Kaise Soche

Author(s): Mahapragna Acharya
Publisher: Jain Vishva Bharati
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/003094/1

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Aases kaise soceM - AcArya mahAprajJa For riy Ate & Qersona Use uly wow. inelibrary.

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kaise soceM ? AcArya mahAprajJa jaina vizva bhAratI prakAzana

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saMpAdaka muni dulaharAja prakAzaka : jaina vizva bhAratI, lADanUM-341306 (rAja0) (c) jaina vizva bhAratI, lADanUM ISBN-81-7195-060-4 saujanya : sva0 zrI saMpatalAla jI lalavAnI kI puNya smRti meM unakI dharmapatnI zrImatI jatanI devI evaM suputra zrI prakAzacanda, suzIla kumAra, rAkeza kumAra, dharmendra lalavAnI (gaMgAzahara-dillI) navam saMskaraNa : 2001 mUlya : pacAsa rupaye mudraka : zAnti prinTarsa eNDa saplAyarsa, naI dillI KAISE SOCHEN ? Acharya Mahaprajna Rs. 50.00

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prastuti prastuta pustaka meM tIna praznoM kI vizada carcA kI gaI hai1. kaise soceM ? 2. hRdaya-parivartana ke sUtra kyA haiM ? 3. bhaya-mukti ke upAya kyA haiM ? 0 kaise soceM ? manuSya mana vAlA prANI hai, isalie vaha socatA hai| socanA mana kA kAma hai| pazu bhI mana vAlA prANI hai, para usakA nAr3I-saMsthAna vikasita nahIM hotA, isalie usameM socane kI kSamatA bhI vikasita nahIM hotii| manuSya kA nAr3I-saMsthAna vikasita hotA hai, isalie vaha socane kI uccatama bhUmikA taka jA sakatA hai| zarIra aura mana kA paraspara gaharA saMbaMdha hai| zarIra se mana prabhAvita hotA hai aura mana se zarIra prabhAvita hotA hai| mana zarIra ko adhika prabhAvita karatA hai| isa pArasparika prabhAva ke adhyayana ke AdhAra para yaha niSkarSa nikAlA gayA ki manuSya kA cintana vidhAyaka yA racanAtmaka hotA hai taba zarIra bhI svastha rahatA hai| niSedhAtmaka cintana zArIrika vikRti bhI paidA karatA hai| mohanIya karma yA mUrchA se jur3A huA sArA kA sArA cintana niSedhAtmaka hotA hai| mUrchA kI upazAMti ke kSaNoM meM hone vAlA cintana vidhAyaka bana jAtA hai| vidhAyaka cintana se sAmAjika aura mAnavIya saMbaMdhoM meM sudhAra hotA hai| usase vikAsa aura pragati kA patha prazasta ho jAtA hai| niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM se sAmAjika aura mAnavIya saMbaMdhoM meM kaTutA paidA hotI hai, pragati kA patha avaruddha ho jAtA hai| prekSAdhyAna ke abhyAsa se niSedhAtmaka bhAva kama hote jAte haiM aura vidhAyaka bhAva bar3hate cale jAte haiN| 0 hRdaya-parivartana vizva kA samUcA vikAsa parivartana kA vikAsa hai| jo jaise hai vaise hI rahe to vikAsa sambhava nahIM hotaa| manuSya bAharI paristhiti ko badalane meM bahuta saphala huA hai| use AMtarika paristhiti ke badalAva meM utanI saphalatA nahIM milI hai|

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hRdaya-parivartana taba ghaTita hotA hai jaba AMtarika parivartana hotA hai| AMtarika parivartana ke tIna aMga haiM - bhAva kA parivartana, vicAra kA parivartana aura rasAyanoM kA privrtn| bhAva vicAra ko paidA karatA hai| vicAra bhAva ko paidA nahIM krtaa| jaisA bhAva vaisA vicaar| jaba bhAva badalatA hai to vicAra bhI badalatA hai aura mana bhI badalatA hai| jaba vicAra aura mana badalate haiM taba AMtarika rasAyana bhI badalate haiN| yahIM se hRdaya-parivartana prAraMbha hotA hai| bhAva, vicAra aura rasAyanoM ke badalane kI prakriyA eka anusyUta prakriyA hai| yaha Azrava-zodhana kI prakriyA hai| yaha hRdaya-parivartana kI prakriyA hai| isake pAMca sUtra haiM-- 1. ekAgratA kA abhyAsa 2. samatA kA abhyAsa 3. jAgarUkatA kA abhyAsa 4. vastu-niSTha AkarSaNa kA parivartana 5. mithyAdRSTikoNa kA parivartana / 0 bhaya-mukti bhaya kI utpatti ke cAra mUla srota haiM1. sattvahInatA 2. bhaya kI mati 3. bhaya kA satata ciMtana 4. bhaya ke paramANuoM kA uttejita honaa| bhaya kI pAMca pratikriyAeM haiM-roga, bur3hApA, maraNa, vismRti aura pAgalapana / bhaya-mukti ke sAdhana kauna-kauna se haiM aura prekSA-dhyAna kI prakriyA una sAdhanoM ke kriyAnvayana meM kaise sahayoga karatI hai-yaha saba isa adhyAya meM vivRta hai| ___ maiMne cintana kI prakriyA ke kucha sUtra, hRdaya-parivartana ke kucha upAya aura bhaya-mukti ke kucha sAdhanoM kI carcA prastuta pustaka meM kI hai| isa vicAra-maMthana kI prakriyA meM AcAryazrI tulasI kA sArasvata anugraha aura muni dulaharAjajI kA sampAdana-kauzala pratyakSa hai| ciMtana kI dhArA meM eka nimajjana unmajjana kA hetu bana skegaa| -AcArya mahAprajJa

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in x 105 anukrama 0 kaise soceM ? 1. kaise soceM ? (1) 2. kaise soceM ? (2) kaise soceM ? (3) cintana ke pariNAma 5. apane bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa (1) apane bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa (2) 7. dUsare ke bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa 8. pratikriyA se kaise baceM ? (1) 9. pratikriyA se kaise baceM ? (2) 0 hRdaya-parivartana : prakriyA aura AdhAra . 10. paristhitivAda aura hRdaya-parivartana 11. pariveza kA prabhAva aura hRdaya-parivartana 12. hRdaya-parivartana ke sUtra (1) 13. hRdaya-parivartana ke sUtra (2) 14. hRdaya-parivartana ke sUtra (3) 15. hRdaya-parivartana ke prayoga 16. niSedhAtmaka bhAva 17. vidheyAtmaka bhAva 18. hRdaya-parivartana kA prazikSaNa 19. hRdaya-parivartana : eka mahAna upalabdhi 0 bhaya-mukti 20. abhayadAna 21. bhaya ke srota 22. bhaya kI paristhiti 23. bhaya kI pratikriyA 24. racanAtmaka bhaya 25. abhaya kI mudrA 115 127 137 147 158 169 177 188 196 209 219 229 239 248 256

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kaise soceM ? (1) prasiddha dArzanika dekArTa ne kahA-'maiM socatA hUM, isalie maiM huuN| mere astitva kA pramANa hai ki maiM socatA hUM, aura socatA hUM isalie maiM huuN|' yadi mujhe kahanA par3e to maiM isa tarka kI bhASA meM kahUMgA-'maiM hUM aura vikasita mastiSka vAlA prANI hUM isalie socatA huuN|' ___ socanA mastiSka kA lakSaNa nahIM hai| socanA eka abhivyakti hai| vaha lakSaNa nahIM bana sktaa| hamArA astitva aura caitanya cintana se pare hai, socane se pare haiN| socanA jyoti kA eka sphuliMga mAtra hai, samagra jyoti nahIM hai| na socanA-yaha jyoti kA akhaMDa rUpa hai| ___dhyAna-sAdhanA dvArA hama usa sthiti taka pahuMcanA cAhate haiM, jahAM socane kI bAta samApta ho jAtI hai, jahAM sAkSAtkAra saMbhava ho jAtA hai| jahAM sAkSAt hotA hai vahAM socane kI AvazyakatA nahIM rhtii| sAkSAt hone para vastu 'hastAmalakavat' spaSTa ho jAtI hai| hathelI para AMvalA rakhA huA hai| vaha jo kucha hai, usakA hameM sAkSAtkAra ho rahA hai| usake viSaya meM socane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotii| pratyakSa meM darzana hotA hai, vahAM cintana nahIM hotA aura jahAM ciMtana hotA hai, vahAM darzana nahIM hotaa| hama tIna sthitiyoM kA anubhava karate haiM-jAganA, dekhanA aura socnaa| eka AdamI ne pUchA-'Apake naukara ne amuka kAma kiyA yA nahIM?' mAlika bolA-'mujhe jJAta nahIM hai| mai jAnakArI karake btaauuNgaa|' isa sthiti meM socane kI bAta prApta nahIM hotii| jo ghaTanA kisI dUsare se sambaddha hai, usake lie socA nahIM jA sktaa| vahAM cintana kAma nahIM detaa| eka AdamI ne pUchA-'Apake ghara meM amuka vastu hai ?' usane kahA-'bhAI! yAda nahIM hai, dekhakara btaauuNgaa|' yahAM bhI socanA kAma nahIM aaegaa| ___ eka ghaTanA meM hai-'jAnakArI karake batAUMgA' aura dUsarI ghaTanA meM hai- dekhakara btaauuNgaa|' jahAM jAnA,aura dekhanA hotA hai, vahAM socanA prApta nahIM hotaa| jahAM ye donoM-jAnanA aura dekhanA nahIM hote vahAM socane kI sthiti AtI hai| jo parokSa hai, aspaSTa hai, jisake viSaya meM sahasA kucha kahA nahIM jA sakatA, vahAM socanA hotA hai, ciMtana karanA par3atA hai|

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kaise soceM ? socanA mastiSkIya cetanA kA eka aMga hai, isalie yaha jyoti kA eka sphuliMga mAtra hai, jyoti kI ekAgratA nahIM hai| jaba darzana spaSTa hotA hai, pratyakSa darzana kI sthiti prApta ho jAtI hai taba cintana samApta ho jAtA hai| dhyAna-sAdhanA kA lakSya hai ki sAdhaka pratyakSa darzana kI avasthA taka pahuMce, sAkSAtkAra kI bhUmikAoM ko prApta kre| jaba sAkSAtkAra hotA hai taba cintana nIce raha jAtA hai aura akhaMDa jJAna Upara A jAtA hai| kintu jaba taka vyakti zarIra se baMdhA huA hai, mastiSkIya cetanA se jur3A hai, usako vyApta karatA hai aura jaba taka atIndriya cetanA jAgRta nahIM hotI, taba taka cintana karanA bhI Avazyaka hotA hai| usase chuTakArA nahIM pAyA jA sktaa| do prakAra ke vyakti cintana-mukta hote haiN| pratyakSajJAnI kabhI ciMtana nahIM krtaa| ajJAnI AdamI kabhI cintana nahIM krtaa| pratyakSajJAnI ko ciMtana karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI, kyoMki jo kucha hai vaha usake lie pratyakSa hai| ajJAnI yA mUrkha AdamI cintana karanA jAnatA hI nahIM, usameM cintana kI kSamatA hI nahIM hotii| mAlika ne naukara se kahA-'vanaspati ghI kI do Dibbe haiN| bagIce meM jAkara isa ghI ko kahIM chipA do|' naukara Dibbe lekara bagIce meM gyaa| thor3e samaya bAda Akara bolA-'mAlika! maiMne ghI to bagIce meM chipA diyA, aba Dibbe kahAM rakhU ?' mAlika bolA-'are ! ghI ko kahAM/kaise chipAyA ?' naukara bolA-'mAlika ! maiMne vRkSa ke pAsa eka gaDDhA khodA, ghI usameM DAlakara Upara se miTTI DAla dii| ghI ko chipA diyaa| kisI ko patA hI nahIM cala paaegaa| aba batAeM, Dibbe kahAM rakhU ?' jo vyakti socanA jAnatA hI nahIM jisameM cintana kI kSamatA vikasita hI nahIM hai, vaha ajJAnI hotA hai| vaha ghI ko chipA sakatA hai gaDDhA khodakara, para khA nahIM sktaa| vaha ghI ko chipA sakatA hai, para Dibbe ko chipAnA nahIM jAna sktaa| do prakAra ke vyakti cintanazUnya hote haiM-pratyakSajJAnI aura ajnyaanii| yaha kaisI vicitra tulanA ! bahuta bAra aisI vicitra tulanAeM hotI haiN| mAna aura apamAna meM sama rahane vAle do hI vyakti hote haiN| yA to vItarAga, inameM sama raha sakatA hai yA mUrkha inameM sama raha sakatA hai| kahAM vItarAga aura kahAM mUrkha! vItarAga vyakti meM asamAnatA ke bIja naSTa ho jAte haiN| samabhAva usakA prakhara ho jAtA hai| mUrkha meM mAna aura apamAna kA viveka kara sakane kI kSamatA hI nahIM hotii| vaha donoM meM pRthakkaraNa nahIM kara sakatA, isalie vaha sama rahatA hai| kaisI vicitra tulanA ! kaisA vicitra saMyoga ! hamArI jIvana-yAtrA kA eka mahattvapUrNa ghaTaka hai-cintana / eka ora

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kaise soceM (1) hama ciMtana kI mahattA svIkAra karate haiM aura dUsarI ora nirvikalpa yA vicAra zUnya avasthA kI prApti ke lie dhyAna-sAdhanA meM saMlagna hote haiN| kyA yaha visaMgati yA virodhAbhAsa nahIM hai ? para hama isa bAta ko na bhUleM ki nirvicAra avasthA yA aciMtana kI avasthA meM pahuMcanA hamArA lakSya avazya hai para vahAM taka pahuMca pAnA Aja hI saMbhava nahIM ho sktaa| yaha mAna lenA bahuta bar3I bhrAnti hai ki dhyAna kI sAdhanA prArambha karate hI vyakti vicArAtIta avasthA ko prApta ho jAtA hai| dhyAna-kAla meM vicAroM kA pravAha aura tIvra ho jAtA hai| jo vicAra sAmAnya avasthA meM nahIM Ate, ve vicAra dhyAna-kAla meM ubhara jAte haiN| jaise hI vyakti dhyAna kI mudrA meM yA koyotsarga kI mudrA meM sthita hotA hai, taba usameM na Ane vAle vicAra bhI Ane laga jAte haiN| usa samaya vismRta tathyoM kI smRti ubhara jAtI hai aura vyakti vicAroM se AkrAMta ho jAtA hai| isa avasthA meM AdamI Akula-vyAkula ho jAtA hai aura vaha dhyAna-sAdhanA ko chor3ane kI bAta soca letA hai, parantu usa samaya vicAroM kA AnA to anivArya hai kyoMki unake udbhava kA vaha eka sundara avasara hai| jaba AdamI tanAva meM hotA hai taba saba usase Darate haiN| vicAra bhI taba AnA nahIM caahte| jaba AdamI kAyotsarga kI mudrA meM hotA hai, zithila hokara baiThatA hai, jaba sAre tanAva visarjita ho jAte haiM, taba vicAra socate haiM-calo aba yaha acchA avasara hai| koI khatarA nahIM hai| ve bedhar3aka Ate hI rahate haiN| jaba taka zithilIkaraNa banA rahatA hai, ve abhaya ho jAte haiN| zithilIkaraNa meM sabakA bhaya samApta ho jAtA hai| tanAva kI sthiti meM bhayabhIta ho jAte haiM, saba paraspara khIMca jAte haiN| tanAva kI sthiti meM mAMsapeziyAM khIMca jAtI haiM, haDDiyAM kar3I ho jAtI haiN| zithilIkaraNa meM koI AdamI giratA hai to use coTa nahIM lagatI aura yadi tanAva kI sthiti meM koI AdamI giratA hai to use bahuta gaharI coTa AtI hai| jitanA adhika tanAva utanI hI adhika coTa / dhyAna eka prakriyA hai| usakA pariNAma hai ki vyakti kI pakar3a kama ho jAtI hai| usameM praveza kA avakAza hai to nirgama kA bhI utanA hI avakAza hai| dhyAna karane vAle sabakA svAgata karate haiM, Ane vAle kA bhI svAgata karate haiM aura jAne vAle kA bhI svAgata karate haiN| dhyAna na karane vAle aneka tathyoM ko aise pakar3a lete haiM ki ve jIvana bhara unheM chor3a nahIM skte| pakar3ane vAle bahuta du:khI hote haiN| dhyAna kA prArambha karate hI vyakti vicAroM se AkrAnta ho jAtA hai| dhyAna karane vAle ko usa vicAra-pravAha se ghabarAnA nahIM hai| vaha jJAtA-draSTA bana jaae| jo Ate haiM unheM dekhe aura chor3a de| jaise-jaise draSTAbhAva aura

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kaise soceM ? jJAtAbhAva adhika puSTa hotA jAegA, vaise-vaise vicAroM kA pravAha manda aura kamajora hotA jaaegaa| jaise-jaise anubhUti jAgegI, anubhava kA rasa prabala hogA, vicAra nirbala hote jaaeNge| kintu pahale hI dina socA jAe ki vicAra Ae hI nahIM, yaha asaMbhava bAta hai| isalie dhyAna karane vAle pratyeka vyakti ko kaise soceM, yaha sIkhanA caahie| jo vyakti ina kaMTIle mArga meM calate-calate ina nukIle kAMToM ke bIca se parezAna honA nahIM cAhatA, kAMToM kI cubhana se pIr3ita honA nahIM cAhatA aura nirvighna rUpa se calanA cAhatA hai, usake lie yaha bahuta upayogI hai ki vaha kaise socatA hai'-isa vijJAna ko siikhe| __ hara AdamI socatA hai| koI bhI AdamI aisA nahIM milatA, jo nahIM socatA ho| para prazna hai-kaise soceM ? socanA' eka kalA hai| hara AdamI isa kalA ko nahIM jaantaa| isa kalA ko koI-koI AdamI hI jAnatA hai| jo isa kalA ko jAna letA hai, usakA mArga bahuta sApha ho jAtA hai| eka phakIra ne carcA ke prasaMga meM kahA-maiMne hara vyakti se kucha na kucha avazya hI sIkhA hai| eka vyakti ne pUcha liyA--Apane cora se kyA sIkhA ? phakIra bolA-eka bAra maiM cora ke ghara ThaharA thaa| rAta ke samaya cora corI karane jaataa| jaba vaha vApasa lauTatA, taba maiM pUchatA-kucha milA ? vaha bolatA 'kucha nahIM milaa| Aja khAlI hAtha lauTA hUM, kala mila jaaegaa|' dUsare, tIsare dina maiM yahI pUchatA gyaa| vaha kahatA-'Aja kucha nahIM milA, khAlI hAtha lauTA huuN| kala kucha mila jaaegaa|' isa prakAra pUrA eka mahInA bIta gyaa| eka mahIne taka cora ko kucha nahIM milaa| maiMne socA-cora roja corI karane jAtA hai| sAta-ATha ghaMTe bitAtA hai| apanI nIMda kA mIThA samaya khotA hai| corI meM kucha nahIM miltaa| pUrA eka mahInA nahIM to kala avazya milegaa| maiMne socA-cora meM itanA dhairya hai ki vaha khAlI hAtha lauTane para nirAza nahIM huaa| yaha sArA dekhakara, maiMne usase yaha sIkhA ki bhakti ke mArga meM kabhI nirAza nahIM honA hai| acchA kAma karate hue kabhI nirAza nahIM honA hai| vicitra hai manuSya kI prakRti / acchA kAma karane vAlA jaldI nirAza ho jAtA hai aura burA kAma karane vAlA nirAza nahIM hotaa| cora, luTere, DAkU kahAM nirAza hote haiM ? yaha eka tathya hai, sacAI hai| maiMne cintana kiyA aura isa niSkarSa para pahuMcA ki AdamI kI jitanI gaharI AsthA burAI meM hotI hai, utanI acchAI meM nahIM hotii| acchAI meM utanI gaharI AsthA saMpAdita karane ke lie bahuta sAdhanA hI AvazyakatA hotI hai| jahAM AsthA nahIM hotI, vahAM nirAzA ho

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kaise soceM (1) jAtI hai| burAI aura AsthA kA itanA gaharA saMbaMdha ki AdamI burAI ke rAste para calatA hai aura svata: usa rAste para usakI AsthA jamatI calI jAtI hai| bahuta prayatna karane kI jarUrata hI nahIM rhtii| binA kucha sAdhanA kie hI AsthA kA anubaMdha ho jAtA hai| bhalAI ke rAste para AsthA kA jamanA, AsthA kA anubaMdha honA bahuta kaThina hotA hai| hama kaise soceM ? hamArA socane kA tarIkA kyA ho ? ise jAnanA isalie jarUrI hai ki niSedhAtmaka dRSTi se cintana karane vAlA vyakti hara sacAI ko nakAratA calA jAtA hai aura vidhAyaka dRSTi se cintana karane vAlA vyakti sacAI ke pAsa pahuMca jAtA hai, sacAI ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai aura vaha aneka samasyAoM kA samAdhAna pA letA hai| cintana kI do dRSTiyAM haiM-niSedhAtmaka dRSTi aura vidhAyaka dRSTi / AdamI bahuta bAra niSedhAtmaka dRSTi se hI socatA hai, vaha vidhAyaka dRSTi se nahIM soctaa| niSodhAtmaka dRSTi se socane kA pariNAma hotA hai-nirAzA, anutsAha, Avega, kArya se nivRtti, karttavya se apsrnn| eka zabda meM kaheM to niSedhAtmaka dRSTi kA pariNAma hai-jIvana meM asaphalatA kA udy| ___ jIvana kI saphalatA kA sabase mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai-vidhAyaka dRSTi se socnaa| vidhAyaka dRSTi se vahI vyakti soca sakatA hai, jisane dhyAna kA marma samajhA hai, jisane citta ko nirmala karanA sIkhA hai, jisane mana ko ekAgra karanA sIkhA hai aura jisane rAga-dveSa ke maloM ko sApha karanA sIkhA hai| vidhAyaka dRSTikoNa aura niSedhAtmaka dRSTikoNa kI kucha kasauTiyAM pahalI kasauTI hai--samagratA kI dRSTi aura vyagratA kI dRSTi / samagratA kI dRSTi se cintana karane vAlA vyakti vidhAyaka dRSTi se soca sakatA hai aura vyagratA kI dRSTi se cintana karane vAlA ekAMgI Agraha meM phaMsa jAtA hai aura apane cintana ko vikRta banA detA hai| jaba vyakti ke sAmane ghaTanA kA yA vastu kA pUrA citra nahIM hotA, adhUrA citra hotA hai, taba usake AdhAra para kiyA gayA cintana bhI adhUrA hI hogaa| vaha sahI nahIM ho sktaa| samyak aura saMtulita cintana ke lie jarUrI hai-samagratA kA dRssttikonn| jaba vidhAyaka yA samagratA kA dRSTikoNa hotA hai taba aneka ahetuka saMgharSa ubhara Ate haiN| eka prasaMga hai| kucha pathika Ama kI zItala chAMha ke nIce Akara baitthe| carcA cala pdd'ii| eka bolA-abhI maiM isa rAste se gujarA huuN| maiMne dekhA eka vRkSa para eka jAnavara baiThA hai| vaha lAla raMga kA hai| tatkAla dUsarA bola

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kaise soceM ? uThA-tumheM bhrama ho gyaa| maiMne bhI usako dekhA hai| vaha hare raMga kA thaa| vaha bolA-tuma galata kahate ho| koI dUsare vRkSa para dUsarA jAnavara dekhA hogaa| maiMne apanI AMkhoM se dekhA hai ki vaha lAla raMga kA thaa| usane kahA-maiM galata nahIM kaha rahA huuN| dUsarA bolA-tuma galata kaha rahe ho| vaha jAnavara hare raMga kA hI thaa| Aropa-pratyAropa calatA rhaa| kucha kSaNa bIte / donoM ne bAheM car3hA liiN| lar3AI prArambha ho gii| eka samajhadAra pathika ne kahA-bekAra kyoM lar3a rahe ho ? maiM bhI tumhAre pIche-pIche usI rAste se A rahA huuN| tuma donoM sahI ho| vaha lAla raMga kA bhI thA aura hare raMga kA bhI thaa| tuma samagratA kI dRSTi se socoge to donoM sahI nikaloge aura vyagratA kI dRSTi se socoge to lar3ate hI rhoge| dekho, vaha jAnavara giragiTa thaa| jaba pahalA pathika udhara se nikalA taba usakA raMga lAla thaa| jaba dUsarA pathika udhara se nikalA taba vaha hare raMga meM badala gyaa| giragiTa raMga badalatA hai| tuma donoM sahI ho|| yaha duniyA giragiTa rUpa hai| yahAM pratyeka padArtha kI prakRti bhI giragiTa kI prakRti hai aura AdamI kI prakRti bhI giragiTa kI prakRti hai| eka AdamI eka dina meM na jAne kitane rUpa badalatA hai| lagatA hai ki AdamI svayaM paramAtmA kI pratimUrti bana gayA hai| jisa AdamI ko prAta:kAla ke samaya bahuta zAnta aura vItarAga avasthA meM dekhA, usI AdamI ko madhyAhna meM itanA azAnta aura uttejita hote dekhA ki mAno usase bar3A rAkSasa aura daitya dUsarA kauna ho sakatA hai ? eka AdamI eka dina meM hajAroM-hajAroM mudrAeM banA letA hai| vaha aneka mudrAoM meM jItA hai| samudra meM dina meM eka bAra aura rAta meM eka bAra jvAra bhATA AtA hai, para AdamI ke vicAroM meM dina meM saikar3oM jvAra-bhATe A jAte haiN| utAra-car3hAva nirantara calatA rahatA hai| ekarUpatA kahAM rahatI hai ? anekarUpatA hai vyagratA kA prinnaam| anusaMdhAna Avazyaka hai| anusaMdhAna kA artha hai-atIta ke paryAya kI aura vartamAna ke paryAya kI khoj| jaba taka donoM paryAyoM kA jor3a nahIM hotA, AdamI ko pahacAnA nahIM jA sktaa| vastu kA jAnane aura pahacAnane ke lie Avazyaka hai atIta aura vartamAna ke paryAya kA anusaMdhAna / yahI samagratA kA dRSTikoNa hai| samagratA ke dRSTikoNa meM saMgharSa aura vivAda kI saMbhAvanAeM bahuta kama ho jAtI haiN| AdamI jaba-jaba vyagratA kI dRSTi se socatA hai, ekAMgI bAta ko pakar3a kara socatA hai, ekAMgI Agraha meM phaMsatA hai taba-taba lar3AI aura saMgharSa ko nimaMtraNa detA cintana kA svastha dRSTikoNa hai-vidhAyaka dRSTikoNa, samagratA kA dRssttikonn| samrAT zreNika kI mahArAnI celanA so rahI thii| sardI kA mausm|

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kaise soceM (1) bhayaMkara srdii| sote-sote acAnaka rAnI ke muMha se ye zabda nikala par3e-'vaha kyA karatA hogA ?' samrAT jAga rahA thaa| usane sunaa| ina zabdoM ne usake roma-roma meM Aga lagA dii| mahArAnI celanA ke caritra para use garva thaa| usane socA-jisa rAnI para maiM itanA adhika vizvAsa karatA hUM, vaha nIMda meM bar3abar3A rahI hai-'vaha kyA karatA hogA?' ho na ho, yaha kisI anya meM Asakta hai| rAjA kA mana atyanta saMtapta ho gyaa| usake mana meM rAnI ke prati avizvAsa utpanna ho gayA, ghRNA paidA ho gii|. prAta:kAla huaa| samrATa atyanta khinna aura udAsIna thaa| usane apane mahAmAtya abhayakumAra ko bulAkara kahA- 'maiM bhagavAn mahAvIra ko vaMdana karane jA rahA huuN| tuma isa mahala ko jalA denA, vilaMba mata karanA / ' / samrATa kA yaha Adeza sunakara abhayakumAra avAk raha gyaa| usane socA-anta:pura ko jalA denA, mahArAnI celanA ko kisI bhI pUrva sUcanA ke jalAkara khAka kara denA, yaha kaisA Adeza ! eka ora samrAT zreNika, apane pitA kA Adeza hai aura dUsarI ora mahArAnI celanA, apanI mAtA ko apane hI hAthoM jIvita jalA dene kA jaghanyatama aparAdha / vaha jAnatA thA ki samrATa ke Adeza kA ullaMghana kyA-kyA pariNAma lA sakatA hai| vaha asamaMjasa meM par3a gyaa| samrAT zreNika mahAvIra ke samavasaraNa meM phuNcaa| vaMdanA kii| satiyoM kA prasaMga cala rahA thaa| mahAvIra ne sahasA kahA-'mahArAnI celanA satiyoM meM agraNI hai| vaha dharmaniSTha aura satyaniSTha hai|' samrATa ne sunaa| use apane kAnoM para vizvAsa nahIM huaa| usane mahAvIra se pUchA-bhaMte! eka ulajhana hai| Apa kaha rahe haiM mahArAnI celanA mahAsatI hai| kala rAta ko sote-sote usake muMha se ye zabda nikale-'vaha kyA karatA hogA?' kyA ye zabda satItva ke pratIka haiM yA usake viparIta ? ____ bhagavAn bole-'tU nahIM jAnatA, ina zabdoM kA kyA tAtparya hai| kala mahArAnI celanA vaMdanA karane AI thii| vaMdanA kara vaha jisa mArga se mahaloM meM jA rahI thI, bIca meM vRkSa ke nIce eka jaina muni dhyAna kara khar3e the| ve nirvastra the| bhayaMkara sardI thii| rAnI vahAM rukI nhiiN| vaMdanA kara calI gii| rAta ko vaha so rahI thii| eka hAtha kaMbala se bAhara raha gyaa| sardI ke kAraNa vaha jar3a ho gayA, ThiThura gyaa| vaha mRtavat ho gyaa| rAnI ne hAtha uThAnA cAhA, para uThA nhiiN| rAnI ne socA-oha ! hAtha thor3e samaya ke lie sardI meM raha gayA, usakI yaha dazA ho gii| vaha mRtavat ho gayA, jar3a ho gyaa| dhanya haiM ve muni jo nirvastra hokara khule meM dhyAna karate haiN| vaha becArA muni isa

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kaise soceM ? bhaMyakara sardI meM kyA karatA hogA ? samrAT ne sunaa| vaha staMbhita raha gyaa| vaha vahAM se claa| usane socA-mere Adeza ke anusAra yadi anta:pura jalA diyA hai to mahAn anartha ghaTita ho jaaegaa| usakI gati meM tIvratA thii| rAste meM abhaya kumAra milaa| samrATa ne pUchA-kyA Adeza kA pAlana kara diyA ? 'hAM mahArAja! Apake Adeza ke prati maiM lAparavAhI kaise barata sakatA thA ?' samrAT ne kahA-abhayakumAra ! anartha kara ddaalaa| abhayakumAra ne pUchA-kaise ? samrAT ne sArI bAta btaaii| abhayakumAra bolA-maharAja ! Apa cintA na kreN| maiMne Aga lagAI hai, kyoMki ApakA Adeza thaa| kintu usa Aga ko mahala taka pahuMcane meM pUrA dina lgegaa| eka vyagra cintana ke kAraNa kitanI bar3I durghaTanA ghaTita ho sakatI hai aura AdamI kitanA bar3A anartha kara sakatA hai, isa ghaTanA se yaha jAnA jA sakatA hai| na jAne kitane sAmpradAyika sAmAjika vivAda isa vyagra dRSTikoNa ke kAraNa hote haiN| patnI eka bAta kahatI hai, pati use samagratA se nahIM suna paataa| usa adhUrI bAta se ghara meM mahAbhArata ho jAtA hai| bhayAnaka sthiti utpanna ho jAtI hai| vaha kahatA hai, maiMne apane kAnoM se sunaa| 'are, tumhAre kAna kauna se bhagavAn ke kAna A gae ?' maiMne apanI AMkhoM se dekhA hai|' 'are, tumhArI AMkheM kauna sI bhagavAn kI AMkheM A giiN|' AdamI ke kAna aura AMkheM kitanA dhokhA detI haiM, yaha kisI se chupA huA nahIM hai| adhUrI bAta ke AdhAra para AdamI kyA-kyA nahIM kara letaa| vyagratA aura AvezazIlatA ke kAraNa bar3e-bar3e anartha ghaTita hote haiN| samyak aura saMtulita ciMtana ke lie, vidhAyaka dRSTi ke lie sabase pahalI bAta hai, samagratA ke dRSTikoNa kA vikAsa / vyakti ko cAhiye ki vaha kabhI vyagratA kI dRSTi se na soce aura pUrI jAnakArI ke binA nirNaya na le| ____eka bAra cIna meM sainikoM kI anivArya bhartI ho rahI thii| eka vyakti ne Akara mAotse tuMga se kahA-'tumhArI TAMga TUTa gaI hai| acchA huaa| tuma anivArya sainika bhartI se baca ge|' mAotse tuMga ne kahA--'tuma kaha sakate ho ki acchA huaa| maiM yaha nahIM kaha sakatA kyoMki purA citra mere sAmane nahIM

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kaise soceM (1) hai / maiM nahIM kaha sakatA ki acchA huA yA burA huA / ' jaba pUrA citra sAmane hotA hai taba kahA jA sakatA hai ki acchA huA yA burA huA / adhUre citra ke AdhAra para nirNaya nahIM liyA jA sakatA / AdamI jaba adhUre vicAroM, adhUre vikalpoM aura adhUrI bhAvanAoM ke AdhAra para nirNaya letA hai taba saMgharSa aura yuddha paidA hote haiM / AvazyakatA hai ki AdamI meM samagratA ke dRSTikoNa kA vikAsa ho / vidhAyaka dRSTikoNa kI lambI samIkSA hai / usakA pahalA sUtra hai- samagratA kI dRSTi kA vikaas| jaba yaha pahalA sUtra jIvana meM kriyAnvita hotA hai taba vidhAyaka dRSTikoNa kA vikAsa hone laga jAtA hai / 11

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kaise soceM ? (2) garmI kA mausama / jeTha kI dupaharI / cilacilAtI dhUpa / isa garmI meM AdamI kA dimAga bhI garmA jAtA hai / dimAga ThaMDA hotA hai to cintana meM suvidhA hotI hai / dimAga garma hotA hai to cintana meM asuvidhA hotI hai asuvidhA hI nahIM, aneka kaThinAiyAM paidA ho jAtI haiM, AdamI na jAne kyA-kyA kara baiThatA hai / svAsthya kA eka lakSaNa hai-paira garma raheM aura dimAga ThaMDA rahe / para ulTA ho jAtA hai| paira ThaMDe ho jAte haiM aura dimAga garma ho jAtA hai / yaha vicitra sthiti hai / yadi dimAga ThaMDA rahatA hai to AdamI lambe samaya taka jI sakatA hai, zAMti aura Ananda ke sAtha jI sakatA hai / dIrgha zvAsa kA eka sUtra hai- dimAga ko ThaMDA rkhnaa| Aja ke vaijJAnika eka naI vidhi kA vikAsa kara rahe haiM, jisase AdamI pAMca sau varSoM taka yA hajAra varSoM taka jI ske| yaha vidhi hai- zItalIkaraNa kii| AdamI ko ThaMDa meM jamA diyA jaay| dasa varSa taka vaha ThaMDa meM jamA rahA / dasa varSa bAda use garamAyA aura vaha jI uThA / yadi bAra-bAra isa zItalIkaraNa kI prakriyA ho doharAyA jAye to vaha pAMca sau varSa bhI jI sakatA hai aura hajAra varSa bhI jI sakatA hai| vaijJAnikoM ne cIMTiyoM ko ThaMDa meM jamA diyA / saba cIMTiyAM mRtavat ho giiN| dasa minaTa bAda unheM garamAyA gayA / punaH jI utthiiN| unameM halana-calana prArambha ho gyaa| hama bahuta bAra dekhate haiM, makkhiyAM aura cIMTiyAM jaba bahuta ThaMDe pAnI meM gira jAtI haiM, taba ve mRta jaisI ho jAtI haiM, phira jaba unheM bhApa se garamAyA jAtA hai yA dhUpa meM rakhA jAtA hai to ve punaH jIvita ho uThatI haiM / manuSya kA kAyAkalpa kiyA jA sakatA hai- zItalIkaraNa ke dvArA, pUre zarIra ko ThaMDA krke| yadi bImAra ko ThaMDA kiyA jA sake to vaha bahuta lambA sakatA hai| eka bAta aura hai| pUre zarIra ko ThaMDA na bhI kiyA jA sake para yadi dimAga ThaMDA raha sake to AdamI lambA jI sakatA hai / jitanI AkAla-mRtyu hotI hai, choTI Ayu meM mauta hotI hai, usakA eka kAraNa yaha hai ki vyakti kA dimAga bAra-bAra garma ho jAtA hai, Aga bAra-bAra jala uThatI hai, AMca itanI gaharI ho jAtI hai ki kozikAeM jaldI naSTa hone laga jAtI haiN| hamAre jIvana kA AdhAra hai-mastiSka kI koshikaaeN| jaba taka kozikAeM jIvita rahatI haiM, sakriya rahatI haiM to hRdaya gati banda ho jAne para bhI AdamI maratA nhiiN| hRdaya kI gati baMda hai, zvAsa kI gati banda hai kintu yadi mastiSka

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kaise soceM ? (2) kI kozikAeM jIvita haiM to AdamI maregA nahIM, phira jI jaaegaa| kaI bAra aisA dekhA gayA hai ki DAkTara jisa vyakti ko mRta ghoSita kara detA hai, vaha vyakti kucha samaya bAda jI uThatA hai| kabhI-kabhI ve vyakti bhI jI jAte haiM, jinakI arthI nikala cukI hai, jo zmazAnaghATa pahuMca cuke haiM, jinako citA para leTA diyA gayA hai, cAroM ora lakar3iyAM cina dI gaI haiM, para acAnaka halacala hotI hai, lakar3iyAM idhara-udhara bikhara jAtI haiM aura vaha vyakti aMgar3AI lete hue uTha-baiThatA hai| loga use bhUta samajha lete haiM, para yathArtha meM vaha marA hI nahIM thaa| vaha jIvita thaa| DAkTara ne ghoSita kara diyA aura hamane mAna liyaa| para vAstava meM usakA mastiSka sakriya thA, mastiSka marA nahIM thA aura jaba taka mastiSka nahIM maratA, AdamI nahIM maratA, phira cAhe hArTa baMda ho jAe, nAr3I banda ho jaae| hamAre jIvana kA mUla AdhAra hai-mastiSka / vaha mastiSka jitanA ThaMDA rahatA hai utanA hI jIvana acchA rahatA hai aura utanA hI ciMtana svastha hotA hai| svastha ciMtana ke lie, vidhAyaka aura saMtulita cintana ke lie mastiSka kA ThaMDA honA bahuta jarUrI hai| isa dRSTi se ciMtana kA dUsarA mAnadaMDa hogA ki ciMtana Aveza kI sthiti meM kiyA jA rahA hai yA anAveza kI sthiti meM kiyA jA rahA hai ? Aveza ciMtana kA doSa hai| Aveza AyA, ciMtana zurU kiyA, ciMtana to ho sakatA hai para ciMtana svastha nahIM hogA, sahI nahIM hogA, saMtulita aura vidhAyaka nahIM hogaa| vidhAyaka cintana tabhI ho sakatA hai jaba Aveza kI sthiti na ho| ciMtana kA AdhAra tathya honA caahie| tathyoM ke Adha pAra para jo ciMtana hotA hai, vaha ciMtana upayogI tathA jahAM tathya gauNa aura Aveza mukhya ho jAtA hai vahAM cintana kAryakArI nahIM hotA hai| jo vyakti / yAna kA abhyAsI nahIM hotA, jisakA mana para adhikAra nahIM hotA, jisakA mana zAMta aura saMtulita nahIM hotA, vaha vyakti tAtkAlika ciMtana karatA hai, AvezapUrNa ciMtana karatA hai| usakA ciMtana kabhI sahI nahIM hotaa| __eka rAjanetA ke pAsa mitra ne Akara kahA-'amuka-amuka vyakti Apako gAliyAM baka rahA thaa|' rAjanetA ne sunA, AgababUlA ho gayA, bolA-pahale mujhe cunAva jIta lene do, maMtrI bana jAne do, phira maiM batA dUMgA ki gAlI dene kA pariNAma kyA hotA hai ? yaha AvezapUrNa ciMtana kA pariNAma hai| use jAnanA cAhie thA ki amuka AdamI ne gAliyAM dIM yA nhiiN| eka bAta huI, Aveza jAgA aura Aveza hI ciMtana bana gyaa| yaha bhayaMkara avasthA hai| krodha kA Aveza aura ahaMkAra kA Aveza kitanA bhayaMkara hotA hai, yaha ajJAta nahIM hai| isake duSpariNAmoM se hama avagata haiN| naukara bAta nahIM mAnatA, tatkAla ahaMkAra kA Aveza A

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kaise soceM ? jAtA hai aura usa Aveza meM kyA-kyA nahIM kara diyA jAtA ? gAliyAM bolI jAtI haiM, naukara ko pITa diyA jAtA hai, use naukarI se nikAla diyA jAtA hai| yaha sArA ahaMkAra ke Aveza ke kAraNa hotA hai| kyA yaha jarUrI hai, hara AdamI hara AdamI kA Adeza mAne ? koI jarUrI nahIM hai| mAnanA acchA hotA hai, para kabhI-kabhI na mAnanA usase bhI acchA hotA hai| mAlika socatA hai to naukara nahIM socatA ? mAlika ne naukara se kahA-'jAo, bagIce meM pAnI sIMca aao|' naukara bolA-'mAlika! bAhara mUsalAdhAra varSA barasa rahI hai| pAnI sIMcane se kyA ?' mAlika bolA-'mUrkha ho tuma / varSA barasa rahI haiM to chAtA le jAo aura pAnI sIMca aao|' naukara aba kyA kare ? kahane vAlA mAlika itanA bhI nahIM socatA ki mUsalAdhAra varSA ho rahI hai, paudhoM ko pAnI sIMcane kA artha hI kyA ho sakatA hai ? naukara isa Adeza ko mAne to kyoM ? ___ Adeza dene vAle sabhI bahuta samajhadAra hote haiM aura bahuta vivekapUrNa Adeza dete haiM, aisA to nahIM hai| bahuta bAra aise Adeza de diye jAte haiM ki unheM mAna lene para anartha ho sakatA hai| kintu na mAnane para mAlika kA krodha aura Aveza taiyAra rahatA hai| usake pariNAma bhI bhugatane par3ate haiN| Aveza ke kAraNa cintana kI dizAeM vikRta bana jAtI haiN| AdamI eka dUsare ko samajha nahIM paataa| pati-patnI, bhAI-bhAI, naukara-svAmI ke saMbaMdhoM meM jo dUrI AtI hai, usameM Aveza kA mukhya hAtha rahatA hai| jaba Aveza kA paradA bIca meM hotA hai taba AdamI dUsare AdamI ko samajha nahIM pAtA, dekha nahIM paataa| Aveza hI dikhegaa| sAmane vAlA vyakti vaisA hI dikhegA jaisA pratibimba Aveza ke sAtha jur3A huA hai| Aveza ciMtana ko kabhI samyak nahIM hone detaa| isalie saMtulita cintana kA mAnadaNDa banatA hai-anAveza avasthA kA abhyaas| yaha kaise ho sakatA hai ? kyA krodha aura ahaMkAra ko kama kiyA jA sakatA hai ? loga isa bhASA meM nahIM socate ki ahaMkAra ko miTAyA jA sakatA hai yA kama kiyA jA sakatA hai ? ve isa bhASA meM socate haiM ki krodha to svabhAva hai, vaha miTane vAlA nahIM hai| ahaMkAra manuSya kA svabhAva hai, vaha miTane vAlA nahIM hai| AdamI badalatA nhiiN| ye miTate nhiiN| AdamI nahIM badalatA, isako mAna lene para badalane kA prazna hI nahIM utthtaa| dhyAna kA abhyAsI vyakti sabase pahale isa mithyA dhAraNA ko tor3atA hai| jo isa dharaNA ko nahIM tor3atA, vaha dhyAna kA acchA abhyAsI nahIM ho sktaa| dhyAna kA abhyAsa karane vAle ko pahalA pATha par3hanA hogA ki AdamI badala sakatA hai, usakA svabhAva badala sakatA hai| yadi AdamI na badale, svabhAva na badale to dhyAna ko hI badala denA

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kaise soceM ? (2) cAhie, chor3a denA cAhie / phira dhyAna kA koI prayojana nahIM, koI sArthakatA nahIM / dhyAna kI sArthakatA to yahI hai ki citta itanA ekAgra aura nirmala bana jAe ki usameM jo bure svabhAva ke paramANu jame hue haiM, ve sAre ke sAre dhulakara baha jaaeN| citta nirmala ho jAe / jaba citta sApha ho jAtA hai phira AdateM kahAM TikatI haiM ? sArI AdateM citta kI kaluSatA meM TikatI haiN| kaluSatA kI itanI cikanAhaTa citta para jamI huI hai ki jo bhI AtA hai vaha vahAM cipaka jAtA hai / sArI AdatoM aura svabhAvoM ko AdhAra dene vAlA hai citta, cetanA / eka prazna AtA hai, AtmA nirmala hotI hai, cetanA nirmala hotI hai phira karma usa para kaise cipaka jAte haiM / loga AropaNa kI bhASA bahuta jAnate haiN| jo nahIM hai, use Aropita kara lete haiM / cetanA nirmala ho sakatI hai, hogI, para vartamAna meM vaha nirmala nahIM hai / jo vartamAna meM nahIM hai, usako usI paryAya meM dekhA jAe / bhaviSya ke paryAya kA vartamAna meM AropaNa na ho aura atIta ke paryAya kA bhaviSya meM AropaNa na ho / AropaNa se aneka kaThinAiyAM utpanna ho jAtI haiN| sonA jo AMca meM tapA, vaha nirmala ho gayA, pIlA ho gayA, camakadAra bana gyaa| para khadAna se nikalate sone ko dekhakara yaha kalpanA nahIM kI jA sakatI ki sonA itanA camakadAra hotA hai / usa samaya vaha kevala miTTI kA DhelA hotA hai| kacce sone meM aura pakke sone meM bahuta antara hotA hai| Aga meM nikalane vAle sone kI camaka aura miTTI ke sAtha mile hue sone kI camaka kI tulanA hI kyA ? sAre maloM ke dUra ho jAne ke pazcAt jo camaka AtI hai, vaha nirAlI hotI hai| isI prakAra sAdhanA kI bhaTTI meM paka jAne ke bAda cetanA meM jo nirmalatA AtI hai usa nirmalatA kI kalpanA kaSAya-malina, viSaya aura vAsanA se lipta cetanA meM nahIM kI jA sktii| vartamAna meM hamArI cetanA kaSAyoM se lipta hai / krodha, ahaMkAra, kapaTa, chalanA, pravaMcanA, lAlaca, ghRNA, bhaya, IrSyA, rAga aura dveSa, priyatA aura apriyatA ke saMvedana - ina sabase jur3I huI cetanA nirmala kaise ho sakatI hai ? ina sabako TikAe hue kauna hai ? acetana meM kabhI krodha nahIM hotA / kyA dIvAra kabhI gussA karatI hai? yadi ye dIvAreM gussA karane laga jAeM to AdamI kI aisI sthiti hogI ki usakI kalpanA bhI nahIM kI jA sakegI / paTTa, jisa para hama baiThate haiM, vaha kabhI gussA nahIM karatA / usa para hama paira rakhate haiM, para vaha kucha nahIM khtaa| kisI ke sira para paira rakha kara dekheM / chUte hI AdamI bar3abar3Ane laga jAtA hai, usakA pArA car3ha jAtA hai, para becArA paTTa na kabhI krodha karatA hai aura na kabhI ahaMkAra karatA hai| kisI AdamI ke sira para paira rakheM, ahaMkAra kA sarpa phuphakAra uThegA 1 15

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kaise soceM ? acetana meM na krodha hotA hai, na ahaMkAra hotA hai aura na chalanA/pravaMcanA hotI hai| AdamI AdamI ko Thaga letA hai, cetana cetana ko Thaga letA hai| para kabhI jar3a ne kisI cetana ko ThagA ho, aisA dekhane-sunane meM nahIM aayaa| ye sArI pravaMcanAeM, sArI ThagAiyAM AdamI ne hI paidA kI haiM aura AdamI hI inheM karatA calA jA rahA hai| dUsare zabdoM meM, cetana ne paidA kI hai aura cetana hI karatA calA jA rahA hai| isakA niSkarSa hai ki sArI burAiyoM ko cetana hI TikAe hue hai| acetana meM koI burAI nahIM hotii| acetana meM to jo hotA hai vaha hotA hai| na acchAI hotI hai aura na burAI hotI hai| cetana hI saba TikAe hue hai, para kaba taka-yaha prazna hai| jaba taka cetana apane cetanasvarUpa kA anubhava nahIM karatA, taba taka ye doSa Tike hue rahate haiN| ___ dhyAna cetana-svarUpa ke anubhava kI prakriyA hai| dhyAna apane svarUpa ke jAgaraNa kI prakriyA hai| jaba taka svarUpa kI vismRti banI rahatI hai taba taka ye sAre doSa cetana meM Tike rahate haiN| unako AdhAra aura sahArA milatA rahatA hai| itanA vAtAnukUlita sthAna mila gayA hai unako ki vahAM na sardI kA bhaya hai aura na garmI kA bhaya hai| jitane pApa haiM, doSa haiM, burAiyAM haiM-ye sAre cetana ke AdhAra ko pAkara maje se jI rahe haiM, panapa rahe haiN| jinako AdhAra prApta hai, ve ArAma se jI rahe haiM aura jo AdhAra dene vAlA hai, vaha bure hAla meM jI rahA hai| bar3I vicitra sthiti hai| aisA hotA hai| makAna mAlika du:kha pAtA hai aura kirAyedAra sukha se jItA hai| kirAyedAra se makAna khAlI karA pAnA sahaja nahIM hai| ina doSoM se cetanA ko mukta kara pAnA sahaja-sarala nahIM hai| isa artha meM logoM kI dhAraNA ekadama galata nahIM hai ki svabhAva ko badalA nahIM jA sktaa| asaMkhya kAla se jo saMskAra cetana para adhikAra kie baiThe haiM, unheM saralatA se ukhAr3A nahIM jA sktaa| kintu dhyAna eka aisI prakriyA hai jisase cetanA para AI huI cikanAhaTa ko dhIre-dhIre sApha kiyA jA sakatA hai| aura jaba cikanAhaTa dhulatI hai taba usa para cipake rahane vAle tattva bhI dhulate jAte haiN| kirAyedAra ko kAnUna kI ora se kucheka adhikAra prApta haiN| usase makAna khAlI nahIM karAyA jA sktaa| para jaba makAna jarjara ho jAtA hai, mUsalAdhAra varSA hotI hai, tuphAna AtA hai to vaha makAna Dhaha jAtA hai| usa sthiti meM sAre kirAyedAra boriyA-bistara sameTa kara anyatra cale jAte haiN| makAna apane Apa khAlI ho jAtA hai| dhyAna eka aisI mUlasAdhAra varSA hai, aisA tUphAna hai ki makAna ko khaMDahara banA detA hai aura taba sAre kirAyedAra-doSa nikala bhAgate haiN| yaha hai badalane kI prkriyaa| saba kucha badala jAtA hai|

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kaise soceM ? (2) 17 isa duniyA meM kucha parivartanIya hai aura kucha aprivrtniiy| jo aparivartanIya hai, jo dhrauvyAMza hai use nahIM badalA jA sktaa| kintu jo paryAya haiM, unheM badalA jA sakatA hai| koI bhI paryApa aparivartanIya nahIM hotaa| krodha kI avasthA eka paryAya hai, mAna aura ahaMkAra kI avasthA eka paryAya hai, lobha kI avasthA eka paryAya hai, priyatA aura apriyatA kI avasthA eka paryAya hai| aise hajAroM paryAya haiN| ve kabhI aparivartanIya nahIM hote| unheM badalA jA sakatA hai| sAre saMbaMdha aura sabhI karma paryAya haiN| unheM badalA jA sakatA hai| mUla tattva ko nahIM badalA jA sktaa| mUla tattva do hI haiM-cetana aura acetn| ye nahIM badale jA skte| cetana acetana meM yA acetana cetana meM nahIM badalA jA sktaa| paryAya badale jA sakate haiN| jaba yaha tathya jAna liyA jAtA hai taba sAre saMbaMdha-vijAtIya bhAva TUTane laga jAte haiN| usa sthiti meM yaha spaSTa anubhava hone lagatA hai ki dhyAna visaMbaMdha kI prakriyA hai| dhyAna karane vAle vyakti kI cetanA saMbaMdhAtIta hone laga jAtI hai| yaha vyavahAra meM kucha aTapaTI-sI bAta lagatI hai| para yaha hotA hai| usa vyakti kA sArA rasa badala jAtA hai, mara jAtA hai| jaba vaha parama rasa meM magna ho jAtA hai, taba ye nIce ke rasa tuccha ho jAte haiM, rasahIna ho jAte haiN| padArtha meM rasAnubhUti taba taka hI hotI hai jaba taka rasAtIta avasthA kA anubhava nahIM ho jaataa| dhyAna se saMbaMdhAtIta avasthA kA udaya hotA hai aura taba saba kucha visaMbaMdhita ho jAtA hai| padArtha padArtha mAtra raha jAtA hai aura cetanA cetanA mAtra raha jAtI hai| padArtha ko cetanA ke sAtha jor3ane vAlA sUtra hai-aaskti| vaha dhyAna kI prakriyA se kaTa jAtA hai, taba padArtha upayogitA mAtra raha jAtA hai| jInA hai to zvAsa lenA hI hogA, bhojana aura pAnI kA upayoga karanA hI hogaa| jInA hai to kapar3e aura makAna kA upayoga karanA hI hogaa| ina saba meM upayogitA kI dRSTi banI rahatI hai, mUrchA yA Asakti TUTa jAtI hai, yaha eka naI sthiti kA nirmANa hai| dhyAna ke dvArA cintana meM sRjanAtmaka zakti kA vikAsa hotA hai| usakA sAdhana banatA hai-anaavesh| yaha hai Aveza kA abhaav| cintana kA eka doSa hai-saMdeha / AdamI saMdeha bahuta karatA hai| vaha khatarA uThAtA hai, isalie saMdeha karatA hai| eka kahAvata hai-dUdha se jalA chAcha ko bhI phUMka-phUMka kara pItA hai| isameM sacAI hai| AdamI jaba ThagA jAtA hai taba hara bAta meM saMdeha karane laga jAtA hai| yadi pravaMcanA ke tattva samAja meM nahIM hote to AdamI meM

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18 kaise soceM ? sandeha paidA nahIM hotA / pravaMcanA ke tattva haiM, isalie saMdeha hone lagA / eka vyApArI bAhara se mAla lekara AyA / rAste meM cuMgI kI caukI thI / vaha AMkha curAkara calA gyaa| cuMgI ke adhikArI ko patA laga gyaa| aba vaha adhika satarka rahane lgaa| isase pahale cuMgI curAne kA prasaMga nahIM AyA thA, isalie adhikArI vizvasta rahate the / svayaM vyApArI Akara unako batA jAtA, cuMgI de jAtA / aba eka AdamI ne pravaMcanA kI aura adhikArI sAre vyApAriyoM kI talAzI lene laga gyaa| pahale talAzI nahIM lI jAtI thI, kyoMki pravaMcanA kA tattva ubharA nahIM thA, koI pravaMcanA nahIM karatA thA / eka ne pravaMcanA kI aura sabako pariNAma bhugatanA pdd'aa| pravaMcanA saMzaya ko paidA karatI hai / pravaMcanA ke binA saMdeha utpanna hI nahIM hotA / Aja sAmAjika vAtAvaraNa hI aisA bana gayA hai ki hara AdamI vizvasanIya bAta meM bhI avizvAsa karatA hai| vaha kisI kA bharosA nahIM krtaa| beTA bApa kA bharosA nahIM karatA aura bApa beTA kA bharosA nahIM karatA / nepoliyana ne eka bAra kahA thA- mere zabdakoza meM 'asaMbhava' jaisA zabda hI nahIM hai, vaise hI Aja ke zabdakozoM se 'vizvAsa' jaise zabda ko nikAla denA cAhie / sarvatra saMzaya hI saMzaya / saMzaya ke binA koI bAta hI nahIM hotI / ciMtana kA eka doSa hai - saMzaya / jaba AdamI saMzaya ke AdhAra para cintana karatA hai taba cintana vidhAyaka nahIM hotA, truTi rahita nahIM hotA / vaha kabhI bhI saMtulita cintana nahIM ho sakatA / jIvana meM AsthA kA sthAna bahuta UMcA hai| jisa jIvana meM AsthA nahIM hotI, vaha jIvana AdhArazUnya hotA hai / usa jIvana meM saphalatA kA varaNa nahIM ho sktaa| AsthA ke tIna AdhAra stambha haiM- kSamatA, kartRtva aura sArvabhauma niyamoM kI jJapti / pahala tattva hai - kSamatA / pratyeka vyakti ko yaha vizvAsa honA cAhie ki usameM asIma kSamatA hai / dUsarAtattva hai - kartRtva / hara AdamI meM yaha bharosA honA cAhie ki vaha usa kArya ko kara sakatA hai / usameM kartRtva zakti hai / tIsarA tattva hai- sArvabhauma niyamoM kA jJAna / zakti ke savibhauma niyamoM kA jJAna aura una para vizvAsa honA cAhie / AsthA kA artha kisI para bharosA karanA nahIM hotaa| usakA artha hai

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kaise soceM ? (2) 19 apane Apa para bharosA karanA / koI kisI para bharosA nahIM krtaa| saba svayaM para bharosA karate haiN| jaba AdamI meM apanI kSamatA para vizvAsa, apane kartRtva para vizvAsa aura sArvabhauma niyamoM para vizvAsa hotA hai taba vaha pUrNa AsthAvAn banatA hai| hama jAnate haiM ki hamAre meM asIma zakti hai, ananta zakti hai| hama yaha bhI jAnate haiM ki yadi AdamI samyak puruSArtha karatA hai to asaMbhava lagane vAlA kAma bhI saMbhava bana jAtA hai| vyakti kA puruSArtha aura prayatna phalavAn hote haiN| kartRtva kI bhI eka sImA hai| isa dRSTi se AdamI ko sArvabhauma niyama bhI jAna lene caahie| yadi koI AdamI isa dizA meM prayatna aura puruSArtha kare ki manuSya mare hI nahIM, use mauta Ae hI nahIM to yaha sArvabhauma niyama ko na jAnane kA pariNAma hogaa| koI yaha kaha sakatA hai, maiM saMkalpa zakti kA prayoga karUMgA, icchAzakti aura ekAgratA kI zakti kA prayoga karUMgA, dhyAna kA prayoga karUMgA aura phira yaha ghoSaNA karUMgA ki maiM kabhI nahIM marUMgA, para aisA hogA nhiiN| saMkalpazakti aura icchAzakti dharI raha jaaegii| eka dina AegA, AdamI mara jaaegaa| kyoM ! kyoMki usane satya ko samajhA hI nhiiN| mRtyu sarvAbhauma niyama hai| koI bhI isakA apavAda nahIM ho sktaa| __ yaha bhI eka sArvabhauma niyama hai ki binA badale isa duniyA meM kucha bhI nahIM raha sktaa| jisane eka AkAra liyA hai, use dUsarA AkAra lenA hI pdd'egaa| jisane eka pariNamana kiyA hai use dUsarA pariNamana karanA hI pdd'egaa| badalane aura pariNata hone kI sImA ho sakatI hai, kAla kI avadhi ho sakatI hai| yaha avadhi dasa varSa kI ho sakatI hai, hajAra aura lAkha varSa kI ho sakatI hai, asaMkhya kAla kI ho sakatI hai| para yaha aTala niyama hai ki badalanA hI pdd'egaa| hama eka paramANu ko leN| vaha Aja kAle raMga kA hai| eka nizcita avadhi ke bAda use apanA raMga badalanA hI hogaa| raMga svata: badala jAtA hai| badalane vAlA dUsarA koI nahIM hai| yaha eka sArvarbhAma niyama hai| yaha eka aisI niyati hai ki jise kabhI TAlA nahIM jA sktaa| jo eka raMga meM abhivyakta huA hai to use dUsarA raMga bhI lenA hogaa| eka sparza meM AyA hai to use dUsarA sparza bhI lenA hogaa| jitane paryAya haiM, ve sAre badalate haiN| una paryAyoM ko badalane se nahIM rokA jA sktaa| unheM kabhI zAzvata nahIM banAyA jA sktaa| janma eka paryAya hai| mRtyu bhI eka paryAya hai| jisane janma liyA hai, use maranA hI pdd'egaa|

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kaise soceM ? haThayoga ke granthoM meM aneka sthaloM para yaha ullekha milatA hai ki amuka dravya kA prayoga karo, amara ho jaaoge| Ayurveda ke grantha bhI isa bAta kA ullekha karate haiM ki amuka rasAyaNa kA prayoga karo, ajara-amara bana jaaoge| saMbhava hai vyakti ajara to bana jAe, para amara nahIM bana sktaa| yaha Avazyaka nahIM hai ki hara AdamI bUr3hA hokara hI mre| AdamI javAnI meM bhI mara sakatA hai aura javAnI ko lambe samaya taba TikAe bhI rakha sakatA hai| ajara rahane kI bAta samajha meM A jAtI hai para amara vAlI bAta samajha meM nahIM aatii| amara to koI hotA hI nhiiN| yaha bhrama paidA ho gayA ki granthoM meM amara hone kI bAta likhI par3I hai, prayoga likhe par3e haiM to yaha avazyaMbhAvI ghaTanA hai| amara ho sakate haiN| kucheka loga aisI ghoSaNA bhI kara dete haiM ki maiM nahIM mruuNgaa| maiMne sAdhanA ke dvArA mRtyu para vijaya prApta kara lI hai| bar3I mUrchA ho jAtI hai| likhane vAloM ne likhA hogA kisI apekSA se| unakI apekSA yaha rahI hogI ki ajara-amara ho jAegA arthAt akAla mauta nahIM mregaa| yaha apekSA vismRta ho gaI aura yaha bAta pakar3a lI gaI ki AdamI amara ho jaaegaa| yaha bahuta bar3I samasyA paidA ho gii| saMzaya kA artha hai-saMbhAvanA kI asviikRti| saMzaya karane vAlA vyakti saMbhAvanA ko sarvathA asvIkAra kara detA hai| hama AsthA kA nirmANa kareM aura saMbhAvanA ko svIkAra kreN| AsthA se saMbhAvanA kA svIkAra hotA hai| cintana kI truTi kahAM hotI hai, ise hama smjheN| koI naI bAta sAmane AtI hai aura AdamI tatkAla kaha detA hai-aisA kabhI saMbhava nahIM hogaa| Aja vAyuyAna AkAza meM hajAroM phuTa UMce ur3atA hai| isameM kisI ko saMdeha nahIM hai| saba loga jAnate haiM, kintu pahale kI bAta hai| eka amerikana pAdarI se eka kaoNleja ke priMsipala ne kahA-'yaha asaMbhava bAta hai| aisA ho hI nahIM sktaa|' niyati kI bAta hai ki usI pAdarI ke do lar3akoM ne paiMtIsa varSa pazcAt pahalI bAra AkAza meM ur3Ana bhrii| saMbhAvanAoM ko asvIkAra karanA sabase bar3I truTi hai| kaI bAra patroM meM par3hate haiM, vaijJAnika jIna kA nirmANa karane meM lage hue haiN| ve jIna ke nirmANa meM saphala ho rahe haiM aura saMbhava hai ve jIna kA nirmANa bhI kara leN| loga kaha dete haiM, yaha asaMbhava kalpanA hai| jIna kA nirmANa kaise kiyA jA sakatA hai ?

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kaise soceM ? (2) yaha saMbhAvanA kI asvIkRti ajJAna ke kAraNa hotI hai| sambhAvanA ko asvIkAra kyoM kiyA jAe ? usake lie avakAza sadA se rahA hai| vikAsa kI sArI kahAnI saMbhAvanA-svIkRti kI kahAnI hai| jaina AcAryoM dvArA racita eka prAcIna grantha hai-joNipAhuDa' (yonipraabhRt)| usa grantha meM jIva aura ajIva, cetana aura acetana kI jitanI yoniyAM ho sakatI haiM, unakA varNana hai| Azcarya hotA hai ki Aja itanI vaijJAnika gaveSaNAoM ke bAda bhI parakhanalI' meM zizu ko utpanna karane kI prakriyA pUrNata: saphala nahIM huI hai| kintu usa yoniprAbhUta grantha meM batalAyA gayA hai ki kisI bhI prakAra ke prANI ko utpanna kiyA jA sakatA hai| usameM udAharaNa milate haiM ki amuka vyakti ne hajAroM bhaiMse banAe, ghor3e banAe Adi-Adi ! ghaTanA AtI hai eka bhakta rAjA apane guru ke pAsa jAkara bolA-gurudeva! zatru ne nagara para AkramaNa kara diyA hai| Apa koI rAstA btaaeN| maiM usakA sAmanA karane meM asamartha huuN| Apako hI bacAnA hogaa|' guru ne karuNA dRSTi se bhakta rAjA ko dekhaa| mana karuNA se bhara gyaa| unhoMne upAya khojaa| yoniprAbhRta graMtha ke jJAna kA upayoga kiyaa| tAlAba meM kucha dravya pheMkA aura tatkAla usameM se hajAroM ghur3asavAra nikalane zurU hue| ve nikalate hI ge| zatru senA ne dekhaa| vaha ghabarA gii| usane socA-kitanA vizAla hai isa rAjA kI azvasenA! zatru senA bhAga gii| dusarA prasaMga hai| AcArya madhyarAtri meM apane ziSyoM ko yoniprAbhUta kI vAcanA de rahe the| usa dina kA prasaMga thA-matsyoM ke utpAdana kI vidhi / rAste se eka macchImAra gujara rahA thaa| usane kAna lagAkara sArI vidhi suna lii| dUsare hI dina usane usa vidhi kA prayoga kiyaa| tAlAba machaliyoM se labAlaba bhara gyaa| AcArya usI rAste se roja Ate jAte the unhoMne socA ki jo tAlAba Aja taka machaliyoM se zUnya rahatA thA, usameM itanI machaliyAM kahAM se A giiN| AcArya ne socA ki saMbhava hai kisI ne yaha vidhi suna lI hai| dUsare zabdoM meM hama isa utpAdana vidhi ko jineTika injIniyariMga kaha sakate haiN| yaha vidhi bahuta prAcIna hai| ___ ina sArI bAtoM kA niSkarSa yaha hai ki hama kabhI bhI sambhAvanA ke dvAra ko banda na kreN| AsthA ke nirmANa kA artha hai-sambhAvanA kI svIkRti / jahAM

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kaise soceM ? sambhAvanA kI svIkRti hotI hai vahAM cintana samyak ho jAtA hai| vahAM koI Agraha nahIM hotA / Agraha vahIM panapatA hai jahAM sambhAvanA ko svIkAra nahIM kiyA jAtA / 22 / rAjA ne galata cintana kA AdhAra hai Aveza rAjA khule paira ghUma rahA thA / acAnaka eka kAMTA cubhA / bahuta pIr3A huii| maMtrI se kahA-dekho, kAMTe kA kitanA darda hotA hai ? merI riyAsata meM aneka loga khule paira calate hoNge| unake pairoM meM kAMTe cubhate hoNge| tuma aisA karo ki hamAre riyAsata kI sArI bhUmi ko camar3e se mar3ha do| phira kisI ko kAMTA nahIM cubhegA / yaha eka Aveza se prerita Adeza thaa| rAjA ne nahIM socA, yadi sArI pRthvI camar3e se mar3ha jAegI to anAja paidA kaise hogA ? AdamI kyA khAegA? pazu kyA khAeMge ? yUnAna kA rAjA thA miDAsa / usane devatA se vara mAMgA- 'maiM jisako chUUM, vaha sone kA bana jaae|' devatA ne varadAna de diyA / aba jisa kisI padArtha ke hAtha lagAtA hai, vaha sone kA bana jAtA hai| lar3akI AI daudd'ii-daudd'ii| pitA miDAsa ne pyAra se use chuaa| vaha nirjIva ho gii| sone kI bana gii| rAjA ne bhojana ko hAtha lagAyA, pAnI ko chuA, saba svarNamaya bana ge| bhUkha aura pyAsa se vaha chaTapaTAne lagA / socA maiMne galata cintana kiyA hai / galata vara mAMga DAlA / devatA kA smaraNa kiyA / devA AyA / kSamA maaNgii| bolA- deva ! maiM jaisA thA vaisA hI mujhe rahane do| apanA varadAna vApasa le lo / ' manuSya Aveza aura tanAva kI sthiti meM galata soca letA hai / usa sthita meM vaha kabhI bhI sahI nirNaya nahIM le sakatA / yadi yaha bAta pUrNata: samajha lI jAtI hai to bahuta sAre vakIloM aura jajoM kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM raha jAtI / tanAva ke kAraNa hI vyakti nyAyAlaya kI zaraNa meM jAtA hai| vahAM jAne vAlA bhI pachatAtA hai aura nahIM jAne vAlA bhI pachatAtA hai / vaha bUra kA laDDU hai / na khAne vAlA bhI pachatAtA hai aura khAne vAlA bhI pachatAtA hai / yadi Aveza kI sthiti samApta ho jAe to nyAyAlaya meM calane vAle sattara pratizata mukadame vaise hI samApta ho jAte haiM / maiMne sunA hai ki pazcima jarmanI meM eka prayoga kiyA jA rahA hai / jo vyakti kriminala kesa lekara AtA hai, use ekAnta meM 5-6 ghaMTe biThAyA jAtA hai / phira usase pUchatAcha kI jAtI hai / unhoMne niSkarSa ke rUpa meM batAyA ki sattara pratizata vyakti to binA zikAyata kie hI lauTa jAte haiM, kyoMki ve

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kaise soceM ? (2) Aveza kI vazIbhUta hokara nyAyAlaya meM Ae the| Aveza miTA aura ve zAnta ho ge| vidhAyaka aura niSedhAtmaka cintana ke ye kucheka pahalU haiN| cintana ko vidhAyaka banAne ke lie paristhitiyoM ko badalanA jarUrI hotA hai| unako badalane kA ekamAtra vikalpa hai-citta kI ekAgratA, citta kI nirmltaa|

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kaise soceM ? (3) __ Aja mausama suhAvanA ho gyaa| maMda-maMda varSA, halkI phuhaareN| bhayaMkara garmI ke bAda eka phuhAra bhI AdamI ko Ananda detI hai| mausama kA svabhAva hai, vaha eka rUpa nahIM hotaa| kabhI garmI, kabhI ThaMDhaka / duniyA meM eka rUpa koI bhI nahIM hai| mausama hI kyA ? koI bhI eka rUpa nahIM hai| saba badalate rahate haiN| AdamI bhI kabhI ThaMDA hotA hai, kabhI garma ho jAtA hai| na jAne kitanI bAra hotA hai aisaa| yaha parivartana eka aTala niyama hai| ise kabhI nahIM TAlA jA sktaa| saba badalate haiN| hamAre vicAra bhI badalate haiN| ve bhI zAzvata kahAM haiM ? kucha loga kahate haiM ki ye vicAra to zAzvata haiM ? donoM kA virodhAbhAsa-vicAra aura zAzvata-donoM kA yoga hI kahAM? vicAra kA artha hotA hai calane vaalaa| calane vAlA zAzvata kaise hogA ? kabhI zAzvata nahIM ho sktaa| jo cala hai vaha acala nahIM ho sakatA aura jo acala hai vaha cala nahIM ho sktaa| cala aura acala kA yoga to ho sakatA hai| eka dravya meM calAza bhI hotA hai aura acalAMza bhI hotA hai, donoM aMza mila sakate haiM, kintu jo acala hai vaha cala nahIM ho sakatA aura jo cala hai vaha acala nahIM ho sktaa| jo dhruva hai vaha parivartanazAlI nahIM ho sakatA aura jo parivartanazIla hai vaha kabhI dhruva nahIM ho sktaa| pratyeka dravya meM donoM prakAra ke dharma milate haiM-dhrauvyAMza aura calAMza, parivartanazIlatA aura aprivrtnshltaa| vicAra sadA parivartanazIla hotA hai| kahate haiM Aja isa AdamI kA vicAra badala gyaa| isameM kyoM Azcarya honA cAhie ? vicAra yadi na badale to usameM Azcarya honA caahie| vicAra badale usameM kauna-sA Azcarya hai ? vicAra kA kAma hI hai badala jaanaa| kala jo vicAra thA vaha Aja nahIM hogA aura Aja jo vicAra hai vaha Ane vAle kala meM nahIM hogaa| agara eka hI vicAra pUre jIvanakAla meM Tika jAe to mAnanA cAhie bar3A rUr3hIvAdI AdamI hai| itane lambe samaya taka eka vicAra Tika gyaa| vicAra kA kAma hai-satata pravAha, gatizIlatA badalate jAnA, badalate jaanaa| jo pakar3akara baiTha jAte haiM ki maiMne to eka vicAra pakar3a liyA hai, aba choDUMgA nhiiN| vaha bar3A ahaMkAra aura garva kA anubhava karatA hai, socatA maiM bar3A majabUta AdamI hUM ki pakar3I huI bAta ko chor3atA nhiiN| are, kaunasI bar3I bAta kara dI tumane ? yaha to mUrkhatA kI bAta hai| bAta hai mUrkhatA kI aura mAna letA hai garva kI baat| garva se kahatA hai ki maiM kitanA dRr3ha AdamI huuN| patthara bahuta majabUta hotA hai| haDDI bahuta majabUta ho jAtI hai to bahuta khatarA

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kaise soceM ? (3) hotA hai| haDDiyAM lacIlI rahatI haiM to AdamI svastha rahatA hai| bImArI kA pahalA lakSaNa hai haDDiyoM kA kaThora ho jaanaa| haDDI akar3a gaI, kar3I par3a gaI to mAna leM, svAsthya calA gyaa| isalie eka bAta para DaTa jAnA, koI vizeSatA kI bAta nahIM hai, parantu kabhI-kabhI aisA bhI hotA hai ki AdamI mUrkhatA kI bAta ko bhI bahuta vizeSatA kI bAta mAna letA hai| yahI vicAra kA antara hai| samyak vicAra aura samyak cintana nahIM hotA hai to AdamI galata bAta ko sahI mAna lete haiM aura mUrkhatA ko samajhadArI mAna lete haiN| Azcarya kI bAta yaha hai ki unheM yaha bhAna bhI nahIM hotA ki ve mUrkhatA kara rahe haiN| bahuta loga aise hote haiM jinheM apanI mUrkhatA kA kabhI patA hI nahIM cltaa| do heliyA miliiN| bAteM calane lgiiN| eka sahelI ne apanI sahelI se kahA-Ajakala aurateM apane patiyoM kI niMdA bahuta karatI haiN| niMdA karanA burA hai| aisA nahIM karanA caahie| mujhe bhI dekho, merA pati kitanA AlasI hai, nAlAyaka hai, kitanA mUrkha hai para maiM kabhI kisI ko nahIM kahatI ki merA pati aisA hai, vaisA hai| ajIba sthiti hotI hai hamAre ciMtana kii| AdamI mUrkhatA karatA hI calA jAtA hai aura use bhAna hI nahIM hotA ki maiM mUrkhatA kara rahA huuN| mUrkhatA para bhI eka mulammA car3hAne kA prayatna karatA rahatA hai| vicAra kA kSetra bhI aisA hI hotA hai| bar3A vicitra hotA hai vicAra kA saMsAra / vahAM virodhAbhAsa palate haiM, vahAM visaMgatiyAM palatI haiN| vahAM samajhadArI kI oTa meM mUrkhatA palatI hai| aisA hai vicAra kA kSetra / avicAra meM to aisA hotA nhiiN| tIna sthitiyAM haiM-avicAra, vicAra aura nirvicaar| eka avicAra kI sthiti vaha hai jisameM vyakti cintana karanA jAnatA hI nhiiN| choTe prANI haiM, ve cintana karanA nahIM jaante| manuSya meM bhI kucha aise avikasita manuSya haiM, unakA mastiSka avikasita hotA hai| ve vicAra karanA nahIM jaante| yaha avicAra hai vicAra kI akssmtaa| dUsarI avasthA hai-vicaar| isa avasthA meM prANI cintana karatA hai, socatA hai| tIsarI avasthA hai-nirvicAra / yaha hai dhyAna kI avsthaa| isa avasthA meM cale jAne para vicAra samApta ho jAte haiN| na koI kalpanA, na koI sphUrti aura na koI cintana / sAre daravAje banda ho jAte haiN| yaha hamArI nirvicAra avasthA hai| nirvicAra kA anubhava zabdAtIta anubhava hotA hai aura usameM usa cetanA kA jAgaraNa hotA hai jo cetanA indriyoM se, mana se, buddhi se aura viveka se pare hai| sabase pare kI cetanA atIndriya cetanA kI avasthA bana jAtI hai|

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kaise soceM ? vahAM kevala AtmA kA anubhava zeSa bacatA hai, bAkI smRtiyAM lupta ho jAtI haiN| vaha eka parama avasthA hai| usakI carcA zabdoM meM nahIM ho sktii| yaha anubhava kA viSaya hai| buddhi kI sImA kA jo viSaya hai vaha zabdoM dvArA pratipAdita kiyA jA sakatA hai| jo buddhi se pare kA saMsAra hai, vaha zabdAtIta hotA hai| usake bAre meM kahA jAe to bhI kucha nahIM banatA aura na kaheM to bhI mana nahIM maantaa| kahane aura na kahane kI donoM sthitiyoM meM AdamI ulajhA rahatA hai| kintu hamArA saMsAra buddhi kA saMsAra aura vicAra kA saMsAra hai, vahAM ye bAteM hotI haiM, virodhAbhAsa hote haiN| jitanA virodhAbhAsa vaicArika jagat meM hotA hai utanA kahIM nahIM hotaa| eka AdamI Aja eka bAta kahatA hai vahI AdamI kala dUsarI bAta kaha detA hai| ___ carcila ne kahA thA ki kuzala rAjanItijJa vaha hotA hai jo subaha eka bAta kahatA hai aura zAma ko usakA khaNDana kara detA hai isa caturAI ke sAtha ki subaha maiMne kahA thA vaha bhI ThIka thA aura aba jo kaha rahA hUM vaha bhI ThIka vicAra ke kSetra meM kabhI virodhAbhAsoM ko TAlA nahIM jA sktaa| tarkazAstra meM sthAna-sthAna para kahA jAtA hai-yahAM amuka bAta kA virodhAbhAsa hai, yahAM amuka bAta kA virodhAbhAsa hai| are, jaba zAstra hI tarka kA hai, tarkazAstra hai, jahAM vicAra hI kara rahe ho to virodhAbhAsa nahIM AegA to aura kyA aaegaa| garbhavatI mAM ne choTe munne se pUchA-are tuma kyA cAhate ho, munnA yA munnI? choTA baccA thA, bolA-mAM ! tumhe kaSTa na ho to choTA-sA pillA cAhie, na munnA, na munnii| kahAM se AegA ? jo hai nahIM vaha kahAM se aayegaa| jo hogA, vahI aaegaa| vicAra meM aura kyA AegA ? vicAra kA kAma hai, saMgati aura visaMgati donoM paidA krnaa| vicAra kA kAma hai virodha aura avirodha donoM paidA krnaa| koI bhI vicAra, buddhi yA tarka aisA nahIM ho sakatA jo kevala avirodha paidA kare, kevala saMgati yA sAmajasya paidA kre| dvandva hI paidA hogA vicAra ke dvArA, kyoMki vahAM gatizIlatA hai| yaha nahIM ho sakatA ki calane vAlA calatA hI rahe, lar3akhar3Aye nhiiN| jo calatA hai vaha lar3akhar3AtA hai| ghor3e para car3hatA hai vaha giratA bhI hai| calanA aura lar3akhar3AnA, car3hanA aura giranA-donoM sAtha jur3e hue haiN| vicAra kI isa dvandvAtmaka duniyA meM hama eka bAta kI apekSA rakheM ki yahI hogA, vaha nahIM hogA, yaha honA cAhie, vaha nahIM honA cAhie, to yaha hamArI bhrAMti hogI, koI tathya nahIM hogaa| yaha vicAra kI

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kaise soceM ? (3) 27 prakRti hai, vicAra kA svabhAva hai, isalie hama vicAra para bhI vicAra kara rahe haiN| aura isalie kara rahe haiM ki AdamI acchA bhI socatA hai, burA bhI socatA hai| vidhAyaka bhI socatA hai aura niSedhAtmaka bhI socatA hai| sRjanAtmaka bhI socatA hai aura dhvaMsAtmaka bhI socatA hai| hama cAhate haiM ki niSedhAtmakatA kA, dhvaMsAtmakatA kA pakSa kama hotA calA jaae| isalie vicAra para vicAra kara rahe haiM, yaha soca rahe haiM ki kaise soceM ? isa prazna meM vicAroM ke pariSkAra kI bAta AtI hai| usakA eka upAya hai ki yadi hama nirvicAra aura vicAra kA saMtulana kara sakeM to vicAra ko vidhAyaka banA sakate haiM, sRjanAtmaka banA sakate haiM, dhvaMsAtmakatA ko kama kara sakate haiN| kevala vicAra hI kareMge to yaha saMbhava nahIM hogA, kyoMki vicAra meM to sphuliMga hogA, vicAra meM to Takkara hogI, saMgharSa hogaa| nirvicAra kA palar3A jaise-jaise bhArI hotA calA jAegA, vicAra kA zodhana aura pariSkAra bhI hotA calA jAegA, bIca meM Ane vAle avarodha aura visaMgatiyAM kama hotI calI jaaeNgii| vicAra ke zodhana kA aura koI upAya nahIM hai| vicAra ke pariSkAra kA aura koI upAya nahIM hai : sunA hai, purAne jamAne meM eka kambala hotA thaa| usakA nAma thA ratna-kambala / vaha bahuta bar3hiyA hotA thaa| Aja se DhAI hajAra varSa ke pahale ke samaya meM usakA mUlya thA savA lAkha mudraa| usa saste jamAne meM itanA bhArI mUlya ! kintu vaha kambala hotA thA vaataanukuulit|grmii meM bahuta ThaMDA aura sardI meM bahuta grm| bilakula earknddiishn| usakI dhulAI pAnI se nahIM hotI thii| usakI dhulAI hotI thI Aga meN| Aga meM DAla do, kambala bilakula maila rahita ho jaaegaa| kintu jaba taka Aga meM dhulAI nahIM hotI, kambala se maila nahIM utrtaa| vicAroM ke maila kI dhulAI pAnI se nahIM hotii| vicAra se vicAra kI dhulAI nahIM hotaa| buddhi aura tarka se vicAra kI dhulAI aura saphAI nahIM ho sktii| vicAra ke maila ko dUra karane, vicAra ko nirmala banAne kA eka hI upAya hai, nirvicAra kI Aga meM vicAra ko DAla diyA jAe, vaha apane Apa nirmala bana jaaegaa| vicAra ke sAre maila apane Apa sApha ho jAeMge, aura phira usameM se sRjanAtmakatA niklegii| usameM se vidhAyakatA nikalegI, usameM se AsthA nikalegI tathA puruSArtha, parAkrama aura jyoti niklegii| koI saMgharSa nahIM niklegaa| bhaya ke vAtAvaraNa meM jo ciMtana hotA hai, bhaya se pIr3ita mastiSka kA jo ciMtana hotA hai vaha sadA niSedhAtmaka hotA hai| DarA huA AdamI kyA socegA ? bhaya pahale hI AdamI ko kuMThita banA detA hai| jaise hI mastiSka meM bhaya kA praveza huA, bhaya kA saMvedana-kendra sakriya huA, ciMtana pahale hI kuMThita bana jaaegaa| kyA usa mastiSka se hama svastha ciMtana kI apekSA rakha sakate

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28 kaise soceM ? haiM ? kabhI sambhava nhiiN| svastha cintana ke lie pahalI zarta hai-abhaya honaa| abhaya mAnasa, abhaya mastiSka, bhayamukta sArA vaataavrnn| isI pariveza meM svastha ciMtana kA prAdurbhAva hogA, svastha cintana niklegaa| DarA huA AdamI kabhI ThIka bAta nahIM soca sktaa| bar3A Azcarya hotA hai mujhe, AdamI DaratA kyoM hai ? vaha DaratA hai apane hI galata cintana ke kaarnn| vyaktitva kA nirmANa hotA hai vicAra se| aura usane kucha aise vicAra, kucha aisI mAnyatAeM aura avadhAraNAeM banA lIM ki eka sthiti ke Ate hI tatkAla sArA vAtAvaraNa bhaya se pratAr3ita ho jAtA hai| kyoM ? jisa vyakti ne thor3A-sA adhyAtma ko samajhA hai, jisa vyakti ne dharma ke leza ko bhI samajhA hai, jisa vyakti ke jIvana para yA jhulasate hue jIvana para dharma kI eka phuhAra bhI girI hai to usakA pahalA pariNAma hogA-abhaya / jo abhaya nahIM hotA, vaha dhArmika nahIM hotA, AdhyAtmika nahIM hotaa| jo abhaya nahIM hotA, vaha svastha nahIM hotaa| bImAriyoM kI jar3a hai-bhaya / kalaha kI jar3a hai-bhaya aura ana-AdhyAtmikatA kI jar3a hai-bhaya / sabakI jar3a hai-bhaya / jaba taka mana se bhaya nahIM nikalatA taba taka AdamI kyA AtmA kA anubhava kara sakatA hai ? loga bar3I-bar3I bAteM karate haiM AtmA aura paramAtmA ke bAre meN| are ! kahAM AtmA aura kahAM paramAtmA ! ina atIndriya aura sUkSma tattvoM ke bAre meM carcA karane kA adhikAra tumheM kahAM hai ! mana se bhaya hI nahIM nikalA-zarIra kA bhaya, bImArI kA bhaya, bur3hApe kA bhaya, mauta kA bhaya, padArtha ke viyoga kA bhaya, vastu ke cale jAne kA bhaya, priya vyakti ke cale jAne kA bhaya-sAre bhaya to dimAga para savAra haiM, cAroM ora cetanA kI zaktiyAM bhayAkrAMta ho rahI haiM aura carcA karanA cAhate ho AtmA kI aura paramAtmA kI ? bhaya meM se kahIM AtmA nikalegI ? nhiiN| bhaya meM se to bhUta nikalegA, AtmA-paramAtmA nahIM niklegaa| bhaya kA kAma hai bhUta paidA krnaa| aura bhUta hotA hI kyA hai ? koI hotA hogA, para adhikAMza logoM ko jo bhUta dIkhatA hai vaha to bhayakArI bhUta dIkhatA hai| bhaya hI bhUta banakara AtA hai| eka aisA mAnasika prakSepaNa hotA hai ki jaise hI Dara laganA zurU hotA hai to bhUta kI AkRti sAmane ubhara AtI hai| apanA mAnasika prakSepaNa, apanA mAnasika pratibimba aura apane bhayabhIta mana kI pratikRti ke atirikta kucha bhI nahIM aataa| kyA bhaya se grasta mAnasa kabhI sUkSma carcA kA adhikArI hogA ? bhagavAn mahAvIra ne eka sUkSma bAta kahI thii| unhoMne ahiMsA ko hI dharma nahIM btlaayaa| loga to yahI kahate haiM ki unhoMne ahiMsA ko hI dharma btlaayaa| para maiM jo samajha pAyA hUM usake AdhAra para yaha kaha sakatA hUM ki bhagavAn mahAvIra ne jitanA bala abhaya para diyA utanA bala ahiMsA para nahIM

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kaise soceM ? (3) 29 diyaa| ahiMsA kI eka bhAvanA hai-abhaya bhaavnaa| jaba taka abhaya kI bhAvanA puSTa nahIM hotI, jIvana meM ahiMsA kA avataraNa hI nahIM hotaa| kyA Darapoka AdamI kabhI ahiMsaka banegA ? bana hI nahIM sktaa| jisa vyakti meM prANoM kA moha hai, vaha DaratA hai kahIM mara na jAUM, vahAM jAtA hUM kahIM mara na jaauuN| are! marane kA bhaya aura phira ahiMsaka ! bar3I vicitra bAta hai| eka bhAI ne kahA ki jainoM kI saMkhyA bhI bahuta bar3I hai, sikkhoM se kama nahIM hai kintu sikkha loga jo cAhate haiM karavA lete haiM, jaina loga nahIM karavA paate| maiMne kahA-laMbI carcA meM to nahIM jAnA cAhatA, para eka bAta to bahuta sApha hai ki sikkha loga marane se nahIM Darate, jaina loga marane se Darate haiN| hamane sunA hai aMgrejoM ke samaya meM dillI meM jo gurudvArA bana rahA thA, bar3A pratirodha kiyA gayA thaa| briTiza sarakAra kA zAsana thaa| vaha gurudvArA banAne ke virodha meM thii| para sAmane jaba balidAna Ane lage, sarakAra kAMpa uThI aura svIkRti denI pdd'ii| jahAM marane kA Dara nahIM, vahAM kucha bhI azakya nhiiN| sArI AvazyakatAeM marane ke bhaya ke sAtha jur3I huI haiN| jIvana ke sAtha moha hotA hai ki kahIM mara na jAUM are! ! tumhAre cale jAne se kahIM duniyA to khAlI nahIM ho jAegI ? aura pIche se bahuta rone vAle bhI nahIM haiN| sAmane to saba kahate haiM para marane ke bAda kauna kisakI ciMtA karatA hai ? do-cAra dina koI aupacArikatAvaza ciMtA kara letA hogA, phira to koI smRti nhiiN| basa, eka bAra varSagAMTha AtI hai, yAda kara letA hai, vaha bhI pUre mana se nahIM, eka yAda ko yA vyavahAra ko nibhAnA hai, Aja usakI puNyatithi hai, hama maMgala kAmanA karate haiN| itanA-sA paryApta hai| hamArA hI yaha jIvana kA moha hai| jaba taka jIvana kA moha aura Asakti nahIM chuTatI taba taka vidhAyaka vicAra kI sthiti bhI nahIM hotii| vidhAyaka vicAra kI pahalI zarta hai-jIvana aura mauta ke prati abhy| hama tAttvika carcA meM bahuta rasa lete haiN| tattvacarcA ko bahuta mahattva dete haiM, para prayoga ke binA jo tattva-carcA hotI hai usameM makkhana nahIM hotA, hotA hai to bahuta kama hotA hai| koI AdamI bilaunA kare aura navanIta nikale acchI bAta hai| sAmane dahI hai, bilaunA kare to navanIta nikalegA, para bahuta bAra to hama aisA karate haiM ki dahI nahIM hotA, pAnI ko lekara bilaunA zurU kara dete haiN| korI hAMDI aura korI mathanI se hI bilaunA zurU kara dete haiN| kabhI vaha bhI nahIM hotA, kevala kalpanA se hI bilaunA zurU kara dete haiN| isase makkhana nahIM nikltaa| navanIta tabhI milegA jaba bilaunA bhI cale aura sAmane yathArtha bhI ho, yAnI dahI bhI honA caahie| korI tattvacarcA merI dRSTi meM yA to pAnI kA bilaunA hai yA binA pAnI kA bilaunA hai| dahI bilakula .

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kaise soceM ? bhI nahIM hai| korI mathanI cala rahI hai aura korI hAMDI par3I hai yA pAnI se bharI huI hAMDI par3I hai / tattvacarcA ke sAtha-sAtha prayoga honA cAhie, abhyAsa honA caahie| korA siddhAMta nahIM, usakA vyavahAra honA cAhie / 30 I zikSA ke do rUpa sadA se rahe haiN| maiM yaha bAta kevala Aja ke AdhAra para nahIM kaha rahA hUM, anubhava ke AdhAra para kaha rahA hUM / prAcIna paddhati ke AdhAra para bhI kaha rahA hUM / prAcInakAla meM zikSA ke do rUpa mAne gaye the - eka grahaNa zikSA aura dUsarI Asevana zikSA / jAno aura usakA Asevana karo / abhyAsa karo / taba to pUrI bAta samajha meM AegI / bahuta loga Ate haiM, jaldI meM Ate haiM aura kahate haiM ki mahArAja ! mujhe abhI-abhI jAnA hai, kevala do cAra miniTa kA samaya hai / merA mana bahuta caMcala hai, vikSipta hai, bar3A parezAna hUM, bar3I kaThinAiyAM haiN| aisA koI samAdhAna deM ki mana kI sthiti ThIka bana jAe, mana kI parezAnI miTa jaae| maiM kahatA hUM ki tuma bhI bhale AdamI ho, bar3e vicitra AdamI ho ! itanI bar3I to mana kI samasyA aura parezAnI aura phira do minaTa meM samAdhAna cAhate ho ? hamAre pAsa koI jAdU kA DaMDA nahIM hai| maiM zaktipAta meM vizvAsa nahIM karatA / jAdU ke DaMDA aura camatkAra meM vizvAsa nahIM karatA / maiM AzIrvAda dene meM bhI vizvAsa nahIM krtaa| maiM to vizvAsa karatA hUM ki sAmane vAle vyakti kA vizvAsa jAge / puruSArtha jAge / svayaM satya khoje / hamAre prekSAdhyAna kA sUtra hai - svayaM satya khojo / hara vyakti apanA satya khoje| dUsare para bharosA na kre| dUsare para bharosA karanA bhI bahuta khataranAka hotA hai / bharosA karanA par3atA hai / vaha bhI eka sImA taka / sImA se bAhara bharosA karanA khataranAka hotA hai / guru para bhI jitanA bharosA karanA cAhie utanA hI karanA caahie| aisA na soceM ki guru saba kucha kara degA / aisA soceMge to dhokhA ho jaaegaa| kucheka guru apane ziSyoM ko bar3A pralobhana dete haiM, bar3e mIThe AzvAsana dete haiM ki ciMtA mata karo, saba kucha ThIka ho jAegA para saba dhokhA nikalatA hai / jaba sthiti sAmane AtI hai taba kahatA hai gurujI ! Apane itanA kahA thA, huA to nahIM ? are, guru kA itanA kahanA mAnA hI kyoM ? tuma mAna baiThate ho ki saba kucha ho jAegA aura jaba mAna baiThate ho to phira zikAyateM, phira guru kA apavAda ! cAhe dharma ho, cAhe bhagavAn ho, cAhe guru ho, cAhe AtmA ho, cAhe koI ho, pratyeka ke sAtha vizvAsa karane kI eka nizcita sImA hotI hai| sImA taka to karanA hI pdd'egaa| binA sImA kAma nahIM clegaa| sImAtIta koI bhI bAta karate haiM vahAM kaThinAI paidA hotI hai / hama isa bAta meM vizvAsa karate haiM, prekSAdhyAna ke saMdarbha meM yaha bAta calatI hai ki hama satya khojeM, apanA satya svayaM khojeM / apane Apa apane rAste ko taya

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kaise soceM ? (3) kreN| hama sahArA deMge, AlaMvana deMge, nimitta bneNge| thor3A-sA dhakkA de deNge| moTara kA injina nahIM calatA, taba pAMca-dasa AdamI milate haiM aura eka bAra kAra ko thor3A-sA dhakkA de dete haiN| bAta yahAM taka to ThIka hai, para rohataka jAnA hai, kyA sAre rAste dhakke dete jAeMge ? yaha kabhI sambhava nahIM hogaa| Akhira to injina kI apanI zakti honI cAhie, sthiti honI cAhie, dhakkA kabhI-kabhI diyA jAtA hai, sadA nahIM diyA jaataa| yaha abhaya kI khoja hamAre jIvana kI mahattvapUrNa khoja hai| hama abhaya baneM, DaranA chodd'eN| jisa vyakti ne abhaya kA pATha nahIM par3hA, usakA vicAra sahI nahIM hogaa| usakA vicAra bhaya se prabhAvita vicAra hogaa| dUsarI bAta hai, samatA meM se jo vicAra sphUrta hotA hai yaha vicAra saMtulita hotA hai| jahAM hInatA aura ahaMkAra kI granthi A jAtI hai vahAM vicAra asvastha bana jAtA hai, vikRta bana jAtA hai| eka bar3I kasauTI hai svastha vicAra ke parIkSaNa kI ki vicAra samatA kI dRSTi se kiyA gayA hai yA nahIM kiyA gayA hai| mujhe lagatA hai, AdamI kA jIvana prAya: do prakAra ke saMvedanoM meM hI bItatA hai| priyatA kA saMvedana aura apriyatA kA saMvedana / vicAra kI pRSThabhUmi kA yadi hama sUkSma vizleSaNa kareM to patA calegA ki kahIM na kahIM sUkSma bAta chipI huI hai-priyatA chipI huI hai yA apriyatA chipI huI hai| hara bAta priyatA se prabhAvita hotI hai yA apriyatA se prabhAvita hotI hai| aisA vicAra jisake sAtha, jisakI pRSThabhUmi meM, priyatA aura apriyatA donoM na hoM, bhAgya se hI zAyada varSoM meM AtA hogaa| hama soceM, vahI bAta eka priya vyakti kahatA hai, bahuta acchI lagatI hai aura sArA vicAra badala jAtA hai aura vahI bAta unhIM zabdoM meM koI apriya vyakti kahatA hai to mana meM ghRNA aura tiraskAra kA bhAva jAga jAtA hai| yaha kyoM ? hama vicAra kI svasthatA para vicAra kara rahe haiN| bahuta dhyAna se dekheM to yaha bAta chipI huI nahIM rahegI ki jisa vicAra ko hama svastha mAnate haiM vaha vicAra bhI bahuta asvastha ho jAtA hai-isa pakSapAta ke kAraNa aura priyatA aura apriyatA kI anubhUti se jur3e hone ke kaarnn| hamAre jIvana meM aneka ghaTanAeM ghaTita hotI haiN| una ghaTanAoM ke pIche do sabase bar3e kAraNa hote haiM-rAga aura dveSa, priyatA aura apriytaa| yA to rAga ke kAraNa hama aneka pravRttiyAM karate haiM yA dveSa ke kAraNa aneka pravRttiyAM karate haiN| ruci aura aruci, priyatA aura apriyatA, rAga aura dveSa, AkarSaNa aura vikarSaNa-ye hameM bAMTa lete haiN| hamArA aisA koI dharAtala nahIM jahAM hama inase haTakara soca sakeM, vicAra kara skeN| AdamI burAiyAM karatA hai, aprAmANika vyavahAra karatA hai, dUsaroM ko 'sAraNa

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32 kaise soceM ? dhokhA detA hai, ye sAre ciMtana, ye sAre manobhAva kahAM ubharate haiM ? eka ora priyatA khIMca rahI hai ki yaha merA parivAra, merA patra merI patnI sukhI rhe| merA ghara bar3A bane, mere pAsa apAra dhana ho, padArtha kI kamI na rhe| jahAM priyatA hogI vahAM apriyatA nizcita hI hogI, kahane kI jarUrata nhiiN| eka AdamI bAjAra meM jAtA hai aura pUrI chAnabIna karake zuddha ghI apane ghara meM le jAnA cAhatA hai, kyoMki vaha apane parivAra ko milAvaTI cIjeM khilAnA nahIM caahtaa| aura vahI vyakti davA becatA hai to milAvaTI davA beca detA hai dUsaroM ko, kyoMki usameM apriyatA hai, priyatA nahIM hai| isalie vahAM saMkoca bhI nahIM hotA ki maiM kyA kara rahA huuN| isa priyatA aura apriyatA kI anubhUti ne vicAroM ko itanA prabhAvita kiyA hai ki isa AdhAra para sArI burAiyAM aura kArmika burAiyAM panapa rahI haiN| samatva kA koNa vikasita hue binA vicAroM kI jo malinatA hai, vicAroM kA jo dvandva hai use samApta nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| dhyAna kA eka kAma hotA hai priyatA aura apriyatA ke saMvedana se pare haTakara samatA ke anubhava ko jagA denaa| jisa dhyAna ke dvArA samatA kA anubhava nahIM jAgatA vaha vAstava meM dhyAna nahIM ho sktaa| dhyAna korI prIti nahIM hai, dhyAna korA vizrAma nahIM hai, dhyAna korA ArAma nahIM hai| basa, niThalle baiTha gaye, AMkheM baMda kara lIM, koI kAma nahIM, koI ciMtA nhiiN| dasa dina taka makAna (prajJA-pradIpa) se bAhara jAnA nahIM, baiTha gae, vizrAma milaa| pUchane para kahate haiM, dhyAna bar3A acchA lgaa| kyoM lagA ? isalie ki itanA ArAma milaa| are, pariNAma kyA huA ? niSpatti kyA huI ? ve loga makAna se bAhara na jAnA, vizrAma milanA, isI ko dhyAna kI niSpatti mAna lete haiN| jaba ve isa sImA se bAhara jAte haiM taba jyoM ke tyoM, jaise the vaise, vahI duniyA aura vahI naTakhaTapana / yadi yahI dhyAna hai to dhyAna sImApratibaddha dhyAna ho gayA, dezapratibaddha dhyAna ho gyaa| nIMda meM naTakhaTa baccA bhI zAMta rahatA hai| thor3e bahuta hAtha-paira pachAr3a letA hogaa| phira bhI zAMta rahatA hai| nIMda meM AdamI sotA hai to kaba lar3AI karatA hai ? nIMda meM hara AdamI acchA ho jAtA hai, burA AdamI nIMda lete samaya bhItara meM to burA hI rahatA hai para Upara se acchA ho jAtA hai| bure svapna, burI kalpanAeM, bure ciMtana calate rahate haiN| cetana mana thor3A so jAtA hai to acetana mana to khulakara khelane laga jAtA hai| para bAhara se phira bhI acchA lagatA hai| khoTa kI sImA meM soyA rahatA hai to bahuta sArI burAiyAM nahIM karatA, na jhUTha bolatA hai, na dhokhA detA hai, na gAliyAM detA hai, kucha bhI nahIM krtaa| vaha to ThIka bhI rahatA hai mUrchA meN|

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kaise soceM ? (3) AdamI ThIka rahatA hai, kucha bhI nahIM krtaa| mUJchita rahatA hai| dhyAna yadi parivartana nahIM lAtA, vicAroM aura dRSTikoNa meM pariSkAra nahIM lAtA aura isa dIvAra se bAhara jAne para koI parivartana kA anubhava nahIM hotA to dhyAna kA artha hogA nIMda aura dhyAna kA artha hogA muurchaa| isase jyAdA kucha bhI nahIM hogaa| dhyAna eka parama jAgaraNa hai| usameM cetana mana to so jAtA hogA kintu avacetana mana, bhItara kI cetanA itanI jAgatI hai ki phira yaha dIvAra kI sImA usake lie samApta ho jAtI hai| jaisA yahAM, ghara meM jAkara bhI vaisaa| yahAM to bahuta zAMta rahA, ghara meM jAkara vahI kalaha, vahI lar3AiyAM, to ghara vAle loga soceMge ki dhyAna karane vAle se hama dhyAna na karane vAle acche haiN| dharma ke kSetra meM Aja pratikriyAeM hotI haiN| kahA jAtA hai, Aja kA prabuddha mAnasa dharma ko nahIM caahtaa| yaha ho nahIM sktaa| jo par3hA-likhA hai usase Upara kI cIja hai dhrm| nIce khar3A AdamI Upara kI bAta ko kaise nahIM cAhegA? para jaba dharma ke kSetra meM ye sArI pratikriyAeM AtI haiM ki dharma karane vAlA AdamI dharma karatA hI calA jAe aura pariNAma kucha bhI na Ae to vaha dharma kisa kAma kA ? pacAsa varSa dharma karake bhI yadi eka iMca bhI nahIM badalA to vaha socatA hai ki dharma itanA prabhAvahIna hai ki kucha bhI pariNAma nahIM lAtA, to kareM to kyA pharka par3ane vAlA nahIM hai| aisI zakti ke prati kisI kA AkarSaNa nahIM hotaa| yadi Aga para paira rakhane, na rakhane meM pharka nahIM par3atA to phira saMkoca hI kisako hogaa| jaba loga jAnate haiM ki Aga para paira rakhA aura jlaa| saba Darate haiN| sabake mana meM eka AkarSaNa hai ki Aga hai, saMbhala kara paira rkhnaa| dharma eka Aga bane, saba logoM kA dhyAna AkarSita ho ki yaha Aga hai, dhyAna rakhanA hogA, taba apane Apa usake prati sAvacetatA hogii| maiM socatA hUM ki dharma kI yaha nirbala avasthA isalie banI ki usake sAtha dhyAna chUTa gyaa| Antarika cetanA kA sparza chUTa gyaa| kevala bAhya cetanA kA prabhAva jur3A rahA aura dharma niSprabhAvI ho gyaa| jaba taka Aga rAkha se DhakI huI Aga hogI, jyoti kabhI prakaTa nahIM hogii| jyoti tabhI prakaTa hogI jaba rAkha ko haTA diyA jAe, rAkha ko haTAkara Aga ko zuddha rUpa meM prakaTa kiyA jaae| dhyAna eka prakriyA hai vicAra para AI rAkha ko haTA dene kii| jo vyakti rAkha ko haTA detA hai, usakI jyoti AMca meM pakA huA hogA, sone kI bhAMti nirmala hogA, sAre jIvana ko prabhAvita aura camaka dene vAlA hogaa|

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cintana kA pariNAma hamArA jIvana astitva aura AkAMkSA- donoM ke bIca meM cala rahA hai / hama haiM, hamArA astitva hai / hama honA cAhate haiM, yaha hone kI AkAMkSA hai / astitva rahatA hai, hotA hai, para bAta usameM nahIM hotI / AdamI meM badalane kI, kucha hone kI, eka AkAMkSA hotI hai, cAha hotI hai / koI bhI AdamI jisa sthiti meM hai usameM zAyada saMtuSTa nahIM hotA, kucha aura honA cAhatA hai, jahAM hai vahAM se kucha aura Age jAnA cAhatA hai / jisa bindu para hai usa biMdu para TikA rahe, aisA zAyada hI koI AdamI ho / hone kI cAha meM se aneka saMbhAvanAeM janma letI haiM / honA hai to AyAma khojane hoNge| upAya khojane hoMge, apAya kA nirasana karanA hogA aura eka pUre vAtAvaraNa kI sRSTi karanI hogii| AdamI satya ko upalabdha honA cAhatA hai, saphala honA cAhatA hai, svastha honA cAhatA hai, vikAsa cAhatA hai / ye sAre pariNAma cAhatA hai / manuSya kI eka manovRtti hai aura vaha bahuta bhayaMkara manovRtti hai| isa manovRtti ne samasyAoM ko janma diyA hai aura Aja bhI detI jA rahI hai / para samAdhAna nahIM ho pA rahA hai| vaha manovRtti hai - pariNAmagAmI / hama pariNAma ko cAhate haiM, pariNAma ko miTAnA cAhate haiM aura pariNAma ko badalanA cAhate haiN| tInoM bAteM pariNAma ke AdhAra para hI karanA cAhate haiN| miTAnA hai to pariNAma ko aura pAnA hai to pariNAma ko / pariNAma para hI hamArA sArA dhyAna jAtA hai / pravRtti aura vRtti para hamArA dhyAna nahIM jAtA / eka adhikArI nayA-nayA AyA thaa| AlU kI phasala bahuta acchI thii| jAkara dekhA to patte hI patte dikhAI de rahe the / kevala patte aura kucha nahIM / usane kahA, mujhe tuma logoM ne galata sUcanA dii| tumane kahA, AlU kI phasala bahuta acchI huI hai para yahAM to patte hI patte haiM, AlU kahAM haiM ? bilakula jhUThI bAta thI tumhArI / ve mana hI mana haMse aura bole - mahAzaya ! AlU jamIna meM hote haiN| Upara patte hI patte hote haiM, AlU nahIM hote / jamIna ko thor3A kureda kara dekhA, to AlU hI AlU the 1 pattoM ke AdhAra para AlUoM kA nirNaya nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| jo bhItara hotA hai, unheM bAhara nahIM pAyA jA sakatA hai / hamArI manovRtti aisI hai ki hama Upara kI bAta para hI adhika vizvAsa karate haiM, bhItara jAne kA prayatna hI nahIM karate / bhItara meM gae binA kucha milatA nahIM / pariNAma sadA bhItara rahatA hai| pariNAma ke nIce do bAteM rahatI haiN| eka pravRtti aura eka pravRtti ke I

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cintana kA pariNAma 35 nIce rahatI hai vRtti| mUla hai vRtti| vRtti ko pakar3eM to pravRtti kI vyAkhyA kI jA sakatI hai| aura pravRtti ko pakar3eM to pariNAma kI bAta samajha meM A sakatI hai| kevala pariNAma ke AdhAra para hone vAle sAre nirNaya galata hote haiM, mithyA hote haiM aura bhrama meM phaMsAne vAle hote haiN| hama krodha ko miTAnA cAhate haiM, burAI ko miTAnA cAhate haiM, ajJAna ko miTAnA cAhate haiM aura anuzAsanahInatA ko miTAnA cAhate haiM, AkrAmaka manovRtti ko miTAnA cAhate haiM, saMgraha kI manovRtti aura isI prakAra kI sArI burAiyoM ko miTAnA cAhate haiN| hama hI nahIM, sArA samAja aura sarakAra inheM miTAnA cAhatI hai| saba loga miTAnA cAhate haiM, para burAiyoM meM kyA jAdU hai, kitanI tAkata hai, kitanI zakti hai ki ve burAiyAM aura adhika panapatI jAtI haiN| unakI paudha bar3ha rahI hai| na jAne unheM kahAM se siMcana mila rahA hai| ve khuzahAla ho rahI haiN| AdamI zAyada kabhI kabhI barbAda ho jAtA hai, para ve burAiyAM AbAda ho jAtI haiN| ulaTA cakkA kyoM cala rahA hai ? burAiyoM ko kisakA saMrakSaNa prApta hai ? AdamI kisake saMrakSaNa se vaMcita hai ? yaha hamAre sAmane bahuta bar3A prazna hai| mujhe pratIta hotA hai ki isa prazna para hamane kabhI gaMbhIratA se ciMtana nahIM kiyaa| yadi hamArA gaMbhIra cintana hotA to ThIka mUla kI bAta taka hama pahuMca pAte aura samAdhAna khoja paate| para hama to kevala burAiyoM ko miTAnA cAhate haiN| hiMsA eka pariNAma hai| krodha eka pariNAma hai| burAI eka pariNAma hai| koI AdamI milAvaTa karatA hai, jamAkhorI karatA hai, saMgraha karatA hai, yaha saba pariNAma hai| anuzAsanahInatA eka pariNAma hai| hama pariNAma ko miTAnA cAhate haiM, mUla bAta ko miTAnA nahIM caahte| mUla jaba taka vidyamAna hai taba taka ye pariNAma to Ate hI rheNge| mUla majabUta hai to ye pariNAma phalate-phUlate rheNge| krodha apane Apa nahIM aataa| krodha ke nIce eka pravRtti hotI hai aura pravRtti ke nIce eka vRtti hotI hai| jaba taka vRtti ko miTAne kI bAta hama nahIM socate, taba taka pravRtti ko bhI nahIM miTAyA jA sakatA aura pariNAma ko bhI nahIM miTAyA jA sktaa| ___ manovaijJAnikoM ne vRttiyoM kA vizleSaNa kiyA hai| manuSyoM meM kucha maulika vRttiyoM ke AdhAra para unakI sArI pravRttiyAM calatI haiM, pariNAma Ate haiN| dharma-zAstroM ne bahuta gaharA vizleSaNa kiyA thA vRttiyoM kA aura pravRttiyoM kaa| unhoMne kabhI nahIM kahA ki pravRttiyoM ko mittaao| maiM prazna upasthita karatA hUM bahuta bAra logoM ke sAmane, aura vizeSata: unake sAmane jo dIkSita honA cAhate haiM, ghara se virakta hokara saMnyasta honA cAhate haiM, zramaNa bananA cAhate haiM, ki kyA ahiMsA ko sAdhA jA sakatA hai ? kyA brahmacarya ko sAdhA

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38 kaise soceM ? jA sakatA hai ? kyA aparigraha ko sAdhA jA sakatA hai ? loga kahate haiM-ye saba sAdhe jA sakate haiN| hamane saMkalpa kara liyA hai ki hiMsA nahIM kareMge, jhUTha nahIM boleMge, corI nahIM kareMge, abrahmacarya kA sevana nahIM kareMge, parigraha nahIM rkheNge| prazna hai-saMkalpa le liyA, para yaha siddha ho gayA kyA ? yadi saMkalpa lene mAtra se sArI bAteM siddha hotI to duniyA meM sabase bar3A zabda kA camatkAra hotA ki jo bhI kahA, siddha ho gyaa| hara koI AdamI kahegA ki maiM garIbI nahIM caahtaa| garIbI ko miTA dUMgA-bAta siddha ho jaatii| yaha jo burAI hai ise miTA duuNgaa| eka jAdU kA DaMDA jaisA ho jaataa| para kevala zabda ke uccAraNa se koI kAma sadhatA nhiiN| hamAre pAsa koI aisA cintAmaNi ratna nahIM hai ki jo bhI muMha se kahA aura sAmane prastuta ho jaae| kahAM hai cintAmaNi ? kahAM hai kalpavRkSa aura kahAM hai kAmadhenu ? jo mana meM kalpanA kI, jo kAmanA kI, cintA kI aura vaha siddha ho gyaa| aisA to kucha bhI nahIM hai| phira mAtra eka saMkalpa ke svIkAra se, eka zabda ke uccAraNa se vaha bAta kaise bana jAegI? isa para gaMbhIra cintana huaa| tIrthaMkAroM ne, AcAryoM ne eka mArga batAyA ki gupti kI sAdhanA karo, vrata siddha hogaa| mano gupti, vacana gupti aura kAyA gupti-ina guptiyoM kI sAdhanA se vrata siddha hogaa| mana sthira hai, ahiMsA siddha ho jaaegii| mana nirmala hai, sthira hai to brahmacarya siddha ho jaaegaa| mana sthira hai, nirmala hai to aparigraha sadha jaaegaa| para jaba taka mana utanA hI caMcala hai, mana bandara banA huA bhaTaka rahA hai, daur3a lagA rahA hai, padArtha ke prati daur3atA hai, vyakti ke prati daur3atA hai, ghaTanAoM ke prati daur3atA hai, utanI hI caMcalatA, utanA hI vikSepa aura utanA hI AsaktibhAva, saba calatA hai to kyA ahiMsA sadha jAegI? brahmacarya sadha jAegA ? sAdhu banane mAtra se saba kucha sadha jAegA? agara aisA sugama upAya mile to maiM to cAhUMgA ki sArI duniyA hI sAdhu banA liyA jaae| kisI ko asaMnyAsI rahane kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM hai| eka zabda kA uccAraNa kiyA aura bana gyaa| para agara aisA hogA to 'punarmUSako bhava' vAlI bAta A jaaegii| jo sAdhaka apanI sAdhanA ke paripAka ke binA Age bar3ha jAtA hai, use pIche lauTane kI bAta bhI karanI par3atI hai| eka cUhA thaa| use billI kA bahuta bhaya satAtA thaa| eka bAra eka RSi ne use varadAna diyA aura vaha billI bana gyaa| billI kA bhaya miTA aura aba kutte kA bhaya satAne lgaa| RSi ne use kuttA banA diyaa| kucha dina biite| RSi ne pUchA-abhaya ho gae ? vaha bolA-abhaya kaise ? aba zera se Dara lagatA hai| RSi ne use zera banA diyaa| aba bhI bhaya nahIM mittaa| usane eka RSi se kahA-aba mujhe kisI bhI pazu se bhaya nahIM lagatA, kevala zikArI se Dara lagatA hai| RSi ne pUchA-aba kyA cAhate ho ? manuSya banA dUM ? usane

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cintana kA pariNAma kahA-nahIM, maiMne spaSTa anubhava kara liyA hai ki sabhI avasthAoM meM Dara banA kA banA rahatA hai| Dara miTegA nahIM, cAhe billI, kuttA, zera yA zikArI bana jAo / mujhe to puna: cUhA hI banA do / RSi ne kahA - 'tathAstu punarmUSako bhava / ' vaha cUhA bana gayA / Dara miTegA nahIM, cAhe kucha bhI bana jAo / vRtti badale binA AdamI kucha bhI bana jAe, koI parivartana nahIM hotA / mUla bAta hai, bhaya kI vRtti badalane para hI bhaya miTatA hai / 37 vRtti kI pradhAnatA hameM svIkAra karanI hogI / vRtti badalatI hai gupti kI sAdhanA se / guptiyAM tIna haiM- mana kI gupti, vacana kI gupti aura kAyA kI gupti / hiMsA hamArI vRtti kA eka pariNAma hai| jaba taka manuSya meM priyatA aura apriyatA kA saMvedana tIvra hai taba taka vaha ahiMsaka kaise bana sakatA hai ? jaba taka manuSya meM priyatA aura apriyatA kA saMvedana tIvra hai taba taka vaha brahmacArI kaise bana sakatA hai ? jaba taka manuSya meM priyatA aura apriyatA kI gaharI anubhUti hai taba taka vaha aparigrahI kaise bana sakatA hai| hamArI jaisI vRtti hogI, vaisI hI hamArI pravRtti hogii| hamArA sArA AcaraNa aura sArA vyavahAra hamArI maulika vRtti ke AdhAra para hotA hai / vRtti pravRtti ko janma detI hai| pravRtti pariNAma lAtI hai| yaha eka pUrI zrRMkhalA hai| isa zrRMkhalA meM se eka ko bhI nahIM chor3A jA sakatA / Aja kI samasyA isIlie ulajhI huI hai ki hama kevala pariNAma ko miTAnA cAhate haiM / auroM kI bAta chor3a deM, dhArmika loga bhI pariNAma ko miTAnA cAhate haiM / AdamI AtA hai, sIdhA kahatA hai- mahArAja ! gussA bahuta AtA hai| ise chor3anA cAhatA hUM / jhagar3e kI Adata chor3anA cAhatA hUM / ye sAre pariNAma haiM inake pIche bhI to kucha hai / usakI bhI khoja honI cAhie / krodha AtA hai, usake pIche bhI koI zArIrika kAraNa hotA hai| krodha ke pIche mAnasika kAraNa hotA hai, paudgalika kAraNa hotA hai / krodha ke pIche chipA huA eka kAraNa hai-saMskAra / krodha kA saMskAra hai, eka vRtti hai / rAga aura dveSa kI vRtti kAma kara rahI hai / vaha vRtti pravRtti ko janma detI hai| AdamI kisI ke prati Asakta hotA hai, kisI se ghRNA karatA hai / kisI se DaratA hai, kisI se prema karatA hai| vaha ina sArI pravRttiyoM ko janma detA hai aura ye pravRttiyAM phira apanA pariNAma lAtI haiN| jaba ghara meM vivAda hotA hai, kalaha hotA hai aura jhagar3A hotA hai taba yahI kahA jAegA ki lar3o mata, vivAda mata karo, jhagar3A mata kro| para vaha lar3ane vAlA kyoM nahIM lar3egA ? lar3ane kI sAmagrI to pUrI bhItara meM par3I hai| lar3ane ke kAraNa bhI to bhItara meM sakriya haiM / lar3ane kI pUrI 1

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kaise soceM ? zakti bhItara meM kAma kara rahI hai aura hama AdamI se kahate haiM, lar3o mata / hamane cUlhA sulagA diyA, IMdhana jalA diyA aura kahate haiM ki lapaTa ! Upara mata uttho| garmI mata do| are ! tumane apane hAtha se cUlhA jalAyA, IMdhana DAlA, Aga sulaga uThI, bhabhaka uThI Aga, aura kahate ho ki garmI mata do, yaha kaise saMbhava hogaa| AMca eka pariNAma hai, tApa eka pariNAma hai / usa pariNAma ko kaise miTAyA jA sakatA hai ? Aga ho aura tApa na ho yaha kaise saMbhava hai ? yadi tApa ko miTAnA hai to Aga ko bujhAnA hogaa| Aga ko bujhAnA nahIM cAhate aura tApa se bacanA cAhate haiM - yaha viparyAsa hai / AdamI ne kucha aise upAya bhI kie haiM para pariNAma ko miTAne ke sAre upAya tAtkAlika hote hai, ve sthAyI nahIM hote aura bahuta phalaprada bhI nahIM hote| apanI sArI samasyAoM aura ulajhanoM para hama dhyAna deM to niSkarSa yahI AegA ki hama kevala pariNAma kI parikramA kara rahe haiN| yaha parikramA itanI bar3I parikramA ho jAtI hai ki jisakA kabhI anta nahIM hotA aura samasyA kA koI samAdhAna bhI nahIM hotaa| hama mUla taka nahIM pahuMca pA rahe haiN| aisI bhrAMti hotI hai ki mUla sAmane hai para mUla para dhyAna nahIM jAtA / 38 eka AdamI apanI patnI ko lekara cunAva adhikArI ke pAsa gayA aura zikAyata kI ki merI patnI kA nAma matadAtA kI sUcI meM nahIM hai| adhikArI ne dekhA aura kahA isakA nAma to mRtaka kI sUcI meM hai / patnI bolI- maiM jIvita khar3I huuN| mRtaka kI sUcI meM kaise ? pati bolA- tuma bevakUpha ho, kyA itanA bar3A adhikArI jhUTha bolegA / bar3I vicitra paristhiti hotI hai / mUla jIvita khar3A hai, hamAre sAmane upasthita hai, para hama adhikArI kI bAta para vizvAsa kareMge, jIvita AdamI kI bAta para vizvAsa nahIM kreNge| hamArI sArI vRttiyAM jo jIvita haiM-lar3Ane vAlI vRtti jIvita hai, gussA lAne vAlI, ahaMkAra paidA karane vAlI vRtti va saMgraha karane vAlI vRtti jIvita hai, sArI burAiyoM ko janma dene vAlI hamArI vRttiyAM jIvita haiM, hama una para vizvAsa nahIM kareMge, adhikArI para vizvAsa kareMge ki kyA itanA bar3A adhikArI jhUTha thor3e hI bolatA hai ? hama usa dharma-guru kI bAta meM vizvAsa kareMge, jo yaha kahatA hai basa, tuma merI zaraNa meM A jAo, saba kucha miTa jaaegaa| usa para bharosA kareMge, apanI jIvita vRttiyoM para bharosA nahIM kreNge| hamAre lie samasyA kA samAdhAna karanA hai to eka hI upAya sAmane hai ki hama pariNAma para jyAdA bharosA na kareM / na hama pariNAma ko jyAdA cAheM aura na pariNAma ko miTAnA cAheM / vRttiyoM para dhyAna kendrita kareM aura unake saMdarbha meM pravRttiyoM kA vizleSaNa kareM ki kauna-sI vRtti kisa pravRtti ko janma de rahI hai / pariNAma kI ciMtA alaga se karane kI jarUrata nhiiN| vaha to apane

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cintana kA pariNAma Apa Ane vAlA hai| jo apane Apa ho usake lie adhika prayatna kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotii| vaha to svata: prApta hogaa| use to AnA hI hogA, Apa cAheM yA na cAheM, prayatna kareM yA na kreN| apekSA nahIM hotii| hamArA kitanA matibhrama hai ki jo svata: Ane vAlA hai usake lie sArA kA sArA prayatna cala rahA hai aura jo paidA karane vAlA hai, jahAM se AdamI badala sakatA hai, jahAM se AdamI acchA bana sakatA hai, jahAM se AdamI burA bana sakatA hai, jahAM mana kI zAMti upalabdha ho sakatI hai, jahAM saphalatA aura asaphalatA, vikAsa aura hrAsa, zAMti aura azAMti, satya kI upalabdhi aura anupalabdhi-ye sArI bAteM ho sakatI haiM usa bindu kI khoja hama karanA nahIM caahte| yaha dhyAna kI prakriyA usa biMdu kI khoja kI prakriyA hai, pariNAma kI prakriyA nahIM hai| pariNAma cAhane vAle loga, tAtkAlikatA meM vizvAsa karane vAle vyakti, kevala vartamAna ko upalabdha hone vAle vyakti, vartamAna kI ghaTanA para vyagratA se ciMtana karane vAle vyakti, kabhI bhI isa prakriyA ko upalabdha nahIM ho sakate aura na hI ve dhyAna ke gahare satya taka jA sakate haiN| samagratA se kisI vastu kA vizleSaNa kiye binA jo honA cAhie vaha nahIM hotA, na ThIka pariNAma AtA hai, na ThIka pravRtti AtI hai| . hamane ciMtana ke saMdarbha meM pAMca sUtra prastuta kie| pahalA sUtra hai-samagratA kI dRSTi / hamArI dRSTi samagratA kI honI caahie| samagratA kI dRSTi hotI hai to satya ke prati hamArA jhukAva hotA hai| phalata: pariNAma yaha AtA hai ki hameM satya upalabdha ho jAtA hai| yadi hamAre mUla meM vRtti hai Agraha kI, aikAMtika Agraha kI vRtti baiThI huI hai bhItara meM, to hamArA sArA prayatna mithyA hogaa| hama jo bhI satya ko pakar3eMge, vaha adhUrA hogaa| vaha sApekSa bAta nahIM hogI, vaha nirapekSa bAta hogii| pariNAma hogA vivaad| koI bhI kSetra vivAdamukta nahIM hai| jitane vivAda calate haiM, rAjanaitika praNAliyoM ke kSetra meM hoM, cAhe dArzanika kSetra meM, cAhe sAmAjika praNAliyoM ke kSetra meM, ve sAre vivAda isa ekAMgI Agraha ke kAraNa cala rahe haiN| pratyeka darzana, pratyeka vyakti yaha pramANita karanA cAhatA hai ki usakI praNAlI, usakI paddhati sabase acchI hai| bAta to bahuta acchI hai| yaha vizvAsa bhI honA cAhie ki bahuta acchI hai| kiMtu jaba ekAMgI bAta A jAtI hai, adhUrI bAta A jAtI hai to kisI kI bhI acchI nhiiN| yaha sahI hai ki bhASA meM utarane vAlI koI bhI bAta sarvathA acchI nahIM hotI, pUrNa nahIM hotii| koI vyakti kahe ki yaha bAta sabase acchI hai to isake sAtha aura jor3a denA cAhie ki bAta adhUrI hai aura adhUrI acchI bhI ho sakatI hai para vaha pUrI bAta to ho nahIM sktii| bhASA kA vaha kAma nahIM ki vaha pUre satya ko abhivyakti de ske| satya anaMta hai para bhASA bahuta sImita hai| duniyA ke

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kaise soceM ? zabda kozoM meM do-tIna lAkha se jyAdA zabda nahIM haiM / zabda karor3oM meM nahIM, kevala lAkhoM meM haiN| lAkha kI saMkhyA meM rahane vAle sImita zabda usa asIma satya ko athavA sAnta zabda anaMta ko abhivyakti kaise de sakeMge ? kabhI saMbhava nahIM / 40 kucha loga AtmA-paramAtmA kI carcA karate haiM, bar3e ulajha jAte haiM / haMsI AtI hai| AtmA taka vaha vyakti kabhI nahIM pahuMcatA jo zabda kI paribhASA se AtmA ko dekhanA cAhatA hai / paramAtmA taka vaha vyakti kabhI nahIM pahuMca sakatA jo pAribhASika zabdAvalI meM paramAtmA ko vyAkhyAyita karatA hai / zabda jisako chUtA nahIM, zabda jisakA sparza nahIM kara sakatA, vaha zabda usakA pratinidhitva kaise karegA ? jisa vyakti kA kisI rASTra se sambandha nahIM aura vaha usakA pratinidhi bana jAe, kitanI jhUThI bAta hogI ? kauna use mAnegA aura vaha kaise usa rASTra kA pratinidhitva karegA / bhASA meM koI kSamatA nahIM ki vaha satya kA pratinidhitva kara sake / yaha to eka andhe AdamI kI lakar3I jaisI hai / na dekha pAne ke kAraNa aMdhA AdamI lakar3I ko TikA-TikA kara calatA hai| kyA aMdhe kI lakar3I ko hama adhika mUlya deM / usakA jitanA mUlya hai utanA hI use deN| yaha ThIka hai ki bhASA ke binA hamAre jIvana kA saMparka nahIM hotA, sAmAjika saMparka nahIM hotaa| hamAre sambandha nahIM hote / hamArA kAma nahIM cltaa| isalie bhASA ko bhI eka sthAna denA par3atA hai / para bhASA kI Akhira kSamatA kitanI hai ? bhASA kI kSamatA adhUrI hai| eka bAta kahatA hai AdamI / bhASA kI aisI sthiti hotI hai ki bahuta bAra sulajhate- sulajhate AdamI ulajha jAtA hai / ulajhAne meM hamAre zabda bahuta bar3e sahayogI banate haiM / patA nahIM calatA aura AdamI ulajha jAtA hai / usa bhASA ke sahAre hama kaise parama satya kI bAta soca sakate haiM? mujhe to kabhI-kabhI bar3A aTapaTA lagatA hai ki satya, parama satya jaise zabda gar3he gae, kyA yahI hamArI mAnasika bhrAMti nahIM hai? AtmA ke bAre meM jo kahA jA rahA hai, kauna kaha rahA hai? kauna batalA rahA hai? AtmA to bolatI nahIM / AtmA to apane Apako prakaTa karatI nahIM / AtmA to gahare meM, gahare meM aura gahare meM hai / sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama hai / phira kauna abhivyakti de rahA hai ? eka bar3A prazna hai / hara bhASA para bahuta bharosA na kreN| mana para bhI bahuta bharosA na kreN| kucha loga Ate haiM aura kahate haiM, AtmA ke bAre meM bAtacIta karanA cAhatA huuN| maiM pUchatA hUM- kyoM ? kisalie ? vaha kahatA hai, AtmA ko jAnanA cAhatA hUM / kucha Ate haiM aura kahate haiM ki AtmA kA darzana cAhatA huuN| maiM bahuta sIdhA uttara detA hUM ki AtmA ko jAnanA cAhate ho yA AtmA ke bAre meM

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cintana kA pariNAma vAda-vivAda karanA cAhate ho ? koI nahIM kahatA ki vAda-vivAda karanA cAhatA huuN| saba yahI kahate haiM, jAnanA cAhatA hai| jAnanA cAhate ho to bAta chor3o, dhyAna karo mana ko zAMta karo, mauna karo, antargauna karo aura zarIra ko sthira karanA sIkho, siddha karanA siikho| daravAje ke pAsa jaao| yaha zarIra to daravAjA hai| bar3A vicitra hai, hamAre tattvajJAnI loga daravAje ke pAsa jAnA nahIM cAhate, ve to cAhate haiM bilakula sIdhe bhItara pahuMca jaaeN| DAirekTa aproca honA cAhie, koI bicauliyA nahIM honA caahie| rAstA to pAra karanA par3egA, bIca ke rAste pAra karane par3eMge, sIdhe kaise pahuMca jaaeNge| ve cAhate haiM sIdhe pahuMca jaaeN| hamane mAna liyA hai ki AtmA aura paramAtmA kI carcA karatA hai vaha tattvajJAnI hai aura jo zarIra kI carcA karatA hai vaha tattvajJAna se pare calA jAtA hai| zarIra gandA hai, usakI kyA carcA karanI hai ? maiMne dekhA, jo loga mana, vacana aura kAyA-ina tInoM kI sAdhanA meM laga jAte haiM ve AtmA taka aura paramAtmA taka bhI pahuMca jAte haiM kintu inakI sAdhanA kie binA jo loga bAtoM meM ulajha jAte haiM, ananta kAla bIta jAtA hai, lekina unheM na AtmA milatA hai, na paramAtmA milatA hai, ve ulajhate hI cale jAte haiM, ulajhate hI cale jAte haiM, unheM kabhI rAstA nahIM miltaa| AdamI kI vRtti aisI hotI hai ki vaha jo sAmane hotA hai usa para jyAdA dhyAna de detA hai, samagratA kI dRSTi se vicAra nahIM krtaa| samagra dRSTi ke binA samyag pariNAma bhI nahIM hotaa| mujhe eka kahAnI yAda A rahI hai cAra mitra cale jA rahe the| una cAroM meM tIna the vaijJAnika aura eka thA avaijnyaanik| vaijJAnika honA eka bAta hai aura buddhimAna honA dUsarI bAta hai| ve tIna the vaijJAnika, kintu buddhihiin| aura cauthA thA avaijJAnika kintu bahuta buddhimAna / cAroM jA rahe the| jaMgala aayaa| vahAM eka zera kA asthikaMkAla par3A thaa| vaijJAnikoM ne dekhA, tatkAla vaijJAnika dRSTi jAgI aura ve paraspara bAta karane lage, Aja to prayoga kA avasara hai| sundara avasara milA hai, prayoga karanA hai| prayoga ke dvArA isako jIvita kara denA hai, asthipaMjara meM prANa phUMkane haiN| tInoM ne parAmarza kiyaa| eka ne kahA, isameM mAMsa aura camar3I maiM utpanna kara duuNgaa| dUsare ne kahA, isameM rakta maiM paidA kara duuNgaa| tIsare ne kahA, isameM prANa-saMcAra maiM kara duuNgaa| cauthA bolA, pariNAma kyA hogA? Thaharo, mujhe per3a para car3ha jAne do| vaha per3a para car3ha gyaa| Upara baiThA-baiThA dekhatA rhaa| tInoM ne apanA-apanA prayoga kiyaa| kaMkAla meM prANa-saMcAra huA aura eka zera khar3A ho gyaa| vaha bhUkhA thaa| usane apane sAmane khar3e tInoM vaijJAnikoM ko mAra ddaalaa| unakA mAMsa khA bhUkha zAnta kii| cauthA avaijJAnika,

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42 kaise soceM ? kintu buddhimAna dekhatA rhaa| hama samagratA kI dRSTi se ciMtana kareM, ekAMgI dRSTikoNa se nhiiN| jaba koI bhI bAta ekAMgI dRSTikoNa se pakar3I jAtI hai, jahAM samagratA kI bAta nahIM hotI, vahAM hamArI vRtti bhI ThIka kAma nahIM karatI, pravRtti bhI ThIka kAma nahIM karatI aura usakA samyak pariNAma bhI nahIM hotaa| samagratA kI dRSTi meM tInoM bAteM jur3I huI haiN| samagratA ke AdhAra para cintana karane vAlA kevala pariNAma ke AdhAra para niSkarSa nahIM nikaalegaa| samagratA kI dRSTi se cintana karane vAlA vyakti kevala pravRtti ke AdhAra para pariNAma nahIM nikAlegA aura samagratA kI dRSTi se cintana karane vAlA vyakti korI vRtti ke AdhAra para koI niSkarSa nahIM nikaalegaa| vaha tInoM kA adhyayana kregaa| manovijJAna meM Aja vyAvahArika manovijJAna kA adhyayana ho rahA hai| vyavahAra ke AdhAra para manuSya kI mAnasika avasthAoM kA adhyayana ho rahA hai, vRttiyoM kA adhyayana ho rahA hai| lagatA hai ki manuSya ne samagratA kI dizA ko pakar3A hai| eka baccA, mAtA-pitA kA anuzAsana nahIM mAnatA, bar3A uddaNDa hai, hara kisI se lar3a letA hai, baccoM ko mAratA hai, pITatA hai, gAliyAM bakatA hai, usameM ye sArI pravRttiyAM haiN| pravRtti ko bhI mAtA-pitA miTAnA cAhate haiN| baccA lar3egA, mAM ko patA calegA, eka cAMTA jar3a degI, kyoMki usa pravRtti ko miTAnA cAhatI hai| kyA cAMTA jar3A aura pravRtti miTa gaI ? agara aise miTa jAtI to sAre bacce sudhara jaate| para Aja taka hamane dekhA hai, jina baccoM ko pITate haiM, ve sudharane kI apekSA jyAdA bigar3e haiM, kharAba hue haiN| kyoM bigar3ate haiM, kyoMki hamane eka bAta ko pakar3A hai ki pravRtti miTe / mAtA nahIM cAhatI ki baccA hara kisI se ldd'e| mAtA nahIM cAhatI ki baccA anuzAsanahIna rhe| vaha usa pravRtti ko badalanA cAhatI hai| para kyA pravRtti badala jAegI ? jaba taka usakI vRtti nahIM badalegI, pravRtti bhI nahIM bdlegii| hamArA sArA prayatna honA cAhie vRtti ko badalane kaa| hamane prekSAdhyAna ke saMdarbha meM mUla bAta ko pakar3A hai ki bacce kI pravRtti ko badalanA hai to hameM vRtti para dhyAna denA hogaa| jaba taka picyUTarI aura thAyarAiDa glaiNDa ko jAgRta nahIM kiyA jAtA, taba taka hajAra bAra kahane para bhI, hajAra prayatna karane para bhI bacce ko nahIM badalA jA sktaa| sIdhA upAya eka hI hai, bacce kI AdatoM ko badalanA hai to darzana-kendra para dhyAna kA abhyAsa karAo, pravRttiyAM apane Apa badala jaaeNgii| vRtti ko badalanA hai to pravRtti ko bdlo| pravRtti badalegI to pariNAma bdlegaa| loga bar3e AgrahI hote haiM, pUrI bAta ko kabhI nahIM pakar3ate, adhUrI bAta para bharosA karate haiN| adhUrI bAta para bharosA karate haiM, adhUrI bAta

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cintana kA pariNAma 43 para sArA nirNaya lete haiN| adhurI bAta kahIM se thor3I suna lI, pUrI bAta nahIM, pUrA patA nahIM, aura tanakara baiTha jAte haiM ki usane aisA kaha diyaa| are, kaba kahA, kisa saMdarbha meM, kisa lahaje meM kahA, kisa paristhati meM kahA, yaha sArI bAta to jaano| sArI bAta jAnane se zAyada usa samaya ahaMkAra kA pArA utara jAtA hai| krodha kA nazA bhI utara jAtA hai| para pUrI bAta ko koI nahIM jaantaa| kore zabda kAna meM par3ane cAhie, usane mere lie aisA kaha diyA, maiM khabara lenA cAhatA hUM, maiM bhI dekhUgA ki kaise kaha diyA ? dvandva yuddha zurU ho jAtA hai| ina adhUrI bAtoM se jIvana kI itanI asta-vyastatA ho jAtI hai ki ye sArI samasyAeM samAja meM ulajhatI calI jAtI haiN| koI AdamI svayaM badalanA cAhe, koI apane bacce ko badalanA cAhe, koI adhyApaka apane vidyArthI ko badalanA cAhe, rASTra ke karNadhAra rASTra ko badalanA cAheM to ve pahalA prayatna pariNAma ko badalane kA kreNge| ve kaheMge-smagaliMga, blaika mArkeTiMga nahIM honA cAhie, yaha nahIM honA cAhie, vaha nahIM honA caahie| thor3e Age jAeMge to pravRttiyoM ko miTAne kI bAta AegI ki ye pravRttiyAM nahIM calanI caahie| bar3A Azcarya hotA hai ki vRttiyAM to vidyamAna raheMgI aura pravRttiyAM badala jAeMgI, pariNAma badala jAegA! agara aisA hotA to Aja duniyA svarga bana jaatii| sone kI bana jaatii| para aisA kabhI nahIM hotaa| hama isa saccAI ko gaharAI se anubhava kareM ki vRtti ko badale binA pravRtti ko badalane kI koI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai aura pravRtti nahIM badalegI to pariNAma ke badalane kI bhI koI saMbhAvanA hamAre sAmane nahIM hai| hama pUrI bAta ko pakar3eM / samagratA kI dRSTi se ciMtana kreN| usake tIna pahalU haiM-pariNAma, pravRtti aura vRtti| Upara se calate haiM to yaha krama banatA hai, nIce se calate haiM to kArya-kAraNa kI zrRMkhalA meM vRtti mUla kAraNa hai, pravRtti usakA kArya hai aura pariNAma pravRtti kA kArya hai-ye kArya-kAraNa kI zrRMkhalA meM tInoM jur3ate haiN| tInoM saccAiyoM kA anubhava kreN| eka sAtha anubhava kareM, dhyAna kendrita kareM ina pr| hamane dhairya ke kSetra meM bhI eka sabase bar3I bhUla kI hai aura vaha bhUla yaha hai ki dhyAna ko chor3a diyaa| aura bAtoM ko pakar3e rakhA, dhyAna ko chor3a diyaa| hamane vRtti ko badalane vAlI pravRtti ko chor3a diyaa| hama pariNAma cAhate haiM ki dhArmika AdamI ko badalanA caahie| loga pUchate haiM, are, itanA dharma kiyA jAtA hai para samAja nahIM bdlaa| mujhe Azcarya hotA hai, anantakAla taka dharma calegA phira bhI samAja nahIM bdlegaa| to jisa samAja meM, jisa dharma ke kSetra meM, vRtti taka pahuMcane kI pravRtti nahIM hai vahAM yaha pariNAma nahIM aaegaa| dhyAna kI khoja isalie huI thI ki pravRtti ko janma dene vAlI vRtti taka hama pahuMca skeN| isake binA hajAra prayatna karane para bhI hama saphala nahIM hoNge|

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kaise soceM ? zikSA ke kSetra meM mastiSka ko badalane kA prayatna kiyA jA rahA hai, kintu vRttiyoM ko badalane kA aura unake pariSkAra kA prayatna nahIM kiyA jA rahA hai 1 yaha sabase bar3I saccAI hameM anubhUta ho rahI hai ki dhyAna ke dvArA dRSTi kA parivartana aura cAritra - AcaraNa kA parivartana kiyA jA sakatA hai / dRSTi kI mUr3hatA paidA karane vAlI mUrcchA aura AcaraNa aura vyavahAra meM mUr3hatA paidA karane vAlI mUrcchA ye donoM mUrcchAeM hamAre sAmane haiM / jaba taka ye donoM pariSkRta nahIM hoMgI, taba taka dRSTi aura cAritra kA pariSkAra nahIM kiyA jA sakegA / na manuSya kA dRSTikoNa badalegA aura na caritra kA koI pariSkAra hogA / kucha bhI nahIM hogaa| jo loga prekSAdhyAna meM baiThe haiM, jinhoMne prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa zurU kiyA hai, jo loga cAhate haiM ki sacAiyoM kA anubhava kara sakeM, samajha sakeM, una logoM ke lie bahuta jarUrI hai, ve gaharAI se anubhava kareM ki ve yahAM na krodha ko miTAne Ae haiM, na ahaMkAra ko miTAne Ae haiM, na aura dIkhane vAle pariNAmoM ko miTAne Ae haiM, ve Ae haiM kevala vRtti ke anusaMdhAna ke lie, usa vRtti kI khoja ke lie jo vRtti ina sAre pariNAmoM ko paidA karatI hai, jisake kAraNa ye sAre pariNAma Ate haiM / ye pariNAma jaba miTa jAte haiM taba sahI dRSTi hotI hai, samyak dRSTi hotI hai| abhI to dRSTi samyak nahIM hai| sArI dRSTi Aveza ke AdhAra para cala rahI hai| eka AdamI ne dUsare se kahA- - maiMne dekhA ki tumhArI patnI apane premI se bAta kara rahI thI / use gussA A gyaa| usane hAtha meM bandUka lI aura pUchA, kahAM hai ? bolA, bagIce meM / usane kahA- abhI jAtA hUM golI se mAra detA hUM / calA Aveza meM, bagIce meM jA pahuMcA aura itane meM dhyAna AyA, are ! merA byAha abhI to huA hI nahIM / eka banI banAI dhAraNA hai ki apanI patnI kisI premI se bAta kare use golI mAra denI cAhie / mana kA Aveza banA huA hai, dhAraNA banI huI hai| smRti khoI huI hai / yaha patA nahIM hai ki aisA huA hai yA nhiiN| basa ! apanI patnI kisI premI se bAta kare - yaha kaise sahana ho sakatA hai ? golI mAra denA hI use dIkhatA hai / 44 Aja kucha aisI hI vicitra sthiti cala rahI hai| AdamI Aveza se AviSTa hokara mAnyatA aura dhAraNA ke AdhAra para aise-aise nirNaya kara letA hai ki use apanI smRti hI nahIM ki vaha kyA kara rahA hai / dhyAna ke dvArA hamArI khoI huI smRti jAge / hama samagradRSTi se anAveza kI paristhiti meM sahI cintana kareM, sahI nirNaya leM aura sahI nirNaya ke AdhAra para apanI samasyA ke mUla ko khojeM aura vahIM se samAdhAna prApta kareM /

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apane bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa (1) . vyakti zarIra kI sImA meM jItA hai| yaha zarIra eka prAkRtika sImA hai| koI bhI vyakti zarIra se mukta nahIM hai| aura isa sImA se bhI mukta nahIM hai| jahAM sImA hotI hai vahAM kucha bAta alaga bana jAtI hai| eka vyakti kA dUsare vyakti se alagAva hai, cAhe kitanA bhI saTa kara baiThA ho, cAhe kitanA hI nikaTa kA sambandhI ho, phira bhI isa alagAva ko asvIkAra nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, kyoMki zarIra ne eka sImA banA dii| do vyakti pAsa meM baiThe haiN| donoM kA saMvedana bhinna-bhinna ho rahA hai| eka cintA meM DUba rahA hai, dUsarA prasannatA kA anubhava kara rahA hai| cAhe sage bhAI haiM, pitA-putra haiM, kucha bhI haiM aura bahuta nikaTa baiThe haiM, gAr3ha mitra haiM, gaharA saMbaMdha anubhava kara rahe haiM, bahuta paricita haiM, phira bhI saMvedana donoM kA bhinna-bhinna cala rahA hai, eka bahuta prasanna, dUsarA bahuta aprasanna / yaha kyoM ? kahA hai-patteyaM vinnu, patteyaM veyaNA / jJAnaM pratyeka kA hotA hai aura saMvedana pratyeka kA hotA hai, apanA-apanA hotA hai| jJAna apanA-apanA hotA hai| guru kA jJAna ziSya ke kAma nahIM aataa| pitA kA putra ke kAma nahIM AtA aura bar3e bhAI kA jJAna choTe bhAI ke kAma nahIM aataa| jaise paisA kAma AtA hai vaise hI yadi jJAna bhI kAma AtA to ghara meM eka hI AdamI par3ha letA, sabako par3hane kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| ghara meM eka AdamI kamA letA hai phira dUsarA koI AdamI kamAe yA na kamAe, kAma cala sakatA hai| yadi paise kI taraha jJAna kA vinimaya hotA to eka AdamI par3ha letA, usase sAre AdamI apanA kAma calA lete| phira zAyada itane skUloM aura kaoNlejoM kI jarUrata nahIM hotI aura vidyA-saMsthAnoM meM itanI bhIr3a-bhAr3a kI bhI jarUrata nahIM hotii| itanI sira paccI bhI nahIM hotii| kauna kisa lie par3hatA ? eka par3hA huA hai, sabakA kAma cala sakatA hai| jJAna apanA-apanA hotA hai| saMvedana bhI apanA-apanA hotA hai| eka AdamI kA saMvedana dUsare AdamI meM saMkrAMta nahIM hotaa| hara AdamI kA apanA-apanA saMvedana hotA hai| jisa ghaTanA kA sambandha pAMca vyaktiyoM se hai, pAMcoM vyaktiyoM para bhinna-bhinna saMvedana aura bhinna-bhinna pratikriyAeM hoNgii| eka vyakti eka ghaTanA ko lekara itanA pIr3ita hotA hai ki roTI harAma ho jAtI hai, jIvana bar3A du:khI bana jAtA hai| dUsarA vyakti jo usI ghaTanA se

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46 kaise soceM ? saMbaddha hai, itane meM TAla detA hai, 'calo, duniyA meM aisA hI hotA hai / ' bAta samApta / eka bhAI mere pAsa Akara bolA, 'mujha para hara bAta kA bar3A prabhAva hotA hai / kaSTa kA anubhava karatA huuN| koI bhI bAta ho jAtI hai to sAre dina vahI bAta dimAga meM cakkara lagAtI hai| bar3A parezAna hUM, kyA karUM ?' maiMne kahA- tuma eka sUtra kA Alambana lo, eka sUtra kA upayoga karo / jo bhI ghaTanA ghaTe, tuma yahI kahA karo, 'duniyA meM aisA hI hotA hai, yaha to duniyA kA svabhAva hai, yaha naI bAta hai ? kyA Azcarya hai ? na ho to Azcarya mAnanA cAhie, ho to koI Azcarya kI bAta nahIM / eka mitra dUsare mitra ko Thage to Azcarya hotA hai ki mere mitra ne mujhe Thaga liyA hai| are ! tumane sacAI ko samajhA hI nahIM, mitra kI prakRti ko samajhA hI nahIM / eka mitra dUsare mitra ko Thage, yaha kyA Azcarya hai / yaha to duniyA kI prakRti hai, yaha to duniyA kA svabhAva hai, bAta samApta ho jAtI hai jaba hama yaha mAna lete haiM ki yaha hotA hai, duniyA meM yaha to calatA hai to phira koI kaThinAI nahIM hotI / pratyeka vyakti ke saMvedana meM bahuta antara hotA hai| yaha saMvedana kI bhinnatA hai, jJAna kI bhinnatA hai aura zarIragata paryAyoM kI bhinnatA hai / janma, zaizava, yauvana, bur3hApA, mRtyu aura roga-ye saba zarIragata hote haiM, pratyeka hote haiN| eka vyakti ke zarIra meM apanA zaizava, apanA yauvana, apanA bur3hApA, apanA janma, apanI mauta hotI hai| ye saba bAteM pratyeka meM hotI haiM, apanI-apanI hotI haiN| yaha sImA hamArA zarIra kara rahA hai / zarIra ne ina sArI sImA rekhAoM ko khIMcA hai| inakA nirvAha zarIra kara rahA hai / hamAre jIvana ke do pahalU bana jAte haiM eka vaiyaktika aura dUsarA sAmAjika para hama usa duniyA meM jI rahe haiM jahA saMkramaNa hotA hai, chUta kI bImAriyAM hotI haiN| eka bImArI hotI hai aura vaha bImArI phaila jAtI hai, dUsaroM para bhI AkramaNa kara detI hai / vicAroM kA bhI saMkramaNa hotA hai| eka AdamI ke mana meM eka vicAra uThatA hai / aisA hotA hai ki vahI vicAra eka sAtha hajAroM logoM ke mana meM uTha jAtA hai| vicAra bhI saMkramaNazIla haiN| roga bhI saMkramaNazIla haiN| jaba saMkramaNa ke sUtra se hama jur3e hue haiM to hama nahIM kaha sakate ki hamArA vyaktitva korA vaiyaktika hai / yadi kevala vaiyaktika dRSTi se hama cintana karate haiM to hamArA cintana sahI nahIM hotA / yadi hama kevala sAmAjika dRSTi se cintana karate haiM to bhI hamArA cintana samyak nahIM hotA / jIvana kI do praNAliyAM haiM- eka samAjavAdI jIvana kI praNAlI aura

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apane bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa (1) dUsarI vaiyaktika jIvana kI praNAlI / sAmAjavAdI praNAlI kA Agraha hai ki vyakti kA koI mUlya nahIM hai| vyakti purjA hai, eka yaMtra hai| usakA koI svataMtra mUlya nahIM hai| samAjavAdI cintana ke loga isa bAta para itanA atirikta bhAra de rahe haiM ki vyakti kA vyaktitva hI samApta hotA calA jA rahA hai / koI mUlya hI nahIM raha gayA / koI mUlya nahIM, cAhe taba golI mAra de, cAhe taba phAMsI para car3hA de aura cAhe taba use samApta kara de / mAtra eka upayogitA raha gaI ki mazIna ThIka kAma de rahI hai to kAma leM, kAma nahIM de rahI hai bAhara pheMka deN| aisA hotA hai jApAna meN| pahale aisA hotA thA ki jaba mAM-bApa bUr3he ho jAte unheM jaMgala meM pheMka diyA jAtA / bUr3hA ho gayA, aba kAma kA to rahA nahIM / AdamI ko to vaha cAhie jo kAma kA ho| jo nikammA ho gayA vaha hamAre kisa kAma kA / phira vaha cAhe mAM ho yA bApa / varSoM taka yaha paramparA calI hai jApAna meM / bUr3he mAM-bApa ko, bUr3he AdamiyoM ko putra svayaM jaMgala meM pheMka Ate the / ve sar3ate, mara jaate| kitanA vicitra dRSTikoNa hotA hai manuSya kA / kevala svArtha aura svArtha / yaha sAmAjika dRSTikoNa bhI ekAMgI dRSTikoNa bana gayA / dUsarI ora vaiyaktika dRSTikoNa kI prabalatA hai / usameM AdamI apanI hI bAta socatA hai / apane hI hita kI bAta socatA hai, apane hI svArtha kI bAta socatA hai / apane se Age dUsare kI bAta socane kI usakI taiyArI nahIM hai / nitAnta vyaktivAdI dRSTikoNa aura nitAnta samAjavAdI dRSTikoNa-ye donoM dRSTikoNa Aja samUce samAja ko ulajhAe hue haiM aura hamArI samasyAeM bhI unake sAtha ulajhI huI haiN| hama svastha cintana kI carcA karate haiM / hameM ina donoM dRSTiyoM kA samanvaya karanA hogA / vyaktivAdI aura samAjavAdI dRSTikoNa kA samanvaya kie binA eka svastha jIvana praNAlI kA sUtrapAta nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / vartamAna kI ulajhanoM ko dekhatA hUM to mujhe yahI lagatA hai ki jina dezoM meM yaha samAjavAdI praNAlI pracalita hai, vahAM vaiyaktika svataMtratA samApta ho jAtI hai / vyakti ke lie tIna bAteM bahuta mahattvapUrNa hotI haiM svataMtratA, svAvalambana aura apane puruSArtha para vizvAsa / ye vyaktigata jIvana ke tIna bar3e sUtra haiN| maiM inheM vyaktigata jIvana ke tIna bar3e avadAna mAnatA huuN| bar3I dena hai - svataMtratA / AdamI jaba svataMtra nahIM hotA to phira yantra meM aura manuSya meM koI antara nahIM lagatA / roTI ke lie, suvidhA ke lie, upayogitA ke lie koI apanI svataMtratA beca de, usase bar3I dAsatA kI manovRtti nahIM hotii| hamAre samAja meM dAsoM kI paramparA rahI hai| naukara alaga hotA hai, dAsa alaga hotA hai / naukara vetana letA hai, kAma detA hai / vaha sthAyI nahIM hotA / mAlika cAhatA hai 1 47

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48 kaise soceM ? to mAlika chor3a detA hai| naukarI hai, kare yA na kre| kintu dAsatA kI eka bhayaMkara paramparA thii| vyakti bika jAtA thaa| gAya ko kharIdA, bhaiMsa ko khriidaa| kharIdane ke bAda gAya aura bhaiMsa mAlika kI ho jAtI hai| vaise hI AdamI bika jAtA, mAlika kharIda letA, dAsa usa mAlika kA ho jAtA, phira vaha dAsa kabhI chor3a nahIM sktaa| mAlika cAhe mAre, pITe, satAe kucha bhI kare-dAsa kabhI chor3a nahIM sakatA thaa| yaha gulAmI kI manovRtti, dAsatA kI manovRtti kabhI chUTatI nahIM hai| roTI ke lie AdamI bika jAe, sukha-suvidhA ke lie AdamI bika jAe, yaha gulAmI kI manovRtti hai| koI bhI manuSya isake lie bikanA nahIM cAhatA, gulAma bananA nahIM caahtaa| apane svataMtra astitva ko vaha kAyama rakhanA cAhatA hai| duniyA meM jitanI svataMtratA priya hai utanI zAyada koI bAta priya nahIM hai| manujI ne eka bahuta acchA vAkya likhA hai--'sarva AtmavazaM sukhaM, sarva paravazaM duHkham / unake sAmane prazna thA ki sukha aura duHkha ko paribhASita kaise kiyA jAe ? sukha kyA ? duHkha kyA ? sukha kI kyA paribhASA ho sakatI hai ? kisI kavi ne to kaha diyA sukha-dukha kyA hai ? manobhAvanA, jisane jaisA kara maanaa| madhukara ne to apane marane ko ananta sukhamaya jaanaa|| yaha to eka sAhityika paribhASA hai| sAhityika mUlya kI paribhASA sAhityika hotI hai| kintu manujI ne eka bahuta marma kI bAta likhI hai| unhoMne eka sundara paribhASA dI sukha kI-sarvaM AtmavazaM sukhaM-apanI svAdhInatA hI sukha hai| sarvaM paravazaM du:kham-paravaza hone kA nAma hI du:kha hai| AdamI paravaza ho gyaa| isakA matalaba hai usane du:kha mola le liyaa| paravaza honA aura du:khI honA do bAteM nahIM hotii| svavaza honA aura sukhI honA, isameM koI arthabheda nahIM hotaa| svataMtratA-yaha hamArA sabase bar3A sukha hai| jo sukha roTI khAne kI anubhUti meM nahIM milatA vaha sukha svataMtratA kI anubhUti meM milatA hai| roTI khAnA acchA to hai para jahAM svataMtratA nahIM hotI, vahAM roTI khAnA kaisA sukha ho sakatA hai ? mujhe eka kahAnI yAda A rahI hai eka bAra bAdazAha ne sabhAsadoM se pUchA 'batAo, vaha kauna-sI cIja hai jo sabase mIThI hotI hai|' kaI logoM se pUchA, sabhAsadoM se puuchaa| kisI ne kahA-rasagullA sabase mIThA hotA hai, kisI ne kahA-cAkaleTa sabase mIThI hotI hai| aba jisako jo mIThA lagatA thA, usane vahI btaayaa|

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apane bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa (1) 49 mIThe ke bAre meM jo prazna pUchA jAe, eka uttara nahIM ho sktaa| koI kucha batAtA hai, koI kucha batAtA hai| bIrabala bolA nahIM, cupa rahA / bAdazAha ko to usase pUchanA thaa| saba bole, saMtoSa nahIM huA, Akhira bAdazAha ko nAma lekara pUchanA par3A-bIrabala ! tuma bhI bolo|' vaha bolA-mahArAja ! saba bola rahe haiM, mere bolane kI kyA jarUrata hai ? 'nahIM, tuma batAo, sabase mIThI kyA hotI hai ?' bIrabala bolA--'sabase mIThI hotI hai-jabAna / ' bIrabala kA uttara to bar3A betukA hotA thaa| bAdazAha ne kahA-tuma bhI bar3I uTapaTAMga bAteM karate ho| jabAna kA kyA mIThA ? jabAna kaisI mIThI ? galata hai tumhArI baat| yA to pramANita karo yA tumhArI bAta galata sAbita hogii| usane kahA, pramANita karUMgA, Aja nahIM avasara Ane para kruuNgaa| kucha dinoM bAda bIrabala ne kahA-jahAMpanAha ! maiM begama sAhibA ko apane ghara bhojana ke lie nimantrita karanA cAhatA huuN| bAdazAha bolA-ThIka hai, jaisI tumhArI icchaa| bIrabala ne bhojana kI taiyArI kii| bhojana ke lie begama gii| itane bar3hiyA bhojana banAe ki begama sAhibA khAkara Azcarya meM par3a gaI ki itane bar3hiyA bhojana to mere yahAM bhI taiyAra nahIM hote| itanI acchI taiyArI thii| na jAne kitanI bAra prazaMsA kI hogii| yaha manuSya kA svabhAva hai| usameM khAne kI koI aisI Asakti hai ki bar3hiyA cIja sAmane AtI hai to khAtA hai kama, aura prazaMsA karatA hai jyaadaa| khAte samaya bhI prazaMsA karatA hai| bAda meM bhI prazaMsA karatA hai| cAra prakAra kI carcAeM hotI haiM-AhAra kI carcA, kAma-vAsanA kI carcA, deza saMbaMdhI carcA aura rAjya saMbaMdhI carcA / jIvana kA sabase bar3A bhAga ina carcAoM meM bItatA hai| jo loga yaha kahate haiM ki samaya nahIM milatA, unake jIvana kA vizleSaNa kiyA jAe to patA calegA ki unake jIvana kA bahuta sArA samaya to ina cAra prakAra kI carcAoM-kathAoM meM bIta jAtA hai| phira becAre ke pAsa samaya bacatA kahAM hai ? kahAM samaya mile ? kisI se kahA jAe ki dhyAna karo to uttara milatA hai, mujhe phurasata nahIM hai| itanA vyasta hUM, kara nahIM pAtA aura bhI koI acchA kAma karane ke lie kahA jAe to uttara milegA ki samaya nahIM hai| na jAne kitane loga sAre dina rAjya kI bAta karate rahate haiM ki hamArA maMtrI acchA nahIM, hamArA pradhAnamaMtrI acchA nahIM, hamArI nItiyAM galata haiM, yaha ho rahA hai, vaha ho rahA hai| AdamI itanI ciMtA karatA hai, mAno sAre rASTra kA bhAra usI ke kaMdhoM para hai aura sAre dAyitva usI ko nibhAne haiN| samaya to hamArA bIta jAtA hai ina nikamme kAmoM meM phira samaya bace kahAM se| begama ne bhI bhojana kI bar3I prazaMsA kii| na jAne kitanI bAra bhojana

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kaise soceM ? ko sraahaa| kitanI bAra kahA-kaisA Atithya kiyA hai ! kitanA bar3hiyA bhojana banAyA hai| bhojana se nivRtta hokara begama uThI, jAne lgii| bahuta prasanna thii| jAte-jAte bIrabala ne apane naukara se kahA-'dakho AMgana ko bahuta acchI tarapha sApha karanA hai, yahAM turkanI ne bhojana kiyA hai, khUba sApha krnaa|' begama ne sunA, usakA khAyA-pIyA sArA jahara ho gyaa| aba taka to bhojana bahuta mIThA thA aura aba kar3avA ho gayA, itanA jahara bana gayA ki dimAga cakarAne lgaa| bhojana itanA jaldI hajama ho gayA ki patA hI nahIM claa| bhojana samApta ho gyaa| aaii| bAdazAha ne pUchA, kaisA Atithya kiyA ? 'begama bolI, Apane mujhe kahAM bheja diyA ?' 'kyA huA ?' 'khAyA-pIyA sArA harAma ho gyaa| sArA jahara bana gyaa|' 'kyA bhojana ThIka nahIM karAyA ? 'nahIM bhojana to acchA kraayaa|' to phira kyA huA ?' 'jahAMpanAha ! khAne ke bAda Ane lagI to bIrabala ne aisI bAta kahI-'bhalA, ApakA sevaka hokara aisI bAta kaha sakatA hai! dhUrta AdamI, eka duzmana bhI aisI bAta nahIM kaha sktaa| merA itanA apamAna kiyaa|' usane sArI bAta bAdazAha ko sunaaii| bAdazAha kI bhRkuTI bhI tana gii| vaha gusse meM aayaa| sabhA meM Akara baiTha gyaa| bIrabala AyA to sAmane bhI nahIM dekhaa| bIrabala ne dekhA, kAma to bana gyaa| AMkheM, bhRkuTI tanI huI thiiN| bIrabala Akara baiTha gayA apane sthAna para / kucha dera bAda bAdazAha kA gussA kucha zAMta huA, pArA thor3A nIce utarA, bAdazAha bolA-bIrabala ! tumane kitanA bar3A apamAna kiyA hai ? bIrabala bolA-maiMne to koI aparAdha nahIM kiyA hai| 'tumane kyA kahA ?' 'kucha bhI nhiiN|' 'tumane bhojana karane ke bAda begama sAhibA ke lie kahA thA-'turkanI baiThI thI, jagaha ragar3a kara sApha krnaa|' thor3A smRti para jora DAlate hue-'hAM yaha to maiMne kahA thaa|' 'kyoM kahA ?' 'Apako pramANa denA thaa|' 'are ! kaisA pramANa ?' 'yahI ki jabAna kA kyA mIThA aura kyA khArA ! dekhie merI isa jIbha

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apane bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa ( 1 ) 51 ne mere sAre prayatna ko dhUla meM milA DAlA / maiMne kitanA zrama kiyA kitanA kharca kiyA / Apa mujhe eka varSa meM jitanA vetana dete haiM vaha to maiMne eka hI dina meM gaMvA diyaa| maiM to pUrA khAlI ho gayA / merA itanA sArA zrama to bekAra gayA / kevala eka jabAna Apako yAda raha gaI, vaha Apake sAmane A gii| merA sArA zrama aise hI calA gyaa| mujhe to Apako pramANa denA thA ki jIbha kitanI mIThI hotI hai aura kitanI kar3avI hotI hai|' bAdazAha bilakula mauna aura zAMta ho gayA / jIbha mIThI hotI hai aura jIbha kar3avI hotI hai| hamAre jIvana kI yahI sthiti hai| hamAre jIvana kA yahI citra hai jo hamAre sAmane prastuta hotA hai / svataMtratA sabase mIThI hotI hai| svataMtratA ke sAtha yadi rUkhI roTI bhI milatI hai to bahuta mIThI hotI hai aura parataMtratA ke sAtha bIrabala kA pUrA Atithya milatA hai to bhI atyanta kar3avA aura jaharIlA hotA hai| hameM vAstava meM miThAsa kA anubhava hI kahAM hai / maiMne eka choTe zivirArthI se kahA- tuma roTI ko svAda ke lie vyaMjana ke sAtha mata khaao| phira dekhoM ki gehUM kitanA mIThA hotA hai / mujhe lagatA hai, namaka-mirca masAloM ke sAtha gehUM kI roTI khAne vAloM ko gehUM ke svAda kA bilakula hI patA nahIM lagatA / hamAre to svAda hI basa do haiM- namaka yA cInI / isake sivAya na gehUM ke svAda kA patA, na zAka-sabjiyoM ke svAda kA patA / toru kA, khIre kA svAda kaisA hotA hai, Apako patA kaise cale ? usa para to namaka aura mirca hAvI jo jAte haiM / svataMtratA kA apanA itanA bar3A svAda hotA hai kintu usa para svataMtratA ke masAle itane hAvI ho jAte haiM ki hameM svataMtratA ke svAda kA patA hI nahIM calatA, anubhava hI nahIM hotA / jisa vyakti ne eka bAra bhI gehUM kI korI roTI khAI hai use patA laga jAegA ki gehUM kitanA mIThA hotA hai| jisa vyakti ne eka bAra bhI svataMtratA kA anubhava kiyA hai usa vyakti ko patA laga jAegA ki svataMtratA kA svAda kitanA hotA hai / rANA pratApa pahAr3oM meM ghUmate rahe, bar3e-bar3e svArthoM ko ThukarAte rahe / kyoM ThukarAte rahe ? kyoM itane kaSToM ko jhelate rahe ? kyoM itanI bar3I paristhitiyoM ko sahana karate rahe ? jahAM rAjakumAra ko khAne ke lie roTI nahI, roTI ke lie becArA rAjakumAra tarasatA rhaa| bhUkhA thA, rAjakumAra ke lie roTI banAI jA rahI thI / roTI banA kara rakhI, itane meM bilAva AyA, jhapaTa kara le gayA, vaha dekhatA raha gayA, tarasatA raha gayA / bhalA eka rAjakumAra isa avasthA meM rahe, Akhira kyoM ? pratApa ne svataMtratA kA svAda

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52 kaise soceM ? cakha liyA thaa| use koI bhI dUsarA svAda acchA nahIM laga rahA thaa| na zAsana kA, na vaibhava kA, na rAjya kA, na sattA kaa| use koI bhI svAda prabhAvita nahIM kara rahA thaa| hamArI svataMtratA kA sarvopari mUlya hotA hai| vyakti ko asvIkAra karane kA artha hotA hai ki hama svataMtratA ko asvIkAra kara rahe haiN| vartamAna kI zAsana praNAlI, vartamAna kI jIvana praNAlI aura vartamAna kI nAgarika paddhati ko dekhatA hUM to aisA lagatA hai ki dhIre-dhIre vyakti kA vyaktitva aura usakI svataMtratA samApta hotI jA rahI hai| vyakti eka yaMtra kA purjA banatA jA rahA hai| kitanI parataMtratA ! vyakti ghara meM eka khir3akI nikAlane ke lie svataMtra nahIM hai| kAraporezana kI svIkRti caahie| yaha to ThIka hai ki par3osI ko kaThinAI paidA ho, aisI bAta to nahIM honI cAhie, vahAM to Apatti ho sakatI hai, para kisI ko koI Apatti na ho, phira bhI vaha bAta mAnya na ho, yaha viDaMbanA hai| itanA kAnUnoM se jIvana jakar3a gayA hai ki svataMtratA to zAyada DhUMr3hane para bhI na mile| yaha bahuta vicitra sthiti jIvana kI hotI jA rahI hai| hamAre vaiyaktika jIvana kI dUsarI phalazruti hai-svAvalaMbana / svAvalaMbana kahAM hai ? itanA parAvalaMbana hotA hai ki AdamI dUsare para nirbhara hotA calA jA rahA hai| Apane amarabela kA nAma sunA hogaa| nAma to bahuta sundara, para bar3I khataranAka bela hotI hai| jisa paudhe para car3ha jAtI hai, usakI to anta hI smjhie| apane pairoM para khar3I nahIM hotii| dUsare kA AlaMbana DhUMr3hatI hai, dUsaroM ke sahAre khar3I hotI hai| bar3I ajIba prakRti hai| jisake sahAre khar3I hotI hai use khAnA zurU kara detI hai| kahA jAtA hai ki amarabela eka kilomITara taka apanA paira phailA detI hai| vaha dUsaroM para phailatI hai aura dUsaroM ko samApta karatI calI jAtI hai| parAvalaMbana kA sabase acchA udAharaNa hai-amarabela / AdamI bhI kama parAvalambI nahIM hai, amarabela se kama khataranAka nahIM hai| vaha bhI dUsaroM ke kaMdhoM para apanA vaibhava, apanI zAna-ezvarya calAtA hai aura unako caTa karatA calA jAtA hai| bar3e se bar3A udyogapati, bar3e se bar3A dhanapati naukara rakhatA hai| usake AdhAra para usakA sArA ThATa-bATa calatA hai, bar3appana calatA hai| naukara-cAkara na ho, AdamI kAma karane vAlA na ho to bar3appana kI sArI maryAdA TUTa jaae| pharka kyA par3e ? koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| bar3appana taba calatA hai jaba sAmane 10-20 kAma karane vAle hoN| taba lagatA hai ki kucha hai| jaise eka majadUra ko sArA kAma apane hAtha se karanA par3atA hai, vaise hI yadi eka dhanapati ko bhI sArA kAma apane hAtha se karanA par3e to ahaMkAra bhI TUTa jAtA hai aura

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apane bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa (1) bar3appana kA mAnadaNDa bhI TUTa jAtA hai| thothA ghamaMDa bhI TUTa jAtA hai| kahAM cale, kaise cale, phira pharka hI kyA par3e ? AdamI karor3apati kisalie bane ? isalie banatA hai ki use sArI suvidhAeM mila jAtI haiN| vaha itanA parAvalambI bana jAtA hai ki binA naukara ke usakA AnA-jAnA, khAnA- -pInA saba banda ho jAtA hai| naukara kI upayogitA ko vaha svIkAra karatA hai, para usakI AvazyakatAoM ko nakAratA jAtA hai| naukara bImAra hotA hai to vaha socatA hai, agale kA bhAgya, agalA jAne, kAma ke samaya sArA kAma naukara se hotA hai, para samaya para use aMgUThA dikhA detA hai / kyA yaha parAvalambana amarabela se kama hai ? bambaI kI eka ghaTanA hai / Aphisa meM tAra AyA par3A thA adhikArI ke Tebala para / adhikArI AyA, Ate hI jaldabAjI meM tAra par3hA to usameM likhA thA, tumhArI 'mAM mara gaI hai, jaldI cale aao|' usane aura kucha nahIM dekhA / usakI mAM bhI bUr3hI thI / usane socA- merI mAM mara gaI / vaha udAsa ho gayA, gamagIna ho gayA, bar3A ciMtita thA / jAne kI taiyAra kara rahA thA / itane meM eka karmacArI Akara bolA- 'sara ! merI mAM mara gaI tAra AyA hai / mujhe chuTTI caahie| tAra maiM ApakI Tebala para rakha gayA thaa|' adhikArI se sunA, vaha rAjI ho gayA / mana kI viSamatA bhI samApta, jAne kI taiyArI bhI samApta / adhikArI ne kahA-bUr3he marate hI rahate haiM / Aja mAM mara gaI, kala aura koI mara sakatA hai| Ae dina chuTTI hI chuTTI ! aisI DAMTa dI / becAre kI himmata hI nahIM huI ki dUsarI bAra kaha sake, mujhe chuTTI do / / yaha kyA hai ? jisa AdamI ke sahAre sArI suvidhAeM upalabdha ho rahI haiM, usa vyakti meM kaThinAI AtI hai to AMkheM banda ho jAtI haiM / aisI aMdhApana AtA hai ki kucha dikhAI hI nahIM detaa| isa vyaktivAdI manovRtti ne hI samAjavAdI praNAlI ko prerita kiyA hai / samAjavAda kA vikAsa akAraNa nahIM huA hai| usake pIche eka preraNA hai| hara ghaTanA ke pIche eka preraNA hotI hai / vyaktivAdI dRSTikoNa itanA sImAtIta ho gayA, svArtha itanA saghana ho gayA ki dUsare vyakti kI kaThinAiyoM, suvidhAoM aura asuvidhAoM kI ora dhyAna dene kA bhI samaya bacA nahIM / isa paristhiti ne hI eka pratikriyA paidA kI, eka Aga paidA kI, eka cinagArI paidA kI aura eka naI bAta sAmane AI / parAvalaMbana kI kahAnI vaiyaktikatA ke sAtha jur3I huI hai / Aja vyakti itanA parAvalambI ho gayA ki usane svAvalambana ko bilakula bhulA DAlA hai / lagatA to yaha hai, yadi dUsarA sAmane kAma karane vAlA milatA ho to zAyada kucha loga to hAtha hilAnA bhI pasaMda nahIM kreNge| muMha meM kaura DAlanA bhI nahIM 53

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54 kaise soceM ? cAheMge / cAha rahe haiM ki aisI mazIna kA nirmANa ho jo koI rasoI hI na pakAe, muMha meM kaura bhI de| phira aisI mazIna kI khoja bhI karanI hogI jo pacA bhI de / pacAne kI bhI phira kyA jarUrata hai ? itanI suvidhAvAdI manovRtti bana jAtI hai ki AdamI hara bAta ke lie dUsaroM kA muMha tAkatA rahatA hai| isase eka bahuta bar3A anartha huA hai ki AdamI zrama karanA bhUla gayA / hamAre zarIra kA svabhAva hai zrama - 1 - puruSArtha / yaha vyaktigata jIvana kI tIsarI phalazruti hai / jise apane puruSArtha para vizvAsa nahIM hotA, vaha AdamI saba kucha hone para bhI kucha bhI upalabdha nahIM kara paataa| parantu bahuta loga isa ora dhyAna nahIM dete, kyoMki bar3A AdamI to yaha samajhatA hai ki kAma karanA chuTapana kI bAta hai / apane hAtha se kAma karanA chuTapana kI bAta hai aura dUsaroM ke dekhate kAma karanA to aura bhI chuTapana kI bAta hai / hama isa sacAI ko samajheM ki zarIra ko zrama Avazyaka hai, jarUrI hai / 1 mere mana meM bahuta bAra prazna hotA thA ki majadUroM ko kitanA zrama karanA par3atA hai ? muniyoM ko kitanA zrama karanA par3atA hai ? ve gocarI ke lie jAte haiM, pAnI lAte haiM, dhUpa meM jAte haiM, vajana uThAte haiM, kitanA kAma karanA par3atA hai ? cintana AtA thA, kintu jaise-jaise isa siddhAMta ko samajhA, mujhe yaha sacAI samajha meM A gaI ki zarIra ke jisa avayava ko zrama nahIM milatA, vaha avayava bekAra, nikammA aura rugNa bana jAtA hai / Arogya kA sabase bar3A sUtra hai - zrama / pratyeka avayava ko zrama cAhie / yadi svastha rahanA hai to hAtha ko bhI zrama caahie| sabhI ko, hara avayava ko ucita zrama cAhie / jisa avayava ko zrama nahIM milatA, vahAM rakta kA saMcAra ThIka nahIM hotaa| jahAM rakta kA saMcAra ThIka DhaMga se nahIM hotA, vaha avayava apane Apa rugNa bana jAtA hai| usake lie kisI kITANu ke AkramaNa kI, saMkramaNa kI apekSA nahIM hotI / Aja ke bar3hate hue rogoM kA sabase bar3A kAraNa hai zrama kA abhAva / zivira meM Ate haiM, yogAsana karate haiN| kisalie ? yaha bahuta bar3I sAdhanA nahIM hai / sAdhanA kA dRSTikoNa bhI ho sakatA hai, para yogAsana korI sAdhanA hI nahIM hai / usameM sabase pahalI bAta hai - kAyasiddhi, kAyA ko sAdha lenA, kAyA ko svastha rakhanA / zarIra svastha nahIM hai to dhyAna nahIM ho sakatA / dhyAna ke lie zarIra svastha cAhiye | yogAsana karate haiM, usakA svAsthya para bhI asara AtA hai / prazna hotA hai svAvalambana aura puruSArtha meM kyA antara hai ? puruSArtha hamAre zarIra kI prakriyA hai / aMgoM ko kAma meM lenA aura niyamita karanA,

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apane bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa (1) yAnI zakti kA upayoga karanA hai puruSArtha aura apanI zakti para bharosA karanA hai svAvalambana | pahale svAvalambana hotA hai / svAvalambana hotA hai to puruSArtha hotA hai| apanI zakti para bharosA nahIM hai to phira svAvalambana kI bAta nahIM AtI / jise apane pairoM para bharosA nahIM hai, use lAThI lenI par3atI hai yA phira baizAkhI ke sahAre calanA par3atA hai| apanI zakti para bharosA honA pahalI bAta hai / yaha svAvalambana kA dRSTikoNa hai aura apanI zakti kA upayoga karanA, kAma meM lAnA hamArA puruSArtha hai / zivira kA AkarSaNa hai AdhyAtmika sAdhanA / mana meM yaha dUsarA AkarSaNa hai ki yahAM Ane para zarIra bhI ThIka hotA hai / yaha sabase bar3A AkarSaNa hai / honA to cAhie AdhyAtmikatA kA AkarSaNa / para amUrta bAta taka pahuMcane ke lie AdamI ko bahuta samaya lagatA hai / mUrta bAta ko pakar3ane meM koI kaThinAI nahIM hotii| vaha tatkAla pakar3a meM A jAtI hai, samajha meM A jAtI hai / bahuta jaldI AdamI sunatA hai ki amuka gayA, dhyAna kiyA aura usakI bImArI ThIka ko gii| yaha ThIka ho gayA, vaha ThIka ho gayA / eka kAna se dUsare kAna taka bAta pahuMcatI hai, AkarSaNa ho jAtA hai| abhI eka bhAI se maiMne pUchA, 'mahArASTra se Ae ho ? kitanI dUra se Ae ho !' usane kahA, 'kucha gar3abar3a hai zarIra meN| svastha nahIM huuN| maiMne saba jAMca karavA lii| phira bhI koI pharka nahIM par3A to yahAM AyA huuN| yahAM apane Apako ThIka anubhava kara rahA huuN|' / svAsthya kI preraNA bhI asvAbhAvika nahIM lgtii| zarIra bhI ThIka nahIM hai to becArA aura Age kyA karegA ? jaba cAkU hI ThIka nahIM hai to becArI strI sabjI kaise kATegI ? sAdhana to cAhie, koI na koI upAya aura upakaraNa to hamAre pAsa cAhie / hamArA zarIra eka upakaraNa hai / yaha dhAra hai cAkU kI jo saba kucha ThIka-ThAka kara detI hai / zivira meM zarIra svastha kyoM hotA hai ? zivira meM Ane vAloM kI goliyAM kyoM chUTa jAtI haiM ? yahAM ghaMTA bhara taka Asana aura prANAyAma karanA hotA hai| jahAM kahIM rakta kA avarodha hotA hai, sAre rakta kI praNAliyAM svastha ho jAtI haiM, saba ThIka-ThAka ho jAtA hai / Apane dekhA hogA ki sar3aka para idhara se bhI gAr3iyAM AtI haiM, udhara se bhI AtI haiM, dAeM-bAeM gAr3iyAM krAsa karatI haiN| pulisa kA AdamI khar3A hai| hAtha se dAeM-bAeM karatA hai| eka ora avarodha eka minaTa kA huA to kabhI-kabhI to saikar3oM gAr3iyoM kI katAreM laga jAtI haiM / hamAre zarIra meM na jAne varSoM taka 55

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kaise soceM ? yaha avarodha lagA huA hai, becAre rakta kaNoM kI kitanI bar3I katAra lagI huI hai ki use pAra karAne meM bhI Apako dina laga jaayeNge| jaba taka pUrA zrama zarIra ko nahIM milatA, roga samApta nahIM hote, hamAre rakta kI praNAliyAM spaSTa nahIM hotI, svAsthya upalabdha nahIM hotaa| sacamuca zarIra ko zrama caahie| zrama bahuta Avazyaka hai| koI zrama na kara sake to zAyada yogAsana kA Alambana lenA par3a sakatA hai| yogAsana ke dvArA zarIra ko bhI svAsthya milatA hai| zrama hamAre jIvana ke lie bahuta Avazyaka svataMtratA, svAvalambana aura puruSArtha para vizvAsa-ye vyakti kI tIna vaiyaktita AvazyakatAeM haiN| vyakti kI tIna sImAeM haiM, jo vyakti ko alaga vyaktitva pradAna karatI haiN|

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apane bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa (2) vyakti akelA hotA yadi upayogitA nahIM hotii| upayogitA ne vyakti ko bAMdhA aura samAja bana gyaa| vyakti akelA hotA yadi apekSA nahIM hotii| vyakti akelA hotA yadi yoga nahIM hotaa| vyakti jur3atA hai| usameM yoga kI kSamatA hai, jur3ane kI kSamatA hai, saMbaMdha kI kSamatA hai| isa saMbaMdha kI kSamatA se vyakti ne samAja kA nirmANa kiyaa| yoga aura upayogitA-ye do parasparAvalaMbana ke AdhAra bana ge| tIsarA AdhAra banA prabhAva / yadi eka dUsare para, eka dUsare kA prabhAva nahIM par3atA to samAja nahIM bntaa| upayogitA, prabhAva aura yoga-ye tIna AdhAra haiM samAja kI saMracanA ke| vyakti akelA nahIM rahA, samAja bana gyaa| upayogitA bahuta hai, kyoMki apekSAeM bahuta haiN| khAne ko cAhie, pIne ko cAhie, rahane ko makAna cAhie, kapar3A cAhie aura bhI na jAne kyA-kyA nahIM caahie| bahuta sArI apekSAeM haiN| akelA vyakti kabhI ina sArI apekSAoM ko pUrA nahIM kara sktaa| upayogitA aura apekSAeM jur3I huI haiN| svAvalambana kI carcA maiMne kI thii| vaiyaktikatA kA eka lakSaNa hai-svAvalaMbana, kintu sahI artha meM, thor3e gahare meM utarakara dekhA jAe to svAvalaMbI-yaha zabda bhI sApekSa hI hai| eka apekSA se hI AdamI svAlaMbI hotA hai| vahAM sUtra banatA hai-prspraavlNbn| isakA artha hai-eka dUsare ko eka dUsare kA aalNbn| eka dUsare ko eka dUsare kA shaaraa| parasparAvalaMbana ke AdhAra para samAja kA nirmANa hotA hai| eka AdamI khetI karatA hai, dUsarA vyApAra, tIsarA aujAra kA nirmANa karatA hai| cauthA khetI ke sAdhanoM kA nirmANa karatA hai| ina sabakA yoga hotA hai aura anAja bAjAra meM A jAtA hai| kisAna hai khetI karane vAlA para yadi aujAra nahIM hai, TrekTara nahIM hai to kahAM se khetI hogI ? ho nahIM skegii| kisAna ko aujAra cAhie, upakaraNa caahie| upakaraNa kahAM se AegA ? eka zilpI hala bhI banA letA hai, TrekTara bhI banA letA hai| yadi lohA nahIM hai, kATha nahIM hai to kahAM se hogA nirmANa ! ye bhI cAhie, khadAna bhI cAhie aura majadUra bhI cAhie jisase ki khadAna se lohA nikAle aura saplAI kre| itanA saba kucha jur3A huA hai| parasparAvalaMbana meM itanA saba kucha yoga hai| saba eka dUsare se jur3e hue haiN| eka vyakti alaga-sA lagatA hai, calatA hai to aisA lagatA hai, para vaha akelA nahIM cala rahA hai| usake sAtha saikar3oM-saikar3oM vyakti cala rahe haiN| saiMkar3oM vyaktiyoM kI parachAI national

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kaise soceM ? lie hue cala rahA hai| peTa meM roTI hai isalie cala rahA hai, akelA kahAM cala rahA hai / patnI roTI na parose to pati ko patA cala jAtA hai ki kaise calA jAtA hai, paira ThaMDe par3a jAte haiN| ghuTane Tika jAte haiM / calane kI zakti naSTa ho jAtI hai| eka AdamI cala rahA hai to usake sAtha-sAtha roTI bhI cala rahI hai / roTI cala rahI hai to sAtha-sAtha meM vyApArI bhI cala rahA hai / sAtha-sAtha meM kisAna bhI cala rahA hai / sAtha-sAtha meM aujAra banAne vAlA zilpI bhI cala rahA hai| eka AdamI ke sAtha aneka parachAiyAM cala rahI haiM, taba vaha AdamI cala rahA hai| kevala akelA calegA to vaha calegA nahIM, sthira hI hogaa| vaha gatimAna nahIM ho sktaa| hamArI gati ke sAtha na jAne kitane logoM kA yoga hai, kitane jur3e hue haiM / hama jaba yoga kI bAta ko bhulA dete haiM, isa jur3e hue kI bAta bhulA dete haiM taba akelepana kI bAta socate haiM, vyaktigata bAta socate haiM / kintu jaise hI hama dUsare koNa kI ora mur3ate haiM aura dhyAna dete haiM ki yoga ke binA, isa jur3Ava ke binA koI bhI AdamI kucha bhI nahIM kara sakatA to samAja kI pratimA hamAre sAmane upasthita ho jAtI hai / aura eka prayatna ke sAtha saikar3oM prayatna spaSTa ubhara Ate haiN| akelA AdamI koI bhI kucha nahIM kara sktaa| sabakA yoga milatA hai taba pUrA kAma banatA hai / yaha yoga yA saMbaMdha itanA sUkSma hai ki patA hI nahIM calatA / sthUla darzana meM koI patA nahIM calatA kintu sUkSma darzana meM hara caraNa para usa saMbaMdha kA AbhAsa hotA hai| eka AdamI dUsare ke ghara jA rahA hai| vaha gati kara rahA hai, cala rahA hai kyoMki saMbaMdha jur3A huA hai / vaha usase jur3A huA hai, isalie jA rahA hai / apane mitra ke ghara jAtA hai, apane saMbaMdhI ke ghara jAtA hai to jisake sAtha jisakA sambandha jur3A huA hai vaha usake pAsa jAtA hai| saMbaMdha kI preraNA use vahAM le jAtI hai| upayogitA hai vahAM AdamI calA jAtA hai / 58 yoga, upayoga aura prabhAva - ina tIna sUtroM ke AdhAra para parasparAvalaMbana kI bAta samajha meM AtI hai| koI bhI vyakti parasparAvalaMbana ke binA apanI jIvana-yAtrA ko nahIM calA sakatA aura isa duniyA meM apane astitva ko kAyama bhI nahIM rakha sakatA / saba kucha eka dUsare para TikA huA hai| dUsarI maMjila pahalI maMjila para TikI huI hai aura pahalI maMjila nIMva para TikI huI hai / nIMva bhUmi para TikI huI hai| yadi bhUmi nahIM to nIMva nahIM TikegI / adhara meM kucha bhI nahIM hai / saba AdhAra para TikA huA hai| jo adhara meM hai vaha sUkSma jagat hai, hamAre vyavahAra kA jagat nahIM hai / vyavahAra kA pUrA kA pUrA jagat AdhAra para TikA huA hai| isalie hara bAta meM AdhAra khojA jAtA hai / samAja eka AdhAra para cala rahA hai| jahAM parasparAvalambana kI vismRti

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apane bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa (2) hotI hai vahAM sAmAjika jIvana meM samasyAeM paidA hotI haiN| vartamAna kI samasyAoM kA yadi vizleSaNa kiyA jAe to patA calegA ki garIbI kI samasyA utanI bhayaMkara nahIM jitanI bhaMyakara hai parasparAvalambana kI smsyaa| AdamI sAmAjika jIvana jI rahA hai, kintu vaha parasparAvalambana kA aMkana nahIM kara rahA hai| dillI ko dekhate hI aisA lagatA hai ki kitanA bhavya nagara hai| isa bAra jo zivira kA sthAna milA hai vaha do hoTaloM ke bIca meM hai| idhara hoTala hai, udhara hottl| kala eka bhAI ne kahA-do hoTaloM ke bIca meM rahakara zivira meM rahane kA mana nahIM krtaa| itane bar3e aura itane bar3hiyA hoTala ! aura unameM rahane vAle itane bar3e loga ! bar3e-bar3e bhavanoM meM aura imAratoM meM rahane vAle bar3e-bar3e loga jaba bhavya imAratoM ko dekhate haiM aura unameM rahane vAle 6 nI logoM ko dekhate haiM taba eka prakAra kA dRzya sAmane upasthita hotA hai, kintu una bhavanoM kA nirmANa karane vAloM ko vismRta karate haiM taba samasyA khar3I ho jAtI hai| parasparAvalambana kA siddhAMta thA. ki sahArA lo aura sahArA do| viniyama karo sahAre kA, Alambana kaa| paraspara meM jo AlaMbana hotA hai, eka dUsare ke sahAre kI jo smRti hotI hai to zAyada yaha samasyA paidA nahIM hotii| cAhe atIta meM samasyA rahI ho, cAhe vartamAna meM samasyA ho, vaha samasyA hai-parasparAvalaMbana kii| samAja kI prakRti hai-parasparAvalambana / jaba usa prakRti kI hI vismRti kara dete haiM, usa sImA kA atikramaNa kara dete haiM, phira samasyA paidA kaise nahIM hogI ? bar3A Azcarya hotA hai ki jisane nirmANa kiyA aura jisakA nirmANa meM adhikatama yoga rahA, usakI vismRti ho gii| hara vastu ke nirmANa meM do bAteM cAhie-eka buddhi yA zilpa aura dUsarA shrm| patA nahIM kyoM buddhi ko atirikta mUlya nahIM diyA gayA, jitanA cAhie utanA bhI nahIM milaa| yaha buddhi aura zrama kA asaMtulana hI eka samasyA banA huA hai| yaha bahuta bar3I samasyA hai| aura jaba taka yaha saMtulana nahIM hotA hai taba taka bAta banatI nahIM hai| eka buddhimAna AdamI kucha zrama kie binA dina meM eka lAkha kA bhI arjana kara letA hai, eka karor3a kA arjana bhI kara letA hai aura jyAdA bhI kara letA hai aura usI buddhi meM yoga dene vAlA jo zramika hai, usa becAre ko lAkha-hajAra-karor3a kI bAta kA to svapna AtA hogA, para jIvana kI paryApta AvazyakatA hai vaha bhI pUrI nahIM hotii| isa asaMtulana ne

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60 kaise soceM ? samAja kI prakRti ko vikRta banA diyaa| prakRti meM vikRti hotI hai to sArI samasyAeM paidA hotI haiN| eka hai to kahAnI, kintu sAmAjika prakRti ke atikramaNa ko bahuta jyAdA ujAgara karatI hai aura usa para bahuta prakAza DAlatI hai eka AdamI calA jA rahA thaa| jaMgala meM se gujara rahA thaa| pyAsa laga gii| pAnI kahIM idhara-udhara dIkha nahIM rahA thaa| pyAsa gaharI hotI gii| garamI kA dina, dupaharI kA samaya, khojate-khojate eka kuAM dikhAI diyaa| vahAM gayA, dekhA, pAnI hai, rassI par3I hai, Dola bhI par3A hai-para pAnI nikAlane vAlA koI nahIM hai| usane socA, pAnI nikAlUM aura pyAsa bujhaauuN| dUsare hI kSaNa socA, maiM pAnI kaise nikaaluuN| maiM to amIrajAdA huuN| maiM pAnI nikAlUM aura koI dekha le to bar3appana cUra-cUra ho jaaegaa| bar3e loga kyA samajheMge ? ve kaheMge, dekho, amIrajAdA pAnI hAtha se nikAlakara pI rahA hai ! bar3I bhaddI bAta hogii| vaha binA pAnI nikAle, pyAsa lie, baiTha gyaa| thor3I dera huI, itane meM eka dUsarA AdamI aayaa| vahI hAlata / kaMTha sUkhe jA rahe haiN| bar3I burI hAlata ho rahI hai| gaharI pyAsa, pAnI pIne ke lie khojate-khojate vahIM aayaa| dekhA, Dola par3A hai, rassI hai, kueM meM pAnI hai aura AdamI bhI baiThA hai| bolA, 'are bhAI ! pyAsa bahuta lagI hai, jarA pAnI pilA do|' usane kahA, maiM amIrajAdA hUM, maiM kaise pAnI nikalUM, tuma nikaalo| usane kahA-maiM kaise nikAlUM, maiM navAbajAdA huuN| vaha bhI baiTha gyaa| pahale eka thA, aba do ho ge| thor3I dera huI, tIsarA AdamI aayaa| dUra se hI cillaayaa-paanii-paanii| ve bole nhiiN| vaha pAsa meM gayA, bolA, are bhAI ! pyAsA hUM, pAnI to pilAnA caahie| ve bole-Apa zAnta raheM, jyAdA hallA karane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| maiM amIrajAdA hUM, pAnI nahIM nikAla sktaa| dUsarA bolA maiM navAbajAdA hUM, maiM bhI pAnI nahIM khIMca sktaa| tuma nikaalo| vaha bolA, maiM kaise nikaaluuN| maiM zAhajAdA huuN| tInoM pyAse baiTha ge| thor3I dera huI, cauthA AdamI aayaa| vaha bhI pyAsA thaa| vaha kueM para aayaa| Dola, pAnI aura rassI ko par3e dekhA aura dekhA ki tIna AdamI udAsa baiThe haiN| vaha Dola ke rassI bAMdha pAnI nikAlane lagA to ve tInoM bole, bhAI! hameM bhI pAnI pilAnA / vaha bolA-saba sAdhana to the| pAnI nikAlate aura pI lete| pahalA bolA, amIrajAdA hUM, pAnI nikalUM to ijjata bhraSTa ho jaae| dUsarA bolA navAbajAdA hUM, pAnI nikAlUM to sArI maryAdA khaMDita ho jaae| tIsare ne kahA-maiM zAhajAdA hUM-pAnI nikAlane ke lie thor3e hI janmA hUM ?

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apane bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa (2) 61 taba usa cauthe AdamI ne kahA-ThIka hai| baiThe rho| vaha pAnI nikAlakara pIne lgaa| tInoM bola par3e-are ! hameM bhI pilaao| usane kahA, maiM harAmajAdA hUM pAnI pItA hUM pilAtA kisI ko nhiiN| yaha merI maryAdA hai| vaha pAnI pIkara calatA bnaa| unhoMne kahA, tuma kyoM harAmajAde bane ? usane kahA-ina amIrajAdoM, navAbajAdoM aura zAhajAdoM ne harAmajAdoM ko paidA kiyaa| kitanA mArmika vyaMgya hai ! yaha pUre samAja kI sthiti kA citraNa prastuta karatA hai| samAja meM harAmajAdA koI bhI nahIM hotA kintu jaba samAja kA eka bahuta bar3A varga amIrajAdA, zAhajAdA aura navAbajAdA banakara baiTha jAtA hai to harAmajAdoM ko janma lenA hI par3atA hai aura koI cArA nahIM raha jaataa| yaha samAja kI prakRti kA vikRta svarUpa hamAre sAmane hai| jahAM parasparAvalaMbana kI bAta chUTa jAtI hai, AdamI yaha anubhava nahIM karatA ki yaha mujhe sahArA de rahA hai, yaha AlaMbana de rahA hai, isake sahAre maiM jI rahA huuN| jaba yaha bAta lAdI jAtI hai to samAja rugNa hotA hai, sAmAjika jIvana asta-vyasta hotA hai, usameM hiMsA bar3hatI hai, asatya bar3hatA hai, krUratA bar3hatI hai aura sArI kaThinAiyAM bar3hatI sAmAjika jIvana kA sabase bar3A aura pahalA sUtra hai-parasparAvalaMbana-pArasparika shyog| eka dUsare ko shaaraa| yaha hotA hai taba aura kucha sAmAjika vizeSatAyeM zurU hotI haiN| sAmAjikatA kA eka lakSaNa hotA hai anuzAsana / anuzAsana kaba AtA hai ? parasparAvalaMbana ke AdhAra para anuzAsana vikasita hotA hai| saba cAhate haiM ki samAja meM anuzAsana aae| anuzAsana kA vikAsa taba taka nahIM hotA jaba taka parasparAvalaMbana kI cetanA nahIM jAga jaatii| mAlika apane naukara para anuzAsana karanA cAhatA hai| svAmI apane sevaka para anuzAsana karanA cAhatA hai| kintu jaba-jaba sevaka ko, naukara ko yaha anubhava hotA hai ki yaha mere AlaMbana kA mUlyAMkana nahIM kara rahA hai, mujhe to AdamI nahIM samajha rahA hai, to usameM anuzAsana kI cetanA nahIM jAgegI, pratikriyA kI cetanA jaagegii| anuzAsana sahaja bhAva se A jAtA hai, batAne kI AvazyakatA nhiiN| sahaja bhAva se taba AtA hai jaba parasparAvalaMbana kA anubhava ho| mujhe smaraNa hai, dekhA hai apanI AMkhoM se ki dUsare se sevA lenA bahuta kaThina kAma hai| kintu jahAM parasparAvalaMbana kI cetanA hotI hai vahAM dUsare se sevA lenA bahuta sarala bAta hai| hamAre saMgha meM eka muni hue, bahuta prazasta aura bahuta yazasvI, muni maganalAlajI maMtrI' ke vizeSaNa ke dvArA abhihita hote the|

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62 kaise soceM ? ve saMgha meM sabase jyAdA pratiSThita muni the, aura eka prakAra se AcArya ke bAda unakA sthAna thA duusraa| sevA meM sAdhu rhte| vRddha the| sevA meM niyukta muni pAnI pilAnA bhUla jAtA, ghaMTA bhara pAnI nahIM pilAtA, pyAse raha jAte para yaha nahIM kahate ki pAnI nahIM pilaayaa| jaba use yAda AtI aura vaha AtA to ulAhanA nahIM dete| use svayaM bhAna hotA, vaha kahatA, merI galatI ho gaI, bhUla gyaa| ve kahate, nahIM bhAI ! tumhAre bhI bahuta kAma haiM, bahuta kAma karate ho, koI bAta nahIM / tuma jo itanA karate ho yaha to bar3I bAta hai| maiM to nikammA huuN| uTha-baiTha bhI nahIM sakatA, cala bhI nahIM sakatA aura tuma merI sevA karate ho, yaha kitanI bar3I bAta hai ! kitanA usakA mUlyAMkana karate, hajAra ulAhanA dene para jo bhAvanA usameM nahIM jAgatI vaha bhAvanA jAga jAtI, usake mana meM yaha bhAvanA AtI ki inakI jitanI sevA kI jAe, vaha kama hai| yaha kyoM hotA hai ? parasparAvalaMbana ke AdhAra para hotA hai| dUsare ke sahAre kA mUlyAMkana kiyA ki bhaI ! tuma kitanI bar3I sevA karate ho| usake mana meM sevA kI bhAvanA ghara kara jaatii| yadi sevA karane vAle ko latAr3A jAtA hai to usake mana meM pratikriyA jAgatI hai aura nAnA prakAra ke asad vicAra Ate haiN| yadi bhUla hone para bhI usake AlaMbana kA mUlya AMkA jAe, sarAhanA kI jAe to bhUla sudhara sakatI hai, anyathA nhiiN| sAmAjikatA kI eka bahuta bar3I prakRti hai parasparAvalaMbana / usakA jitanA mUlyAMkana hotA hai utanA anuzAsana jAgatA hai| anuzAsana kabhI lAyA nahIM jaataa| anuzAsana paidA hotA hai| anuzAsana tAlAba kA pAnI nahIM hai, Upara se barasA huA pAnI nahIM hai| anuzAsana srota se nikalatA hai| eka pAnI AkAza se TapakatA hai, barasatA hai aura eka pAnI jamIna se nikalatA hai| kueM meM srota hotA hai| aise bar3e-bar3e srota aura jharane hote haiM jahAM bhUmi meM se pAnI nikalatA hai| pahAr3a se pAnI kA pravAha calatA hai| anuzAsana eka srota hai| yaha varSA kA pAnI nahIM hai| varSA kA pAnI hogA, vaha sImita hogaa| tAlAba meM jitanA pAnI DAlo utanA pAnI nikAla lo| thor3A-bahuta to sUkha hI jaaegaa| kintu jo srota hotA hai vaha to calatA hI rahatA hai| kueM se Aja bhI pAnI nikAlA, kala bhI nikAlA, nikAlate hI cale jaao| eka-eka kuAM aisA hotA hai ki pUre gAMva ko pAnI de detA hai kyoMki usake srota haiM, DAlA huA pAnI nahIM hai| anuzAsana hamAre jIvana meM eka srota hotA hai, srota banakara bahatA hai| eka mAlika ne naukara ko anAmita karate hue kahA- dekho, dhyAna

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apane bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa (2) 63 1 rkhnaa| mujhe binA pUche koI kAma mata krnaa|' anuzAsana kI bAta to batA dii| usane svIkAra kara liyA ki bilakula ThIka bAta hai / dUsare hI dina eka ghaTanA ghttii| mAlika ke pAsa AyA aura bolA- 'mAlika! billI dUdha pI rahI hai, kyA karUM ?' 'are ! mUrkha ! pUchane AyA hai ? haTA denA thA / ' usane kahA-Apane hI kahA thA ki mujhe pUche binA kucha bhI nahIM karanA hai / yaha DAlA huA pAnI hotA hai / jitanA kaha diyA, utanA mAna liyA / anuzAsana viveka ke sAtha jur3A huA hotA hai / kintu jabaradastI thopA huA, Aropita nahIM hotA / anuzAsana aise hI hI nahIM aataa| anuzAsana parasparAvalaMbana kI anubhUti ke dvArA AtA hai prazna thA svataMtratA kA / vaiyaktikatA ke sAtha jur3I huI hai - svataMtratA aura sAmAjikatA ke sAtha jur3I huI hai - parataMtratA / donoM zabda hamAre bahuta priya zabda haiM, svataMtratA bhI aura parataMtratA bhI / svataMtra honA bhI koI burI bAta nahIM hai, parataMtra honA bhI koI burI bAta nahIM hai / hamane svataMtratA ko jyAdA abhivyakti de dI aura parataMtratA ko viparIta artha meM jyAdA abhivyakti de dii| ina donoM ko sApekSatA ke AdhAra para samajhanA hai| jahAM hama nirapekSa bAta kareMge, vahAM sArI bAta galata ho jaaegii| udAharaNa ke lie sapheda raMga acchA bhI hotA hai aura burA bhI hotA hai / kAlA raMga kharAba kahAM hotA hai, bahuta acchA hotA hai / jaise hI sardI kA mausama AtA hai, hara AdamI kAlA bana jAtA hai| vaha isa bAta ko jAnatA hai ki kAle raMga meM avazoSaNa kI kSamatA hai ki bAhara se jo bhI AtA hai vaha use roka detA hai, bhItara nahIM jAne detaa| yaha kAle raMga kI vizeSatA hai / nyAyAlaya meM dekheM, nyAyAdhIza kAle kapar3e pahanakara jAte haiM / kAle raMga meM kSamatA hai ki dUsare ke prabhAva se bacA sakate haiN| ye raMga bhI, hamArI bhAvanA ke, AcAra aura vyavahAra ke pratIka hote haiN| raMgoM kA cunAva aise hI nahIM hotA, bar3I gaharAI ke sAtha raMgoM kA cunAva hotA hai| jajoM aura vakIloM ke kAlI pozAka kA jo cunAva kiyA gayA, bahuta arthavAn hai ki eka nyAyAdhIza ko prabhAvita nahIM honA cAhie / nyAyAlaya kA vAtAvaraNa prabhAvamukta honA cAhie / isalie kAle raMga kA cunAva kiyA gyaa| agara nyAyAdhIza lAla raMga ke kapar3e pahanakara baiThatA to dUsaroM kI bAta kama sunatA aura uttejita hokara apanI hI bAta sunAnI jyAdA pasanda karatA / itanA uttejita ho jAtA ki phira becAre vakIla to khar3e hI rhte| unakI koI nahIM sunatA phira / lAla kA cunAva nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, pIle kA cunAva nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / kahAvata hai ki lAla-pIlA ho gyaa| koI nahIM kahatA ki gusse meM A gayA /

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64 kaise soceM ? yahI kahatA hai ki vaha lAla-pIlA ho gyaa| lAla aura pIlA-donoM garama raMga haiN| raMga do prakAra ke hote haiM-ThaMDA aura garama / nIlA raMga ThaMDA hotA hai| lAla raMga aura pIlA raMga garama hote haiN| nyAya karane baiThe aura garama raMga kA kapar3A pahane, garama to pahale hI ho jAegA, nyAya kaise kara pAegA ? kAle raMga kA cunAva kiyA gyaa| yaha bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa cunAva hai| isa prakAra hamane parataMtra hone ko sarvathA burA mAna liyA aura svataMtra hone ko sarvathA acchA mAna liyaa| yaha na bhUleM ki anekAMtadRSTi se kiyA gayA koI nirNaya sahI nahIM hotaa| hama anekAMtadRSTi ko chor3akara sacAI taka nahIM pahuMca skte| anekAMta kA nirNaya yaha hai ki svataMtratA acchI bhI hai aura burI bhI hai| parataMtratA acchI bhI hai aura burI bhI hai| . hamane sunA thA ki jaba hindustAna AjAda huA taba logoM ne svataMtratA ke bar3e vicitra artha kie| inkamaTeksa oNphIsara inkamaTeksa lene kI bAta karatA hai to vyApArI kahatA hai ki maiM Taiksa nahIM dUMgA, kyoMki aba hamArA deza svataMtra ho gayA hai| aba hama kisalie Taiksa cukAeM? kisAna se vasUlI karanI hai, vaha kahatA hai ki maiM bhI nahIM dUMgA-kyoMki AjAda ho gayA hUM, aba kisalie dUM ? eka AdamI ne phira vyaMgya kasA ki phira to yaha bAta ho gaI ki eka AdamI sar3aka para jAkara baiTha gyaa| udhara se Traka aayaa| usane kahA ki bhaI, rAstA roka kara sar3aka ke bIca kyoM baiThe ho ? usane kahA, merA deza AjAda hai, maiM AjAda hUM, mana cAhe vaisA kruuN| DrAivara ne kahA, acchI bAta hai, maiM bhI Traka calAne ke lie AjAda huuN| svataMtratA bhI koI acchI hI nahIM hotii| isake bhI kaI artha ho jAte haiN| parataMtratA bhI koI burI nahIM hotii| eka baccA yadi parataMtra nahIM hotA, mAtA-pitA ke kahe meM nahIM calatA hai to vaha bigar3a jAtA hai| eka alpamati vAlA vyakti, jisakA bauddhika vikAsa kama hai, jisameM socane-samajhane kI kSamatA kama hai, vaha vyakti yadi apane hI taMtra ke AdhAra para calatA hai aura kisI dUsare ke taMtra ko svIkAra nahIM karatA, vaha bhI galata rAste para calA jAtA hai| dUsare kA taMtra bhI bahuta Avazyaka hotA hai| anuzAsana dUsare ke taMtra se jur3A huA hai| kabhI svIkAra mata karo ki merA hI taMtra cle| eka sImA eka taka tumhArA taMtra cale, dUsarI sImA taka dUsare kA bhI taMtra cle| jahAM Avazyaka ho vahAM tumhArA taMtra aura jahAM Avazyaka ho vahAM dUsare kA tNtr| vidyArthI adhyApaka ke taMtra ko mAnakara calatA hai| ziSya guru ke taMtra ko mAnakara calatA hai| ziSya ke mana meM bhAvanA jAga jAe ki maiM guru bana jaauuN| ho sakatI hai bhAvanA, para ise lekara guru ke Asana para baiTha jAegA to artha kyA

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apane bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa (2) 65 hogA ? ziSya kabhI aise hI guru nahIM bana sktaa| gurutA prApta kie binA guru nahIM bana sktaa| vidyArthI adhyApaka kI kursI para baiThakara adhyApaka kA kAma nahIM kara sktaa| pahale taMtra ko lenA hotA hai aura phira taMtra ko denA hotA hai| svataMtratA vAstava meM parataMtratA kI eka niSpatti hai| yaha pariNAma hai ki jo vyakti parataMtra rahA hai vahI vyakti vAstava meM svataMtra ho sakatA hai| - mujhe eka bAta yAda AtI hai| hama loga jaba AcAryavara ke pAsa par3hate the, AcAryavara eka bAta kahA karate the ki dekho, abhI tuma mere anuzAsana meM raho, maiM jo kahUM vaha karo, apanI manacAhI mata karo, kisI se bAteM mata karo, samaya ko vyartha hI mata gNvaao| agara merI yaha bAta 5-7 varSa mAna loge to jIvana bhara itane svataMtra ho jAoge ki phira cAhe so kro| tumheM TokanevAlA, rokanevAlA koI nahIM hogaa| aura abhI merI bAta nahIM mAnoge to jIvana bhara itane parataMtra rahoge ki jIvana bhara koI na koI tumhAre para rahegA, kahatA hI rahegA ki yaha mata karo, vaha mata karo, tumane ThIka nahIM kiyA, rokA-TokI jIvana bhara clegii| yaha eka mahattvapUrNa bAta hai ki jo vyakti acchA ziSya hotA hai vahI acchA guru bana sakatA hai| jisane ziSya kA jIvana nahIM jIyA vaha guru kA jIvana kabhI nahIM jI sktaa| parataMtratA koI burI bAta nahIM hai| sAmAjika jIvana kA eka aMga hai anuzAsana aura sAmAjika jIvana kA dUsarA aMga hai parataMtra rahanA, dUsare ke taMtra meM rhnaa| Apa use usa artha meM na leM ki hamAre rASTra meM kisI dUsare kA zAsana ho| parataMtra kA itanA hI artha nahIM hai| parataMtra kA artha hai jisakI kSamatA vikasita nahIM hai, jitanI kSamatA vikasita nahIM hai, usa kSamatA ko pAne ke lie dUsare ke taMtra ko svIkAra krnaa|| / kyA yaha Aja nahIM ho rahA hai ? aisA ho rahA hai| saikar3oM-saikar3oM vidyArthI adhyayana ke lie amerikA jAte haiN| jarmanI meM jAte haiM, bAhara jAte haiN| vahAM ke yahAM Ate haiN| vidyArthiyoM kA AdAna-pradAna ho rahA hai| isalie ho rahA hai ki jo kalA vahAM vikasita hai aura yahAM nahIM hai use sIkhane ke lie vidyArthI vahAM jAtA hai| isakA matalaba hai ki parataMtra meM jA rahA hai| jo bAta vahAM nahIM hai aura yahAM hai use sIkhane ke lie vidyArthI yahAM A rahA hai| hara kisI AdamI ko sIkhane ke lie dUsare ke yahAM jAnA hotA hai, kyoMki hara bAta hara AdamI meM vikasita nahIM hotii| hara bAta hara rASTra aura deza meM vikasita nahIM hotii| prAcInakAla meM dharma saMpradAyoM meM eka upasaMpadA calatI thii| jaina zAsana meM bhI upasaMpadA kA varNana AtA hai| eka saMgha kA sAdhu jaba dekhatA hai ki mere

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La kaise soceM ? saMgha meM maiM jo par3hanA cAhatA hUM usa vidyA ko par3hAne vAlA koI nahIM hai, taba vaha guru ke pAsa jAtA aura kahatA, gurudeva ! maiM yaha par3hanA cAhatA hUM, apane saMgha meM koI par3hAne vAlA nahIM hai, Apa mujhe svIkRti deM ki maiM isa saMgha ko chor3akara dUsare saMgha meM jAUM, vahAM par3hakara phira Apake pAsa A jaauuN| guru use svIkRti dete| vaha dUsare saMgha meM calA jAtA aura vahAM upasaMpadA ko svIkAra karatA, unakA ziSya banakara rahatA, adhyayana karatA aura adhyayana karane ke bAda apane saMgha meM lauTa aataa| vizeSatA ko upalabdha karane ke lie aisA karanA hI hotA hai| sAmAjika jIvana kI tIsarI bAta hai-samanvaya / eka AdamI meM virodha nahIM hotaa| kintu jahAM do AdamI hoMge, vahAM virodha honA jarUrI hai| ise kabhI TAlA nahIM jA sktaa| vicAra kA bheda, ciMtana kA bheda, vicAra kA virodha T, ciMtana kA virodha rokA nahIM jA sktaa| yaha anivArya bAta hai, nizcita vyApti hai| jahAM matabheda hai, virodha hai, vahAM jIvana calegA kaise ? pati kahatA hai usa makAna meM rahanA cAhatA huuN| patnI kahatI hai isa makAna meM rahanA cAhatI hUM, virodha ho gyaa| saMgharSa, virodha, vicAra-bheda-yaha sAmAjika jIvana kI anivArya zarta hai| usase jIvana Ubar3a-khAbar3a bana jaaegaa| isa sthiti meM samanvaya kI bAta AtI hai| anekAMta kA bar3A sUtra hai-smnvy| do virodhI bAtoM meM tIsarA rAstA khojo samanvaya kA, sAmaJjasya ho jaaegaa| kabhI eka bAta ko gauNa karo, kabhI dUsarI bAta ko, samanvaya sthApita ho jaaegaa| samanvaya hogA sahiSNutA ke AdhAra pr| jahAM eka dUsare ko sahana nahIM karatA, vahAM samanvaya nahIM ho sktaa| eka dUsare ko sahana karanA hotA hai| kabhI koI kisI ko sahana karatA hai, pitA putra ko sahana karatA hai aura kabhI putra pitA ko sahana karatA hai| putra ne kahA, pitAjI ! Aja se maiM Apake sAtha bhojana nahIM kruuNgaa| pitA bahuta samajhadAra thaa| usane kahA-beTA ! acchI bAta hai, koI bAta nahIM, Aja se maiM tumhAre sAtha bhojana kruuNgaa| aba kahAM jAe beTA ? itanA to ho gayA para bAta vahAM kI vahAM rhii| kala taka putra pitA ke sAtha bhojana karatA thA aba pitA putra ke sAtha bhojana karane laga gyaa| sAmaJjasya ho gyaa| eka dUsare ko sahana karanA par3atA hai| ___AcAryavara bahuta bAra kahate haiM, mujhe bhI kahA, dekho, AcArya ke lie eka bAta bahuta jarUrI hotI hai ki avasara ho to mauna rahanA, avasara ho to khnaa| yaha jarUrI nahIM ki AcArya kahe hii| kabhI kahanA zreyaskara hotA hai aura kabhI na kahanA (sahanA) zreyaskara hotA hai| __ svayaM sahate haiM to dUsare bhI sahana karate haiN| svayaM to sahana karanA jAnatA hI nahIM, pitA to sahana karanA jAnatA hI nahIM, mAM to sahana karanA

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apane bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa (2) 67 jAnatI hI nahIM, saba kucha bahU se, beTe se sahana karavAnA cAhatI hai|aisaa duniyA meM huA nahIM, hogA bhI nhiiN| sahana karanA hotA hai| sahana karavAnA hotA hai| sAmAjikatA kA cauthA sUtra hai-shissnnutaa| sAmAjika jIvana kA pAMcavAM sUtra hai-saha-astitva / eka sAtha rhnaa| sAtha meM rahane kI bAta taba phalita hotI hai jaba samanvaya, sahiSNutA, parasparAvalambana aura parataMtratA-ina bhAvanAoM kA vikAsa hotA hai| ciMtana kI carcA ho rahI hai, hama kisa dRSTi se dekheM ? kisa dRSTi se soceM ? apane bAre meM kaise soceM ? hamAre jIvana ke do pakSa haiN| jIvana kA eka pakSa hai-vaiyktik| jIvana kA dUsarA pakSa hai-saamaajik| apane bAre meM socate samaya ina donoM pahaluoM ko sAmane rakhate hue soceN| eka pakSa para kabhI na soceN| kevala vaiyaktikatA kI dRSTi se na soceN| kevala sAmAjikatA aura sAmudAyikatA kI dRSTi se na soceN| donoM pahaluoM ko sAmane rakhakara soceM, aura donoM pahaluoM kA viparyaya bhI na kreN| Aja kA AdamI viparyaya karanA bhI bahuta jAnatA hai| jahAM apanA svArtha huA, AdamI vyaktigata bana jAtA hai| kisI ne kahA are bhaI ! yaha burAI mata kro| aprAmANika bAta mata kro| aprAmANika vyavahAra mata kro| vaha kaha uThatA hai-'maiM kyA karatA hUM ? sArA samAja hI kara rahA hai| maiM akelA kahAM se bacUMgA ?' vaha bilakula sAmAjika bana gyaa| ciMtana sAmAjika dRSTi se ho gyaa| kisI ne kahA-are ! itanA dhana lekara baiThe ho| loga bAr3ha ke kAraNa takalIpha pA rahe haiN| tuma akele sukha bhoga rahe ho| vaha kahatA hai, 'apanI karanI, apanI bhrnii| hamane to yaha siddhAMta sIkhA hai| maiM dUsaroM kI ciMtA nahIM krtaa| maiM to eka vyakti huuN|' vahAM vaha vyaktivAdI bana jAtA hai| yaha eka viparyaya ho gyaa| jahAM burAI karane kI bAta hai vahAM to samAja kI zaraNa le letA hai aura jahAM svArtha kI bAta Ae vahAM kahatA hai-agalA jAne, maiM kyA kara sakatA huuN| maiMne puNya kiyA hai taba sukha bhoga rahA hUM, usane pApa kiyA hai to usakA uttaradAyI maiM kaise banUMgA ? vahAM vaha ekAMtata: vyaktivAdI bana jAtA hai| ___ apane bAre meM jo hamAre ciMtana ke ye mithyA koNa haiM, ina koNoM ke kAraNa bhI hama samasyA ko ulajhA dete haiN| dhyAna karane vAle vyakti ke lie samyak ciMtana jarUrI hai aura samyak ciMtana ke lie jahAM vyaktivAdI dRSTikoNa honA cAhie, vahAM vyaktivAdI, jahAM sAmAjika dRSTikoNa honA cAhie, vahAM sAmUhika aura sAmAjika ye donoM dRSTikoNa spaSTa raheM to samasyA ko sulajhAne meM hameM bahuta bar3A sahayoga mila sakatA hai|

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dUsare ke bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa eka vyakti guru ke pAsa AyA aura bolA-'gurudeva ! duHkha se chUTane kA upAya btaao|' bar3A prazna thA / thor3e zabdoM meM bahuta bar3A prazna ki du:khoM kI duniyA meM jInA aura duHkha se chUTane kA upAya krnaa| choTI bAta nahIM thI, bahuta bar3I bAta thii| guru ne kahA, eka kAma karo, jo AdamI sabase sukhI ho usakA aMga-rakhA le Ao, phira du:kha se chUTane kA gura btaauuNgaa| vaha gayA, eka ghara meM jAkara pUchA-'bhAI ! tuma to sabase sukhI ho|' / koI na pUche, taba taka saba ThIka hai| taraMga na uThe taba taka samudra zAMta hai| tUphAna na Ae taba taka jala zAMta hai, bavaMDara na uThe taba taka saba ThIka hai| kintu jaba tUphAna AtA hai, bavaMDara AtA hai taba taraMga hI taraMga ho jAtA hai| mUla svabhAva kA patA hI nahIM cltaa| prazna na ho taba taka ThIka hai, para jaba prazna pUchA jAtA hai, ThIka beThIka ho jAtA hai| usane kahA-sUkhI ! merA par3osI itanA badamAza hai, Ae dina mujhe satAtA rahatA hai| bhalA, maiM kaise sukhI ho sakatA hUM, maiM to atyanta du:khI huuN| vaha dUsare ghara gayA aura bolA-bhaI ! tuma to bilakula sukhI ho ? koI du:kha to nahIM ? ghara kA svAmI bolA-'kyA bAta pUchate ho ? sukha kI bAta ! aisI karkazA patnI milI hai ki dina bhara sira khAtI rahatI hai| mere jIvana meM to sukha kI koI kalpanA hI nahIM kI jA sktii|' tIsare ke pAsa gayA, cauthe ke pAsa gyaa| kisI kI patnI ke pAsa gayA to vaha pati ko krUra batalAtI hai| pati ke pAsa gayA to vaha patnI ko krUra batalAtA hai| pitA ke pAsa gayA to vaha putra ko uddaNDa batalAtA hai| saikar3oM-saikar3oM gharoM meM ghUmA, parikramA karatA calA gayA, hajAroM gharoM ke Asa-pAsa cakkara lagAtA gayA, saba apane Apako du:khI batalAte haiM, koI sukhI nahIM btlaataa| bar3A Azcarya huaa| usane socA kaba taka ghuumuuNgaa| guru ke pAsa Akara bolA-'maiM to ghUmate-ghUmate thaka gyaa| Apane kahA thA, sabase sukhI ho usa vyakti kA aMgarakhA laanaa| sabase sukhI kI bAta dUra, mujhe to koI sukhI hI nahIM milaa| kisakA aMgarakhA lAtA !'

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dUsare ke bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa guru ne kahA-'kyoM du:khI haiM ? kyA du:kha hai ?' / usane kahA-'kisI kA par3osI kharAba, kisI kA beTA kharAba, kisI kA bApa kharAba, kisI kA aura kucha kharAba, kisI kA aura kucha khraab| hara AdamI dUsare AdamI ke kAraNa du:kha bhoga rahA hai|' guru ne kahA-sukha kA gura hai dUsare kI ora na jhAMkanA, apanI ora jhaaNknaa| yaha sukha kA upAya hai, cale jaao| vaha bolA-'itanI-sI choTI bAta Apa pahale hI batA dete| kyoM phira mujhase vyartha hI cakkara lagavAyA ? kyoM mujhe ghumAyA ? kyoM parikramA karavAI? bahuta choTI-sI bAta thI, Apa pahale hI batA dete|' guru ne kahA, satya duSpAcya hotA hai| satya sIdhA pacatA nhiiN| agara maiM pahale hI yaha bAta kaha detA to tU merI bAta mAnatA hI nhiiN| jaba tUne svayaM anubhava kara liyA, sabakI parikramA kara lI, aba yaha bAta terI samajha meM A sakatI hai ki saba loga dUsaroM ko dekha rahe haiM aura dUsaroM ko dekhane ke kAraNa saba du:kha kA anubhava kara rahe haiN| aba yaha bAta samajha meM AegI ki satya bahuta parizrama ke bAda pacatA hai| kahAnI bahuta mArmika hai aura isa kahAnI kA phalita bhI bahuta mArmika hai ki dUsare ko dekhane vAlA kabhI sukha kA anubhava nahIM krtaa| hara AdamI du:kha kA anubhava karatA hai| apane Apa nahIM karatA, dUsare ke kAraNa du:kha kA anubhava karatA hai| zata-pratizata du:kha kA kAraNa hai-dUsarA / bImArI AtI hai, vaha bhI to dUsarI hai, apanI to hai nhiiN| bImArI ke kAraNa duHkha kA anubhava karatA hai, zatrutA ke kAraNa du:kha kA anubhava karatA hai, apriyatA ke kAraNa du:kha kA anubhava karatA hai, para ke kAraNa duHkha kA anubhava karatA hai| hamAre vyaktitva ke sAtha eka 'sva' jur3A huA hai, dUsare 'para' jur3A huA hai| vyaktitva kI eka sImA meM hama apane bAre meM ciMtana karate haiM aura dUsarI sImA hamArI hai ki hama 'para' ke bAre meM ciMtana karate haiN| 'para' zabda ke do artha ho sakate haiM-svataMtra aura bhinna / 'para' isalie ki vaha svataMtra hai aura usakA astitva svataMtra hai| eka hai bhedAnubhUti aura dUsarI hai svataMtrAnubhUti / hamane svataMtratA ko svIkArA hai aura bheda ko svIkArA hai| hamAre ciMtana meM kucha alaga-alaga koNa hote haiN| ciMtana, vicAra hamezA sApekSa hotA hai| apane Apa meM ciMtana kA koI artha nahIM hotaa| ciMtana kI utpatti aura usake vikAsa ke lie koI AdhAra cAhie, koI dUsarA caahie| dravya ho yA kSetra, kAla ho yA avasthA, vyakti ho yA vastu, ciMtana ke lie kucha na kucha

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70 kaise soceM ? caahie| IMdhana ke binA Aga prajvalita nahIM hotii| Aga ko jalAne ke lie IMdhana cAhie, sAmagrI caahie| cintana ko prajvalita hone ke lie bhI IMdhana cAhiye, sAmagrI caahiye| cintana ke Aga kA prajvalana hai-'pr'| yadi yaha 'para' zabda nahIM hotA to phira cintana kI apekSA hI nahIM hotii| hama apane bAre meM kaise soceM ? hama dUsare ke bAre meM socate haiM to kaise soceM ? jaba hama sAmAjika jIvana jIte haiM, vahAM kevala 'sva' nahIM hotA 'para' bhI hotA hai aura 'para' hotA hai isalie samAja banatA hai| yadi kevala 'sva' hotA to zuddha adhyAtma hotA, vyavahAra nahIM hotaa| hamArA sArA vyavahAra samAja ke AdhAra para calatA hai, bheda ke AdhAra para calatA hai| isa bhedAnubhUti ke kSetra meM hama kaise soceM ? yaha bahuta mahattvapUrNa prazna hai| ciMtana ke do pahalU hote haiM-vidheyAtmaka aura nissedhaatmk| hamArA eka dRSTikoNa, eka ciMtana vidhAyaka hotA hai| dUsarA niSedhAtmaka hotA hai| apane bAre meM bhI hamAre donoM prakAra ke ciMtana hote haiM aura dUsare ke bAre meM bhI donoM prakAra ke ciMtana hote haiN| kiMtu aisA pratIta hotA hai ki dUsare ke bAre meM vidhAyaka ciMtana kama hotA hai, niSedhAtmaka ciMtana jyAdA hotA hai| AdamI kI AMkha meM patA nahIM kyA hai, vaha apanI vizeSatA jyAdA dekhegI aura dUsare meM kamI hI kamI dekhegii| kisI bhI AdamI se pUcha lo, samajhadAra se samajhadAra AdamI se pUcha lo, dUsare meM kamI kA hI ullekha kregaa| zAyada koI bhI AdamI dUsare ke bAre meM yaha kahe ki nahIM, vaha to sarvaguNa-sampanna hai, bhAgya se hI yaha zabda niklegaa| sambhavata: nahIM nikalegA aura jo kama samajhadAra hotA hai vaha dUsaroM ko samajhadAra mAnatA hI nhiiN| vaha to sabase jyAdA apane ko hI samajhadAra mAnatA hai aura apanI vizeSatAoM ko hI dekhatA hai| vaha dUsare ke bAre meM bahuta ajIba dhAraNAeM rakhatA hai| Aja koI sattA para baiThA hai, koI adhikAra para baiThA hai| vaha sArI janatA meM kamiyAM dekhegaa| usakI AlocanA karegA aura jaba apanA prazna AtA hai to mauna ho jaaegaa| yaha to nahIM kahatA ki mujha meM sArI vizeSatA hai, para use apanI kamI kA anubhava nahIM hotaa| dUsare ke bAre meM yaha jo niSedhAtmaka dRSTikoNa hai ki hamezA kamI aura khAmI kA darzana hameM hotA hai| isa cintana ke kAraNa, hama vyakti ko, jisakA jitanA mUlya hotA hai, use utanA mUlya nahIM de paate| sAmAjika jIvana meM bar3A prazna hai mUlyoM kaa| samAja calatA hai mUlyoM ke AdhAra pr| kiMtu mUlyAMkana karanA eka bahuta bar3I samasyA hai| hama sahI

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dUsare ke bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa 71 mUlya AMka nahIM pAte aura isalie nahIM AMka pAte ki hamArA dRSTikoNa vidhAyaka nahIM hotaa| jisa samAja meM ahiMsA pratiSThita nahIM hotI, usa samAja meM sahI mUlyAMkana nahIM ho sakatA / I mUlyAMkana kI pahalI zarta hai-ahiMsA / mana meM hiMsA kA bhAva hai / hiMsA ko Apa sthUla artha meM na leN| kevala mArane kI bAta hI hiMsA nahIM, mArane kI bAta to bahuta sthUla bAta hotI hai| hiMsA kI bAta hamArI cetanA kI samagra zuddhatA kI svIkRti se saMbaMdhita hai / cetanA meM jitanA rAga aura dveSa adhika hotA hai utanA hI hamArA mUlyAMkana galata hotA hai / para patA nahIM kaise jur3e hue haiM ye donoM vyakti ke sAtha ki hamAre sAmane rAga aura dveSa ke sivAya tIsarA AyAma udghATita hI nahIM hotA / priyatA kA, apriyatA kA dRSTikoNa barAbara banA rahatA hai| kisI bhI AdamI ko dekhatA hUM to zuddha dRSTi se dekha sakUM, bar3A kaThina kAma hai| AdamI ko dekhanA hI sambhava nahIM rahA / koI bhI AdamI kahatA hai ki maiM use dekha rahA hUM / nahIM dekha pA rahe ho / AdamI ko tuma dekhanA zurU karate ho, usase pahale hI tumhAre bIca anaMta dIvAreM khar3I ho jAtI haiM / itanI rukAvaTeM, itanI bAdhAeM, itane vighna, saMskAroM kI itanI parateM A jAtI haiM ki becArA AdamI kahIM raha jAtA hai, usakA ceharA kahIM raha jAtA hai| kabhI zatrutA kA bhAva, kabhI mitratA kA bhAva, kisI ke pratisneha kA bhAva, kisI ke prati karuNA kA bhAva aura kisI ke prati krUratA kA bhAva, koI na koI manobhAva darzaka aura dRzya ke bIca dIvAra bana kara A jAtA hai / koI AdamI kisI kA zuddha ceharA dekha pAtA ho, bahuta kama sambhava hai| saMbhava lagatA nahIM ki eka AdamI dUsare AdamI taka pahuMca ske| ThIka kahA hai 'mAmapazyannayaMloko, na me zatrurna me priyaH / mAM prapazyannayaMloko, na me zatrurna me priyaH / / ' prazna huA ki tumhArA zatru kauna hai aura tumhArA mitra kauna hai ? do hI to duniyA meM ho sakate haiM yA to koI zatru hogA yA koI mitra hogaa| ThIka prazna thA ki kitane zatru aura kitane mitra ? kauna zatru aura kauna mitra ? uttara milA, dUsarA mujhe koI jAnatA nahIM, dekhatA hI nahIM, phira vaha kaise merA zatru ho sakatA hai aura kaise merA mitra ho sakatA hai ? zatru taba ho ki jaba jAne / mitra bhI taba ho ki jaba jAne / jaba jAnatA hI nahIM to vaha kaise zatru aura kaise mitra ho sakatA hai ? jo jAnatA hai aura dekhatA hai vaha kisI kA zatru aura kaise mitra ho sakatA hai ? jo jAnatA hai aura dekhatA hai vaha kisI kA zatru nahIM banatA aura kisI kA mitra nahIM bntaa| jo jAnatA hai vaha banatA nahIM

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72 kaise soceM ? aura jo banatA hai vaha jAnatA nhiiN| eka bahuta rahasya bharI bAta AcArya ne kahI, koI kisI ko jAnatA nhiiN| kahate to haiM ki maiM apane parivAra vAloM ko jAnatA hUM, apane par3osI ko jAnatA hUM, dillI vAloM ko jAnatA hUM, Asa-pAsa ke logoM ko jAnatA hUM, para koI kisI ko sacamuca jAnatA hI nhiiN| hara AdamI ke bIca meM itanI dIvAreM cinI huI haiM, bar3I-bar3I dIvAreM ki unake pAra jhAMkanA saMbhava hI nahIM ho pA rahA hai| kevala apanI kalpanA kA AdamI hamAre sAmane hotA hai| eka kalpanA kI imeja aura kalpanAoM kI mUrti hamAre sAmane hotA hai| kalpanA ke AdhAra para hama kAlpanika vyakti ko jAnate haiM, hama mUla ko nahIM jaante| parachAI ko jAnate haiM, mUla ko nahIM jaante| yaha sArI parachAiyoM kA darzana cala rahA hai aura pratibimboM ke AdhAra para hamArI sArI lar3AiyAM cala rahI haiN| bimba taka koI pahuMcatA hI nhiiN| kevala pratibimba aura pratibimba, sirpha parachAI aura parachAIM ! hotA yaha hai mUla calA jAtA hai aura usakI parachAI raha jAtI hai| __eka nagara meM dekhA, sar3aka pAra kara rahe haiM, sAmane eka majabUta dIvAra hai| daravAjA hai aura tAlA lagA huA hai| aisA lagatA hai ki kitanI vyavasthA hai, bhItara koI jA hI nahIM sktaa| thor3A Age gae, mur3akara dekhA, to pIche kI sArI dIvAra khaMDahara hai, TUTI huI hai, nIce girI huI hai| makAna rahA hI nahIM, makAna hI gira gyaa| pArzva kI dIvAreM gira giiN| tIna tarapha kI dIvAreM gira gaIM, makAna gira gayA, Age kI dIvAreM khar3I haiM, daravAjA khar3A hai, tAlA lagA hai| majabUta tAle ko khola nahIM skte| bar3I vicitra bAta hai| Asa-pAsa nahIM, pRSThabhUmi nhiiN| jIvana kA AdhAra nahIM, jIvana kA pArzva nhiiN| aura Age bahuta majabUta tAlA lagA huA hai| yaha sthiti bana jAtI hai vyakti kI ki mUla bAta calI jAtI hai, parachAI raha jAtI hai| bimba samApta ho jAtA hai, pratibimba zeSa baca jAtA hai| isa pratibimba kI duniyA meM bimba ko dekhanA bahuta kaThina samasyA hai| sArI mitratA, sArI zatrutA bimba ke AdhAra para nahIM ho rahI hai| jisako mitra mAna rahe haiM usakA bimba bhI hamAre hAtha meM nahIM aayaa| jisako zatru mAna rahe haiM usakA bimba bhI hamAre hAtha meM nahIM AyA hai| ho sakatA hai ki jise mitra mAnA jA rahA hai, vaha jyAdA zatru ho aura jise zatru mAnA jA rahA hai vaha jyAdA mitra ho| hamAre pAsa aisI zuddha dRSTi nahIM, aisI AMkha nahIM jo mitra yA zatru ko dekha ske|

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dUsare ke bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa 'muDhAtmA yatra vizvastaH, tato nAnyad bhayAspadam / yato bhItastato nAnyad, abhayasthAnamAtmanaH / / ' jahAM vizvAsa karate haiM, usase bar3A koI khatarA nahIM aura jise khatarA samajhate haiM usase bar3A vizvAsa kA koI sthAna nahIM hai / yaha viparyaya 'para' ke kAraNa cala rahA hai| hamane 'para' ke prati, dUsare ke prati aisA dRSTikoNa banA liyA ki jahAM 'para' AyA vahAM hameM khatarA dIkhane laga jAtA hai aura jahAM 'sva' AyA vahAM hameM kalyANa dIkhane laga jAtA hai / 'sva' aura 'para' ke bAre meM yaha dharaNA kyoM banI ? kaba aura kaisI banI ? kAraNa yahI ho sakatA hai ki dUrI ke kAraNa vyakti dUsare vyakti ke prati aisA dRSTikoNa banA letA hai| jahAM apanI bAta AI vahAM priyatA aura apriyatA donoM meM se cunAva ho jAtA hai / jaba 'para' kI bAta AI vahAM bhI cunAva ho jAtA hai / dhyAna karane vAle vyakti meM ciMtana kA pariSkAra hotA hai, cintana badalatA hai / dRSTikoNa badalatA hai / usameM 'para' ke prati eka svataMtratA kI anubhUti jAgatI hai / dUsare vyakti ke svataMtra astitva kA anubhava karanA eka bahuta bar3I phalazruti hai / koI AdamI kisI ke svataMtra astitva ko svIkAra nahIM karatA, sahI artha meM svIkAra nahIM karatA / 73 pitA putra ko priya mAna letA hai para usake svataMtra astitva ko svIkAra nahIM karatA / vaha svataMtra hone kI thor3I-sI bhI bAta karatA hai to pitA tilamilA uThatA hai / pati patnI ke svataMtra astitva ko svIkAra nahIM karatA / mAlika naukara ke svataMtra astitva ko kaise svIkAra kara sakatA hai ? isIlie vaha usakI hara cAha para niyaMtraNa lagAnA cAhatA hai| yaha niyaMtraNoM kA vikAsa isa AdhAra para huA ki hameM dUsare kA svataMtra astitva mAnya nahIM hai siddhAntata: mAnya ho sakatA hai / para vAstava meM mAnya nahIM hai| jahAM bhI svataMtratA kI bAta hotI hai, vahAM bar3I samasyA paidA ho jAtI hai / 1 dhyAna kI gaharAI meM gae binA, cetanA kI paratoM kA vizleSaNa kie binA, unakA sAkSAtkAra kie binA dUsare vyakti kA svataMtra astitva hai, yaha bAta jAnate hue bhI nahIM jAnI jAtI, samajhate hue bhI nahIM samajhI jAtI / hamArA cetanA kA jagat eka bahuta bar3A vicitra jagat hai, sUkSma jagat hai| hama kabhI cetanA ke jagat meM vihAra nahIM karate / hamezA hamArI dRSTi vastuniSTha rahatI hai aura hamArA sArA cintana bhI vastu-1 - niSThA rahatA hai / eka putra yadi varSa meM dasa-bIsa lAkha rupaye kamAkara lA detA hai to pitA

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kaise soceM ? ko bahuta acchA lagatA hai| cAhe jaise bhI, yena-kena-prakAreNa bhI, vaha kamAkara lAtA hai to acchA lagatA hai / dUsarA putra bahuta prAmANika hai, bahuta bhalA hai, saccA hai, ImAnadAra hai, dasa-bIsa lAkha nahIM kamA pAtA / apanA jIvana calA letA hai, thor3A bahuta le AtA hai, bacA letA hai / vaha AtA hai pitA ke pAsa / pitA pUchatA hai, kitanA kamAyA varSa bhara meM ?' vaha kahatA hai-Aya-vyaya samAna / vizeSa bacA nahIM / pitA kahatA hai- nikamme ho, jAnate nahIM kAma kaise calegA ? kaise zAdiyAM hoMgI ? kaise ghara kA kAma calegA ? pratiSThA kaise banI rahegI ? pitA kI bauchAra hotI hai aura vaha nikammA karAra de diyA jAtA hai / eka lar3akA to acchA ho gayA aura dUsarA lar3akA burA ho gyaa| kyoM ? hamArA ciMtana vastuniSTha hai, cetanA-niSTha nahIM hai / yaha kabhI nahIM socA jAtA ki isane kitanI ImAnadArI se kAma kiyA hai| kitanI sacAI kA anuzIlana kiyA hai, sacAI ke AdhAra para kAma kiyA hai, kitanA bhalA hai| isane kabhI kisI dUsaroM ko nahIM satAyA, dUsare ko nahIM ThagA / caitanya kA koI mUlyAMkana nahIM hotA, mUlyAMkana hotA hai vastu kA / dRSTikoNa aura ciMtana jaba vastu-niSTha hai aura phira hama kalpanA kareM ki hamAre duHkha kama hoM, hama pUcheM ki duHkha - mukti kA gura kyA hai ? sukha kaise bar3he ? hamArA ciMtana vidhAyaka kaise bane ? dUsare ke prati aura samAja meM sRjanAtmaka zaktiyAM kaise bar3heM yaha kalpanA mAtra hogI / bar3A jaTila prazna hai ki hama dUsare ke prati kabhI nyAya nahIM krte| jaba apane prati bhI nyAya karanA nahIM jAnate to bhalA dUsare ke prati kyA nyAya kareMge ? jo AdamI apane prati nyAya karanA nahIM jAnatA vaha dUsare ke prati kabhI nyAya nahIM kara sakatA / jisa vyakti kA cintana vastu-niSTha hotA hai vaha apane prati kabhI nyAya nahIM kara sakatA / vastu-niSTha cintana vAlA vyakti parigraha hiMsA aura asatya meM vizvAsa karane vAlA vyakti kabhI dUsare ke prati nyAya nahIM kara sakatA / nyAya vahI kara sakatA hai jisakI dRSTi meM ahiMsA kI pratiSThA hai, satya kI pratiSThA hai aura aparigraha - asaMcaya kI pratiSThA hai / Aja hajAroM-hajAroM AvAjeM hamAre sAmane AtI haiM ki koI dUsare kA mUlya nahIM AMka rahA hai / sadAcArI kA koI mUlya nahIM AMka rahA hai| bhalAI kA koI mUlya nahIM hai| burAI panapa rahI hai, bhalAI nIce jA rahI hai / sadAcAra nIce jA rahA hai, durAcAra panapa rahA hai / saba loga paritApa vyakta kara rahe haiN| mAnasika vyathA anubhava karate haiM aura vyakta karate haiM / para lagatA hai paritApa aura abhivyakti kA koI artha nahIM hai / 74

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dUsare ke bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa 75 ahiMsA kI pratiSThA taba taka nahIM ho sakatI jaba taka vastu-niSTha ciMtana rhegaa| satya kI pratiSThA taba taka nahIM ho sakatI jaba taka cintana vastu-niSTha hogaa| aparigraha kI pratiSThA taba taka nahIM ho sakatI jaba taka ciMtana vastu-niSTha hai| jaba taka aparigraha, satya aura ahiMsA kI pratiSThA nahIM hogI to 'para' ke prati, dUsare ke prati, hamArA ciMtana vidhAyaka nahIM ho skegaa| vidhAyaka ciMtana ke lie bahuta jarUrI hai ki jIvana meM, samAja meM, ahiMsA aura aparigraha ke mUlyoM kA vikAsa ho aura usake lie jarUrI hai ki 'para' ke svataMtra astitva kA mUlyAMkana hama kara sakeM, dUsare kI svataMtratA kA mUlyAMkana kara sakeM / hama kitanA lAbha uThAte haiM dUsare ke dvArA ? eka AdamI dUsare AdamI se kitanA lAbhAnvita hotA hai ? Aja vijJAna kI eka naI zAkhA vikasita huI hai aura usake pariNAma, usake niSkarSa bahuta adbhuta haiN| jo paryAvaraNa kA siddhAMta sAmane AyA hai, usake AdhAra para dekheM to hamArA sArA dRSTikoNa vidhAyaka ho sakatA hai| prakRti kA eka kaNa bhI idhara se udhara hotA hai to sAre jagat kI vyavasthA gar3abar3A jAtI hai| 'cUhoM ko samApta kara diyA jAe' yaha Andolana cala rahA hai| para cUhe samApta ho jAeMge to saikar3oM samasyAeM paidA ho jaaeNgii| eka kisI jIva-jAti ko samApta kiyA jAtA hai to saikar3oM samasyAeM khar3I ho jAtI haiN| makkhiyAM nikammI nahIM haiN| manuSya jAti ke lie vaha bahuta upayogI haiN| macchara bhI manuSya jAti kA bar3A upakAra karate haiN| ye DaMka bhI mArate haiM para manuSya jAti ke lie bar3e upayogI bhI haiN| jitane choTe jIva-jantu nukasAna pahuMcAne vAle haiM, ve AdamI kA bhalA bhI karate haiN| cUhe bahuta haiM, lagatA hai anAja khA jAte haiM, nukasAna karate haiM, kintu cUhe manuSya kA bhalA bhI kitanA karate haiN| cUhe samApta hote haiM to billiyAM bhI samApta hotI haiN| cUhe samApta hote haiM to bahuta sAre kITANu naSTa karane vAlI jAtiyAM samApta hotI haiN| itanA sArA jur3A huA hai| prakRti kA eka kaNa dUsare kaNa se jur3A huA hai| eka dhAgA kabhI koI kAma nahIM kara sktaa| hajAroM-hajAroM dhAge jur3ate haiM, kapar3A banatA hai| or3hane ke kAma AtA hai| borA banatA hai| vaha vajana DAlane ke kAma meM AtA hai| na jAne kitanA upayoga hotA hai| eka pAgA hotA to dhAgA hI raha jAtA aura jaba sAre dhAge jur3a jAte haiM to bahuta upayogI bana jAte haiN| ___hamArI sArI duniyA eka jor3a hai| koI tor3a nahIM hai| mAtra eka yoga hai| yoga se hI sArA jIvana calatA hai| jagat meM, prakRti meM jitanI jIva-jAtiyAM

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76 kaise soceM ? aura prajAtiyAM haiM, jitane padArtha haiM, una sabakA eka jor3a hai| jor3a hai isalie saba kucha cala rahA hai| jahAM bhI jor3a meM thor3A-sA TUTA, kharAbI ho jAtI hai, saba kucha lar3akhar3A jAtA hai| eka kI TUTa ke kAraNa prakRti kI sArI vyavasthA prabhAvita ho jAtI hai| paryAvaraNa-vijJAna kA artha hai ki jor3a yathAvat banA rhe| jo jaise haiM vaise bane rheN| prakRti ke kArya meM hastakSepa mata karo, usameM tor3a-phor3a mata karo, nahIM to bar3I gar3abar3iyAM paidA ho jaaeNgii| Aja aNu-parIkSaNoM ke dvArA tathA nAnA prakAra ke anya parIkSaNoM ke dvArA hamArI pRthvI para jo eka AvaraNa banA huA hai, vaha kSata-vikSata ho rahA hai| AdamI bar3A cintita hai ki jaba taka yaha paryAvaraNa surakSita hai, moTAI hai, taba taka sUrya kI teja kiraNoM se hamArA bacAva hotA hai aura jisa dina yaha AvaraNa kamajora ho jAegA aura sUrya kI kiraNeM sIdhI Ane lageMgI to AdamI jI nahIM sakegA, yaha duniyA jI nahIM skegii| hama vidhAyaka ciMtana kA nirmANa kareM, apane ciMtana ko vidhAyaka banAeM, dUsare ke ciMtana kA mUlyAMkana kreN| cintana ko vidhAyaka banAne ke lie apanI cetanA ko kATanA bahuta jarUrI hai| hamArI cetanA bahuta jur3I huI cetanA hai| usa para jo jamA huA hai, use kATanA par3egA, tarAzanA pdd'egaa| itanA hone para hI vaha samAja aura 'para' ke sandarbha meM phiTa ho skegii| dUsare ke prati hamArI cetanA meM jo hiMsA kA bhAva hai, asatya kA bhAva hai, parigraha kA bhAva hai, dUsaroM para adhikAra karane kA bhAva hai, use kATanA hogA, tarAzanA hogaa| yadi cetanA ko nahIM tarAzeMge to dRSTikoNa niSedhAtmaka banA rhegaa| dUsare ke prati hamArA vidhAyaka cintana bane, isake lie jarUrI hai ki hama cetana ko cetana kI dRSTi se dekheM, usakA vastu-niSTha mUlyAMkana na kreN| cetanA kA anubhava kie binA vastu-niSTha dRSTikoNa aura vastu-niSTha cetanA ko badala denA sambhava nahIM hotaa| __ eka vyakti ke dvArA dUsare vyakti meM saMyama AtA hai, sAdagI AtI hai, sahiSNutA AtI hai, para taba AtI hai jaba apanI dRSTi sva-niSTha bana jAtI hai, cetanA sva-niSTha bana jAtI hai| sArI samasyA aura niSedhAtmaka dRSTi kA mUla AdhAra hai-hamArA padArthalakSI dRSTikoNa, padArtha ke prati atirikta mUlya kI bhaavnaa| jisa dina hama dhyAna ke atala gaharAI meM jAkara isa sacAI kA anubhava kara sakeMge padArtha ko upayogitA kI dRSTi se dekha sakeMge, adhikAra jamAne kI dRSTi badala

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dUsare ke bAre meM apanA dRSTikoNa 77 jAegI, usa dina AdamI AdamI hogA, dUsarA hone para bhI AdamI AdamI hogA, cetana hogA aura usake prati hamArA dRSTikoNa vidhAyaka rhegaa| maiM socatA hUM ki jIvana ke prati utarate-car3hate kSaNoM meM sAmAjika samasyAoM ke ulaTate-palaTate pRSThoM meM Aja eka bahuta bar3I samasyA hai| hajAroM-hajAroM samasyAoM kI duhAI aura samAdhAna eka do kA bhI upalabdha nahIM ! kaisA Azcarya ! dharma ke loga bhI samasyA upasthita karate haiM aura samasyAoM kA tAnA-bAnA itanA bar3A ho gayA hai ki kahIM simaTatA najara nahIM A rahA hai| isakA eka hI kAraNa hai ki hamArI dRSTi meM mUrchA hai| jaba dRSTi meM mUrchA hai to hamAre caritra meM bhI mUrchA hai| do hI mUrchAeM hotI haiM-dRSTi kI mUrchA aura caritra kI muurchaa| dhyAna karane vAle vyakti ko isa sacAI ko bahuta gaharAI se samajhanA hai ki pahale dRSTi kI mUrchA TUTanI cAhie, dRSTikoNa kA parimArjana honA caahie| usakA AdhAra hai anubhava aura prayoga / siddhAnta kI bAta adhUrI raha jAtI hai binA prayoga ke| prayoga aura siddhAnta-ina donoM kA jor3a hotA hai aura isa jor3a meM se jo phalazrutiyAM nikalatI haiM, ve bahuta mUlyavAn hotI haiN|

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pratikriyA se kaise baceM ? ( 1 ) Aja merA janma dina hai / yaha aba batAne meM saMkoca nahIM hai, kyoMki Apa pahale jAna cuke haiN| maiM eka nae saMkalpa ke sAtha praveza kara rahA hUM aura vaha saMkalpa hai- 'ahiMsA kA aura adhika vikAsa / ' loga jAnanA cAhate haiM mere jIvana ke bAre meM aura mere vikAsa ke bAre meN| pUchate haiM ki Apane itanA adhika kaise likhA ? itanA vikAsa kaise kiyA ? maiM batAnA cAhatA hUM ki mujhe eka sUtra milA aura vaha sUtra mere jIvana meM sahaja vyApta ho gayA hai / vaha sUtra hai - pratikriyA se mukta rahanA / hiMsA ke do rUpa haiM- pratikriyA aura dUsarA pratizodha / mAranA bhI hiMsA hai, para AdamI hamezA kisI ko mArane kI mudrA meM nahIM rahatA, kisI ko mAratA bhI nahIM hai / yadi vaha roja kisI ko mArane lage to svayaM pagalA jaae| mArane kI bAta to yadA-kadA jIvana meM AtI hai / koI AdamI aparAdhI hotA hai, krUra hotA hai to jIvana meM kisI ko mAra DAlatA hai / yaha mArane vAlI hiMsA hamArI duniyA meM kama calatI hai| hiMsA ke do rUpa jyAdA calate haiM - eka hai pratikriyA aura dUsarA hai pratizodha / pratizodha se bhI pratikriyA vAlI bAta jyAdA calatI hai / 1 jIvana meM pratidina pacAsoM bAra pratikriyA karate haiM, pacAsoM bAra hiMsA kA jIvana jI lete haiM / bahuta bAra aisA hotA hai ki hamArA zvAsa hiMsA kA zvAsa bana jAtA hai / hamArA ucchvAsa hiMsA kA ucchvAsa bana jAtA hai / jIvana meM pratikriyA ke bahuta prasaMga Ate haiN| maiMne bacapana se apanA eka sUtra banAyA ki yadi mujhe apane jIvana meM saphala honA hai, kucha kAma karanA hai to isa pratikriyA ke cakkara meM nahIM phaMsanA hai / jo AdamI pratikriyA ke cakkara meM phaMsa jAtA hai, usakI sArI sRjanAtmaka zaktiyAM samApta ho jAtI haiM, kevala dhvaMsa aura dhvaMsa hI usake sAmane bacatA hai / vaha koI bar3A kAma nahIM kara sakatA, kyoMki Akhira zakti kA eka srota hai| UrjA kA eka pravAha hai| use idhara mor3a deM, cAhe udhara mor3a deM / kidhara bhI mor3a deM / zakti to Akhira hai jitanI hI hai / usako kisa dizA meM lagAnA cAhate haiM, isakA cunAva aura nirmANa to Apako hI karanA hai / zakti ko dhvaMsa meM bhI lagAyA jA sakatA hai aura zakti ko sRjanAtmaka kAryoM meM bhI lagAyA jA sakatA hai / zakti ko racanAtmaka banAnA hai yA zakti ko dhvaMsAtmaka banAnA hai, yaha hara vyakti ko cunAva karanA hotA hai 1

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pratikriyA se kaise baceM ? (1) maiMne cunAva kiyA aura mujhe prasannatA hai ki maiM pratikriyA se adhika se adhika bacA hUM / isakA mujhe saMtoSa hai| mujhe yAda nahIM ki kisI ke prati zatrutA kA bhAva kiyA ho| mujhe mAlUma ho jAtA hai ki amuka AdamI mere bAre meM aniSTa soca rahA hai, para maiMne hamezA yaha socA ki vaha soca rahA hai, usakI zakti naSTa ho rahI hai| eka AdamI ko vamana ho rahI hai to kyA jarUrI hai. ki dUsarA bhI vamana kare ? hotA to hai, bar3I durbalatA hai / eka AdamI vamana karatA hai to dUsarA bhI vamana karane laga jAtA hai / para jisakA manobala dRr3ha hai, vaha aisA nahIM karatA / hiMsA eka vikaTa samasyA hai| hamAre jIvana meM hiMsA ke bahuta prasaMga Ate haiM / prasaMga Ane para hiMsA meM na jAeM, pratikriyA ke prasaMga Ane para pratikriyA meM na jAeM, ahiMsA aura kriyA kA jIvana jI sakeM to hamArI sabase bar3I upalabdhi hotI hai / vaha kriyAtmaka jIvana jInA apane svataMtra dAyitva kA anubhava karanA hai, svataMtra kartRtva kA anubhava karanA hai / vyakti kriyAtmaka jIvana jItA hai, I koI bhI kAma karatA hai to kartRtva ke AdhAra para karatA hai, dAyitva ke AdhAra para karatA hai, kintu dUsare ke hAtha kA khilaunA banakara nahIM karatA / pratikriyA karane vAlA to dUsare ke hAtha kA khilaunA hai| jo pratikriyA kA jIvana jItA hai, vaha kaThaputalI hai, khilaunA hai / 79 1 kahAnI to baccoM kI hai para mArmika hai / bApa aura beTA donoM ghor3e para car3hakara jA rahe the| loga mile, bole- dekho ! mariyala ghor3A aura usa para baiThe haiM do vyakti / vicitra AdamI hai| tatkAla pitA ke mana meM pratikriyA huI, vaha nIce utara gayA / apanA koI cintana nahIM thA / car3hA taba cintana ke sAtha hI car3hanA thaa| aba logoM ne kahA, vaha nIce utara gyaa| bApa-beTA thor3A Age ge| dUsare loga mile, bole- dekho ! kaisA jamAnA AyA hai| lar3akA javAna hai, Upara baiThA huA jA rahA hai| bApa becArA jUte ghisate ghisate cala rahA hai / kAphI vyaMga kasA to lar3akA nIce utara gayA aura bApa Upara car3ha gyaa| thor3A Age cale / loga mile, bole- dekho ! bar3I vicitra bAta hai ki bApa to Upara baiThA hai aura becArA chokarA nIce cala rahA hai| yaha sunakara bApa bhI utara gayA / donoM utara gae, donoM paidala calane lage ghor3e kI lagAma thAmeM / thor3A Age cale, AdamI mile, bole- dekho ! kitane mUrkha haiN| ghor3A to khAlI cala rahA hai, ye paidala cala rahe haiM / 1 aba kyA kare ? pratikriyA kA jIvana jIne vAlA kahAM jAe ? jAne kA rAstA nahIM bctaa| sAre rAste banda ho jAte haiM / itanA vicitra cintana aura

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80 kaise soceM ? vicitra bAteM AtI haiM ki kahIM Tika nahIM paataa| ___eka saMnyAsI banA thA nyaa-nyaa| usI gAMva kA thaa| tAlAba ke pAsa DerA lagAe baiThA thaa| eka dina so rahA thaa| sirahAne IMTa rakhI huI thii| mahilAeM pAnI lAne talAba para jA rahI thiiN| eka mahilA bolI-dekho ! saMnyAsI bana gayA to kyA huA ! abhI sirahAne kA moha nahIM chUTA, aura kucha nahIM to IMTa ko hI sirahAne de rakhA hai| saMnyAsI ne sunA aura socA, ThIka nahIM kiyA maiNne| usane IMTa ko nikAla kara binA sirahAne die hI so gyaa| bahineM pAnI lekara vApasa AIM, dekhA aura phira bolIM-dekho ! kitanA kamajora hai yaha saMnyAsI ! hamane kahA aura IMTa nikAla dii| saMnyAsI ne sunA aura IMTa phira lagA lii| vahI bahina dubArA pAnI lene AI, dekhA aura bolI, acche saMnyAsI bane tuma ! hamAre kahane se IMTa nikAloge aura hamAre kahane se IMTa lagAoge to phira saMnyAsI banoge hI nhiiN| saMnyAsI bananA hai to hama kahate raheMge, tumheM jo karanA hai vaha karate rho| hama kahate haiM usakI pratikriyA se tuma caloge to saMnyAsI nahIM bana paaoge| ___ isa duniyA meM jInA aura pratikriyA ke sAtha jInA, yaha sabase bar3I samasyA hai| ahiMsA kI sabase bar3I phalazruti hai ki kauna kyA kahatA hai, isase nirapekSa hokara apane dharma ke AdhAra para calo, apane dharma ke AdhAra para kro| jaba taka hamArI pratikriyAtmaka vRtti kI saphAI nahIM hotI, dhulAI nahIM hotI to kauna ahiMsaka bana sakatA hai ? ahiMsA kI bahuta bar3I bAta loga karate haiM, para kevala sthUla bAta para hI aTaka jAte haiN| basa itanA-sA ki paira se cIMTI mara jAtI hai to lagatA hai ki hiMsA ho gaI aura bhArI se bhArI pratikriyA ho jAtI hai to lagatA hI nahIM ki hiMsA huI hai| Aja kI anuzAsanahInatA kA kAraNa kyA hai ? sabase bar3A kAraNa hai-prtikriyaa| dUsare kI bAta sunanA, dUsare kI bAta mAnanA yaha tathya hamAre jIvana se nikalatA jA rahA hai| loga socate haiM, apanI jo dhAraNA ho, usase hI kAma karanA, dUsarA kauna kahane vAlA hai ? sIkha mAnanA, zikSA svIkAra karanA yaha hamArI Adata meM hI jaise nahIM rhaa| Aja kI naI pIr3hI meM asahiSNutA, dUsare kI bAta svIkAra na karanA, anuzAsana ko na mAnanA ye tathya jo panapa rahe haiM, yaha bhI hiMsA hai| yaha ugra hotI jA rahI hai| isameM donoM hI kAraNa banate haiM-kahane vAle kahanA nahIM jAnate aura mAnane vAle mAnanA nahIM jaante| anuzAsana jIvana meM bahuta Avazyaka hotA hai| sAmAjika jIvana ho aura anuzAsana na ho to vaha sAmAjika jIvana mAtra haDDiyoM kA DhAMcA raha

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pratikriyA se kaise baceM ? (1) 81 jAtA hai| hamArA zarIra cala rahA hai| yaha haDDiyoM kA DhAMcA hI to hai| eka asthikaMkAla hai| hara manuSya kA zarIra, hara prANI kA zarIra eka asthikaMkAla hai| para yaha calatA hai| kisa AdhAra para calatA hai ? isameM prANa kI zakti kAma karatI hai| prANa ke dvArA yaha zarIra cala rahA hai| yadi prANa kI zakti na ho to yaha DhAMcA mAtra raha jAtA hai, cala nahIM sktaa| anuzAsana hamAre jIvana kI prANa-zakti hai| prANa hai para ahiMsA kA vikAsa hue binA anuzAsana kA vikAsa nahIM ho sktaa| jitanI hiMsA utanI anushaasnhiintaa| jitanI ahiMsA utanA anuzAsana / ahiMsA kA eka rUpa hotA hai-kriyAtmaka jIvana, pratikriyAvirati, pratikriyA se mukti| __ paMcataMtra kI eka kahAnI hai bandara aura bayA kii| bayA kA ghosalA eka per3a para thA aura usI per3a para eka bandara baiThA thaa| varSA kA mausama thaa| teja varSA ho rahI thii| baMdara kAMpa rahA thaa| bayA apane ghosale meM baiThI thii| gaharI varSA hone lgii| bandara kI kaMpakaMpI ko dekhA to bayA bolI, 'are bandara ! tuma to AdamI jaise ho| tumhAre hAtha haiM, paira haiM / tuma saba kucha kara sakate ho| eka ghara kyoM nahIM banA lete ? itanA sunate hI bandara gusse se bhara gyaa| vaha jhapaTA aura bayA ke ghosale ko tor3akara nIce girAte hue bolA-'asamartho gRhArambhe, samartho gRha-bhaJjane-are! tU upadezI detI hai ? kauna hai tU upadeza dene vAlI ? mere saba kucha haiM, hAtha haiM, paira haiM, maiM apanA ghara banAne meM to samartha nahIM hUM, para dUsare ke ghara tor3ane meM to samartha huuN|' yaha eka pratikriyA kA jIvana hai| bayA ne acchI bAta kahI thI, koI burI bAta nahIM kahI thii| usane koI burA zabda bhI nahIM kahA thaa| para AdamI (bandara) kA ahaM itanA phuphakAratA hai, vaha socatA hai ki mujhe kahane vAlA kauna ? hara AdamI apane Apako sarvopari mAne baiThA hai| mAne yA na mAne, kare yA na kare, para bhItara meM itanA prabala ahaMkAra hai ki vaha socatA hai, mujhe kauna kahane vAlA ? kyA maiM nahIM samajhatA ? kyA maiM nahIM jAnatA ? maiM mUrkha hUM ? yaha jyAdA samajhadAra hai mujhe kahane vAlA ? itanA krUra aura itanA DarAvanA yaha ahaM kA nAga, hamAre bhItara baiThA hai| vaha jaharIlA hai| jaba kabhI koI sAmane AtA hai to vaha DaMka mArane ko taiyAra rahatA hai| ahaMkAra hamAre bhItara hai taba ahiMsA kA vikAsa kaisA hogA ? pratikriyA se mukta hama kaise ho sakeMge ? maiM koI sAdhu kI bAta nahIM kara rahA huuN| kevala sAdhu-saMnyAsI ke jIvana kI bAta nahIM kara rahA huuN| maiM sAmAjika jIvana ke saMdarbha meM kucha carcA kara rahA huuN| sAmAjika jIvana meM bhI eka sImA taka ahaMkAra ko kama karanA jarUrI hotA hai| jo saMnyAsI bana gayA, usake lie

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82 kaise soceM ? to ahaMkAra ko kama karanA jarUrI hai hI, kintu saMnyAsI to nahIM banA para sAmAjika jIvana jI rahA hai, usake lie bhI Avazyaka hai ki ahaMkAra ko kama karatA cle| kama karatA cle| ___mahArAnI vikToriyA gii| daravAjA khttkhttaayaa| bhItara thA priMsa alabarTa / usane pUchA, kauna hai ? usane kahA-mahArAnI vikToriyA / daravAjA khulA nhiiN| phira khaTakhaTAyA aura phira pUchA kauna hai ? usane phira kahA-'ApakI priya patnI vikttoriyaa|' tatkAla daravAjA khula gyaa| mahArAnI ke lie daravAjA nahIM khula sakatA aura priya ke lie daravAjA khula sakatA hai| jaba ahaMkAra baiThA hai to sAmane vAlA vyakti bhI tana jAtA hai| eka kA ahaMkAra dUsare meM bhI ahaMkAra paidA kara detA hai| eka kI vinamratA dUsare ko bhI vinamra banA detI hai| pratikriyA kA bahuta bar3A kAraNa banatA hai-ahaMkAra eka pakSa kA ahaMkAra bhI pratikriyA kA kAraNa banatA hai| aura yadi ahaMkAra donoM pakSoM meM ho jAe to phira bhayAnaka sthiti bana jAtI hai| pratikriyA kA dUsarA hetu banatA hai-galatI btaanaa| koI AdamI kisI ko batAe ki yaha tumane galatI kI, yaha to bar3I bhaMyakara bAta hai| na batAe taba taka to ThIka hai, batAne para sau meM ninnAnaveM vyakti aise hoMge ki ekadama Avega meM A jaaeNge| bar3I kaThina samasyA hai, dUsare kI galatI btaanaa| dUsare ke doSa batAne kA matalaba hai ki zatrutA mola lenaa| yaha vicAra gRhasthoM meM hI nahIM, sAdhanA karane vAle vyaktiyoM ke mana meM bhI hai| maiM koI kisI kI galatI batAUM, isakA matalaba zatrutA mola le lUM ? kyoMki galatI batAne para use samyak svIkAra kare aura yaha kahe ki tumane bahuta acchA kAma kiyA, mujhe jatAyA, mujhe sAvadhAna kiyA, bahuta acchA hai, maiM aura sAvadhAna rahUMgA-yaha bAta to sunane ko milatI nahIM aura galatI batAte hI batAne vAle para barasa par3atA hai ki kala kA chokarA aura mujhe galatI batA rahA hai ? tujhe patA hai, tUne jitanA ATA khAyA hai utanA maiM namaka khA cukA huuN| merI kyA galatI batAegA ? mujhe kyA cetAegA ? itanI bhayaMkara pratikriyA jAgatI hai ki vaha pratikriyA pratizodha meM badala jAtI hai| pratizodha bhI bhayaMkara hotA hai| maiMne dekhA hai, anubhava kiyA hai, eka vyakti ne kisI ko batA diyA ki yaha tuma galatI kara rahe ho| usane gAMTha bAMdha lii| aba vaha prativAda meM dina meM pacAsa bAra kahatA, yaha tuma galatI kara rahe ho| usane socA, kisa bhUta se vAstA ho gayA, piMDa chur3AnA muzkila hai| maiMne to sahaja bhAva se batAI ki bhAI ! yaha tumhArI galatI hai| isake mana meM to pratizodha kI bhAvanA jAga gii| aba yaha mere pIche par3a gayA hai ? uThU to galatI kara rahe ho, baitUM to galatI kara rahe ho, calUM to galatI kara rahe ho,

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pratikriyA se kaise baceM ? (1) hara bAta-bAta meM kaha rahA hai ki gltii-gltii| aisA lagatA hai mAno galatI batAnA isakA eka maMtra bana gayA hai| yaha eka pratikriyA kA prasaMga hai| isa prakAra kI pratikriyA jAgatI hai| maiMne anubhava kiyA hai ki ahiMsA kA vikAsa hue binA isa pratikriyA se AdamI baca nahIM sktaa| AcArya bhikSu kA jIvana maiM ahiMsA kA jIvana mAnatA huuN| do vyakti hindustAna meM ina do zatAbdiyoM meM mere sAmane Ate haiM-AcArya bhikSu aura mahAtmA gaaNdhii| donoM ke jIvana meM kucha bAtoM meM bar3I samAnatA hai| AcArya bhikSu ne ahiMsA kA bar3A prayoga kiyaa| mahAtmA gAMdhI ne bhI kiyaa| pratikriyA mukti kaise ho sakatI hai, isakA jIvanta udArahaNa hai-AcArya bhikssu| __ eka bhAI Akara bolA, mahArAja ! amuka vyakti Apa meM yaha-yaha doSa nikAla rahA hai| vaha kahatA hai, bhikSu meM yaha doSa hai, yaha avaguNa hai| aneka doSa nikAla rahA hai| AcArya bhikSu prasanna mudrA meM bole, kyA burA huA ? sAdhu isIlie banA hUM ki doSoM ko bAhara phekuu| maiM sAdhanA kara rahA hUM, tapasyA kara rahA hUM, kucha doSa maiM bAhara nikAla rahA huuN| vaha bhAI merA bar3A sahayogI hai, kucha doSa mere vaha nikAla rahA hai, merA sahayoga kara rahA hai, tuma burA kyoM mAnate ho ? bAta samApta ho gii| ___ yaha hai hamArA kriyA kA jIvana / AcArya bhikSu meM pratikriyA yA hiMsA kI koI bhAvanA nahIM jaagii| anyathA kisI ko yaha kahakara dekho ki amuka vyakti tumhAre meM vaha doSa nikAla rahA hai, yaha doSa nikAla rahA hai| kisI rAjanIti ke vyakti ko kaha do, dUsarA tumheM burA batA rahA hai, doSI batA rahA hai, usameM bhayaMkara pratikriyA jAga utthegii| pratizodha kI bhAvanA bhI prabala ho jaaegii| koI cunAva lar3a rahA thaa| kisI ne yaha kaha diyA ki amuka vyakti tumheM gAliyAM de rahA hai| usane kahA-koI bAta nahIM, cunAva lar3a lUM, maMtrI bana jAUM phira dekhatA hUM gAliyAM dene kA kyA artha hotA hai| hara AdamI kI yaha pratikriyA hotI hai ki koI gAlI de aura gAlI ko sahana kara le to AdamI banA hI kyA ? korI miTTI hai| eka to gAlI de rahA hai aura use sahana kara le, jo doSa batA rahA hai use sahana kara le, kyA AdamI banA ? bahuta kama loga hote haiM jo isa prakAra ke prasaMga upasthita hone para apanA saMtulana banAe rakha sakeM aura burAI ko acchAI meM badala skeN| AcArya bhikSu kI hI eka dUsarI ghaTanA prastuta karanA cAhatA huuN| pAlI meM cAturmAsa karanA thaa| vahAM ge| rahane ke lie sthAna kI khoja karane lge| bAjAra meM dekhA ki eka dukAna hai| purAnI-sI dukaan| AcArya bhikSu ne

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kaise soceM ? I mAlika se svIkRti mAMgI ki 'hameM cAturmAsa meM rahane ke lie tumhArI dukAna caahie|' usane svIkRti de dI / ve Thahara ge| dUsare logoM ko patA calA / duniyA meM saba prakAra ke loga hote haiM / AcArya bhikSu kA virodha karane vAle to usa samaya bahuta bar3I saMkhyA meM the / patA calA ki bhikSu ko rahane ke lie sthAna mila gayA / kucha loga usa dukAna ke mAlika ke pAsa gae aura bole, kisako sthAna diyA hai ? nikAla do| bhalA nahIM hogaa| use bahuta bhar3akAyA / vaha bhrama meM A gyaa| usane bhikSu se Akara kahA - 'Apa yahAM para nahIM raha sakate / ' unhoMne kahA, ThIka bAta hai / agara mAlika asvIkRti kara de to Thaharane kA prazna hI nahIM hotA / AcArya bhikSu ne tatkAla vahAM se prasthAna kara diyA / ve kisI dUsare sthAna para cale gae, vahAM Thahara ge| caumAse kA samaya, varSA Rtu kA samaya, acchI varSA huii| koI aisA yoga milA ki tUphAna ke sAtha gaharI varSA ke kAraNa dukAna Dhaha gaI / AcArya bhikSu ko patA calA ki dukAna to Dhaha gaI hai| AcArya bhikSu ne kahA- dekho ! kitane upakArI the ve loga ! unhoMne kitanA bar3A upakAra kiyA ! agara ve upakAra na karate to patA nahIM hama dukAna meM hote, dukAna DhahatI, hamArA kyA hotA ? unhoMne hamAre prANoM ko bacA liyA / ve kitane bar3e upakArI haiM ? 84 kyA ye pratikriyA ke svara ho sakate haiM ? jisa vyakti meM hiMsA kI thor3I bhAvanA hai, jisa vyakti meM pratikriyA kI thor3I bhAvanA hai vaha vyakti isa prakAra socegA ki unhoMne hameM nikAla diyA / hama isa tiraskAra kA badalA leMge, pratizodha lekara rheNge| yadi koI badalA na le sake to burA-bhalA to kaha hI detA hai / pratikriyA paidA karatI hai-hiMsA, tanAva, asaMtulana, rakta-saMcAra meM avarodha aura kabhI-kabhI vaha avarodha usa bindu para bhI pahuMca jAtA hai jahAM hemareja kI sthiti bhI A jAtI hai / brena hemareja jo hotA hai usake pIche tanAva hotA hai aura tanAva ke pIche hiMsA hotI hai, pratikriyA kA bhAva hotA hai, pratizodha kI Aga hotI hai / ahiMsA kA siddhAMta kevala dharma kA hI siddhAMta nahIM hai / vaha acchA jIvana jIne kA siddhAMta hai, svastha jIvana jIne kA siddhAMta hai / hama bImAriyoM ke bAre meM bahuta socate haiM / auSadhiyAM bar3ha rahI haiM aura roga bhI bar3ha rahe haiM / anusaMdhAna honA cAhie, bImAriyAM kyoM bar3ha rahI haiM ? bImAriyAM kevala kITANuoM ke kAraNa hI nahIM bar3ha rahI haiM, ve hamArI mAnasika hiMsA ke kAraNa bhI bar3ha rahI haiM / hamane dekhA hai ki prekSA dhyAna zivira meM abhyAsa karane vAle loga davAiyoM kI Adata se mukta ho jAte haiN| unakI bhayaMkara bImAriyAM miTa jAtI

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pratikriyA se kaise baceM ? (1) haiN| prazna ho sakatA hai ki ye bImAriyAM kaise miTa jAtI haiM ? Apako jJAta honA cAhie ki sArI bImAriyAM zarIra kI bImAriyAM nahIM haiM, ve sAikoso meTika-manokAyika bImAriyAM haiN| mana se paidA hone vAlI, hiMsA se paidA hone vAlI bImAriyAM haiN| dhyAna ke dvArA yaha hiMsA kA mUla, hiMsA kA dabAva kama hotA hai, pratikriyA-virati hotI hai taba becArI bImAriyAM TikeMgI kaise ? unake Tike rahane kA AdhAra hI samApta ho jAtA hai| tarkazAstra kA eka niyama hai, 'kAraNAbhAve kAryAbhAva:'-kAraNa kA abhAva hotA hai to kArya kA abhAva hotA hai| kAraNa ke binA kArya kahAM se rahegA ? isa kAraNa kI khoja nahIM krte| Aja kI aneka samasyAoM meM hama bAharI-bAharI bAtoM meM khoja karate haiN| mUla kAraNa kI khoja nahIM krte| yadi isa sacAI ko mAneM ki mAnasika hiMsA ke kAraNa bImAriyAM bahuta bar3ha rahI haiM, to zAyada davAiyoM ke cakkara meM bahuta phaMsane kI jarUrata nahIM rahatI aura svAsthya ke lie bahuta ciMtA karane kI AvazyakatA bhI nahIM rhtii| sthiti yaha hai ki zivira meM aise bahuta sAre loga Ate haiM jo DaoNkTaroM ke cakkara se thaka jAte haiM aura davAiyoM ke cakkara se parezAna ho jAte haiN| davAiyoM se lAbha kaise hogA kyoMki roga paidA karane vAlI zakti to dUsarI hai| davA lete haiM kITANuoM kii| DaoNkTara ke pAsa hai hI kyA ? becArA DaoNkTara kyA karatA hai ? vaha to yahI karegA ki isa bImArI ke jarsa hai, jarsa ko khatama kara deN| jyAdA se jyAdA eMTIbAyoTika degaa| basa, yahI usakI sImA hai| kyA karegI eMTIbAyoTika ? kITANuoM ko naSTa kregii| para sAtha-sAtha jIvanI-zakti ko bhI naSTa kregii| usakA kAma to naSTa karanA hai| eMTIbAyoTika meM yaha viveka nahIM hai ki kevala kITANuoM ko mAre aura Apake jIvana ko saMrakSaNa dene vAle tattvoM ko samApta na kre| isakA kAma to samApta karanA hai| yaha jIvanI zakti ko bhI samApta karegI aura kITANuoM ko bhI samApta kregii| ___ koI bhI eMTIbAyoTika lene vAlA parezAniyoM se bacA ho, aisA lagatA nhiiN| use sAtha meM viTAmina kI goliyAM lenI par3atI haiM, tAki jo kSati ho, usakI pUrti hotI rhe| DaoNkTara hamezA sujhAegA ki eMTIbAyoTika le rahe ho to sAtha meM 'bikosUla' lenA hai| bI kAmpleksa lenA hai, kaba taka calegA yaha? kITANuoM ko mArane ke lie DaoNkTara davA detA hai, rogI letA calA jAtA hai aura bImArI kA kAraNa koI tIsarA hai, usakA patA hI nahIM cltaa| bImArI miTe kaise ? yaha bImArI kITANu kI bImArI nhiiN| ye bahuta sArI bImAriyAM hiMsA kA bhAvanA se utpanna bImAriyAM haiN| jaba mana se hiMsA nikala jAtI hai, tatkAla aisA lagatA hai ki svastha ho gayA huuN|

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kaise soceM ? hamane dekhA ki dhyAna karane se sugara kI bImArI ThIka hotI hai| alsara kI bImArI, raktacApa kI bImArI ThIka hotI hai| prazna hotA hai? bImArI kyoM miTa gaI ? davA to nahIM kii| dhyAna kiyA aura ekjimA ThIka ho gyaa| aisA kyoM huA ? ye bahuta sArI bImAriyAM mAnasika bImAriyAM haiN| ye hiMsA se paidA hone vAlI bImAriyAM hai| hamane isa ora kabhI dhyAna nahIM diyaa| hiMsA ko bahuta sthUla artha meM pkdd'aa| kahate haiM ki jaina loga 'ahiMsA paramodharmaH' mAnate haiN| mujhe to nahIM lagatA ki parama dharma mAnate haiN| parama dharma mAnate to usakA pariNAma yaha AtA ki jainoM meM kama se kama bImAriyAM miltii| Aja to lagatA hI nahIM ki jaina loga kama bImAra haiN| dhArmika loga kama bImAra haiM, aisA lagatA nhiiN| isakA artha yahI hotA hai ki unhoMne ahiMsA ko siddhAMta ke rUpa meM svIkAra kiyA, eka prayoga ke rUpa meM svIkAra nahIM kiyaa| prekSA-dhyAna dharma kA prAyogika rUpa hai| hama siddhAMta kI carcA karate-karate, siddhAMta kA vivAda karate-karate itane purAne ho gae haiM ki becArA siddhAMta bhI hamase ghabarAne lagA hai| vaha bhI cAhatA hai ki inase chuTTI pA lUM / eka hai ahiMsA kA siddhAMta / pahalA idhara khIMcatA hai| isa carcA aura khIMcAtAnI se parezAna hokara ahiMsA svayaM parezAna ho gaI aura vaha cAhatI hai ki ina ahiMsA ke paMDe-pujAriyoM se merI mukti ho jAne para hI merA kalyANa hogaa| hama eka nae dRSTikoNa kA nirmANa kreN| siddhAMta kI ciMtA meM bahuta na uljheN| bahuta gahare meM na jaaeN| siddhAMta kI puSTi prayoga ke dvArA kreN| prayoga kA mUlyAMkana kreN| yaha soceM ki prayoga hogA to jIvana meM ahiMsA utregii| maiM jAnatA hUM ki sau bAra ahiMsA se siddhAMta kI carcA karanA aura eka ghaMTA ahiMsA kI sAdhanA ke lie prekSA-dhyAna kA prayoga karanA, sau bAra kI carcA se kahIM jyAdA mUlyavAn hai| eka ghaMTA prayoga karane vAlA vyakti cetanA ke usa stara para pahuMcatA hai jahAM ahiMsA kA darzana hotA hai, sAkSAtkAra hotA hai| vahAM sahI mUlyAMkana hotA hai| citta kI nirmalatA se priyatA aura apriyatA ke saMvedana se mukti pA lene para jisa prakAra kI cetanA kA nirmANa hotA hai usakA hameM patA calatA hai| siddhAnta kI carcA karate-karate pUre bAraha varSa bhI bitA deM, to bhI rAga-dveSa ke ghaTane kI bAta zAyada nahIM aaegii| vaha bar3hegA hI bddh'egaa| mujhe eka ghaTanA yAda hai AcArya zrI ke jIvana kii| hariyANA kI ghaTanA hai| bhivAnI kA eka bhAI AyA aura bolA-AcArya jI ! Apase zAstrArtha karanA cAhatA huuN| AcAryazrI ne kahA-'bhAI ! kisalie ?' vaha

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pratikriyA se kaise baceM ? (1) 87 bolA- 'basa, karanA cAhatA huuN|' 'are kyoM ? kyA karoge ? uddezya kyA hai tumhArA ?' Akhira bola par3A vaha, 'maiM Apako parAjita karanA cAhatA huuN|' AcAryazrI ne kahA-'itanA choTA-sA uddezya aura itanA bar3A samAraMbha? nikAlanI to cUhiyA aura pahAr3a khodoge, kyA bhalA hogaa| Akhira cUhiyA nikAlanI hai, mujhe hI harAnA hai to lo, maiM kahatA hUM ki tuma jIte. aura maiM. haaraa| bAjAra meM jAkara batA denaa| logoM ko batA do ki AcArya tulasI hAra gae aura maiM jIta gyaa| basa ! tumhArI bAta to pUrI ho gii|' aba becArA vaha kyA bole ? bAta samApta ho gii| hamane dekhA ki dUsarI bAra jaba AcAryazrI bhivAnI meM padhAre to vahI vyakti sabase bar3A bhakta aura svAgata samiti kA adhyakSa banA huA hai aura sabhA kA saMcAlana kara rahA hai| jaba hama pratikriyA se mukta hote haiM, hamAre mana meM pratikriyA nahIM hotI, hamAre mana meM hiMsA nahIM hotI to dUsare vyakti, sAmane vAle vyakti hiMsA meM jA nahIM sakate, jAte-jAte ruka jAte haiM, jAnA cAhate haiM to bhI unake paira ThiThura jAte haiN| mere mana meM hiMsA hai aura sau bAra ahiMsA ke siddhAMta kI carcA karUM, ahiMsA kI bAta samajhAnA cAhUM to sArI bakavAsa hogI, sArA vyartha kA pralApa hogA, natIjA kucha bhI nahIM hogaa| ___ ahiMsA ke siddhAMta ko vikasita karane kA eka upAya hai-prekSAdhyAna / yaha prAyogika jIvana hai| dharma prayoga-zUnya bana gayA, rUr3hivAdI aura mRta dharma meM vizvAsa nahIM hai| hamArA jIvanta dharma meM vizvAsa hai| hama jIvita dharma cAhate haiN| vaha dharma jo hamAre vartamAna kI samasyA ko samAdhAna de ske| hama usa dharma meM vizvAsa nahIM karate jo paraloka sudhArane vAlA dharma hai ki dharma karo tumhArA paraloka sudhara jaaegaa| dharma karo-naraka nahIM milegaa| dharma karo-svarga milegA, mokSa milegaa| are ! kaba svarga milegaa| kaba mokSa milegaa| tumhArA vartamAna kA jIvana to sudhara hI nahIM rahA hai aura svarga aura mokSa kI bAteM kara rahe ho ? jisa vyakti ke vartamAna ke kSaNa meM mokSa nahIM hotA, marane para kabhI svarga milane vAlA nahIM, kabhI mokSa milane vAlA nhiiN| svarga hai to hamArA vartamAna kA kSaNa hai| mokSa hai to hamArA vartamAna kA kSaNa hai| jisane vartamAna ke kSaNa kA mUlyAMkana nahIM kiyA, vaha svarga aura mokSa ke cakkara meM phaMsatA gayA, phaMsatA gayA aura svarga tathA mokSa usase dUra calate gae, calate ge| becArA kabhI unheM chU nahIM pAegA, samAnAntara rekhA kI bhAMti jo sAtha-sAtha calatI haiM, para kabhI milatI nhiiN|

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88 kaise soceM ? dharma kA uddezya hotA hai vartamAna jIvana kA sudhAra, vartamAna jIvana kA parivartana / bar3I vicitra bAta ho gii| dhArmika parivAroM meM bahaneM, bhAI dharma karate haiM, dharma-sthAnoM meM jAte haiM, upAsanA karate haiM, pUjA karate haiM, para lar3AiyAM bhI bahuta karate haiN| jo adhArmika vyakti karatA hai, ve sAre ke sAre kAma dhArmika karate haiM, kisI bhI kAma se baca nahIM paate| unake hAtha meM bar3I acchI bAta A gaI ki mokSa kI sAdhanA bhI cara rahI hai, dhyAna kI sAdhanA bhI cala rahI hai, lar3AI aura kalaha kI sAdhanA meM sAtha-sAtha cala rahI hai| saba kucha sAtha cala rahe haiN| agara aise hI svarga aura mokSa kI bAta jIvana meM A jAe to kisI ko badalane kI jarUrata hI hoM hai| yaha eka bahuta lambI carcA hai| mana hotA hai ki pUre zivira meM kabhI ahiMsA kI carcA kruuN| ahiMsA eka mahAna zakti hai| ahiMsA eka mahAn jyoti hai| kintu usa zakti para eka AvaraNa A gyaa| jyoti para itanI gaharI rAkha * A gaI ki vaha tirohita ho gii| usakI tejasvitA kabhI prApta hotI nhiiN| jo vyakti ahiMsA kA sAkSAtkAra kara letA hai, usameM asIma zakti jAga jAtI hai, marane kI zakti jAga jAtI hai| marane kI zakti duniyA meM sabase bar3I zakti hotI hai| duniyA kI jitanI bhautika zaktiyAM haiM, unake pAsa antima sAdhana hai--kisI ko mAra denaa| isase Age to unake pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai| Age kyA kareMge ? isase bar3I koI zakti nahIM aura jisa vyakti meM marane kI zakti A gaI vaha sArI bhautika zaktiyoM se aparAjeya bana gyaa| koI DarA nahIM sakatA, koI dhvasta nahIM kara sktaa| koI use saMtrasta nahIM kara sktaa| vaha aparAjeya bana gyaa| yaha zakti kA vikAsa ahiMsA ke dvArA hI prApta ho sakatA hai| hindustAna ne kabhI isa zakti kA anubhava kiyA thA, ise samajhA thA, kiMtu patA nahIM madhyakAla meM kyA huA ki hamArI eka dhAraNA bana gaI aura itihAsa ke lekhakoM ne zAyada kucha galata bAta bhI likha DAlIM ki ahiMsA ne hamAre deza ko durbala banA diyA, kamajora banA diyaa| bar3A Azcarya hotA hai| jahAM bhaya vahAM ahiMsA nahIM aura jahAM ahiMsA vahAM bhaya nhiiN| ahiMsA aura bhaya-donoM eka sAtha nahIM raha skte| agni aura pAnI meM virodha pratIta hotA hai| para aisA ho sakatA hai ki agni aura pAnI eka sAtha raha sakate haiM, ThaMDa aura garma donoM eka sAtha ho sakate haiM para ahiMsA aura bhaya donoM kabhI eka sAtha nahIM ho skte| itanA zaktizAlI astra thA ahiMsA kA ki agara hajAra AdamI marane

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pratikriyA se kaise baceM ? (1) 89 ko taiyAra hoM to eka lAkha senA kI tAkata nahIM ki marane vAloM ko mAra ske| senA taba mAratI hai jaba sAmane vAlA bhI mArane kI mudrA meM hotA hai| agara mArane kI mudrA meM na ho, AkramaNa kI sthiti meM na ho to senA bhI nirasta ho jAtI hai| unakI mudrA bhI badala jAtI hai| kintu hamane ahiMsA ko bilakula nirmUlya aura nisteja banA diyA hai| maiM mArane kI aura hiMsA kI bAta ko bhI chor3a detA hUM, hamAre sAmane jo sabase bhayaMkara sthiti hai, vaha hai mAnasika hiMsA aura ahiMsA kii| prekSA-dhyAna ke sandarbha meM maiM mAnasika ahiMsA para hI adhika carcA karanA pasaMda karUMgA kyoMki prekSA-dhyAna ahiMsA kA eka prayoga hai| hiMsA kI vRttiyAM badale, krUratA badale, karuNA kI cetanA jAge / hamArI nirdayatA ne Aja aneka samasyAeM paidA kI haiN| jitanA bhraSTAcAra hai, jitanI burAiyAM haiM, jitanI aprAmANikatA hai-ye saba krUratA ke AdhAra para panapa rahe haiN| yAnI AdamI krUra na ho to aisA ho nahIM sktaa| zrImad rAyacandra mahAtmA gAMdhI ke guru-sthAnIya the| bahuta bar3e sAdhaka the| javAharAta kA vyApAra karate the| eka bAra koI saudA kiyA huA thaa| bhAva teja ho ge| saudA karane vAle ko usameM pacAsa hajAra rupayoM kA ghATA laga rahA thaa| usa jamAne kI bAta hai| Aja to pacAsa hajAra kucha bhI nhiiN| usa jamAne meM, Aja se sattara varSa pahale, pacAsa hajAra kA kitanA mUlya thA ? becArA ghabarA gyaa| zrImad rAyacandra ko patA claa| usako bulaayaa| vaha bar3A ghabarAyA huA thaa| zrImad ne kahA-bolo ! kyA bAta hai| usake mana meM to vahI bAta thii| bolA-Apa cintA na kareM, maiM ApakA pUrA cukA duuNgaa| zrImad ne kahA-cukAne kI koI bAta hI nhiiN| tumhArI sthiti kyA hai batAo ? kyA kara rahe ho ? kyA cala rahA hai ? usane kahA ki maiM jAnatA hUM ki ApakA rupayA mere Upara hai, mere para karja hai, maiM jaba hoMge taba pUrA cukA duuNgaa| Apa abhI jaldabAjI na kreN| zrImad ne kahA-are ! maiM to yaha bAta hI nahIM kara rahA huuN| kyA rukkA lAe ho apanA jisameM anubandha likhA huA hai| usane kahA-'rukkA mere pAsa hai, para Apa kyoM jaldI karate haiM ? vaha rukkA maiM nahIM denA caahtaa| jaba mere pAsa hogA pUrA cukaauuNgaa|' zrImad ne kahA-'mujhe dikhAo to shii|' bahuta khaa| usane socA, ye mujhe phaMsAnA cAhate haiN| yaha kareMge, vaha kareMge, na jAne kitane vikalpa Ae hoNge| usane rukkA zrImad ko

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kaise soceM ? de diyaa| zrImad ne rukkA liyA hAtha meM aura kahA-zrImad dUdha pI sakatA hai, kisI kA khUna nahIM pI sktaa| yaha kahate-kahate unhoMne rukkA phAr3a diyaa| vaha dekhatA raha gyaa| yaha hai-anta:karaNa kI krunnaa| dhArmika vyakti kA pahalA lakSaNa hotA hai-krunnaa| jisameM karuNA nahIM jAgatI, krUratA jisakI samApta nahIM hotI aura vaha dhArmika bhI hotA hai, aise vyakti ke lie dhArmika zabda kA prayoga karanA viDaMbanA mAtra hai| prekSA-dhyAna kA prayoga anta:karaNa kI komalatA aura karuNA kI cetanA ko jAgane kA prayoga hai| prayoga ke dvArA hamArI cetanA badale, cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa ho aura hama hara prANI ke sAtha tAdAtmya anubhava kara sakeM yahI hamArA dhyeya hai|

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pratikriyA se kaise baceM ? ( 2 ) kriyA aura pratikriyA - yaha svAbhAvika hai / paira meM kAMTA cubhA aura hAtha tatkAla kAMTA nikAlane ke lie pahuMca gyaa| kAMTA cubhanA kriyA hai, pratikriyA hai tatkAla kAMTA nikAlanA / kAMTA cubhA, saMvedI tattvoM ke dvArA sUcanA pahuMcI mastiSka taka / tattvoM ko nirdeza milA, mAMsapeziyAM sakriyA huIM aura hAtha kAMTA nikAlane ke lie vahAM pahuMca gayA / yaha hai kriyA aura pratikriyA kA siddhAMta / kriyA hogI vahAM pratikriyA nizcita hogI / hama pratikriyA se baca bhI nahIM sakate / kintu ve pratikriyAeM jo hamAre hitoM kA saMrakSaNa nahIM karatIM, ahita kI ora le jAtI haiM, hamAre lakSya kI pUrti meM vighna aura bAdhA upasthita karatI haiM, hamArI AdatoM ko vikRta banAtI haiM, unase bacanA hamAre lie bahuta jarUrI hai / yadi pratikriyA ko svAbhAvika mAnakara baiTha jAeM to bar3I kaThinAI paidA ho jaaegii| loga mAna baiThe haiM, bahuta sAre loga yahI to mAnate haiM ki gAlI de to gussA AnA svAbhAvika bAta hai / gussA Ae vaha svAbhAvika hai, na Ae to acchA AdamI nahIM samajhA jaataa| yahI samajhA jAtA hai ki yaha to dabbU hai, bhIrU hai, Darapoka hai, kamajora hai / anyathA aisA prasaMga Ae aura cupa raha jAe ? kaisA AdamI huA ? use acchA nahIM samajhA jAtA / to hara pratikriyA ko svAbhAvika mAna baittheN| yaha bhI khataranAka bAta hai / hameM viveka karanA hogA ki jo pratikriyAeM jIvanayAtrA meM svAbhAvika haiM unake lie hameM cintana karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM, badalane kI AvazyakatA nahIM, kintu ve pratikriyAeM jo svAbhAvika nahIM haiM, kevala mAnyatAvaza, dhAraNAvaza yA mUrcchAvaza phalita ho rahI haiM, unase bacanA hamAre lie Avazyaka hai / kaise baceM ? bar3A Ter3hA prazna hai / kyoMki ve AdateM bana gaI haiM aura mastiSka meM aisI saMracanA ho gaI hai ki amuka sthiti hone para, amuka sthiti anAyAsa ho jAtI hai / na cAhane para bhI ho jAtI hai| maiMne eka prazna upasthita kiyA thA ki prakAza ke lie utanA prayatna hotA hai, aMdhakAra ke lie koI prayatna nahIM hotA, para prakAza to calA jAtA hai aura aMdhakAra svAbhAvika jaisA bana jAtA hai| kSamA ke lie itanA prayatna tA hai kintu samaya Ane para kSamA kI bAta vismRta ho jAtI hai aura krodha sahaja hI ubhara AtA hai / yaha sthitiyAM svataH ubharatI haiN| inase kaise bacA jAe ? inase bacane ke lie puSTa Alambana kI AvazyakatA hai / jaina AcAryoM ne eka zabda kA cunAva kiyA-puSTa Alambana / Alambana aura 'puSTa Alambanana-ye

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92 kaise soceM ? do hote haiM yAnI sAmAnyataH koI kAma nahIM karanA hai muni ko, kiMtu puSTa Alambana ho to vaha kAma kiyA bhI jA sakatA hai| sahArA caahie| sahArA bhI mAmUlI nahIM, galI ( bahAnA ) nikAlane vAlA nhiiN| Alambana bhI puSTa caahie| yaha galI ( bahAnA ) nikAlane kI bAta to bahuta kamajorI kI bAta hotI hai 1 terApaMtha kI ghaTanA hai / AcArya RSirAya ne jayAcArya ko Adeza diyA ki bIdAsara se bIkAnera cale jAo / bhayaMkara mausama, bhayaMkara garmI aura retIlA rAstA / bhayaMkara TIle / sar3akeM nahIM thIM / sattara mAila jAnA / ASAr3ha kA mahInA | kar3I garmI / rAste meM pAnI kA nAma nahIM / dhUpa kI samasyA | aura una TIloM meM se calanA / pUrA registAna / Adeza ho gayA / RSirAya baiThe the mevAr3a meM aura Adeza ho gayA jayAcArya ko, bIdAsara se bIkAnera cale jAo / sAdhuoM ne socA bar3I samasyA hai| zrAvakoM ne socA bahuta kar3I bAta hai| na jAne kyA ho jAe ? sacamuca bAta bhI aisI thI / aisI bAta thI ki prANAMta taka kI sthiti ho jaae| aisI sthiti bhI rAste meM A gaI, vihAra karane ke bAda / jayAcArya ne svayaM likhA hai, pahale hI dina prANAMta ho jAe, aisI sthiti kA sAmanA karanA pdd'aa| logoM ne milakara kahA, 'mahArAja ! apanA anuzAsana hai, AcArya ke Adeza ko asvIkAra to nahIM kiyA jA sakatA kintu Apa koI galI nikAla leM jisase Adeza kA pAlana bhI ho jAe aura vihAra bhI na karanA pdd'e|' galI (bahAnA) nikAla leM - jayAcArya ne sunA / tatkAla bole- 'galI ( bahAnA ) nikAle koI gaMvAra | kyA maiM naukara hUM ? galI yA to koI naukara nikAle yA gaMvAra nikAle / maiM to Adeza kA pAlana karUMgA / ' galI nikAlane vAlI bAta, mUrkhatA kI bAta hotI hai| samajhadAra AdamI kabhI galI nahIM nikAlatA / vaha apane lakSya ke sAtha calatA hai aura lakSya kI pUrti ke lie calatA hai / Alambana galI nikAlane ke lie nahIM honA cAhie / isalie eka zabda kA vizeSaNa jor3A kI Alambana puSTa honA cAhie / kamajora Alambana nahIM / itanA puSTa Alambana ki sacamuca aisI sthiti thI, paristhitivaza yaha kAma anivArya ho gayA isalie yaha karanA pdd'aa| Alambana puSTa honA cAhie / kamajora Alambana se ina vRttiyoM ko badalA nahIM jA sktaa| puSTa Alambana ho to pratikriyAoM se bacA jA sakatA hai aura unake pravAha ko mor3A jA sakatA hai / puSTa Alambana abhyAsa ke dvArA banatA hai / Alambana donoM ho sakate haiM / eka siddhAnta bhI Alambana bana sakatA hai| eka prayoga bhI Alambana bana sakatA hai| donoM prakAra ke Alambana hamAre sAmane upayogI banate haiM /

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pratikriyA se kaise baceM ? (2) prAcIna AcAryoM ne muni caryA ke prasaMga meM kucha AlambanoM kI sUcanAeM dI haiN| unhoMne kahA - amuka sthiti A jAe to amuka Alambana kA sahArA lo / eka sthiti AI / AhAra nahIM mila rahA hai, upayukta AhAra nahIM mila rahA hai| bhUkha ko kaise sahA jaae| isakA Alambana sUtra hai- 'dhammotti kiccA' bhUkha ko sahanA merA dharma hai / sAmane yaha Alambana rakhe, 'yaha merA dharma hai / ' abhakSya nahIM khAnA merA dharma hai / abhakSya mile aura upayukta eSaNIya AhAra na mile to bhUkhe rahanA merA dharma hai / isa dharma ke Alambana ke sahAre usa kaThinAI ko pAra kiyA jA sakatA hai| yaha eka bahuta bar3A Alambana banatA hai / kisI ne kaThora bAta kahI, kar3ave zabda kahe, rUkhe kahe, gAliyAM dIM / svAbhAvika hai krodha AnA, svAbhAvika hai uttejanA aura Aveza meM A jAnA, kiMtu jaba puSTa Alambana hotA hai to AdamI baca sakatA hai| eka bahuta mahattvapUrNa Alambana thA ki koI kucha kahe, sIkha de, kar3I bAta kahe, kaThora bacana kahe, usa samaya tattva kI gaveSaNA kare, khoja kare 'AkruSTena matimatA, tattvAnveSaNe matiH kAryA / yadi satyaM kaH kopa: yadyasatyaM kinnu kopena ? / / ' 'yadi sacamuca maiMne aisA kiyA hai aura yaha jo kaha rahA hai kyA isameM koI sacAI hai ? yadi sacAI hai to phira krodha kyoM karanA cAhie? yaha socanA cAhie, yaha sahI kaha rahA hai / maiMne yaha pramAda kiyA / mujhase yaha galatI huI hai, bhUla huI hai, yaha becArA bilakula ThIka kaha rahA hai / mujhe sacAI ko svIkAra karanA hai, RjubhAva se svIkAra karanA hai| use kahanA hai ki tuma jo kaha rahe ho vaha bilakula ThIka hai / mujhase aisA ho gyaa| yadi vaha bAta satya nahIM hai, kevala bhramavaza, saMdehavaza yA kalpanAvaza aisI bAta kaha rahA hai to phira yaha soco ki vaha jo kaha rahA hai vaha mujha para lAgU hI nahIM hotI to phira maiM kyoM krodha karUM ? yaha bAta mujha para A hI nahIM rahI hai, kisI par3osI para jAtI hai to maiM lar3AI ko apane sira para kyoM mola lUM ?' bahuta sArI bAteM hotI haiM, bahuta bakavAsa hotI hai, bahuta gAliyAM calatI haiM, eka yaha bhI hai, ho rahI hai, mujha para koI asara nahIM, merA isase koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai, phira mujhe kyoM Aveza meM AnA caahie| yaha bahuta puSTa Alambana diyA hai- donoM ora se ki jo saca hai to krodha karanA vyartha hai, krodha mata kro| yadi jhUThI bAta hai to tuma para lAgU hI nahIM hotI to tuma soco mujhe kaha hI nahIM rahA hai, kisI par3osI se kaha rahA hai| mere lie kucha hai hI nahIM / merA isase koI sambandha hai hI nahI / tuma 93

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kaise soceM ? apane Apako bacA lo| yaha eka bahuta puSTa Alambana hai aura isa Alambana kA prayoga kiyA jAe, abhyAsa kiyA jAe to aise prasaMga meM jo eka uttejanA kA aura Aveza kA prasaMga hai, AdamI apane Apako bahuta saMtulita rakha sakatA hai| apane saMtulana ko khone kA usake sAmane koI prasaMga nahIM aataa| dUsarA prasaMga hai koI AdamI kisI kI nindA karatA hai to yaha svAbhAvika hai ki mana nArAja ho| prazaMsA hotI hai to mana rAjI hotA hai, nindA hotI hai to mana nArAja hotA hai| yaha eka pratikriyA hai| rAjI honA bhI pratikriyA hai aura nArAja honA bhI pratikriyA hai aura yaha manuSya kA svabhAva jaisA bana gayA hai| aisA svabhAva bana gayA hai ki kahIM bhI prazaMsA kI bAta AtI hai, mana utphulla ho jAtA hai| thor3I-sI niMdA kI bAta AtI hai, mana bilakula murajhA jAtA hai| aisA murajhAtA hai jaise kabhI yaha phUla khilA hI na ho| yaha to svAbhAvika bAta ho gii| aba isa sthiti se kaise bacA jA sakatA hai ? isa pratikriyA se bacane kA eka sundara Alambana hai 'nannasya vayaNA corA, nannasya vayaNA munnii| appA appaM viyaannaati|' kisI ke kahane para koI cora nahIM banatA aura kisI ke kahane se koI sAdhu nahIM bntaa| AtmA apane Apako jAnatI hai ki maiM cora hUM yA sAhUkAra huuN| yaha eka puSTa Alambana hai| yadi yaha Alambana hRdayaMgama ho jAe ki dUsare ke kahane se koI cora nahIM hotA aura dUsare ke kahane se koI sAhUkAra nahIM hotA, dUsare ke kahane se koI acchA nahIM hotA aura dUsare ke kahane se koI burA nahIM hotA, to pratikriyA se mukta huA jA sakatA hai|| apanA AtmavizvAsa prabala ho, apane prati apanA vizvAsa, apanI kSamatA ke prati apanA vizvAsa, apane puruSArtha aura kartRtva ke prati apanA vizvAsa ho to dUsare ke kahane se kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| dUsare loga zAyada nae AdamI ko uThane denA hI nahIM cAhate hoNge| vartamAna pIr3hI hamezA dUsarI pIr3hI ko Age Ane meM bAdhA DAlatI hai| phira cAhe vaha pitA ho, cAhe mAtA / yaha eka svabhAva hai| Aja kI pIr3hI Ane vAlI pIr3hI ko kabhI acchA svIkAra nahIM krtii| yahI kaheMge ki Aja saba kharAba haiN| yaha Aja kI bAta nahIM hai, yaha zAzvata satya hai, eka ciraMtana bAta hai| hamezA pahalI pIr3hI ne agalI pIr3hI ko kamajora batalAyA hai| purAnI aura naI pIr3hI kA saMgharSa bahuta purAnA hai| purAne vyakti aura purAnI kRti ko mAnyatA prApta hotI hai| nae vyakti aura naI kRti ko mAnyatA prApta karanI hotI hai| manuSya svabhAva se itanA udAra nahIM hai ki vaha sahaja

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pratikriyA se kaise baceM ? (2) hI kisI ko mAnyatA de de| naI pIr3hI meM mAnyatA prApta karane kI chaTapaTAhaTa hotI hai aura purAnI pIr3hI ko apanA ahaM hotA hai, apanA mAna-daNDa hotA hai, isalie vaha naI pIr3hI ko nae mAnadaNDoM ke AdhAra para mAnyatA dene meM sakuMcAtI hai| yaha saMgharSa sAhitya, Ayurveda aura dharma-sabhI kSetroM meM rahA hai| 'purAnA hone mAtra se saba kucha acchA nahIM hotA'-mahAkavi kAlidAsa kA yaha svara do pIr3hiyoM ke saMgharSa se utpanna svara hai| unake kAvya aura nATaka ke prati purAne vidvAnoM ne upekSApUrNa vyavahAra kiyA, taba unheM yaha kahane ke lie bAdhya honA par3A-'purAnA hone mAtra se koI kAvya prakRSTa nahIM hotA, aura nayA hone mAtra se koI kAvya nikRSTa nahIM hotaa| sAdhucetA puruSa parIkSA ke bAda hI kisI kAvya ko prakRSTa yA nikRSTa batalAte haiM aura jo mUr3ha hotA hai, vaha binA soce-samajhe purANatA kA gIta gAtA rahatA hai|' AcArya vAgbhaTTa ne aSTAMgahRdaya kA nirmANa kiyaa| Ayurveda ke dhuraMdhara AcAryoM ne use mAnya nahIM kiyaa| vAgbhaTTa ko bhI purAnI pIr3hI ke tiraskAra kA pAtra bananA pdd'aa| usI mana:sthiti meM unhoMne yaha likhA-'vAyu kI zAMti ke lie tela, pitta kI zAMti ke lie ghI aura zleSma kI zAMti ke lie madhu pathya hai| yaha bAta cAhe brahmA kahe yA brahmA ke putra, isameM vaktA kA kyA antara AyegA ? vaktA ke kAraNa dravya kI zakti meM koI antara nahIM AtA, isalie Apa mAtsarya ko chor3akara madhyastha dRSTi kA Alambana leN| prAcInatA aura navInatA ke prazna para mahAkavi kAlidAsa aura vAgbhaTTa kA ciMtana bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai| kintu isa viSaya meM AcArya siddhasena kI lekhanI ne jo camatkAra dikhAyA hai, vaha prAcIna bhAratIya sAhitya meM durlabha hai| unakA cintana hai ki koI vyakti nayA nahIM hai aura koI purAnA nahIM hai| jise nayA purAnA mAnate haiM, eka dina vaha bhI nayA thA aura jise hama nayA mAnate haiM, vaha bhI eka dina purAnA ho jaaegaa| Aja jo jIvita hai, vaha marane ke bAda naI pIr3hI ke lie purAnoM kI sUcI meM A jAtA hai| purANatA avasthita nahIM hai, isalie purAtana vyakti kI kahI huI bAta para bhI binA parIkSA kie kauna vizvAsa karegA? pratyeka paramparA meM, cAhe vaha Ayurveda kI paramparA ho, cAhe saMskRta kAvya kI, darzana kI yA dharma kI paramparA ho, purAnI pIr3hI naI pIr3hI ko sadA kamajora mAnatI rahI hai| yaha hamArI manovRtti hai| aisA hotA hai| usa sthiti meM, yadi dUsaroM ke mAnane ke AdhAra para aura dUsaroM ke kahane ke AdhAra para hama caleM, to hamAre mana meM yA to hInatA kA vikAsa hogA, hIna bhAvanA kI granthI banegI yA hamArI kartRtva kI zakti kSINa ho jaaegii| ata: yaha nirNaya

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96 kaise soceM ? karanA hogA - appA appaM vijANati - apane ApakA bharosA karanA / apane ApakA nirNaya karanA ki mujhe kyA karanA hai aura merA kyA karttavya hai / isa nirNaya ke AdhAra para yaha sArI sthiti bana sakatI hai / yaha eka puSTa AlaMbana hai, kisI ke kahane para mata clo| koI bahuta acchA kaha de to apane Apako bar3A mata maano| koI niMdA kare, usase apane Apako hIna mata mAno / bar3A dhokhA hotA hai, bar3I viDambanA hotI hai / kucha loga aise hote haiM jo choTe se AdamI kI itanI prazaMsA kara dete haiM ki usa prazaMsA ke AdhAra para cale to vaha aisA lar3akhar3AegA ki gaDDhe meM giregA aura kabhI uTha hI nahIM sakegA / kucha thA to nahIM, prazaMsA bahuta kara dI / aise lalacAne vAle, pralobhana dene vAle bahuta loga hote haiM, bahuta jhUThI bAta kaha dete haiM / aba to usameM apanA to kucha hai nahIM / prazaMsA ke sahAre phUla gyaa| koI bar3A kAma karane calA jAe to dhokhA khAkara hI AnA par3atA hai / aura kabhI - kabhI aisA bhI hotA hai ki bahuta zaktizAlI AdamI hotA hai kintu hInatA kI bAta bAra-bAra sAmane AtI hai to usakI zakti kSINa hone laga jAtI hai| isakA kAraNa hai ki vaha usa bAta meM A jAtA hai| apanI zakti kA parIkSaNa to svayaM ko honA cAhie ki maiM yaha kAma kara sakatA hUM yA nhiiN| apanI zakti kA bharosA aura puruSArtha para svayaM ko vizvAsa honA cAhie / paristhiti aura prasaMga aisA hotA hai ki uttejanA A jAtI hai / eka vyakti krodha kara rahA hai, Aveza meM A rahA hai, usa samaya uttejanA AnA svAbhAvika hai / eka AlaMbana diyA gayA ki usa samaya vyakti yaha soce-yaha ajJAnI hai| ajJAna ke kAraNa krodha kara rahA hai| jo bAta zAMti ke sAtha sulajhAI jA sakatI hai, jisa samasyA kA samAdhAna zAMta bhAva se upalabdha kiyA jA sakatA hai usa sthiti ke lie yaha krodha kara rahA hai / yaha ajJAnI hai to kyA * mujhe bhI ajJAnI bananA cAhie ? maiM bhI ajJAnI banUM ? agara yaha krodha kara rahA hai to kyA maiM bhI krodha ke prati krodha karUMgA ? yaha bacakAnApana kara rahA hai to maiM bhI bacakAnApana karUMgA ? maiM yaha bacakAnApana na karUM, bAla na banUM, ajJAnI na banUM - yaha puSTa Alambana hai / yaha bahuta bar3A AlaMbana hai jo viveka ko sphuraNA detA hai / vaha yaha viveka detA hai ki samasyA ko uttejanA se nahIM sulajhAyA jA sakatA, samasyA kA samAdhAna saMtulita bhAva se upalabdha kiyA jA sakatA hai| yaha hamArI prajJA kA AlaMbana hai / yaha bAta buddhi kI bAta nahIM hai / maiMne jitanI abhI carcA kI hai, vaha sArI carcA buddhi kI carcA nahIM hai / yAnI Apa buddhi ke AdhAra para caleMge taba to svAbhAvika hogA krodha ke prati krodha, gAlI ke prati gAlI, niMdA

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pratikriyA se kaise baceM ? (2) ke prati niNdaa| buddhi kI bhASA meM kahA jA sakatA hai ki aisA karanA caahie| yaha merI bhASA nahIM bola rahA hai, buddhi kI bhASA bola rahA hai ki aisA karanA caahie| nahIM karegA vaha buddhimAna AdamI nahIM hogA, mUrkha hogA / eka vyakti to Thaga rahA hai, dUsarA nahIM Thaga rahA hai, eka to gAlI de rahA hai, dUsarA zAMta baiThA hai, eka to krodha meM Akara Upara hAvI ho rahA hai aura dUsarA pIche khisaka rahA hai, to vaha buddhimAnI kI bAta nahIM hai / buddhimAna AdamI vahI hogA ki jo IMTa kA javAba patthara se de / kintu maiM jo Apase kaha rahA hUM usakA yadi buddhi ke stara para leMge aura buddhi ke stara para samIkSA kareMge to Apako aisA lagegA ki hameM koI galata bAta batAI jA rahI hai, kamajora banAyA jA rahA hai aura sAmAjika stara para jIne kI kaThinAI paidA kI jA rahI hai| maiM jo bAta kaha rahA hUM vaha hai prajJA kI bAta / prajJA aura buddhi kA stara eka nahIM hotA / prajJA antardRSTi hai / usakA mAnadaNDa bhI bhinna hotA hai / kasauTiyAM bhI bhinna hotI haiM / use bauddhika mAnadaNDoM se kasA nahIM jA sakatA, parakhA nahIM jA sktaa| usakI tulA bhI alaga hotI hai / use buddhi kI tulA ke eka palar3e meM nahIM rakhA jA sakatA / I prajJA hamArA antardarzana hai| vaha bhItara kI ora jhAMkatA hai, bAhara kI ora nahIM dekhatA / prajJA hamAre darzana-kendra kI sAdhanA hai| jaise-jaise darzana-kendra jAgatA hai, sakriya hotA hai, prajJA jAgatI hai, antardRSTi jAgatI hai, ciMtana, nirNaya, niSkarSa aura dhAraNAeM badalatI haiM, sArI duniyA badala jAtI hai / do sage bhAI sAtha the| alaga hone kI naubata A gii| baMTavArA kiyA / sabhI cIjeM barAbara-barAbara bAMTa dI giiN| do aMgUThiyAM baca giiN| eka thI hIre kI aMgUThI aura dUsarI thI cAMdI kI aMgUThI / bar3A bheda thA donoM meM / kahAM hIre kI aMgUThI aura kahAM cAMdI kI aMgUThI ! bar3A aMtara thA / aba kaise kiyA jAe ? aMgUliyoM ko tor3A to nahIM jA sktaa| choTe bhAI ne kahA, yaha hIre kI aMgUThI maiM rkhuuNgaa| bar3e bhAI ne kahA, maiM rakhUMgA / kAphI vivAda calA / Akhira bar3e bhAI ne socA yaha aMgUThI cAMdI kI to hai para hai mahattvapUrNa / choTA bhAI haTha kara rahA hai hIre kI aMgUThI ke lie to use vaha de denI caahie| bar3A bhAI bolA- lo, tuma le lo / yaha cAMdI kI mere pAsa rahane do| hIre kI aMgUThI kImatI thI, para cAMdI kI usase bhI kImatI thI / vaha prajJA kI aMgUThI thI / usameM likhA huA thA ye bhI bIta jAeMge / ' aMgUThI le lI / pAMtI ho gii| choTA bhAI pramAda meM phaMsa gyaa| vaha dhana kA pUrA upabhoga karane lgaa| pUre vaibhava kA pradarzana karane lagA / vaibhava ho aura pradarzana na ho yaha to asaMbhava hotA hai / aisA bhaddA pradarzana bhI kabhI - kabhI hotA hai ki dUsare meM pratikriyA jagA detA hai, hiMsA ubhAra ise I 97

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kaise soceM ? detA hai / para pradarzana kie binA rahA nahIM jaataa| dikhAnA hI par3atA hai| itanA ho gayA cAhe makAna banAkara dikhAe, cAhe AbhUSaNa pahana kara dikhAe, cAhe daheja dekara dikhAe para pradarzana to karanA hI par3egA, jisase dUsare ko bhAna ho sake ki isake pAsa itanA vaibhava hai / yaha vaibhava kI prakRti hai / vaha choTA bhAI vaibhava kA pradarzana karane lagA / 98 bar3e bhAI meM sthiti AI, dhana sArA calA gyaa| aMgUThI aMgulI meM pahanI huI thii| bar3I samasyA A gaI, kaSTa kA samaya A gayA para roja vaha apanI aMgUThI kA prayoga kara letaa| subaha hI usa para likhA huA par3ha letA ki ye bhI bIta jAeMge' - ye dina bhI zAzvata nahIM haiM, badalane vAle haiM / Aja jo samasyA hai yaha bhI sadA rahane vAlI nahIM hai, yaha bhI calI jaaegii| eka Alambana thA prajJA kA, eka sahArA thA / usa Alambana se usane kaThinAI ke dina bitA die / usakA manobala DigA nahIM, Atma-vizvAsa banA rahA / kaSTa ke dina bIta gae, sthiti AI, phira se vaha zaktizAlI bana gayA / saMpanna bana gayA, sArI samasyAeM sulajha gaIM / choTA bhAI pradarzana karatA calA, karatA calA, Akhira dhana kA koI srota to thA nahIM, samApta ho gayA / vaha garIba ho gyaa| bar3I samasyA paidA ho gii| Alambana koI thA nhiiN| vaha garIbI meM itanA ulajhA ki phira kabhI uTha hI nahIM paayaa| kabhI nahIM uTha pAyA / garIbI donoM meM AI, eka garIbI se uTha gayA, isalie uThA ki usakA manobala kSINa nahIM huaa| dUsarA garIbI meM ulajha gayA, isalie ulajha gayA ki usake pAsa manobala ko banAe rakhane kA koI sAdhana nahIM thA / AdamI uThatA hai, giratA hai, giratA hai aura uThatA hai / uThane, girane meM koI bar3I bAta nahIM hai| yaha to eka svAbhAvika prakriyA hai / udaya honA aura asta honA, koI bar3I bAMta nahIM hai / kintu uThane aura girane meM bar3I bAta vaha hotI hai ki jisakA manobala TUTa jAtA hai vaha gira kara uTha nahIM pAtA / aura uThatA hai to phira gira jAtA hai / jisakA manobala barAbara banA rahatA hai vaha gira jAe to bhI koI bAta nahIM aura uThA huA hotA hai to bhI koI samasyA kI bAta nahIM / mUla bAta hai manobala kI surakSA / yaha manobala raha sakatA - prajJA ke puSTakA Apa ke dvArA / prajJA kA AlaMbana puSTa hotA hai to manobala kabhI kSINa nahIM hotA, sAhasa kabhI kSINa nahIM hotA / jisake sAtha prajJA kI aMgUThI thI vaha samasyA se ubara gayA aura jisake pAsa hIre kI thI vaha samasyA meM ulajha gyaa| hamAre lie hIrA bahuta kImatI nahIM hotA / manobala hIre se bhI jyAdA kImatI hotA hai| manobala ke sahAre asaMkhya hIre upalabdha 1

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pratikriyA se kaise baceM ? (2) ho sakate haiM, kintu hIre ke sahAre kabhI manobala upalabdha nahIM ho sktaa| kabhI dhana ke AdhAra para kisI ne manobala pAyA ho aisA lagA nhiiN| eka kahAnI hai bahuta mhttvpuurnn| eka senApati bar3A udAsa baiThA thaa| bahuta udAsa, ciMtAtura / patnI AI, pUchA, Aja Apa itane udAsa kyoM haiM ? yaha sthiti kyoM ? vaha bolA-'kyA kruuN| bahuta burA samAcAra hai| merI senA hAratI jA rahI hai|' usane kahA, mujhe bhI eka burA samAcAra milA hai, isase bhI jyAdA burA / vaha dekhatA raha gyaa| aisA kyA burA samAcAra milA hai| bar3I jijJAsA ke sAtha pUchA ki tumheM kyA burA samAcAra milA hai ? usane kahA, kyA batAUM, Apake samAcAra se bhI hajAra gunA burA samAcAra hai ki mere pati kA sAhasa TUTa gyaa| yaha usase bhI burA samAcAra hai| tatkAla vaha khar3A ho gyaa| eka zabda ne karArI coTa kii| nirAza baiThA thA, udAsa baiThA thA, khar3A huA, yuddha meM gayA aura itanI vIratA ke sAtha lar3A ki hAratI-hAratI senA phira jItane lgii| sabase burI bAta hotI hai manobala kA TUTa jAnA, manobala kA kSINa ho jAnA, isake kSINa hone para sArI burAiyAM A jAtI haiN| aura yadi manobala hotA hai to bure dina bhI acche dina kI bhAMti bIta jAte haiN| prajJA kA sabase bar3A kAma hai-manobala kA vikAsa krnaa| yaha dhyAna kI prakriyA kevala AMkha mUMdakara baiThane kI prakriyA nahIM hai| yaha ArAma karane kI prakriyA nahIM hai| yaha zakti ke vikAsa kI prakriyA hai| bala ke saMvardhana kI prakriyA hai| jisa dhyAna ke prayoga se manobala nahIM bar3hatA, zarIra kA bala nahIM bar3hatA to samajha lenA cAhie dhyAna ke nAma para kucha aura hI kiyA jA rahA hai| jisa bhojana se zakti nahIM bar3hI to samajhanA cAhie ki bhojana nahIM kucha aura hI khAyA jA rahA hai| Tonika kA sevana karate haiM, zaktizAlI davA kA prayoga karate haiM para zakti nahIM bar3ha rahI hai to samajha lenA cAhie ki Tonika ke nAma para kucha aura hI liyA jA rahA hai| dhyAna kA sabase bar3A upayoga hotA hai-zakti kA saMvardhana / tIna bAteM bar3hanI cAhie-cetanA kA vikAsa, AnaMda kA vikAsa aura zakti kA vikaas| ye tIna vikAsa ho rahe haiM to samajhanA cAhie ki dhyAna cala rahA hai| aura ye tInoM bAteM nahIM ho rahI haiM to samajhanA cAhie dhyAna ke nAma para nIMda kA prayoga cala rahA hai| kucha aura hI cala rahA hai| ahiMsA kI carcA ho rahI hai, pratikriyA-virati kI carcA ho rahI hai| kyA kamajora AdamI pratikriyA-virati kA pATha par3ha sakegA ? kyA kamajora AdamI pratikriyA virati se baca sakegA ? jo jitanA kamajora hotA hai utanA hI jaldI

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100 kaise soceM ? pratikriyA dikhalA detA hai| kamajora AdamI pratikriyA-virati kA abhyAsa nahIM kara sktaa| pratikriyA se mukta honA bahuta bar3I sAdhanA hai| pratikriyA ke saMskAra pIr3hiyoM se cale A rahe haiN| ve raktagata ho gae haiN| usa rakta-paramparA ko badala denA koI choTI bAta nahIM, bahuta bar3I bAta hai| Apa jo pratikriyA kara rahe haiM, usameM ApakA hI doSa nahIM hai, vaha to raktagata doSa hai jo Apako milA hai, apane pitA se, apanI mAtA se| vaha vaMzagata saMskAra hai| ___eka bahuta teja tarrAra baccA thaa| usakI mAM ne mujhe kahA-baccA bar3A zaitAna hai| gussaila hai| maiMne pUcha liyA, gussA to tumheM bhI AtA hogA ? vaha bolI, hAM, mujhe bhI AtA hai| maiMne kahA-tujhe AtA hai to tere bacce ko kyoM nahIM AegA ? tUne sikhAyA hai| sikhAyA hI nahIM, tUne rakta diyA hai| yaha to raktagata saMskAra hai| yA to mAM kI kharAbI hai yA pitA kI kharAbI hai, jinhoMne apane saMskAra die haiN| saMskAra hI nahIM, apane avayava die haiN| DaoNkTara bhI pUchatA hai, kyA yaha bImArI Apake parivAra meM kisI ko hai ? yaha vaMzAnukrama kI bAta hara kSetra meM pUchI jAtI hai| hama loga bhI kisI ko dIkSita karate haiM to yaha dekhate haiM ki isake pIche vaMza-paramparA kaisI hai| apane vaMza se kyA-kyA vizeSatAeM yA khAmiyAM lAye haiN| vaMzAnukrama vivAha karane vAlA bhI dekhatA hai| pratikriyA karanA kevala ApakA hI doSa nahIM hai, yaha anudAna hai mAtA-pitA kaa| isa bAta ko badala denA, raktagata saMskAra ko badala denA, itanI jaTila Adata ko badala denA, sarala bAta nahIM hai| yaha tabhI badalA jA sakatA hai jaba koI sAmane puSTa Alambana ho| aisA majabUta sahArA mila jAe to AdamI badala sakatA hai| yadi sahArA na mile to usake binA kabhI bahuta bar3e bhavana ko khar3A nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| isI prakAra pratikriyA se bacane ke lie bar3e AlambanoM kI jarUrata hai| maiMne kucha AlambanoM kI carcA kI hai| saiddhAMtika AlambanoM kI carcA kI hai, zAbdika AlambanoM kI carcA kI hai, prAyogika AlambanoM kI carcA karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM lgtii| Apa svayaM kara rahe haiN| sAmane krodha kA prasaMga AyA, dIrghazvAsa kA prayoga zurU kara diyaa| Apako jyAdA dimAga para tanAva dene kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotii| Aja apanA zvAsa dekhanA zurU kara dIjie, apane Apa sthiti Tala jaaegii| vaha to krodha kara rahA hai, Apane apane nathunoM ke bhItara citta kendrita kiyA, Ate-jAte zvAsa ko dekhanA zurU kiyA-zvAsa bhItara A rahA hai, jA rahA hai, to krodha to nikammA hI calA gayA uskaa| usakA krodha sArthaka taba hotA jaba Apa meM krodha jAga jaataa| eka AdamI krodha kare aura dUsare ko krodha na jAge to use viphalatA

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pratikriyA se kaise baceM ? (2) 101 kA itanA ahasAsa hotA hai aura socatA hai ki merA to sArA prayatna phAlatU calA gyaa| bahuta sAre loga dUsare AdamI ko uttejanA meM lAnA cAhate haiM, aura sAmane vAlA uttejanA meM nahIM AtA hai to mana meM itanI khIja AtI hai, socate haiM, kyA AdamI hai, korA miTTI kA loMdA hai| dIrghazvAsa kA prayoga, caitanya-kendra prekSA kA prayoga eka puSTa Alambana hai| sAmane krodha kA prasaMga AyA, darzanakendra para dhyAna kiyA yA vizuddhikendra para dhyAna kendrita kara diyA to krodha karanA cAheMge to bhI nahIM kara paaeNge| krodha kA prasaMga AyA-zvAsa kA saMyama kara liyaa| eka minaTa ke lie, AdhA minaTa ke lie zvAsa ko baMda kara liyA to krodha kyA hotA hai, Apako patA hI nahIM clegaa| ye sAre prayoga ke Alambana haiM hamAre saamne| hama saiddhAMtika aura prayogika-donoM AlambanoM ke sahAre ina pratikriyAoM se baca sakate haiM aura apane saMtulana ko kAyama rakha sakate haiN| kaise soceM, cintana kaise kareM, isa viSaya para ahiMsAtmaka dRSTi se carcA kii| yaha mAnasika ahiMsA kA vizleSaNa hamAre jIvana ke lie bahuta upayogI hai| hamane hiMsA aura ahiMsA ko itanA sImita dAyarA de diyA ki jIva ko mAranA hiMsA aura na mAranA ahiNsaa| basa, hiMsA bhI samApta / itanI choTI dhAraNA bana gaI, itanI saMkucita sImA bana gaI ki vikAsa ke lie koI avakAza hI nahIM rahA / sAmAjika jIvana meM, sAmudAyika jIvana meM jitanA ahiMsA kA vikAsa hotA hai, samAja utanA hI unnata aura vikAsazIla hotA hai aura Aja taka samAja ne jitanI pragati kI hai isI ke AdhAra para kI hai| yadi Aja eka-eka pahalU para vicAra karanA zurU kareM to patA calegA ki Aja ahiMsA kA vikAsa nahIM hotA to do AdamiyoM kA sAtha rahanA kabhI nahIM ho sktaa| eka AdamI dUsare AdamI ko khAne daur3atA to na samAja banatA, na parivAra bntaa| ahiMsA ne itanA vizvAsa dilAyA ki koI kisI ko nahIM khAegA, saba sAtha meM raha skeNge| to samAja ke nirmANa se lekara Aja kI pragati taka hiMsA kama rahI hai aura ahiMsA jyAdA rahI hai| isalie ahiMsA itanI vikasita huI hai| yaha sArI bAta mAnasika ahiMsA ke stara para hI samajhI jA sakatI hai| dhyAna karane vAle vyakti ko isa sArI carcA meM jAnA bahuta Avazyaka hai| isa carcA meM gae binA vaha dhyAna kA mUlyAMkana hI nahIM kara paaegaa| dhyAna ke dvArA hamArI maitrI kI bhAvanA vikasita hotI hai, dhyAna ke dvArA hamArI pratikriyA-virati kI bhAvanA vikasita hotI hai| prekSA-dhyAna kI upasaMpadA ke pAMca sUtra haiM-bhAvakriyA, pratikriyA-virati,

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102 kaise soceM ? mitAhAra, mauna yA mita bhASaNa kreNge| ye pAMcoM prayoga ahiMsA ke prayoga haiN| ahiMsA ke prayoga kie binA koI mitabhASI, mitAhAra yA saMyama karane vAlA nahIM ho sktaa| jisake jIvana meM ahiMsA kA prayoga nahIM hotA vaha maitrI kA prayoga nahIM kara sktaa| ahiMsA kA vikAsa hue binA pratikriyA se virati nahIM ho sakatI aura jisake jIvana meM ahiMsA kA vikAsa nahIM hai vaha vartamAna meM nahIM raha sktaa| vaha priya aura apriya saMvedana se mukta kSaNa meM nahIM jI sktaa| yaha dhyAna kI sArI kI sArI sAdhanA ahiMsA kI sAdhanA hai| isalie dhyAna ke saMdarbha meM apane AcAra aura vyavahAra kI samIkSA karanA aura apanA AtmAlocana karanA, bahuta mahattvapUrNa bAta hai|

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hRdaya parivartana : prakriyA aura AdhAra

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paristhitivAda aura hRdaya-parivartana hama jJAta aura ajJAta-ina donoM ke madhya meM jIte haiN| eka hai jJAta mana aura dUsarA hai ajJAta mn| hama kucha jAnate haiM aura bahuta nahIM jaante| eka kahAnI hai| eka rAjA thaa| bImAra ho gyaa| vaidya bulAe, cikitsA kraaii| ThIka nahIM huaa| eka vaidya aayaa| usane nidAna kiyaa| nidAna sahI huaa| davA dii| rAjA svastha ho gyaa| eka pathya thA-Ama nahIM khAnA hai| vaidya ne kahA-'rAjan ! vartamAna meM hI nahIM, bhaviSya meM bhI kabhI Apako Ama nahIM khAnA hai| jisa dina Ama khA liyA, bImArI phira prakaTa ho jaayegii| yadi svastha rahanA hai, bImArI se bacanA hai to Ama se bhI bacanA hogA / ' nirdeza dekara vaidya calA gyaa| rAjA bahuta svastha thaa| eka dina apane maMtriyoM, sahayogiyoM aura karmacAriyoM ke sAtha rAjA udyAna-yAtrA ke lie niklaa| udyAna meM gyaa| Ama kA mausama thaa| sAre vRkSa Ama se lade hue the| ve pake hue aam| acchA raMga aura bahuta mIThI-mIThI sugandha ! rAjA kA mana llcaayaa| eka mana bolA-AmoM ke nIce jaauuN| dUsarA mana bolA-nahIM, nahIM jAnA caahie| eka ora se AkarSaNa A rahA hai to dUsarI ora se kucha nirodha A rahA hai| rAjA haTa kara claa| thor3I dera meM phira mana lalacAyA, socA ki AmoM ke nIce jAUM, Ama kI chAyA meM jAkara baituuN| mana huaa| dUsarA mana bolA-nahIM jAnA caahie| __kevala rAjA kA mana hI aisA nahIM huA, hara AdamI kA mana aisA hotA hai| kauna vyakti hai jisake mana meM ye do prakAra kI dhArAeM na AtI hoM ? eka mana kahatA 'khaauuN|' dUsarA mana kahatA hai-'nahIM khaauuN|' khAnA hai, nahIM khAnA hai| eka mana kahatA hai-'mujhe bahuta acchA rahanA hai, kisI se lar3AI-jhagar3A nahIM karanA hai| zAMti kA jIvana bitAnA hai|' dUsarA mana kahatA hai-'sAmane vAlA lar3atA hai to mujhe kyoM nahIM lar3anA cAhie ? sAmane vAlA gAlI detA hai to mujhe gAlI kyoM nahIM denI cAhie ? yaha kahAM kA tarka aura nyAya ki sAmane vAlA vyakti to jo cAhe karatA calA jAye aura maiM mauna rahUM ? kyA maiM moma kA banA huA hUM ? kyA maiM miTTI kA banA huA hUM ? miTTI kA to nahIM hUM, moma kA to nahIM huuN| sAmane vAlA mere sAtha cher3achAr3a na kare to maiM bhI kucha nahIM karUMgA aura vaha karatA hai to maiM kyoM nahIM karUM ?'

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106 kaise soceM ? isa prakAra ke virodhI vicAra AdamI ke mana meM paidA hote rahate haiN| eka mana kahatA hai ki yaha kAma karUM aura dUsarA mana kahatA ki vaha kAma kruuN| eka mana kahatA hai yaha karUM, to dUsarA mana kahatA hai yaha na kruuN| kitane mana haiN| zAyada hara AdamI ke mana meM aisA prazna uThatA hogA aura hara vyakti yaha socatA hogA ki kitane mana haiM patA nahIM lgtaa| aneka mana haiM AdamI ke| ahiMsA ke mArga meM calane vAle vyakti ke mana meM kabhI-kabhI vicAra A jAtA hai hiMsA karane kA aura hiMsA na karane kA / brahmacarya ke mArga para calane vAlA abrahmacarya kI bAta soca letA hai aura abrahmacarya para calane vAlA brahmacarya kI bAta soca letA hai| kitane virodhI bhAva hamAre mana meM paidA hote rahate haiM ? sahaja hI prazna hotA hai, AdamI ke mana kitane haiM ? ___ bhagavAn mahAvIra ne kahA-'aNegacitte khalu ayaM purise'-yaha puruSa aneka cittoM vAlA hai| mana to eka hI hai| mana becArA kyA aneka hogA ? vaha to hamArA vAhana hai, yaMtra hai, kAma karane kA eka sAdhana hai| vaha aneka kaise hogA ? hamAre citta aneka hote haiN| hamAre citta kI vRttiyAM aneka hotI haiN| citta meM nAnA prakAra kI vRttiyAM jAgatI haiM, nAnA prakAra ke citta jAgate haiM aura mana aneka bana jAte haiN| mana apane Apa meM eka hotA hai| citta kI vRttiyoM ke kAraNa aura cittoM ke kAraNa mana bhI aneka jaisA pratibhASita hone laga jAtA hai| aneka haiM hamAre citta / phrAyaDa ne ThIka kahA thA ki manuSya kA mana eka himakhaMDa jaisA hotA hai| himakhaMDa kA bahuta sArA bhAga samudra meM chipA hotA hai| kevala thor3A-sA Upara kA sirA dikhAI detA hai| jitanA dikhAI detA hai himakhaMDa, utanA hI nahIM hai| bahuta bar3A hai| dikhane vAlA choTA aura na dekhane vAlA bahuta bdd'aa| jJAta choTA aura ajJAta bdd'aa| juMga ne mana kI tulanA eka mahAsAgara se kI hai| mana eka mahAsAgara hai| usameM jJAta mana kevala eka dvIpa jaisA hai| ajJAta mana mahAsAgara jaisA aura jJAta mana mahAsAgara meM hone vAle dvIpa jaisA, eka choTe TApU jaisA hai| hama loga apane sAre vyavahAroM kI, AcaraNoM kI vyAkhyA jJAta mana ke mAdhyama se karanA cAhate haiN| yaha kabhI saMbhava nahIM hogaa| kevala jJAta mana ke dvArA jo vyAkhyA kI jAegI vaha adhUrI hogI, mithyA hogii| jaba jJAta aura ajJAta-donoM manoM kI samaSTi kareMge to sampUrNa vyAkhyA hogii| ajJAta mana ke lie phrAyaDa ne Diphta sAikolojI kI vyAkhyA kii| Daphta sAikolojI' meM kevala jJAta mana kI vyAkhyA nahIM hotI, ajJAta mana kI vyAkhyA hotI hai| pratyeka vyavahAra ke lie ajJAta mana kI vyAkhyA hotI hai ki manuSya kA vyavahAra ajJAta se ho rahA hai, jJAta mana ke dvArA yaha aisA vyavahAra nahIM ho rahA hai| Aja ke

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paristhitivAda aura hRdaya-parivartana 107 manovijJAna ne jo avacetana mana kI vyAkhyA kI, vaha vyAkhyA bhAratIya darzanoM ke karmavAda ke AdhAra para kI, sUkSma cetanA aura citta ke AdhAra para kii| manovijJAna meM mana aura citta-donoM meM bheda nahIM kiyA gayA kintu jaina darzana meM bahuta spaSTa bheda kiyA gayA hai ki mana bhinna hai aura citta bhinna hai| mana acetana hai aura citta cetana hai| mana Upara kA hissA hai, jo citta kA sparza pAkara cetanA jaisA pratIta hotA hai| citta hamArI bhItara kI sArI cetanA kA pratinidhitva karatA hai| ajJAta mana, avacetana mana ko citta kahA jA sakatA hai aura jJAta mana ko mana kahA jA sakatA hai| rAjA ke mana meM yaha virodha cala rahA thaa| eka mana kahatA thA ki Ama kI ora jAUM, dUsarA mana kahatA thA ki na jaauuN| yaha eka bar3A jaTila vyavahAra hotA hai, jahAM do vicAra dhArAeM vyakti ke mana meM paidA hotI haiN| ye bahuta satAtI haiN| eka mana eka bAta kahatA hai, dUsarA mana dUsarI bAta kahatA hai aura tIsarA mana tIsarI bAta kahatA hai| isa vyavahAra kI vyAkhyA kevala jJAta mana ke AdhAra para nahIM kI jA sktii| rAjA ke anta:karaNa meM avirati thI, AkAMkSA thii| AkAMkSA kI preraNA ho rahI thI ki acchA dekhU, acchA sUMdhUM aura acchA khAUM / yaha preraNA bahuta gahare se A rahI thii| jo jJAta mana thA vaha nirNaya de rahA thA ki vaidya ne manA kiyA hai, Ama nahIM khAnA hai to phira mujhe kyoM Ama ke pAsa jAnA cAhie ? dera taka saMgharSa calA, Akhira ajJAta mana vijayI huaa| rAjA ke paira Ama ke per3oM kI ora bar3ha cle| maMtrI ne kahA-'mahArAja! Apa kahAM jA rahe haiM ? Apako vahAM nahIM jAnA hai| acchA nahIM hai vahAM jaanaa| jisa gAMva na jAnA ho, usa gAMva kA rAstA nahIM pUchanA cAhie, usa dizA meM hamAre kadama nahIM bar3hane caahie| idhara cleN| bahuta sundara vRkSa haiM, inakI ThaNDI chAyA meM baittheNge|' rAjA bolA-'maMtrI ! tuma bhI ativAda kara rahe ho| bahuta loga ativAdI pravRtti meM cale jAte haiN| yaha ativAda nahIM honA caahie| mai kahAM jA rahA hUM? kyA vaidya ne yaha bhI manA kiyA hai ki Ama ke per3a ke nIce bhI nahIM jAnA? yaha to manAhI nahIM, phira mujhe kyoM roka rahe ho ? mere kadama Age bar3ha rahe haiM, tuma mujhe pIche kyoM bulA rahe ho ?' maMtrI kA kAma to parAmarza denA thaa| rAjA nahIM maanaa| Akhira svAmI to rAjA thaa| maMtrI becArA kyA kara sakatA thA ? rAjA gayA aura saghana AmravRkSa ke nIce baiTha kara bolA-maMtrIvara ! kaisA acchA lagatA hai ? tuma to mujhe manA kara rahe the| dekho, kitanI gaharI chAyA hai| dUsare per3oM kI itanI

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108 kaise soceM ? gaharI chAyA nahIM hotii| Ama bar3A gaharA hotA hai| patte bar3e hote haiN| kyA ye choTe-choTe nIma ke patte becAre itanI gaharI chAyA kara pAeMge? dekho, kitanI gaharI chAyA hai| bar3A acchA lgaa| bar3I prazaMsA kii| phira bolA-maMtrI ! dekho, phala kitane acche laga rahe haiN| kitane pake hue ? kaisA raMga hai ? AMkhoM ko tRpta karane vAlA hai yh| maMtrI bolA-'mahArAja ! kyoM vyAkhyA karate haiM ? Apako matalaba hI nahIM hai isse| kyoM dhyAna dete haiM ? yaha dhyAna jAnA acchA nahIM hai|' rAjA phira bolA-'tuma to bahuta ativAdI ho ge| jo jyAdA sayAne loga hote haiM, bar3e khataranAka hote haiN| bAMdha dete haiM, jakar3a dete haiN| kahIM bhI svataMtratA ke lie avakAza nahIM rahane dete| Ama mujhe nahIM khAnA hai| kyA mujhe itanI svataMtratA bhI nahIM hai ki Ama kI vyAkhyA karUM? acche ko acchA batAUM ? kyA itanA parataMtra ho gayA maiM ?' rAjA ke bhItara meM taraMga uTha rahI hai ki dekho, kyA ho gayA ? Aja jI bhara kara Ama khA letaa| para ye sAre ke sAre manAhI kara rahe haiN| patA nahIM kyA ho gayA hai inheM / mere bhItara se bhI eka AvAja A rahI hai ki Ama nahIM khAnA hai| yaha aura saMkaTa paidA ho gyaa| bahuta sAre loga kahate haiM, antara kI AvAja hai, bhItara kI AvAja hai, AtmA kI AvAja hai| kahAM AtmA kI AvAja hai| yaha hamAre bhItara meM DAlI huI AvAja hai jo bAhara phUTa par3atI hai| rAjA bar3e dvandva kA anubhava kara rahA hai| yoga aisA bnaa| rAjA baiThA hai pAlathI maare| eka Ama TUTA aura sIdhA rAjA kI goda meM Akara pdd'aa| rAjA ne uThAyA, uThA kara dekhane lgaa| maMtrI ne hAtha pakar3A-'mahArAja ! Apa kyA kara rahe haiM ?' . rAjA bolA-'are, khA thor3e hI rahA hUM? maiMne to ise bulAyA nahIM thaa| akasmAt yaha DAla se TUTA aura merI goda meM A giraa| maiMne ise nahIM tor3A hai| maiMne kucha bhI nahIM kiyaa| tuma sAkSI ho| maiM uThA nhiiN| maiMne Ama tur3avAyA nahIM, para apane Apa TUTa kara merI goda meM par3A hai| tumhArI goda meM to nahIM giraa| tumhArI goda meM gira jAnA cAhie thA ise| tumhAre mana meM Ama kI bhAvanA hai, tumhArI goda meM nahIM giraa| mujhe nahIM khAnA hai merI goda meM giraa| tuma isa niyama ko nahIM jAnate, jo AdamI cAhatA hai usase hara vastu dUra bhAgatI hai, jo nahIM cAhatA usake pAsa vaha svayaM A jAtI hai| yaha to duniyA kA niyama hai| maiMne to isa sArvabhauma niyama kA pAlana kiyA hai| maiMne cAhA nahIM para yaha Ama apane-Apa TUTakara merI goda meM A giraa| nahIM khAUM, para ise dekha bhI nahIM sakatA ? sUMgha bhI nahIM sakatA? kitanA mohaka

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paristhitivAda aura hRdaya parivartana kyA kitanA AkarSaka! ise dekhUM bhI nahIM ? itanI bhInI-bhInI gaMdha A rahI hai, ise sUMghUM bhI nahIM ? yaha kaise ho sakatA hai ?' rAjA sUMgha rahA hai| idhara-udhara kara rahA hai aura bhItara meM to eka Aga uTha rahI hai / lapaTeM uTha rahI haiN| patA nahIM kaise roka rahA hai ? agara maMtrI kA niyaMtraNa sAmane nahIM hotA, agara dUsare logoM kA niyaMtraNa nahIM hotA to vaha Ama kabhI kA udarastha ho jAtA, kabhI kA peTa meM calA jaataa| para vaha thor3A bahuta niyantraNa kAma kara rahA hai| niyantraNa bhI bahuta kAma karatA hai| bAharI niyantraNa bhI bilakula bekAra nahIM hotA / bAhara kA anuzAsana bhI bilakula vyartha nahIM hotA / kAma karatA hai| AdamI saMkoca ke sAtha burAI se baca jAtA hai jaba bhItara kI Aga bahuta prabala hotI hai taba bAhara kA niyantraNa bhI bekAra hone laga jAtA hai| kitanI dera taka to rAjA aise, vaise ulaTatA-palaTatA rahA, phira muMha ke pAsa le jAne lgaa| maMtrI ne hAtha pakar3A - 'mahArAja ! kyA kara rahe haiM ? anartha kara rahe haiM / vaidya kI manAhI hai| isa bAra yadi Apane Ama khA liyA to phira koI upacAra nahIM hai / phira mRtyu ke sivAya koI rAstA nahIM hai / Apa kyA kara rahe haiM ? mauta kI ora jA rahe haiM ?' eka ora rAjA mauta kI ora prasthAna kara rahA hai, dUsarI ora maMtrI niSedha kara rahA hai, tIsarI ora bhItara se varjanA A rahI hai ki mujhe yaha kAma nahIM karanA caahie| ina vibhinna prakAra ke virodhI manoM ke bIca rAjA baiThA huA hai| kahAnI lambI hai / Age bar3hatI hai| hameM kahAnI meM nahIM ulajhanA hai / yaha sacAI hai ki mana kI ye virodhI dhAraNAeM, virodhI pravRttiyAM sAmane AtI haiM aura vyakti ulajhana meM phaMsa jAtA hai| kisa mana kI bAta mAnUM ? pahale mana kI bAta mAnUM, dUsare mana kI bAta mAnUM yA tIsare mana kI bAta mAnUM ? jaise eka AdamI bhASaNa detA hai| tIna bhASaNa detA hai / pahale to kucha samajha kara AtA hai ki mujhe kyA bolanA hai / vaha hotA hai pahale kA bhASaNa, taiyArI kA bhASaNa / dUsarA hai bolate samaya kA bhASaNa aura tIsarA hai - yaha bAta kahatA to aura acchA rahatA / yaha bAta chUTa gii| yaha bAta mujhe kahanI cAhie thI / bAda kA bhASaNa hai tIsarA / eka pahale kA bhASaNa, dUsarA madhya kA bhASaNa aura tIsarA bAda kA bhASaNa / vaise hI hamArA cintana bhI tIna prakAra kA hotA hai| tIna nahIM aura jyAdA hotA hai / mana na jAne kitane prakAra kA hotA hai / zAyada prAta:kAla eka prakAra kA mana, madhyAhana kAla meM dUsare prakAra kA mana aura sAyaMkAla tIsare prakAra kA mana / rAta ke pahale prahara meM cauthe prakAra kA mana / sote-sote pAMcaveM prakAra kA mana aura jAgate-jAgate chaThe prakAra kA mana / yaha to bahuta sthUla 109

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110 kaise soceM ? vibhAga maiMne kara diyaa| chaha prakAra kI nahIM eka ghaNTA meM itanA cakkA ghUma jAtA hai ki sau prakAra kA mana badala jAtA hai| kabhI-kabhI subaha mana hotA hai ki Aja upavAsa karUM to bahuta acchA hai| mana hotA hai upavAsa karane kA, jaise hI gyAraha bajate haiM, rasoI kI gandha Ane lagatI hai aura koI nyautA A jAtA hai, koI nimaMtraNa de detA hai ki calo bhojana kareM to vitarka uThatA hai-upavAsa karanA to thA para Aja nahIM kala hI dekheNge| basa, thAlI ke sAmane Akara baiTha jAtA hai| mana itanA jaldI badala jAtA hai| yaha jo mAnasika anekAgratA, mAnasika parivartanazIlatA, mAnasika caMcalatA aura vividhatA kA prazna hai, vaha hamAre lie eka mor3a hai| yahAM se hama ajJAta kI khoja meM prasthAna kara sakate haiN| yahAM eka prazna hotA hai aura usa prazna kA samAdhAna ajJAta meM hotA hai| yadi saba kucha jJAta mana hI karatA to itane prakAra nahIM hote| jJAta ke sivAya bhI koI dUsarI duniyA hai aura vaha hai ajJAta kI duniyaa| ajJAta kI duniyA meM jAkara khojane para hamAre vyavahAra kI vyAkhyA ho sakatI hai| Aja ke manovijJAna ne isa ajJAta kI khoja kara isake vyavahAra kI vyAkhyA kI hai| eka prakAra se usane AtmA kI dizA meM prasthAna kara diyA, sthUla jagat se sUkSma jagat kI dizA meM prasthAna kara diyaa| yadi manovijJAna kI vaha vyAkhyA nahIM hotI, yaha Dephta sAIkolojI' kA eka 'kansepTa' hamAre sAmane nahIM hotA to zAyada hama kevala jJAta duniyA kI bAta krte| kintu isa avacetana mana kI mImAMsA ne AdamI ko bahuta gahare meM le jAkara utAra diyaa| eka avadhAraNA banI ki AdamI vaisA hI hotA hai jaisI paristhiti hotI hai| AdamI apane ApameM kucha nahIM hotA, jaisI paristhiti vaisA aadmii| yadi paristhiti ko kATa deM to AdamI kI vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sktii| paristhiti ke mAdhyama se manuSya kI vyAkhyA hotI hai| paristhitivAda hAvI ho jAtA, yadi avacetana mana kI avadhAraNA hamAre sAmane nahIM hotii| avacetana mana kI avadhAraNA hamAre sAmane hai to paristhitivAda atiparisthitivAda nahIM bana paataa| saba kucha paristhiti ke kAraNa hotA hai, yaha hamArI dhAraNA TUTa jAtI AdamI paristhiti se sIkhatA hai| AdamI kA vikAsa paristhiti ke AdhAra para hotA hai| samrATa akabara ne eka mahala bnaayaa| usakA nAma rakhA 'zIza mahala' / use jaMgala meM bnaayaa| akabara ko eka parIkSaNa karanA thaa| vahAM pAMca-dasa auratoM ko rakhA jo garbhavatI thiiN| unheM kar3A nirdeza diyA gayA ki eka bhI mAtA bolegI nhiiN| paraspara bAtacIta nahIM kreNgii| kar3A nirdeza

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paristhitivAda aura hRdaya-parivartana 111 koI AdamI bola nahIM sktaa| bacce paidA ho gae, koI bolA nhiiN| koI bAtacIta nahIM krtaa| bacce bar3hate gae, bar3hate ge| eka mahIne ke hue, eka barasa ke ho ge| do barasa ke hue, tIna barasa ke ho gae aura pAMca barasa ke ho ge| para yaha kyA ? kucha bhI nhiiN| kevala U UM...... / basa, saMketa ke sivAya koI bhASA nhiiN| korA saMketa, aura kucha nhiiN| saMketa ke sivAya kucha jAnate bhI nhiiN| pacAsa barasa ke bhI ho jAeM aura aise vAtAvaraNa meM raheM ki jahAM zabda sunane ko na mile to koI baccA bola nahIM sakegA, koI javAna bola nahIM sakegA aura bUr3hA ho jAne para bhI bola nahIM skegaa| aisI ghaTanAeM ghaTita hotI haiM ki baccoM ko bher3iyA yA dUsare jAnavara uThAkara le jAte haiN| unheM pAlate haiN| ve bacce bher3iyoM kI taraha cAroM pairoM se calane lagate haiN| donoM hAthoM ko apanA paira banA lete haiN| daur3ate haiN| vaise hI khAte haiM aura vahI bhASA bolate haiM, jo bher3iyoM kI bhASA hotI hai| jisa jAnavara ke pAsa palate haiM, usakI jo bhASA hotI hai, usa bhASA meM bolate haiN| koI bhI manuSya sAmAjika vAtAvaraNa ke binA, sAmAjika pariveza ke binA bolanA nahIM sIkha sakatA, bhASA nahIM sIkha sktaa| bhASA nahIM sIkha sakatA isakA artha hai ciMtana karanA bhI nahIM sIkha sktaa| ciMtana karanA nahIM sIkha sakatA isakA artha hai vyavahAra kA pariSkAra karanA bhI nahIM sIkha sakatA aura vyavahAra kA pariSkAra karanA nahIM sIkha sakatA, isakA artha hotA hai hRdaya-parivartana karanA bhI nahIM sIkha sakatA, AcaraNa ko badalanA bhI nahIM sIkha sktaa| vyakti kA badalanA, vyavahAra kA badalanA, hRdaya kA badalanA, AcaraNa kA badalanA-ye sArI bAteM do AdhAroM para hotI haiM-eka hai-cintana / dUsarA hai-bhASA / yadi bhASA kA vikAsa kiyA hotA to Aja gAya AdamI se pIche nahIM rhtii| zera AdamI se pIche nahIM hotaa| baila, bhaiMsa aura sAMDa itane zaktizAlI haiM ki AdamI unake sAmane kucha bhI nahIM hai| para becAroM ko bhASA nahIM milI, ciMtana nahIM milaa| aise ke aise raha ge| AdamI vAtAvaraNa se sIkhatA hai, bhASA ko sIkhatA hai| jo sAmAjika vAtAvaraNa meM jItA hai, mAtAoM ko bolate dekhatA hai, jo apane Asa-pAsa meM bAtacIta ko dekhatA hai, bolane kA prayatna karatA hai| bola nahIM sakatA phira bhI choTA baccA bolane ke lie bar3A kasamasAtA hai| sArI zakti lagAkara bolanA cAhatA hai, para jaba taka svarayantra pUrA vikasita nahIM ho jAtA, pUrA kAma karane nahIM laga jAtA, taba taka bola nahIM paataa| phira thor3A bar3A hotA hai, eka-eka zabda ko pakar3anA zurU karatA hai aura pakar3ate-pakar3ate pUrA bolane laga jAtA hai| pUrI bhASA ko sIkha letA hai| paristhiti ke kAraNa, sAmAjika vAtAvaraNa ke kAraNa vyakti bhASA ko pakar3atA hai, zabdoM ko pakar3atA hai aura bhASAvAn bana jAtA hai, sabhASaka bana

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112 kaise soceM? jAtA hai| vyakti do prakAra ke hote haiM-abhASaka aura sbhaassk| abhASaka jAnatA hai, para bola nahIM paataa| sabhASaka saMvedana karatA hai, jAnatA hai aura bola bhI letA hai| eka jAnavara ko koI coTa mAregA, vaha cillA degA, ciMciyA degA, kucha zabda karegA para kucha bhI kaha nahIM skegaa| eka bilakula choTA prANI hai ciiNttii| use Apa cAhe kitanA kI kaSTa pahuMcAyeM vaha bola nahIM skegii| ho sakatA hai, vaha idhara-udhara saraka kara TAlane kA prayatna kare aura eka choTA prANI vanaspati kA jIvana hai, na to bola sakegA na idhara-udhara jA skegaa| apanI saMvedanA ko prakaTa avazya karegA, kintu usako pakar3ane ke lie hamAre pAsa koI dRSTi nahIM hai| kintu eka bacce ko agara cAMTA mAreM to vaha royegA, cillAyegA, pratirodha bhI karegA aura kaha bhI degA ki aisA mata karo, aisA kyoM karate ho ? mujhe kyoM mArate ho ? kyoM pITate ho ? vaha saba kucha kaha degaa| kyoMki usake pAsa spaSTa bhASA hai| bhASA hai isalie vaha socatA hai, ciMtana bhI karatA hai| vAtAvaraNa se jo pahalA sUtra milatA hai vaha hai-spaSTa bhaassaa| sAmAjika vAtAvaraNa ke binA bhASA nahIM A sktii| vAtAvaraNa ke mAdhyama se hI hamArI bhASA kA vikAsa hotA hai| paristhitivAda vyartha nahIM hai| paristhitivAda ke binA hamAre vikAsa kI vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sktii| manuSya kI Aja taka kI sabhyatA, jJAna, zikSA-isa sArI vyAkhyA kI pIche paristhitivAda bahuta bar3A kAma kara rahA hai| do bAteM haiN| eka hamArA saMvedana aura eka hamArA siikhnaa| prANI meM do bAteM haiN| jJAna aura saMvedana / saMvedana svAbhAvika hai| vaha sIkhA nahIM jaataa| kisI vyakti ko cAMTA mArA, bacce ke cAMTA mArA, kisane sikhAyA thA ki darda hogA? cAMTA mArA aura darda ho gyaa| kisane sikhAyA ? kisI ne nahIM sikhaayaa| nAr3I-saMsthAna kI aisI vyavasthA hai ki koI bAhara se prahAra huA aura darda kI anubhUti hone laga jAyegI, saMvedanA hone laga jaayegii| yaha saMvedanA hamArI svAbhAvika prakriyA hai| ise sIkhanA jarUrI nahIM hotaa| jaise bacce ko sikhAyA jAtA hai-eka, do, tIna, caar| gaNanA sikhAI jAtI hai, aMka sikhAye jAte haiN| kyA cInI mIThI hotI hai, yaha sikhAyA jAtA hai ? sikhAne kI jarUrata nhiiN| jIbha para cInI AyegI, miThAsa kA anubhava hone laga jaayegaa| saMvedanA sikhAI nahIM jaatii| bAharI jJAna sikhAyA jAtA hai| hamArI indriyoM kI saMvedanA, darda kI anubhUti, sukha kI anubhUti, duHkha kI anubhUti-ye sArI bAteM sikhAI nahIM jAtIM, ye sahaja hotI haiN| kintu jJAna sikhAyA jAtA hai| saba par3hAyA jAtA hai| darzana-zAstra par3hAyA jAtA hai| sArI vidyAeM par3hAI jAtI haiM, sikhAI jAtI haiN| yadi vidyAoM ko par3hAne kI vyavasthA na ho, svayaM grahaNa kI bAta ho to vidyA

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paristhitivAda aura hRdaya parivartana 113 kI sArI zAkhAeM samApta ho jaaeN| ye sAre vidyAlaya aura mahAvidyAlaya calate haiM jJAna ko sikhAne ke lie, kintu saMvedana ko sikhAne ke lie koI bhI upAya aura upakrama nahIM cala rahA hai / hamAre jIvana meM do cetanA ke prakAra kAma kara rahe haiM- eka hai saMvedana kI cetanA aura dUsarI hai jJAna kI cetanA, sIkhane kI cetanA, smRti kI cetanA, kalpanA kI cetanA, grahaNa karane kI cetanA / ye do bilakula alaga-alaga kAma kara rahI haiN| paristhiti kA prabhAva sIkhane para jyAdA hotA hai / jitanI sIkhane kI bAteM haiM ve paristhiti se prabhAvita hotI haiN| saMvedana kA kSetra usase pare raha jAtA hai / vaha usase prabhAvita nahIM hotA / AdamI bhASA sIkhatA hai, cintana karanA sIkhatA hai / yaha bhI sikhAyA jAtA hai ki kaise socanA cAhie / ye pUre korsa calate haiM ki vyavasthA kaise kareM ? prabaMdha kauna kare ? kaise par3hAyeM ? kaise soceM ? yaha sArA kA sArA vikAsa paristhiti - sApekSa hotA hai / paristhiti hotI hai, AdamI usI prakAra kA jJAna arjita kara letA hai / vartamAna paristhiti meM jJAna kI aneka naI zAkhAeM cala pdd'iiN| Aja AdamI bahuta prakAra kI bAteM sIkhatA hai / zAyada madhyayuga meM itanI zAkhAeM nahIM thIM / AdamI bahuta jaldI vidvAn bana jaataa| bahuta jaldI apane Apako paNDita mAna letaa| saMskRta bhASA par3ha jAtA, saMskRta kA vidvAn ho jAtA / likhanA bhI nahIM jAnatA / kucha nirmANa karanA bhI nahIM jAnatA / sRjanAtmaka sAhitya kI vidhi ko bhI nahIM jAnatA, para bhASA sIkhI aura vidvAn bana gyaa| purAne jamAne meM to aisA hotA thA ki thor3A par3hA-likhA AdamI bhI bahuta bar3A bana jAtA thA / eka AdamI thA gAMva meN| thor3A bahuta par3ha gayA / patra par3hane lgaa| gAMva ke loga Ate haiM ki bhaI, patra AyA hai, par3ha do| par3hanA bhI nahIM jAnate the loga / aba vaha gAMva meM akelA rhaa| cAhe tAra Ae, cAhe patra Ae - ekAkI par3hane vaalaa| bar3A ahaMkAra hone kA prasaMga hai| cAhe kitanA hI choTA par3hA-likhA ho kintu yaha anubhava ho ki maiM akelA hI jAnatA hUM, dUsarA nahIM jAnatA hai to ahaMkAra ko phalita hone ke lie acchA mausama bana jAtA hai / ahaMkAra ke lie acchI urvarA ho jAtI hai bar3A ahaMkAra A gyaa| eka dina eka AdamI patra lekara AyA, bolA- patra par3ha do| par3he kyA ? par3hA huA to thA nahIM vizeSa, thor3A bahuta kAma nikAla letA thA / patra A gayA sAhityika bhASA meM / ulaTa-palaTa kara dekhaa| samajha meM to nahIM AyA / jo bhI UTapaTAMga bAteM thIM ve sArI kaha dIM / yaha likhA hai, vaha likhA hai| use kyA patA ? usane kahA- 'ThIka hai / yaha to par3hanA jAnatA hai, ThIka par3hA hai / ' cauthe-pAMcaveM dina usakA bhAI phuNcaa| sTezana para kisI ko na dekhakara bar3A ruSTa ho gayA / usane mana hI mana socA - maiMne patra likhA thA ki dasa kosa

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114 kaise soceM ? kI dUrI para gAr3I pahuMca jAnI caahie| koI sAdhana nahIM hai Ane kaa| mere bhAI ne merI bAta para dhyAna nahIM diyaa| bailagAr3I nahIM bhejii| kisakA bhAI? jAUMgA aura alaga ho jaauuNgaa| do cUlhe jleNge| sAtha nahIM raha sktaa| merI itanI bAta bhI nahIM mAnI usne| dhyAna nahIM diyaa| aura bhI kucha bAteM thiiN| bar3A garamA gyaa| ghara pahuMcA to muMha lAla, AMkheM tanI huii| AMkha meM lAla Dore par3a rahe the| bhAI ne dekhA, are yaha kyA ? bhAI sadA AtA hai to bar3A khuzahAla hotA hai, premamagna hotA hai, Aja to gusse se lAla ho rahA hai| bhAI ne praNAma kiyA, taba bhI sAmane nahIM dekhaa| bhAI bolA-'bhAI !' kyA ho gayA ? bar3e bhAI ne kahA-'tumane merI bAta para kaba dhyAna diyA ?' choTA bhAI bolA-'maiMne ApakI bAta kabhI TAlI hI nhiiN|' bar3e bhAI ne kahA-'maiMne likhA thA ki bailagAr3I bhejanI hai dasa kosa kI dUrI pr| tUne bhejI nhiiN| kyA itanA nikammA ho gayA ? itanA kAma bhI merA nahIM kara sakA ?" choTA bhAI bolA-"kaba likhA thA Apane ?" lAo patra / bhAI thor3A par3hA-likhA thA, bolA, dekho maiMne yaha kyA likhA hai| choTA bhAI bolA-"maiM to usa mahAzaya ke pAsa gayA thaa| apane gAMva meM to eka par3hane vAlA hai| usane to kucha batAyA hI nhiiN| maiM kyA karatA ?" donoM gae usake pAsa / pUchA-"tUne yaha patra par3hA thA?" usane kahA-"hAM maiMne par3hA thaa|" phira pUchA-tUne batAyA nahIM ki bailagAr3I bhejanI hai| vaha mauna rhaa| kyA batAtA, jAnatA hI nahIM thA par3hanA / aisI ghaTanAeM hotI haiN| thor3A par3hA-likhA AdamI bhI anapar3ha logoM meM apane Apako bahuta bar3A mAnane laga jAtA hai| kintu Aja kI sthitiyAM to bahuta badala gaI haiN| Aja sIkhane kA vikAsa ho gyaa| nAnA dizAoM meM AdamI ne itanA vikAsa kiyA hai ki jisakI tulanA zAyada bahuta laMbe atIta se nahIM kI jA sktii| maiM mAnatA hUM, paristhiti ke kAraNa AdamI ne sIkhane meM bahuta vikAsa kiyA hai| AdamI ne bhASA ke adhyayana se lekara vividha ciMtanoM kI zAkhAoM kA vistAra se adhyayana kiyA aura Aja vaha sIkhane kI dRSTi se bahuta gatizIla bana gayA hai| ye donoM koNa mere sAmane haiN| eka hai paristhiti kA koNa, dUsarA hai AMtarika cetanA kA konn| eka hai jJAta mana kA koNa aura dUsarA hai ajJAta mana kA konn| hamAre sAre vyavahAra kI vyAkhyA ke lie hameM donoM dRSTiyoM kA upayoga karanA hogaa| jJAta mana kA bhI upayoga karanA hai aura ajJAta mana kA bhI upayoga karanA hai| ina donoM kA upayoga karake hI hRdaya-parivartana ke sUtra ko pakar3a sakate haiN|

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pariveza kA prabhAva aura hRdaya-parivartana maiMne bijalI ke prakAza ko dekhA hai, para bijalI ko kabhI nahIM dekhaa| kisI ne bhI bijalI ko nahIM dekhaa| jo vaijJAnika bijalI kI paribhASA kara rahA hai, usane bhI bijalI ko nahIM dekhaa| maiMne dekhA karaMTa hai, vidyut kA pravAha hai, svica oNna kiyA, para prakAza nahIM huA, kyoMki balba nahIM thaa| maiMne yaha bhI dekhA, balba hai, svIca oNna kiyA, phira bhI prakAza nahIM huA, kyoMki vidyut kA pravAha nahIM thaa| prakAza kI niSpatti ke lie donoM cAhie, karaMTa bhI cAhie aura balba bhI caahie| akele se prakAza nahIM hotaa| vyaktitva kI vyAkhyA bhI do sandarbho meM kI jA sakatI hai-cetanA aura pristhiti| yadi paristhiti hai aura cetanA nahIM hai yA cetanA hai aura paristhiti nahIM to vyakti kI vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sktii| donoM Avazyaka haiN| cetanA bhI Avazyaka hai aura paristhiti bhI Avazyaka hai| paristhiti ke binA vyaktitva ko samajhA nahIM jA sktaa| cetanA sUkSma hai| use kabhI nahIM dekhaa| na maiMne dekhA hai aura na Apane dekhA hai| cetanA kI vyAkhyA hama karate haiM, prAcIna AcAryoM ne kI hai, para dekhA kisI ne nhiiN| paristhiti sthUla hai| usako dekhA hai, maiMne bhI dekhA hai aura Apane bhI dekhA hai| cetanA sUkSma hai, use nahIM pakar3A jA sktaa| paristhiti sthUla hai, use pakar3A jA sakatA hai, para donoM ke yoga ke binA vyaktitva kI vyAkhyA nahIM ho sktii| pariveza kA adhyayana karane vAle vaijJAnikoM ne tIna niSkarSa prastuta kie 1. baccA jaba garbha meM AtA hai, taba se hI usa para prabhAva par3anA prArambha ho jAtA hai| 2. vaha janma letA hai aura jaise-jaise usakI avasthA bar3hatI hai, vaise-vaise prabhAva gaharA hotA calA jAtA hai| 3. eka hI samaya meM janma lene vAle do bAlaka bhinna-bhinna vAtAvaraNa meM palate haiM to unake vyavahAra meM bhI bhinnatA A jAtI hai| rAjA saira karane niklaa| jaMgala meM pahuMca gyaa| kucha Age bddh'aa| coroM kI pallI A gii| rAjA corapallI ke Age se gujarane lgaa| eka ghara ke sAmane eka piMjarA TaMgA huA thaa| usa piMjare meM thA, eka totaa| jaise hI tote

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116 kaise soceM ? ne rAjA ko dekhA, vaha bola par3A- 'rAhI jA rahA hai| jaldI Ao, lUTo-lUTo | jA rahA hai, jA rahA hai|' rAjA ne tote ko bolate dekhA / usakI bAta sunii| acambhe meM par3a gyaa| gati ko teja kara Age nikala gayA / akelA thA, bhaya bhI lgaa| Age calA gayA / bahuta dUra jAne para use eka dUsarA Azrama milA / Azrama meM aneka kuTIra the / eka kuTIra ke dvAra para piMjarA thA aura usameM bhI eka totA thA / tote ne jaise hI rAjA ko dekhA, bola uThA - svAgatam, svAgatam, susvAgatam / Ao, baiTho, svAgata svIkAra kro|' rAjA ne sunA / acaMbhA zataguNita ho gyaa| rAjA piMjare ke pAsa jAkara tote se bolA- 'bhAI! tuma AdamI kI bhASA bolate ho| mujhe eka rahasya samajhAo / kucha samaya pahale maiM eka bastI se gujara rahA thaa| vahAM eka piMjare meM totA thA / usane mujhe dekhate hI kahA, Ao, lUTo, lUTo, pathika jA rahA hai| yahAM Ane para tumane kahA- svAgatam, svAgatam, susvaagtm| itanA antara kyoM ? tuma donoM eka hI jAti ke pakSI ho| donoM manuSya kI bhASA meM bolate ho, phira donoM kI vANI meM yaha bheda kyoM ?" totA bolA- 'mahArAja ! kSamA kreN| hama donoM eka jAti ke hI nahIM, eka hI vaMza ke haiM, hama donoM sage bhAI haiN| donoM ke mAtA-pitA eka haiN| maiM bar3A hUM, vaha choTA hai, para hai merA sagA bhAI / ' rAjA kA Azcarya zataguNita ho gayA / usane pUchA, phira donoM kI bhASA meM, bhAvanA meM itanA antara kyoM ? vaha bolA- rAjan ! bhAvanA ke antara kA rahasya yaha hai'malimlucAnAM sa vacaH zrRNoti, ahaM tu rAjan ! munipuMgavAnAm / pratyakSametat pratibhAti satyaM, saMsargajA doSaguNA bhavanti / / ' rAjan ! merA vaha choTA bhAI totA mAMsAhArI coroM aura DakaitoM ke saMparka meM rahatA hai, unake vAtAvaraNa meM palatA hai isalie vaha lUTakhasoTa kI bAteM sIkhatA hai, karatA hai / maiM sadA RSi-muniyoM ke saMsarga meM rahatA hUM, isa lie acchAiyAM sIkhatA hUM / Apane yaha pratyakSa dekha hI liyA ki 'saMsargajA doSaguNA bhavanti' - guNa aura doSa saMsarga ke kAraNa Ate haiN| jaisA saMsarga vaisI hI phala prApti / bure saMsarga se doSa panapate haiM aura bhale saMsarga se guNoM meM vRddhi hotI hai| guNa aura doSa- ye donoM saMsarga ke kAraNa Ate haiM, vAtAvaraNa ke kAraNa Ate haiN| vAtAvaraNa ke prabhAva se AdamI burA hotA hai| eka aisA svaccha aura pavitra vAtAvaraNa hotA hai ki usameM palane vAlA baccA acchA ho jAtA hai aura

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pariveza kA prabhAva aura hRdaya-parivartana 117 eka vAtAvaraNa aisA hotA hai, jisameM palane vAlA acchA bAlaka bhI burA bana jAtA hai, bigar3a jAtA hai| vAtAvaraNa kA prabhAva bahuta gaharA hotA hai| jo mAtA-pitA samajhadAra aura cintanazIla hote haiM, ve apane baccoM ko prArambha se hI acche vAtAvaraNa meM rakhate haiM, jisase ki bacce meM acchAiyAM jAge, guNa jAge aura burAiyAM dUra hoN| jo mAtA-pitA apane saMtAna kI upekSA karate haiM, unake prati dhyAna nahIM dete, unako acchA vAtAvaraNa upalabdha nahIM karA pAte haiM, ve bacce bigar3a jAte haiN| hama dekhate haiM ki choTe-choTe bacce aisI bhaddI gAliyAM dene laga jAte haiM, jisakI kalpanA bhI nahIM kI jA sktii| eka baccA bahuta bhaddI gAlI de rahA thaa| kisI ne usake pitA se puuchaa| pitA ne kahA-kyA karUM ? yaha sadA naukaroM ke sAtha rahatA hai, unake saMparka meM rahatA hai| ve jo gAliyAM dete haiM, unheM yaha baccA pakar3a letA hai aura vaise hI bolane laga jAtA hai| isI prakAra aneka burAiyAM baccoM meM A jAtI haiN| baccA anukaraNapriya hotA hai| prArambha meM vaha anukaraNa se hI sabakucha sIkhatA hai| vaha sArI buddhi jaba nakala se letA hai to abuddhi kaise chor3egA ? use bhI legA, kyoMki usakA viveka abhI itanA vikasita nahIM ho pAyA hai ki buddhi aura abuddhi meM vaha antara kara ske| eka hI vaMza-paramparA meM utpanna do zizu bhinna-bhinna vAtAvaraNa ke kAraNa bhinna-bhinna prakAra ke bana jAte haiN| unameM itanI bhinnatA ho jAtI hai ki unake vyavahAroM ko dekhane para yaha anubhava nahIM hotA ki ye donoM sage bhAI rAjA ne kaba kalpanA kI thI kI donoM tote sage bhAI haiM, kyoMki eka totA lUTo, lUTo kI raTa lagA rahA hai aura dUsarA totA svAgatam, svAgatam kI raTa lagA rahA hai| donoM kI bhASAgata bhAvanA meM AkAza-pAtAla kA antara hai| isa antara kA kAraNa hai vaataavrnn| vAtAvaraNa ke kAraNa donoM ke mArga do ho ge| eka corI ke mArga para calA gayA aura eka bhakti ke mArga para calA gyaa| pariveza ke ye tInoM niSkarSa pariveza ke adhyayana se prApta hue haiN| pratyeka vyakti ke sAmane tIna prakAra ke pariveza yA paristhitiyAM hotI 1. bAharI privesh| 2. AMtarika privesh| 3. antartama kA pariveza /

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kaise soceM ? pUre vyaktitva kI vyAkhyA karane ke lie hameM tInoM parivezoM kA adhyayana karanA hogaa| ina tInoM ke binA AdamI ke vyaktitva, AcaraNa aura vyavahAra kI vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sakatI / 118 sAmAjika, bhautika aura bhaugolika vAtAvaraNa bAharI pariveza haiM / jisa prakAra kI sAmAjika, bhautika aura bhaugolika paristhiti hotI hai, vyaktitva vaisA hI banatA calA jAtA hai / AMtarika pariveza yA vAtAvaraNa vaha hai jo zarIra ke bhItara meM kAma kara rahA hai / bhItara aura bAhara, bAhara aura bhItara ke bIca meM eka sImA karatA hai, hamArA zarIra / isa zarIra kI tvacA se jo bAhara kA saMvedana anubhava hotA hai, jo bAhara kA vastu jagat hai vaha hai bAharI vAtAvaraNa aura jo isa tvacA ke bhItara, tvacA ke saMvedana se lekara saMpUrNa zarIra ke bhItara hone vAlA saMvedana hai, vaha hai AMtarika pariveza yA AMtarika vAtAvaraNa / jo isa sthUla zarIra kI sImA se pare, sUkSma aura sUkSmatama zarIra kA vAtAvaraNa hai, vaha hai antartama kA vAtAvaraNa / jo AtmavAdI hai, AtmA aura sUkSma jagat meM AsthA rakhatA hai, vaha tInoM parivezoM ke sandarbha meM vyaktitva kI vyAkhyA kregaa| jo nitAMta bhautikavAdI hai, sUkSma jagat meM vizvAsa nahIM karatA use bhI kama-se-kama bAharI pariveza aura AMtarika pariveza, bAharI vAtAvaraNa aura zarIra ke bhItara kA vAtAvaraNa- ina do parivezoM meM vyaktitva kI vyAkhyA karanI par3egI / adhyAtma kA siddhAMta hai - sthUla se sUkSma meM praveza, sthUla se sUkSma kI ora prasthAna | zvAsa sthUla hai, saralatA se pakar3A jA sakatA hai / prANa sUkSma hai, pakar3A nahIM jA sktaa| hama dUdha aura dahI ko dekha sakate haiM para usameM jo ghI hai usako pratyakSa nahIM dekha sakate / ghI usameM hai yaha hama jAnate haiM / hama yaha bhI jAnate haiM ki ghI kahIM alaga se nahIM A rahA hai| vaha dUdha aura dahI se hI niSpanna hotA hai / dUdha meM ghI hai para use pakar3A nahIM jA sakatA / dahI meM ghI hai para use pakar3A nahIM jA sktaa| dUdha aura dahI se ghI ko nikAlane ke lie bhinna pravRtti kA, prakriyA kA prayoga karanA hotA hai / isI prakAra zvAsa ke kaNa-kaNa meM pravahamAna prANadhArA ko pakar3anA bhI prayoga - sApekSa hai / zvAsa bAhara AtA hai, bhItara jAtA hai kyoM ? vaha apane Apa na bhItara jAtA hai aura na apane Apa bAhara AtA hai| zvAsa bhItara jAtA hai prANadhArA ke sAtha aura bAhara AtA hai prANadhArA ke sAtha / zvAsanalI vidyamAna hai, bAhara vAyu bhI hai, para prANa calA gayA to kyA zvAsa bhItara jAegA ? kyA zvAsa bAhara AegA ? nhiiN| vaha jahAM hai vahIM raha jaaegaa| bhItara kA bhItara aura bAhara kA bAhara /

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pariveza kA prabhAva aura hRdaya-parivartana 119 jahAM prANa samApta, vahAM zvAsa bhI samApta / prANadhArA ke kAraNa hI sAre zarIra meM prakampana hote haiM, spaMdana hote haiN| jitane bhI vAIbrezansa yA muvamenTsa hote haiM ve sAre prANadhArA ke kAraNa hote haiN| pahale abhyAsa meM zvAsa ko pakar3A jAtA hai aura phira prANa ko pakar3ane kA abhyAsa calatA hai| zvAsa ko pakar3ane ke lie jitanI ekAgratA cAhie usase bIsa gunI ekAgratA cAhie prANa ko pakar3ane ke lie| atyanta sUkSma hai prANa kI dhArA / zvAsa, zarIra aura indriyoM ke bhItara kAma karane vAlI jo sUkSma dhArA hai vaha hai prANadhArA / zvAsa kA eka prANa hai, indriya kA eka prANa hai, aura zarIra kA eka prANa hai| bhASA kA eka prANa hai| cintana kA eka prANa hai| ina bhinna-bhinna prANoM ke bhinna-bhinna kArya haiN| prANadhArA eka hI hai, para kAryabheda se usakA nAmabheda kara diyA jAtA hai| jaba prANadhArA indriyoM se sAtha jur3atI hai taba vaha 'indriya prANa' kahalAtA hai| prANa kI eka dhArA zvAsa ke sAtha jur3atI hai aura vaha zvAsa prANa bana jAtA hai| prANa kI eka dhArA bhASA ke sAtha jur3atI hai aura vaha bhASA prANa bana jAtA hai| prANa kI eka dhArA mana ke sAtha jur3atI hai aura vaha 'manaprANa' bana jAtA hai, 'manobala' bana jAtA hai| sArA bala, sArI sakriyatA aura sArI zakti prANadhArA ke kAraNa AtI hai| isa zarIra ke bhItara antara ke vAtAvaraNa meM do mukhya tattva kArya niSpAdita karate haiM-vidyut aura rasAyana / manuSya ke vyavahAra aura AcaraNa kI vyAkhyA karane ke lie prANa-vidyut aura rasAyanoM ko jAnanA Avazyaka hai| pratyeka kozikA vidyut paidA karatI hai| zarIra kI pratyeka kozikA ke Asa-pAsa apanA bijalIghara hai| mastiSka meM bijalI paidA hotI hai| bijalI ke binA mastiSka kAma nahIM kara sktaa| bijalI ke binA zarIra kA koI avayava, choTA ho yA bar3A, kAma nahIM kara sktaa| sAre zarIra meM prANa-vidyut (vAyo ilekTrIsiTI) aura rasAyana kAma karate haiN| manuSya kI anta:srAvI granthiyoM se srAva hotA hai aura vaha rakta ke sAtha milakara vyakti ko prabhAvita karatA hai| manuSya kI saMvegAtmaka avasthAeM, mAnasika vikAsa ke bindu, vyavahAra kI sArI praNAliyAM, sAre vyavahAra aura AcAra ina rasAyanoM ke dvArA prabhAvita hote haiN| vyavahAra aura AcAra ko dekhakara jAnA jA sakatA hai ki abhI vartamAna meM vyakti kisa rasAyana se prabhAvita ho rahA hai ? kauna rasAyana use isa prakAra ke AcAra vyavahAra ke lie prerita kara rahA hai ? jaba AdamI meM krodha jAgatA hai, ahaMkAra aura vAsanA jAgatI hai taba jAna liyA jAtA hai ki abhI isa sthiti meM vyakti kI eDrInala glaoNNDa jyAdA sakriya ho rahI hai| gonADsa aura thAyarAiDa glaoNNDa adhika kAma kara rahI hai| sArA vyavahAra

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120 kaise soceM ? inase prabhAvita hotA hai| vyakti kA AcaraNa bolatA hai ki AdamI abhI kina-kina granthiyoM se prabhAvita ho rahA hai| ina rasAyanoM ko jAne binA vyaktitva kI yathArtha vyAkhyA nahIM ho sktii| vyaktitva ke pUre vikAsa para antaHsrAvI granthiyoM ke rasAyanoM kA bahuta prabhAva hotA hai| jaba hama isa tathya se ajJAta rahate haiM taba aneka virodhI bAteM kara jAte haiN| kabhI bAharI paristhiti para sArA doSAropaNa kara dete haiM aura kabhI kisI vyakti vizeSa ko usa ghaTanA kA uttaradAyI banA dete haiN| kabhI kucha aura kabhI kuch| eka AdamI jA rahA thaa| pAsa meM eka baila thaa| usa para 'goNI' rakhI huI thii| AdamI ne apanA sArA bhAra goNI ke eka ora bhara diyaa| goNI baila kI pITha para Tika nahIM pA rahI thI, kyoMki usakA saMtulana bigar3a gayA thaa| goNI ke do palloM meM samAna bhAra DAlane se hI saMtulana banA raha sakatA hai| bhAra ko eka hI palle meM DAla dene ke kAraNa na baila cala pA rahA thA aura na hI bhAra Tika rahA thaa| AdamI ne bhAra ko eka hI palle meM rakhA aura dUsare palle meM hAtha DAlakara zakti lagAI, jisase bhAra aura zakti meM saMtulana ho jaae| kucha dUra calA / hAMphane lagA / sAmane se eka pathika A rahA thaa| usane kahA-'are mUrkha ! yaha kyA kara rahe ho ? tumhArA zarIra pasIne se lathapatha ho rahA hai| tuma bhI kaSTa pA rahe ho aura baila bhI kaSTa pA rahA hai| tuma vajramUrkha ho|' usane kahA-kyA karUM ? saMtulana kaise banAUM ? pathika bolA-AdhA bhAra nikAla kara dUsare palle meM DAla do, saMtulana bana jaaegaa| - usane vaisA hI kiyaa| saMtulana bnaa| zakti kA atirikta vyaya ruka gayA aura usakA mArga bhI sukha se kaTa gyaa| bahuta bAra AdamI sArA bhAra eka palle meM DAla detA hai, aura saMtulana banAe rakhane ke lie jI-tor3a prayatna karatA hai, zakti kA apavyaya karatA hai| AdamI sArA bhAra paristhiti para DAla kara mukta ho jAnA cAhatA hai| dUsare sAre nimitta gauNa ho jAte haiM, khAlI raha jAte haiN| vaha taba apanI bAta ko siddha karane ke lie aneka tarka-vitarka detA hai, mastiSka kI zakti lagAtA hai, phira bhI saMtulana sthApita nahIM kara paataa| kitanA acchA ho ki AdamI donoM palloM ko saMbhAle, donoM ke saMtulana ke lie apekSita bhAra ddaale| vaha ekAntata: aisA na mAne ki jaisI bAhara kI paristhiti hotI hai, AdamI vaisA hI bana jAtA hai| yaha ekAMgI dhAraNA hai| samagra yA yathArtha avadhAraNA yaha honI cAhie ki bAharI paristhiti bhI vyakti ko prabhAvita karatI hai aura antara kI

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pariveza kA prabhAva aura hRdaya parivartana 121 paristhiti bhI AdamI ko prabhAvita karatI hai| ina donoM ke sAtha-sAtha antaratama kI paristhiti kA prabhAva bhI vyakti para par3atA hai / jaba antaHsrAvI granthiyoM ke srAva rakta ke sAtha milate haiM, taba vyavahAra prabhAvita hotA hai aura AdamI vicitra prakAra ke vyavahAra karane laga jAtA hai / hama samajha nahIM paate| bar3I kaThinAI hotI hai| kabhI-kabhI bacce ke atirikta vyavahAra ko dekha mAtA-pitA bhI ulajha jAte haiN| guru bhI ziSya ke vyavahAra se ulajha jAte haiM aura hitaiSI bhI kaThinAI meM par3a jAte haiN| eka ghara kA sArA vAtAvaraNa svaccha aura sulajhA huA hai / koI kaThinAI nahIM hai / phira bhI mAtA- -pitA ko bhAna hotA hai ki lar3akA bigar3atA jA rahA hai| aisA kyoM hotA hai ? prazna ubhara AtA hai / para isa prazna kA samAdhAna khojA jA sakatA hai / yaha sahI hai ki bAharI paristhiti anukUla hai aura usa paristhiti meM lar3ake kA vaha bigAr3a saMbhava nahIM hai / isa sthiti meM Antarika paristhiti para dhyAna kendrita karanA hogaa| yaha dekhanA hogA ki bImArI pahale sTeja meM hai, dUsare meM hai yA tIsare meM pahuMca cukI hai / yadi pahale sTeja kI bImArI hai to usakI cikitsA yaha honI cAhie ki bAharI vAtAvaraNa ko badalA jAe, jisase ki baccA acchA bana ske| jaba yaha jJAta ho jAye ki bImArI pahale sTeja kI nahIM hai, saba anukUlatAeM haiM, aura vaha bImArI dUsare sTeja meM paira rakha cukI hai, to bhItarI paristhiti para dhyAna kendrita karanA hogA / manovijJAna meM 'Tempara TenTrA' nAma kI baccoM kI bImArI hai / vaha do-tIna varSa ke baccoM meM hotI hai| isa bImArI ke kAraNa baccA asAdhAraNa vyavahAra karane laga jAtA hai| usakA sArA vyavahAra asvAbhAvika hotA hai / vaha bahuta gussA karane lagatA hai, rotA hai, cillAtA hai, mArane daur3atA hai, vastuoM ko idhara-udhara pheMka detA hai, macalatA hai, aura bhI aneka ceSTAeM karane laga jAtA hai / ye sArI ceSTAeM vaha yoM hI nahIM karatA / vaha eka bImArI hai, I jo baccoM meM hI hotI hai / yadi isa bImArI ko na samajhA jAe to baccA bigar3a jAtA hai / isa sthiti meM baccA bAharI sAdhanoM se svastha nahIM hotaa| yadi mAtA-pitA samajhadAra hote haiM to ve baccoM ko pITeMge nahIM, gAliyAM nahIM keMge / kucheka mAtAeM sAre dina baccoM ko gAliyAM detI rahatI haiM, burA bhalA kahatI rahatI haiM, mAratI rahatI haiN| yaha baccoM ko bigAr3ane kI mazIna hai, jo barAbara cala rahI hai| isa prakriyA se bacce bigar3ate haiM, sudharate nahIM / ve bacce itane bigar3a jAte haiM ki bar3e hokara mAtA-pitA ko bhI cetAvanI de dete haiM / yaha anartha ajJAna ke kAraNa hotA hai| AdamI nahIM jAnatA ki baccoM 1

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122 kaise soceM ? kI AdatoM ko kaisA badalA jAe ? AdamI ko cAhie ki vaha svayaM kI AdatoM ko bhI bdle| dhyAna ke dvArA yaha saMbhava hai| dhyAna ke dvArA AdamI mAnasika dazA kA nirmANa kara sakatA hai ki kisa paristhiti meM kaisA vyavahAra karanA cAhie, saMtulana kaise banAe rakhA jA sakatA hai| yadi mAtA-pitA saMtulana banAye rakhate haiM to baccoM ko jaTila paristhiti meM se ubAra kara unheM sudhAra sakate haiN| jaba baccA 'Tempara TenTrA' kI bImArI se grasta hotA hai aura mAtA-pitA use dutkArate haiM, mArate-pITate haiM to vaha bImArI bar3hatI hai, miTatI nhiiN| aura yadi usa bImArI kI avasthA meM mAtA-pitA bacce ko sneha dete haiM, sAntvanA dete haiM, prema aura prasannatA dikhAte haiM to dhIre-dhIre vaha bImArI miTanI zurU ho jAtI hai aura baccA sAmAnya vyavahAra karane laga jAtA hai| yadi usa sthiti meM mAtA-pitA bhI vaisI hI pratikriyA karane laga jAeM jaisI pratikriyA baccA kara rahA hai, jaise baccA vastueM pheMkatA hai to mAtA-pitA gusse meM Akara bacce ko hI pheMkane laga jAeM, to nizcita hI vaha baccA bar3A hone para mAtA-pitA ko pheMkane kI taiyArI kregaa| hama Antarika paristhitiyoM para bhI dhyAna kendrita kreN| hama yaha soceM ki bAharI paristhitiyoM kI anukUlatA hone para AdamI burA kyoM ho rahA hai? isa sthiti meM hameM nae dRSTikoNa se socanA hogaa| vahAM eka prakAza-rekhA kI jarUrata hogI, kevala aMdhere meM hAtha-paira mArane se kAma nahIM clegaa| vahAM pratikriyAtmaka dRSTikoNa se socanA bhayaMkara hAnikAraka ho jaaegaa| AdamI kI sAmAnyata: dhAraNA pratikriyAtmaka hotI hai, isalie samAdhAna hastagata nahIM hotaa| prekSA-dhyAna kI upasampadA svIkAra karate samaya sAdhaka eka saMkalpa svIkAra karatA hai| vaha kahatA 'maiM pratikriyA se bcuuNgaa| jo kucha karUMgA, vaha kriyA hI karUMgA, pratikriyA nahIM kruuNgaa|' bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa sAdhanA hai-prtikriyaa-virti| sAmane koI pratikriyA AI aura yadi AdamI bhI vaisA hI bana jAe, pratikriyA karane laga jAe to yaha jaise kA taisA' kA siddhAMta AdamI ko banAne kA siddhAMta nahIM, bigAr3ane kA siddhAMta siddha hotA hai| yaha vyaktitva nirmANa kA siddhAMta nahIM, vyaktitva ko asamaya meM hI mAra DAlane kA siddhAMta hogaa| hama anusrota meM nahIM pratisrota meM cleN| pratikriyA ke prati pratikriyA na kareM, kriyA kreN| bhagavAn mahAvIra ne kahA'aNusoyapuTThie bahujaNammi, paDisoyaladdhalakkheNaM /

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pariveza kA prabhAva aura hRdaya-parivartana 123 paDisoyameva appA, dAyavvo houkAmeNaM / / samUcA jagat anusrotagAmI hai| sAre loga anusrota meM calate haiN| sAdhaka vaha hotA hai jo pratisrota meM cale, pravAha ke pratikUla cle| jo vyakti kucha honA cAhatA hai use pratisrotagAmI honA hI pdd'egaa| hama pravAha ke pratikUla calanA sIkheM / bhAI, beTA, mitra yA par3osI, jisa prakAra kA vyavahAra karatA hai, usI prakAra kA vyavahAra kara hama usa khAI ko aura adhika lambA-caur3A kara sakate haiM, virodha ko ugra kara sakate haiN| isase kabhI samAdhAna nahIM hogaa| isakA samAdhAna pAnA ho to pratikriyA-virati kI sAdhanA karanI hogii| pratikriyA se mukta hokara, kriyA kA sahArA lenA hI pratisrota meM bahanA hai| yahI samAdhAna kA ekamAtra mArga hai| eka AdamI momabattI DhUMr3ha rahA thaa| naukara aayaa| usane pUchA-'mAlika! kyA kara rahe haiM ?' vaha bolA- momabattI DhUMr3ha rahA huuN|' naukara bolA-'mAlika! aMdherA hai, kaise diikhegii| bijalI jalA leM to momabattI DhUMr3hane meM saralatA hogii|' mAlika bolA-'mUrkha ho tum| yadi bijalI hotI to momabattI DhUMDhatA hI kyoM ? bijalI nahIM hai isIlie to momabattI DhUMDha rahA huuN|' AdamI bijalI jalAne ke bhrama meM ulajha jAtA hai aura momabattI ko khojane kI bAta ko chor3a detA hai| yaha saca hai ki jaba bijalI hai to momabattI kyoM DhUMDhI jAe ? mUla bAta hai prakAza kI khoj| AdamI kI yaha prakRti hai use aMdherA priya lagatA hai| vaha bAhara prakAza cAhatA hai, para antaraMga meM usakA anurAga andhere se hai| vaha cAhatA hai kSamA, para krodha use acchA lagatA hai| jitanA vizvAsa hiMsA meM hai, utanA ahiMsA meM nhiiN| AdamI ahiMsA kI bAta ko Age rakhatA hai, kSamA aura prakAza ke siddhAMtoM ko sAmane rakhatA hai para AcaraNa karatA hai hiMsA kA, krodha kA aura aMdhakAra kaa| vaha usakA 'vibhakta-vyaktitva' (Duela-parsaneliTI) hai| siddhAMta eka prakAra kA hotA hai aura antaraMga meM dUsare prakAra kI AkAMkSA hotI hai| krodha ke prati hamArI jitanI AsthA hai, yadi vaha kSamA ke prati hotI to hama kSamAvAn adhika hote, krodhI km| hiMsA ke prati hamArI jitanI AsthA hai, yadi vaha ahiMsA ke prati hotI to hama ahiMsaka adhika hote, hiMsaka km| hama ahiMsaka kama haiM, hiMsaka adhik| kSamAvAn kama haiM, krodhI adhik| isase niSkarSa nikAlA jA sakatA hai ki hamArI AsthA hiMsA meM adhika hai ahiMsA meM kama, hamArI AsthA krodha meM adhika hai kSamA meM km|| hama prakAza kI bAta karate haiM prakAza kI khoja nahIM krte| prakAza kI khoja karane vAle vyakti ko bhItara meM DubakiyAM lagAnI pdd'eNgii| jo vyakti

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124 kaise soceM ? kevala bAhara hI bAhara jhAMkatA rahatA hai, vastu-jagat ko hI dekhatA rahatA hai, vastu-jagat kI hI prekSA karatA rahatA hai vaha kabhI prakAza ko upalabdha nahIM ho sktaa| yadi vastu-jagat kI prekSA se prakAza upalabdha ho jAtA to phira zvAsa prekSA yA zarIra-prekSA karane kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| vastu-jagat kI prekSA meM Ananda hai, sukhAnubhUti hai, AkarSaNa hai| kabhI kucha aura kabhI kuch| AdamI dekhate-dekhate tRpta hI nahIM hotaa| jitanA AkarSaNa hai usameM, utanA saMbhavata: dhyAna sAdhanA meM nahIM hai phira bhI Aja kA AdamI dhyAna ke prati AkRSTa hai| isakA phalita yaha hai ki AdamI vastu-jagat ko dekhate-dekhate mana meM itanA Uba gayA hai, itanA tanAva-grasta ho gayA hai ki bAhara se haTakara bhItara meM jhAMkanA cAhatA hai| bAharI prekSA karate-karate AdamI meM itanI jaTilatA A gaI hai, itanI mAnasika becainI ho gaI ki vaha bAhara se haTakara bhItara jhAMkanA cAhatA hai aura isIlie vaha dhyAna ziviroM meM AtA hai| yahAM use zvAsa-prekSA, zarIra-prekSA, antaryAtrAoM kI prakriyAoM se prakriyAoM ke bhItara jhAMkane ke lie prerita kiyA jAtA hai| jaise-jaise vaha bhItara jAegA use vaha dIkhanA prAraMbha hogA jo bAhara kI duniyA meM upalabdha nahIM thaa| bhItara meM raMga dikhAI deMge, aise raMga jo bAharI duniyA meM kabhI nahIM dekhe / itanA prakAza dikhAI degA, jo bAhara kabhI nahIM dikhaa| bhItara kI duniyA meM jhAMkate-jhAMkate aise dRzya dikhAI deMge jo DarAvane bhI ho sakate haiM aura suhAvane bhI ho sakate haiN| eka bahina ko maine nAsAgra-dhyAna yA prANakendra para dhyAna kA prayoga btlaayaa| usane dhyAna prArambha kiyaa| do-tIna dina vaha prayoga claa| bahina ko Ananda Ane lgaa| eka rAta vaha isa prayoga meM baiThI thii| dhyAna lambA huaa| rAta andherI thii| dhyAna-kAla meM bhayAnaka dRzya sAmane Ane lge| unheM dekhakara vaha bahuta bhayabhIta ho gii| usakA Dara sadhana hotA calA gyaa| para vaha avicala baiThI rhii| dhIre-dhIre saba zAMta ho gyaa| __ bhItara kA jagat vibhinna hotA hai| jaba eka-eka kara paTa khulate jAte haiM taba dRzyoM kI bharamAra se AdamI ghabar3A jAtA hai| bhItara bahuta dRzya saMkalita haiN| ve eka hI prakAra ke nahIM hote| aneka prakAra haiM unke| bhItara kI prekSA hI vAstava meM prekSA hai| usase nayA prakAza milatA hai, nae dRSTikoNa kA nirmANa hotA hai tathA nae prakAra kA vyavahAra aura nae prakAra kA AcaraNa sAmane upasthita hotA hai| hama samAdhAna khojeM bhItara ke prakAza meM hamAre vyavahAra kA, hamAre AcaraNa kaa| bAhara meM samAdhAna khojate-khojate jo loga thaka gae haiM nirAza ho gae haiM ve bhItara meM samAdhAna

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125 khojane kA prayAsa kreN| unakI nirAzA miTa jaaegii| yaha vizvAsa ke sAtha kahA jA sakatA hai ki jisa vyakti ne bhItara meM samAdhAna khojanA prArambha kara diyA usakI koI samasyA aisI nahIM hogI jisakA samAdhAna na ho ske| jo kevala bAhara hI bAhara samAdhAna khojate haiM, unakI sArI samasyAeM samAhita ho pariveza kA prabhAva aura hRdaya - parivartana yaha kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai / hameM bAhara kI duniyA se bhItara kI duniyA meM praveza karanA hogA / hameM samAdhAna khojanA hogA, vidyut ke saMdarbha meM aura rasAyanoM ke saMdarbha meM / hamArI prANa- vidyut aura anta: srAvI granthiyoM se sravita rasAyanoM meM hI hamAre samAdhAna nihita haiM / 1 jo prekSA- dhyAna kA abhyAsa karate haiM unakA yaha sUtra bana jAnA cAhie, yaha dRSTikoNa bana jAnA cAhie ki ve samasyA kA samAdhAna bAharI vAtAvaraNa meM hI nahIM khojeMge, bhItara bhI usakI khoja kareMge, phira vaha samasyA cAhe vyavahAra yA AcaraNa kI ho, prakRti yA svabhAva kI ho / yadi yaha dRSTikoNa nirmita ho jAtA hai to samAdhAna kA pahalA sUtra hastagata ho jAtA hai| vaha AdamI mithyAdRSTi vAlA hotA hai jo bAhara hI bAhara samAdhAna khojatA hai / vaha AdamI samyakadRSTi vAlA hotA hai jo bAhara bhI samAdhAna khojatA hai aura bhItara bhI samAdhAna DhUMDhatA hai| dhyAna sAdhanA karane vAloM kI dizA badala jAtI hai / jo kevala bAhara meM hI samAdhAna khojane kI dizA thI, vaha vyApaka bana jAtI hai, naI dizA kA udghATana ho jAtA hai, nayA AyAma udghATita ho jAtA hai / vaha antara meM praveza karatA hai aura samAdhAna DhUMDhatA hai / jaba bhItara bhI samAdhAna prApta na ho to vyakti ko tIsarI sTeja para jAnA hogA, vahAM samAdhAna khojanA hogA / jaba samAdhAna bAhara ke vAtAvaraNa meM bhI nahIM milA aura antara ke vAtAvaraNa meM bhI nahIM milA, rasAyanoM ke vAtAvaraNa meM bhI nahIM milA, taba mAna lenA cAhie ki bAharI paristhitiyoM ke pariveza kA bhI prabhAva nahIM hai aura rasAyanoM ke pariveza kA bhI prabhAva nahIM hai / vaha prabhAva hai antartama ke pariveza kA / samAdhAna vahIM prApta ho sakatA hai / taba samAdhAna usa sUkSmatama jagat meM khojanA hogA / Ayurveda ke AcAryoM ne kahA- roga tIna prakAra ke hote haiM 1. bAharI paristhiti ke nimitta se hone vAlA roga / 2. vAta, pitta aura kapha-zarIra ke ina tIna doSoM ke asaMtulana se hone vAlA roga / 3. karmaja roga /

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126 kaise soceM ? yaha tIsare prakAra kA roga sUkSma zarIra kI bImArI hai| vahAM na koI kITANu haiM, na jarmas haiM, na vAta, pitta aura kapha haiM, kucha bhI nhiiN| vaha karma se utpanna hai| vaha karmaja-roga hai, kevala krmj-rog| vaha purAne saMskAroM ke kAraNa utpanna hotA hai| antatama kA pariveza hai, tIsarA aayaam| hama tInoM AyAmoM-sthUla, sUkSma aura sUkSmatara meM prasthAna kreN| eka AyAma meM hama na aTakeM, na ulajheM / hama dUsare AyAma meM jAeM aura phira tIsare meM praveza kreN| tInoM AyAmoM meM jAkara hI hama apane vyaktitva ko pUrA vyAkhyAyita kara sakate haiM aura samAdhAna pA sakate haiN|

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hRdaya-parivartana ke sUtra (1) vizva kA samUcA vikAsa, sabhyatA aura saMskRti kA pUrA vikAsa, parivartana kA vikAsa hai| jo jaise hai vaise hI rahe to vikAsa saMbhava nahIM hotaa| mere sAmane loga kapar3e pahane baiThe haiN| rUI paudhe para lagI, rUI banI, dhAgA banA aura kapar3A bnaa| rUI pahane huye koI nahIM hai| sArA parivartana huA hai| kaccA mAla sAmane AyA, pakkA bnaa| rUI se dhAgA banA, dhAge se kapar3A banA, to kapar3e pahane huye baiThe haiN| agara rUI ko hI pahane hote to kAma banatA nhiiN| dhAgoM ko to pahanA hI nahIM jA sktaa| kapar3e se sardI rukatI hai, garmI kA bacAva hotA hai, AMdhI aura varSA se bacA jA sakatA hai| isake pIche pUre parivartana kI kahAnI hai| roTI khAte haiM para kore gehUM nahIM cbaate| kore cane nahIM cabAte, roTI banAkara khAte haiN| pUrA parivartana hotA hai usake bAda ghI khAte haiM, makkhana khAte haiN| kitanA karanA par3atA hai ? dUdha ko jamAnA par3atA hai| dahI ko bilaunA hotA hai, taba makkhana milatA hai, ghI milatA hai| to hamAre jIvana kI sArI prakriyA, padArtha ke vikAsa kI sArI prakriyA, parivartana kI prakriyA hai, badalAva kI prakriyA hai| jo jaise hai vaise nahIM rahatA, hara vastu ko badalanA hotA hai| __ manuSya apanI paristhitiyoM ko badalatA hai aura vAtAvaraNa ko bhI badalatA hai / vAtAvaraNa ko aise hI nahIM chor3a detaa| paristhiti ko, jo jaise hai, vaise hI nahIM chor3a detA, use badalane kA prayatna karatA hai| manuSya kA pUrA puruSArtha aura pUrA prayatna badalane meM lagA hai aura vaha Age bar3hA hai| yadi bAharI paristhiti ko na badalA jAye to kAphI kaThinAiyAM jhelanI par3atI haiN| manuSya ne bAharI paristhiti ko badalane kA bhI upakrama kiyA hai, bAhara ke vAtAvaraNa ko bhI badalane kI ceSTA kI hai| yadi andhakAra ko nahIM badalA jAtA to prakAza upalabdha nahIM hotaa| prakAza se rAta meM bhI dina ho jAtA hai| rAta meM bhI dina hotA hai manuSya ke puruSArtha ke dvArA aura badalane ke dvaaraa| manuSya ne kitane prayatna kie haiM ! kabhI pattharoM se Aga jalAI, kabhI araNI kI lakar3I se Aga jalAI aura kabhI bijalI jlaaii| sAdhanoM ke parivartanoM ke dvArA vaha andhakAra ko bhI prakAza meM badala detA hai| andhakAra eka paristhiti hai| usa paristhiti ko badalane kA prayAsa kiyA, prakAza upalabdha ho gyaa| bAharI

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128 kaise soceM ? vAtAvaraNa ko badalane kA prayatna huA hai, isIlie AdamI garmI meM sardI kI sthiti paidA kara sakatA hai| ye sAre paMkhe, kUlara isIlie to bane ki sardI kI paristhiti ko badala diyA jaae| yaha hITara isIlie to banA ki sardI kI paristhiti ko badala diyA jAe, garmI meM sardI aura sardI meM grmii| mausama kI ekarUpatA banA dI jaae| yaha sArA vikAsa badalane kA vikAsa hai| manuSya ne bAharI paristhiti ko badalane meM kAphI prayatna kiyA hai| usane use badalA hai aura bahuta hada taka saphala bhI huA hai| jisakI saMbhAvanA aura kalpanA nahIM thI, usa sthiti ko bhI vaha badala cukA hai aura Age bar3ha rahA hai| dUsarA prazna AtA hai, Antarika paristhiti ko badalane kaa| bAharI paristhiti ke badalAva meM jitanI saphalatA milI hai utanI saphalatA Antarika paristhiti ke badalAva meM abhI nahIM milI hai| rasAyanoM ko badalA jA sakatA hai| anta:srAvI granthiyoM se jo jharate haiM ve rasAyana badale jA sakate haiM, kintu unheM badalane meM abhI DaoNkTaroM ko bhI saphalatA nahIM milI hai| meDikala sAinsa meM yaha mAnA gayA hai ki anta:srAvI ke srAvoM meM parivartana karane ke paryApta sAdhana abhI upalabdha nahIM hue haiN| unheM nahIM badalA jA sktaa| bhAvoM ko nahIM badalA jA sakatA, vicAroM ko nahIM badalA jA sktaa| abhI bar3I kaThinAiyAM haiN| manuSya Antarika paristhiti ko badalane meM apane Apako akSama anubhava karatA hai aura eka bahuta bar3A bahAnA mila jAtA hai ki hama kyA kareM ? bure vicAra Ate haiM para kyA kareM yaha to niyati kI bAta hai, bure bhAva Ate haiM, hama kyA kareM, hamAre vaza kI bAta nhiiN| burI kalpanAeM AtI haiM, hamArA koI vaza nhiiN| AdamI apane Apako avaza-sA anubhava karatA hai aura eka bahAnA bhI bahuta acchA hai ki burA-acchA jo jaisA hotA hai vaisA niyati se hotA hai, bhItara kI preraNA se hotA hai, usameM hamArA to koI niyaMtraNa nahIM hai| kyoM doSa diyA jAye ? eka cora ko kyoM doSI mAnA jAe ? eka DAkU ko, luTere ko kyoM doSI mAnA jAe ? vaha becArA karatA kyA hai? jaise usakI bhItarI preraNA hotI hai, jaisA usakA bhItara kA rasAyana hotA hai vaisA vyavahAra aura AcaraNa use karanA hotA hai, to phira use kyoM doSI mAnA jAye ? usakI vivazatA hai, usake vaza kI bAta nahIM hai| yaha eka bahAnA mila jAtA hai| aura bahAnA khojanA to AdamI bahuta jAnatA hai| bahAnA khojane meM to AdamI itanA siddha-hasta hai ki hara bAta meM vaha bahAnA khoja hI letA hai| eka AdamI baiThA thaa| gAMva meM mandira bana rahA thA saba logoM ne nirNaya liyA ki mandira banAnA hai, para majadUroM kI jarUrata nhiiN| gAMva ke saba loga apanA zrama lagAyeMge aura mandira kA nirmANa kreNge| sArA gAMva mandira ke

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hRdaya parivartana ke sUtra (1) 129 nirmANa meM juTa gyaa| eka AdamI nikammA baiThA hai| dUsare loga phuNce| unhoMne kahA-'tumheM patA nahIM mandira bana rahA hai aura sabako kAma karanA hai! calo, mandira ke kAma meM lgeN|' vaha bolA-'kyA karUM, sabake peTa bhare haiM para merA peTa khAlI hai, maiM kaise kAma kara sakatA huuN| bhalA, khAlI peTa vAlA AdamI kaise kAma karegA ? kaise apanI zakti lagAyegA ? peTa khAlI hai|' logoM ne kahA-becArA ThIka kahatA hai, peTa khAlI hai to kAma kaise karegA ? zramika kA to aura jyAdA khAne ko caahiye| use peTa bharakara roTiyAM khilA dii| usane DaTakara roTiyAM khA lii| taba phira kahA gayA-calo, kAma meM cleN| vaha bolA-maiM kaise jA sakatA hUM! maiM to aba kAma nahIM kara sktaa| peTa itanA bhara gayA ki kAma karane kI sthiti meM nahIM huuN| peTa khAlI hai to bhI kAma karane kI sthiti meM nahIM hai, peTa bhara gayA to bhI kAma karane kI sthiti meM nahIM hai| AdamI bahAnA khoja sakatA hai| donoM ora hamAre bahAne haiN| dAyeM bhI bahAnA hai, bAyeM bhI bahAnA hai| Age bhI bahAnA hai aura pIche bhI bahAnA hai| bahAnA khojA jA sakatA hai| para jo vyakti vikAsa kI avasthA meM jAnA cAhatA hai vaha bahAnebAjI nahIM karatA, vaha prayatna karatA hai| aise kama loga hote haiM jo prayatna karate haiN| gItA kA eka bahuta sundara vAkya hai-'manuSyANAM sahasreSu kazcid yatati siddhaye-hajAroM manuSyoM meM koI eka aisA nikalatA hai jo siddhi ke lie prayatna karatA hai| Apa yaha na mAneM ki siddhi durlabha hotI hai| hara AdamI siddhi ko pA sakatA hai| hamAre sAmane sAdhya hai, sAdhana hai, to siddhi ho sakatI hai| sAdhya, sAdhana aura siddhi-yaha triveNI jur3I huI hai| isako alaga nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| jisa AdamI ne koI sAdhya banA liyA, ThIka sAdhana cuna liyA to siddhi avazya milegii| siddhi ke lie jyAdA cintA kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| cintA karane kI jarUrata hotI hai sAdhya aura sAdhana kii| siddhi to pariNAma hai| vaha to apane Apa hone vAlA hai| hama pariNAma ke lie socate haiM, yaha hamArI samajhadArI nahIM hai| hameM pariNAma kI cintA nahIM karanI caahie| abhI-abhI eka bhAI mere pAsa aayaa| Akara bolA ki amuka bImArI hai| kyA dhyAna karane se lAbha ho sakatA hai ? bahuta bAra yaha prazna AtA hai| maiM mana hI mana socatA hUM aura kabhI-kabhI kahatA bhI hUM ki yaha zivira-sthala koI cikitsAlaya to nahIM hai, haoNspiTala to nahIM hai, para mAnatA hUM ki jo bImAriyAM haiM ve yahAM ThIka ho sakatI haiN| mana ThIka hai to bImArI bhI ThIka hone laga jAtI hai, ho bhI jAtI hai, aura ho hI jAtI hai| tInoM sthitiyAM banatI haiN| sabase pahalI bAta hai ki mana ThIka kaise bane ? hamArI Antarika sthiti kaise badale ? agara

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130 kaise soceM ? Antarika sthiti badalatI hai to bAharI paramANu bhI badalane laga jAte haiN| samasyA hai Antarika sthiti badalane kii| hama bahuta bAra bAhara meM kAraNa nahIM khoja pAte, kAraNa bhItara meM hotA hai| kuttA milA, AdamI daur3ane lgaa| Age-Age AdamI daur3atA hai aura pIche-pIche kuttA daur3atA hai| aisA eka bAra nahIM hotA bahuta bAra hotA hai| khojA gayA ki kAraNa kyA hai ? Age AdamI daur3atA hai aura pIche kuttA daur3atA hai| isakA koI kAraNa to honA caahiye| eka vaijJAnika khoja huii| bar3I mahattvapUrNa khoja huii| vaijJAnikoM kA kahanA hai ki AdamI Dara ke mAre daur3atA hai, vaha kutte se Dara kara daur3a rahA hai| jaba Dara kI sthiti meM hotA hai to eDrInala granthi bahuta sakriya ho jAtI hai| eDrInala kA srAva jyAdA hone laga jAtA hai aura jaise hI eDrInala granthi kA srAva jyAdA hotA hai to usakI gandha cAroM tarapha phailatI hai| kuttA to gandha ko bahuta dUra se pakar3atA hai| kutte jitanI prabala ghrANazakti kisI kI nahIM hotii| kutte kI ghrANazakti itanI prabala hotI hai ki vaha gandha ke sahAre saikar3oM mAila taka calA jAtA hai| Aja ke kuttoM kA upayoga hotA hai aparAdhiyoM ko pakar3ane meM, hatyAroM ko pakar3ane meM aura ve pakar3ate haiN| AdamI nahIM pakar3a paataa| kutte pakar3a lete haiM gandha ke shaare| usameM gandha-vizleSaNa kI zakti hai| aparAdha ke sthAna para jo gandha hai vaha kisa AdamI kI gandha hai, usa gandha ko pakar3ate-pakar3ate ve kutte aparAdhI ko pakar3a lete haiM aura aparAdhI ke pAsa jAkara ghUmane laga jAte haiM, cakkara kATane laga jAte haiN| bar3I teja hotI hai unakI ghraannshkti| AdamI jaise-jaise bhAgatA hai eDrInala granthi kA srAva jyAdA hotA hai| gandha phUTatI hai aura usa gandha ke sahAre-sahAre kuttA bhI daur3atA hai| aba bAharI kAraNa khojeM to patA nahIM clegaa| kAraNa kI khoja bhItara meM karanI hogii| bAharI kAraNa to aisA hI lagatA hai ki kuttA kATane daur3atA hogaa| AdamI isa Dara se bhAgA jA rahA hai ki kuttA kATane A rahA hai aura kuttA isa pralobhana se bhAga rahA hai ki bar3I acchI gandha A rahI hai| eka ke sAmane pralobhana hai, dUsare ke sAmane bhy| duniyA meM do hI to aparAdha haiN| eka bhaya kA aparAdha aura dUsarA pralobhana kA apraadh| koI AdamI Dara kara kAma kara rahA hai aura koI AdamI lAlaca se kAma kara rahA hai| hamArI preraNAeM, sArI sAmAjika preraNAeM, ina do sImAoM meM kAma kara rahI haiN| kucha loga Dara ke mAre kAma kara rahe haiN| agara Dara kI preraNA samApta ho jAye, unakA kArya bhI samApta ho sakatA hai| kucha AdamI pralobhana ke vaza kAma kara rahe haiN| pralobhana hai ki yaha mila jAye, vaha mila jAye, pralobhana se kAma kara rahe haiN| ye donoM preraNAeM kAma kara rahI haiN|

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hRdaya parivartana ke sUtra (1) 131 hameM apanI paristhitiyoM kI bhItarI kAraNa bhI khojane hoNge| hamAre sAre vyavahAroM ke bhItarI kAraNoM ko khojanA hogA / eka AdamI krodha kara rahA hai| eka AdamI prema pradarzita kara rahA hai| eka AdamI bhaya se bhIta ho rahA hai, DarA jA rahA hai, akAraNa hI DarA jA rahA hai| eka AdamI gAliyAM baka rahA hai| eka AdamI cugalI kara rahA hai| eka AdamI jAne-anajAne mana se becaina ho rahA hai| koI kAraNa nahIM / udAsa, khinna, becaina, binA kAraNa nirAza hokara calA jA rahA hai| ye jo sAre vyavahAra haiM, ina vyavahAroM kI vyAkhyA kevala bAharI paristhitiyoM ke AdhAra para nahIM kI jA sktii| ina sAre vyavahAroM kI vyAkhyA karane ke lie bhItarI paristhitayoM ko bhI jAnanA jarUrI hotA hai, kintu bAharI paristhitiyoM ke sAtha-sAtha Antarika paristhitiyoM ko jAnanA jyAdA jarUrI hotA hai| ye sAre vyavahAra bAharI paristhitiyoM se bhI prabhAvita hote haiM, kintu jyAdA prabhAvita hote haiM hamArI Antarika paristhitiyoM se aura jaba taka Antarika paristhitiyoM kA bodha hameM nahIM hotA taba taka ina vyavahAroM kI vyAkhyA nahIM ho sakatI aura unheM badalA nahIM jA sakatA / hara AdamI badalanA cAhatA hai, becainI ko dUra karanA cAhatA hai, bahuta prasanna rahanA cAhatA hai, nirAzA ko dUra karanA cAhatA hai, tanAva ko dUra karanA cAhatA hai| DaranA koI nahIM caahtaa| eka bhAI ne batAyA ki mujhe Dara lagatA hai to sAre Dara ke hI sapane Ate haiM / kabhI bAgha dikhatA hai, kabhI zera dikhatA hai to kabhI bhAlU dikhatA hai, kabhI nadI dikhatI hai| aise lagatA hai ki nadI meM DUbA jA rahA hUM / itane bhayaMkara sapane Ate haiN| kyA karUM ? ina sapanoM se apanA piMDa chur3AnA cAhatA huuN| DaranA koI nahIM cAhatA hai / apanI kamajorI dUra karanA cAhatA hai / manobala kI kamI se bacanA cAhatA hai / mana itanA kamajora ho jAtA hai ki hara bAta sAmane bhaMyakara lagane lagatI hai| choTI-sI samasyA, rAI jitanI samasyA hotI hai, aisA pahAr3a khar3A ho jAtA hai / ki ghuTane Tika jAte haiM, para badaleM kaise ? badalane ke liye pahale to Antarika paristhitiyoM ko jAnanA jarUrI hotA hai ki kauna-sI paristhiti kisa prakAra ke vAtAvaraNa kA sRjana kara rahI hai ? phira badalane kA upakrama karanA jarUrI hotA hai / bhAva kA parivartana, vicAra kA parivartana aura rasAyana kA parivartana-ye tIna Antarika parivartana haiN| pahale bhAva kA parivartana karanA hogA / bhAva badalegA to vicAra badalegA / vicAra se bhAva nahIM banatA kintu bhAva se vicAra banatA hai / kucha loga galata vyAkhyAeM kara dete haiM / maiMne abhI par3hA, Aja hI par3hA ki AdamI kA vicAra banatA hai aura vicAra se bhAva banatA hai| bar3I ulTI

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132 kaise soceM ? bAta ho gaI ki pahale beTA janma letA hai aura phira bApa janma letA hai| pahale beTA janmegA aura phira bApa janmegA ? yaha kaise saMbhava hogA? bhAva vicAra ko paidA karatA hai| vicAra bhAva ko kaise paidA karegA ? bhAva hamAre antatama se Ane vAlA eka srota hai| bhItara se AtA hai| acchA bhAva, burA bhAva, kRSNa lezyA kA bhAva, tejolezyA kA bhAva aura zukla lezyA kA bhaav| yaha bhItara se AtA hai| jisa prakAra kA bhAva hotA hai mana ko vahI bhAva milatA hai aura vaisA hI vicAra hone laga jAtA hai| bhAva janaka hai vicAra kA, na ki vicAra janaka hai bhAva kaa| para gaharAI meM gaye binA, bahuta bAra aisA hotA hai ki kabhI-kabhI galata sthApanAyeM bhI hama prastuta kara diyA karate haiN| jaba bhAva badalegA, antatama badalegA to phira vicAra bhI badalegA, mana bhI badalegA aura mana badalatA hai to Antarika rasAyana bhI badalate haiN| rasAyanoM ko badalane ke lie bhAvoM ko badalanA aura mana ko badalanA, yAnI vicAroM ko badalanA bahuta jarUrI hotA hai| tInoM kA sambandha jur3A huA hai| pIniyala glaiMDa se, picyuTarI glaiDa se eka prakAra kA rasAyana srAvita ho rahA hai| agara hama bhAva kA parivartana kara dete haiM to dUsare prakAra kA srAva hone laga jAtA hai| agara hama vicAra kA parivartana karate haiM to dUsare prakAra kA srAva hone laga jAtA hai| yaha na mAneM ki sabhI granthiyAM vyakti meM hotI haiN| hara vyakti ke pAsa eDrInala hai, thAiraoNyaDa hai, picyuTarI hai, pIniyala hai, gonADas hai| granthiyAM to saba eka prakAra kI haiM, para inake srAva eka prakAra ke nahIM hote| hara vyakti ke bhinna-bhinna prakAra ke srAva hote haiN| unase vyakti kA bhAva badalatA hai, vicAra badalatA hai| eka vyakti kA srAva dUsare vyakti se milatA nahIM hai| do vyaktiyoM ke srAva to bhinna hote hI haiM, eka vyakti ke srAva bhI bhinna ho jAte haiN| bhagavAn mahAvIra ne lezyA ke siddhAnta meM eka bahuta mahattvapUrNa pratipAdana kiyA-'asaMkhejjAiM ThANAI-lezyA ke asaMkhya sthAna hote haiN| eka do nahIM, hajAra nahIM, lAkha aura karor3a nahIM, araba aura kharaba nahIM, asNkhy| jahAM saMkhyA samApta ho jAtI hai, itane sthAna hote haiM, itane utAra-car3hAva hote haiN| asaMkhya utAra aura cddh'aav| hama jitane prakAra ke bhAva kareMge, hamAre srAva bhI utane ho jaayeNge| jaba lezyA ke asaMkhya sthAna haiM to hamArI granthiyoM ke rasAyana bhI asaMkhya prakAra ke ho jaayeNge| DAkTaroM ne vargIkaraNa kiyA hai, unakI ginatI kI hai ki picyuTarI ke srAva kitane hote haiM ? sArI saMkhyA nirdhArita kI hai, para bahuta adhUrI bAta hai| meDIkala sAinsa meM bhI yaha mAnA jAtA hai ki srAva itane hI nahIM hote| mahAvIra kI vANI meM bhI yaha mAnA jAtA hai ki srAva itane hI nahIM hote| mahAvIra kI vANI meM ye srAva asaMkhya prakAra

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hRdaya parivartana ke sUtra (1) 133 ke ho sakate haiM / jitane bhAvoM ke srAva, utane hI rasAyanoM ke srAva / donoM barAbara hoMge, koI antara nahIM hogA / rasAyanoM kA parivartana karane ke lie parivartana karanA hotA hai, vicAroM kA aura vicAra kA parivartana karane ke lie parivartana karanA hotA hai bhAvoM kA / jaba bhAva - parivartana kI kuMjI hamAre hAtha laga jAtI hai to Antarika parivartana kI dizA meM hamArA prasthAna tIvra gati se hone laga jAtA hai / I prazna hai bhAva ko kaise badaleM ? yaha bahuta bar3A prazna hai / parivartana kI bAta maiMne kaha dI aura zAyada saba loga bhI kahate haiM ki vicAroM ko badalo / bhAvoM ko badalo / Akhira kaise badaleM prazna to yaha hai / yaha kahanA to bahuta sarala bAta hai ki Apa acche AdamI baneM, ImAnadAra baneM / prAmANika baneM / sacce AdamI bneN| bar3e prasanna raheM / acche siddhAntoM kA pratipAdana karanA itanA sarala hai ki utanA sarala to roTI banAnA bhI nahIM hai| roTI banAne meM to bahuta dikkate haiM / bahinoM se pUchA jAye ki roTI banAnA kitanA kaThina hotA hai ? bahuta jaTila kAma hai roTI banAnA / bhAvoM kA parivartana kareM, yaha kahanA to bahuta sarala hai / siddhAnta kA pratipAdana kampyUTara aura TeparekArDa bhI kara sakatA hai / doharAnA hai| kaThinAI kyA hogI ? likhA hai, par3hA hai doharAnA hai / bahuta sarala bAta hai, kintu parivartana kaise kareM, yaha eka jaTila prakriyA hai / bahuta mahattvapUrNa bAta to yahI hai ki parivartana Akhira kaise kareM ? vahAM hameM Antarika paristhiti meM jAnA hogaa| jaba rasAyanoM ko badalanA hai, anta:srAvI granthiyoM ke rasAyanoM ko badalanA hai, jo hamAre vyavahAra ko prabhAvita karate haiM to hameM eka prakriyA meM se gujaranA hogaa| vaha eka anusyUta prakriyA kahA jAtA hai| Azrava ko badale binA bhAvoM ko nahIM badalA jA sktaa| purAnI bhASA samajhane meM kaThinAI hotI hai| do hajAra, tIna hajAra varSa ke bAda bhASA aura zabda itane badala jAte haiM ki usameM chipA huA tattva hamArI pakar3a meM nahIM AtA, samajha meM nahIM AtA / AdamI vartamAna kI bhASA se bahuta paricita hotA hai| vartamAna kI zabdAvalI kA artha use jJAta hotA hai / vaha use sahajatA se pakar3a sakatA hai| purAnI bAta sIdhI pakar3a meM nahIM aatii| yahI to karanA hotA hai| dhyAna ke dvArA hameM yahI to khojanA hogA ki purAnI zabdAvalI meM jo satya khojA gayA thA aura batAyA gayA thA usa satya ko Aja kI bhASA meM kaise DhAla sakeM, kaise pakar3a sakeM aura kaise prastuta kara sakeM / yaha spaSTa hai ki dhyAna eka bahuta bar3A mAdhyama hai khoja kA, antara kI khoja kA, chipe hue tattva ke prakAzana kA / jo bAta chipa gaI, gUr3ha bana gaI, gupta ho gaI, usa gUr3ha bAta ko gUr3hatA se hI khojA jA sakatA hai, gupti ko gupti se hI khojA jA sakatA hai| yaha eka mahattvapUrNa siddhAMta hai ki gupti kI khoja gupti se hI

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134 kaise soceM ? kI jA sakatI hai| gupti kA artha hai-chipA huaa| jo satya gupti ho gayA, use khojanA hai| eka zastra kA nAma bhI hai-gupti / nAma hI gupti hai| dIkhane meM to DaMDA-sA laga rahA hai| hAtha meM aisA lagatA hai ki DaMDA hai aura bhItara zastra chipA huA hai| itanA teja zastra chipA huA hai ki prahAra kiyA jAye to AdamI kA to kaayaaklp| aba gupti ko kaise khojA jAye ? kaise patA lagAyA jAye? gupti ko khojane ke lie gupti karanI jarUrI hai| guptiyAM tIna haiM-zarIra kI gupti, vANI kI gupti aura mana kI gupti| zarIra ko gupta kiyA, vANI ko gupta kiyA aura mana ko gupta kiyA, tInoM kI isa caMcalatA kI sImA se haTakara ekAgratA kI sImA meM praviSTa kara diyA, gupti ho gaI aura gupti ke dvArA gupti ko khojane meM suvidhA ho gii| caMcalatA ke dvArA Aja taka koI satya nahIM khojA gyaa| duniyA meM jitanA satya khojA gayA, acaMcalatA ke dvArA khojA gyaa| cAhe vaijJAnika satya ho, cAhe dArzanika satya ho, cAhe vyAvasAyika satya ho, jina manuSyoM ne satya kI khoja kI hai, jinhoMne kucha khojA hai, unhoMne ekAnta kI sthiti meM khojA hai, nirvicAratA kI sthiti meM khojA hai| bar3e-bar3e vaijJAnika-satya nirvikalpatA kI sthiti meM hI khoje gaye haiN| AiMsTIna se pUchA gayA 'sApekSatA kA siddhAnta' Apane kaise khojA ? unhoMne kahA-"mujhe nahIM ptaa| eka dina maiM udyAna meM Tahala rahA thaa| acAnaka mujhe anubhava huA ki mana kI gahanatA meM kucha utara rahA hai|" kyA nyUTana ne gurutvAkarSaNa kA siddhAnta kisI vicAra se khojA thA ? koI vicAra nahIM thA kevala darzana se khojaa| dekha rahA thA, dekhA, seba kA giranA dekhA aura siddhAMta antaratama meM utara gyaa| ye jitanI bar3I khojeM hotI haiM, utaratI haiM, ye vicAra se nahIM aatii| vicAra karate-karate to AdamI thaka jAtA hai, hairAna ho jAtA hai| vicAra to tanAva paidA karatA hai aura tanAva se bharA huA AdamI satya ko kaise khoja pAyegA ? jaba AdamI tanAva se mukta hotA hai, usa samaya meM aisI koI Antarika sphuraNA hotI hai ki bar3I se bar3I bAta acAnaka saralatA se sAmane A jAtI hai| - Antarika paristhiti ko badalane kA pahalA sUtra hai-caMcalatA ko dUra krnaa| caMcalatA eka Azrava hai| sabase bar3A Azrava, sabase dUragAmI Azrava / pramAda samApta ho jAtA hai, kaSAya samApta ho jAtA hai, priya aura apriya kA bhAva samApta ho jAtA hai, para caMcalatA samApta nahIM hotii| eka bahuta manoraMjaka prazna gautama ne pUchA bhagavAna se-'bhaMte!' jo vItarAga bana gayA, apramatta aura kaSAya bana gayA, sarvajJa bana gayA, saba kucha jAnatA hai, usa kevalI ne eka hAtha rakhA AMgana pr| kyA dUsarI bAra usI sthAna para vaha apanA hAtha rakha sakatA hai ?

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hRdaya parivartana ke sUtra (1) - 135 bhagavAna ne khaa-'nhiiN|' bar3I ajIba bAta hai, jo AMgana ke kaNa-kaNa ko jAnatA hai, aNu-aNu ko jAnatA hai, kevalI se apane hAtha kA eka bhI aNu chipA nahIM, pahalI bAra hAtha rakhA, dUsarI bAra usI sthAna para vaha hAtha nahIM rakha sakatA ? kitanA ajIba prazna hai ! kitanA ajIba uttara diyA mahAvIra ne-'nahIM rakha sktaa|' bAta samajha meM nahIM aaii| gautama ne phira pUchA-'bhante ! yaha kaise ? kevalI kaise nahIM rakha sakatA? eka chadmastha hai, asarvajJa hai, avItarAga hai, jisameM kaSAya hai, pramAda hai, bhUla kara sakatA hai, vismRti ho sakatI hai, ajJAna ke kAraNa usa sthAna kA ThIka patA nahIM lagA sakatA, para kevalI kaise nahIM rakha sakatA?' mahAvIra ne uttara diyA-'vaha jAnatA to hai, para caMcalatA abhI taka samApta nahIM huI hai| zarIra maujUda hai| jaba taba yaha zarIra hai, taba taka caMcalatA hai| zarIra kI caMcalatA samApta nahIM huI, isalie kevalI saba kucha jAnatA huA bhI dUsarI bAra usI sthAna para hAtha nahIM rakha sktaa|' hamArI caMcalatA antima samaya taka rahatI hai| sArI sthitiyAM samApta ho jAtI haiM, sAre vyavadhAna samApta ho jAte haiM, dRSTikoNa bhI mithyA dRSTikoNa nahIM rahatA, samyak dRSTikoNa bana jAtA hai, atRpti bhI samApta ho jAtI hai, avirati samApta ho jAtI hai, pramAda bhI samApta ho jAtA hai, kaSAya, rAga aura dveSa, priyatA aura apriyatA ke saMvedana bhI samApta ho jAte haiM, ina sabake samApta ho jAne para bhI jaba taka zarIra kI caMcalatA samApta nahIM hotI taba taka pUrA kAma nahIM banatA, siddhi nahIM miltii| sAdhya aura sAdhanA mila jAne para bhI taba taka siddhi nahIM milatI jaba taka caMcalatA samApta nahIM hotii| hama yadi Antarika avasthA kA parivartana cAhate haiM to hameM sAdhya kA nizcaya karanA hogA, sAdhanA kA nizcaya karanA hogaa| siddhi ke lie ciMtA karane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| vaha to svayaM hone vAlI hai| hamArA sAdhya hogA parivartana / yAnI paristhiti kA parivartana aura cetanA kA parivartana / paristhiti ko badalanA, Antarika vAtAvaraNa ko badalanA aura cetanA ko bdlnaa| paristhiti badalegI to cetanA to apane Apa badalI huI hai| cetanA meM jitane bhI doSa Aye haiM, sAre paristhiti ke kAraNa Aye haiN| paristhiti badala jAyegI to cetanA apane Apa meM prakaTa ho jaayegii| dUsare zabdoM meM kaha deM ki badala jaayegii| vAstava meM badalanA kucha bhI nahIM hai| vaha to jaisI hai vaisI rahegI, para jo nimitta ke kAraNa kucha huA thA vaha badala jaaegaa| tarkazAstra kA eka niyama hai-'nimittA'bhAve naimittikasyApyabhAva' nimitta kA abhAva hone para naimittika kA bhI abhAva ho jAtA

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136 kaise soceM ? hai| nimitta badalegA to jisa nimitta se cetanA kI avasthA badalI thI vaha avasthA bhI badala jAegI, cetanA apane Apa meM pratiSThita ho jaayegii| __ hamArA sAdhya hai cetanA kA parivartana aura Antarika nimittoM kA privrtn| sAdhana hogA caMcalatA kA privrtn| pahalA sAdhana hai-ekAgratA, sthirtaa| yaha sabase pahalA sAdhana hogaa| prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa zurU kiyA aura yadi zarIra kI utanI hI caMcalatA, vANI kI utanI hI caMcalatA aura mana kI utanI hI caMcalatA banI rahI, koI bhI parivartana zurU nahIM huA to mAna lenA cAhie ki dhyAna kI pakar3a huI nahIM, dhyAna pakar3a meM nahIM aayaa| parivartana zurU honA caahie| yaha to maiM nahIM kahatA ki eka dina meM hI sthiratA ke bindu taka pahuMca jAeM, para kucha na kucha parivartana zurU ho jAnA caahie| jaise mana kI caMcalatA meM parivartana hotA hai vaise hI vANI kI caMcalatA meM bhI parivartana honA caahie| binA bole jo becainI AtI thI, vaha thor3I to kama honI caahie| binA bole umasa AtI thI aura jI meM ghabarAhaTa hone lagatI thI, usameM thor3A bahuta to parivartana zurU honA caahie| binA bole bhI rahA jA sakatA hai| muni ho yA gRhastha, caMcalatA kI bImArI to sabako satAtI hai| yaha bar3I bhayaMkara bImArI, bar3I dUra taka jAne vAlI bImArI hai| yaha sAdhu bana jAne mAtra se chUTa jAne vAlI bImArI nahIM hai aura yaha caMcalatA kI bImArI to Age taka cale jAne para bhI chUTa jAne vAlI bImArI nahIM hai| thor3A bahuta parivartana honA caahie| pahalA sAdhana hogA caMcalatA kI kmii| parivartana kA dUsarA sAdhana hogA-priya-apriya saMvedanoM meM kamI krnaa| yaha bahuta mahattvapUrNa sAdhana hai| yadi cInI meM bhI utanA hI rasa, namaka meM bhI utanA hI rasa, khAne meM bhI utanA hI rasa, nIMda meM bhI utanA rasa-ye sAre rasa bane rahe, priya-apriya saMvedanoM meM parivartana nahIM AyA, lar3AI meM bhI utanA hI rasa, uttejanA meM bhI utanA hI rasa-ye sAre rasa bane rahe to dhyAna kA abhyAsa nIrasa lagegA, phIkA lagegA / khAnA, pInA, sonA, lar3anA, jhagar3anA-ye bar3e rasavAna lgeNge| aisA rasa TapakegA ki vaisA rasa anyatra durlabha hai| sAre rasa badalane caahie| hamArA dUsarA sAdhana hogA ki jo rasavAna hai usameM nIrasatA kA anubhava jAge aura jo nIrasa-nIrasa sA laga rahA hai usameM rasa kA anubhava jAge, rasa kI cetanA jaage| yaha rasa kA parivartana, AkarSaNa kA parivartana bahuta mahattvapUrNa prakriyA hai|

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hRdaya-parivartana ke sUtra (2) abhI hama loga mandira ke prAMgaNa meM baiThe dhyAna kara rahe the| dhyAna karate samaya mere mana meM eka prazna uThA-itanA prayatna kyoM ? itanA samaya kyoM lagAyeM? kyA hogA? kyA karanA hai ? kevala eka hI kAma karanA hai mana ko sulajhAyeM / samasyAyeM bahuta haiN| hamArI yathArtha kI duniyA meM asaMkhya samasyAyeM haiM aura hama kevala mana ke pIche daur3a lagA rahe haiN| isakA pariNAma kyA hogA? phira samAdhAna milA ki sArI samasyAoM se bar3I samasyA hai-cNcltaa| eka mAtA ne kahA-"merA beTA bahuta caMcala hai|' caMcala beTA mAtA ke lie perazAnI kA karaNa banatA hai| vaha mAtA ko parezAna kara detA hai| mAtA cAhatI hai caMcalatA miTe / caMcalatA burI bAta hI nahIM hotI caMcalatA jarUrI bhI hotI hai| yadi per3a na hile, pattiyAM na hileM to garmI kA anubhava hogaa| pattiyAM hilatI haiM, mana meM saMtoSa hotA hai ki havA cala rahI hai aura ThaNDa kara rahI hai| yadi mana na cale, bar3I samasyA ho jAtI hai| mauna karanA bahuta acchA hai para jo baccA bolanA zurU nahIM karatA to mAtA-pitA saba cintita ho uThate haiM ki do varSa kA ho gayA, tIna varSa kA ho gayA, abhI bola nahIM rahA hai| DaoNkTaroM ke cakkara lagane zurU ho jAte haiM / caMcalatA bekAra hI nahIM hotI usakA bhI apanA upayoga hotA hai| zarIra na cale, bar3I parezAnI ho jAtI hai| yadi aMgulI na hile, paira na hile to AdamI socatA hai ki kyA ho gayA ? kahIM pakSAghAta to nahIM ho gayA ? bar3I kaThinAI ho jAtI hai| bahana ne dhyAna kiyA aura dhyAna kI gaharAI meM calI gii| jaba dhyAna pUrA huA paira nahIM hile, hAtha nahIM hile, loga ghabar3A gae Asa-pAsa vaale| kyA ho gayA ? kucha bhI nahIM huA thaa| para caMcalatA bahuta jarUrI mAnI jAtI hai, vyartha nahIM para caMcalatA kA eka bindu hai, nizcita bindu / eka sImA taka caMcalatA jarUrI hai aura sImA ke bAda caMcalatA ko kama kareM aura isIlie kareM ki hamArA sAdhya siddha ho ske| mana kI jyAdA caMcalatA hotI hai to sAdhya siddha nahIM hotaa| hRdaya-parivartana hamArA sAdhya hai| hama hRdaya ko badalanA cAhate haiM / jaba taka caMcalatA kama nahIM hotI, hRdaya kA parivartana kaise hogA ? eka bAta kahI, yaha kAma karo yaha mata kro| bAta suna lI, para mana itanA caMcala hai ki taraMgeM uThIM, itanI taraMgeM uThIM ki jo siddhAMta par3hA thA, jo bAta sunI thI, vaha to kahIM raha gaI, caMcalatA kI oTa meM chipa gaI aura AdamI kahIM Age calA gyaa| koI bhI siddhAMta taba

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138 kaise soceM ? taka kriyAnvita nahIM hotA jaba taka caMcalatA kama nahIM ho jaatii| koI bhI samasyA taba taka samAdhAna nahIM pA sakatI jaba taka hamArI caMcalatA kama nahIM ho jaatii| usa bhUmikA ke lie Aja bAta nahIM kara rahe haiM jahAM pUrNa sthiratA prApta ho jAtI hai| eka varSa taka hile-DuleMge nahIM, pratimA kI bhAMti, bAhubalI jaise eka varSa taka kAyotsarga kI mudrA meM khar3e rahe, vaise ke vaise khar3e ho jAeMge, phira cAhe AMdhI Ae, tUphAna Ae, varSA Ae, sardI ho, garmI ho, cAhe latAeM uga jAeM aura cAhe pakSI ghoMsalA banA leM, hama to khar3e ke khar3e raheMge aDola mUrti kI bhAMti / yaha asaMbhava kalpanA hogii| hara AdamI bAhubalI nahIM ho sakatA, utanA sthira nahIM ho sktaa| hama yaha prayatna nahIM kara rahe haiM ki mana bilakula samApta ho jAe, amana bana jaae| amana bananA to acchA hai| urdU kI zabdAvalI meM amana bahuta acchA hai, aura saMskRta kI zabdAvalI meM bhI amana honA bar3A acchA hai| mana na honA, mana samApta ho jAnA, kintu bar3I muzkila ho jAegI agara abhI Apa amana bana jaaeN| yadi amana bana jAeM to zivira ke bAda koI sthiti nahIM hogii| na soca sakeMge. na kalpanA kara sakeMge, na yAda kara skeNge| na patnI kI yAda hogI, na ghara kI yAda hogI, na rAste kI yAda hogii| sArI yAdeM smaapt| amana honA koI sahaja sAdhanA nahIM hai, bar3I kaThina sAdhanA hai| agara ho jAe to sArI jIvana kI dhArA badala jAtI hai| gRhasthI meM rahane vAlA to bar3I kaThinAI kA anubhava karane laga jAtA hai| mana hI samApta ho gayA, phira kyA kareM ? thor3I smRti kama hotI hai to cintA ho jAtI hai ki yAda bahuta kama rahatI hai| bar3I parezAnI hotI hai| to bhalA, pUrA amana bana jAe taba to parezAnI kA pahAr3a ho jaaegaa| bar3I kaThinAI hai| na avAk , na amana aura na azarIra / tInoM saMbhava nahIM haiN| phira bhI hama prayatna karate haiN| hamArA puruSArtha sArA kA sArA isa dizA meM laga rahA hai| saba kAma chor3akara yahAM baiThe haiM aura sArI prakriyA isa dizA meM cala rahI hai ki mana kI caMcalatA kama ho, vANI kI caMcalatA kama ho, zarIra kI caMcalatA kama ho| kAyotsarga kA abhyAsa, mauna kA abhyAsa aura ekAgratA kA abhyAsa-yaha hRdaya-parivartana kA pahalA sUtra hai| hama bahuta bAra kahate haiM ki hRdaya-parivartana honA caahie| daNDa-zakti kA prayoga nahIM honA cAhie, bala kA prayoga nahIM honA cAhie, hRdaya badalanA caahie| hRdaya ko badale binA samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM hotaa| hRdaya-parivartana kI bAta to bahuta karate haiN| saiddhAntika carcA meM hamArA rasa hai para kyA yaha saMbhava hai ? prayoga kie binA, abhyAsa kie binA, hRdaya badala jAegA ? loga mAnate haiM. hiMsA se kacha nahIM honA-jAnA hai| hiMsA bahata kharAba hai| ahiMsA

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hRdaya parivartana ke sUtra ( 2 ) 139 honI cAhie / hRdaya badalanA cAhie, para hRdaya badalegA kaise ? Apane caMcalatA kama karane ke lie koI abhyAsa hI nahIM kiyA, caMcalatA ko miTAne kA koI prayoga hI nahIM kiyA to hRdaya kaise badala jAegA ? kyA korI bAteM sunate-sunate hRdaya badala jAegA? agara bAteM sunate-sunate, siddhAMtoM kI carcA karate-karate hRdaya badalatA to Aja sArA saMsAra ahiMsaka bana jAtA aura sArI samasyAeM samAdhAna pA letIM, para aisA hotA nahIM hai / yaha hamArA moha hai, bhrama hai ki kevala siddhAMta aura tattva carcA ke AdhAra para hRdaya badalanA cAhate haiM aura hiMsA se ahiMsA kI pratiSThApanA karanA cAhate haiM, kintu ahiMsA kI pratiSThA taba taka nahIM ho sakegI jaba taka caMcalatA ko kama karane kA abhyAsa nahIM kiyA jAyegA / bahuta loga ahiMsA ke vikAsa kI bAta socate haiN| ve cAhate haiM aura hRdaya se cAhate haiM ki ahiMsA kA vikAsa ho, AtmAnuzAsana kA vikAsa ho, unakI pratiSThA bar3he aura sArA saMsAra ahiMsA aura AtmAnuzAsana ke mArga para cale / unakI cAha burI nahIM hai| cAha kA anumodana karanA cAhatA hUM / para yaha bahuta spaSTa hai ki kevala cAha se, kevala siddhAMta se na huA, na hogA / na bhUtam, na bhaviSyati / na atIta meM huA, na bhaviSya meM hogA / hameM eka mArga para calanA hogA / vaha mArga hai- caMcalatA ko kama karane kA maarg| pahalA mArga yA sAdhana hai - caMcalatA ko kama karane kA abhyAsa / kucha loga kahate haiM, dhyAna se kyA honA-jAnA hai ? koI kAma kreN| dhyAna se kyA hogA ? bahuta acchI bAta hai, dhyAna se kucha bhI nahIM hogaa| kyoMki pratyakSata: hameM yahI dIkhatA hai / karate to kucha bhI nahIM, koI utpAdaka zrama nahIM, na rasoI banAte haiM, na kapar3A bunate haiM, na aura koI kAma karate haiN| koI zrama to nahIM krte| kevala eka ghaMTA bhara baiTha jAte haiM, nikamme hI to Thahare ! kAma kahAM rahA ? Akhira nikamme hI rhe| to sahaja hI prazna hogA, ye loga nikamme baiThe kyA kara rahe haiM ? kAma to ve loga karate haiM jo majadUra haiM, kar3I dhUpa meM zrama kara rahe haiN| kAma ve loga karate haiM jo oNphisa meM baiThe haiM aura pAMca, sAta, ATha ghaMTA lekhanI calAte rahate haiN| dhyAna karane vAle to kucha bhI nahIM karate / caMcalatA kAma hai aura acaMcalatA nikammApana hai, sthira hokara baiThanA nikammApana hai| jaba taka isa mithyA dRSTikoNa kA nirasana nahIM hogA taba taka samAja kI samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM hogA / hameM satya ko khojanA hogA / satya ko khoje binA, satya ko upalabdha kie binA hamArI samasyAeM nahIM sulajha paaeNgii| satya yahI hai ki hamAre jIvana meM nikammepana kA aura kAma karane kA saMtulana honA cAhie / nikammA baiThanA, caMcalatA ko kama karanA, yaha kAma karane kA sabase bar3A sUtra

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140 kaise soceM ? hai| kArya kI saphalatA kA sUtra hai-nikammA ho jaanaa| vAstava meM hI nikammA ho jaanaa| __nadI ke pAra kucha loga aae| naukA ko chor3A aura pUchA, gAMva kitanI dUra hai ? logoM ne batAyA-cAra miil| do AdamI the| eka ke pAsa to ghor3A thA, eka ko paidala calanA thaa| eka AdamI ne pUchA-bhaI ! sAMjha taka pahuMcanA hai, pahuMca jAeMge ? bahuta samajhadAra AdamI thA jisase pUchA gyaa| usane kahA-'dhIme-dhIme caloge to pahuMca jaaoge|' aba jisake pAsa ghor3A thA vaha dhIme kyoM calatA ? jisake pAsa ghor3A nahIM thA vaha dhIme calane lgaa| jisake pAsa ghor3A thA vaha teja daur3ane lgaa| cAra mAila kA rAstA, Ubar3a-khAbar3a patharIlA, kaMTIlA, jhAr3a-jhaMkhAr3a aura bIca-bIca meM daladala vaalaa| kIcar3a, bahuta kiicdd'| ghor3A bahuta teja daur3ane lagA aura AdamI jo paidala thA dhIme-dhIme saMbhala-saMbhala kara calane lgaa| ghor3A teja raphtAra se daur3A jA rahA hai| calate-calate aisA daladala AyA ki ghor3e ke paira phisale, ghor3A girA, AdamI girA aura usI daladala meM ulajha gyaa| jo paidala cala rahA thA vaha bahuta saMbhala-saMbhala kara dhIme-dhIme cala rahA thA, sAMjha hote-hote apane gAMva pahuMca gayA aura ghor3e vAlA dUsare dina sUryodaya taka bhI nahIM pahuMca paayaa| gaNita kI bhASA to yahI hai ki jisake pAsa teja gati vAlA ghor3A hai vaha to cAra mAila, dasa-bIsa minaTa, AdhA ghaMTe meM pahuMca jaaegaa| jo AdamI paidala cala rahA hai use to cAra mAila pahuMcane meM ghaMTA bhara bhI laga jaaegaa| hama gaNita kI bhASA meM soceM to ghor3e vAlA pahale pahuMcegA aura paidala calane vAlA bAda meM pahuMcegA, kintu hamAre jIvana kI bhASA meM saba jagaha gaNita nahIM cltaa| gaNita bhI bahuta bAra vyartha ho jAtA hai| yathArtha kI bhASA meM dekhA jAe to dhIme-dhIme calane vAlA to pahuMca jAtA hai, aura bahuta teja calane vAlA lar3akhar3A jAtA hai, bIca meM hI ruka jAtA hai| korA kAma karane kI bAta hai, korI caMcalatA kI bAta hai vaha gaNita kI bhASA meM to samasyA kA samAdhAna lagatI hai kintu yathArtha yaha hai ki jisa vyakti ne caMcalatA ko kama karanA nahIM sIkhA, jisa vyakti ne saMbhala-saMbhala kara calanA nahIM sIkhA, usake rAste meM aise avarodha Ate haiM ki vaha lar3akhar3A jAtA hai aura bIca meM naI-naI samasyAeM paidA kara letA hai| eka ke bAda dUsarI aura dUsarI ke bAda tIsarI smsyaa| samasyA kA aisA laMbA jAla ho jAtA hai ki vaha bIca meM hI laTakatA raha jAtA hai| caMcalatA ko kama karanA, lagatA hai ki nikammApana hai, para kArya kI saphalatA kA sabase bar3A sUtra hai yh| jisa vyakti ne apanI caMcalatA ko kama kiyA hai vaha kArya meM jyAdA saphala huA hai| dasa ghaMTA kA kAma pAMca ghaMTe meM

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hRdaya parivartana ke sUtra (2) 141 nipaTAyA jA sakatA hai yadi hamArI ekAgratA hai| yadi hamArI ekAgratA nahIM hai to do ghaMTA kA kAma ATha ghaMTA meM bhI nahIM nipaTatA aura ATha dina meM bhI nahIM niptttaa| bAteM calatI haiM, gappe calatI haiM, mana kahIM DolatA rahatA hai, kAma vahIM kA vahIM raha jAtA hai, korI lakIra raha jAtI hai, sAre citra gAyaba ho jAte haiN| bar3I samasyA paidA hotI hai| jisa vyakti ne caMcalatA ko kama karane kA abhyAsa nahIM kiyA, vaha hRdaya-parivartana ko samAhita nahIM kara sakatA aura usa bhUmikA taka nahIM pahuMca sktaa| dUsarA sUtra hai-priya-apriya saMvedanoM kI kmii| isakA tAtparya hai-samatA kA vikAsa, sAmAyika kA vikAsa / sAmAyika kA vikAsa mahattvapUrNa vikAsa hai| sAmAyika karanA koI sAdhAraNa ghaTanA nahIM hai| dAla-roTI nahIM hai ki jaba cAhe khA leN| bahuta saMyama karanA hotA hai sAmAyika meN| hamAre dAeM hAtha kI ora priyatA kI dhArA baha rahI hai, hamAre bAeM hAtha kI ora apriyatA kI dhArA baha rahI hai| hamArI dAI AMkha priyatA ko dekha rahI hai| hamArI bAI AMkha apriyatA ko dekha rahI hai| ina donoM dhArAoM ke bIca meM calanA, donoM dhArAoM se bacakara calanA, dAeM ko bhI dekhanA aura bAeM ke prabhAva se bacakara calanA, kitanI kaThora sAdhanA hotI hai ? yaha samatA kI sAdhanA bahuta kaThora sAdhanA hai| upavAsa karanA itanA kaThina kAma nahIM hai| bhUkhe rahanA itanA kaThina kAma nahIM hai| pAnI na pInA bhI itanA kaThina kAma nahIM hai, jitanA kaThina hai ina priya aura apriya saMvedanoM se bacakara rhnaa| inameM mana ulajha jAtA hai, bar3I samasyA hotI hai| jaba dhyAna ke dvArA, kAyotsarga ke prayoga ke dvArA samatA kA vikAsa hotA hai, samatA kI cetanA jAgatI hai, priya-apriya saMvedanoM se mukta rahakara samatA ke kSaNoM kA anubhava kiyA jAtA hai to hRdaya-parivartana kI bAta Age bar3ha jAtI hai| priya-apriya saMvedanoM se bacanA sahaja sarala nahIM hai| priyatA kI bAta bAra-bAra sAmane AtI hai| apanA priya vyakti AyA aura jo kucha karanA hai kara diyA jAyegA, na nyAya kA prazna, na anyAya kA prazna / itanA pakSapAta ho jAtA hai ki sArI bAta dhUmila ho jAtI hai| sAre tarka, sArI buddhi apane priya ke samarthana meM laga jAtI hai| jahAM priyatA ke samarthana meM buddhi, tarka aura zakti kA prayoga hone lagatA hai vahAM sAmAyika khaNDita ho jAtI hai, samatA TUTa kara cUra-cUra ho jAtI hai| buddhi, tarka aura zakti kA prayoga jaba apriyatA ke nirasana meM lagatA hai, usake khaNDana meM lagatA hai, taba bhI hamArI sAmAyika cakanAcUra ho jAtI hai| isa sthiti meM hama kaise kalpanA kara sakate haiM ki hRdaya-parivartana ho sakatA hai ? ahiMsA jIvana meM utara sakatI hai, asambhava nahIM hai| abhyAsa karanA hogaa| samatA kA abhyAsa kiye binA hRdaya-parivartana kI kalpanA hI nahIM kI

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142 kaise soceM ? jA sktii| dhyAna kI sAdhanA samatA kI sAdhanA hai| jo vyakti dhyAna kI sAdhanA kara letA hai vaha sahaja bhAva se samatA kI bhUmikA para calA jAtA hai| loga kahate haiM ki dhyAna meM baiThanA nikammA kAma hai, para dhyAna meM baiThe binA, dhyAna kA prayoga kiye binA koI bhI AdamI nyAya nahIM kara sakatA, koI bhI AdamI pakSapAta se mukta hone kA vizvAsa nahIM dilA sktaa| yadi mere prati dUsaroM ke mana meM yaha bhAvanA ho ki amuka vyakti pakSapAta kara rahA hai to vizvAsa TUTa jAyegA, koI vizvAsa nahIM rhegaa| jaba-jaba samasyA ko sulajhAne ke lie madhyasthatA kI bAta hotI hai to sabase pahale dekhA jAtA hai ki vaha vyakti madhyastha hai yA nahIM ? pakSapAta se mukta hai yA nahIM, pakSapAta se grasta vyakti ko koI bhI madhyastha nahIM bnaataa| svayaM pakSapAta meM rata rahane vAlA vyakti bhI pakSapAta karane vAle ko apanA madhyastha nahIM bnaataa| bar3I vicitra bAta hai ki maiM pakSapAta meM rahatA hUM para mujhe kisI ko madhyastha banAnA hai to maiM sabase pahale yaha dekhUgA ki amuka pakSapAta karane vAlA to nahIM hai na ? jaba mujhe bharosA hogA ki amuka pakSapAta nahIM karatA to use madhyastha banAne kI bAta soca sakatA huuN| hRdaya-parivartana kA dUsarA mahattvapUrNa sAdhana hai-samatA kA anubhava, samatA kA vikAsa aura vaha isa nikammepana se hI paidA hotA hai| isa niSkriyatA, dhyAna meM hone vAlI akriyatA, kriyAzIlatA kA abhAva yA cAlU bhASA meM nikammApana hotA hai, tabhI isa sthiti kA nirmANa hotA hai| aisA kiye binA, rAga-dveSa-mukta kSaNa kA anubhava kiye binA, koI bhI vyakti madhyastha bana sake, samatA meM utara sake, sambhava nahIM lgtaa| zvAsa-prekSA meM bAra-bAra kahA jAtA hai kevala zvAsa kA anubhava karanA rAga-dveSa-mukta kSaNa kA anubhava karanA hai| zvAsa ke prati na rAga ho, na dveSa ho| citta nirvikalpa rahe, vikalpazUnya rhe| yaha vikalpazUnya honA rAga-dveSa-mukta kSaNa meM jInA hai| yaha rAga-dveSa-mukta kSaNa meM jInA hI sAmAyika hai, samatA hai, madhyasthatA hai aura yaha nikammApana jIvana kI hajAroM jaTila samasyAoM se mukti dilAne vAlA, hajAroM ulajhe hue kAmoM ko sampAdita karane vAlA hai| hRdaya-parivartana kA tIsarA sUtra hai-jaagruuktaa| duniyA meM jitanA bhaya hai vaha pramAda se paidA hotA hai| mahAvIra kI vANI meM-'savvao pamattassa bhayaM jo pramatta hai use cAroM dizAoM se bhaya hotA hai| Upara, nIce, dAyeM, bAyeM aura Age-pIche-saba ora se bhaya hotA hai| jAgarUka vyakti ko kabhI bhaya nahIM hotaa| ___ maMDala-brAhmaNopaniSad meM eka prasaMga AtA hai| vahAM batalAyA gayA hai ki zarIra ke pAMca doSa hote haiM-kAma, krodha, ni:zvAsa, bhaya aura nidraa| vahAM pAMcoM

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hRdaya parivartana ke sUtra (2) 143 kA upacAra bhI batalAyA gayA hai| kore doSa batalAne se kAma nahIM cltaa| pAMcoM kI cikitsA bhI batalAI gaI hai| pAMca upAya batalAye gaye haiN| pahalA doSa hai-kAma / kAma ko kama karane kA, kAma ko nirasta karane kA upAya hai-asNklp| saMkalpa na karanA kAma ko jItane kA upAya hai| agastyacUrNi meM eka bahuta mahattvapUrNa zloka milatA hai 'kAma ! jAnAmi te rUpaM, saMkalpAt kila jAyase / na tvAM saMkalpayiSyAmi, tato me na bhaviSyasi / / ' 'kAma ! maiM terA svarUpa jAnatA huuN| tU saMkalpa se paidA hotA hai| maiM saMkalpa nahIM karUMgA, maiM kalpanA nahIM kruuNgaa| tU paidA hI nahIM hogaa| bIja hI nahIM boUMgA, ugegA hI nhiiN|' kAma ko nirasta karane kA upAya hai-asNklp| dUsarA doSa hai-krodh| krodha ko nirasta karane kA upAya hai-kSamA, sahiSNutA kA vikaas| lar3oge to krodha hogaa| jo AdamI krodha se lar3atA hai, krodha to mahArAkSasa hai, mahAdaitya hai, jaise lar3oge vaise bar3hatA calA jaayegaa| lar3o mt| sahiSNutA kA vikAsa kro| niSedhAtmaka mArga para mata calo, vidhAyaka mArga ko svIkAra kro| sahiSNutA kA vikAsa karo, krodha nirasta ho jaayegaa| tIsarA doSa hai-ni:zvAsa lenA, choTA zvAsa lenA, jyAdA zvAsa ko bAhara pheMkate rhnaa| isakA upAya hai-laghu aahaar| bar3A aTapaTA lagegA aapko| bhalA kama khAnA aura ni:zvAsa ko cikitsita karanA, use nirasta karanA kaise ho sakatA hai ? jo jyAdA peTa bhara khA lete haiM ve hAMphane laga jAte haiN| hAMphane kA artha hai-choTe zvAsa lenaa| isa doSa ko, bImArI ko miTAne kA upAya hai-laghu aahaar| kama khAo, zvAsa bilakula saMtulita clegaa| jyAdA khAne vAlA choTA zvAsa letA hai, kama khAne vAlA lambA zvAsa letA hai| choTA zvAsa lene vAlA zakti ko kharca kara detA hai aura lambA zvAsa lene vAlA zakti kA bhaMDAra bhara letA hai| ni:zvAsa kI bImArI kA ilAja hai-laghu aahaar| cauthA doSa hai-prmaad| pramAda kA ilAja hai abhy| pramAda bhaya paidA karatA hai| bhaya se pramAda bar3hatA hai| usakA ilAja hai-bhayamukta honaa| jo AdamI jAgarUka hai, jisane saccAI ko samajhA hai, usake lie bhaya kI jarUrata kyA hai ? yUnAna kA bAdazAha eka dina apane vajIra se ruSTa ho gyaa| rAjA kA roSa aura rAjA kA toSa-donoM hI bar3e khataranAka hote haiN| rAjA eka aisI ajIba vastu bana gaI ki usakA rAjI honA bhI khataranAka hai aura nArAja honA to khataranAka hai hii| usase dUra rahanA sabase acchA hotA hai| dUra rahane

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144 kaise soceM ? kA tAtparya hai-madhyastha rahanA, sAmAyika meM rhnaa| rAjA nArAja ho gyaa| vajIra thA sarvesarvA / bahuta adhikAra saMpanna, sAre rASTra kA kAma dekhane vaalaa| rAjA ruSTa huA to aisA ruSTa huA ki vajIra ko phAMsI kA hukma de diyA / sAre zahara meM tahalakA maca gyaa| jisa dina phAMsI kA hukma huA, vaha vajIra kA janma-dina thaa| vajIra kA janma-dina manAyA jA rahA thaa| gAje, bAje aura nAca ho rahe the| saikar3oM loga parivAra ke tathA mitra, suhRd saba ikaTThe ho rahe the| pUrA melA-sA laga rahA thaa| bIca meM hI eka Adeza pahuMcA ki Aja zAma ko vajIra ko phAMsI lagA dI jaaye| sArA gAnA banda ho gayA, nAcanA banda ho gayA, bAje banda ho gae, harSa aura ullAsa jo barasa rahA thA, sArA banda ho gyaa| du:kha chA gayA, zoka chA gyaa| sAre loga bar3e udAsa ho gye| vajIra ne dekhA aura pUchA, are ! yaha kyA ? bAje kyoM banda kara die? nAcanA kyoM banda huA ? mitroM ne kahA-'zAma hote-hote Apako phAMsI laganI hai| hama to zoka meM DUba gaye, phira ye kaise caleM ?' vajIra bolA-'mUrkha ho tuma saba / maranA hai to udAsa hokara kyoM maranA hai ? maranA hai to kyA du:khI hokara maranA hai ? saba cAlU kro| phira nAcanA, gAnA, bajAnA cAlU kara diyaa| vaisA kA vaisA, jaisA pahale cala rahA thaa| usake mana meM koI cintA nahIM, koI udAsI nahIM, koI bhaya nhiiN| eka zikana bhI cehare para nahIM pdd'ii| jaise kA taisaa| bAdazAha ne patA karavAyA ki kyA ho rahA hai ? janma-dina manAyA jA rahA thA, utsava kiyA jA rahA thA, raMga-rAga ho rahA thaa| aba to mAtama chA gayA hogA? kyA ho rahA hai patA nhiiN| phAMsI kI koI bAta hI nahIM hai| vahAM to rAMga-rAga, aThakheliyAM ho rahI haiN| aisA utsava manAyA jA rahA hai jaise koI Aja hI janmA ho, bahuta pratIkSA ke bAda baccA janmA ho| sacamuca aisA ho rahA hai| kucha bhI zoka nahIM hai| bAdazAha ne apane sira para hAtha rakhA aura kahA-jo jInA jAnatA hai use mArane se kyA lAbha ? phAMsI kA Adeza radda kara diyA ki vajIra ko mArane kA koI artha hI nhiiN| usa vyakti ko to mArane meM majA AtA hai jo jInA nahIM jaantaa| jo jInA jAnatA hai use mArane meM bhI koI majA nahIM aataa| mArakara hI kyA kareMge ? phAMsI Tala gii| jo abhaya kI sAdhanA kara letA hai, apramatta bana jAtA hai, jise kisI bhI ghaTanA kA bhaya nahIM hotA vaha vAstava meM ahiMsA ko upalabdha ho sakatA hai, hRdaya-parivartana ko upalabdha ho sakatA hai| ahiMsA kI sAdhanA meM bhagavAn mahAvIra ne sabase jyAdA bala abhaya para diyA thaa| unhoMne kahA ki jo abhaya nahIM ho sakatA vaha ahiMsaka nahIM ho sktaa| jo abhaya nahIM ho sakatA vaha sAdhanA-zuddhi kA prayoga nahIM kara sktaa| jo abhaya nahIM ho sakatA usakA

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145 hRdaya parivartana ke sUtra (2) hRdaya parivartana nahIM ho sakatA / jAgarUkatA kA sabase bar3A pariNAma hotA hai - abhaya / bhaya ko aura pramAda ko miTAne kA sabase bar3A sUtra hai - abhaya honA / hRdaya parivartana ke tIna sUtroM - ekAgratA, samatA aura jAgarUkatA kA abhyAsa kiye binA ye sthitiyAM nirmita nahIM hotI / jAgarUkatA kA vikAsa eka kSaNa meM nahIM ho jAtA / jAgarUkatA koI AkAza se cU nahIM jAtI, Tapaka nahIM jAtI / usakA abhyAsa karanA hotA hai / samatA aura ekAgratA kA bhI abhyAsa karanA hotA hai| dhyAna karane vAle ko bAhara se dekhakara lagatA hai ki AdamI nikammA baiThA hai, para bhItara meM to eka bar3I jyoti jala rahI hotI hai| bar3A puruSArtha calatA hai / bar3A prayatna calatA hai| AMtarika prayatna, AMtarika jyo aura antara kA puruSArtha kAma karatA rahatA hai / abhyAsa karate-karate samatA jAga jAtI hai, jAgarUkatA aura ekAgratA bar3ha jAtI hai / sAMjha ke samaya gamana-yoga ho rahA thA / bAhara se bhAI Aye hue the 1 unhoMne kahA- ye saba loga bhojana pacAne ke liye cala rahe haiM, ghUma rahe haiM / ' maiMne kahA, itanA khAyA hI nahIM ki calakara jAnA pdd'e| itanA milA hI nahIM becAroM ko ki jisake liye daur3a-dhUpa kara pacAnA par3e / ye saba calate hue bhI dhyAna kA prayoga kara rahe haiM ki kevala caleM ! kevala caleM / calate jAyeM, calate jAyeM-calane kA anubhava kreN| kevala calane kA anubhava / na koI cintana na koI vikalpa, na koI smRti, kucha bhI nahIM / kevala cala rahA hUM / paira uTha rahA hai / dAyAM paira uThA, bAyAM paira uThA, kevala calane kI smRti, kevala eka hI smRti aura sArI smRtiyAM samApta ho jAyeM / yaha gamana - yoga hai, yaha jAgarUkatA kA prayoga hai| yaha bhAvakriyA hai / jisa samaya jo kAma kare usa samaya usI kA anubhava rhe| calate samaya calane kA anubhava, bolate samaya bolane kA anubhava, baiThate samaya baiThane kA anubhava, hAtha uThe to hAtha ke uThane kA anubhava aura hAtha nIce Aye to hAtha nIce Ane kA anubhava, soye to sone kA anubhava, khAye to khAne kA anubhv| jaba isa jAgarUkatA kA nirmANa hotA hai, taba bha ko ghusane ko maukA hI nahIM milatA / bhaya taba ghusatA hai jaba AdamI mUrcchA meM hotA hai| AdamI nIMda meM hotA hai to bhaya bhI satAne lagatA hai, bhUta bhI satAne laga jAtA hai| bhUta Dare hue AdamI ko satAtA hai| jo DaratA nahIM usase bhUta svayaM bhAga jAtA hai| vahAM Akara kyA karegA becArA ? use to cAhie zaraNa / rahane ko makAna cAhiye aura makAna bhI vaha jahAM bhaya kA vAtAvaraNa banA huA ho / abhaya meM AyegA to svayaM Dara jAyegA / DarA huA AdamI bhUtoM ke dvArA pakar3A jAtA hai / abhIta AdamI kabhI bhUtoM dvArA pakar3A nahIM jAtA / I

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146 kaise soceM ? amUrcchA aura jAgarUkatA jaise-jaise bar3hatI hai, hama apanI hara kriyA ke prati sAvadhAna ho jAte haiM / vicAra ke prati jAgarUka, vANI ke prati jAgarUka, zarIra kI kriyA ke prati jAgarUka - jaba tInoM karmoM ke prati jAgarUka bana jAte haiM phira koI bhI burA vicAra sahajatayA nahIM ghusa pAtA / jaise hI koI bure vicAra kI taraMga uThanI zurU hogI, patA laga jaaegaa| patA lagA, mAlika jAgA aura cora bhAgA / jaise hI koI krodha kA vicAra AyA, ahaMkAra kA vicAra AyA aura Apa jAga gaye usa vicAra ke prati, apane Apa taraMga vahIM zAMta ho jaaegii| hama vANI ke prati jAgarUka baneM phira muMha se koI burA zabda nahIM nikala pAegA, gAlI nahIM nikala pAegI aura jo bAta nahIM kahanI hai vaha zabda bhI nahIM nikala paaegaa| vahIM apane Apa saMyama ho pAegA / hama apane zarIra ke prati jAgarUka bana gae, kriyA ke prati jAgarUka bana gae phira koI bhI kadama aisA nahIM uThegA ki jo anyAyapUrNa ho ske| hAtha kA upayoga hai; bahuta upayoga hai, para hAtha kA upayoga cAMTA jar3ane meM bhI hotA hai / hAtha kA upayoga dhakkA-mukkA meM bhI hotA hai / paira kA upayoga bhI mArane meM hotA hai, aura aura kAmoM meM bhI hotA hai, kintu jaba hama apane zarIra ke prati jAgarUka bana gae to ye sAre upayoga samApta ho jAte haiM / kevala jo honA cAhie vahI zeSa rahatA hai / hRdaya parivartana ko yadi hama vAstava meM cAhate haiM, hamArI niSThA hai, ahiMsA kA vikAsa cAhate haiM to nizcita hI hameM abhyAsa karanA hogaa| abhyAsa ke binA na jAgarUkatA bar3hegI, na samatA kI cetanA jAgegI aura na ekAgratA bddh'egii| Aja isIlie dharma prabhAvahIna bana gayA ki korA siddhAMta raha gayA, prayoga chUTa gayA, anubhava chUTa gyaa| korA tarka raha gayA, anubhava samApta ho gyaa| dharma ko phira se tejasvI banAne ke lie, dharma ko phira se zaktizAlI aura upayogI banAne ke lie bahuta jarUrI hai ki siddhAMta aura prayoga- donoM kA yoga ho / siddhAnta aura abhyAsa - donoM kA yoga hone para hI dharma tejasvI banegA, dharma ke prati logoM kA vizvAsa bar3hegA aura dhArmika vyaktiyoM kA jIvana yathArtha hogA /

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hRdaya parivartana ke sUtra (3) eka baccA janma letA hai taba sabase pahale usakA saMparka vastu-jagat se hotA hai| hamArA sArA jIvana vastu ke AdhAra para calatA hai| padArtha ko chor3akara jIvana kI koI vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sktii| bhojana, pAnI, kapar3e, makAna, jitanI dRzya-vastueM, jitanI sevya-vastueM hamAre sAmane haiM, unakA sevana hotA hai, darzana hotA hai| hote-hote AdamI padArthamaya bana jAtA hai| padArtha ke prati itanA gaharA AkarSaNa paidA ho gayA usameM ki caitanya kI bAta vismRti meM calI gii| padArtha bahuta sApha dIkhatA hai| caitanya dikhAI nahIM detaa| padArtha kI upayogitA bahuta sApha hai| caitanya kI upayogitA prakArAntara se hotI hai| padArtha ke prati AkarSaNa honA svAbhAvika hai| caitanya ke prati AkarSaNa honA svAbhAvika jaisA nahIM rhaa| hamArA AkarSaNa kA kendra-biMdu hai padArtha aura vstu| isa AkarSaNa ne eka bAdhA upasthita kara dii| hamArA sAdhya thA-hRdaya-parivartana / vaha kucha dhUmila bana gyaa| hama cAhate haiM AdamI kA hRdaya badale, parivartana Ae, cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa ho| hiMsA kA bhAva chUTe, AkramaNa kA bhAva chUTe, upadrava kA bhAva chUTe, asatya na bole, prAmANika rahe, corI na ho, DakaitI na ho| anAvazyaka saMgraha na ho| brahmacarya kI cetanA jaage| yaha saba hama cAhate haiN| hara dharma kA AdamI cAhatA hai| sAmAjika kSetra meM kAma karane vAle loga bhI cAhate haiN| ve yaha nahIM cAhate ki lUTa-khasoTa, cale, beImAnI cale, jhUTha cle| ye to sAmAjika mUlya haiN| jitane dhArmika mUlya haiM, utane sAmAjika mUlya bhI haiN| koI bhI samAja hiMsA, upadrava, AkramaNa, lUTa-khasoTa, corI, beImAnI ke AdhAra para kabhI ziSTa samAja nahIM bntaa| isa dRSTi se kahA jA sakatA hai, ina sAre guNoM kA jitanA dhArmika mUlya hai utanA sAmAjika mUlya bhI hai| AdhyAtmika mUlya to hai hii| para ina guNoM kA avataraNa nahIM ho rahA hai| inake prati AkarSaNa paidA nahIM ho rahA hai| kyoM nahIM ho rahA hai, isakI hama carcA kara rahe haiN| satya ke prati, ImAnadArI ke prati AkarSaNa nahIM ho rahA hai, isakA mUla kAraNa hai ki manuSya meM padArtha ke prati AkarSaNa atirikta ho gayA hai| yadi AkarSaNa saMtulita ho, padArtha kA AkarSaNa aura caitanya kA AkarSaNa, bAharI AkarSaNa aura bhItarI AkarSaNa-donoM meM saMtulana banA rahe to samAja meM gar3abar3iyAM nahIM hotIM, ye arAjakatA kI sthitiyAM paidA nahIM hotIM, ye bhraSTAcAra aura anAcara nahIM hote kintu vaha

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148 kaise soceM ? saMtulana bigar3a gayA aura isalie bigar3A ki padArtha ke prati atirikta AkarSaNa manuSya meM paidA ho gyaa| jaba atirikta AkarSaNa ho jAtA hai to jarUra saMtulana bigar3a jAtA hai| eka bahuta bar3I bAdhA hai vastu ke prati hone vAlA AkarSaNa, bAharI aakrssnn| ise Agama kI bhASA meM kahA jAtA hai-avirati, avrata kI bhaavnaa| manuSya badalanA to cAhatA hai| vaha avrata ko vastu ke prati hone vAle AkarSaNa ko chor3anA bhI cAhatA hai kiMtu cAha kA, jo mArga hai vaha aTapaTA-sA lagatA hai| eka prathA cala par3I, hara dharma ke sAtha jur3a gaI ki AkarSaNa to bhItara vidyamAna hai para AdamI bAhara se use chor3a detA hai| zabdika pratyAkhyAna bhI kara detA hai, tyAga bhI kara detA hai aura bhItara kA AkarSaNa banA rahatA hai| vahI duvidhA hamArI hai| eka AdamI sigareTa pI rahA thaa| nalI bahuta lambI thii| eka hAtha se bhI jyaadaa| kisI ne pUchA-'are bhaI ! sigareTa pIte ho, itanI lambI nalI kyoM?' vaha bolA-'maiMne svAsthya-rakSA meM par3hA hai ki nazIlI vastuoM se dUra rahanA caahie| ise nikaTa kaise lA sakatA huuN|' AdamI dUra rahanA cAhatA hai| dUra bhI rahegA kintu nalI lagA legaa| aisI naliyAM hotI haiM, aisI galiyAM nikalatI haiN| jaba bhItara kA AkarSaNa nahIM badalatA taba yA to naliyAM nikala jAtI haiM yA gAliyA~ nikala jAtI haiN| rAstA sApha nahIM hotaa| AvazyakatA hai abhyAsa ke dvArA AkarSaNa kA rUpAntaraNa ho, rasa-parivartana ho, rasa badala jAye aura bhItara kA rasa bhI thor3A jAga jaae| jaba bhItara kA rasa jAgegA to bAhara kA rasa apane Apa kama hone laga jaaegaa| Aja hI prAta:kAla caitanya-kendroM kA dhyAna karane ke bAda, hama loga bhItara ge| eka bhAI mere pAsa aayaa| usane kahA-Aja mujhe itanA Ananda A rahA hai ki use maiM zabdoM meM vyakta nahIM kara sktaa| abhI to jaise pUrA zarIra Ananda se sarAbora ho rahA hai| aNu-aNu meM Ananda Tapaka rahA hai, jhalaka rahA hai, maiM batA nahIM sktaa| maiMne dekhA-kahate-kahate usakI AMkheM bhIga rahI thIM, gIlI ho rahI thIM aura harSAzru kI varSA ho rahI thii| jaba bhItara kA rasa jAgatA hai, bhItara kA Ananda jAgatA hai, jaba bhItara kI cetanA ke spandana, bhItara kI tejolezyA ke spandana aura Ananda ke spandana jAgate haiM taba AdamI ko patA calatA hai ki hamArI duniyA meM kevala vastu hI sukha dene vAlI nahIM hai, vastu hI Ananda dene vAlI nahIM hai kintu hamAre zarIra ke bhItara aise paramANu haiM, aisI zaktiyAM haiM, jo vastu se jyAdA sukha aura Ananda dene vAlI haiM, kintu yaha anubhava abhyAsa ke binA nahIM ho sktaa| Apa dhyAna kI carcA karate-karate hajAra varSa bitA deM, pUre hajAra varSa bIta jAyeM phira bhI isakA

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hRdaya parivartana ke sUtra (3) 149 anubhava nahIM ho sktaa| yaha anubhava abhyAsa aura prayoga ke dvArA hI ho sakatA hai| jisa vyakti ne prayoga kiyA hai dhyAna kA, jisa vyakti ne bhItara kI gaharAiyoM meM jAne kA abhyAsa kiyA hai, vahI vyakti jAna sakatA hai ki bhItara meM kitanA Ananda hai! kaisA Ananda hai ? usakI vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sktii| jaba taka isa AkarSaNa kA parivartana nahIM hotA, taba taka caMcalatA bar3hatI rhegii| caMcalatA kyoM bar3hatI hai ? isIlie ki bhItara se karanTa A rahA hai| paMkhA ghUma rahA hai teja / kyoM ghUma rahA hai ? isIlie ki karanTa A rahA hai| jaba svica oNna hotA hai aura karanTa AtA hai to paMkhA becArA ghUmegA hii| mana to becArA ghUmegA hii| vaha kaise rukegA? isa vastu-jagat kA itanA teja dhakkA lagatA hai ki becAre mana ko cakkara lagAne par3ate haiN| mana isIlie cakkara lagA rahA hai ki AkarSaNa kA dhakkA use laga rahA hai| vastu kA AkarSaNa-yaha cAhie, vaha cAhie, kA aisA teja dhakkA lagatA hai ki becArA mana daur3atA-phiratA hai, cakkara lagAtA phiratA hai| isa AkarSaNa kI duniyA meM bar3I ajIba sthitiyAM paidA ho jAtI haiN| purAne jamAne kI eka ghaTanA hai| eka naTa nAca kara rahA thaa| bar3A kuzala thaa| nAma thA ilaayciikumaar| thA koI shresstthiputr| bar3A dhanADhya / kintu AkarSaNa hI to saba vikRtiyAM paidA karatA hai| vaha eka naTa-kanyA ke prati AkRSTa ho gyaa| AkarSaNa jur3a gyaa| ghara chor3a diyaa| parivAra chor3a diyaa| saMpatti chor3a dii| vaha naToM ke sAtha rahane lgaa| naTa bana gyaa| bar3A kuzala naTa bnaa| nATaka karane rAjasabhA meM gyaa| rAjA baiThA hai| pUrI pariSad baiThI hai| sabhI jur3I huI hai| nATaka karanA hai| ilAyacIkumAra bAMsa para cddh'aa| usane aise karataba dikhAe ki sArI sabhA mugdha ho gii| rAjA nATaka nahIM dekha rahA thaa| rAjA kA dhyAna nIce khar3I naTa-kanyA ke prati calA gyaa| vaha bhI AkRSTa ho gyaa| usakA AkarSaNa vahAM jur3a gyaa| sAre loga tAliyAM bajA rahe the| vAha ! vAha! sAdhuvAda ! dhanyavAda ! AvAjeM nikala rahI thiiN| sabakA AkarSaNa thA ilAyacIkumAra ke prati, kintu rAjA kA AkarSaNa thA usa naTa-kanyA ke prti| rAjA ne socA-jaba taka yaha naTa hai taba taka yaha naTa-kanyA mujhe nahIM mila sktii| yaha mara jAe tabhI prApta ho sakatI hai| pUrA eka prahara taka nATaka kiyaa| bAMsa para, rassiyoM para, patale-patale dhAgoM para itanA bhayAnaka karataba kiyA ki AdamI ke pala-pala meM marane kI AzaMkA hotI hai| bar3A kuzala thaa| zarIra sadhA huA thaa| vaha nIce utraa| usane socA rAjA bahuta prasanna hogaa| dAna milegaa| rAjA ke sAmane aayaa| rAjA bolA-'naTa ! tUne karataba to dikhAe para mujhe acchA nahIM lagA, santoSa nahIM

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150 kaise soceM ? huaa| agara terI kalA hai to aura dikhaa| nahIM to kucha nahIM milegA / ' ilAyacIkumAra ko bahuta nirAzA huii| usane socA- 'maiMne itane karava dikhAe, adbhuta karataba dikhAe, para rAjA ko pasanda nahIM aae| rAjA ko pasanda kaise Ae ? rAjA ko to AkarSaNa kahIM aura jur3A huA thA / naTa dUsarI bAra cddh'aa| pUre eka prahara taka phira nATaka dikhaayaa| do prahara bIta gyaa| phira nIce utara kara rAjA ke pAsa AyA / rAjA ne kahA- tUne zrama to kiyA, kucha ThIka-ThIka huA hai, para mujhe to pasanda nahIM AyA / aba kyA kare ? becArA parezAna ho gayA / naTa - maNDalI ne kahA - bhaI ! eka bAra jAo / rAjA ko prasanna to karanA hogaa| jaba taka rAjA prasanna nahIM hogA, rAjA prathama dAna nahIM degA, taba taka anya kisI kA dAna nahIM ho sktaa| hamArA kiyA karAyA saba vyartha calA jaaegaa| jo kucha bhI ho, eka bAra tuma phira kauzala dikhAo / tIsarI bAra phira ilAyacIkumAra Upara car3hA, bar3e vicitra karataba dikhaae| sArI pariSad jhUma utthii| cAroM ora vAha-vAha ho rahI thI, kintu rAjA para to koI asara nahIM huaa| pUre prahara taka becAre ne zrama kiyA / nIce utraa| rAjA ne phira vaise hI kahA- bhaI ! mujhe to acchA nahIM lagA / pasanda nahIM AyA / binA pasanda Ae dAna kaise mila sakatA hai ? vaha thaka gayA / calo, Aja vyartha hI shii| koI bAta nhiiN| nahIM milA to na sahI, para aba maiM nahIM caDhUMgA / naTa-kanyA ne Akhira bhArI anurodha kiyA / usakI patnI ne bhArI anurodha kiyA ki eka bAra to phira jAo / cauthA prahara abhI bAkI hai| eka bAra phira jAo / vaha kyA kare ? becArA gayA / thaka kara cUra-cUra ho rahA thA / punaH karataba dikhAne lgaa| dikhAte dikhAte koI aisA vicitra yoga milA ki usakA bhAva parivartita ho gayA vahIM / use patA laga gayA ki dAna milane vAlA nahIM hai| maiM to rAjA ko karataba dikhA rahA hUM aura rAjA koI dUsarA hI karataba dekha rahA hai| kAma koI banane vAlA nahIM hai| vahIM itanI virakti huI, itanI virakti ki nIce utarA, binA dAna mAMge cala pdd'aa| AkarSaNa badala gayA / jo AkarSaNa thA usa kanyA ke prati, jo AkarSaNa thA nATaka ke prati, jo AkarSaNa thA karataba dikhAne ke prati, eka aisA mor3a AyA ki AkarSaNa badalA aura prasthAna kara diyA mahAyAtrA ke lie / usakA abhiniSkramaNa ho gayA / hamAre jIvana meM ye AkarSaNa kaThinAiyAM paidA karate haiN| hara AkarSaNa eka khatarA paidA karatA hai| maiM yaha kahanA nahIM cAhatA ki saba AkarSaNoM ko samApta kara deN| cAhUM to bhI kaise kahUM ? kahane kI bAta nahIM hai / yaha to nahIM kahatA ki jIvana nIrasa bana jaae| jIvana ke sAre rasa samApta ho jAeM / agara maiM kahUM bhI to Apa kaba mAneMge ? samAja kA prANI, gRhastha jIvana ko

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hRdaya parivartana ke sUtra (3) 151 jIne vAlA prANI isa bAta ko kaba svIkAra karegA ki hamAre jIvana ke sAre AkarSaNa, hamAre jIvana ke sAre rasa samApta ho jaaeN| vikarSaNatA kA jIvana jIeM, nIrasatA kA jIvana jiieN| yaha bAta svIkAra nahIM hogI, kintu itanA kahane meM mujhe koI kaThinAI nahIM lagatI ki jaba taka AkarSaNa kA saMtulana nahIM hogA, acchA sAmAjika jIvana bhI nahIM jiyA jA skegaa| jaba taka AkarSaNa kA saMtulana nahIM hogA, acchA gRhasthI kA jIvana bhI nahIM jiyA jA skegaa| jaise bAhara ke prati hamArA AkarSaNa hai, vaise hI bhItara ke prati bhI barAbara hamArA AkarSaNa bne| phira jIvana meM hiMsA raha sakatI hai para anAvazyaka hiMsA samApta ho jaaegii| Aja kI sabase bar3I samasyA anartha hiMsA kI samasyA hai, anAvazyaka hiMsA kI samasyA hai| jIvana meM hiMsA Avazyaka hotI hai| hiMsA anivArya hotI hai| usake binA jIvana nahIM calatA, kintu kyA AdamI Avazyaka hiMsA hI karatA hai| prAyojanika hiMsA hI karatA hai? vyartha kI hiMsA nahIM karatA ? anAvazyaka hiMsA nahIM karatA? maiM mAnatA hUM yadi lekhA-jokhA kiyA jAe to Avazyaka hiMsA pacIsa pratizata hotI hai to pacahattara pratizata hiMsA jIvana meM anAvazyaka aura vyartha kI calatI hai| AdamI aise nikamme kAma bhI bahuta karatA hai jinakA prayojana nahIM hotA, jinakI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI, koI upayogitA nahIM hotii| yaha Avazyaka hiMsA isalie calatI hai ki AdamI meM caMcalatA hai, priya-apriya saMvedana hai, pramAda hai aura bAharI vastu ke prati AkarSaNa hai| ye cAra kAraNa haiM, isalie anAvazyaka hiMsA calatI hai| inake sthAna para saMtulana kiyA jAe, caMcalatA ke sthAna para ekAgratA kA vikAsa kiyA jAe, caMcalatA ko kama kiyA jAe, priya-apriya saMvedanoM ke sthAna para samatA kA vikAsa kiyA jAe, pramAda ke sthAna para jAgarUkatA kA saMtulana paidA kiyA jAe aura bAharI AkarSaNa ke sAtha bhItarI AkarSaNa bhI paidA kiyA jaae| ina cAroM kA saMtulana hogA to anAvazyaka hiMsA samApta ho jaaegii| phira AkramaNa samApta ho jAegA, beImAnI samApta ho jaaegii| Aja upadeza diyA jAtA hai ki prAmANika bano, aprAmANika kAma mata karo, milAvaTa mata karo, nakalI aura asalI kA yoga mata karo, dhokhA-dhar3I mata karo-ye sArI bAteM batalAI jAtI haiN| AdamI sunatA bhI hai| sunane meM acchI bhI lagatI haiM, para karate samaya AdamI beImAnI bhI karatA hai, jhUTha bhI bolatA hai, dUsare ko dhokhA bhI detA hai, jAnate hue detA hai| kisI kA galA kATane meM bhI saMkoca nahIM krtaa| koI kitanA hI duHkha pAe tanika bhI mana meM karuNA nahIM jaagtii| prazna hotA hai ki jAnate hue aisA kyoM hotA hai? aisI kauna-sI preraNA hai jisase AdamI acchAiyoM ko jAnate hue bhI burAiyoM

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152 kaise soceM ? meM pravRtta rahatA hai aura bure AcaraNa karatA rahatA hai ? prazna kA uttara milatA hai ki AdamI meM vastu ke prati atirikta AkarSaNa hai| santulana bigar3A huA hai| mana kA saMtulana ThIka nahIM hai| jisakA mAnasika saMtulana ThIka nahIM hotA vaha gAliyAM bhI baka sakatA hai, cAMTA bhI mAra sakatA hai, upadrava bhI kara sakatA hai kyoMki becAre kA saMtulana ThIka nahIM hai| vaha vikSipta hai, pAgala hai| itanA jyAdA AkarSaNa ho gayA vastu ke prati ki vastu caahie| jaba vastu milatI hai to vastu ke lie ye sAre kAma kie jA sakate haiM aura vastu na mile to usake lie sArI kaThinAiyAM paidA ho jAtI haiN| vastu ke prati jaba taka itanA AkarSaNa hai taba taka hRdaya-parivartana kI bAta nahIM socI jA sktii| hRdaya-parivartana ke lie hameM saccAI ko dekhanA hogaa| eka AdamI ne lAlaTena jalAI andhakAra ko miTAne ke lie| dUsarA AdamI AyA, lAlaTena ko Thokara lagA dii| vaha lur3haka gii| usakA kAMca phUTa gyaa| vaha bolA-lAlaTena ko jalAne se kyA hogA ? lAlaTena ko dekhane ke lie AMkha caahie| korI lAlaTena jalAne se hI kAma kaise calegA ? AMkha cAhie lAlaTena ko dekhane ke lie| lAlaTena kA prakAza hai, Aga kA prakAza hai, dIye kA prakAza hai, bijalI kA prakAza hai, sUraja kA prakAza hai, cAMda kA prakAza hai| sabakA prakAza hai, para eka AMkha kA prakAza yadi nahIM hai to sAre ke sAre prakAza andhakAra meM badala jAte haiN| koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| sabase bar3A hai hamArI AMkha kA prakAza jo prakAza ko pakar3a sake, prakAza ko grahaNa kara ske| jaba prakAza ko grahaNa karane vAlA prakAza nahIM hotA to sArI bAteM andhakAra meM badala jAtI haiN| jaba taka yaha bhItara kI cetanA nahIM jAgatI, dhyAna kI cetanA nahIM jAgatI, dhyAna kA prakAza prasphuTita nahIM hotA to bAhara ke prakAza, siddhAMtoM ke prakAza-ye sAre prakAza andhakAra meM badala jAte haiN| cAhe phira vaha mahAvIra ke siddhAnta kA prakAza ho, cAhe buddha ke siddhAnta kA prakAza ho, cAhe kRSNa ke siddhAMta kA prakAza ho, cAhe duniyA ke kisI mahApuruSa yA avatAra ke siddhAnta kA prakAza ho| kitanA hI bar3A siddhAnta ho, sUraja ho, cAMda ho, AMkha ke binA sArI bAteM vyartha ho jAtI haiN| cANakya ne ThIka kahA thA 'yasya nAsti svayaM prajJA, zAstraM tasya karoti kim ? locanAbhyAM vihInasya, darpaNa: kiM kariSyati ?' jisakI apanI prajJA nahIM hai usake liye zAstra kyA karegA ? zAstroM meM to bahuta acchI bAteM likhI huI haiM aura zAstroM meM jitanI bAteM likhI huI haiM unake anusAra Aja AdamI calatA to samAja kA rUpa hI dUsarA hotaa|

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hRdaya parivartana ke sUtra (3) 153 AdamI kA citra hI dUsarA bntaa| yaha Ter3hI-mer3hI lakIreM nahIM khiMcatIM to AdamI kA itanA bhavya citra banatA ki dekhate hI banatA ! para Aja AdamI kA citra sundara nahIM hai| bahuta sundara nahIM hai kyoMki zAstroM meM to bahuta acchI bAteM haiM para apanI prajJA jAgRta nahIM hai to zAstra usake lie kucha bhI kAma nahIM dete| bahuta sundara upamA se upamita kiyA hai viSaya ko ki "locanAbhyAM vihInasya darpaNa: kiM karaSyiti ?" AdamI darpaNa ke sAmane jAkara khar3A hotA hai, usameM apanA muMha dekhatA hai| dekha letA hai| darpaNa ke sAmane to jAkara khar3A ho gayA, para khar3A hone vAlA hai andhaa| darpaNa becArA kyA karegA ? vaha kucha bhI nahIM kara paaegaa| darpaNa ko dekhane ki lie bhI AMkha caahie| jarUrata hai AMkha kii| hamArI samyak dRSTi kI AMkha khula jaae| ulTA calatA hUM ab| pahale calA thA ki caMcalatA se kaSAya, kaSAya se pramAda aura pramAda se avrt| aba isa krama se caleM, hamArI samyakdRSTi kI AMkha khule, samyadRSTi kI AMkha jaage| jaba samyakadRSTi kI AMkha khula jAtI hai to AkarSaNa kA parivartana ho jAtA hai| phira vastu-jagat ke prati hamArA utanA AkarSaNa nahIM hotA jitanA ki mithyA-dRSTi vyakti meM ho sakatA hai| jisakA dRSTikoNa mithyA hai usakA vastu ke prati atirikta AkarSaNa hogA aura vaha vastu ko zaraNa mAna baiThegA ki basa isake sivAya duniyA meM koI zaraNa nahIM hai| antima zaraNa to dhana hai| AdamI yahI to socatA hai ki bUr3hA ho jAUMgA, bImAra ho jAUMgA, koI kAma karane vAlA nahIM rahegA, usa samaya dhana hI kAma aaegaa| kevala dhana kAma aaegaa| para kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai ki jo dhana kAma dene vAlA hotA hai vaha dhana AtmahatyA aura apadhAta kA kAraNa bhI bana jAtA hai, marDara kA kAraNa bhI bana jAtA hai| jaba dUsaroM ko patA cala jAtA hai ki bUr3hA AdamI hai, andhA AdamI hai, paisA pAsa meM bahuta hai, aise to milegA nahIM, hatyA kara do, saba kucha hAtha laga jaaegaa| patA nahIM lagatA taba to ThIka hai, patA lagate hI ApadAoM kA pahAr3a Dhaha par3atA hai usa para / bar3I kaThinAiyAM paidA ho jAtI haiN| yaha vastu ke prati jo zaraNa kI bhAvanA aura trANa kI bhAvanA paidA hotI hai, vaha samyakadRSTi Ate hI badala jAtI hai| vaha socane laga jAtA hai ki zaraNa milegI, trANa milegA to apane bhItarI AkarSaNa se milegA, bAharI AkarSaNa se nahIM milegaa| jaba taka yaha bAhara kA svAda rahegA, bAhara kA upabhoga rahegA taba taka trANa nahIM milegA, aura hI kucha milegaa| yaha sArA svAda AkarSaNa ke kAraNa banatA hai| svAda hamAre jIvana kA bahuta bar3A vighna hai| jisa zakti ne asvAda kI sAdhanA kara lI usane bahuta sArI samasyAoM kA pAra pA liyaa| mahAtmA gAMdhI ne apane gyAraha vratoM meM eka vrata rakhA

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154 kaise soceM ? thA-asvAda vrata / bahuta ThIka zabda kA cunAva kiyA thA asvAda / kevala khAne kA svAda nahIM hotaa| svAda bahuta sAre hote haiN| jahAM rasa hotA hai vahAM AdamI kA svAda ho jAtA hai| jahAM svAda hai, vahAM isa bAta kI sUcanA hai ki bhItara kA AkarSaNa kama nahIM huA hai, badalA nahIM hai| eka muni the| bhikSA ke lie ge| yoga aisA hI milA, eka naTa ke ghara pahuMca ge| naTa-kanyA ne eka modaka kA dAna diyaa| bahuta bar3hiyA banAyA huA thaa| sugaMdhI phaila rahI thI ! bar3A laDDU thaa| muni bAhara aae| sugaMdha se tRpta ho gye| unhoMne socA, khAne para to kitanA svAda AegA ! svAda kA bhAva jAga gyaa| svAda kA bhAva hara vyakti meM hotA hai| yaha na mAneM ki muni bana gayA aura svAda miTa gyaa| sAdhanA kI AMca jitanI paripakva hogI, jitanI teja hogI, usameM jo jitanA pakegA, utanA hI svAda kama hotA calA jaaegaa| korA sAdhu bana jAne mAtra se kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| sAdhu hone ke bAda to kitanI bhUmikAeM pAra karanI hotI haiN| vrata svIkAra kiyA hai| apramAda kI bhUmikA bAkI hai| akaSAya kI bhUmikA bAkI hai| vItarAgatA kI bhUmikA bAkI hai| saba kucha bAkI hai| bahuta bAkI hai| svAda koI badala thor3A hI jAtA hai| muni meM svAda jAga gyaa| socA, itanI bhInI-bhInI sugaMdha, bar3hiyA khuzabU, itanA bar3hiyA modaka jise dekhate hI AMkheM tRpta ho jAtI haiN| na jAne khAne meM kitanA acchA hogA ? para milA eka / eka se hogA kyA ? Age guru taiyAra haiN| guru ko denA hogaa| mere upAdhyAya taiyAra haiN| upAdhyAya ko denA hogaa| mere sahapAThI muni taiyAra haiN| unako denA hogaa| mere vRddha-sthavira taiyAra haiN| unako denA hogaa| koI pAMca-chaha laDDU mile taba eka mere hisse meM aaegaa| unako khilAe binA maiM kaise khAUMgA ? ziSTAcAra bhI to kucha hotA hai| mere lie kucha nahIM bcegaa| svAda ne apanA karataba prAraMbha kiyaa| naTa becArA kyA kare ! svAda mahAnaTa hotA hai| muni thA zaktizAlI lbdhidhr| usameM prANa kI zaktiyAM jAgRta thiiN| tatkAla usane eka yuvaka sAdhu kA rUpa bnaayaa| veSa nahIM bdlaa| rUpa-parAvartanI vidyA ke dvArA, apanI zakti ke dvArA pUrA DhAcA zarIra kA badala liyaa| dUsare muni kA rUpa badalakara phira bhikSA ke lie bhItara gyaa| naTa-kanyA ne dekhA ki sAdhu phira A gyaa| dUsarA AyA hai, vaha to nahIM hai| eka laDDU phira de diyaa| usane socA, do hI mile| do se kyA hogA mujhe chaha caahie| bar3I samasyA paidA ho gii| tIsarA rUpa banAyA, cauthA banAyA, pAMcavAM bnaayaa| chaha laDDU mila gae taba socA, aba ThIka hai, kama se kama eka laDDU

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hRdaya parivartana ke sUtra (3) 155 to mila hI jaaegaa| naTa-maNDalI kA saradAra Upara baiThA thaa| vaha saba kucha dekha rahA thaa| usane socA-bar3A gajaba kA AdamI hai| yaha agara hamAre hAtha laga jAe to hama camaka jaayeNge| hamArI naTa maMDalI sitArA bana jAegI sAre saMsAra meN| ye naTa veSa badalate haiM, para isako veza badalane kI jarUrata nahIM, paradA lagAne kI bhI jarUrata nhiiN| yaha to jaba cAhe, jahAM cAhe, jaisA cAhe vaisA rUpa banAkara sAre saMsAra ko Azcarya meM DAla sakatA hai| yaha agara hamAre hAtha laga jAe to phira koI kamI nahIM rhegii| vaha nIce aayaa| usane apanI kanyAoM se kahA-jo sAdhu Aja AyA thA, kala phira Ae to use bahuta svAdiSTa bhojana denA hai| usane nabja ko pakar3a liyA ki vaha sAdhu khAne kA lolupI hai| jaba nabja hAtha meM A jAtI hai phira cikitsA karane meM koI kaThinAI nahIM hotii| kaThinAI cikitsA meM nahIM hotI, kaThinAI nidAna meM hotI hai| nidAna sahI ho jAe to cikitsA honA koI kaThina bAta nahIM hai| naTa ne apanI putriyoM se kahA- dekho, vaha sAdhu Ae to usako jyAdA se jyAdA pakavAna aura svAdiSTa bhojana denA hai| aba taiyAriyAM hone lgii| banAye jAne lagA bar3hiyA-bar3hiyA bhojn| sAdhu kA bhI mana lalacA gyaa| usane socA naTa ke yahAM jAyeMge to mAla milegaa| vaha dUsare dina bhI vahIM aayaa| tIsare dina bhI vahIM aayaa| AtA hai to bahuta bar3hiyA bhojana milatA hai| Akhira svAda bar3hA aura bar3hate-bar3hate itanA bar3ha gayA ki vaha sAdhutva ko chor3akara naTa-maMDalI meM sammilita ho gyaa| svAda sabase pahalI bAdhA hai| vaha caMcalatA paidA karane vAlI bAdhA hai| AdamI kahAM khar3A thA aura kahAM lAkara paTaka diyA, sthAna-cyuta kara diyaa| jitanI bhI caMcalatA hai, usake pIche iMdriyoM kA svAda bahuta kAma karatA hai| jIbha kA svAda, tvacA kA svAda, AMkhoM kA svAda, kAna kA svAda-ye sAre indriyoM ke svAda AdamI ko caMcala banA dete haiN| ye pAMca indriyoM ke pAMca karanTa nirantara srAvita ho rahe haiN| eka karanTa lagA aura mana DAvAMDola bana gyaa| dUsarA lagA aura DAvAMDola bana gyaa| eka bAra bhI bicchU kATatA hai to kaThinAI ho jAtI hai aura ye pAMca bicchU jaba eka sAtha DaMka lagAne laga jAte haiM to kitanI kaThinAI hotI hogI Apa kalpanA kareMge ! mana becArA caMcala nahIM hai| vaha caMcala ho rahA hai ina pAMca daMzoM ke dvArA / ye jaise-jaise daMza lagAte haiM, mana ekadama caMcala ho uThatA hai| caMcalatA ko kama karane kA abhyAsa jur3A huA hai svAda ke abhyAsa ko kama karane ke sAtha / prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa karate haiN| abhyAsa karate haiM isa bAta kA ki mana ekAgra bane, mana sthira bane, caMcalatA kama ho, caMcalatA miTe / para isa bAta ko na bhUleM ki taba taka mana

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kaise soceM ? 156 kI caMcalatA kama nahIM hogI jaba taka ki svAda kama nahIM hogaa| svAda ko bhI kama karanA hogaa| ye sAre jur3e haiM, paraspara ye itane guMthe hue haiM ki eka ko chor3akara dUsare ko kama nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / svAda kama hotA hai to svAda se hone vAlI caMcalatA kama ho jAtI hai / dUsarI bAta hai, pramAda caMcalatA paidA karatA hai / mUrcchA, ciMtana kA mithyAkoNa, rAga-dveSa-ye aneka prakAra haiM pramAda ke / nIMda, vikathA, Alasya- ye sAre caMcalatA paidA karate haiM, sthiratA ko samApta kara dete haiM / tIsarI bAta hai priya-apriya kA saMvedana, kaSAya, Avega aura Aveza- ye caMcalatA bar3hAne vAle haiN| ye bahuta caMcalatA bar3hAte haiN| jisa samaya gussA AtA hai kitanI caMcalatA bar3ha jAtI hai / jaba AdamI teja gusse meM hotA hai, aisA lagatA hai ki zarIra kA aNu-aNu kAMpa rahA hai / hoTha kAMpa rahe haiM, muMha kAMpa rahA hai / sArA zarIra jaise kAMpa rahA hai| AcArya bhikSu ne ThIka upamA dI 'krodha mAM ne halaphaliyo, jANai bhAr3a mAMhai sUM caNo uchaliyoM' maiMne AMkhoM se dekhA hai| eka bAra kI ghaTanA hai-hama loga mevAr3a meM gaMgApura meM the| eka makAna meM Thahare hue the / sAmane eka cabUtarA thA / eka choTI galI thI / eka bailagAr3I vAlA AyA aura usa galI meM jAne lagA / jo AdamI cabUtare para baiThA thA vaha bolA- idhara se mata jAo / galI saMkarI hai 1 hamArI caukiyAM TUTa jAyeMgI tumhArI bailagAr3I se / udhara se mata jaao| usane kahA- rAstA hai, Ama rAstA hai, tuma kauna rokane vAle hote ho ? kahate-kahate jhar3apa ho gyii| gAr3IvAna jAne lgaa| vaha AdamI cabUtarI para baitthaa| baiThA-baiThA gusse meM AyA aura uchala kara usakI gAr3I meM jA baitthaa| maiMne dekhA to sacamuca svAmIjI kA yaha vAkya yAda A gayA ki gusse meM Akara AdamI korA bolatA hI nahIM hai, uchala bhI par3atA hai, kUda bhI letA hai, chalAMga bhI bhara letA hai| bar3I vicitra avasthA hotI hai / yaha priya aura apriya kA saMvedana, yaha rAga kI taraMga aura dveSa kI taraMga jaba-jaba jAgatI hai, hamArI caMcalatA bar3ha jAtI hai| ye caMcalatA ko bar3hAne vAle tIna bar3e kAraNa haiM-avrata, pramAda aura kaSAya / aura maiMne inakI carcA prastuta pravacana meM kI hai / tIna dinoM se 'hRdaya-parivartana ke sUtra' viSaya para carcA cala rahI hai / isake pariprekSya meM maiMne batAyA ki caMcalatA ko bar3hAvA milatA hai pAMca kAraNoM se| ve haiM-1. mithyAdRSTikoNa, 2. avirati, 3. pramAda, 4. kaSAya aura 5. yoga - pravRtti / yaha eka pUrA cakra hai / jaba hama pUrvAnuparvI se calate haiM, to ye caMcalatA ko bar3hAne vAle sAdhana haiM / aura jaba pazcAnupUrvI se calate haiM, ulTe

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hRdaya parivartana ke sUtra (3) 157 calate haiM to ye hamArI sAdhanA ke sUtra bana jAte haiN| hRdaya-parivartana ke lie ina pAMcoM para thor3A-thor3A niyantraNa pAnA Avazyaka hotA hai| caMcalatA (pravRtti) ko kama karanA, priya-apriya saMvedanoM (kaSAyoM) ko kama karanA, pramAda ko kama karanA, AkarSaNa (avirati) ko kama krnaa| ye kama hote haiM to mithyAdRSTikoNa kama hotA hai aura hRdaya-parivartana kI saMbhAvanA bar3ha jAtI hai| jo loga hRdaya-parivartana kI bAta karate haiM, cAhate haiM ki hRdaya badale, daNDazakti kA prayoga kama ho, maiM unheM parAmarza denA cAhUMgA ki ve siddhAMta kI bAta hI na kareM, prayoga kI bhUmikA para prasthAna kreN|

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hRdaya-parivartana ke prayoga eka AdamI dUkAnadAra ke pAsa jAkara bolA-'tumhAre pAsa ATA hai ?' usane khaa-hai|' 'phira pUchA-cInI hai ?' dUkAnadAra bolaa-hai|' phira usane pUchA-'ghI hai ?' dUkAnadAra ne khaa-hai|' grAhaka bolA-'are ! bhale AdamI tumhAre pAsa ATA hai, cInI hai, aura ghI hai phira tuma haluA banAkara kyoM nahIM becate ? halue meM tIna cIjeM hI prayukta hotI haiM aura ye tInoM tumhAre pAsa haiN| dUkAnadAra bolA-'bhAI sAhaba ! haluA banAne kI sArI cIjeM mere pAsa haiM, para haluA banAne kI yukti mere pAsa nahIM hai| maiM nahIM jAnatA ki haluA kaise banAyA jAtA hai ? yadi binA jAne haluA banAne bailUMgA to ATA bhI kharAba hogA, cInI aura ghI bhI kharAba hogaa| na haluA hI banegA aura na ye cIjeM hI surakSita raha paaeNgii| phira na ATA ATA rahegA, na cInI cInI rahegI aura na ghI ghI rhegaa| halue ke atirikta aura kucha bana jaaegaa|' . hara nirmANa meM yukti kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| yukti ko jAne binA kucha bhI nirmANa nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| hama hRdaya ke parivartana kI carcA kara rahe haiN| hRdaya kA parivartana honA cAhie, yaha kAmya hai parantu yadi hRdaya-parivartana kI yukti jJAta nahIM hai, prakriyA jJAta nahIM hai to hRdaya-parivartana ke sthAna para paira kA parivartana ho sakatA hai, aura kucha parivartana ho sakatA hai| cetanA kA rUpAMtaraNa karanA choTA kArya nahIM hai, bahuta bar3A kArya hai| maiM mAnatA hUM, jitane bhI bar3e kArya haiM, una sabase bar3A kArya hai cetanA kA ruupaaNtrnn| cetanA kA rUpAMtaraNa hI hRdaya kA parivartana hai| jaba cetanA badalatI hai to hRdaya badala jAtA hai| cetanA nahIM badalatI hai to kucha bhI nahIM bdltaa| yukti ko jAne binA cetanA kA rUpAMtaraNa nahIM ho sktaa| hamAre sAmane do kArya haiM-cetanA ko badalanA aura AdamI kI cetanA ko bdlnaa| donoM bar3e kArya haiN| bhautika jagat ke lie aneka niyama khoje gae, banAe gae, parantu cetanA-jagat ke lie sArvabhauma niyamoM kI khoja karanA bar3A jaTila kArya hai| vastu acetana hai| acetana ke niyamoM kI khoja sarala hai,

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hRdaya parivartana ke prayoga 159 kyoMki usameM parivartana nahIM hotaa| kintu cetanA badalatI rahatI hai, itanA jaldI rUpAMtarita ho jAtA hai ki niyama kAryakara nahIM rhtaa| jitane niyama khoje jAte haiM ve sAre vyartha ho jAte haiM, kyoMki cetanA ekarUpa nahIM rhtii| choTe se choTA prANI apanI svataMtra icchA kA prayoga karatA hai, chalAMga bharatA hai aura becArA niyama kahIM kA kahIM raha jAtA hai| acetana meM chalAMga nahIM hotI, cetana meM chalAMga hotI hai| acetana meM icchA nahIM hotI, cetana meM icchA hotI hai| yaha icchA kI svataMtratA prANI kA viziSTa lakSaNa hai| isalie cetana prANiyoM ke lie niyamoM ko khojanA jaTilatama kArya hai| prANI ko badalanA, jisakI apanI svataMtra cetanA hai, svataMtra icchA hai, bahuta jaTila kArya hai| prANiyoM meM bhI manuSya kI cetanA ko badalanA aura bhI adhika jaTila hai, kyoM ki usake pAsa Uha hai, apoha hai, tarka hai, vitarka hai, buddhi hai aura cetanA ke sAre vyApAra, sAre vikAsa vidyamAna haiN| usako badalanA, sacamuca jaTila kArya hai| cetanA kA parivartana, manuSya kI cetanA kA parivartana yukti ko jAne binA sambhava hI nahIM hai, kyoMki vaha parivartana paristhiti kA parivartana nahIM hai| AdamI paristhiti ko badalane kI bAta soca sakatA hai, prayatna kara sakatA hai, upAya khoja sakatA hai aura yaha saMbhava bhI ho jAtA hai, kintu usa manuSya kI cetanA ko badalanA jisake sAtha smRti jur3I huI hai, saMskAra jur3e hue haiM, doSa jur3e hue haiM, bahuta kaThina bAta hai| ye saMskAra dIrgha kAlIna haiN| sudUra atIta ke saMskAra saMkrAMta ho rahe haiM, A rahe haiN| unameM parivartana karanA sarala nahIM hai| kucha ghaTanAeM vicitra hotI haiN| una para sahasA vizvAsa nahIM hotaa| hamane sunA eka sAdhvI kisI adRzya chAyA se grasta ho gii| use bhayaMkara mAnasika vedanA se gujaranA pdd'taa| yaha silasilA mahInoM taka calatA rhaa| aneka upAya kie| maMtra, jApa, iSTa-smaraNa, ArAdhanA ke upakrama hue| sAdhvI ke muMha se AvAja AtI-'hama badalA le rahe haiN| isa janma se do janma pUrva isane hamArA dhana hajama kara DAlA thaa| hamane isake pAsa bandhaka ke rUpa meM dhana rakhA thaa| jaba hamane mAMgA taba yaha mukara gyaa| hama badalA lenA cAhate the, badalA le rahe haiN| abhI kucha dina isako aura pIr3ita kreNge| jaba sAdhvI kucha svastha hotI, vaha chAyA dUra hotI, taba kahatI-koI kisI kA dhana na har3ape, bandhaka rakhI huI vastu ko hajama na kre| isakA pariNAma bahuta burA hotA hai|' kucha mahInoM taka sAdhvI ne bahuta vedanA shii| usa chAyA ne bahuta kaSTa diyaa| eka bAra chAyA ne kahA-'hama sAdhvI ko mAra ddaalte| hamAre badale

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160 kaise soceM ? kI tIvra bhAvanA thI / para yaha jApa karatI hai, Izvara kA bhajana karatI hai, isalie hama ise mAra to nahIM sake, para jitanI pIr3A denI thI, vaha dI, aba hama ise chor3akara jA rahe haiM / ' chAyA ke nikala jAne ke bAda sAdhvI pUrNarUpeNa svastha ho gaI / hama isa ghaTanA kI mAnasika vyAkhyA bhI kara sakate haiM aura ise mana kI durbalatA kaha kara TAla bhI sakate haiN| para vyAkhyA kA eka yahI koNa nahIM hai| usakA dUsarA koNa bhI haiM / pratyeka prANI apane kie pApa kA phala pAtA hai / apanA kiyA huA arjana, apanA kiyA huA saMcaya phala detA hai| eka hotA hai svAbhAvika saMcaya aura eka hotA hai arjita saMcaya / arjita saMskAroM kA saMcaya laMbe samaya taka phala detA hai / jisa saMskAra kA svabhAva kA aura prakRti kA saMcaya kiyA hai, hajAra varSa bIta jAne para bhI jaba paripAka meM AtA hai taba pariNAma detA hai aura AdamI taba kucha kA kucha ho jAtA hai / usakA bar3A vicitra rUpa sAmane A khar3A hotA hai / isalie yaha kahA jAtA hai ki AdamI kI cetanA ko rUpAntarita karanA sahaja-sarala kArya nahIM hai / aneka pratibandhaka sthitiyAM sAmane AtI haiM / kucha vyakti aise hote haiM jo thor3e se satya ko jAnakara, satya kA anubhava kara badala jAte haiN| kucha loga aise hote haiM ki hajAra bAra prayatna karane para bhI nahIM badalate / yaha antara kyoM AtA hai ? yaha prazna svAbhAvika hai / eka AdamI sarala hai, Rju hai, karuNAzIla hai / vaha burAI karane se katarAtA hai| burAI ko pAsa meM bhI nahIM phaTakane detA / eka AdamI vakra hai, mAyAvI hai, krUra hai| vaha itanA pApiSTha hai ki kisI bhI pApa se nahIM DaratA / vaha burAI karane meM saMkoca nahIM karatA / manuSyoM ko mAranA usake bAeM hAtha kA khela jaisA bana jAtA hai / AdamI-AdamI meM itanA antara kyoM ? AdamI AdamI ke vyavahAra aura AcaraNa meM itanA bheda kyoM ? isa bheda kI vyAkhyA kevala paristhiti ke AdhAra para nahIM kI jA sktii| bAharI paristhiti hI yadi isa antara kA kAraNa bane to zAyada eka hI jaisI paristhiti meM jIne vAle loga eka jaise bana jAte / para aisA nahIM hai / eka jaisI paristhiti meM jIne vAle loga bhI eka samAna nahIM haiN| unameM bhI bar3A antara hai / taba hameM eka dUsare koNa se socanA par3atA hai| hameM yaha nizcita kahanA par3atA hai ki bAharI paristhiti hI saba kucha nahIM hai / bhItarI paristhiti bhI bheda kA kAraNa banatI hai / karakaMDu rAjakumAra thA / usakI gaNanA 'pratyeka-buddha' kI koTi meM kI jAtI hai / pratyeka-buddha vaha hotA hai jo kisI nimitta vizeSa se bodhi prApta

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hRdaya parivartana ke prayoga 161 karatA hai, jisakI cetanA kisI eka nimitta se jAgRta ho jAtI hai / vaha rAjA banA / vaha go- priya thaa| eka bAra vaha gokula meM gyaa| usane eka patale-dubale bachar3e ko dekhaa| usakA mana dayA se bhara gayA / usane AjJA dI ki isa bachar3e ko usakI mAM-gAya kA sArA dUdha pilAyA jAye / aura jaba vaha bar3A ho jAe to dUsarI gAyoM kA dUdha bhI ise pilAyA jAe / gokularakSaka ne vaisA hI karanA prArambha kara diyA / bachar3A sukhapUrvaka bar3hane lagA / vaha yuvA huaa| vaha hRSTa-puSTa aura vizAla skandha vAlA baila bana gyaa| usake sIMga sundara the / sAre avayava pramANopeta the| vaha aisA lagatA mAno ki sphUrti kA pratibimba ho / rAjA ne usako dekhaa| vaha bahuta prasanna huA / aba rAjA pratidina gokula meM jAtA aura ekaTaka usa baila ko dekhatA rahatA / isase usakA mana Ananda se bhara jAtA / yaha krama lambe samaya taka calatA rahA / kucha samaya bItA / rAjA kahIM anyatra calA gayA thA / varSoM bAda AyA / Ate hI use baila kI smRti ho AyI / vaha sIdhA gokula meM phuNcaa| usane gokularakSaka se pUchA- vaha vRSabha kahAM hai ? usane kahA - mahArAja ! Apake sAmane jo baila baiThA hai, vahI vaha vRSabha hai / rAjA ne sunA / vaha avAk raha gyaa| are! ye kaise ? itanA dubalA ho gayA ? itanA bUr3hA ho gayA ? isakI AMkheM andara gar3I jA rahI haiM, paira lar3akhar3A rahe haiM / yaha choTe-bar3e anya bailoM kA saMghaTTana saha rahA hai / rAjA ne socA, kitanA hRSTa-puSTa thA yaha ! isake kaMdhe kitane baliSTha the ? isake viSANa kitane sundara the ! kahAM gayA isakA bala ? kahAM gaI isakI sundaratA ? kyA mujhe bhI bUr3hA honA par3egA ? kyA bUr3hA hone para merI bhI yahI avasthA hogI ? isa cintana se rAjA kA mana vairAgya se bhara gyaa| vaha sIdhA rAjamahala meM AyA, rAjya kA parityAga kara usane muni-jIvana ke lie tatkAla prasthAna kara diyA / bUr3he bailoM ko kauna nahIM dekhatA ? kyA unheM dekhakara koI muni - jIvana ke lie prasthAna kara detA hai ? yadi bUr3he baila ko dekhane mAtra se muni banane kI yA bUr3hA na hone kI cetanA jAga jAe to zAyada Aja sAdhu hI sAdhu milate, gRhastha nahIM milte| bUr3hA baila rAjA karakaMDu kI cetanA ke parivartana kA nimitta banA, para sabake lie yaha nimitta cetanA ke parivartana kA ghaTaka nahIM bana sktaa| kisI ke lie yaha nimitta rUpAntaraNa kA ghaTaka bana jAtA hai aura kisI ke lie nahIM banatA / thAvaccAputra apanI mAM ke pAsa baiThA thA / par3osa meM bAje usane sunaa| mAM se pUchA- 'mAM ! ye bAje kyoM baja rahe haiM ?' mAM ne baja rahe the / kahA- ' - 'beTA!

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162 kaise soceM ? usa ghara meM putra kA janma huA hai| usakI khuzI meM bAje bajAe jA rahe haiN|' dUsarA dina ugaa| par3osa meM karuNa krandana ho rahA thaa| thAvaccAputra ne mAM se kahA-'mAM ! kala jo gIta gAe jA rahe the, ve kAnoM ko priya lagate the| Aja jo gIta gAe jA rahe haiM, karNakaTu aura apriya haiN| aisA kyoM hai mAM ?' mAM ne kahA-beTA ! Aja gIta nahIM gAe jA rahe haiN| ghara meM krandana ho rahA hai, loga ro rahe haiM, vilApa kara rahe haiN| usane kahA-'mAM ! yaha aMtara kyoM! kala suhAvane gIta gAe jA rahe the aura Aja kAnoM ko apriya lagane vAle gIta gAe jA rahe haiM ? yaha bheda kyoM?' mAM ne kahA-'baTA ! kala bAlaka janmA thaa| usa khuzI meM khuzI ke gIta gAe jA rahe the| sabake mana meM ullAsa thA, prasannatA thii| Aja vaha baccA mara gyaa| saba ro rahe haiM, vilApa kara rahe haiN|' 'mAM ! kala janmA aura Aja mara gayA ? mAM ! kyA maiM bhI marUMgA ?' mAM bolI- baTA ! yaha saMsAra hai| isakA zAzvata niyama hai ki jo janmatA hai vaha maratA hai| yahAM koI amara nahIM rhtaa|' thAvaccAputra bolA-'mAM ! yadi aisA hai to maiM marane kI duniyA meM rahanA nahIM caahtaa| maiM aba amara hone kI dizA meM prasthAna karanA cAhatA huuN|' thAvaccAputra mumukSu aura amara hone kI dizA meM prasthita ho gyaa| kyA marane yA rone kI gIta sunakara sabhI amara hone kI dizA meM prasthAna kara dete haiM ? aisA nahIM hotA hai| ina sAra saMdarbho se yaha sacAI spaSTa ho jAtI hai ki bAharI paristhiti hone para bhI Antarika paristhiti sabakI samAna nahIM hotii| Antarika paristhitiyoM kA antara hI vyakti-vyakti meM antara paidA karatA hai aura isa bhinnatA ke kAraNa hI sabake rAste alaga-alaga ho jAte haiN| kucha loga hiMsA kI ora mur3a jAte haiM aura kucha loga ahiMsA kI ora mur3a jAte haiN| ahiMsA kI paristhitiyoM meM palate hue bhI kucha loga hiMsA ke vAtAvaraNa meM cale jAte haiM aura kucha loga hiMsA kI bhISaNa paristhitiyoM meM palate hue bhI ahiMsA ke vAtAvaraNa meM cale jAte haiN| bAharI paristhiti kI samAnatA aura Antarika paristhiti kI asamAnatA-ina donoM ke vizleSaNa ke AdhAra para hRdaya-parivartana kI samasyA kA samAdhAna khojA jA sakatA hai| Ayurveda meM do prakAra kI auSadhiyoM kA vidhAna hai-zodhaka aura zAmaka / koI roga utpanna huA hai| zodhana se vaha roga samApta ho jAtA hai| zodhana kI eka nizcita prakriyA hai| usase aneka roga miTa jAte haiN| zodhana kI prakriyA ke tIna aMga haiM-vamana, virecana aura

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hRdaya parivartana ke prayoga 163 svedn| inase doSa bAhara nikAlA jAtA hai| vamana se doSa bAhara nikalate haiM, virecana se doSa bAhara nikalate haiM aura svedana-pasIne se doSa bAhara nikalate zodhana kI prakriyA roga ke unmUlana kI mahattvapUrNa prakriyA hai| isase phira roga ke AkramaNa kI AzaMkA nahIM rhtii| dUsarI prakriyA hai-zamana kii| kucha roga aise hote haiM jinameM zodhana itanA apekSita nahIM rhtaa| ve doSa zamana ke dvArA zAMta ho jAte haiM, daba jAte haiN| yadi pitta kI ugratA hotI hai to usakA zamana ghI se kara diyA jAtA hai| giloya, gaDUcI Adi zAmaka auSadhiyAM haiN| inase doSa bAhara nahIM nikalatA para bhItara hI bhItara zAMta ho jAtA hai| zarIra ke tIna doSa mAne jAte haiM-vAta, pitta aura kph| vaise hI mana ke bhI tIna doSa haiM-kRSNalezyA, nIlalezyA aura kApotalezyA-ye tIna prakAra ke manobhAva hamAre mana ke tIna doSa haiN| sAMkhya darzana kI bhASA meM rajoguNa aura tamoguNa-ye mana ke do doSa haiN| ina mAnasika doSoM kA zodhana bhI hotA hai aura zamana bhI hotA hai| inake sAtha vilaya kI bAta maiM aura jor3a denA cAhatA huuN| AdhyAtmika dRSTi se vicAra karane para tIna bAteM phalita hotI haiM-doSoM kA zodhana, doSoM kA zamana aura doSoM kA vilayIkaraNa yA kssyiikrnn| zamana yA zAMta kie gae doSa phira ubhara sakate haiM, para kSINa kie gae doSa kabhI nahIM ubhara skte| ___ hama hRdaya-parivartana ke lie mAnasika doSoM kA zodhana karanA sIkheM / usakI yukti ko hastagata kreN| hameM hiMsA kI cetanA ko badalanA hai| kaise badaleMge ? yaha hamane siddhAnta rUpa meM svIkAra kara liyA ki caMcalatA ko miTAne kA abhyAsa karane para cetanA badala jAtI hai| prazna vahI AegA ki caMcalatA ko miTAne kI yukti kyA hai ? jaba hama yukti kI bAta karate haiM to hameM bahuta gahare meM jAnA hogaa| hamAre samakSa aneka sacAiyAM hotI haiM, para hama una sArI sacAiyoM ko jAna hI nahIM pAte aura apane AcaraNa kI vyAkhyA bhI nahIM kara paate| eka bAra patnI apane priyatama ko patra likhane baitthii| vaha ekAnta aura akelepana se Uba cukI thii| priyatama ko ghara se gae chaha mahIne ho gae the| yaha bhAvAveza meM thii| AMkheM DabaDabA aaiiN| vaha patra likhane baitthii| hAtha meM kalama hai| panne para likha rahI hai| AMkhoM se AMsU panne para gira rahe haiN| atyanta ekAgra hai| apane bhAvoM ko akSaroM meM utAratI gii| saMyoga aisA banA kI usI samaya, usI kSaNa usakA pati paradeza se lauTa aayaa| usane apanI patnI ko

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164 kaise soceM ? likhane meM lIna dekhA to cupacApa eka ora khar3A raha gayA / patnI apane priyatama ko patra likha rahI hai aura vaha priyatama usake pAsa khar3A hai / patra pUrA huaa| usane use sameTA liphAphe meM DAlA / usa para patA likhA aura prasannatA meM muMha Upara kiyA / dekhA to pAsa meM priyatama khar3e haiM / bahuta bAra aisA hotA hai / sacAiyAM sAmane par3I hotI haiM para AdamI sacAiyoM kI khoja meM dhyAna-magna ho jAtA hai| use patA hI nahIM calatA ki jise khojA jA rahA hai vaha sacAI to sAmane par3I hai| AdamI use jAna nahIM pAtA, vyAkhyA nahIM kara pAtA / aneka AdamI kAna biMdhAte haiM / striyAM kAna aura nAka- donoM biMdhAtI haiN| nakra- vedhana aura karNa - vedhana-donoM hote haiM, para unheM isa vedhana kA kAraNa jJAta nahIM hai / vaha vyavahAra hai, isakA aneka prAntoM meM pracalana bhI hai, parantu isa vyavahAra kI pRSThabhUmi kisI ko jJAta nahIM hai / striyoM ke nakra- vedhana aura karNa - vedhana kA mukhya kAraNa thA ki vAsanA para niyantraNa rakhA jA sake / vAsanA ucchRMkhala na bane, kAmanA ucchRMkhala na bane, isalie yaha eka upAya socA gayA thA / yaha upAya vaijJAnika hai / strI ke kAna aura nAka jahAM se bIMdheM jAte haiM, vahAM sUkSma granthiyAM haiM aura ve granthiyAM kAma-vAsanA ko uttejita bhI karatI haiN| unake vedhana se usa uttejanA kI saghanatA meM parivartana AtA hai aura taba kAmavAsanA niyantrita ho jAtI hai / yaha vaijJAnika tathya AMkhoM se ojhala ho gayA aura bahinoM ne mAna liyA ki kAna bIMdhe jAte haiM karNaphUla pahanane ke lie aura nAka bIMdhA jAtA hai natha pahanane ke lie / AbhUSaNoM kI oTa meM mUla bAta chipa gaI / AdamI kA kAna isalie bIMdhA jAtA hai ki usake aMDakozoM kI vRddhi na ho, AMta kI vRddhi na ho| yaha mukhya dRSTikoNa thA karNa - vedhana kA / para bAta vismRti meM calI gaI aura puruSoM ne mAna liyA ki kAna bIMdhA jAtA hai AbhUSaNa pahanane ke lie, bAlI pahanane ke lie / Ajakala to puruSa kAna biMdhAte hI nahIM / AdamI kisI eka pravRtti kA AcaraNa karatA calA jAtA hai, para usake yathArtha ko nahIM samajhatA / pratyeka ke pIche sacAI hotI hai| jaba vaha saccAI hAtha se chUTa jAtI hai| taba vaha pravRtti rUr3hi bana jAtI hai / saba zvAsa lete haiM / koI choTA zvAsa letA hai, koI bar3A zvAsa letA hai aura koI korA zvAsa letA hai| tInoM ke tIna artha haiN| laMbA zvAsa lene kA eka artha hotA hai| choTA zvAsa lene kA eka artha hotA hai aura korA zvAsa lene kA eka artha hotA hai / hama zvAsa lete haiM para zvAsa lene kA artha nahIM

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hRdaya parivartana ke prayoga 165 jAnate, isalie hameM jo satya upalabdha honA cAhie vaha upalabdha nahIM hotaa| zvAsa lene kA eka artha jInA ho sakatA hai, para kevala jInA hI nahIM hai| zvAsa lene kA vAstavika artha hai-bAhara aura bhItara-donoM jagat se saMparka banAe rkhnaa| zvAsa bAhara bhI jAtA hai bhItara bhI,jAtA hai| hamAre zarIra meM saMbhavata: yahI eka aisI vyavasthA hai, jisakA bAhara aura bhItara-donoM se saMparka jur3A huA hai| hama caMcalatA ko miTAnA cAhate haiM / yukti hamAre sAmane par3I hai| yukti ko anyatra DhUMDhane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| zvAsa kI yukti ko kAma meM leN| yahI sabase bar3I yukti hai| jaise hI zvAsa prekSA prArambha hogI, caMcalatA dhIre-dhIre kama hotI calI jaaegii| jaise-jaise zvAsa kI sAdhanA sadhatI jAegI, vaise-vaise ekAgratA bar3hatI jaaegii| yaha to kahanA sarvathA atizayoktipUrNa hogA ki pAMca-dasa dina ke zvAsa-prayoga se caMcalatA miTa jaaegii| para yaha nizcita kahA jA sakatA hai ki zvAsa ke prayoga ke mAdhyama se caMcalatA para niyantraNa sthApita kiyA jA sakatA hai| isameM koI saMdeha nahIM hai| zvAsa-prekSA ke prayoga ko lambe samaya taka cAlU rakhA jAe to eka dina vaha sAdhaka yaha kahane kI sthiti meM A sakegA ki mana kI caMcalatA para merA pUrA niyantraNa hai| maiM cAhUM to socUM, maiM na cAhUM to na socuuN| maiM cAhUM to smRti aura kalpanA karUM aura na cAhUM to smRti aura kalpanA na karUM, nirvikalpa bana jaauuN| maiM kore siddhAMta meM vizvAsa nahIM krtaa| siddhAMta ho aura mArga na ho to vaha siddhAMta kisa kAma kA ? kore parivartana kI bAta kaheM aura upAya na batAeM to vaha nikammI bAta hogI, dInatA kI bAta hogii| jo dInatA kI sthiti meM nahIM jAnA cAhatA, use upAya khojanA hotA hai| hameM upAya upalabdha hai| hama dIna nahIM haiN| parivartana kI bAta karate haiM aura sAtha-sAtha sahI upAya bhI batalAte haiN| eka mahAtmA ne lambA-caur3A bhASaNa diyA aura pariSad se badalane kI bAta khii| unhoMne kahA-hamako satyavAdI honA hai, akrodhI honA hai, kSamAzIla honA hai, amAyAvI aura alobhI honA hai. aadi-aadi| eka AdamI ne pUcha liyA-'mahArAja ! hone vAlI bAta Apane bahuta acchI khii| kaise huA jAe, isakA bhI kucha nirdeza deN|' isa prazna ke Ate hI saba mauna, mahAtmAjI mauna aura dUsare zrotA bhI mauna / sArA vAtAvaraNa maunamaya bana gyaa| eka ora badalane kI bAta hai, siddhAMta kI bAta hai| dUsarI ora nirupAyatA hai| yaha to eka aisA hI yoga hai, eka hAtha meM ghor3A aura eka hAtha meM gadhA / badalane kI bAta bahuta acchI hai, sacAI hai, yathArtha hai| yaha to resa

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kaise soceM ? kA teja ghor3A hai| jaba badalane kA upAya pUchA jAtA hai to maun| upAya koI nhiiN| nirupaay| yaha gadhe jaisI sthiti ho jAtI hai| yaha hamAre jIvana kI vyarthatA hai, asaphalatA hai| merA aise asaphala jIvana meM vizvAsa nahIM hai| maiM usa bAta meM vizvAsa karatA hUM, jisameM parivartana ke siddhAMta kI pratiSThApanA ke sAtha-sAtha usake kriyAnvayana ke upAya bhI nirdiSTa hoN| nirupAya siddhAMta vyartha hotA hai| usakI koI upalabdhi nahIM hotii| apAya hai to upAya bhI hai| apane puruSArtha ke dvArA upAya ko khojanA hai aura use kAma meM lenA hai| prazna AtA hai ki AdamI priya-apriya saMvedanoM ko kaise kama kare ? jIvana ke ye do tattva haiM-priyatA aura apriytaa| inase pratyeka vyakti saMdAnita hai| inase chuTakArA pAnA sahaja-sarala nahIM hai| para ye nirupAya nahIM haiN| jo vyakti priya-apriya saMvedanoM se mukta honA cAhatA hai vaha jyoti-kendra para dhyAna kre| yaha eka anubhUta aura mahattvapUrNa prayoga hai| isa prayoga se kaSAya-vijaya hotI hai| prANa-kendra para dhyAna karane se pramAda Azrava para vijaya prApta hotI hai| pramAda anutsAha paidA karatA hai, cetanA ko alasa aura manthara banAtA hai, niSkriya banAtA hai| jo vyakti prANa-kendra ko sAdha letA hai vaha pramAda se chuTTI pA letA hai| usake mana meM arati nahIM hotI, Arta bhAvanA kama ho jAtI hai| usakA mana vipadAoM se mukta ho jAtA hai| padArthaniSTha rasa samApta hone laga jAtA hai| vahI rasa bacatA hai jo jIvana ke lie anivArya hotA hai| __dhyAna karane vAlA vyakti AvazyakatA ko nahIM khotA, kintu jIvana kI vyarthatAoM se baca jAtA hai| pratyeka AdamI lekhA-jokhA karake dekhe to sahI ki vaha jIvana meM Avazyaka kArya kitanA karatA hai aura kitane vyartha / jIvana kI bAta chor3a deM, varSabhara kI bAta rahane deM, vaha pratidina yaha lekhA-jokhA karake dekhe ki pUre dina meM Avazyaka kitanA kiyA aura anAvazyaka kitanA kiyA ? yaha kahanA atizayokti nahIM hogA ki sAmAnyata: AdamI sattara-assI pratizata anAvazyaka kAma karatA hai| dhyAna kA artha niSkriya aura akarmaNya ho jAnA nahIM hai| dhyAna kA artha hai-anAvazyaka se niSkriya ho jAnA aura Avazyaka meM sakriya ho jAnA aura usI meM sArI zakti kA niyojana kara denaa| jo kArya ho vaha adhika sughar3atA, saphalatA, kuzalatA aura dakSatA ke sAtha sampanna ho| sughar3atA aura

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hRdaya parivartana ke prayoga 167 kuzalatA bar3hatI jAe yaha hamArI kauzala-vRddhi kA upAya hai| yaha hamArI kuzalatA kA darzana hai, sakriyatA kA darzana hai| dhyAna akarmaNyatA yA niSkriyatA kA darzana nahIM hai| dhyAna yadi akarmaNyatA kA yA jIvana kI viphalatA kA darzana hotA to Aja zAyada saba loga dhyAna karane laga jaate| yaha kahanA saca hai ki samAja ke zata-pratizata loga viphalatA kA kAma karate haiM aura saphalatA kA kAma pAMca-dasa pratizata loga karate haiN| asaphalatA ke jitane kAma haiM, hara AdamI unakA AcaraNa karatA hai| saphalatA ke kAma kA AcaraNa hara AdamI nahIM krtaa| yadi sAre loga saphalatA ke kArya kA AcaraNa karate to vahI prazna upasthita hotA jo purAne jamAne meM upasthita huA thaa| dharma-sthAna meM bhIr3a ko dekhakara eka AdamI ne saMtoM se kahA-mahArAja ! ye sAre loga dhArmika loga haiM, dharma karane vAle haiM, aba svarga meM itanI bhIr3a ho jAegI ki vahAM sthAna hI khAlI nahIM milegaa| jaise Aja ke vaijJAnikoM ko bhI aisI hI cintA hai ki yadi AbAdI isa raphtAra se bar3hatI gaI to vaha dina dUra nahIM hai, jisa dina bhUmi para AdamI ko paira rakhane kI jamIna bhI nahIM mila paaegii| ___ dhyAna yadi viphalatA kA sUtra hotA to yahAM bar3I bhIr3a laga jaatii| saba ke saba loga dhyAnI bana jaate| svarga meM apAra bhIr3a ho jaatii| dhyAna saphalatA kA sUtra hai isIlie use sabhI loga apanAne meM jhijhakate haiN| unheM saMdeha hotA hai kahIM saphala ho na jaauuN| pramAda ko nirasta karane kA tathA saphalatA kI upalabdhi kA eka mahattvapUrNa upAya hai-prANakendra aura darzanakendra para dhyAna krnaa| eka samasyA aura hai| vaha hai bAharI aakrssnn| usakA bhI saMtulana apekSita hotA hai| bAharI AkarSaNa ke sAtha-sAtha bhItarI AkarSaNa bhI paidA kreN| donoM kA saMtulana sAdhe, jisase bAhara kI gati meM avarodha na ho aura bhItara kI becainI na bar3he, bhItara kA asaMtoSa na ubhre| AdamI usa pragati ke patha para paira na bar3hAe, jo pragati eka dina manuSya-jAti ke vinAza aura saMhAra kA hetu bana jaae| jo manuSya-jAti ko hI lIla jAe vaisI pragati vAMchanIya nahIM hai| yadi aisI pragati ho to usa para niyaMtraNa kI kSamatA honI caahie| isa bAharI AkAMkSA, AkarSaNa aura atRpti para niyantraNa karane kA upAya hai-vizuddhikendra para dhyAna karanA aura Anandakendra kI prekSA krnaa| ye do upAya aise haiM, jinase bhItara kA AkarSaNa bar3hatA hai, bAhara kA AkarSaNa kama hotA hai| AnaMda-kendra vaha mahAn para hai, jo hameM andara praviSTa karAtA hai|

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168 kaise soceM ? jo vyakti AnaMda-kendra ko sakriya karane meM sakSama ho jAtA hai vaha yaha nizcita anubhava kara letA hai ki bAharI aura bhItarI jagat ke bIca samparka sthApita karane kA yaha sabase zaktizAlI mAdhyama hai| isa mAdhyama se sUkSma jagat meM praveza karanA sahaja ho jAtA hai| hama prekSAdhyAna ke paripArzva meM Akara nirupAya yA asahAya nahIM haiN| hamAre donoM hAthoM meM ghor3e haiN| hamAre pAsa siddhAMta kI yathArthatA hai to upAya kI bhI yathArthatA hai| eka ora hama siddhAMta ke satya kA pratipAdana karate haiM, hamArI aMgulI satya kI ora iMgita karatI hai to sAtha-sAtha usa satya kI upalabdhi ke lie upAyoM kI ora bhI nirdeza karatI hai| pratyeka siddhAMta kI kriyAnviti ke lie upAya haiM aura ve saba kAryakara upAya haiM, anubhUta upAya haiN|

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niSedhAtmaka bhAva paurANika kahAnI hai| tapasvI ne tapa tapanA zurU kiyaa| indra kA Asana Dola gyaa| jaba-jaba tapasvI tapa tapate taba-taba indrAsana Dola jaataa| indra kA Asana DolA aura vaha tatkAla cintAtura ho gyaa| usane socA, khatarA paidA ho rahA hai| merA sArA aizvarya samApta ho rahA hai| mere sthAna para dUsarA A rahA hai| vaha tatkAla dharatI para aayaa| usane dekhA, eka tapasvI tapa tapa rahA hai| kAraNa samajha meM A gyaa| usane eka upAya socaa| sone kI eka sundara talavAra lAkara usane tapasvI ke pAsa rakha dI aura hAtha jor3akara kahA-'tapasvI ! maiM zahara meM jA rahA huuN| merI talavAra kucha samaya ke lie apane pAsa rakha lo| abhI-abhI lauTa jAtA huuN| Ate hI maiM apanI talavAra le luuNgaa|' tapasvI ne kahA-'acchA, rakha do| jaldI lauTa aanaa|' indra calA gyaa| eka do ghaMTe biite| dina bIta gyaa| rAta bhI bIta gii| indra lauTakara nahIM aayaa| sone kI talavAra thii| tapasvI ko surakSA karanI hI thI, anyathA use koI curA kara le jA sakatA thaa| pratIkSA karatA rhaa| indra nahIM aayaa| pratIkSA meM usakI sAdhanA hila utthii| sAdhanA kamajora ho gii| tapasvI tapasyA ko bhUla gyaa| sone kI talavAra kI surakSA smRti meM banI rhtii| sAdhanA kA Asana hilA aura indrAsana majabUta ho gyaa| maiM dekhatA hUM, jaba-jaba tapasyA zurU hotI hai, iMdrAsana Dola jAtA hai| sabake bhItara eka-eka indra baiThA hai| usakA indrAsana bhI hai| jaba-jaba AdamI dhyAna karatA hai, indra kA indrAsana Dola jAtA hai, khatarA paidA ho jAtA hai, taba phira baha sone kI talavAra rakha jAtA hai aura sAdhaka usakI surakSA meM dhyAna ko bhulA detA hai| jina logoM ne dhyAna kA abhyAsa aura anubhava kiyA hai, ve jAnate haiM, jo niSedhAtmaka vicAra nahIM Ate the, ve dhyAna-kAla meM avazva hI ubharate haiN| aisA kyoM hotA hai ? yaha isalie hotA hai jaba AdamI dhyAna karatA hai taba indrAsana Dola jAtA hai aura usa iMdrAsana kI surakSA ke lie ye sone kI talavAra (niSedhAtmaka bhAva) sAmane AtI haiN| dhyAna-sAdhaka jaba gaharAiyoM meM utaratA hai aura jaba usakA teja bar3hatA hai taba bhItara baiThA huA indra kAMpa jAtA hai| indra kA artha hai-parama aizvarya-saMpanna, parama zakti-saMpanna aura sabase bdd'aa| hamAre jIvana-cakra meM eka parama zaktisaMpanna tattva baiThA huA hai jo samUce jIvana kA saMcAlana kara rahA hai| vaha iMdra kA sthAna lie baiThA hai| vaha

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170 kaise soceM ? hai-lobha / kendra meM hai lobh| lobha sabakA saMcAlana karatA hai| yaha sabase adhika zakti-saMpanna, aizvarya-saMpanna aura vaibhava-saMpanna hai| yaha samartha hai| dUsare sAre isakI paryupAsanA meM lage rahate haiN| saiddhAntika bhASA meM kahA jAtA hai ki krodha, ahaMkAra aura mAyA ke naSTa ho jAne para bhI lobha bacA raha jAtA hai| paridhi ke samApta ho jAne para bhI kendra bacA raha jAtA hai| saba naSTa ho jAte haiM, lobha sabake anta meM naSTa hotA hai| kendra meM lobha hai aura usane eka granthi paidA kI hai mamatA kii| isIlie manuSya ke jIvana meM niSedhAtmaka vicAroM kA sAmrAjya hai| vidheyAtmaka vicAra kama Ate haiM, niSedhAtmaka vicAra adhika Ate haiN| pratyeka vyakti ke mana meM bhaya kI bhAvanA ubharatI rahatI hai| aniSTa kalpanAeM aura AzaMkAeM AtI rahatI haiN| yaha ho jAegA, vaha ho jAegA-Adi kI ciMtA se AdamI kA mana bharA rahatA hai| pratyeka vyakti yadi AtmAlocana kare Atma-nirIkSaNa kare to use sahaja jJAta ho jAegA ki usameM nabbe pratizata vicAra niSedhAtmaka aura muzkila se dasa pratizata vicAra vidhAyaka Ate haiN| jaba AdamI dhyAna kI avasthA meM hotA hai taba ve sAre niSedhAtmaka vicAra ubharate haiM, unakA jAla-sA bicha jAtA hai| prAcIna sAhitya meM devoM ke sAtha jur3I huI ghaTanAoM kA pracura vivaraNa milatA hai| yadi dhyAna aura sAdhanA ke saMdarbha meM inakI vyAkhyA kI jAe to vahAM deva, pizAca yA rAkSasa nahIM ttikeNge| ve sArI ghaTanAeM niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM kI ghaTanAeM hoNgii| deva, rAkSasa yA pizAca-yaha saba hamArA niSedhAtmaka vicAra hI hai| bhagavAn mahAvIra ke yuga kI ghaTanA hai| vArANasI nagarI meM eka zramaNopAsaka rahatA thaa| usakA nAma thA cuulniipitaa| usane bhagavAn mahAvIra se dharmaprajJapti svIkAra kI aura satata dharma-jAgarikA karane lgaa| eka dina vaha pauSadhazAlA meM sAdhanA kara rahA thaa| dina biitaa| rAta aaii| AdhI rAta bIta gii| vaha jAgarUka thaa| so nahIM rahA thaa| dhyAna kI sAdhanA cala rahI thii| cAroM ora aMdhakAra hI aMdhakAra thaa| para usakA anta: karaNa dhyAna kI jyoti meM jagamagA rahA thaa| sone ke samaya dhyAna kI sAdhanA acchI calatI hai| andhakAra meM prakAza kI sAdhanA jyAdA acchI calatI hai| prakAza aura prakAza kA mela nahIM hotaa| andhakAra meM prakAza kA adhika mela baiThatA hai| madhyarAtrI kA samaya / nIrava vaataavrnn| ekAnta aura zAMta sthiti| cUlanIpitA dharmadhyAna meM lIna baiThA hai| akasmAt use pratIta huA ki eka deva sAmane prakaTa huA hai| deva ne kahA-'devAnupriya ! kyA kara rahe ho ? dhyAna

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niSedhAtmaka bhAva 171 sAdhanA ko chor3a do| isase kucha bhI honA-jAnA nahIM hai|' cUlanIpitA zAMta aura sahaja baiThA rhaa| deva ne do-tIna bAra kahA / para cUlanIpitA mauna aura zAMta / deva phira bolA-suna nahIM rahe ho ? chor3a do dhyAna ko| sAdhanA ko tilAJjali dekara cale jAo yahAM se| agara tuma merI bAta nahIM mAnoge to tumheM usakA aniSTa pariNAma bhugatanA hogaa| pariNAma bahuta bhayaMkara hogaa| uTho, cale jAo apane ghara / cUlanIpitA pUrvavat aDola, aprakaMpa aura avicala baiThA rhaa| deva bolA-tuma nahIM mAnate ho to lo, maiM abhI tumhAre jyeSTha putra ko tumhAre sAmane lAkara mAratA huuN| usake Tukar3e-Tukar3e kara kar3AI meM talatA hUM aura usa putra ko cUnalIpitA ke samakSa mArA, Tukar3e-Tukar3e kara kar3AI meM talA aura phira usake rakta se cUlanIpitA ke zarIra ko siiNcaa| itanA hone para cUlanIpitA avicalita rhaa| vaha apanI dhyAna sAdhanA meM lagA rhaa| deva bolA-'bar3e DhITha ho, nirdayI aura nirmama ho| eka ora dhArmika ArAdhanA kA DhoMga kara rahe ho aura dUsarI ora karuNA kA srota sUkhatA jA rahA hai| dhArmika vaha hotA hai, jisameM karuNA hotI hai| beTA tar3apa-tar3apa kara mara rahA hai aura tuma itane nirdayI ho, usako bacAne ke lie bhI nahIM uTha rahe ho| acchA, aba bhI mAna jaao| anyathA maiM tumhAre do aura putroM kI bhI vahI dazA karUMgA, jo pahale putra kI hai| chor3a do dharma-karma ko| putra kI rakSA kro|' cUlanIpitA para isakA koI asara nahIM huaa| deva ne maMjhale lar3ake ko usake sAmane mArA, Tukar3e-Tukar3e kie, kar3Ahe meM talA aura rakta se cUlanIpitA ke zarIra ko siiNcaa| para cUlanIpitA kA eka roma bhI nahIM hilaa| deva ne kaniSTha putra kI bhI vahI dazA kii| para cUlanIpitA pUrvavat dharma meM lagA rhaa| tInoM putroM kI hatyA ho gii| deva nirAza ho gyaa| cUlanIpitA kA eka roma bhI prakaMpita nahIM huaa| deva khisiyA gyaa| usane anta meM kahA-'cUlanIpitA ! nahIM mAnate ho to aba maiM tumhArI mAtA bhadrA ko ghara se nikAla kara lAtA hUM aura tumhAre sAmane usake Tukar3e-Tukar3e kara kar3Ahe meM talatA huuN|' cUlanIpitA ne sunaa| usane socA-yaha duSTa aura anArya puruSa kucha bhI kara sakatA hai| mere tInoM putroM kI isane hatyA kara ddaalii| aba merI mAM ko bhI mAra ddaalegaa| mAM ke prati mamatA ubhara aayii| sneha umar3A, bhItara kA indrAsana Dola gayA, dhyAna kA Asana Dola gyaa| vaha sAdhanA ko chor3a usa

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172 kaise soceM ? duSTa puruSa ko pakar3ane daudd'aa| puruSa AkAza meM ur3a gyaa| ghara ke saba loga daur3e-daur3e aae| na putroM kI hatyA huI thii| na mAM ko mArane kI kisI ne taiyArI kI thii| na kar3Aha thA na mAMsa thA, kucha bhI nahIM thaa| sArI devamAyA thii| isa ghaTanA kI paurANika vyAkhyA yaha ho sakatI hai ki deva AyA aura usane vaisA ghaTita kiyaa| dhyAna yA yoga ke saMdarbha meM isakI yaha vyAkhyA ho sakatI hai-vahAM na koI deva thA, na aura kucha thaa| vyakti ke apane niSedhAtmaka bhAva jAge aura una bhAvoM ne eka mAyAjAla racA ki usa mAyAjAla meM tInoM lar3ake sAmane mAre gae, tale gae, bhAtA bhadrA kI bAta bhI AI aadi-aadi| jaba niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM kA tAMtA samApta huA aura jaise hI dhyAna TUTA saba kucha samApta ho gayA, kucha bhI nahIM rhaa| isa duniyA meM jIne vAlA pratyeka vyakti hiMsA aura mArakATa se paricita hai, hatyA aura AtmahatyA se paricita hai| vaha corI, DakaitI aura aparAdha ko jAnatA hai| vaha sabhI prakAra kI upadravI aura aparAdhI manovRttiyoM ko jAnatA hai| ye sArI ghaTanAeM smRti meM aMkita rahatI haiN| aneka ghaTanAeM AdamI svayaM bhogatA hai aura aneka ghaTanAyeM vaha sunatA hai-sabakI smRtiyAM aMkita ho jAtI haiN| eka janma kI nahIM, aneka janmoM kI smRtiyoM ko AdamI saMjoe rahatA hai| ye aMkana bhAva-zarIra meM hote haiN| jaba AdamI bAharI ceSTAoM aura pravRttiyoM se uparata hokara ekAgra hotA hai taba ye bhItarI smRtiyAM ubharatI haiM, sAkSAt hone lagatI haiN| kauna vyakti aisA hai jisane jIvoM ko na mArA ho, hatyAeM na kI hoM ? kauna vyakti aisA hai jisane jhUTha na bolA ho, kapaTa aura mAyAjAla na racA ho ! kauna vyakti aisA hai jisane coriyAM, DakaitiyAM, lUTapATa yA anya aparAdha na kie hoM ? pratyeka vyakti ne kie haiM, isa janma meM nahIM to atIta ke ananta janmoM meM to kie hI haiN| ina pravRttiyoM ke sUkSma saMskAra hamAre bhAva-zarIra meM cipake hue haiN| ve par3he nahIM jA sakate, dekhe nahIM jA skte| jaba AdamI dhyAna kI avasthA meM hotA hai to USmA bar3hatI hai| usa USmA kI AMca meM ve sUkSma aMkana pighala kara sthUla banate haiM, sthUla lipiyoM meM ubharate haiM taba aisA lagatA hai ki koI deva Akara satA rahA hai, koI rAkSasa yA pizAca Akara pIr3ita kara rahA hai| ajIba-ajIba dRzya sAmane Ate haiM aura taba AdamI ghabar3A jAtA hai| Ayurveda kA siddhAMta hai ki prAta:kAla uThate hI oMkAra kA japa karanA caahie| pratyeka dharma saMpradAya kahatA hai ki uThate hI bhagavAn kA nAma smaraNa karanA caahie| AtmavAdI darzana kahate haiM ki uThate hI Atma-cintana yA

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niSedhAtmaka bhAva 173 Atma-nirIkSaNa karanA caahie| ye sAre vidhAyaka bhAva ko jagAne ke sAdhana haiN| jaba prAtaH kAla uThate hI vidhAyaka bhAva kA cakkA ghUma jAtA hai to pUrA dina usI jAgRti meM bItatA hai / yadi uThate hI burI bAta sAmane AtI hai to niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM kA cakkA ghUmane laga jAtA hai aura pUrA dina usI meM gujaratA hai / Aja sthiti kucha badala gaI hai / Aja kA AdamI uThate hI yA to cAya pInA pasanda karatA hai, akhabAra dekhanA pasanda karatA hai yA phira reDiyo sunanA pasanda karatA hai| akhabAra meM use niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM ko jagAne kI sAmagrI adhika milatI hai aura taba AdamI kA mana pUre dina taka unhIM kI udher3abuna meM bIta jAtA hai| Aja ke akhabAroM meM mArakATa, hatyA, balAtkAra, corI, DakaitI, lUTa-khasoTa yA eksIDenToM ke samAcAra adhika hote haiM / vaha romAMcakArI ghaTanAoM se bharA rahatA hai| ye sArI niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM kI ghaTanAeM haiM aura ye ghaTanAeM par3hane vAlo meM niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM kI sRSTi karatI haiN| AdamI pUre dina unhIM ke prabhAvoM meM rahatA hai| Aja ke AdamI kA yaha hai prabhu-bhajana, yaha hai AlocanA kI prakriyA aura yaha hai oMkAra jApa / isalie aisA anubhava hotA hai ki dainika caryA ke nirdhAraNa meM bhI AdamI kI dRSTi vaijJAnika nahIM hai| usakI pUrI dinacaryA avaijJAnika hai / dhyAna aura sAdhanA kI bAta to bahuta Age kI bAta hai, para dinacaryA kI bAta to prAthamika I dinacaryA kaise zurU ho ? dinacaryA kaise sampanna ho ? dinacaryA kA Adi-bindu kyA ho ? dinacaryA kA antima bindu kyA ho ? ina saba para AdamI ko pahale socanA caahie| purAne jamAne meM isa viSaya para bahuta dhyAna diyA gayA thA / unhoMne svAsthya rakSA ke sAtha-sAtha isakA bhI nirdeza diyA thA ki svasthavRtta kA dhyAna rakho / yadi tuma zArIrika, mAnasika aura bhAvanAtmaka dRSTi se svastha rahanA cAhate ho to amuka bindu se dinacaryA prArambha karo aura amuka bindu para usakI samApti karo / hamArI dinacaryA kA Adi-bindu honA cAhie zaktimaya, caitanyamaya aura Anandamaya prabhu kA darzana / dUsare zabdoM meM hamArI dinacaryA prArambha honI cAhie prekSA se, darzana se / uThate hI hama apane iSTa ko dekheM / iSTa vaha hotA hai jo zaktimaya hai, caitanyamaya hai aura Anandamaya hai / jo zaktizUnya hai, caitanyazUnya aura AnandazUnya hai vaha kabhI iSTa nahIM bana sakatA / pratyeka AdamI uThate hI apanI hatheliyoM aura rasa aMguliyoM ko dekhatA hai| isalie dekhatA hai ki vaha jAnatA hai- 'karAgre vasati lakSmIH ' - hAtha kI aMguliyoM meM lakSmI

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174 kaise soceM ? kA nivAsa hai| lakSmI kalyANakArI hai, burI nahIM hai| lakSmI zakti, caitanya aura Ananda kA pratIka hai| jaba lakSmI nahIM hotI hai to sArI zakti lupta ho jAtI hai, caitanya gAyaba ho jAtA hai aura Ananda tirohita ho jAtA hai| lakSmI zakti, caitanya aura Ananda-isa trayI kI pratIka hai| lakSmI hamArA iSTa hai| cAhe koI bhagavAn ko lakSmI mAne, arihaMta ko lakSmI mAne, apanI AtmA ko lakSmI mAne-ye sArI lakSmiyAM haiN| daridratA kabhI iSTa nahIM bana sktii| vaha isa tripadI se zUnya hai| lakSmI aura daridratA-ye do pratIka haiM saMpAdAoM ke aura vipadAoM ke| lakSmI saMpadA kI pratIka hai aura daridratA ApadA kI pratIka hai| jitanI daivI zaktiyAM, Atmika anubhUtiyAM aura vizeSatAeM haiM, unakA pratIka banA diyA lakSmI ko aura jitanI vipattiyAM haiM, niSedhAtmaka bhAva haiM, bure vicAra haiM unakA pratIka banA diyA daridratA ko| eka paMDita rAjA ke pAsa gyaa| dhana cAhatA thaa| rAjA ko prabhAvita karane ke lie usane eka yukti DhUMDha nikaalii| rAjA ko dekhate hI usane namaskAra kiyA aura vaha bolA-'mahArAja ? maiM ApakA bhAI hUM aura bahuta dUra se milane AyA huuN|' rAjA ne dekhaa| phaTe-kapar3e, burA hAla / usakA ceharA paricita bhI nahIM, jAnA-pahacAnA bhI nhiiN| rAjA stabdha aura avAk raha gyaa| paMDita bolA-'Apa bolate kyoM nahIM ? kyA Apane mujhe nahIM pahacAnA? . maiM ApakA choTA bhAI huuN| bahuta dinoM bAda AyA huuN|' rAjA ne usakI udaMDatA ko najaraaMdAja karate hue kahA-batAo, mere bhAI kaise hue ? bhAI ho aura maiM na pahacAnUM, yaha kaise ho sakatA hai| paMDita bolA-maiM asatya nahIM kaha rahA huuN| hUM to ApakA hI bhaaii| rAjA ne pUchA-kaise ! paMDita bolA-rAjan ! merI mAM kA nAma hai ApadA aura ApakI mAM kA nAma hai sNpdaa| ApadA aura saMpadA-donoM bahineM haiN| isalie maiM ApakI mausI ko beTA bhAI huuN| aba to pahacAnA Apane? 'ApadA ca mama mAtA, tava mAtA ca sNpdaa| ApatsaMpade bhaginyau, tenAhaM bAndhavo nRpa ! / / ' ApadA aura saMpadA-ye donoM sagI bahine haiN| donoM sAtha rahatI haiN| saMbhavata: zarIra kA dAMyA-bAMyA bhAga bhI unhIM kA pratIka hai| dAMyA bhAga lakSmI kA hai, saMpadA kA hai aura bAMyA bhAga daridratA kA hai, vipadA kA hai| Aja sArI duniyA meM do hI mArga haiM-dakSiNa mArga aura vAma maarg| dharma ke kSetra meM bhI do hI mArga haiM-dakSiNamArgI aura vaammaargii| tAMtrika vAmamArgI hote haiM aura dUsare dhArmika dakSiNamArgI hote haiN| rAjanIti ke kSetra meM bhI

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niSedhAtmaka bhAva 175 dakSiNamArga aura vAmamArga-ye do hI mArga haiN| hamAre zarIra meM, vicAroM meM aura jIvana meM bhI ye do mArga calate haiN| eka hai vidhAyaka bhAvoM kA mArga aura eka hai niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM kA maarg| vidhAyaka bhAvoM kA mArga hai dakSiNa mArga aura niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM kA mArga hai vAma maarg| isa mArga para bahuta bhIr3abhAr3a hai| yaha cAlU rAstA hai| yaha itanA vyasta mArga hai ki pratipala bharA rahatA hai| vidhAyaka mArga becArA khAlI par3A rahatA hai| vaha caur3A rAstA hai, bhIr3a bhI nahIM hai, para kabhI-kabhI bhUlA-bhaTakA udhara se gujarate hue dekhA jAtA hai| khAlI rahatA hai yaha maarg| hama jaba-jaba sAdhanA meM baiThate haiM, bAeM mArga ko sApha karane kA prayatna karate haiM aura dAeM mArga para prasthAna karane ke lie paira bar3hAte haiM taba bAeM mArga kI bhIr3a-bhAr3a hamAre sAmane se gujaratI hai| vaha sImA kA atikramaNa bhI kara detI hai| dhyAna karate samaya aneka pralobhana bhare vicAra Ate haiN| yadi sAdhaka pralobhanoM kI cikanI-cupar3I bAtoM meM A jAtA hai to usakI sAdhanA kA Asana prakampita ho jAtA hai| prAcIna samaya ke RSi-muniyoM kI aneka ghaTanAeM sunate haiN| kahA jAtA hai ki unake sAmane aneka pralobhana upasthita hue| kucha pralobhana meM Akara apanI sthiti se cyuta ho gae aura kucha ne pralobhana ko nIce dabAkara apanI sthiti ko ubhAra kara rkhaa| naciketA ko yamarAja ne aneka pralobhana die| yamarAja ne kahA-naciketA ! tuma satya ko jAnane kI bAta chor3a do| yaha Agraha mata rkho| tuma dhana, parivAra, rAjya yA vaibhava maaNgo| maiM saba kucha duuNgaa| satya kI bAta chor3a do| naciketA ne kahA-yamadeva ! maiM kucha bhI nahIM caahtaa| maiM kevala amaratva ko jAnanA cAhatA hUM, satya ko jAnanA cAhatA huuN| upaniSadoM meM varNita maitreyI aura gArgI kA saMvAda aura uttarAdhyayana sUtra meM varNita kamalAvatI kA saMvAda-isI tathya ko ujAgara karatA hai ki satya ko jAnane ke sivAe saba pralobhana haiN| ve phisalAte haiN| jo vyakti pralobhana aura bhaya se bacakara apane vidhAyaka bhAvoM ke sRjana meM sakSama hotA jAtA hai vaha apane Asana se kabhI nahIM ddoltaa| vaha Age bar3hatA jAtA hai| jo vyakti niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM ke Avarta meM phaMsa jAtA hai, usakA Asana Dola jAtA hai| hama mUla para dhyAna deN| bahuta bAra yaha prazna sAmane AtA hai ki hamAre jIvana kA saMcAlana kauna kara rahA hai ? kendrIya tattva kauna-sA hai, jisakI paridhi meM jIvana kA saMcAlana ho rahA hai ? hama khojeM, zAMti aura ekAgratA ke sAtha khojeM / Akhira khojate-khojate hameM yaha jJAta ho jAegA ki kendra meM baiThA hai lobha / usa para hama dhyAna kendrita kreN| usane mamatA aura moha ko paidA

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176 kaise soceM ? kiyA hai| usane aisA prapaMca racA hai ki AdamI mArA-mArA phira rahA hai| vaha jIvana bhI usakI parikramA karatA hai| maiM kaI bAra socatA hUM ki kolhU kA yaha baila cakkara kyoM lagA rahA hai ? kAraNa kyA hai ? ananta kAla se vaha cakkara lagA rahA hai| para parikramA kabhI pUrI hI nahIM hotii| para eka suvidhA hai| AdamI ne usa baila kI AMkha para paTTI bAMdha rakhI hai| yadi usakI AMkheM khulI raha jAeM to duvidhA ho sakatI hai| samajhadAra hai kolhU ke baila ko calAne vaalaa| usakI AMkheM baMda kara detA hai, jisase use patA na cale ki vaha kahAM jA rahA hai| na jAne kitanA lambA rAstA taya kara liyA hai| para usa becAre ko kyA patA hai ki korI parikramA ho rahI hai, gati nahIM ho rahI hai| kolhU kA baila jIvana bhara calatA hai, parikramA karatA hai, use yadi jIvana kI saMdhyA meM pUchA jAe ki tuma kitane cale ? kyA uttara hogA ? calA kucha bhI nhiiN| usI lakIra para parikramA detA rhaa| hama kendra para dhyAna deN| mUla vRtti ko pkdd'eN| yadi dhyAna kI sAdhanA karane vAlA vyakti kendrIya vRtti ko nahIM pakar3egA, usakI khoja nahIM karegA to dhyAna sAdhanA bahuta saphala nahIM ho skegii| use kendrIya vRtti ko pakar3akara yaha jAnanA hai ki kauna-sA tattva sAre niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM kA saMcAlana kara rahA hai| ye sabhI niSedhAtmaka bhAva kahAM se A rahe haiM ? yadi vaha ina bhAvoM ko pakar3ane meM sakSama ho jAtA hai to sAdhanA saphala ho jAtI hai| taba vaha jAna jAegA ki krodha kyoM paidA ho rahA hai ? ahaMkAra aura bhaya kyoM paidA ho rahA hai| kAraNa samajha meM A jaaegaa| jitane niSedhAtmaka bhAva haiM ve sAre ekatrita mila jaaeNge| cora jela meM thaa| vaha sIkhacoM se bAhara jhAMka rahA thaa| eka AdamI ne pUchA-'are, kisakI pratIkSA kara rahe ho ? kyA koI milane Ane vAlA hai ?' vaha bolA-'bAhara se kauna AegA ? mere parivAra ke sAre sadasya yahIM haiM, jela meM hI haiN| bAhara koI hai hI nhiiN|' sAre niSedhAtmaka bhAva bhItara haiN| bAhara se Ane vAlA koI nahIM hai| jaba kendra meM sthita lobha pakar3a liyA jAegA taba patA calegA ki ahaMkAra, bhaya, IrSyA, mAtsarya-ye saba bhItara hI baiThe haiN| bAta samajha meM A jaaegii| sacAI kA udghATana ho jaaegaa|

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vidheyAtmaka bhAva duniyA meM koI bhI tattva aisA nahIM hai jo na badalatA ho| sabameM parivartana hotA hai| hRdaya meM bhI parivartana hotA hai| hRdaya-parivartana'-isa prayoga kA eka vizeSa tAtparya hai| yaha koI hRdaya ko hI badala denA nahIM hai, cenja oNpha hArTa nahIM hai| cenja oNpha hArTa to Aja DaoNkTara karate hI haiN| ve kRtrima hRdaya lagAkara AdamI ko lambe samaya taka jIvita rakha lete haiN| __ pati aura patnI-donoM DAkTara ke pAsa ge| pati kA hRdaya kamajora thaa| usako bAra-bAra hRdaya-roga ho jAtA thA, hArTa Trabala ho jAtA thaa| DaoNkTara ko dikhaayaa| DaoNkTara ne kahA-oNparezana karanA hogaa| oNparezana ho jaayegaa| maiM jIrNa-zIrNa ko badalakara, majabUta hArTa lagA duuNgaa| oNparezana kiyaa| hArTa badala diyaa| vaha svastha ho gyaa| eka bAra vaha patnI DaoNkTara se milii| DaoNkTara ne pUchA-kaise haiM tumhAre pati ? svastha haiM ? hArTa ThIka kAma kara rahA hai ? vaha bolI-DaoNkTara mahodaya!. pati bilkula svastha haiN| hArTa ThIka kAma kara rahA hai| para Ajakala unheM kyA ho gayA ki ve jhUThe vAde bahuta karate haiM, jhUThe AzvAsana bahuta dene lage haiN| DAkTara bolA-'are' mere se hI bhUla ho gii| maine jaldabAjI meM eka rAjanetA kA hArTa unheM lagA diyaa|' / hArTa badala dene mAtra se hRdaya-parivartana ho gayA, aisA mAnanA ajJAnapUrNa hai| hama jisa hRdaya-parivartana kI carcA kara rahe haiM, vaha eka hRdaya ko nikAla kara kRtrima hRdaya lagA denA nahIM hai, kisI AdamI kA hRdaya dUsare AdamI para pratyAropita karanA nahIM hai| hRdaya-parivartana se hamArA tAtparya hai niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM ko samApta kara vidhAyaka bhAvoM ko jgaanaa| pratyeka vyakti ke bhItara do dhArAeM pravAhita hotI haiN| eka hai niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM kI dhArA aura dUsarI hai vidheyAtmaka bhAvoM kI dhArA / ghRNA, IrSyA, dveSa, rAga-ye sAre niSedhAtmaka bhAva haiN| inakI eka dhArA pravAhita ho rahI hai| maitrI, ahiMsA, sahiSNutA, Arjava, mArdava-ye vidheyAtmaka bhAva haiN| inakI eka dhArA pravAhita ho rahI hai| ye donoM dhArAeM pratyeka AdamI meM pravAhita rahatI haiM para hamArI isa duniyA meM niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM kI dhArA ko prakaTa hone kA bahuta avasara milatA hai, nimitta aneka mila jAte haiN| paga-paga para itane nimitta haiM ki niSedhAtmaka bhAva sahajatA se utpanna ho jAte haiN| hamArA koI bhI AcaraNa yA vyavahAra Akasmika nahIM hotaa| kisI ko gussA AtA hai to hama socate haiM ki yaha Akasmika hai| para

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178 kaise soceM ? koI Aveza Akasmika nahIM aataa| vaha koI Akasmika ghaTanA nahIM hai| koI ghRNA karatA hai, vaha Akasmika nahIM hai| hamAre bhItara ve bhAva nirantara pravAhita haiN| unakI dhArA satata calatI rahatI hai| nimitta milane para bhAva prakaTa hote haiN| unakI abhivyakti hotI hai, utpatti nahIM hotii| ve mAtra abhivyakta hote haiM, utpanna nahIM hote| ve nae rUpa se nahIM jnmte| ve janme hue hI haiN| nimitta milatA hai aura abhivyakta ho jAte haiN| pratyeka padArtha ke sAtha do paryAya jur3e hue rahate haiM-vyakta aura avyakta / avyakta paryAya vyakta ho jAtA hai aura vyakta paryAya avyakta ho jAtA hai| yaha bhAvadhArA avyakta hai, sUkSma hai| ise nimitta milatA hai aura taba yaha vyakta ho jAtI hai| vyakta hone para hama ise AcaraNa kaha dete haiN| kisI bhI AcaraNa yA vyavahAra kI vyAkhyA AcaraNa aura vyavahAra ke svarUpa ke AdhAra para nahIM kI jA sktii| bhAvadhArA ke AdhAra para kI jA sakatI hai| AcaraNa se hameM patA cala jAtA hai ki vyakti meM kisa prakAra kI bhAvadhArA pravAhita ho rahI hai| jo vyakti kSaNa-kSaNa meM krodha karatA hai, uttejita hotA hai, bhayabhIta hotA hai, ahaMkAra-grasta hotA hai to mAna lenA cAhie ki usameM usa samaya niSedhAtmaka bhAvadhArA pravAhita ho rahI hai aura vaha vyakti usI ke pravAha meM pravAhita hokara ina AvezoM se AviSTa ho rahA hai| koI AdamI sahiSNu hai, kSamAzIla aura vinayI hai, anuzAsita aura ahaMkArazUnya hai, maitrI aura prema se paripUrNa hai to mAna lenA cAhie ki usameM usa samaya vidhAyaka bhAvadhArA baha rahI hai|yh sArA Akasmika nahIM hotaa| yadi Akasmika hotA to hara koI kara letaa| vyakti ne bhItara kI dhArA meM jAkara vidhAyaka bhAvadhArA ko sakriya banAne kA prayatna kiyA hai| vaha bhAvadhArA isa dizA meM pravAhita hai aura vaha nimitta pAkara prakaTa ho jAtI hai| bar3A Azcarya hotA hai| virodhI nimitta meM bhI donoM prakAra kI ghaTanAeM milatI haiN| anukUla nimitta meM ghaTanA ghaTita hotI hai, Azcarya nahIM hotaa| jaise nimitta hai kSamA kA aura jAga jAtA hai krodha, nimitta hai krodha kA, aura jAga jAtI hai kssmaa| bar3e Azcarya kI bAta hai| ___eka kahAnI hai| zItalA devI kA maMdira thaa| eka kauA Akara baiTha gyaa| zItalA devI bolI-are, yahAM kaise Ae ? kyoM baiThe ho yahAM? kauA bolA-kyA yahAM koI nahIM A sakatA ? kyA isa sthAna para terA hI adhikAra hai ? kauA baiThA rhaa| vaha bIMTe karane lgaa| aneka bAra bITa kii| zItalA bolI-are bhAI kauA . Aja to bahuta ThaMDI-ThaMDI bITa kara rahA hai| kaue ne uttejita hokara kahA-jo garma bITa kare use rakha, mujhe yahAM nahIM rahanA hai| kauA ur3a gyaa| __ zItalA devI bahuta sIdhI-sAdhI bAta kara rahI thii| vaha apane Apa meM

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vidheyAtmaka bhAva zAMta thii| para kauA uttejanA se bharA huA bAta kara rahA thaa| aisA bahuta bAra hotA hai / kSamA kA nimitta bhI krodha jagA detA hai aura krodha ubharatA hI nhiiN| tIrthaMkaroM aura sAdhakoM kI aneka ghaTanAeM hamAre samakSa haiM, jisameM krodha aura uttejanA ko ubhArane kA prayatna kiyA gayA, para ve tIrthaMkara aura sAdhaka kSamA kI UrjA bikherate rhe| ve kupita hue hI nhiiN| bAra-bAra prayatna karane para bhI, prayatna karane vAle ko saphalatA nahIM milii| __mahArASTra ke eka mahAn sAdhaka saMta ekanAtha nadI meM snAna kara aate| eka vyakti una para thUka detaa| saMta puna: nadI para jAte, snAna karate aura ghara kI ora prasthAna krte| para phira vaha vyakti una para thUka detaa| ve punaH snAna kara aate| snAna karane aura thUkane kA krama calatA rhaa| unheM ikkIsa bAra snAna karanA pdd'aa| aMta meM vaha vyakti hAra gayA aura jaba saMta ikkIsavIM bAra snAna kara A rahe the taba pairoM meM lur3hakakara kSamA yAcanA karane lgaa| saMta ne use uThAkara chAtI se lagAte hue kahA-bhAI ! tuma mere parama sakhA ho| maiM mAM godAvarI kI goda meM pratidina eka bAra jA pAtA huuN| Aja tumhAre yoga se mAM kI goda meM ikkIsa bAra jAne kA suavasara milaa| dhanya ho gyaa| tuma mere upakArI ho| kyA kAraNa hai ki virodhI nimittoM ke hone para bhI bhinna prakAra kI ghaTanAeM ghaTa jAtI haiM ? ina sArI bAtoM se yaha patA calatA hai ki bhItara meM jisa prakAra kI bhAvadhArA hotI hai, usI prakAra kA AcaraNa abhivyakta hotA hai| vahAM nimitta gauNa aura akiMcitkara ho jAte haiN| umAdAna kA sthAna pahalA aura nimitta kA duusraa| bhAvadhArA upAdAna hai| yadi hama bhItara kI bhAvadhArA ko mor3a dete haiM to vahAM bAhara ke nimitta bahuta prabhAva nahIM DAla skte| jaba taka vyakti dhyAna ke dvArA bhItara praveza nahIM karatA, bhItarI gaharAiyoM meM nahIM utaratA aura apane anta:karaNa ko pahacAnane kA prayatna nahIM karatA taba taka nimitta hAvI rahatA hai aura taba AdamI usI ke prabhAva meM jIne lagatA hai| kintu jisa vyakti ne dhyAna ke dvArA apane bhAvoM ko pahacAna liyA hai, unake sAtha saMparka sthApita kara liyA hai, vahAM nimitta gauNa ho jAte haiM aura bhAva pradhAna bana jAte haiN| prAcIna sAhitya meM dasa prakAra ke dharma, cAra yA bAraha prakAra kI anuprekSAeM tathA aneka prakAra ke Alambana batalAe gae haiN| unake pratipAdana kA kAraNa kyA thA ? vaha yahI to thA ki sAdhaka ina mAdhyamoM se bhAvoM ke sAtha sIdhA saMparka sthApita kara sake, bhAvadhArA taka pahuMca sake aura jo zuddha bhAvadhArA hai, vidhAyaka bhAvadhArA hai, usako jagA ske|

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180 kaise soceM ? dhyAna karane vAle aura dhyAna na karane vAle vyakti tathA dharma kI ArAdhanA karane vAle aura na karane vAle vyakti meM yadi koI bhedarekhA khIMcanI ho to yahI khIMcI jA sakatI hai ki apane prayatnoM ke dvArA vidhAyaka bhAvoM kI dhArA ko sakriya karatA hai, pravAhita karatA hai, vaha dhyAnI hotA hai, dhArmika hotA hai, ArAdhaka hotA hai| jo aisA nahIM kara pAtA, jo niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM kI dhArA meM vizeSa rasa letA hai, vaha adhArmika hotA hai, vaha dhyAna karane vAlA nahIM hotaa| yaha bahuta hI manovaijJAnika pahacAna hai dhArmika aura adhArmika kI, dhyAnI aura adhyAnI kii| isI bhedarekhA ke AdhAra para manuSya ke sAre AcaraNoM aura vyavahAroM kI vyAkhyA kI jA sakatI hai| Aja loga ciMtita haiM, isa duniyA meM hiMsaka ghaTanAeM bahuta ghaTita ho rahI haiM, jhUTha bahuta bolA jA rahA hai, coriyAM aura DakaitiyAM adhika ho rahI haiM, balAtkAra aura vyabhicAra bar3hA hai, IrSyA aura dveSa kA bolabAlA hai, aparAdha dinodina bar3ha rahe haiM, upadrava aura AkrAmaka vRttiyAM aniyaMtrita ho rahI haiM, sAmrAjyavAdI manovRtti phaila rahI hai-isakA kAraNa kyA hai ? bhAvadhArAoM ke AdhAra para yaha sugamatA se kahA jA sakatA hai ki Aja niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM kI adhika sakriyatA se hiMsA Adi ko sahArA milatA hai aura taba samAja meM ye vRttiyAM adhika panapatI haiN| prazna hotA hai ki manuSya meM vidhAyaka bhAva adhika haiM yA niSedhAtmaka bhAva ? kisako kama batAeM aura kisako adhika ? prazna jaTila hai para jaTila prazna kA uttara bhI hameM prApta ho jAtA hai| eka zukarAja rAjA ke pAsa gyaa| donoM meM saMvAda huaa| zukarAja kI buddhi para rAjA stabdha raha gyaa| use bahuta Azcarya huaa| usane pUchA-zukarAja! Aja bahuta vilamba se phuNce| zukarAja bolA-mahArAja ! maiM bhI apanI jAti kI prajA kA rAjA huuN| mujhe usakA pAlana-poSaNa karanA hotA hai| sadasyoM meM mAmale nipaTAne hote haiN| usakA nyAya karanA hotA hai| Aja eka aisA hI mAmalA sAmane A gayA thA, use nipaTAne meM samaya laga gyaa| do sUe lar3ate-jhagar3ate mere samakSa aae| maiMne unake vivAda kA kAraNa puuchaa| eka sUe ne kahA-rAjan ! hama donoM meM 'maladvAra' ke viSaya meM vivAda huaa| maiMne kahA-maladvAra adhika haiM aura mukhadvAra kama haiN| yaha kahatA hai ki maladvAra utane hI haiM jitane mukhdvaar| kama yA adhika nahIM haiN| zukarAja bolA-rAjan ! yaha jaTila prazna thaa| para maiMne apane buddhibala se use nipaTA diyA, usakA samAdhAna de diyaa| rAjA kI jijJAsA bddh'ii| usane pUchA-kaise nipaTAyA ? sunaao| zukarAja bolA-rAjan ! jinake maladvAra haiM unake mukhadvAra haiM aura jinake mukhadvAra haiM unake maladvAra haiN| kiMtu aise AdamI bhI

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vidheyAtmaka bhAva 181 isa duniyA meM bahuta haiM jo apanI bAta se mukara jAte haiM, inakAra kara jAte haiM, una AdamiyoM ke mukhadvAra nahIM hotA, maladvAra hotA hai| ata: maiMne kahA-duniyA meM maladvAra adhika haiN| mAmalA nipaTa gyaa| isI prakAra Aja duniyA meM maladvAra-niSedhAtmaka bhAva adhika haiN| honA to yaha cAhie ki vidhAyaka bhAva adhika hoM, yA donoM samatulya hoN| pUrA samIkaraNa ho| kintu samIkaraNa hai nhiiN| niSedhAtmaka bhAvadhArA adhika teja hai, gatizIla hai, isalie vANI kI viSamatA, bhAvoM kI viSamatA aura AcaraNoM kI viSamatA atyadhika mAtrA meM hai| jaba niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM kA itanA Adhipatya hai, vahAM vidhAyaka bhAvoM ko jagA pAnA bahuta kaThina ho jAtA hai| bar3I samasyA hai| kintu jaba hRdaya-parivartana kI samasyA para vicAra karate haiM to hameM eka prayatna karanA hogaa| vaha prayatna hogA ki hama aise AlaMbanoM ko svIkAra kareM, jinake dvArA niSedhAtmaka bhAva kI dhArA gauNa bana jAe aura vidhAyaka bhAvoM kI dhArA pradhAna bana jaae| AdamI kisI bhI cIja ko yakAyaka miTA nahIM sktaa| jo sthira ho jAtA hai use nikAlanA kaThina hotA hai| yaha vyavahAra meM bhI hama dekhate haiM jo aphasara gajaTeDa lisTa meM A jAte haiM, phira sarakAra bhI unheM avadhi se pahale nikAla nahIM sktii| yadi sarakAra aisA karatI hai to nyAyAlaya usa aphasara kI madada karane ke lie taiyAra hai| nilaMbita vyakti kI sarvisa puna: cAlU ho jAtI hai| sarakAra ko nyAyAlaya kA Adeza mAnanA hotA hai| sarakAra nilaMbita nahIM kara sakatI para itanA avazya kara sakatI hai ki aphasara ko aise pradeza yA sthAna meM sthAnAntarita kara detI hai ki use binA nilambana, nilambana kA anubhava ho jAtA hai| niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM kI bhI yahI sthiti hai| ve itanI dRr3hatA se sthApita ho cuke haiM ki unheM nilambita karanA, nikAla bAhara karanA, kisI ke vaza kI bAta nahIM hai| para itanA avazya kiyA jA sakatA hai ki unakI mukhyatA ko chInakara, unheM gauNatA dI jAtI hai| jaba vidhAyaka bhAva prabala hotA hai taba niSedhAtmaka bhAva nirbala ho jAtA hai| vidhAyaka bhAva ko prabala karane kA eka mAtra upAya hai-prekSA, dekhnaa| vastuta: hama dekhanA nahIM jAnate, sAtha meM mila jAnA jAnate haiN| hama ghaTanA ke draSTA bananA nahIM jAnate, use bhoganA jAnate haiN| jaba-jaba hama ghaTanA ke sAtha jur3ate haiM, taba-taba ghaTanA ko bhogane laga jAte haiM aura niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM ko ubharane kA protsAhana milatA hai| yadi hama draSTA banakara raha sakeM, ghaTanA ko jAna sakeM, ghaTanA ko dekha sakeM to niSedhAtmaka bhAva apane Apa kamajora ho jAte haiM, gauNa ho jAte haiN|

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182 kaise soceM ? ___ AcArya bAgbhaTTa ne Arogya aura roga kI vyAkhyA karate hue likhA- 'doSANAM sAmyaM Arogyam / doSANAM vaiSamyaM rog:|' doSoM kI samAvasthA Arogya hai aura doSoM kI viSama avasthA roga hai| zarIra ke tIna doSa mAne jAte haiM-vAta, pitta aura kph| doSoM ko sarvathA miTA dene kA artha hai mRtyu / sAdhAraNa AdamI yahI socatA hai ki ina doSoM ko miTA denA caahie| gaisa kI bImArI vAlA socatA hai ki vAyu ko samUla naSTa kara dene se bImArI miTa jaaegii| isI prakAra pitta aura kapha vAlA bhI socatA hai| jisa dina vAyu samApta ho jAegI taba zarIra nahIM bcegaa| jisa dina kapha aura pitta se chuTakArA mila jAegA usa dina prANa se bhI chuTakArA mila jaaegaa| vAta, pitta aura kapha-tInoM doSa haiM, para inake binA jIvana nahIM cltaa| pUrA jIvana inake AdhAra para calatA hai| inako miTAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| inake miTa jAne para jIvana kA saMcAlana hI nahIM ho sktaa| ye doSa bar3hate haiM, ghaTate haiM, viSama ho jAte haiM taba roga utpanna hotA hai| jaba vAyu bar3ha jAtA hai to eka prakAra kI bImArI sAmane A jAtI hai| jaba pitta bar3ha jAtA hai to dUsare prakAra kI bImArI ubhara AtI hai aura jaba kapha bar3ha jAtA hai taba tIsare prakAra kI bImArI paidA ho jAtI hai| jaba ye tInoM ghaTa jAte haiM, kama ho jAte haiM taba bhI aneka bImAriyAM ubhara AtI haiN| inameM se eka bhI ghaTa-bar3ha jAtA hai to roga paidA kara detA hai| ina doSoM kI jitanI viSamatA hai, vaha sArI bImArI hai aura ina doSoM kI jitanI samatA hai, vaha Arogya hai| Arogya kA artha hotA hai doSoM kA samIkaraNa, na nyUna aura na adhik| zarIra saMcAlana ke lie jitane jarUrI haiM utane rheN| AcAryazrI ke anusAra doSoM kA sUtra hI jIvana hai| mAnasika doSoM ke viSaya meM yaha kahA jA sakatA hai ki jaba taka hamAre jIvana kA saMcAlana hai, hama yaha kalpanA nahIM kara sakate ki rAga samApta ho jaae| yadi jIvana se rAga samApta ho jAtA hai to phira jIvana koI dUsarA hI milegA, milegA hI nahIM, phira to jIvana-mukti hI milegii| rAga ke binA jIvana kA saMcAlana nahIM ho sktaa| dveSa ke binA bhI jIvana kA saMcAlana nahIM ho sktaa| rAga aura dveSa ko, sAMkhya darzana yA caraka kI bhASA meM, rajas aura tamas guNa kahA jA sakatA hai| rajoguNa kA artha hai rAga aura tamoguNa kA artha hai dvess| ye donoM guNa hamAre jIvana ke saMcAlaka sUtra haiN| inake binA jIvana saMcAlita nahIM ho sktaa| kisI vItarAga ko kisI dukAna para biThA diyA jAye to eka dina bhI dukAna cala nahIM sktii| vItarAga ko koI matalaba nahIM hotA ki dukAna se koI corI kara mAla le jAtA hai yA paise dekara le jAtA hai| dukAna rahegI hI nahIM, vaha sirpha makAna bana jaaegaa|

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vidheyAtmaka bhAva 183 yadi kisI kevalI ko rAjya kA saMcAlaka banA diyA jAya to rAjya dUsare hI dina kisI dUsare ke hAtha meM calA jaayegaa| kevalI niSpakSa hotA hai| na kisI ke prati rAga, na kisI ke prati dveSa, na idhara, na udhara / aise vyakti se rAjya kA saMcAlana nahIM ho sktaa| use na AkramaNa kI cintA satAtI hai aura na jamIna-jAyadAda kI cintA satAtI hai| koI himAlaya para kabjA kara le to vaha ciMtita nahIM hotA aura koI mUla vibhAga har3apa le to vaha ciMtita nahIM hotaa| vaha saba sImAoM se atIta hotA hai| use rAjya kI cintA hI nahIM hotii| ina sArI vyavasthAoM, jIvana kI vyavasthAoM aura jIvana kA sArA saMcAlana rAga aura dveSa-ina do doSoM dvArA hotA hai| yaha sunakara acambhA ho sakatA hai ki eka muni, eka AcArya kaise bAteM kara rahe haiM ? mujhe samarthana vItarAga kA karanA cAhie thA, kevalI kA karanA cAhie thaa| kintu yaha yathArtha hai. isIlie jainAcAryoM ne eka zabda kI saMyojanA kI-prazasta rAga aprazasta rAga, prazasta dveSa aprazasta dvess| unhoMne rAga ko bhI prazasta aura aprazasta tathA dveSa ko bhI prazasta aura aprazasta banA diyaa| gautama mahAvIra ke prati rAga rakhate the, bhakti rakhate the| kaise himmata ho use burA kahane kii| kaise burA kahA jA sakatA hai? dUsare ko kahA jA sakatA hai, para jahAM rAga ke pAtra hoM mahAvIra taba kaise burA batAyA jA sakatA hai ? taba AcArya ne use prazasta rAga kahakara pukaaraa| itanA mAnya ho sakatA hai| jIvana ko calAne ke lie ise asvIkAra kaise kiyA jAye ? isake binA jIvana kaise cale ? jIvana ko calAne ke lie bhakti kI jarUrata hai, jIvana ko preraNA dene ke lie anurAga kI jarUrata hai, prema kI jarUrata hai| inheM asvIkAra kaise kiyA jAe ? AgamoM meM kahA gayA hai ki dhArmika vyakti kI asthi aura majjA dharma ke prema se aura anurAga se raMjita hotI hai| vaha inase raMgA huA hotA hai| raMgA huA vyakti vItarAga to nahIM ho sakatA, para ise prazasta rAga mAnA gayA hai| rAga aura dveSa donoM prazasta ho sakate haiN| eka AcArya apane ziSya ko ulAhanA de rahe haiN| ziSya ne aparAdha kiyaa| AcArya kI bhRkuTI tana gaI, AMkheM lAla ho giiN| ziSya kAMpa rahA hai| yaha prazasta dveSa kI pravRtti hai| isa prakAra rAga bhI prazasta aura aprazasta hotA hai to dveSa bhI prazasta aura aprazasta-donoM hote haiN| koI vyakti ghRNA yA tiraskAravaza kisI ko

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184 kaise soceM ? tarjanA, tAr3anA de rahA hai| koI vyakti vAsanA se abhibhUta hokara rAga kara rahA hai| aneka prakAra kI pravRttiyAM hotI haiN| prazasta rAga aura prazasta dveSa chor3anA muzkila hai, asaMbhava hai / maiM asaMbhava ko saMbhava banAne kI bAta nahIM kara rahA hUM ki dhyAna ke mAdhyama se cetanA kA aisA nirmANa kareM, jisase rAga-dveSa samUcA naSTa ho jaae| yaha saMbhava hai, para yaha bahuta Age kI avasthA hai| aneka loga socate haiM ki dhyAna ke dvArA vItarAga bana jAeMge to phira jIvana kaise calA pAeMge ? jIvana kI cintA kreN| abhI to cintA vaha kareM ki vAta, pitta aura kapha kA doSa bar3ha gayA hai, bImArI bar3ha gaI hai, use kama kaise kareM ? doSoM kA samIkaraNa kaise kareM ? Aja cintA kA viSaya yaha honA cAhie ki mAnasika cintAeM jo bar3hI haiM, unameM rAga Adi kA mukhya hAtha hai| hama una bImAriyoM ko kaise miTAeM ? sAdhanA, dhyAna, hRdaya-parivartana yA vidhAyaka bhAvoM kI carcA isIlie kI jAtI hai ki Aja manodoSa bahuta bar3ha gayA hai, viSama ho gayA hai| rAga aura dveSa meM vaiSamya hai| kahIM rAga adhika hai to kahIM dveSa adhika hai| kahIM roga se paidA hone vAle vikAra adhika haiM, kahIM dveSa se utpanna hone vAle vikAra adhika haiN| vaiSamya mAnasika vikAra, mAnasika bhaya aura mAnasika rogoM ko paidA kara rahA hai| isa sthiti meM samIkaraNa Avazyaka hai| yaha dhyAna ke dvArA saMbhava hai| hama uparyukta upAyoM ke dvArA rAga aura dveSa kA sAmya kareM, jisase hamArA Arogya bddh'e| kama se kama hameM mAnasika Arogya to prApta ho, vItarAgatA kI prApti ho yA na ho| vItarAgatA kI bAta ko hama eka bAra chor3a deN| Aja sAdhaka ko jIvana calAnA hai, samAja aura rASTra kA saMcAlana karanA hai| usakA svayaM ke prati, samAja aura rASTra ke prati moha hai| isa sthiti meM vItarAgatA kI bAta prApta nahIM hotii| yaha bhI satya hai ki yahAM sAdhanA ke lie Ane vAle vItarAga banane ke lie nahIM Ae haiN| yadyapi aMtima lakSya yahI hai| para abhI hama prArambha se cala rahe haiN| yadi prekSAdhyAna zivira meM Ane vAle sabhI sadasya vItarAga banane ke lie Ate haiM to gar3abar3I paidA ho jaaegii| samAja kI pUrI vyavasthA lar3akhar3A jaaegii| apane bacce-bacciyoM ko dhyAna zivira meM bhejane vAle mAtA-pitA soceMge ki bhejeM yA na bhejeM ! yadi vahAM se vItarAga banakara lauTeMge to hamAre kisI kAma ke nahIM rheNge| na pati kAma kA rahegA, na patnI aura na

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vidheyAtmaka bhAva 185 mAtA-pitA aura na lar3ake-lar3akiyAM / sabhI sambandhoM se atIta ho jaaeNge| isakA tAtparya yaha hogA ki prekSA kA mandira khAlI ho jaaegaa| yahAM prekSA-pradIpa meM loga A rahe haiM, yaha socakara nahIM ki hameM vItarAga banA diyA jaaegaa| yaha socakara ki hamAre doSoM kI viSamatA miTegI, Arogya prApta hogaa| viSamatA miTe, sAmya Ae, roga miTe, Arogya Ae yahI ekamAtra AkAMkSA hai zivira sAdhakoM kii| __Ayurveda vijJAna kI bhASA meM jise Arogya kahA jAtA hai, adhyAtma vijJAna kI bhASA meM use samatA kahA jAtA hai| donoM eka hI haiN| Ayurveda ke AcAryoM ne Arogya kI bahuta sundara paribhASA dI hai-'doSANAM sAmyaM Arogyam'-donoM kA samIkaraNa Arogya hai| parantu prazna hai ki samIkaraNa kA upAya kyA hai ? isakA eka upAya hai-satata-smRti, satata jaagruuktaa| mAnasa kA aisA nirmANa ho jAe ki vidhAyaka bhAvoM kI smRti nirantara banI rhe| vidhAyaka bhAvoM ke sUtra haiM-satya, kSamA, mRdutA, Rjutaa| ye sUtra haiM, zabda haiN| kyA ina zabdoM ko raTane mAtra se koI Rju yA mRdu ho jaaegaa| krUratA yA mAyA miTa jAegI ? aisA ghaTita nahIM hogaa| ye vidhAyaka bhAvoM kA pratinidhatva karane vAle zabda haiN| inakA cayana bahuta manovaijJAnika hai| ye kevala zabda nahIM apitu, vidhAyaka bhAvoM ke pratinidhi haiN| jo vidhAyaka bhAva antarAla meM chipe hue haiM, jinheM dekhA nahIM jA sakatA, jAnA nahIM jA sakatA, usake sAtha saMparka sthApita karane ke lie satya Adi zabda saMparka-sUtra bana jAte haiN| AcAryoM kA yaha pratipAdana yathArtha hai| satya zabda kI bhAvanA meM utarane para vidhAyaka bhAva jAga jaaegaa| mRdutA aura RjutA zabda kI gaharAI meM DubakiyAM lete hI mRdutA aura RjutA kA vidhAyaka bhAva jAgRta ho jaaegaa| eka mahattvapUrNa bAta aura batA duuN| AcArya koI bhI bAta batalAte haiM, vaha maMtra rUpa hotI hai| AcArya kA artha hai-mNtrdaataa| ve maMtradAna karate haiN| maMtra kA artha hotA hai-rahasya, gUr3ha baat| vaha chipI rahatI hai| kucha thor3A sAmane AtA hai aura kucha chupA kA chupA raha jAtA hai| pUrI bAta samajha meM nahIM AtI, sAmane nahIM aatii| pUrI bAta AcArya hI samajhA sakate haiN| kabhI-kabhI aisA pratIta hotA hai ki sArI bAteM samajha lI gaI haiM aura jaba bheda khulatA hai to pratIta hotA hai ki kucha bhI nahIM samajhA gayA hai| usa rahasya kI cAbI AcArya ke hAtha meM hI raha jAtI hai| bhAvoM ko hama jAna ge| unakA pratinidhitva karane vAlA zabda bhI hama

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186 kaise soceM ? jAna gae, para donoM ke bIca saMparka-sUtra ko hama nahIM jAna paae| prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa karane vAlA sAdhaka usa saMparka-sUtra ko bhI jAna jAtA hai| vaha hai-jAgarUkatA, bhAva kriyaa| isakA eka artha hai-satata smRti| jisa guNa yA doSa ko prakaTa karanA cAhate haiM usake prati satata upayoga, satata smRti hogI to vaha avazya hI prakaTa hogaa| kabhI usa smRti kI aura phira dIrghakAla taka use bhulA diyA to vaha prakaTa nahIM hogaa| yaha satata dhArA yA akhaNDa dhArA kI bAta bahuta mahattvapUrNa hotI hai| bUMda-bUMda se vaha kAma nahIM ho sakatA, jo kAma dhArA se hotA hai| kabhI kucha kiyA, kabhI nahIM kiyA, mana huA taba dhyAna karane baiTha ge| mUDa nahIM huA to do mahIne bhI dhyAna nahIM kiyA, yaha bUMda-bUMda kI prakriyA hai| yaha prakriyA adhika lAbhaprada nahIM hotii| saphalatA ke lie nirantaratA caahie| jisa bhAva ko hameM vikasita karanA hai, prakaTa karanA hai, usakA satata smRti karanI caahie| usakA nirantara abhyAsa karane se vaha avazya hI prakaTa ho jAtA hai| ___ satata smRti, satata jAgarUkatA-yaha saMparka-sUtra hai jo hameM bhItarI bhAvoM se jor3atA hai| zabda maMtra hotA hai| pratyeka zabda maMtra hai| Agama kA eka zloka haidhammo maMgala mukkiTheM, ahiMsA saMjamo tvo| devA vi taM namasaMti, jassa dhamme sayA mnno|| hameM lagatA hai ki yaha upadeza vAkya hai, para yaha hai bar3A mNtr| isI prakAra eka aura zloka hai caittA bhArahaM vAsaM, cakkavaTTI mhiddddhiyo| saMtI saMti kare loai, patto gaI maNuttaraM / / / yaha bhI bahuta bar3A maMtra hai| jaina AcAryoM ne ATha karmoM ko kSINa karane ke lie bhinna-bhinna maMtroM kI racanA kii| jJAnAvaraNa karma ko kSINa karane kA maMtra hai-'anantajJAnibhyo nmH|' darzanAvaraNa karma ko kSINa karane kA maMtra hai-'anantadarzanimyo nm:|' antarAya karma ko kSINa karane kA maMtra hai-'anantavIryebhyo nmH|' isa zabda-racanA meM koI gUr3hatA nahIM lagatI, para ye sAre zabda jJAna, darzana aura zakti kA pratinidhitva karate haiN| yadi anantajJAna, anantadarzana aura anantavIrya kI satata smRti banI rahe to vaha itanA zaktizAlI maMtra bana jAegA ki ve bhAva hamAre bhItara avazya prakaTa hoNge| ___ Aja sammohana cikitsA karane vAle yA manovaijJAnika cikitsaka

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vidheyAtmaka bhAva 187 bImAra vyakti ko kucha zabda de dete haiM aura unako bAra-bAra doharAte rahane kA nirdeza dete haiN| uThate-baiThate, sote-jAgate una zabdoM ko doharAne kI bAta kahate haiM / yaha isalie ki satata doharAne se smRti banI rahatI hai aura bImArI kA pariNAma kamajora hone laga jAtA hai tathA Arogya kA pariNamana prAraMbha ho jAtA hai| Ayurveda kA sUtra hai-'kAla: pariNAma:' / kAla kA artha hai-prinnaam| kAla kA pariNamana prArambha ho jAtA hai| vidhAyaka bhAvoM ko jagAne ke lie satata smRti kI prakriyA bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai| isakA prayoga kara hama vidhAyaka bhAvoM ko pradhAna banA sakate haiM aura niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM ko gauNatA de sakate haiN|

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hRdaya parivartana kA prazikSaNa 1 do AdamI jA rahe the| rAste meM nadI A gii| pAnI gaharA thA / eka vyakti nadI ke taTa para khar3A raha gyaa| dUsarA vyakti nadI meM utarA aura dekhate-dekhate dUsare taTa para pahuMca gayA / aisA kyoM hotA hai ? nadI ko pAra karanA eka samasyA hai| eka khar3A raha gayA, dUsarA pAra kara gayA / koI bar3I samasyA nahIM hai / jisane tairane kA prazikSaNa le rakhA thA, vaha taira gyaa| jo prazikSaNa se zUnya thA, vaha taTa para hI khar3A raha gayA / prazna hai prazikSaNa kA / jIvana meM aneka samasyAeM AtI haiN| nadI se bhI bhayaMkara samasyAeM AtI haiN| nadI ko pAra karanA AsAna hotA hai / ina samasyAoM ko pAra karanA bahuta kaThina kAma hai, para prazikSita AdamI una sabhI samasyAoM ko pAra pA jAtA hai / jisakA mastiSka aura hRdaya prazikSita nahIM hai vaha taTa para hI khar3A raha jAtA hai / pAra nahIM pahuMca paataa| dUsarA taTa use kabhI nahIM mila paataa| jIvana meM prazikSaNa kA bahuta mahattva hai / jo kArya sAmAnya AdamI nahIM kara sakatA, prazikSita AdamI vaha kArya kara letA hai / nATya, kalAeM, kauzala aura zilpa tathA karma- ye saba prazikSaNa-sApekSa haiN| sAre kArya prazikSaNa ke dvArA sampanna ho jAte haiN| prazikSaNa nahIM hotA hai to suI meM dhAgA pironA bhI samasyA bana jAtI hai| hara koI vyakti suI nahIM piro sktaa| hara bAta samasyA bana jAtI hai / bar3I-choTI, sabhI samasyAoM kA pAra prazikSaNa ke dvArA hI pAyA jA sakatA hai / jo AdamI roTI banAnA nahIM jAnatA, use rasoI meM biThA diyA jAe to khAne vAloM ko kucha bhI nahIM milatA / / 1 kevala manuSya hI nahIM hAthI, ghor3e, baMdara aura kutte bhI prazikSita kie jAte haiM / inake karataboM ko dekhakara AdamI cakita raha jAte haiN| hama isa bAta ko asvIkAra nahIM kareMge ki prazikSaNa hamAre samUce jIvana para ekAdhikAra jamAe hue hai / koI vyakti dhArmika bana jAtA hai aura prazikSaNa nahIM letA hai to bar3I Azcarya kI bAta hotI hai / jaise maMtrI banane kA adhikAra bhI binA prazikSaNa ke hai, vaise hI lagatA hai ki dhArmika banane kA adhikAra bhI binA prazikSaNa ke hai| mAnA jAtA hai ki dhArmika ke lie prazikSaNa kI koI AvazyakatA hI nahIM hai / yaha bhrAnti hai / aprazikSita dhArmika dharma kA bhI bahuta bhalA nahIM karatA aura apanA bhI bhalA nahIM karatA hRdaya parivartana kI carcA ho rahI hai, para prazikSaNa ke binA hRdayaya-parivartana kaise hogaa| isake lie bahuta kaThora prazikSaNa kI jarUrata hai / isa prazikSaNa ke

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hRdaya parivartana kA prazikSaNa 189 abhAva meM hRdaya-parivartana kI bAta saMbhava nahIM ho sktii| prazikSaNa ke binA ahiMsA jIvana meM saphala ho sake, yaha saMbhava nahIM hai| eka vyakti ne kahA-jaba yuddha hotA hai taba ahiMsA viphala ho jAtI hai| yuddha meM ahiMsaka kyA karegA ? maiMne kahA-ahiMsaka kabhI viphala nahIM hotaa| ahiMsA kabhI viphala nahIM hotii| viphala hotA hai puruSArtha kA abhAva / hamane ahiMsA kA prazikSaNa kaba diyA ? Aja taka hamane isa ora prayatna kiyA hI nhiiN| yadi ahiMsA kA prazikSaNa milatA hai to vyakti meM karane kI zakti vikasita hotI hai| yuddha ke stara para yA jIvana ke kisI bhI dvandva ke stara para jisa vyakti ke mana meM marane kI cetanA jAga jAtI hai, marane kA bhaya samApta ho jAtA hai to vaha kabhI asaphala nahIM ho sktaa| asaphalatA kA mUla kAraNa hai-jIvana kA moha aura mRtyu kA bhaya / jisa vyakti meM jIne kA moha hai, marane kA bhaya hai, vaha AdamI sarvatra asaphala rahatA hai| yuddha meM aise vyakti to nizcita hI asaphala rahate haiN| jisa vyakti meM jIne kA moha samApta ho jAtA hai aura marane kI vibhISikA nahIM rahatI, vaha AdamI ahiMsaka ho sakatA hai| aisA ahiMsaka AdamI kabhI viphala nahIM hotaa| yuddha meM jAne vAlA sainika kyA abhI jIvana kI gAraNTI lekara jAtA hai ? vaha to yaha socakara jAtA hai ki maranA to bahuta saMbhava hai, baca gayA to bar3I bAta hai| vaha mauta ko sAmane rakha kara calatA hai| baca jAtA hai to bhAgya hai| aisA kyoM hotA hai ? kyoM lar3atA hai vaha ? hiMsaka sAdhanoM se lar3ane vAlA vyakti isIlie lar3atA hai ki use usa kalA kA prazikSaNa milA hai| vaha jisa dina senA meM bhartI hotA hai, usa dina se lekara jIvana bhara prazikSaNa kA krama calatA hI rahatA hai| roja abhyAsa, siddhAMta kA prazikSaNa, abhyAsa kA krama-ye barAbara calate haiN| hiMsA kA jitanA prazikSaNa diyA jAtA hai, ahiMsA kA usase AdhA prazikSaNa prApta ho to yuddha bhI ahiMsakoM dvArA lar3A jA sakatA hai aura pUrNa nirbhIkatA ke sAtha lar3A jA sakatA hai| para Aja sthiti aisI hai ki na ahiMsA kA prazikSaNa hI diyA jA rahA hai aura na ahiMsakoM ko prazikSaNa dene kI koI ciMtA hI hai| ve to mAnate haiM ki ahiMsA para hamArA janmasiddha adhikAra hai| hiMsA to Upara se thopI jAtI hai, isalie usakI prazikSaNa dene kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| ahiMsA ke lie kisI bhI prazikSaNa kI jarUrata nahIM hai| yaha bhrAMti hai| prazikSaNa ke abhAva meM satya viphala ho rahA hai, aparigraha aura brahmacarya viphala ho rahA hai| yaha kahA jA sakatA hai ki jIvana kI sArI sacAiyAM, jIvana ke sAre satya isalie viphala ho rahe haiM ki inakA koI prazikSaNa nahIM mila rahA hai|

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190 kaise soceM ? prekSAdhyAna kA zivira prazikSaNa kA zivira hai| isameM adhyAtma kA prazikSaNa hotA hai| prazikSaNa ke tIna ghaTaka tattva haiM 1. AsthA kA nirmaann| 2. upaay-bodh| 3. abhyaas| AdamI jo kAma karatA hai yA karanA cAhatA hai yadi usa kArya ke prati AsthA nahIM banI hai to vaha apane kArya meM kabhI saphala nahIM ho sktaa| saphalatA kI pahalI zarta hai AsthA kA nirmaann| jisa kArya ke prati AsthA nirmita ho jAtI hai, usa kArya meM hama saphala ho jAte haiN| jisa kArya ke prati AsthA kA nirmANa nahIM hotA, usameM hama viphala ho jAte haiN| viphalatA kA pahalA cihna hai AsthA kA na honaa| __ prazikSaNa kA dUsarA sUtra hai-upAya-bodha / saphalatA ke lie yaha bhI anivArya tattva hai| AsthA hai para upAya nahIM hai, mArga upalabdha nahIM hai, jJAna nahIM hai, yukti kA avabodha nahIM hai to kArya niSpanna nahIM hogaa| aneka loga aise hote haiM jo yaha anubhava hI nahIM karate ki ve kyA kara rahe haiM ? unheM kyA honA hai ? ve apanI ulajhanoM meM hI ulajhe rahate haiN| eka AdamI basa meM khar3e-khar3e saphara kara rahA thaa| pAsa meM baiThe logoM ne kahA-'are, baiTha jaao| abhI gAMva dUra hai|' vaha bolA-kaise baiTha jAUM ? tumheM patA nahIM hai, mujhe jaldI pahuMcanA hai| mere pAsa baiThane kA samaya hI nahIM AdamI apanI hI ulajhanoM meM aura ajJAna meM ulajhA rahatA hai| usameM aisA dRSTimoha aura dRSTibhrama paidA ho jAtA hai ki vaha saccAI ko pakar3a hI nahIM paataa| upAya-bodha ke binA prazikSaNa kA krama saphala nahIM ho sktaa| hameM upAya caahie| magadha ke samrAT zreNika ke pAsa secanaka nAmaka gaMdhahastI thaa| usakI gaMdha mAtra se dUsare sAre hAthI nivIrya ho jAte the| eka bAra vaha hAthI nadI pAra kara rahA thaa| eka magaramaccha ne use pakar3a liyaa| hAthI bahuta zaktivAn / para vaha phaMsa gyaa| hamArI isa duniyA meM koI eka prANI hI zaktizAlI nahIM hotaa| cAroM ora zaktizAlI prANI bhare par3e haiN| jisakA jahAM avakAza ho jAe, vahAM vaha zaktizAlI banakara baiTha jAtA hai| nadI meM magaramaccha bahuta zaktizAlI hotA hai| rAjA ko jJAta huaa| aneka upAya kiye para magaramaccha ne hAthI ko

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hRdaya parivartana kA prazikSaNa 191 nahIM chodd'aa| mahAmaMtrI abhayakumAra se upAya puuchaa| usane kahA- mahArAja ! yadi jalakAnta maNi mila jAe to chur3AyA jA sakatA hai, anyathA nahIM / jalakAMta maNi kA yaha prabhAva hai ki pAnI meM use DAlate hI rAstA bana jAtA hai, pAnI haTa jAtA hai / rAjA ne ghoSaNA karAI ki yadi koI vyakti jalakAMta maNi prApta karAyegA to maiM use apanI kanyA byAha dUMgA / bar3I ghoSaNA thI / saMyoga kI bAta hai / eka dina eka halavAI ke pAsa eka laDDU AyA thA / usameM se eka maNi nikalI thI / halavAI ne use pAnI meM DAlA, sApha karane ke lie| pAnI phaTa gayA / ghoSaNA sunakara vaha usa maNi ko lekara daur3A-daur3A usa rAjA ke pAsa gyaa| abhayakumAra ne usa maNi ko pahacAna liyA / tatkAla use nadI ke pAnI meM DAlA, pAnI phaTa gayA, sthala bana gayA / magaramaccha kamajora ho gyaa| usakI pakar3a DhIlI ho gii| hAthI ki zakti bar3ha gaI / vaha chUTa gayA / samasyA kI pakar3a kitanI hI gaharI ho, samasyA kitanI hI vikaTa ho hamAre jIvana ke secanaka ko pakar3e hue ho, gaMdhahastI ko kitanA hI vikarAla magaramaccha pakar3e hue ho, yadi ucita yukti mila jAtI hai to samAdhAna mila jAtA hai / prazikSaNa kA tIsarA sUtra hai- upAya-bodha, upAya kI jAnakArI / mana bar3A jaTila hai / usakI caMcalatA kama samasyA nahIM hai / bar3e-bar3e vikaTa kAma karane vAle bhI apane mana para kAbU nahIM rakha pAte / vizva meM jitanI bhI bar3I samasyAeM haiM unameM mana kI caMcalatA bhI eka hai| mana kI caMcalatA ko kama karanA, mana ko sthira karanA, ekAgra karanA, mana rahita sthiti kA nirmANa karanA, nirvicAra aura nirvikalpa sthiti kA nirmANa karanA bahuta bar3I samasyA hai / saba samasyAoM se Age kI samasyA hai / para upAyaya-bodha ke kAraNa isakA bhI samAdhAna ho jAtA hai / prekSAdhyAna ke ziviroM meM AsthA kA nirmANa hotA hai, AsthA kA bodha hotA hai aura upAya kI jAnakArI hotI hai| eka ghaMTA dhyAna karate haiM / dhyAna pUrA hone para sAdhaka pUchate haiM-kyA Aja dhyAna dasa minaTa kA hI karAyA thA ? dhyAna-kAla meM kAla-bodha samApta ho jAtA hai| jahAM gahana ekAgratA hotI hai vahAM kAla-bodha samApta ho jAtA hai| deza aura kAla kA bodha caMcalatA meM adhika hotA hai| gaharI ekAgratA meM ye dUriyAM miTa jAtI haiN| lezyAdhyAna aura raMgadhyAna hRdaya parivartana ke lie mahattvapUrNa dhyAna hai / yaha hamAre sAre antakaraNa ko prabhAvita karatA hai / lezyAdhyAna ke prayoga se gujarane ke pazcAt aneka sAdhaka-sAdhikAoM ne kahA- Aja to mana aisA jamA

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192 kaise soceM ? ki use apane bindu se haTAne kI icchA hI nahIM huii| maiMne socA, eka ora samasyA hai ki mana jamatA hI nahIM, to dUsarI ora yaha samasyA hai ki mana TUTatA hI nhiiN| kabhI to samasyA hotI hai ki dUdha jamatA hI nahIM aura kabhI itanA gAr3hA jama jAtA hai ki use kATanA par3atA hai| donoM ora samasyAeM haiN| upAya-bodha ke dvArA saba kucha ho sakatA hai| upAya nahIM hotA to dUdha dahI nahIM bntaa| hama paryAyoM ke jagata meM jIte haiN| dravya ke jagata meM hamArA praveza nahIM hai| hamArA sArA jIvana paryAya kA jIvana hai| paryAya ananta haiN| unakA kahIM anta nahIM aataa| ina paryAyoM meM AdamI kho jAtA hai| eka ke bAda dUsarA paryAya ubharatA rahatA hai| dUdha ke bAda dahI, dahI ke bAda makkhana / taralatA ke bAda saghanatA aura saghanatA ke bAda pragAr3hatA kA paryAya / ye sAre paryAya Ate haiM para ye sAre paryAya nimitta se hote haiN| paryAya hote haiM upAya ke dvArA, yukti ke dvaaraa| ___hama prekSA-dhyAna ke abhyAsa se yuktibodha karate haiM, yuktiyoM ko jAnate haiM ki mana ko gAr3hA kaise banAyA jA sakatA hai ? mana ko kaise jamAyA jA sakatA hai ? usakI taralatA ko kaise samApta kiyA jA sakatA hai ? aneka upAya haiN| raMgadhyAna eka upAya hai| caitanya-kendra-prekSA eka upAya hai| zarIra-prekSA eka upAya hai| dekhanA eka upAya hai, bahuta bar3A upAya hai| socanA utanA bar3A upAya nahIM hai, jitanA bar3A upAya hai dekhnaa| socanA mana kA eka kArya hai| socane kA artha hai-ciMtana karanA, caMcala honaa| caMcalatA aura ciMtana donoM eka sAtha hote haiN| caMcalatA ke binA cintana nahIM hotA aura cintana ke binA caMcalatA nahIM hotii| socanA eka paryAya hai, dekhanA dUsarI paryAya hai| dekhane meM caMcalatA apane Apa samApta ho jAtI hai| dekhanA aura jAnanA saMvedana se mukta honA hai| saMvedana caMcalatA paidA karatA hai| jJAna aura darzana, jAnanA aura dekhanA caMcalatA ko samApta karate haiN| darzana bahuta bar3A tattva hai| Aja kA darzana buddhi ke sahAre calane vAlA darzana hai| yaha buddhi aura tarka ke jAla meM lipaTA huA darzana hai| yaha darzana AdamI ko bhaTakAtA hai, pahuMcAtA nhiiN| darzana kA mUla artha hai-sAkSAtkAra / jahAM sAkSAtkAra hotA hai vahAM sArI duniyA samApta ho jAtI hai, sAre vyavadhAna samApta ho jAte hai, jJeya aura jJAtA ke bIca kI dUrI miTa jAtI hai| jJAtA jJeya ko sAkSAt jAna letA hai, avyavahita jAna letA hai, nikaTatA se jAna letA hai| donoM meM tAdAtmya sthApita ho jAtA hai| yaha hai prAcIna darzana, mUla darzana / maiM isI darzana kI carcA kara rahA huuN| prekSA-dhyAna darzana kA prayoga hai,

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hRdaya parivartana kA prazikSaNa 193 sAkSAtkAra karane kI prakriyA hai| raMgoM ke dhyAna meM hama sujhAva dete haiM-jyotikendra para zveta raMga kA sAkSAtkAra kareM, Ananda-kendra para hare raMga kA sAkSAtkAra kareM, vizuddhi-kendra para nIle raMga kA sAkSAtkAra kreN| Apa soca sakate haiM ki banda AMkhoM se raMgoM kA sAkSAtkAra kaise hogA? hamArI AsthA AMkhoM para hai| hamArI AsthA kA nayA AyAma khulanA caahie| AsthA kA vistAra honA cAhie ki AMkhoM se dekhanA eka choTI bAta hai| hamArI zakti bahuta adhika hai| hama AMkhoM ke binA bhI dekha sakate haiM, anubhava kara sakate haiN| isa samUce AkAzamaNDala meM raMga bhare hue haiN| jitane raMga isa duniyA meM haiM, una sAre raMgoM ke ghaTaka paramANu samUce AkAzamaNDala meM vyApta haiN| hama jaba AMkheM baMda kara gaharI tanmayatA aura ekAgratA ke sAtha anubhava karanA zurU karate haiM to hameM nAnA prakAra ke raMga dikhAI dete haiN| AMkheM baMda hone para bhI aise camakIle raMga dikhAI dete haiM, aise sundara aura AkarSaka raMga dikhAI dete haiM ki jinakI kalpanA AMkheM kara hI nahIM sktiiN| ve sAre raMga hamAre sAkSAt hote haiN| . ___ darzana ke dvArA anudghATita paryAya udghATita hote haiM aura AvRta paryAya anAvRta hote haiN| taba aisA cakra calatA hai ki sArI ghaTanAeM sAmane ghaTita hotI calI jAtI haiN| vastu-jagat kI ghaTanAeM aura antara-jagat kI ghaTanAeM-donoM hamAre sAmane sAkSAt hotI calI jAtI haiN| jo ghaTanAeM hamAre antara-jagat meM ghaTita ho rahI haiM, jinakA hamane kabhI sAkSAtkAra nahIM kiyA ve sArI ghaTanAeM AMkhoM ko baMda karane ke bAda, mana kI ekAgratA sadhane ke bAda avyakta se vyakta hokara sAmane mUrta hotI rahatI haiN| vastu-jagat kI ghaTanAeM bhI baMda AMkhoM ke sAmane nAcane laga jAtI haiN| hama anubhava kareM ki hamArI cetanA indriyoM se simaTI huI cetanA nahIM hai| cetanA utanI hI nahIM hai jo indriyoM ke dvArA upalabdha ho rahI hai| hamArI cetanA ananta hai| usakA kahIM anta nahIM hai| usakI koI sImA nahIM hai| ananta aura asIma cetanA ko sImita kara AdamI ajJAna pUrNa jIvana jI raha hai| yaha prekSA-dhyAna isa ajJAna ke nirasana kI prakriyA hai| ajJAna ke nirasta hone para cetanA ko nayA AyAma milatA hai aura taba usakA vistAra hotA hai| yaha cetanA kA vistAra hameM upAya se upalabdha hotA hai| prazikSaNa kA tIsarA sUtra hai-abhyAsa / AsthA nirmita ho gaI, upAya meM jAna liyA gayA, para yadi abhyAsa nahIM kiyA to bAta adhUrI raha jAegI prazikSaNa ke lie yaha bahuta mahattvapUrNa bAta hai ki upAya ko abhyAsa meM lAnA abhyAsa ke dvArA use puSTa krnaa| jo loga abhyAsa nahIM karate ve pA naha

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194 kaise soceM ? skte| upAya aura abhyAsa-ye donoM jur3e hue haiN| ina donoM kA prayoga alaga nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| upAya ke abhAva meM abhyAsa saphala nahIM ho sakatA aura abhyAsa ke abhAva meM upAya saphala nahIM ho sktaa| eka AdamI gAya kharIdane niklaa| eka dukAna para vizrAma karane baitthaa| vaha dukAna thI sAikiloM kii| dukAnadAra ne kahA-'sAikila kharIda lo| gAya kharIdakara kyA karoge ? sAikila para car3hakara ArAma se gAMva pahuMca jaaoge| yadi tuma gAya para car3hakara jAoge to loga majAka kreNge| tumhAre pAsa paisA hai, mere pAsa sAikila / kharIda lo|' vaha grAmINa bolA-bAta to tuma ThIka kaha rahe ho| para jaba gAMva jAkara, sAikila ko duhAne bailUMgA to kitanA mUrkha lagUMgA ?' upAya sahI honA caahie| dUdha yadi pAnA hai to vaha sAikila se nahIM pAyA jA sktaa| dUdha gAya se hI prApta kiyA jA sakatA hai| gAya hai aura yadi use dUhA na jAe to dUdha nahIM milegaa| dUdha ke lie gAya bhI cAhie aura dohane kI prakriyA bhI caahie| donoM hote haiM taba dUdha milatA hai| donoM ke abhAva meM dUdha nahIM miltaa| upAya aura abhyAsa-donoM sAtha jur3e hue haiN| prazikSaNa tabhI saphala hotA hai jaba vaha abhyAsa se jur3a jAtA hai| Aja dRSTi bahuta spaSTa ho gaI hai| madhyakAla meM sArI par3hAI buddhi kI par3hAI thii| zikSaNa korA jJAnAtmaka thA, bodhAtmaka thA, kriyAtmaka nahIM thA, kintu vijJAna ke vikAsa ke pazcAt zikSaNa meM siddhAMta aura prayoga-donoM jur3a ge| saiddhAntika zikSaNa aura praikTikala-kriyAtmaka zikSaNa-donoM calate haiN| binA prayoga ke koI bAta saphala nahIM hotI, vidyArthI ko anubhava bhI nahIM hotaa| vidyArthI nipuNa banatA hai prayoga aura prazikSaNa ke dvaaraa| prazikSaNa kA mahattvapUrNa aMga hai abhyAsa / abhyAsa se aneka tathya spaSTa ho jAte haiN| jo siddhAMta ke dvArA samajha meM nahIM AtI vaha bAta abhyAsa ke dvArA samajha meM A jAtI hai| pahale siddhAMta batAnA hotA hai, phira Asevana kI bAta AtI hai| AcArya ne apane ziSya ko pATha par3hAyA-'aNusAsio na kuppejA'-guru ke anuzAsana karane para ziSya kupita na ho| yaha pATha thaa| kevala isa paMkti ko yAda karanA mAtra kI pATha par3hane kA tatparya hotA to saba par3ha jaate| kevala grahaNa mAtra se yA jAna lene mAtra se saphalatA mila jAtI to phira isa duniyA meM koI viphala nahIM hotaa| sabhI saphalatA kA AliMgana kara lete| kintu abhyAsa ke binA sUkta phalatA nhiiN| AcArya ne pATha pddh'aayaa| par3hane vAlA ziSya thA kUragaDU / usameM khAne kI bar3I kamajorI thii| vaha na upavAsa kara sakatA thA aura na ekAsana / prAta:

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hRdaya parivartana kA prazikSaNa 195 hote hI vaha khAne ke lie tar3apa uThatA, para usane isa sUkta kA abhyAsa prAraMbha kara diyaa| abhyAsa calatA rhaa| kabhI mana meM uccAvaca bhAva AyA, roSa AyA, anyathAbhAva AyA, phira bhI samhalatA huA calatA rhaa| abhyAsa puSTa hotA gyaa| anuzAsana ke samaya zAnta rahA jA sakatA hai, aisI sthiti bana gii| anuzAsana Aga hai| jahAM-jahAM anuzAsana hotA hai vahAM-vahAM Aga bhabhakatI hai| abhyAsa se hI usake tApa ko sahA jA sakatA hai| kUragaDU kA abhyAsa cAlU thaa| parva kA dina aayaa| sabhI sAdhuoM ne upavAsa kiyaa| AcArya ne bhI kiyaa| prAta:kAla hote hI kUragaDU muni bhikSA ke lie taiyAra hokara AjJA lene ke lie AcArya ke sAmane aayaa| AcArya ne smjhaayaa| upadeza diyaa| kaThoratA se khaa| vaha zAnta rhaa| usane hAtha jor3akara zAnta bhAva se kahA-'gurudeva ! ApakI zikSA amUlya hai, para maiM vivaza huuN|' AjJA lekara vaha gyaa| khIcar3I le aayaa| AcArya ko dikhaaii| AcArya kA pArA utarA nahIM thaa| ve puna: bole-sabhI sAdhu upavAsI haiM aura tU khAegA? Aveza meM unhoMne bahuta kar3I-kar3I bAteM kaha diiN| kUragaDU zAMta thaa| anta meM AcArya ne gusse meM Akara usake pAtra meM thUka diyaa| kUragaDU phira bhI zAMta thaa| vaha apane sthAna para gyaa| zAntabhAva se, binA ghRNA kie, bhojana kara liyaa| usakA mana saMtulita thaa| usane socA, kitane mahAn haiM guru| usane guru kA doSa nahIM dekhaa| unake vAkyoM ko guNa rUpa meM sviikaaraa| kahA jAtA hai ki bhojana karate samaya usameM samatAbhAva kA itanA utkarSa huA ki kUragaDU kevalI bana gyaa| guru akevalI hI raha ge| upavAsa karanA koI bar3I bAta nahIM hai aura khAnA koI choTI bAta nahIM hai| hamArA mApadaNDa bhinna hai| na khAne vAle ko bar3A mAna lete haiM aura khAne vAle ko choTA mAna lete haiN| ye saba gauNa bAteM haiN| mukhya tathya yaha hai ki abhyAsa ke dvArA samatA kA kitanA vikAsa huA, cetanA ko samatA meM kitanA pratiSThata kiyA, Antarika cetanA kA jAgaraNa kitanA huA ? mukhya bAta hai ki rAga-dveSa kitanA kama huA, garmI-sardI kitanI ghaTI ? anukUlatA hamAre jIvana kI sardI hai aura pratikUlatA hamAre jIvana kI garmI hai| jo inase baca jAtA hai vaha mahAn cetanA kA jAgaraNa kara letA hai| kintu yaha abhyAsa ke binA saMbhava nahIM hai| prazikSaNa ke tIna tathyoM-AsthA kA nirmANa, upAya-bodha aura abhyAsa kI jaba eka dhArA banatI hai, taba aisI koI samasyA nahIM jisakA pAra na mila ske| aisI koI dustara nadI nahIM jise tairA na jA ske|

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hRdaya-parivartana : eka mahAn upalabdhi kucha samaya pahale kI bAta hai| eka carcA par3hI thii| usakA viSaya thA-sabase bar3I upalabdhi kyA hai ? jahAM carcA hotI hai, vahAM aneka mata hote haiN| samAja meM aneka dhArAoM ke loga haiM aura aneka matoM dvArA vicAroM kA poSaNa hotA hai| nRvaMza-zAstriyoM kA mata hai ki saMtati kA vikAsa manuSya samAja kI sabase bar3I upalabdhi hai| manuSya hI eka aisA buddhimAna prANI hai, jisane apanI saMtati kA vikAsa kiyA hai| prANiyoM kI aneka jAtiyAM Aja lupta ho cukIM, jabaki manuSya kI AbAdI lagabhaga pAMca araba taka pahuMca gyii| saMtati kA vikAsa manuSya kI sabase bar3I upalabdhi hai| mAnava-vikAsazAstriyoM kA mata hai ki do pairoM para khar3A honA, do hAthoM ko khAlI rakhanA, manuSya kI sabase bar3I upalabdhi hai| vAstava meM yaha mahAn upalabdhi hai| rIr3ha ke AdhAra para khar3A honA, donoM hAthoM ko kAma karane kA avasara denA, eka mahAn upalabdhi hai| yadi manuSya caupAyA (cAra pairoM vAlA) hotA to usakA mUlya gAya-bhaiMsa se adhika nahIM hotaa| manuSya kI sabase bar3I upalabdhi hai-anyAnya grahoM para manuSya jAti kI khoj| isa pUre brahmANDa meM manuSya kahAM-kahAM hai-yaha khoja ho rahI hai aura yadi yaha khoja ho gaI to yaha sabase bar3I upalabdhi hogii| prazna eka thaa| para usake samAdhAna meM nAnA vicAra, nAnA dhAraNAeM sAmane aaii| ina sArI dhAraNAoM ke saMdarbha meM maiM apanA abhimata pragaTa karanA cAhatA hUM ki manuSya kI jo pratimA banI hai, manuSya aura pazu ke bIca jo bheda-rekhA khIMcI gaI hai, usameM sabase mahattvapUrNa dhAraNA hai-hRdaya kA privrtn| koI bhI anya prANI hRdaya-parivartana karanA nahIM jaantaa| bar3e se bar3A aura aklamaMda pazu bhI hRdaya-parivartana karanA nahIM jaantaa| mAtra manuSya hI eka aisA prANI hai jo hRdaya-parivartana karanA jAnatA hai| usane hRdaya-parivartana ke siddhAnta kI sthApanA kI hai aura usakA prayoga kiyA hai| usameM vaha saphala huA hai| manovijJAna ne kucha maulika manovRttiyAM mAnI haiN| unakI saMkhyA meM matabheda hai phira bhI do-cAra manovRttiyAM sarvasammata haiN| AhAra kI khoja, kAma kI tRpti, palAyana aura yuyutsA-ye maulika manovRttiyAM haiN|

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hRdaya parivartana : eka mahAna upalabdhi 197 AhAra kI khoja maulika manovRtti hai| isakA saMvega hai bhuukh| AdamI ko bhUkha lagatI hai, taba vaha AhAra kI khoja karatA hai| __ kAma kI tRpti maulika manovRtti hai| isakA saMvega hai maithuna / manuSya saMtati paidA karatA hai| hara prANI karatA hai| palAyana maulika manovRtti hai| isakA saMvega hai bhy| AdamI DaratA hai aura Dara se palAyana kara jAtA hai, bhAga jAtA hai| yuyutsA maulika manovRtti hai| isakA saMvega hai mAna / yuyutsA kA artha hai lar3ane kI icchaa| AdamI lar3ane-jhagar3ane meM rasa letA hai| ye kucha maulika manovRttiyAM haiN| inakA pariSkAra AdamI hI kara sakatA hai, dUsarA koI prANI nahIM kara sktaa| kAma kI vRtti kA pariSkAra brahmacarya meM hotA hai| kisI bhI prANI yA pazu ne brahmacarya kA vikAsa nahIM kiyaa| bhaya kA pariSkAra abhaya meM hotA hai| kisI bhI prANI ne abhaya kA vikAsa nahIM kiyaa| pazu Aja bhI utane hI Darate haiM, jitane pahale Darate the| unameM utanI hI kAma-bhAvanA hai, jitanI pahale thii| yuyutsA kA pariSkAra sahiSNutA meM hotA hai| kisI bhI prANI ne yaha pariSkAra nahIM kiyaa| pazu jitane pahale lar3ate the, Aja bhI utane hI lar3ate haiN| bhaukane vAlA bhauMkatA hai, lar3ane vAlA lar3atA hai| kisI bhI deza ke kutte ne yaha vikAsa nahIM kiyA ki usane bhauMkanA banda kara diyA ho, paraspara lar3anA baMda kara diyA ho| eka muhalle kA kuttA jaba dUsare mohalle meM jAtA hai, taba lar3AI na hotI ho, aisA na sunA na dekhaa| saMbhava hI nahIM hai| amerikA kA ho yA rUsa kA ho, sabakI yaha manovRtti samAna hai| isameM koI antara nahIM hai| manuSya ne apanI maulika manovRtti kA pariSkAra kiyA hai| manovijJAna ke saMdarbha meM hRdaya-parivartana kA artha ho sakatA hai-maulika manovRttiyoM kA prisskaar| jo maulika manovRttiyoM kA pariSkAra hai vaha cetanA kA parivartana hai, hRdaya kA parivartana hai| dizA badala jAnA sAdhAraNa bAta nhiiN| AdamI eka hI dizA meM calatA hai to eka hI prakAra kA AcaraNa aura vyavahAra hotA hai| jaba dizA badalatI hai taba sArI sthitiyAM badala jAtI haiM, AcaraNa aura vyavahAra badala jAtA hai| himmatasiMha paTela saurASTra kA nivAsI thaa| vaha hRSTa-puSTa aura svastha thaa| use apane zArIrika bala para garva thaa| vaha mAnatA thA, aisA koI bhI kArya nahIM hai, jo maiM na kara sakU~ / eka dina eka vyakti ne kahA- 'himmata siMha ! tuma

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198 kaise soceM ? zaktizAlI ho| saba kucha kara sakate ho to eka kAma kara dikhaao| vaha kAma hai svayaM kI chAyA ko pkdd'naa| sUraja udaya ho rahA hai| jAo, apanI chAyA ko pkdd'o|' usane kahA-'abhI pakar3atA huuN| yaha bhI koI kAma hai|' vaha daur3A chAyA ko pkdd'ne| jaise-jaise daur3atA hai, chAyA Age bar3hatI jAtI hai| apanI chAyA ko pakar3ane kI daur3a meM vaha pasIne se tarabatara ho gyaa| zrama bahuta kiyA, para saphala nahIM huaa| jyoM daur3atA hai chAyA Age saraka jAtI hai| nirAza ho gyaa| akasmAt sAmane se saMta A ge| unhoMne pUchA-'are himmata ! yaha kyA? itane parezAna kyoM ho rahe ho ?' vaha bolA-mahArAja ! Aja taka maiM kabhI apane kAma meM asaphala nahIM huaa| Aja saphalatA dUra bhAga rahI hai| parezAna huuN| mArgadarzana kreN| maiMne apanI chAyA ko pakar3ane kA vAdA kiyA hai, para abhI taka ise pakar3a nahIM pAyA huuN| Apa upAya btaaeN| santa bole-'bahuta sIdhI bAta hai| tuma apanA muMha mor3a lo|' usane muMha modd'aa| dizA badala gyii| jaise hI dizA badalI chAyA pakar3a meM A gyii| jahAM khar3A hai, vahIM usakI chAyA sthira hai| jaba dizA badalatI hai taba chAyA pakar3a meM A jAtI hai| AdamI chAyA aura mAyA ke lie daur3atA hai| para na chAyA pakar3a meM AtI hai aura na mAyA pakar3a meM AtI hai| saba Age se Age bar3hatI jAtI haiN| aisI marIcikA hai, jise kabhI pakar3A nahIM jA sktaa| jaise hI dizA kA parivartana hotA hai, chAyA bhI pakar3a meM A jAtI hai, mAyA bhI pakar3a meM A jAtI hai aura kAyA bhI pakar3a meM A jAtI hai| saba kucha pakar3a meM A jAtA hai| manuSya hI eka aisA prANI hai jisane dizA ko badalA hai, maulika vRttiyoM kA pariSkAra kiyA hai, hRdaya kA parivartana kiyA hai, cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa kiyA hai| isa sAre saMdarbho meM kahA jA sakatA hai ki manuSya kI sabase bar3I upalabdhi hai hRdaya kA parivartana, cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa aura maulika manovRttiyoM kA prisskaar| hRdaya-parivartana ke AdhAra para samAja meM naitika mUlyoM kI pratiSThA huii| kisI prANI jagat meM naitika mUlya jaisA koI tattva nahIM hotaa| Avazyaka bhI nahIM hai, kyoMki unake pAsa buddhi kA itanA vikAsa nahIM hai| jahAM buddhi kA vikAsa nahIM hotA vahAM naitika mUlyoM kI sthApanA ho hI nahIM sktii| buddhi ke dvArA anaitika mUlyoM kI bhI sthApanA hotI hai| becAre dUsare prANiyoM meM

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hRdaya parivartana : eka mahAna upalabdhi 199 bauddhika vikAsa nahIM hai to anaitika mUlya bhI nahIM haiN| ve kabhI maryAdA kA atikramaNa nahIM karane / ve sadA baMdhI-badhAI maryAdA meM calate haiM, atikramaNa nahIM hotaa| na naitikatA aura na anaitiktaa| manuSya ne apanI buddhi ke dvArA aise mUlyoM kI sthApanA kI jo samAja ke lie kalyANakArI nahIM haiM, akalyANakArI haiN| dizA-parivartana huA aura usane naitika mUlyoM kI sthApanA kii| daMDazakti kA prayoga karate haiN| prANiyoM kI bAta chor3a deM, vanaspati jagat meM bhI daNDazakti kA prayoga calatA hai| cIMTiyoM meM bhI yaha pracalita hai| madhumakkhiyAM daNDazakti kA prayoga karatI haiN| khoja karane para yaha spaSTa pratIta hotA hai ki prANImAtra meM daNDazakti kA prayoga aura balaprayoga-donoM calate haiN| aise vRkSa hote haiM jo daNDazakti kA prayoga kara prANiyoM ko phaMsA lete haiN| aise vRkSa haiM jinakI pattiyAM pahale khulI hotI haiM, phira jyoMhI koI prANI Akara una para baiThatA hai, ve sikur3a jAtI haiN| prANI usameM phaMsa jAtA hai| ve pattiyAM prANI ko nicor3a kara, nissAra khola ko bAhara pheMka detI haiN| eka nahIM, aneka aise vRkSa haiM, paudhe haiM, jo balaprayoga karate haiN| ve anya jIvoM ko cUsate haiM, unakA zoSaNa karate haiN| isI taraha cIMTiyAM sAmudAyika vyavasthA kA pAlana karatI haiN| cIMTiyoM kI rAnI sArI vyavasthA kA saMcAlana karatI hai| jo cIMTiyAM kAma karane se jI curAtI haiM, AlasI ho jAtI haiM, unheM samAja se bAhara nikAla diyA jAtA hai| madhumakkhiyoM kI bhI yahI vyavasthA hai| rAnI madhumakkhI kAma na karane vAlI madhumakkhiyoM ko daNDa detI hai, unakA bahiSkAra karatI hai aura daNDasvarUpa unase adhika kAma karAtI hai| samUce prANIjagat meM daNDa kI aura bala-prayoga kI vyavasthA calatI hai| manuSya ne daMDazakti ke sthAna para AtmAnuzAsana kA vikAsa kiyA hai| usakI dhAraNA yaha rahI ki bala-prayoga kama ho, daMDazakti kA prayoga kama ho aura AtmAnuzAsana jaage| hRdaya-parivartana kA pahalA sUtra hai-AtmAnuzAsana / jaba taka AtmAnuzAsana kA vikAsa nahIM hotA taba taka nahIM mAnA jA sakatA ki hRdaya-parivartana ghaTita huA hai| hRdaya-parivartana eka amUrta kriyA hai hamArI cetanA kii| use dekhA nahIM jA sktaa| kiMtu AtmAnuzAsana ke vikAsa ko dekhakara jAna jAte haiM ki isa vyakti kA hRdaya-parivartana ho gayA hai| ___AtmAnuzAsana kA vikAsa samAja aura sAmAjika mUlyoM kI pratiSThA kA eka mahattvapUrNa avadAna hai| 3tmAnuzAsana ke binA ahiMsA kI kalpanA

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200 kaise soceM ? nahIM kI jA sktii| ahiMsA kA pUrA vikAsa AtmAnuzAsana ke AdhAra para huA hai| hRdaya-parivartana kA dUsarA sUtra hai-abhaya kA vikAsa / abhaya ke binA ahiMsA kI kalpanA nahIM kI jA sktii| bhaya maulika manovRtti hai| AdamI DaratA hai| Dara samUce jIvana meM vyApta hai| AdamI ko atIta kA bhaya, vartamAna kA bhaya aura bhaviSya kA bhaya-tInoM kAloM kA bhaya satAtA rahatA hai| AdamI atIta ke bhaya se trasta ho jAtA hai| jo ghaTanA ghaTa cukI, jo ghaTanA calI gaI, usakA bhI bhaya AdamI ke saMskAroM meM aMkita ho jAtA hai aura AdamI jIvana usa bhaya se DaratA rahatA hai| AdamI ke jIvana meM eka ghaTanA ghttii| AdamI usase bhayAkrAMta ho gyaa| usane bhaya ko miTAne ke upAya kie, para saphalatA nahIM milii| eka vyakti se puuchaa| usane kahA, sabase sarala aura acUka upAya yaha hai ki tuma ghaTanA ko bhUla jaao| use yAda mata kro| use yaha upAya acchA lgaa| aba vaha nirantara yaha socane lagA-'mujhe usa ghaTanA ko bhUlanA hai', 'mujhe usa ghaTanA ko bhUlanA hai|' bhUlane-bhUlane ke bahAne smRti kI pakar3a itanI majabUta ho gaI ki vaha ghaTanA nirantara tarotAjA rahane lgii| atIta kA bhaya rahatA hai| bhaya kI smRtiyAM bahuta satAtI haiN| AdamI ko vartamAna kA bhaya bhI satAtA hai| yaha na ho jAe, vaha na ho jAe, cora na A jAe, aphasara na A jAe-vartamAna kA yaha bhaya bhI bahuta pIr3AdAyaka hotA hai| bhaviSya kA bhaya hai-kalpanAjanita bhy| vaha bhI kama bhayAnaka nahIM hotaa| AdamI bAra-bAra socatA rahatA hai ki avasthA A rahI hai, bUr3hA ho jAUMgA to kyA hogA ? kyA bacce sevA kareMge ? kyA bhojana sukha se mila pAegA? dhana nahIM rahegA to kyA karUMgA? asvastha ho jAUMgA to kyA hogA? isa prakAra eka ke bAda dUsarI ciMtA use ghere rahatI hai| Dara manuSya ke jIvana ke kSaNa-kSaNa meM sAtha calatA hai| kintu manuSya ne vikAsa kiyA abhaya kaa| sAdhanA karate-karate itanA vikAsa ho jAtA hai ki bhaya zabda hI samApta ho jAtA hai| AdamI ne una sAMpoM ke sAtha bhI maitrI kI sthApanA kI jinakA nAma sunate hI AdamI kAMpa uThatA hai| usane aise hiMsaka pazuoM ke sAtha bhI maitrI sthApita kI, jo AdamI ko mArakara khA jAte haiN| AdamI ne maitrI kA vikAsa kiyA, abhaya kA vikAsa kiyaa| jaise-jaise jIvana meM ahiMsA, abhaya aura maitrI

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hRdaya parivartana : eka mahAna upalabdhi kA vikAsa hotA hai, sabhI prANI mitra bana jAte haiM / koI bhI prANI kisI dUsare prANI ko satAtA hai to usake mukhya kAraNa do hote haiM- bhojana aura bhaya / yA to bhojana ke lie satAyA jAtA hai yA bhaya ke kAraNa satAyA jAtA hai| gAya, bhaiMsa, baila Adi pazu AdamI ko mArane ke lie daur3ate haiM / vikarAla mudrA banA lete haiN| isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? isakA eka hI kAraNa hai ki ve Dara jAte haiM jaba unheM Dara lagatA hai taba ve aisA karate haiM / yAtrApatha meM hamane aneka bAra dekhA ki Age calane vAle jhaMDe ko dekhakara gAyeM aura bhaiMsa camaka uThatI haiM, bhAgatI haiM aura vikarAla rUpa banA letI haiM / hamane socA aisA kyoM hotA hai? khoja karane para jJAta huA ki ye pazu kapar3oM se nahIM Darate, raMgoM se Darate haiM / pazu raMgoM se bahuta bhayabhIta hote haiM / pazuoM meM raMgoM kI pahacAna nahIM hai / para jaba raMgIna vastu sAmane AtI hai taba unheM lagatA hai ki koI vikarAla jIva sAmane A gayA / usako dekhate hI unake prANa kAMpa uThate haiN| ve ghabarAkara daur3ane laga jAte haiN| unake palAyana kA aura bhayaMkara mudrA kA mUla kAraNa hai bhaya / dUsarA kAraNa hai bhojana / jaba bhUkhe hote haiM taba AkramaNa karate haiM / kintu manuSya ne apanI sAdhanA aura abhaya kI vRtti ke dvArA aisI taraMgoM ko nirmitta kiyA hai, vaha aisI taraMgeM phailA sakatA hai ki unakI sannidhi meM bhUkhe pazu bhI AkramaNa nahIM karate aura bhayAkrAMta pazu bhI AkramaNa nahIM krte| ve svayaM abhaya banakara, pAsa meM Akara baiTha jAte haiM / jaba dhyAna kI razmiyAM, rAga-dveSa mukta cetanA kI razmiyAM vikIrNa hotI haiM taba sAmane vAle vyakti kA bhaya samApta ho jAtA hai / aneka citroM meM hama zera aura bakarI ko eka ghATa para sAtha-sAtha pAnI pIte huye dekhate haiM / vaha abhaya kA pratIka hai / yaha pratIka hai nirmala citta dhArA kA / jaba citta kI dhArA nirmala hotI hai, vItarAgatA kA vikAsa hotA hai taba aisI ghaTanAeM svAbhAvika bana jAtI haiM / aisI sthiti meM zera aura bakarI ko eka hI piMjar3e meM baMda dekha sakate haiM / para yaha eka dUsarI ghaTanA hai / eka AdamI pratidina cir3iyAghara meM jAtA aura dekhatA ki eka hI piMjare meM zera aura bakarI donoM baMdhe hue haiN| eka dina usane vahAM ke karmacArI se pUchA- kitanI bar3I maitrI ? kaisA Azcarya ! kaise vikAsa huA isakA ? usane kahA -- bAbUjI ! maitrI kucha nahIM hai / isa piMjare meM roja eka naI bakarI bAMdhI jAtI hai| jaba taka zera ko bhUkha nahIM lagatI, taba taka to baMdhI rahatI hai, jaba 201

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202 kaise soceM ? bhUkha lagatI hai taba dUsarI hI bakarI bandhatI hai| aisI maitrI nahIM caahie| maitrI vaha hotI hai jahAM bhUkha hone para zera bakarI para nahIM jhapaTatA aura eka hI piMjare meM eka sAtha raha jAtA hai| virodhI prANI eka sAtha raheM, yaha vAstavika maitrI hai| AdamI ne isa cetanA kA vikAsa kiyA hai| usane apane vikasita cetanA ke dvArA aisI taraMgoM kA nirmANa kiyA hai jahAM pUrA abhaya hai| use deza, kAla, vyakti, vastu aura apane mana meM uThane vAlI taraMgoM kA bhaya nahIM hai| sabase adhika bhaya apanI taraMgoM kA hotA hai| jaba mana kI taraMgeM vikarAla rUpa dhAraNa karatI haiM, mana meM jaba bavaMDara yA tUphAna uThatA hai, taba cetanA kA pUrA samudra mathita ho jAtA hai, udvelita aura kSubdha ho jAtA hai| usa samaya vyakti saMtulana kho detA hai| kalpanA kA bhaya sabase bhayaMkara hotA hai| parantu dhyAna ke abhyAsI vyakti meM ye taraMgeM paidA hI nahIM hotii| usakI cetanA jaba isa sthiti taka pahuMca jAtI hai, taba vaha abhaya ke kSetra meM praveza kara jAtA hai| vaha sarvata: abhaya ho jAtA hai| hRdaya-parivartana kA tIsarA sUtra hai-sahiSNutA kA vikaas| eka bahina ne pUchA-pArivArika jIvana meM zAMti kaise raha sakatI hai ? maiMne kahA-zAMti kI bAta bAda meM socnaa| pahale sahiSNutA kI bAta soco| sahiSNutA kA phalita hai-zAMti / yadi sahiSNutA nahIM hai to zAMti ho hI nahIM sktii| sahiSNutA kA artha hai-eka dUsare ko sahana krnaa| bhinna vicAra, bhinna AcAra, bhinna saMskAra, bhinna ruci-saba kucha bhinna hai| na vicAra milate haiM, na AcAra milatA hai, na saMskAra milate haiM aura na ruci milatI hai| itanI bhinnatA hone para bhI zAMtipUrNa saha-astitva ho jAtA hai| kahIM koI kaThinAI nahIM hai| sardI aura garmI, aMdhakAra tattvoM kA saha avasthAna ho sakatA hai| anekAnta siddhAMta kI sabase bar3I phalazruti hai-virodhI yugaloM kA eka sAtha rhnaa| yaha anekAMta kI mUla AdhArabhUmi hai| jaba padArtha-jagat meM virodhI yugala eka sAtha raha sakate haiM to kyA virodhI vicAra vAle yA virodhI vyavahAra vAle do AdamiyoM kA sahAvasthAna ho nahIM sakatA ? unakA sahAvasthAna ho sakatA hai, zAMtipUrNa saha-astitva ho sakatA hai| para isakA bhUla sUtra hai-sahiSNutA kA vikAsa / isakA artha hai eka dUsare ko sahana karanA, bhinna AcAra-vicAra ko sahana karanA, bhinna saMskAra aura ruci ko sahana krnaa| sahana karane se kalaha kA nivAraNa ho jAtA hai ! yahI zAnti kA bahuta bar3A AlaMbana hai| pratyeka vyakti apanI dRSTi se socatA hai, vicAra karatA hai| maiM apanI dRSTi se socatA hU~,

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hRdaya parivartana : eka mahAna upalabdhi 203 vicAra karatA huuN| kyA merA vicAra antima hai? kyA maiMne hI saccAI kA ThekA le rakhA hai ? kyA dUsare AdamI ko socane kA adhikAra nahIM hai ? kyA dUsarA sahI nahIM soca sakatA? kyA usakA vicAra aura vyavahAra sahI nahIM ho sakatA? nitijJa AcAryoM ne kahA ki eka bUr3hA yA anubhavI AdamI bhUla kara sakatA hai aura eka bAlaka bhI sahI parAmarza de sakatA hai| sahI bAta, cAhe kisI kI ho, vaha mAnya honI caahie| aisI aneka kahAniyAM pracalita haiM jinakA sAra tattva hai ki jahAM bar3e-bUr3he saba viphala ho gae vahAM yA to choTe lar3ake ne samAdhAna kiyA yA sabase choTI lar3akI ne samAdhAna prastuta kiyaa| eka kahAnI hai-rAjA ne amuka parivAra ke mukhie se kahA, tumheM hamAre prazna kA uttara denA hai, anyathA sAre parivAra vAloM ko phAMsI de dI jaaegii| parivAra kA mukhiyA nirAza ho gayA, koI samAdhAna upajA nhiiN| gAMva ke choTe lar3ake ne samAdhAna DhUMDha nikAlA aura sArA parivAra baca gyaa| rAjA ne kahA-mujhe bAlU reta kI rassI kI AvazyakatA hai| use tuma jaldI bhejo| yadi nahIM bhejoge to samUce parivAra ko naSTa kara duuNgaa| bar3I ajIba bAta thii| bAlU kI reta kI rassI kaise bane ? na kabhI aisI rassI ke bAre meM sunA na jaanaa| sAre loga ghabarA ge| choTe se eka bAlaka ne samasyA sunii| usane kahA-maiM jAnatA hUM isakA samAdhAna / bar3e-bar3e loga usake pAsa phuNce| usake sAmane samasyA rakhate hue kahA-yaha asaMbhava anuSThAna hai| mauta hameM dIkha rahI hai| kyA isakA samAdhAna ho sakatA hai ? bAlaka ne kahA-saba ho jaaegaa| Darane kI bAta nahIM hai| cintA mata kro| saba bace rheNge| maiM akelA hI isa prazna se nipaTa luuNgaa| tatkAla usane eka patra likhA aura dUta ke hAthoM rAjA ke pAsa bhijavA diyaa| rAjA ne patra pddh'aa| usameM likhA thA-mahArAja ! ApakI AjJA zirodhArya hai| Apa jaisA cAheMge vaisA hI hogA, vaisA hI kreNge| eka anurodha hai ki ApakI rAjadhAnI bahuta bar3I hai| vahAM sabhI prakAra ke zilpI, kalAkAra aura anyAnya vidyAoM meM niSNAta vyakti rahate haiN| hamArA gAMva choTA hai| Apa kRpA kara bAlU kI reta kI rassI kA namUnA bhijvaaeN| hama usI ke anusAra, Apa jitanI rassiyAM cAheMge, utanI banAkara bheja deNge| bAlaka kI isa sUjha-bUjha ne sAre parivAra ke prANa bacA die| hama kyoM ThekedAra baneM ki hama socate haiM vahI ThIka hai, dUsare jo socate haiM vaha sArA galata hai| isa ThekedArI ko chodd'eN| sahiSNutA kA vikAsa apane Apa hogaa| ghara kA mukhiyA jaba sahI cintana kA ThekedAra bana jAtA hai taba

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204 kaise soceM ? yaha ThekedArI asahiSNutA paidA karatI hai| isase kalaha aura kadAgraha bar3hatA hai| yadi buddhi yA akla kI isa ThekedArI ko samApta kara dete haiM to sahiSNutA kA vikAsa ho sakatA hai| taba yaha socane kA avasara milatA hai, maiM use samajhU, vaha mujhe smjhe| maiM use sahana karUM, vaha mujhe sahana kre| jaba eka-dUsare ko sahane kA vikAsa hotA hai jaba zAMtipUrNa saha-astitva phalita hotA hai| manuSya samAja ne sahiSNutA aura zAMtipUrNa saha-astitva kA vikAsa kiyA hai| hRdaya-parivartana kA mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai-sahiSNutA kA vikAsa aura sahiSNutA ke vikAsa ke dvArA zAMtipUrNa saha-astitva kA vikaas| hRdaya-parivartana kA cauthA sUtra hai-karuNA kA vikaas| pazu samAja meM kvacit karuNA kA udAharaNa mila jAtA hai, para sabhI pazuoM meM karuNA kA vikAsa nahIM dekhA jaataa| ... eka ghaTanA par3hI thii| eka videzI vyakti ke pAsa kuttA thaa| vaha bahuta samajhadAra thaa| vaha pratidina thailA lekara bAjAra meM jAtA aura eka nizcita dukAnadAra se bAraha DabalaroTiyAM thaile meM DalavAkara le AtA aura mAlika ko sauMpa detaa| yaha pratidina kA krama thaa| kucha dina biite| aba mAlika ne dekhA ki bAraha DabalaroTiyoM ke badale gyAraha hI A rahI haiN| mAlika ne socA, eka roTI kahIM gira jAtI hogii| pratidina aisA hI hone lgaa| eka roTI kI kamI kI khoja kI to patA calA ki rAste meM eka bImAra kutiyA baiThI rahatI thii| vaha cala-phira nahIM sakatI thii| kuttA bAraha roTiyoM meM se eka roTI use de AtA aura zeSa gyAraha roTiyAM mAlika ko sauMpa detaa| __ pazuoM meM kahIM-kahIM aise karuNA ke udAharaNa milate haiN| apane baccoM ke prati vAtsalya bhI pazuoM meM prApta hotA hai| kahIM-kahIM mAM kI mamatA kA utkRSTa udAharaNa pazuoM meM prApta hotA hai| eka zikArI hariNI ko mArane lgaa| usane apane dhanuSa para bANa cddh'aayaa| nizAnA saadhaa| itane meM hI hariNI ne kahA "AdAya mAMsamakhilaM stanavarjitAMgAd, mAM muJca vAgurika ! yAmi kuru prasAdam / adyApi sasyakavalagrahaNAdabhijJAH, manmArgavIkSaNaparA: zizavo mdiiyaa:||" -he zikArI ! tuma mere pUre zarIra ke mAMsa ko le lo, para donoM stanoM ko chor3a do| zikArI ne pUchA-kyoM ? vaha hariNI bolI- dekho, mere donoM

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hRdaya parivartana : eka mahAna upalabdhi bacce Aja bhI itane choTe haiM ki ve abhI ghAsa nahIM khA skte| ve kevala mere stanoM kA dUdha pIkara hI jI rahe haiM / stanoM ke dUdha ke abhAva meM ve becAre mara jaaeNge| ata: mere para kRpA karo / do stanoM ko chor3akara, pUre zarIra kA mAMsa le lo / ' kitanI mArmika ukti hai ! vAtsalya kA utkRSTa udAharaNa hai / vAtsalya ke abhAva meM aisI bAta nahIM kahI jA sktii| pazuoM meM vAtsalya hai, karuNA hai, para usakA sAmAjIkaraNa nahIM huA, sAmAjika vikAsa nahIM huaa| manuSya kI yaha vizeSatA hai ki usane karuNA kA vikAsa kiyA hai, karuNA kI pratiSThA kara usako mahAn mUlya diyA hai| hRdaya parivartana kI carcA ke saMdarbha meM hamane isa viSaya ke aneka pahaluoM ko chuA hai / hRdaya parivartana ke ghaTaka tattva aura phalita bhI jAna liye haiN| ina sAre saMdarbhoM meM kahA jA sakatA hai ki manuSya kI sabase bar3I upalabdhi hai hRdaya kA parivartana / 205

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abhayadAna 'NamotthuNaM abhayadayANaM'-maiM abhaya dene vAle tIrthaMkaroM ko namaskAra karatA huuN| namaskAra sUtra meM zakrastuti ke prasaMga meM tIrthaMkaroM ko namaskAra kiyA hai| namaskAra isalie kiyA gayA hai ki ve abhaya kA dAna karate haiM, prANI mAtra ko abhaya dete haiN| kisI ko bhayabhIta nahIM bnaate| svayaM DaranA yA dUsaroM ko DarAnA, svayaM bhaya kI anubhUti karanA aura dUsaroM ko bhaya kA anubhava karAnA-donoM bhautikavAdI prakriyAeM haiN| donoM adhyAtma ke prati pratikUla AcaraNa haiN| hama dharma kI carcA karate haiM, adhyAtma kI carcA karate haiM, kintu dharma yA adhyAtma kI antarAtmA kA anubhava nahIM krte| koI bhI vyakti abhaya bane binA AdhyAtmika nahIM ho sktaa| bhaya aura bhautikavAda donoM paryAyavAcI haiN| abhaya aura adhyAtma donoM paryAyavAcI haiN| apane Apako adhyAtmavAdI mAnane vAlA DaratA hai to vaha bAhara se adhyAtmavAdI hai aura anta:karaNa se bhautikvaadii| jo vyakti abhaya hai, DaratA nahIM, vaha apane Apako bhautikavAdI mAnatA huA bhI sahI artha meM adhyAtmavAdI hai| bhaya hamAre zarIra-darzana ke sAtha jur3A huA hai| darzana ke do koNa haiM-zarIra-darzana aura zarIrAtIta darzana / jo zarIra ko dekhatA hai, vaha bhaya kI sRSTi karatA hai| bhaya usI vyakti meM paidA hotA hai jo zarIra ko dekhatA hai| sAre bhayoM kA mUla kAraNa hai-zarIra-darzana / jisakI dRSTi zarIra se pare nahIM jAtI, zarIratIta nahIM hotI, vaha abhaya kA artha samajha nahIM sktaa| sArI mUrchA paidA hotI hai zarIra se aura mUrchA hI bhaya kA mUla kAraNa hai| mUrchA hai to bhaya hai| yadi mUrchA nahIM hai to bhaya nahIM hai| manovijJAna kI dRSTi se saMvegAtmaka vyavahAra aura saMvegAtmaka anubhava ye donoM hAipothelemasa se paidA hote haiN| ye donoM imozanala haiN| hamAre zarIra meM aise kendra haiM jahAM se nAnA prakAra kI pravRttiyoM kA saMcAlana hotA hai| saMvega kA saMcAlana zarIra se hotA hai| sAre saMvega hAipothelemasa meM paidA hote haiN| bhaya kA yahI sthAna hai| karmazAstrIya kAraNa hai ki mUrchA hai, moha hai isalie bhaya paidA hotA hai| mUrchA kI aneka prakRtiyoM meM eka prakRti hai-bhy| moha ke kAraNa hI manuSya yathArtha ko nahIM samajha sktaa| sacAI ko na samajha sakane ke kAraNa vaha jAne

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210 kaise soceM ? anajAne bhaya kI sthiti meM calA jAtA hai| use lagatA hai ki yadi zarIra chUTa gayA to saba kucha chUTa gyaa| zarIra calA gayA to saba kucha calA gyaa| usakA Adi-darzana hai zarIra, madhya-darzana hai zarIra aura anta-darzana hai zarIra / zarIra ke atirikta usakA koI darzana nahIM hai| zarIra ke prati jaba itanI pragAr3ha AsthA hotI hai taba bhaya paidA honA svAbhAvika hai| vartamAna kI duniyA meM, vizeSata: vartamAna kI cintanazIla duniyA meM eka AMdolana cala rahA hai-'garIbI haTAo' yaha bahuta sunahalA aura svaccha lagatA hai| thor3e gahare meM utara kara dekheM to patA lagegA ki yaha garIbI kI samasyA ko ulajhAne vAlA AMdolana hai| garIbI haTAo' isa AMdolana se Aja taka garIbI nahIM mittii| roTI kI samasyA hai, roTI do| bAta bahuta acchI lagatI hai, kintu yaha AMdolana bhI roTI kI samasyA ko samAhita karane vAlA nahIM, use ubhArane vAlA hI hai| isa AMdolana se na roTI milI hai na milane vAlI hI hai| bahuta bAra aisA hotA hai ki AdamI samagra ko nahIM pakar3atA, eka khaNDa ko pakar3akara ulajha jAtA hai| akhaMDa kI prakriyA meM khaMDa svayaM upalabdha hotA hai aura khaMDa kI prakriyA meM khaMDa svayaM khaMDita ho jAtA hai| ___ adAlata meM corI kA kesa cala rahA thaa| cora ke vakIla ne apanA tarka prastuta karate hue kahA-'jaja mahodaya ! corI to hAtha ne kI hai, isalie samUce zarIra ko kyoM daNDa diyA jAe ? daNDa usI ko diyA jAe jisane corI kI hai| isalie daNDa kA bhAgI hAtha hai, na ki zarIra / ' nyAyAdhIza ko yaha tarka acchA lgaa| usane apanA nirNaya sunAte hue kahA-'maiM vakIla ke isa tarka ko svIkAra karatA hUM aura hAtha ko daNDa denA cAhatA huuN| jisa hAtha ne corI kI hai, use dasa varSa ke sazrama kArAvAsa kI sajA bhugatanI pdd'egii|' tatkAla cora Age AyA aura bolA-'maiM nyAyapriya nyAyAdhIza ke nirNaya ko saharSa svIkAra karatA huuN| mere bAeM hAtha ne corI kI thii| use sajA milanI hI caahie|' yaha kahakara cora ne apanA kRtrima hAtha jo lakar3I kA banA thA, nikAla kara jaja ke Tebala para rakha diyaa| saba dekhate raha ge| jaja svayaM avAka raha gyaa| jaba hama khaMDa meM ulajha jAte haiM, samagratA ko bhulA dete haiM, vahAM nirNaya galata ho jAtA hai| hAtha ne corI kI, daNDa hAtha ko hI milanA cAhie-yaha tarka sunane meM bahuta acchA lagatA hai, para sahI nahIM hai yahAM akhaNDa kara vismRti kA khaMDa meM ulajhanA par3atA hai| aisA hI nArA yA tarka hai-'garIbI httaao|' cetanA nahIM jAgegI to garIbI miTegI kaise ? itanA prayatna karane para bhI jaba garIbI nahIM miTa rahI

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abhayadAna hai, roTI kI samasyA nahIM miTa rahI hai to isakA bhI koI na koI kAraNa yaha hai ki hama khaMDa meM ulajha gae, akhaMDa ko bhulA diyaa| . cetanA eka aura akhaMDa hai| cetanA ke dvArA hI ye sArI pravRttiyAM saMcAlita hotI haiN| garIbI kA nirmANa bhI cetanA ke kisI koNa se ho rahA hai to garIbI kI samasyA kA samAdhAna bhI cetanA ke kisI koNa se hI niklegaa| hama mUla bAta ko bhulA kara kevala bAhara sAmane Ane vAlI samasyA ko hI sulajhAne kA prayatna kareM to mUla samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM hogaa| Aja sabase bar3I samasyA hai cetanA ko jagAne kii| cetanA ko jagAne vAle Andolana bahuta maMda gati se calate haiM, unakA svara kahIM sunAI hI nahIM detA, kintu garIbI aura roTI kI samasyA ko sulajhAne vAle Andolana bar3I tIvra gati se calate haiM aura apanI nArebAjI se sAre AkAza ko guMjA dete haiN| para hotA kucha bhI nhiiN| jina logoM ne roTI kI samasyA ko sulajhAne ke lie jIvana praNAliyoM kA parivartana kiyA hai, phira cAhe vaha sAmAjavAdI praNAlI ho yA sAmyavAdI praNAlI ho, prathama darzana meM lagatA hai ki roTI kI samasyA sulajha gaI hai kintu jaba bhItara meM praveza karate haiM to aisA anubhava hotA hai ki roTI kI samasyA aura ulajha gaI hai| AdamI roTI khAte hue bhI anubhava nahIM kara rahA hai ki roTI khA rahA hai| use kevala yAMtrika cetanA kA-sA anubhava ho rahA hai| aisA lagatA hai ki saMvegAtmaka vyavahAra manda par3a gae haiN| jo vyakti zarAba pItA hai, usake saMvegAtmaka vyavahAra maMda par3a jAte haiN| zarIra lar3akhar3Ane laga jAtA hai| usake sArI sensarI seMTara (sensory centre) niSkriya ho jAte haiN| usakI sArI sakriyatA samApta ho jAtI hai| jaba taka zarAba kA nazA banA rahatA hai, prabhAva banA rahatA hai taba taka sakriyatA nahIM rahatI yA manda par3a jAtI hai| cetanA kI sakriyatA ko manda karane vAlI jitanI samAdhAna kI prakriyAeM haiM, ve zAyada eka bAra AdamI ko pralobhana meM DAla detI haiM, kintu anta taka unakA koI prabhAva hotA dikhAI nahIM detaa| aisI sthiti meM cAroM ora bhaya kA sRjana hotA hai aura samUce vAtAvaraNa meM bhaya hI bhaya dIkhane lagatA hai| bhaya kA eka saMvega hai| manovijJAna kI bhASA meM palAyana eka pravRtti hai aura usakA saMvega hai bhy| AdamI DaratA hai to palAyana karatA hai| palAyana aura bhaya-ye donoM jur3e hue haiN| bhaya kA sIdhA kAma hai palAyana krnaa| jaba bhaya kI sthiti paidA hotI hai taba AdamI daur3anA cAhatA hai, bacanA cAhatA hai| kabhI-kabhI nIMda kI avasthA meM AdamI kisI svapna ke kAraNa DaratA hai aura taba uThakara bhAgane laga jAtA hai|

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212 kaise soceM ? mujhe apanI bAta yAda yA rahI hai| merI avasthA choTI thii| maiM muni bana cukA thaa| eka dina maiM rAta ko baiThe-baiThe nIMda le rahA thaa| bhIta kA sahArA le rakhA thaa| acAnaka eka muni Ae, mujhe jgaayaa| maiM Dara gayA aura vahAM se daur3a kara AMgana meM A rukaa| jAnate hue yA jAgRta avasthA meM nahIM daur3A, nIMda meM hI daur3a pdd'aa| _nIMda meM bhI AdamI DaratA hai aura usa bhaya se baca nikalanA cAhatA hai| bhaya kI sthiti meM rahanA kabhI nahIM caahtaa| vaha bhaya se pAra calA jAnA cAhatA hai| svabhAvika hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki bahuta bAra sunate-par3hate haiM ki amuka kA lar3akA yA bhAI ghara se palAyana kara gayA, amuka kI strI yA pati bhAga gyaa| isa palAyana ke pIche bhaya hI mukhya kAraNa banatA hai, phira cAhe vaha bhaya mAna-pratiSThA kA ho yA dhana-daulata kA yA prema-parIkSA kA ho| palAyana karanA pravRtti hai| kutte ko dekhakara AdamI daur3atA hai aura AdamI ko dekhakara kuttA daudd'taa| donoM daur3ate haiN| vaha isase aura yaha usase DaratA hai| donoM eka dUsare se Darate haiN| kuttA isalie kATatA hai ki vaha AdamI se DaratA hai aura AdamI isalie daur3atA hai ki vaha kutte se DaratA hai| bhaya kA kAma hai palAyana kara jAnA / bhaya ke samaya meM kucha vizeSa prakAra kI pratikriyAeM hotI haiN| bhaya ke pratirodha ke lie adhika zakti jarUrI hotI hai| jisa samaya bhaya kA saMvega jAgRta hotA hai usa samaya eDrInala bahuta sakriya ho jAtA hai| adhika zakti caahie| eDrInala kA srAva atirikta nahIM hotA hai to zakti nahIM hotii| jaise-jaise bhaya kA saMvega bar3hatA hai, eDrInala kA srAva bhI bar3hatA hai, usase zakti bar3hatI hai aura taba daur3ane kI, pratirodha karane kI bhAvanA A jAtI hai| yaha anukUla tathya hai ki bhaya kI sthiti meM jitanI zakti hotI hai, sAmAnya avasthA meM utanI zakti nahIM hotii| eka DarA huA AdamI jitanI apanI zakti kA pradarzana kara sakatA hai, sAmAnya avasthA meM nahIM kara paataa| usa samaya vicitra zakti jAga jAtI hai| eka vyakti baiThA thaa| rAta kA samaya / andherA gaharA ho rahA thaa| vaha nIMda lene lgaa| acAnaka Dara lgaa| Dara kA AghAta huA mastiSka para / daurA par3a gyaa| vaha kahane lagA-dekho, dekho, usa kone meM bhUta khar3A hai, isa kone meM bhUta hai| ve saba merI ora A rahe haiN|' dUsaroM ne samajhAyA-'kucha nahIM hai| zAMta rho|' vaha samajhA nhiiN| usI prakAra bhUta dIkhane kI bAta karatA rhaa| usakA hAtha pakar3akara uThAne kA prayatna kiyaa| kintu usa samaya usake zarIra meM itanI zakti A gaI thI ki dasa AdamI bhI use uThAne meM asamartha the| ___ yaha zakti kahAM se AI ? na vahAM koI bhUta thA aura na preta / kucha bhI nahIM thaa| usa vyakti kA eDrInala glaiNDa itanA sakriya ho gayA ki usakA

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abhayadAna 213 atirikta srAva huA aura usa vyakti kI zakti bar3ha gii| itanI bar3hI ki vaha dasa vyaktiyoM ke vaza meM bhI nahIM rhaa| jaba vyakti hisTIriyA kI bImArI se grasta hotA hai aura jaba use daurA par3atA hai taba atyadhika zakti A jAtI hai aura use dekhakara loga mAna baiThate haiM ki yaha sArA kArya kisI adRzya chAyA kA hai| koI bhUta preta zarIra meM AviSTa huA hai, anyathA itanI zakti nahIM hotii| yathArtha meM na koI chAyA par3I hai aura na koI bhUta lagatA hai| yaha sArA camatkAra eDrInala ke srAva kA hai| eDrInala bahuta bar3I chAyA hai, bahuta bar3A preta hai| jaba taka eDrInala niyantraNa meM rahatA hai taba ThIka-ThIka kAma detA hai aura bhUta kA kAma karatA hai| prArambha meM usa atirikta srAva se jitanI zakti kA anubhava hotA hai, bAda meM utanI hI adhika zithilatA AtI hai| eDrInala sakriya hotA hai taba taka zakti kA anubhava hotA hai aura jaba vaha niSkriya hotA hai taba vyakti niDhAla ho jAtA hai, susta ho jAtA hai| bhaya utpanna hone ke cAra mukhya kAraNa haiM1. prAkRtika niyamoM ko na jAnane ke kaarnn| 2. zarIra ke niyamoM ko na jAnane ke kaarnn| 3. mana ke niyamoM ko na jAnane ke kaarnn| 4. cetanA ke niyamoM ko na jAnane ke kaarnn| jisa vyakti ne prakRti ke, zarIra ke, mana ke aura cetanA ke niyamoM ko jAnane kA prayatna kiyA hai, vaha bhaya se mukta huA hai| jo vyakti ina jAgatika niyamoM ko nahIM jAna pAtA, vaha hara bAta se Dara jAtA hai| baccA jitanA DaratA hai, bar3A nahIM DaratA aura vaha isalie nahIM DaratA ki vaha aneka niyamoM ko jAnatA hai| usakA bhaya kama ho jAtA hai| dhyAna kA prayoga ina niyamoM ko jAnane kA acchA mAdhyama hai| prekSAdhyAna se hama zarIra ke, mana ke aura cetanA ke niyamoM ko jAna lete haiM yaha niyamoM ko jAnane kI prakriyA hai| Aja ke vaijJAnikoM ko maiM bahuta mahattva detA hUM, kyoMki unakI khojoM ke dvArA zarIra aura mana ke jaTila niyamoM kI vyAkhyA huI hai| prAcIna graMthoM meM itanI vizada vyAkhyA prApta nahIM hai| zarIra ke eka-eka kaNa ke viSaya meM jitanI spaSTa avadhAraNA Aja hameM prApta hai, vaisI pahale kabhI nahIM huI thii| jisakI jo vizeSatA hai use hameM saharSa svIkAra karanA caahie| maiM bhautikavAda aura adhyAtmavAda ko bhinna koNa se dekhatA huuN| unako paramparAgata dRSTi se dekhanA nyAyasaMgata nahIM hogaa| prazna pUchA jAtA hai ki AtmA ko mAnate haiM yA nahIM mAnate ? Izvara ko mAnate haiM yA nahIM mAnate ?

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214 kaise soceM ? maiM na isa praznoM ko pUchanA cAhatA hUM aura na ina praznoM ke uttara dene meM hI mujhe rasa hai| maiM to yaha prazna pUchanA cAhatA hUM ki Apa zarIra ko mAnate haiM yA nahIM mAnate ? zarIra ko jAnate haiM yA nahIM jAnate ? AtmA ko mAnane-jAnane kI bAta chor3a deN| Apa sabase pahale zarIra ko jAnane-mAnane kA prayatna kreN| jaba taka Apane zarIra ko nahIM jAnA, Apa AtmA ko kaise jAna pAeMge ? Apane jaba taka zarIra ko hI nahIM jAnA, Apa kaise jAna pAeMge Izvara yA paramAtmA ko| hamArI kucha baMdhI-baMdhAI paribhASAeM haiN| hamane zabdoM ko isa prakAra raTa liyA, pakar3a liyA ki hama svayaM ulajhate haiM aura dUsaroM ko ulajhAte haiN| maiM pUchanA cAhatA hUM ki kyA Apake pAsa koI zakti hai jisase Aja AtmA ko jAna sakeM ? kyA Apa ina indriyoM ke dvArA hI AtmA ko, Izvara aura paramAtmA ko jAnanA cAhate haiM ? Apake pAsa sAdhana kahAM hai ? bahata garIba sthiti meM jI rahe haiN| itanI dayanIya sthiti hai ki AdamI ke pAsa sAdhana to bahuta kamajora hai aura vaha AkAzIya ur3Ana bharanA cAhatA hai| kamajora sAdhanoM se UMcI ur3Ana nahIM bharI jA sktii| pahale hamAre sAdhana majabUta hone caahie| pairoM meM tAkata to hai nahIM jamIna para calane kI aura himAlaya para car3hanA cAhate haiN| hamArI indriyAM jinake AdhAra para hama apanI jJAnAtmaka pravRttiyoM kA saMkalana karate haiM, kitanA kamajora sAdhana hai| hama AtmA yA Izvara ke bAre meM jAnate haiM yA to purAne granthoM ke AdhAra para yA Apasa meM carcA karake, tarka-vitarka krke| ye do hI to sAdhana haiM-zAstra yA trk| jisa granthakAra ne likhA, usakI gaharAI meM pahuMce binA kaise kahA jA sakatA hai ki vaha sacAI hai ? sacAI ko mApane kA koI sAdhana hI nahIM hai| dUsarI bAta hai ki sabhI granthakAra ekamata nahIM haiN| eka kahatA hai AtmA hai, dUsarA kahatA hai ki AtmA nahIM hai| eka kahatA hai Izvara hai, dUsarA kahatA hai Izvara nahIM hai, ekarUpatA nahIM hai, ekavAkyatA nahIM hai| isa sthiti meM kaise pramANita kiyA jA sakatA hai ki amuka grantha sahI hai aura amuka grantha sahI nahIM hai| kyA koI sabala sAdhana hai ? AdamI ke pAsa ekamAtra sAdhana hai trk| tarka kA AdhAra kyA hai ? indriyoM ke dvArA viSayoM kA saMgrahaNa hotA hai| mana ke dvArA vyApti banatI hai| vyApti aura pratyakSa darzana ke AdhAra para anumAna aura tarka kA mahala khar3A kiyA jAtA hai| itanA kamajora hai hamArA AdhAra, hamArA sAdhana ki eka tarka dUsare tarka ko kATa detA hai| kabhI-kabhI aisA bhI hotA hai ki vyakti svayaM apane hI tarkoM ko kATatA calA jAtA hai| Aja eka tarka prastuta karatA hai to kala dUsarA tarka sAmane lA detA hai| Akhira yaha mAnA huA hI to hai| jaba taka hamane sAkSAtkAra nahIM kiyA, kisI mAnyatA ke

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215 AdhAra para kisI prasAda ko khar3A kara diyA to vaha nirmANa kevala bAlU kI nIMva para kiyA huA nirmANa hogaa| usakA koI astitva nahIM hogA / tarka puSTa AdhAra nahIM banatA / puSTa AdhAra banatA hai prekSA, darzana / prekSA eka mArga hai sAkSAtkAra kA / sAkSAtkAra para koI tarka prastuta nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / prekSA hai - jAno aura dekho| isameM koI mAnyatA nahIM, koI tarka nahIM, koI hAipothisisa nahIM, koI vikalpa nahIM, kevala jAnanA, kevala dekhanA | jitanA jAnA dekhA hai vaha sahI hai / nahIM jAnA vaha zeSa ananta hai / sahI aura zeSa - use jAnanA dekhanA hai / AcArya bhikSu ne kahA thA- mana meM jijJAsA yA saMdeha ubhare, usakA samAdhAna kara lo| dUsaroM ko pUcho aura ve jo kaheM use samajhane kA prayatna karo / buddhigamya ho to svIkAra kara lo aura yadi buddhi meM na baiThe to use yaha samajha kara chor3a do ki yaha bAta abhI merI samajha se pare hai| mere gale nahIM utara rahI hai / merI buddhi meM nahIM samA rahI hai / para maiM koI satya kA ThekedAra to nahIM huuN| 'maiM socatA hUM vahI sahI hai ' - yaha ThekedArI satya ke jagat meM nahIM calatI / chor3a do usa bAta ko / Agraha mata kro| yaha kaho, merI choTI buddhi meM tumhArI bAta nahIM samA rahI hai / tuma kahate ho vaha ThIka ho sakatA hai, para abhI maiM use svIkAra nahIM kara sakatA / yaha Rju mArga hai| I abhayadAna hama sahI mArga ko svIkAra kareM / sahI mArga hai zarIra ko jAnanA, zarIra ke niyamoM ko jAnanA, mUrcchA ke niyamoM ko jAnanA / mUrcchA ke do mAdhyama haiM - karma - zAstrIya bhASA meM sUkSma zarIra aura zarIra zAstrIya bhASA meM granthiyAM, grnthitNtr| sUkSma zarIra meM aise saMskAra ekatrita haiM, mUrcchA ke itane paramANu saMkalita haiM, itane ghane paramANu haiM ki jaba-jaba ve sakriya hote haiM, taba-taba saMvega kI vibhinna avasthAeM nirmita hotI haiM / kabhI krodha, kabhI ahaMkAra, kabhI vAsanA aura kabhI ghRNA kA bhAva, kabhI IrSyA aura Asakti kA bhAva, kabhI apriyatA aura bhaya kA bhAva-ye rUpa nirmita hote haiN| ye sAre mUrcchA, saMvega aura Avega haiN| ye sAre imozanala vyavahAra haiM / ye saMvegAtmaka vyavahAra paidA hote rahate haiM, inakA hameM anubhava hotA rahatA hai / yaha hai karmazAstrIya dRSTikoNa | zarIra zAstrIya dRSTikoNa yaha hai- bAhya nimittoM aura uddIpanoM kI sthiti meM zarIra meM jo pratikriyAeM hotI haiM, unase saMvega jAgate haiM, kabhI bhaya kA, kabhI krodha kA to kabhI lar3ane kA / hameM samajhanA hai sthUla zarIra ko aura sUkSma zarIra ko / ina donoM zarIroM ko samajhe binA AtmA ko samajhane kI bAta hAsyAspada lagatI hai / maiM

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216 kaise soceM ? nahIM kahatA Apa AtmA yA paramAtmA ko na mAneM, kintu maiM to yaha kahanA cAhatA hUM ki Apa mAnane taka hI sImita na raheM, vahIM aTake na raheM, usase Age jAnane kI sImA meM bhI praveza kreN| mAnane kI bAta bacapana kI bAta ho sakatI hai| sadA bacapana meM hI jInA sArthaka nahIM kahA jA sktaa| baccA yadi sadA-sadA ke lie baccA hI banA rahe, kabhI yuvA yA praur3ha na bane, to kaisA lagegA ? baccA mAM kI bAta mAnatA hai, pitA aura bhAI kI bAta ko mAnatA hai, bar3e-bUr3hoM kI bAta mAnatA hai, kintu jaba vaha bar3A ho jAtA hai to mAnanA kama ho jAtA hai, aura jAnane kI pravRtti prabala ho jAtI hai| mAnanA pIche chUTa jAtA hai, jAnanA Age A jAtA hai| darzana aura dharma ke kSetra meM bhI aisA honA caahie| kintu Azcarya hai ki aisA nahIM ho rahA hai| isa kSetra meM AdamI bhI mAnane meM hI adhika vizvAsa karate haiM, jAnane kA prayatna kama karate haiN| lagatA hai ki jIvana bhara ve mAnate hI cale jaaeNge| yaha kaisA bacakAnApana! isase hogA kyA ? AdamI ko mAnane kI bhUmikA se haTa kara jAnane kI bhUmikA meM bhI AnA caahie| prekSA kA prayoga jAnane kA prayoga hai, mAnane kA nhiiN| sabase pahale zarIra ke niyamoM ko jaaneN| sthUla zarIra ke niyamoM ko jAna lene ke bAda sUkSma zarIra ke niyamoM ko jaaneN| isalie sAdhaka ko eneTaoNmI kA bhI samyaga jJAna honA caahie| karma-siddhAMta kA bhI adhyayana karanA caahie| sUkSma zarIra kI saMracanA aura ghaTakoM ko bhI jAnanA caahie| jaba hama sthUla zarIra aura sUkSma zarIra ke niyamoM ko jAna leMge, jaba hama karma-siddhAMta ko jAna leMge taba usa bhUmikA meM eka sahI jijJAsA paidA hogii| taba hamAre mana meM prazna ubharegA-kyA AtmA hai ? kyA zarIra se pare bhI koI tattva hai ? kyA paramAtmA kA astitva hai ? yaha vAstavika jijJAsA hogI aura aneka jijJAsAoM kA dvAra khulegaa| isase pUrva dvAra khulatA hI nahIM, dvAra baMda hotA hai| 'mAnane' kA pariNAma hai dvAra ko banda krnaa| mAnane se chuTakArA to zIghra ho jAtA hai| maiMne kahA aura Apane mAna liyaa| isase huA kyA ? pariNAma to zUnya hI rhaa| jAnane ke lie hajAroM varSa bitAne par3ate haiN| sIdhA rAstA hai mAnanA aura Ter3hA-mer3hA rAstA hai jaannaa| jAnane ke lie bahuta zrama aura tapasyA karanI par3atI hai, khapanA par3atA hai, tapanA par3atA hai aura japanA par3atA hai| mAnane ke lie zrama nahIM karanA par3atA, koI tapasyA nahIM karanI pdd'tii| na khapanA par3atA hai, na tapanA aura japanA par3atA hai| kahA aura mAna liyaa| karanA-dharanA kucha bhI nahIM hai| mAnane vAle vahIM aTaka gae, kintu jina logoM ne jAnane kA prayatna kiyA, unhoMne duniyA ko bahuta bar3A avadAna diyA

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abhayadAna 217 hai| para isa kaThinAI ko bhI maiM jAnatA hUM ki jAnane vAle hajAroM-lAkhoM vyaktiyoM ke lie bhrama bhI paidA kara jAte haiN| kyoMki jo jAnane vAle hote haiM, unako mAnane vAle bhI hajAroM loga mila jAte haiM, yaha bhI eka kaThinAI hai| eka jAnane vAlA hotA hai, para usako mAnane vAle lAkhoM loga ho jAte haiN| kendra choTA hotA hai, parantu paridhi bahuta bar3I bana jAtI hai| sArI kaThinAI paridhi meM hI paidA hotI hai, kendra meM nhiiN| yadi sAre ke sAre jAnane vAle hoM to koI kaThinAI nahIM hotii| mahAvIra ne kahA-sArI bAdhAeM aura vighna usa vyakti ke sAmane bAra-bAra upasthita hote haiM jo jJAtA aura draSTA nahIM hai| jo svayaM nahIM jAnatA aura svayaM nahIM dekhatA, vaha ina vighnoM se AkrAnta hotA hai| apane jJAna se jo svayaM nahIM jAnatA, apanI AMkhoM se jo svayaM nahIM dekhatA, usa vyakti ko paga-paga para bAdhAoM kA sAmanA karanA par3atA hai| kabhI-kabhI aisA bhI hotA hai ki jAnane aura dekhane kA prasaMga AtA hai, jJAtA aura draSTA bhAva kA prasaMga AtA hai, para AdamI jAnabUjha kara AMkheM mUMda letA hai, dRSTi ko samApta kara detA hai aura taba vaha vighnoM se ghira jAtA hai| hamArA prayatna ho ki hama svayaM jAneM, dekheN| isa prayatna meM zarIrAtIta sthiti kA anubhava karanA hogaa| sAdhanA kA parama sUtra hai-zarIrAtIta sthiti kA anubhava / zarIra-darzana ko eka bAra chor3anA par3atA hai| zarIra-darzana ke sAtha do bAteM jur3I huI hotI haiM-eka hai jIvana aura dUsarI hai mRtyu / donoM sAtha jur3e hue haiN| jaba hama jIvana ko dekhate haiM taba Asakti paidA hotI hai aura jaba mauta ko dekhate haiM to bhaya paidA hotA hai| mUrchA ke ye donoM pahalU-Asakti aura bhaya zarIra se jur3e hue haiN| zarIra ko banAe rakhate haiM to Asakti paidA hotA hai| bhaya hai hI kyA ? uttarAdhyayana sUtra kA eka prasaMga hai| rAjA saMprati zikAra karane gyaa| sAmane hiraNa aayaa| bANa chodd'aa| vaha mara gyaa| rAjA hiraNa ke pAsa gyaa| idhara-udhara dekhaa| usakI dRSTi eka vRkSa ke nIce kAyotsarga ke mudrA meM sthita eka muni para pdd'ii| muni ko dekhate hI rAjA bhayabhIta ho gyaa| usane socA, anyAya ho gyaa| lagatA hai yaha hiraNa sAdhu kA thaa| maiMne ise mAra ddaalaa| sAdhu kyA kahegA ? yaha tapasvI hai| yadi kruddha hokara mujhe zApa de degA to maiM mArA jaauuNgaa| mArane vAlA bhI mauta se bahuta ghabarAtA hai, DaratA hai| mArane vAlA bhI maranA nahIM cAhatA, bahuta bhayabhIta rahatA hai| vaha bahuta sAre logoM ko mAratA hai, para marane ke bhaya se apanI saghana surakSA kI vyavasthA karatA hai| bhaya itanA ghanIbhUta ho jAtA hai ki vaha apanI surakSA ke lie hajAroM vyaktiyoM ko lagAtA

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218 hai| marane vAle se mArane vAlA adhika DaratA hai / rAjA bhayabhIta ho gyaa| ghor3e se utarA aura muni ke caraNoM meM jA girA / muni ne kAyotsarga pUrA kiyaa| rAjA ne hAtha jor3a kara kahA 'mahArAja' ! kSamA kreN| mujhe to patA nahIM thA ki yaha hiraNa ApakA hai / anajAne meM maiMne isako mAra ddaalaa| aba Apa mujhe kSamA kA dAna deN| muni zAMta the / unhoMne mRdu svaroM meM kahA'abhao patthivA tumbhaM, abhayadAyA bhavAhi ya / aNicce jIvalogammi, kiM hiMsAe pasajjasi ? / / kaise soceM ? - rAjana ! maiM tumheM abhayadAna detA hUM, kintu dAna ko svIkAra karane kI kSamatA honI caahie| yaha kSamatA taba jAgegI jaba tuma svayaM abhayadAna dene laga jAoge / saba tumase bhayabhIta haiN| yaha mata samajho ki eka hiraNa hI tumase DarA hai, sArA saMsAra tumase Dara rahA hai| tuma bhI abhaya denA siikho| tuma dUsaroM ko abhaya kA dAna karoge to merA abhaya kA dAna tumako prApta hogaa| rAjan ! maiM nahIM samajha pAyA ki isa anitya jIvana ke lie tuma itanI hiMsA kyoM kara rahe ho ? kyA tuma zAzvata ho ? kyA tuma amara rahoge ? kyA tuma nahIM bharoge ? soco aura smjho| koI zAzvata aura amara rahane vAlA nahIM hai / phira tuma kyoM itanI hiMsA karate ho ? 1 abhaya kA dAna vahI vyakti de sakatA hai jisane svayaM abhaya prApta kiyA hai aura jisameM se abhaya kI taraMgeM nikalatI haiN| ve taraMgeM Asa-pAsa ke sAre vAtAvaraNa meM abhaya kA vikiraNa karatI haiN| vahI vyakti abhaya ho sakatA hai jo abhaya kA dAna karatA hai / vahI vyakti abhaya kA dAna kara sakatA hai jo abhaya hotA hai / bhaya bahuta bar3A saMvega hai / isase chuTakArA pAnA bahuta Avazyaka hai / abhaya ke dvArA hI bhaya ko samApta kiyA jA sakatA hai /

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bhaya ke srota samUcA saMsAra gatizIla hai| saba kucha prakampana hI prakampana hai, gati hai gati hai| gati kA artha hai-sthAna-parivartana / hama eka sthAna meM hote haiM aura jaba gati hotI hai taba sthAna badala jAtA hai| acetana aura cetana-donoM jagata meM gati kA yaha siddhAMta cala rahA hai| ___ hamArA citta bhI gatizIla hai| vaha bhI badalatA hai| vaha eka sthAna me hotA hai, thor3A samaya bAda dUsare sthAna meM calA jAtA hai| prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa isalie hotA hai ki citta eka sthAna para sthira raha ske| citta bahuta gatizIla hai| eka sthAna para TikatA hI nhiiN| prasiddha manovaijJAnika glaiNDa' ne neka parIkSaNa kie aura niSkarSa kI bhASA meM kahA ki dhyAna kA sthala eka minaTa meM pandraha bAra badala jAtA hai| tAtparya yaha huA ki cAra sekaNDa meM dhyAna kA sthala badala jAtA hai| cAra sekaNDa ke pazcAt avadhAna kA sthala badala jAtA hai| manovaijJAnika viliMgja' ne bhI lagabhaga yahI niSkarSa nikAlA thA ki 1 se 5 sekaNDa ke madhya dhyAna kA sthala badala jAtA hai| dhyAna karane vAlA pratyeka sAdhaka yaha anubhava karatA hai ki eka viSaya para citta lambe samaya taka ekAgra nahIM hotaa| kisI viSaya ko lekara baiThate haiM aura vaha dhyAna badala jAtA hai, sthAna badala letA hai| viSaya parivartana yA sthUla parivartana svAbhAvika prakriyA hai| vicAra badalatA hai, viSaya badalatA hai, avadhAna badalatA hai, saba kucha badalatA rahatA hai| hamArA jIvana bahuta bar3A calacitra hai| jitane calacitra hamane dekhe haiM, ve saba isake sAmane choTe par3ate haiN| dUsare calacitra DhAI-tIna ghaMTe ke hote haiM, kintu jIvana kA yaha calacitra jIvana bhara rahatA hai, kSaNa-kSaNa parivartana hotA rahatA hai| dRzya kA parivartana hotA rahatA hai| dRzya kA kabhI anta nahIM aataa| do vyakti bAteM kara rahe the| donoM gappI the| eka ne kahA-merA dAdA itanA bar3A tairAka thA ki vaha apane gAMva ke tAlAba para tairane gayA aura tIna dina taka, rAta-dina tairatA rhaa| kitanA kuzala tairAka ! dUsarA bolA-basa, itanI-sI bAta hai ! mere dAdA kI bAta suno| vaha samudra meM tairane ke lie gyaa| usako gae pacAsa varSa ho ge| Aja taka vaha ghara nahIM aayaa| lagatA hai pacAsa varSoM se nirantara samudra meM taira rahA hai| kitanA nipuNa tairAka hai ! ___ hamAre jIvana kA yaha calacitra bhI nirantara havA meM tairatA rahatA hai| kabhI pUrA hotA hI nhiiN|

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220 kaise soceM ? citta vRttiyoM kA yaha cakra bhI nirantara gatizIla rahatA hai| kabhI krodha, kabhI bhaya, kabhI vAsanA, kabhI rAga, kabhI ghRNA, kabhI dveSa, kabhI lipsA, kabhI mahattvAkAMkSA-eka ke bAda dUsarI vRtti ubharatI rahatI hai aura apanA pUrA citra prastuta karatI hai| ina sArI vRttiyoM meM bhaya kA sthAna pramukha hai| kucha manovaijJAnikoM ne tIna prAthamika saMvega mAne haiM-bhaya, krodha aura sneh| ye tInoM bar3e haiM aura AdamI ke jIvana ke sAthI haiM, sadA sAtha rahane vAle haiN| ye hI adhika ubharate haiN| ___ bhaya bahuta bar3A saMvega hai| AdamI ko hara bAta meM bhaya lagatA hai, bhaya ke bAda bhaya, bhaya chUTatA hI nhiiN| koI na koI bhaya banA hI rahatA hai| eka bhaya ko chor3ane kA prayatna karate haiM to dUsarA bhaya sAmane ubhara AtA hai| eka AdamI ko Dara bahuta satAtA thaa| vaha eka samajhadAra AdamI ke pAsa gayA aura bolA-mujhe Dara bahuta lagatA hai kabhI bhUta kA, kabhI preta kA Dara satAtA hI rahatA hai| aisA koI upAya batAo ki merA Dara chUTa jaae| usane eka upAya kiyaa| eka tAbIja banA kara diyA aura kahA-'ise hAtha para bAMdha do, Dara nahIM lgegaa|' usane tAbIja ko hAtha para bAMdha diyaa| kucha mahIne biite| vaha phira milaa| usane pUchA-kyA tumhArA bhaya samApta ho gayA ? aba Darate to nahIM ? usane kahA, aba na bhUta kA Dara satAtA hai aura na preta kA bhaya satAtA hai| bhaya sAre samApta ho gae haiM, para eka bhaya sadA banA rahatA hai ki kahIM yaha tAbIja guma na ho jaae| yaha Dara nirantara banA kA banA rahatA eka bhaya miTA to dUsarA bhaya paidA ho gyaa| bhaya ko miTAne kA bhI bhaya paidA ho gyaa| manuSya kI aisI hI prakRti hai ki vaha use chor3a nahIM sakatA, kyoMki bhaya usakA cirasAthI hai| hameM bhaya ke srota ko khojanA hogaa| yaha kyoM hotA hai ? isakA mUla kAraNa kyA hai ? mUla srota kyA hai ? hama uddIpaka sthitiyoM ko jAnate haiM, uttejanA kI sthitiyoM ko hama jAnate haiN| jaba bhaya kI uddIpta karane vAlI sthiti sAmane AtI hai, AdamI Dara jAtA hai| teja AvAja huI, eka dhamAkA huA, AdamI Dara jAtA hai| bAdala garajatA hai AkAza meM aura AdamI Dara jAtA hai pRthvI pr| bijalI kauMdhatI hai AkAza meM aura AdamI Dara jAtA hai pRthvI pr| bijalI kar3akatI hai aura AdamI ke prANa chUTane laga jAte haiN| teja AvAja eka uddIpaka sthiti hai bhaya kii| rAta kA samaya hai| do sAthI mArga se gujara rahe haiN| eka sAthI pIche ruka jAtA hai| dUsarA apanI hI dhuna meM calA jA rahA hai| use jaba jJAta hotA hai

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bhaya ke srota 221 ki maiM akelA hI hUM, sAthI pIche chUTa gayA hai to vaha Darane laga jAtA hai| usake pAMva kAMpane laga jAte haiN| akelApana bhaya ko uddIpana karane vAlI paristhiti hai| ye bhaya ko uddIpta karane ke kucheka kAraNa haiN| ye uddIpana haiM, bhaya ke mUla srota nahIM haiN| hameM khojanA hogA ki bhaya ke mUla srota kyA haiM ? bhaya ke cAra mUla srota batalAe haiM1. sttvhiintaa| 3. bhaya kA satata ciMtana / 2. bhaya kI mti| 4. bhaya ke paramANuoM kA uttejita honaa| 1. sattvahInatA ___ vyakti meM parAkrama nahIM hai, bala nahIM hai, zakti nahIM hai, sattva nahIM hai| jaba zakti, parAkrama aura sattva kA AbhAva hotA hai taba akAraNa hI bhaya paidA hotA hai| sattva anta:karaNa se saMbaddha parAkrama hai| jisa vyakti ko apane astitva kA nirantara bodha hotA rahatA hai, jisa vyakti meM apane astitva ke prati glAni yA hInatA kA abhAva nahIM hai, vaha cetanA sattva-cetanA hotI hai| apane astitva kA bodha hote rahanA, yaha sattva-cetanA hai| jisameM isakA abhAva hotA hai, vaha dUsaroM ko dekhate hI Dara jAtA hai, dUsaroM se prabhAvita ho jAtA hai| prabhAvita honA bhI eka prakAra kA bhaya hai| sattva kI kamI hI isakA kAraNa banatI hai| svayaM kI durbalatA hI isakA kAraNa banatI hai| isa duniyA meM zakti-azakti, durbalatA-sabalatA kA nATaka hotA rahatA hai| zaktihIna aura durbala vyakti kI koI sahAyatA nahIM krtaa| zaktizAlI kI sahAyatA meM anAmaMtrita loga A jAte haiN| eka saMskRta kavi ne likhA hai-"sakhA bhavati maarutH|" jaba dAvAnala sulagatA hai, Aga sAre jaMgala ko bhasmasAt karatI hai, taba havA usakA sahayoga karatI hai| vAyu kI sahAyatA ke binA Aga phailatI nhiiN| Aga ko phailAne meM vAyu sakhA kA kAma karatI hai| prazna hai-sahayoga kyoM karatI hai ? Aga aura havA meM virodha honA cAhie, kintu Aga ko sahayoga detI hai havA, kyoMki Aga zaktizAlI hai, vaha phailane lagatI hai taba havA anAmaMtrita hI use sahayoga dene A jAtI hai aura jaba Aga durbala hotI hai taba havA use bujhAne laga jAtI hai| jaba dIpa TimaTimAne lagatA hai taba havA kA jhoMkA AtA hai aura use bujhA DAlatA hai| havA Aga prajvalita karatI hai, havA Aga bujhAtI hai| dIpa becArA durbala thA, havA ne usako bujhA diyaa| dAvAnala zaktizAlI thA, havA ne usako sahayoga diyA aura vaha Aga aura adhika bhabhaka utthii| vizva kA yaha niyama hai| saba zakti-sampanna vyakti kA sahayoga karate

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222 kaise soceM ? haiN| jo svayaM sattvahIna aura zaktizUnya hotA hai, usakA koI sahayoga nahIM karatA, usake mana meM sadA Dara banA rahatA hai| bhaya kI utpatti kA pahalA srota hai-sattvahInatA, shkti-shuunytaa| 2. bhaya kI mati jaba buddhi meM bhaya samA jAtA hai, jaba AdamI mAna letA hai ki bhaya hai taba bhaya hI bhaya dikhatA rahatA hai| eka makAna ko 'bhUtahA' ghoSita kara diyA gyaa| logoM ne mAna liyA ki isa ghara meM bhUta rahate haiM, yaha bhUtoM kA nivAsa-sthAna hai| bhUta kisI ko dikhe yA nahIM, para mana para bhUta savAra ho jAtA hai| buddhi meM bhaya jama jAtA hai| 'bhUtahA' makAna ko koI kharIdanA nahIM cAhatA, bhale phira vaha kitanA hI sundara ho, kitanA hI sastA milatA ho| isakA mUla kAraNa hai ki AdamI meM bhaya kI buddhi nirmita ho gii| jaba eka bAra aisA hotA hai taba bhaya paidA hotA hI rahatA hai| 3. bhaya kA satata ciMtana Dara kI bAteM karanA, Dara ke viSaya meM socate rahanA, bAra-bAra bhaya utpanna karane vAlA sAhitya par3hanA, usI kA zravaNa karanA, usI kA manana karanA, usI kA nididhyAsana karanA-ye sAre bhaya kI utpatti meM sahAyaka banate haiN| Aja kyA hogA ? kala kyA hogA? bur3hApe meM kyA hogA ? bhaya kI itanI taraMgeM aura dhArAeM prasArita hotI haiM ki bhaya ke atirikta kucha dikhAI nahIM detaa| bhaya kA cintana karane se bhaya paidA hotA hai| ___ aneka loga aise hote haiM jo bhaya kI kahAniyAM sunAne meM bahuta rasa lete haiN| ve kahane lagate haiM-mere pitA ne eka rAta cuDaila ko dekhA thaa| usake paMje pIche kI ora mur3e hue the| mere pitA ne eka dina bhUta ko dekhA, mere mitra ne pretAtmA se sAkSAtkAra kiyA aura yaha bhayaMkara ghaTanA ghttii| aisI ghaTanAoM kA anta hI nahIM aataa| eka ke bAda dUsarI ghaTanA sunAte cale jAte haiM, ghaTI ho yA na ghaTI ho, yathArtha ho yA kAlpanika ho| AkhyAna yA kahAnI meM kalpanA kI jA sakatI hai| yaha doSa nahIM mAnA jAtA / bhUta-preta kI ghaTanAeM sunAne vAle sunA dete haiM, kintu sunane vAloM ke lie sonA harAma ho jAtA hai| rAta bhara karavaTeM badalate rahate haiM, nIMda AtI hI nhiiN| cAroM ora bhUta hI bhUta yA preta hI preta dikhAI dene lagate haiN| sArA zarIra bhaya se kAMpa uThatA hai| kabhI kucha huA hogA yA nahIM huA hogA, para sunane vAle ke mana meM sAre citra ubharate rahate haiN| bhaya kI utpatti kA tIsarA srota hai-bhaya kA satata cintana karanA, bhaya kI bAteM sunnaa|

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bhaya ke srota 223 4. bhaya ke paramANuoM kA uttejita honA / bhaya kI utpatti kA yaha cauthA srota bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa hai| vyakti ke samakSa koI uddIpaka sthiti nahIM hai, koI bhaya kI sthiti nahIM hai, na koI bhaya kA cintana calatA hai, na bhaya dene vAlI vArtA hI ho rahI hai, buddhi meM bhaya samAyA huA hai, kucha bhI nahIM hai, phira bhI bhaya vedanIya karma ke paramANu sakriya hote hI bhaya lagane laga jAtA hai| yaha bAharI kAraNoM se hone vAlA bhaya nahIM hai| isakI utpatti kA mUla kAraNa hai Antarika / bAhya kAraNoM kI apekSA se ise ahetuka yA akAraNika bhaya kahA jAtA hai| yaha kevala apane bhItara saMcita bhaya ke paramANuoM kI sakriyatA se utpanna hotA hai| akAraNa hI bhaya kI sthiti utpanna ho jAtI hai, akAraNa hI Dara barasane laga jAtA hai| hama paristhitivAda se bahuta paricita haiN| bAharI nimittoM aura paristhitiyoM ko hama jAnate haiM, kintu Antarika vAtAvaraNa ko nahIM jAnate, usase adhika paricita nahIM hai| manovijJAna ne isa viSaya para avazya hI cintana kiyA thA ki hamAre jo jJAna ke viSaya haiM, ve kabhI cetana mana meM hote haiN| kabhI avacetana mana meM hote haiM aura kabhI acetana mana meM hote haiN| tInoM mAnasika prakriyAoM meM ye calate rahate haiN| eka bAta abhI cetana mana meM hai, dhyAna badalate hI vaha bAta avacetana mana meM calI jAtI hai| aura do minaTa bAda bhulA dI jAtI haiN| kahAM calI jAtI hai ? abhI hama eka viSaya para bAta mA dhyAna kara rahe the, do minaTa bItA, bAta kA viSaya badala gayA, mana dUsare bindu para jA ttikaa| kyA bAta samApta ho gayI ? nahIM, vaha cetana mana se utara gayI, samApta nahIM huii| vaha bhItara meM calI gaI, gahare meM calI gii| vaha avacetana mana meM calI gii| vaha vahAM aMkita ho gayI, usakA pratibiMbana ho gyaa| avacetana aura cetana ke viSaya badalate rahate haiN| eka cakra calatA rahatA hai| avacetana kI bAta cetana meM jAtI hai aura cetana kI bAta puna: avacetana meM calI jAtI hai| yaha cakra rukatA nhiiN| isalie bhUlI huI bAteM bhI kabhI-kabhI yAda ho jAtI haiN| bAta ke yAda Ate hI AdamI kabhI Dara jAtA hai, kabhI kupita ho jAtA hai, kabhI sneha se abhibhUta ho jAtA hai| avacetana kI bAta aspaSTa hotI hai aura cetana kI bAta spaSTa hotI hai| jo bAta cetana mana meM utaratI hai, usakA spaSTa avabodha hotA hai aura jo bAta avacetana mana meM calI jAtI hai, vaha aspaSTa ho jAtI hai| cetana kI bAta sImita hotI hai, avacetana meM jAkara vaha phaila jAtI hai, bar3I bana jAtI hai| adhyAtma vijJAna meM isa viSaya para sUkSma paryAlocana kiyA gayA thA, manovijJAna se bhI bahuta Age bar3hakara / pUrA kA pUrA karma-siddhAMta isI AdhAra para khar3A

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224 kaise soceM ? huA thA ki cetana mana kI pratyeka ghaTanA sUkSma zarIra meM jAtI hai| usakA prakampana sUkSma zarIra meM hotA hai| sUkSma zarIra duniyA kA bahuta bar3A taMtra hai| itanA bar3A taMtra duniyA meM dUsarA hai hI nhiiN| saMsAra ke sAre taMtroM-rAjya taMtra, samAja taMtra, udyoga taMtra ko tulA ke eka palle para rakhA jAe aura sUkSma zarIra ke taMtra ko dUsare palle para rakhA jAe to sUkSma zarIra ke taMtra vAlA pallA bhArI hogaa| vaha itanA bar3A taMtra hai ki jahAM asaMkhya vRttiyoM ke asaMkhya sthAna alaga-alaga bane hue haiN| asaMkhya-asaMkhya vRttiyAM haiM aura asaMkhya-asaMkhya sthAna haiN| eka vicAra, eka cintana aura eka adhyavasAya meM asaMkhya gunA tAratamya hotA hai| itanA bar3A tAratamya isalie hai ki sUkSma spaMdana kA apanA pUrA taMtra bana jAtA hai| koI bhI spaMdana yA prakaMpana vyartha nahIM jaataa| usake aMkana hote haiN| ve sAre aMkana bhItara par3e rahate haiN| bhItara meM yaha itanA bar3A kampyUTara hai ki vaha pratyeka choTe-bar3e spaMdana kA rikArDa kara letA hai aura samaya kA paripAka hone para usakA phala bhI prastuta kara detA hai| usa sUkSma zarIra meM, karma-zarIra meM sAre taMtroM ke bIca bhaya kA bhI eka pUrA taMtra hai| moha ke paramANu usa para apanA adhikAra jamAe hue haiN| ve paramANu uddIpanoM ke AdhAra para uddIpta hote haiM aura yadi koI uddIpana prApta nahIM hotA hai to apane kAla kA paripAka hote hI ve uddIpta ho jAte haiN| ve isa bAta kI apekSA nahIM rakhate ki uddIpana mile, taba hI uddIpta honA hai| ve uddIpanoM ke binA bhI apanA kAma prArambha kara dete haiN| karma kA taMtra bar3A dAyitvazIla hai| vaha apane dAyitva ke prati itanA jAgarUka hai ki vaha isa bAta kI apekSA nahIM rakhatA ki uddIpaka sAmagrI milI yA nahIM milI, vaha to apanA kAma zurU kara detA hai| vipAka hote hI vaha apanA kAma prArambha kara detA hai| bhaya pragaTa ho jAtA hai| kaI bAra AdamI ko mahasUsa hotA hai ki vaha zAMta baiThA hai, para acAnaka udAsa ho jAtA hai| koI paristhiti nahIM hotI, para AdamI harSita ho jAtA hai, harSa kI taraMgeM uThane laga jAtI haiN| koI azubha samAcAra nahIM sunA, phira bhI AdamI kA mana acAnaka viSAda se bhara jAtA hai| akasmAt krodha kyoM A jAtA hai ? akasmAt bhaya kyoM utpanna ho jAtA hai ? aisA anubhava eka kA nahIM pratyeka ko kabhI-kabhI hotA hai aura vaha isI bhASA meM bola bhI par3atA hai-yaha akasmAt kyoM ho gayA ? kaise ho gayA ? ., yaha sArA hotA hai bhaya ke paramANuoM kI sakriyatA ke kaarnn| yaha saba se bar3A srota hai, mUla srota hai| mUla srotoM kA bhI yaha mahAsrota hai|

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bhaya ke srota hamAre bhItara mUrcchA ke paramANu haiM / mUrcchA eka gaMgotrI hai| usakI aneka dhArAeM haiN| gaMgotrI eka hai, para usakI aneka dhArAeM, jagaha-jagaha phailI huI haiN| bhaya usakI eka dhArA hai / bhaya - utpatti ke kAraNa hamAre bhItara vidyamAna haiN| hama Antarika kAraNoM ke viSaya meM bahuta kama jAnate haiM / hama paristhiti ke pariveza meM hI saba kucha socate haiN| hama paristhitivAdI ho gae haiM / hamArI yaha dRr3ha dhAraNA banI huI hai ki jaisI paristhiti hotI hai, AdamI vaisA hI bana jAtA hai| isa dhAraNA meM kucha sacAI hai, isalie AdamI isI bhASA meM socatA hai, bolatA hai ki maiM kyA karUM, jaisI paristhiti hotI hai, AdamI ko baisA bananA hI par3atA hai / isa avadhAraNA se mukti pAnA bhI kaThina ho gayA hai| yaha avadhAraNA pUrI sacAI nahIM hai| pUrI sacAI taba ho jaba hama donoM toM ko milA deN| pahalI bAta hai-jaisI paristhiti hotI hai, AdamI vaisA hI bana jAtA hai| dUsarI bAta hai-jaisA karma kA vipAka hotA hai, AdamI vaisA hI bana jAtA hai / ina donoM tathyoM ko milA dene se sacAI kA bodha ho sakatA hai / isake sAtha tIsarI bAta aura jor3anI hogii| tIna bAteM hoMgI - paristhiti, karma - saMskAra aura prinnmn| ye tInoM bAteM jur3atI haiM taba pUrI sacAI banatI hai / AtmA meM karma kA yoga bhI hai aura vaha paristhiti se prabhAvita bhI hotI hai / phira bhI AtmA kA astitva svataMtra banA huA hai, vaha sarvathA dabI huI nahIM hai / agara vaha paristhiti aura karma se sarvathA prabhAvita ho jAe to AtmA anAtmA bana jAe, usakA astitva samApta ho jAe / parantu jisakA astitva eka kSaNa ke lie bhI ho gayA, vaha kabhI samApta nahIM ho sakatA / astitva sthAyI hotA hai, dhruva hotA hai / AtmA kA astitva apane svayaM ke pariNamana ke AdhAra para hotA hai / pariNamana do prakAra kA hotA hai| eka hai svAbhAvika pariNamana aura dUsarA hai vaibhAvika pariNamana / eka hai apane astitva ke sAtha calane vAlA paryAya aura dUsarA hai bAharI nimittoM aura kAraNoM ke sAtha badalane vAlA paryAya / ye do prakAra ke paryAya, pariNamana yA nimitta hote haiM / AtmA ke astitva kA jo svAbhAvika pariNamana hai, vaha bhI nirantara sakriya rahatA hai aura apane astitva ko banAe rakhatA hai / pariNamana barAbara kAma kara rahA hai, nirantara gatizIla ho rahA hai ki kahIM astitva samApta na ho jAe / yaha pariNamana astitva kI bAra-bAra smRti dilA rahA hai / I aMdhakAra AtA hai taba bhI prakAza barAbara banA rahatA hai| dopahara kA samaya hai / AkAza meM gahare bAdala umar3a Ae haiN| ghanaghora ghaTA / aMdhakAra ho gayA hai, phira bhI dina hai - isakI vismRti nahIM hotii| rAta kI ghaTA aura dina kI ghaTA meM antara hotA hai| dina meM gaharI ghaTA hone para bhI dina kA bodha 225

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226 kaise soceM ? banA kA banA rahatA hai| yaha nahIM mAna liyA jAtA ki aMdherA hai to rAta ho gaI hai| dina aura rAta ke bIca kI jo eka vibhAjaka rekhA hai vaha hai hamAre astitva kA pariNamana / astitva kA pariNamana kabhI vismRti nahIM hone detA svayaM ke astitva kii| "maiM cetana hUM", "maiM acetana nahIM hUM"-yaha smRti sadA banI rahatI hai| isa pariNamana ke sAtha-sAtha karma kA vipAka bhI calatA hai aura paristhiti bhI calatI hai| ina tInoM kA pratiphalana hotA hai-hamArA vyaktitva / bhaya kA cauthA bar3A srota hai-Antarika kaarnn| bhaya ke cAra srota haiN| unase phalita hotA hai-paristhitivAda, karmavAda aura prinnmnvaad| ___ AdamI adhika samaya paristhitiyoM ke sAtha jItA hai, uddIpanoM ke sAtha jItA hai| paristhitiyAM AdamI ko bahuta bAdhita karatI haiN| pariNamana usameM hastakSepa nahIM krtaa| pariNamana kA hastakSepa vahAM hotA hai jahAM astitva ko vilIna karane kI bAta sAmane AtI hai| usa sthiti meM pariNamana bahuta sakriya ho jAtA hai, anyathA vaha madhyama gati se calatA hai| ___adhikAMza bhaya paristhitajanya hote haiN| eka paristhiti banI, bImArI phailI aura mana meM roga kA bhaya vyApa gyaa| bur3hApe ko dekhA aura bur3hApe kA bhaya mana meM vyApa gyaa| ghaTanA ko dekhate haiM aura mana meM bhaya aMkurita ho jAtA hai| __ tAo dharma ke pravartaka mahAn dArzanika lAotse jA rahe the| sAmane ghor3e para baiThA eka AdamI mila gyaa| lAotse ne pUchA-'tuma kauna ho bhAI ?' 'maiM plega huuN|' 'kahAM jA rahe ho ?' 'saMghAI nagara meM jA rahA huuN|' 'kyA karoge vahAM jAkara ?' 'mujhe dasa hajAra AdamiyoM ko mAranA hai|' lAotse Age bar3ha ge| azvArohI bhI tejI se Age bar3ha gyaa| kucha dina biite| lAotse ghUma-phira kara A rahe the| rAste meM puna: vahI azvArohI milaa| lAotse ne pUchA-'A gae tuma ?' , 'hAM, merA kAma pUrA ho gyaa|' 'tumane jhUTha kyoM kahA mujhase ki dasa hajAra AdamI mArane haiM ?' 'nahIM maiMne jhUTha nahIM kahA thaa|'

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bhaya ke srota 227 'jhUTha kaise nahIM kahA ? saMghAI meM plega se pacAsa hajAra AdamI mare haiN|' 'tuma saca kahate ho, saMghAI meM pacAsa hajAra AdamI mare haiN| kintu mahAzaya ! maiMne dasa hajAra AdamI hI mAre the| zeSa cAlIsa hajAra AdamI mauta ke bhaya se mara gae ? maiM kyA karatA ? maiMne jhUTha nahIM kahA hai| yaha sahI hai ki AdamI bhaya ko pakar3a letA hai paristhiti ke kaarnn| kahIM eka ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, kahIM dhamAkA hotA hai aura hArTaphela kisI dUsare kA ho jAtA hai| eka ghaTanA ghaTita hotI hai, sAmane rahane vAlA usase prabhAvita hotA hai yA nahIM, maratA hai yA nahIM, para sunane vAlA mara jAtA hai-yaha hai paristhiti ke ghere meM jiinaa| hameM bhaya kI carcA nahIM karanI cAhie, kyoMki bhaya satata carcA karate rahane se sunane vAle meM bhaya vyApta ho jAtA hai| hameM DaranA nahIM hai, bhaya se mukti pAnI hai| bhaya kI utpatti ke kAraNoM kI carcA hamane kii| aba bhaya-nivAraNa ke upAyoM kI carcA karanI hai| aise kauna-se upAya aura srota haiM, nimitta haiM, jinakA avalaMbana lekara AdamI bhaya mukta ho sakatA hai ? kyA yaha bhI saMbhava ho sakatA hai ki bhaya ki paristhiti hone para bhI AdamI Dare nahIM ? bhaya kA nimitta hone para bhI vicalita na ho, vikSubdha na ho ? bhaya kA vAtAvaraNa rahane para bhI AdamI aprakaMpa rahe ? roga utpanna hone para bhI AdamI ghabar3Ae nahIM? hAM, aisA ho sakatA hai| prekSA usakA eka upAya hai| kAyotsarga abhaya banane kA upAya hai| prekSA-dhyAna karane vAle upAya kI sAdhanA karate haiN| apAya aura upAya-donoM paraspara jur3e hue haiN| apAya ko jAne binA upAya ko nahIM jAnA jA sakatA aura upAya ko jAne binA apAya ko nahIM jAnA jA sktaa| yadi apAya ko nirasta karanA hai to upAya kA AlaMbana lenA hI hogaa| jise nirasana karanA hai use bhI pUrI taraha se jAnanA hogaa| burAI ko nirasta karanA hai to use bhI jAnanA pdd'egaa| burAI ajJeya nahIM, jJeya hai| burAI heya ho sakatI hai, para jJeya to hai hii| acchAI bhI jJeya hai aura burAI bhI jJeya hai| hama jise jAnate hI nahIM, use samApta kaise kareMge ? jahAM jJeya kA prazna hai vahAM burAI aura acchAI meM koI antara nahIM hai| jahAM heya aura upAdeya kA prazna AtA hai vahAM burAI heya hai aura acchAI upAdeya hai| hameM donoM ko jAnanA hai, heya ko chor3anA hai aura upAdeya ko svIkAra karanA hai| manovaijJAnika parIkSaNa kA niSkarSa hai ki dhyAna eka viSaya para cAra sekaNDa se adhika nahIM ttiktaa| dhyAna kA eka siddhAMta ise svIkAra nahIM krtaa| usake anusAra eka hI viSaya para dhyAna 5-10 ghaNTA yA adhika bhI

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228 kaise soceM ? / sthira raha sakatA hai| kintu jisane dhyAna kA abhyAsa hI nahIM kiyA hai, usakA dhyAna vicalita ho sakatA hai, jaldI-jaldI badala sakatA hai| isa dRSTi se manovijJAna ke dhyAna-vicalana ke siddhAMta se hamArI asvIkRti nahIM hai / jo dhyAna karane ke abhyasta nahIM hotA usakA dhyAna cAra-pAMca sekaNDa se adhika eka sthAna para nahIM Tika sktaa| saMbhava hai pratyeka sekaNDa meM vaha badalatA rahe / isase bhI kama samaya meM parivartana ho sakatA hai| mana kI gati bar3I tIvra hai na jAne eka sekaNDa meM vaha kitanI bAra kahAM-kahAM calA jAtA hai| yaha aMkana galata nahIM hai, kintu koI bhI aMkana yA parIkSaNa antima nahIM ho sakatA / yadi hama aMtima mAna lete haiM to bhUla hotI hai, dhyAna kI prakriyA hI samApta ho jAtI hai, nirantaratA kI bAta hI samApta ho jAtI hai / phira sArA kA sArA sAMtara hI sAMtara hogA, nirantara kucha bhI nahIM hogA / prekSA karate-karate hamArI aisI sthiti kA nirmANa hotA hai ki hama eka viSaya para lagAtAra avadhAna karane meM saphala ho sakate haiM / avadhAna sthAyI bana jAtA hai| yaha manovijJAna ke parIkSaNa kA viSaya nahIM bana sktaa| isakA kAraNa bhI hai| jaba taka lezyA kA siddhAMta spaSTa nahIM hotA taba taka dhyAna- vicalana kA siddhAMta bhI Age nahIM bar3ha sakatA / bhAva parivartana hotA hai aura bhAva parivartana ke AdhAra para vicAra parivartana hotA hai / vicAra parivartana kA aMkana ho sakatA hai / bhAva parivartana kA aMkana nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / vicAra kA koI svataMtra mUlya nahIM hai| sAre vicAra bhAvataMtra ke AdhAra para paidA hote haiM aura vilIna hote haiM / I I tIna taMtra hai- vicAra kA taMtra, bhAva kA taMtra aura adhyavasAya kA taMtra / ye tInoM jur3e hue haiM / adhyavasAya se bhAva paidA hote haiM aura bhAva se vicAra paidA hote haiM / vicAra kA artha hai- vicaraNa, gatizIla / gati kA artha hai - calanA / jo calatA hai vaha hai vicAra aura jo nahIM calatA vaha hai avicAra / vicAra sthira nahIM hotA, mana sthira nahIM hotA / mana kA kAma hai vicaraNa karanA, calanA, gatizIla honA / mana kA svarUpa yahI hai| aisI sthiti meM hama mana ko kaise sthira kareMge ? mana kI do avasthAeM haiN| yA to mana hogA yA mana nahIM hogA / jaba bhAva hotA hai taba mana nahIM hotA / yaha amana kI sthiti paidA hotI hai bhAva kI sthiratA ke dvArA / jaba amana hotA hai taba bhaya kI sthiti sarvathA samApta ho jAtI hai| bhaya se mukta hone kA eka upAya hai-bhAva-taMtra kA pariSkAra, lezyA kA vizuddhIkaraNa / jaba lezyAeM zuddha hotI haiM, bhAva- taMtra nirmala hotA hai to bhaya apane Apa vilIna ho jAtA hai /

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bhaya kI paristhiti prasannatA hamAre jIvana kI sabase bar3I upalabdhi hai| AdamI harSa aura zoka-donoM se gujaratA hai| harSa koI bar3I upalabdhi nahIM hai aura isalie nahIM hai ki harSa ke pIche zoka jur3A huA hai| kabhI harSa hotA hai aura kabhI aisI paristhiti AtI hai ki AdamI zoka meM DUba jAtA hai| zoka bhI bahuta burI bAta nahIM hai| AdamI zoka meM hotA hai to kabhI harSa bhI A sakatA hai| harSa aura zoka se pare hai prsnntaa| prasannatA hamAre citta kI nirmalatA hai| usameM na harSa hotA hai aura na zoka hotA hai| AkAza prasanna hotA hai taba na bAdala hote haiM, na varSA hotI hai, na aMdhar3a hotA hai, kucha bhI nahIM hotA, AkAza sApha hotA hai| kevala nirmalatA, kevala ujjvalatA, kevala prkaash| prasannatA hamAre citta kI nirmalatA kI sthiti hai, kintu usameM bAdhAeM bahuta haiN| jo bar3I upalabdhi hotI hai, vaha bAdhAzUnya nahIM hotii| vizeSa prApti ke lie bAdhAeM AtI haiM, vighna aura saMkaTa Ate haiN| binA bAdhAoM ke yadi bar3I upalabdhi ho jAe to vaha upalabdhi bhI bar3I nahIM, choTI bana jAtI hai| bar3I upalabdhi kA artha hai ki usakI prApti meM kitanI ghATiyAM pAra kI haiM ? kitane Aroha aura avaroha Ae haiM? calate-calate jaba caraNa thaka jAte haiM aura taba jo maMjila milatI hai, vahI bar3I maMjila hotI hai| prasannatA eka bahuta bar3I upalabdhi hai| abhaya aura prasannatA kA jor3A hai| donoM sAtha-sAtha rahate haiN| aisA nahIM hotA ki abhaya ho aura prasannatA na ho yA prasannatA ho aura abhaya na ho| bhaya Ate hI prasannatA miTa jAtI hai| manuSya kA jIvana paristhitiyoM ke cakra se jur3a huA hai| usakI bahuta lambI zrRMkhalA hai| usako tor3A nahIM jA sktaa| prasannatA ko samApta karane vAlI yA bhaya paidA karane vAlI kucheka paristhitiyAM haiN| unako jAnanA bahuta Avazyaka hai| ve paristhitiyAM sAta haiM1. ihaloka bhaya 5. vedanA bhaya 2. paraloka bhaya 6. maraNa bhaya 3. AdAna bhaya 7. azloka bhaya-ayaza kA bhaya / 4. akasmAt bhaya bhaya kI pahalI paristhiti hai-ihaloka bhaya / ihaloka kA artha hai manuSya jgt| AdamI AdamI se DaratA hai| AdamI AdamI ke lie bhaya paidA karatA

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230 kaise soceM ? hai| yaha bhaya kI pahalI paristhiti hai| AdamI ko AdamI se nahIM DaranA cAhie kyoMki donoM samAnadharmA haiM, donoM AtmavAna haiM, donoM eka hI jAti ke haiM, donoM cetanAvAn haiM, donoM samajhadAra haiM, donoM buddhimAna haiN| AdamI ko AdamI se nahIM DaranA cAhie, yaha eka tathya hai, kintu pratyeka AdamI eka vyUha se ghirA huA hai| AdamI meM lobha hai, isalie vaha bhaya paidA karatA hai| yadi AdamI meM lobha nahIM hotA to AdamI se Darane kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| bhaya kA mUla sarjaka hai-lobha / kucha Avega haiM, kucha upa-Avega haiN| lobha eka Avega hai aura bhaya usakA upa-Avega hai| lobha hai to bhaya hai aura lobha nahIM hai to bhaya nahIM hai| lobhI AdamI apanA svArtha sAdhanA cAhatA hai aura jaba vyaktigata svArtha kI bAta AtI hai taba dUsaroM ke lie bhaya paidA karatA hai| yaha kabhI nahIM hotA ki svArtha-siddhi ho aura dUsaroM ke lie bhaya kI sRSTi na ho| yaha asaMbhava bAta hai| jahAM-jahAM svArtha-sAdhanA kI bAta hotI hai vahAM-vahAM bhaya kI sRSTi hotI hI hai| AkramaNa kisalie hotA hai ? sAmrAjyavAdI manovRtti kisalie hotI hai ? corI, DakaitI, lUTa-khasoTa, vizvAsaghAta aura dhokhA dhar3I kyoM hotI hai ? jitane bhI ye asad AcaraNa aura vyavahAra haiM, ye sArI lobha ke kendra se nikalane vAlI razmiyAM haiN| ye ve taraMgeM haiM jo lobha ke mahAsAgara meM uchAleM bharatI rahatI haiM aura AkAza ko cUmatI rahatI haiN| ye sArI uttAla taraMgeM haiN| lobha kA mahAsamudra hai, usameM se ye uchalatI haiN| jaba taka lobha hai, taba taka svArtha hai aura jaba taka svArtha hai taba taka AdamI dUsare AdamI ke lie khatarA aura bhaya hai| kabhI khatare se pare kI bAta nahIM socI jA sakatI, kabhI bharosA nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| yahI kAraNa hai ki isa duniyA meM koI AdamI kisI kA bharosA nahIM krtaa| apane bApa kA bhI bharosA nahIM krtaa| bharosA apane beTe kA bhI nahIM karatA aura patnI kA bhI nahIM krtaa| sarvathA saMdeha kI sthiti hai| koI kisI kA bharosA nahIM krtaa| hara vyakti ke pAsa apane rahasya haiM, maMtra haiM, gupta yojanAeM haiM, kriyA-kalApa aura vyavahAra haiN| vaha isa aMtima bAta ko kahIM batAnA nahIM cAhatA, udghATita karanA nahIM caahtaa| auroM kI bAta hI kyA, guru bhI antima gura kisI ko nahIM batAtA, apane Apa hI rakhanA cAhatA hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki bhArata kI aneka vidyAeM lupta ho giiN| guru apane priya ziSya ko bhI rahasya nahIM batAte aura guru kI mRtyu ke sAtha vaha vidyA bhI lupta ho jAtI hai| isakA kAraNa hai ki koI kisI para bharosA nahIM krtaa| bAta bhI sahI hai ki bharosA kiyA kaise jAe ? eka maMtravAdI kahIM jA rahA thaa| rAste meM usane dekhA ki eka cUhA tar3apa rahA hai| maMtravAdI kA dila pighlaa| usane use zera banA diyaa| kahAM

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bhaya kI paristhiti eka choTA-sA cUhA aura kahAM mahAn zaktizAlI zera ! kahAM vaha cUhA jo pratipala billI se DaratA aura kahAM zera jo jaMgala kA rAjA hai, jisase saba Darate haiN| itanA bar3A banA diyaa| jaise hI cUhA zera banA, peTa bhI bar3A banA, bhUkha bhI jyAdA bddh'ii| bhUkha se vaha akulAyA, chaTapaTAhaTa huii| peTa kaise bharA jAe ? usane socA- kyA khAUM, kahAM se laauuN| sAmane vahI maMtravAdI khar3A thA, jisane cUhe ko zera banAyA thaa| aba zera ne socA, aba bhUkha ko miTAne ke lie ise hI kyoM na khA lUM / tatkAla vaha usa para jhapaTA aura khAne ko daudd'aa| maMtravAdI ne socA- are itanA kRtaghna ! maiMne ise Darapoka cUhe se zaktizAlI zera banAyA, choTe se bar3A banAyA aura yaha mujhe hI khAne A rahA hai ? tatkAla maMtravAdI ne viparIta maMtra par3hA aura vaha zera punaH cUhA ho gayA / yaha hai saMsAra kI sthiti / vizvAsa kaise kiyA jAe ? isa duniyA meM cUhe ko zera banAne vAlA kyA zera para bharosA kara sakatA hai ? pitA apane putra ko chata para khar3A kara svayaM nIce Akara AMgana meM khar3A ho gayA / nIce se usane apane putra se kahA- beTe ! Upara se kUda par3o / maiM apanI bAMhoM meM tumheM jhela luuNgaa|' pitA ne apanI bAMhe phailA dii| beTe ne vizvAsa kara liyaa| vaha Upara se kuudaa| pitA ne bAheM tatkAla sameTa liiN| vaha nIce pharza para gira pdd'aa| beTe ne kahA- 'pitAjI ! yaha kyA kiyA Apane ? Apane to kahA ki bAhoM meM thAma lUMgA, para jyoMhI maiM kUda Apane bAheM sameTa lIM / yaha kyoM ?' pitA bolA- beTe ! tujhe maiM eka mahattvapUrNa pATha par3hAnA cAhatA thaa| Aja acchA avasara milA / maiM yaha pATha par3hAnA cAhatA thA ki saMsAra aisA hai, jahAM vizvAsa sage bApa kA bhI nahIM karanA cAhie / ' yaha duniyA hI aisI hai / isa svArthapUrNa aura lobhapUrNa duniyA meM AdamI AdamI kA vizvAsa kaise kara sakatA hai ? pUre vizvAsa kara hI nahIM sakatA / isalie hara vyakti ke bIca meM, phira cAhe unameM kitanI hI nikaTatA ho, Apasa meM kitanA hI jur3Ava ho, eka chipAva hai, alagAva hai aura bhaya kA sUtra jur3A huA hai / do vyakti pAsa-pAsa meM haiM, phira ve cAhe pati-patnI hoM, pitA-putra hoM, mAtA-putra hoM-donoM ke bIca meM saMdeha kA eka sUtra barAbara kAma karatA hai / pAsa meM baiThe hue bhI ve alaga haiM, pUre jur3e hue nahIM haiN| yaha eka sthiti hai - ihaloka bhaya kI / 231 bhaya kI dUsarI paristhiti hai - paraloka bhaya / paraloka kA artha hai - pazujagat / AdamI pazujagat se DaratA hai / AdamI pazu se bahuta bhaya khAtA hai| rAta ko hAtha meM lAThI lekara calatA hai| kyoMki use bhaya hai, rAste meM kahIM kuttA na kATa khAe, gAya yA anya pazu kucha kara na deM, Takkara na mAra deM / kucha loga

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232 kaise soceM ? billI aura cUhoM se bhI Darate haiN| sAMpa aura bicchU se na Darane vAle to bahuta hI kama haiM, saba Darate haiN| pazujagat se bahuta bar3A bhaya hotA hai| kuttA kATe yA na kATe, gAya-bhaiMsa sIMga lagAe yA na lagAe, unakA bhaya barAbara banA rahatA hai| kahIM baila aura sAMDa khar3e hoM to AdamI bacakara nikalatA hai, kyoMki usake mana meM yaha bhaya hai ki ve kahIM sIMga na lagA deM, Takkara na mAra deN| yaha buddhi meM samAyA huA hai| vaha sIMga lagAe yA na lagAe, para sIMga lagAne kI kalpanA banI rahatI hai, isalie bhaya bhI barAbara banA kA banA rahatA hai| paraloka bhaya kA artha-bhUta-preta kA bhaya bhI hai| yaha bar3A vicitra bhaya hai| bahuta hI adbhuta kahAniyAM haiM bhUta aura preta ke bhaya kii| isa prasaMga meM bhaya kI do sthitiyAM aura jAna lenI caahie| bhaya do prakAra kA hotA hai-kAlpanika bhaya aura vAstavika bhy| kahIM-kahIM bhaya kevala kAlpanika hotA hai, vAstavika bhaya nahIM hotaa| maiMne dekhA hai eka AdamI ko| usakA nAr3I-saMsthAna itanA durbala thA ki koI AdamI sAmane AtA to vaha Dara jAtA, bhaya lagatA ki kahIM mujhe mAra pITa na de| vaha cillAne laga jaataa| yaha hai kAlpanika bhy| jaise-jaise nAr3I-saMsthAna kI durbalatA bar3hatI hai, vaise-vaise kAlpanika bhaya kI mAtrA bhI bar3hane laga jAtI hai| kAlpanika bhaya kA aura nAr3I-saMsthAna kI durbalatA kA bahuta bar3A sambandha hai| kamajora nAr3I-saMsthAna vAloM ko jAne-anajAne, dina aura rAta meM, bhaya satAtA hI rahatA hai| unheM yaha jAna lenA cAhie ki unake nAr3I-saMsthAna meM durbalatA A gaI hai aura mastiSkIya jJAna-taMtu ThIka kAma nahIM kara rahe haiN| kabhI-kabhI bhaya yathArtha hotA hai, vAstavika hotA hai, bhaya kI ghaTanAeM hotI haiN| bhUta aura preta kI bAteM kAlpanika bhI hotI haiM, aura yathArtha bhI hotI haiN| adhikAMza bAteM kAlpanika hotI haiM, para kabhI-kabhI unameM kucha vAstavikatA bhI pAI jAtI hai| mana meM eka avadhAraNA banI huI hai ki aMdhere meM bhUta aura preta hote haiN| jaise hI aMdherA sAmane AtA hai, bhUta aura preta nAcate hue dikhane laga jAte haiN| jisa vyakti ko andhere meM Dara lagatA hai vaha vyakti hI batA sakatA hai ki akelA ho aura andherA ho to use lagatA hai ki isa saMsAra meM bhUta-preta ke sivAya kisI kA bhI astitva nahIM hai| sIr3hiyoM meM dekhatA hai to bhUta khar3A dikhAI detA hai, bhIMta kI ora dekhatA hai to bhUta bhIta para car3hate-utarate dikhAI detA hai| Amane-sAmane dekhatA hai to bhUta hI bhUta dikhAI dete haiN| bar3I ajIba paristhiti ho jAtI hai| bhaya kalpanAgata ho jAtA hai, kalpanA meM samA jAtA hai| ___lADanUM meM vRddha sAdhviyoM kA sthiravAsa hai| ve jisa makAna meM rahatI haiM vaha pIrajI kA sthAna mAnA jAtA hai| yaha bhI mAnA jAtA hai ki pIrajI vahAM

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bhaya kI paristhiti yadA-kadA Ate haiN| yaha saca bhI hai| eka bAra sAdhviyAM kahIM dUsare makAna meM raha rahI thiiN| usa (mUla) makAna meM sAdhu the / eka sAdhu rAta ko 12-1 baje kAryavaza bAhara jAne ke lie uThA aura apane sthAna se calA / eka kamare se jyoMhI vaha bAhara AyA, usane dekhA ki sAmane koI baiThA hai| usake kapar3e sapheda haiN| usa sAdhu ne socA- isa samaya kauna ho sakatA hai ? pIrajI Akara baiThe haiN| thor3A bhaya lagA, ghabarAhaTa huI / para socA, yadi Dara jAUMgA to Dara sadA ke lie kAyama ho jaaegaa| DaranA to nahIM hai / dekhUM kyA hai ? kalpanA meM to pIrajI A gae, nikaTa jAne kA sAhasa baTora kara usa dRzya ke pAsa gayA aura dekhA ki vahAM koI pIrajI nahIM haiM / eka paTTa par3A hai aura usa para sapheda kapar3A rakhA huA hai / dUra se vaha puruSAkRti - sI laga rahI thI, para yathArtha nahIM thI / kalpanA kA bhUta samApta ho gayA / aisI aneka chAyAeM, aneka pratibimba pratidina hamAre sAmane Ate rahate haiM / phira kalpanA kI tasvIra bana jAtI hai, eka AkRti bana jAtI hai aura taba lagatA hai ki jarUra koI na koI khar3A hai| AdamI Dara jAtA hai| yaha hai bhUta aura preta kA kAlpanika bhaya / kabhI-kabhI koI AvAja sunAI detI hai aura AdamI Dara jAtA hai| zmazAna meM dIyA dIkha jAe to bhUta kI kalpanA sAkAra ho jAtI hai / kahIM prakAza dIkha jAe bar3I parezAnI ho jAtI hai| yadi hama kAlpanika bhaya ko samApta kara sakeM to nabbe pratizata bhaya se mukti mila jAtI hai / phira kevala dasa pratizata bhaya zeSa rahatA hai| maiM yaha nahIM kahatA ki bhUta aura preta se sambandhita bhaya kI kahAniyAM sArI kAlpanika haiM, vAstavika bhI ho sakatI haiM, para haiM ve virala | parantu yathArtha bhaya se DaranA bhI acchA nahIM hai| usase sthiti aura adhika kamajora bana jAtI hai| yadi AdamI kA manobala dRr3ha rahatA hai to bhUta kucha bhI nahIM kara sakatA / bhUta aura preta kA bhaya vahIM hotA hai jahAM bhaya pahale se vyApta hotA hai| binA bhaya vyApta hue koI kisI kA kucha bigAr3a nahIM sakatA / bhagavAn mahAvIra ne kahA- 'bhIto bhUehiM gheppai' bhUta usI ko lagatA hai jo DaratA hai / jo nahIM DaratA, bhUta usakA kucha bhI nahIM bigAr3a pAte / bhUta aura preta kI maryAdAeM hotI haiM, sImAeM hotI haiM, ve hara kisI ko satA nahIM sakate, hara kisI ko pIr3ita nahIM kara sakate / ve usI meM samA jAte haiM, jahAM unheM pAtra milatA hai| apAtra meM ve kabhI nahIM jAte / pAtra kauna hotA hai ? bhUta aura preta kA pAtra hotA hai bhIta AdamI, DarA huA AdamI / jo DarA huA hai vaha usakA sahI pAtra hotA hai, aura isakA bahuta bar3A pramANa hai ki striyoM ko jitane bhUta lagate haiM, puruSoM ko utane nahIM lgte| striyAM bhUta-preta se adhika 1 233

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234 kaise soceM ? grasta hotI haiM aura isakA kAraNa hai ki unameM parAkrama kI kamI hotI hai| ve bahuta zIghra bhayabhIta ho jAtI haiM, isalie pretAtmAoM se jaldI grasta hotI haiN| yaha adhika mUlyavAn aura mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai ki bhUta bhIta AdamI ko hI pakar3ate haiN| abhIta AdamI kabhI bhUta-grasta nahIM hotaa| bhaya kI tIsarI paristhiti hai-AdAna bhaya / isakA artha hai-saMyoga aura viyoga kA bhaya / yaha itanA bar3A bhaya hai ki isakA tanAva nirantara banA rahatA hai| prApta vastu bichur3a na jAe, calI na jAe aura apriya vastu kA saMyoga na ho jAe-yaha tanAva banA hI rahatA hai| apanA priya vyakti jaba yAtrA para prasthAna karatA hai taba yaha vikalpa anAyAsa hI A jAtA hai ki kahIM durghaTanAgrasta na ho jaae| saMyoga aura viyoga kA cakra nirantara ghUmatA rahatA hai| AdamI iSTa kA viyoga yA aniSTa kA saMyoga kabhI nahIM caahtaa| AdamI kahIM bhI jAe, vaha aneka bhayoM kA bhAra lekara jAtA hai| kucha loga zivira meM Ate haiM, to bhayoM ko lAdakara le Ate haiN| do-cAra dina bAda kahate haiM-'zivira meM Ane se pUrva to itanA bhaya thA para aba nahIM rhaa| bhaya miTA hai|' jo bhaya ke pAtra ko bharA huA lekara Ae haiM to unheM abhaya kI pUrI bAta samajha meM kaise A skegii| AdamI zarIra ko bahuta ArAma denA cAhatA hai| thor3A-sA kaSTa hotA hai, vaha ghabar3A jAtA hai| kyA itanA ArAma, itanI asahiSNutA aura zarIra kA itanA lAlana-pAlana hitakara ho sakatA hai ? yaha bahuta bar3A prazna hai| __ Ayurveda ke AcArya kahate haiM-indriyoM ko bahuta satAnA bhI nahIM cAhie aura unakA bahuta lAlana-pAlana bhI nahIM karanA caahie| jo mAtA-pitA bacce kA bahuta utpIr3ana karate haiM unake bacce bigar3a jAte haiM aura yadi bacce kA adhika lAlana-pAlana karate haiM to bhI bacce bigar3a jAte haiN| indriyAM bhI bacce kI taraha haiN| inameM santulana honA caahie| saMtulana hone para iMdriyAM ThIka kAma karatI haiN| zarIra kI adhika sAra-saMbhAla, sAja-sajjA, jyAdA saMvAranA, satata usakA ciMtana karanA bahuta khataranAka sthiti paidA kara detA hai, zArIrika dRSTi se bhI aura mAnasika dRSTi se bhii| hamane dekhA ki jo zrama karanA nahIM cAhate, jyAdA ArAmatalabI cAhate haiM ve cInI kI bImArI se grasta ho jAte haiN| Ayurveda meM isa roga kA nAma hI hai 'sukhAsikA' / hArTa TUbala bhI unhIM logoM ko adhika hotA hai jo zrama nahIM karate, ArAma se par3e rahate haiN| unakI dhamaniyAM moTI par3a jAtI haiM, rakta kA saMcAra pUrA nahIM hotaa| purAne loga hRdaya kI bImArI hone para vizrAma kI salAha dete the kintu Aja ke DaoNkTara yaha salAha dete haiM ki ghUmo, phiro, halkA vyAyAma karo, jisase ki

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bhaya kI paristhiti 235 rakta-saMcAra ThIka ho ske| Aja kA DaoNkTara ArAma kI salAha nahIM detaa| isase aisA lagatA hai ki Aja kA DaoNkTara adhyAtma ke nikaTa A rahA hai, jaane-anjaane| vastu kI adhika sAra-saMbhAla bhI bhaya kA utpAdaka banatA hai| vastroM kI svacchatA aura pahanane-or3hane kI caturAI Avazyaka hotI hai| para kapar3oM meM itanA ulajha jAnA ki sArA dhyAna usI meM aTaka jAe, yaha vAMchanIya nahIM hai| isase bhaya kI sthiti banatI hai, mUrchA gaharI hotI jAtI hai aura phira bhaya hI bhaya lagane lagatA hai| yaha bhaya kI bImArI ko pAlane kA sAdhana hai| adhika ArAma, adhika sAja-sajjA, kapar3oM para dhyAna denA-ye sAdhana haiM bhaya ko pAlane ke| inase bhaya ko adhika surakSA milatI hai| bhaya kI cauthI paristhiti hai-akasmAt bhy| akasmAt bhaya kI ghaTanAeM kAlpanika bhI hotI haiM aura vAstavika bhI hotI haiN| kabhI-kabhI koI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai aura bhaya utara AtA hai| koI bhI vyakti aisA nahIM hogA jisane durghaTanA kA sAmanA na kiyA ho| binA soce, binA jAne akasmAt koI ne koI paristhiti jIvana meM utara AtI hai| yaha Akasmika bhaya kI sthiti hai| AdamI calA, saba ThIka thaa| akasmAt Thokara lagI, Dara baiTha gyaa| AdamI tairane gayA, akasmAt paira phisalA, DUbane lagA, Dara gyaa| akasmAt koI ghaTanA hotI hai aura AdamI itanA sahama jAtA hai ki dUra bhAgane laga jAtA haiN| ye sArI palAyanavAdI vRttiyAM Akasmika ghaTanAoM ke kAraNa hotI haiN| Akasmika durghaTanAeM AkAza meM ho sakatI haiM, bhUmi para ho sakatI haiM, vAyuyAna meM car3hane vAloM ke sAtha ho sakatI haiM, bhUmi para calane vAloM ke sAtha ho sakatI haiM, sabake sAtha ho sakatI haiN| bhaya kI pAMcavI paristhiti hai-vedanA bhaya / roga, bur3hApA Adi vedanA kA mUla hai| aisA kauna vyakti hogA jisane apane jIvana meM roga na bhogA ho| Ajakala to baccA garbha se rogI banakara AtA hai| jisa dina bhrUNa banatA hai, usa dina se hI roga ko pAla letA hai, yA mAtAeM palavA detI haiN| vaha usI avasthA meM rogI bana jAtA hai| roga kA sAmanA karanA koI bar3I bAta nahIM hai| bar3I bAta yaha hai ki AdamI roga ke nAma se hI Dara jAtA hai| roga honA eka bAta hai aura roga kA bhaya honA bilkula dUsarI bAta hai| hama isa viveka ko bahuta sApha-sApha samajheM ki bhaya ki paristhiti honA aura bhaya honA-donoM eka bAta nahIM haiN| donoM meM dUrI bhI hai, nikaTatA bhI hai, kintu donoM eka bAta nahIM haiN| donoM bAteM samAnAntara rekhA kI bhAMti sAtha-sAtha to calatI haiM, kintu paraspara kahIM nahIM miltiiN| inakA saMgama kabhI hotA hI nhii| hamane donoM ko

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236 kaise soceM ? eka mAna rakhA hai apane hI mithyA dRSTikoNa ke kaarnn| hama unakI saMkarI - sI bheda-rekhA ko samajha nahIM pAte / roga, bur3hApA aura maraNa-ye tInoM duHkha mAne gae haiM / kintu duHkha mAna lene se bhI Dara kI koI bAta nahIM hai / hara AdamI rogI banatA hai para vaha rogI asAdhya nahIM hotA jo roga ko roga jAnatA hai, roga ko roga mAnatA hai, kaSTa dene vAlA mAnatA hai, kintu usase DaratA nhiiN| vaha rogI asAdhya hotA hai jo roga se Dara jAtA hai / jo roga se DaratA hai, usakA roga hajAra gunA bar3ha jAtA hai aura jo nahIM DaratA usakA roga bahuta kama ho jAtA hai| kabhI-kabhI zUnya bindU para bhI calA jAtA hai / saMsAra meM aneka cikitsA paddhatiyAM calIM roga ko miTAne ke lie / unakA prayojana hai - bImArI miTe, du:kha miTe, AdamI ko vedanA kA sAmanA na karanA pdd'e| bImAriyoM ko miTAne ke lie auSadhiyAM, yaMtra, maMtra, rasAyana, khanija Adi kA upayoga calA, kintu aisA bhI huA ki koI cikitsA nahIM, koI auSadhi nahIM, koI maMtra nahIM, kevala roga ko dekhanA, use jAnanA aura sahana karanA, usase DaranA nahIM aisA hone para ve manuSya roga ke hone para bhI aroga rahe haiM, bilkula svastha rahe haiM / jina logoM ne Dara ke sAtha davAiyoM kA sevana kiyA hai, cikitsA paddhati kI zaraNa lI hai, ve nIrogatA kI kAmanA karate hue bhI rogI bane rahe / 1 sanatkumAra cakravatI the / sArvabhauma sAmrAjya ke svAmI / koI aisA yoga huA ki unake sundara zarIra meM eka sAtha solaha bar3e roga utara ge| sAre roga eka se eka bhayaMkara the| zarIra ke saundarya kA sArA garva cUra-cUra ho gyaa| sAmrAjya ko chor3a muni bana gae / sAdhanA meM laga gae / prakhara sAdhanA kI / zarIrAtIta sthiti kA anubhava karane lage / aneka viziSTa yogaja labdhiyAM prApta huiiN| roga bane rahe para ve satA nahIM rahe the, bhaya paidA nahIM kara rahe the| muni sanatkumAra rogoM se AkrAnta hote hue bhI apane Apa meM abhaya bane hue the| aisA laga rahA thA ki roga aura svAsthya donoM sAtha-sAtha cala rahe haiM aura muni donoM ke bIca khar3e haiN| unakA dhyAna na roga kI ora hai aura na svAsthya kI ora / ve abhaya kI mudrA meM sthita haiM / jo aisA karatA hai usakI tvacA kI saMvAhitA itanI bar3ha jAtI hai aura roga nirodhaka zakti itanI tIvra ho jAtI hai ki roga rahatA hai para satAtA nahIM, apane Apa meM par3A rahatA hai / eka dina eka vaidya Akara bolA - munivara ! Apake zarIra kA saMsthAna dekhakara lagatA hai ki Apa bahuta bar3e gharAne ke haiM / ApakI zarIra kI zrIvihInatA dekhakara lagatA hai ki aneka roga sAtha cala rahe haiN| mere pAsa una

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bhaya kI paristhiti 237 rogoM ko miTAne kI acUka davA hai| Apa auSadhi kA sevana kareM aura nIrogatA se sAdhanA meM aura tIvratA laaeN| muni ne cikitsA ko sarvathA asvIkAra kara diyaa| vaidya ne Agraha karate hue kahA-Apa asvIkAra na kreN| maiM sevAbhAvanA se ApakI cikitsA karanA cAhatA huuN| auSadhi-sevana meM Apako koI kaSTa nahIM hogaa| una kImatI aura acUka auSadhiyoM se Apa zIghra hI svastha ho jaaeNge| Agraha karatA rahA vaidya aura asvIkAra karate rahe muni| bahuta samaya bIta gyaa| muni bole-'tuma merI kyA cikitsA karoge ? kahAM hai aisI auSadhi tumhAre pAsa jo mere pAsa hai ?' muni ne aMguli apane muMha meM ddaalii| thUka ko apane zarIra se jharate hue kuSTa roga para cupar3A aura vaidya ne phaTI AMkhoM se dekhA ki muni kA sArA zarIra kaMcanamaya bana gayA hai| usake Azcarya kA Ara-pAra nahIM rhaa| vaha muni ke saundarya ko dekhatA hI raha gyaa| muni bole-"tuma kyA cikitsA karoge ? kahAM hai tumhAre pAsa aisI auSadhiyAM jo mere pAsa haiM, mere zarIra meM haiM ? sAdhanA aura tapasyA ke dvArA aneka labdhiyAM mujhe svataH prApta haiN| unameM pAMca ye haiM-jallauSadhi AmauSadhi kSvelauSadhi, svauSadhi, svedauSadhi / sAdhanA karate-karate ye zaktiyAM jAga jAtI haiN| inameM itanI bar3I zakti hotI hai ki bAharI auSadhiyAM inake samakSa vyartha ho jAtI haiN| zleSma kA thor3A-sA bhI sparza hotA hai aura zarIra svarNamaya bana jAtA hai| usa labdhi-sampanna vyakti ke pasIne se chUkara jo havA jAtI hai aura dUsare ke zarIra kA sparza karatI hai to vaha vyakti svastha ho jAtA hai, bImArI miTa jAtI hai| aisI sthiti meM tuma mujhe kyA davA doge ? tumane Akara sAdhanA meM vighna DAlA hai| maiM to sAdhanA meM thaa| mujhe bImArI kA bhAna hI nahIM thaa| tumane Akara ahaMkAra dikhAyA ki merI davAeM acUka haiN| dekha liyA tumane ?" vaidya becArA niruttara thA vaha kyA bolatA ? caraNoM meM girakara bolA-'munivara ! maine bar3A aparAdha kiyA hai| Apa kSamA kreN|' bhaya kI chaThI paristhiti hai-maraNa bhy| AdamI bImArI se nahIM maratA AdamI maratA hai Dara se| kisI ko kaha diyA jAe ki tumhAre bhItara kensara pala rahA hai| yaha sunate hI vaha maranA zurU kara detA hai| agara na mare to saMbhava hai kensara bhI utanA kaSTa na de| kisI ko kaha diyA jAe ki tuma hRdaya-roga se grasta ho to vaha usI kSaNa meM tila-tila kara maranA prAraMbha kara detA hai| AdamI Dara se hI maratA hai, mRtyu se nhiiN| ___ eka bholA AdamI thaa| dAMta baMdhe hue the| rAta ko sote samaya dAMtoM ko eka kaTore meM rakha diyaa| usameM pAnI bharA huA thaa| eka baccA kahIM se AyA aura dAMtoM ko khilaune samajha le bhAgA / vaha AdamI subaha utthaa| pAsa meM dAMtoM

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238 kaise soceM ? ko ddhuuNddhaa| ve nahIM mile| usane mana meM kalpanA jAgI ki ho sakatA hai rAta ko nIMda meM dAMtoM ko nigala gyaa| tatkAla usake peTa meM asahya pIr3A hone lgii| pIr3A se chaTapaTAne lgaa| ghara vAle aae| DAkTara ko bulaayaa| DAkTara ne kahA oNparezana hogaa| kalpanA-kalpanA meM sArI sthiti bigar3a gii| use yathArtha kA bodha-sA hone lgaa| peTa meM asahya pIr3A ho rahI thii| vaha yathArtha thI, para thI vaha klpnaajnit| kucha dera bAda vahI baccA hAtha meM dAMtoM kI jor3I lie A phuNcaa| dAMtoM ko dekhate hI AdamI kA darda gAyaba ho gyaa| vaha svastha ho gyaa| ghara vAle dekhate hI raha ge| yaha hamAre jIvana meM pratyakSa-anubhava hotA hai ki roga nahIM mAratA, roga kA bhaya mAratA hai| bhaya kI sAtavIM paristhiti hai-azloka bhaya / azloka kA artha hai-apayaza / AdamI apayaza se DaratA hai| vaha sadA yaha cAhatA hai ki usakI sAkha banI rahe, usakI mAna-pratiSThA banI rahe, usakA yaza khaMDita na ho| vaha apane yaza ko banAe rakhane ke lie jhUThe mAnaNDoM ko apanAtA hai, kaSTa bhI sahatA hai aura aneka kaThinAiyoM kA sAmanA karatA hai| ina sabake pIche azloka bhaya kAma karatA hai| isa bhaya se pratAr3ita vyakti kabhI-kabhI bahuta anarthakArI kArya bhI kara DAlatA hai| prekSA-dhyAna ke sAdhaka yadi isa bhedarekhA ko samajha leM to bahuta lAbhAnvita ho sakate haiN| bhaya aura bhaya kI paristhiti eka nahIM, do haiM yaha Aja ke pravacana kA niSkarSa-sUtra hai|

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bhaya kI pratikriyA prekSAdhyAna prakAza kI sAdhanA hai| prakAza aura abhaya-donoM sAtha hote haiN| andhakAra aura bhaya-ye donoM bhI sAtha hote haiN| bhaya ko andhakAra aura andhakAra ko bhaya mAnA jA sakatA hai| jIvana meM jItanA bhaya hotA hai, vaha jIvana kA andhakAra hI hotA hai| vaha andhakAra cAhe prakRti kA ho, cAhe dRSTikoNa kA ho, cAhe jIvana kA ho, hai Akhira vaha andhakAra hii| aMdhakAra ko burA hI kyoM mAneM ? bhaya ko burA hI kyoM mAneM ? yaha prazna svAbhAvika hai| ekAMtadRSTi se nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki bhaya burA hI hai| bhaya acchA bhI ho sakatA hai| parantu isakA nirNaya hameM pratikriyA ke AdhAra para karanA hogaa| kisa bhaya kI kaisI pratikriyA hotI hai| bhaya do prakAra kA hotA hai| bhaya racanAtmaka bhI hotA hai aura bhaya dhvaMsAtmaka bhI hotA hai| abhaya racanAtmaka to hotA hI hai, para dhvaMsAtmaka bhI hotA hai| pratyeka tathya yA vastu kA vizleSaNa anekAMta ke sandarbha meM karanA hogaa| Aja jo hama bhaya kI carcA kara rahe haiM, vaha pratikriyA ke AdhAra para kara rahe haiN| jisakI pratikriyA hotI hai-roga, bur3hApA, maraNa, vismRti aura pAgalapana-vaisA bhaya varjanIya hotA hai, iSTa nahIM hotaa| ye pAMca pratikriyAeM haiN| ___ bhaya kI pahalI pratikriyA hai rog| yaha nirvivAda tathya hai ki hama roga ko nimaMtrita karate haiN| anAmaMtrita itane roga kahAM se AeMge ? ghara meM bhI anAmaMtrita eka-do vyakti A sakate haiM, para pacAsoM vyakti kaise A ghuseMge ? itane roga kaise aaeNge| hama unheM bulAte haiM taba ve Ate haiN| hama unakA itanA Adara-satkAra karate haiM ki ve vahAM se haTanA nahIM cAhate haiN| roga bhaya kI pratikriyA hai| AdamI DaratA hai, bahuta DaratA hai aura Dara ke kAraNa aneka rogoM ko pAla letA hai| kisI bImArI ko dekhakara dUsarA vyakti bhaya se bhara jAtA hai ki kahIM yaha roga mujhe bhI na laga jAe ? yaha vikalpa uThanA hI bImArI kA pahalA nimantraNa hai| yaha vikalpa prAya: sabhI vyaktiyoM meM uThatA hai aura ve roga ke bhaya se AkrAMta ho jAte haiN| __ roga se utanA du:kha nahIM hotA jitanA ki bhaya ke sAtha roga du:khada hotA hai, rogI du:khI hotA hai| roga kucha kaSTa detA hogA para jaba vaha bhaya se saMyukta hotA hai to kaSTa bhayaMkara bana jAtA hai aura phira satAne kI bAta A jAtI hai| roga apanI saMtAna kI vRddhi karatA hai| eka ke

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240 kaise soceM ? bAda dUsarA aura dUsare ke bAda tIsarA roga ubharatA rahatA hai| utpAdaka zakti roga ke utpAdana meM laga jAtI hai| bhaya kI dUsarI pratikriyA hai-buddh'aapaa| bhaya ke kAraNa AdamI bUr3hA banatA hai| jo abhaya hotA hai, vaha bUr3hA nahIM hotaa| usake bAla sapheda ho gae, phira bhI vaha bUr3hA nahIM hai| vaha sattara varSa kA ho gayA phira bhI vaha bUr3hA nahIM hai| yaha to zarIra kI svAbhAvika prakriyA hai| jyoM-jyoM avasthA bar3hatI hai, keza sapheda hote haiN| yaha koI bur3hApA nahIM hai| __vAstava meM zaktiyoM kA kSINa honA bur3hApA hai| yaha bur3hApA bhI hamAre nimaMtraNa para AtA hai| binA nimaMtraNa vaha nahIM aataa| hama jAne-anajAne use bulAte haiM aura vaha AtA hai| yUnAna ke prasiddha cikitsaka aura saMta iganeziyA se pUchA gayA-AdamI jIvana bhara svastha aura yuvA kaise raha sakatA hai ? usane sIdhA uttara dete hue kahA-apanI bhUloM ko sUdhAro, bhrAMtiyoM ko chor3o, svastha rahoge aura jIvana bhara yuvA bane rhoge| hamArI bhUleM aura bhrAMtiyAM bur3hApe ko bulAtI haiN| jo vyakti AhAra-vihAra meM bhUleM nahIM karatA, vaha jaldI bUr3hA nahIM hotaa| jaldI bUr3he banane kA eka kAraNa hai-AhAra-vihAra meM bhUleM, rahana-sahana kI bhuuleN| avasthA choTI hotI hai| khAne kI pUrI sAmagrI sAmane hotI hai| pacAne kI kSamatA bhI hotI hai aura vaha socatA hai ki jitanA jIbha ko svAda de diyA jAe, utanA hI jIvana kA kalyANa hai| jitanA khA liyA jAe, utanA hI acchA hai, patA nahIM agale janma meM milegA yA nahIM ? jo sarvasvAhA, sarvabhakSI manovRtti hai, yaha bur3hApe kA pahalA nimantraNa hai| Akhira pAcana taMtra kI jitanI zakti hai utanI hI hai| lIvara jitanA rasa chor3atA hai, utanA hI chor3atA hai| penkriyAja ko jitanA kAma karanA hai, utanA hI karanA hai| isa prakAra pAcana-taMtra ke sAre avayavoM ko jitanA kAma karanA hai, utanA hI karanA hai| kisI ne kahA-yaha phala kA rasa hai, saMtare kA rasa hai, eka kilo pI lo| pAnI jaisA hI to hai| pIne vAlA yA kahane vAlA nahIM jAnatA ki usa rasa ko pacAne meM pAcana-taMtra ke pAsa zakti hai yA nahIM? usakI zakti sImita hotI hai| pAcana taMtra meM hara vastu ko pacAne kI alaga-alaga zakti hai| hamArI AMta aura pakvAzaya kitanA proTIna, kitanA kArbohAiDreTa, kitanA kSAra, kitanA lavaNa aura viTAminsa pacA sakate haiM, isakI eka nizcita mAtrA hai| isakA eka nizcita gaNita hai| anizcita kucha bhI nahIM hai| hama nahIM jAnate ki pAcana-taMtra meM pUrA viveka hai| mastiSka meM cAhe pUrA viveka ho yA na ho, pAcana-taMtra meM pUrA viveka hai ki kisako pacAne ww

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bhaya kI pratikriyA 241 ke lie kitanA srAva karanA hai| pUrI vyavasthA banI huI hai| ___ AdamI vyavasthita khAtA hai, saMtulita bhojana karatA hai to bur3hApA dUra calA jAtA hai| yadi saMtulita bhojana nahIM karatA hai to bur3hApA nikaTa se nikaTa AtA calA jAtA hai| jisako nimantraNa diyA jAe vaha to AegA hii| cikitsAzAstrI saMta ne bahuta hI sundara samAdhAna diyA ki bhUleM aura bhrAMtiyAM bur3hApe ko lAtI haiN| jo unheM chor3atA hai vaha sadA yuvA banA rahatA hai, svastha banA rahatA hai| sau varSa kI umra ho jAne para bhI vaha svastha aura yuvA banA rahatA hai| bhaya kI tIsarI prakriyA hai-mrnn| Darane vAlA vyakti svAbhAvika mauta se nahIM maratA, AtmaghAta karake maratA hai| svAbhAvika mauta sahaja hI AtI hai, bulAI nahIM jaatii| yaha ho sakatA hai ki kisI vyakti kA jIvana kama varSa kA ho aura kisI vyakti kA jIvana adhika varSa kA ho, kintu svAbhAvika DhaMga se maregA to apanI mauta kregaa| kintu bhaya se marane vAlA vyakti apanI mauta se kabhI nahIM mrtaa| vaha AtmaghAta karake maratA hai| AtmahatyA karane vAle kA patA laga jAtA hai ki usane AtmahatyA kI hai| sau meM se do-cAra vyakti AtmahatyA karane vAle hote haiN| kintu AtmaghAta karane vAle adhika hote haiM, sau meM se pacAnave vyakti / pacAnave vyakti Darate haiM aura ve AtmaghAta karate haiM, bemauta marate haiN| ve Darate haiM ki mauta A na jaae| ve Darate haiM isalie mauta jaldI A jAtI hai| jise TAlane kI bAta karate haiM aura Darate haiM, vaha TalatA nahIM, zIghra A jAtA hai| yaha eka tarka hai| ise samajhanA caahie| yaha bahuta sarala gaNita hai| ise bhUlanA nahIM caahie| eka AdamI ne pUchA-do aura do kitane hote haiM ? eka ne kahA-cAra, dUsare ne kahA-bAIsa aura tIsare ne kahA-kabhI cAra aura kabhI bAIsa / tIna uttara ho ge| tIsare vyakti ko naukarI mila gii| prazna sarala thA, para tInoM ke tIna uttara the| do uttara ekAntika the| ve vyavahArya nahIM the| tIsare kA uttara anekAMtika thaa| vaha vyavahArya thaa| usakA uttara pUrNa thA, adhUrA nhiiN| jIvana kA gaNita bahuta sIdhA-sAdA hai, para vaha bahuta Ter3hA bana gayA hai| merI kavitA kI do paMktiyAM haiM 'sahaja sarala jIvana kI pothI, bar3A jaTila anuvAda ho gyaa|' jIvana kI pustaka bahuta sahaja-sarala hai, parantu usakA anuvAda itanA jaTila ho gayA hai ki use samajhanA kaThina ho gyaa| bahuta bAra aisA hotA hai ki mUla graMtha to sarala hotA hai, kintu jo vyakti usakA anuvAda prastuta karate mAhitI

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242 kaise soceM ? haiM, vaha anuvAda kaThina hotA hai, use samajhanA sarala nahIM hotaa| anuvAda kiyA jAtA hai mUla graMtha ko samajhane ke lie, para usa anuvAda ko samajhane ke lie dUsarA anuvAda aura cAhie aura dUsare anuvAda ko samajhane ke lie tIsarA anuvAda aura caahie| yaha hai anuvAda kI ktthintaa| mUla zabda thA 'indra' / anuvAda karane vAle ne zabda rakhA 'shtkrtu|' indra kA paryAyavAcI nAma hai 'zatakratu' / indra kahane se to saba koI samajha jAte haiM, par3hA-likhA bhI samajha letA hai aura anapar3ha bhI samajha letA hai, para 'zatakratu' zabda ko kauna smjhegaa| zabda bhArI-bharakama bana gayA, usako samajhanA durUha ho gyaa| yaha hotA hai| sahaja-sarala kA anuvAda kaThina ho gayA, kaThinatara ho gyaa| AdamI kA jIvana bahuta sarala hai| usake jIvana kI AvazyakatAeM bhI bahuta sarala haiM, kintu usakA anuvAda itanA jaTila ho gayA ki AdamI paga-paga para ulajha jAtA hai| bAta samajha meM nahIM AtI, para yaha bAta to bahuta sIdhI hai ki Daro mata, kabhI mata Daro, isase bImAriyAM kama hoMgI, bur3hApA jaldI nahI AegA, mauta jaldI nahIM jhaaegii| bahuta sIdhA-sA gaNita hai| para isa gaNita ko AdamI samajhatA nhiiN| vaha DaratA hai bImArI se, bur3hApe se aura mauta se| jyoM-jyoM DaratA hai, tInoM jaldI-jaldI Ate haiN| patA nahIM aisA kyoM hotA hai ? becAre AdamI kA doSa hI kyA hai ? yaha to bhItara meM baiThA huA koI kara rahA hai| AdamI kI anta:srAvI graMthiyAM aise srAva karatI haiM, bhItara meM baiThA karmazarIra aise rasoM kA vipAka kara rahA hai ki ve bAhara Ate haiM aura AdamI ko prabhAvita kara dete haiN| anta:srAvI graMthiyoM ke srAva AdamI kI AdatoM ko prabhAvita karate haiM, usakI bhAvadazA aura kaSAya ko prabhAvita karate haiN| tInoM mUla TemparAmeMTa aura imozana una graMthiyoM se prabhAvita hote haiM aura isIlie inase prabhAvita AdamI sIdhe gaNita ko bhI nahIM samajha paataa| jaba koI kisI se prabhAvita ho jAtA hai phira usake sAmane sacAiyAM kucha bhI kAma nahIM kara sktii| aprabhAvita dazA satya ke khoja kI dazA hai| AdamI aprabhAvita rahe taba to ThIka calatA hai aura jaba vaha kisI ke prabhAva meM A jAtA hai taba use bhagavAn bhI nahIM bacA sktaa| vaha aisA prabhAvita ho jAtA hai, bhale phira vaha kisI vastu se prabhAvita ho yA kisI vyakti se prabhAvita ho| jaba vaha kisI vastu se prabhAvita hotA hai aura jaba taka vaha vastu use nahIM milatI, taba taka vaha sukha se sAMsa taka nahIM le sktaa| rAta-dina usakI vahI dhuna rahatI hai ki 'vaha cIja mile', 'vaha cIje mile / ' nahIM milatI hai to corI karake bhI use

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bhaya kI pratikriyA 243 pAnA cAhatA hai| yadi vaha kisI vyakti se prabhAvita hotA hai taba bhI vaha bilakula andhA jaisA bana jAtA hai aura usake pIche daur3atA hai| yadi koI kisI ke vicAroM se prAbhAvita hotA hai to bhI yahI sthiti banatI hai| dhyAna-sAdhanA kA eka prayojana hai-aprabhAvita dazA kA anubhava karanA, kabhI kisI se prabhAvita na honA, apanI svataMtratA banAe rakhanA, paristhiti meM baha na jaanaa| prekSA isa dazA kA nirmANa kara sakatI hai| jo prekSA karatA hai vaha hara bAta ko gaharAI meM jAkara dekhegA aura taba pravAhapAtI hone vAlI bAta dhula jaaegii| AdamI pravAha meM sahajatayA isalie baha jAtA hai ki vaha Upara-Upara se bAta ko pakar3atA hai| ghaTanA ko Upara se pakar3atA hai, sthUla rUpa se pakar3atA hai| AdamI vyavahAranaya para jyAdA vizvAsa karatA hai, gaharAI meM nahIM jAtA, vAstavikatA taka nahIM jaataa| vaha jAtA hai aura anartha ho jAtA eka vyakti ne gAMva meM Akara kahA-kucha jaina muni nahara meM pAnI pI rahe the| gAMva vAle prabhAvita ho gae, pravAha meM baha ge| sAre gAMva meM kuharAma maca gayA, ho-hallA ho gyaa| jaina muni aura nahara meM pAnI pIe yaha kabhI jaina paramparA ko mAnya nahIM ho sktaa| sAdhu gAMva meM phuNce| unhoMne dekhA, koI svAgata nahIM, koI bAtacIta nhiiN| sAre loga sAdhuoM ko ajanabI dRSTi se dekhane lge| sAdhuoM ne socA, yaha kyA? zrAvaka khar3e haiM, koI hAtha nahIM jor3atA, vaMdanA nahIM krtaa| ve aisA vyavahAra kara rahe haiM, mAno ki hama unake guru nahIM haiN| sthAna para phuNce| koI pravacana sunane nahIM aayaa| pUchatAcha kii| eka vRddha zrAvaka sAmane Akara bolA-mahArAja ! Apane kitanA galata kAma kiyA hai ? gAMva nikaTa hI to thaa| Apane nahara meM pAnI pI liyA ! kaccA pAnI ! itanI bhI sahanazIlatA nahIM rakhI ! phira Apa kahate haiM ki zrAvaka kyoM nahIM aae| kaise Ate ? sAdhu bole-hamane to nahara kA pAnI pIyA hI nhiiN| usane kahA-usa vyakti ne Akara kahA thaa| use puuchaa| vaha bolA-maiMne usase sunA thaa| pUchate-pUchate usa mUla vyakti taka pahuMce, jisane kahA thA ki sAdhu nahara meM pAnI pI rahe the| use bulAkara puuchaa| usane kahA- maiMne apanI AMkhoM se dekhA thA ki sAdhu nahara meM baiThe-baiThe pAnI pI rahe haiN|' munijI ko sthiti samajhane meM dera nahIM lgii| unhoMne kahA-zrAvako ! yaha to nigAha kara lete ki nahara meM pAnI baha rahA hai yA nahara sUkhI hai| hamAre pAsa pAnI thaa| hamane nahara meM baiThakara pAnI piiyaa| bAta meM bahuta antara A gyaa| sAmAnyata: hotA yaha hai ki AdamI bAta sunatA hai aura tatkAla pravAha meM baha jAtA hai| vaha pUrI khoja nahIM krtaa| pUrA jAnanA nahIM caahtaa|

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244 kaise soceM ? sacAI ko jAnane ke lie gaharAI meM jAnA hotA hai| jo vyakti sannAI ko jAnanA cAhatA hai, para gahare DubakiyAM lenA nahIM cAhatA, vaha kabhI saccAI taka nahIM pahuMca paataa| jinhoMne satya kA sAkSAtkAra kiyA hai ve gahare meM utare haiN| prekSA gaharAI meM jAne kA tattva hai| pahale tvacA ko dekhaa| tvacA meM kyA-kyA ho rahA hai ? Apako lagatA hogA ki tvacA meM kyA hai? use kyA dekhanA ? vaha to sAmane hai| aisA nahIM hai| yadi tvacA ke viSaya meM pUrA zarIrazAstrIya vizleSaNa kiyA jAe to yaha jJAta hogA ki tvacA ke phaMkzana ko samajhane ke lie kama se kama dasa dina pUrA samaya lagAnA pdd'egaa| itane kAma haiM camar3I ke| tvacA kI prekSA kro| phira tvacA ke bhItara clo| bhItara to bahuta bar3A khajAnA hai| bhItara dasa prANa haiM-prANa kI dasa zaktiyAM haiN| pAMca indriyoM kI pAMca prANazaktiyAM, mana kI prANazakti, vacana kI prANazakti, zarIra kI prANazakti, zvAsocchvAsa kI prANazakti aura jIvanIzakti-ye dasa prANa kI zaktiyAM haiN| unakA anubhava kro| prANa ke prakampanoM kA anubhava kro|| prANa ke prakampana sahajatayA pakar3a meM nahIM aate| jaba taka hamArA saMvedana sUkSma nahIM bana jAtA taba taka prANoM ke prakampanoM ko pakar3A nahIM jA sktaa| saMvedana sUkSma hotA hai to ve pakar3a meM A jAte haiN| kitane prakAra ke prakaMpana ho rahe haiN| sAre prakaMpana hI prakaMpana / kahIM aisA Thosa kucha bhI nahIM hai jo prakaMpana na ho| phira zvAsa ko dekhanA hai| kevala zvAsa ko nhiiN| usake sAtha prANa bhI hai| zvAsaprANa zvAsa kA AkarSaNa kara rahA hai, zvAsaprANa zvAsa kA recana kara rahA hai| hameM kevala zvAsa kA hI anubhava nahIM karanA hai, zvAsa ko saMcAlita karane vAlI prANazakti-zvAsaprANa kA anubhava karanA hai| yaha bahuta sUkSma kArya ho jaaegaa| zvAsa sthUla hai| vaha hamArI samajha meM AtA hai| aMgulI lagAI, sparza huA, patA laga jAegA ki koI cIja A rahI hai, jA rahI hai| yaha to korA zvAsa huaa| zvAsa ke paramANu hue kintu unheM kauna le jA rahA hai| zarIrazAstrIya mAnyatA hai, adhyAtma kI mAnyatA hai ki yaha sArA kArya zvAsaprANa ke dvArA ho rahA hai| yadi zvAsa kA prANa calA jAe, zvAsa kI prANazakti samApta ho jAe to zvAsa na A sakatA hai aura na jA sakatA hai, phira cAhe zarIra vidyamAna rahe, respireTarI sisTama banA rhe| hama bola rahe haiM, bhASA nikala rahI hai| bhASA kA recana ho rahA hai, para bhASA to bolane vAlI hai nhiiN| jo bolI jA rahI hai vaha to hai bhASA aura jisake dvArA bolI jA rahI hai vaha hai vacanaprANa, vacana kI zakti / vacana kA uccAraNa ho rahA hai isalie vacanaprANa hai| yadi vaha prANa kAma nahIM karatA to bhANA kuMThita ho jAtI, samApta ho jaatii|

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bhaya kI pratikriyA 245 zarIra kI sArI pravRttiyAM prANa ke dvArA saMcAlita hotI haiN| pUre zarIra meM prANa ke prakampana ho rahe haiN| prekSA ke dvArA una prANoM ke sUkSma prakampanoM ko pakar3anA hai| zarIra meM mAMsa hai, majjA hai, carbI hai, vIrya hai, oja hai-isa prakAra sAta dhAtueM haiM yA dhAtuoM se pare oja kI zakti hai| prekSA ke dvArA unameM hone vAle prakaMpanoM ko pakar3anA, unakI kriyAoM ko jAnanA Avazyaka hotA zarIra meM aneka bImAriyAM chipI par3I haiN| kucha janma le cukI haiM, kucha janma le rahI haiM aura kucha garbhAvasthA meM haiN| ve itanI paripakva nahIM banI haiM ki Apako unakA anubhava ho ske| kyA bImArI hote hI hameM usI dina patA laga jAtA hai ? nahIM, patA bahuta dinoM, mahInoM yA varSoM bAda lagatA hai| bImArI bhItara garbhAdhAna meM par3I rahatI hai, pakatI rahatI hai| aura pakakara jaba vaha yuvA bana jAtI hai, taba bAhara pragaTa hotI hai| prekSA ke dvArA patA lagAyA jA sakatA hai ki zarIra meM kahAM kyA hai ? 'ekyUpaMkcara' cInI cikitsA paddhati hai| usameM saMvAdI kendroM kA bahuta sUkSma vizleSaNa hai| kisI ke ghuTane meM darda hai| ghuTane kA saMvAdI kendra hai pAMva ke talave meN| pAMva ke talave ke usa kendra ko dabAo, yadi vahAM darda kI anubhUti hotI hai to ghuTane meM bhI darda hai| usa ghuTane ke darda ko miTAne ke lie talave ke usa kendra ko dabAne se vaha darda ThIka ho jAtA hai| zarIra ke pratyeka avayava kA saMvAdI kendra paira aura hAtha meM hai| isa prakAra zarIra meM bahuta sArI saccAiyAM haiN| gaharAI meM gae binA unakA patA nahIM lagAyA jA sktaa| prekSA ke prayoga gaharAI meM jAkara saMvedanoM ko pakar3ane aura prakampanoM ke mAdhyama se vastusthiti ko jAnane ke mAdhyama haiN| jaba hama sthUlasvarUpa meM zarIra ko dekhate haiM taba kucha vizeSa jJAta nahIM hotA, kintu jaba hama gaharAI meM utara kara dekhate haiM to jJAta hotA hai ki zarIra ke bhItara saikar3oM-saikar3oM prakAra kI bhinna-bhinna zreNiyAM haiN| alaga-alaga mArga bane hue haiM, praNAliyAM banI huI haiN| nAr3I kA artha vaha nahIM hai jo hama samajhate haiN| nAr3I kA artha hai-praNAlI, rAstA rAjapatha yA pgddNddii| hamAre zarIra meM itanI praNAliyAM haiM ki bar3e se bar3e nagara meM bhI utanI praNAliyAM nahIM haiM, rAste nahIM haiN| ye sArI praNAliyAM apanA-apanA kArya vyavasthita rUpa se saMpAdita karatI haiN| koI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| jJAnendriya ke sAmane Ate hI vaha riphleksa hotI hai. prativarta hotI hai| isa prativartavAda-(riphleksolaoNjI) ke AdhAra para manuSya ke sAre vyavahAroM kI mImAMsA kI jA sakatI hai|

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246 kaise soceM? ina sArI gaharAiyoM meM jAnane kA mAdhyama hai-prekssaa| yaha cintana bhI svAbhAvika hai ki eka bAra, do bAra yA cAra bAra zarIra kI prekSA yA caitanya kendroM kI prekSA kara cukane para bAra-bAra vaha prekSA kyoM kI jAe ? kitanI bAra kI jAe ? yaha prazna hotA hai, kintu yaha jAna lenA cAhie ki pratyeka bAta ke sAtha itanI sUkSmatAeM jur3I huI haiM ki hama do-cAra-dasa bAra meM kevala kucheka paryAyoM ko hI jAna pAte haiN| paryAya ananta haiN| eka-eka tathya ke ananta-ananta paryAya haiN| ananta rUpa haiN| unheM jJAta karane ke lie eka jIvana to kyA aneka jIvana khapAne par3a sakate haiN| yadi prekSA ko ThIka se samajha liyA jAya to AdamI usa kaThinAI se, usa tarka se sahajatayA chUTa sakatA hai, jo tarka hamArI bImAriyoM ko paidA karatA hai, bur3hApe ko jaldI lAtA hai aura akAla mRtyu ko nimaMtrita karatA hai| usa tarka ke sAtha bhaya jur3A huA hotA hai| vaha bhaya yadi chUTa jAe to roga bhI A sakatA hai, bur3hApA bhI A sakatA hai, mauta bhI A sakatI hai, kintu usake prArambha meM bhI abhaya jur3A huA rahegA, madhya meM bhI abhaya jur3A huA rahegA aura anta meM bhI abhaya jur3A huA rhegaa| taba na mauta kA kaSTa hogA, na roga kA kaSTa hogA aura na bur3hApe kA kaSTa hogaa| usa avasthA meM roga aura bur3hApA AegA bhI to kama mAtrA meN| usa mAtrA kA patA hI nahIM clegaa| bhaya kI pratikriyA se bacane ke lie prekSA ke Alambana bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa sAdhana haiN| bhaya kI cauthI pratikriyA hai-vismRti kamajora hone laga jAtI hai| Aja bUr3he nahIM, choTe-choTe kizora Ate haiM aura smRti kamajora hone kI zikAyata karate haiN| bar3A Azcarya hotA hai unakI bAteM sunakara / assI varSa kA bUr3hA kahe ki usakI smRti kamajora ho gaI hai to vaha bAta samajha meM A sakatI hai, kintu bAraha varSa kA kizora jaba smRti-daurbalya kI bAta kahatA hai taba Azcarya hotA hai| isakA mUla kAraNa hai ki bhaya jIvana meM isa prakAra ghulamila gayA hai ki vaha sAre doSa utpanna kara rahA hai| cInI jaba dUdha meM ghula jAtI hai taba usake svataMtra astitva kA patA nahIM calatA, kintu pIne para dUdha kI miThAsa se usake astitva ko jAna liyA jAtA hai| isI prakAra bhaya jIvana meM itanA ghula gayA hai ki usakA khoja nikAlanA kaThina hai, parantu jaba vismRti Adi ko dekhA jAtA hai taba yaha nizcita ho jAtA hai ki jIvana meM koI na koI gaharA bhaya vyApta hai| bhaya ke kAraNa hamAre smRtitaMtu, jJAnataMtu sikur3a jAte haiN| unake sikur3ane se smRti kamajora ho jAtI hai| bhaya kI pAMcavI pratikriyA hai-paaglpn| AdamI pAgala banatA hai, vikSipta hotA hai| usake aneka kAraNa ho sakate haiN| kintu sabase bar3A kAraNa

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bhaya kI pratikriyA 247 hai bhaya / bhaya ke kAraNa pAgalapana ko Ane meM sahaja-sarala mArga upalabdha ho jAtA hai| kabhI akasmAt aisA AghAta lagatA hai, gaharI coTa lagatI hai ki AdamI sudha-budha kho detA hai| vaha pAgalapana kI bAteM karane laga jAtA hai| bhaya kA AghAta bahuta gaharA hotA hai| usase AdamI pAgala ho jAtA hai| bhaya kI pAMca pratikriyAeM bahuta spaSTa haiN| aura aneka pratikriyAeM ho sakatI haiM, para unakA vargIkaraNa karane para sabakA samAveza ina pAMca meM ho jAtA hai| bhaya ke srota, bhaya kI paristhitayAM aura bhaya kI pratikriyAeM-ina sabake viSaya meM hamane jaanaa| unakA vizleSaNa bhI kiyaa| mAtra hameM yaha jAnanA hai ki bhaya se chuTakArA kaise mila sakatA hai ? bhagavAn mahAvIra ne kahA-'mA bhetavvaM'-Daro mt| upaniSad kahate haiM-'mA bhaiSI'-Daro mata / adhyAtma kI sAdhanA karane vAle pratyeka sAdhaka ne kahA-Daro mata / yaha kahanA to sarala hai ki Daro mata, para jaba taka bhaya ke srota vidyamAna haiM aura bhaya kI pratikriyAeM astitva meM haiM to phira 'Daro mata' kahane kA artha kyA hogA ? bhaya kI utpatti ke sAre kAraNa jaba vidyamAna haiM to phira na Darane kI bAta prApta hI nahIM hotii| kevala kahane mAtra se yA upadeza se bhaya nahIM chUTa sktaa| hameM upAya khojanA hogaa| upAya kA AcaraNa karanA hogaa| upayukta upAya kA avalambana lene para 'Daro mata'-isa vAkya kI sArthakatA ho sakatI hai| upAyoM kI carcA Age kreNge|

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racanAtmaka bhaya dina aura rAta, rAta aura dina-donoM ke bIca meM sNdhyaa| rAta hotI hai, dina hotA hai, bIca meM saMdhyA hotI hai| bhaya aura abhaya ke bIca meM bhI eka saMdhyA hotI hai, use na bhaya kahA jA sakatA hai, na abhaya kahA jA sakatA hai| bhaya isalie nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki bhaya ke dvArA nAr3I-saMsthAna meM jo vikRtiyAM paidA hotI haiM, bhAvanAtmaka asaMtulana paidA hotA hai vaha usase nahIM hotaa| use zuddha abhaya bhI nahIM kahA jA sakatA, kyoMki abhaya sAdhanA kI bahuta UMcI avasthiti hai| bhaya aura abhaya donoM ke bIca meM eka pUrvodaya hotA hai, saMdhyA kA saMkramaNa hotA hai-vaha hai racanAtmaka bhaya / eka dhvaMsAtmaka bhaya aura eka racanAtmaka bhaya, eka dhvaMsAtmaka abhaya aura eka racanAtmaka abhaya-ye cAra vikalpa banate haiN| abhaya bhI dhvaMsAtmaka hotA hai| sAre abhaya racanAtmaka hI nahIM hote, dhvaMsAtmaka bhI hote haiN| cora bahuta niDara thaa| koI paravAha nahIM thI use| cAhe jaisA corI karatA, daMDa milatA aura chUTatA, phira corI meM laga jaataa| tanika bhI bhaya nahIM thaa| eka bAra nyAyAdhIza ne kahA-kitane nirlajja ho ! tumheM bAra-bAra merI adAlata meM Ate hue zarma nahIM AtI ? lajjA nahIM AtI ? vaha bolA-nyAyAdhIza mahodaya ! maiM bhI jitanI bAra AtA hUM Apa hI ko dekhatA huuN| Apa bhI to yahAM roja-roja Ate haiN| mujhe phira kyA lajjA hogI? lajjA, anuzAsana aura mAnasika saMkoca-racanAtmaka bhaya ke hI nAma haiN| racanAtmaka bhaya ko hama lajjA kaha sakate haiM, anuzAsana kaha sakate haiM, mAnasika saMkoca kaha sakate haiN| mAnasika saMkoca hai--AdamI burA kAma nahIM krtaa| AtmAnuzAsana nahIM banA hai kintu phira bhI anuzAsana hai| bar3e logoM kA niSedha hai, aisA kAma nahIM karanA caahie| hamAre vidyA-guruoM kA niSedha hai ki aisA kAma nahIM karanA caahie| bar3e-bUDhe loga kahate haiM ki yaha kAma nahIM karanA cAhie, isalie nahIM karatA, yaha bhI racanAtmaka bhaya hai, eka pArnAmaka lajjA hai| yaha kAma karUM,' koI dekha legaa| lajjAvaza bhI vaha koI burA kAma nahIM krtaa| bhaya hai mana meM ki koI dekha legaa| zuddha dRSTi nahIM hai, AdhyAtmika dRSTi nahIM hai ki koI dekhe yA na dekhe yaha kAma nahIM karanA caahie| aisI dRSTi nahIM hai|

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racanAtmaka bhaya 249 AdhyAtmika dRSTi vaha hotI hai jahAM yaha prazna nahIM hotA ki koI dekhe yA na dekhe| cAhe dekhe, cAhe na dekhe, AdhyAtmika dRSTi' vAlA vyakti vaisA AcaraNa nahIM krtaa| vyAvahArika dRSTi vAlA vyakti yaha jarUra socatA hai ki koI dekha na le| kucha AdamI itane nirlajja hote haiM ki ve isa bAta kI paravAha nahIM karate ki koI dekha legaa| bhale hI dekho, merA kyA liyA ? abhaya bhI vidhvaMsAtmaka ho gyaa| isa bAta kI koI cintA nahIM karate, paravAha nahIM krte| abhaya bhI dhvaMsAtmaka ho jAtA hai| jo bar3e cora, bar3e luTere, bar3e mAra--kATa karane vAle hote haiM, unameM bhI abhaya to AtA hai| ve Darate nahIM, kucha bhI karane meM saMkucAte nahIM, bhayabhIta nahIM hote| para unakA abhaya dhvaMsAtmaka abhaya hotA hai, sahI artha meM abhaya nahIM hotaa| ___ hamAre jIvana meM, jaba se jIvana prArambha hotA hai, bacapana se hI bhAva nirmita ho jAte haiM-anuzAsana kA bhAva aura mAnasika saMkoca kA bhaav| ye bhAva bahuta burAiyoM se bacA dete haiN| pUjya kAlUgaNIjI se eka kahAnI sunI thii| bahuta mArmika kahAnI hai| purAne jamAne kI bAta hai| eka yuvaka ne dhana arjana ke lie paradeza ke lie prasthAna kiyaa| vaha apanI yuvatI patnI se bolA-dhana kamAne ke lie jA rahA huuN| tuma eka bAta kA dhyAna rakhanA, kula kI maryAdA ko barAbara bcaanaa| zAlIna rahanA, brahmacAriNI rhnaa| kahIM kula para koI dAga na lage, dhabbA na lge| sAvadhAna rhnaa| itane para bhI mana bar3A caMcala hotA hai, kabhI kisI avasthA meM tumhArA mana vicalita ho jAe aura tuma kabhI sahavAsa bhI karanA cAho to eka bAta kA dhyAna rakhanA, usa vyakti ko khoja lAnA jo zauca ke lie sabase jyAdA dUra jaMgala meM jAtA ho| patnI ne bAta mAna lii| pati calA gyaa| patnI bahuta zAlIna, bahuta saMyamI, hara bAta kA dhyAna rakhatI, apanI kula-paramparA kA dhyAna rkhtii| bahuta varSa bIta gae, bahuta sAvadhAna rhii| Akhira mana kI avasthA bhI eka samAna nahIM rhtii| bar3e-bar3e sAdhaka, tapasvI, dIrgha tapasyA karane vAloM kA mana bhI na jAne kisa samaya meM kisa sthiti meM calA jAtA hai aura mUrchA kisa prakAra ghanI ho jAtI hai, kalpanA nahIM kI jA sktii| jIvana bhara tapa tapane vAle sattara varSa taka pahuMcate-pahuMcate mUrcchita ho jAte haiN| jIvana-bhara jAgarUka rahane vAle mUchita ho jAte haiN| para mUchita rahane vAle marate-marate itane jAgarUka bana jAte haiM ki loga kahate haiM ki AdamI ne dharma kabhI kiyA hI nahIM, dharma kA nAma nahIM liyA, para antima dasa dina aise nikAle jaise mahAn tapasvI kA jIvana ho| isa prakAra kI sthitiyAM

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250 kaise soceM ? banatI haiN| mUrchA TUTatI bhI hai aura ghanI bhI hotI hai| Azcarya nahIM hai| yaha eka karma-zAstrIya prakriyA hai, aura aisA hotA hai| vaha to sAmAnya yuvatI thI, koI vizeSa bAta hI nahIM thii| eka dina mana vicalita ho gyaa| para bhAvanA thI ki pati ke Adeza kA pUrA pAlana kre| apane naukara ko bhejA-jAo ! usa AdamI ko bulA lAo jo zauca ke lie sabase jyAdA dUra jAtA ho| naukara gyaa| khoja-khAjakara eka AdamI ko le aayaa| yuvatI ne bAtacIta kii| prasaMgavaza pUchA-Apa itanI dUra kyoM jAte haiM ? / usane kahA-'lajjA bahuta AtI hai, bahuta sakucAtA huuN| bar3A saMkocazIla huuN| lAja hai, zarma hai|' vaha bolA-'koI bhI AdamI mere guptAMga ko na dekha le| pakSI bhI na dekha le| aura kyA, zauca jAtA hUM, pAsa jo sikorA hotA hai use bhI aisI oTa meM rakhatA hUM ki mere guptAMga ko na dekha ske| itanA lajjAlu huuN| isalie mujhe zauca ke lie bahuta dUra jAnA par3atA hai|' yuvatI ne sunakara tatkAla kahA-'ThIka hai maiMne jAnanA cAhA, Apane batAyA, bar3I kRpA kii| Apa apane ghara jA sakate haiN|' samajha gayI mana meM lajjA bacA detI hai| lajjA se bahuta bar3A bacAva ho jAtA hai| lajjA, mAnasika saMkoca-ye sAre racanAtmaka bhaya haiN| AdamI roga se DaratA hai, mRtyu se DaratA hai| maiM samajhatA hUM yaha bahuta purAnI manovRtti hai| hama pariNAma se Darate haiM, pravRtti se nahIM ddrte| pariNAma se Darane kA koI artha nahIM hotaa| DaranA cAhie pravRtti se na ki pariNAma se| kintu hamezA manuSya kI yaha durbalatA rahI hai ki vaha pariNAma se DaratA hai, pravRtti se nahIM ddrtaa| pariNAma ho gayA to Darane kA koI artha nahIM hotA, phira bhI Darate haiN| aura pravRtti se Darane kA artha hotA hai phira bhI nahIM Darate / DaranA cAhie pravRtti se / roga se Darate haiN| jina kAraNoM se roga hotA hai una kAraNoM se nahIM ddrte| yadi hama roga ke kAraNoM se bhaya karate haiM to hamArA bhaya racanAtmaka ho jAtA hai| Darane kA eka artha racanAtmaka hotA hai| maiM adhika khAUMgA to roga ho jaaegaa| isa bhaya se adhika khAne se ddreN| kupathya khAUMgA to roga ho sakatA hai, kupathya khAnese ddreN| mAnasika Avega AeMge to roga ho jAegA, yAnI gussA karUMgA to 'hArTaTrabala' ho sakatI hai, raktacApa bar3ha sakatA hai, zarIra meM viSa paidA ho sakate haiM, to krodha karane se ddreN| roga ko paidA karane vAle kAraNoM se DareM to hamArA bhaya racanAtmaka ho sakatA hai| aba roga paidA ho gayA, usase DareM, bImArI paidA ho gaI, aba kyA hogA ? he bhagavAn ! kitanA

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racanAtmaka bhaya 251 du:kha pAnA pdd'egaa| yaha bhaya racanAtmaka nahIM hogaa| yaha bhaya aura jyAdA bImArI ko bar3hA detA hai, use aura jyAdA kaThinAI meM DAla detA hai| bhaya racanAtmaka bnaaeN| mauta se Darate haiM, mauta ke kAraNoM se nahIM ddrte| mauta to bar3I ghabarAhaTa hai| para Apako yaha to patA hai ki rAga-dveSa karane vAle kI mauta jaldI hotI hai| akAla mRtyu usa vyakti kI hotI hai jo adhika rAga-dveSa karatA hai| adhika AhAra, bahuta jyAdA khAnA, bahuta jyAdA nIMda lenA, bahuta jyAdA pramAdI honA, baiThe hI rahanA, bahuta AvegazIla honA, adhika ahaMkAra, adhika gussA, IrSyA kI bhAvanA, dveSa kI bhAvanA, mAnasika jalana-ye sAre akAla mRtyu ke kAraNa haiN| akAla mRtyu ke kAraNoM se to nahIM Darate, mauta se Darate haiN| racanAtmaka bhaya vaha hotA hai ki hama mRtyu ko asamaya meM lAne vAlI pravRttiyoM se ddreN| unake prati jAgarUka raheM, sAvadhAna raheM ki hamArI jaldI mRtyu na A ske| hamArA bhaya taba racanAtmaka ho jAtA hai| akIrti kA bhaya hara AdamI ko lagatA hai ki kahIM usakA apayaza na ho, akIrti na ho| AdamI DaratA hai, bahuta sAvadhAna rahatA hai, kintu akIrti paidA karane vAle kAraNoM se bhaya nahIM hai| bar3I vicitra bAta hai| AcaraNa aura vyavahAra to vaise haiM ki jinase akIrti paidA ho| bhaya isa bAta kA hai ki akIrti ho nhiiN| AcaraNa bhale hI akIrti lAne vAle hoM kintu akIrti ho nahIM-isa bAta kA bhaya hai| hamArA yaha bhaya vyartha kA bhaya ho jAtA hai| yadi hama pravRtti se baceM, akIrti lAne vAle kAraNoM se baceM to hamArA bhaya racanAtmaka bana jAtA hai| bhaya ko racanAtmaka banAne ke lie sUkSma bheda-rekhA para bhI hameM dhyAna kendrita karanA hogaa| aura vaha sUkSma bheda-rekhA yaha hai ki bhaya se surakSA rakhanA aura bhaya ke kAraNoM se bacanA donoM eka bAta nahIM hai| do bAteM haiN| eka bhaya aura eka sAvadhAnI baratanA ki bhaya paidA na ho, eka bAta nahIM hai| yadi hama mAna leM ki bhaya burA hai to surakSAtmaka vyavasthA hI lar3akhar3A jAtI hai| vyakti kI surakSA, parivAra kI surakSA, samAja kI surakSA aura rASTra kI surakSA-sArI surakSAtmaka vyavasthAeM asta-vyasta ho jAtI haiN| surakSAtmaka vyavasthA ke lie bhaya hotA hai, kintu vaha racanAtmaka bhaya hogA, dhvaMsAtmaka nahIM hogaa| usameM sUkSma bheda-rekhA hai ki surakSA ke lie yaha saba kucha ho rahA hai, kisI dhvaMsa ke lie nahIM ho rahA hai| sAmane Aga hai| vyakti Aga para apanA paira nahIM rkhtaa| bhaya to mAna sakate haiM ki vyakti isa bhaya se paira nahIM rakha rahA hai ki paira rakhane para jala jaaegaa| bhaya to mAna sakate haiM kintu vaha bhaya vidhvaMsAtmaka bhaya nahIM hai, racanAtmaka bhaya hai, surakSAtmaka bhaya hai|

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252 kaise soceM ? eka vyakti se pUchA, jo barpha kA kArakhAnA calA rahA thA, Apa jAr3e ke dinoM meM kyA karate haiM ? garmI ke dinoM meM to bahuta barpha paidA hotI hai| khUba barpha calatI hai| para sardI ke dinoM meM Apa kyA karate haiM ? uttara diyA-garmI ke dinoM meM barpha banAtA hUM aura sardI ke dinoM meM barpha khAtA huuN| bilakula ThIka uttara thaa| sardI ke dinoM meM kArakhAnA to nahIM calatA para garmI ke dinoM meM jo Aya hotI hai, vaha sardI ke dinoM meM baiThA-baiThA khAtA huuN| garmI meM barpha banAtA hUM aura sardI meM vaha mujhe bacAtI hai, merI rakSA karatI hai| AdamI surakSAtmaka upAya to karatA hI hai aura usa surakSAtmaka upAya ko dhvaMsAtmaka nahIM kahA jA sktaa| surakSA hai| pratyeka vyakti apane Apako bhaya aura bhaya ke sAdhanoM se, nimittoM se bacAtA hai| koI bhI samajhadAra AdamI jAna-bUjhakara sAMpa para paira nahIM rakhatA, koI bhI AdamI jAna-bUjhakara viSa nahIM khAtA / isa surakSAtmaka upAya ko dhvaMsAtmaka bhaya nahIM mAna skte| vaha racanAtmaka bhaya ho jAtA hai aura vaha bhaya aura abhaya kI bIca kI saMdhyA bana jAtI hai| mujhe yAda hai apane jIvana kI eka ghttnaa| maiM teraha varSa kA thaa| pUjya kAlUgaNIjI momAsara meM virAja rahe the| maiM aura mere sahapAThI muni buddhamallajI donoM pUjya kAlUgaNI kI upAsanA meM the| pUjya kAlUgaNIjI ne hameM yaha dohA sikhAyA "hara Dara, guru Dara, gAMva Dara, Dara karaNI meM saar| tulasI Darai so Ubarai, gAphila khAve maar||" Apane artha batAte hue kahA-hara Dara arthAt bhagavAn se Daro, guru Dara-guru se Daro, gAMva Dara-gAMva se Daro, Dara karaNI meM sAra-bhaya nikammA nahIM hai, bhaya meM bahuta sAra hai, sArabhUta vastu hai| tulasI Darai so Ubarai, gAphila khAvai mAra / ' jo DaratA hai vaha baca jAtA hai, jo nahIM DaratA vaha mAra khAtA hai| hamane socA, bahuta kAma kI bAta btaaii| muni tulasI ke pAsa par3hate haiM aura tulasI se vaise hI bahuta Darate haiN| unake pAsa pUjya kAlUgaNI ne bhI kaha diyA-tulasI Darai so Ubare---tulasI se DaratA hai, ubara jAtA hai| aura gAphila mAra khA jAtA hai| hameM nahIM patA thA ki tulasI kA matalaba saMta tulasIdAsa se hai| tulasIdAsa kA yaha dohA hai| hamane yahI samajhA aura varSoM taka yahI samajhate rahe ki tulasI (muni tulasI) se Darane vAlA ubara jAtA hai aura jo tulasI se nahIM DaratA vaha mAra khAtA hai| maiM samajhatA hUM isa dohe ne mere aura mere sahapAThI buddhamalla-donoM ke jIvana kA nirmANa kiyaa|

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racanAtmaka bhaya 253 maiM yaha mAnatA hUM ki jo bhaya racanAtmaka hotA hai, vaha jIvana kA nirmANakArI hotA hai| maiM jo sArI carcA kara rahA hUM ki abhaya bano, DaranA nahIM hai, bhaya se mukta honA hai, usakA tAtparya hai dhvaMsAtmaka bhaya se bceN| maiM zuddha abhaya kI carcA bhI karanA cAhatA huuN| hameM zuddha abhaya bananA hai| abhaya kI bhUmikA taka pahuMcanA hai aura usa bhUmikA taka pahuMcanA hai jahAM zuddha AdhyAtmika cetanA jAga jAe, sAre bhaya vilIna ho jaaeN| hamArI sArI preraNAeM, anta: preraNAeM ye sArI kI sArI adhyAtma meM se sphUrta hoM, kahIM bhI bAhara se prabhAvita na hoM, sArI uddIpaka sAmagriyAM, sAre nimitta aura sAre hetu vilIna ho jaaeN| adhyAtma cetanA ke dvArA hamAre jIvana kA kSaNa-kSaNa saMcAlita ho| usa bhUmikA para hameM pahuMcanA hai, kintu bacapana ko bhI maiM jAnatA hUM, yauvana ko bhI aura praur3ha ko bhI maiM jAnatA huuN| abhI hama bacapana kI bhUmikA meM jI rahe haiM aura vahAM AdhyAtmika preraNA kI bAta karUM to svAbhAvika nahIM hogI, prAsaMgika nahIM hogii| prAsaMgika yahI hai ki usa bacapana kI bhUmikA meM racanAtmaka bhaya kA Alambana hotA hai, yauvana kI avasthA meM-jo sAdhanA kA yauvana hai usameM racanAtmaka bhaya se bhI Upara uThakara aura zuddha abhaya kI bhUmikA meM AroharaNa kara dete haiN| aura jaba adhyAtma ke zikhara para hamAre paira, hamAre caraNa saMcAlita hote haiM vahAM zuddha adhyAtma kI cetanA jAga jAtI hai, bhaya sarvathA samApta ho jAtA hai aura kevala bacatA hai abhaya, abhaya kI mudrA, abhaya kA hAva-bhAva, abhaya kI anta:srotasvinI, saba kucha abhaya hI abhy| sabhI loga abhaya kI cetanA ko jagAnA cAhate haiN| para prazna hai, yaha kaise jAge? __ hamAre zarIra meM do taMtra haiM-eka nAr3I-saMsthAna aura dUsarA grnthi-sNsthaan| hamArA sArA jIvana unake dvArA, nAr3I saMsthAna aura grathi saMsthAna ke dvArA, saMcAlita hai| bAhara kI paristhiti aura Antarika rasAyana-inase hama prabhAvita hote haiN| yadyapi yaha mAnA jAtA hai ki jaisI paristhiti hotI hai vaisA AdamI banatA hai, yaha sacAI bhI ho sakatI hai kintu yaha adhUrI sacAI hai| pUrI sacAI yaha hai ki paristhiti aura rasAyana donoM kA yoga hotA hai, vaisA AdamI banatA hai| paristhiti ko pariSkRta karane ke upAya bhI hama karate haiN| paristhiti ko badalane ke upAya bhI karate haiM, kintu kAma banatA nhiiN| jaba taka bhItarI rasAyanoM ko badalane kA kAma nahIM hotA taba taka pUrA kAma nahIM hotaa| hama

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254 kaise soceM ? jyAdA prabhAvita haiM apane bhItarI rasAyanoM se, hamAre andara se sravita hone vAle rasAyanoM se aura ve rasAyana badalate haiM, prabhAvita hote haiM to hama paristhiti ko lAMghakara bhI jA sakate haiM, usakA atikramaNa bhI kara sakate haiN| aura jaba ve rasAyana anukUla nahIM hote taba paristhiti bhI hameM prabhAvita kara sakatI hai, bAdhita kara sakatI hai| prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa karane vAle vyakti isa saccAI kA anubhava kareM ki vAstavikatA yaha hai ki rasAyanoM ko badalane kA upakrama kreN| Aja isa vaijJAnika yuga meM dhyAna karanA kevala andhakAra meM DhelA pheMkanA nahIM honA caahie| itanA vijJAna kA vikAsa ho cukA hai, usake sandarbha ko chor3akara aura kevala aMdhere meM calate caleM, calate caleM aura santoSa mAnate jAeM, yaha saMbhava nahIM lgtaa| kala hI hamArI prophesara zarmA se bAteM ho rahI thii| ve ena0sI0I0Ara0TI0 meM ejUkezanala sAikolojI ke prophesara evaM heDa haiN| DaoNkTara TI0 bhATiyA bhI the| bAta clii| unhoMne kahA ki dhyAna ke bAre meM hamAre sAmane kaI sthitiyAM AtI haiM aura adhikAMza pariNAma kI bAta yaha AtI hai ki tApamAna kama ho gayA, blaDa-presara kI bImArI ThIka huI, vajana ghaTA yA bar3hA, isa prakAra ke pariNAma sAmane Ate haiN| maiMne kahA-hama loga dhyAna ko cikitsA kA sAdhana nahIM maante| hama zivira ko cikitsAlaya nahIM maante| hama svIkAra karate haiM ki roga bhI ThIka hotA hai, zArIrika bImArI ThIka hotI hai, kintu ise gauNa mAnate haiN| hamArA mukhya uddezya hai bhAva-parivartana / jaba taka bhAva-parivartana nahIM hotA taba taka dhyAna kI niSpatti hamArI dRSTi meM nahIM hai| hamAre bhAva badalane caahie| hiMsA ke bhAva, udaMDatA ke bhAva, ucchRkhalatA ke bhAva, krUratA ke bhAva-hamAre jo bhAva haiM, ve bhAva badalane caahie| agara bhAva meM parivartana nahIM hotA hai to maiM samajhatA hUM ki dhyAna kI niSpatti pUrI nahIM hotii| upAyoM ke dvArA bhAva-parivartana kiyA jA sakatA hai| dhyAna kI aisI paddhatiyAM haiM, jinake dvArA bhAva kA parivartana kiyA jA sakatA hai| jyotikendra para dhyAna hotA hai, krodha kA bhAva badala jAtA hai| darzana kendra para dhyAna hotA hai, moha kA bhAva badala jAtA hai, antar-dRSTi jAga jAtI hai| hamArA 'phraMTala loba' itanA mahattvapUrNa hai ki sAre bhAvoM kA niyantraNa kara rahA hai| hamAre sAre bhAvoM kA niyaMtraka hai-hAipothelemasa / hAipothelemasa pInIgala aura picyUTarI para niyaMtraNa kara rahA hai| piTyUTarI sArI granthiyoM para niyaMtraNa kara rahI hai| hameM bhAva-parivartana kI prakriyA meM jAnA hai to mastiSka,

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racanAtmaka bhaya 255 lalATa aura mastiSka kA agalA hissA-isa bhAga para dhyAna kendrita karanA hogaa| isa para dhyAna kendrata kie binA bhAvoM ko nahIM badalA jA sktaa| yadi nAbhi para dhyAna kendrita karate haiM, taijasakendra para dhyAna karate haiM to uttejanA bar3hatI hai, prANazakti bar3hatI hai isameM koI saMdeha nhiiN| prANa-vidyut kA vikAsa ho sakatA hai kintu sAtha-sAtha meM AvegoM kA vikAsa bhI ho sakatA hai| eDrInala kA kAma hai sAre AvegoM ko janma denaa|| ina sArI vRttiyoM, saMjJAoM aura AvegoM para niyaMtraNa pAyA jA sakatA hai| zakti-kendra, jyoti-kendra aura darzana-kendra-bhRkuTi se lekara sira ke agale bhAga taka jo ye tIna kendra haiM, ye sAre bhAva-parivartana ke lie jimmedAra haiN| bure bhAva hote haiM to yahIM se travita hote haiM, acche bhAva paidA hote haiM to yahIM se stravita hote haiN| hama mAnate haiM ki bure bhAvoM ko badalA jA sakatA hai| lezyA dhyAna jaina sAdhanA paddhati kI eka mahattvapUrNa prakriyA hai| raMgoM kA vibhinna prakAra se dhyAna karane para vibhinna prakAra ke manobhAva badala jAte haiN| 'kalara therApI' ne Aja raMgoM ke mahattva para bahuta prakAza DAlA hai| videzoM meM isa para bahuta kAma ho rahA hai aura bahuta sAhitya nikala rahA hai| hamAre yahAM prAkRtika cikitsA meM bhI raMga-cikitsA, sUrya razmi-cikitsA kA sthAna hai| kintu dhyAna kI prakriyA ke sAtha lezyAdhyAna aura raMgoM ke dhyAna kI prakriyA kA prekSA-dhyAna kI paddhati meM jo vikAsa huA hai, use maiM bahuta mahattva detA huuN| prekSA-dhyAna ke sAre prayoga abhaya kI cetanA ko jagAne ke prayoga haiN|

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abhaya kI mudrA kucha bAhara meM hotA hai, kucha bhItara meM hotA hai / hama bAhara aura bhItara - do hissoM meM baMTe hue haiN| bAhara kA spaSTa dIkhatA hai, bhItara kA dIkhatA nahIM, anubhava hotA hai, patA calatA hai / hamArI mudrA hotI hai bAhara meM / kaise baiThate haiM, hAtha kaise haiM, muMha kaise hai, AkRti kaisI hai, vyaMjanA kaisI hai, aMguliyAM kaisI haiM-ye sArI bAteM mudrA se sambandha rakhatI haiN| eka hotI hai bhAva - mudrA aura dUsarI hotI hai bhAva-dhArA | donoM meM bahuta gaharA saMbaMdha hai| jaisI bhAva-dhArA hotI hai vaisI bhAva - mudrA bana jAtI hai| mudrA kA nirmANa karatI hai bhAva-dhArA / krodha kA bhAva jAgA, krodha kI mudrA bana jaaegii| batAnA nahIM par3atA, AdamI krodha meM hai / mudrA dekhate hI patA cala jAtA hai ki abhI krodha meM hai| svayaM mudrA sUcanA de detI hai / I kAvya - zAstra meM isa bhAva - dhArA kA bahuta vizada vivecanA huA hai / tIna bhAvadhArAeM haiM- sthAyIbhAva, sAttvikabhAva aura saMcArIbhAva / kisa mudrA meM kauna-se bhAva janma lete haiM ? vyakti kisa rUpa meM prakaTa hotA hai ? yaha sArA jJAta ho jAtA hai| zrRMgAra rasa kI eka mudrA hotI hai, karuNa rasa kI dUsarI mudrA hotI hai, bIbhatsa rasa kI tIsarI mudrA hotI hai, raudra rasa kI cauthI mudrA hotI hai, zAMta-rasa kI pAMcavIM mudrA hotI hai| alaga-alaga mudrAeM hotI haiN| pratyeka bhAva aura pratyeka rasa kI bhinna-bhinna mudrA hotI hai / rasAnubhUti, bhAvAnubhUti aura mudrA saba jur3e hue haiN| hamArI mudrA kA saMbaMdha bhAva se jur3A huA hai / bhaya kI bhAva-dhArA hotI hai to eka prakAra kI mudrA banatI hai / DarA huA AdamI sikur3a jAtA hai| ceharA sikur3atA bhI hai aura phailatA bhI hai / hamArA zarIra sikur3atA bhI hai aura phailatA bhI hai| bhaya se sikur3atA hai aura harSa se phaila jAtA hai / harSotphulla mukha phUla kI bhAMti khila jAtA hai, bhayabhIta mukha bilakula sikur3a jAtA hai / aisA lagatA hai ki bilakula patalA- dubalA ho gayA hai / bhaya mudrA hotI hai, usa samaya bAharI AkRti meM jo parivartana hote haiM ve hamAre sAmane spaSTa haiM / antara ke avayavoM meM bhI parivartana hote haiM / hRdaya kI dhar3akana teja ho jAtI hai, raktacApa bar3ha jAtA hai, galA sUkha jAtA hai, lAra TapakAne vAlI granthiyAM niSkriya bana jAtI haiN| mukha sUkhane laga jAtA hai / AmAzaya aura AMteM sikur3a jAtI haiM, bhUkha bhI kama ho jAtI hai / jo AdamI roja DarA-DarA rahatA 1

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abhaya kI mudrA 257 hai usakI bhUkha bhI kama ho jAtI hai| tvacA kI saMvAhitA meM antara A jAtA hai, tvacA sUkSmagrAhI bana jAtI hai| kisI AdamI ne jhUTha bolA, kisI ne aparAdha kiyA, nyAyAdhIza ke sAmane upasthita kiyaa| use Dara hai ki merA jhUTha pakar3A na jaae| aba nyAya karane vAloM ko kaise patA cale ki yaha jhUTha bola rahA hai ? unheM kaise patA cale ki isane aparAdha kiyA hai ? Ajakala kucha yaMtroM kA vikAsa huA hai| aparAdhI khar3A hai aura yaMtra cala rahA hai-gelvenomITara / sUI ghUma rahI hai| yaMtra lagA diyA gayA hai| aba usake mana meM hai, kahIM pakar3A na jaauuN| bhaya se uttejanA hai antar avayavoM meM / uttejanA paidA ho gii| vaha gelvenomITara batA detA ki yaha jhUTha bola rahA hai| vaha batA degA ki isane aparAdha kiyA hai| yaha sArA hotA hai tvacA-saMvAhitA ke dvaaraa| tvacA-saMvAhitA kA mApana hotA hai aura isa sacAI kA patA cala jAtA hai| krodha kA saMvega, bhaya kA saMvega yA dUsarA kisI bhI prakAra kA saMvega ho, saMvega kI avasthA meM hamArI bAhara kI mudrA bhI bhinna bana jAtI hai| donoM kA patA lagAyA jA sakatA hai| eka AdamI eka dina meM zAyada saikar3oM-saikar3oM mudrAeM banA letA hai| yadi koI sUkSma yaMtra yA aisA saMvedanazIla kaimarA' ho 'hAiphrikveMsI' kA, to pratyeka mudrA kA bheda mApA jA sakatA hai| pAMca minaTa pahale jo mudrA thI, pAMca minaTa bAda vaha rahane vAlI nahIM hai| jaise-jaise bhItara meM bhAva badalegA aura tatkAla mudrA meM parivartana A jaaegaa| aura isI AdhAra para mukhAkRti-vijJAna kA vikAsa huA hai| AkRti-vijJAna ke AdhAra para manuSya kI sArI ceSTAoM ko batAyA jA sakatA hai, usake bhaviSya kA bhI nirdhAraNa kiyA jA sakatA hai| bhaya eka saMvega hai, tIvra saMvega hai| jaba bhaya kI sthiti hotI hai usa samaya AdamI kI mudrA duHkhada hotI hai, aura azAMti paidA karane vAlI hotI hai| Dare hue AdamI ke pAsa koI dUsarA jAkara baiThegA, usake mana meM bhI acAnaka becainI paidA ho jaaegii| yaha kyoM huA ? kaise huA ? use patA nahIM calegA, para vaha becaina bana jaaegaa| abhaya kA bhAva jaba-jaba jAgatA hai, taba-taba abhaya kI mudrA kA nirmANa hotA hai| abhaya kI mudrA kA bAharI lakSaNa hai-prphulltaa| ceharA khila jaaegaa| bilakula prasannatA / koI samasyA najara nahIM AtI, koI tanAva nahIM hotaa| bhItara meM bilakula shaaNti| jaba bhaya kI bhAvadhArA hotI hai to hamArA simpathaiTika narvasa-sisTama sakriya hotA hai yAnI piMgalA sakriya ho jAtI hai aura jaba abhaya kI bhAvadhArA hotI hai to pairA-simpetheTika narvasa-sisTama sakriya ho jAtA hai. ir3A nAr3I kA pravAha sakriya ho jAtA hai| usa samaya koI uttejanA nahIM hotI

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258 kaise soceM ? zAMti aura sukha kA anubhava hotA hai| saba kucha acchA lagatA hai| prazna hai-hama adhika se adhika abhaya kI mudrA meM kaise raha sakeM ? adhika se adhika abhaya kI bhAvadhArA ko kaise pravAhita kara sakeM ? adhika se adhika abhaya ko kaise anubhUta kara sakeM ? yaha hamAre sAmane prazna hai| hamane bhaya kI bhI carcA kI aura abhaya kI bhii| bhaya heya hai aura abhaya upaadey| hameM bhaya kI bhAvadhArA ko tyAganA hai aura abhaya kI bhAvadhArA ko vikasita karanA hai| isake lie tIna sAdhana apekSita haiM-upAya, mArga aura sAdhana / abhaya kA vikAsa upAya ke binA saMbhava nahIM, mArga aura sAdhana ke binA sambhava nhiiN| khoja hogI upAya kI, mArga kI aura sAdhana kii| eka upAya hai-anuprekssaa| anuprekSA ke dvArA abhaya kI bhAvadhArA ko vikasita kiyA jA sakatA hai| zabda kI praNAliyAM hamAre zarIra ke bhItara banI huI haiN| ye rAste, pagaDaMDiyAM, rAjapatha hamAre zarIra meM bane hue haiM, jinake mAdhyama se taraMgeM hamAre pUre zarIra meM vyApta ho jAtI haiM aura hameM prabhAvita karatI haiN| taraMga kA siddhAMta bahuta vyApaka siddhAMta hai| 'kvAnTama thyorI' kA vikAsa huA taba se nahIM, kintu DhAI hajAra, tIna hajAra varSa pahale se yaha prakampana kA siddhAMta prasthApita hai ki saMsAra meM saba kucha prakampana hI prakampana hai, saba kucha taraMga hI taraMga hai| bhaya kI taraMga uThI aura bhaya ke prakampana zurU ho ge| yadi usa samaya abhaya kI taraMga ko uThA sakeM, abhaya ke prakampanoM ko paidA kara sakeM to bhaya kI taraMga vahIM samApta ho jaaegii| yaha anuprekSA kA siddhAMta usa pratipakSa kA siddhAMta hai ki eka taraMga ke dvArA dUsarI taraMga kI zakti ko nirasta kiyA jA sakatA hai aura acchI taraMga ko uThAyA jA sakatA hai, burI ko nirasta kiyA jA sakatA hai| burI taraMga ko paidA kiyA jA sakatA hai, acchI taraMga ko nirasta kiyA jA sakatA hai| hamAre puruSArtha para, hamAre grahaNa para aura hamArI dRSTi para yaha nirbhara hai ki hama kisa samaya kyA karate haiM aura kaisA hamArA prayatna hotA hai ? jisa vyakti ne prekSAdhyAna kA prayoga kiyA hai, jisane isa sacAI ko samajhA hai ki zubhabhAva kI taraMga ke dvArA azubha kI taraMgoM ko, vidhAyaka taraMgoM ke dvArA niSedhaka taraMgoM ko naSTa kiyA jA sakatA hai, vaha isake lie bahuta jAgarUka ho jAtA hai ki jaba bhI mana meM koI burA vikalpa uThe, mana meM burA vicAra Ae, tatkAla zubha bhAva kI taraMga ko paidA kara de| ___ tIna avasthAeM hotI haiN| eka hai asat bhAva kI avasthA, dUsarI hai sat bhAva kI avasthA aura tIsarI hai-sat-asat-donoM bhAvoM se atIta avsthaa| eka hai asat bhAva kI avasthA jo 'nigeTiva' hai| dUsarI hai sat bhAva kI

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abhaya kI mudrA 259 avasthA jo vidhAyaka bhAva kI avasthA hai aura tIsarI donoM se pare jisameM na koI niSedhAtmaka bhAva hai, na koI vidhAyaka bhAva hai, nirvikalpa aura nirvicAra avsthaa| yaha bahuta sundara avasthA hai, bahuta Age kI bAta hai| kintu sAmAnyata: hamArA jIvana ina asat aura sat kI bhAvadhArAoM ke bIca meM calatA hai| kabhI asat kI taraMga uThatI hai to kabhI sat kI taraMga uThatI hai| jaise-jaise hamArI bhAva-kriyA prabala hotI hai, jaise-jaise hamArA vartamAna meM rahane kA abhyAsa zaktizAlI banatA hai, jaise-jaise hama prekSA ke prati sAvadhAna aura jAgarUka hote haiM aura nirantara jAgarUkatA kA abhyAsa karate haiM, vaise-vaise hI mastiSka meM uThane vAlI azubha bhAva kI taraMgoM kA patA lagane laga jAtA hai ki aba azubha bhAva kI taraMga uTha rahI hai| usa samaya tatkAla zubha bhAva kI taraMga paidA kara dete haiN| anuprekSA zurU kara dete haiM to azubha bhAva kI taraMga daba jAtI hai, zAMta ho jAtI hai| ___ anuprekSA kA prayoga bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai asat se bacane ke lie| sArA japa kA vikAsa isI AdhAra para huA hai| anuprekSA ke siddhAMta ke AdhAra para japa kA vikAsa huA hai| iSTa kA japa karo, mantra kA japa karo, kyoMki zubha bhAva aura zubha vicAra tumhAre mana meM rahegA to azubha bhAva ko jAgane kA maukA nahIM milegaa| isIlie mantra kA Alambana liyA gyaa| kucha loga adhyAtma sAdhanA ke kSetra meM mantra kI upayogitA nahIM maante| para hamArA vizvAsa hai ki maMtra kI bhI bahuta bar3I upayogitA hai, use nakArA nahIM jA sakatA, asvIkAra nahIM kiyA yA sakatA, kyoMki hama sIdhe vItarAga to bana nahIM skte| sIdhe chalAMga vAlI bAta bahuta kama ghaTita hotI hai| koI vyakti aisA ho sakatA hai ki sIdhI chalAMga lagA sakatA hai| koI-koI aisA ho sakatA hai ki chata para se sIdhe nIce chalAMga lagA sakatA hai| para hara koI lagAne laga jAe to sIr3hiyoM kI jarUrata kyA hai ? phira sIr3hiyAM lagAnI nirarthaka hai| para saba chalAMge lagAne laga jAeMge to zAyada haoNspITala meM sthAna bhI khAlI nahIM milegaa| bar3I musIbata paidA ho jaaegii| chalAMga kI bAta sArvajanika bAta nahIM ho sktii| kadAcit ho sakatI hai, apavAdasvarUpa ho sakatI hai| sIdhe vItarAga kI bhUmikA meM cale jAne kI bAta eka chalAMga kI bAta hai| hameM sIr3hiyoM ke sahAre calanA pdd'egaa| AdamI sIr3hI ke sahAre car3hegA, Upara phuNcegaa| sIr3hiyoM meM donoM bAteM hotI haiN| eka hI sIr3hI banI huI hai| aisA nahIM hotA ki Upara jAne ke lie sIr3hiyAM alaga banatI haiM aura nIce A jAne ke lie sIr3hiyAM alaga banatI haiN| usI sIr3hI se Upara car3hA jA sakatA hai aura usI sIr3hI se nIce AyA jA sakatA hai aura usI bhAvadhArA se nIce utarA jA sakatA hai|

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'260 kaise soceM ? hamArI bhAvadhArA jaba sat ke sAtha jur3atI hai taba hama Upara car3ha sakate haiM, hamArA ArohaNa ho sakatA hai| jyoMhI bhAvadhArA asat ke sAtha jur3atI hai taba avarohaNa zurU ho jAtA hai, AdamI nIce utara AtA hai| japa kA vikAsa, mantra kA vikAsa, isI bhAvanA para huA thA ki eka aisA Alambana banA rahe jisase bure bhAvoM ko Ane kA avasara kama se kama mile| abhaya kA dUsarA sAdhana hai-prekssaa| jaise-jaise dekhane kI zakti kA vikAsa hotA hai, hamArI dRSTi satyAgrahI bana jAtI hai| Dara jitanA bhI lagatA hai vaha asatya ke kAraNa lagatA hai| cAhe asatya mAnyatA, asatya kA siddhAMta, asatya kI dhAraNA, asatya kA saMkalpa-jo bhI asatya kA pakSa hai vaha sArA bhaya paidA karane vAlA hai| jaise-jaise darzana kI zakti vikasita hotI hai aura sacAI ke nikaTa jAte haiM, kalpanAoM se dUra haTate haiM, hamArI zakti bar3hatI jAtI hai aura bhaya apane Apa kama hotA jAtA hai| yathArtha meM bhaya hotA nhiiN| bhaya mUrchA meM hotA hai, asatya meM hotA hai| prekSA ke dvArA hamArI mUrchA kA cakra TUTatA hai aura jaba mUrchA kA cakra TUTatA hai to bhaya apane Apa samApta ho jAtA hai| prekSA, anuprekSA, mantra kA japa-ye sAre sAdhana vikasita hue abhaya ke vikAsa ke lie| pratyeka paramparA meM-jaina paramparA, vaidika paramparA, bauddha paramparA-saba meM bhaya kA nivAraNa karane vAle mantroM kA vikAsa huA aura bahuta sAre mantra jape jAte haiM bhaya ko dUra karane ke lie| kucha loga sote-sote Dara jAte haiN| kucha loga rAta ko DarAvane svapna dekhate haiM, Dara jAte haiN| kucha loga akAraNa hI Dara jAte haiN| ina avasthAoM se bacane ke lie saikar3oM-saikar3oM 'abhaya mantroM' kA vikAsa huA hai aura unakA bahuta prayoga bhI hotA hai, pariNAma bhI AtA hai aura mana:sthiti badala jAtI hai| auSadhiyoM kA vikAsa bhI huA hai| aisI bhI auSadhiyAM haiM, jar3iyAM haiM, kitanA bhI bhaya lage jar3I ko sirAhane rakha do, bure svapna Ane banda ho jaaeNge| jar3iyoM kA vikAsa, mantroM kA vikAsa aura prayoga isa dizA meM huA aura usake pariNAma bhI acche aae| abhaya kA eka aura mahattvapUrNa upAya hai| usakA sambandha hai hamAre caritra se, vyavahAra se| bhaya paidA hotA hai hiMsA se, asatya se aura saMgraha se| ye tIna bar3e kAraNa haiM jo hamAre caritra se sambandha rakhate haiN| hara AdamI anubhava karatA hogA ki saMgraha ke kAraNa kitanA bhaya paidA hotA hai ? bAhara gaye aura dhyAna AyA ki kamare ke to tAlA hI nahIM lagAyA hai, alamArI khulI raha gaI hai, vaha bIca meM hI daur3a par3atA hai vApasa / kahIM koI pahale na pahuMca jaae| koI bAhara se nahIM, ghara kA AdamI bhI bhItara na ghusa jaae| vaha Dara jAtA hai| lauTatA hai aura saMbhAlatA hai| kyoM DarA ? koI DarAne vAlA to nahIM thaa|

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abhaya kI mudrA 261 kintu saMgraha ke prati itanI ghanI mUrchA hai ki jitanA arjita kiyA hai usameM eka rAI bhI, pAI bhara bhI kama na ho jaae| bahuta loga zAyada apanI sampatti kA upabhoga bhI nahIM karate, kintu dIpavAlI, rAmanavamI yA jo apanA eka samaya hai varSa kA lekhA-jokhA karane kA, to khAte meM dekhate haiM ki pAsa meM itanI pUMjI jamA hai to itane gahare harSa kA anubhava hotA hai ki zAyada jIvana meM kabhI nahIM hotA, bahuta saMtuSTi milatI hai| basa, utanI-sI saMtuSTi ki mere pAsa hai| isakA aura koI artha nahIM, pIche bhI koI artha nahIM, koI upayoga nahIM, kintu mere pAsa hai, yaha bhAva hI itanA praphulla banA detA hai AdamI ko ki vaha saba kucha mAna letA hai| aura vahI bhAva ki mere pAsa hai' AdamI meM itanA bhaya paidA karatA hai ki rAta aura dina bhaya se AkrAMta hotA hai| munIma dhokhA na de de, bhAI dhokhA na de de, bApa dhokhA na de de| nirantara yaha satAtA rahatA hai| eka mAnasika dRSTi hai ki mere pAsa hai' aura mere pAsa jo hai vaha kahIM calA na jAe, yaha bhaya bhI rahatA hai| zAyada mAnasika tuSTi to kabhI-kabhI hotI hai para bhaya kA bhAva to caubIsa ghaMToM hI banA rahatA hai| saMgraha bhaya kA sabase bar3A nimitta hai| asatya bhaya kA bahuta bar3A nimitta hai| jhUTha bolate samaya to zAyada eka minaTa lagatA hai| AdamI eka minaTa meM jhUTha bola detA hai| kintu jhUTha bolane ke bAda, kaI dinoM taka bhaya nahIM miTatA ki kahIM patA na laga jAe, saMrakSaka ko patA na laga jAe, hamezA bhaya banA rahatA hai mana meN| hiMsA bhI bhaya kI bhAvanA hai| hiMsA, asatya aura saMgraha-jaba taka inameM, inake prati Asakti meM, kamI nahIM hotI, abhaya kI anuprekSA kara lene para bhI abhaya kA vikAsa ho jAye, isameM mujhe saMdeha hai| yAnI racanAtmaka abhaya kA vikAsa nahIM ho pAtA, dhvaMsAtmaka abhaya kA to ho sakatA hai| itanA niDara bana jAe ki kisI se bhI nahIM DaratA, yaha to ho sakatA hai aura anarthakArI bhAva paidA ho sakatA hai| kintu racanAtmaka abhaya paidA ho jAe isameM mujhe saMdeha hai| maiMne do dina bAbA nAgapAla se bahuta bAteM kii| maiMne eka vicitra bAta dekhI ki zakti kI upAsanA hai, saba kucha hai phira bhI ekamAtra svara hai caritra kaa| caritra kA vikAsa honA caahie| isake sivA dUsarI bAta hI nahIM hai| kahate haiM ki maiM to kisI ko bhI na to tAbIja detA hUM, na gaMDA detA hUM, kucha bhI nhiiN| sabako kahatA hUM-AhAra zuddha karo, vyavahAra zuddha kro| isake binA kucha bhI nahIM hogaa| bahuta bar3I bAta kahate haiN| jaina paramparA meM eka AcArya hue haiN-aanndghnjii| bahuta bar3e sAdhaka the gujarAta ke| bahuta bar3e yogii| itanI siddhiyAM unheM prApta thIM ki loga pIchA

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262 kaise soceM ? nahIM chor3ate the| jahAM jAte bhIr3a ikaTThI ho jaatii| rAjA, prajA saba loga ikaTThe ho jaate| patA calatA ki AnandaghanajI ke pAsa to svarNasiddhi hai, sonA banAne kI siddhi hai, hajAroM loga unake pAsa Ane lge| bhIr3a banI kI banI rhtii| ArAma lene ko kSaNa bhI nahIM miltaa| hara koI cAhatA ki mujhe sonA mile, maiM sonA banA luuN| bar3I musIbata ho gyii| ve jaMgala meM cale gae, phira bhI loga pIche lage rhe| koI AdamI AtA ki mahArAja, lar3akA nahIM hai, koI kahatA dhana nahIM hai, isa prakAra saikar3oM-saikar3oM samasyAeM lekara loga aate| kyA kare? pIchA chur3Ane ke lie kucha likhakara dete aura kahate-dekho, isa pur3iyA ko kholanA mata / sAtha-sAtha jo maiM kahUM, usa pathya kA pAlana bhI krnaa| jaba AdamI svIkAra kara letA, taba kahate-dekho ! agara tuma saphalatA cAhate ho to chaha mahIne taka yA bAraha mahIne jhUTha nahIM bola skte| abrahmacarya kA sevana nahIM kara sakate. corI nahIM kara skte| isa prakAra pAMcoM aNuvratoM kI dIkSA de dete-ahiMsA, satya. acaurya, brahmacarya aura aparigraha kA annuvrt| dhyAna rakhanA, agara isameM cUka huI to tumhArA kAma nahIM hogaa| agara isameM cUka na ho to mere pAsa A jaanaa| aba chaha mahIne, bAraha mahIne meM bhAvanA pUrI ho jaatii| vaha AtA aura kahatA--mahArAja ! Apane bar3I kRpA kii| merA kAma saphala ho gyaa| ve haMsate aura kahate-saphala kisase hae ? maiMne to sirpha likhA thA-'tuma jAno tumhArA bhAgya jAne, mujhe kyA lenA denaa|' isase tumhArA kAma ho gyaa| tumane svayaM caritra kA pAlana kiyA, svayaM ne vyavahAra kA pariSkAra kiyA, svayaM ne AhAra kI zuddhi kI aura kAma bana gyaa| kAma karane vAlI zakti to hamAre caritra kI zakti hai, hamAre caritra kA bala hai aura vaha bala jaise-jaise bar3hatA hai AdamI meM abhaya kA vikAsa hotA hai| jaba abhaya kA bala bar3hatA hai to aneka manokAmanAeM manuSya kI, jAne-anajAne meM pUrI ho jAtI haiN| manokAmanA kI pUrti meM sabase bar3I bAdhA bhaya hai, sabase bar3I bAdhA AzaMkA hai aura sabase bar3I bAdhA sandeha hai| koI kAma zurU karate haiM ki yaha kAma merA honA cAhie, tatkAla mana meM AtA hai-are bhaI ! maiMne socA to hai para hogA yA nahIM hogA ? kyA yaha ho jAegA ? dasoM logoM se pUchatA hai, maiMne yaha bAta socI hai, kyA pUrI ho jAegI ? mana meM saMdeha, mana meM AzaMkA, mana meM durbalatA aura kabhI bhaya bhI lagane laga jAtA hai ki maiMne yaha bAta kaha to dI logoM ko, agara pUrI nahIM huI to bar3I bhaddI lgegii| bhaya se ghirA huA AdamI, AzaMkA se ghirA huA AdamI asaphala to pahale kadama meM ho jAtA hai| phira use kyA saphalatA milegii|

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abhaya kI mudrA 263 saphalatA kA sabase bar3A sUtra hai-caritra kA vikAsa aura caritra-vikAsa ke ye tIna bar3e stambha haiM-ahiMsA, satya aura aprigrh| hama abhaya kI mudrA kA vikAsa karanA cAheM to ahiMsA kA vikAsa kreN| ahiMsA abhaya kI eka mudrA hai| satya kA vikAsa kareM, satya abhaya kI eka mudrA hai| asaMgraha kA vikAsa kareM, asaMgraha bhaya kI eka mudrA hai| jisake anta:karaNa meM ye bhAvanAeM janma letI haiM, sacamuca vaha abhaya bana jAtA hai| maiM yaha nahIM kahatA hUM ki saMgraha nahIM ho| kyoMki gRhastha ke pAsa kucha na kucha saMgRhIta hotA hI hai| eka bAta spaSTa samajha leM-saMgraha honA aura saMgraha ke prati tIvra Asakti honA-ye do bAteM haiN| hisA anivAryatA hai| hiMsA honA aura hiMsA ke prati lagAva honA-ye spaSTata: do bAteM haiN| kabhI-kabhI isa bAta meM AsthA jama jAnA ki isa yuga meM asatya ke binA kAma nahIM cala sakatA, bilakula do bAteM haiN| hamArI Asakti prabala na ho| anivAryatA aura Asakti ke bIca meM eka sUkSma aura saMkarI rekhA ko hama spaSTa smjheN| padArtha ke binA kAma nahIM cala sktaa| padArtha hotA hai, anivAryatA hai| gRhastha to kyA, sAdhu kA bhI kAma nahIM cala sktaa| sAdhu ke pAsa bhI kapar3A hai, pustakeM haiM, pAtra haiN| sAdhu ke pAsa bhI ziSya haiN| padArtha haiM, vyakti haiN| koI bhI jIvana dhAraNa karane vAlA, saMsAra meM rahane vAlA ina sabase kaTakara jI nahIM sktaa| ina sabake sAtha jItA hai to ina sabake prati jaba mamatva kA bhAva kSINa, zAMta banatA hai to saMgraha nahIM banatA, parigraha nahIM bntaa| mamatva kA bhAva jAga gayA to eka kapar3A bhI parigraha bana jaaegaa| eka pustaka bhI parigraha bana jaaegii| prekSA usa sacAI kA pramANa hai ki hamArI mUrchA kitanI TUTatI hai, Asakti kitanI kamajora hotI hai| yaha Asakti ko durbala banAne kA prayatna hai, zakti ke jAgaraNa kA prayatna hai aura Ananda ko jagAne kA prayatna hai| korI zakti nahIM. donoM ke bIca meM zakti, eka ora cetanA, eka ora aannd| ye do taTa haiM aura bIca meM zakti kI dhArA pravAhita ho| koI khatarA nahIM hotaa| Ananda kA taTa TUTa jAe, cetanA kA taTa TUTa jAe aura korI zakti jAga jAe to upadrava kI bAta hotI hai, phira vidroha aura dhvaMsa kI bAta hotI hai| zakti kA jAgaraNa bhI bar3A khataranAka hai| bijalI bahuta upayogI hai, para bijalI bahuta khataranAka bhI hai| bijalI khola meM hai taba taka to ThIka hai, para khule tAra ko hAtha chU leve, bar3A khataranAka kAma ho jAtA hai| hamArI cetanA kA jAgaraNa ho, cetanA zuddha hogI to abhaya kI mudrA vikasita hogii| cetanA kA anubhava apane Apa meM abhaya hai|

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264 kaise soceM ? eka muni jaMgala meM dhyAna kara rahe the| ve khar3e the| eka sAMpa AyA aura muni ko Dasakara calA gyaa| eka AdamI ne dekha liyaa| vaha daur3A-daur3A Akara muni se bolA-'munivara! abhI-abhI eka kAle sAMpa ne Apako kATa khAyA hai| Apako jJAta hai ?' muni bole-'maiM nahIM jaantaa|' vaha bolA-'are Dare nahIM ?' muni ne kahA-'nahIM, Dara nahIM lgaa|' usane pUchA-'bhaya kyoM nahIM lagA ? kyA Apa mauta se nahIM ghabarAte?' muni bole-'maiM apane ghara meM thaa| vahAM maiMne kisI sarpa ko nahIM dekhaa| sambhava hai, kisI dUsare ko kATA ho, mujhe to sAMpa ne nahIM kaattaa|' jaba AdamI caitanya ke anubhava meM hotA hai taba sAMpa bhI kATa jAtA hai to sAMpa kA jahara nahIM cddh'taa| jahara bhI vizeSa sthiti meM car3hatA hai| Apa jAnate haiM ki jaba sAMpa kATa jAtA hai taba ghara ke loga vizeSa prayatna karate haiM ki nIMda na A jaae| bilakula jAgarUka, itanA apramatta ki AMkha meM koI salavaTa bhI na pdd'e| jaba jAgatA hai jahara nahIM car3hatA aura soyA to so hI gyaa| use sone nahIM dete| bilakula jAgarUka rakhate haiN| jAgarUkatA meM jahara nahIM cddh'taa| vyakti apane caitanya ke anubhava meM hotA hai, sAMpa kA jahara kyA karegA? koI asara hI nahIM hogaa| caitanya ke anubhava meM abhaya kI mudrA prakaTa hotI hai| vahAM bhaya nahIM hotaa| hama isa bAta ko Azcarya ke sAtha kahate haiM ki dekho, bhagavAn mahAvIra ko caNDakauzika jaisA sAMpa kATa gayA aura bhagavAn avicala rhe| are, koI Azcarya kI bAta hI nahIM hai| kisI rAste calate AdamI ko sAMpa kATa jAtA aura avicala rahatA to Azcarya kI bAta thI, para mahAvIra jaise vyakti ke lie, jo nirantara apanI cetanA kA anubhava kara rahe the, sAMpa kATa jAe, bicchU kATa jAe, zera kATa jAe, koI pharka par3ane vAlA nahIM thaa| mahAvIra ke lie yaha ghaTanA koI bar3I ghaTanA nahIM thI, koI Azcarya kI bAta bhI nahIM thii| adhyAtma kI parama bhUmikA kA anubhava karane vAlA vyakti kabhI sAMpa ke pAsa nahIM phaTakatA aura sAMpa usake pAsa nahIM phttktaa| vaha jahara ke pAsa nahIM jAtA, jahara usake pAsa nahIM jaataa| donoM kA sambandha hI nahIM jur3atA to Azcarya kI kauna-sI bAta hai ? cetanA kA anubhava abhaya kI mudrA kA anubhava hai| Ananda kA anubhava abhaya kI mudrA kA anubhava hai| harSa nahIM, Ananda / Ananda kI bAta kara rahA hUM, harSa kI bAta alaga hai| harSa meM to bhaya A jAtA hai| harSa aura zoka-donoM

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abhaya kI mudrA kA sambandha hai, yugala hai, jor3A hai| harSa AegA to zoka ko AnA hI par3egA / zoka AegA to harSa ko AnA hI pdd'egaa| yaha nahIM ho sakatA ki koI akelA A jaae| sAtha - sAtha aaeNge| thor3A Age pIche ho sakatA hai / itanI derI ho sakatI hai ki eka sAthI pahale pahuMca jAe aura dUsarA sAthI ghaMTA bhara bAda pahuMca jaae| Akhira pahuMcanA pdd'egaa| donoM sAthI haiM / alaga kaise raheMge ? Ananda meM na harSa aura na zoka hai / yaha donoM se pare kI avasthA hai / prekSA ke dvArA Ananda kI UrmiyAM jAgatI haiN| vaha Ananda, jisakA saMbaMdha hai kevala samatA se / samatA ke anubhava se Ananda jAgatA hai, na harSa na zoka / usa sthiti meM hamArI abhaya kI mudrA banatI hai / / abhaya kI mudrA ke do bar3e sAdhana haiM-cetanA kA anubhava aura Ananda kA anubhava | prekSA kA kAma hai ina donoM ko vikasita karanA / prekSA hai bhItara meM dekhanA / bAhara ko dekhatA hai taba bhaya jAgatA hai / sArA bhaya bAhara se lagatA hai / isakA kAraNa bahuta spaSTa hai / hamAre jitane mUlya, mAnadaNDa aura mAnyatAeM haiM ve dUsare ke kAraNa haiN| maiM dUsare ko dekhUMgA to do prakAra kI pratikriyAeM ho sakatI haiN| koI mujhase choTA hai to mere mana meM ahaMkAra kI bhAvanA jaagegii| koI mujhase bar3A hai to mere mana meM hIna bhAvanA jaagegii| yaha ahaMkAra kI granthi, hIna bhAvanA kI granthi- donoM granthiyAM para darzana se paidA hote / jitane sAmAjika mUlya hai, mApadaNDa haiM ve sAre para darzana se paidA hote haiN| par3ausI ne aisA vivAha kiyA, yadi maiM vaisA nahIM karUMgA to loga kyA samajheMge ? acchA hI nahIM lgegaa| basa, par3ausI ne kiyA isalie vaha eka mUlya bana gayA, mApadaNDa bana gyaa| isa samasyA kA, isa bhaya ko paidA karane vAlI samasyA kA pAra pAnA hai to antardarzana kA abhyAsa karanA hogaa| jisa vyakti ne apane bhItara meM jhAMkanA, bhItara meM dekhanA zurU kara diyA usake lie sAre mUlya samApta ho gae, sAre mAnadaNDa samApta ho gae / na koI mUlya hai, na koI mAnadaNDa hai / yaha Dara nahIM hai ki kauna kyA kahegA ? kucha bhI nahIM hai / sArI bAteM samApta ho jAtI haiM / jaba mUlyAtIta aura mAnadaNDAtIta bhAvanA kA vikAsa hotA hai, isakA artha hai abhaya kI mudrA kA vikAsa / 265

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manuSya mana vAlA prANI hai, isalie vaha socatA hai| socanA mana kA kAma hai| pazu bhI mana vAlA prANI hai, para usakA nAr3I-saMsthAna vikasita nahIM hotA, isalie usameM socane kI kSamatA bhI vikasita nahIM hotii| manuSya kA nAr3I-saMsthAna vikasita hotA hai, isalie vaha socane kA uccatama bhUmikA taka jA sakatA hai| zarIra aura mana kA paraspara gaharA sambandha hai| zarIra se mana prabhAvita hotA hai aura mana se zarIra prabhAvita hotA hai| mana zarIra ko adhika prabhAvita karatA hai| isa pArasparika prabhAva ke adhyayana ke AdhAra para yaha niSkarSa nikAlA gayA ki manuSya kA cintana vidhAyaka yA racanAtmaka hotA hai taba zarIra bhI svastha rahatA hai| niSodhAtmaka cintana zArIrika vikRti bhI paidA karatA hai| mohanIya karma yA mUrchA se jur3A huA sArA cintana niSedhAtmaka hotA hai| mUrchA kI upazAMti ke kSaNoM meM hone vAlA cintana vidhAyaka bana jAtA hai| vidhAyaka cintana se sAmAjika aura mAnavIya sambandhoM meM sudhAra hotA hai| usase vikAsa aura pragati kA patha prazasta ho jAtA hai| niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM se sAmAjika aura mAnavIya sambandhoM meM kaTutA paidA hotI hai, pragati kA patha avaruddha ho jAtA hai| pragati kA rahasya sUtra hai vidhAyaka dRSTikoNa kA vikaas|