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________________ prastuti pyAsa jIvana kI zAzvata apekSA hai aura jala usakA cirakAlIna smaadhaan| kaMTha aura hoThoM meM prakaTa hone vAlI yaha pyAsa antima pyAsa nahIM hai| eka pyAsa isase bhI gahare meM hai| vaha isase adhika tIvra hai| vaha itanI gUr3ha hai ki usake samAdhAna kI dizA abhI anAvRta nahIM hai| usake samAhita hone para manuSya kA hara caraNa tRpti aura sukha kI anubhUti ke nIlotpala kA sparza karate hue Age bar3hatA hai aura usakI asamAhita dazA meM mAnavIya caraNa kleza aura klAMti kI kaMTakAkIrNa patha kI anubhUti meM vidIrNa ho jAtA hai| niyati kA kitanA krUra vyaMgya hai ki manuSya ko sAdhana-sAmagrI upalabdha hai, kintu usakI anubhUti kA mahAsrota upalabdha nahIM hai| vaha hai. shaanti| zAnti cetanA kI nakArAtmaka sthiti nahIM hai| vaha mana kI mUrchA nahIM hai| vaha antaHkaraNa kI kriyAtmaka zakti hai| antaHkaraNa jaba antaHkaraNa kA sparza karatA hai, mana jaba mana meM vilIna hotA hai aura caitanya kA dIpa jaba caitanya ke sneha se pradIpta hotA hai taba kriyAtmaka zakti prakaTa hotI hai| vahI hai mana kI shaanti| zAnti kA prazna jitanA yugIna hai utanA hI prAcIna hai| isake zAzvata svara ko zravya karane kA yaha vinamra prayatna Apake hAthoM meM hai| isakI mAMga bhI utanI hI hai jitanI zAnti kI hai| isakI mAMga usa cAha kI pUrti kA nimitta bana sake, isake atirikta mere lie abhilaSaNIya kyA ho sakatA hai? AcArya mahAprajJa
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________________ anukrama __ maiM aura merA mana 1. maiM 2. mAnasika stara para ubharate prazna 3. svAbhAvikatA ke sApekSa mUlya 4. satya kyA hai? 5. sUkSma kI samasyA 6. bauddhika stara para ubharate prazna 7. merA astitva 8. aindriyika stara para ubharate prazna 6. sukha kI jijJAsA 10. mana kI caMcalatA kA prazna 11. manovikAsa kI bhUmikAeM 12. vyakti aura samAja 13. sAmUhikatA ke bIca tairatI anekatA 14. kyA maiM svataMtra hUM? 15. ahiMsA kA Adi-bindu 16. ahiMsA kA artha 17. ahiMsA kI anusyUti 18. sApekSa satya dharma-krAnti 1. dharma / ka : kalpanAeM tIna
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________________ 67 84 7 2. dharma aura saMsthAgata dharma 3. dharma kI AtmA-ekatva yA samata 4. dharma kA pahalA pratibimba-naitikatA 5. adhyAtma se vicchinna dharma kA artha adharma kI vijaya 6. duHkha-mukti kA AzvAsana 7. dharma kI kasauTI 8 dharma kA rekhAcitra 6. kyA dharma zraddhAgamya hai? 10. dharma aura upAsanA 11. dharma kI paribhASA 12. dharma : vaijJAnika yA avaijJAnika 13. yama aura niyama 14. vrata kI zakti 15. ghere kI zakti 16. kSamA 17. mukti 18 Arjava 16. mArdava 104 20. lAghava 106 21. satya 108 22. saMyama 110 23. tapa 112 24. tyAga 113 25. brahmacarya 26. kalA aura kalAkAra 117 27. AsthA kA ekAMgI aMcala 128 28. satya, sampradAya aura paramparA 26. zAzvata satya aura yugIna satya 30. Agraha aura anAgraha 128 31. adhyAtma-vindu 102 115 123 126 126
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________________ 137 141 mAnasika zAnti ke solaha sUtra vyaktigata sAdhanA ke ATha sUtra : 1. udara-zuddhi 2. indriya-zuddhi 3. prANApAna-zuddhi 4. apAna vAyu aura manaHzuddhi 5. snAyavika tanAva kA visarjana 6. granthi-mokSa 7. saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa 8. mAnasika ekAgratA 147 150 154 158 va : sAmudAyika sAdhanA ke ATha sUtra : 183 186 161 1. sat-vyavahAra 2. prema kA vistAra 3. mamatva kA visarjana yA vistAra 4. sahAnubhUti 5. sahiSNutA 6. nyAya kA vikAsa 7. paristhiti kA prabodha 8. sarvAMgINa dRSTikoNa 6. nigamana 15 166 203 206 212
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________________ 1. maiM maiM muni huuN| AcAryazrI tulasI kA varada hasta mujhe prApta hai| merA muni-dharma jar3a kriyAkANDa se anusyUta nahIM hai| merI AsthA usa munitva meM hai jo bujhI huI jyoti na ho| merI AsthA usa munitva meM hai, jahAM AnaMda kA sAgara hiloreM bhara rahA ho| merI AsthA usa munitva meM hai, jahAM zakti kA srota satata pravAhI ho| maiM eka paramparA kA anugamana karatA hUM, kintu usake gatizIla tattvoM ko sthitizIla nahIM maantaa| maiM zAstroM se lAbhAnvita hotA hUM, kintu unakA bhAra Dhone meM vizvAsa nahIM krtaa| mujhe jo dRSTi prApta huI hai, usameM atIta aura vartamAna kA viyoga nahIM hai, yoga hai| mujhe jo cetanA prApta huI hai, vaha tana-mana ke bheda se pratibaddha nahIM hai| mukta hai, mujhe jo sAdhanA milI hai, vaha satya kI pUjA nahIM karatI, zalya-cikitsA karatI hai| satya kI niraMkuza jijJAsA hI merA jIvana-dharma hai| vahI merA munitva hai| maiM use cAdara kI bhAMti or3he hue nahIM huuN| vaha bIja kI bhAMti mere antastala se aMkurita ho rahA hai| eka dina bhAratIya loga pratyakSAnubhUti kI dizA meM gatizIla the| aba vaha vega avaruddha ho gayA hai| Aja kA bhAratIya mAnasa parokSAnubhUti se pratAr3ita hai| vaha bAhara se artha kA RNa hI nahIM le rahA hai, cintana kA RNa bhI le rahA hai| usakI zaktihInatA kA yaha svataH sphUrta sAkSya hai| merI Adima, madhyama aura antima AkAMkSA yahI hai ki maiM Aja ke bhArata ko parokSAnubhUti kI pratAr3anA se bacAne aura pratyakSAnubhUti kI ora le jAne meM apanA yoga duuN|
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________________ 2 maiM merA mana : merI zAnti :: 2. mAnasika stara para ubharate prazna 'rAta kI velA thI / maiM baiThA thA aura mere sAmane bijalI jala rahI thI / usakA pravAha gayA aura ghanA aMdhakAra chA gyaa| do pala meM phira usakA pravAha AyA aura phira prakAza ho gyaa| dasa minaTa meM aisI tIna-cAra AvRttiyAM huiiN| maiMne socA, prakAza svAbhAvika nahIM hai, vaha kRtrima hai / svAbhAvika hai aMdhakAra / usakA na koI zaktisrota (pAvara hAusa) hai aura na hI usake lie koI baTana dabAnA hotA hai / hara koI samajha sakatA hai ki vaha kRtrima nahIM hai| prakAza ke lie kitanA cAhie - bijalI - ghara, vidyutpravAha, pradIpa Adi bahuta kuch| 1 1 maiMne phira socA, manuSya kaisA AgrahI hai, jo svAbhAvika hai, usase dUra bhAgatA hai aura jo svAbhAvika nahIM hai, usake lie prayatna karatA hai kSamA svAbhAvika nahIM hai / svAbhAvika hai krodha / pratikUla vAtAvaraNa meM krodha sahaja hI ubhara AtA hai / kSamA sahaja hI prApta nahIM hotI / usake lie cirakAlIna abhyAsa karanA hotA hai aura abhyAsa karane para bhI anagina bAra krodha kSamA ko parAjita kara detA hai / maiMne mana-hI-mana socA - maiM muni hUM aura muni hone ke kAraNa upadeSTA bhI huuN| maiM janatA ko sambodhita kara rahA hUM ki vaha kSamA kare / maiMne kSamA karane ke lie aneka bAra janatA ko sambodhita kiyA hai krodha karane ke lie use kabhI sambodhita nahIM kiyaa| phira bhI vaha jitanI bAra aura jitanA krodha karatI hai, utanI bAra aura utanI kSamA nahIM karatI to phira isakA kyA hetu hai ki maiM use kSamA ke lie bAra-bAra sambodhita karUM? maiMne dekhA, eka AdamI bahuta DaratA hai / vaha Dara kA vAtAvaraNa upasthita hone para hI nahIM DaratA kintu mAnasika kalpanA se bhI DaratA 1 / vaha jIvita hai / vAstavika mauta usakI nahIM ho rahI hai, phira bhI vaha kAlpanika mauta se DaratA hai aura bahuta bAra DaratA hai / maiMne use samajhAyA ki vaha Dare nahIM / mauta eka dina nizcita hai, DaregA to bhI aura na DaregA to bhii| Dara ke binA jo mauta AegI, vaha duHkhada nahIM hogI / jo Dara ke sAtha AegI, vaha bhayaMkara hogii| itanA samajhAne para bhI vaha jitanA
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________________ mAnasika stara para ubharate prazna 3 bhIru hai, utanA abhaya nahIM hai / isa paristhiti ke saMdarbha meM maiM phira usI rekhA para pahuMcatA hUM ki bhaya svAbhAvika hai, abhaya svAbhAvika nahIM hai / kAla kI lambI zRMkhalA meM aneka tattvavid hue haiN| unhoMne gAyA hai - 'kAma ! maiM merA rUpa jAnatA hUM / tU saMkalpa se utpanna hotA hai| maiM terA saMkalpa hI nahIM karUMgA, phira tU mere mana kI paridhi meM kaise AegA ? kintu aise gIta gAne vAle bhI usase aneka bAra parAjita hue haiM | brahmacarya ke lie jisa kaThora saMyama kI sAdhanA hai, use dekha hara koI isa niSkarSa para pahuMca sakatA hai ki abrahmacarya svAbhAvika hai, brahmacarya svAbhAvika nahIM hai / maiM nahIM samajha sakA - yaha kyA hai aura kyoM hai ki jisa vastu ke prati sahaja AkarSaNa hai, use hama heya mAna baiThe haiM aura jisake prati hamArA sahaja AkarSaNa nahIM hai use upAdeya / AkarSaNa usa vastu ke prati hotA hai, jisakI AvazyakatA hameM anubhUta hotI hai| anna aura jala kI AvazyakatA pratyakSa anubhUta hai / duniyA ke kisI bhI aMcala meM koI kisI ko yaha upadeza nahIM detA ki tuma anna khAo, jala pIo / anna khAnA aura jala pInA jarUrI hai / yadi tuma aisA nahIM karoge to tumheM pachatAvA karanA hogaa| 'maiM saugaMdha khAkara kahatA hUM ki tuma anna khAo, jala pIo; tumheM sukha milegA' - yaha kahate maiMne kisI ko nahIM sunA / upadeza kI jarUrata kyA hai ? bhUkha lagatI hai to vaha apane Apa roTI khAtA hai / pyAsa lagatI hai to vaha apane Apa pAnI pItA hai| bhUkha lagane para na khAne se kaSTa hotA hai aura khAne se sukha milatA hai| hara AdamI cAhatA hai ki kaSTa na ho, sukha mile| isalie vaha khAtA hai| khAne ke prati isIlie AkarSaNa hai ki usake binA kaSTa hotA hai, ghuTane Tika jAte haiM, kAma nahIM calatA / maiM Apase pUchUM- kyA Apako dharma kI AvazyakatA kA anubhava hotA hai? kyA usake binA Apako kaSTa hotA hai ? ghuTane Tika jAte haiM ? ApakA kAma nahIM calatA? aisA anubhava nahIM hai| yadi usakI AvazyakatA kA pratyakSa anubhava hotA to usake lie upedaza dene kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| sauMgaMdha khA-khAkara dharma kI prazaMsA ke pula bAMdhane Avazyaka nahIM hote| aisA hotA hai, isIlie hama isa niSkarSa para pahuMcate
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________________ 4 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti haiM ki dharma svAbhAvika nahIM hai| svAbhAvika vaha hai jo zarIra kI mAMga hai| svAbhAvika vaha hai jo mana kI mAMga hai| jIvana aura kyA hai? deha aura mana kA saMyoga hI jIvana hai| jIvana kI paribhASA hai, svAbhAvika mAMga kI puurti| kyA dharma jIvana kI svAbhAvika mAMga hai? maiM dekhatA hUM ki hajAroM varSoM se hajAroM vyaktiyoM ne asvAbhAvika ko svAbhAvika banAne kA prayatna kiyA hai, phira bhI vaha pASANa-rekhA miTa nahIM skii| Aja bhI AhAra, nIMda aura maithuna ke prati vahI AkarSaNa hai, jo hajAroM varSa pahale thaa| upavAsa, jAgaraNa aura brahmacarya se Aja bhI manuSya utanA hI katarAtA hai, jitanA hajAroM varSa pahale katarAtA thaa| lar3AI, ghRNA aura zoka utane hI priya haiM, jitane hajAroM varSa pahale the| zAnti, prema aura prasannatA se vaha Aja bhI utanA hI dUra hai, jitanA hajAroM varSa pahale thaa| ___Apa pUchege-isa sUraja ne kiyA kyA? vaha pratidina nIla nabha meM camakatA hai, phira bhI aMdhakAra hai aura vaha vaisA hI hai| yaha prakRti dvandva ko cAhatI hai| isIlie aMdhakAra bhI hai aura prakAza bhI hai| sUraja becArA kyA kare? __ Apa pUchege-ina auSadhoM ne kyA kiyA? jaise-jaise unakA prayoga bar3hA hai, vaise-vaise bImAriyAM bar3hI haiN| yaha prakRti dvandva ko cAhatI hai| isIlie bImAriyAM bhI haiM aura auSadha bhI haiN| vaidya becArA kyA kare? 3. svAbhAvikatA ke sApekSa mUlya sAMjha kI velA thii| sUraja abhI AkAza para thaa| acAnaka bAdala aae| AkAzasahita sUraja AvRta ho gyaa| bUMdeM girane lgiiN| dekhate-dekhate dhArA-saMpAta ho claa| bijalI kauNdhii| ole barasane lge| maiM dekhatA hUM, sAmane per3a para eka bandara baiThA hai| vaha ThaMDa ke mAre ThiThura rahA hai| maiM tatkAla sudUra atIta kI ora lauTa claa| maiMne socA, Aja AdamI bhI aise hI ThiThuratA, yadi usameM zUnya ko bharane kA caitanya aura pauruSa nahIM hotaa| zUnya svAbhAvika hai| para prabuddha manuSya ne use sadA cunautI dI hai aura use bharA hai| gaganacumbI aTTAlikAoM kA nirmANa prakRti para manuSya
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________________ svAbhAvikatA ke sApekSa mUlya 5 kI mahAn vijaya hai| ___maiMne dekhA, cUlhe meM Aga jala rahI hai| dUdha ubala rahA hai| AMca teja huii| dUdha meM uphAna aayaa| pAsa meM baiThI yuvatI ne jala ke chIMTe ddaale| uphAna zAnta ho gyaa| phira uphAna aura phira jala ke chIMTe-tIna-cAra AvRttiyoM ke bAda dUdha kA pAtra nIce utAra liyA gyaa| ubalate dUdha kA uphananA svAbhAvika hai| kyA svAbhAvika ko cunautI die binA manuSya kA pauruSa prajvalita nahIM hotA? maiM mana-hI-mana soca rahA thaa| na jAne kisa ajJAta dizA ne mukhara svara meM kahA-hara pauruSa prakRti ko cunautI hai| vaha dekara hI manuSya dUdha pI sakatA hai| ___maiM Upara kI donoM ghaTanAoM ke saMdarbha meM dekhatA hUM-hamArI dRzya-sRSTi meM svAbhAvika vahI hai, jise pauruSa kI cunautI nahIM milI hai| usake milate hI jo 'hai' vaha 'hotA hai' ke AkAra meM badala jAtA hai| 'hai' aura 'hone' ke bIca kI jo dUrI hai, vahI puruSa hai| 'hai' aura 'hone' ke bIca kI dUrI ko jo ghaTAtA hai, vaha pauruSa hai| manuSya hai' kI apekSA 'honA hai' ko adhika pasanda karatA hai| isIlie usakA sanAtana svara hai-'puruSa! tU parAkrama kr|' maiM sAgara ke taTa para baiThA-baiThA atala gaharAI meM chipI huI usakI AtmA ko nihAra rahA thaa| maiMne dekhA, usI kSaNa sAmane kI ora se UrmiyAM AyIM aura merI chAyA se TakarAkara phira asIma vistAra kI ora lauTa giiN| kyA maiM ise svIkAra karUM ki sAgara meM UrmiyoM kA honA svAbhAvika nahIM hai? kyA yaha svIkAra satya ke sAtha AMkha-micaunI jaisA nahIM hogA? kyA meM usase lAbhAnvita hoUMgA? sAgara kA honA aura UrmiyoM kA na honA vaisA hI asat hai, jaisA ki sUrya kA honA aura dina kA na honaa| kyA maiM isa tathya ko svIkAra karUM ki deha ke sAgara meM mana kA jala hilore bhara rahA hai, kintu usameM kAma, krodha aura bhaya kI UrmiyAM nahIM haiM? kyA isa svIkAra mAtra se maiM adhyAtma kI coTI para car3ha jAUMgA? maiM sacAI ko anAvRta karane meM jo lAbha dekhatA hUM, vaha AvRta karane meM nahIM dekhtaa| maiM kaMbala se lipaTA huA kamare ke eka pArzva maiM baiThA huuN| usakA eka daravAjA khulA hai| khir3akiyAM banda haiN| uttara kI barphIlI havA se
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________________ 6 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti sArA vAtAvaraNa prakaMpita ho rahA hai| maiM samAcArapatra meM par3ha rahA hUM ki ArkaTika mahAsAgara jama gayA hai| maiM baiThA-baiThA dekha rahA hUM ki usa barphIle sAgara meM UrmiyAM nahIM haiN| kyA maiM svIkAra karUM ki yaha sAgara ke svabhAva kA parivartana nahIM hai? kyA isa svIkAra se maiM satya ko anAvRta kara sakU~gA? sAgara kA saghana honA aura UrmiyoM kA na honA vaisA hI sat hai jaisA ki sUrya ke astitva meM aMdhakAra kA na honaa| kyA maiM isa tathya ko svIkAra karUM ki deha ke sAgara kA jala jama gayA hai, usameM kAma, krodha aura bhaya bhI UrmiyAM nahIM haiM? mana kA saghana honA aura UrmiyoM kA na honA eka hI tathya kI svIkRti kI do bhASA-paddhatiyAM haiN| mana kA jala kendrIkaraNa kI prakriyA se saghana ho jAtA hai aura UrmiyAM zAnta ho jAtI haiN| maiM abhI kendrIkaraNa kI prakriyA nahIM batA rahA hUM, kintu yaha batA rahA hUM ki svAbhAvika ko badala denA puruSa kA pauruSa hai| isIlie yaha sanAtana-svara vAyumaNDala meM pratidhvanita hotA rahA hai-'puruSa! tU parAkrama kr|' puruSa isIlie mahAn hai ki usameM pauruSa hai| pauruSa isIlie mahAn hai ki use svAbhAvika maiM parivartana lAne kI kSamatA prApta hai| prabuddha aura parAkramI puruSa jo 'hai' usI se santuSTa nahIM hotA, kintu jo 'honA hai' usI ora gatizIla rahatA hai| yaha gatizIlatA hI svAbhAvika ko asvAbhAvika aura asvAbhAvika ko svAbhAvika banA detI hai| svAbhAvikatA sthiti-sApekSa anubhUti hai| usakA nirapekSa rUpa hamArI pratyakSAnubhUti meM nahIM hai| maiMne dekhA, eka AdamI khujalA rahA hai aura lahUluhAna ho rahA hai| maiMne usase pUchA- 'ghAva par3a rahe haiM, phira kyoM khujalAte ho? usane sahaja madrA meM uttara diyA-'khajalAne meM bahuta Ananda hai|' maiM usake uttara se sahamata nahIM ho skaa| maiM yaha samajhane meM asamartha rahA ki khajalAne meM bhI koI Ananda hai| maiM phira thor3e gahare meM gyaa| merI buddhi ne svIkRti de dI, vaha ThIka kaha rahA thaa| khujalAne meM jo AnandAnubhUti hai, use vahI jAna sakatA hai, jo khujalI ke kITANuoM se AkrAnta hai| maiM una kITANuoM se mukta hUM, isalie usake Ananda kI bhUmikA taka kaise pahuMca sakatA hUM?
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________________ svAbhAvikatA ke sApekSa mUlya 7 kyA abrahma aura brahma kI sthiti isase bhinna hai? abrahmacarya ke kITANuoM se AkrAnta vyakti ko bhoga meM AnandAnubhUti hotI hai, kintu usa vyakti ko nahIM hotI, jo una kITANuoM se anAkrAnta hai| ___ maiM Apase pUchatA hUM, kyA bhUkha lagane para khAnA sukha hai ? maiM nahIM samajha sakA, yaha koI sukha hai| bhUkha kyA hai? jo jaTharAgni kI pIr3A hai, vahI bhUkha hai| yaha roja kI bImArI hai, isalie hama ise bImArI nahIM maante| jo pIr3A kabhI-kabhI hotI hai, use hama bImArI mAna lete haiN| maiM dekha rahA hUM eka AdamI jvara se pIr3ita hai| vaha davA le rahA hai| kyA davA lenA bhI koI sukha hai? yaha sukha nahIM hai, kintu roga kA pratikAra hai| maiM isI bhASA meM doharAnA cAhatA hUM ki roTI khAnA bhI sukha nahIM hai, kinta roga kA pratikAra hai| yaha sahI hai, sukha ke prati manuSya kA AkarSaNa hotA hai| yaha bhI utanA hI sahI hai-bahuta bAra manuSya asukha ko bhI sukha mAna baiThatA hai| jaise-jaise caitanya kI agrima bhUmikAeM vikasita hotI haiM, vaise-vaise vaha viparyaya nirasta hotA calA jAtA hai| svAbhAvika aura sukha kI mAnyatAeM bhI badala jAtI haiN| AkarSaNa kA kendra bhI koI nayA bana jAtA hai| vahI zAzvata svara phira kAnoM se TakarA rahA hai-'puruSa! tU parAkrama kr| parAkrama parivartana kI bhUmikA meM prasphuTita hotA hai| parivartana padArtha ke dharAtala para hI nahIM hotA, caitanya-jagat meM bhI hotA hai| jo hai, vahI svAbhAvika hai, isa svIkRti kA artha hotA hai, vikAsa kA avrodh| vikAsa ke krama meM svAbhAvikatA ke sApekSa mUlya badalate cale jAte haiN| manuSya ne isa krama ko svIkRti dI, isIlie vaha tAtkAlika AkramaNa se dIrghakAlIna samajhautA-vArtAlApa taka pahuMca gyaa| vaha caitanya jagat meM bhI vikAsa kI usa bhUmikA taka pahuMca sakatA hai, jahAM usakI svAbhAvikatA ko koI dUsarI svAbhAvikatA cunautI na de ske| yahI hai usakA astitva-bodha, jo pratyakSAnubhUti se satata pravAhita hotA rahA hai|
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________________ 8 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti 4. satya kyA hai? tumheM isakA acaraja hai, ki maiM AtmA ko nahIM maantaa| mujhe isakA acaraja hai ki tuma AtmA ko nahIM jAnate, phira bhI mAnate ho ki vaha hai| kyA tumane kabhI dekhA ki AtmA hai? kyA dekhe binA koI jAna sakatA hai ki vaha hai? jAnatA vahI hai, jo dekhatA hai| jo jAnatA hai, vaha mAnatA nahIM aura jo mAnatA hai, vaha jAnatA nhiiN| tumane mAna rakhA hai ki AtmA hai| isase tumheM prakAza kaba milA? tumheM prakAza taba milatA, jaba tuma jAna pAte ki AtmA hai| maiMne mAna rakhA hai ki AtmA nahIM hai| isase mujhe andhakAra kaba milA? mujhe andhakAra taba milatA, jaba maiM jAna pAtA ki AtmA nahIM hai| tuma bhI mAna rahe ho aura maiM bhI mAna rahA huuN| mAnanA Akhira mAnanA hI to hai| lo, maiM tumheM eka kahAnI sunAUM eka gRha-svAminI ne apane naukara se kahA- 'jAo, bAjAra se ghI le aao|' vaha bolA-'maiM isa samaya nahIM jA sktaa| mujhe aMdhere meM Dara lagatA hai|' gaha-svAminI bolI-'tuma yaha mAna lo ki Dara kucha bhI nahIM hai|' becArA claa| sIr3hiyoM se hI phira lauTa aayaa| gRha-svAminI ne phira vahI upAya btaayaa| vaha phira calA aura phira bIca meM se hI lauTa aayaa| tIsarI bAra phira upadeza milaa| vaha sIr3hiyoM se nIce utarA aura do hI kSaNoM meM bharA bartana lA gRha-svAminI ke sAmane rakha diyaa| usane pUchA-'kyA ghI le Ae? naukara bolA-'hAM, le aayaa|' usane sUMghakara kahA- 'are! ghI kahAM? yaha to gadhe kA mUtra hai|' naukara bolA-'tuma mAna lo yaha ghI hI hai|' vaha bolI-jo ghI nahIM, use maiM ghI kaise mAna lUM? naukara bolA-'mujhe Dara lagatA hai, taba maiM kaise mAna lUM ki Dara kucha bhI nahIM hai? yaha tarka ke prati tarka hai| mAnane kI duniyA meM aura hai hI kyA? tarka ke prati tarka aura phira tarka ke prati tarka aura taba taka tarka, jaba taka mAnanA samApta na ho jaae| maiM mAnatA hUM ki dharma jIvana kI svAbhAvika mAMga nahIM hai| tuma mAnate ho ki vaha jIvana kI svAbhAvika mAMga hai| ye donoM mAnyatAeM haiN| satya kyA hai? yaha tuma bhI nahIM jAnate
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________________ satya kyA hai? 6 aura maiM bhI nahIM jaantaa| ___maiM jaba-jaba jAnane ke sAdhanoM ke bAre meM socatA hUM to mujhe lagatA hai ki hamAre dArzanika bahuta bhrAnti meM haiN| unakI satya kI kalpanA mRgamarIcikA se adhika arthavAna nahIM hai| unhoMne kahA hai-satya atIndriya hai| maiM Apase kahUM hamAre pAsa jAnane ke do sAdhana haiM indriya aura mn| maiM nahIM samajha sakA, phira unhoMne yaha kisa jJAna se jAnA ki satya indriya aura mana se pare hai| hamAre kucha dArzanika indriya aura mana se jJAta hone vAle padArthoM ko mithyA mAnate haiM aura satya use mAnate haiM, jo inake dvArA nahIM jAnA jaataa| unakA mAnanA hai ki indriya aura mana kA jJAna saMzaya aura viparyaya se yukta hotA hai, isalie vaha abhrAnta nahIM hotaa| AMkha kA kAma dekhanA hai para vAtAvaraNa dhuMdhalA ho yA dUrI ho to patA nahIM lagatA, sAmane vAlA kauna hai, khaMbhA hai yA AdamI? sIpI para sUraja kI kiraNeM par3atI haiM, taba jAna par3atA hai ki vaha cAMdI hai| kapha bar3ha jAtA hai, taba mIThI cIja bhI kar3avI lagatI hai aura sAMpa-kATe ko nIma bhI mIThA lagatA hai| hara indriya kA jJAna bAharI vAtAvaraNa aura paristhiti se itanA prabhAvita hotA hai ki usase vAstavika satya jAnA hI nahIM jA sktaa| __ indriya kI bhAMti mana bhI saMzaya aura viparyaya ke jAla meM phaMsA rahatA hai| kyA prazaMsA se peTa bharatA hai? nahIM bharatA, phira bhI AdamI usake lie khAlI peTa raha jAtA hai| ___ gAlI ke prati gAlI dene meM sukha kI anubhUti hotI hai| dUsare ko apane se choTA mAnane meM sukha milatA hai| samajhe Apa unakA tarka? isI tarka ke sahAre ve kahate haiM ki indriya aura mana vAstavika satya ko nahIM jAna skte| isI dRSTi ke AdhAra para ve kahate haiM ki indriya aura mana kA sukha vAstavika nahIM hai| para maiM Apase pUchU-kyA hamAre pAsa vAstavikatA kI koI kasauTI hai? indriya aura mana ke pare koI vAstavikatA hai to hogii| hama use kaise jAneM? hamAre pAsa unake atirikta jAnane kA koI sAdhana hI nhiiN| jo sAdhana haiM, unheM bhrAnta mAnakara unake nirNaya ko mithyA mAneM aura jo
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________________ 10 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti sAdhana nahIM haiM, una para vizvAsa kareM, kyA yaha bhrAnti nahIM hai? 5. sUkSma kI samasyA sUrya AkAza meM camaka rahA hai| maiMne dekhA, rAta ko asaMkhya nakSatra aura tAre AkAza meM TimaTimA rahe the, kintu aba eka bhI nahIM hai| sAre dIpa bujha gae haiN| kevala eka sUrya camaka rahA hai| kyA yaha satya hai? ___eka sarasarI nigAha meM yaha satya hai, kintu gaharAI meM yaha satya nahIM hai| satya yaha hai ki nakSatra aura tAre sUrya ke prakhara prakAza se AvRta haiM, astitvahIna nahIM haiN| kyA koI astitva kabhI vinaSTa hotA hai? kyA jo hai, vaha cira bhaviSya meM nahIM hogA? kyA jo hai, vaha cira-atIta meM nahIM thA jo hai, vaha sadA thA aura sadA hogaa| jo pahale nahIM thA aura Age nahIM hogA vaha Aja bhI nahIM ho sktaa| maiM dekha rahA hUM, jo per3a patajhar3a meM naMgA thA, vaha vasaMta meM lahalahA rahA hai| jo vasaMta meM lahalahA rahA thA, vaha patajhar3a meM naMgA hai| naMgA honA aura lahalahAnA per3a kA astitva nahIM hai| ye usake astitva kI abhivyaktiyAM haiN| jIvana aura mRtyu hamArA astitva nahIM hai| ye hamAre astitva kI abhivyaktiyAM haiN| jo vyakta hai, vaha astitva nahIM hai| vaha astitva kI Urmi-mAlA hai| astitva usake nIce hai| indriya aura mana Urmi-mAlA ke mAdhyama se hI astitva taka pahuMca pAte haiN| isIlie unakI svIkRti yA asvIkRti pratyakSAnubhUti kI svIkRti yA asvIkRti nahIM hotii| khir3akI kI jAlI se chana-chanakara sUrya kI razmiyAM A rahI haiN| unake Aloka meM maiM asaMkhya gatizIla rajakaNoM ko dekha rahA hUM jo kucha kSaNa pUrva upalabdha nahIM the| dhvani-grahaNa kA phItA ghUma rahA hai| maiM pUrva-paricita dhvani suna rahA huuN| kucha kSaNa pUrva yaha dhvani upalabdha nahIM thii| sUkSma jaba sthUla banatA hai, AvRta jaba anAvRta hotA hai aura dUrastha jaba nikaTastha hotA hai, taba avyakta vyakta aura anupalabdha upalabdha ho jAtA hai|
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________________ sUkSma kI samasyA 11 maiM prakAza meM dekhatA hUM, vaha dhuMdhale meM nahIM dekha paataa| sUkSmavIkSaNa se dekhatA hUM, vaha korI AMkha se nahIM dekha paataa| yaha tAratamya mujhe usa koTi taka le jAtA hai ki maiM anAvRta jJAna se dekha sakatA hUM, vaha sUkSmavIkSaNa se nahIM dekha sktaa| ___ jahAM tAratamya hai, vahAM 'antimettha' bhI hai| vahI satya kI upalabdhi kA antima sAdhana hai| vahI bhAratIya darzana kI bhASA meM atIndriya jJAna hai| usakI bhUmikA para se hI yaha kahA jAtA hai ki satya vahI nahIM hai, jo vyakta, sthUla, anAvRta aura nikaTastha hai| jo avyakta, sUkSma, AvRta aura dUrastha hai, vaha bhI satya hai| maiM pratibhA kI khir3akI ko kholakara jhAMkatA hUM, taba mere sAmane satya AkAza kI bhAMti ananta aura asIma hotA hai| aura jaba maiM indriya aura mana ke kivAr3oM se pratibhA kI khir3akiyoM ko banda kara jhAMkatA hUM, taba mere sAmane satya banda kamare kI bhAMti sAnta aura sasIma ho jAtA hai| usa banda kamare meM maiM mAnyatA (parokSAnubhUti) ke vAtavalaya se ghirA hotA huuN| eka dina maiM apalaka AkAza kI ora nihAra rahA thaa| merI tAttvika mAnyatA kI bhASA ne mujhe smRti dilAI, AkAza asIma hai| usI kSaNa vyAvahArika mAnyatA kI bhASA ne usakA prativAda kiyA, AkAza sasIma hai| maiM dvividhA meM phaMsa gyaa| mere sAmane praznacihna ubhara gayA, kyA AkAza asIma hai yA sasIma? maiM lambe samaya taka usa praznacihna ko par3hatA rhaa| acAnaka khatare kA bhoMpU baja utthaa| vimAnavedhI topoM ne goliyAM dAganI zurU kara diiN| zAMta vAtAvaraNa tumula meM badala gyaa| yaha saba kyoM huA, maiMne sahaja hI jijJAsA kii| mujhe uttara milA, hamArI sImA meM zatru ke vimAna ghusa Ae haiN| unheM dhvasta kiyA jA rahA hai| dharatI kI sImA se hamAre pUrvaja paricita the| samudrI sImA se bhI ve paricita ho gae the| dharatI aura samudra-donoM asIma haiN| isalie unheM sImA meM bAMdhanA unako svAbhAvika lagA hogaa| AkAza meM sImA kI kalpanA unhoMne nahIM kI hogii| isa cintana ke anantara hI merI dRSTi nyAyazAstra kI sImA meM jA attkii| vahAM mujhe ghaTAkAza, paTAkAza, gRhAkAza jaise zabda-vinyAsa mile| aba maiM isa tathya ko asvIkAra nahIM kara sakA ki AkAza sasIma hai|
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________________ 12 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti ___maiM yadi tarka-prabuddha hotA to isa satya kI upalabdhi se saMtuSTa ho jaataa| kintu maiM dekhanA cAhatA thA, isalie isa upalabdhi ne mujhe santoSa nahIM diyaa| maiM darzana kI bhUmikA meM pahuMca tarka ke vAtavalaya se mukta ho gyaa| vahAM mujhe dikhA, AkAza asIma hai| AkAza asIma hai, yaha usakA astitva hai aura merA drshn| AkAza sasIma hai, yaha astitva aura mamatva kA yoga hai aura merA zabda-bodha hai| manuSya ne jahAM astitva ko mamatva se Abaddha kiyA hai, vahAM asIma sImA meM baMdhA hai| yaha sImAkaraNa manuSya kI kRti hai, AkAza kA vAstavika astitva nahIM hai| ghaTa hai taba taka ghaTAkAza hai| ghaTa phUTA aura ghaTAkAza vilIna ho gyaa| usake sAtha-sAtha AkAza ko sasIma mAnane kI merI buddhi bhI vilIna ho gii| aba mujhe spaSTa dIkha rahA hai ki AkAza kevala AkAza hai aura vaha sImAyukta nahIM hai| use sasIma mAnanA Urmi-mAlA se pratiphalita mAnyatA hai, astitva kA vAstavika bodha nahIM hai| ____ Apa pUcha sakate haiM, ghaTAkAza kI mAnyatA kaise hai? vaha apanA kAma kara rahA hai-jala ko TikAe hue hai| hama mukta AkAza ko ghaTa mAneM aura usameM jala DAleM to vaha nIce gira jAegA, kahIM TikegA nhiiN| yaha hamArI mAnyatA ho sakatI hai| kintu jisameM jala TikA huA hai, vaha kevala mAnyatA nahIM ho sktii| maiM mAnyatA ke do stara dekha rahA hUM-eka kAlpanika aura dUsarA parivartana se smutpnn| mukta AkAza meM ghaTAkAza kA samAropaNa mAnyatA kA kAlpanika stara hai| ghaTAkAza kA bodha mAnyatA kA parivartana se samutpanna stara hai| pahalA stara vartamAna AkAra meM asat hai| dUsarA stara vartamAna AkAra meM sat hai| kintu vAstavika astitva kI maryAdA yaha hai ki AkAza AkAza hai aura vaha asIma hai! maiM dekha rahA hUM, eka cir3iyA darpaNa para coMca mAra rahI hai| vaha vastusthiti se anajAna hai| isalie vaha apane pratibimba ko apanA pratipakSa mAna rahI hai, yadi vaha vastusthiti ko jAna pAtI to apane pratibimba ko apanA pratipakSa nahIM maantii| rAta kA samaya hai| koI manuSya daur3A jA rahA hai| usane dekhA, usake sAtha-sAtha koI dUsarA vyakti daur3a rahA hai| vaha bhayabhIta ho mudd'aa| usake
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________________ sUkSma kI samasyA 13 sAtha dUsarA vyakti bhI mur3a gyaa| vaha jidhara ghUmA, udhara dUsarA bhI ghUma gyaa| vaha bhaya se ghira gyaa| usake paira vahIM ruka ge| yadi vaha jAna pAtA to apanI chAyA se bhayAkrAnta nahIM hotA / cir3iyA apane pratibimba ko apanA pratipakSa mAnatI hai / usameM ajJAna kA ghanA aMdhakAra hai| manuSya apanI chAyA se DaratA hai / usameM moha kA ghanA aMdhakAra hai / dIvAra ke usa pAra koI bola rahA haiN| maiM use pahacAna letA hUM / usameM parokSAnubhUti kA aMdhakAra hai| mAnane ke nIce vaise hI aMdhakAra hotA hai, jaise dIpaka ke tala meM aNdhkaar| jAnanA vaise hI sarvataH prakAzamaya hotA hai, jaise sUrya / sUrya bAdaloM se ghirA hotA hai, prakAza maMda ho jAtA hai| jJAna AvaraNa aura vyavadhAna se ghirA hotA hai| jAnanA mAnane meM badala jAtA hai| sUrya ko maiM jAnatA hUM kintu mAnatA nahIM hUM / sumeru ko maiM mAnatA hUM kintu jAnatA nahIM hUM / astitva ke sAtha meM sIdhA samparka sthApita karatA hUM, vaha merA jAnanA hai-pratyakSAnubhUti hai / astitva ke sAtha maiM kisI mAdhyama se samparka sthApita karatA hUM, vaha merA mAnanA hai - parokSAnubhUti hai / prakAza jaise-jaise AvRta hotA jAtA hai, vaise-vaise maiM jAnane se mAnane kI ora jhukatA jAtA hUM / prakAza jaise-jaise anAvRta hotA jAtA hai, vaise-vaise maiM mAnane se jAnane kI ora bar3hatA jAtA hUM / mAnane se jAnane taka pahuMcanA bhAratIya darzana kA dhyeya hai, aura pahuMca jAnA astitva kA pratyakSa - bodha hai / maiM sUrya ko jAnatA hUM, usase sUrya kA astitva nahIM hai / bIhar3a jaMgaloM meM vikasita phUla ko maiM nahIM jAnatA, usase phUla kA anastitva nahIM hai / astitva apanI guNAtmaka sattA hai / vaha na jAnane - mAnane se banatI hai aura na na- jAnane-mAnane se vighaTita hotI hai / phUla kI upayogitA mere jAnane se niSpanna hotI hai aura na jAnane se vighaTita ho jAtI hai / upayogitA merA aura astitva kA yoga hai / astitva do kA yoga nahIM hai kintu vaha nirapekSa hai / 'maiM hUM' - yaha nirapekSa astitva hai| dUsare mujhe anubhava karate haiM, isalie maiM nahIM hUM kintu maiM hUM, isalie mujhe dUsare anubhava karate haiM / maiM apane Apa meM apanA anubhava karatA hUM, isIlie maiM hUM /
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________________ 14 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti 6. bauddhika stara para ubharate prazna maiM darzana kA vidyArthI rahA huuN| maiM mAnatA thA ki darzanazAstra ko par3he binA satya ko prApta nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| maiMne bhAratIya darzana pddh'e| pazcimI darzanoM kA bhI thor3A-bahuta adhyayana kiyaa| kintu aba maiM dekhatA hUM to mujhe lagatA hai ki unameM darzana nahIM hai, korA buddhivAda kA vyAyAma hai| yaha sacAI hai, manuSya kA sArA vikAsa buddhi para avalambita hai| vijJAna ne akalpita unnati kI hai| antarikSa meM yAna bheje haiN| eka yAna bhUmi se antarikSa meM ur3atA hai aura ThIka samaya para antarikSa se bhUmi para utara AtA hai| kyA yaha sacAI nahIM hai? vimAna-vedhI to sudUra antarikSa meM tairate hue vimAna ko mAra girAtI haiN| cAlaka-vihIna vimAna ThIka lakSya para bama barasA jAte haiN| kitane udAharaNa upasthita karUM! bIsavIM zatAbdI kA koI bhI AdamI isa pratyakSa ko AMkheM mUMdakara asvIkAra nahIM kara sktaa| phira bhI hamAre darzanazAstrI kahate haiM-jo dRzya hai, vaha satya nahIM hai, satya vaha hai jo adRzya hai| jo buddhigamya hai, vaha satya nahIM hai, satya vaha hai jo buddhi se pare hai| buddhi koI vicitra naTI hai| vaha na jAne kitane rUpa badalanA jAnatI hai| sArI lIlA usakI hai, phira bhI usane apane ko parde ke pIche rakhakara kisI aise jJAna kI kalpanA kI hai, jisakA manuSya se koI sambandha hI nahIM hai| mere mana kI jijJAsA hai, jisane yaha kahA ki jahAM buddhi samApta hotI hai, vahAM vAstavika jJAna kA Arambha hotA hai, vaha AdamI buddhimAn hai yA buddhizUnya? yadi vaha buddhimAna hai to usane jo kahA, vaha apanI buddhi se hI kahA hai| yadi vaha buddhizUnya hai to usane aisA kisa AdhAra para kahA? yadi usane satya kA sAkSAt kara kahA hai to aisA vahI kaha sakatA hai, jisane satya kA sAkSAt kiyA hai| hameM satya kA sAkSAt nahIM hai| hama vaha bAta kisa AdhAra para kaha sakate haiM? jisane satya ko buddhi se pare kahA, vaha AtmadarzI thA, use satya kA sAkSAt huA thA-yaha nirNaya hama kisase karate haiM? Atma-darzana hamAre pAsa nahIM hai, jisase hama isakI sacAI ko sAkSAt dekha skeN| hama usakI sacAI kA nirNaya apanI buddhi se karate haiN| isa prakAra hama ghUma-phirakara buddhi ke hI sAmrAjya meM
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________________ bauddhika stara para ubharate prazna 15 pahuMca jAte haiN| buddhi se prApta sacAI vAstavika sacAI nahIM hai aura buddhi se pare kI sacAI vAstavika hai, isakA nirNaya buddhi karatI hai| aba hamAre sAmane prazna yaha rahatA hai ki buddhi ke isa nirNaya ko hama vAstavika mAne yA avAstavika? maiM jaba apane zarIra kI ora nihAratA hUM to tatkAla mere saMskAra bola uThate haiM, yaha paudgalika hai, mujhase bhinna hai| maiM AtmA hUM, cetana huuN| yaha anAtmA hai, acetana hai| maiM avinAzI hUM, ajara-amara huuN| yaha vinazvara hai, jarA-maraNadharmA hai| zarIra aura AtmA ko bhinna dekhanA hI samyag-darzana hai| yahI vivekakhyAti hai aura yahI mokSa kA mArga hai| jaba-jaba yaha saMskAra jAgatA hai, taba-taba maiM raTatA hUM ki zarIra bhinna hai aura AtmA bhinna hai| kintu dUsare saMskAra ke jAgate hI yaha bhUla jAtA hUM ki AtmA bhinna hai aura zarIra bhinna hai| jaba kabhI cintana kI mudrA meM hotA hUM, taba socatA hUM kyA zarIra se bhinna koI Atmatattva hai? yadi hai to usakA astitva kahAM hai? yadi zarIra se bAhara hai to vaha agamya hai| zarIra se bAhara kabhI kahIM koI cetanA jJAta nahIM huI hai| yadi vaha zarIra ke bhItara hI hai to isakI puSTi kisase hotI hai ki vaha zarIra se bhinna hai| cetana aura acetana ke madhya aisI lakSmaNarekhA kisane khIMcI ki cetana cetana hI hai aura acetana acetana hii| acetana cetana nahIM ho sakatA aura cetana acetana nahIM ho sakatA, yaha kevala tarkazAstra kA niyama hai, yA isase kucha adhika bhI hai? hamAre tattvavidoM ne kahA hai-AtmA rathika hai, zarIra ratha hai| ratha ke bAre meM hameM koI sandeha nahIM hai| vaha sabake sAmane hai| jitanA sandeha hai, vaha saba rathika ke bAre meM hai| jo kahate haiM ki rathika hai, unhoMne bhI nahIM dekhA hai ki vaha hai aura jo kahate haiM ki rathika nahIM hai, unhoMne bhI nahIM dekhA hai ki vaha nahIM hai| jisane yaha prazna khar3A kiyA ki AtmA hai, taba usake pratipakSa meM yaha svara uThA ki vaha nahIM hai| buddhi kI sImA ko adhikRta karane ke lie Astika aura nAstika-donoM senAeM Amane-sAmane khar3I haiN| donoM ke pAsa tarka ke tIkhe tIra haiN| dekheM, aba kyA hotA hai?
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________________ 16 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti 7. merA astitva maiM phlU se grasta thA, isalie so rahA thaa| choTA gAMva, choTA makAna, mukta AkAza aura mukta mn| sAmane eka per3a thaa| ujalI dupaharI meM saba ke saba camaka rahe the| maiMne eka bAra per3a kI ora dRSTi DAlI aura dUsarI bAra AkAza kI or| virATa AkAza ke sAmane vaha per3a bahuta choTA laga rahA thaa| choTA kintu annt| AkAza kSetra aura kAla-donoM dRSTiyoM se ananta hai, kintu kAla kI dRSTi se per3a bhI ananta hai| usakA eka bhI aNu kabhI naSTa hone vAlA nahIM hai| vaha darzana ke isa zAzvata niyama se Abaddha hai "jo Aja hai, vaha atIta meM thA aura bhaviSya meM hogaa| jo pahale nahIM thA aura pazcAt nahIM hogA, vaha Aja bhI nahIM ho sktaa|" _AkAza aura per3a ko apane astitva ke bAre meM na sandeha hai aura na nishcy| phira bhI unakA astitva ananta aura abAdha hai| maiMne socA, isa vizva meM eka aNu bhI aisA nahIM hai jo Aja hai aura kala nahIM hogaa| to phira maiM apane astitva ke bAre meM kaise sandeha kara sakatA hUM? kyA maiM vizva-vyavasthA ke usa zAzvata niyama kA apavAda hUM? maiMne phira socA, jaba eka aNu bhI usakA apavAda nahIM hai taba maiM usakA apavAda kaise ho sakatA hUM? cintana aura Age bar3hA to maiMne socA, phira manuSya hI aisA abhAgA kyoM, jise apane astitva meM sandeha hai ? maiMne dekhA, manuSya kI cetanA per3a kI cetanA se vikasita hai, isalie use apane astitva ke bAre meM sandeha hotA hai aura usakI cetanA yogI kI cetanA kI bhAMti vikasita nahIM hai, isalie vaha apane astitva kI anantatA kA nizcaya nahIM kara pAtA hai| isa prakAra vaha sandeha kI pITha para car3hakara bhI nizcaya kI coTI taka nahIM pahuMca pAtA hai|| isa duniyA meM kucha satya sthUla haiM, kucha sUkSma aura kucha amUrta / maiM sthUla satyoM ko sthUla sAdhanoM aura sUkSma satyoM ko sUkSma sAdhanoM se jAna jAtA hUM, kintu amUrta(arUpa) satyoM ko jAnane kA mere pAsa koI sAdhana nahIM hai| eka Ama mere sAmane hai| AMkha se use maiM dekha letA huuN| jIbha se use cakha letA huuN| ghrANa se usakI gandha kA anubhava kara letA huuN|
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________________ merA astitva 17 I tvacA se usakA sparza-jJAna kara letA huuN| kyoMki vaha sthUla satya hai / aNu sUkSma satya hai| use maiM apanI AMkha, jIbha, ghrANa yA tvacA se nahIM dekha pAtA hUM, kintu sUkSma-vIkSaNa ke sahAre use bhI dekha letA hUM / amUrta satya sUkSma hone ke sAtha-sAtha arUpa hote haiM, isalie unheM kisI sUkSmavIkSaNa ke mAdhyama se nahIM dekhA jA sakatA / apane astitva ke sAkSAtkAra meM yahI sabase bar3I kaThinAI hai ki vaha arUpa hai| vaha arUpa hai, isalie indriya-grAhya nahIM hai / vaha indriya grAhya nahIM hai, isalie mere jJAna kI paridhi se bAhara hai| yadi merA astitva mujhase sarvathA bhinna hotA to maiM use jAnane ke lie kevala zabdoM kA sahArA letA / una logoM ke zabdoM kA, jo kahate haiM ki hamane apane astitva kA sAkSAt kiyA hai| hajAroM-hajAroM vyakti zabdoM ke sahAre apane astitva kI zAzvatatA svIkAra karate haiM aura azAzvata zarIra ko usa zAzvata cit tattva kA paridhAna mAtra mAnate haiM / mAnane ke lie yaha maiM bhI mAna sakatA huuN| kintu jaba sAkSAt jAnane ke lie utsuka hotA hUM taba mAnane kA sopAna nIce raha jAtA hai 1 indriya, mana, buddhi aura zabda - ye saba parokSAnubhUti ke mAdhyama haiM / jAnA pratyakSAnubhUti hai| vahAM ye saba kRtakArya nahIM hote| isa paristhiti meM apane astitva kI zodha se hatAza ho jAtA hUM / yadi mere astitva kA prakAza indriya, mana aura buddhi meM pravAhita nahIM hotA, inakI saMvedana-zakti usase vicchinna hotI to maiM apane prayatna meM hatAza hI hatAza hotA / kintu mere astitva kA prakAza indriya, mana aura buddhi ke mAdhyama se bAhya jagat meM jAtA aura phira lauTakara apane kSetra meM A jAtA hai| maiM bAhya-dRSTi hUM, usake bAhara jAne kI prakriyA se paricita huuN| maiM antardRSTi nahIM hUM, usake phira aMtasa meM lauTa Ane kI prakriyA se paricita nahIM huuN| isIlie maiM apane astitva se aparicita rahA huuN| eka dina mere guru ne mujhe batAyA ki cetanA kA pravAha jisa mArga se bAhara ko jAtA hai, use banda kara do| maiMne vaisA kiyA to pAyA ki maiM apane astitva ke sAkSAt samparka meM huuN| vahAM aba 'maiM hUM' (ahamasmi) isa AkAra meM nahIM rahA hUM / kintu 'maiM hUM' ( ahamasti ) isa AkAra meM badala gayA hUM yAnI maiM apanI sattA se abhinna ho gayA huuN| anubhava kI
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________________ 18 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti isI bhUmikA meM maiMne buddhi ke prAmANya ko asvIkAra kiyA hai; buddhi dvArA prakalpita, zarIra aura AtmA ke abheda yA bheda ko asvIkAra kiyA hai| ___isa bhUmikA se pUrva jo zodha ho rahI thI, vaha buddhi-prerita thii| bauddhika bhUmikA meM maiM aura cit tattva bhinna-bhinna pratIta ho rahe the| maiM zodha karane vAlA thA aura cit tattva thA shodhy| eka hI tattva ke zodhya aura zodhaka-ye do rUpa nahIM ho skte| buddhi ne mere aura astitva ke bIca meM vyavadhAna DAla rakhA thaa| jaise hI maiMne cetanA ke pravAha kA buddhi ke srota se jAnA niruddha kiyA, vaise hI mere aura mere astitva ke madhya kA vyavadhAna samApta ho gyaa| aba maiM apane astitva se bhinna nahIM haiM, isalie merA zodhya-zodhaka bhAva bhI samApta ho gayA hai| ... maiM dekhatA hUM, prAcIna sAhitya meM jo dIpa jala rahA thA, vaha Aja bujhane lagA hai| Aja dIpa ke Asana para balba A baiThA hai| jaba loga bijalI kI zakti se anajAna the, taba unake Aloka kA sAdhana dIpa thaa| jaba loga bijalI se paricita hue, taba dIpa kA avamUlyana ho gyaa| maiM dekhatA hUM, eka dina buddhi kA bhI avamUlyana hone vAlA hai| hama apanI sahaja cetanA kI prakAza-dhArA se aparicita haiM, isalie buddhi kA pradIpa hameM jagamagAtA-sA lagatA hai| jaise hI hama apanI sahaja cetanA se paricita hoMge ki buddhi kA Asana hila jaaegaa| bauddhika bhUmikA meM parokSa ko pratyakSa mAnA jA rahA hai| indriyoM meM pratyakSAnubhUti kI kSamatA nahIM hai| unakA grahaNa bahuta hI truTipUrNa aura bAhya upakaraNa sApekSa hotA hai| AMkha dekhatI hai para prakAza aura aMdhakAra, dUrI aura nikaTatA Adi bAhya upakaraNa dekhane meM bahuta parivartana lA dete haiN| yahI gati zeSa saba indriyoM kI hai| mana aura buddhi bhI isI niyama se niyantrita haiN| yathArtha kA darzana indriyoM se nahIM, kintu mAdhyama-nirapekSa cetanA se hotA hai| merI anubhUti ke kSetra meM vahI pratyakSAnubhUti hai| vahAM parokSAnubhUti se utpanna mAnyatAeM samApta ho jAtI haiN| kAla kA pratibandha bhI TUTa jAtA hai| usa kAlAtIta sthiti ke saMdarbha meM maiM vartamAna se vimukha aura bhaviSya ke sammukha nahIM hotA huuN| phira maiM kevala hotA hUM, aura jaisA vartamAna kSaNa meM hotA hUM, vaisA hI bhaviSyat kSaNa meM hotA hUM, aura jaisA bhaviSyat kSaNa meM hotA hUM, vaisA hI vartamAna
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________________ aindriyika stara para ubharate prazna 16 kSaNa meM hotA hUM, aura phira maiM vartamAna kSaNa ke visarjana se bhaviSyat kSaNa kA saMvardhana karane kI sthiti meM nahIM hotA huuN| kintu hara kSaNa ko apanI sattA ke anurUpa badalate pAtA huuN| aura dekhatA hUM ki maiM hara kSaNa ke sAtha sAmaMjasya sthApita karatA huA apane astitva ko gatizIla kara rahA huuN| 8 aindriyika stara para ubharate prazna maiMne bacapana meM eka choTA-sA graMtha pddh'aa| usakA nAma 'teraha dvAra' hai| usameM eka jagaha likhA hai-manuSya khAtA-pItA hai, vaha pudgala hai| pahanatA-or3hatA hai, vaha pudgala hai| dekhatA-sunatA hai, vaha pudgala hai| jitanA dRzya hai, vaha sArA pudgala hai| jitanA bhogya hai, vaha sArA pudgala hai| jo draSTA hai aura bhoktA hai, vaha AtmA hai| ___ maiMne adhyayana kI bhUmikA ko jarA vistAra diyA to jAnA ki AtmA na khAtA hai, na pItA hai| vaha na pahanatA hai, vaha or3hatA hai| vaha na dekhatA hai aura na sunatA hai| zarIra becArA jar3a hai| vaha kyA khAe-pIegA? kyA pahane-or3hegA? aura kyA dekhe-sunegA? Akhira yaha hai kyA? vaha kauna hai, jo sArI kriyAeM karatA hai? isa jijJAsA ke samAdhAna meM darzanazAstrI kahate haiM, vaha jIvaccharIra hai-na jIva aura na zarIra, kintu jIva-yukta shriir| itanI jaTila prakriyA ko isalie mAnanA par3A ki unhoMne jIva ko mAnA hai aura eka jIva ko mAnA isalie na jAne kitanA mAnanA par3A-punarjanma, svarga, naraka, Izvara, karma, bandha, mokSa aadi-aadi| manuSya ina mAnyatAoM se itanA ghira gayA hai ki usane apane vartamAna ko bhaviSya ke hAtha meM sauMpa diyA hai, apane pratyakSa ko parokSa kI kArA kA bandI banA diyA hai aura apanI anubhUti ko kalpanA ke paMkha lagA ananta ajJAta kI ora prasthita kara diyA hai| patA nahIM sacAI kise varamAlA pahanAegI? bIte yuga kI bAta hai| eka seTha kA putra muni banane kI dhuna meM
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________________ 20 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti thaa| usakA nAma thA jmbuukumaar| usane pahale dina ATha kumAriyoM ke sAtha vivAha kiyA aura dUsare dina muni banane lgaa| rAta ko AThoM patniyoM ke sAtha carcA huii| isI prasaMga meM eka patnI ne kahA-'priya! Apa prApta sukhoM ko chor3akara kAlpanika sukha kI khoja meM jA rahe haiN| yaha bhUla-bharA caraNa hai| merI bAta yAda rakhie, Age Apako pachatAvA karanA hogaa| maiM Apako eka kahAnI sunAU-- 'purAne jamAne kI bAta hai| mAravAr3a kA eka kisAna eka bAra mevAr3a jA phuNcaa| usane ganne kA rasa piyA, gur3a khAyA, cInI khAyI aura cInI se banI huI cIjeM khaayiiN| usane socA-jahAM ganne hote haiM, vaha saMsAra kitanA madhura hotA hai? bajarI aura ganne kI koI tulanA nahIM hai| usane ganne kA bIja kharIdA aura vaha apane gAMva calA aayaa| gharavAloM ko ekatra kara apane mana kI bAta khii| unhoMne kahA-yaha phasala pakane ko hai, pahale ise kATa leM, phira gannA bo leNge| vaha apanI bAta para ar3A rhaa| sArI sunI-anasunI kara dii| pAkAsanna phasala kaTa gii| ganne kI baAI ho gii| pAnI kama thaa| siMcAI parI haI nhiiN| ganne kI buAI vyartha! khar3I phasala ko kATane vAle kisAna ke lie zeSa bacA pchtaavaa| vaise hI vartamAna ko chor3a Age ke lie daur3ane vAloM ke lie zeSa bacatA hai pchtaavaa|' 6. sukha kI jijJAsA merI AMkhoM ke sAmane nAriyala kA eka per3a hai| eka sIdhA-sA tanA, kucha patte aura kucha naariyl| basa, itanA-sA dikhAI de rahA hai nAriyala kA pedd'| jo dRzya hai vahI nAriyala kA per3a hai yA isameM kucha adRzya bhI hai? vaha bIja dRzya nahIM hai, jo per3a kA ghaTaka hai| vaha zakti bhI dRzya nahIM hai, jo per3a ke rUpa meM apanA astitva banAe hue hai aura jisake dvArA liyA jA rahA hai AhAra aura shvaas| hamArI indriyoM kI sImA dRzya jagat hai| ve adRzya jagat kA pratipAdana nahIM kara sakatIM, kyoMki vaha unheM jJAta nahIM hai| ve usakA nirasana bhI nahIM kara sakatI kyoMki ajJAta kA nirasana nahIM kiyA jA sktaa|
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________________ sukha kI jijJAsA 21 dRzyatA aura adRzyatA sApekSa hai| maiM aba Age bar3ha gayA huuN| vaha per3a mujhe nahIM dIkha rahA hai| dIvAra kA vyavadhAna ho gayA hai| vyavahita hone para dRzya bhI indriyoM ke lie adRzya bana jAtA hai| maiM aba samatala bhUmi para cala rahA huuN| phira bhI mujhe vaha per3a nahIM dIkha rahA hai, kyoMki aba maiM usase bahuta dUra ho gayA huuN| bahuta dUrI hone para dRzya bhI indriyoM ke lie adRzya bana jAtA hai| jo aNu sUkSmavIkSaNa se dikhAI dete haiM, ve korI AMkhoM se nahIM diikhte| maiM jo dekhatA hUM, vaha sthUla sRSTi hai| maiM jisake dvArA dekhatA hUM, vaha sthUla dRSTi hai| sUkSma satya ko vahI dRSTi pakar3a sakatI hai jo sUkSma ke sAtha samparka sthApita kara sake aura sUkSma para Ae hae sthUla ke AvaraNa ko haTA ske| __maiM cit ko per3a kI bhAMti nahIM dekha pA rahA hUM kyoMki vaha amUrta hai| per3a mujhase vyavahita ho sakatA hai, dUra ho sakatA hai, kintu cit mujhase vyavahita aura dUra nahIM ho sakatA, kyoMki 'maiM' arthAt cit kA vyakta rUpa, cit aura paramANu kA samparka-setu huuN| na cit ko bhUkha lagatI hai, na paramANu ko bhUkha lagatI hai| bhUkha mujhe lagatI hai| na cit khAtA hai na paramANu khAtA hai| maiM khAtA hUM kyoMki maiM cit aura paramANu ke saMdhi-sthala meM huuN| na cit bolatA hai aura na paramANu bolatA hai| maiM bolatA hUM, kyoMki maiM cit aura paramANu ke saMdhi sthala meM huuN| ___yaha dRzya jagat cit aura paramANu kA saMdhi-sthala hai| sukha aura duHkha isI meM hai| ___zuddha cit meM na sukha hai aura na duHkh| vahAM kevala astitva kI anubhUti hai| use Apa cAheM to Ananda kaheM yA na kheN| zuddha cit meM na bandhana hai aura na mukti| vahAM kevala astitva kI anubhUti hai| use Apa cAheM to svataMtra kaheM yA na kheN| saMdhi-sthala meM avasthita cit sukha-duHkha, bandhana aura paratantratA se bAdhita hotA hai, isalie zuddha astitva kI upalabdhi hone para pUrvApekSA se kahA jAtA hai-vaha Anandamaya hai, mukta hai, svatantra hai| vaha apane astitva ke pUrNodaya meM hai aura asIma, ananta tathA anAbAdha Ananda kI anubhUti meM hai| isa anubhUti kA dharAtala aindriyika anubhUti ke
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________________ 22 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti dharAtala se UMcA hai, isIlie jise yaha dRSTi prApta hotI hai, vaha aindriyika dharAtala se uThakara isa dharAtala para AnA cAhatA hai| bhAvI sukha ke lie vartamAna sukha ko chor3anA, kala gar3he meM girane ke lie Aja gar3he se nikalane jaisA hai| indra ne nami rAjarSi se kahA, "bahuta Azcarya hai ki tuma aprApta kAma-bhogoM kI prApti ke lie prApta kAma-bhogoM ko ThukarA rahe ho? vidyamAna ko ThukarA kara avidyamAna kA saMkalpa kara hata-prahata ho rahe ho?' - nami rAjarSi ne kahA, "indra! tumhArI prajJA samyak nahIM hai| ye kAma-bhoga zalya haiN| inakA ghAva kabhI bharA nahIM jA sktaa| jo vyakti kAma-bhogoM kI prArthanA karatA hai, vaha kAmanA ke bhaMvarajAla meM phaMsa jAtA hai| maiM usa jAla se mukta hone ke lie kAma-bhogoM ko tyAga rahA huuN|" bhRgu ne apane putroM se kahA thA, "putro! vaibhava, parivAra, patnI aura kAma-bhoga, jinake lie tapa tapA jAtA hai, ve saba tumheM prApta haiM, phira tuma kisalie inheM chor3anA cAhate ho?" bhRgu-putra bole, "pitAjI! jo inase prApta nahIM hotA, usI kI prApti ke lie inheM chor3anA cAhate haiN|" indriya-sukha itanA sahaja, itanA svAbhAvika aura itanA priya hai ki sAdhAraNa AdamI use tyAgane kA svapna bhI nahIM le sktaa| use tyAgane kI kalpanA vahI AdamI kara sakatA hai, jise apane astitva kI vizuddha bhUmikA kI upalabdhi kA tIvra anurAga huA hai| - jisa dina manuSya ko atIndriya Ananda kI anubhUti huI, usa dina usane sukha ke stara aura unakA tAratamya nizcita kiyaa| aindriyika sukha kA stara atIndriya sukha ke stara kI tulanA meM nimna hai| nimnatA ke tIna hetu haiM 1. vaha anaikAntika hai| 2. vaha sAbAdha hai| 3. vaha anAtyantika hai| atIndriya sukha aikAntika, nirbAdha aura Atyantika hai, isalie vaha adhika vizvasanIya hai| aindriyika sukha kA sambandha bhautika upakaraNoM se
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________________ mana kI caMcalatA kA prazna 23 hai, isalie vaha spaSTa aura sahaja pratIta hotA hai / atIndriya sukha antardarzana se sambandhita hai, isalie vaha sahaja hone para bhI asahaja - sA pratIta hotA hai / sahaja ko asahaja aura asahaja ko sahaja mAnane kI dRSTi badalane para sukha kI kalpanA badala jAtI hai / 10. mana kI caMcalatA kA prazna jisakA mana zikSita nahIM hai, vaha dhArmika bhI nahIM hai / dhArmika vahI hai, jisakA mana zikSita hai / mana zikSita nahIM hai aura vaha dhArmika hai, yaha virodhAbhAsa yA AtmabhrAnti hai / dharma ke vidyAlaya kA pahalA pATha hai-mana ko zikSita karanA / yaha sarala hote hue bhI kaThina ho rahA hai / mAlA pherate - pherate manake ghisa gae haiM aura aMguliyAM bhI ghisa gaI haiM, phira bhI yaha prazna samAhita nahIM huA ki mana sthira kaise ho? jo prazna pacAsa varSa pahale thA, Aja bhI vaha usI rUpa meM khar3A hai| prakriyA kI ora dhyAna na dene para Aja bhI yaha prazna samAhita nahIM hogA / dharma kI pahalI sIr3hI haiM- mana para vijaya pAnA / kezI ne gautama se pUchA - 'zatruoM ko Apane kaise jItA? apane Apako Apane kaise jItA? uttara meM gautama ne kahA 'ege jiyA jiyA paMca, dasahA u jiNittANaM, paMca jie jiyA dasa / savvasattU jiNAmahaM // ' 'eka mana ko jItA aura cAra kaSAyoM para vijaya pA lii| ina pAMca ko jItane se pAMca indriyAM bhI vijita ho giiN| isa prakriyA se sAre zatruoM para maiMne vijaya pA lI arthAt apane Apa para vijaya pA lI / ' jo mana ko jItanA nahIM jAnatA, vaha kaSAyoM aura indriyoM para vijaya nahIM pA sktaa| jo kaSAyoM aura indriyoM ko nahIM jItatA vaha dhArmika bhI nahIM ho sakatA, kriyAkANDI ho sakatA hai / mana kyA hai aura usakI caMcalatA kyA hai ? isa para dhyAna deN| baccA rotA hai, taba mAM hauA kA bhaya dikhAtI hai / baccA cupa ho jAtA hai 1
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________________ 24 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti vaise hI mana kI caMcalatA kahIM hauA to nahIM hai? mana kyA hai? mana hamArI cetanA kA hI eka dvAra hai| cetanA ananta hai| usakA eka dvAra mana hai| use caMcala mAnanA hamArI bhUla hai| usameM caMcalatA kA AropaNa kiyA gayA hai| yuddha meM lar3ane vAle sainika hote haiN| jIta hone para vijaya kA zreya senApati ko milatA hai aura parAjaya hone para apayaza bhI usI kA hotA hai| AropaNa kI prakriyA meM eka kA zreya-azreya dUsare ko milatA hai| bhalAI aura burAI donoM kA AropaNa kiyA jAtA hai| mana caMcala nahIM hai| caMcala hai zvAsa aura caMcala hai shriir| jaba taka zarIra kI caMcalatA ko chor3ane kA abhyAsa nahIM hogA aura jaba taka zvAsa ke viSaya meM hamArA jJAna gambhIra nahIM hogA, taba taka hama isI bhASA meM soceMge ki mana caMcala hai| jisa dina zarIra, vANI aura zvAsa kI sthiratA sadha jAegI, usa dina hameM jJAta hogA ki mana caMcala nahIM hai| 11. manovikAsa kI bhUmikAeM mana hamArI cetanA kA eka bindu hai| hamArI pravRtti yA nivRtti, hara kArya meM mana kA yoga rahatA hai| mana ko jAnanA eka artha meM svayaM ko jAnanA hai| mana kI gatividhi se avagata rahanA jAgarUkatA kA lakSaNa hai| mana se paricaya mila jAne se vyakti lAbhAnvita ho sakatA hai| mana phItA nahIM hai jise khIMcakara bar3hAyA jA sake aura usakA vikAsa kiyA jA ske| mana kI kSamatA, yogyatA aura kArya-sampAdana kI paddhati meM vikAsa kiyA jA sakatA hai, yadi usase paricita ho liyA jaae| ajJAna ke kAraNa hama mana ko nahIM jAna pAte haiN| mana indriya aura Atma-cetanA ke madhyavartI hai| indriyoM kA samparka bAharI jagat se hai aura cetanA kA kendra antarjagat hai| mana donoM (indriya aura cetanA) ke dvArA prApta kA vizleSaNa karane vAlA yA yoga karane vAlA hai| manovijJAna mAnasika vikAsa ke do sAdhana mAnatA hai-vaMzAnukrama aura vaataavrnn| pahalA sAdhana svAbhAvika kSamatA yA prAkRtika dena hai| dUsarA abhyAsa se hotA hai|
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________________ manovikAsa kI bhUmikAeM 25 kavi bhI do prakAra ke hote haiM-prAtibha aura abhyaas-nisspnn| kAvya ke kSetra meM hama dekhate haiM ATha-dasa varSa kI avasthA meM bhI koI mahAn kavi bana jAtA hai| dUsare abhyAsa ke patha para calate-calate mahAn banate haiN| hara kSetra kI yahI sthiti hai| kRSNa se pUchA gayA-'mana kA nigraha kaise kiyA jAe? uttara milA 'asaMzayaM mahAbAho, mano durnigrahaM calam / abhyAsena ca kaunteya! vairAgyeNa ca gRhyate // ' mana kA nigraha abhyAsa aura vairAgya se hotA hai| abhyAsa kRta hotA hai, arjita nhiiN| vairAgya svAbhAvika hotA hai, kRta nhiiN| yoga ke AcArya pataMjali ne bhI yahI kahA hai-'abhyAsa aura vairAgya se mana kA nirodha hotA hai|' abhyAsa karate-karate nirodha kI antima sIr3hI taka pahuMcA jA sakatA hai| abhyAsa se labdha nahIM hotA to puruSArtha niSphala ho jaataa| abhyAsa se jo kala nahIM the, Aja bana sakate haiN| mana kA vikAsa kaise ho? isa prazna para AcArya hemacandra ne bhI prakAza DAlA hai| unhoMne isake lie cAra bhUmikAoM kA ullekha kiyA 1. vikSipta, 2. yAtAyAta, 3. zliSTa, 4. suliin| unhoMne yogazAstra meM aMtima adhyAya ko chor3akara pUrva ke sabhI adhyAyoM meM paramparAgata (saiddhAMtika) dhyAna ke viSaya kA sundara pratipAdana kiyA hai| aMtima adhyAya meM ve apanI anubhUtiyAM kahate haiN| anubhUtiyoM meM mArmikatA hai, AtmA kA sparza hai| kahIM-kahIM para unameM itanI bedhakatA AyI hai, jitanI anyatra kama hai| vikSipta yaha pahalI bhUmikA hai| isameM sAdhaka dhyAna karanA prArambha karatA hai aura
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________________ 26 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti mana ko jAnane kA prayatna karatA hai| taba anubhava karatA hai ki mana caMcala hai| dillI meM jaba sAdhanA-zivira cala rahA thA usameM eka bhAI ne prazna kiyA thA-'dhyAna nahIM karatA hUM taba mana sthira rahatA hai| dhyAna meM mana adhika caMcala ho jAtA hai, yaha kyoM? - maiMne kahA-'dhyAna nahIM karate the usa samaya mana sthira thA, yaha bhrAMti hai, aMkana meM bhUla hai| dhyAna karane kI sthiti meM Ae taba anubhava huA mana caMcala hotA hai| gAMva ke bAhara akaraDI hai| hajAroM usa para calate haiM, para durgandha kI anubhUti nahIM hotii| usakI saphAI ke lie kuredane para badabU bhabhaka uThatI hai| kyA pahale durgandha AtI hai? nahIM, jamA huA Dhera thA, durgandha dabI huI thii| mana kI bhI yahI prakriyA hai| mana meM vicAroM ke, mAnyatAoM ke aura dhAraNAoM ke saMskAra jame par3e haiN| anubhava nahIM hotA ki mana caMcala hai| jaba mana ko sAdhane kA prayatna karate haiM taba usakI caMcalatA samajhane kA avasara milatA hai|' bahuta logoM kA kahanA hai ki mAlA japate samaya mana kI caMcalatA bar3hatI hai, taba phira mAlA japane se kyA lAbha hai? sAmAyika meM gharela kAma adhika yAda Ate haiM, isakA kAraNa kyA hai? camAra se pUchA gayA-'kyA tumheM camar3e kI durgandha AtI hai? uttara milaa-'nhiiN|' bAta bhI satya hai| yadi camAra ko durgandha kI anubhUti hone laga jAe to usakA jInA dUbhara bana jaae| dUsare vyakti ko durgandha A sakatI hai, para camAra ko nhiiN| caMcalatA ke vAtAvaraNa meM rahane se caMcalatA kI anubhUti nahIM hotii| dUsarI bhUmikA meM jAne se caMcalatA kI anubhUti hotI hai| yAtAyAta jo caMcalatA AtI hai vaha burAI nahIM hai, vikAsa kI ora prayANa kA pahalA zubha zakuna hai| caMcalatA kA visphoTa yA ubhAra Ae to bhI ghabarAeM nahIM, antima dinoM meM sthiratA kI anubhUti hone lgegii| dIyA bujhatA hai, usa samaya adhika TimaTimAtA hai| cIMTI ke paMkha Ane kA artha hai mRtyu kI niktttaa| vivekAnanda ne rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa se kahA-'gurudeva! vAsanA kA itanA ubhAra A rahA hai ki maiM apane ko saMbhAlane meM akSama huuN|'
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________________ manovikAsa kI bhUmikAeM 27 guru ne uttara diyA-'bahata acchA hai|' vivekAnanda-acchA kaise hai, jabaki mana caMcala ho rahA hai? paramahaMsa-tumhArI vAsanA miTa rahI hai| jo jamA huA par3A thA vaha nikala rahA hai| dhyAna meM caMcalatA Ae use chor3a do, dabAne kA yatna mata kro| jisakA nirodha kiyA jAtA hai vaha adhika caMcala ho jAtA hai| jisakA nirodha kiyA jAtA vaha svataH zAnta ho jAtA hai| 'nivAritaM bahu caMcalaM bhavati, anivAritaM svayameva shaaNtimeti|' rokane kA prayatna mata kro| tuma dekhate raho vaha kitanA teja daur3a rahA hai? tIvra gati meM daur3anevAlI moTara ko breka lagAne se kyA hogA? 105 DigrI bukhAra ko eka sAtha utArane meM khatarA hI hotA hai| mana kI gati ko mata roko| mana ko khulA chor3a do| bacce ko bAMdhane se na Apa kAma kara sakeMge aura na vaha Tika skegaa| bacce ko khulA chor3ane se Apa bhI kAma kara sakeMge, jarA-sA dhyAna rkheN| mana ko na rokane se Apa dekheMge, kabhI vaha caMcala hai to kabhI shaant| yAtAyAta kI bhUmikA meM mana kabhI sthira rahatA hai aura kabhI cNcl| zliSTa zliSTa yAnI cipknaa| mana ko dhyeya ke sAtha cipakAnA yAnI usake sAtha sambandha sthApita krnaa| abhyAsa karate-karate mana isa bhUmikA para A jAtA hai| sulIna sulIna kA artha hai-dhyeya meM lIna ho jaanaa| jaise dUdha meM cInI ghula jAtI hai| ghulane se cInI kA astitva samApta nahIM hotA apitu usameM vilIna ho jAtA hai| dUdha meM miThAsa cInI kA astitva batAtA hai| isa bhUmikA meM mana dhyeya meM lIna ho jAtA hai, mana ko dhyeya se bhinna nahIM dekha skte| yoga kI bhASA meM AcAryoM ne ise samarasI bhAva aura samApatti kahA hai| jahAM dhyeya aura dhyAtA kI ekAtmakatA sadha jAtI hai
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________________ 28 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti vaha sulIna bhUmikA hai| pataMjali ne isakA kucha bhinnatA se pratipAdana kiyA hai| vikSepa meM mana kA utAra-car3hAva rahatA hai, vahAM Ananda nahIM hai| yAtAyAta meM eka prakAra ke thor3e-se Ananda kA anubhava hotA hai jo bhautikatA meM nahIM miltaa| zliSTa meM bahu-Ananda milatA hai| sulIna kI bhUmikA meM bahutara yAnI paramAnanda kI anubhUti hotI hai| kucha loga padArthoM meM sukha aura Ananda kI kalpanA karate haiN| vAstava meM padArtha ke binA jo AtmA meM Ananda kI anubhUti hotI hai vaha padArthoM se nahIM hotii| hamAre zarIra meM do granthiyAM saTI huI haiM-eka sukha kI aura eka duHkha kii| sukha kI granthi ko uttejita karane para akhaNDa sukha kI anubhUti hone lagatI hai| bAhya paristhiti kA duHkha utpanna karane para bhI use duHkha kI anubhUti nahIM hotii| duHkha kI granthi khulane para cAroM ora use duHkha hI duHkha dikhAI detA hai| hamArI sAdhanA ke dvArA sukha kI granthi Ahata ho jAtI hai| eka vyakti ne batAyA ki jaba maiM dhyAna karane baiThatA hUM to do dina taka baiThA rahatA huuN| kisI sthiti ke kAraNa bIca meM chor3anA par3atA hai to duHkha hotA hai| coTa-sI lagatI hai| . khAne meM Ananda A sakatA hai para binA khAe-pIe bhI Ananda A sakatA hai, yaha kalpanA karanA bhI kaThina hai| antara hRdaya meM Ananda kA sAgara hiloreM le rahA hai, lekina ajJAna ke kAraNa hama Ananda se vaMcita raha jAte haiN| 12. vyakti aura samAja mere sAmane eka per3a hai aura eka patra hai, eka jalAzaya hai aura eka machalI hai; eka jalarAzi hai aura eka jalakaNa hai| patra per3a se utpanna haA hai aura usase alaga hokara vaha jI nahIM sktaa| ataH usakA astitva per3a se bhinna nahIM hai| machalI jala se utpanna nahIM hai, kintu vaha jala ke binA jI nahIM sakatI, ataH usakA astitva jala se bhinna
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________________ vyakti aura samAja 28 nahIM hai| jalakaNa jalarAzi se utpanna nahIM hai, kintu vaha jalarAzi se vilaga Tika nahIM sakatA, ataH usakA astitva jalarAzi se bhinna nahIM hai / per3a aura patra kA sambandha samAja aura vyakti kA sambandha nahIM ho sakatA / patroM ke samUha se per3a nahIM banatA kintu patra per3a se utpanna hote haiN| samAja vyaktiyoM ke samUha se banatA hai, kintu vyakti samAja se utpanna nahIM hote| machalI kA karmakSetra jalAzaya hai / vyakti kA karmakSetra samAja hai / jalakaNa kA vistAra kSetra jalarAzi hai / vyakti kA vistAra - kSetra samAja hai| machalI kA astitva jalAzaya se bhinna nahIM hai, phira bhI samAja aura vyakti ke sambandhoM kI tulanA unase nahIM ho sakatI / samAja aura vyakti ke sambandha kA AdhAra eka jAtIyatA hai, jabaki jala aura machalI bhinna jAtIya haiN| samAja aura vyakti ke sambandha jalarAzi aura jalakaNa se tulita hote haiM / samAja aura vyakti meM vaise hI sajAtIyatA hai jaise jalarAzi aura jalakaNa meM hai / phalita kI bhASA meM samAja aura vyakti ke sambandha kA nikaSa hai - ekajAtIyatA se niSpanna ekAtmakatA / vyakti samAja se ekAtmaka hai / koI bhI ekAtmakatA amaryAdita nahIM hotI / jahAM sAmAjika sApekSatA hai vahAM vyakti samAja kA abhinna aMga hai / jisa paridhi meM sAmAjika sApekSatA nahIM hotI, vahAM vyakti sAmAjika rekhA kA eka bindu hai / yaha nirapekSatA adhyAtma kI paridhi meM prApta hotI hai| maiM dekha rahA hUM ki eka AdamI dhanArjana kara rahA hai aura ghara ke sabhI loga usakA upabhoga kara rahe haiN| dhana bhautika hai isalie vaha prasaraNazIla hai - eka dvArA arjita hone para bhI dUsare dvArA bhukta ho sakatA hai| maiM dekhatA hUM ki eka AdamI dhana kA vinimaya kara rahA hai| dhana bhautika hai isalie usakA viniyama ho sakatA hai - eka vastu ke badale meM dUsarI vastu dI jA sakatI hai| adhyAtma bhautika vastu nahIM hai isIlie vaha prasaraNazIla bhI nahIM hai aura usakA vinimaya bhI nahIM ho sakatA / vaha Atma- kendrita hai aura nitAnta vaiyaktika hai| bijalI dRzya vastuoM ko prakAzita kara detI hai para unameM apanI prakAza-zakti nahIM bhara sktii| eka vyakti kA
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________________ 30 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti AdhyAtmika astitva dUsare ko Alokita kara detA hai kintu apanA Aloka dUsare meM Aropita nahIM karatA, jaise eka prajvalita dIpa se dUsarA aprajvalita dIpa prajvalita ho uThatA hai| hara manuSya meM AdhyAtmika Aloka hai, aura utanA hI hai jitanA ki mahAn mAne jAne vAle kisI vyakti meM hai| ____ maiM dekha rahA hUM agarabattI jala rahI hai aura sArA vAtAvaraNa sugandha se bhara gayA hai| agni eka nimitta hai, jo agarabattI kI sugandha ko vyakta karatI hai| aisA hI koI nimitta pAkara vyakti kI sugandha phUTa par3atI hai aura usakA vAtAvaraNa mahaka uThatA hai| para yaha sArA kA sArA nitAnta vaiyaktika hai| ___ samAja kI sattA mAna lene para bhI vaiyaktikatA ko amAnya karane meM pramAda dikhAI detA hai| samAja pravRtti-kendra ho sakatA hai, kintu caitanya-kendra nahIM ho sktaa| vaha ho sakatA hai vykti| vyakti samAjAbhimukha hokara zakti-sphoTa karatA hai aura samAja vyakti abhimukha hokara upayogI banatA hai| vyakti aura samAja kI nirapekSa vyAkhyA hameM satya se dUra le jAtI hai| 13. sAmUhikatA ke bIca tairatI anekatA jaisA maiM hUM vaisA hI dUsarA hai, yaha astitva kI gaharAI kA svIkAra hai| vyavahAranIti kA svIkAra yaha hai ki jaisA maiM hUM, vaisA dUsarA nahIM hai aura jaisA dUsarA hai, vaisA maiM nahIM huuN| merI kSamatA ke tAra jaise jhaMkRta haiM, dUsare kI kSamatA ke tAra vaise jhaMkRta nahIM haiM aura yaha jhaMkAra-bheda hI vyakti kA vyaktitva hai-sarvathA svataMtra aura sarvathA nijii| hama saMghIya jIvana jIte haiN| hama aneka hokara ekatA kA pradarzana karate haiM-eka sAtha khAte-pIte haiM, uThate-baiThate haiM, bAtacIta karate haiM, sukha-duHkha kA vinimaya karate hai, sahayoga aura sahAnubhUti kA abhinaya karate haiM aura itanA karane para bhI hama aneka hI rahate haiM, eka nahIM ho paate| hama aneka haiM, isIlie hamAre sammukha vyavahAra hai, upacAra hai|
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________________ sAmUhikatA ke bIca tairatI anekatA 31 ekatA vyavahAra aura upacAra se Upara uTha jAtI hai| hama aneka haiM, isIlie hamAre sammukha tulAdaNDa hai, mApadaNDa hai| ekatA taula aura mApa se Upara uTha jAtI hai| ___ hama vyavahAra kI bhUmikA meM haiM, isalie koI bhI tulAtIta yA mApAtIta nahIM hai| hamAre pAsa taula-mApa kA koI sarvasAdhAraNa tulAdaNDa aura mApadaNDa bhI nahIM hai| hama apane hI tulAdaNDa se dUsaroM ko taulate haiM aura apane hI mApadaNDa se dUsaroM ko mApate haiN| isI bindu para hamArI anekatA apanA asalI rUpa pradarzita karatI hai| maiM eka hUM, kintu aneka logoM ke samparka meM hUM, isalie aneka cakSuoM meM mere aneka pratibimba haiN| kyA maiM sacamuca aneka hUM? maiM jAnatA hUM ki maiM aneka nahIM huuN| maiM eka hUM aura vastu-satya yaha hai ki maiM eka huuN| anekatA kA AropaNa merA apanA dharma nahIM hai, vaha unakA hai, jo aneka haiN| hama aneka haiM, isIlie haiM, isIlie maiM apane DhaMga se socatA hUM aura dUsarA vyakti apane DhaMga se socatA hai| maiM usake ciMtana meM saMdeha karatA hUM aura vaha mere ciMtana meM saMdeha karatA hai| maiM usakI kArya-paddhati meM truTi dekhatA hU~ aura vaha merI kArya-paddhati meM truTi dekhatA hai| maiM use bholA yA mUrkha mAnatA hUM aura vaha mujhe bholA yA mUrkha mAnatA hai| isa prakAra hama eka samUha meM rahate hue bhI apanI anekatA ko surakSita rakhe hue haiN| hamArI anekatA kA eka hetu hai vyaktitva kI svataMtratA aura dUsarA hai apricy| hama vyaktizaH svataMtra haiM, vaha sthiti samApanIya nahIM hai| samApya sthiti yaha hai ki hamArA paraspara aparicaya na ho| maiM jisase paricita nahIM hUM, usake prati maiM bhrAnta nahIM hUM aura vaha mere prati bhrAnta nahIM hai| maiM jisakI sataha se paricita hUM, usake prati maiM bhrAnta hUM aura mere prati vaha bhrAnta hai| maiM jisakI gaharAI se paricita hUM, usake prati maiM bhrAnta nahIM hUM aura mere prati vaha bhrAnta nahIM hai| sAmAjika jIvana meM maiM dUsare se bhinna hUM, usakA pramukha hetu aparicaya-janita bhrAnti hai| sAmAjika ekatA kI krAnti kA mukhya sUtra hogA paricaya, nikaTa kA paricaya arthAt abhraanti| _ kyA maiM dUsare se paricita hUM? kyA dUsarA mujhase paricita hai? kyA maiM dUsare se paricita ho sakatA hUM? kyA dUsarA mujhase paricita ho sakatA hai?
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________________ 32 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti pahale prazna ke uttara meM maiM kaha sakatA hUM ki dUsare vyakti ke nAma-rUpa aura sthUla vyavahAroM kA paricaya mujhe prApta hai| mere nAma-rUpa aura sthUla vyavahAroM kA paricaya use prApta hai| kintu mana kI gaharAiyoM aura unameM upajane vAle sUkSma vyavahAroM se maiM bhI paricita nahIM hUM aura vaha bhI nahIM hai| eka-dUsare se paricita hone kI sambhavatA ko maiM svIkAra karatA huuN| yadi hama tIna AvartoM kA pAra pA jAeM to vaha sambhava hai, mere lie bhI aura dUsare ke lie bhii| ajJAna pahalA Avartta hai| kucha vicAraka kahate haiM-jAnane se duHkha hotA haiM maiM isa vicAra kA prativAda isa bhASA meM nahIM karUMgA ki nahIM jAnane se duHkha hotA hai| kintu isa bhASA meM karUMgA ki nahIM jAnanA svayaM duHkha hai| duHkha kI sattA nahIM jAnane kI sattA para avalambita hai| jaise hI nahIM jAnane kI sthiti samApta hotI hai, vaise hI duHkha kI sattA samApta ho jAtI hai| dUsarA Avarta sandeha hai| kucha cANakya-putra kahate haiM-dUsaroM ke prati sahasA vizvAsa nahIM karanA caahie| mere guru ne mujhe dUsarI taraha samajhAyA hai| vaha samajha hai ki dUsaroM ke prati sahasA avizvAsa nahIM karanA caahie| sandeha, sandeha aura phira sandeha-isa zRMkhalA kA kahIM bhI anta nahIM hai| sandeha kA antima upacAra vizvAsa hai| vizvAsa meM kahIM khatarA sambhava ho sakatA hai, kintu avizvAsa svayaM khatarA hai| vizvAsa ke khatare kI sakSama jAgarUkatA ke dvArA cikitsA kI jA sakatI hai, kintu avizvAsa sarvathA acikitsya hai| ___ moha tIsarA Avartta hai| kucha dUradarzI loga zaTha ke prati zaThatA kA vyavahAra-isI nIti-sUtra meM sArI saphalatA ko nihita deMkhate haiN| zuddha vyavahAra se manuSya kA hRdaya-parivartana kiyA jA sakatA hai, inameM unheM viphalatA ke darzana hote haiN| mere guru ne mujhe saphalatA kA sUtra diyA hai- 'azaTha vyavahAra'-zaTha aura azaTha donoM ke prti| yaha sUtra vivekahIna pratIta hotA hai| timira aura Aloka donoM ke prati samanIti kyA viveka-sammata hogI? kintu merA guru-maMtra bahuta ulTA hai| usakI paridhi meM timira aura Aloka do haiM hI nhiiN| hara timira kI gaharAI meM Aloka bharA hai aura hara Aloka timira se AvRta hai| maiM azaTha vyavahAra isalie karatA hUM, jisase gaharAI meM rahA
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________________ kyA maiM svataMtra hUM? 33 Aloka sataha para A jAe aura maiM zaThatA kA vyavahAra isalie nahIM karatA hUM, jisase Aloka timira ke AvaraNa se mukta ho jaae| 14. kyA maiM svataMtra hUM? mujhe isameM koI Azcarya nahIM hai ki maiM svataMtra nahIM huuN| maiM kyA, jisake pandira meM prANa kA pradIpa jala rahA hai, vaha koI bhI vyakti svataMtra nahIM hai| prANavAyu pravAhita ho rahA hai, maiM jI rahA huuN| anAja upaja rahA hai, maiM khA rahA huuN| jala barasa rahA hai, maiM pI rahA huuN| merI puSTi anna aura jala ke adhIna hai| merI jIvana-yAtrA prANavAyu ke adhIna hai| jIvana kA artha hai, parAdhInatAoM kI sviikRti| __maiM dekha rahA hUM, sAmane dIvaTa hai, dIpa jala rahA hai| eka mRnmaya pAtra, tela, bAtI, havA aura agni-dIpa ina sabakI adhInatA svIkAra kara prakAza de rahA hai| maiM dekha rahA hUM, bIja aMkurita ho rahA hai| urvarabhUmi, jala, dhUpa, prakAza aura havA-bIja ina sabakI adhInatA svIkAra kara rahA hai| kyA dIpa prakAza dene meM svataMtra hai? kyA bIja aMkurita hone meM svataMtra hai? kAla, svabhAva, niyati, bhAgya aura puruSArtha kI zrRMkhalA se koI bhI mukta nahIM hai| phalataH koI bhI svataMtra nahIM hai| eka piMjar3A TaMgA huA hai| usake madhya meM eka suggA baiThA hai| piMjar3e kA dvAra khulA, suggA ur3a gyaa| maiMne apane Apase pUchA, vaha bholA pakSI ghara ko chor3a jaMgala meM kyoM calA gayA? piMjar3e meM chitare hue mevoM ko chor3a sUkhe per3oM kI zaraNa meM kyoM calA gayA? koI ajJAta svara gUMja uThA-piMjar3A bandhana hai| ananta zUnya kI goda meM svacchanda viharane vAlA suggA baMdhana ko kaise pasanda kara sakatA hai? maiMne isakA artha yaha samajhA ki ananta zUnya se ghirA huA hai, isalie ghere kI zUnyatA mAnya nahIM hai| ___gati-paryAya se ghirA huA jala kyA kabhI setu ko mAnyatA detA hai? bAMdha kA artha hai, jala kI vivshtaa| vaha gati ke adhIna hai, isalie use sthiti mAnya nahIM hai| maiM yahI kahanA cAhatA hUM ki baMdhana kA artha
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________________ 34 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti hai, aparihArya adhInatA ke AkAza meM parihArya adhInatA kA sNgm| aura svatantratA kA artha hai, kevala aparihArya adhInatAoM kA avshess| koI kaise kaha sakatA hai ki AdamI ko svataMtratA priya hai, parataMtratA priya nahIM hai? pairoM se calanA utanA priya nahIM hai, jitanA priya hai dUsaroM ke sahAre clnaa| maiM dekhatA hUM ki dillI ke rAjapatha kAroM se bhare haiM aura unameM baiThe hajAroM loga idhara-udhara A-jA rahe haiN| yadi ve ghere kI zakti se paricita nahIM hote to kAroM meM nahIM baitthte| ve jAnate haiM ki apane pairoM se calane vAlA ghaMTe meM tIna-cAra mIla hI cala sakatA hai| yadi maiM ghere kI zakti se paricita nahIM hotA to paramparA se nahIM judd'taa| paramparA, sampradAya, jAti aura rASTra-ye saba ghere haiM, sImA-baddha haiN| inameM zakti nahIM hotI to ye kabhI samApta ho jaate| para ye jI rahe haiM aura isIlie jI rahe haiM ki vidyut kA pravAha balba se ghira kara hI Aloka detA hai| dRti se ghirA huA pavana jo kArya kara sakatA hai, vaha mukta AkAza meM nahIM kara sktaa| golI meM zakti tabhI AtI hai, jaba vaha bandUka se dAgI jAtI hai| bANa meM zakti tabhI AtI hai, jaba vaha dhanuSa se pheMkA jAtA hai| . manuSya ne bandhana kA svIkAra mUrkhatAvaza nahIM kiyA hai| vaha bhASA ke baMdhana se baMdhA huA hai, isIlie socatA hai aura dUsaroM taka pahuMcatA hai| vaha iMdriya aura mana se baMdhA huA hai, isIlie gatizIla hai| vaha bhUkha se baMdhA huA hai, isIlie kAryarata hai| para ke prati vyApta hone ke preraka tattva ye hI haiM-zarIra, bhASA, indriya, mana aura bhuukh| inakA pravRtti-kSetra hI samAja hai| sva yadi sva hI rahatA to maiM pUrNa svataMtra hotaa| jisake paira svastha hoM, use baisAkhI kI apekSA nahIM hotii| merI apUrNatA ne bhI mujhe sApekSatA kI ora jhukAyA hai| mere vAcya kA nigamana yaha hai ki maiM apUrNa hUM, isalie sApekSa hUM, aura sApekSa hUM, isIlie isa prazna se Alokita hUM, ki kyA maiM svataMtra hUM? svataMtra vaha hai jo Upara uThatA hai| parataMtra vaha hai jo nIce jAtA hai| lipta nIce jAtA hai, nirlepa Upara uThatA hai| halkA Upara uThatA hai, bhArI nIce jAtA hai| tumbe para miTTI ke lepa cddh'aae| vaha jala
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________________ kyA maiM svataMtra hUM? 35 meM DUba gyaa| jaise-jaise lepa utare, vaha Upara A gyaa| dhuAM isIlie Upara gayA ki vaha halkA hai| patthara isIlie nIce AyA ki vaha bhArI hai| Upara jAnA lAghava kI adhInatA hai aura nIce jAnA bhAra kI adhiintaa| lepa ne nirlepatA kI anubhUti dI hai aura adhaHpAta ne Urdhvagamana kii| __yadi aMdhakAra nahIM hotA to prakAza kA vaha mUlya nahIM hotA, jo Aja hai| svAsthya, sukha aura zAnti kA mUlya roga, duHkha aura azAnti ke saMdarzana meM hI AMkA jA sakatA hai| isakA artha yaha huA ki nirapekSa mUlyAMkana se atIta hai aura isakA artha yaha huA ki vaha kAlAtIta hai| maiM vyakta hUM, isalie kAlAkrAMta huuN| maiM kAlAkrAMta hUM, isalie bhUta, bhaviSya aura vartamAna kI maryAdA se maryAdita huuN| kyA koI maryAdita vyakti yaha jijJAsA kara sakatA hai ki maiM svataMtra hUM? / kumhAra kA cAka kucha kSaNa pahale usakI uMgalI ke adhIna hokara cala rahA thaa| aba vaha usa vega ke adhIna cala rahA hai jo uMgalI dvArA pradatta hai| maiM kabhI uMgalI ke adhIna cala rahA hUM aura kabhI vega ke adhiin| duniyA kI sArI gatizIlatA adhInatA dvArA niyaMtrita hai| eka bAra eka rAjA aura maMtrI meM vivAda ho gyaa| maMtrI ne kahA-sAre loga patnI kI adhInatA svIkAra kara cala rahe haiN| rAjA ne isakA prativAda kiyaa| Akhira parIkSA kI ghar3I aayii| do kheme lge| patnI kI adhInatA ko mAnyatA dene vAlA khemA bhara gyaa| dUsare khemeM meM sirpha eka vyakti gyaa| rAjA ke pUchane para usane batAyA ki merI patnI ne kahA-bhIr3a-bhAr3a meM mata phaMsanA, isalie maiM akelA khar3A huuN| sAre nagara meM eka bhI vyakti aisA nahIM milA, jo patnI dvArA cAlita na ho| sArI duniyA meM eka bhI vyakti aisA nahIM hai, jo apekSAoM dvArA saMcAlita na ho| - maiM eka bAra jaMgalI mASoM ke paudhoM se ghirA baiThA thaa| dopaharI kI velA thii| sUraja apanI prakhara razmiyoM se una paudhoM para Aga barasA rahA thaa| una para lagI phaliyoM meM tar3a-tar3a kI dhvani ho rahI thii| maiMne sasmaya dRSTi se dekhA-phaliyAM TUTa rahI haiM, dAne AkAza meM uchala rahe haiN| uchalane meM svataMtratA ke Ananda kI anubhUti thii| anubhUti ne mujhe yaha saMbodha diyA ki dAne ko phalI kI adhInatA mAnya ho sakatI hai, yadi
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________________ 36 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti vaha pakane ke bAda dAne ko mukta karane ke lie prastuta ho / phala ko vRnta kI adhInatA mAnya ho sakatI hai, yadi vaha pakane ke bAda phala ko mukta karane ke lie prastuta ho / isa saMcarcA ke bAda mere mana para vaha prazna nahIM ubhara rahA hai ki kyA maiM svataMtra hUM ? kintu yaha vizvAsa ubhara rahA hai ki maiM svataMtra hone ke lie parataMtra hUM / 15. ahiMsA kA Adi-bindu maiM apane Apako apUrNa mAnatA hUM, phira bhI koI vyakti merI apUrNatA kI ora iMgita karatA hai to merI pUrNatA kI Aga prajvalita ho uThatI hai / apUrNatA kI smRti kSaNa bhara ke lie lupta ho jAtI hai / maiM socatA hUM, aisA kyoM hotA hai? zAyada isIlie hotA hai ki iMgita karane vAlA merI pUrNatA ko lakSya karake hI merI apUrNatA kI ora iMgita karatA hai / usake mana meM eka citra merI pUrNatA kA hotA hai aura vaha iMgita karatA hai merI apUrNatA kI ora / vaha merI apUrNatA ko lakSya meM rakhakara usakI ora iMgita kare to mujhe apanI apUrNatA kI vismRti kA kSaNa na dekhanA par3e / ahiMsA meM merI AsthA hai / yadA-kadA usake prayoga bhI karatA hUM / kintu hiMsA ke cira saMcita saMskAroM ko cIrakara maiM ahiMsA kI pratiSThA kara cukA hUM. yaha maiM mAnUM to merA dambha hogaa| maiM itanA hI mAna sakatA hUM ki maiM ahiMsA kI dizA meM cala rahA huuN| kaba taka kahAM pahuMca pAUMgA - yaha prazna kevala vartamAna se hI jur3A hotA to maiM isake uttara kI rekhA khIMca DAlatA kintu yaha prazna mere atIta se jur3A huA hai, isalie ahiMsA kI dizA meM cala rahA hUM, isase Age kahane ke lie mere pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai| mere priya Alocaka ! maiM itanA sA tumheM batA sakatA hUM ki maiM rUr3ha nahIM huuN| maiM pravahamAna jala ko svaccha mAnatA hUM aura yaha bhI mAnatA hUM ki gar3he meM avaruddha jala kI svacchatA naSTa ho jAtI hai / maiM jo hUM, vahI rahUM aura jaisA hUM, vaisA hI rahUM, isa manovRtti meM merI koI AsthA nahIM hai aura isalie nahIM hai ki isameM maiM hiMsA kI paudha
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________________ ahiMsA kA artha 37 ko panapate dekhatA huuN| ___maiM apUrNa hUM aura pUrNa honA cAhatA hUM yahI merI ahiMsA kA Adi-bindu hai| apUrNa pUrNa tabhI hogA, jaba jo hai, vaha nahIM rahegA aura jo nahIM hai, vaha hogaa| yaha hai merA apanA Alocana apanI hI lekhanI dvArA prasUta! 16. ahiMsA kA artha maiM apane jIvana kA siMhAvalokana karatA hUM taba kalpanAloka se utara dharatI para A jAtA hUM aura kalpanA ke paMkhoM ko chor3a apane pairoM se calane laga jAtA huuN| maiM dekhatA hUM, eka dina maiMne saMkalpa kiyA thA, maiM ahiMsA kA pAlana kruuNgaa| usa samaya mere lie ahiMsA kA artha thA jIvoM ko na maarnaa| jahAM jIva mare, vahAM bhI ahiMsA ho sakatI hai, yaha mere lie atarkaNIya thaa| ___jIva-dayA kI artha-garimA bhI kama nahIM hai| AtmatulA ke bhAva kI carama pariNati meM atula AnandAnubhUti hotI hai| samaya-samaya para mujhe isakI anubhUti huI hai| maiM jaise-jaise bar3A huA, sahadharmiyoM kI manobhUmikA para viharane lagA, taba mujhe pratIta huA merI ahiMsA kI samajha adhUrI hai| ahiMsA kI paripUrNa vedikA ke nirmANa ke lie maiM tar3apa utthaa| maiMne samajhA, ahiMsA kA artha hai, paristhiti ke marmabhedI parazu se marmAhata na honaa| isa kuzala jagat meM aisA koI bhI prANI nahIM hai, jo paristhiti ke mRd puSpa se pramatta aura kaThora vajra se Ahata na ho| mujhe lagA jo vyakti apanI jIvana-dhArA ko paristhiti ke prabhAva-kSetra kI ora pravAhita kara detA hai, vaha ahiMsA kI anupAlanA nahIM kara sktaa| paristhiti kI mRdutA se Ane vAlI mUrchA ke sAtha-sAtha cetanA mUrchita ho jAtI hai aura usakI kaThoratA se upajane vAlI kuNThA ke sAtha-sAtha vaha kuNThita ho jAtI hai| ahiMsA cetanA kI svatantra dazA hai| jo sardI se abhibhUta ho jAe, vaha svatantra nahIM ho sktii| jo garmI se abhibhUta ho jAe, vaha bhI svatantra nahIM ho sktii| svatantra vaha ho sakatI haiM jo kisI se abhibhUta
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________________ 38 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti na ho| aba merI ahiMsA kA prakAza-stambha yahI hai| isameM prANI-dayA ke prati merA mana pahale se adhika saMvedanazIla banA hai, dUsare kI pIr3A meM apanI pIr3A kI tIvra anubhUti hone lagI hai, yadi maiM paristhiti kI kArA kA bandI banA baiThA rahatA to dUsaroM ke prati nirantara saMvadenazIla nahIM raha paataa| ___ paristhiti nirantara eka rUpa nahIM rhtii| usake pratibimba ko svIkAra karane vAlI cetanA bhI ekarUpa nahIM raha sktii| kucha loga mujhe vyavahAra-kuzala mAnate haiM to kucha loga mAnate haiM ki maiM vyavahAra-kuzala nahIM huuN| kucha loga mAnate haiM, maiM AdhyAtmika hUM to kucha loga mAnate haiM, yaha merI sArI rAjanIti hai| aneka tulAeM haiM aura aneka maapdnndd| maiM tulanIya hUM, isalie tolA jAtA huuN| maiM mApya hUM, isalie mApA jAtA huuN| yadi maiM tulAtIta aura mApAtIta hotA to merI ahiMsA prastara-jagat kI ahiMsA aura merI zAnti zmazAna kI zAnti hotii| merI ahiMsA cetanA-jagat kI ahiMsA hai aura merI zAnti tumula ke madhya meM snAta zAnti hai| isakA sAkSya yahI hai ki maiM dUsaroM kI tulA se tulita apane vyaktitva kA nirIkSaNa-parIkSaNa karatA hUM para mAnyatA usI vyaktitva ko detA hUM, jo merI apanI tulA se tulita hai| mere lie mAnadaNDa bhI merA apanA hai| isameM merA ahaM nahIM bola rahA hai| yaha mere astitva kA bodha hai jo kisI apara sattA se pratihata nahIM hotaa| yaha astitva kA apratighAta hI merI Aja kI ahiMsA hai| ____ ahiMsA ke do AyAma haiM-pratirodha aura prtikaar| hiMsA ke bhI ye do AyAma haiN| pratirodha apanA bacAva hai aura pratikAra hai paristhiti para aaghaat| ahiMsA meM pratirodha aura pratikAra kI zakti nahIM rahI to ahiMsaka nirvIrya bana jAegA, zakti-saMtulana hiMsA ke hAtha meM calA jaaegaa| Aja jana-sAdhAraNa meM ahiMsA ke prati jo bhrama hai, vaha nirasta honA caahie| use yaha anubhava honA cAhie ki ahiMsA nirvIrya nahIM hai| usameM pratirodha aura pratikAra kI kSamatA hiMsA kI apekSA adhika sUkSma aura tIvra hai| hiMsA meM vizvAsa karane vAlA usakA pratirodha aura pratikAra usase
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________________ ahiMsA kA artha 36 prabhAvita hokara karatA hai, hiMsA ko svIkAra karake karatA hai| hiMsA aura hiMsA-paraspara sajAtIya haiN| isIlie hiMsA hiMsA ko mAratI nahIM, ubAratI hai, use paramparA-pAta meM pravAhita karatI hai| __ ahiMsA meM vizvAsa karane vAlA hiMsA kA pratirodha aura pratikAra usase aprabhAvita hokara karatA hai-hiMsA kI paristhiti ko mAnyatA na dete hue karatA hai| hiMsA aura ahiMsA paraspara vijAtIya haiN| isIlie ahiMsA se hiMsA nirasta ho jAtI hai, usakI paramparA samApta ho jAtI hai| ahiMsA kI pratirodha-zakti hai-svatantra cetanA kA anAvRtIkaraNa aura usakI pratikAra zakti hai-prema kA vistAra aura utanA vistAra, jisameM zUnya na ho, aprIti ke lie koI avakAza na ho| maiM vimala dRSTi se dekhatA hUM-yadi maiM paristhiti-paratantra cetanA ko mAnyatA dekara calatA to merA zakti-bIja aMkurita hone se pahale hI vilupta ho jaataa| ___ maiMne na jAne kitanI bAra isa sUtra kI punarAvRtti kI hai-"vaha parAjaya ko nimantraNa detA hai jo kriyA se vimukha ho pratikriyA ke sammukha calatA hai|' prema kA vistAra, yaha merI kriyA hai| isameM merI cetanA kA svatantra kartRtva hai| isase pratihata hokara hiMsA apanI mauta mara jAtI hai| __maiM hiMsA kA pratikAra hiMsA se karane lagUM to vaha merI pratikriyA hogii| mere dvArA niyantrita kriyA nahIM kintu sammukhIna paristhiti dvArA niyaMtrita kriyA hogI, yAnI pratikriyA hogii| isa pratikriyA se mujhe bala nahIM miltaa| kintu merA bala usameM jAtA hai, jisake prati maiM kriyA karatA huuN| isakA artha hotA hai, merI virodhI paristhiti mere bala kA saMbala pAkara apanI prahAra-zakti ko tIvra banA letI hai| kyA merI mUrkhatA kA isase anupama udAharaNa aura koI ho sakatA hai ki maiM apanI zakti kA dAna usake lie karUM, jo mujhe zakti-zUnya karanA cAhatI hai? 'Atma-vizvAsa jitanA zUnya hotA hai, utanA hI usameM paristhiti ko avakAza milatA hai'-isa sUtra ne mujhe jo Aloka diyA hai, usase maiM lAbhAnvita huA hUM aura amA kI aMdhiyArI meM bhI apanA patha dekha letA huuN|
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________________ 40 maiM merA mana : merI zAnti : maiM kaI varSoM se isa sAdhanA ke prati prayatnazIla hUM ki mere mana meM apriyatA kI anubhUti kA srota sUkha jaae| vaha srota, jo mere bhItara pravAhita hokara merI sukhAnubhUti kI paudha ko pallavita nahIM karatA, kintu sukhAtA hai / 'apriyatA kI anubhUti jisake prati hotI hai, vahAM taka pahuMce binA hI vaha lauTakara apane udgama meM A jAtI hai aura vahAM apanA kAma karatI hai' - isa satya kI anubhUti mujhe jaba se huI hai, taba se maiM mAnatA hUM ki maiMne ahiMsA-devatA ko apanI AsthA arpita kI hai I maiM Aja antaHkaraNa kA udghATana nahIM kara rahA huuN| maiM usa zAzvata satya ke Aloka meM apanA antaHkaraNa par3ha rahA hUM / sukha-duHkha kI manogranthiyoM se mukta vahI hai, jo sardI aura garmI se prabhAvita nahIM hai / bandhana ko tor3a sa meM sakSama vahI hai, jo paristhiti kA pratibimba nahIM hai / bimba aura pratibimba kA jagat pratikriyA kA jagat hai / usa jagat kA zabdakoza svatantratA jaise zabda se zUnya hai / vahAM na svataHsphUrta kriyA hai aura na apanA kartRtva, na apanI zakti hai aura na apanA Ananda / vahAM jo kucha hai, vaha hai pratibimba aura AbhAsa, kheda aura AyAsa, aura taba taka jaba taka hiMsA kA raMgamaMca AkarSaNa kA kendra-bindu banA huA hai| 17. ahiMsA kI anusyUti maiMne kaI bAra socA- apane Apako anAvRta kara dUM, jisase mere sAthI mujhe sAkSAt dekha sakeM / yaha AvaraNa hI unheM saMdigdha kie hue hai| jaba taka AvaraNa rahegA taba taka sandeha nirasta nahIM hogA / vizvAsa anAvaraNa meM upajatA hai / isa sRSTi ko dvandva pasanda hai / isIlie isa parade kI sRSTi huI / yadi yaha saMsAra sIdhA-sarala hotA, kahIM koI ghumAva yA chipAva nahIM hotA to sandeha janma hI nahIM le pAtA / para sRSTi dvandva cAhatI hai, sabako eka hone denA nahIM cAhatI, isalie aneka ghumAva aura chipAva haiN| jahAM-jahAM ghumAva aura chipAva haiM, vahAM-vahAM sandeha hai
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________________ ahiMsA kI anusyUti 41 maiMne kaI bAra socA- koI aisA dIpa jalAUM, jisase mere sAthI mujhe sAkSAt dekha sakeM / yaha andhakAra hI unheM saMdigdha kie hue hai| jaba taka andhakAra rahegA, taba taka sandeha nirasta nahIM hogA / vizvAsa prakAza meM upajatA hai / isa sRSTi ko dvandva pasanda hai / isIlie vaha prakAza ke sAtha-sAtha andhakAra ko bhI avakAza detI hai / maiMne kaI bAra socA - isa himAlaya ke uttuMga zikharoM ko tor3a DAlUM, jisase mere sAthI mujhe sAkSAt dekha sakeM / yaha UMcAI hI unheM saMdigdha kie hue hai| jaba taka UMcAI rahegI taba taka sandeha nirasta nahIM hogA / vizvAsa samatala meM upajatA hai / isa sRSTi ko viSamatA pasanda hai / isIlie usane do samataloM ke bIca eka UMcAI cina rakhI hai| maiMne kaI bAra socA - isa ananta jalarAzi ko sukhA dUM, jisase mere sAthI mujhe sAkSAt dekha skeN| yaha gaharAI hI unheM saMdigdha kie hue hai / jaba taka gaharAI rahegI, taba taka sandeha nirasta nahIM hogA / vizvAsa samataloM meM upajatA hai / isa sRSTi ko viSamatA pasanda hai, isIlie usane do samatala ke bIca eka gaharAI bichA rakhI hai| maiMne kaI bAra socA - isa prAsAda vAsa ko chor3a dUM, jisase mere sAthI mujhe sAkSAt dekha skeN| yaha dIvAra kA vyavadhAna hI unheM saMdigdha kie hue hai| jaba taka vyavadhAna rahegA, taba taka sandeha nirasta nahIM hogaa| vizvAsa avyavadhAna meM upajatA hai / isa sRSTi ko dvandva pasanda hai / isIlie yaha prAsAda-sRSTi huI hai| yadi AkAza mukta hI hotA to sandeha upaja hI nahIM paataa| jahAM-jahAM manuSya ne AkAza ko bAMdhA hai, vahAM-vahAM sandeha ko janma milA hai| maiMne phira socA- maiM kahIM patavAra -vihIna naukA kI bhAMti kalpanA ke avirAma pravAha meM bahA to nahIM jA rahA hUM? maiMne phira socA- maiM kahIM cakravAta meM ulajhe hue paMchI kI bhAMti ananta AkAza meM ur3A to nahIM jA rahA hUM? kyA merI naukA ko koI taTa prApta hai? kyA mere paMchI kA koI dharAtala hai ? kyA anAvaraNa, prakAza, avyavadhAna aura samatala vAstavika haiM ? vyAvahArika haiM ? kyA ina kaThaputaliyoM ke lie ye saMbhAvya haiM ? eka ke bAda eka prazna mere mana meM uThane lage aura mere sAthiyoM ke
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________________ 42 maiM merA mana : merI zAnti : asaMkhya svara mere kAnoM meM gUMjane lage-ve avAstavika haiM, avyAvahArika haiM aura asaMbhAvya haiM- ina kaThaputaliyoM ke lie, jo cAlita haiM, kintu svayaM ke dvArA nahIM / ve svara bahuta mIThe the| para na jAne kyA huA, ve mujhe nahIM moha ske| sAMpakATe ko nIma mIThA lagatA hai / yaha viparyaya hai para mithyA nahIM hai / maiM sarpa-daSTa nahIM thA, yaha kaise kahUM? jisameM hiMsA kA eka saMskAra bhI zeSa hai, jisake caitasika darpaNa meM usakA dhuMdhalA - sA pratibimba bhI aMkita hai, vaha viSavimukta nahIM hai aura use nIma mIThA laganA hI cAhie / zeSa duniyA ko jo kar3avA lage, vaha viSa - vyathita ko mIThA na lage to samajhanA cAhie, usakI cetanA mUrcchita ho cukI hai| vaha asAdhya avasthA taka pahuMca cukA hai| taba duniyA ko kar3ave lagane vAle adhyAtma ke svara mujhe mIThe lage, maiMne socA mujhameM jahara hai| miThAsa kI anubhUti ne mujhe Azvasta bhI kiyA ki maiM asAdhya rogI nahIM hUM / mere cikitsaka ne kisI ko asAdhya mAnA hI nahIM thA / usakA dhvani-nirghoSa hai yaha merI davA una sabake lie hai jo viSa kI vedanA se vyathita haiM, bhale phira ve - jAgRta hoM yA nidrA - rata sphUrta hoM yA alasa gatizIla hoM yA sthitizIla zotha - yukta hoM yA zotha - mukta Abaddha hoM yA nirbandha / mere cikitsaka ne mujhe itanA prabhAvita kara diyA ki maiM apane sAthiyoM ko santoSa nahIM de skaa| maiM jaise-jaise viSamukta hotA jA rahA hUM, vaise-vaise merI mAnyatAeM praznacihna banatI jA rahI haiM / maiMne mAna rakhA thA - cInI mIThI hai, nIma kar3avA hai| Aja vaha praznacihna bana gayA hai- kyA cInI mIThI hai? kyA nIma kar3avA hai? maiMne mAna rakhA thA - agni garma hai, barpha ThaNDI hai| Aja vaha praznacihna bana gaI hai- kyA agni garma hai? kyA barpha ThaNDI hai?
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________________ ahiMsA kI anusyUti 43 maiMne mAna rakhA thA-yaha andhakAra hai, yaha prakAza hai| kintu kisI ajJAta se praznacihna ubhara rahA hai-kyA andhakAra andhakAra hI hai? kyA prakAza prakAza hI hai? ina praznacihnoM ne merA mana Andolita kara diyaa| merI mUrchita cetanA jAga utthii| aba maiM dekhatA hUM, sunatA nahIM huuN| aba maiM jAnatA hUM, mAnatA. nahIM huuN| maiM dekha rahA hUM aura sAkSAt dekha rahA hUM-svArtha kI samarekhA meM saba sabake lie madhura haiM aura svArtha kI viSamarekhA meM saba sabake lie kaTu haiN| koI kisI ke lie nitAnta madhura nahIM hai aura koI kisI ke lie nitAnta kaTu nahIM hai| jo madhura hai, vaha kaTu bhI hai aura jo kaTu hai, vaha madhura bhI hai| ___maiM dekha rahA hUM aura sAkSAt dekha rahA hUM-zakti-zUnya sattA ke sammakha saba garma haiM aura zakti-sampanna sattA ke sammakha saba ThaMDe haiN| koI kisI ke lie nitAnta garma nahIM hai aura koI kisI ke lie nitAnta ThaNDA nahIM hai| jo garma hai, vaha ThaNDA bhI hai aura jo ThaNDA hai. vaha garma bhI hai| ____ maiM dekha rahA hUM aura sAkSAt dekha rahA hUM-jo dRSTi se vipanna hai, usake lie cahuM ora andhakAra hI andhakAra hai aura jo dRSTi se sampanna hai, usake lie cahuM ora prakAza hI prakAza hai| nitAnta andhakAra jaisA bhI kucha nahIM hai aura nitAnta prakAza jaisA bhI kucha nahIM hai| jo andhakAra hai, vaha prakAza bhI hai aura jo prakAza hai, vaha andhakAra bhI hai| isa ahiMsA kI anubhUti ne mujhe usa saMdarbha taka pahuMcA diyA-jo Ane kA mArga hai, vahI jAne kA mArga hai, aura jo jAne kA mArga hai, vahI Ane kA mArga hai| isI satya kI anubhUti se anuprANita ho, eka bAra maiMne likhA thA-jo ArohaNa ke sopAna haiM, ve hI avarohaNa ke sopAna haiM aura jo avarohaNa ke sopAna haiM, ve hI ArohaNa ke sopAna haiN| ArohaNa aura avarohaNa ke sopAna do nahIM haiN|
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________________ 44 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti 18 sApekSa satya merI AMkhoM ke sAmane eka vRddha kA citra ubhara rahA hai| vaha apane yauvana meM bahuta svastha aura sundara rahA hai| usameM jitanI karmajA zakti thI, utanA hI vaha karma-kuzala thaa| vaha carma-cakSuoM aura karma-cakSuoM-donoM ke lie AkarSaNa-kendra thaa| aba vaha vRddha ho gayA hai| usakA sundara zarIra vali-saMvalita ho gayA hai| usakI lalita kezarAzi palita ho gaI hai| usakA svastha zarIra rugNa ho gayA hai| aba vaha carma-cakSuoM kA AkarSaNa-kendra nahIM hai| usake jJAnendriya zithila ho cuke haiM aura karmendriya shktihiin| aba vaha karma-kuzala nahIM hai aura carma-cakSuoM kA AkarSaNa-kendra bhI nahIM hai| vaha atIta kI sthiti kA smaraNa kara duHkha kA saMvedana kara rahA hai| yaha duHkha vartamAna meM hai, kintu vartamAna kI sthiti se prApta nahIM hai| vaha atIta ke saMdarbha meM vartamAna kI sthiti se prApta hai| yadi vaha atIta meM svastha aura sundara nahIM hotA, yadi vaha atIta meM karmaTha aura karma-kuzala nahIM hotA aura janatA ke lie AkarSaNa-kendra nahIM hotA to vaha itanA duHkhI nahIM hotaa| ___ yadi atIta aura vartamAna kI smRti-zRMkhalA usameM nahIM hotI, maiM vahI hUM-yaha pratyabhijJA nahIM hotI to vaha duHkhI nahIM hotaa| ____ maiM jisa paryAya meM AkarSaNa-kendra thA, vaha paryAya sampanna ho cukA hai| maiM abhI jisa paryAya meM hUM, vaha abhinava paryAya utpanna huA hai| usameM AkarSaNa-kendra banane kI kSamatA nahIM hai| isa prakAra vastugata ekatA meM avasthAgata bhinnatA kA samyak saMvedana hotA to vaha duHkhI nahIM hotaa| - yadi usakA jJAna aura darzana samyak hotA to vaha duHkhI nahIM hotaa| yaha atIta se AvRta vartamAna bhagavAn mahAvIra kA naigama naya hai| eka kisAna ne apanI patnI se kahA-'maiM bhaiMsa lA rahA huuN|' vaha bolI-'bhale lAo, para dUdha kI malAI apanI mAM ko khilaauuNgii|' kisAna bolA- 'yaha kaise ho sakatA hai? bhaiMsa maiM lAUM aura malAI khAe tumhArI mAM! isa bAta para vivAda bar3ha gyaa| donoM lar3a pdd'e|
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________________ sApekSa satya 45 par3osI aayaa| lAThI ko ghumA ghar3e phor3a ddaale| kisAna bhunabhunAyA to vaha bolA- 'terI bhaiMsa merA kheta cara gii| kisAna ne kahA-'mere ghara bhaiMsa hai hI nahIM, phira tumhArA kheta kahAM se cara gaI? par3osI bolA-'abhI bhaiMsa hI nahIM hai to phira malAI kI lar3AI kaisI? yaha bhaviSya se prabhAvita vartamAna hai aura naigama naya kA eka caraNa / jaba maiM padArtha-parivartana kI prakriyA ko dekhatA hUM to mujhe dikhAI detA hai saMghaTana aura vighaTana kA liilaackr| sindhu aura kyA hai? bindu-bindu kA sNghttn| bindu aura kyA hai? sindhu kA vighttn| saMghaTana meM vistAra hai| usakI apanI upayogitA hai| jala-pota bindu para nahIM taira skte| vighaTana meM saMkSepa hai| usakI apanI upayogitA hai| cir3iyA kI coMca meM sindhu nahIM samA sktaa| isIlie sindhu bhI satya hai aura bindu bhI satya hai| kapar3e kA apanA upayoga hai| vaha sardI se, dhUpa se bacAtA hai| dhAge kA apanA upayoga hai| vaha do ko sAMdhatA hai| para sAMdhane meM kapar3e kA aura sardI se bacAne meM dhAge kA koI upayoga nahIM hai| isIlie kapar3A bhI satya hai aura dhAgA bhI satya hai| ina do sApekSa satyoM kI svIkRti mahAvIra kA saMgraha aura vyavahAra naya hai| ____ merI dRSTi ke sAmane eka upavana hai| usameM pacAsoM gulAba ke paudhe haiM-AkarSaka aura mnorm| unameM bahuraMgI phUla bar3e lubhAvane haiN| unase saurabha phUTa rahI hai| upavana meM Ane vAlA hara vyakti unheM lalacAI AMkhoM se dekhatA hai| ___ maiM kucha varSoM bAda dekhatA hUM, vaha upavana ujar3a rahA hai| mAlI kI uMgaliyAM jala-seka se virata ho gaI haiN| paudhe sUkha gae haiN| usa ora Ane vAlA hara vyakti unheM dayA kI dRSTi se dekhatA hai| gulAba ke paudhoM kA atIta kA vaibhava asat ho gayA hai| aba sat hai unakA bhNg| yaha vartamAna satya mahAvIra kA RjusUtra naya hai| ___eka saMgoSThI ho rahI thii| eka pravacanakAra zAstra kA nirasana kara rahe the| maiMne mana-hI-mana socA, zAstra kA samarthana bhI zAstra ke dvArA hotA hai aura zAstra kA nirasana bhI zAstra ke dvArA hotA hai| yadi zabdAtmaka jJAna nahIM hotA to kauna kisakA samarthana karatA aura kauna
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________________ 46 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti kisakA nirasana? kyA pravacanakAra zabda kA sahArA liye binA zAstra kA nirasana kara sakate the? vastutaH ve zAstra kA nirasana nahIM kara rahe the, kintu prAcIna zAstra para apane zAstra kA samAropaNa kara rahe the| yaha samAropaNa ekAMgI dRSTi se hotA hai| kAla-parivartana ke sAtha dhvani ke artha-parivartana ko mAnyatA dI jAe to zAstra meM nirasana jaisA kyA bacegA? dillI eka zabda hai| vaha dillI nAmaka bhUkhaNDa kA vAcaka hai| dillI thI, dillI hai aura dillI rahegI-ina tInoM zabdoM kA artha eka nahIM hai| aMgrejoM kI dillI se kAMgresI-zAsana kI dillI bhinna hai aura kisI bhAvI zAsana kI dillI kAMgresI-zAsana kI dillI se bhinna hogii| sakSma kA sparza kareM to kala kI dillI se Aja kI dillI bhinna hai aura Aja kI dillI se kala kI dillI bhinna hogii| ___ yaha kAla-bodha se prabhAvita hone vAlA zabda kA arthabodha mahAvIra kA zabda naya hai| Aja hama AcArya tulasI ke sAtha maNDora ke udyAna meM parivrajana kara rahe the| sAmane pahAr3a kI car3hAI thI, sIr3hiyAM banI huI thiiN| AcAryazrI ne sIr3hiyAM car3hate-car3hate kahA- 'yaha to udyAna hai|' merI smRti tatkAla usa artha-saMjJA se abhibhUta ho gaI ki udyAna kA vAcya hai-Urdhva-bhUmi para banA huA upvn| vAcya aura vAcaka kA paraspara gaharA anubandha hai| aisA koI bhI vAcya nahIM hai, jisakA do vAcakoM dvArA prativacana kiyA jA ske| nirukta kI bhinnatA ke sAtha-sAtha artha kI bhinnatA A jAtI hai| yaha mahAvIra kA samabhirUr3ha naya hai| ____ eka rAjyAdhikArI do dIpa jalAte the| eka rAjakIya tela se aura eka apane tela se ! jaba ve sarakArI kAma karate taba rAjakIya tela se dIpa jalAte the aura jaba gharelU kAma karate taba apane tela se dIpa jalAte the| isI prakAra kI kaI ghaTanAeM aura prApta hotI haiN| eka rAjyAdhikArI jaba sarakArI kAma ke lie jAte haiM, taba rAjakIya moTara kAra kA upayoga karate haiM aura jaba gharelU kAma ke lie jAte haiM, taba usakA upayoga nahIM karate, basa meM baiThakara cale jAte haiM, kyoMki usa samaya ve rAjyAdhikArI nahIM hote| ve rAjyAdhikArI usI kSaNa hote haiM, jisa kSaNa rAjyAdhikAra
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________________ sApekSa satya 47 kA kArya kara rahe hote haiN| yaha mahAvIra kA evambhUta naya hai| ___ hama sApekSa satyoM ke jagat meM jIte haiM, isIlie unakI vyAkhyA hamAre lie adhika mUlyavAna hai| usakA mUlyAMkana kara hama aneka samasyAoM se mukti pA sakate haiN| saba samasyAoM kA srota hai-Agraha kA sNrohnn| Agraha asatya ho janma detA hai aura asatya samasyAoM ko| sApekSadRSTi kA pratipAdana bhAratIya vicAradhArA ko mahAvIra kI bahuta bar3I dena hai| isase anAgraha kA vikAsa hotA hai| anAgraha se satya kA sparza aura satya ke sparza se samasyAoM kA samAdhAna hotA hai|
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________________ 1. dharma eka : kalpanAeM tIna mere sAmane eka citra ubhara rahA hai| usake tIna pahalU haiM pahalA-eka AdamI dhArmika kriyAkANDa kara rahA thaa| maiMne pUchA-'yaha kisalie karate ho, bhaiyA? usane sahaja mudrA meM uttara diyA-'isase paraloka sudhregaa|' dUsarA-eka AdamI vyApAra karatA thaa| usane aneka prayatna kie para vaha saphala nahIM huaa| vaha nirAza ho gyaa| usane sArA samaya dhArmika kriyAkANDa meM lagAnA zurU kara diyaa| eka dina maiMne pUchA-'tuma to bahuta samaya lagAte ho isa kriyAkANDa meM? vaha bolA-'pichale janma meM bure karma kie the, isalie yahAM duHkha pA rahA huuN| yahAM kucha kara lUM jisase agalA janma sudhara jAe, vahAM itanA duHkha na bhugatanA pdd'e|' / tIsarA-eka AdamI bahuta jhagar3AlU thaa| jitanA jhagar3AlU, utanA hI dhrm-premii| dharma-prema aura kalaha donoM eka sAtha itane ho sakate haiM, yaha maiM nahIM samajha skaa| para vaha apane ko dharma-premI mAnatA thA aura dUsare loga bhI use dharma-premI kahate the| maiMne eka dina kahA-'tuma dinabhara lar3ate-jhagar3ate ho, phira dharma karane kA kyA artha hogA? vaha bolA'mahArAja! lar3ane kI to Adata par3a gii| vaha aba kaise chUTe? yaha jIvana to aba jaisA hai vaisA hI rhegaa| acchA hai dharma karane se paraloka sudhara jaae|' tInoM pahaluoM kA samagra citra jo ubharatA hai, usakA AkAra yaha hai ki dhArmika logoM ko paraloka sudhArane kI jitanI cintA hai, utanI ihaloka sudhArane kI nahIM hai| unameM paraloka ko sukhamaya banAne kI jitanI dhuna hai, utanI ihaloka ko sukhamaya banAne kI nahIM hai| yaha akAraNa bhI nhiiN| unakI mAnyatA hai ki isa jIvana meM jo burA karma ho dhArmika logoM ko paralA unameM paraloka ko sukhamaya hai| yaha
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________________ 52 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti rahA hai, usakA koI upAya nhiiN| vaha to pichale janma ke kie hue bure karmoM kA phala hai| isa jIvana meM jitanA acchA karma kareMge, utanA hI agalA jIvana acchA hogaa| unake acche jIvana kI kalpanA hai-pAsa meM khUba dhana ho, acchA makAna ho, acchA parivAra ho, naukara-cAkara hoM tathA sukha-suvidhA ke saba sAdhana upalabdha hoN| aprAmANikatA, jhUTha, vizvAsaghAta Adi unake acche jIvana kI kalpanA meM bAdhaka nahIM haiN| ve saMnyAsI nahIM haiN| unheM vyApAra kara jIvikA calAnA hai| kyA prAmANikatA, sacAI Adi se jIvikA calAI jA sakatI hai? ye tarka unake vyavahAra ko kabhI vizuddha nahIM hone dete| unakI dharma kI kalpanA ko maiM eka ghaTanA ke dvArA spaSTa kruuN| eka dina goSThI meM eka nayA ceharA dikhAI diyaa| upasthita goSThI-sadasyoM ne jijJAsA ke sAtha pUchA-'tumhAre jIvana kI vizeSatA kyA hai? vaha bolA-'mere jIvana kI vizeSatA yaha hai ki maiM dharma ko kabhI nahIM chodd'taa|' sabane usakI ora AzcaryabharI dRSTi se dekhA to usakA utsAha Age bddh'aa| vaha bolA-'maiMne jarUrata par3ane para zarAba pI lI, juA khela liyA, para dharma ko nahIM chodd'aa| bhUkha kI samasyA bar3I jaTila hai, usake lie kabhI-kabhI corI bhI kI aura DAkA bhI DAlA, para dharma nahIM chodd'aa| mana kI durbalatA hara AdamI meM hotI hai| usake vazIbhUta ho vezyAgamana bhI kara gayA, para dharma nahIM chodd'aa| kabhI-kabhI krodha ke vaza meM A khUna bhI kara DAlA, para dharma nahIM chodd'aa|' vaha AMkha mUMdakara apanI prazaMsA ke gIta gAtA hI calA gyaa| eka sadasya ne sasammAna pUchA- 'to mahAzaya! ApakA dharma kyA hai? vaha garva kI bhASA meM bolA-'maiMne achUta ke hAtha kA nahIM khaayaa| hajAra kaThinAiyAM sahIM, saba kucha kiyA, para dharma para aDiga rhaa|' aisI aneka ghaTanAeM haiM aura aneka khaaniyaaN| loka-mAnasa meM dharma kA jo citra hai, use ve hamAre sAmane prastuta karatI haiN| aise dharma-citra se tRpti na ho, aise loga bhI kama nahIM haiN| manuSya apane AvegoM ke ubhAra meM rasAnubhUti karatA hai| usane dharma-kSetra ko bhI usase achUtA nahIM chor3A hai| dharma kA svarUpa hai AvegoM kA upshmn| para kyA aisA dharma AcaraNa meM rahA hai?
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________________ dharma aura saMsthAgata dharma 53 apane Apako dhArmika mAnane vAle vyakti meM bhI bhaya, zoka, ghRNA aura vikAra utanA hI hai, jitanA kisI adhArmika meM hai| "saba jIva samAna haiM' ke vyAkhyAtA bhedabhAva se bharapUra aura 'saba jIva eka hI brahma kI santati haiM' ke vyAkhyAtA krUra hoM to sahaja hI yaha dhAraNA bana jAtI hai ki darzana kA kSetra buddhi aura vyAkhyA hI hai| ____ maiM nahIM samajha sakA-AtmA hai, vaha punarbhavI hai, vaha karma kA kartA aura bhoktA hai, acche karma kA phala acchA aura bure kA burA hotA hai, isa dhAraNA meM vizvAsa rakhane vAlA bhI burA karma karate hue saMkoca nahIM karatA, taba Astika nAstika kI bheda-rekhA kyA hai? 2. dharma aura saMsthAgata dharma kucha logoM kA mata hai ki dharma manuSya ke lie sadA upayogI hai, kyoMki vaha zAzvata hai| kucha loga use anupayogI mAnate haiN| unakA mAnanA hai ki vaha aba purAnA ho gayA hai, usa para AvaraNaM A gae haiM, aba usase cipake rahanA ucita nahIM hai| kyA hama isa abhimata ko apanA samarthana deM ki dharma kI upayogitA samApta ho cukI hai? athavA isa abhimata kI puSTi kareM ki vartamAna paristhiti meM dharma hamAre lie upayogI hai? isa prazna para jaba maiM cintana karatA hUM taba mere sAmane dharma ke do rUpa ubhara Ate haiM-eka saMsthAgata dharma aura dUsarA dhrm| dharma AkAza kI taraha ananta, asIma aura unmukta hai| use jaba choTI-choTI sImAoM meM bAMdha diyA jAtA hai, taba vaha saMsthAgata dharma (sampradAya dharma) ho jAtA hai| mukta AkAza para kisI kA adhikAra nahIM hotA aura mamatva bhI nahIM hotaa| parantu usI AkAza ko jaba hama kamaroM meM bAMdha lete haiM, bhavana kA AkAra de dete haiM, taba usa para hamArA adhikAra aura mamatva ho jAtA hai| mukta AkAza kI zaraNa meM saba jA sakate haiM kintu kamaroM meM baMdhe hue AkAza meM saba nahIM A-jA skte| vahAM praveza niSiddha kiyA jA sakatA hai| dharma kI sthiti bhI ThIka yahI huI hai| yaha asIma satya hai| sabake lie grAhya aura sabake dvArA anumodit| parantu use kamaroM meM bAMdhakara, bhavana kA AkAra dekara sImita kara diyA gayA hai|
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________________ 54 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti isIlie dharma kA dvAra sabake lie khulA nahIM hai| baMda daravAje vAlA dharma sImAbaddha ho jAtA hai| jaise-hindU-dharma, jaina-dharma, bauddha-dharma, IsAI-dharma, islAma-dharma aadi-aadi| ina saMsthAgata dharmoM ke Asa-pAsa anagina rekhAeM khiMca jAtI haiM aura bAr3e bana jAte haiN| manuSya baMTa jAtA hai| mere dharma kA Adara kare, pAlana kare vaha AdamI hai aura jo mere dharma kA svAgata nahIM karatA, vaha AdamI nahIM hai, aisI dhAraNAeM rUr3ha ho jAtI haiN| isIlie saMsthAgata dharma ke dvArA janatA kA bahuta bhalA nahIM huA, aura na hI ho pA rahA hai| kucha logoM ne isa saMsthAgata dharma kI niSpattiyoM ke AdhAra para dharma ko anAvazyaka ThaharAne kA prayatna kiyA hai| jIvana kI prAthamika apekSAoM kI pUrti meM bAdhaka mAna mAnasika mAnacitra se use lupta karane kA prayatna kiyA hai| kyA yaha sahI caraNa hai? maiM sahI aura galata kI lambI carcA meM nahIM jaauuNgaa| maiM saMkSepa kA premI hUM, isalie saMkSepa meM itanA hI kahUMgA ki roTI, kapar3A aura makAna-ye jIvana kI prAthamika AvazyakatAeM haiN| inakI pUrti meM manuSya ke puruSArtha kI kRtakRtyatA nahIM hai| usakI kRtakRtyatA satya kI khoja aura satya kI upAsanA meM hai| manuSya sAdhAraNataH zraddhAlu hotA hai| yaha acchA hai, kintu use zalya-cikitsaka bhI honA caahie| zarIra meM zraddhA hone kA yaha artha nahIM ki usameM hue phor3e kI zalya-cikitsA na kI jaae| zraddhA aura zalya-cikitsA-donoM samanvita rahate to dharma kA zarIra asvastha nahIM hotaa| dharma kI AtmA vismRta kyoM huI? dharma kA zarIra asvastha kyoM huA? ina praznoM kI gaharAI meM jAne para mujhe pratIta hotA hai ki zAstrAvalambI zraddhA se dharma kI AtmA vismRta huI hai aura zalya-cikitsA se viyukta zraddhA se dharma kA zarIra asvastha huA hai| Aja hara dhArmika zAstroM kI duhAI detA hai| koI gItA kI, koI AgamoM kI, koI piTakoM kI, koI kurAna kI aura koI bAibila kii| kyA dhArmika isa cintana meM vyApta nahIM hote ki hajAroM varSa pahale nirmita zAstroM meM jo likhA hai, vaha saba ThIka hai? kyA hama use ThIka-ThIka samajha rahe haiM? kyA hamane una satyoM kA anubhava kiyA hai, sAkSAt kiyA hai?
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________________ dharma aura saMsthAgata dharma 55 jisa satya kA hamane anubhava nahIM kiyA, sAkSAt nahIM kiyA, prayoga nahIM kiyA, kyA vaha satya kI saritA anubhava kI UMcAI se pravAhita ho sakatI hai? kavi kI kalpanAoM ko kAvya kI bhASA meM duharAne se hamArA kAma cala sakatA hai para adhyAtma ke satyoM ko zAstra kI bhASA meM duharAne se kAma nahIM cala sktaa| somarasa-pAna kA yazogAna karane vAlA zAstra kI garimA nahIM bar3hA sktaa| kalaha aura lar3AI kI dhUnI ramAne vAlA ahiMsA ke gIta gAkara usase lAbhAnvita nahIM ho sktaa| maiM kaI bAra kucha logoM se pUcha letA hUM- 'ahiMsA acchI hai, aparigraha acchA hai, isakA tumheM koI anubhava hai? uttara milatA hai, 'anubhava to nahIM hai|' 'to phira tuma kaise kahate ho ki ahiMsA acchI hai, aparigraha acchA hai? tatkAla uttara mila jAtA hai, 'amuka zAstra meM likhA hai isalie hama kahate haiN|' taba maiM socatA hUM inhIM dhArmikoM ke kAraNa dharma nisteja banA hai, ahiMsA aura aparigraha kI garimA kama huI hai| jaba-jaba zAstrIya vAkyoM kI duhAI bar3hatI hai aura AtmAnubhUti ghaTatI hai taba zAstra tejasvI aura dharma nisteja ho jAtA hai| jaba AtmAnubhUti bar3hatI hai aura zAstrIya vAkyoM kI duhAI ghaTatI hai taba dharma tejasvI aura zAstra nisteja ho jAtA hai| dharma kI pratiSThA cAhane vAle kyA Aja kucha naye satya kA udghATana kara rahe haiM? koI nayA tathya prastuta kara rahe haiM? Aja kA yuga vaijJAnika yuga hai| Aja kA yuga bauddhika aura tArkika yuga hai| isa yuga meM atIta ke andhakAra aura bhaviSya ke gahvara meM vizvAsa karane vAle loga kama hoNge| vartamAna meM vizvAsa karane vAloM kI saMkhyA adhika hogii| isalie dharma ko vartamAna kI kasauTI para kasakara hI prastuta karanA hogaa| Aja kA yuga vyaktivAdI yuga nahIM hai| yaha samAjavAda kA yuga hai| jIvana ke sAmudAyika prayoga vikasita ho rahe haiN| pahale loga choTe-choTe gAMvoM meM rahate the| Aja kalakattA aura bambaI jaise vizAla nagara bana gae haiN| pahale loga vyaktigata savArI-UMTa, ghor3oM kI-karate the| Aja rela Adi kI sAmUhika savArI hotI hai| sAmUhika vyApAra, sAmUhika kRSi aura sAmUhika bhavana isa prakAra vaiyaktikatA sAmUhikatA meM badala rahI hai| Aja ke loga dharma ko bhI vyaktivAdI dekhanA nahIM caahte| maiM Apase kahanA cAhatA hUM ki dharma vyaktiniSTha hote hue bhI sAmudAyika hai,
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________________ 56 maiM merA mana : merI zAnti 1. sAmAjika hai / sAdhanA kI dRSTi se vaha vyaktiniSTha hai kintu pariNAma kI dRSTi se vaha sAmAjika hai / dharma vyakti ko lAbhAnvita karane ke sAtha-sAtha samAja ko bhI lAbhAnvita karatA hai| vyaktigata vyavahAra meM dharma kI apekSA rakhane vAle aura sAmAjika vyavahAra meM dharma kI upekSA karane vAle loga jAne-anajAne aisA cAhate haiM ki unakI upAsanA kA pariNAma unheM mile aura unakI aprAmANikatA kA pariNAma samUce samAja ko mile | yaha kitanA hAsyAspada hai ! dharma kI bhUmikA yaha honI cAhie ki apanI burAI ko vyakti svayaM meM sameTe aura apanI acchAI ko samAja meM phailAe / vyakti kI upAsanA se samAja kA sIdhA sambandha nahIM hotA / usakA sIdhA sambandha vyakti ke AcaraNa se hotA hai / jisake jIvana meM dharma hai, usake jIvana se asadAcAra kA pravAha nahIM nikala sakatA / jala kI dhArA se agni kA sphuliMga nahIM uchala sktaa| eka dhArmika ke jIvana se asadAcAra kA pravAha phUTe to kyA usase dUsare logoM meM dharma kI AsthA kA aMkura phUTegA ? cintana kI isa pRSThabhUmi para Apa dharma kA mUlya AMkeM / Aja yadi dharma ke astitva ko banAe rakhanA hai, use AkarSaNa kA kendra banAnA hai to yaha pramANita karanA hogA ki dhArmika kA jIvana burAiyoM ko AmaMtraNa nahIM de rahA hai| kintu unase nirantara jUjha rahA hai| hama vyaktigata upAsanA ko dUsarA sthAna deM aura AcAra-vyavahAra ko pahalA / AcAra-vyavahAra ko dUsarA aura upAsanA ko pahalA sthAna dene para dharma kA pravAha ulTA bahane laga jAtA hai / maiM upAsanA kA khaNDana nahIM kara rahA huuN| maiM usake sthAna kI sahI samajha prastuta kara rahA hUM / mahAkavi kAlidAsa ke zabdoM meM pUjya kI pUjA kA vyaktikrama nahIM honA cAhie, isakI sUcanA de rahA hUM / korI upAsanA dharma kA chichalA prayatna hai / AdhyAtmikatA aura naitikatA ke sAtha sambaddha upAsanA meM dhArmika prayatna kI gaharAI A jAtI hai / eka AdamI kuAM khodane lagA / pAnI pacAsa hAtha kI gaharAI meM thA / usane eka jagaha pAMca hAtha kA gar3hA khodA / pAnI nahIM nikalA, phira dUsarA gar3hA khodA, vahAM bhI nahIM pAnI nahIM nikalA phira tIsarA khodA | isa prakAra usane dasa gar3he khoda DAle, para pAnI nahIM nikalA /
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________________ dharma kI AtmA ekatva yA samatva 57 taba nirAza hokara baiTha gayA / dharma kA chichalA prayatna bhI nirAzA paidA karatA hai / yadi vaha eka jagaha hI pacAsa hAtha kA gar3hA khoda letA to pAnI nikala AtA / upAsanA aura AcAra kI saMyukta gaharAI ke binA Ananda kA srota nahIM nikalatA / yogendrarasa ke sAtha svarNa na ho to vaha nikammA hai / upAsanA ke sAtha AcAra-zuddhi na ho to usakI upayogitA kama ho jAtI hai 1 Aja eka vaise dharma kA udaya apekSita hai, jo saMdarbha tathA vizeSaNahIna ho / AkAza kI bhAMti usakI zaraNa meM saba hoM para vaha kisI kA bhI na ho / merI samajha meM kisI kA nahIM honA hI dharma kA honA hai / 3. dharma kI AtmA : ekatva yA samatva maiM dekhatA hUM, eka ora hamAre sAmane virAT vizva hai aura dUsarI ora bahuta choTA-sA vyakti / Aja kA bahuta sArA cintana virAT kI ora jA rahA hai, sAmudAyikatA kI parikramA kara rahA hai / jo bhI socA jAtA hai, vaha vyApaka stara para socA jAtA hai / parantu aisA hone para bhI samasyA kama nahIM huI hai| maiM dekhatA hUM ki jitanI samasyAeM virAT - vizva kI haiM, utanI hI eka vyakti kI haiN| jo piNDa meM hai, vaha brahmANDa meM hai aura jo brahmANDa meM hai, vaha piNDa meM hai / isakI sacAI meM sandeha karane kA koI kAraNa mujhe nahIM lagatA / hama korI sAmudAyika cintA yA korI vyakticintA kara ekAMgI ho jAte haiM aura yaha ekAMgitA kI bImArI Aja sarvatra vyApta hai / sarvAMgINa dRSTikoNa yaha ho sakatA hai ki hama samudAya kI cintA karate samaya vyakti ko vismRta na kareM aura vyakti - cintA ke samaya samudAya kI smRti banAe rkheN| bhagavAn mahAvIra kA eka siddhAnta hai - ' jo eka ko jAnatA hai, vaha sabako jAnatA hai aura jo sabako jAnatA hai, vahI eka ko jAnatA hai / ' hameM samasyAoM kA samAdhAna isIlie nahIM mila rahA hai ki hama eka ko bhI nahIM jaante| eka paramANu ko jAnane ke lie anya sabhI vastuoM ko jAna lenA anivArya ho jAtA hai / paramANu se bhinna sabhI vastuoM se
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________________ 58 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti usake sAdRzya-asAdRzya tathA sambandha-asambandha kA jJAna kie binA paramANa kA pUrA jJAna ho nahIM sktaa| isIlie eka paramANu ke vizleSaNa meM sRSTi ke asaMkhya niyama jAna liye jAte haiN| Aja hamArA dhyAna vistAra para aTaka gayA hai| saMkSepa ko jAnane kI ruci hamameM nahIM hai| upaniSadoM meM kahA gayA hai-jo nAnAtva ko dekhatA hai, vaha mauta se bhI bhayaMkara sthiti kI ora jA rahA hai| eka ko yAnI vyakti ko jAne binA nAnAtva ko yAnI samAja ko jAnane kI bAta sacamuca bhayaMkara hotI hai| vyakti kI samasyAoM ke tIna varga haiM-1. zArIrika, 2. sAmAjika, 3. mAnasika aura aatmik| zArIrika samasyAoM-jIvana kI prAthamika AvazyakatAoM kI pUrti ke lie sabhyatA ke AdikAla meM hI arthasattA kA astitva udaya meM aayaa| arthasattA ke Agamana ke sAtha eka dUsarI samasyA khar3I ho gii| lUTa-khasoTa, chInAjhapaTI zurU huii| sabala nirbala ko AtaMkita karane lge| isa sAmAjika samasyA ko sulajhAne ke lie rAjyasattA kA prAdurbhAva huaa| ____ arthasattA se utpanna samasyAoM ko sulajhAne ke lie rAjyasattA panapI kintu vaha bhI pavitra na raha skii| rAjyasattA kI ucchRkhalatA para aMkuza lagAne ke lie naitikasattA yA dharmasattA kI apekSA huii| dharmasattA ke AvirbhAva kA eka kAraNa vyakti ke antar kI AkulatA bhI hai| ina sattAoM kA prAdurbhAva hone para bhI vyakti kI samasyAeM sulajhIM nhiiN| vyakti Aja bhI garIba hai, abhAva se grasta hai| vaha sAmAjika sahayoga se Aja bhI vaMcita hai| usakI cetanA Aja bhI kuNThita hai| isakA hetu kyA hai? merI samajha meM hetu aspaSTa nahIM hai| vyakti ke samAdhAna ke lie jina sattAoM ke gale meM varamAlA DAlI thI, ve svayaM samasyA bana gaI haiN| mujhe eka paurANika kahAnI yAda A rahI hai| eka cUhe ne tapasyA kara zaMkara se varadAna prApta kiyA aura vaha billI bana gyaa| vaha billI ke Dara se billI banA para kutte kA Dara aba bhI banA huA thaa| vaha vara prApta karate-karate billI se kuttA, kutte se cItA, cIte se zera aura zera se manuSya bana gyaa| eka dina zaMkara ne pUchA-'aba to koI Dara nahIM satA rahA hai? 'mauta kA Dara satA rahA hai, usane uttara
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________________ dharma kI AtmA : ekatva yA samatva 56 diyA, 'manuSya hone para bhI merI samasyA sulajha nahIM pAyI hai| maiM cAhatA hUM ki mujhe phira cUhA banA diyA jaae|' zaMkara ne vara diyA aura cUhA apane mUla rUpa meM A gyaa| Aja kA manuSya bhI zAyada apane AdikAla meM lauTane kI soca rahA hogaa| kyoMki usake sAmane jo bhI samAdhAna kA srota AtA hai. vaha samasyA banakara khar3A ho jAtA hai| manuSya ne jisa dhana ko samasyA ke samAdhAna ke lie mUlya diyA thA, vahI Aja jIvana kI sabase bar3I samasyA hai| eka ora dhana ke ambAra lage haiM to dUsarI ora hAhAkAra ho rahA hai| dhana kA sambandha AvazyakatA se kama raha gayA hai, uccatA ke mAnadaNDa se adhika ho gayA hai| vyavasthA aura surakSA ke lie jisa rAjyasattA kA udaya huA thA, vaha AtmAnuzAsana-vihIna hokara surakSA kA AzvAsana dene meM asamartha hai| rAjyasattA ko AtmAnuzAsana kI ora prerita karane vAlI dharmasattA apane Apa meM ulajhI huI hai| dharma apane Apa meM zaktizAlI nahIM hai| usakA svara rAjyasattA ke pIche-pIche bhaTaka rahA hai| kahAM dharma kA vaha prAcIna teja aura kahAM yaha niSprabha rUpa? logoM ne dharma ko kriyAkANDoM taka sImita kara diyA, isalie aisA huA hai| kyA dharma ke lie yaha zobhanIya hai ki use apanI surakSA ke lie rAjanIti kA sahArA lenA par3e? sacamuca jyoti rAkha se DhaMka gii| dharma kA prajvalita rUpa hai-ekatva yA samatva kI anubhuuti| Aja eka nayA cintana sphurita ho rahA hai| usameM dharma kA mUla bhI unmUlita ho sakatA hai| loga socate haiM, hajAroM varSoM kI dhArmika ArAdhanA ke bAda bhI kyA manuSya kI samasyAeM sulajhI haiM? unakA mAnanA hai ki nahIM sulajhI haiN| maiM unake svara meM apanA svara milAne meM asamartha huuN| phira bhI maiM unake prazna ko TAlane kI ceSTA nahIM kruuNgaa| ve jisa bhASA meM socate haiM, usa bhASA meM koI bhI AdamI kaha sakatA hai ki dharma se manuSya kI samasyA nahIM sulajhI hai| Apa loga dharma ke dvArA dhana pAnA cAhate haiM, roga miTAnA cAhate haiM aura mukadamA jItanA cAhate haiN| aisA cAhane vAle dharma ke dvArA jise sulajhAnA cAhie use nahIM sulajhAkara kucha anya hI sulajhAnA cAhate haiN| kitanA acchA ho, aisA cAhane vAle loga kisI kuzala vyApArI, DaoNkTara aura vakIla kI zaraNa meM jaaeN| ina samasyAoM ke samAdhAna kA dharma se
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________________ 60 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti sIdhA saMbaMdha nahIM hai kintu adhikAMza loga aisI hI samasyAoM ko sulajhAne ke lie dharma kA upayoga kara rahe haiN| ___ hamane dharma ke nAma aura rUpa ko pakar3A hai| hamArI durbalatA hai ki AMkheM bAhara kI ora dekhatI haiM, kAna bAhara kI sunate haiN| phalataH hama rUpa aura nAma kI hI pratiSThA karate haiN| hama eka sAdhu ke pavitra jIvana kA sammAna karanA nahIM jaante| hama AkAra kA sammAna karanA jAnate haiN| jaina-sAdhu ke rUpa ko dekha eka vaiSNava kA sira zraddhA se nahIM jhukatA hai aura eka vaiSNava sAdhu ke rUpa ko dekha eka jaina kA sira zraddhA se nata nahIM hotA hai| isakA kAraNa AkAra kI pratiSThA hai, prakAra kI pratiSThA se hama aparicita haiN| AkAra ke nIce prakAra daba jAtA hai| hamArI dRSTi nAma aura rUpa kI dIvAra ke isa pAra taka hI pahuMcatI hai, usa pAra taka usakI pahuMca nahIM hai| kahA jAtA hai ki dharma ke kAraNa yuddha hue| maiM isa ukti-pravAha ko barAbara cunautI detA rahA huuN| mere pakSa kI sthApanA yaha hai ki yuddha dharma ke kAraNa nahIM hue, kintu nAma aura rUpa ke kAraNa hue haiN| dharma kI AtmA hai ekaatmktaa| dharma kI AtmA kI hatyA kie binA yuddha lar3A hI nahIM jA sktaa| vedAnta kA siddhAMta haiM-saba jIvoM kA mUla srota eka hai| jaina darzana kA siddhAMta hai-saba jIva samAna haiN| yaha saiddhAMtika ekatva yA samatva kI anubhUti yadi manuSya ke vyavahAra meM anusyUta hotI to kyA eka manuSya dUsare manuSya se lar3a sakatA? kyA eka manuSya dUsare manuSya kA zoSaNa kara sakatA? kyA eka manuSya dUsare manuSya se ghRNA kara sakatA? yaha lar3AI, pada, zoSaNa aura ghRNA, anekatA aura viSamatA kI bhUmikA para panapa rahI hai| eka AdamI dinabhara kaThora zrama kara dhana kamAtA hai| sAre parivAra ke loga usakA upabhoga karate haiN| para unake mana meM koI zikAyata nahIM hotii| eka bhadra pati apanI patnI se yaha zikAyata nahIM karatA ki maiM kamAtA hUM aura tuma baiThI-baiThI khAtI ho| parivAra ke sAtha ekatva hotA hai, isalie aisI zikAyata kA avasara hI nahIM aataa| zikAyata vahIM hotI hai, jahAM anekatA hotI hai| kyA koI rAjyakarmacArI apane lar3ake se rizvata letA hai? kyA koI dukAnadAra apane lar3ake ko dhokhA detA hai? yaha rizvata aura yaha
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________________ dharma kI AtmA ekatva yA samatva dhokhAdehI vahIM hotI hai, jahAM ekatva kI anubhUti nahIM hai| dharma kI AtmA hai - sabake sAtha ekatva yA samatva kI anubhUti / isakA jitanA tAdAtmya hotA hai, utanA hI vyakti ke jIvana meM dharma kA udaya hotA hai / cintana kI isa bhUmikA para dekhatA hUM taba mujhe lagatA hai ki hamane dharma ke kalpavRkSa kI AtmA kA sparza nahIM kiyA, kevala usakA valkala or3hA hai / yaha sparza samudra ke kinAre reta meM par3I sIpiyoM, ghoMghoM aura kekar3oM kA hai, usake antarAla meM chipe ratnoM kA nahIM hai / aisI sthiti meM hama kareM kyA? maharSi TaoNlsTaoNya ne yahI prazna khar3A kiyA thA ki hama kareM kyA? 61 paristhiti kI jaTilatA se mukti pAne ke lie puruSArtha kI AvazyakatA hai / puruSArtha se paristhiti ke cakra ko ghumAyA jA sakatA hai / parantu bhAratIya loga karmavAda meM sImA se adhika vizvAsa kara baiThe haiM / karor3oM loga bhAgya - bharose yA rAma bharose jI rahe haiM / na jAne kitane loga bhAgya ke bharose baiThakara duHkha ke bhaMvara meM phaMsa gae haiM aura phaMsate jA rahe haiN| jo honA hai, vahI hogA aura jo bhAgya meM likhA hai, vahI hogA - ina do dhAraNAoM ne bhAratIya jIvana ko jitanA kSatigrasta kiyA hai, utanA kisI bhaMyakara bhUcAla aura tUphAna ne bhI nahIM kiyaa| jisameM apanA puruSArtha nahIM hai, use dUsarA kauna sahArA degA? aura kyoM degA ? maiM Apako eka kahAnI sunAUM, bahuta mArmika aura bahuta hRdayavedhI | eka cora corI kara rahA thaa| gharavAle jAga ge| hallA kiyA / Asa-pAsa ke loga jAga utthe| cora bhaagaa| Age-Age vaha bhAga rahA thA pIche-pIche loga daur3a rahe the| isa daur3a meM pulisa bhI usakA pIchA karane lagI / vaha daur3atA-daur3atA thaka gayA / kahIM chipane ko kucha nahIM milA / jaMgala meM eka devI kA maMdira thaa| vaha usa mandira meM calA gayA / usa pradeza meM devI kI bahuta bar3I prabhAvanA thI / hajAroM loga usakI pUjA kiyA karate the / 'vahAM jAkara koI bhI nirAza nahIM lauTatA,' yaha janapravAda nirantara phaila rahA thA / mandira ke prAMgaNa meM pahuMca cora kucha Azvasta huA / usane devI ko praNAma kiyA / vaha bhakti bhare svara meM bolA - ' mAM ! mujhe bacA, maiM terI zaraNa meM huuN|' devI usakI vinamratA se prasanna ho gaI / vaha bolI- 'jaba tujhe koI pakar3ane Ae taba huMkAra kara
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________________ 62 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti denA, phira koI bhI tere sAmane nahIM A skegaa|' cora-'mAM! Dara ke mAre merA galA ruMdha gayA hai, huMkAra maiM nahIM kara sktaa|' devI-'jo tujhe pakar3ane Ae, usake sAmane AMkha uThAkara dekha lenA phira tujhe koI bhI nahIM pakar3a skegaa| cora-'mAM! Dara ke sAre merI AMkheM patharA gaI haiM, maiM AMkha uThAkara sAmane nahIM dekha sktaa|' devI-'acchA, mandira ke kivAr3a banda kara lenA, phira tuma nahIM pakar3e jA skoge|' __cora-'hAM! tuma kahatI ho, vaha ThIka hai para Dara ke mAre mere hAtha saThiyA gae haiM, maiM kivAr3a banda nahIM kara sktaa|' devI-'jA, merI pratimA ke pIche chipa jaa|' cora-'mAM! bahuta ThIka kahatI ho para Dara ke mAre mere paira stabdha ho gae haiM, maiM cala nahIM sktaa|' devI ne kruddha svara meM kahA-'to aise nirvIrya aura nikamme AdamI kI sahAyatA maiM bhI nahIM kara sktii|' saphalatA ke lie hameM naye puruSArtha kI AvazyakatA hai| Aie, hama eka nayA puruSArtha kareM aura sarvaprathama apanI dharma-sambandhI dhAraNAoM kA pariSkAra aura naye sambandhoM yA anubandhoM kI sRSTi-saMracanA kreN| arthasattA kI phalopalabdhi aizvarya hai| usake sAtha sahAnubhUti aura saMvedanazIlatA kA anubandha honA caahie| isase zoSaNa aura saMgraha-donoM vRttiyoM para aMkuza lagatA hai| rAjyasattA kI phalopalabdhi adhikAra hai| usake sAtha AtmAnuzAsana kA anubandha honA caahie| isase adhikAra kA ucchRkhala upayoga nahIM hotaa| dharmasattA kI phalopalabdhi pavitratA hai| usake sAtha naitika anubandha honA caahie| dhArmika kI dRSTi kevala paraloka kI ora daur3atI hai, vartamAna jIvana kI ora kama daur3atI hai| dharma nahIM karane se paraloka ke bigar3ane kA Dara rahatA hai ghara anaitika vyavahAra karane se paraloka bigar3a jAegA, yaha Dara nahIM rhtaa| eka dina mAlA-japa nahIM hotA to mana meM
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________________ dharma kA pahalA pratibimba : naitikatA 63 glAni kA anubhava hotA hai aura socate haiM ki Aja kA dina nikammA calA gayA / kintu anaitika vyavahAra karane meM na glAni kA anubhava hotA hai aura na dina kI vyarthatA pratIta hotI hai| kyoMki ve isa dhAraNA se kar3e hue haiM ki do ghar3I dharma karane se lAkhoM pApa dhula jAte haiM / Aja ke dhArmika se loga zaMkita haiN| usake bAharI aura bhItarI rUpa meM sAmaMjasya nahIM hai / usakA khaNDita vyaktitva dharma ke prati jana-mAnasa meM sadbhAvanA utpanna karane kA hetu nahIM bana rahA hai| dhArmika aura adhArmika, Astika aura nAstika ke vyavahAra meM koI lakSmaNarekhA nahIM rahI hai| dhArmika ke lie yaha gambhIra cintana kA viSaya hai / dharmasattA ke zakti-saMvardhana kA eka hI mArga sUjha rahA hai - vaha hai ekatva yA samatva kI anubhUti kA vikAsa aura dharma ke sAtha naitikatA kA anubandha / 4. dharma kA pahalA pratibimba : naitikatA dharma zabda bahuta purAnA hai / jana-mAnasa usase bahuta paricita hai| bhAratIya mAnasa aura adhika paricita hai / vaha jitanA dharma zabda se paricita hai, utanA anya kisI zabda se nahIM hai / mujhe lagatA hai ati paricaya ke kAraNa hI zAyada dharma se lagAva yA tAdAtmya kama ho gayA hai| purAne jamAne meM hama dharma ko zraddhA ke sandarbha meM svIkAra karate the| Aja ke vaijJAnika yuga meM prayoga ke sandarbha meM use svIkAra kiyA jA sakatA hai dharma ke sambandha meM do vicAradhArAoM ke loga haiM / ve donoM do chora pakar3a kara khar3e haiN| rassI ke eka sire para ve loga haiM jo paramparA se cipake rahanA cAhate haiN| paramparA yA vaMzAnukrama se dharma kA jo rUpa prApta huA hai usameM parivartana yA saMzodhana karanA nahIM cAhate / dharma kI zalya-cikitsA unheM priya nahIM hai / rassI ke dUsare sire para ve loga haiM jo dharma ko sarvathA asvIkAra karate haiN| ye donoM dhArAeM saMtulana sthApita nahIM kara sktiiN| dharma kA AnuvaMzika guNa ke rUpa meM svIkAra hameM iSTa nahIM hai to usakA asvIkAra sarvathA aniSTa hai / maiM Apase pUchanA cAhatA hUM, kyA dharma kA asvIkAra kiyA jA sakatA hai? jisa vyakti meM yatkiMcit
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________________ 64 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti ko samajhe binA nahIM krte| samAja thA, taba caitanya hai, jo ekatA, samatA aura prema kI bhASA meM socatA hai, vaha dharma ko asvIkara kara hI nahIM sktaa| saMsthAgata dharma aura dharma ke pArthakya ko samajhe binA kucha loga isa Atma-bhrAnti meM ulajha jAte haiM ki hama dharma ko svIkAra nahIM krte| samAja kI niSpatti cetanA aura adhyAtma ke dvArA hI huI hai| vyakti ekAkI thA, taba vaha jaMgalI pazu kI taraha niraMkuza bhaTakatA thaa| jaba usane samUha banAkara rahanA prArambha kiyA, taba usameM ahiMsA kI pahalI kiraNa phUTI thii| isa bhASA ko badalakara bhI kahA jA sakatA hai ki jisa dina vyakti meM ahiMsA kI pahalI kiraNa phUTI thI, usa dina usane samUha banAkara rahanA prArambha kiyaa| sAmAjikatA kA pahalA sUtra hai-dUsare kI astitva kI svIkRti aura maryAdA kA nirvaah| Apa apane ghara meM praveza karate haiM, dUsare ke ghara meM nhiiN| apanI pagar3I sira para rakhate haiM, kisI dUsare kI pagar3I uThAkara sira para nahIM rkhte| yaha vyakti kI maryAdA hai, bhale kahie, samAja kI maryAdA hai| maryAdA vyakti ko dUsare vyakti ke sukha meM bAdhA DAlane se rokatI hai| yaha maryAdA kahAM se AyI? isa prazna ke uttara meM maiM kahUMgA-isakA utpatti-srota dharma kI bhAvanA hai, ahiMsA aura aparigraha kI bhAvanA hai| yaha kartavya hai; yaha akartavya hai; yaha khAdha hai; yaha akhAdya hai; yaha amRta hai, yaha viSa hai; yaha ghAsa hai, yaha anAja hai-yaha pRthakkaraNa hamArA viveka hai| isakA pravAha dharma-cetanA se dharAtala se pravAhita hotA hai| dharma apanI AdhAra-bhitti-AdhyAtmikatA se bichur3akara Aropita niyamoM kI jakar3a meM A gayA hai| jakar3A huA dharma cetanA ko vikAsa dene ke badale kuNThA detA hai| maiM niyamoM kI upekSA nahIM karatA aura na Apako usa mArga kI ora le jAnA cAhatA huuN| AcArya zaMkara ke zabdoM meM-'jaba taka isa piNDa meM avidyottha jIvatva hai taba taka zaMkara bhI vidhi aura niSedhoM kA kiMkara hai|' kintu adhyAtma kI preraNA se zUnya kRtrima niyamoM kI kArA meM bandI bananA mujhe pasanda nahIM hai| maiM cAhatA hUM merA dharma merI svatantra cetanA kI pariNAti ho| vaha janmanA Aropita na ho| koI apane ko hindU mAnatA hai, koI musalamAna, koI IsAI, koI jaina, koI bauddha aura koI sikkh| isa mAnyatA kA AdhAra
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________________ dharma kA pahalA pratibimba : naitikatA 65 dharma-bhAvanA hai yA vaMzAnukrama ? vaMzAnukrama dharma kA preraNA-srota bana sakatA hai kintu usakI AtmA nahIM bana sktaa| dharma kI AtmA adhyAtma hai / jisameM adhyAtma kI cetanA sphUrta hai vahI dhArmika hai / phira vaha kisI bhI vaMzAnukrama yA paramparA se sambaddha kyoM na ho / kucha loga socate haiM, amuka zAsana paddhati A gaI to hamAre dharma kA kyA hogA? yaha cintana dharma kI niSprANa sattA se nikalatA hai / yadi dharma kA astitva tejasvI ho to use koI bhI zAsana paddhati cunautI nahIM de sktii| maiM huuN| merA astitva hai, to dharma kA astitva kyoM nahIM hogA ? dharma ko apane astitva se bhinna mAna lene para hI usake astitva kI surakSA kA prazna uThatA hai / dharma ko anupayogI mAnane vAlI zAsana-paddhati se dharma kI paramparA ko khatarA ho sakatA hai kintu vaha bhI sthAyI nahIM hogA / jo zAsana Arambha meM paramparA kA vighaTana karatA hai, vahI madhyakAla meM usakA sUtrapAta karatA hai, anta meM usakA premI bana jAtA hai | hameM jitanI cintA paramparA kI hai, utanI dharma kI nahIM hai / dharma rahA to paramparA apane Apa raha jaaegii| korI paramparA rahI aura dharma nahIM rahA to vaha rahakara bhI bhalA kyA karegI? maiM patajhar3a se kabhI cintita nahIM hotA kyoMki hara patajhar3a ke bAda basanta AtA hai / merI sArI cintA isameM vyApta hotI hai ki per3a kA mUla surakSita rahe / dharma kI AtmA Ananda aura caitanya hai / vaha dharma kA bahuta hI AkarSaka rUpa hai| hama use kama dekha pAte hai; kyoMki hama antarmukhI dRSTi kA upayoga kama karate haiM / dharma bAhara se AyA huA yA svIkAra kiyA huA nahIM honA caahie| usakA srota antara se phUTanA caahie| kueM meM jala kA srota antara se phUTatA hai / khodane vAle kA kAma itanA hI hai ki hai bhUmi ke bhItara bahane vAle jala se bAharI duniyA kA samparka sthApita kara de / paramparA yA sampradAya kA kAma bhI itanA hI hai ki hara vyakti ke antastala meM bahane vAle dharma ke srota se hamAre sthUla vyaktitva kA samparka sthApita kara de / jise apanI Antarika sampadAoM kA jJAna nahIM hotA, vaha samRddhi se vaMcita raha jAtA hai / jise Apane Apa para bharosA nahIM hotA, vaha hataprabha aura kSINabala ho jAtA hai / bAhya kI svIkRti aura antara kI asvIkRti se antardvandva paidA hote haiM / aisA yuga
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________________ 66 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti itihAsa meM pAgalakhAnoM ke vikAsa kA yuga khlaaegaa| purAnI pIr3hI ke loga nayI pIr3hI kI dhArmika aruci se ciMtita haiN| kintu isa cintA meM jIvaTa nahIM hai| kyA ve dharma kA aisA rUpa rUpAyita karane ko prastuta haiM, jisase nayI pIr3hI dharma ke prati AkRSTa ho sake? gAMva meM eka nayA DaoNkTara AtA hai-aparicita aura anjaan| vaha eka-do acchI cikitsA karatA hai aura samUce gAMva ke AkarSaNa kA kendra bana jAtA hai| usa AkarSaNa ke sAtha janatA ke lAbha kA anubandha hai| hama dhArmika logoM ke lie yaha ciMtanIya hai ki hamAre dharma ke sAtha lAbha kA anubandha hai yA nahIM? dharma ke sAtha lAbha kA jo anubandha hai vaha sArA kA sArA parokSa, atyanta parokSa hai, jo marane ke bAda prApta hotA hai| mahAn jainAcArya umAsvAti ne kahA- 'mokSa isI janma meM ho sakatA hai|' jaba isa janma meM mokSa ho sakatA hai to svarga kyoM nahIM ho sakatA? kyA vaha dhArmika hai, jise isa janma meM svarga kI anubhUti nahIM hai? mokSa kI anubhUti nahIM hai? atyanta parokSatA meM AkarSaNa paidA nahIM ho sktaa| marane ke bAda svarga pAne kA AkarSaNa pahale kabhI rahA hogaa| Aja ke cintanazIla vyakti meM vaha nahIM hai| vaha jIvana para dharma kI vArtamAnika pratikriyA dekhanA cAhatA hai| hamArI dhArmika paramparA vartamAna kI ora kama dhyAna de rahI hai, isIlie vaha AkarSaNa kI kendra nahIM bana rahI hai| maiM sudUra bhaviSya kI cintA nahIM karane kA samarthana nahIM kara rahA huuN| maiM isa tathya para bala denA cAhatA hUM ki hama vartamAna kI cintA se vimukha na hoN| - Aja dharma kI punaH pratiSThA kI AvazyakatA anubhUta ho rahI hai| dharma kA vaha rUpa vartamAna aura bhaviSya-donoM ko lAbhAnvita kara sakatA hai, jisakI AdhArabhitti adhyAtma aura phala-pariNati naitikatA ho| naitikatA sApekSa zabda hai| samAja-sammata kartavya kI rekhAoM ko naitikatA mAna lene para unakA svarUpa kabhI sthira nahIM hotaa| deza aura kAla ke parivartana ke sAtha samAja kI naitika mAnyatAeM bhI badala jAtI haiN| aise kArya bahuta kama mileMge, jinakI samAja dvArA kabhI nindA, kabhI prazaMsA na huI ho| dharma se pratiphalita hone vAlI naitikatA kI kasauTI sAmAjika dhAraNA
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________________ adhyAtma se vicchinna dharma kA artha adharma kI vijaya 67 nahIM, kintu vyakti kI apanI pavitratA hotI hai / dhArmika ke vyavahAra meM zoSaNa, utpIr3ana, kuTilatA, darpa aura Aveza nahIM hotA / jisa vyavahAra meM ye nahIM hote, vaha prAmANikatA, sacAI aura saralatA se ota-prota hotA hai / usI vyavahAra kA nAma naitikatA hai / jo jalane para bhI suvAsa na de, kyA hama use agarabattI mAneMge? jisake vyavahAra meM dharma kA pratibimba na ho, kyA hama use dhArmika mAneMge ? jisa prakAra dhueM kI agni ke sAtha vyApti hai, usI prakAra naitikatA kI dharma ke sAtha vyApti hai / dhueM ko dekhakara hama parokSa agni ko jAna lete haiM, vaise hI naitikatA ko dekhakara hama vyakti ke antastala meM pravahamAna dharma kI dhArA kA sAkSAt kara lete hai / maiM yadi ThIka socatA hUM to merA abhimata hai ki dharma kA pahalA pratibimba hai naitikatA aura dUsarA pratibimba hai upAsanA / isa krama kA vyatikrama yaha sUcita karatA hai ki hamArI gati meM svAbhAvikatA nahIM hai, pluta saMcAra hai, chalAMga bharane kI ceSTA hai / nIMva kI majabUtI ke binA khar3A kiyA huA prAsAda kyA lambe samaya taka Tika sakegA ? kyA naitikatA - zUnya upAsanA kA bhavya bhavana ise trANa de sakegA? maiM isa prazna kA uttara isa bhASA meM denA cAhatA hUM ki naitikatA ke binA upAsanA kA prAsAda Dhaha jAegA aura dharma kA astitva bhUgarbha meM hI surakSita hogA, hamArI duniyA meM nahIM / 5. adhyAtma se vicchinna dharma kA artha adharma kI vijaya eka totA piMjare meM baiThA hai / vaha kucha bola rahA hai / use jo raTAyA gayA, usI kI punarAvRtti kara rahA hai| tote meM smRti hai para cintana nahIM hai / manuSya meM smRti aura cintana donoM haiN| manuSya korI raTI - raTAI bAta nahIM duharAtA / vaha nayI bAta socatA hai, nayA patha cunatA hai aura usa para calatA hai / eka bhaiMsA hajAra varSa pahale bhI bhAra DhotA thA aura Aja bhI Dho rahA hai / vaha hajAra varSa pahale jisa DhaMga se jItA thA, usI DhaMga se Aja bhI jI rahA hai| usane koI pragati nahIM kI hai, kyoMki usameM svataMtra cintana nahIM hai /
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________________ 68 maiM merA mana : merI zAnti : manuSya ne bahuta pragati kI hai / vaha prastara-yuga se aNu-yuga taka pahuMca gayA hai| vaha jhoMpar3I se sau maMjile prAsAda taka pahuMca gayA / usane jIvana ke hara kSetra meM vikAsa aura gati kI hai| smRti aura svatantra-cintana kI sambandha - zrRMkhalA paramparA hai / yadi manuSya paramparAvihIna hotA to bhaiMse se bahuta atirikta nahIM hotA / mAnavIya vikAsa kA itihAsa paramparA kA itihAsa hai / atIta kI anubhUtiyoM ke tela se manuSya kA cintana dIpa jalA hai aura usake Aloka meM use vartamAna kI aneka pagaDaNDiyAM upalabdha huI haiM / kucha loga paramparA kA vicchedana karanA cAhate haiM para aisA ho nahIM sakatA / jisameM smRti hai vaha koI bhI vyakti paramparAmukta nahIM ho sakatA / smRti aura paramparA meM gaharA anubandha hai / maiM nizcaya kI bhASA meM kahUM to mujhe kahanA cAhie ki smRti hI paramparA hai / hama manuSya haiM | smRti hamArI vizeSatA hai / hama atIta se lAbhAnvita honA cAhate haiM isalie paramparA se mukta nahIM ho sakate, usakA pariSkAra kara sakate haiN| prazikSaNa kI yahI upayogitA hai / prazikSaNa pazu-pakSiyoM ko bhI diyA jAtA hai, unameM paTutA bhI AtI hai para ve svatantra cintana ke abhAva meM manuSya kI bhAMti paTu nahIM bana sakate / eka bandara ko prazikSita kiyA gayA / vaha rAjA kI paricaryA meM rahatA thA / eka dina rAjA so rahA thA / bandara naMgI talavAra hAtha meM liye paharA de rahA thA / rAjA ke gale para mamkhI baiTha gaI / bandara ne use ur3Ane kI ceSTA kI / vaha ur3I nahIM to bandara ne krodha meM Akara usa para talavAra calA dii| rAjA kA galA lahUluhAna ho gayA / bandara ke pAsa zikSA thI, para manana nahIM thA / vaha sandarbha ko nahIM samajhatA thA / manuSya saMdarbha ko samajhatA hai / prazikSaNa ke sAtha apane manana tathA darzana kA yoga na ho to vaha vikAsazIla nahIM banatA / Aja taka vikAsa kI jitanI razmiyAM isa bhUmi para AyI haiM, ve saba smRti, paramparA, prazikSaNa, manana aura darzana ke vAyumaMDala se chanakara AyI haiN| hama dharma kI carcA isIlie karanA cAhate haiM ki ina razmiyoM ke kendra meM dharma pratiSThita hai / dharma kI upekSA kara manuSya vikAsa se hI vimukha nahIM hotA, kintu sAmudAyika jIvana kI
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________________ adhyAtma se vicchinna dharma kA artha adharma kI vijaya 66 AdhArabhitti se bhI vimukha ho jAtA hai| satya aura vizvasanIya vyavahAra ke binA kyA sAmAjika jIvana kA koI astitva hai? manuSya eka-dUsare ke vizvAsa para samudita huA hai| isI vizvAsa ke AdhAra para jIvana kA vyavahAra cala rahA hai| goda meM soe hue kA sira kATane kI manovRtti yadi vyApaka hotI to manuSya akelA hotA, jaMgalI hotA, sAmAjika jIvana jIne kA adhikAra use prApta nahIM hotaa| para aisA nahIM hai| manuSya meM satya kI AsthA hai| satya ke paudhe para vizvAsa ke phUla khile hue haiN| unhIM kI sugandhi se pramudita manuSya sAmudAyikatA ke maMca para aneka prakAra ke abhinaya kara rahA hai| satya ko kendra se rakhe binA sAmAjika vikAsa nahIM ho sakatA to kyA dharma kI upekSA kara vaha kiyA jA sakatA hai? maiM pUrI niSThA ke sAtha kahUMgA ki nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| dharma aura kyA hai? vaha satya hI to dharma hai| eka saMskRta kavi ne kahA hai-'jisa vyakti ke dina dharma se zUnya hote haiM, vaha lohAra kI dhauMkanI kI bhAMti zvAsa letA hai, para jItA nahIM hai|' yadi yaha bAta maiM kahatA to merI bhASA yaha hotI ki vaha zvAsa bhI nahIM le sktaa| kyA bhUkhe bher3iye kI zaraNa meM jAkara koI zvAsa le sakatA hai? kyA hiMsA, krUratA, asatya aura caurya ke sAmrAjya kI saSTi kara manuSya sAmAjika jIvana jI sakatA hai? yaha asambhava hai to maiM kahUMgA ki dharya ke binA jInA asambhava hai| patajhar3a AtA hai| per3a ke patra, puSpa aura phala sabhI jhar3a jAte haiN| vasanta AtA hai aura per3a phira patra, puSpa aura phala se bhara jAtA hai| yaha krama calatA hI rahatA hai| dharma kI paridhi meM sattA aura artha A jAte haiM, taba eka vicAra-krAnti hotI hai| aura dharma kI paridhi simaTa jAtI hai| phira usake anuzAsana kI apekSA pratIta hotI hai aura usakI paridhi vyApaka ho jAtI hai| patajhar3a meM bhI per3a kA astitva surakSita rahatA hai| dharma ke parivAra kA lopa ho jAne para bhI usakA astitva kabhI vilupta nahIM hotaa| eka prAsAda banatA hai aura purAnA hone para Dhaha jAtA hai| prAsAda banane para AkAza vyakta hotA aura usake Dhaha jAne para vaha avyakta ho jAtA hai para AkAza kA astitva kabhI samApta nahIM hotaa| dhArmika loga acche hote haiM, dharma vyakta ho jAtA hai| dhArmika loga bAharI kriyAkANDoM meM ulajha jAte haiM, dharma
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________________ 7 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti avyakta ho jAtA hai| kintu avyakti aura anastitva eka nahIM hai| bhautikavAda kA vikAsa ho rahA hai| loga dharma ko bhulAte jA rahe haiN| mArksa ne kahA, dharma aphIma hai, mAdaka dravya hai| vaha vyakti meM unmAda paidA karatA hai| isa darzana ke AdhAra para calane vAle dharma ko vikAsa meM sarvopari bAdhA mAnate haiN| sAmyavAdI dezoM ne dharma ke unmUlana kA prayatna bhI kiyA hai| kintu yaha saba dharma ke zarIra para ghaTita ho rahA hai| dharma ke zarIra ko bhulAyA jA sakatA hai, dharma ko nahIM bhulAyA jA sktaa| jisake prati zraddhA hotI hai, vaha manuSya ke lie mAdaka bana jAtA hai| rASTraniSTha logoM ke lie kyA rASTra mAdaka nahIM banatA? bhASAniSTha logoM ke lie kyA bhASA mAdaka nahIM banatI? jAti, varNa Adi jo bhI mAnavIya upakaraNa haiM, ve manuSya kI zraddhA prApta kara mAdaka bana jAte haiN| hama isa sacAI ko kyoM asvIkAra kareM ki dharma meM mAdakatA hai| prastuta prasaMga meM eka satya ko anAvRta karanA bhI Avazyaka hai| yaha mAdakatA dharma ke zarIra meM hai, usakI AtmA meM nahIM hai| dharma kA zarIra hai sampradAya aura usakI AtmA hai adhyaatm| zarIra sahaja hI prApta ho jAtA hai| AtmA kI prApti sAdhanA dvArA hotI hai| AtmA taka pahuMcane vAle dhArmika bahuta kama hote haiN| adhikAMza dhArmika zarIrasevI hote haiN| ve sAmpradAyika mAdakatA se baca hI kaise sakate haiM? jaba adhyAtma ko vicchinna kara manuSya dharma-zarIra se cipakate haiM, taba dharma niSprANa ho jAtA hai| phira AtmAnuzAsana aura vyApaka dRSTikoNa samApta ho jAtA hai| dharma kRtrima niyamoM aura saMkIrNa dRSTikoNa kA puMja bana jAtA hai| vaisA dharma sAmAjika parivartana meM bAdhA DAlatA hai| taba sAmAjika krAnti karane vAle use saba rUr3hiyoM ko zaraNa dene vAlA saMsthAna mAnakara usake unmUlana kA prayatna karate haiN| aise rUr3ha aura adhyAtma se vicchinna dharma-zarIra ke prati hamArI koI niSThA nahIM hai| dharma ke kSetra meM bahuta bar3I krAnti apekSita hai| AcAryazrI tulasI ne aNuvrata ke mAdhyama se ise netRtva diyA hai aura krAnti ke bIja boe jA rahe haiN| janma se mRtyu-paryanta dharma karane vAloM meM vyApaka dRSTi aura maitrI vikasita nahIM hotii| isakA phalita hai adhyAtma kI pratiSThA prApta kie binA dharma hamAre jIvana meM alaukika parivartana nahIM lA sktaa| laukika
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________________ adhyAtma se vicchinna dharma kA artha adharma kI vijaya 71 parivartana ke lie hamArA laukika vijJAna paryApta hai| usake lie hameM dharma kI zaraNa meM jAne kI koI apekSA nahIM hai| prabhu ke nAma kI mAlA japane vAlA kisI dina mAlA nahIM japatA hai to use aisA pratIta hotA hai ki Aja kA dina vyartha calA gyaa| vaha anaitika aura aprAmANika vyavahAra karatA hai, use aisI anubhUti nahIM hotI ki Aja kA dina vyartha calA gyaa| dharma kI samajha jIvana meM parivartana lAne ke lie nahIM hai, kintu jIvanagata azuddhiyoM ko yathAvat banAe rakhane ke lie hai| dharma kA AcaraNa isalie nahIM ho rahA hai ki jIvana-vyavahAra kI burAiyAM miTa jAeM, kintu vaha isalie ho rahA hai ki burAiyoM se prApta hone vAlA doSa dhula jaae| eka AdamI Ayurveda-vizArada se kaha rahA hai ki maiM svAda-lolupatA ko chor3ane meM asamartha huuN| mujhe aisI auSadhi do, jisase khUba khAUM aura bImAra na bnuuN| kyA dhArmika bhI isI bhASA meM nahIM soca rahA hai? do vyaktiyoM ke bIca nyAyAlaya meM mAmalA cala rahA hai| donoM use jItane ke lie dharma kI ArAdhanA karate haiN| jo jhUThA hai, vaha kyA dharma se adharma kI, satya se asatya kI vijaya nahIM cAhatA? yadi cAhatA hai to dharma yA satya meM usakI AsthA kahAM hai? usane dharma ko apanI svArtha siddhi kA sAdhana mAtra mAna rakhA hai| dharma jaba-jaba kAmanA kI pUrti kA sAdhana banatA hai, taba-taba usake AsapAsa vikAra ghira Ate haiN| vikAroM se ghirA huA dharma bhUta se bhI adhika bhayaMkara ho jAtA hai| bhagavAn mahAvIra ne aise dharma ke khatare kI spaSTa cetAvanI dI thii| unakI vANI hai- 'kAlakUTa viSa kA pAna, avidhi se pakar3A huA zastra aura surakSA kI vidhi jAne binA sAdhA huA vaitAla jaise khataranAka hote haiM, vaise hI vikAroM se samApanna dharma khataranAka hotA hai|' isa prakAra khataranAka dharma ko hI mArksa ne aphIma kahA thaa| adhyAtma se anuprANita dharma aphIma yA mAdaka nahIM hotaa| adhyAtma kyA hai? svatantratA kI anubhUti : isase AkAMkSA ke uttApa aura bandhana TUTa jAte haiN| pUrNatA kI anubhUti : isase riktatAeM bhara jAtI haiM, zUnya Thosa meM badala jAtA hai|
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________________ 72 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti Ananda kI anubhUti indriya, mana aura buddhi hamAre sAmane haiN| ye apane Aloka se Alokita nahIM haiN| jo inheM Alokita karatA hai vaha parde ke pIche hai| vaha adhyAtma hai| svatantratA kI mAMga vahIM se A rahI hai| pUrNatA kA svara vahIM se uTha rahA hai| Ananda kI urmi vahI se ucchalita ho rahI hai| baTana dabAte hI balba prakAzita ho uThatA hai / kintu usa prakAza kA srota balba nahIM hai| prakAza kA srota bijalIghara ( pAvara hAusa) hai| caitanya kA srota indriya, mana aura buddhi nahIM hai, kintu adhyAtma hai / vaha hara vyakti meM ananta sAgara kI taraha laharA rahA hai| isase duHkha kI paramparA vicchinna ho jAtI hai| 1 jisa kSaNa meM svatantratA kI anubhUti nahIM hai, vaha kSaNa dharma ke srota se anusyUta nahIM hai / jisa kSaNa meM pUrNatA kI anubhUti nahIM hai, vaha kSaNa dharma ke srota se anusyUta nahIM hai| jisa kSaNa meM Ananda kI anubhUti nahIM hai, vaha kSaNa dharma ke srota se anusyUta nahIM hai| jahAM prakAza ke srota kI anusyUti nahIM hai, vahAM prakAza kaise hogA ? 6. duHkha - mukti kA AzvAsana mAnavIya pravRtti kA eka hI lakSya hai aura vaha hai-duHkha-mukti, vidhi kI bhASA meM sukha kI upalabdhi / pratyeka dharmazAstra duHkha - mukti kA AzvAsana detA hai / jisa paddhati meM duHkha - mukti kA AzvAsana nahIM hai, usake prati janatA AkRSTa nahIM ho sakatI / kintu eka prazna hai, dharma ke dvArA duHkha - mukti kA jo AzvAsana milA hai, vaha pUrA ho rahA hai? yadi ho rahA hai to dharma ke pradIpa ko pracaNDa tUphAna bhI nahIM bujhA sakegA / yadi vaha nahIM ho rahA hai to yaha anusandheya hai ki truTi ( 1 ) auSadha meM hai, (2) auSadha dene vAle meM hai, (3) auSadha lene meM hai yA ( 4 ) auSadha lene vAle meM hai ? (1) yadi truTi auSadhi meM hai to use chor3a koI dUsarI auSadhi lenI hogI / (2) yadi vaha dene vAle maiM hai to dUsare DaoNkTara kI zaraNa lenI hogI /
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________________ duHkha-mukti kA AzvAsana 73 (3) yadi vaha paddhati meM hai to use badalanA hogaa| (4) yadi vaha lene vAle meM hai to usakI prakRti kA pariSkAra karanA hogaa| 1. dharma ke AdhyAtmika svarUpa meM koI nyUnatA dikhAI nahIM detii| usakA upAsanAtmaka svarUpa ekAMgI hone ke kAraNa kSata-vikSata ho gayA hai| nAma-japa citta kI ekAgratA kA hetu bana sakatA hai| zAstra-zravaNa citta kI ekAgratA kA hetu bana sakatA hai| upAsanA ke anyAnya pakSa bhI citta kI ekAgratA ke hetu bana sakate haiN| kintu jo mAnasa ekatA kI anubhUti (ahiMsA) se anusyUta nahIM hai, kyA vaha ekAgra ho sakegA? jisa mAnasa meM satya pratiSThita nahIM hai, kyA vaha ekAgra ho sakegA? jo mAnasa para-sattva ke apaharaNa se virata nahIM hai, kyA vaha ekAna ho sakegA? jo mAnasa sahaja Ananda (brahmacaya) se paritRpta nahIM hai, kyA vaha ekAgra ho sakegA? jo mAnasa icchA kI pratAr3anA se parimukta nahIM hai, kyA vaha ekAgra ho sakegA? vahI mAnasa ekAgra ho sakatA hai, jisameM vrata kI pratiSThA hai| dharma kI vArtamAnika vikalAMgatA yaha hai ki usakA nimitta-pakSa upAdAna-pakSa se prabala ho gayA hai| usakI cikitsA nimitta-pakSa ko dUsarA aura upAdAna-pakSa ko pahalA sthAna dekara hI kI jA sakatI hai| 2. dharma ke adhikAMza patha-darzaka satya ke prati utane AsthAvAn nahIM haiM, jitane apane sampradAya ke prati haiN| isIlie dharma kA pratipAdana satya kI zodha ke rUpa meM kama hotA hai, paramparA kI puSTi ke rUpa meM adhika hotA hai| eka sAmAjika vyakti apanI apUrNatA ko svIkAra kara sakatA hai kintu eka dharmaguru ke lie aisA karanA kaThina hai| eka sAmAjika vidvAn naye satya kA udghATana hone para apane prAcIna abhimata ko badala sakatA hai kintu eka dharmaguru aisA karane se jhijhakatA hai| dharmapratipAdaka kI vartamAna kaThinAI yaha hai ki vaha parokSAnubhUti ke prAmANya se atimAtra prabhAvita hai| usameM yaha parivartana apekSaNIya hai ki vaha AtmAnubhUti kI AMca meM pakA huA bhojana hI janatA ko prose| 3. khaMbhoM meM dUrI na ho to ghara kA vistAra nahIM ho sktaa| kintu itanI dUrI nahIM honI cAhie ki jisase una para chappara DAlA hI nahIM jA ske| vicAra aura AcAra meM dUrI svAbhAvika hai| yadi vaha na ho to sAdhanA
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________________ 74 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti ke lie avakAza hI nahIM hotaa| dharma kI prakriyA vicAra aura AcAra kI dUrI ko kama karane kI hai| dharma kA vicAra-srota antarjagat se phUTA hai| bahirjagata kI apavitratA kA prakSAlana kara punaH vaha antarjagat kI ora pravAhita ho jAtA hai| antarjagat asvIkAra kA jagata hai| jAgatika vicAra svIkAra kA vicAra hai| vicAra aura AcAra kI dUrI miTAne kA artha hai svIkAra se asvIkAra kI ora athavA saMgraha se asaMgraha kI ora pryaann| isa paddhati kA pahalA aMga hai duHkha kI mumukSA, dUsarA hai padArtha aura usake upabhoga ke prati anAsakti, tIsarA hai padArtha aura usake upabhoga kA sNym| dhArmika jagat meM duHkha kI mumukSA hai, para jisa (anAsakti aura saMyama) se duHkha kI mukti hotI hai, usakA samAcaraNa nahIM hai| isIlie dharma phala nahIM lA rahA hai| usase duHkha kaTa nahIM rahe haiN| duHkha ke kAraNa Asakti aura asaMyama haiN| kAraNa ko samApta kie binA kArya kI samApti nahIM ho sktii| isalie dharmAcaraNa kI paddhati meM anAsakti aura saMyama ke abhyAsa kI mukhyatA anivArya hai| 4. dharma eka AnuvaMzika guNa bana gayA hai| phalataH dhArmika ko dharma svatantra viveka se prApta nahIM hai, kintu vaMzAnukrama se prApta hai| purAne yuga meM vaizya kA lar3akA vaizya kA dhaMdhA karatA thA aura kSatriya kA lar3akA kSatriya kA dhaMdhA karatA thaa| vaise hI dhArmika usI dharma kA anupAlana karatA hai, jo usake pitA dvArA anupAlita hai| vyavasAya kI paramparA aba badala cukI hai| vyApArI kA putra Aja DaoNkTara bana jAtA hai, iMjIniyara bana jAtA hai, aura bhI apanI ruci ke anukUla vyavasAya cuna letA hai| dhArmika ko itanI svataMtratA nahIM hai yA apanI svataMtratA kA vaha isa kSetra meM upayoga nahIM kara rahA hai| maiM isa pakSa kI sthApanA nahIM kara rahA hUM ki dhArmika vahI ho sakatA hai, jo apane paitRka dharma kA parivartana karatA hai| kintu isa pakSa kI sthApanA mujhe avazya priya hai ki dhArmika vyakti apane paitRka dharma ko viveka aura anubhUti kI kasauTI se kasakara hI use svIkRti de| dharma, dharma ke pratipAdaka, dharma kI paddhati aura dhArmika-ina cAroM tattvoM meM pUrvApekSita tathA deza-kAlAnurUpa parivartana aura dharma ke nirmala jala meM mile hue kIcar3a kA zuddhIkaraNa karanA hI dharmakrAnti hai| usake hone para hI dharma apane duHkhamukti ke AzvAsana ko pUrNa kara sakatA hai|
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________________ dharma kI kasauTI 75 7. dharma kI kasauTI Aja merI dRSTi ke sAmane tIna zabda nAca rahe haiM-prekSA, parIkSA aura pryog| pahale kA sambandha darzana se hai, dUsare kA tarkazAstra se aura tIsare kA vijJAna se| prekSA AtmAnubhUti kA darzana hai| jisakI AMtarika cetanA jAgRta ho jAtI hai, vaha sUkSma, vyavahita aura dUravartI dRzya ko dekha letA hai| Aja kI bhASA meM hama buddhi-vyAyAma ko darzana kahate haiN| kintu vAstavika artha meM vaha darzana nahIM hai| jahAM dRzya vyApti yA tarkazAstrIya niyamoM ke mAdhyama se jJAna hotA hai, vaha darzana nahIM ho sktaa| darzana meM dRzya aura draSTA kA sIdhA samparka hotA hai, kisI mAdhyama ke dvArA nahIM hotA aisA kyoM hotA hai? isakI vyAkhyA kA prayatna hotA hai, taba hama tarkazAstra kI paridhi meM A jAte haiN| dArzanika jagat meM jJAna hai, anubhUti hai para bhASA kA prayoga nahIM hai| bhASA mAdhyama hai aura usakA prayoga parokSAnubhUti ke jagat meM hI hotA hai| tarkazAstra kA kSetra parokSAnubhUti yA mAdhyama dvArA hone vAlA jJAna hai| tarkazAstra aura vijJAna par3hAe jA sakate haiM, kintu darzana par3hAyA nahIM jA sktaa| vaha vyakti kI apanI hI caitasika nirmalatA yA anAvaraNatA se upalabdha hotA hai| isa saMdarbha meM mujhe yahI kahanA cAhie ki prekSA kI vyAkhyA sAdhanA ke dvArA hI kI jA sakatI hai aura vaha usI ke dvArA jAnI jA sakatI hai| isa prasaMga meM yaha ukti kitanI caritArtha hotI hai-gurostu maunaM vyAkhyAnaM, ziSyAstu chinnsNshyaaH| jahAM guru kA mauna vyAkhyAna aura ziSyoM kI mauna upAsanA hotI hai, vahAM darzana mukhara ho uThatA hai| bhagavAn mahAvIra ne isI anubhUti ke svara meM kahA thA-jo dekhatA hai, usake lie zabda nahIM haiN| isI satya ko maiM isa bhASA meM prastuta karatA hUM ki zabda usI ke lie haiM, jisakA satya ke sAtha sIdhA saMparka nahIM hai| Aja hama zabda ke mAdhyama se satya kI jijJAsA kara rahe haiM aura vaha isalie kara rahe haiM ki hameM prekSA prApta nahIM hai| saMprati hamAre sAmane do hI dharAtala haiM-eka parIkSA kA aura dUsarA prayoga kaa| prekSA ke dharAtala kI saMprApti hamAre lie asambhava nahIM hai| vaha tadanukUla sAdhanA aura puruSArtha ke abhAva meM asaMbhava bana rahI
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________________ 76 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti hai| dhyAna kI viziSTa bhUmikA prApta hone para prekSA kA dvAra anAyAsa udghATita ho jAtA hai| parIkSA tarkazAstrIya paddhati hai| usakA mukhya AdhAra vyApti hai| jahAM dhuAM thA vahAM agni thI-yaha eka vyakti ne dekhA aura aneka vyaktiyoM ne dekhA, sarvadeza aura sarvakAla ne dekhA, jahAM dekhA vahAM aisA hI milaa| isalie dhUma aura agni ke sAhacarya kA niyama banA liyA gyaa| isI kA nAma vyApti hai| isake AdhAra para hama dRSTa sAdhana se adRSTa sAdhya kA jJAna kara lete haiM-dRSTa dhUma ke dvArA adRSTa agni ko jAna lete haiN| - prayoga vaijJAnika paddhati hai| isa paddhati meM parIkSA kA bhI upayoga kiyA jAtA hai| kintu isameM kevala parIkSA ke lie hI avakAza nahIM hai| isameM prAyogika vidhi se parivartana kI prakriyA aura usake kAraNoM kA bhI vizleSaNa kiyA jAtA hai| - vartamAna meM parIkSA aura prayoga, ye donoM paddhatiyAM dharma ke kSetra meM vyavahRta nahIM haiN| usakA AcaraNa prAyaH pUrva-mAnyatA ke AdhAra para cala rahA hai| pUrva-mAnyatA kA upayoga nahIM hai, aisA maiM nahIM khtaa| tarkazAstra aura vijJAna donoM kSetroM meM usakA upayoga hai| tarkazAstrIya maryAdA meM pUrva-mAnyatA (vikalpasiddha pakSa) ko svIkRti die binA vAda aura prativAda kA prArambha hI nahIM ho sktaa| vaijJAnika bhUmikA meM pUrva-mAnyatA ko sthAna die binA prayoga kA dvAra hI nahIM khultaa| eka tarkazAstrI pUrvamAnyatA se cipake nahIM raha sktaa| sAdhana ke dvArA sAdhya kI siddhi ho jAne para vaha vikalpasiddha pakSa se haTakara pramANasiddha pakSa kI paridhi meM calA jAtA hai| eka vaijJAnika prayogasiddha bhUmikA meM pahuMcakara pUrva-mAnyatA ko chor3a detA hai| vaisAkhI mAnavIya zarIra kA aMga nahIM hai| vaha mAtra upakaraNa hai| pairoM kI azaktadazA meM manuSya use dhAraNa karatA hai| pairoM kI zakti prApta hone para bhI kyA use dhAraNa karanA anivArya hai? pUrva-mAnyatA ko hama vaisAkhI se adhika mUlya nahIM de skte| hamane dharma ko eka pUrva-mAnyatA ke rUpa meM svIkAra kara rakhA hai| aisA karanA hamArI nAsamajhI nahIM hai kintu use pUrva-mAnyatA ke rUpa meM hI svIkAra kie rahanA nizcita rUpa meM nAsamajhI hai| eka bauddhika ke lie dharma
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________________ dharma kI kasauTI 77 isalie AkarSaNa kA kendra nahIM bana rahA hai, kyoMki vaha tarka ke nikaSa se kasA huA nahIM hai / eka vaijJAnika ke lie dharma isIlie AkarSaNa kA kendra nahIM bana rahA hai, kyoMki vaha prayogasiddha nahIM hai / dharma una logoM ke hAthoM kI geMda bana rahA hai, jo abauddhika aura avaijJAnika haiM 1 isalie Aja kI nayI pIr3hI dharma ko purAnA mAnatI hai / kisI bUr3he se pUcho ki purAne kA kyA mUlya hotA hai? usa kapar3e se pUcho jo jIrNa-zIrNa ho jAne para pheMka diyA jAtA hai / usa prAsAda se pUcho jo khaNDahara hone para dharAzAyI hone ko hai / sacamuca Aja dharma purAnA ho gayA hai| Apako Azcarya hogA, dharma zAzvata hai, phira purAtana kaise ? jo azAzvata hotA hai, vaha nayA aura purAnA hotA hai / zAzvata nayA aura purAnA nahIM hotA / kyA dharma zAzvata hai? jo zAzvata hai, vaha dharma kA Antarika rUpa-adhyAtma hai / dharma kA bAhya svarUpa zAzvata nahIM hai| usake paripArzva meM pallavita vidhi-vidhAna aura niyama zAzvata nahIM haiN| azAzvata zAzvata se prANa-saMcAra nahIM pA rahA hai, isIlie vaha purAnA ho rahA hai / adhyAtma se anuprANita dharma meM trANazakti kA vikAsa huA thA / Aja dhArmika meM bhI yaha vizvAsa nahIM hai ki dharma use trANa de sakatA hai / vaha dharma ke lie trANa kI khoja meM hai| eka vyakti AcArya tulasI ke pAsa aayaa| usane kahA, 'maiM gItA ko bhUmigRha meM gAr3a denA cAhatA huuN|' AcAryazrI ne pUchA - 'kisalie ? usane kahA- 'aNubama kA yuga hai I aNubamoM kA prayoga hone para bhI vaha surakSita rahegI / ' AcAryazrI ne kahA- 'jaba manuSya hI nahIM rahegA to use par3hegA kauna? sacamuca yaha gambhIra prazna hai| kucha dhArmika isa ciMtA meM haiM ki sAmyavAda A gayA to dharma kA kyA hogA? kucha isa ciMtA se grasta haiM ki vijJAna aise rahasya udghATita kara rahA hai, jinase dharma kI AsthA vilIna ho jaaegii| ina cintA- bhUmikAoM meM dharma asahAya - sA pratIta ho rahA hai / vaha vAstava meM hI itanA durbala hai to hameM usakI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| jo apanA trANa apane Apa meM nahIM DhUMDha sakatA, use vizva ke raMgamaMca para rahane kA adhikAra nahIM hai / dharma itanA atrANa kyoM banA? vaha itanA purAnA kyoM banA? isa prazna ke uttara meM tIna tathya sAmane Ate haiM :
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________________ 78 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti 1. zAstroM ke prAmANya se dharma ke astitva kA nirnny| 2. kevala pAralaukikatA ke AdhAra para dharma kI prtisstthaapnaa| 3. karmavAda yA bhAgyavAda kI ekAMgI dRSTi kA smrthn| ahiMsA parama dharma hai, aparigraha mahAn dharma hai| aisA kyoM hai? isakA uttara bahuta sarala hai-uttarAdhyayana-sUtra meM aisA likhA hai, gItA meM aisA likhA hai, dhammapada meM aisA likhA hai| una zAstroM meM likhA hai, isalie ahiMsA aura aparigraha dharma hai| kyA hara dhArmika ko isakA anubhava hai ki ahiMsA aura aparigraha mahAn dharma haiM? yadi yaha anubhava hai to vaha zAstra kA prAmANya die binA hI ahiMsA aura aparigraha kI acchAI prasthApita kara sakatA hai| yadi use vaisA anubhava nahIM hai to vaha zAstra kA prAmANya prastuta karake bhI unase svayaM lAbhAnvita nahIM ho sktaa| AcArya siddhasena ne kahA hai-'hetu se agamya sUkSma satya kA samarthana zAstra se aura hetugamya satya kA samarthana hetuvAda se karanA caahie| jo aisA karatA hai, vaha satya kA samIcIna vyAkhyAtA hai| jo ahetugamya ke lie hetu kA prayoga karatA hai aura hetugamya satya ke lie zAstra kA prayoga karatA hai, vaha satya kA samIcIna vyAkhyAtA nahIM hai|' AcArya siddhasena ne ukta pratipAdana tarkavAda ke prAMgaNa meM upasthita hokara kiyA thaa| maiM usI tathya ko anubhavavAdI bhASA meM punarAvRtta karanA cAhatA hUM ki sUkSma satya kA samarthana zAstra se aura AcaraNIya satya kA samarthana anubhava se karanA caahie| jo aisA karatA hai, vaha satya kI samIcIna vyAkhyA prastuta karatA hai| jo anubhavagamya satya kI vyAkhyA zAstrIya prAmANya se karatA hai, vaha pratyakSa para parokSa kA AvaraNa DAla detA hai| dharma ke sAtha jaise paraloka kA prazna jur3A huA hai, vaise ihaloka kA prazna jur3A huA nahIM hai| dhArmika vyakti dharma ko jitanA paraloka ke saMdarbha se dekhatA hai utanA ihaloka ke saMdarbha meM nahIM dekhtaa| vaha bhaviSya kA jitanA mUlya AMkatA hai utanA vartamAna kA nahIM aaNktaa| vaha isa prasaMga meM 'dIrgha pazyata mA hrasvaM' kI nIti ko kriyAnvita kara rahA hai| dharma ke pAralaukika saMdarbha meM samasyAoM kA samAdhAna DhUMr3hanA asamyak nahIM hai kintu sAmayika samasyAoM ke saMdarbha ko bhulAkara kevala
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________________ dharma kA rekhAcitra 76 pAralaukika saMdarbha meM sAmAdhAna DhUMr3hanA ekAMgI koNa hai| karmavAda kA siddhAMta bahuta vaijJAnika hai| kriyA kI pratikriyA hotI hai, use amAnya nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| karmavAda ko puruSArtha kI preraNA kA srota honA caahie| para vaha vaisA nahIM hai| vartamAna bhArata kI duHkhada sthiti kA eka hetu karmavAdI dRSTi kA viparyaya hai| bhAgyavAda kI AMdhI se puruSArtha kI jyoti bujha gaI hai| karmavAda kA ekAMgI samarthana kara dhArmika vAtAvaraNa bhI nisteja ho gayA hai| hama dharmakrAnti cAhate haiM aura isalie cAhate haiM ki dharma kA zAzvata rUpa udaya meM aae| yaha kArya pArmika kA dRSTikoNa badale binA nahIM ho sktaa| isa vaijJAnika yuga ke dhArmika se apekSA hai ki vaha dharma ko zAstra ke saMdarbha meM kama, prayoga ke saMdarbha meM adhika samajhane kA prayatna kre| . dharma ke dvArA pAralaukika sukha kI kAmanA ko tyAgakara vartamAna tIvana ko svaccha banAne kA yatna kre| __ bhAgyavAda ko svIkAra karate hue bhI use puruSArtha kA AvaraNa na naae| dharma-devatA ko zraddhA kI vedI se uThAkara parIkSA aura prayoga kI vedI ra pratiSThita kre| 8. dharma kA rekhAcitra aisI zakti kI apekSA hai, jo svayaM prakAzita ho aura dUsaroM ko bhI kAzita kara ske| aisI zakti kI apekSA hai, jo svayaM asaMgrahI rahakara saMgraha kA neyamana kre| __ aisI zakti apekSita hai, jo svayaM ahiMsaka rahakara hiMsA para neyantraNa sthApita kre| jisa zakti kI apekSA hai, vaha adhyAtma hai| dharma hamAre lie taba taka Avazyaka hai jaba dharma aura hama do haiN| ima apane astitva ke sAtha ekarasa nahIM haiM, taba taka dharma Avazyaka hai,
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________________ 80 maiM merA mana : merI zAnti : usake bAda hameM dharma kI koI apekSA nahIM hai ! nadI pAra karane ke bAda naukA kI kyA AvazyakatA hai? sAdhana eka sImA taka upayogI hote haiM, sarvatra aura sarvadA nahIM / jaba taka ajJAta hai, taba taka dharma kI AvazyakatA hai / vijJAna kI ullekhanIya pragati ke bAda bhI jAnanA bahuta zeSa hai| nyUTana ne kahA thA- duniyA mere bAre meM hI socatI hogI kintu merI sthiti usa bacce ke samAna hai jo samudra ke taTa para khar3A khar3A sIpiyoM ko baTora rahA hai / pahale jJAna hotA hai, phira zraddhA hotI hai| zraddhA jJAna kA ghanIbhUta rUpa hai| pAnI kA ghanIbhUta rUpa barpha aura dUdha kA ghanIbhUta rUpa dahI haiM / jo dharma ko nahIM jAnate, ve kahate haiM, dharma ke prati hamArI zraddhA hai / yaha kaise ho sakatA hai? kyA pAnI ke binA barpha aura dUdha ke binA dahI ho sakatA hai? jo bhautika upakaraNoM se prApta hotA hai, vahI dharma se prApta ho, usake atirikta kucha na ho to phira dharma ko mAnane kA AdhAra kyA hai ? jaba taka maiM hUM taba taka dharma kA astitva rhegaa| jaba maiM apane astitva se dUra rahatA hUM, taba dharma naSTa ho jAtA hai, kisI sAmyavAdI dvArA nahIM, apane Apa dvArA / samAja kI do samasyAeM haiM- Artta aura pramAda / Artta kA upacAra padArtha kA utpAdana hai / pramAda kI samasyA kA samAdhAna kevala dharma hai / dharma kabhI pahale priya rahA ho, Aja to nahIM hai| lohe para morcA mAra gayA hai / usameM kATane kI zakti nahIM hai| makAna jIrNa-zIrNa ho gayA hai, usameM zaraNa dene kI kSamatA nahIM hai / dharma se jo prApta honA cAhie, vaha nahIM ho rahA hai| davA svAsthya lAbha ke lie lI jAtI hai| lAbha na hone para bhI koI AdamI davA letA hI jAe, yaha kyA samajha ? hama aise jJAna se bhara jAeM, jisase AcAra svayaM prasphuTita ho / aNuvrata dharma to hai kintu saMdarbhahIna aura nirvizeSaNa / aNuvrata apanI vratAtmaka sattA ke kAraNa dharma hai / vrata kA artha hai pardA, AcchAdana / sardI, garmI, dhUpa, AMdhI aura AdamI se AdamI kA bacAva
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________________ dharma kA rekhAcitra 81 karana kA AvazyakatA anubhUta huI taba ghara kA nimANa huA / azAnti aura kleza se bacAva kI AvazyakatA huI, taba manuSya vrata kA anusaMdhAna kiyA / * jI chilakA rahA hai, rasa sUkha gayA hai| rassiyoM kA tAnA banA huA hai, pAla ur3a gyaa| kyA chilake se tRpti hogI? kyA rassiyoM se chAMha hogI ? cetanA nirmala, ujjvala aura vizada hai / use sApha karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai / jo gandagI milI hai, use nikAla pheMko, phira pAnI apane Apa meM svaccha hai| bAhara se Ane vAlI gaMdagI ko roko, phira cetanA apane Apa meM svaccha hai / vratI banAyA nahIM jA sakatA, vyakti svayaM banatA hai / camar3I hamAre zarIra kA vrata hai / yadi vaha nahIM hotI to hamArI snAyuoM kA kyA hotA ? chilakA Ama kA vrata hai| yadi vaha nahIM hotA to Ama-rasa kA kyA hotA ? camar3I ko kauna kahane gayA ki tumheM snAyuoM kI rakSA karanI hai ? chilake ko kauna kahane gayA ki tumheM rasa kI surakSA karanI hai? prakRti kI hara vastu apanA vrata sAtha lekara hI utpanna hotI hai / na jAne kyoM manuSya kA yaha mAnasa hI aisA hai, jo apanI surakSA ko sAtha liye utpanna nahIM hotA / eka AdamI ne pUchA - isa anaitikatA ke yuga meM aNuvrata saphala hoMge? maiMne kahA- dIye kI saphalatA amAvasa kI aMdherI rAta meM hI hotI hai, sUrya ke prakAza meM nahIM / aMdherA kitanA hI saghana aura kitanA hI purAnA ho, dIpa jalate hI bhAga jAtA hai / AcArya tulasI ke pAsa kucha nahIM hai, kintu saMgraha karane vAle AcAryazrI ke pAsa Ate haiM / yaha saMgraha kI asaMgraha kI ora gati hai / yaha adhyAtma kI zakti hai| aisI sthiti kA nirmANa Avazyaka hai, jisameM asaMgraha saMgraha kI ora na jAe, ahiMsA hiMsA kI dhArA meM na mile| sthiti aura calanA - donoM apane-apane kSetra meM upayogI haiN| hameM sthiti bhI mAnya hai, paramparA bhI mAnya hai / eka varga sthiti aura paramparA ko samApta karanA cAhatA hai, dUsarA usase cipake rahanA cAhatA hai| ye donoM hI ThIka nahIM haiN| hameM calane ke lie dharatI cAhie para paira dharatI se cipaka jAeM, kyA yaha hameM mAnya hogA? dIvAra kA sahArA le sakate
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________________ 82 maiM merA mana : merI zAnti haiM para usase zarIra cipaka jAe, kyA yaha hameM mAnya hogA? Aja zarIra aura sampadA kI bhAMti dharma bhI paitRka ho rahA hai, para aisA nahIM honA cAhie / 6. kyA dharma zraddhAgamya hai ? eka AdamI hAtha meM ghar3A le samudra ke taTa para gyaa| eka ora samudra meM jala hai, dUsarI ora ghar3A hai / kyA ghar3e dvArA samudra kA jala grAhya hai? yadi maiM kahUM grAhya nahIM hai to yaha kahanA sacAI se pare hogA / yadi kahUM grAhya hai, to yaha apUrNa satya hogA / vaha grAhya hai bhI aura nahIM bhI / samagratA kI dRSTi se grAhya nahIM hai / ghar3e meM vyagratA kI dRSTi se grAhya hai / ghar3e meM jitanI kSamatA hai, utanA vaha samudra ko rikta bhI kara sakatA hai / dharma buddhi ke dvArA grAhya hai, yaha kahanA kaThina hai / grAhya nahIM hai, yaha kahanA bhI sarala nahIM haiN| dharma ananta hai, usako buddhi ke dvArA grAhya mAnanA ghar3e ke dvArA samudra ko mApanA hai / ananta satya kA grahaNa ananta jJAna ke dvArA ho sakatA hai taba yaha prazna hI kyoM upasthita huA - 'kyA dharma buddhigamya hai ? / buddhi hamAre jJAna kI eka sImA rekhA hai| prANimAtra meM jJAna kA yatkiMcit mAtra astitva hotA hai / ekendriya prANI meM sukha-duHkha kI anubhUti hotI hai / ekendriya se lekara paMcendriya taka ke jIvoM meM jJAna kA tAratamya hai / prANiyoM meM manuSya sabase adhika jJAna kA adhikArI hai / indriyAM manuSya ke pAsa haiM to anya prANiyoM ke pAsa bhI haiM / mana bhI anya prANiyoM ke pAsa milatA hai / para buddhi hara prANI meM nahIM milatI / vaha manuSya meM hI hai| manuSya meM nirNAyaka zakti hotI hai| prAtibhajJAna bhI hotA hai / jisako kabhI dekhA nahIM, jAnA nahIM, usako bhI manuSya jJAna se jAna letA hai aura dekha letA hai / manuSya kI yaha pravRtti rahI hai ki vaha ajJAta ko jJAta karanA cAhatA hai / anusandhAna kI paramparA vartamAna meM hI nahIM, hajAroM varSoM se calI A rahI hai / isase ajJAta kI sImA choTI hotI jAtI hai aura jJAta kI paridhi bar3hatI jAtI hai| baila sau varSa pahale bhI bhAra DhotA thA, Aja bhI Dho rahA hai aura
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________________ kyA dharma zraddhAgamya hai ? c3 bhaviSya meM bhI DhoegA, kyoMki usake pAsa buddhi nahIM hai / manuSya ko nirNAyaka buddhi prApta hai / buddhi karmajA bhI hotI hai| kAma karate-karate vyakti usameM nipuNa bana jAtA hai| eka vyakti iMjIniyara nahIM hai para jJAna bar3hAte-bar3hAte vaha iMjIniyara bana jAtA hai / sabameM jJAna samAna nahIM hotA / usameM bhI tAratamya hotA hai / avasthA ke sAtha-sAtha anubhava bhI bar3hate jAte haiM / buddhi ke vikAsa meM taratamatA hone se dharma jaise ananta satya ko pakar3ane meM saba kSamaya nahIM hote / eka vyakti dharma ko svIkAra kara letA hai, dUsarA vyakti kahatA hai maiM nirNaya karake hI svIkAra kruuNgaa| pahalA vyakti zraddhA-pradhAna hai aura dUsarA buddhijIvI / Aja do varga ho gaye haiM / buddhijIvI hara vastu ko buddhi se nirNaya karane ke bAda svIkAratA hai| zraddhA pradhAna vyakti hara vastu ko zraddhA se svIkAratA hai / maiM mAnatA hUM, koI bhI zraddhA buddhizUnya nahIM hotI / eka vyakti ne mujhase pUchA - ' Apa guru kisako mAnate haiM? maiMne uttara diyA- 'apane Apako / ' phira prazna AyA - 'yaha kaise, jabaki Apa AcAryazrI tulasI ko guru mAnate haiM? maiMne kahA- 'maiM unako guru mAnatA hUM, yaha satya hai / pahale maiMne nirNaya liyA thA ki ve mere gurutva ke upayukta haiN| isameM nirNAyakatA merI hI rahI / zAstra acche haiM, isameM nirNAyakatA vyakti kI hI hotI hai| mahAvIra, buddha aura kRSNa bhagavAn haiM, ve mAnane vAloM ke AdhAra para hI to haiN| ve kahane nahIM Ae ki hama bhagavAn haiM / hamAre nirNaya meM se hI unakA prAmANya hai / prAmANya aura aprAmANya manuSya kI buddhi meM se hI AtA hai| zraddhAlu bhI buddhi-zUnya nahIM hotA / vaha usI kI bAta ko mAnatA hai, jisameM usakI buddhi sthira ho gaI hai / baccA apanI mAtA kI bAta mAnatA hai, cAhe vaha jo kucha bhI kahe / zraddhA aMdhI hotI hai, kyA yaha satya hai ? aMdhA yAnI ajJAna / zraddhA hamezA buddhi dvArA pravAhita hotI hai / jo tIvra pravAha ghanIbhUta hokara bahatA hai, vahI zraddhA hai / jJAna ke binA zraddhA ho hI nahIM sktii| pAnI ke binA barpha nahIM hotI / dahI dUdha kA hI saghana rUpa hai / vaise hI jJAna kA ghanIbhUta rUpa zraddhA hai| jahAM buddhi abhivyakti meM alpakSama hotI hai, vahAM antaHstala
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________________ 84 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti meM svIkAra hotA hai| dharma buddhi ke dvArA hI gamya hotA hai, abuddhi ke dvArA nhiiN| . sthUla dRSTi meM dharma kA sambandha zraddhA se adhika hai, buddhi se km| gaharAI meM dharma kA sambandha buddhi ke binA hotA hI nhiiN| koI zraddhAvAdI buddhihIna nahIM hai aura koI buddhivAdI zraddhAzUnya nahIM hai| jJAna aura zraddhA-donoM hI hamAre mApadaNDa haiN| phira eka hI prazna kyoM-kyA dharma buddhigamya hai? dUsarA bhI prazna honA cAhie-kyA dharma zraddhAgamya hai? 10. dharma aura upAsanA dharma ke lie sabase bar3I samasyA use saMsthAgata rUpa meM svIkAra karanA hai| jIvana vyavahAra meM dharma ke sambandha meM vicAra karate samaya do bAteM sAmane hotI haiM : 1. upAsanAgata dharma 2. AcAragata dharma upAsanAgata dharma meM samAnatA kA abhAva hai kyoMki upAsanA kI aneka paddhatiyAM haiM, parantu AcAragata dharma meM samAnatA hai| sAmAnya vyakti upAsanA ko adhika samajhatA huA dharma ko kama samajhatA hai| loga kahate haiM ki bhakti-mArga sarala aura acchA hai| eka dRSTikoNa se yaha sahI bhI ho sakatA hai, kintu vaMcanA kI guMjAiza bhI isI meM sabase adhika hai| vyakti dina bhara ke pApoM ko mUrti ke sAmane jAkara eka vAkya-'prabhu more avaguna citta na dharo' meM dho lenA cAhatA hai| vaha sArI jindagI ke pApa-karma eka bAra gaMgA-snAna kara dho lene kI asaphala koziza karatA hai| vastutaH upAsanA isalie thI ki sAdhAraNa vyakti pratIka ke rUpa meM apanA dhyAna kendrita kara sake kintu kAlAntara meM vahI bhakti-mArga vaMcanA kA pramukha kendra bnaa| isake viparIta AcAra-mArga meM isakI guMjAiza nahIM hai, kyoMki vyakti kI Atmika pavitratA hI usakA AdhAra hai| ... upAsanA meM AcAra-zuddhi kI bAta gauNa hai| ArAdhanA svayaM pravaMcanA nahIM hai, kintu use pravaMcanA kA rUpa de diyA gyaa| gaMgA-snAna, maMdira,
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________________ dharma aura upAsanA 85 saMta-darzana, sevA Adi upAsanA kI paddhatiyAM vizeSa artha ke rUpa meM ThIka thIM kintu prakArAntara se logoM ne samajha liyA ki cAhe jitanA pApa karate raheM, kabhI-kabhI yaha upAsanA karake sAre pApoM se mukta ho leMge / isa prakAra kI dhAraNAbaddha upAsanA se dharma kA tattva usase dUra hotA jAtA hai / svataMtra kartRtva kA vikAsa nItivAda ke sahAre huA / aNuvrata ke sAtha upAsanA nahIM jur3I, caritra jur3A / yaha nitAnta nIti kI zrRMkhalA se baMdhA hai| madhyakAla meM mUlataH jitanA bala upAsanA - mArga para diyA gayA, utanA caritra - mArga para nahIM diyA gayA / upAsanA logoM ko priya lagI kintu vigata paMdraha sau varSoM kA itihAsa batAtA hai ki isase caritra kA hrAsa huA hai| dakSiNa se lekara uttara bhArata taka maMdiroM kI sthiti dekheM to unameM citrita azlIlatA dekhakara avAk rahanA par3atA hai| isameM vAmamArgI tAMtrikoM kA prabhAva bhI eka kAraNa rahA kintu vaha bhI AcAravAda ko protsAhana nahIM milane ke kAraNa hI huA / chAyA ke lie AcAra ko pAla samajheM aura upAsanA ko use bAMdhane vAlI rassI / sthiti yaha huI kI pAla to ur3a gayA hai aura kevala rassI raha gaI hai| upAsanA vyartha nahIM hai kintu vaha AvaraNa bana gaI aura jahAM caritra taka pahuMcanA thA vahAM pahuMca hI nahIM sake / mandira, saMta-darzana Adi se dharma-bhAvanA jAgRta hotI hai, yaha isake mUla meM Azaya thA kintu ise svIkAra isa rUpa meM kiyA gayA ki mandira meM jAne, saMta-darzana karane Adi ke bAda zeSa kucha bhI nahIM rahA / AcAra gauNa kara kevala upAsanA meM hI ulajha gae / kucha aise bhI vyakti haiM jinakA upAsanA meM vizvAsa nahIM kintu ve caritravAna haiM / ve vastutaH dhArmika haiN| pro. gaurA svayaM ko nAstika mAnate haiM kintu gAMdhIjI unheM pakkA Astika mAnate the, kyoMki pro. gaurA kA AcAra zuddha aura AdhyAtmika thaa| jahAM upAsanA para adhika bala diyA jAtA hai vahAM caritra para kama jora diyA jAtA hai| isake viparIta AcAravAdiyoM ne upAsanA ko kama mahattva diyA hai| upAsanA kI paddhatiyAM alaga-alaga raheMgI kintu AcAra meM bheda nahIM hogaa| AcArya niraMjana sUrI ne indriya, prANa, mana, pavana aura tattva, inakI samatA kA nAma adhyAtma yoga kahA hai| hama dharma meM bhI priyatA pasaMda karate haiM, ataH dhArmika kSetra meM saMgIta, kalA, nRtya Adi
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________________ 86 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti ko mandiroM meM prazraya diyA gayA aura upAsanA kA use anivArya aMga banA liyA gyaa| AcAra meM priyatA nahIM hai| maiM mUlataH upAsanA ko dharma meM bAdhaka nahIM mAnatA kintu dhArmika kI paribhASA caritra ke AdhAra para honI caahie| upAsanA gauNa hai aura caritra mukhy| upAsanA prati kSaNa nahIM ho sakatI kintu AcAra kI sthiti nirantara raha sakatI hai| jaise eka vyakti jIvana-bhara naitika, ImAnadAra aura prAmANika raha sakatA hai, kintu upAsanA samaya-samaya para hI kara sakatA hai| yaha sambhava nahIM ki koI vyakti do-cAra ghaMTe aprAmANika rahakara punaH avaziSTa samaya meM caritravAna bana jAe aura use caritravAna mAna liyA jaae| upAsanA davA hai aura AcAra bhojn| bhojana sarvadA kiyA jAtA hai kintu davA hamezA nahIM khAyI jaatii| upAsanA puSTi ke rUpa meM hai kintu AcAra sahaja dharma hai| yadi vaha nahIM rahe to upAsanA kA mUlya nhiiN| ___ AcAra-zuddhi kI pRSThabhUmi apanI pavitratA aura dUsaroM ke prati saMvedanazIlatA hai| apanI AcArika pavitratA meM jaMga nahIM lagane denA upAsanA kI pRSThabhUmi hai| yaha sahI hai ki upAsanA dharma ko saMvAratI hai kintu mUla dharma arthAt AcAra hI hai| arthAt upAsanA kA AvaraNa rUpa haTAkara preraka rUpa rakhanA hai| itanA hote hae bhI upAsanA ko aNavrata ke sAtha nahIM jor3anA hai kyoMki aisA hone se yaha bhI sampradAya bana jaaegaa| jisa dina AcAra ke sAtha upAsanA jur3atI hai usI dina se sampradAya rUpa dhAraNa karate haiN| aba vyavahAra dharma ke prazna ko smjheN| dharma vyavahAra meM AnA tabhI sambhava hogA jaba hama upAsanA ke dRr3ha saMskAroM ko thor3A jhkjhoreN| nIce AcAra kI bhUmi ke abhAva meM upAsanA tArane vAlI nahIM hai| vyavahAra do prakAra ke hote haiM : 1. jisakA dUsaroM para pratyakSa prabhAva na hotA ho| 2. jisakA dUsaroM para pratyakSa prabhAva hotA ho| vyavahAra hI dhArmikatA kI kasauTI hai| prAmANikatA hamArA vyavahAragata dharma hai, kyoMki usakI AsthA bana gaI hai ki aisA na karanA Atma-patana hai| vyavahAra kI cunautI ko jaba taka dhArmika svIkAra nahIM
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________________ dharma kI paribhASA 7 karegA taba taka anya ko kArya kI preraNA nahIM mila sakegI aura na dharma kA tejasvI rUpa hI spaSTa hogaa| upAsanA mArga ke svarUpa ko thor3A alaga karake aura svayaM meM adhyAtma-jAgaraNa se hI dharma vyavahAragata ho sakatA hai| isake bAda dharma kA upadeza dene kI jarUrata nahIM rhegii| ___ bhAratIya cintana vigata zatAbdiyoM meM kuMThita ho gayA, phalataH nayA unmeSa kama AyA hai| AcArahIna upAsanA hamezA khataranAka hai| Aja nayA cintana A rahA hai jise rokA bhI nahIM jA sktaa| korI upAsanA ke AdhAra para koI bhI dharma nahIM Tika sktaa| 11. dharma kI paribhASA dharma kA itihAsa bahuta purAnA aura dIrghakAla taka rahane vAlA hai| jIvana aura mRtyu ke rahasya jaba taka raheMge taba taka dharma rhegaa| dharma ko samApta karane kA prayAsa karane vAle thaka gae haiM aura isake viparIta dharma kA pracAra adhika hI huA hai| rUsa pichale paiMtIsa varSoM se dharma naSTa karane kA prayAsa karatA rahA hai kintu aba vahAM kA sattArUr3ha dala yaha svIkAra kara cukA hai ki aneka prayatnoM ke bAvajUda dharma kama hone kI apekSA bar3hA hai| rUsa meM ina pichale paiMtIsa varSoM meM dhArmika zraddhA bar3hI hai| dharma manuSya kI svAbhAvika pravRtti hai| ajJAta ke viSaya meM cintana karane meM dharma se manuSya ko sahArA milatA hai| dharma hamArI AtmA kI pavitratA hai arthAta kaSAya-mukti yA rAga-dveSa se mukta honA dharma hai| zeSa sArA prapaMca hai| apane svabhAva meM rahanA dharma hai| dharma ke kAraNa vibhISikA, yuddha aura hatyAkAMDa nahIM hue haiN| jahAM atirikta mUlya hotA hai usake AsapAsa lar3AiyAM hotI haiN| jaise Aja rAjanIti kA atirikta mUlya bar3hA hai, phalataH usake lie lar3AiyAM hotI haiN| isI prakAra pahale dharma kA atirikta mUlya thA ataH usake AsapAsa lar3AiyAM huiiN| dharma aura usakA saMsthAna ye do bAteM haiN| dharma arUpa aura amUrta hai kintu manuSya mUrta cAhatA hai| manuSya ne jJAna kA mUrta pustakeM, kAla kA mUrta ghar3iyAM aura bhagavAn kA mUrta pratimA ko banA liyaa| yahI dharma ke
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________________ 88 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti sAtha huA hai| usane dharma ko bhI eka rUpa diyA hai| yahIM se pratIkavAda claa| rASTra amUrta hai kintu jhaMDe ke rUpa meM usakA pratIka banA liyA gayA hai| dharma kA mUrta rUpa manuSya ne saMsthAna banA liyaa| upaniSad meM varNana AtA hai-"paramAtmA kA akele mana nahIM lagA ataH dvaMdva paidA kiyA aura AtmA kA vistAra kara nAma aura rUpa ke AdhAra para sRSTi paidA kii|" nAma aura rUpa kA yahI AkarSaNa amUrta ko mUrta banAtA hai| jaina, bauddha, islAma, IsAI, hindU Adi sabhI nAma haiM aura usakI saMsthAeM dharma kA rUpa haiN| dharma amUrta hai, kintu nAma aura rUpa ke dvArA vaha hamAre sAmane AtA hai isIlie hara dharma kA apanA nAma aura rUpa hai| lar3AI isI nAma aura rUpa ke lie huI hai| dharma ke lie kabhI bhI yuddha nahIM hue| jaina dharma meM pandraha prakAra ke siddha mAne gae haiM jinameM sva-liMga-siddha, anya-liMga-siddha aura gRha-liMga-siddha-ina tIna siddhoM kA varNana bhI milatA hai| jaina veza meM siddha hone vAle sva-liMga-siddha, anya kisI bhI veza meM siddha hone vAle anya-liMga-siddha aura gRhastha ke veza meM siddha hone vAle gRha-liMga-siddha kahe gaye haiN| isase spaSTa hai ki dharma kisI sampradAya vizeSa hI meM baMdhA huA nahIM hai, kyoMki sampradAya ke veza ke atirikta gRhastha ke veza taka meM bhI siddha honA sambhava hai| cUMki dharma hamArI AtmA kI pavitratA hai ataH Atma-pavitratA meM kisI ko matabheda nahIM hai, kevala kriyAkANDoM meM bheda AtA hai| jaina-darzana ke 'naigamanaya' meM praznottara hai-'tuma kahAM rahate ho? 'jambUdvIpa meN|' 'jambUdvIpa meM kahAM rahate ho? 'bhAratavarSa meN|' 'bhArata meM kahAM rahate ho? 'amuka rAjya meN|' 'amuka rAjya meM kahAM rahate ho? 'amuka nagara meN|' 'amuka nagara meM kahAM rahate ho? 'amuka muhalle meN|' 'amuka muhalle meM kahAM rahate ho? 'amuka nambara ke makAna meN|' 'amuka nambara ke makAna ke kisa kamare meM rahate ho? 'amuka kamare meN'| 'amuka kamare meM sarvatra to nahIM rahate hoge? antima niSkarSa nikalatA hai aura javAba milatA hai ki maiM Atmapradeza meM rahatA huuN| vastutaH apane svabhAva meM rahanA dharma hai aura svabhAva se bAhara jAnA adharma hai| bhagavAn mahAvIra ne cAra vikalpa kie haiM : 1. koI vyakti dharma chor3atA hai, saMsthAna nahIM chodd'taa|
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________________ dharma : vaijJAnika yA avaijJAnika 6 2. koI saMsthAna chor3atA hai, dharma nahIM chodd'taa| 3. koI dharma aura saMsthAna donoM chor3atA hai| 4. koI dharma aura saMsthAna donoM rakhatA hai| 12. dharma : vaijJAnika yA avaijJAnika dharma vartamAna kI samasyA kA samAdhAna de sakatA hai? yaha prazna Aja ke ciMtanazIla manuSya mana-hI-mana pUchate haiN| saMgoSThI meM isakI carcA bhI hotI hai| para isakA uttara kauna de? jinakA dharma cala rahA hai ve dharma-pravartaka Aja vidyamAna nahIM haiN| vidyamAna haiM unakI vANI aura vANI ko apanI sImA meM sameTe hue zAstra! vANI eka hai, usake artha aneka haiN| zAstra eka hai, usake bhASya aneka haiN| phalataH dharma bhI aneka haiN| satya eka hai| vaha vyakti-vyakti ke lie alaga nahIM ho sktaa| merA aura tumhArA satya alaga nahIM ho sktaa| phira merA aura tumhArA dharma alaga kaise ho sakatA hai? dharma yadi satya hai to vaha vyaktizaH alaga nahIM honA caahie| aura yadi vaha satya nahIM hai to use bahuta mUlya nahIM diyA jAnA caahie| __ dharma aura satya kI anagina paribhASAeM huI haiM para Aja bhI vaha aparibhASita jaisA pratIta ho rahA hai| satya kyA hai? jo astitva hai, vahI satya hai| dharma kyA hai? cetanA kI apane astitva ke prati jAgarUkatA hai, vahI dharma hai| astitva jaba vibhinna saMdarbho meM vyAkhyAta hotA hai, taba satya ke aneka rUpa bana jAte haiN| dharma jaba vibhinna anubhavoM ke Aloka meM rUpAyita hotA hai, taba dharma ke aneka rUpa bana jAte haiN| dharma ke aneka rUpa haiM isIlie yaha prazna uThatA hai-kyA dharma vaijJAnika hai? vaijJAnika yuga ne isa kathana ko aura adhika uttejanA dI hai| vijJAna prayoga-siddha tathya kA pratipAdana karatA hai| vaijJAnika parIkSaNa kA pariNAma deza aura kAla kI sImA se atIta hotA hai| hara deza aura hara kAla meM samAna hI pariNAma prApta hotA hai| kyA dharma vaijJAnika hai? kyA use parIkSaNa kI kasauTI para kasA jA sakatA hai? kyA usakI parIkSA kA dezakAlAtIta pariNAma prApta hotA hai? ye bahuta sAre prazna haiM, jo dharma kI vaijJAnikatA
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________________ 60 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti jAnane ke lie prastuta kie jAte haiN| dharma astitva hai| vastu kA jo svabhAva hai, vaha dharma hai| jisane dharma kI yaha paribhASA kI usane dharma ke antastala kA sAkSAt kiyA thaa| AtmA kA svabhAva caitanya hai| caitanya kA anubhava hI dharma hai| anubhava vyaktigata hotA hai| vicAra sAmUhika ho sakatA hai, kintu anubhava sAmUhika nahIM ho sktaa| vicAra kI parIkSA kI jA sakatI hai, anubhava kI parIkSA nahIM kI jA sktii| vicAra bhASA meM prasphuTita hotA hai, anubhava ke prasphuTana kA koI upAya nahIM hai| isa dazA meM anubhava ko kasauTI para nahIM kasA jA sktaa| jo kasauTI para nahIM kasA jA sakatA, jise prayogazAlA meM parIkSaNIya nahIM banAyA jA sakatA, vaha vaijJAnika nahIM ho sktaa| isa artha meM dharma vaijJAnika nahIM hai| jina vyaktiyoM ne caitanya kA anubhava kiyA hai, jo apane caitanya ke prati jAgarUka haiM, una sabakA phalitArtha eka hai| koI bhI deza aura kAla usameM antara nahIM DAla sktaa| isa samAna pariNAma kI dRSTi se dharma vaijJAnika hai| hama anubhava ke dharAtala para utare binA hI dharma kI vaijJAnikatA aura avaijJAnikatA kI carcA karate haiN| hamArI dharma ke prati asaphalatA kA yahI sabase bar3A kAraNa hai| vicAra ke dharAtala para tarka aura pratitarka-donoM calate haiN| anubhava ke dharAtala para inakA koI sthAna nahIM hai| koI tarka ke dvArA dharma kI sthApanA karatA hai to koI usakA nirasana karatA hai| koI apane ko Astika mAnatA hai to koI naastik| jo kaTTara Astika aura kaTTara nAstika haiM, unameM mujhe koI bheda dikhAI nahIM detaa| kaTTara Astika nAstika kA aura kaTTara nAstika Astika kA khaNDana karane para tulA huA hai| satya kI jijJAsA donoM meM nahIM hai| usakI khoja donoM nahIM kara rahe haiN| ve kevala mAnakara cala rahe haiN| donoM hI apane-apane zAstroM kI duhAiyAM dekara apane Apako Azvasta kara rahe haiN| jinameM satya kI jijJAsA hai, jo usake khojI haiM, ve Astika hoM yA nAstika, unameM mujhe koI antara dikhAI nahIM detaa| koI astitva ko pradhAna mAnakara nAstitva ko nakAra rahA hai to koI nAstitva ko pradhAna mAnakara astitva ko nakAra rahA hai| para nAstitva kI khoja kA dvAra banda nahIM hai, isalie vaha Astika nAstikatA ko apane bhItara
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________________ dharma : vaijJAnika yA avaijJAnika 61 sameTe hue hai aura vaisA nAstika AstikatA kA dIpa apane bhItara saMjoe hue hai| hamane dharma kI kaTTaratAeM pAla rakhI haiN| jaba vicAra ke sAtha dharma kA gaTha-baMdhana hotA hai, taba kaTTaratAeM panape binA nahIM raha sktiiN| kucha loga mAnate haiM ki jisa dharma ke sAtha kaTTaratA jur3I nahIM hotI, usakA astitva Tika nahIM paataa| hamane dharma ko saMgaThana mAna liyA, eka jAti kA rUpa de diyA hai| jo saMgaThana jAti ke rUpa meM vikasita hotA hai, vaha satya ke prati uttaradAyI nahIM ho sktaa| dharma aura satya kI vyApti anubhava ke dharAtala para hI siddha ho sakatI hai| sampradAyoM kA vikAsa dharma yA caitanya ke anubhava ke AdhAra para nahIM huA hai| vaha vicAra kI bhUmikA para huA hai| anubhava vyakti ko jor3atA nahIM hai| vaha saMgaThana nahIM bnaataa| vicAra meM jor3a-tor3a donoM kI kSamatA hai| vaha samAna ciMtana ke AdhAra para vyaktiyoM ko jor3atA hai, saMgaThana kA nirmANa karatA hai| vahAM saMgaThana hotA hai, jahAM vaha bhI hotA hai jo dharma ko iSTa nahIM hai| dharma ke lie saMgharSa hue haiN| itihAsa ne dharma ko isIlie Alocya banAyA hai ki usake nAma para raktapAta huA hai| hama isa bhrAnti ko abhI pAle hae haiM ki sampradAya yA saMgaThana ke nAma para hone vAle raktapAta ko dharma ke nAma para hone vAle saMgharSa ke rUpa meM mAnate cale jA rahe haiN| dharma kI vyAkhyAoM meM kAphI matabheda hai| usakI AcAra-saMhitA bhI eka nahIM hai| kintu eka bAta saba dharmoM meM eka hai| hara dharma ne kahA-apane bhItara dekho, apane Apako dekho| dharma kA mUla . svarUpa yahI hai| isameM saba dharma ekamata haiN| koI bhI dharma ise asvIkRta nahIM karatA, isakA prabala samarthana karatA hai| 'apane bhItara dekho', 'apane Apako dekho'--isa prakAra kI ghoSaNA karane vAle dharma se kyA saMgharSa ke sphuliMga uchala sakate haiM? kyA raktapAta saMbhava ho sakatA hai? yaha saMbhava huA hai dharma ko AdhAra banAkara vikasita hone vAle sampradAya, saMgaThana yA jAti se| kyA dharma ke AdhAra para sampradAya, saMgaThana yA jAti kA bananA khataranAka hai? nizcita hI khataranAka hai| para isa khatare ko rokA nahIM jA sktaa| yaha kaba ho sakatA hai ki TIpa jale aura kAjala na bne|
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________________ 62 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti ye dharma ke prAsaMgika pariNAma haiN| inheM rokanA saMbhava nahIM hai| kyA isa khatare se bacane kA koI upAya nahIM hai? isa duniyA meM nirupAya kucha nahIM hai| upeya hai to upAya avazya hI hogaa| isa khatare se bacane kA upAya hai-mUlyAMkana kA sahI dRssttikonn| hara sampradAya kI AcAra-saMhitA ko dharma kI AcAra-saMhitA mAnakara cala rahe haiN| sampradAya kI AcAra-saMhitA meM ghRNA, tiraskAra aura saMgharSa ke bIja maujUda haiN| apane se bhinna sampradAya vAle ko mithyAtvI, nAstika, zaitAna, dAnava yA kAphira kahA gayA hai| yahI khatarA hai| dharma kI AcAra-saMhitA meM aisA nahIM ho sktaa| usakI yaha bhASA hI nahIM hai| usakI bhASA astitva kI bhASA hai| usameM sva-para yA merA-terA jaisA zabda gaThita hI nahIM hai| yahI usa khatare se bacane kA upAya hai| sampradAya kI ghoSaNa hai-merI sImA meM Ao, anyathA tumhArI mukti nahIM hogii| mahAvIra ne kahA-jo aisI ghoSaNA karatA hai, vaha bAMdhatA hai, mukta nahIM krtaa| zrIkRSNa ne kahA-merI zaraNa meM Ao, tuma mukta ho jaaoge| kRSNa satya hai| vaha AtmA hai| vaha paramAtmA hai| satya kI zaraNa meM jAne vAlA mukta hotA hai, baMdhatA nahIM hai| mahAvIra ne dharma ko sampradAyAtIta btlaayaa| unhoMne kahA-duHkha-mukti sampradAya meM dIkSita hone kI anivAryatA nahIM hai| unake lie Atmastha hone kI anivAryatA hai| jo Atmastha hai, vaha sampradAya meM dIkSita hue binA bhI mukta ho sakatA hai| mahAvIra aise vyakti ko 'azrutvA kevalI' kahate haiN| Atmastha vyakti sampradAya meM dIkSita hokara bhI mukta ho sakatA hai| aise vyakti ko mahAvIra 'zrutvA kevalI' kahate haiN| ina donoM meM mukti kA anubaMdha sampradAyAtIta aura sampradAyagata avasthA se nahIM hai, kintu AtmasthatA se hai| jo Atmastha hai, vaha sampradAya meM ho yA na ho, mukta ho sakatA hai| jo Atmastha nahIM hai, vaha sampradAya meM ho yA na ho, mukta nahIM ho sktaa| AtmasthatA aura mukti kI vyApti hai| sampradAya aura mukti kI vyApti nahIM hai| dharma sampradAya se Upara hai, zuddha caitanya kA anubhava hai, isalie saba dezoM aura sabhI kAloM meM vaha samAna pariNAma utpanna karatA hai| usakA pariNAma deza-kAlAtIta hai, isalie vaha vaijJAnika hai| mahAvIra ke yuga meM dharma thA, darzana aura yoga nahIM thaa| darzana, jJAna
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________________ dharma : vaijJAnika yA avaijJAnika 63 aura cAritra-ye tInoM dharma ke abhinna aMga the| IsA pUrva tIsarI-cauthI zatI meM darzana aura yoga svataMtra rUpa meM vikasita hone lge| IsA kI pAMcavIM-chaThI zatI meM darzana aura yoga mukhya ho gae, dharma gauNa ho gyaa| vaha kevala AcAra raha gyaa| vaha paMkhahIna paMchI jaisA ho gyaa| usake darzana aura Antarika sAdhanA-ye donoM paMkha kaTa ge| dharma kriyAkANDoM kA pulindA ho gayA, avaijJAnika ho gyaa| IsA kI AThavIM zatI meM isI vAstavikatA kI ora dhyAna AkarSita hone lgaa| AcArya haribhadra ne anubhava kiyA ki darzana aura yoga ko dharma se svataMtra mAnane kA pariNAma hitakara nahIM hogaa| unhoMne likhA-dharma vyakti ko mukti se jor3atA hai, isalie dharma hI yoga hai| yoga usase bhinna nahIM hai| dharma vastu kA svabhAva hai| darzana vastusvabhAva kA vizleSaNa karatA hai, isalie darzana bhI dharma se bhinna nahIM hai| vAstavikatAvAdI (nizcayanaya kI gaMbhIratA ko samajhane vAle) jaina AcArya yaha kahate rahe-AtmA ko dekhanA hI darzana hai| use jAnanA hI jJAna hai| usameM sthita rahanA hI cAritra hai| yaha tripuTI abhinna hai aura isa abhinna tripuTI kA nAma hI dharma hai| kintu vyavahAra ke dharAtala para calane vAle dhArmikoM ne isa sacAI ko vikasita nahIM hone diyaa| ve dharma ko kevala AcAra-saMhitA ke rUpa meM prastuta kara sampradAya, saMgaThana aura jAti ke sAtha usakA tAdAtmya sthApita karate rhe| rAjyasaMsthA aura samAjasaMsthA-donoM dharma ke AdhAra para saMgaThita hone lgiiN| dharma unake kendra meM avasthita ho gyaa| use rAjyAzraya prApta huaa| dharma rAjyadharma ho gyaa| rAjA kI icchA hI dharma kA bhAgya bana gii| rAjA ne jisa dharma ko mAnA, vaha khuba phlaa-phuulaa| jisa para usakI bhRkuTI tana gaI usa dharma kA paudhA sUkhane lgaa| isI prakAra zaktizAlI samAja dvArA svIkRta dharma vyApaka hone lagA aura kamajora varga kA dharma marmAhata hotA gyaa| isa vyavasthA meM dharma kI apanI zakti (caitanyAnubhava, antardarzana) gauNa hotI gii| vaha taMtra-maMtra, jAdU-TonA jaisI yAMtrika zaktiyoM ke sahAre jIne tathA rAjya aura zaktizAlI varga kI sattA ke sahAre zvAsa lene lgaa| usakI apanI prANazakti kSINa ho gii| use kRtrima prANa ke sahAre jilAne kA prayatna kiyA jAne lgaa| phalataH vaha svataH mRta aura parataH anuprANita ho
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________________ 64 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti gyaa| usa dharma ko vaijJAnika yA avaijJAnika kucha bhI nahIM kahA jA sktaa| vartamAna ke mAnasa meM dharma kI pratimA zraddhA ke sAtha pratiSThita nahIM hai| usake sAtha jur3A huA rakta-raMjita itihAsa usakI pAvanatA ko svayaM dhUmila kie hue hai| Aja kA ciMtanazIla vyakti dharma ke sAmpradAyika aura saMgaThita rUpa ke prati Azvasta nahIM hai, ho bhI nahIM sakatA aura honA bhI nahIM caahie| itanA hone para bhI usakI pakar3a kamajora nahIM haI hai| usakA kAraNa yahI hai ki hara vyakti caitanya kA jyotipuMja hai| usakI jyoti-razmiyAM jAne-anajAne kisI kSaNa bhItara meM calI jAtI haiM aura dharma-cetanA jAgRta ho jAtI hai| vyakti ko aisA anubhava hotA hai ki isa duniyA meM jo nahIM pAyA, vaha svayaM meM hai| vaha svayaM kA satya, svayaMbhU Ananda aura sahaja zakti atirikta anubhava hotI hai, jisakI tulanA bhautika samRddhi se nahIM ho sktii| vartamAna mAnasa meM dharma phira yoga ke rUpa meM pratiSThita ho rahA hai| laga rahA hai ki loga usameM Aja kI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna khoja rahe haiM aura pA rahe haiN| jisameM samAdhAna kI zakti hotI hai, usakI vaijJAnikatA ko kabhI cunautI nahIM dI jA sktii| 13. yama aura niyama khetoM kI surakSA ke lie bAr3a aura jala kI surakSA ke lie pAla kI jAtI hai| bAr3a kI upayogitA tabhI hai, jaba khetI lahalahA rahI ho aura pAla kI upayogitA tabhI hai jaba bAMdha meM jala hiloreM bhara rahA ho| jisa kheta meM khetI nahIM, vahAM bAr3a ke hone aura na hone meM kyA koI antara hogA? jisa bAMdha meM pAnI nahIM, vahAM pAla ke hone aura na hone meM kyA koI antara hogA? bAr3a aura pAla kA apane Apa meM koI upayoga nahIM hai| unakA upayoga khetI aura jala ke hone para hI hai| niyama kA upayoga bhI yama ke hone para hai| yama pAMca haiM- ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, bahmacarya aura aprigrh| niyamoM kI tAlikA lambI ho sakatI hai| jaba-jaba yamoM para paTAkSepa hotA hai aura niyama raMgamaMca para A jAte
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________________ vrata kI zakti 65 haiM, taba dharma aura dhArmika nisteja banatA hai| jaba-jaba yama prathama aura niyama dvayam hote haiM, taba-taba dharma aura dhArmika kA teja bar3hatA hai| Aja dharma kI zakti isalie kSINa-sI pratIta ho rahI hai ki usameM yama kI anivAryatA samApta ho gaI hai, niyama anivArya bana gae haiN| eka AcArya ne bahuta hI mArmika zabdoM meM likhA hai 'yamAna bhIkSNaM seveta, na nityaM niyamAn budhaH / yamAna patatyakurvANo, niyamAn kevalAn bhajan // ' yamoM kA pratidina AcaraNa karo aura niyamoM kA AcaraNa kbhii-kbhii| jo vyakti yamoM kA pratidina AcaraNa nahIM karatA, vaha bhaTaka jAtA hai aura vaha bhI bhaTaka jAtA hai, jo kevala niyamoM kA AcaraNa karatA hai| naitikatA kI viSama sthiti ke samIkaraNa kA sUtra hai, yamoM aura niyamoM kA samaMjasa aacrnn| 14. vrata kI zakti vrata bhAratIya saMskRti kA merudaNDa rahA hai| jisa samAja meM saMkalpa kI zakti nahIM hotI, vaha samAja ziSTa nahIM hotaa| saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa vrata se hotA hai| isIlie vrata sAre bhAratIya jIvana kA kendra-bindu hai| jitane bhI tIrthaMkara aura avatAra hue haiM, una sabane vrata kA pratipAdana kiyA hai| aisA eka bhI dharma nahIM hai jisameM vrata na ho| vrata ko kendra mAnakara vyakti usakI paridhi meM ghUmatA hai| kolhU kA baila dIkhane meM nikammA-sA lagatA hai| dina bhara calakara bhI eka phalA~ga Age nahIM bddh'taa| eka saMkalpa ke sAtha ghUmane vAlA baila tela nikAlane meM yoga detA hai| isameM gati kA pariNAma saMkSepa hone para bhI zUnya nahIM hai| gati kA vistAra ho aura pariNAma kucha bhI na ho, vaha asaphalatA hotI hai| kintu jahAM pariNAma ho, vahAM asaphalatA nahIM hotii| jahAM AtmAnuzAsana kA vikAsa hotA hai, vahAM chipakara kAma karane kI bhAvanA nahIM utthtii| vyakti meM apane nirmANa kA vizvAsa nahIM hai,
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________________ 66 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti isIlie rASTra meM teja nahIM A rahA hai / dharma kI paridhi, jo gherA mAtra bana gayA hai, ko tor3ane kI ora gati nahIM hogI to vyakti kI mahAnatA prakaTa nahIM hogI / vyakti kI mahAnatA ke binA rASTra kI mahAnatA bhI vyakta nahIM hogI / I manuSya do khir3akiyoM ke bIca jI rahA hai| eka khir3akI bAhara kI ora khulatI hai, dUsarI bhItara kI ora / bAhara kI khir3akI khulI hai, bhItara kI khir3akI banda hai| donoM ke bIca meM manuSya kA vyavahAra calatA hai bAhara kI khir3akI se jo A rahA hai, vaha kAmya nahIM hai| bAhara se jo AtA hai, vaha hai daNDa-zakti / daNDa-zakti se rAjya - zakti aura samAja - zakti calatI hai / bAhara kI khir3akI yadi banda ho jAe to naitikatA kA udaya ho jAe / bhItara kI khir3akI se kartavya kI bAta prApta hotI hai, jo manuSya ke antarAla meM dabI huI hai / jo bhItarI khir3akI se aparicita haiM, ve daNDa-zakti se paricita haiM 1 1 manuSya pazu nahIM hai / pazu ko daNDa - zakti se hAMkA jAtA hai / hama pratidina dekhate haiM ki nadI se gadhoM para reta lAdakara lAyI jAtI hai aura unheM DaNDe se mArA jAtA hai / ve pazu haiM / krAMti kara nahIM sakate aura sarakAra ke sAmane apanA virodha bhI nahIM kara sakate / manuSya ke pAsa smRti hai aura pratirodha kI zakti hai / isalie vaha aisA anyAya nahIM saha sakatA / use daNDa-zakti se hAMkA nahIM jA sktaa| jisa deza meM manuSya ko hAMkA jAtA hai, vaha pazuoM kA deza hai / pAzavika sattA se Upara uThane ke lie manuSya ne jisa sattA kI sRSTi kI, vaha vrata hai / rAjA dilIpa maharSi vaziSTha kI gAya ko carA rahA thA / sAmane siMha A gyaa| use dekha rAjA gAya kI surakSA ke lie Age A gyaa| use aisA karate dekha siMha ne kahA ekAtapatraM jagataH prabhutvaM navaM vayaH kAntamidaM vapuzca / alpasya hetorbahuhAtumicchan, vicAramUDhaH pratibhAsi me tvam / - tumheM ekachatra rAjya prApta hai / yauvana aura sundara zarIra prApta hai / gAya ko bacAne ke lie inheM kho rahe ho - alpa ke lie bahuta ko gaMvA rahe ho / mujhe laga rahA hai tuma vicAra - mUr3ha ho /
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________________ vrata kI zakti yadi koI svArthI hotA to kabhI kA bhAga jAtA / para rAjA bhAgA nahIM / usane siMha se kahA kSatAt kila trAyata ityudagraH, kSatrasya zabdo bhuvaneSu rUDhaH / rAjyena kiM tad viparItavRtteH prANairupakrozamalImasairvA // - maiM kSatriya hUM / kSatriya kula meM janmA hUM / kSatriya kA kartavya hai ki jo kaSTa meM par3A ho, usakI rakSA kre| yadi maiM aisA nahIM karatA hUM to mujhe rAjya aura apane prANoM se kyA prayojana? rAjA prANoM kI bali dene ko taiyAra thA / vaha daNDa-zakti kI preraNA nahIM thI, apitu bhItara se Aloka A rahA thA aura use kartavya kA bodha de rahA thA / kartavya-bodha se Age Atmika-bodha kI sattA hai / vrata meM bAhya dabAva yA vivazatA nahIM hotI, Antarika cetanA ubuddha hotI hai, isase vyakti akartavya kara nahIM sakatA / DhAI hajAra varSa pahale magadha kA zAsana samrAT zreNika ke hAthoM meM thaa| vahAM kAlasaukarika kasAI rahatA thA / vaha pratidina pAMca sau bhaiMseM mAratA thaa| kasAI ke putra kA nAma sulasa thA / vaha pitA se viparIta vRtti kA thA / kAlasaukarika kA dehAvasAna huA / kauTumbika uttarAdhikAra sauMpane kA samaya AyA / uttarAdhikArI ko uttarAdhikAra lene se pUrva eka bhaiMse kI bali denI hotI hai / sulasa ne kahA - yaha mujhe mAnya nahIM hai / maiM aisA nahIM kara sakatA / parivAra kI ora se dabAva DAlA gayA to sulasa ne svIkAra kara liyaa| bhaiMsA sAmane khar3A hai| parivAra ke loga abhiSeka karane ke lie sajjita haiN| sulasa ke hAtha meM talavAra dI gaI aura kahA - bhaiMse ko mAro / jisa vyakti kI cetanA jAgrata ho gaI, svAbhAvika vrata kA udaya ho gayA, vaha aisA kAma kaise kara sakatA hai? sulasa ne talavAra calAI - bhaiMse para nahIM, para apane pairoM para / loga kahane lage - itanA kAyara AdamI isa uttarAdhikAra ke yogya nahIM hai| use ayogya ghoSita kara diyA gayA / usane aisA kyoM kiyA? isalie kiyA ki usake mAnasa meM vrata thaa| jisake mAnasa meM vrata kA udaya ho jAe, usase anyAya nahIM ho sakatA / jisase mAnasa meM vrata kA udaya nahIM hotA, vahAM daNDa-zakti ci
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________________ 65 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti AtI hai| jahAM daNDa-zakti AtI hai, vahAM vyakti bAhara se niyantrita kintu antar meM ucchRkhala bana jAtA hai| vrata vyakti kI svatantra cetanA kA pratiphalana hai| jIvana meM vratoM kA AropaNa karanA dharma kA udaya hai| vaha dhArmika nahIM hai, jisake jIvana meM vratoM kA AropaNa nahIM hai| vrata sAmAjika, rASTrIya aura vyakti-cetanA kA udAtta svara hai| cetanA meM jo suSupta zakti hai, use jAgRta karane se vyakti kA udaya hogA, samAja meM vrata kI pratiSThA hogI aura dhArmikatA jAgRta hogii| yadi aisA huA to jo banda khir3akI hai, usase Aloka pravAhita hotA rhegaa| 15. ghere kI zakti vrata jIvana ko sImita karatA hai| vikAsa kA artha hai, vistAra hai| phIte ko tAnane ke lie AkAza caahie| vikAsa deza-kAla meM hI ho sakatA hai| deza aura kAla ke binA kisI vastu kI vyAkhyA nahIM ho sakatI / vrata aura vikAsa dekhane meM eka-dUsare ke virodhI lagate haiM para maiM dekhatA hUM, virodha vAstavika nahIM hai| virodha manuSya kI dRSTi meM jJAna aura kalpanA meM hai| saMsAra meM aisA koI tattva nahIM hai jisameM sahaastitva nahIM ho| vastusattA meM virodha nahIM hai, virodha hai vyakti kI dRSTi meN| yadi dRSTi meM sApekSatA A jAe to virodha kahIM nahIM hai| mere vicAra meM vikAsa sImA meM adhika hotA hai| eka vyakti pairoM se pandraha-satraha minaTa meM eka mIla calatA hai| yadi gati teja ho to dasa-bAraha minaTa meM eka mIla cala sakatA hai| rAjasthAna se ahamadAbAda Ane meM AcAryazrI ko cAra mAsa lage haiN| Apa vAyuyAna se do ghaMTe meM A sakate haiN| aisA kyoM? kyoMki vAyuyAna gati-zakti kA eka gherA hai| yadi vAyayAna kA gherA na ho to itanI zIghratA se nahIM AyA jA sktaa| jo ghere ko tor3a vikAsa cAhate haiM, ve apane ko samApta kara dete haiN| maiM dekhatA hUM ki moTarakAra meM baiThA vyakti pacAsa mIla kI gati se daur3A jA rahA hai| kyA khule pairoM se vaha itanA daur3a sakatA hai? prazna hotA hai, kyA hama saMkIrNatA ko sthAna deM? isa prazna para sApekSa-dRSTi se vicAra kreN| saMkIrNatA ekAntataH doSapUrNa nahIM hai| hama
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________________ kSamA hurda bahuta bAra hara bAta ko saMkIrNa kahakara TAla dete haiN| para sImA aura saMkIrNatA kI maryAdA ko samajhanA Avazyaka hai / 16. kSamA eka saMskRta - kavi kahatA hai - mujhe vaha vastu batAo jo dUdha kI tulanA kara sake / dUdha pavitra hai, sahaja madhura hai / use tapAyA gayA, vikRta kiyA gayA, mathA gayA, phira bhI vaha sneha detA hai 1 sneha vahI de sakatA hai, jo prakRti se mahAn hai / sneha vahI de sakatA hai, jo samartha hai| laghu aura asamartha isalie laghu aura asamartha hotA hai ki usameM sneha dene kI kSamatA nahIM hotI / lakSmaNa ne sugrIva se kaThora vacana ke lie kSamA mAMgI - ' mayA tvaM paruSANyuktaH, tat kSamasva sakhe! mama / ' lakSmaNa asamartha nahIM the / vaha sneha kI zUnyatA ko sneha se bhara sakate the, isIlie unake muMha meM kSamA kA svara thA / sindhu- sauvIra ke adhipati udrAyaNa ne ujjayinIpati caNDapradyota se kSamA maaNgii| eka thA bandI aura dUsarA thA bandI banAne vAlA / eka thA parAjita aura dUsarA vijetA / udrAyaNa ne kahA, "mahArAja pradyota ! Aja samvatsarI kA dina hai / yaha maitrI kA mahAn parva hai / isa avasara para maiM tumheM hRdaya se kSamA karatA huuN| tuma mujhe hRdaya se kSamA karo / " mahAvIra kA mAnanA thA ki eka choTA ho aura dUsarA bar3A, unameM maitrI nahIM ho sakatI | maitrI samAnatA ke dharAtala para ho sakatI hai| kSamA de aura le nahIM, to dene vAlA bar3A aura nahIM dene vAlA choTA ho jAtA hai / unameM maitrI nahIM ho sktii| maitrI unameM ho sakatI hai, jo kSamA de aura kSamA le / mahArAja pradyota ne kahA, "kyA koI bandI kSamA de sakatA hai ?" udrAyaNa Age bar3hA aura pradyota ko mukta kara apane barAbara biThA liyA / donoM hRdaya sneha kI zrRMkhalA se baMdha gae / sneha kA dhAgA eka ora avicchinna hai / usameM asaMkhya diloM ko eka sAtha bAMdhane kI kSamatA hai !
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________________ 100 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti usa dIpa ko bujhane meM kitanI dera lagegI, jisameM sneha baca nahIM rahA hai| usa puSpa ko murajhAne meM kitanI dera lagegI, jisameM rasa baca nahIM rahA hai| sneha jIvana ke himAlaya kA vaha prapAta hai, jo gaMgA-yamunA bana bahatA hai aura dharatI ke kaNa-kaNa ko abhiSikta, aMkurita, pallavita aura puSpita karatA hai| sneha jIvana ke sUrya kA vaha prakAza hai jo gahana andhakAra ko bhedakara mAnasa kI hara sataha ko Aloka se bhara detA hai| jisake jIvana kI gaharAI meM sneha kI saritA pravAhita nahIM hai, vaha kyA kSamA karegA? kSamA kA zabdoccAra kSamA nahIM hai| durbalatAoM tathA alpatAoM ko sneha kI mahAn dhArA meM vilIna karane kI kSamatA jo hai, vahI kSamA hai| gaMgA kI dhArA kitane gande nAloM ko apane meM milA pavitra banA letI hai| yaha kSamatA kisI nAle kI dhArA meM nahIM ho sktii| kSamA kA artha hai sneha kI asImatA, asImatA aura itanI asImatA ki jisameM koI bhI bhUla yA koI bhI aparAdha apanI vizAlatA pradarzita na kara ske| dharma kI AtmA hai sneha, prema yA maitrii| jo rUkhA hai, vaha kaThora hai| kaThoratA aura dhArmikatA agni aura jala kI bhAMti eka sAtha nahIM raha sktiiN| jo cikanA hai, vaha komala hai| komalatA aura adhArmikatA agni aura jala kI bhAMti eka sAtha nahIM raha sktiiN| kyA Apa mujhe una dharmoM ko dharma kahane kI svIkRti deMge, jo manuSya ko manuSya ke prati kaThora banA rahe haiM, manuSya ko manuSya kA zatru banA rahe haiM, manuSya ke prati manuSya ke mana meM ghRNA bhara rahe haiM aura apanI surakSA yA vistAra ke lie manuSya se manuSya kI bali mAMga rahe haiN| jo dharma AtmA kI pavitra vedI se haTakara jAtIya paramparA se eka-rasa ho jAtA hai, vaha sneha ke badale rUkSatA kI dhAra bahAtA hai aura ekatva ke badale vibhAjana ko bala detA hai| aise dharmoM se manuSya-jAti bahuta trAsa pA cukI hai| aba use usI dharma kI apekSA hai jisake antastala meM sneha aura vAtAvaraNa meM kSamA kA ajasra srota baha rahA hai|
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________________ mukti 101 17. mukti eka saMskRta-kavi kI sammati hai ki isa duniyA meM bandhana bahuta haiM para prema-rajju jaisA gAr3ha bandhana koI nahIM hai| bhauMrA kATha ko bhedakara nikala jAtA hai, kintu komalatama kamala-koSa ko bhedakara nahIM nikala paataa| sUryavikAsI kamala thaa| madhyAhna meM vaha khila utthaa| eka bhauMrA AyA aura usake parAga meM lubdha ho gyaa| vaha bAra-bAra usa para maMDarAtA rhaa| anta meM usake madhya meM jAkara baiTha gyaa| sandhyA ho gaI, phira bhI vaha nahIM udd'aa| kamala-koSa sikur3a gayA aura bhauMrA usameM bandI bana gyaa| prema se kauna bandI nahIM banA? dUsaroM ke prati prema hotA hai, vaha bAMdhatA hai aura apane prati prema hotA hai, vaha mukta karatA hai| bandhana kA artha hai dUsaroM kI ora pravAhita hone vAlA prema aura mukti kA artha hai apane astitva kI ora pravAhita hone vAlA prem| yaha svArtha kI saMkucita sImA nahIM hai| yaha vyaktitva kI sahaja maryAdA hai| jise apane astitva kA anurAga hai, vaha dUsaroM ko bandhana meM nahIM DAla sktaa| dUsaroM ko ve hI loga bAMdhate haiM, jo apane astitva ke prati udAsIna hote haiN| manuSya apane manoraMjana ke lie tote ko piMjar3e meM DAlatA hai| cir3iyAghara kI sRSTi kyoM huI? manuSya apane meM anurakta nahIM hai, isalie vaha dUsaroM ko bandhana meM DAla apanA manoraMjana karatA hai| eka AdamI ko apane par3osI se anabana ho gii| usake mana meM krodha kI gAMTha ghula gii| vaha jaba kabhI par3osI ko dekhatA, usakI AMkheM lAla ho utthtiiN| yaha dveSa kA bandhana hai| __ eka bur3hiyA zarIra meM kRza hone lgii| putra ne pUchA, 'mAM! kyA tumheM koI vyAdhi hai? 'nahIM, beTA! koI vyAdhi nahIM hai|' 'phira yaha kRzatA kyoM A rahI hai? 'beTA! apane par3osI ke ghara meM bilonA hotA hai, usase mujhe bahuta pIr3A hotI hai| mathanI kI iMDiyAM usa bilone meM nahIM, merI chAtI meM calatI haiN| isalie merA zarIra kRza ho rahA hai|' yaha IrSyA kA bandhana hai|
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________________ 102 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti rAjA ne kahA- 'bakarI ko khUba khilAo para zarIra meM bar3hanI nahIM caahie|' gAMva vAle samasyA meM ulajha ge| rohaka ne mArga DhUMr3ha liyaa| bakarI ko zera ke piMjar3e ke pAsa le jAkara bAMdha diyaa| use cArA khUba dete para bakarI kA zarIra puSTa nahIM huaa| jaise hI zera dahAr3atA, usakA khAyA-piyA harAma ho jaataa| yaha bhaya kA bandhana hai| eka AdamI kisI seTha ke pAsa gyaa| ghara meM vivAha thaa| seTha se kucha sAmagrI lenI thii| seTha se mAMga kI to vaha bolA, 'Thaharo, abhI yahAM koI AdamI nahIM hai|' AdhA ghaMTA bAda phira mAMga kI to seTha ne phira vahI uttara diyaa| tIsarI bAra mAMga kI aura vahI uttara milaa| taba Agantuka ne kahA- 'maiM to Apako AdamI samajha kara hI Apase mAMgane AyA thaa|' yaha mAnadaNDa kA bandhana hai| bAharI baMdhanoM kI kyA bAta khuuN| apane bhItara itane bandhana haiM ki unase nibaTe binA bAharI bandhanoM se nibaTanA, nahIM nibaTane ke samAna ho jAtA hai| mujhe mukti priya hai, Apako bhI priya hai, hara vyakti ko priya hai| kintu dUsaroM ko bAMdhane kI manovRtti ko tyAge binA kyA hama mukta raha sakate haiM? apane se choTe ko maiM bAMdhatA hUM, isakA artha hai, maiM apane bar3oM se baMdhana kA rAstA sApha karatA huuN| Apa baMdhanA na cAheM, isakA artha honA cAhie ki Apa dUsaroM ko bAMdhanA na caaheN| bandhana bandhana ko janma detA hai aura mukti mukti ko| bAharI bandhanoM se mukti pAne kI anivArya zarta hai mAnasika mukti, Antarika mukti| 18 Arjava gautama ne pUchA, 'bhante! Arjava se manuSya kyA prApta karatA hai?' bhagavAn mahAvIra ne kahA, 'gautama! Arjava se manuSya kAyA kI RjutA, bhAvoM kI RjutA, bhASA kI RjutA aura saMvAdI pravRtti-kathanI aura karanI kI samAnatA ko prApta karatA hai|' Arjava kA artha hai srltaa| saralatA vaha prakAza-puMja hai, jise hama cAroM ora se dekha sakate haiN| saralatA vaha prakAza-puMja hai, jisameM hama
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________________ Arjava 103 cAroM ora se dekha sakate haiN| bhagavAn mahAvIra ne kahA, 'nirmalatA use prApta hotI hai, jo Rju hotA hai|' kapaTI manuSya kA mana kabhI nirmala nahIM hotaa| bacce kA mana sarala hotA hai, isalie usake prati sabakA sneha hotA hai| hama jaise-jaise bar3e banate haiM, samajhadAra banate haiM, vaise-vaise hamAre mana para AvaraNa Ate rahate haiN| AvaraNa ajJAna kA hotA hai| AvaraNa sandeha kA hotA hai| AvaraNa mAyA kA hotA hai| hama dUsare vyakti ko jAnane kA yatna nahIM karate, isalie hamArA mana usake prati sarala nahIM hotaa| hama dUsare vyakti ke prati vizvAsa nahIM karate, isalie usake prati hamArA mana sarala nahIM hotaa| hama dUsare vyakti se anucita lAbha uThAnA cAhate haiM, isalie usake prati hamArA mana sarala nahIM hotaa| yadi isa duniyA meM ajJAna, sandeha aura kapaTa nahIM hotA to manuSya manuSya ke bIca prema kI dhAra bhtii| manuSya manuSya ke bIca koI dUrI nahIM hotii| eka manuSya dUsare manuSya se vibhakta nahIM hotaa| eka saMskRta kavi ne kahA hai-- _ 'sandhatte sarala sUcI, vakrA chedAya kartarI'-suI sarala hotI hai, isalie joDatI hai, do ko eka karatI hai aura kaiMcI TeDhI hotI hai. isalie vaha kATatI hai, eka ko do karatI hai|' saralatA manoM ko sAMdhatI hai| mAyA kaiMcI kA kAma karatI hai, manoM ke Tukar3e-Tukar3e kara DAlatI hai| hamAre nItizAstriyoM ne kahA hai, 'manuSya ko bahuta sarala nahIM honA caahie| dekho, jo vRkSa bahuta sarala-sIdhe hote haiM, ve kATa diye jAte haiM aura jo Ter3he hote haiM, ve nahIM kATe jaate|' isa nIti-vAkya ne mAnavIya hRdaya meM pracalita sahaja dIpa ko bujhAne kA kAma kiyA haiN| maiM Apase pUchanA cAhatA hUM, kyA Apa Ter3he zarIra vAle manuSya ko pasanda karate haiM? kyA Apa Ter3hI bAta kahane vAle kA vizvAsa karate haiM? kyA kuTila vyavahAra karane vAle ko Apa pasanda karate haiM? kyA mana meM kuTilatA rakhane vAle ko Apa pasanda karate haiM? ina saba praznoM kA uttara nakAra kI bhASA meM hogA arthAt Apa unheM pasanda nahIM karate haiN| taba yaha kaise mAnA jAe ki hameM bahuta sarala nahIM honA cAhie? yadi hara AdamI kA mana khulI pothI jaisA hotA to manuSya manuSya se DaratA hI nhiiN| Aja
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________________ 104 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti eka AdamI dUsare AdamI se isIlie DaratA hai ki usake mana meM chipAva hai, ghumAva hai, aspaSTatA hai aura andhakAra hai| hama bhole na hoM-sAmane kI sthiti kA pratibimba lene kI svacchatA se vaMcita na hoN| hama mAyAvI bhI na hoM-apane mana kI kaluSatA se sAmane vAle ke mana ko kaluSita karane kI dakSatA se sampanna na hoN| hama sarala hoM-vAtAvaraNa ke prati sajaga hoM, kintu dUsaroM ke prati mana meM malina bhAva na ho| jisakA mana sarala hotA hai, vaha dUsaroM se ThagA nahIM jaataa| ThagA vahI jAtA hai, jisake apane mana meM maila hotA hai| __ eka bur3hiyA jA rahI thii| sira para eka gaTharI thii| usI rAste se eka yuvaka jA rahA thaa| usake mana meM karuNA kA bhAva aayaa| usane bur3hiyA se kahA, 'dAdI! kucha dera ke lie gaTharI mujhe de do| tumheM thor3A-sA vizrAma mila jaaegaa|' bur3hiyA ne usakA bhAva dekhA aura gaTharI use de dii| thor3I dera bAda bur3hiyA ne gaTharI phira le lii| yuvaka kA mana badala gyaa| usane socA-gaTharI mere pAsa thii| use lekara maiM bhAga jAtA to bur3hiyA merA kyA karatI? yuvaka ne phira gaTharI maaNgii| bur3hiyA ne vaha nahIM dii| usane phira Agraha kiyA to bur3hiyA ne kahA, 'aba nahIM duuNgii|' usane pUchA, 'dAdI! aba kyoM nahIM dogI? bur3hiyA bolI-'beTA! aba nahIM duuNgii| jo tujhe kaha gayA, vaha mujhe bhI kaha gyaa|' / - saralatA mana kA vaha prakAza hai, jisameM koI bhI vastu aspaSTa nahIM rhtii| mAyA mana kA vaha andhakAra hai, jisameM AdamI bhaTakatA hai, bhaTakatA hai aura bhaTakatA hI rahatA hai| 16. mArdava gulAba ke phUla meM jo saundarya aura sugandha hai, vaha hara phUla meM nahIM hai| yaha utkarSa aura apakarSa prakRti kA niyama hai| jahAM pahAr3a hai, vahAM coTI bhI hai aura talahaTI bhI hai| pahAr3a meM vicAra-zakti nahIM hai, isalie usakI coTI aura talahaTI meM koI saMgharSa nahIM hai| manuSya vicArazIla prANI hai| jo talahaTI para khar3A hai, vaha coTI vAle ko dekha hIna-bhAvanA se bhara jAtA hai aura jo coTI para khar3A hai, vaha talahaTI vAle ko dekhakara
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________________ . mArdava 105 ahaMbhAva se bhara jAtA hai| manuSya meM lambe samaya se hInatA aura uccatA kA saMgharSa cala rahA hai| amerikA jaise susaMskRta deza meM jAtIya daMge hote haiN| gore AdamI kAle AdamiyoM ko hIna mAnate haiN| usakI pratikriyA jAtIya dveSa kA rUpa le cukI hai| hindustAna jaise dhArmika deza meM spRzya aura aspRzya-ye do zreNiyAM Aja bhI cala rahI haiN| na jAne kitane logoM ne aspRzyatA ke abhizApa se abhizapta hokara dharma-parivartana kiyA aura kara rahe haiN| jisa varga ne utkarSa prApta kiyA, usane dUsare varga ko apane se nimna ThaharAkara hI saMtoSa kI sAMsa lii| yaha manuSya kA mada hai| mada adharma kA dvAra hai| isameM praveza pAkara manuSya ne sadA dUsare manuSyoM ke prati krUra vyavahAra kiyA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra se pUchA gayA-'bhante! dharma ke dvAra kitane haiM? bhagavAn ne kahA- 'dharma ke cAra dvAra haiN|' 'kauna-kauna-se, bhante? bhagavAn ne kahA-'zAnti, mukti, RjutA aura mRdutaa|' mRdutA dharma ke prAsAda meM praveza pAne kA eka dvAra hai| pahale dvAra aura phira prAsAda / dvAra meM praveza pAe binA koI prAsAda taka pahuMca nahIM sktaa| kyA mRdu bane binA koI dhArmika ho sakatA hai? AdamI dhArmika to hai kintu mRdu nahIM hai| isakA artha yaha huA ki dina to hai para prakAza nahIM hai| prakAza ke binA dina kA astitva Apako mAnya nahIM hai| phira mRdutA ke binA dharma kA astitva Apako kaise mAnya hogA? dhArmika jagat ne mRdutA ko mAnyatA dI hai para usakA artha-bodha bahuta saMkucita hai| mRdutA kA artha samajhA jA rahA hai vinmrtaa| yaha samajha truTipUrNa nahIM hai, kintu apUrNa hai| mRdutA kA pUrNa artha hai-kaThoratA kA visarjana, krUratA kA visrjn| jisakA hRdaya mRdu nahIM hai, usakA sira jhuka jAtA hai, phira bhI kyA vaha mRdu hai? mRdu vaha ho sakatA hai jisake hRdaya meM karuNA kA ajasra srota pravAhita hai| jisake hRdaya meM karuNA kA ajasra srota pravAhita hotA hai, vaha zoSaNa nahIM kara sakatA, apanI sukha-suvidhA meM dUsaroM kI sukha-suvidhA ko vilIna nahIM kara sakatA. dUsaroM ko hAni pahuMce, vaisA kArya nahIM kara sktaa|
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________________ 106 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti siMha calatA hai, taba mur3akara pIche dekhatA hai| kyA dhArmika ke lie pIche dekhanA Avazyaka nahIM hai? siMhAvalokana kie binA atIta aura vartamAna meM sAmaMjasya sthApita nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| AtmAlocana kie binA dharma para Ane vAle AvaraNa ko tor3A nahIM jA sktaa| ahaMbhAva vyakti ko krUra banAtA hai| krUratA pratihiMsA ko janma detI hai| vartamAna kI paristhitiyoM meM aisA phalita ho rahA hai| isa roga kI cikitsA hai mRdutA, mRdutA aura ekamAtra mRdutaa| eka bAra gautama ne bhagavAn mahAvIra se pUchA- 'bhante! mRdutA se kyA prApta hotA hai? bhagavAn ne kahA-'gautama! mRdRtA se apane Apako dUsaroM se atirikta mAnane kI bhAvanA mara jAtI hai|' . isa duniyA meM koI bhI AdamI bhagavAn ke ghara se nahIM AyA hai| hama saba manuSya haiN| isalie hara manuSya dUsare manuSya se mAnavIya vyavahAra kI apekSA rakhatA hai| 20. lAghava eka AdamI tAlAba meM snAna kara rahA thaa| usane gaharI DubakiyAM liiN| ghaMTA bhara taka vaha jala meM tairatA-DUbatA rhaa| Akhira bAhara aayaa| ghara jAte samaya jala kA ghar3A bhara liyaa| ghar3A kaMdhe para rakha vaha calane lgaa| ghara kucha dUra thaa| mArga meM vaha thaka gyaa| usane mana-hI-mana socA-tAlAba meM DubakI lI taba saikar3oM Tana pAnI mere sira para thaa| para mujhe koI bhAra kA anubhava nahIM huaa| ghar3e meM dasa-bAraha kilo pAnI hogA, phira bhI mujhe bhAra kA anubhava ho rahA hai| yaha kyoM? aisA prazna una sabake mana meM paidA hotA hai, jo vyApaka aura sImita-donoM kSetroM kA avagAhana karate haiN| tAlAba meM jala mukta hotA hai, usakA avagAha-kSetra vyApaka hotA hai, isalie bhAra kA dabAva vikendrita ho jAtA hai| ghar3e meM jala baMdhA hotA hai, usakA avagAha-kSetra sImita hotA hai, isalie bhAra kA dabAva kendrita ho jAtA hai| jaba dhana kA saMgraha sImita kSetra meM hotA hai, taba
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________________ lAghava 107 vAtAvaraNa meM dabAva, tanAva aura bhAra kI anubhUti hotI hai| jaba dhana kA avagAha-kSetra vyApaka ho jAtA hai, taba vAtAvaraNa dabAva, tanAva aura bhAra kI anubhUti se zUnya ho jAtA hai| isIlie bhagavAn mahAvIra ne kahA thA, 'Rddhi-gaurava-dhana ko apanA mAnane se AdamI bojhila banatA hai aura Rddhi-lAghava se vaha halkA banatA hai|' jaba khAdya-sAmagrI kendrita ho jAtI hai, kucheka logoM ke hAthoM meM jamA ho jAtI hai, taba vAtAvaraNa meM dabAva, tanAva aura bhAra kI anubhUti hotI hai| jaba khAdya sAmagrI vikendrita ho jAtI hai, sabake hAthoM meM pahuMca jAtI hai, taba vAtAvaraNa dabAva, tanAva aura bhAra kI anubhUti se zUnya ho jAtA hai| isIlie bhagavAn mahAvIra ne kahA thA, 'rasa-gaurava-khAdya ko apanA mAnane se AdamI bojhila banatA hai aura rasa-lAghava se vaha halkA banatA hai|' ___ jaba sukha kI anubhUti kendrita ho jAtI hai, apanI sukha-sAdhanA meM dUsaroM kI kaThinAiyoM kI anubhUti miTa jAtI hai, taba vAtAvaraNa meM dabAva, tanAva aura bhAra kI anubhUti hotI hai| jaba sukha kI anubhUti vyApaka ho jAtI hai, dUsaroM kI kaThinAiyAM bar3hAne meM rasa nahIM rahatA, taba vAtAvaraNa dabAva, tanAva aura bhAra kI anubhUti se zUnya ho jAtA hai| isIlie bhagavAn mahAvIra ne kahA thA, 'sukha-gaurava-sukha ko apanA mAnane se AdamI bojhila banatA hai aura sukha-lAghava se AdamI halkA banatA hai|' eka pada-yAtrI se pUchie, vaha halkA hokara calanA cAhatA hai yA bojha se ladakara? uttara milegA, 'halkA hokara calanA cAhatA huuN|' hama apane mastiSka para kitanA bhAra lAdate haiN| eka gadhA jitanA bhAra nahIM DhotA, utanA bhAra hama kalpanAoM kA Dhote haiN| jitanA bhAra eka UMTa nahIM DhotA, utanA bhAra hama yojanAoM kA Dhote haiN| jitanA bhAra eka hAthI nahIM DhotA, utanA bhAra hama mAnyatAoM kA Dhote haiN| bahuta loga kahate haiM, mana meM zAnti nahIM hai, prasannatA nahIM hai| ve zAnti cAhate haiM para dimAga kA bojha halkA karanA nahIM caahte| ve prasannatA cAhate haiM, para dimAga kA bojha halkA karanA nahIM caahte| zarIra kA bhArI honA jvara kA lakSaNa hai| zarIra kA halkA honA svAsthya kA lakSaNa hai| dimAga kA
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________________ 108 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti bhArI honA azAnti kA lakSaNa hai| dimAga kA halkA honA zAnti kA lakSaNa hai| Aja ke audyogika yuga meM cAroM ora tanAva bar3ha rahA hai-snAyavika tanAva, mAnasika tanAva, vyAvahArika tanAva aura vyAvasAyika tnaav| tanAva aura tanAva se utpanna hone vAlA paaglpn| kyA lAghava ke sivA isakI koI cikitsA ho sakegI? __ghar3A apane lie bharane aura utanA bhAra Dhone kI bAta samajha meM A sakatI hai, para tAlAba ko apane hI lie banAne kI bAta samajha meM nahIM A sktii| jo loga aisA kara rahe haiM, ve kevala apanI zAnti aura prasannatA ko hI diyAsalAI nahIM dikhA rahe haiM kintu samUce samAja kI zAnti aura prasannatA kI holI jalA rahe haiN| 21. satya satya bahuta virAT hai| virATa ko zabdoM meM bAMdhanA eka sAhasika prayatna hai| AdamI ananta AkAza ko bAMdha apanA ghara banA letA hai| ananta meM phailI huI sUraja kI razmiyoM ko grahaNa kara use Alokita kara letA hai taba satya ke aMcala kA sparza kara hama kyoM nahIM virAT vibhUti kI anubhUti kara sakate? Agraha ke lohAvaraNa ko tor3e binA kyA koI satya taka pahuMcA hai? jisane apanI dhAraNA kI khir3akI se satya ko dekhA, vaha satya se dUra bhAgA hai| jisane tathyoM kI khir3akI se satya ko dekhane kA prayatna kiyA, vaha satya ke nikaTa pahuMcA hai. eka kulavadhU rassI se pIpala ko bAMdhakara khIMca rahI thii| usake hAtha raktaraMjita ho rahe the| zarIra kAMpa rahA thaa| AMkhoM se avirala AMsU Tapaka rahe the| phira bhI haThI pIpala eka paga bhI nahIM saraka rahA thaa| eka pathika udhara se aayaa| usane sArA dRzya dekhaa| vaha zAnta svara se bolA-'bahana! kyA kara rahI ho? 'bhaiyA? sAsa ne pIpala maMgAyA hai, isalie ise ghara le jAne kA prayatna kara rahI huuN| para yaha bahuta haThI hai| merI eka bhI bAta nahIM maantaa|' kalavadha ne phira eka bAra rassI ko - Raa ...
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________________ satya 106 dRr3hatA se khIMcA kintu pIpala nahIM claa| pathika ne kahA- 'bahana! pIpala aise nahIM jaaegaa| vaha pIpala para car3hA, eka TahanI todd'ii| usakI ora bar3hAte hue bolA-'lo! yaha pIpala apanI sAsa ko de denaa|' ___ AcArya bhikSu ne isa kathA dvArA ajJAnalabdha Agraha kA citraNa kiyA hai| kintu Agraha kA yaha eka rUpa hI nahIM hotaa| apanepana kA bhI Agraha hotA hai| ___ eka AdamI talaiyA meM baiThA jala pI rahA thaa| jeTha kI garmI meM usakA jala sUkha gayA thaa| thor3A-bahuta bacA, vaha miTTI se milA huA thaa| eka pathika usa mArga se aayaa| usane kahA, 'thor3I dUra para bar3A tAlAba hai, svaccha pAnI hai| vaha piio| kyoM pIte ho yaha miTTI-milA pAnI? 'yaha mere pitA kI talaiyA hai, maiM isI kA jala pIUMgA'-yaha kaha vaha phira jala pIne kA prayatna karane lgaa| isa prakAra socane aura vyavahAra karane vAle loga isa duniyA meM kama nahIM haiN| yadi apanepana kA Agraha nahIM hotA to satya kA muMha AvaraNoM se DhaMkA nahIM hotaa| moha-janita Agraha isase bhI bhayaMkara hotA hai| dhobI ke ghara eka kuttA rahatA thaa| usakA nAma thA staabaa| dhobI ke do patniyAM thiiN| ve paraspara bahata ldd'tiiN| lar3ate samaya eka-dUsare ko gAlI detIM, 'AyI hai satAbA kI baira (ptnii)|' kuttA isa nAma ke moha meM phaMsa gyaa| unhoMne kutte ko roTI DAlanA banda kara diyaa| vaha bhUkha se sUkha gyaa| par3osa ke kutte ne kahA- 'calo, ghUmeM aura roTI khaaeN|' usane kahA, 'maiM apanI do patniyoM ko chor3akara bAhara kaise jA sakatA hUM? saMskAra kA Agraha bhI kisI se kama nahIM hotaa| eka cIMTI kahIM jA rahI thii| bIca meM dUsarI cIMTI mila gii| donoM ne bAtacIta kii| atithi-cIMTI ne sukha saMvAda pUchA to vahAM khar3I cIMTI ne kahA-'bahana! aura to saba ThIka hai para muMha khArA banA rahatA hai|' atithi-cIMTI ne kahA- 'tuma namaka ke parvata para rahatI ho, phira muMha khArA kyoM nahIM hogA? calo mere paas| maiM misarI ke pahAr3a para rahatI huuN| vahAM tumhArA muMha mIThA ho jaaegaa|' vaha atithi-cIMTI ke sAtha cala pdd'ii| vahAM pahuMcane para bhI
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________________ 110 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti usakA muMha mIThA nahIM huaa| usane kahA-'merA muMha to abhI khArA hI hai! vahAM rahane vAlI cIMTI ne kahA- 'muMha meM namaka kI DalI to nahIM lAyI ho? 'vaha to hai', namaka ke pahAr3a para rahane vAlI cIMTI ne khaa| 'bahana, namaka ko chor3e binA muMha mIThA kaise hogA? __ pUrvAgrahoM se mukti pAe binA koI bhI AdamI satya ko nahIM pA sktaa| 22. saMyama yadi saMyama nahIM hotA to duniyA meM bhaya aura AtaMka kA ekachatra sAmrAjya hotaa| yadi nadI taToM ke bIca pravAhita nahIM hotI to usase janatA kA upakAra kama, apakAra adhika hotaa| hamAre jIvana kI dhArA saMyama ke taToM ke bIca bahatI hai, isIlie hama haiM aura samAja ke bIca meM jIvita haiN| nIce sAbaramatI baha rahI hai, Upara relave pula hai| eka ora bar3I lAina hai, dUsarI ora choTI lAina hai| pAsa meM hI sAikiloM aura pada-gAmiyoM kA mArga hai| saba apane-apane mArga se gujara rahe haiN| koI kisI ke mArga meM bAdhaka nahIM bana rahA hai| yadi vyavasthA meM saMyama nahIM hotA to nadI ke pravAha meM releM ruka jAtIM, manuSyoM kA AvAgamana ruka jaataa| manuSya saMyama ko jAnatA hai, isalie na pravAha rukatA hai, na releM rukatI haiM aura na AvAgamana rukatA hai| gItA kachue ke saMyama kA bakhAna karatI hai| kachuA saMyama karanA jAnatA hai| apane avayavoM ko apanI surakSA DhAla meM saMgopita karanA jAnatA hai| isIlie vaha siyAroM ke prahAra se baca jAtA hai| bhagavAn mahAvIra aura bhagavAn buddha ne eka hI bhASA meM kahA-'hAthoM kA saMyama karo, pairoM kA saMyama karo, vANI kA saMyama karo, indriyoM kA saMyama karo aura mana kA saMyama kro|' hara AdamI apanI surakSA cAhatA hai| saMyama sabase bar3I surakSA hai| asaMyama se jitane AdamI bImAra hote haiM, utane kITANuoM se nahIM hote| asaMyama se jitane AdamI ghAyala banate haiM, utane zastroM se nahIM hote| asaMyama se jitane AdamI bandI banate haiM, utane pulisa se nahIM bnte|
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________________ saMyama 111 asaMyama se jitane AdamI marate haiM, utane mauta se nahIM mrte| zarIrazAstrI kahate haiM-hama loga pacAsa pratizata apane lie khAte haiM aura pacAsa pratizata DaoNkTaroM ke lie khAte haiN| AMtoM kI AvazyakatA-pUrti ke lie nahIM khAyA jAtA, khAyA jAtA hai jIbha kI tuSTi ke lie| bhojana kI bhUmikA se jIbha kI tuSTi ko nikAla diyA jAe to anna kA utanA abhAva nahIM rahegA, jitanA Aja hai| khAne-pIne kI Avazyaka vastuoM meM dhyAna ulajha jAtA hai, taba maulika AvazyakatA para dhyAna pUrNataH kendrita nahIM ho paataa| Aja aisA ho rahA hai| vilAsa yA lolupatA kI samasyA ne khAdya kI samasyA ko gauNa kara diyA hai| aura khAdya kI samasyA ne aneka gauNa samasyAoM ko mukhya banA diyA hai| hindustAna abhI alpa-sAdhana vAlA deza hai| usameM eka varga vilAsa aura anAvazyaka vastuoM kA bhoga kare aura dUsarA varga bhUkha se saMtrasta rahe, yaha karuNa kahAnI hai| isameM asaMyama kA bahuta bar3A hAtha hai| AcAryazrI tulasI rAjasthAna meM the| unake kucha ziSya dUsare prAnta meM vihAra kara rahe the| AcAryazrI ne sunA ki unheM bhojana kama mila rahA hai, suvidhA se nahIM mila rahA hai| AcAryazrI ne apane bhojana meM kamI kara dii| sahAnubhUti kA srota vahAM taka pahuMca gyaa| unheM kaThinAI kI anubhUti kama hone lgii| sahAnubhUti ke abhAva meM kaThinAI kI anubhUti prakhara ho jAtI hai aura sahAnubhUti milane para kaThinAI kama na bhI ho para usakI anubhUti avazya hI kama ho jAtI hai| yadi sampanna loga saMyama kareM to abhAvagrasta logoM ko kaThinAI sahaja hI kama ho jAtI hai aura yadi vaha eka sAtha kama na bhI ho kintu usakI anubhUti nizcita rUpa se kama ho sakatI hai| manuSya kI sArI samasyAeM vastuoM kI pracuratA se hI nahIM sulajhatI haiN| bahuta sArI samasyAeM saMyama se sulajhatI haiN| hamAre arthazAstrI kevala vastuoM ke vistAra meM samasyA ko sulajhAne kI bAta kara rahe haiN| isa samaya hamAre dharma-zAstriyoM ke lie kyA yaha Avazyaka nahIM hai ki ve vaijJAnika paddhati se saMyama kI prastuti kareM aura yaha pratipAdita kareM ki saMyama se mAnasika samasyAoM ke sAtha-sAtha bhautika samasyAeM bhI sulajhatI haiM? jaba niyama (upAsanA pakSa) pradhAna banatA hai aura saMyama gauNa hotA hai, taba dharma kA kSetra nisteja
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________________ 112 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti hotA hai aura jaba saMyama pradhAna aura niyama gauNa hotA hai taba dharma tejasvI banatA hai| 23. tapa eka AdamI calA jA rahA thaa| jeTha kI dupaharI thii| cilacilAtI dhUpa aura aMgAre barasAtI luu| usakA zarIra tapa utthaa| usane socA, yaha sUrya nahIM hotA to duniyA kitanI sundara hotI? varSA Rtu aayii| AkAza bAdaloM se ghira gyaa| bhUmi jalajalAkAra ho gii| kaI dina bIta gae, bAdaloM ne AkAza ko mukti nahIM dii| sUrya kA sambandha bhUloka se vicchinna ho gyaa| na pUrA prakAza, na dhUpa aura lU / vahI AdamI vaidya ke pAsa phuNcaa| vaidya ke pUchane para bolA, 'mahArAja! pAcana bigar3a gayA hai, isalie davA lene AyA huuN| vaidya ne kahA, 'seThajI! yaha badalAI mausama hai, sUrya bhagavAn kI razmiyAM bhUloka para nahIM pahuMcatI haiN| isase agni maMda ho jAtI hai, kRpayA kucha kama khAyA kreN|' seTha davA liye binA hI lauTa gyaa| vaha mana-hI-mana socatA jA rahA thA ki sUrya nahIM hotA to yaha duniyA kitanI bhayaMkara hotI! sUrya hamArI prANazakti kA srota hai| kyA tapasyA hamArI prANazakti kA srota nahIM hai? jo manuSya kama khAtA hai, vaha jitanA svastha, saMtulita aura prasanna hotA hai, utanA vaha nahIM hotA jo bahuta khAtA hai| kama khAnA tapa hai| AcArAMga meM likhA hai- 'bhagavAn mahAvIra rugNa nahIM the, phira bhI kama khAte the|' maiM isa tathya ko isa bhASA meM prastuta karanA cAhatA hUM ki bhagavAn kama khAte the, isIlie svastha the| upavAsa ko cikitsA paddhati kA rUpa mila cukA hai| kintu vaha kevala zArIrika cikitsA paddhati nahIM hai| usase cira arjita mAnasika mala bhI visarjita hote haiN| upavAsa eka tapa hai| mahAtmA gAMdhI ne asvAda ko eka vrata mAnA thaa| jo AdamI apanI jIbha ko jIta letA hai, use parAjita karane kI kSamatA kisI bhI indriya meM nahIM hotii| asvAda mahAn tapa hai| hamArA zarIra bahuta caMcala hai| hamArI indriyAM bahuta caMcala haiN| hamArA
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________________ tyAga 113 mana bahuta caMcala hai| bandara bahuta capala hotA hai| usakA sthira-zAnta baiTha jAnA bhI eka prakAra kI capalatA hai| hamArI capalatA bandara kI bhAMti svAbhAvika nahIM, kintu kArya-hetuka hai| hamAre zarIra kI sthiratA sadhatI hai, vaha tapasyA hai| tapasyA kevala zArIrika hI nahIM hotI, vAcika aura mAnasika bhI hotI hai| tapasyA kI bhUkha se anubandha nahIM hai| hamArA mana pavitra hotA hai to hama khAkara bhI tapasyA kara sakate haiN| mana kI apavitratA meM bhUkhe rahakara bhI tapasyA nahIM kara paate| ve prANI bahuta bhAgyazAlI haiM, jinheM pANi prApta hai| ve adhika bhAgyazAlI haiM, jinheM vANI prApta hai| vANI ke dvArA hama bAhya jagat se samparka sthApita karate haiN| yadi vANI nahIM hotI to abhivyakti kA kSetra bahuta saMkucita hotaa| hama vANI ke dvArA svAdhyAya karate haiN| svAdhyAya kA artha hotA hai, eka vyakti ko prApta satya yA anubhUti kA hajAroM-hajAroM logoM dvArA abhivrnn| yaha vAcika tapa hai| praNAlikA jala ko kheta taka pahuMcA detI hai| vaha mAtra mAdhyama hai| mUla hai jala kI sttaa| kueM meM jala hotA hai, praNAlikA use kheta taka pahuMcAtI hai| vANI eka mAdhyama hai| usakA Akara mana aura buddhi hai| dhyAna mAnasika tapa hai| anuprekSA bauddhika tapa hai| sUrya se hamArI prANazakti ko poSa milatA hai| tapasyA se hamArI Atma-zakti ko poSa milatA hai| gItA meM kahA hai-'yaha zarIra hai| indriyAM zarIra se agraNI haiM, mana indriyoM se agraNI hai, buddhi mana se agraNI hai, aura AtmA buddhi se agraNI hai|' korA zarIra tapatA hai taba ahaM bar3hatA hai| zarIra aura indriyAM-donoM tapate haiM taba saMyama bar3hatA hai| zarIra, indriya aura mana tInoM tapate haiM, taba AtmA kA dvAra khulatA hai| zarIra, indriya, mana aura buddhi cAroM tapase haiM, taba AtmA kA sAkSAta hotA hai| yaha vaha bhUmikA hai, jisameM tapasyA svayaM kRtakRtya ho jAtI hai| 24. tyAga maiM eka mandira meM baiThA thaa| saMdhyA kI velA thii| pujArI aayaa| dIpa . jalA, bhagavAn kI AratI kii| dIpa ko dIvaTa para lAkara rakha diyaa| maiM
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________________ 114 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti dIvaTa ke sahAre baiThA thaa| aba maiM dekhatA hUM patalI-sI dIpazikhA pavana ke izAre para idhara-udhara ghUma rahI hai| usase eka bahuta patalI-sI dhUmazikhA nikala rahI hai| maiMne mana-hI-mana socA, tyAjya ko tyAganA anivArya hai| dIpa isIlie prakAza de rahA hai ki vaha tyAjya ko tyAga rahA hai| hama prAtaHkAla ghUmane jAte haiN| calate-calate pUraka karate haiM-dhIme-dhIme prANavAyu ko bharate haiN| phira usakA recana karate haiM-bahuta dhIme-dhIme use chor3ate haiN| hama kevala prANavAyu ko hI nahIM chor3ate, usake sAtha dUSita vAyu yA kArbana ko bhI chor3ate haiN| hama isIlie svastha haiM ki tyAjya ko tyAganA jAnate haiN| jIvana kA sUtra hai-kAma meM lo aura tyAga do| jo isa sUtra se paricita haiM, unake jIvana meM prakAza hai, sukha hai aura svAsthya hai| jo isa sUtra se paricita nahIM haiM, kevala lenA jAnate haiM, bhoga karanA jAnate haiM, kintu tyAga karanA nahIM jAnate, unheM na prakAza prApta hai, na sukha aura na svaasthy| jo dhana kA saMgraha karate haiM, usakA tyAga nahIM karate, ve prakAza kI upekSA kara dhueM ko apane bhItara saMcita kara rahe haiN| jo sattA kA saMgraha karate haiM, usakA tyAga nahIM karate, ve svAsthya kI upekSA kara dUSita vAyu ko apane bhItara saMcita kara rahe haiN| tyAga kI pratidhvani kevala adhyAtma ke mandira meM hI nahIM ho rahI hai, vyavahAra ke kaNa-kaNa meM bhI tyAga pratibimbita ho rahA hai| - yadi manuSya tyAga kI sattA se paricita nahIM hotA to vaha svataMtra aura sammAnapUrNa jIvana nahIM jI sktaa| dazArNabhadra dazArNapura kA rAjA thaa| vaha bhagavAn mahAvIra ko vandanA karane aayaa| use apane vaibhava para garva ho rahA thaa| indra bhI bhagavAna ko vandanA karane aayaa| usakA vaibhava dekha dazArNabhadra lajjita ho gyaa| garva kA pArA nIce ko dekha car3hatA hai aura Upara ko dekha utara jAtA hai| dazArNabhadra ke garva kA pArA sahasA utara gyaa| aba usake sammAna kI surakSA saMbhava nahIM rhii| dazArNabhadra ne usa rAjya-sattA ko tyAga diyA, jo prakAza para AvaraNa DAla rahI thii| usake Atmika vaibhava ke sAmane indra kA sira jhuka gyaa| bhoga se zaurya kA dIpa bujhatA hai aura tyAga se vaha prajvalita hotA
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________________ brahmacarya 115 hai| bhoga se jIvana kA phUla murajhAtA hai aura tyAga se vaha khilatA hai| dazArNabhadra ne rAjyasattA ko hI nahIM tyAgA, usakI vAsanA ko bhI tyAga diyaa| viSaya duniyA ke aMcala meM hai aura vAsanA hamAre mana ke kone meM hai| viSaya ko tyAgakara hama vAsanA kI jar3a ko ukhAr3ane ke lie Age bar3heM, vaha tyAga hai| viSaya ko tyAgakara yadi hama vAsanA ko uddIpta kara DAleM to vaha tyAga nahIM, tyAga kA AbhAsa hai| saca yaha hai ki hama loga viSaya ko tyAgane kI bAta jitanI jAnate haiM, utanI vAsanA ko tyAgane kI bAta nahIM jaante| isIlie hama bahuta bAra tyAga karake bhI atyAga kI anubhUti karate haiN| ___ tyAga tabhI hotA hai, jaba anurAga kA srota bAhara se mur3akara bhItara bahane laga jAtA hai| eka vyakti ne AvegoM ko sahalAte hue kahA-'bandhuvara krodha! tuma apanA dUsarA ghara DhUMr3ha lo| bhAI mAna! tuma bhI cale jaao| devI mAyA! tuma yahAM nahIM raha sktii| mitra lobha! tuma bhI cale jaao| mere anurAga kA srota aba bhItara pravAhita hone lagA hai| isalie vaha aura tuma eka sAtha nahIM raha skte|' / vAsanA ko dekhate raho, usakI sattA hila uThegI aura viSaya kI Asakti apane Apa vilIna ho jaaegii| 25. brahmacarya ___ eka AdamI saMnyAsI ke pAsa gayA aura dhana kI yAcanA kii| saMnyAsI ne kahA-'mere pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai|' usane bahuta Agraha kiyA to saMnyAsI ne kahA-'jAo, sAmane nadI ke kinAre eka patthara par3A hai, vaha le aao|' vaha gayA aura patthara le aayaa| saMnyAsI ne kahA--'yaha pArasamaNi hai, isase lohA sonA bana jAtA hai|' vaha bahuta prasanna huaa| saMnyAsI ko praNAma kara vaha vahAM se claa| thor3I dUra jAne para usake mana meM eka vikalpa uThA-pArasamaNi hI yadi sabase bar3hiyA hotA to saMnyAsI ise kyoM chor3atA? saMnyAsI ke pAsa isase bhI bar3hiyA koI vastu hai| vaha phira AyA aura praNAma kara bolA- 'bAbA! mujhe yaha pArasamaNi nahIM cAhie, mujhe vaha do jise pAkara tumane isa pArasamaNi ko ThukarA diyaa|'
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________________ 116 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti sakatA se adhika koApatti nahIM honA hai| A ____pArasa ko ThukarAne kI zakti kisI bhautika sattA meM nahIM ho sktii| adhyAtma hI eka aisI sattA hai, jisakI dRSTi se pArasamaNi kA patthara se adhika koI upayoga nahIM hai| kAma-bhoga ko Apa pArasamaNi mAna leM, mujhe koI Apatti nahIM hogI, kintu vaha sabase bar3hiyA nahIM hai, sukhAnubhUti kA sarvAdhika sAdhana nahIM hai| Ananda ke srota kA sAkSAt hone para AdamI use vaise kI ThukarA detA hai, jaise saMnyAsI ne pArasamaNi ko ThukarAyA thaa| - upaniSad ke RSiyoM ne gAyA-AnandaM brahma! Ananda brahma hai| yadi Ananda nahIM hotA to hamArA jIvana bujhI huI jyoti jaisA hotaa| hamAre zarIra meM se eka razmipuMja prasRta ho rahA hai| hamArI AMkhoM meM prakAza taraMgita ho rahA hai| yaha saba kyA hai? hamAre Ananda kI abhivyakti hai| hamAre cetanA meM Ananda kA sindhu laharA rahA hai| hamArA mana Ananda kI khoja meM bAhara daur3a rahA hai| ThIka kastUrI mRga kI dazA ho rahI hai| kastUrI nAbhi meM hai aura vaha kastUrI kI khoja meM mArA-mArA phira rahA hai| viSayoM kI anubhUti meM sukha nahIM hai, aisA merA abhimata nahIM hai| viSayoM se prApta hone vAlA sukha asIma nahIM hai, zArIrika tathA mAnasika aniSTa kI pariNati se mukta nahIM hai| cetanA meM Ananda sahaja sphUrta hai, asIma hai aura usake pariNAma meM glAni kI anubhUti nahIM hai| kucha mAnasazAstriyoM kA mata hai ki brahmacarya icchAoM kA damana hai aura icchAoM kA damana karane se AdamI pAgala banatA hai| unakI dRSTi meM brahmacarya niSedhAtmaka pravRtti hai| isalie usakI upAdeyatA meM unheM vizvAsa nahIM hai| bhAratIya cintana isase bhinna rahA hai| bhAratIya manISI brahmacarya ko sRjanAtmaka zakti mAnate haiN| usameM niSedha kevala bAhya uddIpanoM kA hai| vaha Antarika cetanA ke vikAsa aura mukti kA sarvAdhika prabhAvazAlI sAdhana hai, isalie usakI sRjanAtmaka zakti bahuta vyApaka hai| yoga ke AcAryoM ne hamAre zarIra meM sAta cakra mAne haiN| unameM dUsare cakra kA nAma svAdhiSThAna hai| yaha kAma-cakra hai| yaha cakra vikasita nahIM hotA taba manuSya vAsanA meM rasa letA hai| isa cakra ko hama vizuddhicakra (kaNTha-maNi) se saMpRkta kara dete haiM, taba hamArI AnandAnubhUti kA
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________________ kalA aura kalAkAra 117 srota badala jAtA hai| hama AjJA-cakra yA bhrU-cakra ko vikasita kara lete haiM; taba hamArI AnandAnubhUti kA mArga badala jAtA hai| mAnasazAstra ke anusAra kAma kA udAttIkaraNa hotA hai| yogazAstra ke anusAra kAma-cakra kA UrcIkaraNa hotA hai| isa UrvIkaraNa se hamAre mana kA sahaja Ananda ke sAtha samparka sthApita ho jAtA hai| sukhAnubhUti ke dvAra ko banda kara koI AdamI brahmacArI nahIM bana sktaa| kintu AnandAnubhUti ke dvAra ko kholakara hI brahmacArI bana sakatA hai| 26. kalA aura kalAkAra bahuta acchA hotA yadi maiM kalAkAra hotA aura kalA para prakAza ddaaltaa| para maiM kalAkAra nahIM hUM, sAdhaka huuN| sAdhaka bhI saMyama kA hUM, kalA kA nhiiN| maiM vyApaka dRSTi se socatA hUM, to pAtA hUM ki jisa vyakti ke pAsa vANI hai, hAtha hai, aMgulI hai, paira hai, zarIra ke avayava haiM, vaha kalAkAra hai| isa paribhASA meM kauna kalAkAra nahIM hai? hara vyakti kalAkAra hai| maiM bhI kalAkAra huuN| manuSya ke abhivyakti yA AtmakhyApana kI pravRtti AdikAla se rahI hai| vaha avyakta se vyakta honA cAhatA hai| yaha nahIM hotA to vANI kA vikAsa nahIM hotaa| yadi yaha nahIM hotA to manuSya kA cintana vANI ke dvArA pravAhita nahIM hotaa| avyakta kA vyaktIkaraNa aura sUkSma kA sthUlIkaraNa kyA kalA nahIM hai? upaniSad ke anusAra sRSTi kA Adi-bIja kalA hai| brahma ke mana meM AyA-maiM vyakta houuN| vaha nAma aura rUpa ke mAdhyama se vyakta huaa| sRSTi aura kyA hai? nAma aura rUpa hI to sRSTi hai| jisameM abhivyakti kA bhAva ho aura jo use vyakta karanA jAnatA ho, vahI kalAkAra hai| __kalAkAra pahale rekhAeM khIMcatA hai, phira pariSkAra karatA hai| kabhI-kabhI pariSkAra meM mUla rUpa hI badala jAtA hai| makAna kA pariSkAra hotA hai| hara kRti kA pariSkAra hotA hai| pariSkAra vikAsa kA lakSaNa hai| kalA meM hAtha, aMgulI, paira, indriya aura zarIra kA prayoga hotA hai|
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________________ 118 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti bhagavAn ne hameM pATha diyA ki hAtha kA saMyama kro| paira kA saMyama kro| vANI kA saMyama kro| indriyoM kA saMyama kro| ___kalA kA sUtra hai, AMkha kholakara dekho| saMyama kA mUla sUtra hai, AMkha mUMdakara dekho| kalA kI pRSThabhUmi meM abhivyakti hai| saMyama abhivyakti kI ora prerita karatA hai| donoM meM sAmaMjasya pratIta nahIM hotaa| hara vastu meM virodhI yugala hote haiN| eka paramANu meM bhI ananta virodhI yugala haiN| jisameM ye nahIM hote, usakA astitva nahIM hotaa| kalA aura saMyama meM bhI sAmaMjasya hai| kalA kA artha hai sAmaMjasyapUrNa prvRtti| mujhe syAdvAda kI dRSTi prApta huI hai| maiM sApekSa dRSTi se dekhatA hUM ki kalA kA vikAsa sAmaMjasya se huA hai| satya kalA se virAT hai| satya ke sAtha kalA kA yoga hone se jIvana vikAsazIla bana jAtA hai| agarabattI ko agni milane se sugandha phUTa par3atI hai| satya aura saundarya kA yoga hone se jIvana kA vikAsa ho jAtA hai| jIvana-vikAsa aura kalyANa meM antara nahIM hai| kalyANa yAnI shiv| hamArA ziva satya aura saundarya ke bIca honA caahie| jIvana kI pRSThabhUmi meM ziva aura AMkhoM ke sAmane saundarya ho tabhI satyaM, zivaM, sundaraM kI samanviti ho sakatI hai| 27. AsthA kA ekAMgI aMcala hamAre kucha tattvavettA chilake ko samApta kara gUde kI niSpatti cAhate haiN| kintu prazna hotA hai, kyA yaha sambhava hai? kyA Apane koI aisA phala dekhA hai ki usameM gUdA hai aura usa para chilakA nahIM hai? maiM jahAM taka jAna pAyA hUM, gUde kI niSpatti ke lie chilake kA honA anivArya hai| isa anivAryatA kA asvIkAra vastusthiti kA asvIkAra hai| Apa sabjImaNDI meM jAte haiM aura saMtare kharIdate haiN| eka kilo saMtare meM lagabhaga AdhA kilo chilake hote haiN| Apa chilake nahIM khAte, unheM DAla dete haiN| chilake DAlane hoMge, yaha jAnate hue bhI Apa chilake-sahita saMtare kharIdate haiM aura dukAnadAra ko eka kilo saMtare ke dAma cukAte haiN| saMtaroM kI phAMke chilakoM ke binA surakSita nahIM rahatIM,
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________________ AsthA kA ekAMgI aMcala 116 isa buddhi se Apa unakI upayogitA svIkAra karate haiM aura unakA mUlya cukAte haiN| Apa chilake ko pheMka dete haiM para use tabhI pheMkate haiM, jaba saMtarA khAne ko prastuta hote haiN| maiM chilake kI tulanA bAhya caryA yA kriyA se kara rahA hUM aura gUde kI tulanA AtmAnanda yA AtmAnubhUti se kara rahA huuN| AtmAnubhUti pahale hI padanyAsa meM paripakva nahIM ho jaatii| maiM jAtanA hUM ki bAhyacaryA AtmAnubhUti nahIM hai| kintu bAhyacaryA AtmAnubhUti kI paripakvatA kA nimitta nahIM hai, yaha mAnane ke lie mujhe koI puSTa hetu prApta nahIM hai| maiM mAnatA hUM ki chilakA tyAjya hai| kintu kyA Apa nahIM mAneMge ki phala kA paripAka hone se pUrva vaha tyAjya nahIM hai? samudra ke taTa para pahuMca jAne vAle hara yAtrI ke lie jalapota tyAjya hai, kintu samudra ke madhya meM calane vAle yAtrI ke lie vaha tyAjya kaise ho sakatA hai? kyA hama ise svIkAra kareMge ki samudra kA pAra karane ke lie jalapota kA koI upayoga nahIM hai? heya aura upAdeya kI bhUmikA eka aura nirapekSa nahIM hotIM, ve aneka aura sApekSa hotI haiN| AtmAnubhUti kI bhUmikA meM ArUr3ha vyakti ke lie bAhyacaryA kA upayoga samApta ho jAtA hai| para AtmAnubhUti kI bhUmikA meM ArohaNa karane vAle vyakti ke lie usakI upayogitA ko kaise nakArA jA sakatA hai? samaya se pUrva chilakA utAra lene para phala kA paripAka ruka jAtA hai| samaya se pUrva jalapota chor3a dene para AdamI DUba jAtA hai| AcArya rajanIza tathA kAnajI svAmI jisa tattva kA pratipAdana kara rahe haiM, usakI tulanA nimna nidarzanoM se kI jA sakatI hai ki chilakA anAvazyaka hai aura tairane kI zakti hamAre hAthoM meM hai, isalie jalapota bhI hamAre lie Avazyaka nahIM hai| kyA maiM kahaM ki unake isa pratipAdana meM sacAI nahIM hai? kyA kisI syAdvAdI ke lie aisA koI pratipAdana hai, jisameM sacAI kA aMza na ho| isa pratipAdana meM sacAI hai para usakA sambandha hamAre astitva kI vyAkhyA se hai, usakI upalabdhi se nahIM hai| caitanya kI sattA jJAna, darzana, Ananda aura zakti se pUrNa hai| vaha prArambha meM avyakta hotI hai| sAdhanA ke dvArA usakI kramika abhivyakti hotI hai| sAdhanA ke tIna aMga haiM :
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________________ 120 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti 1. samyak darzana 2. samyak jJAna 3. samyak cAritra inameM samyak darzana AdhArabhUta hai| usakI upalabdhi hone para samyak jJAna aura samyak cAritra upalabdha hote haiN| usakI anupalabdhi meM donoM (samyak jJAna aura samyak cAritra) upalabdha nahIM hote| kintu isa paurvAparya kA yaha artha nahIM ki samyak darzana hone para samyak jJAna paripUrNa ho jAtA hai| samyak darzana aura samyak jJAna kI paripUrNatA ke bIca hajAroM yojanoM kI dUrI hai| samyaka darzana kI upalabdhi hone para jJAna kA mithyAtva miTa jAtA hai| para usakA AvaraNa sarvathA kSINa nahIM hotaa| jJAna kI nirAvaraNa dazA samyaka cAritra se niSpanna hotI hai| samyaka darzana hone para samyaka cAritra ke paurvAparya kA yaha artha nahIM ki samyak darzana hone para samyak cAritra apane Apa ho jAtA hai| samyak cAritra AtmA kI svakendrita pariNati hone para prApta hotA hai| yadi Atmadarzana aura AtmaramaNa kI pariNati eka hI hotI to hara AtmadarzI vyakti nirAvaraNa aura niSkaSAya ho jaataa| kintu aisA nahIM hotaa| samyaka darzana kI upalabdhi ho jAne para bhI kaSAya kSINa nahIM hotA aura kaSAya kI sattA meM jJAna kA AvaraNa kSINa nahIM hotaa| yadi samyak darzana upalabdha hone para zeSa saba kucha upalabdha ho jAtA to sAdhanA kI lambAI simaTa jaatii| kintu vAstavika jagat meM aisA nahIM hai| samyak dRSTi kI upalabdhi ho jAne para bhI sAdhanA kI lambAI zeSa rahatI hai| samyak darzana kI pUrNatA hone para bhI samyak jJAna kI pUrNatA nahIM hotii| samyak jJAna kI pUrNatA hone para bhI saMvara kI pUrNatA nahIM hotI aura saMvara kI pUrNatA hue binA mukti nahIM hotii| samyak darzana kI pUrNatA hote hI samyak jJAna aura saMvara kI pUrNatA ho jAtI hai, yaha niyama nahIM hai, kintu niyama yaha hai ki saMvara kI pUrNatA samyaka jJAna kI pUrNatA aura samyak jJAna kI pUrNatA samyak darzana kI pUrNatA prApta hue binA nahIM hotii| bhagavAn mahAvIra ko samyak darzana prApta thaa| samyak cAritra prApta hone para bhI bhagavAn ne sAr3he bAraha varSoM taka tapazcaryApUrvaka sAdhanA kI thii|
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________________ AsthA kA ekAMgI aMcala 121 .. samyak darzana prApta hone para upavAsa, sAmAyika Adi Avazyaka nahIM hote| paramparA, zAstra Adi saba vyartha haiM-isa prakAra kI nirUpaNA ke dvArA vyakti ko kriyA se vimukha tathA paramparA aura zAstroM ke prati anAsthAvAna kiyA jA sakatA hai kintu usakI sRjanAtmaka cetanA ko sphUrta nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| sRjanAtmaka cetanA ke nirmANa ke lie samyak darzana, samyak jJAna aura samyak cAritra kI samanvita sthiti Avazyaka hai| usake vyAkhyAsUtra kA prathama aMza yaha hogA ki manuSya chilake meM hI ulajhA na rhe| vaha gUde taka pahuMce aura usakI rasAnubhUti prApta kre| usakA dvitIya aMza yaha hogA ki manuSya chilake kI upayogitA ko asvIkAra na kre| AvaraNa kI bhUmikA meM nirAvaraNa kA samAropa na kre| eka ora kucha loga kevala vyavahAra kI bhUmikA para vihAra kara rahe haiN| ve nimitta ke sAmane upAdAna kI tathA paryAvaraNa ke sAmane antarAtmA kI sattA ko dRSTi se ojhala kie hue haiN| dUsarI ora kucha loga ve haiM, jo vAstavikatA kI bhUmi para paira TikAe khar3e haiN| unakA mAnanA hai ki upAdAna aura antarAtmA kI sattA hI saba kucha hai| nimitta aura paryAvaraNa kI koI upayogitA nahIM hai| ye donoM satya ke antima chora haiN| ye paraspara saMpRkta nahIM haiM, isalie khaNDita satya haiN| akhaNDa satya yaha hai ki nimitta ke prabhAva-kSetra meM rahane vAlA hara upAdAna nimitta se prabhAvita hotA hai aura nimitta ke prabhAva-kSetra se mukta rahane vAlA nimitta se prabhAvita nahIM hotaa| pahalI sAMyogika avasthA hai aura dUsarI svaabhaavik| jo loga ekAMgI pratipAdana karate haiM, ve sAMyogika avasthA meM svAbhAvika avasthA kA AropaNa karate haiN| svAbhAvika avasthA taka pahuMcanA hamArA sAdhya hai kintu vaha vartamAna meM hamAre lie siddha nahIM hai| abhI hama sAMyogika avasthA meM haiN| svAbhAvika avasthA kI upalabdhi ke bAda hama nimitta se prabhAvita nahIM hoNge| kintu sAMyogika avasthA meM rahate hue nimitta se prabhAvita nahIM hoMge, isa mAnyatA meM samAropaNa hai, vAstavikatA nahIM hai| ___manuSya meM pratikriyAtmaka manovRtti adhika hotI hai| sAdhAraNa vyakti ke lie sUkSma taka pahuMcanA sulabha nahIM hotA, isalie vaha sthUla ke prati adhika AgrahI hotA hai| vikAsazIla vyakti sthUla meM bahuta sAra nahIM
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________________ 122 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti dekhatA, isalie vaha sUkSma ke prati AgrahI hotA hai| jaba sUkSma kI upAsanA adhika ho jAtI hai, taba manuSya kA jhukAva sthUla kI ora hone lagatA hai| jaba sthUla kI upAsanA adhika hone lagatI hai taba manuSya kA jhukAva sUkSma kI ora hone lagatA hai| ye donoM ekAMgI AcaraNa kI pratikriyAtmaka pravRttiyAM haiN| inase bacane kA upAya hai, sUkSma aura sthUla kA saMtulita upyog| sAdhya sAdhanoM kI apekSA sUkSma, dUragAmI aura durlabha hotA hai| sthUlatama se sthUlatara aura sthUla taka pahuMcane ke bAda hama eka nayA mor3a le lete haiM aura sUkSma kI bhUmikA meM pahuMca jAte haiN| ___ agni kI upAsanA karane vAlA zItalatA kI anubhUti nahIM kara sakatA, kyoMki zItalatA aura uSNatA paraspara virodhI dharma haiN| phira andhakAra kI upAsanA karane vAlA prakAza kaise pA sakatA hai? hamArI AtmA kA zuddha rUpa akriyAtmaka hai| vahI hamArA sAdhya hai| kriyA akriyA kI virodhI hai| isa sthiti meM hama akriyAtmakatA kI ora kaise bar3ha sakate haiM? jo jisakA sAdhana nahIM usake dvArA hama sAdhya kI siddhi kaise kara sakate haiN| yadi kriyAtmakatA akriyAtmakatA kI upalabdhi kA sAdhana ho to phira unameM koI svarUpa-bheda hI nahIM rhegaa| isa prazna-paddhati para kaTAkSa karanA kaThina hai| andhakAra se prakAza mila sakatA hai, isakI puSTi ke lie mere pAsa koI tarka nahIM hai| kintu kriyA aura akriyA meM Atyantika virodha hI hai, yaha mujhe svIkAra nahIM hai| akriyA kA artha kriyAntara hai kintu abhAvAtmakatA nahIM hai| jisakA astitva hai, vaha niSkriya nahIM ho sakatA aura jo niSkriya hai, usakA astitva nahIM ho sktaa| astitva aura niSkriyatA meM Atyantika virodha hai| sat kA lakSaNa hai skriytaa| sakriyatA ke binA sat kI vyAkhyA hI nahIM kI jA sktii| mukta hone para AtmA niSkriya nahIM hotI, sakriya rahatI hai| use akriya amuka-amuka kriyA se mukta hone ke kAraNa kahA jAtA hai| mukta AtmA khAne kI kriyA se mukta ho jAne ke kAraNa akriya ho jAtI hai, kintu jJAnAtmaka pravRtti kI niraMtaratA ke kAraNa vaha satata sakriya rahatI hai| pyAsa ke abhAva meM vaha jalapAna ke sukha se vaMcita ho jAtI hai, kintu sahaja AtmAnanda se vaha kabhI vaMcita nahIM hotii| hamArA astitva kriyAzIla hai aura vaha hara sthiti meM kriyAzIla
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________________ satya, sampradAya aura paramparA 123 rahegA / kriyAzIlatA hamArA sahaja svabhAva hai / usameM koI parivartana nahIM hogA / parivartana kevala kriyAoM meM ho sakatA hai / eka kriyA samApta hotI hai aura dUsarI kriyA prApta hotI hai, taba pUrva kriyA kI apekSA hama uttaravartI pariNati ko akriyA kaha dete haiM / kriyA kI isa vyApaka samajha ke bAda hama satya ke isa dvAra taka pahuMca jAte haiM ki kriyA bandhana kA hI hetu nahIM hai, vaha mukti kA bhI hetu hai / vaha kevala andhakAra hI nahIM hai, prakAza bhI hai| ukta carcA ko hama isa bhASA meM bhI sameTa sakate haiM ki amuka prakAra kI sakriyatA ( mukta avasthA) ko amuka prakAra kI sakriyatA se sAdha sakate haiM / yaha siddhAnta akriyA se akriyA kI upalabdhi kA nahIM kintu amuka prakAra kI sakriyatA se amuka prakAra kI sakriyatA kI upalabdhi kA hai / isameM kriyA kA sarvathA pratiSedha nahIM hotA / kintu kriyA kI amuka zreNI kA pratiSedha hotA hai / arthAt sAdhya kI pratipakSI sakriyatA kA pratiSedha aura sAdhyAnukUla sakriyatA kA svIkaraNa hotA hai / pavitra kriyA ko Atma-pavitratA kI pratipakSa koTi meM nahIM rakhA jA sakatA, isalie kriyA hamAre jagat meM sarvathA parihArya nahIM hai| sUkSma kriyA kI upalabdhi hone para sthUla kriyA svayaM nivRtta ho jAtI hai / kintu sUkSma kriyA kI upalabdhi se pUrva sthUla kriyA ko chor3ane kA prayatna AtmaghAtI ho sakatA hai / 288 satya, sampradAya aura paramparA una logoM meM satya kI jijJAsA kA dIpa bujha cukA hai, jo mAnate haiM ki hama vahI kaheM jo kahate Ae haiM, vahI kareM jo karate Ae haiM / aisA mAnane vAle satya ko pA cuke haiN| unake lie aba kucha zeSa nahIM hai - satya prApya nahIM hai / kintu prazna hotA hai- kyA hama azeSa satya ko pA cuke haiM? yadi pA cuke haiM to hamAre lie sAdhanA apekSita nahIM hai / sAdhanA kI apekSA yahI to hai ki hama prApta satya ko svIkAra kareM aura aprApta satya ke lie caleM / dhArmika jagat meM eka bahuta bar3I Atma-bhrAnti panapI hai / usakA AdhAra hai Agraha | apanI mAnyatA ke prati vaha Agraha isa AkAra meM ho
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________________ 124 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti ki maiM mAnatA hUM vaha satya hai, to phira vaha nirApada bhI ho sakatA hai kintu maiM mAnatA hUM usake sivA zeSa saba mAnate haiM vaha asatya hai-yaha AkAra nirApada nahIM hai| Aja adhikAMzataH yahI AkAra cala rahA hai| isIlie sampradAya paraspara virodhI bana rahe haiN| sampradAya paramparA ke vAhaka hote haiN| prabhAvazAlI AcArya kI vicAradhArA kA AkAra sampradAya aura usakA anugamana paramparA ho jAtI hai| hara sampradAya aura paramparA kA satyAMza se sambandha hotA hai| koI satya se adhika sambaddha hotA hai aura koI km| kintu pUrNa satya kI abhivyakti to vyakti ke Atmodaya meM hI hotI hai| satya-jijJAsa mukhya rUpa se sAdhyonmukha hotA hai aura gauNa-rUpa se saadhnonmukh| sAmpradAyika vyakti mukhya rUpa se sAdhanonmukha hotA hai aura gauNa-rUpa se saadhyonmukh| sampradAya meM rahane vAlA koI satya-jijJAsu nahIM hotA aura sampradAya meM na rahane vAlA koI AgrahI yA rUr3ha nahIM hotA, yaha mAnanA bhI bhrAnti hai| yadi sampradAya aura satya-jijJAsA meM virodha hotA to Aja taka yA to sampradAya kA astitva miTa jAtA yA satya-jijJAsA nizzeSa ho jaatii| donoM kA astitva hai| isakA artha hai ki sampradAya aura satya-jijJAsA meM virodha nahIM hai| sampradAyoM meM isalie virodha nahIM hai ki ve bhinna vicAradhArA ke poSaka haiM kintu virodha isalie hai ki unakA anugamana karane vAloM meM satya kI jijJAsA kama hai| ___yadi hama cAhate haiM ki sampradAyoM meM samanvaya ho, sAmaMjasyapUrNa sthiti ho, maitrI ho to hameM isa cAha se pahale yaha cAha karanI cAhie ki sAmpradAyika logoM meM satya kI jijJAsA pradIpta ho| Aja satya kI jijJAsA kitanI manda hai, ise maiM jaina sampradAyoM kI vartamAna manodazA se hI vyakta kruuNgaa| ___Aja jaina-sAdhuoM ke AcAra-vyavahAra meM koI thor3A-sA parivartana hotA hai to aneka loga saMzayAlu bana jAte haiN| unake muMha para eka hI prazna hotA hai-'yaha kaise huA? pahale to aisA nahIM kiyA jAtA thA, aba kaise kiyA jA rahA hai? 'aba aisA karanA ucita hai yA anucita'-yaha prazna kama hotA hai| ucita-anucita kI mImAMsA kI jA sakatI hai para
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________________ satya, sampradAya aura paramparA 125 'pahale nahIM thA aura aba hai' kI koI mImAMsA nahIM ho sktii| ___isa manodazA ke kAraNa hI bahuta bAra apekSita parivartana karane meM bhI jaina AcArya sakucAte haiN| paramparA meM prANa ho, use badalanA buddhimattA nahIM hai, kintu niSprANa paramparA ko calAte rahanA bhI buddhimattA nahIM hai| Aja aneka jaina manISI isa sandeha-dazA ko pAla-poSa rahe haiM ki prastuta artha-paramparA saMgata nahIM hai, phira bhI ve use badalane meM isalie sakucAte haiM ki vaha bahuta lambe samaya se calatI A rahI hai| jo paramparA kAla kI lambI avadhi meM pala-pusa jAtI hai, saMskAra kI AMca meM paka jAtI hai, vaha zAzvata satya jaisI aparivartanIya ho jAtI hai| kintu satya kI mAMga bhinna hai| koI bhI kRta niyama ananta yA niravadhika nahIM hai| jo kRta hai vaha sAvadhika hai| niravadhika vahI hai jo akRta hai-svAbhAvika hai| deza, kAla aura paristhiti ke sandarbha se mukta koI paramparA nahIM hai| hama paryuSaNa (samvatsarI) para vicAra kreN| paryuSaNa DhAI hajAra varSa purAnI varSAkAlIna sthiti kA sUcaka hai| Aja usake sAtha aneka kalpanAeM jur3a gaI haiN| una kalpanAoM kA pariNAma yaha hai ki Aja vaha vivAdAspada hai| kisI paramparA meM usake lie caturthI kA dina mAnya hai to kisI meM paMcamI kA aura kisI meM caturdazI kaa| mAnya karane vAlI paramparAoM meM bhI koI paramparA udita tithi ke anusAra paMcamI ko paryuSaNa karatA hai to koI ghar3iyoM meM AyI tithi ke anusAra caturthI ko hI paryuSaNa kara letA hai| paryuSaNa kA mUla tattva kahIM raha gayA hai aura vaha kaba honA cAhie-yaha prazna mukhya bana gayA hai| isa prakAra na jAne aura bhI kitane prazna, jo gauNa the ve mukhya aura jo mukhya the ve gauNa bane hue haiN| ina praznoM kA samAdhAna paramparA ko satya se sambaddha karane para hI prApta ho sakatA hai| jo satya hameM kala taka nahIM milA vaha Aja mila sakatA hai aura jo Aja nahIM milA, vaha kala taka mila sakatA hai| satya kI zodha aura upalabdhi taba taka hotI rahegI jaba taka manuSya kA astitva rhegaa| upalabdha satya ke prati hama jitane AsthAvAn haiM, utane hI AsthAvAn anupalabdha satya ke prati raheM to hamArI aneka samasyAeM sulajha jaaeN| satya kI upalabdhi kA rAjapatha AdhyAtmika cetanA kA jAgaraNa hai| hamArI AdhyAtmika anubhUti jitanI tIvra hogI, utanI hI hamArI
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________________ 126 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti buddhi AgrahahIna hogii| Agraha se bar3hakara satya kA koI saghana AvaraNa nahIM hai| vaha AdhyAtmika bhAvanA se apariSkRta buddhi meM palatA hai| yadi hama cAhate haiM ki dharma-sampradAyoM meM ekatA ho, vaimanasya kA visarjana ho, to AdhyAtmika vikAsa kI prakriyAoM ko prAthamikatA deN| unakA vikAsa cAhe-anacAhe ekatA yA samanvaya kA vikAsa hai aura usakA hrAsa cAhe-anacAhe ekatA yA samanvaya kA hrAsa hai| 26. zAzvata satya aura yugIna satya jaba se manuSya kA bauddhika vikAsa huA hai taba se satya kI carcA calatI rahI hai| darzana kI bhUmikA para satya kI tIna dhArAeM haiM-zAzvatavAda, azAzvatavAda aura shaashvt-ashaashvtvaad| pahalI dhArA ke pratipAdaka kUTastha nityavAdI haiN| ve mAnate haiM-mUla tattva nitAnta zAzvata hai, usameM kahIM parivartana kA avakAza nahIM hai| dUsarI dhArA ke pratipAdaka kSaNikavAdI haiN| unake matAnusAra jo hai vaha saba pratikSaNa parivartita hotA hai| tIsarI dhArA ke pratipAdaka anekAntavAdI haiN| ve pratyeka tattva ko zAzvata aura azAzvata-ina donoM rUpoM meM svIkAra karate haiN| ___bhASA ke prayoga meM spaSTatA deza, kAla aura vyakti ke sandarbha meM hI AtI hai| unake binA pUrNa artha nahIM miltaa| 'maiM jAUMgA'-isameM artha kI pUrNa abhivyakti nahIM hai jaba taka yaha na kahUM ki maiM amuka gAMva jAUMgA, amuka samaya meM jaauuNgaa| _ 'amuka vyakti yahAM nahIM hai'-isa vAkya meM usakA astitva to hai para jisa kSetra meM hama use dekhanA cAhate haiM usa kSetra meM vaha nahIM hai, yaha dezakRta anityatA hai| 'abhI nahIM hai'-yaha kAlakRta anityatA hai| jo vastu deza aura kAla se abAdhita hotI hai, vaha zAzvata hai| zAzvata hara deza aura hara kAla meM upalabdha hotA hai| jitane tattva haiM ve saba zAzvata haiN| duniyA meM jitanA thA utanA hI hai aura utanA hI rhegaa| na eka paramANu ghaTatA hai aura na eka paramANu bar3hatA hai| mUla tattva zAzvata hai aura vistAra yugIna hai|
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________________ zAzvata satya aura yugIna satya 127 adhikAMza dhArmika apane niyamoM ko zAzvata mAnate haiM / ciMtana kie binA hara vastu ko zAzvata kahA jA sakatA hai para vastuvRtyA kyA koI vistAra zAzvata hotA hai? hama kahate haiM- dharma zAzvata hai / Akhira dharma svayaM meM kyA hai ? manuSya hara tathya ko bhASA ke mAdhyama se prastuta karatA hai / bhASA ke AdhAra para bane niyama aura paribhASA zAzvata kaise hogI, jabaki bhASA svayaM azAzvata hai ? zAzvata vaha hai jo svAbhAvika hai / dharma, jo AtmA kI sahaja pavitratA hai, vaha zAzvata hai| dharma kA pratipAdana karane ke lie jitanI paribhASAeM aura niyama bane haiM, ve zAzvata kaise ho sakate haiM? Aja taka dharma kI jo paribhASAeM banI haiM, unameM kyA koI zAzvata rahI hai? jo kRta hotA hai, vaha zAzvata nahIM hotaa| paribhASAeM manuSyakRta haiM, isalie ve zAzvata nahIM ho sktiiN| kahA jAtA hai- ahiMsA, satya Adi zAzvata haiM / prazna hai ahiMsA hai kyA? jahAM AkAra hotA hai, vahAM zAzvatatA samApta ho jAtI hai / ahiMsA AtmA kI sahajatA hai, vaha zAzvata ho sakatI hai / saMskAra sadA atIta kI ora le jAtA hai / sAmyavAdI, jo zAstra ko nahIM mAnate, ve bhI zAstra kI duhAI dete haiM / mahAn vicAraka mAo kahate haiM - rUsa saMzodhanavAdI ho gayA hai, kyoMki vaha lenina kI vicAradhArA se haTa gayA hai| eka ora ve zAstra ko asvIkAra karate haiM aura dUsarI ora usase cipake hue haiN| cIna ne sAmantazAhI paramparA ko badalA, kintu usa parivartana meM jo siddhAnta kAma meM liye gaye unheM zAzvata mAna liyA / I zaMkarAcArya ne zAstra - vAsanA ko kAma-vAsanA kI koTi meM rakhA hai manuSya meM zabdoM kI pakar3a adhika hotI hai / atIta, abhyasta aura prAcIna ke prati moha hotA hai / sadyaska ke prati utanA lagAva nahIM hotA, jitanA cirapurANa ke prati hotA hai / vaha vartamAna meM jItA hai para vartamAna kI apekSA atIta ko adhika dekhatA hai| isalie jo yuga - satya AtA hai use samajhane meM kaThinatA hotI hai / jo vastu apanA kArya kara cukI, usake prati hamArA sammAna ho sakatA hai, para usakI niyAmakatA kaise ho sakatI hai? jisakI upayogitA samApta ho gaI, usase cipake rahanA buddhimAnI nahIM hai| vikAsa unameM hotA hai, jo parivartana kI bAta socate haiN|
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________________ 128 maiM : merA mana merI zAnti azAzvata ko zAzvata mAna usameM parivartana nahIM karate ve rUr3ha banakara kucha khote hI haiN| 30. Agraha aura anAgraha vikAsa kA pahalA sUtra hai Agraha aura vikAsa kA pahalA sUtra hai anaagrh| anAgraha aura Agraha - donoM atyanta upAdeya haiN| apanI-apanI bhUmikA meM Agraha ke sthAna meM anAgraha aura anAgraha ke sthAna meM Agraha hone para vikAsa kA krama ruka jAtA hai 1 Agraha ke samarthana kA svara kaNa-kaNa meM mukharita hai| eka AdamI hindustAna kA nAgarika hai / yadi usake mana meM hindustAna kI surakSA ke prati Agraha nahIM hogA to kyA hindustAna kI prabhusattA surakSita raha jAegI? eka AdamI kI mAtRbhASA baMgAlI hai / yadi usake mana meM baMgalA bhASA ke prati Agraha nahIM hogA to kyA usakA vikAsa sambhava hogA? eka AdamI jAti se kSatriya hai / yadi usake mana meM kSatriya jAti ke prati Agraha nahIM hogA to kyA usa jAti kA bhaviSya bahuta ujjvala rahegA? eka AdamI jaina dharma kA anuyAyI hai| yadi usake mana meM jaina dharma ke prati Agraha nahIM hogA to kyA usa dharma kA astitva prabhAvazAlI banA rahegA ? koI bhI manuSya kisI eka ke prati AgrahI nahIM hogA to vaha kisI kA nahIM hogA / usakA koI deza, bhASA, jAti aura dharma nahIM hogA / vaha kisI deza, bhASA, jAti aura dharma kA hokara usakA bhalA nahIM kara skegaa| isa sacAI ke sandarbha meM Agraha kA honA atyanta anivArya hai| pAkistAna ke karNadhAra zrI jinnA ke mana meM pAkistAna ke nirmANa kA Agraha nahIM hotA to vizva ke mAnacitra para pAkistAna nAmaka rASTra kA astitva nahIM hotA / dakSiNa viyatanAma aura uttara viyatanAma kI lar3AI kevala vaicArika
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________________ Agraha ke AdhAra para calI hai 1 sAmyavAdI dala ke do guTa - dakSiNapaMthI aura vAmapaMthI, kevala vaicArika Agraha ke AdhAra para hue haiN| sArA vizvAsa lokataMtrI aura sAmyavAdI - ina do khemoM meM vibhakta hai / usakA hetu bhI vaicArika Agraha hai huA I Agraha ke ina vibhinna svaroM meM sAmaMjasya sthApita karanA aura unake aucitya - anaucitya kA nirNaya denA matabheda se mukta nahIM hai / prastuta prakaraNa meM vyAvahArika ghaTanAoM ko eka hI kasauTI se kasane kI manovRtti sarvAdhika hI hai Agraha aura anAgraha kI saiddhAntika sthApanA vivAda - bandha se unmukta ho sakatI hai / satya kI khoja ke lie hamArI buddhi meM anAgraha honA cAhie kintu upalabdha satya ke AcaraNa kA Agraha avazya honA cAhie / ' aisA hue binA hama satya ko jAna sakate haiM, pA nahIM sakate / yadi satya ke prati hamArA Agraha ho to hama samasyAoM kA pAra pA sakate haiN| 31. adhyAtma-bindu adhyAtma-1 -bindu 126 1. AkAza itanA hI nahIM hai AkAza asIma hai, isa satya se maiM paricita huuN| phira bhI maiM use bAMdhane kA prayatna karatA rahA huuN| maiMne AkAza ko bAMdhA hai, vaha merA ghara hai / mere ghara meM AkAza hai para AkAza itanA hI nahIM hai / vaha mere ghara se bAhara bhI hai / merA ghara mujhe Azraya detA hai, dhUpa se bacAtA hai, sardI-garmI se surakSA karatA hai, isalie maiM use apanA mAnatA hUM, usakI surakSA karatA huuN| kintu mujhe yaha mAnane kA koI adhikAra nahIM ki dUsare ke ghara meM AkAza nahIM hai / 1 dhArmika vaha hai jisameM satya kI jijJAsA hai / dhArmika vaha hai jo satya kI khoja karatA hai / dhArmika vaha hai jo satya kA AcaraNa karatA hai / jisameM satya kI jijJAsA nahIM hai kintu vaha dhArmika hai, isakA artha huA ki lau
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________________ 130 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti nahIM jalatI kintu dIpa prakAza kara rahA hai| jisameM satya ko khojane ke vRtti nahIM hai kintu vaha dhArmika hai, isakA artha huA ki mArga milA hI nahIM kintu nagara mila gyaa| jisameM satya kA AcaraNa nahIM hai kintu vaha dhArmika hai, isakA artha huA ki pAnI piyA hI nahIM kintu pyAsa bujha gii| 2. darzana hama dekheM aura soceN| jaba hama dekhate haiM taba soca nahIM pAte aura jaba hama socate haiM taba dekha nahIM paate| jaba hama nirvicAra hote haiM taba dekhane kI sthiti meM cale jAte haiM aura jaba hama dekhate haiM taba apane Apa nirvicAra ho jAte haiN| vicAra-saMyama kA svAbhAvika sUtra hai-dekhnaa| dekhane meM bhASA nahIM hotii| socane meM bhASA hotI hai| abhASA. eka hogI, bhASA bhinna hogii| gahare nirIkSaNa se ekAgratA sahaja hI sadha jAtI hai| hama dUra ko dekheM yA nikaTa ko, zarIra ke bhItara dekheM yA bAharI vastu ko, vaha saba hogA vrtmaan| atIta ko nahIM dekhA jA sakatA aura bhaviSya ko bhI nahIM dekhA jA sktaa| 3. dRSTi aura kRti . ___ Aja samUcA vizva samasyAoM se grasta hai| lagatA hai eka nATaka khelA jA rahA hai| usameM draSTA nIce daba gayA hai aura dRzya Upara A gayA hai| yaha suSupti kI dazA hai| manuSya jisa dina jAga uThegA, samasyA kI gAMTha khula jaaegii| dRzya kA astitva sanAtana hai| usakA lopa nahIM hogaa| usake vilopa kA prayatna nahIM karanA hai| hameM jo karanA hai vaha kevala draSTA aura dRzya ke sambandha kA pariSkAra hai| dRzya kI anubhUti meM draSTA apane astitva ko vismRta kara detA hai, yaha asvAbhAvika sambandha hai| yahI samasyAoM kA mUla hai| draSTA kI svAnubhUti se dRzya kI anubhUti saMpRkta hotI hai, yaha sambandha kI saMgati hai| draSTA aura dRzya kI visambandha-dazA meM manuSya jo dekhatA hai vaha karatA nahIM hai aura jo karatA hai vaha dekhatA nahIM hai| vaha mAyAvI dazA hai| usameM dekhanA aura karanA alaga-alaga ho jAte haiN| draSTA aura dRzya kI susambandha-dazA meM manuSya jo dekhatA hai, vahI karatA hai aura jo karatA hai
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________________ adhyAtma-bindu 131 vahI dekhatA hai| yaha RjudazA hai| isameM dekhanA aura karanA alaga-alaga nahIM hote| 4. vyaktivAda sUrya! tuma mujhe priya nahIM ho| ___ tuma prakAzAtmA ho| sArA bhUmaNDala tumhAre prakAza se prakAzita ho uThatA hai| aMdhakAra vilIna ho jAtA hai| ___ tuma jAgRtAtmA ho| tumhAre Ane para soe AdamI jAga uThate haiN| nIMda vilIna ho jAtI hai| . tuma abhayAtmA ho| tumhAre Ane para gharoM ke dvAra khula jAte haiN| bhaya vilIna ho jAtA hai| tuma gati ke preraka ho| tumhAre Ane para AkAza pakSiyoM se bhara jAtA hai aura patha manuSyoM se| niSkriyatA sakriyatA meM badala jAtI hai| phira bhI tuma mujhe priya nahIM ho aura isalie nahIM ho ki tuma sAre grahoM para AvaraNa DAla akele camakanA cAhate ho| samUce samAja para AvaraNa DAlane vAlA kyA koI priya ho sakatA hai? / sUrya akelA camakanA cAhatA hai, zAyada vaha krUra ho| koI bhI vyakti krUra hue binA samAja kA sarvasva akelA baToranA nahIM caahtaa| isalie vyakti meM ahiMsA aura aparigraha kA anubandha hai| jisa vyakti meM ahiMsA kA bhAva nahIM hotA-samAnatA kA manobhAva nahIM hotA, vaha saMgraha se vimukha nahIM ho sktaa| saMgraha kI preraNA hiMsA hai, viSamatA hai| 5. apUrNatA kA Ananda yadi vyakti pUrNa ho jAe to phira puruSArtha ke lie avakAza kahAM rahegA? Aga ke lie IMdhana Avazyaka hai| yadi manuSya ko bhUkha na lage to vaha nikammA hokara par3A rhegaa| use bhUkha lagatI hai, isalie vaha jAgatA hai| majadUra kAma para jAne ke lie jaldI uThatA hai| adhyApaka par3hAne ke lie kaoNleja jAne kI jaldI meM hai| kisAna subaha kheta meM jAtA hai| yadi vyakti pUrNa ho jAe to saba niThalle ho jaaeNge| puruSArtha kA AdhAra hai apuurnntaa| Ananda apUrNa rahane meM hI hai, pUrNatA meM nhiiN| pUrNa
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________________ 132 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti bhagavAn ko rahane do, vyakti ke lie apUrNatA hI acchI hai| yadi apUrNatA nahIM hotI to samudAya nahIM bntaa| paNDAla eka khaMbhe se khar3A ho jAtA to itane khaMbhoM kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotii| yadi manuSya eka paira se calatA to dUsare paira kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotii| dUsare kI AvazyakatA hai, yahI sApekSatA hai| apUrNatA ke sAtha sApekSatA jur3I huI hai| Azcarya hai ki vyakti apUrNa hote hue bhI nirapekSa bhAva se socatA hai| apanI koThI dasa lAkha kI banAtA hai| koThI ke bAhara par3osa meM gandI nAlI bahatI hai, usakI use cintA nahIM hai| kyA vaha usakI gandI havA se baca sakatA hai? ___ Ajakala koThI meM rahane vAle banda khir3akI meM rahate haiM, kyoMki prakAza bijalI se aura havA paMkhe se mila jAtI hai| ve janatA ke sAtha samparka nahIM rkhte| Aja vyakti itanA vyaktivAdI bana gayA hai ki vaha samparka-sUtra ko kATa rahA hai| kintu jo prakRti se apUrNa hai, vaha jagat se samparka vicchinna kara kyA jI sakatA hai? 6. samparka sUtra hamArI cetanA ke do rUpa haiM-vyakta cetanA aura avyakta cetnaa| manovijJAna mana ko tIna bhAgoM meM vibhakta karatA hai-avacetana mana, ardhacetana mana aura cetana mn| avyakta cetanA jagamagAtA saurapiNDa hai, prakAzarAzi hai| kala maiMne dekhA, nadI kA pUra A rahA thaa| pAsa meM nAle the| nAloM meM pAnI utanA hI thA jitanA ki avakAza thaa| pAnI ke pravAha aura bijalI ke pravAha kI samAna gati hai| hamAre pAsa cetanA ko vyakta karane ke chaha sAdhana haiM-pAMca indriyAM aura eka mn| ye chaha samparka-sUtra haiN| ye bAhya jagat se samparka karAne meM paTu haiN| maiM dekhatA hUM to sArA jagat mere lie dRzya bana jAtA hai| maiM bolatA hUM to maiM vaktA aura Apa zrotA bana jAte haiN| inake mAdhyama se bAhya jagat ke sAtha mere antara mana kA sambandha jur3atA hai|
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________________ adhyAtma-bindu 133 7. vijJAna aura adhyAtma manuSya kA svabhAva hai ki vaha ajJAta ko jJAta karanA cAhatA hai| isIlie usameM satya-zodha kI vRtti kA vikAsa huA hai| akhaNDa satya meM adhyAtma aura vijJAna donoM samAviSTa ho jAte haiN| jaba se manuSya ne jAnA hai, taba se usane prayoga bhI kie haiN| prAyogika jJAna hI vijJAna hai| mAnyatA kA jJAna vijJAna nahIM hai| tarkazAstra meM use vikalpa kahA jAtA hai| vijJAna bhI tathya ko pahale pUrva-mAnyatA ke rUpa meM svIkAra karatA hai, phira prayoga ke dvArA use siddha karatA hai| jo prayoga dvArA pramANita nahIM hotA, vaha asatya siddha ho jAtA hai| vaijJAnika bodha vizleSa aura saMzleSa kI prakriyA tathA usake labdha pariNAma se hotA hai| adhyAtma kA bodha pratyakSAnubhUti se prApta hotA hai| yahI ina donoM meM antara hai| 8 anazana anazana AtmahatyA hai-ise maiMne pakar3A hai para yaha nahIM pakar3a sakA, Atma kyA hai? maiMne deha ko hI Atma mAna rakhA hai isalie maiM deha-pAta ko hI AtmahatyA mAna baiThA huuN| kyA caitanya kA pradIpa Atma nahIM hai? kyA darzana kA vAtAyana Atma nahIM hai? kyA pavitratA kA prakoSTha Atma nahIM hai? deha kA bhAravahana isalie hai ki caitanya kA pradIpa jalatA rahe, darzana kA vAtAyana khulA rahe aura pavitratA kA prakoSTha bharA rhe| yadi aisA na ho, pradIpa ke bujhane, vAtAyana ke banda hone aura prakoSTha ke khAlI hone kI sthiti prApta ho to deha ke bhAravahana kI maryAdA apane Apa TUTa jAtI hai| yaha AtmahatyA nahIM hai, kintu Atma-saMyama hai| yahI hai anazana arthAt jisake lie deha hai usI kI surakSA ke lie deha kA visrjn|
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________________ mAnasika zAnti ke solaha sUtra [1666 meM dillI meM 21 divasIya aNuvrata-zivira kI samAyojanA huii| usa zivira meM aneka bhAI-bahana sammilita the| nagara ke bhI aneka vyakti Ate-jAte rahate the| zrI jainendra kumAra usameM sahabhukta the| dAdA dharmAdhikArI eka saptAha taka vahAM rahe the| prAtaHkAlIna do ghaMTe kA samaya carcAgoSThI ke lie sunizcita thaa| usameM aneka sAdhanA-buddhi-caitasika vyakti bhAga lete the| usa carcAgoSThI meM jo vicAra prastuta kie ve ina agrima pRSThoM meM prakRta haiN|
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________________ vyaktigata sAdhanA ke ATha sUtra 1. udara-zuddhi sukhI aura svastha jIvana kA mAdhyama udara hai| jitane roga hote haiM, ve prAyaH udara-vikRti ke kAraNa hI hote haiN| Arogya kI jar3a udara hai| udara kI zuddhi kA saMbaMdha tIna se hai| ve haiM-AhAra, nihAra aura vihaar| AhAra adhikAMza loga aniyamita AhAra karate haiM, kabhI kama karate haiM to kabhI adhik| kabhI viruddha bhojana karate haiM to kabhI asNtulit| zarIrazAstriyoM kI dRSTi se bhojana na ati mAtrA meM honA cAhie aura na hIna-mAtrA meN| kama khAnA bhI malotsarga meM rukAvaTa paidA karatA hai| atimAtra AhAra karanA to hara dRSTi se doSapUrNa hai| bhojana AmAzaya meM jAtA hai| AmAzaya apanI zakti ke anusAra hI usakA ghola banAtA hai| adhika mAtrA hone se kucha ghola kaccA raha jAtA hai jise Ama kahate haiN| Ama kA saMcaya hone se udarazUla, gaisa, siradarda Adi kaI roga utpanna ho jAte haiN| adhyazana AhAra kA eka doSa hai| pahale khAyA huA pacA nahIM, usI bIca aura khAnA adhyazana hai| sambhava ho to pAMca ghaMTe yA kama-se-kama tIna ghaMTe pahale dUsarI bAra anna na khAyA jaae| yaha sAmAnya maryAdA rahI hai| kucha halke bhojana jaldI paca jAte haiM, para anna tIna ghaMTe se pahale nahIM pctaa| pacane se pUrva khAne se ghola kaccA hI raha jAtA hai| prAcInakAla meM bhojana do bAra kiyA jAtA thA, kabhI-kabhI tIna bAra bhii| kintu Ajakala isa siddhAMta meM parivartana A gayA hai| kaI DaoNkTara
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________________ 138 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti thor3A-thor3A bAra-bAra khAne ko kahate haiN| unakA Azaya saMbhavataH halke bhojana se hai| alasara jaise roga meM bAra-bAra khAyA jAtA hai| bhasma roga meM saba kucha svAhA ho jAtA hai| alasara aura bhasma bar3e roga haiN| tIvra doSa meM choTe doSa samA jAte haiN| ___bhojana kA RtuoM se bhI sambandha hai| varSAkAla meM agni manda hotI hai, isalie tapasyA isa Rtu meM adhika sugamatA se hotI hai| zItakAla kI apekSA grISma Rtu meM agni manda rahatI hai| donoM RtuoM meM bhojana kA bhI antara rahatA hai| lUMsakara khAne vAle bauddhika zrama nahIM kara paate| halkA bhojana karane vAle adhika svasthatA se vaha kara sakate haiN| rakta kA saMcAra AnupAtika hone se usameM bAdhA nahIM pdd'tii| cintana-manana karane meM rakta kA daura mastiSka kI ora hone lagatA hai, isalie AMtoM ko vaha kama mAtrA meM mila pAtA hai| jyAdA khAne se rakta kA saMcAra udara kI ora jyAdA hotA hai, isalie mastiSka ko vaha kama mAtrA meM mila pAtA hai| dimAga ko zakti na milane se kuMThA A jAtI hai| zakti-vyaya ke AdhAra para hI bhojana kI mAtrA nizcita hotI hai| isalie zArIrika zrama aura bauddhika zrama meM bhojana kI mAtrA aura prakAra kA antara hotA hai| bAra-bAra cAya pInA bhI svAsthya ke lie lAbhaprada nahIM hai| isase sphUrti mila sakatI hai para bala, buddhi aura vIrya ke lie yaha anukUla nahIM hai| nihAra AhAra se adhika mahattva nihAra kA hai| ThIka khAne kA mahattva to hai para usase adhika mahattva hai ThIka samaya para utsarga kaa|| - utsarga ke prati kama dhyAna diyA jAtA hai| utsarga kriyA ThIka na hone se apAna vAyu dUSita hotI hai| usase mAnasika prasannatA nahIM rhtii| gudA cakra kA mAnasika prasannatA ke sAtha gaharA sambandha hai| samAnyataH AhAra ke asAra bhAga kA caubIsa ghaMTe bAda utsarga hotA hai aura tIna dina kI avadhi meM to ho hI jAtA hai| isa avadhi ke bAda bhI yadi mala AMtoM meM rahatA hai to usase Alasya, jar3atA aura buddhi-mandatA hotI hai| samAnyataH dina kI avadhi rahatA hai|
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________________ udara-zuddhi 136 bar3I AMteM spaMdana ke dvArA mala kA visarjana karatI haiN| tIna kAraNoM se usakI gati meM mandatA A jAtI hai-(ka) avasthA, (kha) vega-nirodha, (ga) atibhojn| avasthA-jyoM-jyoM avasthA bar3hatI hai, AMtoM meM zlathatA AtI jAtI hai| avasthA-vRddhi ke sAtha kSINa hone vAlA antra-zakti kA spandana yoga mudrA se punaH puSTa ho jAtA hai| vega nirodha-samaya para utsarga na karane se AMteM saMketa denA chor3a detI haiN| vivazatA kI paristhiti yA pramAda ke kAraNa kaI loga mala ke vega ko roka lete hai| AMta ke saMketa kI bAra-bAra upekSA karane ke kAraNa vaha saMketa denA banda kara detI hai| kaI loga bar3e garva ke sAtha kahate haiM-hameM do-do, tIna-tIna dina taka malotsarga kI AvazyakatA kA hI anubhava nahIM hotaa| para ve bhUla jAte haiM ki AMta ke saMketoM kI upekSA kara ve usa anubhUti ko kho baiThe haiN| ___ atibhojana-atibhojana se AMta zlatha ho jAtI hai| vaha mala ko Age nahIM Dhakela paatii| isa prakAra koSTha-baddhatA ho jAtI hai| usase ciMtana meM kaMThA AtI hai| prasannatA ke lie anivArya hai ki mala-saMcaya na ho| do dina taka khAnA na khAyA jAe to bhI AMtoM ko pacAne ke lie zeSa raha jAtA hai| para mala kA utsarga na ho to eka dina meM becainI ho jAtI hai| antra meM mala bharA rahane se apAnavAyu kA dvAra ruddha ho jAtA hai| phira vaha Upara jAtI hai aura hRdaya ko dhakkA lagAtI hai| jise hama sAmAnyatayA hRdaya-roga samajhate haiM vaha bahuta bAra yahI hotA hai| __apane zarIra ke tApamAna se adhika ThaNDA aura adhika garma bhojana bhI hAniprada hotA hai| usase AMta aura dAMta donoM vikRta hote haiN| bhojana kA sambandha AvazyakatA-pUrti se hai aura usakA sambandha jaba svAda se ho jAtA hai taba maryAdA kA atikramaNa aura viparyaya hone lagatA hai| vihAra vihAra kA artha hai-niyamita uThane-baiThane, sone-jAgane kI cryaa| jisa prakAra eka sAtha bahuta jyAdA khA lenA hAnikara hai usI prakAra eka sAtha bahuta baiThe rahanA bhI svAsthya ke lie bahuta hAnikara hai| isase agni manda
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________________ 140 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti ho jAtI hai isalie isa ora sajaga rahane vAle loga hara Der3ha-do ghaMTe ke bAda uThakara idhara-udhara ghUma lete haiN| bahuta baiThe rahanA roga kA bahuta bar3A kAraNa hai, para isakA yaha matalaba bhI nahIM ki dina bhara ghUmate rahanA yA khar3e rahanA svAsthya ke lie ThIka hai| isase bhI adhika zakti kSINa hotI hai| vastutaH hara kriyA meM santulana honA bahuta Avazyaka hai| jo loga Asana nahIM karate yA ghUmate nahIM ve loga svAsthya ke sAtha bahuta anyAya karate haiN| Asana yA ghUmane kA artha hai-AMtoM meM harakata paidA krnaa| yoga mudrA bhI isakA acchA sAdhana hai| vaha kisI bhI prakAra se ho para yadi vaha nahIM hotI hai to usase zarIra meM vikAra paidA ho jAte haiN| usase rakta gAr3hA ho jAtA hai tathA gaThiyA Adi bhayaMkara vyAdhiyAM manuSya ko ghera letI haiN| sonA svAsthya ke lie bahuta lAbhaprada hai| dIrgha jIvana kA yaha svarNa-sUtra hai| carcila ne dIrgha Ayu prApta kI, isakA sabase bar3A rahasya yahI thaa| ve adhikatara leTe-leTe hI dUsaroM ko DikTezana Adi diyA karate the| prazna hai, kyA leTe-leTe par3hanA acchA hai? nahIM, leTe-leTe par3hanA AMkhoM ke lie bahuta khataranAka hai| leTe rahane kI ati bhI acchI nahIM hai| acchAI ucita mAtrA meM hai, kriyA meM nhiiN|| . eka vyakti ne mujhe batAyA ki sote samaya UMcA upadAna rakhane se rakta-saMcAra meM bAdhA AtI hai; kyoMki hamAre zarIra meM sira eka aisA bhAga hai jahAM rakta-saMcAra kama hotA hai; usa para bhI yadi UMcA takiyA de diyA jAtA hai to rakta ko vahAM pahuMcane meM aura bhI adhika bAdhA pahuMcatI hai| mujhe lagA ki yaha bAta tathya se khAlI nahIM hai| kucha loga takie ke binA sulAkara cikitsA kiyA karate haiN| prazna-kucha loga nIMda lene ke lie bahuta dera taka leTe-leTe par3hate rahate haiN| isase AMkhoM ke snAyuoM para tanAva AtA hai aura nIMda jaldI A jAtI hai| kyA yaha tarIkA ThIka hai? uttara-mujhe isakA anubhava hI nahIM, taba maiM kaise kahUM ki yaha ThIka hai yA nhiiN| hAM, maiM kaha sakatA hUM ki AMkhoM tathA zarIra ko tanAva se mukta karanA-kAyotsarga karanA ThIka hai| nIMda kI cintA karanA nIMda se dUra bhAganA hai| kAyotsarga karie, jo honA hai vaha apane Apa hogaa|
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________________ indriya-zuddhi 141 nIMda svAsthya ke lie bahuta Avazyaka tattva hai| kyoMki hara pravRtti ke sAtha hamAre zarIra meM viSa paidA hotA hai| kucha zarIrazAstriyoM ne isa sambandha meM bahuta anveSaNa kie haiN| unhoMne kaI prakAra ke viSoM kA patA bhI lagAyA hai| nIMda ke dvArA hama una viSoM ko bAhara pheMkate haiM aura zarIra kI kSatipUrti bhI karate haiN| nIMda kama AtI hai, usase koSTha-baddhatA ho jAtI hai aura svAsthya kA saMtulana bigar3a jAtA hai| ___maiM prAsaMgika carcAoM se mukta hokara aba phira usI mUla viSaya kA sparza kara rahA huuN| zarIra aura mana kA gaharA sambandha hai| zarIra kA mana para aura mana kA zarIra para asara hotA hai| zarIra kI svasthatA kA kendra udara hai, ataH udara-zuddhi ke sandarbha ko chor3akara isa mAnasika zAnti kI bAta soceM to vaha socanA pRSThabhUmi se zUnya hogaa| 2. indriya-zuddhi aneka logoM kI zikAyata hai ki unakA Atma-nizcaya TikatA nhiiN| vaha bAra-bAra skhalita ho jAtA hai| aisA kyoM hotA hai, isa para hameM socanA hai| Atma-nizcaya se skhalita hone ke kAraNoM kI mImAMsA meM AcArya zubhacandra ne likhA hai : 'aniruddhAkSasantAnAH, ajitograparISahAH / atyaktacittacApalyAH, praskhalantyAtmanizcaye // ' jina vyaktiyoM ne indriyoM ke pravRtti-krama kA nirodha nahIM kiyA yA indriyoM ko AtmalIna nahIM kiyA, jinhoMne kaSTa-sahana kA abhyAsa nahIM kiyA aura jinhoMne citta kI caMcalatA se chuTTI nahIM pAyI, ve loga apane nizcaya se skhalita ho jAte haiN| ___Aja hameM pahale kAraNa para cintana karanA hai| indriyoM ke pravRtti-krama kA nirodha yA unakI lInatA kaise ho? zarIra-racanA kI dRSTi se manuSya paMcendriya-sparzana, rasana, ghrANa, cakSu, zrotra-yukta hai aura upayoga kI dRSTi se vaha ekendriya hai-eka samaya meM eka indriya kA hI
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________________ 142 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti saMvedana hotA hai| indriyAM do prakAra kI haiM-jJAnAtmaka aura sNvednaatmk| zrotra aura cakSu-do indriyAM saMvedanAtmaka nahIM haiM, kevala jJAnAtmaka haiN| zeSa tIna indriyAM saMvedanAtmaka haiN| Ama mIThA hai aura nIMbU khaTTA hai-yaha jJAna hai| isakI anubhUti khAne se hotI hai| saMvedanA sAkSAt sambandha ke binA nahIM hotii| jJAnAtmaka indriyAM apane viSayoM ko dUra se jAna letI haiN| saMvedanAtmaka indriyoM ko apane viSaya se sAkSAt sambandha karanA hotA indriyAM apane Apa meM acchI yA burI nahIM haiN| ve mana ke saMyoga se acchI yA burI banatI haiN| indriyAM vartamAna kA jJAna karatI haiM aura mana trikAla kA jJAna karatA hai| mana AMkha se saMbaddha na ho, usa samaya AMkha khulI hone para bhI anubhUti nahIM hotii| indriyoM meM sArA prakAza mana dvArA Aropita hotA hai| indriyoM kI zuddhi manaHzuddhi se svataH prApta hotI hai| prAcIna sAhitya meM indriyoM ke damana kA ullekha milatA hai| Ajakala damana zabda apriya lagatA hai, kyoMki damana kA artha atyAcAra samajhA jAtA hai| damana zabda ke artha kA apakarSa ho gayA hai, isalie aisA lagatA hai| zamana zabda kA prayoga priya hai; jabaki damana aura zamana meM koI antara nahIM hai| saMskRta meM 'zamu damu ca upazame' dhAtu hai| dama kA vahI artha hai, jo zama dhAtu kA hai| dUdha uphanatA hai taba pAnI ke chIMTe DAlakara usakA zamana kiyA jAtA hai| vaise hI indriyoM ke vega kA zamana yA damana kiyA jAtA hai| damana kA artha balAtkAra yA atyAcAra nahIM hai| indriyoM kI gati bahirmukhI hai| unheM bAhara se lauTAkara apane-apane golaka meM sthApita karanA damana hai| unheM kaSTa dene aura prayoga se rokane kI bAta AtmavimukhatA kI bAta hai| jahAM kaSTa-lInatA hai, vahAM dharma kaise hogA? dharma AnandAnubhUti hai| vaha Atma-lInatA meM ho sakatA hai| jainendra-kyA muni-jIvana meM kaSTa-lInatA nahIM hai| munizrI-maiM samajhatA hUM nahIM hai| jainendra-kyA koI kaSTa nahIM AtA?
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________________ indriya- zuddhi 143 munizrI - AtA hai, para kaSTa kA A par3anA eka bAta hai aura kaSTa kI lInatA dUsarI bAta hai / bhagavAn mahAvIra ke sAdhanA kAla meM aneka kaSTa upasthita hue| ve kaSTalIna hote to unheM kabhI nahIM jhela pAte / kintu veM Atma-lIna the, isalie unheM jhela ske| zalya-cikitsA ke samaya rogI kI sparza - saMvedanA mUrcchita kara dI gii| peTa cIrA gyaa| koI manuSya sAmane khar3A hai / vaha rogI ke kaSTa kI kalpanA kara kAMpa uThatA hai / para jo rogI hai, use koI kaSTa nahIM hai / usakI kaSTAnubhUti kA mAdhyama zUnya kara diyA gayA hai| isa sthiti meM kaSTa kI pratIti rogI meM nahIM, kintu draSTA meM hotI hai / isI prakAra mahAvIra ne jo kaSTa jhele, unakI bhayaMkaratA kI pratIti mahAvIra ko nahIM kintu draSTA ko huI / kaSTa kI sthiti ko sAtmya karane para hI to kaSTa hogA, anyathA kaise hogA? jainendra- yadi Atma- lInatA mUrcchA jaisI sthiti hai to vaha mujhe priya nahIM ho sktii| usameM caitanya kA puruSArtha nahIM hai, aura jahAM caitanya kA puruSArtha nahIM hai, vahAM adhyAtma nahIM ho sakatA, aisA maiM mAnatA hUM / munizrI - maiM Atma-lIna ko caitanya kI mUrcchA nahIM batA rahA huuN| maiM yaha batA rahA hUM ki Atma- lInatA ghanIbhUta ho jAtI hai, taba caitanya itanA parAkramI banatA hai ki bAhya ke prati zUnyatA apane Apa A jAtI hai / jainendra- kucha loga mAdaka dravya ke prayoga ko sAdhanA kA aMga mAnate haiM, ve kyoM galata haiM ? munizrI - ve isalie galata haiM ki mAdaka dravyoM ke sevana se cetanA mUrcchita ho jAtI hai| jainendra- cetanA kI mUrcchA Apako pasanda nahIM hai? munizrI nahIM, kataI nhiiN| jainendra-taba phira calie / munizrI - merI samajha meM bAhya saMvedanA ko zUnya kara caitanya ko parAkrama-vimukha banAne kI sthiti Atma - lInatA nahIM hai| Atma- lInatA vaha sthiti hai, jahAM caitanya ke parAkrama ke sAmane bAhya sthiti akiMcitkara bana jAtI hai| zarIra, indriya aura mana AtmA ke virodhI nahIM haiM / ve acetana haiM
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________________ 144 maiM merA mana : merI zAnti : aura AtmA cetana hai / donoM kA apanA-apanA astitva hai| donoM apane - apane guNa meM sthita haiN| donoM ko virodhI mAnanA hamArI bhrAnta dhAraNA hogii| indriyAM bAhara kI ora daur3atI haiM, taba kAmanA jAgatI hai / kAmanA jAgatI hai, taba manuSya unheM zatru mAna baiThatA hai / hama soceM, ve bAhara kI ora kyoM daur3atI haiM? isIlie ki hamArA AtmA ke prati gAr3ha anurAga nahIM hai| hamArA anurAga bAhara kI ora hai / baccA koI vastu khAnA cAhatA hai, zarIra usakA svastha nahIM hai, isalie DaoNkTara yA mAtA-pitA bacce ko bAra-bAra rokate haiN| bacce meM khAne ke prati Asakti nahIM hotI to DaoNkTara yA mAtA-pitA use niSedha nahIM krte| usake mana meM khAne kI tIvra bhAvanA hai, isalie niSedha kiyA jAtA hai / jaise DaoNkTara kA niSedha bacce kI Asakti se jur3A huA hai, vaise hI saMyama vyakti kI Asakti se jur3A huA hai / baccA ajJAnI hotA hai| isalie vaha dUsaroM dvArA niSiddha hotA hai, kintu jJAnI manuSya apanI Asakti kA svayaM niSedha karatA hai / yahI saMyama hai / jainendra-kyA saMyama nitAnta nirapekSa hai ? munizrI - nirapekSa nahIM, kintu sApekSa hai| jainendra-saMyama kI apekSA kyA hai? I munizrI - jaba taka Asakti hai, taba taka saMyama apekSita hai / jaise hI Asakti kSINa huI, vaise hI saMyama kRtakArya ho calA / nirapekSa mUlya apane astitva kA hai| zeSa vahI bacatA hai / saMyama bandhana nahIM hai / vaha mukti hai aura vaha mukti, jisakA utsa anurAga hai / 'anurAgAd virAgaH ' - yaha saMyama kA siddhAMta hai| jisake prati anurAga hogA, usake pratipakSa meM virAga apane Apa ho jAegA / AtmA ke prati anurAga, bAhya ke prati virAga aura bAhya ke prati anurAga, AtmA ke prati virAga / bAhya ke prati virAga yAnI saMyama / AtmA ke prati virAga yAnI asaMyama / anurAga kI ora se koI niyaMtraNa nahIM AtA, vaha virAga kI ora se AtA hai| jaise adhyAtma kA puruSArtha prabala hotA hai, vaise sayaMma bar3hatA hai, niyama kama hote haiN| jaise adhyAtma kA puruSArtha kSINa hotA hai, vaise saMyama ghaTatA hai, niyama bar3hate haiM / saMyama aura niyama kI dUrI AcArAMga sUtra kI bhASA meM isa prakAra
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________________ indriya-zuddhi 145 vyakta huI hai-neva se aMte neva se dUre-jisane niyama le liyA para vAsanA nahIM chUTI, vaha na to dUra hai aura na njdiik| bAharI maryAdA meM baMdhA hone ke kAraNa vaha karane kI sthiti meM nahIM hai aura AkAMkSA se mukta nahIM hone ke kAraNa 'nahIM karane' kI avasthA ko bhI prApta nahIM hai, isalie vaha viSaya se na to dUra hai aura na njdiik| dharma ke do rUpa haiM-svIkRta aura aatmodbhuut| dharma AtmA se udbhUta hotA hai| kueM kA pAnI svIkRta nahIM hai aura varSA kA pAnI svIkRta hai| dharma kA prabhAva sahaja hai| niyama taTa bana sakate haiM, kintu pravAha nahIM bana skte| prazna-vairAgya se tyAga hotA hai yA tyAga se vairAgya AtA hai? saMyama se niyama hotA hai yA niyama se saMyama AtA hai? tyAga se vairAgya aura niyama se saMyama AtA hai, yaha kahane meM mujhe kaThinAI kA anubhava ho rahA hai| vairAgya aura saMyama kA mUla anurAga hai, yaha maiM pahale kaha cukA huuN| eka ke prati gAr3ha anurAga, dUsare ke prati viraag| Atma ke prati anurAga, anAtma ke prati virAga, dharma ke prati anurAga adharma ke prati viraag| vairAgya hara vyakti ko ho sakatA hai aura hara vastu se ho sakatA hai| anurAga se virAga-isI siddhAMta kA prayoga indri-zuddhi kI sAdhanA meM kiyA jA sakatA hai| indriya-zuddhi kI samasyA dRzya jagat zabda, rUpa, rasa, gandha aura sparzAtmaka hai| isake sAtha hamArA sambandha indriyoM ke mAdhyama se hotA hai| dRzya jagat ke sAtha mana kA pratyakSa saMbaMdha nahIM hai| usakA sambandha indriyoM ke mAdhyama se hI sthApita hotA hai| zabda, rUpa, rasa, gandha aura sparza kA indriyoM ke sAtha sambandha hotA hai, use rokA nahIM jA sktaa| rokA jA sakatA hai unake prati hone vAlA anuraag| uttarAdhyayana meM eka prasaMga hai-ziSya AcArya se pUchatA hai-'bhante! dharma ke prati zraddhA (ghanIbhUta anurAga) hone se kyA prApta hotA hai?' 'AcArya kahate haiM- 'dharma ke prati zraddhA hone se sukha-iMdriya-viSayoM ke prati virAga hotA hai|' yaha vahI siddhAnta hai-dharma ke prati anurAga aura bAhya ke prati viraag| saMyama kI dhvani bhI yahI hai| saMyama 'yamu
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________________ 146 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti uparame' dhAtu se banA hai / hamArI lInatA vastu ke prati jA rahI thI, vaha lauTakara apane meM A gaI, yahI saMyama hai / saMyama meM indriyoM ke dvAra banda nahIM hote parantu andara ke dvAra khula jAte haiN| padArtha ke sAtha hamArA virodha nahIM hai / indriyAM aura viSaya na hamAre zatru haiM aura na mitra / ve apane Apa meM jaise haiM, vaise haiM / 1 1 1 jayAcArya ne 'sAdhaka-bAdhaka' nAmaka grantha meM likhA hai - pravRtti sAdhaka bhI hai aura bAdhaka bhI hai| jaba pravRtti Asakti ke srota se pravAhita hotI hai to vaha siddhi meM bAdhaka bana jAtI hai / jaba anAsakti ke srota se pravAhita hotI hai to vaha sAdhaka bana jAtI hai / mana kA zarIra ke prati jo virodha-bhAva hai, vaha hamArI durbalatA ke kAraNa hai / donoM kA svarUpa bhinna-bhinna hai / jo donoM ke svarUpa meM aikya mAna rakhA hai, use bhinna-bhinna karanA hai isIlie saMkalpa karate haiM ki 'maiM zarIra se bhinna hUM' / AtmA meM Ananda ananta hai / zarIra ko kaSTa dene meM vaha nahIM hai / yaha bhASA bana gaI hai ki zarIra ko jitanA kaSTa doge utanA hI dharma hogA / maiM Apase pUchanA cAhatA hUM, dharma kA sambandha kaSTa se hai yA AtmAnubhUti se ? yadi AtmAnubhUti se hai, to kaSTa ho yA na ho, dharma hogA / yadi AtmAnubhUti se nahIM hai - caitanya kA puruSArtha nahIM hai to kaSTa ho yA na ho, dharma nahIM hogA / eka vyakti eka mAsa kI tapasyA karatA hai aura pAraNa meM kuza ke agra bhAga para Tike utanA khAtA hai / phira mAsa kI tapasyA karatA hai / aise tapasvI kI AtmA yadi Rju nahIM hai to vaha ananta janma-maraNa taka saMsAra-bhramaNa karatA rahatA hai, mukta nahIM hotaa| yadi kAyA ko kaSTa dene mAtrA se mukti hotI to kabhI ho jAtI / sahajabhAva se sAdhanA cale, usameM yadi kaSTa AeM to unheM sahana kreN| isase AdhyAtmikatA prajvalita hogI / indriyoM ko kaSTa denA hamArA lakSya nahIM / hamArA lakSya hai, unheM anAsakti ke srota se pravAhita karanA / yaha pratisaMlInatA yA pratyAhAra kA siddhAnta hai / isake upayoga se indriyoM kI gati bahirmukhI kama aura antarmukhI adhika ho jAtI hai / phalataH unakI grahaNa - zakti kI maryAdA badala jAtI hai - Avazyaka aMza gRhIta hotA hai, anAvazyaka aMza parihata ho jAtA hai / isa prakAra avyartha aura vyartha ke bIca eka spaSTa rekhA khiMca jAtI hai / jainendra- isa AtmalInatA meM mujhe bahuta khatarA dikhAI detA hai / yaha
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________________ prANApAna-zuddhi 147 sva-rati kA bhAva Age cala svArtha meM badala jAtA hai| svArtha kI preraNA meM mujhe koI rasa nahIM hai| __ munizrI-Apa sva-rati kA jisa artha meM prayoga kara rahe haiM, vaha AtmalInatA se bhinna hai| AtmalInatA se paramArtha kI preraNA prabala hotI hai| svArtha moha kA rUpAntara hai jabaki AtmalInatA moha kA visrjn| Asakti kA srota kaSAya hai| kaSAya arthAt krodha, mAna, mAyA aura lobha / kaSAya kA tyAga nahIM hotaa| vyavahAra kI bhASA meM kahate haiM krodha kA tyAga kara diyaa| agni para rAkha DAlane se vaha DhaMka jAtI hai para vaha bujha nahIM jaatii| krodha kA tyAga nahIM hotA, vaha tyakta hotA hai| caitanya ubuddha hone se krodha kI kSamatA nahIM rhtii| tyAga kI bhASA saMkalpa kI bhASA hai aura tyakta kI bhASA saMkalpa-siddhi kI bhASA hai| saMkalpa kI bhASA antara kI bhAvanA kA sparza karatI hai para tAdAtmya sthApita nahIM kara sktii| yadi bhASA aura artha meM tAdAtmya hotA to. 'maiM ahiMsaka hUM'-itanA kahane mAtra se hara koI ahiMsaka bana jaataa| zabda ke uccAraNa mAtra se artha kI upalabdhi nahIM hotii| yadi hotI to laDDU kA nAma lene mAtra se peTa bhara jaataa| kintu aisA hotA nahIM hai| saMyama aura vidhi (kAnUna) meM yahI antara hai| kAnUna bAhara kI bhASA hai aura saMyama antara kI cetanA kA jAgaraNa hai| ___Asakti RNAtmaka (niSedhAtmaka) zakti hai aura anAsakti dhanAtmaka zakti hai| dhanAtmaka zakti manuSya kA svabhAva hai| usakA vikAsa hone para RNAtmaka zakti jo ki svabhAva nahIM hai, apane Apa naSTa ho jAtI hai| indriya-zuddhi ke lie isa siddhAnta kA prayoga bhI bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai| 3. prANApAna-zuddhi hamAre zarIra meM vAyu kA mahattvapUrNa sthAna hai| usase zarIra aura mana-donoM prabhAvita haiN| zArIrika aura mAnasika svAsthya para bhI usakA prabhAva par3atA hai| vAyu ke mukhya prakAra pAMca haiM-prANa, apAna, samAna, udAna aura vyaan| inameM se prANa aura apAna para hameM kucha cintana karanA hai|
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________________ 148 maiM merA mana : merI zAnti : zvAsa liyA jAtA hai, vaha prANa hai aura chor3A jAtA hai, vaha apAna hai| donoM kA saMyukta zabda hai, prANApAna / bauddha sAhitya meM 'AnApAnasatI' aura jaina - sAhitya meM 'AnApAna - nirodha' kI carcA milatI hai / prANa kA kendra nAsikAgra hai / usa para mana Tikate hI mUla baMdha ho jAtA hai, mUla nAr3I tana jAtI hai / nAsikAgra para mana aura prANa ke yoga kI yaha nizcita sUcanA hai| mUla nAr3I ke tanane kA artha hai vIrya ke adhogamana kI samApti aura UrdhvArohaNa kA prArambha / maiMne eka DaoNkTara se mUla nAr3I ke viSaya meM puuchaa| usane kahA - 'hamAre cikitsA - zAstra meM aisI koI nAr3I nahIM hai, jisase vIrya kA UrdhvArohaNa ho / ' isa viSaya para maiM lambe samaya taka socatA rahA ki UrdhvArohaNa ke binA UrdhvaratA hone kI bAta sahI kaise hogI ? kintu aba maiM yaha kahane kI sthiti meM hUM ki vIrya kA UrdhvArohaNa ho, aisI nAr3I zarIra meM hai aura UrdhvaretA kI prakriyA bhI sahI hai / reta kA mUla rakta hai / vaha samasta zarIra meM saMcAlita hotA rahatA hai| kAmavAsanA sakriya hotI hai, taba rakta kA pravAha vRSaNa graMthiyoM meM adhika hotA hai / aura vahAM rakta kA rUpAntaraNa retas ho jAtA hai / vaha pUrNa mAtrA meM saMcita hokara vAsanA ko uddIpta karatA hai aura anta meM kSarita ho jAtA hai / usakA kSaraNa apAna vAyu se hotA hai / prANavAyu vaza meM ho to vaha kSaraNa ruka jAtA hai / I kSaraNa rukane ke do artha ho sakate haiM-vIrya kA na bananA aura bane hue kA pAcana honA yAnI rUpAntaraNa honA / prANavAyu vaza meM ho to rakta kA prabhAva vRSaNa granthiyoM meM kama hotA hai / rakta kA prANa - tattva sIdhA ojas meM badala jAtA hai / yoga-vidyA meM vIrya kA stambhana aura vIrya kA AkarSaNa - ye do zabda pracalita haiN| retas kA pAta hote-hote ruka jAtA hai, vaha stambhana hai aura rakta se sAtmya rahakara mastiSka taka poSa detA hai, vaha AkarSaNa hai / navanIta dUdha meM vyApta hai| usase pRthak nahIM hai to dUdha dUdha kahalAegA, navanIta nahIM / isI prakAra retas rakta meM vyApta hai| usase pRthak nahIM hai to rakta rakta kI kahalAegA, retas nahIM / phira bhI dUdha meM jaise navanIta kI sattA hai, vaise hI rakta meM retas kI sattA hai| retas rakta se alaga
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________________ prANApAna-zuddhi 146 na ho aura oja rUpa meM badala jAe, yahI UrdhvaretA hone kI prakriyA hai| retas kA prANAyAma yA saMkalpazakti dvArA oja rUpa meM pAcana yA rUpAntaraNa karanA bhI UrdhvaretA hone kI prakriyA hai| zarIra meM sAta dhAtu haiN| sAtavIM dhAtu retas hai| sAtoM sAdhuoM kA sUkSma rUpa oja hai| vaha dhAtu nahIM, dhAtu kA sAra hai| retas kA kSaraNa adhika hotA hai to oja kama banatA hai aura usakA kSaraNa kama hotA hai yA nahIM hotA hai to oja adhika banatA hai| oja kI vRddhi se dRr3ha nizcaya, dhairya, sahiSNutA, kuzagrIya pratibhA Adi guNa vikasita hote haiN| isa vikAsa kI pRSThabhUmi meM bahuta bar3A kartavya prANavAyu kA hai| isI dRSTi se maiM kaha rahA thA ki prANa hamArI zakti kA AdhAra hai| prANavAyu kA sthAna nAsAgra se pAdAMguSTha taka hai| usameM nAsAgra, hRd aura nAbhi mukhya haiN| AcArya hemacandra ke zabdoM meM mahAvIra kI mudrA ke do aMga mAne haiM-paryaMkAsana meM zarIra kA zithilIkaraNa aura nAsAgra para dRSTi kA sthirIkaraNa 'vapuzca paryaMkazayaM zlathaM ca, dRzau ca nAsA niyate sthire ca / na zikSiteyaM paratIrthanAthaiH, jinendra! mudrApi tavAnyadAstAm // ' nAsAgra para dhyAna karane se zvAsa ke Ane-jAne ke krama kA bodha hotA hai| usase prANavAyu vaza meM ho jAtA hai| prANavAyu ke vaza meM hone kA artha hai-mana aura bindu (vIrya) kA vaza meM honaa| prANa, mana aura bindu kI vijaya-rekhA eka hI hai| prANa kI vijaya hone se mana aura bindu kI, mana kI vijaya hone se prANa aura bindu kI tathA bindu kI vijaya hone se prANa aura mana kI vijaya apane Apa ho jAtI hai| taMtrazAstra meM prANa ko jJAna kA nAtha kahA gayA hai 'indriyANAM mano nAthaH, manonAthastu mArutaH / mArutasya layo nAthaH, sa layo nAdamAzritaH // ' prANavAyu ke gamanAgamana ke sAtha mana kA yoga kareM aura usameM lIna ho jaaeN| chaha mAsa ke abhyAsa se kleza aura duHkha kI mAtrA kama ho jaaegii|
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________________ 150 maiM: merA mana : merI zAnti prANavAyu ko vaza meM karane kI prakriyA hai-nAbhi-darzana | nAbhi para dRSTi TikAne kI do paddhatiyAM haiM : (1) sIdhA leTakara sone ke bAda sira ko thor3A-sA Upara uThAkara nAbhi ko dekhanA | ( 2 ) jAlaMdhara baMdha kara nAbhi ko dekhanA / 4. apAnavAyu aura manaH zuddhi apAnavAyu kA mukhya sthAna nAbhi se nIce aura pRSThabhAga ke pASNideza taka hai| usakA kArya hai mala, mUla, vIrya Adi kA visarjana karanA arthAt bAhara nikaalnaa| usake vikRta hone se mana meM aprasannatA hotI hai aura usakI zuddhi se prasannatA hotI hai| nIce ke bhAga meM hone vAle massA Adi tathA vIrya-sambandhI roga apAnavAyu dUSita hone se hote haiM, usakI zuddhi meM nahIM hote / apAnavAyu kA sambandha peTa-zuddhi se hI hai / peTa kI azuddhatA meM koSThabaddhatA ho jAtI hai tathA kRmi Adi jIva paidA ho jAte haiM / usakI zuddhi ke lie azvinI mudrA tathA nAbhi para dhyAna karanA zreSTha prayoga hai I I zarIra kI zakti kA srota nAbhi aura gudA ke bIca meM hai / apAna ko jItane se zakti kA srota vikasita hotA hai| ghor3e kI zakti kA rahasya usakI saMkoca -vikoca kI mudrA hai / apAnavAyu dUSita ho jAe to sau bAra azvinI mudrA karane se zuddha hotI hai| mUlabandha bhI isameM sahayogI banatA hai / prANavAyu ko bAhara nikAla kara yathAzakti rokane se bhI apAnavAyu zuddha hotI hai 1 haThayoga kA artha hai - prANa aura apAna kA yoga / 'ha' - sUrya aura 'Tha'-candra- 'haTha' kA artha hai - sUrya aura candra kA milanA / rahasyavAdI kavigaNa ne sUrya aura cAMda ke milane kI carcA kI hai| sUrya aura cAMda kA milana arthAt rAta aura dina kA milana | sUrya aura cAMda kA milana nAbhi meM hotA hai / mUlabandha ke sAtha zvAsa ko nAbhi meM le jAne se prANa aura apAna kA yoga hotA hai, vaiSamya kA vinAza hotA hai| vaiSamya hI mAnasika roga, zArIrika roga aura pApa hai / sAmya hI svasthatA aura dharma
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________________ apAnavAyu aura manaH zuddhi 151 hai / sAdhu ke lie vidhAna hai ki vaha gocarI se Ane ke bAda bhojana se pUrva kSaNa bhara vizrAma kare - vIsamejja khaNaM muNI' / teja calakara Ane se dhAtueM viSama bana jAtI haiM / usa samaya khAyA huA amRta bhI jahara bana jAtA hai| paM. lAlana ne AcAryazrI se kahA- "sAdhuoM ke bImAra hone kA eka kAraNa unakI gocarI hai / gocarI se Ate hI jo AhAra karate haiM, ve bImArI ko nimaMtraNa dete haiM / kaThora parizrama ke bAda tatkAla khAne aura pIne se roga paidA ho jAte haiN| dhAtuoM ko sama karane ke lie dasa-pandraha minaTa taka vizrAma karanA cAhie / " mana kI uccAvaca avasthA meM bhI nahIM khAnA cAhie / krodha, kAma-vAsanA, lobha Adi mAnasika bhAvoM meM kiyA gayA bhojana viSa rUpa meM badala jAtA hai / viSamatA AdhyAtmika doSa hI nahIM hai kintu zArIrika aura mAnasika doSa bhI hai / samatA AdhyAtmika guNa hI nahIM apitu zArIrika aura mAnasika guNa bhI hai / prANa aura apAna kI viSamatA yAnI zarIra aura mana kI asvasthatA / prANa aura apAna kI samatA yAnI zarIra aura mana kI svasthatA | manaH zuddhi mana kyA hai? jo cetanA bAhara jAtI hai, usakA pravAhAtmaka astitva hI mana hai| zarIra kA astitva jaise nirantara hai vaise bhASA aura mana kA astitva nirantara nahIM hai, kintu pravAhAtmaka hai / 'bhASyamANA' bhASA hotI hai / bhASaNa se pahale bhI bhASA nahIM hotI aura bhASaNa ke bAda bhI bhASA nahIM hotI / bhASA kevala bhASaNakAla meM hotI hai- 'bhAsijjamANI bhAsA' / isI prakAra 'manyamAna' mana hotA hai / manana se pahale bhI mana nahIM hotA aura manana ke bAda bhI mana nahIM hotA / mana kevala manana kAla meM hotA hai - 'maNijjamANe maNe' / mana eka kSaNa meM eka hotA hai- 'ege maNaM taMsi taMsi samayaMsi' / mana kA indriyoM ke sAtha sambandha hotA hai / indriyoM ke sparza Adi pAMca viSaya haiM / ina viSayoM meM sArI vastueM samAviSTa haiM / indriyoM dvArA hama hara vastu ko aura usake sthUla rUpoM ko pakar3ate haiM / zIta aura uSNa ke sparza se vastu kA jJAna hotA hai / Ama ke rasa ke svAda se hama Ama ko pahacAna lete haiM / rasa hI Ama nahIM hai / usameM rUpa bhI hai, para hama isake dvArA usako pahacAna lete haiN| gaMdha ke dvArA bhI
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________________ 152 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti bAhya-jagat se hamArA samparka hotA hai| rUpa aura saMsthAna bhI samparka ke mAdhyama haiN| zabda ke mAdhyama se bhI hamArA bAhya-jagat se sambandha jur3atA hai| mana kA bAhya se sIdhA samparka nahIM hotaa| vaha indriyoM ke mAdhyama se hotA hai| buddhi aura mana meM bheda kyA hai? buddhi aura mana eka hI cetanA ke tAratamya rUpa haiN| sUrya eka hai, para usakA prakAza khaNDa-khaNDa hokara khir3akI Adi aneka dvAroM se AtA hai| usase aneka dvAroM ke aneka rUpa bana jAte haiN| varSA kA eka hI jala tAlAba, gaDDhe aura samudra meM jAkara bhinna-bhinna rUpa le letA hai| jayAcArya ne likhA hai-eka caukI reta meM daba gii| kahIM se khodA to usakA eka konA dikhAI diyaa| dUsarI ora khodane se dUsarA konA dikhAI diyaa| cAra kone cAra vastueM bana giiN| pUrI khudAI se vaha eka akhaNDa caukI ho gii| vaise hI hamArI cetanA kA jitanA AvaraNa haTatA hai, vahAM unakA rUpa bhinna-bhinna ho jAtA hai| buddhi, indriya aura mana eka hI cetanA ke tAratamya rUpa haiN| vAstava meM sAmyAvasthA hI manaHzuddhi hai| sAmAyika kA bhI yahI artha hai| sAdhu jIvana eka prakAra se sAmAyika hI hai para usameM bhI sAmya kI vizeSa sAdhanA kI apekSA hai| isalie upAdhyAya yazovijayajI ne kahA-'anuttaraM sAmyamupaiti yogii'| yogI jana vizeSa sAmya kA anubhava karate haiN| viSamatA ke aneka hetu haiM-sammAna, apamAna, AjJA, anuzAsana aadi| jaba taka ye mAnadaNDa rahate haiM taba taka putra yadi pitA kI AjJA nahIM mAnatA hai to pitA ko gussA A jAtA hai, kyoMki yaha usake sammAna ko Thesa hai| patnI yadi pati kI avajJA kara detI hai to pati kI zAnti bhaMga ho jAtI hai| isalie jaba taka ye mAnadaNDa nahIM badalate taba taka mAnasika samAdhi nahIM raha sktii| sRSTi kA svarUpa hI dvandvAtmaka hai| lAbha-alAbha, sukha-duHkha, mAna-apamAna, jIvana-mRtyu Adi virodhI yugala hamAre sAmane haiN| isIlie yogI ko inameM sama rahane kA upadeza kiyA gayA hai| lAbha meM harSa aura aura alAbha meM kheda viSamatA kA pratIka hai| samatA AtmAnanda hai| para isakA yaha artha nahIM ki samatA se manuSya pravRtti-zUnya ho jAtA hai|
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________________ apAnavAyu aura manaHzuddhi 153 samatA to puruSArtha kI pratIka hai| bAhya-nivRtti kA artha hai-antHprvRtti| kyoMki jo bhI astitva-dharmA padArtha hai, usameM kriyAkAritva avazya hai| nyAyazAstra meM sat kI paribhASA hai- 'arthakriyAkAritvaM hi st'| ataH binA kriyA ke astitva kI kalpanA hI nahIM ho sktii| jaina-darzana meM padArtha ko utpAda-vyaya-dhrauvyAtmaka mAnA gayA hai| utpatti, vinAza aura dhruvatA usake avazyaMbhAvI guNa haiN| ataH artha-kriyA ke binA padArtha raha hI nahIM sktaa| jisameM ye tInoM nahIM haiM, vaha apadArtha hai, jaise aakaash-kusum| ataH AtmA yadi astitvadharmA padArtha hai to vaha kriyA-zUnya ho hI nahIM sktaa| vAstava meM dharma svIkRta nahIM apitu AtmA kA sahaja guNa hai, yaha udbhUta hai| jo isa svarUpa ko samajha letA hai, vaha tInoM hI lokoM kA svAmI bana jAtA hai| sAmAnyataH hama loga samajhate haiM ki mana caMcala hai| usameM vikSepa hotA hai| usase azuddhi bhara jAtI hai| para vikSepa vahAM hotA hai, jahAM indriya, mana aura pavana kI viSamatA hotI hai| inakI samatA hone para vikSepa apane Apa samApta ho jAtA hai| samatA kI sthApanA kA mAdhyama hai-samatAla shvaas| jitanI mAtrA meM eka zvAsa liyA, utanI mAtrA meM dUsarA, tIsarA zvAsa liyaa| yaha samatAla zvAsa hai| samasvara aura samalaya meM tanmayatA ke sAtha zakti bhI vikasita hotI hai| manaHzuddhi kA eka prakAra nAr3I-saMsthAna ke darzana kA bhI hai| leTakara dAhine paira ke aMgUThe para dhyAna kendrita karane se mana zAnta ho jAtA hai| vastutaH snAyavika racanA bar3I durgama hai| jo vyakti ise pahacAna letA hai, vaha bahuta bar3e-bar3e kAma kara sakatA hai| maiM kucha aise vyaktiyoM ko bhI jAnatA hUM, jinake pAsa koI vizeSajJatA nahIM hai para unheM koI snAyu-rahasya prApta ho gayA aura ve mAmUlI jhaTake se hI bhayaMkara peTa-darda Adi rogoM kI cikitsA kara dete haiN| AkAza-darzana se bhI dhyAna kendrita hone meM sahayoga milatA hai| kyoMki AkAza ananta hai| ananta kA darzana svabhAvataH hI hameM apanI Atma-anantatA kA bodha karAtA hai aura hama apane Apa meM kho jAte haiN| isIlie kaI yogI kevala AkAza-darzana kI paddhati se bhI dhyAna karate haiN|
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________________ 154 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti manaH zuddhi ke sAtha dRr3hatA se eka vicAra para dhyAna kendrita karane se hama vicAra saMpreSaNa bhI kara sakate haiM / 5. snAyavika tanAva kA visarjana snAyavika tanAva ke visarjana ko hI dUsare zabdoM meM zithilIkaraNa kahA jA sakatA hai / usakI AvazyakatA taba hotI hai jaba zarIra meM tanAva ho / isalie zithila hone ke lie yaha samajhanA Avazyaka hai ki tanAva kyA tathA vaha kyoM paidA hotA hai? Ajakala tanAva zabda bahupracalita ho gayA hai / kyoMki udyogIkaraNa jitanA bar3ha rahA hai, usase mAnasika tanAva bhI utane hI bar3ha rahe haiM / pichale cAturmAsa meM jApAna ke sahAyaka rAjadUta AcAryazrI ke pAsa Ae the / AcAryazrI ne unase prazna kiyA, 'kyA Apa bhI kabhI zithilIkaraNa - kAyotsarga karate haiM? unhoMne batAyA, 'hamAre deza meM to kAyotsarga bahuta pracalita hai|' isI prakAra amerikA tathA jarmanI ke vizeSajJoM ne bhI batAyA ki kAyotsarga ke binA hamAre deza meM to jInA bhI bahuta kaThina hai| balki jApAna meM to vizvavidyAlaya se nikalane vAle adhikAMza vidyArthiyoM ko chaha mahIne ke lie ekAnta meM isakA prazikSaNa lenA Avazyaka hotA hai / usake bAda hI ve karmakSetra meM utarate haiM / yahI kAraNa hai ki vahAM ke loga bahuta parizramI hote haiM / unhoMne batAyA ki bhAratIya loga bolate adhika haiM, kAma kama karate haiM / isakA pramukha kAraNa yahI hai ki yahAM ke loga kAyotsarga nahIM krte| isIlie inameM anuzAsana kA bhAva bhI kama hotA hai / yaha saca hai ki zrama se tanAva bar3hatA hai| yaha bhI saca hai ki zArIrika zrama se utanA tanAva nahIM bar3hatA jitanA ki mAnasika ulajhanoM se bar3hatA hai / mAnasika tanAva ke pramukha kAraNa haiM-bhaya, ghRNA, krodha, kapaTa Adi / bhaya- isase manuSya meM asvAbhAvika vRttiyAM paidA hotI haiM / sacamuca bhaya ke pariNAma kalpanAtIta hote haiM / manovaijJAnikoM ne bhI isa para bahuta prakAza DAlA hai / bhaya ke bAre meM aneka anusaMdhAna hue haiN| Ayurvedika
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________________ snAyavika tanAva kA visarjana 155 tathA homyopaithika paddhati meM bhI isa para sUkSmatA se vicAra kiyA gayA hai| unakA kahanA hai ki bhaya se zarIra meM aiMThana paidA hotI hai| isase snAyuoM para asvAbhAvika dabAva par3atA hai aura ve kArya karane meM akSama bana jAte haiN| yaha to hama spaSTa dekhate haiM ki bhaya ke samaya hamAre zarIra kI kyA sthiti hotI hai| sAre zarIra meM eka prakAra kI sikur3ana-sI paidA ho jAtI hai| kabhI-kabhI to Akasmika bhaya se hArTa phela taka ho jAtA hai| zAstroM meM akAla-mRtyu ke sAta kAraNoM meM se bhaya ko bhI eka kAraNa mAnA hai| vaijJAnika loga bhI isakA samarthana karate haiN| ghRNA-ghRNA kI abhivyakti ko sAhitya meM nAka-bhauMha sikor3anA kahakara batAyA gayA hai| isase spaSTa hai, jaba hamAre mana meM ghRNA ke bhAva Ate haiM, taba zarIra meM apane Apa tanAva A jAtA hai| usase rakta-kriyA meM parivartana ho jAtA hai tathA kSINatA prApta hotI hai| krodha-yaha to pramANasiddha bAta hai ki krodhI manuSya ke mana meM hamezA tanAva banA rahatA hai| isase vaha kisI bhI kArya ko muktabhAva se nahIM kara paataa| vaijJAnikoM ne krodhI manuSya ke rakta ko nikAlakara use cUhoM ke zarIra meM praviSTa karavAyA to unameM vicitra harakata paidA ho gaI; yahAM taka ki kaI cUhoM kI to usase mRtyu bhI ho gaI, kyoMki krodhi se rakta meM viSANu phaila jAte haiN| aisA bhI dekhA gayA hai ki mAtA yadi krodha ke samaya bacce ko stanapAna karAe to usase kabhI-kabhI bacce kI mRtyu taka bhI ho jAtI hai| hamane rAjasthAna meM eka ghaTanA sunI thii| eka gAMva meM bahuta hI zAnta prakRti kA vyakti thaa| sAdhAraNatayA use kabhI krodha nahIM AtA thaa| para eka dina adhyApaka ne usake lar3ake ko pITa diyaa| use jaba isa bAta kA patA calA to itanA gussA AyA ki usa Aveza meM vaha usI samaya skUla kI tarapha cala pdd'aa| para vaha thor3I hI dUra gayA thA ki itane meM use hRdaya kA daurA par3A aura usakI mRtyu ho gii| kapaTa-dUsaroM ko ThaganA bahuta priya hotA hai| balki usa manuSya ko hoziyAra mAnA jAtA hai jo caturAI se dUsaroM ko Thaga ske| para isase mAnasika tanAva bahuta bar3ha jAtA hai| kyoMki jaba hama kisI ko Thagate haiM to isakA artha hotA hai ki vastu ke prati hamAre mana meM tIvra Asakti
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________________ 156 maiM : merA mana : merI zAntina hai| Asakti jaba ghanIbhUta ho jAtI hai taba mana meM tanAva paidA hotA hai| prema kA hI udAharaNa leN| premI vyakti kI jisameM Asakti ho jAtI hai, use hara kSaNa vahI-vahI dIkhatA hai, usakI bhUkha aura nIMda bhI harAma ho jAtI hai| isase aneka roga paidA ho jAte haiN| ____DaoNkTaroM ne anusaMdhAna karake patA lagAyA ki sau meM se sATha roga to kevala mAnasika hote haiN| dasa-bIsa pratizata roga zArIrika hote haiN| kucha roga kITANuoM ke kAraNa bhI hote haiN| para ve bhI isIlie ki manuSya kI rogoM se lar3ane kI kSamatA kSINa ho jAtI hai| hamAre zarIra meM lAla aNu jitane kama hote haiM, utanI hI hamArI pratirodha-zakti kama hotI calI jAtI hai| yaha saba mAnasika ulajhana kI hI dena hai| isalie bAhya roga bhI hamAre para tabhI prabhAva DAla sakate haiM jabaki hamAre mana meM ulajhana ho| ___ bhautika dRSTi se amerikA bahuta samRddha deza hai| para vahAM bImAriyoM kI saMkhyA bahuta adhika hai| kahate haiM ki vahAM paiMtAlIsa pratizata vyakti mAnasa-rogI haiN| bhArata bhautika dRSTi se yadyapi kAphI pichar3A deza hai para mAnasika rogiyoM kI saMkhyA yahAM pandraha pratizata hI hai| kAraNa isakA spaSTa hai ki yahAM mAnasika tanAva utanA nahIM hai| zaharI sabhyatA ke sAtha-sAtha mAnasika dvandva bhI bar3hate haiN| gAMvoM meM yaha sthiti kama rahatI hai| yadyapi vahAM khAna-pAna, rahana-sahana atyanta sAdhAraNa hai, phira bhI grAmINa loga zaharI logoM kI apekSA adhika svastha rahate haiM kyoMki unake mAnasika tanAva atyanta alpa hote haiN| mAnasika tanAva ke aura bhI aneka kAraNa haiN| para unake pratikAra kA jo sAdhana hai, vahI sAdhanA hai| kAyotsarga isakA pramukha sAdhana hai| mana ko sabala banAe binA mAnasika ulajhana kabhI nahIM miTa sktii| ataH mana ko sabala banAnA snAyavika tanAva se mukti pAne kA prathama sopAna hai| ise hI dUsare zabdoM meM granthimokSa kahA jA sakatA hai| kAyotsarga kI tIna prakriyAeM haiM-sokara, baiThakara tathA khar3e hokara krnaa| tInoM meM sokara karane vAlI prakriyA sabase sugama hai| isameM pahale-pahala AMkheM mUMdakara sIdhA leTanA hotA hai| usake bAda hAthoM ko Upara kara yathAzakti sAMsa bharakara sAre zarIra meM tanAva paidA karanA hotA hai| phira sAMsa ko dhIre-dhIre chor3ate hue sahaja sthiti meM AnA hotA hai|
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________________ snAyavika tanAva kA visarjana 157 yaha krama tIna bAra hotA hai| isase rakta-saMcAra kI bAdhA samApta ho jAtI hai aura kArbana bAhara nikala AtA hai| tadanantara dhIre-dhIre sAMsa ko bAhara nikAlakara hAtha-pairoM ko suvidhAnusAra phailAkara zarIra ko zithila kara diyA jAtA hai| isa avasthA meM sAMsa bilakula dhImA aura sahaja ho jAtA hai| yahI pahalI kriyA hai| usake bAda mAnasika kriyA prArambha hotI hai| AMkheM mUMdakara dRSTi ko sabase pahale sira para, phira kramazaH AMkha, nAka, kaNTha, hAtha, chAtI, peTa, jAMgha, Uru, paira tathA aMguliyoM para kendrita karanA hotA hai| pratyeka para dhyAna kendrita hote samaya yaha cintana calAte rahanA hai ki merA vaha avayava avazya zithila ho rahA hai| paira kI aMguliyoM para dhyAna kendrita karate samaya yaha cintana rahatA hai ki merA tanAva isa mArga se, aMguliyoM se, bAhara nikala rahA hai| yaha dUsarI kriyA hai| - isake bAda mAMsapeziyoM ko zithila karane kA krama calatA hai| nIce se lekara Upara taka dRSTi ko mAMsapeziyoM para kendrita kara unheM kramazaH zithila hone kI sUcanA dI jAtI hai| yaha tIsarI kriyA hai| cauthI kriyA mamatva-visarjana kI hai| jaba taka zarIra ke prati thor3A bhI mamatva rahatA hai, mana meM koI ulajhana rahatI hai, taba taka kAyotsarga pUrNataH nahIM sadha paataa| jaba vyakti apane Apako bhUla jAe taba use samajha lenA cAhie ki usakA kAyotsarga sadha rahA hai| jainendra-manuSya ko jaba taka 'maiM hUM-'aham asmi' kA anubhava hotA rahatA hai, taba taka vaha lIna nahIM ho sktaa| ataH 'vaha hai' ke cintana meM hI aham se mukti mila sakatI hai| 'vaha' akhaNDa tattva kA . pratIka banatA hai, 'maiM' khaNDita bodha kaa| isIlie jisa prakriyA meM ahaM kA visarjana hotA hai vahI kAyotsarga hai| kucha bhakta bhajana meM itane lIna ho jAte haiM ki apane Apako bhUla jAte haiN| isa avasthA meM ve jo kaheM, vaha itanA saMvedanapUrNa ho jAtA hai ki usakA prabhAva acUka hotA hai| vicAra-saMpreSaNa isI tanmayatA kI upalabdhi hai| jaba 'maiM' 'vaha' meM lIna ho jAtA hai to usa ekAgratA meM vicAra apane Apa atikrAnta hone laga jAte haiN| isameM deza kI dUrI bhI vyavadhAna nahIM bana sktii| munizrI-ise layayoga kahA jAtA hai| yoga ke aneka prakAra
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________________ 158 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti haiM-japayoga, layayoga, dhyAnayoga aadi| para saba yogoM kI antima zarta hai-AtmA, indriya tathA mana kI eklytaa| ziSya kA artha hI yahI hai ki vaha guru meM apane Apako lIna kara de| yadi ziSya guru meM lIna nahIM hotA hai to use bauddhika upalabdhi bhale hI ho jAe para usase pare jo Atmopalabdhi hai vaha nahIM ho sktii| prAcIna AcArya ziSyoM ko par3hAte bahuta thor3A the aura apanA kAma jyAdA karavAte the| vastutaH jo ziSya guru meM lIna ho jAtA thA, vaha dinabhara guru kI sevA meM tanmaya rahatA thaa| jaba kabhI guru. use thor3A-bahuta jJAna de dete usase usakI AtmA jAgRta ho jAtI thii| AtmajAgRti ke sAmane bauddhika upalabdhi atyanta tuccha vastu hai| vAstava meM jo dUsaroM meM apane Apako lIna nahIM kara detA vaha sadA apane Apa meM udvigna aura cintita rahatA hai| isa sAre cintana se hama eka aise sthala para pahuMcate haiM, jahAM zarIra aura AtmA bhinna nahIM raha paate| mere vicAra se AdhyAtmika prakriyAoM dvArA zarIra ko svastha karane kI eka bahuta hI samartha vidhi vikasita kI jA sakatI hai| sAdhanA-kendra meM yadi isa AdhyAtmika cikitsA kA prayoga kiyA jA sake to sacamuca yaha eka sarvathA navIna paddhati hogii| mAnasika cikitsA se bhI yaha vidhi adhika sArthaka siddha ho sakatI hai| prAkRtika cikitsA para to Aja kAphI bala A hI rahA hai, para amerikA meM Ajakala kucha aise bhI cikitsaka haiM jo kevala zvAsa-prakriyA se rogoM ko ThIka kara dete haiN| 6. granthi-mokSa hama granthi se aparicita nahIM haiN| rassI meM, per3a meM, zarIra meM hameM gAMThe dekhane ko milatI haiN| jaise bAhya dravyoM meM gAMTheM ghulatI haiM, vaise hI mana meM bhI ghulatI haiN| bAhya granthiyo kI apekSA mAnasika granthiyAM adhika jaTila hotI haiN| mAnasika granthiyoM ke mUla kAraNa haiM : 1. mithyAdarzana, 2. mAnasika AkAMkSA, 3. kuttiltaa|
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________________ granthi-mokSa 156 mithyAdarzana-yaha granthipAta kA pramukha kAraNa hai| hamArI mAnyatAeM jitanI viparyasta hotI haiM utanI hI mAnasika granthiyAM par3atI haiN| unase hama yathArtha ko chor3a ayathArtha ko svIkAra kara lete haiN| kahIM hama saMdigdha ho jAte haiM aura kahIM vipryst| eka ke prati sandeha hone se usake prati anAyAsa virodha ke bhAva jAgate haiM aura use hama zatru mAna baiThate haiN| samrAT zreNika kI rAnI cillaNA so rahI thii| hAtha bAhara raha gayA thaa| sardI se rAnI kA hAtha ThiThura gyaa| jaba vaha jagI to usake muMha se nikalA, 'vaha kyA karatA hogA! rAjA ne isa vAkya ko sunaa| usane nirNaya kiyA, rAnI kA AcaraNa acchA nahIM hai, yaha kisI se prabhAvita hai| prAtaHkAla hote hI rAjA ne abhayakumAra ko Adeza diyA ki 'mahala jalA ddaalo|' mahala ko jalAne ke pIche rAjA kA sandeha thaa| rAnI ke muMha se anAyAsa hI muni kI sthiti phUTa par3I, jo khule meM dhyAna kara rahA thA aura jise kala hI rAnI ne dekhA thaa| aisA kauna hai, jo sandeha ke kAraNa aisA nahIM krtaa| sthala meM cAkacikya ke kAraNa jala kI kalpanA kara mRga daur3atA hai, vaise hama viparyasta dRSTikoNa se calate haiN| azAzvata ko zAzvata, Atma ko anAtma aura duHkha ko sukha mAna lete haiN| Aja kA dhanI-varga aura zAsaka-varga isI AdhAra para cala rahA hai| kyA sattA kA jo prayoga ho rahA hai, vaha vAMchanIya hai? kyA itanA dhana saMgraha karanA vAMchanIya hai? yaha saba viparIta dRSTikoNa ke kAraNa ho rahA hai| ___ mAnasika AkAMkSA-hareka ko jIvana kI prAthamika AvazyakatA pUrI karanI hotI hai para AkAMkSA usase Age calatI hai| dUdha pIne para rasAnubhUti hotI hai| jaba vaha AkAMkSA meM badala jAtI hai, taba vaha anabandha bana jAtI hai| eka dina dUdha pIne se vAsanA nahIM hotii| jo pratidina dUdha pItA hai, vaha yadi eka dina nahIM pItA to use kamI kA anubhava hotA hai| vaha korI AvazyakatA hI nahIM hai, usase atirikta bhI hai, vaha hai-aakaaNkssaa| pratidina kA abhyAsa itanA puSTa bana jAtA hai ki AvazyakatA AkAMkSA kA rUpa le letI hai| koI bhI zarIradhArI apekSA se mukta nahIM hai para usameM taratamatA hotI hai| jala kI lakIra, bAlU kI lakIra, miTTI kI lakIra aura patthara
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________________ 160 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti kI lakIra meM jaise taratamatA hai vaise hI apekSA meM taratamatA hotI hai| jo apekSA jala kI lakIra kI taraha hotI hai, vaha AvazyakatA-bhara hai| jo bAlU kI lakIra ke samAna hai, vaha thor3I-sI atRpti hai| jo miTTI kI lakIra ke samAna hai, usameM AkAMkSA kI mAtrA bar3ha jAtI hai| jo patthara kI lakIra ke samAna hai, usameM AvazyakatA gauNa ho jAtI hai aura vaha AkAMkSA anantAnubaMdhI bana jAtI hai| atRpti ko tRpta karane ke prayatna se tRpti nahIM hotI parantu atRpti bar3ha jAtI hai, eka ke bAda dUsarI atRpti ubhara AtI hai| tarkazAstra meM ise anavasthA kahA jAtA hai| eka kapar3e ko sApha rakhane ke lie usa para kholI car3hAte haiN| use sApha rakhane ke lie usa para dUsarI, dUsarI ko sApha rakhane ke lie tIsarI, cauthI aura pAMcavIM-isa prakAra krama bar3hatA hI jAtA hai| atRpti kA kahIM anta nahIM aataa| anavasthA kA yahI svarUpa hai| kuTilatA- kuTilatA granthipAta kA eka caraNa hai| mAyA arthAt granthipAta, Arjava yAnI grnthi-mokss| Rju vyavahAra ke pahale, pIche aura vartamAna meM mAnasika jaTilatA nahIM hotI, isalie usameM granthipAta kA avasara nahIM aataa| kuTila vyavahAra meM pahale, pIche aura vartamAna meM mAnasika jaTilatA hotI hai, isalie usa sthiti meM granthiyAM par3atI haiN| granthi-mokSa kI tIna paddhatiyAM haiM-(ka) AtmavizleSaNa kI, (kha) nirdezana, (ga) nirsn| Atma-vizleSaNa kI paddhati manovaijJAnika hai| Atma-vizleSaNa prAcya bhASA meM prAyazcitta hai| jo akRta ho jAtA hai, usase mana meM dvandva hotA hai, usase mana meM granthi ghulatI hai| Atma-vizleSaNa yA prAyazcitta se vaha khulatI hai| nirdezana-isakA artha hai, svataH suucnaa| yaha bhAratIya yoga kI prakriyA hai| isase mAnasika svabhAva meM parivartana AtA hai| svataH sUcanA se mAnasika granthi TUTa jAtI hai| pUraka (zvAsa ko bhItara lete samaya) kAla meM niSThA ke sAtha nirdeza dene se bahuta bar3A lAbha hotA hai| sote samaya nirdeza denA bhI zIghra phaladAyI hotA hai| isa vidhi se die gae nirdeza tIna minaTa meM rakta ke sAtha sAre zarIra meM vyApta ho jAte haiN| zvAsa ko lambAnA Avazyaka hai| nirdeza se durabhisandhi bhI miTa jAtI hai|
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________________ granthi-mokSa 161 nirasana-yaha nirjaraNa kI prakriyA hai| nirdezana granthi ko kholatA hai aura nirasana tor3atA hai| nirasana meM caitanya itanA prabala ho jAtA hai ki mAnasika caMcalatA Tika nahIM sakatI, granthi TUTa jAtI hai| usameM satya ke prati Agraha hotA hai| buddha ne isI Agraha kI bhASA meM kahA thA 'ihAsane zuSyatu me zarIraM, tvagasthimAMsaM pralayaM ca yAtu / aprApya bodhiM bahukAladurlabhAM, naivAsanAtkAyamidaM caliSyati // ' satya ke prati Agraha hone para granthi-bheda hue binA nahIM rhtaa| jitane mahApuruSa hue haiM, una sabane satya ke prati Agraha kA vrata liyA thaa| Agraha itanA dRr3ha kiyA ki kArya-siddhi yA zarIra kA paat| aise dRr3ha Agraha se granthi-cheda saralatA se ho sakatA hai| nirasana kI paddhati tapasyA kI paddhati hai| yaha paddhati niSedha, asvIkAra yA AtmonmukhatA kI paddhati hai| isase AtmavimukhatA miTa jAtI hai| ____ Atma-vizleSaNa granthi ko sulajhAtA hai, nirdezana granthi ko kholatA hai aura nirasana granthi ko tor3anA hai| granthi mokSa kA pariNAma saralatA-jIvana kI sahajatA hai| vakratA aura saralatA jIvana ke do pakSa haiN| jitanA Ter3hApana hai, vaha jIvana meM samasyAeM ubhAratA hai| vAstavika samasyAeM hamAre jIvana meM bahuta nahIM haiM, unakA tAnA-bAnA manuSya svayaM bunatA hai| kucha loga socate haiM, aisA yuga A gayA, aisA zAsana A gayA jo samasyAeM bar3ha rahI haiN| samasyAeM bAhya vRtta meM ho sakatI haiM para unase Apako kaSTa nahIM hotaa| Apako kaSTa tabhI hotA hai, jaba Apa unako apane mana meM saMjote haiN| mana kA daravAjA TUTA huA hotA hai, hara koI bhItara ghusa sakatA hai| yadi vaha majabUta ho to bAhara kA koI asara nahIM hotaa| khir3akI banda karane se bAhara kI zIta lahara bhItara praveza nahIM kara pAtI, kyoMki nirodha matabUta hai| yahI sthiti paristhiti kI hai| yadi mAnasika caMcalatA hotI hai to vaha bAhara kI paristhiti ko tatkAla pakar3a letI hai| eka vyakti pratikUla bAta sunakara TAla detA hai| dUsarA use burA mAnakara kucha karatA hai aura tIsarA use anyAya mAna tatkAla pratikAra kI bAta socatA hai| usake lie bhayaMkara ghaTanA bana jAtI hai| ghaTanA samAna hone para bhI anubhUti kI
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________________ 162 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti bhinnatA hai| jisakA mana jitanA tarala hai, vaha utanA hI bAhya paristhiti se prabhAvita hogaa| mana kI zAnti nitAnta ghaTanA se nahIM, mAnasika caMcalatA se bhaMga hotI hai| mAnasika zAnti ke lie ghaTanA aura ghaTanAjanita pariNAma kA vizleSaNa honA Avazyaka hai| ... jainendra-zAnti zmazAna kI zAnti nahIM honI caahie| jar3a zAnti meM caitanya kuNThita ho jAtA hai| . munizrI-maiM paristhiti se AMkha-micaulI karane vAlI kRtrima zAnti kI bAta nahIM kara rahA huuN| anyAya ke pratikAra ko maiM zAnti-bhaMga nahIM kaha rahA huuN| maiM usa zAnti kI bAta kaha rahA hUM, jisameM pratikAra kI zakti surakSita hai, jise pratigAmI cunautI nahIM de sakatA, pratikAra kI kSamatA se vicalita kara svayaM ko Akula nahIM banA sktaa| mana kI sthiti sudRr3ha hone para vaha agrAhya ko chor3a detA hai, jaise calanI ATA chAnatI hai usameM agrAhya aMza zeSa raha jAtA hai| kuTilatA vyakta hone para RjutA zeSa rahatI hai| granthi-mokSa apane Apa ho jAtA hai| 7. saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa hamAre zarIra meM do kendra haiM-jJAna kendra aura kriyA kendr| do nAr3I-krama haiM-jJAnavAhI nAr3I-krama aura kriyAvAhI nADI krm| jJAnavAhI nAr3iyoM kA sambandha jJAna-kendra se hai aura kriyAvAhI nAr3iyoM kA sambandha kriyAkendra se| manovijJAna ke anusAra mAnasa kI pravRttiyoM ke tIna pakSa haiM-jJAnapakSa, vedanApakSa aura kriyApakSa / jJAna aura kriyA meM koI dUrI nahIM hotI, yadi manuSya vedanAzIla nahIM hotaa| peTa ThIka na hone se viveka kahatA hai, Aja dUdha nahIM maTThA lenA caahie| yaha vivekakRta mor3a yA parivartana hai| viveka kI apekSA AsthA kA sthAna pahalA hai| saMkalpa kA kArya hai-jJAna ko AsthA meM bdlnaa| saMkalpa, japa aura bhAvanA-ye tIna zabda haiN| pataMjali ne japa zabda kA prayoga kiyaa| jaina-sAhitya meM bhAvanA zabda hai aura Adhunika sAhitya meM saMkalpa zabda adhika vyavahRta hai| tInoM zabdoM ke tAtparya meM koI antara nahIM hai| japa kA artha hai-tadarthabhAvita honaa| japya se itanA
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________________ saMkalpa-zakti kA vikAsa 163 bhAvita ho jAnA ki japya aura jApaka meM bheda hI pratIta na ho| ___ Ayurveda meM lavaNabhAskara ko nIMbU se bhAvita kiyA jAtA hai| AmalakI rasAyana svarasa bhAvita hotA hai, AMvaloM ke rasa meM AMvaloM kI ghuTAI hotI hai| dravya meM antara nahIM hone para bhAvanA se guNoM meM antara A jAtA hai| jina dravyoM ko jisase bhAvita kiyA jAtA hai, usakI hI pradhAnatA ho jAtI hai| pAMca puTI abhraka aura eka hajAra puTI abhraka ke guNoM meM bahuta bar3A antara ho jAtA hai| kaI saMkalpa karate haiM para ghuTAI nahIM krte| do-cAra bAra saMkalpa doharAne se utanA phala nahIM milatA jitanA cAhate haiN| ghuTAI karane meM samaya lagatA hai| jitanA samaya lagegA, utanI hI vastu bhAvita hogii| jisase bhAvita kareMge, usameM usake hI guNa pradhAna rheNge| nIMbU kI bhAvanA meM nIMbU kA aura anAra ke rasa kI bhAvanA meM anAra kA guNa pramukha rUpa se rhegaa| yahI hamAre mana kI prakriyA hai| mana ko bhI jisa bhAvanA se bhAvita kiyA jAegA, usameM vaisA hI sthAyIbhAva bana jaaegaa| AsthA bhinna-bhinna hone kA yahI kAraNa hai| AsthA ke nirmANa meM saMkalpa kA yoga mahattvapUrNa hai| ____ maMtra-zAstra kI prakriyA meM saMkalpa-zakti kA bahuta bar3A yoga haiN| saMkalpa ke lie sAta zuddhiyoM kI apekSA hai : 1. dravyazuddhi-vyakti kA aMtaraMga krodha, daMbha aura IrSyA se mukta. tathA Rju-sarala honA caahie| 2. kSetrazuddhi-sthAna zAnta aura pavitra honA caahie| 3. samayazuddhi-tIna saMdhyA-prAtaH, madhyAhna, saayN| 4. Asanazuddhi-dhyAnAsanoM meM, kaMbala, kASThapaTTa yA jamIna pr| 5. vinayazuddhi-uccAraNa meM upayukta sthala para viraam| 6. mnHshuddhi| 7. vcnshuddhi| saMkalpa ke tIna prakAra haiM-vAcika, upAMzu aura maansik| vAcika-jo uccAraNapUrvaka kiyA jAtA hai| upAMzu-bAhara bhASA nahIM, kintu hoMThoM ke bhItara zabda hote haiN|
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________________ 164 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti japa unakA karanA cAhie jo hamAre Adarza haiN| isasa AsthA kA nirmANa hotA hai| vItarAga (pavitra AtmA) ke japa se mana usI bhAvanA se raMga jAtA hai| hara zabda kI zarIra para kriyA hotI hai| bhinna-bhinna zabda kA bhinna-bhinna rogoM para asara par3atA hai| isI AdhAra para zabda-cikitsA clii| zabda vAyumaNDala meM prakampana paidA karatA hai aura sphoTa bhI karatA hai| vaha aNu-sphoTa se kama prabhAvI nahIM hai| saMkalpa vidhAyaka honA caahie| 'maiM krodha nahIM karUMgA', isake sthAna para 'merA prema bar3ha rahA hai'-aisA saMkalpa honA caahie| RNAtmaka kI apekSA dhanAtmaka adhika phala lAtA hai| saMkalpa kI vidheyAtmakatA meM nakArAtmakatA svayaM lIna ho jAtI hai| bhagavatI sUtra kA eka prasaMga hai| bhagavAn mahAvIra se pUchA gayA-'bhagavan! agnipakva anna vanaspatikAya hai yA taijasakAya? uttara milaa-'taijskaay|' vaha tejas se bhAvita ho gayA, isalie jo anna vanaspati thA vaha taijasa ho gyaa| yaha tAdAtmya hai| isameM pUrvAvasthA uttarAvasthA meM vilIna ho jAtI hai| saMkalpa lambe samaya taka kiyA jAe, yaha usakI saphalatA kA rahasya hai| lInatA yA tAdAtmya-sthApanA ke lie alpa-kAla paryApta nahIM hotaa| maiM pavitra hUM, isa saMkalpa ko kama-se-kama pacAsa minaTa taka kiyA jAe aura itanI tanmayatA se kiyA jAe ki usameM dhyAtA aura dhyeya kA bheda hI nahIM rhe| aisI tanmayatA hI phala lAtI hai| ise jainAcArya 'samarasIbhAva' aura pataMjali 'samApatti' kahate haiN| saMkalpa kA hRdaya zabdoccAraNa meM nahIM hai, kintu saMkalpa aura saMkalpakAra kI ekAtmakatA meM hai| jainendra-prAtaHkAlIna prArthanA ke samaya jo saMkalpa karA rahe haiM, usase mujhe khatarA dikhAI detA hai| munizrI-khatarA kyA hai? jainendra-maiM aisA mAnatA hUM ki ahaM se mukta hue binA baMdhana nahIM ktttaa| munizrI-ahaM ko Apa baMdhana hI kyoM mAnate haiM? vaha astitva bhI to hai|
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________________ mAnasika ekAgratA 165 jainendra-maiM asmitAsUcaka ahaM kI bAta kaha rahA huuN| mujhe 'maiM AtmA hUM', isakI apekSA 'AtmA hai' kI bhASA adhika priya hai| ____ munizrI-'maiM AtmA hUM' isa saMkalpa meM astitA pradhAna hai, asmitA nhiiN| __ ahaM yA AtmA meM tanmayatA prApta karane para vyakti zarIra se vicchinna ho Atmamaya bana jAtA hai| 8 mAnasika ekAgratA vyaktigata sAdhanA ke ATha sUtroM meM mAnasika ekAgratA yA dhyAna ko AThavAM sUtra kyoM cunA? yaha to pahalA honA cAhie thaa| yaha prazna paidA hotA hai aura yaha bahuta svAbhAvika hai| kintu isake prati merA dRSTikoNa yaha hai-pichale sAta sUtra prArambhika haiM, dhyAna kI bhUmikA ke rUpa meM haiN| yadi ve sadha jAte haiM to dhyAna kI sAdhanA sahaja ho jAtI hai| prArambha meM mana kI caMcalatA kA nirodha kaThina hotA hai| ekAgratA hone meM tIna bAdhAeM haiM-smRti, kalpanA aura vartamAna kI ghttnaa| smRti-atIta kI ghaTanAeM jo ghaTa cukI haiM, ve nimitta pAkara ubhara AtI haiN| bIsa varSa pahale kisI gAMva meM gae the| usa kSetra ko dekhate hI vahAM kI smRtiyAM tAjI bana jAtI haiM, yaha daizika-smRti hai| grISma Rtu Ate hI pahale grISma kI ghaTanAeM ubhara jAtI haiM, yaha kAlika-smRti hai| bAhya vRtta aura vyakti kA saMdhAna hote hI smRti jAga uThatI hai aura usameM mana ulajha jAtA hai| yaha vaiyaktika smRti hai| kalpanA-smRti atIta kI bAdhA hai to kalpanA bhaviSya kI bAdhA hai| kyA karanA hai, kyA likhanA hai, kahAM se rupaye lAnA hai Adi aneka kalpanAeM mana saMjotA rahatA hai| kalpanA vartamAna meM satya nahIM hotii| atIta kI smRti mana ko Andolita karatI hai, vaise hI bhaviSya kI kalpanA bhI mana ko Andolita karatI hai| vartamAna kI ghaTanA-vartamAna kI ghaTanA bhI mana ko Andolita karatI hai| mana tatkAla bAhya vastuoM se sambandha sthApita kara Andolita
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________________ 166 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti ho jAtA hai| hama cAhate haiM, hamArA mana Andolita na ho yA utanA na ho jitanA hotA hai to usake lie tInoM bAdhAoM se mukti pAnA apekSita hai| usakA mArga dhyAna hai| tInoM se vicchinnatA prApta kara caitanya sUtra ko caitanya se jor3a denA yahI basa dhyAna hai| dhyAna kI purAnI paribhASA hai : 'jJAnAntarA'sparzavatI jJAnasantatiH dhyaanm|' caitanya kA vaha pravAha dhyAna hai jo jJAnAntara kA sparza na kre| isameM nirantara sva-dravya kA sparza aura para-dravya kA asparza hotA hai, isalie ise jJAna-santati kahA jA sakatA hai| apane meM lIna honA dhyAna hai| AtmA 'sva' hai aura zeSa saba 'para' hai| 'para' se nivRtta ho zuddha AtmA kA cintana lekara usake sAtha tAdAtmya sthApita karanA AtmajJAna hai| aura jo pahale kSaNa kA jJAna hai, vahI dUsare-tIsare kSaNa meM hotA hai, krama-bhaMga nahIM hotA, yahI saMtati hai| jaise dIpazikhA hai, prathama kSaNa kI lau calI gaI, dUsarI aura tIsarI AyI, vaha bhI calI gii| aisA usameM vartamAna kA atIta ke sAtha sambandha hotA hai| dIpazikhA kI bhAMti cintana-pravAha kA vaisA honA hI ekAgratA hai| dhyAna kA mukhya viSaya paramAtmA kA zuddha svarUpa hai| jo cetanA bahirmukhI thI, use haTA AtmA meM lIna karanA hai| jainendra-dhyAtA aura dhyeya-yaha dvaita na ho vahAM ekatva kaise sambhava hai? AtmA AtmA meM lIna-yaha kaisI sthiti hai? munizrI-AtmA kA AtmA meM lIna honA yaha sthiti kA dvaita hai| jisameM lIna honA hai, vaha zuddha avasthA hai| jise lIna honA hai, vaha bahirmukhI avasthA hai| jainendra-mujhe dhyAna khataranAka lagatA hai| use sva-rati ke khatare se bacanA hai| thor3A dhyAna jisameM svAsthya-lAbha ho, jisakA sevA meM upayoga ho, jise AtmaramaNa kahate haiM, vaha ThIka hai, para Atma-ramaNa aura sva-rati meM bheda hai| Atma-ramaNa bar3A zabda hai| sva-rati manovijJAna meM bhI calatA hai, vaha saMkucita hai| bhakta aura bhagavAn do haiN| bhakta apanI hI bhakti meM sva kA dvaita utpanna kare, phira ekIkaraNa kare? - munizrI-dvaita aura ekIkaraNa, yaha donoM prakriyAoM meM samAna hai| eka jagaha bhagavAn aura bhakta kA ekIkaraNa hai to dUsarI jagaha AtmA
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________________ mAnasika ekAgratA 167 kI do bhinna sthitiyoM kA ekIkaraNa hai| sahAre kI apekSA ho to vaha usameM bhI hai aura isameM bhI hai| jainendra-jo 'sva' meM hI niSTha ho gayA, hote-hote nikammA hI nahIM, vikSipta ho gyaa| paristhiti se sambandha raha nahIM skaa| munizrI-yaha paristhiti kI tulanA meM sva-niSThA kI bAta nahIM hai| sva-niSThA kA artha caitanya hai, prabuddhatA hai aura vaha prabuddhatA jisameM caitanya hI caitanya ho| sAdhanAkAla meM dhyAtA aura dhyeya kA vibhAga rahatA hai, siddhi-kAla meM ve donoM eka ho jAte haiN| jainendra-caitanya kA svabhAva simaTakara sImita honA nahIM hai| cetanA bAhara se lauTakara bhItara kI ora nahIM AtI, vaha bAhara kI ora phailakara virAT bana jAtI hai| munizrI-caitanya kA bhItara kI ora lauTane kA artha simaTanA nahIM kintu vistAra hI hai| Apa kSetrIya vistAra kI bhASA meM kaha rahe haiM, maiM zakti-vistAra kI bhASA meM kaha rahA huuN| kSetrIya dRSTi se to AkAza bhI virAT hai| caitanya kI virATatA usase vilakSaNa hai| jainendra-Apa kahate haiM, kalpanA ko samApta kara do| maiM kahatA hUM kalpanA ko mukta kara do| munizrI-sAdhanA ke kucha staroM meM ApakI bhASA mAnya ho sakatI hai| sAdhanA kA stara sabakA eka nahIM hotaa| jainendra-kalpanA ko chor3ane meM lage hue adhika bikhara gae haiM, yaha maiMne dekhA hai| munizrI-unakA AtmA ke sAtha ThIka yoga nahIM huaa| jainendra-yoga zabda ThIka hai| pahale Apane vicchinna khaa| yadi yoga hai to yaha maiM bhI mAnatA huuN| munizrI-maiMne to pahale hI kahA thA, sva-dravya ke sAtha yoga aura para-dravya ke sAtha ayog| korA ayoga yA viccheda nahIM kahA thaa| mohana (jainendrajI se)-chor3ate jAo, chor3ate jAo, yaha to samajha meM AtA hai para vistAra karate jAo, yaha bhASA samajhane meM kaThinAI hai| isakA vyAvahArika rUpa kyA hai? jainendra-AcArya tulasI ke prati ApakI zraddhA hai| tulasIjI meM
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________________ 168 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti ApakA lIna honA sarala hai| jainendra jainendra meM lIna ho jAe, yaha kaThina lagatA hai| apane se dUsaroM meM lIna honA vistAra hai aura vaha sarala bhI munizrI-svalIna yA paralIna yaha bhASA-bheda hai| bhASA koI satya nahIM hai| satya jahAM pahuMcatA hai, vahAM pahuMcanA hai| jainendra-AtmA ke nAma para ahaM kI sAdhanA hone se dharma adharma bana jAtA hai| munizrI-ahaM zabda eka hai para isake do rUpa haiN| ahaM asmitva kA sUcaka ho to vaha adharma ho sakatA hai para astitva kA sUcaka ho to vaha adharma kaise hogA? viSaya-viccheda kI prakriyA dhyeya ke sAtha tAdAtmya sthApita karane kI prakriyA pratyAhAra hai| usake lie eka mudrA hai-srvendriyoprm| isase mAnasika zAnti milatI hai| do-cAra minaTa isa mudrA meM rahane se ghaMTe-bhara kA zrama miTa jAtA hai| kitanA hI mana bikharA ho, isa mudrA se kendrita ho jAtA hai| rasa-viccheda kI prakriyA dhyAna ke cAra prakAra haiM-piNDastha, padastha aura rUpastha aura ruupaatiit| ekAgratA meM eka Alambana lenA hotA hai, cAhe vaha paramAtmA kA ho, AtmA kA ho yA kisI bAhya vastu kA ho| piNDastha meM apane zarIra kA Alambana lekara abhyAsa kiyA jAtA hai| zarIra meM nAsAgra Adi solaha sthAnoM para mana kA yoga karane se zAnti milatI hai| jainendra-dhyAna meM pravRtti-zUnyatA yA ahaM kI vRddhi kA khatarA hai| munizrI-dhyAna meM sahaja Ananda kI anubhUti hotI hai| maiM apane meM dekhatA huuN| dhyAna ke lie kucha samaya lagAtA hUM, phira bhI merI pravRtti kama nahIM huI hai aura na mujhe ahaM satAtA hai, pratyuta Ananda kA anubhava kara rahA huuN| isalie mujhe lagatA hai ki dhyAna koI khatarA nahIM hai| jahAM Ananda nahIM milatA, vahAM dhyAna kI prakriyA meM galatI ho sakatI hai| jainendra-mere jIvana meM kama-se-kama eka darjana vyakti aae| do-do
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________________ mAnasika ekAgratA 166 ghaMTe dhyAna karate the, phira bhI unakA mana bikhara rahA hai / munizrI - prakriyA meM kahIM galatI ho sakatI hai, anyathA dhyAna se Ananda hI milatA hai, mana bikharatA nahIM / rAjasamanda meM rajanIzajI Ae / dhyAna ke viSaya meM bAta calI / unhoMne nirAlamba kI bAta para bala diyaa| maiMne kahA- yaha Age kI bhUmikA hai| prArambha meM Alambana ke binA kaThinatA AtI hai| nAbhi kA Alambana mana ko ekAgra karane meM bahuta sahAyaka banatA hai| jahAM se zvAsa spandana hotA hai, usa para niyaMtraNa hotA hai| usase ekalayatA AtI hai / mana kI sthiratA AtI hai / bhRkuTI, nAsAgra, kaNTha, hRdaya, nAbhi, upastha, pAdAMguSTha- ye cetanA ke kendra - sthAna haiN| mana ko ina zarIrakendroM meM kendrita karanA piNDastha dhyAna hai / padastha dhyAna meM zabdoM kA Alambana liyA jAtA hai / jo zabda iSTa haiM- paramAtmA yA koI, usakA Alambana liyA jaae| rUpastha dhyAna meM apane se bhinna kisI mUrta-vastu ke sAtha sambandha kara dhyAna karanA hotA hai / mUrti kA vikAsa isI rUpastha dhyAna ke sahAre huA hai / ekalavya ko zastra kalA meM pAraMgata honA thA / usake lie sabase sundara Alambana droNAcArya the| unakI mUrti ko Alambana banA vaha usa kArya meM lIna ho gayA / / rUpAtIta dhyAna parama AtmA kA dhyAna hai| isase rasa - nivRtti ho jAtI hai / yaha rasa - viccheda kI prakriyA hai| gItA meM batAyA hai : 'viSayA vinivartante, nirAhArasya dehinaH / rasavarjaM rasopyasya, paraM dRSTvA nivartate // ' viSaya aura rasa do haiM / viSaya bAhara hai, rasa bhItara hai| jaina - bhASA meM rasa kA artha vikAra hai / viSaya 23 haiM aura vikAra 244 haiN| AMkheM 1 mUMda lene se viSaya nahIM milatA para rasa nahIM miTatA / yaha tabhI miTatA haiM, jaba 'paraM' kA darzana ho jAtA hai / paraM yAnI paramAtmA / vaha rasa- varja hai, nirvikAra hai, lakSya hai, jo Apa honA cAhate haiM, vaha hai / usa 'paraM' ke darzana se rasa nivRtta ho jAtA hai| dhyAna meM viSaya kI nivRtti aura rasa kI nivRtti - donoM ho jAtI haiN| jainendra- kyA mukti abhAvAtmaka sthiti hai ?
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________________ 17 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti ___munizrI-nahIM, bhAvAtmaka hai| vahAM sasIma sukha kI nivRtti hotI hai to asIma sukha kI upalabdhi hotI hai| paramAtmA kA Ananda ananta hai| acala hai, akSara hai| yahAM ke sukha kSaraNazIla haiN| manuSya itanA mUrkha nahIM, ki sattA ko chor3a zUnyatA meM jaae| vaizeSika kI abhAvAtmaka mukti kA upahAsa karate hue kisI naiyAyika AcArya ne likhA hai : 'varaM vRndAvane ramye, kroSTratvamabhivAMchitam / na tu vaizeSikI muktiM, gautamo gantumicchati // ' 'vRndAvana meM siyAla honA mAnya hai para vaizeSika kI mukti meM jAnA gautama ko mAnya nahIM hai|' mukti bhAvAbhAvAtmaka sthiti hai 'ata evAnyazUnyopi, nAtmA zUnyaH svarUpataH / zUnyAzUnyasvabhAvo'yamAtmanaivopalabhyate // ' __hama ananta jJAna cAhate haiM, ananta Ananda cAhate haiM, ananta pavitratA aura zakti cAhate haiN| jahAM ye nahIM, vahAM dharma nahIM hai| hamAre ye cAra lakSya haiN| upalabdhi cAhe kama ho, lakSya yahI hai| yaha cetanA kI vikasita avasthA hai| abhAvAtmaka avasthA nahIM hai| jise hama nahIM cAhate, vaha sAnta avasthA hai| usakI sattA vahAM samApta ho jAtI hai, isalie vaha bhAvAbhAvAtmaka hai| jainendra-kucha sarvodayI netA je. ke. kRSNamUrti kI ora jhuka rahe haiN| eka dina dAdA dharmAdhikArI mujhe bhI unake pAsa le ge| bAta sunane meM behada ThIka hai| ve nizcaya kI bhASA meM bolate haiN| kahane se Age utaratI nhiiN| kahate haiM-samaya kI sattA nahIM para sAta roja kA kAryakrama Age kA baMdhA rahatA hai| muni sukha-tIrthaMkara aura kevalI kI vItarAgatA samAna hai| tIrthaMkara tIrtha kI racanA karane meM pravRtta hote haiM aura kevalI nhiiN| to kyA vItarAgatA kI paripUrNatA racanA meM hai? munizrI-racanA saMvedana meM se prApta hotI hai para usakA AkAra apane sAmarthya aura bhUmikA ke anusAra hotA hai| zarIra vyavahAra aura
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________________ mAnasika ekAgratA 17 pravRtti donoM ke lie anivArya hai| yaha anivAryatA taba taka calegI, jaba taka zarIra kA astitva rahatA hai| muni sukha- piNDastha, padastha Adi meM kramabaddhatA hai yA nahIM? munizrI-kramabaddhatA ke viSaya meM kabhI socA nahIM, para cAheM to use DhUMr3ha sakate haiN| isI bIca umarAvacandajI mehatA bola uThe-zarIra, vANI aura mana kI sthiratA dvArA AtmA taka pahuMcanA hai| rUpAtIta AtmA hai| pahale tInoM zarIra, vANI aura mana kI sthiratA ke nimitta haiN| ___ munizrI-kucha granthoM meM bhinna krama bhI milatA hai para prastuta krama sArthaka bhI hai| piNDa (zarIra), pada (bhASA) aura rUpa meM dUsare kI apekSA pahalA adhika nikaTa hai|
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________________ sAmudAyika sAdhanA ke ATha sUtra 1. sat-vyavahAra sat ke do artha haiN| pahalA artha hai-sat arthAt sattA, astitv| dUsarA artha hai-sat yAnI acchaa| sat ke ye do artha pracalita haiN| yahAM donoM hI artha gRhIta haiN| sat-vyavahAra yAnI AtmIya vyavahAra yA saujanya-pUrNa vyvhaar| AtmIya to prathama hai hii| saujanyapUrNa vyavahAra ko bhI bahuta mahattva diyA gayA thaa| AcArya somaprabha ne likhA hai : varaM vibhavavandhyatA sujanabhAvabhAjAM nRNAmasAdhucaritArjitA na punarUrjitAH sampadaH / kRzatvamapi zobhate sahajamAyatau sundaraM, vipAkavirasA na tu zvayathusaMbhavA sthuultaa| saujanya acchA hai, bhale phira kucha bhI na mile| daurjanya se kucha milatA hai to vaha zotha-janita sthUlatA hai| usa sthUlatA kI apekSA kRzatva bahuta acchA hai| vaha sthUlatA roga hai aura kRzatA svaasthy| asat-vyavahAra kI kasauTI kyA hai jisase kasakara hama samajha sakeM ki yaha vyavahAra asat hai aura yaha sat ? asat-vyavahAra kI tIna kasauTiyAM haiM-krUratA, kapaTa aura nirpeksstaa| sadvyavahAra kI tIna kasauTiyAM haiM-mUdutA, maitrI aura saapeksstaa| krUratA jisa vyavahAra kI bhUmikA meM krUratA ho, vaha sat nahIM ho sktaa| kaI dhArmika kahate haiM-dhArmika ke lie vyavahAra kI kyA AvazyakatA hai? para
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________________ sat-vyavahAra 173 maiM samajhatA hUM ki hRdaya meM ahiMsA aura adhyAtma hai aura vyavahAra meM krUratA hai, kyA yaha sambhava hai? dhArmika kA vyavahAra krUra ho hI nahIM sktaa| isalie vyavahAra ke sat hone meM eka zarta hai ki vaha mRdu ho| jainendra-kahIM asaSNuitA bhI sadvyavahAra kA aMga ho sakatI hai? munizrI-hAM, ho sakatI hai| jainendra-asihaSNutA hogI to kaThoratA A jaaegii| munizrI-kumhAra ghar3e ko pITatA hai para nIce usakA hAtha rahatA hai| mRdu-vyavahAra meM isakA avakAza hai| jainendra-sat vyavahAra kI kasauTI AtmIyatA ho sakatI hai, mRdutA kaise? munizrI-maiMne krUratA ke pratipakSa meM mRdutA kA pratipAdana kiyA, kaThoratA ke pratipakSa meM nhiiN| kaThoratA krUratA se bhinna hai| mAM kA putra ke prati aura guru kA ziSya ke prati AvazyakatAvaza kaThora-bhAva ho sakatA hai, para krUratA nhiiN| bhagavAn mahAvIra ne krUra vyavahAra ko varjita karane vAle aneka vratoM kA vidhAna kiyaa| vRtticcheda, bandha, aMgaccheda, atibhAra Adi-Adi ke varjana ko cAhe Apa ahiMsA kaheM, cAhe krUra vyavahAra kA vrjn| naukara, munIma Adi jo apane Azrita hoM, unakI AjIvikA kA viccheda karanA varjita hai| vaha dhArmika bhI kahAM hai, jo gAya ke dUdha na dene para ghAsa na ddaale| pazu para adhika bhAra na lAdA jAe, yaha krUra vyavahAra kA varjana hai| krUratA meM dharma TikegA kaise? bhojana meM amRta bhI hai, jahara bhI hai| donoM eka sAtha kaise hoMge? dharma bhI hai, krUratA bhI hai, donoM sAtha-sAtha nahIM ho sakate / vyavahAra meM krUratA hai to vahAM dharma kI AzA nahIM karanI caahie| vyavahAra kI mRdutA kA eka sUtra hai-icchaakaar| yaha jaina muniyoM kI eka sAmAcArI hai| isakA hArda hai- 'yadi Apa cAheM to yaha kAma kreN|' guru bhI sAmAnyatayA icchAkAra sAmAcArI kA prayoga karate haiN| phira vyavasthA kaise calegI? AjJA denA-karanA hI hogA-yaha vizeSa sthiti meM prApta hai| jitanA merA astitva hai, utanA hI sAmanevAle kA hai| donoM kA astitva sApekSatA se jur3A hai| eka merI apekSA hai, eka dUsare kI hai| maiM usakI apekSA meM yoga dUM aura vaha merI apekSA meM yoga de, yaha samAja yA sAmUhikatA kA AdhAra hai| prAcInakAla meM dAsa krIta
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________________ 174 maiM merA mana : merI zAnti : hotA thA / kharIdane ke bAda vaha usakA hotA thA / krIta ko prANadaNDa bhI diyA jAtA thA / isIlie dAsa prathA jaghanya mAnI gaI aura usakA viccheda kiyA gayA / kapaTa kucha loga kahate haiM ki Aja ke yuga meM saralatA upAdeya nahIM hai| mujhe lagatA hai ki saralatA zAzvata satya hai / vaha sadA upAdeya aura usake binA mana kI zAnti mila hI nahIM sktii| saralatA ko anupAdeya batAne vAle bhUla jAte haiM ki saralatA aura bholApana eka nahIM hai / kucha zabda rUr3ha ho gae haiM / unameM parivartana kI apekSA hai / jainendra- sadAcAra zabda calatA hai / kintu samAcAra kAphI nahIM, satyAcAra honA cAhie / sadAcAra samAja kI mAnI huI tAtkAlika nIti hai / yadi dharmAcaraNa kA vicAra bhI vahIM taka raha gayA to jisa krAnti kI AvazyakatA hai, vaha dharma kI ora se nahIM AegI, dharma ko usase gahare jAnA cAhie / zAnti, sahiSNutA Adi zabda bhI kucha vaise hI rUr3hArtha meM prayukta hone lage haiM / munizrI - sadAcAra meM sat zabda hai, vaha bhI satya kA vAcaka hai / sat arthAt satya / samaya kI maryAdA ke sAtha dUsarA artha A gayA / sadAcAra satyAcAra hI na rahA, acchA AcAra bhI bana gayA / bhASAzAstra ke anusAra zabda kA apakarSa aura utkarSa hotA rahA hai 1 jainendra- satyAcAra kI abhivyakti vaha hogI, jo Aja sadAcAra meM nahIM hai / munizrI - yaha ThIka hai / sadAcAra ke pIche jo bhAvanA A gaI hai, zabda - parivartana se usameM bhAvanA bhI parivartita ho sakatI hai / jainendra- sAhitya meM pratikriyA aura palAyana - do zabda bahuta cala rahe haiN| mujhe palAyanavAdI kahA jAtA hai| maiM kahatA hUM, aisA kauna hai jo baila ko samAne dekhakara palAyana na kare? munizrI - hara zabda kI yahI sthiti hai| utkarSa, apakarSa, utkrAnti apakrAnti se mukta koI zabda nahIM hai| Aja se do-DhAI hajAra varSa pahale 'pASaMDa' zabda zramaNa sUcaka thA / azoka ke zilAlekha, jaina aura bauddha
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________________ sat-vyavahAra 175 sAhitya meM usakA gaurava ke sAtha prayoga huA hai / Aja 'pASaMDa' zabda kutsita bana gayA hai / 'pASaMDI' kahane se apriya - sA lagatA hai / jainendra-asura zabda hamAre lie ghRNA kA hai para IrAna aura phArasa meM asura deva ke lie hai / munizrI - prAcIna sAhitya meM asura zabda deva ke artha meM thA / yakSa bhI mahattvasUcaka thaa| Aja usase bhinna hai / Aja sAhasika zabda prazaMsAsUcaka hai paraMtu jaba calA thA usa samaya avimRzyakArI - binA vicAre kArya karane vAle ke artha meM thA / artha ke utkarSa kA apakarSa ho gyaa| rAjendra - to kyA zabda vicAra - janita hai? munizrI - zabda pravRtti aura vicAra donoM kI sRSTi hai| zabda se apane Apa koI zakti nahIM, vaha mAtra dyotaka hai| karma tejasvI hotA hai to zabda gaurava pA letA hai| usake kSINa hone para zabda - zakti bhI kSINa ho jAtI hai / rAjA yAnI Izvara jo thA, vaha Aja rAja-karma kSINa hone se apriya bana gayA, itihAsa kA zabda raha gayA / rAjendra-karma samAja-janita hai yA vicAra-janita ? munizrI - koI bhI karma pahale vicAra meM AtA hai / vyavahAra vicAra kI pratikRti hai / vicAra aura karma kA kArya-kAraNa sambandha hai | vicAra ke vikAsa kI pRSThabhUmi samAja hai / isalie hama kaha sakate haiM - samAja se vicAra aura vicAra se karma niSpanna hotA hai / rAjendra - sAmAjika karma ke nirmANa meM vicAra kAraNa hai yA vicAra ke nirmANa meM sAmAjika ghaTanA ? munizrI - sAmAjika ghaTanAoM meM se vicAra phalita hote haiM / phira unase karma niSpanna hote haiM / rAjendra - jo vicAra hamameM haiM, ve bAhya pratikriyA se paidA hue haiM, isalie ve kriyAtmaka nahIM, kintu pratikriyAtmaka haiM / jaise gaNita kA prazna hai, usakA hala anUThA ho sakatA hai para vaha anUThA hone para bhI usa prazna kA bandI hai / jainendra- ( ye kahate haiM) apane vicAra ke vibhu nahIM, adhIna haiM / munizrI - prazna ke bAda uttara niSpanna hotA hai, isalie usakA prazna
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________________ 176 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti ke adhIna honA svAbhAvika hai| vicAra ke pIche prazna hI nahIM, vyakti ke apane saMskAra bhI haiM aura bAhya pratikriyA bhii| mana meM vicAra uThatA hai, yaha kyoM? kyoMki Apake apane saMskAra haiN| hara vicAra apanI pratikriyA chor3a jAtA hai| Aja koI vicAra karate haiM, usakI pratikriyA zeSa rahatI hai, tabhI smRti hotI hai| bAhya paristhiti kA prabhAva bhI hotaa| rAjendra-hamAre sAre vicAra sAmAjika ghaTanAoM se to chanakara A rahe haiN| munizrI-A sakate haiM, para yaha aikAntika bAta hai| hameM bahuta bAra sthUla mana (cetana mana) ke pIche jo acetana mana hai, usase nirdeza milate rAjendra-kyA usase kucha nayI niSpatti hotI hai? munizrI-aisI koI ghaTanA nahIM ho sakatI, jise hama solaha AnA nayI kaha skeN| narasiMha kA avatAra eka nayI ghaTanA hai para usameM nara aura siMha donoM kA yoga hai| sArI vicitratA yogaja niSpatti hai| vaijJAnika prayoga bhI bilkula naye nahIM haiN| do kA honA nahIM hai| nayA hai aneka meM se kinhIM do kA yog| jitanI auSadhiyAM haiM, ve kyA haiM? vanaspati ke yoga hI to haiN| Adi se anta taka koI nayI sRSTi nahIM hai| yoga kA prayoga nayA hai| jainendra-vicAra kI kriyA kA kAraNa bhItara nahIM hai| kriyA kA kAraNa vyApta paristhiti yA samaya hai| rAjendra-ahaMtA hamArI pratikriyA kA piNDa hai| munizrI-ahaMtA ke pIche eka aura bhI hai jo usase bhinna hai aura yogaja hai| gurutvAkarSaNa kA siddhAnta nyUTana ne diyaa| siddhAnta kI kalpanA bAhya nimitta se aayii| usake pIche koI zAstrIya jJAna nahIM thaa| tatkAla seva ko girate dekha kalpanA hii| gurutvAkarSaNa kA siddhAnta yadi kevala ghaTanAoM kI pratikriyA hotI to vaha pahale bhI ho sakatA thA aura kisI bhI vyakti ko ho sakatA thaa| vaha nyUTana ko hI kyoM huA? kisI dUsare ko kyoM nahIM huA? isa carcA ko samAta karane se pUrva hama itanA aura samajha leM ki vyakti kI apanI yogyatA aura bAhya ghaTanA-donoM ke yoga se koI nayA jJAna niSpanna hotA hai|
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________________ sat-vyavahAra 177 rAjendra-citta ko svIkAra na karane meM kyA kaThinAI hai? munizrI-kaThinAI koI nahIM, use na mAnanA svAbhAvika hai| use mAnane meM parAkrama kI AvazyakatA hai| jo dRzya hai, vaha citta nahIM hai| isalie Astika kI apekSA nAstika honA adhika sarala hai| jainendra-AstikatA aisI cIja hai, jo ghara meM paidA hone se hI A jAtI hai| nAstikatA buddhi ke prayoga se hotI hai| maiM pahale Astika thA, phira bahuta varSoM taka apane ko nAstika kahatA thaa| aba mAnane lagA hUM Astika huuN| pahalI AstikatA jaldI TUTa gii| ____ munizrI-yaha AstikatA puruSArtha se aayii| mana, indriya, buddhi, zarIra Adi jo sAdhana haiM, AtmA ke astitva kI jAnakArI ke pratyakSa sahAyaka nahIM haiN| DaoNkTara aNu-aNu ko bikhera detA hai para zarIra meM kahIM bhI citta nahIM miltaa| isIlie maiM kaha rahA thA citta ko mAnanA Azcarya hai| jainendra-svIkAra karatA hUM, kucha hai para citta nahIM hai| munizrI-cetanA kI niSpatti mAnate haiM, anusyUta cetanA nahIM maante| traikAlika cetanA kA svIkAra bahulAMza meM AsthA ke bala para mAnA jAtA hai| buddhi ke bala para mAnA jAe to vaha do vakIloM ke vAda-vivAda kA-sA rUpa ho jAtA hai, hAtha kucha nahIM aataa| AsthA, anubhUti aura dhyAna kA pakSa prabala ho jAe to phira citta ke asvIkAra meM kaThinAI hogii| rAjendra-zarIra ke binA caitanya kA koI astitva hai? .. jainendra-preta hai| preta yAnI zarIra-mukta citt| .. rAjendra-preta yA to hai nahIM aura hai to zarIra-mukta nhiiN| munizrI-vidyut meM prakAza kI zakti hai para usakI abhivyakti balba meM hotI hai| vaise hI citta kI abhivyakti zarIra meM hotI hai| rAjendra-vidyut ko prAthamikatA dete haiM, balba ko kyoM nahIM dete? munizrI-vidyut Agata hai, balba meM niSpanna nhiiN| isI prakAra zarIra meM cetanA niSpanna nahIM, anusyUta hai| rAjendra-citta ko zarIra se bhinna jAnane kI vaijJAnika paddhati kyA hai? jainendra-zarIra se bhinnatA kA pIchA karanA Apako kyoM Avazyaka hai? munizrI-Apake pAsa prayogazAlA hai| Apa zarIra ke kaNa-kaNa kI
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________________ 178 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti chAnabIna kara sakate haiM para zarIra se mukta caitanya ko jAnane ke Apake pAsa sAdhana kahAM haiM? hamAre pAsa jJAna ke sAdhana pAMca indriyAM haiN| ve zabda, rUpa, gandha, rasa, sparza ko jAna sakatI haiN| unako zarIra dvArA jAnA jA sakatA hai, usameM vidyamAna caitanya ko nahIM jAnA jA sktaa| yadi Apa zarIra aura caitanya kI bhinnatA jAnanA cAhate haiM to usakA sAdhana dhyAna hai| samucita mAtrA meM dhyAna karane para Apako yaha anubhUti na ho to mujhe Azcarya hogaa| jainendra-dharma meM se parAkrama nikale taba adhyAtma sampanna hotA hai. anyathA zaithilya rahatA hai| anyAya hotA hai| munizrI-utthAna, bala, vIrya, puruSakAra aura parAkrama-ye pAMca zabda haiN| inase mukta koI bhI dharma-kriyA nahIM hai| inakA upayoga raNa kSetra meM bhI ho sakatA hai aura dharmakSetra meM bhI ho sakatA hai aura vyApAra meM bhI ho sakatA hai| jo parAkrama zUnya hai vaha nikammA hai| yaha mAna liyA ki jo dhArmika hai, use sahiSNu honA caahie| eka gAla para thappar3a mAre to dUsarA gAla sAmane kara denA caahie| isameM parAkrama kI bhAvanA nahIM, hInatA A gaI hai| upavAsa caitanya kA parAkrama hai| Aja upavAsa 'na khAnA' mAtra raha gayA hai| jainendra-'jina' zabda meM bhI parAkrama thaa| rAjendra-jainendra meM bhI hai| jainendra-jainendra meM 'jina' ke sAtha 'indra' kA yoga A gyaa| samarpaNa hInabhAvanA nahIM hai| hIna-bhAvanA ke kAraNa apane ko kucha na mAnanA napuMsakatA hai| prArthanA meM hIna-bhAvanA nahIM, namratA hai, AkiMcanya hai| munizrI-AkiMcanya meM tIna loka kA prabhutva hai| sApekSatA sApekSa vyavahAra arthAt sahAnubhUtipUrNa vyvhaar| sAmAjika prANI ko hara sthiti meM apekSA rahatI hai| samAja kA AdhAra hI sApekSatA hai| usase prema kA vAtAvaraNa banatA hai| upekSA se udAsInatA AtI hai aura dUrI bar3hatI hai| AcAryazrI mahotsava ke dinoM meM adhika vyasta rahate haiN| vyastatA ke kAraNa kisI kI bAta ko dhyAna se nahIM sunA jAtA to vaha
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________________ sat-vyavahAra 176 samajhatA hai mere prati nirapekSa vyavahAra ho rahA hai| yaha sAdhuoM kI sthiti hai, dUsaroM kI sthiti to aura adhika cintanIya hogii| hara vyakti cAhatA hai merI apekSA ho| apekSA kA sambandha madhura hotA hai| sApekSatA meM kaThora vyavahAra bhI khalatA nahIM hai| acchA vyavahAra karate hue bhI nirapekSatA jhalake to sAmane vAlA kahegA, yaha to Upara kA vyavahAra hai, dikhAvA hai| parivAra meM kaTutA AtI hai, usake pIche nirapekSatA rahatI hai, jitanI sahAnubhUti kI AvazyakatA hotI hai, usakA abhAva rahatA hai| maiMne apane jIvana meM anubhava kiyA hai| maiMne apanI vyastatA ke kAraNa kabhI-kabhI AvazkayatA se kama bAtacIta kI, phalataH mujhe avyAvahArika batAyA gyaa| maiMne usake sAtha asat vyavahAra nahIM kiyA, phira bhI sApekSatA nahIM baratI jitanI sAmAjika jIvana meM baratanI cAhie thI, isIlie maiM avyAvahArika bana gyaa| ghara ke mukhiyA isa ora sajaga nahIM hote taba pratikriyA hotI hai| isIlie pramukha vyakti isa ora sajaga rahate haiN| AcAryazrI ne isI varSa maryAdA-mahotsava ke dinoM meM sAdhu-sAdhviyoM se kahA ki jisako AvazyakatA ho, vaha mujhase samaya mAMga le| unhoMne eka-eka ko AmaMtrita kara bAtacIta kii| dasa minaTa kI bAtacIta meM AcAryazrI unheM kyA de dete haiM? phira bhI ve sApekSatA ke vAtAvaraNa meM pA apane ko sArthaka mAnate haiM, kRtakRtya ho jAte haiN| kRtArthatA sApekSatA se AtI hai, prApti se nhiiN| candana-kyA yaha rAga nahIM hai? munizrI-anurAga hai| abhI hama dharmAnurAga se rakta haiN| samyak darzana ke ATha sUtra haiN| unameM eka vAtsalya hai| vAtsalya ke binA ekasUtratA nahIM rhtii| usase kaI bAteM phala jAtI haiN| vAtsalya se kaThora anuzAsana bhI kara sakate haiM, prAyazcitta bhI de sakate haiM, aisI paristhiti meM bhI DAla sakate haiM, jisakI kalpanA karanA kaThina hai| vAtsalya kA dhAgA sahAnubhUti kI suI meM sahaja hI paiTha jAtA hai| anurAga aura virAga do nahIM haiN| eka ke prati anurAga hI dUsare ke prati virAga hai| AtmA, paramAtmA, mokSa yA dharma ke prati jo anurAga hai, vaha zuddha hai| candana-kyA vAtsalya yA anurAga moha nahIM hai? / munizrI-ho sakatA hai para sAmAjika jIvana ke sambandhoM se use
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________________ 180 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti nikAla kaise pAeMge? pitA-putra kA sambandha hai| pitA putra kI cintA karatA hai, apekSA ke sAtha nirvAha karatA hai, to vyavahAra mAdhuryapUrNa hotA hai| yadi vaha ekatva kI bhAvanA se soce-'akelA hI vyakti AyA hai, apane hI puNya-pApa sAtha calate haiM, kauna kisakA sAthI hai'-aura parivAra meM rahatA huA bhI nirapekSa vyavahAra kare to vaha vyavahAra putra ke mana meM pitA ke prati zatru-bhAva paidA karatA hai| rAjA udrAyaNa ke mana meM AyA, putra ko rAjya nahIM denA cAhie, kyoMki rAjA narakagAmI hotA hai| putra ko kyoM naraka meM DhakelA jAe? isalie usane apanA rAjya putra ko na dekara bhAnaje ko diyaa| pariNAma yaha AyA ki pitA ke prati putra kA dveSa ho gayA aura vaha antima samaya taka banA rhaa| usane kahA-sabase kSamA yAcanA kara sakatA hUM, para pitA se nhiiN| bhAnaje ke mana meM AyA-mAmA kahIM vApasa Akara rAjya na le le, isalie usane udrAyaNa ko mAra DAlane kA prayatna kiyaa| vyavahAra kA lopa karane se yaha pariNAma aayaa| ___ jainendra-kyA nizcaya aura vyavahAra-ye do bAteM mana meM rakhanI par3eMgI? nizcaya meM se vyavahAra nahIM nikala sakatA kyA? vyavahAra svayaM nizcaya kI sAdhanA meM phalita hogaa| nizcaya ko sAdhege to anurAga, virAga nahIM hogaa| vyavahAra kI ora jhuke to nizcaya TUTegA, nizcaya para jhuke to vyavahAra ttuuttegaa| nizcaya kA pUrI ImAnadArI se pAlana kareMge to vyavahAra svayaM sdhegaa| munizrI-tIrthaMkara sAre vyavahAra kA pravartana karate haiM, saMgha kA pravartana karate haiM, vyavasthA kA pravartana karate haiN| yaha vyavahAra kahAM se AyA? pravRtti unake jIvana meM kahAM se AyI? nizcaya meM se hI vyavahAra nikalA hai| tIrthaMkara kRtakRtya ho gae, unake lie karanA kucha prApta nahIM, phira bhI ve karate haiN| koI bhI zarIradhArI vyavahAra se mukta nahIM ho sktaa| jaba taka zarIra kA parAkrama hai taba taka vyavahAra hotA rhegaa| zrAvaka ke bAraha vratoM meM eka aticAra hai ki 'apane AzritoM kI jIvikA kA viccheda nahIM kruuNgaa|' yaha vyavahAra kahAM se AyA? jo jitanA dhArmika hogA, usakA vyavahAra bhI utanA hI sukhada hogaa| jainendra-vyavahAra meM jitanI truTi ho utanI hI dhArmikatA kI kamI hogii|
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________________ sat-vyavahAra 181 munizrI-rUpacandrajI seThiyA dharmaniSTha zrAvaka the| ve jitane dharmaniSTha the, utane hI vyavahAra ke prati sajaga the| candana-kyA vyavahAra moha nahIM hai? munizrI-Apa vyavahAra meM kevala moha hI kyoM dekhate haiM, usake sAtha jur3e hue nyAya yA samabhAva ko kyoM nahIM dekhate? kalpanA kIjie-eka pitA ke cAra lar3ake haiN| eka ke prati adhika sneha hai| use do lAkha rupaye detA hai| dUsare ko eka lAkha, tIsare aura cauthe ko AdhA-AdhA laakh| pariNAma hogA ki paraspara jhagar3e hoNge| pitA apane ko dhArmika bhale mAne para putra use adhArmika aura avyAvahArika maaneNge| yadi vyavahAra dharma se prabhAvita hotA to sabake prati samAna vRtti hotii| tIna ke prati anyAya nahIM hotaa| candana-anyAya na ho, yaha ThIka hai| para eka-dUsare ke prati jo bhAvanA hotI hai, vaha kyA hamAre pUrva-karma kA pariNAma nahIM hai? munizrI-hamArI mAnyatA aura nIti bhI to ho sakatI hai? jainendra-para maiM mAnatA hUM ki isakI jimmedArI sAmane vAle vyakti para bhI hotI hai| munizrI-vItarAga ke prati bhI kisI kA asantoSa ho sakatA hai| jainendra-balki tIvra asantoSa hotA hai| hameM koI mArane nahIM AtA para gAMdhIjI ko mAra diyaa| IsA prema kI mUrti the para unheM phAMsI milii| munizrI-vaiSamya apanI manovRtti ke kAraNa upajatA hai| jainendra-jinhoMne phAMsI lagAI IsA ko, IsA ke mana meM bhI unake prati prema thaa| yaha IsA kA guNa thaa| jagat ke saMcAlana meM dharma kI ArAdhanA karane vAlA bAhara dekhe, mere kAraNa kyA ho rahA hai to vaha kucha nahIM kara sktaa| munizrI-sAvadhAnI yaha baratanI hai ki apanI dveSAtmaka pravRtti se to kucha nahIM ho rahA hai| ghara kA dAyitva le rakhA hai aura usa sthiti kA lopa karanA hai to viSamatA paidA hotI hai| usa sthiti meM honA aura usakA lopa karanA-ina donoM meM koI mela nahIM hai| koI dAyitva na le to koI kaThinAI nhiiN| dAyitva or3ha le aura phira na nibhAe to kaThinAI paidA hotI hai|
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________________ 182 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti candanabAlA kA pitA rAjA dadhivAhana thA / zatAnIka ne AkramaNa kiyaa| vaha yuddha ke bhaya se bhAga niklaa| sainika Ae, nagara ko lUTA | rAnI ko maranA par3A / candanabAlA ko uThA le gae / kyA hama mAna leM, rAjA bhAgA, usake pIche ahiMsA kI preraNA thI? ahiMsA nahIM, pratyuta kAyaratA thI / sabake sAtha vizvAsaghAta aura kartavya ke prati gairajimmedArI / vaha vairAgya nahIM, dAyitva ke prati vimukhatA thI / yadi vairAgya hotA to vaha rAjya ke dAyitva ko apane kandhoM para or3hatA bhI kyoM? candana - dAyitva le aura use nibhAe to kyA dharma hotA hai? munizrI - vyavahAra ke prati sAvadhAna rahane vAlA dUsaroM ke mana meM dharma ke prati ruci paidA karatA hai / hama chaha sAdhu haiM / eka bImAra hai / maiM socUM - 'idhara samaya lagAne meM mere dhyAna meM bAdhA aaegii| agalA likhAkara lAyA hai| svayaM apanA karma apane Apa bhoganA hai, maiM kyA karUM? yadi maiM aisA socUM to maiM dharma ke prati vimukhatA paidA karUMgA, sammukhatA kabhI nahIM / candana - patnI bImAra hai, dhyAna kA samaya A gayA / usa samaya pati dhyAna kare yA patnI kI sevA ? munizrI - dhyAna ko maiM bahuta Avazyaka mAnatA hUM para vyavahAra meM rahane vAlA sevA kA lopa kaise karegA, jahAM dUsaroM ke mana meM dharma aura dhArmika ke prati vimukhatA utpanna hone kA prasaMga ho / jainendra- sahAnubhUti rahatI hai to koI vyavahAra burA nahIM hai / vyavahAra kI vimukhatA apane Apa meM krUratA hai / munizrI - ahiMsA kI bAta pariNAma - kAla meM socane kI adhika hotI hai, jabaki honI cAhie svIkAra - kAla meM / eka bAra AcAryazrI ne kahA thA - rASTra ko rakhanA cAhate haiM, usa para adhikAra rakhanA cAhate haiM taba ahiMsA kI bAta nahIM socate, usakI bAta to kevala surakSA ke samaya socate haiN| hiMsA kA mUla parigraha kI surakSA meM nahIM kintu svIkAra meM hai 1 phUlakumArI - parivAra bar3hane para alaga ho jAeM, phira vyavahAra kI sthiti kyA hogI ? munizrI - mahAvIra aura buddha ghara se cale gae, una para dAyitva nahIM
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________________ prema kA vistAra 153 rhaa| sambandha rakhane kI sthiti meM yaha bAta lAgU hotI hai| koI vyakti ghara se nikalakara jaMgala meM calA jAtA hai to usakI sthiti bhinna ho jAtI hai| sambandha kA dAyitva lekara usakA pAlana nahIM karatA hai, vaha dhArmika apane vyavahAra se AsapAsa ke aneka logoM ko dharma-vimukha banA detA hai| antaraMga kA vairAgya ghanIbhUta ho jAe, vahAM vyavahAra ke prazna samApta ho jAte haiN| 2. prema kA vistAra vistAra yAnI phailanA, 'sva' kI sImA ko lAMghakara 'para' kI sImA meM praveza pAnA yA 'sva-para' kI sImA kA bheda visarjita krnaa| vyApArI prasaraNa karate haiM-aprApta kAma-bhogoM kI prApti ke lie, anupalabdha kAma-bhogoM kI upalabdhi ke lie| eka vistAra aisA hai jisameM doSa prApta hotA hai aura eka vistAra aisA hai jisameM doSa visarjita hotA hai| ghRNA doSa hai| vyakti ke mana meM apane prati utkarSa kA bhAva hotA hai aura dUsare ke prati hiin-bhaav| vaha bhAva-bheda ghRNA utpanna karatA hai| apane prati AkarSaNa ghanIbhUta hotA hai, to dUsare ke prati ghRNA ke sivAya kucha baca nahIM rhtaa| ghRNA ko miTAne kA sabase acchA upAya hai prema kA itanA vistAra ki jisameM ghRNA kA avakAza hI na rhe| eka vyakti priya hai, dUsarA apriy| priya ke prati prema hotA hai, apriya ke prati jugupsaa| isa bhUmikA meM prema kI vyApakatA yA saghanatA nahIM hai, isalie isameM ghRNA kA avakAza hai| jahAM ghRNA hai vahAM dveSa hai| jahAM dveSa hai vahAM mAnasika azAnti hai| ghRNA ho aura mAnasika azAnti na ho, aisA ho nahIM sktaa| ghRNA aura mAnasika zAnti donoM sAtha-sAtha nahIM cala sktiiN| prazna-kyA ghRNita vastu se bhI prema kareM? uttara-ghRNA usa vastu meM nahIM, apane mana meM hai| vizva ke sAre ke sAre padArtha sundara bana jAeM, kabhI sambhava nhiiN| sthiti kA dvaidha rhegaa| para usake AdhAra para ghRNA honA anivArya nahIM hai| hameM jo priya hai, kyA vaha sundara hai? isakA uttara anekAnta kI bhASA meM milatA hai| eka vastu sundara
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________________ 184 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti nahIM hai, phira bhI priya hai| eka vastu sundara hai para priya nahIM hai| eka vastu sundara bhI hai aura priya bhI hai| eka vastu sundara bhI nahIM hai aura priya bhI nahIM hai| sundaratA aura priyatA kI nitAnta ghaniSThatA nahIM hai| jainendra-sundaratA dRSTi se svatantra cIja hai kyA? usakA svatantra astitva hai kyA? munizrI-sundaratA saMsthAnagata aura rUpagata hotI hai| priyatA manogata hotI hai| kar3avI ke kar3avI cIja bhI manogata ho sakatI hai para madhura nhiiN| amuka strI sundara hai para pati ke mana ko nahIM bhaatii| vaha kyoM? usake prati priyatA kA manobhAva nahIM huaa| priyatA jahAM jur3atI hai vahAM ghRNA nahIM rhtii| mana meM prema kA vistAra ho to sAmane vAlI vastu gauNa ho jAegI ki vaha manorama hai yA manorama nahIM hai| prema kA vistAra sabako samA letA hai, vaha 'prati' para nirbhara nahIM hotA, apane para nirbhara hotA hai| 'prati' kA artha kisI ke prati nahIM yAnI sabake prti| prema sambandha kA vistAra nahIM, AtmaguNa kA vistAra hai| jainendra-Atma-vistAra meM zAyada tAratamya kA avakAza nahIM dekhate haiM? mohana-kisI ke cAra lar3ake haiN| cAroM ke sAtha lena-dena meM halkA-bhArI vyavahAra hotA hai, yaha kyoM? jainendra-usa bheda kA bhI avakAza hai| cAroM meM moha-rAga ke kAraNa bheda nahIM hai| vivekakRta hai| Atma-guNa ke vistAra meM viveka kA tAratamya DUbatA nahIM hai, sabakI samAnatA nahIM hotii| __munizrI-eka sAdhu ne vezyA ke ghara cAturmAsa karane kI AjJA maaNgii| guru ne sthUlibhadra ko vahAM jAne kI AjJA dI thI para use nahIM dii| AjJA nahIM dI, usake pIche prema hI thaa| bhale Apa use viveka kaha leN| vahAM jAnA usake hita meM nahIM thA isalie use AjJA nahIM dii| mAM cAra varSa ke bacce ko cAbI nahIM detI, bar3oM ko de detI hai| vahAM prema kI kamI nahIM, viveka hai| prema meM antara nahIM hotA, phira bhI vyavahAra meM bheda buddhi-kRta AtA hai| sAmane vAle ke bure vyavahAra ke kAraNa prema meM antara nahIM aaegaa| viveka meM antara itanA-sA AegA ki use aisA kAma nahIM sauMpe jisase usakI hAni ho| viveka para-sApekSa hai, prema para-sApekSa nahIM hai|
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________________ prema kA vistAra 185 karma kI maryAdA bhinna-bhinna hai / eka daridra ko dekha dhanI ke mana meM, mahAvIra ke mana meM aura eka vicAraka ke mana meM bhinna-bhinna pratikriyA hotI hai / dhanI use dasa rupaye de sakatA hai, mahAvIra kucha nahIM de sakate / mohana - sAmane jaisI vastu ho, vaisI hI manaHsthiti bana jAtI hogI ? munizrI - sAmane acchA Adarza hai aura apanA vicAra apavitra hai to anurAga prApta nahIM hogA / mUrti ke prati zraddhA na ho to anurAga prApta nahIM hogaa| mUrti apane Apa meM na prema bAMTatI hai aura na ghRNA / hara nimitta kI yaha sthiti hai / jainendra- prema meM viveka kA sthAna nahIM hai kyA? munizrI - viveka se vyavahAra phalita hotA hai, prema to akhaNDa honA caahie| koI mere sAtha pAMca pratizata vyavahAra ThIka karatA hai aura koI dasa prtisht| prema bhI usI anupAta se ho to vaha khaNDita ho jAegA / jainendra-para-sApekSatA prema ke lie saMgata hai| munizrI - vistAra kI prakriyA kyA ho, yaha sahaja hI prazna ho sakatA hai / vistAra kA pahalA sUtra hai - vicAra kI spaSTatA yA samyak darzana / dUsarA sUtra hai - saMkalpa kA upayoga / saMkalpa kI bhASA nizcita aura samaya dIrgha honA caahie| utanA dIrgha ki use doharAte - doharAte usameM tanmayatA A jAe / bhASA kA AkAra eka hone se uttarottara spaSTatA AtI hai / Aja kucha, kala kucha, parasoM kucha isa prakAra bhAva - bhASA bhinna hone se dhAraNA bhinna-bhinna bnegii| hamArI pahacAna nizcita AkAra se hI hotI hai| eka AkAra hone se dhAraNA meM dRr3hatA AtI hai / bhASA, bhAva, sthAna aura samaya kI nizcitatA avazya prabhAva lAtI hai / jainendra-saMkalpa meM kartRtva sahAyaka nahIM, bAdhaka banatA hai / 'maiM prema kA hUM', 'maiM prema kAM hUM' - isameM mahattva prema ko milegA / "merA prema bar3ha rahA hai' isameM jo kartRtva hai, vaha anta meM bAdhaka bana jAegA / kartRtva apane pAsa na rahe to kSamatA kA vistAra ho sakatA hai| bhajana meM praNipAta kI bhAvanA se tRpti milatI hai / vahI saba hai, maiM zUnya ho jaauuN| isameM Atma-guNatA, tatsamatA kA rAstA sarala ho jAtA hai / maiM saba banane meM hAtha phailAtA hUM / I
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________________ 186 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti __ munizrI-dhyAna kI prakriyA yahI hai| eka dhyeya hai| maiM apane Apa meM itanA zUnya ho jAUM ki vaha mujhameM samAviSTa ho jaae| dhyeya-AviSTa kA artha hai-dhyaan| AcArya rAmasena ne isa zUnyIkaraNa ko bahuta mahattva diyA hai| unhoMne likhA hai 'yadA dhyAnabalAd dhyAtA, zUnyIkRtya svAvagraham / dhyeyasvarUpAviSTatvAt, tAdRk saMpadyate svayam // ' dhyAtA dhyAna ke bala se apane zarIra ko zUnya kara letA hai| taba vaha dhyeya svarUpa meM AviSTa hokara vaisA hI bana jAtA hai| prema ke vistAra kA bhI yahI sUtra hai| caitanya ke prati itanA prema ho ki zarIra aura mana anya bhAvoM se zUnya ho kara premamaya bana jaaeN| 3. mamatva kA visarjana yA vistAra mamatva ke visarjana se mamatva kA vistAra ho jAtA hai aura mamatva ke vistAra se mamatva visarjita ho jAtA hai| ina donoM meM zabda-bheda hone para bhI artha-bheda nahIM hai| ahaMkAra aura mamakAra, ye do moha-vyUha ke senApati haiN| moha kI yuddhakAlIna racanA bar3I abhedya hotI hai| mamakAra kA artha hai-anAtmIya meM AtmIyatA kA aaropnn| merA ghara, merA parivAra, merA zarIra aadi-aadi| sabase nikaTa zarIra hai| zarIra se lekara bAhya vastuoM ko apanA mAnanA mamakAra hai| mamakAra azAnti kA hetu hai| jisake prati mamatva ho, usake yoga meM harSa aura viyoga meM kaSTa hotA hai| apanA lar3akA kahanA nahIM mAnatA to adhika kaSTa kI anubhUti hotI hai| dUsare kA lar3akA yadi kahanA na mAne to utanA kaSTa nahIM hotA, kyoMki vaha parAyA hai| mamatva kI rekhA hI vyakti-vyakti ke bIca bheda DAlatI hai| mamatva ke bAda usake visarjana kI bAta AtI hai| yaha merA nahIM hai, itanA kahane mAtra se mamatva se mukti nahIM miltii| hamane amuka-amuka ko apanA mAna rakhA hai| phalasvarUpa jo merA hai, usake prati anurAga aura jo merA nahIM hai, usake prati dveSa ho jAtA hai| mere kI surakSA ke lie
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________________ mamatva kA visarjana yA vistAra 187 mere se bhinna ko dhokhA dene meM saMkoca nahIM hotA / yaha merA hai, yaha merA nahIM, isa bheda-buddhi ke pIche anyAya aura zoSaNa pala rahA hai / visarjana kI prakriyA hI vistAra kI prakriyA hai / amuka ke prati merApana hai, use nikAla do aura sabako merA mAna lo / mamatva kI saMkucita sImA meM apanA aura parAyA - yaha dvaidha rahatA hai / isalie vahAM apanA lAbha aura dUsare kI hAni - isa sthiti ko avakAza hai / mamatva kI maryAdA vistRta hone para sva-para kA dvaidha nahIM rahatA / isalie vahAM kisI ke lAbha aura hAni kI sthiti prApta hI nahIM hotI / AkiMcanya kA artha hai - kucha nahIM / merA kucha nahIM, yAnI saba kucha merA hai / AcAryazrI se eka bhAI ne pUchA- ApakA heDakvArTara kahAM hai? AcAryazrI ne uttara diyA- kahIM nahIM hai / kahIM nahIM yAnI sarvatra jahAM jAte haiM vahIM heDakvArTara bana jAtA hai / vaha eka sthAna para hotA to vahIM hotA, sarvatra nahIM hotA / jisa dina yaha anubhUti hogI ki merA kucha nahIM hai, usa dina tIna loka kI sampadA apanI ho jaaegii| kahA bhI hai 'akiMcanohamityAsva, trailokyAdhipatirbhave / yogigamyamidaM proktaM, rahasyaM paramAtmanaH // ' aba vyavahAra kI bhUmikA para Aie / sAmyavAda mamatva - visarjana kI prakriyA hai / siddhAntataH sAmyavAda burA nahIM hai / jisa paddhati se Aja vaha kriyAnvita ho rahA hai, use maiM acchA nahIM maantaa| sAmyavAdI zAsana meM lar3akA janmatA hai, taba se vaha rASTra kI sampatti hai| dhana aura makAna bhI apane nahIM haiN| zarIra para bhI apanA adhikAra nahIM hai / yaha zAsana kI prakriyA hai| isameM hRdaya kA sambandha nahIM hotA, balAbhiyoga hotA hai / mamatva - visarjana kI prakriyA dhArmika ho to vaha hArdika ho sakatI hai| dharma kA mUla maMtra hai - bheda - vijJAna | bheda - vijJAna - yAnI zarIra aura AtmA ke pRthak astitva kA svIkAra / yahI samyak - darzana hai| sAMkhya darzana meM ise vivekakhyAti kahA gayA hai| deha meM AtmIya buddhi ho to vizAla jJAna hone para bhI samyak-darzana prApta nahIM hotA / bhAratIya dharma mamakAra - visarjana para bala dete rahe haiM / aba use prAyogika rUpa dene kI AvazyakatA hai / usameM bhAva,
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________________ 188 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti bhASA aura paristhiti-isa sAre cakravAla para dhyAna deN| hama kahate haiM-yaha vastu merI nizrAya-Azraya meM hai| yaha merA hai-aisA kahane vAlA prAyazcitta kA bhAgI hotA hai| jainendra-TrasTIzipa ke lie yaha 'nizrAya' zabda cala sakatA hai| gAMdhIjI ko isake lie upayukta hindI-zabda nahIM mila rahA thaa| ___munizrI-bhikSu svAmI aura jayAcArya ne sAdhu-saMgha meM mamatva-visarjana ko ghyAvahArika rUpa diyA thaa| vaha terApaMtha kI bar3I upalabdhi hai| cAturmAsa-samApti ke bAda sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ke siMghAr3e AcArya-darzana ko Ate haiN| ve sabase pahale isa zabdAvalI kA uccAraNa karate haiM-ye mere sahayogI sAdhu yA sAdhviyAM, pustakeM aura maiM ApakI sevA meM samarpita haiN| Apa jahAM cAheM vahAM rahane ko taiyAra haiN|' isa pUrNa samarpaNa ke bAda hI ve bhojana aura pAnI lete haiN| mamatva-visarjana kI prakriyA niSpanna hone para zAnti kA udaya yA Atmodaya hotA hai| loga dUdha ko garma karate haiM, jamAte haiM, bilaunA karate haiM, yaha saba kyoM karate haiM? makkhana ke lie| vaise hI sArA prayatna zAnti ke lie hai, sukha ke lie hai, yaha kahate-kahate maiM ruka jAtA huuN| gItA meM kahA hai-azAntasya kutaH sukham-azAnta ko sukha kahAM? jitane zAstra likhe gae, ve saba zAnti kI upalabdhi ke lie likhe gae, aisA eka AcArya kA abhimata hai 'zamArthaM sarvazAstrANi, vihitAni manISibhiH / sa eva sarvazAstrajJaH, yasya zAntaM sadA manaH // ' candana kA bhAra Dhone vAlA gadhA kevala bhAra kA bhAgI banatA hai, sugandha kA nhiiN| kevala zAstroM ko duiAI dene vAlA zAstroM kA bhAra DhotA hai, unakI sugandha kA anubhava nahIM kara paataa| sugandha kA anubhava use hotA hai, jisakA mana zAnti se pulaka uThatA hai| pAMca-chaha varSa pahale eka bhAI mere pAsa aayaa| usane pUchA- 'Apa guru kise mAnate haiM? maiMne kahA-'apane aapko| dUsare ko kauna mAnatA hai? kyA Apa AcArya tulasI ko guru nahIM mAnate ? usane phira puuchaa| maiMne kahA-'AcArya tulasI ko isIlie mAnatA hUM ki unakA aham mere
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________________ mamatva kA visarjana yA vistAra 186 aham se mujhe bhinna pratIta nahIM hotaa|' ____ jahAM aham kA tAdAtmya hotA hai vahIM guru aura ziSya kA ekatva hotA hai| kabIra ne kahA hai jaba 'maiM' thA taba guru nahIM aba guru haiM 'maiM' nAhiM / prema galI ati sAMkarI, jAmeM do na samAhi // jaba aham thA, taba guru nahIM the| aba guru haiM, aham nahIM hai| mamatva-vistAra meM sArA vizva apanA ho jAtA hai| vahAM dUsare kI burAI ke lie avakAza nahIM rhtaa| prema kI saghanatA itanI hai ki kahIM zUnyatA nahIM hai to dUsarI bAta kahAM se AegI? mamatva kA itanA vistAra hone para sImita mamatva svayaM visarjita ho jAtA hai| mamatva kA vistAra sakArAtmaka hai aura mamatva-visarjana nakArAtmaka hai| tAtparyArtha meM donoM eka haiN| pahale samyak-darzana hotA hai, phira usameM zraddhA utpanna hotI hai| jisameM zraddhA utpanna hotI hai, usameM citta lIna ho jAtA hai 'yatraivAhitadhIH paMsaH, zraddhA tatraiva jAyate / yatraiva jAyate zraddhA, cittaM tatraiva lIyate // ' mamatva-visarjana kI bAta acchI hai, yaha prathama paricaya hai| aisI spaSTa anubhUti hone para zraddhA banatI hai| jJAna tarala hai| usakA ghanIbhUta honA hI zraddhA hai| pAnI tarala hai| barpha usI kA ghanIbhUta rUpa hai| dUdha tarala hai| khoyA usI kA ghanIbhUta rUpa hai| vaise hI jJAna puSTa hote-hote zraddhA bana jAtA hai| jainendra-jJAna buddhi se hotA hai aura zraddhA antarmana se| rAjakumAra-yaha zraddhA kaise prApta ho? munizrI-dUdha se khoyA banatA hai, yaha jAna lene para use gAr3hA banAne ke lie samaya lagAnA hotA hai| vaise hI mamatva-visarjana kI prakriyA jAna lene ke bAda usake prayoga kI AvazyakatA hai| ___ madana-mamatva-visarjana se kyA sArvajanika jIvana meM bAdhA nahIM AtI? munizrI-vyavahAra meM bAdhA nahIM balki vaha adhika svastha hogaa|
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________________ 160 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti 'chUTa jAne' kI sthiti meM bAdhA AtI hai, kintu 'chor3a dene' kI sthiti meM nhiiN| AcAryazrI ke pAsa eka bAra zaraNArthI Ae aura kahA-'hamArA saba luTa gyaa|' AcAryazrI ne kahA-'dhana Apake pAsa nahIM hai, hamAre pAsa bhI nahIM hai| makAna Apake pAsa nahIM hai, hamAre pAsa bhI nahIM hai| parivAra Apake bichur3a gae, hama bhI parivAra se dUra haiN| sthiti donoM kI samAna hai, para anubhUti meM antara hai aura vaha isalie ki Apase ye 'chUTa gae' haiM aura hamane inheM 'chor3a diyA' hai| phUlakumArI-parivAra se saMlagna rahate hue mamatva kA vistAra kareM to kyA vyavahAra meM kaTutA nahIM AtI? jainendra-(prazna ko spaSTa karate hue kahA)-prazna mahattvapUrNa hai| eka parivAra kA sadasya hai| vaha apane mamatva kA vistAra karanA cAhatA hai to pahale vaha sage ristedAroM se Age kama riztedAroM se apanA mamatva bAMTatA hai, phira usase Age isa prakAra yadi vaha kramika aura AMkika vistAra karatA hai to parivAra meM dikkata paidA hotI hai| eka bAra savAla AyA-vyakti se virAT bananA caahie| virAT to ananta hai, vaha kaise hogA? virAT bananA nahIM hai, ahaMzUnya ho jAe to phira usakI sImA kahAM raha gaI? ananta taka virAT ho jaaegaa| eka gilAsa dUdha meM eka cammaca zakkara DAlane se vaha sAre gilAsa meM phailegI, usake AThaveM bhAga meM nhiiN| vistAra kI prakriyA AMkika va pArimANika nahIM, guNAtmaka hai| pacAsa hajAra rupaye haiN| bIsa AdamI sage haiM aura bIsa AdamI parivAra ke haiN| jinameM yaha bhAva AyA ki mamatva-visarjana karanA hai usane apanA saMgraha kama kara liyaa| vaha saMgraha se sambandha-viccheda kara vaisA kara sakatA hai| munizrI-mamatva-visarjana yadi dAnAtmaka ho to kaTutA A sakatI hai, kintu tyAgAtmaka ho to usakI saMbhAvanA nahIM dikhAI detii| dAna aura tyAga meM bar3A antara hai| dAna meM ahaM baddha hotA hai jaba ki tyAga meM vaha mukta ho jAtA hai| mamatva ke sAtha jur3e bhaya aura cintA nirmamatva ke sAtha jur3akara abhava aura nizcitatA meM badala jAte haiN| yaha mana kI zAnti kA amogha sUtra hai|
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________________ 4. sahAnubhUti sahAnubhUti meM tIna zabda haiM-saha, anu aura bhUti / bhUti yAnI honA - astitva / maiM hUM, yaha merA astitva hai, merA vyaktitva hai adhyAtmaka meM vaiyaktikatA hotI hai, usameM vyakti hotA hai / maiM hUM, yaha zuddha astitva hai / 'maiM amuka hUM, yaha sAmAjika astitva hai / maiM vidvAna hUM, dhanI hUM, dhArmika hUM, 'hUM' ke pahale vizeSaNa lagA ki vyakti bhUti se anubhUti ke jagat meM A gyaa| maiM kaI bAra socA karatA thA ki vyakti aura samAja ko bAMTane vAlI rekhA kyA hai? aba mujhe sUjha rahI hai ki vaha 'bhUti' hai / isase idhara vyakti hai aura udhara samAja / jur3ane para 'bhUti' kA artha hotA hai - kisI ke pIche honA / anubhUti svatantra nahIM hotI / vaha aindriyaka ho yA mAnasika, usakA svatantra astitva nahIM hotA / sahAnubhUti 161 hamAre sAmAjika jIvana kI svatantratA sApekSa hotI hai / indriya aura mAnasika jagat paripUrNa nirapekSa nahIM ho sakatA / svatantratA kI bhinna-bhinna maryAdAeM haiM / svatantratA vahAM hotI hai, jahAM kevala kriyA ho, pratikriyA ke lie avakAza na ho| anubhUti meM sArI pratikriyAeM hotI haiM / eka baccA miTTI kA DhelA pheMkatA hai / dUsarA vApasa DhelA pheMkatA hai / yaha kriyA kI pratikriyA hai / prazna AtA hai ki pahale ne DhelA pheMkA, kyA vaha kriyA nahIM hai ? nahIM, vaha bhI pratikriyA hai / bhUti ke binA kahIM kriyA nahIM hotI / hara kriyA saMskAra aura smRti se parataMtra hotI hai| smRti se bAdhita yA prerita koI bhI kriyA svataMtra ho sakatI hai, aisA nahIM lagatA / pratikriyA kA artha hai - vyaktitva kA pratibandha / sAmAjika jagat meM kriyA nahIM kintu pratikriyA hotI hai | anubhUti sAmAjikatA hai| eka zabda 'saha' aura lagA, phira to vaha zuddha sAmAjikatA ho gii| jaise - saha - zikSA, saha-cintana, saha-bhojana aadi-aadi| sahAnubhUti sAmAjikatA kA bar3A guNa hai| jahAM anubhUti 'saha' nahIM hotI, vahAM svArtha ko vikasita hone kA avasara milatA hai| eka vyakti zoSaNa isalie karatA hai ki usameM sahAnubhUti nahIM hai / yadi sahAnubhUti ho to vaha zoSaNa nahIM kara sakatA / apane samAna dUsare ke astitva kA anubhava kare, vaha zoSaNa va anyAya kabhI nahIM kara sakatA / krUratA kA vikAsa jo huA aura ho rahA hai, vaha sahAnubhUti kI nirapekSatA se huA hai / sahAnubhUti 1
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________________ 162 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti kI sthiti jIvana meM ho to krUratA nahIM panapa sakatI / apanepana kI tIvratA se krUratA vikasita hotI hai, ahiMsA yA dayA kI bAteM kSINa ho jAtI haiM / svArtha kA poSaNa sahAnubhUti ke abhAva meM hotA hai| saMgharSa, dvandva Adi sahAnubhUti ke abhAva meM hI phalate haiM / sAmAjikatA kA svIkAra aura sahAnubhUti kA tiraskAra- ina donoM meM paraspara virodha hai / zuddhopayoga sAmAjika jIvana meM bhI vaiyaktikatA kI sthiti hai| usameM kevala hone se Age - apane astitva ke sivAya kucha nahIM hai / yaha mAnasika klezoM se mukta hone kI prakriyA hai / sAmyayoga, citta nirodha, dhyAna yA zuddhopayoga vaha sthiti hai, jahAM cetanA ke vyApAra meM bAhya viSaya kI saMlagnatA nahIM hotI / mAnasika kleza zuddhopayoga ke sAtha bAhya yoga hone se hotA hai / 'maiM sukhI hUM', yaha zuddhopayoga nahIM hai| mere sAtha sukha kA bhAva jur3akara mere astitva ko gauNa banA detA hai| sukha pratIti- sApekSa hai, vaha svAbhAvika nahIM hai / 'maiM duHkhI hUM', yaha kleza kI anubhUti hai / sukhAnubhUti, duHkhAnubhUti, klezAnubhUti - ina sArI anubhUtiyoM se alaga sahaja Ananda kI sthiti hai, vaha zuddhopayoga hai yadi hama zuddhopayoga kI bhUmikA meM hote to sahAnubhUti kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI / merI anubhUti kA dUsare ke sAtha tAratamya nahIM hotA / kintu hama loga anubhUti kI bhUmikA para jI rahe haiM, isalie samparka - sUtroM se mukta nahIM hote| bhale phira ve sAdhu hoM, tapasvI hoM yA vyApArI hoM, bhale phira ve pravRtti meM saMlagna hoM yA nivRtti meM, sAmAjikatA kA prazna unase vicchinna nahIM hotA / jaba taka hama zarIra, mana aura vANI se saMpRkta haiM, taba taka hamArA sahAnubhUti kI bhUmikA se alaga honA sambhava nahIM hai / sahAnubhUti kI maryAdA yaha hai ki hama apanI bAhya svatantratA kA upayoga dUsaroM kI svatantratA ke saMdarbha meM kreN| yadi hama dAdA dharmAdhikArI ko atithi mAneMge to unakI svatantratA bAdhita hogI, hama para bhI bhAra hogA / hama bhI manuSya haiM / ve bhI manuSya haiN| manuSya - manuSya kA sIdhA sambandha hai / na hama inake taMtra se bAdhita haiM aura na ye hamAre tantra se bAdhita haiM / muktatA ke lie manuSya kA kevala manuSya honA Avazyaka hai| manuSya kA manuSya ke nAte manuSya se sIdhA
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________________ sambandha honA cAhie / 1 Aja kA sambandha aisA nahIM hai| kisI kA dhanI ke nAte sambandha hai / eka kI AvazyakatA hai aura eka ke pAsa dhana dene kI kSamatA hai yaha dAtA aura AdAtA kA sambandha hai / isI prakAra mAlika aura naukara, saMrakSaka aura saMrakSita Adi-Adi aneka sambandha haiM / sahAnubhUti 163 jitane bhI aise sambandha haiM, ve mAnavIya AdhAra para nahIM haiM, yogaja haiN| hamAre zabda - jagat kI niSpatti adhika yogaja hai / zuddha zabda kama haiM / zabda tIna prakAra ke haiM- rUr3ha, yaugika aura mizra / rUr3ha zabda kama haiM 1 adhikAMza zabda yaugika aura mizra haiM / sAmAjika cetanA meM parasparatA kA bhAva hai, usase mukta hokara koI jI nahIM sktaa| kisI vyakti ko moTara, reDiyo Adi Adhunika sukha-suvidhA prApta ho lekina pitA kI sahAnubhUti prApta na ho to putra ko kArA kI - sI anubhUti hogI / hara vyakti prema cAhatA hai / usakA abhAva ho to kabhI-kabhI vyakti jIvana se Uba uThatA hai / sAmAjika stara para jIne vAloM ke lie sahAnubhUti kA sUtra Avazyaka lagatA hai| vItarAgatA bahuta acchI hai, kintu usakA kRtrima pradarzana - apane svArtha kA utkarSa - acchA nahIM hai / 'maiMne pIyA, merA baila pIyA, kuAM cAhe Dhaha par3e'-- kyA yaha vItarAgatA hai? yaha to kevala apane svArtha kA poSaNa hai / svArtha meM dUsaroM ke lie cintA kA avakAza nahIM rahatA / vItarAgatA meM 'bhUti' kI kriyA itanI prabala ho jAtI hai ki vahAM anubhUti ko avakAza nahIM rahatA / samasyA vahAM hai, jahAM anubhUti ho aura 'saha' kA avakAza ho / do vyakti saha-bhojana karate haiN| eka ke khAne se dUsare kA peTa nahIM bharegA / peTa khAne vAle kA hI bhregaa| jitanI mAtrA meM khAegA, utanA hI peTa bharegA / isa vaiyaktika maryAdA ko asvIkAra nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / saha-bhojana meM mana ko toSa milatA hai| khAne kI tRpti aura manaH tRpti 'saha' ke kAraNa huI hai| jahAM bhI 'saha' kI sthiti AtI hai samasyAeM sulajha jAtI haiN| choTe socate haiM, bar3e loga hamAre sAtha nahIM / choTI umra vAle socate haiM, bar3I umra vAle hamAre sAtha nahIM haiN| sAtha rahate haiM, phira bhI sAtha nahIM haiM / yaha alagAva kI anubhUti sAmAjikatA kA praznacihna hai / isakA samAdhAna hone para hI sAmAjika saundarya sambhava hai /
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________________ 164 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti 'saMgacchadhvaM saMvadadhvaM saM vo manAMsi jAnatAm / devA bhAgaM yathA pUrve sajjAnAnA upAsate // ' yaha vaidika maMtra mujhe bahuta AkarSaka lagatA hai| jaina-sUtroM meM sAdhAraNa-zarIrI jIva kA ullekha milatA hai| sAdhAraNa-zarIrI jIva yAnI eka zarIra meM ananta jiiv| ve eka sAtha janmate haiM, sAtha meM khAte haiM, sAtha meM sAMsa lete haiM, sAtha meM sukha-duHkha kI anubhUti hotI hai aura eka sAtha marate haiN| aisI sAdhANatA yadi manuSya meM A jAe to vizva kA sthityantara ho jaae| isa saMbhAvanA ke nicale stara para bhI 'amuka kAma karane se dUsaroM ko kleza hogA' -isa anubhUti kA tAra sAdhAraNa ho jAe to samAja meM krUra vyavahAra nahIM ho sktaa| ___ jaba taka yaha sthiti nahIM banatI hai taba taka mAnasika azAnti ke aneka hetu upasthita ho jAte haiN| bahuta bAra hama ekAMgI ho jAte haiN| kabhI hetu para aTaka jAte haiM, kabhI upAdAna taka cale jAte haiN| kevala hetu aura kevala upAdAna kI maryAdA apane Apa meM pUrNa nahIM hai| donoM kA yoga hone se kriyA niSpanna hotI hai| hetu hai, upAdAna nahIM hai to koI kriyA niSpanna nahIM hogii| upAdAna hai, hetu nahIM hai to bhI koI kriyA niSpanna nahIM hogii| prAkRtika cikitsA kA siddhAnta hai ki roga kA upAdAna-vijAtIya tattva vidyamAna haiM to bAhara se nimitta milate hI roga ubhara AtA hai| vijAtIya tattva nahIM haiM to bAhya nimitta milane para bhI roga nahIM hotaa| roga ubharane meM upAdAna aura hetu kA yoga hotA hai| ahiMsA yA dayA kA bhAva hara vyakti meM hotA hai aura ghRNA kA bhAva bhI hara vyakti meM hotA hai| nimitta milane para ve ubhara Ate haiN| Aja aNuvrata ke maMca se dharma ke prAyogika svarUpa yA ahiMsaka samAja-racanA kI bAta socI jA rahI hai| isa saMdarbha meM, maiM kahanA cAhatA hUM ki svArtha kI prabalatA se jo caitasika mUrchA A gaI hai, use miTAe binA yAnI sahAnubhUti kA vistAra kie binA zAnti ke dvAra khula nahIM paaeNge|
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________________ sahiSNutA 165 5. sahiSNutA sahiSNutA kA artha hai-sahana krnaa| isaka dUsarA artha hai-shkti| donoM arthoM ke yoga se hI sahiSNutA manuSya ke lie upayogI banatI hai| zakti-zUnya sahiSNutA paravazatA ho sakatI hai, apanI svatantra cetanA kI sphUrti nhiiN| jahAM zakti ke sAtha sahiSNutA hotI hai, vahAM mAnavIya sparza hotA hai| usameM na ahaMbhAva hotA hai aura na hiinbhaav| ahaMbhAva aura hInabhAva viSamatA hai| isase mAnavIya antaHkaraNa kA sparza nahIM hotaa| sparza samatA meM hai| prakRti kA vaiSamya mAnavIya sambandhoM ko vicchinna karatA hai| eka kA dUsare ke sAtha sambandha tabhI ho sakatA hai, jabaki donoM ora se sAmya ho, na hInabhAva ho aura na ahaMbhAva ho| adhyAtmayoga aura kyA hai? yaha sAmya hI to adhyAtmayoga hai| AcArya somadeva sUri ne AtmA, mana, marut aura tattva ke samatApUrNa sambandha ko hI adhyAtmayoga mAnA hai- 'aatmmnomruttttvsmtaayoglkssnnohydhyaatmyogH'| sahiSNutA apekSita kyoM hai? jitane manuSya haiM, ve ruci, vicAra, saMskAra va kArya kI dRSTi se sama nahIM haiN| ve bAhya AkAra se eka-sama na hoM to koI kaThinAI nhiiN| para ruci Adi sama nahIM hoM to usameM kaThinAI paidA hotI hai| usa kaThinAI kA nivAraNa sahiSNutA ke dvArA hI kiyA jA sakatA hai| asahiSNutA Ate hI sthiti gar3abar3A jAtI hai| eka bAra hAtha, jIbha, dAMta, paira Adi ekatra hue| sabane nirNaya kiyA ki hama saba kAma karate haiM para peTa kucha nahIM krtaa| jo hamAre sAtha zrama na kare, yoga na de, usakA hameM sahayoga nahIM karanA caahie| sabane har3atAla kara dii| eka dina bItA, do dina biite| hAthoM meM sanasanI chA gaI, jIbha kA svAda bigar3a gayA, muMha thUka se bhara gayA, dAMtoM meM maila jaba gayA, badabU Ane lgii| tIsare dina saba mile aura har3atAla samApta kara dii| hara vyakti meM ruci kA bheda hotA hai| zivira meM cAlIsa-pacAsa vyakti haiN| pratyeka vyakti kI ruci yadi bhinna ho to usake anusAra
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________________ 166 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti pacAsa prakAra ke sAga caahie| aisA sambhava nhiiN| isa asaMbhavatA ko miTAne ke lie ruci kA sAmaMjasya Avazyaka hotA hai| yaha ruci kA sAmaMjasya hI sahiSNutA hai| isake abhAva meM yoga nahIM, viyoga kI sthiti ho jAtI hai| ... saMghIya zakti ke nirmANa va surakSA ke lie sahiSNutA atyanta apekSita hai| jo pramukha ho usake lie aura adhik| zrIkRSNa gaNataMtra ke pramukha the| akrUra aura bhojavaMzI nareza virodhI dala ke netA the| ve bhI kRSNa para tIvra prahAra karate the| eka dina kRSNa unakI AlocanA se khinna ho gae the| itane meM nAradajI A ge| pUchA-'udAsa kyoM haiM? kRSNa ne uttara diyA-'inase maiM taMga A gayA huuN| koI mArga batAiye, aba kyA karUM? nArada ne kahA-'do ApadAeM hotI haiM-bAhya aura aantrik| Apake sAmane Antarika ApadA hai| bAhya ApadA ko yukti-zastra dUra kara sakatA hai| Antarika ApadA meM zastra kAma nahIM detaa|' 'to phira kyA kiyA jAe? taba nArada ne anAyasa zastra se unakI jIbha banda karane kI salAha dI 'anAyasena zastrena, mUdunA hRdayacchidA / jihAmuddhara sarveSA, parimRjyAnumRjya ca / ' zastra eka hI prakAra kA nahIM hotaa| bAdazAha ne bIrabala se pUchA-'zastra kyA hai? bIrabala ne uttara diyA- 'avsr'| bAdazAha ne kahA-'kyA kaha rahe ho? talavAra, bhAlA, topa-ye to zastra ho sakate haiM para avasara kaise? bIrabala ne kahA-'kabhI pramANita kruuNgaa|' eka dina bAdazAha kI savArI nikala rahI thii| hAthI unmatta ho daur3ane lgaa| bIrabala ne Age bar3ha cAroM tarapha dekhA, eka kutte ke sivAya kucha nahIM thaa| tatkAla usane kutte kI TAMga pakar3akara ghumAyA aura hAthI para de maaraa| hAthI vApasa mur3a gyaa| kuttA kyA zastra hai? para avasara thA, kuttA zastra bana gyaa| zAstra bhI kabhI-kabhI zastra bana jAte haiN| zAstra aura zastra meM kevala eka mAtrA kA bheda hai| zabdoM kI carcA aura zAstroM ke pramANa se manuSya jitanA pathamUr3ha banatA hai, utanA zastra se bhI nahIM bntaa| kabhI-kabhI prayoga meM zAstra
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________________ sahiSNutA 167 bhI zastra jasA bana jAtA h| kRSNa ne pUchA-'anAyasa zastra kyA hai?' isa para nArada ne kahA 'zaktyAnnadAnaM satataM, titikSArjavamArdavaM / yathArhapratipUjA ca, zastrametadanAyasam // "virodhiyoM ko jitanA de sakeM, anna deN| titikSA rakheM-unake zabda suna tatkAla Aveza meM na aaeN| RjutA kA vyavahAra kreN| mRdutA rkheN| bar3oM kA sammAna kreN| yaha anAyasa zastra hai, binA lohe kA zastra hai|' nArada ne kahA-'isa zastra se Apa unako vaza meM kara sakate haiN|' kRSNa-'kyA maiM kamajora hUM? kyA mujhameM zakti nahIM hai, jo unakI bAtoM ko sahana kaDUM? gAlI dene vAlA pratikriyA meM gAlI isIlie detA hai, 'ki kyA maiM kamajora hUM? tatkAla ahaMbhAva ubhara AtA hai| vyakti pratikriyA meM laga jAtA hai| nArada ne kahA-jo mahAn hotA hai vahI sahana kara sakatA hai nA'mahApuruSaH kazcita, nA'nAtmA nA'sahAyavAn / mahatIM dhuramAdhatte, tAmudyamyorasA vaha // ' dhurA Apako calAnA hai| jo mahAn nahIM, vaha sahana nahIM kara sktaa| jo AtmavAn nahIM, vaha sahana nahIM sktaa| jo sahAya-sampanna nahIM, vaha sahana nahIM kara sktaa| kyA Apa mahAn, AtmavAn aura sahAya-sampanna nahIM haiM? kamajora vyakti kabhI sahiSNu nahIM bana sktaa| sahiSNu vahI bana sakatA hai, jo zaktizAlI hotA hai| yahAM pIche pardA hai| parde kA honA aura dhUpa kA na AnA-donoM jur3e hue haiN| vaise hI zakti kA honA aura krodha kA na honA, donoM jur3e hue haiN| mAnasika zAnti ke lie sahiSNatA Avazyaka hai| yaha pramoda-bhAvanA kA bar3A aMga hai| guNI ke guNoM ko dekha mana meM prasanna honA, IrSyA na karanA pramoda-bhAvanA hai| jahAM sahiSNutA hogI vahAM pramoda-bhAvanA kA vikAsa hogaa| ___ eka karor3apati parivAra thA, saba taraha se smpnn| unameM eka vyakti pramukha rUpa se kAma dekhatA thA, zeSa usake sahayogI the| unake
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________________ 168 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti dila meM eka vicAra aayaa| yaha to kevala AjJA calAtA hai| vyApAra hama karate haiM, pUcha isakI hotI hai| asahiSNutA kA bhAva AyA aura saba alaga-alaga ho ge| pariNAma yaha huA ki jo pramukha thA, vaha kuzala thA, isalie usane kuzalatA se apanA kAma jamA liyaa| zeSa kaThinAI meM par3a ge| dUsaroM ko nIcA dikhAne kA bhAva bhI asahiSNutA se AtA hai| eka seTha ke ghara do paMDita aae| eka paNDita kAryavaza idhara-udhara gyaa| seTha ne dUsare se pahale kA paricaya puuchaa| usane kahA-'merA adhika samparka nahIM hai, abhI sAtha hue the| lagatA hai yaha to banA-banAyA baila hai|' pahalA paMDita AyA to dUsarA kisI kAryavaza bAhara gyaa| usase dUsare paMDita kA paricaya pUchA gayA to uttara mila-'yaha to paMDita kyA hai, gadhA hai| seTha ne bhojana ke samaya eka ke sAmane cArA aura eka ke sAmane bhUsA rakha diyaa| paMDitoM ne apanA apamAna smjhaa| seTha ne kahA- 'mujhe to yahI paricaya milA thaa| dono paMDitoM ke sira jhuka ge| kisI bhI kSetra meM cale jaaie| eka kalAkAra dUsare kalAkAra kI, eka sAhityakAra dUsare sAhityakAra kI, eka dhArmika dUsare dhArmika kI pragati ko sahana na kare, usakI prazaMsA na kare to kyA kalA, sAhitya aura dharma kA utkarSa ho sakatA hai? loga cAhate haiM samAja sukhI ho, sarvatra zAnti ho| sukha-zAMti kyoM nahIM hai? isa prazna para vicAra karate samaya sIdhA dhyAna artha-taMtra aura rAja-taMtra kI avyavasthA para jAtA hai| yaha satya hai ki bAhya-vyavasthA kA asara hotA hai| para vyakti ke apane svabhAva kA asara hotA hai, usa ora dhyAna nahIM jaataa| yaha bAhya ke prati jAgarUkatA aura adhyAtma ke sAtha AMkhamicaulI hai| loga socate haiM, adhyAtma se kyA? usase na roTI milatI hai, na kapar3A aura na mkaan| roTI, kapar3A aura makAna jisake lie hai vaha, manuSya aura usakA nirmANa adhyAtma se hotA hai| jisake lie vastueM haiM, usakA yadi nirmANa na ho to roTI, kapar3e aura makAna kA kyA hogA? padArtha kA apane Apa meM mUlya nahIM hai, mUlya hai vyakti kaa| caitanya meM Ananda-ullAsa nahIM hai aura bAhara saba-kucha prApta hai to usa eka caitanya ke abhAva meM saba vyartha ho jAte haiN| zeSa para dhyAna na deM, yaha maiM nahIM khtaa| maiM yaha kahatA hUM
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________________ nyAya kA vikAsa 166 ki vizeSa dhyAna manuSya para deN| manuSya ke mana ko zAnta-saMtulita banAne kI prakriyA na hogI to vaha prANa-zUnya hogaa| sArI acchAiyoM aura sArI burAiyoM kA utsa mana hai| mana kI kSamatA ko bar3hAne ke lie sahiSNutA kA vikAsa Avazyaka hai| mana kI zakti kA vikAsa sahiSNutA kA vikAsa hai| mana kI zAnti kA hrAsa sahiSNutA kA hrAsa hai| 6. nyAya kA vikAsa nyAya kyA hai? eka nIti zabda hai, eka nyAya zabda hai| nIti kA artha hai-le jAne vaalii| nIti mArga hai aura nyAya lakSya hai| jahAM pahuMcanA hai, vaha nyAya hai| isakA zAbdika artha hai-vApasa aanaa| pakSI dina meM ur3a jAte haiM aura zAma ko vApasa ghoMsale meM Ate haiN| saMskRta zabdAnuzAsana ke nyAyoM kI bUr3he kI lAThI se tulanA kI gaI hai-'nyAyAH sthviryssttipraayaaH|' AvazyakatAvaza bUr3hA lAThI ko TikAtA hai, nahIM to hAtha meM le calatA hai| saba jagaha use TikAnA anivArya nahIM hai| zAyada hara nyAya kI yahI sthiti hai| samayAnusAra nyAya ke rUpa bhI badalate rahe haiN| itihAsa batAtA hai, sAmantazAhI yuga meM dAsa ko rakhanA nyAya thaa| rAjya-sammata thaa| dAsa kA kArya thA mAlika kI sevA krnaa| svatantra rahanA usake lie anyAya thaa| mAlika cAhate to kAna kATa lete, nAka kATa lete, aura bhI aMgaccheda kara dete, mauta kA daNDa bhI de dete the| vaisA karanA mAlika ke lie anyAya nahIM thaa| usa yuga meM eka vyakti cAhe jitanA dhana rakha sakatA thaa| dUsare ke pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hotA, phira bhI vaha anyAya nahIM mAnA jAtA thaa| zakti aura dhana kA anubandha mAna liyA gayA thaa| dharma ke kSetra meM nyAya kA rUpa thA-pati ke sAtha patnI jIvita jala jAtI thii| ise dharma kA anumodana milatA thaa| isa prakAra sAmAjika, rAjanItika aura dhArmika kSetra meM nyAya ke bhinna-bhinna rUpa the| ___ Aja una nyAyoM kA rUpa badala cukA hai| dAsa kI to kalpanA hI nahIM kI jA sktii| naukara ke sAtha krUra vyavahAra ghRNita kArya mAnA jAtA hai| saMgraha bhI lagabhaga anyAya kI dahalIja para A khar3A hai| eka
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________________ 200 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti karor3apati hai, dUsarA bhUkhA hai, yaha anyAya mAna liyA gayA hai| . nyAya kA AdhAra samatA hai| eka zabda meM kahUM to viSamatA anyAya hai, samatA nyAya hai| ekAMgI koNa anyAya hai, sarvAMga-dRSTi nyAya hai| samatA yAntrika nahIM honI caahie| yAntrika vastueM sama AkAra-prakAra kI ho sakatI haiN| manuSya meM yadi yAntrika samatA ho to caitanya kA mUlya hI kyA? manuSya ke astitva kA artha hI hai-yAntrika samatA se mukti paanaa| bAhya AkAra meM phalita hone vAlI samatA mujhe kabhI prabhAvita nahIM kara skii| vividhatA duHkhada nahIM, sukhada hotI hai| dillI meM eka hI prakAra ke per3a hoM to mana ko nahIM bhaate| purAne jamAne meM rAjA kisI ko daNDa detA thA to use eka hI raMga ke makAna meM rakha detA thaa| pariNAmataH AMkha vikRta ho jaatii| dUsarI cIjeM dekhane ko na milane se AMkhoM kA prakAza kama ho jaataa| manuSya vividhatA cAhatA hai| nAnA prakAra kI vastueM mana ko lubhAtI haiN| eka vyakti kI taraha sabakA AkAra aura kada hotA to saundarya nahIM hotaa| kisI kI pahacAna kA maukA nahIM miltaa| eka ko dekhane se sabakA jJAna ho jAtA, alagAva jaisA kucha hotA hI nhiiN| bAhya vAtAvaraNa meM samatA na phalita hone vAlI hai aura na vAMchanIya hI hai| vyakti ke antaHkaraNa meM samatA honI cAhie, varNa-prakAra bhale hI bhinna ho| antara meM samatA ho to bAhya viSamatA duHkhadAyI nahIM hotii| mana kA dvaidha bAhya meM phalita hone se kaSTa hotA hai| billI apane dAMtoM se bacce ko pakar3atI hai aura cUhe ko pakar3atI hai| dAMta eka hI haiN| dAMtoM ke pIche mana kI kriyA bhinna hai| eka ke pIche vatsalatA hai, dUsare ke pIche krUratA / eka vyakti putrI se AliMgana karatA hai aura patnI se bhI AliMgana karatA hai| AliMgana samAna hai para mana kI kriyA bhinna-bhinna hai| hAtha sahaja uThatA hai| tarjanA ke samaya aMgulI uThAne para svarUpa badala jAtA hai| tarjanA kI zakti kahAM hai, aMgulI meM yA mana meM? mana meM tarjanA kA bhAva Ate hI aMgulI uTha jAtI hai| ghRNA kA bhAva Ate hI aMgUThA dikhA diyA jAtA hai| bijalI ke kareMTa kI taraha mana kA pravAha bAhara phUTa par3atA hai| viSamatA kA mUla antaHkaraNa hai| vaha vANI ke dvArA abhivyakta hotA hai| krodha ke samaya bhRkuTi meM tanAva A jAtA hai| ghRNA meM nAka sikur3a jAtI hai| bhASA bhAva kI abhivyakti ke lie banI hai| sthAyI
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________________ nyAya kA vikAsa 201 bhAva, saMcArI bhAva Adi sAre bhAvoM se mana kA yoga hotA hai| AMkheM jar3a haiM, kAMca haiN| usake pIche jo prANa hai, vaha caitanya kI pratiSThA hai| ____ mana ke kendra meM dekheM, viSamatA kitanI hai| bAhya paristhiti meM viSamatA kI ora jitanA dhyAna diyA gayA utanA yadi Antarika viSamatA kI ora diyA jAtA to paristhiti bhinna prakAra kI hotii| __ eka AcArya ne ziSya se kahA-sAMpa ko nApa aao| vaha bhUmi ko cihnita kara use nApa aayaa| guru ne socA-kAma nahIM bnaa| dUsarI bAra kahA-sAMpa ke dAMta gina aao| kyA yaha vaiSamya nahIM hai? mArane kA prayatna nahIM hai? ziSya ke mana meM viparIta bhAvanA nahIM huI, usane guru kI kRpA maanii| dAMta ginane kA yatna kiyA aura sAMpa ne use kATa liyaa| guru ne kahA-A jaao| ziSya ko sulA diyA aura kambala oDhA diyaa| pasInA AyA, zarIra se kIr3e nikle| roga miTa gayA, zarIra svastha aura sundara ho gyaa| ApAt darzana meM yaha prakAra acchA nahIM lgtaa| bAhya meM vaiSamya thA para antara meM virATa prema thaa| antara meM prema kA pravAha ho to kucha bhI khalatA nhiiN| antara meM prema na ho aura bAhara meM samatA kA pradarzana ho to bhI mana ko bhAtA nhiiN| isalie antar kI samatA ko vikasita kiyA jaae| jinake sAtha hArdika sambandha ho jAtA hai, unake lie prANa dene meM bhI kaSTa kI anubhUti nahIM hotii| ___kAnUna bAhara se AtA hai| adhyAtma antaHkaraNa se nikala bAhara ko prabhAvita karatA hai| samasyA isalie utpanna hotI hai ki antaHkaraNa para dhyAna nahIM diyA jaataa| antaHkaraNa meM viSamatA kA manobhAva na ho to khalatA nahIM hai| kumbhakAra kI taraha coTa ke pIche parivAra aura jagata ke prati surakSA kA bhAva ho to bAhya viSamatA kabhI nahIM khltii| anyAya dUsaroM ke prati hI nahIM, apane prati bhI hotA hai| khAne meM kyA apane sAtha anyAya nahIM kiyA jAtA? dAMtoM aura AMtoM ke sAtha anyAya kiyA jAtA hai| cabAkara na khAne se dAMtoM kI zakti kSINa hotI hai| pAyariyA kI bImArI ho jAtI hai| binA cabAe lAra bhItara nahIM jaatii| pacAne se AMtoM ko kaSTa hotA hai| kaI vyakti cAya aura dUdha itanA garama pIte haiM ki kaTore ko saMDAsI se pakar3anA hotA hai| jisakA sparza hAtha nahIM kara sakate, use AMteM kaise saha sakeMgI! vyakti jAnatA
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________________ 202 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti hai, 'merA peTa ThIka nahIM hai, maiM nahIM pacA sakatA'-phira bhI svAdavaza khA letA hai| pariNAma bhoganA par3atA hai| dUsarI indriyoM ke sAtha bhI bahuta bAra nyAya nahIM kiyA jaataa| ekAMgI dRSTikoNa kucha loga dharma kI ora itane jhukate haiM ki unheM dharma se idhara-udhara kucha nahIM dikhAI detaa| kucha loga dhana kI ora itane jhukate haiM ki ve dhana ke lie prANoM kI bhI paravAha nahIM krte| kucha loga kAma (seksa) kI ora adhika jhuka jAte haiN| ekAMgitA se mAnasika azAnti utpanna hotI hai| prAcIna samAjazAstriyoM ne isa viSaya para manthana kara eka niSkarSa nikAlA thA ki dharma, artha aura kAma kA paraspara virodha bhAva se sevana karanA caahie| ___ eka vyakti gRhastha kI bhUmikA meM rahanA cAhatA hai, bacce aura parivAra ko rakhanA cAhatA hai aura apane dAyitva se haTanA bhI cAhatA hai| yaha matibhrama hai| eka vyakti ne AcAryazrI ne pUchA- 'gAya ko ghAsa DAlane meM kyA hotA hai? AcAryazrI se uttara diyA-'gAya ko rakhane meM kyA hotA hai? jo gAya ko rakhane meM hotA hai, vahI usako yosa DAlane meM hotA hai|' jo vyakti gAya ko rakhe, dUdha pIye aura ghAsa DAlate samaya soce ki isameM kyA hogA, yaha vyAmoha jaisA hai, svArthavRtti hotI hai taba ghAsa DAlane meM pApa kA prazna uThatA hai| dUdha lene meM vaha (pApa) Age upAsthata nahIM hotaa| AcArya bhikSu ne svArthavRtti ko udAharaNa dvArA spaSTa kiyaa| 'cAra vyaktiyoM ko eka gAya dakSiNA meM milii| cAroM ne samAjhautA kara eka-eka dina dohanA svIkAra kiyaa| pahale ne ghAsa nahIM ddaalii| socA-'dUsare dina vAlA DAla degaa|' dUsare ne socA- 'pahale vAle ne ghAsa DAlI hI hai, tIsare dina vAlA phira DAla degaa| eka dina maiM kyA hogA? sabhI ne aisA hIM socaa| dUdha to sabhI ne liyA, para ghAsa kisI ne nahIM ddaalii| pariNAmataH gAya mara gii| parivAra se kAma lenA aura dAyitva se jI curAnA nyAya nahIM hai| isI prakAra dharma, artha aura kAma-ina tInoM meM se eka kA adhika sevana karanA nyAya nahIM hai| isIlie AcArya somadeva ne likhA hai
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________________ paristhiti kA prabodha 203 dharma kA atisevana kAma aura dhana ko pIr3ita karatA hai| kAma kA atisevana dharma aura dhana ko pIr3ita karatA hai| dhana kA atisevana dharma aura kAma ko pIr3ita karatA hai| ekAMgI dRSTikoNa apUrNa hotA hai| bAhya vAtAvaraNa meM samatA tabhI phalita hotI hai jaba usake nIce saundarya, prema aura pavitratA hotI hai| yaha nyAya ke dvArA saMbhAvita hai| mana kI zAnti taba taka nahIM, jaba taka nyAya nhiiN| mana kI zAnti bAhya vAtAvaraNa meM nahIM, mana meM hotI hai| mana anAkula ho to manuSya kolAhala meM rahakara bhI zAnti pA sakatA hai aura mana anAkula na ho to vaha jaMgala meM rahakara bhI zAnti nahIM pA sktaa| 'yaha gAMva hai, yaha jaMgala hai'-yaha kalpanA una logoM kI hai, jo dRSTAtmA nahIM haiN| jo AtmadarzI haiM, unake mana meM gAMva aura jaMgala kA bheda nahIM rhtaa| hama jitane bAhara phaile hue haiM utane hI AtmA se dUra jA rahe haiN| yaha anyAya hai| AtmA meM pratiSThita honA nyAya hai| Atma-pratiSThA aura nyAya kI bhASA eka hone para anyAya kA prazna nahIM rhtaa| 7. paristhiti kA prabodha sUrya kI razmiyAM jaise hI dharAtala kA sparza karatI haiM, vaise hI aMdhakAra ke paramANu Aloka meM badala jAte haiN| yadi padArtha-jagat meM badalane kI kSamatA nahIM hotI to jo jaise hai, vaha vaisA hI rhtaa| kintu aisA nahIM hai| jo hai, vaha badalatA hai aura pratikSaNa badalatA hai| padArtha meM eka aisA parivartana hotA hai, jo hamArI sthUla-dRSTi se gamya nahIM hai| vaha sUkSma hotA hai, isalie usa parivartana se hameM rUpAntaraNa kI pratIti nahIM hotii| sthUla hetuoM se hone vAle parivartana sthUla hote haiM aura unake hetu bhI spaSTa hote haiN| kucha hetu apanA prabhAva chor3a jAte haiM aura kucha hetu apanI upasthiti taka apanA prabhAva DAlate haiM aura anupasthiti meM vaha prabhAva miTa jAtA hai| lAla kapar3e se prabhAvita hokara sphaTika lAla ho jAtA hai aura lAla kapar3e ke haTa jAne para usakI lAlimA samApta ho jAtI hai|
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________________ 204 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti eka AdamI patthara se Thokara khAkara coTa khA letA hai| patthara kA yoga alpakAlIna hotA hai kintu usakA pariNAma dIrghakAla taka raha jAtA hai| nimittoM, hetuoM yA kAraNoM kI samucita upasthiti meM vastu ko nayA AkAra prApta hotA hai| vaha bahuta spaSTa aura sthUla hotA hai, isalie use hama parivartana kahate haiN| parivartana ke do bIja haiM-upAdAna aura hetu| kSamatA-bIja paristhiti kA yoga pAkara aMkurita ho jAte haiN| paristhiti kA yoga pAe binA kSamatA-bIja aMkurita nahIM hote| jo kSamatA-bIja nahIM haiM, ve paristhiti kA yoga hone para bhI aMkurita nahIM ho skte| bIja aura paristhiti donoM kA ucita yoga hone para hI parivartana hotA hai| sUrya kI garamI se dharatI tapa uThatI hai kintu AkAza nahIM tptaa| jisameM tApa-grahaNa kI kSamatA nahIM hai, vaha sUrya kI upasthiti meM bhI nahIM tptaa| dharatI meM tApa-grahaNa kI kSamatA hai para vaha sUrya kI anupasthiti meM nahIM tptii| paristhiti kevala bAhya vAtAvaraNa yA pariveza hI nahIM hai| vaha bAhya aura Antarika donoM vRttoM ke dhAgoM se anusyUta hotI hai| hara vastu kA apanA svabhAva hotA hai| aMgUra meM jo madhuratA hai, vaha mirca meM nahIM hai aura mirca meM jo tiktatA hai vaha aMgUra meM nahIM hai| paristhiti ke paTa kA eka tantu hai-svabhAva kI mryaadaa| ____ bajarI kA pAka caumAse meM hotA hai to canA sardI meM pakatA hai| cane kI buAI ASAr3ha meM aura bajarI kI buAI migasara meM nahIM hotii| paristhiti ke paTa kA dUsarA hetu hai-kAla kI mryaadaa| ghara meM bijalI hai| usameM prakAza dene kI kSamatA bhI hai| kintu baTana dabAne ko koI hAtha nahIM uThatA hai to bijalI ke hone para bhI prakAza nahIM miltaa| paristhiti ke paTa kA tIsarA tantu hai-pravRtti yA puruSArtha kI mryaadaa| manuSya meM prakAza kA saMskAra saMcita hai, isIlie vaha aMdhakAra meM prakAza kA saMrakSaNa cAhatA hai| saMskAra bhAvI upalabdhi ke daravAje ko khaTakhaTAtA hI nahIM, khola bhI detA hai| paristhiti ke paTa kA cauthA tantu hai-saMskAra yA bhAgya kI mryaadaa| yaha vizva kucha sArvabhauma niyamoM se baMdhA huA hai| unakA
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________________ paristhiti kA prabodha 205 atikramaNa nahIM hotA / vizva kA eka niyama hai dhruvatA / jo sat hai, vaha dhruva hai / isI niyama ke AdhAra para vizva thA, hai aura hogA / vizva kA dUsarA niyama hai - parivartanazIlatA / jo sat hai vaha parivartanazIla hai| isa niyama ke AdhAra para vizva rUpAntarita huA hai, ho rahA hai aura hotA rhegaa| parivartanazIlatA vizva kA aparihArya niyama hai, isIlie kucha badalatA hai aura kucha badalane kA hetu banatA hai / paristhiti ke paTa kA pAMcavAM tantu hai - niyati - sArvabhauma niyama / vastu kI aneka kSamatAeM upayukta paristhiti ( sAdhana-sAmagrI) ke abhAva meM vyakta nahIM ho paatiiN| saMcita karma kA bhI sAdhana-sAmagrI ke binA pUrA paripAka nahIM hotA / zarIra kI lambAI aura caur3AI, rUpa aura raMga, bhaugolika vAtAvaraNa se prabhAvita hote haiN| mAnasika utAra-car3hAva bAhya samparkoM se prabhAvita hote haiM / vicAra bAhya dRzyoM aura raMgoM se prabhAvita hote haiM / koI bhI vyakti paristhiti ke prabhAva se mukta nahIM hotA, jo usake prabhAva kSetra meM hotA hai| ThaMDI havA calatI hai, AdamI kAMpa uThatA hai| kampana nirhetuka nahIM hai| kar3I dhUpa hotI hai, pasInA cUne laga jAtA hai| pasInA nirhetuka nahIM hai / mana ke pratikUla yoga milatA hai, AdamI kruddha ho uThatA hai / acintya sAmagrI mila jAtI hai, AdamI garvonmatta ho jAtA hai / harSa aura ullAsa, bhaya aura zoka ye sabhI Avega paristhiti ke yoga se abhivyakta hote haiM / inakI abhivyakti se mana kA saMtulana bigar3atA hai / phalataH mana azAnta ho uThatA hai / paristhiti ke prabhAvakSetra meM rahakara mana usase aprabhAvita nahIM raha sktaa| vaha bhAvanA se bhAvita hokara usake prabhAva kSetra ke bAhara A jAtA hai / phira yaha paristhiti ke hAtha kA khilaunA nahIM hotA / anitya - bhAvanA se prabhAvita mana saMyoga-viyoga kI UrmiyoM se pratAr3ita nahIM hotA / azaraNa - bhAvanA se prabhAvita mana asahAya nahIM hotA / ekatva - bhAvanA se prabhAvita mana sAmAjika jIvana ke saMgharSoM se vyathita nahIM hotA / maitrI - bhAvanA se prabhAvita mana AzaMkA, kuzaMkA, sandeha, bhaya aura dveSa ke cakra se mukta ho jAtA hai| pramoda - bhAvanA se prabhAvita mana IrSyA se saMtrasta nahIM hotA / karuNA bhAvanA se prabhAvita mana se krUratA visarjita ho jAtI hai / madhyastha-bhAvanA se prabhAvita mana krodha aura nirAzA
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________________ 206 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti se baca jAtA hai| anukUlatA kA viyoga, pratikUlatA kA saMyoga, asahAyatA kI anubhUti, saMgharSa, sandeha, bhaya, dveSa, IrSyA, krUratA, krodha aura nirAzA-ye saba mana meM asantulana utpanna karate haiN| asantulita mana meM azAnti utpanna hotI hai| vaha sukha ko lIla jAtI hai| bhAvanA, zAnti aura sukha meM kArya-kAraNa kA sambandha hai| gItA meM likhA hai-'na cAbhAvayataH zAntiH, azAntasya kutaH sukham?' ___bhAvanA ke binA zAnti nahIM hotI, zAnti ke binA kucha nahIM hotaa| bhAvanA saMskAra-parivartana kI paddhati hai| dhyeya ke anukUla bAra-bAra manana, cintana aura abhyAsa karane para pUrva-saMskAra kA vilopa aura naye saMskAra kA nirmANa ho jAtA hai| azAnti ke hetubhUta saMskAroM kA vilayana kie binA koI bhI vyakti zAnti kA sparza nahIM kara sktaa| paristhiti sadA ekarUpa nahIM rhtii| kabhI vaha anukUla hotI hai aura kabhI pratikUla ho jAtI hai| anukUlatA meM jise harSa kI tIvra anubhUti hotI hai, vaha pratikUlatA meM zoka kI tIvra vedanA se baca nahIM sktaa| apanI cetanA aura puruSArtha ko satya kI anubhUti meM pratiSThita karane vAlA vyakti paristhiti se Ahata nahIM hotaa| asatya kA cumbakIya AkarSaNa paristhiti ke prabhAva ko apanI ora khIMca letA hai| satya meM vaha cumbakIya AkarSaNa nahIM hai, isalie paristhiti kA prabhAva usakI ora prabhAvita nahIM hotaa| agni se bahuta sArI vastueM jala jAtI haiM para abhAva nahIM jltaa| paristhiti se vahI mana jalatA hai, jo satya kI bhAvanA se prabhAvita nahIM hai| 8 sarvAMgINa dRSTikoNa jIvana meM sabase prAthamika mUlya mAnasika zAnti kA hai| mAnasika zAnti ke bAre meM samagratA se kintu sahajatA se cintana honA caahie| jo yojanAkRta hotA hai, vaha bahuta acchA nahIM hotaa| jo sahaja bhAva se nikale, vaha svabhAvika hotA hai| jo buddhipUrvaka hotA hai, vaha svAbhAvika nahIM hotaa| vRkSa anitya hotA hai kyoMki vaha kRta hai| ghaTa bhI anitya
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________________ sarvAMgINa dRSTikoNa 207 hai, kyoMki vaha kRta hai| AkAza nitya hai kyoMki vaha akRta hai| kRta kA mUlya zAzvata nahIM hotaa| sahaja niSpanna acchA hotA hai| __maiMne mAnasika zAnti ke solaha sUtra nizcita kie haiN| unameM pUrvApara krama nahIM socA thaa| kintu aba lagatA hai ki unameM krama hai| zarIra aura mana kA gaharA sambandha hai| indriyoM ke sAtha bhI mana kA ghaniSTha yoga hai| unheM sAdhanA bhI bahuta Avazyaka hai| eka yogavid ne kahA hai 'tattvavijJAnavairAgyaruddhacittasya khAni me / na mRtAni na jIvanti na suptAni na jAgrati // ' hamArI indriyAM sAdhanA ke dvArA aisI ho jAeM ki na ve mRta hoM aura na jaagRt| mRta isalie nahIM ki unameM viSaya-grahaNa kI zakti hai| jIvita isalie nahIM ki usa samaya viSaya-Asakti nahIM hai| supta isalie nahIM ki viSaya ke agrahaNa meM nidrA jaisI paravazatA nahIM hai| jAgRta isalie nahIM ki ve viSayoM kI ora vyApta nahIM hotii| indriya aura AtmA ke bIca meM mana hai| mana bAhara jAtA hai, indriyA~ bahirmukhI ho jAtI haiM aura vaha bhItara jAtA hai, indriyAM antarmukhI ho jAtI haiN| mana para bAhya saMgharSoM kA prabhAva hotA hai, isalie hamane una para bhI vicAra kiyA hai| mana ko kauna prabhAvita nahIM karatA? yaha saura-jagata, vanaspati-jagat, prANI jagat, paramANu-jagat-sabhI mana ko prabhAvita kara rahe haiN| yoga ke AcAryoM ne isa viSaya kA vizada vivecana kiyA hai| mana bAhya AkarSaNoM aura vikarSaNoM se jar3A hai| abhI dekha rahA haM. kahIM se koI sparza nahIM ho rahA hai| kintu saca yaha hai ki asaMkhya paramANu spRSTa ho rahe haiM, A rahe haiM, jA rahe haiN| eka amerikana mahilA DaoN. je. sI. TrasTa ne aNu-AbhA ke phoTo liye| ANavika prabhAva ko dekhate hue yaha kahanA bahuta sarala nahIM hai ki maiM svataMtra buddhi se soca rahA huuN| hara vyakti bAhya paristhiti aura nimittoM se baMdhA huA hai| Aja koI bhI zarIradhArI, jo isa jIvamaNDala aura vAyumaNDala meM jI rahA hai, sArvabhauma svataMtra nahIM hai| jo koI vicAra niSpanna hotA hai, vaha aneka
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________________ 208 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti vastuoM ke yoga se niSpanna hotA hai, isalie nirapekSatA kI bAta karanA nitAnta ajJAna hogaa| ___ hamArA dRSTikoNa sApekSa honA caahie| hamAre eka vicAra ke pIche aneka apekSAeM hotI haiN| sApekSatA se hamArI mAnasika zAnti ko bala milatA hai| ekAMgI dRSTikoNa se azAnti niSpanna hotI hai| ina ikkIsa dinoM meM Apa logoM ne mujhe, jainendrajI aura dAdA dharmAdhikArI ko sunaa| kabhI lagA ki hama loga bhinna-bhinna bAteM kara rahe haiM, kabhI lagA ki nikaTa A rahe haiN| kabhI lagA ki virodhI bAteM kara rahe haiM aura kabhI lagA ki eka hI bAta kaha rahe haiN| . isa duniyA meM aneka mArga haiN| AdamI bhaTaka jAtA hai, kidhara jAe? kise sune? aura kise mAne? nirNaya nahIM kara paataa| eka kI bAta sunatA hai to vaha ThIka lagatI hai| dUsare kA tarka Ane para vaha ThIka nahIM lgtii| isa zabda ke jagat meM na jAne kitane tarkoM aura vAdoM kA jAla bichA hai| Apa mahAbhArata ko pddh'ie| kahIM Apako kAla kI ananta mahimA milegii| likhA hai-kAla se sArI bAteM niSpanna hotI haiN| samaya para sUrya udita hotA hai, samaya para vRkSa phalate-phUlate haiM, samaya para varSA hotI hai aura samaya para AdamI janmatA-maratA hai| aisA lagatA hai samaya hI saba kucha hai| puruSArtha ko suneMge to lagegA hai ki puruSArtha ke sivAya aura kucha nahIM hai| satya yahI hai ki puruSArtha kreN| bhAgya ke udAharaNa hajAroM mileNge| par3hA-likhA naukarI kara rahA hai aura anapar3ha dhanavAna banA huA hai| varSoM taka puruSArtha kiyA para kucha nahIM bnaa| niyativAdI kahate haiM-saba apane Apa ho jaaegaa| karane kauna jAtA hai? kitane vAdoM kA cakra hai| mana meM ulajhana paidA kara detA hai| bahuta sAre mAnasika siddhAntoM ko lekara ulajhe rahate haiM aura unakI mAnasika zAnti bhaMga ho jAtI hai| ekAMgI vicAroM ke AdhAra para caleMge to mAnasika zAnti kabhI nahIM milegii| isalie dRSTi ko sApekSa bnaaeN| jo satya duniyA meM hai use solaha ke solaha AnA kahane ke lie kisI ke pAsa zabda nahIM haiN| maiM bola rahA hUM aura jAnatA hUM ki anaMta satya
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________________ sarvAMgINa dRSTikoNa 206 ke eka nizcita aMza para bola rahA huuN| aMza ko pUrNa mAnate hI satya kI hatyA ho jAtI hai| jJAna acchA hai| para Apa usakI jakar3a meM A gae to karmavimukhatA prApta hogii| isa karma-vimukhatA kI sthiti kA anubhava huA, tabhI yaha kahanA par3A-'durbhagAbharaNamiva dehakhedAvahameva jJAnaM svymnaacrtH| ___'jo AcaraNa nahIM karatA usakA jJAna vidhavA ke zrRMgAra ke samAna zarIra ke lie bhArabhUta hI hotA hai|' kSamA acchI hai para sarvatra usakI acchAI mAnya nahIM huI isIlie kahA gayA-'kSamA bhUSaNaM yatInAM na bhuuptiinaam|' / santoSa acchA hai| usake samAna sukha nahIM hai para santoSI rAjA apanA rAjya gaMvA detA hai : 'santuSTo rAjA vinshyti| santoSI vyApArI bhI naSTa ho jAtA hai| __hara vicAra apanI bhUmikA se AtA hai| usI ke sandarbha meM usakA mUlyAMkana hotA hai aura honA caahie| satya ananta hai| koI bhI zabda va bhASA usake eka aMza ko bhI pUrA nahIM kara sktii| hama kahate haiM, sarvajJa ne aisA kahA hai| sarvajJa jAna sakatA hai para kaha to nahIM sktaa| isIlie kahA gayA hai ki prajJApanIya ananta hai| vANI kA viSaya usakA eka hissA bhI nahIM bntaa| tIna loka ke sAre dravya-paryAyoM ko jAnane vAlA bhI eka dravya ke ananta paryAyoM meM se hajAra paryAyoM kI bhI vyAkhyA nahIM kara sktaa| eka vyakti jitanA jAnatA hai utanA hI ThIka hai, yA jo jAnatA hai vahI ThIka hai, zeSa nahIM-yaha asatya hai| jo pahale jAna liyA gayA vahI ThIka hai, zeSa nahIM, to kyA pUrvajoM ne yaha kabhI kahA ki hamane pUrA satya kaha diyA hai, Age ke lie daravAjA banda hai? yaha mAnanA cAhie ki jaba taka saMsAra rahegA, manuSya rahegA, AtmA kI upAsanA rahegI, satya kI khoja rahegI, taba taka nayI-nayI upalabdhiyAM hotI rheNgii| yaha dRSTi spaSTa rahegI to apanI mAnasika zAnti kA bhaMga nahIM hogaa| dAdA dharmAdhikArI ne Arthika utpAdana aura vitaraNa ke pahalU para prakAza ddaalaa| jainendrajI ne bAhya paristhiti para prakAza DAlA, kabhI-kabhI
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________________ 210 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti AntarikatA para bhii| maiMne mAnasika zAnti kI carcA kii| ye sAre cintana ekAMgI haiN| jIvana kA pakSa eka hI nahIM hai| mAnasika zAnti kI carcA ho, yadi roTI na ho to zAnti nahIM miltii| bhUkhA kyA par3hegA? pyAsa hai, kyA vaha sAhitya ke rasa se bujha jAegI? ___ eka rogI svAsthya kI kAmanA liye claa| Ayurvedika, homiyopaithika, ailopaithika, yUnAnI, prAkRtika Adi cikitsakoM ke pAsa gyaa| sabane apanI-apanI paddhati kA mahattva batAyA aura dUsarI kA khaNDana kiyaa| maiMne kaI prAkRtika cikitsakoM ko sunA hai| ve jaba ailopaithI kA khaNDana karate haiM taba unakI AtmA mukhara ho uThatI hai| maiM svayaM prAkRtika cikitsA ko mahattva detA huuN| lekina aikAntika Agraha mujhe acchA nahIM lgtaa| zalya-cikitsA meM prAkRtika cikitsA kyA karegI? Ayurveda vAle ailopaithika kA khaNDana karate haiN| ve kahate haiM-ailopaithI davA roga ko eka bAra dabA detI hai, usakI pratikriyA hotI hai, taba dUsare roga ubhara Ate haiN| AyurvedI cikitsA meM roga ko jar3a se miTAne kA prayatna hotA hai aura ailopaithI meM vartamAna para dhyAna diyA jAtA hai| dIrghakAlIna cikitsA meM Ayurveda sakSama hai aura tAtkAlika cikitsA meM ailopaithI bhii| dravya, kSetra, kAla aura bhAva-ina sArI dRSTiyoM se dekhane para satya ke nikaTa pahuMcA jA sakatA hai| ekAMgI dRSTi se satya kA kinArA nahIM miltaa| kaI adhyAtma para bala dete haiM para Asana, prANAyAma Adi ko acchA nahIM maante| yaha aikAntika Agraha hai| amuka-amuka roga meM Asana aura prANAyAma bhI upayogI banate haiN| eka bhUmikA meM dharma sAdhana hai aura Avazyaka hai para mukti-dazA meM dharma anAvazyaka bana jAtA hai| ekAMgI Agraha kisI bhI kSetra meM ThIka nhiiN| eka bAta ko traikAlika mAna pakar3a baiThane meM kaThinAI hotI hai| hamAre vyavahAra kI bhUmikA yaha hai ki hama na apriya satya boleM aura na asatya boleM kintu pAkSika satya boleN| isa viSaya meM maiM eka kahAnI prastuta kara rahA huuN| eka bAra eka rAjA ne, jo ki kAnA thA, citrakAroM ko AmaMtrita kiyaa| usane kahA-'merA citra sundara honA cAhie, satya honA cAhie, kintu nagna satya nahIM honA caahie|' eka lAkha rupaye ke
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________________ sarvAMgINa dRSTikoNa 211 rahA hai, sundarapatrakAra kA nahIM hai, kyoMki ne ke puraskAra kI ghoSaNA kii| sabake sAmane samasyA thI ki zartoM kI pUrti kaise ho? tIna citrakAroM ne citra banAnA svIkAra kiyaa| eka citrakAra citra le jaba rAjA ke pAsa pahuMcA to use dekha rAjA ne kahA-'citra sundara hai, muMha se bola rahA hai para satya nahIM hai, kyoMki isameM do AMkheM dikhAI gaI haiN|' dUsare citrakAra kA citra dekha rAjA ne kahA-'citra sAkSAt bola rahA hai, sundara bhI hai, para isameM eka AMkha phUTI huI dikhAI gaI hai, isalie yaha nagna satya hai|' tIsare ne tanmayatA se socakara citra bnaayaa| usane kalpanA se dikhAyA ki rAjA zikAra ke lie pratyaMcA tAne hue hai jisase hAtha kI oTa meM eka AMkha A gii| rAjA ne use dekhakara prasannatA vyakta kI aura use eka lAkha rupayoM kA inAma mila gyaa| tIsarA citra na asatya thA aura na nagna satya kintu pAkSika satya thaa| kaI loga spaSTa kahane meM apanA gaurava mAnate haiN| para nagna satya grAhya nahIM hotaa| kaI loga dUsare ko prasanna rakhane ke lie asatya kA sahArA lete haiN| vaha unake ahita ke lie hotA hai| pAkSika satya grAhya bhI hotA hai aura hitakara bhii| ___hamArA dRSTikoNa sarvAMgINa, sAmaMjasyapUrNa aura sApekSa honA caahie| sarvAMga dRSTi meM satya kI dUrI nahIM hotii| sAre vicAroM ko eka sUtra meM pirone se mAlA bana jAtI hai| yahI anekAnta hai| eka mAlA na banane se eka-eka manakA bikhara jAtA hai| ___satya ko kisI para thopane kA adhikAra mujhe nahIM hai| maiMne to syAdvAda ke vicAra se apane-Apako bAMdhA hai| mujhe lagatA hai dRSTi satyonmukha hai to jIvana meM koI kleza nahIM hai| AcAryazrI ne mujhe satya kI dRSTi dI hai| Agama-zodhakArya ke lie AcAryazrI ne kahA-'hama bar3A dAyitvapUrNa kArya kara rahe haiN| kahIM bhI sAmpradAyika dRSTi se mata socanA ki hamArI mAnyatA kyA hai? jo satya lage use prakaTa kara denA hai| apanI paramparAgata mAnyatA ke lie ullekha kiyA jA sakatA hai ki hamArI mAnyatA yaha hai| para satya ko apanI mAnyatA se nahIM raMganA hai|' vyakti adhika priya hai yA satya? paristhiti adhika priya hai yA satya? isa prazna kA uttara AcArya bhikSu ne diyA thaa| unhoMne
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________________ 212 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti kahA-'Aja maiM jo kaha rahA hUM, vaha merI dRSTi meM zuddha hai| kala koI bahuzruta yA tattvavid ho, use yaha ThIka na lage to ise chor3a de|' unhoMne kabhI aisI lakSmaNa-rekhA nahIM khIMcI ki isa rekhA se bAhara satya nahIM hai| aisA kahanA Agraha ho jAtA hai| ___koI bhI zabda, bhASA yA padArtha aisA nahIM hai jo satya kI paripUrNa vyAkhyA de ske| sAre vicAroM ko hama isa saMdarbha meM dekheN| sApekSa satya mAnakara use svIkAra kreN| samagratA se jo bAta AegI, vaha grAhya hogii| sUrya calA jAtA hai, phira aMdhakAra chA jAtA hai| purAne jamAne meM dIpa se prakAza karate the, Aja bijalI se prakAza kiyA jAtA hai| prakAza ke aneka sAdhana ho sakate haiM aura unameM tAratamya bhI ho sakatA hai| parantu prakAza prakAza hai| sUrya prakAza detA hai aura dIyA bhI prakAza detA hai| vaise hI satya cAhe sarvajJa dvArA kahA huA to yA kisI tuccha vyakti dvaaraa| satya satya hai, usameM antara nhiiN| mAtrA meM tAratamya ho sakatA hai| samagratA ke saMdarbha meM Apa sArI prakriyA para vicAra kareMge to mujhe vizvAsa hai ki Apa mAnasika zAnti se vaMcita nahIM rheNge| 6. nigamana yadagrAhyaM na gRhNAti, gRhItaM nApi muMcati / jAnAti sarvathA sarvaM, tat svasavedyamasmyaham // AcArya pUjyapAda ne ahaM kI vyAkhyA karate hue kahA-jo agrAhya kA grahaNa nahIM karatA, gRhIta ko chor3atA nahIM, sabako sarvathA jAnatA hai vaha 'ahaM' hai| jahAM agrAhya kA grahaNa, gRhIta kA mocana aura asarva kA jJAna hai, vahAM ahaM kI sattA prApta nahIM hai| jo ahaM kI kalpanA hai, vahI ahiMsaka samAja kI kalpanA hai| svabhAva kabhI tyakta nahIM hotaa| tyakta vibhAva hotA hai| jo 'ahaM' se itara hai, use tyAganA hai yahI aNuvrata hai| prazna-aNuvrata-sAdhanA-zivira meM khetI, utpAdana, aujAra Adi kI carcA hotI hai, acchA khAte-pIte haiM, manoraMjana karate haiN| kyA yahI sAdhanA
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________________ nigamana 213 hai? dhyAna, mauna Adi to kama hote haiN| yaha sAdhanA-gRha hai yA manoraMjana-gRha? uttara-jo sAdhanA kI nizcita rekhA banA rakhI hai, usI ke bhItara sAdhanA hai, bAhara nahIM, yaha kyoM mAna rakhA hai? sAdhanA kyA hai? pahale ise smjheN| dhyAna, mauna, zithilIkaraNa sAdhanA hai, para kyA bolane-calane, khAne-pIne, uThane-baiThane meM sAdhanA nahIM hai? eka-dUsare ke sAtha sadvyavahAra karanA sAdhanA nahIM hai? yadi nahIM, to maiM kahUMgA sAdhanA kA artha ApakI samajha meM hI nahIM aayaa| do rAjA apane-apane ratha para car3ha zikAra kare ge| eka kA ratha jala gyaa| dUsare kA ghor3A mara gyaa| donoM apUrNa ho ge| jaMgala se vApasa Ane meM kaThinAI huii| donoM ne samanvaya kiyaa| eka ne ghor3A diyA aura dUsare ne rth| ratha pUrNa ho gayA, donoM baiTha nagara meM A ge| ise dagdhAzvaratha nyAya kahate haiN| sAdhanA kI bhI yahI bAta hai| usakA ekAMgI rUpa pAra le jAne vAlA nahIM hotaa| amuka deza, kAla va pravRtti meM sAdhanA ho sakatI hai, anyatra nahIM ho sakatI, yaha Agraha jahAM hai, vahAM sAdhanA kI akhaNDatA mAnya nahIM hai| do ghaMTe sAdhanA meM bIte aura zeSa bAIsa ghaMTe asAdhanA meM, yaha jIvana kI dvividhA hai| isase dUsaroM ke mana meM dharma ke prati zraddhA nahIM hotii| prAtaHkAla uThane se lekara sone taka jIvana ke hara vyavahAra meM dvividhA na rahe, sAdhanA kI ekalayatA rahe, yahI aNuvrata zabda se sAdhanA kA bhAva prakaTa hotA hai| phira bhI 'aNuvrata sAdhanA zivira' meM aNuvrata zabda ke Age sAdhanA zabda aura jor3A gayA hai| saMskRta-vyAkaraNa meM 'vIpsA' zabda AtA hai| vIpsA kA artha hai- 'vyAptumicchA'-arthAt vyApta hone kI icchaa| vIpsA meM do bAra, cAra gara kahanA doSa nahIM hai| vIpsA ke artha meM hI aNuvrata zabda ke Age sAdhanA kA yoga kiyA gayA hai| dhyAna, mauna, Asana Adi Avazyaka nahIM, aisA nahIM hai| para ve hI sAdhanA nahIM haiN| dina-bhara ke vyavahAra meM jAgarUka rahanA sAdhanA hai| eka vyakti abhI zivira meM rahA, bahuta dhArmika thaa| bar3I niSThA ke sAtha cAra-pAMca ghaMTe dhyAna, mauna Adi karatA thaa| para vyavahAra kI upekSA karatA thaa| patnI aura sasurAla vAle saba nArAja the| una logoM kI bhI
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________________ 214 maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti unheM dekha dharma ke prati aruci-sI ho gaI thii| vaha dhArmika kyA jo vyavahAra kA lopa kare! yahAM rahakara sAdhanA kI aura sAdhanA ke bAre meM vicAra bdle| jIvana meM parivartana aayaa| jyoMhIM dharma-AcaraNa ke sAtha vyavahAra ke prati sajaga huA, sAdhanA ko hara vyavahAra meM utArane kA yatna kiyA to AsapAsa kA vAtAvaraNa prasanna ho gyaa| yadi jIvana meM mAnavIya vyavahAra kA pratibimba na ho, vicAroM meM spaSTatA na ho, mithyA dRSTikoNa ho aura hama kalpanA kareM, ki dhyAna hogA, kaise hogA? sAdhanA ko ekAMgI yA vibhakta mAnakara caleM to vaha sahI hai| upavAsa, dhyAna, mauna-ye sAdhana haiN| sAdhana aura siddhi kA jitanA vyavadhAna kama hogA, utanI hI sAdhanA saphala hogii| sthitaprajJa sAre dina bolatA hai, phira bhI vaha mauna hai| krodha yA lar3AI se muMha sujAkara baiTha jAnA kyA mauna hai? yadi hai taba to bagulA bhI dhyAnI ho jaaegaa| isI bhrama meM rAma ne bagule kI prazaMsA kI thI 'pazya lakSmaNa! paMpAyAM, bakaH paramadhArmikaH / dRSTvA dRSTvA padaM dhatte, jIvAnAM vadhazaMkayA // ' rAma kI bAta suna eka machalI bolI 'bakaH kiM zasyate rAma!, yenAhaM niSkulIkRtaH / sahacArI vijAnIyAt, caritraM sahacAriNAm // ' bahU rUThakara ghara ke kone meM baiTha gii| kucha nahIM khaayaa| kyA use upavAsa mAneMge? kucha nahIM karanA hI sAdhanA nahIM hai aura kucha karanA hI asAdhanA nahIM hai| sAdhanA vaha hai, jahAM Antarika jAgarUkatA ho, bhale phira pravRtti ho yA nivRtti| On
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________________ Jain Education Internation AcArya mahAprajJa kI pramukha kRtiyAM mana ke jIte jIta AbhA maNDala kisane kahA mana caMcala hai jaina yoga cetanA kA UrdhvArohaNa ekalA calo re * merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi apane ghara meM * eso paMca NamokkAro maiM hUM apane bhAgya kA nirmAtA samasyA ko dekhanA sIkheM nayA mAnava: nayA vizva * bhikSu vicAra darzana arham maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti samaya ke hastAkSara AmaMtraNa Arogya ko mahAvIra kI sAdhanA kA rahasya ghaTa-ghaTa dIpa jale ahiMsA tatva darzana * ahiMsA aura zAnti karmavAda saMbhava hai samAdhAna * manana aura mUlyAMkana jaina darzana aura anekAnta zakti kI sAdhanA dharma ke sUtra jaina darzana: manana aura mImAMsA Adi-Adi
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