ane mIna' kAma karatAM chatAM te pativratA evI mahilAnu' citta potAnA patine viSe ja lInapaNe, premapaNe, maraNapaNe, dhyAnapaNe, IcchApaNe vate che, tema A premIbhaktanA saMbadhamAM ane che; kAM te te premamUti prabhunA guNeAnA ci'tanathI premasamAdhimAM lIna thAya che, kAM tA te premanA divya svarUpane tricAra karatAM pAte previseAra manI jAya che. athavA pravRtti karatAM tene pAtAnA priya prabhunuM smaraNa rahyA kare che tema tenuM dhyAna ane tenI icchA pazu te ja sthaLe kendrita thAya che, prabhusmRti trinA tenu' citta kAMya sthiratA pAmatu' nathI. A svabhAvadazAne hRdayanI sAMpaNI kahI zakAya. A soMpaNI saMbadhamAM je

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230: AdhyAtmika nibaMdha anya bhAva pragaTarUpa thavA joIe, te sarve te pavitradazAnA phaLarUpa thAya ja che. kema ke jyAM hadayanI seMpaNuM che tyAM saraLatA che, nikhAlasatA che, niSkapaTatA che, nibhatA che, de chUpAvavAnI avRtti che, dIrghakALathI dilanA khUNAmAM saMgharI rAkhelI guptamAM gupta vAta abhinabhAve pragaTa karavAmAM akSobha che tathA ahaM sAme mamanA bhAvone atyaMta kSINa karI tene abhAva karavAnI ucca abhilASA che. agAu jaNAvyuM hatuM ke saMsAra vyavahAranI saMbaM, dhamAM "te mArA che ane huM tene chuM" e je pavitra ane nirmaLabhAva te premanuM lakSaNa che, prema che. paraMtu ghaNuM karIne te bhAva kSaNajIvI hoya che ne tethI baLahIna hoya che. tenA sthAne tarata ja apekSA sahitane svArtha yukta bhAva jene rAga kahe che, te mukhyapaNe vartate jevAmAM Ave che. premanA yathArtha zuddha svarUpanA ajANa paNane lIdhe te rAgane bhUlathI premanA ujajavaLa nAme oLakhavAmAM Ave che, paraMtu vAstavamAM te tema nathI, e lakSagata thavAmAM have koI muzkelI naDatararUpa thAya tema nathI. vaLI AthI e paNa jaNAze ke prema meMghe che, sasto nathI, tenI prApti durlabha che, sulama nathI. keTalIkavAra ghaNuM ja pitAnI vyavahArika pharaje khUba vaphAdArIthI ane jhINavaTabharI kALajIthI bajAvatA hoya che, tyAM te kArya premanA svarUpanA prabhAvathI thAya che ema nizcaya paNe kahI zakAya tema nathI, kema ke premanA zItaLa

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prema ane pUrNatA : 231 ane zAMtidAyaka umaLakA vinA ane rAganA uSmAbharyA bhAvathI athavA kevaLa pharaja pUrI karavAnA baLavAna hetuthI tevAM kAryo thaI zake che. premanuM svarUpa te divya, alau. kika, nispRha ane prabhunI prasAdIrUpa che. tenI UMcAmAM UMcI vyAkhyA karatAM agAu jaNAvyuM hatuM ke prema eTale hadayanI soMpaNuM. A seM paNa karavAnuM kArya keTaluM kaThaNa che te tema karavAnI IcchAvALAne sahelAIthI samajAze. tema karavA mATe prathama jaNAvyA hatA te guNe uparAMta pramANikatAnI khUba AvazyakatA che. te sarva guNanI pragaTatA ane vardhamAnatA premamUrti, karuNAmUrti ane zAMtamUrti prabhumAM eTale prabhusvarUpa zrIgurumAM prema karavAthI thAya che. te vizuddha premanA baLathI doSane hAra khAvI paDe che ane prabhujInA premIbhaktathI dUra ne dUra javuM paDe che. zrI guru pratyeno prema jema jema vadhe che, tema tema hadayanI saMpaNanA pavitra paMthamAM AgaLa vadhI zakAya che. hadayanI seM paNIne sAtha ApanAra, Teke denAra ane ujajavaLatAnA vikAsa tarapha laI javAmAM sahAya karanAra che buddhinI soMpaNuM. sajIvanamUti bhagavAnarUpa satparuSamAM prema AvavAnI sAthe ja zraddhAnuM teja paNa prakAzita heya che, kema ke prema ane zraddhAnI upakArI joDI kyAreya chUTI paDatI nathI. je prabhusvarUpa zrIgurune premI che, tene zrIgurumAM ane temanAM svamukhethI kahelAM zAstra svarUpa vacanAmAM pUrNa zraddhA avazya hoya che. tethI te

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232 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdha kAraNe tenAmAM vacananI satyatA saMbaMdhe koI tarka vitarka, vikalpa ke anya prakAranA vicAra uddabhava pAmatA nathI; saraLa hRdayI prabhupremI prabhunAM vacanane, Adezane ke mArgadarzaka rUpa AjJAne pitAnI maryAdita buddhinI eraNa para mUkI kasoTI karavA kyAre paNa IrachA karate nathI, paraMtu buddhinA upayogane dUra rAkhI prabhunAM vacanane hadayathI mAnya rAkhe che. keI vAra cakAsaNuM karavAnA zubha hetue prabhusvarUpa zrIguru tene evA prazno kare ke jenA uttaramAM premIbhaktane potAnI kSati, gupta doSa Adi khudalAM karavAM paDe to paNa te premAzrayI vArtha buddhine sAtha leto nathI ane keI paNa prakAranA saMkeca vinA pUchAyelA praznone satyatAe javAba vALe che, jene svIkAra kare che ane kSamAyAcanA paNa kare che. zrIgurunA pUchavAnI vAta dura rahe, premayAtrAmAM kaMIka AgaLa vadhelA ane premanuM madhura vedana jeNe karyuM che evA prabhupremIne dilanI peTImAM saMgharI rAkhelA pUrvanA gaMbhIra deze ane na kahI zakAya tevA prasaMge zayanI jema khUMcIne je pIDA ApatA hoya che, te badhAne svecchAe prabhu samakSa pragaTa kare che ane deSanI mAphI mAgI haLavAza anubhave che. Ama prabhupremI pitAnI jIvanapathInAM je je melAM pAnAM che te te sarva parama dayALu ane kRpAvaMta prabhu pAse ughADAM kare che, rAkhe che. zrI guru pratyenI aDola ane avicaLa zraddhA, temanA vacanamAM zraddhA, temanA Adeza prati bahumAna sahitanI zraddhA ane keAI paNa vikaTa paristhitimAM

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prima ane pUrNatA : 233 niSkapaTa ane pramANikabhAva hoya tyAM buddhinI meM paNa che. jeTalI hadayathI guptatA rAkhavAmAM Ave teTalI soMpaNInI kacAza che. kema ke tyAM doSavALI vyavahAra buddhino upaga che. jyAM jeTale aMze AvA prakAranI buddhine upaga che, tyAM teTale aMze hadayanI saMpaNInI nyUnatA che. hRdayanI saMpaNI ane buddhinI paNa paraspara saMbaMdhita che tema AdhArabhUta che. saMsAranA vyavahArajIvanamAM hadayanI saMpaNa tene sAcA arthamAM thaI zakatI nathI, kAraNa ke tyAM svecchApUrvakanI buddhino upaga rahyo che. tevI buddhimAM taka ke vikalpa UThe che ke pitAnA hRdayamAM rahelI gupta vAte je pragaTa karavAmAM Ave te mAnabhaMga thavAze, athavA pitAnI pratiSThAne hAni pahoMcaze, athavA kadApi tene saMbhavita durupaga thAya te aniSTa thaze evI bhIti aMtaramAM ghara karIne rahelI hoya che. te bhItinA hAuthI hadayanI se paNa karavI duSkara bane che. sAmAnya paNe jatAM pati-patnInA saMbaMdhamAM je nikaTatA rahI che tene lIdhe hRdayanA dhabakAranI ekarUpatA mAnavAmAM Ave, paraMtu UMDANathI jotAM tyAM paNa ha yanI seM paNa tenA sAcA svarUpe nathI te sahunA anubhavanI vAta che. saMsAramAM je lagabhaga Adarza netanA baMdhanathI baMdhAyelA che evI e pati-patnInI joDI saMbaMdhe pUrI hadayanI sAMpaNuM heI zakatI nathI te bIjA sagapaNa saMbaMdhe ke

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234 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho mitrAdi sabaMdhe tenI zakayatA kema hoya ? jema hRdayanI soMpaNI sabaMdhamAM tenI kaThinatA kahI khatAvI, te ja pramANe buddhinI seAMpaNI paNa tenA sAcA arthamAM thaI zakavI atyaMta kaThaNu che; tenuM kAraNa e che ke tyAM premanA svarUpanI je pragaTatA hAvI joI e te thaI nathI. prema hAya tyAM tenA pavitra sAthIdAro, TekedArA avazya hAya che arthAt tyAM saraLatA, nikhAlasatA, niSkapaTatA, pramANikatA Adi guNeA hoya che ane te sahAyakArI guNA buddhinI sepaNI karavA preraNA kare che. eTalu ja nahI' paNa sAtha ApI sAMpaNInA kAya te UrdhvagAmI anAve che. ane prema na hoya tyAM sudhI buddhinI seAMpaNI thaI zakatI nathI. premane prabhAva ja kAI evA Azcaya - kAraka che ke te peAtAnA buddhipUrvakanA vikalpAnA abhAva karI ISTa premapAtra pAse hRdayane khullu kare che ane dIrghakALanI samRddhitta vAtA ane prasa'geAnI sAmagrIne khahAra kADhI khAlI kare che. jeTalA pramANamAM premanu prAbalya teTalA pramANamAM hRdayanI soMpaNI tathA buddhinI seAMpaNI hAya che. agAu zarUmAM jALyu hatu tema prema premathI vikase che eTale prema karavAthI prema vadhe che. premane pUchyatA sudhI laI jaI prabhu anavAnA kAmI prabhubhakta prabhu pratye premanI akhaMDa dhArA vahe evI bhAvanA bhAvyA kare che ane tema thavA mATe AgaLa darzAvela nava nimitto tathA khIjA tevAM kAraNeAnA bhAvAzraya kare che. e khIjAM kAraNeAnA prakAra paNa

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prema ane pUrNatA : 235 buddhithI na samajAya evA vismayajanaka che, camatkArika che ane tethI te prabhupremanI vRddhi mATe upakArI thAya che. hRdayanI soMpaNI tathA buddhinI sekaMpaNInA saMkSipta vaSNuna parathI saheja jAvA cegya che ke baMne avasthA enA garbhamAM icchAnI soMpaNI keAI ne koI prakAre ane ze pragaTapaNe vA apragaTapaNe rahI che. prema ane zraddhAnu' je anivAya ane avazya ISTa phaLa che te aNutA che. prabhusvarUpa zrI gurumAM prema ane zraddhAnuM jeTaluM pramANa hoya teTalA pramANamAM arpaNutAnA ughADa hAya che. aNutAnI vyAkhyA karI samati ApIe tA aNutA eTale icchAnI soMpaNI, peAtAnI svataMtra icchAnA tyAga athavA DhIkALanA gupta rahelA mahAna zatrue ahaMkAra ne mamakAranA tyAga. jema jema karuNAmUrti zrI gurumAM temanAM amRtasvarUpa vacaneAthI, pavitra samAgamathI, Ana daprada paricayathI tathA agAu darzAvelAM upakArI nimittothI prema vikase che ane premanI U'cI ane AkaSa ka sIDInA upara uparanAM pagathiyAM para AruDha thavAnu premIjanathI khanatu jAya che, tema tema prabhunI ullAsapreraka smRti tene vizeSapaNe rahyA kare che eTaluM ja nahI. paNa e premanA pavitra prabhAvathI apabhutAnI mAtrA vadhatI jAya che. aNutAnI zakti asIma ane aciMtya che; tenAM phaLa adbhuta ane uttama che. tenA sAmarthya thI jaganI mAhinI ghaTatI jAya che, jagatanA

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236 H AdhyAtmika nibaMdha padArtho pratyenI mamatA tUTatI jAya che ane pRhAvALA bhAne abhAva sahaja thatuM jAya che, thAya che arthAt evI aMtaraMga AtmadazA kaSTa sahyA vinA ke parizrama veThavyA vinA sAdhya thAya che; e ja arpaNatAne mahimA che. ahIM kahI te dazA IcchAnA tyAgathI saMprApta thAya che ane te vinA tema banavuM saMbhavita nathI te samajAya tevuM che. premamUrti zrI gurumAM prema ane zraddhA vizuddhatA pratye AgaLa vadhatAM jAya che, tema buddhinA upayoganI IcchA nyUnatAne pAmatI jAya che. je kaMI vartamAnamAM banI rahyuM che athavA bhAvimAM banaze te saghaLuM zrI gurune arpaNa karavAmAM AvatuM hovAthI tyAM vecchAnI nivRtti che athavA IcchAnI soMpaNuM che; tevI sthitimAM akaLAvanArA vikapa tUTe che ane kalpita vicAronI TekarI sapATa thatI jAya che. AnA pariNAme AtmasthiratA vadhe che ane AtmazAMti anubhavagamya thAya che. prabhusvarUpa zrI gurumAM prema ane zraddhA karavAthI apa NatAne janma thAya che te vAta to have suvidita che. janmakALe arpaNatAnuM baLa atyaMta nyUna hoya te samajAya tevuM che, paraMtu te kame krame prema ane zraddhAnA vikAsa sAthe puSTi pAmI vadhatuM jAya che. e baMne guNonA vikAsa mATenA nava nimitto agAu jaNAvyAM hatAM te uparAMta e guNonA eTale prema ane zraddhAnA jhaDapI vikAsanAM bIjAM be kAraNa che te atre jaNAvIe chIe

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prema ane pUrNatA = 237 gyatAnusAra yogya samaye parama kRpAvaMta zrIguru pitAnA premI suziSyane (1) pitAnI kamaLa daSTithI athavA (2) pavitra sparzathI baLa Ape che. zrIguru AjJAMkita premALa ziSyane traNa prakAre pragaTatAe sahAya kare che. (1) vacanabaLathI (2) daSTibaLathI ane (3) pazabaLathI ane apragaTatAe temanA thakI apAtI sahAya ghaNuM karIne gupta rahI che. zrIgurunAM daSTi baLa ane spazabaLathI tatkALa camatkArika ne AzcaryamAM mUkI de evAM pariNAma Ave che. daSTithI ke sparzathI baLapradAna karavAthI zrI guru ziSyanI dazAmAM te ja veLAe sukharUpa vikAsa karAve che tema AtamasthiratA athavA mAnAvasthAne anubhava karAve che, jenAM pariNAme AtmazAMtinuM spaSTa vedanA thAya che. A baMne prakAranA baLanAM phaLa saMbaMdhI jeTaluM kahevAya teTaluM ochuM che. prabhunA premI bhaktane premanuM ane zraddhAnuM zuddha svarUpa jema che tema barAbara samajAyuM che ane tenI vizeSa nirmaLatA thavA arthe te svarUpane vicArI vicA. rIne aMtaramAM daDha kare che tathA AcAramAM utAre che. zrI gurunAM bodhavacane ane premasvarUpane darzAvanArAM apUrva vacane te kAryamAM sahAyabhUta thAya che. nArada bhaktisUtramAM premabhakti saMbadhe batAvela bhAve tema zrImad bhAgavatamAM premalakSaNA bhaktinI samajUti ApatA bhAve pitAnI samajaNa sAthe ekarUpa hoI tene ati AnaMda thAya che tethI te sarva vacananA sAranI nedha karavA prerAya che ne kare che.

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238 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho bhagavAnanI kRpAthI premamUrti zrIgurune satsaMga maLe che. A satsaMganI prApti thavI atyaMta durlabha che, agamya che ane amogha che. e satsaMganA ge satsaMgI bhaktane prabhusvarUpa zrIgurumAM prema Ave che. e prema vikase che ane pUrNatA tarapha jAya che. "premanuM svarUpa vacanAtIta che. kaI mahAbhAgyavaMta virala pAtramAM e prema pragaTa thAya che, prema kAmanA rahita, pratikSaNa vRddhi pAmato, viccheda rahita, sUkSamAtisUkSama ane anubhavarUpa che. tevA premane pAmIne premI premane ja jue che, premane ja saMbhAre che, premane ja sAMbhaLe che, premanuM ja varNana kare che, premanuM ja ciMtana kare che ane tema karIne premane khUba vikasAve che." prabhu svarUpa zrIguru pratye amRtasvarUpa premabhakti pAmIne prabhupremI keI anya upAdhirUpa vastunI IcchA karato nathI. saMyoga viyoga ke khedajanaka prasaMgamAM zeka karato nathI. niMdA, apamAna, avagaNanA Adi viSama nimitte hevA chatAM dveSa ke kodha karato nathI, tathA te kaI padArthamAM prIti Asakti karato nathI, kemake tenI premabhakti kAmanAyukta nathI, te vidhisvarUpa che." paramAtmArUpa premamUrti zrI gurumAM prema karavAthI premane vikasAvI pUrNatA tarapha laI javAthI ja satyasvarUpe AnaMda, sukha ane zAMti maLe che, ane te ja sAdhananA ArAdhanAthI premI jana pate paramAtmarUpa thAya che."

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prema ane pUrNatA H 239 A pramANabhUta vacananAM avalaMbane premIbhakta premanI pUrNatA sAdhavAnA kAryamAM udyamI thAya che, te uttarottara hadayanI ane buddhinI teM paNa zrI gurunAM zrI caraNamAM mUkato jAya che, te kAryanI vizeSa saphaLatA mATe bIjA upakArI nimittone Azraya paNa te kare che; tene anubhavathI lAge che ke hadayanI soMpaNuM karavAthI zULInI peThe pIDA ApatA zalyA dUra thAya che ane buddhinI meM paNa karavAthI magaja parano bhAra haThavAthI mIThI haLavAzanuM vadana thAya che. A baMne prakAranI seMpaNInA garbhamAM arpaNatA eTale IchAnI soMpaNI rahI che te vAta have suvidita che, tema chatAM te arpaNatA tenA mULabhUta zuddha svabhAvavALI hetI nathI. arthAt vyAkhyAmAM arpaNatA eTale IcchAnI suMpaNuM ema je kahyuM che, tevA cekhA svarupanI hevI saMbhavita nathI. premamArgane premI pravAsI mArganA be bhAganuM aMtara kApe che ane eka bhAganuM aMtara bAkI rahe che tyAre te mahAbhAgyavaMta prabhupremI sAcA svarupanI arpaNatAno adhikArI thAya che. A vidhAnane vizeSa samajavA mATe A nibaMdhanA prathama bhAgamAM prabhu varupa mahApuruSa mATe hRdayamAM bIjAropaNa thayA pachI premanA vikAsathI mukhya guNenA prAkaTayano prakAra varNita karela che, te joI ja lAbhadAyI thaze. tyAM saraLatA sudhInAM prathamanA ughaDatA ATha guNe darzita karyA che te vibhAgane premapaMthane pahele bhAga kahI zakAya. tyAra

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240 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha pachIne vizeSa upakArI udAratA sudhInA guNo batAvyA che te vibhAgane premamArganA bIjA bhAga tarIke lekhAvI zakAya ane tyAra pachI arpaNutAthI pUrNatA sudhInA varNana karela vibhAgane premamAM ane trIjo bhAga kahI zakAya. arpaNatA tenA ThIka svarUpamAM pragaTayA pachI te bhAgyavaMta premIbhaktanI IcchAo, vRttio, lAgaNIo ane bhAve khUba upazAMta thayAM hoya che, ahaM ane mamane mada gaLI gayela hoya che, zuddha premanA utkRSTa svarupamAM ja tenI sahaja ramaNatArupa sthiti hoya che. premamUrti zrI gurunAM pavitra caraNomAM icchAnI saMpaNI karavAthI zuddha premAkAMkSI ziSya nizasakta, nispRha ane nibhaya thavAthI atyaMta aMtaraMga zItaLatA ane zAMti anubhave che, tenA sukhanI koI sImA nathI, tenI zAMtinI kaI avadhi nathI. kemake A dazAe prema-zraddhA -arpaNatAnI tripuTIne saMgama che, te traNe bhAvanI ekarupatA che; athavA premamUrti prabhu ane prabhunA premI vacce abhedabhAva thaI jAya che ane e premIbhakta athavA have bhagavAna premamArgamAM vegathI cAlIne zeSa bhAga pUrI kare che athavA kahe ke premanI pUrNatAne pAme che. ahI zuddha AtmAnA samasta guNe je pragaTayA che te pUrNatAne pAme che. A pUrNatA eTale maunatA athavA zAMtatA. guNonuM utkRSTamAM utkRSTa svarUpa eTale ja maunatA. saMpUrNa

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jaDRA prema saMbaMdhI vacanAmRta zrImad bhAgavata : zi premanuM svarupa vacanAtIta che. koI mahA bhAgyavaMta virala pAtramAM e prema pragaTa thAya che, prema kAmanA rahita pratikSaNa vRddhi pAmate, viccheda rahita, sUkSmAti sUkSma ane anubhava rUpa che. tevA premane pAmIne premI premane ja jue che, premane ja saMbhAre che, premane ja sAMbhaLe che, premanuM ja varNana kare che, premanuM ja ciMtana kare che ane tema karIne premane khUba vikasAve che. = paramAtmarUpa premamUrti zrI gurumAM prema karavAthI, premane vikasAvI pUrNatA tarapha laI javAthI ja satyasvarUpe AnaMda, sukha ane zAMti maLe che, ane te ja sAdhananA ArAdhanathI premIjana pate paramAtmarUpa thAya che. nArada bhakti sUtra: zi bhagavAnanI kRpAthI premamUrti zrI gurune satsaMga maLe che. A satsaMganI prApti thavI atyaMta durlabha che, agamya che ane amogha che. e satsaMganA ge satsaMgI bhaktane prabhu

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242 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha svarupa zrI gurumAM prema Ave che. e prema vikase che ane pUrNatA tarapha jAya che. e prabhusvarUpa zrI guru pratye amRta svarUpa prema bhakti pAmIne prabhupremI koI anya upAdhirUpa vastunI IcchA karate nathI; saMga-viyega ke khedajanaka prasaMgamAM zeka karate nathI; niMdA, apamAna, avagaNanA Adi viSama nimitto hovA chatAM deSa ke krodha karatuM nathI tathA te kaI padArthamAM prIti Asakti karatA nathI. kemake tenI premabhakti kAmanA yukta nathI. te doSanA nirodha svarUpa che. zAMDilya : che jyAre prabhu pratye premanuM AkarSaNa UMDANamAM jaI vadhe che tyAre premane vikAsa traNa avasthAmAM thAya che te satya che. prathama avasthAmAM hRdayamAM udbhavatI premanI bhInI, kemaLa ane pAtaLI lAgaNI umAbharyA premamAM tIvrapaNe pariName che. tenI bIjI avasthAmAM te lAgaNI jhaLahaLa svarUpI premamAM sthira thAya che ane chellI avasthAmAM prabhu pratyenA ati premamAM bhaLI jaI prabhu sAthe ekarUpa thAya che. saMta kabIra (vacanAvalImAMthI) = je ghaTa prema na saMcare se ghaTa jAna masAna, jaise khAla lehAra kI sAMsa leta binu prAna.

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prema saMbaMdhI vacanAmRta : 243 je jIvanamAM premane saMcAra thayuM nathI tene smazAna ja samajI levuM. zvAsa te luhAranI dhamaNa paNa le che. paraMtu emAM prANa kyAM che? (prema ja prANarUpa che. prema vinAnuM zarIra luhAranI dhamaNa jevuM niprANa che.) prIti je lAgi dhula gaI piThi gaI manamAhiM, roma rema piu piu kare, mukhakI saradhA nahiM. A prema te lAgatAMnI sAthe ja manamAM ekarasa thaIne e te UtarI gayuM che ke roma roma have "piyu piyu" pikAre che. have meDhAno vizvAsa rahyo nathI. kNa kabirA pyAlA premakA, aMtara liyA lagAya, rema rema meM rami rahA, aura amala kayA khAya. kabirAe te haiyAthI premane pyAle gaTagaTAvyuM che, e aphINane naze roma romamAM vyApI rahyo che. pachI have bIjA keI nazAnI jarUra zI? ga sabai rasAyana kyiA, prema samAna na keya; rati ekatana meM saMcare, saba tana kaMcana hoya. badhAye rasAyaNa ajamAvI joyAM. paNa premanI tele te keIja nathI. je ratibhAra prema paNa dehamAM Utare te AkhIe kAyA kaMcananI thaI jAya.

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244 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdhe R, rAtA mAtA nAma kA, pIyA prema adhAya matavAlA dIdArakA, mAMge mukti balAya. jeNe dharAIne premarasa pIdhe che, je akhaMDa rAma nAmamAM rAte mAne che ane je hari darzana pAmIne masta che, tene muktinI kaMI ja paDI nathI. zrImad rAjacaMdra: ga kevaLa nirvikAra chatAM parabrahma premamaya parAbhaktine vaza che. e hadayamAM jeNe anubhava karyo che, evI jJAnIonI gupta zikSA che. paramAtmAmAM parama sneha game tevI vikaTa vATethI thatuM hoya te paNa kare gya ja che. saraLa vATa maLyA chatAM upAdhinA kAraNathI tanmaya bhakti rahetI nathI ane ekatAra neha, ubharAtuM nathI. AthI kheda rahyA kare che. tu eka purANa purUSa ane purANa purUSanI prema saMpatti vinA amane kaMI gamatuM nathI; amane kaI padArthamAM rUci mAtra rahI nathI. kaMI prApta karavAnI IcchA thatI nathI. vyavahAra kema cAle che enuM bhAna nathI. jagata zuM sthitimAM che tenI smRti rahetI nathI ke zatru-mitramAM bheda bhAva rahyo nathI ame dehadhArI chIe ke kema te saMbhArIe tyAre mAMDa jANIe chIe. a akhaMDa prema khumArI jevI pravahevI joIe tevI pravahutI

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prema sabaMdhI vacanAmRta : 245 nathI, ema jANIe chIe. Ama karavAthI te akhaMDa khumArI pravahe ema nizcaLapaNe jANIe chIe. [6] bhakhaDa evA harirasa paramapreme akhaMDapaNe anubhavatAM haju kathAMthI AvaDe ? ane jyAM sudhI tema nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI amane jagatamAMnI vastunu eka aNu paNa gamavu' nathI.... svAmI zivAnaMdRSTa : Izvara prema che. ane prema izvara che. prema AnadamAM maLI jAya che. prema ja A vizvamAM sarva prANIonu bharaNapASaNa kare che. prema ja mAnavIne brahmatvanuM paramapada prApta karAve che. prema te AtmajJAnarUpI mahelanI cAvI che. kriyAtmakarUpe prema e ja sevA athavA dAna che. pUrNa prema e ja sat, citta, AnaMda che. [5] hRdayanI saraLatA, zraddhA ane pavitratA haze te bhakti dvArA bhagavAnane pAmavA muzkela nathI ane enA jevI jIvanamAM bIjI madhuratA paNa nathI. rAmakRSNa paramahusa [jI jyAre prabhu pratyenA prema bhaktamAM jAgRta thAya che tyAre prabhu tenA AtmAne pAtA pratye lehacuMbaka mAphaka AkarSe che. [C] prabhu A ca cakSuthI joI zakAtA nathI. AdhyAtmika ArAdhaka jyAre prabhupremamAM lIna thAya che tyAre premamaya sUkSma zarIra, premamaya sUkSma cakSu, premamaya sUkSma kaNa vagere prApta thAya

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246 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdho che ane tene lIdhe te prabhune joI zake che ne tene divya dhvani sAMbhaLI zake che. che sUphama dehamAM rahelA premamaya AtmA prabhu sAthe vAta kare che ane prabhune sAkSAtkAra prApta kare che. premanA phaLarUpe prabhupremInA deha, hRdaya ne AtmA vizuddha thaI pavitratAne pAme che. a prabhupremanA be uttama lakSaNe che. 1. te jagatanI vimRti karAve che. prabhu pratyenA gADha premamAM dunyavI vastuo vilaya pAme che, arthAt daSTi. gocara thatI nathI. 2. je pitAne atyaMta priya che evA deha pratyene mamatva bhAva arthAt mArApaNuM chUTI jAya che ane dehAtmabuddhi TaLI jAya che. o mA! mane tArA premamAM masta karI de. jJAna ne taka karavAnI mane zI jarUra che? tArA prema pIyUSamAM mane taraboLa karI de. zuM A jagatane viSe AnaMda arthe keTalAka hase che, keTalAka raDe che ne keTalAka nRtya kare che. jisasa, buddha, mejhIjha gaurAMga vagere tArA prema pIyUSamAM cakacUra banyA hatA te he mA! teonI sukhaprada haroLamAM besIne AvuM parama sukha prApta karavA huM kyAre bhAgyazALI thaIza?

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prema saMbaMdhI vacanAmRta : 247, svAmI vivekAnaMda : Ni prema bIjA pAsethI kaMI meLavavAnI icchA karatuM nathI, te te sadA ApavAnI vRttivALo che. vuiM prema che tyAM bhaya nathI, prema sarva deSanI nivRtti kare che. zi prabhune Dara rAkhave tyAMthI dharmane AraMbha thAya che ane prabhumAM pUrNa prema kare tyAM dharmanI pUrNatA hoi maunatA che. mAtAjI (paDIcerI) = prema e vizvanI mahAna zaktiomAMnI eka che. e zakti svanirbhara che, ane je vyaktio dvArA te AvirbhAva pAme che tyAM te svataMtrapaNe kArya kare che. premanI zakti vizvavyApI che, mATe te acetana che e ene artha nathI. UlaTuM e zakti parama cetanAmaya ane jJAnayukta hoya che. premanA mULa sanAtana tatvamAM Asakti, vAsanA, svAmitvanI bhUkha, Atma parAyaNa lepatA e badhAMmAMnuM kAMI hotuM nathI. prema pitAnA vizuddha rUpamAM, manuSyanA aMtarAtmAnI bhagavAna sAthe milananI jhaMkhanArUpa ja hoya che. e jhaMkhanA nirapekSa hoya che, koI paNa gaNatarIthI para hoya che. premanA daivI sparzathI tenAmAM rahelAM badhAM udAtta ane suMdara ta jAgRta bane che, vistAra pAme che.

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248 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha premanA mULa svarUpa pratye ane tenA satya pratye jenuM aMtara khullu nahi thayu. hAya, te bhagavAnanI samIpa nahi jaI zake. jJAna mAnA anuyAyIe paNa eka evI bhUmikA upara AvIne aTake che ke jyAMthI AgaLa gati karavA mATe temaNe premanI bhUmikAmAM paNa praveza karavAneA rahe che. prabhu bhakta : jema rAga karavAthI rAga vadhe che, dveSa karavAthI dveSa vadhe che, krodha karavAthI krodha vadhe che, abhimAna karavAthI abhimAna vadhe che, mAyA kapaTa karavAthI mAyA kapaTa vadhe che, IrSyA karavAthI irSyA vadhe che, lebha karavAthI leAla vadhe che, tema ja prema karavAthI prema vadhe che, premanI dorI sudRDha ne majabuta thAya che ane prema uttarottara vikAsa pAmIne pUrNatA sudhI pahoMce che. jI prabhupremathI AtmajJAna pamAya che, AtmajJAna e ja sarva zreSTha prakAza che, AtmAmAM lIna rahevuM e paramapavitra tItha che, temAM ja parama sukhane zAMti samAyelAM che. U prema e divya AnaMdanA jhare che. zAzvata AtmazAMtinA dUta che. premanA apUrva sAdhanathI pUrNatA pAmI svarUpanI prakRSTa zuddhatAmAM lIna thavAya che.

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[] hu zu' hAta jIvanamAM ne hu` zu` heAta maraNamAM jo premanA raMgathI nA raMgAyu heta hRdaya A. A prema mUrti prabhu svarUpa puruSanA pavitra dazanathI hRdayanA tAra jhaNajhaNI uThe athavA udasita bhAvathI rezamAMca anubhavAya tA samajavu ke anAdinI mahumAyA devInI sAme raNamedAne paDavA karUNAmUrti bhaktidevI taiyAra thaI rahI che. * prema saMbaMdhI vacanAmRta : 249 * teja puruSanA vAravAranA darzanathI temanI mIThI smRti AvyA kare ane tene laIne je hRdayamAM prema maMdIranA dvAra khullA thatA jaNAya ane mAMhe teja prakAzanA dana thAya te mAnavu` ke mAyAdevInI anAdinI pakaDa zithila thaI rahI che tathA premamUrti prabhunA caraNamAM javA mATe tenI prAptine mAga bhaktidevInI kRpAthI sulabha banyA che. * teja puruSanA pavitra ane upakArI samAgama yAganA khaLathI jo hRdayanA premamadiramAM kamalAsana para virAjIta premamUti prabhunA darzana thAya teA nizcayathI jANavuM' ke meAhurAjAnA rAjyanA killAmAM tIrADA paDavAnA magala Ara'bha thayA che ane te killo tUTu tU thaI rahyo che, athavA

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250 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha bhaktidevInI prabhAvanA vadhatI jAya che tema tema bhaktanA hRdayamAM jagatanI vismRti vadhatI jAya che ane satanA caraNamAM rahevAnI vRtti ati ati daDha thatI spaSTa jovA maLe che. premanA sparza vinA svarUpanuM lakSa thatuM nathI, premanI AMkha vinA tattvanuM darzana thatuM nathI, premanA puSpa vinA pavitratA pAMgaratI nathI, premanA prANa vinA arpaNatA dhabakatI nathI, premapIyUSanAM pAna vinA ajarAmara thavAtuM nathI, premanI pAMkha vinA aMnatanA Are javAtuM nathI, premanAM AliMgana vinA pUrNatA pamAtI nathI, premanI vRddhi vinA zuddhi ne siddhi thatI nathI, mATe huM premasvarUpa prabhu! huM tArI premasamAdhimAM pravezI bAInuM bhUlI jauM, tArI premasaritAmAM zAMtithI taryA karuM, tArA premajhUlAmAM sadAya khUlyA karuM, tArA premanI mastImAM masta rahyA karuM, ane tArA nirmaLa premamAM kevaLa tarabaLa rahe, evuM baLa Apaje, evI kRpA karaje.

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Sui Mi Mi Qi Qi Qi Mi Mi An Mi Mi Ju Can Mi Mi Mi Mi Bian che prema prazastirUpa avataraNo News RAKE God is love and anyone who lives in love is living with God and God is living in him, Izvara e prema che ane je koI premamaya jIvana jIve che te prabhunI sAthe ja rahe che ane prabhu tenAmAM vAsa karIne rahe che. -seInTa jahAna Love is very patient and kind, never jealous or envious, never boastful or proud, Dever baughty or selfish or rude. Love does not demand its own way. It is not irritable or touchy. It rejoices whenever Truth wins out. prema paivaMta ne dayALu che. tenAmAM IrSyA ke asUyA nathI. te kadI abhimAna karatuM nathI ke baDAI mArate nathI. prema kayAreya paNa garama svabhAvavALa nathI, svAthI nathI tema uddhata paNa nathI. te pitAne ja anukULa evI mAgaNI karatuM nathI, prema krodha ke cIDIyApaNune vaza thato nathI. satyane jaya thAya che tyAre prema AnaMda magna thAya che. A - seInTa pola

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252 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdhe The Lord asks only two things of us : love for His Majesty and love for our neighbour If we attain these two virtues perfectly we are doing His will and so shall be united with Him. May His Majesty be pleased to give us grace so that we may deserve to reach this state, as it is in our power to do If we wish. saMta purUSa ApaNI pAsethI be bhAvanI apekSA rAkhe che : 1 prabhu pratyeno prema. 2 mAnava pratyeno prema. je ApaNe A be guNene pUrNapaNe prApta karI zakIe te ApaNe prabhunI IcchAnusAra vatIe chIe ema mAnI zakIe ane tenA pariNAme A paNa temanI sAthe ekarUpatA thaze. prabhunI ApaNA upara evI kRpA varase ke jethI karIne A guNenI prApti mATenI yogyatA ApaNe meLavI zakIe. je tenA mATenI abhilASA sevavAmAM Ave te tenI prApti thavI e ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. Love is never idle, so failure to advance would be a very bad sign. prema e kyAreya pramAdI rahI zakate nathI (arthAt prema vikAsanA svabhAvavALe che, tethI tenA vikAsamAM niSphaLatA hovI e eka ati kharAba nizAnI che. -St. Teresa of Avila

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prema prazastirUpa avataraNeH 253 prema sAkSAt bhagavAnanuM madhuratama suMdaratama rUpa che, satya che, ziva che. jyAM sudhI AtmA paramAtmAne premathI vaza karatuM nathI tyAM sudhI sthAyI zAMti maLI zakatI nathI. -AMkala raMga nAyakI Take away love and our earth is a tomb. pRthvI parathI premane haThAvI le ane te eka kabara banI jaze. -barTa brAunIMga Love is of all the passions the strongest, for it attacks simultaneously the head, the heart and the senses. tamAma prabaLa lAgaNIomAM prema sahuthI baLavAna che, kemake te eka sAthe magaja, hRdaya ane indriya upara AkramaNa kare che (ane temane pitAne vaza kare che.) -velaTeara There is nothing holier ip this life of ours, than the first consciousness of love, the first fluttering of its silken wings. premanA udabhavanI prathama spaSTa jANa sivAya tathA tenI mulAyama pAnA prathama cetanavaMtA phaDaphaDavA sivAya ApaNA jIvanamAM bIjuM kaMI vadhu pavitra nathI. -legaphele.

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254 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdhe Prema means oblivion of the body Senses and Surroundings and at the same time the experience of Nirvikalpa Samadhi. prema deha, Indrio ane saMjogonuM vismaraNa karAve che ane sAthe sAthe te nirvikalpa samAdhinI anubhUti karAve che. --ajJAta What's Love? It's Natures' Treasure 'tis the Storehouse of her Joys; 'tis the Highest Heaven of Pleasure. 'tis a Bliss that never cloys. prema zuM che? prema e kudaratane amUlya khajAne che. prema e paramAnaMdane nidhi che. prema e UMcAmAM UMcuM svargIya sukha che. prema evuM parama sukha che ke jenuM atyaMtapaNuM kadI maryAdita thatuM nathI. Thomas Chatterton Love is the Star of Poetry. Love is the Heart of Life. And who has completed the Song of Love Has achieved eternity. prema e kavitA devIne camakate tAre che,

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prema prazastirUpa avataraNeH 255 prema e jIvananuM uttama hArda che, ane jeoe premanuM saMgIta saMpUrNa paNe gAyuM che teo akSayapadane pAmyA che. -Friedrich Rueckert " Love lends a Precious sceing to the Soul. " prema jIvane divya cakSu Ape che. -- 2451100 The English word for Prema is love. The letters comprising the word love are of great significance for They reveal the means to the realisation of the soul and also its full perfection, purity and Peacefulness. LStands for Longing Longing for the liberation of the soul from outside bondage and also for the right experienced teacher for bis help in destroying the bondage in toto. This obviously means true and selfless love for such a kind and gracious teacher. Stands for Obedience obedience to the will and command of the teacher with whole heart and mind and soul without any reservation. It means complete self surrender; this will result automatically through the quality of sincere love for the Teacher. No special strenous

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256 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha effort will be needed if one is sincere, anxious and upright in his loving. Stands for Victory Victory over Self-delusion, infatuation, feelings of attachment and aversion, affection for the nearest and dearest friends and relations. In short victory over all that bind the naturally pure soul, Please remember love and affection mean quite differently, affection binds the soul with the rounds of a chord of karmas; while love in its progressive rise loosens and annihilates the kpots of the chord of karmas and frees the soul. It clearly means with true love and careful obedience all victory comes to hand, E Stands for Emancipation Emancipation of the soul from the beginningless bondage is the final result of love, obedience and victory. It is quite easy to follow this logical reasoning. And emancipation means Emergence of the extreme purity and the absolute bliss of the soul. -PRABHU BHAKTA Love is the elixir for eternal living, Where only supreme bliss is reigning. Faith is an approach to the cup of elixir, Ever filled with a fluid divinely super.

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14 Balanzy zhanzo : 249 Obedience is the drinking and the taste of the elixir that burns the inner waste, Love is a way to reach the holy temple Wherein resides the Self single and simple. Faith is the belief and assurance of the Truth and its sole experience. Obedience is the step leading one To the seat of ever brightening Sun. Love is an anchor to which is fixed The Ship of Soul, pure and upmixed : Faith is a rope thicker and stronger Attached both to the ship and anchor. Obedience is journeying over the rope To the place of Soul when all else elope. Love is a tiny but all powerful boat Over the waters of the sea and afloat: Therein sits a lover with his Sight Kept steady on Master's eye, So bright. Faith is a tiny but all powerful seat Removing all doubts and all deceit : The lover is a lover of faith all true So armed, he has a right to go all through. Obedience is an implement called oars, The lover holds them in hands with force Love and faith provide mysterious energy

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258 : AdhyAtmika niba Propelling Oars to cross the sea with safety. Love is a guiding star to Eternity, Faith is a promise to embrace Purity; Obedience is an award of priceless Unity. Love presupposes a variety of conditions, Love demands and commands true actions; Love impels and compels worthy thinking, Love blooms rediantly on all sacrificing. On the altar of sweet nectarsome love, Sacrifice all thoughts of here and above; Put material prestige, power and money, In the burning fire and be free from agony. PRABHU BHAKTA

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anya AdhyAtmika prakAzane zrI Atmasiddhi zAsa vivecaka : bhogIlAla gi. zeTha bhakti mArganuM rahasya lekhaka : bhegIlAla gi. zeTha nirvANamArganuM rahasya vivecaka : bhegIlAla gi. zeTha samAdhimaraNa lekhaka-saMpAdaka : bhegIlAla gi. zeTha zrImad rAjacaMdra : adhyAtma jJAnameSa saMpAdaka : bhegIlAla gi. zeTha zrImad rAjacaMdra : adhyAtma jIvana gAthA TippaNa lakhanAra : bhegIlAla gi. zeTha zrI bhaktAmara stotra vivecana lakhanAra : sarayu Ara. mahetA zrI kalyANa maMdira stotra vivecaka : sarayu Ara. mahetA gaNAnubaMdha lekhaka: bhegIlAla gi. zeTha jAtismRtijJAna lekhaka : bhegIlAla gi. zeTha

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260 : AdhyAtmika nibaMdha noMdhaH 1 adhyAtma premIonA lAbhAthe badhAM pustako paDatara kiMmata karatAM khUba ja ochA bhAve vecavAmAM Ave che. zaktizALI pUrI kiMmata Ape te te svIkAya che. madhAM pustakanu chApakAma svaccha haiAya che ane tenu mAInDIMga DI lakSa hAya che. 3 pustakA jijJAsuenI priyatA jaladIthI meLavI letA heAvAthI tenA sToka vahelA khalAsa thaI jAya che. mATe sIlakamAM haze tyAM sudhI maLI zakaze. 4 pustakA maLavA mATenuM hu Mmezanu' prAptisthAna : n e. ema. mahetA enDa kuM. zarapha menzana, bIje mALe, 32, prInsesa sTrITa, muMbai-2 phona : 313987

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