Dharmvir Upadhyay Sohanvijayji

Author(s): Fulchand Harichand Doshi
Publisher: Atmanand Jain Sabha
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/022907/1

Page #1
dharmavIra upAdhyAya zrI sohanavijayajI HQC152

Page #2
{{{{*(P1) | * Bi (v) to 1/ SHIPPI - #$}} {{ v !{} be fus!** * ... | | | | | | | | saMdeza yAda che samAdhimaMdiranI sabhA ! yAda che e gamagIna dina! yAda che e krama vIranAM smaraNeA ! cAda che e guruvarya nI bhAvanAo ane kAryo ! cAda che gurudeva zrImad vijayavallabhasUrIzvajIe uccArelAM vacanA "Aje ApaNI vaccethI eka sitArA adrazya thayA. temaNe pujAba gurujjuLanI samunnati ane jAti saMgaThana--A be kArya samAjane caraNe dharyAM che. e bahAdura vIre ekalAe ATalI hiMmata AMdhI ATaluM kAma karI batAvyuM. zuM ApaNe badhA maLI samAjanA kalyANanAM e e kAma nahi karIe."

Page #3
dharmavIra upAdhyAya [ sva. upAdhyAya zrI sehanavijayajI, mahArAjanI jIvanarekhA ] : prayojaka , phulacaMda haricaMda dozI mahuvAkara prakAzaka : maMtrIo: zrI. AmAnaMda jaina sabhA, muMbaI. mUlya : sadupayoga

Page #4
100 101 zz 11 pA 100 103 tat sahAyakA roDa kerAvalAla nAna dharamazI mukAdama muMbaI lAlA haMsarAjajI sUratarAmajI jaina sADhArA ( laghukha' lA. dIpacaMdanA lagnanI khuzAlImAM ) lAlA ratanacaMdajI rIkhabhadAsajI gadahIpA huziyArapura ( laghuma lA. sAgaracadrajInA lagnanI khuzAlImAM) lAlA munzIrAmajI tilakaca'dajI jaina munhANI gujarAnavAlA lAlA dhanapatarAmajI vilAyatIrAmajI ludhiyAnA ( lA. vallabhadAsanA vivAha (sagAi)nI khuzAlImAM ) lAlA suMdaradAsajI maheracaMTTajI kharaDa gujarAnavAlA e gRhastha-pAleja : AcAryazrI vijayalalitasUrijInA sadupadezathI zrAvikAsa'dha : pratinI-sAdhvIjI zrIdevazrIjInA sadupadezathI zrI zeDa ratilAla vardhamAna, vaDhavANa kempa vIra sa. 246 Atma sa. 46 prakAzaka : zrI hIrAbhAI rAyaca'da malabArI vikrama sa, 1998 IsvI sana 1942 zrI vADIlAla jeThAlAla sAha H ma`trIo. zrI AtmAnaH jaina sabhA gADInI cAla, pAyanI, mubaI ra bhAvanagara mudraka : maNilAla kalyANadAsa paTela, zrI sUryaprakAza prinTIMga presa pAMcakuvA daravAjA amadAvAda

Page #5

Page #6
// zrI moja palamarinA ziSya / panyAsa kati vijayajI mahArAja // marubhUmiuddhAraka, prakhara zikSApracAraka AcAryazrI vijayalalitasUrIzvarajI.

Page #7
samarpaNa paMjAba kesarI, zAzanaziromaNI samAjauddhAraka, zikSaNa saMsthAonA saMsthApaka AcAryazrI vijayavallabha sUrIzvarajI ziSyaratna mabhUmiuddhAraka, zikSA pracAraka gurubhakata, zAsanasevaka zrI vijayalalita surIzvarajI nA karakamaLamAM temanAja. Atmapriya laghubaMdhu dharmavIra upAdhyAya zrI sehanavijayajInI jIvanagAthA sama samarpita

Page #8

Page #9

Page #10
14 nyAyabheAnidhi jainAcAya 1008 zrImad vijayAnaMda surIzvara AtmArAmajI 'mahArAja, "

Page #11
e bAla AtmAnaH jaina gurukuLa mATe yAjanA ane kAyane vicAra karavA huM. AcArya zrI vijayavallabhasUrijI pAse gujarAnavAlA gaye tyAre caritranAyaka bimAra hatA. ane gurukuLanI zarUAta vakhate te e dharmAvIra svarge saMcarelA. temanAM kAryo ane gurukuLa mATenI jhaMkhanA viSe gurukuLamAM vAte cAlatI. gujarAnavAlAnA bhAI e ane paMjA ne zrIsava upAdhyAyajIne prasaMge prasaMge yAda karatA hatA. paNa hu cha varSa gurukuLamAM rahyo te daramiyAna upAdhyAyajInA saMkalita jIvanacaritra viSe kazuM thaI zakayuM nahi. paNa pAMca varSa pahelAM temanuM hindI jIvanacaritra vAMcI e karmavIra mATe bhAre sanmAna thayeluM. temanA jIvananA prasaMge| rAmAMca jevA lAgyA ane temanI jIvanagAthA gujarAtImAM navIna draSTie AlekhavAnI mane svayaMbhU IcchA thaI AvI. gurubhakta paM. zrI samudravijayajI mahArAjazrI te| gurunA pagale cAlanArA ane samAja tathA dharmAMnI unnati mATe divasa rAta parizrama karanAra AcArya zrI vijayavallabhasUrijI mahArAjanA caraNamAM avirata sevAbhAve rahenArA heAvAthI AcArya zrInI anujJA meLavI mane jIvanacaritra mAlekhavA jaNAvyuM. [

Page #12
gRhapatinA javAbadArI bharyA kAryamAM te vakhata maLe ja kayAMthI ! paNa rajAmAM temaja bIje cheDe thoDo samaya meLavI gUjarAtI janatA samakSa "dharmavIra upAdhyAya" dharavA bhAgyazALI thayo chuM. paNa A prakAzanane yaza te e gurubhakta paMnyAsajI mahArAjazrI samudravijayajIneja ghaTe che. jIvanacaritra taiyAra thayuM paNa chapAvavA mATenI ciMtA thaI. te mATe temaNe upadeza Apyo ane keTalAka gRhasthAe te mATe sahAyatA karI. te badhA paNa hAdika dhanyavAdane pAtra che. A pustakanA prakAzanamAM mArA laghubaMdhu samA bhAIzrI bAlAbhAI vIracaMda desAI (jyabhikhu) ne ghaNA sAre phALo che. suzobhana tathA mupha vagere mATe huM temane RNI chuM. A caritranAyaka kharekhara prakhara sevAbhAvI ane dharmadhuraMdhara hatA. Aje tevA tyAgIonI jaina samAjane beTa che. sAdhu samAjanA sthabha jaina samAjanI AjanI durdazA, ajJAnatA, kusaMpamaya vAtAvaraNa ane daridratA kyAre vicAraze ! samAjanA kalyANa ane udaya vinA koI dharma vikAsa pAmyo jAmyo che! dharmanAM kalyANamaya kAmo samAjanA vikAsanI daSTie thavAM jarUrI che. zeTha cImanalAla nagInadAsa vidyA vihAra elisabrija, amadAvAda jJAnapaMcamI, saMvata 1998 phulacaMda haricaMda dozI 4]

Page #13
caritranAyaka dharmavIra upAdhyAya zrI sehanavijayajI

Page #14

Page #15
nivedana AnaMdane viSaya che ke Aja cAra varSa pachI mArI ane Adarza upAdhyAyanA bhaktagaNa tathA pAThakagaNanI bhAvanA saphaLa thaI. cAra varSa pahelAM jyAre hindI bhASAmAM "sAva jaurn' pustaka prakAzita thayuM tyAre mane AnaMda thaye hate. paNa gUjarAtI janatA ane gujarAtanA bhAIbahenane mATe gUjarAtI bhASAmAM pustaka prakAzita karavA mArI IcchA ghaNA samayathI hatI. gujarAtamAM AvyA tyAre te te mATe ghaNA bhAIbahene e mATe anurodha karyo ane Aje te prakAzita thatuM joIne kene AnaMda nahi thAya! caritra vAMcavAthI joI zakAze ke upAdhyAyajI mahArAja kharekhara eka Adarza upAdhyAya hatA. teozrIe jainadharmanI unnati mATe, jainadharmanA gauravane mATe ane jainadharmanA siddhAntanA pracArane mATe nathI IrAta ke nathI je [sAI

Page #16
divasa, nathI garamInA vicAra karyA ke nathI zaradInI paravA karI, nathI bhUkhanI paravA karI ke nathI ArAmanI paravA karI. kevaLa dhahitanA kAUmAM magna rahetA hatA. hindu ke musalamAna, brAhmaNa ke kSatriya, rAjA ke raka kAIpaNa eka vakhata temanA samAgamamAM AvatA, temanAM prabhAvazALI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA, te tarataja temanA bhakta banI jatA. hindu-musalamAna badhAe maLIne temanA guNu gAyA; kasAI bhAI e paNa bahu ja AdarabhAvapUrvaka mAnapatra samarpaNa karIne zraddhAnA phUleAthI temanuM sanmAna karyuM. upAdhyAyajI mahArAjanA svargavAsathI kevaLa jainasamAjane hAni thaI che ema nathI, paNa ajaina samAjane paNa bhAre kheATa paDI che. AjasudhI te badhA bhAI e 'sAhanabAbAkI kayA khAta karanI ?' A pramANe kahIne peAtAnA kheda darzAve che. ' svastha upAdhyAyajI mahArAjamAM vizeSa ullekha karavA ceAgya guNa te e hatA ke te ananya gurubhakta hatA. gurubhaktimAM te kadI pAchA nathI hatyA. guru--AjJAM zirAdhAya karavAmAM teo sadaiva tatpara rahetA hatA. guru kAne mATe teo kaSTonI paNa paravA nahAtA karatA. gurudeva upAdhyAyajI mahArAjanI aMta sudhI aricita anAya dezamAM paNa pavitra jainadhama'nA pracAranI ane tyAMnA leAkeAmAM dhama bhAvanA jAgRta karavAnI suMdara bhAvanA hatI. jyAre gujarAnavAlAmAM zrI AtmAnaMda jaina mahAsabhA STS ]

Page #17
paMjAbanuM adhivezana thayuM tyAre paMjAbabharanA loke temAM bhAga levA AvyA hatA. temAM musalamAna bhAIe paNuM hatA. teoe upAdhyAyajI mahArAjane mulatAna padhAravAnI joradAra prArthanA karI. A vakhate teo navapadajI ArAdhanA nimitta mauna rAkhatA hatA, paNa temaNe patra para lakhIne pitAnA vicAro pragaTa karyA te Aje paNa yAda Ave che. "bhAIo! tamArI prArthanA mane zirodhArya che. huM te musAphara chuM. mAre kAma karavuM che samAja utthAnanuM rASTranI jAgRti ane ahiMsA dharmanuM. karAMcIthI ghaNuM vakhatathI AmaMtraNa AvyA kare che. te pradezamAM sAdhuone vicaravAnI atyaMta AvazyakatA che. kAraNa ke tyAM loko adhika saMkhyAmAM mAMsAhArI che. te lokone mATe to jIvane vadha kare te zAkabhAjI samAravA barAbara che. Aja kAraNe te pradezanA lake mAM ahiMsA dharmane pracAra karavAnI ane te lokonA kaThora, nirdaya hRdayamAM dayAnA bhAva pUrepurA bharavAnI atyaMta jarUra che. AthI mAro irAde te tarapha che. te tarapha jatAM huM mulatAna AvIza." A uparathI jANI zakAya che ke upAdhyAyajI mahArAjanI kevI ucca bhAvanA hatI. ahiMsAne pracAra, anArya dezomAM vihAra, dayAbhAva phelAvavAnI tamannA ane dharmanI jAgRti mATenI kevI dhUna hatI e A uparathI joI zakAya che. paNa duHkha-mahA duHkha thAya che ke kudaratane temanA jevA mahAtmAnA jaladI jarU4 nava

Page #18
paDI haze svargamAM pracAra karavA temane te upADI gaI ane samAjane udAsIna banAvI dIdhe. gurumahArAjanuM AyuSya dIdha heta te jarUra gurudeva anArya dezamAM dharmapracAra karI zakyA hatA. zrI upAdhyAyajI mahArAjanI saraLatA paNa viziSTa prakAranI hatI. kaI kaI vakhata keInI sAthe bolacAla thaI hoya, mana duHkha thayuM hoya, keIne UMce sAde kahevAI gayuM hoya, pitAnA ziSya prati paNa kadI kaMI AkarAM vacane kahevAyAM hoya te pite bahu khinnatA pAmatA ane tarata kSamAprArthanA karI letA. aMta samaya pahelAM jyAre temane lAgyuM ke have javAnI taiyArI che tyAre badhAne bolAvI pite khamatakhAmaNAM karyo, eTaluM ja nahi paNa AcArya mahArAja zrImad vijaya kamalasUrijI sAheba, pravartakajI mahArAja zrI kAMtivijayajI mahArAja, zAMtamUrti zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAja Adi muni mahAtmAone pitAnI taraphathI khamatakhAmaNanA patro gurudeva mAraphata lakhAvyA. teozrInA zuddha hRdaya tathA bhadrikatAnA pratApathI grahastha te zuM paNa ghaNAya muni mahAtmAo paNa guNAnurAgI banI jatA. vi. saM. 196-aa varSamAM zrI gurudevanI AjJAthI upAdhyAyajI mahArAjazrI siddhAcaLajI tIrthanI yAtrA karavA jaI rahyA hatA. tyAre kAThIAvADanA rANapura nAmanA gAmamAM ganiSTha jainAcArya zrImada buddhisAgarasUrijInA paTadhara

Page #19
AcAya zrImad ajitasAgarasUri sAthe teonA meLApa thA. mAtra eka ja divasa sAthe rahevAnA prasaMga maLyA hatA, paraMtu upAdhyAyajI sAthe dhArmika vArtAlApa karIne temane bahuja AnaMda thayA hatA ane teo upAdhyAyajInA guNA nurAgI banI gayA hatA. pachI tA keAI vakhata maLyAnA prasa`ga nahAtA AvyA paNa teone ghaniSTha saMbaMdha jaLavAi rahyo hatA. jyAre upAdhyAyajInA svargavAsanA samAcAra temaNe sAMbhaLyA tyAre temane bhAre kheda thayeA. peAtAnA AAka pragaTa karavAne mATe temaNe gurumahArAjanI e stuti khanAvIne 'AtmAnaMda prakAza' mAM prakAzita karAvI hatI. prAnte A suMdara pustaka janatAnA hAthamAM seAMpAya che. A pustakanA pRSTha pRSTha mAMthI guMjI rahelA avAja sahu sAMbhaLe ane jAgrata ane ! paMjAbane prArthanA yAda che samAdhimaMdiranI sabhA ! yAda che e gamagIna dina ! yAda che e kama vIranA smaraNeA ! yAda che e guruvarya nI bhAvanAo ane kAryo ! yAda che gurudeva zrImad vijayavallabhasUrizvarajIe uccArelAM vacanA-- " Aje ApaNI vaccethI eka sitArA adrazya thayA. temaNe paMjAba gurukuLanI samunnati ane jAti saMgaThana-A e kArya samAjane caraNe dharyA che. e bahAdura vIre ekalAe ATalI hiM'mata gAMdhI ATaluM kAma karI batAvyuM. zuM ApaNe [ agiyAra

Page #20
badhA maLI samAjanA kalyANanAM e kAmeA nahi karIe. !'' mahAnubhAve ! A vacane yAda karI. hRdayapaTa para sAnerI akSaree lakhIne kaTibaddha thai jAe. medAnamAM kUdI paDo ane kArya karI batAveA. huM paNa tamane sahuyeAga ApavA taiyAra chuM. 'himmate mardA te madade khudA' yAda karA. paMjAbIvIra ! cAle! gurudevanA saMdezane pUrA kare. pujAmadvArA AkhAe jainasamAjanI unnati sAdhavAnI bhAvanAthI jyAti jagAvA, samAjanuM kalyANu sAdhavA sakalpa kare. sevAnI mazAla dharA. ane ApaNe RNamukta thaie. C vayeAgI ziSya samudravijaya

Page #21

Page #22
zrama viMya paMjAba kesarI zAsanaziromaNi AcAryazrI vijayavallabhasUrIzvarajI

Page #23
zrI. AtmAna6 jaina sabhA muMbaI pUjyapAda AcArya 1008 zrI. vijayAnaMdasUrIzvarajI ( zrI. AtmArAmajI) mahArAjanA nAmathI bhAgye ja kAI ajANa haze. A gurudevanA upakAra jaina samAjamAM anahada che. paMjAbamAM teozrInA upakAra te mahAna che. AvA mahAna upakArI mahAtmAnA nAmathI pUjAbamAM TheraThera saMsthAe che. kAi sthaLe zrI AtmAnaMda jaina sabhA te phrAI sthaLe zrI AtmAnaMda jaina gurukuLa, tA kAI ThekANe zrI AtmAnaMda jaina lAyabrerI. ane vaLI kAI ThekANe zrI vijayAnaMdasUri jaina maMDaLa, nAmanI saMsthAe che tevIja rIte zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA bhAvanagaramAM paNa che. muMbaI jevA meATA zaheramAM gurudevanA nAmanI puNyasmRti kAyama rahe te mATe teozrInA bhaktoddArA gata caitra suda 1nA zubha divase--gurudevanA janmadinanA pavitra divase--( zatAbdi dine ) A saMsthAnI sthApanA pAyanI upara AvelA jaina upAzrayamAM punya munirAjazrI buddhimunijI gaNIvanA zubha haste karavAmAM AvI che. uddezA (1) sAmAjika, dhArmi ka temaja aitihAsika upayAgI sAhitya prakAzana. (2) dhAmi~ka, sAmAjika temaja aitihAsika sAhityane sahAya ane uttejana. [ zera

Page #24
(3) jaina dharmanA pracAra mATe bhASaNa, pustikA ceAjanA. (4) jaina janatAne saMparka sAdhavA ane bhAIcArA vadhe tevA prayAseA karavA. (5) jaina tattva, kriyA ke jaina ItihAsa saMbadhI gerasamajutI aTakAvavA mATe prayatna karavA ane te mATe ceAgya pracAra karave. (6) jaina sevAbhAvI kArya kartAe taiyAra karavA ane temane uttejana ApavuM. sabhyAnA prakAra saMsthAmAM traNa prakAranA sabhyA nIce mujaba gaNAze. peTrana, AjIvana sabhyA, ane sAmAnya sabhyA. peTranaH saMsthAne 501) rUA. ekI vakhate ApanAra. AjIvana sabhya prathama varganA AjIvana sabhya ekI vakhate 201) rUA. ApanAra bIjA varganA AjIvana sabhya ekI vakhate 101) rUA. ApanAra sAmAnya sabhya : prathama vanA dara varase 6) rU|. ane bIjA va nA dara varase 3) rUA. ApanAra. cAlu varSa nI vyavasthApaka samiti. zeTha sakaracaMda meAtIlAla muLajI zeTha raNachoDabhAI rAyacaMda jhaverI zeTha phulacaMdabhAI zAmajI zrI hIrAbhAI rAyacaMda malabArI zrI vADIlAla jeThAlAla zAha zeTha kAMtilAla zviralAla je. pI. zrI meAtIcaMda giradharalAla kApaDIyA zrI zAMtilAla maganalAla zAha zrI meAhanalAla dIpacaMda cAkasI zrI nareAtamadAsa bhagavAnadAsa zA zrI manasukhalAla hIrAlAla lAlana zauya ] pramukha upapramukha khajAnacI ma`trIe sabhyA 99 29 ,, dr ,,

Page #25
anukrama 80 pRSTha aba mohe tAre gurujI! 3 vatana ne vaMza mananI murAda phaLI sAdhutAnI kasoTI patthara ke motI dhanya jIvana paMnyAsa banyA kalyANakArI kAryo vadhatI jatI suvAsa lokaprema ' ' vIranA putrane jJAnadAna zrIrAma jayaMti dAvAnaLanI zAMti jaina mahAsabhAnI sthApanA 69 ahiMsAne pracAra pRSTha rAjadrohanI gaMdha sAdhutAnA saMdeza addabhuta jAdugara zAnti ane jayanti 103 kurAne zarIphanuM pharamAna 112 AryasamAja paMDitanuM AkarSaNa 118 bhAIbhAI ane pitAputramAM zAMti 123 padavIdAna samAraMbha 132 dIpaka bujhAya pariziSTa aMta samayanA patro nehAMjali 138 145-160 1 65 aMta samayanA patro pahele patra AcAryazrI vijaya vallabhasUrijIe upAdhyAyajI mahArAjanA paramapremI Atma priyabaMdhuzrI lalita vijyajI mahArAja para lakhele che. bIjA be patro upA dhyAyajI mahArAjazrI sahanavijayajI mahArAje pote potAnA priyaAtmabaMdhuzrIlalitavijayajI mahArAjazrIne lakhyA che. [

Page #26
aj jhakAvI yuddha jhUkAvI Abhane Abhana khArU rU pAlI vAlI munizrI munizrI lalita vijayajI, munizrI umaMga vijayajI tathA murI mukI makAnamiAM makAnaAdi rahe niMda rAkhe nahi midA miMdarA soi ] zudvipatraka ka 5 7 40 para azuddha katarapura akALI khaDelavALA kahuM che vidaya phelAvA agaramala sikhe zuddha kaurapura akAlI hATa 71 lAkA khaMDelavALa kahuM chuM vidAya ve 72 78 A graMtha AtmAna jaina sabhA, bhAvanagarathI paNa prAsa thai zakaze. 02 20 pharamAvA magaramala 21 54 61 sikha 11 kIlAseAmAsi hakalAseAbhAsiMha135 63 mAgazardI14 kA dhruvadI14 140 146 hAra lokAe 159 100 115 mAMdha pAkhI tathA gUjarAtI tithimAM pheraphAra heAvAthI zaratacUkathI bhUla rahI gaI heAya tA kSatavya.

Page #27
dharmavIra upAdhyAya ( zrI sohanavijayajI ma. nI jIvanarekhA ]

Page #28

Page #29
[1] aba mohe tAro gurujI !" uSAnAM gulAbI kiraNae sarevaranAM puSpone hajI cukhyAM ya nahotAM, ne eka kumAra gurucaraNamAM AvI namyA. eNe Arta svare vinaMtI karI. e svaramAM saMsAra taraphanI mUMjhavaNaspaSTa raNakAra karatI hatI. gurudeva! Apane caraNakiMkara banAve. mane dIkSA Ape. mane AtmazAnti joIe che." vatsa, zAnta thA ! AtmazAnti mATe tattvazraddhA jarUrI che. bhAvanA haze ne bhAgyodaya prabaLa haze, te badhuM AvI maLaze." gurudevanA zabdomAM svasthatA hatI.

Page #30
dharmavIra upAdhyAya gurumahArAja, e tattvazraddhAne kAje te eka aMcaLo ( sthA. sAdhune) phagAvIne Apane caraNe Avyo chuM. sAdhu te banyo hato paNa zAnti lAdhatI nahatI. jJAna te meLavI rahyo hatepaNa viratine koI aMza sUjhate naheto. eka ghere aMdhakAra mArA AtmAne vIMTI vaLe che. Aje prakAza jhaMkhu chuM. mArI zraddhA che, ke e prakAza mane Apa dvArA maLaze." "mahAnubhAva, e prakAza meLavavA mATene saMyamamArga atyaMta duSkara che. asthira manavALA juvAne baMne bAjunuM khue che. ghera jAo, zAnta thAo ! dIkSA levI e nAnA bALakanA khela nathI. khAMDAnI dhAra para khelavuM paDaze. eTalI taiyArI, eTale tyAga, eTalI daDha manobhAvanA che? A badhAne saravALe karI pharI vaLI svastha citte maLaje." "Aje te pAcho ja vaLuM?" "avazya, mahAnubhAva ! dharmalAbha." nirAza yuvAna pAcho vaLe. eNe upAzraya che, paNa dila tyAM ja hatuM. e zAMta mudrA, karuNAbharyo e nayane, amIrasa jharatI e jabAna ane e udAra hRdayaH smRtimAMthI khase ja nahi. e bIje aneka sthaLe pharyo paNa dilane zAnti na lAdhI te na ja lAdhI. pharIthI ekavAra yuvAna gurucaraNamAM pahoMcI gayo. e ja prArthanA, e ja AjIjI ane sAmethI paNa e ja premabharyo AvakAra, e ja nikhAlasa javAba ane e ja upadezabharyA amRtavacane.

Page #31
aba mohe tAre gurujI yuvAna punaH pAcho pharyo. paNa enA pAchA pharyo chuM thAya? dila to pAchuM pharatuM ja nahotuM ! te pharIthI e gurucaraNe sparzavAM? pharIthI prArthanA karavI? enA dilamAM mane maMthana jAgyuM. zA mATe nahi? yuvAne Atmika taiyArIo AdarI. vAsanA ane nirbalatAne phagAvI dIdhAM. asthiratAne dezavaTo Ape. mana makkama banAvyuM. eka dahADe, ATalI taiyArI sAthe gurucaraNamAM eNe jhakAvI dIdhuM. eNe gadagada kaMThe vinaMtI karIH gurujI, aba mehe tAre !" saumyamUti gurudevanA caherA para hAsya pharakyuM. babe vakhata pAcho vALyA chatAM yuvAnane AzAdara hajI aNatruTa rahyo che. emane lAgyuM, ke AvA mumukSu mATe kaMI karavuM ghaTe. enI pipAsA sAcI che. enA ArtanAdamAM smazAna vairAgya nahi, paNa zAzvata zAMti taraphane meha che. saMyamanI sAcI Aga jalI rahI che. "vasaMtAmala!" gurudeve premabhInA svare kahyuM. "gurudeva ! " yuvAna caraNakamalamAM mUkele ja hato. "gUjarAta jaIza?" mArI bhAvanA phaLatI hoya to gaganamaMDaLa bhedIne paNa kahe tyAM jAuM." vasaMtAmala, gUjarAta tArA mATe anukUla thaze, ema mane lAge che. sagAMsnehInA mehapAzathI dUra rahevAze,

Page #32
dharmavIra upAdhyAya gujarAtanAM mahAmUlAM tIrtho paNa jevAze, ane keTalAya munirAjenAM darzana thaze." "ApanI AjJA zirodhArya che. " gurudeve eka patra lakhI Ape,-paMjAbanI bhUmithI darara gUjarAtamAM vicarI rahela munirAja zrI lalitavijayajI para. e patra laIne bahAra nIkaLatA vasaMtAmalane hRdayAnaMda apUrva hatuM. ene e patramAM navajIvana maLyAne AnaMda hate. e karuNAmUti gurudeva eTale paMjAba kesarI AcAryavarya zrImad vijayavallabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAja.

Page #33
TTT TTipatr [2] vatana ne vaMza sAdarya ane sarasvatInuM dhAma kAzmIra pRthvInA svarga tarIke vikhyAta che. himathI AcchAdita girimALAo, kamaLapatrothI bharacakka sarevara, nirmaLa jharaNAMo, maghamaghatAM puSpavane ane khuzanumA havAvALe A pradeza che. kaI ene naMdanavana kahe che. bAdazAha jahAMgIra ene phiradoze jamInasta" pRthvInuM svarga kahete. | kiMvadantI kahe che, tema kalikALasarvajJa hemacaMdrAcArya ahIM ja sarasvatInI sAdhanA karelI. mahAkavi kAlidAse paNa ahIM vidyopAsanA AdarelI. aneka vidvAnoe paNa kAzmIra-jammunI pAThazALAmAM bhaNI digavijaya sAdhela. Abhane sparzavA unnata banelI girirAja himAlayanI hAramALAonI vacce A pradeza, paMjAbanI uttare

Page #34
dharmavIra upAdhyAya Ave che. enI pazcima tarapha aphaghAnistAna, pUrva tarapha adbhuta pradeza tibeTa, ane uttaramAM kArAkoramanA gaganacuMbI pahADe vistare che. A kAzmIranI rAjadhAnI jammu zahera suvikhyAta che. dIkSAnA utkaTa abhilASI, caritranAyaka vasaMtAmalano janma A vIrabhUmi ne vidyAbhUmimAM thayo hato. kAzmIranA bAradA nihAlacaMdane ghera uttamadevInI kukSIthI vi. saM. 1938mAM A nararatnane janma thaye. dugaDa emanuM gotra, vIsA osavAla emanI jAti. pitA nihAlacanda putranA janmanA samAcAra sAMbhaLI AnaMdita thayA. putranAM lakSaNa pAraNAmAMthI te kahevata pramANe bALa vasaMtamalanA lalATanI rekhAo, tenuM tejasvI svarUpa, suMdara AkRti, madhuruM hAsya ane tenA manehara hAvabhAva bhaviSyanI cAturyatA, pratibhA ane vIratAnI AgAhI ApatAM hatAM. bAlyAvasthAmAM tIvra buddhizaktithI sAro evo vidyAbhyAsa karyo. pratyeka nAnAmoTA kAryamAM vasaMtAmalanI cAturInAM darzana thatAM hatAM. lake bALaka vasaMtamAlanI hoziyArI ane pratibhA joI cakita thatAM. AvA vIra bAlakanA mAtApitA thavA mATe teo pitAne dhanya mAnavA lAgyAM. bAlakanA mukhAraviMda sAmuM joI joI teo phUlyAM nahotAM samAtAM. ne paNa A sukha vidhine maMjUra nahetuM. eka divasa bhavivyanI AzAo ane svano badhAM sarI paDyAM. mAtA-pitA

Page #35
vatana te vaza ane vasatAmalane bAlyavayamAM ja vidhinA Azraye cheADI cAlyAM gayAM. vasatAmala nirAdhAra thai paDyo. mAtApitAnA svargagamana pachI temanAM mATAM bahena vasantIdevI peAtAnA bhAIne potAne gAma jaDiyAlAgurU lai gayAM. nAnapaNamAM vasatAmalane eka jIvaleNa prasaMga ghaTayo. nAnI uMmara hatI. eka dahADo acAnaka vAvAjhoDuM zarU thayuM. vaTALI paNa kharAkhara caDayo ne mUzaLadhAra varasAdanI elI jAmI. chAparAM UDavA lAgyAM. jhADA paDavA lAgyAM. ekAeka temanA makAnane kareA dhasI paDayo. cAra jIva makAnamAM rahetAM hatAM. e nAsI chUTyA. e dabAi gayAM. vasatAmalane mATe pADapaDeAzI macAvA bacAvAnI bhUmeA mAravA lAgyA. juvAna mANaso doDyA, karAnI mATI kheMcavA lAgyA ane bhAi vasatAmala teA taLAienI nIce surakSita mAlUma paDyA. te khacI gayA. vidhinA camatkAra ! vasatAmalanA banevI gokulacaMdrajI sTezana mAstara hatA. temanI pAse rahI aMgrejInA abhyAsa zarU karyo. temane hindI-urdunuM jJAna te| hatu N ja. bahu ja thoDA samacamAM prakhaLa yAdazaktinA kAraNe traNe bhASAne sArA ricaya meLaLyeA. tAra mAstaranuM kAma maLI gayu. thADA samaya kAma karyuM na karyuM tyAM jIvanasa MgrAma zarU thayA. bahena ane banevI vasatAmalanAM lagna mATe vicAra karavA lAgyAM. pitAnA gharanuM bAraNuM ughADuM thaze, e kalpanAe benane bhAinI zAdInA umaMga hatA ane bhAbhInu mAtu jovAnI icchA pUrI thavAnA divase paNa AvI lAgyA.

Page #36
10 dharmavAra upAdhyAya vasaMtAmale A vAta jANuM. keNa jANe zA agamya kAraNathI te duniyAnI jaMjALa ane ALapaMpALathI nAsate hato. teNe bahenane nirAza karI, banevIne namratAthI pitAnI zAdI na karavA prArthanA karI. ane te pachInA divase dohyalA hatA. kAma karatAM dila cuMTatuM nahi. saMsAra parathI mana UThI gayuM hatuM. AThe prahara udAsInatA chavAI rahetI hatI. pUrvajanmanA puNyakamane prabhAva jAge ane vasanAmalane 22 varSanI yuvAna avasthAe ja saMsAra para virakti thaI, gRhasthAzramamAM rahevuM gamyuM nahi. - e gaye gurucaraNano sAtha zedhavA. guru maLI gayA. paTiyAlA rAjyanA "sAmAnA" zaheramAM saMvata 1lpa9 bhAdrapada zuklA 13 nA divase vasaMtamAlanI dIkSA dhAmadhUmathI thaI. sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyanA sAdhu zrI DerAyanA ziSya banyA. dikSAne hajI te cAra mAsa pUrA thayA nahotA, tyAM te sAdhune aMcaLe bhAre paDyo. mana mUMjhAvA lAgyuM. azAMti thavA lAgI. kriyAkAMDa nIrasa lAgyAM. AtmAnI azAMti vadhAre ne vadhAre ugra thavA lAgI. abhyAsamAM citta na lAgyuM. saMpradAyamAM koI paNa sAdhu temane mArgadazaka na thaI zakyA. becenI vadhI paDI. asthiratA vadhavA lAgI. divasa ane rAtri yaMtravata ghareDa cAlavA lAgI.. baMdhane bhAre paDyAM. Akhare eka divasa e aMcaLo phagAvI nAsI chUTayA.

Page #37
| [3] mananI murAda phaLI * kayAMthI Ave che, mahAnubhAva !" vaMdaNA karI sAme besanAra Agantukane zrI lalitavijayajIe pUchyuM. mahArAjazrI ! huM dUra dUrathI AvuM chuM. pahelAM te pATaNa gayo. tyAM zraddheya zrI pravartakajI mahArAja kAMtivijayajInAM darzana karyA. tyAMnAM bhavya maMdiranAM darzana karI huM kRtArtha thaye. mArA caMcaLa ane vihavaLa manane jarA zAtA vaLI; paNa ApazrI te ahIM joyaNI hatA tethI, ahIM Avyo chuM." "bahu sAruM! paNa tamArA AgamananuM prayojana zuM che? tamArI janmabhUmi ?"

Page #38
dharmavIra upAdhyAya " svAmIjI, mAruM prayeAjana Apa guru mahArAjonA caraNonI sevA. ApanI janmabhUmi te mArI janmabhUmi. " "zuM tame paMjAba jeTale dUrathI Ave che? tyAre tA gurudeve ja tamane meAkalyA che tema ja kahAne-tyAre zuM beAlatA nathI ? " ra (ra hA jI ! huM gurudevanI AjJAthI Avyo chuM, paNa mArI kathA vicitra che." " gurudevanI AjJA mAre zirAdhAya che, tame nizciMta raheA. gurudeva kRpAnidhAna che. temanA hRdayamAM game tevA . pApIne paNa sthAna che, teA pachI tamArI teA vAta ja zI ! hA, paNa tamArI kathA tA kaheA. juo, A zAMtamUrti zrI hu...savijayajI mahArAjazrI padhAre che. temane tamArI vAta kaheze| te tamane mAdana maLI raheze." " guruva ! ApanA jevA parama upakArI zAMtamUrtinA darzanathI huM pavitra thayA. huM mArI jAtane dhanya mAnuM chuM, ke mane pATaNamAM zraddheya pravata kazrI kAntivijayajI mahArAjazrInI kRpAthI manahara madirAnAM ane bhavya prAcIna mUrtienAM darzana thayAM. Aje zrI bhAyaNIjI tImAM zrI mallInAthajInAM darzanathI huM vizeSa kRtA thayA che.' pUjyapAda ! A mahAnubhAva paMjAkhathI Ave che. guNamaheAdhi zrI gurudeve temane ahIM meAkalyA che. ApanI sevAmAM rahevAnI temanI abhilASA che." zrI lalitavijayajIe zAMtamUrtizrI haMsavijayajI mahArAjazrIne saedhIne kahyuM. ,, ((

Page #39
13. mananI murAda phaLI "tame paMjAbI lAge che!zAMtamUtie parIkSA karI. jI hA, guruvarya! huM jammune rahIza esavALa chuM. bAvIsa varSanI vaye meM sthAnakavAsI guru pAse dIkSA lIdhI hatI, paNa cAra mahinAmAM kaMTALI gaye." zuM cAra ja mahinAmAM tame dIkSA cheDI dIdhI? " zuM karuM, guruvarya ! tyAM mArA AtmAne zAMti ja na vaLI. huM mUMjhAI gaye. baMdhanamAMthI chUTI na zakuM te baMdhI thaI gayuM hatuM." * "pachI?" "pachI mane guruvaryanAM darzana thayAM. temaNe mArI pUrI parIkSA karI-traNa traNa vakhata mane nirAza karyo-paNa mArI makkamatA joI teo prasanna thayA. mArI AzA phaLI ane ApanAM caraNomAM AvI paDyo." ciMtA nahi, tame have sthiratAthI rahe. zrI lalitavijayajI vidvAna che, premI che. temanI pAse vidyAbhyAsa kare, temanA sahavAsathI tamAruM citta AnaMdita raheze." paNa guruvarya, mArA bhAva dIkSAnA che tenuM zuM ? " utAvaLa zuM che? yogya avasare joI levAze. tame mana zAMta karI zAstraabhyAsamAM lAgI jAo." | vasaMtamilane abhyAsa cAlavA lAgyuM. munizrI lalitavijayajI temane mATe khUba parizrama levA lAgyA. jIvavicAra, navatatva, daMDaka, prakaraNa vagere abhyAsa zarU thaye. smaraNazakti evI te sateja hatI ke thoDA ja samayamAM

Page #40
dharmavIra upAdhyAya tamAma abhyAsa karI lIdhuM. mAtra joDAkSaranA uccAramAM bhAre muzkelI paDatI. joDAkSaranI Adata nahi ane vyAkaraNamAM te jeDAkSara Ave ja. paNa tethI nirAza thavAnI jarUra nahatI. zikSaka ane ziSya baMne utsAhI hatA. A mATe te munimahArAja zrI lalitavijayajI paMdara paMdara divasa sudhI mahenata letA ane vAraMvAra kaMTALyA sivAya joDAkSara zIkhavatA. bhoyaNIthI vihAra karI mahArAjazrI zAMtamUrti zrI haMsavijayajI vagere mAMDala padhAryA. mAMDalanA zrI saMghe mahArAjazrInI bhakti karI. vasaMtAmale eka divasa zAMtamUrti zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAjazrIne prArthanA karIH "guruvarya ! have mArI kasoTI na kare. huM akaLAuM chuM. mane dIkSA ApI kRtakRtya kare." mAMDalanA zrI saMgha pAse vAta mUkavAmAM AvI. mAMDalanA saMghe dIkSAnA utsava mATenI badhI javAbadArI UThAvI lIdhI ane AvA mAMgalika prasaMga mATe tatparatA batAvI. | zrI lalitavijayajI mahArAjazrIe zAMtamUrti zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAjazrIne be vinati karI. eka te guru mahArAja zrI zubhavijayajI mahArAjazrInAM darzana karI AvavAnI ane tyAMthI AvyA pachI dIkSA viSe taiyArI karavAnI. mahArAjazrIe khuzIthI AjJA ApI. dasADAne zrI saMghane zrI lalitavijayajInA AgamanathI harSa thaye ane jyAre vasaMtamalanI dIkSAne vicAra ane mAMDalane zrI

Page #41
15 mananI murAda phaLI saMghane te mATe utsavano abhilASa jaNAvyo, tyAre te dasADAnA zrI saMghe mahArAjazrI zubhavijayajI mahArAjane saprema anurodha karyo ke A dIkSAnA utsavano lAbha amane maLavo joIe. ame zrI lalitavijayajI mahArAjazrIne ahIMthI javAnI rajA ja nathI ApavAnA. amArAM saubhAgya ke ahIM dIkSAutsava thAya ! zrI zubhavijayajI mahArAjazrIe paNa A prastAvanI anamedanA karI ane zAMtamUti zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAjazrIne pUchAvyuM ke dasADA zrI saMghanI A premabharI mAgaNe avagaNI zakAya tema nathI. mAMDalanA zrI saMghe chevaTe te mATe saMmati ApI ane dhUmadhAmapUrvaka saM. 1960 nA vaizAkha sudi 10 nA divase dIkSA mahotsava thayo. gurudeva zrI vallabhavijayajI mahArAjazrIe to zrI lalitavijayajInA nAmanI dIkSA ApavA jaNAveluM, paNa zrI lalitavijayajIe namrabhAve gurudevanA nAmanI dIkSA ApI ane pitAnA "baMdhu" tarIke temane apanAvI levAmAM AnaMda mAnyo. dasADAmAM A utsava vIsa divasa cAlyo. nagarajane paNa prema ane utsAhathI kevI anupama gurubhakti ane saMghabhakti karI jANe che, tenuM A jIvaMta draSTAMta gaNAya. vasaMtAmala have zrI sehanavijaya thayA. temanA harSanI sImA na rahI. pitAnA AvA navIna ane preraNujanaka nAmane zobhAvavAnI daDha pratijJA karI pitAne dhanya dhanya mAnavA lAgyA.

Page #42
DAR: [4 ] sAdhutAnI kasATI (ra eja! eja, numa barAbara lAga AvyA che ja hA ! jarA AgherA javA daI e. tame chUpAine pAchaLa pAchaLa cAlyA AvA. game te thAya paNa enuM vera te vALye chUTakA. heAziyAra rahejo. " " are ! hA! e ja sAdhu-ane e na hAya tA enA bhAI sahI ! ApaNe zuM! kheA ja bhUlAvI do. ApaNA lAge! adha karavAno adhikAra tene zenA? leAkeA cokhA caDhAve te te amArA ja gaNAya. varSothI te dhArA cAlyuM Ave che. te madha thaI zake ja nahi. have te badalA lIdhA sivAya cheDazuM nahi. '

Page #43
zrIjagAcArya zrImadavijayavalanasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA zivyasta mAnAmAvalImA 3- muni sAgara vijayajI -muniravi vijayajI, mahA mAyA bhImada gAhavijaya jAmahArarAma sahamiya AcArya zrI vijayavalabhasUrijI mahArAja ziSyaratnA

Page #44

Page #45
17 sAdhutAnI kasoTI "e ya sAdhuDA Ubhe rahe! tuM jANe che ame kezu? koNa? ame to zetrujAnA mAlika. amArA bApadAdAe to mAthAM ApyAM che mAthAM. AjakAlanA sAdhu tame amArA lAgA baMdha karavA AvyA che, te letA jAo." bhAI! tame mane oLakhe che? huM to navo sAdhu chuM. tamArI takarAra paNa huM jANatA nathI. tame mane herAna karaze te tamAruM zuM kalyANa thaze ? ane chatAM tamAre mArA upara ja humalo kare hoya te huM taiyAra chuM. Ama huM tamane be cArane bhAre paDI jAuM e paMjAbI chuM samajyA, paNa mAro sAdhune te dharma nathI." zatruMjaya parvatanA bAreTee kazI darakAra karyA vagara temanA para humalo karyo. temane pakaDI, bAMdhI ne dUranA eka UMDA khADAmAM nAMkhI dIdhA. ahIM sthaDila gayela "saMhanaviya " moDA sudhI na AvavAthI zAMtamUrti zrI haMsavijayajI tathA zrI lalitavijyajIne bhAre ciMtA thaI. khUba khUba tapAsa karAvI. AsapAsanI vADIo, jhADIo jevarAvI. pAsenA kUvA paNa tapAsarAvyA chatAM patto maLe nahi. A samudAya ciMtita thaI gayo. keIe gocarI-pANa na karyA. bIje divase eka kaThIAra tyAMthI nIkaLyo. teNe te ja khADA pAse bhArI utArI, thAka khAvA kAMThe beThe. tyAM aMdarathI dhImo dhImo avAja Avate sAMbhaLI cakita thaye. pahelAM to bhUta-preta kalapI DarI gaye, paNa pachI joyuM ke A te koI mANasane avAja che, eTale temane bahAra kADhavAmAM AvyA.

Page #46
DIArA sArA nAma ja zA 7 tyAM thI ja 18 dharmavIra upAdhyAya pitAnA jIvanadAtAne AbhAra mAnI sahanavijaya upAzraya tarapha cAlyA. mAtra coLapaTTo paherele ane be divasanI khADAnI havA ! khAvAnuM te nAma ja zAnuM ! pANI paNa maLeluM nahi. kaThIArA sAthe zahera tarapha AvatA hatA tyAM zrI saMpatavijayajI mahArAjazrIe dUrathI joyA ane upAzraye deDI AvyA. A samAcAra sAMbhaLI saune jIvamAM jIva Avyo. zrI lalitavijayajI kapaDAM vagere laIne upaDyA ane temane kSemakuzaLa jene bheTI paDyA. upAzraye AvyA ne badhA sAdhuo temane joIne AnaMdAzruthI bheTI paDyA. saMsArakUpanA pratIka samA potAnA A sAmAnya kUpanI vItaka kathA kahI saMbhaLAvI. pite samudAyane joIne harSita thayA. darabAramAM tathA zrI ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhImAM A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale bhATa leke pratye tiraskAra utpanna thaye. jaina samAjamAM eka jAtanA moTA virodhanI havA prasarI; paNa zAMtamUti zrI haMsavijayajI tathA zrI lalitavijayajIe zAntipUrvaka AkhA prakaraNane sameTAvI dIdhuM. vikramanuM e 1961nuM varSa hatuM. dIkSA pachI mahesANA abhyAsanI vyavasthA na thaI zakavAthI, pAlItANA AvI abhyAsa karavAnI IcchA hevAthI zAMtamUrti zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAja pAse pAlItANuM AvyA hatA, paNa A upasarga banyA. bhAvI avazya banyA vinA rahetuM nathI. paNa kaTI thavAnI hoya tyAre eka rIte thatI nathI.

Page #47
sAdhutAnI kaseATI 19 aneka vijJo, aneka upAdhio, bahuvidha duHkhadardo emAM sAtha Ape che. ApaNA caritranAyakane paNa ema ja banyuM. thoDA divasa pachInI A ghaTanA che. " are kAi sAMbhaLeA che ke nahi ? kamarAmAM kAi pIDAtu' jaNAya che. tame te badhA evA vAtAmAM ane carcAmAM paDyA che ke kAinuM saMbhaLAye nahi. " eka munirAje upAzrayanA eka mAjInA khaMDamAM dabharyo avAja AvatA sAMbhaLI khUma pADI. 88 huM to kamarAthI bahu dUra che, tethI na sAMbhaLI zakayA; paNa che zuM ? kahe to kharA. " zrI lalitavijayajI elI UThyA. " bhAi, jaladI jAe. mane lAge che ke sAhanAMvajayanA avAja che. meM temane savAre ja kahyu hatu ke gurudeva kahetA hatA ke pAraNAnA divase dUdha ane dahIM banne sAthe na levAya. " zAMtamUrti zrI haMsavijayajIe sUcanA karI. " are hA ! e ja bhUla thai lAge che. savAre pAraNAmAM dUdha hatu ane sAMje geAcarImAM zIkhaMDa Avele; paNa geAcarI vakhate te yAda na rahyuM. " eka munie jaNAvyuM. " gurumahArAja ! huM temanI pAse jai AvyeA. ahu ja pIDAya che. peTamAM sakhata pIDA thAya che. kheAlI paNa zakAtu nathI. mAruM mana te mUMjhAi rahyuM che. zuM thavA enDru che? hajI eka vedanA teA zamI nathI tyAM bIjI. " zrI lalitavijayajI aMdara jai AvI khelyA.

Page #48
dharmavIra upAgyAya 66 ' paNa have vilaMba na karo. jue nIce zrI ANuMdajI kalyANajInA davAkhAnAmAM tapAsa karI ne vaidarAjane khelAvI lAve. " zrI `vijayajIe upAya batAvyeA. 20 vaidarAja AvyA ane te vakhate te| davAthI jarA zAMti thai, paNa savAre pAchI e ja hAlata. pharI davA levAmAM AvI. divase jarA zAtA rahI. rAtre vaLI vedanA vadhI paDI. zrI lalitavijayajI mahArAja temane peAtAnA kheALAmAM sUvADI ciMtAtura beThA che, tyAM zAMtamUrti ane bIjA sAdhue pratikramaNa karI AvyA; eTale A dazA joi badhA gamagIna thaI gayA. pezAba aTakI gayA. bezuddhi thai gai ane a Mtima samaya najIka jAye. zrI lalitavijayajI sajaLa netre melyA " huM gurudeva! mArA priyabaMdhu sAhanane zAMti Ape. temanuM duHkha nathI jovAtu. " badhA sAdhu munirAjonI AMkhamAMthI AMsue sarI paDyAM ane jANe gurudeve prAthanA sAMbhaLI hoya tema zrI sAhanavijayajIe AMkha ughADI. badhAne zAkAtura joine pote duHkhI thayA. sAzrapUNa netre mAMDamAMDa belyA. 66 mArA dharma baMdhue ! tamane badhAne ciMtAtura joI mane du:kha thAya che. tame te! mArA mATe keTaluM keTaluM karA che? A mArA vaDIla baMdhuzrI lalitavijayajI tA. mArI sevAsuzruSA evI kare che, ke mArAM kuTubIjanA paNa A malamUtra na upADe! paNa huM lAcAra chuM. paMjAba cheDayuM, saMsAra cheDayA; paNa kAMi kama cheDe che! chatAM mane zAnti

Page #49
1 sAdhutAnI kasoTI che. sAme zatruMjaya che. pUjyavarga pAse che. ahoniza dharmazravaNa thAya che. AvI veLAe kaMI thAya to mane lAbha ja che. Aja to mArAM puNya phaLyAM. zatruMjayanI chAyAmAM....." | badhAnI AMkho bharAI AvI. zrI lalitAvajayajI to moTethI roI paDayA. zAMtamUtie badhAne sAMtvana ApyuM. zAsanadevanI kRpAthI te ja rAtrithI temanI pIDA ochI thaI gaI. dhIme dhIme ArAma AvI gayo.

Page #50
( 5 ) patthara ke meAtI '' ane nyuya ! tamArI bhAvanA te pUrI thai gaine ! A mArI vaDI dIkSA paNa AnaMdapUrvaka thai ane panyAsajI mahArAjazrI sa'pavijayajInA haste thavAthI te mane bhAre harSI thayA. paNa have gurudevanA caraNakamaLanI sevA karavAnA utkaTa abhilASa jAgyA che. andhuvaya, have kyAM sudhI Ama ne Ama-gurudevathI viDele mane rAkhaze ? " sAhavijayajIe eka divasa peAtAnA guruandhu zrI lalitavijayajIne kahyu . " priya ! se!havijaya ! mArI icchA paNa gurudevanAM darzana

Page #51
patthara ke motI mATe thaI che. ApaNe ahIMthI sIdhA paMjAba jaIe. paNa kyAM kAThIAvADa ane kyAM paMjAba? keTaluM dUra! kayAre pahoMcAze? " "mahArAjazrI, ApaNe jhapATAbaMdha pahoMcI jaIzuM. ApaNe juvAnone te vaLI lAMbA vihAre naDatA haze? gurukRpAe jaladI jaI pahoMcIe. mane te gurudevanAM dazenanI evI pipAsA jAgI che ke have jarAe cena nathI paDatuM. svapnAM paNa gurudevanAM Ave che." sohanavijayajIe pitAnI IcchA vyakta karI. 1961nA kArataka vada 6 nA to pAlItANAmAM vaDI dIkSA thaI ane tarata ja banne gurubhAI cAlI nIkaLyA. TADha ne taDake, sukha-duHkha, lUkhuM-sUkuM kazAne vicAra karyA vinA jotajotAmAM banne jIrA (paMjAba) gAme gurudevanI samIpa pahoMcI gayA. gurudevanA caraNamAM sAnaMdanayane vaMdaNu karI. gurudeve paNa pitAnA priya ziSyonI bhakti joI sajaLa nayane bannene prema ane vahAlathI uThADyA ane praphulla manathI temanI bhakti mATe dhanyavAda ApyA. tamArI gurubhakti Adaza che, lalitavijaya! A sehanane te te kathIranuM sonuM banAvI dIdhuM. kAcamAMthI AvuM ratna te banAvyuM zI rIte ! A te mahAna tejasvI ane pratibhAzAlI jaNAya che. cAle, bahu AnaMda thayo. mArAM DAM kAryo sahana karaze tema lAge che." gurudeve pitAnA ziSyanI prabhA joI bhaviSya bhAkhyuM.

Page #52
dharmavIra upAdhyAya " gurudeva ! Ape se| se| . parIkSA karIne te meAtI meAkalyuM, te pANIdAra ja hoya ne ! ApanI kRpAdRSTi amArA sau para che. ApanA AzIrvAdathI madhuM sulabha khanI jAya che. " zrI lalitavijayajIe namratAthI kahyuM. 24 cAra mahinAnA TUMkA gALAmAM dUra dUrathI vihAra karI AvI pahoMcela gurubhAI AnuM saMgha ane sAdhuoe bahumAna karyuM. gurudevanA caraNamAM AvI rahevAnA ane gurudevanI sevAmAM rahI vidyAbhyAsa karavAnA amUlya lAbha zrI sAhana vijayajIe meLavyeA. 1961nuM cAturmAsa jIrA (paMjAba)mAM; 1962nuM cAturmAsa ludhiyAnAmAM, 1963nuM cAturmAsa amRtasara ane 1964nuM cAturmAsa gujarAnavAlAmAM karyuM.

Page #53
dhanya jIvana varudeva ! Aje ApanA mukhAraviMda para azAMti ane mUMjhavaNa kema dekhAya che? koI prasaMga evo banya che ke sevakathI kaI avinaya thayo che? koI patre ciMtA upajAvI che ke zarIra asvastha che? gurudeva, je hoya te jaNAvo. huM ApanuM manaduHkha nathI joI zakate." gocarI laIne Avela munijIe ciMtAtura beThelA gurudevane pUchayuM. sohanatArI vAta sAcI che. bIjuM te kaMI ja nathI, paNa gujarAnavAlAthI Aje eka patra che, ane teNe mane bhAre mUMjhavaNamAM mUkI dIdho che." gurudeve kahyuM. zuM samAdhimaMdira bAbata kAMI che ke jaina birAdarImAM ja Apasa ApasanI laDAI saLagI che?" zrI sehanavijayajIe aTakaLa karI. vAta ema che ke sanAtanI lokee jaina dharma para asatya AkSepa karavA zarU karyA che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa jagapUjya sarvazAstraniSNAta paMjAbadezaddhAraka gurudevanA

Page #54
dharmavIra upAdhyAya ajJAnatimirabhAskara" ane "zrI jainatajyAdaza" bannene asatya TharAvavA ane jaina dharmanI avahelanA thAya ema karavA prayAsa zarU karyo che." gurudeve spaSTatA karI. paNa tyAM te AcArya mahArAja zrI vijayakamaLasUrijI che ane upAdhyAyajI mahArAja zrI vIravijayajI mahArAja paNa che. teo A mATe prayatnazIla haze ja." teo te pUro prayatna kare che paNa teozrInI ane zrI saMghanI IcchA che ke ApaNe tyAM hAjara hoIe te sAro prabhAva paDe ane jaDabAtoDa javAba ApI zakAya." AcAryazrIe jaNAvyuM. "paNa gurudeva kayAM gujarAnavAlA ane kayAM khavAI? 450 mAIla jeTale dUrathI kema pahoMcAze ! vaLI A Aga varasatI garamI ! keI vidvAnane mokalIe athavA ApaNe ahIMthI pUratA pramANe lakhI mokalIe." munijIe pitAno vicAra pragaTa karyo. bhAI ! A.kAMI baccAnA khela nathI. zAstrArtha karavA sahelA heya paNa vAdavivAdamAM te aneka jAtanI zakti joIe. carcA karavAnI tAkAta hovI joIe. mane te lAge che; game te bhege ApaNe pahoMcI jaIe. hA. paNa mane lAge che ke tuM ATalI majala nahi kApI zake. hamaNAM zarIra barAbara nathI rahetuM, tethI mane ciMtA thayA kare che." gurudeve ciMtA vyakta karI. gurudeva! e ciMtA na kare. zarIrane kAMI thavAnuM nathI. ane kAMI thayuM te mane ApanI bhakti karyAne Atma

Page #55
dhanya jIvana satASa raheze. " munie taiyArI batAvI. " tA taiyArI kare. AvatI kAle savAre ja magaLa muhUte vihAra karavA che. 20 mAIla savAre ne 10 mAIla sAMje. Aje patra lakhI dauM chuM jethI saMghane zAMti rahe. 27 "" " dharmalAbha ! AhA ! lAlA jagannAthajI ke !" vaMdana karatA pracaMDa paMjAbI AgevAnane kahyuM. "are, tamArI ja vAta karatA hatA. gurudeva te tamArA patra AvatAM ja bhAre mUMjhavaNa anubhavatA hatA, paNa hamaNAM ja tyAM AvavAnA niya karI gurudeva bahAra gayA. '" "mahArAjazrI ! dhanya dhanya e gurudevane. ame te badhA vimAsaNamAM paDacA chIe. tyAM zrImad vijayakamaLasUrIzvarajI tathA zrI u. vIravijayajI teA che, paNa amArA pyArA vallabha vinA kAMI beDA pAra thai zake che ! Ama teo paNa kahe che; ane zrI saMgha te ApanI mALA japI rahyo che." gujarAnavAlAthI AvelA lAlA jagannAthajIe khulAsA karyAM. gurudeva ! ahI` ja padhArAne. hamaNAM ja lAlA jagannAthajI AvyA ne meM temane ApaNA niNaeNya jaNAvyeA. te te nirAza thai gayA hatA ane ATale badhe dUrathI kema paheAMcAze, temaja ciMtA kare che. " munijIe nivedana karyuM. '' " Ave ! Ave ! lAlAjI ! tame have nizcita thaI jAe. meM patra lakhI dIdheA che. tame paNa kuzaLa sIdhAve, ame AvatI kAle vihAra karIe chIe ane jue tA kharA 15 divasa teA thavAnA paNa nathI ne gujarAnavAlAnI bajAramAM, zAstrArthInI e pracaMDa vijayaghASaNA gurudevanA

Page #56
dharmavIra upAdhyAya pratApe karIzuM." AcAryazrIe bhaviSya bhAkhyuM. lAlA jagannAthajI ne khIMvAina saMghanA lake te A pratApI puruSanI vANI ane daDhatA joI diMga thaI gayA. harSAzruthI badhAe A pavitra mahArathIne vaMdana karyA. sAce ja e ugra vihAra hato. savAra ne sAMjanI majala para majala cAlatI. ArAmanA samayano vicAra nahote. jeTha mahine hate. paMjAba dezanI agni varSAvatI garamI, jANe AkAzamAMthI aMgArA varasatA na hoya. mAtra dharmane mATe, gurubhakti mATe kSudhApipAsA ane kanTenI paravA karyA vinA lAMbAlAMbA vihAra kApe jAya che, guru ane ziSya. adhUrAmAM pUruM teozrInI AMkho AvI, paga sUjI gayA, pagamAMthI lohI TapakavA lAgyuM, paNa e vIra ddhA pAchA na paDayA. gurudevane kaMI jaNAvA na dIdhuM. barAbara 14 divasanI majala pachI paMdarame divase bhAre dhAmadhUmathI praveza karyo. gujarAnavAlAnA AbAlavRddhomAM A gurunA phirastA mATe bhAre sanmAna utpanna thayuM. dhanya dhanya guru-ziSya ! dhanya dhanya guruprema, dharmaprema, zAsanaprema. ahIM zAstrArtha vagerenuM kAma patAvI munijI pAchA gurudeva sAthe gujarAtamAM AvyA ane pAlanapuranA mAsAmAM pharI pAchA sakhata bimAra thaI gayA; paNa ahIM thoDA divasamAM ArAma thayo. comAsA pachI vaDedarAnivAsI eka yuvaka zrI nAthAlAlabhAIne dIkSA ApavAmAM AvI ane te zrI sehanavijayajInA ziSya thayA. temanuM nAma zrI mitravijayajI rAkhavAmAM AvyuM.

Page #57
dhanya jIvana 29 dIkSA mahotsava pachI rAdhanapurathI suprasiddha zeTha metIlAla muLajIne zrI siddhAcaLane saMgha nIkaLe, temAM gurudevanI sAthe pAlItANA gayA ane tIrthAdhirAjanAM darzana karyA. pAlItANAmAM pharI pAchI tabiyata lathaDI. te paNa hiMmata karI gurudeva sAthe bhAvanagara gayA. tyAM gurukRpAthI eka anubhavI vaidya maLI gayA ane roga mULathI gaye. ahIM pUjyapAda gaNi zrI muktivijayajI (zrI mUlacaMda mahArAja) mahArAjanA paTadhara AcArya zrI vijayakamalasUrijI mahArAjanA hastakamalathI zrI gurudevanI samakSa muni zrI mitravijayajInI vaDI dIkSA thaI ahIMthI vihAra karI gurudevanI pavitra janmabhUmi vIrakSetra vaDedarAmAM AvyA ane 19panuM cemAsu gurudevanI pavitra sevAmAM vyatIta thayuM. vaDedarAnA comAsAmAM guru mahArAjanA gurubhAI munizrI metIvijayajInI pAse mahArAjazrIe uttarAdhyayana ane AcArAMgasUtra vagerenA yeganuM vahana karyuM. cAturmAsa pachI gurumahArAjanA gRhasthAzramanA vaDIlabaMdhu zrI zeTha khImacaMda dIpacaMde kAvI gandhAra tIrthana saMgha kADhaye. temAM gurumahArAja sAthe javAno lAbha maLe. tIrthayAtrA karI bharUcamAM munisuvratasvAmInAM darzana karI zrI jagaDIyA tIrthanI yAtrA karI gurumahArAjanI sAthe sUratamAM AvyA. sUratamAM pravartaka zrI kAntivijayajI mahArAja, zAntabhUtizrI haMsavijayajI mahArAja Adi 40 munirAjonA

Page #58
30 dharmavIra upAdhyAya darzanane lAbha maLe. pAlI (mAravADa)nA rahIza ne vepArArthe vaDedarA zaheramAM rahetA zrImAna zeTha saubhAgyacaMdrajI vAgarecA mutAnA suputra zA. sukharAjajI cheDA samayathI mahArAjazrI pAse rahI abhyAsa karatA hatA. temaNe pitAnI dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA pragaTa karI ane 1967nA mahA vadI ne ravivAranA mahetsavapUrvaka zraddheya munipuMgava pravartaka zrI kAntivijayajI mahArAjazrI Adi 50 munirAjanI samakSa zrI sukharAjajIne dIkSA ApavAmAM AvI. temanuM nAma muni samudravijaya rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. dIkSA mahotsavane tamAma kharca zrI sukharAjajInA vaDIlabaMdhu zA. pukharAjajI vAgarecA mutAe Apyo ane samAreha bahu ja zAMtipUrvaka ane AnaMdapUrvaka dhUmadhAmathI karavAmAM Avyo. gurumahArAjanI AjJAthI sUratathI munizrI motIvijayajInI sAthe bharUca tarapha vihAra karyo ane zrI samudravijyajInA cega prAraMbha thaI gayA. bharUcamAM birAjamAna AcAryavarya zrI vijayasiddhisUrijI mahArAjanA hastakamalathI zrI samudravijayajIne phAgaNa suda panA divase vaDI dIkSA ApavAmAM AvI. 1967nuM cAturmAsa paNa AcAryavarya zrI siddhisUrIzvarajInI sevAmAM samApta thayuM. ahIM temanI pAse zrI mahAnizItha Adi sUtranuM vahana zarU karyuM temaja paMDitanI pAse nyAyane abhyAsa karatA rahyA. pachI DAI thaI vaDedarA muni saMmelananA prasaMge gurudeva sAthe pote paNa hAjara rahyA.

Page #59
dhanya jIvana 31 saM 1968nuM cAturmAsa guruvaryanI sAthe DabhoImAM karyuM. cAturmAsamAM vidyAbhyAsanI sAthe cAturmAsika tapa karyuM, ane te uparAMta munizrI umaMgavijayajI, zrI vibudhavijayajI, zrI vidyAviyajI, zrI vicAravijyajI, zrI mitravijyajI, zrI kapUravijayajI ane zrI samudravijayajI Adi sAdhuone zrI mahAnizItha, kalpasUtra, zrI AcArAMga ane uttarAdhyayana vagere sUtranuM vahana karAvyuM. DabheInuM mAsuM pUrNa karI guru mahArAjanI AjJA laI zrI sahanavijayajI mahArAja pitAnA banne zive zrI mitravijayajI ane zrI samudravijayajI sAthe siddhAcalajI yAtrA mATe gayA. yAtrA AnaMdapUrvaka karI ane tyAM pAlI mAravADanivAsI zeTha saubhAgyacaMdajInA suputra ane zrI samudravijayajInA gRhasthAzramanA moTAbhAI zrI muLarAjajIe 1968 nA phAgaNa suda 2 nA dIkSA grahaNa karI ane temanuM nAma " sAgaravijaya" rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. ahIMthI vihAra karI amadAvAda AvyA. ahIM zAMtamUti zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAjazrInA ziSyaratna paMnyAsazrI saMpatavijayajInA zubhahaste zrI sAgaravijayajI mahArAjane citra vada trIjanA roja vaDI dIkSA ApavAmAM AvI. amadAvAdathI vihAra karI vaDedarA, sUrata Adi nagaramAM dharmapracAra karatA karatA teozrI potAnA pUjya gurudevanI sAthe muMbaI AvI pahoMcyA. ahIM zrImatI sarasvatI bahena taraphathI upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanA paNa thaI. zrI gurudevanI adhyakSatAmAM Ape upadhAnanAM vidhividhAna karAvyAM.

Page #60
[ 9 ] panyAsa banyA muM baimAM 1969 nuM cAturmAsa gurumahArAjanI sAthe karyuM ane tyAMthI gurudevanI AjJA lai mALavAnI taraphe vihAra karyAM. ratalAmamAM zAMtamUrti zrI savijayajI mahArAja tathA panyAsajI zrI saMpattivajayajI mahArAjanI pAse thADA divasa rahI selANA zrI saMghanI vinaMtithI selANA padhAryAM. ahIM zrI RSabhadeva bhagavAnanuM bhavya maMdira che. maMdira upara dhvajAdaMDa caDhAvavAnA hatA. te prasaMge utsava karavAmAM AbyA hatA. selANAnareze . A prasaMge khAsa hAjarI ApI. temane jainadharma para prema che ane tene zrI RSabhadeva para zraddhA che. madirane mATe temanA taraphathI jAgIra paNa ApelI che. tyAMthI vihAra karI sa. 1970 nuM ceAmAsuM ratalAmamAM karyuM. 5. zrI. saMpavijayajI bhagavatIsUtranA ceAgeAndvahana karyAM. mahArAjanI pAse

Page #61
sanyAsa manyA cAturmAsa pUruM thatAM zrI savijayajI mahArAjanI adhyakSatAmAM 5. zrI saMpatavijayajI mahArAjazrInA zubha haste temane ' gaNI ' padavI ApavAmAM AvI, ane temanA ja maMgala haste mahAzuda pAMcama ( saM 1971 ) nA divase hajAro manuSyeAnI vacce samArAhapUrvaka temane panyAsa padavIthI vibhUSita karavAmAM AvyA. 33 ceAge dvahana vidhividhAnamAM zrI samudravijayajI ghaNA ja sahAyaka thayA. ratalAmathI dhamaNeAda, samilayAtInI yAtrA karI panyAsajI vaDanagara padhAryA. vaDanagarathI mAMDavagaDhanA saMgha teozrInI adhyakSatAmAM nIkaLye, temAM 1500 lagabhaga strIpuruSa hatAM. mAMDavagaDha eka vakhata vaibhavazALI samRddha nagara hatuM. pethaDakumAra ane matrI sagrAmaseAnI jevA dhanADhaya puruSo mAMDavagaDhanAM rahnA hatAM. Aje te! mAMDavagaDhanA gaganacummI mahelAnA khaMDero avazeSarUpa dekhAya che. mAMDavagaDhathI vihAra karI dIThAna thai mahu AvI paheAMcyA. mahunA leAkeAnI dhArmika bhAvanA jAgI UThI. zrI mahAvIra jayantInA utsava ujavavAmAM AvyuM. Indora zrI saMgha vinaMti karavA AbyA, ane mahArAjazrIe dhUmadhAmapUrvaka indoramAM praveza karyAM. ahIM kharatara ane tapagacchanA bhAiomAM keTalAka samayathI vemanasya cAlI rahyuM hatuM. panyAsajInI amRta vANIthI jAdu thayuM ane badhA maLIne dhakA karavA lAgyA.

Page #62
dharmavIra upAdhyAya kevuM manahara dazya ! jIvanamAM AvuM dRzya Aje ja joyu. hArA sAdhue AvI gayA paNa A milana apUva ja gaNAya. harSAzru bharyAM nayane eka vRddha jana kheAlI UThayA. " kAkAsAheba ! IndoranuM saubhAgya ke AvA saMtasamAgama thyA. zvetAMbara sthAnakavAsIne meLa ja zAnA hAya ? eka mUrtipUjA pAchaLa gAMDA banyA hoya tyAre bIjo sthAnakane ja mahattva ApatA heAya. Aje janma janmAMtaramAM nahi joyeluM A AkhAe joyu." bIjA mahAnubhAve peAtAnA bhAva jaNAvyA ane kharekhara e dRzya manahara hatuM ja. 34 sthAnakavAsI sa'pradAyano upAzraya, zrI prasannacaMdrajI mahArAja tyAM hAjara hatA. upAzrayanA vyAkhyAna hAla strI-puruSo, bALaka, adhikArI varga, zvetAMbaro, digambara ane sthAnakavAsI zrAvakA uparAMta anya sapradAyanA sajanAthI ubharAi gayA hatA. bhAre ThaMDu jAmelI. pATanI eka khAjI zrI prasannacaMdrajI mahArAja, bIjI tarapha paM. zrI sAhanavijayajI mahArAja, mAMgalAcaraNa zarU thayu' ne AkhIe sabhA maMtramugdha thaI gaI. pravacana zarU thayuM. jaina dharmanI vizALatA, jaina dharmanA tatvonI sAmyatA, siddhAMtAnI uttamatA ane sAmpradAyika vyAmAhanA tyAganI upadezadhArA jyAM alI tyAM vRddha janAnI AMkheAmAM AMsu chalakAi gayAM. sahu mahArAjazrInI bhuri bhUra prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. IndoranA jainasamAja harSathI nAcI rahyA. ghereghera

Page #63
paMnyAsa banyA 35 AnaMdautsava thaI rahe. IndoranA ItihAsamAM Aja divasa suvarNAkSare lakhAI gaye. dhamanI prabhAvanA vadhI. eka saMgItamaMDalInI sthApanA thaI. IndorathI vihAra karI zrI makSI tIrthanI yAtrA karI ujajaina thaIvaDanagaramAM praveza karyo. zeTha mAnAjI kastUracaMdae zrI navapadajInuM udyApana karyuM. vaDanagaramAM cAtumasa nakkI thayuM; AthI navayuvake ane saMgha samastane AnaMda thaye. paNa vidhinA nirmANa kAMI judAM ja hatAM. comAsAne thoDo samaya hato tethI paMnyAsajI mahArAja vaDanagarathI badanAvara padhAryA. ahIM osavALanAM 100 ghara che. be prAcIna maMdira che. moTA maMdiranA bhaMyarAmAM saMprati rAjAnI bharAvelI zrI rASabhadeva bhagavAnanI alaukika ane camatkArI mUrti che. ATha divasamAM te 15-20 mUrtipUjaka jenone badale jainenAM badhAM ghare ane jainetara leka tathA adhikArI varga paNa teonA vyAkhyAnathI bahu ja AkarSita thayA. jeTha suda aSTamInA divase svagaya nyAyAmbenidhi jainAcArya zrImad vijayAnaMdasUrIzvara mahArAjane jayantI mahatsava samAraMbha pUrvaka thayo. A prasaMgathI jAgRti AvI. vaDanagara, kAnayana, ratalAma, mulathAna vagerenA loko anya prasaMge AvyA. zrI navapadajInI pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM AvI tathA sAdhamI vAtsalya thayuM. ApanA satata upadezathI badanAvaranI janatA para khUba prabhAva paDyo. zrI saMghe nizcaya

Page #64
36 dharmavIra upAdhyAya karyo ke game te thAya paNa mahArAjazrInuM cAmAsuM te ahIM ja karAvavu. vyAkhyAnanA samaya hateA. upadezavarSA cAlu hatI. janatA matramugdha banI hatI. ekAeka saMghanA AgevAna bhAI A UbhA thayAH guruvaryAM, amArI prAthanA svIkAro. amAruM gAma Apa jevA mahAtmAnA darzanathI pavitra thayuM che. kadI saMtasamAgama thayA nathI. jaina zAsananA prabhAva ame Aje ja jANyA. jo amArAM jIvana saphaLa karavAM hAya, jaina dharmamAM amAre prema dRDha karavA hAya, amArAmAMthI bhUlelA keTalAkane bhagavAna mahAvIranA dhamAM lAvavA hAya tA amArI hArdika prArthanA svIkArA ! cAturmAsa atre ja thavuM joI e. zrI saMghanI,-ahIM beThelA save bahenabhAI enI A vinati mAnya kare. " (6 kahetAM kahetAM strIpuruSAnAM netrAmAMthI azrudhArA vahevA lAgI. guruvanI AMkheA paNa bharAI AvI. panyAsajIe badhAne zAMta karyA. " mahAnubhAve ! tamArI gurubhakti advitIya che. huM tamane nirAza karavA nathI IcchatA, paNa tame jANo cheH huM vaDanagaramAM baMdhAI cUkayA chuM. chatAM eka mArga che. tame gurudeva zrI vijayavallabhasUrijI pAse jA. temanI AjJA mAre zirodhAya che. " pahelAM te badanAvaranA saMghamAMthI zrIyuta nandarAmajI cApaDA, zrI naMdarAmajI leADhA, zrI rIkhabhadAsajI pArakha Adi cAra sajjane vaDanagara gayA. tyAM saMgha samastane ekatra karI peAtAnI bhAvanA rajU karI. A vAta sAMbhaLI badhA

Page #65
paMnyAsa banyA 37 cakita thayA. comAsA mATenI taiyArI thaI gaI hatI. navayuvake to racanAtmaka kArya mATe talasI rahyA hatA. guruvaryanI sudhAvANI sAMbhaLI kRtArtha thavAnI bhAvanA badhA sevI rahyA hatA. 24 varSa pachI ahIM eka mahAtmAnuM comAsuM thatuM hatuM. dhArmika kRtya mATe paNa rojanA thaI gaI hatI. have zuM thAya! A vAta sAMbhaLI badhAnAM mana duHkhI thayAM. navayuvake te bahu ja nArAja thayA. strIo te AMsu sAravA lAgI. paNa vRddha janee vicAra karyo ke badanAvaramAM vizeSa lAbha thato hoya to ApaNe Agraha na rAkhIe. vRddha janee kahyuM: "tame gurudevanI AjJA lAvo. badhAM sArAM vAnAM thaI raheze.' A sAMbhaLI cAre sajajane sUrata AcAryazrI vijaya vallabhasUrijI pAse gayA. AcAryazrIne vastusthiti samajAvI ane badanAvara mATe AjJA ApavA prArthanA karI. badanAvaranA lokonI bhAvanA jaNAvI ane AvA virala prasaMgane lAbha amane maLavuM joIe tema anurodha karyo. AcArya mahArAjazrIe lAbhAlAbhane vicAra karI badanAvara mATe AjJA ApI. basa ! pachI te pUchavuM ja zuM! A bhAIonA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. badanAvara tArathI khabara ApI. saMgha samastane bhAre harSa thaye. pitAnA bhAgyane dhanya mAnavA lAgyA. paNa mahArAjazrI te A vakhate vaDanagaramAM hatA. guru mahArAjane AjJApatra laIne badanAvaravALA bhAio AvI pahoMcyA. mahArAjazrI paNa AjJApatra joI cakita vazvabharUrijI mATe AjJA ane AvA vi

Page #66
dharmavIra upAdhyAya 68 thayA. vaDanagaranA saMdhane keTaluM duHkha thaze te vicArathI plAni thai. vaDanagaranA saMgha samastane A sAMbhaLI kheda thayA. guru mahArAje saMghane premabharyA zabdomAM kahyuMH " sajjane ! Apa saunA prema, zraddhA, bhakita ane utsAhamAM koipaNa jAtanI kamI nathI. Apa saunA premabhAvathI vaza thaI dhArmika kAryanI AzAe meM ahIM cAturmAsa karavAnuM svIkAryuM, paNa bhAvibhAva kANu jANI zake che ! badanAvaranA saMgha paNa ApaNA ja saMgha che. tyAM varSothI koI munirAjanuM cAturmAsa thayuM nathI. tyAM paNa dharmalAbha che. temane paNa tamArAjeTalA ja Agraha che. vaLI gurudevanI AjJA paNa che. have tame duHkha na lagADaze. nirAza na thazeA. tamane be vakhata AvIne me' lAbha ApyuM che. prasanna cittathI mane rajA ApeA. ' harSAzru vacce zrIsaMghe rajA ApI.

Page #67
kalyANakArI kAryo 1971nuM comAsuM badanAvaramAM thayuM. A badanAvara eka vakhata jaina dharmanuM kendrasthAna hatuM. jaina khaMDere ne mUrtio Aje paNa maLI Ave che. badanAvaranuM cAturmAsa AnaMdapUrvaka thayuM. pratidina vyAkhyAnamAM seMkaDo strIpuruSonI bhIDa rahetI. paryuSaNa parvanuM ArAdhana utsAha ane mahAna samArehapUrvaka thayuM. rathayAtrA baDI dhUmadhAmathI nIkaLI. ratalAmathI hAthI, vaDanagarathI pAlakhI, DaMkAnizAna vagere lAvavAmAM AvyAM. ratalAma, vaDanagara, kAnayana, mulathAna vagerenA lake moTI

Page #68
4 dharmavIra upAdhyAya saMkhyAmAM AvyA. A rIte rathayAtrAne mahAtsava apUrva thayA. vaLI guru mahArAjanA upadezathI ahInAM madirAnA jIrNoddhAranu paNa kAma thayu. svargavAsI gurudeva nyAyAMbhAnidhi jainAcAya 1008 zrImadvijayAna dasUrIzvarajI ( AtmArAmajI ) mahArAjanI mUrti hAthIne hade lAvavAmAM AvI. A rIte badanAvaranuM cAturmAsa cirasmaraNIya gaNAya. badanAvarathI vihAra karI mulathAna thaI ne teo vaDanagara padhAryA. vaDanagara ATha dasa divasa rahIne te ratalAma AvyA. ratalAmamAM aMdara aMdaranA kalezanA kAraNe jaina pAThazAlA aMdha hatI. mahArAjazrInA prayAsathI kusa'pa dUra thayeA ane pAThazAlA punaH zarU thaI. ratalAmathI vihAra karI karamadI, dAhoda ane godharA thaI nAnAmeTA gAmeAmAM vihAra karatA karatA kAThIAvADanA kheArU gAmamAM prAtaH smaraNIya gurudeva zrI. vijayavallabhasUrijI mahArAjanA caraNeAmAM AvI paheoMcyA. zrI gurumahArAjanI sAthe teo dheAlerA AvyA. sAdhvI candrazrIne yogAhana karAvyA ane gurudevanI adhyakSatAmAM vaDI dIkSA ApI tyAMthI vihAra karI siddhAcala AvyA. siddhAcalanAM darzana karI giranArajImAM zrI nemInAtha bhagavAnanAM darzana karyAM. jUnAgaDhamAM thoDA divasa rahI zrI saMghanI vinatithI pArakha Mdara tarapha vihAra karyAM. gurumahArAjanI sAthe sAthe vathalI AvyA. ahI dAnavIra zeTha devakaraNa muLajI taraphthI aMdhAvelu eka vizALa jaina maMdira che, ane eka jaina dharmazALA tathA upAzraya che.

Page #69
kalyANakArI kAryo zeTha zrI devakaraNabhAInI ujjavala kItinA cirasthAyI staMbha samA A traNe sthAne Aje paNa vaMthalIne zAbhAvI rahyA che. gurumahArAje teozrIne porabaMdara tarapha vihAra karavA AjJA karI ane sAthe munizrI mitravijayajI, samudravijayajI, vasantavijayajI, prabhAvijayajI, Adi pAMca sAdhuone mekalyA. porabaMdaramAM dhUmadhAma pUrvaka svAgata thayuM. ahIM sUratanivAsI zrImatI sarasvatI bahene teozrI pAse bAra vrata grahaNa karyA ane prabhAvanA karI. guru mahArAjane kaI kAraNasara pharI jUnAgaDha javuM. paDayuM. AthI teo paNa jUnAgaDha AvyA. zrI verAvaLa saMghane vizeSa Agraha hovAthI gurumahArAje temane muni zrI. vidyAvijayajI, vicAravijayajI tathA samudravijayajI sAthe verAvaLa cAturmAsa mATe AjJA ApI. verAvaLanA saMghe ApanuM khUba svAgata karyuM. dhArmika kRtyenI suMdara prabhAvanA thaI. teozrInA upadezathI verAvaLamAM zrI AtmAnaMda jana lAIbrerI, zrI AtmAnaMda jaina kanyA pAThazALA: banne saMsthAonI sthApanA thaI. A kArya verAvaLanA utkarSa mATe mahattvanuM gaNAya. Aje paNa banne saMsthAo suMdara rIte cAlI rahI che. cAturmAsa bAda zeTha pAnAcaMda vAlajInA vizeSa anurodhathI temanA makAna para comAsuM badalyuM. A khuzImAM zeThajIe rU. 201) lAIbrerIne dAna ApyuM. uparAMta teozrInA upadezathI zeThazrI pAnAcaMdabhAIe rU. 1500) zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayane ApyA. lokone paNa A

Page #70
82 dharmavIra upAdhyAya dAnathI Azcarya thayuM, kAraNake dravya to hatuM paNa udAratA te mahArAjazrInA upadezanuM ja pariNAma hatuM. uparAMta zeTha chaganalAlabhAInI taraphathI upadhAna tapanI AjanA vizALa rUpamAM thaI, temAM lagabhaga rU. 1000) kharca thayuM upadhAna tapanA antamAM mAlApaNane samaye verAvaLa saMghanI prArthanAthI pUjyapAduM gurudeva zrI vijayavallabhasUrijI jUnAgaDhathI ahIM padhAryA. . teozrInA praveza vakhate verAvaLa saMghe zraddhAbhaktithI je utsAha darzAvyuM te prazaMsanIya hate. zeTha chaganalAla bhAIe sAcA metI ane maherothI gurudevane vadhAvyA. mAlApaNanA divasane utsAha verAvaLanA ItihAsamAM apUrva hato. gurudevanA zubha haste uparanI banne saMsthAonI sthApanA thaI. uparAMta zeTha gulAbacaMdajI kalyANajI khuzAlanA smaraNArthe "zrI AtmAnaMda jana auSadhAlaya" nuM udghATana thayuM. A kArya mATe zeThajI taraphathI rUA. 30000) ane zeTha suMdarajI kalyANajI khuzAlanI mAtuzrI taraphathI rU. 5000) temaja anya sagRhasthAnI taraphathI rUA. 25000) nuM phaMDa thayuM. Aje auSadhAlaya unnati para che. jena, ajaina badhA tene lAbha laI rahyA che. jyAM jyAM mahArAjazrI gayA, jyAM jyAM kSetranI spanA thaI, jyAM jyAM upadezane prasaMga AvyA tyAM tyAM ApaNA caritranAyaka zrI sehanavijayajI mahArAjazrIe

Page #71
kalyANakArI kAryo 43 saMgha samastanA ane te dvArA jena samAjanA kalyANanA kAryo karyA. kusaMpa hoya tyAM saMpa karAvya, nAnAM nAnAM gAmomAM jaina dharmanI pratiSThA vadhArI, sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyanI sAthe paNa premabhAva rAkhe, samAjanA kurivAjo viSe khulle khullA nIDaratAthI vyAkhyAna ApyAM. saMsthAo sthApana karavA sthaLe sthaLe prayAsa karyA. jaina jainetarane potAnA vicArothI mugdha karyA. samAjanI jAgRti ane utthAnanA svapna sevanAra, te mATe ahoniza prayatna karanAra e virala AtmAne dhanya che.

Page #72
vadhatI jatI suvAsa rAvaLathI unAnI paMcatIthI nA saMgha kADhavAmAM AvyeA. temAM unAdelavADA, aArA, divadara ane koDInAranI yAtrA karI mahuvA, dAThA ane taLAjA thaI gurudevanI sAthe teo zrI siddhAcaLamAM padhAryA. tI rAjanI yAtrA karI zihAra, bhAvanagara thaI vaLA AvyA. ahIM guru mahArAjanI AjJAthI devazrIjInAM ziSyA sAdhvI caraNuzrI, cittazrI ane ca'pakazrIne yogendvahana karAvI vaDI dIkSA ApI. ahIMthI grAmAnugAma vihAra karatA karatA khaMbhAta padhAryAM. khaMbhAta eka prAcIna tItha che. zrI staMbhanapArzvanAthajInI ati prAcIna ane prabhAvazALI pratimA che. ahI` zrI mahAvIra jayaMtine utsava AnaMdapUrvaka

Page #73
vadhatI jatI suvAsa ujavavAmAM Avyo. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA jIvana para eka suMdara mananIya nibaMdha Ape lakhI Ape, je rAtrinI sabhAmAM mAstara dIpacaMdabhAIe vAMcI saMbhaLAvyo. ahIMthI vihAra karI vaDodarA sUrata Adi nagaro tathA gAmamAM vicaratA gurudeva tathA pUjya pravartaka zrI kAntivijayajI mahArAjanI sAthe Apa bhAratanA suprasiddha nagara muMbaImAM AvI pahoMcyA. | muMbaI nagarIne A praveza apUrva hate. 3pa to benDavAjA, seMkaDo moTo ane ghoDAgADIo. bajAre ane rastAo hajAre manuSyathI bharelA. jaina samAjanA harSa pAra nahoto. A praveza mahotsava muMbaInA ItihAsamAM yAdagAra hato. gurudeva ane pravartaka zrI kAntivijayajI mahArAjanuM cAturmAsa muMbaImAM zrI goDIjImahArAjanA upAzraye thayuM ane zrAvaka samudAyanI vinati ane guru mahArAjanI AjJAthI teozrInuM mAruM keTanA upAzrayamAM thayuM. A cAturmAsamAM zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanA makAna mATe phaMDa ekatrita thayuM, tyAre zrI. paMnyAsajI mahArAjanA sadupadezathI koTanA zrI. saMgha taraphathI rU. 25000) ApavAmAM AvyA. A uparAMta A comAsAmAM sauthI vadhAre zreSTha kAma e thayuM ke ahIM mAMgaroLanivAsI bhAIo vacce keTalAka samayathI je kaleza cAlyo Avato hato te teozrInA sadupadezathI zamI gaye ane badhA premabhAvathI rahevA lAgyA.

Page #74
dharmavIra upAdhyAya cAturmAsanI samApti thayA pachI munizrI samudravijayajI ane zrI. sAgaravijayajI ane ziSyAne sAthe laine mu.baithI vihAra karyAM.muMbaithI agAsa, valasADa, bilImeArA ane sUrata vagere nagareAmAM pracAra karatA karatA te pAleja padhAryA. 46 ahIM strIzikSAnA viSaya para mahatvapUrNa vyAkhyAna ApyAM. leAkeA para sAre prabhAva paDayo. A uparAMta teozrInA upadezathI ahIMnA zrI saMgha taraphathI zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayane sArI rakamanI sahAyatA maLI. ahIthI vihAra karI mIyAMgAma, pAdarA, darApurA vagere gAmAmAM vicaratA vicaratA zAMtamUrti zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAja tathA pa. zrI sapavijayajI mahArAjanA danAthe mujapuramAM AvyA. ahIthI vaDedarA AvyA. gurudeva muMbaIthI AvavAnA heAvAthI temanI sevAmAM pAleja sudhI gayA ane tyAMthI judAjudA gAmanagarezamAM vicaratA mAtaramAM sAcA deva zrI sumatinAtha svAmInI yAtrA karI amadAvAdamAM AvI paheAMcyA. ahI muMbainivAsI zeTha cAMpasIbhAInA suputra zrI. lAlacane zAMtamUrti zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAjazrInI adhyakSatAmAM guru mahArAjanA zubha haste dIkSAsaMskAra thayA ane rivijaya nAma rAkhavAmAM Avyu. temane teozrInA ziSya banAvavAmAM AvyA. A dIkSAmahAtsava vi. sa. 1974nA vaizAkha zuda 6nA divase thayeA. gurudevanI AjJA thaI ke udayapuranA zrIsaMghanI vinati

Page #75
vadhatI jatI suvAsa AvI che. udayapuramAM dharmakArya thavAnI sArI saMbhAvanA che, vaLI zrI kezariyAjI Adi tIrthanI yAtrAne lAbha che to te tarapha vihAra karavo joIe. paMnyAsajI mahArAje AjJA zirodhArya karI ane pitAnA ziSya zrI. samudravijayajI, zrI sAgaravijayajI, zrI ravivijayajI Adi samudAya sAthe valAda, himatanagara, ahamadagaDha ane prAMtIja thaI IDaragaDha padhAryA. ahIMthI aneka jagAe dharmopadeza detA detA bhAratavarSanA suvikhyAta tIrtha zrI kezariyAnAthajI padhAryA. A tIrtha anupama gaNAya che. zrI AdIzvara bhagavAnanI pratimA vizALa ane bhavya che. A pratimAnI prAcInatA viSe ema kahevAya che ke A mUti rAvaNanI bharAvelI che. zrI kezariyAjI tIrthanI yAtrA karI Apa udayapuramAM padhAryA. nagarapravezanI zobhA apUrva hatI. 1974nuM comAsuM ahIM thayuM. A comAsAmAM udayapuramAM prazaMsanIya kAme thayAM. 1 vivAha prasaMge vezyAnRtyano kurivAja baMdha karavAmAM Avyo. 2 bALavivAhanI prathAne pratibaMdha karavAmAM Avyo. A uparAMta ahIM vRddha ke yuvAna game tenA maraNa pAchaLa jamaNa thatuM. juvAna putranI vidhavA strI gharamAM duHkhI duHkhI thaI rahI hoya, tyAre paNa badhA loko jamaNa jamatA. A trAsajanaka rivAjane baMdha karavA mahArAjazrIe nIDaratAthI upadeza Apyo ane te rivAja

Page #76
4 dharmavIra upAdhyAya keTaleka aze adha thayA. temaja ahI svayaMsevaka ma`DaLanI sthApanA paNa thaI. cAturmAsamAM aThThAI mahAtsava, pUjA, prabhAvanAdi kAya. AnaMdathI thayAM. eka samaya upadezane mATe Apa rAjamahelamAM gayA ane (vamAna mahArANA) rAjakumAra zrI bhUpALasiMhajIne upadeza ApyA. ApanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI udayapura mahArANAnA jyeSTha baMdhu zrIyuta sUratasi'hajI ApanA darzanArthe upAzrayamAM padhAryAM. eka kalAka vAtacIta thaI ane paraspara dha carcA karatA rahyA. mahArANA sAheanA baMdhu ApazrIne maLIne bahu ja prasanna thayA. cAturmAsanI samApti bAda vihAra karIne nagaramahAra eka dhama zALAmAM Apa ziSyaparivAra sAthe padhAryA. tyAM jaina dharmamAM ahiMsAtattva " e viSaya para prabhAvazALI vyAkhyAna ApyuM. mahArANAjInA jyeSTha baMdhu paNa A samaye hAjara hatA. temane A vyAkhyAnathI mahu ja AnaMda thayA. te prasaMge temaNe mahArAjazrInA upadezanI praza MsA karI. ahIM AvatI ceAvIzInA zrI padmanAbha prabhunuM vizALa madira che. temAM pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM AvI. sAdharmika vAtsalya thayuM. ahIMthI vihAra karI Apa devAlI padhAryA. ahIMthI Apa bhuvANA padhAryA. ahIM udayapurathI hajAro strIpuruSA ApanAM darzanArthe AvyAM. ahIM zeTha zrI rAzanalAlajI catura Adi taraphathI pUjA, sAmika vAtsalya thayuM. ahIthI 'Apa ekaliMga gAmamAM zrI zAMtinAtha prabhunA darzanArthe padhAryAM. A sthAna bahu ja prAcIna gaNAya che.

Page #77
vadhatI jatI suvAsa 49 ahI 350 jaina maMdire| hatAM. Aje te khaDere paNa dekhAtAM nathI. mAtra eka ja janamadira che, jenA jIrNoddhAra hamaNAM thayA che. ahIthI vihAra karI Apa delavADAmAM AvyA. ahI cAra suMdara maMdira che. madirAmAM seMkaDA pratimAo che. ahIM 20-25 ghara mahAtmAonAM che, je yatiomAMthI grahasthI banyA che; ane jaina dharmanuM pAlana kare che. delavADAthI vihAra karI kareDA tItha mAM padhAryA. kareDAmAM zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunuM mATu vizALa ane prAcIna maMdira che. yAtrALuone rahevA mATe zALA paNa che. ahI udayapurathI 300 thI 400 zrAvakazrAvikA dazanArthe AvyAM hatAM. ApanA upadezathI tIrthAMnI vyavasthA mATe ' mevADa tI kamITI 'nI sthApanA thaI. temAM Ange! ke mevADa prAntanA tIrthonA uddhArane mATe zrI kareDA tInI AvakamAMthI aDadhA bhAga mevADa prAntanA jINu maMdirAnA uddhAra arthe khacavA. evA TharAva karavAmAM ahI thI vihAra karI kapAsaNa gAme padhAryA. ahIMthI rAsI gAme AvyA. ahI upadeza sAMbhaLavA ahIMnA kima sAheba paNa AvatA hatA. ahIM udayapuranarezanA jayeSTha baMdhu zrI. sUratasiMhajInA patra maLyA ke kareDA tItha mAM Apa AvyA che te jANI mane khUba AnaMda thayA che. Apa kRpA karI tyAM gheADI sthiratA karaze ane janatAmAM ahiMsAnA pracAra karazeA. te pramANe theADA divasa AsapAsanA pradezamAM vihAra karyo ane peAtAnI miSTa vANIthI Ama janatAne ahiM sAnA sadeza sabhaLAvyeA.

Page #78
leAkaprema < hIkima sAheba ! dhanya che e vIra dayALazAhane je eka zUravIra, dharmavIra ane kamavIra hatA. jaina dharmanA udyotane mATe e vIra nare ghaNAM dhamakArya karyAM che. tamArI vAta sAcI che ke eka karaDa rUpIAnA kharce vIra dayALazAhe A anupama maMdira banAvyuM che. ane mahArANA rAjasiMhe eTalA ja rUpIA khacI A vizALa sarAvara adhAvyuM che: anne amara thaI gayA. C/C/ 77 mahArAja sAhekha ! Apa ta| mahAjJAnI che ane ApanuM vacana pramANa che, paNa A pradezamAM jaina leAkA ochA thatA jAya che ane devAlayeAnI sthiti bhAre kharAkha thatI jAya che. " hAkima sAhebe panyAsajI mahArAjane jaNAvyuM.

Page #79
pa1 lokaprima barAbara che. dharmanA netAonuM kartavya Aje bhUlAI rahyuM che. AvA pradezamAM samaya samaya para vicarI dharmanI jAgRti rAkhavI joIe, te amArAthI na banI zakyuM; pachI zuM thAya ! loke to bicArA saraLa che, ane ajJAna che. je tarapha dorI jAo te tarapha jAya." mahArAjazrIe samAdhAna karyuM. guruvarya! amane te ApanA upadezathI bahu ja AnaMda thaye. ame je ke vaiSNava dharmAnuyAyI chIe, chatAM ApanA sarvadharma samabhAvanA vicAro tathA jaina dharmanI vizALatA sAMbhaLI amane atyaMta harSa thaye che. AvA aneka gAmamAM Apa vicarI rahyA che tethI janatAne dharmane baMdha thayo. amArA lekonA nasIbamAM Apa jevA jaina sAdhuonAM darzana ja kayAMthI hoya ! " vIra dayALazAhanA rAjanagaramAM mahArAjazrI ATheka divasa rahyA ane dharmanI prabhAvanA sArI rIte thaI. ahIMthI desUrI, sumera, ghANerAva ane mUchALA mahAvIra prabhunI yAtrA karIne Apa sAdaDI AvyA. gurudevanI AjJAthI sAdaDIthI vihAra karI Apa nADalAI nADela ane varakANa tIrthanI yAtrA karI ane rANI AvI pahoMcyA. AsapAsanA gAmamAM dharmopadeza detAM detAM Apa pAlI AvyA. pAlImAM navalakhA pArzvanAthajInuM dhAma gaNAya che. ahIM Apa paMdara divasa rahyA ane dharmopadeza saMbhaLAvyuM. ApanA darzanArtha paMjAbanA 50-60 bhAIbene ahIM

Page #80
para dharmavIra upAdhyAya AvyAM hatAM. pAlInA zrAvakoe temanI khUba sevAbhakti karI. ahIMthI jodhapuranI tarapha vihAra karyo. tyAMthI cAra kosa dUra eka gAmamAM mahArAjazrI AvyA. gocarI karIne UThayA hatA, tyAM eka bhAIe AvIne samAcAra ApyAH "gurudeva amadAvAdathI vihAra karI pAlI tarapha AvatA hatA tyAM lUTArAoe teone lUMTI lIdhA. vastro ane pustake paNa laI lIdhAM." - A sAMbhaLatAM ja tyAMthI tarata ja vihAra karyo ane pAlImAM AvI pahoMcyA. tyAMthI gurudevanI sukhazAtA pUchavA AgevAna gRha vijApura gayA. munirAjazrI lalitavijayajI, tapasvI guNavijayajI ane muni vicAravijayajI te pAlImAM AvI gayA. gurudeva ane lUTArAone prasaMga sAMbhaLI teo kaMpI UThayA. azunI dhArA cAlI, paNa gurudevanI nIDaratA, ane nirbhayatA, vIratA ane zAnti joI tathA badhAnI sukhazAtA sAMbhaLI sAMtvana thayuM. guru mahArAja te pAlImAM padhAryA. sAdaDInA zrI saMghe guru mahArAjane sAdaDImAM padhAravAnI prArthanA karI ane guru mahArAja sAdaDImAM padhAryA. sAdaDimAM cAra divasa rahI golavADanI ajJAna sthiti viSe guru mahArAje upadeza ApyA. leka paristhiti samajatA thayA. gurudeve te pAMcame divase vihAranI taiyArI karI. sAdhu samudAya taiyAra thaI gaye. saMghanAM strI-puruSo tathA AgevAne AvI pahoMcyA. badhAe prArthanA karIH "gurudeva 'cAra ja divasamAM Apa cAlyA jaze? amane jagADIne have

Page #81
lokaprema 53 kyAM jaze? prabhu, amArI prArthanA sAMbhaLe. thoDA divasanI sthiratA karo !" tamArI prArthanA karI prArthanA hoya te te rahIne zuM karuM ! tame jANe che, mAro samaya bahu kImatI che. hA. kAMI kAma thAya tevuM hoya te rahevA taiyAra chuM. che teyAra ?" guru mahArAje cokhuM saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM. gurudeva ! ame jarUra koIka kArya karIzuM. ApazrInI preraNa haze te jarUra zubha kArya thaze. Apa amArI prArthanA svIkAre !" AgevAnoe vacana ApyuM. ane gurumahArAje te ja samaye gelavADanI vartamAna paristhitinuM digadarzana karAvyuM. gelavADanA sudhArAne mATe eka vidyAlaya sthApIta karavAnI AvazyakatA jaNAvI ane camatkAra to e thayo ke e ja samaye, upadezane bhAre prabhAva paDaze. te ja samaye pa0 hajAra rUpiyAnAM vacana maLI gayAM, ane bIjAnI AzA apAI. gurudeve cAturmAsa karavAnI IcchA prakaTa karI. A zubha samAcAra zrI sohanavijayajIne pAlImAM pahoMcADavAmAM AvyA ane sAdaDImAM AvI vidyAlayanA kAryane AgaLa vadhAravA AjJA thaI tethI munijI paNa pAcho sAdaDI zrI gurudevanI sevAmAM AvI pahoMcyA. sAdaDImAM Ape kacavattA tathA zrAddhaguNa vivaraNanuM hindI bhASAMtara karyuM. bAlInA zrI saMghanI vinatithI panyAsajIne bAlI * vA,

Page #82
54. dharmavIra upAdhyAya comAsAnI AjJA thaI ane 1975nuM cAturmAsa bAlImAM thayuM. ahIM "navayuvaka maMDaLanI sthApanA thaI. munizrI vidyAvijayajIne bhagavatI sUtranuM vahana karAvyuM ane temane kArataka vadi 5 ne reja dhUmadhAmapUrvaka gaNuM ane paMnyAsa padavI ApavAmAM AvI. A uparAMta zA premacaMda gemarAja, zA premacaMda jodhAjI, zA lakhamAjI khuzAlajI ane navalAjI matIjInI taraphathI upadhAna tapanuM anuSThAna thayuM. hajAre strI-puruSoe A dhArmika kRtyamAM bhAga lIdho. AnaMdanI vAta e hatI ke gurudeva sAdaDIthI A mahotsava prasaMge khAsa padhAryA ane temanI chatrachAyAmAM be bhAvikenI dIkSAo-padavIo ane A tapa paripUrNa thayuM. kenpharansa sAdaDImAM bIjuM paNa eka uttama kArya thayuM. gurudevanI upasthiti hatI ja. goDavADanI jAgRtine prayAsa thato hato, tyAM zrI jaina zvetAMbara konpharansanuM 12muM adhivezana nizcita thayuM. heziyArapura (paMjAba) nA osavALa kuLabhUSaNa zrIyuta lAlA delatarAmajInA pramukhapaNA nIce konpharansanuM adhivezana uttamatAthI saphaLa thayuM. jaina samAjamAM jAgRtinuM AMdolana phelAyuM. ahIMthI Apa prAcIna tIrtha zrI rANakapurajInI yAtrAe gurudevanI sAthe padhAryA. rANakapurajI sAdaDIthI traNa cAra keza dUra eka jaMgalamAM che. A maMdira bhAratavarSanI

Page #83
leAkaprema 5 prAcIna zilpakalAnuM jIvaMta udyAharaNa che. eka maMdira te| nalinIgulma vimAnanA AkAranuM che, jenA 1444 sthabhA che. te maMdiranI racanA apUrva che. zeTha dhannAzAha pAravAle te adhAvyuM che.

Page #84
vIranA putrone jJAnadAna de vaga'jathI zeTha geAmarAja tehacaMde zrI kesarIyAjInA saMgha kADhavyo. saMghamAM gurudevanI sAthe teo paNa padhAryAM. yAtrA karI varakANA thaI dhamUrti zeTha zrI sumeramalajI surANAnA AgrahathI tathA gurudevanI AjJAthI zrI samudravijayajI tathA zrI sAgaravijayajI mahArAja sAthe bikAnera tarapha vihAra karyAM. grAmAnugAma vicaratA vicaratA Apa seAjata, meDatA, lAdI, nAgeAra vagere jagAe dharmopadeza karatA karatA bhinnAsara AvI paheAMcyA. bhinnAsara bIkAnerathI traNa mAila che. bIkAnerathI ghaNAM srIpuruSA mahArAjazrInA dane AvyA. atre zeTha zrIyuta sumeramalajI surANA tathA kAcare taraphathI be traNa divasa pUjA ane sAmika vAtsalye

Page #85
17 vIranA putrAne jJAnadAna thayA ane jeTha zuda sAtamanA divase bIkAneramAM dhAmadhUmathI praveza karyA. Aje mIkAneramAM AnaMda AnaMda hatA. mahAna pa paryuSaNAnA pavitra divaseA hatA. paMnyAsajI jevA samayadhama-prakAzakanI amI varSA thaI rahI hatI. ghera ghera utsavanAM maMgala kArya thaI rahyAM hatAM. prAtaHkriyAthI paravArI bhAvika strIpuruSA upAzrayamAM AvI rahyAM hatAM. yuvake ane bALako, vRddhajanA ane jainetarA, tapagacchanA bhAI baheno ke kharatara gacchanA zrAvaka-zrAvikA upAzrayamAM UbharAI rahyAM hatAM. kalpasUtranI vAcanA cAlatI hatI. mahArAjazrIe bhagavAna mahAvIranA jIvananI viziSTatA samajAvI. peArasInA samaya thayeA. madhura kaMThe guruvaryanA upadezanI mahattA batAvatI gaDuMlI zarU thaI. mahArAjazrIe sabhAnA khUNe khUNAmAM peAtAnI vedhaka dRSTi doDAvI, ane kalpasUtranI vAcanAne badale upadezadhArA calAvI. "mahAnubhAvA ! A jaina dharmanA udyotanA divase che. A divaseAmAM karAtA dharma kAryanI ghaNIghaNI vizeSatA che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA jJAnabaLanI ApaNe keTakeTalI prazaMsA karIe chIe? paNa e prazaMsA mAtra vAha vAhamAM ja raheze ke ? bhagavAna mahAvIranA putronA uddhAranA vicAra sarakhA karyAM che? je bhagavAna anaMta jJAnI hatA, te vIra putro Aje ajJAnatAmAM samaDe che--jIe A samAja ! keTalI keTalI saMsthAe cAle che ! ane jaina samAjamAM kaoNleja te zuM paNa ekAda

Page #86
18 dharmavIra upAdhyAya hAIskUla paNa che? gurukule keTalAM che? kanyA vidyAlayeA kayAM che? zuM jaina samAjane vidyAnI jarUra nathI ? zuM jaina samAja pAse paisA nathI ? zuM jaina samAjanI samRddhi, sa'pattinI A ja saphaLatA che? ke A vepArI samAjane kevaLa paisAnI ja jhaMkhanA che ! ,, bIkAnera jevA zaheramAM eka eka gRhastha eka eka saMsthA calAvI zake tema che. jyAM dhama dhuraMdhara zrI sumeramalajIsurANA che, jyAM dharmapremI zeTha kAlurAmajI lakSmIcaMdajI che, jyAM zeTha rAmapurIyA jevA utsAhI sajjana che tyAM eka saMsthA paNa nahi ! HH mahAnubhAvA ! mArI hArdika IcchA che ke A zubha maMgaLamaya divase eka hAIskUlane mATe mArI bhikSAM dehi che. e jheALI bharI Ape. tamArA bALakAnA kalyANa mATe --jaina samAjanA uddAta mATe, khIkAneranI unnati mATe A saMsthA eka bhUSaNa banI raheze." (( AkhI sabhA mAMtramugdha thai gai. gRhasthA paNa vicAramAM paDI gayA. navayuvakanA hRdaya halamalI UThyAM. dharmamUrti surANAjI tA gaLagaLA thaI gayA. nAnAmoTA badhAnA hRdayamAM jhaNajhaNATa thavA lAgyA. chevaTe zrI surANAjI UbhA thayA! sabhA utsukatAthI joI rahI. " gurudeva, amArAM dhanabhAgya ke ApazrI padhAryAM, hAIskUlanA phaMDa mATenI ApanI vAMchanA prazaMsanIya che. amArA mALakAnA kalyANanI e vAta che. huM te phaeN DamAM rUpiyA ekavIza hajAra mArA taraphathI ApuM chuM."

Page #87
59 vIranA putrane jJAnadAna AkhI sabhAe harSanAda vacce surANAjIne vadhAvI lIdhA, ane dharmapremI zeTha kAlurAmajI lakSmIcaMdajI kocare rUpiyA ekavIza hajAra tathA zeTha zrI jAvatamalajI rAmapurIyAe rUpiyA ekavIza jAhera karyA. ane Azcarya to e thayuM ke te ja samaye zeTha hajarImalajI kocare pitAnI trIsa hajAranI koThI skUlane arpaNa karI. zrIyuta nemacaMdajI abhANInI dharmapatnI dharmaniSTha dhAmubAIe paNa daza hajAranuM pitAnuM makAna arpaNa karyuM. * 1Na ucu bIkAnere gurudeva zrImad AtmArAmajI mahArAjanI jayaMtI to AnaMdapUrvaka manAvI hatI, paNa paryuSaNanA divase te bIkAneranA ItihAsamAM yAdagAra raheze. vividha prakAranI tapazcaryA ane nAnA prakAranA mahotsava paNa thayA. dharmabhUti seTha zrI surANAjIe A cAturmAsamAM pitAnI lakSmIne sadupayoga karyo. aneka jAtanA kharcamAM udAratAthI pitAne hAtha laMbAvyuM ane sahune e dharmaprANa, nirabhimAnI, zAMtipriya zeThanI udAratAne paricaya thayo. 176nuM cemAsuM bIkAneramAM sAnaMda samApta thayuM. bIkAnerathI vihAra karI teozrI sujAnagaDha padhAryA. maMdiranAM darzana karI prasannatA thaI, paraMtu maMdira pAsaka jaina zodhatAM eka paNa na jaDyo-badhA terApaMthI ! tyAMthI saradAra zaheramAM AvyA. saradAra zahera bIkAnera rAjyamAM eka dhanADhya zahera gaNAya che. ahIM terase ghara osavALAnAM che. badhA terApaMthI dharma pALe che. ahIM terApaMthInA guru pUjya kAlurAmajIno pATotsava hato. 80-90 sAdhuo hatA.

Page #88
60 dharmavIra upAdhyAya zvetAMbara sAdhune koI oLakhatuM paNa nahi. mahArAjazrIne joI badhAne Azcaya thavA lAgyuM. leAkeAmAM halacala macI gaI. leAkeA tarkavitarka karavA lAgyA. A prasaMge bIkAnerathI dhapremI zeTha sumeramalajI surANA, zrI jeThamalajI surANA, zeTha punamacaMdrajI sAvaNasukhA, zeTha karmacaMdrajI zeThIyA, zeTha seAhanalAlajI kacara tathA zrI phUlacaMdajI jhAkhaka ane paMDitazrI haMsarAjajI AvI pahoMcyA. praveza bahu ja dhUmadhAmathI thayA. vyAkhyAnamAM hajArA strIpuruSA AvavA lAgyAM. brAhmaNa, kSatriya, vaizya ane zUdra tathA musalamAna bhAI e paNa vyAkhyAnamAM AvIne mahArAjazrInA upadeza sAMbhaLavA lAgyA. aneka prazno pUchI potAnI zaMkAonuM samAdhAna karavA lAgyA. paMDita haMsarAjajInAM paNa 3-4 vyAkhyAne thayAM. jaina dhanI vizALatAthI leAkeA suparicita thayA. leke jaina dharmanI bhUri bhUri prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. AvA ucca AdarzavALA vizALa jainadharmane jANI tathA jaina sAdhuenI sarvadharma samabhAvanI bhAvanA joi anekAne khUba AnaMda thayA. ghaNA bhAI e terApa'thI dhane cheDI vetAmbara dharma svIkAravAnI bhAvanAvALA thayA. ahIthI vihAra karI grAmAnugAma vicaratA te sUratagaDha, maMDI, DabhavALI thai khaDagalA phAjalakA padhAryA. ahIMnA zeTha suganacaMdajI, jeThamalajI Adie mahArAjazrInuM svAgata karyuM. DAkhAvAlImaMDInA zeTha cAMdamalajInA laghu

Page #89
vIranA putrAne jJAnadAna 61 madhu zeTha vRddhicaMdrajIne dhArmika bhAva jarA DAmADALa hatA. ApanA sadupadezathA teone dharma para zraddhA jAgI ane vAsakSepa lIdheA. ahIthI phrIdakATa; mudarI, laherA thaine Apa jIrAmAM padhAryA. paMjAbamAM praveza karyo. jIrAmAM ApanuM apUrva svAgata thayuM. vyAkhyAnamAM dareka jAtinA leAkeA AvavA lAgyA. jaina dharmane na samajanArA Aje jaina dharmanA siddhAMta sAMbhaLI vAha vAha pe!kAravA lAgyA.

Page #90
zrI rAmayaMtI "lAlAjI! dhanya che jaina gurumahArAjane. ApaNe te ema ja samajatA hatA ke jaina dharma nAstika dharma che, paNa A mahArAje te ApaNe sanAtana dharma viSe paNa kevuM suMdara vivecana karyuM !" eka gRhastha sabhAmAM bIjA sajajanane jaNAvyuM. "bAbujI! e te ThIka, paNa vizeSamAM ApaNuM AmaMtraNane mAna ApI zrIrAma-jayantImAM vyAkhyAna ApavA AvIne e mahAtmAe te kamAla karI." bIjA sajane javAba Ape. "are bhAI, zrI rAmacaMdrajInA jIvana viSe AvI rahasyabharI vAte te Aje ja sAMbhaLI." trIjA gRhastha bolI UThayA.

Page #91
zrIrAma jayaMtI sanAtana dharmAvalaMbI sajjaneAnA AgrahathI mahArAjazrI jIrAmAM gheADA vakhata rAkAyA. zrI rAmacaMdra jayaMtImAM byAkhyAna mATe AmaMtraNa maLyu ane rAmacaMdrajInA jIvananA evA suMdara citAra rajU karyAM ke sabhA mugdha thaI gaI. gurumahArAja ! Apane dhanya che. ApanA AgamanathI amane khUbakhUba AnaMda thayA che. zrI rAmacaMdrajInA jIvana viSe ApanI pAsethI amane ghaNuM jANavAnuM maLyuM che. amArI sabhAnA ceAjakAe ApazrInI sevAmAM eka bheTa ApavAnu nakkI karyuM che. " rr 63 tr " zAnI bheTa ? amAre sAdhune vaLI bheTa zI ! " gurumahArAja ! Ape ATalA badhA zrama lIdhe, amane anugrahita karyA; te! ATaluM svIkAro, " ema kahI mAnapatra ane malamalanA tAkA tathA rUpIAnI eka thelI mahArAjazrInA caraNamAM samarpaNa karavAmAM AvI. "bhAI A ! huM tamArA AbhAra mAnuM chuM. mArA pratye Apa saune je prema che, te khasa che. amAre sAdhune bheTa levAya nahi. ane lAlAjI tame te jANatA haze. pUche amArA jaina bhAIone ! amAre sAdhune eka pAI paNa na rakhAya, na koi jAtanA parigraha rakhAya. amAre tA bhikSA mAgIne rATI levAnI. kapaDAM jarUra paDatAM paNa kAI gRhastha pAsethI mAgI levAnAM; bAkI kazuM na khape. "" " are ! zuM kaheA che, mahAtmAjI ! amane teA khyAla ja nahi ke jaina sAdhu makAna AdimAM rahe nahi, paisAne sparza paNa na kare, strIne paNa sparza na kare tathA page cAlIne

Page #92
dharmavIra upAdhyAya bhikSA mAgI khAya. dhanya mahAtmA dhanya! jaina sAdhuonI uccatA Aje ja jANI." "tame mane premathI jIrAmAM reDyo, to tenuM sArthaka thayuM." paNa mahArAja ! sanmAna patra te Apa avazya svIkAre! ama raMkanI e puSpapAMkhaDI che. amArI UrmionI e bheTa che." mAnapatra svIkAryuM. sabhA harSanAdathI pUrI thaI. jenA dharmanI prazaMsA thavA lAgI. zrI rAma jayantInI pachI zrI vIra jayantI AvI. rAma jayantInA maMDapamAM jaina-jainetara bhAIonI moTI mAnavamedanI vacce vIra jayantI utsava zarU thaze. prArthanA ane maMgalAcaraNa pachI mahArAjazrIe vyAkhyAna ApyuM. bhagavAna mahAvIre jagatane ahiMsAnI bheTa ApI. e ahiMsA mAtra kIDImakeDIne pALavA pUratI nathI, paNa jagatanA tamAma jIvone premabharI bhAvanAthI jovAnI dRSTi che. bhagavAna mahAvIre je je upasargo sahana karyA che te AtmazuddhinI uccatA batAve che. bhagavAna mahAvIre pitAnA Aptajane ke ziSya tarapha rAga nathI batAvyo, upasargo karanAra ke duHkha denAra tarapha dveSa nathI batAvyuM e ja emanI vIratA. "bhagavAnanuM jIvana pratyeka mokSamArgane mATe mArgadarzana karAvanAruM che. - "mahAvIra jaina dharmavALAonA ja che, tema nathI.badhAne

Page #93
caritranAyaka tathA zrI svAla keTa-paMjAba jaina saMdha

Page #94

Page #95
- - zrIrAma jayaMtI mahAvIra che, kAraNa ke mahAvIre satya dharma darzAvyo tenuM pAlana brAhmaNa ane caMDALa paNa karI zake. je pALe tene dharma. "mahArAjazrInA A udAra ane samadaSTi vaktavyanI bhAre asara paDI. jaina-jainetara, sanAtanI bhAIo badhA mahArAjazrInI rolInI bhAre prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. jIrAthI Apa paTTInA zrI saMghanI vinatithI paTTI padhAryA. paTTIne praveza bahu ja zAnathI thaye. ApanA upadezamAM seMkaDo strIpuruSa, brAhmaNa, kSatriya, vaizya badhI jAtinA leke AvatA hatAM. lAMlA jIvAmala mukaMdIlAla tathA lAlA phakIracaMdanI dharmapatnIe jJAnapaMcamInuM ughApana karAvyuM. A prasaMge aMbAlA tathA jaDiyAlAthI bhajana maMDaLIo AvI hatI. bahAra maMDImAM ApanuM sArvajanika vyAkhyAna thayuM, jemAM hindu sajajana uparAMta ghaNA musalamAna bhAIe paNa hAjara hatA. ahIM dhamanI prabhAvanA sArI rIte thaI. paTTIthI vihAra karI sarihAlI padhAryA. ApanA upadezathI ghaNA lekee mAMsamadirAne tyAga karyo. eka sevA samitinI paNa sthApanA thaI. ahIMthI taraNatAraNa thaIne Apa jaMDiyAlAguru padhAryA.

Page #96
dAvAnaLanI zAMti DiyAlAgurunuM ApanuM Agamana keI subhaga kSaNe thayuM hovuM joIe. ahIMnA kAryamAM je mahattvanuM kArya thayuM te mahArAjazrInA jIvanamAM eka camatkArika kAma kahevAya. Aja pahelAM ghaNAya sAdhumunirAje ane AcAryo paNa AvI gayelA, paNa je kAma ApaNA paMnyAsajI mahArAje siddha karyuM te kaI nahotuM karI zakyuM. vacanamAM paNa keTalI zakti hoya che ! bhAvanA ane jIvananI tapazcaryA paNa bhAre balaprada hoya che. lagabhaga doDhaso-baso varSathI paTTI ane jaDiyAlA gurunA jana bhAIomAM daivavazAt eka evo virodha thaI gayo hate, ke ApaNane badhe vyavahAra baMdha thaI gayuM hatuM.

Page #97
dAvAnaLanI zAMti 67 Aje vyAkhyAnane mATe bhAre bhIDa thaI hatI. paTTInA keTalAka saMbhAvita lokA darzane AvyA hatA. AkhI sabhA mahArAjazrInAM amRtavacana sAMbhaLI rahI hatI. mahArAjazrI hradayanA bhAvathI samAja ane dharmAMnI paristhitinu citra rajU karI rahyA hatA. temaNe kahyuM: " mahAnubhAve ! jagatamAMthI zuM laI javAnu che ? kaleza ane kaMkAsa, Adhi ane vyAdhi laI ne ApaNe javuM che zuM? zA mATe varSothI kaleza cAlyuM Ave ? zu bhAI bhAImAM paNa Ave! kalaha sabhave kharA ? tame ekabIjAne tyAM jaI na zakeA ? jamI na zake! ? sArAnarasA prasaMge sukhaduHkhamAM bhAga na laI zake ? kevI viSama paristhiti ! jainadhama ane vIranI kSamAnA A artha ke ? vIra bhagavAnanAM satAnA kevAM kSamAzIla ane kevAM zUravIra hAvAM joIe ? huM te| A tamArI paristhiti joI du:khI du:khI thaI rahyo chuM. mArI tapazcaryAthI e kalezanI jvALA huM ThAravAnA nirNaya karuM chuM." A zabdoe jAdu karyuM. nAnAmeATA badhAnI AMkheAmAM AMsu chalakAI gayAM. AgevAne UbhA thaI gayA ane mahArAjazrI je rIte hukama kare te rIte samAdhAna karavA pratijJA karI. khase varSanA kalezanA dAvAnaLa zAMta thayA. paTTI-phriyAlAnA khacAkhaccAmAM AnadalaharI phelAI gaI. Aje paNa A samaya ane A mahAna upakArI guru mahArAjane anne gAmanA enabhAie nathI bhUlyAM.

Page #98
dharmavIra upAdhyAya ahIMthI vihAra karI Apa amRtasara padhAryA. ahIthI lAhAra thaI gurudevanA svargIya dhAma gujarAvAlAmAM padhAryA. Ta prathama Ape svargIya jainAcAya zrImad vijayAnantasUri AtmArAmajI mahArAjanA pavitra samAdhimadiranA darzana karyAM. tyArabAda vaye vRddha, cAritravRddha, svAmI zrI sumativijayajInA darzanane lAbha lIdhe. gujarAvAlA zrI saMghe ApanA svAgatamAM bhAre utsAha atAnyeA. sekaDA strIpuruSAe jalUsamAM bhAga lIdhA. guru jayantI te dara sAla thatI hatI, paNa A varSanI jayantInA hATa aura ja hatA. bahArathI keTalIya bhajanamaMDaLIo AvI hatI. hArA strIpuruSA paNa AvyAM hatAM. utsavanuM nagarakIna khUba dhUmadhAmathI thayuM. sabhA maMDapamAM sva. AcAryazrI zrImad vijyAnantasUrijInI smRtimAM aneka uttamAttama bhajana judI judI bhajanamaMDanIoe gAyAM. munizrI viSNudhavijayajI tathA munizrI vicakSaNavijayajI tathA munizrI samudravijayajInAM vyAkhyAne thayAM. chevaTe panyAsajI mahArAje eka mananIya vyAkhyAna Apyu. saM. 1977nuM ApanuM cAmAsu gujarAvAlAmAM thayuM.

Page #99
=== = jaina mahAsabhAnI sthApanA ajAba gurudevane manahara gulazana hatuM. e bagIcAne suramya banAvavA gurudeve bhAre parizrama veThavyo hate. jana samAjanI unnati ane pragati mATe gurudeva paMjAbabharamAM vicarI upadezAmRtathI siMcana karatA hatA. hajAre bhAvika janone satya dhama tarapha vALavA gAmegAma pharI pharIne paMjAbane preraNAnAM pAna karAvI rahyA hatA. gurudevanA ziSya parivArane paNa paMjAba tarapha bhAre mamatva hatuM ane paMjAbane jaina samAja unnatinA paMthe vicare, samAjanA ajJAnano nAza thAya, samAjanA kurivAje dUra thavA pAme, samAjamAM zikSaNano pracAra thAya, samAjanA aMgeaMgamAM prANa Ave, samAjamAM navacetana ane jAgRti

Page #100
ge dhama vIra upAdhyAya Ave; e gurudevanA svagamana pachI temanA ziSyAnuM kabya hatuM. ApaNA sAhanavijayajI paNa gurudevanA kAryanI jyAta camakatI rAkhavAnA abhilASI hatA. temaNe samAjanA punaHnava dhAna ane samAjanA kalyANanI mahAna bhAvanAthI gujarAMvAlAmAM zrI AtmAnaMda jaina mahAsabhA paMjAbanI sthApanA karI. samAjanI paristhitinuM hUbahU citra mahArAjazrIe samAjanA AgevAnA pAse rajU karyuM. mahAsabhAnI kA dizA samajAvI ane samAjanA sarvatAmukhI vikAsa mATe A eka ja saMsthA vaTavRkSanI jema phUlIphAlI paMjAbanA gharagharane, grAmagrAmane, zaherazaherane, ane madire maMdirane navapallavatA Apaze tema elAna karyuM. Aje paNa gurudevanI e saMsthA pajAbanA jaina samAjanuM anekavidha kalyANa sAdhI rahI che. paMjAbanA bALakA jJAnanI gaMgA pI rahyA che. paMjAbanA yuvAnA kartavyazIla che, pAmanI bahenomAM jAgRti che, paMjAbanI saMsthAe pragatizIla pragati sAdhI rahI che. paMjAbanA saMgha sudhArAne apanAvI rahyA che ane pajAmanAM samAjamAM sagaThananI ekavAkyatA joI zakAya che. mahAsabhAnA adhivezanA thaI rahyAM che, ane mahAsabhAnA Adya saMsthApaka zrI gurumahArAjanI bhAvanA A badhA kAryomAM pratyakSa joI zakAya che. mahAsabhA Aje te yuvAvasthAmAM pravezI che. aneka sughArA mahAsabhAe apanAvyA che. mahAsabhAe esavAla

Page #101
jaina mahAsabhAnI sthApanA khaMDelavAlanA bhedabhAva kADhI nAkhyA che. lagnanA kharcane rivAje ochA karyA che. aneka nakAmA kharca kADhI nAkhyA che. mahAsabhA dina prati dina paMjAbanA zrI saMghanI zreyasAdhaka saMsthA banI rahI che. te badhe pUNya-prabhAva zrI sehanavijayajI mahArAjane ja che. ahIMthI vihAra karI 55nAkhA, kilATIdArasiMha tathA rAmanagara ane khAnagAha DogarAM vageremAM dharmopadeza detA ApazrI lAhoramAM AvyA. A badhA gAmamAM mahArAjazrIne padhAravAthI bahu lAbha thaye. seMkaDe jana ane jenetara lokee ApanA upadezathI mAMsAhAra che, maMdirAno tyAga karyo. rAmanagaramAM zrI cintAmaNi-pArzvanAthanI yAtrA karI. rAmanagara ane khAnagAha DogarA vacce hAphijhAbAda nAmanuM eka gAma che. ahIM eka ja jana gRhasthanuM ghara che. ahIM te sAdhumunirAja bhAgye ja Ave. loko te muninA AcArane paNa samaje nahi. ahIM mahArAjazrI AvyA ane leka to AzcaryamAM paDI gayA. A koNa AvyuM? loke mAMhomAMhe cakita thaI eka bIjAne pUchavA lAgyA. keTalAka loko mahArAjazrIne pUchavA lAgyA, "tame kayA dezanA che ? Apa kayAMthI AvyA che ? ahIM Apa kema AvyA che ? tarpaNa joIne vismita thaIne bolyAH "A vAsaNa tyAMthI lAvyA ? AvAM vAsaNa kayAM bane che?" mahArAjazrIe zAMtipUrvaka badhA bhAIbahenane jana

Page #102
72 dharmavIra upAdhyAya sAdhu ane jaina dharmanI vAta samajAvI. badhA leke A sAdhune vaMdana karavA lAgyA. leAkeAne Ana thayA. pachI te ahI bajAramAM e jAhera vyAkhyAnA thayAM. lAkAe sArA lAbha uThAvye. ahIthI khAnagAha DAgarAM AvyA. ahIM paNa vyAkhyAne thayAM. ahIthI lAhAra padhAryAM. lAheAramAM sAmAjika sudhArA viSe ThIka ThIka pracAra thA. lAhArathI vihAra karI mahArAjazrI amRtasara, jaDicAlA, jAlaMdhara-karipura Adi nagarAmAM dharmopadeza ApatA ApatA Adamapura AvI pahAcyA. bIkAnerathI vihAra karIne pUjya gurudeva, 5. zrI lalitavijayajI tathA 5. zrI vidyAvijayajI, tapasvI guNavijayajI, zrI vicAravijayajI, zrI upedravijayajI, zrI prabhAvijayajI vagere parivAra ahI AvyeA hatA. varakANA pachI gurudevanAM ahI dana karatAM zrI sAhanavijayajIne apUrva Anada thayA. 5 jAmanA zrI saMghanA utsAha ajaba hatA. 12-13 varSa Adya gurudeva zrImad vijayavallabhasUrijI mahArAja paMjAbamAM padhAryA hatA. gurudevanA prathama praveza hoziyArapuramAM karAvavA mATe zrI. lAlA dolatarAmajI khUba prayAsa karatA hatA, ane paMjAbanAM hajArA srIpuruSA hAziyArapura khAte gurudevanAM dana mATe ubharAI rahyAM hatAM. hAziyArapuranA gurudevanA praveza bhavya hatA. paMjAkhanA nAnAMmeTAM tamAma strIpuruSA haziyArapuramAM zuddha svadezI

Page #103
jaina mahAsabhAnI sthApanA 73 vastramAM sajaja thaI sapheda sAgara samAM zebhI rahyAM hatAM. eka paNa bALaka evuM na hatuM, jeNe zuddha svadezI vastra na paheryuM hoya. gurudevanA khAdIpremanA prabhAva rUpa A dazya anepyuM hatuM. evuM dazya have te bhUtakALanuM svama banI gayuM. gurudevanA caraNomAM cheDe samaya rahI mahArAjazrIe gurudevanI AjJAthI teozrInI janmabhUmi jammunI tarapha vihAra karyo.

Page #104
*l[{}} {{{{{}}} {{c || je v\t imp ma /f+ $**** | | | | | | ahiMsAne pracAra (hoziyArapurathI vihAra karI uDamuMDAmAM jAhera upadeza ApI Apa TAMDA padhAryA. ahI 40 ghara sthAnakavAsI bhAI enAM che. ahI sAvajanika vyAkhyAna ApI Apa miyANI padhAryA. ahIM traNa jAhera vyAkhyAnA thayAM. tretA raNa para sArA prabhAva paDayo. keTalAka leAkeAe videzI mAMDanA tyAga karyo. ahIthI ApasanakhatarA AvyA. sanakhatarAmAM ApanA praveza khUba dhUmadhAmathI thayA. pravezamAM jainA uparAMta hindu musalamAna bhAI e paNa sArI saMkhyAmAM hatA. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI jaya'tInA vyAkhyAne hindumusalamAna janatA para kharekhara jAdu karyuM. badhAnA utsAha apUrva hatA. lAlA gurudittAmala kruDanI dharma patnI dhanadevIe jJAnapaMcamInuM udyApana utsAhapUrvaka karyuM. A prasaMge

Page #105
ahiMsAnA pracAra 75 nArovAla, gujarAMvAlA ane cAlakoTa Adi zaheranA hajAre bhAIbaheno AvyAM hatAM. rathayAtrA bhAre samArehapUrvaka nIkaLI. bhajana maMDabIoe paNa lokone mugdha karyA. mahArAjazrIe bajAramAM dharmanA zuddha svarUpa upara prabhAvazALI vyAkhyAna ApyuM. lokone jamaghaTa kIka jAye hate. sakhatarAnI janatAe mahArAjazrIne khUba sarasa lAbha lIdho. hindu ane musalamAna bhAIoe mahArAjazrIne mAnapatra ApyuM ane te prasaMga jaina samAjanA ItihAsamAM advitIya prasaMga gaNAya. gUjarAta-kAThiyAvADa to sAdhu munirAjethI bharapUra che. gAme gAma munimahArAjane upadeza cAle che. te dharmabhUmi paNa gaNAya che, paNa tyAMnA musalamAno para ATalo prabhAva keI munimahArAje pADyo hoya te jANamAM nathI. paMjAba jevA dezamAM kasAIbhAIo para A prabhAva bhAre prazaMsanIya gaNAya. mAnapatrano javAba ApatAM gurumahArAje pitAne vANI pravAha khulluM mUkyo. hRdaya halI UThaya. gurumahArAje gaMbhIra nAdathI kahyuM: mArA hiMdu-musalamAna bhAIo ! saMsAramAM sukhaduHkha sarva prANune samAna che. kIDI ke kuMjara, rAjA ke raMka, dhanika ke garIba, sAdhu ke phakIra badhAmAM eka ja AtmA che. keI paNa jIvanI hiMsA karavAmAM ApaNA pitAnA AtmAnI hiMsA karavAM jeTaluM ja pApa thAya che.

Page #106
dharmavIra upAdhyAya "mahAnubhAva, ApaNe saMsAramAM puNya kamAvA AvyA chIe. A saMsAra eka jIvanane dhanya banAvavAnuM sAdhana che, tene vicAra kare! akabaranA jamAnAmAM amArA jagaguru zrI hIravijayasUrijIe ahiMsAne upadeza karyo hate. jIvahiMsA baMdha karavAmAM AvI hatI. mArA musalamAna bhAIone mArI vinati che ke teo paNa hiMsAnuM kAma choDI jIvana saphaLa kare. jagatamAM khudAe evI evI suMdara ane miSTa vastuo banAvI che, jenA para jIvananirvAha calAvI zakAya che, tethI taMdurastI paNa rahe che. jagatanA jIve badhA samAna che." . A vyAkhyAnanI jAduI asara thaI. kasAIonA netA miyAM phajalauddIne pitAnA kasAImane tyAga karI dIdhe. A puNya pratijJAnI janatA para bhAre asara thaI lokoe tenA upara rUpIA vArIne garIbone vaheMcyA. loko dhanya dhanya kahevA lAgyA. kasAIbhAIoe maLIne varasamAM cAra divasa pitAnI dukAne baMdha rAkhavA pratijJA karI ane te pratijJApatra para sahI karI mahArAjazrIne ApavAmAM AvyuM. cAra divasa nIce pramANe rAkhavAmAM AvyA. 1 svargavAsI AcAryazrI 1008 vijayAdasUri mahArAjanI - svargatithi jeTha suda 8 2 kArtika zuda5 3 zrAvaNa vada 12 payuSaNa 4 bhAdaravA suda 4 saMvatsarI

Page #107
ahiMsAnA pracAra sanakhatarAthI Ape vihAra karyAM ane nagaravAsIoe cAturmAsa mATe prAnA karI. mahArAjazrIe kahyuM: " tamArI vinati huM gurumahArAja pAse rajU karIza ane lAbhakArI haze te jarUra tamArI sevAmAM AvI pahoMcIza." 77 nArAvAla jatAM sanakhatarAthI hiMdumusalamAna bhAI e ane bahenonA mATA samUhu mahArAjazrI sAthe cAlyA. amRtasaranivAsI lAlA haricandrajI A drazya joi prasanna thayA ane temaNe jaNAvyuM ke ApazrI sanakhatarA cAturmAsa mATe padhAro te huM paNu sanakhatarAmAM cAturmAsa karIza; sAdhamivAtsalya karIza ane prabhupUjA bhaNAvIza. tethI leAkeAnAM mana rjana thayAM. nArAvAlamAM dhAmadhUmathI praveza thayeA. khullA medAnamAM vyAkhyAna thayuM. hindu-musalamAna, zikha, IsAI vagere leke upadezamAM sammilita thayA hatA. hamezAM je zuda aSTamInA divase svagIya AcArya zrI vijayAna MdasUri mahArAjanA jayantI mahAtsava thAya che. A khate pAMcamIthI utsava zarU thayA. nArAvALamAM bhAre taiyArI cAlI. leAkeAnA utsAha te apUrva hateA. gujarAnavAlAthI bhajanamaMDaLI vagere ghaNA bhAI A AvyA. sanakhatarAthI te hindu ane musalamAna bhAI e paNa AvI pahoMcyA. bahArathI 1500 jeTalA leAkeA AvyA hatA. AsapAsanA hajAre leAkeA paNa utsavanA varagheADA jevA AvI pahoMcyA. jasamAM A samAjanI bhajanama`DaLI, akAlI

Page #108
78 dharmavIra upAdhyAya sikhonI bhajanamaMDaLI, sanakhatarAnI hindu bhajanamaMDaLI, ane gujarAnavAlAnI bhajanamaMDaLI Adi bhajanamaMDaLIoe khUba Ananda phelAvyo. hajAre lekamAM utsAha phelAI gaye. chaThanA divase virATa sabhA thaI ane gurumahArAjanA paramabhakta vRddha zrAvaka lAlA anantarAmajI sanakhatarAnivAsIe sabhApatinuM sthAna lIdhuM. bhajanamaMDaLIoe lokone mugdha karI dIdhA. gurumahArAje ojasvinI bhASAmAM gurudevanA smaraNe ane jIvana viSe prakAza pheMkyo. zretAo para bhAre asara thaI nArIvAlanA upadezanI kevI suMdara asara thaI, e nIcenA draSTAMtathI jaNAze. eka akALI sikhabhAIne tyAM lagnane prasaMga hatA. vivAhamAM jAnane mATe keTalAMka bakarAM rAkhavAmAM AvelAM. A bhAI hamezAM vyAkhyAnamAM AvatA. mahArAjazrIne vyAkhyAnanI temanA upara bhAre asara thaI. temaNe potAnI jAtinA loko ane saMbaMdhIone bolAvI kahyuM bhAI, mArAthI A kAma nahi thAya. mArA hRdayamAM e kaThoratA nathI. AvA niraparAdhI ne jIbhanA svAda khAtara vadha nahi karI zakuM. te mArAthI banaze ja nahi. tame bIjI vastuo mIThAI vagerethI badhAnuM svAgata karI zake che. tamane duHkha lAge te huM lAcAra chuM, paNa mArAthI e pApakRtya have nahi ja thAya." basa. pachI zuM pUchavuM? jene abhayadAna maLI gayuM.

Page #109
ahiMsAno pracAra A uparAMta ghaNue videzI khAMDane tyAga karyo. zuddha svadezI vastranuM vrata ghaNAe lIdhuM, ghaNAe madirAtyAga karyo, ghaNAe AjIvana mAMsAhAra choDyo. gurudeva vijayavallabhasUrijI aMbAlAmAM birAjyA hatA. sanakhatarAnA hindu-musalamAna bhAIe AvI pahoMcyA gurudeva pAse mahArAjazrInA cAturmAsa mATe prArthanA karI. gurudeve AnaMdapUrvaka AjJA ApI ane badhA bhAIo khuzI khuzI thaI gayA. te pramANe mahArAjazrIe vihAra karyo. nArAvALathI kilA sabhAsiMha AvyA. ahIM lAlA sadAnaMdajInA parizramanA smaraNarUpa eka jinamandira che. svAlakeTanivAsI lAlA pannAlAlajInA udyogathI jAhera vyAkhyAna thayuM. dareka jAtinA loko vyAkhyAnamAM AvyA hatA. ahIMthI vihAra karIne Apa nuNAna gAma AvyA. ahIM paNa dareka jAtinA loko vyAkhyAnamAM AvatA hatA.

Page #110
rAjadrohanI gaMdha ahIMthI vihAra karI Apa sanakhatarA padhAryA. sanakhatarAnA lake te potAnI bhAvanA saphaLa thayelI joIne AnaMdita thayA. teone praveza khUba dhUmadhAmathI karAvyo. pratyeka saMpradAyanA lokee hArdika svAgata karyuM. seMkaDe lake vyAkhyAnamAM AvavA lAgyA. cAturmAsamAM dharmanI prabhAvanA thaI. jaina samAjamAM tathA anya saMpradAyamAM jAgRti AvI. pravezanA divase lAlA harizcandrajI lakSmaNadAsajI amRtasaranivAsI paNa pratijJA pramANe AvI pahoMcyA. bhagavadbhakti, prabhAvanA ane sAdhamIvAtsalya utsAhapUrvaka karyuM. sAdhamI vAtsalyamAM hindu-musalamAna bhAIone paNa prItibhejana karAvyuM tathA AkhA nagaramAM 5-5 lADu ghara

Page #111
caritranAyaka tathA jaina zvetAMbara vijayAnaMda kamITI "gujarAnavAlA "

Page #112

Page #113
rAjadrohanI gaMdha 1 dITha vaheMcyA. AkhA nagaramAM kAI paNu bhagI--camAra bAkI na rahyA. badhA devasthAnAmAM ekaeka rUpiyA bheTa dharyuM. AnaMdamaMgaLa thaI rahyo. hunI lahera AvI gaI. cAturmAsamAM teozrInA vyAkhyAnamAM hajAro loko jamA thatA hatA. hindu, musalamAna, zIkha badhA bhAie AvatA hatA. keAI zuddha khAdInuM vrata letA hatA, keAi madya cheDatA hatA, kAI mAMsa cheADatA hatA, kAI brahmacarya vrata grahaNa karatA hatA, kAI kasAinuM kAma cheDatA hatA. mahArAjazrInA upadeza pratyeka sapradAyanA leAkeAne rUcikara ane priya thaI paDayo hatA. e vakhate rAjakIya AMdolana paNa ThIka cAlI rahyu hatuM. rAjadrohanA bhaya adhikArIone herAna karI rahyA hatA. keI duSTa AdamIe thANedArane khabara ApyA ke jaina sAdhu rAjadrohanAM vyAkhyAnA kare che . ane harI leAkA tenA vyAkhyAnAmAM jAya che. samAcAra paheAMcatAM ja eka guptacarane vyAkhyAnamAM mekalavAmAM AvyeA. guptacara ATha divasa Avate rahyo ane vyAkhyAnanI noMdha lakhatA lakhatA bicArA thAkI gayA. vyAkhyAnamAM ahiMsA, dharma, zuddha vyavahAra, zuddha khAdImAM ahiMsA, jIva pratye premabhAva, hindu-musalamAna zIkha badhAnI aikyatA tathA pavitra jIvananI vAte sAMbhaLI pele guptacara paNa diMga thaI gayeA. te bicAre paNa manuSya hatA. patthara paNa pIgaLe evI vANI jyAM cAlatI haiAya tyAM manuSyanuM zuM gajuM ! OM

Page #114
82 dharmavAra upAdhyAya sabhAmAM ja te ekAeka UbhuM thaI gayuM. lekane Azcarya thayuM ke jarUra mahArAjazrIne A guptacara je jaNAte mANasa rAjadrohI bhASaNane bahAne herAna karavAne manAIhukama laI Ubhe thayA haze. kemAM jarA uzkeraNuM AvI gaI paNa mahArAjazrIe badhAne zAMti rAkhavA kahyuM ane pelA guptacarane kahyuM: "kaho, mahAnubhAva zuM kahevuM che ! mArA vyAkhyAnamAM rAjadrohanI gaMdha Ave che kharI ! ane tamArI zANI sarakArane ema lAgatuM hoya to cAle taiyAra chuM." guptacara to bicAro Abho banI gaye. bolyo, "kRpanidhAna, tame te mArA parama upakArI guru che. dhanya Apane! ApanA upadezAmRtanuM pAna karIne huM te dhanya dhanya thaI gayo. kalyANa thaje te bhAInuM jeNe ApanA viruddha thANAmAM khabara mekalI! ema na thayuM hota te A pApInuM kalyANa kyAMthI thAta! ApanA darzana ane ApanA upadezane lAbha kyAMthI maLata! mArA jevA pApIno uddhAra kare." musalamAna bhAIo, pIra sAhebanA ziSyo ane tyAM beThelA jenajanetara bhAIo to diMga banI gayA, Azcarya cakita thaI gayA ane mahArAjazrInA prabhAvanI bhUri bhUri prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. - A cAturmAsamAM je je puNyakAryo thayAM, te prazaMsanIya gaNAya.mAMsa-madirAno tyAga, svadezI vastranI pratijJA vagere kAryathI AnaMda AnaMda vatI rahyo. kArtika suda 15 nA divase ahIMthI vihAra karyo.

Page #115
rAjadrohanA gadha 83 gAmanI bahAra sarakArI zALAmAM mukAma rAkhyA. ekamane divase ahIM meTe meLe! bharAyeA. 20-25 hajAra manuSyA ekatrita thayA hatA. zIkha leAkeA ahIM ThIka ThIka pracAra kare che. mahArAjazrIne paNa sabhAmAM AvavA vinaMti karavAmAM AvI. mahArAjazrIe hajAre leAkeA samakSa AtmAparamAtmAnA svarUpanuM vivecana karyuM. janatA para khUba prabhAva paDayo. akAlI-zIkhanA jalasAmAM paNa tee gayA ane tyAM paNa upadeza ApyA. mAgazara zuda bIjanA divase ApazrIe jammunI tarapha vihAra karyo. japharavAla AvyA. ahIM jeneAnu eka paNa ghara nathI, paNa leAkeAe jANyuM ke sanakhatarAnA mahAtmA padhAryA che, eTale leAkeA dAnA doDI AvyA. leAkeAne mahArAjazrIe upadeza ApyA ane ahiMsA dharmane dRSTAMte ApIne samajAvyA. eka vRddha puruSa beAlI UThecAH mahArAja, ghaNAM varSo pahelAM ApanA guru mahArAja zrI vallabhavijayajI mahArAjanI vANI sAMbhaLIne mane zAMti thaI hatI, tevI Aje tamArAM vacane sAMbhaLI thaI. dhanya che. Apane ! amane jaina dhama para prema thayeA che ane jaina sAdhu tarapha Adara bhAva thayeA che. 27 ahI thI grAmAnugrAma vihAra karatA karatA, dharmopadeza zvetA detA mahArAjazrI kAzmIranI rAjadhAnI jammumAM padmAryA. jammu te temanI janmabhUmi. ahIM eka jaina maMdira che tathA 8-10 zra!vadhunAM ghara che. sthAnakavAsI bhAIonAM ghara 150 lagabhaga che. ahInA rahIza lAlA sAMIdAsa ''

Page #116
84 dharmavIra upAdhyAya pUrNa candra ane lA. vadhAvAmalajIne navapadajInuM udyApana karavuM hatuM, te mATe sanakhatarAmAM mahArAjazrIne vina Mti karI hatI. mahArAjazrI ahI doDha mahinA rahyA. teonI pAse sthAnakavAsI bhAI e paNa AvatA hatA. kAI premathI, keAI AkarSaNathI, keAI vidvatAnI parIkSA karavA, kAI jUnA snehasaMbaMdhane laIne, koI guNAnurAgane laIne paNa lagabhaga jammunI janatAnA moTA bhAga mahArAjazrInI vANI sAMbhaLavA AvatA hatA. mandiranA vizALa ceAkamAM 'jainadhama ane ApaNuM kabje ' e viSaya upara mahArAjazrIe-tAva Avele chatAM be kalAka vyAkhyAna Apyu. leAkeA tA mugdha thaI gayA. tee te kahevA lAgyA ke jainadhama viSe amane te AvA khyAla ja naheAtA. mahArAjazrIe jainadhama ne badale satyadhama, manuSyadhama ane dayAbhAva viSe evuM spaSTa vyAkhyAna ApyuM ane videzI khAMDa, mAMsa, madirA, videzI vastra viSe evI rasIlI bhASAmAM upadeza ApyA ke leAkA tA cakita thai gayA. ghaNAe mAMsa-madirAne tyAga karyAM. keAIe videzI khAMDa ane ghaNAe videzI kapaDAM cheDayAM. peASa vadamAM lAlA sAMIAsa pUrNa candra tathA lAlA vadhAvAmale premapUrvaka navapadajInu udyApana karyuM. udyAna prasaMge gujarAnavAlAthI 5. zrIvidyAvijayajI ane zrI vicAravijayajI AvyA hatA. temaja kasUra, lAheAra, paTTI, nArAvAla, sanakhatarA, gujarAnavAlA, heAzicArapura ane rAmanagara Adi zaherathI 700-800

Page #117
rAjadrohanI ga dha bahenabhAIo AvyAM hatAM. rathayAtrAne varaghoDe bahu ja ThAThamAThathI nIkaLe hato. sarakArI beMDa, judA judA zaheranI bhajanamaMDaLIo vagerethI nagara AkhuM zebhI rahyuM hatuM. hajAro mANasa jalsa jevA AsapAsanAM gAmethI AvyAM hatAM. bhagavAnanI pAlakhIne nagarajane vadhAvatAM hatAM ane bhAvikajane rUpiyA ne nAriyeLa caDAvatAM hatAM. A udyApana prasaMge lagabhaga paMjAbane zrIsaMgha samasta prasaMge AvyuM hatuM. AgevAno paNa hAjara hatA. te mahArAjazrIe vyAkhyAna ApyuM te Aje paNa pratyeka paMjAbI bhAIbahenanA hRdayamAM guMje che. "paMjAba zrI saMghanA samasta bhAIbahene, yuvake ane hitaciMtako, samAjapremI ane zikSaNapremI sajajano ! yAda che guruvaryanI pratijJA ! yAda che gurukuLanI yejanA ! gurumahArAjane paMjAba mATe ke asIma prema che te jANe che? temanA tyAganI vAto tame sAMbhaLI che? AkhA ye paMjAbanI sUrata badalavAna e maharSinA koDa che te khyAlamAM che? gurukuLa dvArA samAjamAM jAgRti lAvavAnA gurudevanA abhilASa huM ane mAre AtmA ja jANe che. svargavAsI gurudeva zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAjanI aMtima bhAvanAne mUrta svarUpa ApavAnI guruvaryanI IcchA che. paMjAba zrI saMgha zuM javAba Ape che? paMjAbanA bhAIbahene pitAnA A parama priya gurukuLa mATe kayAre dAna varSA varasAve che? sAMbhaLe, barAbara sAMbhaLe ! AjathI mAre paNa cha vigayane tyAga che ane AhAramAM mAtra pAMca dravya ja rAkhIza.

Page #118
dharmavIra upAdhyAya gurukuLa mArA jIvananuM mahad kArya che. tenI khAtara thAya teTalI tapazcaryA karavAnI tamannA jAgI che." zrI saMghanA sarva bhAIbahene gadagadita thaI gayAM. harSAzrunI dhArA vahI nIkaLI. mahArAjazrInA tyAganI bhUribhUri prazaMsA thavA lAgI. zrI saMgha paNa pratijJA sAMbhaLI vicAramAM paDI gaye. kAMIka karavuM joIe tevA pavitra vicAre laI ne sabhA visarjana thaI.

Page #119
sAdhutAnA saMdeza "" mahArAja namaskAra! " thANedAra lAlA lekharAjajI tathA myunisipala kamITInA pradhAna lAlA amIcaMdajI kha'DeLavALA mahArAjazrInI pAse AvyA ane namaskAra karyo. '' " dharmalAbha ! Aje phurasada maLI gaI. sAruM thayuM. ahIM vyAkhyAnamAM ThIka mANasA AvatA jAya che. leAkeAne dhama para sArA prema jAgyA che." mahArAjazrIe jaNAvyuM, mahArAjazrI, Apa zuddha svadezIne paNa upadeza kare che ke " thANedAre pUchyuM. 66 (C jarUra, e te amArA dhama che. vilAyatI kapaDAmAM keTalI badhI hiMsA thAya che, ane hiMsAthI banelAM kapaDAM

Page #120
88 dharmavIra upAdhyAya amArA jenothI kema vaparAya? A upadeza te jarUrI che." mahArAjazrIe spaSTatA karI. "paNa mahArAja, tame bIje paNa upadeza kare che?" "hA! hA! amAre te dhaMdhe ja che upadeza karavAne. mAMsamadirAthI AtmA kaluSita thAya che, jIvana zuddha nathI thaI zakatuM. jyAre kudarate hajAre mevA-mIThAI, dhanadhAnya, phaLaphUla ApyAM che te pachI jIvatAM prANIonI hiMsA zA mATe karavI joIe ! ApaNAmAM je jIvatatva che te ja jIvatattva prANIomAM che!" mahArAje ahiMsAnI vyAkhyA karI. "kSamA kare kRpAnidhAna! mane kSamA kare. huM te AvyuM hatuM tapAsa karavA ke ahIM rAjadrohane zo upadeza cAle che, paNa Aje te huM ApanI vANI sAMbhaLI pavitra thayo. mane te Aje parama zAMti thaI. mane ja Apa Apane ziSya mAne ne mAMsAhAranI pratijJA Ape." thANedAra gaLagaLA thaI gayA. "mane paNa cAmaDAnA jeDA na paheravAnI pratijJA Apa! " lAlA amIcaMdajI belyA. "dhanyavAda ! tame bhadra puruSe che. tamAruM kalyANa thaze." mahArAjazrIe AzIrvAda Ape. bane namaskAra karIne gayA ane parama zAMti anubhavavA lAgyA. eka dahADe eka pIra sAheba AvyA. emane joI teo bolI UThayA : "padhAro pIra sAheba ! Apa AnaMdamAM ke ! ahIM terA mAlI vAra sa:hema

Page #121
sAdhutAnA sa`deza 29 amAre dvAra Apa bhUlA teA nathI paDyA ne?" mahArAjazrIe pIra sAhebanuM svAgata karyuM. :: 'huM ahIM takiyAmAM AvyeA chuM. musalamAna birAdarAne tyAM bhAjana mATe AvyeA hatA. ApanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI ziSyA sAthe vArtAlApa mATe Avye chu, " pIra sAhebe AvavAnuM kAraNa jaNAvyuM. bahu ja Anada thayA. Apa paNa khudAnA maMdA che ane ame paNa khudAnA aMdA chIe, leAkeAne jIvanabatAvavA e amAruM-tamAruM kAya che. " mahArAjazrIe jaNAvyuM. mA vAta te kharAkhara che, tamArA tyAganI vAta sAMbhaLI mane tamane maLavAnI icchA thaI AvI. mane AnaMda thaye." 8 pIra sAheba! jyAre Apa mitrabhAve padhAryAM che. te huM paNa mitrabhAve Apane kahIza. huM kAMI eve tyAgI nathI, amArA bhagavAna teA mahA tyAgI hatA. mAre tA khAvA, pIvA, paheravA joie che, paNa amArA dha pramANe amArAthI banatuM karIe chIe. " mahArAjazrIe peAtAnA dharmanI vigata jaNAvI. ?? r " tame mitrabhAve je kaheze te hu' sAMbhaLIza ane temAMthI jarUrI grahaNa karIza, tame vinA saMkoce kahA." " pIra sAheba ! mane mApha karazeA ke ! hu te Apane ja uddezIne kahIza. A kapaDAM Ape paheyI che te videzI ja che, temAM pazunI carabI vaparAya che. Apa te pIra sAheba che, kheATu na lagADazeA.

Page #122
90 dharmavIra upAdhyAya dveSa buddhithI nahi, mAtra premabhAve ja kahuM chuM. hajAro leke ApanI AjJAmAM che. Apa jo tyAjya vastuo cheDe te anuyAyIo te jarUra cheDe. videzI khAMDa paNa tyAjya thAya che. vaLI eka vAta rahI jAya che. je kapaDA para eka khUnane DAgha paDe to te kapaDAthI karelI namAja khudAne maMjUra nathI thatI. huM te sAcI vAta kahevAmAM zarama nathI mAnate. Apa khudAnA sAcA pIra thavA mAge che, namra che, sarala cho, ane zANuM che, tethI ja ATaluM kahe che. vaLI mArI jIda paNa nathI. tamane je rUce te grahaNa kare, bAkI mArI pAse cheDI jaze. mApha karaze, Apane takalIpha thaI hoya to!" mahArAjazrIe sApha sApha zabdomAM miNa upadeza Apyo. tamArI vAta maMjUra che. mane khUba AnaMda thaye. AjathI tyAjya vastuono tyAga karIza." jammamAM sthAnakavAsI samAja ane mUrtipUjaka samAjamAM kaleza hate. eka divasa sthAnakavAsI samAjanA AgevAne mAjI dIvAna lA. viSNudAsajI tathA lA. kAzIrAmajI mahArAjazrInI pAse AvyA. vaMdaNA karI teoe jaNAvyuM, "mahArAjazrI, amArA vacce A kaleza maTe joIe, amane ethI duHkha thAya che." mahArAjazrIe jaNAvyuM : "tamArA jevA AgevAnene duHkha thavuM ja joIe, paNa mAtra vAtothI kaleza na maTI zake. te mATe bane samAjanA bhAIoe prayatna karavuM joIe." .

Page #123
sAdhutAnA saMdeza teoe kahyuM : "mahArAjazrI, Apa jevA mahAtmA amArA zaheramAM padhAryA e amAruM saubhAgya che. ane have kaleza rahe te ThIka nahi." mahArAjazrIe jaNAvyuM; mArI te eja IcchA che. tame khAtarI rAkhe ! huM te kaI paNa jagyAe kusaMpa joI ja zakatuM nathI. mAre aMtarAtmA tenAthI valevAI jAya che. tame nahi huM ja te mATe zarUAta karavA taiyAra chuM. sAMbhaLe! deza, jAti ane samAjane unnata banAvavAmAM milApanI pUrI AvazyaktA che, paNa abhilASAne kAryarUpamAM lAvavA prayatna karavo joIe." bannee kahyuM "gurudeva! amArI paNa e ja IcchA che. jyAre hindu-musalamAna ApasamAM maLI rahyA che to vIra prabhunA bhakato ame kema na maLIe!" mahArAjazrIe kahyuM: "tyAre huM ja zarUAta karuM chuM. kAle ja tamArA sAdhu mahArAja zrI. motIlAlajI svAlakeTathI Ave che. huM mArA zrAvakene kahuM chuM ke teo temanuM svAgata karavA jaze, temanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLaze, temane AhArapANI vahorAvaze ane temane vidAya paNa Apaze. A rIte koI paNa sAdhu-sAdhvI Ave te te pramANe vyavahAra karaze, pachI meLa thatAM vAra keTalI! huM te sthAnamAM AvIne paNa upadeza ApI zakuM chuM. manuSya mAtrane upadeza kare ane sanmAnadazaka thavuM e amAruM prathama kartavya che. bele, zuM vicAra kare che! " banne AgevAne mahArAjazrInA A vacano sAMbhaLI cUpa thaI gayA. zuM bole ! chevaTe dhImethI bolyA, "mahArAja ApanuM kahevuM te yathArtha che."

Page #124
K dharmavIra upAdhyAya tr A vAtane thADAeka divase vItyA. lAlAjI, me' sAMbhaLyuM che ke tamArA sthAnakamAM zrI meAtIlAlajI mahArAjanu AkhyAna che. te mATe dIvalapatro paNa nIkaLyAM che, te pachI mArI IcchA paNa tyAM gAvavAnI che. sthAnakamAM sAnika vyAkhyAna hoya to 328 2 je prAMtebadha na have joIe. tame pUchI tA juo. tamArA AgevAnA ane mahArAjazrI zuM kahe che?" mahArAjazrIe sthAnakavAsI AgevAna lAlA kamacaMdajI tathA lAlA meghAmalajIne khelAvIne kahyuM. " mahArAjazrI ! te mATe amAre tyAM kAI carcA thai cUkI che. amane te temAM kaze| virodha nathI, paNa amArA keTalAka bhAI e temAM dhamanI hAni mAne che. AgevAnAe sa'kAca sahita javAba ApyA. ,, " bhAgyazALI ! huM te jANuM chuM ke ApaNe bhagavAna mahAvIranA putra! hAvAnA dAvA karanArA ja peAtAnA eka ja dhagurune paNa sAMbhaLI nathI zakatA ! mane duHkha eTalA ja mATe thAya che ke tamArAmAM keine tamArA munimahArAjane spaSTa kahevAnI hiMmata nathI. " upAdhyAyajIe reAkaDuM parakhAvI dIdhuM. jammuthI vihAra karI Apa spAlakATamAM padhAryA. ahIM te sthAnakavAsI bhAIe ja rahe che--ahI sthAnaka

Page #125
sAdhutAnA saMdeza vAsI zrAvaka laheMzAhanA makAnamAM mahArAjazrI UtaryA. A samaye plega cAlato hato. loke bahAragAma gayelA, paNa mahArAjazrInA vyAkhyAnamAM sArI bhIDa rahetI. koMgresa kamITInA maMtrInA AgrahathI rAmatalaI jyAM dezanA mahAna netAo vyAkhyAna Ape che tyAM be sArvajanika vyAkhyAno thayAM. ahI ghaNA vakhatathI sthAnakvAsI sAdhuzrI bAlacaMdajI sthAnA patinA rUpamAM rahetA hatA-mahArAjazrIne IrAde hatuM ke te sthAnakamAM vyAkhyAna Ape. lA. pAlAmAlane mahArAjazrIe zrI lAlacaMdajI mahArAja tathA AgevAnone potAnI bhAvanA jaNAvavA kahyuM paNa saMpradAyanA vyAhanA kAraNe mahArAjazrInI udAra bhAvanA teo na samajI zakyA. ahIMthI vihAra karI vajhIrAbAda, gujarAta vagere zaheromAM vicaratA vicaratA jahelamanA zrIsaMghanA AgrahathI mahArAjazrI jahalama padhAryA. saMghe mahArAjazrInuM suMdara svAgata karyuM. nagaranA dareka jAtinA lokoe praveza samaye bhAga lIdhe. vyAkhyAnomAM zaheranA dareka jAtinA loke AvavA lAgyA. keTalAka bhAIo prazno pUchI samAdhAna meLavavA lAgyA. ahIM vasanta paMcamIe maTe meLo bharAya che-temAM mahArAjazrIne AgrahapUrvaka loke bolAvI gayA ane tyAM meLAmAM hajAro lokone sAdI sIdhI bhASAmAM upadeza Apyo. jaina sAdhune meLAmAM vyAkhyAna ApatA joIne bIjA sAdhubAvAo vagere diMga thaI gayA. aDhAre varNanA leke mahArAjazrInI madhura mIThI vANI sAMbhaLI mugdha thaI gayA.

Page #126
dharmavIra upAdhyAya ahIM sAthe rahelA zrI samudravijayajIe sthAnakavAsI sAdhuzrI lakSmIcaMdajI mahArAjane maLatAM sukhazAtA pUchI. "jI hA! A5, guruvarya sukhazAtAmAM ke !" zrI lakSmIcaMdajI mahArAje vinaya karyo. "Ape jANyuM haze ke Aje gurumahArAja jahelama nadInA taTa para jAhera vyAkhyAna ApavAnA che. ane A caryanI vAta to e che ke tenA sabhApatinuM sthAna Arya samAja netA lA. ThAkuradAsajI levAnA che." samudravijayajI mahArAje jaNAvyuM. zuM kaho che ! sAcI vAta che !" lahamIcaMdrajIe Azcarya jaNAvyuM. hA ! hAtaddana sAcI vAta-ane mArI te vinati che ke tame tamArA guruzrI sAthe tyAM padhAre. AnaMda thaze, dharmanI prabhAvanA thaze." samudravijayajIe AmaMtraNa ApyuM. "ApanI vAta to sArI che, paNa huM mArA guruzrIne vAta karIza ane AjJA maLaze te jarUra AvIzuM." jahelama nadInA taTa para bhAre gIradI jAmI hatI. hajAre leke vahelAM vahelAM AvI besI gayAM che. svayaMsevake vyavasthA jALavI rahyA hatA. lA. ThAkuradAsajI mitramaMDaLI sAthe AvyA che. jaina zuM ke AryasamAja zuM! sikha zuM ke hindu zuM! badhA AvyA che ane vacce mahArAjazrI zebhI rahyA che. mahArAjazrIe "jaina dharme saMsArane zuM ApyuM te viSaya para jozIlI bhASAmAM vyAkhyAna ApyuM.

Page #127
sAdhutAnA saMdeza "jaina dharma e satya dharmane zabdArtha che. jyAre jagatamAM hiMsAnuM sAmrAjya hatuM tyAre ahiMsAne gaganabhedI saMdeza saMsAranI zerIe zerIe ane gAmegAma bhagavAna mahAvIre phelA. duHkhI jagatane zAMti pATha Age ane A jagatanA jIvana-kalahamAMthI chUTavAno eka mAtra mArga (nivRttiparAyaNa jIvana) nI bheTa ApI. A zarIra te eka bhADUtI ghara che. tene choDIne badhAne cAlyA javAnuM che. AtmA potapotAnA karmane bhaktA che. UMcAM karma vALe ucca gati meLavaze, nIca karmavALo nIca gati meLavaze. saMsAranA badhA ja samAna che. jaina dharmano saMdeza ahiMsA, samAnatA, dayA ane zAMtimAM AvI jAya che. prANImAtranuM kalyANa e mahAna sUtra jagatane jaina dharmo ApyuM che." A pramANe vividha duSTatethI lokone prabhAvita karI dIdhA.lokee tALIonA gaDagaDATathI mahArAjazrInI vANIne vadhAvI lIdhI. pramukha zrI lA. ThAkuradAsajIe samAlocanA karatAM jaNAvyuM - mahArAjazrInA A udAra vicArathI tathA temanI madhura vyAkhyAna zailIthI huM mugdha thayo chuM. mahArAjazrIe aneka dRSTAMta ApI ApaNane badhAne potAnA banAvI dIdhA che. "je ke huM AryasamAjI chuM ane vaidika dharma para vizvAsa karavAvALo chuM; tathApi jainadharma para mane bahu prema

Page #128
dharmavIra upAdhyAya che. meM jaina dharmanAM pustaka vAMcyAM che. jaina dharma bhArata varSanA mukhya dharmomAMnuM eka che. je bhAratavarSamAM jaina dharmane adhika pracAra na hota te ahiMsAnuM nAmanizAna maTI jAta. jaina dharmanA sAdhu pavitra, sadAcArI temaja kaMcana ane kAminInA tyAgI hoya che. meM jainAcArya zrI hemacaMdrasUrinuM jIvanacaritra vAMcyuM che. te advitIya vidvAna hatA. temanI dhAraNAzakti keTalI badhI ucca ane teja hatI te kahevuM muzkela che. temaNe potAnA svalpa jIvanamAM sADAtraNa kareDa glaeNka vividha viSaya para banAvyA che. '"saMskRta sAhityamAM e kaI viSaya bAkI nathI je viSaya upara temaNe pustaka na lakhyuM hoya." A pachI sabhA visarjana thaI. sthAnakavAsI mahArA jathI te AvyA nahi ane jyAre pUchAvyuM tyAre javAba maLe ke amArA gurunI AjJA maMgAvyA sivAya amArAthI na avAya. jahemamAM mahArAjazrInA prayAsathI zrI AtmAnaMda jena sabhAnI sthApanA thaI. ghaNA bhAIbahenee videzI khAMDane parityAga karyo. helamathI vihAra karI mahArAjazrI pinDadAdanakhAM padhAryA. pratyeka jAtinA lokoe pravezamAM bhAga lIdhe. Apa tyAMnA kSatriya bA. nAnakacaMdajInA makAnamAM UtaryA.

Page #129
abhuta jAdugara mahArAjazrI, Apa amArA gAmamAM padhAryA tethI amane bahu ja AnaMda thayo. Ape bajAramAM vyAkhyAno ApyAM, AryasamAja maMdiramAM paNa vyAkhyAna ApyuM ane kharekhara amArA upara Ape atyaMta upakAra karyo, paNa mahArAjazrI mArI eka vinati sAMbhaLaze?" eka yuvAne mahArAjazrIne prazna karyo. are hA ! zA mATe nahi! eka zuM aneka vAta sAMbhaLavA taiyAra chuM! je A kAyAthI koIpaNa jIvanuM kalyANa thatuM hoya to jarUra karIza." mahArAjazrIe javAba Apyo.

Page #130
dharmavIra upAdhyAya gurudeva! amArA gAmamAM ApasamAM bahu vidveSa che. nathI bhAI-bhAImAM meLa, kAkA-bhatrIjA varSothI laDe che; amArA be AgevAnone te bhAre vera cAle che! are, eTaluM ja nahi paNa cAra che ghara jainIonAM che, temAM paNa meLa nathI." yuvake spaSTa hakIkata kahI. tame A badhuM sAcuM kahe che? A nAnA gAmamAM Ave kusaMpa! kharekhara duHkhanI vAta che. bhAI huM A vAta sAMbhaLIne herAna thaI gaye chuM, paNa huM A mATe pUro prayatna karIza. tame nizciMta rahe." mahArAjazrIe sAMtvana ApyuM. mahArAjazrI Akho divasa udAsa rahyA. na karyo - hAra, na gayA bahAra! vyAkhyAna paNa na ApyuM ane vicAramagna rahyA. ekAMte zAMtipUrvaka upAya zodhavA lAgyA ane AzAnuM kiraNa pragayuM. bIje divase savAramAM tarpaNI laIne gayA bhatrIjAne tya"dharmalAbha !" padhAre padhAre gurudeva!" "are mahArAja padhAryA che. juo to dUdha-rAba je hoya te gurudevane mATe jaladI lAve." bhAI! huM gocarI nathI nIka, paNa khAsa vicArapUrvaka Avyo chuM." kaho kaho, gurudeva! zuM hukama che, Apane je cIjanI jarUra hoya te Apa sukhethI mAgo. sevaka hAjara karaze." "mahAnubhAva! mArI cIja te bahu kheMghI che, te

Page #131
adbhuta jAdugara tame nahi ApI zake !" " sAheba ! Apa zuM kaheA che? Apa jevA guruthI zuM vizeSa che. je joI e te satvara mAgI leA, " " ema ke ? kabUla che ke ? te Aje khapeAranA upAzraye Avaze? tyAM ja jaNAvIza." mahArAjazrIe rahasyamAM kahyuM. jarUra AvIza !" '' ane teja kSaNe gayA kAkAjIne tyAM kAkAe paNa mahArAjazrInuM svAgata karyuM. dUdha vagere vaheAravA prArthanA karI paNa mahArAjazrIe jaNAvyuM: " lAlAjI ! mAre Apane tyAMthI umadA gocarI levI che. Apaze ke ! "" '' " are bhagavAna, Apa A zuM mazkarI karI che !" hA, hA, huM sAcuM ja kahuM chuM. Aje te nahi paNa kAle gocarI vahAravA AvIza, jo tamArA sAceA bhAva haze tA!" " ema zu kaheA che, svAmI ! tame zuM kaheA che. te samajAtuM nathI." " Aje apeAranA upAzraye Avaze ? '' HH ,, hA, hA, jarUra. " tyAre mAro IrAdo samajAvIza. tarata ja pagathiyAM UtarI cAlyA AvyA upAzraye. apeAranA mahArAjazrI TapAla vAMce che tyAM bhatrIjo Avye . ane temaNe mahArAjazrIne vaMdana karyuM ane pUchyuM. " mahArAjazrI, zI AjJA che A sevakane !

Page #132
100 dharmavIra upAdhyAya "dharmalAbha ! AvyA ke ! bahu jaladI AvyA! sAruM ! bese." AdarabhAvapUrvaka pAse besADIne pachI kahevA mAMDayuM. "juo bhAI! huM te zuM sAdhu, amAre tamArA gRhasthanA kAmamAM paDavuM na joIe, paNa Apaddharma paNa Ave che. Aje mane sAMbhaLIne duHkha thAya che ke tame kA-bhatrIje varSothI laDe che. tamArA jevA juvAnane te zebhe ! hajI to A vAta cAle che tyAM kAkAe paga mUkyo ane vaMdana karyuM. bhatrIjAne mahArAja pAse jaI kAkAne Azcarya thayuM ane te bIjA mahArAja pAse javA lAgyA. kema lAlAjI! bese bese, A tamArA bhatrIjA ke?" lAlAjI have zuM bele ! besavuM paDyuM. "juo lAlAjI ! mAre tamAre tyAMthI kAle gocarI levAnI che ne! ane tamArA bhatrIjAne tyAMthI paNa levAnI che. have ghaNAM varSo thayAM. ApasamAM A na zobhe. manadukha banne bhUlI jAo ane AjathI ekabIjAnA sukhe sukhI ne duHkhe duHkhI thAo. huM te nimitta mAtra chuM, paNa mane A kalezathI duHkha thAya che." mahArAjazrInA zabdothI bannenI AMkhamAM AMsu ubharAI AvyAM. "mahArAja, ApanI AjJA zirodhArya che. ame banne ApanI AjJAthI vidveSa kADhI nAkhIe chIe. Apa bhale ahIM padhAryA." cAle AnaMda thayo. have to mAre kAle gocarI AvavuM ja paDaze." baMnene vidAya karyA. bIjo divasa thayo.

Page #133
11 adbhuta jAdugara sabhA beThI che. vyAkhyAna cAle che. pArasI bhaNAvAi gaI ane mahArAjazrIe sabhAne eka draSTie joI lIdhI. AgevAno AgaLa beThA che ane juvAnA paNa beThA che. baheneAnI saMkhyA paNa vizeSa che. mahArAjazrIe kahyuM: " suNA bhAIe ! Aje eka vAtanA mAre AkharI phesalA karavA che. lAlA nAnakacandrajI meATA rahIza che. ane ThAkura sAheba te kSatriya vIra kahevAya. anne mahAnubhAvAne meM khUba samajAvyA paNa teo samajatA nathI. meM paNa nirNaya karyo che ke Ama kAMsudhI cAlavA devuM, tethI teA tamArA gAmamAMthI ApasanA kleza jatA nathI. teA bhAI A, Apa leAkeA e vAtanuM paNa karA ke jyAM sudhI e banne mahAnubhAvA ApasamAM eka bIjAne premapUrvaka maLe nahi tyAM sudhI ApaNe badhAe annajaLanA tyAga karavA.' A bhISaNa vAta sAMbhaLI sabhA spriMgamUDha thaI gaI. badhA eka sAthe kahevA lAgyA. ThIka che, ThIka che, jarUra, jarUra !" pachI te pUchavuM ja zuM ! manne mahAnubhAvAnAM hRdaya pIgaLyAM. mahArAjazrI pAse anne UbhA thayA ane kleza kADhI nAMkhavA mATe pratijJA lIdhI ane anne bheTyA. kevu' apUrva drazya ! kevu milana ! sabhA AkhI cAMketa thaI gaI. harSoMnAM AMsu chalakAI AvyAM. AnaMda AnaMda chavAI rahyo. 66 evI ja rIte jaina bhAionA AgevAnA lA. jagannAthane lA. mUlAmala, lA. kherAtIrAma, lA. dezarAjane lAvIne

Page #134
102 dharmavIra upAdhyAya temane samajAvyA ane kAyamanA melamilApa karAvI ApyA, ahIMnA prasiddha dhanADhya lA. DherAmalajI, custa A - samAjI lAlA IzvaradAsajI, lAlA nAnakacaMdrajI tathA lA, maheracandajI Adi sajjane mahArAjazrInA pUrA zraddhALu anI gayA. ahIMthI e keAsa kalazAM gAma che. parama pUjya svargIya AcArya zrI vijayAnantasUrijI mahArAjanA pUrvaja ahIM rahetA hatA. hajI paNa temanA kuTumbIe che. tyAMthI lAlA haMsarAja ane lA. gaNezamala Adi ghaNA sajjane mahArAjazrInA darzana mATe AvyA karatA hatA. ahIM badhI rIte dhama pracAra ane khAsa karIne Apa samAM melamilApa thayeA. lAke kahevA lAgyA ke adUbhuta jAdugara !

Page #135
zAnti ne jayaMtI N (bharA nAmanuM prAcIna tIrthaM pAse ja che. mahArAjazrInI bhAvanA e prAcIna tInA darzanArthe javAnI thai. te pinDadAdanakhAMthI AvyA bherA. leAkeA paNa sAthe AvyA. praveze|tsava thayA. jahemala ane gujarAnavAlAthI paNa leAkeA AvyA. AnaMdathI tI yAtrA karI. mahArAjazrIne koI saraLa leAkeA jamavAnu` kahevA AvyA te kAI khAvAnuM taiyAra karI maMdiramAM ApavA AvyA. mahArAjazrIe jaina sAdhunA AcAra atAvyA ane geAcarI mATe nIkaLazuM tyAre tamAre tyAM AvIzu tema jaNAvyuM.

Page #136
104 dharmavIra upAdhyAya ahIMthI vihAra karI rAmanagara AvyA. lA. laddhazAha tathA lA. kulayazarAyanI prArthanAthI eka sArvajanika vyAkhyAna ApyuM. ahIMthI akALagaDha ane papanAkhA Adi gAmamAM dharmopadeza ApatA teo gujarAnavAlA padhAryA. ahIM zrI mahAvIra jayaMtIno utsava khUba dhUmadhAmathI ujavavAmAM AvyuM. maMdiramAM pUjA bhaNAvavAmAM AvI temaja garIbane bhejana ApavAmAM AvyuM. baporanA brahmaakhADAmAM sabhA-maMDapa taiyAra karavAmAM AvyA hatA tyAM hajAro bhAIbahenanI ThaTha jAmI. vidvAna varga ane adhikArI vage paNa sArI hAjarI ApI. saMgIta maMDaLIo bhajana gAyAM ane mahArAjazrIe bhagavAna mahAvIranA caritra para recaka ane prabhAvazALI vyAkhyAna ApyuM. janatA para kAphI prabhAva paDyo. ahIMthI vihAra karI lAhora thaIne mahArAjazrI kasUra padhAryA. ApanuM khUba suMdara svAgata thayuM. haMmezAM vyAkhyAmAM jainanetara bhAIonI moTI bhIDa rahetI. cAra pAMca akAlI zIkha to mahArAjazrInA jANe bhakta banI gayA hatA. musalamAna bhAIo paNa AvatA hatA. gurudevanI jayaMtIne utsava Ave. tenI taiyArI thavA lAgI. vyAkhyAna cAle che. AgevAno badhA beThA che. jenetara bhAIo moTI saMkhyAmAM AvyA che. bahene paNa ghaNa hAjara che. vyAkhyAnamAM khUba zAnti che. mahArAjazrI ekAeka

Page #137
zAnti ane jayaMtI aTakI gayA. badhA joI rahyA, zuM thAya che te. '' kasUra zrIsaMghanA AgevAna mahAnubhAvA ! sAMbhaLe!" mahArAjazrI kheAlI UThayA. 105 ' gurudevanI jayaMtI Ave che. meATA ThAThamAThathI te ujavavAnI tamArI bhAvanA prazasanIya che. te mATe tame tA gAmegAma nimaMtraNa meAkalyAM che ane aThavADIyAmAM tA kasUranI bajAramAM zraddhALu bhAIbaheneAnAM jhuMDanA jhuMDa UtarI paDaze. HH paNa gRhasthA, mane eka vAta bhAre mUMjhavI rahI che, mane sukhe nidrA nathI AvatI, gocarI paNa huM zAMtithI nathI laI zakatA." mahArAjazrI, evI te zuM mUMjhavaNa che.' eka gurubhakta khAlI UThayA. 66 bhAI A, zuM kahuM ! tamArA zrI saMghane kaleza-- varSonA tamArA kusaMpa mane hu ja sAle che. gurudevanI jayaMtI ApaNe kathA meADhe ujavIe ! " je samAjamAM-je nagaramAM--je phAmamAM-je jJAtimAM ke je kuTubamAM kusaMpa peThe te tenA sarvathA nAza karyAM vinA nathI rahetA. tenA samAjavikAsa rUMdhAya che. huM jouM chuM ke tamArA kasUramAMthI lakSmI risAI javA lAgI che, vepAra paNa javA beThA che. tame sapane sAdhI lakSmIne manAvI lAveA, dharmanA udyota sAdhA. 'gurudevanA puNya pratApe tame je janadharma pAmyA te prabhAvI puruSanI jayaMtI huM kusaMpamAM na UjavI zakuM.

Page #138
106 dharmavIra upAdhyAya ele, zuM kahA che ! mAre Aje ja phreMsalo joI e. ' vAkye vAkye sabhA prazAMta thatI gaI. hRdayanAM vAkayeAnI jAduI asara thaI. strIpuruSAnI AMkhamAM AMsu bharAI AvyAM. AgevAnA UbhA thaI gayA ne melyAH " gurumahArAja, ApazrI je phesalA kare te amane kabUlamara che. tame banne pakSane sAMbhaLIne je cukAdo Ape! te amane zrIsaMdhane mAnya che. jayaMtInA utsava badhA AnaMdathI ujavIzuM. Apa nizciMta raheA." AkhI sabhA khuzakhuzAla thaI gaI. tALIonA gaDagaDATa vacce gurudevanA jayanI gheASaNA thaI. jainetara bhAie A daivI phistAnA mukhArivaMdanAM tejakaraNA joI rahyA, mugdha thaI dhanya dhanya pAkAravA lAgyA. mahArAjazrIe jayaMtI pachI sa`ghanA prazna hAtha dharavAnA vicAra darzAvyeA ane jayaMtI mATe taiyArIo thavA lAgI. eka vaiSNava maMdiranA khullA medAnamAM maMDapa bAMdhavAmAM AbyA. maMDapane khUba sutheAbhita karavAmAM AvyA ane eka ucca sihAsana para dhama ane samAjanA nAyaka svargIya AcAryAM mahArAjazrInI suMdara mUrtine padharAvavAmAM AvI. jIrA ane paTTI Adi zaheranI bhajana maMDaLIo tathA anya AgevAnA utsavamAM bhAga levA AvI pahoMcyA. aSTamInA divase prAtaHkALe sabhAmaDapamAM jaina, vaiznava, A samAjI, zikha ane musalamAna, harasamAjanA sajjana strIpuruSA AvavA lAgyAM. sabhAmaMDapa janatAthI khIcAkhIca bharAI gayA. kasUranA prasiddha gRhasthanA sabhApati

Page #139
== == = zAnti ane jayaMtI tvamAM utsava zarU thaye. prAraMbhamAM jIrAnivAsI brahmacArI zaMkaradAsajIe gurustuti karI. kasUranivAsI lAlA jJAnacaMda tathA paTTInivAsI. jaina yuvake e suMdara bhajana saMbhaLAvyAM ane jIrAnivAsI lAlA bAburAmajI ema. e. elaela. bI. vakIle svagIya AcAryazrInuM jIvanacaritra bahu ja madhurabhASAmAM kahI saMbhaLAvyuM. tyAra bAda suMdara tathA samApayegI bhajane bAda agiyAra vAge sabhA visarjana thaI. - baporanA bIjI sabhAne AraMbha thayo. A samaye zretAonI saMkhyA bahu adhika hatI. lA. jJAnacaMdajI Adi yuvakanAM bhajana bAda mahArAjazrIe vyAkhyAnanI zarUAta karI. ojasvinI bhASAmAM siMhagarjanAnI jema mahArAjazrIe bhASaNa zarU karyuM. jayantI zuM che! jayantI zA mATe manAvavI joIe ! svagIca AcArya mahArAjazrInA jIvanamAMthI zuM bedha jaina samAjane ane dharmane levAnuM che? mahArAjazrIe samAja, dharma ane deza upara keTale mahAna upakAra karyo cheH vagere temanA jIvananI ullekhanIya ghaTanAonuM digadazana karI gurudevanA upakAre ne kAryanuM khUbIthI varNana karyuM. mahArAjazrIne eka eka zabda pretAonA hRdayamAM gujate hato. je bahena bhAIoe mahArAjazrInuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM che te Aje paNa yAda kare che. jena ke hindu, zIkha ke AryasamAjI badhA mahA

Page #140
108 rAjazrInA vyAkhyAnathI mugdha lajI taraphathI badhAne zaramata AvyA. nAmanA divase Aja '' dharmavIra upAdhyAya thai gayA. lA. prabhudayAApavAnA prama'dha karavAmAM "" sabhAma`DapamAM bIjI eka prabhAvazALI vyAkhyAna jainadharma nu vAstavika svarUpa upara thayuM. A viSayanI carcA mahArAjazrIe bahu mArmika rIte karI ane janatAnA hRdayo para tenI UMDI chApa paDI. vyAkhyAna pUruM thatAM jainadharmanI jaya, ahiMsA dharmanI jaya, gurudevanI jaya Adi nAdothI maDapa gUjI UThayA. zrI saMghe cAturmAsa mATe vinaMti karI ane zrIjInendra bhagavAnanA mandiranuM nirmANa nizcita thayuM. jayaMtI pachI mahArAjazrIe saMghanA prazna hAthamAM lIdhA. banne pakSeAne khUba dhyAnathI ane zAMtithI sAMbhaLyA. banne pakSAne samajAvyA ane vicArayukata phe'saleA ApyA. OM vande vIramAnandam phesalA sa. 1980 prathama jeSTha vada 5 zukravAra tA.11-8-23 sAhanavijayajInI taraphathI zrI saMgha kasUrane dharmAMlAla pUrvaka mAlUma thAya ke zrI saMgha mAro upadeza sAMbhaLI tene amalamAM mUkavA taiyAra thayA che te mATe zrI saMdha dhanyavAdane pAtra che. kharekhara, tameA sAcA vIraputrA tathA gurubhakta cheH jyAre jainadhama mAM kSamAnI pradhAnatA che teA pachI tyAM laDAI

Page #141
zAnti ane jayaMtI 109 jhagaDA thAya ja kyAMthI? mane e vAtano AnaMda che ke cheDA vakhata pahelAM kasUranA zrI saMghamAM kalezanA kAraNe be taDa thaI gayAM hatAM, tene miTAvI ApasamAM susaMpa karAvavAnI javAbadArI zrI saMghe mArA para nAMkhI hatI. banne pakSoe AnaMdapUrvaka lakhI ApyuM che ke amAro ApasamAM je jhagaDe che, tene anta lAvavAne mATe tame je kAMI kare te amane badhAne maMjUra che, temAM amane kaze saMkoca nahi thAya. tethI huM zrI saMgha kasUrane je jhagaDe paDe che tene mArA hAthamAM lauM chuM. jo ke A prazna duniyAdArIne che, temAM sAdhuonuM kAma nathI paNa jamAnAnI hAlata ane dharmakAryamAM vidana AvatuM joIne temaja kusaMpathI ApaNA samAjanI hAni thatI najare jotAM mAre A mAmalAmAM paDavuM paDayuM che, nahi te kazI jarUra nahatI. bhAIo, meM banne pakSonI vAta sAMbhaLI che tathA tene dhyAnathI vicArI che. mArI buddhi anusAra meM te badhI vAto para ThIka ThIka vicAra karyo che. mane lAge che ke ane pakSo pote potAnI vAte siddha karavA prayAsa kare che. paNa bane pakSonI dalIla nirbaLa mAlUma paDI che. ane pitAne satya mAne che. bhUla te bannenI cheDI ghaNI thaI che. tame jANe che ke nyAyAdhIzanI pAse jyAre koI mukaramo Ave che, tyAre bannenA sAkSIo levAya che. ane potAne satya sAbIta karavA prayatna kare che, ane banne pakSone sAMbhaLI nyAyAdhIza vicAra karIne nyAyapUrNa pheMsalo Ape che. huM nyAyAdhIza te nathI paNa meM banene nyAya ApavA

Page #142
110 dharmavIra upAdhyAya prayatna karyo che. mAre uddeza kusaMpa dUra karI saMpanI vRddhi karavAne che--mAre nirNaya nIce pramANe che. 1 prathama paraspara khamatakhAmaNAM karavAM 2 keIpaNa bhAI gaIgujarI keIpaNa jagAe yAda na kare. 3 be taDa AjathI eka gaNAze. zvetAMbara jaina saMghanI eka ja pATaS gaNAze. 4 AjathI kaI saMghanI bahAra nahi gaNAya. 5 lAlA amIcandajI pannAlAlajIe eka sAdharmika vAtsalya, aSTa prakArI pUjA tathA prabhAvanA karavI. 6 lAlA amIcandajInA pakSa vAlAe navapadajInI pUjA ane prabhAvanA karavI joIe. 7 bIjA pakSavALA bhAIoe sattara bhedI pUjA tathA prabhAvanA karavI joIe lAlA amIcandajI amRtasaravAlAe eka sAla sudhI prabhu pUjA karavI. keI kAraNasara na bane to maMdirajImAM jaIne eka mALA jarUra gaNavI. parade zamAM ke bimArInA samayamAM apavAda. 9 lAlA prabhudayALajI tathA lAlA pannAlAlajI eka varSa sudhI prabhupUja kare. paradezamAM tathA bimArInA samayamAM apavAda. sAdhamika vAtsalyamAM tathA pratyeka dharmakAryamAM badhAne zAmila karavA joIe. bhaviSyamAM kusaMpa na thAya te mATe zrI jaina zvetAMbara vijayAnaMda kamITInI sthApanA karavI. 11

Page #143
zAnti ane jayaMtI 111 12 zrI madirajInA hisAba caitra suda 13 prabhu mahAvIranI jayaMtIdine kamITI tapAsI te sahI kare tathA tArIkha lakhe. zrI madirajInA hisAba eka ja ThekANe rahe. je ceAgya hAya tenI pAse rAkhavAnA kamITIne adhikAra che. Aja sudhImAM zrI madirajInA rUpIA jenI pAse hAya te ATha divasanI aMdara aMdara jyAM prathama madira nA hisAba rahe che tyAM jame karAvI de. 15 hamezAM ca'dA--phaMDa mATe muzkelI rahe che, tA temAM 16 AnAnI pAMtI pramANe bhAga pADI rAkhavA-- jyAre jarUra paDe tyAre te pramANe caDhDho karI levA. te mATe be bhAionI nimaNuka karavI. 13 14 tA. ka. A phaisalAmAM je je dharmakArya karavA jaNAvyuM che, te AtmasudhAra mATe che; tethI saMghamAM keAI kAI ne meNAMToNAM na Ape. mArA phesalAmAM bhUla thaI gaI heAya te huM micchAmi dukakaDa dauM chuM. zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH / 5 zivamastu sarva jagataH parahitaniratAbhavantu bhRtagaNA : deSAH prayAntu nAza, sarvatra sukhI bhuvantu leAkA : H / daH--panyAsa sAhanuMjaya mn

Page #144
kurAnezarIphanuM pharamAna kasUrathI vihAra karI mahArAjazrI paTTImAM padhAryA, ahIM paNa vyAkhyAnamAM hindu-musalamAna bhAIo kAphI saMkhyAmAM AvatA hatA ane premathI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA hatA. maMDIthI paNa vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA leke AvatA hatA. eka divasa mahArAjazrI UDila jaIne bahArathI upAzraya tarapha AvatA hatA. rastAmAM eka lAMbI dADhIvALA musalamAne raste rokI lIdhA. te vyAkhyAnamAM paNa AvatA hatA. A joIne loke paNa ekaThA thaI gayA. kema bhAI!zuM kAma che ! Ama rasto rokavAnuM tamAre zuM kAraNa che!"

Page #145
kurAne zarIphanuM pharamAna 113 "mahArAja ! A kurAnezaripha tame mAnI le te huM tamane khudA mAnavA taiyAra chuM." leke te badhA cakita thaI gayA ne laDAI thaze ke zuM tevuM vAtAvaraNa dekhAvA lAgyuM. bhAI ! huM te divasarAta khudA banavA mATe mahenata karI rahyo chuM. paNa jyAM sudhI mArAmAM khudI-svArtha che, tyAM sudhI kurAnezarIpha to zuM paNa vizvanA badhA dharmagrantha mane khudA nahI banAvI zake. mArAmAMthI jyAre khudI sarvathA nIkaLI jaze tyAre huM pote khudA banI jaIza. te vakhate mane koI nahi rokI zake. vaLI huM to satyane pakSapAtI chuM, jyAMthI satya maLe tyAMthI levAne taiyAra chuM." loko to mahArAjazrInI dhIraja, zAnti ane vAcAturya je herAna thaI gayA. pelA musalamAnabhAI te cUpacApa sAMbhaLI ja rahyA. mahArAjazrIe AgaLa calAvyuM. "satya kaI paNa dharmamAM, kaI paNa majahabamAM ke koI saMpradAyamAM hoya to mane tene svIkAra karavAmAM kazI Apatti nathI. "bhAI, paNa kurAnezarIpha thoDuM vAMcyuM che. jyAM sudhI huM samajyo chuM tyAM sudhI temAM khudAtAlAe eja pharamAna karyuM che ke "mArA bandAo! tame haMmezAM pAka rahe, badhAnI sAthe pyAra vartAva kare, badhA upara prema ane dayAbhAva rAkhe. kaI paNa jIvane satAve nahi." A sAMbhaLI te bhAI to mahArAjazrIne salAma karI

Page #146
114 vIra upAdhyAya cUpacApa tyAMthI cAlyA gayA. lAkene AnaMda thayA. mahArAjazrI upAzraye AvI gayA. paTTIthI vihAra karI taraNatAraNa vagere thaI Apa jaDiyAlAguru AvI pahoMcyA. jaDiyAlAnA bhAIbaheno mahArAjazrInI varSothI vATa joI rahyA hatA. temanI bhAvanA Aje saphaLa thayelI jANI zrIsaMghamAM harSI thayA. mahArAjazrIe jammUmAM pajAma zrI saMghanI samakSa gurumahArAjanI IcchAnusAra kAryasiddhine mATe cha vigayanA tyAganI pratijJA karI hatI, tyArathI mahArAjazrI kRza thatA jatA hatA. thAka mAlUma paDatA hatA ane azakti dekhAI AvatI hatI. jaDiyAlAnA zrIsaMghanA AgevAnAe prAthanA karI. gurumahArAja ! ApanI pratijJA te ame jANIe chIe, paNa Apa divase divase duLa khanatA jAe che. ghI, dUdha, dahI, tela, gALa ane taLelI vastu tame kazuM nathI letA. e ame nathI joI zakatA. kRpA karI e vratane have cheDA. " HH " mahAnubhAvo, tamArI vAta te ThIka che paNa gurudevanI AjJA sivAya cAhe game te thAya, mArAthI pratijJA nahIM cheADAya. hA, gurudevanI AjJA mAre zirAdhAya che. mahArAjazrIe peAtAnA niNaeNya jaNAvyeA. "" cAlyA zrI saMghanA AgevAnAmAMthI 4-5 bhAI e hoziyArapura. tyAM AcAya zrIne maLIne prArthanA karI ke gurudeva, upAdhyAyajI mahArAja bahu ja kRza thaI

Page #147
kurAne zarIphanuM pharamAna 115 gayA che. ApanI AjJA sivAya te kazuM mAnavA taiyAra nathI. amAro zrIsaMgha upAdhyAyajInI tabIyata mATe ciMtAtura che. ApazrI AjJA phelAve ja upAdhyAyajI mAnaze. "AcAcazrIe paristhitine vicAra karI AjJApatra lakhI Ape tathA zrIsaMghe paNa Agraha karyo, tyAre gurumahArAjanI AjJA ane zrIsaMghanA Agrahane mAna ApyuM. jaDiyAlAmAM cAturmAsa nizcita thayA pachI Apa amRtasara padhAryA. ahIM zrI AtmAnaMda jaina mahAsabhA paMjAbanI kAryakAriNI kamITInI beThaka hatI. ApanI samakSa kamITInuM kArya sArI rIte pAra paDayuM. amRtasaramAM Apa ATha divasa rahI pharI jaDiyAlAmAM padhAryA. A samaye saMghe samArohapUrvaka svAgata karyuM. 1980nuM cAturmAsa jaDiyAlAmAM thayuM. A cAturmAsamAM dhArmika kAryo uparAMta keTalAMka ullekhanIya kArya thayAM. zrI AtmAnaMda jaina mahAsabhAnuM trIjuM adhivezana paNa ahIM thayuM. lAlA agaramala kherAtIrAma leDhAe zrI navapadajInuM udyApana karAvyuM. A mAsamAM navapadajInI oLInuM mahArAjazrIe 9 divasa mauna rahI ArAdhana karyuM. ApanA ziSya samudravijayajIe oLInA divasomAM vyAkhyAna vAMcyuM. cAturmAsamAM japa, tapa, dhyAna, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pUjA, prabhAvanA Adi dharmakArya sArI rIte thayAM. bahArathI paNa ghaNuM bhAvika grahastha AvyA hatA. jenA pradIpanA saMpAdaka bAbu jyoti prasAdajI paNa ApanA darzanArtha AvyA hatA.

Page #148
116 dharmavIra upAdhyAya zrI paryuSaNa parvamAM zrI kalpasUtrane varagheDe bahu ThAThamAThathI nIkaLyA. jyAre vaDe bajAramAM Ave tyAre mahArAjazrIe daDha kalAka zrI paryuSaNa parva ane kalpasUtra viSe upadeza karyo. janatA para tene bhAre prabhAva paDe. A divasamAM jaDiyAlAmAM akAlI sinI eka prAMtIya konpharansa hatI. sikha netAo sivAya bIjA paNa deza netAo AvyA hatA. lagabhaga dasa hajAra manuSyane samudAya hato. sikhe bhAIonA AgrahathI mahArAjazrI konpharansamAM padhAryA. sabhApatinA anudhathI tyAM Ape saMgaThananA viSaya upara eka manahara ane zikSApada upadeza Ape. ApanA upadezathI zretAenAM hRdayakamaLa ekadama khIlI UThayAM ane cAre taraphathI bhArata mAtAnI jaya ane jenadharmanI jaya tathA sata zrI akAlanA nAdathI peDela guMjI UThaye. ApanI pachI DAkaTara kicaluM Adi dezanetAoe ApanA viSe AdaraNIya zabdone prayoga karIne kahyuM ke amane Aje ja mAluma paDyuM ke jaina samAjamAM paNa AvAM amUlya ratna bharyA che. kArtika suda punamanA roja zrI siddhAcaLanA paTanA dazanAtha samasta saMdhanI sAthe Apa bahAra padhAryA. tyAM Ape zrI siddhAcaLa tIrthanI mahimAnuM varNana karyuM. e sAMbhaLI ghaNA lokoe siddhAcaLa tIrthanI yAtrA karavAnA niyama grahaNa karyA. A rIte ApanuM cAturmAsa jaDiyALAmAM AnaMdapUrvaka samApta thayuM. ApanuM cAturmAsa lA. virUmala loDhA ane lAlA haMsa

Page #149
kurAne zarIphanuM pharamAna 117 rAja dugaDanI beThake!mAM thayuM. vaye vRddhelA. haricaMdajI caiAdharI, paDita lakSmaNadAsajI, marAyatI zAhe Ade mahArAjazrI sAthe carcA vArtA karI sArA lAbha letA hatA. jaDiyAlAthI vihAra karI Apa jAladhara padhAryA. ahIM gurubhrAtA zrI. pa` zrI lalitavijayajI Apane maLyA. 5. mahArAjane gurudevanI AjJAthI zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanA makAnane mATe bahu ja jaladI mukhaI pahoMcavAnuM hatuM, te paNa bhrAtRpremathI AkarSAi Apa huMziyArapurathI jAlaMdhara padhAryAM. Apa paNa jyeSThabhrAtA pU. zrI lalitavijayajIne bheTavA jAladhara AvyA. ane jAla'dharamAM maLyAM. kevuM madhura milana ! ane bheTayA. peTa bharI bharIne vAta karI ane paM. zrI lalitavijayajI mahArAjazrIe muMbaI tarapha prasthAna karyuM. Apa tyAMthI vihAra karI heziyArapuramAM zrI gurudevanA caraNAmAM jaI pahoMcyA. ahIM ATha divasa rahI gurudevanI sevA karI. heAziyArapurathI vihAra karI maMge, navAM zahera Ade sthAnemAM dhamapracAra karatA karatA Apa rAhoMmAM padhAryAM. ahIM upAzrayamAM utaryA. ahIM jainonA 4 ghara che. maMdira upAzrayamAM ja hatuM, paNa sevAbhakata joie tevI thatI naheAtI. mahArAjazrI A upAzrayamAM UtaryAM ane leAkAne vyavasthita pUjAbhakti mATe samajAvyA. ApanA praveza bahu ja ThAThamATha pUrvaka thaye. brAhmaNuM, kSatriya, vaizya tathA anya hiMndumusalamAna leAka paNa ApanA svAgata arthe pravezamAM sammilita thayA.

Page #150
kalaka * Arya samAja paMDitonuM AkarSaNa. che A ryasamAja mandiranA khullA medAnamAM ApazrIe 8 divasa sudhI vyAkhyAna ApyAM. A vyAkhyAnamAM sanAtana, AryasamAjI, sikha ane musalamAnabhAIe vagere badhAM strI-puruSa utsAhapUrvaka AvatAM hatAM. mahArAjazrI nIDara tathA satyanA premI hatA. temaNe AryasamAja maMdiramAM jaina dharma ane Izvara tathA "mUrti pUjA tathA janadharmane vizvane saMdeza" jena dharmanI vyApakatA tathA svataMtratA Adi viSayo para sundaratA pUrvaka vyAkhyAne ApyAM. lekee utsAhathI te sAMbhaLyAM, eTaluM ja nahi paNa baporanA ke rAtrie zaMkAsamAdhAnane mATe ghaNA bhAIo AvatA hatA; te badhAne zAMtipUrvaka dalIlathI samajAvatA ane ApanA dherya, zAnti ane vidvatAthI badhA bhAIo AnaMdita thatA hatA.

Page #151
Arya samAja paMDitanuM AkarSaNa 110 hoziyArapurathI lA. dolatarAmajI tathA 20-25 bhAI o tathA jIrAthI lA. IzvaradAsa Adi zrAvake ApanA darzanArthe AvyA hatA. nAnA evA gAmamAM mahArAjazrIe ATha ATha vyAkhyAna ApIne jaina dharmanA siddhAMtane ThIka ThIka pracAra karyo. rAtrino samaya hato. mahArAjazrI pratikramaNa karIne ziSyo sAthe AvatIkAlanA vihAra mATe carcA karatA hatA. zrAvaka bhAIe mahArAjazrIne viTaLAI vaLI hajI thoDA divasa vizeSa lAbha ApavA vinatI karI rahyA hatA : namaskAramahArAja ? " ekAeka pAMca sAta bhAIone avAja Avyo. dharmalAbha ! " mahArAjazrIe Avela bhAIone besavA sUcavyuM. svAmIjI mahArAja ! Apa te ekAda divasamAM javAnA che tema sAMbhaLyuM che!" eka bhAIe pUchyuM. hA, hA, have to jaIzuM ne ! ghaNA divasa tamArA roTalA khAdhA !" svAmIjI, ema kema kaho che ! Ape te A nAnA gAmamAM bhAre AMdelana pedA karI dIdhuM che." bIjA bhAI belyA. "svAmIjI ! Apa jANe che ne ke ame AryasamAjI chIe. ame mUrtipUjAnA kaTTara virodhI chIe." trIjA bhAIe spaSTa karyuM.

Page #152
120 dharmavIra upAdhyAya hA bhAI! hA ! huM te barAbara jANuM chuM, ane tethI ja tamArA AryasAja maMdiramAM meM mUrtipUjA" viSe ja ThIkaThIka carcA karI. kema-have tamane zuM lAge che? je tame te viSe kAMI kahevA mAgatA ho te vinA saMkece kaheze." mahArAjazrIe zAMtithI javAba Ape. svAmIjI! ame te ApanI vyAkhyAna zailI, ApanI dalIla, Apane sarvadharma samabhAva ane ApanI zAMta gaMbhIra vANI sAMbhaLI mugdha thayA chIe." eka bhAI bolyA. eTaluM ja nahi ! svAmIjI ! amane te A viSe kalapanA paNa nahi. ahIM je upadezake Ave che te te jerazerathI pitAnA dharmanI moTI moTI vAta kare che ane bIjAnA dharmanI burAI karavAmAM jarA paNa saMkeca rAkhatA nathI." bIjA bhAI bolyA. "vaLI svAmIjI ! ApanI prazAMta mukhamudrA temaja vANInI mIThAza ame te haju sudhI bIje nathI joI." trIjA bhAI bolyA. bhAI! emAM kazuM vizeSa nathI. amAre sAdhune dhama ja kalyANabhAvanA che. " dhanya dhanya kahI mahArAjazrIne namaskAra karI pharI darzana mATe vinati karI AryasamAjI bhAIe vidAya thayA. zikhyA ane zrAvake mahArAjazrInI namratA, zAMti ane bhavya kAMti joIne AnaMdita thayA.

Page #153
A samAja paDitAnuM AkaSa Na 11 rAhAMthI vihAra karI e traNa kesa upara AvelA eka gAmamAM rahyA. ahIM jaina bhAienuM eka paNa ghara nahAtuM. rAtre ekabe AryasamAjI bhAIe AvyA. te aTapaTA prazna pUchavA lAgyA. mahArAjazrIe dhaiya ane zAMtithI temane samajAvyA. tyAMthI khalAcora padhAryA. ahI sthAnakavAsI bhAI enAM ghara che, paNa temane prema sAre che. rAtre mUrtipUjAnA viSayamAM khUba carcA cAlI. mahArAjazrIe zAstrIya pramANeA tathA akATaca yuktiothI mUrtipUjA ane tenI AvazyakatA viSe khUbIthI pratipAdana karyuM, tenI janatA para bahu sArI asara thaI. mahArAjazrIe kAI paNa bhAIne hajI paNa zakA hAya te prazna pUchavA jaNAvyuM. " ApanI dalIlA huM teA nathI samajI zakA ! '' sthAnakavAsI lAlA sItArAmajI kheAlI UThacA. lAlAjI ! tame zAstrIya dalIleA nathI samajI zakatA ne! cAle tyAre ApaNe vyavahArika dRSTie vicAra *rIe." mahArAjazrIe navIna ciAra rajU karyAM. (( "" hA ! te barAbara samajI zakAya ! lAlAjI kabula thayA. " jIA bhAI! mUrti pUjA tame nathI mAnatA ne ! paNa huM te kahuM chuM jagatanuM kAI paNa samajI manuSya mUrti pUjAthI khacI zakayuM nathI. kAI ne kAI rUpamAM badhA mUrti pUjA to kare che." mahArAjazrIe mAmi katAthI jaNAvyuM. cr

Page #154
13 * AzcaryathI khAlI UThayA. (6 sAmItI ? tamArA ja gharamAMthI sAmItI maLe che." mahArAjazrIe dhaDAkA karyAM. dharmavIra upAdhyAya azakaya ! azakaya ! sAbItIzuM ! '" lAlAjI (C paNa te batAvA ne! lAlAjI khelI UMcA. jue lAlAjI ! tamArA gharamAM ApanA pUjya sAdhu seAhanalAlajI, zrI lAlacandrajI, zrI udayacandrajI vagerenA phATAe teA che ne ! " mahArAjazrIe prazna karyo. " hA ! te zuM che! tenAthI mUrtipUjA sAkhIta thai gaI zuM ! " lAlAjI vismaya pAmyA. * ' ,, (( "huM pUchuM chuM ke A phATAe pUjya bhAvathI ja TAMgavAmAM AvyA che ne ! mAneA keAI anADI manuSya te phATAo utArI tenuM apamAna kare te tamArA dalamAM ceTa lAgaze ke nahi ? " " jarUra ! jarUra ! " sabhAjanA belI uThayA. " te have zuM bAkI rahyuM. A mUrti pUjAneA prakAra ja che. lAlAjI ! " mahArAjazrIe badhAne cakita karI dIdhA. lAlAjI mAthu khaMjavALatA cAlyA ane hA nA kahI na zakayA. leAkeA mahArAjazrInI dalIleAthI tathA vyavahAru dRSTithI mugdha thaI gayA.

Page #155
IS. ro bhAI-bhAI ne pitA-putramAM zAMti mahArAja sAheba ! Apane vicAra te ghaNe sAro che, paNa te banne koInAthI mAne tevA nathI." eka vRddhajane kahyuM. paNa lAlAjI! A te kAMI sAruM kahevAya ! dasa gharanI jaina vastImAM be sagA bhAIo laDe." mahArAjazrIe potAnuM duHkha vyakta karyuM. "ame to ghaNAe vAraMvAra prayAsa karIe chIe, paNa bemAMthI koI mAne tyAre ne!" evuM te zuM kAraNa che ke varSothI Ama cAle che!" "kAraNa to kauTuMbika kaleza. paNa ekabIjAne aMTasa paDI gaI eTale pachI meLa thAya ja zI rIte !" juo lAlAjI! mane te A sAMbhaLIne bhAre

Page #156
124 dharmavIra upAdhyAya duHkha thayuM che. huM jyAM jAuM chuM tyAM AvuM kAMI sAMbhaLu chuM tyAre mArAthI nathI rahevAtuM. ane gurukRpAthI mane temAM yaza ja maLe che. " (6 mahArAja sAheba! te te tame ja prabhu ! paNa A kArya pAra paDe tema amane teA nathI lAgatuM." " mane teA khAtarI che ke te pAra paDaze ja.'' "to Apa jarUra te bAbata satvara hAthamAM lezeA. << juo eka kAma karA! tame ahInA AgevAna bhAione kAle rAtre khelAvA ane huM ambAlAnivAsI lA. gaMgArAmajI ane lA. jagatumalajIne khelAvuM chuM. A viSe vizeSa vAta bahAra na pADazeA.' "" ' bahu sAruM! tyAre huM rajA lauM chuM. '' sukhethI jAe. thoDI vAre ane gRhasthA AvyA. " mahArAjazrI, mantheNa vaMdAmi " lAlA gaMgArAmajI ane lA. jagatumalajIe vAMdaNA karyAM. " dharmalAbha ! AvA AvA lAlAjI ! tamArI ja vATa jovAya che. kAle rAtre ahInA be-cAra bhAIone melAvyA hatA. 66 77 27 " kaheA sAheba! zuM AjJA che!" '' juo ! lAlAjI, A nAnA evA gAmamAM be bhAI A varSothI laDe che, te barAbara nathI. amArA sAdhune te

Page #157
bhAI-bhAIne pitA-putramAM zAMti dharma che ke jyAM jyAM javuM tyAMne roTalo haka kare. huM A sthiti nathI joI zakato." guruvarya, ApanI vAta barAbara che. ame te mATe banatuM karIe chIe. bannene maLIzuM ane gurukRpAthI badhAM sArAM vAnAM thaI raheze. Apa nizcita raheze." mane to tamArA jevA dharmapremI ane gurubhakta AgevAnomAM pUrI zraddhA che. tamArA kAmamAM tame saphaLa thAo." AgevAnone sAthe laI lA. gaMgArAmajI banne bhAI ene maLyA. mahArAjazrInI ciMtA jaNAvI ane bannene samajAvyA. banne bhAIone paNa A badhI paristhitinI asara thaI, hRdaya pIgaLyAM ane samAdhAna mATe banne rAjI thayA. badhA UThIne gayA upAzraye. guruvarya! Aje ame kRtArtha thayA. Apa jevA guru to Aje ja joyA. Apane je duHkha thayuM che te mATe ame kSamA mAgIe chIe." bhAI dayArAmajI hAtha joDIne bolyA. "bhAIo! huM te nimitta mAtra chuM. e gurukRpAnuM phala che. dhanyavAda te mAre tamane ApavAno che ane khAsa karI lAlA gaMgArAmajI ane lAlA jagatamalajI A yazanA bhAgIdAra che." mahArAja sAheba huM mArI dukAnane uparane bhAga upAzraya mATe zrI saMghane arpaNa karuM chuM, ane maMdiranI

Page #158
126 dharmavIra upAdhyAya pratiSThAne prabaMdha paNa A sevaka karaze." bIjA bhAI lA. kapuracaMdajI bolyA. dhanya! dhanya! bAlAcArathI vihAra karI mahArAjazrI repiDa padhAryA hatA. tyAM 15 divasa rahI dharmopadeza Apyo. jainahindu badhA upadezane lAbha letA hatA. ahIM A be bhAIono leza sAMbhaLI temane duHkha thaI AvyuM ane upara pramANe te kalezanI zAMti paNa thaI mahArAjazrInA prayatnathI keTalAka netara bhAIoe mAMsamadirAne tyAga karyo. ahIMthI vihAra karI aneka gAmamAM dharmapracAra karatA karatA Apa aMbAlA padhAryA. aMbAlAnA saMghe mahArAjazrInuM khUba utsAhapUrvaka svAgata karyuM. aMbAlA paMjAba jaina saMghanuM kendrasthAna gaNAya che. ahIM eka vizALa mandira che. jaina gRhasthanAM ghara paNa ghaNAM che. uparAMta AtmAnaMda jaina hAIskUla, jaina kanyA pAThazALA, lAIbrerI, AtmAnaMda jaina TrekaTa sosAyaTI tathA AtmAnaMda jaina mahAsabhAnI kacerI vagere ghaNI saMsthAo ahI cAle che. hamaNAM ja zrI AtmAnaMda jaina koleja zarU thaI che, te AnaMdanI vAta che. mahArAjazrIe ahIM keTalAka sAmAjika sudhArA karyA. AtmAnaMdajaina mahAsabhAnA lAIphamembare mahArAjazrInA upadezathI thayA. ahIMthI mahArAjazrI sADherA padhAryA. ahIM

Page #159
bhAI-bhAI ne pitA-putramAM zAMti 127 zvetAMbara jainenAM ghara to cAra ja che, paNa ApanA svAgatamAM digambara, zvetAMbara sthAnakavAsI ane hindu-musalamAna bhAIoe bhAga lIdho hato. skUlanA doDhaso jeTalA vidyArthIoe svAgatamAM bhAga lIdhe hate. ahIM traNa sArvajanika vyAkhyAna ApyAM, khAsa karIne jaina dharma, ApaNuM kartavya, devapUjA vagere viSaye upara khUba prakAza pADa. badhI jAtinA loke A vyAkhyAnane lAbha letA hatA. ghaNA bhAIoe mAMsa madirAne tyAga karyo ane anya vyasanane parityAga paNa ghaNAoe karyo. paMdara divasa rahI ahIMthI aMbAlA chAvaNImAM AvyA. pahele divase ApanuM vyAkhyAna digambara jaina maMdiramAM thayuM. bIjuM digambara bhAI enA AgrahathI sArvajanika vyAkhyAna thayuM. temAM jaina dharmanA maulika siddhAntanuM khUba sarasa nirUpaNa karyuM temaja AryasamAja taraphathI jaina dharma para thatA AkSeponuM nirAkaraNa khUbIpUrvaka karavAmAM AvyuM. aMbAlA zaherathI ghaNubhAIe AvyA hatA. paM. haMsarAja zAstrI A prasaMge ahIM AvI pahoM gyA ane zAstrIjIe "jaina dharma ane vartamAna Arya samAja " para suMdara samAlocanA karI. ahIthI mahArAjazrI akhAlA padhAryA. thoDA divasa rahIne rAjapurA thaIne Apa patiyAlA padhAryA. ahIM sthAnakavAsI bhAIono samudAya adhika che. agravAla bhAIenAM ghara ghaNAM che, khaMDelavAlanAM ghare traNa cAra ja che. A prasaMge ludhiyAnAnA bAbu kRSNacandajI zarmA

Page #160
129 dharmavIra upAdhyAya vakIla paNa ahIM hatA. mAthujI kaTTara Arya samAjI hatA, temanI buddhi capala hatI. gurudevazrI vijyAnaMda sUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA vakhatamAM te zAstrArtha mATe AvyA hatA. mahArAjazrIe khUbIthI temane lIleApUrvaka samajAvyA. mahArAjazrInA udAra vicAra jANI te jaina dharmanA anuyAyI banI gayA. teo mahArAjazrInA vyAkhyAnamAM hamezAM hAjara rahetA hatA. ahI thI Apa samAnA padhAryA. samAnAmAM suMdara svAgata karavAmAM AvyuM. ahIM jaina mandira tathA upAzraya che. jaina bhAIonAM 20 ghara che. ahIM AtmAnaMda jaina sabhAnI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI. sAmAjika sudhArA paNa karavAmAM AvyA. zrI mahAvIra jayaMtI khUba utsAha pUrvaka ujavavAmAM AvI. rAmalIlAnA makAnane patAkAthI suAAbhita karavAmAM AvyuM. jainetara leAka khUba AvyAM hatAM. lA. sAgaracaMdanA bhajanA bAda mahArAjazrIe bhagavAna mahAvIra ane mUrti pUjA viSe eka prabhAvazALI vyAkhyAna ApyuM. lekanI adhika prAthanAthI eka vyAkhyAna bajAramAM ApyuM. leke e khUba lAbha lIdheA. ahIMthI vihAra karI nAbhA Adi nagarAmAM vicaratA vicaratA Apa mAlera kATalA AvI paheAMcyA. ahIM paNa samArAhapUrvaka svAgata karavAmAM AvyuM. ahIM 40 50

Page #161
gujarAnavAlAnivAsI dharmaniSTha lAlA munzIrAmajI jaina

Page #162

Page #163
bhAi-bhAi maiM pitAputramAM zAMti jaina zve. agravALanAM gharA che. che, upAzraya paNa che. tathA zrI nI zarUAta thaI che. ahIM mahArAjazrIe jAhera bhASaNa ApyuM. rAtadivasa mahArAjazrInA upadezanA leAkeA ThIka lAbha levA lAgyA. becAra sajjane AvyA ane vaMdanA karI beThA. mahArAjazrI Aje udAsa jaNAtA hatA. kAraNa samajAtuM nahetuM. ziSyA paNa ciMtAtura hatA. vAtAvaraNa paNa zAMta hatuM 129 bhagavAnanAM be suMdara mandira AtmAnaMda jaina hAIskula "kema! mahArAjazrI ! ame ApanI sevAmAM hAjara chIe. ApanI zI AjJA che!" gRhasthA khelyA. " lAlAjI ! me kAle rAtre sAMbhaLyuM che ane te sAMbhaLI mArA hRdayamAM AghAta thayA che. " mahArAjazrI khinna vadane mAlyA. "" HH hAjI! ApanI vAta kharAkhara che. paNa gurudeva ! mAra mAra vathI kaleza cAle che. bhalabhalA adhikArIe te mATe prayatna karI cUkayA ane ame paNa have te nirAza thaI beThA chIe. " eka gRhastha melyA. "lAlA nagInacaMdajI ! tamArA jevA ane lAlA tArAcandrajI tathA lA. kasturacaMdrajI vagere sajjane te mATe prayatna kema karatA nathI ! " mahArAjazrIe pUchyu. mahArAjazrI ! ame prayatna karavAmAM khAkI rAkhI nathI, paNa zuM thAya! ane pitAputra kAipaNa vAte mAnatA nathI. T

Page #164
130 dharmavIra upAdhyAya lA. tulasIrAmajI pitAne pitAnI samRddhinA svAmI mAne che. putra gokuLacaMdajImAM yuvAnInuM lehI daDe che. eTale te game te bhoge paNa pitAnI vAta jatI karavA taiyAra nathI." bIjA gRhastha bolyA. - "mAro AtmA kahe che ke mAre A mATe prayatna kare." mahArAjazrIe AtmabhAva jaNAvya. "ghaNI khuzInI vAta che. paNa temAM saphaLa na thavAya to Apa jevA gurunI pratiSThAnuM zuM"! eka bhAI bolI UThayA. saphaLatA maLaze ja, tamAre mArI sAthe prayatna karavAne raheze." mahArAjazrIe badhAne pitAnI sAthe lIdhA. "ame te hareka vAte taiyAra chIe." badhA bolI UThayA. mahArAjazrIe pitA-putrane judA judA samaye belAvyA. bannenI pAse potAnA hRdayanI Aga ThAlavI. bannene zaramAvyA. bhaviSyanA jIvanane vicAra Apyo. be kaDavA--mIThA zabda paNa kahyA ane chevaTe kahyuM "lAlAjI! Apa te bujharga che, saMpattivAna che, putranA ahaMbhAvane tamAre vicAra karavAnuM na hoya. pitA e pitA che ane putra e Akhare te putra che. tame bhUlI jAo." temaNe putrane samajAvyA. "bhAI gokulacandajI! tamArI nirbhayatA mane game che. tame je vastune anyAya gaNe che te lAlAjIne mana che ja nahi. tame vicAra karaze. bAra varSamAM keTalI parezAnI tamAre

Page #165
bhAi-bhAI ne pitAputramAM zAMti 131 tathA pitAjIne uThAvavI paDI che. have bhUlI jAA. mArA jevA sAdhunuM mAneA ! " anne pIgaLyA--badhAnI mahenatathI rAjInAmuM thaI gayuM. khAra bAra varSanA kaleza haMmezane mATe maTI gayeA. zaheranA leAkeA. adhikArI varga badhA cakita thaI gayA. A prasagane camatkAra mAnavA lAgyA. ghereghera AnaMda AnaMda thaI rahyo. mahArAjazrInA AtmAne khUkha zAnti thaI. ahIthI vihAra karI Apa ludhiyAnA padhAryAM. ahI paNa mahAsabhAnA AjIvana sabhAsado thayA. sAmAjika sudhArA thayA. ahIthI vihAra karI filAra, milagA Adi nagarAmAM thaI zakara padhAryA, ahI 15 divasa rahI zikhAnI dhazALAmAM upadeza thavA lAgyA. dharmakathA sAMbhaLI hajAre leAkeA AvavA lAgyA. ahIthI vihAra karI nikAdara padhAryA. ahI ApanA upadezathI kha MDelavAla jaina mahAsabhAnI sthA panA thaI. ahIthI vihAra karI mahArAjazrI jAlaMdhara, jaDiyAlA AdimAM dharmopadeza detA detA amRtasara padhAryA. gurudeva A samaye lAheAramAM hatA. ahIthI jaldI vihAra karI gurucaraNeAmAM mahArAjazrI lAhAra padhAryA. gurucaraNAmAM gurubhakate vadyaNA karI. annunI dhArA gurudeva ane ziSyanI AMkhAmAMthI uchaLI paDI. ahI gurudevanA caraNeAmAM cAturmAsa thayuM. zrI AtmAnaMda jaina mahAsabhAnuM adhivezana utsAhapUrvaka thayuM.

Page #166
, che jara padavIdAna samAraMbha 88 0 rudeva! Apa samAjanaukAnA karNadhAra che. paMjAba deza paranA ApanA upakAre te gaNyA gaNAya nahi teTalA che. bhAratabharamAM ApanI saMsthAo pragati sAdhI rahI che. dizadiza ApanA puNyakAryane dhvaja pharakI rahyo che. bUjharga vAvRddha sAdhu munirAja paNa ApanA kAryanI prazaMsA karI

Page #167
padmavIdAna samArabha 133 rahyA che. te ApazrI AcArya pada svIkArI amane kRtA karo." paraMjAmanA zrIsa`ghe mahArAjazrI vijayavallabhasUrijIne eka vakhata vinati karI. " are bhAI! AcAya banIne karavAnuM zuM! huM te samAjanA sevaka chuM. gurudeva zrImad AtmArAmajI mahArAjanA DelIe chu. mAruM kAma gurudevanA mizananA pracAra karavAnu che. jaina jagatamAM racanAtmaka kArya karI samAjanu kalyANa sAdhavAne mATe meM gurudevane vacana ApyuM che. huM sIdhe| sAdo tamArA muni rahevA IcchuM chuM. AcAya padavIthI huM kAMi vizeSatA nathI mAnatA. ane mArA karatAM jJAnavRddha, vayeAvRddha zrI kAMtivijayajI, zrI haMsavijayajI vagere chene! " vAravAra jyAre jyAre AcAya padma mATe prArthanA karavAmAM AvI tyAre mahArAjazrIe A rIte te nakArI ane peAtAnuM kAma cAlu rAkhyuM. zrI kAMtivijayajI ane zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAjazrIe paNa kahevarAvyuM ke gurudevanuM kA pUruM karavAnA utsAha ane kuneha tamArAmAM che, tethI tame ja AcAya ane ! amArA tamane AzIrvAda che. paNa varSo sudhI te tarapha temaNe vicAra ja na karyAM. chevaTe jyAre gujarAta-paMjAbanA zrI sa Mghe tema ja yevRddha dhyeya zrI pravatakajI mahArAja vageree Agraha pUrvaka anurodha karyo tyAre peAtAnI marajI na heAvA chatAM temaNe hA kahI ane paMjAbanA zrIsaMghanA hane pAra na rahyA. lAheAramAM meATA samAroha karavAmAM AvyeA. sa.

Page #168
134 dharmavIra upAdhyAya 1981nA mAgazara suda pAMcamanA divase savAre gA vAge AcAryapada ApavAmAM AvyuM. gUjarAta-mAravADa-paMjAbanA hajAre bhAIbahenee A utsavamAM bhAga lIdho ane te ja samaye ApaNuM caritranAyaka zrI sehanavijayajI mahArAjazrIne upAdhyAyanI padavI ApavAmAM AvI. lAhorathI vihAra karI gurudevanI sAthe Apa gujarAnavAlA padhAryA. A vakhatane pravezautsava jevA je hate. nagaranA mukhya mukhya bajAre dhajApatAkAothI khUba suzobhita karavAmAM AvyA hatA. gujarAnavAlAmAM A vakhate eka advitIya kArya thayuM-temane e kArya mATe bhAre ciMtA hatI. paMjAbabharanA kalyANane mATe e kArya ati Avazyaka hatuM-zrIsaMgha paMjAba ekaTho thaye hate. hajAre rUpIA ekaThA thayA hatA. zrI AtmAnaMda jaina gurukuLa paMjAba mATenI yojanA thaI gaI hatI-vyAkhyAnamAM te mATe hamezAM siMcana thatuM hatuM-badhAja te mATe utsuka thaI rahyA hatA. A prasaMge AcAryazrI ane upAdhyAyajI temaja muni mahArAjazrI lalitavijayajI mahArAjazrIne zubha prayAsathI gurukuLanuM muhUrta nakkI karavAmAM AvyuM-gurudevanI aMtima IcchA phaLIbhUta thaI. gurumahArAjazrInI AjJA laIne Apa saMkhatarA, nArevALa ane jammU Adi nagaramAM dharmapracAra mATe padhAryA. gujarAnavAlAthI vihAra karI prathama pasarUra padhAryA. tyAM sthAnakavAsI sajajanee Apane satkAra karyo. ahIM sArvajanika vyAkhyAna thayAM ane vyAkhyAna pachI tyAMnA sUbedAre teozrIne dhanyavAda ApyA.

Page #169
padavIdAna samAraMbha 135 tyAMthI vihAra karI Apa kilAsa mAsiMha thaIne sanakhatarA padhAryA. tyAMthI nArovALa thaI pAchA sanakhatarA thaI janme AvyA. rastAmAM eka haDatAla nAmanuM gAma Ave che. ahIM alavaranA eka rajapUta ane musalamAna banne rahe che. Ape bannene upadeza Apyo ane bannee A jIvana mAMsa na khAvAnI pratijJA lIdhI. sanakhatarA, nArovAla ane jammumAM gurukuLane mATe 60-60 rUpIAnI tithi nakkI karavAmAM AvI. jammuthI pAchA pharatA Apa zyAlakoTa eka mAsa rahyA, ahIM mahAvIra jayaMti dhUmadhAmathI ujavI. lokoe utsAhathI taiyArI karI. gujarAnavAlA nArevAla, sanakhatarA Adi zaherothI ghaNuM bhAIbahene AvyAM hatAM. nagaramAM utsavanI ThIka dhUma macI. Ape mahAvIra svAmInA jIvana para samApayegI vyAkhyAna ApyuM. lekene khUba Ananda thayo. sanakhatarAnivAsI lAlA paramAnandajI gaDa tathA nArovALanA lAlA maMjUzAhe lADuonI prabhAvanA karI ane gujarAnavAlAnA sajajanee badAmanI prabhAvanA karI. caitra zudi 15nA roja nArAvAlathI zrI siddhAcaLane paTa maMgAvIne paTanI yAtrA karI tathA zrIsaMgha sAthe caityavaMdana karyuM. ahIM eka navIna kArya paNa thayuM ke ahIMnA keTalAka sthAnakavAsI zrAvakazrAvikAoe mahArAjazrInA pavitra hAthe vAsakSepa grahaNa karavAnuM saubhAgya meLavyuM. jemAM lAlA nathurAmajInA suputra lA. harajasarAyajI, lA. lAbhAmalajI, lA. khajAnacIlAlajI, lA. amaranAthajI, lA.

Page #170
136 dharmavAra upAdhyAya saradArIlAlajI, lA. melAmalajI caudharI, lA. tilakacaMdajI, lA. mulakharAjajI, lA. lakSmIcaMdajI, lA. vizanalAlajI, lA. devIdayAlajInA putra saradArIlAlajI tathA lA. gepALazAhanAM dharmapatnI kesaredevI, lA. ladhezAhanAM dharma patnI ane lA. pAlAmAlanAM dharmapatnI vagere nAme ullekhanIya che. A bhAIbahenane cityavaMdana-vidhi tathA guruvandana-vidhi zIkhavavAmAM AvI. sthAnakavAsI sAdhu-sAdhvIoe vina nAMkhavAnI bhAre kozIza karI paNa gurukRpAthI badhuM vyartha gayuM. sthAnakavAsI sAdhu zrI lAlacandajIe te lAla rAmacandrajIne pitAnA makAnamAM pUjerAnA sAdhune rAkhavA mATe Thapako Apyo paNa temaNe te ulaTuM ema kahyuM ke mahArAja makAna mAruM che, mahArAjazrI comAsuM rahe tema nathI paNa rahe te huM te mArA makAnamAM temane comAsuM rAkhIne mArI jAtane bhAgyazALI mAnIza. mahArAjazrInA vyAkhyAnamAM hamezAM pratyeka saMpradAyanAM seMkaDe strIpuruSe AvatAM hatAM. hindu bhAIo uparAMta musalamAna bhAIe paNa AvatA hatA. A badhAmAM anAra alIzAha to mahArAjazrInA bhakta banI gayA hatA. eka divasa sabhAmAM temaNe kahyuM ke A zaheramAM eka sundara jaina mandira baneluM jouM ane temAM A mahAtmAne beThelA jeuM te mArA dilamAM zAti thaze. jo ke mArA IslAma dharmamAM mUrtipUjAne sthAna nathI paNa A mahA bhAnA upadezanA prabhAvathI mUrtipUjA para mArI zraddhA pAkI thaI gaI che.

Page #171
padavIdAna samAMrabha 137 ahIMthI vihAra karI Apa gurudevanA caraNamAM gujarAnavAlA padhAryA. gurudevanA caraNomAM AvI pahoMcyA paNa AcAryazrIne vandana karyA pahelAM svargIya AcAryazrI 1008 vijyAnandasUri mahArAjanI samAdhinAM darzana karyA. upasthita janatAne gurukuLanI sahAyatA mATe upadeza ApyuM ane pachI gurudevanA darzana karI potAnI jAtane kRtakRtya mAnI. thoDA divasa pachI saM. 1982nA jeTha suda pAMcamathI mauna dhAraNa karyuM ane A pavitra tapazcaryAnI sAthe sAthe navapadajInuM ArAdhAna zaru karyuM ane kArtika suda pAMcama sudhImAM te vrata samApta karyuM. A tapazcaryAmAM ApanuM zarIra bahu ja kRza thaI gayuM, paraMtu gurudevanI kRpAthI vrata nivinatAthI saMpUrNa thayuM.

Page #172
TTT dIpaka bujhAyA guruva ! Apane ame keTalIvAra prAthanA karIe ! A mahAvrata Ape kaThInatAthI pUruM karyuM. temAM Apa keTalA naMkhAI gayA che ! hajI A zarIrathI kAma levAnuM che, gurukuLanI sevA karavAnI che. paMjAbanA dheAta karavAnA che. kRpA karI have upavAsa para upavAsa na karo." samudravijayajI Adi ziSyeAe prAthanA karI. " bhAI! kAlanI keAne khabara che! je thAya te karI lauM. zarIranA ze| bharese ? manamAM te ghaNAMe svapnAM ghaDI rAkhyAM che. paMjAba bharamAM gurukuLanA pracAranuM bIDuM mAre ja mAthe che. gurudevane nizcita karavAnuM paNa dhAryuM che ane mahAsabhAdvArA paMjAmanI kAyApalaTa paNa vicArI che paNa zarIra thAkI gayuM che. keTalA divasa cAlaze te zaMkAspada che."

Page #173
dIpaka bujhA 139 ane kharekhara temaja banyuM. jJAnapaMcamI pachI zarIra kRza thatuM cAlyuM. kArtika zudi 12thI te tabiyata kharAba thavA lAgI. cAturmAsika pratikramaNa mahA mahenata karI zakyA. bhAvikajane ane zrIsaMghe vaidyodvArA ApanI ciki tsA karAvI paraMtu roganuM jora vadhatuM ja cAlyuM. chevaTe rega jIvaleNa nIkaLyo. hAlata bahu ja bagaDatI cAlI. AvI tabiyata hovA chatAM zuddhi evI ne evI hatI. arihaMta arihaMta zabda te cAlu ja hatuM. bAra vAge eka suprasiddha DokaTarane zrAvakee lAvyA. DekaTara nADI tapAsavA lAgyA tyAM mahArAjazrIe kahyuM. "DaoNkaTara sAheba, zuM jue che ! have to taiyArI che ! prabhunAmanuM smaraNa eja mAruM parama. auSadha che. " prAtaHkALa hate. ghaMTAravathI prabhu maMdira guMjI rahyuM hatuM. madhura madhura sugaMdha prasarI rahI hatI. ghaMTane nAda Aje te eka ja sUra kADhI rahyo hate-pakArI pokArI kahI rahyo hato ke he bhAvika bhakto devAdhideva vItarAga paramAtmAnI sAcI sevA karI vItarAga banavA prayatna karo. deha kSaNabhaMgura che. kAle naSTa thaI jaze ke Aje uDI jaze. Atma kalyANa sAdhI le. mUkti paMtha zeAdhI le. prabhudazana karIne gurudevane vaMdana karavA AvatA bhAvika bhAI bahena gurudevane joIne sukhazAtA pUchatAM pUchatAM udAsIna banI jAya che. upAdhyAyajI potAnI nADI tapAsI rahyA che. ziSyo sevA karI rahyA che. zrAvako te AThe pahora beThA ja che, eTalAmAM gurudeva bolI uThayA.

Page #174
140, dharmavIra upAdhyAya "bhAI ! sAvadhAna ! Aja nADInuM ThekANuM nathI ho ! bhAIe (ziH samudravijayajI tathA sAgaravijayajIne) tame Aje upavAsa na karaze. mane cena nathI. mane lAge che Aja ja mRtyune bheTavA jAuM chuM. samudra! sAgara ! putro ! zAmATe AMsu sAre che ! ApaNuM leNadeNa pUrI thaI. bhAI tame mArA ziSya nathI paNa putra che! tame te mArI bhAre sevA karI che. huM tamane kema bhUlIza ! hiMmata rAkhe. tamArI sevAnI zuM prazaMsA karuM ! tamAruM kalyANa thaze-jevI tame mArI sevA karI che tevI bhAIo gurudevanI-samAjanI -paMjAbanI sevA karaze. adhika zuM kahuM, tame banne sujJa che AnaMdathI raheze. tamAruM kalyANa sAdhaze." Ama zikSA ApI arihaMtanuM smaraNa karavA lAgyA. Aja prAtaHkALamAM Ape potAnA ziSya zrI samudravijayajI tathA zrI sAgaravijayajIne cetAvI dIdhA hatA ke bhAI! saMbhALaje ! Aja caturdazIne divasa che. tame upavAsa na karaze mArI nADI ThekANe nathI. Aja aMtimadina che. Ama kahI badhA nI sAthe khamata khAmaNA karyA ane ahaMna, ahaMnane jApa karavA lAgyA. bhaktajane ne saMghathI upAzraya bharAI gayuM. sAdhu sAdhvI AsapAsa besI gayA. aMtima ghaDI AvI pahoMcI. pAse ja gurudevanA mukhAraviMdathI megha dhvanizA cAra zaraNanA uccAra Apa sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM sevAmAM beThelA gurudeva, ziSya tathA zrI saMghane udAsInatAmAM cheDIne mAgazara vadI 14ne ravivAranA baporanA barAbara 1 vAge Apa 43 varSa 9 mAsa 25 divasanuM TUMkuM

Page #175
dIpaka bujhAyo 141 AyuSya bhegavI pitAnI ujavaLa kItine cheDI bhaktajanone ziSyone tathA paMjAba zrI saMghane duHkhI chaDI ApanI saMsAralIlAonuM saMvaraNa karatAM karatAM svargalokamAM sIdhAvyA. ApanA dehAvasAnanA samAcAra paMjAbanA badhA zaheromAM vIjaLInI jema phelAI gayA. A samAcAra sAMbhaLatAM ja gamagInI chavAI gaI. paMjAbanA pratyeka zaheramAMthI zrAvake moTI saMkhyAmAM gujarAnavAlA AvI pahoMcyA. vimAna dhAmadhUmathI kADhavAmAM AvyuM. smazAnayAtrAmAM hajAro strIpuruSe joDAyAM. dAha saMskAra svagaya guru mahArAjanI samAdhi samIpa thayo. paMjAba bharamAM upAdhyAyajInA svargagamanane zekadina manAye. upAdhyAyajI eka Adarza sAdhu ane sugya vidvAna tathA prasiddha vaktA hatA. jaina samAjanA abhyadayane mATe Ape je parizrama karyo che te pratyeka sAdhu nathI karI zakatA. ApanA hRdayamAM samAja, deza ane dharmane mATe jeTalo prema hatuM tenI kalpanA karavI muzkela che. ApanA viyogathI deza ane samAjamAM je peTa paDI che tenI pUti thavI muzkela che. Ape potAnA jIvanakALamAM upadeza kArya uparAMta keTalAMka pustako paNa lakhyAM che. gurubhakti bhAva to akhaMDa ane akhalita hato. adhika to zuM kahevuM, ApanA viyogathI jaina samAjamAM Aje mATI khoTa paDI che.

Page #176
142 dharmavIra upAdhyAya Apane cAra ziSya hatA. zrI mitravijayajI, zrI samudravijayajI, zrI sAgaravijayajI ane zrI ravivijayajI. zrI sAgaravijayajIne dehAMta saM. 1990nA aSADa vadI 14nA reja amadAvAdamAM thaye. zrI samudravijayajI te Aje paNa gurudevanA caraNamAM che ane upAdhyAyajInA adhUrA kAryane pUrA karavAmAM gurudevane sahAyatA Ape che, teo te adhika puNyazALI ane sAdhuvAdane pAtra che.

Page #177
snehAMjila sAhana mAna svargamAM adya sidhAvyA, evA bhavikanA mana bhAvyA. sAhana Teka snehasukhAvara sAMbharI Ave, tyAM nayanamAM azra vahAvya upadeza amRta ApI jagatamAM, vairAgyanA khIja vAvyAM. se. kAma aneka karAvyAM maneAhara, jJAnamAM nANAM khapAvyAM, nimaLa Anada cityana deze, kalezanAM mULa kaDhAvyAM. sAra sadgurUvallabhasUrinA caraNe, sAhana nAma dharAvyAM jaina samAjanI unnati karavA, vidyAsthAna sthapAvyo. sA.6 kamaLa citta sadA muni apanuM, anubhava tarU upajAvyAM, aMtaramAMhi anAdinA, ajJAna sainya harAvyAM. sAhana.4 dhanya dhanya dhanya munIzvara Apane, hetu janAne hasAvyAM, janma dharyAM avanI takha upara, narakanAM sainya nasAvyAM. se.pa snehanI aMjali Apu' niraMtara, zamatA hasyA~ sajAvyAM, avaLI nadItaNAM pANI Anade, anubhava khaLathI caDAvyAM.sA. ajitasUri uccare muni Ape te, gAna guNa gavarAvyAM, AzIvAri sadA zubha Apane, sthAnaka urdhva vasAvyAM. sA.

Page #178
JAGG gajala sAhanI sAhana vijaya munirAjamAM, zAlana guNA vasatA hatA. paMjAbanI bhUmi viSe, bAdhA saMcaratA hatA. sAhana. 1 kIdhI jIvananI saphaLatA, hatI premakerI prakhaLatA, satsa'ga kerI sakhaLatA, dhIraja peThe DhaLatA hatA. sAhana 2 ee viSe uttama guNaiAnI, vastI saMpUraNa hatI, ne AtmajJAna taNI sukhada, laharI lalita lasatI hatI. se. 3 upakAra paraprANI taNA, karavA badala kaTi bAMdhatA, sAdhutyanI suMdara sIkhA, mahAtma jana mAMghA hatA. sA. 4 matsara jagatane meAracA, munirAja mAMhI nA hatA, bhagavata bhajanamAM bhAvanA, vyAmeAha emAMDI hatA. seA. pa svage sIdhAvyA e mahad, daI snehIne virahI dazA, snehI janAnA sneha zA ! premI janAnA prema zA. seA. 6 satsa`ga ApI vizvamAM, vANI vimaLa varSAvatI, zrIajitasAgarasUrinA dileA, AnaMda dhana pragaTAvatA. sA. 7

Page #179
muMbaInivAsI dharmapremI zrI zAha kezavalAla nAnacaMda mukAdama

Page #180

Page #181
pariziSTa

Page #182

Page #183
5ot sthaLe 1 pAlItANA 6 pAlaNapura 2 charA ' che vaDodarA 3 ludhiyAnA 8 bharUca 4 amRtasara 9 DAI 5 gujAMvAlA 10 muMbaI 21 lAtara 11 ratalAma 12 badanAvara 17 bIkAnera 13 verAvaLa 18 gujarAMvAlA 14 muMbaI - sanakhatarA 15 udayapura 10 jaDIyA gupha 22 gujaravApa,

Page #184

Page #185
pariziSTa 1 sanakhatarA-nivAsI hindubhAionI taraphathI apAyeluM saMskRta abhinaMdanapatram tubhyaM namastribhuvanAtiharAya nAtha ! tubhyaM namaH kSititalAmala bhUSaNAya / tubhyaM namastrijagataH paramezvarAya, tubhyaM namo jinabhavodadhizoSaNAya OM sa jayatu zobhanavijayo, devo yatpAdapaGkajAzrayam / janatA'ghatamastaraNi rnAzayati nRNAM pAparAzim svaktvAmatAbhimAnaM tatpAdAbjamadhuvratarjanairbhAvyam / nItvA vividharasAMste svajani, saMzodhya yAntu bhavapAram athedAnI sarvato dharmapracAraprAcuryyAta vikRtAntakaraNaH pariNatA kAlaHmaraNAtrAbhAvAnyAyadaNDaparipIDitasarvasaMpradAyasamudaye sAtakRpApAravazyatA'bhipretaritamanaskaistatrabhavadbhiH?

Page #186
148 dha vIra upAdhyAya zrI 108ma dibhajainodivandArujanAbhivanditapAdAbjairjina saMpradAya gurubhiretatprAntamapipAvitavya me vetimatvA''gataM triyAmAvasAne kamalabandhuvajjagadvandadbandhubhiruditamiva tasthAne "tamasAlupyamAnAnAM loke'smin sAdhuvartmanAM prakAzanAya prabhutA bhAnorva iva dRzyate / tata Agatya cAvyavahitampApapracAra saMtApasamucchi tAnizrotrihRdayAnikamalAnAMva haritIkRtAni pratidinaM vaktRtAmRtAbhiSekeNa pratyakSa pratibhAnti yadbahubhimAsAdridairyavanairmAsAdanaM parityakta badhikerapi vrateSu jIvahananamasvIkRtaM rAjakarmacAribhirapi zapathaiH mAMsAdikaM nirstm| bahubhirUpAna videzavANi videzazarkarA va parityaktA anyAnyapi niyamAni stnIbhirbahRnyupagRhItAni aghaTaghaTanArUpaM sarvasaMpradAya saMmelanamapi saMjAtamadya sevAsamitirapi samyak pratiSTitA evaM bahuprakRtijAlena svIyameva yazaH prakhyApitaM rucyutpAdekairvAgjAlaH janatayA sarve vismRtya kasyacit kaveruktiH sUcitA tadyathA jyotsnA gaGgA parabrahma dugdhadhArA sudhAmbhudhiH hArAzcApi na rocante roceta bhagavadyazaH 1 ato bhagavariparimeyatayA jagadupakAraparaiH zrImadbhiH sArthakaM nAmasvIyaM pannyAsataH kRtaM zobhanovijayo jAtaH zrIzcASTAdhikazatAtmikA ? ruDAH prajJAMza padavIgADhAcaivAkhilAmahI / mahArAjajinAdezAMcchrAvyadimaH pratikSaNam avazyamevaM vidharmaryAdApAlakai jagadAdhArabhUtaiH bahukAlaM jIvitavyamityAzAsmahe bhagavazcaraNAravindadvandAdanizaM gItiM ca gAsyAmaH ittham // yadvatakRtAmRtA syAdasevanAddhauta kiMsvisA ekye sthitAmatAH sarve jIvantu zaradaH zatam / itizamabhIpsivo vayaM prArthayAmaH sanakSatra nivAsinaH kRSNadattaprabhRtayaH / saM 1979 jeTha 5 mI / // samAptamado'bhinandanapatram //

Page #187
pariziSTa 1 148 abhinaMdana patrane anuvAda zrI 108 mahArAjazrI sehanavijayajI cirAyu raho ! ApazrI aMdhakAra samUhanA nAza karavAvALA sUryanI jema manuSyanI pAparAzine naSTa karavAvALA che. je samaye samasta saMpradAya samudAya aMtaHkaraNanI malinatA, akALa mRtyu, annane abhAva ane anyAyathI pIDita hato te samaye ApanA caraNakamaLAthI A prAMta pavitra thaye. jema rAtrinA avasAna para kamaLa-baMdhu sUrya bhagavAna udaya pAme che, tema ApanuM ahIMnuM Agamana AlhAdajanaka che. ApanA pratidinanA vacanAmRtathI janatAmAM dharma pracAra thayo. tenA phaLa svarUpa ghaNuM musalamAna bhAIoe mAMsabhakSaNane tyAga karyo. rAja karmacArIoe paNa videzI vastra tathA paradezI khAMDane parityAga karyo. badhA saMpradAyane je Apasa Apasane meLa thayo te AnaMdanI vAta che kAraNa ke te AjasudhI azakya vAta hatI. Aje sevA samitinI paNa sthApanA ApanA prayAse thaI. A rIte Apane yaza ApanA upakArothI eTale badhe phelAI gayA ke jana sAdhAraNa leka badhI vAtane bhUlI jaIne kavinI ukitane yAda karavA lAgyA ke "cAMdanI cAMdanI, gaMgA, parabrahma, dudhanI dhArA, sudhAsAgara ane hATa paNa priya nathI lAgatAM jeTalo bhagavAnane yaza priya lAge che. A rIte

Page #188
150 dharmavIra upAdhyAya jagatanI bhalAImAM AnaMda mAnanAra Ape ApanuM zrI 108 paMnyAsa zrI sehanavijaya nAma sArthaka karyuM che ane sAre pRthvI para khAdIne pracAra karyo che. ame badhA bhagavAnane prArthanA karIe chIe ke Apa jina-vANIne pratikSaNa saMbhaLAvatA rahIne dharmane maryAdAmAM rAkhIne dharmane udyata karavA mATe bahu samaya jIvita rahe ane ame ApanA yazane haMmezAM gAtA rahIzuM temaja bhagavAnane prArthanA karIe chIe ke ame ApanI amRta vANInA AsvAdanathI samasta pApane dUra karIne eka thaI seMkaDo varSa sudhI jIvita rahIe. zrI kRSNadatta vagere badhA sanakhatarAnivAsI bhAIonI Aja eka abhyarthanA che.

Page #189
pariziSTa 2 pIrasAhebanuM pratijJApatra [ sanakhatarAnA comAsAmAM pIra ahamada zAha upAdhyAyajIne maLyA hatA. pIrasAhebe nIcene pratijJApatra mahArAjazrInI sevAmAM kalyo hate. ! mULa urdU anuvAda bismillAha alarahamAnura hIma. jaina sAdhu paM. sohanavijayajI mahArAja. salAma-sanakhatarAmAM mArA ziSyone tyAM mAruM AvavAnuM thayuM. ApanI pratiSThA ane prasiddhi sAMbhaLI mane Apane maLavAnI IcchA thaI. maLIne vArtAlApa karatAM zuddha vastra paheravAnA tamArA upadezanI mArA para prabhAvika asara thaI ane meM zuddha vastra aMgikAra karyo. vaLI meM sanakhatarAnivAsI mArA ziSyone eka sAthe ekaThA karIne zuddha svadezI vastra paridhAna mATe upadeza ApyuM ane te badhAe svIkAryo eTaluM ja nahi paNa pratijJA karI ke lagna Adi kAryomAM tathA bIjA sAMsArika dhArmika prasaMgoe apavitra carabIthI kharaDAelAM, carabIthI cAlatI mazInanAM ane amArA dharmane hAnikaravAvALAM vastro upagamAM nahi lAvIe. ame pratidina svadezI pavitra vastra paherIzuM ane bIjA kAryomAM paNa tene ja upayoga karIzuM.

Page #190
15ra dharmavIra upAdhyAya A uparAMta huM jyAM jyAM jaIza tyAM tyAM mArA ziSyane e ja zikSA ApIza ane mane AzA che ke mArA badhA zive mArI AjJAne mAnaze ane apavitra vastuo khANAmAM paNa nahi vApare. A patra ApanI sevAmAM mekaluM chuM tene svIkAra karaze." 17 julAI 1922 pIra ahamadazAha da. pote

Page #191
pymr khy chw s jy nbtt khy mhrj khy chrnwN myN . . kh y mhrj . hy n b... Hsyn r sr br brwnd, m y' wr nyb mwl bh wsd nmy shwnd w hm bh nrft my br zmyn by syn my twnyn pny bhrh nh nhr mdhkhwrh wn myrwN w mydwnm khh dr khrh b . tyn dn khyr bh rwy tw by Trf bh wy . wn hy . jbrn bh: .jbr shykh s`d m mb zr`@ bzh khh dr a b bwhrn bwshzd brh twrh nwrdr hr nfr r nh zr - y brn nym by bdy pr rswl slmy bh mnsby nb bkhwshy HSrwd by zrdry khrny myN y y brwz chhy nyt bh r` bh dh nhmr mn tHd w nt fy m`t . y by mbrch.by mtn wr myd Sdq pr mh bh sy dwnwN mydh st. whd ny mjhy mt bstm bwd t drhm khy qymt nsryn mb bnzyn w br nshdh w sn wr mrh r, ) , wb hm shb smyt (tm bth w jrh 13 - sbzh zmn mb nhyN nfrmysh n hm jm nm nb sn tmny mn t`b w bd mtr msr Hrm bnkhl hsht frwnd nh dr mh . br khmyny - brnm shdy pwrn ny. w brt pwbwn khpw dn sy . zmyny b bnwN sy sy wn bynm. l nbr rqby myd wy'n ny anjnb sr dwnwN nrh hy drmny khrny w rnw ftnh hy zwshrf . b zmnh wnyry bry dr `ml nh khrny khy s`dt dryn H mrrngy yn mhm d r zmyn sy bd .. by wjh sy pr qy'm ny b yn m bn br khkhszndh mndn trm nSb sn snd bh byrwn mm mn mnhnjr sanakhatarAnA kasAI bhAIonI taraphathI apAyela mAnapatra

Page #192

Page #193
pariziSTa 3 mAnapatra [sanakhatarAnivAsI musalamAnabhAI ee vidAya veLAe ApeluM anuvAda zrIguru sAhanavijayajI mahArAjanI sevAmAM allAhA akakhara, vandemAtarama, vande jInavarama, sI akAla !!! bhagavana ! saMsAranA udyAnamAM anubhavI lAkAe pratidina banatA banAvo ane viplavAthI evA anubhava karyo che ke sukha-duHkha, AnaMda-zAka, prakAza-aMdhakAra, uMca-nIca, phula-kAMTA, jIvana-maraNa, milana-viraha eka pachI eka cAlyA ja kare che. e dilAne deva ArAmathI nathI rahevA detA. amane paNa te kema cheDe ! Aje amAre e ja kaDavA ghuMTaDA gaLavA paDe che ane judAInuM duHkha sahevuM paDe che. A gheDA visAmAM amArA upara parama upakAra karIne Apa jevA pavitra cAritrazIla upadeSTA, pathapradarzaka amArAthI judA thAya che. zrImAna guru mahArAja! amane cheDI javA pahelAM, ane judAIthI amArA hRdayeAne AghAta lagAvyA pahelAM ame AzA rAkhIe chIe ke Apa amane amArA bhAve pradarzita karavA AjJA Apaze. e te ceAkasa che ke hRdacanA bhAvA hRdaya ja jANe che. zabdomAM tenuM varNana nathI thaI zakatuM.

Page #194
14 dharmavIra upAdhyAya gurujI! ame Apane vizvAsapUrvaka jaNAvIe chIe ke ame mAtra banAvaTI vAta kahevA ekaThA thayA nathI paNa ApanI sahRdayatA, satyatA, madhuravAditA, niSpakSa vyAkhyAnazailI ane suMdara ane bahumUlya upadezoe amArA hRdayane jItI lIdhAM che eTale ja Aja ApanI vidAya samaye ame vairya nathI rAkhI zakatA. e ja kAraNathI ApanA premapAzamAM baMdhAI gayelAM hRdaya A samaye dhabakI rahyAM che. mahArAja ! eka mahinAno samaya to DI ja kSaNemAM svapnavatuM cAlyo gayo. amArI hArdika IrachA te evI che ke Apa hajI thoDA samaya amArI vacce rahe kAraNa ke ApanA AcAravicAree amArA dilamAM sthAyI sthAna laI lIdhuM che. zrImAna gurujI mahArAja-A5nuM niSkAma jIvana amAre mATe Adarza rUpa che. Apane nAno vicAra paNa amArA jIvanane mATe bahumUlya siddhAMta rUpa che. ApanI vidvatA, ApanuM nirmaLa citta, ApanI pare pakAritA prasiddha che. eka vakhata paNa ApanA paricayamAM AvanAra ApazrInA AMtarika ane bAhya guNothI prabhAvita thayA vinA rahyuM nathI. ApanA vyAkhyAnamAM AvIne ame AyubharanI tRpti anubhavatA hatA. tenAthI amArA hRdayamAM paNa ucca dhyeyanI prAptinI IcchA jAgRta thaI che je mATe ame ApanA cirANuM rahIzuM. ApanA zabdoe A nagaramAM mRta hRdayamAM amRtavarSInuM kAma karyuM che vaLI ApanA satata parizrama temaja mAnuSatAnA siddhAMte amane ghora

Page #195
pariziSTa 3 155 nidrAmAMthI jagAvI dIdhA che. Ape amArA utthAna mATe sevA samiti kAyama karIne amane jIvanadAna ApyuM che. amane Ape vartamAna samaya anusAra jIvana jIvatAM zIkhacuM, dharmarakSAnA sAdhana batAvIne, khAdI pracAra ane videzI khAMDane tyAga karAvI amane svadeza premanI zikSA ApI. amArI prArthanA che ke Apane ApanA uca udezamAM saphaLatA prApta thAya. mahArAja ApanA upakAronuM savistara varNana zakya nathI. ame saMkSepamAM A mAnapatra samApta karatAM prArthanA karIe chIe ke bhagavAna A paropakAra-sarovarane dIrgha kALa vahetuM rAkhe jena thI ame paNa vAraMvAra amArI tRSA chIpAvIne zAMti prApta karI zakIe. tathAstu ApanA cirahaNI sanakhatarAnivAsI musalamAna bhAIe meharadIna arAI, muhammada asamAiladarajI, mistrIphajala ahamada, phajaladIna, ramajAna, jalAladIna, kAyamadIna, hAkimagUjara, chAMgA arAI. meharadIna, hukamadIna, IlamadIna arAI vada ImAma bA. jagannAtha brAhmaNa, gulAma haidara kamadIna kAzamIrI, haidaraalI mAzakI, buddA kAzamIrI, labhUkhAM, sohane hajAma, husainazAha phakIra, abadurahemAna veda karIma dIna, jAnamahammada arAI, sarojabega, bAgacUDagara ! umaradIna, muhammadadIna arAI | allArakhA kAzamIrI, sulatAna, phajaladIna daI, IlamadIna muhamnadadIna luhAra, dUlA, ImAma cirAgadIna, kAdirabaza, ImAmadIna kAzmIrI, tAjadIna, abadulaganI kAzamIrI, lAladIna, dAdaarAI, tAjadIna kavvAla, zekha gulAmamuhammada kazamIrI lAladIna, cuDagara, muhammadadana, abdulakAdira, phakIrAarAI, kajaladIna kasAba, sarAjadIna. 1) ramajAna 1340 * hi. jeTha saM. 1979

Page #196
pariziSTa 4 sanakhatarAnivAsI kasAIonI taraphathI mAnapatra anuvAda zraddhAnA bhaMDAra paMnyAsajI mahAtmA sehanavijaya mahArAjanA caraNamAM- gurujI mahArAja ! Ape eka mahinAthI vizeSa amArI pAse rahIne je je upadeza amane ApyA che temaja je je siddhAMta amane zIkhavyuM che tenuM varNana karavAmAM vRthA samaya nathI letA, kAraNa ke A pahelAM amArA ja musalamAna bhAIoe ApanI sevAmAM mAnapatra dvArA te upadeze ane siddhAMtanuM varNana ApyuM che. paraMtu amArAM hRdayane ApanI tarapha AkarSita karanAra te Apane upadeza che, jene sAra jema zekha sAdIe paNa kahyuM che tema e che ke paramAtmAe manuSyane e mATe ja saryo che ke duHkhanA samaye ekabIjAnI sahAyatA karavI; jema eka aMgamAM dada thAya te bIjA aMgone paNa cena paDatuM nathI. gurujImahArAja ! eja zikSA amArA sAcA pravartaka muhammada sAhebe paNa ApI che. amane e vAtathI bahu ja AnaMda thAya che ke A aMdhakAranA samayamAM paNa amArA siddhAMta ane Apane upadeza eka ja che. ane eja amArA sAcA dilejAnI prema ane milApanuM cinha che. svAmIjI mahArAja! Apane sneha ane ApanI

Page #197
guruvaryanA ananya bhakta gujarAvAlAnivAsI lAlA suMdaradAsajI jaina, baraDa.

Page #198
zrI nIgALA jaina zve. kAnpharansanA svA. upa-pramukha kAnti kADhana mIlsavALA vaDhavANa kempa nivAsI zrIyuta ratilAla vardhamAna zAha

Page #199
pariziSTa 4 157 sAcI mahebata amArA dilamAM javalaMta che jethI ame ApanI sevAmAM koI evI vastu bheTa karavA IcchIe chIe je ApazrIne yogya heya. sanakhatarAnivAsI ame kasAI bhAIo jenuM kAma peDhIothI eka ja cAlyuM Ave che te ApanI samakSa pratijJA karIe chIe ke ame rAjIkhuzIthI, keInA paNa dabANa vinA pratyeka sAla nIce lakhelA cAra divasa mAMsa nahi vecIe - jeTha suda 8, kArtika suda 15, paryuSaNane pahele ane chello divasa. tema ja jainabhAI pAsethI AnA badalAmAM pratyupakAranI AzA paNa nathI rAkhatA. amane pUrNa AzA che ke zrImAnajI A bheTa svIkArI amane protsAhita karaze. amArAM saMtAna paNa A amArA lekha anusAra AcaraNa karIne puNyanA bhAgIdAra banaze kAraNa ke pratyeka musalamAnane dharma che, ke pitAnI pratijJAmAM daDha rahe. ame chIe sanakhatarAnivAsI phajhaladIna, allAharakamA, muhammadalapI, phag, meharadIna, ImAmadIna, ImAmadIna, gulAma muhammada, abdukhA, phajajA.

Page #200
pariziSTa 5 gAma piMDadAdanAMnA-nivAsIo taraphathI mAnapatra anuvAda parama pUjya svAmIjI mahArAja ! ame piMDadAdanamAM-nivAsI hiMdu jemAM sanAtana dhamI, AryasamAjI, sikakha, jaina vagere bhinna bhinna saMpradAyanA leke sammilIta che te badhA ApanA vihAra samaye atIva vinaya ane sAcA hRdayathI Apane dhanyavAda karavAne mATe ekatrita thayA chIe. ahIM thoDA samaya rahIne paNa ApazrIe karelA upakAranuM varNana karavA amArI pAse zabda nathI. ApanA nizcayathI dharmopadeza, ApanuM cAritra, Apane hindujAti pratye pyAra tathA anya guNenA prabhAvathI piMDadAdanakhAMnA hinduomAM navIna zaktino saMcAra thayo che. A zaheranA hiMdubhAIe vidha, IrSyA ane parasparanI phUTanI AgamAM baLI rahyA hatA. ApanI upadezarUpI varSothI teone sarvanAzamAMthI bacAvI lIdhA eTaluM ja nahi paNa paraspara prema ane sahAnubhUtinA raMgamAM raMgI dIdhA ane je kArya asaMbhavita lAgatuM hatuM ane jene mATe pahelAM paNa ghaNI vakhata prayatna thaI cUkyA hatA te tame camatkAranI jema tarata karI batAvyuM. ame paramAtmAne dhanyavAda karIe chIe ke jemaNe Apa jevA mahAtmAne A samaye amArI pAse mokalyAH

Page #201
pariziSTa pa 150 Apa ahIM padhAryA ane A khArI pRthvIne mIThI ja nahi paNa harIbharI karI dekhADI, te e jagadIzvaranI ja kRpA che. AmAM atyukti nathI ja, kAraNake je loke ekabIjAnI sAme jovuM te zuM paNa nAma levAmAM paNa halakAI mAnatA hatA te ApanI sAme AvatAM ja ApanA pratApathI mINa jevA saraLa banI gayA ane ekabIjAne maLI gayA, eTaluM ja nahi paNa jema barapha sUryanA tApathI pitAnI kaTheratA tajIne pIgaLI jAya che, tema badhAe pitAnI kuTilatA, kaThoratA, haTha ane jUThe ahaMkAra cheDI dIdhA. Apane A upakAra bhUlI jAya tevA piMDadAdanakhAMnA nivAsIo kRtakanI nathI ja. ApanuM jIvana kriyAzIlatAne eka namUne che, jene AjakAla sarvathA abhAva jovAya che. ApanI kalyANabhAvanA, utsAha, puruSArtha, Apane manahara upadeza, ApanuM IMdriyadamana, Apano niSkAma bhAva ane ApanI Atmazakti tema ja ApanuM pavitra sAdhujIvana eka sAcA saMnyAsIne namUne che, jenAthI pratyeka manuSya zikSA grahaNa karIne pitAnuM jIvana sudhArI zake che. je jIvana sudhArane mATe hindujAti Aja sudhI cotaraphathI pikAra karI rahI che. jyAM sudhI hindusabhA raheze-ane te avazya kAyama raheze; kAraNa ke tene pAye Apa jevA niSkAmI ane tyAgI mahAtmAe nAMkhe che.-tyAM sudhI ApanuM nAma sadA prema ane sanmAnathI samaraNamAM raheze.

Page #202
dharmavIra upAdhyAya amane AzA che ke Apa kI paNa A nagarane ApanA dana tathA dhaupadezathI kRtArtha karaze ane Apane hAthe vAvelA A vRkSane bhUlI na jaze. 160 aMte saccidAnaMda prabhune amArI prArthanA che, ke Apane ApanA dhyeyamAM----jene mATe Ape saMsAra, vaibhava potAnuM kuTuMba tathA zArIrika sukhanA tyAga karI sanyAsa lIdhA che, saphaLa kare ane ApanA parizrama saphaLa kare. atamAM ame badhA Apane hAtha joDI praNAma tathA namaskAra karIe chIe ane A mAnapatra svIkAre karavA vinati karIe chIe. ame chIe ApanA sevA pi'DadAdanakhAMnA hindubhAIe.

Page #203
b m Hyt khy snd msth nd r r r n st jdy'y khshtnd khy n khy wr n kh ntbh khr rh hy khh nwshy sy n st wr n khy st m rl kh smn wn st sy nhyN khr wr khrd w yn khh adm sy jyny w. yn khr r yry khrny hy hy hrstn taat ( uomo ) musalamAna bhAI enI taraphathI apAyela mAnapatra s wr ty hyN. wr ysy bry'y sy hy wr s myN myN yh khh ap khw m rt khw mr mrw bs: wh shh : `lyh --------- wh hy hy. sy w khw y my bstn ry bshyd

Page #204

Page #205
pariziSTa 6 aMta samayanA patro [pUjyapAdu AcAryadeva zrIvijayavallabhasUrijIne kRpApatra] tradazI zanivAra vaMdanAnuvaMdanA sukhazAtA. aSTamI, nema tathA dazamanA traNe patro maLyA. vRttAMta jANyo. javAba zuM lakhavo te Aje to sUjhatuM nathI. upAdhyAyajInI tabiyatane bharoso nathI. jJAnIe joyuM haze ane AyuSya lAMbu haze te maLIzuM nahi te A patrathI vAraMvAra vaMdaNA ane khamata khAmaNa sAthe lakhAve che ke, "priya baMdhu! mAruM adhUruM kAma Apane pUruM karavAnuM che. " tamAre eka patra Avyo hatuM, tene javAba temaNe lakhI rAkhyo hato, paNa pachI te bimAra thaI gayA. Aja kAgaLamAM maLI AvavAthI yAdagAra tarIke mokaluM chuM. have te tabiyata sArI thayA pachI lakhavuM haze te lakhaze. hAla te A patrane aMtima patra samajI leze. vAraMvAra hAthajoDI vaMdanA lakhAve che. ArAma thaye Apane maLIza tema kahe che. have patra nathI lakhI zakAto eTalAmAM samajI leze. zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH

Page #206
dharmavIra upAdhyAya [ 2 ] [ upAdhyAyajI mahArAjane patra] vaMde vIramAnaMdama | gujarAnavAlA vadi 10 zukravAra dharmabandha laghunI vaMdaNa svIkArazo. dhanya che, dhanya che, Apane, je sUrIzvarajInA vacanenuM pAlana karI rahyA che. meM A guNa ApanAmAM khAsa karIne je che. jevI rIte Apa AcArya bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana kare che tema ha paNa karI zakuM te mAro to beDo pAra thaI jAya. zAsanadevane e ja prArthanA che ke mane bhavabhava sUrIzvarajInI sevA maLe-jevI tame karI rahyA che. ApamAM meM zuM zuM joyuM, basa nathI kahI zakato. kAraNake huM te tamArI ja mALA pheravuM chuM. Ape je kArya karyuM che te bIjAthI thavuM duSkara che. [3] [ bIjo patra] vaMde rimAnDama gujarAnavAlA zudi 15 maMgaLavAra sevakanI vaMdaNa. mALA pahoMcI gaI. Aja zrIjIne aThama che. kAle pAraNuM thaze. dharmabadhu! mArA pApane

Page #207
aMta samayanA putro 163 udaya che ke zrIjInI chatrachAyAmAM rahetAM chatAM mArAthI kAMI paNa bhakti nathI thaI zakatI. pAMca mAsathI khAMsI pAchI paDI che. AcArya bhagavAnanI kRpAthI be divasathI kAMIka ThIka che. siddhacakranA pratApathI ArAma AvI jaze. zarIra paNa have pahelAM jevuM nathI. ApanI kRpAthI ciMtA jevuM nathI. Aje mArA maneAgata bhAve ApanI sama jaNAvu chuM. Apa dayALu gurudevanA kAryoMmAM sahAyatA karI rahyA che te mATe mArI pAse pUratA zabdo nathI je huM tamArI sevAmAM lakhuM. eTalu jarUra che ke jyAre tame yAda Ave che, ApanA sneha yAda Ave che, te samaye e azrubiMdue TapakI paDe che. sAcA gurubhakta che te Apa che. huM dAvAnI sAthe kahuM chuM ke je je kA` Ape karyAM che te bIje kAI karavA samartha nathI. dhanya che Apane. gurukuLane mATe je madada paheAMcADI tene badale huM kai rIte ApI zakuM ! huM te dina dhanya mAnIza je divase gurudevanI IcchA sALe sALa AnA pUrNa thaze. e IcchA saMpUrNa karavAnuM prathama katavya ApaNu-sUrIzvarajInA ziSyAnu che, paNa badhAmAM Apa ja temanI IcchAne sa`pUrNa nyAya ApavA samartha che, bAkI tA 'ahvA ahvA khera sahyA' vALA hisAba che. mane lAge che gurukuLane mATe ApaNe evA bhAIbahenA taiyAra karavAM joIe je sAlamAM rUA. 60) ApIne eka divasa sAdhamI vAtsalya noMdhAve. evI 360 tithie maLI jAya te te zuM pUchavuM! agara eka eka sAla devA vALA 7000 bhAgyazALI maLI jAya teA paNa sAruM. me

Page #208
164. dharmavIra upAdhyAya dhArI lIdhuM che ke deza dezAntaramAM pharI gurukuLa mATe meTuM phaMDa karavuM. je mArA khUnanuM TIpuM paNa mAgaze te huM ApavA taiyAra chuM, paNa gurudeve je choDa vAvyo che tenuM mahAna vRkSa banAvI devu che. agara jiMdagI rahI te kAMI ne kAMI sevA bhakti karIza, nahi te bhAvibhAva. prabhAvavijayane sukhazAtA. tapasvIjI, samudravijaya, sAgaravijaya, upendravijaya vagerenI vaMdanA. bAbAjI ane zrIjInI taraphathI sukhazAtA. Apano laghu sahana

Page #209
snehAMjali [ AcAryazrI vijayalalita sUrIzvarajI mahArAja nA priya bAMdhava ! Aje paNa yAda che te divasa je divase dUra dUra paMjAkhathI gUjarAtanI tI bhUmi bheAyaNImAM ApaNe anne maLyA. e zAMtasvabhAva, vinItabhAva, bhadrikatA ane sahanazakti Aje paNa nathI bhUlAyAM. tArI jIvanakathA paNa kevI vicitra che! sAdhu thayA, sthAnaka cheDayuM ane traNa traNa vakhata sthAnakamAM gayA chatAM zAMti na maLI. gurudevanI pAse tame doDI gayA. e dayAsAgare tamArI kevI kasoTI karI ane gUjarAtanI bhUmimAM zAMtamUti zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAjazrInI chAyAmAM ApaNe maLyA.

Page #210
166 dharmavIra upAdhyAya bhAI tame keNa che? kyAMthI AvyA che !" meM pUchayuM tyAre "huM paMjAbathI AvuM chuM." ke TUMke javAba pahelA praznano javAba tamArI te vakhatanI smita karatI bheLa-bhalI dardabharI sUratathI maLI gaye. | mArA priya badhu, hRdayamAnasanA haMsa, bhaviSyanA paMjAbanA munisiMha, tArI AtmakathA Aje paNa yAda che. hu jammu (kAzmIra) ne rahIza chuM. osavALa kuTuMbamAM mAro janma che. mAruM nAma vasaMtAmala che. meM sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyamAM samAnA(patiyALA)mAM dIkSA lIdhI hatI. mane tyAM zAMti na maLI. huM te cheDI gurudevanI pAse AvyA. temanA darzanathI mane zAMti thaI. temanI kaseTIthI huM mugdha thayuM. temanI kRpAthI mane AnaMda thayA. paMjAbanA AgevAna suzrAvaka lAlA gaMgArAma banArasIdAsane kahIne mane gujarAtamAM mokalyo. Aje A tIrthabhUmi tathA ApanA darzanathI huM kRtArtha thaye." bhAI mArA! tArI sAdagI ane hRdayanI nirdoSatAthI parama pUjya zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAja ane huM Azcaryacakita thayA hatA. tAre sAde paheraveza, malamalane jhaba, be paisAnI TepI ane chetI to Aje paNa sAMbhare che. A sAdAImAM samAjanI nasanasamAM prANa preravAnI tAkAta hatI te have jANyuM. be divasa pachI te AcArya mahArAja zrI vijayavallabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAja-je te samaye saMsAranI dRSTie sAmAnya sAdhu hatA, temano patra Avyo ke " lalitavijaya

Page #211
snehAMjali 167 cogya sukhazAtA anuvaMdanA sAtha jaNAvavAnuM je vasaMtomalane tamArI pAse mokalyA che. tene tamArA nAmanI dIkSA Apaze, sAthe rAkhaze, bhaNAvaze ane nehathI rAkhaze. e bhaviSyamAM paMjAbane mATe upayogI nIvaDaze." ane kharekhara gurudevanAM vAkyo bhAI te sAcAM pADayAM. aMta sudhI paMjAbanI sevA karI. priya badhu! pachI to tamAre abhyAsa cAlya. temAM paNa tamArI pragati sArI gaNAya. thoDA vakhatamAM jIvavicAra, navatattva vagere zIkhI lIdhuM. tyAMthI vihAra karI ApaNe mAMDaLa AvyA. dIkSAnI vAta sAMbhaLI mAMDaLane zrIsaMgha AnaMda pAme. tene lAbha mAMDaLane maLavuM joIe tema Agraha thaye paNa nimitta juduM hatuM. mAMDaLanI pAse dasADA gAmamAM mArA parama upakArI, jJAnadAtA, mArA paramapUjya cAritradAtA AcAryadevathI bIjA naMbaranA upakArI munimahArAja zrI zubhavijayajI tapasvIjI bIrAjamAna hatA. temaNe mane paMjAbathI AvyA bAda varSo sudhI zAstro tathA siddhAntanuM adhyayana karAvyuM hatuM. pramAnayatatvalokAlaMkAra, lakatasvanirNaya, traNubhASya, guNasthAnakamAreha, tarkasaMgraha, Sazanasamuccaya, samyakatvasamati vagere aneka graMthe kaMThastha karAvyA hatA. huM temanI pAse vaMdanAthe gaye. temanI hAdika IchA mane jaNAvIH "lalitavijaya! zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAjazrInI IcchA pramANe bhale mAMDalamAM dIkSA thAya, paNa je mArI hArdika

Page #212
168 dharmavIra upAdhyAya bhAvanA pramANe thAya te ahIM dasADA gAmane A prasaMgane lAbha Apavo joIe. mAMDalane te ghaNIvAra lAbha maLaze paNa mArI janmabhUmimAM huM dIkSA lIdhA pachI ghaNu varSe Avyo chuM. to A nAnA gAmanA zrI saMghane A prasaMga ujavavA mATe taka maLe te sAruM." hAtha joDI upakArInA caraNamAM mastaka namAvyuM ne prArthanA karI, "prabhe! huM zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAjazrIne pUchIne Apane jaNAvIza. teo dIrghadazI ane vicArazIla che ane mArA para temanI asIma kRpA che." - ema ja thayuM. temanI AjJA maLI. ame dasADA AvyA. saMghamAM AnaMda AnaMda chavAI rahyo. gurudeve paMjAbathI muhUrta karyuM hatuM-varagheDA nIkaLyA, vAjAM vAgyAM, samArehapUrvaka dIkSA thaI ane sehanavijayajI nAma rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. paNa gurudevanA nAmathI dIkSA apAI kAraNake gurudevanuM nAma labdhisaMpanna che. A AnaMdajanaka banAva pachI eka bhUla thaI gaI te Aje paNa yAda Ave che. zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAjazrInA vinIta ziSyaratna zrI saMtavijayajI mahArAjazrIe mane Adeza ApyuM hatuM, ke ame zrI bhagavatIjInA ega pUrA karIe tyAM sudhI tame zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAjazrInI pAse rahe; paNa amane banne gurubhAIne mahesANa pAThazALAmAM jaIne saMskRta abhyAsa vadhAravAnI IcchA thaI AvavAthI ame na rahI zakyA. tenuM Aje paNa duHkha rahI gayuM che.

Page #213
nehAMjali 169 mahesANAnI havA te divaseAmAM sArI naheAtI-pachI cANasamA gayA ane vRddha sAdhu 5. zrI umedavijayajI mahArAjane sadbhAvapUrvaka navIna sAdhune vaDI dIkSAnA ceAgAdvahana karavA Agraha karyo paNa amane te zrI savijayajI mahArAjazrInA caraNamAM rahI zAMti prApta karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI hatI. ane ame paheAMcyA siddhakSetra pAlItANA-zrI huM...vijayajI mahArAja sAhemanI sevAmAM. priya bhrAtA ! tamane choDIne mAre mubaI javuM paDayuM. mArA AtmA jANe che ke te judAI meM kevI rIte sahI che, paNa gurudevanA caraNamAM tamane joine AnaMda paNa thatA hatA. zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanI sthApanA gurudevane AbhArI che. temaNe jainasamAjane eka sarvottama bheTa ApI che. hajArA navayuvAnA jIvana sudhAranI e eka mahAna saMsthA che. vidyAlayanuM bhADAnuM kharca vArSika 18000 rUpIA AvatuM hatuM. TrasTI maMDaLanI sUcanAthI gurudevanI AjJAthI mAre muMbaI javuM paDayu ane gurukRpAthI vidyAlaya mATe meTu phaMDa thai gayuM. prathama jayanti vilepArale thaI ane muMbaIthI Avela bhAI AnI bhakita zrI meAtIcaMdra gIradharalAla kApaDIyA seAlIsITare karI--te samaye lagabhaga rUA. 27500, vidyAlayane maLyA. bIjA ceAmAsAnA prAraMbhamAM jayanti andherI

Page #214
170 dharmavIra upAdhyAya zeTha seva'tIlAla nagInadAsa karamacaMdanA maMgalAmAM thaI. lagabhaga 2700 bhAI enI bhakita temaNe karI ane 5000 rUpIA vidyAlayane ApyA. mahAvIra jaina zeTha kIkAbhAi premacaMde pahelA gheADI rakama ApI hatI ane vaLI gheADI rakama ApI. zrI vidyAlayanA bilDIMga mATe lagabhaga rU. cAmAsAmAM thayA. be lAkha banne A banne cAmAsAmAM dAnavIra zeTha vizladAsa ThAkAradAsa, dAnavIra zeTha kIkAbhAI premacaMda, bApusAheba zrI. jIvanalAlajI pannAlAlajI tathA dAnavIra zeTha devakaraNa muLajI Adi gRhasthAe sArA lAbha uThAvyeA. vaLI bhAI je kAmane mATe tamArI bhAvanA hatI~~ mahA mahenata hatI--tapazcaryA hatI, te zrI AtmAnaMda jaina gurukuLa pajAkhane lagabhaga eka lAkha rUpIA pUrA thayA, temAM 51000 te| dAnavIra zeTha vIThThaladAsa DAkoradAse ApyA hatA. zrI AtmAnaMda jaina hAIskUla akhalA ( paMjAkha ) bilDIMga ne mATe 18000 rUpIA paNa temaNe ja ApyA. pyArA sAhana--A badhA kAmeAmAM gurUdevanI pratiSThA ane tArI preraNA mane preraka hatAM. kaceAgI ! pa MjAbanA utthAna mATe, mahAsabhAnA

Page #215
nehAMjali 171 saMgaThana mATe ane AtmAnaMda jaina gurukuLa paMjAba mATe sarva zaktinuM tAruM samarpaNa adbhuta che. gurudevanI hAjarImAM khAMsIe tane pAMca pAMca mahinA satA. AvA zarIre maunavrata dhAraNa karyuM. AyaMbila tapanI ArAdhanA karI. paNa zarIra divase divase bagaDatuM cAlyuM. tArI bhAvanAo-mahecchAo pUrI karavAnI javAbadArI mArI che tema huM mAnavA lAge, tArA AtmAnI. zAMti paNa temAM ja hatI. premadyAna bhAIkhAlAthI vihAra karI mAhIma pahoMcyA. zrI makanajI jUThAbhAI bAra. eTa. le. e pitAnA baMgalAmAM khAra mATe nimaMtraNa ApyuM. ame tyAM pahoMcyA. muMbaIthI hajAre bahenabhAIe tyAM AvyAM hatAM. pUjA tathA svAmI vAtsalya thayuM, paNa mAro AtmA to upAdhyAyajInI aMtimabhAvanA pUrNa karavAmAM lIna hato. mArA janma janmAntaranA priya snehI ! zeTha zrI. viThThaladAsa ThAkaradAsa sAthe parAmaza thatuM hatuM ke teozrI upAdhyAyajInI ciMtA dura karavA gujarAnavAlA tAra karIne. jaNAve ke gurukuLa paMjAba hamezAM temanI priya saMsthA raheze ne dina pratidina vRddhi pAmaze. khArathI vihAra karI zAntAkrujha AvyA tyAM zrI viThThaladAsa zeTha maLavAnA hatA. teo AvyA. temaNe pitAne tyAM TelIphona para mANasa besADo ke zAntAkujhathI huM je saMdeze kahevarAvuM te gujarAnavAlA tArathI jaladI mekala. vAtacIta thaI.

Page #216
172 dharmavIra upAdhyAya ane saMdezA meAkalavAnuM nakakI karyuM, ke upAdhyAyajIne lakhI devuM ke AtmAnaMda gurukulane Ajanma huM sahAcatA karIza--paNa bhAvI te judu ja hatuM. TelIphona para je mANasane besADavAmAM AvyA hatA te kACvaza bahAra gayA hatA. sAntAkrujhamAM TelIphona mATe e cAra jagyAe tapAsa karI paNa vyavasthA thaI zakI nahi. chevaTe jyAre muMbaI thI gujarAnavAlA samAcAra mAkalyA tyAM te priya dharmabaMdhu ! upAdhyAyajI ! tArA huMsa A piMjarane cheDI paralokavAsI thaI gayA hatA. ahIM mArI dazA jaLa vinAnA mIna jevI hatI. rAtribhara ciMtAmAM rahyo--savAre aniSTa samAcAra maLyA. huM pAgala jevA thaI gayA. mati mujhAI gaI. mArA pyArA AMkhAnA tArA ! tane yAda karI karI huM azru sAravA lAgyA. priyaba! meM' nahotuM jANyuM ke jAla dharamAM ApaNe bheTayA--AgrahapUrvaka tame mane rokayA. tame jAla'dhara AvI pahecyA ane ApaNe bannee prematarunuM khUba khUba si'cata karyuM. AtmA eka banI gayA--zarIra bhinna rAkhyAM. te chelle milApa hatA. te rAtri te samAja utthAnanI vAtA-gurudevanI bhakitanAM gAna-paMjAba mATe ali thaI javAnI tArI tamannA ! Aje badhu yAda Ave che. dharmavIra ! tArAM kAca----tArI sevA---tArI bhAvanA

Page #217
snehAMjalI 173 --tArA manoratho badhuM Aje paNa AMkha sAme taravare che. tArI manahara chabI A hRdayamAM jaDelI jaNAya che. dhanya tArI bhakti! dhanya tAruM jIvana! keNa jANe keTalA divasa sudhI huM becena rahyo. zrI DAhyAbhAI ghelAbhAI e eMsI hajAra rUpIA kharacI eka senITerIyama mATe makAna kharIdyuM hatuM, paNa dAnavidhi bAkI hatuM. temaNe vinati karI ke Apa ATha divasa rahI jAo te A makAna lekahitane mATe ApuM--utsava zarU thaye. pUjA zarU thaI, hajAre leke AvavA lAgyA. svAmI vAtsalya thayuM ane A utsavathI mAre udvega kAMIka zame. vihAranI taiyArI karatA hatA tyAM aMdherInA zeTha zrI bhegIlAla laheracaMdanA makAnanI vAstupUjA mATe Agraha pUrvaka nimaMtraNa AvyuM ane aMdherImAM pUjA vagere kArya thayAM. tyAMthI sUrata vaDedarA thaI amadAvAda AvyA. amadAvAdanA zrI zeTha vADIlAla sArAbhAI muMbaI maLyA tyAre temaNe mahAvIra vidyAlayane eka lAkha rUpIA ApavA mATe hArdika bhAvanA darzAvelI. amadAvAda AvatAM zrI metIcaMdabhAIno patra maLe ke huM zrI. nagInadAsa, karamacaMdanA udyApanamAM jAuM chuM, paNa muMbaI agatyanuM kAma hovAthI zrI vADIlAlabhAIne maLI zakI nathI, Apa jarUra maLaze. teo AmalI paLanI dharmazALAmAM AvyA. te prasaMge jhaverI bhegIlAla tArAcaMda lasaNIyA, vakIla

Page #218
174 dharmavIra upAdhyAya kezavalAla premacaMda meAdI, zeTha sArAbhAI maganabhAI Adi sajjanAnI hAjarImAM teee zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayane rUpIA eka lAkha ApavAnA nizcaya darzAvyeA. amadAvAdathI pATaNa gayA ane aneka muni mahAtmAonAM dazana thayAM. A badhAM kAryothI priya Atman ! tArI smRti te na bhUlI zakAI--sArAM kAryAthI mana jarA halakuM thayuM paNa tArI e saumya mUrti yAda AvatAM hRdaya Aje paNa vyagra thaI jAya che. priya sohana ! Aje paNa tArA prema, tArI gurubhakti, tAre| vinamra svabhAva, 5 jAmanA utthAna mATenI tArI jahemata ane tArAM kAryo yAda AvyA kare che. judAI terI kisakA majUra hai, jamIna sakhta AsamAna dUra

Page #219
aMtima bhAvanA "bhAI, kAlanI kone khabara che? je thAya te karI lau. zarIranA ze bharAsA ! manamAM te ghaNAMe svapnAM ghaDI rAkhyAM che. pannakhabharamAM gurudevanA pracAranuM khIDuM mAre ja mAthe che. gurudevane nizcita karavAnuM paNa dhAyuM che, ane mahAsabhAdvArA pajAanI kAcApalaTa paNa vicArI che. paNu zarIra thAkI gayuM che. keTalA divasa cAlaze te zakA spada che." [aMtima samayanA udgArA

Page #220
attA hi attanubaMdhu saraLa phri aNano mittA AcArAMga zAtmiA ja AtmAno madhu ane mitra che; sahAyaka ane salAhakAra che. AtmA AtmAthI ja sabhara che. enI sevAne, enI kalyANakAmanAne enI siddhiriddhine mApavA dunyavI mAnasamAMnanAM trAjavAMnI jarUra nathI. AtmA sAthenI sahaja evI enI tanmayatA ene svayaMbhU sevA tarapha laI jAya che. sarva dha ma" samanvaya-sarvabhUtanI sevA eja ene rAhe hoya che. tyAM lekrasevA, dhamasevA, vaNa sevA evA jujavA bheda rahetA nathI. jema tamAma saritAenAM nIra Akhare te sAgararUpamAM pariName che; ema enI nAnImoTI tamAma sevAo Akhare ekaja kalyANa mAganI pravAsI bane che. AvI sevAne mAnapAnA gabhArA uttejI zakatA nathI. DholanagArAM jAhera karI zakatAM nathI. e te ApameLe kure che. ApameLe zobhe che. kAraNa ke ucca AtmAne e sAhajika guNa che. evA AtmAone vagara mAgyAM vaMdana maLe che. jayabhikhu e3lAsa priTarI, amadRAvAda.