Mook Mati

Author(s): Vidyasagar Acharya
Publisher: Bharatiya Gyanpith
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/090285/1

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mUka mATI ( mahAkAvya) racayitA AcArya vidyAsAgara bhAratIya jJAnapITha

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prastavana 'mUka mATI' mahAkAnya kA sRjana Adhunika bhAratIya sAhitya kI eka ullekhanIya upalabdhi hai| sabase pahalI bAta to yaha hai ki mATI jaisI oNkaMca dhImA aura ... . tuLa vastu ko mahAkAvya kA viSaya banAne kI kalpanA hI nitAnta anokhI hai| dUsarI bAta yaha ki mATI kI tucchatA se carama bhavyatA ke darzana karake usakI vizuddhatA ke upakrama ko mukti kI maMgala-bAtrA ke rUpaka meM DhAlanA kavitA ko adhyAtma ke sAtha a-bheda kI sthiti meM pahu~cAnA hai| isIlie AcAryazrI vidyAsAgara kI kRti 'mUka mATI' mAtra kavi-kama nahIM hai, yaha eka dArzanika santa kI AtmA kA saMgIta hai-santa jo sAdhanA ke jIvanta pratirUpa haiM aura sAdhanA jo Atma-ciddhi kI maMjiloM para sAvadhAnI se paga dharatI huI, nokamaMgala ko sAdhatI hai| ye santa tapasyA le arjita jIvana-darzana ko anubhUti meM racA-pacA kara sabake hRdaya meM gujArata kara denA cAhate haiN| nirmala-vANI aura sArthaka sampreSaNa kA jo yoga inake pravacanoM meM prasphuTita hotA hai-usameM mukta chanda kA pravAha aura kAvyAnubhUti ko antaraMga laya samanvita karake AcAryazrI ne ise kAvya kA rUpa diyA haiN| prArambha meM hI yaha prazna uThAnA aprAsaMgika na hogA ki 'mUka mATI' ko pahAkAvya kaheM yA khaNDa-kAya yA mAtra kaathy| ise mahAkAvya kI paramparAgata paribhASA ke caukhaTe meM jar3anA sambhava nahIM haiM, kintu yadi vicAra kareM ki cAra khaNDoM meM vibhAjita yA kAvya lagabhaga 500 pRSThoM meM samAhita hai, to parimANa kI dRSTi se yaha mahAkAvya kI sImAoM ko chUtA hai| pahalA pRSTha kholate hI mahAkAvya ke anurUpa prAkRtika paridRzya mukhara ho jAtA hai : sImAtIta zUnya meM / nIlimA bichAI, aura "idhara nIce / nirI nIravatA chaaii|" bhAnu kI nidrA TUTa to gaI hai parantu abhI vaha leTA hai| mA~ kI mArdava-goda meM... prAcI ke adharoM para / manda madhurima muskAna hai pRSTha / / pA~ca

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isI sandarbha meM kumudinI, kamalinI, cA~da, tAre, sugandha, pavana, saritA-taTa aura saritA-taTa kI mATI apanA havaM kholatI hai to sAmumA / 75, .. : yaha sArA prAkRtika paridRzya isa bindu para Akara eka mUlabhUta dArzanika prazna para kendrita ho jAtA hai : isa paryAya kI / iti kaba hogI ?" batA do, mA~ ise ! kucha upAya karo mA~ ! khuda apAya haro mA~ ! aura sano,/ vilamba mata karo pada do, patha do / pAtheya bhI do, mA~ ! pRSTha 5 pATI kI vedanA-vyathA isase pahale ko bIsa-tIsa paktiyoM meM itanI tIvratA aura mArmikatA se vyakta huI hai, ki karuNA sAkAra ho jAtI hai| mA~-beTI kA vArtAlApa kSaNa-kSaNa meM saritA kI dhArA ke samAna acAnaka nayA mor3a letA jAtA hai, aura dArzanika cintana mukhara ho jAtA haiN| pratyeka tathya tatca-darzana kI udbhAvanA meM apanI sArthakatA pAtA hai| 'mUka mATI' kI sabase bar3I vizeSatA yahI hai ki isa paddhati se jIvana-darzana paribhASita hotA jAtA hai| dUsarI bAta yaha ki yaha darzana Aropita nahIM lagatA, apane prasaMga aura pariveza meM se udghATita hotA hai| mahAkAvya kI apekSAoM ke anurUpa, prAkRtika pariveza ke atirikta, 'mUka mATI' meM sajana ke anya pakSa bhI samAhita haiN| isa sandarbha meM soceM to prazna hogA ki 'muka mATI' kA nAyaka kauna hai, nAyikA kauna hai ? bahuta hI rocaka prazna hai, kyoMki isakA uttara kevala anekAnta dRSTi se hI sambhava hai| mATI to nAyikA hai hI, kumbhakAra ko nAyaka pAna sakate haiM kintu yaha dRSTi laukika artha meM ghaTita nahIM hotii| yahA~ romAMsa yadi hai to AdhyAtmika prakAra kA hai| kitanI pratIkSA rahI hai mATI ko kumbhakAra ko, yugoM-yugoM se, ki vaha uddhAra karake avyakta sattA meM se ghaTa kI maMgala-mRti udghATita kregaa| maMgala-ghaTa kI sArthakatA guru ke pAda-prakSAlana meM hai jo kAvya ke pAtra, bhakta saMTha kI zraddhA ke AdhAra haiN| zaraNa, caraNa haiM Apake/tAraNa-taraNa jahAja, bhava-dadhi taTa taka le calo karuNAkara gururAja! [pRSTha 925) kAvya ke nAyaka to yahIM guru haiM kintu svayaM guru ke lie antima nAyaka haiM arhanta deva : chaha

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jo moha se mukta ho jIte haiM rAga-roSa se rIte haiM janama-maraNa-jarA-jIrNatA / jinheM chU nahIM sakate aba sapta bhayoM se mukta, amaya-nidhAna, nidrA-tandrA jinheM gheratI nahIM... zoka se zUnya, sadA azoka haiN|" jinake pAsa saMga hai na saMgha, jo ekAkI haiM," sadA-sarvadhA nizcinta haiM, aSTAdaza doSoM se duur| pRSTa 5565211 kAvya kI dRSTi se 'mUka mATI' meM zabdAlaMkAra aura arthAlaMkAroM kI chaTA naye sandarbho meM mohaka hai| kavi ke lie atizaya AkarSaNa hai zabda kA, jisakA pracalita artha meM upayoga karake vaha usakI saMgaThanA ko vyAkaraNa kI sAna para car3hAkara nayI-nayI dhAra dete hai, nayA-nayA para udhAI hai| zabda kI patti usake antaraMga artha kI jhA~kI to detI hI hai, hameM usake mAdhyama se artha ke anUThe aura achUte AyAmoM kA darzana hotA hai| kAvya meM se aise kama-se-kama pacAsa udAharaNa ekatra kiye jA sakate haiM yadi hama kavi kI arthAnceSiNI dRSTi hI nahIM usake isa camatkAra kA bhI dhyAna kareM, jahA~ zabda kI dhvani aneka sAmyoM kI pratidhvani meM arthAntarita hotI haiN| udAharaNa ke lie : yuga ke Adi meM / isakA nAmakaraNa huA hai / kumbhakAra! 'ku' yAnI dharatI aura 'ma yAnI/ bhAgya hotA hai| yahA~ para jo/ bhAgyavAn bhAgya-vidhAtA ho kumbhakAra kahalAtA hai| (pRSTha 2 bhAvanA bhAtA huA gadhA 'bhagavAna se prArthanA karatA hai ki : merA nAma sArthaka ho prabho ! yAnI 'gada' kA artha hai roga 'hA' kA artha hai hAraka maiM sabake rogoM kA hantA banUM, "basa / (pRSTha 403 x

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rAhI bananA hI to/ hIrA bananA hai, svayaM rAhI zabda hI viloma-rUpa se kaha rahA hairA"hI hI"rA tana aura mana ko/ tapa kI Aga meM/ tapA-tapA kara jalA-jalA kara / rAkha karanA hogA tabhI kahIM cetana-AtmA kharA uttregaa| kharA zabda bhI svayaM viloma rUpa se kaha rahA hairAkha bane binA/kharA darzana kahA~ ? rAna kharA pRSTha 7 isI prakAra kI zabda-sAdhanA se Antarika artha prakaTa hue haiM-nArI, sutA, dahitA, kumArI, strI, abalA Adi ke| yahA~ iMgita kiyA jA sakatA hai ki AcArya-kavi ne mahilAoM ke prati Adara aura AsthA ke bhAva prakaTa kiye haiN| unake zAnta, saMyata rUpa kI zAlInatA ko sarAhA hai| __ 'mUka mATI' meM kavitA kA antaraMga svarUpa pratibimbita hai aura sAhitya ke AdhArabhUta siddhAntoM kA digdarzana hai| uddharaNa dene lage to koI anta nahIM, kyoMki vAstaya meM kAvya kA adhikAMza uddharaNIya hai jo kRti kA adbhuta guNa hai| kavi kI ukti hai : zilpI ke zilpaka-sA~ce meM sAhitya zabda dalatA-sA ! "hita se jo yukta - samanvita hotA hai vaha sahita mAnA hai aura sahita kA bhAva hI sAhitya bAnA hai, artha yaha huA ki jisake avalokana se sukha kA samudbhava-sampAdana ho sahI sAhitya vahI hai anyathA, surabhi se virahita puSpa-sama sukha kA rAhitya hai vaha sAra-zUnya zabda-jhuNDa" | pRna :n-LITE ATha

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'mUka mATI' ko santa kAMve ne cAra khaNDoM meM vibhakta kiyA haiM : saMkara nahIM : varNa-lAbha zabda so bodha nahIM bodha so zodha nahIM : khaNDa: 1 khaNDa : 5 khaNDa: 3 puNya kA pAlana pApa-prakSAlana khaNDa: 4 agni kI parIkSA cA~dI-sI rAkha : pahalA khaNDa mATI ko usa prAthamika dazA ke parizodhana kI prakriyA ko vyakta karatA hai jahA~ vaha piNDa rUpa meM kaMkara-kaNoM se milI-julI avasthA meM haiN| kumbhakAra kI kalpanA meM mATI kA maMgala-ghaTa avatarita huA hai| kumbhakAra mATI ko maMgala-ghaTa kA jo sArthaka rUpa denA cAhatA hai usake lie pahale yaha Avazyaka hai ki mATI ko khoTa kara use kUTa chAna kara usameM se kaMkaroM ko haTA diyA jaae| mADI jo abhI varNa-saMkara hai, kyoMki usakI prakRti ke viparIta nemela tasya kaMkara usameM A mile. haiN| vaha apanA maulika varNalAbha tabhI prApta karegI jaba vaha mRdu mAMTI ke rUpa meM apanI zuddha dazA prApta kareM : isa prasaMga meM varNa kA Azaya / na hI raMga se hai / caran / cAla-caraNa, DhaMga se hai I yAnI ! jise apanAyA hai| usa / jisane apanAyA hai usake anurUpa apane guNa-dharma"rupa svarUpa ko parivartita karanA hogA baranA varNa saMkara doSa ko varanA hogA !... kevala / varNa-raMga kI apekSA hI aMga se gAya kA kSIra bhI dhavala hai / Aka kA kSIra bhI dhavala hai donoM Upara se vimala haiN| parantu paraspara unheM milAte hI / vikAra utpanna hotA hai, kSIra phaTa jAtA hai / pIra bana jAtA hai vaha nIra kA kSIra bananA hI / varNa-lAbha hai, varadAna hai| nau

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aura kSIra kA phaTa jAnA hI / varNa-saMkara hai| abhizApa hai| (pRSTha 47-44 khaNDa do-zabda so bodha nahIM : bodha so zodha nahIM lo, aba zilpI / kuMkuma-sama mRdu mATI meM mAtrAnukUla milAtA hai| chanA nirmala-jala / nUtana prANa jhUka rahA hai| bhATI ke jIvana meN| karuNAmaya kaNa-kaNa meM,' mATI ke prANoM meM jA, pAnI ne vahA~ / nava-prANa pAye haiM jJAnI ke padoM meM jA / ajJAnI ne jahA~ / nava-jJAna pAyA hai| (pRSTha 89) mATI ko khodane kI prakriyA meM kumbhakAra kI kudAlI eka kA~Te ke mAthe para jA lagatI hai, usakA sira phaTa jAtA hai| vaTa badalA lene kI socatA hai ki kumbhakAra kI apanI asAvadhAnI para glAni hotI haiN| usake udgAra haiM : khaMmmAmi, khamaMtu mekSamA karatA hU~ sabako, / kSamA cAhatA hU~ sabase, sabase sadA-sahaja basa / maitrI rahe merI". yahA~ koI bhI to nahIM hai| saMsAra-bhara meM merA vairI: (pRSTha 105) isa bhAvanA kA prabhAva pratilakSita huA krodha bhAva kA zamana ho rahA hai... pratizodha bhAva kA vamana ho rahA hai. puNya-nidhi kA pratinidhi banA bodha-bhAva kA Agamana ho rahA hai (pRSTha [] bodha ke siMcana binA / zabdoM ke paudhe ye/ kamI lahalahAte nahIM... zabdoM ke paudhoM para / sugandha makaranda-bhare bodha ke phUla kabhI mahakate nahIM". bodha kA phUla jaba / DhalatA-badalatA, jisameM, vaha pakva phala hI to/ zodha kahalAtA hai| bodha meM AkulatA palatI hai zodha meM nirAkulatA phalatI hai, phUla se nahIM, phala se / tRpti kA anubhava hotA hai| [YSTa 106-107 isa dUsare khaNDa meM santa-kavi ne sAhitya-bodha ko aneka AyAmoM meM aMkita kiyA hai| yahA~ nava rasoM ko paribhASita kiyA hai| saMgIta kI antaraMga prakRti kA dasa

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pratipAdana hai| zRMgAra rasa kI nitAnta maulika vyAkhyA hai| RtuoM ke varNana meM kavitA kA camatkAra mohaka haiM | tattva-darzana to, jaisA maiM kaha cukA hU~, anAyAsa hI pada-paTa para ubhara AtA haiN| 'utpAda-vyaya-dhaumya-yaktaM sat' sUtra kA vyAvahArika bhASA meM camatkArI anuvAda kiyA haiM : AnA, jAnA, lagA huA hai AnA yAnI janana-utpAda hai, jAnA yAnI maraNa-vyaya hai lagA huA yAnI sthira-dhauvya hai aura hai yAnI cira-sat yahI satya hai, yahI tathya" (pRSTa IRR) bhAva yaha hai ki uccAraNa mAtra 'zabda' hai, zabda kA samArNa artha samajhanA 'bodha' hai, aura isa bodha ko anubhUti meM, AcaraNa meM utAranA 'zodha' hai| khaNDa tIna-puNya kA pAlana : pApa-prakSAlana mana, vacana, kAya kI nirmalatA se, zubha kAryoM ke sampAdana se, loka-kalyANa kI kAmanA . puNya jApArjita hotA hai| krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha se pApa phalita hotA yaha bAta nirAlI hai, ki maulika muktAoM kA nidhAna sAgara bhI hai kAraNa ki muktA kA upAdAna jala hai, yAnI-jala hI muktA kA rUpa dhAraNa karatA hai, tathApi isa viSaya para vicAra karane se / vidita hotA hai ki isa kArya meM dharatI kA hI pramukha hAtha hai| jala ko muktA ke rUpa meM dAlane meM zuktikA-sIpa kAraNa hai| aura / sIpa svayaM dharatI kA aMza hai| svayaM dharatI ne sIpa ko prazikSita kara sAgara meM preSita kiyA hai| gyAraha

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jala ko jar3atva se mukta kara / muktA-phala banAnA hai, patana ke garta se nikAla kara / uttuMga-utthAna para dharanA, dhRti-dhAriNI dharA kA dhyeya hai| yahI dayA-dharma hai yahI jiyA karma hai| pRSTha 1921-1522 isa tIsare khaNDa meM kumbhakAra ne mATI kI vikAsa-kathA ke mAdhyama se puNya-kama ke sampAdana se upajI zrevarakara upalabdhi kA nitraNa kiyA hai| megha meM megha-maktA kA avtaar| maktA kA varSaNa hotA haiM apakva kumbhoM para, kumbhakAra ke prAMgaNa meN| motiyoM kI varSA kA samAcAra pahu~cA rAjA ke pAsa / muktA kI rAzi ko boriyoM meM bharane kA saMketa millA rAjA kI maNDalI ko|niice jhukI maNDanI rAzi bharane ko jyoM hI, gagana meM guru gambhIra garjanA-anartha, anartha, anartha ! pApa ''pApa''pApa ! rAjA ko anubhUta huA ki kimI mantra-zakti dvArA use kItila kiyA gayA hai| anta meM kumbhakAra ne yaha soca kara ki muktA-rAzi para vAstava meM rAjA kAhI adhikAra hai, use samarpita kara diyaa| dharatI kI kIrti dekha kara sAgara ko kSobha / sAgara ke kSobha kA pratipakSI bar3avAnala * tIna . dhana vAdanoM kI bAr3A... kRSNa mIla kApota lezyAoM ke pratIka / sAgara dvArA rAha kA AhvAna / sUbaMggrahaNa : indra dvArA meghoM para bajraprahAra, oloM kI varSA, pralayaMkara dRzya / Upara aNu kI zakti kAma kara rahI hai to idhara" nIce / manu kI zakti vidyamAna ! eka mAraka hai, eka tAraka eka vijJAna hai / jisakI AjIvikA tarkaNA hai, eka AsthA hai| jise AjIvikA kI cintA nahIM (pRSTha 219) jala aura jvalanazIla anala meM antara zeSa rahatA hI nahIM / sAdhaka kI antara-dRSTi meM / nirantara sAdhanA kI yAtrA / bheda se abheda kI ora veda se aveda kI ora / bar3hatI hai, bar3hanA hI cAhie (pRSTha 267 khaNDa cAra-agni kI parIkSA : cA~dI-sI rAkha kumbhakAra ne ghaTa ko rUpAkAra de diyA hai, anna use avA meM tapAne kI taiyArI hai| pUrI prakriyA kAvya-baddha hai| aneka prakAra kI prakriyAoM ke bIca babUla kI vAha

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lakar3I apanI vyathA kahatI hai| aba meM lakar3iyA~ jalatI haiM, bujhatI haiM, barAbara kambhakAra unheM pracalita karatA hai| apakva kumbha kahatA hai agni se : mere doSoM ko jalAnA hI / mujhe jilAnA hai| sva-para doSoM ko jalAnA / parama-dharma mAnA hai santoM ne / doSa ajIva haiM,/ naimittika haiM bAhara se Agata haiM kathaMcita guNa jIvagata haiM, guNa kA svAgata hai| tumheM paramArtha milegA isa kArya se. isa jIvana ko artha milegA tumase, mujhameM jala-dhAraNa karane kI zakti hai jo tumhArI pratIkSA kara rahI hai, usakI pUrI abhivyakti meM tumhArA sahayoga anivArya hai| (8277 cauthe khaNDa kA phalaka itanA vistRta hai aura kathA prasaMga itane adhika haiM ki unakA sAra-saMkSepa denA bhI kaThina haiN| annA meM kumbha kaI dina taka tapA hai| ave ke pAsa AtA hai kumbhakAra : 'kumma kI kuzalatA so apanI kuzalatA' yU~ kahatA huA kumbhakAra / sollAsa svAgata karatA hai avA kA, aura / retila rAkha kI rAzi ko, / jo avA kI chAtI para thI hAthoM meM phAvar3A le, haTAtA hai| jyoM-jyoM rAkha haTatI jAtI, tyoM-tyoM kumbhakAra kA kutUhala bar3hatA jAtA hai, ki kaba dikheM vaha kuzala kumma | (pATha 206) aura, pake-tape kambha ko nikAlatA haiM bAhara, sollAsa / isI kumbha ko kumbhakAra ne diyA hai zraddhAla nagara-seTha ke sevaka ke hAthoM ki isameM bhare jala se AhAradAna ke lie padhAre guru kA pAda-prakSAlana ho, tRSA tRpta ho| le jAne se pahale sAla bAra bajAtA hai saMbaka aura sAta svara usameM se dhvanita hote haiM, jinakA artha kavi ke mana meM isa prakAra pratidhvanita hotA hai : sAregama'"yAnI (sAre gama) sabhI prakAra ke dAkha pa"dha yAnI pada-svabhAva teraha

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aura ni pAnI nahIMduHkha AtmA kA svabhAva-dharma nahIM ho sakatA, moha-karma se prabhAvita AtmA kA vibhAva-pariNamana mAtra hai vh| (1e smaj isI prasaMga meM mRdaMga ke svara bhI gaMtarita hote haiM: dhAdhina dhindhA" dhAdhina dhindhA" vetana-bhinnA, cetana-bhinnA tAtina tinatA. tAtina tina"tA" kA tana""cintA, kA tana cintA ? (pRSTha 06! isa khaNDa meM sAdhu kI AhAra-dAna kI prakriyA savivaraNa ujAgara huI hai| bhaktoM kI bhAvanA, AhAra dene yA na de sakane kA harSa-viSAda, sAdhu kI dRSTi, dharmopadeza kA sAra aura AhAra-dAna ke uparAnta seTha kA anamane bhAva se ghara lauTanA, sambhavataH isalie ki seTha ko jIvana kA gantavya dikhAI de gayA hai, kintu vaha abhI bandhanamukta nahIM ho sakatA : santa samAgama kI yahI to sArthakatA hai saMsAra kA anta dikhane lagatA hai, samAgama karane vAlA bhale hI turanta santa-saMyata/bane yA na bane isameM koI niyama nahIM hai, kintu vaha santoSI avazya banatA hai| sahI dizA kA prasAda hI sahI dazA kA prAsAda hai| (pRSTha 3 prasaMgoM kA, bAta meM se bAta kI udbhAvanA kA, tattva-cintana ke U~ce choroM ko dekhane-sunane kA, aura laukika tathA pAralaukika jijJAsAoM evaM anveSaNoM kA eka vicitra chavi-ghara hai yaha caturtha khaNDa / yahA~ pUjA-upAsanA ke upakaraNa sajIva vArtAlApa meM nimagna ho jAte haiN| mAnavIya bhAvanAe~, guNa aura avaguNa, inake mAdhyama se abhivyakti pAte haiN| yaha adbhuta nATakIyatA, atizayatA aura prasaMgoM ke pUrvApara sambandhoM kA bikharAva samIkSaka ke lie asuvidhAjanaka ho sakate haiM, kintu kAvya ko prAsaMgika banAne kI dRSTi se inakI parikalpanA sAhasika, sArthaka aura caudaha

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Adhunika paridRzya ke anukUla hai| yaha khaNDa apane Apa meM eka khaNDa-kAvya haiN| yaha pUrA-kA-pUrA uddhata karane yogya hai| kaThinAI yaha hai ki thor3e se uddharaNa denA kRti ke prati nyAya nhiiN| jo chUTA haiM baha apekSAkRta vizAla hai, mahattvapUrNa hai| astu / Terane kathA-prasaMga ko : svarNakalaza udvigna aura uttapta hai ki kathAnAyaka ne usakI upekSA karake miTTI ke ghar3e ko Adara kyoM diyA hai| isa apamAna kA badalA lene ke lie svarNakalaza eka AtaMkavAdI dala Ahuta karatA hai jo sakriya hokara parivAra meM trAhi-trAhi pacA detA hai| isake kyA kAranAme haiM, kina vipattiyoM meM se saMTha apane parivAra kI rakSA svayaM aura sahayogI prAkRtika zaktiyoM tathA manuSyetara prANiyoM- gajaTala aura nAga-nAganiyoM-kI sahAyatA se kara pAtA hai, maiMzadhAra meM DUbatI nAva se kisa prakAra sabakI prANa-rakSA hotI hai, kisa prakAra seTa kA kSamAbhAva AtaMkavAdiyoM kA hRdaya parivartana karatA hai, isa sabakA vivaraNa upanyAsa se kama rocaka nhiiN| kavitA kA rasAsvAda to kara hii| ga.ma.- pAna : * di. 'svarNakalA aura AtaMkabAda Aja ke jIvana ke tAje sandarbha haiN| samAdhAna Aja ke prasaMgoM ke anurUpa Adhunika samAja-vyavasthA ke vizleSaNa dvArA prastuta kiyA gayA hai| sIdhe-sapATa DhaMga se nahIM, kAvya kI lakSaNA aura vyaMjanA paddhati se / vicitra bAta yaha hai ki sAmAjika dAyitva-bodha hameM prApta hotA hai eka matkuNa ke mAdhyama se : "kheda hai ki lobhI pApI mAnava pANigrahaNa ko bhI prANa-grahaNa kA rUpa dete haiN| prAyaH anucita rUpa se sevakoM se sevA lete / aura vetana kA vitaraNa bhI anucita hii| ye apane ko batAte / manu kI santAna! mahAmanA mAnava ! dene kA nAma sunate hI inake udAra hAthoM meM pakSAghAta ke lakSaNa dikhane lagate haiM, phira bhI, ekAdha bUMda ke rUpa meM jo kucha diyA jAtA / yA denA par3atA vaha durbhAvanA ke sAtha hii| pandraha

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jise pAne vAle pacA na pAte sahI anyathA hamArA rudhira lAla hokara bhI itanA durgandha kyoM ? (pR. xxh Hri aura saMTha se patkuNa kahatA hai : sUkhA pralobhana mata diyA karo svAzrita jIvana jiyA karo, kapaTatA kI paTutA ko jalAMjali do ! mujA : navitA ko zraddhAMjali do| zAlInatA kI vizAlatA meM AkAza samA jAya aura jIvana udAratA kA udAharaNa bane! akAraNa hI para ke duHkha kA sadA haraNa ho! (pRSTha 347-SA aura anta meM pASANa-phalaka para AsIna nIrAga sAdhu kI vandanA ke uparAnta svayaM AlaMkavAda kahatA hai : he svAmin ! samagra saMsAra hI/duHkha se bharapUra hai! yahA~ sukha hai, para vaiSayika/aura vaha bhI kSaNika! yaha"to"anubhUta huA hameM, parantu akSaya sukha para/vizvAsa nahIM ho rahA hai; hA~, hA~ !! yadi/avinazvara sukha pAne ke bAda Apa svayaM usa sukha ko hameM dikhA sako/yA usa viSaya meM apanA anubhava batA sako to sambhava hai|hm bhI vizvasta ho Apa-jaisI sAdhanA ko jIvana meM apanA skeN|... 'tumhArI bhAvanA pUrI ho' aise vacana do hameM, bar3I kRpA hogI hama pr| (pRSTha 484-85) guru to pravacana hI de sakate haiM, 'vacana' nhiiN| AtmA kA uddhAra to apane hI puruSArtha se ho sakatA hai aura avinazvara sukha vacanoM se batAyA nahIM jA sktaa| vaha to sAdhanA se prApta Atmopalabdhi haiN| sAdhu kI dezanA hai : solaha

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bandhana rUpa tana/ mana aura vacana kA AmUla miTa jAnA hii| mokSa hai| hAsI mokSa kI zuddha-zA meM / aviTanara sukha hotA hai jise prApta hone ke bAda, yahA~ saMsAra meM AnA kaise sambhava hai, tuma hI btaao| vizvAsa ko anubhUti milegI avazya milegii| magara mArga meM nahIM, maMjila pr| aura mahAmauna meM DUbate hue santa". aura, mahaula ko animeSa nihAratI-sI "mUka maattii| iye 44 ye kucha saMketa haiM 'mUka mATI' kI kathAvastu meM, usakaM kAyya kI garimA, kathya ke AdhyAtmika AyAmoM, darzana aura cintana ke preraNAdAyaka sphuraNoM ke| ina saba ke atirikta aura bahuta kucha prAsaMgika aura AnuSaMgika hai isa mahAkAvya meM, yathA lokajIvana ke raje pacaM muhAvare, bIjAkSaroM ke camatkAra, mantravidyA kI AdhAra-bhitti, Ayurveda ke prayoga, aMkoM kA camatkAra, aura Adhunika jIvana meM vijJAna se upajI katipaya navI avadhAraNAe~ jo "sTAra-bAra taka pahuMcatI haiN| yaha kRti adhika parimANa meM kAvya hai yA adhyAtma, kahanA kaThina hai| lekina nizcaya hI yaha haiM Adhunika jIvana kA abhinava shaastr| aura, jisa prakAra zAstra kA zraddhApUrvaka svAdhyAya karanA hotA hai, guru se jijJAsAoM kA samAdhAna prApta karanA hotA hai, usI prakAra isakA adhyayana aura manana abhuta sukha aura santoSa DhegA, aisA vizvAsa hai| yaha 'bhUmikA nahIM, Amukha aura prAkkathana nhiiN| yaha prastavana haiM, saMstuvana haiM-tapasvI AcArya santa-kavi vidyAsAgara jI kA, jinakI prajJA aura kAvya-pratibhA se yaha kalpavRkSa upajA hai| TeillA. --lakSmIcandra jaina ppa Na:-rTa bhAratoca jJAnapI niyara, IK satraha

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Namo NANagurUNaM jina Atma-draSTA se darzana milA jina -aSTA . . . . . . . . . . . . :...: mantra milA jinane pada diyA patha diyA pAtheya bhI diyA jinake komala kara-pallavoM se yaha jIvana poSita huA moha kA pratApa zoSita huA una gArava-rahita guNa ke Agara guruvara zrI jJAnasAgara jI ke sukhada kara-kamaloM meM parokSarUpa se mUka mATI sRjana kA samarpaNa karatA huA -gurucaraNAravinda-caJcarIka aThAraha

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mAnasa-taraMga sAmAnyataH jo hai, usakA abhAva nahIM ho sakatA, aura jo hai hI nahIM, usakA utpAda bhI sambhava nhiiN| isa tathya kA svAgata kevala darzana ne hI nahIM, nUtana bhautika-yuga ne bhI kiyA hai| yapi prati vastu kI svabhAvabhUta-sRjanazIlatA evaM pariNamanazIlatA se vastu kA trikAla-jovana siddha hotA haiM, tathApi isa apAra-saMsAra kA sRjaka-saSTA koI asAdhAraNa balazAlI puruSa hai, aura vaha Izvara ko chor3a kara aura kauna ho sakatA hai ? isa mAnyatA kA samarthana prAyaH sabhI darzanakAra karate haiN| ve kArya-kAraNa vyavasthA se aparicita haiN| kisI bhI kArya kA kartA kauna hai aura kAraNa kauna ' isa viSaya kA jaba taka bheda nahIM khulatA, taba taka hI yaha saMsArI jIva mohI, apane se bhinnabhUta anukUla padArthoM ke sampAdana-saMrakSaNa meM aura pratikUlatAoM ke parihAra meM dinarAta tatpara rahatA hA~, to cetana-sambandhI kArya ho yA acetana sambandhI, binA kisI kAraNa, usakI utpatti sambhava nhiiN| aura yaha bhI eka akATya niyama hai ki kArya kAraNa ke anurUpa hI huA karatA hai| jaise vIja bote haiM vaise hI phala pAte haiM, biparIta nhiiN| vaise mukhyarUpa se kAraNa ke do rUpa haiM-eka upAdAna aura eka nimitta-(upAdAna ko antaraMga kAraNa aura nimitta ko bAhya-kAraNa kaha sakate haiN|) upAdAna-kAraNa baha hai, jo kArya ke rUpa meM DhalatA hai; aura usake dalane meM jo sahayogI hotA hai vaha hai nimitta / jaise mATI kA loMdA kumbhakAra ke sahayoga se kumbha ke rUpa meM badalatA hai| uparila udAharaNa sUkSma dRSTi se dekhane para isameM kevala upAdAna kI hI nahIM, apitu nimitta kI bhI apanI maulikatA, sAmane AtI haiN| yahA~ para nimitta-kAraNa ke rUpa meM kAryarata kumbhakAra ke sivA aura bhI kaI nimitta haiM-Aloka, cakra, caka-bhramaNa hetu samucita daNDa, dora aura dharatI meM gar3I niSkampa-kIla Adi-Adi / ina nimitta kAraNoM meM kucha padAsIna haiM, kucha prerk| aisI sthiti meM nimitta kAraNoM ke prati anAsthA rakhanevAloM se yaha lekhanI yahI pUchatI hai ki : ___ -kyA Aloka ke abhAva meM kuzala kumbhakAra bhI kumbha kA nirmANa kara sakatA unnIsa

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-kyA cakra ke binA mATI kA lohA kambha ke rUpa meM Tala sakatA hai ? -kyA vinA daNDa ke cakra kA bhramaNa sambhava hai : -kyA kIla kA AdhAra liye binA cakra kA bhramaNa sambhava hai , - kyA sabake jAdhArabhUta dharatI ke abhAva meM vaha saba kucha ghaTa sakatA haiM ? -kyA kIla aura Aloka ke samAna kambhakAra bhI udAsIna haiM , -kyA kumbhakAra ke karI meM kumbhA kAra Aye binA spaza-mAna se mATI kA lohA kumbha kA rUpa dhAraNa kara sakatA hai : -kumbhakAra kA upayoga, kumbhAkAra hue binA, kumbhakAra ke karoM meM kumbhAkAra A sakatA hai ? -kyA binA icchA bhI kumbhakAra apane upayoga ko kambhAkAra de sakatA haiM ? -kyA kumbha banAne kI icchA niruddezya hotI hai / ina saba praznoM kA samAdhAna 'nahIM' isa zabda ke sivA aura kauna detA haiM ? nimitta kI isa anivAryatA ko dekhakara Izvara ko sRSTi kA kA mAnanA bhI vastu-tattva kI svatantra yogyatA ko nakAranA hai aura Izvara-pada kI pUjyatA para prazna-ciha lagAnA hai| tattvakhojI, tattvabhojI varga meM hI nahIM, iMzvara ke sahI upAsakoM meM bhI yaha zaMkA janma le sakatI hai ki sRSTi-racanA se pUrva Izvara kA AvAsa kahA~ yA ? vaha zarIrAtIta thA yA sazarIrI , azarorI hokara asIma sRSTi kI racanA karanA to dUra, sAMsArika choTI-choTI kriyA bhI nahIM kI jA sakI / hA~, Izvara muktAvasthA ko chor3a kara punaH zarIra ko dhAraNa kara jAgatika-kArya kara letA hai, aisA kahanA bhI ucita nahIM, kyoMki zarIra kI prApti karmoM para, karmo kA bandhana zubhAzubha vibhAva-bhAvoM para AdhArita hai aura Izvara ina sabase Upara uThA huA hotA hai yaha sarva-sammata hai| viSaya-kaSAyoM ko tyAga kara jitendriya, jitakapAya aura vijitamanA ho jisane pUrI AsthA ke sAtha Atma-sAdhanA kI hai aura apane meM chupI huI IzvarIya zakti kA udghATana kara avinazvara sukha ko prApta kiyA hai, vaha Izvara aba saMsAra meM avatarita nahIM ho sakatA hai| dugdha meM te ghRta ko nikAlane ke bAda ghRta kabhI dugdha ke rUpa meM lauTa sakatA hai kyA ? ___ Izvara ko sazarIrI mAnana rUpa dUrasaga vikalpa bhI upayukta nahIM hai, kyoMki zarIra apane Apa meM vaha bandhana hai jo saba bandhanoM kA mUla hai| zarIra haiM to saMsAra hai, saMsAra meM duHkha ke sivA aura kyA hai ? ataH Izvaratva kisI bhI duHkharUpa bandhana ko svIkAra-sahana nahIM kara sakatA hai| vaise Izvaratva kI upalabdhi saMsAradazA meM sambhava nhiiN| hA~, saMsArI Izvara bana sakatA hai, sAdhanA ke bala para, sAMsArika bandhanoM ko tor3a kr| bIsa

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yaha bhI nahIM kahA jA sakatA hai ki vidyAoM, vikriyAoM ke bala para, vidyAdharoM aura devoM ke dvArA bhI manohara nagarAdikoM kI janna racanA kI jAtI hai, taba sazarIrI Izvara ke dvArA sRSTi kI racanA meM kyA vAdhA hai. ' kyoMki devATiko se nirmita nagarAAMdeka tAtkAlika hote haiM, na ki traikAlika / yaha bhI sImita hote haiM na ki vizvavyApaka / aura yahA~ paropakAra kA prayojana nahIM apitu viSaya-sukha ke pyAse mana kI tuSTi hai| sahI bAta to yaha hai ki vidyA-vikriyAeM bhI pUrva-kRta puNyodaya ke anurUpa hI phalatI haiM, anyathA nhiiN| jainadarzana sammata sakala paramAtmA bhI, jo karma-parvatoM ke bhettA, vizva-tattvoM ke jJAtA aura mokSa-mAgaM ke netA ke rUpa meM svIkRta haiM, sazarIrI haiN| vaha jaise dhayopadeza dekara saMsArI jIvoM kA upakAra karate haiM vaise hI Izvara sRSTi-racanA karake hamako, savako upakRta karate haiM, aisA kahanA bhI yukti-yukta nahIM hai| kyoMki prathama to jaina-darzana ne sakala paramAtmA ko bhagavAna ke rUpa meM aupacArika svIkAra kiyA haiN| yathArtha meM unheM snAtaka-muni kI saMjJA dI hai aura aise hI vItarAga, yayAjAta-muni niHsvArtha, dharmopadeza dete haiN| jina-zAsana ke dharmopadeza ko AdhAra banAkara apane mata kI puSTi ke lie iMzvara ko vizva-karmA ke rUpa meM svIkAranA hI Izvara ko pakSapAta kI mUrti, rAgI-dveSI siddha karanA hai| kyoMki unaka kArya kArya-bhUta saMsArI jIva, kucha nirdhana, kucha dhanI, kucha nirguNa, kucha guNI, kucha dIna-hIna-dayanIya-padAdhIna, kacha svatantra-svAdhIna-samRddha, kucha nara, kucha vAgara-pazu-pakSI, vaha lo-phAnaTA-dhUtaM hathazUnca, kucha sukatI puNyAtmA, kucha murupa-sundara, kucha kurUpa-vidrUpa Adi-Adi kyoM haiM ? ina sabako samAna kyoM na banAte vaha Izvara ? athavA apane samAna bhagavAn banAte sabako ? dInadayAla dayA-nidhAna kA vyaktitva aisA nahIM ho sktaa| isa mahAn doSa se Izvara ko bacAne hetu, yadi kaho, ki apane-apane kiye hue puNyApuNya ke anusAra hI, saMsArI-jIvoM ko mukha-duHkha mAMgane ke lie svarga-narakAdikoM meM Izvara bhejanA hai, yaha kahanA bhI anucita hai kyoMki jaba ina jIvoM kI sArI vividhatAe~viSamatAe~ zubhAzubha karmoM kI phalazruti haiM, phira Izvara se kyA prayojana rahA ? pulisa ke kAraNa nahIM; cora corI ke kAraNa jela meM praveza pAtA hai, devoM ke kAraNa nahIM, zIla ke kAraNa sotA kA yaza phailA hai| isa sandarbha meM eka bAta aura kahanI hai ki ''kucha darzana, jaina-darzana ko nAstika mAnate haiM aura pracAra karate haiM ki jo Izvara ko nahIM mAnate haiM, ve nAstika hote haiN| yaha mAnyatA unakI darzana-viSayaka alpajJatA ko hI sUcita karatI hai|" jJAta rahe, ki zramaNa-saMskRti ke sampoSaka jaina-darzana ne bar3I AsthA ke sAtha Izvara ko parama zraddheya-pUjya ke rUpa meM svIkArA hai, tRSTi-kartA ke rUpa meM nhiiN| isIlie jaina-darzana, nAstika darzanoM ko sahI dizAbodha denevAlA eka Adarza Astika ikkIsa

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darzana hai| yathArtha meM Izvara ko sRSTi-kartA ke rUpa meM svIkAranA hI, use nakAranA hai, aura yahI nAstikatA haiM, midhyA hai| isa prAsaMgika viSaya kI saMpuSTi mahAbhArata kI hRdayasthAnIya 'gItA' ke paMcama adhyAya kI caudahavIM aura pahiyA kArikAoM: se hotI hai mana kartRtvaM na karmANi lokasya sRjati prabhuH / na karmaphalasaMyogaM svabhAvastu pravartate // nA''datte kasyacit pApaM na caiva sukRtaM vibhuH / ajJAnenAvRtaM jJAnaM tena muhyanti jantavaH / / " prabhu-paramAtmA loka ke kartApana ko (svayaM loka ke kartA nahIM banate), karmoM-kAryoM ko aura karmaphaloM kI saMyojanA ko nahIM racate haiN| parantu loka kA svabhAva hI aisA pravata rahA hai| ve vibha kisI ke pAra evaM puNya ko bhI grahaNa nahIM karate / ajJAna se AcchAdita jJAna ke hI kAraNa loka ke jIva-jantu mohita ho rahe haiN| yahI bhAva tejobindu upanipad kI nimna kArikA se bhalI-bhA~ti spaSTa jhotA "rakSako viSNurityAdi brahmA sRSTestu kAraNam / " "saMhAre rudra ityevaM sarva midhyeti nishcin|" brahmA ko sRSTi kA kartA, viSNu ko sRSTi kA saMrakSaka aura maheza ko sRSTi kA vinAzaka mAnanA mithyA hai, isa mAnyatA ko chor3anA hI AstikatA haiN| astu / aise hI kucha mUlabhUta siddhAntoM ke udghATana hetu isa kRti kA sRjana huA hai aura yaha vaha sRjana hai jisakA sAttvika sAnnidhya pAkara rAgAtireka se bharapUra zrRMgAra-rasa ke jIvana meM bhI vairAgya kA ubhAra AtA hai, jisameM laukika alaMkAra alaukika alaMkAroM se alaMkRta hue haiM; alaMkAra aba alaM kA anubhava kara rahA hai, jisameM zabda ko artha milA hai aura artha ko paramArtha; jisameM nUtana zodha-praNAlI ko Alocana ke miSa, locana diye haiM; jisane sUjana ke pUrva hI hindI jagat ko apanI AbhA se prabhAvita-bhAvita kiyA hai, pratyUpa meM prAcI kI goda meM chupe bhAnu-sama; jisake avalokana se kAvya-kalA-kuzala-kavi taka svayaM ko AdhyAtmika-kAvya-sRjana se sudUra pAe~ge; jisakI upAsya-devatA zuddha-cetanA hai; jisake prati-prasaMga-paMkti se puruSa ko preraNA milatI hai-susupta caitanya-zakti ko jAgRta karane kI; jisane varNa-jAti-kula Adi vyavasthA-vidhAna ko nakArA nahIM hai parantu janma ke bAda AcaraNa ke anurUpa, unameM ucca-nIcatA rUpa parivartana ko svIkArA hai| isIlie "saMkara-dopa' se bacane ke 1. tejozcindraniSadA 2. vahIM, 12 bAIsa

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sAtha-sAtha varNa-lAbha ko mAnava jIvana kA audArya ya sAphalya mAnA haiM; jisane zaddha-sAttvika bhAvoM se sambandhita jIvana ko dharma kahA hai jisakA prayojana sAmAjika, zaikSaNika, rAjanaitika aura dhArmika kSetroM meM praviSTa huI karItiyoM ko nimUla karanA aura cuga ko zubha-saMskAroM se saMskArita kara bhoga se yoga kI aura mor3a dekara vItarAga zramaNa-saMskRti ko jIvita rakhanA haiM aura jisakA nAmakaraNa huA hai 'mUka maattii'| "madiyA jI (jabalapura) meM dvitIya vAcanA kA kAla thA sRjana kA atha huA aura nayanAbhirAma-nayanAgiri meM pUrNa patha huA samavasaraNa mandira banA jaba gajaratha huaa| -gurucaraNAravinda-caJcarIka teisa

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rakhaNDa : eka saMkara nahIM, varNa lAbha

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sImAtIta zUnya meM nIlimA bichAI, aura "idhara nIce nirI nIravatA chAI hai, - mUka mATI nizA kA avasAna ho rahA hai khAna ho rahA hai ree : zaphIka bhAnu kI nidrA TUTa to gaI hai parantu abhI vaha leTA hai mA~ kI mArdava - goda meM, mukha para aMcala le kara karavaTeM le rahA hai I prAcI ke adharoM para manda-madhurima muskAna hai sara para pallA nahIM hai aura sindUrI dhUla ur3atI-sI raMgIna - rAga kI AbhAbhAI hai, bhAI! mUtra pATI :: 1

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lajjA kI ghU~ghaTa meM DUbatI-sI kumudinI prabhAkara ke kara-vana se bacanA cAhatI hai vaha apanI parAga ko sarAga - mudrA kopA~khuriyoM kI oTa detI hai / abalA bAlAe~ saba taralA tArAe~ aba chAyA kI bhA~ti apane patideva - sudUra "diganta meM.. sugandha pavana baha rahA hai; bahanA hI jIvana hai candramA ke pIche-pIche ho chupI jA rahIM kahIM divAkara unheM dekha na le, isa zaMkA se / mandra-manda 2 mUka mATI to ! '''ikSara'''! adhakhulI kamalinI DUbate cA~da kI cA~danI ko bhI nahIM dekhatI A~kheM khola kara | IrSyA para vijaya prApta karanA saba ke vaza kI bAta nahIM hai, aura vaha bhI.. strI- paryAya meManahonI-sI ghaTanA !

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bahatA-bahatA kaha rahA haiM : lo ! yaha sandhi-kAla hai nA ! mahaka uThI sugandhi hai chora-chora taka, cAroM or| mere lie isase bar3ha kara zreyasI kauna-sI ho sakatI hai "sandhi vaha ! na nizAkara hai, na nizA na divAkara hai, na divA abhI dizAe~ bhI andhI haiM; para kI nAsA taka isa gopanIya vArtA kI gandha "jA nahIM sakatIaisI sthiti meM unake mana meM kaise jAga sakatI hai durabhi-sandhi vaha ! aura"idhara sAmane saritA. jo sarapaTa saraka rahI hai apAra sAgara kI ora suna nahIM sakatI, isa vArtA ko kAraNa ! patha para calatA hai satpatha-pathika vaha mur3a kara nahIM dekhatA tana se bhI, mana se bhii| mUka zarTI :: ----- -

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.. aura, saMkoca-zIlA lAjavatI lAvaNyavatI .. saritA-taTa kI mATI apanA hRdaya kholatI hai mA~ dharatI ke sammukha : "svayaM patitA hU~ aura pAtitA hU~ auroM se, "adhama pApiyoM se pada-dalitA hU~ mA~ ! surakha-muktA hU~ duHkha-yuktA hU~ tiraskRta tyaktA hU~ mA~ : isa pIDI aMnyA : ... . vyakta kisake sammukha karU~ ! krama-hInA hU~ parAkrama se rItA viparItA hai isakI bhAgya rekhaa| yAtanAe~ pIr3Ae~ ye ! kitanI taraha kI vedanAeM kitanI aura Age kaba taka patA nahIM inakI chora haiM yA nahIM ! zvAsa-zvAsa para nAsikA banda kara Arta-ghulI cUTa basa pItI hI A rahI hUM aura isa ghaTanA se kahIM 4 :: mUka mATI

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dUsare duHkhita na hoM mukha para pU~ghaTa lAtI hU~ ghuTana chupAtI-chupAtI pItI hI jA rahI hU~, kevala kahane ko jItI hI A rahI huuN| isa paryAya kI iti kaba hogI : isa kAyA kI cyuti kaba hogI ? batA do, mA~ ise ! isakA jIvana yaha unnata hogA, yA nahIM anagina guNoM pAkara abanata hogA, yA nahIM kucha upAya karo mA~ ! kucha apAya haro mA~ ! aura suno, vilamba mata karo pada do, patha do pAtheya bhI do mA~ !" phira, kuSTa kSaNoM ke lie mauna chA jAtA haidonoM animeSa eka dUsare ko tAkatI haiM dharA kI dRSTi mATI meM mATI kI dRSTi dharA meM muka mArI :: 5

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aba, dhIre-dhIre hotA "mauna kA mA~ kI ora se ! jisake sala-chaloM se zUnya vizAla bhAla para guru- gambhIratA kA utkarSaNa ho rahA haiM, viraha- riktatA, abhAva -- alagAva-bhAva kA bhI zanaiH zanaiH apakarSaNa ho rahA hai, mUkamATI bahuta dUra ""bhItara '' jAjA - samAtI hai jisakI A~kheM aura sarala aura tarala ho A rahI haiM, jinameM hRdayavatI cetanA kA darzana ho rahA hai, jisake donoM gAloM para gulAva kI AbhA le harSa ke saMvardhana se dRga - vinduoM kA avirala varSaNa ho rahA hai, niyoga kaho yA prayoga sahaja rUpa se anAyAsa

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ananya AtmIyatA kA saMsparzana ho rahA hai| aura vaha dhRti-dhAriNI dharatI kucha kahane ko AkarSita hotI hai, sammukha mATI kA AkarSaNa jo rahA haiN| lo! bhIge bhAvoM se sambodhana kI zurUAta : "sattA zAzvata hotI hai, beTA ! prati-sattA meM hotI haiM anagina sambhAvanA utthAna-patana vaha, hamakhasa kA..dAnA-sA. .....: ::: : bahuta choTA hotA hai bar3a kA bIja vaha ! samucita kSetra meM usakA vapana ho samayocita khAda, havA, jala use mileM aMkurita ho, kucha hI dinoM meM vizAla kAya dhAraNa kara vaTa ke rUpa meM avatAra letA hai| yahI isakI mahattA hai sattA zAzvata hotI hai sattA bhAsvata hotI hai beTA : rahasya meM par3I isa gandha kA anupAna karanA hogA mUka mATI :

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... .. AsthA kI nAsA se sarvaprathama samajhI bAta'! aura yaha bhI dekha ! kitanA khulA viSaya hai ki ujalI-ujalI jala kI dhArA . . . .. . bAdaloM se jharatI hai dharA-dhUla meM A dhRmila ho dala-dala meM badala jAtI hai| yahI dhArA yadi nIma kI jar3oM meM jA milatI kaTutA meM DhalatI hai; sAgara meM jA giratI lavaNAkara kahalAtI hai vahI dhAga, beTA : viSadhara mukha meM jA viSa-hAlA meM DhalatI hai, sAgarIya zuktikA meM giratI, svAti kA kAla ho, muktikA bana kara jhilamilAtI hai beTA, vahI jalIya sattA"! jaisI saMgati milatI hai vaisI mati hotI hai mati jaisI, agrima gati milatI jAtI milatI jAtI" aura yahI huA haiM yugoM-yugoM se bhavo-bhavoM se ! 8 :: bhUka mATI

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isaliNA, jIvanaH .. :: .. .. .. :.. .......::: AsthA se vAstA hone para rAstA svayaM, zAstA ho kara sambodhita karatA sAdhaka ko sAdhI bana sAtha detA hai| AsthA ke tAroM para hI sAdhanA kI aMguliyA~ calatI haiM sAdhaka kI, sArthaka jIvana meM taba svarAtIta saragama jharatI hai ! samajhI bAta, beTA ? aura, . . . tUne jo . . . . . . - - . apane Apako patita jAnA hai laghu-tama mAnA hai yaha apUrva ghaTanA isalie hai ki tUne nizcita rUpa se prabhu ko, guru-tama ko pahacAnA hai ! terI dUra-dRSTi meM pAvana-pUta kA bimba bimbita huA avazya ! asatya kI sahI pahacAna hI satya kA avadhAna hai, beTA ! mRka mATI :: "

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patana pAtAla kA mahasUsa hI utthAna - U~cAI kI AratI utAranA hai ! kintu beTA ! itanA hI paryApta nahIM hai| AsthA ke viSaya ko AtmasAt karanA ho use anubhUta karanA ho "to ....... sAdhanA ke ce meM .. . . . . . .... .. svayaM ko DhAlanA hogA saharSa / parvata kI talahaTI se bhI hama dekhate haiM ki uttuMga zikhara kA darzana hotA hai, parantu caraNoM kA prayoga kiye binA zikhara kA sparzana sambhava nahIM hai ! hA~ ! hA~ !! yaha bAta sahI hai ki, AsthA ke binA rAstA nahIM mUla ke binA cUla nahIM, parantu mUla meM kabhI phUla khile haiM ? phaloM kA dala vaha dolAyita hotA hai cUla para hI Akhira! 10 :: mUka mATI

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hA~ ! hA~ !! ""ise khela nahIM samajhanA yaha sudIrgha-kAlIna parizrama kA phala hai, beTA ! . ... . . ... bhale hI iha . AsthA ho sthAI ho dRr3hA, dRr3hatarA bhI tathApi prAthamika dazA meM sAdhanA ke kSetra meM skhalana kI sambhAvanA pUrI banI rahatI hai, beTA ! svastha-prauDha puruSa bhI kyoM na ho kAI-lagI pASANa para pada phisalatA hI hai ! itanA hI nahIM, nirantara abhyAsa ke bAda bhI skhalana sambhava hai; pratidina-barasoM se roTI banAtA-khAtA AyA hai tathApi vaha pAka-zAstrI kI pahalI roTI karar3I kyoM banatI, beTA isIlie suno ! AyAsa se iranA nahIM Alasya karanA nahIM / kabhI kabhI sAdhanA ke samaya aisI bhI ghATiyA~ mUka mATI :: / /

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.:: A sakatI haiM ki thor3I-sI pratikUlatA meM jisakI samatA vaha AkAze ko cUmatI thI : .. use bhI viSamatA kI nAgina sUMgha sakatI hai" aura, vaha rAhI guma-rAha ho sakatA hai; usake mukha se phira gama-Aha nikala sakatI hai| aisI sthiti meM bodhi kI cir3iyA vaha phurra kara kyoM na jAegI ? krodha kI bur3hiyA vaha gurra kara kyoM na jAgegI? sAdhanA-skhalita jIvana meM anartha ke sivA aura kyA ghaTegA ? isalie pratikAra kI pAraNA chor3anI hogI, beTA ! aticAra kI dhAraNA tor3anI hogI, beTA ! anyathA, kAlAntara meM nizcita ye donoM AsthA kI ArAdhanA meM virAdhanA hI siddha hoMgI ! eka bAta aura kahanI hai 12 :: mUka mATI

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kisI kArya ko sampanna karate samaya . :: ... anujA kI jaTImA hAna.....: .:: .. sahI puruSArtha nahIM hai, kAraNa ki vaha saba kucha abhI rAga kI bhUmikA meM hI ghaTa rahA hai, aura isase gati meM zithilatA AtI hai| isI bhA~ti pratikUlatA kA pratikAra karanA bhI prakArAntara se dveSa ko AhUta karanA hai, aura isase mati meM kalilatA AtI hai| kabhI-kabhI gati yA pragati ke abhAva meM AzA ke pada ThaNDe par3ate haiM, dhRti, sAhasa, utsAha bhI Aha bharate haiM, mana khinna hotA hai kintu yaha saba AsthAvAn puruSa ko abhizApa nahIM hai, varan varadAna hI siddha hote haiM jo vamI, damI haradama udyamI hai| aura, suno ! mIThe dahI se hI nahIM, khaTTe se bhI mUka mATI :: 13

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samucita manyana ho navanIta kA lAbha avazya hotA hai| isase yahI phalita huA saMgharSamaya jIvana kA upasaMhAra vaha niyamarUpa se harSamaya hotA hai, dhanya ! isIlie to ... bAra-bAra smRti dilAtI hU~ ... ..... TAlane meM nahIM satI-santoM kI AjJA pAlane meM hI 'pUta kA lakSaNa pAlane meM yaha sUkti caritArtha hotI hai, beTA !" aura, kucha kSaNoM taka mauna chA jAtA hai| aba ! mauna kA bhaMga hotA hai bhATI kI ora sebhIge bhAvoM kI abhivyaMjanA : "isa sambodhana se yaha jIvana bAdhita ho. abhibhUta huA, mA~ ! kucha halakA-sA lagA - 14 :: bhUka mATI

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bAharI dRSTi se aura bAharI sRSTi se achUtA sA kucha bhItarI jagat ko kucha jhalakA-sA anubhUta huA, mA~ ! chUtA sA lagA apUrva azrutapUrva yaha mArmika kathana hai, mA~ ! sva-para kAraNavaza vizleSaNa honA, ve donoM kArya AtmA kI hI prakRti aura puruSa ke sammilana se vikRti aura kaluSa ke ""saMkulana se bhItara hI bhItara sUkSma-tama tIsarI vastu kI jo racanA hotI hai, dUradarzaka yantra se dRSTa nahIM hotI samIcIna dUra-dRSTi meM utara kara AtI hai yaha kArmika vyathana hai, mA~ ! karmoM kA saMzleSaNa honA, AtmA se phira unakA mUka mATI : 15

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mamatA-samatA-pariNati para AdhArita haiN| so tamane sunAyA ..... : ....:.:.....::.:::..:... suna liyA isane yaha dhArmika - mathana hai, mA~ ! cetana kI isa srajana-zIlatA kA bhAna kise hai ? cetana kI isa dravaNa-zIlatA kA jJAna kise hai ? isakI carcA bhI kauna karatA hai ruci se ? kauna sunatA hai mati se ? aura isakI arcA ke lie kisake pAsa samaya hai ? AsthA se rItA jIvana yaha cArmika vatana hai, mA~ !" 'vAha ! dhanyavAda beTA ! mere Azaya, mere bhAva bhItara"tuma taka utara ge| aba mujhe koI cintA nahIM ! aura kala ke prabhAta se apanI yAtrA kA sUtra-pAta karanA hai tumheM ! prabhAta meM kumbhakAra AegA patita se pAvana banane, 16 :: mUka mATI

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samarpaNa-bhAva-sameta usake sukhaTa caraNoM meM praNipAta karanA hai tumheM, apanI yAtrA kA sUtra-pAta karanA hai tumheM ! usI ke tatvAvadhAna meM tumhArA agrima jIvana svarNima bana dmkegaa| parizrama nahIM karanA hai tumheM parizrama vaha karegA: usake upAzrama meM usakI sevA-zilpa-kalA para avicala-citavanadRSTi-pAta karanA hai tumheM, apanI yAtrA kA sUtra-pAta karanA hai tumheM ! apane-apane kAraNoM se susupta-zaktiyA~laharoM-sI vyaktiyA~, dina-rAta, basa jJAta karanA hai tumheM, apanI yAtrA kA sUtra-pAta karanA hai tumheM !'' cintana-carcA se dina kA samaya kisI bhAMti kaTa gayA parantu ! - - -- -- -- - bhUka mATI :: 17 - -

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rAtri lambI hotI jA rahI hai| dharatI ko nidrA ne ghera liyA aura mATI ko nidrA chUtI taka nhiiN| karavaTeM badala rahI prabhAta kI pratIkSA meN| tathApi, mATI ko rAtri bhI prabhAta-sI lagatI hai : "duHkha kI vedanA meM jaba nyUnatA AtI hai duHkha bhI sukha-sA lagatA hai| aura yaha bhAvanA kA phala haiupayoga kI vAta!" Akhira, vaha ghar3I A hI gaI jisa para dRSTi gar3I thI animeSa"apalaka ! aura mATI ne avasara kA svAgata kiyA, turanta bola par3I ki "prabhAta kaI dekhe 18 :: mUka mATI

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Aja-jaisA prabhAta vigata meM nahIM milA aura prabhAta Aja kA kAlI rAtri kI pITha para halakI lAla syAhI se kucha likhatA hai, ki yaha antima rAta hai aura yaha Adima prabhAta; yaha antima gAta .. .. . . . . aura yaha Adima virATa !" aura, harSAtireka se upahAra ke rUpa meM komala kopaloM kI halakI AbhA-ghulI haritAbha kI sAr3I detA hai rAta ko| ise pahana kara jAtI huI vaha prabhAta ko sammAnita karatI hai manda muskAna ke sAtha! bhrAta ko bhn-sii| idhara" saritA meM laharoM kA bahAnA hai, cauMdI kI AbhA ko mRka mATI :: 19

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jItatI, upahAsa karato-sI anagina phUloM kI anagina mAlAe~ tairatI - lairatI taTa taka"A samarpita ho rahI haiM mATI ke caraNoM meM, saritA se preSita haiM ve| yaha bhI eka durlabha darzanIya dRzya hai saritA-taTa meM phena kA bahAnA hai dadhi chalakAtI hai maMgala-janikA ha~samukha kalazI hAtha meM lekara khar3e haiM saritA-taTa vaha aura dekho nA ! tRNa-binduoM ke miSa ullAsavatI saritA-sI dharatI ke komala kendra meM karuNA kI umar3ana hai, aura usake aMga - aMga eka apUrva pulakana le svAbhAvika nartana meM ! 20 : maka mATI

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Aja ! osa ke kaNoM meM ullAsa - umaMga hAsa - damaMga hoza najara A rahA hai| Aja / joza ke kSaNoM meM prakAza - asama vikAsa abhaMga toSa najara A rahA hai| roSa ke manoM meM udAsa - anaMga leM nAza kA raMga behoza najara A rahA hai| Aja ! doSa ke kaNoM meM trAsa tar3apana - taMga hrAsa kA prasaMga aura guNoM kA koSa najara A rahA hai ! yAtrA kA sUtrapAta hai nA Aja'! patha ke atha para pahalA pada par3atA hai, isa padhika kA aura mRka pATI :: 2!

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patha kI iti para spandana-sA kucha ghaTatA hai halacalI macatI hai vahA~ ! pathika kI ahiMsaka pagatalI se sampreSaNa - pravAhita hotA hai vidyutsama yugapat aura vaha svayaM saphalatA-zrI patha kI iti para uTha khar3I hai sAdara savinayapathika kI pratIkSAma............ ....... - jo nirAzatA kA pAna kara sotI huI samaya kATa rahI thI yugoM yugoM se| vicAroM ke aikya se AcAroM ke sAmya se sampreSaNa meM nikhAra AtA hai, varanA vikAra AtA hai ! binA bikharAva upayoga kI dhArA kA dRDha-taToM se saMyata, sarakana-zIlA saritA-sI lakSya kI ora bar3hanA hI sampreSaNa kA sahI svarUpa hai 22 :: mUka pArI

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hA~ ! hA~ !! isa viSaya meM vizeSa bAta yaha hai ki sampreSya ke prati kabhI bhUlakara bhI adhikAra kA bhAva AnA sampreSaNa kA durupayoga hai, vaha phalIbhUta bhI nahIM hotA ! aura. . . . . . . .... . . : ... sahakAra kA bhAva AnA sadupayoga hai, sArthaka hai| sampreSaNa vaha khAda hai jisase, ki sadbhAvoM kA paudha puSTa-sampuSTa hotA hai ullAsa-pAtA hai; sampreSaNa vaha svAda hai jisase ki tattvoM kA bodha tuSTa-santuSTa hotA hai prakAza pAtA hai| hA~ ! hA~ !! ise bhI svIkAranA hogA ki prAthamika dazA meM sampreSaNa kA sAdhana kucha bhAra-sA lagatA hai nissAra-sA lagatA hai aura kucha-kucha mana meM tanAva kA vedana bhI hotA hai -- - mUka mATI :: 29

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parantu, bAda kI sthiti isase viparIta hai| kuzala lekhaka ko bhI, jo naI nibavAlI lekhanI le likhatA hai lekhana ke Adi meM khuradarApana hI anubhUta hotA hai parantu, likhate-likhate niba kI ghisAI hotI jAtI pra lekhana meM pUrva kI apekSA saphAI AtI jAtI phira tA "lekhanI vicAroM kI anucarA hotI " vicAroM kI sahacarA hotI hai; anta - anta meM to jala meM tairatI-sI saMvadena karatI hai lekhanI / ise yU~ kaheM hama yaha sahaja rIta hI hai / yaha lo ! kyA ? maMgala ghaTanA kA saMketa " 21 mUkamATI hotI

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aceta se saceta ho kheta se kheta, kheta se kheta vega-samaMta veda-sameta visphArita dRga-bAlA eka mRga chalA~ga bharatA patha ko.lAMgha jAtA hai. .. :: .. ... . : ..::. . : . . sudUra"jA antardhAna "kho jAtA hai| 'bAyeM hiraNa dAyeM jAyalaMkA jIta rAma ghara Aya' isa sUkti kI smRti tAjI ho AI aura dUra"sudUra" mATI ne dekhAghATI meM dikhe kauna vaha ? paricita hai yA aparicita ! apanI ora hI bar3hate bar3hate A rahe vaha zramika-caraNa"! aura phUlI nahIM samAtI, bholI mATI yaha ghATI kI ora hI apalaka tAka rahI hai pUka mATI ::

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bhora meM hI usakA mAnasa vibhora ho AyA, aura : aba to vaha caraNa nikaTa-sannikaTa hI A gae / phailAva ghaTa rahI hai. :: dhIre-dhIre dRzya simaTa-simaTa kara ghanA hotA A rahA hai aura AkAzIya vizAla dRzya bhI isIlie zUnya hotA jA rahA hai samIpastha iSTa para dRSTi Tikane se anya saba lupta hI hote haiN| lo ! dhanya ! pUrA kA pUrA eka ceharA, jo bharA hai ananya bhAvoM se. adamya cAvoM se sAmane A ubharA hai ! jisakA bhAla vaha bAla nahIM hai vRddha hai, vizAla hai bhAgya kA bhaNDAra ! suno ! jisameM 26 :: mUka mATI

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avikalpI hai yaha dRr3ha saMkalpI mAnava arthahIna jalpana atyalpa bhI jise rucatA nahIM kabhI ! sarakAra usase kara nahIM mA~gatI kyoMki isa zilpa ke kAraNa corI ke doSa se vaha sadA mukta rahatA hai| tanAva kA bhAra-vikAra kabhI bhI Azraya nahIM pAtA ! vaha eka kuzala zilpI hai ! usakA zilpa kaNa-kaNa ke rUpa meM bikhara mATI ko nAnA rUpa pradAna karatA hai| artha kA apavyaya karanA to bahuta dUra artha kA vyaya bhI yaha zilpa karatA nahIM, binA artha zilpI ko yaha arthavAn banA detA hai; yuga ke Adi se Aja taka isane apanI saMskRti ko vikRta nahIM banAyA mUkamATI 27

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binA dAg2a hai yaha zilpa aura yaha kuzala zilpI hai| yuga ke Adi meM isakA nAmakaraNa huA hai 'ka' yAnI dharatI aura 'bha' yAnI bhAgya hotA haiyahA~ para jo bhAgyavAn bhAgya-vidhAtA ho kumbhakAra kahalAtA hai| yathArtha meM prati-padArtha vaha svayaM-kAra ho kara bhI yaha upacAra huA haizilpI kA nAma kumbhakAra huA hai| hA~ ! aba zilpI ne kArya kI zurUAta meM oMkAra ko namana kiyA aura usane pahale se hI ahaMkAra kA vamana kiyA hai kartRtva-buddhi se mur3a gayA hai vaha aura 28 :: mUka mATI

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kartavya buddhi se jur3a gayA hai vaha / hA~ ! hA~ !! yaha mur3ana jur3ana kI kriyA, he Arya ! kArya kI niSpatti taka anivArya hotI haiM ! M are ! are ! yaha kyA? kauna-sA kartavya hai? kisase nirdiSTa hai? kisa mantavya se kiyA jA rahA hai? sAmane hI sAmane mATI ke mAthe para of it were 1: *** krUra-kaThora kudAlI se khodI jA rahI hai mATI / mATI kI mRdutA meM khoI jA rahI hai kudAlI ! kyA mATI kI dayA ne kudAlI kI adavA bulAI hai ? kyA adayA aura dayA ke bIca ghaniSTa mitratA hai? yadi nahIM hai to mATI ke mukha se rudana kI AvAja kyoM nahIM AI? aura bhUkamATI 29

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leka mATI ke mukha para krudhana kyA yaha rAjasatA kA rAja to nahIM hai? lagatA hai, ki kI sAja kyoM nahIM chAI ? kucha apavAda chor3a kara bAharI kriyA se bhItarI jiyA se sahI-sahI mulAkAta kI nahIM jA sakatI / aura galata nirNaya le jiyA nahIM jA sakatA / yU~ hI yaha jIvana zaMkA- pratizaMkA karatA balAnusAra uttara detA aruka athaka jAge-Age calatA hI jA rahA svayaM ki mUkamATI MARDAN idhara'' bholI mATI kucha nA bolI aura borI meM bharI jA rahI hai " borI ke donoM chora banda haiM bIcoM-bIca mukha hai aura sAvaraNAsAbharaNA lajjA kA anubhava karatI, navavivAhitA tanUdarA ghU~ghaTa meM se jhA~katI - sI

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bAra-bAra basa, borI meM se jhAMka rahI haiM mATI bholI ! satiyoM ko bhI yatiyoM ko bhI pyArI hai yahI prAcInA pripaattii| isake sAmane banA lihita-zIta' nUtana-navInA isa yuga kI jIvana-lIlA kImata kama pAtI hai| tabhI to.. saMvedanazIla zilpI ne mATI ko pUchA hai "tAmasatA se dUra sAttvika gAloM para tere ghAva-se lagate haiM, cheda-se lagate haiM, sandeha-sA ho rahA hai bheda jAnanA cAhatA hU~ yadi koI bAdhAna "ho"to'' batAne kI kRpA karogI ?" kucha kSaNoM ke lie mATI ke sAmane atIta lauTa AtA hai aura uttara ke rUpa meM aura kucha nahIM kevala dIrgha zvAsa ! mUka pATI ::

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usa dIrgha zvAsa ne hI zilpI ke sandeha ko vidaha banA diyA aura vizvAsa ko zvAsa lene hetu eka deha milii| sahI-sahI avadhAna nahIM huA sahI samAdhAna nahIM huaa| jijJAsA jIvita rahI zilpI kii| isako dekhakara hI ""mATI avyakta bhAvoM ko vyasta karatI hai zabdoM kA Alambana le : "amIroM kI nahIM garIboM kI bAta hai| koThI kI nahIM kuTiyA kI bAta hai ghA-kAla meM thor3I-sI varSA meM Tapa-Tapa karatI hai aura usa TapakAva se dharatI meM cheda par3ate haiM, phirato." isa jIvana-bhara ronA hI ronA huA hai dIna-hIna ina A~khoM se dhArApravAha azru-dhArA baha 12 :: mUka pATI

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pAThI kA itihAsa mATI ke mukha se suna zilpI sahaja kaha uThA ki ina gAloM para par3I haiM aisI dazA meM gAloM kA sachidra honA svAbhAvika hI haiM aura pyAra aura pIr3A ke ghAvoM meM antara bhI to hotA haiM, rati aura virati ke bhAva eka se hote haiM kyA ?" vAstavika jIvana yahI hai sAttvika jIvana yahI hai dhanya ! aura yaha bhI eka akATya niyama hai ki artha yaha huA ki pIr3A kI ati hI pIr3A kI iti hai aura pIr3A kI iti hI sukha kA atha" | ati ke binA iti se sAkSAtkAra sambhava nahIM aura iti ke binA atha kA darzana asambhava ! mUkamATI 33

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mATI ko sAntvanA detA-sA abhaya kI mudrA meM se kuchaMka pala bIta gae zilpI ke aura apanA sAthI-sahayogI AhUta huA avaitanika 'gadahA', tanika-sA vaha bhI tana kA vetana letA hai vaha saba bandhanoM se mukta ghATI meM vicara rahA thA jo| koI bhI bandhana jise rucate nahIM mAtra baMdhA huA hai vaha svAmI kI AjJA se| apadA mATI ko svAmI ke upAzrama taka le jA rahA hai apanI puSTa pITha pr| vIca patha meM dRSTi par3atI hai mATI kI gadahe kI pITha pr| khuradarI borI kI ragar3a se pITa chila rahI hai usakI aura mATI ke bhItara jA 34 :: mUka mATI

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aura bhItara utaratI-sI pIra mila rahIM haiN| mATI kI patalI sattA anukSaNa anukampA se sabhIta ho hila rahI hai| bAhara-bhItara mIta bana kara prIta khila rahI hai; kevala kSetrIya hI nahIM bhAvoM kI nikaTatA bhI ahamapicA . isa pratIti ke lie| yahA~ para aceta nahIM cetanA kI sacetarIta mila rahI hai ! bhAvoM kI nikaratA tana kI dUrI ko pUrI mittaatii-sii| aura, borI meM se mATI kSaNa-kSaNa chananchana kara chilana ke chedoM meM jA mRdutama marahama banI jA rahI hai, karuNA rasa meM aura sanI jA rahI hai| itanA hI nahIM, mUka mArI :: 3

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usa sthAna meM borI kI rUkhI sparzA bhI ghanI mRdutA meM DUbI jA rahI hai| mATI ke mukha para udAsI kI sattA parI haiM paratra prayAsa karane ko manA kara rahI hai| mATI kI isa sthiti meM kAraNa yaha hai ki isa chilana meM isa jalana meM nimitta kAraNa 'maiM hI huuN| yU~ jAna kara pazcAtApa kI Aga meM jhulasatI-sI maattii| aura use dekha kara vahIM palI par3I-par3I bhItarI anukampA ko caina kahA~ ? sahA nahIM gayA use rahA nahIM gayA use aura vaha rotI-bilakhatI dRga-binduoM ke miSa sveda kaNoM ke bahAne 36 :: mUka pATI

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bAhara A pUrI borI ko bhigotI-sI anukampA : isa viSaya meM kisI bhAMti ho nahIM sakatA saMzaya, ki viSayI sadA viSaya-kaSAyoM ko hI banAtA apanA vissy| aura hRdayavatI A~khoM meM divasa ho yA tamas cetanA kA jIvana hA..: . . . ..... jhalaka AtA hai, bhale hI vaha jIvana dayA rahita ho yA dayA shit| aura dayA kA honA hI jIva-vijJAna kA samyak paricaya hai| parantu para para dayA karanA bahidRSTi-sA"moha-mUr3hatA-sA" sva-paricaya se vaMcita-sA" adhyAtma se dUra prAyaH lagatA hai aisI ekAnta dhAraNA se adhyAtma kI virAdhanA hotI hai| mUka mATI :: 37

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T - P . .. kyoMki, suno ! sva ke sAtha para kA aura para ke sAtha sva kA jJAna hotA hI hai, gauNa-mukhyatA bhale hI ho| candra-maNDala ko dekhate haiM nabha-maNDala bhI dIkhatA hai| para kI dayA karane se sva kI yAda AtI hai aura - T rans sva-dayA hai viloma-rUpa se bhI yahI artha nikalatA hai yA'da d"yaa"| sAtha hI sAtha, yaha bhI bAta jJAta rahe vAsanA kA vilAsa' dayA kA vikAsa'' ___ "mokSa haieka jIvana ko burI taraha jalAtI hai bhayaMkara hai, aMgAra hai ! eka jIvana ko pUrI taraha jilAtI hai. zubhaMkara hai, zRMgAra hai| 38 :: mRka mATI

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hA~ / hA~ !! adhUrI dayA-karuNA moha kA aMza nahIM hai apitu AMzika moha kA dhvaMsa hai| vAsanA kI jIvana-paridhi acetana hai"tana hai dayA-karuNA niravadhi haiM karuNA kA kendra banda saMvedana-dharmA"cetana hai pIyUSa kA ketana hai yh| karuNA kI karNikA se ..... : .avirata maratI haiM :::::: samatA kI saurabha-sugandha; aisI sthiti meM kauna kahatA hai vaha karuNA kA vAsanA se sambandha hai ! vaha andha hI hogA viSayoM kA dAsa, indriyoM kA cAkara, aura mana kA gulAma madAndha hogA kahIM ! - mAnA, prati padArtha apane prati kAraka hI hotA hai - parantu pUka mATI :: 30 ga

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. ::..:::::::: :: ................para ke prati upakAraka bhI ho sakatA haiN| aura apane prati karaNa hI hotA hai parantu para ke prati upakaraNa bhI ho sakatA hai| tabhI to andhA nahIM vaha gadahA madAndha bhI nahIM, usakA bhItarI bhAga bhIgA huA hai smuucaa| bAhara AtA hai sahaja bhAvanA bhAtA huA bhagavAna se prArthanA karatA hai merA nAma sArthaka ho prabho ! yAnI gada kA artha hai roga hA kA artha hAraka maiM sabake rogoM kA hantA banU~ "basa, aura kucha vAMchA nahIM gada-hA 'gadahA'": aura yaha kyA ? anahonI-sI kucha anubhUta hotI mATI ko vismaya kA pAra nahIM rahA, 40 :: mUka mATI

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atizaya kA sAra yahI rahA bhAvanA ke phUla khila gae khile phUla saba phala gae; mATI ke gAla ghAva-hIna ho cheda-zUnya ho "dhula gae ! Aja sArthaka banA nAma gada-hA"gadahA"dhanya / donoM kI anukampA sahanA haiM sahajA bahaneM-sI' lagatI haiM ye, anujA agrajA-sI nahIM 'parasparopagraho jIvAnAm' yaha sUtra-sUkti caritArtha hotI hai ina donoM meM ! saba kucha jIvanta hai yahA~ jIvana ! ciraMjIvana !! saMjIvana !!! isa para bhI apanI laghutA kI abhivyakti karatI huI mATI kI anukampA saMpadA ho yA apadA cetana ko apanA vAhana banAyAtrA karanA adhUrI anukampA kI dazA hai yaha, jo rucatI nahIM isa jIvana ko| mUka mATI :: 41

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aura mATI zvAsa kA zamana kara apame bhAra ko laghu karatI-sI" upAzcama kI ora nihAratI hai pratIkSA kI mudrA meN| rajata-pAlakI meM virAjatI para, UbI-sI. lajjA-saMkocavatI-sI rAjA kI rAnI yAtrA ke samaya raNavAsa kI ora nihAratI-sI ! yahA~ para milatA hai pUrA Upara uThA huA sukRta kA sr| aura mATI ko prApta huA hai prathama avasara! yaha upAzrama kA parisara hai yahA~ para, kasakara parizrama kiyA jAtA hai nizi-vAsara / yahA~ para yoga-zAlA hai prayoga-zAlA bhI joradAra ! jahA~ para zilpI se milatA hai zikSaNa-prazikSaNa kSaNa pratikSaNa, 42 :: mUka mATI

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jisakA bhItarI jIvana para par3atA hai sIdhA asara ! yahA~ para jIvana kA 'nirvAha' nahIM 'nirmANa' hotA hai itihAsa sAkSI hai isa bAta kA / 1. ST adhomukhI jIvana UrdhvamukhI hA unnata banatA hai; hArA huA bhI besahArA jIvana sahArA denevAlA banatA hai / darzanArthI ve Adarza pA jAte haiM, yahA~ para / itihAsa sambandhinI sadiyoM se ulajhI samasyAe~ sahaja sulajhatI jAtI haiM kSaNa bhara kI isa saMgati se I aura, ayAcita hokara bhI sarala sarasa saMskRti ke saMskArArthI parAmarza pA jAte haiM, yahA~ para / asi aura maSi ko bhI kRSi aura RSi ko bhI kucha aise sUtra milate haiM nisvArthI bhI ve ArSa pA jAte haiM yahA~ para / mUka pATI 45

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lo, aba upAzrama meM utArI gaI mATI ki turanta bArIka tAra vAlI cAlanI lAI gaI aura mATI chAnI jA rahI hai| svayaM zilpI cAlanI kA cAlaka hai| vaha apanI dayAvatI A~khoM se nIce utarI nirI mATI kA daraza karatA hai bhAva-sahita ho| zubha hAthoM se kharI mATI kA parasa karatA hai cAba-sahita ho| aura tana se mana se haraSa karatA hai ghAva-rahita ho| anAyAsa phira bacana-vilAsa hotA hai usake mukha se, ki "RjutA kI yaha parama dazA hai aura 44 :: mUka mATI

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mRdutA kI yaha carama yazA hai ""dhanya !" " mRdu mATI se laghu jAti se merA yaha zilpa nikharatA hai aura khara-kAThI se guru jAti se so avilamba bikharatA hai mATI kA saMzodhana huA, mATI ko sambodhana huA, parantu, niSkAsita kaMkaroM meM samucita-sA anubhUta saMkrodhana huA / tathApi saMyata bhASA meM zilpI se nivedana karate haiM ve kaMkara, ki "hamArA viyogIkaraNa mA~ mATI se kisa kAraNa ho rahA hai ? akAraNa hI ! kyA koI kAraNa haiM ?" isa para turanta mRdu zabdoM meM zilpI kahatA hai ki dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki mUkamATI 45

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saMkara-doSa kA vAraNa karanA thA mujhe kaMkara-koSa kA vAraNa kiyA / " isa bAta ko suna kara kaMkara kucha aura garama ho jAte haiM kaMkaroM ke adharoM meM vizeSa spandana hai aura vacanoM meM pUrva kI apekSA uSNatA kA abhivyaMjana hai| "gAta kI ho yA jAta kI, eka hI bAta haihamameM aura mATI meM samatA-sadRzatA hai visadRzatA to dikhatI nahIM ! tumheM dikhatI hai kyA zilpI jI ? tumhArI A~khoM kI zalya-cikitsA huI hai kyA ? aura rahI varNa kI bAta ! voM se varNana kyA kareM ? vaha bhI samAna hai hama donoM meM jo sAmane hai kRSNa jI kA kRSNa varNa hai kRSya varNa nhiiN| 45 :: pUka mATI

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sunate ho kyA nahIM? karNa to ThIka haiM tumhAre ! phira varNa-saMkara kI carcA kauna kare ? arcA mauna kareM hama !" aura" kaMkara mauna ho jAte haiN| isa para bhI zilpI kA bhAva tAva nahIM pakar3atA jarA-sA bhii| dharA-sA hI sahaja sAmba bhAva prastuta hotA hai usase "ki isa prasaMga meM varNa kA Azaya ne hI raMga se hai na hI aMga se varan cAla-caraNa, DhaMga se hai| vAnI ! jise apanAyA hai use jisane apanAyA hai usake anurUpa apane guNa-dharma rupa-svarUpa ko parivartita karanA hogA mUka mATI :: 47

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baranA varNa-saMkara-doSa ko "varanA hogA ! aura yaha anivArya hogaa| isa kathana se varNa-lAbha kA niSedha huA ho aisI bAta nahIM hai, nIra kI jAti nyArI hai kSIra kI jAti nyArI, parasa-rasa-raMga bhI paraspara nire-nire haiM aura yaha sarva-vidita hai, phira bhI yathA-vidhi, yathA-nidhi kSIra meM nIra milAte hI nIra, kSIra bana jAtA hai| aura suno ! kevala varNa-raMga kI apekSA mAya kA kSIra bhI dhavala hai Aka kA kSIra bhI dhavala hai donoM Upara se vimala haiM parantu paraspara unheM milAte hI vikAra utpanna hotA haikSIra phaTa jAtA hai pIra bana jAtA hai vaha ! 48 :: mUka mATI

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"nIra kA kSIra bananA hI varNa-lAbha hai, varadAna hai| aura kSIra kA phaTa jAnA hI varNa-saMkara hai abhizApa hai isase yahI phalita huaa|" ...... . . .:: alaM vistareNa ! : :::: : - "are kaMkaro ! mATI se milana to huA para mATI meM mile nahIM tuma ! mATI se chuvana to huA para mATI meM ghule nahIM tuma ! itanA hI nahIM, calatI cakkI meM DAla kara tumheM pIsane para bhI apane guNa-dharma bhUlate nahIM tuma ! bhale hI cUraNa banate, retilA mAdI nahIM banate tuma ! - - - jala ke siMcana se bhIgate bhI ho mUka mATI :: 49

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parantu, bhUla kara bhI phUlate nahIM tuma ! mATI - sama tuma meM AtI namI nA kyA yaha tumhArI kamI nA ? batA do re kamInA : tuma meM kahA~ hai vaha jala-dhAraNa karane kI kSamatA ? jalAzaya meM raha kara bhI yugoM-yugoM taka nahIM bana sakate jalAzaya taMma / maiM tumheM hRdaya-zUnya to nahIM kahU~gA parantu pASANa-hRdaya avazya hai tumhArA, dUsaroM kA duHkha-darda dekha kara bhI nahIM A sakatA kabhI use pasInA hai aisA tumhArA "siinaa| phira bhI RSi - santoM kA sadA sadupadeza - sadAdeza hameM yahI milA, ki pApI se nahIM para! pApa se, paMkaja se nahIM 57 :: mUka mATI

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para! paMka se ghRNA karo ayi Arya ! nara se nArAyaNa bano samayocita kara kaary|" kar3avIM yUMTa-sI pI kara dInatA bharI A~khoM se kaMkara nihArate haiM mATI kI ora ab| aura, mATI svAdhInatA-dhulI A~khoM se kaMkaroM kI ora mur3I, dekhatI hai mATI kI zAlInatA kucha dezanA detI-sI" "mahAsattA-mA~ kI gaveSaNA samIcInA eSaNA aura saMkIrNa-sattA kI virecanA avazya karanA hai tumheM! artha yaha huAlaghutA kA tyajana hI gurutA kA yajana hI zubha kA sRjana hai| apAra sAgara kA pAra pA jAtI hai nAya ho usameM cheda kA abhAva bhara : mUka mATI :: 51

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.kIkA: . :: ghabarAtI hai aura vaha ghabarAhaTa na hI jala se hai na hI jala ke gaharAva se, parantu jala kI tarala sattA ke vibhAva se hai jala kI gaharAI ko chor3akara jala kI laharAI meM A kara tairatA huA-sA'! adha-DUbA hima kA khaNDa hai mAna kA mApadaNTa'' | vaha saralatA kA avarodhaka hai garalatA kA udbodhaka hai itanA hI nahIM, taralatA kA ati zoSaka hai aura saghanatA kA paripoSaka ! na hI tairanA jAnatA hai. aura na hI tairanA cAhatA hai kheda kI bAta hai, ki taraNa aura tAraka ko DubonA cAhatA hai vh| jala para rahanA cAhatA hai para, 52 :: mUka mArTI

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jala meM mila kara nahIM, jaga ko jala ke tala taka, bheja kara usa para Upara rahanA cAhatA hai jala meM mila kara nahIM ! he mAnI, prANI ! pAnI ko to dekha, aura aba to pAnI-pAnI ho jA"! he pramANa prabho ! mAna kA avamAna kaba ho?" aura, mATI kI dezanA kI dhArA abhI TUTI nahIM phira bhI ! abhidhA se haTakara vyaMjanA kI ora gati hai usakI, ki bIja kA vapana kiyA hai jala kA varSaNa huA hai bIja aMkurita hue haiM aura kucha hI dinoM meM phasala khar3I ho lahalahAtIbAlabAlI' 'abalA-sI! para, hima hI nahIM himAnI - lahara bhI kacha hI paloM meM usa pakI phasala ko mUka mATI :: 59

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Safe . -jAnA meM allana bhI jala jIvana detA hai hima jIvana letA hai, svabhAva aura vibhAva meM yahI antara hai, yahI santoM kA kahanA hai jaga-jIvana-vettA haiN| isase yahI phalita hotA hai ki bhale hI hima kI bAharI tvacA zItazIlA ho parantu, bhItara se hima meM zItalatA nahIM rahI aba ! usameM jvalanazIlatA udita huI hai avazya ! anyathA, jise pyAsa lagI ho jisakA kaNTa sUkha rahA ho, aura jisase jisakI A~kheM jala rahI ho yaha jaldI-se-jaldI una pIr3AoM kI mukti ke lie jala ke badale meM hima kI DalI khA letA haiM parantu, ulaTI kasakara pyAsa bar3hatI kyoM ? nAka se nAkI kyoM nikalatI hai? 54 :: mRka mATI

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yahI to vibhAva kI saphalatA hai, aura svabhAva-bhAva kI vikalatA itane hone para bhI sAgarIya jala sattA mA~- mahAsattA himakhaNDa ko DubotI nahIM isameM kyA rAja hai ? aisA lagatA haiM, ki mA~ kI mamatA hai vaha santAna ke prati vaMza aMza ke prati aisA kadama nahIM uThA sakatI -kabhI bhUla kara bhI, kintu, bhAvI bahumAna hetu * saba kucha kaSTa-bhAra apane Upara hI uThA letI hai aura bhItara-hI-bhItara cuppI biThA letI hai I "mAnA ! pRthak vAda kA AvirmANa honA mAna kA hI phaladAna hai sAtha hI sAtha vaha bAta bhI nakArI nahIM jA sakatI ki mAna kA atyanta baunA honA mAna kA avasAna - sA lagatA hai 4-3 mUkamATI : 55

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vaha mAna kA bonA yAnI vapana bhI ho sakatA hai !" yUM bIca meM hI kaMkaroM kI ora se vyaMgAtmaka taraMga AI aura saMga kI saMgati se achUtI mATI ke aMga ko hI nahIM, sIdhI jA kara antaraMga ko bhI chUtI hai vaha kaMkaroM kI taraMga ! ki turanta hI, "nahIM nahIM ! dhRSTatA huI, bhUla kSamya ho mA~ ! yaha prasaMga Apake viSaya meM ghaTita nahIM hotA !" aura" kaMkaroM kA dala ro pdd'aa| phira, prArthanA ke rUpa meM"o mAnAtIta mArdava-mUrti, mATI mA~ ! eka mantra do ise jisase ki yaha hIrA bane aura kharA vane kaMcana-sA !" kaMkaroM kI prArthanA suna kara mATI kI muskAna mukharita hotI "saMyama kI rAha calo 56 :: mUka mATI

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rAhI bananA hI to hIrA bananA hai, svayaM rAhI zabda hI viloma-rUpa se kaha rahA hairAhI hIrA aura itanA kaThora bananA hogA tana aura mana ko tapa kI Aga meM tapA-tapA kara jalA-jalA kara rAkha karanA hogA yatanA ghora karanA hogaa| tabhI kahIM cetana - AtmA kharA utregaa| kharA zabda bhI svayaM vilomarUpa se kaha rahA hai... rAkha bane binA kharA-darzana kahA~ ? rAkha kharA aura AzISa ke hAtha uTAlI-sI mATI kI mudrA udAra smudraa| Aja mATI ko basa phulAnA hai pAtra se, parantu anupAta se puka pATI :: 37

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usameM jala milA kara use ghulAnA hai| Aja mATI ko basa phulAnA hai ! kramazaH kama-kama kara bIte kSaNoM ko purAne-panoM ko basa, bhulAnA hai, Aja mATI ko ..... . . . . . . uma, mulAlA hai..|... aura una kaNoM meM kSaNa-kSaNoM meM nava-nUtanapana basa, bulAnA hai Aja mAThI ko vasa, phulAnA hai| isI kArya hetu prAMgaNa meM krUpa hai kUpa para khar3A hai kumbhakAra! kara meM thI bAlaTIbha~vara kar3I-dAra, use nIce rakhatA hai aura ulajhI rassI ko sulajhA rahA hai| jhaTa-sI vaha sulajhatI bhI para, sulajhAte samaya 18 :: mUka mAdI

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rassI ke bIcoMbIca eka gA~Tha A par3I kasI gAMTha hai vaha | kholanA anivArya haiM use aura AyAma prArambha huA zilpI kA / hAtha ke donoM aMguSThoM meM donoM tarjaniyoM meM pUrI zakti lA kara para, gA~Tha khula nahIM rahI hai| aMguSThoM kA bala ghaTa gayA haiM, donoM tarjanI kendrita karatA hai vaha, zvAsa rukatA hai| bAhara kA bAhara bhItara kA bhItara ! lI : kumbhaka prANAyAma apane Apa ghaTita huA / hoToM ko cavAtI-sI mudrA, donoM bAhuoM meM nasoM kA jAla vaha tanAva pakar3a rahA hai, tvacA meM ubhAra sA AyA hai lagabhaga zUnya hone ko haiM, aura nAkhUna khUnadAra ho uThe haiM para gA~Tha khula nahIM rahI haiM ! mUkamATI 531

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isI bIca 'sevaka ko sevA de kara upakRta karo, svAmin!" dAtoM kA dala zilpI ko kaha uThA aura "yaha samayocita hai svAmin ! hamane yahI nIti sunI hai bAta kA prabhAva java bala-hIna hotA hai hAtha kA prayoga taba kArya karatA hai| aura hAtha kA prayoga jaba bala-hIna hotA hai hathiyAra kA prayoga taba Arya karatA hai| isalie niHzaMka ho kara de do rassI ise svAmin !" aura rassI preSita hotI danta pakti-taka turanta zUla kA dA~ta saba dA~toM se kaha uThA ki "he bhAta ! isa gA~Tha meM li :: mUka mAdI

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aura, dAhinI ora kA nicalA zUla gA~Tha kA nirIkSaNa karatA hai cAroM ora se sarvAMgINa aura avilamba sandhi-sthAna kI gaveSaNA tuma nahIM kara sakate !" usa sandhi kI gaharAI meM svayaM ko avagAhita karatA hai, dAhinI ora ke upari zUla kA sahayoga le / donoM zUloM ke cUla paraspara mila jAte haiM aura una zuloM ke sabala mUla paraspara bala pAte haiM lo ! mArdava masUr3e to isa saMgharSa meM chila-khula gae haiM phira bhI isa para bhI !! gA~Tha kA khulanA to dUra, vaha hilatI taka nahIM pratyuta, zUloM ke mUla hI lagabhaga hilane ko haiM aura zUloM kI cUlikAe~ TUTane bhaMga hone ko haiM / - bhUka mATI 61

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unameM se mAMsa bAhara jhA~kane ko hai / haTha chor3a kara gA~Tha ko DhIlI chor3a ! ghaTI isa ghaTanA ko dekha kara rasanA bhI uttejita ho bola uThI ki 62 : mUkamATI "khorI raspI merI aura terI nAmarAzi eka hI haiM parantu Aja tU rasa-sI nahIM hai, nirI nIrasa laga rahI hai sIdhI sAdI - zrI aba taka dAdI, dIdI-sI mAnI jAtI thI udArA anUdarA-sI, aba saralA nahIM rahI tU! ghanI gaThIlI banI hai aura anyathA pazcAtApa hAtha lagegA tujhe canda paloM meM jaba ghanI haThIlI banI hai I avibhAjya jIvana terA vibhAjita hogA do bhAgoM meM..!" Somatice

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aura isa nindha kArya ke prati chI'chI. dhikkAratI-sI rasanA gA~Tha ke sandhi-sthAna para lAra chor3atI hai| pariNAma yaha huA ki rassI hila uThI apane bhayAvaha bhaviSya se! aura, kucha hI paloM meM gA~Tha bhIgI, naramAI AI usameM DhIlI par3I vh| phira kyA pUcho! dA~toM meM garamAI AI saphalatA ko dekha kara! uparita aura nicale sAmane ke sabhI dA~ta turanta gA~Ta ko kholate haiN| aba rassI pUchatI hai rasanA ko jijJAsA kA bhAva le "jApake svAmI ko kyA bAdhA thI isa gA~Tha se?" so rasanA rahasya kholatI hai: "suna rI rassI! pUka mATI :: 68

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mere svAmI saMyamI haiM hiMsA se bhayabhIta, aura ahiMsA hI jIvana hai unkaa| unakA kahanA hai bhArga saMyama kelinA AdanahIM / jAja yAnI! vahI AdamI hai jo yathA-yogya sahI AdamI hai hamArI upAsya-devatA ahiMsA hai aura jahA~ gA~Tha-granthi hai vahA~ nizcita hI hiMsA chalatI hai| artha yaha huA ki granthi hiMsA kI sampAdikA hai aura nintha-dazA meM hI ahiMsA palatI hai, pala-pala panapatI, "bala pAtI hai| hama nindha-pantha ke pathika haiM isI pantha kI hamAre yahA~ carcA - arcA - prazaMsA sadA calatI rahatI hai| yaha jIvana isI bhA~ti 64 :: mUka mATI

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Age-Age bhI calatA rahe basa! aura koI vAMchA nhiiN| aura tumane kaThina-kaThora gA~Tha pAla rakkhI thI use khole binA bharI bAlaTI ko kUpa se Upara nikAlate samaya jaba vaha gA~Tha girrA para A giregI, niyama rUpa se bAlaTI kA santulana bigar3a jAegA tb| rassI girI meM phNsegii| pariNAma-svarUpa bAlaTI kA bahuta kucha jala uchala kara punaH kUpa meM giregA usa jala meM rahate jalacara jIva lagI coTa ke kAraNa akAla meM hI mareMge, isa doSa ke svAmI mere svAmI kaise bana sakate haiM? isIlie gA~Tha kA kholanA Avazyaka hI nahIM anivArya rhaa| samajhI bAta! pRka mATI :: 65

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ArI rassI!! bAvalI kahIM kI merI AlI!" idhara yaha kyA huA? snigdha-smita mativAlI kAyA kI chAyA, zilpI kI sudUra kUpa meM svaccha jala meM svacchanda tairatImachalI para jA pdd'ii| Upara ho uThI, aura usakI mAnasa-sthiti bhI UdhryamukhI ho AI, parantu uparila-kAyA taka merI kAyA yaha kaise uTha sakegI? yahI cintA hai machalI ko! kAyA jar3a hai nA! jar3a ko sahArA apekSita hai, aura vaha bhI jaMgama kaa| aura suno ! kAyA se hI mAyA palI hai mAyA se bhAvita-prabhAvita mati merI yaha / 66 :: mUka mATI

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......: : ... mati sanmati ho sakatI hai mAyA upekSita ho to" andha-kRpa meM par3I hU~ maiM kurUpatA kI anubhUti se kUpa-maNDUka-sI......... sthiti hai merii| gati, mati aura sthiti sArI vikRta huI haiM svarUpa-svabhAva jJAta kaise ho? Upara se preSita ho kara mujha taka eka kiraNa bhI to nahIM aatii| aura, machalI ke mukha se nikala par3I dInatA-dhulI dhvani ki isa andha-kUpa se nikAlo ise koI usa haMsa rUpa se milA lo ise koI isa rudana ko koI sunatA bhI to nahIM are kAna vAlo!'"saba bahare ho gaye haiM kyA? yaha rudana, araNya-rodana hI rahA hai aisA soca, punaH vikalpoM meM DUbatI hai mAilI aura usa DUbana meM mUka mATo :: 7

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eka kiraNa mila jAtI use 'sAra-hIna vikalpoM se jIne kI AzA ko khAne ke lie viSa ho mila jAtA hai aura, cira-kAla se sotI kArya karane kI sArthaka kSamatA dhairya-dhRti vaha kholatI hai apanI A~kha dRr3ha-saMkalpa kI goda meM hii|" basa kRta-saMkalpitA huI machalI Upara bhUpara Ane ko| nazvara prANoM kI Asa bhAga calI Izvara prANoM kI pyAsa jAga calI machalI ke ghara meM! phira phira kyA? jar3a-bhUta jala kA pyAra nirAdhAra kaba taka TikegA? yaha bhI pala meM huA palAyita chUmantara khiiN| abhaya kA nilaya milA sabhaya kA vilaya huA machalI ke jIvana meM H:: mUka mATI

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yahIM se ghaTita vijaya huA dhanya! aba ! prAsaMgika kArya Age bar3hatA hai, aMga-aMga saMskArita the so. saMyama kI zikSA kA saMskAra prApta thA jinheM ve donoM hAtha zilpI ke saMyata ho uThe turanta ! tabhI vaha zilpI rassI se bA~dha. bAlaTI ko dhImI gati se nIce utAratA hai kUpa meM jisase ki machalI Adika nAnA jalacara jIvoM kA ghAta honA Tala sake aura apane Atma-tattva ko yahA~ aura vahA~ aba aura taba karma, karma-phala sonA chala sake ! mUka mATo :: 59

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.. lo ! hAthoM-hAtha saMkalpa phalIbhUta hotA-sA svapna ko sAkAra dekhane kI Asa-bharI pachalI kI zAnta A~kheM Upara dekhatI haiN| utaratA huA yAna-sA dikhA, likhA huA thA usa para "dhammo dayA-visuddho" tathA "dhamma saraNaM gacchAmi" jyoM-jyoM kUpa meM uttaratI gaI bAlaTI tyoM-tyoM nIce, nIra kI gaharAI meM jhaTa-paTa cale jAte prANa-rakSaNa hetu maNDUka Adika anagina jliiy-jntu| kintu, halana-calana-kriyA mukta ho animeSa - apalaka nihAratI haiM utaratI bAlaTI ko rasanAdhInA rasalolupA sArI machaliyA~ ve, bhojana isase kucha to milegA isa AzA se ! para yaha kyA! vaMcanA"! khAlI bAlaTI dekha kara 70 :: mUka mATI

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use nUtana jAla-bandhana samajha saba machaliyA~ bhAgatIM bhIti se / mAtra saMkalpitA vaha machalI vahIM khar3I haiM sAtha eka ko sakhI hai usakI aura usa sakhI ko kucha kahatI hai vahaH "cala rI cala! isI kI zaraNa leM hm| . 'dhammo dayA-visuddho yahI eka mAtra hai azaraNoM kI zaraNa! mahA-Ayatana hai yaha yahIM hamArA jatana hai baranA, nizcita hI Aja yA kala kAla ke gAla meM kavalita hoMge hama! kyA patA nahIM tujhako? choTI ko bar3I machalI sAbuta nigalatI haiM yahA~ aura sahadharmI sajAti meM hI vaira vaimanaska bhAva paraspara dekhe jAte haiM ! zvAna, zvAna ko dekha kara hI nAkhUnoM se dharatI ko khodatA huA gurrAtA hai burI trh|" mUka mATI :: 71

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Akhira:- AcArya zrI sunizisAgara jI mahArA usakI sakhI bolatI hai"kathaMcita bAta saca hai tumhArI, parantu hamAre bhakSaNa se apanI hI jAti badi puSTa-santuSTa hotI hai to vaha iSTa haiM kyoMki anta samaya meM apanI hI jAti kAma AtI hai zeSa saba darzaka rahate haiM dArzanika bana kara! aura vijAti kA kyA vizvAsa ? Aja zvAsa-zvAsa para vizvAsa kA zvAsa ghuTatA-sA dekhA jA rahA hai| pratyakSa! aura suno| bAharI likhAvaTa-sI bhItarI likhAvaTa mAla mila jAe, phira kahanA hI kyA ! yahA~ to. 'mu~ha meM rAma bagala meM bagulA' chalatI hai| dayA kA kathana nirA hai aura dayA kA vatana nirA hai 72:: mUka mAdI

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eka meM jIvana hai eka meM jIvana kA abhiny| aba to asvoM, zastroM aura vastroM kRpANoM para bhI 'dayA-dharma kA mUla hai likhA milatA hai| kintu, kRpANa kRpAlu nahIM haiM ve svayaM kahate haiM hama haiM kRpANa hama meM kRpA na ! kahA~ taka kaheM aba ! dharma kA jhaNDA bhI DaNDA bana jAtA haiM zAstra zastra bana jAtA hai avasara pA kr| aura prabhu-stuti meM tatpara surIlI bA~surI bhI bA~sa bana pITa sakatI hai prama-patha para calanevAloM ko| samaya kI balihArI hai|" sakhI kI bAta suna kara machalI punaH kahatI hai ki "yadi tujhe nahIM AnA hai, mata A parantu upadeza de kara vyartha meM samaya mata khA!" mUka mATI :: 73

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pratyeka vyavadhAna kA sAvadhAna ho kara aura, saheloM ke binA akelI hI calatI machalI sAmayika sUktiyA~ chor3atI huI : sAmanA karanA nUtana avadhAna ko pAnA hai, yA yU~ kahU~ ise antima samAdhAna ko pAnA hai| I 74 mUka pATI guNoM ke sAtha atyanta Avazyaka hai doSoM kA bodha honA bhI, kintu doSoM se dveSa rakhanA doSoM kA vikasana hai aura guNoM kA vinazana hai; kA~ToM se dveSa rakha kara phUla kI gandha - makaranda se vaMcita rahanA ajJatA hI mAnI hai, aura kA~ToM se apanA bacAva kara surabhi - saurabha kA sevana karanA vijJatA kI nizAnI hai so" viraloM meM hI milatI hai ! i

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idhara''adhara se uttarI bAlaTI meM pAnI aura pAnI meM bAlaTI pUrNa rUpa se doga avagAhita hote haiM, machalI usameM praveza pA jAtI hai 'dhamma saraNaM pavyajjAmi' isa mantra ko bhAvita karatI huI AsthA usakI aura Azvasta hotI jA rahI hai, AtmA usakI aura svastha hotI jA rahI hai| isa dhuti kI kASTA ko dekha kara isa mati kI niSThA ko dekha kara sArI-kI-sArI machaliyA~ vismita ho AI aura kucha kSaNoM ke lie unakI bhItiyA~ vismRta ho aaiiN| satkArya karane kA eka ne mana kiyA ""dRr3ha praNa kiyA aura zeSa sabane usakA anumodana kiyaa| mUka mATI :: 75

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eka 'bhAvita huI zeSa prabhAvita huI eka ko dRSTi milI dizA saba pA giiN| dayA kI zaraNa milI jivA meM kiraNa khilI aura saba-kI-saba ujalI jyoti se prakAzita huIM snAta snapita huI bhItara se bhI, bAhara se bhI tatkAla! .. . ...... ... isa avasara para pUrA-pUrA parivAra mA upasthita hotA hai mudita-mukhI vh| tairatI huI machaliyoM se uThatI huI tarala-taraMgeM taraMgoM se ghirI machaliyA~ aisI lagatI haiM ki saba ke hAthoM meM eka-eka phUla-mAlA hai aura satkAra kiyA jA rahA hai mahA machalI kA, nAre laga rahe haiM'mokSa kI yAtrA "saphala ho 76 :: mUka mATI

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moha kI mAtrA "viphala ho dharma kI vijaya ho karma kA vilaya ho jaya ho, jaya ho jaya-jaya-jaya ho lo ! samaya nikaTa A gayA hai, bAlaTI vaha yAna-sama Upara uThane ko hai aura maMgala-kAmanA mukharita hotImachalI ke mukha se : "yahI merI kAmanA hai ki AgAmI chorahIna kAla meM basa isa ghaTa meM kAma nA rahe !" isa zubha yAtrA kA eka hI prayojana hai, sAmya-samatA hI merA bhojana ho sadoditA sadollasA merI bhAvanA ho, dAnava-tana dhara mAnava-mana para hiMsA kA prabhAva nA ho, divi meM, bhU meM bhUgarbho meM mUka mATI ::17

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labAlaba jala se bharI huI bAlaTI kUpa se Urdhva-gativAlI hotI hai aba ! jiyA-dharma kI damA-dharma kI prabhAvanA ho ! patana-pAtAla se utthAna - uttAla kI or| kevala dekha rahI hai machalI, jala kA abhAva nahIM bala kA abhAva nahIM tathApi taira nahIM rahI machalI / bhUla- sI gaI hai tairanA vaha, spandana-hIna mativAlI huI hai svabhAva kA darzana huA, ki kriyA kA abhAva huA-sA lagatA hai aba ! amandasthitivAlI hotI hai vaha ! 78 mUka pATI bAlaTI vaha abAdhita Upara AI-bhU para kUpa kA bandhana dUra huA machalI kA sunaharI hai, sukha-jharI haiM dhUpa kA vandana ! dvAra

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. ..: . ." pUrA huA vaha sukha kA | dhUpa kI AbhA se bhAvita ho rUpa kA nandana vn| dhUla kA samUha vaha sindUra huA mukha kA machalI kI A~kheM aba daur3atI haiM sIdhI upAzrama kI ora'! dinakara ne apanI aMganA ko dina-bhara ke lie bhejA hai upAzcama kI sevA meM, .aura vaha ..... ... :: ...... Azrama ke aMga-aMga ko prAMgaNa ko cUmatI-sI sevAnirata-dhUpa"! sthUla haiM rUpavatI rUpa-rAzi hai vaha para pakar3a meM nahIM aatii| para-chuvana se pare haiM vaha prabhAkara ko chor3a kara prabhu ke anurUpa hI sUkSma sparza se rItA rUpa huA hai kisakA ? dhUpa kA mAnanA hogA yaha pariNAma-bhAva upAzrama kI chA~va kA hai aura mUka mATI :: 79

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* machalI kI mUla kA bhaMjana"" cUra huA duHkha kaa| eka dRzya darzita hotA hai upAzrama ke prAMgaNa meM: * gurutama bhAjana hai, jisake mukha para vastra ba~dhA hai sApha-sutharA khAdI kA doharA kiyA huA aura usI ora bar3hatA hai kumbhakAra bAlaTI le hAtha meN| bar3I sAvadhAnI se dhAra bA~dha kara jala chAnatA hai vaha dhIre-dhIre jala chanatA hai, itane meM hI zilpI kI dRSTi thor3I-sI phisala jAtI hai anyatra / uchalane ko macalatI-sI yaha machalI bAlaTI meM se uchalatI hai aura jA kara giratI hai mATI ke pAvana caraNoM meM"! phira phUTa-phUTa kara rotI hai usakI A~kheM saMvedanA se bhara jAtI haiM HT :: mUka mATI

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aura vedanA se ghira AtI haiM eka sAtha tatkAla ve apUryatA kI pyAsI hai prabhu kI dAsI-sI varIyamI lanI haiM.. ... . jina A~khoM se chUTa-chUTa kara mATI ke caraNoM ko dhotI haiM vaha jjalI-ujalI azru kI bUMdeM...! jina bUMdoM ne kSIra-sAgara kI pAvanatA mUlataH harI hai pIra-sAgara kI sAvaNatA cUlataH jharI hai| yahA~ para isa yuga ko yaha lekhanI pUchatI hai kyA isa samaya mAnavatA pUrNata: marI hai? kyA yahA~ para dAnavatA A ubharI hai? laga rahA hai ki mAnavatA se dAnavattA kahIM calI gaI hai? aura phira pRka mATI :: 81

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bhI mA. mahAvatA meM dAnavajAhI palI thI kaba vaha? 'vasudhaiva kuTumbakam' isa vyaktitva kA darzanasvAda - mahasUsa ina A~khoM ko sulabha nahIM rahA aba'''! yadi vaha sulabha bhI hai to bhArata meM nahIM, mahA-bhArata meM dekho! bhArata meM darzana svAratha kA hotA hai| hA~-hA~! itanA avazya parivartana huA hai 'vasudhaiva kuTumbakam' isakA AdhunikIkaraNa huA hai 'vasu' yAnI dhana-dravya 'dhA' yAnI dhAraNa karanA Aja dhana hI kuTumba bana gayA hai dhana hI mukuTa bana gayA hai jIvana kA ! aba machalI kahatI haiM mATI ko"kucha tuma bhI kaho, mA~: kucha aura khola do isI viSaya ko, mA~!" so machannI kI prArthanA para mATI kucha sAra ke rUpa meM kahatI hai, ki "suno beTA! yahI kaliyuga kI sahI pahacAna haiM 12 :: mUka mArI

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jise 'kharA' bhI akharA hai sadA aura satayuga tU use mAna burA bhI 'bUrA' - sA lagA hai sadA / " kali kAla samAna haiM adaya-nilaya rahA ati krUra hotA hai aura sat kalikA latA samAna hai atizaya sadaya rahA haiM punaH bIca meM hI nivedana hai. salI ki viSaya gahana hotA jA rahA hai jarA sarala karo nA! so mA~ kahatI hai "samajhane kA prayAsa karo, satayuga ho yA kaliyuga bAharI nahIM bhItarI ghaTanA hai vaha sat kI khoja meM lagI dRSTi hI sata-yuga haiM, beTA! aura asat - viSayoM meM DUbI A-pAda-kaNTha sat ko asat mAnanevAlI dRSTi svayaM kaliyuga hai, beTA ! beTA ! mUka pATI : 13

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mRdu-pUra hotA hai| kali kI A~khoM meM bhrAnti kA tAmasa hI maharAtA hai sadA aura sata kI A~khoM meM zAnti kA mAnasa hI laharAtA haiM sadA / eka kI dRSTi vyaSTi kI ora bhAga rahI hai, eka kI dRSTi samaSTi kI ora jAga rahI hai, eka kI sRSTi calA-capalA hai eka kI sRSTi kalA-acalA hai eka kA jIvana mRtaka-sA lagatA hai kAntimukta zaba hai, eka kA jIvana amRta-sA lagatA hai kAntiyukta ziva hai| zava meM Aga lagAnA hogA, aura ziva meM rAga jagAnA hogaa| samajhI bAta, beTA!" SA:: mUka mATI

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"nAsamajha thI, samajhI bAta, mA~ ! ulajhI thI, aba sulajhI, mA~! aba pIne ko jala-tattva kI apekSA nahIM; aba jIna ko bala-sattva kI apekSA nahIM TUTA-phUTA phaTA huA yaha jIvana jur3a jAya basa, kisI taraha zAzvata sat se, __ "sAtatya citta se bejor3a bana jAya, basa: aba sIne ko sUI-sUtra kI apekSA nhiiN| jala meM janama lekara bhI jalatI rahI yaha machalI jala se, jalacara jantuoM se jar3a meM zItalatA kahA~ mA~? canda paloM meM ina caraNoM meM jo pAI ! malayAcala kA candana aura caitIhAriNI cA~da kI camakatI cA~danI bhI citta se calI gaI uchalI-sI kahIM merI sparzA para aaj| haSAM kI varSA kI hai terI zItalatA ne| mA~ ! zIta-latA ho tuma ! sAkSAt zivAyanI ! mUka mArTI :::

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terI goda meM hI aura bodha milegA, mA~ ! terI goda meM hI phira zodha calegA, mA~ ! agaNita guNoM ke ogha kA! __ aura suno, mA~! vyAdhi se itanI bhIti nahIM ise ....jitanI, Adhi. se hai........:::. aura Adhi se itanI bhIti nahIM ise jitanI upAdhi se| ise upadhi kI AvazyakatA hai upAdhi kI nahIM, mA~! ise samadhI - samAdhi mile, basa! avadhi - pramAdI nhiiN| upadhi yAnI upakaraNa- upakAraka hai nA! upAdhi yAnI parigraha - apakAraka hai nA!" aura machalI kahatI hai, "isalie mujhe sallekhanA do, mA~! bodhi ke bIja, so ullekhanA do, mA~! mujhe dekhanA do samAdhi ko basa dekha sakU~!" isa para muskAna letI huI mATI kahatI hai ki 86 :: eka mATI

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"sallekhanA, yAnI kAya aura kaSAya ko kRza karanA hotA hai, beTA! kAyA ko kRza karane se kaSAya kA dama ghuTatA hai, "ghuTanA hI caahie| aura, kAyA ko miTAnA nahIM, miTatI-kAyA meM milatI-mAyA meM mlAna-mukhI aura mudita-mukhI nahIM honA hI ... sahI sallekhanA hai, anyathA Atama kA dhana luTatA hai, beTA! vAtAnukUlatA ho yA na ho bAtAnukulatA ho yA na ho sukha yA duHkha ke lAbha meM bhI bhalA chapA huA rahatA hai, dekhane se dikhatA hai samatA kI A~khoM se, lAbha zabda hI svayaM viloma rUpa se kaha rahA hai lAbha bha"lA anta-anta meM yahI kahanA hai beTA! ki apane jIvana-kAla meM chalI machaliyoM-sI chalI nahIM bananA viSayoM kI laharoM meM bhUla kara bhI mata cattI bnnaa| mUka mAdI :: 87

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.... aura suno, beTA mAsUma machalI rahanA, yahI samAdhi kI janI hai|' aura mATI saketa karatI hai zilpI ko....... . ki "isa bhavyAtmA ko kUpa meM pahuMcA do surakSA ke sAtha avilamba ! anyathA isa kA avasAna hogA, doSa ke bhAgI tuma banoge asahanIya duHkha jisakA phaladAna hogA !" jala chana gayA hai aura jalIya jantu zeSa bace haiM vastra meM unheM aura machalI ko bAlaTI meM zuddha jala DAla kara kUpa meM surakSita pahu~cAtA hai zilpI, pUrNa sAvadhAna ho kara / kUpa meM eka bAra aura 'dayA-visuddho dhammo' dhvani gUMjatI hai aura dhvani se dhvani. pratidhvani nikalatI huI dIvAroM se TakarAtI-TakarAtI Upara A upAzrama meM lIna DUbatI"sI ! 88 :: mUka pATI

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rakhaNDa : do zabda so bodha nahIM bodha so zodha nahIM 11 00000000 NVO 10:00 UND

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lo, aba zilpI mAtrAnukUla milAtA hai chanA nirmala jl| nUtana prANa phUMka rahA hai mATI ke jIvana meM karuNAmaya kaNa-kaNa meM, alagAva se lagAva kI ora ekIkaraNa kA AvirbhAva aura phUla rahI hai maattii| jalatatva kA svabhAva thAvaha bahAva isa samaya anubhava kara rahA hai ThaharAva kaa| mATI ke prANoM meM jA pAnI ne vahA~ nava-prANa pAye haiM, jJAnI ke padoM meM jA ajJAnI ne jahA~ nava-jJAna pAyA hai| asthira ko sthiratA milI acira ko ciratA milI naya-nUtana parivartana'''! mUka mATI :: 9

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wa tana meM cetana kA cirantana nartana hai yaha vaha kauna-sI A~kheM haiM kisa kI, kahA~, kyA haiM? jinheM saMbhava hai isa nartana kA darzana yaha? - atha zIta - kAla kI bAta hai avazya hI isameM 90: mUka bhATI * vikRti kA hAtha hai per3a-paudhoM kI DAla-DAla para pAta-pAta para kampana ke paricaya se paricita saba ke gAta haiM para anukampA se bharA ura kisakA haiM ? kauna haiM vaha, kahA~ ? himapAta hai aura isI kI hA~ meM hA~ milAtA prakRti ke sAtha malina manA, kalila tanA bAta karatA vAta hai / kala-komala kAyAlI latA - latikAe~ ye, zizira chuvana se pIlI par3atI-sI I pUrI jala jAta hai|

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- ""- 2..":-:"::"------ - --. . ' ' ' usa kI kRpA kaba hotI hai? vasudhA para varIyasI anukampA kI barasAta hai| gIta-kAla meM kaba the dIkSita bhI zikSita kaba the prazikSita bhI, phira bhI abhyAsI-sama nartana karate saba ke dA~ta haiN| dina meM sikur3ana ho AI hai prabhAkara kI prakharatA bhI iratI bikharatI-sI lagatI hai aura Upara ho kara bhI nabha meM ... ... .. ... ... .. .. pAkara lanAmAza hai! . : .. jahA~ kahIM bhI dekhA mahi meM mahimA hima kI mahakI, aura Aja! dhanI aliguNa-hanI zani kI khanI-sI bhaya-mada agha kI janI duguNI ho AI sata hai| Akhira akhara rahA hai yaha zizira sabako para! para kyA? eka vizeSa bAta hai, ki zilpI kI baha sahaja rUpa se kaTatI-sI rAta hai ! eka patalI-sI sUtI-cAdara bhara -. -'. mUka mATI ::

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. .. ... ... ..usaka aMga para hai ! aura vaha payAMpta hai use, zIta kA vikalpa samApta hai| phira bhI, lokopacAra vaza kacha kahatI hai mATI zilpI se vAhara prAMgaNa se hI"kAyA to kAyA hai jar3a kI chAyA-mAyA hai / lagatI hai jAyA-sI. so. kama-se-kama eka kaMbala to.. kAyA para le lo nA ! tAki aura cupa ho jAtI hai mATI turanta hI phira zilpI se kucha sunatI hai baha ''kama balavAle hI kaMbalavAle hote haiM aura kAma ke dAsa hote haiN| hama balavAle haiM rAma ke dAsa hote haiM aura rAma ke pAsa sote haiN| kaMbala kA saMbala Avazyaka nahIM hameM sastI sUtI cAdara kA hI Adara karate hama ! dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki 92 :: mUka pATI

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garama caramavAle hI zIta-dharama se bhaya-bhIta hote haiM aura nIta-karama se viparIta hote haiN| merI prakRti zIta-zIlA hai aura Rtu kI prakRti bhI zIta-jhIlA hai donoM meM sAmya hai tabhI to abAdhita yaha cala rahI apanI mIta-lIlA hai| svabhAva se hI prema hai hamArA aura svabhAva meM hI kSema hai hmaaraa| puruSa prakRti se yadi dUra hogA nizcita hI vaha vikRti kA pUra hogA puruSa kA prakRti meM ramanA hI mokSa hai, sAra hai| aura anyatra ramanA hI bhramanA hai moha hai, saMsAra hai! aura suno| zamI-santoM se eka mUka mATI :: 5.

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suno, sahI suno! manoyoga se ! akAya meM rata ho jA ! kAya aura kAyaratA ye donoM sUtra milA hai hameM kikevala vaha bAharI udyama hInatA hI nahIM, varan mana ke gulAma mAnava kI jo kAmavRtti hai tAmasatA kAya-ratA hai vahI sahI mAyane meM bhItarI kAyaratA hai! anta kAla kI goda meM vilIna hoM AgAmI ananta kAla ke lie! 94. mUka pATI phUla daloM-sI pUrI phUlI mATI hai mATI kA yaha phUlana hI cikanAhaTa snehila bhAva kA Adima rUpa-mUlana hai| aura rUkhApana kA, dveSila-bhAva kA abhAva rUpa unmUlana hai| yaha jo gati AI hai mATI meM mATI ne jo kiyA

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jala-pAna kA pariNAma haiM, parantu jala-dhAraNa kI kSamatA kaba ubharegI isameM? jaba mATI meM cikanAhaTa kI pragati ho aura anala kA pAna karegI yaha / mATI kI cikanAhara kA / apanI cUlikA taka pahuMcAne zilpI kA AnA ho rahA hai| prabhAta kI pAvana velA meM mATI ke harSa kA pAra nahIM aura vahIM para par3A-par3A isa dRzya kA darzana karatA eka kA~TA nizA ke A~cala meM se jhA~kattA cakita cora-sA! mAdI khodane ke avasara para kudAlI kI mAra khA kara jisakA sara adha-phaTA hai jisakA kara adha-kaTA hai dubalI patalI-sI kamara - kaTi thI usakI, vahIM aba aura kaTI hai, jidhara kI TA~ga TUTI hai udhara kI hI A~kha phUTI hai, aura capalA javalA umara para bhI bhUkaM mArI :: 9:

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asara par3A hai mAra kA lagabhaga vaha bhI ghaTI hai| kahIM taka kaheM kAMTe kI kaiMTIlI kAyA dikhatI aba aTapaTI-sI haiN| isameM sandeha nahIM haiM prAyaH prANa usake kaNTa-gata haiM zvAsa kA vizvAsa nahIM aba, phira bhI AsamAna kA AdhAra Asa haiM nA! tana kA bala vaha kaNa-sA rahatA hai aura mana kA bala vaha mana-sA rahatA haiM vaha eka akATya niyama hai| hA~ ! yahI yahA~ para ghaTa rahA hai kaMTaka kA tana so pUrNataH jvara se ghirA hai phira bhI miTa nahIM rahA vaha, jo rahA hai, aura usakA mana madhura jvAra saM bharA rasa pI rahA vaha, isa para kisakA citta yaha cakita nahIM hogA ? isa vismaya kA kAraNa bhI suno ! mana ko chala kA saMbala milA haiMsvabhAva se hI mana caMcala hotA hai, tathApi !!! :: pRka mAdI

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isa mana kA chala nizcala haiM mana mAyA kI khAna hai nA ! badalA lenA ThAna liyA hai zilpI se isne| zilpI ko zalya-pIr3A da kara hI isa mana ko caina milaMgI vaise mana vaira-bhAva kA nidhAna hotA hI hai| mana kI chAMva meM hI mAna panapatA hai mana kA mAdhA namatA nahIM na-mana' ho, tava kahIM namana ho 'samaNa' ko isalie mana yahI kahatA hai sadA-. nama na! nama na:: nama na!!! bAdala-dala pighala jAe, kisI bhA~ti! kA~Te kA badale kA bhAva badala jAe isI Azaya se mATI kucha kahatI haiM use "badale kA bhAva yaha dala-dala hai. ki jisameM bar3e-bar3e baila hI kyA, cala-zAlI gaja-dala taka burI taraha phaMsa jAle haiM aura gala-kapola taka pUrI taraha dhaMsa jAte haiN| gRka pATA .

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badale kA bhAva vaha anala hai jalAtA hai tana ko bhI, cetana ko bhI bhavoM-bhavoM taka! . bahale kA bhAva baha rAha ......... : . :. : . : ...... jisake sudIrgha vikarAla gAla meM choTA-sA kavala bana cetanarUpa bhAsvata bhAna bhI apane astitva ko kho detA hai aura suno: bAlI se badalA lenA ThAna liyA thA dazAnana ne phira kyA milA phala? tana kA bala mathita huA mana kA bala vyathita huA aura yaza kA bala patita huA yahI huA nA ! trAhi mAM! trAhi mAM:! trAhi mAM!!! yU~ cillAtA huA rAkSasa kI dhvani meM ro par3A tabhI usakA nAma rAvaNa pdd'aa|" "hA~! hA~! basa! basa! / adhika upadeza se virAma ho, mA~! mAtra dRSTi meM mata nAma ho, mA~: guNavattA kAma kI ora bhI kucha AyAma ho aba! 98 :: mRka mATI

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... yahA~ AkramaNa ho rahA hai ::.. vahIM nikaTa meM eka gulAba kA paudhA khar3A hai surabhi se mhktaa| aura dhvani gUMjatI hai sateja zUla-daloM kI ora se ki isa bAta ko hama svIkArate haiM dUsaroM kI pIr3A-zalya meM hama nimitta avazya haiM isI kAraNa se hama zUla haiN| tathApi sadA hameM zUla ke rUpa meM hI dekhanA bar3I bhUla hai, kabhI kabhI zUla bhI adhika komala hote haiM ___phUla se bhI aura kabhI kabhI phUla bhI adhika kaThora hote haiM "zUla se bhii| mRdu-mAMsala gAloM se hameM chU letI hai phUlI puSpAvalI vaha isa kaThina cubhana se isa mudatA kI kalI-kalI khila uThatI hai mUka mATI :: #

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eka apUrva sukha-zAnti saMvadita hI khelatI hai usameM / phira tuma hI batAo hama zUla kahA~ rahe? be phUla kahA~ rahe? usa vAsanA kI krIr3A ne hama para AkramaNa kiyA hai, hamArI upAsanA ko bar3I pIr3A pahu~cAI hai phira bhI kyA vaha phUla zUla nahIM hai ? lagatA hai, ki dRSTi meM kahIM dhUla par3I hai! hameM apane zIla-svabhAva se cyuta karane kA prayAsa karatI haiM lalita-latAe~ ye.. hamase A lipaTatI haiM khulakara AliMgita hotI haiM tathApi hama zUloM kI zIla-chavi vilita-vicalita nA hotI, nokadAra hamAre mukha para A kara apane rAga-parAga DAlatI haiM tathApi rAgI nahIM banA pAtI hameM hama para dAga nahIM lagA pAtI vaha / AzAtIta isa nAsA taka apanI surabhi-sugandha [19 :: gRka pATI

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preSita karatI rahatI para, para kyA isa nAsA meM vaha kahA~ Asa jagA pAtI? vismita locana vAnI sasmita adharoM vAlI vaha ina locanoM taka kucha mAdakatA, kucha svAdakatA sarapaTa sarakAtI rahatI haiM hAva-bhAva-bhaMgoM meM nAca nAcatI rahatI haiM hamAre sammukha sadA salIla! prAyaH yahI dekhA gayA hai lalAma cAma vAle ghAma-cAla vAle hote haiM bAhara se kucha vimala-komala roma vAle hote haiM aura bhItara se kucha samala-kaThora kauma vAle hote haiN| loka-khyAti to yahI hai kAmadeva kA Abudha phUla hotA hai aura mahAdeva kA Ayudha shuul| eka meM parAga hai saghana rAga hai jisa kA phala saMsAra milatA hai mUka pATI :; 101

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eka meM virAga hai anagha tyAga hai jisakA phala pAra milatA hai| eka auroM kA dama letA hai badale meM mada bhara detA hai, eka auroM meM dama bhara detA haiM tatkAla phira nirmada kara detA hai / 102 : mUka mATI dama sukha haiM, sukha kA srota bhada duHkha hai, sukha kI mauta ! tathApi yaha kaisI viDambanA hai, ki saba ke mukha se phUloM kI hI prazaMsA kI jAtI hai, aura zUloM kI hiMsA kI jAtI haiM yaha kyA satya para AkramaNa nahIM hai? pazcimI sabhyatA AkramaNa kI niSedhikA nahIM hai apitu ! AkramaNa - zItA garIyasI haiM jisakI A~khoM meM vinAza kI lIlA vibhISikA ghUratI rahatI hai sadA sadoditA aura mahAmanA jisa ora abhiniSkramaNa kara gaye

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saba kucha taja kara, bana gaye nagna, apane meM magna bana gaye usI ora''. unhIM kI anukramaNikA-nirdezikA bhAratIya saMskRti hai sukha-zAnti kI pravezikA hai yh| .. . chUta kI ardhA hotI hai .......... ... ... ...... ::: isalie phUloM kI carcA hotI haiN| phUla arcanA kI sAmagrI avazya haiM Iza ke caraNoM meM samarpita hote vaha phUloM ko chUte nahIM bhagavAna zUla-dhArI hokara bhii| kAma ko jalAyA hai prabhu ne tabhI to" zaraNa-hIna hue phUla zaraNa kI Asa le prabhu-caraNoM meM Ate vaha; aura suno ! prabhu kA pAvana samparka pA kara phUloM se viloma pariNamana zUloM meM huA hai kahA~ se yahA~ taka aura yahA~ se kahA~ taka? kaba se aba taka aura aba se kaba taka? mRka mATI :: 103

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Adi, Adi sUkSmAti-sUkSma sthAna evaM samaya kI sUcanA sUcita hotI rahatI hai sahaja hI zUloM meN| anyathA, dizA-sUcaka yantroM aura samaya-sUcaka yantroM-ghar3iyoM meM kA~Te kA astitva kyoM ? isa bAta ko bhI hameM nahIM bhUlanA hai ghana-ghamaNDa se bhare hue uddaNDoM kI uddaNDatA dUra karane daNDa-saMhitA kI vyavasthA hotI haiM, aura zAstA kI zAsana-zayyA phUlavatI nahIM zUla-zIlA ho, anyathA, rAjasattA vaha rAjasatA ko sanI-rAjadhAnI banegI vaha! isIlie to aisI zilpI kI mati-pariNati meM parivartana - gati vAMchita hai sahI dizA kI ora aura kSata-vikSata kaoNTA vaha punaH kahatA haikama-se-kama zilpI 14 :: mUka mATI

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isa bhUla ke lie zUla se kSamA yAcanA to kare, mA~ !" aba mATI kA sambodhana hotA hai : "are suno ! kumbhakAra kA svabhAva - zIla tumheM kahA~ jJAta haiM ? jo apAra aparampAra kSamA-sAgara ke usa pAra ko pA cukA hai kSamA kI mUrti kSamA kA avatAra hai|" itane meM hI ko pArina ko bhI mAnalI.. .. . anukampA pIyUSabharI vANI nikalI zilpI ke mukha se, jisameM dhIra-gambhIratA kA puTa bhI hai . "khammAmi, khamaMtu meMkSamA karatA hU~ sabako, kSamA cAhatA hU~ sabase sabase sadA-sahaja basa maitrI rahe merI ! vaira kisase kyoM aura kaba karU~ ? yahA~ koI bhI to nahIM hai saMsAra-bhara meM merA vairI !" mUka mATI :: 105

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i vinayopajIvI usa puTa nekoTi-puTI abhraka-sA tana- vitAna ko pAra kara kA~Te kI sanAtana cetanA ko prabhAvita kiyaa| M 106 :: pUka mATI uttuMga U~cAiyoM taka uThanevAlA UrdhvamukhI bhI IMdhana kI vikalatA ke kAraNa ulaTA utaratA huA ati udAsIna anala- sama krodha-bhAva kA zamana ho rahA hai| pala pratipala pApa-nidhi kA pratinidhi banA pratizodha - bhAva kA vamana ho rahA hai| pala pratipala - - puNya-nidhi kA pratinidhi banA huA air- bhAva kA Agamana ho rahA hai, aura anubhUti kA pratinidhi banA huA zodha-bhAva ko namana ho rahA hai sahaja anAyAsa ! yahA~ !! prakRta ko hI aura spaSTa prakAzita karatI-sI yaha lekhanI bhI udyamazIlA hotI hai, ki bodha ke siMcana binA zabdoM ke paudhe ye kabhI lahalahAte nahIM, yaha bhI satya hai, ki zabdoM ke paudhoM para sugandha makaranda-bhare

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bodha ke phUla kabhI mahakate nahIM, phira ! saMbaMdha- svAdya phaloM ke dala dolAyita kahA~ aura kaba hoMge...?" lo suno, manoyoga se ! lekhanI sunAtI hai, ki bodha kA phUla jaba DhalatA - badalatA, jisameM vaha pakva phala hI to zodha kahalAtA hai I bodha meM AkulatA palatI hai zodha meM nirAkulatA phalatI hai, phUla se nahIM, phala se tRpti kA anubhava hotA hai, phUla kA rakSaNa ho aura phala kA bhakSaNa ho; hA~! hA~ !! phUla meM bhale hI gandha ho para, rasa kahA~ usameM ! phala to rasa se bharA hotA hI hai, sAtha hI surabhi se surabhita bhI" / kSata-vikSata zUla kA dila hila uThA, dila kA kAThinya gala uThA zilpI ke isa zilpana se azrutapUrva jalpana se / sUka mATI : 1617

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pazcAtApa ke sAtha kaMTaka kahatA hai / 'ahita meM hita aura hita meM ahita ...... . . .. bhihita-sAlamA isa, :: mUla-gamya nahIM huaa| cUla-ramya nahIM lagA ise bar3I bhUla bana par3I isse| pratikUla pada bar3ha gaye vaha pIche bahuta dUra anukUla patha raha gayA gandha ko gandA kahA canda ko andhA kahA pIyUSa viSa lagA ise bhUla kSamya ho svAmin ! eka ise acchA mantra do, pariNAmasvarUpa AmUla jIvana isakA prazama-pUrNa zamya ho phira, kramazaH jIvana meM vaha bhI samaya AyezaraNAgatoM ke lie abhaya-pUrNa zaraNya ho parama namdha ho yaha bhii|" isa para zilpI kahatA hai, ki "mantra na hI acchA hotA hai na hI burA acchA, burA to apanA mana hotA hai 108:: mUka mArI

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sthira mana hI vaha mahAmantra hotA hai aura .... ...... asthira bana ........:. : . pApatantra svacchanda hotA hai, eka sukha kA sopAna hai eka duHkha kA 'so' pAna hai|" punaH zUla jijJAsA vyakta karatA hai "moha kyA balA hai aura mokSa kyA kalA haiM ? inakI lakSaNA mile, vyAkhyA nahIM, lakSaNA se hI dakSiNA milatI hai| lambI, gagana cUmatI vyAkhyA se mUla kA mUlya kama hotA hai sahI mUlyAMkana guma hotA hai| mAtrAnukUla bhale hI dugdha meM jala milA lo dugdha kA mAdhurya kama hotA hai avazya ! jala kA cAturya jama jAtA hai rasanA para / " kaMTaka kI jijJAsA samAdhAna pAtI hai zilpI ke sambodhana se"apane ko chor3a kara para-padArtha se prabhAvita honA hI moha kA pariNAma hai aura sabako chor3a kara apane Apa meM bhAvita honA hI mUka mATI :: 109

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mokSa kA dhAma hai|" yaha suna kara turanta ! dhanya ho ! dhanya ho ! kaha uThA kaMTaka punaH / Aja isane sahI sAhitya-chA~va meM apane Apako pAyA hai jhila-mila jhila-mila muktA-motI-sI lagatI haiM Apake mukha se nikalatI zabda-paMktiyA~ ye lakSaNA kA upayoga-prayoga vilakSaNa hai yaha, bahutoM se sunA, para bahuta kama sunane ko milA yh| aura vyaMjanA bhI ApakI niraMjanA-sI lagatI hai vividha vyaMjana vismRta hote haiN| yadi suvidhA ho, bar3I kRpA hogI, udAra bana kara abhidhA kI vidhA bhI sudhArU~sunAo" to "sunU~ svAmin ! 'sAhitya' isa zabda para ho to phira kahanA hI kyA, sarvottama hogA sama-sAmayika !" zilpI ke zilpaka-sA~ce meM sAhitya zabda DhalatA-sA ! .. sUjha pATI

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"hita se jo yukta - samanvita hotA hai vaha sahita mAnA haiM aura sahita kA bhAva hI sAhitya bAnA hai, artha yaha huA ki.: ..... jisake aMvalAMkana se " sukha kA samubhava - sampAdana ho sahI sAhitya vahI hai anyathA, surabhi se virahita puSya-sama sukha kA rAhitya hai vaha sAra-zUnya zabda-jhuNDa" ise, yU~ bhI kahA jA sakatA hai ki zAnti kA zvAsa letA sArthaka jIvana hI srajaka hai zAzvata sAhitya kaa| isa sAhitya ko A~kheM bhI pada sakatI haiM kAna bhI suna sakate haiM isakI sevA hAtha bhI kara sakate haiM yaha sAhitya jIvanta hai naa|" isa bAra'"to"kA~TA kAntA-samAgama se bhI kaI guNA adhika Ananda anubhava karatA hai phaTA mAtha hokara bhI mUka mATI :: 111

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- - ! sAhitya kA mandhana karatA manmatha-mathaka banA vaha usakA mAthA'! mAnisaTalA ... bhora-vibhora ho eka TA~ga vAlA, para nartana meM tatpara hai kA~TA ! manda-manda ha~satA-ha~satA usakA haMsA ehasAsa karAtA hai zilpI ko ki -- - - sadA-sadiyoM se haMsA to jItA hai doSoM se rItA ho, parantu sabakI vaha kAyA pIr3A pahu~cAtI hai sabako isIlie lagatA haiM, anta meM isa kAyA kA dAha-saMskAra hotA ho| he kAyA ! jala-jala kara agni se, kaI bAra rAkha, khAka ho kara bhI abhI bhI jalAtI rahatI hai Atama ko bAra-bAra janama le-le kara ! - -- - - idhara, yaha lekhanI bhI kaha uThI prAsaMgika sAhitya-viSaya para, ki lekhanI ke dhanI lekhaka se aura pravacana-kalA-kuzala se bhI - -- - 112 :: muka pATo

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1: kaI guNA adhika sAhityika rasa ko AtmasAt karatA hai zraddhA se abhibhUta zrotA vaha / pravacana-zravaNa-kalA-kuzala hai; haMsa - rAjahaMsa sadRza zrIjIviSeka zItavA yaha samucita hai ki rasoiyA kI rasanA rasadAra rasoI kA 4 rasAsvAdana kama kara pAtI hai| kyoMki, pravacana - kAla meM pravacanakAra, lekhana - kAla meM lekhaka vaha donoM lauTa jAte haiM atIta meM I usa samaya pratIti meM na hI rasa rahatA hai na hI nIrasatA kI bAta, kevala korA TakarAva rahatA hai lagAva rahita atIta se, basa ! Kou zilpI kA Agamana ho rahA hai| mATI kI ora ! phulI mATI ko rauMdanA hai rauMda - rauMda kara use loMdA banAnA hai rauMdana kriyA bhI baha mUkamATI : 113

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snigdhatA kI adhikatA mATI meM aura lAnA hai nA ! goMda banAnA hai use pagaliyoM se hI sambhava hai yaha kAraNa ki kartavya ke kSetra meM kara prAyaH kAyara banatA hai aura . kara mA~gatA hai kara vaha bhI khula kara ! itanA hI nahIM, mAnavattA se ghira jAtA hai mAnavatA se gira jAtA hai| isase viparIta-zIla hai pAMva kA parizrama kA kAyala banA yaha pUrA kA pUrA, parizrama kara prAyaH ghAyala banatA hai aura paoNva natA se mitatA hai pAvanatA se khilatA hai| lo ! yakAyaka yaha kyA ghaTane ko! zvAsa kA sUraja vaha astAcala kI ora sarakatA-sA zilpI kA dAhinA pada cetanA se rahita ho rahA hai khUna kA bahAva thA jisameM usa pada meM aba khUna kA amAva ho rahA hai| [14 :: mUka mATI

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... aura dUsasa pada kucha padoM ko kahatA hai pada-pada para prArthanA karatA hai prabhu se ki padAdhinAvI nAkAra, para para pada-pAta na karUM, utpAta na karUM, kabhI bhI kisI jIvana ko pada-dalita nahIM karUM, he prabho ! he prabho ! aura yaha kaise sambhava ho sakatA hai ? zAnti kI sattA-satI mA~-mATI ke mAthe para, pada-nikSepa ! kSema-kuzala kSetra para pralaya kI barasAta hai yh| prema-vatsala zaila para adaya kA pavipAta hai yh| sukha-zAnti se dUra nahIM karanA hai isa yuga ko aura duHkha-klAnti se cUra nahIM karanA hai| mATI meM utAvalI kI lahara daur3a AtI haiM sthiti AvatI kI bhI jahara chor3a jAtI hai muka mAdI :: // 5

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yahA~ se aba Age usa ghaTanA kA ghaTaka vaha kisa rUpa meM ubhara AegA sAmane aura usa rUpa meM AyA huA ubhAra baha kaba taka TikegA ? usakA pariNAma kimAtmaka hogA ? yaha saba bhaviSya kI goda meM haiM parantu, bhavana-bhUta-bhaviSyat-vettA bhagavada-bodha meM barAbara bhAsvata hai| mATI kI vaha mati mandamukhI ho mauna meM samAtI hai, mlAna banA zilpI kA mana bhI namana karatA hai mauna ko, padoM ko AjJA dene meM pUrNataH asamartha rahA aura mana ke saMketa pAe binA bhalA, mukha bhI kyA kahe ? isa para rasanA kaha uTI ki 'anucita saMketa kI anucarI rasanA hI baha rasAtala kI rAha rahIM haiM" bAnI ! jo jIva apanI jIbha jItatA hai duHkha rItatA hai usI kA sukha maya jIvana bItatA hai ciraMjIva banatA vahIM 16 :: mUka mATI

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aura usI kI banatI vacanAvalI sva-para-duHkha-nivAriNI saMjIvanI baTI calanA, anucita calanA ... ... . ...:.:.::. :: .. :: .. dubAM - ye tIna bAteM haiN| prasaMga cala rahA hai kucalane kA kucalI jAegI mA~ mATI'! phira bhalA kyA kahU~, kyoM kahU~ kisa vidhi kahU~ padoM ko ? aura, gambhIra hotI hai rsnaa| mahakatI isa dargandha ko zilpI kI nAsA ne bhI apanA bhojana banA liyA tabhI "to" mATI ko kucalane anumati preSita nahIM karatI vaha isa ghRNita kArya kI nindA hI karatI hai, aura thor3I-sI apane ko maror3atI, phUlatI-sI nAsA padoM kA pUrA samarthana karatI hai ki padoM kA isa kArya se virAma lenA nyAyocita haiM aura padocita bhI ! bAla-bhAnu kI bhA~ti vizAla-bhAla kI svarNAbhA ko mUka mATI :: 7

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kundita-bhaMgita hotI dekha zilpI kI donoM A~kheM apanI jyoti ko 118: mUkamATI I bahuta dUra bhItara bhejatI haiM aura dvAra banda kara letI haiM isase yahI phalita huA ki isa avasara para A~khoM kA anupasthita rahanA hI honahAra anartha kA asamarthana haiM / ye A~kheM bhI bahuta dUradarzinI haiN| thor3e meM yU~ kahU~ zilpI ke aMga-aMga aura upAMga uttamAMga taka usI patha ke pathika bane haiM jisa patha ke pathika pada bane haiM I mATI aura zilpI donoM nihAra rahe haiM use unake bIca meM mauna jo khar3A hai mauna se kauna vo bar3A hai ? mauna kI maunatA gauNa karAtA ho aura mauna gunagunAtA hai use jo sune, vahIM bar3A hai mauna se I bola kI kAyA vaha avadhi se racI haiM nA Dhola kI mAyA vaha paridhi se bacI hai nA ! parantu suno !

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pola kI chAyA kI avadhi sImA kahA~ ? vaha saba nidhiyoM kI nidhi hai bodha kI jAyA-sI sadiyoM se zuci hai nA ! mATI kI aura mauna mur3atA hai pahale moma samAna . mauna galalA-pighalatA hai aura muskAna vAlA mukha khulatA haiM uskaa| mRdu - mIThe modaka-sama samatAmaya zabda-samRha nikalatA hai usake mukha se : "o mA~ mATI ! zilpI ke viSaya meM terI bhI. .: AsthA asthira-sI laga rahI hai| yaha bAta nizcita hai ki jo khisakatI-sarakatI hai saritA kahalAtI hai so asthAI hotI hai| aura sAgara nahIM sarakatA so sthAI hotA hai parantu, saritA sarakatI sAgara kI ora hI nA ! anyathA, na saritA rahe, na sAgara ! yaha sarakana hI saritA kI samiti hai, mUka mATI :: 119

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yaha nirakhana hI saritA kI pramiti hai, basa yahI to AsthA kahalAtI hai| AsthA chaTapaTAtI rahatI hai| jaba taka use caraNa nahIM milate calane ko, AsthA ke binA AcaraNa meM Ananda AtA nahIM, A sakatA nhiiN| phira, AsthAvAlI sakriyatA hI niSThA kahalAtI hai, yaha bhI bAta jJAta rahe ! nigUr3ha niSThA se nikalI nizigandhA kI nirI mahaka-sI bAharI-bhItarI vAtAvaraNa ko surabhita karatI jo vahI niSTA kI phalavatI pratiSThA prANapratiSThA kahalAtI hai, jana-jana bhavijana ke mana ko sahalAtI - suhAtI haiN| dhIre-dhIre pratiSThA kA pAtra phailAva pAtA jAtA hai parAkASThA kI ora jaba pratiSThA bahatI - vahatI sthira ho jAtI hai jahA~ bahI to samIcInA saMsthA kahalAtI hai| yU~ krama-krama se 'krama' bar3hAtI huI sahI ArathA hI vaha niSTA-pratiSTAoM meM se hotI huI saccidAnanda saMsthA kI 12} :: mUka mATI

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sadA-sadA ke lie kraya-vikraya se mukta anya avasthA etI hai mAM.. aura mauna apane meM DUbatA hai / "are mauna ! suna le jarA korI AsthA kI bAta mata kara tU AsthA se bAta kara le jarA !" yU~ mATI kI AsthA ne mauna kI, jo sammukha khar3A nIMva kI sRSTi vaha puNyApuNya se racI isa dharma-dRSTi meM nahIM lalakArA hai I "maiM pApa se mauna hU~ tU AsthA se mauna, pApa ke atirikta sabase rikta hai tU ! A~khoM kI pakar3a meM AzA A sakatI hai parantu AsthA kA darzana AsthA se hI saMbhava hai na A~khoM se, na AzA se / apitu AsthA kI dharma-dRSTi meM hI utara kara A sakatI hai|" vAhara AI AsthA mATI kI vaha gaharI mati meM lauTatI huI mur3a kara mauna ko nihAratI -sI ghor3I lAla bhI ho AI usakI A~kheM ! mUkamATI 121

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mauna ko DarAtI huI turanta usakI lAla A~khoM para zilpI kI nIlI A~kheM nIlimA chir3akAtI pala-bhara ! zilpI ne tana ke pakSa ko vipakSa ke rUpa meM dekha, dUsare pakSa cetana ko saceta kiyA, yaha kaha kara "tana, mana, vacana ye bAra-bAra bahu bAra mile haiM, aura prApta sthiti pUrI kara taraladAra ho pighale haiM, moha-mUr3hatAvaza inheM hama gale lagAyeM parantu kheda hai, puruSa ke sAtha raha kara bhI puruSa kA sAtha nahIM dete the| prakRti ne puruSa ko Aja taka kucha bhI nahIM diyA yadi diyA bhI hai to rasa-bhAga nahIM, khokhA diyA hai korA dhokhA diyA hai| dhokhA diyA : dhokhA hI sahI yU~ bAra-bAra kaha, use bhI puruSa ne A~khoM ke jala se dho, khA diyA aura Aja bhI 122 :: mUka mArI

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pAmara puruSa maukA dekha rahA hai kucha apUrva pAne kA prakRti se !" cetana aba zilpI ko apanA Azava batAtA hai : "vetana vAle vatana kI ora kama dhyAna de pAte haiM aura cetana vAle tana kI ora kava dhyAna de pAte haiM ? isIlie to rAjA kA maraNa vaha raNa meM huA karatA hai| prajA kA rakSaNa karate hue, aura mahArAja kA maraNa vaha dhana meM huA karatA hai ... . dhvajA kA rakSaNa karate hue jisa dhvajA kI chA~va meM sArI dharatI jIvita hai sAnanda sukhamaya zvAsa svIkAratI huI !" prakRti kI AkRti meM turanta hI vikRti udita ho AI suna kara apanI kada AlocanA aura lohitA kSubhitA ho AI usakI lohamayI locanI / mUka mATI :: 123

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prakhara kiraNAvalI phUTatIM jinase jisa Aloka se usakA lalATa-tala Alokita huA, jisa para kucha paMktiyA~ likhita haiM : "prakRti nahIM, pApa-puMja puruSa hai, prakRti kI saMskRti-paramparA para se parAbhUta nahIM huI, apitu apanepana meM tatparA hai|" puruSa ko puruSArtha ke rUpa meM kucha upadeza aura ! "apane se viparIta panoM kA pUra para ko kadApi mata pakar3I sahA-sahA paravA lasa, ha. puruSa !: ....... ... ... ... . ... kisIvidha mana meM mata pApa rakho, para, kho use pala-bhara parakho pApa ko bhI phira jo bhI nirNIta ho, ho apanA, lo, apanAlo use ! phira sUkSmAti-sUkSma doSa kI pakar3a, jJAna kA padArtha kI ora dulaka jAnA hI parama-Arta pIr3A hai, aura jJAna meM padArthoM kA jhalaka AnA hI - paramArtha krIr3A hai 124 :: mUka mATI

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: eka dInatA ke bheSa meM hai hAra se lajjita hai, eka svAdhInatA ke deza meM hai sAra se sajjita haiN| purupa kI piTAI prakRti ne kI, ..... prakArAnnara se cena ...... : :: usakI capeTa meM aayaa| guNI ke Upara coTa karane pr| guNoM para prabhAva par3anA hI hai "AghAta mUla para ho druma sUkha jAtA hai, do mUla meM salila'"to. pUraNa phUlatA hai|' so ! zilpI kA cetana saceta ho sva-para kartavya para prakAza DAlatA-sA ! puruSa kA prakRti para nahIM, cetana para cetana kA karaNa para nahIM, antaHkaraNa-mana para mana kA tana para nahIM, karaNa-gaNa para aura karaNa-gaNa kA para para nahIM, tana para niyantraNa-zAsana ho sdaa| kintu tana zAsita hI ho kisI kA bhI vaha zAsaka-niyantA na ho, bhAgya hone se / bhUka mATI :: 125

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aura sarve-sarvA zAsaka ho puruSa guNoM kA samUha guNI, saMvedaka bhoktA hone se ! vetana kI kriyAvatI zakti jo binA vetanamAlI hai sakriya hotI hai cetana kI isa sthiti ko anumati preSita karatI zilpI ke adharoM para smiti ubhara AtI hai| upayoga kA antaraMga hI raMgIna DhaMga bo yogoM meM raMga lAtA hai zilpI ke aMga-aMga cAlaka se cAtita yantra-sama saMcAlita hote haiM aura sarva-prathama zilpI kA dAhinA caraNa maMgalAcaraNa karatA hai zanaiH zanaiH Upara uTatA huA phira mATI ke mAthe para utaratA hai| candramA kI cA~danI ko tarasatI caturI cakabI sama, zilpana-caraNa kA svAgata karatI mATI apanA mAyA Upara uTAtI huii| uparina nIce kI ora nicalI Upara kI ora 126 :: muka mATo

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jhaTa-paTa jhaTa-paTa ulaTI-palaTI jAtI mATI ! zilpI ke padoM ne anubhava kiyA asaMbhava ko saMbhava kiyA-sama lagA, lagA yaha mRdutA kA parasa pAra para parakha rahA hai parama-puruSa ko kahIM jo parasa kI pakar3a se pare haiM yahA~ para makhamala mArdava kA mAna bhiTA-sAH lAya... ... . . .. .. :: .. ::: Amna-maMjula-maMjarI komalatama koMpaloM kI pasRNatA bhUla cukI apanI asmitA yahA~ para, apane upahAsa ko sahana nahIM karatI lajjA kI bUMghaTa meM chupI jA rahI hai, aura kucha-kucha kopavatI ho AI hai, anyathA usakI bAharI-patalI tvacA halakI raktaraMjitA lAla kyoM hai ? moma kI mAM bhATI kI mRdutA cupa raha na sakI gupa rahasa raha na sakA bola par3I vaha"cAho, suno, sunAtI hU~ kucha sunane-sunAne kI bAteM : mUka mATI :: 127

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.... usa sa . . . .: ..:.:::. :: .. kisa taraha atizaya batA dU~ paricaya-patA dU~ tumheM ! jina A~khoM meM kAjala-kAlI karuNAI vaha chalaka AI hai, kucha sikhA rahI haicetana kI tuma pahacAna karo"! jina adharoM meM prAMjala lAlI aruNAI vaha jhalaka AI hai, kucha dilA rahI hai.. samatA kA nita anupAna karo, jina gAloM meM mAMsala bAlI taruNAI vaha Dhulaka AI hai, kucha batA rahI haisamucita bala kA balidAna karo! jina bAloM meM ali-guNa hariNI kuTilAI yaha bhaNaka AI hai kucha sunA rahIM hai 128 :: mUka mATI

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: :: :: . ... kAyA kA mata sammAna karo! jina caraNoM meM ...: maTara AlI : :: caraNAI vaha pulaka AI hai gunagunA rahI haipUrA cala kara vizrAma kro| aura suno ! ora-chora kahA~ usa sattA kI ? tIra-taTa kahA~ gurumantA kA ? jo kucha hai prastuta hai apAra rAzi kI eka kaNikA bindu kI jalAMjali sindhu ko baha bhI sindhu meM raha kara hii|" yU~ kahatI-kahatI muditA mATI kI mRdutA mauna kA ghUghaTa mukha para letI : 'pUrA cala kara vizrAma karo !' isa paMkti ne zilpI ke cetana ko saceta kiyA aura mana ko matha DAlA pUrI sphUti AI tana meM jo zidhila-zlaca ho AyA thaa| pUka pATI :: 129

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rauMdana-kriyA aura gati pakar3atI hai mATI kI gaharAI meM DUbate haiM zilpI ke pada AjAnu ! puruSa kI puSTa piTariyoM se lipaTatI huI prakRti, mATI sugandha kI pyAsI banI candana taru-lipaTI nAgina-sI" lipaTana kI isa kriyA se mahAsattA mATI kI bAhaoM se phUTa rahA hai vIra rasa aura pUcha rahA haiM zilpI se vaha ki "kyoM smaraNa kiyA gayA hai ise kyoM bAhara bulAyA gayA hai ? vIroM se stuta hai yaha vIra rasa prastuta hai, sadiyoM se vIrya pradAna kiyA haiM, 'yuga ko isane ! lo ! pI lo pyAlA bhara-bhara kara vijaya kI kAmanA pUrNa ho tumhArI yuga-vIra bano ! mahAvIra bano ! akSata-vIrya bano tuma !" aba zilpI kA vIrya vIlatA hai 'vIra rasa se, ki "tuma naze meM bola rahe ho ! isa viSaya meM hamArA vizvAsa dRr3hatara bana cukA hai, ki 13 :: muka mATI

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vIra rasa se tIra kA milanA kabhI saMbhava nahIM haiM aura vIra rasa se pIra kA miTanA trikAla asaMbhava ! Aga kA yoga pAtA hai zItala jala bhI vaha zanaiH zanaiH / jalatA-jalatA, ubalatA bhale hI kintu suno ! dhadhakatI jAna ko bhI niyAtratA : : : :: .. .: bujhA sakatA hai use| parantu, dhIra-rasa ke sevana karane se turanta mAnava-khUna khuba ubalane lagatA hai kAbU meM AtA nahIM vaha dUsaroM ko zAnta karanA to dUra, zAnta mAhaula bhI khaulane lagatA hai jvaalaamukhii-sm| aura isake sevana se udreka-uddaNDatA kA atireka jIvana meM udita hotA hai, para para adhikAra calAne kI bhUkha isI kA pariNAma hai| vavUla kI ha~Ta kI bhA~ti mAna kA mUla kar3A hotA hai mUka mAhI :: 11

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aura khar3A hotA hai para ko nakAratA para ke mUlya ko apane padoM dabAtA hai, mAna ko dhakkA lagate hI bhIra rasa pitA :: .. ... ....:: ApA bhUla kara Aga babUtA ho purANa-puruSoM kI paramparA ko ThukarAtA hai| manu kI nIti mAnava ko milI thI kyA usakA vismaraNa huA yA maraNa ? pahalA pada bahI homAna kA manana jo, agalA pada sahI ho mAna kA hanana ho, vaha bhI AmUla ! bhUla na ho !" vIra rasa kI anupayogitA aura usake anAdara ko dekha kara mATI kI mahAsattA ke adharoM se phUTatA-phisalatA huA hAsya-rasa ne eka ThahAkA mArA zilpI kI ora : "vIra rasa kA apanA itihAsa hai vIroM ko usakA ahasAsa hai, para usake upahAsa kA sAhasa mata karo tuma ! jo vIra nahIM haiM, avIra haiM una para kyA, unakI tasvIra para bhI abIra chiTakAyA nahIM jAtA ! hA~, yaha bAta nirAlI hai jAte samaya arthI para sulA kara bhale hI chiTakAyA jAtA ho" 132 :: mUka mATI

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.. .. : unake itihAsa para na ronA banatA hai, na haMsanA !" yU~ kahate-kahate hAsya rasa ne eka kahAvata kaha DAlI kahakahAhaTa ke sAtha'AdhA bhojana kIjiye duguNA pAnI piiv| tiguNA zrama caTaguNI ha~sI varSa savA sau jIva !' prasannatA Asanna bhavya kI AlI hai prasannatA eka Azraya, divya DAlI hai jisa para guNoM ke padoM phaloM ke lataH .. . sadA-sadA dolAyita hote haiN| "ore ha~siyA ! ha~sa-ha~sa kara bahasa mata kara hAsya rasa kI kImata itanI mata kara ! tere abhimata para hama sammata nahIM haiM, ha~sI kI bAta hama svIkAra nahIM sakate satya-tathya kI bhA~ti kisI kImata para !" zilpI ne yU~ phira se kahA"kheda-bhAva ke vinAza hetu hAsya kA rAga Avazyaka bhale hI ho kintu veda-bhAva ke vikAsa hetu hAsya kA tyAga anivArya haiM hAsya bhI kaSAya hai nA ! ha~sana-zIlavAlA prAyaH utAvalA hotA hai| kAryAkArya kA viveka mUka mArI :: 158

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gambhIratA dhIratA kahA~ usameM ? bAlaka-sama bAvalA hotA hai vaha tabhI to! sthita-prajJa ha~sate kahA~ ? moha-mAyA ke jAla meM Atma-vijJa phaMsate kahA~ ?" apanI dAla nahIM galatI, lakha kara apanI cAla nahIM calatI, parakha kara hAsya ne apanI karavaTa badala lii| aura sAthI kA smaraNa kiyA, jo mahAsattA mATI ke bhItara, bahuta dUra satatarasAtala upalata.. ... ... . . . . . .:..:. :: :: .. .. .. ... ...... karAla-kAlA raudra rasa jaga jAtA hai jvalanazIlavAlA hRdaya-zundha adaya-mUlyavAlA, ghaTita ghaTanA vidita haI use citta zubhita huA usakA pitta kupita huA usakA bhRkuTiyA~ Ter3hI-sI tana gaI A~kha kI putaliyA~ to lAla-lAla tejAbI bana giiN| dekhate-dekhate gubbArA-sI phar3aphar3AtI lambI nAsA phUlatI gaI uskii| agara bAtI ko agarabAtI kA yoga nahIM milatA'"to. 134 :: mRka pATI

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:: vAta dUsarI thI adhUrI thI, magara bAta pUrI huI, bhItara barAbara bArUda bharA huA thA hI phira kyA pUchanA ! nAka meM se bAhara kI ora saMghana dhUma-mizrita koSako lA ... :: lapalapAtI lAlI bahane lagI aba vaha nAka khataranAka lagane lgii| isI se lagatA hai, ki kopa kI koSikA nAka hI hai 'nAka meM dama kara rakhA hai| sabakA manA bhI sandeha nahIM ismeN| 'sato guNa ke sattva kI iti kA yahA~ avabhAsana huA rAjasI - tAmasI kI ati kA yahA~ aba bhASaNa huA' "adhika paricaya mata do-" nirbhIka ho zilpI ne kahA raudra se soma kI saumya mudrA meM : "rudratA vikRti hai vikAra samiTa-zIlA hotI hai, bhadratA prakRti kA hai prakAra amiTa-lIlA hotI hai| aura suno ! yaha sUkti sunI nahIM kyA ? 'Amada kama kharcA jyAdA lakSaNa hai miTa jAne kA kUbata kama gassA jyAdA lakSaNa hai piTa jAne kA' mRka pATo :: 135

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basa, isI bIca kucha ulaTI sthiti ubharatI hai zilpI kI mati bigar3atI haiM bhItara se bAhara, bAhara se bhItara eka sAtha, sAta-sAta hAtha ke sAta-sAta hAthI A-jA sakate itanA bar3A guphA-sama mahAsattA kA mahAbhayAnaka mukha khulA hai jisakI dAda-jabAr3a meM siMdUrI A~khoMvAlA bAhara bAra-bAra ghUra rahA hai bhaya jisake mukha se adha-nikalI lohita rasanA laTaka rahI hai aura ... ... ... ..bisa ya hI hai lAra lAla-lAla lahU kI bUMdeM-sI agama-atala pAtAla-sama ___"usa mukha meM dRSTi phisalatI-phisalatI lupta huI merI pada phisalate-phisalate Tika gaye "tIra para mere aura prANa nikalate-nikalate ruka gaye pIra para mere| A~khoM meM cakkara A gayA usane mujhe dekhA "kucha dhuMdhalA-sA dikhA mujhe bhI vaha bhaya ! hA~ bhaya !! mahAbhaya !!! ..... 16 :: mUka mATI

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... yU~ ! cirar cira cillAtI bacAo bacAo bacAo ! isakI rakSA karo, kyA nahIM ? batAo svAmin !" aura zilpI kI chAtI se cipakatI bhIti se kaiMpatI huI zilpI kI mti| turanta, mati ke sira para phiratA hai abhaya kA hAtha zilpI kA brama inAnA paryApta .................. halakI-sI cetanA AtI hai mati kI palakoM meM aura halakI-sI capalatA AtI hai lalATa-tala para par3I mati kI alakoM meN| eka ora abhaya khar3A hai eka ora bhaya ar3A hai aura bIca meM bhayAbhayavAlI ubhayavatI "khar3I haiM mati dekho kisa ora jhukatI so bhaya kI caMgula meM jA pha~satI hai yA" abhaya ke maMgala meM A basatI hai| kucha hI kSaNa vyatIta hue ki abhayA banatI hai matti mUka mATI :: 187

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puruSa kA prabhAva par3A isa para "prabhUta / prakRti kA prabhAva Apa daba gayA abhuut| lo ! raNa ko pITha dikhA rahA hai vIra ko avIra ke rUpa meM raudra ko rugNa-pIr3ita ke rUpa meM aura bhaya ko bhayabhIta ke rUpa meM pAyA / isa adbhuta ghaTanA se / vismaya ko bahuta vismaya ho aayaa| usake vizAla bhAla meM Upara kI ora uTatI huI laharadAra vismaya kI rekhAe~ ubharI, kucha paloM taka vismaya kI palakeM apalaka raha gaI! usakI vANI mUka ho AI aura bhUkha manda ho aaii| vismaya kI yaha sthiti dekha kara zrRMgAra-mukha kA pAnI bhI lagabhaga sUkhane ko hai aura viSaya-rasikoM kI sarasa kathA mayUkha andha ho AI ! [38 :: muka mATI

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andho diyoM kare prakAza kI gandha kaba milegI bhagavan yU~ dIrgha zvAsa letA zilpI / phira sambodhana ke ubharate svara "jo arasa kA rasika rahA hai use rasa meM se rasa Aye kahA~ ? jo aparasa kA parasa karatA hai parasa kA parasa kyA vaha cAhegA ? aura surabhi durabhi se jo dUra rahA hai usakI nAsA vaha kisa saurabha kI upAsanA karegI ? dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki tana milatA hai tana-dhArI ko surUpa yA kurUpa, surUpa vAlA rUpa meM aura nikhAra kurupa vAlA rUpa meM sudhAra lAne kA prayAsa karatA hai AbharaNa- AbhUSaNoM zrRMgAroM se / parantu jise rUpa kI pyAsa nahIM hai, arUpa kI Asa lagI ho use kyA prayojana jar3a zRMgAroM se ! rasa- rasAyana kI yaha lalaka aura cakhana para - parAyana kI yaha parakha aura lakhana kaba se cala rahI hai yaha upAsanA vAsanA kI ? > mUka mATI : 139

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yaha cetanA merI jAyA cAhatI hai, darza meM badalAhaTa, kAma nahIM aba, "rAma mile ! kitanI tapana hai yaha / . .. ..... ... .:. : ... ..... : vAhara aura bhItara jvAlAmukhI havAe~ ye ! jala-sI gaI merI kAyA cAhatI hai sparza meM badalAhaTa. ghAma nahIM aba, 'dhAma mile ! ina dinoM bhItarI AyAma bhI bahuta kucha Age bar3hA hai, manoja kA oja vaha kama to huA hai tattva kA manana-mathana vahuta huA, cala bhI rahA hai| aba mana thakatA-sA lagatA hai tana rukatA-sA lagatA hai aba jhAga nahIM, ""pAga mile ! mAnatA hU~, isa kalikA meM sambhAvanAe~ agaNita haiM kintu, yaha kalikA kalI ke rUpa meM kaba taka rahegI ? 14ft :: muka mArI

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isakI bhItarI saMdhi se sugandhi kaba phUTegI vaha ? utta ghara ke dazA meM bAdhaka hai yaha gUMghaTa aba ! rAga nahIM, parAga mile :* lo, aura milatA hai zRMgAra ko zilpI se sambodhana rUpa dhana"hai bhaMgAra ! svIkAra karo yA mata karo yaha tathya hai ki, prati prANI sukha kA pyAsA hai paranta, rAgI kA lakSya-bindu artha rahA hai aura tyAgI-virAgI kA paramArtha / yaha sUkSma abhedya bheda-rekhA bAharI AdAna-pradAna para AdhArita nahIM hai, bhItarI ghaTanA hai svAzrita apane upAdAna kI dena ! sahI alaMkAra, sahI zRMgAra bhItara jhA~ko, A~ko use he zRMgAra !" zRMgAra kI komalatA ko pUchatA yaha : "kisalaya ye kisalie kisa laya meM gIta gAte haiM : kisa valaya meM se A kisa valaya meM krIta jAte haiM ? aura anta-anta meM zvAsa inake mUka mATI :: HI

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kisa laya meM rIta jAte haiN| kisalaya ye kisalie kisa laya meM gIta gAte haiM...?" artha aura paramArtha kI sUkSmatA kucha aura ujAle meM lAI jAtI hai : "antima bhAga, bAla kA bhAra bhI jisa tulA meM tulatA hai vaha koyale kI tulA nahIM sAdhAraNa-sI, sone kI tulA kahalAtI hai asAdhAraNa ! sonA to tulatA hai so"atulanIya nahIM hai aura tule kamo limahI : . so atulanIya rahI hai aura paramArtha tulatA nahIM kabhI "artha kI tulA meM artha ko tulA banAnA arthazAstra kA artha hI nahIM jAnanA hai aura sabhI anarthoM ke garta meM yuga ko DhakelanA hai| arthazAstrI ko yaha artha kyA jJAta hai ?" isa prasaMga meM 'svara' kA smaraNa taka nahIM ho sakA yUM dabe-mukha se nikale zrRMgAra ke kucha svara ! svara ko bhAsvara Izvara kI upamA milI hai| "Izvara ne bhI svara ko apanAyA 142 :: mUka mArTI

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svara ke binA svAgata kisavidha sambhava hai.... zAzvata bhAsvata sukha kA ! svara saMgIta kA prANa hai saMgIta sukha kI rIr3ha haiM aura sukha pAnA hI sabakA dhyeya isa viSaya meM sandeha ko geha kahA~ ? niHsandeha kaha sakate haiMvideha bananA ho to svara kI deha ko svIkAratA denI hogI he dehina ! he zilpin !" isa para sAfa-sAfa kahatA hai zilpI kA sAfa-sutharA sAphA jo khAdI kA haipuruSa aura prakRti ke saMgharSa se khara-nazvara prakRti se ubharate haiM svara ! para, parama puruSa se nhiiN| duHsvara ho yA susvara sAre svara nazvara haiN| bhale hI avinazvara hoM Izvara paramezvara ye parantu, unake svara to nazvara hI haiM ! zravaNa-sukha so. svara meM nihita kyoM na ho, kucha sImA taka-prAthamika dazA meM avinazvara sukha kA bAhya sAdhana svara rahA ho mUka mATI : 143

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tathApi, svara na hI dhyeya haiM, na upAdeya svara na hI ameya hai, na sudhA peya sAdhaka yaha jAna le bhalI-bhA~ti !" cintana kI mudrA meM DUbatA hai zilpI"o zravaNA! kitanI bAra zravaNa kiyA svara kA o manoramA ! kitanI bAra smaraNa kiyA svara kA kaba se cala rahA hai saMgIta - gIta yaha ? kitanA kAla atIta meM vyatIta huA, patA ho, batA do'''! bhItarI bhAga bhIge nahIM abhI taka donoM bahare aMga rahe kahA~ hue hare bhare? he nIrAga hare ! aba bola nahIM, mAhaula mile ! saMgIta ko sukha kI rIr3ha kaha kara svayaM kI prazaMsA mata karo sahI saMgIta kI hiMsA mata karo re zRMgAra ! saMgIta use maiM mAnatA hU~ jo saMgAtIta hotA hai aura prIti use maiM mAnatA hU~ II :: mUka pATo

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jo aMgAtIta hotI hai merA saMgI saMgIta hai sapta-svaroM se atIta ''! zrRMgAra ke aMga-aMga ye khaMga-utAra zIlavAle haiM yuga chalatA jA rahA hai aura zrRMgAra ke raMga-raMga ye aMgAra-zIlavAle haiM, yuga jalatA jA rahA hai, isa apAya kA nivAraka upAya "milA ise Aja . ............... apUrva peya ke rupa meM ! tana kA kheda Tala kara cUra hotA hai pala meM mana kA bheda dhula kara dUra hotA hai pala meM isakA pAna karane se| merA saMgI saMgIta hai samarasa nAraMgI-zIta hai| kisI vaya meM ba~dha karake raha sakU~ ! rahA nahIM jAtA hai aura kisI laya meM sadha karake kaha sakU~ ! kahA nahIM jAtA hai| merA saMgI saMgIta haiM mukta naMgI rIta hai| mUka mATI :: 145

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agara sAgara kI ora dRSTi jAtI haiM, guru-gArava-sA kalpa-kAla vAlA lagatA hai sAgara; agara lahara kI ora ki jAtI hai. . : . . . . . . . . . . .:. atpa-kAla bAlA lagatA hai saagr|| eka hI vastu aneka bhaMgoM meM bhaMgAyita hai aneka raMgoM meM raMgAyita hai, taraMgAyita ! merA saMgI saMgIta hai sapta-bhaMgI rIta hai| sukha ke bindu se Uba gayA thA yaha duHkha ke sindhu meM DUba gayA thA yaha, kabhI hAra se sammAna huA isakA, kabhI hAra se apamAna huA iskaa| kahIM kucha milane kA lobha milA ise, kahIM kucha miTane kA kSobha milA ise, kahIM sagA milA, kahIM dagA, bhaTakatA rahA abhAgA yaha ! parantu Aja, yaha saba vaiSamya miTa-se gaye haiM jaba se"milA"yaha 146 :: mUka mATI

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merA saMgI saMgIta hai svastha jaMgI jIta hai|" svara kI nazvaratA aura sArahInatA suna kara zRMgAra ke bahAva meM bahane vAlI nAsA bahane lagI prakRti kii| kucha gAr3hA, kucha patalA kucha harA, pIlA milAmala nikalA, dekhate hI ho ghRNA ! jisa para makSikAe~ jo rAga kI jAnakAe~ haiM . .. .. ... ... ... lipA kI rasikAe~ haiM .. bhinabhinAne lagIM so" aisA lagatA hai ki bIbhatsa rasa ne bhI zRMgAra ko nakArA hai cunA nahIM use ! anyathA sabakI nAsikA se anunAsika nakArAtmaka hI varNa kyoM nikalatA hai ? uparila-adhara para cipakatA huA nicale adhara para bhI utaratA AyA vaha mala ! aura zRMgAra kI rasanA ne usakA svAda liyA "bar3I hI cAva se mUka mATI :: 147

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jise dekha kara zRMgAra kI ajJatA para saba rasoM kI mUla-nikA srotasvinI prakRti mA~ kupita ho AI zRMgAra ke gAloM para do-cAra cATeM diye, bAla-lAla ke mAla ye pravAla-sama lAla ho aayeN| suta ko prasUta kara vizva ke sammukha prastuta karane mAtra se mA~ kA satItva vaha vizruta - sArthaka nahIM hotA pratyuta, suta-santAna kI susupta zakti ko saceta aura zata-pratizata sazaktasAkAra karanA hotA hai, sata-saMskAroM se| santoM se yahI zruti sunI hai| santAna kI avanati meM nigraha kA hAtha uThatA hai mA~ kA aura santAna kI unnati meM anugraha kA mAtha uThatA hai mA~ kA aura yahIM huAprakRti mAM kI A~khoM meM rotI huI karuNA, bindu-bindu karake dRga-bindu ke rUpa meM 148 :: mUka mATI

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karuNA kaha rahI hai kaNa-kaNa se kucha : ''paraspara kalaha huA tuma logoM meM bahuta huA, vaha galata huaa| miTAne-miTane ko kyoM tule ho itane sayAne ho ! juTe ho pralaya karAne viSa se dhule ho tuma ! isa ghaTanA se burI taraha mA~ ghAyala ho cukI hai jIvana ko mata raNa banAo prakRti mA~ kA vraNa sukhAo ! sadaya bano / adava para dayA karo .... ......... abhaya bno| sabhaya para kiyA karo abhaya kI amRta-maya vRSTi sadA sadA sadAzaya dRSTi / re jiyA, samaSTi jiyA karo ! jIvana ko mata raNa banAo prakRti mA~ kA RNa cukAo ! apanA hI na aMkana ho para kA bhI mUlyAMkana ho, para, isa bAta para bhI dhyAna rahe para kI kabhI na vAMchana ho para para kabhI na lAMchana ho / jIvana ko mata raNa banAo prakRti mA~ kA na mana dukhAo ! mRka mATI :- 149

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jIvana-jagat kyA? Azaya samajho, AzA jIto !" AzA hI ko pAzA samajho!" phira, gambhIra ho kucha aura kahatI mA~ karuNA "mere rone se yadi tumhArA mukha khilatA ho sukha milatA ho tumheM lo ! maiM ro rahI hU~ aura ro sakatI hU~ aura mere hone se yadi tumhArA dila dhuk - dhuk karatA ho hilatA ho, ghabarAhaTa se dukhatA ho lo isa hone ko khonA cAhU~gI cirakAla taka sonA cAhU~gI, prArthanA karatI hU~ prabhu se, ki zIghrAtizIghra 150 sUka pATI merA honA miTa jAya merA astittva azeSa rUpa se zUnya meM mila jAya, basa !" isa para prabhu pharmAti haiM ki hone kA miTanA sambhava nahIM hai, beTA ! honA hI saMgharSa - samara kA mIta haiM honA hI harSa kA amara gIta hai| maiM kSamA cAhatI hU~ tumase tumhArI kAmanA pUrI nahIM ho sakI he bhoktA - puruSa !

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isase isa lekhanI kA galA bhI bhara AtA hai, mA~ kA samarthana karatA huA - "kabhI kisI dazA para isakI A~khoM meM, karuNAI chalaka AtI aura kabhI kisI dazA para isakI A~khoM meM aruNAI jhalaka AtI hai kyA karU~ ? vizva kI vicitratA para roU~ "kyA ""ha~sU~"? bilakhatI isa lekhanI ko vizva lakhatA to hai ise bharasaka parakhatA bhI hai Izvara para vizvAsa bhI rakhatA hai aura parantu, usa pAvana patha para Izvara kA isa para gaharA asara bhI haiM para itanI hI kasara hai ki vaha asara sara taka hI rahA hai, anyathA sara ke bala para kyoM cala rahA hai, Aja kA mAnava ? isake caraNa acala ho cuke haiM mA~ ! Adima brahmA Adima tIrthaMkara AdinAtha se pradarzita patha kA Aja abhAva nahIM hai mA~ ! mUkamATI 151

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dUva uga AI hai khUba ! varSA ke kAraNa nahIM, kara kaMvala kathanI meM karuNA rasa ghola dharmAmRta-varSA karane vAloM kI bhIr3a ke kAraNa ! Aja patha dikhAne vAloM ko patha dikha nahIM rahA hai, mA~ ! kAraNa vidita hI haijise patha dikhAyA jA rahA hai. vaha svayaM patha para calanA cAhatA nahIM, auroM ko calAnA cAhatA hai aura ina cAlAka cAlakoM kI saMkhyA anagina hai| kyA karU~ ? jo kucha ghaTa rahA hai likhatI hU~"use usakA rasa cakhatI hU~ phira "bilakhatI hU~ likhatI hU~"! lekhanI jo rhiiN|" zilpI ko stabdha dekha kara kyA karuNA kI pAlar3I bhI halakI par3I ? itanI bAla kI khAla lo mata nikAlokahatI-kahatI karuNA ro par3I ! 152 :: mUka pATo

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isa para zilpI kahatA haiM : "sanA karuNA kA svabhAva nahIM hai, binA roye karuNA kA prayoga bhI sambhava nhiiN| karuNA kA honA aura karuNA kA karanA ina donoM meM antara hai, tathApi itanI ati acchI nahIM lagatI ! isa bAta ko mAnatA hU~, ki binA khAda-DalI kheta kI apekSA khAda-ilI kheta kI vaha phasala lahalahAtI hai, parantu khAda meM bIja bone para to phasala jalatI - dehadahAtI hai| hA~, hA~ !! anupAta se khAda-jala de diyA kheta ko bIja bikhera diye kheta meM phira bhI bIja ke aMkarita nahIM hote mATI kA hAtha una para nahIM hone se| itanA hI nahIM, jina bIjoM para mATI kA bhAra-dayAva bahuta par3A ho ve bhI aMkarita ho nahIM A sakate bhU-para dama ghuTa jAtA hai unakA, bhItara hI bhiitr| mUka pATI :: [53

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karuNA heya nahIM hai. karuNA kI apanI upAdeyatA haiM apanI sImA phira bhI, karuNA kI sahI sthiti samajhanA hai| karuNA karane vAlA ahaM kA poSaka bhale hI na bane, parantu svayaM ko guru-ziSya avazya samajhatA hai aura jisa para karuNA kI jA rahI hai vaha svayaM ko zizu-ziSya avazya samajhatA hai| donoM kA mana dravIbhUta hotA hai ziSya zaraNa lekara guru zaraNa dekara kucha apUrva anubhava karate haiM para ise sahI sakha nahIM kaha sakate hm| duHkha miTane kA aura sukha milane kA dvAra khulA avazya, phira bhI ye donoM duHkha ko mUla jAte haiM isa ghar3I meM ! karuNA karane vAlA adhogAmI to nahIM hotA, kintu adhomukhI yAnI 154:: mUka mATI

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bahirmukhI avazya hotA hai| aura jisa para karuNA kI jA rahI hai, vaha adhomukhI"to nahIM, UrdhvamukhI avazya hotA hai| tathApi, UrdhvagAmI hone kA koI niyama nahIM hai| karuNA kI do sthitiyA~ hotI haiM- . eka viSaya lolupinI dUsarI viSaya-lopinI, dishaa-bodhinii| pahalI kI carcA yahA~ nahIM hai carcA-acAM dUsarI kI hai ! 'isa karuNA kA svAda kina zabdoM meM kahU~ ! .. . gara yakIna ho namakIna A~saoM kA svAda hai vaha !' isIlie karuNA rasa meM zAnta-rasa kA antarbhAva mAnanA bar3I bhUla hai| uchalatI huI upayoga kI pariNati vaha nahara kI bhA~ti ! aura ujalI-sI upayoga kI pariNati vaha zAnta rasa hai nadI kI bhA~ti : nahara kheta meM jAtI hai mUka pATI : 155

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dAha ko miTA kara sUkha pAtI hai, aura nadI sAgara ko jAtI hai rAha ko miTA kara sukha pAtI hai| isa viSaya ko aura ughAr3anA cAhU~gA dhUla meM par3ate hI jala vaha dala-dala meM badala jAtA hai hima kI DalI co dhUlI meM par3I bhI ho badalAhaTa sambhava nahIM usameM grahaNa-bhAva kA abhAva hai usmeN| aura jala ko anala kA yoga milate hI usakI zItalatA miTatI hai aura vaha jalatA hai, auroM ko jalAtA bhI ! parantu, hima kI DalI ko anala para rakhane para bhI usakI zItalatA miTatI nahIM hai aura vaha jalatI nahIM, na jalAtI auroM ko| lagabhaga yahI sthiti hai karuNA aura zAnta-rasa kii| karuNA tarala hai, bahatI hai para se prabhAvita hotI jhtt-sii| 156 :: mUka mATI

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zAnta-rasa kisI bahAva meM bahatA nahIM kabhI jamAnA palaTane para bhI jamA rahatA apane sthAna para / isase yaha bhI dhvani nikalatI hai ki karuNA meM vAtsalya kA mizraNa sambhava nahIM hai aura vAtsalya ko hama pola nahIM kaha sakate na hI kpol-klpit| mahAsattA mA~ ke . .. . :: .::o -gona para ... pulakita hotA hai yaha vAtsalya / karuNA-sama vAtsalya bhI dvaita-bhojI to hotA hai para, mamatA-sameta maujI hotA hai, isameM bAharI AdAna-pradAna kI pramukhatA rahatI hai, bhItarI upAdAna gauNa hotA hai yahI kAraNa hai, isameM advaita mauna hotA hai| saha-dharmI sama AcAra-vicAroM para hI isakA prayoga hotA hai isakI abhivyakti mRdu muskAna ke binA sambhava hI nahIM hai| vAtsalya rasa ke AsvAdana meM mUka mATI :: 157

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halakI-sI madhuratA phira kSaNa-bhaMguratA jhalakatI hai osa ke kaNoM se / na hI pyAsa bujhatI, na Asa bajhatA basa zvAsa kA dIyA vaha ! phira tuma hI batAo; . vAtsalya meM zAnta-rasa kA antarbhAva kaisA ? moM kI goda meM bAlaka ho mA~ use dUdha pilA rahI ho bAlaka dUdha pItA huA Upara mA~ kI ora nihAratA avazya, adharoM para, nayanoM meM aura kapola-bugala pr| kriyA-pratikriyA kI paristhiti pratiphalana kisa rUpa meM haiparIkSaNa calatA rahatA hai yadi karuNA yA kaThoratA nayanoM meM jhalakegI kucha gambhIra ho rudanatA kI ora mur3egA vaha, adharoM kI manda muskAna se / yadi kapola caMcala spandita hote hoM ThasakA legA vaha ! yahI eka kAraNa hai, ki prAyaH mA~ dUdha pilAte samayaapane aMcala meM bAlaka ke mukha ko chipA letI hai| 15 :: mUka mATo

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yAnI, zAnta rasa kA saMvedana vaha sAnanda- ekAnta meM hI hI aura taba ekAkI ho saMvedI vaha" ! ause rahita saravara ke antaraMga se apane raMgahIna yA raMgIna aMga kA saMgama honA hI saMgata hai zAnta - rasa kA yahI saMga hai "yahI aMga ! / karuNA-rasa jIvana kA prANa hai ghamaghama samIra-dharmI hai vAtsalya jIvana kA trANa hai dhavalima nIra-dharmI hai kintu, yaha dvaita - jagat kI bAta huI, zAnta rasa jIvana kA gAna hai madhurima kSIra-dharmI hai| karuNA rasa use mAnA hai, jo kaThinatama pASANa ko bhI moma banA detA hai, vAtsalya kA vaha bAnA hai jaghanatama nAdAna ko bhI sIma banA detA hai| kintu, yaha laukika camatkAra kI bAta huI / zAnta rasa kA kyA batAnA, mUkamATI 159

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saMyama-rata dhImAn ko hI 'om' banA detA hai| jahA~ taka zAnta-rasa kI bAta hai vaha AtmasAt karane kI hI hai kama zabdoM meM niSedha-mukha se kahU~ saba rasoM kA anta honA hIzAnta-rasa hai| yU~ gunagunAtA rahatA santoM kA bhI antaHprAnta brh| rasa-rAja, rasa-pAka zAnta-rasa kI upAdeyatA para bala detI huI pUrI hotI haiM idhara mATI kI rauMdana-kriyA bhii| aura parvata-zikhara kI bhA~ti dharatI meM gar3e lakar3I kI raoNDa para hAtha meM do hAtha kI lambI lakar3I le apane cakra ko ghumAtA hai shilpii| phira ghUmate cakra para loMdA rakhatA hai mATI kA loMdA bhI ghUmane lagatA haicakravat teja-gati se, ki mATI kucha kahatI hai zilpI ko, 10 :: mUka mArI

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'ma dhAt gati ke artha meM AtI hai, saM yAnI samIcIna sAra yAnI sarakanA" jo sambaka sarakatA hai vaha saMsAra kahalAtA hai| kAla svayaM cakra nahIM hai saMsAra-cakra kA cAlaka hotA hai vaha yahI kAraNa hai ki upacAra se kAla ko cakra kahate haiM isI kA yaha pariNAma hai ki cAra gatiyoM, caurAsI lAkha yoniyoM meM cakkara khAtI A rahI huuN| . .. . .. . . . . .lo. sAne annAna vApara aura rakha dI ise ! kaisA cakkara A rahA hai ghUma rahA hai mAthA isakA utAra do"ise"tAra do !' phira se uttara ke rUpa meM / mATI ko samajhAtI huI zilpI kI mudrA : "cakra aneka-vidha huA karate haiM saMsAra kA cakra vaha hai jo rAga-roSa Adi vaibhAvika adhyavasAna kA kAraNa hai; cakrI kA cakra vaha hai jo bhautika jIvana ke avasAna kA kAraNa haiM, parantu gaka pATI :: 161

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kulAla-cakra yaha, vaha sAna hai jisa para jIvana car3ha kara anupama pahaluoM se nikhara AtA hai, pAvana jIvana kI aba zAna kA kAraNa hai| hoM ! hA~ ! tumheM jo cakkara A rahA hai usakA kAraNa kulAla-cakra nahIM, varan tamhArI dRSTi kA aparAdha hai vaha / kyoMki paridhi kI ora dekhane se cetana kA patana hotA hai aura parama kendra kI ora dekhane se cetana kA jatana hotA hai| paridhi meM bhramaNa hotA hai jIvana yU~ hI gujara jAtA hai, kendra meM ramaNa hotA hai jIvana sukhI naz2ara AtA hai| aura suno, yaha eka sAdhAraNa-sI bAta hai ki cakkaradAra patha hI, Akhira gagana cUmatA agamya parvata-zikhara taka pathika ko pahu~cAtA hai bAdhA-bina vezaka !" aba, sahajarUpa se sarva-prathama saMkalpita hotA hai zilpI, 12 :: muka mArI

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usake upayoga meM AkRta hotA haiM kumbha kA AkAra / prAsaMgika prAkRta huA, jJAna jJeyAkAra huA, aura dhyAna dhyeyAkAra : - mana kA anukaraNa tana bhI karatA hai, kumbhakAra ke ubhaya kara kumbhAkAra hue, prAthamika chuvana huA mATI ke bhItara apUrva pulakana AtmIyatA kA atha sA lgaa| lo, raha-raha kara taraha-taraha kI mATI kI maMjula chaviyA~ ubhara ubhara kara Upara A rahIM, krama-krama se taraMga-krama se rahasya kI ghU~ghaTa meM nihita thIM...jo cira se ! rahasya kI ghU~ghaTa kA udghATana puruSArtha ke hAtha meM hai rahasya ko sU~ghane kI kar3I pyAsa use hI lagatI hai jo bhoktA saMvedanazIla hotA hai, yaha kAla kA kArya nahIM hai, jisake nikaTa pAsa karaNa yAnI kara nahIM hotA hai vaha paraM kA kucha na karatA, na karAtA / jisake pAsa caraNa cara nahIM hotA hai vaha svayaM na calatA pada bhara bhI - mUka pATI : 163

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na hI calAtA para ko| kAla niSkriya hai nA kraya-vikraya se pare hai vaha / ananta-kAla se kAla eka hI sthAna para AsIna hai para ke prati udAsIna"! tathApi isa bhAMti kAla kA upasthita rahanA yahA~ para pratyeka kArya ke lie anivArya hai; paraspara yaha nimitta-naimittika sambandha jo rahA ! mAna-ghamaNDa se achUtI mATI piNDa se piNDa chur3AtI huI kumbha ke rUpa meM DhalatI hai kumbhAkAra dharatI hai dhRti ke sAtha dharatI ke Upara uTha rahI hai| vaise, nirantara sAmAnya rUpa se vastu kI yAtrA calatI rahatI hai abAdhita apanI gati ke sAtha, phira bhI vizeSa rUpa se vikAsa ke krama taba uThate haiM jaba mati sAtha detI hai jo mAna se vimukha hotI hai, aura vinAza ke krama taba juTate haiM jaba rati sAtha detI hai jo mAna meM pramukha hotI hai utthAna-patana kA yahI Amakha hai| 164 :: mUka mATI

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dhRta se bharA ghaTa-sA bar3I sAvadhAnI se zilpI ne cakra para se kumbha ko utArA, dharatI para ! do-tIna dina kA avakAza milA so kumbha kA gIlApana miTa-sA gayA" so kumbha kA DhIlApana simaTa-sA gyaa| Aja zilpI ko bar3I prasannatA hai kumbha ko uThA liyA hai hAtha meM / eka hAtha meM soTa liyA haiM eka hAtha kI kumbha ko oTa dI hai aura kumbha kI khoTa para coTa kI hai| hAtha kI oTa kI ora dekhane se dayA kA darzana hotA hai, mAtra coTa kI ora dekhane se nirdayatA uphanatI - sI lagatI hai parantu, coTa khoTa para hai nA ! sAvadhAnI barata rahI hai; zilpI kI A~kheM palakatI nahIM haiM tabhI "to" isane kumbha ko sundara rUpa de ghoTa-ghoTa kiyA hai kumbha kA galA na ghoTa diyA ! D mUkamATI : 16.3 .:".

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kucha tattvodghATaka saMkhyAoM kA aMkana vicitra citroM kA citraNa aura kavitAoM kA sRjana huA hai kumbha para ! 66 aura 6 kI saMkhyAe~ jo kumbha ke karNa-sthAna para AbharaNa-sI lagatI aMkita haiM apane-apane paricaya de rahI haiN| yathA : EUREURx 2 66 x 3 - .7 166 : mUka mATI eka kSAra saMsAra kI dyotaka hai eka kSIra-sAra kii| eka se moha kA vistAra milatA hai, eka se mokSa kA dvAra khulatA hai 66 saMkhyA ko do Adi yoM meM guNita karane para bhale hI saMkhyA bar3hatI jAtI uttarottara, = parantu labdha-saMkhyA ko paraspara milAne se E kI saMkhyA hI zeSa raha jAtI hai 1 168, 9 + EUR + e = 16, 1+8 = 6 267, 2 18,18 - f 38.6, 3 18, 1 - e ff, xx isI bhA~ti guNana krama 6 kI saMkhyA taka le jAie aura EUR - 7 = = 6 kI saMkhyA ko do Adi saMkhyAoM se guNita karane para saMkhyA uttarottara bar3hatI huI bhI I = EUR

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paraspara milAne para jyoM kI tyoM E kI saMkhyA hI zeSa rahatI hai... yathA : t. x 2 = 18, 1 . 8 .. 6. Ex 3 = 27, 2 + 7 = 6 6 x 4 = 36, 3 + 6 = . isI bhA~ti guNana-krama kI saMkhyA taka le jAie aura AegI, rahegI, dikhegI kevala # yahI kAraNa hai ki 86 vaha vighana-mAyA chalanA hai, kSaya-svabhAva vAlI hai aura anAtma-tattva kI udyotinI hai; aura E kI saMkhyA yaha saghana chAyA haiM palanA hai, jIvana jisameM palatA hai akSaya-svabhAva vAlI hai ajara-amara avinAzI Atma-tattva kI udbodhinI hai vistareNa alam / saMsAra haF kA cakkara hai yaha kahAvata caritArtha hotI hai isIlie bhavika mumukSuoM kI dRSTi meM ff heya ho aura dhyeya ho E nava-jIvana kA srota ! pUka mATI :: 167

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kumbha ke kaNTha para eka saMkhyA aura oNkata hai, vaha hai 63 jo purANa -puruSoM kI samRti dilAtI haiM hameM 1 isakI yaha vizeSatA hai ki chaha ke mukha ko tIna dekha rahA hai aura tIna ko sammukha dikha rahA chaha ! eka-dUsare ke sukha-duHkha meM paraspara bhAga lenA sajjanatA kI pahacAna hai, aura auroM ke sukha ko dekha, jalanA auroM ke duHkha ko dekha, khilanA durjanatA kA sahI lakSaNa hai| jaba Adarza puruSoM kA vismaraNa hotA hai 63 kA viloma pariNamana hotA hai yAnI 36 kA Agamana hotA hai| tIna aura chaha ina donoM kI dizA eka-dUsare se viparIta hai| vicAroM kI vikRti hI AcAroM kI prakRti kI ulaTI karavaTa dilAtI hai| kalaha-saMgharSa chir3a jAtA hai paraspara / 1168 :: mRka mATo

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phira kyA batAnA ! 36 ke Age eka aura tIna kI saMkhyA jur3a jAtI hai, kula milAkara tIna sau tresaTha matoM kA udbhava hotA hai jo paraspara eka-dUsare ke khUna ke pyAse hote haiM jinakA darzana sulabha hai Aja isa dharatI para / kumbha para huA vaha siMha aura zvAna kA citraNa bhI binA bole hI sandeza de rahA haidonoM kI jIvanacaryA-cAla paraspara viparIta hai| pIche se, kabhI kisI para dhAvA nahIM bolatA siMha, garaja ke binA garajatA bhI nahIM, aura binA garaje kisI para barasatA bhI nahIMyAnI mAyAcAra se dUra rahatA hai siNh| parantu, zvAna sadA pITha-pIche se jA kATatA hai, binA prayojana jaba kabhI bhauMkatA bhI haiN| jIvana-sAmagrI hetu dInatA kI upAsanA mUka mATI : 169

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kabhI nahIM karatA siMha ! jaba ki svAmI ke pIche-pIche pU~cha hilAtA .bhayAna phiratA. hai eka roTI ke lie| siMha ke gale meM paTTA ba~dha nahIM sakatA kisI kAraNa vaza bandhana ko prApta huA siMha piMjar3e meM bhI binA paTTA hI ghUmatA rahatA hai, usa samaya usakI pU~cha Upara uThI tanI rahatI hai apanI svatantratA-svAbhimAna ko kabhI kisI bhA~ti A~ca Ane nahIM detA baha ! aura zvAna svatantratA kA mUlya nahIM samajhatA, parAdhInatA-dInatA vaha zvAna ko cubhatI nahIM kabhI, zvAna ke gale meM jaMjIra bhI AbharaNa kA rUpa dhAraNa karatI hai| eka aura vizeSa bAta hai ki zvAna ko patthara mArane se patthara ko hI pakar3a kara kATatA hai mAraka ko nahIM ! parantu siMha viveka se kAma letA hai sahI kAraNa kI ora'"hI" sadA dRSTi jAtI hai siMha kI, mAraka ke Upara mAra karatA hai vaha / 170 :: mUka mATI

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zvAna-sabhyatA-saMskRti kI isIlie nindA hotI hai vaha apanI jAti ko dekha kara dharatI khodatA, gurrAtA hai| siMha apanI jAti meM mila kara jItA hai, rAjA kI tanti aisI hI hotI hai. honA bhI caahie| koI-koI zvAna pAgala bhI huA karate haiM aura ve jise kATate haiM vaha bhI pAgala ho zvAna-sama bhauMkatA huA niyama se kucha hI dinoM meM maratA hai, parantu kabhI bhI yaha nahIM sunA ki siMha pAgala huA ho| zvAna-jAti kA eka aura ati nindya karma hai, ki jaba kSudhA se pIr3ita ho khAdya nahIM milane se mala para bhI mu~ha mAratA hai vaha, aura jaba mala bhI nahIM milatA "to. apanI santAna ko hI khA jAtA hai, kintu, suno ! bhUkha, miTAne hetu siMha viSThA kA sevana nahIM karatA hai mUka pATI :: 171

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na hI apane sadyaHjAta zizu kA bhakSaNa vahIM kumbha para kachuvA aura kharagoza kA citra sAdhaka ko sAdhanA kI vidhi batA saceta karA rahA hai| kachuvA dhImI apanI cAla calatA / .gAya ke bhItara laya taka jA cukA hai, aura kharagoza-dhAvamAna hokara bhI bahuta pIche raha cukA hai kAraNa vidita hI haieka kI gati avirala thI eka ne patha meM nidrA lI thI, pramAda pathika kA parama zatru hai| aba darzaka ko darzana hotA haikumbha ke mukhamaNDala para 'hI' aura 'bhI' ina do akSaroM kaa| ye donoM bIjAkSara haiM, apane-apane darzana ke pratinidhitva karate haiN| 'hI' ekAntavAda kA samarthaka hai 'bhI' anekAnta, syAvAda kA pratIka / hama hI saba kucha haiM yU~ kahatA hai 'hI' sadA, tuma to tuccha, kucha nahIM ho! aura, "bhI' kA kahanA hai ki hama bhI haiM 172 :: mUka mATI

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tuma bhI ho saba kucha ! 'hI' dekhatA hai hIna dRSTi se para ko 'bhI' dekhatA hai samIcIna dRSTi se saba ko, 'hI' vastu kI zakla ko hI pakar3atA hai| 'bhI' vastu ke bhItarI bhAga ko bhI chUtA hai, 'hI pazcimI sabhyatA hai 'bhI' hai bhAratIya saMskRti, bhaagy-vidhaataa| rAvaNa thA 'hI' kA upAsaka rAma ke bhItara 'bhI' baiThA thA vahI kAraNa hai ki rAma upAsya hue, haiM, raheMge Age bhii| 'bhI' ke Asa-pAsa bar3hatI-sI bhIr3a lagatI avazya, kintu bhIr3a nahIM, 'bhI' lokatantra kI rIr3ha hai| loka meM lokatantra kI nor3a taba taka surakSita rahegI jaba taka 'bhI' zvAsa letA rhegaa| 'bho' se svacchandatA-madAndhatA miTatI hai svatantratA ke svapna sAkAra hote haiM, savicAra sadAcAra ke bIja 'bhI' meM haiM, 'hI' meM nhiiN| prabhu se prArthanA hai, ki 'hI' se hIna ho jagat yaha abhI ho yA kabhI bhI ho bhI' se bheMTa sabhI kI ho| 'kara para kara do kumbha para likhita paMkti se jJAta hotA hai, ki mUka pArTI :: 173

Page #196
hamAre dhavalima bhaviSya hetu prabhu kI yaha AjJA hai ki : 'kahA~ baiThe ho tuma zvAsa khote sahI-sahI udyama karo pApa - pAkhaNDa se pare ho kara para kara do baca jAoge / anyathA mela meM andha ho jela meM banda ho paca pAoge !' 'mara hama marahama baneM yaha cAra zabdoM kI kavitA bhI milatI hai yahIM, kumbha para ! isakA Azaya yahI ho sakatA hai ki kitanA kaThinatama pASANa - jIvana rahA hamArA ! kitane pathika jana Thokara khA gaye isase ruka gaye, gira gaye : patha ko chor3a kara phira gaye kitane ! phira, kitane pada lahUluhAna ho gaye, kitane gahare ghAva - dAra bana gaye ve ! samucita upacAra kahA~ huA unakA, hotA bhI kaise pApI pASANa se " ! upacAra kA vicAra bhara 17.1 mUka pArTI

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ubharA isameM Aja ! yaha bhI subhagatA kA saMketa haiM isase Age pada bar3hanA sambhava nhiiN| prabho ! yahI prArthanA hai patita pApI kI, ki isa jIvana meM na sahI agalI paryAya meM"to mara, hama 'marahama' baneM! cAra akSaroM kI eka aura kavitA "maiM do galA" isase pahalA bhAva yaha nikalatA hai, ki maiM dvibhASI hU~ bhItara se kucha bolatA hU~ bAhara se kucha aura paya meM viSa gholatA huuN| aba isakA dUsarA DAva sAmane AtA hai : maiM dogalA chalI, dhUrta, mAyAvI hU~ ajJAna-mAna ke kAraNa hI isa chadma ko chupAtA AyA hU~ yU~, isa kaTu satya ko, saba hitaiSI tuma bhI svIkAro apanA hita kisameM hai ? aura isakA tIsarA bhAva kyA haipUchane kI kyA AvazyakatA hai ? saba vibhAvoM - vikAroM kI jar3a 'maiM' yAnI ahaM ko do-galA-samApta kara do mUka mArI :: 175

Page #198
maiM do-galA'! maiM"dogalA ! maiM dogalA !!! kambha meM jalIya aMza zeSa hai abhI nizzeSa karanA hai use aura tapI huI khulI dharatI para kumbha ko rakhatA hai kumbhkaar| binA tapa ke jalatva kA-ajJAna kA, bilaya ho nahIM sakatA aura binA tapa ke jalava kA-varSA kA, udaya ho nahIM sakatA tapa ke abhAva meM hI tapatA rahA hai antamana yaha analpa saMkalpa-vikalpoM se, kalpa-kAloM se| viphalatA hI hAtha lagI hai vikalatA hI sAtha calI hai kisavidha kaheM, kisavidha saheM aura, kisavidha raheM ? korI basa, saphalatA kI bAta milI haiM. Aja taka, isa jIvana meM | ananta kI sugandha meM kho jAne ko macala rahA hai, anta kI sImA se pare ho jAne ko uchala rahA hai, 1315 :: mRka nATo

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santa kA azAnta mana yU~ pUchatA hai : o vAsantI ! mahI mA~ ! kahA~ gaI o vasanta kI mahimA ! kahA~ gaI? isa para kucha zabda milate sunane santa ko, " vasanta kA anta ho ananta meM sAnta kho cukA hai cukA hai aura usakI deha kA antima dAha-saMskAra honA hai I nidAgha AhUta thA, so Agata hai prabhAkara kA pracaNDa rUpa hai cilacilAtI dhUpa hai bAhara bhItara, dAyeM-bAyeM Age pIche Upara nIce dhaga dhagAhaTa lapaTa cala rahI hai basa : barasa rahI kevala tapana' tapana" "tapana N'! - - - dazA badala gaI hai dazoM dizAoM kI - dharA kA udAratara ura aura uru udara ye guru darAradAra bane haiM jinameM praveza pAtI hai Aga ugalatI havAe~ ye apanA paricaya detI-sI rasAtala-gata ucalate lAvA ko / mUkamATI : 177

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yahA~ jala rahI hai kevala tapana"tapana "tapana"! nIla nIra kI jhIla nAlI - nadiyoM ye ananta salilA bhI antaHsalilA ho anta-salilA huI haiM, inakA viloma pariNamana huA hai yAnI, nadI... diin| jala se vihIna ho dInatA kA anubhava karatI hai nadI, aura ... ... .. . . . ... .. nA"lI lInA" lInA huI jA rahI hai dharatI meM lajjA ke kAraNa, yahA~ cala rahI hai kevala tapana "tapana tapana ! avilamba udayAcala para car3ha kara bhI vilamba se astAcala ko chU pAtA hai dinakara ko apanI yAtrA pUrNa karane meM adhika samaya laga rahA hai| laga rahA hai, ravi kI gati meM zaithilya AyA hai, anyathA ina dinoM dina bar3e kyoM ? yahA~ yahI bala hai kevala tapana"tapana "tapana"! 178 :: mUka mArI

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| haritA harI vaha kisase ? hari kI haritA phira kisa kAma kI rahI ? lacakatI latikA kI mRdutA pakva phaloM kI madhutA kidhara gaIM saba ye ? vaha manda sugandha pavana kA bahAva, halakA-sA jhoMkA vaha phala-dala dolAyana kahA~ ? phUloM kI muskAna, pala-pala patroM kI karatala- tAliyA~ zruti madhura zrAvya madhUpajIvI ali-dala guMjana kahA~ ? zIta -latA kI chuvana chupI pIta-latA kI palita chavi bhI - pala bhara bhI palI nahIM jalI, calI gaI kahA~, patA na calA, yahA~ pala rahI hai kevala tapana "tapana tapana''! vaha rAga kahA~, parAga kahA~ cetanA kI vaha jAga kahA~ ? vaha mahaka nahIM, vaha cahaka nahIM, vaha grAhya nahIM, vaha mahaka nahIM, vaha 'vi' kahA~, vaha kavi kahA~, maMju kiraNadhara yaha ravi kahA~ ? vaha aMga kahA~, vaha raMga kahA~ anaMga kA vaha vyaMga kahA~ ? caha hAva nahIM, vaha bhAva nahIM, cetanA kI chavi chA~va nahIM, mUkamATI 179

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yahA~ cala rahI haiM kevala tapana tapana 'tapana''! bhoga par3e haiM vahIM .. bhogI calA gayA... ... . .... .:::.:: yoga par3e haiM yahIM yogI calA gayA, kauna kisake liedhana jIvana ke lie thA jIvana dhana ke lie ? mUlya kisakA tana kA cA vatana kA, jar3a kA kyA cetana kA ? AbharaNa AbhUpaNa utAre gaye basanta ke tana para se vAsanA jisa oTa meM chupa jAtI vasana bhI utArA gayA vh| vAsanA kA vAsa vaha na tana meM haiM, na vasana meM varana mAyA se prabhAvita mana meM haiN| basanta kA bhautika tana par3A hai nirA ho niSkriya, nirAvaraNa, gandha-zUnya zuSka puSpa-sA 1 usakA mukha thor3A-sA khulA hai, mukha se bAhara nikalI hai rasanA usakI rasanA thor3I-sI ulaTI palaTI haiM, kucha kaha rahI-sI lagatI haiM..bhautika jIvana meM rasa nA ! Isti :: mUka pATo

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aura rasanA, nAsara yAnI basanta ke pAsa sara nahIM thA dhuddhi nahIM thI hitAhita parakhane kI, yahIM kAraNa hai ki vasanta-sama jIvana para santoM kA nA'sara par3atA hai| dAha-saMskAra kA samaya A hI gayA bairAgya kA vAtAvaraNa chA-sA gayA jaba utArA gayA vaha basanta ke sana para se kaphana'kaphana kaphana yahA~ gala rahI hai kevala tapana'tapana' "tapana": dekhate hI dekhate, basa dikhanA banda ho gayA, basanta kA zava bhI atIta kI goda meM samA gayA vaha zeSa raha gayA asthiyoM kA astitva / aura, yU~ kahatI-kahatI asthiyA~ ha~sa rahI haiM vizva kI mUr3hatA para, ki jisane maraNa ko pAyA hai use janana ko pAnA hai aura jisane janana ko pAyA hai| use maraNa ko pAnA hai yaha akATya niyama haiM ! bhUka mATI :: 181

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gaNanA karanA sambhava nahIM hai, anagina bAra dharatI khudI gaharI-gaharI vahIM-vahIM para anagina bAra asthiyA~ dadhIM ye ! aba to mata karo hamArA daphana 'daphana 'daphana" hamArA daphana hI yaha AgAmI vasanta-svAgata ke lie vapana "capana "vapana yahA~ cala rahI hai kevala tapana...tapana...tapana... kabhI karAla kAlA rAhU prabhA-paMja bhAnu ko bhI pUrA nigalatA huA dikhA, kabhI-kabhAra bhAna bhI yaha anala ugalatA huA dikhaa| jisa ugalana meM per3a-paudhe parvata-pASANa pUrA nikhila pAtAla tala taka pighalatA galatA huA dikhA anala anila huA kabhI anila salila huA kabhI aura jala thala huA jhaTapaTa badalatA DhalatA paraspara meM ghulA-milA kalila huA kbhii| sAra-janI rajanI dikhI kabhI zazi kI ha~sI dikhIM 12 :: mUka mATI

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kabhI-kabhI khuzI-ha~sI, kabhI nizi maSi dikhI kabhI surabhi kabhI durabhi kabhI sandhi durabhisandhi kabhI A~kheM kabhI andhI bandhana-mukta kabhI bandI kabhI kamI madhura bhI vaha madhuratA se vidhura dikhA / kabhI-kabhI bandhura bhI vaha bAratA se vizAla dilA . . bandhu kabhI bandhu-vidhura bhAcukatA kI cAla calI bAla kabhI Age bar3hA babAla bar3he, bar3hate cale pAlaka banA cAlaka banA bAla hA palita kabhI kabhI damana kabhI zamana kabhI-kabhI sukha camana kabhI vamana kabhI namana kabhI kucha pariNamana"! abhI rukatI nahIM kahatI thakatI nahIM asthiyA~ kucha aura kahatI haiM, ina sthitiyoM-paristhitiyoM ko dekha ye kucha haiM bhI yA nahIM aisI dhAraNA mata banAo kahIM ! ye sabake saba nizA ke nire, basa svapana"svapana' 'svapana"" pUka mATI :: 183

Page #206
. ... vahIM cala rahI tapana"tapana "tapana"! kisa vajaha se AtI hai bastu meM yaha bhaMguratA aura kisa jagaha se AtI hai vastu meM yaha saMgustA , kucha chupI-sI lagatI haiM yahA~ sahaja-svAbhAvika dhruvatA vaha kauna hai ? kyoM mauna hai? usakA rUpa-svarUpa kaba dikhegA ? vaha bharapUra rasakUpa kaba milegA ? aura yaha milana-miTana kI taralima chavi yaha kSaNika sphuraNa kI saralima chavi pakar3a meM kyoM nahIM AtI ? ina saba zaMkAoM kA samAdhAna asthiyoM kI muskAna hai ! 'utpAda-vyaya-dhrauvya-yuktaM sat' santoM se yaha sUtra milA hai| isameM ananta kI astimA simaTa-sI gaI haiN| yaha vaha darpaNa hai, jisameM bhUta, bhAkti aura sambhAvita saba kucha jhilamilA rahA hai, "taira rahA hai dikhatA hai AsthA kI A~khoM se dekhane se ! LR4 :: mUka pATo

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bola-cAla kI bhASA meM isa sUtra kA bhAvAnuvAda prastuta hai : AnA, jAnA, lagA huA hai AnA yAnI janana-utpAda hai jAnA yAnI maraNa-vyaya haiM lagA huA yAnI sthira-dhauvya hai aura hai yAnI cira-sat yahI satya hai yahI tathya! isase yaha aura phalita huA, ki dete hue zraya paraspara meM mile haiM ye sarva-dravya paya-zakkara se ghule haiM zobhe tathApi apane-apane guNoM se chor3e nahIM nija svabhAva yugoM-yugoM se / phira kauna kisako kaba grahaNa kara sakatA hai ? phira kauna kisakA kaba haraNa kara sakatA hai? apanA svAmI Apa hai apanA kAmI Apa hai| phira kauna kisakA kaba bharaNa kara sakatA hai? phira bhI, kheda hai grahaNa-saMgrahaNa kA bhAva hotA hai so bhavAnugAmI pApa hai| adhika kathana se virAma ho Aja taka yaha rahasya khulA kahA~ ? jo 'hai' vaha saba sat mUka mATI :: 185

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svabhAva se hI sudhAratA hai svapana N 'svapana``"svapana aba to ceteM vicAreM apanI ora nihAreM 186 : mUka mATI apane apana apana / - yahA~ cala rahI hai kevala tapana tapana tapana'! vasanta calA gayA usakA tana jalAyA gayA, tathApi rUpa para, gandha para, rasa para, pariNAma jo huA hai parasa para parta-para-parta gaharA lepa car3ha gayA hai| vaha prAkRta saba kucha Dhaka cukA hai vaha viSaya bahuta gUr3ha bana cukA hai isIlie vana-upavanoM para, kaNa-kaNoM para usakA prabhAva par3A hai prati jIvanoM para yahA~: raga-raga meM rasa vaha rama gayA hai rakta bana kara / dAha-saMskAra ke anantara bhI pUrA parisara yaha snapita snAta honA anivArya hai / parantu yaha kyA ! atithi hokara bhI ati kyoM ? Aya nahIM hotI, nahIM sahI

Page #209
vyaya se bhI koI cintA nahIM parantu apavyaya mahA bhayaMkara hai| bhaviSya bhalA nahIM dikhatA ava bhAgya kA bhAta dhUmila hai ! adhara meM DulatI-sI bAdala - daloM kI bahulatA akAla meM kAla kA darzana kyoM ? yU~ kahIM nikhila ko eka hI kavala banA eka hI bAra meM vikarAla gAla meM DAla ....binA cabAye sAbuta nigalanA cAhatI hai ! eka bhATI :: 187

Page #210
jaba kabhI dharA para pralaya huA yaha zreya jAtA hai kevala jala ko dharatI ko zItalatA kA lobha de ise lUTA hai, isIlie Aja yaha dharatI dharA raha gaI hai na hI vasundharA rahI na vasudhA ! vaha jala ratnAkara banA haibahA-bahA kara dharatI ke vaibhava ko le gayA hai| para-sampadA kI ora dRSTi kA jAnA ajJAna ko batAtA hai, aura para sampadA haraNa kara saMgraha karanA moha-mUrchA kA atireka hai| yaha ati nimna-koTi kA karma hai sva-para ko satAnA hai, nIca - narakoM meM jA jIvana bitAnA hai| yaha nindya karma karake jaladhi ne jar3a-dhI kA, buddhi-hInatA kA, paricaya diyA hai apane nAma ko sArthaka banAyA hai| muka pATI :: 188

Page #211
apane sAtha durvyavahAra hone para bhI pratikAra nahIM karane kA saMkalpa liyA hai dharatI ne, isalie"to"dharatI sarva-sahA kahalAtI hai sarva-svAhA nahIM aura sarva-sahA honA hI sarvasva ko pAnA hai jIvana meM santoM kA patha yahI gAtA hai| nyAya patha ke pathika bane sUrya-nArAyaNa se yaha anyAya dekhA nahIM gayA, sahA nahIM gayA aura apane mukha se kisI ko kahA na hI gayA ! phira bhI, akarmaNya nahIM huA vaha bAra-bAra prayAsa calatA rahA sUrya kA, anyAya pakSa ke vilaya ke lie nyAya pakSa kI vijaya ke lie| lo ! prakhara-prakharatara apanI kiraNoM se jaladhi ke jala ko jalA-jalA kara sakhAyA, curA kara bhItara rakhA huA apAra dhana-vaibhava dikha gayA suroM, surAdhipoM ko ! isa para bhI svabhAva to dekhA, jalA huA jala vASpa meM DhalA IA : mRka mAdI

Page #212
galAda bAbA barasAtA rahA aura apane doSa-chadya chupAtA rahA jaladhi ko bAra-bAra bhara-bhara kara! kaI bAra bhAnu ko ghUsa dene kA prayAsa kiyA gayA para nyAya mArga se vicalita nahIM huA ''vaha parantu, isa viSaya meM candramA vicalita huA aura usane jalatattva kA pakSa liyA, lakSya se cyuta ho, bhara-pUra ghUsa le liyaa| tabhI to canda sampadA kA svAmI bhI Aja sudhAkara bana gayA candramA ! vasudhA kI sArI sudhA sAgara meM jA ekatrita hotI phira preSita hotI"Upara aura usa sudhA kA sevana karatA hai sudhAkara, sAmara nahIM sAgara ke bhAgya meM kSAra hI likhA hai| 'yaha padocita kArya nahIM huAmere lie sarvathA anucita hai| yU~ soca kara candramA ko lajjA-sI AtI hai ujjvala bhAla kalaMkita huA usakA mUka mATI :: 191

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dina meM kyoM nahIM rAtri meM kyoM nikalatA hai ghara se bAhara ? vaha bhI cora ke samAna-sazaMka choTA-sA mukha chupAtA huA apanA"! aura dharatI se bahuta dUra kyoM rahatA hai ? jaba ki bhAnu dharatI ke nikaTa se pravAsa karatA hai apanA ! candramA kA hI anusaraNa karatI haiM tArAe~ bhii| idhara sAgara kI bhI yahI sthiti hai candra ko dekha kara umar3atA hai aura sUrya ko dekha kara ubalatA hai| yaha kaTu satya hai ki 'artha kI A~kheM paramArtha ko dekha nahIM sakatI, artha kI lipsA ne bar3I-bar3oM ko nirlajja banAyA hai|' yaha bAta nirAlI hai, ki maulika muktAoM kA nidhAna sAgara bhI hai kAraNa muktA kA upAdAna jala hai, yAnI-jala hI muktA kA rUpa dhAraNa karatA hai 112 :: mUka mATI

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rakhaNDa : tIna puNya kA pAlana pApa-prakSAlana . . . . Pass. : Sr 4xx400 Javss 19.37wvv mamised -- ---- -- - 5 | -:"-- - . . . ------- -- ------... --- - - -- ---....

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tadhApi isa viSaya para vicAra karane se vidita hotA hai ki isa kArya meM dharatI kA hI pramukha hAtha hai| jala ko muktA ke rUpa meM DhAlane meM zuktikA sIpa kAraNa haiM aura sIpa svayaM dharatI kA aMza hai| svayaM dharatI ne sIpa ko prazikSita kara sAgara meM preSita kiyA hai| jala ko jar3atva se mukta kara ::. muktA-phala banA patana ke garta se nikAla kara uttuMga utthAna para dharanA, dhRti-dhAriNI dharA kA dhyeya haiM / yahI dayA-dharma haiM yahI jiyA karma hai I phira bhI ! sabakI prakRti sahI-sulaTI ho yaha kaise sambhava hai ? jala kI ulaTI cAla miTatI nahIM vaha jala kA svabhAva chala-chala uchalanA nahIM hai uchalanA kevala bahAnA hai usakA usakA svabhAva to chalanA hai I muktamukhI ho, UrdhvamukhI ho sAgara kI asIma chAtI para anagina zuktiyA~ tairatI rahatI haiM jala- kaNoM kI pratIkSA meM mUka mATI 193

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eka-do bUMdeM mukha meM girate hI tatkAla banda-mukhI banA kara sAgara unha DubAtA hai, koI unheM chIna na le, isa bhaya se| aura, apanI atala-agama gaharAI meM chupA letA hai| vahA~ para koI gotAkhora pahu~catA ho sampadA punaH dharA para lAne hetu vaha svayaM hI luTa jAtA hai| khAlI hAtha lauTanA bhI usakA kaThina hai. dina-rAta jAgrata rahatI hai yahA~ kI senA bhayaMkara viSadhara ajagara magaramaccha, svacchanda sampadA ke cAroM ora vicaraNa karate haiM, aparicita-sA koI dikhate hI sAbuta nikalate haiM use ! vadi vaha pakar3a meM nahIM AtA ho to to "kyA ? vAtAvaraNa ko viSAkta banAyA jAtA hai turanta, viSa phailA kr| yahI kAraNa hai ki sAgara meM viSa kA vizAla bhaNDAra milatA hai| pUrI taraha jala se paricita hone para bhI Atma-kartavya se calita nahIM huI dharatI baha / kRtaghna ke prati vighna upasthita karanA to dUra, 194 :: mUka mATI

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dekho nA ! bA~sa bhI dharatI kA aMza hai dharatI ne kaha rakhA haiM bA~sa ko ki vaMza kI zobhA tabhI hai jala ko muktA banAte rahoge yuga-yugoM taka.. saMgharSa ke dinoM meM zrI dIrgha zvAsa lete hue bhI harSa ke kSaNoM meM bhI / phira kyA kahanA ! I vighna kA vicAra taka nahIM kiyA mana meM nirvighna jIvana jIne hetu kitanI udAratA hai dharatI kI yaha ! uddhAra kI bAta hI socatI rahatI sadA sarvadA sabakI / dharatI mA~ kI AjJA pA bar3e ghane jaMgaloM meM gagana cUmate girikuloM para bA~sa kI saMgati pA jaladoM se jharA jala vaMzamuktA meM badalane lagA tabhI to vaMzIdhara bhI mukta kaNTha se vaMzI kI prazaMsA karate haiM muktA pahanate kaNTha meM aura apane lalita lAla adharoM se lAr3a pyAra dete haiM vaMzI ko / - - mUkamATI : 195

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badale meM phira surIne svara-saMgIta sanate haiM, zravaNoM se mantra-mugdha ho, kho kara apane ko dainika - rAtrika sapane ko ! isI bhA~ta, dhanI mAM kI AjJA pAlane meM gta haiM. nAga, sUkara, maccha, gaja, megha Adi jinake nAma se muktA pracalita haiNvNsh-mkH||, sIpa-muktA nAga-muktA, sUkara-bhuktA mana-muktA, gaja-muktA aura gaMdha-muktA ! maMgha-mamatA banane meM bhI dharatI kA hI hAtha hai so 'ragrapTa hogA yahIM... ina saba vizeSatAoM se sAtizaya yaza bar3hatA gayA dharatI kA, candramA kI candrikA ko atizaya jcara car3hatA gayA / dharatI ke prati liekAra kA bhAva ora bar3hA dharatI ko apamAnita - apadhAdita karane hetu candramA ke nirdezana meM na tatca vaha ati tejI meM attarana kI pAla catane lagA, yadA-kadA mvanpa vaSAM krke| danna dala paMdA karane lagA dharatI pr| ghAtI ko zakatA-akhaNDatA ko 19G :: pUka mArI

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ati pahu~cAne hetu dala-dala paidA karane lagA ! dala-bahulatA zAnti kI hananI hai nA ! jitane vicAra, utane pracAra utanI cAla-DhAla hAlA yulA jala- ... ... .. . .. .. . klAnti kI jananI hai nA ! isI kA yaha pariNAma hai ki ativRSTi kA, anAvRSTi kA aura akAla-varSA kA samarthana ho rahA yahA~ para ! tuccha svArthasiddhi ke lie kucha vyartha kI prasiddhi ke lie saba kucha anartha ghaTa sakatA hai ! vaha prArthanA kahA~ hai prabhu se, vaha arcanA kahA~ hai prabhu kI paramArtha samRddhi ke lie ! isI bIca vizAla A~kheM visphArita khola khar3I lekhanI yaha bola par3I ki"adhaHpAtinI, vizvaghAtinI isa durbuddhi ke lie dhikkAra ho, dhikkAra ho ! AtatAyinI, ArtadAyinI dIrgha gIdha-sI isa dhana-gRddhi ke lie dhikkAra ho, dhikkAra ho !" muka mATI :: 197

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tIna-cAra dina ho gaye kisI kAraNavaza vivaza ho kara jAnA par3A bAhara kumbhakAra ko| para, pravAsa para tana hI gayA hai usakA, mana yahIM para bAra-bAra lauTa AtA AvAsa para ! tana ko aMga kahA hai mana ko aMgahIna antaraMga anaMga kA yoni-sthAna hai yaha ... . . . . . . .. saba saMgoM kA utpAdaka hai saba raMgoM kA utpAtaka! tana kA niyantraNa sarala hai aura mana kA niyantraNa asambhava to nahIM, tathApi vaha eka ulajhana avazya hai kaTuka-pAna garala hai vh"| kumbhakAra kI anupasthiti honA kumbha meM sukhAva kI upasthiti honA yaha svarNAvasara hai mere lieyU~ jaladhi ne socaa| aura hara-hara kahatI laharoM ke bahAne sUcita kiyA bAdaloM ko apanI kUTanIti se jo pahale se hI prazikSita the| TIK :: mUka sArI

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jaladhi 'jar3adhI' hai isakA bhAva buddhi kA abhAva nahIM' jar3a yAnI nirjIvacetanA-zUnya ghaTa-paTa padArthoM se dhI yAnI buddhi kA prayojana aura cit kI arcanA-svAgata nahIM karanA hai| sAgara meM paropakAriNI buddhi kA abhAva, janmajAta hai usakA vaha svbhaav| vahI buddhimAnI hai ho hitasampat-sampAdikA aura sva-para-Apat-saMhArikA'! sAgara ke saMketa pA kara sAdara saceta huI haiM sAgara se gAgara bhara-bhara apAra jala kI niketa huI gajagAminI bhrama-bhAminI dubalI-patalI kaTi vAlI gagana kI galI meM abalA-sI tIna badalI nikala par3I haiN| dadhi-dhavalA sAr3I pahane pahalI vAlI badalI vaha Upara se sAdhanArata sAdhvI-sI lagatI hai| rati-pati-pratikUlA-mativAlI pati-mati-anukUlA gativAlI mUka mATI :: 199

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isase pichalI, bicalI badalI palAza kI haMsI-sI sAr3I pahanI gulAba kI AbhA phIkI par3atI jisase lAla pagatalI vAlI lAlI-racI. . . . padminI kI zobhA sakucAtI hai jisase, isa badalI kI sAr3I kI AbhA vaha jahA~-jahA~ gaI calI phisalI-phisalI, badalI vahA~ kI AbhA bhii| aura, nakalI nahIM, asalI suvarNa varNa kI sAr3I pahane haiM sabase pichalI badalI vh| inakA prayAsa calatA hai sarvaprathama prabhAkara kI prabhA ko prabhAvita karane kA ! prabhAkara ko bIca meM le kara parikramA lagAne lagIM ! kucha hI paloM meM prabhA to prabhAvita huI, parantu, prabhAkara kA parAkrama vaha prabhAvita-parAbhUta nahIM huA, usake kAryakrama meM kucha bhI kamI nahIM aaii| apanI patnI ko prabhAvita dekha kara prabhAkara kA pravacana prArambha huaa| pravacana prAsaMgika hai, para hai saroSa ! "atIta ke asIma kAla-pravAha meM strI-samAja dvArA 200 :: mUka mATI

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pRthvI para pralaya huA ho, sunA bhI nahIM dekhA bhI nahIM / pralaya hetu Agata badaliyA~ ye kyA apanI saMskRti ko vikRta-chAMve me badalanA cAhatI haiM ? apane hoM yA parAye, bhUkhe-pyAse baccoM ko dekha mA~ ke hRdaya meM dUdha ruka nahIM sakatA bAhara AtA hI hai umar3a kara, isI avasara kI pratIkSA rahatI haiMusa dUdha ko / kyA sadaya hRdaya bhI Aja pralaya kA pyAsA bana gayA ? kyA tana-saMrakSaNa hetu dharma hI becA jA rahA hai ? kyA dhana-saMvardhana hetu zarma hI becI jA rahI hai ? strI jAti kI kaI vizeSatAe~ haiM jo Adarza rUpa haiM puruSa ke sammukha / pratipala paratantra ho kara bhI pApa kI pAlar3I bhArI nahIM par3atI pala-bhara bhI ! 7 inameM pApa bhIrutA palatI rahatI hai anyathA, striyoM kA nAma bhIrU' kyoM par3A ? prAyaH puruSoM se bAdhya hI kara hI kupatha para calanA par3atA hai striyoM ko parantu, mUka mAdI 201

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kupatha- supatha kI parakha karane meM pratiSThA pAI hai strI - samAja ne / inakI A~kheM haiM karuNA kI kArikA zatrutA chU nahIM sakatI inheM milana- sArI mitratA muphta milatI rahatI inase / yahI kAraNa hai ki inakA sArthaka nAma hai 'nArI' yAnI 'na ari' nArI" 202 : mUka mATI athavA ye ArI nahIM haiM "sI"nArI"! jo maha yAnI maMgalamaya mAhaula, mahotsava jIvana meM lAtI hai 'mahilA' kahalAtI vaha ! jo nirAdhAra huA, nirAlamba, AdhAra kA bhUkhA jIvana ke prati udAsIna - hatotsAhI huA usa puruSa meM.. mahI yAnI dharatI dhRti-dhAraNI jananI ke prati apUrva AsthA jagAtI hai| aura puruSa ko rAstA batAtI hai sahI-sahI gantavya kA'mahilA' kahalAtI vaha ! itanA hI nahIM, aura suno ! jo saMgrahaNI vyAdhi se grasita huA hai

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jisakI saMyama kI jaTharAgni manda par3I hai, parigraha-saMgraha se pIr3ita puruSa ko mahIM yAnI maThA-maherI pilAtI hai, 'mahilA' kahalAtI hai vaha"! jo ava yAnI 'avagama'-jJAnajyoti lAtI haiM, timira-tAmasatA miTA kara jIvana ko jAgRta karatI hai 'abalA' kahalAtI hai vaha ! athavA, jo puruSa-citta kI vRtti ko vigata kI dazAoM se aura anAgata kI AzAoM se pUrI taraha haTA kara 'aba' yAnI Agata-vartamAna meM lAtI haiM 'abalA' kahalAtI hai baha"! balA yAnI samasyA saMkaTa hai na balA so abalA samasyA-zUnya-samAdhAna ! abalA ke abhAva meM sabala puruSa bhI nirvala banatA hai samasta saMsAra hI, phira, samasyA-samUha siddha hotA hai, isalie striyoM kA yaha 'abalA' nAma sArthaka hai : pRka pATI :: 203

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'ka' yAnI pathivI 'mA' yAnI lakSmI aura 'rI' yAnI denevAlI isase kula milA kara 'bhAva nikalatA hai ki yaha dharA sampadA-sampannA taba taka rahegI jaba taka yahA~ 'kumArI' rhegii| yahI kAraNa hai ki santoM ne inheM prAthamika maMgala mAnA hai laukika saba maMgaloM meM! dharma, artha aura kAma paruSAthoM se gRhastha jIvana zobhA pAtA hai| ina puruSArthoM ke samaya prAyaH puruSa hI pApa kA pAtra hotA hai, vaha pApa, puNya meM parivartita ho isI hetu striyA~ prayatnazIlA rahatI haiM sdaa| puruSa kI vAsanA saMyata ho, aura puruSa kI upAsanA saMgata ho, yAnI kAma puruSArtha nirdoSa ho, vasa, isI prayojanavaza vaha garbha-dhAraNa karatI hai| saMgraha-vRtti aura apavyaya-roga se puruSa ko bacAtI hai sadA, arjita-artha kA samucita vitaraNa krke| 204 :: mUka pArTI

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dAna-pUjA-sayA Adika satkarmoM ko, gRhastha dharmoM ko sahayoga de, puruSa se karA kara dharma-paramparA kI rakSA karatI hai| yUM strI zabda hI svayaM gunagunA rahA hai 'sa' yAnI sama-zIla saMyama hai 'zrI' yAnI tIna artha haiM dharma, artha, kAma-puruSAthoM meM puruSa ko kuzala-saMyata banAtI hai so'strI' kahalAtI hai| o, sukha cAhanevAlo ! suno, 'sutA' zava gAyaM sunA rahA hai, ki ....... :: ... ..' 'su' yAnI suhAvanI acchAiyoM aura 'tA pratyaya vaha bhAva-dharma, sAra ke artha meM hotA hai. yAnI, sukha-suvidhAoM kA srota' 'so'sutA' kahalAtI hai yahI kahatI haiM zruta-sUktiyoM ! do hita jisameM nihita hoM vaha 'duhitA' kahatAtI hai apanA hita svayaM kara hI letI hai, patita meM patita pati kA jIvana bhI hita se sahita hotA hai, jisase vaha 'duhitA' kahalAtI hai| mRka mATI :: 205

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ubhaya-kula maMgala-vardhinI ubhaya-loka-sukha-sarjinI sva-para-hita sampAdikA kahIM raha kara kisI taraha bhI hita kA dohana karatI rahatI so duhitA' kahatAtI hai| hameM samajhanA hai 'mAtR' zabda kA mahattva bhii| pramANa kA artha hotA hai jJAna prameya yAnI jJeya aura pramAta ko jJAtA kahate haiM samA: jAnane kI zakti vaha mAtR-tattva ke sivA anyatra kahIM bhI upalabdha nahIM hotii| yahI kAraNa hai, ki yahAM koI pitA-pitAmaH, puruSa nahIM hai jo sabakI AdhArazilA ho, savakI jananI mAna mAtRtattva hai| mAtRtanca kI anupalabdhi meM jeya-jJAyaka sambandha Thap ! aisI sthiti meM tuma hI batAo, sukha-zAnti bhukti vaha kise milegI, kyoM milegI kisa-vidha? isIlie isa jIvana meM usI mAtA kA mAna-sammAna ho, usI kA jaya-gAna ho sadA, dhanya'! 21 :. mRjha, pA

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sadiyoM se sadupadeza detI A rahI haiM puruSa-samAja ko yaha anaMga ke saMga se aMgArita hone vAlo ! suno, cArA suno to! svIkAra karatI hU~ ki maiM 'aMganA' hU~ parantu, mAtra aMga nA hU~ aura bhI kucha hU~ maiM! aMga ke andara bhI kucha jhA~kane kA prayAsa karo, aMga ke sivA bhI kucha mA~gane kA prayAsa karI, jo denA cAhatI hU~, lenA cAhate ho tuma ! 'so' cirantana zAzvata hai 'so' niraMjana bhAsvata hai bhAra-rahita AbhA kA AbhAra mAno tuma !" prabhAkara kA pravacana vaha hRdaya ko jA gayA chUmantara ho gayA, bhAva kA vaiparItya, vAda-vivAda kI bAta sulA dI gaI canda paloM ke bAda hI saMbAda kI bAta bhI sulA dI gaI bAhara ke anurUpa badalAhaTa bhItara bhI tInoM badalI ye bdliiN| muka mATI :: 207

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apane pati sAgara kA pakSa pratiSata huA inheM jagatpati prabhAkara kI pakSa anukUla prakAzita huA inheM apanI ujjvala paramparA suna ghaTita aparAdha ke prati aura apane prati, ghRNA kA bhAva bhAvuka huA, so turanta kaha uThIM : "bhUla kSamya ho, svAmin ! sevikA sevA cAhatI haiM vaha dRzya chavi dRSTa kaba ho ina A~khoM se dhUla zamya ho, svAminU ! aparicita AhAra rahA jo aparimita AdhAra rahA jo Ananda-tatva kA srota mUla-gamya ho svAmin !" 208 bhUka bhATI kArya kyA, akArya kyA, zrIra-nIra- viveka jAgRta huA saMvya kI sevikA banI samatA kI A~khoM se lakhane vAlI, jina kI lIlA tana kI, mana kI aura vacana praNAlI mRdutA muditA - zIlA vanI dAna-karma meM lInA davA-dharma-pravINA vINA-vinItA-sI banI "" ! rAga-raMga tyAginI virAga saMga bhAvinI saralA-taralA marAlI. sI banI..!

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jinameM sahana-zIlatA A ThanoM hanana-zIlatA so hanI, jinameM santoM-mahantoM ke prati nati namana-zIlatA jagI yati vajana-zIlatA jagI pakSapAta se rItA ho kara nyAyapakSa kI gItA-samItA banI'! bhAvI bhogoM kI abhilASA ko / AbhezApa deto-sI : zuklA-padmA-pItA-lezyA-dharI bhIga bhAvoM, bhIgI A~khoM vAlI vinaya anunaya se bharI prabhAkara ko parikramA detI punaH puNya meM palaTAne pApa ke pAka ko / ghaTatI isa ghaTanA kA avalokana kiyA dharatI kI A~khoM ne, uparila dehilatA jhilamilAI nicalI snehilatA se milA aaii| dharatI ke anagina kara ye anagina kaNoM ke bahAne adhara meM uThate avilamba ! aura, baTanA-sthala taka pahuMcate badalI kI A~khoM se chara kara gAloM para, kucha pala Tahare, camakate mAtvika jIvana ke sUcaka zita-zubhra vizuddha Tapakate jala-kaNoM ko sahalAne / maka garI /

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jyoM hI kSetra kI dUrI simaTa gaI saghana-kaNoM kA ........:...: ...::.. ' pilara hAroM se milana huA paraspara gale se gale mila gaye ! zeSa bacA saMskAra ke rUpa meM chala kA dila chila gayA saba kucha nizchala ho gayA aura jala ko mukti milii| lo ! yU~ megha - se megha-muktA kA avatAra ! yaha kisakI yogyatA vaha kauna upAdAna hai ? yaha kisakI sahayogatA vaha kauna avadAna hai ? yahA~ vedanA kisakI vaha kauna prANaM haiM ? yahA~ preraNA kisakI vaha kauna bANa haiM ? ye saba zaMkAe~ svayaM niHzaMkA huIM aba saba kucha rahasya khula gayA pUrA kA pUrA, muktA kI varSA hotI apakva kumbhoM para kumbhakAra ke prAMgaNa meM! pUjaka kA avataraNa ! pUjya padoM meM prnnipaat| 110 :: mUka mATI

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kumbhakAra kI anupasthiti prAMgaNa meM muktA kI varSA pUrA mAhaula Azcarya meM DUba gayA ar3osa-par3osa kI A~khoM meM bAhara kI ora jhA~katA huA lobha ! hAthoM-hAtha havA-sI ur3I bAta rAjA ke kAnoM taka pahu~catI hai| phira kyA kahanA prANI ! kyoM nA chUTe rAjA ke mukha meM pAnI !! apanI maNDalI le rAjA AtA hai maNDalI vaha moha-mugdhA loma-lubdhA, mudhA-maNDitA banI. adRSTapUrva dRzya dekha kara ! pApa pApa pApa ! kyA kara rahe Apa? parizrama karo pasInA bahAo muktA kI rAzi ko boriyoM meM bharane kA saMketa milA maNDalI ko / rAjA ke saMketa ko Adeza- tulya samajhatI jyoM hI nIce jhukatI maNDalI rAzi bharane ko, tyoM hI gagana meM guru gambhIra garjanA : "anartha anartha anartha ! mUka mATI 201

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bAhuvana milA hai tumheM karI puruSArtha sahI puruSa ko pahacAna karA salI, parizrama ke binA tuma navanIta kA golA nigato bhale hI, kabhI pacegA nahIM vaha pratyuta, jIvana ko khatarA ha ! para-kAminI, yaha jananI ho, para-dhana kaMcana kI giTTI bhI miTTI ho, sajjana kI dRSTi meM ! hAya re ! samagra saMsAra-sRSTi meM ava ziSTatA kahA~ hai vaha ? avaziSTatA duSTatA kI rahI mAtra !" yU~, karNa-kaTaka apriya yaMgAtmaka-vANI sana kara bhI hAtha pasAratI hai maNDalI, aura muktA ko chUte hI bicchU ke iMka kI vaMdanA, pApar3a-sikatI-sI kAyA sabakI chaTapaTAne lagI karavaTeM badalane lgii| aMga-aMga meM nayApana-paudA gAr3I se lo coTI taka viSa dhyApta hA hA sava meM mugdhA maNDalI manchina / mohI mantrI sameta pavakI deha-yaSTi nalo ena gaI ! :: :: guma pAra

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3908 yaha saba dekha kara bhayabhIta huA rAjA kA mana bhI, usakA mukha khulA nahIM mukha para tAlA par3a gayA ho kahIM, hAtha kI nAr3I DhIlI par3a gii| rAjA ko anubhUta huA, ki kisI mantra zakti ke dvArA mujhe kIlie kiyA gayA hai... hAtha hila nahIM sakate, "thama gaye haiM I pAda cala nahIM sakate jama gaye haiM / dhu~dhalA-dhuMdhalA - sA dikhane lagA, kAna suna nahIM sakate, "guma gaye haiN| pratikAra kA vicAra mana meM hai para, pratikAra kara nahIM sakatA, kiMkartavyavimUr3ha huA rAjA ! aura mAhaula kA mantavya gUr3ha ho gayA ! jamAne kA jamaghaTa A gayA isI avasara para ! kumbhakAra kA bhI AnA huA, dekhate hI isa dRzya ko eka sAtha zilpI kI A~khoM meM tIna rekhAe~ khiMcatI haiM vismaya-viSAda virati kI ! vizAla jana samUha vaha vismaya kA kAraNa rahA; mUka pATI 213

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rAja-maNDalI kA mUcchita honA, rAjA kA kIlita-stambhita honA vidhAkA kAraNa sTA strI aura zrI ke caMgala meM phaMse dussaha duHkha se dUra nahIM hote kabhIyaha jo spaSTa dikhA virati kA kAraNa rhaa| kumbhakAra ko ronA AyA isa durghaTanA kA ghaTaka prAMgaNa rahA, jo svarga aura apavarga kA kAraNa thA Aja upasarga kA kAraNa banA, maMgalamaya prAMgaNa meM daMgala kyoM ho rahA, prabho ? lagatA hai ki apane puNya kA paripAka hI isa kArya meM nimitta banA hai sva-para-saMvedana hetu prabhu se nivedana karatA hai, ki jIvana kA muNDana na ho sukha-zAnti kA maNDana ho, inakI mUrchA dUra ho bAharI bhI, bhItarI bhI inameM UrjA kA pUra ho| kucha paloM ke lie mAhaula spandana-hIna hotA hai| vaha bola bandana-lIna hotA hai 24 :: mUka pATI

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. phira vaha mauna TUTatA hai, oMkAra ke ucca uccAraNa ke sAtha ! zItala jala karatala le ... . ... ... . mantrita karatA hai antarjalpa se maMgala-kuzalatA ko Amantrita karatA hai antaHkalpa se, mUrchita mantri-maNDala ke mukha para mantrita jala kA siMcana kr| phira kyA kahanA ! pala meM palakoM meM halacalI huI muMdI A~kheM khulatI haiM, jisa bhA~ti prabhAkara ke kara-parasa pA kara adharoM para manda-muskAna le saravara meM sarojinI khilatI haiN| mUrchA dUra hote hI maNDalI muktA se dUra bhAga khar3I hotI, rAjA kA bhI sthAnAntaraNa huA kahIM punarAvRtti na ho jAya isa bhIti se"! phira, utkaNThA nahIM kaNTha meM abaruddha-sA kaNTa hai davI-dabI kaiMpatI vANI meN| sajala locana liye kara mukulita kiye, vinavAvanata kumbhakAra kahatA hai : "aparAdha kSamya ho, svAmin ! mUka mATI :: PI

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Apa prajApati haiM, dayAnidhAna ! hama prajA haiM dayA-pAtra, Apa pAlaka haiM, hama bAlaka yaha Apa kI hI nidhi hai hameM Apa kii| samiti hai eka zaraNa ! bherI anupasthiti ke kAraNa Apa logoM ko kaSTa huA, aba punarAvRtti nahIM hogI svAmin ! Apa abhaya rheN|" yUM kahatA-kahatA muktA kI rAzi ko boriyoM meM svayaM apane hAthoM se bharatA hai binA kisI bhIti se| isa dRzya ko dekha kara maNDalI-sameta rAja-mukha se taranta nikalatI hai dhvani-- "satya-dharma kI jaya ho| satya-dharma kI jaya ho !! isI prasaMga meM prAsaMgika vAta batAtA hai apakva kumbha bhI prajApati ko saMketa kara : "bAla-bAla baca gaye, rAjana ! bar3e bhAgya kA udaya samajho ! varanA, jala jala kara vApya bana 216 :. bhUka mATI

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kho jAte zUnya meM tabhI ke / aura yaha kauna-sI buddhimattA haiM ki jalatI agarabAtI ko hAtha lagAne kI AvazyakatA kyA thI? agara agarabAtI apanI surabhi ko svayaM pItI, to "bAta nirAlI thI, magara, saumya sugandhi ko ApakI nAsikA taka preSita kara hI rahI thI dUsarI bAta yaha bhI hai ki 'lakSmaNa-rekhA kA ullaMghana rAvaNa ho yA sItA ho rAma bhI kyoM na hoM daNDita karegA hI !' adhika artha kI cAha - dAha meM jo dagdha ho gayA hai artha hI prANa, artha hI trANa yU~ - jAna-mAna kara, artha meM hI mugdha ho gayA hai, artha-nIti meM vaha vidagdha nahIM hai / kali-kAla kI vaiSayika chA~va meM prAyaH yahI sIkhA hai isa vizva ne vaizyavRtti ke pariveza meMvezyAvRtti kI vaiyAvRtya "!" mUkamATI 217

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kumbha ke vyaMgAtmaka bacanoM se rAjA kA vizAla bhAla eka sAtha tIna bhAvoM se bhAvita huAlajjA kA anaraMjana! roSa kA prasAraNa-AkuMcana!! aura ghaTanA kI yathArthatA ke viSaya meM cintA-mizrita cintana!!! mukha-maNDala meM parivartana dekha rAjA ke mana ko viSaya banAyA, phira kumbhakAra ne kumbha kI ora baMkima dRSTipAta kiyaa| Atma-vedI, para marma-bhedI kAla-madhura, para Aja kaTaka kumbha ke kathana ko virAma mile ___kisI bhauti, aura rAjA ke prati sadAzaya vyakta ho apanA isI Azaya se| lo, kula-kramAgatakomala kulInatA kA paricaya milatA kumbha ko ! laghu ho kara gurujanoM ko bhUla kara bhI pravacana denA mahA ajJAna hai duHkha-mudhA, parantu, guruoM se guNa grahaNa karanA 218 :: mUka mATI

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yAnI ziva-patha para caleMge hama, yU. unheM vacana denA mahA varadAna hai sukha-sudhA, aura guru ho kara laghu janoM ko svapna meM bhI bacana denA, yAnI unakA anukaraNa karanA sukha kI rAha ko miTAnA hai| para, hA~ ! vinaya anunaya-sameta yadi hita kI bAta pUchate hoM, pakSapAta se rahita ho akSarAta me heita. ho.. hita-mita-miSTa vacanoM se unheM pravacana denA duHkha ke dAha ko miTAnA hai| zanaiH zanaiH jvara-sUcaka yantra-gata Upara car3he hue utarate pArA-sama ! yA ubalate-uphanate Upara uTha kara pAtra se bAhara uchalane ko macalate dUdha meM jala kI kucha bUMdeM girate hI zAnta upazamita dUdha-sama ! kumbha ko samajhAte kumbhakAra kI bAtoM se rAjA kI mati kA uphAna mUka mAdI :: 219

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uddIpana utaratA-sA gayA, asta-vyasta-sI sthiti aba pUrI svastha-zAnta huI dekha, phira se nivedana, kara-jor3a prArthanA : "he kRpANa-pANi ! kRpAprANa ! kRpApAtra para kRNa karo . . . yaha nidhi svIkAra kara isa para upakAra karo / ise upahAra mata samajho yaha ApakA hI hAra hai, zRMgAra ApakI hI jIta hai isakA upabhoga-upayoga karanA hamArI hAra hai, svAmin !" boriyoM meM bharI uparila muktArAzi bAhara kI ora jhA~katI kumbhakAra kI isa vinaya-prArthanA ko jo rAjA se kI jA rahI hai, sunatI-dekhatI; aura samajha bhI rahI hai rAjA ke mana kI gudagudI ko, sammati kI ora jhukI rAjA kI citi kI budabudI ko mukha para manda-muskAna ke miSa : he rAjan ! padAnukUla hai, svIkAra karo ise yU~ mAnI kaha rahI hai| 220 : mUka mATI

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parantu suno! mumtA vaha nAmAnukUla na rAga karatIM, na dvapa se dharatI apane Apako / na hI mada-mAna-mAtsarya use chU pAte koI vikAra ! sarva-prathama prAMgaNa meM girI AkAza maNDala meM .. .. . . . . . . . . phira nirI-nirI ho bikharI, boriyoM meM bharI gii| sammAna ke sAtha aba jA rahI hai rAja-prAsAda kI ora.. mukta-kaNTha se prazaMsA ho rahI hai, mantramugdhA ho sunatI kava use ? mudita-mukhI mahilAoM ke saMkaTahAra kaNTahAra banatI ! dvAra para Agata abhyAgatoM ke sara para hAtha rakhatI, tAraNahAra toraNadvAra banatI, isa para bhI vaha unmuktA muktA hI rahatI ahaMbhAva se jasaMpRktA maktA"! kumbhakAra ke nivedana, muktA aura mAhaula ke sarAhana-samarthana para vicAra karatA huA rAjA svIkArokti kA svAgata karatA hai, sAnanda ! pUka mATI :: 221

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aura muktA ko durlabha nidhi le rAja-kopa ko aura samRddha karatA hai| isI bhA~ti / dharatI kI dhalima kIrti vaha candramA kI candrikA ko lajAtI-sI dazoM dizAoM ko cIratI huI aura bar3hatI jA rahI hai sImAtIta zUnyAkAza meN| sUraja-zUroM, vIroM kI zrImAnoM kI, dhImAnoM kI dhIrajanoM kI, tasvIroM kI zizuoM kI au pazuoM kI kizora kismatavAloM kI yuvA-yuvati, yati-yUthoM kI sAmantoM kI, santoM kI zIlAbharaNa satiyoM kI parizramI RSi-kRpakoM kI asi-mapi karmakAroM kI Rddhi-siddhi-samRddhoM kI buddhoM kI, guNavRddhoM kI taruvaroM kI, gurubaroM kI parimala pallava-pattoM kI gurutara gulma-gucchoM kI phala-dala komala phUloM kI kisalaya-snigdha kisalayoM kI parvata-parva-tithiyoM kI 222 :: mUka mATI

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.. sadA sarakatI saritAoM kI saravara sarasija suSamA kI Adi zAdiH 'yU~..::........ bhA~ti-bhA~ti AbhAoM kI dharatI se saralima prIti baha aura bar3hatI jA rahI hai aura bar3hatI jA rahI hai are yaha kauna-sI pariNati ulaTI-sI ! sAgara kI galima rIti hai" aura cir3hatI jA rahI hai dharatI kI bar3hatI kIrti ko dekha kara ! he sakhe ! adesakha bhAva hai yaha "vezaka' ! kumbha ko miTA kara miTTI meM milA-ghulA kara miTTI ko bahAne hetu prazikSitA huI preSitA thI, jo para-pakSa kI pUjA kara muktA kI varSA karatI dharatI ke yaza ko aura bar3hAtI huI lajIlI-sI lauTatI badaliyoM ko dekha / sAgara kA kSobha pala-bhara meM carama sImA ko chUne lgaa| locana lohita hue usake, bhRkuTiyA~ tana gaIM gambhIratA bhosatA meM badalatI hai mUka pATI :: 223

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224 mUka pATI bhaviSya kA bhAla bhalA nahIM dikhA use aura kaSAya- kaluSita mAnasavAlA yU~ socatA huA sAgara kucha manobhAva vyakta karatA hai kucha paMktiyA~ kahatA hai, ki : "svastrI ho yA parastrI, strI jAti kA yahI svabhAva hai, ki kisI pakSa se cipakI nahIM rahatI vaha / anyathA, mAtRbhUmi mAtR pakSa ko tyAga-patra denA khela hai kyA ? aura vaha bhI binA saMkleza, vinA AvAsa ! yaha puruSa samAja ke lie Ter3hI khIra hI nahIM, trikAla asambhava kArya hai ! isIlie bhUla kara bhI kula paramparA saMskRti ke sUtradhAra strI ko nahIM banAnA caahie| aura gopanIya kArya ke viSaya meM vicAra-vimarza bhUmikA nahIM batAnA cAhie / dharatI ke prati vaira-vaimanasya - bhAva guruoM ke prati bhI garvIlI dRSTi sabako adhIna rakhane kI

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adamya AkAMkSA sarva-bhakSiNI vRtti.. sAgara kI isa sthiti ko dekha kara teja prabhAkara ko .. saMhA na gayA yaha saMba:: . ataH ravi ne sAgara-tata ke rahavAsI teja tattva ko sUcita kiyA gUDha saMketoM se saceta kiyA jo prabhAkara se hI zAsita thA, jAtIyatA kA sAmya bhI thA jisameM; pariNAmasvarUpa turanta bar3avAnala bhayaMkara rUpa le khaula uThA, aura 'he kSAra ke pArAvAra sAgara ! tujhe pI DAlane meM eka pala bhI paryApta hai mujhe yU~ bola utthaa| Avazyaka avasara para sajjana-sAdhu puruSoM ko bhI, Aveza-AvegoM kA Azraya lekara hI kArya karanA par3atA hai| anyathA, sajjanatA dUpita hotI hai durjanatA pUjita hotI hai jo ziSToM kI dRSTi meM ipTa kaba rahI"? kathanI meM aura karanI meM bahuta antara hai, jo kahatA hai vaha karatA nahIM mRka pATo :: 225

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aura jo karatA hai vaha kahatA nahIM, 226 mUka mATI yU~ ThahAkA letA huA sAgara vyaMga kasatA hai punaH "Upara se sUraja jala rahA hai nIce se tuma uvala rahe ho ! aura bIca meM raha kara bhI yaha sAgara kaba jalA, kaba uvalA : isakA zItala - zIla "yaha kaba badalA'? hAya re ! zItala yoga pA kara bhI zItala kahA~ bane tuma ? tumane uSNatva ko kaba ugalA dUsarI bAta yaha bhI hai ki, tumhArI uSNa prakRti hone se sadA pitta kupita rahatA hai tathA citta kSubhita rahatA hai, anyathA unmattavat tuma yadvA tadvA bakate kyoM ? pitta - prazamana hetu mujhase yAcanA kara, sudhAkara sama sudhA sevana kiyA karo aura prabhAkara kA pakSa na liyA karo !"

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kUTa-RTa kara sAgara meM kRTa-nIti 'bharI hai| punaH prArambha hotA hai puruSArdha / pRthivI para pralaya karanA pramukha lakSya hai nA ! isIlie isa bAra puruSa ko prazikSita kiyA hai pracura - prabhUta samaya 2 kr| aura yaha puruSa haiM-- 'tIna ghana-bAdala badaliyA~ nahIM dala-badalane vAlI jhaTa-sadayA se pighalanamAlI ..... : .:::: zubha-kAryoM meM vidhana DAlanA hI inakA pramukha kArya rahA hai| inakA jaghana pariNAma hai, jadhana hI kAma : aura 'ghana' nAma ! sAgara meM se uThate-uThate kSArapUrNa nIra-bhare krama-krama se vAyuyAna-sama apane-apane daloM sahita AkAza meM ur3ate haiN| pahalA bAdala itanA kAlA hai ki jise dekha kara apane sahacara-sAthI se bichur3A bhramita ho bhaTakA bhramara-dala, sahacara kI zaMkA se hI mAno bAra-bAra isase A milatA mUka pArTI :: 227

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aura nirAza ho loTatA hai yAnI bhramara se bhI adhika kAlA hai vaha pahalA baadl-dl| dUsarA'"dUra se hI viSa ugalatA viSadhara-sama nIlA nIla-kaNTha, lIlA-vAlAjisakI AbhA se ... pakI pIlI dhAna kI kheta bhI haritAbhA se bhara jAtI haiM ! aura, antima-dala kabUtara raMga vAlA hai| yU~ ye tInoM, tana ke anurUpa hI mana se kaluSita haiN| inakI mano-mImAMsA likhI jA rahI hai : cANDAla-sama pracaNDa zIla vAle haiM ghamaNDa ke akhaNDa piNDa bane haiN| jinakA hRdaya adaya kA nilaya banA hai, raha-raha kara kalaha karate hI rahate haiM ye, vinA kalaha bhojana pacatA hI nahIM inheM ! inheM dekha kara dUra se hI bhUta bhAga jAte haiM bhaya se, bhayabhIta hotI amAvasyA bhI inase dUra kahIM chupI rahato vaha; yahI kAraNa hai ki eka mAsa meM eka hI bAra bAhara AtI hai AvAsa taja kr| 221 :: mUka mArI

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nizA inakI bahana lagatI hai, sAgara se zazi kI mitratA huI apayaza - kalaMka kA pAtra banA zazi krisI rUpaktI sundarI se sambandha nahIM hone se zazi kA sambandha nizA ke sAtha huA, so "sAgara ko zreya milatA yaha ! ............ moha-bhUta ke vazIbhUta hue kabhI kisI taraha bhI kisI ke vaza meM nahIM Ate ye, durAzayI haiM, duSTa rahe haiM durAcAra se puSTa rahe haiM, dUsaroM ko duHkha de kara tuSTa hote haiM, tRpta hote haiM, dUsaroM ko dekhate hI ruSTa hote haiM, tapta hote haiM, pratizodha kI vRtti ina kI sahajA - janmajA hai vaira-virodha kI granthi inakI khulatI nahIM jhaTa se| nirdoSoM meM doSa lagAte haiM santoSoM meM roSa jagAte haiM bandhoM kI bhI nindA karate hai zubha karmoM ko andhe karate haiM, sukRta kI suSamA-surabhi ko sUMghanA nahIM cAhate bhUla kara bhI, viSayoM ke rAMsaka bane haiM kaSAya-kRSi ke kRSaka bane haiM jala-dhara nAma inakA sArthaka hai| mUka mArI :: 229

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jar3atva ko dhAraNa karane sa jo matti-manda madAndha bane haiN| yadyapi inakA nAma payAdhara bhI hai, ny'aay'i viSa hI varSAte haiM varSA-Rtu meM the| anyathA, bhramara-sama kAle kyoM haiM ? yaha bAta nirAlI hai ki vasudhA kA samAgama hote hI 'viSa' sudhA bana jAtA hai aura yaha bhI eka zaMkA hotI hai, ki varyA-kratu ke anantara zarada-Rtu meM hAraka-sama zukra kyoM hote' : upAya kI upasthiti hI paryApta nahIM hai. upAdeya kI prApti ke lie apAya kI anupasthiti bhI anivArya hai| aura vaha anAyAsa nahIM, prayAsa-sAdhya hai| isa kArya-kAraNa kI vyavasthA ko smaraNa meM rakhate hue hI sarva-prathama vaha bAdala-dala dakhate-dekhate palabhara meM apane patha meM vAdhaka bane prabhAkara se jA bhir3ate haiM aura dhana ghamaNDa-cula 230 :: mRka mATI

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guru-garjana karate kahate haiM ki, "dharatI kA pakSa kyoM letA hai ? sAgara se kyoM cir3hatA hai ? are khara ! prabhAkara suna ! bhale hI gaganamaNi kahalAtA hai tU, saura-maNDala 'devatA-graha'graha-gaNoM meM ana tajhameM vyagratA ko saumA dikhatI hai are ugraziromaNi ! terA vigraha yAnIdeha-dhAraNa karanA vRthA hai| kAraNa, kahA~ hai tere pAsa vizrAma-gRha ? tabhI "to dinabhara dIna-hIna-sA dara-dara bhaTakatA rahatA hai / phira bhI kyA samajha kara sAhasa karatA hai sAgara ke sAtha vigraha-saMgharSa hetu ? are, "aba"to sAgara kA pakSa grahaNa kara le, kara le anugraha apane para, aura sukha-zAnti-yaza kA saMgraha kara ! avasara hai, avasara se kAma le aba, sara se kAma le ! aba"to"chor3a de ulaTI dhuna anyathA, mUka mATI :: 231

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'grahaNa' kI vyavasthA avilamba hogii| 'akIrti kA kAraNa kadAgraha hai' kadAgrahI ko milatA AyA hai cira se kArAgRha vaha ! kaTora karkaza karNa-kaTu zabdoM kI mAra suna kara dazoM-dizAe~ badhira ho gaI, nabha-maNDala hI nisteja huA phaile bAdala-daloM meM DUba-sA gayA avagAha-pradAtA avagAhita-sA ho gayA ! aura, prabhAkara kA prabhA-maNDala bhI kucha-kucha niSprabha huA kahatA hai, ki 'are ThagI, aura ko Thaga kara ThahAkA lenevAlo ! are, khaNDita jIvana jInevAlo, pAkhaNDu-pakSa le ur3anevAlo ! yaha rahasya kI bAta samajhane meM abhI samaya lagegA tumheM ! gandA nahIM bandA hI bhayabhIta hotA hai viSama-vidhana saMsAra se -- aura, andhA nahIM, A~kha-bAlA hI bhayabhIta hotA hai parama-saghana andhakAra se| 232 :: mUka mATI

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hiMsA kI hiMsA karanA hI ahiMsA kI pUjA hai"prazaMsA, aura hiMsaka kI hiMsA karanA yA pUjA niyama se ahiMsA kI hatyA hai 'nRzaMsA / dhI-ratA hI vRtti yaha dharatI kI dhIratA hai aura kAya-ratA hI vRtti vaha jaladhi kI kAyaratA hai| " :... .. . : : :: :... mahI kI mUrdhanyatA ko arcanA ke komala phUloM se aura jaladhi kI jaghanyatA ko tarjanA ke kaThora zUloM se padAcita puraskRta karatA prabhAkara phira svAbhimAna se bhara AyA, jitanI thI utanI pUrI-kI-pUrI usakI teja uSNatA vaha ubhara AI uupr| rudhira meM sanI-sI, bhaya kI janI Upara uThI-tanI bhRkuTiyA~ lapalapAtI rasanA banI, Aga kI bUMdeM hI TapakAtI hoM, ghanI" kahIM... 'nahIM, nahIM, kisI ko choDUMgI nhiiN|' mUka mATI :: 233

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yU~ garajatI dAvAnala-sama dhadhakatI vanI-sI banI" sahI-sahI samajha meM nahIM aataa| pUrI khulI donoM A~khoM meM lAvA kA bulAvA hai kyA ? . ....:: . . . . . . :. "bhulAyA hai yaha ! bAhara ghUra rahA hai jvAlAmukhI teja tattva kA mUla-srota vizva kA vidyut kendr| saMsAra ke kone-kone meM teja tattva kA niryAta yahIM se hotA hai, jisake abhAva meM yAtAyAta Thap" jar3a-jaMgamoM kA : cAroM ora andhakAra, dhup"| nindA kI dRSTi se nirakhane meM nirata nikaTa nIce Aye nIca-nirAlI nItivAle bAdala-daloM ko jalAne hetuprabhAkara ke prayAsa ko nirakha sAgara ne rAhu ko yAda kiyA, aura kahA : "pramAkara kI uddaNDatA kaba taka calegI (pRthivI se prabhAvita prabhAkara) saura-maNDala kI zAlInatA ko lIlatA jA rahA vaha ! dharatI kI sevA meM nirata huA pRthivI se prabhAvita prabhAkara 234 :: mUka mATI

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kyA Apase paricita nahIM ? kyA mRgarAja ke sammukha jA manamAnI karatA hai mRga bhI ? kyA mAnI bana meMDhaka bhI viSadhara ke mukha para jA khela khela sakatA hai ? kahIM aisA to nahIM ki dharatI kI sevA ke miSa ApakA upahAsa kara rahA ho ! kucha bhI ho, kucha bhI lo, mana-cAhA, maiMha-mA~gA ! mA~ga pUrI hogI sammAna ke sAtha, yaha apAra rAzi rAha dekha rahI hai| ziSToM kA utpAdana - pAlana ho duSToM kA utpAtana - gAlana ho, . ... ... . . . . . . . . . ... . sampadA kI saphalatA vaha sadupayogitA meM hai nA!" rAha meM rAzi milatI dekha rAhu gumarAha-sA ho gayA hAya ! kheda kI bAta hai rAhu kI rAha hI badala gaI aura cupacApa yaha saba pApa hotA rahA dinadahAr3esarAsara sAgara se niryAta saura-maNDala kI ora"! yAna meM bhara-bhara kara Dijhala-mila, jhila-mila anagina nidhiyA~ eka pATI 235

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aisI ha~satI dhavalima ha~siyA~ manahara hIraka maulika-maNiyA~ muktA mUMgA mANika-chaviyA~ pukharAjoM kI pIlima paTiyA~ rAjAoM meM gaga ubharatA nIlama ke naga rajatima chdd'iyaaN| ra: gara |sh kA mAnanA .. .. . :. rAhu rAjI huA, rAzi svIkRta huI so"durbalatA miTI sAgara kA pakSa sabala huaa| rAhu kA ghara bhara gayA anudyama-prApta amApa nidhi se taba rAhu kA sara bhara gayA viSa-viSama pApa-nidhi se| yAnI asparzva-nidhi ke sparzana se rAha itanA kAlA ho gayA, ki vaha durdarzya ho gayA pApa-zAlA kSINatama sukRtavAlA dRzya nahIM rahA darzakoM ke sparza nahIM rahA sparzakoM ke : lo, vicAroM meM samAnatA ghulI, do zaktiyA~ paraspara miliiN| guraveta to kar3avI hotI hI hai aura nIma para car3I vaha phira kahanA hI kyA ! 286 :: mUka mATI

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bhalI-burI bhaviSya kI goda meM hai karavaTeM letI par3I abhI ! isa para bhI donoM ke mana meM caina kahA~ : AkulatA kaI gunI bar3hI hai| dina meM, rAta meM prakAza meM, tama meM A~kha banda kara ke bhI donoM pralaya hI dekhate haiM, pralaya hI inakA bhojana rahA hai pralaya hI prayojana! dharatI ke vilaya meM nilaya kise milegA ? aura kahA~ vaha jIvana-sAdhana? dharatI kI vijaya meM abhaya kise na milegA ? aura yahA~ jIvana-sA dhana ! hameM, tumheM aura unheM yahA~ koI cAhe jinheN| hAya, parantu ! kahA~ prApta hai isa vicAra kA vistAra inheM ? kuTina' cyAla-cAlavAlA karAla-kAla gAlavAlA sAdhu-bala se rahita huA bAhu-bala se sahita huaa| pUka mATI :: 237

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varAha-rAma kA rAhI rAha hitAhita-viveka-vaMcita svabhAva se krUra, kruddha huA raudra-pUra, ruSTa huA kolAhala kiye binA eka-do kavala kiye binA basa, sAbuta hI nimalatA hai pratApa-puMja prabhAkara ko| sindhu meM bindu-sA mAM kI gahana-goda meM zizu-sA rAhu ke gAla meM samAhita huA bhAskara / dinakara tirohita huA"so" dina kA avasAna-sA lagatA haiM dikhane lagA dIna-hIna dina durdina se ghirA daridra gRhI-sA / yaha sandhyAkAla hai yA akAla meM kAla kA Agamana ! tilaka se virahitalalanA-lalATa-tala-sama gaganAMganA kA A~gana abhirAma kahA~ rahA vaha ? dizAoM kI dazA badalI jIrNa-jvara-grasita kaayaa-sii| kamala-bandhu nahIM dikhA so. kamala-dala mukulita huA kamanIyatA meM kamI AI akrama"! vana kA, upavana kA jIvana baha miTatA-sA lagatA hai, aura 298 :: pUka mATI

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vanakA pIvana saMjIvana luTatA-sA lagatA hai| agni mitra hai nA pacana kA ! teja tattva kA srota hai nA sUrya ! aruka, athaka pathika ho kara bhI pavana ke pada thame haiM Aja mitra kI AjIvikA luTatI dekha / se kampita haiM anukampA so tana meM kampana hai, mAsUma mamatA kI mUrti svara - vihArI svatantra - saMjJI saMgIta - jIvI saMyama-tantrI sarva-saMgoM se mukta niHsaMga aMga hI saMgAtI saMgI jisakA saMgha-samAja-sevI . vAtsalya-pUra vakSastala ! tamo- rajo avaguNa- hanI satI- guNI, zramaguNa-dhanI vaira-virodhI veda-bAMdhi sandhyA kI zaMkA se zaMkAkula Akasmika bhaya se vyAkula jisake paMkha bhara Aye haiM zlatha pakSI dala vaha vihaMgama dRzya darzana chor3a apanI-apanI nIr3oM para A mauna baiTha jAtA hai jisakA tana, aura cintA kI sudUra gahanatA meM paiTha jAtA hai jisakA mana ! anukSaNa mUkamATI :: 289

Page #262
andara ke Adita kaNa Ata ke kAraNa bAhara A-A kara krandana kara rahe haiM! ye to kala ke hI kaNaM haiM parantu, kheda hai kala kA rakha kahA~ hai vaha kalarava ? kalakaNTa kA kaNTa bhI kuNThita huA : : .. naH unnataH hA meM ... kavala bhara-bhara AyA hai karuNa krandana Akrandana ! kAka - kokila - kapotoM meM cIla - cir3iyA~ - cAtaka - cita meM bAgha - bher3a - bAla - bakoM meM sAraMga - kuraMga - siMha - aMga meM khaga - kharagozoM - kharoM - khaloM meM lalita - lalAma - lajIla latAoM meM parvata - paramonnata zikharoM meM praur3ha pAdapoM au' paudhoM meM pallava-pAtoM, phata-phUloM meM . viraha-vedanA kA unmeSa dekhA nahIM jAtA nimeSa bhI so... saMkalpa liyA paMchI-dala ne sUrya-grahaNa kA saMkaTa yaha jaba taka dUra nahIM hogA taba taka bhojana-pAna kA cAga ! jana-raMjana, manaraMjana kA tyAga : aura to aura aMjana-vyaMjana kA bhI : 240 :: bhUka mATo

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bhUcaroM nabhazcaroM kA hA-hAkAra suna kara rAhu ke mukha meM chaTapaTAtA dinakara ko dekha kara bAdala ke dila ko bala milA, kahIM kaI guNA khUna car3ha gayA ho usakA ! para pakSa ke parAbhava meM aisA hotA hI hai, para, honA nahIM caahie| aura sva-pakSa ke pagapata meM .. . .... ..... . .. .. .. dila para daurA par3atA hai vaha saba jaga kI jar3atA hai| aba meghoM ke varSaNa ko kauna roka sakatA hai? aba mevoM ke harSaNa ko kauna roka sakatA hai ? pralayakAriNI varSA kI bhUmikA pUrI bana par3I hai yathAsthAnayU~ kahate mAhaula ko dekha, jaba havA kAma nahIM karatI taba davA kAma karatI hai, aura jaba davA kAma nahIM karatI taba duA kAma karatI hai parantu, jaba duA bhI kAma nahIM karatI taba kyA rahA zeSa ? maka mAdA :: 241

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kauna sahArA ? so sunI ! dRr3hA dhruvA saMyamAliMgitA yaha jo cetanA hai svayaMbhuvA kAma karatI haiM, cU~cI huI dharatI ko vinaya anunaya se kahate haiM kaNa-kaNa ye : "mA~ ke mAna kA sammAna ho rAghava-vaMza ke aMza haiM ye, lAghava vaMza ke prazaMsaka bhI parantu, ahaM ke saMskAra se saMskArita gArava - vaMza ke dhvaMsaka haiM, mA~ ! 242 mUkamATI hue, ho rahe aura hoMge jisa vaMza meM haMsa paramahaMsa usa vaMza kI smRti vismRta na ho, mA ! vaMza-paramparA kI paricaryA karane do ise, mAtra paricarcA rahane do use, zrama kA bhAjana rahI jo ! sarasa bhASaNa kI apekSA nIrasa bhojana hI Aja svAdapUrNa, svAsthya vardhaka laga rahA hai ise / " jagaddiihataiSiNI mA~ ke maMgalamaya caraNa-kamaloM meM mastaka dharate karate namana

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aura mA~ ke mukha se maMgalamaya AzIrvacana sunate yU~ : "pApa-pAkhaNDa para prahAra karo prazasta puNya svIkAra karo !" dRr3hamanA zramaNa-sama sakSama kArya karane kaTibaddha ho athAha utsAha sAtha le anagina kaNa ye ur3ate haiM thAha-zUnya zUnya meM! raNabharI suna kara raNAMgana meM kUdane vAle svAbhimAnI svarAjya-premI lohita-locana udbhaTa-sama yA tapta lauha-piNDa para dhana-prahAra se, caTa-caTa chUTate sphuliMga anucaTana-sama lAla-lAla ye dharatI-kaNa kSaNa-kSaNa meM eka-eka ho kara bhI kaI jatlakaNoM ko, basa sokhate jA rahe haiM, sokhate jA rahe haiM... pUrA bala lagA kara bhI bhU-kaNa kI rAzi ko cIra-cIra kara isa pAra bhU taka nahIM A pAye jala-kaNa / pUka mATI : 243

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: Upara se nIce kI ora girate anagina jala-kaNoM se, nIce se Upara kI ora ur3ate anagina bhU-kaNoM kA nAradAra TakarAva ! pariNAma yaha huA, ki eka-eka jala-kapA:::::. . . "..:::: :: kaI kaNoM meM vibhAjita hoteloradAra bikharAba ! bAroM ora jora zora" aura chora-zUnya sauramaNDala meM dhUmadAra ghirAya"! ghanoM ke Upara vidhana chA gayA bhU-kaNa sampana ho kara bhI aba se pare anagha rahe, ghanoM ke kaNa anagha kahA ? adhoM ke bhAra, sau-sauM prakAra so bhayabhIta ho bhAga rahe, aura bhU-kaNa ye bhUkhe-se kAla bana kara, bhayaMkara rUpa le jala-kaNoM ke pIche bhAga rahe haiN| isa avasara para indra bhI avatarita huA, amaroM kA Iza / parantu usakA avataraNa gupta vaha dRSTigocara nahIM huA 241:: mUka mATI

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kevala dhanuSa dikha rahA kAryarata indradhanuSa ! mahApuruSa prakAza meM nahIM Ate AnA bhI nahIM cAhate, prakAza-pradAna meM hI unheM rasa AtA haiM yaha bAta nirAlI hai, ki prakAza sabako prakAzita karegA hI sva ho yA para, prakAzya' bhara ko ! phira sattA-zUnya vastu bhI kahAM hai ? phira, yaha bhI sambhava kahA~ 7 ki sattA ho aura prakAzita na ho ? indra-sama vahI cAhatA he 'yaha' bhI / maiM yathAkAra bananA cAhatA hU~ vyathAkAra nahIM / aura maiM tathAkAra bananA cAhatA hU~ kathAkAra nahIM / isa lekhanI kI bhI yahI bhAvanA hai kRti rahe, saMskRti rahe AgAmI asIma kAla taka jAgRta jIvita ajita ! sahaja prakRti kA vaha zRMgAra - zrIkAra manahara AkAra le jisameM AkRta hotA hai / kartA na rahe, vaha vizva ke sammukha kabhI bhI mRkka pATI : 245

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vipama - vikRti kA vaha kSAra-dAra saMgAra ahaMkAra kA hu~kAra le jisameM jAgRta hotA hai| aura hita sva-para kA yaha nizcita nirAkRta hotA hai ! :: ... ... . Aja indra kA puruSArtha sImA ko chU rahA hai, dona hAtha se bhuSa kI Dora dAhine kAna taka pUrNa khIMca kara nirantara chor3e jA rahe / tIkhe sUcImukhI bANoM se lide jA rahe, bhide jA rahe, vidrUpa-nitIrNa ho rahe haiM bAdala-daloM ke badana sb| vayaMra mamara-sA ho AI sthiti unakI dayanIya-sI gati, rulAI AtI hai / / jahA~ dekheM vahA~ bhU-kaNa hI bhU-kaNa thor3e se hI zeSa haiM jl-knn| yahI kAraNa hai ki sAgara ne phira se preSita kiye jana-bhare labAlaba vAdala-dala, aura sAtha hI sAtha Age kyA karanA, yaha bhI sUcita kiyA hai| - 246 :: mUka bhAToM

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C sUcita bhAvAnusAra turanta, bAdaloM ne bijalI kA utpAdana kiyA, krodha se bharI bijalI kauMdhane lagI saba kI A~kheM aisI banda ho gaIM cipaka gaI hoM goMda se kahIM ! sUjhabU bujhatI baI auroM kI kyA kathA, nisarga se animeSa rahA indra bhI nimeSa-bhara meM nimeSavAlA bana gayA, yAnI indra kI A~kheM bhI bAra-bAra palaka mArane lgiiN| tabhI indra ne Aveza meM A kara amogha astra vajra nikAla kara bAdaloM ke Upara pheMka diyaa| vajrAghAta se Ahata ho meghoM ke mukha se 'Aha' dhvani nikalI, jise sunate hI saura maNDala baharA ho gyaa| rAvaNa kI bhA~ti cIkhanA meghoM kA ronA vaha apazakuna siddha huA sAgara ke lie, aura Aga ugalatI bijalI kI A~khoM meM bhUri-bhUri dhUlikaNa ghusa - ghusa kara duHsaha duHkha dene lage / aisI viSama sthiti ko dekha bijalI bhI ka~pane lagI, yahI kAraNa ho sakatA hai ki mUka mATI 267

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calA-capatA palAyavAlA .......... banI ho bijalI": isa durghaTanA ko dekha, "turanta, sAgara se punaH sUcanA milatI hai bhayabhIta bAdaloM ko, ki / indra ne amogha astra calAyA to tuma rAmabANa se kAma lo ! pIche haTane kA mata nAma lo IMTa kA javAba patthara se do! vilamba nahIM, avilamba olA-vRSTi karo"upalavarSA! lo, phira se bAdaloM meM sphUrti AI svAbhimAna saceta huA oloM kA utpAdana prArambha ! so"aisA laga rahA hai utpAdana nahIM, udghATana - anAvaraNa huA hai apAra bhaNDAra kA kahIM ! laghu-guru aNu-mahA trikoNa-catuSkoNa vAle tathA paMca pahalU vAle bhinna-bhinna AkAra vAle bhinna-bhinna bhAra vAle gola-gola suDaula ole kyA kahe, kyA bole, jahA~ dekheM vahA~ ole saura-maNDala bhara gayA : 248 : mUka mATI

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so"yaha lekhanI tulanA karane baiThI aura aura lakI : Upara aNu kI zakti kAma kara rahI hai to idhara nIce manu ko zakti vidyamAna ! Upara yantra hai, ghumar3a rahA hai nIce mantra hai, gunagunA rahA hai eka mAraka hai. eka tAraka; eka vijJAna hai jisakI AjIvikA tarkaNA haiM, eka AsthA haiM jise AjIvikA kI cintA nahIM, eka adhara meM laTakA hai use AdhAra nahIM paira TikAne, eka ko dharatI kI zaraNa milI hai| yahI kAraNa hai, Upara vAle ke pAsa kevala dimAg2a hai, caraNa nahIM ho sakatA hai dImaka khA gaye hoM usake caraNoM ko"! nIce vAlA calatA bhI hai prasaMga para Upara bhI car3ha sakatA hai; hA~ ! UparavAle kA dimAg2a car3ha sakatA hai| jisa samaya vaha vinAza kA, patana kA pATha hI par3ha sakatA hai| yaha bhI sarva vidita hai ki prazna-cihna Upara hI mUka bhATI : 249

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laTakA milatA hai sadA, jabaki pUrNa virAma nIce / prazna kA uttara nIce hI milatA hai Upara kadApi nahIM uttara meM virAma hai, zAnti ananta / prazna sadA Akula rahatA hai uttara ke anantara prazna hI nahIM uThatA, prazna kA jIvana - anta sindhu meM bindu vilIna jyoM"" ! - 250 muka mATI lekhanI se huI isa tulanA meM apanA avamUlyana jAna kara hI mAno, nirdaya ho kara dUha pa bhU-kaNoM ke Upara janagina ole / pratikAra ke rUpa meM apane bala kA paricaya dete mastaka ke bala bhU-kaNoM ne bhI jaloM ko Takkara dekara isa TakarAva se kucha ole to pala bhara meM phUTa-phUTa kara bahu bhAgoM meM ba~Ta gaye, aura vaha dRzya call re uchAla diye zUnya meM bahuta dUra "dharatI ke kakSa ke bAhara, 'AryabhaTTa', 'rohiNI' Adika upagrahoM ko uThAta detA hai yathA prakSepAstra !

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aisA pratIta ho rahA hai, ki parimala - pArijAta puSpa- pAMkhuriyA~ hI muskAna vikheratI maMgala nIce utara rahI hoM, dhIre-dhIre ! jo svargoM se varasAI gaIM devoM se dharatI kA svAgata abhinandana hai / kucha oloM ko pIr3A na ho, yU~ vicAra kara hI mAno unheM mastaka para le kara hai ka so aisA laga rahA haiM ki hanUmAna apane sara para himAlaya le ur3a rahA ho ! ghaTanA kA yaha krama ghaNToM taka calatA rahA" "lagAtAra, isake sAmane 'sTAra vAra' jo ina dinoM carcA kA viSaya banA hai vizeSa mahattva nahIM rkhtaa| Upara ghaTatI huI ghaTanA kA avalokana khulI A~khoM se kumbha-samUha bhI kara rahA / para, kumbha Qian mukha para bhIti kI lahara vaiSamya nahIM hai sahaja - sAkSI bhAva se, basa saba kucha saMvedita hai sarata garala sakala zakala saba ! isa para bhI vismaya kI bAta to yaha hai ki. mUkamATI :: 251

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|ek bhI nIlA nIce A kara kambha ko bhagna nahIM kara sakA ! jahA~ taka hAra-jIta kI bAta haibhU-kaNoM kI jIta ho cukI haiM aura bAdaloM-oloM ke gale meM hAra kA hAra laTaka rahA hai surabhi-sugandhi se rahita mRtaka murajhAyA huaa| tathApi, naye-naye bAdaloM kA Agamana nUtana joloM kA utpAdana bIca-bIca meM bijalI kI kauMdha saMgharSa kA utkarSaNa-prakarSaNa kalaha, kazamakaza dhUrtatA sAgara ke viSama-saMketa krUratA Adi-Adi yaha saba pagamava ke bAda bar3hatA huA dAha-pariNAma hai, krodha kA parAbhava honA sahaja nhiiN| isa pratikUlatA meM bhI bhUkhe bhU-kaNoM kA sAhasa adbhuta haiM, tyAga-tapasyA anUThI : janma-bhUmi kI lAja mA~-pRthivI kI pratiSThA dRr3ha niSThA ke binA Tika nahIM sakatI, ruka nahIM sakatI yahA~, 252 :: mUka mATI

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lUTa jAtI "tabhI kI isa viSaya ko smRti meM lAtA huA upAmya kI pAlanA meM DUbatA huA zilpIkisI bAta kI mA~ga nahIM kii| isakA artha yaha nahIM ki abhAva kA anubhava nahIM ho rahA ho; artha kA abhAva koI abhAva nahIM hai. aura prabha se artha kI mAMga karanA bhI "vyartha hai nA ! jo ApakaM pAsa hai hI nahIM rakhanA cAhate hI nahIM usakI kyA mAMga ? parantu, paramArtha kA abhAva asahya ho uThA hai isameM, vibho ! isa abhAva kA abhAva kaba ho ? kisI vizeSa kAraNavaza zokAkula ho zrAnta thaka kara . zavAsana se soyA huA kizora ke sUkSmAtisUkSma sisakana meM hI ghanIbhUta duHkha kI gandha AtI hai yaha bhI mA~ kI nAsA ko| usakI zvasana-praNAlI kA sarakana ArohaNa-avarohaNa kA zravaNa mA~ kI zravaNA hI kara sakatI haiN| - - mUka mATI :: 238

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pahana kapar3oM ko nahIM phAi rahA hai hAtha-paira nahIM pachAr3a rahA hai. dharA para, aura mukha-mudrA ko vikRta karatA huA Akroza ke sAza krandana nahIM kara rahA hai, isI kAraNavaza usameM duHkha ke abhAva kA nirNaya lenA sahI nirNaya nahIM mAnA jA sktaa| "mAtra duHkha kA abhivyaktIkaraNa . ., ..:.:.: nahIM hai yahA~ kintu duHkha kI ghaTAoM se Acchanna hai andara kA AkAza ! isakA darzana yadi antaryAmI ko bhI nahIM hogA "to phira.. kisa kI A~kheM haiM ye ise dekha sakeM aura turanta hI sajala ho sAntvanA de sakeM ? mAM-dharatI kA mAna baca jAya, prabho ! jala kA mAna paca jAya, vibho ! parIkSA kI bhI sImA hotI hai ati-parIkSA bhI prAyaH pAtra ko pracalita karatA hai padha se, pAtheya ke prati prIti bhI ghaTatI hai| vAra-bAra dIrgha zvAsa lene se dhairya-sAhasa kI bA~dha hilatI hai darAra kI pUrI sambhAvanA hai| 234:: mRka mATI

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hAya ! akAla meM hI jIvana se hAtha dhonA par3egA kyA / dina-para-dina kaTate gaye kaI dina ! jaba kAraNa jJAta huA zilpI ke adarzana kA premabharI manda-muskAna lAr3a-pyAra kI vaat| gAta para hAtha sahalAtA komala kara-pallavoM kA vaha sahalAva saMgIta ke sAtha AtmasAt karAtA zItala salila kA snehila siMcana.. yaha saba atizaya atIta kA, smRti kA viSaya bana jhalaka AyA galAva-paudha ke samakSa / . . . . . . . : . ....: .:: .... ............ . aura paudha ne dRSTipAta kiyA turanta ! sudara"prAMgaNa meM AsIna zilpI kI ora, . bhoga-bhukti se Uba gayA hai coga-bhakti meM DUba gayA hai, usakI mati vaha prabhu-caraNoM kI dAsI banI hai, para mukhAkRti para patalI halkI-sI udAsI basI hai !''sI' dharma-saMkaTa meM par3e svAmI ko dekha gulAba-paudha bola uThA : "isa saMkaTa kA anta nikaTa ho, mUka, pATI :: 255

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vikaTa se vikaTatama saMkaTa bho kaTa jAte haiM pala bhara meM; Apako smaraNa meM lAte hI phira''to prabho ! nikaTa-nikaTatama nirakhatA Apako hRdaya meM pAte bhI vilamba kyA ho rahA hai, Arya ke isa kArya meM?" isI avasara para, yAnI Agata saMkaTa para hI gutAba ke kA~Te bhI dA~ta kaTakaTAte haiM, karNa-kada kucha kahate yUM : "are saMkaTa ! hRdaya-zUnya chalI kahA~ kA ! kaNTaka bana mata viSTha jA ! nirIha-nirdoSa-nizchala nIrAga pathikoM ke patha para ! apanA haTa chor3a, aba to haTa jA patha se "dUra'"kahIM jA, varanA, kaoNTe se hI kA~TA nikAlA jAtA haiMkyA yaha patA nahIM tujhe :: dhyAna rakha ! kucha hI paloM meM patA hI na calegA terA !'' isI bIca isI viSaya meM DAla para laTakatA phUla-. Pati :. mUka mATI

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vizeSa sakriya ho jAtA hai na hI koTe kI bAta kAratA hai na hI kA~Te ko DA~TatA hai, samayocita bAta karatA hai kA~Te ke udvega - USmA ke upazamana hetu| jaba suI se kAma cala sakatA hai taba talavAra kA prahAra kyoM kareM ? java phUla se kAma cala sakatA hai. taba zUla kA vyavahAra kyoM kareM / jaba mUla meM bhUtala para raha kara hI phala hAtha laga rahA hai taba cUla para car3hanA vaha mAtra zakti-samaya kA apavyaya hI nahIM,. sahI mUlyAMkana kA abhAva siddha karatA hai| yU, gandha-nidhAna gulAba nIti-niyoga kI vidhi batAtA proti-pravIga kI nidhi dikhAtA apane abhinna ananya mitra aNu-aNu se, kaNa-kaNa se surabhi kA paricaya karAtA divi-digantoM taka phailA kara gandha-vAhakaH pabana kA smaraNa karatA hai| kucheka kSaNa nikalate, ki vinaya - vizvAsa vicArazIla prakRti ke anurUpa prakRti vAlA bana-upavana vicaraNa-dhamA mUka mATo :: "

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vasanta-varpA-tuSAra-gharmA saba RtuoM meM samAna karmA maitrika bhAva kA AsvAdana karatA jIvana ke kSaNa-kSaNa meM paitrika-bhAva kA abhivAdana karatA pavana kA Agamana huaa| aise vyaktitva ke sambandha meM hI mantoM kI ye paMktiyA~ milatI haiM, ki 'jisakI kartavya-niSTA yaha kASThA ko chUtI milatI hai usakI sarvamAnya pratiSThA to" kASThA ko bhI pAra kara jAtI hai|' lI, smarapAmAtra se hI mitra kA milana huA so phUla gulAba phUlA na samAyA mudita-mukhI Amoda jhUlA jhUlane lagA, pariNAma yaha huAAgata mitra kA svAgata svayameva huaa| phUla ne pavana ko prema meM nahalA diyA, aura badale meM pavana ne phUla ko prema se hilA diyA ! 2.36 :: mUka mATI

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: :: :: ... ... kucha mauna ! phira pavana ne kahA binaya ke sAtha ki .... yA so kAraNa jJAta karanA cAhatA hU~ jisase ki prAsaMgika kartavya pUrNa kara sakU~ apane ko puNya se pUra sa., aura pAvana-pUta kara sakU~, basa aura koI prayojanA nhiiN|' para ke lie bhI kucha karU~ sahayogI * upayogI baneM yaha bhAvanA eka bahAnA hai, dUsaroM ko mAdhyama banA kara madhyama-bAnI samatA kI ora bar3hane basa, sugamatama patha haiM, aura auroM ke prati apane andara bharI glAni - ghRNA ke lie virecana !" pavana ke isa Azaya para uttara ke rUpa meM, phala naM | mukha se kucha bhI nahIM kahA, mAtra gambhIra mudrA se dharatI kI ora dekhatA rhaa| dayA-dravIbhUta ho kara karuNA-chalakatI dRSTi pherI sudUra baiThe zilpI kI aura pUka pATI:: 250

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: jA auroM se kyA, apane zarIra kI ora nihArate nhiiN| kucha pala khisaka gaye, ki. phUla kA mukha :pamatamAne lagA krodha ke kAraNa; pAkhI-rUpa adhara-pallava phar3aphar3Ane lage, kSobha se; rakta-candana A~khoM se vaha Upara bAdaloM kI aura dekhatA haio kRtAna kalaha-kama-magna bane haiM; haiM vighna ke sAta batAra, :.::. .:. :::::: saMvegamaya jIvana ke prati udvega-Avega pradarzita karate, aura jinakA bhatripya bhayaMkara, zubha-'bhAvoM kA bhagnAvazeSa mAtra ! bhinna-bhinna pAtroM ko dekha kara bhinna-bhinna bhAva-bhaMgimAoM ke sAtha yaha jo phUla kA vamana-namana pariNamana huA, huA vani' - parivartana, utanA hI paryApta huA pavana ke lie| hA~ : hAM ! anukta bhI jJAta hotA hai. avazya udyamazIla vyakti ke lie phira 'to'.. saMyamazIla bhakti ke lie kisI bhI bAta kI avyaktatA sa!! :: mRka mArI

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Akulita karegI kyA ? saba kucha khulegA-khilaMgI usake sammukha vilamba ! yU~ prAsaMgika kArya jJAta hote hI, use sAnanda sampAdita karane pavana kaTivaddha hotA hai turanta / kRtajJatA jJApana kag2atA dharA ke prati, pralaya-rUpa dhAraNa karatA huA roSa ke sAtha kahatA hai, ki "are pathabhraSTa bAdalo ! bala kA sadupayoga kiyA karo, chatla kA na upabhoga kiyA karo ! chala-dala se hala nahIM nikalane vAlA kucha bhii| kucha bhI karo yA na karo, mAtra dala kA avasAna hI hala hai, aura vaha bhI nikaTa - sannikaTa !" mati kI gati-sI tIvra gati se pavana pahu~catA hai nabha-maNDala meM, pAponmukhoM meM pramukha bAdaloM ko apanI capeTa meM letA hai, ghera letA hai aura unake mukha ko phaMra detA hai jar3a tattva ke srota, sAgara kI ora" | phira, pUrI zakti lagA kara unheM Dhakela detA haiM.. mUka pATI :: 261

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donoM hAtha kucha Upara uThA eka pada dharatI para nizcala jamAte / eka pada pI.kI sArakhI / . .. : .................. er3I ke bala se geMda ko Tokara de kara bAlaka jyoM dekhatA raha jAtA, pavana dekhatA raha gyaa| aba kyA pUcho ! bAdala dala ke sAtha asaMkhya ole sira ke bala jA kara sAgara meM girate haiM eka sAtha, pApa-karma ke vazIbhUta ho kara bhayaMkara duHkhApanna narakoM meM golAde lete zaTha-nAyaka nAraka girate jyoN| idhara kaI dinoM ke bAda, nirAbAdha nirabhra nIla-nabha kA darzana / pavana kA harSaNa huA utsAha ullAsa se bharA sAra-maNDala kaha uThA, ki| 'dharatI kI pratiSThA banI rahe, aura hama sabakI dharatI meM niSThA dhanI rahe, bs|" aNu-aNu kaNa-kaNa ye bana-upavana aura pavana bhAnu kI AbhA se dhula gaye haiN| 22 :: mRka mATI

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kaliyAM khula khila par3IM pavana kI ha~siyoM meM, chaviyA~ ghula-mila gaI gagana kI galiyoM meM, nayI umaMga, naye raMga aMga-aMga meM nayI taraMga .. nayI Uo bImA : naye utsava to nayI bhaSA naye locana - samAlocana nayA siMcana, nayA cintana nayI zaraNa to nayI varaNa nayA bharaNa to nayAbharaNa naye caraNa - saMcaraNa naye karaNa - saMskaraNa nayA rAga, nayI parAga nayA jAga, nahIM bhAga naye hAva to nayI tRpA naye bhAva to navI kRpA navI khazI to nayI ha~sI nayI-nayI ye griiysii| nayA maMgala to nayA sUraja nayA jaMgala to nabI 'bhU-raja nayI miti to nayI mati nayI citi to navI yati nayI dazA to nayI dizA nahIM mRSA to nayA cazA nayI kSudhA to nayI tRSA nayI sudhA to nirAmiNa mUka pArTI :: 263

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nayA yoga hai, nayA prayoga hai naye-naye ye nayopayoga haiM nayI kalA le harI lasI ha nayI sampadA varIyasI hai nayI pataka meM nayA pulaka hai "nayA lalaka meM nayA~ jhalaka hai naye bhavana meM naye chucana haiM naye chuvana meM naye sphuraNa haiN| , yU. yaha nUtana parivartana huA tathApi, isakA prabhAva kahA~ par3Amauna AsIna zilpI ke Upara, manda-manda sugandha pavana baha-bar3a kara bhI vaha aprabhAvaka hI rhaa| zilpI ke roma-roma ve pulakita kahA~ hue ? aparasa ko parasa baha prabhAvita kaba kara sakatA? zilpI kI nAsA taka pahu~ca kara bhI gulAba kI tAjI mahaka vaha usakI nAsA ko jagA na sakI bhAgopabhoga kI ye vastu java bhoga-lIna bhoktA ko bhI tRpta nahIM kara pAtI haiM phira to yahA~ 251 :: mUka mATI

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yogI ko Amantrita karanA hai mantrita karanA hai bAhara Ane ko ! nijI-nijI nIr3oM ko chor3a bAhara A bana-bahAra nihAratA paMchI-dala kA cahaka bhI cAha ke abhAva meM zilpI ke kaNoM ko saraMga-krama se jA TU nahIM sakA aura zUnya meM lIna ho gayA vh| yAnI, zravaNIya cahaka ke grAhaka nahIM bane zilpI ke karNa bh| aisI vizeSa sthiti meM dUraja ho kara bhI svayaM rajavihIna sUraja hI sahasroM karoM ko phailA kara sukomala kiraNAMguliyoM se nIraja kI banda pA~khuriyoM-sI zilpI kI palakoM ko sahalAtA hai| isa sahalAya meM zilpI ko anubhUta huA mA~ kI mamatA kA mRdu-snehila prs| A~kheM visphArita huI huA apAra kSamatA kA sadana AlokadhAma dinakara kA drsh| dUra se daraza pA kara bhI locana harasa se barasane lage, aura idhara.. bhakti ke dhavattima kaNoM meM snapita - zAnta hone mUka mATI :: 25

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dharatI ke kaNa ye tarasane lge| yU~, pUrA kA pUrA mAhola DUba gayA, parasana meM, darazana meM, harasana meM aura tarasana meM : svambha avasthA kI ora lIyate :.::: .. . . .. .. kumbhakAra ko dekha kumbha ne kahA, parISaha-upasarga ke binA kabhI svarga aura apavarga kI upalabdhi na huI, na hogI traikAlika satya hai vaha ! gupta-sAdhaka kI sAdhanA-sI apakva-kumbha kI paripakva AsthA para Azcarya huA kumbhakAra ko, aura vaha kahatA hai"AzA nahIM thI mujhe ki atyalpa kAla meM bhI itanI saphalatA milegI tumheM / kaThina sAdhanA ke sammukha bar3e-bar3e sAdhaka bhI hA~pate, ghuTane Tekate hue mile haiM yahA~ ! aba vizvasta ho cukA hU~ pUrNataH maiM, ki pUrI saphalatA Age bhI milegI, phira bhI, abhI tumhArI yAtrA 266 :: mUka mATI

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Adima-yATI ko hI pAra kara rahI hai, ghATiyoM kI paripATI pratIkSita hai abhI ! aura "suno ! Aga kI nadI ko bhI pAra karanA hai tumheM, vaha bhI binA naukA ! hA~ ! hA~ !! apane hI bAhuoM se taira kara, tIra milanA nahIM vinA tereN| isa para kumbha kahatA hai, ki "jala aura jvalanazIla anala meM antara zeSa rahatA hI nahIM sAdhaka kI antara-dRSTi meN| nirantara sAdhanA kI yAtrA bheda se abheda kI ora veda se aveda kI ora bar3hatI hai, bar3hanA hI cAhie anyathA, vaha yAtrA nAma kI hai yAtrA kI zurUAta abhI nahIM huI hai|" kumbha kI ye paMktiyA~ bahuta hI jAnadAra asaradAra siddha huiiN| pUka mATI :: 267

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rakhaNDa : cAra agni kI parIkSA cA~dI-sI rAkha

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idhara dharatI kA dina dahala uThA, hila uThA hai, adhara dharatI ke kaeNpa uTe haiM dhRti nAma kI vastu yaha dikhatI nahIM kahIM bhii| cAhe ti kI ho yA ti kI, kimI kI bhI mati kAma na krtii| dharatI kI uparila ubaratA phalavatI zakti baha jAegI patA nahIM kahA~ baha jaaegii| prAya: yahI sanA rihAna nabhacaroM saM 'bhUcaroM ko upahAra kama milA karatA hai prahAra milA karatA hai prabhRna / asaMcamI saMghamI ko kyA dagA : vigagI rAgI se kyA legA : aura sunA hI nahIM, kaI bAra dekhA gayA niyama-saMyama ke sammukha asaMyama hI nahIM, dhama mA apana ghaTana katA dikhA hai, hAra bIkAnA hotA hai nabhavoM mug2amoM ko : mUka pATI :: 2011

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. . Aja, avalokana huA avA kA sarasarI dRSTi se, ab| avilamba avadhArita avadhi meN| avA ke andara kumbha ko pahu~cAnA hai, aura avA ko sApha-sutharA banAyA jA rahA hai| avA ke nicale bhAga meM bar3I-bar3I Ter3hI-mer3hI gA~Tha vAlI kAlI-kAlI chAla vAlI babUla kI lakar3iyA~ eka ke Upara eka sajAI mAsI haiM, aura unheM sahArA diyA jA rahA hai lAla-pIlI chAla vAlI nIma kI lakar3iyoM kaa| zIghra Aga pakar3ane vAlI devadAru-sI lakar3iyA~ bhI bIca-bIca meM bichAI gaIM, dhImI-dhImI jalane vAlI sacikkana imalI kI lakar3iyA~ jo avA ke kinAre cAroM ora khar3I kI haiM aura avA ke bIcoM-bIca kumbha-samUha vyavasthita hai| saba lakar3iyoM kI ora se avaruddha-kaNThA ho babUla kI lakar3I apanI antima antarvedanA kumbhakAra ko dikhAtI hai, aura 22 :: mUka pArTI

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usakI zokAkula mudrA kucha kahane kA sAhasa karatI hai, ki "janma se hI hamArI prakRti kar3I hai hama lakar3I jo rahIM lagabhaga dharatI ko jA chU rahI haiM hamArI pApa kI pAlar3I, bhArI ho par3I hai| hamase bahuta dUra pIche puNya kI paridhi kichur3I hai kSetra kI hI nahIM, kAla kI bhI dUrI ho gaI hai puNya aura isa patita jIvana ke bIca meM.. kabhI-kabhI hameM banAI jAtI kar3I se aura kar3I char3I aparAdhiyoM kI piTAI ke lie / prAyaH aparAdhI-jana baca jAte niraparAdha hI piTa jAte, aura unheM pITate-pITate TUTatI hm| ise hama gaNatantra kaise kaheM ? yaha to zuddha 'dhanatantra' hai yA manamAnA 'tantra' hai ! isa anartha kA phala-rasa hameM bhI milatA hai cakhane ko, aura yaha jo hameM nimitta banA kara niraparAdha kumbha ko jalAne kI sAdha calI hai mUka mATI :: 271

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eka aura hatyA kI kar3Ijur3I jA rahI, isa jIvana se| aba kar3avI ghUTa lI nahIM jAtI kaNTha taka bhara AI hai pIr3A, aba bhItara avakAza hI nahIM hai, cAhe viSa kI ghUTa ho yA pIyUSa kI kucha samaya taka pIyUSa kA prabhAva par3anA bhI nahIM hai isa jIvana para ! jo viSAkta mAhaula meM rahatA huA viSa-sA bana gayA hai| 'AzAtIta vilamba ke kAraNa anyAya nyAya-sA nahIM nyAya anyAya sA lagatA hI hai|' aura yahI huA isa yuga meM isake saath| lar3akhar3AtI lakar3I kI rasanA rukatI-rukattI phira kahatI haiM"nirbala-janoM ko satAne se nahIM, bala-saMbala de bacAne se hI balavAnoM kA bala sArthaka hotA hai|" isa para jhubdha hue binA mRdu mamatA-matha makha se mizrI-mizrita mIThe vacana kahanA hai zilpI, ki "nIce se nirvala ko Upara uTAte samaya usake hAtha meM pIr3A ho sakatI hai, usameM uThAne vAle kA doSa nahIM, 272 :: bhUka mATI

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uThane kI zakti nahIM honA hI doSa hai hA~, hA~ ! usa pIr3A meM nimitta par3atA hai. uThAne vAlA basa, isa prasaMga meM bhI yahI bAta hai| kumbha ke jIvana ko Upara uThAnA hai, aura isa kArya meM aura kisI ko nahIM, tumheM hI nimitta bananA hai|" yU zilpI ke vacana suna kara saMkoca-lajjA ke miSa antaHsvIkAratA prakaTa karatI-sIpuruSa ke sammukha strI-sI thor3I-sI grIvA hilAtI huI ..:... .. lAr3I datI hai. ki-.... "vAta kucha samajha meM AI, kucha nahIM, phira bhI ApakI udAratA ko dekha, bAta TAlane kI himmata ''isameM kahA~ "."aura lakar3I kI ora se svIkAratA milI prAsaMgika zubha kArya ke lie : so... abA ke mukha para davA-davA kara ravAdAra rAkha aura mArI aisI bichAI gaI, ki vAharI havA kI AvAja taka avA ke andara jA nahIM sakI ayA kI uttara dizA meM aba ! mUka pATI :: 273

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. .:: . nicale bhAga meM eka choTA-sA dvAra hai jisa para ya : . . . . . nava vAra navakAra-mantra kA uccAraNa karatA hai zAzvata zuddha-tattva ko smaraNa meM lA kara; aura eka choTI-sI jalatI lakar3I se agni lagA dI gayI avA meM, kintu kucha hI paloM meM agni bujhatI hai| phira se, turanta agni jalAI jAtI punaH jhaTa-sI bujhAtI vaha ! yaha jalana-vujhana kI kriyA kaI bAra calI, taba lakar3I ko punaH kahatA hai kumbhakAra sauhArda pUrNa bhASA meM : "lagatA hai, abhI isa zubha-kArya meM sahayoga kI svIkRti pUrI nahIM milI, anyathA vaha bAdhA khar3I nahIM hotI !" isa para kahatI hai lakar3I punaH saumya svAgata svaroM meM, ki "nahIM nahIM yaha bAdhA merI ora se nahIM hai ! svIkAra to"svIkAra" samarpaNa to"samarpaNa 274 :: maka mATI

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: . . . bAhara so bhItara, bhItara "so bAhara paNa: vacasA.- manasA eka hI vyavahAra, eka hI basabahatI yahA~ upayoga kI dhAra ! aura suno ! yahA~ bAdhaka-kAraNa aura hI haiM, vaha haiM svayaM agni| maiM to svayaM jalanA cAhatI hU~ parantu, agni mujhe jalAnA nahIM cAhatI hai isakA kAraNa vahI jaane|" kina zabdoM meM agni se nivedana karU~, kyA vaha mujhe sana sakegI ? kyA usa para par3a sakegA isa hRdaya kA prakAza-prabhAva ? kyA jvalana jala bana sakegA ? isakI pyAsa bujha sakegI? kahIM vaha mujha para kupita huI to? yU~ socatA huA zaMkita zilpI eka bAra aura jalAtA hai agni / lo, jalatI agni kahane lagI : ''maiM isa bAta ko mAnatI hU~ ki agni-parIkSA ke binA Aja taka kisI ko bhI mukti milI nahIM, na hI bhaviSya meM milegii| jaba yaha niyama hai isa viSaya meM phira : mUka mATI :: 275

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agni kI parIkSA nahIM hogI kyA ? merI parIkSA kauna legA ? .. apanI kasauTI para apane ko kasanA bahuta sarala hai para sahI-sahI nirNaya lenA bahuta kaThina hai, kyoMki 'apanI A~khoM kI lAlI apane ko nahIM dikhatI hai|' eka bAta aura bhI hai, ki jisakA jIvana auroM ke lie kasauTI banA hai vaha svayaM ke lie bhI bane, yaha koI niyama nahIM hai| aisI sthiti meM prAyaH mithyA-nirNaya le kara hI apane Apako pramANa kI koTi meM svIkAranA hotA hai"so agni ke jIvana meM sambhava nahIM hai| 'sadAzaya aura sadAcAra ke sA~ce meM Dhale jIvana ko hI apanI sahI kasauTI samajhatI huuN|' phira kumbha ko jalAnA to dUra, jalAne kA bhAva bhI mana meM lAnA abhizApa -pApa samajhatI hU~, zilpI jI ! "tava !" uparilI vArtA sunatA huA bhItara se hI kumbha kahatA hai agni se vinaya-anunaya ke sAtha ki "ziSToM para anugraha karanA 276 :: mUka mATI

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sahaja prApta zakti kA sadupayoga karanA hai, dharma haiN| aura, duSToM kA nigraha nahIM karanA zakti kA durupayoga karanA hai, adharma ! maiM nirdoSa nahIM hU~. doSoM kA koSa banA huA hU~ mujhameM ve doSa bhare hue haiM / jaba taka unakA jalanA nahIM hogA maiM nirdoSa nahIM ho sakatA / tumhe banAne kI zakti merI hai kahA~ kaha rahA hU~ ki mujhe jalAo ? mere doSoM ko jalAo ! ...:: Aa mere doSoM ko jalAnA hI mujhe jilAnA hai sva-para doSoM ko jalAnA parama dharma mAnA hai suntoM ne / doSa ajIva haiM, naimittika haiM, bAhara se Agata haiM kathaMcit guppa jIvagata haiM, guSNa kA svAgata hai / tumheM paramArtha milegA isa kArya se, isa jIvana ko artha milegA tumase mujhameM jala dhAraNa karane kI zakti hai jo tumhArI pratIkSA kara rahI hai, usakI pUrI abhivyakti meM tumhArA sahayoga anivArya haiN|" pUka mATI : 277

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kumbha kA Azaya vidita huA agni ko lo, mukha mudita huA kumbhakAra kA ! zilpI ke mukha para, pUrNa khula kara nirAzA kI rekhA, AzA-vizvAsa meM pUrI taraha badala kara AlasI nahIM, nirAlasI lsii| lo, dekhate-hI-dekhate sura-surAtI sulagatI gaI agni samUce avA ko apane capeTa meM letI choTI-bar3I sArI lakar3iyoM ko apane peTa meM sameTa letI ! . . . .. aSAr3hI ghanI garajatI bhItidA megha ghaTAyeM-sI kajjala-kAlI dhUma kI goliyA~ avikala ugalane lagA avaa| avA ke cAroM ora lagabhaga tIsa-cAlIsa gaja kSetra prakAza se zUnya ho gayA"so aisA pratIta hone lagA, ki tamapramA mahAmahI hI kahIM vizuddhatama tama ko Upara preSita kara rahI ho ! dhUmila-kSobhila kSetra se bAhara A dekhA zilpI ne, avA dikhA hI nahIM use itanI bhayAvaha yahA~ kI sthiti hai bAharI phira, bhItarI kyA pUcho ! pUrA-kA-pUrA avA dhUma se bhara uThA tIvra gati se dhUma ghUma rahA hai avA meM 278 :: mUka pATI

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pralayakAlIna cakravAta-sama, aura kucha nahIM, mAtra dhUma dhUma ma ........... :: ... ... ... . . :: ...:.:: phalasvarUpa idhara kumbhakAra kA mAthA ghUma rahA kumbha kI bAta mata pUcho ! kumbha ke mukha meM, udara meM A~khoM meM, kAnoM meM aura nAka ke chedoM meM, dhUma hI dhUma ghuTa rahA hai A~khoM se azru nahIM, asuyAnI, prANa nikalane ko haiM; parantu bAhara se bhItara ghusane vAlA dhUma prANoM ko bAhara nikalane nahIM detA, nAka kI nAr3I nahIM-mI rahI kumbha kI dhUmra kI teja gandha se| phira bhI ! pUrI zakti lagA kara nAka saM paraka AyAma ke mAdhyama le udara meM dhUma ko pUra kara kumbha ne kumbhaka prANAyAma kiyA jo dhyAna kI siddhi meM sAdhakalama hai nAsaMga yoga-tarU kA mUla hai| anna ko nahIM, agni ko pacAne kI kSamatA / apanI jaTharAgni meM haiM yA nahIM pRka pATI :: 279

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isa bAta kA jJAna kAna huna kambha na tuma kA 'mANa prArambha kiyaa| dhUmra-bhakSaNa ke kAla meM kumbha kI rakhanA ne asAca kA anubhava nahIM kiyA so. dhUpa kA vamana nahIM huaa| vamana kA kAraNa aura kucha nahIM, Antarika aci maatr| isase yahI jJAta hotA hai ki viSayA Ara kaSAyA kA jamata nahA hAnA..ha ............... ... ........ .. unake prati mana meM adhiruci kA honA haiN| zanaiH zanaiH aba ! dhUma kA uTanA banda huA nidhuma-agni kA Aloka avA ke loka meM avalokita hone lgaa| tapta-svarNa kI araNima-AbhA bhI avA kI Antarika AbhA-chavi se prabhAvita huIAja ke dina isa samaya zata-pratizata agni kI uSNatA udghATita huI hai| anala ke parala pA kara kambha kI kAyA-kAnti jala uThI aura vaha kalAnti meM iyatI jA rahI haiM jaba ki usakI AtmA ujjvala hotI huI sahaja-zAnti meM ivana ko lagabhaga 280 :: mUka mATo

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kumbha kI sparzA ne parasa hai. yaha kumbha ne kahA- vizuddha parasa haiM isakA anubhava binA jale tape sambhava nahIM hai / kumbha ko pUchA ki isI sandarbha meM kumbha kI rasanA ne bhI isa bAta kI ghoSaNA kara dI, ki 'agni meM rasa - guNa kA abhAva hai' yaha jina dhImAnoM kI dhAraNA hai| anubhava aura anumAna se bAdhita hai jaba dhUma kA rasAsvAdana ho sakatA hai I taba agni kA svAda rasanA ko kyoM na AegA ? hA~! hA~ !! rasanendriya ke vazIbhUta huA vyakti kabhI bhI kisI bhI vastu ke sahI svAda se paricita nahIM ho sakatA, bhAta meM dUdha milAne para - nirA-niza dUdha bhAta kA nahIM, mizrita svAda hI AtA hai, phira mizrI milAne para "to tInoM kA hI sahI svAda luTa jAtA hai ! rasa kA svAda usI rasanA ko AtA hai jo jIne kI icchA se hI nahIM, mRtyu kI bhIti se bhI Upara uThI hai I dhUmra ghuTana se mUrcchitA huI kumbha kI patalI nAsA vaha, ghuTana ke abhAva meM aba rasanA kI ghoSaNA kA samarthana karatI-sI mUka pATI :: 281

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agni kI zuddha-suribha ko sU~ghane hetu utAvalI karatI hai| the kumbha ke locana banda-se hue dhUma ke kAraNa andha-se hue the aba vaha khula gaye haiM, zuddha agni kI AbhA - candana se jAmatA ke haTane cha~Tane se ..... aruNa aravinda bandhu ke udaya se kamala se khila gaye haiN| kumbha kI pahalI dRSTi par3I nirvikAra - nirdhUma agni para / dUsarI dRSTi ke lie dUsarA dRzya hI nahIM milA draSTA ne dRSTi ko saba ora daur3A diyA eka hI dRzya milA, cAroM ora phailA agni agni agni! 282 : pUka pATI bhA~ti-bhA~ti kI lakar3iyA~ saba pUrva kI bhA~ti kahA~ rahIM aba ! sabane agni ko AtmasAt kara lI ...pI DAlI use basa ! yA, ise yU~ kahU~- agni ko janma de kara agni meM lIna huI vaha prati vastu unhIM bhAvoM se miTatI bhI vaha, jina bhAvoM ko janma detI hai vahIM samAhita hotI hai / yaha bhAvoM kA milana-miTana

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sahaja svAzrita hai aura anAdi anidhana ! vikAsonmukhI apanI anubhUti citta kI prasannatA prazastatA batAne udyamazIla kumbha ko dekha, agni svayaM apanI ati ke viSaya meM kucha-kucha sakucAtI-sI kahatI hai, ki "abhI merI gati meM ati nahIM AI hai| aura suno ! ati kI iti ko chUnA bahuta dUra ""abhI vaha bahuta dUra hai ! hai merA jalAnA zItala jala kI "yAda dilAtA hai, merA jalAnA kaTu-kAjala kA "svAda dilAtA hai yaha niyama hai ki, prathama caraNa meM g2ama - zrama "nirmama hotA hai, merA jalAnA jana-jana ko jala bAda pilAtA hai etadartha "kSamA dharanA" "kSamA karanAdharma hai sAdhaka kA dharma meM ramA karanA"!" ina paMktiyoM ko suna kara kumbha ke vala ko sAhasa milA, utsAha ke padoM meM AI cetanA, aura vaha kama utA ki mUkamATI 283

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manavAMchita phala milanA hI udyama kI sImA mAnI hai:isa sUkti ko smRti meM rakhatA hU~ / yahI kAraNa haiM ki, patha meM vizrAma karanA yaha pathika nahIM jAnatA / prabhu se nivedana- phira se apUrva zakti kI mAMga ! bhukti kI hI nahIM, mukti kI bhI cAha nahIM haiM isa ghaTa meM vAha vAha kI paravAha nahIM hai prazaMsA ke kSaNa meM / dAha ke pravAha meM avagAha karU~ parantu, Aha kI taraMga bhI kabhI nahIM uThe isa ghaTa meM saMkaTa meN| isake aMga-aMga meM raga-raga meM vizva kA tAmasa A bhara jAya koI cintA nahIM, kintu, viloma bhAva se yAnI tAmasa sama`tA'! 284 : mUkamATI he svAmin, aura sunI vyaktitva kI sattA se pUrI taraha kaba gayA hai yaha

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aura kartavya kI sattA meM pUrI taraha TUva gayA hai, ava mauna muskAna paryApta nahIM, Apake mudita mukha se basa, bacanA cAhatA hai, prabho ! pariNAma-paridhi se abhirAma-avadhi se aba yaha bacanA cAhatA hai, prabho ! rUpa - sarasa se gandha parasa se rahita pare apanI racanA cAhatA hai, vibho ! saMga-rahita ho jaMga-rahita ho zuddha lohA aba dhyAna-dAha meM basa pacanA cAhatA hai, prabhA !" prabhu kI prArthanA, kumbha kI tanmayatA dhyAna-dAha kI bAta, jJAna-rAha kI bAta suna kara, agni bolatI haiM bIca meM : 'yugoM-yugoM kI smRti hai, bahutoM se paricita hU~, sAdhu-santoM kI saMgati kI hai ! mUka mATI :: 285

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dhyAna kI bAta karanA Ara dhyAna se bAta karanA isa dAnoM meM bahata anAra hai. dhyAna ke kendra kholane mAtra se dhyAna meM kendrita honA sambhava nahIM hai| lo, dhyAna ke sandarbha meM Adhunika citraNa ! kAra paMktiyAM prastuta haiM : isa yuga ke do mAnava apane Apako khAnA cAhate haiM.. paka bhAga gaga ko mAya-pAna ko ora eka yoga-tyAga ko Atma dhyAna ko dhunatA hai| kucha hI kSaNoM meM donoM hote vikalpoM se mukt| phira kyA kahanA ! pAka zava ke samAna nirA par3A hai, aura IE ziva ke sapAna tuga utaga hai| :: :. gRha, mATI

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prakhara cintakoM dArzanikoM tattva- vidoM se bhI aisI anubhUtiparaka paMktiyA~ prAyaH nahIM milatIM jo Aja agni se sunane miliiN| yU~ socatA huA kumbha darzana kI abAdhatA aura adhyAtma kI agAdhatA pAne agni se nivedana karatA hai punaH kyA darzana aura adhyAtma eka jIvana ke do pada haiM ? kyA inameM pUjya pUjaka bhAva hai ? yadi "ho" "to" pUjatA kauna aura pujatA kauna ? kyA inameM kAryakAraNa bhAva hai ? yadi "ho"to" kArya kauna aura kAraNa kauna ? inameM bolatA kauna hai aura mauna kauna ? dhyAna kI sugandhi kisase phUTatI hai ? use kauna sU~ghatA hai apanI cAturI nAsA se ? mukti kisase milatI haiM ? tRpti kisase milatI haiM ? basa, ina donoM kI mImAMsA sunane mile isa yuga kI ! mUkamATI 257

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isa para agni kI dezanA prArambha hotI hai : so 'suno tuma : darzana kA srota mastaka hai, svastika se aMkita hRdaya se adhyAtma kA jharanA jharatA hai| darzana ke binA adhyAtma-jIvana -::: .. :: ..., . latAr3I hai para, hA~ ! binA adhyAtma, darzana kA darzana nhiiN| laharoM ke vinA saravara vaha raha sakatA hai, rahatA hI haiM para hA~ ! binA saravara lahara nhiiN| adhyAtma svAdhIna nayana hai darzana parAdhIna upanayana darzana meM darza nahIM zuddhatattva kA darzana ke Asa-pAsa hI ghUmatI hai tathatA aura vitathatA vaha yAnI, kabhI satya-rUpa kabhI asatya-rUpa darzana, hotA hai jabaki adhyAtma sadA sanya cidrUpa hI bhAsvata hotA hai| svastha jJAna hI adhyAtma hai| aneka saMkalpa-vikalpoM meM vyasta jIvana darzana kA hotA hai| bahirmukhI yA bahumukhI pratibhA hI darzana kA pAna karatI hai, antarmukhI, bandamukhI cidAbhA niraMjana kA gAna karatI hai| PK :: mUka mATo

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darzana kA Ayudha zabda haiM-vicAra, adhyAtma nirAyudha hotA hai sarvathA stabdha nirvicAra ! eka jJAna haiM, jJeya bhI eka dhyAna hai, dhyeya bhI / tairane vAlA tairatA hai saravara meM bhItarI nahIM, bAharI dRzya hI dikhate haiM use / vahIM para dUsarA DubakI lagAtA hai, saravara kA bhItarI bhAga bhAsita hotA hai use, bahirjagat kA sambandha TUTa jAtA hai| - ahA hA ! hA !! vAha ! vAha !! kitanI gaharI DUba hai yaha darzana aura adhyAtma kI mImAMsA ! aura kumbha se milatA hai sAdhuvAda, agni ko / phira kyA huA, so "suno ! sAdhuvAda svIkAralI-sI agni aura dhadhaka utthii| bAhara bhale hI calatA ho mIThI-mIThI zItalatA le USA kAlIna vAta vo, para, usakA koI prabhAva nahIM avA para ! tApamAna kA anupAta bar3hatA hI jA rahA hai dina meM aura rAta meM, pratApa meM, prabhAta meM kucha antara hI nahIM rahA / mUkamATI 289

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ruka-ruka kara rukha badalatA kAla ina dinoM kahA~ milatA hai ? avA meM kAla kA vibhAjana ruka hI gayA hai akSaNNa-akhaNDa kAla kA pravAha hai, basa ! isI prasaMga ko le kara yakAyaka avA meM koI svairavihAriNI hA~-meM-hA~ milAtI dhvani kI dhuna are rAhI, suna ! yaha eka nadI kA pravAha rahA haikAla kA pravAha, basa baha rahA hai| bahatA-bahatA kaha rahA haiM, ki "jIca yA ajIva kA yaha jIvana pala-pala isI pravAha meM baha rahA bahatA jA rahA hai, yahA~ para koI bhI sthira-dhuva-cira na rahA, na rahegA, na yA bahAva bahanA hI dhruva raha rahA hai, sattA kA yahI, basa 290 :: mUka mATI

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rahasa rahA, jo viha~sa rahA hai / " arI, idhara yaha kyA ? Akasmika yAtanA kI gharI! yAcanA kI dhvani kidhara se A rahI hai kisakI hai: kisa kAraNa se, kisakI gaveSaNA ko nikalI hai ? nara kI hai, yA nArI kI, bAlaka kI hai yA bAlikA kI ? kisI puruSa kI to nahIM hai nizcita, kAraNa ki anupAta se paryApta patalI laga rahI hai kAnoM ko / Akhira isakA kyA Azaya haiM ? isakI spaSTatA prakaTatA aba vidita huI, to " - o dharatI mA~ ! santAna ke prati hRdaya meM dayA dharatI kyA zizu kI Arta AvAja kAnoM taka nahIM A rahI maMjila kA milanA to dUra, mArga meM jala kA bhI koI ThikAnA nahIM ! phala-phUla kI kathA kyA kahU~, yahAM to " chAyA kI bhI daridratA palatI hai mUkamATI 201

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mRtyu ke mukha meM pata Dhakelo mujhe ! AgAmI Aloka kI AzA de kara Agata meM andhakAra mata phailAo ! aba vaha uSNatA sahI nahIM jAtI, sahiSNutA kI kamI kramazaH isameM AtI jA rahI hai| isa jIvana ko mata jalAo zItala jala lA pilAo ise ! cAho ise jilAo, mA~ !" jaba dharatI mA~ kI ora se AzvAsana-AzIrvacana bhI nahIM mile taba kumbha ne kumbhakAra ko smaraNa meM lA, kahA"kyA trANa ke saba-ke-saba dhAma kahIM prayANa kara gaye / kumbha ke kAraka aura pAlaka ho kara Apa bhI bhUla gaye ise ? aba ye prANa jala-pAna bina sammAna nahIM kara pAeMge kisI kaa| vAnI, inakA prayANa nizcita hai, ye agni-parIkSA nahIM de sakate aba, koI pratijJA choTI-sI bhI meru-sI laga rahI haiM inheM, AsthA asta-vyasta-sI ho gaI, bhAvI jIvana ke prati utsukatA nahIM-sI rahI / aphasosa hai, ki aba soca rahA hU~ 292 :: muka mATI

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: apanI pyAsa bujhAye binA auroM ko jala pilAne kA saMkalpa mAtra kalpanA hai, mAya alpanA hai|' : . . . . . . . . . :: lagabhaga rudana kI ora mur3I kumbha kI yAcanA suna kara usakI gambhIra sthiti para, usa ura kI pIra kI ati para, soca rahA hai udAra-unnata ura vyathita huA kumbhakAra kA bhii| aura, kumbha meM dhairya ke prANa phUMkane usakI kSudhA-tRSA ke vAraNa hetu kucha bhojana-pAna le kara avA kI ora udyata huA, ki kumbhakAra kI gaharI nidrA TUTa gaI, aura vaha svapna kI mudrA chUTa gaI ! vaise, jaba cAhe manacAhe svapna kahA~ dikhate haiM ! tabhI to "prathama, svapnila dazA para zilpI ko ha~sI AI, phira, usakI A~kheM gambhIra hotI giiN| mUka mAdI / 51

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jina A~khoM meM atIta kA ojhala jIvana hI nahIM, Agata jIvana bhI svapnila - sA dhuMdhalA-dhuMdhalA-sA tairane lagA, .. aura 47, 1 udayana sara bhAvI, sambhAvita zakila-sA kula milA kara saba kucha dhUmila - dhUmila - sA bojhila - sA jhalakane lagA / sandhyA - vandana se nivRtta ho kumbhakAra ne bAhara A dekhAprabhAta - kAlIna sunahalI dhUpa dikhI dharatI ke gAloM para jo Thahara na pA rahI haiM; USA kAla se pUrva pratyUSa se hI usakA ura utAvalA ho uThA hai Aja abA kA avalokana karanA hai use ! kumbha ne agni parIkSA dI aura agni kI agni parIkSA lI, zata-pratizata phala kI AzA hI nahIM, pUrNa vizvAsa hai, phira bhI mana ko dhIraja kahA~ 29 mUkamATI aura kaba ? viparIta svapna jo dikhA..! apanI ora bar3hate zilpI ke caraNa dekha kumbha kI ora se svayaM avA ne kahA : he zilpI mahodaya !

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. prAyaH svapna prAyaH niSphala hI hote haiM ina para adhika vizvAsa hAnikAraka hai| 'sva' yAnI apanA namAnI pa rA :.:.:: .. .. . .. : aura 'na' yAnI nahIM, jo nijI-bhAva kA rakSaNa nahIM kara sakatA vaha auroM ko kyA sahayoga degA ? atIta se jur3A mIta se mur3A baha ulajhanoM meM ulajhA mana hI svapna mAnA jAtA hai| jAgRti ke sUtra chUTate haiM svapna-dazA meM Atma-sAkSAtkAra sambhava nahIM taba, siddha-mantra bhI mRtaka vanatA hai|" ya~, avA kI AvAja sunatA-sunatA aba vo zilpI avA ke aura nikaTa A gayA para, kahA~ sunI jA rahI hai kumbha kI cIkha ?" kahA~ mA~gI jA rahI hai kumbhakAra se bhIkha ? na hI kumbha kI yAtanA na hI kumbha kI yAcanA mAtra"vaha vahA~ taba ! kahA~ haiM pyAsa se pIr3ita-prANa ? vaha zoka kahA~ vaha rudana kahA~ bhaka mAdI :: 21

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vaha roga kahA~ vaha badana kahA~ aura vaha Aga kA sadana kahA~ ? ina kAnoM ne, A~khoM ne aura hAthoM ne sune, dekhe, hue the svapna meM ? akSarazaH svapna asatya nikalA, svapna kA ghAtaka phala ttlaa|| 'kumbha kI kuzalatA so apanI kuzalatA' yU~ kahatA huA kumbhakAra sollAsa svAgata karatA hai avA kA, aura retila rAkha kI rAzi ko, jo avA kI chAtI para thI hAthoM meM phAvar3A le, haTAtA hai| jyoM-jyoM rAkha haTatI jAtI, tyoM-tyoM kumbhakAra kA kutuhala bar3hatA jAtA hai, ki kaba dikhe vaha kuzala kumbha lo, aba dikhA ! rAkha kA raMga kumbha kA aMga donoM eka - donoM saMga / sahI pahacAna nahIM pAtI A~kheM ye anala se jala-jala kara kAlI rAta-sI kumbha kI kAyA banI hai| 15 :: muka mATI

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prakRSTa kaSTa kA anubhava huA utkRSTa aniSTa kA AnA huA kAla ke gAla meM jA kara bhI bAla-bAla baca kara AyA kumbha / kumbha kI kAyA ko dekhane se du : kha-pIr3A kA, rava-rava kA, parIkSA-phala ko dekhane se sukha-krIr3A kA, gaurava kA aura dhArAvAhika tatva ko dekhane se ..... na vismaya kA, na smaya kA kumbhakAra ne anubhava kiyaa| parantu, kAla kI tulA para vastu ko taulane se jo pariNAma nikalatA hai yaha bhI pUrNataH jhalaka AyA usake mAnasa-tala para ! pAvana vyaktitva kA bhaviSya baha pAvana hI rhegaa| parantu, pAvana kA atIta-itihAsa vaha itihAsa hI rahegA apAvana apAvana''apAvana / Aja avA se bAhara AyA hai sakuzala kumbh| kRSNa kI kAyA-sI nIlimA phUTa rahI hai usase, mRka mATI :: 297

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E aisA pratIta ho rahA bhItarI doSa samUha saba jala-jala kara bAhara A gaye hoM, jIvana meM pApa ko prazraya nahIM aba, kumbha ke mukha para prasannatA hai muktAtmA sI tairatA - tairatA pA liyA ho 298 mUkamATI pApI vaha pyAse prANI ko pAnI pilAtA bhI kaba ? apAra bhava-sAgara kA pAra / jalI huI kAyA kI ora kumbha kA upayoga kahA~ ? saMvedana jo cala rahA hai bhItara ! bhramara vaha aprasanna kaba milatA hai ? usakI bhI to kAyA kAlI hotI hai, sudhA sevana jo cala rahA hai sadA ! vaha kiM kAyA meM rahane mAtra se kAyA kI anubhUti nahIM, mAyA meM rahane mAtra se sAvadhAna ho zilpI avA se eka-eka kara kramazaH mAyA kI prasUti nahIM, unake prati tagAva-cAva bhI anivArya hai| O

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kara para le, phira dharatI para rakhatA jA rahA kumbhoM ko| dharatI kI thI, hai, rahegI mATI yh| kintu pahale dharatI kI goda meM thI Aja dharatI kI chAtI para hai kumbha ke pariveza meN| bahiraMga ho yA antaraMga kumbha ke aMga-aMga se saMgIta kI taraMga nikala rahI hai, aura bhUmaNDala aura nabhamaNDala ye usa gIta meM taira rahe haiN| lo, kumbha ko avA se bAhara nikale do-tIna dina bhI vyatIta nA hue usake mana meM zubha-bhAva kA umar3ana batA rahA hai sabako ki, aba nA patana, utpatana" uttarottara unnayana-unnayana nUtana bhaviSya-zasya bhAgya kA ughar3ana ! basa, aba durlabha nahIM kucha bhI ise saba kucha sammukha samakSa ! bhakta kA bhAva apanI ora bhagavAna ko bhI khIMca le AtA hai, vaha bhAva hai mUka mAdI :: 25

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pAtra-dAna atithi-stkaar| parantu, pAtra ho pUta-pavitra pada-yAtrI ho, pANipAtrI ho pIyUpa-pAyI haMsa-paramahaMsa ho, apane prati bajra-sama kaThora para ke prati navanIta'' "mudu aura para kI pIr3A ko apanI pIr3A kA prabhu kI IDA meM apanI krIr3A kA saMvedana karatA ho| pApa-prapaMca se mukta, pUrI taraha pavana-sama niHsaMga paratantra-bhIru, darpaNa-sama darpa se parIta harA-bharA phUlA-phalA pAdapa-sama viniit| nadI-pravAha-sama lakSya kI ora aruka, athaka gtimaan| mAnApamAna samAna jinheM, yoga meM nizcala meru-sama, upayoga meM nizchala dhenu-sama, lokaiSaNA se pare hoM mAtra zuddha-tattva kI gaveSaNA meM pare hoM; chidrAnveSI nahIM guNagrAhI hoM, pratikUla zatruoM para 301 :: mUka mATI

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kabhI barasate nahIM, anukUla mitroM para kabhI harasate nahIM, khyAti-kIrti-lAbha para kabhI tarasate nhiiN| kara nahIM, siMha-sama nirbhIka kisI se kucha bhI mA~ga nahIM bhIkha, prabhAkara-sama paropakArI ho pratiphala kI aura kabhI bhUla kara bhI nA nihAreM, nidrAjayI, indriya-vijayI jalAzaya-sama sadAzayI mitAhArI, hita-mita-bhASI cinmaya-maNi ke hoM abhilASI; nija-doSoM ke prakSAlana hetu Atma-nindaka hoM para nindA karanA to dUra para-nindA sunane ko bhI jinake kAna utsuka nahIM hote ''kahIM hoM bahare ! yazasvI, manasvI aura tapasvI ho kara bhI, apanI prazaMsA ke prasaMga meM jinakI rasanA gUMgI banatI hai| sAgara - saritA - saravara - tara para jinakI zIta-kAlIna rajanI kaTatI, phira mRka mATI :: 30]

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karate giri para grISma-dina dinakara kI adIna chAMva meN| yU~ ! kambha ne bhAvanA bhAI so, "bhAvanA bhava-nAzinI' yaha santoM kI sUkti caritArtha honI hI thI, so huii| lo, idhara yaha nagara ke mahAseTha ne sapanA dekhA, ki svayaM ne apane hI prAMgaNa meM bhikSArthI-mahAsanta kA svAgata kiyA hAthoM meM mATI kA maMgala kumbha le| nidrA se uThA, USA meM, apane Apa ko dhanya mAnA aura dhanyavAda diyA sapane ko, svapna kI vAta parivAra ko batA dii| kumbhakAra ke pAsa kumbha lAne preSita kiyA gayA eka sevaka, svAmI kI bAta sunA dI sevaka ne, suna, harSita ho zilpI ne kahA : "dama sAdhaka huA hamArA zrama sArthaka huA hamArA aura hama sArthaka hue|" kumbhakAra kI prasannatA para sevaka Ara prasanna huA, 2 :: pRka mATI N':

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eka hAtha meM kumbha le kara,... eka hAtha meM liya kaMkara se kumbha ko bajA-bajA kara jaba dekhane lagA baha'' kumbha ne kahA vismaya ke svara meM"kyA agni-parIkSA ke bAda bhI koI parIkSA-parakha zeSa hai, abhI ? karo, karo parIkSA ! para ko parakha rahe ho apane ko to parakho jarA ! parIkSA lo apanI aba ! bajA-bajA kara dekha lo svayaM ko, kauna-sA svara ubharatA hai vahA~ suno use apane kAnoM se ! kAka kA pralApa haiM, kyA gadhe kA paMcama AlApa ? parIkSaka banane se pUrva parIkSA meM pAsa honA anivArya hai, anyathA upahAsa kA pAtra banegA vh|" isa para sevaka ne kahA zAlInatA se - "yaha saca hai ki tumane agni-parIkSA dI hai, parantu agni ne jo parIkSA lI hai tumhArI vaha kahA~ taka sahI hai, yaha nirNaya tumhArI parIkSA ke binA sambhava nahIM hai| bAnI, mUka mATI :: 305

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tumheM nimitta banA kara agni kI agni-parIkSA le rahA huuN| dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki maiM eka svAmI kA sevaka hI nahIM hU~ varan jIvana-sahAyaka kucha vastuoM kA svAmI hU~, sevana-kartA bhii| vastuoM ke vyavasAya, lena-dena mAtra se unakI sahI-sahI parakha nahIM hotI arthonmukhI dRSTi hone se jaba ki grAhaka kI dRSTi meM vastu kA mUlya vastu kI upayogitA hai| vaha upayogitA hI bhoktA puruSa ko kucha kSaNa sukha meM ramaNa karAtI hai|" so, yaha grAhaka bana kara AyA hai aura kumbha ko hAtha meM le kara sAta bAra bajAtA hai, sevk| prathama bAra kumbha se 'sA' svara ubhara AyA Upara phira, kramazaH lagAtAra regamapadha'"ni nikala kara nIrAga niyati kA udghATana kiyA avinazvara svr-sm| kula milA kara bhAva baha nikalA -. 304 :: mRka mATI

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sAre ga"ma yAnI sabhI prakAra- duHkha pa'dha yAnI pada-svabhAva aura ni bAnI nahIM, duHkha AtmA kA svabhAva-dharma nahIM ho sakatA, moha-karma se prabhAvita AtmAkA vibhAva-pariNamana mAtra haiM vaha / naimittika pariNAma kacita parAye haiN| ina sapta-svaroM kA bhAva samajhanA hI sahI saMgIta meM khonA hai sahI saMgI ko pAnA hai| aisI adbhuta zakti kumbha meM kahA~ se AI, yUM socataM sevaka ko uttara milatA hai kumbha kI ora se ki "yaha saba zilpI kA zilpa hai, analpa zrama, dRr3ha saMkalpa sata-sAdhanA-saMskAra kA phala / aura sunI, yaha jo merA zarIra ghanazyAma-sA zyAma par3a gayA hai so"jalA nhiiN| jisa bhAMti vAya-kalA-kuzala zilpI / mRdaMga-mukha para syAhI lagAtA hai usI bhAMti zilpI ne mere aMga-aMga para, syAhI lagA dI haiM, jo bhAMti-bhA~ti ke bola pUka mArI :: 2015

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khola dete haiM prakRti aura puruSa ke bheda, hAtha kI gadiyA aura madhyamA kA saMgharSa sparza pAkara dhA dhin dhindhA" ... thA "dhin dhin "dhA" vetana- bhinnA cetana-bhinnA, tA" tina tina tA tA tina tina tA''' kA tana "cintA, kA tana cintA ? yU~ ghU~ yU~ ! grAhaka ke rUpa meM AyA sevaka camatkRta huA vaha mana-mantrita huA usakA tana tantrita stambhita huA kumbha kI AkRti para aura zilpI ke zilpana camatkAra pr| yadi milana ho cetana cit camatkAra kA phira kahanA hI kyA ! cit kI cintA, cItkAra canda paloM meM caupaTa ho calI jAtI kahIM bAhara nahIM, 300 mUtra mATI saravara kI lahara saravara meM hI samAtI hai| I kumbha kA parIkSaNa huA nirIkSaNa huA, phira

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tavaka cuna letA hai kumbha eka-do laghu, eka-do guru aura zilpI ke hAtha meM mUlya ke rUpa meM samucita dhana dene kA prayAsa huA ki kumbhakAra bola par3A "Aja dAna kA dina hai AdAna-pradAna lena-dena kA nahIM, samasta durdinoM kA nivAraka hai yaha prazasta dinoM kA praveza dvAra ! sIpa kA nahIM, motI kA dIpa kA nahIM, jyoti kA sammAna karanA haiM aba ! cetana bhUla kara tana meM phUle dharma ko dUra kara, dhana meM jhUle sImAtIta kAla vyatIta huA isI mAyAjAla meM, aba kevala avinazvara tattva ko samIpa karanA hai, samAhita karanA hai apane meM, basa ! vaise. svarNa kA mUlya hai rajata kA mUlya hai kaNa ho yA mana ho prati-padArtha kA mUlya hotA hI hai, parantu, dhana kA apane Apa meM mUlya pRka mATI 07

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kucha bhI nahIM hai| muulbhRt| pahAyaM hI mUlyavAna hotA hai| dhana koI mata bhUta varan hai hI nahIM dhana kA jIvana parAzrita hai para kaM lie hai, kAnika : hA~ : ho !! dhana se anya camtuoM kA mUlya oNkA jA sakatA haiM vaha bhI AvazyakatAnusAra, kabhI adhika kabhI hIna aura kabhI aupacArika aura yaha saba nikoM para AdhArita hai| dhanika aura nirdhana - ye donoM vastu ke sahI-sahI mUlya ko svapna meM bhI nahIM A~ka sakate, kAraNa, dhana hIna dIna-hIna hotA hai prAyaH aura nika vaha viSayAndha, madAdhIna !! upahAra ke rUpa meM bhI rAzi svIkRta nahIM huI taba, saMyaka ne zilpI ko sAdara dhana ke vadala meM dhanyavAda diyA aura cala divA ghara, kumbha lI sAnanda ! 30 :: ma mA

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Asana se utara kara sollAsa seTha ne bhI ha~samukha sevaka ke hAtha se apane hAtha meM le liyA kumbha. aura tAje zItala jala se dhotA haiM kumbha ko svayaM ! phira, bAyeM hAtha meM kumbha le kara, dAyeM hAtha kI anAmikA se cAroM ora kumbha para malayAcala ke cAru candana se svayaM kA pratIka, svastika aMkita karatA hai 'sva' kI upalabdhi ho sabako isa eka bhAvanA se / aura prati svastika kI cAroM pAMkhuriyoM meM kazmIra- kesara mizrita candana se cAra-cAra vindiyA~ lagA dIM jo balA rahIM saMsAra ko, ki I saMsAra kI cAroM gatiyA~ sukha se zUnya haiM isI bhA~ti, pratyeka svastika ke mastaka para candra-bindu sameta, oMkAra likhA gayA yoga evaM upayoga kI sthiratA hetu / yogiyoM kA dhyAna prAyaH isI para TikatA hai| haladI kI do patatI rekhAoM se kumbha kA kaNTha zobhita huA, jina rekhAoM ke bIca bhUkamATI ra

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kaMkama kA puTa dekhate hI banatA hai ! hanadI kuMkama kesara candana ne apanI mahaka se mAhaula ko mugdha-mUdita kiyaa| mRdula-maMjula-samatA-samUha harita ha~sI lemojadAna-pa: - cAra-pA~ca pAna khAne ke kumbha ke mukha para rakhe gye| khulI kamala kI paoNkhurI-sama jinake mukhAgna bAhara dikha rahe haiM aura unake bIca meM unheM sahalAne eka zrIphala rakhA gayA jisa para haladI-kuMkama chir3ake gye| isa avasara para zrIphala ne kahA patroM ko, ki "hamArA tana kaThora hai tumhArA mRdu, aura yaha kAThinya tumheM acchA nahIM lgegaa| Aja taka isa tana ko mRdutA hI rucatI AI. taba saMsAra-patha thA yaha patha usase viparIta hai nA ! yahA~ para AtmA kI jIta hai nA ! isa patha kA sambandha nana se nahIM hai, tana gauNa, cetana kAmya haiM / / :: bhRnka mATI

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mRdu aura kaSi sAmya hai, yahA~ ....... ... ... . . . aura yaha hRdaya hamArA kitanA komala haiM, itanA komala hai kyA tumhArA yaha uparila tana ? basa hamAre bhItara jarA jhA~ko, mRdutA aura kATinya kI sahI pahacAna tana ko nahIM, hRdaya ko chU kara hotI hai|" zrIphala kI sArI jaTAe~ haTA dI gaI sara para eka coTI-bhara tanI hai jisa coTI meM mahakatA khilA-khulA gulAba phaMsAyA gayA hai| prAyaH sabakI coTiyA~ adhomukhI huA karatI haiM, parantu zrIphala kI UrdhvamukhI hai| ho sakatA hai isIlie zrIphala ke dAna ko mukti-phala-prada kahA ho| 'nirvikAra puruSa kA jApa karo' yUM kahatI-sI Ara-pAra pradarzana-zIlA zuddha sphaTikamaNi kI mAlA kumbha ke gale meM DAlI gaI haiN| atithi kI pratIkSA meM nirata-sA yU, sajAyA huA pRka pATI :: :11

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mAMgalika kumbha. rakhA gyaa| apTa pahalUdAra candana kI caukI para / pratidina kI bhAti prabhu kI pUjA ko seTha jAtA hai, puNya ke paripAka se dharma ke prasAda se, jo milA mahAprAsAda ke paMcama-khaNDa para jahA~ caityAlaya sthApita hai, rajata-siMhAsana para rajavirahita prabhu kI rajatapratimA aparAjitA virAjitA hai| sarva-prathama parama zraddhA se vandanA huI prabhu kI, phira abhiSeka kiyA gayA prabhu kA; svayaM nirmala nimalatA kA kAraNa gandhodaka sara para lagA liyA seTa ne saadr"saannd| phira, jala se hAtha dho kara pratimA kA prakSAlana kiyA vizuddha-zubhra vastra se, pApa-pAkhaNDoM se parigraha-khaNDoM se mukta asaMpRkta tyAgI vItarAgI kI pUjA kI aSTamaMgala dravya le bhAva-bhakti se cAva-zakti se sAMsArika kisI pralobhanavaza nahIM, 2 :: pUka mATI

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prayojana basa, bandhana se mukti ! bhavasAgara kA kuul'"kinaaraa| aba taka prAMgaNa meM cauka pUrA gayA khela khelatI bAlikAoM dvaaraa| lagabhaga samaya nikaTa A cukA hai atithi kI carcA kA dAtAoM ke bIca ! nagara ke prati mArga kI bAta hai Amane-sAmane ar3osa-par3osa meM apane-apane prAMgaNa meM sudUra taka dAtAoM kI paMkti khar3I hai pAtra kI pratIkSA meM DUbI huI haiN| prati prAMgaNa meM prati dAtA prAyaH apanI dharmapatnI ke sAtha khar3A hai| sabako bhAvanA eka hI hai prabhu se prArthanA eka hI hai, ki atithi kA AhAra nirvighna ho aura vaha hamAre yahA~ ho basa ! lo, pUjana-kArya se nivRtta ho nIce AyA seTha prAMgaNa meM aura vaha bhI mATI kA maMgala-kumbha le khar3A ho gyaa| mUka mATI :: 313

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koI apane karoM meM rajata-kalaza le khar3a hai, koI yugala karoM ko kalaza banA kara khar3e haiM, koI tAmra-kalaza leM koI Amra-phala le koI pItala-kalaza le koI sItAphala le koI rAmaphala le koI jAmaphala le ::oI kalAkAra kAle... "... :::: koI sara para kalaza le koI akelA kara meM le kelA koI khAlI hAtha hI koI thAlI sAtha le| vizeSa bAta yaha hai, ki saba vinata-mAtha haiM aura bAra vArasudUra taka dRSTipAta karate atithi kI pratIkSA kara rahe haiN| go, itane meM hI Ata hue atithi kA darzana huA aura dAtAoM ke mukha se nikala par3I jayakAra kI ni ! jaya hAM ! jaya ho ! jaya ho ! aniyata vihAravAloM kI niyamita vicAravAloM kI 311 :: pUka mArTI

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santoM kI, guNavantoM kI saumya-zAnta-chavivantoM kI jaya ho ! jaya ho ! jaya ho ! pakSapAta se dUroM kI yathAjAta yatizUroM kI dayA-dharma ke mUloM kI sAmya-bhAva ke pUroM kI jaya ho ! jaya ho ! jaya ho ! bhava-sAgara ke phUloM kI ziva-Agara ke cUloM kI : "saba-kucha rAhe dhoroM -5.. vidhi-mala dhote nIroM kI jaya ho ! jaya ho ! jaya ho ! . aba to"aura Asanna AnA huA atithi kA ! prArambha ke kaI prAMgaNa pAra kara gaye, patha para pAtra ke pAvana pada pala-pala Age bar3hate jA rahe, pIche rahe prAMgaNa-prANoM para pAlA-sA par3a gayA vaha pulaka-phullatA nahIM unameM ! bhAskara DhalAna meM DhalatA hai idhara, kamala-bana mlAna par3atA hai, phira bhI pAtra punaH lauTa A sakatA hai yU~, AzA bhara jagI hai unmeN| mRka mATI :: 315

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20. bhAnu agrima dina to A sakatA hai "AtA hI hai ! 316 : mUka mATI parantu patha para calate-calate adha-bIca mur3a kara nahIM AtA mur3a kara AnA to dUra, mur3a kara dekhatA taka nahIM vaha, pUrva se pazcima kI aura yAtrA karatA pazcima se pUrva kI ora jAtA huA dekhA nahIM gayA Aja taka, aura sambhava bhI nahIM / dAtAoM, vidhidravyoM kI pahacAna kaba, kaisA kara letA hai pAtra, patA taka nahIM cala pAtA bijalI kI camaka kI bhA~ti avilamba saba kucha ho jAtA hai / " pAtra kA prAMgaNa meM AnA, phira binA pAye bhojana-pAna lauTa jAnA" panI pIr3A hotI hai dAtA ko isase " yU~ ye paMktiyA~ eka dAtA ke mukha se nikala pdd'iiN| hAthoMhAtha santoM kI bAta bhI yAda AI use, ki parama-puNya ke paramodaya se pAtra dAna kA lAbha hotA hai hamAre puNya kA udaya to hai parantu, anupAta se 6

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paryApta patalA par3a gayA vaha, durlabhatA isI kI to kahate haiN| kucha dAtAoM ke mukha se kucha bhI zabda nahIM nikale mantra-mugdha kIlita-se raha gye| kucha to vidhi-vismaraNa se vikala ho gaye, aura kapAla para bAra-bAra hAtha lagAte haiM, vaha aisA pratIta ho rahA hai, ki kahIM pratikUla bhAgya ko DA~Ta-DA~Ta kara bhagA rahe hoN| "he mahArAja ! vidhi nahIM milI, to nahIM sahI kama-se-kama isa ora dekha to lete, itane meM hI santoSa kara lete hama" yU~ eka dAtA ne mana kI bAta sahaja-bhAva se sunA dii| dAtA ke kaI guNa hote haiM unameM eka guNa viveka bhI hotA hai eka dAtA ne viveka hI kho diyA aura bhakti-bhAva ke atireka meM pAtra ke ati nikaTa patha para Age bar3ha dayanIya zabdoM meM kahA ki "isa jIvana meM ise pAtradAna kA saubhAgya minA nahIM, mUka mAdI :: 317

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kaI bAra pAtra mile para, bhAvanA jagI nahIM Aja bhAvanA balavatI bana par3I hai, isa avasara para bhI yadi sparzana ho, para harSana nahIM, bhAvanA bhUkhI rahegI"! to phira kana" bhUkha kI zAnti vaha ? Aja kA AhAra hamAre yahA~ ho, basa ! isa prasaMga meM yadi doSa lagegA to" mujhe lagegA, Apako nahIM svAmin ! he kRpA-sAgara, kRpA karo dera nahIM, aba dayA kro|" dAtA kI isa bhAvukatA para manda-muskAna-bharI mudrA ko maunI muni mor3a detA hai aura cAra hAtha nihAratA-nihAratA patha para Age bar3ha jAtA hai| taba taka dAtA ke mukha se punaH nirAzA-ghulI paMkti nikalI : "dA~ta mile to cane nahIM, cane mile to dA~ta nahIM, aura donoM mile to". pacAne ko A~ta nahIM"!" 118 :: mUka mArTI

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"pAtra se prArthanA ho para atireka nahIM, bhA~ti-bhA~ti kI bhrAntiyA~ yU~ dAtAoM se hotI gaIM, "hA~! hA ! yahI sthiti hamArI bhI ho sakatI hai" yU~ kumbha ne kahA seTha ko aura seTha ko saceta kiyA isa samaya saba kucha bhUla sakate haiM para viveka nhiiN| tana, mana aura vacana se dAsatA kI abhivyakti ho, para udAsatA kI nahIM / adharoM para manda muskAna ho, para maz2Aka nahIM / utsAha ho, umaMga ho para utAvalI nahIM / aMga-aMga se vinaya kA makaranda jhare, para, dInatA kI gandha nahIM / aura isI sandarbha meM sunI thI santoM se eka kavitA, so suno, prastuta hai, AdRta hai budha-stuta hai : dharatI ko pyAsa lagI hai nIra kI Asa jagI hai mUkamATI 319

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mukha-pAtra kholA hai kRta saMkalpitA haiM dharatI dAtA kI pratIkSA nahIM karanA hai dAtA kI vizeSa samIkSA nahIM karanA hai apanI sImA, apanA A~gana bhUla kara bhI nahIM lA~ghanA hai.. . . . kAraNa pAtra kI dInatA nirabhimAna dAtA meM mAna kA AvirmANa karAtI hai pApa kI pAlar3I phira bhArI par3atI hai vaha, aura svatantra svAbhimAna pAtra meM paratantratA A hI jAtI haiM, kartavya kI dharatI dhImI-dhImI nIce khisakatI hai, taba kyA hogA ? dAtA aura pAtra donoM laTakate adhara meN| tabhI to... kAle-kAle megha saghana ye arjita pApa ko puNya meM DhAlane jo sat-pAtra kI gaveSaNA meM nirata haiM, pAtra ke darzana pA kara bhAva-vibhora gadagada ho 320 :: mUka mArI

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gar3a-gar3AhaTa dhvani karate sajala, locn-yugl| sAbaNa kI cauMsaTha dhAra pAtra ke pAda-prAnta meM praNipAta karate haiM." phira "to. dharatI ne anAyAsa, sahaja rUpa se bAdala kI kAlimA ko dho DAlA, anyathA varSA ke bAda bAdala-dala vaha bimala hotA kyoM ? kumbha ke mukha se kavitA sunI kama zabdoM meM, sAra ke rUpa meM, dAtA kI gaurava-gAthA AcAra-saMhitA hI sAmane AI, Adarza meM apanA mukha dikhA vimukha huA jo Adarza jIvana se, jisa mukha para bedAga hone kA dambha-bhara damaka rahA thaa| seTa kI A~kheM khula gaI, vaha apane ko saMyata banAtA, saba kucha bhrAntiyA~ dhula giiN| mUka mATI :: 21

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kavitA-zravaNa ne use bahuta prabhAvita kiyaa| punaH saMketa milatA hai seTha koaba zata-pratizata nizcita hai pAna kA apanI ora aanaa| jaise-jaise prAMgaNa mAsa AtA gayA vaise-vaise pAtra kI gati meM mandatA AI aura pAtra ko anubhUta huA ki usake padoM ko Age bar3hane se roka kara apanI ora AkRSTa kara rahA hai koI vizeSa puNya-paripAka ! pAtra kI gati ko dekha kara aura saceta ho, zraddhA-samaveta ho ati manda bhI nahIM ati amanda bhI nahIM, madhyama madhura svaroM meM abhyAgata kA svAgata prArambha huA : 'bho svAmin ! namostu ! namostu ! namostu ! atra : atra ! atra ! tiSTha ! tiSTa ! tiSTha !' yU~ sambodhana-svAgata ke svara do-tIna bAra doharAye gaye sAtha-hI-sAtha, dhIme-dhIme hilane vAle 322 :: pUka mATI

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0 ke karNa kI sAdara atithi ko bulA rahe haiN| abhaya kA Ayatana atithi A rukatA hai prAMgaNa meM nirAkula, avicala ... phira kyA kahanA ! ahobhAgya mAnatA huA dhanya dhanya kahatA huA atithi ko dAyIM ora atithi se do-tIna hAtha dUra se pradakSiNA prArambha karatA hai seTha sapatnIka, saparivAra ! Aja kA yaha dRzya aisA pratIta ho rahA hai, ki graha-nakSatra - tArAoM sameta ravi aura zazi meru parvata kI pradakSiNA de rahe haiM, tIna pradakSiNA dI gaIM, jIva dayA- pAlana ke sAtha / punaH namaskAra ke sAtha, navadhA bhakti kA sUtrapAta hotA hai : 'mana zuddha hai vacana zuddha hai tana zuddha hai aura anna-pAna zuddha hai Aie svAmin! mUkamATI 328

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bhojanAlaya meM praveza kIjie' aura binA pITha dikhAye Age-Age hotA hai pUrA parivAra / bhItara praveza ke bAda 1324 : mUkamATI Asana-zuddhi batAte hue uccAsana para baiThane kI prArthanA huI pAtra kA Asana para baiThanA huaa| pAdAbhiSeka hetu pAtra se kiyA jAtA hai vinamra nivedana, nivedana ko svIkRti milatI hai; palAza kI chavi ko harate avirati bhIru avatarita hue rajata kI thAlI para pAtra ke yugala pAda-tala ! lo, usI samaya guru-pada ke prati anurAga vyakta karatI thAlI bhI ! yAnI, guru-pada kA anukaraNa karatI kuMkuma - kundana-sI banatI lAla / chAna, tapAye samazItoSNa prAsuka jala se bharA mATI kA kumbha hAthoM meM le dAtA, pAtra ke padoM para jyoM hI jhukA tyoM hI basa, kandarpa- darpa se dUra guru- pada nakha darpaNa meM

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kumbha ne apanA darzana kiyA aura dhanya ! dhanya ! kaha utthaa| jaya, jaya, gurudeva kI ! jaya, jaya, isa ghar3I kI ! vicAra sAkAra jo hue patha-gata-pIr3ana-vedana jo kucha bacA-khucA kAluSya sarakaH rA- nA ko ..:: ... . . . . . . . . yahIM para arpaNa kiyA : 'zaraNa, caraNa haiM Apake, tAraNa-taraNa jahAja, bhava-dadhi taTa taka le calo karuNAkara gururAja !' yU~ guru-guNa-gAna karate vighna-vinAzaka, vibhava-vidhAyaka abhiSeka sampanna huA, prakSAlana bhii| Ananda se bhare saba ne gandhodaka mastaka para lagAyA, parivAra sahita indra kI bhA~ti seTha laga rahA hai| isI krama meM aba, yathAvidhi, yathAnidhi yathAjJAta-sannidhi sthApanA-pUrvaka, aSTa-maMgala dravya le jala-candana-akSata-puSpoM se caru-dIpa-dhUpa-phaloM se pUjana-kArya pUrNa huA paMcAMga praNAmapUrvaka ! mUka mArTI :- 325

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punazca, baddhAMjali ho pUrA parivAra prArthanA karatA hai pAtra se ki "bho svAmin ! aMjuli-mudrA chor3a kara bhojana grahaNa kImi . . . . . . . .: :: :. .... .........: dAna-vidhi meM dAtA ko kuzala pA aMjuli chor3a, donoM hAtha dho letA hai pAtra aura jo moha se mukta ho jIte haiM rAga-roSa se rIte haiM janama-maraNa-jarA-jIrNatA jinheM chU nahIM sakate aba kSudhA satAtI nahIM jinheM jinake prANa pyAsa se pIr3ita nahIM hote, jinameM smaya-vismaya ke lie pala-bhara bhI prazraya nahIM, jinheM dekha kara bhaya hI bhayabhIta ho bhAga jAtA hai sapta-bhayoM se mukta, abhaya-nidhAna, nidrA-tandrA jinheM gheratI nahIM, sadA-sarvathA jAgRta-mudrA sveda se latha-patha ho vaha mAtra nahIM, kheda-zrama kI vaha bAta nahIM; jinameM ananta bala prakaTa huA hai, pariNAmasvarUpa jinake nikaTa koI bhI AtaMka A nahIM sakatA jinheM ananta saukhya milA hai "so 326 :: mUka mATI

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zoka se zUnya, sadA azoka haiM jinakA jIvana hI virati hai tabhI to unase dUra phitI rahatI eni vaha jinake pAsa saMga hai na saMgha, jo ekAkI haiM, phira cintA kisakI unheM ? sadA-sarvathA nizcinta haiM, aSTAdaza doSoM se dUra " aise ArhatoM kI bhakti meM DUbatA hai, kucha paloM ke lie nAsAgra dRSTi ho, mahAmanA / " zramaNa kA kAyotsarga pUrNa huA ki Asana para khar3A huA vaha atithi donoM er3iyoM aura paMjoM ke bIca, kramazaH cAra aura gyAraha aMgula kA antara de / sthiti - bhojana-niyama kA hI nahIM, eka bhukti kA bhI pAlaka hai| pAtra ne apane yugala karoM ko pAtra banA liyA, dAtA ke sammukha Age bar3hAyA / 'mana ko mAna-zikhara se nIce utArane vAlI bhikSAvRtti yahI to hai' yU~ kahatI huI yaha lekhanI kSudhA kI mImAMsA karatI haiM : mUkamATI : 327

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bhUkha do prakAra kI hotI hai. eka tana kI, eka mana kii| tana kI tanika hai, prAkRtika bhI, mana kI mana jAne kitanA pramANa haiM usakA ? vaikArika jo rahI, vaha bhUkha hI kyA bhUta haiM bhayaMkara, jisakA sambandha bhUtakAla se hI nahIM, abhUta se bhI haiM ! 328 mUkamATI isI kAraNa se abhI taka prANI yaha abhibhUta jo nahIM huA sva ko upalabdha kara | jahA~ taka indriyoM kI bAta hai unheM bhUkha lagatI nahIM, bAhara se lagatA hai ki unheM bhUkha lagatI hai / rasanA kaba rasa cAhatI haiM, nAsA gandha ko yAda nahIM karatI, sparza kI pratIkSA sparzA kaba karatI ? svara ke abhAva meM jvara kaba car3hatA hai zravaNA ko ? baharI zravaNA bhI jItI milatI hai| A~kheM kaba AratI utAratI haiN| rUpa kI svarUpa kI ye sArI indriyA~ jar3a haiM, jar3a kA upAdAna jar3a hI hotA hai, jar3a meM koI cAha nahIM hotI jar3a kI koI rAha nahIM hotI -

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sadA sarvatra saba samAna andhakAra ho yA jyoti / hA~ hA~ ! ! viSayoM kA grahaNa - bodha indriyoM ke mAdhyama se hI hotA hai| viSayI - viSaya - rasikoM ko / vastusthiti yaha hai ki indriyA~ ye khir3akiyA~ haiM tana yaha bhavana rahA hai, bhavana meM baiThA-baiThA puruSa bhinna-bhinna khir3akiyoM se jhA~katA hai vAsanA kI A~khoM se aura viSayoM ko grahaNa karatA rahatA dUsarI bAta yaha hai, ki madhura, Amla, kaSAya Adika jo bhI rasa hoM zubha yA azubhakabhI kahate nahIM, ki hameM cakha lo tum| -- haiM I laghu-guru snigdha- rUkSa zIta-uSNa mRdu-kaThora jo bhI sparza hoM, zubha yA azubha -- kabhI kahate nahIM ki hameM chU lo tuma / surabhi yA durabhi jo bhI gandha hoM, zubha yA azubhakabhI kahatIM nahIM, ki hameM sU~gha lo, tuma / mUkamATI

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suno suno parasa-rasa- gandha rUpa aura zabda ye jar3a ke dharma haiM jar3a ke karma" / kRSNa- nIla-pIta Adika jo bhI varNa hoM zubha yA azubhakabhI kahate nahIM, ki hameM lakha lo tuma ! aura 330 mUkamATI sA. re... pra ma pa dhani jo bhI svara hoM zubha yA azubha kabhI kahate nahIM, ki hameM suna lo, tuma / isase yahI phalita huA, ki moha aura asAtA ke udaya meM kSudhA kI vedanA hotI hai yaha kSudhA tRSA kA siddhAnta hai / mAtra isakA jJAta honA hI sAdhutA nahIM hai, caran jJAna ke sAtha sAmya bhI anivArya hai zramaNa kA zrRMgAra hI samatA - sAmya hai...! idhara, prArambha huA dAna kA kArya pAtra ke kara- pAtra meM prAsuka pAnI se; parantu yaha kyA ! saMkAyaka pAtra ne apane pAtra ko banda kara liyA ki

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turanta, dUsarI ora se svarNa-kalaza Age bar3hAyA gayA jisameM svAdiSTa dugdha bharA hai, phira bhI aMjuli anakhulI dekha tIsare ne rajata-kalaza dikhAyA jisameM madhura ikSurasa bharA hai, jaba vaha bhI upekSita hI rahA, taba sphaTika jhArI kI bArI AI anAra ke lAla rasa se bharI taruNAI kI aruNAI-sI ! Azcarya ! atithi kI ora se usa para bhI eka bAra bhI dRSTi nA par3I ! vivaza ho nirAzA meM badalI vaha jhaarii| aba adhika vilamba anucita hai| antarAya mAnakara baiTha sakatA hai, binA bhojana atithi jA sakatA haiyaha AzaMkA parivAra ke mukha para ubharI, aura mana meM prabhu kA smaraNa karate kisI taraha, dhRti dhArate pUrI taraha zakti sameTa kara, kaiMpate-kapate karoM se mATI ke kumbha ko Age bar3hAyA seTha ne| atithi kI aMjuli khula par3atI hai svAti ke dhavalima jala-kaNoM ko dekha sAgara-ura para tairatI zuktikA kI bhA~ti ! pUka mATI :: 381

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cAra-pA~ca aMjuli jala-pAna huA kucha ikSu-rasa kA sevana, phira jo kucha milatA gayA basa, avikala calatA gayA / jaba cAhe, mana cAhe nahIM binA yAcanA, binA koI saMketa basa, peTa ho bhUkhA phira kaisA bhI ho bhojana rasa-dAra ho yA rUkhA-sUkhA saba samAna / eka bartana se dUsare bartana meM bhojana - pAna kA parivartana hotA hai kyA usa samaya kabhI bartana meM koI parivartana AtA hai ? na hI koI bartana nartana karatA hai| na hI koI bartana rudana macAtA hai dhanya dhanya hai yaha nara aura yaha nara-tana saba tanoM meM 'vara' -tana bIjAropaNa se pUrva jala ke bahAva se kaTI-piTI cheda- chidra garta vAlI dharatI meM kUr3A-kacarA kaMkara patthara DAla use samatalI banAtA hai kRSaka / basa, isI bhA~ti, dAtA dAna detA jAtA 332 mUka mATI

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pAtra use letA jAtA, udara-pUrti karanA hai nA ! isI kA nAma hai garta-pUrNa-vRtti samatA-dharmI zramaNa kI ! bhUkhI gAya ke sammukha jaba ghAsa-phUsa cArA DAlA jAtA hai Upara mukha uThA kara rakSakoM ke AbharaNoM-AbhUSaNoM ko aMgoM-upAMgoM ko nahIM dekhatI vh| basa isI bhA~ti, bhojana ke samaya para sAdhu kI bhI vRtti hotI hai jo gocarI-vRtti kahI jAtI hai| ... aisA-vaisA kucha bhI vikalpa nahIM khArA ho, mIThA ho kaisA bhI ho, jala ho jhaTa bujhAte haiM ghara meM lagI Aga ko vasa, isI bhaaNti| sarasa ho yA nIrasa kaisA bhI ho, azana ho udarAgni zamana karanA hai nA ! . aura yahI agni-zAmaka vRtti hai zramaNa kI saba vRttiyoM meM mahAvRtti ! parAga-pyAsA bhramara-dala vaha koMpala-phUla-phaloM-daloM kA saurabha sarasa pItA hai para unheM, pIr3A kabhI na pahu~cAtA; mRga mATI :: 338

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.::. :.... pratyuta, apanI sphuraNazIla kara-chuvana se unheM nacAtA hai guna-guna-guMjana-gAna sunaataa| basa, isI bhA~ti pAtroM ko dAna de kara . . dAtA bhI phUlA na samAtA, hotA Ananda-vibhora vaha / andhakAra ghora miTatA hai, jIvana meM AtI nayI bhora vaha aura yahI "to bhrAmarI-vRtti kahI jAtI santoM kI ! yU~ to zramaNa kI kaI vRttiyA~ hotI haiMjinameM adhyAtma kI chavi ubharatI hai jo sunI thIM sAdara zrutoM se Aja nikaTa-sannikaTa ho khalI A~khoM se dekhane ko milii| pariNAma yaha huA ki pUrA kA pUrA parivAra seTha kA apAra Ananda se bhara AyA aura seTa ke gaura-varNa ke yugala-karoM meM mATI kA kumbha zobhA pA rahA hai kanakAbharaNa meM jar3A huA nIlama-sA / una karoM aura kumbha ke bIca paraspara prazaMsA ke rUpa meM kucha bAta calatI hai, ki kumbha ne kahA sarvaprathama 334 :: mUka mATI

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"tumane mujhe Upara uThA apanA liyA bar3A upakAra kiyA mujha para aura isa zubha-kArya meM sahayogI baMda kA saubhAgya milA mujhH| .. isa para turanta hI karoM ne bhI kahA ki "nahIM nahIM, suno "suno ! upakAra to tumane kiyA hama para tumhAre binA yaha kArya sambhava hI nahIM thA, isa kArya meM bhAvanA-bhakti jo kucha hai, tumhArI hai hama toUpara se nimitta-bhara Thahare !" uparila carcA ko sunatA huA nIce pAtra kA kara-pAtra kahatA hai ki, "pAtra ke binA kabhI pAnI kA jIvana Tika nahIM sakatA, aura pAtra ke binA kabhI prANI kA jIvana Tika nahIM sakatA, parantu pAtra se pAnI pIne vAlA uttama pAtra ho nahIM sakatA pANi-pAtra hI paramottama mAnA hai, pAtra bhI parigraha hai nA ! dUsarI bAta yaha bhI haiM, ki atithi ke binA kabhI tithiyoM meM pUjyatA A nahIM sakatI atithi tithiyoM kA sampAdaka hai nA ! mUka mATI :: 335

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phira bhI tithiyoM ko apane pAsa nahIM rakhatA baha, tithiyA~ kAla ke Azrita haiM nA ! pariNatiyA~ apanI-apanI nirI-nirI huA karatI haiM, tithiyoM ke bandhana meM ba~dhanA bhI gatiyoM kI galiyoM meM bhaTakanA hai| kacit ! yatiyoM kA bandhana meM ba~dhanA vaha niyati ke raMjana meM ramanA hai|" yU~ satu-pAtra kI hotI rahI miimaaNsaa| idhara, abAdhita AhAra-dAna cala rahA hai aura aisA hI yaha kArya sAnanda-sampanna ho, isI bhAvanA meM saMlagna-magna huA hai setth| usake donoM kandhoM se utaratI huI donoM bAhaoM meM lipaTatI huI, phira dAyeM vAlI bAyIM ora vAyIM vAlI dAhinI ora jA kaTi-bhAga ko kasatI huI nIle uttarIya kI donoM chora nIce laTaka rahI haiN| Upara dekha nahIM pA rahI hai, kumbha kI nIlimA se vaha pUrI taraha hArI hai 36 :: muka mATI

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lajjA kA anubhava karatI dharatI meM jA chupanA cAhatI hai apane sikur3ana-zIla mukha ko dikhAnA cAhatI nahIM kisI ko| seTa ke dAyeM hAtha kI madhyamA meM mudita-mukhI svarNima mudrA hai jo mANika-maNi se maNDita hai jimakI vistAra kA ... . . . . . .: atithi ke aMruNima adharoM se bAra-bAra apanI tulanA karatI aura anta meM hAra kara AkulitA ho lajjA ke bhAra se atithi ke pada-taloM ko chU rahI hai, aura aisA karanA ucita hI hai pUjyapadoM kI pUjA se hI manavAMchita phala milatA hai| isI bhA~ti seTha ke bAyeM hAtha kI tarjanI meM rajata-nirmita mudrA hai mudrA meM muktA jar3I hai| karapAtrI kI adRSTapUrva kara-nakha-kAnti lakha kara ktAnti kA anubhava karatI hai aura jvarAkrAnta hotii| yahI kAraNa hai, usakI rakta-rahita zubhra-kAyA banI haiM; pAna ke donoM kapola vaha golagola hai, suDaula bhI bhUka mATI ..

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mAMsala haiM, prAMjala bhI jinakI prAMjalatA meM dAtA ke svarNima kuNDala apanI pratichavi ke bahAne apanI tulanA hama kyA kama haiM ? bAla- bhAnu kI bhA~ti hamase AbhA phUTatI hai gola bhI haiM, suDaula bhI suvarNavAle haiM, sundara haiM svarNavAle haiM, lohita nahIM / 398 mUka mATI phira bhI, kapola-kAnti meM, isa kAnti meM antara kyoM ? kauna - sI nyUnatA hai hamameM ? kauna jAnatA isa bheda ko lo ! ulajhana meM ulajhe kuNDaloM ko kapoloM kA udbodhana : karate haiM kapoloM se - kise pUcheM ? pUcheM bhI kaise ? "tumheM dekhate hI darzakoM meM rAga jAgRta hotA hai aura hameM dekhate hI sahaja vatsala bhAva umar3atA hai, rAgI bhI kho jAtA hai visagatA meM kucha pala, hamAre bhItara saMgRhIta vatsala bhAva vaha, Upara A

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kapola-tala se phisalatA huA, virodha ke rUpa meM A khar3e vairiyoM ke pASANa-basaramA gayo bhI. . . . . . . ... ..... ... . mRdula phUla banAtA hai| hamameM anamola bola pale haiM, aura tumameM kevala pola mile haiN| eka bAta aura hai ki vikasita yA vikAsa-zIla jIvana bhI kyoM na ho, kitane bhI ujjvala-guNa kyoM na hoM, para se sva kI tulanA karanA parAbhava kA kAraNa hai dInatA kA pratIka bhii| aura vaha tulanA kI kriyA hI prakArAntara se spardhA hai, spardhA prakAza meM lAtI hai kahIM"sudUra"jA"bhItara baiThI ahaMkAra kI sUkSma sattA ko| phira, ahaMkAra ko santoSa kahA~ ? binA santoSa, jIvana sadoSa hai yahI eka kAraNa hai, ki prazaMsA-yaza kI tRSNA se jhulasA yaha sadoSa jIvana sahaja jaya-ghoSoM kI, sukhada guNoM kI saghana-zItala chaoNba se vaMcita rahatA hai| vaise, svayaM yaha 'sva' zabda hI kaha rahA hai ki mUka mATI :: 399

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... . . . . . sva bAnI sampadA hai, sva hI vidhi kA vidhAna hai . yahI nidhi vidhAna haiM rava kI upalabdhi hI sarvopalabdhi hai phira, atula kI tulanA kyoM ? yU~ kapoloM se apanI pola khulI dekha, kundana ke kuNDala yaha aura kundita kAntihIna hue| seTa ne par3I se le coTI taka kamala-karNikA kI AbhA-sama pItAmbara kA pahanAba pahanA hai jisa pahanAva meM usakA mukha gulAva-sama khilA hai aura manda-manda bahate pavana ke prabhAva se pItAmbara laharadAra ho rahA hai, jina laharoM meM kumbha kI nIlama chavi tairatI-sI so pItAmbara kI pIlimA acchI lagatI nIlimA ko pIne hetu utAvalI karatI hai| ho, idhara ghara ke saba bAloM-cAlAoM ko 3411 :: mRka mATI

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bhItara rahane kI AjJA milI hai| aura binA bole baiThane ko bAdhya kiyA hai.. phira bhI, bIca-bIca meM, caukhaTa ke bhItara se yA khir3akiyoM se eka-dUsaroM ko Age-pIche karate bAhara jhA~kane kA prayAsa cala rahA haiM I sImA meM rahanA asaMyamI kA kAma nahIM, jitanA manA kiyA jAtA utanA manamAnA hotA hai pAlya dizA meM / tyAjya kA tajanA bhAjya kA bhajanA, sambhava nahIM bAlya dazA meM / tathApi jo kucha palatA hai basa, balAt hI bhIti ke kAraNa ! yahI sthiti hai idhara bhI ! sara ko kasa kara bA~dha rakhA hai seTha ne bAloM ke babAla se bacane hetu / tathApi, vizAla lalATa tala para kuTila - kRSNa bAloM kA laTa bAra-bAra A nihAra rahA hai anna-dAna ke sukhada dRzya ko anya dhyAna ke vimukha dRzya ko, aura nirbhIka ho kara kahatA hai saba pAtroM meM pramukha pAtra ko, ki "Apa santa haiM samatA ke dhanI ye dAtA sajjana haiM mamatA kI khanI mUkamATI 941

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virAga ke prati anurAga rakhate; donoM kA dhyeya bandhana se mukti hai phira bhalA batAo jarA ! majheM kyA cavana meM :.:. :::: :: :: aba majhe bhI bandhana rucatA nahIM mAnatI hU~ isa bAta ko ki vigata merA galata hai, aura kisakA nahIM ? patita hai palita-pakila bhI galita hai calita-caMcala bhI, parantu Aja kI sthiti badalI haiM galata lata se bacanA cAhatA huuN| pApa puNya se milane AyA hai viSa pIyUSa meM ghutane AyA hai he prakAza-paMja prabhAkara / andhakAra kI prArthanA suno ! bAra-bAra bhagAne kI apekSA eka bAra ise jagA do, svAmin ! apane meM jagaha do ise miTAoM yA milAo apane meM; prakAza kA sahI lakSaNa vahI hai jo sabako prakAzita kare ! eka aura dhRSTatA kI bAta kahU~ ki 'bhAgyazAlI bhAgyahIna ko kabhI bhagAte nahIM, prabho ! bhAgyavAna bhagavAna banAte haiN|' 142 :: mRga mATI

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yU~ kahatA huA lalATa-gata laTa jhaTa se palaTa kara mUka hotA hai| aura idhara 'sAnanda-sampanna huA AhAra dAna pAtra kA Asana para baiThanA huA prAsuka-uSNa jala se mukha-zuddhi huI aMjali se uchale anna-pAna kaNoM se prabhAvita udara-ura-uru Adi aMgoM ko apane hAthoM se zuddha banA kara kucha paloM ke lie palakoM ko ardhonmIlita kara pAtra parama-tattva meM lIna huaa| kAyotsarga kA visarjana huA, seTha ne apane vinIta karoM se atithi ke abhaya-ciha cihita ubhaya kara-kamaloM meM saMyamopakaraNa diyA mayUra-paMkhoM kA mUdula komala laghu maMjula hai| tRSA bujhAne hetu nahIM, parantu zAstra-svAdhyAya ke pUrva aura zaucAdi kriyAoM ke bAda hasta-pAdAdi-zuddhi hetu, zaucopakaraNa kamaNDalu meM prAsuka jala bhara diyA gayA, pUka mATI :: 349

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atithi ke caraNa-sparza pAvana darzana hetu ar3osa-par3osa kI janatA A~gana meM A khar3I hai / jyoM hI atithi kA A~gana meM AnA huA tyoM hI jaya ghoSa se gU~ja uThA nabhamaNDala bhI / aura, bhAvuka janatA sameta seTha ne prArthanA kI pAtra se, ki to aSTa prahara taka hI upayoga meM lAyA jA sakatA haiM, anantara vaha sadoSa ho jAtA hai| " puruSArtha ke sAtha-sAtha hama AzAvAdI bhI haiM Azu AzIrvAda mile zIghra Tale viSayoM kI AzA, basa ! basa caleM hama Apake patha para | jAte-jAte he svAmin ! eka aisA sUtra do hameM jisa sUtra meM ba~dhe hama apane astitva ko pahacAna sakeM, kahIM bhI girI ho sasUtra suI "so.. kabhI khotI nahIM / " 344 :: mUka mATI isa para atithi socatA hai ki upadeza ke yogya yaha na hI sthAna hai, na samaya

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tathApi bhItarI karuNA umar3a par3I sIpa se motI kI bhA~ti pAtra ke mukha se kucha zabda nikalate haiM ki "bAhara yaha jo kucha bhI dikha rahA hai so'maiM "nahIM"hU~ aura . . ... ... . . . . . . . ... .... merA bhI nahIM hai| ye A~kheM mujhe dekha nahIM sakatI mujhameM dekhane kI zakti hai usI kA maiM sraSTA thA"hU~"rahU~gA, sabhI kA draSTA thaa"huuN"rhuuNgaa| bAhara yaha jo kucha bhI dikha rahA hai so maiM"nahIM hU~ !" yUM kahate-kahate pAtra ke pada cala par3e upavana kI ora pITha ho gaI darzakoM kI or| pAtra ke pIche-pIche chAyA kI bhAMti kara meM kamaNDalu le mUka mAdI :: 345

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seTa cala rahA nagara ke nikaTa upavana hai haiM I upavana meM nasiyAjI hai jisakA zikhara gagana cUmatA hai, zikhara kA kalaza camaka rahA hai, apanI svarNima kAnti se kalaza batA rahA hai ki saMsAra kI jitanI bhI camaka-damaka hai yaha saba bhramita hai, bhrAmaka bhI satpatha kI gamaka nahIM hai 346 mUkamATI rukka na sakA rUdana, phUTa-phUTa kara rone lagA puNya-prada pUjya-padoM meM loTapoTa hone lagA | nasiyAjI meM jinabimba hai nayana manohara, neminAtha kA bimba kA darzana huA nija kA bhAna huA tana romAMcita huA harSa kA gAna huA / locana sajala ho gaye patha ojhala - sA ho gayA pada bojhila se ho gaye rokA, para eka bAra aura guru caraNoM meM seTha ne praNipAta kiyA lauTane kA upakrama huA, para tana TUTane lagA / "guru caraNoM kI zaraNa taja kara yaha AtmA

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lauTanA nahIM cAhatI svAmina ! mAnasa chor3a kara haMsa kI bhaaNti| tathApi kheda hai, ki tana ko bhI mana ke sAtha honA par3atA hai mana kA vega adhika haiM prabho ! bAtoM-bAtoM meM bAra-bAra udvega-Avega se ghira AtA hai phira, saMvaiga ke vaha paddha AcaraNa kI dharatI para Tika na pAte phira, nirAdhAra vaha kyA karegA ?"" pahAr3I nadI ho ASAr3hI bAr3ha AI ho choTe-choTe vanacaroM kI kyA bAta, hAthI taka kA patA na calatA "baha jAtA saba kucha ! apanA hI kiyA huA karma Aja bAdhaka bana udaya meM AyA hai, cAhate hue bhI dharma kA pAlana pahAr3a-sA laga rahA hai, aura maiM ? baunA hI nahIM, paMgu bhI banA huuN| bahuta lambA patha hai kaise calU~ maiM? gagana cUmatA cUla hai, kaise caDhU~ maiM kuzala-sahacara bhI to nahIM.. kaise bahU~ maiM aba Age ! kyA pUrA kA pUrA AzAvAdI baneM ? kyA saba kucha niyati para chor3a dU~ ? mUka pATI :: 347

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chor3a deM puruSArtha ko: he parama-purupa ! batAo kyA karU~ , kAla kI kasauTI para apane ko kasai kyA ? gati-pragati-Agati nati-unnati-pariNati ina sabakA niyantA kAla ko mAyU~ kyA ? prati padArtha svatantra haiN| kartA svatantra hotA haiyaha siddhAnta sadoSa hai kyA ? 'hone' rUpa kriyA ke sAtha-sAtha 'karane' rUpa kriyA bhI to. koSa meM hai nA !" seTa kI praznAvalI sana kara vAtsalyapUrNa bhASA meM / mA~ putra ko samajhAtI-sI, mauna taja kara kahA garu ne, ki "ina saba zaMkAoM kA samAdhAna yahA~ hai merI ora idhara"Upara dekho !" aura Upara kI ora dekhanA huA gIlI A~khoM semauna-mudrA milI mAtra, mudrA meM muskAna kI mAtrA thor3I-sI bhI milI nahIM, gambhIratA se pUrI bharI haiM vaha, A~khoM meM nizcalatA hai lalATa para nizchalatA hai vahI rahasyodghATana karatI-sI." 34R :: mRka mATI

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'ni' yAnI nija meM hI 'yati' yAnI batana : sthiratA hai ... .. .. ... ... .... apane meM lIna honA hI niryAta hai nizcaya se vahI yati hai, aura 'puruSa' yAnI AtmA-paramAtmA hai 'artha' yAnI prAptavya prayojana hai AtmA ko chor3a kara saba padArthoM ko vismRta karanA hI sahI puruSArtha hai| niyati kA aura puruSArtha kA svarUpa jJAta huA sahI-sahI kAla kI bhAva-dharmitA jo mAtra upasthiti-rUpA preraNA pradA nahIM, udAsInA eka-kSetrAsInA hai chapI nahIM rahI, khula gii| seTa kI zaMkAe~ uttara pAtIM phira bhI . jala ke abhAva meM lAghava garjana-gaurava-zUnya varSA ke bAda mauna kAntihIna-bAdaloM kI bhA~ti choTA-sA udAsIna mukha le ghara kI ora jA rahA seTha tela se bAtI kA sambandha lagabhaga TUTa jAne se kiMvA mUka mATI ::

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atyalpa tela raha jAne se TimaTimAte dIpaka sama apane ghaTa meM prANoM ko sa~joye manthara gati se cala rahA hai seTha mana meM mandhana bhI cala rahA ! mUla-dhana se hAtha dho kara khAlI hAtha ghara lauTate bhaviSya ke viSaya ti kiMkartavyavimUr3ha vaNika-sama ghara kI ora jA rahA seTha.. pUrA kA pUrA ghRtAMza nikala jAne se svayaM kI nIrasatA kA anubhava karatA, kevala dUdha ke samAna saMvedanazUnya huA ghara kI ora jA rahA seTha mA~ ke viraha se pIr3ita raha-raha kara 3500 : pUka bhATI sahapAThiyoM ke samakSa parAbhava - janita pIr3A se bhI kaI guNI adhika pIr3A kA anubhava ho rahA hai isa samaya seTha ko / DAla ke gAla kA rasa cUsana pUrNarUpa se chUTane se dhUla meM gire phUla sama AtmIyatA kA alagAva sAtha le zeSa rahe atyalpa sAhasa sameta ghara kI ora jA rahA seTha

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sisakate zizu kI taraha dIrgha-zvAsa letA huA ghara kI ora jA rahA seTha vasanta kA anta hone se vikalita vana-jIvana-badana-sama santa-saMgati se vaMcita huA ghara kI ora jA rahA seTha hariyAlI ko harane vAlI mRga-marIcikA se bharI sudUra taka phailI marubhUmi meM sAgara-milana kI Asa-bhara le ... . balahIna sapATa-taTa vAlI ' sarakatI patalI saritA-sA ghara kI ora jA rahA seTa prAcI kI goda se uchalA phira astAcala kI ora DhalA prakAza-puMja prabhAkara-sama AgAmI andhakAra se bhayabhIta ghara kI ora jA rahA seTha kRNNa-pakSa ke candramA kI-sI dazA hai seTha kI zAnta-rasa se virahita kavitA-sama paMchI kI cahaka se vaMcita prabhAta-sama zItala candrikA se rahita rAta-sama aura bindI se vikala mRka mATI :: 351

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abalA ke 'bhAna-sama saba kucha nIrava-nirIha laga rahA hai| DhalAna meM dulakate-Dhulakate pASANa-khaNDa kI bhA~ti ghara A pahu~catA hai seTa! pUrA parivAra apAra harSa meM DUbA hai pAtra-dAna kA pariNAma hai yaha puNya-zAlI kumbha bhI phUla rahA hai| saba eka sAtha bhojanArtha baiThate haiM parantu, gauravarNa se 'marA, para udAsI se ghirA ... seTha ke mukha gauravazAlI kumbha ne gaura se dekha kara yU~ kahA, ki "santa-samAgama kI yahI to sArthakatA hai saMsAra kA anta dikhane lagatA hai, samAgama karane vAlA bhale hI turanta santa-saMyata vane yA na bane isameM koI niyama nahIM hai, kintu vaha santopI avazya banatA haiN| sahI dizA kA prasAda hI sahI yazA kA prAsAda hai catura-cikitsakoM se roga kA sahI nidAna hone para 352 :: mUka mATI

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aura kyA kahA kumbha ne sAM""suno ! "jaise auSadha sevana karane vAlA rogI jisakI upAsya devatA nIrogatA haiM, bhogI ho nahIM sakatA vaha, bhoga hI to roga hai / aura suno ! yaha auSadha kA nahIM, sahI nidAna kA camatkAra hai, auSadha sevana kA phala to roga kA zodhana hai-nIrogatA anamola sodhana haiM / " AmaraNa AbhUSaNoM kI bAta dUra rahe, vRddhAvasthA meM DhAkA - malamala bhI bhAra lagatI hai jaba ki bAla ho yA yuvA pror3ha ho yA vRddha vanavAsI ho yA bhavanavAsI vairAgya kI dazA meM svAgata AbhAra bhI "bhAra lagatA hai| " madana kA pyAra kabhI jarA se ho nahIM sakatA; santoM kI ye paMktiyA~ bhI aprAsaMgika nahIM hai : gagana kA pyAra kabhI dharA meM ho nahIM sakatA mUtra mATI 35

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.......:::.. yaha bhI eka niyoga ki sujana kA pyAra kabhI surA se ho nahIM sktaa| vidhavA ko aMga-rAga suhAtA nahIM kabhI sadhavA ko saMga-tyAga suhAtA nahIM kabhI, saMsAra se viparIta rIta viraloM kI hI hotI hai bhagavA~ ko raMga-dAga suhAtA nahIM kabhI ! kumbha kI bhAva-bhASA suna kara. aisA pratIta huA seTha ko, usa kSaNa ki sAdhutA kA sAkSAt AsvAdana ho rahA hai| khAra kI dhAra se aba kyA artha rahA ? sAra ke AsAra se ava kyA prayojana ? soye hue saba-ke-saba sAra ke srota jo samakSa phUTa par3e" aho bhAgya ! dhanya !! kumbha ke vimala-darpaNa meM santa kA avatAra huA hai aura 354 :- mUka pATI

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yaha lekhanI bhI detI hai sAmayika kucha paMktiyA~ : gama se yadi bhIti ho to suno ! zrama se prIti karo aura ahaM se yadi prIti ho to suno ! carama se bhIti dharo kumbha ke nikhila arpaNa meM santa kA AbhAra huA hai / zama dharo sama varo ! siddha mantra kI mahimA se tana meM vyApta viSa-sama seTha kI Akula vyAkulatA miTI calI gaI kahIM / aura, seTha ne kahA ki "prabhu-pUjana ko chor3a kara isa pakSa meM atithi ke samAna mATI ke pAtroM kA upayoga hogA" aura rajata- Asana se utara kara kASTha ke Asana para AsIna huA / yaha suna kara parivAra ne bhI kahA"hamArI bhI yahI bhAvanA hai / " parivAra kI parivartita pariNati dekha svarNa kI thAliyoM aura gola-gola kalaziyA~ mUkamATI 355

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kundapuSpa-sama zubhra loo mAne - kore ... ... ., :.. rAkendu-sama rajatipa thAliyA~, kalaziyoM var3hiyA~-badiyA~ sphaTika kI mANika kI jhAriyoM taraha-taraha kI taztariyA~ cama-cama cama-cama camakane vAlI camaciyA~ yaha saba kyA ho rahA hai ?" yU~ socate camatkRta ho gaye saba ! phira""idhara"yaha kyA ghaTA ! zItala jala se bharA pItala kalaza bhItara-hI-bhItara pIr3ita huA parAbhava kA cUMTa pItA-pItA jalatA huA ubalatA aura pIlita huaa| suvarNa ke dvAra para zyAma-varaNa kA svAgata dekha, svarNa-kalaza kA varNa vaha aura tamatamAne lagA, jisakA varNana vargoM se sambhava nahIM; Ape se bAhara huaa| svarNa-kalaza kI mukha-guphA se Akroza-bharI zabdAvalI phUTatI haiM sAkSAt jvAlAmukhI kA rUpa dharatI-sI : "Aja kA dina bhI pUrNa nahIM huA abhI aura Agata kA itanA svAgata-samAdara ! 31 :: pRka mATI

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mATI ko mAthe para lagAnA aura mukuTa ko pairoM meM paTakanA yaha saba sabhya vyavahAra-sA lagatA nahIM apane prati apanatva kA bhAva to dUra, uparila upacAra se bhI apanAne kA bhAva taka yahA~ dikhatA nahIM, yaha apane Apa phalita ho rahA hai| isa bAta ko maiM mAnatA hU~, ki apanAnA apanA pradAna karanA aura apane se bhI prathama samajhanA para ko yaha sabhyatA hai, prANI mAtra kA dharma; parantu yaha kArya yathAkrama yathAvidhi ho isa Azaya ko aura kholU~ucca uccca hI rahatA nIca nIca hI rahatA aisI merI dhAraNA nahIM hai, nIca ko Upara uThAyA jA sakatA hai, ucitAnucita samparka se sabameM parivartana sambhava hai I parantu ! yaha dhyAna rahe zArIrika, Arthika, zaikSaNika Adi sahayoga - mAtra se nIca ucca bana nahIM sakatA isa kArya kA sampanna honA sAttvika saMskAra ke Upara AdhArita hai| mUka pATI :: 357

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maThe ko yadi chauMka diyA jAtA hai maThA svAdiSTa hI nahIM apitu pAcaka bhI banatA hai, aura dUdha meM mizrI kA mizraNa ho to dUdha svAdiSTa bhI banatA, balavardhaka bhii| isase viparIta, vidhi-prayoga se yAnI maThe meM mizrI kA mizraNa . . ..... ... kathaMcit guNakArI to hai parantu dUdha ko chauMka denA to buddhi kI vikRti siddha karatA hai|" yU~, dhIre-dhIre kalaza kA ubAla-uphAna zAnta huaa| zAnti ke sAtha, seTha ne kalaza ke ubalana ko donoM kAnoM se sunA, phira badale meM kalaza kI kuzalatA kI kAmanA karatA zAnti ke kucha bindu pradAna karatA hai| "jahA~ taka mATI-raja kI bAta hai, mAtra raja ko koI sara para nahIM car3hAtA mUr3ha-mUrkha ko chor3a kr| raja meM pUjyatA AtI hai caraNa-samparka se| aura 358 :: mUka mATI

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vaha caraNa pUjya hote haiM jina caraNoM kI pUjA oNMkheM karatI haiM gantavya taka pahu~cAne vAle caraNoM kA mUlya A~katI haiM ye hI mAnI jAtI sahI A~kheM caraNa kI upekSA karane vAlI svairiNI A~kheM duHkha pAtI haiM svayaM caraNa - zabda hI upadeza aura Adeza de rahA haiM hitaiSiNI A~khoM ko, ki caraNa ko chor3a kara kahIM anyatra kabhI bhI cara na cara na !! cara na !!! itanA hI nahIM, viloma rUpa se bhI aisA hI bhAva nikalatA hai, yAnI caraNa nara caraNa ko chor3a kara kahIM anyatra kabhI bhI na raca! na raca ! na raca !" he bhagavan ! maiM samajhanA cAhatA hU~ ki A~khoM kI racanA vaha aise kauna se paramANuoM se huI hai jaba A~kheM AtI haiM to duHkha detI haiM, jaba A~kheM jAtI haiM to duHkha detI haiM ! kahA~ taka aura kaba taka kahU~, eka mAdI : 554

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jara A~sne lagatI haiM to duHkha datI haiM ! A~khoM meM sukha hai kahA~ ? ya A~kheM duHkha kI khanI haiM surana kI hanI haiM yahI kAraNa hai ki ina A~khoM para vizvAsa nahIM rakhate santa saMyata sAdhu-jana aura sadA-sarvathA caraNoM lakhate binIna-dRSTi ho calate haiM ''dhanya / phira bhI, kheTa kI bAta yaha hai ki A~kheM Upara hotI haiM aura caraNa nIce ! Upara vAloM kI zaraNa lenA hI samucita haiM, zreyaskaraaisI dhAraNA ajJAnavaza banA kara pUjya banane kI bhAvanA le kara A~khoM kI zaraNa meM kucha rajakaNa cale jAte haiN| pRjya bananA to dUra rahA, unakA svatantra vicaraNa karanA bhI luTa jAtA hai."kheda ! A~khoM ke bandhana se mukti pAnA aba asambhava hotA hai, unheM nA :: eka mATI

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bhItara hI bhItara - A~khoM se saMgharSa karate apane astitva ko hI khAM dete haiM aura ghRNAspada, durgandha, bIbhatsa gIr3a kA rUpa dhAraNa kara vidrUpa vana bAhara Ate haiM yaha rajakaNa yaha saba prabhAva jo hama para par3A hai samatA ke dhanI zramaNa kA hai" anta meM yU~ kaha, seTha bhojana prArambha karatA kiM punaH kalaza kI ora se vyaMgAtmaka bhASA kA prayoga huA-"are suno ! kopa ke zramaNa bahuta bAra mile haiM hoza ke zramaNa hote virale hI, aura usa samatA se kyA prayojana jinameM itanI bhI kSamatA nahIM hai jo samaya para, bhayabhIta ko abhaya de sake, zraya-rIta ko Azraya de sake ? yaha kaisI viDamvanA he bhava-bhIta hue binA zramaNa kA pa dhAraNa kara abhaya kA hAtha uThA kara, zaraNAgata kI AzISa dene kI apekSA, mUkamATI :: 261

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anyAya mArga kA anusaraNa karane vAle rAvaNa jaise zatruoM para raNAMgaNa meM kUda kara rAma jaise zramazInoM kA hAtha uThAnA hI kaliyuga meM satga lA sakatA hai, dharatI para yahIM para svarga ko utAra sakatA hai| kare sarvidyAgara kI khA zrama aise karma-mIna kaMgAla ke lAla-lAla gAla ko pAgala se pAgala zrRMgAla bhI khAne kI bAta to dUra unA bhI nahIM cAhegA / " rahI, 362: bhUka gArI isa para bhI abhI kalaza kA ubAla zAnta nahIM huA, khadabada khabaTa khicar3I kA pakanA vaha akkinna calatA hI rahA aura santa ke nAma para aura Akroza ! "kauna kahatA hai vaha ki Agata santa meM samatA thI zrI pakSapAta kI murti vaha, samatA kA pradarzana bhI daza pratizata nahIM rahA samatA-darzana to dUra | jisakI dRSTi meM abhI

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- ucca-nIca bheda-bhAva hai svarNa aura mATI kA pAtra eka nahIM hai abhI samatA kA dhanI ho nahIM sakatA vaha ! eka ke prati rAga karanA hI dUsaroM ke prati dvepa siddha karatA haiM, jo rAgI hai aura dveSI bhI, santa ho nahIM sakatA vaha aura nAmadhArI santa kI upAsanA se saMsAra kA anta ho nahIM sakatA, sahI santa kA upahAsa aura hogA: S ye vacana kaTu haiM, para satya haiM, satya kA svAgata hA !" phira, seTha kI upahAsa kI dRSTi se dekhatA huA kalaza kahatA hai ki "gRhastha avasthA meM nAmadhArI santa baha akAla meM palA huA ho abhAva-bhUta se ghirA huA ho phira bhalA kaise ho sakatA hai bahumUlya vastuoM kA bhoktA : tabhI to.... daridra nArAyaNa sama svarNAdi pAtroM kI upekSA kara mATI kA hI svAgata kiyA hai| 425 :: 369

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mvaNa-kalaza kI kaTatA se kapita hA binA, mAdI ke kumbha meM bhare pAvasa ne pAna-dAna se pA yaza upazama-bhAva meM kahA, ki "tumameM pAyasa nA hai tumhArA pAya sanA hai pApa-paMka se pUrA apAvana, puNya ke paricaya se vaMcita ho tuma, tabhI to pAvana kI pUjA rucatI nahIM tumheM pAvana ko pAkhaNTa kahate ho tum| jisakI A~khoM meM kAlA pAnI bhI na ho.......: dakha sakatA vaha isa dRzya ko| tumhArI pApina A~khoM ne pIliyA roga ko pI liyA hai anyathA kyoM banI hai tumhArI kAyA pIlI-pIlI? para-prazaMsA tumheM zUla-sI cubhatI hai kumbha ke svAgata-samAdara se Aga-babUla hue ho, jo bhItara hogA vahI to bAhara AegA svayaM maThA-maherI pI kara auroM ko kSIra-bhojana karAte samaya dukAra AegI to "khaTTI hI ! tuma svarNa ho ubalata ho jhaTa se. mATI mvarNa nahIM hai kj4 :: mRga, mATo

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mvaNaM ko ugalatI avazya, . tuma mATI ke ugAla ho / Aja taka. na sunA, na dekhA aura na hI par3hA, ki svarNa meM voyA gayA vIja aMkarita hA kara phUlA-phanA, lahalahAyA ho paudhA bana kr| he mvarNa-mAlaza ! 2 .. 4 ora dekha kara jA vIbhUta hotA hai vahI dravya anamona mAnA hai| dayA se daridra dravya kisa kAma kA ? mArTI svayaM bhIgatI hai dayA se aura auroM ko bhI bhigotI hai| mATI meM boyA gayA vIja samucita anila-salila pA pIpaka tattvoM se puSTa-parita sahastra guNita ho phalatA haiN| mATo kaM svabhAna-dharma meM alpakAla ke lie atyalpa annA AnA bhI vizva ke zvAsoM kA vizvAsa hA smaapn| yAnI pratavamAna kA AnA h| eka bAna aura hai ki * svrnn-klsh| pRka mATI :: 365

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badhArdha meM tuma satraNaM hAte tA jhiAva ... dinakara kA durlabha dazana pratidina kyoM na hotA tumheM ? ho sakatA hai divAndha-tama prakAza sa bhaya lagatA ho tumheM, isIlie to bahuta dUra bhU-garbha meM gAr3e jAta ho tum| sambhava haiM rasAtala meM gsa AtA ho tumheM, tumhArI saMgati karane vAlA prAyaH durgati kA patha pakar3atA hai. yA kahanA asaMgata nahIM hai| tumheM dekhane mAtra se bandhana se sAkSAtkAra hotA hai. vandhana-vaddha bandhaka bhI hA tuma bhya aura para ke lie| paratandha jIvana kI AdhAra zinA ho tuma, pUMjIvAda ke abhedya durgama kilA ho tuma aura azAnti kaM annahIna misilA ! Te, svayaM kalaza : ITE cAra lo merA kahanA mAno, kA banA ina jIvana meM, mA bhATI ko amApa mAna jhA bhaa| mAM, mAM, nAma lo aba !" tili :: mArI

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pAyala kA sAhasa isake Age nahIM hotA dekha yaha lekhanI kuSTha aura kahane kI udyama-zIlA hotI hai, ki "he svarNa-kalaza ! gaNiyoM kA guNagAna karanA to dUra niTIpoM ko sadoSa ktA kara apane doSoM ko chupAnA cAhate ho tuma ! santa para Akroza vyakA karanA samatA kA upahAsa karanA meTa kA apamAna krnaa| Adi-Adi ye akSamya aparAdha haiM tumhAre, tathApi unheM gauNa kara mAtra tumhAra sammukhamATI kI mahimA hI nahIM rakhanA do udAharaNa prastuta kara tumhArA 'bho kitanA mUlya-gahattva hai, batAnA cAhatI hU~"lI, dIpaka aura mazAna sAmAnya rUpa se donoM prakAza ke sAdhana .. para. sonA ke. guNa-dharma minna bhinna / hada do hAtha kI yAMnI usakA eka eMDara para ema -para-eka kA kasa-kasa kara AindayA~ bA~dhI * mAnI , .. . - pArA

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:::: :...' nIce gahana haigthAna gatA hai, vasa. dha mazAla hai| mazAla kaM mukha para mATI malI jAtI hai / asaMyata hotA hai, islie| mazAla se prakAza milatA hai para atyalpa ! .......... ......:.: :: usase agni kI lapaTeM uThatI haiM, rAkSasa kI lAla ramanA-sI suna lapaToM ko jyoti nahIM kaI mkn| mazAla apavyayI bhI hai, bAra-bAra tela DAlanA par3atA hai usakaM mukha para, vaha bhI mIThA tela mnyvaan| hA~ ! hA~ ! kabhI-kabhI manoraMjana ke samaya para mazAla la calane vAlA puruSa apane mana meM miTTI kA tela bhara kara AkAza meM sudara''hAtha uTA kara mazAla ke mukha para 'katA hai, "tava ekAva pala meM hI tena sArA jala kara kAla-kAle bAdala-se dhUma ke rUpa meM zunya meM hIna-vilIna hotA hai| aura mazAna lagatA hai pranaya kAlIna agnikANDa-sama bhayaMkara ! ghor3I-sI asAvadhAnI "no hA-hAkAra, hAni-sA hAni: A . J7 pAra

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pheMka mArane se mazAla bujha nahIM sakatA Ane vAle kA jIvana hI cujha sakatA hai, koI sAdhaka sAdhanA ke samaya mazAla ko dekhate-dekhate dhyAna dhAraNA sAdha nahIM sakatA "ka isameM pAna kI parata kI "dhyeca yadi caMcala hogA, to kuzala vyAtA kA zAnta mana bhI caMbala hI ugAhI' aura bhI aise kaI durguNa haiM mazAla ke misAla kitane dU~ yU~ kaha dUsarI udAharaNa kI ora mur3atI hai yaha lekhanI | dIpaka saMyamazIla hotA hai bar3hAne se car3hatA hai, aura ghaTAne se ghaTatA bhI / anya mUlya vAle giTTI ke tela se pUrA bharA huA TIpaka hI - apanI gati se calatA hai, tila-tila ho kara jalatA hai, eka sAtha tela ko nahIM khAtA, Adarza gRhastha-sama mitavyayI hai dIpaka ! kitanA niyamita, kitanA nirIha ! choTA-sA vAlaka bho - apane komala karoM meM mazAla kI nahIM, kSetra pArTI

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dIpaka se cala sakatA hai prema se| mazAla kI apekSA adhika prakAzaprada hai yaha / uSNa ucchRMkhala pralaya-svabhAvI miTTI kA tela bhI yaha dIpaka kA sneha pA kara UrdhvagAmI banatA hai| patha-bhraSTa ekAkI andhakAra se ghirA bhayAtura kArI zrI pa dIpaka ko dekhate ho abhIta hotA hai| sunA zmazAna meM, bhUtoM ke hAtha meM mazAla hotA hai jise dekhate hI nirbhIka kI A~kheM bhI banda hotI hai| 37 pATI lo, dIpaka kI lAla lau agni-sI lagatI, para agni nahIM sva-para- prakAzinI jyoti hai vaha jo spandanahInA hotI hai jise animeSa dekhane se sAdhaka kA upayoga vaha niyoga rUpa se, sthUlatA se sUkSmatA kI ora bar3hatA bar3hatA, zanaiH zanaiH vyagratA se rahita ho ekAgra hotA hai kucha hI paloM meM / phira, phira kyA ? samagratA se sAkSAtkAra ! dIpaka kI kaI vizeSatAe~ haiM kahA~ taka kahU~ !

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kAI aura chora bhI to ho : astu, he svArtha-kalaza : tuma ho mazAla ke samAna, kaluSita AzayazAlI aura mATI kA kumbha hai patha-pradarzaka dIpa-samAna tAmasa-nAzI sAhapta sahasa-svabhAvI ! : svarNa-kalaza ko mazAla kI mama meM .... .. ........ apamAna kA anubhava huA, ekAkSiNI isa lekhanI ne marI prazaMsA ke miSa isa nindya-kArya kA sampAdana kiyA, isameM merA bhI aparAdha siddha hotA hai, para-nindA meM mujhe nimitta banAyA gayA yU~ svayaM ko dhikkArate hue mATI ke kumbha meM dIrgha zvAsa liyA phira, prabhu se prArthanA prArambha : 'ina vaibhava-hIna bhanyoM kI bhavoM-bhavoM meM parAbhava kA anubhava huaa| ava pR. TI :: 71

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prabhupana pAna se pUrva eka kI prazaMsA eka kA pratAr3ana eka kA utdhAna eka kA patana eka dhanI, eka nirdhana eka guNI, eka nirguNa eka sundara, eka bandara yaha saca kyoM ? 'parA' bhava kA anubhava vaha kaba hogA :--. sambhava hai yA nahIM nikaTa bhaviSya meM avilamba batAo, prabho ! isa gaNa-vaiSabhtha saM ise pIr3A hotI hai, prabho ! dekhA nahIM jAtA ora isI kAraNa vAdhya ho kara AMkheM banda karanI par3atI haiN| bar3I kRpA hogI, bar3A upakAra hogA, sathamaM sAmya ho, svAmin!" pArTa kumbha kI prArthanA se cir3hatI huI sphaTika kI jhArI ne kahA ki, "are pANI !

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pApa-bharI prArthanA saM prabhu prasanna nahIM hote, pAvana kI prasannatA vaha pApa ke tyAga para AdhArita hai| maiMne agni kI parIkSA dI hai aisA bAra-bAra kaha kara, jo apane ko niSpApa siddha karanA cAhatA hai yaha pApa hI nahIM apitu mahApApa hai| tumameM itanA pApa kA saMgraha hai ki jo yugoM-yugoM taka jalAne se jala nahIM sakatA, dhulAne se dhula nahIM sktaa| pralaya ke dinoM meM jala kI hI nahIM, agni kI varSA bhI tere Upara huI kaI vAra ! phira bhI, tarI kAlimA meM kucha to antara AtA ? are aura suna ! bAhara se bhale hI dikhatI haiM kAlI megha-ghaTAoM se ghirI sAvaNa kI amA kI nizA-sI babUla kI lakar3I bhI baha agni-parIkSA detI haiN| aura bAra-bAra nahIM, eka hI vAra meM bhUka mArI :: 373

Page #396
apane jIvana kI rAvaNoM meM rItA rAnI hai / isalie nama zukSa chavivAlI rAkha banI hai|" isa para bIca meM hI kumbha ne kahA, ja agni parIkSA ke bAda bhI saca koyaloM meM babUla ke kocale kAle bhI to hote haiM yaha vo batA dA!" suna lI, uttara detI ne Age : aM matimanda, gandha, anupAta se agni kA tApa kAma milane se hI lakar3iyA~ pUrI na jala kara ko kA rUpa le letI hai, anyathA vaha rAkha meM TalatI hI hai| isa kArya meM yA to Ane kA pa kiMvA 1 lakar3oM meM zeSa rahA jangaMza kA kintu, lakar3I kA dIpa kicit gI nahIM, itanI sAdhAraNa-sI bAta bhI tujhe kyA jJAta nahIM "]],], kahIM bhI : tere sAtha adhika vAlanA bhI zuka pArTa

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doSoM kA svAgata karanA hai !" aura mukha mor3a letI hai jhaTa se kumbha kI ora se jhArI / "mere sAtha volanA bhI yadi pApa hai to mata bolo, mujhe dekhane se yadi tApa ho to mata dekho, parantu apanI buddhi se pApa ke viSaya meM jo kucha nirNaya liyA hai tumane vaha viparIta hai basa yahI batAnA cAhatA hU~ / kama-se-kama ise suna to lo ! karmadarzaka :- azrI phitalo !" aura kumbha kA sunAnA prArambha huA 'sva' ko sva ke rUpa meM 'para' ko para ke rUpa meM jAnanA hI sahI jJAna haiM, aura 'sva' meM ramaNa karanA sahI jJAna kA 'phala' / viSayoM kA rasika bhogoM upabhogoM kA dAsa, indriyoM kA cAkara aura aura kyA? tana aura mana kA gulAma hI para-padArthoM kA svAmI bananA cAhatA hai, mUkamATI 370

Page #398
cI. pA . bhava pApA kA mAya ! ... jarI DArI / jarA apanoM aura bhI dakha terI vRti prati kaisI hai ? tujhameM dUdha bharane se dhavalA ho kaTatI hai, tarI pAradarzitA taya ... ... mA~ anI jAtI / ghuta bharane se tU pInI hA letI aura inu-rasa kaM yAMga se harI-bharI ho lasatI hai marakana maNi kI chavi leM / nira-nira coga meM hAva-bhAva raMga-rAga pala meM pala letI hai tu, vAsanA se bharo apsarA-sI, bikriyA ke bala para kriyA pratikriyA kara letI hai| itanA hI nahIM tara niphaH paTa hA padArtha kA ho yA pAna ho zA mulAna naka gaNa-dharma kI jAgalAna kara lAnA hai nage mAmilAmA somA pa.. 17 : AFpA

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l jAta-pAta ko bhI, hA lAta lagA dI tUne ! lAja-lihAja vAlI koI vastu hI nahIM tere lie ! ise tU samatA nahIM kaha sakatI na hI asIma kSamatA ! aba bakavAda mata kara baka ne sabaka lI hai terI isa prakRti se hI ! . dUsaroM se prabhAvita honA.. aura dUsaroM ko prabhAvita karanA, ina donoM ke Upara samatA kI chAyA taka nahIM pdd'tii| tere raga-raga meM rAga bharA hai niraa| bhale hI bAhara se dikhatI hai sphaTika maNi kI racI urmila ujalI - taralI-sI arI, mAyAvinI jhArI ! kaba taka chupA sakatI haiM rAz2a ko ? Piew aba merI prakRti kA paricaya kyA hU~ ? jo kucha hai khulA hai" yU~ kumbha ne kahA, "yaha ghaTa ghU~ghaTa se paricita huA bhI kaba ? AcchAdana ke nAma se isa para AkAza bhara tanA hai cAva-bacAva, saba kucha isI kI chA~va meM hai / mUkamATI

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pAsa yadi pApa ho to chupAU~, chapAne kA sAdhana juTAU~, auroM kI svatantratA vaha yahA~ A luTatI nahIM kabhI, na hI kisI se apanI miTatI hai| kisI raMga-rogana kA mujha para prabhAva nahIM, sadA-sarvathA eka-sI dazA hai merI isI kA nAma to samatA hai isI samatA kI siddhi ke lie RSi-maharSi santa-sAdhu-jana mATI kI zaraNa lete haiM, yAnI bhU-zayana kI sAdhanA karate haiM aura samatA kI sakhI, mukti vaha suroM-asuroM-jalacaroM aura nabhazcaroM ko nahIM, samatA-sevI bhUcaroM ko baratI hai| arI jhArI, samajhI bAta ! mATI ko vAyalI samajha baiThI tU pApa kI putalI kahIM kI !" aura kumbha DUbatA hai mauna meM pApa kI putalI ke rUpa meM jhArI ko milA sambodhana isako suna kara :: pUka mArTI

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jhArI meM bharA anAra kA rasa vaha aura lAla ho utthaa| apane sammukha svAmI ke apamAna ko dekha kyA sahI sevaka tilamilAtA nahIM ? AdhAra kA hilanA hI Adheya kA hilanA hai| aura uttejita svara meM rasa kahatA hai ki, "seTha kI zAlInatA kI mAtrA, zramaNa kI zramaNatA samatA-salInatA kI chavi kitanI hai, kisa kAraNa haiyaha saba jJAta hai hmeN| pAnI kitanA gaharA hai taTa-sparza se bhI jAnA jA sakatA hai|" aura . . . . . . . . . . .. . sIsama ke zyAmala Asana para cA~dI kI camakatI taztarI meM par3A-par3A kesariyA halavAjisa halave meM eka cammaca zIrSAsana ke miSa apanI nirupayogitA para lajjita mukha ko chupA rahA hai, anAra kA samarthana karatA huA kahatA hai ki zramaNa kI sahI bhImAMsA kI tumane aura santa se upekSita hone ke kAraNa ghRta kI adhikatA ke miSa DabaDabAtI A~khoM se rotA-sA / mUka mATI :: :379

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santa kI zaraNa lene kI AzA se ghRta kI suvAsa AtI hai santa kI nAsA tk| aura jya. hI, . ... ... .. ... ... ....: . nAsikA meM praveza kA prayAsa huA ki virecaka-vidhi kI lAta khA kara bhAgatI-bhAgatI A ghRta se kahatI hai, ki "santa kI zaraNa, binA AsikA hai bhItara-vibhISikA palatI hai vahA~, vaha nAsikA binAzikA hai sakha kI binA zikAyata yahIM rahanA cAhatI hU~ aba mujhe vahA~ mata bhejo !" lo, idhara"phira se kesara ne bhI apanA sara hilAte hue Azcarya prakaTa kiyA, ki azaraNa ko zaraNa denA to dUra, use muskAna-palI dRSTi taka nahIM milii| jinake sara ke keza rahe kahA~ kAle, zramaNa bheSa dhAre varSoM - yugoM vyatIta hue para, zrAmaNya kA abhAva-sA lagatA hai sara hote hue bhI bisara cuke haiM apane bhaav-dhrm| vaha sara-dAra kA jIvana asara-dAra kahA~ rahA ? aba saralatA kA AsAra bhI nahIM, tana meM, mana meM, cetana meN| 380 :: mUka mATI

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avasara saraka cukA hai atIta ke asIma bana meN| mAnatA hU~, ki sadA-sadA me. jJAna jJAna meM hI rahatA, jJeya jJeya meM hI, tathApi jJAna kA jAnanA hI nahIM jhaMyAkAra honA bhI svabhAva hai, to"isa ora dekhane meM hAni kyA thI? lagatA hai jJeyoM se bhaya lagatA ho nAmadhArI santa ke jJAna ko, aisI sthiti meM nizcita hI svabhAva samatA se vimukha huA jIvana amaratva kI ora nahIM samaratva kI ora, maraNa kI ora, lur3haka rahA hai| aura sunI ! ucca svara meM kesara ne kahA : jIvana kA, na yApana hI nayApana hai aura naiyApana ! isa bhA~ti, kumbha aura anya pAtroM ke bIca vAda-vivAda hotA gayA, mUka mATI :: 31

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aba taka idhara parivAra kA bhojana 'Aja kA anubhava na hI abhAva kA sAdhu vana kara svAda se haTa kara saMvAda kI bAta gauNa huI krama-krama se prAyaH sava pAtroM ne mATI ke pAtra ko upahAsa kA pAtra hI banAyA, use mUlyahIna samajhA / prAyaH bahumata kA pariNAma yahI to hotA hai, pAtra bhI apAtra kI koTi meM AtA hai 1382 :: mukta bhArI phira, apAtra kI pUjA meM pApa nahIM lagatA / durjana- vyasanI kI bhA~ti bhA~ti-bhA~ti ke vyaMjanoM ne zramaNa kI samatA abhinaya ke rUpa meM hI dekhI aura khula kara seTha aura zramaNa kI avinaya kI / na bhava kA yathArtha meM, basa bhojana kA prayojana vidita huA, pUrNa ho cukA hai, to anubhava hai' sAdhya kI pUjA meM DUbane se yojanoM dUra vAlI mukti bhI vaha

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. ..:.: sAdhaka kI ora daur3atI-sI lagatI hai saroja kI ora ravi kirnnaavlii-sii| kucheka dina taka . . : ... . . ... . .. ... .. bIca-bIca meM ruka-ruka kara vijalI kI kauMdha-sI calita-vicalita ho zAnta hotI gaI bAhara se vAda-vivAda kI sthiti, ina pAtroM kii| bhItarI bAta dUsarI hai avA kI USmA-sI vaha to banI hI rahatI prAyaH tana-dhArakoM meM, saba meN| eka pakSa kA saMkalpa jo thA so sampanna huA sAnanda, aura kRSNa-pakSa kA Agamana huaa| dainika kAryakramoM se nivRtta ho nidrA kI goda meM so rahA pUrA parivAra, parantu bAra-bAra karavaTeM le rahA seTha, nidrA kI kRpA usa para nahIM huI, aura nizA kaTa nahIM rahI hai, bahuta lambI-sI laga rahI vaha / seTha kA tana AmUla-cUla tavA-sama tapa rahA hai lagabhaga jalAMza jala cukA hai tabhI to ruka-ruka kara rudana hone para bhI mUka pATI :: :

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usakI Ayata A~khoM meM A~suoM kA AnA ruka gayA hai aura andara kA Arta andara hI avaruddha ho ghuTa rahA hai| bAra-bAra palakoM kI TimakAra se A~khoM meM jalana kA anupAta bar3ha rahA hai manda-manda enara-nAlana se .. .. . : ... ... .... .... ... .... prathama to agni sulagatI hai, phira, prabala pradIpta hotI hI hai| yadyapi isa bAta kA prabandha hai ki seTha jI ke zayana-kakSa meM khir3akiyoM se ho-ho kara manda-zItala-zIlagalA pavana praveza pAtA hai pratipala parantu, seTha ke mukha se nikalatI huI uSNila zvAsoM kI lapaToM se pUrA mAhaula dhagadhagAhaTa meM badala hI jAtA hai| kRpA-pAlita kapAla se palAyita-sI huI kRpA aura lAla-lohita kapAla banA seTha kA, jisa para baiThane ko macalatA huA bhI, eka macchara jo rudhira-jIvI hai, ghabarA rahA hai, baita nahIM rahA / SHA :: mUka mATI

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... kAraNa, kapAla taka pahuMcate hI macchara kI pyAsa duguNI ho uThI, / aMga pUrA tapa gayA, kaNTha pUrI sUkha gayA, paMkha donoM zithila hue, aura utkaNThA kahIM ur3a gaI / aura macchara vaha gunagunAhaTa ke miSa yU~ kahatA huA ur3a gayA, ki "are, dhanikoM kA dharma damadAra hotA hai, unakI kRpA kRpaNatA para hotI hai, unake milana se kucha milatA nahIM, kAkI kAya se : :: :... :..: kucha mila bhI Aya vaha milana lavaNa-mizrita hotI hai pala meM pyAsa duguNI ho uThatI hai| sarvaprathama praNipAta ke rUpa meM unakI pAda-pUjana kI, phira svara laharI ke sAtha guNAnuvAda-kIrtana kiyA unake karNa-dvAra pr| phira bhI merI durdazA yaha huI !" apane mitra macchara se seTa kI nindA suna kara dakSiNA ke rUpa meM rakta-brUTa kA pyAsA mUka mATo :: 385

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seTha kI pradakSiNA lagAtA makkaNa kahatA hai, ki .. "kyA kaheM hai sakhe ! sahI samaya para sahI dizA dI tumane dambhI lobhI-kRpaNa kI paribhASA dI tumane, kaba se calI AtI kaba taka calI jAtI yaha bhrAnti-nizA miTA dI tumane, mAnava ke sivA itara prAMgaNa. .... apane jIvana-kAla meM parigraha kA saMgraha karate bhI kaba ? isa bAta ko maiM bhI mAnatA hU~ ki jIvanopayogI kucha padArtha hote haiM, gRha-gRhaNI ghRta-ghaTAdika unakA grahaNa hotA hI hai isIlie santoM ne pANigrahaNa saMskAra ko dhArmika saMskRti kA saMrakSaka evaM unnAyaka mAnA hai| parantu kheda hai ki lobhI pApI mAnava pANigrahaNa ko bhI prANa-grahaNa kA rUpa dete haiN| prAyaH anucita rUpa se sevakoM se sevA lete AHG :: muka mATI

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......... aura vetana kA vitaraNa bhI anucita hii| ve apane ko batAte manu kI santAna ! mahAmanA mAnava !. .. dane kA nAma sanate ho inake udAra hAthoM meM pakSAghAta ke lakSaNa dikhane lagate haiM, phira bhI, ekAdha bU~da ke rUpa meM jo kucha diyA jAtA yA denA par3atA vaha durbhAvanA ke sAtha hiiN| jise pAne vAle pacA na pAte sahI anyathA hamArA rudhira lAla hokara bhI itanA durgandha kyoM ?" aura ruSTa hue binA matkuNa baha dakSiNA kI AzA se virata ho pradakSiNA-kArya taja kara seTa ko kahatA hai, ki "sUkhA pralobhana mata diyA karo svAzrita jIvana jiyA karo, kapaTatA kI paTutA ko jalAMjali dI ! guruttA kI janikA laghutA ko zraddhAMjali do ! zAlInatA kI vizAlatA meM AkAza samA jAya aura mUka mATI :: 317

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jIvana udAratA kA udAharaNa bane ! akAraNa hIpara ke duHkha kA sadA haraNa ho !" anta meM apanA mantavya aura rakhatA hai matkuNa : maiM kaNa hU~, mana nahIM, meM dhana nahIM hai, ata: ... ... ... ... kisI ke maraNa kA kAraNa raNa nahIM huuN| maiM RNI nahIM hU~ kisI kA balI bhI nahIM hU~, na hI kisI ke bala para jI rahA hU~, jInA cAhatA hU~ ! maiM basa hU~" aisA hI rahanA cAhatA huuN| mere pAsa na koI mantra hai, na yantra na hI koI ssddyntr| merA samagra jIvana niyantrita haiN| maiM chalI nahIM hU~, kisI ke chidra dekhatA nahIM chidra meM rahatA avazya !" aura choTe se chidra meM jA praviSTa hotA hai mtkunn| matkuNa ke mAdhyastha mukha se maulika vacana suna kara seTa kA mana mudita ho uThA, aura prazikSita bhI ! 8 :: mUka pATI

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nizA kA bikharanA aura USA kA nikharanA ati manda gati se huaa| pratIkSA kI ghar3iyA~, bahuta lambI huA karatI haiM nA ! aura vaha bhI duHkha bharI velA meMkahanA hI kyA ! vaise, sukha kA kAla akUla sAgaropama bhI sarapaTa bhAgatA hai ananya gati se, patA nahIM calatA kaba kisa vidha aura kahA~ calA jAtA vaha ? prabhAtakAla kI bAta hai: eka-se-eka anubhavI cikitsA-vidyA-vizArada vizvavikhyAta vaidya seTha kI cikitsA hetu Agata haiM, jinameM aise bhI medhAvI haiM jo rogI ke mukha-darzana mAtra se roga kA sahI nidAna kara lete haiM; kucha to rogI kI rasanA kA raMga-rUpa lakha kara hI, kucha nAr3I kI phar3akana se pUka mATI ::389

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aura nakha-dRga-lAlimA kI tara-tamatA se roga ko pahacAna pAte haiN| eka vaidya vaha bhI AyA hai jisane apane jIvana meM parama-puNya kA pAka pA kara sudIrgha sAdhanA-sAdhita ananya-durlabha vara-bodha meM saphalatA pAI hai| mantra-tantravettA, ariSTa-zAstra kA variSTa jJAtA bhI haiN| sabane apanI-apanI vidhAoM se seDa kA nirIkSaNa kiyA, ruka-ruka kara arddha-mUchita-sI dazA ho AtI hai, nidrA se ghirI-sI kAyA kI ceSTA hai para, vacana kI ceSTA nahIM ke barAbara : kramaza: sabane apane-apane nirNaya liye sabakA abhimata eka rahA dAha kA roga huA hai AhU kA yoga huA hai, eka hI dizA meM eka hI gati se cAha kA bhoga huA hai| aura 330 :: mRka mATI

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cikitsakoM kA kahanA huAinheM itanI cintA nahIM karanI cAhie thor3I-sI tana kI bhI cintA honI cAhie, tana ke anurUpa vetana bhI anivArya hai, mana ke anurUpa vizrAma bhI / mAtra damana kI prakriyA se koI bhI kriyA vaha phalavatI nahIM hotI hai, kevala vetana caitamA le cintana-manana se kucha nahIM milatA ! I prakRti se viparIta calanA sAdhanA kI rIta nahIM hai binA prIti, virati kA palanA sAdhanA kI jIta nahIM hai, 'bhIti binA prIti nahIM isa sUkti meM eka kar3I aura jur3a jAya / to bahuta acchA hogA, ki 'prIti binA rIti nahIM aura rIti binA gIta nahIM' apanI jIta kA - sAdhita zAzvata satya kA / yaha bAta sahI hai ki puruSa hotA hai bhoktA aura bhogyA hotI prakRti / mUkamATI 391

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--:': jaba bhoktA rasa kA svAda letA hai. tAr3a-pyAra se lAra kA siMcana kara rasa ko aura sarasa banAtI hai rasanA ke miSa prakRti bhii| lIlA-premI draSTA puruSa apanI A~khoM ko jaba pUrI taraha vimphArita kara dRzya kA cAva sadazana karatA ha............ taba, kyA ?" pramatta-viratA prakRti so palakoM ke bahAne A~khoM kI bAdhAoM ko dUra karatI pala-pala sahalAtI-sI"! puruSa yogI hone para bhI prakRti hotI sahayoginI usakI, sAdhanA kI zikhA taka sAtha detI rahatI vaha, zramI AzrayArthI ko Azraya detI hI rahatI sadoditA svAzritA ho kara ! yaha kahanA bhI anupayukta nahIM hai ki puruSa meM jo kucha bhI kriyA-pratikriyAe~ hotI haiM, calana - sphuraNa - spandana, unakA savakA abhivyaktIkaraNa, puruSa ke jIvana kA jJApana prakRti ke Upara hI AdhArita hai| prakRti yAnI nArI 392 :: mUka mATI

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anta meM yaha bhI jJAtavya hai ki prakRti meM vAsanA kA vAsa nA hai surabhi yAnI nAr3I ke vilaya meM puruSa kA jIvana hI samApta ! suvAsa kA vAsa avazya hai / vividha vikAra kI dazA meM puruSa vAsanA kA dAsa ho vAsanA kI tRpti hetu pariklAnta padhika kI bhA~ti prakRti kI chA~va meM A~kheM banda kara letA haiM, aura yaha anivArya hotA haiM puruSa ke lie taba ! imalI kA sevana to dUra rahe imalI kA smaraNa bhI mukha meM pAnI lAtA hai svastha ke nahIM, pyAsa se pIr3ita puruSa ke / yaha to svAbhAvika hai, kintu Azcarya kI bAta to yaha hai, ki bhoktA ke mukha meM jA kara bhI kabhI bhI... imalI ke mukha meM pAnI nahIM AtA / hA~! hA~ ! raktA - AsaktA-sI lagatI hai| puruSa meM prakRti taba ! pUka mATI 998

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k: ! yahI to puruSa kA pAgalapana hai pAmara-pana jo yugoM-yugoM se vivaza ho, havasa ke vaza hotA AyA hai, aura yahI to prakRti kA pAvana - pana hai pArada - pana jo yugoM-yugoM se paravaza hue binA, sva-vaza ho pAvasa bana barasatI hai, aura puruSa ko vikRta-veSa Aveza se chur3A kara svavaza hone ko vivaza karatI, patha prazasta karatI hai| 394 mUka mATI ........ puruSa aura prakRti ina donoM ke khela kA nAma hI saMsAra hai, yaha kahanA mUr3hatA hai, moha kI mahimA mAtra ! khela khelane vAlA to puruSa haiM aura pA liyA prakRti aura puruSa kA paricaya, prakRti khilaunA mAtra ! svayaM ko khilaunA banAnA koI khela nahIM hai, vizeSa khilAr3I kI bAta hai yaha !

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veda milA, bheda khulA'prakRti kA prema pAye binA puruSa kA puruSArtha phalatA nahIM' cikitsakoM ke mukha se niSkarSa ke rUpa meM parivAra ne suna svIkAra liyA yaha, aura savinaya nivedana kiyA ki "seTha jI ne Arogya bhI prApta ho. . . . . . . . . . . roga kA pratikAra ho aisA upacAra ho batAyA gayA pathya kA pAlana zata-pratizata kiyA jAegA, jo kaho, jaisA kaho so vaisA svIkAra hai| rAzi kI cintA na kareM mAna-sammAna ke sAtha vaha to milegI hI, puruSa kI sevA ke lie sadA tatparA milatI jo dAsI-sI chAyA kI lalita chavi-sI'! vaise cikitsakoM kI daSTi vaha rAzi kI ora kabhI mur3atI hI nahIM, mur3anI bhI nahIM cAhie, maryAdA meM jItI-suzIlA kulIna-kanyA kI mati-sI, phira bhI kaliyuga kA apanA prabhAva bhI to hai mUka mATo :: :45

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jIvana lakSya kI ora bar3ha nahIM pAtA yadi car3ha bhI jAya dRr3ha raha nahIM paataa| suna bhI rahe . dekha bhI to rahe ki ....... 396 :: mUkamATI sakala-kalAoM kA prayojana banA hai kevala artha kA Akalana saMkalana / AjIvikA se chI chI jIbhikA-sI gandha A rahI hai, nAsA abhyasta ho cukI hai aura isa viSaya meM kheda haiMA~kheM kucha kahatI nahIM / kisa zabda kA kyA artha hai, yaha koI artha nahIM rakhatA ava ! hai kalA zabda svayaM kaha rahA ki 'ka' yAnI AtmA sukha 'lA' yAnI lAnA detA hai koI bhI kalA ho kalA mAtra se jIvana meM sukha-zAnti sampannatA AtI hai na artha meM sukha hai na artha se sukha !" vaiSayika lobha-lipsA se dUra parivAra ke mukha se kalA-viSayaka kathana suna cikitsaka dala saceta huA jise dekha kara parivAra bhI - -

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prAsaMgika paricarcA meM paryApta parivartana lAtA hai aura kucha nivedana karatA hai ki, cIca meM hI mATI kA kumbha bola par3A : "jahA~ taka pathya kI bAta hai so" saba cikitsA-zAstroM kA eka hI mata hai, basapathya kA sahI pAlana ho to auSadha kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM, aura yadi pathya kA pAlana nahIM ho"to bhI auSadha kI AvazyakatA nhiiN| isa para bhI yadi auSadha kI bAta pUchate ho, suna lo ! tAtkAlika tana-viSayaka-roga hI kyA, cirantana cetana-gata roga bhI janana-jarana-maraNa rUpa hai nava-do-gyAraha ho jAtA hai pala meM, za, sa, pa ye tIna bIjAkSara haiM inase hI phUlatA-phalatA hai vaha Arogya kA vizAla-kAya vRkSa ! inake uccAraNa ke samaya pUrI zakti lagA kara mUka mATI :: 397

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zvAsa ko bhItara grahaNa karanA hai aura nAsikA se nikAlanA hai oMkAra-dhvani ke rUpa meN| yaha zakAra-traya hI svayaM apanA paricaya de rahA hai ki 'za' yAnI kaSAya kA zamana karane vAlA, zaMkara kA dyotaka, zaMkAtIta, zAzvata zAnti kI zAlA! 'sa' yAnI samagra kA sAthI jisameM samaSTi samAtI, saMsAra kA viloma-svarUpa sahaja sukha kA sAdhana samatoM kA ajasota! . . . . . ... . aura 'Sa' kI lIlA nirAlI hai| pa ke peTa ko phAr3ane para 'Sa' kA darzana hotA hai'pa' yAnI pApa aura puNya jinakA pariNAma saMsAra hai, jisameM bhramita ho puruSa bhaTakatA hai isIlie jo puNyApuNya ke peTa ko phAr3atA hai 'Sa' hotA hai karmAtIta / yaha huA bhItarI AyAma, aba bAharI' bhI suno ! 3SIN :: mUka mATI

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:: aura suno, bhU kA panA pATI hai tabhI to bhUta kI mA~ bhU haiM, bhaviSya kI mA~ bhI bhU / hai. bhAva kI prabhAva kI mA~ bhI bhU / bhAvanA kI mA~ bhU hai, sambhAvanA kI mA~ bhI bhU / bhavAnI kI mA~ bhU hai, bhUdhara kI mA~ bhU hai, bhUcara kI mA~ bhI bhU / bhUkha kI mA~ bhU haiM, bhUmikA kI mA~ bhI bhU / bhava kI mA~ bhU hai, vaibhava kI mA~ bhI bhU aura svayambhU kI mA~ bhI bhU tIna kAla meM tIna bhuvana meM sabakI bhUmikA bhU / bhU ke sivA kucha dikhatA nahIM bhU'"bhU"bhU M'bhU yatra tatra sarvatra bhU / 'bhU sattAyAM' kahA haiM nA koSakAroM ne yuga ke atha meM ! yaha sUkti gunagunA rahIM haiM : 'mATI, pAnI aura havA sauM rogoM kI eka davA mUka pATI : 394

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yaha upacAra to svatantra hai apavyayI nahIM, mitavyayI hai| isake prayoga se kisI prakAra kI pratikriyA nahIM hotI tana aura mana ke kisI kone meM / jala se bhare pAtra meM girA tapta lauha-piNDa vaha cAroM ora se jisa bhA~ti chUne ko mana macale aisI chanI huI kuMkuma-mRdu- kAlI mATI meM napA- tulA zItala jala milA, use dha-rauMdha kara jala ko sokha letA hai, usI bhA~ti Topa bhI mastaka meM vyApta uSNatA ko ekameka loMdA banA, eka Topa banA kara mUrcchA ke pratikAra hetu sarva prathama, seTha jI ke sara para car3hAyA gyaa| prati-pala pIne lagA / jyoM-jyoM uSNatA kA anupAta 41000 suka mATI Re: ghaTatA gayA tyoM-tyoM jAgRti kA prabhAta prakaTatA gayA | A:

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yaha lo, adharoM ke sUkSma spandana se anumAna jhalakane lagA ki oMkAra pada ke uccAraNa kA udyama utsAhita ho rahA hai| vaise tribhuvana-jetA tribhuvana-pAla oMkAra kA upAsana bhItara-hI-bhItara cala hI rahA hai jo sudIrgha sAdhanA kA phala hai / parA vAk kI paramparA purA azrutA rahI, aparicitA laukika zAstrAnusAra vaha 'yoga - gamyA' mAnI hai, mUlodgamA ho, UrdhyAninA nAbhi taka yAtrA hotI hai usakI pavana - saMcAlitA jo rahI ! phira vahI nAbhi kI parikramA karatI pazyantI ke rUpa meM ubharatI hai, nAbhi ke kUpa meM gAtI rahatI taralA taraMga - chavi vAlI / para, nirI nirakSarA hotI haiM, sAkSaroM kI pakar3a meM nahIM AtI vipazyanA kI carcA meM DUbe saMyama se sudUra haiM jo / muka pATI : 401

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phira vahIM pazyantI udAra-ura kI ora uThatI hai hilAtI hai A hRdaya-kamala ko, khulI prati pAkhurI se muskAna-mile bola bolatI unheM sahalAtI hai mA~ kI bhA~ti ! hRdaya-madhya meM madhyamA kahalAtI hai ab| aura, jAne hama, ki pAlaka nahIM, vAlaka hIjo vikAroM se achUtA hai mA~ kA svabhAva jAna sakatA hai| phira vahI madhyamA aba, antarjagata se bahirjagat kI ora yAtrA prArambha karatI haiN| puruSa ke AbhaprAyAnurUpa : prAyaH puruSa kA abhiprAya do prakAra kA milatA haipApa aura puNya ke bheda se| satpuruSoM se milane vAlA vacana-vyApAra kA prayojana parahita-sampAdana hai aura pApI-pAtakoM se milane vAlA bacana-vyApAra kA prayojana parahita-palAyana, pIr3A hai| tAlu-kaNTha-rasanA Adi ke yoga se jaba bAhara AtI hai vahI madhyamA, jo sarva-sAdhAraNa zruti kA viSaya ho vaikharI kahalAtI haiN| 402 :: mUka mArTI

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sthA aura sAmu nikSatI . . . . .. . vANI kA nAmakaraNa eka hI kyoM ? aisI AzaMkA nahIM karanI caahie| eka-sI lagatI hai, para eka hai nahIM vaha / yahA~ pAtra ke anusAra artha-bheda hI nahIM zabda-bheda bhI hai| sajjana-mukha se nikalI vANI 'vai' yAnI nizcaya se 'kharI' yAnI saccI hai, sukha-sampadA kI smpaadikaa| meya se chUTI jala kI dhArA ikSu ke Azraya pA kara kyA mizrI nahIM banatI ? aura durjana-mukha se nikalI vANI 've' yAnI nizcaya se 'khalI' yAnI dhUrtA-pApinI hai, sArahInA vipadA-pradAyinI vahI megha se chUTI jala-dhArA nIma kI jar3a meM jA kara kyA kaTutA dharatI nahIM ? yahA~ para 'lI' ke sthAna para 'rI' kA pracalana huA hai pramAda yA ajJAna se, mUka pATI :: 403

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:::: ...::.. mUla meM to, 'lI' kA hI prayoga hai yAnI 'dhairakhalI' hI hai| isa para bhI RmiH .. ... ..... : vaikharI yahI pATha svIkRta hoto hama isakA artha bhinna paddhati se lete haiM, ki 'kha' kA artha hotA hai zUnya, abhAva ! isalie 'kha' ko chor3a kara zeSa bace do akSaroM ko milAne para zabda banatA hai 'vairI durjanoM kI vANI baha, sva aura para ke lie vairI kA hI kAma karatI hai ataH use baiM-khalI yA vairI mAnanA hI samucita hai "samastu ! sahaja bhAva se zuddha uccAraNa ke sAtha zuddha tattva kI stuti kI, seTha ne| parivAra ke sAtha vArtA huI, vaidyoM kA bhI paricaya milA vedanA kA anubhava batA diyA, parantu avikala-calana ke kAraNa 114 :: mUka pATI

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: A~kheM khula nahIM pA rahIM abhI. prakAza ko dekhane kI kSamatA abhI unameM AI nahIM hai| ratnoM kI komala kiraNeM taka ekI bigar3I sI lagatI haiM, anakhulI A~khoM ko lakha kara kumbha ne punaH kahA ki "koI cintA kI bAta nahIM mAtra hRdaya sthala ko chor3a kara zarIra ke kinhIM bhI avayavoM para mATI kA prayoga kiyA jA sakatA hai| pakvApakva rudhira se bharA ghAva ho, bhItarI coTa ho yA bAharI, asahanIya karNa - pIr3A ho, jvara se kapAla phaTa rahA ho, nAsA kI nAsUra ho, zIta se bahatI ho yA uSNatA se phUTatI ho vaha aura ziraHzUla AdhA ho yA pUrA ina saba avasthAoM meM mATI kA prayoga lAbhaprada hogA / yahA~ taka ki hasta pAda kI asthi TUTI ho mATI ke yoga se jur3a sakatI haiM avilamba ! kucha hI dinoM meM pUrvavat kAryArambha ! mUka ghATI 405

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kahA~ taka kahI jAya mATI kI mahimA, tulA kahA~ hai vaha, toleM kaise? kisase tulanA kareM mATI kI yahA~ para ? tola-mola kA artha dravya se nahIM, varan bhAva, guNa-dharma se hai|" kumbha kA itanA kahanA hI paryApta thA ki mATI kI do-do tole kI do-do goliyA~ banA pUr3iyA~-sI unheM AkAra de kara donoM A~khoM ke Upara rakhI gaI, aura kucha hI paloM meM vaidyoM ne dekhe saphalatA ke lakSaNa : so ghar3I-ghar3I ke bAda nAbhi ke nicale bhAga para bhI ruka-ruka, palaTa-palaTa kara dina meM aura rAtri meM chaha-sAta vAra, chaha-sAta bAra yahI prayoga calatA rahA, yathAvidhi / mATI ke saphala upacAra se cikitsaka-dana prabhAvita ho, bhojana-pAna ke viSaya meM bhI apanA abhimata banAtA hai kumbha ke anurUpa, ki bhATI ke pAtra meM tapA kara 11 :: mUka mATI

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dUdha ko pUrA zItala banA peya ke rUpa meM denA hai rogI ko, kiMvA usI pAtra meM anupAta se jAmana DAla dUdha ko jamA kara " mathAnI se matha matha kara pUrA navanIta nikAla nirvikAra taka kA sevana karAnA hai| muktA-sI ujalI-ujalI madhura- pAcaka- sAttvika karnATakI jvAra kI ravAdAra daliyA jo adhika patalI na ho taka ke sAtha denA hai pUrvAhna ke kAla meM, sandhyAkAla TAla kara kyoMki sandhi-kAla meM sUrya-tattva kA avasAna dekhA jAtA haiM aura suSumnA yAnI ubhaya-tattva kA udaya hotA hai jo dhyAna-sAdhanA kA I upayukta samaya mAnA gayA hai yoga ke kAla meM bhoga kA honA roga kA kAraNa hai, aura bhoga ke kAla meM roga kA honA zoka kA kAraNa hai / mUka pATI : 407

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phira kaba"isazoka-silasilA kA anta''vaha : java kAla-pravAha kA sudUrakhisakanA ho taba khiiN| azoka-vRkSa kI zyAmala chA~va mile ! kucha hI dinoM meM kucha-kucha nahIM saba kucha acchA, atucchA huA, dAha kI svacchandatA chinna-bhinna huI isa saphala prayoga se| kavi kI svaccha-bhAvoM kI svacchandatA-jyoM .... tazAha ke chandoM ko dekha kara . : apane meM hI simaTa-simaTa kara miTa jAtI hai, Apa ! zAstra kahate haiM, hama par3heM auSadhiyoM kA sahI mUlya roga kA zamana hai| koI bhI auSadhi ho hInAdhika mUlya vAlI holI nahIM, tathApi zrImAnoM, dhImAnoM kI AsthA isase viparIta rIta bAtI huA karatI hai, aura jo bahumUlya auSadhiyoM para hI TikI milatI hai| seTha jI isa bAta ke apavAda haiN| 408 :: mUka mATI

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cikitsaka dala kA satkAra kiyA gayA, sevAnurUpa puraskRta huA baha aura yaha saba yamatkAra mATI ke kumbha kA hI hai usI kA sahakAra bhI, ahiMsAparaka cikitsA paddhati jIvita rahe cira basa isI saduddeza se harSa se bhIgI A~kha le vinaya anunaya se namrIbhUta ho svayaM seTha ne apane karoM se nava aMka vAlI lambI rAzi dala ke karoM meM de dI aura dala kI prasannatA para apane ko upakRta mAnI / jAte-jAte seTha jI kI ora mur3a kara dala ne kahA ki dhanyavAda dete, AbhAra mAnate prasthAna ! hama to nimitta mAtra upacAraka aura "eka bAra aura lauTa AI hai ghar3I apane sammukha AtmaglAni kI mAnahAni kI ' pRka pATI :: AIMP

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aura yU~ kahatA huA DUba jAtA hai udAsI meM svarNa-kalaza vivaza ho, AtmA kI AsthA se cyuta niSkarmA vanavAsI-sama ! eka bAra aura avasara prApta huA hai ina kulIna karNoM ko kulahInoM kI kIrti-gAthA sunanA hai abhI ! aura vaha bhI dhana ke lobha se ghire sudhI-janoM ke mukha se| oha ! kitanI pIr3A hai yaha, sahI nahIM jA rahI hai kAnoM meM kIleM to Thoka lU~ ! dhuMdhalI-dhuMdhalI-sI dikha rahI hai satya kI chavi vaha sandhyA kI lAlI bhI DUbane ko hai, aura eka bAra dRzya AyA hai isa pAvana A~khoM ke sammukha / patitoM ko pAcana samajha, sammAna ke sAtha ucca siMhAsana para viTAyA jA rahA hai| aura pApa ko khaNDita karane vAloM ko pAkhaNDI-chalI kahA jA rahA hai| aisI AzA nahIM thI isa nAsA ko na hI vizvAsa thA ki eka bAra aura isa ora 411 :: mUka mATI

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dAitI AegI rUkhI lahara, mAnavatA ke patana kI durgandha aura nAjuka nathunoM ko, nApAka kara mucchita kara degI ! isa para bhI, roSa ko toSa nahIM milA kucha aura kahatA hai svarNa-kalaza cintA se ghirI gambhIra mudrA meM "ise kalikAla kA prabhAva hI kahanA hogA kiMvA andhakAra-maya bhaviSya kI AbhA, maulika vastuoM ke upabhoga se vimukha ho rahA hai saMsAra ! aura laukika vastuoM ke upabhoga meM pramukha ho rahA hai, dhikkAra ! jhilamila-jhilamila karatI maNimaya mAlAe~ maMjula-muktA kI lar3iyA~, jhArajhura jhurajhura karate anagina pahalUdAra udAra hIraka-hAra, tote kI coMca ko lajAte gUMge-se mUMge, nayanAbhirAma nIlama kaM nagajinheM dekha kara mayUra-kaNTa kI nIlimA nAca uThatI hai, mUka mATI :: 4]]

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kezara bikherate pukharAja, pAradarzaka sphaTika, anala-sama lAla ho kara bhI zAnta kiraNoM ke puMja mANika ina sabase kevala zItalatA hI nahIM milatI hameM madhumeya khAsa zvAsa ya Adi-Adi rAja-rogoM kA upazamana bhI hotA hai inase, aura, prAyaH jIvana para grahoM kA pratikUla prabhAva bhI nahIM par3atA, kintu Aja / kA~ca - kacare ko hI sammAna mila rahA hai / 112: mUkamATI - - NDT 2533 svarNa ke kumbha kalaza ghAliyA~ rajata ke loTe pyAle pyAliyA~, jalIya doSoM ke vAraka tAmra ke ghaTa-ghar3ha ha~DiyA~ bar3I-bar3I parAta bhagoniyA~ Adi-Adi maulika bartanoM ko beca-beca kara jaghanya sadoSa bartanoM ko mola le rahe haiM dhanI, dhImAna taka / Aja bAjAra meM Adara ke sAtha - bAta-bAta para ispAta para hI sava kA dRSTipAta hai / jela meM bhI aparAdhI ke hAthoM aura padoM meM ispAta kI hI hathakar3iyA~ aura ber3iyA~ hotI haiN|

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kahA~ taka kaheM aura idhara yuvA-yuvatiyoM ke hAthoM meM bhI ispAta ke hI kar3e milate haiN| kyA yahI vijJAna hai ? kyA yahI vikAsa hai? basa sonA so gayA aba lohA te lohA lo'"hA ! suno ! suno ! kali kI mahimA aura suno ! cAMdanI kI rAtri meM candrakAnta maNi se jharA ujjvala zItala jala le malayAcala ke candana ghisa-ghisa kara lalATa tala nAbhi para lepa kiyA jAnA varadAna mAnA hai dAha-roga ke upazamana meN| yaha bhI sunA, anubhava bhI hai. ki tatkAlIna tAje zuddha-sugandhita ghRta meM anupAta se kapUra milA-ghulA kara halakI-halakI aMguliyoM se mastaka ke madhya, brahma randhra para aura mardana-kalA kuzaloM se rogana-Adika guNakArI taina mUka pATI :: .I13

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rIr3ha meM malanA bhI dAha kaM zamana meM rAmavANa mAnA hai| budha-sammata ina ucita-upacAroM ko upekSita kara mATI-kardama kA lepa karanA buddhi kI atpatA hai hii| bhojana-pAna ke viSaya meM bhI aisA hI kucha ghaTa rahA haisvAdiSTa-balavardhaka dugdha kA sevana, oz2a-tena-vidhAyaka ghRta kA bhojana akAla-maraNa-vAraka sAsthika zAnta-bhAva-sajaka dadhi nirmita pakvAnna Adi bahuvidha vyaMjana upekSita hue haiM, usI kA pariNAma hai ki dAha-roga kA pracalana huA hai jisase saMTha jI bhI ghira gaye haiM aura satva-zanya jvAra kI daliyA ke sAtha sAra-mukta chATa kA sevana daridratA ko nimantraNa denA hai| eka bAta aura kahanA hai ki dhana kA mitavyaya karo, ativyaya nahIM apavyaya to kabhI nahIM, bhUna kara svapna meM bhI nhiiN| aura avyaya ho to 'sayottama ! yA jo dhAraNA hai vastu-tatva ko chUtI nahIM, 411 :: eka mATI

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kAraNa kiM yathArtha dRSTi se prati padArtha meM utanA hI vyaya hotA haiM jitanI Aya, aura utanI hI Aya hotI hai jitanA vyaya / Aya aura vyaya ina donoM ke bIca meM eka samaya kA bhI antara nahIM par3atA jisase ki saMcaya ke lie zraya mila ske| yahA~ para Aya-vyaya kI yahI vyavasthA avyayA mAnI gaI hai, aisI sthiti meM phira bhalA ativyaya aura apavyaya kA prazna hI kahA~ rahA ? kyA hamAre puruSArtha se vastu tattva meM parivartana A sakatA hai ? nahIM nahIM, kabhI nahIM / hA~! hA~ ! parivartana kA bhAva A sakatA hai zrI anira hamAre kaluSita mana meM / aura ahaMbhAva / yahI hai saMsAra kI jar3a, isase yahI phalita huA ki siddhAnta apanA nahIM ho sakatA siddhAnta ko apanA sakate hama / " mUkamATI 415

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anta-anna meM bina UnA nala ke kAraNa bhabhakata dIpaka kI mauta Avara meM jhA kA svarNa-kalaza ne, parivAra mahina saMTa kA, pITa-pIu baidya-dala ko aura IpyA-TraMpa-mAtsava-mada Avega Adi kaM Azraya-bhUta mATI ke kambha kA bhI bahuta kucha kaha manAyA, parantu usakA isa ora kucha bhI asara nahIM par3A, mava-kAra badhAvat pUrvavat hii| vase, krodha kI kSamatA hai kitanA... hAjI kSamA kaM sAmane kaba taka TikaMgA vana ? jisa sarpa kAratA hai vaha mara bhI sakatA hai ora nahIM bhI, use jahara car3ha bhI sakatA hai aura nahIM bhI, kintu kATane ke bAda sapaM vaha muni avazya hotA hai| vasa, vahI dazA svarNa-kAnaza kI huI. usako dAyA nikaTa meM par3I choTA-choTo sva"-jata kI kaziyoM para bhI pandra rahA hai| -II :: guja mA

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anter :- mAdiemy YE kaTa samaya taka zAnna mAna kA zAsana calatA rahA, phira saumya-bhAvAM se bhaga kampa ne svayaM svarNa-kalazI se kama ki, "orI kalazI ! kahA~ dikha rahI hai tU kala''sI ? kevala Aja kara rahI hai kala kI nakala-sI ! tR rahIM na kalazI ''kala-sI / kala-kamanIyatA kahA~ hai vaha tara gAloM para ! lagatA hai avaroM kI vaha madhArama sudhA kahIM gaI haiM nikala-sI ! akala ke abhAva meM par3I hai kAyA akelI kalA-vihIna cikala-sI choTI-sI ne zakala-sI Aga kalazI ! kahA~ dikha rahI hai tU kalasI ?" vyaMgyAtmaka bhASA kambha ke mukha se muna apane ko upahAsa kA pAtra, bhUka mArI :: 117

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mUlya-hIna, upecita dekha cadale ke bhAva se bharA bhItara se alatA ghuTatA svarNa kalaza ! lo. parivAra sahita seTha ko samApta karane kA paDyantra ! dina aura samaya nizcita hotA hai, AtaMkavAda ko Amantrita karane kA yaha bAta nizcita hai ki mAna ko TIsa pahu~cane se hI, AtaMkavAda kA avatAra hotA hai / ati-poSaNa yA atizoSaNa kA bhI yahI pariNAma hotA hai, muka mATI taka jIvana kA lakSya banatA hai, zodha nahIM, badale kA bhAva pratizodha ! jo ki mahA- ajJAnatA hai, dUradarzitA kA abhAva para ke lie hI nahIM, apane lie bhI ghAtaka ! isa viSaya meM gupa-cupa mantraNA hotI hai svarNa-kataza kI apane sahacaroM-anucaroM se / isa asabhyatA kI gandha nahIM AtI parivAra ke kisI sadasya ko, sabhyoM kI nAsikA vaha bhUkhI raha sakatI hai, para bhUla kara svapna meM bhI durgandha kI ora jAtI nahIM /

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gandhasevI hone mAtra se bhramara aura makSikA eka nahIM ho skte| subhi se bhare phUloM ko chor3a mala-mUtra-zleSma-mAMsa Adi Adi padArthoM para bhramara kabhI baiTatA nahIM, jahA~ para makSikA pha~sa kara mara jAtI hai mtimndaa| Aja AegA AtaMkavAda kA dala, Apatti kI AMdhI le AdhI rAta meN| aura idhara, svarNa-kalaza ke sammukha bar3I samasyA A khar3I huI ki apane meM hI eka aura asantuSTa-dala kA nirmANa huA hai| liye nirNaya ko nakArA hai usana anyAya-asabhcatA kahA hai ise, apane sahayoga-samarthana ko svIkRti nahIM dI haiN| nyAya kI vedI para anyAya kA tANDava-nRtya mata karo, kahA hai usa dala kI saMcAlikA haisphaTika kI ujalI jhArI vaha prabhAvitA haiM mATI ke kumbha se / pRka mATI : 114

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dhIre dhIre zArI kI samajhadArI bahutoM ko samajha meM Ane lagI hai, aura jhArIren jI sabata hotA jA rahA hai, anAyAsa / 421: mUka pATI canda camaka se uchalatI huI cAMdI kI kalaza- kalaziyA~, cAlAka cAlakoM se chalI bar3I-choTI camaciyA~, tAmasatA se tane hue tamatamAte tAmra-bartana, rAjasatA meM rAjI rape para - pyAra se pale aura bhI bhrama meM par3e pyAse pyAle pyAliyA~" jinheM, pakSapAta kA sarpa saiMdhA thA aise lagabhaga sabhI bhAjana svarNa-pakSa ko ThukarA kara zArI ke caraNoM meM jhukate haiN| lI, aba jhArI kahatI haiM : " he svarNa kalaza ! jo mA~ sattA kI ora bar3ha rahA hai samatA kI sIr3hiyA~ car3ha rahA haiM usakI dRSTi meM sone kI giTTI aura miTTI eka hai aura hai aisA hI tatva !

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ataH avasara kA nAma nA Agraha kI dRSTi se mata dakhI, mAna-yAna se aba nIce utara Ao tuma ! jo vardhamAna ho kara mAnAtIta haiM. unake padoM meM praNipAta karo apAra pApa-sAgara se tara jAo tuma !" D lo, jhArI kA prabhAva kaba par3anA dhA raudra-karmA, varNa-kalaza para ! sItA kI bandhana-mukti ko le amanda-mati mandodarI kA sambodhana i .... prabhAvaka kahIM rahA. rAvaNa kA gArava lAdhava kahA~ huA ? pratyuta, ubalate teta ke kaddAva meM zItala jala kI cAra-pA~ca bU~deM girI-sI svarNa-kalaza kI sthiti ho aaii| aniyantrita kSobha kA bhISaNa darzana ! phira, var3I uttejanA ke sAtha svarNa-kalaza kA garjana ! "eka ko bhI nahIM chor3e, tumhAre Upara dayA kI varSA sambhava nahIM aba, prannaya-kAla kA darzana tumheM karanA hai abhii|" aba kyA pUchanA hai ! mRka pATI :: 21

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nirdhArita samaya se pUrva hI anartha ghaTane kI pUrI sambhAvanA ! lo 1229 idhar jhArI ne bhI mATI ke kumbhako saMketa diyA aura kumbha ne parivAra ko saceta kiyA, saba kucha mauna, para gupa-cupa sakriya ! ar3osa-par3osa kI niraparAdha janatA isa cakravAta ke cakkara meM A kara, kahIM pha~sa na jAya, isI sadAzaya ke sAtha kumbha ne kahA seTha se, ki " turanta parivAra sahita yahA~ se nikalanA hai, vilamba ghAtaka ho sakatA hai|" aura, prAsAda ke pichale patha se palAyita huA pUrA parivAra ! kisI ko bhI patA nahIM par3A, jhArI ko bhI nahIM, batAne jaisI paristhiti bhI to nahIM ! 'vizvasta bhale hI huA ho sadyaH paricita ke kAnoM taka gaharI bAta pUrI bAta abhI nahIM pahu~canI cAhie aura seTha ke hAtha meM hai patha-pradarzaka kumbha, - -

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pIche cala rahA hai pApa-bhIru parivAra ! bIca-bIca meM pIche mur3ate saba para-gopura pAra kara gaye, phira tIna ho gaye, panI banI meM jA ! uttuMga-tama gagana cUmate taraha-taraha ke taruvara chattA tAne khar3e haiM. zrama-hAriNI dharatI hai harI-bharI lasatI hai dharatI para chAyA ne darI bichAI hai| phUloM-phaloM patroM se lade laghu-guru gulma-guccha zrAnta-zlatha pathikoM ko muskAna-dAna krte-se| ApAda-kaNTa pAdapoM se lipaTI lalita-lalikAe~ vaha lagatI haiM AgatoM ko bulAtI-lubhAtI-sI, aura avirala calate pathikoM ko vizrAma lene ko kaha rahI haiN| so"pUrA parivAra abhaya kA zvAsa letA jantu-zUnya prAsuka dharatI para baiTha jAtA kucha samaya ke lie| sveda se latha-patha huA parivAra kA tana, kheda se hatAhata huA, parivAra kA mana, eka sAtha zAnti kA bedana karate zItala pavana kA parasa pA kr| mUka mATI :: 423

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areafte yugoM se vaMza-paramparA se vaMzIdhara ke adharoM kA pyAra - pIyUSa milA jise vaha bA~sa paMkti mAMsala vAha-vAlI amaMgala vAraka maMgala-kAraka, toraNa dvAra kA anukaraNa karatI kumbha ke padoM meM praNipAta karatI hai svayaM ko dhanya-tamA mAnatI haiN| aura dRga - vinduoM ke miSa haMsa- paramahaMsoM-sI bhUri-zubhrA vaMza - muktA kI varSA karatI hai| eka mATI Apa zrI suvisiAgara jI phATala isI bIca, idhara mAMsAhArI siMha se satAyA abhaya kI gaveSaNA karatA huA bhayabhIta hAthiyoM kA eka dala yakAyaka apanI ora AtA huA dekha parivAra ne kahA yU~ / 'Daro mata, Ao bhAI', aura prema-bharI A~khoM se bulAyA use / vAha, vAha ! phira kyA kahanA ! parivAra ke padoM meM dala ne apUrva zAnti kA zvAsa liyA, mA~ ke ananya aMka meM niHzaMkalA kA saMvedana karatA zizu-sA / phira,

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bA~sa kA upahAsa karatA huA, vaMza-muktA ko lA~dhatA huA, bahumUlya muktA-rAzi car3hAtA hai, vinIta bhAva se kumbha ke sammukha ! yahI kAraNa ho sakatA hai, ki yaha muktA khyAta hai, gaja-muktA ke nAma se| mauna ke mRdu-mAhaula meM paraspara eka-dUsare kI ora nihArate, kucha pala phisalate, ki gaja-muktA vaMza-muktA meM aura vaMza-muktA gaja-muktA meM bahuta dUra taka apanI-apanI AbhA pahu~cAtI haiM, cira-bichur3I AtmIyatA parakhI jA rahI hai isa samaya / parantu, bheda-vidhAyinI pratibhA vaha bina rasanA-sI raha gaI, sva aura para kA kheda mara-sA gayA hai sva aura para kA bheda caramarA-sA gayA hai, saba kucha niHzepa ho gayA zeSa rahI basa, AbhA ! AbhA!! AbhA !!! mUka mATI :: 44

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jaba bhrama TalA saba zrama TalA tana svastha huA mana masta huaa| :... abhI calanA hai agrima patha bhI so parivAra uTha cala par3A ki pIche se garajatI huI AI eka dhvani--jo jana-dala mukha se nikalI, kAnoM ko bahare karatI hiMsopajIvikA AkrAmikA hai| "are kAtaro, Thaharo ! kahA~ bhAgoge, kaba taka bhAgoge ? kAyA kA rAga chor3a do ab| zatako, .:. ..: :: pApa kA phala pAnA hai tumheM dharma kA colA pahana kara adharma kA dhana chupAne vAlo ! sahI-sahI batAo, kitanA dhana lUTA tumane kitane jIvana TUTe tumase ! mana meM vaha saba smaraNa karI kSaNa meM aba tuma maraNa varo !' aura". parivAra ne mur3a kara dekhA to dikhA AtaMkavAda kA dala hAthiyoM ko bhI hatAhata karane kA valA ! jinake hAthoM meM hathiyAra haiM, bAra-bAra AkAza meM vAra kara rahe haiM, jisase jvAlA vaha bijalI kI kauMdha-sI uThatI, aura 125 :: muka mATI

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A~kheM muda jAtI sAdhAraNa janatA kI idhara, "jo bAra-bAra hoThoM ko caMbA rahe haiM, krodhAviSTa ho rahe haiM, pariNAmasvarUpa, hoThoM se lahU Tapaka rahA hai| jinakA tana gaThIlA hai jinakA mana haThIlA hai jinane dhotI ke nicalI choroM ko Upara uThA kara kasa kara kaTi meM lapeTA hai, kesarI kI kaTi-sI jinakI kaTi nahIM-sI hai, kadalI taru-sI jinakI jaMghAe~ haiM jina jaMghAoM kA mAMsa aTTahAsa kara rahA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki jinake ghuTane dUra se dikhate nahIM haiM, nigUr3ha meM jA ghusa rahe haiN| mastaka ke bAla saghana, kuTila aura kRSNa haiM jo skandhoM taka A laTaka rahe haiM karAla-kAle vyAla-se lagate haiN| jinakA vizAla vakSasthala hai, jinakI puSTa piMDariyoM meM nasoM kA jAla subharA hai, dharA meM vaTa kI jar3eM-sI jinakI Akula A~kheM, sUryakAnta maNi-sI agni ko umala rahI haiN| mUka mATI :: 427

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: jinake lAlATa-tala para kuMkuma kA trikoNI tilaka lagA hai, lagatA hai mahAdeva kA tIsarA netra hI khula-kara dekha rahA hai| rAhu kI rAha para calanevAlA hai dala AmUla-cUla kAlI kAyA le| krUra-kAla ko bhI ka~paka~pI chUTatI hai jinheM eka jhalaka lakhane pAtra se ! . kAThiyAvAr3a ke yuvA ghor3oM kI pUMcha-sI Upara kI ora uThI mAnAtireka se tanI jinakI kAlI-kAlI mUMche haiN| . jinake gaThIle saMpuSTabAjuoM ko dekha kara pratApazAlI bhAna kA bala bhI bAvalA banatA hai| jina bAjuoM meM kAle dhAgoM se kase nimba-phala baMdhe haiM, anta-anta meM ya~ kahU~ ki jinake aMga-aMga ke andara dayA kA abhAva hI bharA haiN| mukha hRdaya kA anukaraNa karatA hai nA ! prAyaH saMpuSTa zarIra dayA ke damana se hI vanate haiM, tabhI to santoM kI ye paMktiyA~ kahatI haiM : "are dehin ! dyuti-dIpta-saMpuSTa deha 425 :: mUka mATI

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jIvana kA dhyeya nahIM haiM, deha - neha karane se hIM Aja taka tujhe videha-pada upalabdha dayAhIna duSToM kA dayAlIna ziSToM para nahIM huA ! AkramaNa hotA dekha - taravAroM kA vAra duvAra hai isa vAra se parivAra ko bacAnA bhI anivArya haiM, AryoM kA Ana kArya " yU~ socatA huA gaja-dala parivAra ko bIca meM karatA huA cAroM ora se ghera kara khar3A huA / gajagaNa kI garjanA se gaganAMgana gU~ja uThA, dharatI kI dhRti hila uThI, parvata zreNI parisara ko bhI parizrama kA anubhava huA, niHsaMga ur3ane vAle paMchI digbhramita bhayAtura ho, dUsaroM ke ghoMsaloM meM jA ghuse, ajagaroM kI gAr3ha nidrA jhaTa-sI TUTa gaI, jAgRtoM ko jvara car3ha gayA, mRga-samAja mArga bhUla kara mRgarAja ke sammukha jA rukI, bar3I bar3I bA~biyoM "to" mUkamATI 429

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dhUla bana kara bhU-para gira par3IM, aura krUra viSadhara viSa ugalate phUtkAra karate bAhara nikalate, jinakI A~khoM meM roSa tANDavanRtya kara rahA hai, phaNA Upara uThA-uThA pU~cha ke bala para khar3e ho nihAra rahe haiM bAdhaka tattva ko ! tatkAla vidita huA viSadharoM ko viplava kA mUla kAraNa / parivAra nirdoSa pAyA gayA jo iSTa ke smaraNa meM lagA huA hai, majavarI roSa pANa yA 4 / zuka mATI jo ziSTa ke rakSaNa meM lagA huA hai, aura avaziSTa dala pArizeSya-nyAya se sadoSa pAyA gayA jo sabake bhakSaNa meM lagA huA hai I phira kyA pUchanA ! pradhAna sarpa ne kahA sabako ki "kisI ko kATanA nahIM, kisI kA prANAnta nahIM karanA mAtra zatru ko zaha denA hai| I uddaNDatA ko dUra karane hetu daNDa saMhitA hotI haiM

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mAnA, daNDoM meM antima daNDa prANadaNDa hotA hai| prANadaNDa se auroM ko to zikSA milatI hai, parantu jise daNDa diyA jA rahA hai . . . ... . ... ... ... ... .. usakI unnati kA avasara hI smaapt| daNTakhehetA isako mAne yA na mAne, krUra aparAdhI ko krUratA se daNDita karanA bhI eka aparAdha hai, nyAya-mArga se skhalita honA hai|" aba cAroM ora se ghira gayA aatNkvaad| jahA~ dekho vahA~"basa anagina nAga-nAginakahIM pAtAla se nAgendra hI parivAra sahita AyA ho bhU para patita padadalitoM ke pakSa lene| yaha prathama ghaTanA hai ki AtaMkayAda hI svayaM AtaMkita huA, pIche haTane kI sthiti meM hai vaha, kAlA to pahale se hI thA vaha kAla ko sammukha dekha kara aura kAlA huA usakA mukha ! mUka mATI :: 41

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AtaMkavAda kA pala zanaiH-zanaiH niSkriya hotA jA rahA hai| dala-dala meM phaMsA balazAlI gaja-sama ! dharatI ko cIratI jAtI DhalAna meM lur3hakatI nadI parvata se kaba bolatI hai ? basa yahI sthite hai AtaMkavAda kI aura ghanI-vanI jA chupa gayA vaha / "saMhAra kI bAta mata karo, saMgharSa karate jAo ! .. hAra kI bAta mata karo...... ... . utkarSa karate jAo ! aura "suno ! ghAtaka-ghAyala DAla para rasAla-phala lagatA nahIM, laga bhI jAya pakatA nahIM, aura kAla pA kara paka bhI jAya to bhoktA ko svAda nahIM AegA "usa rasAla kA ! vikRta-parisara jo rahA !" yU~ kahatA huA, sarpa-samAja meM se eka yUgala nAga aura nAgina, "hameM nAga aura nAgina nA gina, he varabhAgin : 482 :: mUka mATI

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yugoM-yugoM kA itihAsa isa bAta kA sAkSI hai ki isa vaMza-paramparA ne Aja taka kisI kAraNavaza kisI jIvana para bhI pada nahIM rakhA, kucalA nahIM kyoMki apada jo rahe hama ! yahI kAraNa hai ki santoM ne bahuta soca-samajha kara hamArA sArthaka nAmakaraNa kiyA hai hA~ ! hA~ ! hama para koI pada rakhate hameM cher3ate "to". hama chor3ale nahIM unheN| jaghanya svArthasiddhi ke lie kisI ko pada-dalita nahIM kiyA hamane, pratyuta, jo pada-dalita hue haiM kisI bhA~ti, ura se sarakate-sarakate una taka pahu~ca kara unheM ura se cipakAyA hai, prema se unheM pucakArA hai, unake ghAvoM ko sahalAyA hai| apanI mamatA-mRdutA se kaNa-kaNa kI kathA sanI hai, aNu-aNu kI vyathA hanI hai| muka pATI :: 43:4

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kaoNToM ko bhI nahIM kATA hamane kA~ToM ko bhI mRdu AliMgana diye haiM........ kyoMki vaha zoSita haiM / DAla-DAla meM bhare rasa- parAga ko cUsA phUla ne yaza ko bhI lUTA phUla ne phala yaha nikalA ki sUkha sUkha kara zeSa saca kA~Te jo raha gaye ! eka bAta aura kahanI hai hameM ki padavAle hI padopalabdhi hetu para ko pada - dalita karate haiM, pApa- pAkhaNDa karate haiN| 434 mufa mArI prabhu se prArthanA hai ki apada hI bane raheM hama ! jitane bhI pada haiM vaha vipadAoM ke Aspada haiM, pada - lipsA kA viSaghara vaha bhaviSya meM bhI hameM nA sUghe basa yahI bhAvanA hai, vibho !" apoM ke mukha se padoM kI, pada vAloM kI pariNati-paddhati suna kara parivAra stambhita huA / catuSpadI gaja-yUtha bhI spandana- zUnya huA yantravat aura sabake pada hima-sama jama gye|

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saparivAra gaja- samAja ko udAsI meM DUbA dekha Ape meM A sarpoM ne kahA : " kSamA kareM ! kSamA kareM ! kSamA cAhate hama ! vaise, do TUka bolate nahIM hama bhUla-cUka kI bAta nirAlI hai, pUrA Azaya prakaTa nahIM ho skaa| zeSa suna lo, sunAte hama TUTe-phUTe zabdoM meM ki jitane bhI pada-vAle hote haiM aura jo prajApAla Adika prAmANika padoM para AsIna karAye gaye haiM, ve saba aise hI hote haiM aisI bAta nahIM hai I kucha pada aise bhI hote haiM jina padoM kI pUjA ke lie yaha jIvana bhI tarasa rahA thA sucira kAla se kaba se Aja ghar3I A gaI vaha harasa rahA hai hRdaya yaha" aura sarvaprathama harSAzrupUrita locanoM se pUjya-padoM kA abhiSeka huA zata zata praNipAta ke sAtha / phira, nAga aura nAgina kI phaNAyeM pUrI khula mukta mATI : 495

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:: :: : sAdara uTa khar3I huI jinameM surakSita nihita saba maNiyoM meM maMjula maulika ananya durlabha sa-sauMmA buddhimAnI maNiyoM kA arpaNa huaa| aura dhanya-dhanyatama mAnA jIvana ko sarpa-samAja ne| soM kA namana huA doM kA bamana huA bAhara mAra-pITa kA darzana bhItara pyAra-mIta calatA rhaa| mRdutA kA mohaka sparzana yaha eka aisA maulika aura alaukika amUrta-darzaka kAvya kA zrAvya kA sRjana huA, isakA sRjaka kauna hai vaha, kahA~ hai, kyoM mauna hai vaha ? lAghava-bhAva vAlA narapuMgava, narapoM kA caraNa huA ! vahIM se lapaka-lapaka kara bAra-bAra AtaMkavAda jhAr3iyoM se jhA~katA rahA aura AzAtIta isa ghaTanA ko 433 :: mUka mATI

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" nihAratA rahA nindA kI niyati se| eka bAra aura usakA Dara bhara uThA hai udvignatA se-utpIr3ana se aura parAbhava se utpanna huI ucchRkhala uSNatA se| isake sivA aura kyA kara sakatA hai: :: :: :: :: :: sabaloM ke sammukha balahIna vaha mukha ! aura sAdhita mantroM se mantrita hote haiM sAta nIMbU ! prati nIMbU meM Ara-pAra huI hai saI kAlI Dora ba~dhI haiM jina para / phira, phala uchAla diye jAte haiM zUnya AkAza meM kAlI megha-ghaTAoM kI kAmanA ke sAtha / mantra-prayoga ke bAda pratIkSA kI AvazyakatA nahIM rahatI hAthoM-hAtha phala sAmane AtA hai yaha ekAgratA kA pariNAma hai| mantra-prayoga karane vAlA sadAzayI ho yA durAzayI isameM koI niyama nahIM hai| niyantrita-manA ho basa ! yahI niyama hai, yahI niyoga, aura yahI huaa| mUka pATI :: 437

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:: ghanI-ghanI ghaTAe~ medhoM kI gaganAMgana meM tairane lagI chA-sA gayA tAmasatA kA sAmrAjya dharatI kA darzana durlabha huA dharatI jIvita hai yA nahIM mAtra paira hI jAna sakate haiM: : : :: : :: rava-rava naraka kI rAtri yAtrA karatI AI ho Upara varNa-vicitratA kA vilaya ho rahA prArambha huA pracaNDa pavana kA pravAha jisakI muTThI meM pralaya chipA hai| parvatoM ke pada lar3akhar3Aye aura parvatoM kI pagar3iyA~ dharA para gira par3IM, vRkSoM meM paraspara saMgharSa chir3A kasa-kasAhaTa AiTa, sparkSya kA hI nahIM aspaye kA bhI sparzana hone lagA, mRdu-kaThora kA bheda nahIM rahA gurutara taruoM kI jar3eM hila gaI, kaI vRkSa zIrSAsana sIkhane lage bA~sa daNDavata karane lgii| dharA ko chAtI se cipakane lgii| karNakaTuka azrAvya meghoM kA guru-garjana itanA bhISaNa hone lagA ki harSollAsa nartana to dUra mayUra-samUha kI vaha 438 :: pUka mATI

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krUka bhI mUka ho gayI, meghoM ko krodhita madonmatta karanevAlI bIca-bIca meM bijalI kauMdhane lagI mAna-maryAdA se unmukta capalA abalA - sI 1 aura mUsalAdhAra varSA hone lagI / choTI-bar3I bU~doM kI bAta nahIM, jalaprapAta -sama anubhavana hai yaha dharatI DUbI jA rahI hai jala meM jalIya sattA kA prakopa cAroM ora ghaTATopa hai| divasa kA avasAna kaba huA patA nahIM cala sakA, tamasa kA AnA kaba huA kauna batAye kisase pUcheM ? ! aura bAdaloM kA ghumar3ana ghuTatA rahA bijalI kA umar3ana calatA rahA ruka-ruka kara olA vRSTi hotI gaI zIta - lahara calatI gaI prahara-prahara Dhalate gaye aisI sthiti meM phira bhalA nidrA o ! AtI kaise aura kise iSTa hogI vaha ? phalAnubhUti - bhAMga aura upabhoga ke lie kAla aura kSetra kI .. mUkamATI 439

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anukUlatA bhI apakSita hai kevala bhoga-sAmagrI hI nhiiN| isa bhISaNa pralayakAlIna sthiti meM bhI parivAra kA parirakSaNa avikala calatA rahA, guNagrAhI gaja-gaNa se| 'bAdala dala chaMTa gaye haiM kAjala-pata kaTa gaye haiM varanA, lAlI kyoM phUTI hai sudUra"prAcI meM ! aura parivAra khar3A hai nadI-taTa para jaa| varSA ke kAraNa nadI meM nayA nIra AyA hai nadI vega-AvegavatI huI hai saMvega-nirvega se dUra unmAdavAlI pramadA-sI ! parivAra ke sammukha aba gambhIra samasyA A khar3I hai, dhIre-dhIre usakI gambhIratA-gurutA bhIratA se ghiratI jA rahI hai| aura "lo ! parivAra kA mana kaha uThA, ki calo ! lauTa caleM yahA~ se| lauTane kA udyama huA, ki 4400 :: bhUka mArI

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pakest: :: : RA E kumbha kA kahanA huA : "nahIM nahIM nahIM.. lauTanA nahIM ! abhI nahIM kabhI bhI nahIM kyoMki abhI AtaMkavAda gayA nahIM, usase saMgharSa karanA hai abhI vaha kRta-saMkalpa hai apane dhruva para dRddh'| jaba taka jIvita hai AtaMkavAda zAnti kA zvAsa le nahIM sakatI dharatI vaha, ye A~kheM aba AtaMkavAda ko dekha nahIM sakatIM, ye kAna aba AtaMka kA nAma suna nahIM sakate, yaha jIvana bhI kRta-saMkalpita haiM ki usakA rahe yA isakA yahA~ astitva eka kA rahegA, aba vilamba kA svAgata mata karo nadI ko pAra karanA hI haiM kumbha ke bhAga meM kyA / viphalatA-zUnyatA likhI hai kumbha ke tyAga meM kyA / vikalatA-nyUnatA rahI hai ? zithila vizvAsa ko zuddha zvAsa milegA aura pakila zvAsa ko samRddha vAsa milegA mUka mATI :: 441

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bhaya-vismaya-saMkoca ko Azraya mata deo aba ! rassI ke eka chora ko mere gale meM bA~dha do aura kucha-kucha antara chor3a kara pIche-pIche paraspara paMkti-baddha ho saba tuma apanI-apanI kaTi meM kasa kara rassI bA~dha lo ! phira oMkAra ke ucca uccAraNa ke sAtha kUda jAo dhAra meN|" isa para bhI parivAra ko dUra rahIM hote . . kumbha ke mukha se kucha paMktiyA~ aura nikalatI haiM ki "yahA~ bandhana rucatA kise ? mujhe bhI priya hai, svatantratA tabhI to kisI ke bhI bandhana meM baiMdhanA nahIM cAhatA maiM, na hI kisI ko vA~dhanA cAhatA huuN| jAneM hama, bA~dhanA bhI to bandhana hai ! tathApi svacchandatA se svayaM 442 :: bhUka mATI

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bacanA cAhatA hU~ bacatA hU~ yathA-zakya aura .. :: : .. ...ja mA ho, no . bacAnA cAhatA hU~ auroM ko bacAtA hU~ yathA-zakya / yahA~ bandhana rucatA kise ? mujhe bhI priya hai svatantratA" | lo, aba kI bAra lavaNabhAskara cUraNa-sI paMktiyA~ kAma kara gaI, aura kumbha ke saMketAnusAra siMha-kadi-sI apanI patalI kaTi meM kumbha ko bA~dha kara kUda par3A seTha nadI kI teja dhAra meN| turanta parivAra ne bhI usakA anukaraNa kiyA, dharatI kA sahArA chUTa gayA pada nirAdhAra ho gaye kATe meM baMdhI rassI hI trANa hai, prANa hai, isa samaya ! aura kumbha mahAyAna kA kArya kara rahA hai saba-kA-saba jala-magna ho gayA hai mAtra dikha rahe Upara mukh-mstk| mUka mATI :: 443

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antima-zIta anubhUta huA parivAra ko isa smy| . kAyA kI prAkRta USmA khotI jA rahI hai rakta- kI gatizIlajA... birakta hotI jA rahI hai hasta-pAda niSkriya ho gaye danta-paMktiyA~ kaTakaTAne lagIM aura kucha nadI meM bhItara AnA huA ki choTI-bar3I machaliyA~ jala se Upara uchalatI salIla krIDA kara rahI haiM, kuTila vicaraNa vAle viSadharoM kI patalI-patalI pUche anAyAsa lipaTane lagIM parivAra kI vartulI piMDariyoM se| saMkoca-zIlavAle bhI kaI kachuve bhI svacchanda ho parivAra kI mUdula-mAMsala jaMghAe~ chU-cha kara ThUmantara hone lageMge jinake vyAghra-sama bhayAnaka jabar3oM meM bar3I-bar3I Ter3hI-meDhI tIkhI danta-paMktiyA~ camaka rahI haiM, jinakI rakta-lolupI lAla rasanA bAra-bAra bAhara lapaka rahI hai, 444 :: mUka pATI

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: . viSAkta-kaMTaka vAlI Upara uThI paMcha haiM jinakI aise mAMsa-bhakSI mahA-magaramaccha bhojana-gaveSaNA meM rata parivAra ke Asa-pAsa sira uThAne lage haiN| aura bhI anya krUravRtti vAle vividha jAtIya jalIya jantu kSubdha dikha rahe kSudhA ke kAraNa, tathApi parivAra kI zAnta mudrA dekha :: zo kA nUtana joga karamAH . : ... : jo mUla-dharma hai unakA bhUla-se gaye haiM, unakI vRtti meM AmUla-cUla parivartana-sA A gayA hai, bhojana kA prayojana hI chUTa gyaa| aura jaise bhagavAna ko dekhate hI bhasta ke mana meM bhajana kA bhAva phUTa gayA hai heya-upAdeya kA bodha, kSIra-nIra-viveka, kartavya kI ora mur3ana yU~ bhA~ti-bhA~ti, jAgRti A gaI jatacaroM ke jIvana meN| mUka mATI :: 415

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parantu ! jala meM ulaTI krAnti A gaI jar3a aura jaMgama do tattva haiM donoM kI apanI-apanI vizeSatAe~ haiMjaMgama ko prakAza milate hI yathocita gati milate hI bikAsa hI kara jAtA hai vaha jaba ki jar3a jyoM-kA-yoM raha jaataa| jar3a ajJAnI hotA hai ekAntI hI hotA hai krUTastha hotA hai" trasta ! svastha nahIM ho sakatA vh| jalacaroM kI pravRtti se ulaTI-palaTI vRtti se jala se bharI uphanatI nadI aura jalatI huI kahatI hai, ki "mere Azrita ho kara bhI mere se pratikUla jAte ho ! jIvana jInA cAhate ho saMjIvana pInA cAhate ho aura nirvala bAlaka hokara bhI mAtA ko bhUla jAte ho : jAo : jaao| duHkha pAoge, pAoge nahIM mRdu pyAra kahIM, pIoge pazcAtApa kI ghuTa hI pIyUSa kI smRti jalAegI tumheM ! bhUcaroM se mile hue ho dhRtaM khaloM se chale hue ho 446 :: mRka mATI

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tumheM kucha bhI nahIM kahanA hai tuma para dayA AtI haiM: unako hI dekhanA hai. jo... nizchaloM se chala karate haiM jala - devatA se bhI jalA karate haiN|" aura anagina taraMga karoM se parivAra ke komala kapotoM para tamAcA mAranA prArambha karatI hai." kupita pittavatI nadI / "dharatI ke ArAdhaka dhUrto ! kahA~ jAoge aba ? jAo, dharatI meM jA chupa jAo usase bhI nIce ! pAtako pAtAla meM jAo ! pAkhaNDa - pramukho ! mukha mata dikhAo hameM / dikhAvA jIvana haiN| kAla- bhakSI hotA hai, lakSyahIna dIna-daridra vyAla - pakSI hotA hai dharatI-sama eka sthAna para tumhArA raha-raha kara para ko aura paradhana ko apane adhIna kiyA hai tumane, grahaNa - saMgrahaNa rUpa saMgrahaNI roga se grasita ho tuma ! isIlie kSaNa-bhara bhI kahIM rukatI nahIM maiM 3 mUka pATI 447

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para-sampadA milane para bhI unakA maiMne svapna meM bhI nA liiN| aura apanI udAratA dikhAne kisI svArtha yA yaza-loSaNAvaza dUsaroM ko unheM na dI tabhI to hameM santoM ne sArthaka saMjJA dI"nAlI ! nadI ! hamase viparIta cAla calanevAle dIna hote haiN| kula zithilAcArI sAdhuoM ko 'bahatA pAnI aura ramatA jogI' isa sUkti ke mAdhyama se AI -bodha zizu hai isase bar3hakara bhalA aura kauna-sA vaha Adarza ho sakatA hai saMsAra meM : isa Adarza meM aba apanA mukha dekha lo ? aura pahacAna lo apane rUpa-svarUpa ko !" icchaMkhalA jaDAzayA apanI hI prazaMsA meM icInadI kI bAteM suna uttejita hue binA 44 :: mUba: mATI

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seTha kA kucha kahanA huA, ki "yadi tumheM dharA kA AdhAra nahIM milatA tumhArI gati kauna-sI hotI ! pAtAla ko bhI pAra kara jAtI tuma ! dharatI ne tumheM svIkArA chAtI se cipakAyA hai tumheM deboM ne tuma para dayA nahIM kI, AkAza ne zaraNa nahIM do tumheM, loTI giri kI coTI para girI thI saba ha~se the tuma royI thI taba ! coTa lagI thI ghanI tumheM, taralA-saralA-sI lagatI thI garalA-kuTilA bana gaI aba ! chala hI bala bana gayA haiM tumhArA, sarapara bhAga rahI hai aba saba ko laaNghtii-laaNghtii| arI kRtaghne ! pApa-sampAdike ! aura adhika pApArjana mata kara / sArA saMsAra hI RNI hai dharaNI kA tumheM bhI RNa cukAnA hai dharatI ko lara meM dhAraNa kara, karanI ko hRzya se sudhAranA hai|" hAya re yaha durbhAgya kisakA ! seTha kA yA nadI kA ? / seTa kA sadAzaya saphala jo nahIM huA seTha kI samAlocanA se bhI mUka mATI :: .

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:.:.:.... nadI ke locana nahIM khule pratyuta, vaha nadI aura lohita ho uThI : are duSTo ! mere lie pAtAla kI bAta karate ho ! aba tumhArA anta dUra nhiiN| aura bha~varadAra dizA kI aura gati saba ora se AkRSTa ho, A, A kara jahA~ para saba kucha lupta hotA hai, jahA~ para svayaM ko parikramA detA uparila jala nIce kI ora nicalA jala Upara kI ora aMti-tIvra gati saM . ::: jA rahA hai, A rahA hai, jahA~ kA jalatattva bhU-tattva ko apane meM samAhita kara aTTahAsa kara rahA hai| jahA~ para kucha pazu, kucha mRga kucha ahiMsaka, kucha hiMsaka kucha mUrchita, kucha jAgRta kucha mRtaka, kucha ardha-mRtaka akAla meM kAla ke kavala hone se sabake mukhoM para jijIviSA bikharI par3I hai, sabake saba vivaza ho bahAva meM bahe jA rahe haiN| 45 :: mUka mATI

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dekhate-dekhate sAmane se hI eka vizAlakAya hAthI bahatA-bahatA AyA jisakI pITa para baiThA hai eka praur3ha siMha bhISaNa bhaviSya se bhayabhIta ! aura bhaMvara meM phaMsa kara eka-do bAra bhramatA bha~vara ke udara meM tirohita huA, sabala ho yA nirbala jahA~ para kisI kA bala kAma nahIM kara rahA hai saba baloM kA balidAna ! ghaTatI ghaTanA ko dekha kara parivAra kA dhairya kahIM ghaTa na jAya, aura usakA mana kahIM dhruva se haTa na jAya, yU~ socate hue-se kumbha ne nadI ko lalakArA : "arI pApa-pA~va vAlI, suna ! yaha parivAra to pAra para hai majhadhAra meM nahIM, jisane dharatI kI zaraNa lI hai dharatI pAra utAratI hai use yaha dharatI kA niyama hai vrata ! pUka mATI :: 451

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jaba Aga kI nadI ko pAra kara Aye hama aura aura suno ! 'dha' ke sthAna para 'tha' ke prayoga se tIratha banatA hai| zaraNAgata ko tAre so 'tIratha' ! sAdhanA kI sImA - zrI se hAra kara nahIM, pyAra kara, Aye hama phira bhI hameM Dubone kI kSamatA rakhatI ho tuma 2 dharatI ise zabda kA bhI bhAva viloma rUpa se yahIM nikalatA haidharatI tI ''ra''dha'' 452: mUkamATI vAnI, jo tIra ko dhAraNa karatI hai yA zaraNAgata ko tIra para dharatI haiM vahI 'dharatI' kahalAtI hai I phira bhalA aba hameM kaise Dubo sakatI ho tuma ! aura yaha bhI dhyAna rahe ki aba hameM bahA na sakogI tuma kisI bahAne bahAva meM baha na sakeMge hama !

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hamane pahale hI taya kiyA thA, ki sataha kI sevA prazaMsA adhika nahIM karanA haiM kyoMki sataha para kaba taka tairate raheMge, hAtha bhara Ae~ge hI ! laharoM ke darzana mAtra se santuSTa hone vAle prAyaH DUbate dikhe haiN| - yahA~ para sataha para ! arI nimnage nimna-amre ! isa gAgara meM sAgara ko bhI dhAraNa karane kI kSamatA hai dharaNI ke aMza jo rahe hama ! kumbha kI artha-kriyA jala dhAraNa hI to hai aura "suno ! svayaM dharaNI zabda hI viloma rUpa se kaha rahA hai ki dharaNI nIradha nIra ko dhAraNa kare so dharaNI P nIra kA pAlana kare so dharaNI ! jaise maNiyoM meM nIla maNi kamaloM meM nIla kamala sukhoM meM zIla-sukha pRka mATI 453

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girivoM meM mesa-giri sAgaroM meM kSIra-sAgara maraNoM meM vIra maraNa muktAoM meM matsya-muktA uttama mAne jAte haiM, vaise guNoM meM guNa kRtajJatA hai, .... jase kaMjalA se saMzobhita kumbha ko dekha kara eka mahAmatsya mudita ho bahumUlya muktA-maNi pradAna karatA haiM kumbha ko| 'yaha tuccha sevA svIkRta ho svAmin !! kaha kara jala meM lIna hotA hai vaha / isa muktA kI bar3I vizeSatA haiM ki jisa sajjana ko yaha milatI haiM vaha agAdha jala meM bhI abAdha patha pA jAtA hai aura yahI huA turanta ! bhaMvaradAra dhAra ko bhI anAyAsa pAra karatA huA parivAra sahita kumbha manda muskAna ke sAtha eka sUkti kI smRti dilAtA hai seTha ko, ki 'bina mA~ge motI mile mA~ge mile na bhIkha' aura yaha phala tyAga-tapasyA kA hai seTha jI ! kumbha ke Atma-vizvAsa se 4:3-4 :: mUka mATI

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sAhasa - pUrNa jIvana se nadI ko bar3I preraNA mila gaI nadI kI vyagratA prAyaH asta huI samarpaNa bhAva se bhara AI vaha ! aura namra vinIta ho kahane lagI uddaNDatA ke lie kSamA cAhatI hU~ / hU~ A-180 aura tarala taraMgoM se rahita dhIra gambhIra ho bahane lagI, hAva-bhAvoM-vibhAvoM se mukta gata vacanA nata nayanA cira-dIkSitA AryA-sI ! lagabhaga yAtrA AdhI ho cukI hai yAtrI maNDala ko laga rahA hai ki gantavya hI apanI ora A rahA haiM, I kumbha ke mukha para prasannatA hai prathama zreNI meM uttIrNa parizramI vinayazIla vilakSaNa vidyArthI sama / parivAra bhI phUla rahA hai ki punarAvRtti AtaMka kI vahI raMga hai vahIM DhaMga hai aMga-aMga meM vahI vyaMgya hai, vahI mUrti hai vahI mukhar3e vahIM amUrcchita-tanI mU~cheM vahI cAla hai vahI DhAla haiM M4 Pits cment mUkamATI : 455

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vahI chala-bala nahI uchAla hai kAle-kAle vahI vAla haiM krUra kAla kA vahI bhAta hai bar3I nazA haiM vahI dazA hai kaoNpa rahI haiM dizA-dizA hai vahI rasanA hai vahI basanA haiM kisI ke bhI rahI yaza nA hai sunI huI jo vahI dhvani hai vahI vahI suna ! vahI dhuna hai I vahI zvAsa hai avizvAsa hai vahI nAza hai aTTahAsa haiM vahI tANDava nRtya hai vahI dAnava kRtya vahI A~kheM haiM siMdUrI haiM bhUri-bhUri jo ghUra rahI haiM bahI gAta hai vahI mAtha hai hai vahI pAda hai vahI hAtha hai ghAta - ghAta meM vahI sAtha hai, gAla vahI hai athara vahI haiM lAla vahI haiM rudhira nahI hai bhAva vahI haiM DaoNba vahI hai saba kucha vahIM nayA kucha nahIM jiyA vahI hai dayA kucha nahIM / 456: mUkamATI mAct : Arya kI suvidhA aura prArambha hotI hai nadI se AtaMkavAda kI prArthanA : " o mA~ jaladevatA ! ! hameM yaha de batA aparAdhI ko bhI kyA -

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pAra lagAtI hai ? puNyAtmA kA pAlana-poSaNa ucita he'kattacca haiM, parantu kyA pApiyoM se bhI pyAra karatI hai ? yadi nahIM to inheM "idhI dAjo kumbha kA sahArA le dharatI kI prazaMsA karate haiM | usa pAra inAnA cAhate haiM. : ... inakaM pApa kA koI pAra nahIM hai, inakaM puNya se koI pyAra nahIM haiM, inakI nica bastu hai, dhana-vaibhava-viSaya-sampadAe~ phira bhI inheM sahayoga dogI tumhAre ujjvala itihAsa kA upahAsa hogA hAsa hogA vizvAsa kA phira auroM kI kyA bAta, sabake jIvana para prazna-cina lagegA hii| vaise santApa tApa-zIla vAlI jalatI, aura jo oroM ko jalAtI hai agni-devatA ko bhI kASTa meM kIlita kiyA hai tumane / pUka gATI :: 157

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phira kabhI-kabhI use dAvA ke rUpa meM lapalapAtI prakaTa hotI dekha apane ajeya bala se agni ko lAvA kA rUpa de use pAtAla taka pahu~cAyA hai / aura abhI bhI usa para zAsana cala rahA haiM phira bhalA, Aja tumheM yaha kyA huA hai he mA~! jaladevatA ! hameM de batA / hameM kyA patA, itanA parivartana tuma meM huA hai !" 4.58 mUka mATI mUla ke abhAva meM cUla kI gati kyA hogI tumhArA ! isa para nadI kahatI haiM aba, ki "jinheM Dubone ke lie kahate ho unake abhAva meM yahA~ abhAva ke sivA, basa zeSa kucha bhI nahIM milegA / taravAra ke abhAva meM myAna kA mUlya hI kyA ? bhoktA ke abhAva meM bhoga - sAmagrI se kyA ? jo hai dharatI kI zobhA kucha ina se hI hai aura ina jaise sevAkArya ratoM se /

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dhUla ke abhAva meM phUla kI gati kyA hogI batAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM, bala kA durUpayoga nahIM hogA samarpaNa ho cukA hai UrjA upAsanA meM ulaTa cukI haiM ura meM udAratA uga cukI haiM" aura 'ityalam' kahatI huI mauna letI hai ndii| nadI kI mauna gambhIratA se AtaMkavAda kI dhIratA meM pIr3A-udAsI nahIM aaii| kucha kSaNa stabdhatA phira ! vahI"dhruva kI ora saroSa sakriyatA aura, yaha sahI nIti hai ki raNAMgana meM kUdane ke bAda mitra-bala kI smRti nahIM hotI pratyuta, zatru-bala para TUTa par3anA hI hotA hai| parAzraya lenA dInatA kA pratIka haiM dhIra-rasa ko kSati pahu~catI hai isase itanA hI nahIM, mitroM se milI madada yathArtha meM mada-da hotI hai pRka mAdI :: 459

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DI vijaya ke pakSa meM bAdhaka andhakAra kA kArya karatI hai. aba, AtaMkavAda kA nagabhaga lagane lagI ::..:: . . zakalA eIsI mRga marIcikA nahIM dhokhA nahIM ! bhAgya sAtha detA huA-sA / aura mauke kA mUlyAMkana huA naukA ko aura gati minI pavana kA oMkA bhara pratikUla na ho, basa yahI eka bhAvanA le / Akhira AtaMkavAda A mArgAvarodhI bana kara parivAra ke sammukha khar3A ho kahAhAhaTa ke sAtha kahatA hai : 'ava pAra kA vikalpa tyAga do nyAga-patra do jIvana ko pAtA kA paricaya pAnA hai tumheM pAkhaNDa pApa kA yahI pAka hotA hai' aura andhAdhundha pattharoM kI varSA pagviAra ke Upara hone lgii| "svAgata maMrA ho manamohaka vinAsitA mujhe mileM acchI vastu Mil:: mRvaH pArTI

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sI nAmarunA mI dhAraNA hai tumhArI, phira mAlA banA do hameM, AmthA kahA~ hai samAjavAda meM tamhArI / sabase Age meM samAja bAda meM ! are kama-se-kama zabdArtha kI aura to dekho ! samAja kA artha hotA hai saNDa .................. . aura samUha yAnI sama-samIcIna Uha-vicAra haiM jo sadAcAra kI nIMva haiN| kata milA kara artha yaha huA ki pracAra-prasAra se dUra prazasta AcAra-vicAra vAloM kA jIvana hI samAjavAda hai| samAjavAda samAjavAda cillAne mAtra se samAjabAdI nahIM bnoge|" aise asabhya zabdoM kA prayoga kiyA jA rahA ki jisake sunate hI krodhAgni bhabhaka uThatI ho, aura pAna tilamilA jAtA ho pattharoM kI mAra se ghanI coTa lagane se sabake sira phira se gaye haiM rakta kI dhArA baha uThI hai ma. mATI :: .

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jisa dhArA se dhArA bhI lAla-sI ho gaI haieka vicAra kI dI sakhiyA~ AtaMkavAda para saSTa huii-siiN| seTha jI ke sivA para parivAra paraMza ho pIr3A kA anubhava kara rahA hai| : ... AcaraNa ke sAmhanaM Ate hI prAyaH caraNa thama jAte haiM aura AvaraNa ke sAmane Ate hI prAyaH nayana nama jAte haiM, yaha dehI matimanda kabhI-kabhI rassI ko sarpa samajha kara viSayoM se hIna hotA hai to kabhI sarpa ko rassI samajha kara viSayoM meM lIna hotA hai| vaha saba moha kI mahimA hai isa mahimA kA anta taba taka ho nahIM sakatA svabhAva kI anabhijJatA jIvita rahegI jaba tk| hA~ ! hA~ ! aisI sthiti meM bhI dhairya-sAhasa ke sAtha sabase Age ho seTha kA saMgharSa cala hI rahA hai AtaMka se| 462 :: pRka mATI

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kumbha kI surakSA hetu kumbha ko apane peTa ke nIce le nIce mukha kara leTA hai sva-vaza ho saha rahA hai duHsaha karma-phala ko vana kI ghaTanA-smRti ke kAraNa ! sAta-ATha hAtha dUra se hI upasarga yaha calatA rahA nirdayatA ke saath| jisake bala para pAra pAnA hai, kumbha ko phor3ane kA prayAsa kaI bAra viphala huA jisake bala para prANoM ko trANa milA hai, RTi meM kamI ramI ko ... zastroM se kATane kA prayAsa eka bAra bhI saphala nahIM huA, Aga kI nadI ko pAra karane vAle kumbha kI kaThina tapasyA dekha kahIM jaladevatA ne hI parivAra ke cAroM ora vikriyA ke bala para rakSA-maNDala bhAmaNDala kI racanA kI ho ! yA yaha camatkAra matsya-muktA kA bhI ho sakatA hai| kucha bhI ho, aba AtaMkavAda ko sva-pakSa kI parAjaya muka mATI ::

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nikaTa lagane lagI, sAtha hI sAtha usakaM mana meM para-pakSa kA sadAzaya bhI prakaTane lgaa| phalasvarUpa usake tana kI zakti vaha kumbha-sahita parivAra ko / adesava-bhAva se dekhane lagI, usake mana kI zakti vaha apane Apa ko krodhAnala se seMkane lagI, aura usakI vacana-zakti to pUre mAhaula ke sAmane apane ghuTane Tekane lagI, parantu usakI vaMcana-zakti vaha abhI miTI nahIM hai jyoM-kI-tyoM balavatI vahI purAnI Teka lagI hai tabhI "to". AtaMkavAda apane hAthoM meM eka aisA jAla le jisameM bar3I-bar3I mAliyA~ anAyAsa phaMsa sakatI haiM parivAra ke Upara pheMkane ko hai, ki dharatI ke upAsaka pavana meM yaha dekhA nahIM gayA Ara 16il : ka. gATA

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...::. aura kyA ?... pralaya kA rUpa dharatA hai pacana, koe bar3hA, pArA car3hA cakrI kA bala bhI jise dekha kara cakkara khA jAya basa, aisA cakravAta hai yaha ! eka hI jhaTake meM jhaTa se dala ke karoM se jAla ko sudUra zUnya meM pheMka diyA, so' aisA pratIta huA ki AkAza ke sva sAMnI :.:.:: svacchanda tairane vAle prabhApuMja prabhAkara ko hI pakar3ane kA prayAsa cala rahA hai aura lage isa jhaTake se dala ke paira nirAdhAra ho gaye, kaI gAlAde lete hue nAva meM hI sira ke bala cakkara khA girA gayA dala, andhakAra chA gayA usake sAmane netra banda ho gaye hRdaya-spandana manda par3a gayA, rabatta-gati meM antara Ane se mULa A gii| parantu, dakSA kI mUMche to mUrchita nahIM, amUrchita hI tanI rahIM pUrvacan ! jobana kA anumAna kaise lage prAya prayANa-se kara gaye / gapha mATI :: I

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bar3I tejI ke sAtha oja-teja se mukha vimukha huA dala kA, mukha meM jhAga jAgane lagA dharatI se ha~satA sAgara taTa-sA aura nAva bhI DA~vADola ho gaI, patA nahIM kitanI bAra pala-bhara meM apanI hI parikramA lagAtI rahI vaha ! nAva ke sAtha sabake prANa jamApa DUbane ko . : .. ..... . : bAta-bAta meM cakravAta jaba utpAta-dhAta kI ora bar3hatA hI jA rahA 'isa ati kI iti ke lie saMketa milatA hai upAlambha ke sAtha kumbha kI ora sezraddheya svAmI kI sevA ko sukhamaya jIvana kA srota samajhatA sevaka kI bhA~ti, vAta bhI kumbha ke saMketa para saMyata huaa| aura nAva pUrva-sthiti para AtI hai parivAra ko tIna parikramA detii| durghaTanA Talane se samUcA mAhaula hI prasanna huA Aid :: mUka mATI

Page #489
jisa bhA~ti lakSmaNa kI mUcrchA TUTI vizalyA kI maMjula aMjuli ke jala-siMcana se| saritA se uchale hue salila-kaNoM kA zItala parasa pA AtaMkavAda kI mUrchA ttuuttii| phira kyA pUcho ! lakSmaNa kI bhA~ti ubala uThA AtaMka phira se ! "pakar3o ! pakar3o ! Thaharo ! Thaharo ! sunate ho yA nahIM are baharo ! maro. yA. . . . . . . .:. ...... ....... .... ...: hamArA samarthana karo, are saMsAra ko zvabhra meM utArane vAlo ! kisI ko bhI tArane vAle nahIM ho tuma ! are pApa ke mApadaNTo ! suno ! suno !"jarA suno ! aba dhana-saMgraha nahIM, jana-saMgraha karo ! aura lobha ke vazIbhUta ho andhAdhundha saMkalita kA samucita vitaraNa karo anyathA, dhanahInoM meM mUka mATI :: 467

Page #490
cArI ke bhAva jAgate haiM, jAga haiN| yoga mata karo, corI mata karo yaha kahanA kevala dhamaM kA nATaka hai uparila sabhyatA"upacAra ! . : hora kA zApI nahIM hote . . . jitane ki coroM ko paidA karana vaale| tuma svayaM cora ho cAroM ko pAlate ho aura coroM ke janaka bhii| sajana apane doSoM ko kabhI chupAte nahIM, chupAne kA bhAva bhI nahIM lAte mana meM pratyuta udghATita karate haiM unheN| rAvaNa ne sItA kA haraNa kiyA thA jaba sItA ne kahA thA : yadi maiM itanI rUpavatI nahIM hotI rAvaNa kA mana kaluSita nahIM hotA aura isa rUpa-lAvaNya ke lAbha meM merA hI karmodaya kAraNa hai, yaha jo karma-bandhana huA haiM mere hI zubhAzubha pariNAmoM se ! aisI dazA meM rAvaNa ko hI TopI ghopita karanA HTH :: pRka mArI

Page #491
apane bhaviSya-bhAla kI aura dUSita karanA hai! nadI ne kahA turanta, "utAvalI mata karo ! - dala kI damanazIla dhamakiyoM se seTha ke sivA parivAra kA dila hila uThA, usake dRr3ha saMkalpa ko pasInA - sA chUTa gayA ! usakI jijIviSA balavatI huI aura vaha jIvana kA avasAna akAla meM dekha kara.. Atma-samarpaNa ke viSaya meM socane ko bAdhya hotA, ki satya kA Atma-samarpaNa aura vaha bhI asatya ke sAmane kaise ? he bhagavan ! yaha kaisA kAla A gayA, kyA asatya zAsaka banegA aba ? kyA satya zAsita hogA ? hAya re, jauharI ke hATa meM Aja horaka-hAra kI hAra ! hAya re, kA~ca kI cakAcauMdha meM marI jA rahI -. pUka mATI 469

Page #492
hIre kI jhagajhagAhaTa ! aba satI anacarA ho calegI vyabhicAriNI ke piiche-piiche| asatya kI dRSTi meM satya asatya ho sakatA hai aura asatya satya ho sakatA hai, parantu kyA satya ko bhI nahIM rahA satyAsatya kA viveka ? kyA satya ko bhI apane Upara vizvAsa nahIM rahA ? bhIr3a kI pITha para baiTha kara kyA satya kI yAtrA hogI ava ! nahIM"nahIM, kabhI nhiiN| jala meM, thala meM aura gagana meM yaha saba kucha asahya ho gayA hai av| ghaTa meM jaba lauM prANa iTa kara pratikAra hogA isakA, aisI ghaTanA nahIM ghaTegI apane dhruva-patha se yaha dhArA nahIM haTegI nahIM haTegI ! nahIM haTegI !" kahatI-kahatI kopavatI ho bahatI-bahatI kSobhavatI ho nadI nAva ko nAca ncaatii| 470 :: mUka mATI

Page #493
pala-pala palaTana kI ora nAva kI dazA ko dekha kara mana-hI-mana mantra kA smaraNa AtaMkavAda ne kiyA, ki devatA-dala kA AnA huA savinaya namana huA, sAdara sevArtha prArthanA huii| 'smaraNa kA kAraNa jJAta ho, svAmin !' "kahA gyaa| Adeza kI pratIkSA meM khisakate haiM kucheka pala, ki deyoM kA kahanA huA namana kI mudrA meM hI: "vidyAbaloM kI apanI sImA hotI hai svAmin ! usI sImA meM kArya karanA par3atA hai "hameM : kahate lajjAnubhava ho rahA hai prAsaMgika kArya karane meM pUrNataH hama akSama haiM etadartha kSamAprArthI haiN| vaise, he svAmin ! tumane tulanA to kI hogI apane bala kI usa bala ke sAtha : yahA~ jAte ho hamane anubhUta kiyA ki hama mRga-zAvaka-se khar3e haiM mUka mATI :: /

Page #494
mRgarAja ke sAmane, saMgharSa kA prazna hI nahIM uThatA aisI sthiti meM, parivAra kI zaraNa meM jAnA hI patavAra ko pAnA hai aura apAra kA pAra pAnA hai| anya sabhI prakAra ke vyApAra prahAra aura hAra ke rUpa meM hI siddha hoMge, yaha nizcita haiN| isa para bhI cadi ...:: .. pratikAra kA vicAra hI to suno ! :.:. :::::: salila kI apekSA anala ko bA~dhanA kaTina hai aura anala kI apekSA anila kI bA~dhanA aura kaThina hai| parantu sanIla ko cA~dhanA to sambhava hI nahIM hai| jala kA zAsana kabhI ta para cala nahIM sakatA ghRta jala para baiThanA jAnatA hai amaroM para viSa kA kabhI asara par3a nahIM sakatA, aura 'bhramaroM para mapi kA kabhI asara par3a nahIM sktaa|" 172 :: mukra mAdI

Page #495
kaI sUktiyA~ preraNA detI paMktiyA~ kaI udAharaNa dRSTAnta nayI purAnI dRSTiyoM aura vaha - durlabhatama anubhUtiyA~ devatA - dala ne sunaaiiN| AtaMkavAda ke gale jaise-taise uttara to gaIM, parantu turanta pacatIM kaise ! paryApta kAla apekSita hai pAcana kArya ke lie, dekhate-hI-dekhate dRSTi badala sakatI haiM, para cAla nahIM, kaSAya ke vega ko saMyata hone meM samaya lagatA hI haiM ! lo, itanA samaya kahA~ thA ! ghaTanA ghaTanI thI so ghaTane ko aba kucha hI samaya zeSa haiM nAva kI karanI jahA~ para likhA huA thA. - TUba saba kucha bala gaI " .. "niHzeSa ! mUka mATI 173

Page #496
'AtaMkavAda kI jaya ho samAjavAda kA naya ho bheda-bhAva kA anta ho dheda bhAva jayavanta ho| isa dRzya ko darakha kara / dana ke Atma-vizvAsa ko yakAyaka aayaa| pahu~cA bannapAta kA vAtAvaraNa banA devatA-dala kI bAta saca nikalI hAya ra ! pazcAtApa me paTatA huA, vyAkula zokAkula hI abaraddha-kATa se kahatA thAka "koI zaraNa nahIM hai koI taruNa nahIM hai tumhAre binA hameM yahA~, kSamA karA, kSamA karo kSamA ke he avatAra ! hamase bar3I bhUla huI, punarAvRtti nahIM hogI hama para vizvAsa ho : saMkaToM meM ghire hyA haiM cAho to aba bacA tAM, kaMTakoM meM chide hAra hai| cAho to 1 bilAo; hama aparAdhI haiM cAta aparA "dhI' haiM saccA so pazca batAo adhika samaya nA bitAo : 17.1:: paka pATI

Page #497
1 santAna kI prakRti zaitAnI hai, phira bhI santAna para "adhika dIna-hIna mata bano bhAI, jAM mA~ kI kRpA hotI hI haiM santAna ho yA santAnetara yAtanA denA, satAnA mA~ kI sattA ko svIkAra kaba thA --"hameM batAnA !" yU~ kahate-kahate dala kA mukha banda hotA ki harA-bharA taru haiM phUloM phaloM daloM ko le pathika kI pratIkSA meM khar3A hai usase nimantrita kiyA hai kyA vaha use jala pitA nahIM sakatA ? bhalA tuma hI batAo ! Vidle S ' parva se kendra kI ora jaba mati hone lagatI hai artha me artha kI o taba gati hone lagatI hai' yU~ socatA seTha kahatA hai, ki thor3I-sI chA~va kI ma~ganI kyA ha~sI kA kAraNa nahIM hai? rasa bhojana banA kara vinaya anunaya ke sAca jisane jise mUka pATI 475

Page #498
. .: rahI bAta mA~ kI "sokabhI-kabhAra kisI kAraNa vaza mA~ kI A~khoM meM bhI uttejanA udvega A sakatA hai, AtA hai: AnA bhI caahie| kintu, Aja taka mA~ kI gauravapUrNa goda meM gusse kA ghusa AnA namunA na sunA, na dekhA palA . . ... . ... ..: jisa goda meM sukha ke kSaNa sahaja bItate haiM zizu ke| aura dekho nA ! mA~ kI udAratA-paropakAritA apane vakSasthala para yugoM-yugoM se"cira se dugdha se bhare do kalaza le khar3I hai kSudhA-tRSA-pIr3ita zizuoM kA pAlana karatI rahatI hai aura bhayabhItoM ko, sukha se rItoM ko gupacupa hRdaya se cipakA letI hai pucakAratI huii| mA~ ko mA~ ke rUpa meM jaba eka bAra svIkAra hI liyA, 476 :: mUka mATI

Page #499
phira bAra-bAra usakI kyA parakha-parIkSA ? isalie aba, mAM kI A~khoM meM mata dekho aura aparAdhI nahIM bano aparA 'dhI' bano, 'parAdhI' nahIM parAdhIna nahIM aparAdhI na banA !" seTa kA itanA kahanA hI paryApta thA, ki saMkoca-saMzaya samApta huA dala kA aura DUbatI huI nAva se dala kUda par3A dhAra meM mA~ ke aMka meM niHzaMka ho kara zizu kI bhA~ti / turanta zizu ko jhelatI mamatA kI mUrti mA~-sama parivAra ne dala ko jhelA, parivAra ke prati-sadasya se dala ke prati-sadasya ko Adara ke sAtha sahArA milA aura nava - jIva nava-jIvana pAye ! lo, aba huA" nAva kA pUrA ivanA pUka mATI :: +7

Page #500
aura anantavAda kA zrIgaNeza ! sabase Age kumbha hai mAna-dambha se mukta, nava-nava vyaktiyoM kI do paMktiyA~ kumbha ke pIche haiM paraspara eka-dUsaroM ke Azrita ho cala rahI haiM eka mA~ kI santAna-sI tana nire haiM "eka jaan-sii| . kumbha ke mukha se nikala rahI haiM maMgala-kAmanA kI paMktiyA~ : 'yahA~ sabakA sadA jIvana bane maMgalamaya chA jAve sukha-chA~ca, sabake saba TateM vaha amaMgala-bhAva, sabakI jIvana-latA harita-bharita vihaMsita ho guNa ke phUla vilasita hoM nAzA kI AzA miTe AmUla mahaka uThe . basa !" aura idhara yaha kyoM kUla meM AkulatA dikhane lagI / 178 :: mUka mArTI

Page #501
kambha kA svAgata karanA hai use vAla-bhAnu kI bhAsvara AbhA nirantara uTatI caMcala laharoM meM ulajhatI huI-sI lagatI hai ki . ... :: : gunAhI sAr3I pahale madavatI abalAoM-sI snAna karatI-karatI lajjAvaza sakucA rahI hai| pUrA vAtAvaraNa hI dharmAnurAga se bhara uThA haiM aura nikaTa-sannikaTa A hI gayA utkaNThita ndii-ttt| sarva-prathama cAva se taTa kA svAgata svIkArate hue kumbha ne taTa kA cumbana liyaa| taTa meM jhAga kA jAga hai jisakI dhavalima jAga meM aruNa kI AbhA kA mizraNa hai, so"aisA pratIta ho rahA hai ki tara svayaM apane karoM meM gulAba kA hAra le kara svAgata meM khar3A huA hai| nadI se bAhara nikala Aye saba prasannatA kI zvAsa sviikaarte| dharatI kI durlabha dhUla kA parasa kiyA saba kI pagaliyoM ne mUka mATo :: 179

Page #502
phira, kaTi meM kasI rassI ko paraspara eka-dUsaroM ne khola dI ki rassI bolatI hai : "mujhe kSamA karo tuma, mere nimitta tumheM kaSTa huaa| tumhArI dubalI-patalI kaTi baha chila-chula kara aura ghaTI kaTI-sI bana gaI hai" to turanta parivAra ne kRtajJatA abhivyakta karate hue kahA, "nahIM"nahIM api vinayavati / para-hita-sampAdike ! tumhArI kRpA kA pariNAma hai yaha hama pAra pA gye| Aja hameM kisakI kyA yogyatA hai, kisakA kArya-kSetra kahA~ taka hai, sahI-sahI jJAta huaa| 'kevala upAdAna kAraNa hI kArya kA janaka haiyaha mAnyatA doSa-pUrNa lagI, nimitta kI kRpA bhI anivArya hai|' hA~ ! hA~ 480 :: mUka mATI

Page #503
upAdAna-kAraNa hI kArya meM TalatA hai yaha akATya niyama hai. kintu usake Dhalane meM nimitta kA sahayoga bhI Avazyaka hai, ise caiM kaheM to aura uttama hogA ki upAdAna kA koI yahA~ para para-mitra hai"to vaha nizcaya se nimitta hai jo apane mitra kA nirantara niyamita rUpa se gantavya taka sAtha detA hai|" aura phira eka vAra, ........ .. . . : . esI kI di kI jA~khoM se dekhatA huA parivAra chane jala se kumbha ko 'bhara kara Age bar3hA ki vahI purAnA sthAna jahA~ mATI lene AyA hai. zilpI kumbhakAra baha ! parivAra sahita kumbha ne kumbhakAra kA abhivAdana kiyA smRtiyA~ tAjI ho AI mAno pavana kA parasa pA kara saravara taraMgAcita ho aayaa| muka pATI :- RA

Page #504
kRtI-phulI dharato kahatI hai"mA~ sattA ko prasannatA haiM, beTA tumhArI unnati dekha kara mAna-hAriNI praNati dekha kr| 'pUta kA lakSaNa pAlane meM kahA thA na beTA, hamane usa samaya, jisa samaya tuma tamane merI AjJA kA pAlana kiyA jo kumbhakAra kA saMsarga kiyA sRjanazIta jIvana kA Adima sagaM huaa| jisakA saMsarga kiyA jAtA hai usake prati samarpaNa bhAva ho. usake caraNoM meM tIna jo ahaM kA utsagaM kiyA sajanazIla jIvana kA dvitIya sagaM huaa| samarpaNa ke bAda samarpita kI bar3I-bar3I parIkSAe~ hotI haiM aura ''suno ! kharI-kharI samIkSAe~ hotI haiM, tumane agni-parIkSA dI utsAha sAhasa ke sAtha jo upasarga sahana kiyA, 4H2 :: muka pATI

Page #505
sRjanazIla jIvana kA tRtIya sagaM huaa| parIkSA ke bAda pariNAma nikalatA hI hai parAzrita-anusvAra, yAnI bindu-mAtra vaNaM-jIvana ko tumane UrdhvagAmI-UrdhvamukhI jAM svAcita visarga kiyA, so . sRjanazIla jIvana kA antiya sarva huaa| ... . . . . . . . . nisarga se hI sRja-dhAtu kI bhAMti bhinna-bhinna upasarga pA tumane svayaM ko jo nisarga kiyA, sRjanazIla jIvana kA vagAMtIta apavarga huaa|" dharatI kI bhAvanA ko suna kara kumbha sahita sabane kRtajJatA kI dRSTi se kumbhakAra kI ora dekhA, namratA kI mudrA meM kumbhakAra ne kahA mUka mArI :: 3

Page #506
''yaha saba RSi-santoM kI kRpA hai, unakI hI saMbA meM rata eka jaghanya sevaka hU~ mAtra, aura kucha nhiiN|" aura kucha hI dUrI para pAdapa ke nIce pASANa-phalaka para AsIna nIrAga sAdhu kI ora savakA dhyAna AkRSTa karatA hai ki turanta sAdara Akara pradakSiNA ke sAtha sabane praNAma kiyA pUjya-pAda ke pada-paMkajoM meN| pAdAbhiSeka huA, pAdodaka sara para lgaayaa| phira, cAtaka kI bhAMti guru-kRpA kI pratIkSA meM sb| kucheka pala rItate ki gurudeva kA mudita-mukha prasAda bA~Tane lagA, abhaya kA hAtha Upara uThA, jisameM bhAva bharA hai'zAzvata sukha kA tAbha ho' / isa para turanta AtaMkavAda ne kahA, ki "he svAmina ! 14:: mUka pArTI

Page #507
samagra saMsAra hI duHkha se bharapUra hai, vahA~ sukha hai, para vaiSayika aura vaha bhI kSaNika ! yaha to anubhUta huA hameM, parantu akSaya - sukha para vizvAsa hI nahIM rahA hai; hA~ hA~ !! yadi avinazvara-sukha pAne ke bAda Apa svayaM usa sukha ko hameM dikhA sako usa viSaya meM apanA anubhava batA sako ''to sambhava hai hama bhI vizvasta ho Apa-jaisI sAdhanA ko jIvana meM apanA sakeM, anyathA mana kI bAta mana meM hI raha jAegI isalie 'tumhArI bhAvanA pUrI ho' aise vacana do hameM, bar3I kRpA hogI hama pr| dala kI dhAraNA ko suna kara mRdu-muskAle santa ne kahA muka mATI :: 48

Page #508
pravacana denA use, kintu kabhI kisI ko bhUla kara svapna meM bhI vacana nahIM denA | asambhava kAraNa suno! gurudeva ne mujhe kala kucha dizA-bAMdha cAhatA ho tAM'''' mitamita-miSTa vacanoM meM 16 ya kabhI kisI kA cavana nahIM denA, kyoMki tumane guru ko vacana diyA hai : ! ! ha cA~da kAI bhavya bholA-bhAlA bhUlA bhaTakA apane mI kI gAva vinIta mAtra se bharA dUsarI bAta hai ki vandhana saMpadA, bhana aura vacana kA Agara jAnA hI pAda hai| isI mokSa kI zuddha dazA meM glazvarI hai jise

Page #509
prApta hone ke bAda, yahAM saMsAra meM AnA kaise sambhava hai tuma hI batA do ! dugdha kA vikAsa hotA haiM phira anta meM ghRta kA vilAsa hotA hai, kintu ghRta kA dugdha ke rUpa meM lauTa AnA sambhava hai kyA ? tuma hI batA do ! dala kI bhAva-bhaMgimA ko dekha kara punaH santa ne kahA ki"isa para bhI yadi tumheM zramaNa-sAdhanA ke viSaya meM aura akSaya sukha-sambandha meM vizvAsa nahIM ho rahA ho to phira aba antima kucha kahatA hU~ ki, kSetra kI nahIM, AcaraNa kI dRSTi se maiM jahA~ para haiM vahA~ A kara dekho mujhe, tumheM hoMgI merI sahI-sahIM pahavAna kyoMki Upara se nIce dekhane se mujha pATI :. 187

Page #510
mujhe cakkara AtA hai aura nIce se Upara kA anumAna lagabhaga galata nikalatA hai| isIlie ina zabdoM para vizvAsa lAo, hA~, hA~ !! vizvAsa ko anubhUti milegI avazya milegI magara mArga meM nahIM, maMjila para !" ..... aura .. . mahA-mauna meM DUbate hue santa aura mAhaula ko animeSa nihAratI-sI "mUka maattii|