Nahi Aiso Janam Bar Bar

Author(s): Chandrashekharvijay
Publisher: Kamal Prakashan
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008915/1

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nahi aiso janama bArabAra prakAzaka : kamala prakAzana TrasTa jIvatalAla pratApazI saMskRti bhavana 2777, nizA poLa, jhaverIvADa, rIlipha roDa, amadAvAda-1. phonaH 25355823, 25356033 lekhaka-paricaya : siddhAnta mahodadhi, saccAritracUDAmaNi, sva. pUjyapAda A. bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA sAhebanA vineya pU. paM. zrI candrazekhavijayajI AvRtti prathama saMskaraNa : nakala : 3000 dvitIya saMskaraNa : nakala : 2000 vi.saM. 2065, zrAvaNa suda-5. mulya rUA. 50/ TAIpaseTiMga : karaNa cAphekasa 1, riddhi pelesa, 90 phITa roDa, bhAyaMdara (vesTa) - 401 101. phonaH 2818 4pa99, mo. 98336 16004 mudraka : zItala prInTasa 211/212, pragatI InDasTriyala esTeTa, ena.ema. jozI mArga, loara parela (IsTa), muMbaI-11 phona : 6663 3046

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(1) tattvajJAnanuM jharaNuM (1) jaina siddhAMtanI keTalIka khUbIo (2) karma ane tenA baMdha : anubaMdha (2) dharmano marma anukramaNikA (1) tamAre zuM banavuM che? bhagavAna ke bhAgyavAna dhana ane dharma (2) (3) jainapaNuM ene zrAvakapaNuM (4) dharmano adhikArI koNa? (5) dharma ane dharmakriyA vacceno bheda (6) tamAre zuM banavuM che? sukhI ke sArA? (3) muktinA mArge anAsaktinI (1) (2) mumukSune mArgadarzana (3) nizcaya vyavahAra = duSkara sAdhanA (4) sAdhutAnI sAdhanA (1) (2) gurukRpAnuM baLa (3) sAdhujIvana kaThina hai sApathI paNa kharAba pApa 7-69 . 38 70-174 71 89 109 127 139 154 175-244 176 190 216 245-300 246 267 280

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4 prastAvanA nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra dullahe khalu mANuse bhave.... uttara pradezamAM vAnarone pakaDavAnI eka anokhI rIta ajamAvavAmAM Ave che, vRkSa upara beThelA vAnaronA dekhatAM ja lAMbA, sAMkaDA moM vALI, peTavALI maTakIomAM zikArI keLAM vagere phaLo parANe nAMkhe che, kutuhalathI vAnarone jotAM rAkhIne ja te zikArI tyAMthI dUra cAlyo jAya che. thoDI ja paLomAM hUpa...hUpa... karatAM vAnaro maTakIo pAse AvI jAya che. mahAmahenate eka hAtha aMdara nAMkhIne phaLa hAthamAM to le che; paNa aphasosa! e hAtha bahAra nIkaLI zakato nathI. jo e phaLa maTakImAM pAchuM choDI devAya to jarUra hAtha bahAra nIkaLI jAya; paraMtu hAthaAveluM phaLa mUkI devA mATe e lAlacu vAnaro haragIja taiyAra nathI. pariNAme e vAnaro zikArInA hAthamAM jhaDapAI jAya che. zikArInI phasAvI mAravAnI jALanI ajJAnatA e vAnarane pahelI thApa khavaDAve che. ane phaLanA svAdanI lampaTatA ene bIjI thApa khavaDAve che. bicAruM abola prANI motane bheTe che. zAstrAkAra paramarSio jaNAve che ke ghaNA mAnavomAM paNa AvA vAnaraveDAM vikaselAM hoya che. mAnava-jIvananI durlabhatAnuM ajJAna; ane pAMca IndriyonA viSayonA AnaMdanuM lAmpaTaya be ya - athavA game te eka-nara jevA narane vAnara banAvI de che! devajanma karatAM ya mAnavajanma uttama kahyo che. bhautika sukhonI Toca hovA chatAM devajIvanamAM tyAganuM nAmanizAna nathI, mAnavajI to paLe paLe tyAganI khIcokhIca maMgalamALAone va2vA sarjAyeluM che. hAthI game teTalo suMdara hoya! paNa sahArAnA raNane vaTAvI devAnI enAmAM lagIre tAkAta nahi. jenA aDhAre ya vAMkA che evo UMTa ja e siddhine pAmI zake. puNyasamRddha deva; game tema to ya hAthI jevo. puNyahINo mAnava; game tema to ya UMTa jevo. A eka ja janma evo che jyAM ajanmA banavAnI sAdhanA karI zakAya. nathI maraNa sAruM; duHkhabharyuM che mATe. to ethI ya kharAba che; jIvana; paLe paLe pApathI UbharAI javAnI zakyatAvALu che mATe. duHkha ane pApa be ya kharAba.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 5 mATe maraNa ane jIvana be ya kharAba. duHkhe bharyA maraNa karatAM ya pApebharyuM jIvana ghaNuM kharAba. to pachI janma to keTalo kharAba? jIvana ane maraNa - be ya ne - janma to 'janma' ja de che ne ? mATe ja mAnavanA ya janmanI IcchA karAya nahi. IcchA ja karavI hoya to ajanmA banavAnI ja karAya. paraMtu mAnavajanma pAmyA pachI janma ApavAnuM nimitta banavAnuM baMdha thatAM thatAM janma pAmavAnuM paNa baMdha thavAnI bhavya bhUmikA taiyAra thatI hoya te mAnavajanma to khUba ja vakhANavA lAyaka gaNAya. Avo mAnavajanma ja pharI pharI na maLe; AvA mAnavajanmane ja 'dullahe khalu mANase bhave' zabdothI zAsanapati tIrthaMkara paramAtmA mahAvIradeve durlabha jaNAvyo che. pazucetanAne vIkasAvatA mAnavajanmo to vAraMvAra maLI zake. vartamAna vizvamAM abajo mAnavonI saMkhyA joIne mAnavajanmanI durlabhatAnA zAstrIya vidhAnamAM koIne zaMkA paDatI hoya to have tene have nirmaLa karajo. aMdarano mAnava (mAnavatA) jeno marI paravAryo che evA mAnavo jyAM ne tyAM najare athaDAtA hoya to temAM kazI navAI na pAmazo. aMdaranA mAnavavALo mAnava to hajAromAM eka maLe. mAnava jIvana jIvavAno (jUTho) DoLa karatAM hajAro mAnavonA (ke gADaronA!) ToLAmAM '"mAnava'' to kadAca ekAda ja zodhyo jaDaze. jenI mAnavatA ja marI paravArI che ene mANasa kema kahevo ? evo mAnavAkAra mANasanA mAMsapiMDanA zA mUlya? enI durlabhatA hoya paNa zenI? aMdarano mANasa ja kharo mANasa che. ane e to sAmAnyataH zodhyo jaDato nathI. mAnave potAnA ja gharamAMthI potAnI hakAlapaTTI karI che. duniyAnA khUNe khUNe jaI vaselo mAMsapiMDa-mAnava potAnA gharamAM vasato ja nathI e Adhunika vijJAnanuM atyaMta karuNa eka2A2-khata che. ane.... jyAM mAnavatA ja na hoya tyAM zuM hoya ? prema ? karuNA ? maitrI? bhakti? saMyama ? tapa ? tyAga ?.... nA.... kazuM ja nahi... zrI uttarAdhyayanasUtramAM mAnava jIvananA cAra uttama aMgo jaNAvyA che. A pachI pachInA aMgonI siddhi pAmavA mATe pUrva pUrvanA aMgonI siddhi Avazyaka che. 'mANasatta' padathI mAnavajIvana laI zakAya tema mAnavatA paNa thaI zakAya. jenAmAM mAnavAta che ene ja bIjuM aMga-dharmazravaNa-vAstavika bane. jenuM dharmazravaNa vAstavika banyuMche tene dharmazraddhA svarUpa trIjuM aMga prApta thAya. dharmazraddhALune ja sarvavirati dharmanuM suMdara parAkrama (cothu aMga) siddha thAya. jo mAnavatA (mArgAnusAritA) ja marI paravArI haze to hajAro dharmazravaNa

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra paNa nahi phaLa; dharmazraddhA nahi jAge; sarvaviratidharmanuM to soNaluM paNa nahi Ave. puNyano udaya thAya tyAre baMgalA, moTaro vagerenA jAjaravAna vaibhava maLe; kadAca sastu mAnavajIvana paNa maLe; paraMtu mahA mahApuNyano udaya thAya tyAre ja AryadezamAM suMdara mAnava jIvananI prApti thAya. paraMtu AvuM mAnavajIvana pAmyA pachI paNa jo mahApApano udaya jAgI jAya to bhogasAmagrI pratye kUNI lAgaNI jAge; bhoga-jIvanano pakSapAta jAge. hAya! mahApuNyanA udaye maLelA mAnavajIvanamAM mahApApodaya thatAM, bhogano prema jAgI gayo! A to sonAnI thALImAM loDhAnI mekha marAI! hariyALAM khetaro upara tIDanAM dhADAM tUTI paDayAM! mAvaThuM thayuM! himapAta thayo! jo jaladI jAgatA nathI mahApuNyanA udaya; to jaladI doDI AvatA nathI mahApApanA udaya. te mAnava atyaMta dayApAtra che jene be ya durlabha cIjo prApta thaI gaI! Arya mAnavanuM jIvana! ane bhogano apAra prema! mahApuNyano durlabha udaya ja sAro... mahApApano durlabha udaya to svapna paNa nahi IcchavA jevo. mAnavano janma pAmatAM ja jIvananI je UjaLI cAdara prApta thaI; keTalAka varSo sudhI UjaLI paNa rahI.... ene nAnA moTA pAponI-kAjaLathI kALI yAvatukAbaracItarI kema karI zakAya? nA.... ujavaLane malina-mahotAM karatAM ya meluM-karI devA mATe A janma nathI; A jIvana paNa nathI; A maraNa paNa nathI. nahi maLe... pharI pharIne uttamottama dharmasAmagrIthI sabhara mAnavajIvana pharI pharIne nahi ja maLe. Aje ja saMkalpa karajo ke, durlabha amArA mAnavajIvananI cAdarane ame have pazcAttApanA nIrathI dhoIne, UjaLI karIne ja jaMpazuM. pachI ene kyAreya pApanA kAjaLe malina nahi ja thavA daIe. khAmoza! durlabha evA mAnavajIvanane durlabha mAnIne jIvazo to bezaka; e sulabha banI javAnuM che. e to je enA mATe bekadara che; ene sulabha mAne che; ene ja e durlabha che. A graMthamAM jinAjJA viruddha kaMI paNa lakhAyuM hoya to aMtaHkaraNathI micchAmi dukkaDe mAMgIne viramuM chuM. - muni candrazekharavijayajI (vartamAna paM. candrazekharavijayajI) uparIALAjI tIrtha (zAzvatIonI ArAdhana) 2028, caitrI pUrNimA

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_/ tatvajJAnanuM jharaNuM (1) (6)))) (1) jaina siddhAMtanI keTalIka khUbIo (2) karma ane tenA baMdha : anubaMdha

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_/ (1) jela siddhAMtanI keTalIka khUbIo

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 8 niSpakSa nyAyAdhIzanuM zAsana : jinazAsana! mane evuM koIka to dharmazAsana batAvo jenA zAstroe saMtonA bhUtakAlIna jIvananI bhUlonI paNa sakheda noMdha lIdhI hoya! are! ethI kAMIka UlaTuM ja mane to tyAM dekhAya che. bhagavAna jinanA zAstromAM ja e niSpakSatA jovA maLe che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA AtmAe paNa pUrvanA jIvanamAM je bhUlo karI tenI spaSTa zabdomAM noMdha levAmAM AvI che. te bhUlonA phaLasvarUpa durgatinuM gamana paNa jaNAvI devAmAM AvyuM che. tIrthaMkara bhagavAna mahAvIranA zAsananA eka mahAna yugapradhAna AcArya 'maMgu'nA jIvananI bhUla ke teoe ziSyonI bhojanabhaktine saprema svIkArI tenI paNa spaSTa noMdha laIne jaNAvyuM ke te yogya na thayuM. maharSione ughADA pADavA mATe AvI noMdha thatI nathI kiMtu bhAvinI peDhI emAMthI paNa bodhapATha pAme ane evI bhUlano sparza na thAya tenI kALajI kare e ja enI pAchaLano hetu hoya che. siddhasena divAkarasUrijI nAmanA mahAna jainAcArye mAgadhI bhASAnA sUtronuM bhASAMtara karavAnA vicAranI eka bhUla karI to tenuM 12 varSa guptavAsa vagerenuM - sakhata prAyazcita lIdhuM. che koI jagatamAM AvuM niSpakSa dharmazAsana! jIvananI kSatione naSTa karavI hoya to tenuM prathama pagaluM kSationo kSatirUpe bedhaDaka ekarAra karavAnuM che. sAta aMdhajano ane eka cakSuSmAn ekavAra sAta aMdhajano eka hAthI pAse AvyA. darekanA hAthamAM hAthInA dehano judo judo avayava Avyo. jeNe paga pakaDayo teNe hAthIne thAMbhalA jevo kahyo; sUMDha pakaDanAre doraDA jevo kahyo; peTa pakaDanAre TekarA jevo kahyo; kAna pakaDanAre sUpaDA jevo kahyo. ema kramazaH dareke potAnuM darzana kahyuM ane ekabIjAne sAmasAmA

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10 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra juThThA kahevA lAgyA. pachI to ekadama laDI paDayA. darekanI vAta eka ja hatI, 'huM kahuM chuM te ja sAcuM che, bAkInA badhA ya juThThA che.' evAmAM eka dekhato mANasa Avyo. teNe badhAyane zAMta pADatA samajAvyuM ke, 'tame badhA ya sAcA cho. tamArI potAnI dRSTie tame koI juThThA nathI. mATe have ekabIjAne juThThA na kaho.' A rIte bIjAne dhikkAravAmAM dharma nathI. AvuM samanvayazALI che, jinadarzana! AtmAne ekAMte nitya ke anitya vagere kahIne laDatA vedAnta ane boddha vagere darzanone te ja zAMta pADe che. temanI apekSAe teo sahu sAcA che. keTaluM audArya jinadarzananuM! AthIsto mahAtmA AnaMdaghanajIe A lokavAdI (nAstika) darzanane paNa jinezvara bhagavAnanA dehanA mahattvanA aMgasvarUpa peTanI upamA ApI che ne? jaina dharmanI saMrakSaNAtmaka yuddhanItI jene syAdvAdanuM tattvajJAna maLyuM che e dharma anya dharmo ke saMpradAyo sAthe laDavAnuM kinnAkhora mAnasa to dharAve ja kyAMthI? 'jyAM kyAMya paNa sAruM ane sAcuM che te mAruM ja che' evo AtmIyabhAva sarva sAthe rAkhanAra jinadharma Akramaka-nItino to paDachAyo paNa kema le! mokSanA premI badhA darzano pratye to e maitrIno hAtha laMbAve che. paNa ethI ema na samajavuM ke jinadharma 'bAyalo' 'namAlo' 'niSkriya' ke udAsa che ? nA jarA ya nahi. ene AkramaNa karavuM nathI. paraMtu jo koI enI sAme yuddhe caDe to teno khAtmo bolAvavA nahi paraMtu potAnA saMrakSaNa mATe vaLato phaTako mAryA vinA te kadApi rahI zake ja nahi. Avo phaTako mAravAmAM ya mAravAnI bhAvanA na hoya; jAtane surakSita rAkhavAnI ja tarakIba hoya. syAdvAda nAmanA enA sa2 senAdhipatinI A kevI maitrI bharI yuddhanIti che; kevI adbhuta vyUharacanA che! A ja kAraNe jinadharma ja sarvano dharma banI zake. sarvamAM e samAI zake ane sarvane e potAnAmAM samAvI paNa zake.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra AkAza jevuM ke sAgara jevuM enuM sthAna che. AkAza sahunuM che. sAgara badhI nadIone samAvI le che. koNa pAmaze A yAdvAda dharmanI paramocca virATatAno tAga! AgamonA TIkA vagere aMgo mAnavA ja paDaze. jainadharmanA eka saMpradAye tamAma Agamone aprAmANika kahIne amAnya jAhera karI dIdhA che! bIjA eka saMpradAye 4pamAMthI 32 Agamone mAnya to karyA paraMtu AgamonA mULa sUtrane ja mAnya karyA - te AgamonI cUrNio, TIkAo vagerene aprAmANika jAhera karyA. AgamonI saMpUrNa paMcAMgIne jo mAnya karavAmAM na Ave to sUtrono artha zI rIte samajI zakAya? ekekA zabdanA anaMta artho thAya. temAMthI kyo artha kayAM besADavo e vAtano nirNaya gItArtha saMtonI mahora-chApa vinA koNa karI zake? namo arihaMtANa" mULa sUtra che. eno artha to eTalo ja thAya ke zatruno nAza karanArAne namaskAra thAo. ATalo ja artha zuM ApaNane maMjUra che? TIkAno AdhAra laIne ApaNe kahevuM ja paDaze ke rAgadveSarUpa zatruno nAza karanArAne amArA namaskAra. jemane TIkAo mAnya ja nathI teo jo Avo satya artha karaze to temAM pramANa konuM Apaze? cUrNikAra, TIkAkAra vagere maharSio hatA. sAcA saMto hatA; mahAtapasvIo hatA. emanuM samagra jIvana jinAjJAne vaphAdAra hatuM. AvA mahAtmAonI cUrNi ke TIkaDA vagerene aprAmANika kahIne amAnya karAvavI e keTalA aMzamAM ucita che e to teo ja jANe. vaLI mULa-Agamane ja pramANabhUta mAnatA ho to paNa paMcAMgIne mAnya karavI ja paDaze; kema ke e bhagavatIjIno pATha aMte to paMcAMgI mAnavAnuM pharamAna kare che.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra sUtra to mAtra arthanuM sUcana kare. vistAra karavAnuM kAma tenuM che ja nahi. e mATe TIkAono Azraya levo ja rahyo. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA siddhAMto keTalA badhA vyavahAru che? hiMsA na karavI, jUThuM na bolavuM, sarva jIvone potAnA jIvanI samAna jovA, mokSapada prApta karavuM, karmamukta thavuM, sukhamAM lIna na thavuM, duHkhamAM dIna na banavuM.... AvI AvI to AdarzonI hajAro vAto tIrthaMkaradeve sarva jIvonA kalyANa mATe karI che paNa A badhA Adarzo paga vinAnA-havAmAM addhara UDatAM ja rAkhyA nathI paNa e badhAyane AcAranI dharatI upara sthira karI dIdhA che. jIvanamAM guNone vikasAvavAnA ane avaguNonI hakAlapaTTI karavAnA tamAma Adarzone saMpUrNa rIte vyavahAru banAvI devAya te mATe gharabArI maTIne sarvaviratidhara sAdhu banavAnuM pharamAvyuM. e jIvananA khAnapAnanI, kapaDAMlattAnI, haravApharavAnI tamAma vyavasthAo saMpUrNa rIte vyavahAru kakSAmAM ramatI karI dIdhI. are! zuM bolavuM? zuM khAvuM? zuM vAMcavuM? zuM bhaNavuM? kevI rIte sUvuM? zI rIte zocakriyA karavI? zI rIte zvAsocchavAsAdi levA? paisA sAthe keve saMbaMdha rAkhavo? gRhastho sAthe keTalo vyavahAra rAkhavo? vagere vagere tamAma vastuo batAvI dIdhI! evI anupama gUMthaNIthI sAdhu jIvana taiyAra karIne ApI dIdhI ke AjanA bhayAnaka moMghavArInA, karabhAraNanA, rAjakIya AMdhInA, luccA ane halakA mANasonA kALamAM paNa e jIvanane koI AMcako paNa AvI zakyo nathI! je A jIvanane jIvanamAM utArI na zake ene mATe saMsArI tarIkenuM zrAvaka jIvana paNa e paramAtmAe batAvI dIdhuM che! jemAM janma, lagna, zikSaNa, arthopArjana vagere maraNa sudhInI tamAma bAbatone jaNAvIne emAM paNa mokSa sudhInA tamAma Adarzone vyavahAru banAvIne kamAla karI nAMkhI che. rakSaka ja bhakSaka banaze ke? ugra sAdhanA karIne arihaMta paramAtmAe sarva jIvanuM kalyANa kare evuM zAsana sthApyuM. nigodamAM rahelA jIvanI paNa karuNA karavAnuM pharamAvIne paramAtmAe potAnuM zAsana tyAM sudhI phelAvyuM che.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 13 lokika mahAzatrunuM kAma karanAro mANasa dUradUranA dezono mAnava hoya to tenI paNa maMtrI rAkhavAnuM jaNAvIne dezapAranI duniyAmAM paNa potAnuM zAsana phelAvyuM che. nArakanA aparAdhI jIvonI paNa karuNA keLavavAnuM kahIne sAtamI nAraka sudhI potAnuM zAsana phelAvyuM che. siddhazilAmAM pahelA sUkSmanigodanA jIvonI dayA karavAnuM kahIne prabhuzAsana sarvatra vyApI cUkyuM che. A zAsanano uddeza mAnavametrIno nathI; jIvamAtranI maitrIno che. jIvamAtrane zAMti prApta thAya te che. jo saMsAramAM rahIne sarva jIvane tame sIdhI zAMti na ApI zako to tamAre muktinA dhAmamAM cAlI jaIne svane ane sarvane potAnA dvArA zAMti saMbhavita ApI ja devI joIe. A sarva kalyANakara zAsananI to rakSA karavA mATe prabhue cokiyAta jevA caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA karI che. paNa jo e cokiyAtomAMno koIka bhAre karmI e zAsanano ja bhukko bolAvavAnuM kAma kare to samagra jIvarAzinA kalyANanuM kArya kevuM jokhamAI jAya! rakSaka ja bhakSaka bane e citAra ja keTalo bhayAnaka che? khumArI : mahAmaMgaLa! maMgaLa to ghaNA prakAranA gaNAya che. dahIMnuM ke goLanuM sevana kumArikA kanyAnuM darzana vagere... paNa AvA badhAya maMgaLo Icchita sukha sadA Ape ja tevo niyama nathI. sukha Ape ya kharA ane niSphaLa jAya paNa kharA. vaLI kadAca A maMgaLo Icchita sukhane ApavAnI zakti dharAvanArA avazya banI jAya toya zuM? jIvanano prazna kAMI sukha maLavA mAtrathI UkalI jato nathI. jo A jIvana bhogasukhonI sAmagranI prAptithI ja pUrNa banI jatuM hoya to eka paNa dhanADhya mANasa raDato na hota. paraMtu aDhaLaka dhanADhyonA aMtara jalI rahelA dekhAya che; AMkho raDatI jovA maLe che. mATe ja mAre kahevuM che ke sukhanI paNa pachI evI koI vastu che ke jenI prApti na thAya to sukha paNa nakAmuM athavA to kAMTALuM banI jAya. e vastunuM nAma che zAMti. sukhIne ya zAMti joIe che. azAMti sAthenA

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra sukhathI sukhI paNa trAsI jAya che. jenAmAM zAMti ApavAnI tAkAta hoya tene ja ApaNe maMgaLa kahevuM joIe. dahIMnuM sevana ke kumArikAnuM darzana vagere A zAMti ApavAnI tAkAta dharAvatA nathI e hakIkata che. e tAkAta che sudeva, suguru ane sudharmane pAmyAnI khumArImAM. mATe ja e khumArI maMgaLa che; nA. mahAmaMgaLa che. jenAmAM sudevAdinuM sevakapaNuM pAmyAnI khumArI AvI jAya che enA jIvanamAM sukhanA bhAre vaMToLa AvI jAya to ya emAM lInatAnI azAMtine e pAmato nathI; kyAreka duHkhanI Aga enI comera pharI vaLe toya dInatAnI azAMtimAM e homAto nathI. saghaLI avasthAmAM e masta rahe che, "sevakapaNuM pAmyAnI khumArImAM." AthI ja sukho ene pApI banAvI zakatA nathI; duHkho ene pAgala banAvI zakatA nathI. vaMdana ho e khumArIne. sauthI vadhu moTI hatyA, jAtanI' parajIvanI hatyA karatAM ya svajIvanI hatyA e sauthI vadhu moTI hatyA che. A be prakAranI hatyAno prasaMga AvI paDe, ane emAMthI eka hatyAno vikalpa apanAvavo paDe tevI sthiti UbhI thaI hoya to svahatyAno vikalpa to na ja apanAvI zakAya. satI strI pAse koI puruSa dehasukha mAMge, ane jo te strI Icchita pUruM na kare tethI te puruSa AtmahatyA karavA taiyAra thato hoya to e satI strI zuM kare? dehasukha ApavAmAM potAnA satItva dharmanI pUrNa hatyA che; ane e sukha nahi ApavAmAM e puruSanI hatyA che. sahelAIthI samajI zakAya tevI vAta che ke satIe potAnA satItvanI hatyA to na ja thavA devI. A khUba ja gaMbhIra vicAra che. jagat kalyANa karavA jatA jo ahaMkAra ke strI paricaya vagere dvArA "sva'nI hatyA thaI jatI hoya to jagat kalyANanA kahevAtA kAryane gauNa gaNIne tyAgI ja devuM joIe. parvatithinA divasomAM parajIvonI vadhu hatyA saMbhavita bane tevuM kaThoLanuM zAka vAparavAmAM Ave che paraMtu jemAM alpajIva hatyA che tevA pAkA keLA kerI vagereno upayoga thaI zakato nathI tenuM paNa A ja kAraNa che ke pAkA keLA vagere dvArA

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 15 Asaktine vadhu poSaNa maLatAM svajIvanI hatyA thAya che. paranI alpahatyA karatAM paNa svanI hatyA vadhu kharAba che. svanI hatyAne koI paNa rIte nivAravI ja joIe.emAM ja svanI mukti samAyelI che. mukti maLyA bAda sarva parajIva hatyA baMdha thaI jAya che. dharma AjJAmAM che; ahiMsAmAM nathI. 'ahiMsA paramodharmaH' e jainonuM sUtra nathI. jaino to kahe che; 'ANAe dhammo.' ahiMsA e ja paramadharma nathI; paraMtu jinAjJAnuM pAlana e ja paramadharma che. dekhItI rIte lAgatI hajAro hiMsAo evI che ke jenA karavAthI AtmAnuM utthAna thatuM hoya... ane jene nahi sevavAthI e utthAna bAdhya banatuM hoya. AvI dekhItI hiMsA paNa anubaMdhamAM ahiMsA banI jAya che. ethI ja e badhI jinanI AjJAthI vihita che. niSiddha nathI. Aja kAraNe jinapUjAnI dekhItI hiMsAne gRhastho seve che ane nadI UtaravAnI jalahiMsAne sAdhuo paNa seve che. zAsananA koI paNa aMga (derAsara, pratimA, sAdhu, sAdhvI vagere.) upara AvatAM AkramaNone khALavA ja rahyAM. ema karavA jatAM je hiMsA karavI ja paDI te aMte to AjJAvihita che. jo evAM AkramaNone khALavAnA prasaMge 'ahiMsA paramodharma' sUtrano Azraya laIne upekSA sevAya to e anapaDha AtmA bahula saMsArI bane. AjJA ja dharma che, e vAta barobara samajI rAkhavI ghaTe. hA anubaMdhamAM ahiMsAne ja ahiMsA kahIe to e arthane sApekSa rahIne ahiMsAne dharma kahevAmAM kazo vAMdho nathI. adhyAtmasAra graMthamAM mahopAdhyAyajIehiMsA-ahiMsAnA hajAro rUpAMtara thaI jAya tema kahyuM che. enA agaNita sUkSma bhedo jaNAvyA che. nayanikSepano jANakAra ja ene samajI zake. sAta abhavyo abhavya AtmAonI saMkhyA to anaMta che. zAstramAM jude jude ThekANe sAta abhavyonA nAmo Ave che.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra (1) pAlaka : vAsudeva kRSNano putra. | (2) pAlaka : 500 ziSyo ane temanA guru skaMdakasUrine ghANImAM pIlI nAMkhanAra. (3) aMgAramardaka AcArya : 500 ziSyanA guru ke jemaNe kolasAnI bhUkInA avAjane jIvono avAja kalpIne kahyuM hatuM ke, "ahIM paNa tIrthakaranA jIvaDA bharAyA che maro have, mArA paga nIce." (4) saMgamaka : devAdhideva paramAtmA mahAvIra upara kALacakra mUkanAra surAdhama. (5) kAlasIrika kasAI : kUvAmAM rahIne paNa cAkathI 500 pADAnA citro kramazaH dorIne bhUsanAra kasAI. (6) kapilA : rAjA zreNikanI dAsI. zreNiko tenI pAse sAdhune dAna devarAvyuM toya ema kahyuM ke, "meM kyAM dAna dIdhuM che? e to kaDachIe dAna dIdhuM che.' (7) vinayaratna : mahArAja udAyInuM khUna karavA mATe je bAra varSa sudhI sAdhu vezamAM rahyo. ane jeNe oghAnI aMdara nAnakaDI charI chupAvI rAkhI. aMte taka maLatAM udAyInuM khUna karyuM. abhavya ke tenA bhAI jevA Ajeya koI koI jovA maLI jAya che. jemAMnA eke kyAMka kahyuM che ke, "jainazAstromAM kahyA mujabano jo mokSa hoya to saMDAsa javA mATe paNa huM e jagA pasaMda na karuM." bhavya : abhavya : jAtibhavya eka apekSAe anAdi-anutpanna-jIvo traNa prakAranA che. keTalAka bhavya che; keTalAka abhavya che, keTalAka jAtibhavya che. je mokSe javAnA che te avazya bhavya che. je kadI mokSe janAra nathI te abhavya che, ane jenAmAM mokSe javAnI pUrNa yogyatA hovA chatAM mokSe javAnI sAmagrI-manuSyabhava Aryadeza, jainadharma vagere na maLavAthI jeo kadI mokSe jaI zakanAra nathI e jAtibhavya che, jAtibhavyo sadeva sAdhAraNaekendriyapaNAmAM ja rahe che. emAMthI nIkaLIne pratyeka-paNuM paNa pAmI zakatA nathI. abhavya jIvo to jainAcArya paNa banI jAya evuM ya bane paNa ATalI badhI mokSa sAmagrI maLavA chatAMe kadI mokSe jaI zake nahi. jyAre mokSe janArA bhavyone badhI sAmagrI maLe che ane teo mokSe jAya paNa che. A ja vAtane traNa prakAranI strInAM dRSTAMtathI vicArIe. mokSagAmI bhavyAtmA pariNItA-patiyuktA-mAtA banelI strI jevo che. patino

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 17 yoga thatAM te strIne jema bALakanI prApti thAya che tema bhavyAtmAne mokSanI sAmagrIno yoga thatAM mokSanI prApti thAya che. abhavyAtmA vAMjhaNI - pariNItA-patiyuktA strI jevo che. game teTalo patiyoga thAya toya svabhAvathI vaMdhyAne jema putraprApti thatI nathI tema sAdhuveza vagere mokSanI sAmagrIo maLe toya abhavyane mokSa prApti thatI nathI. jAtibhavya AtmA bALavaye sAdhvI banelI mahAsatI strI jevo che. e strIne patiyoga thanAra ja nathI; mATe putraprApti paNa jema azakya che; tema jAtibhavyane manuSyabhavAdino yoga kadI na thavAthI mokSaprApti azakya che chatAM A AtmAne abhavya na kahevAya kemake tenAmAM mokSamAM javAnI yogyatA to che ja, paNa sAmagrI na maLavAthI e yogyatA phaLa detI nathI. abhavyane to pAyAmAM ja yogyatA nathI. mahAsatI sAdhvI bhale putravatI na thAya toya tene vAMjhaNI to na ja kahevAya kemake sAmAnyataH tenAmAM mAtA banavAnI yogyatA to che ja. tema jAtibhavyamAM mokSanI yogyatA hovAthI tene abhavya to na ja kahevAya. hiMsA paNa kyAreka ahiMsA ahiMsA paNa kyAreka hiMsA bahA2thI jaNAtI hiMsA ke ahiMsAnI kriyAne jaina zAstromAM sarvathA tevI ja kahI nathI. kyAreka hiMsA paNa ahiMsAnuM phaLa devAthI ahiMsA banatI hoya che, ane kyAreka ahiMsA paNa hiMsAnA phaLanI janetA banatAM hiMsA banI jatI hoya che. peTa cIratAM daradI mota pAme toya te DaoNkTara dayALu gaNAya che. kemake teno Azaya mAravAno na ja hato. e ja billI potAnA moMmAM uMdarane pakaDe che tyAre ghAtakI kahevAya che ane potAnA baccAne moMmAM pakaDe che tyAre 'dayALu mA' tarIke dekhAya che. jALa bichAvIne, dANA nIrIne, lapAIne khUNe Ubho rahelo pAdhi nirdaya gaNAya che. bhale te paMkhIone dANA khavaDAvato hoya; pUrI zAMti rAkhato hoya. ane... jorathI tALIo bajAvIne e paMkhIone uDAvI mUkato eka sajjana dayALu gaNAya che. A badhA duSTAtomAMthI eka ja vAta phalita thAya che ke hiMsA ke ahiMsA mananA tevA Azaya upara ja nizcita thAya che.

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18 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra pelo taMdulIo matsya ! eka paNa mAchalAne na mArato chatAM sarva mAchalAone mArI nAkhavAnA tIvratama adhyavasAyone kAraNe ja mahAghAtakI kahevAyo ne ? ethI ja sAtamI nArakano svAmI banI gayo ne? hiMsA ane ahiMsAnA agaNita bhAMgA thAya che. ene bahu sArI rIte, bhAre sUkSma dRSTithI samajavA rahyA. jo koI paNa dekhItI hiMsAne, hiMsA kahIne adharma kahIzuM ane te hiMsAvALI dharmapravRttine tiraskArIzuM to tamAma dharmono tiraskAra karavo paDaze, kemake ApaNA jIvananA tamAma dharmonI kriyAmAM vAyukAya vagerenI hiMsA hoya ja che. sAdhue pravacana karavuM, zrAvake sAdharmika vAtsalya karavuM athavA to tarasyAne pANI pAvuM ke bhUkhyAne bhojana devuM, vagere badhA ya hiMsAvALA ja dharmo che. zvAsa levAmAM ane lohInA paribhramaNamAM ya hiMsA che to zuM te hiMsAvALuM sAdhujIvana tyAjya banI jaze ? jyAM hiMsAno Azaya nathI, UlaTo bhakti dvArA bhagavAna banavAno ja Azaya che tyAMnI hiMsAne hiMsA na kahevAya. vikAsanI dRSTie to jIvamAtra asamAna jIvanA saccidAnaMda-zivasvarUpanI dRSTie jIvamAtra samAna che paraMtu enA saMsAra-paryAyanI dRSTie to jIvamAtra asamAna che. puruSa ane strI, mAnava ane pazu, zeTha ane nokara, guru ane ziSyane paraspara samAna kema kahevAya? jagatamAM AvI samAnatA to kyAMya sAMbhaLI nathI. kIDIne eka ja Indriya che, hAthIne pAMca Indriya che mATe beyane samAna kahevAya ja nahi. eka lAkha kIDI bhegI thaIne je vajana upADI nathI zakatI tene eka ja nAnakaDuM bALaka eka ja paLamAM UMcaka le che. joyo ne eno vikAsa ? eka hajAra gAmaDIyA bhegA thaIne jyAM potAnI buddhi laDAvI zakatA nathI tyAM eka hoziyAra mANasanI buddhi suMdara kAma karI jAya che! gAmaDAnA eka rakhaDunuM khUna karanAranI chApAmAM be lITInI ya noMdha na Ave ane eka ja gAMdhIjInA khUnI goDasenA nAmathI tamAma chApAo bharAI gayA!

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra jema saMsAradRSTino vikAsa vadhe tema jIva vaccenI asamAnatA vadhe. AthI ja maganA so dANAomAM so jIva hovA chatAM tene pakAvIne khAvA karatAM mAchalInA mAMsanA bhojanamAM vadhu pApa kahyuM che. maganA dANAnA jIvo ekendriyatvanI atialpa vikasita dazAmAM che jyAre mAchalIno jIva paMcendriyatvanI viziSTa vikasita avasthAmAM che. mATe jIvamAtra samAna che... "ziva' svarUpanI apekSAe. jIvamAtra asamAna che. saMsAra svarUpanI apekSAe. jainadarzanano A anekAMtavAda samajyA vinA koI satya hAtha lAge tema nathI. nirdoSa ane acitta baTATA vagere paNa sAdhuthI na vaparAya keTalAka baMdhuo prazna kare che ke je cIja sAdhu mATe banAvelI na hoya ane jIvarahita (acitta) banI gayelI hoya tevuM dUdhInuM zAka vagere je sAdhuthI bhikSAmAM laI zakAya to ghara mATe je samArIne banAveluM bAphelA baTATAnuM zAka paNa temanAthI kema na laI zakAya? te paNa dUdhInA zAka vagerenI jema nirdoSa ane acitta to che ja ne? dekhItI rIte A tarka suMdara lAge che paraMtu Ano pratyAghAta bahu bhayAnaka che. acittatA ane nirdoSatAnI dRSTie ja kAMI dareka cIja bhikSAmAM levAtI nathI. temAM bIjI paNa aneka bAbato vicAravAnI hoya che. jo mAtra A ja be bAbata jovAnI hoya to gharamAM samArelI mAchalInuM mAMsa paNa sAdhu kema na le? e prazna paNa karavAmAM Avaze. AthI ja dareka vastunI maryAdAo hoya che. tarka paNa teTalI ja maryAdA sudhI jaI zake jyAM sudhI bIjo koI pratyAghAta janmAvato prasaMga Ubho na thAya. ahIM je vicAraNIya (Tekanikala poInTa!) muddo upasthita thAya che te e che ke jo A rIte sAdhuo baTATA, mAchalI vagere vAparatA thaI jAya to pachI gRhastho ja kaheze ke, "sAdhu vApare che te cIja vAparavAmAM ApaNane zuM vAMdho?'' Ama thatAM samagra saMghamAM baTATA, mAchalIno AhAra cAlu thaI jaze. A keTalo bhayAnaka pratyAghAta che?

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20 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra bauddha prajAmAM A pratyAghAta Avyo che. marelA DhoranA mAMsanuM bhojana karavAnI gautama buddha bhikhkhuM saMghane rajA ApI tenA pariNAmarUpe chevaTe jIvatAnuM mAMsa Akho boddha saMgha khAto thaI gayo che! jyAM anaMtakAya ane mAMsanuM bhojana che tyAM dharma ja kyAM rahyo? upakAra : nakArAtmaka ane hakArAtmaka sAmAnya rIte mANasa e vAta yAda rAkhato nathI ke A jagatamAM janma lIdhA pachI koNe koNe tenI upara upakAra karyo che? hA. eNe pote konI konI upara upakAra karyo che? enI tenI pAse pAkI noMdha hoya che! bIjAoe karelA upakAranuM jene vismaraNa thaI jAya e to kRtaghnI kahevAya. bhale Avo mANasa bIjAo upara upakAro karIne "paropakArI' banyo hoya. chatAM paropakAritAnA mahAguNane paNa kRtajJatAno mahAdoSa nidmANa banAvI de che enuM zuM? jagatanA jIvo bIjA jIva upara upakAra kare che tenA be prakAra che. sukhanuM sAdhana ApIne upakAra karavo; ane duHkhanuM kAraNa na ApIne upakAra karavo. prathama naMbarano prakAra ochA pramANamAM jovA maLe jyAre bIjA naMbarano upakAra to Dagale ne pagale jovA maLe. tame raste cAlyA jatA ho, hajAro mANaso ane seMkaDo rikSAo tamArI bAjumAMthI ja pasAra thaI rahyA hoya te vakhate ekAda be mANasa evA paNa bheTI jAya je tamane keLA vagara koI paNa vastu khavaDAvIne upakAra kare. kiMtu bAkInA tamAma pasAra thatA mANaso paNa tamArI upara nakArAtmaka upakAra kare che e vAta tame vIsarI gayA cho. e loko bhale kAMI "sAruM' khavaDAvatA nathI paNa tamane mukko mAratA nathI, pachADI detA nathI, rikSAvALo ghAyala karato nathI, e badhAya e lokonA upakAra na kahevAya zuM? e lokomAMno koI paNa mANasa dhArata to tamane vAtamAM caDAvIne kajiyo karIne mArAmArI paNa karata. AvuM kadI koIe na karyuM mATe ja tame tamArA jIvana vyavahAromAM samayasara UbhA rahI zakyA; to zuM emAM e lokoe nakArAtmaka upakAra karyo na kahevAya? sabUra! svapuruSArthanI ke svopakAranI ja vAta karazo to deva-gurune paNa upakArI

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra nahi manAya. je vyavahAra nathI devAdi upakArI che e ja vyavahAranaya ahIM paNa lAgu thAya che eTaluM ja vicArIe. je bhagavAnanI AjJA na mAne; tenI AjJA koIthI na manAya. mAtApitA, vidyAguru ke dharmagurunI AjJAne akhaMDa rIte mAnavAnuM zAstrakAroe bezaka Thera Thera jaNAvyuM che paNa te badhAya kevA hovA joIe? e vAta paNa sahue samajI rAkhavI joIe. bhagavAna jinezvaradevanI AjJA badhAe zirasAvaMdya karavI ja joIe. jo emane e AjJA mAnya na hoya to emanI AjJAone Azritavarga mAnI zake ja nahi. zuM sinemAno pakko zokhIna bApa dIkarA-dIkarIne sinemA jovAnI AjJA kare to te kadI manAya ? - sAdhu thavAnI bhAvanAvALA dIkarAne halakaTa gaNAtA sthAnomAM pharavAnI AjJA karAya to te kadI kema mAnI zakAya? je mAbApone jamAnA upara prema jAgyo che tevA mAbAponI AjJA kadI koI svIkArI zake nahi. jinAjJAviruddha vartatA dharmagurunI paNa AjJA ziSyathI zirasAvadya na karAya to bIjAnI vAta ja kyAM rahI? traNa lokanA nAtha evA paramAtmA jinezvaradevanI AjJA nahi mAnavAmAM jo vaDIlone kazuM pApa na dekhAtuM hoya; ane e bAbata jo emanI aMgata bAbata gaNAtI hoya to e paramAtmAnI AjJA mujaba jIvavAnuM IcchatA Azritone paNa evA vaDIlonI avajJA karavAmAM kazuM pApa nathI ema spaSTa rIte huM mAnuM chuM. karavuM, karAvavuM, anumodavuM managamatI cIja prathama to svataH karAya che; pachI karAvAya che; tyArabAda je koI tene karatA hoya tenI anumodanA thAya che. karavAnI zaktivALo kare nahi ane anumodanA ja kare to tene sAcI anumodanA kema kahI zakAya?

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra lakSAdhipati zrImaMta dAna de ja nahi ane "je dAna de tenI anumodanA." ema kahe to e keTaluM badhuM vicitra kahevAya? anumodanAno naMbara to pachI che. tamane jo jinapUjA ane sAmAyika khUba gamatA hoya to tame jAte ja te anuSThAno kema na Acaro ? pachI eTalA AcaraNathI saMtoSa na thAya eTale e khUba priya banelI cIjanI bIjAne paNa preraNAo karAya. "tame pUjA karo sAmAyika karo. e khUba ja hitakara anuSThAno che. enA AnaMdanuM varNana thAya tema nathI. ItyAdi." kahyA vinA rahevAya nahi. Ama pote 100-200 pUjana, sAmAyika vagere kare paNa bIjAone preraNA karI 1000-2000 karAve. paraMtu ATalAthI ya saMtoSa na thAya eTale jagatamAtramAM je lAkho pUjana vagere thatA hoya tenI hArdika anumodanA thAya. A vyavasthita krama che. zaktisaMpanna kare. vadhu puNyavAna karAve.. ane chevaTe sarvanI anumodanA sahu kare. karaNa-kArApaNa vinAnI zaktimAnanI anumodanA to vAMjhaNI kahevAya. bhogasAmagrIno svabhAva zuM? strI, saMpatti, zarIra, kuTuMba vagere bhogasukhanI sAmagrImAM gaNAya che. AmAMnA pratyekano svabhAva zuM? AtmAne DubADavAno ke tAravAno? spaSTa kahI dauM? sAMbhaLI lo tyAre ke A badhI vastuono svabhAva to AtmAnuM adha:patana karI devAno ja che. A badhI vastuonuM jo AtmA upara Adhipatya hoya to emanuM kArya to AtmAnuM patana karI devAnuM ja hoya. A vastuoe kadApi koI paNa AtmAnuM utthAna karyuM ja nathI. ahIM prazna thaze ke strI AdinA nimitta pAmIne paNa keTalAya AtmAo saMsArathI virakta nathI banI gayA? to te prasaMgamAM strI Adie AtmAnA utthAnanuM kAma karyuM ne? eno uttara nakAramAM che. strI Adi to patana ja karavAnA svabhAvavALA che. je koInuM utthAna thayuM te utthAna strI Adie karyuM nathI paNa te virAgI bananAra

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra AtmAnuM utthana thaI gayuM che. 'karavuM" ane "thaI javuM' e be taddana judI kriyAo che. agnino svabhAva zuM? dajhADavAno ja ne? to zuM agni koInI ThaMDI uDADato nathI? nA.... agni ThaMDI uDADato nathI; enA nimittane pAmIne ThaMDI UDI jAya e vAta sAcI paraMtu ThaMDI UDavAmAM mukhya kAraNa to te mANasanI sAvadhAnI ja che. jo e sAvadhAnI na hota to agni potAno dajhADavAno svabhAva avazya dekhADI deta. A ja rIte "sAvadha' AtmAo strI AdinuM nimitta pAmIne bhale saMsArano pAra UtarI jAya paNa temAM kAraNa sAvadhAnatA che; strI Adi nahi; e to pachADavAnA svabhAvavALA ja che. jherI nAgathI paisA kamAto madArI nAgano zuM upakAra mAne? e madArInI sAvadhAnatA ja ene kamANI karI Ape che. nAga to DaMkha daIne mAravAnA svabhAvavALo ja kahevAya che. dUdha pacAvI zakatA AMtaraDAne chAza? vaidya pAse auSadhio hoya, anupAno hoya; paththo paNa hoya; eTalA mAtrathI na cAle. ene dardanuM, dardInI prakRti vagerenuM jJAna paNa hovuM ja joIe. eka dardI zArIrika rIte nabaLo che. have jo enA AMtaraDA ja khUba nabaLA hoya to jarUra tene chAza apAya ke maganAM pANI upara rakhAya. paraMtu jo te dardI dUdha pacAvI zakavAnI tAkAta dharAvato hoya chatAM vedya evI mithyA kalpanA karI bese ke, ene dUdha pacaze ja nahi mATe ene chAza ja pIvaDAvavI joIe. ane kharekhara dardIne mahinAo sudhI chAza upara rAkhe to pariNAma zuM Ave? eka vakhata je AMtaraDA sAce ja dUdha pacAvI zake tema hatA te AMtaraDuM have chAzathI evA TevAI gayA ke have jo tene dUdha ApavAmAM Ave to kharekhara na ja pace. pariNAma e AvIne UbhuM rahe ke dhIme dhIme dardI vadhu nabaLo thato jAya ane mota pAmI jAya. A uparathI spaSTa samajAze ke dardInI davA karavAnuM kAma keTaluM jokhamI che? keTalI sAvadhAnI mAgI le tevuM che? A to jagatanA dravya rogInI ApaNe vAta karI paNa bhAva-rogIonA saMbaMdhamAM ya A vAta barobara lAgu karavI. emanA vaidyo che saMto. jo teo paNa AvI ja

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24 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra koI mAnasika bhUla karI bese to ghaNA badhA bhAvarogIonA janma-maraNa vadhI jAya ane emAM nimitta banI janAra saMtanA saMsAranI vRddhi to apAra ja banI rahe ne? khUba gaMbhIratAthI A vAta vicArAze to ja samajAze. e kayA saMdarbhamAM kahevAI che te ThIka ThIka najaramAM AvI jaze. bhAgya baLavAna ke puruSArtha ? bhAgyamAM lakhAyuM hoya te ja banavAnuM che e vAta ekadama nirvivAda che. to zuM dharma mATe koI puruSArtha na ja karavo ne? je kALe dIkSA udayamAM AvavAnI che te kALe ane te ja kALe udayamAM Avaze, vahelI udayamAM lAvavAnA dhamapachADA zA mATe karavA?' hA... vAta to barobara che; taddana sAcI paNa che. paraMtu du:kha eka ja vAtanuM thAya che ke tame nyAya badheya sarakho rAkhatA nathI. jevuM dharmanI bAbatamAM bhAgyanuM nizcitapaNuM che tevuM saMsAranI pratyeka bAbatamAM paNa che ja; to havethI paisA kamAvavAno, chokarA paraNAvavAno. thALImAM paDeluM bhojana moMmAM nAkhavAno, moMmA AveluM bhojana dAMtathI cAvavAno.... koI paNa puruSArtha karo mA... kema ke je kALe je banavAnuM che te banavAnuM ja che. tamAre puruSArtha karavAnI kazI jarUra nathI. paNa saMsAranI bAbatamAM to badhe ya puruSArtha ja dhamadhame che. bhAgyanI vAtane to hasI nAkhavAmAM Ave che. basa to pachI dharmanI vAtamAM paNa e ja nyAya rAkho. sAcI vAta e che ke badhuM ja niyata hovA chatAM, "kyA kALe zuM banavAnuM che!' e vAtanI jevI kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMtane pUrI khabara che tevI ApaNane to jarAya khabara nathI. mATe ja ApaNe badhI vAtamAM puruSArtha ja karatA rahevo paDe che. pachI dharmanI bAbatamAM bhAgya upara vAtone mUkI daIe to dharma nahi karavA mATenI vRttine ja chatI karI de che!

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 25 bhAgya ane puruSArtha vaccenI bhedarekhA do, tIna, pAMcanI pattAnI ramata tame jANo cho ne? khUba sArI rIte pAnA cIpI lIdhA pachI vArApharatI ekekuM pattuM vaheMcI devAmAM Ave; eTale badhuM maLIne darekanI pAse 10-10 pattA Ave. pachI ramata zarU thAya. sahu potAnI buddhinA dAvapeca laDAvatA jAya ane eka vyaktie noMdhelA pattA upara potAnuM pattuM nAkhatA jAya. A ramatane anulakSIne ApaNe bhAgya zuM ane puruSArtha zuM ? te joIe. dare vyaktinA hAthamAM 10-10 pattA AvyA, temAM bhAgya dekhAya che. sArI rIte pattAne cIpI nAkhyA bAda jenA hAthamAM je 10 pAnA AvyA, te tenA bhAgyathI ja AvyA. emAM te vyaktino koI vyakta puruSArtha kAma karato nathI. paNa e dasa pAnA maLyA pachI ramatanA dAvamAM buddhi laDAvIne je pAnA pheMkavAmAM Ave che temAM to te vyaktino puruSArtha ja kAma kare che. TUMkamAM sukhanI ke duHkhanI sAmagrI maLavI te bhAgya paNa e sAmagrIno upabhoga karavo te puruSArtha. AMkha maLavAmAM bhAgya. paNa eno sAro, naraso upabhoga karavAmAM puruSArtha. kharAba upayoga karanAra kadI ema na kahI zake ke, ''bhAgyamAM AMkhano kharAba upayoga nizcita lakhAyo hato mATe kharAba upayoga thayo ?'' garamAgarama bhajiyA karAMjIne khAnArane madharAte peTamAM duHkhAvo UpaDe tyAre bhAgyane doSa denAro te pAgala che. eNe potAnA rasalaMpaTatAnA avaLA thayelA puruSArthane ja vicAravo joIe. bhAgya ke puruSArthano vicAra kyAM karavo? bezaka, beya baLavAna che; bhAgya paNa baLavAna che, puruSArtha paNa baLavAna che. ekanA vinA bIjo paNa 'ekalo' koI kArya karI zake tema nathI. chatAM bemAMthI koI ThekANe eka vadhu baLavAna hoya che to bIjo ocho baLavAna hoya che. DaoNkTaro ghaNo puruSArtha kare chatAM daradI marI jAya to te maraNamAM daradInuM maraNa pAmavAnuM bhAgya baLavAna gaNAya paraMtu evuM maraNa lAvanAra bhAgya janmAMtaranA

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra puruSArtha vinA to sarjAyuM nathI ja mATe puruSArtha chUpo rahIne ya tyAM kAma to kare ja jyAM DaoNkTaronA alpatama puruSArtha kArya banI gayuM tyAM bhAgyanI pradhAnatA ja mAnavI rahI. have mULa vAta upara AvIe. pratyeka kAryamAM beya kAraNo hovA chatAM sAMsArika kAryomAM bhAgyane vajana ApavuM ane dhArmika kAryomAM puruSArthane jora ApavuM jarUrI lAge che. sAMsArika bAbatomAM puruSArthane jora ApavAmAM Ave to ghaNA pApapuruSArtho thaI jAya. dhArmika bAbatomAM bhAgyano (bhAgyanA udayano) vicAra mukhya banAvavAmAM Ave to niSkriyatA AvI jAya. Ama be ya kSetromAM Aphata Utare che, ane anartho mace che. AthI ja beyanA sthAna UlaTAvI nAkhavA joIe. saMsAramAM kAMIka paNa niSkriya banavA mATe "bhAgyano vicAra vadhu karo; dharmamAM vadhu sakriya banavA mATe puruSArthane ja prAdhAnya Apo. pachI joI lo majA... pApo ghaTatAM jaze ne puNyabaLa vRddhi pAmatuM jaze. puruSArthe to peTa ja bharAya; paTArA to bhAgyathI bharAya puruSArthavAda upara jhAjhI kUdAkUda koI karazo mA! je vaibhavI jIvananA tame soNalAM sevo che ene satya banAvanAra puruSArtha che evA bhramamAM kadI paDazo mA! nAhakanI doDadhAma karIne thAkI jazo. mananA valopAtamAM aTavAIne jIvananI zAMti saMpUrNapaNe hArI jazo, kemake puruSartha mAtrathI to peTa na bharAya che, vaibhavI jIvana mATe jarUrI paTArAbaMdha paisA to bhAgyathI ja maLe che. A vicAra karIne thoDA ThaMDA paDo. magajanI khoTI garamI ochI karI nAkho. ane doDadhAma karIne dharmathI vimukha banyA cho to have thoDA paNa dharmasanmukha bano. pelA muMbaInA abhaNa zeThanI vAta nathI jANatA? potAnA nAmanI sahI "ceka" upara karavI paDe eTalA mATe ghUMTIghUMTIne sahI zIkhI rAkhI hatI. bAkI kazuMya AvaDatuM na hatuM. eka vAra 'eka' upara sahI barobara na thatAM sekreTarI mUMjhAyo! paNa evA moTA

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra zeThane kahevuM zI rIte ke, "tame sahI barobara karI nathI mATe beMkamAMthI "ceka pAcho pharaze ?" paNa jamAnAnA khAdhela zeTha eka paLamAM sekreTarInuM moM vAMcI gayA. tarata ja zeThe kahyuM "sahI sAme na jo. mArA A kapALa sAme jo. ceka sahIthI svIkArAtA nathI; e to A kapALathI svIkArAya che. retImAM paNa nAva bhAgyathI saDasaDATa cAlI jAya che !' sekreTarI to ThaMDogAra banI gayo. e hato puSkaLa bhaNelo ! chatAM pagAradAra nokara! pelA hatA sAva abhaNa! chatAM karoDapati zeTha! hAtha kaMkaNane ArasInI zI jarUra? AMkha patana paNa kare utthAna paNa kare AtmAnA patananA jeTalA kAraNo che teTalA badhA ya utthAnanA kAraNo che evuM zAstravacana che. parvata caDatAM jeTalA pagathiyAM thAya; eTalAM ja UtaratA pagathiyAM thAya. eke ya ochAM nahi, vadhAre paNa nahi. e ja AMkha vikAre caDIne AtmAnuM patana kare; zAstra svAdhyAya, paramAtmA darzana vagere dvArA AtmAnuM utthAna paNa kare. patananI zakyatAvALI AMkhone kAMI phoDI na nakhAya. ema karatAM to AMkhonA je lAbho che te paNa khovAI jAya. pANInI cakalImAMthI bahu joramAM pANIno pravAha dhasI AvavAthI ghaNo avAja thato hoya to e avAja baMdha karavA mATe kAMI cakalI baMdha karI na devAya. hA. ema karatAM avAjano trAsa maTI jAya paNa tenI sAthe sAte pANI paNa maLatuM baMdha thaI jAya te kevuM pracaMDa nukasAna! avAja baMdha thAya ane pANI maLatuM rahe evo ja upAya karavo joIe ane te mATe TAMkI pAsenA 'koka'ne ja thoDo kAbUmAM levo joIe. AMkha vagerenA saMbhavita patanane khALavA mATe AMkho phoDAya nahi paNa mananA

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra kaoNka" upara ja niyaMtraNa lAvavuM ghaTe. eka ja kerInuM darzana saMsArInI jIbhamAMthI pANI choDe.... enuM patana kare; jyAre e ja darzane yogInI AMkhamAMthI pANI cAlyuM jAya. jaDatatva paNa samagra saMsArane kevuM nacAvI mAre che! caitanyanuM kevuM adhaHpatana kare che e vikArI vicAra badala...! tamane maLelI sAmagrIo patananuM nimitta banaze ke utthAnanuM? e vAtano nirNaya to janmajanmAMtaramAM je dharmathI puNya bAMdhIne tame vartamAnamAM sukhasAmagrI meLavI che e dharmanI pAchaLa tamArA bhAvo kevA hatA e vAta jANIne ja ApI zakAya. sukha puNya ane dharma ghaNI ja bALakakSAnA jIvo sukha ane duHkhanA ja tattvajJAnane najaramAM rAkhatA hoya che. jo emane e vAta samajAvI devAmAM Ave ke satkarma karavAthI sukhI thavAya che ane duSkarma karavAthI duHkhI thavAya che to sukhapremI te jIvo satkarma tarapha vaLe ane duHkhaSI te jIvo duSkarmathI pAchA haTe. paNa je jIvo kAMIka vizeSa vikAsa pAmyA che temanA tattvajJAnamAM sukhane badale puNyakarma ane duHkhane badale pApakarma goThavAyeluM hoya che. AvA jIvo puNyakarmanA lobhathI satkarma kare che ane pApakarmanA bhayathI duSkarmathI pAchA haThe che. AvI kakSAnA jIvone sukhaduHkhanuM tattvajJAna samajAvavuM joIe nahi. jagatamAM trIjA prakAranA - ucca kakSAnA keTalAka jIvo evA paNa hoya che ke jemanAM ciMtanamAM sukha-duHkha ane puNyapApa hotA nathI. teo to dharmAdharmano ja vicAra karatA hoya che. "sukha maLe ke puNya maLe mATe dharma karavo. duHkha maLe ke pApakarma baMdhAya mATe adharma na karavo evuM teo kahetA nathI. e kahe che : dharma to mArA AtmAno svabhAva che; dharma karyA vinA mane cAle tevuM nathI mATe ja huM dharma karuM chuM. adharma e mArA svabhAvathI bahirbhata vastu che mATe ja huM adharma AcarI zakuM tema nathI. caMdananI sugaMdha jevo ke puNyanI suvAsa jevo svAbhAvika dharma e ja utkRSTa kakSAno dharma che.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra A traNeya kakSAo pUrvanI kakSAe sArI che. sAva jaMgalI-nAstika dazAnA jIva mATe sukhAdinA lobhathI dharma thAya to te khoTo na kahI zakAya. bezaka, uparanI kakSAonI dRSTie te avazya viSAnuSThAnAdi svarUpa kahIne tyAjya kahI zakAya. AvuM ja puNyAdi lobhathI thatAM dharma mATe paNa samajI levuM. puruSArtha : puNya : ane dharma tame mojamAM kema cho? ema tamane koI pUche to tame zuM javAba Apo? dharmanA prabhAve (devagurunI kRpAthI) mojamAM chuM ema kaho? hAla puNyodaya cAle che mATe mojamAM chuM ema kaho? ke mAro buddhi laDAvavA vagereno puruSArtha jabbara che mATe mojamAM chuM ema kaho ? A traNe ya uttaro sAcA to che ja. kema ke mANasa bhautika jagatamAM je sukha paNa pAme che temAM dharma paNa kAraNa che, puNya paNa kAraNa che ane puruSArtha paNa kAraNa che. Ama chatAM uparanA uttaro ApanAra vyakti kramaza: mahAAstika, Astika, e nAstika che ema kahI zakAya. dharmanA prabhAvane mAnanAranI mahAAstikatA aMge to koI zaMkA thAya tema nathI. puNyane mAnanAranI najara puNyajanaka dharma tarapha na gaI mATe AstikatAmAM thoDI kacAza AvI. chatAM puNyakarma mAnanAra jo enA AdhArabhUta AtmAne; janmajanmAMtaramAM karmabaMdhane, tenA A janmanA phaLa vagerene paNa mAne che to te Astika to jarUra kahevAya. jyAre potAnA bauddhika, kAyika puruSArthane ja mAnanAro to puNyAdine mAnato nathI mATe ene ughADo nAstika ja kahevo rahyo. - satya vidhAna paNa haThAgrahathI zrotAnI pAtratAnA vicAranA abhAvathI dUSita thAya to asatya banI jAya che e vAta kAya mATe barobara samajI rAkhavI jarUrI che.

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30 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra nimitta vinA upAdAna-zakti na pragaTe vastumAM jo te zakti hoya to ja te zakti kyAreka paNa pragaTa thAya. jo e zakti ja na hoya to game teTalA prayatna paNa te zakti pragaTe nahi. Ane satkAryavAda kahevAya che. mATImAM ghaDo banavAnI zakti che mATe ja mATImAMthI kyAreka ghaDo bane che paNa pANImAM ghaDo banavAnI zakti ja nathI mATe kyAreka paNa pANImAMthI ghaDo banI zake ja nahi. paNa bIjI vAta samajI rAkhavAnI jI rAkhavAnI jarUra che ke upAdAnamAM zakti hoya to paNa te svayaMbhU to na ja hoI zake. upAdAnanI zakti ApoApa na pragaTI jAya. ene pragaTa karavA mATe te te anukULa nimittanI jarUra to che ja. AtmAmAM saccidAnaMda svarUpa paDeluM ja che paNa sadguruyoga vagere nimitto vinA kAMI te pragaTI na jAya. mATImAM ghaDo che ja, paNa kuMbhAra, cAka, pANI vagare nimitto vinA ekAeka svataH mATI kAMI ghaDo banI na jAya. dUdhamAM ghI paDeluM ja che paNa meLavaNa vagere vinA te pragaTI jatuM nathI. bIjamAM ja phaLa paDayuM che paNa mATI, taDako, pANI vagare vinA te pragaTa thaI jatuM nathI. mATe upAdAnanI jeTalI mahattA eTalI ja nimittanI mahattA che e vAta khUbaja vyavahAru sAbita thAya che. guNa paNa avaguNaH avaguNa paNa guNa nyAya, nIti, ahiMsA, maitrI vagere guNo kahevAya che chatAM jo koI adharmanI puSTi khAtara nyAyAdino upayoga thato hoya to e badhA ya avaguNa banI jAya che. koIne sArI peThe lUMTI levA mATe zarUAtamAM nyAya nIti dAkhavavAmAM Ave tene guNa kema kahevAya? strI upara baLAtkAra karatA puruSane nasADI mUkavA mATe lAkaDI na mAravAnI ahiMsAne guNa kema kahevAya? | dago ramavA mATenI maitrIne guNa kema kahevAya? kulaTA strInI bIjAne AkarSavA mATenI lajjAne guNa koNa kahe ?

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 31 A ja rIte anyAya, anIti, jUTha, hiMsA, ametrI vagere avaguNa hovA chatAM dharma khAtara eno Azraya levo paDe to te badhA ya guNa banI jAya che. nyAya karavA jatAM koI bhayAnaka kaleAma sarjAtI hoya to nachUTake anyAya paNa karavo ghaTe. zikArInA hAthamAM pazu na jAya te mATe bIje raste doravI devA mATe jUTha paNa chevaTe bolavuM paDe. dharmadrohIo sAthe ametrI paNa dAkhavavI paDe ane bhaktibhAvathI oLaghoLa banIne mahAahiMsaka evuM sAdhu jIvana pAmI zakAtuM hoya to bhaktimAM thoDI hiMsA paNa karavI paDe. jIvone pamADavA mATe pravacana karAya ja che ne? temAM vAyu-kAyanI hiMsA kyAM nathI thatI? chatAM e dhArmika hiMsA hoIne vastutaH hiMsA nathI ja gaNAtI ne? sAdhvIsaMghanA zIlanI rakSA kAje AcArya kAlakasUrijIne yuddhanI hiMsA paNa karavI paDI hatI ne? kemake vastutaH te hiMsA ja na hatI. keTalI sUkSmatA! jaina darzana sivAya AvuM kyAM sAMbhaLavA maLe? bhAvane svabhAva banAvo rAgAdinA durbhAva jAya nahi tyAM sudhI to sAdhanAnA mArge paga mUkavAnI lAyakAta paNa prApta thatI nathI. paraMtu durbhAva javA mAtrathI kAMI siddhi nathI maLatI... durbhAvanA vinAza pachI sadbhAvanI prApti paNa jarUrI che. bhAva vinA bhavabhramaNa maTe ja nahi. dukALa paDayo che sadabhAvano ane saMbhAvanAono. potAnI zuddhi pAmavAno sadbhAva kyAM jovA maLe che? sahu e zuddhi pAme evI saMbhAvanA paNa kyAM jovA maLe che? hajI eka Daga AgaLa bharIe. bhAvamAtrathI paNa nahi cAle siddhi prApta karavA mATe to jagADelA e suMdara bhAvone svabhAvazA banAvI devA paDaze. jo bhAva sAro hoya to te svabhAva bane ja. dayAdino eka ja sAro bhAva sarva durbhAvono nAza karIne sarva sadbhAvone utpanna karIne svabhAvadazAne pragaTa karI ja jaMpaze.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra daMbhano eka ja avaLo bhAva tapanA saghaLA ya sabhAvone niSphaLa banAvI daIne vibhAvadazAmAM AtmAne anaMtakALa mATe pheMkI deze. daMbhano eka ja avaLo bhAva tapanA saghaLA ya sadabhAvone niSphaLa banAvI daIne vibhAvadazAmAM AtmAne anaMtakALa mATe phekI deze. saMgamakano AtmA eka ja sadbhAve zAlibhadra banIne muktipaMthano mahAyAtrI banyo. eka ja asadbhAve lakSmaNA sAdhvIno bhayAnaka saMsAra vadhArI mUkyo. mAtra sadbhAva sudhI nahi paNa svabhAva sudhI pahoMco. jIvananuM sArthakaya emAM ja che, potAnuM ThekANuM na hoya to bhagavAna paNa zuM karaze? sAkSAt bhagavAna ke sAkSAt gurudeva vagere saghaLAya ApaNA AtmAnA vikAsamAM nimittabhUta tattvo che. jo upAdAna kAraNamAM ja ThekANuM na hoya to A nimitto ya nakAmA banI jAya. nA.. sAkSAt bhagavAna paNa kAMI na karI zake. sAkSAt bhagavAnane paNa sAMbhaLyA pachI ghaNA "bicArA' AtmAo bolatA ke, "tamAre mokSe javuM hoya to jAo... amAre mokSamAM jAvuM ja nathI." AvA dayApAtra jIvone bhagavAna paNa ugArI zakatA nathI. jeTalI asara nimittanI che teTalI ja paripakvatA upAdAnanI paNa hovI ja ghaTe. koI paNa ekalAthI kArya thatuM nathI. zrIrAmacandrajInI ja vAta karIe. araNyamAM pharavA nIkaLelA lakSmaNane sUryAsa khaga maLyuM. teno prayoga karavA jatAM sAdhaka zabUkanuM maraNa thayuM. duHkhI thaIne lakSmaNa cAlyA gayA. thoDA vakhata bAda zaMbUkanI mAtA zUrpaNakhA AvI. putramRtyuthI atyaMta krodhAMdha banI gaI. lakSmaNanA pagale pagale kuTire pahoMcI. putrapna lakSmaNane ane tenA moTAbhAI rAme joyA. beya upara kAmA thaI gaI. krodha bhAgI gayo. rAmanA darzaneya kAma jAgI gayo! re! rAmanA darzane to kAma nAsI jAya ke jAgI jAya? basa... ahIM ja upAdAnanuM jora pratyakSa thAya che ke je uccatama nimittane paNa niSphaLa banAvI de che. jeno AtmA ja baLIyo nahi ane bhagavAna paNa tArI zake nahi.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra kAma-krodhanI janetAo aneka apekSAothI dharmatattvanuM ciMtana karI zakAya. evI ja eka apekSAthI vicAra karatAM ema lAge che ke kAma-vikAronI janetA kutUhalavRtti che. "e zuM haze?' e kutUhalavRttino vyApaka ane sthaLa AkAra che. jemaNe kAma-bhogane sevyA che enAmAM to sAmAnyataH kAmabhogonI anubhavavRttinI ja AvRttio manamAM cAlatI rahe che ane te ja kAmavikArone prajavalita karI mUke che. paraMtu amukta bhogIone to sAmAnyataH kutUhalavRttithI ja patananA zrIgaNeza maMDAya che. bezaka; bhogavRttinI AvRttio A kutUhalavRtti karatAM khUba ja vadhu khataranAka hoya che paraMtu abhuktabhogI sAdhakonI duniyAmAM to kutUhalavRtti eTalI ja khataranAka che. bhale pachI te apekSAe ochI ghAtakI gaNAtI hoya. AphrikAnA jaMgalanA siMha karatAM gharano macchara vadhu khataranAka nathI zuM? AthI ja abhaktabhogIe kutUhalavRttithI sadA bAra gAu vegaLA ja rahevuM joIe. krodha vikArano janaka che adhikAravAda. jene koI paNa vastu upara potAno mamatvaprerita adhikAra dekhAyo ene e vastunA kAraNe krodha bhabhUkI UThatA vAra nahi lAge. krodhane sadAno zAMta rAkhavo hoya to kyAMya potAnA adhikAranI vAta na karatA. nA.. dIkarA, dIkarI ke patnI upara paNa nahi.. are! deha upara paNa nahi. bezaka agharuM che A kAma.. paraMtu jo siddhi meLavI lezo to jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA hAthamAM AvIne paDI jaze. moTA tyAgI; sAdhu ke saMsArI? loko kahe che ke je sAdhu thayA teNe khUba tyAkhyuM. ghara, bAra, kuTuMba, kabilo, kaMcana ane kAminI.. badhuM ya... keTaluM badhuM? huM kahuM chuM ke sAdhu karatAM ya saMsArI mANase khUba tyAMgyuM che. sAdhu karatAM ya vadhu tyAga to eNe ja karyo che.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra A jagatamAM jeTalI atyaMta mUlyavAna vastu che teno sAdhu thanAra vyaktie leza paNa tyAga karyo nathI. eNe to tuccha, vinAzI ane kaleza bharelA kaMcana, kAminI Adino tyAga karyo che. atyaMta mUlyavAna gaNAtI vastuono to eNe jarA ya parityAga karyo nathI. jyAre saMsArI mANase to kaMcana, kAminI vagere atituccha cIjone meLavavAnA ane rakSavAnA pracaMDa puruSArthanA badalAmAM atizaya mUlyavAna badhI cIjono tyAga karI dIdho che! kharA tyAgI to sAdhu ke saMsArI? namaskAra karavA jevA sAdhu ke saMsArI? tucchano tyAgI namaskArya che ke amUlyano tyAgI namaskArya che? jANo cho zuM TAgyuM che e saMsArIjanoe? A rahyA te vastuonA nAma. sadeva avismaraNIya bhagavAna.. sarvatra prakAzakara gurudeva... ane bhavobhavanI janetA.... dharmamAtA. bhagavAna jevA bhagavAna, guru jevA guru ane dharma jevA dharmano jeNe tyAga karI dIdho... e saMsArIjano ja mahAtyAgI kahevAya ne? A tyAga karavAnI tAkAta to te dhanAdinA tyAgI sAdhumAM ya nathI hoM... guNo paNa ku hoya to kharAba guNa badhA ya sArA ane avaguNa badhA ya kharAba ema kadI na kahevAya. amuka dravya sAthe; amuka kSetramAM; amuka kALe ane amuka bhAva sAthenA - guNa paNa avaguNa banI jAya ane avaguNa paNa guNa banI jAya. kulaTA strInI lajjAne guNa kema kahevAya? bagalAnA dhyAnane guNa kema kahevo? pAradhinI zAMtine guNa kema kahevo? dharma kAjenA yuddhanI hiMsAne avaguNa kema kahevAya ? jIvarakSA mATenA jUThane avaguNa kema kahevAya? mokSAzayavALI zAstrIya pUjAnI svarUpa hiMsAne avaguNa kema kahevAya? pativratApaNuM jarUra guNa kahevAya. paraMtu durAcAranA raste patnIne doratA pati

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vd nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 35 taraphanuM patnInuM pativratApaNuM to dharAra avaguNa che. e ja rIte azAstrIya ke anaitika jIvana tarapha doratA gurunI ke vaDIlanI e AjJAnuM pAlana e sarvathA avaguNa ja che. eka ja bilADI... potAnA baccAne moMthI jhAle tyAre enAmAM vAtsalyano guNa dekhAya che; jyAre uMdarane jhAle tyAre hiMsakatAno avaguNa dekhAya che. kriyA eka ja... Azaya judA.. mATe ja eka ja kriyAmAM guNatvanuM ane avaguNatvanuM darzana thAya che. AthI ja guNa paNa su hAya to ja sAro. avaguNa paNa 'ku' banato hoya tyAre ja kharAba. guNa sAro hoya ke na paNa hoya. paraMtu 'su' to badhAya sArA... pachI te svarUpathI guNa hoya ke avaguNa. anaMta mokSagAmI thayA! ApaNe kema rahI gayA? jo Aja sudhImAM mokSapadane pAMca dasa hajAra AtmAo ja hota to mokSamAM javAnuM kAma ApaNane atyaMta vadhu kaparuM lAgata. paraMtu zAstrakAra paramarSio to pharamAve che ke Aja sudhImAM anaMtAnaMta AtmAo mokSapadane pAmyA che. TheTha (AThamAMthI) paMcamAM anaMtAnI saMkhyA jeTalA AtmAo muktipada pAmI gayA. 'to ApaNe kema rahI gayA?' e eka prazna thAya che. zuM eTalA badhA pApI hoIzuM ke anaMtAnaMta AtmAo je muktipadane pAmyA temAM ApaNo naMbara Aja sudhI na lAgyo! A te keTaluM moTuM durbhAgya! AtmAnI keTalI moTI apAtratA! evA te kevA pApasaMskAro jIvanamAM prajvaLI UThayA haze? nA... evo pApIAro to A AtmA jaNAto nathI! to mahApApISTho paNa muktinuM maMgaLapada pAmyA e ApaNo AtmA A saMsAramAM ja kema bhamato rahyo ? A rahyo teno uttara..... Aja sudhImAM kyAre paNa ApaNane saMsAranuM sukha kharAba lAgyuM nathI. duHkha khUcyuM che paNa sukha kadI khUcyuM nathI. A zalye ja ApaNo naMbara lAgavA dIdho nathI. sukhanA mahArasiyAone jyAre saMtasamAgama thayo ane pazcAttApanA AMsunI gaMgA-jamanA vahI gaI tyAre tarata temanuM kalyANa thayuM. bhale

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra kadAca tevA mahArasanA mahApApo ApaNe na karyA hoya; bhale nAnA nAnA pApo ja ApaNane pajavatA hoya paraMtu jo nAnA pApanuM ya sAcuM prAyazcita nahi hoya to ApaNo uddhAra kadI zakya nathI. sukharasanuM pApa nAnuM che ke moTuM e moTI vAta nathI. moTI vAta to enA pazcAttApanI che. jo te nahi thAya to bIjA anaMta mohyuM jaze to ya ApaNo naMbara hajI paNa nahi lAge. mokSanI jhaMkhanA kema? e avinAzIpada che mATe A saMsArano koI paNa bhAva evo nathI ke je palaTo na pAmato hoya. keTakeTalA kaSTa veThe che saMsArIjana? potanA ISTane AMbavA mATe paNa paristhiti keTalI badhI karuNatAbharI che ke ekaya siddhi sadAnI banI rahetI nathI. varSonI kasarata karIne; je zarIra banAvyuM e eka ja phalunA tAvanA phaTakAmAM DhIluM gheMsa banI jAya. varSonI jamAvelI peDhI eka dImAM devALuM phUMkI nAMkhe. lADakoDe ucherIne moTo karelo dIkaro eka paLamAM paraloka bhego thaI jAya. jiMdagIbhara vyavahAro karI karIne kamAyelI AbarU ekAdI bhUlamAM dhULa cATatI thaI jAya! eka ja AghAte prophesara badhuM ya bhUlI jAya. eka ja jIvaleNa phaTakAmAM kALA badhAM ya vALa eka rAtamAM dhoLA thaI jAya! nAnakaDI eka bhUlamAM seMkaDo varSothI jAmeluM ghara, gAma, zahera AgathI bhaDathuM thaI jAya! hAya! A te kevo vinAze jhaDapAyelo bhAva kevA anubhavo! kevI A nAlezIbharI hAranI paraMparAo! mATe ja mokSamAM cAlyA javuM joIe. tyAM koI vAtano vinAza nahi. kALanuM tyAM koI astitva ja nahi. siddhatvabhAvanA pragaTIkaraNe je anaMta AnaMdano kuvAro chUTyo e sadAno banI gayo. kadI enI saravANIo sukAI jAya nahi.. enI sera vaheNa badale ja nahi. ekavAra bhale kaSTa

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 37 sahevA paDe sAdhu jIvananA; bhale bhoganA pralobhanone vegaLAya mUkavA paDe paNa puruSArtha to mokSano ja ArAdhI levo joI, A te kevo saMsAra! jyAM DaoNkTara daradI banI jAya! daradI DaoNkTara banI jAya! zeTha garIba thaI jAya, garIba zeTha thaI jAya! sukhI duHkhI thaI jAya! duHkhI sukhI thaI jAya! nA... nA palaTAtA bhAve bhava kAM barabAda karavo ? mokSamAM IcchAnA abhAvanuM sukha jagatanuM moTAmAM moTuM duHkha IcchA che. koI paNa vastunI IcchA jAgI eTale maryA! ene pUrNa karavA keTakeTalA yatno karavA paDe? e yatnomAM keTalI hAlAkIo paDe! jo IcchA ja na thAya to ? bhUkha vagere lAgatAM khAvA vagerenI IcchA thAya che tyAre bhojananI; dhananI; rasoDAnI; gharanI jarUra paDe che ne ? pachI ja kabajiyAtanA, corInA, dhamAcakaDInA duHkho pedA thAya che ne? strInA bhoganI IcchA jAge che pachI ja strI ghare Ave che ne ? te pachI ja bALa baccA, mAMdagI, maraNa, kaleza-kaMkAsanA duHkho janme che ne? paNa e IcchA ja na jAgI hota to? caLa UpaDe tyAre khaNavA mATe saLInI jarUra paDe che ne ? khaNavAmAMya bhale eka prakArano AnaMda gaNAto hoya! paNa enA UjharaDAnA, rogavRddhinA duHkha keTalA che e kema najara bahAra rahI jAya che? huM kahuM chuM ke e karatAM caLa UpaDe ja nahi to ? pachI pelA duHkho ya nahi. ane nirogitAnA AnaMdano koI aMta ja nahi. jene IcchA jAgI ene ja duHkhanA DuMgara athaDAyA. mokSamAM mana ja nathI; IcchA ja nathI; caLa ja nathI. mATe ja tyAM khAvA-pIvA, bhogavavA dvArA khaNavAnI jarUra paNa nathI. have e prazna ja kyAM rahe che ke mokSamAM lipTananI cA, kokAkolAnI bATalI; marphI reDiyo maLaze ke nahi? re! tyAM joIe che ja kone? A jagatamAM ja vasatA munione A badhI cIjonI IcchA nathI to te keTalA sukhI che? enAthI anaMtaguNa sukha sarvecchAzUnya siddhAtmAone hoya che! mATe ja mokSanI harapaLe jhaMkhanA karo.

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_/ (2) karma ane tenAM baMdha : anubaMdha

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 39 karmanuM gaNita vartamAnakALanAM sukho ke duHkho uparathI koI paNa mANasa potAnA bhAvine prakAzamaya ke aMdhakAramaya kalpI zake nahi. savArano rAjA bapo2no bhikhArI! baporano bhikhArI sAMjano rAjA! eka paLa pachInI vAta paNa karI zakAya tema nathI. kaI paLe kayA karmo zuM karI besaze ? te praznano uttara ApaNA mATe to sadaiva ajJAta banI rahyo che. ethI ja, 'mANasa dhAre che kAMI ane banI jAya che kAMI? evI paristhiti comera jovA maLe che. hiTalara eka vakhata lAkaDAphADuM tarIkenI jiMdagI gujArato hato. ane emAMthI banI gayo he2-hiTalara! moTA mAMdhAtAone paNa gabharAvI mUkanA2 jarmana saramukhatyAra! nepolIanane acchA citrakAra banavuM hatuM; ane banI gayA phrAnsanA samrATa ! golDasmithane sarjana banavuM hatuM ane banI gayA 'vikAra opha vekaphIlDa' jevA vizvaprasiddha kAvyonA sarjaka! karme vAlIyAne vAlmiki banAvyA; bilvamaMgalane sUradAsa banAvyo; jayatAkane kumArapALa banAvyo. bIjI bAju naMdiSaNane kAmalattA vezyAnA premI banAvyA, aSADhAbhUtine pachaDATa ApI; keTalAya gautama-RRSione patananI agAdha khINamAM paTakI nAkhyA. koI salAmata nathI. zrImaMta nahi; rUpavAna nahi, saMta nahi... koI nahi. je sArI sthiti pAmyA ho teno sadupayoga karo lo. kAla upara koI sArI vAtane javA dezo mA! ane badhI kharAba vAtone mATe tame karo to vAMdho nathI. karmanI gulAmI ja mahAdu:kha che tyAM bIjAM sukho zI visAtamAM? karmanA eka paNa paramANunuM astitva jo AtmAne eno gulAma banAvanAruM banatuM hoya to enA jevI bIjI trAsajanaka kayI bAbata hoI zake?

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40 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra game tyAre, game te paLe moTA rUstamanuM ya apamAna karAvI nAkhatA e karmone jarAya vAra na lAge. beThI krUratA to jANe enI ja! pAMcamI katArIAnI phojanI tamAma kaLAomAM e saMpUrNa rIte pAraMgata! moTA rajavADAnA rAjavIone ya mota bhegA karI detA ene jarAya vAra na lAge! ekAda evuM nimitta UbhuM karI detAM ene jANe jhAjho zrama paNa na paDe! moTA jAmaraNajIta jevA rAjAne ya lorDa veliMgTananA darabAramAM "sITa-DAuna'nI moTI rADa paDAvIne apamAnita karAvI devA e to ene mana chokarAnI ramata ! apamAnIti thayelA jAmasAhebane AghAta lAge e ATha divasamAM rAmazaraNa thaI jAya e to badhuMya karmanA darabAramAM sAmAnya ghaTanA jevuM gaNAya! eka navAbasAhebe aMgreja resiDanTane sTImaranA tUtaka upara UbhA rahIne vAta karatAM kahyuM ke, "ATale sudhI Avyo chuM to mane makkA haja karavA laI jAo." uttaramAM "uparathI Adeza nathI.' ema jANavA maLyuM. navAba sAhebane navAbIno rakAsa dekhAyo. "apamAnathI jIvIne zuM karavuM hatuM?' ema vicArIne tarata dariyAmAM paDatuM mUkayuM! AvI che karmonI gulAmI! tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jevA trilokagurunI paNa jene zarama na paDI ene AvA rAjA-rajavADA to zI visAtamAM hoya! karmanA cAra baMdha loDhAnA kaTakA upara soyamAtra aDADIne UbhI rAkhI zakAya; dorIthI bAMdhIne rAkhI zakAya, hathoDInI madada laIne e kaTakAmAM jaDI devAya ane be ya ne ogALIne ekarasa paNa karI zakAya. karmonA baMdha paNa A rIte cAra prakAranA hoya che. keTalAMka to AtmAne mAtra saheja aDIne ja rahe che; keTalAMka coMTe che, keTalAMka jAma thAya che to keTalAMka karmo AtmAmAM ekarasa thaI jAya che. zAstrIya paribhASAmAM temane anukrame spaSTa, baddha, nidhatta ane nikAcita kahevAmAM Ave che. A cAramAM nikAcita karma ja evuM che ke jenuM sukhaduHkhanuM phaLa bhogavyA vinA (vipAkodayathI) cAlI zake ja nahi. bAkInA traNa prakAre baMdhAyelA karmo to bhogavyA

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 41 (vipAkodaya) vinA paNa khatama karI zakAya che, nikAcita karmo bahu thoDA hoya che. jhAjhA to anikAcita ja hoya che; kemake sAmAnya rIte sArAM ke narasAM kAryo ati utkRSTa bhAva sAthe thatAM hotA nathI. utkRSTa bhAva vinA karmo nikAcita banI zakatA nathI. anikAcita karmone khatama karI nAkhavA mATe puruSArtha ja mukhya baLa che. sapuruSArthanA pracaMDa baLathI anikAcita azubha karmone thoDI ja paLomAM paNa khatama karI zakAya che. karelAM karmo bhogavyA vinA karoDo kahyuM paNa khatama na thAya' e gItAvAkya mAtra nikAcita karmone ja lAgu pADavAnuM che. A zAstravicAra e vAtane spaSTa karI de che ke jainazAstrokarmanuM sUkSmatama nirUpaNa karanArA hovA chatAM mAtra karmavAdI nathI kemake emano karmavAda aMte to pracaMDa puruSArthavAdamAM pariNamI jAya che. kriyAthI karmano baMdha; bhAvathI anubaMdha karmanA baMdha ane anubaMdha be ya hoya che. bezaka, baMdha kharAba che paNa anubaMdha to khataranAka che. azubhakarmono baMdha paDI jAya to enA udayakALamAM duHkha bhogavavAnuM rahe paNa e duHkha bhogavatI vakhate pharI azubha karmono baMdha karAvanAra; pApo karAvanAra; asamAdhi apAvanAra, hAyavoya UbhI karanAra je tattva che te azubha-anubaMdha che, baMdha vakhate ja anubaMdhanuM paNa nirmANa thaI jAya che. sAmAnya rIte ema kahI zakAya ke kAyAnI pravRtti upara karmano baMdha AdhAra rAkhe che; jyAre Atmika vRtti upara karmano anubaMdha AdhAra rAkhe che. dharmanI kahevAtI kriyA karanAra AtmA puNyakarmano baMdha jarUra kare. paraMtu jo e dharmakriyA pAchaLa sAMsArika bhAvono, jhoka jora karato hoya to anubaMdha to azubha ja paDe. eTale jyAre puNyakarmano udaya thatAM sukha maLe tyAre ja A anubaMdhane kAraNe cittamAM e sukho pratye kAramI Asaktio jAge; jIvana pApothI kharaDAya ane pApakarmano baMdha joradAra rIte zarU thaI jAya. jo karmanA mAtra baMdha hota ane anubaMdha na hota to kayArano ya bhavyAtmAno mokSa thaI gayo hota paraMtu "anubaMdha' jevuM bhavaparaMparA cAlu rAkhanAruM tattva paNa

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra astitva dharAve che mATe ja bhavabhramaNano aMta atiduSkara banI rahe che. AthI ja upadezapada graMthamAM pU. haribhadrasUrijI mahArAjAe mAnavajIvananuM sarvaprathama kartavya azubha anubaMdhone toDI nAkhavAnuM ja pharamAvyuM che. judAM judAM sthAne beThelI cAra mAkhI sAkara, madha, lIMTa ane paththara upara ekekI mAkhI beThI che. sAkara upara beThelI mAkhI bese tyAM sudhI sAkaranI mIThAza mANe ane ThIka paDe tyAre UDI paNa jAya. be ya rIte ene moja. zAstrakAra paramarSioe jaNAvyuM che ke je jIvo baMdhamAM puNya ane anubaMdhamAM paNa puNya karma laIne AvyA hoya che. te sAkara upara beThelI mAkhI jevA che. bhogo bhogavI paNa zake ne anAsakta rahI, lAta mArIne saMsAra tyAgI paNa zake. madha upara beThelI mAkhI, tyAM bese ane moja mANe paNa tyAM ja coMTI jAya. eTale e madhapAna bhAre paDI jAya; bicArI ribAI ribAIne mare. pApanA anubaMdhavALA ane puNyanA baMdhavALA jIvo AvA ja hoya che. jyAre lIMTa upara beThelI mAkhIno to be ya rIte maro che. na sAruM khAI zake; nA kyAMya UDIne chUTI zake. pApanA anubaMdha ane pApanA baMdhavALA jIvonI AvI ja dazA hoya che. paththara upara beThelI mAkhI bhale koI rasa na pAmI zake paNa UDI to zake ja. pApakarmanA baMdhavALA ane puNyakarmanA anubaMdhavALA jIvo A prakAramAM samAI jAya che. uparanA cAra prakAranA kramazaH cAra dRSTAMta ApavA hoya to zAlibhadrajI, mammaNazeTha, kAlasaurika kasAI ane puNIAzrAvakanA daSTAMta ApI zakAya. cAre ya zAsanapati paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA samakAlIna AtmAo. nikAcitabaMdhanA paNa anubaMdha nikAcita nahi AtmAne karmano cAra rIte baMdha thAya che. keTalAka karmo mAtra aDI rahe che, keTalAka vaLI baMdhAya che. keTalAka AtmA upara jAma thaI jAya che to keTalAka sAva

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 43 ekarasa thaI jAya che. lokhaMDano kaTako ane soyanuM dRSTAMta laIne A vAta kramazaH samajavA koziza karIe. eka lokhaMDanA kaTakAne eka soya mAtra aDIne rahelI che, to bIjA kaTakAne eka soya lagADIne dorIthI bAMdhI devAmAM AvI che; trIjA kaTakAmAM soyane hathoDI mArIne jaDI devAmAM AvI che. cothA kaTakAne soyanI sAthe agni upara caDAvIne, ogALI daIne beyane ekarasa karI devAmAM Avela che. cAreya prakAranA AvA karmone skRSTa, baddha, nidhatta ane nikAcita kahevAmAM Ave che. nikAcita banelA karmonA baMdhane toDavAno koI upAya nathI. e karmo to udayamAM Ave ja ane potAno sAro ke naraso paraco dekhADe ja. chatAM AvA nikAcita karmonA anubaMdha kAyama nikAcita hotA nathI. nikAcita karmanA udayakALamAM eno anubaMdha potAno paraco na paNa batAvI zake evuM ya bane. devAdhideva paramAtmA mahAvIranA AtmAe zayyApAlakanA kAnamAM sIsAno rasa nakhAvatA pApakarmano nikAcita baMdha karyo; ane anubaMdha paNa pApano ja paDayo. chatAM aMtimabhavamAM jyAre kAnamAM khIlA ThokAvavAnA rUpamAM te nakAcita baMdhano udaya thayo tyAre te asahya sthitimAM paramAtmAe pApa karmano punaHbaMdha karyo nathI. Aja vAta batAve che ke pApano anubaMdha pUrve tUTI gayo hato. ApaNe azubha-anikAcita karmonA baMdha ane anubaMdha toDI nAkhIe; ane azubha-nikAcita karmonA anubaMdha jo toDI ja nAkhIe to kevuM suMdara! nikAcitabaMdha! to ya anikAcita anubaMdha je vakhate nikAcita karma baMdhAya te vakhate e vAta sahaja che ke mananA adhyavasAya khUba joramAM uchALA mAratA hoya. adhyavasAyanI tIvratA vinA karmano baMdha nikAcita banI zake ja nahi. paraMtu adhyavasAyabhAva game teTalo tIvra hoya to ya AtmAnA jhokathI je anubaMdha paDe te to anikAcita ja hoya. A vastusthiti ApaNane devAdhideva paramAtmA mahAvIranA jIvana-cakramAM jovA maLe che. tripRSTa vAsudevanA bhavamAM zayyApAlakanA kAnamAM sIsAno dhagadhagato

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44 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra rasa nakhAvyo tyAre pApakarmano evo nikAcita baMdha karyo ke paccIsamA bhavamAM eka lAkha varSa sudhI ugra tapadharmanI ghaMTI calAvI to ya e karmanA daLIA pisAyA nahi ja ane sattAvIsamA aMtima bhavamAM kAnamAM khIlA ThokAvavA dvArA e udayamAM AvyA. paNa Azcarya kevuM banyuM ke e bhayAnaka duHkhamAya paramAtmAe samAdhi jALavI lIdhI! je adhyavasAyathI A pApakarma nikAcita karyuM hatuM e adhyavasAyanI tIvratA jotAM to e pApanA ja tIvra anubaMdhano janaka hato ema nirvivAda kahI zakAya. to pachI pApakarmanA udayakALamAM e pApanA anubaMdhe pApo kema na karAvyA? samAdhi kyAMthI AvI gaI? A ja vAta batADe che ke nikAcita baMdha hoya paNa eno anubaMdha nikAcita na paNa hoya. ethI ja paccIsamA bhavanI sAdhanAmAM badha bhale Ubho rahyo paNa pApa karAvanAro anubaMdha tUTI gayo. eTale ja paramAtmA samAdhimAM lIna banI gayA. cAlo; ApaNe anikAcita karmonA baMdha ane anubaMdha-beya toDI nAkhIe ane nikAcitanA anubaMdho toDI nAkhIe... pachI mokSa jarAya dUra nahi hoya. baMdha anubaMdhanA vicArano sAragrAhI saMkalpa havethI huM je dharma karIza te haiyAnA bhAre umaLakA sAthe, mokSa pAmavA mATe ja dharma karIza; ane je pApo nachUTake karavA paDaze te badhAya khUba dubhAtA dilathI ja karIza. dharmamAM mana pAchuM nahi pADuM. pApomAM mana lAgavA nahi dauM. A che baMdha anubaMdhanA koDIbaMdha pravacanono sAragrAhI saMkalpa. tame A saMkalpa Aje ja karI lo. umaLakA sAtheno dharma baMgalA Ape; to tenI sAthe vaibhavone lAta mArIne nIkaLI javAnI anAsaktinI anupama tAkAta paNa Ape che. pachI baMgalA paNa durgatimAM laI jaI zake tema nathI. khUba dubhAtA dilathI karAtAM pApo kadAca jhUMpaDA de toya enI sAthe ja zuddhi, maitrI ane bhaktinA AjJAzuddha jIvananI bakSIsa paNa de. pachI e jhUMpaDAya majAnA banI rahe che. | game te maLo; baMgalA ke jhUMpaDA; vAMdho ja nathI.. evo pukAra tamArA haiyAmAMthI nIkaLI paDe evI sthitinuM jIvana siddha karI levuM joIe.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 45 anubaMdhanA A tattvajJAnamAM e siddhi ApavAnI tAkAta che. tame e tattvajJAnane sAMbhaLyuM; have samajo ane pachI pacAvo. pacAvI daIne jIvanamAM otaprota karI do. anubaMdha toDa : joDa : nI ArAdhanA karo. dharmanI kriyA to khUba karI, janmajanmAMtaromAM! paNa pApanA anubaMdha toDayA nahi ane puNyanA anubaMdha joDyA nahi mATe ja saMsArano hajI paNa aMta Avato nathI. hA... e dharmanI kriyAomAM paNa anubaMdha toDajoDanI ArAdhanAne utpanna karI ApavAnI asAdhAraNa sahAyakatA che paraMtu dharmanI kriyAo tyAre ja anubaMdha toDajoDanI ArAdhanAne utpanna karI Ape jyAre dharmakriyA karanAranA aMtaramAM evI IcchA tIvratA sAthe ramatI hoya. dAna dIdhuM, zIla pALyuM, tapa karyo, sAdhuveza paNa anekavAra lIdho paNa ThekANuM na paDayuM, kemake kyAreya puNyano anubaMdha joDayo nahi-majabUta karyo nahi; ane pApanA anubaMdha toDayA nahi - nabaLA pADIne khatama karyA nahi. hA.... UlaTuM jarUra karyuM. puNyanA nabaLA anubaMdha paNa aMte toDI nAkhyA; ane pApanA anubaMdhone khUba baLavAna banAvI dIdhA. Ama karavAthI lAbha thavAne badale pArAvAra nukasAna thayuM. Akho ya saMsAra anaMtakALa mATe lamaNe jhIMkAto ja rahyo. AMkha ane peTanA duHkhano dardI vaidya pAsethI be paDIkI lAvyo. beyano upayoga paNa karyo chatAM vadhu herAna thaI gayo. kemake suramAnI paDIkI peTamAM nAkhI ane marIno pAvaDara AMkhe AMjayo! ApaNe anubaMdha toDyA ane joyA! paNa sAva UlaTA? jo anubaMdha tUTe nahi to saMsArano kadApi aMta Ave nahi baMdha nikAcita thaI jAya eTale teno udayakALa Ave ja ane te bhogavye ja

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra chUTako thAya. paNa AvI ja sthiti jo anubaMdhanI paNa hota to koInA ya saMsArano kadApi aMta Avata ja nahi. devAdhideva bhagavAna mahAvIranI ja vAta lo. tripRSTa vAsudevanA bhavamAM zayyApAlakanA kAnamAM sIsAno dhagadhagato rasa reDAvyo te vakhate bhAva bhayAnaka hato, te kriyA paNa ati krUra hatI mATe. pApanA anubaMdha sAthe nikAcita pApakarma bAMdhyuM. A nikAcita karma ghora tapa dvArA paNa na ja tUTayuM ane aMtima bhave eno udaya thayo ane kAnamAM khIlA ThokAI gayA. e vakhate pelo pApano anubaMdha paNa jo jIvato rahyo hota to kAramI asamAdhi utpanna karI deta. ema thatAM paramAtmA vaLI kadAca krodhAdinA AvezamAM AvIne nikAcita karma bAMdhI deta. vaLI saMsAra lAMbo thAta. paNa evuM kazuM ya na banyuM, kemake e pApano anubaMdha pUrve ja toDI pADyo hato. A khUba ja mahattvanI anuprekSA che. zubhAzubha nikAcita karmonA baMdha to mAtra zreNinI avasthAmAM ja tUTe tevA che paNa anubaMdha to enI pUrve paNa tUTI jaIne zreNInI dhyAnastha dazA pAmavAnI bhUmikA taiyAra karI Ape che. jo tyAM anubaMdha tUTatA ja na hota to? e bhUmikA ja na banata to? zreNI ja koNa mAMData? mokSe ja koNa jAta ? koInA bhavacakramAM ramata nIrakho baMdha : anubaMdhanI nAgilAnA kaMta bhavadeva, moTAbhAI bhavadattanI lajjAthI muktipaMthanA saMta banyA. kazI ya levAdevA na hatI; sAdhujIvana sAthe. bAra bAra varSa sudhI jApa japyA ja karyo; nAgilAnA nAmano. manasA, vAcA, karmaNA nAgilAnuM anusaMdhAna thatuM ja rahyuM. nikAcita cAritramohanIya karma bAMdhyuM. mananA tIvratama vikArabhAvoe anubaMdha paNa pApano ja bAMdhyo. 12 varSanA aMte nAgilAe emanA jIvananI avaLI gatine sajjaDa lapaDAka 2 /

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra ApI. e AryanArIe emane sAdhutAnI dena karI. jIvananuM cakra savaLI gatie pracaMDa vegathI ghUmavA lAgyuM. - pApakarma to nikAcita banAvyuM hatuM eTale have emAM to leza paNa pheraphAra thAya tema na hato paNa pelo anubaMdha emaNe toDI nAkhyo; jIvana pUrNa thayuM. bIjA jIvanamAM sAdhu thavAnI bhAvanA jAgI. Aga banIne aMtaramAM prajavaLI UThI. pelo azubha anubaMdha marI paravArelo mATe have bIjI azubha bhAvanAono to praveza maLe tema na hatuM. paNa aphasosa! pelA cAritrya mohanIyanA nikAcita karme emane saMyamapaMthe na javA dIdhA! mAtApitAne ADA UbhA rAkhI dIdhA! ghora tapa tapyA. to ya e karma na ja tUTayuM. e jIvana e ja sthitimAM pUrNa thayuM. pANI vinA taraphaDiyA mAratI mAchalI jANe mRtyu pAmI. paNa have mArga cokhkho thaI gayo. anubaMdho to tUTI ja gayA hatA. have sAdhujIvanano aMtarAya bhogavIne baMdha paNa toDI nAkhyo. trIjo bhava AvI gayo. jaMbUkumAra banyA. lagna thayuM. rAta paDI. virAganI vAto cAlI. savAra paDyuM. pa27 AtmAoe ekIsAthe dIkSA lIdhI. sahue sAdhujIvanane pAra utAryuM. muktinA paramadhAmanA bAraNe jaMbUkumAre TakorA mAryA. kevI kamAla che - baMdha : anubaMdhanuM tattvajJAna! pApano anubaMdha toDo.... pachI bhalene kensaranI gAMTha nIkaLe? jo nikAcita karmo bAMdhyA pachI tenA anubaMdho to tUTI ja zake che to zA mATe e anubaMdha toDI na nAkhavA? - pApakarma nikAcita banyuM hoya to udayamAM AvIne duHkha ApyA vinA e raheze ja nahi paNa e duHkhane jena kadI raDe kharo? jainanI ciMtA to eTalI ja hoya ke duHkhamAM hAyavoyanI asamAdhi na thaI javI joIe. dInatA na AvavI joIe. A sthiti pedA karavA mATe dInatA pedA karanArA pApanA anubaMdho toDI nAkhavA joIe. sukhanI sArI sthitimAM ja e anubaMdho toDI zakAya. kevo gajabanAka upakAra karyo che zAsanapati tIrthaMkara paramAtmAoe; zubhAzubha anubaMdho toDavAjoDavAnI rIta batAvI daIne !

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48 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra jo e tarakIba na batAvI hota to? ApaNe kyAMthI anubaMdha toDajoDanuM e tattvajJAna zodhI zakavAnA hatA? azubhanA anubaMdha toDo.. pachI bhalene kensaranI gAMTha nIkaLatI. e ya pachI to jIvananA pAponAM prAyazcita karavAnI dhanyatA bakSaze. bhalene ekano eka lADakavAyo dIkaro dagAbAja nIkaLato! ekatva ane azaraNa bhAvanAthI bhAvita thavAnuM sadbhAgya e ja durbhAgyamAMthI prApta thaze. bhalene paherele kapaDe gharamAMthI nIkaLI javuM paDe! emAMthI ja sAdhujIvananA ubare kadAca paga mUkI devAze. duHkha ke sukha badhuM ya samAna banI jAya evI sthitaprajJatA tamAre pAmavI hoya to azubha anubaMdho toDI nAkho. pachI badhI bAdabAkI thatAM zeSamAM rahI jaze apAra AnaMda; samAdhino. anubaMdha na hota to saMsAra na hota karmanA baMdha thavA mAtrathI kAMI saMsAra cAlato nathI; e AgaLa vadhI zakato nathI. pApakarma bAMdhyuM; udayamAM AvyuM; duHkha paDayuM... bhogavAIne kharI gayuM. puNyakarma bAMdhyuM; udayamAM AvyuM; sukhanI sAmagrI maLI... ene bhogavatAM e karma kharI gayuM. Ama AtmA uparathI-baMdhAyA badhAya karmo kharI paDatAM hoya che. karmo kharI paDe eTale ja mokSa thAya. paNa to kema ApaNo mokSa na thayo? sukha duHkha to khUba bhogavyAM; e bhogavatI vakhate pUrve bAMdhelAM karmo kharI paNa gayAM; chatAM mokSa kema na thayo? enuM kAraNa anubaMdha che. karmo bAMdhatI vakhate manamAM je saMskAra paDI jAya che te udayakALe jAgrata thAya che ane manane pharI navo karmabaMdha karavAnI preraNA karatA rahe che. AthI jUnAM karmo kharavAnI sAthe navA karmo baMdhAI paNa jAya che. jyAM sudhI anubaMdhone toDI nAMkhavAmAM Ave nahIM tyAM sudhI A karmabaMdhanI paraMparA cAlu ja rahe che. AthI ja ApaNA saMsArano hajI aMta Avyo nathI.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 49 have jAgIe. anubaMdho toDI nAkhIe. aMtabhavonA anaMta paribhramaNamAM koNa jANe keTakeTalA pApAnubaMdho taiyAra karyA haze? chatAM hatAza thavAnI jarUra nathI. jhe2nAM taLAvo karatAM karatAM amRtanuM eka paNa TIpuM sadeva baLavAna che. ApaNane jinazAsana maLyuM che, hatAza thavuM ja zA mATe? saMsAranI paraMparA calAvanArA anubaMdho zubha ke azubhakarmano baMdha paDe e koI bahu mahattvanI bAbata nathI, kemake e karmabaMdha to udayamAM AvIne, zubhAzubha phaLa dekhADI daIne AtmA uparathI vidAya pAmI jAya che. jo karmanI ramata ATalAmAM ja pUrI thaI jatI hota to ApaNA mokSapadane jhAjhuM cheTuM rahyuM na hota paNa vastusthiti tevI nathI temAM kAraNa anubaMdha che. karmano baMdha thatAM je 'bhAva' hoya che te bhAva ja anubaMdhanI paraMparA calAve che. karmonA udayakALa vakhate zubhAzubha bhAvo utpanna karAvI daIne navA karmonA baMdha taiyAra karI devAnuM kArya e anubaMdhanuM che. dA.ta. koIne duHkha detAM eka evuM karma baMdhAyuM ke jenA udayakALamAM kensaranI jIvaleNa gAMTha gaLe nIkaLI. dasa varSa sudhI bhayaMkara bImArI bhogavI ATaluM duHkha bhogavatA peluM karma to khatama thaI gayuM paNa A kALajhALa du:khamAM bhayAnaka asamAdhi thaI; hAyavoya ane cIsAcIsa karI; bhagavAnanuM nAma levAnI paNa taiyAra na rahI.... e badhI sthitie navA cIkaNA karmonA pharI badha pADI dIdhA. Ama navo saMsAra Ubho thaI gayo. AvI saMsAranI paraMparA calAvanArA AtmAnA bhAvo upara nabhatA zubhAzubha anubaMdho che. AthI ja baMdha karatAM anubaMdha vadhu gaMbhIratApUrvaka vicAravA jevuM tatva che. sAro anubaMdha eka vAra paDe to kadAca vAraMvAra sArA ja paDayA kare. AvuM ja kharAba anubaMdhamAM samajI levuM. pApAnubaMdhI puNya mokSa pAmavAnA vizuddha Azaya vinA karAtA dharmo puNya to utpanna karI Ape. paraMtu e puNyanA udayakALamAM bhayAnaka pApo ka2vAnI buddhi avazya jAgavAthI e puNyane pApAnubaMdhI kahevAya che. puNyanA udayakALamAM jene jene pApavRttio jo2

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra pakaDatI dekhAya teNe samajI levuM rahyuM ke pUrve je dharma karyo hato temAM Azayazuddhi rahI na hatI. dharma kAM to mokSa pAmavAnA AzayavALo hoya athavA to niHsvArthabhAvanoparArthaprerita-hoya. Ane ja zuddhadharma kahevAya. AvA dharmajanita puNyanA udayakALamAM sukhone lAta mAravAnI pracaMDa tAkAtano janma thAya che. vartamAna jagatanA ghaNAkharA puNyavAnonI mAnasika dazA jotAM ema anumAna karI zakAya ke A puNya pApAnubaMdhI hovA joIe. - pApa karAvatA puNyanA udaya karatA to dharma karAvatA pApa karmanA udaya sArA. bhale tyAM jhUMpaDA maLe, garIbI maLe, jagatanA lokonI napharata paNa maLe. paraMtu e to badhI nAcIjha bAbato che. A badhAyanI sAthe jo paramAtmAnuM nAmasmaraNa maLatuM hoya, dayArda haiyuM maLatuM hoya, pavitra jIvana maLatuM hoya to enA jevI moTI mUDI kaI che? AnA jevuM bIjuM jamApAsuM kayuM che? pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayo to vaibhavI jIvanonA siMhAsane besADe ane pachI aneka pApo karAvIne asaMkhya ke anaMtakALa mATe duHkhanI aganakhAIomAM jhIMkI pelA guru-celAnI vAta yAda Ave che. nAnakaDA UgI gayelA choDanA mULiyA sAthe paga lAgatAM gurujIne lohI nIkaLyuM. celo to UkaLI paDyo ane e mULane ukheDI nAMkhavA taiyAra thayo. paNa gurue aTakAvIne kahyuM, "jAya tArA hAthamAM na le." kudarata ja eno nyAya deze. tu koNa nyAya denAro?" e choDa vadhato cAlyo. ziSyanI samasyA vadhatI cAlI. paNa eka divasa bhayaMkara nadIpUra AvyuM. pelo choDa jaDamULathI ukhaDI gayo. guru-celo eka dI tyAMthI pasAra thayA. choDa na dekhAtA gurue celAne kahyuM, "jo kudarate ene jaDamULathI ukheDIne nyAya karyo.... tuM Avo nyAya karI zakata kharo?" celo gurujInA caraNomAM namI paDayo. teNe mAphI mAgI. jaMbU kumAranA traNa bhavomAM baMdha ane anubaMdha karmo baMdha sarje che ane saMskAro anubaMdha janmAve che. sAmAnyataH nikAcita karmabaMdha bhogavyA vinA tUTatA nathI. jyAre nikAcita karmabaMdhanAya anubaMdha toDI nAkhavAnuM zakya che. jo e ya azakya hota to koI paNa AtmAno mokSa thAta ja

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra nahi. kemake saMskAro jAgrata thAya ane pharI karmanA baMdha thAya; e vakhate paDelA saMskAro vaLI jAgrata thAya ane vaLI karmabaMdha thAya.... Ama bhavaparaMparA cAlyA ja kare. jaMbUkumAranA pUrva bhavomAM A siddhAMtano sAkSAtkAra karIe. bhavadatta moTAbhAInI zaramathI ja bhavadeve patnIno sajelo adhUro zaNagAra paDato mUkIne dIkSA lIdhI. nAgilAnA japa sAthe keTalAya samaya vyatIta karyo. AthI tIvra cAritra mohanIya karmano baMdha paDI gayo ane mohanA saMskAro khUba jAma thaI gayA. paNa e ghaTanAno aMta suMdara Avyo. zaramathI lIdhelI dIkSA paNa kAma karI gaI. bAra varSa bAda nAgilAno prema meLavavA munivara ghara prati doDyA paNa mahAzrAvikA nAgIlAe emane bodha ApIne pAchA vALyA. have munivara sAcA saMta banyA. saMtanA e sAcA jIvanamAM emaNe mohanA saMskAranA anubaMdho to toDI nAkhyA. paNa cAritra-mohanIya karmano baMdha acala rahyo. vaLatA bhavamAM ja eNe potAno paraco dekhADI dIdho. bhavadattano AtmA have zreSThIputra banyo hato. dIkSAnA tIvra pariNAma jAgyA. paNa mAtApitAe rajA na ApI. bAra varSa lagI chaThThane pAraNe AyaMbila karyA ane maraNane bheTyA. cAritra na maLyuM te na ja maLyuM. bhale... paNa A ghora tapathI pelo nikAcita karmabaMdha paNa tUTI gayo eTale ja jaMbUkumAra tarIkenA trIjA bhavamAM vizvanI ajAyabI samuM jIvana jIvI gayA. lagna karIne pahelI ja rAte ATheya rUparamaNIone virAgI banAvI. 500 corone ya virakta karyA. vaLate divase abajopatino e lAla pa27 AtmAonI sAthe saMyamanA kaThora paMthe cAlI nIkaLyo. anubaMdha eTale jhokaH tAsIra : pariNatI dahIM game teTaluM puSTikara gaNAtuM to paNa jenA zarIranI tAsIra ja zaradInI che tenA mATe to te dahIM ja viSa banI jAya che. pILo raMga game teTalo caLakATa mArato hoya paNa jene e raMganI ja "elarjI' che tenAM mATe to trAsarUpa ja che. sArAmAM sArI vastu paNa tAsIra virodhanA kAraNe nakAmI banI jAya. Ama kharAba vastu paNa tAsIranA kAraNe doSarahita banI jAya.

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vd nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra pahelavAnane to mahAmAsanI himavarSA jhIlatI saritAnA nIra paNa kAMI ja na karI zake. AtmAnI pariNatInuM paNa eka subaddha dhoraNa hoya che. bhUtakALanA eNe karelA gaNito upa2thI ja enI paNa koI pariNatI baMdhAyelI hoya che. jo emAM saMsArasukhano rAgabhAga ja subaddha banelo hoya to e game teTalA sArA dAnAdidharmo kare toya eno jhoka to e sukharAgane puSTa karavAmAM ja pariNamaze. 52 ane jo e AtmA sAce ja koI mahAnubhAvatAnuM valaNa pAmyo hoya to enA jIvanamAM nachUTake karavA paDatAM pApo paNa enA upara koI kAlimA lagADI zakatA nathI. udghATaniyA pradhAnonA udghATana veLAnA phoTA tame joyA to haze ja. e loko jyAre cAMpa dabAve che tyAre cAMpa tarapha temanI najara hotI nathI paNa duniyA tarapha hoya che. 'sau emanuM moM jue' e mATe teo utsuka hoya che. mithyAddaSTi AtmAonA dharmo AvA hoya che. kharuM mahattva dharma ke adharmanI kriyAnuM nathI; mahattva to e vakhatanI AtmAnI tAsIra, tenA valaNa ke jhokanuM ja che. baMdhathI sukhI; anubaMdhe sAro : zAMta jagatanA jIvonA traNa prakAra paDe. sukhI ke du:khI; sArA ke kharAba; e zAMta ke azAMta. karmanA tattvajJAnanI dRSTie A prakAronA kAraNo tapAsIe. karmano jema baMdha hoya che tema karmano anubaMdha paNa hoya che. mana, vacana ke kAyAnA yogathI karmano baMdha taiyAra thAya che; jyAre e yoga vakhatanA Atmagata saMskAra (valaNa, jhoka)thI karmano anubaMdha nakkI thAya che. bAMdheluM karma udayamAM Ave che. te vakhate anubaMdha navA karmabaMdhana mATenA yogonuM janana karavA mATenA saMskArone uttejita kare che. AmAM baMdhathI AtmA sukhI bane yA duHkhI bane che; jyAre anubaMdhathI sAro

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 53 kharAba ke zAMta-azAMta bane che. sukhaduHkhamAM sArA banavuM ke kharAba? e praznano uttara anubaMdhanA khAtAno che. je sAro che te avazya zAMta che; je kharAba che te avazya azAMta che. sukhamAM ya sArApaNuM ane zAMti saMbhave; duHkhamAya te beyanuM joDaluM saMbhave. ema sukhamAMya kharAbapaNuM ne azAMti saMbhave ane duHkhamAMya te benuM sahacArI yugala saMbhave. jaina tattvajJAna sukha, duHkhanI ciMtA karavA karatAM sArA-kharAbapaNAnI ciMtA karavAnuM kahe che. zAMti-azAMti to ApoApa enI pAchaLa AvanArA jIvana-tattvo che. ATaluM samajAze to dharmano marma samajAze. to badhA siddhaparamAtmA pharI saMsAramAM AvI jAya puNyanA ke pApanA kAryamAM svecchApUrvaka koI vyakti nimitta bane to tene puNya ke pApakarmano baMdha jarUra thAya paNa jo te vyaktinI tevI koI IcchA ja na hoya to te kAryamAM nimitta banI javA mAtrathI tene tevo karmabaMdha na ja thAya. maratA mANasa pAchaLa je puNyadAna thAya che temAM mRtyu pAmelAnI pUrve saMmati hoya to ja tene puNya maLe. anyathA tenA nimittane pAmIne karAyelA puNyadAnathI te vyaktine kazo lAbha na thAya. jo A rIte IcchA vinA paNa karmabaMdha thaI jato hota to saMgamanA anaMta saMsAramAM bhagavAna mahAvIra nimitta banyA to hatA ja ne ? bhagavAna na hota to saMgama evA ghora upasargo emanA nimitte to na ja karata ne ? Ama chatAM prabhue emAM nimitta banIne pApakarmano baMdha karyo nathI. enuM kAraNa e ja che ke prabhu evuM IcchatA ja na hatA ke, "saMgama AvuM pApa karIne anaMta saMsArI bane.'' vaLI jo A ja vastusthiti hoya to to koI AtmA sarva siddhone gALo devA lAge to badhA ya siddha paramAtmA saMsAramAM AvI jAya. kemake pelAne gALo devaDAvavAmAM siddhabhagavaMtoe ja nimitta banIne pApakarma bAMdhyuMne ? paNa A vastustiti nathI.

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54 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra sArA nahi, evA sukhI mANasanI kiMmata badAma jeTalI "dharmathI ja sukha maLe;" dharmathI sukha ja maLe." A beya zAstravacana. ApaNe sahu ene zira jhukAvIe. jeTalA vartamAnakALe sukhI mANaso dekhAya che te badhAya mAjIdharmI kahevA ja joIe. chatAM eka vAta cokkasa che ke dharmathI je puNyakarma baMdhAyuM; ane enA udayamAM je AtmA sukhI thayo enA vakhANa to tyAre ja thAya jo te sAro' paNa hoya. AtmAne sukhI duHkhI banAvanAra puNyapApa karmano baMdha che jyAre ene sAro ke kharAba banAvanAra to Atmika anubaMdha che. A anubaMdha jo sAro hoya to ja sukhI mANasa sAro paNa banI zake ane to ja tevA sukhI mANasanA vakhANa paNa thAya. kAyika dharmamAtrathI sukha maLI jAya tethI kAMI te sukhInA vakhANa na thAya. sukhI AtmA sAro hovo ja ghaTe. e jeTalo sAro banI rahe eTalo jagatanA jIvone, dharmanA sthAnone, dhArmika janone sahune vipula lAbha thAya. UlaTapaNe e kharAba bane to sarvatra kharAbI phelAve, anekone bagADe; dharmanA sthAnomAM pesI jaIne dharmano dhvaMsa kare, sukhI mAtrathI koI aMjAzo mA! khUba ja cetatA rahejo sukhIothI; kemake emAM "sArA" to koka ja hoya che. kusaMskAronA anubaMdhone dIvAsaLI cAMpavA mATe ja mAnavajIvana upadezapada nAmanA graMthamAM AcArya bhagavAna zrImad haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe jaNAvyuM che ke manuSya jIvanane sArthaka banAvavA mATe sauthI prathama jo koI kartavya hoya to janmAMtaronA kusaMskAronA anubaMdhone khatama karI nAkhavAnuM karmonA baMdha to udayakALa tUTI ja paDe che paraMtu saMskArone toDI pADavAnuM lakSya ja na hoya to e vadhu jAma thatA jAya che. janmAMtaronA saMskAronI asaro zuM hoya che e prazna upara to have anAtmavAdI

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 55 jagatanA mAnavo paNa UMDuM ciMtana karatA thaI gayA che. enA pariNAme teo AtmavAdI banI rahyA che. 'pAvara vidhina' nAmanA pustakamAM tenA lekhaka elekjhAMDara kenane lIphaTa, pANI vagerenA dRSTAMto ApIne A vAta samajAvI che. (vijJAna e dharma nAmanA mArA pustakamAM A vAta vistArathI ApI che.) enI sAthe emaNe kAcanA pyAlAno prayoga Apyo che ke kAcanA eka plAlAmAM poNA pyAlA jeTaluM pANI nAkho. temAM hAtharUmAlano poNo bhAga sarakAvI do ane bAkIno rUmAla pyAlAnI dhAra upara rahevA do. have A sUkA rUmAla upara sAkarano eka TukaDo mUko. zuM te ogaLaze ? nahi ja ne ? bhale. have te ja sUkA rUmAlane ane te sAkarane paNa pANImAM utArI nAkho. thoDI ja vAramAM sAkara paNa ogaLI jaze. ane enI mIThAza e rUmAlanA pratyeka taMtumAM vyApIne eka2sa thaI jaze. A prayoga ApIne lekhaka kahe che ke ApaNA jAgrata manamAM je vicAro cAle che te sUkA sAkaranA TukaDA jevA che paraMtu e vicAronA je saMskAro AtmAmAM vyApI jAya che te e ja sAkarano pANI ane rUmAlamAM thaI gayelo ekarasa bhAva che. paMcasUtra graMthamAM paNa kusaMskAronA baLane toDI pADavAnI ane susaMskAronA baLane vadhu majabUta karavAnI joradAra preraNA karavAmAM AvI che. jIvanamAM jeTalI jarUra dharmakriyAnI che teTalI ja, balake tethI paNa vadhu jarUra A saMskAra toDajoDanI sAdhanAnI che e vAta haiyAmAM khUba ThasAvavI paDaze. mananAM mela, bevaDo mAra de manano melo mANasa dharma karIne puNya bhale meLavI jAya paNa e puNyajanita vaibhavamAM ene majA to na ja hoya. sukhanI sAmagrIno bahiraMga 'meka-apa' eka judI vastu che ane 'majA' eka judI ja vastu che. vaLI AvA mANaso bhAre melAza sAthe pApo karatA hoya eTale enA AgajhALa duHkhonI sajAmAMthI emane kyAreya mukti na maLe. Ama bevaDo mAra khAya. majAnuM nAma nahi; sajAmAM pheraphAra nahi.

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56 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra have mananA cokhkhA mANasanI vAta karIe. ene bevaDo lAbha maLe. je kAMI dharma kare enuM bAhya sukha 'majA' (zAMti) sAthe maLe. ane dilanA dUjhatA jakhamo sAthe je pApo nachUTake karavA paDe enI sajAomAMthI sAva mukti maLI jAya athavA to sajA mAla-vinAnI sAdI-banI jAya. anubaMdhanA tattvajJAna upa2 je AtmAo vadhu ciMtana ka2ze emane A vAta sArI rIte samajAtI jaze. ethI ja mana upara bahu sArI pakkaDa AvI jaze. mokSabhAva pAmavA sivAyano koI paNa dharma emanA jIvanamAM zodhyo nahi jaDe. baLatAM haiyA vinAnuM koI paNa pApa kyAMya janma nahi pAme. satvara dezavaTo dejo; mananA melAMone. mananI taraMgI kalpanAe ghaNAnA jIvananuM nikaMdana kADhI nAkhyuM sAdhujIvanamAM bAhya tapa, tyAga vagere badhuMya thaI zake, kemake e badhuM ya saraLa che.hA mAsakSamaNane pAraNe mAsakSamaNa paNa saheluM che. paraMtu managhaDaMta tukkAono saMpUrNa nAza khUba ja kaThina sAdhanA che. anAdikAlIna tuccha saMskAronI paravazatA sahajamAM AvI jatI hoya che. evA samayamAM mana zAstrane ane gurune tyAgIne game tema doDadhAma macAvI mUke che. AvI sthitimAM to aneka pApavicAronA e pApI jIvananA yoga thaI jatA hoya che. vidvAnone, vaktAone ane puNyavaMtAone A kalpanAvAda khUba vadhu pajavato hoya che. A ja kAraNe darekanA mAthe sadgurunI jarUra anivArya banI jAya che. sadgurunI bhakti eka ja evu tatva che ke je kalpanAvAdane janmavA ja detuM nathI athavA to AgaLa vadhavA detuM nathI. je dharmAtmAnA mAthe koI eka nizcita sadguru nathI; jeNe badho dharma svIkAryo paNa mAthe nizcita-eka-sadguru na svIkAryA tenA badhA ya dharmo enI ja managhaDaMta kalpanAonA pApe rasAtALa thaI gayA. badhA vinA cAle; sadaguru vinA eka paLa paNa na cAle.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra jeNe potAnA mAthe sadgurune svIkAryA nathI ene koInA guru banavAno adhikAra nathI. badhAne guru tarIke svIkAranArA dharmAtmAe paNa potAnA jIvananA bhomIA samA saghaLI vAtonA jANakAra evA eka sadgurune to nakkI karavA ja rahyA; anyathA jenA badhA guru enA eke ya guru nahi - e naguro - evuM samIkaraNa ene lAguM karavuM ja rahyuM. 57 dharmAtmAne jo nizcita dharmaguru hoya to e sarvatra potAnA gurunI vAto karato hoya. ethI sahu enA gurunuM nAma jANatA ja hoya. 'tamArA nizcita guru koNa ?' ema huM tamane pUchuM to tame mUMgA ja raho ne ? vahelAmAM vahelI take sadgurune mAthe svIkAro... zeSa sarva pratye sadbhAva sadA jALavIne dhikkArane dUra rAkho. sukhamAM zAMti ze maLe? puNyanA vicAre dharmathI puNya maLe. puNyathI sukha maLe. Ama bhalene sukha dharmathI maLyuM chatAM tene sAruM to na ja manAya. zItaLa caMdananA lAkaDAmAMthI pragaTatI Aga jevuM puNya che. e Aga paNa dajhADyA vinA rahe kharI? bezaka. jIvabaLIyo hoya ane puNya bhogavatA anAsakta rahI jAya e judI vAta che paNa e siddhi ya kone maLI? je jIve e puNyajanita sukhane Aga mAnyuM tene ja ne? vaLI emAM jIvano mahimA che. jo puNyanuM enI upara cAlata to e jarUra dajhADatA. puNyathI sukha maLe che. zAMti nahi. jene sukha maLe che te prAyaH e sukhamAM Asakta thaI jAya che. eTalo badho Asakta thAya che ke bhogavavA chatAM ene zAMti thavAnI to dUra rahI paNa atRpti vadhavAthI azAMti vadhatI jAya che. bIjI bAjuthI bIjAone maLelA sukha enAthI khamAtAM nathI eTale IrSyAnuM aganatAMDava enA aMtaramAM khelAya che. Ama puNya sukha ApIne chaTakI jAya che to mAnava azAMtithI bhaDake baLIne barabAda thaI jAya che.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra IrSyA ane atRptine janmAvatI Asaktino pitA, koNa che e vicAravuM joIe. 58 enuM nAma che avinAzitva-bhrama. bhoganI vastu jANe kAyama mATe rahevAnI che. evo saMkalpa jenA aMtaramAM pedA thAya tene Asakti janme. A saMkalpane khatama karo. te mATe sukhane detuM puNya vicAro. e bilakula binabharosAdA2-jarAya vizvAsa nahi karavAlAyaka tattva che e vAtane magajamAM khUba ragaDo. ekAeka dago daIne adhavacamAM rakhaDAvIne-majethI ravAnA thaI jatA puNya upara jo ApaNA sukha TakatAM hoya to enA bharose ApaNuM thAya zuM? Aje karoDapati! kAle ekAeka bhikhArI! Aje nirogI! kalAka pachI hArTa-eTekano rogI! hamaNAM gRhapradhAna banIne sattAnA siMhAsane! be divasa bAda bhADAnA makAnanI zodhamAM ! jo ApaNA sukha AvA binabharosAdAra puNya upara ja TakatAM hoya to evA sukhanA takalAdIpaNAne ApaNe paLepaLa najaramAM rAkhavuM ja rahyuM. A vicAra puNyajanita bhogasukhamAM ApaNane Asakta nahi thavA de. pachI IrSyA, atRptinI azAMti nahi janme. parANe puNya! majethI pApa! puNya karavAnI aDhaLaka taka AvatI ja rahe che paNa eke ya taka jhaDapavAnI hoMze hoMze IcchA thatI nathI. ane pApanI tako ? kadAca eke ya khAlI nahI jatI hoya! te ya khUba majAthI jhaDapAtI haze. vakarelI bhogadazAnuM ja A pariNAma che. jo mANasa puNya parANe ka2ze to teno sAco lAbha te nahi pAmI zake. ane UlaTa pakSe pApo majethI karaze to enA duHkho rADa paDAvI daIne ya chUTe nahi tevA haze. jo parANe puNya karavAne badale majethI puNya thAya ane majethI pApa karavAne badale parANe parANe pApo karavA paDe to mane lAge che ke ghaNA moTA saMsArano aMta AvI jAya.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 59 parANe" ane "majethI be ya kAyama rAkho paNa enI pATalI badalI nAkho eTaluM ja jarUrI che. mammaNazeThe potAnA pUrvabhavamAM munine dAna devAnuM puNya to karyuM paraMtu enA aMtamAM e parANe thaI gayuM bicAro mammaNazeTha banyo paNa maLyA tela-coLAnA jIvana; ane mAha mAsanI kaDakaDatI ThaMDInA hima jevA pANImAM kaccho lagAvIne bhusakA! keTalo kaMgALa abajopati! khaMdhaka muninA jIve taDabUcanI chAla utAravAnuM pApa to karyuM paNa majethI' - bhAre rasa sAthe karyuM. pariNAma? khaMdhakamuninA utkRSTasaMyamI jIvanamAM potAnA cAmaDA UtaryA ane mota bheTayuM! mahArAjA zreNikanuM sagarbhA hariNIne tIra mAravAnuM pApa majethI" thaI gayuM mATe to emanI pahelI nAraka aphara banI gaI ne? puNya bhale thoDuM thAya; paNa majethI karo. pAMca ja drammanuM dAna detA bhImA kuMDalIAnI jema; ke roja eka ja sAdharmikanI bhakti karatA puNIA zrAvakanI jema.... sukha puNyodayathI; dharmathI nahi dharmathI sukha maLe che..... 'dharmAta suram' e zAstra-vacananI sAme paDavAnI A vAta nathI paNa ahIM bIjA vicAra upara mAre prakAza pheMkavo che. dharmathI sukha maLe che e zAstra vacanamAM e vAta garbhita che ke dharmathI baMdhAtA puNyakarmano udaya thatAM sukha maLe che. "dUdhathI lohI thAya che" e vAkyamAM ya dUdhanuM pAcana thatAM lohI thAya che evo garbhitArtha nathI zuM? chatAM jema dUdhathI lohInuM vidhAna sAcuM che tema dharmathI sukhanuM vidhAna paNa sAcuM ja che. paraMtu jyAre vadhu UMDANathI vicAra karavo hoya tyAre ema kahI zakAya kharuM ke, "dUdha pIvAthI lohI na thAya paNa dUdhanA pAcanathI lohI thAya." e ja rIte prastutamAM paNa ema kahI zakAya kharuM ke dharmathI sukha na maLe paNa puNyodaya jAge tyAre sukha maLe. A vidhAna ekadama cokkasa che. A vidhAna ahIM eTalA mATe mUkavAnI IcchA thaI che ke dharma karanArAone jyAre sukha jovA ya maLatuM nathI tyAre temanA aMtaranI dharmazraddhA halabalI UThe che. eka prazna jAgI jAya che ke, "jo dharmathI sukha maLatuM hoya to mane kema maLatuM nathI!" AvI kaphoDI mAnasika sthitimAM ghaNo moTo dhArmika varga mukAI cUkyo che.

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6O nahi eso janama bAra-bAra AvA lokone e ghAtamAMthI ugArI levA mATe ema samajAvavuM che ke sukha to puNyodayathI ja maLe. dharma karavA chatAM jo pUrvajanmanA puNyano ke A janmanA ugra puNyano udaya ja na thAya to sakhanuM svapna paNa jovA na ja maLe. puNyanA udaya vinA te bhogasukha kadI maLe? jo A vAta e vargane barobara samajAI jAya to emanI dharmazraddhAne kadI AMcako na Ave. ema thatAM e dhArmika varga vadhune vadhu dharmazraddhALu banato jAya. ApaNe dharma karatA vargane game tema karIne jIvato rAkhavo che. enA jIvanamAM sIdhI ke ADakatarI rIte samagra vizvanuM jIvana dhabakAra karatuM rahevAnuM e eka asaMdigdha satya che. karmavAda e kAMI DozIno rodaNAvAda nathI jaina darzanamAM karmanuM je tattvajJAna che ene khUba sArI rIte samajavuM joIe. keTalAka loko adhakacaruM jJAna meLavI laIne evo abhiprAya bAMdhe che ke, "karmanuM vijJAna e vAta zIkhave che ke je karmamAM lakhyuM hoya te ja thAya. je thavAnuM hoya te thayA kare; emAM ApaNuM kazuM ya na cAle." A vidhAna barobara nathI. jainadarzanamAM karmanI rajakaNonA zAMtikALano je vicAra darzAvavAmAM Avyo che enuM UMDANathI ciMtana karazo to e vAta jaNAze ke karmavAda to ApaNane nakkara puruSArthavAdI banavAnI zIkha Ape che. koI paNa kArmika rajakaNa AtmA upara coMTI jAya che tyAra pachI tarata ja te rajakaNo teno paraco batAvatI nathI. sAmAnya rIte keTalAka mAsa, varSa ke ghaNA yugo sudhI paNa e rajakaNo AtmA upara zAMtithI paDI rahe che. A rajakaNone ApaNe 'TAIma-bomba'nI upamA ApI zakIe. jyAre je rajakaNano zAMtithI rahevAno kALa pUrNa thAya ke tarata ja te rajakaNo potAnuM svarUpa dekhADe. koI zrImaMtane bhikhArI banAvI de; koI lArIvALAne lakhapati banAvI de; alamastana kensaranI gAMTha dekhADI de; sattAvihoNAne sattAnI khurazI dharI de. A badho ya prabhAva e rajakaNonA TAIma-bomba phUTatAnI sAthe ja jovA maLe. paNa jyAM sudhI A rajakaNo zAMtithI paDI rahe che tyAM sudhI enAmAM ghaNA badhA pheraphAro thavAnI saMpUrNa zakyatA rahelI che ema jainadarzana kahe che. tapadharma dvArA

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra rajakaNone UkheDI paNa devAya; puNyakarma dvArA pApakarmarUpI rajakaNone puNyakarmamAM pheravI paNa zakAya; keTalAka pApakarmonI rajakaNonuM tIvra baLa hoya to te ghaTADI vadhArI zakAya; temano samaya paNa ochovatto karI zakAya. 61 TUMkamAM rajakaNonA zAMtikALamAM lagabhaga badhI bAjI tamArA hAthamAM che. udayakALamAM saghaLI vAta hAthabahAranI banI jAya che. keTalAka prArabdha (nikAcita) karmo ja evA hoya che jenI upara ApaNo puruSArtha niSphaLa jAya che; paNa emanI saMkhyA atyaMta ochI hoya che. bAkI to karmanA zAMtikALamAM to bagaDelI ghaNI bAjI sudhArI zakAya ane sudharelI bagADI paNa zakAya. zuM karavuM ? e ApaNe nakkI karavAnuM che. paraloka che; che; ne che ja eka rAnI bilADo, vAmaNA uMdaranI sAme moM phADIne-tarApa mAravA tAkIne beTho che. ene joIne 'bicAro' uMdaraDo tharathara dhrUje che. enAthI e bhayAnaka bilADo joyo jAto nathI. e ekadama AMkho mIMcI de che. pachI teo manomana khuza thaI jAya che ane evuM samAdhAna vALe che, ''bilADo jato rahyo che; kemake have dekhAto ja nathI. jo hota to jarUra dekhAta basa... have jarA ya bhaya rahyo nathI.'' kaho, A uMdaramAmo keTalo bevakUpha gaNAya ? barobara AvI sthiti bhogarasika AtmAonI hoya che. pApanA phaLarUpe prApti thatI durgationI vAta emanA kAna sAMbhaLI zakatA nathI, eTale ja tarkavAdane jarA ya aDayA vinA bedhaDaka kahI de che, "paraloka-baraloka che ja nahi; pachI AvI badhI vAto karavAno artha ja zuM che?'' AvA mANaso pratye mArA jevAne to khUba dayA Ave che. A loko tarkanA dhaDa mAthA vinAnI kevI adhdharatAla vAto tarkavAdanA jamAnAmAM kare che! koI davAkhAnAnA DaoNkTara bahAra gayA che, ekalo kampAunDara davAkhAnAmAM beTho che. e vakhate eka dardI Ave che. bAMkaDA upara besIne DaoNkTaranA AgamananI pratIkSA kare che, eTalAmAM enI najara koI davAnI bATalI uparanA lebala upara paDe che. enI upara lakhyuM che. "Poision" (jhe2) kampAunDarane pUchatAM, teNe paNa ema ja kahyuM ke "DaoNkTara sAhebe A vAta mane karI che ke A bATalImAM jhe2 che. khUba sAvadhAna raheje.'' A vAta sAMbhaLatAnI

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra sAthe ja koI bhUtanI jema pelo dardI chaLI UThe ane jo ema kahe ke, "huM AmAM jherabera che ema mAnato ja nathI. tamArA DaoNkTare bhale tamane A vAta karI. lAvo.. hamaNAM ja e bATalInuM drAvaNa pI lauM..." ane... dhAro ke kharekhara te drAvaNa pIe to zuM thAya? mare ja ne? 'na mAnavAthI' thoDo ja bacAva thavAno che? paraloka paNa che ja... nizcitapaNe che ja.... tamAre na mAnIne manaHsamAdhAna karavuM hoya ane pApono dhUma vepAra jIvananA AMgaNe calAvavo hoya te tame jANo paNa tethI kAMI paraloka maTI janAra nathI. kerI bhale karAMjIne khAdhI, - have sUMThano phAkaDo mArI do janamojanama bhamatA AvatA AtmAe keTalA pApa bAMdhyA haze? kayuM pApa nahi karyuM hoya? karmanA anaMtAnaMta paramANuo potAnI upara jAma karI daIne svarUpanI jANe hastI maTADI dIdhI hoya tevo have to jaDa banI gayo che. eNe karmanI prakRtio pApanI bAMdhye rAkhI; pApakriyAo pUrI mojathI karI eTale e kArmika rajakaNonI sthiti khUba trAsamaya bane eTalI lAMbI bAMdhI! ane emAM rasa paNa eTalo badho reDI dIdho! rADa paDAvI de evo! khera.... banyuM; te banyuM have zuM karavuM? zAstrakAra paramarSio pharamAve che ke karmo baMdhAtAnI sAthe ja udayamAM AvatA nathI. sAmAnya rIte keTalAka varSo ke yugonA yugo sudhI te kArmika rajakaNo zAMtithI paDI rahetI hoya che. A zAMtikALane abAdhAkALa' kahevAmAM Ave che. A samayanA jAgI gayelA AtmAe pUrepUro lAbha uThAvI levo joIe. abAdhAkALanA samayamAM ATha kiraNonI karma upara asara thaI zake che. ATha karazo eTale ATha prakAranA jhapATAo. eka jhapATo karmane bAMdhI rAkhe che; bIjo enuM AkhuM ya svarUpa ja badalI nAMkhe che; trIjo sthiti rasane vadhArI mUke che; cotho sthiti rasane ghaTADI mUke che; pAMcamo karmanA niyatakALathI vahelA udayamAM lAvI de che; chaThTho karmanA tophAnane zAMta rAkhe che; sAtamo amuka sthitimAM jakaDI rAkhe che. jyAre AThamo jhapATo karmanA rajakaNomAM uparokta koI pheraphAra thavA deto nathI. ApaNI pAse agaNita karmono abAdhAkALa paDayo che. mATe ja sukhethI beThA

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra chIe. karelA pAponA TAImabomba phUTe nahi te pahelAM ja ApaNe uparanA jhapATAomAMnA anukULa jhapATAnI asara nIce te karmone lAvI devA joIe. pApakarmone puNyamAM ya pheravI zakAze; na phare to ya tenA sthira-rasa toDI zakAze. jo mAtra sthiti ane rasa tUTI jAya to ya ApaNe ghaNuM kamAyA! ATaluM to ApaNe jarUra karIe. zuddha dilathI sAco dharma karIe. dharma e mAtA che. ApaNuM badhuM ya sAruM karaze. bhale karAMjIne kerI khAdhI paNa pAchaLathI suMThano phAkaDo levAya to.... to Apharo na caDe. bhalene pachI kerInA locAne pacAvavA paDe... kADhavA paDe.... temAM kazo jhAjho trAsa nathI. pApabaMdhathI duHkhI thanArAo pApAnuM baMdhane kema calAve che? dhAro ke tamArA hAthe bAraNuM baMdha karatAM anupayogane lIdhe UMdaraDI cagadAI gaI ke kabUtarInuM IMDuM phUTI gayuM. kaho! tamane zuM thAya? atizaya trAsa, kheda ane arerATI ja ne? barobara che ema thavuM ja joIe. jainakuLamAM janmelAne ATaluM thAya temAM navAI nathI. paraMtu jene AvuM saMvedana thAya che temane mAre pUchavuM che ke jinapUjA; sAmAyika, maMtrajApa; duHkhitanI dayA vagere karatI vakhate tamArA AtmAno jhoka saMsAranA sukho tarapha ja rahyA kare che kharo? dAna detI vakhate ya prema to lakSmIno ja ne? zIla pALatI vakhate ya vAsanA tarapha ja kUNI lAgaNI ne ? tapa karatI vakhate paNa pakSapAta ta AhArasaMjJAno ja ne? AnuM ja nAma AtmAno azubha jhoka! AvA jhokathI anubaMdha to pApano ja paDe. pUjA vagere dharmakriyAthI bhale baMdha puNyano paDe paNa AvI sthitimAM anubaMdha to pApano ja paDe. kaho AvA pApI anubaMdhano tamane trAsa che kharo? yAda rAkho ke pApakarmanA baMdha karatAM pApanA anubaMdha khUba khataranAka che.

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vd 64 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra puNyakarmanA baMdhanA ja premI thavA karatAM puNyanA anubaMdhanA premI banI javA tarapha vadhu lakSa Apo. pApano baMdha to ekAda naraka ApI de eTaluM ja. paNa durgatinI paraMparA calAvavAnI tAkAta pApanA anubaMdhamAM che. ema puNyano baMdha to baMgalA, moTara ApIne chUTI jAya paNa puNyanA anubaMdha ja temAM anAsaktinI sAdhanAnI bheTa karI zake. jIvana kharAba = anubaMdha kharAba jagatamAM jo mAtra karmano baMdha ja vidyamAna hota to puNya karmanA udayathI eka varga sukhIono hota ane pApakarmanA udayathI bIjo varga duHkhIono hota. Ama be ja varga hota; sukhI ane duHkhI. paraMtu karmanA baMdhanI jema karmanA anubaMdhanI paNa hastI che, mATe ja uparokta be vargamAM pratyekanA be peTA bheda paDatA cAra varga paDI jAya che. puNyano anubaMdha AtmAne sAro banAve; pApano anubaMdha kharAba banAve. sukhIo sArA paNa hoya ane kharAba paNa hoya; duHkhIo sArA paNa hoya ane kharAba paNa hoya. eTale jIvananI kharAbI pAchaLa dekhItA kusaMga vagere jema kAraNa tarIke gaNAya che tema anubaMdhanI kharAbI paNa kAraNabhUta che. A vAta samajAze to anubaMdhonI kharAbIne khatama karavAnI IcchA thaze. tema thatAM tenA upAyo jANavAnI bhAvanA jAgaze. te upAyomAM duSkRtagaryAdi prApta thaze ane tarata jIvana sAruM banavA lAgaze. pApanA anubaMdho tUTe ane puNyanA anubaMdho joDAya eTale tarata jIvana sAruM banI jAya. jema jIbha kharAba dekhAya to peTa kharAba che ema tarata kahevAya; jo AMkhomAM pILAza dekhAya to lIvara kharAba che ema tarata kahevAya; jo cAmaDI upara gaDagUmaDa dekhAya to tarata ema kahevAya ke lohI kharAba che. ema koI paNa sukhI ke du:khI mANasanuM jIvana kharAba dekhAya to ApaNe tarata kahevuM paDe ke eno anubaMdha kharAba che. jIvananI kharAbIone dUra karavA mATe kusaMga tyAgAdinA ane satsaMga sevanAdinA upAyo jema jarUrI che tema anubaMdhane sudhAravA tarapha paNa lakSa ApavAnuM anivArya che.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 65 bhAve bhAvanA bhAvIe eTale zuM? bhAva ane bhAvanAmAM koI phera kharo ? hA. apekSAe phera che. AthI ja 'bhAve bhAvanA bhAvIe' kahyuM che ne ? bhAvathI dAna devuM; bhAvathI zIla pALavuM; bhAve tapa karavo e vAta to hajI samajAya paraMtu bhAvathI bhAvanA bhAvavI eTale zuM ? bhAvanA eTale mananI vicAraNA athavA manamAMthI UThatA bhAvo. bhAvanAnuM janmasthAna mana che. jyAre bhAvanuM janmasthAna AtmA che. manathI paNa AtmA 52 che mATe bhAvanAthI para bhAva che. eka mANasa vANI ane kAyAthI dharma kare paraMtu mananI bhAvanAthI jo na kare; UlaTuM; manathI to parANe dharmakriyA kare to vANI ane kAyAmAtrathI karelI dharmakriyAthI pApakarmo ja baMdha thAya; paraMtu keTalAka mANaso vaDIlonI Ijjata; AjJA; IcchA vagerenA kAraNe mananI IcchA na hovA chatAM manane manAvI le ane pachI mana, vacana ane kAyAthI dharmakriyA kare to temane avazya puNyakarmano baMdha thAya. paraMtu A puNyakarma puNyAnubaMdhI to tyAre ja bane jyAre AtmAno bhAva e kriyAmAM bhaLe. AtmAno e bhAva zuM? e bhAva eTale AtmAno jhoka paNa mokSaprApta dharmakriyA tarapha sahaja rItano hoya to ja e trika2NayoganI kriyA puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano baMdha kare. A ja vAta mana-vacana ane kAyAthI thatI pApakriyAmAM ya samajavI. jo pApakriyA pratye AtmAno jhoka ja na hoya; to te pApakriyA bhayAnaka saMsArane vadhAranArI banI zake nahi. AthI ja kahyuM ke mananI dharma pratyenI bhAvanAo paNa AtmAnA bhAvapUrvakanI hovI joIe. TUMkamAM bhAva eTale samyakatva ke mithyAtva. anubaMdha bagaDayo eTale zuM na bagaDayuM? puNyakarmanA baMdhathI sukhanI sAmagrI maLe; kadAca temAM kazI ya UNapa na rahe paraMtu puNyanA anubaMdha vinA sArApaNuM to na ja maLe; sArApaNA vinA zAMti ya na maLe. zAMti vinAnA karoDo rUpiyA paNa aMgArAnI jema dajhADavAnuM ja kAma kare. anubaMdha bagaDavAthI to ghaNI badhI bAbato ciMtAjanaka banI jAya che. e AtmA

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66 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra paralokadRSTi ja khoI bese che. paralokane jovA mATe sAva aMdha banI jAya che. chatI AMkhe bicArAne aMdha banavuM paDe che. - have vAta ahIMthI ja aTakatI nathI. jeno anubaMdha kharAba thayo enI kharAbIono aMta ja Avato nathI. paralokadRSTi khoI nAkhyA pachI e bicAro maraNano bhaya paNa khoI bese che. e pachI pApano bhaya paNa cAlyo jAya che. pachI tarata ja enI buddhi kharAba thAya che. bicArAnuM jIvana saghaLAM ya pApothI kharaDAIne kALu meza-mahotAM karatAM ya kALuM meMza - thaI jAya che. hajI AgaLa vadhI jene puNyanA baMdha sAthe pApanA anubaMdha vaLagyA tene dharmanAyoganA-sthAno paNa pApanA-bhoganA-sthAno banI jAya che. dAnAdi kriyAo paNa nAmanA vagere kamAvavA mATenA sAdhano banIne saMsAra vadhArI mUkavAmAM nimitta bane che. bicAro kAMI paNa sAruM kare to ya saMsAra vadhAravAmAM ja nimitta bane. medavRddhinI tAsIravALo dUdha pIe ke ghI khAya badhuM ya meda ja vadhAre che ne? jevA kaMjusanA hAla tevA A dAnInA; jevA durAcArInA hAla tevA zIlavAnanA; jevA bhogInA hAla tevA tapasvInA. pharaka mAtra mananI bhAvanAmAM; karmanA baMdhamAM. bIjuM badhuM samAna - tamAro dharma dharmAbhimukha che ke adharmAbhimukha dhAro ke eka parvatanA caDhANamAM be hajAra pagathiyAM che. emAMnA eka hajAramAM pagathiyAM be mANaso UbhA che. eka caDI rahyo che; to bIjo UtarI rahyo che. caDatA mANasanuM e ja pagathiyuM utthAnAbhimukha kahevAya; jyAre UtaratA mANasanuM e ja pagathiyuM patanAbhimukha kahevAya. eTale eka ja pagathiyuM hovA chatAM ApaNane ekane sAruM kahIzuM bIjAne sAruM nahi kahIe. jagatanA jIvomAM jeo dharma kare che temanA paNa AvA ja be prakAro che. keTalAkano dharma dharmAbhimukha hoya che keTalAkano e ja dharma adharmAbhimukha hoya che. eTale tamAma dharmane (dharmakriyAne) ApaNe vakhANI zakatA nathI. je dharma, adharmAbhimukha hoya tenA kadI vakhANa na thAya. saMsAranI Asaktione poSavA mATe ja jeo dharmakriyA kare che te lokono dharma adharmAbhimukha che. emane dharmatattva sAthe kazI levAdevA hotI nathI. dharmane to sAdhana banAvIne e loko sAdhya banelA adharmane

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra ja siddha karavA mathatA hoya che. sAdhya evA dharmane koI adharmanuM sAdhana banAvavo enA jevI ghora AzAtanA dharmanI kaI hoI zake? jyAM letI-detIno vyavahAra thayo te bajAra kahevAya; te mAla bajAru kahevAya. "tuM mane ISTa de; huM tane 1 rUpiyo daIza." e dharma sAtheno bajAru vepalo nathI to bIjuM zuM che? jo tamArA dharmo adharmAbhimukha banI jaze to tamArI mukti mATe have koI auSadha lAgu paDI zakanAra nathI. a. jo buddhi thApa khAtI hoya to anubaMdha kharAba samajavo puNyano ke pApano baMdha mahatvano nathI; kemake te to sukhaduHkhanI sAmagrI ja ApI zake. anubaMdha ja mahattvano che je ApaNane sArA ke kharAba banAvI zake che. jene anubaMdha pApano maLyo tenI buddhi thApa khAya; ane te AtmA kharAba bane. jene anubaMdha puNyano maLe tenI buddhi svastha rahe ane te AtmA sAro ja banI rahe. vinAzImAM avinAzanuM bhAna; azucimAM zucinuM bhAna; azaraNamAM zaraNanuM bhAna.... ItyAdi buddhinI thApo che. A AtmA avazya kharAba banI javAno. pachI cAhe te baMgalAvALo zrImaMta hoya ke jhUMpaDAvALo bhikhArI hoya. bacaravALa hoya ke vAMjhIo hoya. game te sthitimAM hoya. game tema karIne buddhine sudhAravI ja rahI. e mATe anubaMdhane sudhAravo ja rahyo. kema ke buddhinA sArA-narasApaNAMnI jaDa anubaMdhamAM paDelI che. A mATe eka ja upAya che; jinavANInuM satatazravaNa-arthAt saMta samAgama. vANI sAMbhaLavAthI ja rAgadveSanA viSa vyApatA aTake che; jANe ke eka sthAne AvIne rahI jAya che; pachI samajAyuM eTale e viSanuM vamana thayuM. pachI pAmatA to vAra ja na lAge. rohiNIne cora dravya zravaNa mAtrathI aMte kalyANane sparzI gayo ne? gAruDika, maMtra pAThAdinuM zravaNa karAvIne ja pahelAM to zarIramAM vyApelA viSane DaMkha bhAge lAvI mUke che. pachI te viSane cUsI levAno puruSArtha karatAM jhAjhI vAra lAgatI nathI. zravaNa vagere dravya kriyAo rAgAdiviSane eka ko. ko. sAgaropamanI mohanIya karmanI sthitimAM lAvI mUke che, pachI jo svapuruSArthe zakya bane to e viSa cUsI

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8 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra levArUpa aMtaHko. ko. sAgaropamanI sthiti lAvIne samyakatva pAmavAnI-hRdayanI samajUtInI prakriyA pAmatA vAra zI lAgaze? buddhinI thApa ane mahAthApa mAnava jevA mAnavanI paNa buddhi kevI kevI thApa khAI rahI che? paLe paLe pApanA paMthe Daga maMDAve che koNa? je paLamAM buddhi thApa na khAya te paLamAM pApa thavAnuM asaMbhavita che. buddhi ja bagADe che ke mANasane? eNe ja anItinuM dhana laI levAnuM kAnamAM kahyuM ne? "laI le; lUMTI le; AMcakI le; nItinI vAto kara mA! nahi to bhUkhe maraze tArA bALabaccA!" are! joI le rUpane; bhogavI le bhogane; mANI le sauMdaryane! paralokanA gappamAM aTavAIza nahi. anyathA be ya bhava bagaDI jaze." buddhie AvI vAto karI karIne koNa jANe keTalAyanA dila bagADayA haze? jIvana bagADayA haze? AvI to keTalIya thApa sahue khAdhI haze? jema koI gharamAM maraNa ja na thayuM hoya evuM bane nahi.... tame koInA jIvananI koI paNa paLa buddhie bagADI hoya nahi te ya bane nahi. evI vikaTa paristhiti sarjAI cUkI che. paNa A to ThIka, buddhie thApa ja khavaDAvI hota to hajI vAMdho na hato. paNa eNe to mahAthApa paNa khavaDAvI dIdhI che! - thApa khAIne pApa karanArA mANasane sarunI sAkhe prAyazcita ane aMta:karaNano pazcAttApa paNa e karavA detI nathI. e kahe che, "jaIza nahi guru pAse ! kahIza nahi tArA pApa! nahi to tenA dvArA tArA pApa jAhera thatAM ja beAbarU banI jaIza!" kevo bhayaMkara taraMga! pApa karanAra dharmAtmAne to kezariyAM dUdha pAo to ya tenA lohI thavAne badale lohInA pANI thatAM hoya... ene badale buddhinI mahAthApa naciMta ane naphIkaro banAvI de ! hAya! A sthiti ene vadhu naThora ane kaThora banAvIne kyAM laI jaze?

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra jyAM pApanA anubaMdho pachADatA hoya tyAM puNyanA baMdha zA kAmanA? mAtra puNya bAMdhavA tarapha jo dharmIjanonuM lakSa rahetuM hoya to te barAbara nathI. kemake baMdha puNyano paDe paraMtu jo e vakhate anubaMdha pApano paDI jAya to bhAre julama thaI jAya. puNyanA udaye kadAca devagati paNa maLI jAya paraMtu pApanA anubaMdho tyAM gayelA AtmAnuM dhanotapanota kADhI nAkhe. devIomAM atizaya kAmAsakti; vadhu samRddha devo pratye AgajhALa IrSyA; jIvaleNa mithyAtvano ghora udaya vagere bhegA thaIne Atmano ToTo ja pIsI nAkhene? evA pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA udayanA te kadI vakhANa thAya kharA? hAya! e pApI puNyonA udayanI zI vAta karuM? je trIjA vagere devalokamAM devIno janma ja nathI temAMnA bAramA devalokanA devAtmAone sAmAnya rIte to mAnasika vicAramAtrathI vAsanAnI tRpti thaI jatI hoya che. chatAM bAramA devalokanA devAtmAne paNa jo ghora pApAnubaMdha cAlato hoya to devIone paNa choDIne; 400 yojana sudhI phelAtI maDhya lokanI durgadhane paNa sahI laIne e devAtmA A dharatI upara Ave che ane maLa, mUtrAdinI gaMdakIthI bharapUra koI strInA dehamAM mohAI paDIne kALA kAma kare che. bicAro kadAca e ja paLomAM AyuSya pUrNa kare to te ja strInI kukSimAM UMdhA mAthe laTakatA garbharUpe janme. bAramA devalokamAM janma pAmavAmAM puNyodaya keTalo joradAra? paNa pApanA tIvra anubaMdhonA tophAna paNa keTalA bhayAnaka!

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dharmano marma (2) tamAre zuM banavuM che? bhagavAna ke bhAgyavAna? dhana ane dharma (1) (2) (3) jainapaNuM ane zrAvakapaNuM (4) dharmano adhikArI koNa? (5) dharma ane dharmakriyA vacceno bheda (6) tamAre zuM banavuM che? sukhI ke sArA?

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_/ (1) tamAre zuM banavuM che? bhagavAna ke bhAgyavAna?

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra he bhagavAna mane bhagavAna ja banAva have mAre bhAgyavAna thavuM nathI bhagavaMtanI sAme UbhelA kharA dharmAtmAnI bhAvanA kevI hoya? jarA kAna do ane ene sAMbhaLo. he bhagavAn ! tane karAtAM bhAvabharyA namaskArathI jo kAMI banI zakAtuM hoya to mane bhagavAna ja banAva. have mAre bhAgyavAna thavuM nathI. rUpavatI kanyAno kaMta banavAnA bhAgya paNa meM joI lIdhA! oha! narI gulAma dazAno anubhava karI rahyo chuM. lAkhonI saMpattinA mAlikonA bhAgya paNa meM AkheAMkha joI lIdhA! e bicArAonA aMtara vAsanAnI AgothI gherAI cUkyA che. kauTuMbika jIvananI comera azAMtinI Age bharaDo laI lIdho che. emane khAvuM ya bhAvatuM nathI; UMgha paNa AvatI nathI. bALakonA pitAnuM bhAgya paNa jovAI gayuM. have to be bALakano bApa banIne e dIkaro mArI gaLacI na pakaDe to nasIbadAra! mitronI dagAbAjIo joI! munimanA zeTha banIne vizvAsaghAtonA khela paNa joyA! sattAnA svAmI banavAnuM bhAgya pAmIne lAto paNa khAI lIdhI. dehanA ArogyanuM bhAgya paNa joI lIdhuM! sAva takalAdI! snehIjanonA saMgAthanuM bhAgya paNa parakhI lIdhuM! sAva nakalI! mATe ja kahuM chuM ke he bhagavAna! mane bhagavAna ja banAva. basa pachI AmAMnI koI upAdhi nahi. masta rahevAnuM saccidAnaMda svarUpanI mastInI rasachoLamAM. bhagavAna thavAmAM ya eka duHkha duHkhamAM to du:kha ghaNAM gaNAvI zakAya che. sukhamAM ya be duHkha to jarUrI gaNAvI zakAya che. eka IrSyAnuM ane bIjuM atRptinuM. paraMtu bhagavAna thayA pachI paNa eka paNa duHkha UbhuM rahe che e vAta sApekSa rIte mAre tamane jaNAvavI che. A ja kAraNe to mahAzrAvaka kavi dhanapALe paramAtmAnI bhakti karatAM eka paMcAzikAmAM bhagavAna thavAnI anicchA ADakatarI rIte vyakta

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra karI dIdhI che. e duHkha che sevakapaNAnA nAzanuM. jeNe bhagavAnanI bhakti karI; enI AjJAnuM aNizuddha pAlana karyuM, e AjJAonA pAlana khAtara saghaLI IcchAo, tamAma pralobhano, badhA ja saMbaMdhone-enA AnaMdone-ghUMkI nAkhIne bhekha lIdho e eka divasa sevaka maTIne bhagavAna banI javAno. bhagavAna banyA pachI sevakapaNuM; ane sevakapaNAnA AnaMdanI saghaLI mastI cAlI javAnI che. have to jema bhagavAna, bhagavAna. tame A sevaka paNa bhagavAnabe ya sarakhA banI gayA. koI koIne name nahi; koI koInA gIta gAya nahi. je bhaktoe bhaktinI apAra mastI anubhavI che emane bhagavAna thavAmAM ya A duHkhanuM darzana thAya che, ane tethI ja teo sadA bhagavadbhakta rahevAnuM ja jANe pasaMda karatA hoya te rIte prArthanA sUtramAM bhavobhavamAM bhakti mAMge che. - have vicAro ke AnaMda kyA japamAM Ave? soDaa nA japamAM? ke tAsoDhuM nA japamAM? japo sadA hAsoDhuM emAMno "hA" ApameLe UDI ja javAno hoya to pachI ApaNe vAMdho na levo. prabhudarzana karatAM arthakAmavAsanA saMbhavita ja nathI bhAvukAtmA maMdiramAM jaIne kharekhara prabhunuM ja darzana kare to tyAM UbhA rahIne paramAtmA pAse arthakAmanI koI paNa yAcanA karavAnuM saMbhavita ja lAgatuM nathI. darzana jo prabhunuM ja thatuM hoya to te vakhate artha ke kAma saMbaMdhita vAto e ja AMkhanI sAme AvIne zI rIte UbhI rahe? darzana karatAM karatAM aMtara jo prabhunuM ja smaraNa karatuM hoya to e aMtaramAM arthakAmanuM smaraNa ja zI rIte thAya? ane arthakAmanAM smaraNa ane darzananA abhAvamAM enI yAcanA karavAnI to vAta ja rahetI nathI. prabhunA darzanathI prabhumaya banI javAya. e vakhate to Arthika bhIMsanA ke kAmAsaktinA saghaLA ya duHkhonuM vismaraNa ja thaI jAya. kadAca e duHkhone raTato Avato bhakta paNa jyAre prabhudarzana kare tyAre to badhuMya bhUlI ja jAya. hA..

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra maMdiramAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA bAda pharI pelA sukhaduHkhanA vicAro citta pradezamAM UtarI paDe te bane. tame jo sAcuM prabhudarzana karatA hazo to tamArA mATe e arthAdinI bhIkha mAMgavAnuM bhikhArIpaNuM asaMbhavita banI gayuM haze. jene A saMsAra tyAM ya yAda Ave che ene prabhunuM darzana karanAro kema kahI zakAya? prabhunA darzana karanArane to prabhue karelA mahAsukhamaya saMsAranA, tyAganuM ja darzana thAya; prabhue samajAvelI sukhamaya saMsAranI asAratAnuM kAnamAM guMjana thAya. duHkhane kadI nahi raDanArA, duHkhane to sAme jaIne svIkAranArA; ethI ja karmano vinAza zakya banavAnuM jonArA paramAtmA jene dekhAya ene sukhano rAga, ane duHkhano dveSa, e paLomAM to Ubho na ja rahI zake. tyAM kAM to darzana nathI; kAM to rAgAdi nathI. be ya sAthe to saMbhavita ja nathI. mokSa mAgavAmAM badhuM AvI jAya? pachI bIjuM kAM na mAgo? ISTadeva pAse jeo mokSa ja mAge che temane mokSa avazya maLe che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa jyAM sudhI mokSa na maLe tyAM sudhInA bhAvomAM sarva bhautika sukho avazya prApta thAya ane duHkhono vinAza paNa avazya thAya. vaLI e sukhaduHkhomAM virAga ane samAdhi paNa avazya prApta thAya. jo A vAta ATalI badhI cokkasa che to pachI mokSa ja kema na mAgavo? bIjuM kAMI paNa zA mATe mAMgavuM? e badhuM ApoApa maLavAnI khAtarI ja che to tenI ciMtA ja zAne karavI. so rUpiyAnI noTa maLatAM dasa rUpiyAnI noTa mAMgavAnI jarUra ja rahetI nathI. kemake sonI noTamAM to dasa dasa rUpiyAnI dasa noTa samAI ja jAya ulaTa pakSe; jo arthakAmanI yAcanA karAya to kadAca te maLe to ya zAMti to na ja de; cittane virAga ane samAdhi ApavAnI tAkAta to mokSanI ja mAgaNImAM che. evA mAgelA arthakAma zA kAmanA ke jenI sAthe tIvra AsaktinA ane haiyAhoLInA tophAno paNa prApta thatA hoya? Ama badhI rIte eka ja vAta nizcita thAya che ke ISTadela pAse mokSa mAMgo.... sivAya kazuM ya nahi.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra gu tamane bhagavAna game che kharA? jene haiye saMsAranA sukhono tIvra rasa sarvatra relAI gayo che; jene duHkho pratye atyaMta kaDavI najara che, jene duHkho pratye kAramo dveSa che e mANasone huM pUchuM chuM ke tame loko jinAlayamAM zA mATe jAo cho? zuM tamane lokone bhagavAna (bhagavAnapaNuM) kharekhara game che? tamArI upara rAga kare te rAgI upara ja tamane to rAga thAya che. vItarAgI to tamArI upara kadI rAga karatA nathI pachI tamane e vItarAga game zI rIte? bIjI vAta e che ke je rAgadveSa tamane khUba game che te ja rAgadveSane A bhagavAne hajArovAra jAheramAM vakhoDI nAkhyA che. moTAmAM moTA pApa paNa e rAgadveSa pratyenA bhAre premane ja kahyo che. AvA bhagavAna tamane game ja zI rIte? e hajI mane samajAtuM nathI. hajI kadAca ema kabUlIza ke tamane pArzvanAtha vagere bhagavAna gamatA paNa haze (jo tamArA Icchita ne pUruM pADatA hovAno tamane vizvAsa jAmyo hoya to) paNa e vItarAga bhagavaMtonI vItarAgatA - rAgadveSarahitatA - to tamane nahi ja gamatI hoya. aphasosa! jene vItarAgatA na gamatI hoya te AtmA vItarAgane karoDovAra bhaje to ya e kadApi vItarAgI banI zake nahi. sAdhu (mAmA mahArAja, bena mahArAja tarIke) game paNa jo sAdhutA na gamatI hoya to sAdhu gamyAthI koI nistAra nathI. bhagavAna banAvavA samartha dharma paNa bhagavAna na banAvI zake jinezvara bhagavaMtoe mArgAnusArI jIvanathI mAMDIne vItarAga thavA sudhInA jeTalA dharmo batAvyA che te badhA ya mokSa ApanArA ja dharmo che. saMsAra sukha pAmavA mATe eka paNa dharmanuM vidhAna temaNe karyuM nathI. mokSa eTale ApaNAmAM rahelA bhagavadbhAvanuM pragaTIkaraNa. have prazna thAya che ke jinezvara bhagavaMte batAvelA-sAdhujIvana sudhInA - badhA ya dharmo ApaNe anaMtIvAra karyA chatAM ApaNe kema bhagavAna na banyA? ApaNo

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra bhagavabhAva kema pragaTa na thayo? are! bhagavadbhAva pragaTa thavAnI vAta to dUra rahI paraMtu InsAnabhAva paNa kema pragaTayo nahi? narI hevAniyatamAM ja kema sabaDI rahyA chIe? Ano uttara e che ke bhagavAna banAvavA samartha te kriyAo tene ja bhagavAna banAve che jenI bhagavAna banavAnI tIvra IcchA che. samudramAM DUbatA mANasane ugArI levA mATe nAvaDI samartha che paNa je e nAvaDIne pakaDe tene ja ugAre ne? na pakaDe ene to moTI sTImara paNa na ugArI zake. ApaNe kyAreya bhagavAna banavuM hatuM kharuM? ekAdavAra AtmAne pUcho to kharA ke Aje paNa tArI bhagavAna banavAnI IcchA che kharI? have bhAgyavAna banavAnA tArA manoratho taddana zAMta thaI gayA che kharA? sukhamaya saMsAranA bhAgyo paNa have tAre joItA nathI? basa! tAre bhagavAna ja thAvuM che? bhagavAna thavA mATe sAdhu ja banavuM che? te mATe ghara tyAgavuM ja che?' jo jo zuM javAba maLe che te ? khATale ja moTI khoDa che tyAM zuM thAya? ATalI lAto khAdhA pachI paNa bhAgyavAna banavAnI bhAvanA!!! jyAre saMsAranI koI samajaNa na hatI; jyAre bhogasukhonA bhaDakAne jIvanano prakAza mAnI levAnI bhUla thaI cUkI hatI tyAre to "bhAgyavAna banavAnA soNalAM jIvananI khIMTIe TiMgAtA rahyA hatA e vAta supere samajAya jAya tevI che. IcchA hatI ke lakSAdhipatinuM bhAgya pAmuM ! sauMdaryarANInA patinuM bhAgya pAmuM! be bALakonA pitAnuM bhAgya pAmuM! khyAtanAma sAhebanuM bhAgya pAnuM! basa AvAM AvAM aDhaLaka bhAgyathI saMpanna banuM. paNa e to jIvananI ugamaNI bAjue beThA beThA kareluM brAnta darzana hatuM; kemake AthamaNI bAjuthI have jotAM sAva juduM ja dekhAya che! have badhAM ya bhAgyo sAva nakalI ane atyaMta takalAdI jaNAyAM! dhananA bhAgya maMdInA jhapATe dhovAI gayA? patinA bhAgya vidhura jIvanamAM palaTAI gayA! pitAnuM bhAgya bALakonA gulAmanI sthitimAM pheravAI gayuM! Arogya tUTI paDyuM! khyAtio verAI gaI! saMsAranuM koI paNa bhAgya pANInA parapoTAnA saptaraMgo jevuM. kSaNamAM ja

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra hataprahata! naSTavinaSTa! he bhagavAna! Aja sudhI to bhUlyo. paNa have bhAna AvyuM che. have to roma-roma pukAra karIne tane kahe che, "he bhagavAn ! mane bhagavAna ja banAva! mAre bhAgyavAna thavuM ja nathI." e bhAgyoe ja mArA jIvanano bhoga lIdho che! have mAre e lobhAmaNI chalanAomAM jarA ya phasAvuM nathI. he bhagavAn ! mane bhagavAna ja banAva.' bhagavAna thavAnI eka ja IcchA! kadI vAMjhaNI na rahe jagatanA jAtajAtanA bhAgyo pAmavAnI IcchAo game teTalI joradAra hoya to ya kadAca niSphaLa paNa jAya! eka bhava mATe nahi, hajAro-lAkho bhava sudhImAM ya te IcchA na paNa phaLe. jyAre bhagavAna thavAnI IcchAnI vAta sAva UlaTI che. jene bhagavAna thavAnI tIvratama tAlAvelI jAge che e chevaTamAM chevaTa ATha bhavamAM muktipada pAmI zake che. bhAgyavAnuM thavAnI karoDo prakAronI IcchAo kadAca koIkane phaLavatI bane to ya emAM bIjI upAdhi e che ke jene je IcchA pUrNa thaI tane bIjI aneka IcchAo UbhI thAya ja che. ema thatAM e IcchAo pUrNa na thAya tyAM sudhI e AtmA bhAre manovyathA anubhavato rahe che. A vyathAnA duHkha pAse, pUrNa thayelI ekAda IcchAnuM sukha kAMI visAtamAM hotuM nathI. Ama saravALe to e AtmA duHkhI ja rahe che. jyAre bhagavAna thavAnI IcchA pUrNa thatAM to koI IcchA na ja rahe e vAta taddana sahaja che, kema ke bhagavAna thayA eTale vItarAga thayA; emane IcchA kevI? paNa ajIbanI vAta to e che ke bhagavAna thavAnI tIvra IcchA ekavAra jAgI jAya pachI bhagavAna na thavAya tyAM sudhInA samayamAM paNa jagatanA koI paNa bhAgyanI IcchA ja ubhavatI nathI. bhagavAna thayA pachI to moja che ja. paNa bhagavAna thayA pahelAM paNa A AtmAne agaNita IcchAonI pUrtinA trAsanA duHkho maTI jatAM bhAre moja paDI jAya che. chatAM kevI kamanasIbInI vAta che ke "to ya mANasane bhAgyavAna ja thavuM che - bhagavAn thavuM ja nathI.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra dharmathI arthakAma maLe paNa maMgAya nahi sArA manAya nahi devAdhideva, zAsanapati paramAtmA mahAvIranI aMtima dezanAmAM paramAtmAe prathama to cAra puruSArthanuM varNana karyuM hatuM. temAM mukhyatve A vAto hatI. (1) mokSanI abhilASAthI karAto dharma e ja dharma kahevAya. (2) dharmathI arthakAma maLe emAM kazuM Azcarya nathI. (3) paNa dharma dvArA arthakAma maMgAya to nahi ja. (4) dharmathI maLI jatI arthakAmanI sAmagrIne kadI sArI manAya nahi. bhale e sAmagrI dharmathI maLI; ane bhale kadAca e sAmagrIthI punaH dharma paNa thAya to ya dharmathI maLelI ane dharma karAvanArI e arthakAmanI sAmagrIne sArI to na ja manAya. hA, dharma sAro.... paNa arthakAmanI sAmagrI kadI sArI nahi. A vicAra khUba ja mahattvano che. paramAtmAnI chellAmAM chellI dezanAmAM rajU thayeluM A utkRSTa jJAna che mATe enuM mahattva paNa ghaNuM vadhI jAya che. dharmanA kSetromAM ghusI gayelA arthakAmarasiko A vAtanuM UMDANa sparze to temanuM ghaNuM ahita thatuM aTakI jAya. ghAsa ugADavA mATe biyAraNa? hoya nahi dharma to mUlyavAna biyAraNa che. paramapadanA anAjanI phasalanI prApti mATe ja e biyAraNa jIvananA khetaramAM nakhAya. hA. chatAM ghAsa UgI gayA vinA rahetuM nathI e nirvivAda satya che. paNa evA ghAsanI prApti mATe e biyAraNa to na ja vavAya ne? ghAsa UgI nIkaLyuM e eka vAta che. ane ghAsa ugADavuM e bIjI vAta che. ghAsa ugADAya nahi; UgI nIkaLavAnI vAta ApaNA hAthabahAra che. jagatanA arthakAmanA sukho ghAsa samAna che. dharma karanArane e sukho maLI jAya emAM vAMdho nahi; paNa maMgAya to nahi ja. mUlyavAna biyAraNazA dharmanA phaLarUpe to paramapadanI anAjanI phasala ja maMgAya.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 7e AvA samaju dharmAtmAne arthakAmanA sukhanA ghAsa maLe to ya mAre nahi; ene lapaTAve nahi; balake uttarottara eno UrdhvavikAsa karavAmAM nimitta bane. anAja tarapha jenI najara che te mANasa che. ghAsa tarapha jeNe mITa mAMDI che te to Dhora che. Dhora eTale Dhora. prItama tuM eka pyAro rokeTa yuganA kahevAtA dharmI (!) mANasonI dharma pratyenI bhAvanA jotAM ya trAsa trAsa thaI jAya che. A loko cAre bAju doDe che. pArasanAthane ya bhaje che; vIrane ya pUje che; pIrane ya cAdara oDhADI Ave che; mAtAjIne cUMdaDI caDAve che ane hanumAnajIne siMdUra mUkI Ave che. vaLI kyAMka mahAdevajI AvI jAya to temane ya mAthuM namAvI Ave che. badhe ya kAMIka gaNagaNATa karatA rahe che. bhogarasiyAonA gaNagaNATamAM bIjuM te zuM hoya? "mAruM duHkha jAo; ane sukha Avo." e ja ke bIjuM kAMI ! A bhIkha mAMgavAnI vAta jevuM bIjuM pApa karyuM haze jagatamAM? A loko je dharma kare che e kadI paNa sAco-zraddhApUrvakano hoI zake kharo? jarA ya nahi. A loko mAtra loTarI lagADatA hoya che. "lAgyuM to tIra, nahi to tukko. badhI sarakAranI loTarI lagADI mUkIe. "kamAyA to aDhI lAkha! gayA to pAMca savA pAMca rUpiyA ja!'' kevI bhayAnaka manodazA! AvA lokone to nachUTake eka vAta kahI devAnuM mana thaI jAya che ke AnA karatAM to eka ja dhaNI mAthe karavo sAro. je mAMgavuM hoya te badhuM ya tenI (arihaMtanI) ja pAse pUrNa zraddhA sAthe mAMgo. bIje kyAMya bhamo mA! e to vezyAnA jevuM mana kahevAya. vezyAne mAthuM duHkhe tyAre eke ya AdamI dabAvavA na Ave ane satIne mAthuM du:khe to? o loTarIvALAo! tamArA dilanA dukhAvA kema jatA nathI e vAta have tame samajI gayA ne? to have saMkalpa karo kayAMka... prItama tuM eka pyAro! vikAsa thavAno haze to hajI kadAca Aja raste thaI jaze.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra pArzvanAtha gamanArane zuM enI vItarAgatA gamatI nathI? aphasosa vItarAga bhagavAna pArzvanAtha khUba game ane emanI rAgadveSarahitatA jarA ya na game evuM bane kharuM? hA. badhA saMsArarasika AtmAo mATe AvuM ja bane. e loko pArzvanAthane khUba bhaje te ya saMsAranA rAgadveSanA poSaNa mATe ja hoya. pArzvanAthe je rAgAdine mAryA te rAgAdine jivADavA mATe ja saMsArarasika loko pArzvanAthane khUba premathI pUjatA hoya! che ne A paNa jagatanA saghaLA Azcaryone TapI jAya tevuM Azcarya! jene vItarAganI vItarAgatA khUba gamI jAya ene rAgAdibhAvo jIvanamAM je jhaMjhAvAto sarje che enuM to keTaluM bhayAnaka duHkha hoya! vItarAgatAnApremIne rAganA ja ghara samA baMgalA kema gamaze? strI kema gamaze? kuTuMbano mohapAza zI rIte sAro lAgaze? rAgathI khAvAnuM ene kema gamaze? jyAre jyAre rAgAdimayatA jIvanamAM dekhAya tyAre tyAre enI AMkho AMsuvihoNI kema rahI zakaze? AvA mahAtmA gRhastho maMdiramAM moja kare.... ane jyAre nachUTake-AjIvikA mATe maMdiramAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM paDe tyAre e udAsa thaI jAya. bahAra nIkaLIne oTalA upara Dhagalo thaIne besI jAya. lamaNe hAtha daIne bole, "oha! pAchuM e rAgAdinA pApothI bharelA saMsAramAM mAre javuM paDaze? he bhagavAnuM?" kyAM che AvA oTale besIne nisAsA nAkhatA bhakto! koka to dekhADo! ghaDIyALanA kAMTe pUjA karanArAo, rAgAdinA poSaNa mATe ja pUjA bhaNAvanArAo ke AyaMbila adyuma vagere tapa karanArAo, ISTasiddhi thaI jAya eTale prabhune ane tenA tapadharmane kAyama mATe salAma karI denArAo vItarAganA bhakta haze paNa vItarAgatAnA te zatru ja kahevAze. vistAra te vItarAgabhaktamAM zakya nathI. vItarAgatAnA ja bhakto vItarAga banyA che. kesariyAjI jevI kaphoDI sthiti zaMkhezvarajInI na karatA artha ane kAmanA rasiyao potAnI jAta; kuTuMba, gAma vagerene to bagADe ja che paNa AvA loko tIrthonI tArakatAne paNa duSita kare che. je tIrtho

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra saMsArasAgaramAMthI pAra utArIne mokSa pamADavAno gauravavaMto mahimA dharAve che, te ja tIrthone arthakAmapUrtinA camatkAronuM dhAma jaNAvIne e loko hajAro-lAkho lokone kheMce che. sahu e ja vAsanAthI teno mahimA varNavatA thAya che. tIrtha UbhuM rahe che; tIrthatvano vinAza thAya che. Ama thatAM e tIrtha mithyAddaSTionuM dhAma banI jAya che. 81 AvA kAraNe keTalAya tIrtha hAthamAMthI gayA; ane koNa jANe bIjA keTalA jaze ? zaMkhezvarajInI paNa AvI durdazA to nahi thAya ne ? evo bhayAnaka vicAra manamAM AvI jAya che. jenA kAMkare kAMkare anaMta AtmAo mokSa pAmyA e pAlItANAnuM siddhakSetra have dharmIonI najaramAMthI AghuM thatuM jAya ane arthakAmapoSakatAnI dRSTie bIjA keTalAMka tIrthonAM mahimA jo vadhato jAya to zuM ema na kahI zakAya ke have jainatvanI dazA besI gaI che? sAdhya koNa ane sAdhana koNa? zrI ane zrIpatimAM! zrI eTale lakSmI! 'lakSmI' zabdathI sakaLa sukha sAmagrI samajavI. zrIpati eTale bhagavAna! tamAre zuM joIe? tamAre zuM banavuM che? tamAruM sAdhya zuM? tamAre lakSmI AdinA bhAgyothI saMpanna-bhAgyavAna-banavuM che ke bhagavAna banavuM che? tamAruM sAdhya bhagavAna banavAnuM. ane bhagavAna banavA mATe lakSmI Adine sAdhana banAvI devAnuM ? bhagavAna banavAmAM dhana, deha vagere khUba sArA sAdhana banI zake che; dAna, zIlAdi dvArA sto. jo sAdhya hoya bhagavAnapaNAnI prApti e sAdhana banatAM hoya dhana vagere... to mAre kazuM kahevAnuM rahetuM nathI. paNa jagata tarapha najara karuM chuM to AthI UlaTuM ja dekhAya che. sAdhya banyuM che dhana, ane sAdhana banyA che deva, guru ane dharma. lakSAdhipati ke karoDapati banavAnA lakSyAMkane prApta karavA mATe ghaNA loko

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra camatkArika gaNAyelA tIrthomAM doDe che; dorAdhAgAdhArI sAdhuonI pAse pharatA rahe che ane AyaMbila aThThama Adi tapa-dharmonuM sevana karatA hoya che. AvA lokone bhAgyavAna banavuM hoya che. A loko bhagavAna vagerene tenuM sAdhana mAnI beThA che. deva, guru, dharmanI-AnAthI vadhu krUra-AzAtanA kaI hoI zake ? sAdhyane sAdhana banAvI devuM! enA jevuM krUra pApa, ghora mithyAtva bIjuM kayuM hoI zake? hajI DAhyA bano sAMsArika sukho pratyenA kAtIlarAganA pAgalapanathI mukta thAo ane rasoI banAvavA mATe jema kolaso saLagAvI devA dvArA sAdhana bane che tema bhagavAna banavA mATe dehAdi sAdhanone zoSavI nAkhIne sAcA sAdhana banAvI do to ghaNuM suMdara. sukharasiyAne sukha devAya? jene saMsAranA sukho pratye gADha Asakti che ane dharma karAvavA mATe sukhasAmagrInI prAptinuM pralobhana ApI zakAya? AvA loko jo dharma karaze to paNa potAnA ISTasukhonI prAptinA sAdhana tarIke ja dharma karavAnA che. emanuM sAdhya to saMsAranA sukho ja rahevAnA. jo emanA nasIbe yArI ApI ane dharma karatAM sukha maLI gayuM to e tarata ja dharmane dhakko mArIne cAlatI pakaDavAnA. dharmanuM A keTaluM bhayAnaka apamAna gaNAya? ene sAdhya banAvavAne badale sAdhana banAvavo e ja enI ghora AzAtanA che. sukharasiyAoe jagatane sukhanuM sAdhana banAvyuM paNa dharmane ya sAdhana banAvyo. AvA loko upara jo sAcI karuNA hoya to te ja che ke temane sukha mATe dharma na dekhADavo. uTATIAnI bhayAnaka khAMsI khAto chokaro enI mA pAsethI pIparamIMTa levA dhamapachADA kare to ya mA tene dAda detI nathI. saMgrahaNIno dardI, kesariyA dUdha pIvA game teTalI kAgAroLa macAve to ya hiteSIo tene dUdha detA natI. A ja temanA pratyenI karuNA che. je sAdhuo AzritonI "kharI mA' bane che teo kadApi temanI kevaLa dravyadayA jotA nathI. A AkhuM ya vidhAna rAjamArganuM samajavAnuM che.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 83 je dharmAtmAne mATe dharma ja sadA sAdhya banI rahe che. dharmathI dhana maLe to ya je dharmane vadhu zraddhAthI vaLagI rahe che; jene dhana AdinI mAtra AjIvikA pUratI jarUra che; eTalI AjIvikA na maLe to dharmamAM vighna AvatAM jenuM mana udvega pAme che tenI vAta sAva judI che. gItArthaguru ane e mugdha dharmAtmA vaccenI vyaktigata bAbata che. AtmA uttama! chatAM kyAreka kArya adhama! zAthI? janma-janmAMtaronI dharmasAdhanAnA baLe AtmAmAM sAhajika uttamatA prakAzatI hoya che. keTalAka manane manAvavA-samajAvavAnA prayatnapUrvaka sAco dharma karatA hoya che. to keTalAka AtmAo sahaja rIte ja dharma karatA hoya che. caMdananI sahaja suvAsa jevI emanI uttamatA hoya che. paNa AvA uttama AtmAo paNa potAnA jIvanamAM kyAreka adhamakRtya AcarI bese tevuM banI jAya kharuM. bezaka! e sthiti khUba ja AzcaryabharI lAge paraMtu zAstranI sUjhavALA jJAnIone temAM kazuMya Azcarya jaNAtuM nathI. prazna eTalo ja che ke sAhajika uttamatAvALA AtmAonuM e jAtanuM patana zAthI thaI jatuM haze? AnA samAdhAnamAM zAstrakAra maharSio jaNAve che ke AvuM banavA pAchaLa janmajanmAMtaranI koka gaMbhIra bhUla kAraNa banatI hoya che. uttama kakSAno dharma karavA chatAM jo te dharma dvArA sAMsArika sukho prApta karavAnI bhAvanA cittamAM jora pakaDI le ane tenI yAcanA paNa tIvratA pAme to te uttama dharma uttamatA Ape ane te adhama bhAvanA adhama kRtyonI kALI TIlI paNa lagADe. tamAma vAsudevo ane prativAsudevo avazya mokSagAmI hovAnI uttamattAvALA hovA chatAM je akAryothI tatkALa nArakabhegA thaI gayA te akAryonuM bIja janmAMtaranA tIvadharma sAthenI tIvra sAMsArika vAsanAomAM paDeluM ja hatuM. sAMsArika vAsanAonI pUrtinI bhAvanA sAthe karAtA dharma dvArA AtmA sAthe kevI bhayaMkara ramata ramAI jAya che e vAta barobara samajAI javI joIe; jethI e pApa jIvanamAM kadI udbhave nahi.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra pApapratighAtazakti, mAtra bhaktimAM koNa jANe keTalAya janmomAM sevI sevIne asthimajjA jevA ekarasa karI dIdhA haze pApasaMskAro; AtmAnA pradeza-pradezamAM ? pApa nahi karavAnA himAlayanA saMkalpo tUTI paDe che; tapa-tyAganA bhISma puruSArthonA paMthe thAkI javAya che. vaLI e ja lAcArI; e ja paravazatA; e ja gulAmI. pApano paDachAyo dekhAyA bAda koIka ja mANasa enAthI bhAgI chUTI zakato haze. koNa toDI zake pAponuM A AsurI baLa! ApaNo tAto puruSArtha paNa niSphaLa gayo che. eka ja uttara maLe che : bhakti; bhagavaMtanI! sAcI bhakti; hRdayanI ArajhuothI khIcokhIca bharelI bhakti! koka ja karI zake che evI bhaktine! mATe koka ja bacI zake pAponA e bhayAnaka jhapATAomAMthI! bhakti evA bhagavaMtanI che je sarvathA niSpApa che; sarvathA zuddha che. AthI ja e bhakti pApapratighAtazakti banI rahe che. judI judI rIte pApano prAgabhAva te jALavI ja rAkhe che. bhakta pApa karavA taiyAra thAya tyAM ja bhakti evI trIjI vyaktine upasthita karI de ke pApanuM nATaka bhajavavAnuM baMdha rahI jAya. banatA sudhI to sAcI Izvarabhakti pApavAsanAne jAgavA detI nathI. ApaNe A bhaktitattvamAM apAra niSThA keLavavI joIe ane e niSThApUrvaka ja japa, pUjana, vaMdana vagere bhaktione ArAdhavI joIe. te vinAnA mANasane mATe pApo nahi chUTatA hovAnI phariyAdo karavAnuM taddana arthahIna banI jatuM lAge che. sArA (mokSa) karatAM kharAba (saMsAra) samajavo jyAM sudhI mokSa na game tyAM sudhI game teTalI dharmakriyA karo; mAsa mAsanA

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra upavAsa karo; AjIvana brahmacArI bano; sarvasvanuM dAna karo... badhuM ya niSphaLa. mATe ja game te rIte majAno evo mokSa majAno lAgI ja javo joIe. tyAMno AnaMda; tyAnuM sukha; tyAMnuM zAzvata jIvana; vagere samajI lo ane te sthAnanA premI banI ja raho. paNa nahi joyelI e duniyA upara prema jagADI devAnuM kAma ghaNuM ja kAThuM che ema lAge che; cAhe teTalI e cIja sArI hoya. have zuM karavuM? mokSano prema to game te rIte jagADavo ja rahyo. khera... pelI vAta yAda Ave che ke divela pIvA mATe bALaka sIdhI rIte moM khole nahi to mA enuM nAka dabAvIne paNa moM kholAvI de che. AvI ja koIka "TrIka" ahIM samajAvavI che. sAruM tyAre; bhale mokSanA AnaMdanI majAmAM majA na AvatI hoya paNa cAre bAjuthI saLagelA tamArA saMsAranA sukhonI sajA to anubhUta ja che ne? kevo saLagyo che saMsAra? eke ya vAta duHkha vinAnI nahIM, ekAda duHkha badhAM sukhane saLagAve; badhA sukha aMte to viyoga ja pAme. hAya! mAryA vinA to ahIM jivAya ja nahi. AvA saMsAra khAtara amUlya zakti, samaya ane dharmano bhoga ApI dIdho to ya e to ahIMthI hAlyA javAnuM rokaDuM parakhAvI ja deze. kevo kharAba che saMsAra? to ahIMthI nAsI ja chUTavuM joIe ne? jyAM A saMsAra nathI tyAM sto vaLI. baMgalAdezanA baMgALIoe baMgalAdezamAMthI kevI nAsabhAga karI? zuM bhArata temane gamI gayuM che? nA... paNa yAhyAkhAnanA paMjAmAM sapaDAyelo deza to temane bhUDo lAgI ja gayo che. mATe ja... tame ya eka vAra sahu sAthe bolo... "saMsAra khUba ja kharAba che.' "bhUkhyAne prathama bhojana! pachI dharma!" kahenArAone... cAre bAju bUmarANa macI che, "bhUkhyAne bhojana ja na maLe; nAgAne vastra ja na hoya; sUvAne oTalo ya na hoya te mANasane dharmanI vAto karavAno koI artha nathI. pahelAM enI jarUriyAto pUrI pADo; pachI dharmanI vAta karo."

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra bezaka; AvuM vidhAna karanArAonA aMtaHkaraNamAM dharma pratyeno tiraskAradhikkArabhAva che paraMtu rajUAta ghaNI ja AkarSaka hovAthI bhalabhalAne "Ulu" banAvAyA che. AvA pracArakone mAre eka ja vAta pUchavI che ke jeo bhUkhyA nathI paNa peTa ane paTArA bharelA che; TerelInanA sUTanA jene tyAM gaMja khaDakAyA che; jeo moTA InDasTrIyAlIsTa che te badhA ya zuM dharma karatA thaI gayA che? ke pachI vadhumAM vadhu nAstikatA temanA jIvanamAM paNa saMbhavI zake che kharI? teo bhagavadbhakta; duHkhIonA mitra ane jIvanathI pavitra haze kharA? jo A vAta vicAravA lAyaka banI jatI hoya; jo peTa bharelAnA jIvano pApothI kharaDAI javAno vAyaro ja cAlato hoya to bhUkhyAnA duHkha zA khoTA che? be vikalpamAM ja pasaMdagI karavAnI thAya to kaI karavI? vaLI bhUkhyAne bhojana ApavAnI nA koNa pADe che? paNa te mATenI bhUmikA to taiyAra thavI ja joIe ne? du:khIne potAnA duHkhamAM je dInatA AvI jAya che tene prathama dUra karavI joIe; tyAra pachI sukhamAM saMbhavita lInatAonA anartho paNa samajAvI rAkhavA joIe. jo evI majabUta bhUmikA taiyAra thaI jAya to e bhUkhyAne bhojana ApavAnI vAtano vyaktivizeSe koNa niSedha kare che? paNa jo dInavAdi doSone "ceka apa' karavAmAM Ave nahi ane bhUkhanA duHkha TALavAnI prakriyA apanAvAya to peTa bharelAnA jIvano A dharatI upara zApa banIne phelAze; Aga banIne varasaze; koI mA-benanI Ijjata salAmata nahi rahe. lohImAMthI DAyAbiTIsa "ceka karyA vinA saDelA AMtaraDAnuM oparezana karanAra DaoNkTara gadheDo gaNAya che hoM! navarAzamAM sanmAna pAmatI cIja; bhaMgIA jevI tamAre tyAM dIkarAnA lagnaprasaMge bhAratanA vaDA pradhAnathI mAMDIne gAmano bhaMgIyo paNa hAjarI Ape tyAre pahelAM to moTA baDekhAMone ja maLo ne ? e badhAyanuM badhuM ya patI jAya pachI jo navarAza maLe to ja pelA bhaMgIyAno naMbara lAge ne? ane jo navarAza na maLI to bhaMgIyAne bIje-trIjI-cothe-dahADe maLavAno vAyado ApaApa karIne chaTakI jAo ne?

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra tamArA jIvanamAM dharma paNa bhaMgIyA jevo ja nathI? saMsAranI badhI vAto patI jAya ane pachI jo nasIbajo ge navarAza maLe (ane mUDa AvI jAya) to ja dharmakriyAono naMbara lAge ne? tame sAdhuone ghaNI vAra kahyuM haze ke, "navarAza maLatI nathI kemake gharAkI puSkaLa rahe che." paraMtu tame tamArA gharAkane evuM kadI kahyuM che kharuM ke, "navarAza maLatI nathI kemake jApa vagere khUba karavAno rahe che?'' AyaMbila paNa ravivAranI navarAze ! vyAkhyAnazravaNa paNa ghare beThAM bagAsA khAvAnA hoya to ja! Ano artha e thayo ke ApaNA deva, guru ane dharma traNeya bhaMgIyAnA sthAne birAjamAna thayelA che. keTalI duHkhada bAbata! pamAna karIne enI bhakti karavI emAM zI bhalIvAra? nAka kApIne kokane pakavAna jamADavA jevuM karyuM ne? nAgA karIne pAghaDI paherAvI ne? DAhyA ho to sAnamAM samajI jAo; ane have tamAro siddhAMta badalo.... navarAzamAM ja saMsAra! sAmAyiko karatAM karatAM navarAza maLe to ja mahemAna! vahevAra vagere.. puruSArthe khetI; puNya varasAda; dharme anAsakti A hindustAnamAM kheDUta jevo Astika saMsArIjana kayo haze? kevo dharakhama puruSArtha karIne khetara taiyAra karI de che? baLabaLatI bapora! lU jhIMkato pavana! Aga varasAvatuM gagana! pasInAnA to relarelA UtarI jAya! puruSArtha to AkhI duniyA kare che! paNa tana toDI nAMkhavA sudhIno puruSArtha to kheDu ja karato haze! ane pachI jeTha mAsa Ave che; ane UtaravA ya lAge che. eka pachI eka nakSatra AvatuM jAya che. have e kheDu mahArAja gagana bhaNI mITa mAMDIne bese che. nakSatronA vartArAnI vAto kare che ane sahune kahe che, "have to hajAra hAthanA dhaNInI je

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88 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra IcchA haze te ja thaze. enI marajI haze to pANI paDaze; nahi to UnI UnI Aga varasyA karaze." kheDu kyAMya bhUlathI paNa ema bolato nathI ke, "ATalo dharakhama puruSArtha karyo che mATe phaLa AvavuM ja joIe. puruSArthathI zuM asAdhya che? ApaNo saMkalpa hoya to varasAda paDavuM ja joIe." nA. bApaDo evuM kAMI ja bolato nathI. enI to eka ja vAta che, "dhaNInI IcchA haze te ja thaze. ApaNo game teTalo puruSArtha karIe tethI kAMI na vaLe. evI IcchA ya na rakhAya." kheDunI keTalI jabbara AstikatA! vAta paNa taddana sAcI ja che ne? tame game teTalA baMdha bAMdho ke TrekaTaro pheravo, ke kUvA khodAvo, varasAda ja na thAya to? badhuM bekAra! yAda rAkhajo ke puruSArthe to khetI ja thAya; paNa varasAda to bhAgyathI ja paDe; ane varasAda paDe; vIsa AnI varSa thAya; hajAro rUpiyAnI kamANI thAya to te kamANInuM suMdara pAcana to pUrvajanmanA dharmano sahAro hoya to ja thAya. emAM bhAgyanuM ya na cAle.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra dhanathI dharma? zuM dhanathI dharma na thAya? UbhA raho. A praznano javAba ApavA pUrve eka prazna pUchI lauM. zuM dUdhathI lohI thAya? zuM roTalIthI tAkAta Ave? jo hA kahezo to khoTA Tharazo. tamArA hAthamAM dUdhano pyAlo pakaDo ke ghauMnI roTalI rAkho; lohI ke tAkAta pAMca divase ya nahi jovA maLe. eTale ahIM kahevuM ja paDaze ke dUdha pIvAthI e roTalI khAvAthI lohI thAya; paNa ATaluM ya basa nathI. hajI AgaLa vadhIne kaho ke pIdheluM dUdha pace to; khAdhelI roTalI pace to lohI thAya. A ja rIte kahevuM joIe ke dhanathI dharma na thAya. dhana to ghaNA moTA dhanapatio pAse che chatAM jIvanamAM dharmanuM nAmonizAna jovA maLatuM nathI. dharma to dhananI mUrchA tyAgavAthI ja thAya. jo dhanathI ja dharma thaI jato hota to bhagavAna mahAvIranA sevako tarIke abajopati devo hAjara hatA. ekAdane paNa bhagavaMte pharamAvI dIdhuM hota ke, "je loko dharma kare temanA gharamAM dhanano varasAda varasAvI dejo.' kema Ama kadI na kahyuM? AjanA garIbone ane dhanavAnone-beyana-dhananI vAsanA maryAdA vaTAvI cUkI che. emane maMtra, taMtrAdi dvArA dhana prApta karAvI ApavAmAM Ave to e loko dharmane tarata dhakko mArI de, kemake emanuM sAdhya dhana che; dharma to sAdhana che. - sAdhya prApta thAya pachI sAdhanane dhakko ja mAre ne? dharmanI A kevI ghora AzAtanA! saMto! dhanalolupIne dharma karAvavA mATe ya dhananuM pralobhana kadI na dezo. bicArA AzAtanAnuM pApa bAMdhaze. pApanI jema dharmo ya udhAra khAte! jIvananA pAsAM be... jamA ane udhAra.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra pApo to udhAra khAte ja khatavAya, emAM koI saMdehane avakAza nathI. paNa e vAtathI keTalA AtmAo vAkepha che ke jIvanamAM karAtA keTalAka dharmo paNa A rIte udhAra khAte khatavAI jatA hoya che. jene mokSamArganI samajaNa ja nathI, paralokano jene bhaya nathI, pApano jene kaMpa nathI; puNyano jene mokSArthe khapa nathI tevA AtmAo prAyaH to dharma kare ja nahi; kadAca dharma kare to zA mATe kare? e ja prazna che. dhananI mUchavALo dhana tyAgavArUpa dAna zuM karavA kare paNa? vAsanAno kIDo zuM karavAnuM zIla pALe vAru? rasanAno laMpaTa zA mATe tapa karavAno puruSArtha kare ? kAMI kAraNa bhalA? kAM to A lokanA dharmI tarIkenA mAnapAna Adi meLavavA mATe ja kare; kAM to paralokanA urvazI - apsarAnA bhoga sukhonI lAlace ja dharma kare. je vAMjhIo bALaka mATe valakhA mAre, je vidhura, strI khAtara phAMphAM mAre! je yuvAna, vAsanAthI kAyara bane.... ane pachI e mATe ja je dharamanuM zaraNuM le.. eno dharama jamAnA pAsAmAM kadI khatavI zakAya nahi. dhana daIne vadhu dhana meLavavA mATenA dharmane dharma zuM kahevo? A to levaDadevaDanI bajAru vastu thaI. AvA zIla, tapa AdinA ya dharmone dharma kema kahevA? hA.. udhAra pAsAno ene dharma kahevAya kharo. kakSAdibhede dharmabheda dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvanA bhedothI dharmanA ane tenA aMgenA vidhividhAnAdinA aneka bhedo paDI jAya che. eka ja kriyA amuka saMyogamAM vidhino viSaya bane che ane amuka saMyogamAM niSedhano viSaya banI jAya che. strI sADalo pahere tethI kAMI puruSe paNa sADalo paheravo? rogI davA le tethI koI nirogI paNa davA le? bhojana jamIna cUkelo sTava holavI nAkhe tethI kAMI bhojana banAvanAro paNa sTava holavI nAMkhe? bhUkha hoya tyAM sudhI khAvuM e kartavya gaNAya che paNa bhUkha saMtoSAI gayA pachI "e ja khAvuM' akartavyarUpa gaNAya che. peTamAM ghaNo maLa paDyo che chatAM maMdiramAM jaI zakAya paNa te ja maLano DAgha paNa kapaDA upara paDayo hoya to maMdiramAM na ja

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82 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra javAya. joDAnuM cAmaDuM laIne maMdiramAM na javAya; jyAre maMdiranA Dhola upara cAmaDuM ja jaDeluM hoya che. pANI kAcuMne kAcuM na ja pIvAya paraMtu kAcA pANIthI paramAtmAne prakSAla thaI zake. Ama aneka kakSAe, aneka kriyAo, vidhi ke niSedhano viSaya banyA kare paraMtu e badhAyanuM mULastrota to eka ja tatva che... "tamArA rAgAdimaLono vigama karo." kAcuM (sAtvika) pANI prakSAlamAM vAparatAM cittamAM ullAsa jAge che. tAjuM ja phaLa prabhunI sAme najara karAya che ne? ane tethI rAgAdino nAza thAya che ne? to tema na ja karatAM sarvatra eka ja jAya. bhale aneka rastA. koNa konI rakSA kare? zeTha, nokaranI rakSA kare ke nokara zeThanI rakSA kare? be ya parasparanI rakSA kare e javAba barobara nathI. sAco javAba e ja che ke jo nokara zeThanI rakSA kare to ja zeTha e nokaranI rakSA kare, je nokarane zeThanI sevA karavI nathI e nokaranI ciMtA karavA zeTha baMdhAyo nathI. rakSA karavAmAM pahela karavAnI che nokare; tyAra pachI ja vaLatI rakSA karavAnI javAbadArI levAnI che zeThe. dharmo rakSati rakSitaH".. vAkyano bhAva e che ke jo dharmanI tame rakSA karo to dharma tamArI jarUra rakSA karaze. ahIM ema to kadI nahi kahI zakAya ke, "jo dharma amArI rakSA kare to ame dharmanI rakSA karIe." A to nokaranI bevakUpha mAMgaNI jevI vAta che. bevakUpha nokara ja ema kahI zake ke jo zeTha mArI rakSA karaze to ja huM zeThanI rakSA karIza. pahela to je nokara hoya teNe ja karavAnI che. dharma e to zeTha che. AtmA e ja nokara che. sukhanA samayamAM tame dharmanI rakSA karo; enA zaraNe jAo; enA tamAma

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra aMgono yogakSema karo. enI satata vRddhi karo. to duHkhanA tamArA samayamAM e viziSTa dharma janita puNya tamArI vahAre doDI Avaze; kadAca doDI AvavA jeTaluM puSTa e puNya nahi banyuM hoya toya dharma sAkSAt tamArA cittamAM adInatAnI apAra samAdhi utpanna karaze ja karaze. kAM e du:kha kADhaze puNya dvArA; kAM e adInatA jamAvaze potAnA dvArA. A ja tenuM rakSakatva che. AtmAnI zuddhinI jema puSTi paNa jarUrI jema zarIramAM ekalI nirogitA cAlatI nathI; amuka saMyogomAM zarIranI puSTatA paNa jarUrI mAnavAmAM AvI che tema AtmAnA paNa dravya ane bhAva svarUpa pAponI zuddhi thavA sAthe puNyanI puSTi paNa anivArya che. jenA AMtaraDA puSTa che e ja malApagamanI tAkAta dvArA maLa-zuddhi karI zake co apuSTa AMtaraDA maLanuM zodhana karI zakatA nathI. jenI pAse puNyanI puSTi che e ja pApazuddhi karI zake che. sudevAdino yoga to puSTa puNyathI ja thAya che ne? evA yoga vinA zuddhinuM tattvajJAna prApta ja zI rIte thAya? e jJAna vinA zuddhi kayAM zakya che? zrISoDazaka prakaraNamAM pApakSayajanita nirmalatAne zuddhi kahI che ane puNyanA saMgraha svarUpa puSTi kahI che. A padArtha UMDuM ciMtana mAge che. puNyanI bilakula jarUra ja nathI." evI vAto karanArAoe A padArthanI satata anuprekSA karavI joIe. jo puNya binajarUrI hoya to puNyathI ja prApya manuSyatva, Aryatva, paMcendriyapaTutva, jinavANIyoga vagere badhA ya binajarUrI thaI jaze. paNa manuSyatva AdinI prAptinA to peTa bharIne guNo gavAya che. vastutaH pApa karAvanArA puNyane ja tyAjya gaNavuM joIe. dharmakAraka puNyane to kakSAvizeSamAM upAdeya na gaNavuM joIe. e puNya to jeTaluM puSTa thaze eTalI AtmAnI pApa zuddhi vadhatI jaze. AMtaraDA jeTalA mAMsathI puSTa hoya teTalI maLazuddhi joradAra thAya ja che ne?

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra kakSAde dharmo koI paNa vyavahAra dharma sarva vyakti mATe; sarva kALa mATe ekasarakho na kahI zakAya. hA... svarUpazuddhino eka ja nizcaya dharma sarvakALanI sarvavyaktinA AdarzarUpe jarUra kahI zakAya. nirogI mATe davA na levI te dharma; rogI mATe davA levI te dharma... sAdhu dravya jinapUjA kare to adharma, zrAvaka e jinapUjA na kare to adharma. strIne mATe sADalo paheravo e dharma; puruSane mATe e ja adharma. eka ja guNa eka ja vyaktinA bhinna bhinna kALe dharma, adharmAdi svarUpa banI jato hoya che. jyAM sudhI kAryasiddhi na thAya tyAM sudhI te kArya pratye zaktimAna vyaktie udAsI na rahevuM te adharma; paraMtu kAryasiddhi thaI gayA bAda have udAsIna rahevuM (temAM ahaMtA mamatA na keLavavA) te dharma banI jAya che. bhUkhyA mANasane bhojana karavA pUrve bhojana karAvavuM e Avazyaka bAbata banI jAya che jyAre bhojana karI lIdhA bAda, "bhojana karavuM te taddana anAvazyaka banI jAya che. strIone jinapUjA karavI te dharma che paraMtu ema.sI. korsamAM te ja kriyA mahAadharma banI jAya che. - dharmarakSA kAje gItArtha munine koI svarUpahiMsA karavI ja paDe tevI ja sthiti upasthita thaI hoya te vakhate tema kare to ja ahiMsaka kahevAya. zAstrasaMmata apavAda mArganuM tenA sevana samaye sevana na kare to te muni virAdhaka kahevAya. atyaMta pApiSTa AtmAne upadeza devo te adharma che; suyogya vyaktine upadeza na devo te adharma che. kupAtrane dIkSA na devI te dharma che. supAtrane dIkSA na devI te adharma che. jinazAsananA A aTapaTA marmone ApaNe jANavA ja rahyA. keTalA UMcA devAdinA Adarzo! vaijJAniko kahe che ke karoDo pheranahITanI garamIthI sUrya tape che mATe ja A

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra duniyAnA mANasonA zarIramAM 98 DIgrI jeTalI garamI hastI dharAve che. jo sUryamAM ATalI pracaMDa garamI na hota to jIvasRSTimAM thoDI paNa garamI na raheta. ethI sahuno nAza thAta! bezaka vijJAnanA A maMtavya sAthe ApaNe saMmata nathI. paraMtu teno abhiprAya ApaNI vAtamAM vicAravo che. jinezvarabhagavaMtanA zAsanamAM janma pAmelA jenone keTalA bhAgyazALI gaNavA? are! emanA bhAgyanI to zI vAta karavI? enA mUlya zI rIte AMkavA? tyAM gaNita ja khUTI jAya tema che. jainanI sAme virAganA keTalA jvalaMta Adarzo che! enI sAme je devatattva che e keTaluM vItarAgamaya che! kyAM ya koI vAtanI nabaLAI zodhI na jaDe! DhAMkapichoDA karavAnI to jarUra ja na paDe! e zAsanapati tIrthaMkara paramAtmAonA gRhasthajIvana paNa bharapUra virAgathI prokvala banelA hoya! gurutattva paNa keTaluM badhuM suMdara! kevuM kaThora jIvana! kevI jinAjJApAlakatA! saMsArasukho tarapha kevI bhayAnaka napharata! svapna ya e sukha sparze to UMghamAM ghUjI jAya! ane eno ucca kakSAno zrAvakavarga paNa kevo? kevuM audArya? kevI jinabhakti? kevI khumArI? pethaDo, kumArapALo, saMmatio, bhAmAzAho ane jagaDuzAhonuM zAsana kevuM dIpI rahyuM che? jyAM ATalA UMcA Adarzo che tyAM thoDoya virAga, thoDuM ya audArya, khumArI, prema vagere kema na hoya? jene thoDuM ya na hoya tenA jevo kaMgALa bIjo koI hoI zake ? traNa rasathI dharmarasa uttama AtmAne mokSanA rasathI dharmarasa hoya; madhyama AtmAne puNyanA rasathI dharmano rasa hoya; adhama AtmAne (saMsAra) sukhanA rasathI dharmarasa hoya. bezaka, uttama to mokSarasI ja kahevAya. paNa sukharasIne sIdho mokSarasa utpanna na thato hoya to te mATe tene puNyarasI banAvavo e ya khoTuM to na ja kahevAya. vartamAna kALanA sukharasIAo puNyarasI bane to ya ghaNA sArA.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra A traNe ya prakAranA jIvAtmAonA lakSaNa joIe. jene saMsArasukha ja khUba gamatuM hoya te duHkhathI khUba DaratA hoya; puNyanA rasIA pApathI khUba Dare; jyAre mokSarasI AtmA saMsAramAM rahevAthI ja khUba Dare e to saMsAramAM rahevuM e ja sarvapApanuM mULa lAge. sukharasI potAnA puruSArthanA baLa upara mustAka rahIne jyAre ne tyAre bAhu (masalsa) dekhADato hoya; puNyarasI AtmA potAnuM lalATa dekhADIne dareka vAtamAM bhAgyane AgaLa karato hoya; jyAre mokSarasI jIva to mAthe hAtha mUkIne pratyeka vAtamAM devagurunI kRpAne ja AgaLa karato hoya. A traNeyano kramaza: pahelo, bIjo ane trIjo varga pADIzuM. mokSarasI AtmAnI tAkAta dUdha pacAvavAnI che. puNyarasInI tAkAta chAza pacAvavAnI che. jyAre sukharasI to bhajIA khAIne AMtaraDA bagADato rahe che. jenI jevI kakSA tevI gItArthagurunI prarUpaNA... sarvane eka ja lAkaDIe ekAMte dore te gItArtha na kahevAya. bhajIA choDAvIne chAza upara caDAvAya sIdhA. dUdha upara caDAve to uMTavedya kahevAya. - 100; + 5; + 100 manane mArI nAkhIne, kacavAtA mane; koInA bhAre dabANa karAtA dharmothI karAtI puNyakarmanI koI paNa kriyA - game tevA manapUrvakanI hoya to ya puNyakarma ja bAMdhI Ape tema na kahI zakAya. uparokta sthitimAM to pApa ja baMdhAya. AvI dharmakriyAne ApaNe "-100 kahIzuM. paNa jyAM manane samajAvIne zAMta karI devAmAM AvyuM che; chevaTe ehika samajUtIpUrvaka dharmanA paMthe lagADavAmAM AvyuM che tevI dharmakriyAne ApaNe "kAMIka sArI jarUra kahIzuM. zrI uvavAI sUtramAM Ave che ke kuLanI khAnadAnIno vicAra karIne, vidhavA banelI navoDhA strI jo potAnA mananI vAsanAone zAMta karI daIne brahmacarya dharmanuM pAlana kare to 84 hajAra varSanuM devalokanuM AyuSya bAMdhe. ema cakravartIno ghoDo jyArathI potAnuM vAsanAgrasta mana - have e sukha mane nahi maLe ema kalpIne - zAMta karI de tyArathI tevuM puNyakarma bAMdhe... jethI AThamA

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra devaloka jAya. A badhuM + 5 jevuM gaNAya. paNa jo mokSamArganI eka mAtra ArAdhanA svarUpa brahmacaryAdi dharmonuM pAlana thAya to AvA najIvA lAbha na maLe. tyAM to kAM mokSa maLe; kAM mokSane apratikULa evI utkRSTa saMsAra sAmagrIo caraNe AvIne paDe. AvI dharmakriyAne ApaNe +100 tarIke joIe. A traNe ya kakSAone sahue barobara samajI levI joIe. samAjanA bhaya ke premathI thato ghaNo dharma dharma to AtmAno svabhAva che. caMdana zA mATe zItaLatA bakSe che? dhUpasaLI kema sugaMdha phelAve che? sUrya kema prakAza Ape che? agni kema uSNatA phelAve che? A badhA ya praznono jema eka ja javAba che ke, "teno te svabhAva che." tema koI dharmAtmAne pUcho ke, "tame dharma kema karo cho?'' to te ya Aja javAba Ape ke, "te mAro svabhAva che.'' bezaka pApa karavuM te ja muzkela che; kema ke e AtmAno svabhAva nathI. paraMtu buddhinI sUjhanuM ATaluM UMDANa je na pAmyA hoya tene tame prazna karo ke, "tame dharma kema karo cho? to uttarottara UtaratI kakSAnA dharmAtmAo kramazaH AvA javAbo Apaze. (1) mAre mokSamAM javuM che mATe dharma karuM chuM. (2) mAre marIne sadgatimAM javuM che. (3) mAre maraNa sudhAravuM che. (4) mAre jIvanamAM cittazAMti pAmavI che. AthI paNa UtaratI kakSA che. e kakSAnA dharmI loko e praznano javAba detAM kahe che, "(1) dharma na karIe to samAja korI nAMkhe.... mArI nAMkhe; (2 dharma na karIe to samAjamAM prema na maLe..." - Ajano ghaNo kharo dharmI varga chellA be javAbonI kakSAno gaNI zakAya. jo ke sattA, saMpatti ke zikSaNanA nazAmAM caDI gayelA lokone to samAjanA premanIya jarUra lAgatI nathI; samAjanI koI bhIti paNa rahI nathI. taddana nirlajja ane sAva naphphaTa banIne A loko kahI de che. "amAre dharmanuM tUta (!) joItuM ja nathI. amane koInI paravAha nathI.'' sAva chellI kakSAnA AvA nAstikonI saMkhyA Aje to khUba ja moTI thaI che. AvA samayamAM sAmAjika bhIti ke prItithI dharma karanArAne

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88 ughADA vagovavA na joIe ema lAge che. nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra ratnatrayI ane tattvatrayInA mitrane ja mitra banAvo eka ja pratijJA karo ke mAro mitra tene ja banAvIza je tattvatrayI ane ratnatrayIno jIgarajAna dosta haze; jene tattvatrayI ane ratnatrayI pratye apAra prema haze. tattvatrayI ane ratnatrayInA premIno ja huM premI... sudeva, suguru, ane sudharma e tattvatrayI. samyagadarzana, samyajJAna ane samyakcAritra e ratnatrayI. A dezanI prajAnuM vadhumAM vadhu nikaMdana kADhI nAMkhavAmAM, game tene mitra banAvavAnA pApe moTAmAM moTo bhAga bhajavyo che. jenI sAme sudevAdino uccatama Adarza ja nathI te pote potAnA jIvanane UMcI kakSAnA dharmothI zI rIte kaMDArI zakaze ? jene ratnatrayInuM jJAna paNa nathI tene saMsAranA sukho zI rIte bhayAnaka lAgaze ? bhayAnakatAnA e bhAna vinAnA loko A dharatI upara zApanA oLA banIne Utare temAM zI navAI che ? ghaNo moTo varga tattvatrayI ane ratnatrayInI vicAraNAthI paNa vimukha banI gayo che. jyAM sudhI A be 'trayI' sahune samajAvavAmAM nahi Ave tyAM sudhI jIvanamAM khumArI nahI Ave; khumArI vinA sukhamAM alInatA ane duHkhamAM adInatA siddha nahi thAya. te siddhi vinAnuM jIvana pazunA jIvanamAM cAlyA javAnI pAtratAvALuM - eka jAtanuM - pazujIvana ja banI raheze. gharanA dareka vaDIle A beya trayInA jJAnI-premI banI javuM joIe. Azritone tenA sAcA premI banAvavA joIe. beDhaMgA banelA dharmadarzane dharmazraddhAnAza kahevAya che ke navI peDhInA kizora-kizorIone dharmatattvamAM zraddhA rahI nathI. A vidhAnane paDakAravAno koI artha nathI. kemake mahadaMze A vAta sAcI jaNAya che.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 99 paNa AvuM banavAnA kAraNonI tapAsamAM UtarIe to aMgrejI paddhatinuM zikSaNa, baMdhAraNa, jIvana vagere ghaNA badhAne TAMkI zakAya. paraMtu tenI sAthe sAthe bIjuM paNa eka kAraNa che jeNe dharmazraddhAne hacamacAvI nAkhavAmAM ThIka ThIka phALo Apyo che. e che; AjanA kahevAtA dharmIvarge beDhaMguM banAveluM dharmasvarUpa. potAnI svArthavRttione poSavA mATe dharmano sahAro lenArA keTalAka zrImaMto vageree dharmanuM AkhuMya svarUpa vikRta karI nAkhyuM che. maMdiramAM khUba dharma karanAra vyaktinI akSamya anAcAritAnI keTalIka bAjue navI peDhImAM tiraskAra pedA karI dIdho che. teo ema bolatA thaI jAya che ke pAponI gaTaronA DhAMkaNa samo zuM dharma haze? AvI badhI keTalIka vikRtione kAraNe dharma niMdAyo che. A vAtane dharmI varge khUba gaMbhIratA sAthe dhyAnamAM levI joIe. jevuM mAthuM hoya tevI ja TopI zobhe. beDhaMgI TopI mAthAneya kharAba dekhADe. dharmAtmAnuM jIvana mAtra maMdiromAM jIvavA mATenuM nathI, e jIvanano dhabakAra to dukAnamA rasoDAmAM mitramaMDaLamAM ane zayanakhaMDamAM paNa tAlabaddha rIte cAlyo javo joIe. jo dharmAtmAo Avu ekadhAruM, nirmaLa; niHsvArthI jIvana banAvaze to enuM darzana karIne aneka AtmAo dharma prati AkarSAze; dharmI banI jaze. e navI peDhI game teTalI naphphaTa banI hoya to ya jyAM sudhI hindustAnanuM e pavitra bIja che tyAM sudhI ene sudhAravAnI bAjI ApaNI tarapheNamAM ja rahevAnI che. zuM paiso agIArano prANa che!!! koNa kahe che ke paiso che to badhuM che? paiso hoya to zAka maLe, kapaDAM maLe, kanyA maLe, gharabAra maLe, mAnapAna maLe, sattA maLe. koNa vadhArI mUke che paisAnuM mUlya! jagatanI je atyaMta mahattvanI vastuo che. jenA vinA jIvana jIvana nathI; e badhuM ya paisAthI kyAM kharIdI zakAya che? | sAMbhaLo. bajAramAM paisAthI caMpala vecAtA maLI jaze; paNa kudaratI paga kyAM ya nahi maLe. cazmA maLaze; paNa badhA ya aMdhone AMkha nahi maLI zake.

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100 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra paisAthI TopI maLI jaze; paNa TopI paheratuM mAthuM kyAMya nahi maLe. nA, lAkha rUpiyA ApatA ya nahi maLe. paisAthI gAdI maLaze; UMgha kadApi nahi. bicArA zrImaMtone ghenanI goLIo paNa binaasarakAraka banatI jAya che. re! bhojana maLI jaze; paNa bhUkha kyAMthI lAvazo? bhUkha lagADavAnI davA khAvAthI bhUkha lAgI jaze ema? rAma rAma karo. abajopati henrI phorDane paisAnA baLa upara mitro ghaNA maLyA. paNa eNe ja kahyuM ke "sAco mitra' to ekeya na maLyo. jo paisAthI AMkha, paga, mAthuM na maLatA hoya, ghasaghasATa UMgha, kakaDIne bhUkha ane sAcA mitro na maLatA hoya. re! jIvananI vahI gayelI paLo pAchI na maLatI hoya, ghaDapaNa ane maraNa na TaLatAM hoya, roga ane zoka vidAya na pAmatA hoya to dhULa paDI e dhanamAM! enuM mUlya kadI vadhupaDatuM AMkazo nahi. nIti : sarvadharmono mULa pAyo apekSAe ema kahI zakAya ke samyagadarzananA citrane suMdara rIte AtmAmAM upasAvI devAnuM baLa mArgAnusArI jIvananA pAMtrIsa guNomAM che. temAM ya prathama guNa tarIke jaNAvelI "nIti'mAM che. nItimAna mANasamAM mArgAnusArI jIvananI badhI kalAo praveza pAme. e thatAM bhUmi-zuddhi thAya. zuddha thayelI e bhUmi upara ja samyagadarzanAdi guNonA citrAmaNa suMdara rIte UThAva Ape ne? Aje to tapa, japa AdinA moTA moTA dharmonuM varSo sudhI sevana karanArAo paNa vAraMvAra phariyAda kare che, "amArA jIvanamAM hajI sAco dharma kema pariNamyo nathI ?'' bezaka, A praznanA aneka uttaro hoI zake, paraMtu eka uttara e paNa ApI zakAya ke vartamAnakALanA e dharmI gaNAtA jIvomAM nItinuM tattva taLIe jaIne beTheluM hoya che. vepAramAM nIti vinA meLaveluM dhana gharamAM pese pachI te kyo kALo kera na macAve e ja prazna che. sauprathama mana bagADe; pachI jIvana bagADe; vaDIlanuM ane sarva Azrita svajanonuM!

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 101 pachI bhava bagADe.. aMte bhavobhava bagADe. anItinI pAchaLa sarva pApo kheMcAIne AvI jAya che. nItinI pAchaLa sarva guNo taNAI Ave che. pelI vAta jANo cho ne ke anItinI sonAmahora meLavIne yogI paNa vezyAne tyAM doDIne bhraSTa thayo; ane nItinI kamAyelI sonAmahora pAmIne mAchImAra, sajjana zAhukAra banI gayo. jALa saLagAvI dIdhI. nAnI hATaDI laIne vepArI banyo. A che nIti-anItinA paracA. tame na mAno tethI zuM? anItinuM dhanaH pUMchaDIe aMgArA kahevAya che ke hanumAnajIe pUMchaDIe aMgArA bharIne laMkA upara kUdAkUda karI hatI. sarvatra e aMgArA prasaryA; comera Aga phelAI gaI. anItinuM dhana paNa AvuM ja che ne? dhana kamAnAranuM jIvana barabAda kare; enI buddhi bagADI nAkhIne durgatimAM dhakele. e dhana jene jene vArasAmAM maLe e badhAyanA jIvana dhULadhANI thaI jAya. gharanA dIkarAnI barabAdI! koInI AvelI kanyA (vahu)nI barabAdI! enA saMtAnonI barabAdI! A badhA ya durgatimAM jyAM jyAM jAya te kuTuMba, gAma ke nagara paNa tArAja thAya. ekanA pApe keTakeTalAnA jIvana jale! dila jale! nagaro jale! to ya.. zI khabara dhanavAno kema jAgatA nathI? paiso kamAtA ja rahe che; anIti, jUTha, dagAbAjI paNa kamAtA ja rahe che. paiso mUkIne mare che; ane e kamAyelA pApo sAthe ja laI jAya che. - priya, paiso mUkI janArA, ane apriya pApo (pApakarmo) pharajiyAta sAthe laI janArA dhanavAnonI buddhine kevI kahevI eno nirNaya tamArI upara ja choDI dauM chuM. nAhakanA kaleza kaMkAsanA jhera vadhArIne, khAvA dhAya tevA bAgabaMgalAmAM kAM rahevuM? enA karatA to jhUMpaDAmAM rahIne bhagavadbhaktinI sudhA pItA rahIne Ubhayaloka kAM na sudhArI levA?

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102 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra peTe cAMduM ? pachI UThabesathI zuM vaLaze? peTamAM cAMdA (alsara) paDyA hoya ane enI kazI ciMtA karyA vinA koI yuvAna roja pacAsa daMDa pIle ane baso beThaka lagAve, tenI upara eka kilo dUdha pI jAya to tenA zarIramAM pacAsa grAma jeTaluM paNa lohI bharAya kharuM? haragIjha nahi. lagabhaga badhA ya saMsArIonI AvI ja bAliza hAlata nathI zuM? jenI zuddhi pratye vadhu gaMbhIra banIne pagalAM bharavAnA che te arthamAM ja bhayAnaka anIti vyApI che. have to jANe badhA ya ema ja kahevA lAgyA che ke anIti karyA vinA saMsAramAM jIvI zakAya ja nahi. sarakAranA kAyadA ja evA che ke nItithI jIvana jIvavA jaIe to lAkha rUpiyA kamAnAre eka lAkhane dasa hajAra rUpiyA sarakArane ja daI devA paDe? cAre bAju A vAta UDI che. sahune A vAtanI DhAla phAvI paNa gaI che. pachI koI sAdhu nItinI vAta ja na kare; ane potAno anItino dhaMdho pUrabahAramAM cAlato rahe. mANasa have peTabhUkhyo ja nathI rahyo; have e vAsanAbhUkhyo paNa banyo che. peTa bharavA karatA enI kAtila vAsanAone pUrI karavAnI ciMtA enA mAthe ghaNI moTI che. Akho ya parivAra A pApa-bhUkhano bhoga banelo hoya che. jo vAsanAo zAMta bane to peTanI bhUkhane pUrI karavA mATe "anIti' karavAnI jarUra na rahe. ochuM kharcavuM ane ochuM kamAvuM e jIvanasUtra banI jAya. paNa A kyAre samajAya? paraloka najaramAM Ave to ne? anItinA pApanA phaLonI bhayAnakatAno khyAla Ave to ne? e na samajAya tene mATe A badhI vAto "bheMsa AgaLa bhAgavata? samI banI jAya. bhale tyAre. game teTalI dharmakriyAnI UThabesa lagAve rAkho, peluM anItinuM cAMduM tamArA AtmAmAM rAgAdibaLonA alpAMza visarjananuM paNa lohI nahi ja bharavA de. bhale kadAca paiso joIe paNa te game to nahi ja ne? paisA vagerenA saMsArane heya mAnIne jeNe duniyA tyAgI che te sAdhu. saMsArane heya mAnavA chatAM tyAgI na zake te samyagudRSTi.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 103 e saMsArane heya mAne; tyAgI na zake chatAM evA saMsArane upAdeya mAnavA chatAM adhama upAyothI prApta karavA mATe to bilakula taiyAra na hoya te mArgAnusArI; prathama guNasthAnano mAlika. ane game tevA upAyothI paNa saMsAranI moja mANavAnI IcchAvALA AtmAne to paheluM paNa guNasthAna na kahevAya. ene to akhADAnuM ja guNasthAna bakSisa karavuM rahyuM. jeo potAne zrAvaka kahevaDAve che teo kyAM UbhA che? game te rastethI paiso kamAI levo ane saMsAranI moja mANavI e vRtti to temanAmAM na ja hoya ne? emane to paiso vagere upAdeya lAge ja nahi ne? saMsAramAM rahevAnA kAraNe paiso bhale kadAca emane joIe paraMtu emane e paiso game to nahi ja ne? daradIno ja vicAra karo ne? ene dardanAza mATe davA joIe kharI paNa te davA game kharI? kAyama lIdhA karavAnuM mana hoya kharuM? bhalene te davA game teTalI gaLI hoya! bhayaMkara Teva paDI javAnA kAraNe Apharo dUra karavA mATe kensara thayA pachI paNa e mANasane bIDI pIvA joIe te bane paraMtu e bIDI ene game kharI? kensaramAM vadhAro karanAra bIDI che evuM jANyA pachI paNa ! gumaDAnI pIDAne zAMta rAkhavA malama copaDAya che, paNa malamanA lapeDA thatA nathI. je zrAvaka che teno saMsArabhoga paNa malama copaDavA jeTalo ja hoya, enA lapeDA to na ja hoya; kemake ene "malama' gamato ja nathI. dhanathI caMpala ja maLe, paga nahi haiye haiye dhananI pratiSThA sthira thatI cAlI che. saMto e pratiSThAno bhUko bolAvIne tyAM dharmanI pratiSThA karavA bahAra paDe che. A tumula anAdikALathI cAlyuM Ave che. jagatanuM dhanapratiSThAnuM kArya ja atibhayAnaka che, kemake dhanathI saghaLuM jagata maLI zakatuM ja nathI. bhautika sukhonI dRSTie vicArIe to paNa dhanathI kAMI tamAma sukho prApta thatA ja nathI. e sukho

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104 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra mATe je khUba mahattvanI bAbato che te ya dhanathI maLatI nathI to bIjAnI kyAM vAta karavI? dhanathI caMpala maLe che, kudaratI paga kyAM ya maLatA nathI; cazmAM maLe che - AMkho nahi; TopI maLe che paNa mAthuM nahi ja; gAdI maLe che paNa ghasaghasATa UMgha to nahi ja (ghenanI goLIthI to khataranAka nidrA ja maLe); bhojana maLe che paNa sAcI bhUkha to nathI ja maLatI. amArA zarIranA aMgo kyAMthI kharIdI lAvyA hatA?" tema pUchI juo tamArA mAtApitAone! A badhI mahattvanI vastuo mAtra dharmathI maLI che e vAta jo svIkArI levAmAM Ave to dhananI pratiSThA avazya tUTe ane dharmanA mUlyo ghaNAM UMcA Ave. dhananuM mUlya vadhI jAya e rIte jo koI dharma thato hoya to sAcA sAdhuo kadI temAM sAtha Ape nahi. A che jaina zAsananI sAcI praNAlikA. dhananAM mUlyo vadhI javA sAthe thatAM dharma karatAM evo dharma na thAya to sAro ema kahIe to te vidhAna apekSAe khoTuM na gaNAya. vItarAgano bhakta hakkonI mArAmArI karaze? paisA jevI kSudramAM zuddha ane tucchamAM tuccha bIjI cIja jagatamAM kaI che? ANe to vizvamAM yuddho karAvyA; bhAI-bhAInA gaLA kapAvyA; strIone jIvatI saLagAvI, pati-patnI vacce paNa kajiyA karAvyA; bApa-dIkarAne korTe dhakelyA! | sarva kaleza; sarva duHkha, sarva pApanuM mULa A paiso nahi to bIjuM koNa banyuM khera.... jagatanI dazA game te hoya paNa arihaMtano anuyAyI enA pApe paloTAya? enA hakka khAtara mArAmArIo kare! bApa-dIkaro, bhAI-bhAI, sagAMvahAlAM-sahu paisA khAtara bezarama bane! beAbarU bane! lAjavAba jhaghaDA kare! jagatanA jIvomAM ane arihaMtanA anuyAyImAM koI bheda to che ke nahi? duniyA laDe, mATe arihaMtano sevaka paNa hakko khAtara mArAmArI kare! je arihaMtanA AtmAe puNyathI prApta thayelA tamAma hakkone jatA karyA hatA eno sevaka bAMyo caDAvaze !

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 105 je rAme hakkanuM rAjya jatuM karI, "saMsAranI koI paNa utkRSTa vastu tuccha che, enI khAtara jhaghaDavuM e ja zaramabharI bAbata che." e vAta samajAvI; e ja rAmanI dharatI upara hakkonI mArAmArInI rAmAyaNo gharagharamAM sarjAI cUkI che! kevo kamanasIba A kALa kahevAya! paiso gharamAM lAvatAM khUba vicAra karo kevI che A duniyA? kevA che enA loko? kevI banI gaI che buddhi? kevI khoI beThA che zuddhi? A duniyAnA loko potAnA gharamAM koI paNa cIja lAve to tapAsyA vinA na lAve. baraNI lAve, tapAsIne. mATInA ghaDA lAve, TakorA mArIne. ghI lAve, sUMghIne. kapaDuM lAve, joIne.. dIkarA mATe kanyA lAve, hajAra pUchagAcha karIne. paNa koNa jANe A lokone thayuM che zuM ke dhana kadI tapAsIne gharamAM ghAlatA nathI. je AvyuM te khapyuM. bAvo beTho jape, je Ave te khape. harAmanuM hoya to ya khape; lohInuM hoya to ya khape; parAyuM hoya to ya khape. pUrve to loko dhanane khUba tapAsatA ane cakAsatA. potAnA hAthamAM dhana AvatAM ja manane pharIpharIne pUchI letA ke A mArA hakkanuM ja che ne? koInA lohInuM to nathI ne? mAruM ja che ne? parAyuM to nathI ne? jo badhA praznonA saMtoSakAraka javAba maLe to ja dhanane gharamAM mUkatA. Aje "nItino mahimA ja UDI gayo! ethI ja A jagatanA gharagharamAM Aga lAgI che ne? duHkhonI ane vAsanAonI? beyanI sto. anItina dhana gharamAM pese pachI to game tevA duHkha game te paLe khAbake ane game tevA kALA pApa, kuTuMbanA game tene, sahune kALArmeza karI nAkhe. zA hAla che anItinA pAyA upara UbhA thatA dhanapationA svargamAM, ke jemanA aMtara aneka akathanIya duHkhothI kaNasI rahyA che e. jemanAM jIvana aneka pApothI khadabadI UThyA che. bhUlazo nahi ke kALI majUrI karato majUra paNa marIne,

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106 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra baLIne rAkha ja thavAno. lakhapati paNa maravAno, baLavAno ane rAkha ja thavAno. be ya be ja kalAkamAM samAna! nItino paiso ya pApa, svastrI sAthe viSayasevana paNa pApa! kadAca A mathALuM vAMcIne ja tame camakI jazo. ajainadarzananA koI paNa zAstramAM kadAca A vAta tamane zodhI nahi jaDe, A to che mAtra devAdhideva tIrthakara bhagavAna mahAvIra paramAtmAnI dena! nIti, alabatta dharma che, paNa dhanArjana bezaka pApa che. pAMcamAM naMbaranA parigraha nAmanuM e khataranAka pApa che. viSayasevana e pApa ja che. bhalene svastrI sAthe hoya. are ! dArU to kAyadesarano-lAIsansavALo ke gerakAyadesarano-lAIsansa vinAno-koI paNa prakArano-pIvo e pApa ja kahevAya ne? hA.... dhanArjananuM eka pApa karatAM anItinuM bIjuM pApa paNa na karyuM e ghaNuM suMdara. viSayasevananuM eka pApa, parastrIgamananA pApathI vadhAre jherI na banyuM e ghaNuM suMdara. paraMtu pApa te pApa ja. parigrahanA mahApApamAM nItino dharma bhaLe tethI kAMI pApa e dharma na banI jAya. gaTaranA pANImAM attaranuM eka TIpuM paDI jAya tethI kAMI gaTaranuM pANI "gaMdhAtuM" maTI jAya kharuM? pharI kahuM chuM. "nItithI paiso kamAvavo emAM "paiso kamAvavo' e pApa ja che. svastrI sAthenuM paNa je viSayasevana e to pApa ja che. jene A vAta samajAze tenA aMtaramAM vicAronA ghammara valoNA zarU thaze. pachI to e khUba akaLAze. enuM dila pukArI UThaze ke, "to pachI saMsAramAM rahevuM zI rIte ?'' hA.. taddana sAcuM che. mAruM paNa e ja kahevuM che ke A ja kAraNe saMsAramAM rahevuM

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 107 e ja pApa che.... zakya hoya to choDI ja do saMsAranI saghaLI balAne. jene A vAta AtmasAt thaze te AtmA banaze to nItithI ja kamAvAnuM paNa jarUra pUratuM ja rAkhaze. kadAca anIti karavI paDaze to te vakhate poka mUkIne raDaze to kharo ja. AthI enA jIvanamAM pAponI prazaMsAnA mahApApa to kadI paNa praveza pAmI zakaze nahi. UlaTuM, nachUTake karavA paDatAM pAponI kAramI niMdA eka vAra ene "anIti' AdithI choDAvaze; chevaTe nItithI dhanArjana paNa mukAvaze ane sAco nirjhanya banAvaze. bhagavAna! tere nAma para khUba viziSTa kakSAnA kahI zakAya tevAM puNyakAryo karavAnI tAkAta sahumAM hotI nathI. ghaNo kharo varga emAMthI bakAta hoya che. AnuM eka duHkhada pariNAma AvyuM che. viziSTa zaktivALA puNyAtmAo ja dAnAdi karatA rahe che; sAdhuo ja tapa-tyAga karatA rahe che; bAkInA badhAyane dAna-tapa-tyAgAdi sAthe jANe kazAya levAdevA na hoya tevI temanI manovRtti banI jAya che. A sthiti dayAjanaka che. moTAe moTuM, to nAnAe nAnuM paNa puNyakarma karavuM ja joIe. e, "levAno ja adhikArI che' evI bhramaNAne dezavaTo daIne devAno adhikAra vAparavo joIe. moTuM puNya na thAya to nAnuM paNa nahi karavuM e kyAMno nyAya ? seMkaDo rUpiyAnuM dAna na karI zakAya paNa roja eka dasako to dAnamAM vAparI zakAya che ne? enI kema mAMDavALa karI che? mahinAnA upavAsa na thaI zake paNa dareka TaMke ekAda cIjano tyAga to thaI zake che ne? badhI roTalI lukhI na vAparI zakAya to ya ekAdI roTalI to lukhI vAparavI joIe ne? paiso kamAvavAno kevo joradAra prayatna hoya che? badhA ya thoDA karoDapati banI jatA hoya che? to ya badhA ya thoDuM kamAvavAno paNa puruSArtha kare che ne?

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108 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra AjathI ja 'nAnA'' dharmono AraMbha karo. are! nAno paNa rAIno dANo! eno tamatamATa jabaro hoya che! muslimo bole che, "khudA! tere nAma para.'' tame kaho, "bhagavAna! tere nAma para... ATaluM tyAgIza; ATaluM daIza; ATaluM karIza... bacata yojanA jevuM A puNya che. kyAreka kaTokaTImAM khUba ja kAma AvI jAya tevuM che.

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_/ (3) jainapaNuM ane zrAvakapaNuM

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110 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra jainakuLamAM janmyo e ja mahAbhAgya! mahAvIra mArA hRdayamAM che pApajIvananA agaNita durbhAgyonI vacceya jo jainakuLamAM janma thayo hoya to te ja eka ghaNuM moTuM sadbhAgya banI rahe che. AvuM vidhAna karavA pAchaLano muddo e che ke jenakuLe janmelo AtmA anAcAronA paMthe ghasaDAI jAya to paNa koIka vakhata ene potAno dharma yAda AvI javAno; athavA to dharmaguru bheTI javAnI moTI UjaLI zakyatA kAyama jIvatI rahe che. ane jyAre AvuM kAMIka banI jAya tyAre e pApapracura jIvanane dharma sanmukha banI jatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. evI sthiti AvatA kadAca ghaNo vadhu samaya paNa lAgI jAya kharo. punA bAju eka AkhuM jaina kuTuMba garIbInA kAramA khapparamAM homAI gayuM hatuM. vaTALa pravRtti karatAM dharmAdha pAdarIoe enI garIbIno lAbha uThAvIne e kuTuMbane khrIstI banAvI dIdhuM. mukhya vyaktine raktapitta thatA ene eka mizanarI saMsthAmAM mUkI devAmAM AvI. eka vAra koI be jaina sAdhuo saMsthAmAM gayA. pelA raktapittIyA bhAIe krodhanA AvezamAM AvI jaIne bephAma bolI nAMkhyuM; paNa aMte e bolI UThyA, "paNa... ATaluM badhuM hovA chatAM, yAda rAkhajo ke Aje paNa mahAvIra mArA hRdayamAM che!'' joyone? jenakuLamAM janma pAmavAno prabhAva! A pAMca niyamo na pALe tene jaina kema kahevo? kuLathI to je jaina che te che ja. tenI sAme koIno kazo ya AkSepa nathI. ahIM to AcArathI jainanI vAta vicAravI che. jIvanamAM koI AcAra na hoya to ya tene AcArano jaina kema kahI zakAya? jaina banavA mATe to ghaNo ghaNo AcAra pALavo Avazyaka che. chevaTamAM chevaTa A pAMca bAbato to jainanA jIvanamAM hovI ja joIe. (1) navakarazI.. (2) tivihAra. (3) kaMdamULa tyAga. (4) svadravyathI jinapUjA.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 111 (5) sinemA tyAga. AjakAlanA jaina gaNAtA bALakomAM A pAMca AcAronuM ya devALuM nIkaLI gayeluM jovA maLe che. duHkhanI A vAta che. jo jaino potAno dharma TakAvavA mATe ATalo ya bhoga nahi Ape to zuM muslima lokone A dharma TakAvavAnI vAta karavA javuM? jo ATalo dharma karavAnI tamane sagavaDa hoya; jo te mATenI phurasada paNa hoya to tamAre tamArI khAtara ATalo dharma to karavo joIe. gharanI dareka vyaktie paNa sahaja rIte karavo ja joIe. sagavaDa ane samaya be ya hovA chatAM keTalAka moTA (!) mANaso ATalo ya AcAra pALatA nathI. temane ApaNe jo pUchIe ke, "kema jinapUjA karatA nathI?" teo uttara Ape che, "mUDa Avato nathI." kharuM nIkaLyuM che A "mUDa' nAmanuM prANI! rakhe tame AvA dhoyelA mULA jevo uttara detA! pApamaya saMsAramAMthI UgarI javuM hoya to DAhyA banI jAjo. zrAvakavAya namastasmA kalikAlasarvajJa bhagavaMta hemacandrasUrijIe yogazAstranA trIjA prakAzamAM zrAvakapaNAnA dharmanI prazaMsA karavA dvArA e zrAvakatvane namaskAra karyo che. jeNe vItarAgasarvajJa paramAtmAne potAnA taraNatAraNahAra tarIke svIkAryA; jeNe nirjhanya sAdhune potAnA upakArI gurudeva tarIke vadhAvyA ane kRpAmUlaka dharmane jeNe haiye padharAvyo te zrAvakane lAkha lAkha vaMdana. jenI A sthiti hoya te vItarAgadazAne pAmavA mATe talapApaDa hoya; "e dazA pamADI ApanAruM sAdhujIvana, mane kyAre maLe?'' enI mALA bhAre bhAva sAthe e japato ja hoya; koI paNa jIvanI hatyA karavI paDe toya enuM aMtara raDI paDatuM hoya, A badhI bAbato enAmAM sahaja rIte, sAmAnyataH jovA maLatI ja hoya. mAtra bolavAthI ja cAle ke sudeva, suguru, ane sudharmane huM mAnuM chuM mATe zrAvaka chuM ke samyagdaSTi chuM?" nA jarA ya nahi. sudevAdi mAnanArAnI mAnasika sthiti paNa upara mujabanI hoya che. evI sthiti

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112 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra na hoya to teNe potAnA svarUpa aMge pheravicAra karavo ja rahyo. vItarAgI paramAtmAne virAgI gurune ane virAga svarUpa dharmane zira jhukAvanArane rAga khUba game kharo? khUba rAgo karIne e rAjI paNa thAya kharo? A to "mAtA mArI vAMjhaNI' jevo nyAya che. saMsAranuM sukha bhayAnaka na lAge tyAM sudhI samyakatvanI vAtanA ya phAMphAM samajavA. sudevAdinI zraddhAno phalitArtha A che. koI bhramamAM rahI jazo mA ! jaina koNa? duHkha karatAM pApathI khUba Dare te dharmanuM zravaNa karyA pachI jenamAM jainatva to tyAre ja AvyuM kahevAya jyAre duHkhane badale e pApothI phaphaDato thaI jAya. Aja sudhI du:kha kADhavAnA prayatna hatA; emAM tamAma pApo maMjUra hatA; duHkha gayA pachI ane sukhanA sAdhana maLyA pachI paNa pApo bephAma cAlu rahyA hatA. paNa have dharma samajyA pachI pApa pratye tene napharata jAge. duHkhanI ciMtAe UMgha na Ave tevuM kyAre ya na bane paNa jIvanamAM ke kuTuMbamAM jo kyAMka pApa peThAnI kalpanA paNa Ave to AkhI rAta ene UMgha na Ave evuM ghaNI vAra bane. baMgalA, paisA, zrImaMta jamAI vagere tarapha hAtha laMbAvavA jatA aDhaLaka pAponuM darzana thAya to hAthamAM dhrujArI chUTI jAya ane pachI jhUMpaDA, garIbI ke nirdhana jamAI tarapha paNa hAtha laMbAvatA je saharSa taiyAra rahe enuM nAma jaina. dharma sAMbhaLIne samajo. samajIne pAmo. tame dharma pAmyA tyAre ja kahevAzo jyAre pApamaya jIvananI bheTa karatAM baMgalAothI tamArI najara UDI jaze ane dharmamaya jIvananI dena karatAM jhUMpaDA tarapha najara sthira thavA lAge. du:kha e raDavA jevuM tattva ja nathI. ene koI raDazo mA ! TayumaranA dardInI mastiSkanI bhayAnaka pIDAne vIranI jema sahI lejo kiMtu AMkhanI pAMpaNanA paNa vikAranA pApane sahezo nahi. ene to vahelAmAM vahelA phagAvI dejo. sAgara paNa kadI maDadAM saMgharato nathI. mAnava pApane kema saMgrahe?

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 113 "dhannA-zAlibhadranI addhi hojo" ema zA mATe? divALInA divase copaDAnA muhUrta karatA tamAma jeno "dhannAzAlibhadranI Rddhi hojo" evuM ja kema lakhe che? bezaka, thoDI-ghaNI lobhadazAne kAraNe teo mAtra zAlibhadranI Rddhi mAMgavAne badale dhannAjInI paNa Rddhi mAge e vAta samajAya tevI che paraMtu prazna e che ke dhannAjI ane zAlibhadrajI jevo ja abajopati e ja samayamAM mammaNa zeTha paNa hato, to pachI mammaNa zeThanI Rddhi kema mAgavAmAM AvatI nathI! jainonA pUrvajoe A goThavaNa pAchaLa kaI buddhi lagADI haze? jANo cho? jena te ja kahevAya je mokSAbhilASI hoya; mokSa pAmavA mATe sAdhupaNuM, gharabArano tyAga anivArya che mATe sAdhupaNAno ane gharabAra tyAgano ati lAlacuM paNa e hoya ja, chatAM jo ene saMsAramAM rahevAnI pharaja paDe to AjIvikA vagere mATe ene saMpattinI jarUra paDe kharI. ethI ja e zrAvaka saMpatti to mAge... paNa mammaNanI saMpatti kadApi na mAMge. kemake tene e vAtanI barobara khabara che ke saMpattinI kAramI mUchanA pApe ja mammaNa sAtamI nArakamAM gayo che. evI saMpatti amAre na ja joIe. enA karatAM to bhikhArI banavuM sAruM. dhannAjI ke zAlibhadranI saMpatti koI judI ja jAtanI hatI. emAM teo muMjhAyA to nahi paraMtu ene lAta mArIne sAdhu thayA! zrAvakanI bhAvanA sAdhu thavAnI to hoya ja mATe ja sAdhupaNuM apAvatI dhannAzAlibhadranI ja saMpatti te mAMge e vAta ekadama tarkasaMgata che. AthI ja bIjAnA baLa na mAMgatA bAhubalijInuM dIkSA devAnI tAkAtavALuM ja baLa mAMgyuM. zrAvakanuM lagnajIvana paNa yogane majabUta banAvavA mATe je zrAvaka che te mojamajA karavAnA ekamAtra hetuthI kadI lagna kare nahi. karyajanita vAsanAonI pajavaNIne yogya rIte je zrAvaka kAbUmAM laI le che e to jinokta sarvavirati mArge cAlyo ja jAya che. paraMtu jenI e sthiti nathI evo zrAvaka dIkSA na le to ya uccatama kakSAnuM zrAvakajIvana to jIve ja ne?

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114 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra hA. pelI vAsanApajavaNI ene dharmakAryamAM vighnarUpa banyA kare te bane. ane tema thavAthI dharmamAM jarUrI ekAgratAne e sparzI na zake. A Aphata nivAravA mATe te lagnajIvananA khIle baMdhAya che. vAsanAnI pajavaNIne enA dvArA yogya rIte zAMta karI de che.pachI bAkInI tamAma samaya dharmanI sparzanAnA yogajIvanane mATe ja phALavI devAmAM Ave che. kUtaro bhasyA ja karato hoya ane te kAraNathI koI kAma thaI zakatuM na hoya to e kUtarAMne kamane paNa roTalA nAkhI devA paDe che ne? e roTalA maLI jatAM kUtaro zAMta paDI jAya. ane kAma nirvine pAra UtarI jAya. zrAvakanuM saMsArajIvana vAsanAne roTalA nAkhI devA pUratuM ja hoya; ema karIne bAkIno kAma dharmamayajIvananI ArAdhanAmAM pasAra karavAnuM ja enuM lakSya hoya. sabUra! AthI lagnajIvanamAM saMmati koI rakhe mAnI letAM! nA. sAvadyakAryamAM kadApi saMmati na hoya. ahIM to eTalI ja vAta dhyAna upara lAvavI che ke bhagavAna jinezvaronA anuyAyIno bhoga paNa yoganI sAdhanA mATe ja hoya. o zrAvikAo! tame mAtra strI nathI hoM! zrAvikA eTale strI nahi; ethI ghaNI ghaNI vadhAre. mATe ja jagatanI rItarasamo mujaba zrAvikAthI na jIvI zakAya. jagatanI strIo lokaherI mujaba taNAya, ane lokika AnaMdomAM rAce-mAze. jyAre tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA zAsanane varelA mAtApitAonI kanyArUpe janmelI strI to zrAvikA che. e to jinAjJA mujaba jIve ane lokottara vaibhavathI susaMpanna sAdhvI jIvananI mastI mANavAnA svapnA seve. kadAca AvI kanyAo duSkarmAdinA yoge lagna kare to paNa zuM thaI gayuM? enI khAvA-pIvA, sUvA-besavA, bolavA-cAlavAnI badhI rIto sAva judI ja hoya. enI sarva vRttipravRttimAM jinAjJA pratye kaTTara pakSapAta jIvaMta banelo jovA maLato ja rahe. AthI ja pariNItA strI bhale vahunA moM jovAnA svapna seve; bhale vahunA dIkarAne ramADIne maravAnI IcchA rAkhe. paraMtu zrAvikAnA oratAM to sAva judA hoya. saMsArane vadhAranArI AvI abhilASa enA rUvAMDeya na hoya. e to potAnA

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 1 15 dIkarAne sAdhuvezamAM jovA Icche; pote ja potAnA dIkarAne bhikSA detI hoya evI dhanya paLonuM darzana karavAno talasATa rAkhe. hajAro AtmAone pratibodha ApatA potAnA mahAna suputrane pATa upara besIne vyAkhyAna karato jovA Icche. - strI ane zrAvikAmAM to Abha jeTaluM aMtara che ho! pachI beyanA AcAravicAra to sarakhA kema ja hoya? jenI sAdhu thavAnI IcchA paNa nahi; te zrAvaka nahi kalikAlasarvajJa bhagavAna hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAje "yogazAstra' nAmanA graMthamAM "zrAvaka' kone kahevAya? tenI vyAkhyA karatA kahyuM che ke jene cAritra levAnI tIvra lAlasA hoya tene zrAvaka kahevAya. bezaka, jinavANIne sAMbhaLe (zrA) sAta kSetramAM dhanane vAve (va) ane pApakarmone kApe (va) te zrAvaka zabdano nirukatArtha che, paraMtu A traNe ya vAto jo sAdhu thavAnI bhAvanAne pragaTa karavA samartha bane to tenA pAlakane zrAvaka kahevo paraMtu jo koI magazelIAne jinavANI sAMbhaLavA vagerethI sAdhu thavAnI bhAvanA ja na jAgatI hoya to tene zrAvaka na ja kahI zakAya. sAdhu thavAnI bhAvanAvALo jo zrAvaka kahevAya to ghara choDavAnI bhAvanAvALo paNa zrAvaka kahevAya. kemake ghara choDayA vinA sAdhu thavAtuM nathI. - gharamAM rahIne dharma karavo; ane mokSa pAmavo evI vAto karanArAone zrAvaka kahI zakAya kharA? gharane kharAba na mAne tene zrAvaka kahI zakAya kharo? ghara vagerenI anukULatA pAmavA sAthe dharma dhyAna, tapajapa. dAnazIla vagerenuM AcaraNa karavAnI IcchAvALA sukhazIla AtmAone sAcA dharmAtmA kahevAya kharA? sAcI vAta ja e che ke sAdhu thavAnI bhAvanA vinAnA ane gharane kharAba nahi mAnanArA mANasonA dAnAdi dharmone dharma ja kahI zakAya nahi. evA dharmo to arthakAma AdinI vAsanAthI kharaDAIne paraMparayA durgatimAM dhakelI mUkavAnuM ja kAma kare. gharane kharAba mAnanArAneH sAdhu thavAnI tIvra lAlasAvALAne saMyogavazAt gharamAM rahevuM paDe to e keTalo trasta hoya e jANo cho? enI sthiti pANI vinA taraphaDiyA mAratI mAchalI jevI bhayaMkara hoya.

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116 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra chevaTe zAsanane tamArA haiye to rAkho ja mAnavajIvana maLyuM. jainakuLa maLyuM. sanmArga darzaka nigraMthaguruo maLyA. pachI to tuccha bhogasukho khAtara AvA mUlyavAna jIvanane kadI barabAda karI na zakAya. kAyA paNa e jinazAsanane samarpita, haiyuM (citta) paNa e jinazAsanane samarpita hovAM joIe. jo ATaluM paNa haze to ya tamAruM jIvana nAvaDuM saMsArasAgarathI pAra UtarI jaze. nAvaDI sAgaramAM hoya to tarI jAya. paNa sAgara nAvaDImAM pesI jAya to DUbI jAya. haiye vasAvo bhagavAna vIrane; nirjhanya upakArI gurune; kRpAsvarUpa dharmane.... sahune jaNAvI do ke tamArI sAthe rahuM chuM eTaluM ja; bAkI mArA haiye tamArAmAMnuM koI nathI; koInI mane mamatA nathI. mArA ja koI meM mAnyA hoya to te sudevAdi che. tamArAmAMnA koI nahi. na paDe kAyA bhoganI dharatI upara. na paDe citta e dharatI upara. paNa karmanA mAryA AtmA mATe A badhuMya zakya na hoya to ya bhale kadAca kAyA paDe e bhoganA kAdavamAM; paNa cittanuM to patana na ja thavuM joIe. hajI kAyapAta cAlI zake paNa cittapAta to na ja calAvI levo joIe. Ano artha e thayo ke bhale kadAca tame gharamAM raho; strInA saMgamAM raho, saMpattinA sAnnidhyamAM raho; bALa baccAnA parivAramAM raho, vepAra ane vyavahAramAM ya raho paraMtu tamArA haiyAmAM to emAMnuM kazuM ya na rahevuM joIe. tamArA haiye koIne sthAna na Apo. kaMcana, kAminI, kAyA, kuTuMba ke kIrtinI mamatA haiye sthAna pAmanArI vastu che. e mamatA tamArA haiye na ja rAkho. gharanA tamAma svajanone kahI do ke, "tame paNa mArI sAthe A ja rIte rahejo. tamArA haiye devAdine ja sthApajo. mane kadApi nahi" AvuM roja kahe te zrAvaka. sAdhu vinA vIranuM zAsana cAlI zake nahi evuM samajanAra zrAvakonI pharaja zuM? zAstramAM kahyuM che, "na tirthaM, viNA niyaMThehiM.'' nircandho vinA tIrtha saMbhavatuM nathI. nirgunho vinA tIrtha TakI zakatuM nathI. nigraMtha eTale sAdhu ane tenI sAdhutA.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 117 nizcayanayathI sAdhutA artha levo joIe; vyavahAranayathI sAdhu artha levo joIe. dhanavAna bhaktonI ane dhananI anukULatA vinA bhagavad zAsana jarUra cAlaze paraMtu sAdhuo vinA to nahi ja cAle. jo A vAta zAsanapremIone samajAI jAya to temaNe dareke potAnA gharamAMthI ochAmAM ochuM eka bALaka paramAtma zAsanane samarpita karavuM ja joIe. bahu AgaLa vadhI jaIne jo kahevuM hoya to ema paNa kahI zakAya ke vartamAnakALanI zAsananI chinnabhinna thatI sthitine joIne, zAsanane sudaDha banAvavAnI yojanAmAM je mAtApitAo potAnuM eka paNa bALaka Ape nahi emane zrAvaka zrAvikA kahevA ke nahi e prazna che. sAdhujIvananI maryAdAo ja evI che ke enuM pAlana karavA vaDe ja anupama zAsana prabhAvanA thaI zake. pagapALA vihAra; nirIhatA, akiMcanatA, brahmacarya, gurupAratanya, aNagAritA vageremAMnI dareka maryAdA ja evI abhuta che ke tenA dvArA zAsanane khUba sudaDha banAvI zakAya. zAsanapremIo! tame taiyAra thAo; zAsananA saMvigna ane gItArtha muninA caraNe tamAruM bALaka turata samarpita karo. hA. "eka ja bALaka basa che." jo kharekhara tamArA aMtaramAM zAsana vasyuM hoya to e zAsananA hitamAM A hAkalane turata ja vadhAvI lo. camatkAro to Aje ya ghaNAM che paNa AMkho khole to dekhAya ne ? keTalAka mANaso amArI pAse AvIne camatkAro dekhADavAnI vAta karatAM kahe che ke, "jo have camatkAra batADavAmAM nahi Ave to A sadIno mAnava dharmasanmukha banI zakaze nahi." A to kevI vicitra dhamakI che! aMdha athavA to AMkha mIcelo mANasa ema kahe ke, "mane jagata dekhAtuM nathI" eTale jagata che ja nahi ema kema mAnI levAya? camatkAra to Aje, A ja dharatI upara AvI vAto karanAranI sAmesAma ja che paNa jovA ja na hoya tene koNa dekhADI zake ?

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118 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra rUpiyAnI noTo varasAvavI ke duSTone lohI vamatA karI devA, vAMDhAnuM vAMDhApaNuM miTAvI devuM, koInuM vAMjhIyApaNuM nAbUda karI devuM, anAjanI guNono varasAda varasAvI devo. e badhA ya jo camatkAra kahevAtA hoya to ethI paNa vadhu pracaMDa camatkAra Aje paNa kyAM nathI? lAkho rUpiyAnI mAlikIne lAta mArIne, ughADA page ghUmavAnI kaLAne siddha karI levI e zuM jaina sAdhuno camatkAra nathI? rUpavatIno kaMta banavAnI zakyatAvALo eka navayuvAna muktipaMthano saMta banI jAya e zuM bhogI jagata mATe pratyakSa camatkAra nathI? adyatana vaijJAnika sagavaDothI sajja duniyAmAM mAthAnA vALa hAthethI kheMcI nAkhavA e zuM camatkAra nathI? svacchaMdatAnA galIca vAyumaMDaLamAM rahIne gurune pUrNa rIte jIvananuM samarpaNa karavuM e zuM A sadInA bALasAdhuonA jIvanano bhavya camatkAra nathI? mAnapAna mATe marI janArAo ane apamAnamAM ApaghAta karI denArAonI vacce rahIne mAna-apamAnanI dazAmAM samatA dhAraNa karanArAonuM jIvana ja camatkArapUrNa nathI? dUdhavALInA kALA badanamAM paNa kALA dhabba banI janArAone, rUpavatInA rUpamAM kadI nahi lapasI paDanArA yuvAna jaina sAdhu kyAMya dekhAyA'tA kharA? to zuM emAM emane kazo camatkAra no'to jaNAyo? AMkho jarAka ughADo pachI ekalA camatkAronA camakArA ja dekhAze. e ja batAve che ke tamane sAdhu game che; sAdhutA nahi. dharmI kahevAtA mANasane sAdhu game ane sAdhunI sAdhutA na game evuM paNa bane kharuM? hA. jarUra banI zake. sagAM hovAnA kAraNe, maitrInA kAraNe, sAMsArika lAbha karI ApavAnA kAraNe sAdhu game ane emanI sAdhutA na paNa game. sAdhutA zuM vastu che e jene samajAyuM hoya to jhUkIjhUkIne e sAdhutAne namaskAranI mALAo arpato hoya. erakanDIzana rUmamAM besIne paNa te mahAna sAdhuone yAda karIne bolato hoya, "aho ! Ava baLabaLatA baporanI AgavaSanI vacce jenamunio ughADA page cAlyA jatA haze? dhanyavAda.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 119 seMkaDo phiyATo ane embeseDaro bAjumAMthI pasAra thaI jatI hoya tyAre 1515 mAIla cAlIne lotha thaI gayelA sAdhuo e moTaramAM besavAnA saprema AmaMtraNane paNa hasI nAkhe che! rokeTayugano mahAmAnava kone kahevo e prazna buddhivAdI lokone pharIthI vicAraNAnA Tebala upara lAvye ja chUTako thavAno che. sAdhunI sAdhutA zuM cIja che e vAtanI pUrI pahecAna sAdhubhaktone paNa haze ke kema e prazna che. sAdhubhaktone paNa e vAtanI khabara che kharI ke A te sAdhuo che jemaNe moTA dhanADhayonI keTalIya kanyAo taraphathI najara pheravI lIdhI che! rokeTanA yugamAM gADAmAM besavAno ya InkAra karI dIdho che! erakanDIzanDa rUmanI sagavaDanA samayamAM pUMThAnA paMkhAne ya thU karI nAkhyo che! kokAkolAnA jamAnAmAM dhagadhagatA pANI sAthe hasate moMe bhikSA karI che! ekaTara-ekaTresonA praNayalagnonA ahevAlomAM pAgala banI jatA, rokeTanI siddhiomAM aMjAIne aMdhaprAyaH banI jatA, ThaMDakamAM ThaMDAgAra banI jatA lokone sAdhutA samajavA mATe ya kadAca bhavo karavA paDaze; ane ene haiyethI namavA mATe to bIjA keTalAya bhavo karavA paDaze. mAtra sAdhu gamaze tethI uddhAra nahi thAya; sAdhutAne gamADo, sAdhutAne pAmavAnI Aga aMtaramAM jagADo; pachI uddhAra jarA ya dUra nathI.. sarva samasyAno eka ja ukela : sAdhu thAo bhUdAna kAryaka2 vinobAne koI pUche ke rASTranI AbAdI zI rIte vadhe ? loko premathI zI rIte rahe ? sAcuM lokazAsana zI rIte Ave? vizvazAMti zI rIte thAya? darekanuM Arogya zI rIte sAruM rahe? Arthika bhIDamAMthI zI rIte mukta thavAya? vagere... vagere... dareka praznano eka ja uttara teo Ape che, "bhUdAna karavAthI.'' mane koI A ja badhA prazno pUche ke koI bIjA prazno pUche to te badhAyano huM eka ja uttara ApuM ke, 'bhagavAna jinezvaradeve batAvelA cAritra mArge cAlIne sAdhu banavAthI.'' tamArA gharamAM kaleza cAle che? tame trAsI gayA cho ? to sAdhu thaI jAo. pachI e kaleza tamane sparzI paNa na zake.

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120 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra tame nANAbhIDamAM cho? to ya sAdhu thAo. tamane saMgadoSathI vAsanAo pajave che? jhaTa, sAdhu thAo. tamane paralokano bhaya lAgyA kare che? to sAdhu thAo. tamAre rAjakAraNathI mukta thavuM che? to sAdhu thAo. vizvazAMti sAdhu thavAmAM ja che. gRhazAMti ane rASTrazAMti paNa sAdhu thavAmAM ja che. sarvakalyANa paNa sAdhu thayA vinA koI karI zake tema nathI. nA.... sarvodaya kAryakaro paNa sarvodaya nahi lAvI zake. adbhuta koTinuM che sAdhutva... enI saghaLI vyavasthAo ja evI che ke zAstranIti jALavIne game teTalI mukta jabAnathI saghaLI sAcI vAta kahI zakavA susamartha banI rahe che. nathI ene rAjakAraNano bhaya; nathI ene khAvAnI ciMtA, nathI ene kapaDAnI ciMtA.... kadI na pajave moMghavArI, kadI na pajave kaleza kaMkAsanuM vAyumaMDaLa.... AvI majabUta vyavasthA jainasAdhu jIvanane ja varelI che, mATe jenasAdhu banavAthI ja sarva prazno UkalI zake. sAdhu banavAthI ja sarva duHkhothI, ane sarva pApothI mukti maLI zake. badhuM maMjUra! ogho nA maMjUra! sarva pApone thaMbhAvI detuM ane sarva sAMsArika "heyAbaLApA'nA duHkhone miTAvI denAruM sAdhujIvana Aje vidyamAna hovA chatAM ene svIkAravA keTalA taiyAra thAya che? dvArakAdahana vakhate deve jAherAta karI hatI ke, "bhagavAna nemanAthasvAmI pAse sAdhu thavA je teyAra thaze temane ja bacavA daIza; bAkInA badhAyane saLagAvI daIza." to ya eka ja zrAvaka taiyAra thayo, bAkInA badhAya jAte ja bacI javAnI AzAmAM devane AdhIna na thayA. aMte baLI maryA. saMsAranA duHkho kevA? hAtha bALavA jevA loca, vihArAdinA kaSTo bhale tyAM nathI paraMtu haiyAbaLApA keTalA? eno to koI ArovAro ja na dekhAya. Ama chatAM e saMsArathI trAsI jaIne sAdhu thavA keTalA taiyAra thAya? bhAgye ja thoDA. kevI madhalALa vaLagI che bhogavAsanAnI? sukhazIlatAnI? athavA koTuMbika mamatvanI? keTalAka vAsanAnI pIDAthI sAdhu thavA taiyAra thatA nathI. keTalAka kuTumbAdinA mamatvanA khIle bAMdhI rahyA hoya che. keTalAkane vaLI dehanI sukhazIlatA

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vd nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 121 bhAre gamI gaI hoya che. AvA manamAnyA mamatvonuM ahIM poSaNa thatuM nathI eTale sAdhu thavAnI lAcArI dekhADavAmAM Ave che. AvA mamatvone kA2Ne e jIvo keTalA duHkhano DuMgara mAthe UMcakavA taiyAra thAya che? keTalA pApo khUMdavA sajja banI jAya che? bhagavAna jinezvaradevonI keTalI AjJAone paga nIce kacaDavAnI taiyArI batAvatA hoya che? keTalA jIvono hatyAkAMDa emane maMjUra thaI jAya che? bahu sIdhI sAdI naphA-toTAnI gaNatarI hovA chatAM bhoga-rasikoneH bhArekarmI jIvone A vAta samajAtI nathI e kAMI nAnusunuM Azcarya nathI. saMsArano pratyeka raMga, virAga nItarato hovA chatAM emAMthI parANe rAga nIcovavo ane enA be pAMca TIpAMmAM ATaluM moTuM nukasAna veThavuM emAM kaMI bahAdUrI haze? jainadharmamAM janma laIne pastAvo thayo nathI ne? ema sAMbhaLyuM che ke sva. vaDA pradhAna naherune koIke pUchayuM ke hinduprajAjana tarIke temano janma thayo che te aMge temane zuM lAgyuM che? temaNe javAba Apyo ke,'huM eno pastAvo karuM chuM!'' A ja praznano uttara ApatAM. sva. vaDA pradhAna zAstrIe kahyuM hatuM ke, 'hinduprajAjana tarIke mArI jAtane oLakhAvatA huM garva anubhavuM chuM!' ' jevo jeno bALa-uchera tevuM tenuM mAnasa ghaDatara. khera... jainone paNa huM A ja prazna pUchuM chuM. mane lAge che ke ghaNA kolejiyana jaina yuvAnono uttara sva. naheru sAthe tAla milAvato hovo joIe. kaMdamULa na khavAya; rAtre na khavAya, sinemA na jovAya; roja pa2mAtmapUjA karavAnI; guruvaMdana karavAnuM, hoTalamAM na javAya... ItyAdi eTalI badhI maryAdAo, pALavAnI ane vidhi sAcavavAnI hovAthI AjanA jainayuvAnone jainadharmathI jANe trAsa chUTI gayo lAge che! keTalo pracaMDa bhoga2sa aMtaramAM khAbakyo haze tyAre ja AvI mAnasika sthitinuM nirmANa thatuM haze ne ? zAstrakAra 52marSioe je jainatvanA bharapeTa gIta gAyA che

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122 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra tenI tarapha keTalAkone sUga utpanna thaI che! A loko baMdhanamAM rahevA mAgatA ja nathI evuM paNa nathI. emanA bhogarasane pAmavA mATe to skUla, kolejanA tamAma baMdhano emaNe svIkAryA ja hoya che; vepAranA tamAma dhArAdhoraNo emane mAnavA ja paDe che. sarakAranI 25-50 upAdhione kAraNe e loko satata jAgRta rahetA ja hoya che. korTanI tArIkho; relavenA samaya; sinemAnA zonA TAIma; pArTIo ane kalabonA tamAma baMdhano emane sadA mATe mAnya hoya ja che. dharmanuM ja kSetra evuM che jyAM AvA loko naTa thaIne bolI zake che ke, "amane baMdhana phAve nahi. amane baMdhanamAM trAsa thAya che!'' bhale tyAre; AvA mANasonI amAre to dayA ja ciMtavavI rahI ne ? zrAvakanI lagnapatrikA paNa kevI hoya? devAdhideva zAsanapati paramAtmA mahAvIranA zAsanane haiyAthI pAmelA zrAvakanI lagnapatrikA paNa vAMcanAranA aMtaramAM bharapUra virAga utpanna karI de tevI hoya. A rahyuM tenuM AcheruM koke kareluM; meM mAtra sudhAreluM 'DrAphaTiMga.' ''vi. mAM jaNAvavAnuM ke amArA ci. ramezanA lagna... tithinA divase nirdhA2vAnI amane pharaja paDI che. bALavayathI 2mezane ame eka vAta roja karatA hatA ke, "beTA rameza! sAdhu ja thaje. A saMsAra ekalA pApothI bharelo che. jIva-hiMsA vagere pApo karyA vinA ahIM jIvAtuM ja nathI ame tArA mAtApitA evA abhAgIA nIkaLyA ke A pApamaya saMsArano tyAga na karI zakyA. paraMtu beTA rameza! tuM kharekhara amAro kahyAgaro dIkaro hoya to ame vAvelo saMsArano jherI vaDalo tuM AgaLa vadhavA na daIza. sarvaviratinA paMthe prayANa karIne e vaDalAne tyAM ja kApI nAkhaje. 'puNyanA yoge sAMpaDI jato sukhamaya saMsAra paNa duHkhamaya ane pApamaya che e vAta ame - tenA mAtApitA kAyama karatA. ane badhI vAtano aMta to aNagAra banavAnI bhAvanA vyakta karIne ja lAvatA. 'paNa aphasosa! yauvananA uMbare AvIne UbhelA ramezane ame jyAre ekavAra tenA aMtaranI bhAvanA pUchI tyAre teNe je vAta karI tethI amAruM banneyanuM aMtara duHkhita thaIne raDI UThyuM. eNe kahyuM, "pUjanIya mAtApitAjI! Ape mane je kAMI

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 1 2 3 Aja sudhI samajAvyuM te ja akSarazaH sAcuM che. paNa koNa jANe huM kevA pApAtmA chuM ke mane vAsanAo pajavatI lAge che. mahAbhiniSkamaNanA paMthe paga mUkavAno pracaMDa puruSArtha karatAM patanano mahAbhaya mArA aMtarane korI rahyo che. pitAjI! mane kSamA Apo." ramezanI A vAta sAMbhaLIne, lagna na karavAthI enuM jIvana unmArge caDI javAnA bhayane najaramAM rAkhIne e pApathI ene bacAvI levA mATe amAre tene eka khIle bAMdhI devArUpa lagna karavAnuM nakkI karavuM paDayuM che. have Apa sakuTuMba padhArajo ane navadaMpatIne AziSa dejo ke, "tame sadAnuM pavitra jIvana jIvatAM rahIne sarvaviratino dharma vahelI take svIkArajo ane svanuM kalyANa karIne amArA sahunuM kalyANa karajo." svadravya jinapUjA! mahApAponI nAzaka jenA jIvana aDhaLaka pApoe raMgAI-kharaDAIne kAbaracItarA banI gayA che ene keTalI vAto karavI? keTalA pApo choDAvavA? vaLI vihAra karI gayA pachI zuM? agni gayo ke dUdhano Ubharo zAMta! A paristhitine eka ja rIte hala karI zakAya tema lAge che. jo e chatAM ya koI ukela na Ave to bIjo koI upAya nathI ema paNa kadAca kahI devuM paDe. jinavANInuM zravaNa bAre ya mAsa maLavAnuM ekadama zakya nathI; paraMtu jinezvara bhagavAnanuM pUjana to bAre ya mAsa mATe zakya che. jo A pUjana vidhipUrvakanuM banI jAya ane svadravyathI thatuM rahe to umaMgamAM evo uchALo Ave ke emAM zuM zuM na bane e ja prazna che. bhAtabhAtanA zubha saMkalpo jAgrata thatA ja rahe; aneka kharAbIo jIvanamAMthI nAbUda thatI ja rahe. ApameLe nitya-navI preraNA maLatI ja rahe. bIjuM kAMI ja na bane to huM kahIza ke chevaTe svadravyathI vidhipUrvaka jinapUjA karo. mAro bhagavAna tamane badhI rIte ThIka karI deze. pUjananA puNya duHkha jaze; ane pUjananA bhAve pApavAsanAo zAMta paDI jaze. durlabha evuM mAnavajIvana vAraMvAra sulabha banI jaze. pachI mokSa to hAthavetamAM ja che ne ? sahu pUjaka bano paramAtmAnA!

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124 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra bodA mAlanA ya sArA bhAvanA yugamAM amArI avadazA! Aje to sAva bodA gaNAtA mAlanA paNa UMcA bhAva bolAvA lAgyA che. are! bAradAnanuM paNa mArkeTamAM gaurava che. enA ya bhAvo sArA bolAya che. AvI sthitimAM dhArmika kSetranI sthitino vicAra karIe to ema lAge ke ahIM to avadazA ja beThI che. ahIM to sArAmAM sArA mAlanoya bhAva ja bolAto nathI. are! e sAva maphatamAM ja jaI rahyo che. sAta kSetromAM dAna eTale? keTalo UMco mAla! svastrI sAthe paNa zIlanuM pAlana! keTalo UMco mAla! ane tapadha"! e mAlanI to vAta ja zI karavI? paNa A mAlavALAone pUcho to kharA ke eno bhAva keTalo bolAya che? sAco mANasa haze to tamane jhaTa kahI deze ke "mIMDuM. haiyAmAM bhAvanuM nAma ja nathI. basa! karyuM jAuM chuM." je dAnanI pAchaLa dhananI mUcha sAme karaDI najara na hoya; je zIlanI pAchaLa vAsanA tarapha sUga na hoya, je tapanI pAchaLa AhArAdi tarapha tiraskAra na hoya te dAnAdine dAnAdi ja na kahevAya. dhanAdi pratyenA tiraskAranA bhAva vihoNA dAnAdi eTale e badhAya, ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA ja samajI levA. svarUpathI ja uttama evA dAnAdi-dravyonA bhAva jo vadhI jAya to badhAya bhava kapAI jAya! emAM zI navAI? zakyatA e ja moTI vAta "baTATA na khAvA chatAM baTATA khAdhAnuM pApa lAge ja kema?" AvA prakAranA pratijJA saMbaMdhita prazno ghaNA loko pUchatA ja hoya che. Ano sIdho uttara eka ja che ke baTATA na khAvA chatAM pratijJA nahI karanArane baTATA khAvAnI zakyatA to kharI ja ne? basa e ja moTuM pApa. tame khAo ke na khAo. loTarI zuM vastu che? dasa lAkha loko ekekA rUpiyAnI TikiTa le temAMthI eka

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 125 ja mANasane eka lAkha rUpiyAnuM paheluM InAma maLavAnuM che. paNa dase dasa lAkha mANaso kahe che ke, "e paheluM InAma kadAca mane ja lAgI jAya te zakya che. InAma na ja lAge tevuM koI ja kahI zake tema nathI. InAma lAgaze ja tevuM paNa koI ja kahI zake tema nathI chatAM InAma lAgavAnI zakyatA ja loTarInA tattvane jIvaMta rAkhe che. phrAnsanA presiDenTa dagola eka vAra briTana gayA tyAre tenI tamAma hospiTalomAM temanA lohIne maLatuM lohI taiyAra rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. game te sthAne khUna thatAM lohInI jarUriyAtanI zakyatA kAraNe ja.. bhUkhyo siMha dhasI Ave tyAre cAra-cha mANasone ja te mAravAno hovA chatAM upasthita eka hajAra mANasomAMnA tamAma nAsabhAga kare che. 4-6 mAM potAno ja naMbara lAgI javAnI zakyatAne kAraNasto. - have eka vAta karI dauM? ApaNe maravAnuM che e to nakkI ja che. kyAre karavAnuM che enI ApaNane khabara ja nathI. chatAM dareka paLe marI javAnI zakyatA to kharI ja ne? koI paNa bhAvinI ekAda paLa mATe ApaNe chAtI ThokIne ema kahI zakIe kharA ke, "A paLe to huM nahi ja maruM?'' nahi ja ne? to pratipaLanI maraNanI zakyatAvALAe keTalA sAvadhAna banI javuM rahyuM? re! tame utarAvelo vImo ja A vAtano sAkSI nathI? AdarzaprAptinI daSTie jaina-nAstika paNa mahAna che jene devamAM vItarAgatAno, gurumAM nirgasthatAno ane dharmamAM kRpAno Adarza maLyo. kRpAmUlaka jinadharmane pAmelA hajAro lAkho dharmIjanonA anupama jIvano jene Adarza tarIke maLyA evA jinakuLamAM janmIne zrAvakapaNAnuM Adarza jIvana pAmelA zrAvaka-zrAvikAo to mahAna che ja. paNa apekSAe eTale sudhI vAta kahI zakAya ke evA jina-kuLamAM janmelo jenamAtra mahAna che. jUThA jamAnAnA jhapATe caDIne e nAstika thaI gayo hoya toya bIjA nAstiko karatAM Astika banavA mATenI bahu moTI zakyatA ene prApta thaI che. game te kAraNasara, kyAreka paNa jinamaMdiramAM bhaTakAI javAnuM; guruvarga pAse jaI caDavAnuM ene banI jAya. koka dharmaguruno upadeza sAMbhaLavAno prasaMga ene

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126 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra maLI jAya. vastupALo ane kumArapALonI AdarzakathAo enI AMkhe caDI jAya. ane jhaTa jIvana parivartana thavA lAge. A zakyatAnI dRSTie ApaNe jene nAstikane paNa mahAna kahI zakIe. zAlibhadrajI, dhannAjI, sudarzana zeTha, vijaya zeTha, sulasA, damayaMtI vagere AdarzonA tAralAonA jhUmakhejhUmakhA jinazAsananA gaganamAM camakI ja rahyA che. jarAka najara milAvo... prakAza patharAze aMtaramAM; ane dhrUjI UThaze pApicchamAM pAriSTha vAsanAo. bAra bAra varSa sudhI rUpakozAnA mohapAzamAM phasAyelA sthUlabhadra, jainakuLamAM janmyA hatA mATe ja eka dhanya paLa pAmI zakyA ne ?

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_/ O III 10000 (4) dharmano adhikArI koNa?

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128 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra ame pheriyA nathI, dukAnadAra chIe potAnI garaje gAmaDe gAmaDe galIe galIe, ghare ghare phare te pheriyo kahevAya; bIjAnI garaje lokone jyAM doDI AvavuM paDe te dukAnadAra kahevAya. amAruM kArya pheriyAnuM nathI; dukAnadAranuM che. dharma jevI mUlyavAna cIja jyAM ne tyAM jene ane tene bajhADavA jevI nathI. jyAre jyAre A rIte apAtronA hAthamAM dharma gayo che tyAre tyAre dharmano ochevatte aMze nAza thayo che. vartamAnakALanA bhogabhISaNa vAyumaMDaLamAM to A vAta khUba ja sAvadhAnI mAgI le che. je kharekharo pAtra AtmA hoya tene ja A dharmanuM tatvajJAna ApI zakAya. evAnI zodha karavA mATe amAre dukAnadAra banavuM rahyuM. amArA mAlanI sAcI garajavALo ja prAyaH amAre tyAM Avaze. ene ame pAtra samajI levA yatna karIzuM. "jagatamAM dharmanI jarAya bhUkha rahI nathI.'' ema samajIne keTalAka dukAnadAroe pherI cAlu karI che. mArI dRSTie to teo sariyAma devALuM kADhavAnI sthitimAM che. hajI bhAratanI dharatI upara mAnavatA ane AdhyAtmikatAno prANa dhabakI rahyo che. koI paNa dukAnadAre hatAza thavAnI jarUra nathI. vaLI A to jhaverAtanI dukAna che, bhajiyA-bhUMsAnA vepArIne tyAM jevo daroDo paDe che tevI gharAkI ahIM na hoya te ja svAbhAvika che. paNa cha-bAra mahine ekAda paNa joradAra gharAkI nIkaLI jAya to ya zuM vAMdho che? dhaMdho ja evA prakArano che ? vaLI evI gharAkI nIkaLavAnI paNa kharI ja. eTale hatAzAne hajI avakAza nathI. bhAvanA karatAM pAtratA baLavAna bhAvanA baLavAna ke pAtratA baLavAna? badhA meTrika-pAsa vidyArthIonI kolejamAM dAkhala thavAnI tIvra bhAvanA hovA chatAM paNa te badhAyane kolejomAM praveza maLato nathI. kemake kolejanA adhyApako temanA sarTiphikeTanI pAtratAne joIne nirNaya karatAM hoya che. A rIte jagatamAM sarvatra pAtratA jovAya che. saMgrahaNInA dardInI dUdha pIvAnI tIvratama bhAvanA hoya to ya tene dUdha pIvA

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 129 mATe "apAtra" kahIne dUdha devAtuM nathI. khAMsInA dardI bALakone pIparamIMTa khAvAnI tIvra bhAvanA chatAM, "pIparamIMTa khAvA mATe nAlAyaka' kahIne avagaNI nAkhavAmAM Ave che. TrenamAM musApharI karavAnI bhAvanA cAlatI ja nathI, TikiTa meLavyAnI pAtratA paNa jovI paDe che. A vastusthiti hovA chatAM dharmanA kSetramAMthI koNa jANe pAtratAnA vicAranI hakAlapaTTI thaI rahI che. 'bhAvanA hoya eTale ja dharma karavA lAyaka' evo avAja have to cAre bAjuthI UThavA lAgyo che. mane to lAge che ke apAtrone paNa dharmanA kSetromAM ghusADI daIne dharmano nAza karI devA mATenuM A koI bhedI kAvataruM ja hovuM joIe. bhAvanAvAdanA jherathI jo koI dharma bacavuM ja hoya to teNe pAtratAnA sanAtana siddhAMtane custa rIte vaLagI ja rahevuM paDaze. hajAro apAtronA dharmapravezathI saMkhyAvadhAro thaze paNa dharmano ja mULamAMthI nAza thaI jaze. bhUlecUke dharmapravezanI bhAvanA dekhADatA daMbhIone dharmakSetramAM pravezavA dezo mA! bhAvanA ane pAtratA bhAvanA ane pAtranA-beya-taddana judA ja padArtho che. parIkSAmAM besanArA pratyeka vidyArthInI bhAvanA hoya che ke, huM pahelA naMbare uttIrNa thAuM to bahu sAruM. paNa pahelA naMbare uttIrNa thavAnI pAtratA to eka ja vidyArthIne prApta thAya che. bhAvanA karatAM pAtratA ja mahattvanuM vyavasthApaka bIja che. sarvatra bhAvanA nathI jovAtI; pAtratA ja jovAya che. kemake duniyAmAM sone potapotAnA vartuLamAM vyavasthA joIe. vaDA pradhAna thavAnI bhAvanAvALA-apAtrane kadI vaDA pradhAnanI khurazIe besADAya ? dUdha pIvAnI bhAvanAvALA saMgrahaNInA dardIne-apAtrane-mAtA dUdha de kharI?

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130 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra nokarI karavAnI bhAvanAthI keTalA doDe che? chatAM nokarI keTalAne maLe che ? e vakhate emanI pAtratA (Qualifications) ja tapAsAya che ne ? jyAM aMdhAdhUMdhI macAvavI hoya tyAM ja pAtratAne badale bhAvanAne mahattA ApavI joIe, AthI ja dharmadveSI lokoe dharmano nAza karavA mATe pAtrApAtratAno vicAra vagovIne bhAvanAno vicAra agrasthAne mUkyo che. e loko eka ja vAta kare che ke, "dharmamAM vaLI pAtra zuM ane apAtra zuM? jene dharmanI bhAvanA hoya ene devo ja joIe. ahIM badhA ya samAna che.'' kevI khataranAka rajUAta che? huM to kahIza ke saMgrahaNInA dardIne dUdha mATe apAtra kahevAnI vAtanI mAMDavALa karIne enI bhAvanA mujaba dUdha Apo ane parIkSAmAM pahelA naMbare ja uttIrNa thavAnI bhAvanAvALA badhAyane pahelo naMbara Apo. sattAnI bhAvanAvALA saune sattAsthAne besADI do, pachI Avajo amArI pAse suphIANI vAto karavA. dhasAro to tharDaklAsanA DabbAmAM ja hoya ne? pharsTa kalAsanA DabbAmAM jeTalI gIradI hoya tethI ghaNI vadhu gIradI tharDa kalAsamAM hoya. paNa bahu saMkhyAnA kAraNe kAMI tharDa kalAsanuM mUlya vadhI jatuM nathI ane pharsTa kalAsanuM mUlya ghaTI paNa jatuM nathI. gAMThiyAvALAnI dukAne lAIna lAge che ane jhaverInI dukAne koIka divasa koka ja pharake che. ethI zuM jhaverInuM jhaverAta mUlyamAM nabaLuM sAbita thaI jAya ? nA jarAya nahi. AvuM ja kAMIka dharmanI vAtamAM che. nirbheLa dharma prAyaH pALavAmAM kaThina hoya. kemake lokaruci mujaba dharmane saraLa banAvavAmAM Ave to e dharma bheLaseLIo banI ja rahe. ema karatAM dhIme dhIme enuM svarUpa e khoI bese. sAcI vastune lokaruci khAtara kadI vikRta karAya nahi. loko to game te mAMge... paNa temanI mAgaNI mujaba jo dharmanuM moM badalyA karAya to e dharma saraLa banIne, apAtronA hAthamAM jAya. ane e apAtronA hAthe eno nAza thAya. Aje evA saraLa banAvI devAyelA keTalAka kahevAtA dharmo che ke jeNe potAnA pracAra mATe Azramo paNa sthApyA che. eno anuyAyI varga paNa moTI saMkhyAmAM

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 131 vadhato jAya che paraMtu ethI kAMI enuM mUlya vadhatuM nathI. e dhasAro ja enA ghasArAmAM parimaze; kaleza kaMkAsanuM sarjana karIne pUrNanAzamAM vilIna thaze. dharmazravaNano adhikArI koNa? pAtratA joyA vinA ja game te vastu ApI devAno bhayaMkara roga AjanA buddhivAdIone lAgu thaI cUkyo che. zAstrakAroe to "kAcA ghaDAmAM kadI pANI nAkhazo mA !" ema spaSTa zabdomAM kahyuM che. apAtrone vastu na devAmAM ja emanA pratyenI karuNA sAcI Thare che. kesariyA dUdha paNa saMgrahaNInA dardIne na ja ApavAmAM karuNA che. dharmazravaNamAM ya pAtratA joIe. A pAtratA traNa prakAranI che. muMbaI pahoMcavA, gADImAM besavA mATe jema traNa kalAsa hoya che tevuM ja ahIM che. hiMsA, jUTha, corI, vagere 17 prakAranA pApo che. e sattareya pApo "sArA che." "karavA ja joIe." "na karIe to jivAya nahi evI mAnyatA e 18muM pApa che. A 18muM pApa ja atibhayAnaka gaNAya che. sarva pApo AnI upara ja kUdatA hoya che. pApono bApa ja A che. A 18 ya pApono jemaNe tyAga karyo te saMsAratyAgIo "pharsTa kalAsanI TikiTa prApta kare che. sattara pApa karavA chatAM aDhAramAM pApano tyAga karanArA AtmAo sekaMDa-kalAsanI TikiTa meLave che. ane 18 pApa karavA chatAM e pApo "jaladIthI jAya to sAru" dharmazravaNathI evuM banI jAya to suMdara.... evI bhAvanAvALAo "tharDa kalAsanI TikiTa prApta kare. jemane AvI paNa bhAvanA nathI te badhA khudAbakSo che. gADImAM caDI jAya to ya jela bhegA ja thavAne sarjAyelA che. pharsTa-kalAsavALo ya muMbaI pahoMce; tharDa-kalAsavALo ya muMbaI pahoMce. paNa khudAbakSa to....! dharmazravaNanA traNa prakAranA adhikArImAMthI tamAro naMbara kyAM che? kyAM che ekAgratA? dharmanI 'brIpha' laIne moTI moTI tattvacarcA karavA to ghaNA mANaso amArI pAse cAlyA Ave che. be cAra dharmatattvo koI pAsethI sAMbhaLyA hoya enI upara ja

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132 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra dareka sAthe AvI vAto karavAthI emano bajAra garamAgarama raheto hoya che. paNa AvA mANasonA meM be prakAra joyA che. keTalAko vAtano AraMbha ja kare che pachI temAM rasa levAne badale jANe sAva zUnyamanaska banIne bAghAnI jema amArI sAme joyA kare che. dharmanA viSayamAM AvA lokono trIjo mALa sAva khAlI hovo joIe ema mane lAgyuM che. A prakAranA lokomAM vAta sAMbhaLavAnI ekAgratA hotI nathI; kemake teo zUnyAgratAno bhoga banyA hoya che. bIjA prakAranA mANaso vAtano AraMbha kare che. temAM jarAtarA rasa paDayAno dekhAva karIne vAtanuM vatesara karavAnI kAbeliyata paNa dAkhave che chatAM temanI najara ghaDiyALa upara ja vAraMvAra paDatI hoya che. AthI mane ema lAgyuM che ke A lokonuM magaja to koI bIjI vAtonAM cagaDoLe caDI gayeluM hovuM joIe. AvA mANasoe trIjo mALa bhADe ApI dIdhAnuM mAruM maMtavya che. A prakAranA lokone huM anekagra dharmatattvane samajavA mATe zUnyAgratA ane ekAgratA be ya nakAmA che. zUnyAgratA tAmasabhAvanuM pratIka che; jyAre anekAgratA rAjasabhAvanuM. jarUra che ekAgratAnI; sAtvika bhAvanI dhyAnamudrAmAM sAva zUnyAgra na thavAya mATe ja AMkho sAva baMdha rAkhavAno niSedha haze? DAphA-DoLIA na mAratAM sAva anekAgra na thavAya mATe ja AMkho ekadama ughADI rAkhavAno paNa niSedha haze? nAsA upara sthira thavAnI ukta beya sthitinI vacalI sthitinuM vidhAna ekAgra thavA mATe ja hazene? ekAgratA vinA dharma kadI siddha thaI zake nahi. prayoga vinAno yoga! niSphaLa! aneka zrotAonI phariyAda Ave che ke, "varSothI jinavANI sAMbhaLavA chatAM amArA jIvanamAM enI asara ja kema jaNAtI nathI?" A prazna ja keTalo vicitra che? tAvanI davA lAvIne khIsAmAM mUkI rAkhanAro mANasa DaoNkTarane kadI ema pUchI zake kharo ke, "tamArI davA lAvavA chatAM mAro tAva kema jato nathI? kharI vAta e che ke vartamAnakALanA zrotAomAMno ghaNokharo varga mAtra zravaNarasika hoya che. emane sAMbhaLavAnuM ja khUba gamatuM hoya che. pravacana pUrNa thayA

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 133 bAda pravacana upara "vAha, vAha"no varasAda varasAvatAM teo ravAnA thatA hoya che. AthI vizeSa kazuM ja jovA maLatuM nathI. | mAruM kahevuM e che zravaNano yoga thayA bAda aMzataH paNa e zravaNanI vAtano jIvanamAM prayoga paNa karavo ja joIe. tyAganI vAta sAMbhaLIne tyAga karavo joIe. ekAda vastuno, are ! phakta eka divasa mATe. krodhanA vipAko sAMbhaLIne mahAkrodhI mANase krodha nahi karavAno bAra kalAkano paNa saMkalpa karavo ja joIe. jo A rIte nAnA nAnA paNa saMkalpo karavAmAM Avaze to eno rasAsvAda maLaze. ema thayA pachI to e pratijJAonI samayamaryAdA ApameLe vadhatI jaze. jene jIvana sAthe kAMI levAdevA na hoya e rIte bhagavAna mahAvIranuM jIvana sAMbhaLavuM che ene to kadAca bhagavAna mahAvIra uparathI Utare to ya teno nikhAra na karI zake ema kahuM to khoTuM nahi gaNAya. rAgadveSanI maMdatA e ja dharma bezaka, 'hiMsA na karavI'; "jUThuM na bolavuM vagere dharmo che. paraMtu e badhA ya dharmo zA mATe ? rAgAdine ghaTADanArA che mATe... paNa jo koI saMyogamAM ahiMsAnuM sevana karavA jatAM rAgAdi vadhatA hoya to? koI saMyogamAM dekhItA hiMsAdi karavAthI rAgAdi ghaTatA hoya to ? to pachI eka ja vAta che; jenAthI rAgAdino ghaTADo thAya te dekhItA hiMsAdi paNa dharma... ane rAgAdi vadhAratA tapa-tyAgAdi paNa adharma. A vicArane bahu ja sArI rIte samajIne pacAvI levo joIe. lIluM Adu ane baTATA banne ya anaMtakAya che. chatAM AdunI banatI nirjIva sUMTha khavAya che ane baTATAmAthI banelI nirjIva katarI khavAtI nathI. Ama kema vAru? Ano eka ja javAba che ke suMThe kAMI phAMkaDA mArIne "TesTathI khavAtI nathI; jyAre katarI to khUba rasathI khavAya tevI vastu che, jyAM rasa tyAM adharma. A ja rIte patithie lIlotarI khavAya nahi paNa paramAtmAne caDAvAya to kharI ja. kemake khAvAthI rAgAdi vadhe che; puSpAdine caDAvavAthI rAgAdimaLo ghaTe che. vaLI parvatithie maganuM zAka khavAya che paNa keLAnuM zAka na khavAya. yadyapi maganA pratyeka dANe jIva che; keLAmAM to AkhAyamAM eka ja jIva che; tathApi te

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134 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra maganuM zAka ocho rAga karanAra hoIne khavAya che. ane keLAnuM zAka ghaNo rAga karanAra hoIne tyAjya gaNAya che. bhale koI kriyAmAM 9 lAkha jIvonI hatyA na paNa thatI hoya; bhale kadAca rephrijareTaramAM banelA AIskrImamAM mIThAM jevA kAtIla zastrano upayoga na thayo hoya.. to ya e badhA rAgAdinA atijanaka hovAthI tyAjya che. bIjI bAjue mokSamArga svarUpa gaNAtA tapa-tyAgAdi paNa jo mAnapAnAdi mATe banatA hoya to te badhAya nitAnta tyAjya che. Ama dharma paNa rAgAdijanaka bane to adharma che. adharma paNa rAgAdinAzaka bane to dharma che. dharma zravaNanA be adhikArIo dharmadezanAno AraMbha karatI vakhate zrotAjano tarapha najara jAya che tyAre keTalIkavAra sAva becena banI javAya che. evA rIDhA gunegAra jevA moM dekhAya ke emane koI mana barADI UDe, "paththara upara pANI nAkhavAnuM kAma karavAnuM che." mane lAge che ke A kALamAM dharmadezanAnI asara "koka" upara ja karavA khAtara ja badho prayatna karavo paDe che. vastutaH to A dezanAno adhikAra be ja prakAranI vyaktione prApta thAya ema lAge che. (1) janamajanamanI saMskArI vyakti. (2) A janamanA kAMTALA anubhave thAkelI vyakti. pUrva janmanA saMskAro laIne janmelI vyaktine to dharmadezanAnuM khUba ja suMdara pAtra kahI zakAya. te sivAya A jIvanamAM nAsIpAsa thanAra; mitrothI dago pAmanAra. snehIothI vizvAsaghAta ke prapaMcI rAjakAraNano bhoga bananAra; samAja-sevAomAM mAra khAIne ke haDadhUta thaIne ghare besI janAra vagere vagere... prakAranI, thAkIne jagatanuM darzana karavA mathatI vyaktione dharmadezanAnuM bIjA naMbaranuM pAtra kahI zakAya. A sivAyanA sAMbhaLIne sAva ja rIDhA banelAM mANaso e keTalAMka puNyanI anukULatA mApanArA mANasomAM huM A pAtratA joto nathI. emanA viSayamAM thato prayatna ghora niSphaLatA Ape to navAI nahi vaLI evI niSphaLatAno mAra

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 135 vAraMvAra paDe to lAgaNIzIla vaktA paNa kadAca mAra khAIne potAnI hiMmata gumAvI bese e vadhArAnuM bhayAnaka nukasAna. "samajyA vinA dharma na thAya' ema kahenArAone dhArmika bhAvanAthI raMgAyelA vaDIlo jo potAnA bALakone, athavA saMto jo vidyArthIone dharma karavAnI preraNA kare to AjanA jamAnAnA keTalAka TekedAro jhaTa virodhano avAja uThAvIne suphIANI vAto karatA kahe che ke, "koI paNa kAma samajyA vinA-mAtra AMkha mIMcIne-jI hajUrIA banIne-karavuM e bevakUphInuM lakSaNa che. to dharma jevI cIja samajAvyA vinA AcaravAnI pharaja pADavI e to bilakula yogya nathI." AvA lokonI AvI keTalIka vAto eTalI badhI mIThAzathI bharelI hoya che ke sAdhAraNa buddhivALo mANasa to eno tarata ja zikAra banI jAya. paNa jo enI pAchaLanI bIjI keTalIka sthitino vicAra rajU karavAmAM Ave to AvI bhaDakAdAra vAto kAgaLanA vAgha jevI puravAra thaI jAya. jo koI paNa kAma samajyA vinA thaI zakatuM na hoya to kayuM bALaka ekaDo zIkhavA mATe samajIne nizALe gayuM hatuM e to kaho? mArI samaja mujaba prAyaH badhA ja bALako (ApaNe sudhdhAM) ne emanA vaDIloe TIMgAToLI karIne nizALe bhaNavA besADayA hatA. ane dhrusake dhrusake raDatAM e bALakonI e divase jarAya dayA khAdhI na hatI. bIjI vAta vaDIlonI potAnI ja karuM. keTalA vaDIlo DaoNkTara ke vaidyanI davAne barobara samajIne moMmAM nAkhe che? davAnI bATalInA lebala upara lakhelo "poIjhana' zabda vAMcyA pachI paNa keTalAe e davAmAM paDelI jherI davAne samajavAnI koziza karI hatI? Trena, vimAna vageremAM evuM cokkasa samajIne koNa beThuM che ke honArata nahi ja thAya? keTalAe DrAIvara ke pAIloTa dArUDIo che ke nahi tenI tapAsa karI che? pATAo ke AkAzanI lAIna kalIara' samajIne ja temAM besavAnI keTalAe pratijJA karI che? rahevA done badhI DAhI vAto! dharmathI lokone vimukha karavA mATe AvI vAto karo cho? nAhakanA pApa bAMdhIne zAne paraloka bagADo cho?

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136 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra dharmanuM tAtkAlika phaLa zuM? dharmathI mokSa maLe; paralokamAM sukha maLe, maraNa vakhate samAdhi maLe; paNa A ja jIvanamAM dharmathI zuM maLe? A jIvanamAM dharma karyo; puNya bAMdhyuM; ane A ja jIvanamAM e puNya udayamAM AvI jAya; ane tarata ja A jIvanamAM sukha maLI jAya evuM sAmAnyataH to na ja bane. Aje bI vAvyuM; ane Aje ja kAMI phaLa maLI jAya? nahi ja. A vAta samajavA pahelAM dharma kone kahevo? te samajI laIe. rAgadveSane aMtaHkaraNathI kharAba mAnavA e prathama dharma. A mAnyatApUrvaka jeTalI dharmakriyAo thAya e badhAya dharma. jenI pAse AvI mAnyatA nathI tenA jIvanamAM te game teTalI dharmakriyA karato hoya toya te dharmakriyAne dharma na kahevAya; dharmakriyA ja kahevAya. have je AtmA rAgAdine potAnA zatru mAne tenI mAnasika sthiti kevI hoya te jANo cho? jo tene puNyanA udayathI bhogasukhanI sAmagrI maLI jAya to tenI pAchaLa te kadI Asakta nahi thAya. kemake evI Asaktine to te sArI mAnato ja nathI. Ama thavAthI e sAmagrIne vadhAravAnA pApo e kadI nahi kare. jo pApakarmanA udayathI enI upara koI Aphata AvI jAya to e kadI dInahIna nahi bane. kemake e Aphato upara ene dveSa nathI. Ama thavAthI AphatonA yogamAM pAgala banI jaIne pApI banavAnI zakyatA paNa enA jIvanane sparzI paNa nahi zake. Ama beya sthitimAM Avo AtmA masta rahevAno. khUba svastha rahevAno.... ekadama zAMta rahevAno. mATe ema kahI zakAya ke dharmanuM tAtkAlika phaLa mastI, svasthatA, zAMti che. jenAmAM A guNo pragaTayA nathI e sAco dharma nathI ema kahevAmAM kazuMya khoTuM nathI.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 137 majethI pApa nahi karavAnI khAtarIvALAnepAtra kahevAya dharmanuM zravaNa karavAnI pAtratA konAmAM ? hakIkate saMtomAM ane sajjanomAM. pApo karanArAomAM e pAtratA zI rIte kahevI? paNa chevaTe ema kahI zakAya ke anIti, anAcAra Adi pApo karanArane paNa jo te pApono bhAre trAsa hoya; enuM haiyuM valovAI jatuM hoya; roja rAta paDe ne e raDato hoya to ApaNe evA pApIne ya dharmazravaNano adhikArI kahIe. paraMtu Avo chellI kakSAno pAtravarga paNa keTalo? hajAre pAMca mANaso AvI chellI pAtratA dharAvatA haze kharA? lagabhaga badhAyane-majethI pApo karavAnI khataranAka kuTeva paDI gaI che. kema jANe majethI pApa karyA vinA koIne cena ja paDatuM nathI! have AvI ja sthitinA mAnavone zuM dharmazravaNa karAvavuM ja nahi? re! to A bicArAono uddhAra ze thAya? koI rasto kADhavAnI dayA to karavI ja rahI. hA. eka rasto che. majethI pApa karanArAo jo evI khAtarI ApI de ke, "thoDA ja samayamAM ame majethI pApa karavAnI kuTevane tilAMjali ApI daIzuM.' to A lokone paNa ApaNe chellAmAM chellI kakSAnI pAtratA dharAvatA jIvo kahI zakIe. koI mANasa gAmaDAmAM rokaDethI ja dhaMdho karavA jAya ane dhaMdho cAle tema na ja hoya to chevaTe tene udhAriyuM paNa calAvavuM paDe che ne ? bhAvimAM pApa nahi karavAnI khAtarI sAthenuM dharmazravaNa eka Avo ja udhArIo dhaMdho gaNAya. sAruM na thAya toya kokanA sArA kAryanuM anumodana karo. koNa jANe kALa kevo Avyo che? re! bhUlyo. mANasonA kALajA kevA banyA che? keTalA kharAba thayA che? sIdhesIdhA raste paNa keLAnI chAla mUkavAnI ja ghaNAnI bhAvanAo che! pachI pelA birAdara lapasIne paDe ke tarata tALIono gaDagaDATa! sIdhA cAlyA jatA mANasane Thoso mArIne pajavIne ja AgaLa cAlavAnI jANe badhAyane kuTeva paDI gaI che ! AryasaMskRti upara thayelA pAzcAtya zaikSaNika AkramaNanA

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138 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra kAraNe je unmAda ane Avezo vadhyA che ethI sArA mANasono to khUba moTo dukALa paDyo che. have to je gaNyAgAMThayAM sArA mANaso che ene ja ApaNe upabRhaNA (zAstra paddhatinI anumodanA) dvArA vadhu majabUta banAvIne vadhu sArA banavAnI preraNA emanA aMtaramAM utpanna karavAnI jarUra che. tamArAthI koInuM kazuMya sAruM na thAya toya kAMI nahi. paNa sArA mANasanuM je "sAru' tattva hoya tenI jo anumodanA karazo ane tene eka rIte AnaMdamAM lAvI dezo to te sAro mANasa vadhu sAro banaze ja. mANasa mAtra sAmAnyataH kadaradAnIne jhaMkhato hoya che. to tame vacananA devALIA kAM bano ? jarAya khuzAmatakhorI karyA vinA sArA tattvanI sAcI kadara karavAnuM ya tamane paravaDatuM nathI? zuM ApaNane dInaduHkhionI anukaMpA karanAranI jarUra nathI? zuM ApaNane zAstrajJa sAdhuonI jarUra nathI? zuM sArA raste jatI zakti, bhakti ane maitrInI jarUra nathI? to jenAmAM je tattva hoya tenI sAcI kadara karavAthI paNa zAne pIchehaTha karIe? mAla vinAnA ApaNane ApaNo ahaMkAra keTalo khataranAka che e hajI nathI samajAyuM? AjathI ja A nIti akhatyAra karo.pachI dharatI upara svarganA darzana thaze.

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(5) dharma ane dharmakriyA vacceno bheda

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140 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra dharma ane dharmakriyA dharma e judI vastu che ane dharmanI kriyA judI vastu che. dharmanI kriyA karavA chatAM te mANasamAM dharma na hoya evuM paNa banI zake kharuM. dharmanI kriyA eTale jinezvara bhagavAne batAvelI anuSThAnAdinI kriyAo, dAna, zIla ane tapanI kriyAo. ane dharma eTale rAgadveSanI maMdatA. athavA chevaTamAM chevaTe rAgadveSane maMda karavAnI tIvra tamannA. dharmanI kriyA karanArAonA rAgadveSa jo maMda na paDatA hoya- evA ne evA tagaDA rahetA hoya to e lokone dharmakriyA karanArA jarUra kahevAya paNa dharmI na kahevAya. bhalene pachI ghora tapa karatA hoya ke lAkho rUpiyAnuM dAna detA hoya. bezaka, dharmanI kriyA karatAM karatAM ja rAgadveSanI maMdatA thavAnI moTI zakyatA che paNa temAM zarata e che ke dharmanI kriyA karanArane e bhAvanA to hovI ja joIe ke, "A dharmakriyA karatAM karatAM mArA rAgadveSanA bhAvo maMda paDI jAya to ghaNuM sAruM.'' jene AvI bhAvanA ja nathI tevA mANasane lAkho bhavonI dharmakriyA paNa dharmano janma ApI zakatI nathI. pANImAM ja valoNuM pheravAtuM hoya to pacAsa varSe paNa mAkhaNa nIkaLe ja nahi ne! dharma ane dharmakriyA vacceno A bheda UMDANathI vicAravA jatA ema lAge che ke moTI saMkhyA to dharmakriyA karanArAonI ja dekhAya che. dharmI to ghaNA ja thoDA haze. rAgAdine bhUMDA mAno; pachI e ja dharmakriyA aNamola dharmanI netA banaze. dharmasvarUpa banI jaze. o halesAMmAru! laMgara tarapha to jo! kevo aNaghaDa AdamI! jorajorathI halesAM mAre che paNa nAvaDuM eka tasu jeTaluM ya AgaLa khasatuM nathI! zI rIte khase? laMgara to hajI emane ema dharatImAM khoDaMgAyeluM ja che! jIvananI nAvaDInA keTalAka sukAnIo saMsAra sAgaramAMthI pAra UtaravA mATe

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 141 jorazorathI dharmakriyAnA halesAM mAre che paNa jIvananA aMta samaye paNa emanA dilano ke dimAgano tasubhAra paNa vikAsa noMdhAto nathI. zI rIte noMdhAya? pelA rAgadveSanA laMgarane to jagatanI mAyArUpI dharatImAM pUrepUrA jaDI rAkhyA che. ! kaMcana sAthe sneha karyo; strI tarapha prema karyo, kuTuMba pratye moha keLavyo... khUba kAtila... divaso ane varSo jatA gayA tema e mohanA laMgara UMDA ne UMDA UtaratA gayA. na maLe eno koI aphasosa ke na maLe kadI koI rUdana ! are! eNe mohamAM ja moja kalpI; jIvananI mastI jANI! AvA loko dharmakriyA game teTalI kare paNa emanuM ThekANuM kadI na paDe. emanA jIvanamAM dayA, dAna, maitrI, nIti, sadAcAranA guNano tasubhAra vikAsa zakya ja na bane. bezaka, e ja dharmakriyAo e vikAsa sAdhI Ape che paNa e vikAsanI jene IcchA hoya tene ja... badhAyane kadApi nahi. halesAM vinA ya hajI kadAca cAlaze; pavana saDeDATa vAto thaI jAya to... paNa laMgara upADayA vinA to kadI paNa nahi cAle... devagurunA pAkkA bhaktanI nAvaDI kyAreka halesAM vinA doDI jAya che. kemake tyAM kRpAnA vAyu vIMjhAyA ! laMgara U~cakAyA ! pachI to zuM pUchavuM? dharmI" zI rIte nakkI thAya? eka paga upara paga caDAvIne mALA gaNanArAone, maMdiramAM be be kalAka rahenArAne, saMtonI pAse divasamAM 3-3 vAra doDI AvanArane, lAkha rUpiyAnuM dAna denArane - eTalA mAtrathI - dharmI kahI zakAya kharo ? emAM zIla ane tapa umerAya to tene dharmI kahevo ja paDe kharo? huM Ano uttara nakAramAM ApuM chu. e badhAyane tame dharmanI kriyAo karanArA bezaka kahI zako paraMtu dharmanI kriyAmAtrathI dharmI to na ja kahI zako. 'dharmI' thavuM to ghaNuM ghaNuM muzkela che. dharmakriyA karanAro AtmA kharekharo dharmI che ke nahi e jANavuM hoya to ene maMdiramAM na juo; mALA pheravato na juo;

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142 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra saMtonA caraNomAM laLIlaLIne jhUkato paNa na juo. enA badale tame enI dukAne ke ophise jAo ane tyAM e kevI kAravAhI kare che te juo; koI bAbatamAM lobhadazAnI AdhinatA dekhAya to tenA mukha uparanA bhAva juo; e vAtanuM ene pArAvAra duHkha che ke apAra AnaMda thayo che e paNa jANI lo. e rIte rasoDAmAM bhojana karatI vakhate enI rItabhAta kevI rahe che e tapAso. ethI paNa AgaLa vadho. enA dIkarA-dIkarInA lagna vakhatanI vAto sAMbhaLo; enI hoMza juo; lagna-patrikAnuM lakhANa juo. tyAM bharapUra rAga jovA maLe che ke virAga! mo upara du:kha che ke AnaMda! AvA adharmanA kAryomAM dharmakriyA karanAro AtmA kevuM valaNa apanAve che? chevaTe kevo abhiprAya dharAve che? e uparathI ja nakkI thaI jaze ke e AtmAne dharmI kahevo ke nahi? bAkI dharmasthAnomAM to ghaNAkharA tamane sAcA dharmI tarIke ja dekhAvAnA.... paNa ghaNIvAra e mApadaMDa sAco puravAra nahi thAya. cAMllo, caravaLo ane ogho vyavahAranayathI to ema kahevuM ja paDe ke jenA kapALe cAMllo hoya te samyagudRSTi kahevAya; kemake cAllo e jinAjJAnI vaphAdArIno sUcaka che. jenI bagalamAM caravaLo hoya te zrAvaka kahevAya; kemake caravaLo sAmAyikabhAvanI viratino sUcaka che. ane jenI pAse ogho che te badhA ya sAdhu kahevAya; kemake ogho sAdhunuM liMga paNa A to badhI vyavahAranayanI vAto thaI. nizcayanayathI to cAMllA dvArA vyakta thatI vaphAdArI haiye hoya to ja te samyagudRSTi kahevAya; caravaLAthI sUcita dezavirati heye patharAI hoya to ja zrAvaka kahevAya; ane oghAthI vyakta thato sarvaviratino pariNAma pragaTayo hoya to ja sAdhu kahevAya. bezaka, sAmAnya rIte to cAMllA vagere vinA aMtaramAM te te pariNAmo utpanna thatA ja nathI paraMtu te pariNAmo utpanna karavAnI jene bhAvanA ja na hoya tene te cAMllA vagere, te pariNAmo utpanna karAvI zakatA ja nathI. te pariNAmo utpanna

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 143 thayA pachI ja cAMllA vagere mAnya thAya; chatAM pariNAmo utpanna karavAnI bhAvanA hoya to ya te cAMllA vagere mAnya thAya paraMtu jene tevI bhAvanA ja nathI tevAonA cAMllA vagere sAva nakAmA jAya che. A lakSmaNarekhA khUba sArI rIte samajIne pacAvavAnI jarUra che. be ya cheDAnI jaDatAo khoTI che. beyanI sApekSa sAcI sUjha ja vikAsaprada bane che. pANImAM valoNuM be ja kalAka chAzanuM valoNuM calAvAya ane mAkhaNa taravAI jAya. bhale. paNa pANInA valoNAthI be kalAke to mAkhaNa na ja nIkaLe paNa bAra kalAke, bAra divase are! bAra varSe to mAkhaNa nIkaLe ja ne ? kevo lAjavAba prazna che? eno spaSTa uttara che. nA.... nA....nA... A ja vAta adhyAtmabhAvanI duniyAne lAgu karIe. koI pUche che ke, "amArA jIvanamAM rAga-dveSanA tophAnoe to mAjhA mUkI ja che. amane e rAga, dveSa khUba game che; eTalA badhA game che ke kadAca enA vinA ame jIvI paNa na zakIe. chatAM AvI manaHsthiti sAthe ame je tapa, japa, sAmAyika, jinapUjA vagere kriyAkAMDa karIe chIe te badhAyanA phaLarUpe koka divasa to amAro mokSa thaze ja ne ?'' A praznano paNa spaSTa uttara che. nA.. nA... nA... jenA aMtara rAga-dveSanA tIvrabhAvothI UbharAyelA che. enI dharmakriyAothI anaMtakALa bAda paNa mokSa thaI zake ja nahi. bezaka, e ja kriyA mokSaprasUtA che paraMtu emAM eka zarata che ke e kriyA ka2nA2nA aMtaramAM eka jIvaMta bhAvanA ramatI ja hovI joIe ke A kriyA karatA karatAM-enA prabhAvathI-mArA rAgadveSanA bhayaMkara bhAvo moLA paDo, marI jAo. mane vItarAga pada prApta thAo.'' jo A bhAvanAnuM dahIM e kriyAnA pANImAM bilakula nathI to e pANInuM valoNuM kadI mAkhaNa tAravI zakanAra nathI. sUtranA arthajJAna vinAnI kriyA hajI cAlaze paraMtu uparokta bhAvanA vinA to kadI paNa nahi cAlI zake. pANImAMthI valoNuM abajo varSe paNa mAkhaNa nahi ja Ape.

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144 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra mAro, mAMdA pADo ke mAMdA pADavAnI IcchA rAkho judA judA dRSTikoNathI vicAratA ema kahI zakAya ke traNa ja prakAranA dharmone dharma kahevAya. zuddha nizcayanayanI dRSTithI to rAga, dveSane mArI nAkhyA pachIno dharma ja dharma kahevAya. bIjA naMbaramAM rAga-dveSane mAMdA pADI nAkhyA pachI thato dharma ja dharma kahevAya. A dharma samyagdarzananI bhUmikAthI prApta thAya che. trIjA naMbaramAM rAga-dveSa mAMdA paDI jAya, e marI jAya to sAruM evI sAcI bhAvanApUrvakano dharma dharma kahevAya. pahelA guNasthAnanI mArgAnusArI jIvanI bhUmikAmAM A prakArano dharma jovA maLe che. Avo dharma tyAM hovAthI ja te prathama pagathiyAne guNasthAna kahevAya che. jemanI pAse AvA dharmasvarUpa guNanI paNa prApti thaI nathI teo to pahelA guNasthAne paNa (apekSAe) gaNAtA nathI, evA jIvone mATe koI guNasthAna ja nathI. dharmaguNavihoNAne vaLI guNasthAna zenuM ? jemane rAga-dveSa atipriya che, evA jIvanamAM ja je rAce-mAce che e 'bicArA' AtmAo game teTalA kriyAkAMDa kare, tyAga-tapa kare to ya temano kadApi nistAra thato nathI. bezaka. e ja kriyAkAMDa vagere rAgAdimaLone sApha karavAno che paraMtu jene, 'e maLo sApha thAya to sAruM' evI bhAvanA hoya tene ja e kriyAkAMDa vagere rAgAdinAzaka bane. bIjAne to anaMtakriyAe paNa ThekANuM na ja paDe. dharma pAmyAnI khAtarI zuM? duHkhe samAdhi ane sukhe virAga! dharma sAMbhaLavo e eka vAta che. dharma samajavo e bIjI vAta che. dharma pAmavo e trIjI vAta che. 'dharma pAmyAnI'' pratIti zuM? e vAta ApaNe vicAravI che. eka mANasa dharma pAmyo che enI khAtarI zuM? A vAta eka rIte vicArI zakAya. emAMnI eka rIta vicAratA A vAtano evo javAba paNa ApI zakAya ke

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 145 dharmane pAmyo to te kahevAya ke jene sukhamAM virAga banI raheto hoya ane duHkhamAM samAdhi banI rahetI hoya. na to e sukhamAM lIna banI jato dekhAya; na to e duHkhamAM dIna banI jato jovA maLe. jIvanamAM sukha ane duHkha to AvavAnA ja... karmanA paramANuonA puMjanI sobatanI e ja to balihArI che. taDakA ane chAMyaDA ! chAMyaDA ane taDakA! taDakA ane chAMyaDA! A "sAIkala" to cAlyA ja karavAnI. manapasaMda rIte taDakAne chAyaDA banAvavA janAro to bicAro che. saMyogone zuM pheravavA'tA? tame ja AvelA saMyoga mujaba pharI jAo. nahi to traNa sAMdhazo ane tera tUTaze. tame keTale pahoMcI vaLazo? eka ja vAta rAkho... sukha AvI paDe to virakta rahevuM; duHkha AvI paDe to samAdhistha rahevuM. sukhane levA javAno ke duHkhane kADhavA javAno nAdAna prayatna dharma mANasanA jIvanamAM hoI zake ja nahi. jo evo prayatna hoya to ene dharmI kahevAya nahi; dharmanI kriyAvALo ja kahevAya. auSadhonI khIcaDI banAvIne khAo to ya zuM? kupacya na choDo to! peTamAM ja sakhata maLa hoya to dUdha pIo ke sahastrapuTI abhraka bhasma khAo, badhuM ya maLamAM ja vadhAro kare; zakti lAvavAnI vAta to dUra rahI paNa nabaLAI ja vadhatI jAya. chatAM dUdha ke bhasma koI vaidya Ape to te mUrkhaziromaNi kahevAya. sukhomAM lInatA ane duHkhomAM dInatA e AtmAno bhayAnaka maLe che. jyAM sudhI e maLa dUra na thAya tyAM sudhI rasAyaNa samuM jinavANInuM zravaNa paNa nakAmuM jAya ane parameSThismaraNathI mAMDIne sAdhujIvanasvIkAra sudhInA tamAma dharmonA sevana paNa nakAmA jAya. kadAca pelA maLamAM vadhAro karanArA paNa banI jAya. hA.... maLanA nAzanA uddezathI karAtA e dharmonI vAta taddana judI che. A vAta dharmI mANasoe khUba ja gaMbhIrapaNe vicAravAnI jarUra che. arthakAmanI Asakti sAthe jo dharma karAya to te dharma, AsaktinA sAdhanonI

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146 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra prApti mATe ja karavAnI abhilASA rahe te taddana sahaja che. AvI abhilASA sAthenA dharmo to avazya AsaktinA (dInatA lInatAnA) pApono maLa vadhAravA sivAya bIjuM kazuMya karI na zake. miththA saMtoSa mAnI levo nahi. sAco saMtoSa mAnavAmAM koI vAMdho paNa nathI. kahevAtA dharmIne duHkho kema Ave che! koNa baLavAna? dharma ke adharma? dharmakriyAo ke pApakriyAo! beya prakAranI kriyAone jIvanamAM sevatA AtmAomAMnA keTalAka amArI pAse phariyAda lAve che. teo pUche che ke ame ATalo badho dharma karIe chIe chatAM amAre ghare dhADa kema Ave che?'' jyAre emane ema pUchavAmAM Ave che ke "jIvanamAM pApo paNa nathI karatA zuM?" tarata teo kahe che ke, "teya karIe chIe; paNa dharmanI saMkhyA karatAM amArA pAponI saMkhyA ochI paNa hoya.' AvA mANasonA praznanuM samAdhAna zuM ApavuM? e vicAra mane Avato nathI. huM temane tarata ja jaNAvI dauM chuM ke tamArA lokonA ghaNA dharmo paNa vAyu jevA ja che. dehane ja aDIaDIne cAlyA jAya; aDIaDIne tarata pasAra thaI jAya! ane thoDA paNa tamArA pApo evA kAtila che ke AtmAmAM ArapAra UtarI jAya. jo A vAta sAcI hoya to tamAre have e phariyAda karavAnI rahetI nathI. tame ja tamArI meLe samajI lo. vastutaH to dharma ja baLavAna che. dharma ane pApanI kustI thAya to dharma ja jIte; sukho ja Ave; duHkho nAsabhAga ja kare. jo Ama na hoya to kadApi koI AtmAno mokSa ja na thAya. paNa nabaLA dUbaLA dharmanI sAthe kustI karatAM mahAbaliSTha banelA pAponI bAbatamAM to pApo ja jIte ne? du:kho ja Ave ne? sukho ja bhAge ne? be TaMka peTa bharIne khAvAnuM sukha zI rIte maLI jAya che e ja prazna AvA lokoe to karavA jevo che.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 147 dharmo rakSati rakSitaH dhArmika gaNAtA loko phariyAda kare che ke, "dharma karavA chatAM AphatanI paLomAM e amArI rakSA karato nathI. ame pUjA-pATha vagere keTakeTaluM karIe chIe? chatAM amArA mAthe ya AphatonA vAdaLa!' vastutaH A kalpanA ja khoTI che. sukha ane duHkha kAMI vartamAnakAlIna dharma, adharmathI AvI jatA nathI; paraMtu bhUtakALanA puNya, pApathI Ave che. dharma karavA chatAM pApakarmano udaya thaI jAya to duHkha Ave ja; adharma karavA chatAM pUrvanA koI puNyakarmano udaya jAge to sukha maLe ja; AmAM navAI pAmavA jevuM kazuM nathI. jo sukha-du:khane puNya-pApakarmonA udayo sAthe sAMkaLI levAne badale vartamAnakAlIna dharmAdharma sAthe joDavAmAM Avaze to dharmIne duHkha AvatA; ane adharmIne ghare sukha jotAM ja dharma upara azraddhA thaI jaze. bIjI vAta e paNa che ke AjanA dharma karanArAomAM kriyAsvarUpa dharma bhale hoya paNa pApakSayakAraka dharma keTalo haze? sAco dharma to A ja che. jo Avo dharma na hoya to ApatkALamAM temanI rakSA karavAne te dharma baMdhAyelo nathI. tamAre dharmanI rakSA karavI nahi ane dharma tamArI rakSA kare? e zI rIte bane? tamArAthI rakSAyelo dharma tamArI rakSA karavA avazya baMdhAyelo che. bhImA kuMDalIAnA pAMca ja drampanA dAnanA vAstavika dharma enI krodhI patnIthI enI kevI adbhuta rakSA karI? jene dharmanA kSetro, vahIvaTo, dharmaprabhAvaka pUjyo, sAdharmiko vageremAMnA koInI kadI ciMtA paNa karavI nathI, evA svArthI AtmAnI kriyAsvarUpa dharma kadI rakSA na kare. jene haiye dharmagaurava nahi, tyAM anumodanA nahi. dharmanuM gaurava jenA haiye vasyuM nathI evo mANasa dharma game teTalo kare paraMtu te dharmamAM teja to nahi ja jovA maLe. dharma ane dharmanuM gaurava be judI bAbato che. dharmanA gauravavALA AtmAnA dharmamAM navI ja pratibhA dekhAze; e dharma khUba camakArA mArato jaNAze. dharmanA mUlyanI sarvAne sparzanA tyAM jovA maLI zakaze.

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148 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra tyAM mAtra dharma nahi hoya paNa anupama uThAvathI opato dharma haze. eka dhanADhya dharmAtmAe potAne ghare koI nimittathI sakaLa saMghanA pagalA karAvyA. bahumAnapUrvaka sahu vidAya thayA pachI dIvAnakhAnAmAM je dhULa phelAI hatI tene bhegI karIne nokara pheMkI deto hato tyAM ja tarata tene zeThe aTakAvyo. tene kahyuM, "lAva capaTI dhULa mane Apa. AmAM to tIrthakaro, gaNadharo, caudapUrvIo ke mahAsadAcArIonA AtmAnI dhULa paNa AvI hoya. ene mAthe mUkavAnuM ya mAruM sadbhAgya kyAMthI? mahArAjA, kumArapALa, saMghayAtrAmAM raste AvatA vRkSone ya namaskAra karatA; kemake te vRkSo saMghanA yAtrikone chAMyo detA hatA. uThAva Apato dharma te AnuM nAma! AvA dharmanI anumodanA avazya karavA jevI. ghasArA vinAno dhasAro avakAzayAtrIo avakAzamAM doDayA! aNusaMcAlita sabamarIno uttara dakSiNa dhruvanA sImADA khuMdI vaLavA doDI; amerikano viyeTanAma tarapha dhasyA, IjiptaIjharAyala ekabIjA upara dhasI gayA, vizvadharma pariSadamAM vizvanA pratinidhioe dhasAro karyo, lAja zarama mUkIne vRddhone paNa sinemA Tokijho, nAITa kalabo, bolaDAnsa ane azoka hoTalamAM dhasAro karyo che. moTA mAthAvALA mAnavonA mAthAmAM vicAroe dhasAro karyo che; zrImaMtonA jIvanamAM zrImaMtAInA gumAne dhasAro karyo che, sattAdhArIonA dimAgamAM rAInA dANAnI phoje dhasAro karyo che. are! maMdiromAM bhAvuka lokono dhasAro jovA maLe che; kahevAtAM pravacanomAM badhA ya doDI rahyA che. pachI te pravacana game tenuM hoya? temane jarA ya ciMtA nathI! mALAnA maNake AMgaLIo doDI che. mananA cAka upara vicAro dhasI gayA che. paNa aphasosa! ghasAro kyAMya jANe jovA ja maLato nathI. jyAM rAgadveSanA bhAvone jarA ya ghasAro ApavAmAM na Ave tyAM thatA badhA ya dhasArA niSphaLa ane viphaLa samajI levA. adharmanI kriyAo taraphano mAtra dhasAro to sAkSAt barabAdI ja notare che

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 149 paNa dharmakriyAo taraphano ghasArA vinAno dhasAro paNa paraMparayA to lAbhakAraka banato ja nathI. je dharmakriyAthI ja kalyANa zakya che te dharmakriyA paNa jo kalyANa na karI Ape to pachI kalyANa koNa karI Apaze? jagatanA bhautika sukhomAM ja rAcatA lokonA dhasArAnI sAthe to rAgadveSanA ghasArAnI apekSA rAkhavI ja khoTI che; paraMtu dharmI lokoe to dharmasthAnonA dhasArAne kAyama rAkhIne temAM rAgAdimaLono ghasAro Ubho karI ja devo joIe. dhanamUchane dAnadharmano, viSaya vAsanAne zIladharmano. ane dehamamatAne tapadharmano ghasarako Apajo ane kalyANa sAdhI lejo. sAMsArika vyavahAro uparathI dharmInAM sAcAM khoTAMpaNAnI samaja paDe sAco dharmI zrAvaka eTale vepAra ja nahi karanAro, lagnajIvanamAM saMpUrNa brahmacarya ja pALanAro athavA to lagna nahi ja karAvI ApanAro evuM ekAMte na bolI zakAya. sAco dharmAtmA kadAca vepArAdi paNa kare ane bIjI bAju jinapUjAdinI tamAma dharmakaraNI paNa kare. ahIM prazna thaze ke jinapUjAdi karanArA dharmI lokomAM; sAcA dharmI ane dharmakriyA mAtra karanArA evA be bheda zI rIte tAravI zakAya? be ya vepArAdi kare tevuM paNa bane ema to tame ja kaho chone? Ano uttara e che ke jinapUjAdi kriyA karanArAonA sAcApaNAnI khAtarI emanI te te dharmakriyAothI na thAya; paraMtu emanA sAMsArika vyavahAronA pAlanamAM emanI rItabhAta jovAthI e vAta spaSTa samajAI jAya. jinapUjAdi kriyA karanAro AtmA jo sAco zrAvaka hoya to tenA vepAramAM nIti hoya, tenA jIvanamAM saccAI ane sadAcAra hoya, aMzataH paNa brahmacaryano te svAmI hoya. raDatI AMkhe potAnA saMtAnonA lagna karAvato hoya; enI lagnakaMkotrI paNa virAga nItaratI hoya. jenAmAM sAcuM dharmIpaNuM nathI enAmAM AmAMnuM kazuM ya kadAca nahi hoya. ane "nahi hovAnuM" duHkha paNa nahi hoya. jinapUjAnI ekAgratA jovAthI ke phaMDaphALAnA vakhate udAratA jovAthI koI paNa vyaktine "sAco dharmI' kahI devAnuM sAhasa karavA jevuM nathI. e mATe to gallA upara beThelo ene jovo paDe; enA saMtAnonI

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150 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra lagnakaMkotrI paNa vAMcavI paDe. sAcA dharmAtmAnI cAla paNa judI hoya, bolI paNa judI hoya, mukhAkRti paNa judI hoya. peTamAM cAMdAM paDayAM che! daMDabeThakathI zuM vaLe? peTamAM asanA moTA detya be cAMdA paDyA che. enI jarA ya paravAha karyA vinA birAdara roja so beThaka lagAve che ane pacIsa daMDa pIle che; pachI dUdha pIe che, cALIsa badAma khAI jAya che; dasa tolA ghI caDAve che. be be varSa vItI gayA! zarIra jarAya na vaLyuM! ethI bUmarANa macAve che ! paNa A te kevuM UMdhu gaNita! keTalAka dharmI kahevAtA lokonI paNa AbehUba AvI ja sthiti jovA maLe che. sukha pratyenA kAramA rAganA ane duHkha pratyenA bhayAnaka dveSabhAvanA be cAMdA emanA AtmAmAM satata dUjhatA rahe che. enI jarAya ciMtA paNa teo karatA nathI ane puSkaLa pramANamAM dharmakriyAo kare che. bezaka; na karanArA nAstiko karatAM A lokone jarUra sArA kahIe; paNa emanI e dharmakriyAo emanA rAgadveSano nAza na karatI hoya te keTalI badhI duHkhada bAbata che? varSo pachI paNa zuM e kriyAo karavAthI rAgadveSa maraze nahi? nA..nA.nA.... rAgadveSane mAravAnI bhAvanAvALAnA ja rAgadveSo e dharmakriyAthI mare che; 50 varSa sudhI pANImAM valoNuM karAya tethI zuM kadI mAkhaNa nIkaLavAnuM che? jyAre paNa rAgadveSa maraze tyAre te dharmakriyAthI ja maraze" e vAta barobara samajI rAkho paNa enI sAthe e vAta paNa samajI ja rAkho ke rAgadveSa pratye jo karaDI najara nahi thAya to anaMtI dharmakriyAthI paNa rAgadveSa nahi ja mare. cAMdAnI sAravAra ja zarU karo. pachI tarata zarIramAM lohI pedA thavA lAgI jaze. tamArAM dAna, zIla, tapane dharma kyAre kahevAya? dhananI mUchane toDavA mATe ja dAna che; viSaya vAsanAone toDavA mATe zIla che; rasalapaTatAne khatama karavA mATe tapa che.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 151 dAna AdinA A hetuo bara Ave to ja dAnAdine dharma kahevAya. dAna denAro dhanamUcha toDavA sivAyanA koI paNa uddezathI dAna deto hoya to tene dAna kahevAze paNa dAna dharma nahi kahevAya. AvuM ja zIla ane tapanI bAbatamAM samajI levuM. tamArA dAna AdinI pAchaLa jo tenA sAcA uddezo hoya to te dAnAdithI zuM bane te jANo cho? sAMbhaLo tyAre. dhanamUccha toDavA mATe ja je bhAgyavAna dAna deto hoya te AtmA jyAre dAna devAnA badale kyAreka ugharANInuM ke vepAranI kamANInuM dhana laIne tijorImAM mUkato hoya tyAre ene ema thAya ke A dhana kyAM gharamAM AvyuM? have jhaTa eno AtmalakSI kAryomAM vinimaya karIne enI mUrchAne utArI ja nAkhIza." zIlavAnanuM zIla paNa sAcuM tyAre ja kahevAya jyAre azIlanI rAtrIomAM paNa zIlano rasAsvAda Avato hoya! tapasvIne pAraNAnA samayamAM tapano viraha pajavato hoya! jo tamArA dAnAdi sAcA uddezapUrvakanA haze to adAnAdinA samayomAM paNa tamane dAnAdinA rasAsvAdanI yAda AvI ja jaze. Ama thAya to ja tamArA te dAnAdine dharma kahevAya anyathA sakhAvata vagere kahevAze. dharma saMsAra kApe; sakhAvata vagere saMsAra vadhAre. AdhyAtmika phugAvo je deza pAse nagada sonuM sArA pramANamAM jamA thayuM nathI e deza jo vadhupaDatI calaNI noTo chApI nAkhe to ene arthataMtrano phugAvo kahevAmAM Ave che. sonAnI jamAmUDInI sAme ja noTonuM calaNa UbhuM karAya to ja te dezanuM arthataMtra saddhara thAya. mAtra noTo chApI devAthI to arthataMtra veravikhera thaI jAya. A vAtane ApaNe AdhyAtmika jagatamAM laI AvIe. rAgadveSanI maMdatA ke mRtyu e ja vAstavika dharma che; e ja ApaNuM sonuM che. A sonuM prApta karavA mATe ja dharmanI dAnAdi tamAma kriyAo che. ApaNe e

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152 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra lAkho dharmakriyAone jagatamAM pharatI calaNI noTo kahIzuM. - have jo sonAnI jamAvaTa thatI ja na hoya; balake, rahyuM sahyuM sonuM paNa nAza thavA beThuM hoya ane bIjI bAju dharmakriyAo vadhatI ja jatI hoya to emAM phugAvAnuM darzana karavuM joIe. AvI dharmanirapekSa dharmakriyAo to AtmAnI saddharatA mATe bhAre khatarArUpa banI jAya to ya navAI nahi. vartamAnakALanI dharmakriyAo jo dharmanirapekSa banI hoya to tenI vRddhithI koI paNa zANo samajadAra mANasa pramoda na anubhavatA khinna thAya. bezaka, e dharmakriyAnI vRddhimAM rUkAvaTa na ja UbhI karavI joIe paraMtu enI sAme rAgadveSanI maMdatA jIvanamAM AtmasAt thatI jAya evA prakArano nizcayamukhI upadeza kriyApremI vargane avazya Apavo joIe. dharmasthAnomAM mAtra dhasAro nahi cAle; ghasAro paNa joIe bhogonI kAramI bhUkhathI pIDAtA atRpta mAnavonI vAta hamaNAM bAju upara rAkhIe. je loko dharmabuddhithI dharmasthAnomAM jAya che temane mAre kahevuM che ke ekalo dhasAro nakAmo banI jaze. hajAro lAkho bhAvuko dharmasthAnomAM roja doDe che paNa A mAtra dhasAro hoya che. jo A lokonA aMtaramAM UbharAIne gaMdhAI UThelA rAgadveSane jarAya ghasAro nahi pahoce to pelA dhasArAno jhAjho artha to na ja rahe. varSo sudhI ekadhArI rIte dharmasthAnomAM jatA bhAvukonA jIvanamAM rAga-dveSa jarAya moLA na paDe e to kevuM Azcarya? paristhiti to khUba ja vicitra banelI dekhAya che. dharmasthAnomAM ya dhananI pratiSThA vadhatI jAya evA dekhAvo dhanapatio kare che! bhoganI bhUkha vadhArI mUke evA jaMtaramaMtaranA prayogo keTalAka sAdhu-saMnyAsIo karatA hoya che. tapasvIonA tapanA pAraNAM jotAM ja mana udAsa thaI jAya che. jo dharmasthAnomAM ya rAga-dveSa maravAne badale tagaDA thaze to jagatamAM bIjuM te evuM koNa che ke tamArA rAgadveSanA maLono nAza kare ? jo rAga-dveSa jIvatA raheze ane tagaDA banatA jaze to A AkhI duniyA dhoLe kapaDe pharatA rAkSasonI ja banI jaze. AvI bhayAnaka duniyA Aje ya kyAM nathI jovA maLatI? dhanapatio to gAmagAmanA gheghUra vaDalA banIne keTalAya duHkhitone zILI

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 153 chAMyaDI Ape! paNa dhananA rAge ja emane vaDalA maTADIne keraDA banAvyA! sahune kAMTA vagADIne pajavanArA banyA! sattAdhArI mANaso to sattAno sadupayoga karIne prajAnuM keTaluM moTuM kalyANa karI zake! paNa khurazInA bhAre rAganA pApe emaNe prajAnAM sukha-zAMtinuM nikaMdana kADhI nAMkhyuM. DIgrIdhArI bhaNelAone rAganA pApe unmAda caDI gayo! kAmavAsanAo prajvalita thaI; aMdhAdhUMdhI ane AMdhI AkhA dezamAM emaNe phelAvI. ApaNe pheravicArIe. pharI e vAta sArI rIte samajI laIe ke rAgadveSano ghasAro pahoMcADyA vinAno, dharmasthAnomAM thato dhasAro kyAMya zAMti nahi jovA de, koI paNa praznane nahi ukelI zake.

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_/ L545 55 55 (6) tamAre zuM banavuM che? sukhI ke sArA? AAVA VAVAVAVAVAVAVAVY

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 155 jainazAsanane pAmelA sukhI, du:khI kevA hoya? jene sukhanI sAmagrI maLI hoya te sukhI; du:khanI sAmagrI-jhUMpaDAM vagere maLyAM hoya te duHkhI. A vyAkhyA jagate banAvelI che. ApaNe paNa ene maMjUra rAkhIne cAlIe. jainakuLamAM ke ajainakuLamAM janma pAmelA koI paNa AtmAne AMtarazatru svarUpa rAgAdi bhAvo upara napharata utpanna thaI hoya tene sApekSadaSTithI jainazAsananA aMzane-alpAdhika-rIte pAmelo ja kahevAya. AvA AtmAo puNyakarmanA udaye sukhI paNa hoI zake tema pApakarmanA udaye du:khI paNa hoI zake. arthAt loko temane sukhI tarIke ke duHkhI tarIke jotA hoya tema bane. paNa A sukha, du:kha to karmodayathI prApta thatI vastuo che. temAM jaina zAsanane pAmyAnuM phaLa zuM? jeo jainazAsanane pAmyA nathI evA sukhI loko pApI ja banI gayelA hoya; ane evA duHkhI loko dIna ja banI gayelA jovA maLe. kemake sukhano svabhAva pApa ja karAvavAno che. Agano svabhAva dajhADavAno che tema. e rIte duHkhano svabhAva jIvane dIna-hIna banAvI devAno che. paraMtu jeo jinazAsanane pAmyA te sukhI loko e zAsananA prabhAve dharmI ja bane che; ane e duHkhI loko sukhI ja hoya che! tananAM ja duHkhI; mananAM to mastAna... puNIA zrAvakanI jema. sukhI jo pApI banyo hoya; du:khI jo dIna banyo hoya to hakIkatamAM te jaina ja na kahevAya. sukha duHkhanA prazno ukelatAM na AvaDe tyAM sudhI dharma asaMbhavita jIvananI koI paNa paLane; jIvananA koI paNa tabakkAne; jIvananA koI paNa kSetrane; sukha-duHkhanA prazno sparzelA che. jyAM sudhI A praznone ukelavAnI koI cAvI hAtha na lAge tyAM sudhI dharmatattvanI sparzanA asaMbhavita che. dharma eTale rAgadveSanI maMdatA ke kSINatA.

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156 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra jenA haiyAmAM ja sukha-duHkhanA cakro ghumarAyA karatA hoya te sukhano rAgI ja hoya ane duHkhano dveSI ja hoya. sukhadu:khanA rAgadveSathI bhabhUkatI jIvananI bhaThThImAM rAgadveSanI maMdatA svarUpa dharma saMbhave ja zI rIte? mAtA ane te vaMdhyA! asaMbhava! rAgadveSImAM dharma! asaMbhava. eTale ja jeNe dharma ArAdhavo hoya teNe potAnA jIvanane anivArya rIte sparzatA sukha-duHkhanA praznone ukelI nAkhIne zAMta banI ja javuM joIe. nA. dharma karavA mATe sukhanI sAmagrInI khAsa jarUra nathI. tema duHkhanA abhAvanI paNa khAsa jarUra nathI. Aje A bhramano cepa comera vyApyo che. "sukha maLe; sagavaDa maLe to dharma karuM; duHkha jAya to dharma karuM" AvI mAnyatAvALAone dharma karavAnI taka kyAreya maLatI nathI. sukhAdi to karmonA udaya mujaba Avaze ane jaze. enI paMcAtamAM kAM paDo? dharma karavo ja hoya to sukhAdi pratyenA rAgAdine dUra karo. e rAgAdi uparanA rAgane dUra karo. sukha bhale Ave; tame pAgala na bano; alIna bano; duHkha bhale Ave; tame hAyavoya na karo. dIna bano. AvI alInatA ane adInatA jo siddha karI levAya to sukhaduHkhane lagato koI paNa prazna Ubho nahi rahe. pachI dharma sparzAI ja jaze. AnuM ja nAma samyagadarzana che; jIvana jIvavAnI A ja sarvottama bhUmikA che. kharAba thatAM aTakavAnA cAra mArgo sArA banavA mATe to khUba prayatno karavA paDe. kharAba to jANe ke ApameLe ja banI javAya che. anAjanI phasalathI khetarane bharI devuM hoya to kheDune kevo jagI puruSArtha karavo paDe che? paNa khaDa to jANe ApameLe ja UgI jAya che ne? - TUMkamAM to eTaluM ja kahI zakAya ke sArA banavAnA prayatnano abhAva e ja kharAba banI javAno sIdho upAya che; ane sArA banavAno prayatna e ja kharAba banatA aTakavAno sIdho upAya che. have kharAba banatA aTakavAnA sUkSma upAyone joIe. sauthI zreSTha upAya che; mokSAbhilASa. jene bhavano bhaya jAgyo; ane mokSano prema jAgyo e kharAba banI zake nahi.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 157 bIjo upAya che, paralokanA durgatinA duHkhono bhaya... "kharAba thanArAne paralokamAM duHkho bhogavavA ja paDaze; duHkha to mArAthI sahana thAya tevA nathI to duHkhane notaruM detAM pApothI mAre kharAba na ja banavuM joIe. jo sAro banIza to paraloke sukhI thaIza; sadgatimAM jaIza." paraloka duHkhasukhonI bhIti-prItino A vicAra paNa kharAba banatAM aTakAve. trIjo upAya che, maraNano vicAra je jIvana kharAba jIvyo tenuM maraNa to kUtarAnuM ja thAya." AvI zraddhA paNa mANasane kharAba banato aTakAve che. cotho upAya che, A lokanI AbarUnA bhayano vicAra. "jo huM kharAba thaIza to mArI AbarUnuM lilAma thaI jaze. kharAba lokone ya mArI kharAbI to AMgaLI cIMdhIne TIkApAtra ja banavAnI. hAya! AbarUvihoNAnI to dazA zuM thAya?' bezaka.. sArA raste kharAba banatA aTakAya te sauthI sAruM.... paNa chevaTe tuccha raste ya kharAba banatA aTakAya to ya te sAva kADhI nAkhavA jevuM to nahi ja. sArA" mAtra sAdhu ane chevaTe.... sArAmAM sArI kakSAnA sArA mANasa to mAtra sAcA "sAdhu" ja kahevAya. bAkInA koIne paNa "sArA" kahI zakAya nahi. jIvana jIvavA mATe koIne paNa mAravo paDe e sthiti zuM sArA mANasanI saMbhave che? sAro mANasa koIkane ja mAmako (dIkaro vagere) kahe ne bAkInA badhAyane parAyA kahI de evuM kadI bane kharuM? to je sAdhu thaI zakyA nathI e tamAma gRhasthonI sthiti AvI ja hoya che ne? mAryA vinA e jIvI ja na zake; mAmakA parAyAnA bheda to enA jIvanamAM ane enI vANImAM sarvatra vyApta ja hoya. mAro dIkaro; phalANAno dIkaro. mAruM hindustAna; phalANAnuM pAkistAna. nA... A be vastusthitinA bhoga banelAo zI rIte "sArA" banI zake? mATe ja "sArA" to saMsAraparityAgI sAdhu ja kahevAya; jyAM koIne paNa mAryA vinA ja jIvana jIvavAnuM maLe che; jyAM mamatAnI gaTharIe bAMdhyA saMkucita vartuLonuM nAmanizAna nathI. jo jo duHkhI na thatA e gRhasthajano! bIjI rIte tameya sArA banI zako tema

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158 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra cho ja. je gRhastha sArA (sAdhu) banavAnI tIvra tamannAvALA hoya te paNa sArA banI zake. A tamannA temane kharAba banavA na de; ema chatAM koI kharAbI pesI jAya to tenI upara rUdana karAvIne ja rahe. Ama AvA gRhasthone paNa ApaNe 'ko-opTa' karI laIne 'sArA'nI 'vana mena kamiTI' mAM jarUra sAmela karI zakIe. bolo koInI paNa 'ko-opTa' thavAnI IcchA che kharI? kharAba kAma paNa kharAba raste na thAya ApaNI saMskRtino gauravavaMto kALa te hato ke jemAM ghaNA badhA loko sArA ja kAmo karatA; kharAba kAmanI to temane bhAre sUga hatI. kyAreka temane kharAba kAmo paNa karavA paDatA tyAre ya tenA mArgo to sArA ja rahetA. jema sArA kAmo sArA raste ja thAya tema kharAba kAmo paNa karavA ja paDe toya teno rasto (upAya) to sAro ja raheto. AthI ja e ApaNe gauravavaMto yuga gaNAto. Aje paristhiti poka mUkIne raDAve teTalI hade vaNasI che. kaI paNa saMskRtipremIne trAsa thAya tevuM sAMprata darzana che. sArA kAryo paNa adhamAdhama rastethI thavA lAgyA che. pachI kharAba kAryonA adhamAdhama upAyo ajamAvAya temAM zI navAI? kyAM te rAjA yogarAja ke jeNe prajAne samRddha karavAnA sArA kAma mATe paNa lUTaphATanA adhama raste jatA putrone vAryA; ane chatAM putroe e duSkRtya karyuM to citAmAM saLagI maryA. kyAM AjanI sa2kA2 ane Ajano kahevAto buddhijIvI varga ke je prajAnI vasati aTakAvavAnA duSTa kArya (ke akArya ?) mATe bhayAnaka anAcArone phelAvatA nirodha ane oparezananA jaghanya rastAo apanAvI cUkyo che! paiso kamAvavo ke viSayanuM sevana karavuM te beya parigraha ane maithuna nAmanA kharAba kAryo che chatAM tenA upAyamAM to nIti ane vAsanAniyaMtraNanA suupAyo ja pharamAvavAmAM AvyA che. ane Aje? anIti ane parastrIgamanane pApa mAnatAM

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 159 ya zarama AvI che. koI pApa mAne to tenI ThekaDI uDADAya che! hAya! jamAno! be cakro ? avaLuM ane savaLuM H yAMtrika kArakhAnAmAM koI mazInanA be cakra tame joyA haze. eka savaLuM pharatuM hoya to bIjuM enA dAMtAmAM potAnA dAtA bharAvIne avaLuM pharatuM hoya. savaLuM cakra ja mazIna calAvatuM nathI; avaLAMno ya emAM eTalo ja sahakAra che. keTalAka vilakSaNa mANasonuM dharmI tarIkenuM jIvana paNa AvI be gatiothI cAlatuM hoya che. emanAM ya jIvanamAM be cakro hoya che. eka : bahAranA jIvananuM : savaLuM cakra. bIjuM : aMdaranA jIvananuM avaLuM cakra. A vAtane jarA vistArathI vicArIe. bhogabhUkhyA keTalAka AtmAonI aMtaraMga sthiti atyaMta bhogarasika hoya che. AvA AtmAo dhana mATe jema bajAramAM jatA hoya che tema dhana mATe ja maMdiramAM ya cAlyA jatA hoya che. dhaMdhAnI sArI jamAvaTa mATe koI salAhakAra pAse jAya tema te ja kAryasiddhi mATe dharmaguru pAse ya jatA rahe. IcchAo pUrNa karavA khAya che tema vadhu khAvA mATe kAmacalAu-khAvAnuM baMdha paNa karI detA hoya che. dhana de ya kharA.... le paNa kharA. AgaLa doDe ya kharA... pIchehaTha kare paNa kharA. jAge ya kharA. UMgheya kharA... A loko game te kare paNa te badhuM ya bhogarasane poSavA mATe ja. Ama bahAranuM cakra dAnanuM dekhAtuM hoya to aMdaranuM cakra dhanamUchanuM pharatuM hoya. TI.bI.nA kAraNe bahAra brahmacarya ane aMdara vadhu anAcAra-sevananI IcchA kabajiyAtanA kAraNe bahAra tapa.. ane aMdara bhogabhUkha. bahAra maitrI; aMdara kATaluM kADhI nAMkhavAnI IcchA sevato bhavavardhaka bhAva. kevAM kevAM cakro ! kevA pApa! kevA kevA mANaso !

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160 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra nyAyasaMpanna dhana ke vaibhava? mArgAnusArI jIvananA pAMtrIsa guNomAM sau prathama guNa che; nyAyasaMpannavaibhava. saMsArI dharmAtmAnA vepAramAM nyAya (nIti) hovo ja ghaTe. AjIvikA Adi mATe ene ja dhananI jarUra paDe tenI prAptino rAha nyAyI ja hovo ghaTe ema A guNathI sUcavAyuM che. ahIM ApaNo prazna e che ke nyAyathI yukta dhana kahevAne badale vaibhava kema kahyo ? vaibhava eTale to ThaThAro athavA mobho. ene zA mATe sUcavyo? nyAyathI dhana kamAvavAnI ja vAta karavAnI hatI ne ? vicAra karatAM A vizuddha satya upara suMdara prakAza paDe che. nyAyathI saMpanna dhana na rahetAM vaibhava kahyo e ja samucita lAge che. koI kRpaNa mANasa-ati kRpaNa mANasa-nyAyathI dhana meLavato rahe; ane bheguM ja karato rahe to tenA nyAya saMpannadhanane guNa kema kahI zakAya? dhanavAna mANasamAM kRpaNatA hovI joIe ke audArya ? AthI ja dhanane sthAne vaibhava kahyo. nyAyayukta dhananuM vaibhavI jIvana e prAthamika kakSAnA dharmAtmAno guNa che. eka dharmAtmA potAnA mobhAsara rahe; vaibhavapUrvaka rahe to enA e vaibhavane joIne loko kahevA lAge, ''juo dharmano mahimA! A dharmI mANasane kevo suMdara vaibhava prApta thayo che? ene vADI, gADI, lADI-badhuM ja maLyuM che... jo dharma karIe to Avo vaibhava maLe.'' taddana prAthamika kakSAnA mugdha AtmAo dharmajananA vaibhavadarzanathI paNa dharmamAM joDAtA hoya to temAM kazuM khoTuM nathI. ema.DI. thayelo DaoNkTara, karoDo rUpiyAno mAlika, jo nitya jinapUjA kare to keTalAya lokonA aMtaramAM jinapUjAnuM mahAgau2va aMkita nathI thaI jatuM ? basa evuM ja ahIM che, dharmAtmAnA lagnAdinA dvArA paNa A apekSAe dharma pamADanArA bane che.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 161 bhAna ane bhaya vinA "sArA" banI zakAya nahi atRpta mANasa zI rIte sAro banI zake? atRptimAMthI keTakeTalA pApono prasava thAya che? e vAtathI bhogIonI duniyA kyAM ajANa che? atRptine ane tenAthI janmatAM pApone DAye ja chUTako... te vinA sArA mANasa tarIkenuM jIvana jIvI zakAya nahi. atRptine DAme che bhaTakyAnuM bhAna. atRptie janmAvI dIdhelA pApasaMskArone moLA pADe che; bhamavAno bhaya. anAdikALathI cAra gatimAM bhaTakato bhaTakato huM ahIM Avyo chuM. kyAM nathI bhamyo? zuM nathI banyo? cakrI paNa banyo; devendra paNa banyo. urvazI, apsarAnA dehasukha paNa mANyA.... re! sattAnA sarvocca siMhAsane beTho.. toya... toya mane tRpti na thaI. nadIo ane taLAvo pIne ya tRSA nahi chipAvI zakanArane zuM have e taLAvanA bhInA DhephAM cUsavAthI tRpti thaze? asaMbhava. bhaTakyAnuM bhAna tRSA miTAve; tRpti apAve bhamavAno bhaya. bhamavAno bhaya navA pApo aTakAve. "jo pApa karIza to bhamavuM paDaze. mAre badhuM ya mUkIne maraNa pAmIne kyAMka javAnuM che. hAya! pApAtmAne durgati sivAya bIjuM zuM haze? duHkho sivAya enA nasIbe zuM lakhAtuM haze? oha! to pachI mArAthI pApa na ja thAya, game tevI kuTevo paDI gaI hoya to ya mAre tene tyAgavI ja rahI, nahi to mAro koI sago thavAno nathI e bhAvi bhava bhramaNamAM! A bhAna ane bhaya bhavanA bhAva nAbUda kare. tRpti ane jAgRtinAM darzana karAve. kevA che bhogo? eno oDakAra paNa na Ave! mAnavajIvananI amUlya paLonI sariyAma barabAda karI nAkhIne; saghaLI amUlya zaktione saLagAvI mArIne varSo sudhI-ekadhArA-je bhogasukho mANyA enI karuNatA to juo ke eka ja paLa mATe AvI paDelA sAcA ke kAlpanika duHkhane ya

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16 2 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra dhakko daIne dharatI upara e DhALI zakatA nathI. dhAro ke eka mANase pacAsa varSa sudhI-aneka prakAranA saMsAra sukho anubhavyA. tyAra bAda eka divasa dADhamAM dukhAvo UpaDayo. sakhata vedanA zarU thaI. A vakhate jenI khAtara mahAmUlA samaya ane zaktinuM devALuM kADhI nAkhyuM te bhogasukho kAMI karI zake kharA? te sukhonuM smaraNa koI zAMti ApI zake kharuM? te sukhono ekAda paNa evo oDakAra Ave kharo ke jenA anubhavamAM dADhanI vedanA vIsarAI jAya! kazuM ja nahi ne? jene pacAsa varSanuM gulAmIkhata lakhI ApyuM te sukhonI anubhUtinuM smaraNa paNa paLanA duHkhane ya dUra haDaselI zakatuM nathI ne? A keTaluM nakkara satya che! chatAM eno vicAra karIne bhogasukhonA gulAmI khatane cIMthare uDAvI devAnI tAkAta koI keLavatuM nathI! jo e sukhAnubhUtio - badhI bhegI maLIne paNa - AvI paDelA nAnAzA duHkhamAM ya AzvAsana daI zakatI na hoya to enA bharose AkhuM ya jIvana soMpI denArAo mUrkhAonA svargamAM ja vase che ema kahevAmAM kazuM ya anucita nathI. sAce ja, vairAgya udbhave che; e bhogasukho tarapha. ApaNe to joIe che evI beThI tAkAta ke je himAlaya jevaDA duHkhamAMya ApaNane apAra samAdhi ApI zake. A bhogasukhonI tIvra anubhUtio to UlaTo AtmAne evo mAyakAMgalo banAve che ke soyanA du:khanuM ya nAnakaDuM duHkha veThI paNa te zakato nathI. sukha duHkhathI kAMI sukhI duHkhI na thavAya lakhI lo aMtaramAM. sukhathI kAMI sukhI nathI thavAtuM... duHkhathI kAMI duHkhI ja nathI thavAtuM. ghaNA vipula sukhanI sAmagrIvALA ghaNA loko sukhI nathI; duHkhanI sAmagrIvALA ghaNA loko duHkhI paNa nathI. sukhI thavuM ke duHkhI thavuM e kAMI baMgalA ane jhUMpaDA sAthe gADha saMbaMdha dharAvatI jIvananI prakriyA ja nathI. lagabhaga AkhI duniyA A jIvaleNa bhramamAM phasAI che.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 163 amArI prAcIna saMskRtine varelA lokonA mAthe duHkhanA DuMgara tUTI paDatA to ya trAhimAm pukAratA nahi; hAyavoya karatA nahi; paNa masta rahetA. AjanA lakhapatio; rUpavatInA svAmIo, cAra chokarAnA pitAo, pradhAnapadanA mAliko sukhI dekhAvAM chatAM sukhI nathI. sukha e duHkhanA kAraNo to sAva bIjA ja che. sukhathI sukhI na thavAya paNa sukhanA virAgathI sukhI thavAya. duHkhathI duHkhI na thavuM hoya to duHkhamAM samAdhi rAkhavAnI kaLA zIkhI levI joIe. A vAta A rIte paNa kahI zakAya ke sukhano rAgI kadI sukhI thaI zake nahi. duHkhano dveSI ja duHkhathI dukhI thaI jAya. tame sukha pratye rAga na karo.. pachI sukhanA paNa sAdhanothI sukhI ja cho. ane du:kha prati dveSa karo mA... pachI Abha jeTalAM du:kha tUTI paDe toya tame duHkhI thanAra nathI. kadI doDajo mA sukhanI sAmagrIo meLavavA, e tamane sukhI karI zake tema nathI.kadI duHkhane tiraskArazo mA! ethI to tame vadhu dukhI thazo. sukhAdine samajyA vinA dharma kevo? pahelo dharma samajAvavo ke pahelAM sukha-duHkhanA svarUpanuM bhAna karAvavuM? sukhanA rAge ane duHkhanA dveSe ja A jagatanI hoLI saLagAvI che e vAta karavI ke evI vAto karyA vinA sIdhI dharmakriyAnI ja sahune sadA mATe vAto karyA karavI? sukhanuM vinAzIpaNuM samajAvIne pahelAM sukhathI virakta karavAnI ja jarUra nathI zuM ? duHkhanuM vinAzIpaNuM jaNAvIne pahelAM duHkhamAM samAdhi zIkhavI devAnI jarUra nathI zuM? mane to ema lAge che ke A bAbatone paNa khUba sArI rIte samajAvatA rahevI joIe. bezaka; bALajIvone dharmakriyAomAM sIdhA joDI ja devA joIe. paraMtu tenI sAthe mULa roganuM mULamAMthI nivAraNa karavA mATenA cAMpatA pagalAM paNa Avazyaka to che ja.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra jo A pagalAM levAmAM nahi Ave to sukhanA rAgIo ane duHkhanA dveSIo je dharmAnuSThAno karaze tenI pAchaLa te sukhaprApti ane duHkhanAzanI ja IcchA jora karatI raheze. pelA rAga-dveSanuM sItamagAra jora A mAgaNIo karAvyA vinA jaMpaze ja nahi. 164 have AvI mAMgaNIo sAthe ja sadA dharma karatA dharmajanonA saMsArano aMta ja kyAre Ave ? evA dharmAnuSThAnonI vRddhithI apUrva saMtoSa zI rIte mANI zakAya ? jo mULadarda vadhatuM haze to bahAranuM vadhatuM dekhAtuM zarIra e kAMI Arogya nahi hoya paraMtu sojA ja haze. sojAthI jADA dekhAtA zarIramAM kone AnaMda thAya? dharmAnuSThAnone vega ApatA ja rahIne; A vAtane paNa yuktipUrvaka sthAna ApatA rahevAnuM kArya gItArtha upadezakonuM ja che. e do2ze tema sahu dorAze. duHkhane to pahelAM kharAba mAno A to kevI AzcaryanI vAta che ke kharAbamAM kharAba evuM du:kha paNa kharAba lAgatuM nathI; uparathI madha jevuM mIThuM lAge che! jIvamAtrane duHkha upara to dveSa ja hoya; ane tema ja che. chatAM jemanI bhogasikatA mAjhA mUkIne pAgala bane che e lokone to e bhogasukhonI siddhi maLatI hoya to duHkha paNa mIThAM thaI paDe che! preyasInI lAta khAtA kolejIyanane e lAtamAM to lAkha lAkha AnaMdodadhi uchALA mAratA dekhAya che! khurazInA lAlacuone gALo khAvAnoya vAMdho hoto nathI. mammaNazeThone kaDavA jhera ThapakA paNa AMcakA ApatA hotA nathI. saMsAra sukhanA kalpita madhano ekAda caTako paNa jo tALave vaLagI gayo to mUA paDyA samajo! enA rasa khAtara maraNanA duHkhaneya bhUlI javA mUrkha mAnava taiyAra! peluM madhubiMdunuM dRSTAMta nathI jANatA zuM ? have du:kha pratye paNa jemane tiraskAra nathI ene sukha pratye tiraskAra to zI rIte janmAvavo ? ene puNyano rasIo zI rIte karavo? ane mokSasukhano rAgI to banAvavo ja zI rIte ?

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 165 duHkha upara paNa jo napharata thaI jAya to ene duHkhanuM kAraNa pApa samajAvIne pApa upara napharata karAvI zakAya. pachI puNyano ane chevaTe mokSano rasa utpanna karAvI zakAya. paNa aphasosa! heDaMbA jevI strInI mArapITa paNa je vAsanA-lampaTane maMjUra che; tyAM A badhI vAtonuM maMDANa ja zI rIte karavuM? mahArAjA dazaratha; zAlibhadra, anAthIkumAra, dhanAjI vagere duHkhanA nimitte kevA nIkaLI paDayA'tA pApI saMsAramAMthI! Aveza : adhIrAI : apekSA aMgrejImAM kahevata che ke, "hope for the better and live for the worst." sArAmAM sArA bhAvinI IcchA rAkho paNa kharAbamAM kharAba vartamAna mATe sadA taiyAra raho. ThIka che. vAta ghaNI sArI che; paraMtu mANasa e vAta bhUlI jato hoya che ke potAnA kharAba vartamAnakALano sarjaka to pote ja che. karmavazAt upasthita thayelI ati kharAba sthitine paNa bhAre mastIpUrvaka saMbhALI levAnuM kAma paNa mANasanA ja hAthamAM che. e mATe eNe traNa sUtro gokhI laIne ene jIvanasAt karI devA joIe. (1) kadI Aveza karavo nahi. (2) adhIrA thavuM nahi. (3) koInI apekSA rAkhavI nahi. Aveza to bhalabhalAnI bAjI bagADI nAkhe che. sAcA ho to paNa muddAo AvezathI mAryA jAya che. bIjAnuM to je thavAnuM hoya te thAya paNa Aveza karanAranuM ghara to e ja paLe saLagI UThe che. pAchaLathI paNa Aveza karyAno pazcAttApa thAya che. saMkalpa karo ke, "koI paNa sayogamAM huM garama to nahi ja thAuM.' adhIrAI e bIjuM moTuM pApa che. adhIrA mANaso ghaNI vAra utAvaLI banIne khoTA nirNayo laIne jIvano jugAra khelI nAMkhatA hoya che; khoTA ArtadhyAnanA cakkaromAM phasAI jatA hoya che. trIjuM pApa che : apekSAnuM.

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166 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra kadI koInI apekSA rAkhazo nahi. patnInI nahi; dIkarAnI nahi; re! A dehanI paNa nahi. jeNe apekSA rAkhI ene jIvatA maravAno samaya Avaze. A traNa doSo jAya to ghaNo kharAba samaya jaladI jaladI to AvI na ja zake. A lokanuM ya tamane pUruM jJAna che kharuM? paramaloka-mokSanA jJAnanI pachI vAta karazuM. paralokanI samajaNanI paNa pachI vAta karazuM. bezaka, e vAtothI AtmAmAM dharma karavAnuM ane adharma tyAgavAnuM baLa pedA thAya kharuM paraMtu e badhI vAta jarAka bhAre paDatI lAgatI hoya to ApaNe A lokanI ja samajaNa meLavIe. jo A samajaNa paNa pUrI AvI jAya to ya dharmano prema pUrepUro jAgI jAya tevuM che A lokanI mohinIne pamADanAra paisA aMgenI tamArI samajaNa keTalI che? khUba ja adhUrIne? "paiso badhuM pUruM pADe'' eTaluM ja tame jANyuM ne? paNa have e samajaNane pUrI ja karI do. jyAM jyAM dhananA DhagalA thaI gayA che tyAM teNe kevI bhayAnaka honArato saLagAvI che te tamAre nathI jovuM? e ya bheguM ja joI lo ne? strInA rUparaMga ja kema aTakI gayA? enA dehamAM khIcokhIca bharelI azucinI paNa samajaNa kema na meLavI levI? emAM AnAkAnI zA mATe? zuM e azuci, A lokanuM ja tattva nathI? mamatAthI lapeTelA bALakamAM vinAzitAnuM darzana paNa kema na karI levuM? zuM e bALaka vinAzI nathI? khUba priya lAgatA dehamAM dagAbAjInuM darzana kema na karI levuM? zuM deha A ja lokamAM dago nahi de? jo A lokanA tattvonI paNa pUrI samajaNa AvI jAya to ya kalyANa thaI jAya. anekonA jIvana sudharatA jAya; e sudhAraNAno cepa evA jorathI UpaDe ke pApo to jIvanamAMthI UbhI pUMchaDIe bhAgavA mAMDe. mamatA karatAM ya mamata kharAba mamatA hoya toya A kALamAM chaThThA guNasthAna sudhI pahoMcI to zakAya; paraMtu

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra mamata to pahelA guNasthAnathI AgaLa vadhavA ja na de. bahu kharAba che mamata! kadAgraha! jagatanA jIvo saMsAranI mamatAne hajI mUkI zakyA che paNa mamatane tyAgI zakyA nathI. jenA jenA magajamAM je je asatyoe dhAmA nAMkhI dIdhA tene teo tagaDI mUkavA azakta banyA che. strIno tyAga saraLa che; dhanano parityAga paNa sahelo che; svajanono tyAga paNa sulabha che paraMtu pakaDAI gayelA asatyano parityAga atizaya muzkela che. devAdhideva paramAtmA mahAvIranA saMsArI jamAI jamAlie mamatAnA baMdhanonA to kevA kUracA uDAvI dIdhA hatA! paNa AvA mamatAvijetA paNa khuda paramAtmAnI sAme ja jaMge caDI gayA! koNe emane e jaMge caDAvyA? mamate ja ne? A ja kAraNe mahApuruSoe paramAtmAne prArthatA kahyuM che ne ke, "he bhagavAna! snehanA ane kAmanA baMdhano toDI nAkhavAnuM amArA mATe hajI kadAca sahela che; paraMtu mamata (daSTirAga prerita) nA baMdhanone DhIlA karavAnuM kAma paNa amArA mATe kAThuM banI gayuM che. mamatAne hajI calAvI levAya; mamatane to kadApi nahi. mamatAvALo sAdhu hoI zake; mamatavALo kadI sAdhu hoI zake nahi. AInsTAIna ekaDo zIkhaze? hAya! karuNatA! A saMsAranI kaThora karuNatAnuM koka to darzana karo ! ene karuNatA kahevI ke krUratA e ya savAla che. koNa jANe keTalI sAdhanA karIne A manuSyajanma maLyo haze? e pachI ya saMsAranA sukhono AsvAda meLavavA mATe keTalI mAnavazakti kharcI nAkhavAnI? mAnavajIvananI keTalI amUlya paLo barabAda karI devAnI? keTalo dharma abharAIe caDAvI devAno? ATalo moTo jugAra khelI nAMkhavA chatAM maLe zuM? zuM saMsAranuM sarjana e pattAnA mahelanI racanA ja nathI? yamarAjanI eka phaMke e Akho ya mahela kaDaDabhUsa karato nIce paDe! nAdAna bALakanI dhUliceSTA cAra bALakonA mA-bApanA jIvanamAM ja jovA

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168 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra nathI maLatI zuM ? ane maraNa eTale ?.... keTakeTalI karuNatAo e sarje che? tAtA ke biralAne ya lArIvALAne tyAM paNa janma daI de ane accho lArIvALo banAve ! rAkSasI magajanA svAmI prophesara AInsTAInane ya koI mAtAnA garbhamAMthI janma pamADe ane uMA, uMA... karIne raDAve... jate divase sleTa pena laIne ene ya ekaDeeka zIkhavuM paDe ! sattAnA sarvocca siMhAsananA adhipatine pUMchaDI paTAvato kUtaro banAvI de ! phe2sAdhanA... pheraaMta... phe2sAdhanA... phera aMta.. barabAdInA A to kevA che viSacakro! duHkhanI eka Aga phelAIne sarva sukhone saLagAve saMsAra sukhanA apalakSaNonI to keTalI lAMbI kathA thAya? aneka apalakSaNomAMnuM eka ja apalakSaNa ahIM vicArIe. saMsAranA sarva sukhothI saMpanna to koI paNa vyakti na ja hoI zake ne ? koI ne koI vAtanuM duHkha to darekanA jIvanamAM maLI ja jAya. AvuM ekAda duHkha ? bAkInA badhA ya sukhone aDe; dajhADe ane saLagAvI mAre. vaMdhyAne zrImaMtAInA ke rUpavAna pati maLyAnuM sukha tuccha lAge che. ene to bALaka ja joIe che. bhikhAraNa mAtAne putranA ke kahyAgarA patinA sukha tuccha lAge che ene to zrImaMtAI ja joIe che. pelo cAlanInyAya ahIM lAgu thAya che. koI paNa sukha sukha sAbita thatuM nathI; bIjA prakAranA sukhanI vAta paNa dUra rahI. eka ja zarIranA ArogyanA sukhanI vAta karIe. dADhanA duHkhavAnuM eka ja duHkha; zarIramAM saMbhavita bIjA lagabhaga cha karoDa, navvANu lAkha, navvANu hajA2 navaso navANu rogonA abhAvanA mahAsukhane saLagAvI mAre che ne ? 'AnAthI to mAthAno dukhAvo sAro'' ema te dADhano dardI

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra bolato nathI sAMbhaLyo? A ja rIte mAthAnA du:khAvAvALo paNa zarIranA bAkInA ArogyanA mahAsukhane pAmI zakato nathI. e kahe che, "AnA karatA to dADhano dukhAvo sAro." eka ja prakAranA ArogyanA karoDo roganA abhAvarUpa karoDo sukho hatheLImAM ramatA hovA chatAM koI anArogyanuM ekAda duHkha te badhAyane kevA saLagAvI mAre che ? have saMsAranA sukhathI sukhI banavAnI vAta taddana azakya banI rahe che ema nathI lAgatuM? mAthe maraNajanita viyoganI nagna talavAra to vaLI laTakatI ja UbhI che. duHkha pApAt je be vAtomAM sarvadharmonI ekamatI pravarte che te be vAto A che. (1) sukha dharmathI ja maLe. (2) pApa kare to duHkha Ave ja. ahIM bIjI vAta vicArIe. pApakarma ane pApakArya e be bhinna vastuo che. AtmA upara coMTatA azubha karmane pApakarma kahevAya. ane je kAraNathI te azubha karma coMTayuM hoya te kAraNane pApakArya kahevAya. je AtmA pApakArya kare tene pApakarma coMTe. sAmAnyataH to pUrvajanmonA ja pApakarmo A jIvanamAM udayamAM AvatA hoya che paraMtu kayAreka A ja jIvananA ugra pApakarmo A jIvanamAM paNa udayamAM AvI jAya te susaMbhavita che. pApanuM kArya nAnuM paNa kAM na hoya? paraMtu tenI pAchaLa ugratA ati bhayAnaka paNa hoI zake che. AvA koI pApakarmo tame bAMdhyA che kharA? kadAca eNe ja udayamAM AvIne tamArA jIvanane ekAeka duHkhanI AMdhInA jhapATAmAM kema laI lIdhuM na hoya? to A duHkhIjana! tuM tArA bhUtakALamAM DokIyuM kara. ane tapAsa kara ke evuM koI ugra pApa tArA jIvanamAM thaI gayAno saMbhava lAge che kharo? bALavaya badImAM gaI hatI? yovanane anAcArano koI joradAra pavana aDI gayo hato? khataranAka

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170 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra anIti, vizvAsaghAta Adi pApe tAro vyavahAra kharaDAyo hato kharo? sabUra... hAthI jevI manodazA na dharAva. potAnuM ja bihAmaNuM mukha te pote ja taLAvanA jaLamAM joI zakato nathI; mATe ja pANIne DahoLato rahIne pANI pIto jAya che. jA... tArA bhUtakALamAM cAlyo jA... ane e bihAmaNA tArAM svarUpane nihALa. jAte ja vAvyA che ne bAvaLIA ? to have kAMTA bhoMkatA poka mUkavAnI zI jarUra che? caMdanakASTanI paNa Aga to dajhADe ja dharmathI prApta thayeluM puNyakarma udayamAM AvIne je sukhasAmagrI Ape che e sukhasAmagrIno svabhAva to dajhADavAno ja che. bhale e sukha zubha-puNyathI maLyuM hoya; bhale te puNya dharma karavAthI baMdhAyuM hoya. dharma sAro; puNya sAruM. paraMtu e puNyathI prApta thatuM saMsArasukha to kharAba ja; kemake eno svabhAva AtmAne kharAba karavAno ja che. hA... AtmA baLavAna hoya; ane enuM jora cAlavA na de to ja e bhogasAmagrIo AtmAne kharAba karI na zake, paNa A to camatkAra kahevAya. zAlibhadrAdi jevA to koIka ja hoya. Agano svabhAva dajhADavAno; jherano svabhAva mAravAno... pachI maMtrAdinA jJAtAne e dajhADI ke mArI na zake e judI vAta thaI. dharmane ApaNe caMdanakASTanI upamA ApIe. dharmathI utpanna thatuM sukha e Aga kahevAya. bhalene caMdanakASTamAMthI Aga utpanna thaI; paNa tethI kAMI e zItalatA na Ape; e to dajhADe ja. dAna sAruM che, tethI kAMI tenA sAdhanabhUta lakSmIne sArI na kahevAya. jo ema kahezo to lakSmI prApta karI ApatI anItine paNa sArI kahevI paDaze. nA...dareka kArya, kAraNonA sArA-narasApaNAnI bhinna bhinna maryAdA hoya che. ziSTo ja ene AMkIne dekhADI zake. sukha nAmanA bhUtanA agIyAra tophAna jene sukha nAmanuM bhUta vaLagyuM enA bhoga ja lAgyA samajo.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra maiyArI! keTakeTalA enA tophAno che! eka be nahi; khAsA agIAra. jene A bhUta vaLagyuM ene game teTalI bhogasAmagrI prApta thAya to ya te sAmagrIthI te AtmA sukha to na ja pAmI zake. hAya! chatI sukhanI sAmagrIe sukhI nahi. 171 vaLI Ane jIvanamAM zAMti paNa zodhI na jaDe; re! zAMtinuM soNaluM ya AnA mATe to atyaMta durlabha bAbata banI jAya. trIjuM; A AtmAne maraNamAM samAdhi paNa na maLe. na karI zake e bicAro, duSkRtonI gaha; na karI zake sukRtonI anumodanA; na pAmI zake paramAtmAnuM praNidhAna. cothuM; Ane paralokamAM sadgati na maLe. kadAca mAnava ke devanI gati maLI jAya to ya DhoranI duniyAne sArI kahevaDAve tevI halakI kakSA tyAM maLe. nathI joyA ? kUtarAnA bhojana upara tarApa mArIne peTa bharatA mAnavone? pAMcamuM; A AtmAne mokSanI to AzA ja rAkhavAnI nahi. AtmAnuM ajara amara sthAna mokSa! enI e AtmAe AzA ja rAkhavAnI nahi! hAya! kevo vaLagADa! bAkInA cha tophAno A pramANe che. sukhanA vaLagADavALo AtmA (1) duHkhone hajama ka2vAnI; (2) pApone pacAvI nAkhavAnI (3) pApiSTa sAdhanAomAM dharmane abhaDAvavAnI siddhi prApta karato hoya che. (4) jIva mAtrano e mitra maTI jAya che; (5) enI jAta pavitra rahI zakatI nathI. (6) ane bhagavAnano bhakta e banI zakato nathI. kevA bhayAnaka tophAna! have bAkI ja zuM rahyuM che? eka pataMga khAtara mota! dUradUrathI eka kapAyelo paMtaga AvI rahyo che. patarAnA chApare caDelA koI kizore, joyu ane enuM mana lalacAI gayuM. e pataMga najadIkamAM to Avyo; paNa patarAnI dhAra AgaLathI ja sa2kIne javA lAgyo. e chokaro TheTha dhAra pAse doDayo. dora hAthamAM pakaDAI to gayo paraMtu pakaDelA pataMgavALA hAtha sAthe ja e nIce paDayo. paDatAMnI sAthe enI khoparInA cUrA thaI gayA. eka pataMga khAtara motane bheTayo. saghaLAya saMsArarasika jIvonI AvI ja

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172 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra dazA che ne? sAva ja vinAzI; duHkhanA bheLaseLavALA saMsAranA sukho khAtara keTakeTalA duHkha veThavAnA? ekITaze e sukhonA AgamananI kevI agni-pratIkSA karyA ja karavAnI? dUra dUranI kSitijomAM lAMbI najara tANIne basa joyA ja karavAnuM, upara tApa; nIce ya tApa; jaTharamAM paNa tApa! ane jyAre badhI jAtanA sukho hAthamAM Ave tyAre to jIvananuM pUrNavirAma thavAnI taiyArIo cAle. hAthamAM AvelA e sukhone sparzIne ja vidAya samAraMbha yojAI jAya. bhogavI javAnA viyoganA kAramAM du:kha, ane laI javAnA kALAM pApanA karmabaMdho. anAdikALathI A rIte bhogarasikonI jiMdagI barabAda thatI ja AvI che chatAM kevI aphasosanI vAta che ke bahu ja thoDA AtmAo A bodhapATha pAme che. bAkInA to badhAM ya patarA upara caDayA che; pataMga pakaDavAnI pratIkSA karatA UbhA che. hajAro; lAkho pataMga pakaDuo A rIte roja mare che. aphasosa! chApAvALAo AnI noMdha sarakhI paNa letA nathI. karaNo ane upakaraNo karaNa eTale Indriya - pAMca. upakaraNa eTale IndriyonA bhogopabhoga mATenA sAdhano. agaNita. bhUtakALamAM karaNone kAbUmAM rAkhavAnI khUba cImakI ApavAmAM AvatI hatI. kemake upakaraNomAM AjanA jevI - AkarSavAnI AMdhI hatI ja nahi. hatI to ya khUba maryAdita kSetramAM hatI. saghaLI prajAmAM; nAnAthI moTAmAM, garIba ane tavaMgaramAM, apariNIta ane pariNItamAM, chokarA ane chokarAmAM sarvatra samAna rIte e AMdhI kyAreya UmaTI na hatI. Aje paristhiti kAbUbahAra gaI che. maryAdAo tUTI che. enA sIdhA ja duSpariNAmarUpe mAnavatA maravA lAgI che. jo upakaraNonI AMdhI upara saMyama mUkavAmAM nahi ja Ave to karaNone kAbUmAM rAkhavAno upadeza lagabhaga nirarthaka banI jaze. vikArabharI AMkhe na jovuM e upadezanI sAthe sAthe ja vikArajanaka poSAka, vANI;

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vd nahi eso janama bAra-bAra vartAva vagerene sparzavA paNa nahi' e vAta paNa asarakAraka rIte rajU karavI paDaze. sudIrghakALanI brahmacaryanI sAdhanAne sparzI gayelA munine paNa strInuM citra jovAnI zAstramAM manAI pharamAvI che; to atyaMta bIbhatsa citronA ughADA pradarzano saMsArI mAnavanA cittamAM kevo khaLabhaLATa Ubho karI zake e vAta sahelAIthI kalpI zakAya tevI che. 173 gharagharamAMthI bIbhatsa citrovALA ke anicchanIya dazyovALA kelenDaro, pustako, reDIonA sinemAgIto, sinemAo, vagere upakaraNonI sAphasUphI thavI ja ghaTe. anyathA e AkarSaNo nirdoSa strI puruSonA zIla vagerene bharakhI gayA vinA nahi rahe. pachI emane Thapako devAno koI artha nathI. chevaTe AmAM koI pragati na ja thAya to tame tamArI jAtane saMbhALI lo. AMkho ja mIMcI do, kAna ja baMdha karo. moM ja baMdha karo. DAmarano Akho roDa cAmaDe maDhAto nathI. tyAre mANasa caMpala paherI le che. vaMToLa baMdha karAto nathI tyAre mANasa bArI-bAraNAM baMdha karIne gharamAM besI jAya che. jIvanamAM ekalA kAMTA ja patharAyA nathI jIvana e zuM che? ekadama TUMko ane spaSTa javAba devo hoya to ema kahI zakAya ke jIvana eTale jagaprasiddha madhubiMdunu dRSTAMta emAMnuM ekeeka paDakhuM. paNa mAnava kyAMka thApa khAI gayo che. zAstrazuddhamatinA abhAvanA kAraNe sto... eNe evuM mAnI levAnI bhUla karI che ke jIvana eTale maraNathI nAsabhAga; anivArya ghaDapaNa, rogo; dagA, phaTakA, vizvAsaghAta, jUTha, corI, hAyavoya, nisAsAo, cIso, cIcIyArIo; krodha, abhimAna, mAyA-prapaMca ane tRSNAo. A sivAya jIvanamAM che ja zuM? nA... A badhA ya uparAMta jIvanamAM evI be vastuo paDI che ke je udhA pAsAthI khadabadI UThelA jIvanane jaMgI 'belensa'nA jamApAsAmAM pheravI de che; je jIvanane jIvavA jevuM manAve che. jenI khAtara AvI hajAro Aphatone samyagdaSTi devAtmAo paNa vadhAvI levA taiyAra thAya che; duHkhanA bhayAnaka aMdhakAramAM je prakAzano tejalIsoTo banI rahe che.

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174 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra e che sadgurunI karuNA ane sadguruno ugArI levAno prayatna. madhubiMdunA upanayamAM je zaMkara-pArvatIjInuM vimAna levA Ave che temAM zaMkarane preraNA karI che pArvatIjIe. ethI zaMkarane karuNA jAgI. pelA vaDavAIe laTakelA mAnavane bacAvI levA zaMkare prayatna paNa ryo. pArvatI eTale sadgaddhi ane zaMkara eTale sadguru. pApIno hAtha jhAlatAM; duHkhIne AzvAsana detA sadguru. paNa.. abhAgIyo jIva! sukharAganI madhalALe lapeTAyo! hAthe AvelI bAjI hArI gayo.

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S mukitanA mArge (3) (1) anAsaktinI duSkara sAdhanA (2) mumukSune mArgadarzana (3) nizcaya - vyavahAra

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_/ na = " Biss (1) anAsaktinI duSkara sAdhanA

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 177 hoDImAM pANI ane pANImAM hoDI nAvaDI pANImAM rahe to tare; paNa "nAvaDImAM pANI" thaI jAya to game te paLe DUbe. saMsArane sAgaranI upamA ApIe; rAgadveSanA bhAvone pANInI upamA ApIe to jIvanane hoDInI ja upamA ApavI ghaTe. sAgara tarI javA mATe hoDI mATe eka ja zarata che ke koI paNa hisAbe hoDImAM pANI pesI javuM na joIe. pANImAM hoDI rahe teno vAMdho nathI. dharmAtmA tene ja kahevAya ke jenuM jIvana-nAvaDuM rAgadveSanA pANImAM hovA chatAM e nAvaDAmAM pANI bharAI jatuM na hoya. e gharamAM ya raheto hoya; enA gharamAM bALabaccAno; strIno; saMpattino, saghaLo ya saMsAra kadAca hoI zake paNa enA aMtaramAM emAMnA eke ya pratyenI tIvra mamatAnA pANI to na ja peThAM hoya. vezyAnA gharamAM ghaNA puruSo hoI zake paraMtu teNInA aMtaramAM ekeya pratye tIvra mamatva na ja hoya. sAco dharmAtmA AvI vezyA jevo hoya. bahArathI pUrNa = aMdaramAM zUnya. A che zrAvakatvanuM samIkaraNa. mahopAdhyAyajIe zAstravArtAmAM kahyuM che ne ke dharmAtmAo saMsAra sAgaramAM rahe paNa; paNa rame to nahi ja. rAgadveSanA e khataranAka pANI sAthe chabachabIyAM karavAnAM ceDA to na ja kare. "alInatA" paramodharmaH jIvananA sukhada bhAgyonAM takalAdIpaNAne je sArI rIte pichANI le che e AtmA bhagavAna pAse jaIne bhAgyavAna banavAnI IcchA vyakta karato nathI. enI to eka ja yAcanA hoya che, "tArI kRpAthI tuM mane bhagavAna banAva." bhagavAna banavuM eTale vItarAga banavuM. vItarAgatA pragaTa karavA mATe zuM karavuM? u. - samatA siddha karavI.

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vd 178 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra samatA lAvavA mATe zuM karavuM? u. -du:khomAM adIna banI rahevAnI kaLA siddha karavI... jarA ya hAyavoya na karavI. pra. e adInatA zI rIte Ave? u - sukhanI paLomAM alInatA Ave to ja e adInatA Ave. sukhanA raMgaberaMgI parapoTAne pAmIne je AtmAo temAM lIna banI jAya che teo sukhamAM pAgala bane che, jIvo pratyenI karuNAthI zUnya bane che, sadAcArathI bhraSTa thAya che ane paramAtmAnA anaMta upakAro pratye becena bane che. AvA AtmAone duzkarmanA yoge duHkha Ave tyAre te duHkhane pacAvI zake ja nahi. sukhanI alInatA vinA duHkhane pacAvavAnI tAkAta udbhavatI ja nathI. sukhane sahana na karI zakanAra, AtmA duHkhanA divasomAM to bhayaMka2 dhamapachADA karavAno ja. ane AvI sthitivALAne samatA kyAMthI Ave? ahIM vItarAgatAnI to vAta ja kyAMthI karavI? mAtra vItarAga banavAnI IcchAthI vItarAgI nahi banAya. te mATe sukho pratye alIna banavuM paDaze. pachI to ApoApa AgaLanI siddhio prApta thaze. du:kho pratye adInatA; zatru mitra pratye samatA, ane chevaTe vItarAgatA enI meLe tamArA jIvana-AMgaNe cAlyA Avaze. vItarAgatA pAmavA mATe prathama to samatAne siddha karavI paDaze devAdhideva paramAtmA mahAvIre pharamAvyuM ke mAnavamAtrano uddeza eka ja hovo ghaTeH vItarAga banavAno; sivAya koI nahi. paNa vItarAga banavuM zI rIte ? rAga ane dveSanA tophAnone AtmAnA tamAma pradezamAMthI saMpUrNapaNe nAbUda karI devAnI kalpanA paNa dhrujAvI mUke tevI che tyAM enI sAdhanAnI to zI vAta karavI? paramAtmA kahe che : vItarAga banavA mATe samatA dhAraNa karo. sthitaprajJa bano. dhULane mAtra dhULa na juo; hIrAmANekanA DhagalAne paNa dhULa juo...; mAna-apamAna beyane samAna juo.. jeTalI samatA vikAsa pAmatI jaze teTalI vItarAgatA

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 179 ApoApa najadIka AvatI jaze. pelA DosA-DozInI vAta Ave che ne? eka vAra be ya jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thaI rahyA hatA. be vacce so vAra jeTaluM aMtara hatuM. AgaLa mAjI cAlatA hatA. rastAmAM hIrAnI DhagalI paDI hatI. mAjIe tarata hIrAnI DhagalI upara dhULa pheravI vALI, ane tarata AgaLa vadhyA. A bInA DosAnA dhyAna bahAra na rahI. te sthAne AvIne temaNe dhULa dUra karI cakamakatA hIro joyA, ane moTethI hasI paDayA. patnIne pAchI bolAvIne pUchayuM, "teM Ama kema karyuM?" uttaramAM mAjIe jaNAvyuM ke, "hIrA joIne tamArI mati bagaDI jAya to? e bhayathI meM DhAkI dIdhA!' DozAe kahyuM, "o mUrkha! hajI hIrAne tuM hIrAnA svarUpamAM jue che! dhULa paNa dhULa che, hIrA paNa dhULa ja che. dhULa upara te dhULa nakhAtI haze?'' potAthI AgaLa vadhI gayelA patine patnIe zira namAvI dIdhuM ! A che samatAnI AchIpAtaLI jhalaka! kAyapAta karatA cittapAta bhayAnaka kAyA saMsAranA pApo kare e to kharAba che paNa ethI vadhu kharAba to citta e saMsAramAM paloTAya te che. saMsAramAM kAyAnA pAta karatA cittano pAta khUba ja jokhamI banI jAya che. AthI ja samyagudRSTi AtmAo kAyapAtI hoya to ya cittapAtI to na ja hoya ema AcArya bhagavAn haribhadrasUrijI mahArAjae pharamAvyuM che. "saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe to paNa ramavuM to nahi ja." evI mahopAdhyAyajInI vANI paNa A ja vAtane puSTa kare che. AvI sthiti siddha karavAno eka ja upAya che; cittane paramAtmA caraNomAM mUkI devuM... arthAt cittamAM paramAtmAne padharAvI devA. jenA haiye prabhu haze enA hAthe pApa thaze to ya e pApo dUbaLA ja haze; emAM rasa to nahi ja paDe. AvA pAponA baMdha jhAjhuM tophAna karI zakatA nathI. saMsAramAM phasAI paDelA dharmAtmAoe potAnI ATalI sthiti to TakAvI ja rAkhavI joIe. saMsAre kAyA paNa rahe ane citta paNa rame. e kAMI dharmajananuM lakSaNa nathI. evA mANasone dharmI na ja kahevAya.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra svaduSkRtanI garhA, parasukRtonI anumodanA ane arihaMtAdinA zaraNAM-kadI cittapAta thavA detA nathI. vANIpAta, vIryapAta, cittapAta-uttarottara vadhu bhayAnaka gaNI na zakAya? 180 khela badhA khelo, paNa khyAla khoyA vinA saMsAramAM rahevuM e ja pApa che. zakya hoya to saMsArano parityAga karIne dIkSA ja levI joIe ane jinAjJApratibaddha jIvana jIvIne AtmakalyANa ja karI levuM joIe. evA AtmakalyANamAM ja pa2kalyANa ane vizvakalyANa samAyeluM che. paNa AvA anupama Adarzane je kamabhAgI AtmA siddha na karI zake ene AjIvikAdi khAtara saMsAranA aneka khela khelavA paDe che.... bezaka, nAchUTake ! paNa khela khelanAro mANasa jIvanano khyAla to na ja cUke e khUba IcchanIya che. bhale e dukAne jAya ane vepAra kare paNa enuM mana to paramakRpALuM paramAtmAnA khyAlamAM ja ramatuM hoya. e kadAca lagna paNa kare paraMtu paralokanA tophAno enA khyAla bahAra to na ja rahe. e khAya, pIe, UThe, suve, bese.... badhuM ya kare paNa enuM mana emAM kayAMya na hoya. 'mokSa citta' bhave tanu' - e AnuM ja nAma. sukhano rasa jIvanamAM moLo nahi paDe to khela bagaDaze ane khyAla paNa melo thavA lAgaze. bagaDelo khela hajI cAle, bagaDato khyAla to khUba gaMbhIra bInA gaNAya. saMsArastha dharmAtmAoe potAnA mananA khyAlo to jinAjJAprati baddha ja rAkhavA joIe. jUTho jamAno kadAca khela badalI zake; paNa khyAla to koI paNa bhoge badalAI javA devo na joIe. sAro gRhastha to khUba sAvadhAna hoya ja prAyaH sArA mANaso gRhastha-jIvana jIve nahi. kadAca emane gRhasthajIvana jIvavuM paDe to e sArA mANaso pUrepUrA sAvadhAna

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 181 to hoya ja. e sAvadhAnI vinA emanuM "sArApaNuM TakI zake ja nahi. jemane potAnuM sArApaNuM TakAvI rAkhavuM hoya emaNe dareka paLe sAvadhAna rahevuM ja paDe. zenAthI sAvadhAna rahevAnuM? badhAyathI. paisA, vepAra, kuTuMba-parivAra, zarIra... badhAyathI, sadeva-sarva paLe sAvadhAna rahevAnuM. bhale e badhI vastuothI eno saMsAra cAlato hoya paNa emAM "sArA" banI rahevA mATe to badhAyathI sAvadhAna rahevuM ja ghaTe. madArI kevo sAvadhAna rahI sApa sAthe ramata rame che? AjIvikAnuM sAdhana sApa che evuM jANIne ja enI sAthe rahe che; paNa enAthI sAvadha keTalo hoya che? mahApuruSoe A saMsArane paNa jherI sApa agni vagere upamAothI navAjyo che. emAM je sAvadhAna rahe te ja "sAro' banI rahe. bAkInA lokonuM jIvana to jheramaya, jhALamaya banIne barabAda thayA vinA rahI zake ja nahi. saMsAramAM rahevuM ane sAvadhAna rahIne ramato ramavI e keTaluM kaThina che e to evA sArA saMsArIo ja jANI zake. mAlika maTI mahemAna bano sarva duHkho ane sarvapAponuM mULa "mamatA' kahI che. mamatA eTale ja mAlikIno dAvo. zuM tame tamArA gharanA, dhananA, strInA, putrAdi parivAranA mAlika cho? nA jarAya nahi. tamArAmAM mAlikanuM lakSaNa ja nathI pachI tame mAlika banI zako ja nahi. Ama chatAM jo mAlikIno dAvo karavA jazo to A bhavamAM ane bhavobhavamAM mAra khAvAnI taiyArI rAkhavI paDaze. hakIkatamAM tame mahemAna cho. mahemAnapaNAnuM lakSaNa ja tamArAmAM barobara ghaTI jAya che. mAlika kone kahevAya? je kAyama mATe amuka vastunuM svAmitva dharAvavAno

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182 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra hoya tene. mahemAna kone kahevAya? jenuM astitva kAmacalAu hoya. ApaNe koNa? mAlika to nahi ja; kemake kAyama khAte ApaNe A duniyAmAM rahevAnuM ja nathI. ApaNe bezaka mahemAna; kemake ApaNuM astitva kAmacalAu che. je kyAMkathI Avela hoya ane pachI kyAMka cAlyo javAno hoya te mahemAna kahevAya. ApaNeya evA ja nathI zuM? bhamatA bhamatA kayAMkathI ApaNe AvyA chIe ane ahIM badhuM mUkI daIne kyAMka jarUra javAnA chIe. A satyane svIkArI laIne pacAvI nAkhIe ane jo sAcA arthamAM mahemAna banI jaIe to, mane to lAge che ke bahu zAMtinuM jIvana maLI jAya ane khUba mojanuM maraNa maLI jAya. A beya siddhio moTA karoDapatione paNa durlabha banI gaI che. sIdhI ja vAta che ne? koI mahemAna tamAre tyAM Ave tyAre tamArA sukhonA mAlika thayA vinA anAsakti sAthe badhA bhAga paDAve; AsAnIthI e sukhane choDI detAM ene paLanI paNa vAra na lAge. ane jo tamArA gharamAM koI duHkha AvyuM to temAMya tene kazAya jhAjhI levA devA nahi. aMtarathI e nirALo ja hoya. mAlikane hAyavoyano pAra na hoya; mahemAnane hAyavoyanuM nAma na hoya. Ama sukhamAM alIna ane duHkhamAM adIna bananArAne to jIvanamAM keTalI zAMti maLe? puSkaLa pApo ghaTI jatAM maraNamAM kevI samAdhi maLe? pachI sadgati aMte mukti kyAMthI cheTI rahe? bolo, maMjura che mArI vAta? to Aje ja gharamAM badhAne bhegA karIne kahI do ke, "AjathI huM tamAro mAlika maTIne mahemAna banyo chuM. tame sahu tevA banI jajo. rAgavijetAnA sevakanI khumArI jenA bhagavAna rAga-dveSanA vijetA hoya enI potAnI sthiti zuM hoya? zuM rAgAdimAM e khUba prema sAthe ragadoLAto hoya? zuM rAgAdine e sArA mAnato hoya? "rAga karyA vinA te jivAya ja nahi,' 'Sa vinA A duniyAmAM cAle ja nahi' evA adhama kakSAnA abhiprAyono e svAmI hoya kharo? - jenA, bhagavAna vijetA banyA teno e gulAma bane! to pachI rAgavijetAno e sevaka zeno kahevAya?

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 183 bhagavadbhaktanI mAnasika sthiti avazya nirALI hoya. bezaka, kadAca kAyika vyavahAramAM e "sAro na paNa hoya tevuM banI jAya bAkI rAgavijetAnA sevakapaNAnA kAraNe enAmAM "kAMIka' to vizeSatA avazya hoya. vItarAgano sevaka baMgalA banAvIne temAM rahe paNa kharo; chatAM e sahune kaheto phare ke huM baMgalAmAM jarA ya pAgala nathI. kemake mane khabara che ke eka divasa A ja baMgalAmAMthI mArI ThAThaDI nIkaLavAnI che. mAre strI kharI paNa huM temAM mohAMdha nathI; mAre chokarAM che paNa huM temAM pAgala nathI; lAkho rUpiyA mArI pAse chatAM huM dhanalammaTa nathI. mArA bhagavAne mane kahyuM che ke, "A badhuM vinAzI che; "tuM" avinAzI che. vinAzInA rAga karIza to avinAzI nAhakano mAryo jAze." 3 Ama rAgavijetAno sevaka jAgato to hoya ja. e sevakapaNAnI khumArIthI enA jIvanamAM ghaNA pAponA praveza aTakAvI deto hoya. vItarAgatA to Aje nathI, paNa vItarAganuM sevakapaNuM to Aje ya che ne? e ya kyAM koIne paravaDe che? samyaga jJAnanuM phaLa : cittazAMti tamArA moM upara zAMti kema nathI? bhagavAna arihaMtanA bhakta thayA pachI paNa tamane jIvanamAM zAMti ya prApta thaI nathI? tamArA mukha upara azAMtinA gherA vAdaLa sadeva gherAyelA kema dekhAya che? sadAya tame udAsa kema? A te kevI kamanasIbI? arihaMtano kahevAto bhakta A jIvanamAM paNa azAMta, paralokamAM ya sukha bhraSTa! muktinI to vAta ja kyAM rahI? have zAMti to pAmo! tamArI saMpatti vagere sAmagrIo ja tamArA mATe AgajhALa rUpa banI rahI che chatAM enI vacce rahIne paNa tame ThaMDaka pAmI zakazo. AvI saddhara mastAnIata pAmavI hoya to ATaluM ja jJAna jIvanamAM pacAvI do ke sukhamAM kadI lIna thavuM nahi ane duHkhamAM kadI dIna banI javuM nahi. e chAMyaDA-taDakAmAM sadeva mastAna rahevuM. nATyamaMDaLa upara AvIne mahArAjA bhartuharino pATha bhajavanAra naTa chevaTe to doDhaso rUpiyAno pagAradAra nokara ja che ne? e vAtanuM ene saMpUrNa bhAna che mATe ja to jyAre e mahAmUlA mugaTa vagere pathyamAM jaIne utArI nAkhe che tyAre jarA ya raDato nathI. are! prekSakoe pIdhelI sIgAreTanA TUMThA UMcakIne bhAre samAdhi (!)

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184 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra sAthe pIto jovA maLe che. kevI sthitaprajJatA! sukha pratyenI kevI alInatA! tame samagra jIvana A naTarAjanI masta adAthI jIvatA thaI jAo. buddhi bhraSTa thavAnuM kAraNa smRtinAza mANasanI buddhi bagaDe kyAre? evI kaI paLo pApI banI jatI haze jemAM buddhine kharAba sUjhe; jIvana kharAba banavAnI bhUmikA taiyAra thAya? A rahyo javAba : smRtino jyAre nAza thAya tyAre te paLomAM buddhi bagaDe; bhraSTa thAya; jIvanane eba lagADavAnI bhUmikA taiyAra thAya. smRti eTale smaraNa. smaraNa AtmAnuM. huM koNa chuM tenuM sAcuM bhAna... jUThA bhAnanuM vismaraNa. huM DaoNkTara nathI; vakila nathI; zeTha nathI; dIkarAno bApa nathI; strIno pati nathI; dardI nathI; bhikhArI nathI. huM to sat, citta ane AnaMda svarUpa AtmA chuM. huM jJAnamaya, darzanamaya, cAritramaya chuM. je paLomAM huM koNa ? nA sAcA bhAnanuM vismaraNa thaI jAya e paLomAM ja buddhi bagaDe; bhraSTa thAya. jIvana kharAba thAya. aphasosa! jagatane jANanArAo "huM" ne ja jANatA nathI! duniyAnI vAto karanArAnI potAnA gharamAMthI ja hakAlapaTTI thaI che. eNe potAnA gharamAM IrSyA, atRpti, krodha, kAmanA, lobha, moha vagere eTalA badhA nokaronI bharatI karye ja rAkhI che ke e badhA nokaroe bhegA maLIne e bicArA zeThane ja gharamAMthI kADhI mUkyo che! rAvaNa jevA mahAtmAnA paNa jIvanamAM je bhayAnaka vinipAta jovA maLe che te "huM" nA vistaraNano ja pratyAghAta che. je paLomAM "huM' bhulAyo te paLomAM ja buddhimAM nAno ke moTo bagADa utpanna thaI jAya. gItAjImAM paNa A vAta kahI che. RturnAzAt buddhinAzaH"

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 185 sneharAga tamAro kharo ke jaMbukumArano tamane tamArA svajano u52; mitro uparaH grAhako upara kevo sneha? svArthabhAvanI badabU vinAno ja ne ? ke e badabUthI gaMdhAI UThelo ? tamArI nIkaTamAM nIkaTa gaNAtA snehIomAM bhAI, pitA, patnI mitra vagere gaNAya. zuM paisA khAtara sagA bhAI sAthe ya tame laDI paDatA nathI? e vakhate paiso javA do ke bhAIne javA do! patnInA prema khAtara mAtapitAne dhakko mAratA tamane vAra lAge kharI? koI kAraNe cakamaka jhare to patnIne paNa dhakko mArIne kADhI mUkatAM tamane paLano ya vilaMba thAya kharo ? mitra sAthe paNa kapaTa ramatAM; grAhakane paNa chetarI detA tamArA haiyAne jarAya thaDakAro thAya kharo ? bhalA... A te kevo sneharAga! Ane snehabhAva na kahevAya paraMtu enA oThA nIce poSAto ghAtakI svArthabhAva ja kahevAya. sneharAga to bhalA! jaMbUkumArano. lagnanI pahelI ja rAta. AThe ya kanyAo patine rAgamAM paloTavAnA prayatnamAM kamara kase che ane pati e ATheyane virAgI banAvavA kaTibaddha banyA che. dareka kanyA sAthe jaMbUkumAre vArtAlApa zarU karyo. chevaTe kavitAnA dhruvapada rUpe darekane eka ja vAta karI : "tuM mane jarA ya gamatI nathI; have tuM kahe ke huM tane gamuM chuM kharo ke nahi ?'' : jaMbUkumAra jo strIone gamI jAya to tarata ja jaMbUkumAra jaNAvavA mAMgatA hatA ke, '"to pachI mArI vAta mAno; ApaNe sahu AvatI kAle savAre svArthabharyA A saMsArano tyAga karIe. kharekhara... ema ja thayuM. corI karavA AvelA prabhavAdi 500 cora ane naveyanA mAtapitA-kula 527nI dIkSAno bhavya varaghoDo nIkaLyo. sAco snehabhAva to AnuM nAma? jyAM paranA kalyANanI ekamAtra parArthavRtti ja jhUmI rahI hoya.

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186 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra tamane sauthI vahAlI cIja! jIva paNa nahi ja kadAca tamane ja khabara nahi hoya ke tamane sauthI vahAlI vastu kaI che? kaho jouM, paiso vahAlo che? nA.... dIkaro sakhata mAMdo paDe to pANInI jema paiso vAparI nAkho ke nahi? to zuM dIkaro vahAlo che? nA... dhAro ke tamArA patnIne prasUtigRhamAM dAkhala karyA che. DaoNkTara kahe che ke kAM bena nahi; kAM bALaka nahi.. tame zuM karo ? bALakane javA ja do ne? patnIne bacAvI levAnI ja vAta karone? to zuM patnI upara tamane agAdha prema che? rAma.. rAma... karo. Aga lAgI hoya to ene ya paDatI mUkIne tame nAsI jAo evuM ya bane ne? jIvatA hoIzuM to kAle bIjI lAvazuM !" evA manaHsamAdhAnathI. bhale... to zuM tamArA deha upara tamane atirAga che? nA...re..nA... e vAtamAM ya zA mAla che? paganA aMguThAmAM sepTIka thAya ane DaoNkTara kahe ke, paga kapAvI nAkhavo paDaze, nahi to AkhA zarIramAM sepTIka phelAtA motane bheTavuM paDaze to paga paNa kapAvI nAMkhone? kevo jIva vahAlo che? kiMtu jIva paNa kyAM vahAlo che? e jo kharekhara vahAlo banI jAya to amAre bIjo koI upadeza paNa ApavAno raheto nathI. jIvane cAhatA AvaDI jAya to mokSa hAthaveMtamAM che. jo kharekhara tamane jIva vahAlo hoya to mane javAba Apo ke sinemA jovAthI; anIti karavAthI; ITalI DhosA khAvAthI, vahAlo tamAro jIva durgatinA duHkhone havAle thaI javAno che.bolo have vahAlA jIva khAtara tame sinemA vagere choDI dezo? jo nA.. jo te tyAgamAM AnAkAnI... to e vAta nakkI thaI gaI ke tamane bhogasukhano rAga ja vahAlo che. e khAtara jIva jahannamamAM jAya to tenI ya ciMtA nathI.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 187 sukhanI sAthe ja bhogarasikane maLatI trAsamaya cIjo tame baraphI levA mATe bajAramAM jAo ane baraphI laI Avo tyAre zuM mAtra baraphI lAvo cho? zuM baraphInI sAthe ja teno raMga; tenuM vajana ane teno AkAra paNa tame lAvatA nathI? peTa bharavA mATe A traNa cIjonI tamAre jarUra kharI? jo nA. to baraphI kharIdatI vakhate vepArIne kaho ke, "mane mAtra baraphI Apa; mAre tenA raMga, vajana ane AkAranI lagIre jarUra nathI." zuM A vAta saMbhavita che? nahi ja ne?... barobara AvuM ja bane che; bhogarasika AtmAnA sukhanI bAbatamAM. e sukha (sukhAnubhUti) enA aMtaramAM ekaluM AvatuM ja nathI. enI sAthe sAthe ja IrSA, atRpti ane kSobhabhAvane (krodhane) e laIne ja Ave che. - have tame ja kaho jouM ke baraphInA AkAra jevI taddana nakAmI cIjo-re? jIvanane barabAda karI nAMkhatI cIjo jo sukhAnubhUti sAthe avazya praveza pAmatI hoya to e sukhAnubhUtino ja parityAga karI devAnuM ucita nathI zuM? bhogarasika AtmA sukhAnubhUtimAM atRpta thAya to keTalA anAcAra seve? IrSALu bane to kayA sujananA guNono anurAgI bane? prazaMsaka bane? krodhAnya bane to enA jIvanamAM keTalA kaleza, kajiyAnI hoLIo saLage? zuM karavAnA e karoDo rUpiyAne ke e rUpasuMdarIonA sahacArane? jo enI sAthe ja AkAra, raMga ane vajana jevA IrSA, atRpti ane kSobhanA pApo jIvanamAM pravezI jatA hoya to? kAM bhAMgarasikatAne saMpurNataH khatama karo; kAM bhogasAmagrIno sahacAra tyAgI to toya kAMIka bacAze. o bhAIo! amane bhoLA na samajatA sadgurunI kRpAne pAmelA; zAstrano bodha jIvanasAt karatA nirjhantha guruvarganI to zI vAta karavI? evA sadguruone to ApaNA koTi koTi vaMdana. bhalene yauvananA UMbare paga mUkI cUkayA hoya; to ya... to ya..... emane kAMI na

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188 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra thAya. gurukRpAnuM kavaca paheranArane vaLI lalanAnA kAma-kaTAkSonA tIra te kAMI vAMdhI zakatA haze? zAstranA bodhane pAmelA mahAtmAo A jagatanuM kadI adhUruM jJAna karatA haze? strInA deha tarapha emanI najara prAyaH paDe ja nahi; paraMtu kadAca akasmAtu najare paDI jAya to ya zuM? te nArI temanI upara koI kAmaNa karI zake nahi. puruSamAtrane nacAvatI nArI A mahAtmAnA rUMvADe ya kaMpa Ubho na karI zake. moTA mallone harAvatI nAra dUbaLA-pAtaLA mahAtmA pAse to bicArI" che. cha khaMDanI dharatIne dhrujAvatA cakravartI rAjAone ramADatI nArane, sADA traNa hAthanI dharatInuM ya svAmitva nahi dharAvatA akiMcana munivaranI zaraNAgati svIkAravI ja paDe che. zAthI vAruM? zuM haze enuM rahasya? A rahyuM che rahasya. zAstronA bodhathI e munionuM mana ane emanA nayana be ya nArInA rUpavAna dehane kadAcit jotAMnI sAthe ja temAM bharelA lohI mAMsanA locAMne ya joI levAne TevAI gayA hoya che. aNIALAM nAkanA darzananI sAthe ja emAM bharAyelAM zleSmanuM darzana thaIne ja rahe che. AvI badhI bAbatamAM pUrNadarzana thatA bhoganI vipAka kaTra durgatio paNa e sauMdarya jotAM ja dekhAI jAya che. have zuM AkarSAya A pUrNajJAnIo nArI tarapha ke kerI tarapha? badhAM bAraNAM baMdha karo; sinemA TokIjhanI jema sinemAnAM paDadA uparanA dRzyone jotI vakhate prekSako kevA ekAkAra thaI jatA hoya che? pratyeka dazyano pratyeka bhAva haiyAmAM kevo soMsaro UtarI jato hoya che? paNa enAM kAraNo jANo cho? paheluM : badhAM bAraNAM baMdha karI devAmAM Ave che. bIjuM : badhI Ava-jA upara pratibaMdha mukAya che. trIjuM : prakAzane vidAya ApavA dvArA badhI Indriyono prasAra aTakAvI devAmAM Ave che. have kyAMya kazuM dekhAya ja nahi; koI kazuM bole ja nahi; pachI AkhuMya mana paDadA upara kendrita thaI ja jAya ne? vaLI e paDadA upara atyaMta AkarSaka dRzyo ja dekhADAtA hoya che. pachI ekAkAra

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 189 thavAmAM kaI kamInA rahe? A ja vAta dharmakriyAomAM lagADAya to? jenI jenI sAthe manano tAra joDAyo hoya te badhAyanI sAthenA "kanekazana' kApI nAkho. AMkho baMdha karo; taddana nirava sthAne beso. atyaMta bhAvapUrvaka; bhAre ullAsa sAthe anupama prakAza veratA paramAtmAnuM darzana karo. pachI juo kevI anivArya majA Ave che te. karavuM kAMI nahi; ane mAtra pharIyAdo ja karavI; jeTalA sAdhu maLe te badhAyanI pAse... eno artha zo? e to kuTeva paDI kahevAya. kharI vAta to e che ke dharmakAryomAM besatI vakhate vicAronI thatI pajavaNI taddana baMdha karI devI hoya to jarUriyAtone ekadama ghaTADI nAMkhavI joIe. ane je te saMbaMdho kApI nAkhavA joIe. 100 rUpiyAnI kamANIvALAe 80 rU. mAM ja calAvatA zIkhI javuM joIe. AthI mana upara koI ciMtA nahi rahe. pachI bhAre ekAgratAthI dharmakriyAo thaI zakaze.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 191 baMdhAraNa pramANe na vartanArA sAme zistabaMghanA pagalAM kema nahi? dareka saMsthAne potAnuM baMdhAraNa hoya che. saMsthAmAM joDAnAra vyaktie pharajIAtapaNe te baMdhAraNanI pratyeka kalamanuM pAlana karavAnuM anivArya hoya che. jo pAlana karavAmAM na Ave to tenI sAme zistabhaMganA pagalA levAmAM Ave che. jainazAsana e paNa vizvakalyANakara eka saMsthA che. trikALajJAnI tIrthaMka2 bhagavaMtoe enI niyamAvali ghaDI ApI che. caturvidha saMgha te niyamAvali mujaba ja te saMsthAnuM saMcAlana karI zake che. AmAM bahumati ke sarvAnumati paNa cAlI na zake evI khUba spaSTa AjJA e niyamAvalimAM che. have jo koI vyakti koI saMsthAmAM baMdhAraNanuM ullaMghana kare to tenI sAme pagalAM kema na levA? Aje to vaidika-dharmane pALatA lokonA saMnyAsAzramanA pratIkarUpa bhagavAnanuM paridhAna thavA lAgyuM; e loko potAne saMnyAsI tarIke kahevaDAvavA lAgyA; na yamaniyamanuM pAlana; na tapa-japa... eka ja vAta.. ke, "badhuM purI sabhAnatAthI karo... dArU paNa pIvAno vAMdho nathI.'' zuM A saMnyAsa saMsthAM - sAmeno ughADo baLavo nathI? to zA mATe tenI sAme pagalAM na levA joIe? jaina sAdhu tarIkenuM jIvana na pALe tene te saMsthAmAM ke tenA veSamAM rahevA ja kema devAya? zAsaka koMgresano sabhya sAmyavAdI DhAMcAnA bhASaNo kare to zistabhaMganA pagalAM levAya che ke nahi! bhANA lavAnA ghIno mArko tenI ja ejansI pAse rahI zake. bIjo koI teno upayoga kare to daMDane pAtra thAya ke nahi? re! bhaLatA mArkano upayoga karanAra paNa daMDapAtra gaNAya che. to pachI jaina ke vaidika dharmonI niyamAvaline na pALatAM lokone tenA pratIkarUpa veSane apanAvavAno zo adhikAra che? e navuM game te kare... paNa prAcInanA nAme navuM kazuM thaI na zake. e to jenI lAThI enI bheMsa hamaNAM ja sAMbhaLyuM ke raziyA sAthe 20 varSanA saMdhikarAra thayA. e je hoya te kharuM. paNa ene anulakSIne rAjakartAoe je jAhera karyuM che temAMthI ApaNe ghaNuM

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192 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra vicAravAnuM che. emaNe kahyuM, "je deza pote baLavAna haze enI vAtane badhA mahattva Apaze ja; ane dareka vAtamAM bIjAone pUchatAM javuM paDaze." ApaNe nirmAlya banyA chIe mATe ja keTalAMka baDekhAMo ApaNA jinazAsananA khetaranuM bhelANa karI jAya che ne? manasvIpaNe keTalIka bAbato ApaNI upara ThokI besADe che ne? jo ApaNe majabUta thaI jaIe to? e to jenI lAThI enI bheMsa. lAgavaga ane lAMcaruzavatanA unmArge ApaNe zA mATe javuM? marda chIe to mardAnagInA prayogo ja kema na apanAvavA? jo ApaNuM saMghabaLa majabUta thaI jaze to koInI tAkAta nathI ke AMkhanI bhammara paNa ApaNI sAme koI UMcI karI zake. bhAratavyApI saMghabaLa kadAca na paNa UbhuM thAya. to ya hatAza thayA vinA saMghanI maryAdAmAM rahIne; vaDIlonA AzIrvAda pAmIne; zAstrAjJAne vaphAdAra rahIne saMghanA peTAbaLo svarUpa gAma gAmanA saMghone to sAbadA karI devA ja rahyA. "jo karavuM to pUruM karavuM nahi to kAMI ja na karavuM." e nIti sArI nathI. "jeTaluM thAya eTaluM to jarUra majabUta karatA ja javuM." e nIti apanAvavI jarUrI lAge che. java. zAsana kaTokaTImAM che; rAbetA mujabanuM jIvana baMdha karo rASTra upara jyAre sarakAra kaTokaTI jAhera kare che tyAre rAbetA mujabanI keTalIya pravRttio sthagita karI devAmAM Ave che. zuM ema nathI lAgatuM ke jinazAsananI cAre bAju bhIMsa devAI cUkI che? zuM ema nathI lAgatuM ke gharagharamAM bhogazAsana pravezI cUkyuM che? ane eNe jinazAsanane khUba sakhata dhakko mArI dIdho che? AvI bhayAnaka sthitimAM kaTokaTI jAhera karavI joIe ke nahi? jo kaTokaTI ApameLe jAhera thaI jatI hoya athavA pratyeka zAsanapremIne e vAta ApameLe samajAI jatI hoya to zAsana premIe alabatta potAnA gharamAMthI bhogazAsanane dUra karI ja devuM joIe. zAsananI rakSA kAje svasukhane sarvathA gauNa karI devuM joIe. kaTokaTI eTale kaTokaTI. gaMbhIratA khUba ja gherI banI che. enI avagaNanA zAsanapremIthI thaI zake ja nahi. keTalI duHkhanI vAta che ke AvA samayamAM paNa keTalAka AtmAone zAsana

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 193 upara koI Aphatano paDachAyo paNa jaNAto nathI! AvA AtmAone ze sAcI vAta samajAvavI e ja samajAtuM nathI! lUMTAruM karatAM UMghato sipAI vadhu gunegAra nathI? eka zeThanA makAnamAM lUMTAruMonI ToLakI dhADa pADe che. zeThano sipAI e ja vakhate ArAmathI UMgha kheMcI rahyo che. lUMTa calAvIne lUMTAruMo cAlyA jAya che. kharo gunegAra koNa? lUMTAru ke sipAI? lUMTAruno to lUMTa calAvavAno dhaMdho ja hato. bezaka kharAba dhaMdho : vakhoDI nAMkhavA lAyaka dhaMdho ! paraMtu sipAInI pharaja zuM hatI? zuM te A rIte UMghI zake kharo? e na UMdhyo hota lUMTAruMo potAnuM dhAryuM karI zakata kharA? chevaTe sipAInI bUmarANathI paNa emanI kAravAhIne dhakko to pahoMcata ja ne? A badhI upekSA karanAra sipAIne ja huM to vadhu gunegAra kahevA mAguM chuM. vartamAna jamAnAvAdIonI ToLakIe dharmakSetranI tijorI upara lUMTa calAvI che. A vakhate sipAIzA sAdhuo UMghatA ja rahe ke upekSA kare to kema cAle? eka sAthe badhA ya hokArA, jAkArA ane dekArA devA mAMDe to jamanAvAdIonI khunnasabharI ToLakI UbhI paNa na rahI zake. nAhakano e ToLakIne sAdhuo ekAMte kAM doSa de? ApaNe ja sAbadA banIe; sAvadhAna thaI jaIe; e ToLakInI lUMTa calAvavAnI lobhAmaNI rItarasamonA pUrA mAhitagAra banIne svastha thaI jaIe; kyAMya koInI lobhAmaNI vAtomAM na phasAIe. ane pachI jo enI sAme siMhanAda zo paDakAra karIe to e namAlA bicArAonI tAkAta keTalI? dekhAvanA laThThabAja kyAM sudhI uMcAnIcA thaI zakaze? sudharmAtmA ane pApAtmAnI be bhayAnaka graMthio ahaMtAgraMthi ane laghutAgraMthi - beya kharAbaH be ya khataranAka. "huM kAMIka chuM ke huM sarvasva chuM." e ahaMtAgraMthinuM mUrtasvarUpa che. "huM kAMI ja nathI; huM zUnya chuM." e laghutAgraMthinuM mUrtasvarUpa che.

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vd nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra sAmAnya rIte evuM dekhAya che ke A beya graMthionA cheDA khUba ja ghAtakI che. mANasa ahaMtAmAM phasAya to ya maryo; sAva laghutAmAM jAya to ya maryo. dharmAtmAonA jIvanamAM maitrI, prema, dayA, zAstracustatA tathA jinapUjA Adi anuSThAnadharmonI jo suvAsa na jaNAtI hoya to e e dharmAtmAo to sugaMdha vinAnA sUrajamukhI jevA-mAtra dekhAvaDA ja kahevAya ne? suvAsanA A atimahattvanA prasAranuM gaLuM pIsI nAkhe che; ahaMtAgraMthi. 194 A ja rIte pApAtmAonA jIvanane hatAza, nirAza ane taddana nirmAlya banAve che; laghutAgraMthinI pIDA. "hAya! meM kevA pApa karyA? basa. have huM jIvana khoI beTho.'' AvA ekAMgI vicAro laghutAgraMthinI pIDAnI nIpaja che. jo pApAtmAnA jIvanamAM paNa jinazAsane pAmyAnI khumArI AvI jAya; "huM jinazAsanane pAmyo chuM mATe hajI jIvana sudhArI levAnI bAjI hAthamAM che.'' evI khumArI pragaTa thaI jAya to eno beDo pAra thaI jAya. paNa aphasosa! laghutAgraMthinI pIDA ja A khumArInI khuvArI karI nAMkhe che. eka ja IcchA che ke dharmAtmAo sarvatra dharmanI suvAsa phelAve; ane pApanA ravADe caDelA AtmAo khumArIthI pharI potAnuM jIvana gulAba maghamaghatuM karI mUke. sAMbhaLo : samajo : pAmo saMsAranA sukhonI sAmagrInA rAgano hRdayathI tiraskAra karavA sAthe e sAmagrIno parityAga jeNe karyo te jIvanamAM dharma pAmyo kahevAya. enuM ja nAma jIvanaparivartana. paraMtu A 'pAmavuM' ja khUba muzkela che. sukha-duHkha; puNya pApa ane dharmAdharmanA tattvonI sAcI samajaNa vinA sAcuM jIvanaparivartana khUba ja muzkela che. eTale ja 'pAmavA' mATenI bhUmikA taiyAra karavA mATe, 'samajavu' paDaze. samajAya eTale hRdayaparivartana thayuM kahevAya. e pachI jIvana parivartana thatAM jhAjho samaya lAgato nathI. paNa samajavuM zI rIte ? sAMbhaLyA vinA samajAvavuM paNa muzkela che. dharmagraMtho vAMcavA mAtrathI tatvo samajAtA nathI. e to sadgurunI pAse sAMbhaLavA ja rahyA.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 195 sAMbhaLyA vinA samajAya nahi; samajAyA vinA pamAya nahi; pAmyA vinA bhavapherA kadI maTe nahi. ane jo sAMbhaLyA pachI paNa nahi samajAya; to samajAvI zakanAra bIjuM koI nathI. jyAre paNa tattva samajAvavAnuM haze tyAre sAMbhaLa sAMbhaLa karatAM ja samajAvavAnuM che. AthI ja dharmaguruo tattva saMbhaLAva saMbhaLAva kare che. jinavANIne je dravyathI paNa sAMbhaLe che enI mohanIya karmanI bhayAnaka sthitine bhayAnaka kaDAko lAgIne mAtra eka koTAkoTi sAgaropamanI ja sthiti bAkI rahI hoya che. AvI bhUmikA vinA dravyathI paNa dharmatattva sAMbhaLI zakAya ja nahi. vaLI zravaNanI e paLomAM ethI vadhu sthitino baMdha karAvI de tevA pApa mAnasika rIte paNa azakya banI jAya che. AthI ja zravaNa paNa bahu mahattvanuM AzAspada pagathiyuM che. je pAmyA pachI mohanIyanI sthitimAM vadhu moTA kaDAkA bolAvIne samajavAnI ane pAmavAnI dhanyasthitio prApta karI levAnI moTI zakyatA UbhI thaI jAya che. jIvana jIvo ja cho ke jIvI jANo cho? ekavIsamI sadInA zikSita gaNAtA mAnavonI paNa manodazA kevI che? paiso jotAM aMgeaMge pANI pANI thaI jAya! rUpa jotAM ja AMkhomAM vikAre UbharAI jAya! hoTalanI najadika AvatAM ja jIbhamAMthI pANI chUTavA lAgI jAya! to mAnava thaIne e zuM kamAyo? zikSita banIne e zuM pAmyo? AvAM jIvana jIvatAM to pazune ya kayAM nathI AvaDatu? potAnI IcchA viruddha kAMI bane to kUtarAM paNa mArAmArI kare che! potAnA baccAMne ya bacakA bharI le che! jAtabhAIo sAthe paNa lohIyALa jaMga khelI nAMkhe che! hakkanI ane harAmanI mArAmArIo ane gALAgALIo karatAM to pazuone paNa AvaDe che! to A mAnava zuM kamAyo ? enuM jIvana paNa koTuMbika kaleza, kajiyAmAM ja purAIne gaMdhAI UThayuM ne? potAnA Azrita-patnI, bALako-vagerene sakhta mArapITa karanAro mAnava zuM Thapako devA lAyaka nathI! te parivAra zuM kasAIvADe Avyo che? jene A rIte mArapITathI satkAravAmAM Ave che? to lagna kema karyA? to janma kema Apyo?

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196 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra bhaNataranA bhUtaDAMoe vaLagI paDIne ja mAnavane svArthodha, krodhAMdha ane kAmAMdha banAvyo che. re! mAnavanuM to jIvana mAtra jIvavAnuM ja nathI; paNa jIvI jANavAnuM che. jIvana jIvI jANavuM eTale Arya saMskRtinA pAlana dvArA sArA banIne jIvanamAM paramazAMti ane maraNamAM apAra AnaMda mANI jANavo. navI peDhInI eka vizeSatA game teTalA avaguNo navI peDhImAM bhale kadAca hoya to ya e avaguNonA aMdhakAramAM prakAzanI eka tAralI to jarUra TamaTame che. A prakAza virATa banIne phATe to jagatamAtramAM prakAza patharAI jAya. A vizeSatA che; sAcuM samajavAnI (pUrvagrahamukta) teyArI. jo dharmanuM tattvajJAna khUba sArI rIte emane samajAvanAra koI hoya to te samajI zake che; enI upara zraddhA paNa karI zake che; ene jIvanamAM utArI paNa zake che. A guNa jUnI peDhImAM jaNAto nathI. AgalI haroLamAM besI paDatA jUnI peDhInAM keTalAMka mahAnubhAvo to evA rIDhA gunegAra banelA hoya che ke, vaktAnA upadezanI zarUAta thatA pahelAM ja, jANe emanA aMtaramAMthI avAja pragaTI jAya che, "ame badhuM samajIe chIe. tamArA jevA to kaika AvI gayA. ame A badhuM sAMbhaLyuM che.' ghaNI duHkhada bAbata to e che ke A loko pAse ghaNAonI kathA bleka-DAyarImAM lakhelI taiyAra hoya che. sAcI ke khoTI e pUchazo nahi. AthI ja teo sAdhu mAtra upara amuka prakAranI napharata dharAvatA banI jaIne sAMbhaLavAnI pAtratA ja gumAvI beThA hoya che. AthI ja navI peDhIne to mAre khAsa kahevuM che ke tyAgI saMsthAnA doSo jovA mATe najIkamAM kadI Avazo nahi. e Aga che. aDazo to dAjhazo; dUra rahezo to TADha uDADazo; ghaNuM pAmazo pachI tamArA bla buksanA vAMcananA zokhane ame ramata mAtramAM choDAvI zakIzuM. prayoga na karo; yoganA premamAM paDo jIvana keTaluM TUMkuM che! A janmyA; hajI to bacapaNanA saMbhAraNA AvI jAya

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra che tyAM ghaDapaNa paNa DokAM devA lAgyuM! amUlo mAnavajIvananI keTalI pracaMDa gati! AvuM jIvana maLyA pachI paNa jo eLe jAya to mANasa jevo mANasa "mAmo" ja banyo kahevAya ne? AthI ja paramapitA paramAtmAe ApaNane khUba ja spaSTa lakSa ane khUba ja spaSTa sAdhanAmArga batAvI dIdho che. "ApaNuM lakSa zuM?" nA... e mATe ciMtana, maMthana - kazuM ya karavAnI jarUra nathI. upara parisaMvAdo koI yojazo ja nahi. lakSa taiyAra ja che : baMdhanamukti. rAga-dveSanA aNu paramANunI, AtmAnA sarva pradezomAMthI hakAlapaTTI. ane sAdhanA? e ya taiyAra ja che. kakSA pramANenI... e pAtratA mujabanI. dayA, prema, maitrI Adi pAyAnA guNonA vikAsathI AraMbhIne; sukhavirAga; bhogatyAga; sarvasaMgatyAga sudhIno saMpUrNa sAdhanA mArga taiyAra che. have to ApaNe cAlIe eTalI ja vAra; cAlavAno puruSArtha ja karavAno bAkI che. e mArgano yoga ja sAdhavAno zeSa rahe che. loko prayogamAM paDyA che. jenA magajamAM je tukko Avyo teNe tene AtmakalyANa kAjeno prayoga banAvyo! are! A jIvana e zuM AvI mazkarI che? prApta zaktiono Ama te phajeto thAya? paLapaLanI barabAdI karIne aMte "khoTuM thaI gayAno'' ekarAra karyAno artha zo? nA.. prayogamAM koI na paDo. saMto dIdhA sAdhanAmArgano yoga ja prApta karo. sabUra. dAnAdi dharmakriyAnA koI paNa yogane yogadharma to tyAre ja kahevAze jyAre lakSmImamavAdinA viyoganI mAnasika rIte viyoga bhUmikA taiyAra thaI haze. yoga eTale ja A viyoga. viyoga vinAno yoga e to phajetIno prayoga. sarva sukhanuM mULa : mokSAbhilASa prAcInakALanA mAnavo vadhu saMkhyAmAM sArA hatA. enuM kAraNa e bhUmi saMtonI hatI. saMto sadAya dharatI upara pharatA ane sahune mokSapada pAmavAno upadeza detA. A upadezanI dhArAmAMthI eka tAlabaddha gIta pragaTa thaIne sahunA aMtaramAM kotarAI jatuM. jene "mokSa pAmavAnI IcchA thatI tene e vAta paNa barobara samajAtI ke mokSapada na maLe tyAM sudhI saMtonA samAgamavALI sadgatio ApaNe meLavatA ja

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198 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra rahevI joIe. AvI paralokanI sadgatio paNa, mRtyu vakhate samAdhibhAva na rahe to na ja maLe, mATe e samAdhi meLavavI ja rahI. muktAtmAone bhAvabharI vaMdanAsvarUpa e mRtyusamAdhi paNa jIvanamAM zAMti na hoya tene na ja maLe mATe jIvana khUba zAMtithI pasAra karavuM ja rahyuM. zAMti eTale sukhamAM alInatA ane duHkhamAM adInatA. AvI zAMti paNa saMtoSa vinA to zakya ja nathI. bhoganI bhUkha jo kAramI banI rahe to e bhogabhUkhanI pUrti mATe keTalAya dhamapachADA, keTalAya jUThANA, keTalAya kAvAdAvA karavA paDe. A gaNitane najaramAM rAkhIne prAcInakALanA mAnavo bhogalampaTa banatA nahi. bezaka, bhoganI vAsanA jAgatI paNa enI zAMti mATe gumaDAMne malamanA lepanI jeTalI ja bhogasAmagrIne sparza karatA... bhogavAsanAnA gumaDAne malamanA lapeDA thoDA ja karAya! vartamAna aMdhAdhUMdhIne jo zAMta karavI hoya to sarvane mokSAbhilASI banAvavA paDaze. pachI aMdhAdhUMdhInuM mULaH bhogalampaTatAH ApoApa nAza pAmI jaze. mokSanI abhilASA pragaTyA vinA jIvanamAM maLe; zAMti kadApi nahi sukha AtmAno sarvakarmathI mokSa pAmavAno uddeza jyAM sudhI najaramAM sthira banIne besI nahi jAya tyAM sudhI koI paNa AtmA zAMti to nahi ja pAmI zake. hA, sadbhAgye sukhanI sAmagrI pAmI jAya e bAbata khUba saMbhavita che. AvuM vidhAna karavA pAchaLa cokkasa tarka kAma kare che. sAmAnyataH mokSanI tAlAvelI jAge to ja sadgatimAM javAnI IcchA jAge. mokSa meLavavA mATe durgatiomAM gamana taddana nakAmuM che. sadgati paNa maraNa vakhatanI samAdhi vinA maLI zakatI nathI; mATe sadgatino cAhaka maraNane mahotsava jevuM suMdara banAvavA mATe tatpara hoya ja. maraNa paNa tyAre ja suMdara bane jyAre jIvana suMdara hoya. suMdara jIvana eTale zAMta jIvana. sukha ke du:khanI sAmagrIne jIvananA sauMdarya

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 199 sAthe kAMI levAdevA nathI. zAMta jIvana jIvavA mATe mANase "sArA" banavuM ja rahyuM. sAro" te ja banI zake jeNe jIvananA sukhanA kALamAM lIna banavAnI ane du:khanA samayamAM dIna banI javAnI vAta upara zAstranIti mujaba pAkI cokaDI mArI dIdhI hoya. tamAre mokSa joIe che? A prazna hakAra ke nakAranA uttaramAM ja tame kevA cho? zAMta ke azAMta? sArA ke kharAba? enA uttaro paDelA ja che. mokSa paNa bhulAya tyAre mokSa maLe saMsAranuM sAcuM darzana thAya che tyAre ja aMtaramAM mokSAbhilASa jAge che. mokSanI e tIvra tAlAvelI ja e AtmAne mokSaparyAyanA AvirbhAvanI siddhi tarapha jorathI dhakele che paNa chevaTe eka evI paNa kakSA Ave che jyAre e mahAtmAne samatvabhAvanI anubhUti thavA lAge che. e vakhate ene tRNa maNi samAna lAge che; caMdananA lepa ane kuhADInA ghA... be yamAM samatA anubhavavA maLe che. jyAre A mastI prApta thAya che tyAre bhava ane mokSa paNa samAna banI jAya che. svarga ane naraka paNa samAna thaI jAya che. pachI koI svarganA sukhanuM ke mokSanA AnaMdanuM varNana kare to ya te kahI de ke, "bhAI? be ya vadhu ne vadhu dUra che. enI zAne IcchA rAkhuM? mane to samAdhino AnaMda ahIM ja maLyo che eno rasAsvAda lIdhA pachI kazAyanI IcchA ja thatI nathI." jyAre A kakSA Ave tyAre mokSa hAthamAM AvIne paDayo kahevAya. have to enI bakSisarUpe ja mAtra mokSamAM jaIne sadA mATe rahevAnuM hoya. vikAsanuM A kevuM anupama tattvajJAna che? saMsAra bhulAyo mokSa paNa bhulAyo... ane mokSa maLyo paNa sabura. mokSane bhUlavA mATe mokSane khUba yAda karAvavanI pUrva prakriyAmAMthI pasAra thavAnI vAtanI koI rakhe mAMDavALa karI detA.

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200 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra mokSamAM ja javuM che; kemake ahIM mAryA vinA paLabhara jivAtuM nathI. A saMsArabhAvanI eka paLa evI jatI nathI jemAM dekhItI hiMsA paNa na hoya. saMsAranuM jIvana eTale dhagadhagatA loDhAnA goLAnuM jIvana. e goLo jyAM gabaDe tyAM badhuM ya dajhADe. jenA haiye sarvajIvo pratye AtmaupamyabhAva jAge che e AtmA potAnA jIvana khAtara bIjA jIvonA jIvanonA kaccaraghANane jarA ya khamI zakato nathI. hAlatAM, cAlatAM, bolatAM, khAtAM, pItAM... asaMkhya vAyukAyAdi jIvonI kAtIla hatyA enI najaramAM satata ramatI rahe che. AvA prakAranuM saMsArI jIvana jIvavAmAM e bhAre raMja anubhavato rahe che. AthI ja koIne paNa mAryA vinA sadA jIvavAnA sthAnarUpa mokSanI abhilASA enA aMtaramAM atyaMta utkaTa banatI rahe che. je mAre te mare, je kadI koIne na mAre ene potAne paNa pachIthI kadI maravAnuM na ja hoya. koIne kadI mAravA na paDe e siddhi prApta karavA mATe je sAdhanA karavI paDe. te sAdhanAmAM dekhItI keTalIka hiMsA evI AvI paDe che je karavAnI bilakula IcchA na chatAM karavI paDe che. sarvane abhaya ApI devAnI siddhi prApta karavA mATe ja talapatA AtmAnI sAdhanAmAM koI aparihArya hiMsA thaI jAya to tethI te AtmAne hiMsaka kema kahI zakAya ? mAlanA orDaro levAnI IcchAthI dukAne dukAne pharatA selsamenane cA pIvAnI maLe eTalA mAtrathI " te cA pIvA dukAne dukAne phare che'' ema kema kahevAya? zuddhino pUrNakrama darzAvatuM jinadarzana mokSa = pUrNa Atmazuddhi = pUrNa karmamukti. A ApaNuM lakSya. ATaluM bhArekhama lakSya darzAvIne zAstrakAra paramarSi aTakI gayA nathI. e mokSanuM lakSya siddha karavAnuM kArya atizaya muzkela che e vAta e to sArI rIte jANatA hatA. mATe teno upAya batADayo-duHkharUpa, duHkhalaka ane duHkhAnubaMdhI saMsArano tyAga karo.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 201 zuM e paNa muzkela che? to te tyAganuM baLa prApta karI ApanAra zuddhadharmanI prApti-sanmukhatA siddha karo. zuM eya muzkela che? to e siddhine pamADanAra pApakarmanAza prApta karo. zuM eya muzkela che? to e tAkAta lAvI ApanAra kALano paripAka karo. paNa zI rIte kALa pakavavo? A rahyo teno paNa upAya. pApanA anubaMdha toDI nAkho e puNyanA anubaMdho joDI do. paNa zI rIte toDajoDa karavI? A rahyA tenA traNa upAyo. (1) duSkatonI gurusAkSIe niMdA karo. (2) sukRtonI anumodanA karo. (3) tamAruM mana zrIarihaMtonA caraNe mUkI do. sahuthI banI zake tevI saraLa A vAto che. gaha vagere to mAMdoya karI zake, saMsArI paNa karI zake, bALaka ane strI paNa karI zake, vRddha paNa karI zake. A traNa upAyone ja sArI rIte ajamAvazo teno kALa ApoApa pAkaze; teno pApakarmanAza sahelAIthI thaze, zuddhadharmanI prApti.. yAvat mokSa tene hAthaveMtamAM ja haze. gaha, anumodanA ane zaraNAM anaMtIvAra duSkato tyAgyA, anaMtA sukRto sevyA ane arihaMtanA zaraNAMya ghaNAM lIdhAM paNa aphasosa! to ya ApaNo mokSa na thayo. Aja sudhI na ja thayo. zAthI? sAMbhaLo.... duSkRta tyAgavA chatAM e duSkato tarapha napharata na hatI. sukRto sevyA paNa e sukRto pratye hArdika sadbhAva ja na hato. zaraNAM ya lIdhA arihaMtAdinA.... paNa duHkhanA bhayathI; sukhanA lobhathI.... hA.. pApanA bhayathI to kyAreya nahi. TI.bI.no dardI paNa abrahma sevananuM duSkata nathI tyAgato zuM? paNa enA haiye e duSkRta pratye napharata thoDI hoya che? gaha vinAno evo duSkatatyAga kadI mokSa na Ape.

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vd nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra arthakAmanA lobhIo aThThamano tapa vagere na kare zuM? paNa ene e aNAhArI pada ApavArUpa tapa pratye sAco prema che kharo ? evo tapa mokSa na ja de. 202 du:khabhIrU ane sukhalobhI to ghaNAM zaraNAM le arihaMtAdinA.... paNa ene pApano to lagIre bhaya na hoya. zA kAmanAM e zaraNAM ? cakrInA ghoDAnuM zIla kevuM? muni metAryaghAtaka sonInuM-sAdhujIvananA-svIkAranuM-sukRta kevuM ? vinayaratnanuM guru-zaraNuM kevuM ? badhAya nakAmA! anumodanA ane prazaMsAno taphAvata mAnasika thAya te anumodanA. jAheramAM thAya te prazaMsA. A che tenA sAmAnya artho. anumodanA sahu koI mokSasAdhaka guNanI thAya. mithyAdRSTi AtmAnA paNa mokSasAdhaka dayAdi guNanI anumodanA jarUra thAya; ka2vI paNa joIe. anumodanA mAnasika che; mATe ja temAM koI jokhama nathI. paNa prazaMsA jAhe2mAM karAya che mATe te khUba ja jokhamI che; emAM puSkaLa sAvadhAnI anivArya banI rahe che. game tyAM rahelA sArA guNanI jAhe2mAM prazaMsA na thaI zake. koI dAnavIranA dAnanI jAhe2mAM prazaMsA koI sAdhu kare to aneka loko evA dAnI upara 'dharmAtmA' tarIkeno vizvAsa mUkIne rakamo dhIre. pariNAme kadAca badhAyanI rakamo pelo hajama karI jAya tevI sthiti sarjAya. prazaMsA karavI ja hoya to evA sthAne guNanI prazaMsA karavA sAthe sAthe e guNanI khataranAkatA paNa jaNAvavI joIe. eTale ke e guNanI sAthe paDelA avaguNanuM prakAzana paNa karavuM joIe; jethI evA guNInuM nimitta pAmIne aneka AtmAo adhaHpatana na pAme. vezyAnuM rUpa e guNa che. paNa enI khataranAkatA paNa kAtIla che. puNyodayathI

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 203 rUpa maLe tevI prazaMsA karanAre e rUpanI kAtIlatA samajAvavI ja joIe; anyathA mauna rahevuM joIe. anupama raNakAra : niMdAno ane anumodanAno pApa ane puNya to ghaMTanA avAja jevA che. pApa karavA mAtrathI saMsAra vadhI jato nathI ke puNya karavA mAtrathI saMsAra kapAI javAnI bhUmikA UbhI thatI nathI. pApanI pAchaLa niMdA hoya to janmajanmAMtaranA pAponA anubaMdha tUTI paDe che; puNyanI pAchaLa evA puNyanuM gauravavaMtu anumodana hoya to puNyanA anubaMdho majabUta banI jAya che. e ja saMsAra kApavI suMdara bhUmikA taiyAra karI Ape che. saMsAranA vikAsa ke vinAzamAM mukhyatve "baMdha'' nahi paNa 'anubaMdha'' kAma kare che. pApa pAchaLa tIvra niMdAno-pazcAttApano raNakAra calAvo. dharmanI pAchaLa gauravavaMtI anumodanAno raNaka2A calAvo. ghaNA kharA lokomAM AmAMno eke ya raNakAra jovA maLato nathI. pApa karanArAMne pazcAttApa nathI. dharma karanArAone enI koI anumodanA ja nathI. sAmAyika karanArane jo te sAmAyikanuM gaurava samajAyuM hoya, jinapUjA karanArane teno mahimA samajAyo hoya to te avazya tenI khumArIvALo hoya; eTaluM ja nahi paNa potAne khUba gamatI e ArAdhanAo bIjA paNa kare e mATe khUba ja prayatnazIla hoya. kyAM che AvA raNakAra pApaniMdAnA? dharmanI anumodanAnA? pachI saMsAra na tUTe temAM navAI zI? saMsArabhramaNanA bhukkA bolAvI detA be mahAdharmo : niMdA : anumodanA AbarunuM lIlAma karI nAkhe evA pAponA ya baMdha ane anubaMdhone toDI nAkhavAnI zakti paDI che enA tIvra pazcAttApamAM. mA-dIka2A vacce saMbaMdha thaI gayo! kevuM ghora pAtaka! paNa enI pAchaLa pazcAttApano mahAnala pragaTI gayo ane bhavalIlAno lagabhaga aMta AvI gayo. dAsIputra cilAtI! kevo bhayAnaka bahAravaTIo ! potAnI preyasI susImAno khUnI! lohI nIgaLato deha! kevA sItamagAra pApo! paNa... paNa to ya e ja

Page #204
204 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra bhavamAM eno uddhAra thaI gayo. anubaMdhonA bhukkA bolAvI detA pApaniMdAnA dharmanuM zaraNuM levAthIsto. mahApApIonA ya uddhAra thayA; pApaniMdAnA dharme! dharmAtmA (!) o rakhaDatA ja rahyA? dharmanI khumArInA abhAve, anumodanA na pragaTI mATe. jenetaro paNa A vAtane mAne che. peTa khAtara vezyA pApa karatI hatI ane raDatI hatI. sAme ja rahetA bAvAjI dharma karatA hatA. paNa sAthe enI khumArInA gIta lalakAravAne badale vezyAnA jIvananI bhArobhAra niMdA karatA hatA. eka divasa vaikuMThamAMthI vimAna UtaryuM. vezyAne laIne cAlI gayuM. bAvAjI stabdha thaI gayA! aMzataH vicAravA jevuM A dRSTAMta paNa e ja vAta kare che, "nA anubaMdha, niMdAthI toDI nAkhajo dharmAnubaMdha khumArIthI majabUta karajo. dharmAdharmanuM svarUpa ja samajAyuM na hoya tyAM niMdA-prazaMsA kyAMthI maLe? pApa pApa tarIke samajAya to pharajiyAta karavA paDatA pAponI pAchaLa pazcAttApano pracaMDa agni prajavaLI UThe ne? pApane pApa tarIke samajavA jeTalI paNa buddhi nathI e bicAro AtmA to pApa karIne pApanI prazaMsA ja karavAno.... AvA AtmAnA pApAnubaMdho kadI tUTe nahi; e anubaMdha tUTayA vinA saMsArano aMta Ave nahi. AvuM ja kAMIka dharmotmAonI duniyAmAM jovA maLe che. emAMnA keTalAka AtmAo dharma kare che paraMtu dharma zuM vastu che? enuM keTaluM mUlya che? e keTalo mahAna che? eno mahimA keTalo badho che? e vAta jyAM sudhI haiyAmAM na samajAya ane buddhine na jace tyAM sudhI e dharmAtmAo potAnA dharmonuM gaurava ja laI zakavAnA nathI. ema thatAM e dharmo mATe khumArIpUrvakanI anumodanA karI zake tema nathI. lagabhaga sarvatra A paristhiti dekhAya che. dharma karanArane dharmanuM jhAjhuM gaurava nathI. Avo dharma; puNyAnubaMdhone majabuta na ja karI zake. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM taddana sAcuM kahyuM che ke "puNya zuM? ane pApa zuM? e

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 205 barobara jANI-samajI levuM joIe.'' jyAM A sUjha nathI tyAM e puNyavaMtI niMdAprazaMsA nathI; pachI tyAM anubaMdha toDajoDanI ArAdhanA hoya ja kyAMthI? e vinA anaMta saMsArano aMta saMbhave kayAMthI? pApa thayA pachInI mUlyavAna paLo duSkRtagarhAnuM mahatva "Aveza'' mAtra kharAba. AvezamAM Akramaka bananAra AtmAne pAchA vALavAnuM kAma atizaya muzkela banI jAya che. jIvananI saMpUrNa barabAdIne AvezanI paLonA pApo ja sarje che ne? khera.... AvA mANasone paNa e pApothI ugArI to levA ja joIe. emanA jIvanamAM evo koI samaya nahi hoya jemAM evA Avezo na hovAthI ApaNI vAtone zAMtithI vicArI zake ? hA... evI paLo enA jIvanamAM paNa che. e che AvezamAM thaI gayelA pApa pachInI; Aveza vinAnI keTalIka paLo. koI paNa pApa thayA pachI keTalIka paLo to mANasanuM mana zAMta bane ja che. e ja paLomAM eNe potAnI jAtane samajAvavI joIe ane ThapakAravI paNa joIe. eNe potAne ja kahevuM joIe ke AvA pApothI tane zuM maLyuM ? kahe ? jIvananI barabAdI, dehanI kSINatA, sattvanI pAyamAlI, saMpattino nAza maLyA ke bIjuM kAMI? ke to have choDane A dhaMdhA? havelI letAM gujarAta khovAya che; 'penI vAIjha, pAuMDa phulIza' banAya che. ItyAdi.'' jo A rIte pApa pachInI paLomAM paNa duSkRtagaha joradAra banaze to eka samaya evo AvI lAgaze jyAre pApone choDavA nahi paDe paNa e pApo ja te AtmAne choDI deze. kemake pazcAttApanA duHkha eTalA sakhta hoya che ke temAM lohInA pANI thaI jatA hoya che. pivAtA dUdhanA lohI banavAnI to vAta svapnamAM ja rahI jAya. AvuM asahya duHkha sahevA karatAM e AtmA pApathI prApta thatA sukhane choDI devA aMte taiyAra thaI jAya che.

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206 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra ArAdhakabhAva : ArAdhanA karatAM ya mahAna mokSanuM paramapada pamADanAra ArAdhakabhAva che. bezaka, ArAdhakabhAva paNa sAmAnya rIte dAnAdithI mAMDIne sarvaviratidharmanI ArAdhanAthI ja AvI zake paNa keTalIka vAra evuM ya bane ke e badhI skula ArAdhanAo hovA chatAM ArAdhakabhAva na ja Avyo hoya. anaMtakALathI anaMta ArAdhanAo ApaNe karatA AvyA chatAM ApaNo mokSa nathI thayo enuM kAraNa e ja che ke e ArAdhanAonI sAthe ArAdhakabhAva na hato. koI ArAdhanA na hoya to hajI cAle paNa ArAdhakabhAva na hoya te bilakula na cAle. jenA haiye ArAdhakabhAva che e AtmA ArAdhanA kare e khUba ja baLavatI bane che, ane ene virAdhanAo karavI paDe to ya eno ArAdhakabhAva emAM ene evo udvega utpanna karAve ke enI virAdhanAo nabaLI banI jAya. e virAdhanAo bhavabhramaNanuM prabaLa kAraNa na banI zake. Ama ArAdhakabhAvanA svAmIne bevaDo lAbha prApta thAya che. jyAre ArAdhakabhAva vinAnA AtmAno bevaDo maro thAya che. enI ArAdhanA sAva nabaLI hoya ane virAdhanAo atyaMta baLavatI banatI hoya. ArAdhakabhAva eTale mokSamArganI je ArAdhanAo che tene mokSa mATe ArAdhavAno haiyAno tIvra abhilASa; evA ArAdhakonA sukRtonI bhAre anumodanA; ane potAnA virAdhaka jIvananA duSkRtonI tIvra niMdA. evA ArAdhakabhAvanA ApaNe svAmI banIe to ja anAdi gulAmImAMthI mukta thaIe. bhAvanA chatAM amala kema nahi? dharma karavA mATenI badhI anukULatA jene maLI che; jene dharma karavAnI bhAvanA paNa jAgI che te mANasa teno amala karavAmAM kema pAcho paDI jato haze ? tapa karavAnI bhAvanA moLI kema paDI jatI haze ? dAna-zIlanI jAgelI bhAvanAone koNa UMghADI detuM haze? mane ema lAge che ke bhAvanAne anukULa 'bhAva' paNa hovo joIe. e bhAva jo pratikULa hoya to UThelI bhAvanAo besI jAya to navAI nahi.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 207 bhAvanA eTale manamAM jAgelA zubha-saMkalpo; jyAre 'bhAva' eTale AtmAmAM vyApelo eka adhyavasAya-pariNAma. pUrvajIvanonI dharmArAdhanAo pAchaLa jo bhAvanAo mokSAnukULa na hoya; ane saMsAranA rasane ja uttejIta karatI jatI hoya to te bhAvanAothI vAraMvAra bhAvita thatAM AtmAmAM vilakSaNa bhAva jAmato jAya che. enI sAthe vilakSaNa karma paNa jAma thatuM jAya che. have navA jIvanamAM zubha bhAvanAo to jAgI; paNa pelo bhAva pratibaMdhaka bane che. bhAvanAne vAraMvAra nabaLI pADI devAnuM kAma e karato rahe che. A uparathI ema lAge che ke bhAvanAnI saphaLatA mATe bhAvano sahakAra anivArya che. AthI ja bhAve bhAvanA bhAvIe''eka kavie kahyuM haze, ema lAge che. jIvanamAM bIjuM ochuMvattuM calAvI zakAya, paraMtu dharma karatAM ke pApa karavAnI pharaja paDatAM AtmAmAM azubha bhAva jAma na thaI jAya enI to behada kALajI rAkhavI ghaTe. pApanAzano zreSTha upAya : satata sadguddhinI hAjarI upamitibhavaprapaMcAkathAnI pIThikAmAM dramakano upanaya ApIne tenA kartA siddharSi mahArAje kamAla karI nAMkhI che. vArtAnI vArtA (rUpaka kathA) ane vikAsa mATenA kramika upAyonuM sacoTa mArgadarzana. viSaya kaSAyonA anAdi vikArone zAMta pADavA mATe mukhyatve kramazaH cAra upAyo temAM batADavAmAM AvyA che. (1) kALano paripAka (2) pa2mAtmAno anugraha (sadAjJAbhyAsasvarUpa) (3) sadgurunI kRpA (dayA) (4) sabuddhi. kALa pAke tyAre ja jIvanamAM guNano vikAsa thavAnA AraMbhasvarUpa anugraha prApta thAya. tyAra pachI ja gurukRpA maLe. paNa te sadA to sakriyasvarUpe na rahI zake

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208 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra eTale enAthI pUrNavikAsanI kakSA prApta na thAya. e mATe sadeva sAthe rahetI sabuddhi jarUrI bane. jene sabuddhi prApta thaI enA jIvanamAM pApavikAronI amaMgaLa baLavAna paLo saMbhave nahi. kramazaH e AtmA cAritryanA paMthe prayANa Adare ane pUrNavikAsanI kakSAne siddha kare ja. guNonuM pAcana ane apAcana koI paNa guNanuM pAcana sahiSNutAmAM pariName che ane guNanuM apAcana napharatamAM pariName che. jarAka vistArathI A vAta vicArIe. jene tapa guNanuM pAcana thayuM hoya te tapasvI AtmAne atapasvI tarapha sahiSNutA hoya. pote tapa kare eTale badhAe tapa karavuM ja paDe; ane e tapa na kare to enuM mAthuM phATI jAya... e bAbata barobara nathI. jJAnInA jJAnanuM pAcana tyAre ja kahevAya jyAre ajJAnI ke sAva jaDane paNa premathI haiyAmAM samAvI levA jogI sahiSNutA tene prApta thaI hoya. sattAdhArInI sattA to ja prazasya gaNAya. jo bIjAo pratye te atinamra banIne temanA doSo tarapha sahiSNutA dAkhavato hoya. koI paNa guNano apaco, te guNavihoNA taraphanI napharatamAMthI jaNAI Ave tapasvIne khAnArAMo tarapha napharata thavI enA tapano apaco gaNAya; jJAnI jaDabharata tarapha tiraskAra thayA karavo e enA jJAnano apaco gaNAya. sattAno mada e sattAdhArInI sattAno apaco gaNAya. tapanuM ajIrNa krodha, jJAnanuM ajIrNa ahe, sattAnuM ajIrNa tumAkhI, rUpanuM ajIrNa vikRti vagere vidhAno vyaktigata rIte paNa karI zakAya paraMtu badhA ya guNonuM eka ajIrNa kahevuM hoya to "napharata' kahI zakAya ema mane lAge che. koI paNa guNanI sAthe jo guNAnurAga na hoya ane jo avaguNa-sahiSNutA na hoya to te guNa mokSabhAvano sAdhaka banI zake ja nahi.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 209 sAdhanA sAcI kaI samajavI? paramAtmAnA nAmajapathI mAMDIne ke duHkhI pratyenI anukaMpAthI thatAM dAnathI mAMDIne saMsAratyAga karavA sudhInI agaNita sAdhanAo che. A vizvamAM agaNita sAdhako che. paNa sAco sAdhaka koNa? kaI sAdhanA sAcI mAnavI? A rahyuM tene jANavA mATenuM mITara. sAdhanA karanAranA aMtaramAM sarvajIvo pratye jo prema UbharAyo hoya; jo tenuM jIvana pavitratAnuM jIvaMta pakSapAtI banyuM hoya; jo te sAdhaka dharmarakSA khAtara jarUrI nIDaratA guNane varyo hoya ane jo tenAmAM dharmazAstra pratye pUrNa vaphAdArI hoya to tenI sAdhanA sAcI kahevAya. te sAco sAdhaka kahevAya. sAdhaka ane zatruvaTavALo! asaMbhava. sAdhaka ane sAva ja apavitra! asaMbhava. sAdhaka ane dharmanA AkramaNo sAme kAyara! asaMbhava. sAdhaka ane dharmazAstrane bevaphA! asaMbhava; sAdhaka banavA mATe palAThI nahi mArazo to cAlaze; yogAsanonI tAlIma nahi lo to paNa cAlaze, kuMDalInInuM utthAna nahi karo to ya cAlaze. paraMtu ukta cAra guNo vinA kadApi nahi cAle. Azrama Ubho karavAthI ke parNakuTiramAM rahevAthI sAdhaka na banI javAya; potaDI ane pAvaDI paheravAthI paNa sAdhaka na banI javAya. jaTA rAkhavAthI ke sAdhanAnI vAto karavAthI ya sAdhaka na banAya. sAdhaka to ukta cAra guNone pAmavAthI ane vikasAvavAthI ja banI zakAya. dIkSA lenArano bhAva ane svabhAva be ya jovA ghaTe. jenA aMtaramAM saMsAranA sukho pratye udvegano bhAva jAgyo hoya ane bhAvi vratapAlananI dhIratAno bhAva jenA moM upara taravarato hoya te mumukSune dIkSA ApI zakAya. paraMtu AnI aMdara garbhita rIte eka vAta paDelI che jenI tarapha ApaNuM dhyAna

Page #210
210 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra hovuM joIe. bhavoga ane dhairyanA bhAvano je kharekhara svAmI banyo hoya te mumukSuno svabhAva (prakRti) paNa suMdara ja hoya. jenA bhAvamAM kRtrimatA hoya teno svabhAva suMdara na ja hoya. vartamAnakALanA mumukSuonA bhAvo paNa kRtrima puSTi pAmelA hoya che; ethI ja mumukSunA svabhAvamAM ahaMtA, IrSA, jIddIpaNuM, krodhAdi Avezo vagere jovA maLe che. evA ahaMtAdi vicitra svabhAvavALA sukhavirAgI mumukSumAM dIkSAnI pAtratA zI rIte kahevI? game tevo tapasvI AtmA paNa jo svabhAvamAM svacchaMdI hoya to te zA kAmano ? mumukSutAno bhAva hajI thoDoka pocIdo paNa cAlI zake; paraMtu svabhAva to khUba suMdara hovo ja joIe. enAmAM saumyatA, laghutA, samarpaNa vagere guNo to ekarasa thayelA hovA ja joIe. bhAva sAthe have svabhAvanI paNa sahue parIkSA karavI ghaTe. du:khI, tyAgI, vItarAgI uttarottara mahAna! rakhe koI evuM mAnI levAnI bhUla kare ke, "duHkhIne annavastrAdi daIne ame enI upara upakAra karIe chIe.'' nA.... haragIjha nahi. hakIkatamAM to tame ene je do cho enA badalAmAM enAM aMtaHkaraNanI duA daIne tamane ghaNuM devA dvArA e ja tamArI upara upakAra kare che. paNa duHkha e to sAmAnya bAbata che. AryadezanA mAnavone mana to duHkha karatAM pApa ghaNI khataranAka vastu che. paLe paLe pajavatI pApanI vAsanAo bhavobhavane barabAda karI nAMkhanArI vastu che. keTalIya anetikatAo, keTalAya anAcAronA rogothI AkhuM jIvana khadabadI UThe! ane eno "vAyarasa' paNa keTalo jhaDapI hoya che! hAya! saMtoneya e aDapheTamAM laI le. AvA pApono nAza karanAra sadgurunI kRpA ja che. duHkhInI duAthI duHkha ja jAya; sadgurunI kRpAthI to duHkha ane pApa beya jAya.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 2 11 paNa kyAreka to karmanA udayo eTalA jorathI trATakatAM hoya che ke duA ke kRpA kAMI ja karI na zake. AvA samaye to duHkhamAM hiMmatanI ane pApamAM pazcAttApanI jarUra anivArya banI rahe che. A hiMmata ane pazcAttApanI tAkAta utpanna karI ApavAnI tAkAta khAsa karIne bhagavaMtanI sAcI bhaktimAM che. bhakta ja duHkhe duHkhI na hoya ane pApe sukhI na hoya. AthI duA karatAM kRpA caDe che; ane kRpA karatAM bhakti caDe che. have kadI janasevA e ja prabhusevA bolazo nahi. janasevA, gurusevA ane prabhusevA uttarottara caDIyAtA che. eTale duHkhI karatAM tyAgI mahAna che. tyAgI karatAM vItarAgI mahAna che ema kahevuM ja joIe. kyAM duHkhIjana! kyAM upakArI bhagavAna! kyAM gAMgo telI kyAM rAjA bhoja? koka chUpo AzIrvAda AryadezamAM mAnava tarIkenuM jene jIvana maLyuM enAM puNyanA pahADane kAMI ApaNI buddhinI phuTapaTTIthI na ja mApI zakAya. emAM ya dharmanI uttarottara viziSTa sAmagrIonI jene prApti thAya enI to vAta ja zI karavI? chatAM AvA puNyAtmAonA jIvanamAM paNa kyAreka to duHkhono ke pApono ghanaghora aMdhakAra vyApI jato jovA maLe che. aMdhakAramaya e bogadAomAM aTavAyelA jIvone jotAM ApaNI AMkhe AMsu AvI jAya tevuM paNa bane che. keTalIkavAra evuM bane che ke AryanuM jIvana e bogadAomAM ja raheMsAI misAIne khatama thaI jAya che. keTalIkavAra evuM paNa bane che ke AvI bhayAnaka sthitimAM ya koI chUpo AzIrvAda paDelo hoya che je ekAeka sAbado bane che ane e aMdhakArane cIrI nAMkhato hoya che. bhayaMkara duHkhanI sthitimAM madada devA koI ekAeka doDI Ave che; bhayAnaka pApomAM saMpUrNapaNe DUbI gayelA mAnava sAthe ekAeka koI saMtapuruSa bhaTakAI jAya che. ane jANe avaLA vege dhasamasatA e jIvanacakrane jorathI AMcako lAgyo.. bIjI ja paLe e jIvananuM cakra, sukha ke dharmanI sanmukha banIne savaLA vege dhamadhamATa karatuM doDavA lage che. pUrvabhavanA koka puNyanA vAdaLa kaTokaTInI paLomAM AzIrvAda

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2 1 2 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra banIne jyAre koInA jIvananI dharatI upara UtarIne varasatA haze; jyAre e varSothI baphAro TaLIne apAra ThaMDaka jene maLatI haze enA sukhanuM to varNana za thaI zake? sahu karatA rahejo puNya... kyAreka. acAnaka kAmamAM AvI jaze. sahI vinAnA ceka jevI jinapUjA nakAmI jyAM bhakti; viveka ane jayaNA che; zAstrAjJAnI sApekSatA che tyAM dharma che. pachI dekhItI rIte temAM hiMsA paNa bhale hoya. hiMsAmAtrathI hiMsakatA AvatI nathI; hiMsAnA AzayathI hiMsakatA Ave che. anyathA jinapUjA paNa nahi thAya; garIbane pANI paNa nahi devAya; tapa, sAdharmikavAtsalya, varaghoDo, jinavANIzravaNa vagere kazuM ja nahi thAya; kemake sarvatra hiMsA to che ja. paraMtu emAM hiMsAno Azaya ja na hoya to te hiMsAne hiMsA kahI zakAya nahi. paNa AnI sAthe sAthe mAre bIjI paNa eka vAta karI devI che ke, jinapUjA karanArAonA aMtaramAM jo saMsAranA sukho pratye virakti na hoya; jo jIvanamAM mArgAnusArI bhAvano leza paNa sApekSabhAva na hoya, jo mokSAbhilASano lIsoToya aMtaramAM paDayo na hoya to evA AtmAonI jinapUjA niSphaLa gaNAya. e pUjAnI hiMsA enA mATe to pApa ja gaNAya. kemake A AtmA pUjA dvArA koI viziSTa lAbha pAmanAra nathI. AthI ja AvA AtmAone jinapUjA karavAno adhikAra paNa nathI. ghaNA lAbhanI sAme je dekhItuM nukasAna hoya te ja nukasAna na gaNAya; paraMtu jyAM vAstavika lAbha ja nathI tyAMnuM nukasAna to avazya nukasAna gaNAya. eka hajAra rUpiyA kharcIne cArTarDa pleIna karIne muMbaI doDI janAra mANasa jo kazuM ya kamAyA vinA pAcho phare to hajAra rUpiyAno kharca chAtIe ja vAge ne? mokSAzayAdi vinAnI jinapUjA eTale sahI vinAno lAkha rUpiyAno ceka. enI kazI kiMmata nahi. pUjako! A vAta kadI visarazo nahi. sAgara to jIvatAne ja tAre; marelAne pheMkI de sAgara mATe ema kahevAya che ke ene taravA mATe paDelA mANasone e bIje

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 213 kinAre to ja pahoMcADe jo teo jIvatA hoya. jo teo marIne maDaduM banI jAya to vaLI pAchA e ja kinAre pheMkI de che. sAdhanAno sAgara paNa barobara Avo ja che. ene pAra UtaravAnuM kAma sAgarane tarI javA karatAM ya vadhu kAThuM che. je mumukSuo zAstracusta jIvana jIvavAnAM kauvata sAthe A sAgaramAM jhaMpalAve che; ane pachI paNa e kovatane jIvatuM rAkhe che teo ja A sAgarane pele pAra-siddhinA kinAre-pahoMcI zake che. jeo e kauvata khoI bese che teo jIvavA mATenA niSphaLa DAphADoLIA mAratAM aMte marI jAya che. AvA maDadAMone sAdhanAno e sAgara pharI pAchA saMsAranA kinAre pheMkI daIne ja jaMpe che. namo Iti ugraM," kyAMka kahyuM che te keTaluM badhuM sArthaka che! namaskAra vidhivat sevAya to tAre; nahi to mAryA vinA na rahe eTalI ugratA dhAraNa kare. mahopAdhyAyajIe adhyAtmasAramAM kahyuM che ke, "je mumukSuonA cAritramANa raheMsAI ne khatama thaI gayA che teo maDadAM banI gayA che ema samajavuM. AvA loko pAse ghaNA mANaso Ave tethI navAI na pAmazo; kemake A dhasAro temanI smazAnayAtrAno che. puNyanuM "ekSaceMja" bhagavAna jinezvaroe to jIvomAM sau prathama mokSano rasa jagADavAno ja upadeza devAnI amane vAta karI che. jenAmAM e rasa pedA karavAnI tAkAta hoya ja nahi tenAmAM puNyano rasa jagADavAnuM amane jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che. A lokanA sukhanA rasa karatAM paralokanA sukhano rasa kAMIka ja ocho bhayAnaka che chatAM te pAmavA mATe ahInuM dhana tyAM pahocADAtuM nathI. dhana daIne ekSaceMja rUpe prApta kareluM puNya ja tyAM badhuM sukha UbhuM karI Ape che. game tema karIne vartamAna bhogasukhanA ati kaTu rasa tarapha tiraskAra utpanna karAvavo ja joIe. A pApISTha rasathI manane khaseDIne jo mokSarasa na keLavI zakAya to chevaTe te AtmAne puNyano rasIyo to banAvavo ja joIe. - vartamAna jIvananA bhoga sukhono ja rasIyo paralokAdine kadI mAnato na hoya. jo AvA AtmAne "paralokanI hastI che" e vAta ThasAvI daIne tyAMnI duniyAnA

Page #214
vd 214 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra sukho mATe puNya bheguM karavAnI jarUra samajAvIe to vartamAna bhogasukhano rasa kAMIka paNa phikko pADI zakAya. ene samajAvavuM paDe ke sukha pAmavA mATe puNyakarma ekaThuM karavuM hoya to dhananI mUrchA tyAgIne dAnadharma sevavo ja paDe, viSaya vAsanA tyAgIne zIla pALavuM ja paDe; rasalaMpaTatA tyAgIne tapa karavuM ja paDe. AvI samajUtIthI paNa jIvAtmA dAnAdidharmano premI banI jAya te tenI kakSAmAM jarUrI gaNAya. sIdhuM dUdha na ja pacAvI zake tene manaduHkha sAthe ya chAza ja pAvI paDe che ne ? puNya-pApanI akaLa karAmato loko mAne che ke potAne ISTa vastunI prApti thaI javI te puNyodayathI ja bane ane aniSTanuM Agamana pApodaye ja zakya bane. sAmAnya rIte to A vAta sAcI che paraMtu keTalIkavAra A vAta vicAraNIya muddo banI jAya che. eka zrImaMte paradeza javA mATe vimAnanI TikITa 'buka' karAvI. potAnI patnInI mAMdagInA kAraNe chellA kalAke tene TikiTa 'kensala' karAvavI paDI. AthI ene bhAre duHkha thaI gayuM. bIjI bAju 'veITIMga-lIsTa'mAM jemanuM nAma prathama hatuM temane tarata ja eroDroma uparathI phona maLyo. emAM jaNAvyuM ke, "tame turata AvI jAo; tamane TikiTa maLI gaI che.'' A sAMbhaLatAM ja te bhAI AnaMdavibhora thaI gayA. svajanonA "bAya, bAya, TATA...''nA madhurAlApa sAthenuM vidAyamAna laIne vimAna UDayuM. pAMca ja miniTa pasAra thaI. vimAna saLaghI gayuM. badhA ya baLIne sApha thaI gayA! patnInI mAMdagInA kAraNe rokAI gayelA bhAIe A samAcAra jANyA tyAre tenA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. kevI karAmata puNyodayanI!

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nA nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 215 duSTa mANaso potAnA duSTa dAvomAM phAvaTa ja meLavatA jAya, emAM emano puNyodaya zI rIte kahevo? evA loko to jelabhegA thaI jAya e ja puNyodaya nahi? jethI navA pApo karatAM to aTake ? jelamAM besavA lAyaka mANasa gAdIe bese emAM puNyodaya zAno? bephAma gALAgALI karanArane jo jIbha maLI to temAM teno puNyodaya kevo ? bhojana zrImaMtanuM ke garIbanuM? koI paNa kSetramAM kAma karavA mATe puNyabaLanI anukULatA maLe che pachI te kSetramAM jhapATAbaMdha praveza thAya che. TUMka samayamAM eka prakAranI "mAsTarI'' AvI jAya che paraMtu sAmAnya rIte mAnavanuM mana siddhinA zikharone najadikamAM joIne; prazaMsAnA zabdo sAMbhaLIne vadhupaDatI uttejanAmAM phasaDAI paDavAnI bhUla karI besatuM hoya che. e mana ThekaDA mAravA lAge che; dhairya ane svasthatA-be ya khoI bese che. pachI potAnA gajAbahAra jaIne kAryakSetrane vikasAvavA prayatna kare che. Ama thatAM kAryanI ghanatA pravAhI banavA lAge che. samagra vizvamAM ApaNe phelAI jaIe e vAta game teTalI sArI hovA chatAM amala mATe bhAre jokhamI che. badhuM ja karavuM; badhAyanuM karavuM; badhe karavuM e siddhAMta nabaLA mananI nIpaja che. ApameLe game teTalo vikAsa bhale thAya paNa potAnuM kAryakSetra maryAdita rahevuM ja joIe. emAM khUba ghanatA AvavI ja joIe. eka ja prAMta; re! eka ja jIllo ke tAluko ja laIe ane tyAM ja paramAtmazAsananI sthiratA banAvIe to kema? zA mATe cArekora AjIvana doDavuM ? zrImaMtanuM bhojana keTalI vAnagIovALuM hoya che? paNa tRpti to na ja thAya ne ? jyAre garIbanuM bhojana! bhale roTalo ne chAza ja! paNa tRpta karI de.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 2 17 zaradInA dardIthI pANIne aDAya paNa nahi jene zaradInI elarjI che; vAtavAtamAM zaradI thaI javAnI jenA zarIranI tAsIra che evA mANaso ziyALAnA samayamAM keTalAya divaso sudhI snAna paNa karatA hotA nathI. kadAca snAna kare to ya eka bapore! savAre to nahi ja. taddana sAcI vAta che. elarjInuM darda jAya nahi to pANIne aDAya paNa nahi. jamAnAvAdanA vaMToLamAM phasAyelA lagabhaga ghaNA lokonI buddhine paNa A "elarjI' lAgu thaI che. AvA lokone, jenA tenA je te viSayanA bhASaNo sAMbhaLI sAMbhaLIne e "elarjI' kronIka' thaI gaI che. ApaNe emane samajAvIe ke tamAre prathama to dardamukta thavuM joIe ane te mATe "sunanA sabakA''nI nItine dezavaTo devo joIe. pahelAM tame tamArA gharamAM sthira thAo; gharane sArI rIte samajI lo pachI bahAra nIkaLazo to kyAMya phasAzo nahi.' paNa A loko mAnatA ja nathI. game tyAM game tevA bhaMsA phAkavAnI Teva emanI buddhine paNa sparzI gaI che. kyAM sulasAnI ane saddAlakaputranI vAta! kyAM AjanA buddhijIvInI vAta ! hAthe karIne eNe enA magajane bagADI nAMkhyuM che. eka vAra jo mANasa svadharmazAstrone paripUrNa rIte samajIne tattvane samajI le pachI te evo tRpta thaI jaze ke ene bIje kyAMya kazuM meLavavA jevuM lAgaze ja nahi. kadAca kyAMka jaze to ya enA dimAgamAM halabala UbhI thaze nahi. sAta sAgaranA taravaiyA mihirasenanI sAthe briTIza cenalamAM jhaMpalAvatA paThThA AdamIne chIMka paNa na Ave. paNa elarjIthI pIDAtAne to pANIne jue tyAM chIMkavA mAMDe. amaitrI jeTalI ja atimaitrI paNa sArI nahi koI paNa jIvano droha karavo; tenA pratye prIti bhAva na rAkhavo te ametrI. ametrI kadI sArI nahi. ema apramoda, akaruNA ane amAdhyathya paNa sAruM nahIM.

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218 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra A vAta to hajI ghaNA jANe che. paraMtu A vAtane jANanArAo keTalIkavAra gaMbhIra thApa khAI jatA hoya che. maitrI, pramoda, karuNA ane mAdhyacya (upekSA = udAsInatA) ne sArA samajyA pachI temAM je vivekabuddhi jAgrata thavI joIe te jAgrata na thavAthI atimaitrIne paNa maMtrI mAnI levAnI bhUla karI bese che. atipramodine pramodAdi mAnI le che. A barAbara nathI. sArI to maitrI ja che. amaitrInI jema; atimaitrI paNa sArI nahi. vIrazAsana upara je jhanUnI AkramaNa kare tenI sAthe vaLI maitrI kevI? e to atimaitrI kahevAya. zAsanarakSA kAje AkramakonI sAme Akramaka banavuM ja rahyuM tyAM koI maitrInI vAta kare to e atimaMtrI kahevAya; nirmAlya maMtrI kahevAya. mATe ja to sunakSatra ane sarvAnubhUti munio bAramA devalokanI bakSIsa pAmyA hatA. A ja rIte atipramoda, atikaruNA ane atimAdhyathya paNa sArA nahi. zAsananI ImAratanA bAraNe je sAdhuo rakhavALuM kare che e to vaphAdAra kUtarA jevA che. cora Ave eTale bhasyA vinA rahe ja nahi. pachI koI temAM ametrI jotuM hoya to bhale jue. AvA vakhate kUtaro na bhase to bIjuM zuM kare? ame to e amaitrInA AkSepamAM atimaitrI joIe chIe. amane te mAnya nathI. janmavuM ane janmAvavuM e ya trAsa mahAnAstikane ya maravuM to trAsarUpa lAge ja che. kAMIka Astikane mAravuM e ya trAsarUpa lAge che. nathI maravuM gamatuM nathI mAravuM gamatuM. paraMtu je jaina che tenI sthiti AthI paNa UMcI che. ene to janmavuM e ja trAsarUpa lAge che. kemake je janme tene jIvavuM paDe ane maravuM ya paDe. jIvananA pApono koI ArovAro nathI. vaLI mAryA vinA jIvavuM ya muzkela che ane mAravuM to ene gamatuM ja nathI. eTale pApI jIvana ane duHkhI maraNanuM janmasthAna janma ja ene trAsarUpa thaI paDe che. vAta ATalethI ja aTakatI nathI. jema jainane janmavuM e pApa lAge che; ema have koIne janma ApavAmAM nimitta banavuM e paNa pApa lAge che.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra kevI che A duniyA! koIno janma thAya tyAre thALI vagADe che! peMDA vaheMce che ! maraNa sahune kharAba lAgyuM! paNa janma to koIne ya kharAba lAgato nathI! e to jaina hoya ja janmane bhUMDo mAne! 219 mAtA devakIe dIkSA levA taiyAra thayelA svaputra gajasukumALane chevaTe e ja vAta karI hatI ne ke, "beTA! eka ja zarate dIkSAnI rajA ApuM ke have tAre koI mA karavI nahi. tArI chellI mA mane ja banAva'' ane kharekhara gajasukumALe tema ja karyuM ! ajanmA banyA. surasuMdarI to banI jANo mahArAjA puNyapAle bhaNIne taiyAra thayelI potAnI be dIkarI surasuMdarI ane mayaNAne pUchayuM. '"puNyathI zuM zuM maLe che?'' surasuMdarIe saMsAranI sAmagrIo jaNAvI; jyAre mayaNAe dharmanI sAmagrI jaNAvI. bezaka, beyanA uttara sAcA che. paraMtu surasuMdarInI dRSTi khoTI che. kemake enI najara bhogasAmagrI u52 kema gaI? dharma sAmagrI upara kema nahi ? khera, mAro to e prazna che ke Aja lagabhaga jamAnAvAdI banI gayelo dharmI gaNAto varga mayaNAnA uttarane to mAnyatA nahi Ape paraMtu surasuMdarInA uttarane hRdayathI svIkAre che kharo ? saMsAranI bhogasAmagrI puNyathI ja maLe; puNyakarma na hoya to na ja maLe evI dRDhazraddhA A dharmIvargamAM ya che kharI? ke pachI puruSArthane ja mAnatA ughADA nAstiko jevA A loko chUpA nAstika ja che? mokSa ane dharmanI vAto to AvA loko mATe dUdhapAkasamI che. AMtaraDAnA nabaLAMne dUdhapAka ze' pace ? mATe ja e tAkAta lAvavA mATenI pUrvabhUmikAmAM chAzasamo A puNyavicAra che paNa AnA ya kyAM ThekANAM che? jyAre ne tyAre mAtra sukha duHkhanI vAto karanArA puNya-pApamAM mAne che ema kema kahI zakAya? to pachI dharmAdharmanI vAto mATe to ahIM avakAza ja kyAM rahyo ? jo puNyane mAnI levAya to tarata AtmA, paraloka, durgati, pApakarma badhuM ja mAnI levAnuM rahe. puNyano rasIyo pApathI khUba Dare. kyAM che AjanA sukha2sIyA dharmalokomAM puNyanA rasanA chAMTaNA?

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220 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra sAdhakanI sAme moM phADIne UbhelI be bhayAnaka khINo mokSa mArga keTalo kaparo ? kahyuM che ne H"sAdhu jIvana kaThina hai, caDanA peDa khajUra. caDe to cAkhe premarasa, paDe to cakanAcUra.'' mokSano mArga eka nathI. mAtra kriyAmArga paNa na cAle; mAtra jJAnamArga paNa na cAle. jJAna-kriyAnA samanvayamAM ja mokSamArga rahelo che. aphasosanI vAta e che ke keTalA mokSamArganA pathiko mAtra kriyAne vaLagyA che; rAga-dveSane mAravAnuM, mAMdA pADavAnuM ke chevaTe evI tIvra bhAvanA rAkhavAnuM paNa emane jarUrI lAgyuM ja nathI. kriyA mAtrathI mokSa thavAnI emanI buddhie ja emane dhoko pahoMcADayo che. AvA loko sAdhanA-parvatanI sAMkaDI dhAre caDatAM mokSanA zikhare to pahoMcI zakatA ja nathI. paraMtu e parvatadhAranI eka bAjunI bhayAnaka khINamAM gabaDI paDe che. virATa saMsAranuM paribhramaNa pAme che. bIjA keTalAko paNa potAnI vicitra buddhino bhoga banyA che. emaNe AtmAne oLakhavAnI vAtathI ja mokSasiddhinI vAto karI che. kriyAmArga Akho ya tiraskArI nAkhyo che. khAvata, pIvata mokSa mAnata... jevI manodazA emaNe pakaDI che. AvA loko rAga-dveSanA paryAyonI vAto khUba kare che paNa zubha kriyAtmaka jIvana na hovAthI emanAM jIvanamAMthI to rAgadveSa kadI TaLatA nathI. parvatanI dhAranI bIjI-bAjue moM phADIne UbhI rahelI khINa AvA lokono bhoga le che. mokSanA Toca zikhare jene javuM hoya teNe A beya vAtano samanvaya karavo paDaze. rAgadveSane mAMdA pADIne mAravA sudhInI tIvra bhAvanAno jJAnayoga jAgrata rAkho ane te mATe ja zubhakriyAtmaka jIvananA zaraNe jAo. mokSano A eka ja mArga che. jJAna-kriyAnA zAstrIya samanvayano.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 221 koNa kahe che ke AtmA upara jaDanI koI asara nathI? jyAM sudhI AtmA zarIranA pudgalamAM sarvatra otaprota thaIne rahelo che tyAM sudhI jaDanI asa2 AtmA upara che, che ne che ja. dUdhamAM paDIne ekarasa thaI gayeluM pANI paNa, dUdha garama thAya eTale garama thavAnuM ja che. dalIlonI vAta javA do. hAthakaMkaNane ArasInI zI jarUra che ? jaDanI asa2ne je birAdara avagaNatA hoya emane jaDa evI soyanI TAMcaNI ja aDADo eTale badhI khabara paDI jaze. zabdapudgala paNa jaDa che ne? emane jo koI 'ga dhe Do' evuM kahe to juo majA... pachI zuM thAya che te... cazmAM ya jaDa ja che ne ? chatAM vAMcavAnA naMbaravALA sacetanane vAMcatI vakhate enA vinA kyAM cAle che? zAstra paNa jaDa che ne ? mUrti paNa jaDa che ne ? bhojana paNa jaDa che ne ? davAnI goLI paNa jaDa che ne ? A badhA ya zuM AtmA upara koI asara ja karatA nathI? jaDa zAstra - ke jaDa mUrti AtmAne jJAna ApatA nathI ke ? cazmAM, AtmAne darzana detA nathI ke ? davAnI goLI AtmAne sukha detI nathI ke ? kramabaddha paryAyanI ekAntika lUlI vAtothI bacAva thaI zake tema nathI. vaLI ''jaDanI asa2 nathI'' evuM mAtra bolavA pUratuM ja rAkhyuM che ne ? vyavahAramAM to zAstra, mUrti, cazmAM, davA vagere aneka jaDa padArthonuM zaraNuM levAya ja che. vANI ane vartanano A visaMvAda keTalo kALa nabhI zakaze ? apekSAe, puNyakarma atyaMta upAdeya ja che keTalAka lokoe puNyakarmanI heyatAnI vAta zAstramAMthI kADhI batAvIne bUmarANa macAvyuM che. puNyakarma nakAmuM che... e joIe ja nahi... evo kadAgrahI vicAra bALajIvone mATe atyaMta ahitakara che.

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222 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra zAstranI je vAto ghaNI UMcI vikAsakakSAne najaramAM rAkhIne jaNAvAI hoya tene nIcalI kakSAmAM paNa lagAvI devI e to keTaluM bhayaMkara jUThANuM ja kahevAya? traNa varSanA bALaka mATe mAtAnuM stanapAna heya kharuM ke nahi? jo hA. to zuM have ema kahI zakAya kharuM ke traNa mahinAnA bALaka mATe stanapAna heya che! are be kakSAo ja sAva judI che tyAM heyatAnI samAnatA zI rIte rahI zake! velAmAMthI vRkSa banyA pachI vADa avazya heya che paNa tethI zuM velAnI bALa avasthAmAM ja e vADane UMcakIne pheMkI devAya ? bALakakSAnA jIvo mATe to puNya upAdeya ja che. sahu kAMI dharma mATe dharma karatA nathI. keTalAka evA paNa hoya che jeo puNyanA pralobhanathI dharma karavAnI bALakakSAmAM hoya che. AvA jIvone puNyanI heyatA jaNAvIne zuM kamAvAnuM che? jarUra pApakarma heya che. paNa pApakarmano maLa kADhavA mATe mAnava-jIvana, jinakuLa, sadguruyoga, paMcendriyapaTutA vagere zuM jarUrI nathI? badhAya zuM puNyakarmanA udaya vinA maLI javAnA che? maLa kADhavA mATe divela to vAparavuM ja paDe che. bhale bIjuM kAMI ja na vaparAya. peTamAM gayeluM divela, maLa kADhIne ApoApa nIkaLI jAya che. divelane kADhavA koInI jarUra nathI. puNyakarma divela jevuM che. korA kriyAkAMDI karatAM koro jJAnavAdI vadhu bhUMDo gaNAya! AtmAnI, AtmAnA jJAnAdiguNonI-nizcayanayanI vAto karanArA keTalAka jJAnavAdI loko kriyAkAMDa, tapa, tyAga karanArAo tarapha tiraskAranI najarathI jue che e bhAre kamanasIba bAbata che. sAva jaDa, ekAMgI, korI kriyAo karanArAo jo tarata mokSa prApta karI zakatA nathI to e vAta paNa nakkI samajI rAkhavI korI jJAnanI vAto ja karanArAo, kriyAkAMDanA jIvanathI saMpUrNa rIte alipta rahenArA, rAtribhojanAdi doSone paNa jJAnanI vAto nIce upekSita karanArA paNa mokSa pAmavA mATe eTalA ja nAlAyaka che. dehAtmAnA bhedajJAna vinA mokSa thAya ja nahi evuM kahenArA jJAnavAdIo jANe ema ja samajatA hoya che ke ghora tapa karanArAo, mahAvratonA pAlako, tIrthanI yAtrAo karanArA kriyAkAMDIone dehAtmAnuM bhedajJAna thayuM ja nathI!

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vd nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra koIne ulluM banAvavA mATe A badhI sArI vAto lAgaze paraMtu dehano kAramo adhyAsa toDayA vinA kadI tapa thaI zake kharuM? kadI mahAvratonAM kaThora jIvane paga mUkI zakAya kharo ? mAthAnA vALa kheMcI nAMkhavAnI ke dhagadhagatI reta upara hAthInI jema gaMbhIratAthI cAlI nAkhavAnI kriyAo zuM bhedajJAna vinA ja AvI jatI haze ? 223 paramAtmA mahAvIre ja bhedajJAnanI vAto karI che ne ? ane e ja bhagavaMte ghora tapa tyAgAdinI vAto karI che ne ? to Adarzo sAcA che ne ? jo Adarzo sAcA che, to e Adarzone vyavahAru banAvanArI tapa tyAganI kriyAo paNa eTalI ja sArI ane sAcI che. hathoDA ghaNA mAryA! niSphaLa gayA! to ya saphaLatA to hathoDA mAravAthI ja maLaze! "anaMtIvAra dharmakriyA karI chatAM mokSa na thayo!'' A zAstravacana che. kabUla che. paNa enI sAthe evuM paNa zAstravacana che ke jyAre paNa mokSa thaze tyAre sAmAnya rIte to e dharmakriyAthI ja thaze. A vAtane kema uDADI devAmAM AvI che? pahelI aDadhI ja vAta pakaDI laIne mugdha lokone dharmavimukha banAvI devAno prayatna keTalo badho halako gaNAya ? pelA gAmaDIA Ijane2nI vAtane AvA lokoe barobara yAda rAkhavI joIe. ekAeka milanA saMcA baMdha paDI gayA! bhaNelA Ijaneroe jyAM ne tyAM hathoDIo mAra mAra karI; paNa badhuM ya niSphaLa! pachI pelA gAmaDIA Ijanera (!) padhAryA. menejaranI rajA laIne eNe eka ja vAra eka ja ThekANe hathoDI mArI ke tarata ja badhA saMcA cAlu thaI gayA! nAnakaDI A vAtamAM zAstrano pUrNasiddhAMta gUMthAyelo che. aDadhIyA premIoe A vAta sArI rIte dhyAnamAM levI joIe. jo te loko tema nahi kare to aneka bhoLA bhAvukonA AtmAone pArAvAra ahita thaI jaze. jo kriyAmAtrathI mokSa nathI to jJAnamAtrathI paNa mokSa nathI. apavAdamAM jJAnamArgI to koka ja mokSa pAmyA che jyAre rAjamArgamAM anaMtAnaMta AtmAo kriyAmArganI mukhyatAe mokSapada pAmyA che.

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2 24 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra dharmakriyAne kAM vagovo? keTalAko kahe che, "kriyAkAMDathI ke tAjapathI AtmAno mokSa thaI zakato nathI. jo tema hoya to anaMtIvAra e kriyAkAMDa ane tapajapa karyA chatAM kema hajI sudhI jIva saMsAramAM ja bhamI rahyo che?" zAstranA ajANa mANasane to A prazna jorathI lamaNe vAge tevo che paraMtu A sAva bodo prazna kahI zakAya. pahelI vAta to e kabUla che ne ke kapaDAmAM jU paDI hoya to jUne ja dUra karAya ne? ethI kAMI kapaDAMne gALo daIne pheMkI na ja devAya ne? basa tyAre, A ja vAta ahIM paNa lAgu thAya che. kriyAo ke tapatyAgAdi jarA ya kharAba na hatA paNa enI pAchaLa sAMsArika vAsanAo jora karatI hatI athavA to mokSAbhilASa na hato. jo have te vAsanA dUra thAya, ane te mokSano abhilASa jAgrata thAya to te ja kriyAkAMDa ke tAjapAdithI mokSa thavAno che. AthI ja tatvArthasUtranI TIkAmAM kahyuM che ke bhale Aja sudhI karelI anaMtI dharmakriyAothI mokSa na thayo paraMtu kyAreya mokSa thaze tyAre te kriyAdithI ja thaze. ghaNI jAtanI davAo varSo sudhI laIne dharAI gayelA dardIne pharI koI IlAja batADavAmAM Ave che tyAre tarata tene ajamAvavA mATe prerAya che kemake te jANe che ke, "jyAre paNa roga javAno haze tyAre AvA ja koI IlAja ja jaze. bhalene Aja sudhI niSphaLatA maLI. dharmakriyAo "anaMtI' karyAnuM kahIne tene tiraskAravAnuM jaNAvatA birAdarone A vAtanI khabara che ne ke patnIo paNa "anaMtI karI chatAM bhogatRpti thaI nathI!" to pachI temanA bhaktone lagnajIvananI mAMDavALA karavAnuM teo kema kahetA nathI? dUdha pIne marI gayo! jhera khAIne jIvI gayo! asAdhya saMgrahaNIno eka dardI dUdha pIne marI gayo! damano dardI somala khAIne nirogI banIne jIvI gayo!

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 225 AvuM ya kavacit banI jAya ne? mAnavI che A vAta? jo hA. to pachI have dUdha pIvAnuM baMdha karo ane jhera khAvAnuM cAlu karo. A amala azakya che ne? enuM kAraNa e ja che ke AvuM to kavacita ja bane. sAmAnyataH to dUdha pI jivAya che ane jhera khAIne marAya che mATe teno ja vicAra thAya. jo ATalI vAta maMjUra hoya to ghaNuM suMdara, have bharatacakrInI vAta AgaLa karIne kadI na kahetA ke ghera beThA paNa kevaLajJAna thaI zake che! guNasAgaranuM dRSTAMta kahezo nahi ke hastamilApanI kriyA vakhate paNa vItarAga pada prApta thaI zake che! kemake AvuM to kavacita ja bane che. agaNita AtmAo to gharabAra tyAgIne, sAcA sAdhu banIne ja vItarAga pada pAmyA che mATe temanuM ja dRSTAMta levAya. ukaraDAmAMthI ya kokane motI jaDayuM che chatAM motIno grAhaka kema ukaraDe jato nathI? motI bajAramAM ja kema jAya che? Thesa lAgatAM dhULanuM DhekuM bahAra nIkaLI jatAM koIkane nidhAna prApta thayuM che. karavo che tamAre akhataro? pachI kAco nakha kapAtA, sepTIka thatAM, hospITala bhegA thavuM paDe to navAI na pAmazo. jUThANAthI ke pralobhanothI dharmano vyApa karavo e dharma hatyA che. dharmano mahimA vadhAravA mATe asatyano Azraya levo e to keTaluM bhayaMkara gaNAya? "bhagavAna sImaMdharasvAmI pAse pote pUrva bhavamAM hatA ane tyAM AcAryazrIne AgamonuM jJAna letA pote joyA hatA. mATe AcAryazrInA Agamo sImaMdharasvAmIe ja kahelA che; mane AvuM pUrvabhavanuM jJAna thayuM che." evI vAto phelAvIne lokone mugdha karavAno prayatna dharmakSetramAM keTalo badho bAliza lAge che ! e ja rIte mArA bhakta banazo, mArI padharAmaNI karAvazo.. to lAkhopati banI jazo.... amuka vyakti mArI bhakta banI ke tarata ja tenI jamInamAMthI lAkho

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra rUpiyAnuM maMgenIjha nIkaLyuM hatuM." vagere vagere lobhAmaNI vAto karavI e paNa keTaluM badhuM ayogya kRtya che? dharma to mokSabhAvanI tAlAvelIpUrvaka karAvAya. AvA asatyo ane daMbhonA takalAdI pAyA upara te dharmanI ImArata UbhI karAtI haze? keTalI Takaze evI ImArata? vyaktinI vidAya sAthe ja evA takalAdI dharmonI vidAya thaI jAya che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa bhogarasika bhaktavargamAM e ja dharmasaMsthAo bhayAnaka kajiyA utpanna kare che. so kadama cheTA rahejo, evA nakalI pracAranI manovRttithI! thoDo paNa zuddha dharma je pariNAma dekhADaze e ghaNo paNa azuddhadharma kadApi nahi dekhADI zake. UlaTo vizvano vinAza karaze. azubha nimittothI nAsI chUTo; je pavitra rahevuM hoya to! mINa jo agni pAse mukAya to ogaLyA vinA na ja rahe e vAta jeTalI sAcI che eTalI ja lagabhaga sAcI e vAta paNa che ke jo mINa agni pAse na mukAya to na ja ogaLe. jene mananI zuddhi joItI hoya, samAdhi prApta karavI hoya teNe prathama to azubha vicAronI pakkaDamAMthI manane mukta karavuM ja paDaze. azubha vicAronuM manamAM Agamana thavAmAM mukhyatve azubha nimittono saMga ja kAraNa bane che. vinA nimitta vikAro jAgavAnI zakyatA ghaNI ochI gaNAya eTale tamane je je nimittothI manamAM rAgadveSanA vikAronI AMdhI AvatI samajAtI hoya te badhAM ya nimittothI tame sadA dUra raho. sinemA jozo ja nahi to e saMbaMdhita vikAronA dhasArAmAM ghaNo moTo kApa paDI jaze. cittanI zAMti sahaja rIte prApta thatI jaNAze. AvuM badhA azubha nimittonI bAbatamAM samajI levuM. pachI cittazuddhi, AtmAnI oLakhANa, samAdhi vagere khUba saraLa thaI paDaze. pajavaNI baMdha thAya pachI ja kAma karavAnI majA Ave. siddhimA A ja rAjamArga che. A ja saraLa ane salAmata mArga che. jinezvara bhagavaMtoe ja vyavahAra mArganuM AvuM ArAdhana batAvyuM che mATe tenuM mulya ghaNuM vadhI jAya che.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 227 bhAvanI jema nAmAdinikSepAnI jagaduddhArakatA zAsanapati tIrthakara bhagavaMtono bhAvanikSepo ja jagaduddhAraka che ema kadI kahI na zakAya. e tAraka paramAtmAnA nAma, sthApanA ane dravyanikSepAomAM paNa evI ja akATya jagaduddhArakatA rahelI che. apekSAe ema ja kahevuM joIe ke A cAreya nikSepa bhegA maLIne ja paramAtmAnuM jagaduddhArakatva sArthaka kare che. jagat mAtranI uddhArakatA ekalA bhAvanikSepamAM zI rIte kahezo? paramAtmA mahAvIradevano bhAvanikSepa to kevalyanI prAptithI nirvANanI prApti sudhInA 30 varSano eka apekSAe kahI zakAya. A trIsa varSamAM prabhue tArI tArIne keTalAne tAryA! lAkhone, karoDone.. paNa jagata to keTaluM vizALa che? anaMtAnaMta jIvadravyo. traNa bhuvano ane traNe kALane potAnI godamAM jagat nAmanuM tattva samAvI le che. anaMtA jIvomAM jeTalAnI mokSagamana pAtratA hoya tene to tAraka prabhu tAraze ja ne? to zI rIte trIsa varSanA gALAmAM tAraze? e ja gALAmAM jeno kALa nahi pAkayo hoya tenuM zuM thaze? te to rahI ja jaze ne? AthI ja jagaduddhArakatAne caritArtha karavA mATe nAmAdi traNa nikSepane paNa svIkAravA paDaze. tAraka paramAtmAnI gerahAjarImAM paNa e tArakanuM nAmasmaraNa; emanI pratimAnuM pUjana ane emanI siddhAvasthA svarUpa dravyanikSepAnuM dhyAna tathA emanA kalyANaka divaso svarUpa kAlika dravyanikSepAnI ArAdhanA-A traNeyanuM je Atmadravya AlaMbana le tene tAre pachI samasta vizva AlaMbana le to samasta vizvane tAre. Ama nAmAdi cAre ya nikSepa samasta vizvanuM kalyANa karI rahyA che. manane vaza karavAno saraLa upAya lagabhaga badhAyanI A phariyAda che, "mana kema vaza thatuM nathI? citravicitra vicAro kema AvI jAya che?" devAdhideva paramAtmA mahAvIradeve AnA samAdhAnarUpe vyavahAranayanI atyabhuta sthApanA karIne ApaNI upara anahada upakAra varasAvI dIdho che. paramAtmA kahe che, "manane bekAbu banAvanArA je je nimitto hoya tenAthI tame vegaLA banI jAo.

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2 28 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra kevI suMdara vAta che? mINa jo agni pAse jAya to ogaLyA vinA na ja rahe e vAta jeTalI nakkI che teTaluM ja e paNa nakkI che ane mINa agni pAse na jAya to na ja ogaLe. tamArA dainika jIvanamAM kyA prasaMgo tamArA cittane vihvaLa karI de che? te tame zodhI kADho. sinemA, novelo, klabo, kenTIno, strIo vageremAM koNa tamane pajave che? te tame zodhI kADho. pachI e prasaMgathI dUra thaI jAo. eno paDachAyo paNa na lo. nimittathI nAsI chUTo. manane parANe koI pachADI zakatuM nathI. mananI nabaLAIo ja manane pachADe aDhaLaka azubha nimittonI bhIMsamAM phasAyelA AtmAonA mana vikRttiothI khadabadI UThe temAM zI navAI che? samajavuM hoya to sAnamAM samajI jAo. pAmavuM hoya to kSaNamAM pAmI jAo. eka ja zarata che; azubha nimittathI nAsI chUTo. pachI vijaya tamAro ja che. mAnasika bhAvone kAbUmAM rAkhavAno saraLa upAya janamajanamanA pherA karatA AvA to AtmAnA cittapaTa upara kevA kevA malina bhAvo nahi patharAyA hoya? AvA bhAvo jIvananI game te paLe bhayaMkara rIte AkramaNa karatA hoya che. saMtanA jIvanane paNa dhamaroLI nAkhavAnI emanI pracaMDa tAkAta ItihAsanA pAne pAne noMdhAyelI che. azubha bhAvone kAbUmAM levAno upAya zodhavA pahelAM e bhAvo kevI rIte bekAbu bane che te ja zodhI kADhavuM joIe. rogane dUra karavA mATe roganI utpattinA kAraNone jANI levA joIe. jainazAstro kahe che ke zubha ke azubha koI paNa bhAva ghaNuM karIne dravya, kSetra ane kALanI che te asarothI ja utpanna thatA hoya che. jo dravya, kSetra ane kALa sArA maLI jAya to bhAvo paNa sArA jAge, jo te dravya vagere malina maLe to cittamAM

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 229 paDelA malina bhAvonuM thANuM sAbaduM banI jAya. mahAvirAgI saMtane jo kAmaNagArI strInuM dravya maLe, nirjanakSetra maLe ane rAtrino kALa maLe.. to janmAMtaromAM taiyAra karelA cittanA azubha bhAvo jAgI paDe ane ghamasANa macAvI ja de. koI bALane jo saMta-samAgama maLe, dhArmikajanonAM gAmamAM vasavATa maLe, dhArmika adhyayanAdi karavAno kALa maLe to janmAMtaromAM saMtanA ane DAkunA paNa jIvana jIvIne AveluM te bALaka saMtanI bhUmikAne siddha kare. jevA dravya, kSetra, kALa; tevA bhAva. have e vAta supere samajAI jaze ke melAM manobhAvone kAbUmAM levA mATe zuM karavuM joIe? melAM dravya, kSetra, kALathI dUra raho e ja melA bhAvane kAbUmAM rAkhavAno sauthI saraLa upAya che. A ja kAraNasara sinemATokijha, ane bIbhatsacitronI sAme maMdiro ane mUrtio goThavAyA che. klabonA bhASaNonI sAme saMtonA pravacano goThavAyA che. adharmanI kriyAo sAme dharmanI kriyAo goThavavAmAM AvI che. jenA bhAva bagaDayA tenA bhava bagaDyA azubha bhAvonI jIvaleNa pakkaDamAMthI je AtmA mAnava jIvana pAmIne ya mukta thaI jato nathI enA jevo kamanasIba kadAca bIjo koI nahi hoya. AvA mAnavane azubha dravya kSetra, kALa maLe to azubha bhAva vadhu baLavAna bane ane zubha dravyAdi maLe to tenI koI ja asara thavA na pAme. kadAca zubhadravyAdinA vAyumaMDaLamAM ya e bicAro pApo ja karato hoya. jinamaMdiramAM jaIne ya pApo karanArA kayAM ochA hoya che? azubha AcaraNanI sAme sakhta daMDa vAraMvAra rAkho to ja kyAreka azubha bhAvanI pakkaDamAMthI chuTakAro thaI jaze. eka vAra e chuTakAro thAya pachI ja vikAsanI yAtrAmAM AgekUca thaI zake nahi to e AgekUcanuM kArya ghaNuM nikaTa banI javA saMbhava che. abajo pati mammaNazeTha enA pUrva jIvanamAM zrImaMta vANiyo hato. eka vAra eNe munine siMha kesariyA modakanuM uttama dravya vahorAvyuM. kSetra paNa suMdara hatuM. kALa paNa zrImaMtAIno hato, paNa pAchaLathI bhAva bagaDayo ane badhuM ya UMdhuM thayuM. bIjA bhavamAM abajopati zeTha to banyo paNa telacoLA sivAya kazuM

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230 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra khAI na zake, jAte kALI majUrI kare eTalo kaMjUsa! bhAva bagaDyo temAM bicArAno bhava bagaDI gayo. e ja nagaranA abajopati zAlibhadranA pUrvajIvanamAM ethI UlaTuM ja banyuM. garIba mAtAno e dIkaro hato. raDI raDIne eka dI meLavelI khIranuM dravya munine jotAM ja bhAre bhAvathI vahorAvI dIdhuM. jhUMpaDInuM kSetra hatuM, kALajhALa garIbIno kALa hato. paNa bhAve palaTo khAdho eTale eno bhava sudharI gayo. tyAMthI marIne abajopati zeTha thayo. khAmoza! abajopati to mammaNa paNa hato. bhAvadharma e bheda pADayo ke mammaNa e saMpattimAM bebhAna banI jaIne sAtamI nArake cAlyo gayo; zAlibhadra e saMpattine lAta mArIne sAdhu banyA. savArthasiddha vimAnanA utkRSTa sukhonA bhoktA banyA ! game tema karIne bhAvanI bhIMsamAMthI chUTI jAo azubha bhAvone mAryA vinA jo mota thaI jAya to e bhAvone anukULa dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhava maLatA rahe. bhAvo tagaDA banatA jAya. Ama saMsAra anaMta banI rahe. bhAvanI A jIvaleNa bhIMsamAMthI ekavAra to chUTI ja javuM rahyuM. kahevAya che ke gurutvAkarSaNanA kSetramAM rahelA rokeTane enI asaramAM rahevuM paDe che paNa jyAre eka vAra te enI bhIMsamAMthI nIkaLI jAya pachI to eno bhaMgAra thaI jAya to ya te patana pAmatuM nathI. tamArA jIvananA azubha bhAvo kevA che te tame jANo cho ne? ene uttejita kare evuM dravya, evuM kSetra ane evo kALa maLe ke tarata ja eno bhaDako thAya. A sthiti khUba ja kharAba gaNAya. mAnava jevo mAnava potAnA cittane jarA paNa kAbUmAM na rAkhI zake, dehanI dhAtuone sthira na rAkhI zake e keTalI badhI nirmAlya manodazAnuM sUcaka gaNAya? dravya, kSetra ane kALanI bhISaNa sthitimAMthI tamAre mukta thavuM hoya to tamArA azubha bhAvone kAbUmAM lo. e mATe tame sakhta saMkalpa rAkho ke, "jyAre e bhAvano bhaDako thaze tyAre 24 kalAka sudhI huM anna ane pANI nahi lauM," athavA

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vd nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 'eka rUpiyo dharmAdAmAM vAparIza.'' AvuM 25-50 vA2 banaze eTale e bhAvo kAbUmAM Avaze. pachI game tevA dravya kSetra kALanI bhIMsa tamane kAMI karI zakaze nahi. tame have mukta gagananA mAlika banyA; tamane koI pajavI zake nahi. jene jIvana jIvI jANavuM che ene to Aje paNa jIvana jIvI jANavA mATenA lAkha-lAkha upAyo maLI zake che. mAtra vAtoDiyA mATe kazuMya nathI. 231 azubha saMskAronA viSavaDalA dravya kSetra ane kALa jeTalA sArA ke kharAba nathI teTalA sArA ke kharAba jIvanA aMtaranA bhAvo che. dravya, kSetra ane kALa game tevA hoya to ya nibhAvI zakAya; paraMtu bhAvanI kharAbI to kadI na nibhAvAya. manano je je bhAva jAgrata thAya tevA tevA saMskAronA thara AtmAmAM jAmatA jAya. dehadravya vinAza pAmI jAya; kSetramAMthI vidAya paNa maLI jAya ane mAnavajIvanano te kALa paNa pUrNa thaI jAya paraMtu aMtaramAM jagADelA bhAvoe AtmAmAM mUkI dIdhelI saMskAronI thApaNa to vadhu ne vadhu sthira banatI janmAMtaromAM ya AvatI jAya. khUnI mANasanuM khUnazastra (dravya), khUna karavAnuM kSetra ane kALa jAya; are ! khUna karyA pachI khUna karavAno bhAva paNa jAya paraMtu AtmAmAM khUnanA je saMskAra paDI gayA te to kADhayA na nIkaLe evI AtmAmAM pakkaDa meLavI le che. AvA saMskAronA bIja paDI gayA pachI to ApameLe potAnA jhe2IvaDalAone vikasAvatA jAya che. vaDavAIonI jema e saMskAro svataH sarvatra jIvanomAM vyApatA ja rahe che. pANImAM paDelAM telanAM TIpAMnI jema e saMskAro phelAya che. jevuM kharAba saMskAronuM tevuM ja sArA saMskAronuM samajI levuM. e paNa potAno vistAra karatA rahevAnI svayaMbhU tAkAta dharAvatA hoya che. muninA eka jIvanamAM krodhanA bhAvane janmAvIne je saMskAra jAma karyA te saMskAroe tApasa jIvanamAM kevo bhayAnaka tarakhATa macAvyo ? ane tyArabAda sarpanuM jIvana pAmIne keTalI parAkASTAe e krodha pahoMcyo ke sAkSAt bhagavAna mahAvIradevane khatama karavA e caMDakozika sApa taiyAra thayo ! jo prabhu ene na maLyA hota to koNa enA saMskAravanane bhaDake jalAvI daIne enuM kalyANa karata? bIjuM

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vd 232 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra kAMI na thAya to ya bhavavardhaka bhAva upara to tamArI cAMpatI najara rAkhajo. ene kadI bagaDavA dezo nahi. mananuM vazIkaraNa karavAnA be upAya : abhyAsa ane vairAgya manane nirvikAra banAvavuM hoya, nirabhimAnI, nirmama ke niSkaSAya banAvavuM hoya to tenA be rastA che. jagatanA lokonA khyAlamAM je rasto che te vairAgyano che; jema jema virAga vadhu uddIpta thato jAya tema tema mana kAbUmAM AvatuM jAya. paraMtu virAganA mArge manane kAbUmAM lAvI denArA sAdhako karatAM abhyAsadazA dvArA manane kAbUmAM lAvanArA sAdhakonI saMkhyA kadAca vadhu haze evuM mAruM aMgata maMtavya che. kemake viSayo pratyeno virAgabhAva sIdho ja hAMsala thaI javAnuM kArya atizaya muzkela che. AnAM karatAM abhyAsadazAnuM jIvana kAMIka saraLa lAge che. strI tarapha nahi jovAno abhyAsa ja pADI devAmAM Ave to eka samaya jarUra evo AvI lAge ke mana e viSayamAM nirvikAra banI jaIne potAnuM kAma karavA lAgI jatuM jovA maLe. rasadAra vastuone tyAgI ja devAno abhyAsa pADI devAthI e vastuonuM dhyAna sAva ja dUra thaI javAnI aNamola siddhi prApta thAya che. vastuno upabhoga karatA rahevo ane manane temAM Asakta na banavA devA mATe virakta banAvI rAkhavuM e to khUba ja muzkela kArya che. enA karatA e vastune tyAgI devAya ane e tyAgano sacoTa abhyAsa pADI devAmAM Ave to paNa anAsakti siddha thaI jAya che. kadI e cIjanI yAda paNa na Ave evI anAsakti; te ya bahu saraLatAthI. koI kaheze ke, "upabhoga karo ane anAsakta raho to kharA...'' hA jarUra... upadeza devA mATe to e khUba ja sArI vAta che paNa e bhAI agnine aDe ane na dAjhe to e sArI vAtano ApaNe ya amala karIe! gItAmAM zrIkRSNe paNa mananA vazIkaraNa mATe Aja be rastA sUcavyA che ne? abhyAsa ane vairAgya

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 2 33 mithyAyoga : atiyoga H hInayoga : koI paNa kAryanI siddhi mATe te kAryane anukULa sAdhanamAM jeTalI cokkasAI hoya teTalI siddhi vadhu suMdara maLe. game tevI siddhine suMdara siddhi kalpIne saMtoSa mANI lenArAono Aje toTo nathI. parIkSAmAM DAbe hAthe pahelA naMbare AvIne pAsa" thanAro paNa pAsa thayAnI khumArI anubhavato hoya che ne? roganAzanI prakriyAmAM to A siddhAMtane bhAre mahattva ApavAmAM AvyuM che. auSadha ane pathyanI mAtrA paNa auSadha ane pathyanA jeTaluM ja mahattva dharAvatI bAbata che. sArAmAM sAruM auSadha ke pathya jo mAtrAbaddha na hoya to ucita anupAna vinAnA auSadhanI jema te niSphaLa jAya che. auSadha ane pathya khUba ja mAtrAbaddha hovA joIe e vidhAnane nakArAtmaka bhASAmAM samajAvavuM hoya to ema kahI zakAya ke teonuM pramANa jarUra karatAM vadhu na joIe, ochuM paNa na joIe ane mULamAMthI ja te vastu khoTI paNa na hovI joIe. arthAt je rogamAM triphaLAnI ja jarUra che tyAM haraDe na cAlI zake. A vAto zAstrIya dharmAnuSThAnomAM paNa lAgu thAya che. viSaya kaSAyAdi bhAvarogonA nAzanI prakriyAmAM paNa mithyA, ati ane hIna yoga na hovA joIe. svAdhyAyathI vadhu nirjarA pAmanArAo tapanA yogane mana mArIne-kacaDIne-sAdhavAnA mithyAyogamAM na javuM. svAdhyAyanA rasane kAraNe atiyogamAM jaIne bhakti, tapa, japa Adi bIjA yogonI avagaNanA paNa na karavI ane thoDo ja svAdhyAya karI laIne saMtoSa mANIne chApAchUpInA pApomAM phasAI na javuM. auSadha ane pathya levA chatAM roganAzanI siddhi nahi maLavAnuM kAraNa suyogane badale mithyA, ati ke hIna yogamAM phasaDAI paDavAnuM ja haze ema lAge che. para: praviSTaH kurute vinAza zAntasudhArasa kAvyamAM A paMkti Ave che, "para:praviSTaH kurute vinAza' jo parAyo koka gharamAM peTho to te gharano vinAza ja kare. keTalAka parAyA pote ja koInA gharamAM pesatA hoya che. keTalAMka parAyA bIjAnA dvArA koInA gharamAM

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234 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra pesatA hoya che. parAI evA karmanI rajakaNo AtmAmAM sIdhI ja pesI gaI che ne ? paNa karmo ja parAyA thoDA che? dhana paNa parAyuM ja che ne ? strI paNa parAyI ja che ne ? dhanano rAga AtmAmAM pese che; strIno rAga AtmAmAM pese che. evA rAga dvArA dhanAdi AtmAmAM pesI jAya che, ane ethI ja AtmAnA svasukhano vinAza thAya che. je koI 52 che te badhA ya kharAba che. duHkhanI vAta eTalI ja che ke keTalAMkane hajI strI parAyI lAgI che ane tethI tenI uparanI najarane teNe kunajara mAnI che; paraMtu eTaluM ja parAyuM dhana nathI lAgyuM. ane deha to thoDo ya parAyo nathI lAgato; ethI paNa AgaLa vadhIne; karmanA rajakaNo ane rAgAdibhAvo to bilakula parAyA nathI lAgatA; emanAmAM to ene potApaNAnuM ja bhrAmaka bhAna thaI rahyuM che! vastutaH to strI 'para' hoIne jeTalI heya che teTalA ja heya dhana, deha ane tenA rAgAdi che. zAMtasudhArasakAvyamAM khUba hRdayaMgama rIte e aphasosa vyakta karavAmAM Avyo che ke parAyAoe gharamAM pesIne jJAnasvarUpa AtmAnA gharanuM nikaMdana kADhI nAMkhavAmAM zuM bAkI rAkhyuM che! aphasosa! ApaNane to AtmA ane tenA hiteSIo ja parAyA lAgya che ne ? sAdhanA avaguNanAzanI; pachI guNasiddhi ApoApa kSamA siddha karavAnuM lakSa rAkhavuM ? ke krodhano nAza karavAnuM lakSa rAkhavuM? vakratA kADhavAnI sAdhanA ? ke saraLatA pAmavAnI sAdhanA? dhikkArano nAza karavA tarapha dhyAna kendrita karavuM ? ke maitrInuM svarUpa banavA tarapha? jainadarzana kahe che ke avaguNano nAza karavAnI sAdhanA karo; guNo to pachI ApameLe ja pragaTa thaI jaze. krodhano nAza te ja kSamA nathI; dhikkArano nAza te ja maitrI nathI. krodhano nAza thAya eTale kSamA udbhave; dhikkAra jAya eTale maitrI pragaTe. sAdhanA to krodha, dhikkAra vagerenA nAzanI ja karo. sphaTika lAla dekhAtuM hoya to samajI rAkho ke tenI pAchaLa lAla raMganI koI

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 235 vastu paDelI che. tene ja khaseDI nAkho eTale sphaTikanI saphedAI to sphaTikanI bApIkI vastu che e ApameLe pragaTa ja che. sphaTikane dhoLuM karavAnuM na hoya... mAtra pelI lAlAza kADhavAnI hoya. AtmAmAM anaMta guNo paDelA che. paraMtu anaMta AvaraNoe tene DhAMkyA che. tame AvaraNo kADhatA jAo, guNo pragaTa thatA ja jaze. 'mAre saMta banavuM che' ema na bolo. 'DAku maTI javuM che' ema ja kaho pachI tame saMta ja cho. vaLI guNano prema keLavavo muzkela che; kemake guNa to jIvanamAM anubhUta vastu ja nathI. jyAre avaguNa kevo che ? te avaguNathI tame kyAM ajANa cho ? anubhavelA avaguNe jIvananuM kevuM satyAnAza vALyuM che e vAta anubhave samajAvavAnuM jarA ya muzkela nathI. eTale avaguNane kADhavA joguM baLa sahelAIthI UbhuM karI zakAya tema che. mokSanA sukhane to ApaNe kyAM prIchayuM che! paNa saMsAranA sukhanA lAkha lAkha trAsa koNe nathI anubhavyA? enAthI chuTakAro meLavavo che ne? basa.. karo zarUAta. pachI mokSasukha to hAthamAM AvIne paDeluM ja samajo. AtmAnuM svarUpa kevuM bevaDa vaLI gayuM che? sat, cit ane AnaMda e AtmAnuM svarUpa! bicAruM kevuM bevaDa vaLI gayuM che ! AtmAnuM sattva-astitva koI svIkAratuM ja nathI. enI hastI ja manathI miTAvI dIdhI che. jJAna to jovA ja kyAM maLe che? mithyA jJAnanA beya svarUpo ja cAre bAju jovA maLe che. keTalAka ajJAnI che to jJAnI kahevaDAvatA bIjA keTalAMka viparIta jJAnI hoIne ajJAnInA moTA bhAI samA banyA che. bhAratIya saMskRtino jeTalo vinAza ajJAnIoe abhaNoe nathI karyo eTalo viparIta jJAnI-zikSitoe karyo che. chatAM kevI navAInI vAta che ke abhaNo ja A duniyAmAM vagovAyA che! ane AnaMda! re! zodhyoya jaDato nathI. lakhapati zuM ke karoDapati zuM! abhaNa zuM ke propheza2? zuM bhikhArI ke zuM sattAdhArI? badhAyanA moM zeMgIA ja dekhAya che! sahunA jIvana zokamAM garakAva thayelA che.

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236 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra kevuM bevaDa vaLI gayuM che AtamanuM svarUpa! asalI rUpa kayAMya DUla thaI gayuM! nakalI rUpano jayajayakAra bolAyo ! camanabhAIne 'AnaMdaghana' koI kahe to? ThekaDI ja UDe ne ? bhikhArIne anaMta zrIsaMpanna koI kahe to ? mavAlIne paramAtmA koI kahe to ! jUThAM svarUpo ! camanabhAI, bhikhArI ane mavAlI! e ja sAva sAcA manAyA! hAya! AnA jevI bIjI kaMgAliyata kaI haze? dilanI dIvAla sApha karyA vinA sAdhanA zenI? jenuM haiyuM ja meluM che; rAgAdimaLothI kharaDAyeluM che enA tapa, japa, dhyAna ke svAdhyAya zA kAmanA? ukaraDAmAM gulAba paNa nAMkho to ukaraDAnI ja jamAta vadhe ne? dharmaratna prakaraNamAM citrazALAnuM dRSTAMta ApIne dilanI dIvAlane sApha karavAno khUba mArmika upadeza ApavAmAM Avyo che. eka rAjAe be citrakArone sAmasAmI AvelI be dIvAla citrakAma karavA ApI. eke to dIvAlane sApha karyA vinA ja citra karavAnuM zarU karI dIdhuM. bIjAe cha mAsanI maLelI mudata sudhI mAtra dIvAlane ja ghasyA karI; enI zuddhinuM ja kAma karye rAkhyuM. cha mAsa pUrA thatAM rAjA citrakAma jovA Avyo. prathama citrakAre cItarelA udyAnanuM dRzya ane temAM ya adbhuta kaLA karatA moranuM dRzya joI rAjA prasanna thaI gayo. pachI bIjA citrakAranI dIvAla tarapha rAjA gayo. tyAM kazuMya citrAmaNa na jotAM teno pitto gayo. citrakAre rAjAne zAMta pADIne be dIvAlanI vacamAM rAkhelo paDado khaseDI nAMkhyo. tarata ja peluM citra A dIvAlamAM pratibiMbita thaI jaIne jANe ekadama caitanyavibhora banI gayuM. emAMya pelA thanaganatA mo2no to rAjAe taddana sAco mora mAnI lIdho ana` ene pakaDavA doDI gayo ! citrakAre sAcI paristhiti samajAvIne rAjAne atyaMta prasanna karI mUkyA. jaDa evo mora, dIvAlanI saphAImAM cetanavaMto banI gayo.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 237 ja jenA dilanI dIvAlo sApha nathI tyAM thatI dharmakriyA jaDa jevI che; dilanA sApha bano, zuddha bano; saraLa bano; vinamra bano; pachI tamArI e ja dharmakriyA cetanavaMtI banI jaze paNa koNa jANe kema ? acchA acchA jJAnI, tapasvI ane kriyAkAMDImAMthIya mananA mela kyAreka nIkaLatA ja nathI hotA. I belong to myself eka vidvAne aMgrejImAM kahyuM che, "I belong to myself; keep yourself at distance. "huM mArI jAta mATe ja chuM, o paratattvo tame mArAthI cheTA raho.'' kevuM baLaprada vAkya! jo AtmA pote marda bane to ja AtmAnA anupakAraka saghaLAya pa2tattvone eka rADa pADIne te kahI zake ke, khabaradAra ! tame mArI najadikamAM AvyA cho to eka ja paLamAM bhukkA bolAI jaze. khUba ja kaThina che AvI rADa nAkhavAnI sAdhanA ! siddhinI to vAta ja kyAM karavI? anAdikALathI sadAya paranA kusaMge caDelo AtmA marda maTIne pAvaiyo banI gayo che! paratattvomAM caitanya ja nathI; pachI emane marda to kema kahevAya ? pAvaiyAnA saMge caDelo AtmAya pAvaiyA jevo ja banI jAya ne? nahi to, e paratattvoe ATaATalo AtmAne durgatimAM bhamAvI bhamAvIne herAna-parezAna karI mUkyo to ya e AtmA emane ja joto rahe ! emane ja cATato rahe ! e to zI rIte bane ? nahi to, AtmA potAnA hiteSI devAditattvo tarapha napharata, tiraskAra ke dhikkArano bhAva zI rIte jagADe? jema bane tema jaladI; para-kusaMga teNe tyAgavo ja joIe. tenI prIta mUkavI ja joIe. paNa e kAje eNe pharI marda banavuM paDaze; enAmAM suSupta paDelI mardAnagIne eNe jagADavI paDaze. bakarInA ToLe phasAIne jIvana pAmatA siMhanA baccAe beM beM karavAnuM ane ghAsa khAIne ThekaDA mAravAnuM jIvana ja keLavI lIdhuM hatuM ne? koI siMhanA darzana vinA, 'I belong to myself' no siMhanAda zI rIte thaze ?

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra dravyAdi traNa bhAva bagADe; bhAva, bhava bagADe jeno bhava bagaDayo tenA jevI dayApAtra sthiti konI hoI zake? bhAva bagaDe to bhava bagaDe. ane bhava bagaDe eTale bhAva bagaDe ja. krodhAdinA bhAvo bhava bagADe. bilADI vagerenA bhava Ape. e bhava sahaja rIte ja dayAdino bhAva bagADI nAMkhe. vaLI bhAva bagaDe eTale vaLI bhava bagaDe; basa Ama A 'sAIkala" cAlyA ja kare. AthI ja zAstrakAra paramarSio kahe che ke bIjuM game te bhale bagaDI jAya paNa tamAro bhAva kadApi bagADazo nahi. sArA bhAvanuM sadAya jatana karajo. vAru, bhavane bagADanAra bhAva che, e vAta to samajAI; paraMtu bhAvane bagADanAra koNa che ? e vAta jANo cho kharA? mukhyatve bhAvane bagADe che dravya, kSetra ane kALa. sinemA, reDIonA gIto. sahazikSaNa, khAnapAnanI caTakAdAra vastuo, praNayabharI navalakathAo, udbhaTaveSa, papha-pAvaDaro anItinuM dhana vagere dravyothI sAro paNa bhAva bagaDe che. ekAMta, medAna, kalabo, jImakhAnAo, hoTalo, taLAvo, paradezo vagere kSetrothI paNa sAro bhAva bagaDe che. rAtrino kALa; cAturmAsamAM varasatA varasAdano kALa vagere kALathI paNa bhAva bagaDe che. jo tamAre bhAvanuM jatana karavuM hoya to bhAvane bagADatA dravya, kSetra ane kALanI bhIMsamAMthI AMcako mArIne nIkaLI jAo. pracaMDa saMkalpabaLa vinA A sAhasamAM saphaLatA maLI zake tema nathI. kAyara banazo to bhAva bagaDaze; bagaDelAM bhAvo tamAro bhava bagADaze. pachI to e bhava bhavobhava bagADaze. sva mATe vyavahAra, para mATe nizcaya A jagatane jainazAsananA ghaNAM ghaNAM moTAM pradAno che. temAMnuM eka pradAna che, nizcaya-vyavahAranayanA ajoDa tattvajJAnanuM.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 239 kyAMya nathI A ciMtana! aneka rIte A ciMtanane vicArI zakAya. ahIM ApaNe enA kAryakSetranuM ApekSika ciMtana karIe. vyavahAranayanuM prAdhAnya "sva" mATe banI rahevuM joIe; nizcayanayanuM prAdhAnya para" mATe banI rahevuM joIe. dA.ta. ApaNe pote AMtarika rIte game teTalA sArA hoIe paNa tethI saMtoSa mAnavo nahi. ApaNe bahArathI paNa eTalA ja sArA vyavahAranI kaTTaratA rAkhavI joIe. ApaNo bAhya vyavahAra khUba UMcI kakSAno-zAstrIya-banI rahe tevI apekSA sadA jIvatI rAkhazuM to ApaNA e suMdara bAhyAcArathI aneka AtmAo dharmasanmukha banI jaze. paNa bIjAo mATe to ApaNe nizcayanaya ja lagADavo. koI ziSya; bhakta ke dharmajana game teTalo zithila hoya toya ApaNe te zaithilyadarzanathI samAdhi na khoI besIe te mATe A ja vAta vicAravI ke, "bahArathI bhale te parvatithie paNa tapa vagere nahi karato dekhAya paraMtu AMtarika rIte te khUba ja anAsakta ke duHkhita kema na hoya? mATe mAre koI paNa utAvaLo nirNaya bAMdhavo nathI.' kevuM suMdara vibhAgIkaraNa... sabUra A beya nayanA sthAna ulaTAvazo mA! nahi to hAthamAM sadgatine badale durgati. o sonagaDhI svAmIjI! jaDanI to tame pracaMDa asara mAno cho! sonagaDhanA AzramavALAo rADo pADI pADIne lokone kahe che, "AtmA traNe ya kALamAM sat, cit ane AnaMda svarUpa ja che. jevo AtmA siddhabhagavAnano che tevo ja atyAre ApaNo che. emanI upara jema jaDanI asara thatI nathI tema ApaNA AtmA upara paNa jaDanI leza paNa asara thaI zakatI nathI. karma vagere badhA jaDa che e AtmAne kadI bAMdhI zake ja nahi.' AvI ghaNI vAto te loko kare che. mAre to temane traNa ja vAta pUchavI che. (1) zarIra upara vastra ke eka nAnakaDI cIMdaraDI paDI hoya to tamArA mate te AtmAne svarUpanuM pragaTIkaraNa thAya kharuM?

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra (2) dehamAM strInI AkRti hoya to te dehamAM rahelA AtmAne svarUpanuM pragaTIkaraNa thAya kharuM ? 240 A be ya praznano javAba nakAramAM ApatA teo bedhaDaka kahe che ke, "nA... trikALamAM nahi.'' zAbAza. vastra ane strIdeha jaDa hovA chatAM AtmAnA svarUpane pragaTa thatuM aTakAvI rahyA che e vAta have nakkI thaI gaI ne ? AnA karatAM to zvetAmbaro sArA ne ? teo kahe che ke, ''aMga upara vastra bhalene hoya; deha bhale strIno hoya, to ya mamatvano pUrNa tyAga karIne svarUpa pragaTa karI zakAya che. bAdhaka che mamatAdi bhAvo; nahi ke jaDavastra vagere. (3) je AtmA mokSa pAme che te zA mATe caudarAjalokanA cheDe aTakI ja jAya che? zA mATe te AtmAnI Urdhvagati sadaiva cAlu rahetI nathI? koNe te AtmAne tyAM aTakAvyo ? koNe AtmAnA Urdhvagatika svabhAvamAM sAtha na Apyo? eka ja javAba che; dharmAstikAya nAmanA jaDa tattva ! e jyAM sudhI hatuM tyAM sudhI ja zuddhAtmA gati karI zakyo. pachI jyAM e na hatuM mATe zuddhAtmA AgaLa vadhI na zakyo. pahelAM A svarUpanuM ja bhAna karo AtmA saccidAnaMda svarUpa che; jJAtA, duSTA svarUpa che, vItarAga svarUpa che... vagere vagere svarUpanA bhAnanI vAto sAcI che chatAM asthAne che. ema kAMI kUdako mAravAthI kAma na thaI jAya. A to AtmAnuM karmamukta svarUpa che. hakIkatamAM to AtmAnuM karmajanita svarUpa vicAravAnI khUba jarUra che. A svarUpa atyaMta pratyakSa che chatAM tenuM dhyAna nahi dharavAthI AtmA zuddha-svarUpanA bhAnanI vAto karI zakaze paraMtu e bhAna pAmI to nahi ja zake. vaLI je AtmAnuM svarUpa ja nathI; zuddha paNa nahi ane azuddha (karmajanita) paNa nahi; tevA kurUpane jIvAtmAe potAnuM svarUpa mAnI lIdhuM che. A bhrAnta bhAna choDAvo; pachI karmajanita svarUpanuM bhAna karAvo... tyAra bAda zuddha svarUpabhAna to ApameLe thaI jaze. bhrAnta bhAna che mAlikInA svarUpanuM; azuddhabhAna che mahemAniyatanA svarUpanuM; ane zuddhabhAna che saccidAnaMda svarUpanuM. 'huM mAlika chuM;' mArI saMpattino; patnIno,

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 241 makAnano.... "A bhrAntabhAne to jIvAtmAnA zuddha paryAyano kaccaraghANa vALI nAMkhyo. A bhAna choDAvavA ene samajAvo ke, "huM mahemAna chuM, A jagatano... mAre A dravyo ane loko sAthe kazuM ya lAgevaLage nahi.' virAganA AvA bhAvo jAgaze tyAre ja peluM zuddha svarUpamAna pragaTaze; ApameLe pragaTaze. pachI enI jhAjhI ciMtA nahi karavI paDe. ThekaDA mArazo mA! kayAMka hADakAM bhAMgI jaze. zAMti kyAM? daSTipalaTAmAM zAMti kone joItI nathI? badhAnI e bhUkha che; sahunI e aMge phariyAda che. paNa azAMti hAthe karIne UbhI karI che e vAta jyAM sudhI vicAravAmAM nahi Ave tyAM sudhI zAMti pAmavAnuM zakya ja nathI. apekSAe jagatamAM be prakAranA satyo che. eka azAMtine jagADatuM; bIjuM zAMtine janmAvatuM. gulAbe vaLI kAMTA! aphasosa! A azAMtine jagADatuM satyadarzana che. kAMTAmAMya gulAba! zAbAza! A prasannatAne uddIpita karatuM satya che. zrImaMtonI AlamonA satya tarapha najara karanAro, doDhaso rUpiyAno pagAradAra nokara azAMta thaI jAya che. mAsika ogaNIsa rUpiyAmAM AjIvikA calAvatA karoDo bhAratIyonI jhUMpaDIonA satya tarapha e najara kare to paramazAMti prApta karI le che. azAMtinuM mULa che; azAMtidAtA satya taraphanI dRSTi e dRSTine ja palaTI nAkhavI joIe. bIjA zAMtiprada satya tarapha najara laI javI joIe. basa; e sthitimAM ja kazo ya pheraphAra karyA vinA tarata ja zAMti prApta thaI jAya che. hAthe karIne - peTa coLIne zULa UbhA karyA che. have dRSTi palaTI nAMkho... jIvanamAM badhuM ya bharyuM bharyuM lAgaze; zUnyane badale badhe pUrNatAnuM bhAna thaze. e ja kusumo hasI UThyA dekhAze, je karamAyelAM dekhAtAM hatAM.

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242 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra mokSanuM mULa "jIva nitya che''nI mAnyatAmAM jo tamAre mokSamAM javuM ja hoya to tyAM sudhI pahoMcavA mATe sAta pagathiyAM caDavA paDaze. ApaNe uparathI nIcenA krame pagathiyAM vicArIe. jene mokSamAM javuM hoya teNe mokSamAM na javAya tyAM sudhI sadgatiomAM ja javuM joIe, kemake tyAM ja jinabhakti; jinavANIzravaNAdinI prApti zakya che. sadgatimAM javA mATe maraNamAM samAdhi Avazyaka che. maraNamAM samAdhi meLavavA mATe jIvanamAM zAMti atyaMta jarUrI che. zAMti eTale sukhamAM alInatA ane duHkhamAM adInatA. e zAMti pAmavA mATe mANase "sArA" banavuM ja rahyuM. sArA banavuM eTale ochAmAM ochuM vepAramAM nItimAna, jIvanamAM sadAcArI ane haiye dayALu banavuM. AvuM sArApaNuM lAvavA mATe pApathI DaratA rahevuM joIe. pApathI Dare te ja pApo karato aMte maTe; ane sAro bane. pApano Dara lAvavA mATe paralokadraSTA banavuM ja joIe. jene paralokanI satata yAda Ave che te ja pApothI Darato-phaphaDato rahe che. paralokadaSTi keLavavA mATe AtmAnI nityatAno svIkAra karavo joIe. AtmAne pariNAmI nitya mAnanAro ja e vAta vicArI zake che ke, "mAre A deha choDIne kyAMka javAnuM che. have jo A vastusthiti ja hoya to mAre pApa na ja karavuM joIe; anyathA tyAM tenA uttara phaLa mAre bhogavavA ja paDaze. mokSe javA mATenA A sAta pagathiyAM, AtmAnuM nityatva, paralokadRSTi, pApaDara, sArApaNuM, zAMti, samAdhi, sagati... pUrva ne pAmyA vinA uttara pagathiyAMnI AzA koI rAkhazo mA ! bheLaseLa karavI ja hoya to... kayo dharma haze jemAM artha ke kAmanI vAsanA nahi paDI hoya? che koI evo dharmIjana! sAce ja tene darzanIya kahevo joIe. artha ke kAmanI koI paNa bhAvanAthI sarvathA aNakha karyo dharma ArAdhanArA A

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 243 sadImAM to viralA ja haze. dharma khUba vadhyAnuM kAraNa paNa AvuM ja kaMIka nahi hoya? atizaya sukhalapaTatA ane duHkhabhIrutAthI akaLAyelA AtmAe cAre bAju doDadhAma karI mUkI che. kyAM nathI pahoMcyo e lampaTatA ane bhIrutAnI akaLAmaNathI? emAM koka ene bhaTakAyuM. eNe Ane samajAvyuM ke, "Avo dharma kare to tArI sukhecchA pUrNa thaI jaze; tAruM duHkha dUra thaI jaze." e doDayo e dharma pratiH e dharmasthAna prati. AvA lokoe maMdiro bagADayA; guruvargane paNa bagADyo. dharmamAM arthakAmanA bheLa! aphasosa. khera... bheLaseLa karavAnI kuTeva ja paDI hoya; na ja choDavI hoya to have Avo bheLaseLa karo. arthakAmamAM dharmane otaprota karo. arthopArjanamAM nIti, dayA, vaphAdArI vagere dharmo pesADo. kAmasevanamAM sadAcAra; svastrIsaMtoSa; maryAdAparAyaNatA vagere dharmonA chAMTaNA karI do. hA... dUdhamAM pANI paDe te barobara nathI. pANImAM dUdha paDI jAya te to apekSAe paNa sAruM kahevAya. sAgaramAM hoDI tare che; hoDImAM sAgara DubADe che. sarvatra ArAdho; dharmane. dArU : chAza : dUdha dArU to atizaya kharAba.... e to choDavo ja joIe. vaidya kahe che ke, "dUdha A jagatanuM amRta che. enA jevuM pauSTika tattva eke ya nahi mATe dArU choDo ane dUdha pIo. "dArU choDI ja dyo, dUdha pIvAnuM zarU karI ja dyo." "paNa bhalA! e dArU pInAra mANasanA AMtaraDA khUba ja kharAba thayelA che. dUdhane to e pacAvI zake ja nahi. evI koI rajUAta kare to? vacagALAnI koI "skIma'' haze kharI ke je dArUne choDAve ane dUdha tarapha javAnI bhUmikA taiyAra kare?

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244 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra hA.... te che chAza. e dArU choDAvaze; nabaLA AMtaraDAne ya chAza pacaze ane AMtaraDAMne majabUta banAvIne dUdha pItA karI deze. AmAM kAMI samajANuM? jhINavaTa nathI hoM! "na samajAya tevuM che' ema mAre kahevuM ya nathI. jo mane samajAya to badhAne samajAvI zakAya. mane goTaeNgoTA samajAyuM hoya to 'jhINavaTa' kahIne ke "nahi samajAya' kahIne mAruM ajJAna AbAda chAvarI zakAya. vAta ema che ke bhogasukho dArU jevA che; eno nazo bhalabhalAne mANasa maTADI de che. mokSasukha dUdha jevuM che. ene pAmyA vinA koIno uddhAra nathI. paNa paramAlokanA sukhanI vAto sudhI jenA mana pahoMcI zakatAM ja na hoya tevAne A lokanA bhogarasa mukAvavA mATe paraloka mATenA puNyanA premI (chAzapremI) banAvavA rahyA. Ama karatAM ya te AtmA; Atmatattvano, paralokano, puNya-pApano svIkAra to karaze. have sAva ughADo bhogarasI to nahi rahe? puNya kamAvA mATe ya dAnAdi to karaze ne? basa... pachI dhIme rahIne taka maLatAM ja ene mokSarasI banAvI devAya. kaptAna : arihaMta dhruvatAro : siddhabhagavaMta dariyAne pAra karatI sTImaramAM beThelA mANasone mAtra kaptAnathI na cAle. bhale sTImara akhaMDa hoya, kaptAna haziyAra hoya, peTrola paNa pUratuM hoya, nAviko paNa vaphAdAra hoya to ya sTImara lakSya sthAne pahoMcI na jatAM kadAca bIjA ja sthAne cAlI jAya; jo dhruvano tAro ja na hoya to. sTImaramAM bIjA badhA vinA cAlI zake; paNa hokAyaMtra vinA to na ja cAle. hokAyaMtrano paripUrNa saMbaMdha dhruvanA avicala tArA sAthe che, bhale e tAro taddana niSkriya jaNAto hoya paNa enA vinA lakSyasthAne pahoMcavA mATenI tamAma sakriyatA arthahIna banI jAya che. siddhabhagavaMto dhruvanA tArA samA che. ApaNA mokSanA lakSya sthAne pahoMcavAmAM e atyaMta madadagAra banI rahe che. vinAzI duniyA taraphanI avaLI doTane, emanI avinAzitAno vicAra ja aTakAve che ane yogya rAhe dorI jAya che. bhale e niSkriya hoya, mUka hoya, nirIha hoya paNa emanA jeTalA sakriya ane emanA jeTalA sadAnA preraka kadAca bIjA koI nahi hoya ema kahIe to te khoTuM nahi gaNAya.

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_/ 0i00 sAdhutAnI sAdhanA (4) (1) sAdhujIvana kaThina hai (2) gurukRpAnuM baLa (3) sApathI paNa kharAba pApa

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Wan (1) sAdhujIvana kaThina hai

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 247 sAdhujIvana levuM : khAvAno khela pALavuM : khAMDAno khela A kALamAM paNa sAdhujIvana levuM e to khAvAno ja khela gaNAya, jema jema jagatamAM duHkho vadhatA jAya; jIvananirvAhanA sAdhananI paNa muzkelI thatI jAya tema tema sAdhujIvana svIkArI levAnI IcchA sahaja rIte thAya emAM kazI navAI nathI. paNa 'levuM' e ja khAvAno khela che, "pALavuM'' e to kharekhara khAMDAno khela che. jinAjJApratibaddha sAdhujIvananuM pAlana to je kare ene ja khabara paDe ke keTalI vIzIe so thAya che ? talavAranI dhAra upara cAlI nAkhavuM saheluM kahyuM che, loDhAnA caNA cAvavAnuM kAma saraLa jaNAvyuM che, AsamAnanA tArA toDI nAMkhavAnuM paNa saheluM kahyuM che... e kAMI emane ema kahyuM haze ? sAdhutvano AnaMda je mANe che te ja samajI zake che; A vidhAnonA bhArekhama vajanane. AvA mUlyavaMtA sAdhujIvanane baTTo na lagADavAnI preraNA karIne upAdhyAyajI yazovijayajI mahArAje to adhyAtma sAramAM eTale sudhI kahyuM che ke, ''sAdhutvanuM pAlana na thAya to kapaDAM utArI nAkhajo paNa daMbhI jIvananuM zaraNuM to na ja letA,'' koIke taddana sAcuM kahyuM che H "sAdhujIvana kaThina hai, caDanA peDa khajUra caDe to cAkhe premarasa, paDe to cakanAcUra.'' sahe, sAdhe ane sahAyaka bane te sAdhu jinAjJAnA pAlana vinA sAdhutA Ave nahi; ane AvelI sAdhutA Take nahi. sAdhutAnA yoga ane kSema mATe jinAjJAnuM aNizuddha pAlana anivArya che. je sAdhu jinAjJAne vaphAdAra jIvana jIvatA hoya temanAmAM sahavAnI, sAdhavAnI ane sahAyaka banavAnI traNa tAkAta avazya utpanna thAya. pariSaho ane upasargone hasate moMe e sahatA hoya.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra anukULatAo ke pralobhanonI sAmagrInI vacamAM rahIne paNa mokSamArganI sAdhanA jANe khUba AsAnIthI karatA hoya. 248 sAdhujIvananA A traNa guNo zAstromAM jude jude ThekANe jaNAvelA che. vicAra karatA ema lAge che ke AmAMnA eka paNa guNanA abhAvamAM sAdhutA TakI zake nahi. dareka sAdhue potAnI sAdhutAne A guNo dvArA kasavI joIe. manane sahavA mATe taiyAra banAvavuM joIe. game teTalA mAnapAnAdinI vacamAM paNa mokSamArganI sAdhanA nirAbAdha rIte calAvavI joIe ane anya sAdhuo pratye khUba ja vAtsalya ke bahumAnavALA banIne sahAyaka paNa banavuM joIe. sAdhunu lakSya zuM? AcaraNa zuM? duHkhamukti ke pApamukti? saMsArano parityAga karIne jinezvara bhagavaMtonI AjJAne saMpUrNa vaphAdAra rahevAnuM jIvana jIvatA sAdhu potAnA duHkhonI ciMtA na kare; paNa potAnA pAponA nAzanI ja rAta ne divasa ciMtA kare. AvuM jIvana jIvatA jo koI prabhAvaka zakti utpanna thAya to parAtmAonA duHkhonI ciMtA na karatAM, emanA paNa pAponA nAzanI ja ciMtA kare. jagatanA lokonA duHkha to ghaNAya loko dUra karaze; DaoNkTaro, vakilo, zikSako, mitro vagerenA vartuLo A ja dhaMdho laIne beThA che ema kahevAya che paNa AmAMno eka paNa mANasa bIjAno hiteSI kahevaDAvavA jatAM tenA pAponA nAzanI lezamAtra ciMtA nahi kare. A kArya mAtra jainasAdhu ja karI zake che. AthI ja AvuM kArya karanArAonI pAse roga, kleza, vAMDhApaNuM ke vAMjhIApaNAnA duHkhonI mukti mATe kadI javuM na joIe. e emanuM kArya ja nathI. bIjA vizvayuddha vakhate jarmana senApati kaisare dareka yuvAna jarmanIne yuddhamAM pharajiyAta joDAvavAnuM pharamAna kADhayuM hatuM. te vakhate yuvAna vaijJAnika AlbarTa AInsTAInane yuddhamAM na joDAtA vaijJAnika saMzodhano mATenI prayogazALAmAM besavAnuM kahevAmAM Avyu hatuM. kemake sahu jANatA hatA ke yuddha to badhA karI zakaze paNa vaijJAnika saMzodhano to AlbarTa ja karI zakaze. baLadanA pUMchaDA AmaLIne, be pAMca ekara jamInamAM khetI karI, baso maNa bAjaro pakavIne bhAratanA vaDA pradhAna prajAnI moTAmAM moTI sevA karavAne badale

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 249 dilhImAM rahIne Tebala upara sahIo karatA rahe, ane bhAratanI prajAne doravaNI ja Ape to te ucita gaNAya che; kemake temanuM kArya temanA jevA koka ja karI zake che mATe temane khetImAM na ja joDAya. AvuM ja pApamuktinuM kArya saMtonuM che. saMsArI dharma kare te Azcarya! sAdhu pApa kare te Azcarya! janmajanmAMtaronA pApa saMskAro laIne ja A jagatamAM janma pAmelA mAnavo covIse ya kalAka pApa kare temAM Azcarya zuM pAmavAnuM? sadA pApa karavAnI ja TevavALo AtmA thoDI kSaNono paNa dharma kare e ja Azcarya gaNAya! evo mANasa to dhanyavAdane pAtra gaNAya. hA, sAdhunI vAta sAva judI che. covIse ya kalAka dharma karavAnI pratijJA karato sAdhu dharma kare emAM kazuM ya navAI pAmavA jevuM nathI. hA. enI AMkhanA khUNIyAmAM paNa vikAra bhAva jAge to kharekhara e Azcarya gaNAya. e sAdhu sakhta ThapakA pAtra gaNAya. jo A vAta barobara samajAI jaze to lagabhaga sahumAM sAdhAraNa banI gayelI be bhayAnaka bhUlo jIvanamAMthI vidAya pAmI jaze. eka bhUla, zithila sAdhuone paMpALavAnI gaMdI manovRtti; ane bIjI bhUla, saMsArI dharmI lokone emanA jIvananA doSo dvArA dharmane vakhoDI nAkhavAnI halakI nIti. bhalene viSThAnA kuMDamAM birabala paDayo hato; chatAM zAbAzIne pAtra banyo; kemake e attara cATato hato. bAdazAha akabara bhalene attaranA kuMDamAM hato, chatAM hAMsIne pAtra banyo; kemake e viSThA cATato hato. beyane AvelA svapnanI A vAta barobara vicArAya to juThI niMdA-prazaMsAnA ghaNA pApomAMthI UgarI javAya. ananta mRtyuthI bhayabhItane vaLI vikAra kevA? jene zAstracakSuthI e vAta spaSTa rIte dekhAya che ke zAstrAjJA viruddha vartAva svarUpa pApa karavAthI aneka yAvat anaMta mRtyunA duHkhanI khapparamAM pheMkAI

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250 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra gayA vinA chUTako ja nathI, e mahAtmA to koIpaNa pApathI keTalA grUjatA hoya! zI rIte e pApa karI ja zake? - jo e mRtyunuM, e karuNatAothI bharelA jIvananuM ane e janmonI vedanAnuM zAstracakSuthI barobara bhAna thaI jAya to pApa karavAnuM jarAya saheluM nathI. are! pApa thavuM ja muzkela che. jeo pApa kare che emane AvI paralokadRSTi prApta nathI ja thaI ema kahevAmAM kazuM ya khoTuM nathI. eka mRtyuno bhaya jo dhrujAvI mUkato hoya ane nAmacIna tophAnIne ThekANe lAvI deto hoya to sAcI samajaNa sAtheno anaMta mRtyuno bhaya mANasane kema niSpApa na banAvI de? saMsAranuM sukha eka vAra bhogavatAM sAdhune 9 lAkha sagarbhA strIonI ane temanA kAcA garbhanI pUrI krUratA sAthe hatyAnuM ghorAtighora pApakarma baMdhAya evuM saMbodhasittari zAstramAM je vAMce te sAdhu kadI paNa evA pApo karI zake kharo? hA... haiyAvihoNAMonI to AkhI vAta ja judI che. telano vATako laIne AkhA nagaramAM pharanArane, rAjAe sAdhuonA niSpApa jIvananI kevI pratIti karAvI dIdhI hatI? kANAMnI kALajI nahi karo to bAkorAM paDayAM vinA nahi ja rahe moTA moTA pApone ja jo pApa mAnavAmAM Avaze ane e pApone tANI lAvanArA nAnA doSo pratye jo bedarakArI rAkhavAmAM Avaze to e AtmA game tevo paMDita hoya, zAstrajJa hoya, tapasvI hoya ke khAnadAna paNa hoya ene bhagavAna paNa mahApApanA patanathI bacAvI na zake. vratanI vADane paNa vratanI jema ja pALavI paDaze. sarahadonI pAse AvelA nAnA nAnA rAjyo tarapha bedarakAra rahenAra moTo rAjA ekAeka padabhraSTa thAya che. nAvaDImAM paDelA kAMNAonI upekSA karanAranuM nAvaDuM eka dI bAkoruM jue che ane ekadama DUbI jAya che.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 251 uttaraguNonI kALajI karAya to ja mahAvrato svarUpa mUlaguNonI rakSA zakya che. vADanI kALajI vinA velo zI rIte vRkSa banaze? sAdhujIvananI nAnAmAM nAnI-vAtanI kALajI karo. "emAM zuM thaI gayuM?' e vicAra ja tamArI hatyA karanAro che. jIvananA saMpUrNa patananuM bIja A vicAramAM ja paDeluM che e vAtane kadI paNa bhUlatA nahi. pelI kahevata yAda che ne ke je mANasa pAI-pAInI ciMtA kare che ene rUpiyAnI ciMtA karavI paDatI nathI. ApoApa rUpiyAno prazna hala thaI jAya che. kyAreka sAcA zrAvake sAdhunI paNa kALajI karavI ghaTe sAdhu eTale samagra jIvanasRSTinuM rakSaka ane pAlaka tattva. enI sAdhutAmAM A sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja nathI. koI paNa kriyA, koI paNa vicAra jIvamAtranI rakSAthI mukta hoI zakatA nathI. mATe ja sAdhue potAnA jIvanamAM atyaMta vyavasthita rahevuM ja rahyuM. jinAjJAnuM aNizuddha pAlana eNe karavuM ja rahyuM. jo koI sAdhu jarA paNa zithila thAya to te calAvI na zakAya. gurunA tamAma prayatno niSphaLa jAya to zrAvake paNa guruAjJA mujaba dhyAna ApavuM joIe ane tamAma aucitya jALavavA sAthe sAdhune punaH vyavasthita karI devA joIe. zrI AcArAMgasUtranI TIkAmAM eka prasaMga Ave che. gacchanI aMdara udaMDa banIne rahelo ziSya, gurune paNa gaNakArato nathI tyAre gurunI anujJA laIne zrAvaka rAjA bhAre kunehathI e ziSya upara dhAka besADIne ThekANe lAvI de che. eka kerI bagaDI to so kerI jokhamamAM! eka sAdhunuM jIvana unmArgasthita bane to paraMparayA samagra vizva jokhamamAM. AvA samaye ja zrAvako sAdhunA sAcA mAbApa bane ane enI yogya mAvajata karI le. pramAdo hi mRtyuH aMgrejImAM eka vAkya che.

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vd 252 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra It I rest, I rust. jo huM pramAda karuM to huM khatama thaI jAuM. AdhyAtmika jagatamAM A satya khUba ja pragaTa che. koI paNa mumukSu AtmA pramAdI rahI zake nahi. pramAdanI paLomAM ja DaMkhIlA pAponA ghoDApUra pesI jAya che ane jIvananA saghaLA ya vikAsane sApha karI nAkhe che. phulavadhUnA ane sIDI caDa-Utara karatA bhUtanA dRSTAMtathI zAstrakAroe 'apramAda'nI mahattA samajAvI che. zAstrasvAdhyAya, gurubhakti, namaskArajApa, dazavidha cakravAla sAmAcArInA pAlanathI divasanI tamAma paLone khIcokhIca bharI devI joIe. thAkIne lotha thaIne ja zayyAmAM paDavuM joIe. Ama thatAM divasa paNa UjaLo jaze; rAtanI nidrA paNa pApavihoNI banI raheze. pramAdanI paLa eTale katalanI paLa. pachI bhalene te eka ja paLa kAM na hoya? A kAraNe to paramAtmAe samayaM goyama? mA pamAya kahyuM che ne ? koI navarAM paDI rahezo nahi. tophAna karatA bALakothI trAsI gayelI mAtAe maga ane maTha bhegA karIne, tene chUTA pADavAnuM kAma bALakone soMpI daIne kevA zAMta karI dIdhA hatA? saMsAratyAgInA mAthe paNa zAstravihita kAryono boja satata rahevo joIe. sAdhu jIvananI maryAdAo ja evI che ke temAM vikRtio prAyaH pezI zake ja nahi zAsanapati paramAtmA mahAvIradeve - anaMtAnaMta tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtoe je zramaNa saMghanI sthApanA karIne enI je maryAdAo bAMdhI che e mujabanuM ja jo jIvana jIvavAmAM Ave to prAyaH manamAM paNa viSayakaSAyanI vikRtio jAgavAno saMbhava na rahe. rAta ane divasanI cakravAla sAmAcArI ja evI goThavAI gaI che; svAdhyAyanA samaya ja evA nakkI thayelA che, gurupArataMtryanI killebaMdhI ja eTalI badhI abhedya che, tapa ane tyAganA jIvananI mastI ja evI anokhI che; gacchavAsanI yojanA ja eTalI badhI gaNitabaddha che ke e maryAdAone potAnuM jIvana arpanArane viSaya

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra kaSAyano paDachAyo paNa jovA na maLe. paLanI paNa phurasada ja na maLe. nidrA paNa zvAna jevI capaLa hoya. 253 vijAtIya saMparkanuM nAmonizAna na hoya. svAdhyAya to dhabakatA prANasamo banI gayo hoya. gurubhakti rUvAMDe rUvAMDe pariNamI gaI hoya evA jIvanamAM vikAronA pravezanI saMbhAvanA ja kyAMthI rahe ? hA... nikAcita karmonA tophAnanI vAta judI che. A traNa vinA sAdhutva zI rIte TakI zake? sAdhujIvanano veSa to paheryo paNa pachI ene anurUpa jIvana paNa jIvavuM ja joIe ne? gurubhakti, tapa ane jJAnavRddhi vinA sAcuM sAdhujIvana zI rIte jIvI zakAya? kadAca zArIrika asvasthatA ke apaMgatA vagerene kAraNe upakArI gurunI bhakti na banI zake to ? to ya vAMdho nathI; jo e upakArI pratye haiyAmAM bhArobhAra bahumAna hoya. e ja rIte kadAca AyaMbila Adi ugra tapa na paNa thaI zake to ya ugra kakSAno mIThAI, phaLa vagereno tyAga to atyaMta Avazyaka che. e tyAga vinA to na ja cAlI zake. kadAca vadhu zloko vagere kaMThastha karavAnI zaktinA abhAve jJAnavRddhi na thaI zake to ya hajI cAlI zake; paraMtu jJAna prApta karavAno udyama to dharakhama hovo ja ghaTe. nirudyamIpaNuM to sAdhujIvananuM tAlapuTaviSa che. Ama sAdhutAnI be kakSAo thaI. gurubhakti, tapa ane jJAnavRddhi yukta prathama kakSA ane bahumAna, tyAga ane udyamanI bIjI kakSA. mane lAge che ke sAcA sAdhujIvananI trIjI kakSA koI nahi hoya. prathama kakSAnA sAdhu banavAno ja uddeza hovo ghaTe. prayatna paNa te mATeno ja hovo joIe. chevaTe bIjI kakSAnA sAdhu to banavuM ja rahyuM. nahi to, 'nahi gharanA ane nahi ghATanA.' jevI kamanasIba dazA thAya.

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254 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra akkhANa rasaNI, kammANa mohaNI paLe paLe anaMtakarmanI rAzino kaccaraghANa vaLe tyAre ja julamagAra saMsArano aMta Ave. zAstroktajJAnI ja zvAsozvAsamAM anaMtakarmano nAza kare. manoguptathI je gupta hoya te ja jJAnI kahevAya. mAtra bhaNelo jJAnI na kahevAya; kadAca jJAnavAdI kahI zakAya. manogupta koNa banI zake ? vizuddha brahmacArI hoya te. zuddha brahmacaryano pAlaka to mohanIyakarmano vijetA (kSayopazama karanAra) ja banI zake. zI rIte mohanIya karma upara vijaya pAmI zakAya? rasanendriya upara kAbU Ave to ja te vijaya hAMsala karI zakAya. "magNa rasaLI, vempAna moDhaLI, vALa vaMmaM, guttI maLI - e je vidhAna che. enA kramamAMthI A tAravaNI kADhI zakAya ema lAge che. jinezvaradevanA zAsanamAM evuM koI paNa anuSThAna nathI. jenI sAthe tapa dharmanu joDANa karavAmAM AvyuM na hoya. A ja vAta sUcave che ke tapanuM to A zAsanamAM asAdhAraNa mahattva che. dhAtuonI zAMti vinA mana:zAMti zakya ja nathI. tapanA sevana vinA dhAtuzAMti zakya nathI. jene tapa dharma upara prema ja nathI e AtmA sAdhu thavAnI lAyakAta kema dharAvI zake ? vidvAna banavA mATe sAdhujIvana nathI paNa tapobaLa keLavavA mATe che; kemake sva ane paranuM kalyANa vidvAnuM na karI zake; tapobaLI ja karI zake. cittazAMti brahmacaryasiddhi, mohanIyakarmazAMti traNeyano eka upAya traNa yogamAM vANI ane kAyAnA yoga karatAM ya cittayoga vadhupaDato javAbadAra ane jokhamadAra gaNAya che. zI rIte enI upara kAbU meLavavo? cittazAMti zI rIte prApta karavI?

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nahi eso janama bArabAra 255 pAMca mahAvratomAM brahmacarya zreSTha gaNAya che. zI rIte ene siddha karavuM? ATha karmomAM sauthI vadhu khataranAka mohanIyakarma gaNAya che. kaI rIte enA udhAmA haLavA karI zakAya? che koI upAya, ghaNA aMzomAM kAragata nIvaDe tevo? hA... apekSAe ema kahI zakAya ke rasanA upara kAbU mUkI devAmAM Ave to kadAca enI asara e traNe ya upara thAya kharI. sarva IndriyomAM rasanendriya ja sauthI vadhu khataranAka che. enA tophAnomAMthI ja mohanIyakarmane tophAna karavAnuM nimitta maLe che; brahmacarya khaMDita thavAnI zakyatA UbhI thAya che; cittazAMti saMpUrNa rIte jokhamAI jAya che. yugapradhAna maMgu - AcAryanA jIvanane durgatinA dvAre dhakelI mUkanAra rasanendriya ja hatI ne? ASADhAbhUti, suvratamuni vagerenA patanamAM ANe ja mukhya bhAga bhajavyo hato ne? tamAre zuddha sAdhu jIvana jIvavuM che? to huM kahIza ke gurune samarpita banI jAo ane rasanAnA vijetA banI jAo. pachI bAkInI sAdhanAnA yaMtro ApameLe vega pakaDI leze. AhArazuddhi je sAdhaka khAnapAnamAM pUrNa kAbU dharAve nahi, e siddhi pAmI zake nahi. bezaka, khAnapAna upara kAbU levA jevuM kadAca eka paNa kArya kaThora nahi hoya paraMtu tethI, potAnI nabaLAI chatI karavAne badale, "khAnapAnanA kAbUnI jarUra ja nathI' evuM vidhAna karanArAo sAce ja AkhI mAnava jAtane khADAmAM utAravAnuM ghora apakRtya karI rahyA che. gajavAmAM paisA na hoya tethI kAMI dukAnadArane ema kahevAya kharuM ke, "tArI dukAnamAM mAla ja nathI?" sarva bhAratIya darzano e vAtamAM saMmata che ke AhArazuddhi vinA sattva zuddhi zakya ja nathI, ane jenI satta zuddhi nathI enuM jJAna sthirabhAva pAmI zakatuM ja nathI. mAtra jApa karavAthI, mAtra pothI paMDita banavAthI "gItAjI" ke "vyAsamuni''

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256 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra upara pI.eca.DI. thaI zakAze paNa jIvana gItAya nahi ja banI zake. khAnapAnanI badhI chUTa lenAra mANasa lAkho japa jape to ya kadAca niSphaLa ja jAya. enuM kAraNa e che ke koI paNa sAdhaka covIse ya kalAkanI sAdhanA karI zakato nathI. zoca, nidrA, bhojana, vagere to tene paNa anivArya bane che. AvI anivArya pApanI paLomAM ja khAnapAnanI chUTachATano dArUgoLo saLagI UThavAnI pUrNa zakyatA che. dArUgoLo taiyAra hoya, ane nimittano eka ja phaNago emAM paDe pachI vAra keTalI? UlaTapakSe jo e dArUgoLo ja na hoya to azubha nimittonA phaNagA to zuM? paNa boMbagoLA paDe to ya kAMI na thAya. saharAnA raNamAM ja e bomba paDyA ne? bIjI sAdhanA ochIvattI paNa cAlaze paraMtu AhArazuddhi ochAmAM ocho vigaI tyAga ane uNodarI svarUpa vinA to sAdhakane nahi ja cAle. aMgahAni karatA satvahAni vadhu bhayAnaka kAM aMga chedAya che kAM sattva haNAya che. bemAMthI ekano vinAza jo anivArya ja hoya to kono vinAza pasaMda karI levo? zAstranA sArA ciMtaka mATe A praznano ukela atyaMta saraLa che. e tarata ja kahI deze, "aMga javA do, satvane game te upAya jALavI rAkho.' sattva eTale zuddhi. kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavAna hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe vItarAga stotramAM A vAtane puSTi ApI che. tyAM teozrIe paramAtmAnI prArthanA karatAM jaNAvyuM che ke, "he bhagavAn ! tArA jevA paramazuddha vItarAga-sarvajJane paNa gALo bhAMDavA jo koIne jIbha maLI hoya to huM to IcchuM chuM ke e bicAro jIbha vinAno thaI jAya. jIbhethI tane gALo bhAMDIne potAnA AtmAnI zuddhine vadhu malina kare enA karatA to tenI jIbha kheMcAI jAya te ja sAruM ne?'' - brahmacaryanI zuddhine bAdha Ave tevA prasaMgamAM phasAI javAnuM sAdhu ke sAdhvIne banI jAya to teNe chevaTe game te rIte ApaghAta karI levo paNa sattvano nAza nahi thavA devo evo spaSTa bhASAmAM Adeza ApavAmAM Avyo che. AthI ja to mahAtmA

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra 257 naMdiSeNa parvata uparathI jhaMpApAta karIne paNa prANatyAga karavA taiyAra thayA hazene? je saMsAratyAgIo Dage Dage ane paLe paLe zarIramA ratu dharmasAdhana nuM sUtra AgaLa karIne zarIranI ati mAvajatamAM paDayA che teo dehane sAcavIne sattvano vinAza karavAnuM bhayAnaka valaNa laI rahyA nathI zuM? dehanI atimAvajata AtmAnA sattvano vinAza karavAmAM kadI pIchehaTha karatI nathI. vikAro jAgIne ja rahe che; sattvano bhoga laIne ja jaMpe che. jo A vastusthiti che to zA mATe satvanA bhoge dehanI rakSA karavAnA dhokAbAja raste Daga mAMDavo? o! tyAgIo havelI letAM gujarAta kAM khUo! tyAgIo! tame saMsAra mUkayo. Akho sAgara tarI gayA have khAbocIe DUbI jAvuM che! Akho hAthI nIkaLI gayo. have pUMchaDe aTakI jaze! aphasosa ! saMsAra tyAgyA pachI paNa jo saMsAranA azubha nimittothI bAra gAu cheTA rahevAnI sAvadhAnI rAkhavAmAM na Ave to game tevA khAnadAna tyAgIne paNa enI khAnadAnI ya bacAvI na zake. pharI eno rAgAdimaya saMsAra aMtaramAM jAge ane pratipaLa pajavyA kare. pachI to vAta AgaLa paNa vadhI jAya. je khAnapAnAdi bhogonI IcchA jAge tene pUrNa karavAmAM Ave ane saMtanA veSamAM saMsArIne TapI jAya tevuM daMbhI jIvana saDeDATa cAlyuM jAya! bhAIne to have koI vAte aphasosa paNa na rahe. keTalI badhI duHkhada bAbata che! have A jagatanA jIvone duHkhothI ane pApothI koNa bacAvaze? are ! rakSaka ja bhakSaka banyo tyAM phariyAda kone karavI? jagatanA jIvonA sukha ane zAMti mahattvanA che? ke potAnA bhogasukhonI pUrti mahattvanI che ? bhogapUrtinA jIvanamAM kharaDAyelo veSadhArI zuM kadI paNa A jagatane sukhazAMti ApI zakavAno che? rAma, rAma karo. havelI lIdhI... gujarAta khoIne? o mUrkha tyAgI! tArI A badanasIbInuM darzana to kara. bhogo pAmIne tuM zuM pAmyo? teM tArA be ya bhava bagADayA! jIvo pratyenI tArI pharajathI tuM bhraSTa thayo! havelI paNa tane kyAM maLI?

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258 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra garabaDIyuM gurutattva : aA sAdhvI devatattva to sarvadA zuddha ja rahe. dharmatattva paNa evuM ja zuddha rahe. paNa e be ya ne samajAvanAruM, e beyanI vacamAM raheluM je gurutattva che e sarvadA zuddha ja hoya ema na kahI zakAya. emAM to garabaDa UbhI thavAnI paNa saMbhAvanA kharI. mATe ja "gurunI pasaMdagImAM khUba kALajI rAkhavI joIe. guru te ja thaI zake che saMvigna hoya ane gItArtha hoya. AmAMnA eka paNa guNanI UNapa guru banavA mATe nAlAyaka TharAve che. zAstro to utsarga ane apavAdamaya che. kakSAbheda dharmabhedo emAM batAvelA che. AtmA kaI kakSAno che? emAM kayo dharma ene anukULa che? e badho nirNaya to "guru" e ja karavAno che. emAM ja jarAka paNa gaphalata thAya to agaNita AtmAonA bhAvaprANano kaccaraghANa vaLI jAya. koDhanA rogano bhoga banelI ajjA nAmanI sAdhvI aneka ziSyAonI guruNI hatI. koI duSkarmanA yoge mithyAtvanA vamaLamAM phasANI ane ukALeluM pANI pIvAthI ja koDha thayAnuM vidhAna karyuM !!! eka sivAyanI tamAma ziSyAoe e vidhAnane vadhAvI laIne evA pANIno tyAga karI dIdho ! "ajjA" anaMta saMsAranuM bhramaNa pAmI! kevuM jokhamI che; guru tattva? garabaDIyuM gurutattva deva to vItarAga ja hoya mATe ApaNe devatattva sadA mATe zuddha ja che. dharma to jinokta ja hoya mATe ApaNuM dharmatattva paNa sadA mATe zuddha ja che. paraMtu gurutattva mATe tema kahI na zakAya. A tattvamAM ochIvattI garabaDo pesI javAnI zakyatA to kharI ja. vaLI A tattva ja mukhyatve zAsana calAvavAnI moTAmAM moTI javAbadArI ane jokhamadArI dharAve che. deva ane dharmane oLakhAvanAra, e benI vacce birAjeluM gurutattva ja che ne? DaoNkTara samA deve to dharmasvarUpa hajAro auSadhio kampAunDara samA gurutatvane ApIne vidAya lIdhI. dardIe, dardIe roga judo hoya. kone kaI davA devI? eno nirNaya to kampAunDare ja karavAno rahe che ne ? eka ja dardavALA so mANaso hoya to

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 259 ya darekane judI judI davA devAya evuM paNa bane. so mANasane eka ja davA apAya to ya tenI sAthenuM anupAna darekane juduM juduM jaNAvAya evuM paNa bane. AtmAnA bhAvarogono koI sumAra nathI. bezaka ene dUra karanArI davAono paNa pracaMDa jaththo mojuda che. paNa e badhAyanI saphaLatAno AdhAra to gurutattvanI kAbeliyata ane sanniSThA upara ja rahe che. A tattvamAM jo koI jAtanI garabaDa UbhI thAya to vyaktie vyaktie viyeTanAma sarjAI jAya... mArA bhagatothI cetatA rahejo' eka hatA saMnyAsI. ghaNA hatA emanA bhagato. eka gAmamAM bhagato AvyA. gurudevanI pUjA-bhakti karI. gurudeva bIje gAma cAlyA gayA pachI e zrImaMta bhagatoe gAmanA AgevAnone bhegA karyA. temane kahyuM ke teo mAtabara rakama temane Apaze; temAMthI temaNe gurudevanuM bAvaluM banAvavuM. grAmajanoe e vAta kabUla karI. keTalAka mAsa bAda grAmAgraNI e saMnyAsI pAse gayo. teNe emanI pAsethI eka suvarNavAkya mAMgyuM. saMnyAsI tenuM kAraNa pUchatAM grAmajane jaNAvyuM, "ApanA bhaktonI rakamathI ame amArA gAmamAM ApanuM bAvaluM UbhuM karyuM che. have tenI nIce ApanuM eka suvarNavAkya mUkavAnuM che'' A vAta sAMbhaLIne saMnyAsI khinna thaI gayA. ghaNI AnAkAnI bAda suvarNavAkya lakhI ApyuM. ''mArA bhagatothI cetatA rahejo.'' game tema hoya paNa A prasaMgamAMthI vicAravA jevuM ghaNuM ghaNuM maLI jAya che. zuM evuM vidhAna karIe to te anucita gaNAya kharuM ke strIothI jeTalA sAvadhAna rahevAnI jarUra che eTalA ja sAvadhAna bhaktothI paNa rahevAnI jarUra che. jo emanI gAMDI bhaktimAM paloTAyA to vecAyA, hAthepage baMdhAyA, ane jIvanathI barabAda thayA.

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vd 260 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra bhaktonA gAMDapaNe macAvelI aMdhAdhUMdhI koI paNa guNa vivekapUrvakano hoya to ja te guNa banI rahe; anyathA avaguNa banI jAya. bhakti paNa vivekapUrNa joIe. vartamAnakALanA keTalAka bhaktoe bhaktino viveka gumAvyo che. emanA guruo pratyenI bhakti gAMDI banI che. enA pariNAme dharmazAsanane ghaNuM veThavuM paDayuM che. bhaktonI ghelI bhakti, gurunA jIvanane ya khatarAmAM mUkI de; anya bhakto sAthe laDAImAM paNa utAre; e yAdavAsthaLI samagra dharmazAsanane dhakko pahoMcADe. sadeva bAra hAtha cheTA rahejo; bhaktonI ghelachAbharI bhaktithI. bhakto upa2 guruno adhikAra cAle tyAM sudhI vAMdho nathI. paNa guru upara bhaktono adhikAra AvI jAya te kema cAle ? bhakta kahe tema gurune karavuM? khAnapAnanI bhaktanI badhI ja bhakti gurue mUMgA moMe svIkArI ja levI? saMyama jIvanane bAdhA pahoMcatI hoya to paNa! dhULa paDI evA gurupadamAM ! re! netRtva konI pAse che? bhaktanI pAse ke gurunI pAse ? je kALamAM bhaktanA hAthe netRtva jaze te kALe dharma rasAtALa thaze. koInI zehazaramamAM guru kema phasAya? be kapaDAM ochA maLe; lUkhkhAM bhojana maLe; bhAvatAla koI na pUche... e badhI sthitimAM to ghaNI mIThAza che. bhaktanI gulAmI to narI kaDavAzathI bharI che. samAdhipUrvaka paNa vaheluM maraNa na lavAya koI yuvAna sAdhu rogiSTha avasthAthI kaMTALIne anazana karI de to ? hA.. enI samAdhi TakAvanArA vaDilo ane gurubaMdhuonI hAjarI paNa hoya... nA... ema ekadama maraNane notaruM na devAya; bhale pachI te samAdhithI thanAruM maraNa hoya.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 261 chedagraMthomAM kahyuM che ke sau prathama to sAdhue rogane dUra karatI auSadhinA prayoga 18 mAsa sudhI to karavA ja joIe. e pachI paNa jo ArogyanI prApti na thAya ane e roganA kAraNe aneka virAdhanAo jIvanakALamAM thatI hoya to samAdhimaraNa pAmavAno prayatna bezaka vAjabI che. AvuM vidhAna karavAnI pAchaLa e uddeza che ke sarvaviratidharma svarUpa sAdhujIvana atizaya durlabha che. e to jeTaluM laMbAya teTaluM vadhu sAruM. jo vaheluM samAdhimaraNa pAmavAmAM Ave to avazya devagati maLe. aviratino ja udaya thAyaH viratidharma hAthamAMthI cAlyo jAya. zA mATe AvI sthitinuM sarjana thavA devuM? enA karatAM to ahIM sAdhujIvanamAM ja kema na rahevuM? A jIvanane laMbAvavA mATe auSadhopacAra zA mATe na karavA? rogiSTha banIne ya sarvavirati dharmamAM masta rahevuM e sAruM che. paNa kaMcana jevI nirogI kAyA pAmIne ya devalokanA aviratinA jIvanamAM rahevuM phajUla che. jene A vAta samajAze e sAdhu ke sAdhvI game tevo khAnapAnano vyavahAra nahi rAkhe; khoTI rIte mAMdA paDIne rogiSTha banavAnI taiyArI nahi rAkhe. zAstrapaddhatine AdhIna rahIne potAnuM jIvana sudIrgha AyuSyavALuM banAvavAnA ja koDa sevaze. sAdhune jIvanamaraNa be ya samAna che. paNa kyAre? maraNa jo anivAryapaNe AvI paDayuM hoya to... nahi to viratinuM jIvana ja majenuM banI rahe e taddana sahaja che. zaizaveDagartAvidyAnAM... raghuvaMzAdi kAvyanA racayitA khyAtanAma kavi kAlidAse mAnavanA jIvananA cAreya pAsAMne sAMkaLI laIne eka zlokamAM ADakatarI rIte bodha detA kahyuM che ke, bALakALamAM mANase vidyArjana karI levuM joIe; (ene viSayavAsanA pajavatI hoya to) yovanamAM gRhasthajIvana jIvI le; paNa pachI jyAre vRddhatva Ave tyAre to eNe munijIvana svIkArI ja levuM joIe. ane e jIvanamAM yogasiddhi prApta karIne chevaTe A deha tyAgI devo joIe. - kavi kAlidAsane je jJAna, anubhava vagere prApta thayA tenA AdhAre temaNe A vAto karI che. ApaNe enA guNadoSanI carcAmAM UtaravuM nathI.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra ahIM to eTalI ja vAtanuM sUcana karavuM che ke A yugamAM bALakoe mAtapitA vagere vaDilonI bhaktinI je avagaNanA karI che tene dUra karavA mATe vaDiloe vAkaye munivRttInAM padano vicAra karavo joIe. alabata, zAstrakAra paramarSioe to ATha varSanI bALa vayamAM ja munijIvana pAmavAnI pAtratAnI prApti kahI che. e uMmaranI upara jeTalA divaso saMsAramAM jAya e badhA ya bAtala banI rahevAnA. ane AMdhaLukIA karIne jemaNe saMsAramAM jhaMpalAvI dIdhuM temane chevaTamAM A vAta samajAvavI che ke tamAre lokoe vadhumAM vadhu 45-50 varSanI umara thatAM ja saMsAra tyAgI devAnI taiyArI karI ja levI joIe. jIvananA badhA bhoga joI lIdhA! have A lokanA e bhoganA pApono nAza karavA ane zeSa jIvana sudhAravA tamAre tyAgaparAyaNa banavuM ja joIe. jo dareka mAtApitA chevaTe ATaluM ya karaze to emanA pratyenI bALakonI bhakti sadA vadhatI raheze. tyAgI bananArA mAtapitA pratye kevI anupama bhakti jAge? vaDilo pratyenI bALakonI avagaNanAnA aneka kAraNomAM A paNa eka kAraNa kahI zakAya ke vaDilo maratA sudhI saMsAra choDatA nathI. (hA. yoganA badale roganA aMte deha jarUra choDe che.) tijorInI cAvI soMpatA nathI ane peDhImAM javAnuM baMdha karatA nathI. saMpUrNa vRddhatva AvyA pachI paNa jo vaDilonA jIvanamAM brahmacaryAdi guNonI prApti paNa na hoya to enA mATe bALako vagerenA aMtaramAM bhakti pragaTavAnI e vAta ghaNI muzkela banI jAya che. suMdara to bALadIkSA ja ATha varSanI uMmarathI lagAvIne 70 varSanI uMmara sudhI dIkSA levAnI pAtratA hoya che, ema zAstrakAra bhagavaMtoe kahyuM che. koI khAsa prasaMgamAM apavAda hoI zake che. keTalAka ardhadagdha vicArasaraNIno bhoga banelA loko bALadIkSAno virodha karatA hoya che. ane 18 varSanI vaya bAda ja dIkSA ApavAno Agraha karatA hoya che AnI pAchaLa bALa yuvAna ke vRddha - sarvanI dIkSAno nAza karI detuM pariNAma lAvavAnI te lokonI nema hoya to Azcarya pAmavAnI jarUra nathI. jo bALadIkSA baMdha, to badhI vayanI dIkSA baMdha; evuM mAruM anumAna che. enuM kAraNa e che ke 18 varSanA yuvAno ke yuvatIo kolejanA zikSaNa sudhI prAyaH pahoMcI gayA ja hoya. A zikSaNa Arya

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra saMskArono saMpUrNa nAza karavA mATe kAtila jheranuM sAmarthya dharAve che. eTale kolejanA uMbare caDelA yuvAno dIkSA le e vAta dhIme dhIme bhUlI javI paDe tevI sthiti TUMka samayamAM ja AvI javAnI che. bhale Aje kolejiyano dIkSA letA jovA maLatA hoya; paNa have e vAta lAMbI cAle tevuM lAgatuM nathI. Ama thatAM bALadIkSA ane yuvAdIkSA-beya baMdha thaI ne? have vRddho ja dIkSA le to temanI sevAbhakti koNa karaze? dIkSita thayelA yuvAno ane kizoro to che ja nahi. jo A rIte dIkSAno ja nAza karI devAmAM Avaze to samagra tIrthano nAza thaze. kemake "sAdhu" vinA tIrthanuM astitva saMbhavI zakatuM nathI. mATe jamAnAnA A pavanamAM koIe phasAvuM na joIe. vadhumAM vadhu bALadIkSAo ja thavI joIe. keTalAko kahe che ke, "te bALa-dIkSitone 19-20 varSanI uMmare vikAro jAgaze to emanA patana nahi thAya?'' AnI sAme mAro prazna che ke A Aphata to pariNIta dIkSitone vadhu joramAM jhIMkAya tema che. bhuktabhogIo dIkSA le to zuM temane bhogavelA bhogonI yAda nahi satAve? ethI temanuM patana nahi thAya? sAcI vAta to e che ke be ya mAM patananI zakyatA che chatAM sArA sAdhunA saMgamAM rahelA abhaktabhogI bALadIkSitone vikAronA je kutuhalanI vAta karo cho te janmavAnI zakyatA ghaNI ochI thaI jAya che. kutuhala ane anubhutanuM smaraNae be mAM smaraNa ja vadhu ghAtakI nIvaDavAnI zakyatA che. chatAM dasa bALakomAM ekAda benuM kadAca patana thAya to ya tenuM dRSTAMta daIne bALadikSA kadI baMdha na karAya. dasa ghaDA banAvatA kuMbhAranA be ghaDA phuTI jAya tethI kAMI dhaMdho baMdha na karAya. bALa-dIkSA khatama thatAM tIrthaprabhAvanAnI zakyatAo nahivat banI jAya che. sAdhu pAse zuM devAnI tAkAta che? loko kahe che, "sAdhu pAse zuM hoya? e to akiMcana che. ApaNI pAse ghaNuM che mATe ApaNe ja sAdhuone vAraMvAra kahIe chIe ke, "kAMI jarUra hoya to jaNAvajo." zAbAza! kevo jIvaleNa bhrama! sAdhu eTale garIba; bacADA; kazA ya vinAnA ane badhA ya nA bhUkhyA! kevuM khataranAka gaNita! kevI bevakUpha vyAkhyA!

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra zrImaMtonA ja dimAgamAM mukhyatve AvA bhrAmaka vicAro saDatA hoya che. ApaNe temane pUchavuM joIe ke tamArA paisAthI to AMkhane cazmAM ja caDaze; mAthe TopI caDaze ane page bUTa caDaze. UMghavA mATe Danalopa maLaze; bhojana mATe gulAbajAMbu maLaze? vAMjhIApaNAnuM maheNuM TALatA kadAca bALako ya maLaze. paNa zuM eTaluM ja, A jagatamAM jIvavA mATe basa che? zuM AMkhane nirvikAra bhAvanI paNa jarUra nathI? mAthAne sArA vicAronI jarUra nathI? pagane supathagamananI tAkAtanI jarUra nathI? Danalopa, gulAbajAMbu ke bALako maLe tethI zuM? zAMti na maLe to? hAya! e saMsAra to bhaDake saLagI UThe! have tame jANo cho? koNa Ape che e nirvikArabhAvo vagere ? sAdhusto. emanI kRpAthI ja e bhAvo prApta thAya che. e vAta jyAre samajAze ke, "vikArI AMkhe cazmAM caDAvavA karatAM AMkho na hoya te sArI.'' tyAre ja nirvikArabhAvanuM pradAna karatAM sAcA sAdhu, keTalI mUDInA svAmI che e vAta barobara samajAI jaze. saMtonI jarUra kyAM? eka prasaMga sAMbhaLyo che. amadAvAdanI koI mIlanA tamAma saMcAo baporanA samaye ekAeka kAma karatA aTakI gayA. doDadhAma macI gaI. badhuM niSphaLa. traNa traNa divasa vItI gayA. mAlika ane menejaranI hatAzA AsamAnane AMbI gaI. trIje divase sAMje eka gAmaDIo Avyo. mIlamAM AMTo mArIne mAlikane kahyuM, "huM A badhA saMcA cAlu karI dauM to mane dasa hajAra rUpiyA Apazo?'' mAlike tarata ja tenI mAMgaNI kabUla karIne berara ceka phADI Apyo. nAnakaDI hathoDI laIne egAmaThI Ijanera pharI mIlamAM gayo. eka lokhaMDanI paTI telathI jAma thaI gaI hatI tenI upara jorathI hathoDI mArI. badhA saMcA cAlu thaI gayA. kutuhalathI sAthe AvelA mAlika to AbhA ja banI gayA. e bolI UThayA, "re! A hathoDI mAravAnA dasa hajAra rUpiyA te hoya!" ThAvakA moMe gAmaDIAe kahyuM, "zeTha, hathoDI mAravAno to eka ja rUpiyo cArja karyo che paNa hathoDI kyAM mAravI? tenA 9999 rU. meM lIdhA che!" gAmaThI Ijanera jevA sadguru che. dharmI-jana dharma to karyA ja kare che! anaMtabhavamAM

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra anaMtI dharmakriyAo karI. hathoDA mAramAra karyA paNa jyAM mAravAno hato tyAM to kadI na mAryo. have sadguru ene samajAve che ke dharmakriyAnI hathoDInI coTa to mananA rAgadveSa upara ja mAravI joIe. e vinA game tyAM hathoDA mAravAthI kAMI ja na vaLe. pacAsa varSa sudhI-lagAtAra-pANImAM valoNuM phare to ya mAkhaNa na nIkaLe te na ja nIkaLe. vAdaLa zA saMto! khAruM pIne mIThuM jala varasAve aSADhI vAdaLo joyA che ne! kevA kALA DIbAMga! kevo ADaMbara! ne pANIthI chalochala bharapUra! samudranA khArA pANI pIe e bApaDA? ane mIThuM-madha jevuM banAvIne varasAvI de A dharatI upara. je munione upadeza devAnI pharaja paDI che emanA jIvana upara najara karIe tyAre A vAdaLa yAda Ave che. navA jUThA jamAnAnA buddhijIvI lokonA dimAgamAM dharmatattva ThasAvavuM e loDhAnA caNA cAvavA jeTaluM kaThina kArya che. emanA jamAnAnuM khaMDana karI devA mATe emanA ja AkarSaka bIbAomAM dharmatattvane goThavIne, e dharmatattvanuM pratipAdana karavAnuM rahe che. A mATe upadezakone navA jamAnAnA badhA ya pavanothI vAkepha rahevAnuM mahAbhayaMkara sAhasa karavuM paDe che. TUMkamAM kahuM to; badhI bAbatonA jJAnanuM jhera ja pIvuM paDe che. - jo gurukRpA prApta na thaI hoya to e jhera jAtane mArI nAkhyA vinA rahe ja nahi. sinemA; rAjakAraNa, krikeTa, klabonI jANakArI meLavavI e zuM vAghanI boDamAM hAtha nAMkhavA jevuM ghora duHsAhasa ja nathI? gurukRpAne pAmelA mahAtmA ja nIlakaMTha banI zake che. jeo pIdhelA jherane potAnA gaLe ja sAcavI rAkhe che. nathI jIvanamAM UtaravA detA; ane rajUAtanI bhUla dvArA nathI jagatamAM phelAvA detA. agaNita vaMdana ho, e virala vibhUtione!

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra sAdhu jIvanane hajI koI aDI zake tema nathI gulAmIkhata kyAM nathI lakhAyuM? e ja prazna che. koNa? kono gulAma nathI? AzAno dAsa; sarvano dAsa. bApa! dIkarAno gulAma! dhaNI! dhaNIANIno gulAma ! mA! dIkarInI gulAma! sAsu ! vahunI gulAma! zeTha! nokarano gulAma! zikSaka! vidyArthIno gulAma! buddhijIvIo! saramukhatyAronA gulAma! InkamaTeksa ophIsaronI karaDI najarono; sattAdhArIonI dhAkadhamakIno; sAhebonI tAnAzAhIno to koI ArovAro ja nahi. moMghavArI, bekArI; aMdhAdhUMdhI; arAjakatA, haDatAlo, dharaNAMo; satyAgrahothI chAzavAre ne chAzavAre jIvana sthagita thaI jAya! mana becena banI jAya. AvI sthitimAMya sukhI che ekamAtra jaina sAdhu. sAcI sAdhanA karatAM sAdhako! e sAdhako ja AryasaMskRtinI rakSA karI zakaze; kemake nIDarapaNe bolavAnI tAkAta hajI emanAmAM to rahI ja che. - ahIM koInuM kazuM cAle tema nathI. emane bolatA ke lakhatAM baMdha karI devA game tevI dhamakI Apo.... niSphaLa ja javAnI che. tame kahezo ke, "tamArA bALabaccAMne bhUkhyA maravAnA divaso lAvI daIza." te kaheze; "paNa mAre bALabaccA che ja nahi ne?" "tArA gharanA tALA upara sIla mArI daIza. uttara : "mAre gharabAra che ja nahi ne. "o sAdhu! tane mArI nAMkhIza." uttara : paNa AtmA marato ja nathI ne? kevI dhanya rakSakatA hajI paNa jIvI rahI che? aphasosa! to ya rakSakone eno lAbha ja uThAvavo na hoya tyAM zuM thAya?

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra naguro jainazAsanamAM kema hoI zake? jene mAthe guru ja na hoya e kAM to tIrthaMkara paramAtmA hoya athavA to pratyekabuddha mahAtmA hoya. 268 A sivAya jinazAsanamAM guru vinAnA koIne paNa sthAna ja na hoI zake. sabUra! guru eTale paMcamahAvratadhArI badhA ya guru! ema kahevAnuM ahIM vivakSita nathI. 'paMcamahAvratadhArI badhA ya mArA guru'' evuM kahI denArane mAthe kadAca enI hAjarI le evA eke ya guru na paNa hoya. AthI ja "badhA guru = eke ya guru nahi..'' evuM samIkaraNa 2jU ka2vAnuM sAhasa karavA dila prerAI jAya che. ahIM to e vAta karavI che ke gAmamAM jeTalA davAkhAnuM calAvanArA te badhA ya DaoNkTara hovA chatAM dareka gharane jema potAno khAsa phemilI DaoNkTara hoya che tema dareka mumukSu mAthe evI koI vyakti gurupade hovI ja ghaTe jenI pAse te mana mUkIne raDI zake; saghaLI vAta karI zake ane jIvanane mokSamArge TakAvI rAkhavAnI preraNAo pAmI zake. jo tame evA koI 'khAsa-guru'ne nahi svIkAryA hoya to kadAca tamArA jIvanamAM aneka ge2samajo UbhI thaIne evo vaMToLa Ubho karaze, je kadAca tamane durgatinA paMthe pheMkI deze...' satvara 'sAcA gurune' tamArA khAsa guru banAvI lejo. nagurA maTI jajo... hA... pAMcamAM vagere padamAM samAtA sarvane pUrA ahobhAvathI namaskArya to jarUra jarUra mAnajo. pApanuM bevaDuM banatuM jatuM baLa keTalAka loko pUche che ke, "jIvanamAM gurunI zI jarUra che ?'' aneka uttaromAMno eka uttara A paNa che ke jo guru na hoya to jIvana pApanA paMke kharaDAI jAya; kharaDAyeluM te jIvana vadhune vadhu kharaDAtuM jAya. sAva kALuM dhaba banI jAya. jIvanamAM pahelI vAra pApa karavA mATe to 'sArA' AtmAne ghaNI mathAmaNo karavI paDI che; pApa karatAM ene bhaya paNa puSkaLa lAge che. paNa jo ekavAra pApa thaI gayuM to bIjIvAra e pApa karavA mATenI mathAmaNo ane bhaya be ya aDadhA thaI

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 269 jAya che. kemake pahelA pApakaraNathI bIjuM pApa karavAnI navI zakti utpanna thaI jAya che. pachI trIjIvAra pApa karavAmAM to koI bhaya raheto ja nathI; kemake be vAra thayelA pApoe e AtmAmAM pApa karavAnI pracaMDa zaktinuM utpAdana karI dIdhuM hoya che. pachI to "sAro' paNa AtmA niSphara, nirlajja, nirmaryAda banI jAya che. have to pApa karavAmAM ene pApa ja lAgatuM nathI. jo ene mAthe guru hota to? to kadAca pahelI vAranuM paNa pApa karatAM ene aTakAvI dIdho hota! chevaTe bIjI ke trIjI vAramAM to cokkasa aTakAvI dIdho hota! jIvananA sArApaNAnA dhabaDakAnI saMbhAvanA maTI gaI hota! che ne, jIvanamAM anivArya jarUra, gurunI? kRpA vinA sAdhanA kevI? jagatanI koI paNa bhautika samRddhine pAmavA mATe kadAca puruSArthanI pradhAnatA ane bhAgyanI gaNatA rahetI haze, puruSArtha dvArA lakSAdhipati banI zakAze, ke AI.sI.esa.nI parIkSAmAM pAsa thaI zakAze ke sattAnA TocanA-sthAno upara ArUDha thaI zakAze. paraMtu AMtara-sAdhanAnI bAbatamAM taddana vicitra satya svIkAravAnuM rahe che. tapa-tyAganI sAdhanA mAtra svapuruSArthe saphaLa thatI nathI; nirbhIka vidvattA paNa dhUNIne gokhavAthI ke 18 kalAka ciMtana karavAthI hAMsala thatI nathI; ucca pado upara ArohaNa paNa svapuruSArthe kAyamI banI rahetuM nathI. e mATe jarUra che devagurukRpAnI ! A kRpAne je pAmato nathI e sAdhakonI duniyAno "gaLIo bela' gaNAya. mArI macaDIne svapuruSArthamAtrathI prApta thaI jatI kahevAtI vidvattA vagere badhA ya guNo kRpAvihoNA AtmAne mATe ajIrNamAM pariName che. prasiddhio patanane notare che. bhaktio seMkaDo kambakhtI sarje che. rakhe koI kRpA vimukha banIne puruSArthanA jore sAdhanA mArge doDavA lAge! e doTa niSphaLa jAya to ya vAMdho nahi paraMtu hADakAM khokharAM karI nAkhIne ja aTake che. AvI kRpA emane ema prApta thatI nathI. kRpA meLavavA mATe to haiyAnI bhakti devI paDe. bhakti Apo ane kRpA pAmo!

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270 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra kRpA pAmo ane sAdhanAmArge kAyama mATe nirbhIka pragatinA svAmI banI jAo. siddhinI sarvocca kSitijo sara karIne bhAvaphero saphaLa banAvI jAo. bIjA badhA siddhinA Toca zikharo sara thaze, paNa.... jo sAdhu jIvana virAganI sAdhanA mATe ja hoya; jo virAga vinAnA jJAnI, dhyAnI, tapasvI ke pracAraka sAdhuonI zAstraSTie koI kiMmata na ja aMkAtI hoya to gurukRpA vinAnuM sAdhu jIvana kadApi salAmata rahI zakaze nahi e vAta sUtranI jema svIkArI levI rahI. eka gurukRpA ja evI vastu che je AtmAnA pradeza-pradezamAMthI rAga-dveSanA tophAnonI hakAlapaTTI karI zake che. eka zlokamAM kahyuM che ke, "bezaka viSayavAsanAno tyAga durlabha che, AtmatattvanuM darzana paNa khUba durlabha che, sahajasiddha saccidAnaMda avasthAnI prApti paNa atyaMta durlabha che; paraMtu e badhuM ya konA mATe durlabha? jene gurukRpA prApta thaI nathI tenA mATe." jeNe e kRpA prApta karavAnuM saubhAgya hAMsala karyuM che ene mATe to A badhI sAdhanAo dhULamAM ramatA chokarAonI ramata jevI che. e AtmAo sahaja rIte nirvikAra banI zake, sahaja rIte tattvadarzana karI zake ane saccidAnaMda pada paNa pAmI zake. jo tamane koI sadguru maLI jatA hoya to temanA caraNo pakaDI lejo. emanI kRpA meLavavA khAtara kamara toDI nAkhajo, tamArI IcchAone kacaDI nAMkhajo. paNa game tema karIne e mahAmUlI kRpAne prApta karI ja lejo. kevo apUrva maMtra!" saMtapuruSanA AzIrvAda e kevo Azcaryajanaka maMtra che ke ene gaNe bIjA ane e phaLe bIjAne! jIvananI paLepaLamAM zAstrAnusArI kaThora jIvana jIvavAnuM saMtane ! paLepaLanI kALajI karavAnI! koI paNa paLamAM pApavAsanA potAnuM kAma na karI jAya tenI

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 271 jAgatI cokI rAkhavAnI! AvI sAdhanA karatAM jIvanamAM sattva ane puNya utpanna thAya. pachI e sAdhucarita mahAtmA haiyAnA atAga UMDANamAMthI kokane AzIrvAda de, "jA... niSpApa bana! ArAdhaka bana! sAdhu bana!'' eTale pelAno beDo pAra! eNe jANe kazuM ya ka2vAnuM nahi. eNe mAtra AzIrvAda meLavI levAno. mahApApIone saMtonA AziSe ugArI lIdhA. emanAM pApa-melanA dhovaNa thaI gayA; duHkho to dUma dabAvIne nAThA. paNa koka saMtapuruSa ApaNA kalyANanI bhAvanA bhAve ane e bhAvanApUrvaka AzIrvAda de evuM saubhAgya pAmavAnuM kAma kharekhara vikaTa che. kemake e mahAtmAo apAtrane AzIrvAda devAI javAnA bhayathI khUba sAvadhAna hoya che. AzIrvAdathI utpanna thatAM puNyano bhayAnaka upayoga apAtra AtmAo karyA vinA rahetA paNa nathI. kevuM adbhuta che emanuM saMkalpa baLa! jenA kalyANano jIvaMta saMkalpa teno beDo pAra! jyotiSI paNa gaNita karIne ya thApa khAya! jyotiSano kakko bhaNyA vinAnA saMtano AMtara-avAja (intution) kadI jUTho na paDe. AvI siddhi pAmavA mATe vijJAnane hajI to koNa jANe keTalA manvantaro pasAra karavA paDaze ! gurukRpA : eka mahAmaMtra mana upara sajjaDa coTa mAre te maMtra kahevAya. 'namaskAra' vagerene AthI ja maMtra kahevAya che ne ? paNa mane ema lAge che ke e maMtrasvarUpa auSadhione anupAnanI to jarUra kharI ja. A apekSAe vicAra karatAM mane evA anupAnasvarUpa eka mahAmaMtra jIvanamAM anubhavavA maLyo che. enuM nAma che gurukRpA. mahAtyAgIo, tapasvIo ke dhuraMdhara vidvAno athavA to mahAmaMtranA jApako jo ema mAnatA hoya ke, 'emanA tapa-tyAga vagerenA svapuruSArtha dvArA ja teo jIvananI pavitratAne (AjJApAlakatAne) siddha karI zake tema che' to teo sAce ja potAnA jIvana sAthe khataranAka ramata ramI rahyA che. gurukRpAnA maMtra vinAnA e badhA ya - ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA jevA ja gaNI zakAya.

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272 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra korA tapa, tyAga vagere zarIrane kRza karI zakaze paNa tethI kAMI teo maMtrasvarUpa nahi bane. maMtra to te ja kahevAya je mananI upara coTa mAre; ane enA vikArabhAvonuM vamana karAvI nAkhe. AvI coTa mAravAnI tAkAta to mAtra gurukRpAnA anupAnamAM che. ghora tapasvIone ramaNIe kema lapeTI nAkhyA? ekAMtavAsa mATe kUlavAlaka muni gurune mUkIne jaMgalamAM cAlyA gayA; (strIthI patana na thAya e bhAvanAthI) chatAM tyAM ya temanuM patana kema thaI gayuM? A vAtothI siddha thAya che ke mAtra tapa, tyAgAdi mana upara coTa mAravA samartha nathI. puSTadehavALo paNa gurukRpAnA maMtrathI nirvikAra rahI zakaze. jAtyasiMha varSamAM eka ja vAra viSaya seve che ne? ghora tapathI kRza thaI gayelo gurudrohI nirvikAra banI rahe e vAta kadAca trikALamAM zakya nahi hoya. kabUtara jAra khAIne ya keTaluM kAmAMdha hoya che? balavatI gurukRpA pururSothanA jora upara kadAca urvazInAya kaMta banI zakAze; kahevAtA candralokano paMtha paNa kApI zakAze; aLazIyAnA paga upara mahAgraMtha paNa lakhI zakAze; paraMtu jIvanazuddhi to kadApi puruSArtha sAdhya nathI. jene jIvanamAM pavitratA joItI hoya, jene zAstrazuddha jIvananI bhUkha hoya, jene rasalAmpayanI moTI zakyatAne dezavaTo devo hoya, viSayavikArone romaromamAMthI phagAvI devAnI jene khvAhiza hoya teNe bhUlecUke paNa svapuruSArtha upara vajana ApavuM nahi. kemake AvA uccocca guNo svapuruSArthathI sAdhya ja nathI; e to siddha thAya che koka saMtanA mahAmUlA eka ja AzIvArdathI! eka ja vAra koka saMtapuruSa temanA haiye tamane besADe, athavA to tamArA mastake temano khUba vAtsalyabharyo hAtha pheravI de, athavA to eka ja premapUrNa smita pheMke, are! eka ja amI varSAvatI najara tamArI upara pheMke ke tamAro beDo pAra samajavo. ane jo... evA saMta A dharatI upara hovA chatAM tame emanI kRpAvihoNA rahI gayA ho to tamArI jAtane sauthI vadhu abhAgaNI mAnajo ane e saMtanA AzIrvAda pAmelA kokanA zaraNe jaIne emanA paNa AzIrvAda meLavI lejo. zetAnavihoNI dharatI kyAreka paNa kadAca banaze paNa saMtavihoNI to kyAreya

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 273 nahi bane. saMtanuM sat dharatInA koka khUNe khUNe paNa, lapAIne ya, prakAza pheMkatuM ja raheze. zodhI kADho 'saMtane' DhaLI paDo enAM caraNomAM. devI che mAre; maMtradIkSA dharmanA kAryo to tame loko khUba karo cho. UThatAMnI sAthe ja prabhunuM nAma lo cho. tyAgIone namaskAra karo cho, dAna do cho, zIla pALo cho ane kyAreka tapa paNa tapI lo cho. paNa e badho dharma sAco ke jUTho ? eno nirNaya karavo paDaze ne? khoTA dharmathI kadI du:kho jAya nahi ane sukho maLe nahi. e vAta jANavAnuM A rahyuM beromiTara. kaho tamArA haiyAmAM sarva jIvo pratye prema UbharAto jAya che kharo ? pavitratAnA tame premI banyA? dharma upara AvatA AkramaNo vakhate tame nIDara banyA? zAstranI vaphAdArI vadhatI cAlI? jo nA. to tame sAcA dharmanA svAmI nathI banyA. khera! have saddharmanA svAmI banavuM che? evA svAmI banavAnI tamane kAramI bhUkha lAgI che? jo tevI AgabhUkha lAgI hoya to teno maMtra batADuM. tamane maMtradIkSA dauM. jagatanA mahAna saMtone e maMtradIkSA maLI ja hatI. mane paNa mArA taraNa tAraNahAra gurudevazrI taraphathI e maMtradIkSA aMzataH paNa maLI che. lo kahI dauM tyAre, e maMtra che saMtano AzIrvAda. kadAca e maMtra vinA kaMta banI zakAze karoDapatinI kanyAnA; pantha kApI zakAze candralokanA; graMtha lakhI zakAze, vizvadarzananA; paNa prema, pavitratA, nIDaratA ane vaphAdArI to e maMtra vinA trikALamAM pAmI zakAya tema nathI. jAo... doDo... koI saMtano AzIrvAda pAmo. e khAtara, e je pApano ukaraDo mAge te turata ja tenA caraNe mUkI do. pachI badhI siddhi hAthaveMtamAM che. ApaNuM sarvotkRSTa baLa; AzIrvAda vaDilonA, vidyAgurunA, pUjanIya dharmaguruonA AzIrvAda ja ApaNA jIvananA tamAma saubhAgyanuM sarvotkRSTa udbhavakendra che.

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274 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra kahevA mATenI A vAta nathI; samajAvavA mATenuM A vidhAna nathI. tame karo. ane juo. juo... ane pAmo. bhayAnaka ApattithI kyAreka tame gherAI gayo hato tyAre evA koI saujanya bharapUra mahAnubhAvanA AzIrvAda meLavI lo. sapATAbaMdha AphatanA vAdaLo vikherAtA jaze. e to zuM? paNa kALI pApavAsanAonA bhayAnaka vAvaMToLane paNa eka ja paLamAM sApha karI nAkhavAnI pracaMDa tAkAta koI saMtanA AzIrvAdamAM paDelI che. jyAre paNa saMta pAse jAo tyAre tamArI Aphatone kadI raDazo mA! tame temanI pAse kAMIka mAgo to mAtra emanA AzIrvAda mAgajo. pachI mAgavAnuM kazuM ya bAkI rahetuM ja nathI. saMtanA aMtaranA UMDANathI udbhavelA e AzIrvacana ja badhuM ya kAma patAvI deze. - pelA jagatazeThanI vAta nathI jANatA? emane bAraNe daridratA kadI DokAM na karI jAya te mATe koke pArasamaNi Apyo paNa zeThe to khaLakhaLa vahI jatAM nadInA nIramAM ene pheMkI daIne daridratA kadI na Ave evo AzIrvAda saMta pAse mAMgyo. ane kahyuM, jyAre bhAgya paravArIne daridratA AvavAnI ja haze tyAre pArasamaNi paNa paga karIne cAlyo ja jaze... na jAya tevI cIja to mAtra ApanA AzIrvAda che." sadguruno satata saMga rAkho beTarImAM navo ja pAvara mUkyo hoya; globa paNa navo hoya to ya keTalIkavAra beTarI cArja thatI nathI. te vakhate bIjo mANasa kahe che ke pAvara konTekTamAM (saMbaMdhamAM) nathI. jo saMbaMdha na hoya to chatI paNa prakAzazaktie prakAza patharAto nathI. barobara AvuM ja; sagurunA saMgavihoNA AtmAnA jIvanamAM bane che. keTakeTalI dharabAI haze prakAzazaktio ekeka vyaktimAM! paNa aphasosa! e loko sadgurunA saMgamAM nathI. ethI ja emanA jIvanamAM vicAronA dhumADAnuM; jIvananA bhAtabhAtanA akhADAonuM jIvaleNa aMdhAruM sarvatra vyApta rahe che.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 275 naMda maNiyAra! bApaDo thoDo samaya sadguruno viyoga pAmyo to badhI kamANI kuMkAI gaI! marIne vAvano deDako banyo! A kALa to keTalo bhayAnaka Avyo che! bhAtabhAtanA vicAronA vaMToLa vIMjhAtA ja rahe che. moTA rustamanI buddhi paNa bahera mArI jAya eTalA jozathI dareka buddhijIvI varga potAnA vicAronuM "bombArTIga' karato hoya che, jo AvA vakhate zAstranA jANakAra sAcA sadguruno saMparka satata jaLavAI na rahe to mana ane jIvana evA ravADe caDI jAya ke jenA phaLarUpe anaMtakALanuM bhavabhramaNa lalATe lakhAI jAya. vAMDhApaNuM; vAMjhIyApaNuM; namAyA ke nabApApaNuM e kalaMka nathI. paraMtu nagurApaNuM to AryadezanA mAnavanuM moTAmAM moTuM kalaMka che. tamane e lAgyuM hoya to satvara bhUMsI nAkhajo. ekalavya! eka ciMtana jinazAsanamAM dIkSA pAmIne gurune samarpita rahenArA Adarza ziSyonI moTI nAmAvali thaI zake tema che; paraMtu ahIM ApaNe droNAcAryane guru tarIke svIkArIne ekapakSI samarpaNa keLavIne potAnA kSetramAM ajoDa siddhi hAMsala karatA ekalavya jevA Adarzane najaramAM lAvavo che. A prasaMganI aMdara moTAmAM moTI viziSTatA e che ke ekalavyane dhanurvidyAnuM zikSaNa ApavAnI droNAcArye sApha nA pADI dIdhI hatI to ya hatAza banyA vinA guru droNAcAryanI pratimA banAvIne emanI anupama bhakti stuti ane vaMdanA karato bhIla ekalavya dhanurvidyAnI preraNA meLavato gayo. aMte eka samaya evo AvI lAgyo ke jyAre droNAcAryanA atyaMta kRpApAtra banelA ziSya arjunane paNa eNe pAchaLa pADI dIdho. kevI ekataraphI sAdhanA! guruno ziSya prati kevo upekSAbhAva! koI prema nahi; vAtsalya nahi, karuNA nahi.. uparathI tiraskAra! chatAM ekalavyanA pakSe apAra bhakti, anahada bahumAna, pUrNa samarpaNa AthI ja siddhinI varamALA enA gaLe AvIne paDI gaI.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra vartamAnakALano keTaloka ziSyavarga gurunA abhAvanI phariyAdo karIne jaNAvato hoya che ke, "amArA pratye gurunI kRpA ja na hoya to amAro vikAsa thAya ja zI rIte? gurubhaktivihoNA AvA baMDakhora ziSyoe ekalavyane najaramAM lAvavA joIe. jAtanI nabaLAIone chAvaravAnA; doSono Topalo anya upara DhoLI devAnA pApamAMthI UgarI javuM joIe. sAro bhAva! sAro svabhAva dIkSA levAno bhAva keTalo sAro? enuM te kAMI varNana thAya? paNa anubhave eka vAta kahI devAnuM mana thAya che ke dIkSA levAno kharekharo koIne bhAva thaI jAya eTale tarata ja tene dIkSA ApI devI joIe nahi. e bhAvanI sAthe eno svabhAva paNa jovo joIe. jema bhAva sAro hovo joIe tema svabhAva paNa sAro ja hovo joIe. jene dIkSA levAno suMdara bhAva jAgyo che eno svabhAva suMdara ja hoya evo niyama nathI. sArAmAM sArA bhAvavALAne paNa meM krodhI, adekhA, khaTapaTI, uddhata joyA che. bezaka e tapasvI, jJAnI, svAdhyAyI, bhakta vagere banI zake paraMtu emanA svabhAvadoSo jaladI nivArI zakAya tevA hotA nathI. AvA AtmAo ahIM AvIne AkhA ya vartuLanI zAMtine haNI nAMkhavAnuM kAma karatA hoya che. tapano bhAva bezaka sAro che; paNa enI sAthe krodhI svabhAva zA kAmano ? seMkaDo zloko kaMThastha karavAno kSAyopathamika bhAva khUba prazaMsanIya che paNa enA svabhAvamAM ja uddhatAI paDelI hoya; upakArI guru tarapha paNa te mAthuM UMcakato hoya to te svabhAva zA kAmano ? have to mane ema kahI devAnuM dila thAya che ke dIkSAnA bhAvamAM hajI thoDIka kacAza hoya to te calAvI laIne paNa dIkSA devI; paraMtu svabhAvanI kharAbIne calAvI levAnuM jokhama to kadI karavuM nahi. "svabhAvo duratikramaH'

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 277 gurukRpAthI ja sabuddhi ane pachI siddhi upamitikAre ApaNA jIvAtmAsvarUpa dramukanA rogo (bhAvarogo)nI paricaryA mATe taddayA nAmanI paricArikA tenI pAse goThavI che. taddayA eTale te dharmabodhakarasvarUpa gurunI kRpA. A gurukRpA aneka sthAne vyasta hovAthI dramaka saMpUrNapaNe rogamukta thato nathI. te pote ja tayAne te vAta kare che. ane chevaTe e taddayA dharmabodhakarane laI Ave che. dharmabodhakara sabuddhi nAmanI covIse ya kalAkanI (day and night) paricArikA goThavI Ape che. e sabuddhinA anavarata sAnnidhyanA kAraNe dramaka sarvathA rogamukta thAya che. upamitikAre A pAtrone goThavIne AdhyAtmika vikAsamAM gurukRpAnuM ane sabuddhinuM kevuM pragADha mahattva che e suMdara rIte spaSTa karI dIdhuM che. bezaka, sabuddhi prApta thaI tyAre ja rogamuktinI siddhi prApta thaI. paraMtu e vAta kadI nahi bhUlavI joIe ke te buddhi prApta karAvI ApanArI to gurukRpA (tayA) ja hatI. gurukRpA vinA ja svapuruSArthabaLa buddhi prApta thaI zakaze paraMtu te buddhimAraka banaze. siddhione badale kadAca prasiddhio ja apAvaze ane aMte patana karAvaze. sabuddhi to mohanIya karmano kSayopazama karavA sAthe jJAnavaraNIya karmano kSayopazama kare. AvA kSayopazamane satyopazama kahevAya che. svapuruSArtha sAdhya jJAnAvaraNIyakarmano ke ajJAnAvaraNIya karmano hAsa to atyaMta jIvaleNa nIvaDe che. jene A vAta samajAI jAya te kadI kRpAvihoNo rahe kharo? maLo to; mAtA devakI maLajo cha cha dIkarA uparano dIkaro, nAme gajasukumAla. bharayauvana pAmatAM ja rUpavatI kanyA sAthe lagna thayA. lagna levAyA ane saMsArathI virakta paNa thaI gayA. mAtA devakIne vAta karI. eka ja vAta, "mAre dIkSA levI che. je mArga che moTA

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra bhAIo gayA e ja mArge mAre ya jAvuM che." moha to kokane ja na pajave. mAtA devakI paNa dhUjI gayA. khUba samajAvyA; ane prazno karIne sArI peThe cakAsyA paNa gajasukumAla ekanA be na ja thayA. chevaTe chellI vAta mAtAe karI. "beTA! to le mArI rajA che; AzIrvAda che, paraMtu eka vAtanI tuM hA pADI de ke have pachI koI paNa mAtA kyAreya nahi karavAnI. mane ja tArI "chellI mAM" banAvavAnuM mahAna sadbhAgya deje.' kevI mA! jeNe AvI mAgaNI karI! kevo dIkaro! jeNe e mAgaNIne pUrNa karI batADI. have koIne mAtA karIne janma levo e to jarA ya ISTa nathI paNa jo janma levAno ja hoya ane koI strIne ApaNI mAtA banavAnuM ja hoya to ApaNe IcchIe ke mAtA to devakI jevI ja maLajo. kyAM che AvI ratnakukSiNI mAtAo ke je potAnuM ekekuM paNa bALa prabhuzAsanane samarpita karavA mATe ja tene zikSApradAna karatI hoya ? gurukRpA vinA pApanAza? azakya gurukRpA vinA-svapuruSArtha mAtrathI - kadAca puNya vadhI jAya; vidvattA vagere maLI jAya; jabbara vyAkhyAna zakti AvI jAya; ghora tapasvI, dhyAnI paNa banI javAya; paraMtu e puNyazaktimAM paDelI pApajanakatAno nAza to na ja thAya. pApanAza mATe svapuruSArtha taddana pAMgaLo che; e kAMI ja karI zakato nathI. kulavAlaka muni, guruno droha karIne strIsaMganA pApathI bacavA mATe vanamAM jaIne rahyo; ghora tapa ane saMpUrNa ekAMtane ja eNe jIvana banAvyuM to ya strIthI ja enuM bhayAnaka patana thayuM. eTale ema kahI zakAya ke gurukRpA vinA badhI jAtanI puNyAI vadhI zake paraMtu pApanAza to na ja thAya. gurukRpAvihoNo AtmA strI-vikArathI UgaravA mATe svapuruSarthanA jora upara AMkho mIMcI deze to mIMcelI AMkhe daza strIonA vikAra janaka darzana thaze. ene ekAMta paNa mAraze; anekAMta paNa mAraze; prakAza ane aMdhakAra be ya mAraka banaze. bhoga ane tapa; jJAna ane ajJAna - be ya jIvaleNa banaze.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 279 AthI ja sAdhake potAnA jIvananI pUrNa saphaLatA pAmavA mATe gurukRpA upara khUba vajana ApavuM joIe. AMkha game teTalI lAMbI hoya paNa aMdhakAramAM e zA kAmanI? guru e prakAza che. pUrNatAne pamADanAro bhomiyo che. mAtA che. mAtAonI paNa mAtA che.

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_/ (3) sApathI ya kharAba pApa!

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 281 pApo to vALAnI jema nIkaLI paDaze duHkha koIne lagIre joItuM nathI. ane chatAMya pApo karyA vinA lagIre cena paDatuM nathI. duHkha pApathI; duHkha ja pApathI; duHkha pApathI ja-e vAta jorazorathI magajamAM ghusADI devI joIe. jo duHkha na ja gamatuM hoya to pApo na ja karavA joIe. A vAta hajI eTalI gaMbhIratAthI na samajAtI hoya to duHkha eTale zuM? enA spaSTa citro tamArA cittamAM upasAvo. kensaranA dardIne dIvAla sAthe mAthuM aphALato juo; gRhaklezanA kAraNe ghAsaleTa chAMTatI-saLagatI navoDhAnI doDadhAma juo; rogothI trAsI jaIne ApaghAta karatAM koI karoDapati zrImaMtane juo. pazuonA jIvanane najaramAM lAvo. nArakanI durgatinA trAsa vicAro. IrSyA ane atRptinI AgamAM baLI jaLI jatAM devAtmAonuM darzana karo. karavA che pApa? to taiyAra rahevuM paDaze; AvA bhISaNa duHkho mATe. IMjekazananI soyano godo paNa nahi khamI zakanAra, dAhanA dukhAvAe paNa kalpAMta karanAra zuM rADa paDAvI detA duHkho khamavA taiyAra che? asaMbhava.... yAda rAkhajo. nahi eto to jIvananA pApo kyAreka ekAeka vALAnI jema game tyAMthI phUTI nIkaLaze. enuM kazuM ja cokkasa nahi kahI zakAya. koI sthAna ke koI kALa nahi batADI zakAya. kAM dIkarI raMDAze; kAM dIkarI kulaTA banaze; kAM jIvaleNa ekasIDanTa thaze. kAM ekano eka juvAnajodha dIkaro paraloka bhego thaze; kAM dhaMdhAmAM dago ramAze; mitromAM vizvAsaghAta thaze. bhajiyA khAnArane peTamAM duHkhAvo na UpaDe e ja pApodaya kaho, khUba karAMjIne bhajiyA khAvA chatAM peTamAM na duHkhavuM te puNyodaya ke pApodaya? corI karIne na pakaDAvuM te puNyodaya ke pApodaya? bheLaseLa karIne chATakAmAM na phasAvavuM te puNyodaya ke pApodaya? sthULa dRSTithI bhale A badhAya puNyodaya kahevAtA hoya; paraMtu sUkSma dRSTithI to A badhAya ghora pApodayo ja kahevAya. jo karAMjIne khAnArane eka vAra paNa peTamAM sakhta du:khAvo UpaDI jAya to e

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282 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra dukhAvAnA bhayano mAryo paNa evA khAvAnA rAga karavAnA pApa karavAnuM baMdha to karaze ! ghaNA jIvaleNa mithyAtvanI bhUmikAmAM athaDAtA AtmAo to A rIte pApamukta thAya. temAM khoTuM nahIM! A ja rIte corI ke bheLaseLa vagere pApo karIne ekavAra jelabhegA thaI jAya to bhAvimAM AbarUbhayathI paNa corI karatAM kadAca aTake to kharA! to pachI pakaDAya temAM ja temano puNyodaya mAnavo ne? corI karIne ya nahi pakaDAnArA jelamAM na besatAM, gAdI upara ja besI rahenArAo to pharI pharI bamaNA jorathI corIo karatA ja raheze. A to ghora pApodaya ja kahevAya ne? A dRSTithI ema kahI zakAya ke cora gAdI upara bese temAM teno pApodaya che; eka vAra pakaDAIne jelamAM besI jAya temAM ja teno puNyodaya che. jelamAM besavA lAyako gAdI upara beThA nathI zuM? AvA pApodayavALAnI saMkhyAno to virATa phATayo che virATa.. jelamAM to e samAya tema nathI. AkhI duniyAne ja jela banAve to ja e samAya evaDI moTI emanI saMkhyA che. voraMTa' jevuM pApa; keDo na ja mUke eka gunegAra mANasane pakaDavA sarakAra "voraMTa bajAve che. nAsato bhAgato pharato e gunegAra chaTakavA mATe badhuM ja karI chUTe che. veSapalaTA paNa karato rahe che. eka vAra saMnyAsIno veSa laIne, dhUNI dhakhAvato koI nadI kinAre jamAve che. polIsa Ave che. game te rIte ene oLakhI kADhe che. "voraMTa' dekhADIne polIsa kahe che, "kema cho, maganabhAI! cAlo... A hAthakaDI paherI lo." are ! huM to saMnyAsI che. kyAMka bhUlA paDayA lAgo cho." veSadhArIe kahyuM. cAlabAjI rahevA do..." sapta avAje kahIne polIse hAthakaDI paherAvI dIdhI. 'voraMTa bajI gayuM. game teTalA veSa palaTo; voraMTa to baje ja. pApa voraMTa jevuM che. game teTalA bhavapalaTA karo; mANasa maTIne Dhora banI jAya; Dhora maTIne mANasa banI jAya; patita maTIne mahAtmA banI jAya; raiyata maTIne rAjA banI jAya.... game teTalA bhavapalaTA thAya to ya pApa to pIcho na ja choDe, e to pakaDe ja pakaDe.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra A nakkara satyano saMsArI mANasoe khyAla rAkhyo haze kharo ? jene A vAtano barobara khyAla AvI gayo hoya e kadI pApa kare kharo ? pApa karavuM paDe tyAreya enA rUvAMDAomAMthI bhayanI dhrujArIo chUTI gayA vinA rahe kharI? 283 moTA camarabaMdhInI; mahAtmAnI are ! e ja bhave bananArA tIrthaMka2 5ramAtmAnI paNa je pApone zarama paDI nathI e zuM mArA tamArA jevAne choDI deze ? rAma rAma karo. hAthI jevI bhIru manodazA ema kahevAya che ke hAthI jyAre taLAvamAM pANI pIvA jAya tyAre pANImAM pratibiMbita thayelA potAnA ja moMne joIne te gabharAI jAya che. A bhaya TALavA mATe potAnI sUMDhathI pANIne DahoLato rahe che jethI pratibiMba paDe ja nahi. hAthI pANIne DahoLato paNa rahe che ane majethI pANI pIto paNa rahe che. ghaNA mANasonI AvI bhIru dazA hoya che. jyAre koI sArA dharmaguru enA jIvananA bhUtakALamAM DokIyuM karAve che ane emAM paDelA pAponA kALA DIbAMga DAghAo dekhADe che tyAre e bhAI akaLAI jAya che. potAnA banI cUkelA e vikRta svarUpanA kaDavA satyane teo svIkArI zakatA nathI. potAnA pApono ekarAra karavA mATe taiyAra thaI javA jeTalI tAkAta teo keLavI zakatA nathI. AthI AvA mANaso dharmagurunI pAse gallAtallA karIne nAsabhAga kare che; e rIte chuTakArAno mithyA dama kheMce che. rANI rUkimanA jIvanamAM AvuM ja banyuM hatuM. upakArI AcArya bhagavaMte bhUtakALanuM smaraNa karAvyuM paNa ene e jIravI na zakI; gallAtallA karyA. AcAryazrIe upekSA karI, eka ja pApa ene anaMtasaMsAranI agAdha khINamAM tANI gayuM ! pApa game teTaluM kharAba hoya; enuM moM (tamAruM moM) game teTaluM bhayAnaka dekhAtuM hoya to ya have akaLAzo nahi. pApa thayuM to bhale thaI gayuM have to eno ekarAra karI jANo. aMtaranA AMsu vahAvavA sAthe sAcuM prAyazcitta karI jANo. bhIru na bano... bezaka pApabhIru banajo; paraMtu ekarArabhIru kadApi na banajo.

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284 nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra mahApApI : pApono cepa phelAvanAra phalu vagere rogonA "vAyarasa' hoya che. e vAyarasa comera phaluno rogacALo phelAvI de, keTalAka rogonA kerIarsa' (vAhako) hoya che. malerIAnA rogInA potAnAmAM malerIAno roga ja hoya paNa tenI sevA karanAro parivAra malerIAno vAhaka banelo hoya evuM paNa bane che. pachI e paricAraka jyAM jAya tyAM malerIAnA jaMtuono phelAvo karavA dvArA malerIAno rogacALo phelAve. eka lokika apekSAe ema kahevAya ke malerIAnA rogI karatAM ya te rogano vAhaka vadhAre khataranAka hoya - pAponI bAbatamAM ya AvuM ja kAMIka hoya che. pApa karanArA keTalAka pApI loko evA hoya che ke teo potAnA pApono cepa calAvatA hotA nathI; kemake pApa karavA chatAM teo pApo pratye prema dharAvatA hotA nathI. bIjA keTalAka loko pApano cepa calAvatA pApanA cepanA vAhako - hoya che. A loko khUba khataranAka hoya che. dekhAvamAM niSpApa lAgatA; jIvanamAM dharmI jaNAtAM A lokono keTaloka varga vAto, vicAro, vimarzo dvArA aneka bhoLA bhadrika lokonA aMtaramAM jamAno, pragati, kALa vagerenA nAme pApanA jaMtuono cepa lagADI deto hoya che ane pachI tarata te mANasa tyAMthI sarakI jato paNa hoya che. jeo dharmanA tattvajJAnanA marmone pAmyA nathI; anubaMdhonA rahasyone samajyA nathI evA adhyAtmanA baLa vinAnA AtmAo upara ja AvA lokono cepa lAgu thaI jato hoya che. - jo AvI jamAtathI bacavuM hoya to saguruno satata saMyoga rAkho ane tame baLavAna bano.. pachI e rogI jaMtuo tamArI upara svAra thaI zakanAra nathI. tamAre puNyodaya vadhu ke pApodaya? saMsAranA sukhonI sAmagrI puNyathI ja maLe; pachI bhale kadAca te sAmagrI pApo karAvanArI bane. jema deva, guru Adino yoga puNyathI maLe tema dhana, strI, kuTuMba

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 285 Adi paNa maLe to puNyathI ja. AjanI duniyAnA mANasone puNyodaya vadhAre che ke pApodaya? jeo paise Take paNa sukhI nathI temane to ApaNe vadhu pApodayathI pIDAtA ja kahIzuM. paraMtu jemanI pAse lAkho rUpiyA che, baMgalA che, moTaro che; kahevAtI "sosAyaTI'mAM jemanA mAna-mobhA che evA mANasone puNyodaya vadhu ke pApodaya? e vAta ApaNe vicAravI che. zAstrakAra bhagavaMto jaNAve che ke bhogasukhanI sAmagrI puNyathI prApta thAya; paraMtu e sukhone bhogavavAnI IcchA to pApodaye ja thAya, mohanIya karmanA udaya vinA bhogecchA saMbhavatI nathI. AjanA puNyazALIonI pAse bhoganI sAmagrI keTalI? ane bhogo bhogavavAnI IcchA keTalI? lakhapatine lAkha rUpiyA puNyodaye maLyA; paraMtu karoDo meLavavAnI IcchAno pApodaya keTalo joradAra? puNyodaye eka strI prApta thaI, paraMtu te pachI paNa jene aneka strIonA sukhanI IcchA satata satAvyA kare che tene pApodaya keTalo joradAra? maLI maLIne zuM maLavAnuM? jAgI jAgIne puNyodaya keTalo jAgavAno? ane na maLyAnI duniyA kevaDI? enI IcchAo keTalI? hAya! to pApodaya keTalo? have kaho jouM, AjanA koI paNa utkRSTa dekhAtA puNyavaMtAne, sAmagrIprAptino puNyodaya vadhAre haze ke aprAptanI vAsanAno ghora pApodaya vadhAre haze? pajavatA pApane UgatuM ja DAmo pApo kone nahi pajavatA hoya? paNa pApanI pajavaNInuM du:kha keTalAne haze? dADha duHkhe che; peTamAM duHkhe che; AMkha duHkhe che... tyAre rAte "oya mA!' evI sIsakArA cAlatA rahe che; e duHkhano trAsa niMda paNa harAma karI deto hoya che. paNa AvuM kAMIka pApa saMbaMdhamAM kyAreya banyuM che kharuM? koI pApa thaI gayuM hoya tyAre tenuM duHkha evuM pravaLatuM hoya ke niMda harAma thaI jAya! e duHkhanA trAsamAM bolAI jAya ke, "arararara... A meM zuM karyuM? hAya! jIvana kalaMkita karyuM? AbarUdAra mANasa thaIne huM nirlajja banyo! mane bhagavAnanI paNa zarama na naDI!

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra oha! A meM zuM karyuM!'' kaho; kadI paNa tame AvI sthiti anubhavI che kharI? jo A asahya sthitinuM sarjana ja thavA devuM na hoya to tame manamAM UgavA jatAM pApane UgatuM ja DAmo. ene AgaLa vadhavA ja na do. kutUhala ja ahIM khUba ja ghAtakI rIte khataranAka bhAga bhajave che mATe kutUhala paNa na thavA detA. nAnakaDA dharatInA cIrAmAMthI ja mIsIsIpI-masUrI nadI banI che ne? talacora ja aMte caMbala khINano dhADapADu banyo che ne? eka cinagArImAMthI ja mahAnala pragaTe che ne? pApa DAmavAmAM jeTalo vilaMba... eTalo vinAza.. eTalI niSphaLatA. makkama hAthe pApa vicArone bhakti ke jJAna-yogathI je turaMta ja zamAvI zake che e ja A jagatanI vaMdanIya vibhUti bane che. navA moDela jevAM navAM navAM pApo! unmAda ane Avezono vAyarA comera vIMjhAyA che! koNa jANe kevA kevA oratA jAge che mAnavone! jANe koI ja bAkAta nathI! lagabhaga badhAya strI-puruSo; kumAra-kumArikAo; zikSito ane sattAdhArIo; zrImaMto ane garIbo-sahunI sthiti "AIsabarga jevI banI che. dekhAvamAM sahu sArA dekhAya che. paNa aMdaranA kohavATanuM kSetra herata pamADI de teTaluM vizALa che. aMgrejI paddhatinA zikSaNe ja A unmAdanA sarjanamAM sauthI moTo bhAga bhajavyo lAge che. nahi to bAra varSanI vayamAM jAtIyatAnA pApo sparzI gayelA moTI saMkhyAmAM hoya kharA? saMskArI gaNAtA kuTuMbonI keTalIka strIomAM pati pratyenI bevaphAI sAMbhaLavA maLe kharI? sAdhuveSamAM rahelA keTalAka pApanAzano puruSArtha paDato mUkIne enA jUThA jamAnAnA du:khanAzanA kAryakramomAM sakriya rasa le kharA! manamAM kevA kevA pApo prajavaLyA haze tyAre AcAra ane uccAramAM ATalo ghasAro dekhAto haze? saurASTranA eka vaidarAje mane kahyuM hatuM ke, "na kahI zakAya ane na kalpI zakAya

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra evAM pApo A sadInA mAnavazarIromAM rogarUpe dekhAM detAM rahe che! | dara varSe moTaro vagerenA jema navA "moDelo' bahAra paDe che tema prativarSa navA pApo-ati bhayAnaka maryAdAne vaTAvI jatAM pragaTa thatAM ja rahe che. koNa jANe A mAnavajAtane have zuM karI nAMkhavuM haze? eka prazna thAya che ke unmAdanI jhIMkamAM bhIMsAtA A mAnavanA manovegane chuTTo dora ApI devAnuM kahevAmAM Ave to zuM thAya? oha! enI kalpanA karatA tammara AvI jAya! ekeko mAnava so so zetAnanI tAkAta dharAvato mahAzetAna banI jAya. pApanuM pratyakSa phaLa pApa karanArane mokSabhAva na maLe; paralokamAM sadgati na maLe; maraNanI paLomAM samAdhi na maLe, paNa e badhI vAto pachI karazuM. pApa karanArane jIvanamAM A ja jIvanamAM zuM na maLe ? kahuM? zAMti.... ene maLe becenI, udvega; ajaMpo, TUMkamAM-azAMti. duniyAne bhale enAmAM zAMti dekhAtI hoya paNa enI zAMti bhArelA agni jevI hoya che. kyAre ugra saMgharSanA svarUpe dhaDAko kare e kahI na zakAya; kalpI paNa na zakAya; IMjekzananA baLathI tAva dAbI dIdhA bAda tharmomITara mUkavAmAM Ave to normala ja dekhADe che ne? paNa jo koI ene kharekhara UtarI gayelo tAva mAnIne khAnapAnamAM badhI chUTa mUkI de to dago ja ramAI jAya ne ? e tAvano je Uthalo Ave te kevo jIvaleNa hoya? barobara Avu ja pApAtmAonA mananuM valaNa hoya che. emAM pApo dabAyelA paDI rahe che; puNyanA baLathI. jyAM sudhI pApI puNyanuM baLa jora kare tyAM sudhI pApIne koI pApI kahI na zake; pApane pApa manAvatI buddhi maLI na zake; pApI mitrono ja saMga maLyA kare, vagere saMyogomAM e pApAtmA dabAto rahe. bhale puNyanA baLathI e pApo dabAyelA rahyA. paraMtu hakIkatamAM eno vigama to nathI ja thayo; eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu dabAyelA e pAponA pratyAghAtarUpe manamAM atRpti Adi janita asvasthatA-azAMti to

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288 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra satata rahyA ja karatI hoya che. AvI azAMtine jIva laIne ja jaMpatI DAkaNanI upamA ja khUba yathArtha che. pazcAttApa ane vaMdanA be baLo bhegA thAya tyAre beTarI cArja thAya. negeTIva ane pojhITIva. jIvanane beTarInI upamA ApIe to tene "cArja karIne prakAza pAmavA mATe ya be baLonI jarUra che. nakArAtmaka ane hakArAtmaka. jIvanano aMdhakAra eTale jIvananA pApo... zAstranirapekSa jIvana. e aMdhakAranuM vilopana karavA mATe pazcAttApanI atyaMta anivArya AvazyakatA che. je jalato nathI; jIvananA pAponI smRtithI... te kadI prakAza pAmato nathI. pAponI pazcAt (pachI) tapavuM. jalavuM. enuM ja nAma pazcAttApa. paNa ekalo pazcAttApa nahi cAlI zake, vastutaH sAco pazcAttApa ekalo hoI zakato nathI. enI bIjI bAju svayaMbhU rIte prApta thaI jAya che. pazcAttApa e nakArAtmaka baLa che. hA... nakArAtmaka chatAM ya baLa to kharuM ja. nakArAtmaka kahIne ene vagovazo nahi. beTarI cArja thavAmAM jeTaluM mUlya pojhITIva baLonuM che, eTaluM ja mUlya negeTIva baLonuM che. ene jarAka paNa ochuM mUlyavAna to nahi ja kahI zakAya. paNa mUlyavAna pazcAttApa mAtrathI nahi cAle. enI sAthe hakArAtmaka baLa paNa anivArya che. e "pojhITIva phorsa'nuM nAma che vaMdanA.. niSpApone vaMdanA, ApaNane atyaMta jhaDapathI niSpApa banAve. pApanA pazcAtApanI sAthe niSpApane vaMdanAo.... vaMdanAvalio..... to hovI ja ghaTe. A be ya "phorsa" bhegA thAya ke jIvana niSpApa banI jAya. pachI e jIvanane TakAvI rAkhavuM hoya to sadAnI zaraNyonI zaraNAgati anivArya che. pApa; sApathI ya kharAba vadhu koNa kharAba? pApa ke sApa?

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 289 sApanA DaMkha karAtAM ya kAtIla; zuM pApano DaMkha nathI? pApanA viSa to bhavobhava mAre; jyAM e pApAtmA jAya tyAM enA pApodaye anekone duHkhI kare; pApI paNa banAve. khUba ja khataranAka cepa che pApano... pAghaDIvALo eka mANasa rastA uparathI cAlyo jato hoya ane koI ekAeka tenA nAmanI bUma pADIne kahe, "are! amathAbhAI, tamArI pAghaDImAM sApa che!'' ''o bApa!'' kahetAMnI sAthe ja amathAbhAI pAghaDI - AkhI ne AkhI - pheMkI de ke nahi? sApa pheMkavAne badale sApavALI pAghaDI ja pheMkI de! bhayanA mAryA! sAruM.... have dhAro ke e ja amathAbhAInA hAthamAM anItivALuM dhana AvI gayuM che. mArA jevA koke e vAta jANI eTale tarata ja kahyuM, "o amathAbhAI! tamArA hAthamAM anItinuM dhana!'' have zuM amathAbhAI e dhana pheMkI de kharA! nahi ? zA mATe nahi? sApa kharAba che ane anItinuM dhana kharAba nathI zuM? Ama chatAM anItinuM dhana majethI tijorImAM goThavAI jAya? Ano artha to e ja thayo ke amathAbhAIne A jIvananA tAtkAlika dekhAtA duHkhano ja bhaya che. paraMtu A ja jIvananA dUravartI du:khono, maraNanA trAsano; paralokanI pIDAono leza paNa khyAla nathI! A to moTI nAstikatA ja kahevAya ne? jene dUravartI duHkho dekhAtA nathI e ja nAstika! bhalene pachI te maMdiramAM jato hoya, ane mALAnA maNakA pheravato hoya! niSpApa jIvananA cha sopAno mAnavajIvanamAM paNa niSpApa jIvananI siddhi na maLe to bIje eno avakAza ja kyAM che? enA jevo kamanasIba koNa hoI zake ? paNa pApo ya kAMI ochA aLavItarA nathIsto ? game te rIte, game te paLe; game tenA jIvanamAM pesI javuM e pAponI

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290 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra jamAtane mana DAbA hAthanI ramata jevI vAta che. to zI rIte niSpApa banavuM? A rahyA te mATenA cha pagathiyAM. kramazaH ja enI upara caDavuM paDaze. pUrvapUrvanuM pAkuM karyA vinA AgaLa vadhazo to badhA ya kAcA rahI jaze. 1. pApano pApa tarIke svIkAra karo bhagavAna jinezvaroe jene pApa kahyuM tene tame paNa pApa tarIke ja svIkAro. A pagathiyuM khUba ja kaThina che. AnI kacAzane kAraNe ja ghaNA AtmAo niSpApa banI zakatA nathI. pApane tyAgavuM hajI saheluM che paraMtu tene pApa samajIne pApa tarIke tyAgavuM to atyaMta kaThIna che. 2. pApathI dhUjo : jene pApa mAnyuM tenI kalpanAthI paNa dhrUjI UTho. 3. pApanA nimittothI nAsI chUTo pApa karAvanArA je sAdhano hoya tenAthI sadA vegaLA raho. 4. pApanA pazcAttApapUrvaka sakhta daMDa rAkho : nimittothI dUra rahevA chatAM pApa thaI jAya te paNa bane. tevI sthitimAM ghora pazcAttApa karo ane teno sakhta daMDa bhogavo. 5. niSpApane vaMdanA karo : paNa mAtra pazcAttApa nahi cAle. vaLI ApabaLe kAMI pApo jitAya paNa nahi. niSpApane vaMdanA karIne ja e baLa meLavI zakAya. 6. niSpApanI zaraNAgati vAraMvAra lo : divasamAM jyAre ne tyAre niSpApa mahAtmAo ane paramAtmAonuM mAnasika zaraNa svIkAro. UdhaInI mahArANI : pApa saMskAro lAkho UdhaIthI khadabadI UThelA koI kabATane joIne game tevo mANasa kaMpI UThe che. paNa e UdhaIonI janetA mahArANI enI najaramAM jhaTa AvatI nathI. jo lAkho UdhaI ciMtAjanaka hoya to tenI janetA mahArANI keTalI ciMtAjanaka hoI zake ?

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 291 duHkhone ApaNe UdhaInI upamA ApI zakhIe; kemake jIvananA kabATane vaLagI paDIne, ene korI nAMkhIne e khatama karI nAMkhe che. be-pAMca duHkhomAM jhaDapAyelo koI mANasa nathI joyo? keTalo badho dayAmaNo lAge che? sthaLamati mAnava to du:khone joIne ja evo bebAkaLo banI jAya che ke enI janetAne jovA-vicAravAnI enI koI taiyArI ja hotI nathI. mahAsaMtoe enI janetA ApaNI najaramAM lAvI mUkI che. du:khonI janetA che pApasaMskAro... janama janamanA.. vAraMvAra pApo karatA rahIne tagaDAbAja banAvelA... AtmAmAM ekarasa banI gayelA.... duHkho to bhogavavAthI kSINa thaI jAya che; paraMtu pAponA paDI gayelA - AtmAmAM jAma thaI gayelA - saMskAro uttejita thaIne navA pApo janmAvatA ja rahe che ane phalataH navA duHkho janmatA ja rahe che. jyAM sudhI e pApa saMskArono nAza nahi thAya tyAM sudhI pApo ane duHkhono pUrNa nAza nahi thAya. jaze pAMca duHkho; paNa navA paMdara duHkho UDI AvIne besI ja jaze. mATe ja kahuM chuM ke duHkhanI jhAjhI phikara karo mA! ciMtAjanaka to che pApasaMskAro! UdhaInI mahArANI. jhera, sApa ane tenuM ghara - traNe ya kharAba jhera kharAba; kemake te mAre che. sApa kharAba; kemake te DaMkhIne jhera de che. sApanuM bila kharAba; kemake temAM sApa rahe che. hakIkatamAM to jhera ja kharAba kahevAya ke je mAranArI vastu che. chatAM sApa paNa sahune kharAba lAge che, bhale pachI te dUra paDayo hoya. sahu kahe che, "bhAI! sApano to bharoso nahi; kadAca ekadama doDI Ave ane DaMkha mArI de to? marI ja javAya ne ! paNa vAta AthI ya AgaLa vadhI che; sApanA bilamAM ya koI hAtha nAMkhatuM nathI. zuM sApanI jema, sApanuM bila kadI DaMkha mAravAnuM che? nahi ja.. to ya temAM

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292 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra hAtha nAkhatA ATalI badhI bIka zAthI? uttara maLe che ke sApa temAM hoI zake che. bIlamAM hAtha nAkhIe ane sApa karaDI jAya to? mATe jema sApathI AghA rahevuM tema bilathI paNa AghA rahevuM. zAbAza. bahu sarasa vAta goThavI ApI. to have mArI paNa vAta mAnavI ja paDaze; kemake A vAta AbehUba AvI ja jAtanI che. have huM kahIza ke mamatA kharAba, dhana kharAba ane saMsAra paNa kharAba. Asakti kharAba; strI kharAba; saMsAra paNa kharAba. mamatA-Asakti vagere jhera che; dhana, strI vagere sApa che. saMsAra emanuM ghara che. keTalI spaSTa vAta che! chatAM AmAM mamatA ke Asaktine kharAba kahenArA maLaze paNa strI ke dhanAdinuM ane chevaTe saMsAranuM uparANuM lenArAonI jamAta ja ghaNI moTI haze. AvA lokone zI rIte samajAvavA e prazna che. pazcAttApa vinAnuM nAnuM paNa pApa khataranAka che. pApa nAnuM hoya ke moTuM hoya e mahattvanI vAta nathI. mukhya vAta to prAyazcittanI che. moTA pApo paNa prAyazcitanI ane pazcAttApanI aganajvALAothI baLIne khAkha thaI gayAnA dRSTAMto zAstranA pAne TaMkAyA che. ane bahu nAnA pApo karanArA AtmAo paNa prAyazcittanA abhAve anaMtakALa sudhI saMsAramAM bhamatAM; TicAtAM ane mAra khAtAM ja rahyAM che. saMsArarasika AtmAnuM nAnuM paNa pApa sate ja rasavRttivALuM che eTale ja e AtmA sAthe sakhta coMTI jAya che. jyAre e AtmAnA dharmo sAva nIrasa hovAthI puNyakarma coMTatuM ja na hovAthI koI pApI pavananA jhapATe AtmA uparathI UkhaDI pheMkAI jAya che. ghaNA dharma karanArAo phariyAda karatA Ave che ke emanA dharmanuM phaLa kema dekhAtuM nathI? bhalA.... nabaLA dharmonA te phaLa hotA haze? AvA dharmanA to A lokamAM ja phaLa maLe? vaLI bIjI bAjue pApo khUba joradAra dekhAya che. tatkALa phaLa maLavAnuM ja hoya to ya ati baLavAna pAponuM ja maLI zake. pAponuM evuM koI phaLa dekhAtuM nathI uparathI kALIdATa moMghavArImAM paNa peTa bharIne UMghavAnuM ya sukha maLyuM che emAM ja prabhuno pADa mAno. roja bAsuMdIpurInA bhojananI ane pAcananI apekSA tame rAkhI paNa zako nahi.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 293 pApano bhAva jIvato rAkhazo mA evo daDha saMkalpa karo ke, "mAre maratA pahelA mArA pApanA bhAvone mArI nAkhavA ja che." jo maraNa thaI jAya ane pApanA bhAvo jIvatA rahI jAya to upAdhino ArovAro na rahe. pApanA bhAvo pratye jenI lAgaNI kUNI che te vyakti dharmakriyAo ghaNI karI ghaNuM puNya bAMdhe to ya enA saMsArano aMta to na Ave paraMtu e ja puNya pelA pApanA bhAvane vadhArI mUkatA dravya, kSetra ane kALanI pragati karI Ape ethI pApanA bhAvane vadhu puSTa banavAnI taka maLI jAya. caMDakauzika sarpanA jIvanamAM A siddhAMta spaSTa rIte prasarI gayelo jovA maLe che. muninA bhavamAM krodhano pApa bhAva jIvato rahI gayo ane potAnuM maraNa thaI gayuM enA pariNAme tApasanA jIvanamAM pUrvanA puNyathI je dravya, kSetra, kALa maLyA teNe krodhanA bhAvanI Agane bhabhukAvavAnuM ja kAma karyuM. vaLI pAchuM maraNa thayuM ane krodhano vadhu tagaDo banelo bhAva jIvato ja rahI gayo to dRSTiviSa sarpanA bhavamAM khUba vistAra pAmelA tevA dravya, kSetra, kALa maLyA ke jenI madadathI sahaja rIte krodhano pApabhAva atizaya puSTa banato ja rahyo. e to sAruM thayuM ke koI janamanA sArA puNya paramAtmA mahAvIradevane e vanamAM mokalI ApyA ane bhayaMkara rIte vakaratA jatAM e pApabhAvane mULamAMthI khatama karI devAyo. nahi to nArakanI aghora paraMparA sivAya enA bhAvimAM bIjuM zuM hota? pApecchAne ja khatama kare zrInavakAra zrInavakArane maMtrAdhirAja-sarvamaMtra ziromaNi - kema kahyo? enuM eka kAraNa e paNa lAge che ke tenA sAtamA padamAM kahyuM che ke A namaskAra sarvapApono - sarva pApecchAono ja mULamAMthI nAza karI nAkhe che. ahIM pApa ane pApecchAne judA kahevA che. pApa eTale pApa-karma ane pApecchA eTale pApa karavAno abhilASa.

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294 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra anya maMtronA japathI pApakarmonA nAza thaI jAya paNa jo te maMtro pApa karavAnI IcchAne ja tejAba lagADe nahi to vaLI navA pApakarmono baMdha thayA ja kare. paraMtu zrInavakAra ane tene sAkSAt ke paraMparAe sparzatA sarvamaMtromAM to pApa karavAnI IcchA upara ja tejAba lagADI devAnI tAkAta paDI che. pApakarmone ya te khatama kare; ane pApecchAne paNa saLagAvI de. pApa karavAnI IcchA ja na jAgavI e ja sauthI moTI siddhi che. kemake pachI to sahaja rIte niSpApa jIvananI prApti thaI jAya che. Ama thatAM sahaja rIte mokSamArganI ArAdhanAo jIvanamAM vega pakaDe che. IcchA e ja duHkha. IcchA e ja pApa. pApa karavAnI IcchA ja mahApApa. pApakAryo jo UdhaIo che to pApecchA e UdhaIonI janmadAtrI mahArANI che. enA vinAza vinA janma, maraNanA pherA maTe ja nahi. IcchAno nAzaka navakAra che mATe ja navakAra smAraka ja IcchArahita siddhabhagavaMtonA sukhanI jhAMkhI karI zake che. lAMcAdi pApono nAzaka pApaDara sarvatra pApo vyApyA che. svane, parane, sarvane je duHkhI kare te pApa. sArAmAM sArA kapaDAmAM sajja mANasonA aMtara paNa kAjaLathI ya kALA banyA che. buddhijIvIoe buddhinI jhIMka lagAvI che eTaluM ja. bAkI e buddhi to barabAdInA paMthe kyAranI dhasI gaI che! A AryadezamAM lAMca, ruzvata, anIti, anAcAranuM astitva ja na hatuM ema to kema kahI zakAya? paraMtu e samaya ghauMmAM kAMkarAno hato; Ajano samaya kAMkarAmAM ghauMno Avyo che. jANe koI lAMca, ruzvatakhorIthI mukta sattAdhArI nathI. nA..... sAhebanI phAIlo goThavato paTTAvALo paNa nahi. vepArI ane nItimAna! lagabhaga asaMbhava - kumArikA ane zIlavatI! lagabhaga asaMbhava. zrImaMta ane sadAcArI! lagabhaga asaMbhava.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra A thavAnuM kAraNa eka ja che, 'lagabhaga darekanA haiyethI pApano bhaya nAbUda thaI gayo che. 295 have lAMcaruzvata, anIti ke anAcAra vagerene pApa ja koNa mAne che? enAthI Dare che ja koNa? AvA sarvaghAtakI pApone koI paNa sarakAra ke gavarmenTa, dhAkadhamakIthI dUra karI zake tema nathI. jyAM sudhI janahRdayamAM pApathI phaphaDATa pedA nahi thAya tyAM sudhI AkhA rASTrane; samasta prajAne ane saMskRtine ane AtmAne bharakhI jatA pApono nAza koI paNa nahi karI zake; nA... khuda bhagavAna paNa nahi. pApano choDa kheMcatA ja raho pApavAsanA tamArI pAchaLa bhUtaDInI jema vaLagI che? tamAro keDo choDatI ja nathI? ethI pApo thayA vinA rahetA ja nathI? pApa karavAnI IcchA thaI ja jAya che ? khera... darda bezaka, UMDuM gayuM che. paNa hajI asAdhya to nathI ja banyuM. zAstrakAra paramarSionI eka vAta barobara samajI rAkho ke, ''anAdikALathI bhavabhramaNa karatAM jIve khUba khUba pApo karyA che; koI paNa pApa bAkI rAkhyuM nathI.'' have kaho jouM? e AtmAmAM e badhA ya pAponA saMskAra kevA jAma thaI gayA haze ! AvA jIvane pApavAsanA jAgatI rahe temAM navAI paNa zuM che? khera... have tamane eka rasto batADuM. jarA ya hatAza banI gayA vinA e mArgane apanAvI lo. pApa thatAMnI sAthe eno ghora pazcAttApa karo ane, "have to A pApa nahi ja karuM.'' evo hArdika saMkalpa karo. pachI bhale pharI pApa thaI paNa jAya to pharI eno pazcAttApa ane pharI saMkalpa. basa... pApane prajvaLavAnuM ja kAma karavuM hoya to tame tamAruM raDavAnuM ane saMkalpa karavAnuM kAma paNa karatA ja raho. nA... emAM jarA ya daMbha na kahevAya; ane niSphaLa prayatna paNa na kahevAya. AvA pazcAttApa ane saMkalpanuM phaLa avazya Avaze. eka vAra pApano e choDa karamAvA lAgaze; aMte marI jaze.

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nahi eso janama bAra-bAra vAvelA ropane vAraMvAra kheMcavAmAM Ave ane vAraMvAra ropI devAmAM Ave ane pachI pANI pAvAmAM Ave to ya tenI upara phaLa besaze kharuM? nahi. e rIte vAraMvAra kheMcAto ropa to aMte karamAI ja javAno. eno vikAsa khatama thaI javAno. Izvarane mAnanAro pApa karatAM zaramAya paNa nahi!!! je Izvarane mAne che enAthI prAya: to pApa thAya ja nahi; chatAM durbhAgyanA yoge te pApa kare to ya tethI te zaramAI to jAya ja ne? kulInatA konuM nAma? dharmI pitAnI sAme ughADe choga sigAreTa pIto dIkaro nirlajja na kahevAya? akulIna na kahevAya? pApa game tyAM karavAmAM Ave. mANasa bhale mAnato hoya ke, "e vAtanI koIne khabara paDI nathI; e pApa koI jANatuM ja nathI; e to ekAMta ke aMdhakAramAM meM karyuM che eTale enI koIne gaMdha paNa nathI. vagere." paNa A badhA vidhAno rasAtALa jUThAM che. IzvaranI hastimAM ja nahi mAnanAro nAstika mANasa AvuM badhuM bhale lavyA kare paNa maMdiramAM jaIne Izvarane pUjato, AbarUdAra gaNAto mANasa AvuM kadI na bole; kemake te jANe che ke bIjuM koI nahIM to ya Izvara to mArI badhI khAnagI-bAbatothI sujJAta che ja." jene A vAtamAM niSThA che e zuM parastrIgamanAdinA pApa karI zake kharo? Izvara to ApaNA bApano ya bApa che. enI sAme ja enAM dekhatAM ja sAva nirlajja banIne parastrIgamanAdinuM koI paNa pApa dIkarAthI thaI zake kharuM? kadAca tevuM pApa thAya to ya zaramanA bhArathI enuM mAthuM namI na jAya? Ama jenuM mAthuM na name e kulIna kahevAze? e IzvaranI hastIne svIkArato Astika gaNAze? nA.... jarA ya nahi. svabhAvathI pApa na game to ya uttama Aryadezano koI mANasa pApa na kare; evuM nIti vAkya che. emAM kahyuM che ke svabhAvathI ja je pApa na kare te uttama jana kahevAya; ane A lokamAM beAbarU

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 297 thavAnA bhayathI je pApa na kare te adhamajana kahevAya. vartamAna sthitino vicAra karatAM adhamajanamAM ya keTalAno naMbaralAge te prazna thaI paDe che; kemake moTA bhAge pApa vinAnuM koInuM jIvana ja dekhAtuM nathI. chatAM have A sthitinA lokomAM uparokta zlokano meLa besADIne uttamAdinuM vibhAgIkaraNa karavuM hoya te A rIte karI zakAya kharuM. pApo karavA chatAM svabhAvathI ja jene pApakaraNa na game te uttama; paralokabhayathI na game te madhyama ane beAbarU thavAnA bhayathI na game te adhama. basa... A chellI vyAkhyA che. AryadezanA mAnava tarIkenuM jIvana mahApuNyodayathI maLe che; tema AryadezanA mAnavane pApakaraNa (have pApaprIti) mahApApodaye ja saMbhave che. mahApuNyodaya ane mahApApodaya be ya atyaMta durlabha che. aphasosa ! Aje be ya saune sulabha thaI gayA. khera... chatAM jo pApakaraNa pratye tIvra napharata hoya to ya ghaNuM. beAbarU thavAnA bhayathI paNa te napharata pedA thaI hoya to ya cAlaze. pApa pratyenI tIvra napharatavALo pApI haze to ya... pApI rahI zakaze nahi. chellAmAM chellI vAta... pApa majethI to na ja karo AryadezanA koI paNa mAnavanI bhAvanA mokSapada prApta karavAnI hovI ghaTe. emAMthI e jeTalo khase teTalo e anArya ja kahevAya. jene mokSanu pada pAmavuM hoya teNe sAdhu banavuM ja paDe; sAdhu banavA mATe ghara tyAgavA mATe gharane bhUMDuM mAnavuM ja paDe. paNa dhAro ke te AtmA sAdhu thaI zake tema nathI; ghara tyAgI zake tema nathI to ? aphasosa! to chevaTe sAdhu banavAnI tIvra bhAvanAthI bhAvita to thavuM ja paDe. ethI lAbha zuM ? A rahyo uttara... sAdhu banavAnI tIvra tamannAvALA AtmAone saMsAramAM je pApo karavA paDe temAMthI temano rasa sAva UDI jAya che. pApa rUpI e sApa, viSanI kothaLI vinAnA thaI jaIne nirmAlya banI jatA hoya che.

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298 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra A che chellAmAM chellI zarata. AdhyAtmika vikAsanI maMjhile A che pahelAmAM paheluM Daga. bhagavaMta banavA saMta bano; saMta banavA sajjana, (dezaviratidha2); sujana (samyadRSTi) bano. sujana banavA mATe sArA (mArgAnusArI) bano. sArA banavA mATe pApamAMthI "majA'nI bAdabAkI karo. basa. AthI nIce have UtarI zakAya tema nathI. chellAmAM chello A bhAva che. paravaDe to mAla svIkAro... majethI pApakaraNatyAga. pachI to ApameLe upara uparanI sAdhanAo zarU thatI jaze. tamAre jhAjhI ciMtA karavI paDaze nahi. munijIvanamAM sauthI kaThina zuM? saMsArIjanane potAnA saMsAra saMbaMdhI je je duHkho che; strI, putra, dhana, kuTuMba, vepAra vagere aMgenA.. emAMnuM eka paNa duHkha munijIvanamAM nathI; kemake duHkhanA mULasvarUpa e sAmagrIo ja enA jIvanamAM nathI. - have prazna thAya che ke munijIvanamAM duHkha zuM? vihAra, loca, brahmacarya vageremAM koIne dukha jaNAtuM hoya to te paNa barobara nathI; kemake lAMbA gALAnA eka sarakhA abhyAsathI A bAbato jIvanamAM svabhAvanI jema vaNAI jatI hoya che. paraMtu abhyAsa dvArA paNa ghaNI mahenate ya niSphaLa jAya tevI eka sAdhanA che jenuM duHkha jo munine sparzI jAya to samagra jIvana dhULabheguM thaI jAya. A sAdhanA che; satata palaTAtA jatA dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvonA palaTA sAthe palaTAtA rahIne jIvanano sumeLa sAdhavAnI. Aja pavanavALI jagA maLe; ane kAle DAMsa maccharanA caTakAM deto khUNo maLe? Aje ThaMDuM pANI; kAle dhagamagatuM pANI; Aje cokhkhA ghInI roTalI; kAle DAlaDAnI roTalI.. pratikULabhAva tarapha eka ja paLano tiraskAra! ane tarata ja masta sAdhanA, oksIjana upara! anaMtA oghA-muhapattinA vidhAnanI sArthakatA have barobara samajAI jaze.

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nahi aiso janama bAra-bAra 299 duHkhamaya saMsArane sukhanuM bhUta vaLage to pApamaya banI jAya. zAstrakAra bhagavatoe A saMsArane duHkhamAMthI Ubho thanAro; duHkhamaya bananAro, ane duHkhanI ja paraMparAo bagADanAro kahyo che. saMsAranA sukho ya duHkha vinA maLe nahi; ane maLelA sukho IrSyA-atRptinA duHkhe duHkhamaya banyA vinA rahe nahi; tathA e sukhonA bhogavaTAnA pariNAme durgatinA duHkhonI paraMparAo to pAchI satata cAlyA ja kare. hajI ATaluM ja hota to A vAtane ApaNe sAmAnya rIte gaMbhIra kahevAnI taiyArI batAData; paraMtu je AtmAnA haiye saMsAranA sukhonI Asakti ghara karI jAya che; jene AsaktinuM e bhUta vaLagI paDe che enI to bhAre avadazA besI jAya che. pachI eno saMsAra duHkhahetuka; duHkhamaya ane duHkhAnubaMdhI banIne aTakato nathI; paraMtu e pApahetuka, pApamaya ane pApAnubaMdhI banIne ja rahe che sukhamAM Asakta banelo AtmA anIti AdinA pApothI dhanAdinI kamANI karIne baMgalA vagereno saMsAra pAme che. A sukhamaya saMsAra bhraSTAcArAdinA pApothI taraboLa banIne pApamaya bane che. ane anIti, anAcAra, ahaMkArAdinA kALA saMskAro bhavAMtaromAM punaHpunaH jAgrata thatA rahIne pAponI paraMparA cAlu ja rAkhatA rahe che. Ama Akho saMsAra pApahetuka; pApamaya ane pApAnubaMdhI banIne ja rahe che. caMDAla saMbhUtino saMsAra duHkhahetuka, duHkhamaya ane duHkhAnubaMdhI hato paraMtu munijIvanamAM AsaktinuM bhUta ene vaLagyA pachI brahmadattanA bhAvi jIvanamAM eno saMsAra pApahetuka, pApamaya ane pApAnubaMdhI banI gayo! chevaTe pApa na gamavAnI speziyala-doDatI TrenamAM to dAkhala thAo! AryadezamAM janma laIne anArya tarIke gaNAI javuM enA jevuM bIjuM kalaMka kayuM hoI zake ? "Arya dezano je mANasa che te pApa to kare ja nahi'' evuM ApaNe tyAM nItivAkya che. jo e uttama Aryajana hoya to svabhAvathI ja pApa na kare; madhyama Aryajana hoya to paraloka bhayathI pApa na kare; ane adhama evo paNa Aryajana hoya to beAbarU thavAnA bhayathI pApa na kare.

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300 nahi eso janama bAra-bAra have AjanA pApa karanArA Aryajanone Aryajana zI rIte kahevAya? chatAM pApa karanArAone paNa ApaNe muktinA sTezane pahoMcADavA che. cAlo; temanA mATe eka "speziyala-Trena doDAvIe. temAM koI paNa kalAsanI temaNe TikiTa laI ja levI rahI. pApa karavA chatAM jene svabhAvathI ja pApa game nahi te A speziyala-TrenanA pharsTa kalAsamAM caDe; paralokabhayathI jene pApa na game te sekaMDa kalAsamAM bese; ane beAbarU thavAnA bhayathI jene pApa game nahi te tharDa kalAsamAM caDI jAya. jo A TreInamAM ya kyAMya naMbara nahi lAge to poka mUkIne raDayA karavAnuM bAkI raheze.